FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old

“Creativity flourishes in moving beyond the box stepping out of
the emerging collages in the interpretation, time and time again.

Every creative endeavour is rooted in a dance of the energy within and
around us … the dynamics of integration embodies the creative output.”

-Savvy Raj

SMiLes Dear Savvy Why Should i Quote
So-Called ‘Famous Folks’ When Your Quotes

Are So Much More Advanced in Wisdom to me

This With


As Your Quote Fits

What i Already Wanted to
Dance And Sing Free As Synergies
Come Best When We All Give, Share,
Care, And Heal For Free Dear FRiEnD


Always Diving
In ‘The Deep’

More Afraid
Of A Shallow
Ending to Be
i AM Now Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa,

“Some people look for a beautiful place.
Others make a place beautiful.”

– Inayat Khan

This Is my Favorite Of Your Positive
Quotes You So Kindly Share Today

As It’s True This is What i’ve Learned

Most In DarK to Generate my Own

LiGHT And in Our

Dreams We

Will Come to
Fruition Freer and
Happier Whether Or Not
Others Meet and Greet Us
in the Place They Currently


As Life too Yes
This Much Control
We May Have

We Generate
Within What We
Give What We Share
What We Care What We


if only


No Different Really
Than Stars And Sun Above
Below Shine Becomes Now


Us Free

To Radiate Joy

Stellar iNDeeD..:)

Hehe, So Many
Books So Little ‘Time’
Yet Always Now to

Write HAha
With SMiLes

Dear Akshita
All Stuff Considered
in ‘Modern Life’ It’s

Really Amazing to
Even See Someone
Read A Hard Cover Book

And That’s
Why i Visit
Book Stores
to Remind me
Now They Still Exist
in Books and Nooks
And Crannies As such

Involved in Another World Free
in Escape
One For Sure…

Not Gonna Lie in School
i Rarely Cracked A Book
i Just Paid 100 Percent Focus
On All the Teacher’s As They
Smiled And Lectured And It
Was Enough to Get me Through

3 College Degrees Close to the Top

Yet i’ve Learned So Much More on my
Own With And Without Any Books At All
For What
Even A


Cat Will
A Human
to Be Finally
Wild and Free
Again Yet That’s
Another Book Just
Another ‘Call of the Wild’ Free..:)

Hehe, Sincerely,
Don’t Let me Waste

Your ‘Time’

Yet, HAha,

iMaGiNE A Device Holding 1000 Songs
Of Favorite Music Through All Times of
Past and Present Future Now in A Device

As Small As A Lighter

An iPod and a Dream
of Steve Jobs And Company
As Such No Longer Afraid to Bite

The Apple of Human Potentials Mastered
Through Tools As Long as the Tools Don’t Master Us

Music Regulating Emotions Integrating Senses As Piano
Strings Are Simply Extensions of Vocal Chords And Percussion
of Hammers Hitting Strings Are Our Heartbeats Realized Yes Extending

In Recordings to Defeat
Entropy in Digital Ways
That Remain to Deepen

In Balancing of Positive Energy
Overcoming DarK As LiGHT Comes Online

All Turned ON With a Switch oF LiGHT As Digital
And Analog Mix to Make Life SMiLe More at Best…

Ah SMiLes Dear Psychologist Mimi and Yes reaching
62 on June 6th Soon Enough i Am Old Enough Now Hopefully

To Call Anyone
‘Dear’ As ‘Seniors’
Often Do Hehe
Yes you
Back Nostalgia
of the Digital Life
As Yes i Have KeepSakes
For This Revolution of Technology

That i Spar With in Not Only “Moore’s Law”
That Continues to Assist in the ‘Operation Speed
And Complexity of my Mind’ Yet Yes,”Fred’s Law” Hehe

For Technology to Keep Up With All my Creativity and Not
Crash As Somedays that’s What Happens to Longest Blog Posts
Ever Created on Earth like What i Named “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
Back in the End of April 2016, Safe to Say Longest Long Form Poem
in One Blog Post Ever at 338,630 Words And Around 300 Photos of
Sunsets And Such of Beach Life And Only one Very Long Flute Song
From YouTube to Accompany That One All the Way Through True though

So Much Easier to Open Up on an iPhoneXs now; then Just an iPhone6s at the
Date of that Milestone and Featnote of Creativity then Wow That Was 6 Years
Ago Yet only the Beginning Still to Come on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016
For “Nether Land Bible” in 294 MacroVerses Now Exceeding 8 MiLLioN Words Later
Coming on the 6 Year Anniversary Date on May 26th, 2022 And True Just An Ongoing
SubChapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest EPiC Long Form Bible Poem By Far By Far
By Far All In Visual Shapes of Poetry Free Verse too All 10.4 MiLLioN Words Soon to Be 10.5
MiLLioN Words on May 18, 2022 in What will Be 105 Months of Effort Currently in 966 MacroVerses
Including the Longest MacroVerse “GodsUniVerseNovel3” in that One Small Part of 338,630 Words
Before “Nether Land Bible” Started On Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 Yet That’s Not All as Currently
i Am Celebrating “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old” Yep Ever Since Memorial Day Weekend
of 2017 as Just Another EPiC Long Form Poem Bible And Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ongoing in the Future Still to Come New Now WHere Those Words Are Also Included in the
Description Areas of my Facebook Profile Pics on Average of 8,000 Words in Series of
FB Profile Pics That Fully Illustrate That Over 6.4 MiLLioN Word EPiC Long Form Bible
Poem Housed on Facebook Too All Years As of May 26, 2022 in 5 Year Anniversary
Date Way too in 190 MacroVerses of Writing Endeavor Continuing on Still Now Still

To Grow

As Last Year Volume
2021 of FB Profile Pic
Bible Housed Around
2100 FB Profile Pic
Thumbnails that
House Around
16.8 MiLLioN
Words Total For The
Year Ending Memorial
Weekend of 2021 Then Yes

to Grow
to Grow
To Grow

As There are Annual
FB Profile Pic Bible
Volumes, 2018, 2019,
2020 As Well Housing
All Those Profile Pic
Thumbnails From

All 5 YearS Old Now

to Grow
to Grow
To Grow

Evolving Even More
As Human Potential
Will in Self Authentic
Ways for the Autotelic
Flow Where Every Word
of Song Becomes Journey
Meditating Contemplating
Whole in Sacred Way And Sure
Where Every Move in Holy Public Dance
All 16,577 Miles Still in 8 Years and 8 Months Now too

Oh Yeah, And Just As A ‘Small Side Note’ There is A
Casually Named 8th New Testament Still Growing
Subchapter of ‘SonG oF mY SouL’ Named “Depth of
The Story” All 1.6 MiLLioN Words in A Bit More than
20 Months of Effort on the Wrong Planet Website Where
That Close to the Top of the Heap of Google Searches Now
Accumulates 100,000 Views Today Just From the Registered
Members of That Website Who Most All At Least Wrote that
They Just Ignore me and my Style is Just An Inconvenience

To them Yes Just a Waste of Time Yet the Views Speak Differently

Hehe As There Really Aren’t That Many Members Writing There

Yet my, my, oh me, Where Did it All Start How Was it Even Possible
That ‘The (a) Child’ Who Could Not Speak Until 4 on the Autism Spectrum

Could Possibly Accomplish All of this in Just A Bit over 8 Years and 8 Months
Now True As my Handwriting Doesn’t Even Meet The Way A Doctor Writes A

Prescription Hehe True Not Hard to Get Through University With 3 Degrees As
it Was Mostly All Circle the Multiple Choice of Rote Memory Gained Data Download

All the Way Through True i Remember Details, Trivia; True, i Remember Most All of
Everything With A Movie Maker Memory For Every Sense and Feeling of Life’s Experience

Now that Will Surely Be an Overwhelming Environment in Past Present And Future Way
To Integrate As One Human Being Finally With Laser Focus Not So Overwhelmed in A Balance
of Autotelic Flow in Dance And Song That Meditatively Integrates What All of What A Human Made


Brings in Otherwise
Overwhelming Ways
i Finally Overcame at
Age 53, When All of this

Human Potential Finally
Came on Board With What
Laser Focus on Task in Autotelic
Flow Will Do With A Little Help From
FRiEnDS hehe like Bill Gates, Steve Jobs,
Their Peers, And All Their Tech Corporations too

As True They Prepare A Way For All of Us to Increase
Our Human Potentials in Self-Authenticating Ways And Even
Really Do Provide Potential Avenues for All of Arts And Sciences
to Be Giving, Sharing, Caring, And Even Healing too Practically Defeating


And Practically
Free and Much More

Even Finding Heaven
Within For Real to Be Now

Free Since i Bought my
1st Home Computer in
1995 A Hewlett Packard
For A Thousand Bucks and

Then Moving Up to 32 MB of
RAM as Haha i remember then A
Flight Instructor for the Navy Asking
me Why in the World Would i EVER Need that
Much RAM for my 4,000 Dollar Quantex Computer
With a Monitor And Printer Included too Later in 1995

As Yes Skills Learned on my Own in The Computer World
Would Eventually Lead to Much Much Higher Pay at Work
And Eventual Golden Hand-Cuffs Till Retirement for Federal
Government Service FULL BENEFITS And Never Having to Worry
About Money Again…

Leaving Room

For The Avenues

Technology Brings

To Finally Really Bloom
Free As A Human FLoWeR
i’ve Come to Be Yes RiSinG As
A Rose Though All the ‘Fertilizer Life Brings’

We Have A Shed in The Backyard That Houses
Old Tupperware Tubs of the Technology Graveyard

of What Helped So Much to Bring All my Human Potential For Real…

It’s True For The Dude’s That Got the Wedgies in School ‘The Revenge of the
Nerds’ is Here It is Now A Gates, Jobs, Zuckerberg, And Even Musk World Where

The Richest Dude
in the World Now

Has Asperger’s

Syndrome It’s

A New World

Indeed God Yes

And i am Only
Here to Take Advantage

of All the Gifts ‘the Nerds’ Bring

Who Helped So Much to Prepare
A Way for Little Old me to Be

All of
me and
Even More
Coming Sooner
Than Soon Hehe…

HAha i Am Practically
Everywhere both online
and off And rarely does
Anyone Even Know my ‘Real Name’

And That’s the Way i Love it As Just
Another ‘Invisible Dude’…

Known For

What i Do


For Any

By Anyone Else…
Hehe at Least not By ‘Sir Name’..;)

OBTW Love Your Quote By Adele
And i Fully Support This Sentiment

By You And Every Woman i Know,

Feel, And
Sense Who

Shares It Now; As i Don’t Give A Damn
How Many Tech Devices Come or Go




“I’m a fool, but they all think I’m blind
I’d rather be a fool than leave myself behind
I don’t have to explain myself to you
I am a grown woman and I do what I want to do.”


~Circa 2022,
From “Oh My God”

“Creativity flourishes in moving beyond the box stepping out of
the emerging collages in the interpretation, time and time again.

Every creative endeavour is rooted in a dance of the energy within and
around us … the dynamics of integration embodies the creative output.”

-Savvy Raj

SMiLes Dear Savvy Why Should i Quote
So-Called ‘Famous Folks’ When Your Quotes

Are So Much More Advanced in Wisdom to me

This With


As Your Quote Fits

What i Already Wanted to
Dance And Sing Free As Synergies
Come Best When We All Give, Share,
Care, And Heal For Free Dear FRiEnD


Always Diving
In ‘The Deep’

More Afraid
Of A Shallow
Ending to Be
i AM Now Free..:)





Every HeART


Setting Life
Free With Love on Fire
And Least Harm Dear Savvy

‘Saint Elmo’s

Fire’ in The
Distance Breathing
ReaL And ALiVE NoW
On Every Island of Life
New Still Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Freely With SMiLes..:)

Now With SMiles


SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Suffering With A Synergy
in Life Threat of 19 Disorders including the Worst
Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia For 66 Months as A Shut-in Where No

Drug Would Touch That
Pain my Mother Said “This

too Will Pass” Her Belief And
Hope For me Unwavering in 100 Percent
Faith Indeed And My Sister Kept Insisting Start

A New Chapter of my Life It’s True it Finally Passed
All the Pain and Numb on July 19th, 2013 After 66 Months
of the Worst Pain And Numb Not Even A Reference Point of
The Memory of How A Smile Felt in HeLL ON EartH All Those
Shut-in 66 Months And Then It’s True Another Chapter of Public
Dance All 8 Years and 8 Months Commencing a Month After That

Recovery From Pain and Numb All 16,577 Miles Now Hehe And Even
Documented By the General Public Audience in Viral Video As Living Legend
With Smiles Famous and Folk Hero and All that Jazz and It’s True i Did Start

Another Chapter of A Living Book An EPiC Long Form Poem Recording the Whole
Transformation From HeLL ON EartH to Heaven For Real Now Within Yes “SonG oF mY
SoUL” EPiC Longest Long Form Poem all 10.4 MiLLioN Words in Over 8 Years and 8 Months too…

As i am Still Writing that
Globally to Everyone i Meet
And Greet And True Now You my
FRiEnD Are Part of this New Chapter

of my Life
As You Inspire
These Words By
What You Give, Share,
Care, And Heal in All the
Positive Quotes You Bring Free

SMiLes As


Thank You
So Much mY FRiEnD

From Egypt Where
Pyramids Still Rise Free..:)

Friday The 13th Or Even FLoWeR Full Blood Moon
Sunday Total Eclipse Yet i’ll Publish On Holy Ghost
Thursday For “Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old”

Ship Dear
Akshita A Boat
Requiring Anchors
of Safety and Sails

Unafraid to Explore Change

For This Is How Life Goes And
Comes Through Storms Returning

To Safe Harbors

For It’s True

There Are North
Stars And Constants

Of Life Yet The Only
FRiEnD We Shall Ever

Truly Master is FRiEnDS to
Others Truly Anchors of Safety

And Sails Unafraid of Storms

That Do

Come and
Go And Return Again

True FRiEnDS Are Life
Savers Who Do Not Give Up

On Boats

Lost at Sea

With Neither
Anchors or
Sails Working Properly For Now

Yet Again it is Up to Us to Be That Ship..:)

May All Your
Days Be
Dear Sohair
With Continuing

SMiles Of Love,
Health, And

A Birthday Toast
Without Alcohol
of Course And Only
Love to A FRiEnD

Sohair Eternal
Child and
Soul Now

THere is No
Force Greater
Than Love Close
to God As FRiEnDS..:)

With SMiles
Dear Chaymaa🙌😊

Hehe Dear Akshita
Books Are Great
For Us
📚 😊🙌

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

GenerAlly A Dance And
Song Free in Flow SHows

me A Greater Way


No Reasons
or Goals Before

Just the Next Move
Just The Next Word
All FLoWinG to Free All me..:)

Happy Spring
Week To
All You
Dear Xenia

Always A Pleasure
Dear Xenia Keep
Inspiring With
All Your
For Nature’s Eyes☺️🏝

SMiLes Dear
Karlien No One
Does God Better
Than Waves Dancing
Ocean Be
Wave Be
Water Do
Ocean Whole
SMiles Thank
You Dear For Waying😊

‘Pocahontas’ Just Came In All Excited About A Bee She Just Saw Now
Pollinating Our Garden Of Eden And How Sweet A Baby SQuAsH IS ALiVE

“SonG oF mY SoUL” 10.4 MiLLioN Words in 8 Years and 8 Months
Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Holding Subchapter Bibles too

Never the Less i Am Writing “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022
5 YearS Old” At 6.4 MiLLioN Words While Talking About

Some Other Books

It’s True i Still Have “Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old” to
Put Together From That 71 Month Effort Soon to Turn 6 YearS Old

“Depth of the Story” Casually Named an ‘8th New Testament’ Way
too Heavy for A Cover at 1.6 MiLLioN Words in 20 Months of Effort

“Depth of The Story” Surpasses 100,000 Views From Registered
Members of the “Wrong Planet” on 5.11.2022 at 11:11 PM Per ‘Screenshot’…

The Right to Breathing Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness;

Oh Lord How Is This Possible if Reproductive Rights Are Taken Away
in Some States Where Women Who Are Raped, Have All Their Reproductive

Rights Taken Away

Forced to Breed

A Child of A Dude

Who Violently Raped

Them as An Additional Sentence

of Evil For 9 More Months; Particularly,

If There Are No Months or Days Left At
All to Make a Decision to Terminate What

Verily Feels Like HeLL ON EartH For The Subject
Who Lost All Their Reproductive Rights So Violently Raped;

Problem with Most All Religions Designed By Dudes is the So-Called
‘Golden Rule’ Fails Mightily Poor When There is No Empathy of the Cognitive
Kind And Real Compassion for Do Least Harm With the Realization That Comes






YES, THE golden rule is really a rotten egg when it comes
to a Human Rule that Does Not Include Do Least Harm for Real…

Yawn, i Remember Playing the Piano and Singing For The Church Choir in the 80’s
And Then A Very Nice Singer Who Worked For the Department of Welfare For Women
And Children Who Had Seen Real Poverty; and Mental Illness; And The Suffering that
Goes With Unwanted Children For those Who Didn’t Even Have the Education or Ability
to Obtain Effective Birth Control And Other Family Planning Resources in the Real Trenches

Fox Holes
of Life AS Such;

Well, All She Could Do
Is Roll Her EYes AT the
Ignorance of The Church as it
Suggested to Take Away Reproductive
Rights For Women Ranging From Contraception
To Abortion; And Of Course the Delusion that Sexual

Pleasures only
are For Marriage
And Child Bearing
Purposes; Yes, Face Palm
Thick Forests Even More; Damned

Ignorance is Blind, it Just Can’t See;
Ignorance Still Harms, Rapes, Maims,
And Kills As A Most Deadly Real Human Pandemic

Still to Date…

Abortion is the Last
Practice i Will Imagine
Being in a 32-Year Happy
Marriage Barring More Life
or Death Consequences Associated

For My Wife Yet i am Human Enough ‘Both
Devil And Angel’ to Understand Both the

Dark and Light
of Life; You Don’t

Burn People More Who
Are Already in Hell, Of Course
Unless You are the ‘Trump’ of An Old New Testament
And Or All of ‘HIS’ Followers Still True to A Real Sin of Ignorance

As A Lesser
God than Love With Least Harm; God Yes,

This is A Matter of Ethics And Morality

Separating the Good of Least Harm
From the

Evil that
Just Doesn’t
Give A Damn

As Long as Real Evil Doesn’t
Ruffle Any Nest Feathers at Home…

i See it as Sick as Disgusting and Just Another
Part of Human Nature And Traditional Ways Closer to

Hell Than Heaven on Earth…

Like Everything

Else in the Change
of Reality; It’s All A Spectrum;
The Delusion is Life Consists
of Black And White Solutions;

So in Other Words An Only
Solution in this Scenario that
Will Possibly Work in the Long Term

of A Country With a Declaration of Independence
Proclaiming a Right to Breathing Life, Liberty and the
Pursuit of Happiness




Go Figure IT’s

‘The Condition’





Happiness, including what is Core of
Reproductive Freedoms that Do least harm…

Or Of Course We Can Devolve into a Third World
Country, WHere Women Are Treated As No Different than

to Breed,

Cattle to Buy;

And Cattle to Sell
Out And Make Slaves Again…

Sure, A Place Where A Woman
Cannot Even Walk Alone Without a Designated ‘Male Master’…

Those Places Still Exist And Sadly Some Folks Want them here now…

Yet Do Take Note, 66 Percent of American Folks, Still Want None of this Real Evil Ignorance.

“Toto, i Don’t Think We
Are in Kansas Anymore”

Lesson of Course Home
Is Where We Find Warmth,

Or Creativity, Or Excitement

Or Fear, Discontent, And Overall

Misery And Suffering True i Choose The

To Do List Of the First Three However i Experienced

The Last Three of this To Do List of Six Enough For 66 Months

of The Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
As A Shut-in in my Bedroom or Facing A Privacy Fence in a Parking Lot at
Walmart As Somehow i Endured

The Pain and Numb
of A Synergy in Life
Threat of 19 Medical
Disorders for 66 Months
of Shut-in Pain And Numb

To Get My Wife to Walmart Long
Enough in Hell Sitting in That Car
in All Weathers of Cold and Heat
to Get the Necessities of Life Meanwhile

It Was surely the Life of A Hunchback of Notre-Dame
And Or the Phantom of the Opera Where Distantly Somewhere
in another Lifetime i was once a Real Part of the Play of Life then…

What the Extremes of Hell and Heaven in Life Teach me Best are Two

Wisdoms in Life And Those Are Put People First And Don’t Expect Anything

From Anyone Else When You Walk in Enough Shoes in Life to See So Many

DarK to LiGHT
The Human Condition
Comes and Goes Away
in One Life Now as the Air Force
Psychiatrist A Reserves Major Who
Tried His Best to Help Folks With Combat
Fatigue From the Desert Wars Back in those (Circa 2008-
2013) Days Said i Was the Most Hopeless Case of A Human

Being For Any
Potential to
Back to Life
Even Wanting to
Implant An Experimental
Vagal Nerve Stimulator in
my Chest to try to Bring Back

Some Kind of Human Feelings to me
Yet of Course the Insurance Wouldn’t Cover
it or the Trans-Magnetic-Cranial Stimulation that
Modern Psychiatry Also Uses to Jump Start Humans

Back to Life

Oh How Many Places
The Human Soul Will Go







Yet in a way there is balance as in heaven on earth
a real earth angel will rise forevermore now too inhaling
peace exhaling love as the devil finds real redemption in life

and suddenly all the myths and metaphors of global cross-cultural

sacred texts truly make common sense as it’s always just angels and
demons on earth describing what real life will bring from heaven to hell

It’s easy For Real
Devils in HeLL ON EartH
to Put People First Every Last
one of them as they understand

if they found redemption out of hell

there is room for everyone else to live again for real…

Yet of Course That’s Not Rational and of Course Life’s Not
Rational That’s A Delusion We try to Impose on DarK and LiGHT

So We Won’t Be

Afraid of the


until we meet
our other maker…

And Finally Really get
to rise and offer a lift at
least to everyone we meet in life

Thing About REALLY Being Free is it scares
enough People where You tend to never
get overwhelmed with requests for help

as True Freedom is as rare as figuring out

There is no real difference between dark and light…

Once the

Valley Becomes
the Mountain there

is no where

to fall

or rise

You arrive
and all that’s
Left to do is give,
share, care, and heal

at least for putting people first…

Yes, yes, yes, almost impossible
to do until we are really free of all
the other Insanities that Modern Cultures
Clothe us With in So Many Layers That it’s

to see

We Are not now…
On the Other Hand
Being able to See this
Lends the ability not to
have any expectations
of returns from other folks…

With at Least Enough Compassion,
And Empathy to Never Give Up on others as ‘You’
are the One Who Managed not to give up on ‘me’….

It’s So Very Difficult to Put the Human Condition in Words

Some Days Perhaps You Need A Painting Like ‘Scream’

Or A Mother
And Child

of Hugs

For Real

to See the
Human Extremes…

Yet It’s So Hard to
Describe the Place
Even Demons Fear to
Tread Dante barely scratched
the surface of below above at all…

What’s Common About Hell and Heaven
is in Both Places You Have to Pinch Yourself

to Believe It’s Real…

Or Take Plenty
of Photos to

Prove You
Really Went to Heaven…

It’s Not something you do in hell…

Nope, No Selfies or Smiles in hell…

And As Hard as You Might Want to
Reach Out and Touch Someone or
Yourself And Really Touch Life there
isn’t even a Reference Point Back to
a Feeling of A Smile So Much Worse
than the assessed Worst Pain known
to Humankind the Suicide Disease
Literally assessed as worse than
crucifixion from wake to sleep

for 66 Months

A Smile is Everything

The Feeling of A Smile is Heaven

Something Perhaps only once bitten
Real Devils

No Longer

Shy Now,


Putting SMiLes
First and Last… SMiLes…

Other than that Your Posts are
Always Very Inspiring it’s only been
An Honor that you allow me this free rental space in your
Blog Home in California and New York to rent free to just
flow my soul for the Last 3 Years or so and It’s true in this way

A Best
may be
no Friend at all

in returns as such

so Ironically so as
there is Never any
expectations at all…

It’s True it’s a Peaceful easy feeling
And it Never Gets Messy it Never gets

Messy at


And an
i Choose Everyday
As An Always to Do..:)

Every HeART


Setting Life
Free With Love on Fire
And Least Harm Dear Savvy

‘Saint Elmo’s

Fire’ in The
Distance Breathing
ReaL And ALiVE NoW
On Every Island of Life
New Still Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Freely With SMiLes..:)

Now With SMiles





SMiLes Dear Savvy Energy Flows
Through Yes Thought Waves of

Soul Divine Indeed



As Soul Energy
Breathes Life into Words

It’s True For me at Least
This Soul Energy Deep Within
As Essence of Love Moves Every
Sacred Word of Song Every Holy

Move of Dance

Medium i Am

For Soul Energy Within

Yet i Realize Not Separate
Yet Integral of Soul Self Deeper Now

As True Not Separate Either From
All That is

Real and
Breathing Now
So Much More Than
Words Alone Will Plan

With SMiLes

Yes Beyond All
So-Called Empirical
Measures of Science
Whether Text Book or
Instruction Book MaNuaLS
For Poetry Form From Before New Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Ava So Lovely
To Find A Post By You Again
So Creative And Today my Favorite

Quote Designed By You Is:

“Life is As Paper Be
A Brush And Write
Your Own Destiny”

-Ava Tripathy

From Her “Poetic Life”
Inspirations on Instagram

i Would Surely Follow if i Was
on Instagram Yet Hehe Any More
Irons in The Fire and i Might Just Burn Out HAha

Anyway i Love This Quote So Much And Really

This is What i Try to Advise Everyone to Do As If
We Do Not Write, Direct, Produce

And Act Our Own Plays

Of Life Someone

Else Will Surely

Master our Life

For Us So Far Away
From An Original Story
A Play of Life That is Us And Not Someone
Else’s Play And Story of Life With SMiLes..:)

Oh my Gosh Dear Mariana
I’m Back i Liked This Post
By Accident Before i Had
A Device i Could Use 10 Fingers

On to Reply in Flow As Oh No

Pecking With One Finger
on A Smart Phone Early

In Bed Will Bring All
Kinds of Shoulder and
Elbow And Wrist Pain

And Even Back Pain
Too Besides my Wife Says
She’d Rather i Rub Her Back

Than Go Online So What Can
And Will I Do or Dance or Sing Yet

Yes Dear
And Let
All the
Begin Again

Yeah It’s True in Life
There Are Cave Sitters
And Nomads Who Step Out into
The LiGHT And FRiEnDS Who always

to Spread
What LiGHT
They Find Out
of the Cave With SMiLes..:)

Haha! OMG Such An Appropriate
Sing Along Dear Cindy Enduring Tech Support
Hell With The So-Called ‘Happiness Engineers’

From WordPress Hehe Oh Lord i’ve Spent Days
With Them too Just When i Thought i Left my IT Tech

Support Days From
The Government

i Had to Find Solutions
For Them too As They
Kept Making The Issue
That Wasn’t Initially Broken Worse

Anyway By the End of the Days They Gave
me Three Free Months Added to my Annual
Plan And Unlimited Storage As Initially They

Said i Had None Hehe Imagine me Running
Out of Storage Space True It’s Not Hard to Do

Yet Now There is No End to What i Will Do Next
As Long As

“Moore’s Law”

Keeps up With “Fred’s Law”
of Ever Increasing ‘Stuff’ HAha…

Hehe Considering All of What You’ve
Been Through This Week i Won’t Task You
With An Incredibly Long FReDWooD For Some

Reason i Didn’t Get A Notification for Your Reply
on the Comment i Left on the ‘Women’s Wounds Post’ And
i Wasn’t Able to Leave A Comment on the Post as “Karma”
Returns to me too Hehe Anyway As Always Dear FRiEnD

Thank You…

And Sure Just
Relaxing After
Completing Another
54 Thousand Word
Novel Sized Bi-Weekly
Super-Sized FReDWooD
of Free Verse Long Form Poetry Celebrating “Nether Land
Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old” Yes Measured in 71 Months

Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016, Hey, Hehe, at Least
The Word Counter Works Great on WordPress Without Fail…:)

Thanks Dear Cindy
Love All Your Posts
And Comments Yes
As You ARe aLWaYS
So Kind Compassionate
And Loving To All
Who Cross Your Life
Hehe And i Guess i
Got Rested As The
Next “Blogger Victim”
Received A FRedwood
Gift of 2435
On Page Before
i Realized How Much
i Left
With SMiles
With That Danced
And Sung Happy
Free For
Your Weekend
Dear FRiEnD

With SMiles

Kudos to Your Son’s Conviction
Of Safety With Intelligent Decisions

No Matter What A Crowd May Otherwise

Dictate Saves Lives Yes on this Day NoW as
The United States Losing A Truly Unfathomable

Human Resource of Lives to Covid-19 In this Last
Two Years of A Million

Souls Studies Show

Hundreds of Thousands

Of Lives Could Have Most
Definitely Be Saved if Only
Folks Held Convictions of

Safety Over Freedoms

That Do More Harm..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

One Bucket List is Not
Enough For Those Who
Dance And Sing Through

DarK Meeting LiGHT



Truly Merrying
The Day In All
of What Human
Potentials May BRinG
Coming Out of Caves
iNto Sunshine WiTHiN SMiLinG…

“Friday The 13th” is Just Another
Best Day Now For Those No Longer
FEaRinG DarK or Cynical oF LiGHT..:)

LeSSoN 406 Bucket Lists
Naturally Over-Flow With
A Life Spent on Task in Autotelic Flow

Autotelic Means the Joy of Every Moment
Doing What We Love to Do It’s Basically
A Bio-Feedback in Flow on Task of
Increasing Complexities

Fulfilling Potentials


And Neurochemicals
Regulating Emotions
Yes Integrating Senses
NoW iN Balance of A Sweet
Spot Tween Anxiety and Apathy

For Joy

Other than
That Hellooove
With Friday SMiLes
in Red Hehe as THere is Red in FRed

Just As THere is F R E D in FRiEnD For YoU



LoVinG iT aLL

Thanks For
The Inspiration
At Best That’s What
We All Do to Each Other

Very Rarely Will You Ever Find An
Original Artist Who Has Not Felt
And Sensed The Force of God Free in Creativity

HeHuH HoW DeeP iS YouR LoVE (GoD)

SMiLes Dear Rafiah True Yes It’s Got A Lot to Do Now With
Bio-Neuro-Chemistry Whether We Comfort Ourselves to Sleep

Or Others Rocking Them Gently True Not All Humans
Are Born And Wired This Way for the Neurohormone
Oxytocin That Brings Mama and Baby Bonding

True As Well And Yes
Without This Warm
Feeling Generated
Within to Even Individually
Sleep Emptiness May Replace
What Otherwise May Be A Warmth Within

That Soothes to Sleep For me at Least
my Mother Brought Much Warmth this Way
Nurturing With Empathy Affective As Such

Her Cognitive Empathy Though in Seeing How
Differently Others See And View And Feel and Do Not

Feel the World A Bit Stunted
As Mine Was Before i Actually

Lost the Warmth Within it Seems She Never
Did As An Eternal Mother in A Life of Warmth She Both
Inherited And Wired Herself as A Mother And A Soul

A Person Naturally Wants to Be
Close to Someone Always Driven
to Care So Much About Even Those

Far Away She Was Not Related to
Yet True Again it Was Difficult for
Her to Understand Cold and
Aloof Folks As True the
More i Used Computers
And Did Systemizing Stuff
At School And Work All Lit Up

With Dopamine in Increasing Novel
Solving Problem Ways the Colder i Became
Within Missing More What i Couldn’t Quite Put my
Finger Better Put HeART on indeed And Yes i Developed
Great Issues Falling to Sleep Without That Ability to Generate
A Warm And Cozy Place Within And True it Got So Bad i Could

No Longer Feel the
Warmth of a Pet of
A Cat it Got So Bad
i Couldn’t Feel the Warmth
of the Sun Even When it Was
Hot Outside it Got So Bad that

i Really Couldn’t Feel Anything at
All of Being Human Then Where i Longed
For Even MORE Pain to Break the Numbness Within

Life is So Much Different NoW With A Human Soul THere
is So Much Room In Inspiration Driving Within to Move Connect
And Reach Out and Touch And Co-Create With Other Humans

Each Day It’s
True Now i am
More Like My Mother
And Actually Even More Loving

Than Her For i Understand The People Who Still
LiVE iN Real HeLL ON EartH Within as i Surely Did for
66 Months Before i Met You identified by You As A Human
With A Beautiful HeART That Really Touched me Considering

That Before that All i Was Then was A Tin-Man With No HeART
The Seat of the Soul Indeed The Place Where Spirit is Born to Outreach
to Others So if this is or is not what You Deal With it’s Easy for me to overlook

All the Efforts i Still
Make to Connect to
You That Might Feel Ignored

As i Really Can’t Judge Anyone
Else for their Motivation or Non-Motivation
to Connect to Other Human Beings as for me
During those 66 Months it wasn’t Just that i Had
no Inspiration to Do it Even With my Loved ones
Sitting Next to me it Actually Hurt it Actually Felt Like

Torture in Every
Cell of my Being
Then It’s True It’s Hard
to Understand Hell Until You’ve
Been And Most People Do Give
Up on Their FRiEnDS Who Go

And They Never Return to Their Side…

SMiLes Age is Only A Number Yet a Human
Soul Is a Lifetime in Eternal Warmth Now Conversely
From Your Mother Who Couldn’t Sleep Now it’s So Easy for me…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i Understand the Torture of Insomnia And That
Inability to Slumber Easy to Sleep For When i First Suffered the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia And 18 Other Medical
Disorders of Which Losing The Warmth of A Smile And the Pet of a Cat and the
Love to Touch With my Loved Ones True That Was Most Definitely Worse to me than
The Suicide Disease Actually Assessed As Worse than Crucifixion No Drug Would

Touch for
me From
Wake to Sleep
For 66 Months at
The Beginning of All that
Pain and Numb An Alpha
Blocker Prescribed to Slow
my HeART Rate Down From
Dysautonomia As my Autonomic
Nervous System No Longer Synched
my Blood Pressure With HeART Rate
Drifting Off to Sleep An Alarm Would Go Off
To Breathe Gasping to Make Sure Blood Would go to
my Brain 35 Days Just one Hour of Shallow Sleep in the
‘Lent Season’ of 2008 That Spring And the Last 5 Days Nothing
Worked As Each Day Became Deeper A Ring of Dante’s Hell Then

As the Suicide Disease Came True as Somehow then i Managed to Get
The Keys to the SUV And Somehow i Mustered Up the Energy on the 40th
Day to Jump off the Bridge As Pictured in my Latest Blog Post Where i Was
Raised on the RiverBanks Down Town on the Blackwater River Yet Even If i Could
Have Lifted my Weight Out of the Car to Walk Up to the Top of the Bridge Fishermen
Below Would Have Likely Saved the Life i Wanted to Lose So Much to Escape What
Was a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear That Had no Drug For Relief It’s True in

Life there
Are Much
Worse Experiences
Than Death And for
me it took Two Years to
Even Get that Pain Named
With A Disease As They Stuck
A Long Stick of Lidocaine up my Nose
to Interrupt the Neuralgia of Pain for Just
A Brief Less than A Second Anyway Truly Miraculously
my Sister Found me in Her Car at the Bottom of the Bridge
i Still Wanted to Escape And Even Jump off the Shallow End
of a BoardWalk By the River Truly Totally Out of My Mind in Pain
and Numb Just Wanting to Escape to Escape HeLL ON EartH No one Really

to me Before
How It Really
Existed on Earth

And When You are the
Only One With An Invisible
Worse Than Crucifixion Pain No One Else Can See or Feel
Then And Not Feel too in Numb Almost No One Can Really

Have Empathy or Sympathy for You As No They Just Aren’t
Actually A Devil For Real in Hell in That Moment of the Living Dead

And This is Why Dear FRiEnD It’s So Very Easy for me to Love Almost
Anyone Except for those Robo-Calls Hehe That Constantly Want to Sell me
A Used Car Warranty for my 8 Year-old Honda Civic That Still Works Perfectly
Fine or ‘Spam FRiEnDS’ that/who Wanna Scam Ya online AS Such Ya Just Can’t

Afford to Waste
Your Life on Now
Particularly Reaching
62 Now on June the 6th

It’s True Why It is So Easy For me
to Love Everyone And Still Have Empathy
And Sympathy for Real Devils in HeLL ON EartH
Is Because i Was No One At All Before Not Even A

Soul With
A Body of
Flesh and Blood

Just A Shell Just A Shell
Just An Empty Shell on A Beach
Where the Entire Environment of Living
Oppressed me to Living Dead Just A Ghost
Wandering the Earth Failing to Remember He is Dead

Cause in that
Place There is
No Memory if You
Ever Truly Lived
With A Soul at All

And Even Science Shows
Memories are Emotions Emotions
are Memories Just no Reference Point
out of the Emptiness of Hell For Real

And i Don’t Know How Much You Suffer
This Way in Numb or Pain i Really Have no Idea
For Sure if Your Words Indicate What you Feel or Do Not

Feel Within
What i Can Do
What i Will Do

What i Just Did as Your
FRiEnD is Describe to my
Best of Words That Have Organic
Life For the Places i’ve Come and Gone And Left of Life

So How May that Help True You are 28 And Still 5 Months
Away From 29 When And if You Become My True Age of
SoUL Within NumBeRS

Will No Longer Exist
As in this Place Life
is Worth Living With or Without

Things as Truly Then Only People
Come First NoW as Warmth Within Drives


For Real
On EarTH my FRiEnD

i Survived through Years
of Hell Now i LiVE iN Heaven
And It’s Just an Experience one
is Driven Every Moment of Life
to give to share to care to even heal

if that is Possible at all i Have the Patience
of ‘Job’ as i’ve been there and done Much More Hell than

That Old
Bible Story Then

How Would i ‘Know’

Well Most Folks Where i Live Believe
Crucifixion is Worse and According
to Even Literature That Describes
A Crucifixion of So-called Jesus

in that Book that My Mother
Bought to Prove Wrong What Science
Shows i Already Knew was Affirmed She
Bought a Book on the Crucifixion of Jesus

To Prove Her Son Had it Better than Him for
3 Days as It’s True it was Hard for Her to Have
Sympathy And Empathy for the Devil in Hell as She
Never Walked in His and or Her Shoes to that Point in Life

Anyway She Opened up the
Book And Just Like the Miracle
of my Sister Finding me at the Bottom
of that Bridge She Randomly Turned to
A Page And Started Reading and Sure Enough

She Herself read the words that my Affliction Still
to come Wake to Sleep for 66 Months No Drug Would Touch And
No 3 Hour to 3 Day Tour Was More Severe than the Torture of Crucifixion

Yet NO to me Still

Not AS Severe
As Losing
A Soul
of the
Feeling If Ya
Ever Felt A Smile in Your Life
Just Ice Cold As A Freezer in Summer…

And It’s True Perhaps Dante Went A Bit too
As That is How He Described Hell too A Place

of Cold
WHere YouR
Greatest Wish
Is Heaven AS Hell
Where at Least you Can
Burn Forever to Feel Anything at all

True Where Dousing Yourself With Gasoline
And Lighting a Match Becomes A Dream in Hell For Heaven Real

As Even What Most Folks Describe As Hell is Heaven Now to ‘You’…

Yes i Understand Why Some Folks Hate this Life And Wish For Paradise
Somewhere Else Yes i Understand Why for Some Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Is Just the
Gift of Paradise
Now For All Gratitude
to Love All that is Life DarK Thru LiGHT

Where You Come to Understand What Mercy
And Forgiveness and Love Really is A Place

THAT Never Gives Up

A Place WHO Just
Never Gives Up
This Gift of Breath
Thru Hell And Heaven Best Now…

It’s True There Was A Day i Wouldn’t
Have Understood How to Rock my Mother
to Sleep if She Couldn’t Sleep Yet in Her Last
8 Days Withering Away with No Food or Drink to
Go A Most Natural Way in Hospice One Can And Will

i Radiated A Compassion

of Love and Empathy

That would Have

Never Been Possible in HeLL oN EartH
As Devil Before How Blessed to Be THere
For Her With Love in Her Days of Passing Dear FRiEnD

How Blessed to Keep Her Soul of Love Alive With Her Love
i Still BREaTHE NoW For Real No One Had A MaNuaL That Would
Get me Out of Hell to This Place of Heaven For Real of Love Within Now

i Had to Search
And Find this
God of Love
For Real

Within No One

Could Save me

Yet The Real Breath
of Love Worthy of A Name of God Within So

Yes i Fully Realize All You Can Do is Be THeRE
For Someone And Never Give Up This is what You
Do When You Struggle to Breathe As i Did Before This

Is What You
Do When Others
Struggle to Breathe
in All the Spectrum
That Comes and Goes
In Life As Soul Free Now or Not mY FRiEnD…

So Anyway After my Sister Found me at the Bottom
of the Bridge She Sped Down A Country Road at 80 MPH
And Offered to Kill Us Both As She Said She Couldn’t Bear
to Live without

A Brother

i Said No
and Eventually
Went to the Hospital
Where they Found A Drug
Strong Enough to Put me Down to Sleep
And Complete my Term in Hell For 66 Months

As Fast Forward to the Spring of 2010 i had a Gym
Machine Chain in A Bicycle Basket And A Tree Picked
Out on A Distant Road Far Enough Away No One Would
Find me yet the Vultures Eating me for some Purpose of Life Left…

Oh the Struggle
of Wanting to Leave
So Bad Understanding
You Are Loved So Much
Yet Some Pain and Numb
is Just Beyond Belief Anyway
the Next morning Katrina Awoke from
A Dream She Named That Road i Picked
Out She Never Talked About Before And Said

She Just Had the Strangest Dream Naming that Road
And Saying in Her Dream She and Her Deceased Granny
Were Hanging Christmas Tree Ornaments on a Tree off That Road

And Then i Knew No Matter What i Had to Stay as Even Though i Had
Lost All Faith, Hope, Love, And Belief in Anything Human Soul Life My Wife Had

A Force Much
Greater Than
me A Voice of

God A Soul Who Said
God Yes Stay Fred i Have
Other Plans Eventually For You

And in This Way i Finally Really Met
God Face to Face in my Wife mY FRiEnD
True in This Way my Wife is Proof of God too…

And After Mother Read That Book it Didn’t Matter
She Had Way more Faith in the Story Book Character
Jesus As This is How Human Nature Works We Believe
What We Believe And no one Can And Will Take that Away

Whether it actually
Harms Us or
Helps Us
in the Longest
Runs of Life or
Death in Life Now

This Much i Know i Don’t Know
Anything Really of Worth other Than i Love

This Greatest Gift That Makes Heaven on Earth for Real…

And How Deep is My Love And Faith in God For Real Indeed
As Deep As Every Inhale of Peace Exhale of LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Least Harm DarK Thru LiGHT

For Real Now

i Leave the
Rest Up to
God As Now
i Truly ResT iN
Love For Real mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Energy Flows
Through Yes Thought Waves of

Soul Divine Indeed



As Soul Energy
Breathes Life into Words

It’s True For me at Least
This Soul Energy Deep Within
As Essence of Love Moves Every
Sacred Word of Song Every Holy

Move of Dance

Medium i Am

For Soul Energy Within

Yet i Realize Not Separate
Yet Integral of Soul Self Deeper Now

As True Not Separate Either From
All That is

Real and
Breathing Now
So Much More Than
Words Alone Will Plan

With SMiLes

Yes Beyond All
So-Called Empirical
Measures of Science
Whether Text Book or
Instruction Book MaNuaLS
For Poetry Form From Before New Now..:)




SMiLes Dear Savvy Today i Am Going
to Count a Very Old Honor And Blessing

With You in my High School When i Was
In the National Beta Club for Scholastic
Achievement And Leadership The Administrators

Of the School Changed The Rules For the First
Time Ever in the History of the School So me and
A Girl in Our Sophomore Class Could Be Inducted

Into The National
Honor Society

For Before

Us it Didn’t
Happen Until
A Student Became
A Junior in High School…

Yes Count All Our Blessings

Every One of Them As Gratitude

For All of Life Even LiGHT Thru DarK

Brings The Secrets to Heaven Within to Life

To Give To Share To Care to Heal All With Least Harm..:)

SMiLes Dear
Chaymaa All
Wonderful Positive
Quotes For Believing
in Lights of Life That

Do Come New

SoWinG To Fruition
Now Yes Deserving
What We Reap So Much

And i Love the One About
Transforming Emotions as All
Our Feelings Our Senses in Synergy

May Become A Full Symphony Towards
LiGHT We Create For the MuSiC oF LiFE

Emotional Regulation
Sensory Integration Yes

The Social-Empathic-Artistic-
Spiritual-Emotional Intelligences

That Truly Dwarf

Standard IQ

In Terms Now
of What Counts
Most in Life Our Well
Being And How We Bring
Greater Well Being to Others Indeed
Hehe Yeah it’s True Being A SmARTy

Pants Helps too..:)

Love So Far
Is 66 Percent


33 Percent Or So Ahead
Of “The Other Place” Now…

If It’s Not Love For Everyone
All We Divide God From God
And If The Two Opposing
Sides Equal



Love Disappears
And War Replaces Peace

With Overall Fear And Hate…

Thanks So Much
Dear Chaymaa
For All The
You Bring
And Kind
Wishes too
With SMiles☺️🏝🙌

SMiLes Dear Vrunda There is A Song Title
Called “Believer’ Where the MeMe is “Pain

Made me A Believer”

Yet It’s True Overcoming

Pain Made me a Believer in me

The More Pain We Overcome

The More Gratitude there

is For Each Breath

The More We

Embrace Night
The More We Appreciate

Day as DarK is LiGHT in Totem Whole…
Thanks For Sharing Poems By Khalil
Gibran the Experience is

May Become

Verily Rare..:)

Yes! “Imagine
Dragons,” Such
A Cool Band Name!
Thanks Again
With SMiles☺️🙌

“Chumbawamba -Tubthumping”

Yes, Two Approaches to Life:

1. “PiSSinG the Night Away ”


2. Embrace All the Pain
And Rise to Heights Never Before

It’s Like 298 Nights of Dance Hall
Days From Age 53 to Almost 60

Since Covid-19 Took That
Experience Away in 2020 Only Making
Masked Store Dance More Prevalent for me

True God Yes Never Taking A Break Facing the

Crowd Sober the Solo of me Breaking Through

Those Who Wanted to Erase me From Their

Crowd Just

Like Middle

School Just

Like Work

Just Like Some Places
Online Embrace the Pain

Marry the Night Merry the Day

Create Your Own LiGHT And Rise
Out oF All DarK That Crowd Sources Create

It’s True i Am in A Position to Do “Jimmy Buffet”
And “Waste Away in Margaritaville” Yet What Good

Does Fortune

And or Fame
Do Now if it Only

Brings An Early Demise
Anyway What Kicked my Butt
Most Was Not Mastering myself
in terms of Emotional Regulation
Sensory Integration Naked Enough
Whole Complete True i Didn’t Need Much

Help From
Else to
Kick my Own
Butt in the Greatest
Poverty of All of Not
Understanding mY SelF
mY SoUL mY SPiRiT mY HeART iNDeeD..:)

Ah Yes Dear
Cindy What
Canvas to
Paint Next
Like “A Guitar Man”

Of Life: LoVE

Currently my “Depth
Of The Story” Solo
Thread A Top of
The Page Google
Search Item
Not Only 1.6 MiLLioN
Words Yet Well Over
100 Thousand Views
In Less than 21 Months
From Only Registered
Members There on A
“Wrong Planet” Who
Told me i Make
No Sense
And Go
i Understand
Misery Loves

Yet The
Truly Wants
To Escape to
A Better Place
True i Come Most
For Those Marginalized

A “SonG
Of THeiR
SoUL” to
Tale And Do
A Parent Bird
Does not Expect
A Bird Who Finds
Wings to Return to a

Nest There is
Always Another
Place of Soul

For A Guitar
Man or Other
Instrument of


Soul to Go
Dear FRiEnD Cindy 🎸 ❤️☺️

At Core ‘Religion’ is What Bonds and Binds Humans
Together Though Mutually Understood and Consensually
Accepted Ideologies and Symbols Thereof As Human Social

Animals With
A Complex


To Create Symbols
And Even Record Collected
Art-i-Facts in Housings of Tools
And Abstract Constructs of Words

For What Works At Best Adapting
To Constant Changes of The Environment
At Hand to Survive and Even Thrive Together

iN JoY oF LiGHT,
Even Creating Fire
Together to Make Night into Day;

So It’s True, Humans Create A Dogma
To Survive And Even Thrive Together
As Typically Apes ‘Hairfull’ or Less Are

Stronger When They Work Together
Like Other Social Animals too Who May
More Likely Bond Over ‘Religion’ Like Grooming

Each Other’s Fur to Get Rid of Insects and Such

Or Like the Bonobos

Who Generally

Bond Over

Making Love For Peace
Hehe in a Most Original ‘Biblical Way’ Free…

Jesus F in Christ, Humans And All Their Religions
Are Fascinating, i Bet i Could Write 10.4 MiLLioN
Words About it and Even 1.6 MiLLioN Words in the
Last Almost 21 Months on the ‘Wrong Planet’ in One Solo Thread

Hehe, Oops i Already Did IT Again
As IT surely isn’t A First Instance for me…

i’m Fascinated By Religion And the Interplay of Politics,
Power, And Overall Philosophy too As Every Thing We Do
AS Humans at Core is Moving, Connecting, And Co-Creating This Way…

There is the Dogma of Religion, Mostly For Surviving As Social Groups
Bonding and Binding Over Common Symbols and Ideologies And Then

There is Mystical

That Seeks
And Finds Within

Actual Feelings and
Senses in A Meditative
Flow of Life Where We Actually
LiVE iN Balance With All of Nature
And Each Other Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

(Yes, What Some Folks Describe As An Experience of ‘God’)

THere Are As Many Paths As THere Are People Leading
to A Potential Heaven Within on Earth This Way Same as
A Real Purgatory to HeLL ON EartH in BLacK Abyss Ways of the

DarK Nights
to Years
to Life of
the ‘Human Soul’
In Terms of All the
Feelings and Senses
in Life That Drive Us Forward
for Greater Human Potentials Fulfilled or NOT…

The Dogma of Religion For Mastery and Control of Other
Human Beings Becomes Much More Authoritarian And Strict
When Scarcity And Fear Becomes the Meme of Life For Basic Survival…

Look Around the World, Where There is Abundance, And Government
And Associated Politics Provides Substantial Opportunities For Humans
to Not Only Survive Yet Thrive As Technology Helps Us Become More Self-Reliant
On Tools Than Each Other And Even Ourselves As that Relates to our Current Day

Where So Many
Mother’s No Longer
Breastfeed And Find
Now There is No Longer
As Much of A Tool That Culture
Creates As Substitute For All Naturally
As Born With Mother’s Breast For A Most
Basic Subsistence

Of All,

The Prize,
The Future,
The Child
of the
Village Most


If Culture Provides
Subsistence Enough
From Birth to Death

Without even An Extended
Family to Lift Each Other Up Day to Day…

Yawn, Look Around the World, Organized Religion
Is Still Thriving Where Survival is Difficult And Scarcity
Prevalent Where Families Are Still Large As Nigeria is Predicted

To Eventually Have A Greatest Population of Any Country in the World in the
Future Where Other Countries With More Abundance of Technology Have Less Children

to Depend on
As Extended
Families For
Survival From Birth to Death;

And Yes, Nigeria is A Very Christian
And Muslim Country And A Very Rigid One Indeed
in Terms of Dogma And Exclusion of Marginalized
Folks Seen As Different From the Moral Dogma Like
Homosexual Folks As One Sees This Globally as Well too…

Other Than That And This, Religion And Politics is Used to Expand
Empires As My Grandfather A Once Irish Born Priest Working at the Vatican
in Legal Counsel Wrote A Book Still Well Referenced Titled “Behind the Dictator’s”

Where the Catholic Church Provided Support to Dictator’s Not Unlike the Demagogue
Trump Wanna Be Dictator of This Century And of Course The Eastern Orthodox Catholic Church
Now That Putin Uses to Justify An Expansion of His Empire too Using What He Describes As
The Immoral Sexual Practices of the West Even in His Speech for Justification to Invade Ukraine…

As Long As There is Scarcity in the World, Dogmatic Religion Will Rise to Master And Control
The Masses With All Their Fears, Misery, And Real Human Existential Suffering; Dogmatic Religion

Is Making A Come Back
in the US All the Way
From Politics
to the

Court and Church

As There Are Very Many
People Who LiVE iN Existential
Angst Just Waiting For Another
Authoritarian Savior to Lift them Up,

When/WHere They No Longer Have the Inner
Real Organic Mystical Tools to Do it THeiR Selves
Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete Not Unlike A ‘Sufi-Mystic’

Spiraling A
Moving Free
Dervish Dance As Planets
Revolve Around Stars in Balance

As Above So Below, See the Patterns,
Do the Patterns, Be the Patterns Free or Not in Balance…

Other than that ‘Religion is Multiplying Like Bunny Rabbits’
Still In Countries Where Scarcity is the Rule Over Abundance

And Reliance
of Course

On Technology too…

There Are the Best of Days
Now For Those Who Master LoVE iN
Balance, Naked, Enough, Whole Complete in Peace ToGeTHeR,
Mastering the Tools Instead of Becoming Mastered By Them Now

As It’s True Humans Can And Will Become Slaves to the Dogma of Religion
or the Religion of Tools (Science, Technology etc.); Yes, Choose YouR PoiSon Now

Or Set Yourself
Truly Free


As Far as i For ONE
Can And Will Feel
And Sense For Real Now More New..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Today i Am Going
to Count a Very Old Honor And Blessing

With You in my High School When i Was
In the National Beta Club for Scholastic
Achievement And Leadership The Administrators

Of the School Changed The Rules For the First
Time Ever in the History of the School So me and
A Girl in Our Sophomore Class Could Be Inducted

Into The National
Honor Society

For Before

Us it Didn’t
Happen Until
A Student Became
A Junior in High School…

Yes Count All Our Blessings

Every One of Them As Gratitude

For All of Life Even LiGHT Thru DarK

Brings The Secrets to Heaven Within to Life

To Give To Share To Care to Heal All With Least Harm..:)




SMiLes Dear Savvy i Love
These Ever Expanding Categories
of Intelligence So Far Beyond Standard

IQ Alone

“1) Intelligence Quotient (IQ)
2) Emotional Quotient (EQ)
3) Social Quotient (SQ)
4) Adversity Quotient (AQ)”

So True Social Empathic
Intelligence Core to Most All
Of Our Wellbeing Touching

Other Folks too

And Yes Adversity Quotient

As A Life in Fear Is Not Well
Dressed For All of the Other
Human Potential Intelligences

Of Balancing Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Always Beginning

Now Always
Means It’s
Never too

Late to Start Now

And So True Magic
Comes When One Seeks
So Much on One Task the

Finding Comes
In Leap
of Now
Over Logic
Into Chaos Art
Magic of Creativity iNDeed..:)

Indeed Be the

Ship Who
Never Gives
Up Even When

Storms Come
And Sails Fail

Be the Anchor
The Safe Harbor

That Someone Else
May Call A FRiEnD
Through Storms and
Fair Winds And Following

Seas Same

to Explore
to Enjoy
To Color
With Love of Life Free

Young SaanniaSparkle

Hehe Just Think One Day
You Will Lose the Young
Part if i Stay Young Enough to Return HAha…

Key Always Treat New FRiEnDS As

Old FRiEnDS And Old FRiEnDS As


In Almost
Every Situation
This iS How Love
Continues to Breathe With SMiLes…

Someone Has to Be A New And Old FRiEnD


Yes Do
Be That Ship..:)

Oh The BLeSSinG of Focus
NoW on One Task And
Only One Task in

Flow The Eagle’s

Eye on Prey For
Survival The Eagle’s

Wings in Attention to

Escape Potential Predators

Although There Are Fewer For

Eagles Than



About Below

i Suppose A Moral
oF A STory is Become
An Eagle It’s So Much
Fun to Soar FLoWinG Truly in Focus Now..:)

So A Man And Or A Woman
Shall Be Free Together As One

And Separate
As The Rest of

As Stars
Shine on
Each Other
And Us Free Smiles
Dear Vrunda Thanks
For Sharing Another
Inspiring Poem By

Khalil Gibran
i’ve Read His
Book While
Dancing At Barnes
And Noble For Free
Sunday Afternoons
Hehe Listening to
Meditative Music
And Entertaining
The Star Buck’s Cafe College
Study Crowd Hoping to Inspire
Them to Dance And Sing Free One

Day Yes Free of All Worries And Even



With SMiLes

Only Song Free
Coming to Surface
of Soul to Expand
All Our UniVerSES

Free Together as Each
Human is Indeed EYes
Multi-Verses of God Whole..:)

We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
in Buzz
of Living
Seed of Life
Blooming are we

So THere iS THiS FLoWeR NeW
We CaLL CReaTioN THere is this
DancE and SonG We CaLL LiFE NoW..
THeRe is This Cycle that Dances oN NoW
And there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
SPiRaLinG PArts of subatomic way.. THere is LiGHT
And DarK And Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way EYes… THere is
more and THere iS less.. THere is SWiM And
Love to Run floating in space higher
And Sit STiLL never CoMinG NoW
FoReVeR NoW iN LoSinG
BReathe oF AiR
three letter aLL
LaBeLs now strung
FoR All THaT iS NoW
FLakes of crystals
MeMories shine
of physics new
GRoWN more
Ocean Rivers
streams never
ending in God
TUnED oh i oN
NoW oN i NoW
SunG HiGH i NeW
So THere iS aLL THiS
And DReAms of NoNE
Orgasms big bang
LiGHTS iN eYes
oF Toes iN

PLanETs iN MoTioN PLaY
EasY PeaceY NoW
AnD TheN SoMEonE
oF DaRKeR WayS NoW
And WHere NoW Once
MonKeys StaY iN Trees
And Hawks iN sKy HUMaNS
Out oF PracticE NeW NoW
Yes JusT

SMiLes hey as Long as
Your Tears Will Sport
A Joke Like Donna
Summer Dances
And Sings
You WiLL
Survive.. Thanks
For Sharing Your
Feelings Ms. Hugs
For SMiLes Always
Feels This iS A
Best Way Now
To Fire Love
Up up and
Away to
A Kingdom
Of Heaven Within
To Give And Share
More as the Sun
Of Your
Heart Burns
Brighter Even
More For All to Feel..🐅🤗😇🔥😁

Gratitude Anew
Springing Bringing
Happiness Whole Now
Complete Enough May

Be GRoWinG A Tree

With All The




RiSinG For
Thanks Giving
For Giving Same
Ocean Whole Wave Water Us🏝

Above So Below
Of Sky And
Sea Beyond
We Gather
To See More
Of Reality to Be
For It Is Mystery
Bringing Wonder
And Awe Sacred
Holy Divine Light to Sight


Below Above
EYes Beyond Words
🦢 🏝🌊😊🌊🏝🦢

my my 22.22 Degrees Centigrade
With Sunshine in Toronto And On Top
of That What A Night Coming Still For
A Full FLoweR Blood Red Moon Total Eclipse

Yes Coming at 11:11 PM Where i Live and
12:11 AM Where You LiVE iF You Stay Up
Late Enough to See it of Course As the
Weather Will Be Nice Outside too With SMiLes

Anyway Happy Sunday

And Hope You
Have A Lovely
Spring Day
With Many Colors of Life…
☺️ 🌝 🌚 🤗🌚🌝☺️
PS: Have A Blueberry 🫐
Muffin Kit Kat For Breakfast

Virtual Gift
From: me🫐

to: You😊

SMiLes Dear Savvy i Love
These Ever Expanding Categories
of Intelligence So Far Beyond Standard

IQ Alone

“1) Intelligence Quotient (IQ)
2) Emotional Quotient (EQ)
3) Social Quotient (SQ)
4) Adversity Quotient (AQ)”

So True Social Empathic
Intelligence Core to Most All
Of Our Wellbeing Touching

Other Folks too

And Yes Adversity Quotient

As A Life in Fear Is Not Well
Dressed For All of the Other
Human Potential Intelligences

Of Balancing Free..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From
Mary 15, 2022 Also Seen as
The Flower Full Blood Moon
Lunar Total Eclipse Hehe

At Least For Those
Without Overcast
Skies at Night

Where i Live

Yet Ain’t That The Way
Life Goes Where You Are
it may Be Clear And A Blood
Full Flower Moon May Be Evident

Never the Less That Doesn’t Mean
That Heaven Doesn’t Exist Within for

me As It’s True The ‘Old World’ Drifted Away
For me Way Back on July 19, 2013 As A New
Creation i Became Out of HeLL ON EartH For
66 Months Before That Date It’s True There is Plenty

of Room For the
Meek, the Poor of
Money and Spirit

To Come into this
Kingdom and Queendom
Of Heaven On Earth Within Now

Even if it is Always Cloudy WHere You
Live Clear SKeYeS Within Now Forevermorenow

In This Other Place Eternally Now in Autotelic Flow
Just Meditating Away in Free Dance And Song of

Bliss and


BeginninG ETernAlly

Now New And True A Priest
Today Who Seems Perhaps
Like He’s From the Caribbean the
African American One Obviously
Lives this Kingdom of Heaven on Earth
Now As He Relates It and Feels and Senses
It So Well From Even the Pulpit Now How Rare

This is How
to Find Someone

From Heaven On Earth
to Even Preach at A Catholic
Church Rare He is Allowed the Opportunity
As an Assistant Priest Yet Today Such A DaY iNDeeD
WHeRE iN HeaVeN On EartH Within Love Really Rules

Eternally Now
For Real Yes

Just FLYiN’
Like an
Just Dancing
Singing Free This Way NoW
In This New World Eternally Now Within…:)

Reading 1, Acts 14:21-27
21 Having preached the good news in that town and made a considerable number of disciples, they went back through Lystra, Iconium and Antioch.

22 They put fresh heart into the disciples, encouraging them to persevere in the faith, saying, ‘We must all experience many hardships before we enter the kingdom of God.’

23 In each of these churches they appointed elders, and with prayer and fasting they commended them to the Lord in whom they had come to believe.

24 They passed through Pisidia and reached Pamphylia.

25 Then after proclaiming the word at Perga they went down to Attalia

26 and from there sailed for Antioch, where they had originally been commended to the grace of God for the work they had now completed.

27 On their arrival they assembled the church and gave an account of all that God had done with them, and how he had opened the door of faith to the gentiles.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 145:8-9, 10-11, 12-13
8 Yahweh is tenderness and pity, slow to anger, full of faithful love.

9 Yahweh is generous to all, his tenderness embraces all his creatures.

10 All your creatures shall thank you, Yahweh, and your faithful shall bless you.

11 They shall speak of the glory of your kingship and tell of your might,

12 making known your mighty deeds to the children of Adam, the glory and majesty of your kingship.

13 Your kingship is a kingship for ever, your reign lasts from age to age. Yahweh is trustworthy in all his words, and upright in all his deeds.

Reading 2, Revelation 21:1-5
1 Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; the first heaven and the first earth had disappeared now, and there was no longer any sea.

2 I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride dressed for her husband.

3 Then I heard a loud voice call from the throne, ‘Look, here God lives among human beings. He will make his home among them; they will be his people, and he will be their God, God-with-them.

4 He will wipe away all tears from their eyes; there will be no more death, and no more mourning or sadness or pain. The world of the past has gone.’

5 Then the One sitting on the throne spoke. ‘Look, I am making the whole of creation new. Write this, “What I am saying is trustworthy and will come true.”

Gospel, John 13:31-33, 34-35
31 When he had gone, Jesus said: Now has the Son of man been glorified, and in him God has been glorified.

32 If God has been glorified in him, God will in turn glorify him in himself, and will glorify him very soon.

33 Little children, I shall be with you only a little longer. You will look for me, and, as I told the Jews, where I am going, you cannot come.

34 I give you a new commandment: love one another; you must love one another just as I have loved you.

35 It is by your love for one another, that everyone will recognise you as my disciples.




Indeed Dear Savvy

A Ball of Blue

May Become

A Green Forest

of Team-Work

Where All the
Leaves of Trees
Hold Hands in Balance

to Keep the Forest Together

As Glue
Is the
of Being Human..:)

SMiLes Dear Orchard
Flower Lillian Hopefully

This is Just Fantasy

As Fantasy

May Soar

From Low
in Fear to
High in


Inner Fears
Deep And Dark ThiS Way
Other than that Nice to See
You Back on WordPress Where

Your Poetry Touches All Recesses of Soul Free..:)

Gurgaon, The City in India
Built By Corporations and
Maintained That Way As

Well A Bit of a Step

Into the Western

World of Luxuries

Amazing All the Delicacies

About All Around Such A Lovely
Area Indeed Dear Little Chef Aarushi
Hope You Are Enjoying School as Well As Vacation

i Can’t Complain Considering i Haven’t Had to Work
For Pay in 14 Years Now Staycation it is With SMiLes

Nice to
See You
Back on
Wordpress too…

Having Chicken
Adobe Tonight
Looking Forward
to More of Your Recipes soon
to Share of Course With my Wife..:)

Oh No, Drowning in Chaos
What Seems to Be An All
Natural Archetypal Fear of

Being Human Losing Order

Into Drowning in Seas Out of

Control in Mud for me as a Child

Doing my Best in Record Heat to Ride my Bicycle
Up A Hill to A Bank With A Big Digital Temperature

Clock Over and Over Just to See How High it Would

Go As A Child

It Seems i
Heat Stroke
Somewhat That

Day And Had the Most
Horrible Feeling Delirium
of A Nightmare Where i Was

Stuck in A Dark Moat of Tarred
Birds Sort of Like What Happened
For Real to the Birds in the Gulf of Mexico Oil
Spill Back in my Dead Zone 66 Months of Days in
HeLL ON EartH Forever then Yet Then This Childhood

Dream So Strange Not Just The Dream yet the Horrible
Out of this World in Hell Feeling That Accompanied it then

Yet There Was A Star in the Sky Above That Felt Like Mother’s

Love Yes The Warmth
of Feeling That Makes

Every Little Thing

in Life is

Work Out
Okay True it Took
me 66 Months in Real
Life Hell to Finally Reach that
Farthest Star Then Yet Yes When

i Did All of Chaos Became/Becomes Magic of Art

No Longer Afraid of the DarK or Cynical oF LiGHT

True the Journey Through Dark RiSinG Dancing Out of the

of the
Birds For Real

Yes Soaring As
An Eagle in Focus
of Wings Free Again..:)

Such Beautiful Paradise Sunsets Dear
Hawaii FRiEnD And Cappuccino Siamese
Kitty Is Surely Looking Perky Climbing Up
That Lawn Chair on the Sunset Beach too…

And Yes Fresh Rolls
Go A Long Way Now
For Appetizing Meals

And i’m Guessing Those
Panda Bear Shaped Treats
in that Package Are Especially
For Australian Shepherd Panda

With The Kitties Probably Joining
in on Whatever is Available For Appetizing too

So Peaceful the Sounds of Paradise So Touching
in Contact With all Feelings and Senses Of Nature Free

A Beautiful Full Moon Tonight Here
in Florida Yet Overcast Last Night
We Missed Seeing the Flower Full
Blood Moon Total Lunar Eclipse Yet

Thanks to HDTV of Course and the
News And Even More Stellar Looks

Coming on TV
For Everyone

to See and
Enjoy at their
Leisure Yet Reality
is Always More Sublimely
Beautiful to me Even a Leaf
Even A Garden of Eden Even

A Tree Of Life and Forest Whole Souls
We All Are Connecting Around the Globe Now True..:)

Oh Goodness Dear Cindy
When i Saw C, D and WTF

i Thought this Might Be About
Scholarly Grades And The Such

Defining Our Value Yet Instead Of Grasping

For External Goals Like That to Feel Valuable in Life

It is the
of Life That Do
Come Like Divorce
And Cancer Indeed

From Loss of Love to my
my Loss of Life How Severe
Life Struggles Will Be Indeed

Yet How We Come Through Them
to the Other Side Gaining Inspiration
To Help Others Do the Same in What Ever

Art of Life
We aRe Able
to Do that in

Such a BLiSSinG
And BLeSSinG Indeed Again
to Reach Out and Touch Deeper
Where SPiRiT HeART And SoUL

Do Come
to Dance
And Sing Free
Yes Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing in JoY oF LiGHT
As i Love to Dance And Sing freely
FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance
Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete

Yes Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
LoVE For All With

Least Harm NoW iN JoY oF LiGHT
Lovely Poem Dear Cindy Thanks So
Much For Continually Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing This WaY iN JoY oF LiGHT For All..:)

Interestingly, Studies Have Been Done
That Show Some Autistic Folks Have
Super Sensitive Mirror Neuron Systems

That Effectively Enhance Human Empathy
in Affective Ways And Cognitive Empathy Ways

That Generally Speaking, Enhance the Altruism
Potential Of Human Nature; Far Away From the

General Stereotype of Aloof and Cold that Might
Greater ‘Reflect’ Similar Studies That Do Show

Some Autistic Folks
May Have Hypo-Sensitive
Mirror Neurons And They Also
May not Be Wired Well Now for the
Social Bonding Neurohormone Oxytocin
The Brings the Warmth Folks ‘Normally’ Feel
in Altruistic FRiEnDLY Acts of Life With or Without

Any Expectation
of Reciprocal Return
in Expressions Now of
Communication or ‘Stuff;’

Yep in My Case, it Kinda Worked
Out As Expected As After All THere
is A ‘F R E D’ Literally ‘in’ “FRiEnD”…

Never met a Stranger,
Not Even A Grain of

Sand And Yes in A ‘Christian Trump
Town,’ i’ve Been Called F Words
Other Than Fred Just For Being

Super Kind With SMiLes for Everyone i Meet…

Yet Ya See, Not Everyone Has Hyper-Tuned Social-Empathic
Ways of Feeling the Human World and the Rest of Nature with
Hyper-Sensitive Literal Touch and Mirror Neurons in Terms of
‘Mirror-Touch Synesthesia’ That Actually Empathically Feels the Pleasure

And Pain of others

From Such A Long


i Understand
Not Everyone is
‘A Savant of Love;’

Some Days it Can And Will Feel


YET RARELY FoR Me NoW as i’ve LEarned

to Generate All my Own Happiness within;

Just more to give, share, care, and heal for
Real for All with Least Harm NoW iN JoY OF LiGHT;

However, WHere i Live, Where THere is A ‘Big Daddy Trump
Meme’ of Boys Don’t Show Emotions And Crying And Smiling

Was Really a Sin For Men Back in the Decades After i Was Born in 1960,

i Practically Had to Get As

Strong As Superman

to Live as

Love Here;

And Yes, i Am
Actually Just about
As Strong as An Orangutan
Now Still Leg Pressing Up to 1520

Pounds Coming to 62 on June 6th;

Yet It’s True, You Can Look it up online,

Even Gorilla’s Hold Little Kitties With Eyes
of Love WHO
‘See’ Warmth;

WHO Feel Warmth;

WHO Sense Warmth
Within As Bonobo’s Yes

Are Even More Super-Empathic Than That;

Perhaps, it’s just that so Many Humans are
Distracted With a Data-Download Life and Forget How…

Oh What May
Be Forgotten

And Lost

When Replaced

With More and Less than Love…

Yawn, i’m Strong Enough to Love Now
And Powerful Enough Not to Harm Anyone Else

Now For Real
Loving Free Without Fear.

It’s Really KinDA Sad When
Ya Grow Up in A Place Where

Folks Hate Love

In All Colors
of the ‘Trump
Meme’ Sadly Still ‘Breeding’

In CuLTuRaL Ways of Ignorance
of Love Most For All Without Fear…

Can’t Count the Number of Folks Who
Have Asked me for ‘THE REASON’ i am
So Kind in Life;’ It’s KinDa Simple, Kind

to Me


It Feels
i Do it; Doesn’t
Have to be Brain
Science; Yet it is too…

For me at Least Now, Not
Unlike the Goddess of Victory


What IT

IS True
to me

So God Yes,
“I Just Do IT” Now..:)

“Hyper-Focus God Mode”

Excellent Metaphor for Autotelic FLoW, in Secular
Terms, When We Ascend/Transcend the Neo-Cortex More
And Yes, Light Up More Areas of Our Brains in A Meditative State
of Mind And Body NoW iN Balance; Integrating Much More Human

Potential in Most Anything We Set out to Do As Long As We Are
in Focus of One Task;

And Not Spreading
Out in Multi-Tasking
Ways Where Science Suggests
It Takes 23 Minutes or So to Focus

To Get Back on Course of What We
Were Doing Before More in Flow As Such…

The Autotelic Aspect of Flow is The Real Bliss
And Nirvana in Balance We Actually Feel and Sense;

Amusingly, Different Cultures Come to Tribally Believe
They Own this All Natural Truly Sacred And Divine Holy

Experience of Greater Human Potentials as ‘Star Wars’ Might Refer

to it as ‘the Force;’ As Buddhists Might Refer to it as A Meditative Flow

In Contemplating Ways of Creativity Called Samadhi; And Then of Course,

The Japanese Folks Might Describe it As Satori; And Taoists May Describe A Similar

Greater Human Potential As Tao And the List Goes on in Terms of Kundalini Yoga;

Really Unlimited Terms Like the ‘Zen Art of Motor-Cycle Maintenance’ or Even Holy

Spirit in Christian Terms of this Real Sacred And Divine Experience That Not All Folks

Achieve in Life, For So Much More Human Potential As Even Science Shows that A Meditative
Practice This Way Several Times A Week May Increase Human Creativity and Resulting Productivity

500 Percent; Yet HAha, Just IMaGiNE What A Human Being Might Be Able to Do If They Stay in A State

of Bliss and Nirvana, FRiEnDS With All Gravity in Balance As Metaphor This Way Almost ALL Hours of the

Day And Even
in Dreams

in Even More
Original Creativity;

True, Ya Just Might Dance in Public
For 16,601 Miles in 8 Years and 8 Months
And in Tandem From Ages 53 to Close to Age
62 Now Ongoing, Write a 10.4 MiLLioN Word Free Verse EPiC
Longest Long Form Bible Poem to Use another Cross Cultural

Metaphor; Yes, Do it All in 8 Years and 8 Months in Effortless
“Wu Wei” Ease With Endless Energy And In Fact Enough Actual Empirically
Measured Strength, Still Jaw Dropping For Elite Military Dudes in A Military

Gym As Yep,
i Still Leg Press
up to 1520 Pounds
With My Arms Raised

To The Sky All FRiEnDS With
Gravity in Autotelic Flow this Way;

And Folks Ask me How the Hell Do i Do it,
Turning 62 on June 6th This Year; And i Simply

Dance Sing Something Like

Do Ya Ever Watch The

Grace And The

Perfect Silence

And Stillness of
A Lion Before He Pounces
on an Antelope in A Sudden
Chase for Survival in Life; And Then

i May Dance And Sing, This is Life as the Predator
Cannot Afford to Lose Focus on Task of the Prey At
Hand; And Not only That the Predator Must Keep A Large
Enough View of Reality At Hand Not to Be Captured By Prey the Same…

Yet Usually Because
of the Lion’s Enormous
Strength And Size of Jaws,
Teeth, And Claws, There is not Much

Worry Over Predators; Yet Never the
Less, Without Graceful Moves in Flow,
FRiEnDS With Gravity Across the Savannah
To Conserve Every Vital Calorie of Life When

The Antelope Resources Are Not Nearly as Great,

The Lion Will Fall Much Earlier to Decay in Grasses,

Fertilizing Greater Grazing Opportunities For the Antelope

To Increase a Lion’s Resource And Other Animal’s Survival too….

FoR Me at Least, i Make All of Life an Art This Way; FoR Me at Least

For Every Word of Song And Every Move of Dance Yet Now of Course

These Are Only Fumes

(These Words on Page)

of the Real Kingdom

of Heaven Within,

i Experience most

Every Second of Life;

So, It’s Rather A Moot Point,

Whether or not Anyone Affirms what
i Come to Sing; Never the Less, When Someone
Says they Cannot Understand This Free Verse Artful Holy
And Sacred Divine Feeling in Dance And Free Verse Poetic Writing Song,

i Let My High School Educated Wife Read Over it; And in Almost

Every Case, She Has No Problem Understanding it; Yet Ya See; Nope,

It Doesn’t Matter if one Has A 160 IQ or Not; There Are Other Kinds

of Interpretive


in Life That Totally

By-Pass IQ Tests; As They

Only Measure A Tiny Part of

Human Potential as Most Folks Stick

With What they Are Only Spoon-Fed in Life

As Far As Data Down-Load Stuff From Birth;

Now to Be Clear, A Person May Achieve Zen Flow in

Motor Cycle Maintenance Or Climbing Mountains in

Greater Complexity of Human Potential As They Go in
The Sweet Spot

And Apathy;

Yet What May Be
Missing Still is the
Artistic, Social Empathic,
Real Divine Holy and Sacred
Spiritual Emotional Parts Of

Life Continuously Coloring

Life In Feelings and Senses in Synergies
of Human Energy Never Felt Before; Yep, It’s

True, There Are Many Kinds of Flow; Some more Colorful

Than Others; Yet most All of them in Some Way Result Effectively

And Or Affectively in Greater Human Potentials Achieved As Ya Might

Build Something Never Seen Before

Or in Other Ways You
Might Help

See, Feel,
And Sense Life
in New Colors Never

Experienced Before; Mileage
Varies of Course, Depending on
Make and Model of Human Vessel
or Vehicle, in Other Words, Nature And Nurture Now;

What Are the Limits With Human iMaGiNaTiON And

Creativity; Indeed, They Are Beyond So-Called ‘iNFiNiTY’

As They Are Always Beginning Now Beyond All ‘Real Illusions’

of Time, Distance, Space And Matter Now; Indeed, Such an Excellent

Metaphor Ya Bring

For Real

the “Hyper-
Focus of “God Mode” Indeed,

The Force, The Higher Power Within

As Even in Biblical Text Like Luke 17:21

The Kingdom of Heaven Within; Yes, Samadhi;
Satori; Kundalini Rising, The Tao, Effortless in
Ease Wu Wei; The Chi; Prana, And Sure ‘The Force’

In ‘Star Wars’ in Part Modeled After Cross-Cultural Holy
And Sacred Texts The SaMe Way; Hehe, Yet if Ya Wanna

Get A Tribal Thinking

Person Who Idolizes

Forms Specific to Their
Culture in Idols of Words More

Than the Essence That is Similar

Cross Culturally; Tell Them They Don’t Own

God; They Don’t Own Love; Yet They Can Try if they Like;



‘Luck’ On that
Or Any Other Part
of Life That Attempts
to Gaslight What is Real

And True Now in Essence
Free to Anyone Who Seeks
Within And Finds This Higher
Power and Force Within to Have

A Much Greater Life In Terms of
How We Experience Bliss and Nirvana

And What We Are able to Create And Produce;

For Some Folks It’s Stuff They Make; For Other
Folks, It is a ‘Depth oF A STory of Life’ in Colors that

Paint Nirvana
And Bliss in
Ways Never

Experienced Before; Yep,

Almost Totally Without Measure

Eternally Now Beyond Almost All Empirical Measure Now;

Yet It’s True, THere is Always Something to Measure of
The Fumes Left over; Whether it is Word Count or Three Quarters
of A Ton Leg PRESSinG Again, With Arms Raised to the Sky in Wu Wei Effortless

Ease in Balancing Now
FRiEnDS With Gravity

New WHere the Weight

Feels No Different Than
The Weight of A Feather;

Yet Of Course, You’d have
to Experience it to Actually

Understand it; Same as the
‘Zen Art of Motor-Cycle Maintenance’

or the Dark Flow of Telling Unlimited
Lies for Selfish Purposes Per the ‘Trump Meme of Life Lies” too;

Just in case Ya Wonder, Why Folks are so motivated to Do ‘Evil’ too;

As Most Stuff in LiFE, Flow Comes in DarK and LiGhT Ways that Help

or Harm
The Rest of
Existence Now

Per Altruism

Verus Selfishness Still Now…

So This is Partly Why i Run What i Do
Across the Eyes of my High School Educated
Wife; to See if What i Write is too Complicated;

Or Others Just Don’t Currently Have the Human
Software and Hardware to Understand It; i Surely

Am Not Gonna Water Down My Human Potential

To Spoon Feed Heaven to Other Folks; As That’s the

Whole Point; Ya Work For Heaven Everyday Always Now
As A Real Practice Never Ending in Life Eternally Now;

(Some Occultist Flavored Folks CaLL iT “A Great Work of Life”)

If Ya Think Ya Get it

Over ‘There’

On A Roman’s
10:9 Pamphlet

That Offers A Carrot
of Heaven After Death
or Stick of Hell; Yes, After
Death too, If Ya Don’t Worship Some
Verily Dead Dude Who Lived 2,000 Years

Ago That’s What Ya Eventually Get A Dirt Nap Reward…

i am not
One to

off Heaven
That Way; Yet of Course,
for Folks who Only Believe
it Happens After Death; That
Often Becomes A More Shallow
Life Fulfilling Prophecy Indeed

Anyway; Here’s

A Toast to “Hyper-Focus
God Mode” Of Course no

External Substances Required to Be
Ingested And Far From ‘Woo’ As It is
A Cross-Cultural Human Potential

Described in Holy and Sacred

Texts Around

The World;

At Least for those
Who Have the Hardware
And Software Earned to
Understand And Or Actually ‘Get it’ Now..:)

It Might be Helpful to Do Some Research
on the ‘Growth of Religion in the World’

To See What Folks Who Actually Study This Have Say:

“Most academics who have analysed the demographics dismiss the predictions that the EU will have Muslim majorities.[353] It is completely reasonable to assume that the overall Muslim population in Europe will increase, and Muslim citizens have and will have a significant impact on European life.[354] The prospect of a homogenous Muslim community per se, or a Muslim majority in Europe is however out of the question.[355] Eric Kaufman of University of London denied the claims of Eurabia. According to him, Muslims will be a significant minority rather than majority in Europe and as per their projections for 2050 in the Western Europe, there will be 10–15 per cent Muslim population in high immigration countries such as Germany, France and the UK.[356] Eric Kaufman also argue that the main reason why Islam is expanding along with other religions, is not because of conversion to Islam, but primarily to the nature of the religion, as he calls it “pro-natal”, where Muslims tend to have more children.[103] Doug Saunders states that by 2030 Muslims and Non-Muslims birth rates will be equal in Germany, Greece, Spain and Denmark without taking account of the Muslims immigration to these countries. He also states that Muslims & Non-Muslims fertility rate difference will decrease from 0.7 to 0.4 and this different will continue to shrink as a result of which Muslims and non-Muslims fertility rate will be identical by 2050.[357] A survey conducted by Pew Research Center in 2017 found that conversion has a negative impact on the growth of the Muslim population in Europe, with roughly 160,000 more people leaving Islam than converting into Islam between 2010 and 2016.[343]”

Other than that the Research Shows that Both Christianity And Islam Will
Increase From Approximately 2 Billion Followers to 3 Billion Followers by the Year 2050 to about 6 Billion Total;

So In Other Words, While It May Seem That Religion is Dying in Some Western Countries; it is Far From Dead
on the Continents of Asia, South America, And Africa; Yet of Course, Those Are All Areas of Third World
Countries, Where There is Still Great Poverty, Starvation, And Overall Human Misery and Suffering; Yep,

Just What ‘The Doctor’ Ordered For SCaRCiTiES in those Countries; An Authoritarian Savior/God Related
Religion or Two to Give Hope Where it May Otherwise Be So Difficult to Find; Where For Some

Folks, the Only Hope They Can Find

Is Hope After This


Life on Earth;

As ‘They Say,’ Better
Than Nothing; Yep, Better
to Have Hope than Nothing

As at Least There is Some Positive Feeling Left in Life to Live…

Religion Serves A Purpose; Both As Potential Escaping Life and Embracing it too…

Obviously, Living in
So Much Abundance,

i Choose A Heaven that
is Real Now; Not Only Within,
Yet Everywhere i Look Outside
of my Window into A Real Garden
of Eden on Earth, Where i Am Free
to Be Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete;

Free Enough to
Create and
Own Religion
For Free, Per the
Rights to Life, Liberty,
And The Pursuit of Happiness…

We Have Much More to Fear From ‘Domestic Terrorism’ Here;

Meh, Yet i Live in a Place Where Most Folks Look the Same
And Go to the Same Church; Not Unlike Once Homogenous

Countries In Sweden And The Such; It’s Human Nature, Folks
Get Along Better Bonding And Binding to the Same Ways Of Life;

If it’s Not the Church For More Abundance in Hope; It’s The State

That May
for Heaven on
Earth Within and
on the Outside too…

Regardless, It’s Human;

Just Surviving or Thriving And Loving Life Now…

No Matter What Forms Bring This Essence Real Now…

Ironically, in the United States, What is Most Likely to Keep
Organized Religion together, is if the State is Prevented From
Providing Avenues for Subsistence And Actually Thriving in Life;

So Far, ‘The Church’ is Doing Its Best With Their Political Cronies to

Make This
A Reality

For the
Organization(S) to Survive…

And The Way that Happens
Most is if Overall, Congregants Are

Suffering Misery in the Countries they LiVE iN;

Keep ‘Em Down in Fear; Master, Subjugate, And Control

in Self-Made And Supported Prisons Now on Earth Resembling Hell More Than


the only
Escape is
Death and
‘Stories’ After that…

Not Buying the Gaslit
Lies Yet Again, Life is
Colored Much Different
in Abundance Than SCaRCiTiES iNDeed…

As Long As The Western World Leads in Social Welfare;
Freedom is More Likely to Survive Without Theocratic Control…

It’s Just
The Way Life
Works; And It’s
Really Just Common
Sense, For Anyone Who
Has Both Lived in Scarcity and Abundance Now and Then;

And Studied The Folks Who LiVE iN Heaven And Hell and The Tween on Earth…

In Purgatory and Hell, Ya Look For Hope Anywhere You Can Find it or Folks Are Giving it Away…

Yet Be
What Ya
Buy; As
Some Folks
Just Love to ‘Tale Stories’


SMiLes, It’s Also Worth Noting That ‘Neuroplasticity’

And Even ‘Epigenetic Effect’ in Unpacking Human Potentials

Is A Life Long Learning Experience Now Depending On How
Much Environmental Challenge We Are Exposed to As Humans;

And This is Really What’s Great About ‘The Information Highway;’

Someone in a Very ‘Backwoods’ Area in the World May Have an Opportunity

To Be Exposed to Different Ways of Both Seeing and Being in the World; Personally,

i’ve Watched This Happen With Many Young Folks

In the World From Many Different Religions

Where As They Grow Older and Move Now

to More ‘Advancing Ways of Life in Freedoms’

They Changed As Well and At Least Make The Religions
They Grew Up with A Kinder And More Compassionate

Way of Seeing And Being

iN A World they Come to
Live in Now With So Many

More Nuances than the
Rigid Ways of Seeing and
Being in Life Dogmatic
Religion Brings Where An Attempt
is Made to Censor Outside Influences For
What Might Otherwise Bring More Positive
Changes in Life to Thrive Now; i’ve Watched as

Once Very Fundamentalist Islam Folks Move to Europe
And Leave the Faith Almost Completely Behind; It’s What

We aRe Exposed

to Or not Exposed

to in Life in Challenge of

Change in the Environment that

May Make So Much Difference, Positive or Negative;

For me at Least, From the Period of my Work Life After
College to the Advent of the Information Highway, my Mind

Basically Stagnated Without Much Opportunity to Learn New Stuff in Life
And Really Be Challenged in Many More Ways of Life; Now There Are No Limits

As There is No Way i Can And Will Ever Catch Up to all that is Offered in Potential


And Environmental

Challenges in Change for Human Growth Now;

For me at Least, For ‘the Within,’ It’s a Real ‘Fountain of Youth;’

As Long as We are Changing in a Positive Way, We aRe Really
GRoWinG Younger Now it

Feels, it


i Know at
Least for me;

And Yes, Positive Within
in Evolving GRoWinG Ways, Often Makes
A More Positive and Youthful Glow on the Outside too…

Yeah, it might be easy to call me ‘Pollyanna’ Without All the Evidence That Does Apply Hehe…

This World Is A New Testament, Always Changing, For Those Who Attempt to Catch Up and Do THeir Best..:)



Don’t NeeD A Three Letter Word
For Tree When Tree IS A

Someone told me my Words Were
Music to Their Ears.. Yes.. When Souls Dance Sing Living NoW

Realistically i cannot expect anyone who hasn’t been where i have to return the same

When Folks No Longer Speak As Song Move As Dance Their Souls Die Alive

Blind And Deaf See And Hear Again in Dance And Song of Soul

i would have been Greater Impressed if ‘Tim Tebow’ Stamped
His Face With ‘John 14:12’ Greater Yet ‘Just Do IT’ Now For Real

True Life Is Sewing
Key Knitting
For Sewing..🙂

SMiLes Dear Rafiah A Greatest Gift is to
Give True it Gives me Great Solace
To Feel From

You i Still

Lift You Up
For What No
one Could Touch
in me For 66 Months

True i Looked and looked
And Finally Found This Love

Within What A Blessing Love is to
Hold And Give

i Am Here For
You And That
is Surely Enough for me

Hehe Besides Katrina Takes
Care of me like a 2 Year-Old Child

And Therefore Unlike a 2 Year-Old Child

That Gives me
Plenty of Room

to Give to Others With SMiLes
So in Other Words One Day Your Child
May Do The Same my Mother Did And
Katrina Still Does For me Love Spreads…

Other than that i used to be extremely
introverted And Now i am at the Other
End of the Spectrum i Surely Understand
How Much easier this is for me to do than
Almost All my Friends Who Are Super Introverted

That way
i Used to be
During my Working
Years i Had no time or
interest in connecting to anyone
online and not even the Energy
Left For Katrina at the End of the Working Day…

And This is Why ReTirement Becomes Golden
Years Fresh Rubber And Tread On Once Barren
Wheels of Life We Finally Get the Opportunity to Leave


If We
are that
Fortunate indeed

Generally When Worries
Go Away We Become More
Apt to Be Fueled to Reach Out
and Touch and

Be Love

It’s A
God ‘Thing’ And
Oldest Story indeed mY FRiEnD
Anyway Dear FRiEnD i Love You With
SMiles of Kindness And Compassion For Real..:)

Indeed Dear Savvy

A Ball of Blue

May Become

A Green Forest

of Team-Work

Where All the
Leaves of Trees
Hold Hands in Balance

to Keep the Forest Together

As Glue
Is the
of Being Human..:)






Peace Rejuvenates
Balance Feeds Peace
Stillness Quietness
FLoWinG Ease
Indeed Yes

Dear Savvy
So Much More

Energy Saved Up
For Creativity and
Productivity When


is Wasted
On Illusory
Fears With SMiLes..:)

Never Waiting For Some Other Time
Or Life MaKinG Every Move Holy Dance

MaKinG Every Word Sacred Song

Now And So what If No One Else
May Be Able

to Hear
A Tune
of Our
MuSiC As

Truly We Become
In Touch of Who We aRe
With SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

No Need to Wait to Be the
Best We Can And Will Do

And Be


To You All as
Well Dear
Yeka So
Nice to
See You
Here Again
With Blogging


All Mine Dear
Lilly Thanks For
Sharing Your

Deep Poetry

On WordPress Again❤️☺️

Thanks Dear Cindy
For Your Kind Words
And Thanks For
The Strength
Of Your
And Wonderful
Recovering Story

From Divorce
And Cancer ❤️😊🌺🌸

The Reality For Most Humans is Emotions Including
A Synergy of All Feelings And Senses Is What Actually

Precedes Decisions And Actions for Change; However,

Not All Humans Are Great At Prosody, Pragmatics, And

Metaphor While they May Have Stellar Language ‘Acquisition’ More Than

A Metaphor of Right Hemisphere Brain Processes, According to Most Recent
Research, Specifically in the Concentration of Focus of Folks Like Iain McGilchrist,
Recently With His Books “The Master and The Emissary” And “The Matter With Things”

As He Offers His Research Commercial And Book Free on YouTube As Well to Attain
Greater Knowledge in These Areas of Mind Sciences, All Cutting Edge Now As Such

As this Relates to Prosody, Pragmatics, And Metaphor Again Aligned with
More Right Brain Hemisphere Processes That See A Bigger Picture of the

World than Just

The Parts
All Materially
Reduced to Grasp
To Hold to Use Now As Tools

In Accord With More Restricted Left
Brain Hemisphere Processes Commonly
An Issue for Some Folks Autistically Now

So While You May Not Fully Be Able to ‘See’
the Value, the Non-Verbal Autistic Valedictorian of

Her School On the Autism Spectrum Brings So Inspiring

In Her Commencement Speech in Seeing The Value All Human

Beings Bring With their Potentials In Life Fulfilled With the Help of Technology

Too; The Inspiration She Brings Could Bring Valuable Resources For Additional

Support For Autistic Folks To Achieve Greater Potentials in Life; How Would i Understand

This as A Person Diagnosed With the More ‘Gillberg’ Related Diagnostic Criteria For Original

Described Asperger’s Syndrome; More Directly in Alignment With Hans Asperger’s Clinical Studies

Before the APA Watered it Down And Eventually Eliminated it as A Specific Diagnosis; Well of Course,

the ‘Gillberg’ Criteria, Initially Leaves Plenty of Room For More Right Brained Hemisphere Folks Like me

With A Hyperlexic Delay iN Language Until 4 Years Old; Nope, No Precocious Verbal Abilities For me

Yet Decoding

And Creating

Symbols in Interpreting

Life With Ease So Much More Apt
to Read First Than to Speak Indeed

And True Eventually Apt to Write/Type and
Eventually Speak and Even Dance in Public

Once Very Restricted in Ways of Gross and
Fine Motor Coordination as Well As Another Part
of Gillberg Criteria for Asperger’s Syndrome As Diagnosed too…

People Bond over Pro-Social Emotions Related to Finely Tuned Mirror
Neurons And Oxytocin Connections too; Yet Not All Autistic Folks Share

The Actual
Feeling Senses
Now of these Very
Human Inspiring

Feelings of Life to
Work together For
Action For Change Yet

As Science Shows Now Our
Emotions in Synergy of All Feelings
And Senses From Our Reptile Brains

Through Our Limbic System Brains Moves Us

First to Both Reason and Action of Life As Emotions

Are A ‘Real Glue’ Now of Our Cognitive Executive Functioning,
Including Short Term Working Memory; Long Term Memory
Storage and Retrieval; And Focus that May Be Laser Pointed
And Intense


On Task
to Actually
The Jobs at
Hand Without Fail…

On the Other Hand, More
Restricted Left Brain Processes
may Limit Emotions More to the
Bonding and Binding That Comes

With Con-Social Emotions Like Fear
And Anger and Even Hate of What is
Different and Always Changing As True

Humans May Become Very Addicted to the
Associated Adrenaline Neurohormones and
Dopamine Neurochemicals That Addictions to

Con-Social more Left Brain Processes Restricted Life Brings;

The Good News Is this is Not A Static Human Potential as Humans

May Enhance Both their More Materially Reduced Left Brain Processes

in Grasping and Using Tools In Life Step by Step and they May Increase the

Colors Of Life That Right Brain Processes Bring in Emotions, Feelings, And Senses
Associated More with Prosody, Pragmatics, And Metaphor As Well too; Yet First one

Must Have Some
Inspiration to Change
A First Step Comes Fueled
By A Fire of Real Emotional,
Feelings, Sensory Inspiration From Within

And Indeed this May be More of A Challenge for Some
Than Others; Never the Less, ‘Normally,’ Inspiration of
Human Emotions in Synergies of Feelings and Senses From

Head to Toe is What Moves Humans to Decisions and Reasons
And Actual Actions in Life to Adapt to Environmental Challenges

And Again Emotions Do Emote Cognitive Executive Functioning Potentially

Finely Tuned
As A Human
Ferrari Vehicle
And Vessel Yes A Human

Boat Well Balanced With Anchors
For Safety And Sails for Exploration

That Comes With Well Regulating Emotions
And Integrating Senses in Moving, Connecting,

Co-Creating Ways and What This Means is the

Non-Verbal Autistic Young Woman Valedictorian

Giving Her Commencement Speech By An Adaptive

Tool of Typing is Actually Priceless as it Provides A Record
of Inspiration to actually Move Folks To Change in Support of More

Autistic Folks

And While i understand

Your Support Needs Now

The Human Condition

Does Not Work to Action
‘Normally’ In Most Cases
Without Some Kind of Inspiration First

As True Inspiration Can And Will Actually

Move Mountains of Even ‘i Have A Dream’ of Actual Change in Action…

All The Puzzle Pieces of the Recipe For Change Must Come And It is no Puzzle for me

to Understand

It Now

Yet i Surely
Didn’t Always
Understand it Before…

Just Like i Saw little Value
in the Metaphors of Poetry

Or the Inspiration of Emotions

As This Modern Culture Took Away

Most all i Was Born With Before i Could Speak

True in this Way i Became Born Again With Dance
And Song Inspiring From my Soul For Real Deep Within

And It’s True There is No Way i Can Explain this Without

Deep Metaphor

Yet There are
Ways to Find That

Human Potential Again;

Or Perhaps For the First Instance Forever Now

in Life Sort of Like When The Blind First See;

For me At Least, i Became A Child of 3 With
The Ability to ‘See’ This Way again; of Course

Affective And Effective Results Depend on Makes
And Models of Human Vehicles and Vessels Now in

Other Words

Nature And
Nurture For Real Now
As Experiencing Life
All the Way ACross the Lifespan New Now…

And to Be Clear i Am Speaking to Opinions

At Hand, in No Real Judgement of What Folks
Can And Cannot Actually Do Now Here as Written
Text Surely Does Not Usually Paint An Entire Human Condition..:)

SMiLes Dear Psychologist Mimi i Hope You Are
Feeling Much Better Recovering From Your
Recent illness Honestly i Don’t Care

if You Lost Weight Or not
Or Even How Much You

Weigh at All You

Are Human

i Love All Humans
This is my Autistic
Savant Skill it is Just

What i Must Do As A Special
Interest of Life Naked, Enough,
Whole, and Complete It’s True i

See Through Flesh and Blood, i See
What’s Inside, i See the LiGHT, i See the DarK

too This is How Empaths Experience Life if They
Develop Enough Light Around them Not to Be Drained Away

to Something

Less and

Even Cold
And Lifeless too…

In Most Stuff Life Every
Commonly Understood Aphorism
For LiGHT May Also Shed DarK True

As My Sister Is A Somewhat Famous
Bird Nerd As That is Her ‘Special Interest’
And Stellar Skill on the Autism Spectrum As ‘Napoleon
Dynamite’ Asked His Young Female FRiEnD Then on
That Show What Her “Special Interest Skills” Were too

Yes a

At Least
on A Broader
Autism Spectrum
too in Theatrical Way…

Anyway my Sister is A Record Setting
Bird Nerd Now in my State and Local Area
And Also Takes Wonderful Nature Photography
With Her Camera That Costs About As Much As Some
Used Cars Used to Before Recent Days at Least Hehe…

True Source of the Wonderful Bird Pics on my Blog too
So Generously Given And Shared By Her as Neither She

Or i Give A Damn About MaKinG Money Being Retired
And Having Enough Naked Whole is Just Plain Complete

No Extra
of Capitalism
Necessary to
Make Love of
Freedom Work for Us…

Anyway She Visited A Local State
Park And What i HaVE in Common
of Providing Sympathy for Your Illness
With You and A Group of Ladies on A Camping
Trip in a State Park She Went to Searching For
All Species of Birds is the Social Bonding General
Love For Humanity Neurohormone Oxytocin That

Works Wonders

To Actually Heal

Human Beings in
So Many Ways


Increasing Human

Immune System Effectiveness;
Reducing Pain, and Anxiety too…

Truly A Wonder Drug This All
Natural Nurturing Neurohormone
is the Stuff that Bonds Baby to Breast

And Not So Much When it is only A Bottle

Or Even Less With Scarce Supplies of Formula these

Days too


Anyway to my
Sister’s Chagrin

Oh my God This Group of Ladies

(With Campers all Decorated With Flowers)

Had A Flag Raised High With A “Q” For
the Whole State Park of Camping Group Ladies

To Join in on “Reindeer Games” As They Dance Sing Sharing

Not Only A Love for “Q” Yet Trump of Course for 2024 (YUCK)

So As my Sister Wandered By She Covertly Made the Sign of the

Cross and

Went on
Her Ways

to Shoot Birds
With Only A Camera

Thank God


on 5th Avenue

Escapades As Such

Thing is What Bonds me to
You As Just A Human Being

Who Naturally Gives, Shares, Cares,
And Heals With Oxytocin Ways of Connection
When Others Are Ill With Real HeART Felt Sympathy;

Yes, Cognitive Empathy And Compassion too Is What

The “Q”
Ladies and
‘Trump’ Ladies

The Same at the
Big Forest State Park
Where i Live It’s the Oldest

Religion Love and It Doesn’t Have
An Equity of Outcome in Only LiGHT

As Empathy May Be DarK or LiGHT

As There is DarK and LiGHT in Almost

Every Aspect of Life Even Negative And
Positive Synchroncities too Yes True There

Is the Opposite Affects of “Prayerful Placebo” For
Effects in Belief of Positive Outcomes As the ‘Nocebo’
Effect of ‘Debby Downer Life’ Too For Ill Outcomes Soon

Yet True Even A Darker Place of ‘REAL EVIL’ IN ACTION


Yet Still The Inability to Feel Oxytocin Without A Warm Bond With Human
Beings Truly is A Worst Kind of ‘Mental Illness’ That Some Are Born With
Congenitally From Birth Yes the Meme and Reality of ‘Psychopathy’ Where

(Lack/Loss of Empathy/Conscience too)

Folks May Torture

Small Animals

As They Only

See them as Things

That Hurt Sharing

the Adrenaline of Their Pain
in Sick Delight and As Far As

Oxytocin Goes as i Measure it All Innately,

Instinctually, Intuitively ACross the Hundreds of Thousands
of Humans i Have Directly Interacted With Working With the
Military and General Public For Decades in Real Life and Playing

For Free With Thousands Upon Thousands of Folks Online Since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 is the Most Nurturing of All Folks i Have

Met Are African



i Am Sickened

Almost to Vengeful

Anger Over What Happened

in a Grocery Store to these True
Angels Who Walk the Earth Well

True They Are Among the Most Fortunate
Human Beings Who Walk on Earth to Feel
to Sense to Give to Share to Care and Heal

(Real ‘Jesus Folks’ Who Actually Walk(ed) THE EartH)

With So Much Warmth of LoVE iN Life As i Surely
Understand my Empath Privilege as i Lost it All And

Likely All that Kept me Changing into A True Villain Then

For 66 Months as Just Another Devil and Demon in HeLL ON EartH

Was My Lifelong Moral Code Same One Where the Administrators
in my High School

When i Was A Sophomore
Changed the Rules to Get
Into the National Honor Society
For me and A Young Woman Peer in School

True it was Always Junior Per Requirements
until me and her came along in School Her

Mother Was the Dean of Girls at the School

My Mother’s Name Was Just Love And

(And Or Helen that Means Light)

A Clerk Typist

Who Worked

for the
Government then

Whose Only Real
Goal in Life Was to
Raise Children of Love

(Singularly As Such after
my Father Ran Away to
Marry A Wife to Make
Money More than Raise
Children Of Love When i was 3;
How Very Fortunate i Was in the
Way of Love At Least That He Went
Away took me 53 Years to Get the
Fearless Inheritance of my Daddy for
Real as i had to be my own Father to

Do it *Sigh*)

As It Was Pretty Much
All Innate and Inherent
And An Intuitive Natural Humane Love to Do…

That True Not All Folks Share That True Some

Folks Don’t Even Have It As Gift At All i Have to
Be Careful never to turn into a Villain As Strong
As An Orangutan Empirically So Still Leg Pressing
Up to 1520 Pounds Sailing All 242 Pounds of Dancing
Man Through the Store Light As A Feather Strong As A Locomotive

(i’m Sort of Attached to Earth FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance
Hehe No Need to Leap Tall Buildings or Walk on Water to Show
Off Yes Floating on Terrestrial Land is Likely Enough HAha and

True i ain’t no Fool i Understand Physics
And The Speed of Bullets)

i Couldn’t Help Yet
Having A Dark
Fantasy that
i could Have

Been in that
Store And Sailed
Right into that ‘Demon’

And Shattered Him into
A Million Pieces of Oblivion

Yet i understand That’s Where

He Already Lives Dead as i’ve Been
to Oblivion too Fortunately my Mother

Gave me Love And Fortunately Then She

Didn’t Give me Guns For Christmas to Shoot Love…

(Or me With the REAL SUICIDE DISEASE FOR 66 Months)

Anyway Life is Very Messy And Always Worth the Effort

To Warm
Else Up


When We
See the Child

Who Sits Alone

At School It Can’t Hurt

to At Least Add a Word of Kindness to Their Life

True i’ve Been a Child Who No one wanted to
Sit Next to At Lunch i’ve Been That Adult too

At Work As Oddly Enough Working for

the Military And in ‘A Deep South State
Trump Town
USA’ Male


Was/Still is Practically

Considered A Mortal Sin…

Love Spreads or goes away….

If We Are Lucky Enough to Be Born With Love At all…

There Are Enough Tucker Carlson’s And Trump’s in
The World

Hell Needs
No Extra Fires

ContinuinG ON EartH…

Anyway Again Hope
You Are Feeling Better
Dear Psychologist Mimi

Everyone IS A FRiEnD to me
i Can’t Escape it As THere is
Literally A ‘FRED iN “FRiEnD” hehe…

Thanks As Always For allowing me to
Share This Forrest Gump Bus Stop With
You and in the Busy Health Care Field i
Surely Don’t Mind if You Just Read A Magazine

to Relax
or Peruse
Twitter While

i Story Tale Just

For the LiGHT And DarK of Life For Real…

Hell and Heaven And The Tween It’s All on the MeNu for Real
As ‘Big George’ Called Out to the Love of His Mother With A Boot

On his Throat…


And Sure She
Is A Grandmother too…

Indeed Life Takes
GREAT Conviction

For Change Now
to Possibly HaPPeN

And Even More So Action

It’s True i Could Be A Valuable
Resource in a Store One Day too…

Yet i’m Even More Valuable to my Wife Alive…

And Bigger
Pictures it’s
What We All
Must Do in Life at Best it seems

To Survive and Potentially Even Thrive ToGeTHeR For Real..:)

Hehe, Yeah, and i was 10 Years-Old in 1970
Ancient Relic i am Becoming More Increasingly

As Years
Go On Only Now…

“When You Realize That 1970
And 2022 Are As Far Apart As
1970 and 1918 Eye Opening

For Generations Upon
Generations Indeed

Yet i’m Surely Still
Not too Old to

Dance With
Them All Now For Real


LeSSoN 407
A Bookstore Houses
A Thousand And More
Souls to Explore to Grow

Hehe Yes i Had A Pose At
‘Barnes And Noble’ Yet i Felt
This one at ‘Best Buy’ Might

Be More Aesthetically
Pleasing What i Aim For
In Artistic Poses Both Clothed

And Naked is A Balance
Of Grace And Strength

In Really
What Makes
A Yoga Pose
Of Animus And
Anima Complete

Hehe in
Other Words
A Soft Touch
With The Ability
To Kick Butt Yet

A Need
To Use That
Darker Human
Potential Better

To Be Sweet Like

Chocolate 🍫
With SMiles Hehe

Anyway My Fantasy
FRiEnDShip Date With

You is Barnes
And Noble Where
We Could Discuss

Your Favorite
Books With SMiles

Peace Rejuvenates
Balance Feeds Peace
Stillness Quietness
FLoWinG Ease
Indeed Yes

Dear Savvy
So Much More

Energy Saved Up
For Creativity and
Productivity When


is Wasted
On Illusory
Fears With SMiLes..:)




True i Don’t LiVE iN ‘The Dungeon’ Nah
AnyMore NoW Practically A “MaGiC Kingdom”
Yet No Trademarks All FLoWeRinG OriGiNaL


Dry Hot And
So Colorful
And Green
Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Glad
You Are Getting
Rain We Will Sure

Need Some
Soon To Keep

Yes Dancing
Singing With SMiles

SMiles Dear Cindy
How Fortunate
Now Your Whole
Family Is To Have
Such A Progressively
Kind Nurturing Human
Being Directing Your
Familyship Seems
You Are Able to
Think Verbally
And Spiritually

As Such
As Gift 🎁
mY FRiEnD❤️☺️

SMiLes, The Fact You Actually
Experience Flow Made it A Much
Greater Potential You Might Actually

Sail my
With SMiLes;

Anyway, Thanks,

Rare i Receive Any
Reciprocal Social

On the ‘Wrong
Planet’ Yet Ironically i am
Sort oF aN EXTraterrestrial


NoW As Far As it Comes to

Being Stuck on EartH, hehe
Or It Seems Even in ‘Outer Space’ Here..;)

Oh my Gosh Dear Akshita So Exhausted
Last Night From Public Dancing This Last
8 Years and 8 Months Increasing Miles to

16,611 At Walmart While my Wife
Chatted With her FRiEnD

Literally Hours
in Another
Part of the Store

All i Had Left Was A Like
on Your BookWorm Post

Yet It’s True Today i Celebrate
10.5 MiLLioN Words of the Story
of My Life in the Last 105 Months Anniversary
Date Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” on May 18th, 2022

Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Ever Ever Ever

And It’s True i Must Be the Longest Book Worm
of All Never Ever With Writer’s Block to Do The Next

10 MiLLioN

Words or

So Just

Like this
With SMiLes

Longest Book Worm
Ever Yep So Far That’s me

And It’s True As Far As Circling
The Distance of The Globe At the
Equator i Only Have About 8 More
Thousand or So Miles to Go And When

i Turn 66 or So i Will Have That Longest
Public Dance Worm to Celebrate too It’s
True Even in the Fictional Story of Forrest
Gump He Only Crossed the U.S. Several Laps


He Called
it Quits Not
me i Have
Worm WHole Power
in Every Way HAha…

iNcluding still Leg Pressing
Up to 1520 Pounds Something
(Soon Arriving to Age 62 on June 6th)
Yes To Keep Moving All 242 Pounds of
me as i continually Manage to Squeeze
myself Through This Fiber Optic Cable


At the Speed

Or Love
First Now
As Real
These Days
Just Naturally Do New..:)

You Have A Wonderful Soul
Hehe Perhaps That’s What

He Meant When He Said
Stove HAha

Yet’s It’s

True Dear
Savvy You
Cook Up
Wisdom Like No Other


Can And Will i Feel and
Sense For Sure Always

Inspiring Soul of me to
Cook Up Something Else

to Digest too


PaRT of HeART ON EartH

God’s MuSiC For Real Now

That Makes SHe So Much
More Powerful Than He my
FRiEnD Cindy And Why Any

Man With Common Feel and
Sense And Know Understands

His Best Ally Is A WoMaN

And At Best More
Than One To


Hands in
Signs of HeARTS

Above That Truly Make

Life A Foundation of Grace Below
in Balancing Force of Love Now What

Holds Up Strength And Will Most New

To FLY iN Terms of Moving Connecting
Co-Creating NoW iN Most Productivity



With Fuel
of LoVE iN
Grace of Balancing
Force Love Now So Stellar Indeed

Stars Above Stars Below Love CaRRieS oN

A Mother


the UniVerse
Forward As Daughters
Become Wives And Lead Men With SMiLes

A Powerful Poem You Create And It’s True Hehe
Most of the 10.5 MiLLioN Words of EPiC Longest
Long Form Poetry Created on This Anniversary Date
Today of 105 Months on 5.18.2022 Inspired Still by the
Muse of So Many Women of Love’s Home Far Above Below…

Where Would
Love Be Without
Women Just Just
Lost Without A Home For HuWoMeN..:)

Oh my God Dear Gibberish

i Don’t Really Know You That Well

Yet Listening to You Tell What Seems

Like A Same Story i Experienced in Distress

in HeLL ON EartH The Soul Part at Least When Not
Yet Technically
And Labeled
As 19 Medical
Disorders Shut-in
my Home for 66 Months
Including Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia The Worst Pain Known to

Humankind Maybe i’ve Already told You
A Lot of my Hell Story It Seems As So Many
More Folks Are Relating to the DarK of LiFE NoW

These Days Than Ever Before So i Often Repeat
How i Escaped From HeLL ON EartH Coming to

What Really Feels So Free SPiRiTinG HeARTiNG
SoUL FeeLinG Full Within Yes, Yes, Yes Heaven Compared

to Hell For
ReaL ON EartH

Yet It’s True No Hug
Would Help me in that Place
Yet It’s True Even Those i Loved
So Much i Could Not Connect to
As in that Place Love From Others Only

Felt Like Pain And It’s True i Do Have FRiEnDS
Now Who Visit this Place They Grow More Silent
Needing to Be Alone As In this Place True We Often
Must Look Deep Alone Solo to Find Our Way Out of the

Dark Abyss
Souls of
the Night
The Months
The Years
Ever DarK
In Pain and
Numb LooKinG
To Escape the
Dungeon Out of the
Cave Once Again to Move
Connect And Co-Create ToGeTHeR
In All Colors of Love Life Brings for me

At Least Causal Factors Mostly Becoming
A Cog in A Machine at School Without the Human
Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual-Emotional Parts
Celebrated There Same As Work Eventually Just

Part of A Screen
Mostly Without
Very Much of the
Human Connections
Left Warm And Fuzzy Out of Life

True A Battery That Keeps Draining
And Draining Just No Place in the Whole
UniVeRSE to Find to plug back in and recharge

And Lord Knows Feels SenseS How in the World
Can And Will You Escape if it is What Life Seems
to Require to Even Survive at all Fortunately for me
i Almost Died ‘They’ Had no Choice Yet to Let me Go to
A Place For Years to Recover my Humanity Then We Are


We aRe Human
Yet Sadly in this
World Now Machines
Don’t Seem to Understand
Who We Truly Are in Other Words

There Are No Easy Words to Describe
the Depths of DarK When A FRiEnD
may Reply i’m Okay Yet Not Fine When

Okay Just


Used to Living
in What Really
Seems Like HeLL ON EartH

i Suppose All We Can and Will
Really Do Is Talk About Where We
Went And How We Got Out and Escaped

For me at Least A Naked Enough Whole Complete
Dance And Song of Life Free Burning All the Pages
of the Rules of Conforming So Much Before Yet True

it takes

to Live Again

Yet True Whatever

It takes to Love Life For Real
And Then Just Give it Share it
Care it And HeaL iT All Away Free my FRiEnD…:)

Hehe Best Part of
ReTirement No one
Can Or Will Fire me With

No Longer Bare Wheels

For Pay For Just Being
me It’s So True And There

Is More Than the Pay
of Money to Give Up

To Truly

Be Free
In All Colors
Of Loving Life Free Brings
The Rewards Are Inherent
Often Inclusive Yet Still Mine


SMiLes It’s True Still Now Dear Mariana
Reaching Out and Touching A Stranger

Who Is Different With Unconditional Love

is an Excellent Recipe for Reducing

Overall Depression and Suicide

As It is Often the Neglected
And Abused Among Us

Who Most Often

Sit Alone

in Grief to

Pain to Eventual

Numbness Walking
And Barely Crawling
The Earth Dead Alive And

Sadly Ignorance is A GREaTesT
Human Pandemic Among Humans

That Harms, Rapes, Maims, and Kills Most

Sadly it often comes in Disguise of Religion and

Even Called Love Yet Fortunately We Live in An Age
of Information Where Truth May No Longer Be Censored

in Even Once Lost Parts of the World to Narrow Views of Existence

Among the Highest Rates of Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, And

Suicide Are Those of
Non-Binary Gender
And Sexual Orientations

True It’s Hard For Any Human
to Be Outcast For Who They TRULY Naturally Are

And Even Sadder As Science Shows For Instance
That Homosexuality is Nature’s All Natural Response
To Social Stress of Surviving As When A Woman’s
Womb During Pregnancy is Impacted By Stress
And Related Hormones Nature’s Answer

Is to Produce A Child Who Isn’t as
Competitive When it Comes to
Reproductive Activity A

Child Comes Who is
More often Empathic
And Compassionate
Actually Assisting Others

To Survive Most With Selfish
Reproduction of Genes Taken
Out of the Equation Yet It’s True
We Humans Share Similar Genes

So Helping Each Other is Helping All of
Us to Survive And Thrive This Way Yet Sadly Ignorance
of Nature’s Reality Still Exists For Where Nature Provides
Loving Cooperative Human Beings Humans Sadly Often in their
Guise of Religions and Love that is Really Not Unconditional At All

Take that Gift
Away in Ways

of Ignorance oF A
Real Human Pandemic

That Basically Throws Away
What Nature Brings to Help Us Most…

The Other Animals Aren’t Burdened
With Shared Lies ThiS Way And This is
What Makes the Human Species So Vulnerable
to Future’s That May Be Erased By Cultural Lies this way…

We Either Use All the Gifts Nature Provides

or Throw them

Away and

We May Then All Go Away

Where You Live is Particularly
Understood to have this Challenge

And Sadly Where i Live is too Yet Not
in my Entire Country Thank God For That

Anyway if You’ve Never Been Educated on
The Science of this You Surely Seem Intelligent
Enough to Understand the Ted Talk Video i Will

Share With You Now

If We Wanna
Curb Suicides

We Embrace

All Human Beings

Not Just the ones We
Are Told in Churches Belong…

Other than That i am Sort of an Expert on Suicides
As Not Only Did i Help talk A Relative Out of A Gun
to End their Life as it Was Just too Hard Loving a Parent
So Much Who Could Not Accept All of Who They Were

Yes i suffered with the Actual Suicide Disease Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep No Drug Would
Touch Shut-in my Bedroom For 66 Months Fortunately For me

i Had A Wife, Sister, And Mother Who Unconditionally Loved me
Enough to Stay By my Side in HeLL ON EartH as the Worst Part
Was Losing the Memory of the Feeling of Ever Feeling A Smile at all…

True i Was the Living
Dead And Then at

That point in my Life
Being Doused With
Gasoline And Burning

Forever Was Preferable
to the way i Experienced Life
in Pain and Numb then And Oh

Yeah that Pain is Literally Assessed
As Worse than the Pain of the Actual
Torture of Crucifixion Yet i Didn’t Get Off
So Easy to Be Tortured for only 3 Hours to
3 Days As WHere i Lived in HeLL A Thousand
Years Was A Second in Hell Eternally Now Measured

As 66 Months then that No Drug Would Even Touch

What Ya May Come to Learn Now
When Ya Look Up And ‘SCREAM’
At God For FoRSaKinG Ya THiS Way

Is THere is No Escaping Hell Now if Ya
Wanna Live Ya Just Wait it Out Eternally Now in Suffering

And on Top of that Ya Are Already Dead You’ve Lost it

All And

When Your
Soul Comes Back
Beyond All that Pain And

Numb When You Feel a Smile

BY God Yes BY LOVE Reborn

Again Now You Give it You Share
it You Care it You HeaL iT And YES

When You Face YES Ignorance You
Stare it Down the Best You Can and

Will With Wisdom That May Change
Ignorance into Understanding And Trust me or

NOT the Last Place Someone Who Truly Accepts

Everyone Else is Accepted for A Home to Truly
Rest their Head is in Most Any Church as By Very

Definition ‘Tradition’ Whatever Name Tradition Comes
in Whether it is Politics, Religion, Philosophy, or Even Science

Those Who
Don’t Play By
The Exclusionary
Rules of Tradition As

the Old Bible Says There
is No Place for A Person Like
This to Rest Their Head For Where

Will You Go Where Love is Real and
Not Just an Empty Lie

When it comes

to Love

For Everyone
Really Now for Real

Best Thing About the
Bible is “Luke 17:21” Yes
Finding the Kingdom of God
Within As It’s Almost Impossible
to Find this Love For ALL For Real in A Church
or Any Other Place in Life Now Where Traditions Rule….

Oh Yeah, And THere is “John 14:12” That Leaves Plenty
of Room By the Words Attributed to Jesus to Do Greater Works
than ‘Him’ For True Believers Still Now in Other Words in My Life
at Least i Destroyed A God Who Turns Away from Loving Enemies

Burning Them Then
Forever in Words
of Matthew as


As Such for Not
Feeding and Clothing
The Homeless Robust Looking
Dude Like Paul on the Road to
Damascus Seeing Visions And the Such…

True Alway Room For more Wisdom my FRiEnD

And Love That is Real Never Seeking Worship or
Fearing Criticism Either As Faith is Unwavering When Real And True as Love..

At This Point it is Probably Not Necessary to Comment on Your Last Post my FRiEnD…

i Thought You
Were Much
Older than
the Young
Woman in the
Video And That
Only Lends Decades
to Grow in More Wisdom

The Really Good NewS iNdeed
in Hell There is No Bottom to the Pit
on Earth Yet in Heaven on Earth Within
Now THere is

No Top Now

That Prevents

Us From RiSinG
Even Higher in
“John 14:12” and
“Luke 17:21” Ways For Real…

Without Taking the Effort to Really
Come to Understand Folks Who are
Different than Us Unconditional Love
That is Warm And Actually True For

ALL is Relatively Impossible..:)

i SuPPoSE 40 Days Without Sleep and
66 Months of Hell and 6666 Miles of Dance
in 40 Months Born on 6660 is Just Synchronicity
True 6666 Miles of Public Dance on December 26th, 2016

And True By Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 “PHI” Bible Came
in 1.618 MiLLioN Words in Precisely 365 Days of Effort And True
i Named it PHI Bible Long Before Coincidentally Per Synchronicity
in ACausal Connecting Principle Way Truly Psychologically Meaningful

To me as 1.618 Just So Happens to Be the Golden Ratio Mean for PHI

Not Just Dancing in Every Day Circles i Dance the Golden Spiral
Ratio of God’s Finger Print in 1.618 Foot Prints Naturally too

As True With 16,611 Miles of Public Dance in 8 Years and
8 Months Only 55 Miles Away from 16,666 Miles of

Public Dance Soon

SMiLes.. i do my
Verily Best to
And Flowers
Marrying the
Night Merrying the Day..
LiFE NoW Will Still Be
ThiS Way..🙂

Hehe Akshita Oh
‘The Norm’ of Group
Think Authority
HaHa i Remember
My Uncle Suggesting
Become ‘His Normal’
Following His “Trump
Clan Think” It was one
One of The Funniest
Suggestions i’ve
Ever Heard
Yet True
i Don’t Work
For Any Rules
Now Yet what i
See As True Although
To Survive Often Folks
Are Required To Live A
“The Clan
Norm” When Financial
Independence Comes
Soul Freedom Now
To Truly Sprout Wings
With Even Greater Admiration
For Those Who Find Freedom
Of Soul Prisons
Prayers For India
Too Today Dear Akshita🙏😊

It’s Not That Religion Is Inherently “Evil” Just
Needs To Catch Up With Love No Different

Than A Good Cop Version Of Jesus Relates

LovE True i Don’t LiVE iN ‘The Dungeon’ Nah
AnyMore NoW Practically A “MaGiC Kingdom”
Yet No Trademarks All FLoWeRinG OriGiNaL CREaTiViTY




Ah Yes Dear Savvy Staying Still

Connecting Checking on
All of Our Neighbor’s

Welfare’s Near and

Far How Humans
Where i Lived Now

Survived Without Electricity
Without Phones When Someone

No Longer Traveled to Group Meetings
Including Church They Would Make the Travel

To their Home

Actually Knocking
On the Door Asking

Are You Okay and Not
Giving Up Until Someone
Answered The Door or To find

A Way in

As Neighbors

Took Care of THEiR

Own And Even Strangers

Passing By Who Needed A Home

For the Night True Dear FRiEnD Yes

Sad It is is When Technology Comes New

And We Forget To Check Up on the Silent

Ones Who Never Come Around Again Now

i Remember my 94 Year-Old Great Aunt Jettie

At the Turn of This Current Century Then

Telling me the Story of How Living

Rooms And Oral Traditions

Among Families And

And Binding

Groups Were the
Essence of the Group’s Life
Stories Told Of Humanity’s
Soul Still Vibrant Alive Face to Face Breathing Then Yes

Giving Sharing Caring Healing Deep in Soul’s Lives ToGeTHeR For Real…
SMiLes if We Master The Tools And Do Not BeCome Mastered By Them

Even More Ways
Almost Unlimited Really
To Spread This Love New Now..:)

Oh How Far Our Ancestors Stepped Through
Dark to Bring Us to Paradise True Where i Live
is named ‘The Emerald Gulf Coast’ And in the Very
Early 1900’s my Great Grandfather Homesteading

154 Acres Now Called Oriole Beach As Part of that
Emerald Gulf Coast Riding A Ferry Miles From The Land

He Farmed a Home With Holes For Windows And No Water
Until A Well Was Built With An ‘Outhouse’ too His Wife Dying

of Breast Cancer Early Leaving His Land For Care For Her As
my Grandmother Later Picked Cotton And Helped Raise Her Two

Sisters Quitting

School So they
Could Eventually

Go To College As My
Great GrandFather Came
Back And Homesteaded More Property
For Farming in A Place Named Spring Hill

In the Northern Part of the County Then Finally

the Carpenter He Was All His Life and Farmer Buying
Land on the DownTown River Bank And Building His Own

Tin Home as My Grandmother The Caretaker of His Children
And Cotton Picker of His

Farming Rented A Home
Two Houses Down Eventually
Buying that Home Where Today

Where Once Stood Her Home that
We Were Raised in on the River Bank

Is Now A City Park Where Fourth of July
Celebrations Are Held And Bands Play

For The Whole County in the Place i

Found Home And Still Live in this

County today Yet That’s Just my

Mother’s Side my Grandfather

An X-Catholic Priest Born

in Ireland Counsel for
the Vatican A Priest
in South Africa

Finding His
Way to

A Parish
in North Florida
And if Not For the Cajun
Young Woman Who Woo’ed
Him From the Pews Away from
His Religion that Didn’t Marry i Wouldn’t

Exist Nor if “Johnny Weissmuller” the Actor
Who Actually Played the First Tarzan in the Movies

Didn’t Save Her Life From Drowning Falling then Into
Wakulla Springs Where He Was Filming a Movie Early
in the 1900’s As Well And my X-Catholic Priest Grandfather
With So Many Earned Advanced Degrees Noted Author of Last
Century With A Book Called “Behind The Dictator’s” For the Catholic
Church’s Influence on The Dictators in the Beginning of the Early 1900’s too…

Yes Dear Chaymaa in Takes A Lot of Steps to Bring Us This Gift of Life Ranging
From An Asteroid 66 MiLLioN Years Or So Ago Hitting the Yucatan Peninsula Creating
Then The Gulf of Mexico Where i Live in Florida Erasing the Kings And the Queens of the

Food Chain
The Dinosaurs
Then Leaving Room
For Warm Blooded

Mammals Eventually

Sharing LoVE iN HuMaN

Form as Now The Recorded

Intelligence We Bring in Words

Provides Tools to Navigate Online

Holding Hands Among Humans With
Vastly Different Cultures, Religions, And

Politics Yet the Same Glue of Human Kindness

Otherwise Known As Love That Has Brought Us

This Far to Be at
All the First

Step As

Far As Humanity

Goes is Always Love
For Strangers the Glue
That Keeps Us Warm And Still

Alive of Course Hot Water Heaters

And Controlled Climates Inside Of
Newer Age Caves Helps too Hehe

With this Fancy Typewriter and
Walkie-Talkie All in One

Keyboard Screen

Machine True too…

Meanwhile We Are
Made of Star Stuff From
Super Nova Explosions Truly
Separation is the Illusion And
Unity is the Reality For Real Every Struggle in Small
Steps AS Humanity Leaps For Love of HumanKind iNdeed..:)

SMiLes, ‘Edging’ in Close to 62 on June 6th
Truly Savoring Every Second of Life Making
Every Word Sacred Song and Every Move

Holy Dance

i’ve Surely Traveled
in Enough Shoes DarK
Thru LiGHT iN LiFE to

Lend Endless Room For

Other Colors, SHades, Through
BLacK Abyss of Humanity As True

i’ve Been Painted With Many Brushes
in life True to Master The Brush, The Canvas
To Become The Paint in Flow is Sweet Relief

For Once What Was A Very Anxious Perfectionist

Human Being; Thing is And the “Matter With Things”

Is i Lived A Left Brain Restricted Life So Full of Step By
Step Instructions; Even Playing the Piano, So Much Imprisoned

Then By Sheet Music, Since i Learned That Step By Step Skill at Age
12, i Couldn’t Even Create A Semi-Original Song Like ‘Chop-Sticks’

on the Piano Through A Work Life, So Long, Restricted to Mechanical Cognition
Activities Behind A Screen, Truly Took All the Soul of My Right Hemisphere Social-Empathic-
Artistic-Spiritual Real Emotional Experiencing Processing Potential Away; Yes, Deeper My Soul

in that Other Continent

of Mind Struggling to Still

Breathe then And For Someone

Who Couldn’t Understand How to Create
A Song on A Piano Like Chopsticks; Moreover,
Editing Technical Writing For the Federal Government

Not Able to Create More Than A Technical List of more than
1,2,3 And Yes So Forth And So on, So Rigid And Predictable;

Yes That Hidden Hemisphere of Human Creative Intelligence
Emerged Through my Fingers on a KeyBoard And in This Way ‘i’

Challenged the ‘Alexithymia’ of A Truly Divided Mind Yet Not the Big
‘I’ of Ego Yet The Creative Soul That Speaks So Much Deeper in the Metaphor

of Music

With no

Words At
All And This Was
When i Was Slowly
Breaking Down with
What is Commonly now
Termed as ‘Autism Burn-out’

Where The Social-Empathic and
Mechanical Cognition Requirements
at Hand of Surviving At School or Work

Become too Much and For me 11 years of
Chronic Stress at Work to Acute Stress the
Last 2 years of that Ending of my Work Career
Ended up and Almost Ended me with 19 Medical
Disorders, Including the Worst Pain Know to Humankind
Assessed as the Real Suicide Disease Labeled As Type-Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia, No Drug Would Touch, Shut-in my Bedroom

For 66 Months
of Real HeLL ON EartH;
Worst of All No Memory
of Ever Feeling A Smile

in my Existence, Just
No Way Out of Hell Then;

And i Didn’t Understand the

Music Was my Soul Struggling to Escape
Through Fingers of the Notes on the Piano

My Soul Was Creating; And i Managed to Record
11 Minutes and 22 Seconds of the Experience then
in 2007 on A Cheap Dictation Device And Eventually

Put it on YouTube, Towards the Beginning of my Recovery
in 2013, Naming it Accordingly, “Challenging Alexithymia”
As Sure, i’ll Share it Here As It Was the Beginning of A Therapy

Deep From Within that Would Eventually Come Back in Playing
A Piano of A Digital Keyboard in Free Verse Poetry in 2013 And
Yes the Beginning of an EPiC Long Form Poem Now 10.5 MiLLioN

Words in 105 Months of Effort

As It’s True, i Was Finally Able Through

Free Verse Poetry to Connect Emotions With
Words Fully Expressing Emotions And Thereby

Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses, Eventually

With An Autotelic Flow With the Ability to Generate New
Colors of Feelings and Senses Mastering My Own Happiness

Within no
One Else

Has the Ability
To Take Away, No
Matter What Happens

In Life Now And A Public
Dance of 16,611 Miles in
the Same 8 Years and 8 Months

Achieves the Same Meditative Contemplative
Properties of Autotelic Flow in Moving Free Key

Is Letting Go of Mechanical Cognition And Allowing
All Our Human Potentials to Finally Bloom Free Losing

Legs So Many
of Them Tripping Over
So Many Decades Before

And Truly Finally Sprouting
Wings Coming Out of a 66 Month
Tortuous Cocoon for Me in my Case Study…

i No Longer Experience Illusory Fears And Now
i Live a Life of Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Where There is No WHere to Look Forward to As Ever
Moment Now Is A Best Moment Ever Complete

in Effortless Ease Understanding in this Faith
Beyond Belief Even More Potential Will

And Now
Beyond Time,
Distance, Space,

And Yes, “Matter of Things”…

i Score An 11 on the Autism Quotient
Scan Devised By Simon Baron Cohen Now;

Before the Free Verse Poetry and Dance, Then

i Scored A 45; And Now on Emotional Intelligence
Quotient Tests, i Score in the Mid 90’s Versus the
Mid 50’s, From Before i Recovered out of HeLL ON EartH;

Both my Sister and i Are Diagnosed With Asperger’s Syndrome
When that Label Was in Vogue, So It’s Definitely Genetic; However,

The Parts Now That Make it Functionally Disabling For Some Folks
in Social Ways, i Do Not See As Static, Without A Potential For Change;

Of Course, it Depends on Make and Model of Human Vehicle and Vessel;

Yes, of Course

Nature and

Nurture too

Yet What ‘Iain McGilchrist’

Brings to the Table For a More
Modern Science of How Our Right
And Left Hemispheres Process the

World Only Really Lends Technical Jargon

To What i Already Understand Led to Much
More Human Potential Finally Making Contact

With More of my Human Potential of Mind and Body Balancing


Yes Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete;

What the Keys on the Piano

Were Asking me to Help Master then

Through the Music of My Soul;

Now the Song
And Dance

Free VeRSinG

Fully Free; Yes,
And Still EXPoSinG
my View of Existence New Now..:)

LeSSoN 408
Be A Hero Nah Skyscraper
Jumpers Need Not Apply
Just Reach Out Be Kind
To A Stranger Different

Hehe Other Than
That Only one More
Bucket List to Complete

Including A Discussion
Of Your Favorite Books

“Manipulative, lying, mean-spiritedness, narcissism,
wrapped up in unconscionable, combative tyrant icing”

Always A Detail and Big Picture Dude True i Counted
All 7 Layers of Your Evil Cake And You Are Surely

On the ‘Big Money’
(For Little Man And
Or Woman Syndrome)

With The Ingredients
Quoted Above And True
Immediately Three Well Known

Figures Come to View Trump and
Indeed Mini DeSaTaNiS Trump me
And Wanna be


me Relief
In Hawaii
From THese
‘Florida Men’
From Your
Home Base
in New York

too Before

i Regurgitate
This Evil Seven
Layer Cake Again Hehe

What Else Do Ya Do With Evil
This Severe Other than Take It Apart
Ingredient by Ingredient And Regurgitate IT Out..;)

A Touch of Vermillion Red Indeed
Dear Ruchi And i’m Interpreting Your

Poem as A Celebration of Your Mother
And Father’S ETernal Marriage Continuing On

How Lovely When Stories Come True How Loyal


Stays Real
Is THere More
To Dance And Sing
Love Beyond Words Indeed..:)

SMiLes in a World That
Is often stone
Cold you express
A totally
None of it
Hides how
What a Blessing
You are A Given
As Friend to
You Greet
Thank you
We Could
Use 7 Billion
And more of A You..🙂

SMiLes Dear Akshita While Some Folks Spend Days, Months,
Years and Even Perhaps Decades to Come Fishing on ‘Dating Apps’

Casting Lines Out Shallow in Oceans of Souls Hoping With All

Their Might to Find Their Perfect Soul Mate(s)

Indeed Your Poem is Wiser

You Start Deeper in Your

Own Ocean Of Soul

You Continue To Swim

And Rise Up Until You Meet

The Mirror at the Surface of the

Ocean And Truly Find You Your True

Best FRiEND Forever Who May Never Leave Again

Yes The Soul

Mate Within

The Face to
Truly Make
Best FRiEnDS With
And Love Unconditionally

Without Fail When We Become
The Water The Wave the Ocean Whole

And Truly Become Able to Love Others Without
Catching Purchasing Owning them For Who We Believe
They Should

Come to


Us As True
When They Find
The One Within They

may Truly Be Able to
Love Without Taking
Share Without Hoarding Now

Loving Freely Waves Holding
Hands Water Ocean Whole at Peace
Truly Every Wave Naked Enough Whole

Now Again

Ocean Whole
Water Complete
Only MaKinG New
Shores to Explore Now
LoVinG Shining All New..:)

Pleasure All
Mine Dear Akshita
Your Poem Both
Inspiring And

to Read😊🙌

SMiles Dear Gibberish
Indeed So Much Easier
To Tale A Story of DarK
After Returning To
Pray You
Find LiGHT
In Your Life
And Always
Stay i Wish
For All You
Love Thank You ☺️🏝

Ah Yes Dear Savvy Staying Still

Connecting Checking on
All of Our Neighbor’s

Welfare’s Near and

Far How Humans
Where i Lived Now

Survived Without Electricity
Without Phones When Someone

No Longer Traveled to Group Meetings
Including Church They Would Make the Travel

To their Home

Actually Knocking
On the Door Asking

Are You Okay and Not
Giving Up Until Someone
Answered The Door or To find

A Way in

As Neighbors

Took Care of THEiR

Own And Even Strangers

Passing By Who Needed A Home

For the Night True Dear FRiEnD Yes

Sad It is is When Technology Comes

And We Forget To Check Up on the Silent

Ones Who Never Come Around Again Now

i Remember my 94 Year-Old Great Aunt Jettie

At the Turn of This Current Century Then

Telling me the Story of How Living

Rooms And Oral Traditions

Among Families And

And Binding

Groups Were the
Essence of the Group’s Life
Stories Told Of Humanity’s
Soul Still Vibrant Alive Face to Face Breathing Then Yes

Giving Sharing Caring Healing Deep in Soul’s Lives ToGeTHeR For Real…
SMiLes if We Master The Tools And Do Not BeCome Mastered By Them

Even More Ways
Almost Unlimited Really
To Spread This Love New Now..:)




SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Mistake A New
Path Out of DarK iNto LiGHT

Sort of Like How
Reality is Birthed

And We Too Through
Gaseous Star Dust

THeNoW of FAiLeD
Stars Above From
Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Iron
in Our BloodStream
Same As Only Earth Home

At Core of Streaming Life
IN FLoW Living Successfully New
As Us Below Above Now For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy As Long As We aRe Improving
Yes ‘Planting Leaping GRoWinG iN Faith’ Truly

We aRE LiVinG Yes Still Evolving
True to LiGHT Now Out of Shadows

We May Experience Before How

Lovely To Remodel Who We aRe
And WHeRE We LiVE THiS Way True

Hehe, My Wife Watches So Many Home
Improvement Shows Impressed She is as i am

On the Progress of

Rebuilding Your

Home Every

Nail Now And
Board With SMiLes

And As Far As Weddings
Go Hehe A Free For All When
We Got Married on A Boardwalk on the
Black Water River i Am Raised on From Youth

By A Notary of the Public And A FRiEnD The Same
For Free True my Wife Spent Her Youth Walking to
School Almost A Mile in the Rain Without An Umbrella
As The Bus Didn’t Come Except For A Mile and Over Way

And Umbrella’s Were Out of the Question Just too Expensive
Yet there Were the 40 Foot Trees She Climbed Overlooking the
Roofs of the Haves at 8 Years-Old Back When Wonder Woman
For Real Was Only A Little Girl As Her Household Was Have Nots Without

Food or
Drink yet
Picking Delicious
Moist Fruit off Trees

One Way to Beat A
System of Poverty then…

SMiLes Ironically in A So-Called
Christian Town i Was Spit on For
Smiling in Youth as that Was Not Allowed
For Hopes of Sending More Boys to Men to Another Vietnam

As It’s True Without Empathy And SMiLes Easier to Pull A Trigger

in my Home Town Still Now The Sheriff Counsels on TV if Someone
Breaks An Entering In Your Home No Questions Needed Just Shoot ‘Em
Dead to Save the County Money And They Will Even Provide Lessons For Better Aim…

And As Far As My Wife Goes the Same ‘Clan’ of Children Spit on Her in the Lunch Line
For Being Poor Needing Reduced Price Lunches i Would Love to Dance Sing We Humans As

A Species

Are Still Evolving
Yet When It Comes
To Culture And Tradition

All Bets Are Off When Ignorance
Enters the Room Anyway Thank
God For Strong Women Just Thank

God for


Such a Precious
Resource Indeed my FRiEnD…

Lovely Poem You Write For Positive
Change in Gratitude For Life With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes aeidola Yes
Seeing LiGHT iN DarK
Excellent Virtue Indeed

What Perspective Brings
When We Are Finally Able

To Set Ourselves Free
Yes the

Of Heaven Within
Seeing Valley High
Mountain Low in Thanks


With SMiLES..:)

True There is A 7 Layer Cake
of Human Evil Yet True too There

is at least A 10 Layer Cake of Human
Ignorance Too And in A Way Ignorance

TRUMPS Evil as It’s True Unless About 33 Percent
of Any Group is Not Comprised of Ignorance, The 3 Percent
Or So of Naturally Occurring Evil in the General Population Cannot

Truly Rise to
Rule Without
33 Percent or
So of the General
Population Who Bond And
Bind Over Stories of Ignorance

As Evil Coattails On The Stories of
Ignorance Supporting That Ignorance

While Coming to Rule the Minion 33 Percent
As Any Despicable Leader Demagogue as Such
Narcissistic Flavored With Psychopathic Checklist

Items Does Come to Rule Where Actually One May

Find the Minions Still Suggesting That the One Who the
Leaders in His Own Party’s Senate and House admitted




i Went to HighSchool With Still Have Sayings

On Their Facebook Pages of Stay Safe With

The Evil of the Demagogue Narcissist Flavored

So Much With Psychopathic Traits Who Wants to
Become Just Another Next Dictator Ruining the

Potential for

Real Rights
to Life, Liberty
And The Pursuit of
Happiness With Least
Harm For All Now Still For Real…

Yet There is Another Side of the Story
Indeed That 66 Percent; Yes, The 66 Percent Or
So Who Do Not Believe So Much in the Ignorance
of Stories That Bond And Bind Over Tradition that

the Different
Among Us As

True That 66 Percent
Also Do LiVE iN Abundance
of Open Mindedness However

What May Happen is They Get Bored
With the Nuts and Bolts of How Democracy
Works They Get Distracted And No Longer Bond
And Bind Over Common Meaning and Purpose So


Will Still
Ring in

too True This 66 Percent
Must Have the Kind of Conviction
Your Son Has to Still Wear A Mask
in Dangerous Covid-19 Conditions Yes

Basically They Must Have the Conviction
To Insure The Demagogue is Either Convicted
Or Whatever it Takes to Get Out and Vote IT Out in UNiSoN

Yet That’s A Problem And An Irony While Group Think Excludes;

The Individual Free Human Being May Not Bond and Bind Enough

To Get Out
And Vote
The Horrid
Danger Out…

They May Grow
Tired of the Monotony
of Conflict And Forget About

The Reality That Democracy is
A Gift and Never Guaranteed As

Long as Demagogues Rise Up on the
Back of Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims
And Kills the Most And True That Ignorance

Does Include

Those Who

Just Aren’t
Paying Any Attention
While Their Whole Ship
Potentially Sinks And That’s

How it Goes For Hairless Apes
Not Unlike Hairfull Apes We aRe ALWaYS
Stronger Together When We Come Together
And Bond and Bind Over Common Meanings

And Purposes

For if We
Don’t We
May Fall
Prey Now to
Those Who
Have Whatever
Story Bonds And
Binds Enough to Actually Vote…

At This Point Apathy IS A Most Dangerous
Kind of Ignorance As 66 Percent May Greater
Fall to the 33 Percent and 3 Percent too if they

Awake Now…

Anyway, Thanks
For Your 10 Layer
Cake Poem it’s Really
Inspiring And Helps To
Add All This Icing Hehe
Yuck JusT YucK Flavored TRumP…;)

A KinG/Queen Of Freedom Plays
To No Audience… HiS/HeR Story…

Only Throne…

i Wrote A Moral oF A STory Sunday Morning
Internet Cliff Notes Sing ‘Game of Thrones’ stories Amen to That

‘Bible Writers’ And ‘Story Tellers’ aRe iN Charge of HeARTS SpiRiTS
RuLinG HuMaN Souls Dark thru Light Dead Or Alive Living

‘Commoners’ Are Folks Who only Follow other Stories
Yet to Sing And Dance THeiR Own ‘GaME of THRoneS’

A Moral of A Jesus ‘Commoner’ Story is Create A Greater
Story Than Jesus Loving All Harming no one (John 14:12)

NDD and
PDD Nature
Deficit Disorder
And People Deficit
Disorder the Increasing
Disease oF A Terminator
Machine World where We
are the
We are the
Avatars and
Nature calls
Us back simply
As God As the
Call of the Wild
To Be Free Again enveloped
in the Green of Life and Yellow
of Always Giving Sunshine for Free
Ya can have the House Burning the
House i Paid off if ya Like as metaphor
only of Course Yet Ya are not going to
take the Back Yard of my Forest Away
all i
is Cold
Typing with no
View to Paradise
Outside this Window
to Heaven Real living in Colors of Green Versus Deserts
And Freezing Snow NoW Will make one literally Angry
about Life.. Seen it Happen out of the Green of Paradise Real..
For Paradise
of Blue and Green
And all the Colors of Spring
They Stay and Create New Colors
of Art for All to Share and Give in
Heaven now
For Free..
just in
of course..😉

SMiles Dear Rue You’d Have
To See it From The
Perspective Of An
Autistic Child Who
Speaks No Words
Yet Genuinely
Prays For
The World
Without One
Iota of So-Called
Biblical Instruction
Do Prayers
To Speak
Words to Work
Of Course Not It
Is In The Eyes Of
The Beholder of
God As Always
Playing Devil’s Advocate
For those who May Be
Only Believe
In The Scientific
Method Tool For
Measuring Nothing
i For One
Will Pray More
Ways Genuine than
Imagine Yet
We All See
On The
Other Hand
Don’t Invade
A Bunch of People
On An Island Trying
To Forcefully Convert
Them To
Your Religion
With Prayers
You won’t
For if You
Do And i Don’t
Mean You
One May
Find That
God Favors
Their ‘Prayers’ More
Life Is LiGHT And
DarK Those Who
To See in
The DarK
Tend To Fall🙏
i Surely Agree
With You Prayers
Should Be Genuine
Yet No One Has
Other Than
God Within to
Teach me How to
Pray All That i Do
Is A Prayer Every
Holy Sacred
Word Most
Real Devils Who
Escape Hell Pray
Like i Do
Yes Play
And i Have
No Idea How
Many Do Yet
One With SMiles😊

Amazing How
This Woodpecker
Evolves to Be Part
oF A Living Tree Breathing

SMiles Annabel For
Someone Your
Age You Surely
Have A lot
Of Charisma
And Sway Sensing
A Real Entrepreneurial
Perhaps one
Day You Will
Drop Out Of School
And Pave Your Own
Way As Many
Do Best Wishes
We Have
To Do
It Takes to
Climb Out to
A Better Place
There Are Lots of
Lonely People These
Days Many Pay
A Psychotherapist
Just To Have
To Talk to
i For one
Free to
Help Someone Else
Finding The FRiEnD
Who Never Separates
To BREaTHE Love Free🙌

Yes! Almost
Other Worldly
Like A Harry Potter Movie😊

Oh Lord…
i Relate…
Do Take Care…

Than Prayer…

Breathing Enough Rest oF iT ALL
iCinG oN Cake NoW Dear Vrunda

Yes Dear
Savvy Thanks
So Much Now
For Your New
Song of Soul☺️🏝

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Mistake A New
Path Out of DarK iNto LiGHT

Sort of Like How
Reality is Birthed

And We Too Through
Gaseous Star Dust

Stars Above Now From
Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Iron
in Our BloodStream
Same As Only Earth Home

At Core of Streaming Life
IN FLoW Living Successfully New
As Us Below Above Now For Real We..:)




Naked And Clothed
Paths In Life Naked
More Apt Telling Truth

Love is The Touch
That Spreads A Heal

Heal is A Breath That

Comes From Love That

Never Gives Up Where Forgiveness

Is Spelled With
Even More

Love Where

Love Replaces

Grief And


Once More To Breathe
Dear Savvy With SMiLes..:)

It Surely
Does Welcome
Dear FRiEnD


SMiLes Dear Orchard Daughter Lillian
Indeed So Much HeART in Your Art
As You Present Here So Openly

And The Song Goes Well with
All the Expressions Coming

From All The Shades Now to
Colorings of Your Soul So Free

Such A Nice Share Thanks So Much..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Ever Fiber of Our Being
Ever Cell And Subatomic

Particle Ours to Wire For LiGHT

Of Positivity Every Move of Dance

And Ever Word of Song We May Create

Anew to Light Our Living
Trees Every Leaf A

New Color to Enjoy

And True Once

Again Every

Leaf to Fall to
Soils And Color
Forests Whole with

Even More Colors For Souls
Green Living Trees New Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Yam Every
True Father Wishes For

The Child to Soar
Higher Building
Blocks of Strength
And Will Always A
Foundation First of
Balancing Grace and

Love Gift of Mother First
Strength And Will Father
Within Will Bring As Well

True if We Live Long
Enough We Become
Our Own Father
and Mother


too as Life
Passes By
And We Remain

Naked And Clothed
Paths In Life Naked
More Apt Telling Truth

Oh my Gosh How i Love Studying Human ArTiFacts
Coming into my Home With All the Sea Life ArTiFacts

Where one Might assume A Mermaid
Lives Here And in a Way She Does
As She Could Fit the Shoes of Most
Any Disney Princess Still at 52 Mirror Mirror
on the Wall And Such As That Yes Sure “Age

of Adaline”

As She’s No Longer
47 Pulled Over by A Cop
Demanding Proof of How Old She Is

And 52 Now With At Least a Couple of Silver Strands

Yet Belying The Truth That Fairy Tales and Happily Ever After

Comes True too

At Least After Turning
The Beast into More of
A Prince than the Phantom
of the Opera And the Hunch
Back of Notre Dame And John
Nash in His Dark Years True too

A Real Princess Sticks By Her Man

And Moving into the Cave of my Computer
Desk the really only Part of the Home that Belongs
to me the ArT-i-Facts on the Desk Might Seem A Bit
Sheldon Cooperish until Delving Deeper into the 27.1 Inch
i-Mac Screen Where Hints of Van Gogh And Online Come Soon Enough


In University
Studying For Triple
Major Degrees of Health Science,
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, and
Anthropology if Sheldon Desired to become

More Human
And Less
Machine too

Field Research as Research
Associate in Anthropology and
Cultural Anthropology As Well included

Bagging And Labeling All the Charcoal and Bone
Remnants of Subsistence Items the Indians in Our Area
Once used After We Spent all Summer Day Long Digging
And Wading Through Shallow Bays to Get to Islands to Dig

in the Sweltering
Heat For Another
Day of Endless Boring
Monotony in the Name of Science of Course hehe

Participant Anthropology Observer Assigned With
A Young Woman Classmate to a Lamaze Class to
Study That Specific Cultural Experience i Had to
Do the Lamaze Massage and i Still Vividly Remember

The Smell of the
Nicotine and Such
As my Classmate
Was an Avid Smoker

And then There was the Bank i Worked
at As Janitor For Pay Along with University Clerking at
A Book Store and Research Associate in Archaeology
3 Part Time Jobs With A Full University Schedule i Swear

i Was Accused
of Being Superman
Then By Another Young
Woman Peer in School as

She Longed At Age 25 Back
in 1983 For the Frankie Avalon
Beach Parties She Never Got to Experience

As TV Told Her That Was What Life Will Be

Anyway as Part of my Field Research i Analyzed
The Garbage of the Tellers at the Bank And How Far
They Missed The Garbage Can When They Threw Stuff Away

And It’s True How Much Do We Really Know By Studying What Humans
Value in the ArT-i-Facts They Leave Behind Do We Really Know the Souls of


By the Pyramids
And Other Cultural

ArT-i-Facts They Hired
Artisans to Do That Reflected
More A Dance And Song of The
ArT-i-Sans Souls Than Pharaohs then

It’s Sort of like Our Modern Bibles too

Sunday After Sunday Folks Hold up the Words
oF All the Ghost Authors and Scribes Who Changed
it All Around Plus the Editors And the Demagogues too

And High Priests And Folks Like that too True Folks Still Bow

Down to the

of Words Dead
Old Humans Leave

To Stay Alive At Least
This Way in ArT-i-Facts Pass Death

True This is How We Defeat Entropy
of Our Souls After We Die After We Enjoy
That Trip to Hawaii With the Remnants of
Forever We Bring Back Still Knowing Full Well

That If We End up Blowing Up Our Word the Earth
Will Recover and After 300 MiLLioN Years or So there

Won’t Be Even Any ArT-i-Facts of Us Left To Study By

Whoever is Foolish Enough to Take Our Place And Potentially

Destroy the World

Again Perhaps

if We Just Stayed
Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete, We Might Have
Lasted As Long As the Other
Apes Might Have Carried on Their Genes…

True it All Depends on What We Value Living
On Earth or Forcing Ourselves Out to An Empty
Dream on a Planet Like Mars Where no Flowers Grow

Just Waiting
For Human

‘The Matter With Things’

When i Was Little a greatest
Fear was My Stuffed Polar Bear
Might Get Lost in A River Flood
Where i Am Raised DownTown

i Didn’t Realize

The Love for

That Stuffed
Animal the Warmth

i Felt Was Actually What Was
the Most Real of All Realities the

Warmth of Love and Life i Generated Within

It’s True Eventually i Weaned Myself off that Stuffed
Polar Bear like When i Got Out of Hell And A Group of Rowdy
Kids in A Car Next to our Brand New Honda Civic Slammed Their

Door into it
and Made

A Visible Dent

There Was A Day That
Would Have Bothered me
The Rest of my Life to See the Dent

At least for what i Valued in Life then

It All Depends on What We Come to Value in Life

True i Still Have All the Computers i ever owned in
Old Tupperware Tubs in a Shed Just to Remind me

That i used

to be
More the Stuff
i Used Than Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete

Once Again Like age 3, Before i
Could Speak At 4 Then i am A Leaf
oF A Living Tree That/Who Falls to Soils
Feeding New Living Trees of Forest Whole

Organic Souls

True i Still Use
the Tools Yet Now

They No Longer Master me
True i Had to Lose Effective Use
of my Eyes and Ears With the Worst
Pain known to Humankind To Come to Find

What Was Always Real

How i Feel and Sense

Within Yet Not

Just “The Matter With Things”
By Name of A Book by Iain
McGilchrist Re-Unifying Our
Mind into An Integral Work of Art Mastering Reason
As Reason Becomes The Servant of Art Yet i Likely
Will Not Read the 1500 Page Book It’s Coming in
YouTube Videos for Free as It Likely isn’t Selling
Much for That Size of Ideas Hehe So Much Free

Stuff These
Days Love it
As Much As
Being A Naked
Leaf Living Tree
Yes Forest Ocean Water Wave Soul
Yes Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete…

An Andy Warhol Marilyn Monroe painting sold for $195 million
Basically A Silk Screen Photograph Done in Vibrant Colors For Effect

Most Dollars Ever Used to Buy A Work of Art By An American Artist

Only Proves
How Subjective

Our Values Are

For me

i’d Rather
Remember A
Smile i Left Behind With Her For Real
Chances are i Would Have Taken A Dance Selfie With Her Hehe

Or Perhaps She Would Have Inspired A Poem Oh How Deep Humanity
Comes and Goes…

Yet This Truth
Remains Now

Humans Are
So God Damned
Interesting Every First
And Last One of them

i’ve ever met…

AS Humanity
Still Comes And Goes…

At Best With SMiLes Forwarding New Now…

You Know You Really Feel Sense What’s Priceless to me Every
Day When i Come Here And You Inspire What’s Inside of me…

Hehe and of
Course i Get
to Copy and Paste What i
Write And Inspire Other Folks too…

Thousand Upon Thousands All for Free…

And What’s Left For Real Love Who Gives Free..:)


SMiLes Have
Another FLoWeR😁

YeS iN Deed My Naked
Religion Is In the Best of
Company ‘The Naked JeSuS’
Before Robed in Lies of CuLTuRaL

Worshipping Clothes

i See It Clear As Night Is Day
‘JeSuS/YoU’ Comes Back Re-born
Again Strip YouR Clothes Off LooK iN A Mirror Aha i AM

My Flesh And Blood Is The Vine The Trees The Leaves
The Stars What Part Don’t You Understand YeS EVeN my Pen is LoVE (God)

Just In Case You Are Curious Why THere Are So Many Stories About
Naked Messengers And Prophets Even Still Breathing Free Now (GoD)

iRoNiC HoW WhaT iS iNViSiBLE to So Many EYes HelpS UNCLoTHE
So Many Now Away From Lies ViRuS Or Naked LoVE FREE Easier NoW

oF Truth Real

Cottony Loose
Soft Texture of
The Swimwear
Feels Relaxing😎
With An Environment
Of Huge Hard Rocks
At The
All We Have
Is Soft Sugar
White Sands on
Our Emerald Gulf Coast
Of Florida
Yet Still
With Sights
Like This Springing Ease😊

Big Blue Room
Yeka HoMe of
Freedom Wings🏝

When Gold Tastes
Honey Worth While 🍯

Oh The Cold Hard Terrazzo Floor
That Hard Job i Had Serving Shoes
At The Military Bowling Center After

College LoWesT Wages

Yet Again It’s True Again Naively Strange
Named Wittiest Kid Awarded As Such By
Catholic Nun Teachers In 2nd Grade School

Hmm ‘Blessed Sacrament’ AS Such By School Labeling

Okay My Father Was in Law Enforcement 46 Years His
Father Used to Be An Irish Catholic Priest Do You Inherit

Enforcing Laws Hehe

So Many ‘True Detective Stories’
i Haven’t Told Yet Just So Much
More Never Ending Still To Come In

So Many Other Ways True too

Love is The Touch
That Spreads A Heal

Heal is A Breath That

Comes From Love That

Never Gives Up Where Forgiveness

Is Spelled With
Even More

Love Where

Love Replaces

Grief And


Once More To Breathe
Dear Savvy With SMiLes..:)

Naked And Clothed
Paths In Life Naked
More Apt Telling Truth




Amen Now


Finding DarK iN LiGHT NoW
Dear Savvy Fallen Leaves
Winter’s Promise Spring

Green Always

Circle of

Life Love

SPiRaLinG All That is
Creating Yes Now New

Summer FLoWeRS BLooM

Within to See Colors oF Life
From SHaDES oF Grey Through

BLacK Abyss Beyond RaiNBoW iN Deeds…

For A Great
Work of
Life We
May NamE LoVE
iN Communion oF All Now New..:)

Yes Wind Invisible And “The” Naked Eye

☺️🤗☺️ 🥰 ☺️🤗☺️
Thank Uuuuuuuuuu

BuTT It’s True i’ve already Fulfilled
“King David’s Prophecy” Celebrating
Lord God All in ~20,000 ‘Vile’ Photos

Here’S A Deal Totally ByPass Pharisees/Sadducees And Other
Trumps/Popes/Politicians And Let The Audience Determine

Who You Are

Neutered (STORY) Jesus Butt the Man ‘King David’
of Dance And Song of Poetry ISREAL MAN (STORY)

In Public Dances Across Biloxi Casino Beaches i Met Many Homeless
Jesus Dudes WitH A SaME REAL JeSuS Nature God Story to Tale

Honestly If You Ever
Find A Way to Strip ‘The
CuLTuRaL Clothes’ off You
May Finally Find Breath ALL That is Free As You i AM

Yes Widely Available SMaRT Phones And Toilet Paper
Only Separated By 100 Years Don’t Use Either One

to Spread Cr8p Do Do Remove IT

What a God Send i Arranged For At A Military Gym Close
to A Million Dollars Worth of Nautilus Exercise Machines

Not unlike ‘Trump God’ ones in Charge Saw me as a Valuable
Commodity to Remove Every Ounce of Life Blood Then Discard



Movie Is Out of THiS Question
No One Else Qualified to Play
me Shouldn’t That Be #Youtoo
An Original And Not JusT A Clone


Dancing Monkeys
Singing Monkeys
Naked Wild And Free
Laughing At Human Clothes Stay in Your Zoo

It’s Up to YoU NoW

SMiles i Love my
Mother And FRiEnDS

Covid-19 Took

Away And

Even Girl


Who Crushed

me While Alive

The Same

As Ever

Before Yes

i For One Master

Love This Way





They Or

Love Ever

Passes Away
In my Soul At Least

i Credit my Ability to

Love Ones Who Harm

me i Might Otherwise

Hate For This Ability

Now To Never



Ones Or
Love Complete
Whole Breathing Within

Now Nice to See You

Again Ms. Dimples

Do Stay


And Truly

Wealthy As Love🙏😊

Meh i Love
‘my Enemies’
Keeps me Love
With SMiles Annabel😊

SMiles Cherie
Yes No One Will
Stop Water Now
From FLoWinG
Ocean Waves



RiSinG Now😊
Again Now☺️

Nor Shall



Wind in A Jar Now 💨
Or Feather As Breeze

Becoming Cat 6 Hurricane

Yes Wind Invisible And “The” Naked Eye

Hehe To Quote
“A Joker,” “This Town
Needs An Enema”
Oh God Way Too

Many Plumbing 🪠
Connections Never

The Less “Wait till
They Get A Load of
me” And Find Out

i’m Actually
Real After
i Go Away..;)

Hehe Thank Goodness
i Was Afraid You Might
Not Like Them With

Week to
You Dear FRiEnD

Wow Cherie! What A
Lovely Poem on The
Advantages Of Aging
As True Youth is Soul
Evolving Wisdom Love


As Love Will
From: Inside Out

Too What my Great Aunt
Jettie Taught me With Her
Radioactive SMile Infecting
Everyone True iN LiGHT With

Joy At 94 And While
At 47 i Could Leg Press
500 Pounds The Stress
Of Cog in A Machine A
Slave to Someone Else’s

Any Spirit
Left in me
Not Even A
Memory of A SMile

i Quickly Learned How
To Beware of my Locality
That Suggests Emotions
Are Weak For Men Nope
That is What Makes Mama

A Force
Ya Don’t Wanna

Test Well to Make
A Much Longer Story

Now Of Youthful Strength Of
Spirit Love Shorter Not Unlike

The Grinch i Lift Mountains
Of Love including 3 Times
More Empirically Measured in

Leg Strength
That No Elite
Military Dude
Can Budge at
The Military Gym

Still Up To 1520 Pounds
Leg Pressing Come my
62nd Birthday on June 6th

All That’s

me From Doing
More is The Machine

Won’t Hold Anymore Plates

Indeed What A SPiRiT

Of Love
Will Do in
A Dude’s Body

At Least Where

i Live
A Thing
Or Two

From Love
If They Really
Worshipped Love

As God And Practiced
God As Real Great John
14:12 And Luke 17:21 Works


Yawn… At Least
All The Women in
my Life Close Already

Do So Easy to Prove
On The Outside Too As
The Pics on my Blog of

my Wife
Will Do on The Inside


Too At 52
As She is
Called Eternal

Teenager And Such As That🏝

Don’t Know if You’ve Ever
Tried Flaming Hot Cheeto’s
Yet As i Remember You

Like Spicy 🌶 Food So
i Feel You Might Wanna

Give it
A Bite
A Nibble
HAha At Least a Try

If That Doesn’t Please
So Many More Flavors

Still To
With SMiles
🔥 ☺️🏝🌺🏝☺️🔥

Thanks Dear
Savvy For
Happy Sunday🙏

Finding DarK iN LiGHT NoW
Dear Savvy Fallen Leaves
Winter’s Promise Spring

Green Always

Circle of

Life Love

SPiRaLinG All That is
Creating Yes Now New

Summer FLoWeRS BLooM

Within to See Colors oF Life
From SHaDES oF Grey Through

BLacK Abyss Beyond RaiNBoW iN Deeds…

For A Great
Work of
Life We
May NamE LoVE
iN Communion oF All Now New..:)

Yes Wind Invisible And “The” Naked Eye

Catholic Mass Readings From May 22nd 6th Sunday of Easter
2022 Something About A Kingdom of Heaven After Death


Amen Now

Other than That
This 5.22.2022 is the
8th Anniversary of my Father’s Death…

Reading 1, Acts 15:1-2, 22-29
1 Then some men came down from Judaea and taught the brothers, ‘Unless you have yourselves circumcised in the tradition of Moses you cannot be saved.’

2 This led to disagreement, and after Paul and Barnabas had had a long argument with these men it was decided that Paul and Barnabas and others of the church should go up to Jerusalem and discuss the question with the apostles and elders.

22 Then the apostles and elders, with the whole church, decided to choose delegates from among themselves to send to Antioch with Paul and Barnabas. They chose Judas, known as Barsabbas, and Silas, both leading men in the brotherhood,

23 and gave them this letter to take with them: ‘The apostles and elders, your brothers, send greetings to the brothers of gentile birth in Antioch, Syria and Cilicia.

24 We hear that some people coming from here, but acting without any authority from ourselves, have disturbed you with their demands and have unsettled your minds;

25 and so we have decided unanimously to elect delegates and to send them to you with our well-beloved Barnabas and Paul,

26 who have committed their lives to the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

27 Accordingly we are sending you Judas and Silas, who will confirm by word of mouth what we have written.

28 It has been decided by the Holy Spirit and by ourselves not to impose on you any burden beyond these essentials:

29 you are to abstain from food sacrificed to idols, from blood, from the meat of strangled animals and from illicit marriages. Avoid these, and you will do what is right. Farewell.’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 67:2-3, 5, 6, 8
2 Then the earth will acknowledge your ways, and all nations your power to save.

3 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

5 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

6 The earth has yielded its produce; God, our God has blessed us.

Reading 2, Revelation 21:10-14, 22-23
10 In the spirit, he carried me to the top of a very high mountain, and showed me Jerusalem, the holy city, coming down out of heaven from God.

11 It had all the glory of God and glittered like some precious jewel of crystal-clear diamond.

12 Its wall was of a great height and had twelve gates; at each of the twelve gates there was an angel, and over the gates were written the names of the twelve tribes of Israel;

13 on the east there were three gates, on the north three gates, on the south three gates, and on the west three gates.

14 The city walls stood on twelve foundation stones, each one of which bore the name of one of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.

22 I could not see any temple in the city since the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb were themselves the temple,

23 and the city did not need the sun or the moon for light, since it was lit by the radiant glory of God, and the Lamb was a lighted torch for it.

Gospel, John 14:23-29
23 Jesus replied: Anyone who loves me will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we shall come to him and make a home in him.

24 Anyone who does not love me does not keep my words. And the word that you hear is not my own: it is the word of the Father who sent me.

25 I have said these things to you while still with you;

26 but the Paraclete, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything and remind you of all I have said to you.

27 Peace I bequeath to you, my own peace I give you, a peace which the world cannot give, this is my gift to you. Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.

28 You heard me say: I am going away and shall return. If you loved me you would be glad that I am going to the Father, for the Father is greater than I.

29 I have told you this now, before it happens, so that when it does happen you may believe.




Every Day Another
Rock of Balance

A Stone to Add

Higher Indeed

Taller Never

Falling Tower

As Patience Brings
Peace To Love Even Higher

SMiLes Dear
Savvy Peace
And Patience
Holding Hands

With LoVE NoW
Dancing Singing
Freely Just for the
Present Moment at Hand

With No


NeW NoW..:)

Hoses.. wires.. PASTED bandages..
painFuLL deep brown eyes.. blood stained skin..
an ominous pasted on notice in front of crib bed
No way to breathe.. born without sinus passages..
Transposition of great blood vessels.. open heart surgery
required on 30 day born heart.. no immune system.. extra digits
for six on each hand.. with two thumbs instead of one.. respectively…

It is the day of the open heart surgery.. surgeon in his sixties.. huge hands
tell me at 37.. don’t worry it’s just like when your grandfather gets a bypass..

And the nice nurses say don’t worry you are still young there is plenty of time
for more children.. your wife is beautiful.. you will have beautiful children to come..

Baby is wheeled toward operating room.. surgeon says.. kiss your baby goodbye..
So wife and i bend down.. and after 30 days at the hospital are shell shocked for
whatever comes next.. father sits beside me in waiting room.. and offers advice..

Son make sure you raise him as a man…

My Mother didn’t do a good enough job for him…

he bails after 3 years.. when my mother doesn’t work..

Oh.. the values we place on humanity.. gender roles

here or there.. a do or die proposition of static

roles for patriarchal minds of being..

i sit back quietly at this point

and almost giggle

at a reality


strange as this…

And truly feel sorry for my

father who thinks raising a boy is

all about being him.. baby survives the

surgery and as really expected from birth by

doctors and nurses.. veterans of this show..

passes away in my arms.. not afraid

to cry.. i call my father.. and he just

says oh no.. i don’t wanna

hear any bad


A 500 mile trip back home..

ashes will be sent in cardboard box

by postal service.. the lesson of life is..

how lucky i am just to be a human

alive for now.. never ever will

i doubt my blessings

in life again..

and truly a lesson

i need for 66 Months

10 and a half years later

at the start of my challenge

of JOB.. Yet i have the blessing

of knowing my son survived much

worse.. with never a smile.. never

a laugh.. and only pain for

51 days.. and yes..

more than

likely he




Yep Life’s All About Perspective
“We All LiVE iN A Yellow Submarine”
Enjoy The Ride, Won’t ‘You’ Or Not

A 40 Year-Old Photo my Father at Age 50
And me at age 22 Coming Out of Severe Depression
After A First Love Left at age 19 Off and On Until 22
The Year Here i Became A Runner Again to Escape the

Darkness And It Worked For Whatever it Was i Had Autism
Burn-out Then Like at age 47 Just A Combo of Every DarKness

At Hand Then
And Now 40 Years
Later 3 Times Stronger
Than in this Photo And Sure
242 Pounds and No Longer 170 Pounds

i AM Comfortable in my Own SKiN As i Surely

Took A Lifetime to Get That Way is THere A ‘Gender’
In Autotelic Flow of Balance FRiEnDS With Gravity

Just Loving
Life Now

Just The Do
of Loving Life Always New

Other than that i Shaved the
Beard at Age 24 And Kept the Mustache of Course
Hehe like Every Member of Sergeant Pepper’s Lonely
HeARTS Club Band Even the Roles of The Beatle’s on the ‘Cover’ of ‘the Album’

My First Love Said i Should Be A Captain of A Ship too Busy Going to School Being

A Janitor
Back in
Those Days
to Get Through
Another Day of the
Grind of Life to Find a Place
to Fit in Now i Write, Produce,
Act, And Play my Own Story And

Now ‘Society’
As Whole
The Best They
Can And Will to Who i Am Free..:)

Perhaps, if ‘They’ only Started A ‘Boy Band,’ “They’d” Seem More Attractive
To Women Than Joining So-Called ‘Incel Communities’ Online. i Remember

An Interview With John Lennon As Far as ‘Their’ Motivation For Starting A ‘Boy Band’

As Let’s Face Biological Facts, Not A Single One of them Would Be Picked Out of a Crowd
As a ‘Chad’ With A Strong Jawline, if Not For the Songs of Their Boy Band, Unafraid to be

Different And
Stand Out From
The Crowd With
‘Silly Love Songs’

And Non-Sense
Songs Like ‘Yellow
Submarine’ That Still Engage

More of the Right Hemisphere Brain
of Imagination And Creativity; YeS, EXploring,

Doing Something New, No One Has Encountered Before;

Anyway As John Lennon Related, So ‘ELOquently,’ A Greatest Motivation

For the All Boy Band, ‘The Beatles,’ For the Music They Wrote And Sung

Was Their Great Desire to Be Held in Attractive Value to Women and Indeed

With their Success
Came The Throwing
of Many ‘Undies’ At
Them on Stage,



to Be

‘Close to Them’
And As John Lennon
Related, InDeed That Part
of the Motivation Came Complete,

Over and Over and Over and Over Again
Ad-Nauseam Almost in Deepest Instinctual Desires Fulfilled;

Yes, The Reproductive Drive is Intense And As Science Shows,
While Most Dudes are Highly Visually Attracted to Women As Far As Women

Go It is more the Creative Output of Men That May Drive Their Lust the Most

And It’s A Win-Win Situation too as When Women Are Full of Lust They Cooperate
With Each Other to Prove to ‘the Dude,’ Who is the Most Nurturing of All; True You Can And

(For Reproductive
Long Term Success)

Will Even See Them

Hugging Each Other

in Dance Selfies With me;
As True, i Am Happily Married

And i Just Felt Like A Cool Change
of Imagination And Creativity coming
To Fruition As i Was Tired of Feeling All

Numb And Full Of Pain Within as True i Had A Huge
Helping of Systemizing Intelligence; and If ‘You’ Don’t Think

i Still Have the Ability to Write a Science Abstract With Little
Emotion, You Just Haven’t Seen That Side of the Dime of me That

Is Just As
Real as All
This ALL Natural
FLoWinG Creativity;

Key is People Remember
You Most and Wanna Be Around
You For How You Make Them Feel in Life….

And For those Hooked on ‘Porn’ as A marker
For Human Reproductive Success, so Skewed From

The Mix of Reality That Makes Relationships Gold and

Even Lasting; Of Course, The Poetic Language i am Using Now

is often Lost to Folks Trapped More in the Metaphor of Left Hemisphere
Systemizing Think; Key Again is Moving the Emotion/Feelings/Senses of Women;

And How do You

Do this; Yes, God Yes,
God Yes,Through Imagination
And Creativity; Still Oldest Truest
Human Way, A Dance And Song Now
FREE Exploring The Great Domain of
Moving Human HeART, SPiRiT, and SoUL;

‘Listen,’ i’ve Been to Both Sides of the Coin, if
‘You’ Can and Will ‘Hear’ What i’m Dancing And Singing Now;

i Understand What it means to Be the Poorest, Weakest, Ugliest,
Oddest, Most Naive Young Dude in A Room As Assessed By Peers
Then Who told me in No Uncertain Ways, i Don’t Deserve to Exist at

All; Even When i Tried
to Smile they

Spit on
me For my
Existence on

Earth; Yet Fortunately
For me, i Had a Dog, And
A Mother, And A Sister Who

Could Look Past All the Human
Deficiencies, Others Saw in me;

Not all Folks Even Have That;

For me at Least, it probably

Made A Huge Difference

in Moving through Hell

And Finding Paradise

on the Other Side; Yes, Yes,
it Took 53 Years to Get it All
Worked Out With An Operator’s

MaNual For me, i Wrote Myself;

Yet All i Can And Will Dance And Sing

Now is There Are many Aspects of Life Worth
Exploring Far Beyond the Reality of A Penis and or
Vagina Meeting on Earth Now; Yet of Course, Haha

Almost Every Successful Couple Finds That Reality
At Last After 18 or So Months of A Honeymoon in Bed;

With All the Stress in the World; Even Sex in a Marriage

is A Pipe

For Many
Folks Today;

And The Reality is
Many Women have
issues Where they Just
Don’t Desire to Have Any
Sexual activity at all; So What

Are You Gonna Do With Your Best
FRiEnD Forever; Throw them to the Curb;

Well, If You Ever Actually Even Truly Loved them,

There Would Be No Question at all for What Truly

Matters in Life; Life is So Much More than A Penis And
or Vagina; We LiVE iN A World of Stunted Human Love;

“We All LiVE In
A Yellow Submarine;”

It’s Up to All of Us
To Make it to the Surface
of the Ocean And Finally Breathe

Free No Longer A Prisoner to the Desires of What We Don’t Have…

Elon Musk, Richest Dude in the World, And Super Systemizer As He
Indicates He Has Asperger’s Syndrome too; Yet He Freely Related He

Is Only Half Happy

With His Work

Life; As He
Hasn’t Figured Out
Love Yet; And He Surely

Has little to no Clue About Social Realities;
He’s Fixin’ to Get A ‘Twitter’ Sized Lesson; i’ve
Surely Received Many in my Life too; i’ve Failed

Miserably in So Many Ways of Moving, Connecting,
Emotional, Social Empathic, Real Spiritual, Imaginative,
Artistic Creative, Interpretive Ways of Life in Intelligence(S);
Yet An Only Difference

in me and Many

Others is

i Had a Truly

Loving Mother

Who Set an Example

of What Counts Most in Life;

Wiring Me For Success of Eventual
Human Warmth to Actually Reach out and Touch

Others to Move Them in Ways, They Will Never Living Forget…

Honestly, on ‘Your’ Death Bed, If All You Long For to Lose is Sex;
It’s Safe to Say You


Some Folks
Will At Least

Get to Learn that
Lesson Still Breathing…

Other Than “The Depth of the
Story” Here; And As far, in General
As the Social Human Animal Comes and Goes,

A Greatest Human Instinct For Survival is Not only
Successful Reproduction; Yet What it Takes to be

Accepted By the Group, The Culture, The ‘Religion’ At Hand
For What Humans Bond And Bind to Survive, Relating to Mutually
And Consensually Shared And Understood Ideologies and Symbols

That Express Those Ideologies as Well; Ancestrally, Humans Bonded Most

Over Free Dance And Song;

Even Before A First Written

Word of Technology, Along

With Flint Edged Tools

To Kill and

Eat to Even Survive
With Fire to Cook;

Birds Still Fly And Sing;

And Humans Who Still Are
in Touch With their Humanity
At Core often Dance And Sing Free;

At Least Little Children, Before they Are
Scolded in Modern Homes, Churches, Schools, And Work And
Told Quiet Hands And Feet, Johnny And or or Jane Get Back in Your Seat

And Follow The Sidewalk

Far Past Your

HeART, Your
SPiRiT Your
Real Emotional
Feeling Sensory Mind
And Body Balancing Soul…

Oh Lord And Now in Some Cases, It’s All Materially
Reduced; Yep, to A Penis and or A Vagina Meeting…

Yes, This Problem Has A Very Deep Story Indeed to
Understand So Many Nuances of This Issue at Hand;


What ‘You’ May
Eventually Learn;

iS, iN A Begging Beginning
And A Fulfilling End ‘Imaginary

Lovers’ Are the You, You Truly Complete…

Do Not…

It’s All About
GRoWinG Up,

Moving Past Caterpillar
Legs, Stumbling Around
On All 100 or So Out of ‘Synch;’

Making it Through Life in A Cocoon;

And Finally Truly Sprouting Wings Naked,
Enough, Whole, And Complete; Yet of Course

Easy for me to
Dance And Sing
Breaking Through
The Opaque Window of Before…

Some Folks Bloom; Some Folks Do Not;
Some Folks Dance, Some Folks Do Not;
Some Folks Sing, Some Folks Do Not;

When You Actually Become

Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete; You Are

No Longer

Ruled By
Anyone Else;

i Am No Fool Though;

i Realize too, It’s Much
Easier to Dance and Sing
This Financially Independent;

And No Longer A Slave to the ‘Big Green God’….

Or in The Case

of ‘Incels,’

Only Desiring
To Get Back
Where They Came From;

Oh Lord, There is So Much
more to Living…


Living Free
With Wings For Real…

‘Stay Thirsty my FRiEnDS’ For more than one ‘Thing’….

As Science Shows, The Reason ‘Misery Loves Company’
is the Dopamine And Adrenaline Addiction That Anger

And Hate Provide;

It’S A DarK Community,’

Sponsored By A ‘Trump MeME’ And
The Religious Like/Lies of that STiLL True too…

It’s Surely Nothing New Under ‘A Sun;’ Wherever
‘SCaRCiTY’ Lives Dead Now And Or Breeds AS Such…

Yet Again, When A Human Is Neglected And or Abused
in Ways of Emotional And Physical Pain; All The Way From

Almost Birth; Some Scars Are Almost Impossible to Heal Without

Any Reference
Point of the
Wiring that
Comes on

The Other
(Love) Side of the
Opaque Window
oF All Natural
Human Social Animal ‘Soul’…

And if You are Getting Any Kind
of Social Comfort From A Group; Indeed,
it May Almost Become Impossible to Take A

‘Red Pill,’

Escape, and
Truly Set Yourself
More Independent and Free;

The Instinct to Belong Is An
Incredibly Powerful Opiate Fulfilled, Indeed…

It Would Have Been Very Difficult for me to do it
Without at Least the Support FroM A Mother, Sister, And Wife…

Could ‘Neo’ Have
Done it Without


Not Likely, Either…

If i Hated Women in
General; Two Words: No Way…

And of Course This is All my Opinion;
Generally Speaking, Backed Up by Science too…

As Indeed, If it Didn’t Really Happen; i Still Ain’t One to Believe…

This Much i Know, Feel, Sense and Experience for Real; Women, Young and in
Their Twenties, Desired A Wish to Be Married to me or Someone Just like me;

(Close to
60 Years-Old)

Only For The Way

i Moved on a Dance
Floor, Solo, Fearless

in Balance
With Strength
of Positive Energy
FLoWinG in All Directions from me;

Empty Pockets, Not A Penny To Spend on Anyone There…

It Wasn’t the Result i Was Looking For; i Just Wanted to Feel And
Sense The Dance; Never The Less, Naturally As an Anthropology
Participant Observer As Actually University Schooled And Degreed

i Took
Notes; So Damned
Fascinating the Human Conditions Are;

So Very Surprising, So Very Connected
to All the Other Animals too FOR REAL;

(In ‘Grinding Bonobo Dances’ Still
Initiated By Women of Our Species)

When Truly

Wild and
Free in
of Loving Life New Now

in Complete Homeostasis,
FRiEnDS With Gravity Complete;

Such A Huge Turn on For Women;
At Least to Provide Ecstatic Smiles
of Joy As Over 2000 Selfie Photos
With them From The Six-Year-Long

Term Longitudinal

Case Study do Most
Definitely Completely Relate…

If You Never Wanna Be Without the Company
of A Woman; Become A Free Dancer, A
Free Verse Poet And

Touch So Much

More Than


Truth ‘Below’…

As it’s Very True,
SoUL ART Touches ‘That’
Most Intensely True As Well too…

‘We All LiVE iN A Yellow Submarine,’
So Forth And So on True…

Every Day Another
Rock of Balance

A Stone to Add

Higher Indeed

Taller Never

Falling Tower

As Patience Brings
Peace To Love Even Higher

SMiLes Dear
Savvy Peace
And Patience
Holding Hands

With LoVE NoW
Dancing Singing
Freely Just for the
Present Moment at Hand

With No


NeW NoW..:)


SMiLes Dear Cindy
Mama Grizzly

Plays No

Games Love
Is in Her Roar

For Protection
of Her Own Play

LiVinG NoW Free
As Always Feelings Rule

Our Worlds
Our Senses

All Around We Roar
Very Inspiring Roar Thank You..:)

What A Wonderful Option Now
Dear Chaymaa Candle Lighting

Either By Being Candle
or Reflecting Light

Of Candles
Every WHere

We Find Candles
With SMiLes Keep
Spreading LiGHT mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair
SPiRiT Breathes in the
Giving Yet The Breath Isn’t
Always Shared Yet The Spirit
Is the Joy That Never Ends Whether
SHiNiNG LiGHT iN BLacK Holes Above
Or RiSinG
Now The Feelings
And Senses Of Life
Married to LoVE NeW..🙂

BiRtH PArts SePaRaTinG
Born Rose
GOD BLooms..🙂

Listen Very Carefully my FRiEnD Some
Folks Live Epically And Some Folks Do
Not Some Folks Dance And Some Folks Do Not i Am ‘Pan’

Labels of Pharaohs Only Empty Shells… Craftsmanship of Soul
All THaT Is Left of Pyramids Remaining Now Other Authors No Pharaoh

For Original Poetry/Art You Will Copyright
A Label oF AN Empty Name All You Like…

Good News Is You Are Special Greater News Is
All (God) Is Specially Unique Stars Each And

Every Connecting LiGHT Above BeLoW NoW

So True Not All Wounds
Heal By Time Alone

And Some Wounds

Are Too Deep to

See Too Deep to

Even Feel as is the
Case So Often With
Childhood to Even Adulthood

Neglect And Or Abuse Physical
And Or Emotional too Particularly

Though When Young As Even Science
Shows Little Monkeys Die Without A Mother’s Touch

And What is Wired of
Warmth in Humans
As Far As

And Binding
Connections May
Come in Zero Sum
Ways of No Mammal Human

Loving Warmth at All Even Sadder
Yes as Congenital Anomaly At Birth

Without Even Any Abuse or
Neglect Coming After That

It Seems in Our Modern Days

A Deepest Wound is of the Human

Soul Yes This Warmth That Drives Toward
Lives Who Do Least Harm For All Of Nature

Human And Even Animal/Plant Yes Respect

For Living Forests And Living Oceans True

Even Beauty Sublime of Tallest Snow

Capped Mountains Yet Here i go

Rambling Again Just in the

Agape Appreciation

of All of Existence

Come to

Be How Does
That Come At
Mother’s Breast
First How Does That

Go As Love of Mother Lives
In EYes of Child After Mother Passes

Still Breathing in this Gratitude This Warmth
For Loving All At Best We Who Are Blessed
And Blissed

This way

Do Our

Very BesTesT
to Lift Those Up
Who Are Not Blessed
And Blissed ThiS Way At

Best We Get Get to Swim in
Their Oceans too to Understand
Storms of WHere Human Souls Die Alive…

SMiLes i Remember in the Neo-Natal Unit
And the 51 Days Of Our Only Child Ryan Born
on June 4th, 1997, A Couple of Days Before

My 37th Birthday Then

His Life Only Pain
Never A Smile
An Only
That Way
At All on
Father’s Day
That Year Anyway the

Folks, the Precious Doctor’s Who
Worked At Shands Hospital in Florida

Often Said if they Had Worked in that
Neo-Natal Unit And Could See All of What
Can And Will Go Wrong with the Human Condition

At Birth They Would Have Been Terrified to Even Try

to Sire A Child
And Of Course
That’s Just at Birth

Never The Less The Way
They Made it Through the
Day Was Often Dark Humor
Sarcastic Yes like the Dude Who
Was Insisting His Son Be Circumcised

As the Young Doctor Said Oh my God ‘it’
is the Size of A Japanese Soup Noodle As If

That Was the Worst of All that
Parent’s Worries A Child

Who Might

Live or Die
With Part of Nature
Attached or Not Then

SMiLes The Human Condition
Where What is Cherished Most
is Often True Insanity Only

Lending Recognition
Dear Doc That

This Condition is A Far
Cry And Yes Laugh From Anything Really Rational
True Once one Delves Deeper into Stories of Humans…

And that Reminds me too Yes Stumbling into a National
Geographic Documentary on YouTube About Lion’s Mating And
The Crowd Started Jeering About the Size of the ‘Lion’s Package’

Not Even Thinking About the Size of Jaws and Claws And Family


Left Dangling
With An Entire
Environment of
Fighting Sharp as Razors
Oh All the Illusory Fears Folks
Drive to


Death For Real..:)

Of Course You May
Copy And Reprint
Any of my Poems
As You Like The
Real Gift Is You
Who Inspired
my Words of
my FRiEnD
Dear Doc
With SMiles☺️🏝

It’s Really TOO BAD Evangelical Christian Leaders, Not Unlike
The Catholic Church in America, Do Not Seem Too Concerned

About the Sanctity of Breathing Children, When it Comes to

Sexual Abuse As Recently An Intense Investigation Shows A
Gravity With The Same Pull of Raping Children And the Such

And Covering It Up

Within the Organization

of ‘the Church;’ In Some
Cases, MaNeuvering to Keep

Pastoral Pedophiles And Other
Members of the Organization of
The Church From Facing Legal Consequences

For Their Child Rape And Other Sexual Abuse;

Again, So Much
For the Sanctity
of the Most Vulnerable
Among Us, When it Comes
to Breathing Life and Children
Used As Tools For Sexual Gratification…

i Just Heard The Head PR YouTube, Bishop
Dude, Bishop Barron, Blame the Offenses

of the Catholic Church on ‘The Devil;’

True, The Devil, the one ‘They’ Know
Best these Days;

Yes, The Devil
Within Outside

Who Is Simply
A Scape Goat
For the Real Evil
That Lurks in Some
HeARTS that Neatly
Check-Off Psychopathy Lists,

Still in the Top 10 List of that Human Darkness

As Far As Professions Those Folks Go into Like The ‘Clerical Field’….

Same Place Ghost Authors Made a Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde Jesus

Who Loves the Enemies Then And
Turns the Other Cheek, Loving
With all Mercy and Forgiveness

Yet By the End of Matthew is Out
Turning Once Loyal Sheep into Goats
And Burning them Forever For Not Feeding

And Clothing
the Naked
Dude on the Street;

No Thanks, Don’t Even Get
Anywhere Close to me; i ‘Smell’
‘Evil’ When i See it; And Obviously

Where There is Torturing Forever
in A Book, You’ve Entered A True House of Lying Horrors…

“The report is a calamity. My friend Russell Moore, a former president of the SBC’s Ethics and Religious Liberty Commission, called it an “apocalypse.” The report says that “for almost two decades, survivors of abuse and other concerned Southern Baptists” contacted its executive committee “to report child molesters and other abusers who were in the pulpit or employed as church staff.”

“And what was the reaction they received? A select group of executive-committee leaders “largely controlled” the committee’s response to abuse reports, and they “were singularly focused on avoiding liability for the SBC to the exclusion of other considerations.” According to Guidepost, this meant that survivors and others who reported abuse “were ignored, disbelieved, or met with the constant refrain that the SBC could take no action due to its policy regarding church autonomy—even if it meant that convicted molesters continued in ministry with no notice or warning to their current church or congregation.”

Every Day Another
Rock of Balance

A Stone to Add

Higher Indeed

Taller Never

Falling Tower

As Patience Brings
Peace To Love Even Higher

SMiLes Dear
Savvy Peace
And Patience
Holding Hands

With LoVE NoW
Dancing Singing
Freely Just for the
Present Moment at Hand

With No


NeW NoW..:)




SMiLes Dear Savvy
What Lovely Advice
Your Mother
As True
Love Without
Wisdom and Wisdom

Without Love

Is Often

Less than
A Two-Lane
Road With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Dance Always
Effortless In Ease Floating on Terrestrial

Land Now For 16,644 MiLes in 8 Years
8 Months Soon to Be 105 Months on
May 26,2022 Yes This Autotelic

Flow in Moving Meditation

Not Only Erases Any
Fears in Regulating
Emotions Integrating

Senses yet True The Meditation
in Dance of Autotelic Flow Only

Incites a Paradise Where Every
Little Move Becomes MaGiC More
in Balancing Force of DarK And LiGHT For Real..:)

Forces Within Dear Akshita
Often Sublimely Beautiful

As Well As Vague Reaching
From Subconscious Mind to
the Surface Of the Ocean
That is Our Awareness

For All That May Exist
Around Us Parts Whole

To Come to Focus Next
And It’s True Our Souls
Dance And Sing Mysteries

To Uncover So Deep Below
So Shallow Even Above Listening

For A Dance And Song Within to Come

Again Freely Finally Finding Integration

For What We
Feel Above
And Below

Mastering This
Reality Now With
Feelings and Senses
All Integrating MaKinG Our Ways..:)

SMiles Dear Doc
Thanks For Sharing
Part oF A STory About
Baby Ryan With SMiles

Happy First Birthday of Your Fabulous
Hawaiian North Shore YouTube Channel
Dear Aloha FRiEnD And Surely All Four
Seasons in
Your Paradise
is Just So Colorful
And Gorgeous And yes

So Fully Alive With Pets and
Other Wild-Life too Always

A Celebration of Beauty
For All Feelings and
Senses to Register

All Around Us As
Nature’s Breath Free

Here Is Cheers to Many
More Years of Bringing
Freedom’s Beauty to Others With SMiLes..:)

True How Shallow or Deep Titles May Come And Go
Hehe Even “Wonder Woman Truth Lasso Yields” NoW In

What Brings Causal Effects in Life Yet True Numerology

Puts Much Emphasis on Born on Date Titles As Names

Oh My Gosh, At Least You Probably Didn’t
Have An X-Catholic PHD Grandfather
Priest Schooled in Limerick Ireland

Who Used to Dine With Einstein
In New York, New York, in Rather
Exclusive Socialist Circles for

Scientists as My Grand

Father Wrote A Book
“Behind The Dictator’s”
Still Available Free Online
in PDF Form To Read Now
On How the Catholic Church
Last Century Provided Some Support From
The Pulpit Then Same As ‘Trump Ways’ Today

So While My Father Didn’t Do A Whole Lot With
The Name Assigned to Him That i ‘Juniorly’ Received

too Yet a First Name That Means Peaceful Ruler Frederick
A Second Name Arthur That Means Strong Bear King And

A Sir Name Hidden From All View That Means Keeper of the Land

That’s A Lot
of Responsibility
to Put on A New
Born Baby Hehe

So i Changed it to
KATiE MiA FredericK

With Three Meanings as Yes
Katie is Defined As Pure and
Mia is Defined As Family And
or Close to God As Derivative
of Michael Per That Angel too

And Yes on Page 8 of Karen Armstrong’s
Book on the ‘History of God’ A Mix of Sand
And Water For Silt Reflecting That Last Name
of Keeper of the Land is Yes The First Known

Assigned to God

As Some Folks Suggest
Still Keeper of the Land Now Overall too…

Yet of Course i Am Referring Back to the Original
Sir Name Here Hehe Hidden From Total View Yet it
Doesn’t Matter i Don’t Exist Anywhere on the Internet
With A Search on my Original X-Catholic Irish Priest Given Junior Name

True It’s a Different Situation Totally With “Aghogday” That is the Name i Used
Living in Hell For 66 Months That Basically is An Acronym For “Another Ground
Hog Day”

AS iN Hell
With All Pain
And Numb And
No Human Emotions

Every Day is Forever in
Hell Now Never Changing
No Escape Not Even Then A
Memory of A Feeling of A Smile

Yet Don’t Let me Bore You With that
Old Over-told True Story as KATiE MiA

Is Also An Acronym for “Kind Autistics Taking
in Everything Mindful in Awareness” As True Some

Autistic Folks Have Super Charged Senses and Empathy
With Super Tuned Mirror Neurons as in my Case That Causal
‘Lasso Yield’ Intuitive Effect Arises to Levels of ‘Mirror Touch Synesthesia’
Which Means When i Tell Someone i Feel them i Really Literally Feel them

Even From

No Matter
Who They Are

Other Than That
Katie Mia Frederick
Hits the Jack Pot of
888 In Alpha Numerical
Ways of English Gematria
However Yuck So Does the
Name “Donald J Trump”
Yet NO, Not When Ya
Spell Out His Middle

Name Thank God Hehe
Yes i Told You That Trivia
Note Before When i Look it up
on Google Search it Takes me
Back to Your Site From Before HAha

In New York of Course Birthplace of
My Father in Long Island in 1932
Close to the Summer Solstice
on June 20th When i Was
Originally Scheduled
to Be Born too
in 1960 Yet
The Doctor Went
on Vacation And Induced
Labor Two Weeks Early

Where i Got the Triple Sixes
on my Driver’s License From
As Terrified ‘Fundie’ Walmart Cashiers
Carded me then for a Beer in my 40’s
Occasionally when i Drank one to
Relax As they Viewed My Driver’s
License with 6.6.60 Anyway in

Yes Regular Born on Date
Full Name Numerology

i Hit the Jack Pot of
Life Challenges With
0 at Start For Free Will
Also Related to the Tarot
Fool Card of Number 0 Too

And For the Next Three Numerology
Life Challenges in Life 1 and 1 and 1
Again Which Only Means i Need Affirm
Whatever Free Will i So Wish to Do in Life

As i May Do Like My Father’s Senior Motto
Said in School And Just Work At A Military
Bowling Center and the Such for A Couple
of Decades Like i Was Part of a ‘Big Lebowski
Movie’ or ‘Cheers’ As the ‘Norm’ of a Big Dance Hall For 6 Years

As My Father’s Class Motto Was “Don’t Do Today What You May

Put Off Tomorrow,” Yet Father Fred’s Identical Twin Ted’s Motto Was
A Different Ted-Talk Altogether As he Chose A Senior Class Quote Motto

Of “I dare do all that may become a man. Who dares do more is none.” From
Shakespeare And “McBeth” Yet True What is IT Really That Makes A Man What

Is it Really

That Makes

A Human Being

Only Name i Wanna

Be Remembered By Is: Love

As The Third Meaning of Katie
Mia Frederick is the Fact That The
First Name is Short For my Wife Katrina
And Mia is Her Middle Name And When i Was

Aghogday in Hell For 66 Months i Just Wanted
To Be The Love of Her And my Mother And Sister Again…

And What’s A Moral oF A STory Here Life May Be As Complicated

As We

it or the
Feeling of
A Four Letter
Word For All that
is DarK Thru LiGHT iN Life…


Doesn’t Matter Size Of Home Find A Room
With A VieW iNSPiRinG DaNCinG SonG oF SoUL

A Greatest Love
Is When You Don’t
FeeL iT And Do It
Now The Kind of
Love my Wife Had
Living With A Shut-in
Zombie For 66 Months
This is the Love
You never
Leave Behind
This the Love
Nails Hung
On Crosses
Heroes only
Known to God
And those they Save..
When We See We All
Are God Patience
Breaths Long…
Life is a Sh8t
With Crazy 8’s..
Hero Real…
That’s my Wife..🙂

If You Come To ‘See’ Enough You Find All Is God’s
Mind Of Love But Only If You Come to ‘See NoW’

If Not For God Within Rewards No One Will Do
Larger Breath In A Smaller Twitter World Eye
Of Needle Camel Now We (i) Come to Fit

Always Feel
Blessed When
i Feel You SMiling🤗

BeCoME A Note
The Song

Be MuSiC
Vibrate Now

Frequencies Energy

Higher Dance And
Sing With SMiLes
Savvy Waves Of






Yes! THere Is An
Entire Spectrum
Beyond Optimist
And Beyond
All Words Now😊🙏

LeSSoN 409 ☺️
Find Someone To Love
Unconditionally With Least
Harm Who Tests Your Every
Limit Reaching This Potential

Other Than That Bright
Beautiful Sunshiny Day
To You Secret Student👩🏽‍🎓


Love Beyond
“Matter Of Things”
☀️ ☀️ ☀️☺️☀️☀️☀️

LoVE ReaL True Unconditional With Least Harm
Becomes Home Among Humanity Still
Reflecting ‘GoD’ ThiS Way For All No Exceptions

Thanks Same
Clear Moon
to You in
Mexico Dear
Doc With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
What Lovely Advice
Your Mother
As True
Love Without
Wisdom and Wisdom

Without Love

Is Often

Less than
A Two-Lane
Road With SMiLes..:)





True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings

Such A Key SucH A Symbol
oF UNiTY Hands Coming
ToGeTHeR NeW iN Left
Right Union Right And
Left Hemispheres Now
of Our Minds Connecting
As Left And Right Feet Do

Embodying A Dance and
Song Of Life Free As Now
So Many Folks Connect Across

Hemispheres of Earth From Below
Latitudes Above Indeed Longitudes Wider

All Globally Whole As Every Neuron of Being
Human And Other Atomic SubParticle Dances

And Sings
This Way
Free The Illusion
is the Separation
The ToGeTHeR The
Dance And Song Free Our Reality
Now With SMiLes Dear Savvy New..:)

SMiLes Dear USA Writes i Will
Surely Relate to a Myth of Orpheus

As Indeed A Dance/Song of my SoUL
Then Still To Come When i Lived Truly
in Hell of Pain and Numb on EartH
Within For
66 Months

Is Indeed What
Allowed me


‘The River
Hades’ Out of the
Underworld And Back Home

Truly Paradise Again Within
to Dance And Sing Free Reborn

Embodying What We Tear Down
As Even Osiris Was/’Is’ Fortunate Enough
To Get Torn To Pieces And Put Back Together

As All the King’s Men And Soldier’s Couldn’t Do
The Trick
or Treat
Either For
When He
Fell Of His Wall too
And Shattered into So Many Pieces
Just Shards of Glass Waiting for Mirror Complete..:)

‘This Place’ IS A ‘Paradise’
More Commonly Literally
Called ‘Hell’ Originally to
Study as An Anthropology

Participant Observer
And EPiC Long Form
Free Verse Poet; Yes,

Just A Perfect

Place For Muse
iN DarK to
Begin Again
iN LiGHT Hehe…

And Probably, the (A) Real
Town, ‘The Joker’ Was Referring
to Then When He Said, “This Town
Needs An Enema,” Haha, They’ve
Only Seen me Dance in Public for
16,653 Miles So Far NoW in Almost
8 Years and 9 Months; Yet They Really

Haven’t Got A ‘Full Load’ of me Yet…

Except For the Individuals, Who Have
Received A 10 Minute or So ‘Fred-Talk’ MONOLoGuE
FULL-IN-PERSON, With A ‘Zillion Words’ Flowing Through
A Cat-6 Hurricane Breeze in Wu Wei Ease for me at Least..;)

Key is We
Fuss over
Us Versus
Them Lends
Difficulties With
Hairless Apes Working

Together Progressively For Change

Change Starts At The Individual Level

However Tribalism
Insists We Continue

An Us VeRSuS Them Tradition

It really Helps to Be Financially
Independent And Able to Generate
One’S Own Happiness Through Autotelic

From Head
to Toe Yes
Love YES!
To Stand Up!
Against the
Crowd! When

Stuff Like Use Bleach!
to Treat A Deadly Pandemic By Ingesting
It Comes As Ignorance Full in A Head of Steam

i For One Am
Not Impressed
By The Authority of Ignorance
if i Am That Will Be Blinding Light

What Comes to
Be A ‘Week End’
Tradition And Such

Where The Addiction
to the Dopamine and
Adrenaline of Anger And Hate
AS Such Becomes A Fix of
Them And
Or Us

Oh We
Oh We

Oh We oh my oh me…

Of Course For Now i Am
Only Watching The Circus While
‘Eve’ Butters the Popcorn As Such…;)

-The (A) ‘Snake’

The Folks Inhabiting The ‘Wrong Planet,’ Discussed
in Detail, “The Major Factor Underlying the Increase
in Rampage Killings,” Back On December 12, 2012,
After The Sandy Hook Elementary School Shooting.

Results in an Informal Poll Then Are As Follows:

Guns. 16%
A New Demographic of Males under the age of 26. 3%
The loss or absence of a Social Role in Society. 27%
Violent Video Games. 4%
Mental Disturbance. 21%
Expiration of the Federal Assault Weapons Ban in 2004. 5%
Other, Please Comment. 24%

In This Case, it Seems That A ‘Perfect Storm’ of Darkness
Comes into Play to Create A Horrific Act of Misanthropy.

It Seems to me As Reports Have Suggested, ‘He’ Was Bullied
For Being Different In His Life; Couldn’t Find A Social Role in Life;

And Just Couldn’t Seem to Fit in Anywhere, With Some Issues That
At Least Seemed Sociopathic and Potentially Psychopathic As Well;

Again, A ‘Perfect Cocktail’ of Darkness Coming into Play; And

Honestly, Anything The Society Does Here to Eliminate

Variables that Make it So Easy for Someone

To Kill Children And Others This Way,

Is Worth Changing;

At Least to
Lessen The Potential
Harm That Continues to Come to Be…

Yet, After The COVID-19 Fiasco and the
Callous Attitudes about Freedoms Over Health

And Safety; Particularly in the Deep Ignorant South
Where i Live; It’s Gonna Take A Lot More Progressive Thinking

AND Voting to Change Anything At All As Florida Closes In
Now to Be On Demand,

A Constitutional
Free For All

Gun Carry
State too;

PeaS in A Pod
of Blind

Missing ‘The
Target’ For Real

Indeed WHere
in Some Cases,
‘Freedoms/Laws’ Harm Thru Kill;

Whether That Be Through
Laws That Don’t Protect the
Right Of Young Women to
Terminate Pregnancies When Violently Raped;

Or Whether We Ignore Safety Measures
in Peaks of Deadly Pandemics; And Make

Free For All Gun Toting A Way of Life

As Might

Makes Right;

As True Where i Live,
The Sheriff Went on TV
And Encouraged Folks to Kill
Intruders Who Might Break An
Entering into a Home to Save the County Money,

Even Providing Lessons For Better Aim;

As ‘They’ Say,

We Become

What We Can And Will
Believe, Consume, And Do…

‘Live by the Sword’, So Forth And So on…

Yawn, i understand the Need for Vulnerable
Folks to Have Protection From Criminals With Guns…

Yet There Must Be Some Rational Guidelines to Save Lives too…


And Safety;

Always A Mix
For Balance We Do At Best…

Yet Where i Live Women’s Rights
to Reproductive Freedoms, Restricting
Any Gun Rights, And Even Protecting Church
Congregants From Their Own Ignorance in Peaks of Deadly
Pandemics Are Basically Considered Sin From The Church Pulpit;


It’s Big Business/Politics/Religion

Where i Live; Yes, Like Texas too…
It’s Hard to Get Folks To Change
‘THeir ReligionS,’

No Matter
How Many
Folks Ignorance
Harms, Rapes,
Maims, and Kills Dead; Yuck.

Wow It Seems the Harry Potter Book Series is as Popular
in India As Anywhere From What i’ve Seen Written About it

Online Dear Akshita Oh Gosh i Read One of the Latest
Harry Potter Books in A Dance in Barnes And Noble

And Hehe

Real Life
Seems more
Magical than
That Book With SMiLes

i Embrace Books Yet No
i Rarely Escape in Them Now

i Rather Write to Embrace Soul
Within Yes

And Leave
Beyond of
Soul Prints Behind..:)

Ignorance, A Human ‘Pandemic’
of Willful ‘Blindness,’ Associated

With Tons of Harming, Raping, Maiming,
And Killing; True NoW As the ‘Ostriches’ in

The Texas Government Continue to

Bury THeir

Heads in the
Sand Praising

Guns, God, And
The Connection to
Church, State, And Get Out and Vote,

Insuring This Pandemic of Human Ignorance

Continues As It Has ThiS Way Through

Recorded Human HiSToRY STiLL NoW;

Prayers of Ignorance EVeNTuALLY



And Again;

Oh God, if Only
Leadership Could
Just Get Their Head

Out of
THeiR Sand…

Or Some How
Feed Wisdom Instead of Lies…

An Only Possible Solution to This
Now Seems Is, If the Silent Majority

Who Wants Solutions Both Speak

Up Together As Us And We

Bonding And Binding

Over LiGHT,


All the
STiLL Coming DarK;

And to Be Clear LiGHT Is Love of Truth
Coming Out of The DarK oF iGNoRaNCE..:)

Life IS A Prayer Dear USA
Writes Yet Not one Copied
Before FoR Me Ever Word
A New Song
Ever Move
A New Dance
DeeP UnCoVeRinG
Within Set Free Every
Inhale of Peace Exhale

Of Love
And Song
Of Just Another

Soul Breathing Free

Touching You Today☺️🙌❤️

Hehe in Short If i Had
Instructions to Dance

And Sing Now
No Free
Song of
Soul to BRinG NeW🎼

Pleasure Always
Dear Chaymaa
Family And
Precious Love☺️🙌

True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings

SMiLes Vrunda A Best Thing About Free Dance
And Life In General Free Verse is ‘Triple Jumps’ Are
Not Required Some Days Floating is More than Enough
When All
Is Delicious
Essence of
Flow Within
For True
May not
Hear the Music
of Heaven One’s Feet BRinG..
True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings…🙂

LeSSoN 261
Touch the
Green Be
The Spring🌴

Ocean Waves Meet ShoreS oNe mY
Religion CoMes In Natural Waves
True iN LiGHT Waves ARe aLWaYS

USA Writes
Is Love Sadly
Not Are Equally
Blessed or Come to Love
Yet Some Still Are Kind
For No Other Reason
Than A Moral Code
Now Built As Bricks
And Mortar From Birth
Indeed Even Religion Too
Serves A Purpose of Love
No Human Surprise Either
For Buildings And Chalices
Without Blood of LoVE NoW Still RiSinG..🙂

In Practice
Indeed Savvy
Loving Beauty
Now Reflecting
God Singing
Art Deep
New Within
Dancing Nature
Soul Freeing Seeing Now
God Whole Complete Being Am i..🙂

Truly Mature Christmas Trees Staying Up Have
Endless Strings New Coloring Lights to Give Share

Care Heal All With Least Harm

If Ya Can If Ya Will If Ya Do Don’t Take Your Christmas
Tree Down Or Wait For Someone Else Coloring You New

SMiLes Dear Rue
No Long Winds of Free
Verse Today Just i Miss
You And Hope You are
Doing Okay,

Love, Fred

Such A Key SucH A Symbol
oF UNiTY Hands Coming
ToGeTHeR NeW iN Left
Right Union Right And
Left Hemispheres Now
of Our Minds Connecting
As Left And Right Feet Do

Embodying A Dance and
Song Of Life Free As Now
So Many Folks Connect Across

Hemispheres of Earth From Below
Latitudes Above Indeed Longitudes Wider

All Globally Whole As Every Neuron of Being
Human And Other Atomic SubParticle Dances

And Sings
This Way
Free The Illusion
is the Separation
The ToGeTHeR The
Dance And Song Free Our Reality
Now With SMiLes Dear Savvy New..:)

True When We Trust Our Feet
Wellsprings Above Halo Wings





No Matter What ‘They’ Do
Love Continues to FLY ALiVE
Nah Ya Won’t Remove These Wings

SMiLes Dear Cindy Beautiful
Poem in Support of LiFE DarK

Thru LiGHT NeW NoW

When All Becomes
A Dancing Singing
Poetry Prompt For

All Experiences of Breathing

What is Left to Do Yet Color
Life With

in Every
Still To Come
So Free Deep
in Embodiment
of Soul Mind and Body Whole..:)

SMiles Dear
Ruchi Honor
Is All Mine Yes
With Joy Now
To Be A FRiEnD


SMiLes Dear Savvy
Nature Always Loving

Us Just Waiting For Us
to Return As Love For All


SMiLes Now…

A Lovely Rainy
Day Of Life it is
Here Now Lightening
And Thunder Providing

Enough Dance And Song in Skies

BREaTHE Free..:)

A SMiLE Genuine
Sincere And True
Among Humans

Is Free Love
Without Fear

Forever Now
A Hint of What
Happens When We
Wire Ourselves Always Now This
Way Indeed Eternal Heaven New

Dear Chaymaa
NoW A Tree With
Never Ending
New Colors of
LiGHT iN Leaves
RiSinG FaLLinG Love
SaME DarK Thru LiGHT

Love’s Life..:)

Nostalgia of School
Dear Ruchi Yet Even More so the
Beauty of Human Connections Now
How We All Move And Create With

Each Other
At Best Free New
in Life to Be Who
We aRe Most Whether

That is the School And Career Minded
Man And Or Woman Or The Hands of


Love Who
Only Wishes
to Support Her
Children With Love
And A Husband The Same

Yet in my Case A Wife Who Focuses
Almost Totally on Loving me as Her Mission

in Life as That is What Her Mother Taught

Her Most Feeding And Taking Care Still of
A Husband Bringing Her True Love And Support

And Indeed She’ll Never Have to Worry About Money
And Things in Her Life it Almost Killed Me to Grant

Her That

Yet i Did
What i Had
to Do Then

And Now is Forever
For Love For All of
Who i Meet And Greet

In Life Gift A Mother Brings
to me Sister and Wife True As Well

Putting People First And the Power And
Force of Love Without Fear is What Seems

Most Lost
i Live So Happy
To See People First
And Love Thrives Still

First in Your Life With All the
Challenges of School, Work, And
Or Family For You to Love That Comes Next

You Are Truly A Delightful Young Woman So
Glad i Crossed Your Path in A Distant Land

Yet So Close to Be Human…

i Never Had A Daughter
And Only One Son Who
Only Lived 51 Days and

Passed Away

Surely if We Had
A Daughter i Would
Hope Like Yours A HeART
SPiRiT And SoUL Would
Be Very Much Like What
Comes Through Your Words
As Free Song of Your Soul With SMiLes

of Putting
Human Beings First..:)

SMiles Beauty
Adornment is
With SMiLes

Love Blesses
You Best ThiS Way🙏

SMiles Dear Ruchi
THere is No Distance,
Space, Time, or Even
“Matter Of Things”
Tween True
And Real
With SMiles☺️❤️

In This Journey of
FRiEndS i Continually
Search For What

Pleases You
Most Hehe
Now That
i Realize it
Is Snacks
An Unlimited

Variety i Will
Bring For You To

Try And Potentially


Sadly In Politics And Even Religion
‘Sociopathy’ is Becoming the ‘Norm’

In How We Even

Come to View

The Valuable

Assets Most
of the Village
Our Children Second And Guns First
(Oh Lord How Human Resources
Continue to Fall to the Bottom of
The To Do Lists Of Life NoW iNDeeD)

And True Our Precious Elders too as

At Church in the Peak of A Deadly Pandemic

All Enforced Protective Measures Were Removed

From the Audience At Hand to Protect Them From


From the
Yes Same
Speaking Folks
Who Put Guns
Before Children

And Put Incestuous
Rapists Before the Rights
of A Little Girl to Terminate
Forced Breeding Upon Her as
in Religions of Old and Still of New

In Bed With State and Politics Darkly

Yet You See NoW as Long as the Silent
Majority Against This Does Not Speak LOUDLY (VOTE!)

Up AGAINST IT and As Long As Folks Are Afraid Someone’s

Feathers Will Be Ruffled By Dancing And Singing Truth Now

in Light
Will Continue
Growing to Be the Norm
As that Again Applies to
Harming, Raping, Maiming
And Killing Among the Most

Vulnerable Young And Old Indeed

Yet of Course Whatever Becomes the
Societal Norm is Not Technically assessed As
Sociopathy Whether It is Believing in A Doctor Jekyll And
Mister Hyde Man God Who Turns the Other Cheek All Merciful
Forgiving And Loving Enemies Same As Dear Loved Ones Yet By the
End of the Same Beatitudes Chapter Not Only ‘Shoots Up an Elementary

School’ Yet Burns
Once Loyal Sheep
Forever As ‘They’ Called ‘Goats’
Still Fail to Feed And Clothe the

Homeless Person on the Street

Not Realizing That it may be the Homeless
Person on the Street Who Feels Heaven Within
As i’ve Met A Few Totally Satisfied Under Bridges this

Way With Little Food and Few Clothes Just Each Other
to Hold Hands With on a Sunny Day on A Beach ThiS Way

Yet Very Rarely Does Someone Ever Take the Effort to Get to Know
Someone These Days A Stranger in Our Midst ThiS Way Other than

A Dime’ As Such

(Perhaps an Empty
Like or Follow, Hehe)

Anyway the Point is
For Those Who Live With

Con-Social Emotions the Most
They Are The Ones Who May Need the
Most Understanding to How They Came/Come

To Be in Such a Hell in Life Where Pain Becomes
Pleasure And Misery And Suffering Becomes Their Best


IN Life in
to Fear, Anger, And Hate

With All the Really Not So Hard
To Understand Pleasure THAT Actually
Brings to them Perhaps Devoid of the
Warmth of Oxytocin Love that Heals
Anxiety and Pain Yet Still The Same

Old God Damn


Fix of
And Dopamine

Where Warmth of
Pro-Social Union is
No Longer At Hand

Yet Again Science Shows
That A Life Spent in Mechanical
Cognition Drains Our Ability For
Social Empathic Cognition Away

As Increasingly The Terminator and
Matrix Minion Movie Prophecies Come True Again

And Even in the Case of Pro-Social Emotions of Warmth
When Folks Bond Over a Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde God Man

It Should
Be Rather
Easy to See
How So Many
Folks Become Mister Hyde Indeed

Sacred Cows Continue to Harm Reality

We All Consume Each Other It’s Nature’s Way
Least We
Will Do is Respect Each Other on This Ride

And As Human
Even Let
And Love
Exhale Our Breath..:)

-No one in Particular…

~Just A Cheshire Cat Smile New
Who Never Goes Away Now, hehe..;)

SMiles Dear
Sohair Totally
Agree Thanks
For Opening
Your Comments
Back Up Always

Be Inspired
By You☺️🌹🙏

Don’t Fool Yourself Humans Making
Faux God’s Clothed As Words Nature
Balance Master Always Comply Or Go Away

LeSSoN 262
Nature’s Breath
Balance Find It
Thrive ALiVE NoW

Welcome to New Ages Coming Sooner Than
You May Feel To A Theater Very Close to You

i’ve Seen This Age CLOSE-UP IT Exists NoW

SMiles Dear Sohair
for me at least i Follow
No Human Now Or

i Just Breathe
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love

my Best
To Say Yes
Dear When

Katrina Asks
For Yes From
me other Than
That i Enjoy Poetry

Is Genuine
And Sincere No
Matter if it Comes
From Bibles Or Poets
Like Rumi And Whitman

i Look
Within to
Discern What
Is Sincere Genuine

To Breathe
How i Do Life Free🌹☺️

In Other World (Word) News
It’s May 26th, 2022 For me
And The Anniversary Date
of 2 And 3 EPiC LonG Form

Bible Poems Yes “FB Profile
Pic Bible” 5 YearS Old Celebrating
Vol 2022 Of That Effort All 6.4 MiLLioN Words
Still Coming A MacroVerse With All the Facebook
Profile Thumbnails Around A Couple of Thousand or
So in Series Illustrating the Ongoing EPiC LonG Form
Poem Bible Story With 8,000 Or So Words on Average in the

Description Areas of
Each Profile Pic Still
Arising Somewhere
Around 16 MiLLioN Words
or So for the Entire Year
Housed Still on FB Now
As What’s Come to Be
An Annual Celebration
2018, 2019, 2020, 2021,
And Yes Now 2022 Too

And Nah, True That’s Not All
As Today May 26th, 2022, “Nether Land
Bible” 8 MiLLioN WordS Old Also Celebrates
A 6th Birthday Now Too And True Although

The Titled Bible “PHI Bible” Also Subchapter of
Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Mother and Father
Of All These Subchapter Bible Poems “SonG oF mY SoUL”
10.5 MiLLioN Words in 105 Months of Effort Yes “PHI
Bible” By Only Synchronicity in Acasual Connecting
Principle Psychologically Meaningful to me Arrived
in on May 26th, 2017, at 1.618 MiLLioN Words of
Effort in Precisely 365 Days As the EPiC Long
Form Poem Was Named Well Earlier Before
it Reached A Number of 1.618 That is
Not only 1.618 MiLLioN Words Yet
the PHI Ratio Golden Mean
Number of 1.618 As Well
too Rounded Off Hehe
By Decimal Place
Of Course Any
Way What Are the
Chances that Anyone
Could Even Complete a 1.618
MiLLioN Word Longest EPiC Long
Form Bible Poem Twice the Size of the Old
King James Sized Effort in Precisely one Year
Well It’s True i’ve been Completing EPiC Other
Subchapter Long Form Poem Bibles From Memorial
Day Weekend Until the End of the Year in 7 Months for
Grand Cross Bibles 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, and
2021 too all Close to 800,000 Words And As Great in
Size of the King James Sized Effort in 7 Months
As True There is One More Too As Yes the
“Mahābhārata” Technically Used to be
The Longest EPiC Long Form
Poem at 1.8 MiLLioN Words
By Centuries of Effort in
India and Innumerable
Authors Then too
Yet It’s True in
13.6 Months on
July 19th of 2017 too
That Subtitled Subchapter

of “SoNG of My SoUL” Named
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
Did Come Again as By Then “SonG oF mY SoUL” Was
Already Over Three MiLLioN Words Since The Beginning
Of this Whole EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Show “SonG
oF my SouL” Yes 10.5 MiLLioN Words Now in 105 Months
Of Overall Effort Yet Again my Fastest Effort to Surpass
1.8 MiLLioN Words Was in that 13.6 Months of Effort
Since Memorial Day of 2016 After i Just Finished
Another Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Blog
Post Titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3” All
338,630 Words Posted at the End
of April 2016 Yep All in One
Blog Post then Just

To Warm Up for All
12 Titled EPiC Long
Form Poems Titled Larger
Than the Old King James
Size Effort Now in 105 Months New

And Yes While There Are 7 Titled New
Testaments too Also Greater Than the Size
of that “Old New Testament” too There is an
8th Ongoing Subtitled New Testament Casually
Named “Depth of The Story” As Just A Solo Thread
on the “Wrong Planet” Website too Now Closing in on
1.6 MiLLioN Words Soon in 21 Months of Effort Since
August 19th, 2020 As In the Next Couple of Months or
So it Too in One Solo Thread So Far of Just 47 Pages
Will Then Reach Over the Size of the ‘Mahābhārata’
In That One Solo Thread on the “Wrong Planet”
A Place Where Folks Verbally at Least
Insisted i Didn’t Make Sense as
They Did Their Best to Kick
me off Their Island Yet
i Kept Coming back
And Yes Close to
103 Thousand
Views on the Site
Now Belies What the
Folks Said Was Worth
Nothing There in Terms of Views…

Here’s the Deal It’s Not About Proving
the Naysayers Wrong it’s Holding True to
Who You Are And Just Never Ever Giving Up

As Yes This Love is Still ALiVE and Breathing me Now For Real…

The Child Once Non-Verbal Until 4 Years Old Surely Not Only
Speaks Yet Dances And Sings too as May 26th, 2022, Is Also
the 105th Month Anniversary of Public Dancing Now Up to
16,666 Miles As True That is What the Real Life Audience
Still Calls A Real Life Non-Avatar Living Legend Effort
Now Still Ongoing As i Am Less Than 8,000 Miles Away
Of Traveling Around the Distance of the Global Equator
Floating Spiraling in Autotelic Flow of Ease
in Moving Meditation of Free Dance on
Terrestrial Land More Specifically
Store Floors As Thank Goodness

Walmart Renovated to Really
Smooth Floors As i used
to Go through A Pair of
Nike Athletic Shox
Shoes Every 3 Months
Yet With This Much Practice
of Balance FRiEnDS With Gravity
As the Butcher’s Blade in Wu Wei
Effortless Ease In Skill of Cutting
Meat Stays Sharp So Does my Soul of
Balance And the Soles of my Nike Athletic
Shox Shoes Now in Over 9 Months of Public Dancing

Yes With the
Same Pair of
Shoes Hehe
Such A Savings
In ‘Shoe Rental’ too HAha

Yeah i Also Do Free Verse Nude
Poetry and PG Rated Art That Way
Too Yet That is Another Other More
Appropriate Allowed Community Effort
Where Legal of Course and Still Tender Enough
Reaching 62 Years of Age on June 6th As This

Is One
Great Work
of Art in Terms
of John 14:12 And
Luke 17:21 For Real
For That Metaphor
That Extends out to
Satori and Samahdi
And Prana And Chi
And Kundalini Rising
Yoga and Tao And the Such

In Unlimited Other Metaphors
for this Autotelic Flow Of Moving
And Singing Writing Meditation Does Go On

As Yes This
Gratitude in
Love of Life Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
iN Art Exists For A While Longer in Gratitude
For Real At Least in the Fossil Record Online
In More Places Than Anyone May Possibly


Away Yet
Still Present
Alive in Avatar Ways True

In A Place Now With No Sun,
Moon, Distance, Time, or Space
Not even A “Matter of Things” Yet
SPiRiT Within Yes HeART YeS SoUL Uploading

Now of

Real Online…
Yes With Around
130,000 Photos or so
i Took And 10,000 or So
YouTube Videos Through
The History of Music i Chose
to Accompany All of the “SonG oF mY SoUL” True too…

Of Course Way too Much For Most Folks to Even Wrap
Their Minds Around Yet An All You May Eat Buffet of me

Water into Love For Real
These Words my Bread of Soul..:)


A Devil’s Advocate Can
And Will Be a FRiEnD
While The Devil
May be Found
In DeTails
Easter NoW
Is in the Eggs
D’eviled Eggs
Can And Will be
DeLightFul Yes
Even Without Friends
One Can And Will Play with
Words And other Symbols…

No Matter What ‘They’ Do
Love Continues to FLY ALiVE
Nah Ya Won’t Remove These Wings






Hehe Dear
Cindy Peter
Pan Has No
Reason Or
Or Meter
To Fly He
And Or She

SenSinG SPiRiT
Winds NoW Within

To Fly
With SMiles☺️🏝🧚‍♂️

Balancing Force
of Life BRinGinG Peace
Absence of Fear Loving
Foundation of Strength And

Will For All
That We
And Power
Of All For Giving

Thanks Giving Love Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend to You Dear


Mercy Understanding
Faith And Hope Empathy
And Compassion Believing


Icing on
A Humming
Bird Cake of


Thru LiGHT..:)

Pleasure Dear
Yam Thanks so
Much For Your
Inspiring Poem☺️🏝🙌

SMiles Dear Sohair
We Become What
We Consume

Is Placed First
Yes The Rewards
Are Beyond Price

Least Harm

Hehe, Dear Sohair Our Wedding
Was on the River Boardwalk WHere
i Grew Up DownTown A Notary of the
Public A Friend of the Family Performed

The Service For Free
Followed By a Free
Wedding Reception
At my Place of
Then a
Center Sponsored
By the League Bowlers there

It Cost All of Zero Dollars i Have
Relatives With Weddings that Cost
Tens of Thousands of Dollars That

Lasted All of
One Year

of Course
i Don’t Own
A Pair of Long Pants
Since Winter of 2013

Everywhere i Go i Wear Clothes
That Cost Altogether Close
to Twenty Bucks Yep Just A
Shirt and Some Shorts Mostly
Bought Cheapest on the Dime

Yep Hehe i Am A Cheap Skate Yet
i Roll With Wheels of Love the Best
i Can And Will With SMiLes So Fortunate
i am to Marry Katrina Who Grew up Poor Like

me as What We
HaVE iN Common
is Folks Who Had
Big Weddings At The
Big Churches Here Spit on
me And Her me For Smiling
And Her For Being Poor Interestingly

We Are Still Young At Loving Soul And Some
Folks Say it Shows

With SMiLes
Same Home
Always Same
Car For Decades
if i Have my Way
Same Wife of Course
for a Lifetime And Same
Love Always Priceless For
All with Least Harm mY FRiEnD…
Key to ALL oF iT

Love Opens
All Doors
And Keeps
Them Open True…

The Place WHere i Grew up Then
on the River Bank Was Turned into
A Local Park on the River Celebrating
Events During the Year With Bands And


i Didn’t
Even Have
to Ask Anyone
to Do That to

Where i
Raised DownTown

Like i Dance And Sing
Love Opens All Doors
And Keeps Them Open Indeed..:)

Balancing Force
of Life BRinGinG Peace
Absence of Fear Loving
Foundation of Strength And

Will For All
That We
And Power
Of All For Giving

Thanks Giving Love Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend to You Dear


Mercy Understanding
Faith And Hope Empathy
And Compassion Believing


Icing on
A Humming
Bird Cake of


Thru LiGHT..:)

Side Note: i KNoW
Not What i Do Yet This Feeling
NoW So Much JoY iN Effortless Ease

SMiLes Dear Cindy
Somehow All my
Drawers Come
Filled With
White i Do
Believe A
Laundry Fairy
Lives At Home
Noticing All the Clean
Dishes and Glasses in
The Cupboards Yes And

Stocked With
Enough Food
And Supplies for

A Nuclear Disaster
Hehe No Ordinary Fairy
Must Be ‘Wendy’ As Every

Once in A While

i Contact ‘Tinker Bell’ too

Never The Less

Peter Pan
Rarely Lifts
A Finger

it is to Type
Singing Floating
On Terrestrial Land of Dance

And Make No Mistake Every Once
in A While i Visit Lost Men And Try
to Bring Them Home Again A Place
Where They May Enjoy The Company
of Another Wendy And Tinker Bells too HAha…

True i Have
Emjoi’s too
Yes ACTuALLy For Real
Thanks For Your Creative Colors too..:)

Congrats Dear Doc
For Your Anniversary
Quitting Smoking
Now For 22 Years!
Indeed As ‘They’
Dance And Sing
With SMiLes
Heals Thyself..:)

Beauty is the Touch
Who Heals Dear Yam
Smiles Leaves That Feed
Trees Falling to
Fertilize Soils
Green to
CoLoRinG Leaves
FLoWeRS Summering
Falling Rebirthing Winter
Soils For Spring Again
True How Do We Lose
ThiS ETernal Life Now
This Beauty Spiraling
Love For Life Old
And New Thru
DarK and
Is Believing
Love is Feeling
And Doing More Than
Forgetting All the Life Beauty Brings Free
Thanks For Your Inspiring Beautiful Poem Dear Yam
Beauty Free
Separation From ‘State’..:)

Sun Arriving New
Cloud’s Pleasure
Raining Life Yes
Green Colorful
With SMiles🙏


Cake or

All Five

i Forgot
It’s not

June 6th
Yet Yes Now
my Expectations

Bird Cake Dear🙏

SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Like my Wife
And Sister Always Here for me Now

SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Who Are There for me
Far Away in Reply With No Fail And Smiles

For me Always in Gifts of Caring Soul

SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Who Perhaps Return
What i Give A Third Or So in Their Busy Lives

SMiLes Dear USA Writes How Fortunate
i Am i Have FRiEnDS Who i Regularly
Bless With Good Wishes And Hopes
For Them For All They Love

And Maybe i Hear From
Them Twice A Year
Yet the Amazing
Part is How
They Thank
me And
Even Say
They Adore
me For Always
Being There For Them

And Then There Are FRiEnDS
i Regularly Greet That i May Hear
From Years Between Yet Again They
Always Thank me For Being there For Them…

i Lived For Decades Nose to the Grinding Stone
of Work the Wash And Rinse And Dry Cycles of
Life Just Never Ending Where Seriously i Had
Dreams That Tried to Remind me i Still Had A

A Real
Life At Home

i Forgot The Flowers Even
Existed until my Wife Was
in the Hospital During A Life
Threatening Labor and Birth
of A Child Who Lived 51 Days

Coming Home While She Was
in the Hospital For a little While
at Least i Noticed the Flowers Again

My Mother Always Had Christmas Cards
Across Her Book Case in Her Little Apartment
i Wondered How She Kept Connections That Way

With People All Those Years Yet i Just Didn’t Have
Within What Drove Her to Give That Way No Matter

Who Returned

Her Calls

In Life

It Took 66 Months of Pain
And Numb To Escape A ‘Zillion’
And One Other THINGS in School/Work
Life Other Than Putting People First

in my Life
To Return
to my

of Love
Within the
Little Boy my
Mother Said
in the Way She
Sang Every Word
Of Life With Love As
She Sang i had Open
Arms For Every Stranger
When So Small Without Any
Words Until Age 4 Then It’s True

Dear USA Writes ‘Modernity’ ‘These
Days’ Will Erase Our HeARTS Our
SPiRiTS And Our SoULS From Even

A Memory
If We Were Ever
Really Human At all…

It took me 66 Months
of Hell To Return to A Child
of Truly Life and Love Again…

All i Know, Feel, And Sense is Change

is A Greatest
Gift and Curse

Yet At Least Change
Is Possible For A
Greatest Gift (Love)

Returning Again That is True and Real And Touches
Others Without Fear As the River Continues to Flow

As the Wind Continues to Blow Where Dams Break

And Old
Buildings Fall Down

And Somehow We Rise Again…

When The Giving Become the
Receiving When the Thanks
Giving Becomes the For Giving

Truly It Seems Now With SMiLes
THeRE iS Only One Way Up New..:)



Hehe Vrunda
Best Conversation
Starter Is Listening 👂 😊

Story Book Character
JeSuS onLY LiVeS iN LoVE
Any Other JeSuS IS JusT DeaD NoW

The Big
Bang still
Makes MuSiC
For What That’s Worth

i HeaR HEaVeN Allnow…

Others Hear A Song of Nihl.

A Bottom LiNE NOTE NoW iS YeS
MuSiC WiLL And Does Drive Human Will

INDeeD Deep Within mY SoUL mY SPiRiT

mY HeART Transforming Always Now

NeW iNto Sacred Holy Divine MuSiC
Of Course Unleashing Releasing in
Dancing Singing Free SPiRiT Wind Coming


Notes of
the Divine
As MuSiC Breathes God
This Living Human Tree
As Birds Sing And Fly in Ease

God NeVeR Gives God’s
LiFe Always ReTurNS LoVENoW
When/WHere God is Art oF LoVENoW

MusE IS A Gift ALWaYS in Reach
Out of Touch Close Enough
FaR AwaY iNSPiRinG Art of You ALWaYS NoW

SMiLes.. Friend
In this World so
Many Find Cold
Art Warms Soul
In All Ways
Art Touches
Us We Art
Truly For All..🙂

SMiles Savvy Listening To Silent
Voice of SouL HeART
Feels SPiRiT Speaks




Wind Sees Breathes🙏

Sadly Dear Chaymaa
There Are Now Entire
Varied Communities
Addicted to the Adrenaline
And Dopamine That Anger and

Hate Does Bring

Living More A Life With
Each Other of Con-Social

Emotions Than Pro-Social
Emotions that Color Life Love For Real

Indeed Anger Serves A Purpose to Fight
And Survive When Necessary Yet Indeed

Illusory Fears
And The Anger
That Proceeds
Only Fester in Hate
And Sadly For Many
Becomes a Life-Long
Addiction in

Key is
Does the
Turn Life
SHades of
Grey to BLacK Abyss

Or Do The Emotions
Related to Love So Far Away
From Fear, Anger, And Hate

Rather in
Peace Bring
Every Inhale
As Peace Exhale
As Love For All to
Give, Share, Care, And Heal
For Real With Least Harm

Two Places
To Go
One Place
Now to Staycation
For me With SMiLes..:)

i Watched About Half ‘the Video’ And Surely Could
Relate to the Reciprocal Social Communication Difficulties the Young
Man Experienced in School; And Yes, Most Definitely For me Even More So

With Gross
And Fine
Motor Coordination;

Actually, Specifically,
A Criterion in Gillberg Criteria
For Asperger’s Syndrome, Along
With in my Case, A Hyperlexic Language
Delay until 4 And Problems Stuttering And

Coordinating Output of Language to Keep Up with my Mind;
Same As ‘Prescription’ Hand Writing Keeping Up with my Mind too….

Typing is Easier this Way; A Whole Lot Comes Out Yet Really Even
At 130 WPM Totally Focused, There is Still Some Catch-Up to Do in

Flow this
Way; Yes, Totally
Hyper-Laser Focused

In A Meditative Way, No
Different Than the Free
Dance i Do in Meditation too;

What i Couldn’t Do When
i Was Younger as i Barely
Cracked A Book to Read in School;
Mostly Relying on The Auditory And
Visual Laser Focus of Lectures in School;
Yawn, Staying Close to the Top of the Class
With 3 Degrees, Never the Less, Never Really

Meeting Any Real Creative Potential in Life Except
in A Couple of Spurts in Middle School and A Philosophy Class in College;

HAha, What i could also Identify With, What the Young Man Said is How Much
‘The Buttocks’ Will Mean For a Woman For ‘Base Physical Attraction’ As Back
When i Was A Runner, It Was Grabbed More Than Once in Bars And That Was

Before my Wife
Even Said i Moved
From Flat Buttocks
to More of A Bubble
Butt During 16,666 Miles
of Public Dancing Now in 105 Months;

It’s True, Only Recently my Wife Actually Caught
A Young Woman Taking A Photo of my Butt Close
Up When i Was Turned The Other Way At Walmart;

Yet of Course, Considering the Metro Audience Has
Determined i’m Both Famous and Living Legend, Well Documented
Still Now in A Viral Video With Close to 90 Thousand Views and 1300
Comments From the Metro Area; Sure That Goes With That Territory
Along With Over 2000 Photos With the Most Beautiful Young Women

in This Beach
Town Area
6 Years Dancing
on ‘College Night’ With Them’ Yet

In My 20’s, i Was Mostly A Wallflower

Waiting For them to Come to me Rather
Than Doing the Solo Thing And Then A Whole

Lot of Beautiful Women Coming my Way Without Fail
With Smiles Ear to Ear in Ecstatic Joy of Dance; However,

They Only Knew me By My Non-Verbal Communication
in A Solo Fearless Dance Without Fail; Hehe, They Probably

Would Have
And Totally
Zoned Out with
a ‘Fred-Talk’ Like This

And True the Dude on the
Video Did Kinda Go on and
on and on too About His Special Interests too…

Anyway, Here’s the Thing; Human Beings Have Incredible
Untapped Potentials With Enough Environmental Challenge

As Adaption Comes With
Struggle or Not Now;

EPiGeNeTiC AS Such;

AT AGE 13, ALL 5 FOOT 10



Well, Again, Considering That the Peers Then At School Spit on me for
Even Trying to Smile; and Continually Let me Know i Really Didn’t Deserve

To Exist
As That’s
A Whole Lot
Easier to Believe
As A Photo Says So
Much More Then Than

A 242 Pound Dude Now
Who Still Has Women Following
Him Around Town as the Dancing
Man Still and Senior Citizen Hehe…

Epigenetic Effects Are What’s For
Breakfast, Lunch, And Dinner ACross

The Lifespan; Some Do the Talk and

Other Folks Do The Dance of Change;

And Lord Knows my So-Called Ascension
And Transcendence Had Nothing to Do With

Meeting Societal Norms; And Everything to Do

With Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete;

Additionally, my First Love at 18, And my
Current Love Who is 52 Have One Thing

In Common;

Haha, They
Could Still
Be Mistaken For Sisters;

And Not Likely Mother and Daughter

With Of Course Similar Reactions From
Others As Both Wearing No Make-Up

Almost ‘Supernormally’ Beautiful With a Perfect Figure…

My First Love Called me Her Macho Man And Said i Should
be A Captain of A Ship; My Current Wife Called me the Nicest

Man She Ever


And it is
the Second
Relationship that
Still Lasts; Relationships

Based on Attraction May
Be Temporary at Most;

Relationships Based

On HeART Are
Still The Ones

That/Who Last
No Matter What;

i Didn’t Hear Any
Evidence of that Propensity
in The Video of the Young Man
Shared; He still Has a long Way

To Go, To Ever Find Love that Lasts
With His Current Material Reductionist
Superficial Attitude About Relationships;

Same as the Rest of The So-Called Incel Communities
Hooked on Porn; If You Really Want to Touch Women in

Every Way; You

Touch Her HeART;

And When You ‘Touch’ Her

SoUL Her SPiRiT Through
A Dance or Through A Song

She Will Never Forget Your ‘Touch’…

Not Seeing Any Ascension in the Video;
Just Stale Adherence to The Way of ‘That World’
Empty and Cold…

i’m Glad

i Could Never
Fit in to the Way
of That World; i’m
Thrilled That i Created
my Own World That Works So Well
For me Without GIVING ONE GOD

The Benefit

of Being

The One
No One Wants
Around; Finding Your

Own Paths and Being So
Truly Successful Within, ‘Normies’
Ain’t Even Got A Clue Where You Are…

Thank God i Was God Damned Weird;

And Thank
God i Am Still,

Hehe, Even if i Do
Look Like i Could Hit
Homeruns on the First
Baptist Soft Ball team
Now As A Senior Citizen, HAha;

Yeah, It’s True That’s All it Takes
to Really Fit in, in ‘Trump Town USA’…

That And the Magic Password ‘Jesus’;

Just Say That Word And You’ve Got Best Friends
Forever Here…

Yet Act With
Love For All

With Least Harm
And See How Distant
They Will All Still Come to Be…

“i’ve Already Been to the Valley,
Same Height as the Mountain Now;

They Ain’t Even Got Off THeir Porch.”

My Step-Mother Advised me to Never Believe
That Women Will Meet Your Expectations of What

You See in Porn Magazines; Yet Without Make-Up,

Both my First
Love And
Wife Now

Still Prove
Her Theory Wrong…


Yawn, All My High-School
Crushes Were ON Nerd Girls
From the ‘Beta Club’ For Nerds;

i Would Have Been As Happy Being
Married to Them As The ‘Super Models’
Who Eventually Came Attached to me Next…

Love Trumps
All When You
Are Really

of Touching
A Woman’s HeART,
SPiRiT, And SoUL;

It Doesn’t Matter
Who You Are Or What
You Look Like Either;

Or even if they’ve

Never Seen you at all…

The ‘Color of Water’ is Love
When Real;

Clear to
See and Be;

i Still Go Places
Now Cause i
Adapted to
Struggle and Changed

That Many folks Still
Can’t Even Dream of Now;

And Making Any Additional
Money or Buying Stuff Has
Nothing to Do With it At All;

As Through over 2000 Ecstatic
Joyous Smiles With the Most Beautiful
Young College Age Women in my Area,

i Never Had
A Dime in
my Pocket

or A Drink to Buy for them;

On the Other Hand, i Received
A Few i Turned Down Along With Literal Wishes
to Marry me For Only A Fearless Solo Dance then

Again at Close to 60 Years-Old;

Chances Are
With A Full
Hehe Not So Much…

Actually in Some Ways
i Was Less Taxing to my
Wife when i Rarely Said a
Word through the First Couple
of Decades in our Marriage then…




Sitting Around Complaining
Enjoying Misery Loves
Suffering With
Other Folks

Is Surely
A way
to Stagnate
And Verily Rot;

Been There and Done that too…

The Appeal of Online Incel Communities
To Anyone is Obviously Misery Loves Suffering
And A Big Helping of Addiction to the Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals That A Community of Anger And Hate Provide;

Really Not Much
Different than
The Hell
Churches From
Around my Local Area too;

Yet Just Remember the Magic
Password Jesus and Look Like
You Can Hit a Home Run on the
First Baptist Softball Team With Your

Shut And

You Automatically
Become Part of the
Toxic Patriarchy Team…

Indeed, IT Proves More
Toxic Every God Damned American Day…

Other than That Happy Memorial Day to ALL; Still
Coming/Going; “Get Out and Buy A Gun,” Still An ‘American JeSuS’ Way…

Yawn, i Can’t Tow A Car Without A Tow-Truck;

Yawn, Although i Do Leg Press Up to 3 Quarters of a Ton
Now; Yet Still, i Can’t Tow A Car Without A Tow-Truck.

Several Countries Have Already Reduced Mass
Shootings to Almost Zero By Eliminating

The Tools

That Are Used

To ‘Tow the Car’;

And to Be Clear That’s Just a Metaphor;

And to Be Clear, Because i Can And Do Leg
Press Up to 3 Quarters of A Ton AKA 1520 Pounds
And Am A Well Trained Martial Artist Who Carries my Self

With Zero Fear;

i Don’t Feel a Need
to Carry a ‘Concealed Weapon’;

Nope, i Don’t Even Feel A Need
to Use A Martial Arts KicK NoW

As in Most Cases Now It is Those
Who ‘Carry Themselves in Vulnerable
Ways’ Who Are Attacked in ‘The Street’.

i See The Value in Guns to Defend Life;
For Those Who Feel Vulnerable in Need.

i See the Reality That Without Weapons
of Mass Death, There WILL Be Less Death

By Those Tools;

As Let’s Face
IT That ‘Vulnerable
Little Boy’ Would Have
Likely Been Overpowered
By Two Female Teachers Without A Weapon;

Particularly, A Gun of Mass Death; We Have
A Gun Culture; We Have A Gun Culture that Practically
Worships Guns Of Mass Death; What This Lends Is More

of A Propensity

For Mass Death by Shootings;
Other Countries That Don’t Have
Their Heads Up their Butts Have Found


at Least
For Specifically
Mass Shootings
And Mass Death This Way;

Yet, You Don’t Change the Big
C Easy; Particularly in a Country of ‘Spoiled Brat Leaders’…

The Realistic Solutions We Have That Might Have A Chance
of Passing in Our So-Called Representative Democracy Are
the Universal Back-Ground Checks That 90 Percent of the

Country Are Behind;

‘Red Flag Laws’ Have
A Chance in ‘Hell’ of
Passing too; Not Much of
A Chance; Never the Less a Chance;

Yet Probably Not As Much of A Chance
As the 1 in 5 Mass Shootings That the FBI
Also Associates With the Concerning Factor

of Violent Video Games.

‘You’ Do What You Can; Yet Keeping
Heads Stuck Up Butts and Doing Nothing,


i Fell ‘Victim’ to Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia, The Literal Suicide Disease
From Wake to Sleep, No Drug Would Touch
For 66 Months; If i Had a Gun Then, And i Was
Strong Enough to Use It, And i Knew How to Use it,

i Would NOT Be Here Now; So, Instead, i Became
Fearless and Strong

Enough to
Be Naked,
Enough, Whole,
And Complete ENOUGH

to Not Only Survive yet Thrive…

As i Will Never Be Able to Own A
Gun; For the Possibility of that Worst
Known Pain Returning to me Again;

Too Bad That Young Man Turned to
Tools Like Violent Video Games and Related Killing Machines;

And i surely Know What it feels Like When Pain is All the Feeling You Can Feel…

In terms
of Slashing
A Face With
A Knife to Feel
Anything At All;

Misanthropy With
A Lack of Human
Empathy/And or Feelings is A Key Ingredient
of Mass Murders; Indeed, ‘Tow Trucks’ Alone Don’t Tow
Cars Without Cars; Yet i Still Can’t Tow A Car, Without a Tow Truck…

Damn It, If only There Was Room for More Plates on that Leg Press Machine…

i’ve Never Played Violent Video Games as i Happen to Enjoy Human Empathy;
And Anyone With Any Frigging Common Empathy Understands Playing Violent

Video Games

On the Other Hand,
Poetry And Free Dance
in Moving Meditation of ‘Embodiment’
is Shown to Increase Human Connections
in Terms of Warm Empathy to be


TRUE, i Chose Different
Tools, including Martial
Arts And Strength Training

To Keep my Shadow Self Well Sheathed AS A SHarp SWord…

And Meek Enough to Still Inherit The Earth Without Being Buried
or Burnt, Or Otherwise Feeding Worms And or Vultures So far at least…

Folks Now With the Power And Force
of Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Love
Are Much More Likely to Stay Alive And Thrive…

And There Are Many Activities And Tools That Increase That Propensity too…

Yawn, How Different The World Will Be With Religion(s)/Politics/Philosophies/
Big Overall C’s That And Who Actually
Promote Heaven on Earth Now


Now of
F in Hell,
Both Within
And The Reality
of Killing Machines
And Children Dead, Dead, Dead.

Other than That ‘Vote’ For Folks Who
Put Human Resources Above ‘Things’ First…

In Other

Vote For Humans…

Balancing Force
of Life BRinGinG Peace
Absence of Fear Loving
Foundation of Strength And

Will For All
That We
And Power
Of All For Giving

Thanks Giving Love Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend to You Dear


Mercy Understanding
Faith And Hope Empathy
And Compassion Believing


Icing on
A Humming
Bird Cake of


Thru LiGHT..:)

Hehe Dear
Cindy Peter
Pan Has No
Reason Or
Or Meter
To Fly He
And Or She

SenSinG SPiRiT
Winds NoW Within

To Fly
With SMiles☺️🏝🧚‍♂️




Yellow Sun
Grass Dream
Wild Flower
Green Dances Sings
Sunshine PlayS AGAiN…

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Our Journeys Bring
Happiness and Pain
What We Leave
Behind And

Eyes That
Will Always
Dance And Sing for
Others No Matter
Covered With Fur or Not…

As We Thread
The Green


We Spread
The Seeds
Dancing Singing
Our Souls So Free to Be…

Life Shines
EYes of Love
Truly Breathing…

A New World…

SMiLes Dear Xenia Sad
to hear of Eivor’s
PaSSinG For One
Full Path
Completely Loving…
How Words often get
in the Way How Fur
Warm And True Seems to Free…

SMiLes Dear Xenia
This Reminds me of
Our Lovely Oak Tree All
Then Really Grounding
me to Our Living
Breathing Earth
So Many Years
in Mechanical
Cognition of

Dead Work
For Bucks

Still For a Living i Guess
Yet When Hurricane Ivan
Destroyed that Tree Part
of me Felt So Lost Yet What Still To Find What
Always Lives So Colorful As Living Tree Within

And Again A Small Twig Grew From the Stump
of Our Beloved Tree i Convinced my Wife Not to
Take it Away And Now The Tree Has Grown In A

Way Newer
And Freer

It Never
Was Before

And This is How
We Come to Be
And Love Even More

Reborn From What
GoeS And GRoWS AGAiN..:)

Rain Drops A Fountain
All Coming ToGeTHeR
Lit Up For All To See
Hand in Hand Drops
Dance And Sing Only

Coloring Overflowing
More As There is No WHere

to Go Yet Lighting Nights
Refreshing Within

In Waters
Glow Dear

Savvy Yes

Just Never
Running Out of
Ever LiGHTiNG Fountain SMiLes..:)

iNdeed Dear Savvy

It is in DarK

We May


‘See’ Within
This Life This
Faith This Gift This LiGHT

Yes This Inheritance Loving
Life DarK Thru LiGHT Complete Now..:)

THere is An Entire Ocean to Be
Or An Entire Ocean
to Drown In It is

Up to


to Be Now
Additionally A Leaf
To Rise Greening A Living Tree
To Fall to Fertilize Forests Whole

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Life is Breathing ThiS Way For All
GiVinG SHaRinG CaRinG Healing With Least Harm

ALonG Our Ways..:)

Almost Giving Up Buffets
Then The Free Meal Coupon
For the Birthday Comes By Email

And Here We Go
Again Just Like
in my Wife’s

Birthday Month
of April June Buffet to
Come Other than That
i’m too Much of A Cheap

Skate to
Turn Down
A Free Meal Hehe…

Hmm This Almost
Sounds Like Small Talk Hmm…

Our FL Weather’s Really Nice Here
Surprise Cool Front At the End of May..:)

So Many Beautiful Colors of
Roses Do Come For Real New


Oh Lord Ain’T That A Truth Still
And probably one of the World’s
Greatest problems is not enough
People toe the sand anymore God
Yes the struggle now
Yes Now iS most of A
Battle For HEaVeNoW
Those Victorious Never
Give up or Turn to
Yet YeS..
oF WiT
WitH SiGHT And HeaR…🙂

Paradox of Too Many Feelings And Senses Jade

Versus Next to None As Piece of Paper Existence

Surely Been to Both Parts of my Inner UniVeRSE

And Limitless Other Areas ‘Tween Both

Places to Breathe We May

Spend Our Life


External Goals

And Goods Yet Until We

Explore Our Inner UNiVeRSE

Successfully Regulating And Integrating

Colors of Emotions And Senses Best In Flow

All The Parts of Humpty Dumpty Just Don’t Quite

All Come Together As One Happy Egg to Hatch A Newer Day

Oh Goodness


Now Close to 62 Years
Coming So Soon on June 6th

All The Different Multi-Uni-Verses
i Experience Within Along the Way in All
The Colors SHades of Grey And BLacK Abyss

too i Suppose All We May Ever Be Able to Do For Each

Other As Humans is Forgive All the Frailities And Lend An

Ear And A Lift Up Whenever We Can And Will to Life Guard

Breath of Others to At Least Continue on Breathing For Another Day

It’s Easy to Be

A Fair Weather

FRiEnD Yet


FRiEnDS Who’ve
Already Ridden Out
Storms Unforeseen
Are Surely Anchors
Bringing Safe Harbors Back To Sails

in Life’s Roughest Seas When Colors Rage or Go Away…

SMiLes Every Human Is Another UniVerse Always Worthy of Explore..:)

Yes BE E-Creative
Don’t Settle For
The Old
With SMiles 🐝 😊

Yep BE E-PiC
Just Buzzzing By

Hehe 🙃

JuST Do iT
BAre FooT NoW At Best
God Yes By Metaphor Play

Naked Too With Joyous Dance
And Song SMiLinG All YouR WaY…😉

Often no words at First
at all for a feeling yes more
than a feeling and Essence
of UniVerse WHoLe SouL RiSinG

to: A
From: CReAM
A Crop oF MaGiC

Forget A
Dance With
Spelling Life..🙂

Pleasure Dear
Savvy Happy
Sunday to You
In India or Your

A Little Ray oF LiGHT🌞
All The Solo Years Of
Writing Free Verse And

Suddenly Dear
FRiEnD Appeared As
A FB Like Indeed It Felt

Like Appreciation For
What i Do No Longer

Rare in The Larger
World And Really
No Expectations
From Others Yet

You Will Always Be
A Highly Valued
And Loved FRiEnD

to me

What May
With SMiles

“Golden Age For Real Exposed Now”

“Beauty, Responsibility, Justice, And Merit”;

True, Take the Art Part Out of smART And heART;

Take the FLESH AND BLOOD Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Out of Life

And Life Loses Its Colors; Losing Muse Driving Folks Forward More Now;

Yet Conversely, Bonding

Over Us Versus Them; Yes,

In the Old Reptile Brain (Tribal)

Way of Being Snakes For Survival…

Yet it is True, in ‘the First Renaissance’ About

5 Percent of the Folks in ‘the Big Village’ Participated;

That Is Gonna Change Even More in Huge Multi-Cultural Pots of

Humans Who May Get Lost Playing ‘Candy Crush’ At ‘the Bus Station’;

Never Actually

Living A Real

‘Forrest Gump

Life’ Worthy of Story;
Why We Don’t See Many

Mozart’s, Beethoven’s, Buddha’s
And DaVinci Folk’s These Days FOR REAL;

A Thousand Paper Cuts And All We Can/WiLL Even Faster

Download ‘Pretty Birds’ off the Internet Before Puberty;

True, ‘Candy Crush’ Is Getting Bigger Every Day And Humans

Are Getting Lost in Gold Fish Attention Spans on Average As Science

Shows Now Rates Less Than Three Seconds; Very Rarely is the ‘Average Gold Fish’

Paying Attention to ‘Two Hour Podcasts’, unless they are looking for ‘Religion’ Desperately Finding

Something Anything to Fill the Void of Emptiness of Not Belonging to ‘the Village’ That’s Real We Touch/Feel/DO…

‘Before’, ‘Those Kinda

Folks’ Actually Doing Yes

Focusing on Narrow Areas

of Productivity That Folks Will

Feel and Touch on Task in Flow;

Painting Sistine Chapels And Such;

Sculpting Other Timeless Works of

Art; Developing New Frontiers of Science

Renaissance Continues on Yet It Seems Always Less than 5 Percent of ‘The Village’;

Nature of the Beast; Even More So Where Distractions Rule Potential Flowing Focus For

‘The Hobby At Hand’…

We LiVE IN Societies

Where Humanity

Is Watered Down

to the Edge of the

Cliff of TRuMP iGNoRaNCE;

All That’s Holding Us Up is Materialism;

Relatively Speaking, Truth Is As Dead As IT’s

Ever Been; It’s Just Not Afraid to Come Out of ‘The Motel’ in Broad Daylight DarK NoW

Where Truth Becomes Lies For Folks To Celebrate Behind Screens on ‘Propaganda TV’;

The ‘5 Percent’, Do Not Have Enough ‘Float’ to Bring That Up; However, As LonG as Peace

Enough Lasts i’m Gonna Party FREE iN BaLanCinG Force of LoVinG LiFE Naked Enough
Whole Complete God Yes…

There’s A Much Bigger

Picture Than

‘Podcast Life’;

Nature Is Clearly

Screaming at the Top

of Its Forest Lungs NO MEANS NO;



‘Us Versus


Will (Does Already)

Pale in CompariSon…

Yeah We Need more REAL WOKE;

The ‘Human Pandemic’ is Reaching
A Tipping Point it Already Passes with ‘Advent’ of ‘Trump Life’…

Welcome to the Human Condition in All Its Glory Revealed And Exposed For All to See;

We See IT Now In ALL ITs DarK And LiGHT Full Play of ‘Bates Motel’ ‘Renaissance Fair Style’

A Few

Do at least…

Truly Being ‘Woke’ Is ‘Seeing’

What Difference it Makes May
Not Even Be Anymore Relevant
Than Thousands of Years ago Still…

Birds Still Fly Free Over Human CR8P;

The Shark Will Still Swim And Eat Just As they Did 400 MiLLioN

Years Ago After No Trace of the Human Blip is Left AS Star Dust on Earth….

Yet It’s True

For me at

Least the Irrefutable

FacT IS i’m Living in Heaven

Now; Just A Small Sliver of Opportunity

For A Living Being to Experience Mastery of Bliss Forevernow…

That’s A Real Miracle NOW, So Easy to ‘See’ At Least From my Place of

Nature in a UNiVeRSE Full of Hot And Cold Rocks And Humans Like that too…

i’ll be 62 Years Old on 6.6.2022; Empirically Measurable As Stronger Feeling

Younger And Happier Than Any Point

of my Life Eternally Now;

i Crack the

Code for

Heaven Now

And Really Did (DO) IT’

IF i Stop Breathing The Next Now,

Now i Lived Forever Young Now That’s Pretty COOL FOR REAL;






Meh… ‘Different Strokes’ As Many GRAiNS oN A Beach of Eternity now…

Hehe And That Many Podcasts too For Every New Pocket of ‘Religion’ Next…

SMiLes my Friend Ms.
Hugs thank you for all
The Thank You’s It
Is all my Pleasure
Visiting your
Blog thank you
For all the Warm
Welcomes my Friend
And Allowing me to
Be all
Of me
Will be
A whole
Huge Dance
And Song Hulk
Size as you say..

WHere THere is
No Love For Each
Other And The Rest
Of God’s Face Nature
There is No ‘JeSuS’
Just A Five
Letter Word
An Idol Folks
Worship Without
(All) God
At least by
The Teachings..🙂

Don’t Try To Rain On my Parade Thousands
Have Tried Their Best Trust Me It Don’t Work

Go Ahead Try Be Like All The Others FAiL

Happy Weekend
To You Dear Sohair
Never Ending
You Love
With SMiles☺️🌹

Yawn, Please Do Get Educated; The So-Called “Father of
the Alpha Male” Frans de Waal, Has Already Cleared Up


Are Only Based on Physical Prowess;

Nope, True Alpha Males; True
Leaders Are Servant Leaders who
Display the Most Empathy And Compassion

From the First to the Last of All Who Exist in the
Social Group; In Fact, Someone Like Donald Trump
Is the Anti-Thesis of ‘Alpha Males’ in the Wild of Chimps;

He Would Be Kicked Out of Office After the first Term; And
Yes That’s What Happened; He Wasn’t Thrown Off the Cliff
As A Dude With Zero Levels of Empathy; Yet He Was Solidly






IN FACT, AS FAR AS WOMEN GO; At Least Research
Shows, They Are actually More Attracted to Married Men
Who Are in Solid Relationships With Beautiful Women; Yes,

And Even More So, The More Beautiful A Woman They Love;

True That’s Part of Nature too; However, it is Mostly Just Attraction;

if the Dude Were to Leave His Wife, the Attraction Would Likely Go Away;

‘Fairy Tales’

Are the
Source of
Many ‘Fantasies’
Indeed; Yet When

It Comes to Humanity,

Love is the Glue That Has
Really Assured We’ve Come this Far Yet.

If Ya Want to Truly Lose in this World as Far As REAL LOVE Goes;

Put Emotional Intelligence Last and Material Reductionism First; Body
Parts and All ‘That STUFF.’

Rain Drops A Fountain
All Coming ToGeTHeR
Lit Up For All To See
Hand in Hand Drops
Dance And Sing Only

Coloring Overflowing
More As There is No WHere

to Go Yet Lighting Nights
Refreshing Within

In Waters
Glow Dear

Savvy Yes

Just Never
Running Out of
Ever LiGHTiNG Fountain SMiLes..:)

iNdeed Dear Savvy

It is in DarK

We May


‘See’ Within
This Life This
Faith This Gift This LiGHT

Yes This Inheritance Loving
Life DarK Thru LiGHT Complete Now..:)

So, Why Write And Publish on Average 100,000 Monthly Words of Free
Verse Poetry God Yes 105 Months NoW As “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Yep EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Bible Now At 10.5 MiLLioN

Words Celebrating Here “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old”
Final Word Tally Count For This Concluding MacroVerse Not Quite
In yet Just about 1.24 MiLLioN Words For This Year’s Word Count

Overall for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old” True And
Once Again Dually Celebrating Another Subchapter Ongoing
EPiC Long Form Bible Poem “Nether Land Bible” 8 MiLLioN
Words 6 YearS Old too As Two Child Bibles Again As
Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Whole As Now
i have Titled 12 Greater Than King James Sized
Efforts in Subtitled EPiC LonG Form Poem Bibles
Out of the Whole Mix of 10.5 MiLLioN Words Now

Spreading This Art in Innumerable Places All Around A Globe

Yet Again The Question is At Hand New NoW As i Do Provide
An Answer Why i Do This For Free Not Worrying if Anyone Else
Reads A Word oF it AT All or Enjoys Over 130,000 Photos i’ve Taken
Given, And Shared Freely Along with my TheMe’d Personal Play-List of Close
to 10,000 YouTube MuSiC Videos And Associated Information and Links to Support

This Philosophy This Dance And Song oF mY SouL Here NoW TRue What about
16,677 Miles of Public Dance too As of Last Night May 28th, 2022 Accomplished

in 105 Months As Well Well This iS How i Evolve my Soul Long Term and Short
Term Eternally NoW iN LiFE Laser Focused in Mind Body Yes SPiRiTinG SoUL
HeART Escaping Through All These Shells of Words iNDeed though At Essence
These Are Only Forms, Really Just Fumes of The Experience Real in Autotelic Flow

of Heaven Within All The Colors That Brings to Page in Dance And Song For Real
Of course With All the Voyeur Videos Literally Thousands of People in my Metro
Area Have Shared of the Dance to Humor and Inspire Other Folks And i’m Sure

In Some Cases Make Fun of a ‘Law Enforcement’ looking Dude Dancing So
Free As A Butterfly Escaping Cocoon And Caterpillar Legs Once Just A

Misfit Tied Down to Earth Now i Fly WHere i Live As The Military Spends
Millions of Dollars on Pilots to Learn How to Fly in Big Mechanical Robot

Birds Or Dragonflies if Ya Wanna Look At Helicopters That Way

Yes it’s True it Takes A Human Being A Bit More of Effort Now to
Learn How to Float on Terrestrial Land yet When Michael Jackson
Broke Through That ‘Moon Walk’ Barrier Others Did Take Note yes It’s

Enough To Put Some Young Women in Enough of A Frenzy For A Grinding
Dance of Appreciation Offering Up Gifts By Sailing Hips on a Dance Floor True too…

Yet It’s Enough to Inspire Someone to Smile And That’s Enough For All of What i Do
Whether it is me Smiling in Heaven Now or Someone Else Or if i Just Wake Someone

Up to See Life in a Different Way of Colors Out of Grey SHaDES and BLacK Abyss Life

Or if i Relate My Experiences in That Dungeon For Those Who WalK in LiGHT to Better

Understand Those of Us Who Still Crawl In Dark Just Struggling to Breathe

THere is An Entire Ocean to Be
Or An Entire Ocean
to Drown In It is

Up to


to Be Now
Additionally A Leaf
To Rise Greening A Living Tree
To Fall to Fertilize Forests Whole

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Life is Breathing ThiS Way For All
GiVinG SHaRinG CaRinG Healing With Least Harm ALonG Our Ways..:)

Table of Contents For “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old”
As This Completes The Writing Portion on 5.29.2022 at 6:39 PM
Yes Now With Plenty (TONS) of Multi-Media Still to Come Lord
Before it All Gets Put Together And Electronically Published Next…

Just Messages in Bottles Washing Up on Spiraling Shore Lines Appearing Now

Yep All Just Shells on A Beach Up to Each Soul To BReaTHE Free in HeaVeN NoW

FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2021, 4 YearS Old 54,036 Words


Nether Land Bible 7 MiLLioN Words 5 YearS Old 60,886 Words


15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 54,225 Words


CeLeBRaTinG HeAVeN Within 8 Years ReaL NoW 57,262 Words


SaiL On LoVE NoW 62,926 Words


SonG oF mY SoUL 8 YearS Old 9.6 MiLLioN Words 53,280 Words


“Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament 55,061 Words


WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW 56,926 Words


UP uP AWay mY BeAUTiFuL BaLLooN YOuR SoNG 58,233 Words


Peace Be With Us Pretty PLeasE LoVE LiVE HEaVeN NoW 56,244 Words


i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me 58,291 Words


Thanks Giving 11 Years For Giving 2010-2021 57,919 Words


SonG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old 57,710 Words


Grand Cross Bible 2021 57,067 Words


Sub-Total 800,067 Words

16,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 57,878 Words


FB Profile Pic Bible 6 MiLLioN WordS Old 53,736 Words


iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT 55,388 Words


Silence of Dance Brings Beauty of Song 56,484 Words


What Heaven Spells 56,716 Words


Giving Means No Returns Appreciating All That Is Now 57,130 Words


Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old 54,129 Words


FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old 55,123 Words

Grand Total Words 1,246,551

Catholic Mass Readings From 5.29.2022 Something
About Ascension And Additionally
Already Covered Here


You Do
Now Then
Transcend in
A ‘State’ of Love
Being That Is Both
Nirvana And Bliss Among
Other Metaphors Cross-Culturally
Including The Kingdom of Heaven
Within And A State of Meditating
Autotelic Flow Coming From

Many Ways of

Life on
Task Now
Yes in Focus
of Autotelic Flow
Sadly Basically Listening
The Priest Said Love isn’t
A Feeling or Emotion And Sadly
When That Happens Folks Often
Resort to Con-Social Emotions Up
to Killing Fields And Self-Harming of Course

Grow A Garden of Love And Change the World into LiGHT
Or Ignore All the Feelings and Emotions of Love and Grow

Very Very
Cold and
Old Before Time

Eternally Now Real
in Terms of Depth
of SPiRiT HeART SoUL NeW..:)

Reading 1, Acts 7:55-60
55 But Stephen, filled with the Holy Spirit, gazed into heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at God’s right hand.

56 ‘Look! I can see heaven thrown open,’ he said, ‘and the Son of man standing at the right hand of God.’

57 All the members of the council shouted out and stopped their ears with their hands; then they made a concerted rush at him,

58 thrust him out of the city and stoned him. The witnesses put down their clothes at the feet of a young man called Saul.

59 As they were stoning him, Stephen said in invocation, ‘Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.’

60 Then he knelt down and said aloud, ‘Lord, do not hold this sin against them.’ And with these words he fell asleep.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 97:1-2, 6-7, 9
1 Yahweh is king! Let earth rejoice, the many isles be glad!

2 Cloud, black cloud enfolds him, saving justice and judgement the foundations of his throne.

6 The heavens proclaim his saving justice, all nations see his glory.

7 Shame on all who serve images, who pride themselves on their idols; bow down to him, all you gods!

9 For you are Yahweh, Most High over all the earth, far transcending all gods.

Reading 2, Revelation 22:12-14, 16-17, 20
12 Look, I am coming soon, and my reward is with me, to repay everyone as their deeds deserve.

13 I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.

14 Blessed are those who will have washed their robes clean, so that they will have the right to feed on the tree of life and can come through the gates into the city.

16 I, Jesus, have sent my angel to attest these things to you for the sake of the churches. I am the sprig from the root of David and the bright star of the morning.

17 The Spirit and the Bride say, ‘Come!’ Let everyone who listens answer, ‘Come!’ Then let all who are thirsty come: all who want it may have the water of life, and have it free.

20 The one who attests these things says: I am indeed coming soon. Amen; come, Lord Jesus.

Gospel, John 17:20-26
20 I pray not only for these but also for those who through their teaching will come to believe in me.

21 May they all be one, just as, Father, you are in me and I am in you, so that they also may be in us, so that the world may believe it was you who sent me.

22 I have given them the glory you gave to me, that they may be one as we are one.

23 With me in them and you in me, may they be so perfected in unity that the world will recognise that it was you who sent me and that you have loved them as you have loved me.

24 Father, I want those you have given me to be with me where I am, so that they may always see my glory which you have given me because you loved me before the foundation of the world.

25 Father, Upright One, the world has not known you, but I have known you, and these have known that you have sent me.

26 I have made your name known to them and will continue to make it known, so that the love with which you loved me may be in them, and so that I may be in them.













BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

10.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i CaN WiLL Do
BUiLD iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW