Thanks Giving 11 Years For Giving 2010-2021

ITS me!

Happy Thursday! SMiLes Dear Savvy!

Whenever i Dance/Sing By

The River’s Edge And

See A Green Leaf



A Tree i
ReMeMBeR ITS me!
And i Just SMiLE NoW
At The Oneness oF iT ALL..:)

ITS me!

Bird Heaven
Thanks So

Thanks All is OK Every
Light is Off in The
House No
Messes YET
And Love
You Too❤️🤗

Uh Oh

Again 😈 Hehe…

Yes i Closed
The Front
Door And

Locked it…😊❤️

1. “Be Careful Of Negative Self-Talk
2. Focus On The Good
3. Start Each Day With One positive Affirmation
4. Practice Gratitude
5. Offer A Helping Hand”

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Such Great Advice
to Maintain Great Mental Health Spreading

Joy oF LiGHT


We May


And Sing
This Way mY FRiEnD

It’s Always Worth Noting That
As Human Beings We Naturally
Attend to the Fearful Stuff in Life
Whether Natural or Just Illusions
of Imaginations That Don’t Really

Require Our


Now and
Becoming All
Too Real in the Realities
We Create Within It’s Just
Part of the Survival Instinct

To attend to Any Real or Imagined Dangers
First HAha Perhaps Unless Folks Are Falling
in Love With SMiLes As Most Everything Goes
Blank Beyond That Transcendent Human Experience

in Focus of

Now on

That One Person!

True RiSinG iN LoVE

Is So Effortless in Ease

Creating SMiLes Wherever

We Go My FRiEnD With Steady

HeART Beats of Inhaling Peace

Exhaling Love For All Yet There is

A Place for All The Feelings, Senses,

Yes Emotions Humans Experience

Change is the Best As All

Shall Pass to

Color Of

Life And Hopefully

Not So Much Grey Scale
to Black Abyss Experiences

of Life or The Anger, Hate, and
Fear That Will Actually Become

An Only Addiction in Life Similar
To the Passions of Falling In Love

Only Difference the Oxytocin Warmth May

Be Lost in the Addiction of Fear, Hate, And Anger

The Warmth of Christmas Day Year ‘Round Within

All Lit Up

In Beautiful

New Colors

oF LiGHT For All With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD A Best News

Here is if Cats And Dogs Will Hug Comfortably

in Hawaii Household Peace Humans Will
Surely Do





If Living in a Similar

Paradise As You and me
One Would Hope At Least

And Dogs This Way As Panda Australian
Shepherd Will Surely Lead A Way of Canine Love

HAha Meanwhile the
Curious Cats Will
Be Attempting

To Fit into
Small Holes of
Cardboard Boxes
Just to See What Prize
Lies Within my FRiEnD

So Bright Green So Deep
Blue So All Around Beautiful

Worthy of Poetry For Every Visit
i Make Each Week As You Share
Your Paradise Version too of Your

World With SMiLes..:)

Thanks Giving 11 Years
For Giving 2010-2021

Celebrating Writing
13 MiLLioN Plus Words Online
Yes 11 Years on 11.25.2021, 4019 Consecutive Days

“Thanks Giving For Giving 2021” Assembling Another MacroVerse
“i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me” While in Flow Writing This Gift Now

66 Months iN HeLL ON EartH With the Worst Pain And Numb Known
to Humankind Really Prepared me Well Appreciating Heaven Real Now

Celebrating 100 Months of Heaven Within on 11.19.2021 Ever Since
Escaping HeLL ON EartH At Navarre Beach on 7.19.2013 Thank God

AnYWaY First or Last 12 Days of Christmas AcTuALLy Originally Start
After Christmas Not Before Halloween And Yes Always FoR Me NoW

PartRidge iN A Pear Tree And Not Part of That ‘Family’ HAha Still
Doing it Solo With A ‘Little Help’ From Other Family And FRiEnDS

10 MiLLioN Words oF “SonG oF mY SoUL” EPiC Longest Long
Form Poem Still Coming on 12.18.2021 in 100 Months of Effort

9.9 MiLLioN Words oF Longest EPiC Long Form Poem “SonG
oF mY SoUL” in 99 Months on This Anniversary Month Date 11.18.2021 Now

“QAnon Shaman”;

Just the Two Words

Attached As One Phrase

Means Big Trouble For Whoever

is Doing

That Way;
LeSSoN Learned, DO
Expect Stiff PRiSoN Penalties
For Wearing A Horned Headdress,
Carrying A Deadly Weapon of An
American Flag, With A Spear Point,

No Matter if it is Razor Sharp or a Bit Dull…

Don’t Even Wield A Butterknife, Unless it’s
Time to Eat And DO Not Break into THE CAPITOL


The Good News is the Young Man Who Was Sadly Following A
Despicable Way of Life With Despicable Leaders as A Minion,

Understands the Mistake He Made And Wants to be a More

Model United States Citizen After He Pays for His Sentenced Mistake….

Therefore, He Is Already More

OF A ‘Real Man’ Than Donald

Trump And the Rest of the

Republican Leaders Who Hold THEIR ‘DON’


Of course, because These Spineless Men and their Cohorts

Rolled Over and Kissed Trump’s Butt Again; Albeit, there

is Some Indication that McConnell Has at least Some Kind

Of Inspiration

to Grow

A Spine;

It’s All Pathetic;

Particularly when
the Only One Who
Ends Up with A Real
Spine Of Honor, Character
And Integrity is the Dude Wearing
A Horny Head Dress with A Flag Pole
And Flag, Tipped With A Spear; Probably,

the Most Harmless Person there in True Actual
Effect of Carrying Out Any Violence; However, the

Human Condition Goes on the ‘Flake’ As HiSToRY

Despicable Leaders

Who Are Demagogues Same;

The Real Danger Is the Leaders
With No Spine, No Character; Yes,
No Honor, And No Integrity at All;

Amusingly, Spawned By Those Who
Follow them With the Similar Human Dis-Attributes…

If the Young Man Sees the Magnitude of the Errs of His
Ways; It Seems Perhaps, Others May Have this Potential too…

Yet, You
Will Not
Likely Find
Them in the

Republican House

Of Leadership Except

For One Man And One Woman
Who Haven’t Given Up ‘Their Nuts’ For


J Trump…

Just to Sell
Their Soul
Of Any Kind

Of ‘Real Wo/Man’

For Power And Yes
What is Now Empty
Status For Anyone

Who Truly Still Lives

In the Home of the Free And Brave,
Enough to Live a Life of Character,
Honor, And Integrity With A Bit of Real Truth iN LiGHT…

The Way the Founding Fathers Imaged A More Perfect Union

Than Modern


And Sure some
Wayward Democrats too…

And The Rest of US As That Comes and goes…

And As Far As An Iconic Representation of How
The United States is Viewed By Many In Other Countries
of the World Now; Mr. Shaman With the Horned Head Dress
Painted Like the American Flag Carrying A Flag Pole With Spear Tip




BE A Faux American Now…!

Again Yet Then Young Shaman

Maturing Now Mending His Ways
For A Better United States Citizen Way…


Like Someone’s Opinion Now of Someone Else
Here among Anonymous Folks on the Internet

Should Mean Diddly Squat to Anyone At All, HAha…

And If it Does,
i Suggest

One May

Wanna Get Out

More Often into
The Flesh and Blood
World Where Folks Try
to Actually Get Along
and Be Nice to each other to survive…

i Live in Trump Town USA And Get Along
With Everyone Here no Matter How Much
i Disagree with Their Politics And Religion;

On the Other Hand,

Very Personally,

i Know the

Secret Password

to Melt Their Stone
Cold Hearts; Hint: Starts
With a J And All You Have
to Do is Say it One Instance to them

And Poof They No Longer Stick Their Chest Out, HAha…

If the J Man Goes; All Hell is Really Gonna Break Loose in Trump
Towns USA

As Mr.

T is

Doing His

God Damndest

Still to Replace Mr. J…

Thank You Mr. J. Thank You
Mr. J. For the True Sugar Pill
Of Your MaGiC Password Name!

Except, when it is Flying On Banners
of Course Next to Gallows With Chants
of Hang Mike Pence, The Vice President;

There Has Never Been An Event Like this
In Civilized America; NO COMPARISON EVER…

Except of Course, if One is Black, Before With
Burning Crosses; Gay, Drug Down the Road By Cars
on the End of Ropes; A Young Woman Mentally Ill,
Raped by Daddy, Or Just Plain too Poor to Raise
Another Child Forced into a Back Alley Abortion

Just to Frigging Survive; Or Yes, Dismissed By

‘The Pope’ As Not Worth


As Transgender

Folks too Still Now;

Oh, So Much Further

to Go for a More Perfect Union…

And Even Further to Go, if We Erase

All the Corrections That Have been made so far…

If The Guy With the Horned Headdress Will Do it, So Will We (Maybe)…

Here’s A Thing A Reality of this
Job i do Not Write for ‘Spiritual
Levels of Swine’ Who Want to
Destroy me just for my Happy Dance

Write in a Way Big Enough
Where Now You Will Be the
Invisible Man and or Woman
to the ‘Spiritual Swine’ only the

Wheat Will See You

When one Becomes

Free Enough to Dance

And Sing Solo The Best
Friend may Come Home
Building ‘Fields of Dreams’

Meh, It’s Basically Just the Left Brain Metaphor Of
Materially Reducing Life to The Right One of Bigger Pictures

Suggesting 99 Percent of US Citizens Haven’t Read the Constitution is a bit of a Hyperbolic Statement, it seems.
It’s Surely Still A Failing Grade; Yet It Appears According to Science Study, It is Closer to 60 Percent Failing to Read It.

According to the “Military Times’, It’s More Like 8 Percent of the Homeless Population, Instead of Close to A Quarter
of Homeless Folks Who Are Military Veterans; So Yes That Seems to Be a Bit of A Hyperbolic Statement too.

i Don’t Know About You, Yet Liberty is No Illusion For me; Nor the Folks i Live With; Yet For Some Folks,
Even With Rights to Liberty, They Don’t Seem to Have A Clue How to actually Do It; Yet that is Only

my Opinion as True Liberty is Subjective, Depending on the Individual’s Unique View of Existence Now.

In my Opinion, A Greatest

Danger In the United

States is Not Many

Folks Really Care

What is Going On

Outside of Their Group Think
That is Growing Smaller in ‘Hot Pockets’ of Difference…

Of Course, the Science Assessed Attention Span of Less than that
of A Gold Fish; Yes, Less that 3 Seconds for the Average American,

Precludes A Lot

of Attention

To Anything

And Everything

That Happens in Life;

For Me, Hours on End is No Problem…

Reading Millions of Words A Week is No

Problem; And Writing 100,000 Words Per Month;

And 9.9 MiLLioN Words in 99 Months in EPiC Free
Verse Long Form Poetry is No Problem, Plus Public Dancing

15,733 Miles
in Close to 99
Months too; Yet

Of Course i Exercise

All My Freedoms And Make

Every Move Holy Dance; and

Every Word Sacred Song (MY RELIGION); It’s

Safe to Dance, Sing (for me) i Exercise All my Freedoms
And Rights to THE





Anyway Yes, Lots of Folks

Have Problems in the United
States, i Could Practically Write
10 MiLLioN Words in 100 Months Longest
in An EPiC Long Form Poem to More Fully Describe

It So that is What i Will Do by December 18th, 2021;

Just Because

i Can

And Will
With my Version
of my Right to Life,
Liberty, And My Personal
Pursuit of Happiness For Real Now

in A Real Kingdom of Heaven within

As i am Also Celebrating 100 Months
in that place on Earth Within on 11.19.2021…

Considering All the Hot And Cold Lifeless Places
In Space, This Green And Blue Place is Practically

The Only Sliver of Heaven Like this i For one Will imagine this Great…

i Tend to Accept What i Cannot/Will Not Change

And Make the Rest iN A Most

EPiC Inhale

of Peace


Exhale oF LoVE For Real

And True, i Will Do ‘Systemizing
Nit Picking’ As Well As Most Anyone ‘Here’ with
Just A Gear Change, And Two or More, of ‘THiNKinG’..;)

ITS me!


The elders
we want
will be
the elders
we are
if we do

SMiles Dear
Savvy Your
Soul Inspires

Honored to Visit🙏

SMiLes The Only Healing

For me Is What i Imagine

So i Create My Own



to Inhale
Peace Exhale

Love Yet That’s Just
The Way it Goes Every
One’s Story to Write and

Do Now..:)

i Arrive

For Real


And True We Are All Unique

Only Sons And Or Daughters of

God As Every Leaf of Tree Reflects

The Oneness of the Whole Living Tree

Yet Each Leaf Carries On only One View of Tree

Take The Long Way Home And Lift The Others Up



As Our Unique Fearless Free
Leaf Whole of Loving Living Tree..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy

Such A Small

Task Wear

A Mask To Save
A Life During the
Peak of the Pandemic

Where i Live So Many

People Died Just Like

They Did When the Variant

Came to India Such Young

Vibrant FRiEnDS Who Had No

Access to Vaccines Then And Now

i Receive my Booster Shot Today

A Third One Indeed in This Richest

Country in the World Using 40 Percent
of the World’s Human Resources

With 4 Percent of the Population

Yet in the Depth Deepest of

Death And Disease

Of Pandemic

Basically Only me

And my Wife And A Handful Wore

A Mask to Even Church Then With
No Social Distancing Required

Yes We Were Vaccinated Double

Yet We Still Understood the Risk

And True Even Though Covid-19

Is At The Lowest Cases Through

The Entire Pandemic Now We Will
Still Wear A
Mask at

Church Where
Folks Are Packed
in Like Sardines Yes

it’s Hard to understand

When Folks Talk About Such

Heavy Crosses Yet Refuse to Wear

One as Light As A Cotton Mask to Save
Lives in Packed Church That Still Suggests
it Believes in the Sanctity of Life Yet Sadly Not When it is Breathing…

However This Is What Happens When Folks Believe in the After
Life More Than the Life We Share As Our only Real Gift Now
of Breath to Inhale Peace And Exhale Love Together Now
Freely Breathing This Way Giving Caring Sharing For

Real More Than Only Words For ‘They’ Will See

Who We Are By How

We Save Lives most Now

If Living Matters At All Now For Real..:)

i Arrive

For Real


And True We Are All Unique

Only Sons And Or Daughters of

God As Every Leaf of Tree Reflects

The Oneness of the Whole Living Tree

Yet Each Leaf Carries On only One View of Tree

Take The Long Way Home And Lift The Others Up



As Our Unique Fearless Free
Leaf Whole of Loving Living Tree..:)

Hehe Rue me the Moon
The Full Beaver One
And A Longest Lunar
Eclipse Almost

All the Way With
Space for A Living
Blood CoLoReD Moon

And Yes Celebrating 100
Months of Heaven Within on
That Wonderful Beach After

66 Months in Hell Within Oh
How Strange How The Environment

Outside Will Be The Same However Within
Colors All Differently When All the Colors of Home

Take the Long

Way And



Home Within
Not Really TaKinG

Part of a Picture Show

Just Writing my Own

And Acting It For Real Now

And Oh Lord i Had No Idea my
Special Anniversary Month Day on November 19, 2021
Is Also International Men’s Day As God Yes Honestly

Hehe Getting

Out of Hell

And Waltzing

Into Heaven Within

Is Just About Enough

Reward to Help Everyone Else

i Come ACRoSS SeeKinG Finding

THEiR Long Way Homes too As Any

“Supertramp” Might Sing Along in

Piano MuSiC And Lyrics too

mY FRiEnD For What

Is Life Without

MuSiC A Dance

And Song of LoVE

Inhaling Peace Exhaling

Love Freely Fresher Evermore

Now to BREaTHE True No Home For me
For i Take The Long Way Home The Staycation

Now For Real…

i Arrive

For Real


And True We Are All Unique

Only Sons And Or Daughters of

God As Every Leaf of Tree Reflects

The Oneness of the Whole Living Tree

Yet Each Leaf Carries On only One View of Tree

Take The Long Way Home And Lift The Others Up



As Our Unique Fearless Free
Leaf Whole of Loving Living Tree..:)

“Every moment is a fresh beginning.”

– T.S. Eliot

SMiLes Chaymaa All Great Quotes
Deserving Great Respect i Believe

This is my Favorite

For It’s true Every

Now Becomes

my Best Now

Without Respect

to Numbers Other than

A Way i Inhale Peace And
Exhale Love Freely Fresher Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Annabel i Give
Up Negative Stress With

A Continual Autotelic


Flow of Free
Dance And Song

True Including All Above
Moving, Connecting, Creating
All Those Ways True However

Not Everyone


And Sings

To Set Them
Self Free This Way…

i Suppose Some Folks

Swim and Become The Water

Others Fly As The Wind Becomes
Air on Terrestrial Land of Dance True

Walking On Water is SO OLD School
Now With SMiLES

Never the Less

Ridding Oneself
Of Negative Stress

Becoming FRiEnDS With
Gravity From Body Through

Mind in Balancing Force Now

Inhaling Peace Now Yes Exhaling

Love When EartH Returns As Art

And We Finally Breathe At Ease

Higher And Higher Dancing Singing
A Tight Rope Now

Yet Of Course

This Is Only

The Way i Do

A Long Way Home..:)

Trust me Or Not Now i Understand
How It Feels To Be Santa For Real😝

Two Kinds of Shoppers Those Who PReTenD i Don’t
Exist Others Who Barely Contain Explosions of Joy!

Praise The Supply
Chain Shortage Finally
Lord Space Opening Huge
For Walmart Free Aisle Dance

🥂 Cheers 🥂
Hehe Imaginary
Ones Since i Can’t
Afford to Get ”Higher” 😝

Thanks Giving Cindy
It Is With Or
For Giving🙌🙏😝

Hehe yes Dear Cindy
my Wife Demands
A New SUV 🚙
Blue Subaru
As She Doesn’t
Believe Our
Honda Civic
me Well Enough
To Drive Plus
Hehe She
Doesn’t Like
Our Sky Blue
She Wants Deep

And Another
Huge Car Loan

Boo Whoo
Hehe They
Don’t Sell
Her Subaru

In Deep
Blue Either HAha

(Plus Ya can’t
Find A New Subaru
Anywhere Here HEhe)

Of Course There
Is A BMW Her

Color For
101 Grand

Hehe… Tis
the SeASon🤣

Thanks Hawaii
FRiEnD Love
Aloha to
You With SMiles😊🏝

Love Your

Give A Human A Fishing Pole And They May Eat.

Give A Human A Gun And They May Kill Someone.

Power Corrupts;

Guns Are Power;

Not Everyone Can

Handle Power; Some

Are Meek Enough to Do It.

Don’t Give An Immature Person a Gun.

This isn’t



For Folks With Common Sense.

On The Other Hand, Social Distance,
Contact Trace, Wear A Mask, And

Vaccinate During A Pandemic;

Some People in the United

States Have Just

About the

Least Amount

of Common Sense

One Will Find Anywhere

In the World; This Happens
When a Country Uses 40 Percent
of Human Resources of the Globe

With 4 Percent of the Population;

It’s Typical in HiStory For

Countries Like

This to



FOR THEIR FELLOW HUMANS Striving to Survive/Thrive

With Compassion.

Of Course That’s

Not A REAL Part of

Of The Judaeo-Christian-
Capitalist Pie Now; It’s more

Of A LooKinG Forward to An
After Death Party Before Life Now…

Gotta Find the ‘Root’ of the Problem to

‘Understand Why’…

It’s Probably

All in Some

‘Little BLack
Book’ Somewhere Still…

Hehe i Give Away
Art Yet i Don’t
Buy Stuff

And Never
Carry Any Kind
Of Money As That


Is Almost

What Killed
me She Was

Kind Enough
To Take And
Take Care

Of What
Is Still A

Of Life Yet
Buying Material
Stuff Other Than
What She Buys
For me My




For i See


As A Real
Golden Age
Of Love

It Helps
To Have

A Live in
To Take Care

Of All Of

Too With SMiles❤️

Hehe Ashley She
Inherited all the
Money When i
Retired in ‘08…


Her it’s
Year ‘Round

With SMiles 🧑‍🎄

Done: Emotion Of Self Preservation…
Labels Infinite…
Senses Feelings Beyond Measure…

How Do You Make Pain Go Away
Well Let me Try my Best to Explain

If You Have Enough Severe Pain Long Enough
With No Substances Other Than Within
to Help Chances are Within Will Come Through

You Find the Magic The God
The Force Higher Within to
Heal And Recover From Pain

It’s More than A Placebo Sugar Pill
Remedy You Become the Placebo
The Healing Higher Nature God

Force Within…

How Do You Do It Not Unlike
God oF All Stuff Existence
Moving In Grace oF LoVinG Spiraling Repose too

True Some Science Studies Show Just Sitting Still

Meditation is 26 Percent More Effective than Opiates bypassing

Thalamus of Pain…

How Do You Do This? Well BasicAlly You Become A Dance
And Song Moving In Repose oF LiGHT From DarK BorN AGaiN

And for You So-Called ‘Men’ “Cain’s Among Abel’s” If You are
Not A Dance And Song You Are Not A Christmas Tree With A Star

Yes, An Issue is Definitely Gun Control And The Laws
in Wisconsin that Have Loop Holes Allowing Children

Who Are Not Old Enough to Vote

To Carry AR-15’s Into Peaceful
Protests That Have Been Known

to Become Violent Riots;

To Become Enforcers

Of the Laws of the

Country Up to

Death With No

Official Capacity to Do So;

Yet Of Course, This Is Only Common

Sense, You Don’t Hand Out Weapons of

Law Enforcement to Quarreling Immature

Children on the Playground And Expect to

Get “A Good


From That
Ignorance For the
Whole World to See:


Guilty For
Gun Control
Laws in Wisconsin

With Only Shadows of

Doubt On Their Ability Now

To Lift The Blinds of Ignorance,

According to the Original Greek
Definition of Apocalypse That Means

Just That:


Light into
The Darkness….

And Nah, i Don’t Need to Cite

Any Research to Prove my Point;

It is as Clear As Common Sense From A Naked Ape, Like me….

Who Understands It is Easier to Pull A Trigger Than Strangle A Fellow Ape…


i Readily

Admit i’ve

Been Attacked

And Strangled Someone

Into Submission; Didn’t

Even Have to Think

About it;

Just Like Kyle

When He Pulled

His Trigger Instead

of Flexing His Forearms

And Letting Go With His Hands

While the Perpetrator Saw The Folly Of His Offense…

There is No ‘Real Strength’ in A Gun; Only Weakness

Until a Man

Can Defend Himself;

Of Course There are

Others Who Use Equalizers

Instead; i Understand What that

Threat Feels Like too; When i Was A
Very Small Boy And Just Used Wit to

Stop a Crowd of Bullies From Beating me Up….

i Can’t Judge

Anyone Else

for What They

Can’t And Won’t Do

And What i Can And Will Do; However,

Kyle Rittenhouse Would have likely Benefitted
Much From Training in Martial Arts, instead of

Carrying A Tool




FIRST STEP; Mastering What is Within;
Particularly ‘The Shadow’ Without A ‘Brain’…

And Like Bruce Lee, When Someone Wanted
to Start A Fight With Him in a Fictional Movie;

Don’t Be A Fool;

Just Leave the

Fools on the

Island By Themselves
in their Addictions of

Low Self Esteem Bringing Fear, Anger, And Hate.

Travel to Paradise And Forget Those Fools;

And Understand Human Life is Worth More
Than Frigging

Dead Property.

-In Just my Opinion

-In Just My Philosophy









Rationality again,

Yet Only

IF He has
Worthy of Love For Real…

Hopefully At Best The Country

And The World Will See the Folly

Of All of This And Better Avoid Rioting, And

Looting, And Trying to Become a Real Fool of A Hero

to Prove They

Are ‘A Real Man’

Or Some Foolishness Like that…

Yet, Meh, i Tend to

Be A Full Chalice




oF A Lady’s Man…

*Yawn, Pass the Popcorn

In Paradise, Please Eve With SMiLes…

And Let ‘The Boys’ Play With Their Guns…

For Whatever Laws Do ‘Dictate’ Come What May…

Interesting, Yes, I’ve Been Historically Diagnosed
With Autism By Four Medical Professionals Now

(Sub-Clinically Still Now With Asperger’s Syndrome)

And My Sister Has Been Diagnosed By One of those

Medical Professionals; And That Was All From a Span

of Almost 14 to 5 Years Ago; It’s Worth Noting That There

Is No Actual Blood Test or Other Biological Test for Autism;

Autism Is Assessed By Behavioral Deficits Now As Well As History

of the Person Now, When The Deficits Arise to Difficulties in Social Capacity

In Functioning In Home and Work Life, And Overall Functioning in Society; And

That May Be Associated With Focused, Persevering, Repetitive, Special Interest Behaviors Or

Reciprocal Social Communication Deficits As Well, With Associated Reported Hypo-Sensitivities

And Or Hyper-Sensitivities too; While It Was Easy for my First Psychiatrist to ‘Spot the Aspie’ in 2008,

Only Taking One Diagnostic Session; Ever Since i Became A Free Verse Poet, Connecting Emotions
With Words, And Dancing A Public Meditating Autotelic Flowing Dance too in Regulating Emotions

And Integrating

Senses, Identifiable

Behavioral Deficits of

So-Called Autism Have Melted Away;

Hehe, until they Find out now JUST HOW FOCUSED



COMMUNICATION DEFICITS (Movement therapy is studied to actually
Improve Our ability to Assess A Theory of Mind in Others, Both

Affectively And













And Sensory Integration;



‘AUTISTIC’, in terms of issues

With Social Empathic, Artistic
Spiritual Intelligences as of course

The Revenge of ‘The Left Brain Thinking Nerds’

Is Already Here as We LiVE iN ‘Bill Gates’ and ‘Zuckerberg’

And ‘Alex Land’ too Hehe; And That’s Surely Okay as Someone

Had to



Highway Systemizing

to Heaven online too…

Almost Like a Metaphor

For ‘Stem Cells’ in iRobot Ways…

Anyway, Before i Even Started the
Public Dance; A Meditative Flow of

Writing, Both Poetically And Non-Poetically,

Over Years of Consecutive Days Writing Online

As That Will Arise to Over 13 MiLLioN Words in
11 Years of Doing That Since Thanks Giving Day

of 2010; Yep, November 25, the First Day i Started
Writing on the ‘Wrong Planet’ (Thanks ‘Alex’ for Therapy

That Does Really Work; Talk Therapy In Focus of Writing

Words, Both Looking Within And Mused By Words of Other Folks too

That Basically Helps to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses as
The Two Work together to Drive Us Forward In All We Do, In Or Out

of Balance, Now In A Synergy of all the Human Energies of Life)

Reduced My Symptoms to Where
In July of 2013, When i Finally Escaped
The Worst Pain and Numb Known to Humankind,

Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, Wake to Sleep, Along
With A Life Threat of 18 Other Synergy of Human Disorders,
Mostly associated With Stress That No Drugs Would Touch;

Yes, My Autism Quotient, AQ Score, Dropped From 45 to 11;

Yes, My Emotional Quotient Test Rose from the Mid 50’s to Mid 90’s,
Close to the Top of that Alternative Intelligence Test; And Yes Even My

Personality Changed Greatly From INTJ to ENFP to 100 Percent
Extroversion, 100 Percent Openness, Close to Zero Neuroticism,

And Sure, Only 100 Percent Conscientious, When it Comes to My
Special Interests, Hehe; And Finally Agreeable Enough to CLEARLY SAY

In My Opinion,

A Return to Dance
And Song in Free Flowing

Meditative Ways of Regulating

Emotions And Integrating Senses

Is Already Proven Effective By Both me

And Science In Reducing Deleterious

Symptoms of Autism; Of Course,

There is No Way, A Life

Or Public Dance

Fits into the

Norm of

Society; Of Course,

Unless We aRe ParT of

An Indian Or Other ‘Tribe’ That Still
Lives A Life of Emotional Regulation

And Sensory Integration iN A Free Dance
And Song of LiFE ToGeTHeR Free in A Forage

of Real


And Thriving

Now That Makes

Life Really Worth Living,

Hand IN Hand, With All of Nature in Balance Now…

In other Words, Humans Haven’t Really Advanced Much at Humanity…

And in Measurable Ways, Have Surely Devolved in Both Strength of

Mind And Body Balancing ‘Soul’ in One-Lifetime Now; Basically the

Same Potentials as Classically Evolved Tens of Thousands of Years

Ago as Yes, As Science Shows, Humans Still Have the General

Capability to Be as Strong as Orangutans as at 242 Pounds

of Up to 1520 Pounds of Leg Pressing Ability, Still at Age

61, Yep, i Am Literally Strong As An Orangutan, Only

Much Older And Not Quite As Hairy From Head

to Toe, HAha, Depending on Whom one



Canary in
A Coal Mine…

PS, A Nice Duo of Young
Folks Attempted to Sell me on
the Benefits of Solar Panels Yesterday; They

Endured Two Hours Straight of A Fred-Talk

By me, in Much More Detail like this; Of Course, ‘the

Hook’ Was they Recognized me as the ONLY Local Folk Legend

of Public Dance Who Is

Famous Among

The People of the

Metro Area, Never Making

A Penny or Saying A Word From IT



THere Goes the Power of Dance…




And Here Comes, A ‘Real Forrest
Gump’ in 15,733 Miles of Doing That
in 99 Months Now Still WinGinG iT ALL, ALong with An EPiC Longest

Long Form Poem in the History of Humankind, AT 9.9 MiLLioN Words;

Yet You See, i Still Have the Gifts; if STEM Cells Could Take All oF iT Away,

We Wouldn’t Even Likely Have Any More ‘Sistine Chapel Ceilings Fully Painted’ This Way;

(That Takes A Lot of Focus, over Decades, ALong With Building Elaborate Temples too)

And Lord Knows, if ‘They’ Take Away the Bi-Polar Spectrum As Well; So Goes, So Many


of The Arts

Of Life that

Even Make Life

Worth Living For

The Rest of ‘The Grey Scale Clan’ too…

It’s Possible to Regulate And Integrate,

Rather Than Totally Eliminate And Throw
The ‘Baby’ Out with the ‘Difficult Waves of Life’…

When The Human Species Finds A Way to Create

A ‘Perfect Species’ Like this, With Little Mutation for
Variance to Accommodate Environmental Change, We

Basically Commit Suicide As A Species in Ignorance This Way;

Sort of Like Folks Who

Believe That the AFter

Death is Worth

More Than

The Before Death;
As Close to Half the

World of ‘The Human Condition”

Is Practically Out of Touch With Reality This way too…

i Credit My Autism For Not Falling to Group Think this way…

Never Discredit The Possibility That the Little Disabled Boy Who

Can’t Speak

Until 4, May

One Day Dance

And Sing What

He Always Saw Deep Within, Without Eyes or Ears;

The Essence of Autism is Surely Freest this way too…

-Helen Keller And
Others, Extremely


Of Course,


Creative as Such

As Only An Autistic,
Bi-Polar Person, Could
And Will Possibly Do,

Just Like me


PS: That’s Frigging

Impossible, It Would

Make a “Programmer or

“Architect’s” “Head Explode”

-Neo And The Oracle,

And The Fictional Two…

-With A Little Programmer
Professor and Architect

Left Over For A Splotch Of Yang

In the Yin As Balance ContinueS ETeRNaLLY


ThiS way…


-TWiLiGHT Forevernow…more

Anyway, Gotta Get Going, Got Another
58,000 Word, Bi-Weekly, EPiC Long Form
Poem SUB-Chapter MacroVerse to Put Together

As Big as A Frigging Novel, Just For Joy, And NO PAY YET BLISS NOW…

Yet First, i Will Dance
The Neighborhood
Block For Some

SMiLes First

And ‘Forrest

Gump’ My Neighbors..;)

SMiLes Dear Ava Some Days

i Dance And Sing Perhaps

Too Much Yet Yes i Do

Always Remember

Inhaling Peace



Is Really
Enough to Fuel Now..:)

Hehe Teachable Moments

Yet So Hard To Unlearn

It All

Over Fresh

And Begin to Live Again

Yet Of Course in only My View


SMiLeS NoW..:)

Thanks Dear Gibberish
For Such Inspiring
You Create
With SMiles☺️🦋

Dance Sing
And Do Your
Best Not To Think

And If Folks

Just Keep
The Feelings
Free All For You
Unless They Wanna
Dance And Sing THeir



To Wings
SMiles Indeed
Gibberish There
Are Some Lands Like
The one i Live in That

Will Exclaim All These
Free Words of Dance


Are Gibberish
With SMiles

i Respond Like
Any Butterfly With Wings🦋

Yes Dear Chaymaa
Be The River ALL iT

Does Is


Afraid to
Expand or
Contract Its
Shores Tide

Belongs to River Moon..:)

Oh Goodness Dear Chaymaa How the Inertia

Will Disappear When All the Competitions And

Deadlines Fade Away In A Highway

of Open Soul With Free

Butterfly Wings

For It’s True

A Butterfly Isn’t

As Concerned Where

They Are Going As Where

They Land Now and if it is Pleasing

They Will Surely Return for Places
With the Best Nectar to Nourish Their

Souls Some More…

Nah, Butterflies

Don’t Give Up

They’ve Already

Seen Caterpillar

And Cocoon Life

Before Wings Become

Air And Wind to Be Home..:)

Hehe Dear Sohair
After Finishing Another
58,000 Word Blog Poem

i Practically Had

to Crawl Up Those

Grass Stairs to Come to

Say Hello to my Dear FRiEnD

It’s True THeRE iS An Ocean of LoVE

With Many A Weary Soul Looking to Be

Filled Up

With the

Same my FRiEnD

Keep Love As Your Guiding
Light Be A LiGHT House for others
The Same And You May Never be


Yet Someone

Else’s Guiding Lights

As The Same is Reflected Back to You..:)

It’s True Dear Soni It’s The
Youth And Older Ages That

May Be the Best

The In Between

Will Truly Be




And Oh No
Yes The Black Abyss
Places of Never Ending Work…

Anyway i Hope You Love Your Job…

i Don’t Get to Hear That Response too much

And Nice
To See You Back
On A Very Short
Poetry Vacation too..:)

Thanks So Much Dear Yam For Visiting “i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me”
For the Last 99 Months i’ve Been Writing this EPiC Long Form Poem
Rising to 9.9 MiLLioN Words Now With Well Over 100 Thousand Photos

i Have Taken And Over 10 Thousand YouTube Videos in Music
And Information to Accompany All These Words And Many

Of the Photos Capture Cultural Changes Through the

Years As Observed in a Very Cosmopolitan

Tourist City Mall That Is Flavored

With Cultures Around the

World and Of Course

Nature in A Very Diverse
Environment of Wildlife and
Plant Life A Really Great Place
To Capture CuLTuRaL Change Across
The Years And Of Course There Are All the
Folks Around the Globe Where Most All These
Words Are Simply Poetic Responses to Them No Different
Than the One i am Writing Now in Flow to You Hehe i Just

Keep Going

in Effortless

Ease if i had to think

About What i’m Doing Along
With the 15,733 Miles of Dance
Now i’d Probably Have A Major

Headache HAha..;)

Thanks For Dropping By
“i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me”

Dear Akshita Glad You Liked the
Pics Hehe i Can Take Credit for All

Of them Except The Bird Ones

Shared By my Sister

With A Camera

As Expensive

As A Used Car Hehe
With A Lens the Size
of a Medium Length Telescope HAha…

And Of Course my Wife Takes the Photos of me
With my iPhone At A Distance Hehe With SMiLes…

Don’t Want Any
Camera that

That i Have to Think
to Actually Use the Features…

i Spent 33 Years Working And
19 Years of School Thinking That’s Enough for me..:)

Hehe Dear Savvy i Used

To Tell my Body What to

Do Then i Listened

And Set

my Mind

Free to
Dance A

Song That
Comes Naturally..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy

True Life is A Canvas

Just Waiting For Us to

Paint it or

Write An
Entirely New
Story to Start

A Never Ending One Before..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy Outside
Gyms Indeed The Best

Even in Cold
Weather to me

However Losing All
One’s Credit Cards

And Keys in A Runaway

Purse With A Loving Dog

Looking For Treats

Big Headaches

Indeed for

The Keyless

Car Days We Have Now
Happy Thanks Giving For Giving to You
And Your Family Coming For Festivities..:)

Yes, Yes, Yes, Hehe

As We Know Falling

In Love Reduces Serotonin

And Makes Folks Owning/Jealous

And Even Move into Fits of Rage hehe…

Of Course The Super Shot of Dopamine
And Oxytocin And All Those ‘Sex’ Hormones

Will Be Very Intoxicating too

Yet What Goes

Up Does Come

Down and Science
Shows Romantic Love
This Way Only Lasts up
To About 18 Months;

So Honestly What We Are

Left With Is Either Loving FRiEnDS

Who Still Hug, Adore, And Respect Each

Other Or Basically Frowns, Emptiness,



Actual Hate…

And Of Course
Divorce And Trying

Our Best to Get it Right

The Next Go Around…

Heaven Is for FRiEnDS

Who Do Respect And Adore

Each Other; And Of Course

Romance is For Reproduction

Hehe, Particularly When One’s Biological
Clock Is Ticking SMiLes; And Yes Men’s Do
Tend to Tick A Whole Lot Longer And No

That’s Not


An Easy

Thing to
Deal with Either…

Our FRiEnDS Will Understand
And Support Us Through All the Storms
And It’s True Katrina is a FRiEnD Like that

And Very Few Women Are in My Culture For Sure…

Honestly, it’s Practically A Miracle my FRiEnD, Hope You
Find Someone To Love You And Stay By Your Side Always
Where You Are Actually Worth Dying For the Truest Love..:)

SMiles Happy Full Beaver
Moon To You In Hawaii
Aloha FRiEnD Lunar
Eclipse for Us

At 3:03 AM

🌝 🌚
Yet 1 Percent
Red As Blood 🩸😊🤗

Good Morning Hellooove
Dear FRiEnD A Little
Piano Playing And A
Song By
Of Fireplace


To Warm
Your Toronto
Chilling Bones

With SMiles Hehe
🔥 🔥 🔥 🤗 🔥 🔥🔥

Meanwhile out today
To Get my Moderna

Booster Shot
As Even Darth
Vader Plays It Safe

And Hey Waiting
For Those Smiling
Pics of You Playing


At The iPhone


i Arrive

For Real


And True We Are All Unique

Only Sons And Or Daughters of

God As Every Leaf of Tree Reflects

The Oneness of the Whole Living Tree

Yet Each Leaf Carries On only One View of Tree

Take The Long Way Home And Lift The Others Up



As Our Unique Fearless Free
Leaf Whole of Loving Living Tree..:)


Dear FRiEnD

What Distance

What Space

What TiME
Is Soul

What Matter
Is Love None
i Understand

Or Know

Only What


For All🙏

With SMiles
And Hellooove’s😊

SMiles Dear
Chaymaa If
We Go To

It Makes It So

Much Easier

To Forgive

Devils in

Heaven When We
Reach A Never
Ending Apex




Love Thanks
Dear Pharmacist

FRiEnD Surely
Again Still
A Most

Job ‘These Days’ True🙏😊

SMiLes So True Dear Savvy

Dance OPens HeARTS and

Even Science Shows Now

Dance Regulates Emotions
Integrates Senses And Done

As A Meditative Movement Free

Escaping Mechanical Cognition of Word

Think Even Takes Away Pain Same As Still

Meditation Will

With Bio-Feedback

From Head to Toe my
FRiEnD So often Pain

Originating in Tension

When We Are Out of Touch
With Our Bodies As Body Balancing

Makes Mind Balancing Same For One Soul

Inhaling Peace So Much More Open to SPiRiT oF

HeART As Yes This All Natural Movement Therapy
Is Shown By Science Now In Improving our Intuition

of Understanding Both Cognitive And Affective Empathy

in States of Minds of

Greater in

How They

Feel and Sense

Life too Within Now

In Pain Or Pleasure

And All the Tween My

FRiEnD So True Dance Allows
Us to “Paint With All the Colors of the Wind”

And If Anyone Does Their Best to Bring Us Down

We Have The Tools To Rise Up And Exhaust All Negative

Feelings/Senses Transforming Them Again into Peace Inhaling Love Exhaling

As Both A Free Dance And Song Will Do This So Freely NoW in Effortless Ease

of Flow Sweet Spot Tween Apathy and Anxiety Always Achieving More Potential Now

In Complexity

And Simplicity

As Well mY FRiEnD…

True As Concise

As Inhaling



Love Again mY FRiEnD..:)

Just For The Record
Books Still Keeping Notes
Determining Who Will Be On my

Naughty List As FoE FRiEnD Now

Just A Short Note to A Pesky
Mosquito Who Isn’t Worth Any of
My Smashing Again For Blood SucKinG:

i Have No Idea What i’m Doing
And It’s Always Excessive It Can
Never Be Pretentious Until i Plan Any oF iT NoW…

Yes! All Great Quotes For Advice Dear

Chaymaa And Hehe Writing One Hundred
Thousand Words A Month on Average

For 99 Months Now And 9.9 MiLLioN

Words of Free Verse Poetry

Just in Response

to Inspiration

From Souls Around

The Globe Allows Me Truly

Mastery Over Thoughts And

Hehe Ironically i Don’t Even Have

to Pre-Plan it And Hardly Even Think

It All Comes In Flow As The River Only Knows Now

And A Free Public Dance Now of 15,753 Miles in 99 Months too

in Autotelic Flow Regulates Emotions and Integrates Senses the

Same to the Point

That i’ve Practically

Remedied All the Challenging
Symptoms of Asperger’s Syndrome
on the Autism Spectrum Where in my
Case i Didn’t Even Speak Until 4 Years

Old Reciprocal Social Communication
And Motor Coordination Once Greatest


In Life Yet Through Proper Adaptations

And Epigenetic Change

All My Once Weaknesses

Even Weakest Kid Assessed
in the Aquarium At School Are Now

All My Greatest Strengths As Hehe at
61 Years of Age i Still Leg Press up to
1520 Pounds And Why Do i Record this

Good News And Spread it Yes if i Can and Will

Do it Imagine What Someone Normal Might Do HAha…

And It’s True Some Folks Try to Cut my Sycamore Tree

Down As ‘Pocahontas’ In That Disney Movie Also Paints

The World

With All


Colors of The Wind Free

When One Falls So Far Behind

The Herd as a Maverick There is

No Stopping A Horse Who Gains His Second Wind..:)

Dear FRiEnD

What Distance

What Space

What TiME
Is Soul

What Matter
Is Love None
i Understand

Or Know

Only What


For All🙏

With SMiles
And Hellooove’s😊

iNDeed Dear Doc

i Dance And Sing

The Similar

Way For

Those All In Every
Audience of Public
Dance And Song That

It Is Okay to Be the Most

Different Free And Strange

Of THeM All


Even me

With SuNDaY

SMiLes That Are Real Free

Loving And No Faux News

Out of Those at Churches or
Fox News States Who Want

To Mold Us ALL AWay From Loving

Free Don’t Fly Away Don’t Fly Away Don’t
Away Please Anyone Is Welcome to Come

Play With

me In Their

Own Style

Even if

We Never

Touch Wings….

-Jonathan Livingston
Seagull Yet Not A Fictional one…

Or A “Humming Bird” Song of Wings By Seals And
Crofts And HeART Beats Fastest Flying The Distance
of the Gulf Of Mexico FRiEnDS With Gravity Never Tiring..:)

You Are Such A Sweet Young
Woman Little Chef to Bake

Such A Beautiful Cake

For Your Parent’s


So Much Love

And Respect Showing

Through Every Delicious

Taste And my Wife Definitely

Agrees You Are A Treasure of A
Little Chef All Around

Such a Bright

Young Woman

Enough for Someone

Like me to Gain Hope

For a Better Global Future With
Young Generation Z Folks Just Like You….

i Had to Ask My Local Chef What my Favorite

Birthday Cake Is as She Keeps Track of All the

Menu, Accounting, And Household Volunteer Duties

So Traditionally

Free She Chooses

To Love Just me

Most Every


Dream of Course…
Anyway She Reminded
me “Humming Bird Cake” Is

My Favorite BD Cake and When She
Said Those Words All the Rich Taste

Soaking the Memory of my Tongue my FRiEnD

True though i Think More in Words of Song

MuSiC is My SoUL

So Much


Than Food

Or Really Anything
Else Yet the Free Dance

That Brings the Free SonG oF SoUL

i Suggest A Favorite Song of Mine to
Listen to So Uplifting Eternally So Light of Spirit

my FRiEnD Sure Why Not i’ll Even Play it For You

“Humming Bird” By Seals And Crofts Ages Ago at Close to

Your Age HeaR hehe Unless Your Spam Folder Captures the


And this

Very Long

SoUL Poem

Inspired by
You Young Little Chef FRiEnD..:)


The Wind

Wants to

Get Attached

to Your Wings Dear

And Even

Fly You Like

me on Terrestrial
Land For No Reason

At All Yet Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love For All Within

With Least



With No Restraints

Fearless Yet of Course

Is Just

-me… NoW

Have A Nice Day
Even Spread Your
Wings And Catch The
Breeze Only Feeling Sensing Forever Now

Marrying the Night Merrying The Day Twilight





A Frigging

Zone Only

iN A TV SHow

WHere Humans

Are Restricting Themselves to
Zoos Homes Without Windows

That BREaTHE Fresh US Freer Now..

Yes Quite Honestly It’s Impossible to Be
Late TO A Dream That’s Real Now Anyway

Audaciously Wild Free Now Something Not to

Really Think



Doing Feeling
Sensing Now For Real All Our

Wings Catching Breeze So Free…

Yet Perhaps



Come What May…

It Is What It Never
Was Now It Is Now..:)


Oh my Gosh Dear Rue As Soon
As i Saw The Title Of “No Air”

And The


Illustration Now

A Song Immediately Comes

RiSinG From my Subconscious
Mind Along With A Video Yes That

iLLuSTRaTES Your Lyrics Before

i Even Read them Okay i’ll Do

That Now Be WRiTE Back…

Yes Lord Yes And

Perhaps i’ve

Shared This Song
With You Before Dancing it

Yet HAha Even in The Older Bible they
Provide Similar Stories then to Better
Illustrate Deeper Points of Soul SPiRiT
HeART BEATS Breathing Or Suffocating too

YeS On A Beach Yet Not Recovering in 2013 in
July Yes January of 2008 At The Beginning of Hell

Yet i CaMe To Realize The Beach Really Lives Within
me Then As Suddenly All the Oneness of Existence Gone

From my Grasp A Love For All Suffocating Then With No Eyes
Or Ears Beyond Organs to Feel And Sense Green All the Colors

Sublime Within That Are So Invisibly God And Real in Connecting

All That Is It’s TRue Then Realizing i had Been Romancing God All Along

And Didn’t Even Realize The Gift Then Now of Heaven Within i Had at 16 WaLKinG

One With Those Emerald Green Waves Sea Oats in the Breeze Sugar White Sands Yes

You’ll Hear, Feel, Sense, And See it Again Reborn Wings of All the Seagulls in FLiGHT

On Land me


Wings Mine

ANeW The Sun

Free Before Yet So Very Lost

Yes So Very Lost All i Wanted

To Do Is Drown Myself in the

Ocean Just to Be the Ocean Water

Waves Whole Inhaling Peace And Exhaling Love

Again No One Ever Really Explained even in the Old

Bible How All of this May Be Lost Now Yet SeeKinG Returning




Again Now

AS UNderwater

Becomes Ocean Whole
Water All US Living Tree
Leaf Whole Again All That is
Comes To Breath Again Reborn US Now…

THeRE are Some Romances Greater Than The

Air Above And Sea Below Ocean Within When We Become



For Real
SMiLinG With

All the Colors
of Gratitude For
This Only Breath Within
God Now Presently We aRe THE GIFT…

Oh Yeah And Back to that FlesH and Blood
Romancy Trancy Fancy Feeling So Very Deep

So Very


Of Hell And

Heaven Where

Love Meets Loss

And Again And Again

And Again And Again Unrequiting
Waves Shores Expanding Receding Now

Expanding Never Beginning Never Ending
Never Finishing Always Starting Now

ReNeWinG Dear Rue

The Ocean

The Beach

The Waves

Shores Alive
Drink of Water
ALL Ours to BREaTHE Roots Vines
Living Trees All Leaves Green CoLoRinG Love (GoD) More..:)


Mutton and Shrimp
Stew Invite me Over

(So Rich So Very Rich
On the Gravy Train)

Right Away Dear

Rue i’m


To Consume

All Of Your Dish

With Nothing Left For You Haha…
As You May Remember Katrina
Refuses to Sacrifice Lamb to Eat

That Makes You my Last Killing of
the Lambs Resort Yes for Now HAha..;)

Katrina Said my Butt&Legs Look Better Than Ever This Morning
Yet i Should Lay Off All the Roast Beast Pig For A 6 Pack-HeHe

So i’m Still Looking Dear Rue

Yes Where’s The Pig

or Other Roast Beast

This is What They

Call An Extreme

Health Dish For
Folks With Clogged
Arteries Where i Live

Every Sunday After Church
Sacrificing Baby-Back Ribs

Half-A-Rack Dirt Cheap to

Perhaps Even Save a 6-Pack Before

i Go 6 Feet Under And More Above With SMiLEs…

Anyway The Only Theme Song i Have to Dance is


is the

Roast Beast!
i Don’t Have Big

Canine Teeth The Second
Biggest Still on the Dentist
Chart For Nothing HAha

Yet ‘Green Lettuce’, Spices, Cream And Stuff

Of Course Everything You Do is Delicious Dear Rue…

Similar Refrain

i Sing to




As Always Thanks Giving For GivinG iT ALL!…

God Yes Let’s Face it In Some Ways We aRE ALL Nature

Consuming Itself Whole A Wise Snake Swallowing ItS Own Real Tale..:)

Free Art Best Escapes
PriSon When Giving Now
Sharing.. Doing Art All Free..
Yet True Some
Do Have
To Make
A Living too
With the Arts of
Life And Some Are
Free Enough to Give and
Share This Way too as Art
iN A Wind
That/Who Serves
No Destination Yet Free…
Blessed We Are Sohair ArTinG Free..🙂

SMiLes my FRiEnD
i Thank You For
Welcoming me
In Your Space And
Allowing And Encouraging
me To Freely Express my
Soul in Response
To The Art
Your Soul
Brings it Seems
This is A Worthy
In Life to
Freely Give
And Share
As Allowed
Of Course
For it is
True Not
Is Open
As You Free
So Again Thank
You! my FRiEnD🙌😁🤗

Grains Of Sand Now
Reminisce With Toes
Star Reaching
Within Art
Of Sky And
Ground inDeed
Ocean Balance Breathes🙌😁

Sure We Can Talk
On Your Blog Any
Time You Like

i Keep All
my Talking
Online Public
Writing Free Verse
Poetry in Responses

In Real

Just Like
This As There
Is No Difference
In Private And Public

Communication to
me As All i Do And

i Do Mean All i Do
Is Exposed too

For The World

To See With
Nothing Hidden From View🙌😊

Always Be True
To You Dear Annabel

Hehe And
Of Course

i’m A True FRiEnD
As i Have A Disorder
Asperger’s Syndrome
Where it’s



To Lie Fortunately

For me My Wife
Is Still Really

The “Fairest
Of Them All”

i Tell Her
Still That
Is What

Her Mirror Sings
Back To Her Without

Any Makeup

On Or Even


Her Hair
At 51 In
The Mirror Each Morn🙌☺️

Some More 🧳
Traveling Now🎅🛷

Happy SuNDaY
SMiles And
Lists For
Nice to See You
Expressing So Much
Passion For Life And

LoVE iN Your Poetry
Oh To Love Full Force
A Dream That Some
Remember And Some

Continue To Do When
Two Weeks Turns into
Forever Now And You

Don’t Mind
At All True
More Than
A Kiss On
A Screen

Home Within
SMiles of Trust
And Faith of

WHere No

One Is Ever

As Furniture

On “The Long Way Home”

A Little Fantasy i’ve Had
Is Just To Read Your

Where You
Excel Most
Altar of LoVE iN
Words Your Poems
Become Yes Such A

Warm Winter Of HeART 😇

Thanks For Your Art SMiles😊

Poetry Always A New World 🌎

Of Soul


You To Explore
And Others to
Feel So Very Deeply 🦋⛄️❄️🛷

i’ve Come to Understand


And i Do
Explore Every
Human Star So Unique
Ever Changing We aRe⭐️

Dear FRiEnD

What Distance

What Space

What TiME
Is Soul

What Matter
Is Love None
i Understand

Or Know

Only What


For All🙏

With SMiles
And Hellooove’s😊

Catholic Mass Readings
From November 21st, 2021

And Note: A Real King Serves Others

In Giving Sharing Caring Most With Least

Harm Fearless And Free And That Doesn’t

Actually Include A Lion As They are Very

Competitive Beasts Made for Killing
And Reproducing Over Love For

‘The Pride’

The Most
Which Of Course

As Usual is the Lioness

Pride of Love The God Most Within For Real

Reading 1, Daniel 7:13-14
13 I was gazing into the visions of the night, when I saw, coming on the clouds of heaven,
as it were a son of man. He came to the One most venerable and was led into his presence.

14 On him was conferred rule, honour and kingship, and all peoples, nations and languages became his servants. His rule is an everlasting rule which will never pass away, and his kingship will never come to an end.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 93:1, 1-2, 5
1 Yahweh is king, robed in majesty, robed is Yahweh and girded with power.

2 The world is indeed set firm, it can never be shaken; your throne is set firm from of old, from all eternity you exist.

5 Your decrees stand firm, unshakeable, holiness is the beauty of your house, Yahweh, for all time to come.

Reading 2, Revelation 1:5-8
5 and from Jesus Christ, the faithful witness, the First-born from the dead, the highest of earthly kings. He loves us and has washed away our sins with his blood,

6 and made us a Kingdom of Priests to serve his God and Father; to him, then, be glory and power for ever and ever. Amen.

7 Look, he is coming on the clouds; everyone will see him, even those who pierced him, and all the races of the earth will mourn over him. Indeed this shall be so. Amen.

8 ‘I am the Alpha and the Omega,’ says the Lord God, who is, who was, and who is to come, the Almighty.

Gospel, John 18:33-37
33 So Pilate went back into the Praetorium and called Jesus to him and asked him, ‘Are you the king of the Jews?’

34 Jesus replied, ‘Do you ask this of your own accord, or have others said it to you about me?’

35 Pilate answered, ‘Am I a Jew? It is your own people and the chief priests who have handed you over to me: what have you done?’

36 Jesus replied, ‘Mine is not a kingdom of this world; if my kingdom were of this world, my men would have fought to prevent my being surrendered to the Jews. As it is, my kingdom does not belong here.’

37 Pilate said, ‘So, then you are a king?’ Jesus answered, ‘It is you who say that I am a king. I was born for this, I came into the world for this, to bear witness to the truth; and all who are on the side of truth listen to my voice.’


Be So Much

Peace Exhaling LoVE

Side Note:

This iS HoW
You ReAlly
iNHeRiT The
EartH All Meek
Within NoW The King And
Or Queendom of Heaven Within

to Give, Share, Care For Free With
And For All With Least Harm So Did You


THE MEMo too…
THiS LiVinG Tree…
THiS Leaf oF ALL Trees…

SMiLes Dear Savvy Yes

i Wonder if Folks Have

Lost The Ability to

Taste and
Feel Sunshine

Within to Give
For The Attention
Span To Seek and Find is
A Measure of What We Treasure

Best With


And Melody

Everyone Hears
With THeir Fuller Beings Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

Some Days A Greatest

Courage May Be Just Breaking

From the Herd to Speak A Truth

No One Else Cares to Hear

For True A


Fear is Being
Separated From
What Ever Social
Bonds And Binds Make

Our Individual And Group Tribes

As Of Course Normally Every Human

Requires Others to Survive Yet Now We

Have Smart Phone Replacements Where

A Greatest Courage May Be Separated

Just One Day From Smallest

of Machines Transformed

Into Holders


Our Souls
Hostage Yet
Willing Participants
of the Biggest NeWesT
Experiment We Conduct
On Ourselves And Each Other too

So How Do We Become Courageous
Enough To Become Separated From
What We aRe NoW i Suppose

Embrace the

New Reality

And Leave

With Lions
Who Earn Their
Inner Pay And Play…:)

Hehe, The Only Way i Will Stay Awake

For A Book That Is Not Lit on A Screen

Is to Dance With it Free in my

Hands Listening to




The Folks For Free
At Barnes And Noble
(in The Starbucks Cafe)
While Yes i Read An Entire

Book For Free As i’ve Done

Almost Every Sunday Since

August of 2013 Yet It’s True

my Wife Already


The Max

Indoor Count
Of Books In Our
Home Years Ago

And That’s okay With
me as i Love to Save the
Trees And Will Never Put
my 9.9 MiLLioN Words in Print
To Kill 14.4 Trees With Over 100,000
Photos And No Where For 10,000 You
Tube Videos to Play in The Entire Book i Write

Anyway Thank Goodness There is Still So Many
Free Things to Do in Life Entertaining A Few Folks ALong the Way..:)

Smiles Dear Cindy Inspiring Poem From
Your Match-Up Adventures for Your Daughter

Nice to See You Honorable Mentioned in the
Contest Plus All the Other Poems You

Linked Inspiring As Well my FRiEnD

Anyway it’s Almost

Turkey Day

So Off to Cooking

A Major Feast i’m Sure
You’re Headed Next Like

Everyone Over Here in Florida
Hehe Except for me as i Only
Serve As An Expert Taste Taster

And Ya Don’t Get That Status Without
A Whole Lot of Practice HAha With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Soni Congratulations!

For Becoming Part of the “Indian Book

of Records” Hehe Chances Are if i tried

To Fit my Words

All 9.9 MiLLioN

Ones of An EPiC

Long Form Poem
Now in 99 Months

In A Record Book

They Would Be Judged

As Too Much Excessive

And Who Knows Even Pretentious

By ‘Corporate Types’ And That’s Okay

As There is No Medium Yet Word Press
And Other Blogging Avenues Where i Will

Be Able to Link Over 10,000 YouTube Songs

From the HiSToRY And HeRSToY of All MuSiC

And Actually Make The Songs Work in A Paper
Back Book That Would Actually Consume Over 14.4
Trees And 144,000 Pages Yes 28 Boxes of 500 Page
Reams of Copy Paper to Fit in Over 100,000 Photos i
Take to iLLuSTRaTE The Whole EPiC Long Form Poem

That Yes is More Than 5 Times The Size of the Indian ‘Mahabharata’

That Only Put-Out About 1.8 MiLLioN Words in Centuries of Effort and

Innumerable Authors And Oh Yeah That Old Bible Book Too So Very

Tiny Taking


of Effort


Ghost Authors too

Where 12 Of Those

And A Bit More Would Fall

Into the Size of What i’ve Written
In 99 Months in Free Verse Holy Creative
Sacred Spirit Within From Ocean Depth Soul Way Words

And Sure 120 And More Qurans At Only 80 Thousand Words

That Maybe one Man Took Out of His Soul taking 23 Years Then

True i Had A Slow Start Too Not Speaking Until 4 On the Autism Spectrum

As True That Was Even More Challenging Than Being Illiterate my FRiEnD

Yet You See mY FRiEnD

If i had Spent Any Days

Trying to Make Money

Off it plus the 15,753 Miles
of Public Dance in 99 Months too

if i Spent Any Days Entering Contests

or Trying To Get it Published Or Coveting

it in Closed Drawers in Fear of Copyright Infringement

And the Such as That as i Write it Everywhere i Go in Response

to Deep Soul Inspirations From Folks Just Like You All around the Globe

There is Just

No Way i would

Have Ever Got it Done

At All Of Course i have

The Advantage of Never

Having to Work for Pay

Or MaKinG Money Again

Ever Since the

Age of


And That’s Something

to Aim For my FRiEnD
ReTiRinG Early Enough WHere
You Will BREaTHE Free And the

Joy of the Activity Will Be Heaven Enough

Without Any Kind of Rewards Or Awards At all

For me The Reward and Award is All in the Doing

Yet of Course Indian Philosophies Teach This Lesson Well too…

Anyway i Stood In Front of 17 Guinness World Record Books At

The Book


For 2022


That’s Not Nearly Enough

Space to Fit All 240 Novel

Size Books i’ve Written in Poem

Size As That Might Crash The Whole
Book Shelf


The River

Flows Now


oF its Size or

What Other Folks

Rate it As my FRiEnD

The River Just Flows As

It Already KNoWS it is the Size

of All the Oceans Waves And Waters SaMe..:)

Be So Much

Peace Exhaling LoVE

Side Note:

This iS HoW
You ReAlly
iNHeRiT The
EartH All Meek
Within NoW The King And
Or Queendom of Heaven Within

to Give, Share, Care For Free With
And For All With Least Harm So Did You


THE MEMo too…
THiS LiVinG Tree…
THiS Leaf oF ALL Trees…

Freedom With No Empathy Is A Dead
Human Soul And God Is Love

NoW Just Keep
LoSinG Your
Mind And
To Find
You’re DaNCinG 🕺
MiSSinG🌊NoW 💃 😁

SMiLes Dear Rue i Wanna Be The Color

Blue So Much More Than Only A Star

For Imagine How Drab the World

Will Be if Only Sun

And No

Blue Skies

Engulfing the BLacK Above

And True i Wanna Engulf the
World With Smiles Shining my

Blue Skies Equally on Friend or Foe

i Kid You Not Only Yesterday Someone Complained

That my Blue Skies Are Excessive and Pretentious

Yet my True FRiEnDS Love the Color Blue

And Never Tire of my Blue Skies

For Them Yet That is

The ParT of my

ART That Not Everyone
Feels and ‘See’S And That’s Okay

As It’s True Not Everyone Loves How Deep

Blue Skies Cover the Earth True Everywhere i Go

i Wanna make Folks Smile With my Blue Skies Without
Even Saying a Word So It’s True Singing is Not Enough For Blue

Skies to Please

So A SKy LEarned

How to Dance Blue Free on
The Earth to Bring SMiLes More

to Youth at Least iN Every Store Blue
Skies Still Meets Expanse of Youthful Soul SKEYeS

Still Appreciating The Color of Blue Skies Free So Deep

And True i Wanna Always Be Inspired By Other Blue Skies

too And It’s TRue Dear Rue Every Day i See Your Brown Eyed

Deepest Poetry my Blue

To Green Skies

of SKEYeS Always

Smile as i See Someone

With Skies of Bluest Imagination

Like me too And i Don’t Feel Like the
Only Blue Sky in the World Anymore So

Hi-Five i am So Glad i Met Another Blue Sky in this World…

Thanks Giving For Giving The Greatest Gift A Smile if i Made You

Happy Today

And Anyone

Else i Will

Die With A Happy Smile
on my Face Understanding

That This Gift of Blue SKeYeS is
Enough Whole Naked And Complete

And i Don’t Need An ‘Angel And Jimmy Stewart’

To Show me “It’s A Wonderful Life” as i Took Pictures

of the Smiles i Brought to Thousands of Faces And They

Were Only a Drop in a Bucket of the Blue Skies i’ve Brought

To Folks All Around the Globe For You See There WaS A Day

Yes an Eternity of

Time Then Now

When My Skies

Were Only

Dark No Sun

No Blue No Memory

of if i ever Smiled At All

True This is what Happened

When Blue Skies Went Away for

66 Months The Gift Was Just one Smile

One Laugh Returning Reborn in me And Honestly

It’s Not Much of A Sacrifice At All to Bring Blue Skies to

The World Around me in Fact it is Thanks Giving For Giving

Every Day

AS Heaven

Spreads A Blue

Sky For All Within

FRiEnD or Foe For Both

Those Capable and Not Capable

of Feeling Blue SKEYeS i Spread Dear FRiEnD…

Again Come What May The Greatest Gift is to Spread

Blue SKeYeS

oF LoVE For

All That’s

Real As The

Yellow Sun the
Blue SKeYeS Above

Serve Each And Every

One Of Us Each Day Whether

Covered By Clouds or Not the Same

It’s A matter of Being Able to ‘See’ Again my

FRiEnD With EYeS of The Children Who Still See Me…

-Mr. Blue Skies

Hehe With a Little Help

From the ‘Electric Light Orchestra’

And ‘The Fifth Beatle’ Who Also Helped

Raise A Stone Statue in Burial Grounds

Just a Bust of A Man Back to Life on my

“SGT. Pepper’s Album Cover” of Both

Death in Life


Life Before Death

Blue Skies Do Carry on mY FRiEnD…

May i Humbly Pass this Baton onto You Please…

For We Must Keep This Olympic Torch of Love Free For All..:)


So Hard i Cry


Side Note:

This iS HoW
You ReAlly
iNHeRiT The
EartH All Meek
Within NoW The King And
Or Queendom of Heaven Within

to Give, Share, Care For Free With
And For All With Least Harm So Did You


THE MEMo too…
THiS LiVinG Tree…
THiS Leaf oF ALL Trees…

SMiLes ‘God’ IS A FLoWeR
That Colors the World
NoW And
Yes There
Are Stones
At The
Of An
Never Even
Of A Smallest
Ocean Oh To
iN Adding
In Old Dusty
Books No
Now Than
Holy Fall-Out
Kneeling in
Front oF A Nuclear
Bomb Named
To Go Home
And Watch The
NeWeST State
News Max
The Planet
Of The Apes
The Revelation
Of The Demagogue
Despicable Leader
And Minions
Big Enema Surprise
And it’s True if the
Pandemic Killed
‘Their’ Pets They’d
Mask Themselves
The Same Way
The Misery
And Suffering
Of ‘Their’ Beloved
Pets more than
Grandpa Now
And Grandma
Sitting Around
The Killing Fields
Of The Thanks
Giving Roast
Orange Beast
SMiLes Let
Me Go Get
The Same
Old Story
The Planet
Of The Apes
As The Revelation
Of Truly Falling Continues
As Usual
In Strikes
And Gutter-balls
Whatever Makes
The 10-Pin
Hats Happy…
Now For All to See
In Clearest 2020
Vision As Dark
In Broadest
Daylight THorns 🥀

Be So Much

Peace Exhaling LoVE

Side Note:

This iS HoW
You ReAlly
iNHeRiT The
EartH All Meek
Within NoW The King And
Or Queendom of Heaven Within

to Give, Share, Care For Free With
And For All With Least Harm So Did You


THE MEMo too…
THiS LiVinG Tree…
THiS Leaf oF ALL Trees…


SMiLes Dear Savvy
i Write to Release
The Within in Focus
of Imagination And


To Pages As
Notes of SonG
oF mY SoUL No
Different Really
Than An Autotelic

Flow of Dance

Regulating Emotions

Integrating Senses Moving
Connecting Co-Creating Even More

Giving Sharing Caring Freely With
Least Harm For All True As A SonG

oF mY SoUL

Feels and


So Alive

iN A Free Dance
Of Life Complete
Whole Naked Enough
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love For All

Nice to See Lovely People Like You Greeting
Them on Their Unique Paths And Ways of “Living



As You Surely Do
With SMiLes mY FRiEnD..:)

Life of The PartY
-SoMe OnE DoeS iT

True Dear Rafiah

Love That Must

Be Called Upon Or Forced

in Return is Not Love That

Cares to Breathe This way


What May
Love Comes
And Goes Love
That Decides to Stay
Stays Yet Only if Love Stays

Yet The Giver Now May Always Rise

Higher in Thanks Giving

For Giving Ways Freer

Anyway The Work A Day
World Often Leaves Nothing
Left Yet the Work A Day World
Where It’s Hard to Make Any Home,
Human, Or Love Home As It’s True

When i Was In

College Signs Posted
By Engineering And Computer
Classes Don’t Forget You are Human

Do It In addition to School too Yet of Course
In the Work A Day World The Almighty Mammon

May Come

First Well


Breast of
Nurturing Warmth

Same As it Ever Was
If Love Ever Came At All Other Than A Rule of Sorts Must to Do…

Is Happiness or Love Any Real Goal in This Life For Most Folks

i Look Around

And Everyone

Seems to

Be Buying

Different Yet
i Do Feel WHere Home
is the Unmistakable Warmth of HeART

Warming SPiRiTS Vaulting Wings of SoUL..:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita As We
Dig The Tunnels of Our Life

It’s Nice to Come Up

For Air In Ways

Of Introspection

Seeing Where We’ve

Been And More Clearly

The Tunnel We aRe On Now

Hehe and Of

Course in
The Case

Of Taylor
Swift It’s Nice
That She Gets to
Do That And Have
So Much Fame And Fortune

Yet Maybe Not For With Fame
And Fortune One May No Longer
Be Able to Get Lost Enough in A Crowd

To Set


Free Away From
The Crowd With SMiLes
Oh to Be Target Audience
Free Just Being Who We
Are to BREaTHE NoW..:)

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane
It’s True i Used to Be Consumed
By Watching Sports More Specifically

Florida State Football too Interestingly
It was Hard to Quit As They Did So Well

Hehe Until i stopped

Watching them
With SMiLes

Amazingly As Days Move
into Years And Decades my Wife

And i Often Talk Politics Yet it seems
That is a Side Effect of GRoWinG Older

In Numbers

Too Hehe

Yet of Course

She Spends Most of the Day
On the TV And i Spend Most
Of the Day Behind this ManCave

Of a 27.1 Inch iMaC Monitor A Small

Room With A View Yet Opening Soul to

Global Poetry With SMiLes As Every Taste

Is A Different Flavor to Consume as Of Course

Each Human Is A UniVerse Unto Their EYeS of

Organ And EYeS of Mind to ‘See’ Anyway it’s True

i Am Very Content in my Marriage As i Never Get Bored

Of Snapping

Candid Pics

Of my Wife

Not All Of Which

She Likes hAha

i Do Realize How Fairy
Tale Fortunate i am this
Way for In This case Happily
Ever After Now Did and Does Still Come Now

Yet It Surely is the Warmth Between Two Human
Beings That Makes A Home After The Passion is
Gone For Many Folks Not Much is Left and in my

Case at

Least Hehe

i Still Have the
Same Now Same
Now As i Always Did and Do
One Must Wonder if Essence
Makes The Form or The Form
Makes The Essence i Tend to


The Essence
Creates The Form
This Force of God Within
Beyond All Measure Contained
In Words As Small As Hope, Faith,
And Belief And As Large As The Actual


Love Clear

For Many
to ‘See’ With SMiLes…

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane it’s hard to imagine
it anywhere else i Partly Understand Your Struggle

Yet it’s True if We Live Long Enough We Better
Become Our Best FRiEnD For We Surely May

Face the
Day when
We Must
Be Our Own
Father and Mother
Unto Our Souls And if

We aRe Most Fortunate
Our Spouses Relatives And
FRiEnDS are THeRE With Us
Through Our Entire Journeys of Life…

Does That Happen Much Anymore if so it Takes 100 Percent
Effort Yes Putting People First Sadly Most Folks Have Few


Even Seconds

of the Day Even
to Come to Be FRiEnDS
With The UNiVeRSaL SouL WiTHiN

SMiLes Another Wise Painting of Introspection
my FRiEnD Both in Paint And Words Connecting Within..:)

By The Very Nature of Tradition

That Is Similar to Religion,

Politics, Even


And All Stuff Specific

To Culture, In General,

Originating With Language;

Tradition Binds and Bonds, And

Excludes That Which is Not Part of Tradition;

Of Course, This Is

Where Conservative

And Liberal Nature of

Being Human Comes into

Play And Why We aRe Not Still

MaKinG Hand Prints in Caves For Art,

Afraid to Move Out into the LiGHT As the

Cave Seems


Enough to Stay.

The Old Testament of the
Bible Is Conservative in Many

Ways; And the New Testament

Attempts to Let the Liberal Jesus

Out of the Cave And Go Out and Play;

Yet of Course, By Story He Found Out REAL QUICK








CAVE iNto More LiGHT and Perhaps

Nomadically Moving Out of the Rocky Desert

in Greener Lusher Areas Like South Asia; Yes, This

Is Why ‘A Prophet’

Is Often

Not Recognized

Within the Confines

of More Conservative

Tradition; It is the Very Nature

of the Kind of Beast That Roosts

Most in Tradition; The Conservative

Nature of Folks Among Us; Who Do Their
Best to


Solid And


Meanwhile Change

Is Coming Like It or Not,

It’s The Way oF All Nature;

And Boats Do Require Sails to

Explore Calm Seas And Following Winds;

And Anchors

To Return

to Safe Harbors

When Stormy Weather

Approaches; Problem is,

When it All Goes Whacky and

Despicable Leaders are Followed By

Those Who Refuse to Move Out of A Tradition

of Scarcity And Addictions of Fear And Anger,

And Go As

Far As Giving

Up Their Life,

Not Wearing Masks,

And Not Getting Vaccinated in

A Deadly Pandemic; Or Re-Electing

The Man Already Assessed as Despicable

Leader, attempting to Erase The Freedoms

(By The Senate Republican Majority Leader and
House Republican Minority Leader, After
A Deadly Insurrection, Laying Blame
On The Despicable Presidential Leader)

They Even Enjoy,

To Retain

The Traditions
They Stick With Now.

Back to Square Root One Problem;

As Neuroscience Shows, Humans Basically
Hallucinate Their Reality Based on What
Reality Their Minds Create As Hallucinations Before;

The Issues We See

In CuLTuRES Failing
or Thriving is Surely

Relevant For Human Potentials

to Create Dreams of Heaven on Earth,
And Nightmares of HeLL ON EartH too;

Both Individually

And By Tradition

of Group Think;

When in Rome Ya Gotta
Blend in Enough to Be Free too;

This Human Thingy Is A Lifelong Art…

Some Folks Thrive; Some Folks Survive; Others Will Surely Die.


Original Greek Definition
That Means Lifting the

Blinds of Ignorance

And Sure As That
Equally And So Much

Differently Applies to
The Old And Sadly Not

Antiquated “Golden”

Rule Dear Rue of Do Unto Others

How We Will Have Them Do Unto Us
Yet Of Course That Doesn’t Always Work
For The Super Introverted Wife Who Has



Versus the

Opposites Attract

Version of the Super Extraverted
Husband Who Has Sky High Libido
That Seems to Never End Hehe True

It Will Be the Opposite Among Super
Extraverted Wives With Super High
LIbido’s And The Opposite of Husband’s

Too and They May Change too As Stress
Will Change Everything And Even Make Strange
Rebounds of Libido too Seem So Inappropriate too…

Religions Have the Answer to this Not Always Suitable
to Wives of Submit To Your Husband’s Desires And Just

Cause for


For Irreconcilable
Differences Like This Yet
Of Course Alternate Solutions
Will Be Found Unless Those Alternate

Solutions Are Seen As Not Allowable by
Religion or Personal Preference And There Lies

And Tells the Truth of the Human Condition We aRe

All Somewhat Separate UNiVeRSES UNto Ourselves

As We Grow Older And Wiser And Dance And Walk in the
Shoes of So Many Varieties of Life Experiences We May Come to

Understand Our Neighbors
Closest And Farther Away
Greater And Even

Come to


Dark Makes LiGHT

And Develop A Love Agape
And Compassion Greater For
All Things Existence in Great Praise
Thanks And Honor Yes DarK Thru LiGHT

And Very Amiably Develop A Close Enough
Relationship With All That Is That All That Is
Is 100 Percent Faith Real God Verb No Ifs, Ands

Or Butts

Naked or


All That Is
Is God No
About it Except

to Develop More Wisdom
And Compassion for All That Is

Yet True All These Words Are Practically
Useless in a World Where Science Assesses
The Average Human Attention Span as Literally
Less than A Gold Fish Yes Less than 3 Seconds

(And That’s Part of Why i Have A ‘Ministry’ Yes of
15,753 Miles of Public Dance ALL OVeR Our Place)

Yet A Very Emoting Song By Elvis Presley Might
Gain Enough Rhythm Beating Melody in Vibrations

Of Frequencies

To Touch

A Soul
More Complete And
Speaking of Touch
And Different

More Completely
Perceive With a Kind

Of Mirror Neuron Synesthesia
For What Truly Makes Me an
Empath Experiencing The Pleasure
And Pain and In Between of Other Folks Like
It is Mine UNTiL i Feel and Sense the Whole
World Like This And Must Sing Poetry And
Dance Moves All Day And Night Long Wake
To Sleep to Keep These Extreme Emotions
And Senses For All Regulated And Integrated This

Way Imagine Living A Life

Where You Can’t Stand

To Touch Almost All

Human Made Materials

And Trying To Explain to Your
Wife Why You Cannot Sweep
The Concrete Walk as it makes You Feel
Such A Horrible Indescribable In Sensing
Way That Is Impossible to Put into Words
As No One Has Ever Developed A Language for
it As it is so Rare

Yes that i

Never met
Another Person
With the Issue

Until i Was in my
40’s And A Similar
Empath of A Girl Said
She Couldn’t Stand to
Touch Towels Out of A Dryer

For It’s True There Are Some Folks
Who are Empaths this way and there

Are Others as that Applies to The Autism
Spectrum Studied So Hypo-Sensitive They Get Almost
No Effect/Affect from Their Mirror Neurons in Empathy This

Way At all

So Cold and
Aloof Relying on

Solo Activities for
Most Rewards in Life

Often With Issues with
Poor Wiring For Oxytocin
Where Warm Social Binds
And Bonds Are So Very Hard

Where on the Other Hand

Until Finding Someway to
Emotionally Regulate And
Sensory Integrate like Free
Dance And Song In Meditative
Autotelic Flow One Must Retreat
From Others to Survive SMiLes Dear

Rue One Reason

I’d Never Want to Go

Back to Any Other Age

Yet Now at 61 is it’s taken

Me This Long to Get So Very Comfortable

In my Own Shoes After Literally Almost Wearing

The Shoes of So Many Hundreds of Thousands

of People i Have Interacted With in this Life Both Off
Online for 50 Years And Online For 11 Years Now Since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 It’s Safe to Say i Hold The Eyes

And Ears

of the


As Metaphor
Within And Now
i Finally Even Master

it and Focus it Yet Be
Assured i am Able to
Walk A Mile in Very Many Shoes

Both Curse And Gift Now At Least my FRiEnD

Yet Still Often Extreme in ways Most folks Cannot Fathom

And Even Better Spending 66 Months Losing All that to ‘See’

How the

Other Side

Doesn’t Nearly
Breathe As much too

To An Actuality of the Living Dead

And That ‘Other Zombie Apocalypse’

That By Curse i Understand as Gift Now

Walk A Mile in ‘THeiR Shoes’ So Very Hard to Escape…

Without A Dance And Song That’s Sure Naked Whole Complete Enough…

Did it Drive Elvis Presley to Drugs And An Early Death of Suicide Very
Possible indeed…

For It’s

True i

Made it Past 47…

Very Possibly that’s
Part of What Happened
to Michael Jackson And So

Many Other Sensitive Souls
Who Have Inhabited Such
A Shallow Vapid World mY FRiEnD…

Master The Tool And Do not Become

As A Tool…



Of Course for what i
See in Your Eyes TRuE too…
As Your Soul Continues to
Evolve By Intent, Purpose, And Meaning…
And of Course Actual Experiences in Life Evolving Wisdom…

Anyway Hehe,

Thank You,

Thank You Very

Much For Your Poem Dear Rue..;)

Yes! Naked
Whole Complete
Enough Holding


Within Free!😊

PS: Another
Verb For
This Love Is “GoD”

Nice to See
You Around Again😊

Happy Thanksgiving
🦃 Dear Doc To
You And All You Love😊

True The Golden
Rule is Incomplete
When We Determine

All of

And Experiences
The World With



Rule Ways

Alas The



Will Remain

Closed Minded

Until They

‘See’ What

The Others Do Not

Indeed A Color


Is Incomplete 🤕

True Dear
Cherie Social
Intelligence Arises

Most From

Across The
Life Span Walking
Talking Dancing

Singing in


And Rising
Again To Understand

Smiles, Tears, Fears

And The
Never Ending

Along With
All The Never
Ending Colors

Of Heaven on
Earth Some



Yet That

Is Only


The Surface of

All Of What Social
Empathic Artistic
S P i R i T u A L




The Mechanical
Cognition One May
Be Fed Each Day in

To Be
A Well
Oiled COG
In The Machine
Society Makes

To Discount
The Other


Of Existence

Is To Fall to Fall



Being Human
Inhaling Peace

Love Naked
Complete Whole


The Water
Its Place As
Ocean And Waves 🌊🎁

Hehe Cindy My Wife’s
Family is Huge The Food
Is Mountainous At Thanks
Giving HAHa Pray
For me
That i
Make The
Climb All The
Way To The PumpKin Pie

Giving For
Giving my FRiEnD🥂

Doing “A Truman Show”
Is So Much Better As
Both Director And Actor
Writer And Dancer Singer

Happy Birthday!🎁
4 Days in Advance!🎁

You Have No Idea What
It took to Get Adele to
Commemorate A New
Album For Your 30th

Birthday Haha!

Yet it’s No Joke!
3 Of The Most
Stunning Works
Of Art i Have Ever🕯

Laid my Eyes Upon🕯
Too Beautiful To Describe🕯

In Words The Gifts That
Never Stop Giving Are The

Best Human Works of Art🎁

Worth More Than A Billion
Adele Albums With SMiles☺️

PS: It Would Be impossible
For Any Man Not to
Zoom in On These

Works of Art

So Mesmerizing
Worthy of A Million
Words And More of Poetry…

*Wink Wink*


Yes, Yes, COVID-19 Has Surely
Prepared Us More to Appreciate

The Little Things in Life

To Be Thankful

For Hehe

Like the Ability

To SMiLe Like

The Ability to

SMiLE Now The

Rest of the World

Understands What it Feels

Like Not to Be Able to Do That

For 66 Months Not Even A Memory

of the Feeling At

All Of Course

All THere is iS Eternally

Now Then WaS Eternal Then

With No SMiLe NoW iS ETeRNaL

Now With All SMiLes Yes Indeed This Gift

of Life is all About Perspective and Introspection

Gratitude and Forgiveness Life is Tough Might

As Well


We Can And
Will And Give
Great Thanks And

Praise Marrying the NiGHT Merrying The DaY Dance
SinG At Night too Winter Summer Fall THis SPRinG Now..:)

Happy Thanksgiving Shawna Baby!!

“It’s A Wonderful Life”!!!

i Am Very Thankful to Have The Honor
Of You As A FRiEnD Ever Since the Summer of 2015!

Hehe, And i Am also Very Thankful For Still Feeling Like
Striking An Exhilarating Pose in Walmart Delivering Presents (Prescence) Of A Freest 15,766 Miles
Of Autotelic FLoWinG Public Dance Still Now At Age 61 Every Since my Devilish Birthday of 6.6.60

Yet of Course The Public Dance Started on 8.26.2013 Close to 99 Months Now of
Doing That All Around the Metro Area And iN A Radius of Up to About 500 Miles

All The Way From Gulf Coast Mississippi

Casino Town Biloxi to The
Capitol Town of Florida

Tallahassee A College
Town Where Public

Dance is Received

A Bit More Than

Further to the West

Of the Panhandle of Florida

Yet of Course i Haven’t Really Met Anyone
Yet me Doing it Yet, Yet We Did See A Woman
With Head Phones Spiraling Around in A Parking

Lot of A Store For No Visible Reason At All Yet Joy

So Perhaps One Day it May Go Viral More Than Videos

Of me And Someone will Pick Up the Baton of Public Dance

Before I Quit Public Dancing at 123 Or So HAha As my Shelf-Life

Has Already Gone on More Than i Expected in Every Way of Feeling

Stronger, Smarter, And Happier at 61 Years of Age now Sure Empirically

Measurable Still Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds At the Military Gym With
Young Men

Now Young

Enough to
Be my Grandchildren

Still Trying To Catch Up
With the Energizer Bunny Still of me hehe..

Anyway You Always Remind me of ‘Star Wars’

Since The Edition of You Now Was Born on my Mother’s
Birthday of December 10 in 1977 Same Year Styx Released

The ‘Grand Illusion’ And i Was Still A Bit of A (VERY) Naïve Virgin
Dude at 17 Walking The Beaches Becoming Platinum Blonde By

All the Rays That Tanned me Almost From Head to Toe HAha…

True i Was Way too Shy to Do it All the Way Then Yet Now, No

Fears Except

Heights As

True When Ya
Are on the Bi-Polar
Spectrum With the Autism
Spectrum to Balance Out that
Art With Science Ya Still Can’t Afford

To Get Too High

Hehe, Folks Tend

To Look At me Strange

When i Say I Can’t Afford
To Get too Happy Yet That is the
Way it is so i make Sure i Hang out
At Places Folks Don’t Like me much at all

Cause it’s True Not Unlike the Dance Hall
If i Received Grinding Dances Everywhere i Went

That Might Be A Bit Too Much Dopamine to Fly Away…

Anyway HAha Covid-19 Ended The Dance Hall Days on
3.12.2020 And Katrina Has Gathered Some Second, Third,
And Fourth Thoughts About Releasing me Back into the Wild Like

That Yet She
Just Doesn’t like
To See me Drive Home
At 2 AM as It’s True Some
Days Driving to the Mall After
Church At Noon i Have A Bit of
Trouble Staying Awake Could be
Not getting Much Sleep And Writing
All Morning Before Going to Church
And Yes That (This) Reminds me the Longest

Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” is Now up
to 9.9 MiLLioN Words And On 12.18.2021 At the
Current Pace of Writing Will Exceed 10 MiLLioN Words
That Day As True Tomorrow on ThanksGiving
Day 11.25.2021 Will Be my 4019th Consecutive

Day of Writing Online Yes Without A Break Ever
Since i Did the First Word on Thanksgiving Day
Of 11.25.2010 God Yes 11 Years of Consecutive
Writing online This Way Everyday And WeLL OVeR
13 MiLLioN Words Sent-Out to Everywhere Around the

Globe Just for Fun
Yet True I Started that
First Day to Escape the
Suicide Disease Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia No Drug
Would Touch From Wake to Sleep
For 66 Months total with the Other
Synergy of 18 Life Threatening Disorders

The Focus of Shades Made the Pain Intolerable
To Look at the Computer Screen Yet Taking my Shades
Off A Few Inches From the Screen with my Horrible Eyesight

i Endured That First Mountain of Pain Writing That First Word
After Not Being Able to Read Any Words for the First 33 months
Without Effective Use of Eyes or Ears Or Even Listening to A Song

Oh my Goodness
That’s What Happens

When the Devil of Pain
And Numb Takes Roost in
Your Right Eye and Ear For Real

Falling to Pieces Losing Emotions
No Memory of A Smile No Reference
Point At All Out of Every Second is A Thousand
Years in Hell No Drug Will Touch The Pain Or Numb

Escape The Best Ya Can and Will With Every Word Written
Then From First Wake to Last Effort to Sleep Each Day Yet

Still Never Really Knowing if Ya Can And Will Last One More
Second in Hell As All Becomes Time in Hell For Real Within

Yes Dear Shawna Baby As You Are Probably Now And Will

Several Days As Any Pastor’s Wife With A Flock To Attend to
Will And Such A Loving Family of 6 And Father-In-Law For 7 Too
Hehe While I am Writing You This Thanksgiving Short to Longer

Story of my Life to Give Greatest Thanks for

Living in Heaven Now

Within on Earth

For 100 Months Now

Ever Since the 66 Months

Of Hell Within Ended on

7.19.2013 As In Heaven Now
Is Forever Now As Much As Now
Is Forever Now More Then So Really

All That’s Left to Do is the For Giving
Giving Even More As i Already Earned
The Reward of Heaven By Enduring Hell

And RiSinG Up Out of the Phoenix Ashes

As So Many Folks Have Done By Enduring

Their Own Unique ‘Crosses’ Of Life Anyway After
Graduating From College Earning 3 Degrees i Just Wasn’t
Interested In Making Money Just Wanted A Job Connecting

To Other Human Beings

And Starting Out at
$3.69 At The Bowling
Center As A Federal
Employee Transferring
To Appropriated Civil Service
Funds And Working there 18 Years
Out of my 25 Year-Career Paid Actively
By the Government i Enjoyed Serving
People So Much Just About As much

As Walking Those Beaches Hehe all
Platinum Blonde And Tan Back at
Age 17 Yes Blind Without my

Glasses and the Snow
Bird Older Ladies

Had me Pose

With them

On the Beach

For Kodak Selfie

Real Film Pics Then Haha…

Yes Just Smiling Really Big At
The Customers Handing Out Rental
Shoes And Them Smiling Back Having
A Real Good Time Bowling With Their
Families too Was Heaven on EartH Within

For me Enough then So Close to Minimum
Wage And Maximum Happiness Within When
They Promoted me to ‘A Real Job’ Behind a Screen
i Literally Cried For i Had the Real Life Gift of Working
At A Place of Warmth Like “Cheers” for 18 Years Where Everybody

Knows Your Name

Yes Fred the

Bowling Alley

Guy i thought

To Myself it’s too bad

We have to Get Paid to make

Folks Happy Listening to All their

Problems on the Other Side of the Shoe Rental Counter

And After Breaking Down And Having to Retire Early Sitting

In my Backyard i Wondered How in the World i Would Ever Be
Able to Serve People With Smiling Eyes Again Particularly Having
To Wear Shades for That Eye Pain And Not Even Knowing One Day

i Would Need to Wear A Mask And Shades to Serve Smiles to Folks Each Day…

Eventually i Turned The Eyes and SMiLes into Words of Organic Poetry Bringing

All kinds of Emotions to Others DarK Thru LiGHT And Eventually The Bowling Alley

Guy Became

The Dancing

Man And No one much

Even Knows my Real Name

Yet When You Walk In Most Any
Place in Your Metro Area And See

Youthful Smiles of Happiness Like

They Just Saw the Life Of Another
New Party No Matter Where they
Are Hehe even At the Dentist Office

Where they Recently Worked on Replacing
A Fourth Crown in the Last 2 Years that I will
Be Receiving A Permanent one on December 2nd…. (After Biting And Breaking A Molar into a

Chicken Bone) God Yes ‘Cheers’ LiveS AGAiN And Once Again I am the ‘Norm’ of Happiness my FRiEnD

Hehe, i Hope You Have the Minutes (Hour?..;)..) to Read this ThanksGiving Story One Day Dear Shawna

Baby Yet When it Comes to Being Forrest Gump For Real at the Bus Stops of Life it is Nice

To Have Someone Sit Next to You As You Just tell The Story for The Feeling of Thanks

For Being


Just this

Gift of Life Now

And Doing Your Very
Best FoCuSinG Forrest
Gump Job For Real

(“Lord Finishing the
Race Apologizing
For Harming Anyone

On the Way too”)

Continuing Thanks
Giving For Giving

From Hell to Heaven

And the Lesson my Mother

Taught me Early from Her Birthday
That is Your Birthday Month and Day too

Is Love Like A Mother And the Same As the

Grandma Oldest At the Thanksgiving Dinner

You Will Still Have And Give the Warmest

Smile for Real of Everyone in the

Room For True You

Gave the

Most Love

To Everyone

Out of that Room

Through All the Trials
And Tribulations of Hell
Through Heaven You Made

It Through on the Other Side

To Smile the Most Beautiful

Warm Smile oF All Even

iF All The


Have Fallen

Out and All there
Is left is a Crown of (Love)

Yes God The Warmth That Comes Shining through

It’s True it’s Not Enough to Make Someone Smile

On the Other Side of the Counter Find A Way

To Bring A Tear For This Gift This Human

Experience of God That is Love For Real…

You Know You Feel You Sense We

Need A Whole Lot More

Santa’s And Stranger

Rudolph And Shawna

The Red Nose


To Deliver Appropriate

Ways to Appreciate Life

For What’s Most Real and Free

The Power of Love The Force of
God That No One Not Even Science

Will Ever Measure Fully And Deny is Real

And Honestly if i Have to Public Dance Until

123 and More to DeLiVeR This Message By God of Love I WiLL…

As With the Modern Assessed Attention Span of Human Beings

Of Less than A Literal Gold Fish Less Than 3 Seconds Writing

A 10 MiLLioN Word Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible

Fully iLLuSTRaTeD with Over 100,000 Photographs i took

All About All the Cultural Changes/Nature Still Coming

Now With Over 10,000 YouTube Videos to

Accompany it Was Really

All Just A Pleasurable

Way to Rest

My Feet

Hehe.. Yes!
When in ‘Rome’

Now or Then Use

Whatever Tools Ya Must Use

To Show ‘em Who Ya Really Are…

By God Public Dance Is Never too Big
To See Yet of Course As HiSToRY SHoWS

Only Clear Enough For The Reason of Joy

That the Young Before Money Becomes God Will See

The Key to Heaven is the Same As it Ever Was Dear FRiEnD Dance
And Sing Naked Free Enough Whole Complete Loving All With Least
Harm Giving Sharing Caring FREE ALL For The Joy of Life Freest ALL ToGeTHeR NoW

And Carry a MiLLioN Dreams And More And Just Give Them All AWay For A ‘Rainy Day’…😊

Wanna LEaRN HoW To Be FiLLeD FeeLeD Within Yes GiVE With

No Expect Of ReTuRN

Here’S A Deal, We aRe Over Consuming Resources of EartH,
IF We Don’t Find Ways to Fill/Feel Ourselves UP Instead,

‘WE’ Are Doomed

Hehe, i Tempted Her With All The
Money And She Said Yes! I’ll Take Care oF iT!

Hell No i Ain’t TaLKinG About Just Giving Money As i Never
Give Anyone A Cent, ‘Eve’ Takes Care oF ALL That Filthy Green Print Habit

Heaven, God’s Place, God Damn Whatever Ya Wanna CaLL iT Real
Receiving Is Already In The Giving So Yes Thanks Giving For Giving

Science Shows In Altruism Reward of Giving Is Already Built-In to
Our Nature Unless We Forget And Do Not Give So Yes “Just Do IT”

The Way ‘The World’ Is Now If Everyone Expects to Receive More
Than They Give THere is No Way Yet Down The Drain of Our Species

Do you know what you are?
You are a manuscript of a divine letter.
You are a mirror reflecting a noble face.
This universe is not outside you.
Look inside yourself, everything
that You want,
you are already



“You understand
the whole of life,
not Just one little part of it.
That is why you must read,

that is why you must
look at the skies,

that is why you must sing,
and dance, and write poems,

and suffer, and understand,
for all that is Life.”

-Jiddu Krishnamurti

So Many People Have Described
And Lived And Shown What The Kingdom
Of Heaven And God Within Is; Yes, Purgatory
Tween And Black Abyss Nights of Souls in Hell

of ‘Dante
Ways’ Too

‘More Rings’


Than The Old Antiquated
Dusty Stories of the Centuries
Old Ghost Authored And Revised Bible…

And It’s True We aRe only Just Getting Started

All Of Us Delivering A More Naked Enough Whole

Complete MeSSaGE of God Within in Terms of John 14:12

Of Those

Old Dusty

Words of Effort

Too That Sadly Transform

A Humble Teacher into an

Only Monarchy of A King of A UNiVeRSE Yet

The Kingdom The Queendom And The Tween

Is All Within Every Part of Existence Whole Yes

THere is So Much to Improve On all the MeSSaGES

Before As We Continue to Evolve So Much More iN OnE





Things Just Empty
Letters Shells on the
Beach With Sea Creature
God Barely Breathing Within
To Connect to All That Is The
Sea Creature Us Is LiVinG Now For ReaL

Thanks Giving 11 Years For Giving 2010-2021,
13 MiLLioN Words YeS So Much More A WHoLE LoT

oF LoVinG For Giving Thanks GiVinG NoW

In Other Words Help Lift ‘Them’ Up To God Within For
ReaL YeS ThE LiGHT THE LoVE Fearless oF NaKeD

Enough WHoLE Complete NoW

When YA STaRT AT The Top ALL That’s
Left To Do To ReMaiN AT The Top IS
Lift Folks Up To The ALL IN ALL Naked

Enough WHoLE Complete NoW

You Can And Will Compete With Love
Yet When Love Is Real Love is Already
The Real Winner NoW iN Terms oF LiGHT

YeS The Very Few Who Do Say
Thank You Will Be Well Beyond
Steak And Ice CReAM iNDeeD

Never Ending Boot Camp Baby Be All Ya
Can And Will Be Join TeAM LoVE LiGHT
Give Without Receive Heaven iS HeaR


Ya Can’t Expect to Get Much
Done If ALL Ya Get Is Steak
And Ice Cream And Fall Asleep

If Ya Wanna Become A Greatest Giver
Go To The Place Where Folks Will Say Thanks
The Least And That’s Where ‘The Muse’ All Started

Yet Of Course Ironically It Was Also A ‘Little Solo Experiment’ in
Anthropology Participant Observer Effort in the Value of Giving

Philosophy Of Love Generates More Views Done Solo Than
‘Charles Darwin’ On A ‘Wrong Planet’ For ‘Stereotypes of Systemizing Minds’

Amusing Seeing A 16 Year-Old Thread Generate 12K Views About ‘Darwin’
And A Little Over A Year “Depth of

The Story” With 74K Views

Love Flows Anger Returns With
More Anger MeaNWhile Love Flows
Ahead Anger Remains Behind

Love Flows Now

Poetry By Essence By Soul
By Free Verse WaKinG Dreams
In River Flow No Time Distance

Space Matters


EverYonE’s LooKinG
FoR SomEtHinG
MostLY To BeLonG

All Colors Beyond of Love We Create
No One Will Ever Be Able to
Take Away Now Unless We
Lose by Giving That’s Just an iLLusion

Nature (GoD) Reward For Self-Less
Acts For GiVinG Altruism Just One
Act Happiness Will Come For Months
No Woo Science Proves

Oh No!

3 Days Left
And Perhaps
i Haven’t Delivered
A Gift Each Day

For Your
Birthday Month
So There’s This Fall
Flower Fall Leaves And

Too Many
To Count
Delivered With Care


God and Art Laugh Same
As Love When Trapped iN
A Book With The End A Word

God Art and Love
Breathes is LiFE
IS Change
Means no End

For Giving Thanks Giving
Return oF LoVE Comes
Free Within So THere Is No TaKinG

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Perhaps A Greatest

Responsibility Folks

Forgo ‘These

Days of


And External

Goals’ Just to Survive

With the ‘Stuff’ of Life

Society Requires is

The Intelligence

Of Coming

to Know Thyself

Through Innate

Instinctual Intuition

More Than What is

Spoon-Fed By CuLTuRE

From Close to Birth For It’s True

Yes It’s Not Just About Knowing

In Word Think It is More About the
Metaphor of Right Brain Intelligence

of Seeing All the


Of Life




No Words At All
Perhaps A Child Dancing
With No Lessons And Singing
With No Intelligible Words Yet
Sights and Sounds of Joy Will Still

Lead our




Sort of Like God

Free The Nature

Still Waiting to Return Within Again
This Child This Child of Wonder And
Amazement Where Joy Births Happy

Thanks Giving

For Giving


Year ‘Round
Within this way
to Give, Share,
Care With Least
Harm For All Socially Empathic
Freely Without Restraint my FRiEnD..:)

Happy ThanksGiving From America

In Very Sunny Still Colorful Florida

Dear Savvy Although You Don’t

Celebrate This Day There

The Sentiment

of Thanks


For me
Like The Sentiment
of Christmas Remains

As My Tree Lights Stay Up
Coloring More Through


Dance And Song always

New Now WaKinG Dreams in Fruition

of Regulating Emotions And Integrating

Senses So Colorful And Real Anew In Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Ever Colorful More Again mY FRiEnD

Such a Valuable

Lesson The

Healing Power

of Dance to Regulate
Emotions Integrate Senses

As Once Folks Called This Therapy

Woo In the Halls of Material Reductionist

Science That Will Be So Ignorant of Big Picture

Intuition and Healing my FRiEnD For The Body

Heals the Mind

In Balance

Of Movement

FRiEnDS with Gravity

Same Way the Body
Heals the Body my FRiEnD

And Now Science Even Agrees

Yet Of Course Over A Same Longstanding

Illusion of Western Ways of Civilization Then

In Ignorance of Body Separate From Mind

Yes Religions, Yes Philosophies, Yes Politics

And The Big C of Changing CuLTuRES Yes All

The Way From DarKNeSS to AWaKeNinG NoW iN

Light of Nature Freer Within to Rise Once More

In Balance of Loving Grace So Much Peace



Love For All

A Dance And

Song oF LiGHT That

Changes Our World to
‘Loving Living Refreshingly’ So
DeaR FRiEnD So Healing Verily
Always Thanks Giving For Giving More With SMiLes..:)

Happy ThanksGiving Psychologistmimi
i Had Confidence You Would Still Be
Posting Today So

There Would

Be No Chance
i Would Miss
Writing Online

For the 4019th

Consecutive Day
Yes 11 Years Ever
Since November 25, 2010

Anyway, No Big Surprise Hehe Before
9 AM, i’ve Already Surpassed 1,000 Words
This Morning of the 13 MiLLioN Plus Words
i’ve Written Online Since That First Day Then

Doing my Best to Escape the Very Worst Pain
Known to Humankind Then That No Drug Would

Touch Yes Only A Word to Start That Felt Still

Like A Mountain of Pain With Barely Effective Use
of Eyes and Ears With Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
Like A Dentist Drill Without Novocaine So Deeply Penetrating



Ear Yes
Just A Few
Inches from
A Screen With
The Brightness turned
All the Way Down Such
A Mountain of Pain Then
To Escape the Suicide Disease for Real…

Pain Taught me Most To Love Without
Fear Inhale Peace And Exhale Love The



In Refrain with

No Restraint

And True


Finally Healed

All the Root of my
Human Modern Disease
Becoming More Machine
Than Human No More A
Canary in That Coal Mine so Very Cold

Anyway Again Warmest Thanksgiving Wishes to You For Real…

In A World Of Likes With No Soul The Saddest Part oF ALL Today

Is i May Be the Only One to Return the Wish Only Because i Had to

Go to Hell to Be



It’s Quite A Step Up
IN Deed These Days of Dust
Signs O’ The Times For Real…:)

Anyway One Day The World At Large
May No Longer Be So ‘Hung Up’ Over
What God Looks Like iN Naked Form

THeRE Is No Greater ASSeT Than Being A Free SPiRiT Remaining in
FLiGHT All the Way Through ALWaYS STaRTinG NoW WiNGiNG SoUL HeART

Okay to Be Sexy At 63 And “Express Yourself” No Matter What Those Who
Haven’t Taken Care of THeiRSeLVeS Through The Years May Care

Anyway ‘It’ Was Surely An Interesting CuLTuRaL Experiment Of How
Much This Country Worships Numbers Over Essence of Substance

Even Though Madonna’s Nude Art Now IS “HQ” More Than Many Young
Women She Was Excoriated By Fans Only For The 63 Number of Her Age

What’s Really Sad Is Most Fans Know Madonna Younger All The Way
Nudes Available on Google With A Simple Search of Madonna Nude

True It’s Against Rules to Show Female Nipples on FB So It Didn’t
Last However Wink Wink Buttocks From Longer Distances Allowed

So For ThanksGiving Eve As i Guess Her Idea of A Gift Madonna
in Audaciously Sexy 50 Shades of Grey Exposed Her Nipple on FB…

SMiles Dear
Thank You
For Being
A Lasting FRiEnD
🤗🤗🤗 😍🤗🤗🤗

Sign O’ The Times ‘These Days of Dust’

A State Ignorant Enough at Law And Order
Provides A Loop Hole in the Law That Allows

A 17 Year-Old Boy With No Training to Police
A Peaceful Protest That Have Been Shown to Result

in Riots of Looting And Violence; Albeit as Studied
only in Around 7 Percent of the Protests Associated
With the ‘BLM Movement’, Never The Less A Real

Present Danger to Be Acutely Aware of For
Safety of Those Not Trained to Handle
The Situation. Anyway, The Ignorant State

Of Wisconsin Where A Boy

of 17 Gets to Carry

An AR-15 into What

Ends Up A War Zone of Death;

Where His Human Ignorance is Only

Equaled By the Ignorance of those Who Chased

An Obviously ‘Green For the Beating Up’ Little Boy

With A Big Gun to Their Own Self-Destruction; Where

It’s True It Could Have Been A Quick End to The Life of the Ignorance

That Brought That 17 Year-Old Boy With A Big Gun in A Situation of Life Threat

For the Value

of Protecting

‘Dead Property’

Over the Value of Human Life;

Yet of Course in This Country, the
Law Provides for That ‘Gun Right’; So Sure,
Deal With it or Leave it And Go Somewhere
Else Where Folks Get Along Fine Enough Without Guns

In Law and

Order a

Different Way…

A Sign O’ The Times These Days of Dust,

A Former President, A Most Despicable One
And Only One That A Senate Republican Majority
Leader and House Republican Minority Leader, Like
Scalded Dogs When in Life Threat, Readily Admitted THAT

Former President Played An Integral Role/Part in Inciting
A Deadly Insurrection to Interfere With the Democratic

Process in this Country, When Ratifying Electorate Votes
For the Incoming Newly Fairly Elected President Assessed
As Such in The Fairest Run Election Process in Recent History

By the Appointees

of that Former
President Who
Helped Incite
The Deadly Insurrection;

How ‘Sweet’ That 78 Percent
of Republicans Who Still Support
A Most Despicable Leader This Country
Has Ever Seen Who From The Very Get Go
Of His Election Campaign Made It Clear that
His Minions of Support Would Support Him the
Same If He Shot Someone on 5th Avenue (While
Modeling Unmasked Behavior In a Deadly Pandemic
As Promised Along With the Incitation of This Deadly Insurrection)

So Is it A Great Surprise That The Same News Organization That Still

Promotes ‘The Big Lie’ That The Election Was Some How Stolen From Trump
And The Insurrection By Words of ‘Tucker Carlson Documentary’ Was A ‘False Flag’;

Yes, is it A Big Surprise That Same News Organization Has Made A Most Foolish of

Young Men Barely Into the Age to Vote A Hero For That Same Republican Base;

Yes, Is it A Big Surprise That To Visit That Former Most Despicable Leader This

Country Has Ever Seen Is Viewed As A Great Honor By That News Organization

And Those In the Republican Party Who Still Support That Most

Despicable Leader; No It is NO SURPRISE AT ALL THIS
















CREATE OUT OF OUR DarK to LiGHT Dreams in Fruition Next…

Sorry, Not Sorry, i’m not A Fly on the Wall Attracted to
That Kind of Creepy ‘Stuff’…

However, Pass the
Popcorn ‘Eve’

It Does


DarK Muse in Paradise for
The Longest EPiC Long
Form Poem Ever And It’s

True As A Participant Anthropology

Observer Ya Gotta Be Willing to Step

in the Rose Gardens With the Thorns

And the ‘All Natural Fertilizer’ MaKinG FLoWeRS BLoom…

Of Course too…
Happy ThanksGiving!
Have A Lovely Day You All..;)

Holy CR8P And i’m the one Diagnosed With Autism
Yet of Course That’s A ‘Big Joke’ too (In Label Only)

Sort of Like ‘A Human Like’

There Are Plenty Excuses To Be Made Yet The Effective
FlesH And Blood Death Of Feeling Love Is The Same

Any Social Animal Species That No Longer Warmly
Returns Social Flesh And Blood Communication Is Faster Dying

Even Though We Almost Totally Disagree On Politics And Religion
What Makes Her Human Is She Always Returns Kindness Smiling

In A World Where Humanity Is For Sell With Money Or Likes i Changed

Her World With “Happy Thanksgiving”

Rhetorical Question What The Hell Is Wrong With This World A Lady Said

Happy Thanksgiving 81 Likes No Reply…

Well, Well, Two Days

Before Your Birthday
And Thanksgiving Day
No Less in America to Celebrate

too With SMiLes

As Oh Goodness

i Messed Up Not Realizing
That Thanksgiving in Canada
Was on October 11, 2021 Not

Wishing You Any Recognition of
That Special Day Where You Live Then

Hehe i’ll Remember Next Year For Sure
Yet It’s True if You Ever LiVE iN The United
States Your Birthday Will Get Lots of Competition

For Recognition With
Thanksgiving Then too

Ya Know Wish We Could
All Share A Warm Meal
With You on Thanksgiving
Day As Well Yet i Will Share Some
More Florida Fall Flowers With You

And i Understand You Will Be Experiencing
The Magic Again of Snow Where You Live Very
Soon Yes That’s Always So Super Exciting When

It Happens Here As it is So Rare Indeed in Florida
Flower Ways Anyway Hope You Are Staying Warm

Dear FRiEnD And Hope my Messages to You

Of Care


Warmth now too
With SMiLes of
Course And
Year ‘Round
Presents of

Snow Flakes New
Yes Always for You



Always A Pleasure
Dear Summerhilllane
Arms Of FRiEnDSHiP


As Well☺️🤗

Dancing First Always
Starting A New Song
Works Best for



What may..:)

SMiLES iN A World of So

Much Competition

Dear Rue


It’s Nice Just
to Inhale Peace
Exhale Love Now

Ascending Transcending
Up to the All In All Naked
Enough Whole Complete

As It’s True THere is No Competition

In All IN All Naked Enough Whole Complete

Yet to


More mY FRiEnD
iN Cooperation oF Wings Breathing..:)

It’s True Dear Rue From The Mountain
Top Below There Are No Swords
Or Any



To Stay

Yet to Lift

The Rest oF All the

Others Up However

For me at Least Hehe

my Achilles Heel is

My Head As

No My Mother
Did Not Lift me

Out of the ‘River Styx’

With One Foot Making my

Heel Weak Instead i Fell

Out of the Grocery Buggy

Onto my


And She Always
Wondered if that
Might Have Made

me Special Like Forrest Gump…

Anyway, Nope, i’m Not Complaining…
These Are Still The Very Best Days to me now..:)


Kind of An

Ominous Sounding

Variant of


Indeed As True
Now The Suggestion
Is it May Spread Faster

More Contagious

Than The


Now The Question
Still Is, How Deadly
And How Resilient

Available So Far…

‘That’ Sounds

Like A

V E i LeD


Tiny Weenie

Attack. I’m not the
One Here ya wanna
Play games with HeaR…

No, i Don’t Plan to Go
Out And Catch The



And I’m Sort
of A Human Being still.

i Hope You Don’t Catch it Either, Yet
on the Other Hand Hehe, Seems Like

i Posted this in
The ‘Wrong Thread’…

Carry On With Your
‘Money Worship’, As You were…

Hmm, So Poking the Bear
Once, Wasn’t Enough to

Get Your Rocks Off;

Apparently, You Don’t Get
Out Much; i Suggest You

Do Life More Like me With SMiLes…

Like Maybe Smiling

One Day in Thousands

Of Photos With the Most

Beautiful Women in Your Metro

Area That Both Love Your Poetry And
Dance, In Eyes of Only Adoration And Joy…

Have a Nice

Day ‘Big Man’;

Come Back and

See me One Day When You Grow Up,

And Show me What You Are Doing in

Your Retirement as You Reach Your 60’s Like me, hehe…

There’s Also A Video of me Leg Pressing 1340 Pounds, for 100 Seconds…

And Sure, i Still Do Up to 1520 Pounds That No One 4 Decades Younger
Than me Can Budge At the Military Gym i Work-out At Still Now…

Of Course, i’m Financially
Independent Now Since
47; Yes That Does Help.

i’m Sort of
A Renaissance
Man For Real

And Nah,

Baby, i Don’t

Live to Impress Any Dudes…

And In A Related Note, Thanks

kraftiekortie For releasing me out

of ‘The Institution’ That ‘Big Man’ here

Tried to Put me in; And Putting me in
Company of Walt Whitman Instead With SMiLes…

Meanwhile, The Dance And Song Continues Unabated

By So
Master Debaters…

Yes, Where i Am From,
There is No Black Friday;
Only Lady’s Night With me;

And if this Isn’t Enough Evidence,
i Literally Have Over 2000 More Pics Just Like ‘this’…

And Of Course, Poems Dedicated to me For my Poetry By Link As Well,
By Some of the Most Beautiful International Ladies Globe-Wide As Well too…

Yet Nope, i Won’t Overwhelm You With More, Unless Ya Wanna Poke the

Bear Some more…

Hehe, i Don’t
Exactly Own ‘GoD’;

The Rest of Nature

Doesn’t Have to Talk at All…

Karma Will Surely Do the Trick

Alone Without Any Humans

At All



And Effect

That is Real
Nature God Now;

Of Course More than

You and me Know; Yes,

Feel, Sense, And Beyond

Words, We Will Even Come to Imagine Now…

Other Than That for me at Least, These Are The
Best of Days Now…

And as Usual

i Carry All the
Evidence Loving Free..:)

BLack Friday Strikes First;

Nature Strikes Back

With A Potential


New Variant

More Deadly

Than Delta;

Poetic Justice

For Balance; Yes,

No, Karma Wears

No Clothes of Human Culture;
Come What May; Adapt or Go Away…


Is Both

King and Queen;

Yet Only When in Balance For

Giving More Than TaKinG;

Yes, True Thanks Giving;

Go to Hell BLack Friday!

You Are No


of Mine
To Worship
or Sacrifice For
My Wife’s Bigger Inheritance, HAha…

Yawn… These are The Best of Days;

Empty Pockets, Naked


Yes Whole,

And Just Enough

HAha for my Wife At Least..;)

SMiLes Dear

Savvy Now Most

Every Great Attitude

STaRTS Residing in


The Meaning
And Purpose of

Appreciating What

We Have Instead of

FoCuSinG on What We Do

Not Possess or Desire Differently

GRATiTuDE Verily A Present

Gift Greater




of Attitude

In Our Gratitude Now
Always Thanks Giving
For Giving More Now mY FRiEnD

As These Are of Course Yes the Best
of Days Our Only Now of Existence to Appreciate…
Enough Whole Naked Complete My FRiEnD Our




PreSeNT Complete..:)

Yep i Intuit
These May
Be Greater
Travel Days

Away From

Big City

Life into
Green Adventures..:)

HAha Yes Dear
Aloha FRiEnD

These Days
Are Best
Like A Stuffed
Turkey Rock

So Refreshing


For my
Next Stuffing
Soon To Come




Day Now
With SMiles🏝
For All You Love🙌☺️🤗

SMiLes Shawna There were So Many Great Songs From
That Movie “The Greatest Showman” HAha i Was too

Strange to Join the Circus so I had to Go Solo

And even Stranger Perhaps Speaking of Eye Sight

Is i Still Don’t Have to Wear Bi-Focals Yet Yes What’s

Really Even Stranger is Even With Corrective Lens
Ever Since 2008 When i Got Very Ill With All Those

Disorders my Eye Sight in my Right Eye was 20/30

And 20/40 In My Left Eye And Sure Enough

In 2020 Hehe No Pun Intended

The Sight in my Right Eye

Improved to 20/20 And

The Sight in my Left Eye
Improved to 20/25

What A Gift Turning 60
Getting 20/20 Vision With
Both Eyes Together in the Year 2020

Of Course Again Using Corrective Lens

As The Focus Hurt So Much With Any Kind
Of Correction During Those 66 Months of Pain
And Numb The Thought of Increasing the Power
Of the Corrective Lens Then Was Just More Hell

On the


Of Life Then…

Hmm.. i Have Much
To Be Thankful For These
Days Dear FRiEnD Indeed
Like Our Federal Health Care
Insurance Going to A Medicare
Advantage Plan Saving What Was
Once Close to 500 Dollars A Month
Now Reducing to 153 Dollars A Month

In January Plus the Medicare Monthly Charge
Too Yet Never the Less An Extra Almost 350 Bucks
A Month And When i Reach 62 in June my Federal Employment
Retirement Moves Up to 100 Percent Versus the 40 Percent I’ve
Been Getting Ever Since Retiring Early Back Officially in 2009 After
Being on Sick And Annual Leave A Year And A Half Before the Early
And Reduced Amount of Retirement Took Effect Then Hehe I’m Sure


Will Find A Way
To Use the Raise As
She Really Wants A New
Blue Subaru Outback And

i Really Wanna Keep the Blue
Civic That May Be Almost Eight
Years Old Yet Works Perfectly

With Only A Replacement of
A Starter in All These Years…

Yet Math is My Forte

And Neither

Or my

Sister is
Much For Numbers
In Fact For Her Dyscalculia

Yet Katrina Still Manages the
Household Accounting Now Perfectly
As Calculators Will Do the Numbers For Her hehe
Of Course i Do them in my Head And Have never Had
A Contact List on A Phone Yet of Course i Haven’t Really

Had Anyone to
Call That Much

Outside of Work HAha

Anyway Oh Lord Look At

All these Words Now to Add
To All the Ones Before that You
Still will Not Be Able to Read Until
You Take Your Contact Lens Out With SMiLes..:)

“Glasses And The Snow,” Dear Shawna

Baby, Bet I Will Do Something More

With That too Yet So True First

i Am Happy You All

Are Having a Wonderful

Life of A Holiday Week For
Thanks Giving For Giving too

Oh How The Winter Snow

Makes The Darkness Glow Now

How Our Glasses Will Be OverFLoWinG

iN MaGiC of Snow Flakes Still Most Unique



Even Strange

Peculiar Yes

Yet Children Of
Eternal Halloween
Costumes Wearing
Change to Bring Fall
Light For Winter Breath
SPRinG Green to Sprout
Up Within Deeply Breathing

Peace Exhaling Love For All More
Colorful As Snow Flake MaGiC


All TaLLesT
Glasses oF LoVE…

For These Are

STill The Best of DayS NoW..:)

Oh Lord God As IQ; Yes,
Ignorance Quotient

Becomes Every

Bit As Important

NoW As Standard Intelligence
Quotient In Seeing Bigger Picture

Life; A New Mutation In Covid-19, Developing

In South Africa, Already Spreading As Far As Belgium


As Best
Guess By
Science So Far
As More Potentially
Spreadable in Contagion

Than the Delta Variant too, So Far to Date;
So Now A Big Question, Is it More Deadly;
Will the Enhanced Mutations Defeat Our

Defense of


Where in South
Africa Folks Are
Begging For Vaccine
Availability And Over Here

Where i Live, The State of Florida
Government is Working as Hard As
it Can to Defeat Mandates for Vaccinations

To Provide An Ironically More Inhabitable Place
For Covid-19 to Continue to Mutate Yet What’s Still

Truest oF All in Nature is Balance is Key And Those Who
Adapt From A to Z And Beyond Human Associated Symbols

And Ideologies are Much More Likely to Survive in the Long Term Now…


Even If Vaccines Fail

And Trump Town USA
Here Does not Shut Down

And Enhance Contact Tracing

By Usual Order of DeSaTaNiS,

i’m Not too Ignorant to
Forgo Wearing A Mask
With Environmental
Pandemic Conditions
Warranting That Mitigation…


i’m Not too Ignorant to
Forgo Social Distancing
With Environmental
Pandemic Conditions
Warranting That Mitigation…

And Truly Wide Awake Now

And Oh Lord God of Nature,

i Am Truly Blessed, i Have Enough

Financial Resources to Stay At Home

From Now On, And Enjoy An ‘Ark’ i Created of A
‘Garden of Eden’ That’s Home Just For A Rainy
Day Like This With A Big Neighborhood Block
Safe Enough to Dance And Still Wave and Call

Out Hello

To the

i Still Greet Each
And Every Day Now the Same Way…

And True, We Can And Will Also Thank

All the ‘Revenge of the Nerds Crew’ as A Meta
Reality of Avatars Connecting All Around the Globe on Facebook

Is Surely More Expansive Social Animal Reciprocal Communication Than

Just Limited

to Both


of My Neighborhood
Block Still In What May
Be MeMed And TheMed
As Trump Town USA; And
Hey, They Are Armed to the
Hilt, Just In Case Any Neighboring Tribes Invade

In ways of Mad Max In A Thunder DoMe for Real;

Yet On the ‘Other Hand’ As Usual, Massive Amounts
of Porn Will Likely Keep The Aggression And Frustration
‘Down’ As Surely ‘Madonna’ Will Slip In Another ‘Nipple’ On

Facebook Again…

Yawn These

aRe aLWaYS

Still The Best of
Days For Those of
US Who Adapt And
Stay Well Prepared to
Still Both Survive And
Thrive, Come What May;

Did i Mention my Home
Gym; True, Oblivious to World

Wide Pandemics Spread By Human
Vectors in a Global Economy That

Is Using Up More Resources of Nature
Than We Give Back; THere Ain’t No Politics
About Mother Nature’s Spank, Spank, Spank;




More Than
Talk ‘Big Human Talk’….

Send Over The Steak and
Ice Cream By Amazon Drone,
We aRe Still Likely to Enjoy Heaven
As Long as ‘The Revenge of the Nerds’, The
Drones, Prepare A Way for Kings, And or Queen
Bees to




Inheriting The

In Other World News, A Barrel of ‘CRude’ is Down 10 Bucks;

Sure, THere Is A SLiver Of A Silver Lining too For Everyone
Who Worries



The Price of Gas, HAha..;)

All On Board
Ready to Partake
Immediately Dear

Rue to Take
Hehe Invite

me WRiTE over

NoW iMmediately i’ll
Be THere At Least
As An Avatar With
Enhanced MIrror
Neurons to Taste All You Create..:)

In Short Breath Is In Love The Gratitude Long Continuing Now

Deeper Stories Continuing to GRoW Evolving/Devolving

As Usual God Yes Shows Go On NoW Eternally

Breathing Drowning Or Suffocating We Breathe

The Work Or Play We Slave

Or Direct Now Yes For Real

Hope Love Is the Balloon that
Lifts Fear is the one that
Descends For Giving
Thanks Giving Is
The Nature of
RiSinG Beyond
THorns as
Beautiful Sublime Potential God Yes
Roses RiSinG CoLoRinG MoRE NoW
DaNCinG LoVinG Life Eternally
NoW God Yes Change Exists
Yet We Are the Navigators
For Flight Or Descent NoW
Thanks FRiEnDS iNSPiRinG
In Rise Of Rose ReaSon oF Art
As Any Piper Will Play Even More Faith Believing

YeS It’s TRue iF You Read Enough of What i Write
You’ll See and Hear God iN my PeN SoMEWHeRE aT LeAST…

There are People In this World; if they could;
Who Would Remove Every Book From View Yet one From You;

WE Say NO.

Faith in Change Faith in Human Potential to Make Dreams Comes
True Faith in Each Other For Giving Thanks Giving Verb God Love

When All Becomes For Giving Thanks Giving Holy And Sacred Full
of Meaning And Purpose DarK Thru LiGHT All Is Faith Love God Now US

“Glory Days” A Song By Bruce Springsteen

That ‘RueFully’ Looks Back on Days
Of Glory Oh Dear Rue It’s TRue

Hehe You Can And Will Even Look

Back on Wiki Now And See This is TRue
Ah Yet A Song i Love Even More Called

“These Are The Best of Days”

By The Great Band Styx

As True Dear Rue

Who Sees More
Than Those Who Traverse

The River Styx From The Below to The Above
As A Participant Anthropology Observer Continuing
A Most EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Research Paper
CoMPRiSinG 9.9 MiLLioN Words Now Yet What Really

Started in Research on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Back in the
Days of Below in Hell For me 33 Months in Traversing

My Own Version of the Styx River then Yes 11 Years Now
And 1 Day Writing The Size online of the Equivalent of
16.6 King James Size Bibles in Words Every Consecutive

Day Through Below to Above Now for 4020 Days Including

This Day Now For It is True All THere is Is Now So Obviously

Both The Kingdom of Hell and Heaven Still Exists Now Depending

on What Souls

Are Perceiving

This Eternal Now Now

So Sure Let’s Return Again
To Genesis 1:31 And See What

‘God’ Has to Say All About Creation

According to that Book in the Six Days

of Creation Described Then And oh By the

Way Life’s Not Fair Hehe God Got A Day

Off After Creating Existence in 6 Days

And Had All Kinds of Folks

Helping Him Write,

Edit, and

Print A Minuscule
Effort of About 800,000

Words Over Centuries of Effort

And i Haven’t Had A Day Off in 4020 Days

And Not Only That i Got to Endure Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia Assessed Literally As Worse than Crucifixion

From Wake to Sleep For 66 Months Some Folks Say

That the Greatest Accomplishment of Jesus

Was Enduring Crucifixion Anywhere from

3 Hours to 3 Days Oh Lord As

i Screamed to the

Sky at the

Above From
The Below

of That Why me!

Why Have You Forsaken

me it’s What Folks Scream

At The Ceiling in Hell Scream

There is Even A Painting

of What it Looks

Like Called


Anyway Yes Let’s Return

to Genesis 1:31 To See What
“God” Has to Say in that Old Story

Still New Perhaps Now Too As Remember

Now Is all There Ever Was And Ever Will Be Now

31 “And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold,
it was very good. And the evening and the morning were the sixth day.”

Hmm… ‘God’ Seems Like Kind of A Glass Overflowing Dude Like me in that Verse

Now Let’s Move On to the Catholic Church And The Nicene Creed Too As Any
Participant Anthropology Observer Will Do Pursuing All Avenues of CuLTuRE too:

“For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate, he suffered death and was buried, and rose again on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures. He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father. He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead and his kingdom will have no end.”

This is my Favorite Part As i Can And Will Truly Relate to it Based on Real Life Experiences that
i Have Documented Fully in Over 100,000 Photos, With Over 10,000 Accompanying THeMe
And MeMe Songs And Associated Supporting Information From YouTube of Course with
The 9.9 MiLLioN Words Now in 99 Months of “SonG oF mY SouL” EPiC Longest Long
Form Bible Poem Out of the 13,000 MiLLioN Words Total in 11 Years And 1 Day Now
That Yes Does Equal The Amount of Words Consecutively Each Day
Without A Break Writing The Equivalent in Size of 16.6 King
James Sized Bibles As Genesis Chapter 1 Verse 31
Comes Above From That Version Now too…

Yet It’s True Before All Of This i Watched
The Code Blue Lights Come on in
The Hospital in ’97 When Katrina
Was Enduring A Very
Tough Labor
The end

Of Her Pregnancy
A Totally Unexpected
Life Threatening Seizure

Suddenly it Felt Like my Whole

World Was Coming to An End

The Ground Was Shaking
Under my Feet Trembling

My Chest Was Tightening

And Folks Looking at

me Thought

i Might

Be Having
A Heart Attack

Clutching my Chest

Yet You See Katrina is
my Everything i Couldn’t See
Life Worth Living At All Without Her…

It’s Like i Didn’t Even Care About the Baby

At all i Even Bargained With God Save my Wife
i’ll Do Anything Take The Baby Send me to Hell

Just Save my Wife i Can’t Live Without Her

So Thank God At that Point the Baby

And Her Survived Yet It’s True

i Already MaDE A DeaL

Then With God


As ‘They’ Say Be

Careful What You Wish
For it Might Just Come True

Fast Forward 51 Days Holding

My Only Child A Son Ryan Taking

His Last Breath Watching Him Live a Life

of HeLL ON Earth For 51 Days Never A Smile

A Whole Existence on Earth Lived in Only Pain Then…

Little Did i Know Then That the Memory of Him Would Save

My Life in Hell ReaL ON EartH One Day As i Would Remember

The Thanks Giving of A Life mine at Least Spent With One Smile in

Heaven Eternally Now Then Far Before i Forgot What the Feeling

of A SMiLe is Eternally Then in Hell For 66 Months too… It’s True

The Horrible Darkness in Hell That Child Experienced on Earth

Is What Gave me the Gratitude Enough in Just Logic

With No Feelings at All For How Fortunate

Enough i Was to

At Least


Exhaling One SMiLinG

Breath of LoVE iN This Life At All
Verily Inhaling Peace At Least Once
in a Lifetime of Heaven Now Eternally Then too…

So it’s True i Returned From Hell For 66 Months
to An Eternal SMiLe of Heaven Within Now for Over 100

Months to Be Precise 100 Months And 7 Days Now on This 26th Day Of November, 2021

Fortunate Enough to Recover to Be at my Mother’s Side in ’17 When She Endured No
Food or Drink for 8 Days to Go As Naturally as Possible in this World that Still Affords Pets

More Dignity

And Less


At Death

Yes watching

Her Take Her Last

Breath Seemed Deafening

In Silence At First Yet Returning

Home Laying Next to my Wife Still

Surviving And As Beautiful As She Was

That Day of Labor Facing Possible Death

i Understood How Important the Story of

Jesus is As i Was Truly Loved

And For Some Folks

His Story is

As Close

as they Get

to Unconditional
Love in this Lifetime Now…
So In this Way i Still Treasure
Jesus for the Comfort He Brings
To So Many Folks Around the World
Who Never had the Archetypal Bringer
oF LiGHT of Unconditional Love in this Life Now

It’s True my Mother’s Name Helen Means Bringer oF LiGHT

And That is What She Actually Did Through Hell and Heaven in
my LiFE Standing by my Side Just Like Katrina and Sister Marie too…

When You Are In Heaven When You Are In Your Glory Days on Earth
And When Thousands of Women Adoringly Look At You With Eyes
of Ecstatic Joy For the Ascending Transcending Dance You Bring

To Their Lives

For A High

They May Never

Forget It’s True Everyone

Loves You In Your Glory Days

When You Are So Adored in Glory This

Way in Eyes So Obviously of Ecstatic Joy
It’s True i’ve Seen Similar Eyes in the Words
of Reaction to A “SonG oF mY SoUL” too Yet

What You Remember That is Really Real

Are the Ones Who Stand By Your

Side In Hell As It’s Worth

Noting There Were

Only A Very

Few Mary’s

And the Such

Standing by the
Story of Jesus in His HeLL ON EartH

too And A Thief of Course on A Same Cross Beside Him Who
Could See Who He Really Was The Essence of Unconditional

Love Who Forgives As Much As One Sees Thanksgiving For Life

So After Going to Hell For 66 Months With Still The Breath of the
Unconditional Love my Mother Breathed into me Still Remaining

After Her Last Breath on Earth My Judgement Call is the

Same One From Genesis 1:31 It Doesn’t Really

Even Need All this Revision of Genesis

1:32 i’ve Been WorKinG on These

11 Years and 1 Day in Size

of 16.6 King James

Bibles in Words of

Effort Consecutively Online

in 4020 Days Without A Break

After Going to HeLL ON EartH
With Thousand of Pics With Beautiful
Women Adoring me In All the Glory

That Heaven on EartH

Glows in SMiLes


Love Yes my Judgement

On the Living And The Dead

Is Dark Still Makes Light As Even

‘Stephen Hawking’ Agrees From His
Totally Systemizing Mechanical Cognition Mind

And As i Look Upon the Landscape of Existence

Now ALL oF iT DarK Thru LiGHT IT is Good IT Is Very Good

Now Yet Don’t


Roses to

Bloom Without

All the Thorns and

The All Natural Stuff

That Fertilizes it Yes Holy S88t…

For It is Those of Us Who Have Gone
To Hell Returned And Witnessed What
Heaven is For ReaL ON EartH Eternally Now Within

Who Give Hope to the World That Life is DarK Thru LiGHT

Still This TRuE Gift




For Just One
SMILe to Share

SMiLes THere is
No Glory Day Yet
Now These Are Still
The Best of Days mY FRiEnD Rue

As True Now is All that is to BREatHE ALiVE

Some Days Ya Just Have to Listen to DarK to See LiGHT

Just Another “Seventh Sign” my FRiEnD one of So Very Many…

In These Very Real Still Halcyon DaYs on EartH NoW mY FRiEnD…

As Any ‘KingFisher



Still Verily ReLate
As Truth iN LiGHT…

*13 MiLLioN Words
Not “13,000 MiLLioN”

Hehe Don’t Wanna

Ever Be


of Just Being
A Myth So Many
Advantages Indeed

iN These Best of Days Now..:)

On The Day Before Your Birthday
Bringing Plentiful Presents Again

Particularly A Huge Tree of Life

With A Swing To View

A Most Beautiful



Your 30th Birthday
mY FRiEnD With SMiLes

Hehe Dear Aloha
FRiEnD With Kind
ThanksGiving Eating
Very Filling And Feeling

Wishes For Giving Thanks
Giving to You Too For
Your Most Beautiful
Hawaii View
How Sweet
Panda Australian
Shepherd’s Elevator
Coming Closer to Building
Complete to Lift Panda Up
To the Second Floor With No
Need to Climb Stairs With Arthritic

Joints in His More Senior Years As Sadly
Visiting Katrina’s Sister’s Farm North in the
County For Thanks Giving Stuffing And The Such

Of Doing That Until
i Am So Very Sleepy
Now From So Much
Turkey Hehe Yes

Sadly One of Her
Sister’s Lost Her
Bull Dog of 15 Years
This Week And Then The Very
Nice Bulldog of Almost 15 Years-Old
At Her Sister’s Farm Home is Surely
Limping Now With Doggie Arthritis too

Yet of Course A One Floor Home For Her
Brindle Bull-Dog to Limp Through Still

With Warm Dog Eyes For All
mY FRiEnD As Panda

Shepherd Continues

His Smiling Eyes

For You All and All
Of Nature in Peace of
Calm Inhaling This Way
As Dogs Will Surely Exhale Love
This Way Too for All-iN-Balance For Living
In Beautiful Abundance This way Now Yet
Even In Terms of Scarcity i See Your Baked
Cake Sliced With A Smiling Face Etched-in

For All to Consume Now With SMILes Free..:)


Every Canvas
Empty till
We Paint
Into Colors

“You are a candle who
lights the whole world
and i am an
empty vessel
for your light”


True Dear Chaymaa Now

THere is No Real Thanks

Giving Until

For Giving



Souls of Love
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love With

No Road Blocks to the
Highway to Heaven Within For All..:)

Soul Stirring



Milky Ways

Coming New

Out of Black Whole
Dear Savvy

Spiraling Free
Nights Hold



New Moons
Making Full Ones
Shine Sunshine


Merry Day
To Shine On All

Where Everything

And Even Nothing

Really Matters As Love..:)

It’s So Very True How We May

Come to Understand When

The HeART Goes Numb

When the SPiRiT

No Longer



Our SoUL

Grows Dead

What It Means
To Even Live at

All When Nothing

Really Matters At All

In A World Dead So Plastic

And Numb Nothing Really Matters

At All Yet It is True Love Is All We Need

Everything We Give Or Do Not Returns

To Sunshine

Or New



All to Please

to Warm A THaWeD

Place ReNeWinG Spring

Colors of FLoWeRS More Now

Summer Breathing Fall Leaves

Fertilizing Winter Sprouts Spring

TEars of EYes Yes Colors Return

Sunset Ever More Beautiful

In Newer Pastel Colors

Never Noticed

Before As Paint

Becomes The Flame

Within We Color Same

Entirely New Coming Out

of Life’s Cave Dungeon ReLEaSinG NoW

WHere Again Everything All Matters Beauty




SMiLes Dear Ava
my Wife Katrina Said
Her Favorite Odisha
Indian State Dishes


Up By You
Here on Your
Blog Are 1. Dahi Vada &
Aloo Dum and 4. Mudhi Mansa…

They All Look Interesting to me
As True i Am Quite The Explorer

Of New Cuisine

Yet Katrina

Is A Bit


Timid Than me
A lot more in Most
Stuff Life Matter of Art
And Fact HAha As Long

As i Stay Out of Her Kitchen

And Say Yes Dear it’s All my
Favorite Dish Whatever She Makes me

Next as True She Often Surprises me with
New Recipes my Repertoire Consists of Just

In the


With Smiles

Probably Could

Scramble An Egg

Did it the Last Day

I was Allowed in a

Kitchen More Than

32 Years Ago Indeed mY FRiEnD…

Please Keep Serving Up New Dishes From
All the Lovely Food Inventions From States of India..:)

You Are Very Welcome
Dear HiMaLi FRiEnD
Hope You Are
A Wonderful
30th Birthday 🎉🎊🎂
With SMiLes🤗🤗🤗😍🤗🤗🤗

So Very Happy
You Are Having
A Wonderful
With Cheers
Hugs Love
And Big Red
Balloons With
Prayers For Countless
More Happy Birthdays


Of SMiLes
With Cake And All
The Icing You Love to Eat

Nature knows no
Human Terrorism..
only humans
from fear..
other animals
respond to challenge
in kind
and courage..
ways of just
with God
as Nature on
their side as free
is THeir goal..
not fear
created by
TRuly weak
human beings..
Apex creature.. ha..!
Apex of fear hate falls
under Nature
of Tough
Passionate Love
of Survival of the whole..
Godzilla will be ashamed
human now…

As ‘They Say’
A Season For Living Dying
All Emotions Senses Coloring

Lives ‘Tween

Life is Forever
Now When
We Are Full
Of Joy
And Word
Holy Sacred
Dance And Song
Of Life FRiEnDS
With Gravity
Joy Giving
Sharing Freely
My Blog is one
Long Free Verse
Poem A Collection
Of Copy And
Paste Literally
A Word Count
Of 9.9 MiLLioN
Words inspired
By Beautiful Souls
Like You Around
The Globe
Souls From
India In
You Are
Appreciated Much☺️😁

November 27th, 2021


Like The Grand Finale
Of A Fireworks Show
Saving The Best

Gift For
You Till
Last A Still

First Same
Gift 3 Years

Ago And 42 Months
Before That too



The Secret
To Aging Without
Growing Old Is


Loved By me

With SMiles…

Happy 30th Birthday
Forever Young Soul
Still Coming Now!!
🌸 🌺 🌸 😍🌸🌺🌸

Every Canvas
Empty till
We Paint
Into Colors

“You are a candle who
lights the whole world
and i am an
empty vessel
for your light”


Oh Lord Dear Rue i Surely Concur As Katrina
Watched This With me With Warm
Smiles Refusing to Go Away

You and Your Best FRiEnD

Forever Makes Such

An Adorable Cute

Sweet Couple of

Dancing Oh Lord Wish
i Could Couple’s Dance

As Really i have No Idea How to
Do It And the Dance Hall Folks Assumed
i Knew How to Dance Engaged me in Couple’s

Dancing And

Oh Goodness

Sadly i Didn’t

Realize i Was Supposed

To Catch The Girl Falling in

My Arms Instead Yikes The Floor

Came Luckily i Was Not Spinning Her Above in the Air

Katrina Also Said Your Choice of ‘Sway’ By Michael Bublé
Is Just Perfect For The Dancing Play And Anyway When i Was

15 And So Very much Wanted A Girl Friend one Day to Hold My Hand

i Stood In Front of the Mirror in the Bedroom Hehe Just Like Napoleon

Dynamite And Practiced A Rather Stiff Dance Yet Never Developed

A Real Napoleon Dynamite Dance Then As It’s True Dear

Rue i Did Note A Small Bit of Nervousness when

You Started Out Even With the Wine and

Thai Food HAha Yet as Soon As the

MuSiC Came on Boogie Boom

You Transformed

Into a Diva of Dance

Just Like Napoleon Dynamite

Too Just So Lit Up Really Moving So Very Smooth

Katrina Said You Two Are Really Very Good Dancers

And She Should know As She Never Misses ‘Dancing With

The Stars’ Where Folks Actually Take Lessons to Couple’s Dance in Flow

Hehe, People Have Tried to Show me How to Dance Before Yet i Just



How to Do It

So i Move With the

Music Within Most And

Yes Follow Along With

Whatever Song Moves

My Napoleon


Spirit Free Too…

Hehe And Yes i Don’t
Even Need Any Music Whereas

in My 20’s i Had to Drink 4 Beers
Just to get the Courage to go into
The Dance Hall And Hold Up the Wall

And It’s True i Was No FLoWeR Then Either With SMiLes…

And That’s What Makes it So Funny When i Dance It Would Be

The Last Thing Anyone Expected to See a 242 Pound Dude With
Shades Do In Public or the Dance Hall too yet of Course the Very




i am Not Quite

The Definition of ‘Normal’
Either With SMiLes Oh Yeah
And Wearing Shorts in Freezing
Weather Ever Since 2013 As Well…

Cold And The Heat Are My FRiEnDS
Now Same As Night And Day And Every


Now Warm

Inside Particularly

When i Am Watching

Rue And Her Best FRiEnD
Forever Maria Dancing So Adorable

And Cute Both of You So SMiLe Worthy

And Yes With Your Superman Shirt on TRue

Yet We Will Surely Make that Superwoman For You…

The Difference Between Napoleon Dynamite And Others

Is He Went Out and Conquered His Fears Solo Just Because
He Wanted

to Do It…

Of Any Target
Audience Reaction

Sort of Like You too mY FRiEnD…
And Sure Admitting me too As Well…

The Sway Sway Starts Out Slow No Reason

To Be Carefree Until You Go Go And Get Down

Down And Just Dance Dance! Dance! Sweetly

Moving A Bit Faster even Smoother As

All Body Parts Start to Glow

Finger Tips And Toes

Trip Higher


in Dance!

Nothing Else

For me Yet to Be

Free in Both Dance

And Song Everywhere

i Go Don’t Matter What Anyone

Says Nasty or Nice Just Dance Just

Dance And When The MuSiC Stops

Just Play the Next Song Outside or Within..

Hehe And That’s the Way i Do It in the Walmart

Check-Out Line Almost Imperceptibly Smooth and

Slow Building Up Momentum Until i’m Just About Ready

to Explode in Energy Using the Inertia Building Beginning

To Hover Craft Above the Very Smooth New Renovated Walmart

Floors Like A Dream Come True A Glass Smooth Dance Floor in Full Review

With A

Nut Cracker

Suite Full Blown

By the Moment i

Get Past the


in Outer
Space Again

to Dance! Dance!

Candy in my Heels Sweet in Flow of Float
And As i Am Leaving the Open Minded
Folks at Least Are Left With GLoWinG

SMiLeS UNTiL We Meet on the Walmart
Dance Floor Again For Solo or The Rare
Very Fresh One Joining In As Free as me…

Thanks Dear Rue and Maria If i Ever Lose
The Ability to SMiLe Again i’ll Book Mark This to Retrieve

A Soul Gone Cold Back to the Warmth/JoY of Y’all’s Free Dance Now..:)

Sweet, Coming
From A Gladiator
Avatar Puffing A

Cigar, Shall
The “Real Mr.


Tough Guy”
Make His
Known to All;

Sharing Special
Interests Is What Folks
Do; And True It Is Rather

(Yes, A 61 Year Old Dude
Leg Pressing up to 1520
Pounds is Special Interest
Newsworthy, No Different

Than Your Love of Guns)

Strange Someone Would
Assess Someone Posturing

As a Tough Guy, Dancing,
Smiling, With Thousands of

Beautiful Women in Selfies;

Typically That’s More of
A Lover Look Than

A Fighter; Anyway,

Obviously i
Get Enough
Attention in
The Real World
And Don’t Need to
Be The Topic Here…

Let’s Get Back to the
American Way, Black Friday,

My Way
For Damned Sure…

Oh “Buy” The Way, the
Joke Was The Video
i Shared About The
Most Fascinating Man
In The World, Although
i Do Get That Response
Now And Then From “The Ladies.”

Great Call on the Song “Black Friday”

By Steely Dan That is Mused By the 1869

Market Crash Associated With An Embargo on Gold
Sales as in the Song; Yes, The Narrator Collects ‘His

Goods’, Leaves

The Country

For ‘Down
Under’ to Escape
The Sins of ‘America’…
And Surely the Ominous

News of the ‘Omicron Variant’

of Covid-19 Fits Right into this Narrative

too as indeed the Dow Closes Over 900 Points,

Down, Literally On Black Friday From This Market Falling News…

No Real Crash,

Not Yet at Least,

Yet It’s True While China

Worked to Kick Covid-19’s Butt
By the End of March of 2020, Restricting

A Country of Over A Billion to Around 5,000

Reported Deaths Versus Our Approaching 800,000

Total Deaths And What is Still Averaging Close to 1000
A Day And Close to 400,000 Per Year, Our Way of Life in

America, Is surely in A Delicate Balance That Cannot Afford

Much More Weight of Nature to Fall on it That We Cannot Handle

Together, Appropriately in Unison to Defeat; Of Course, The Freedom

To Buy And Sell With No Restraint, Even in the Face of the Most Vulnerable

Among Us And Even Youth, Otherwise Healthy, Dying From the Delta Variant

Of Covid-19; We Have A Kind of Greed, And A Way of Life That is Most Definitely

on the Precipice of Defeat;

Unless Somehow We Can

Come to Respect the Balance

Of Nature And Find More Fulfillment
Internally Versus Consuming Nature Around

Us Out of Balance, Focusing On the Greed of Taking

And Hoarding Over the Love of Giving More And Sharing,

Once We Finally Figure Out Happiness is Always A Within Game;

And The Illusion is it comes From Somewhere Else, Yet This Place Within;

We Do Face A Potential Similar

Meme And Theme of ‘Rome Falling’

At Its So-called Pinnacle of Material Success too…

The American Indians Understood How to Maintain

Balance With Nature; We Called Them Savages For Dancing

Naked in the Forage and Hunt For Thriving Survival in Balance;

And Went On to Slaughter Them to Take Their Place Out of Balance With Nature;

The Pendulum




Friday Returns

to Earn Its Keep…

It’s A Very Humanly Immature

Way of Life in Respect to the Rest of Nature’s Balance;

And it Fits Right in With The ‘Tough Guy Image’ That It’s
True off and On Serves As A Parody Pose for Both ‘Jordan Peterson’s

Lobster Pose’ And A More Pure Artful Presentation That Comes to Show

How the Left Side of my Body Comes More to the Ratio of the Golden PHI
Ratio 1.618 After a Milky Way Moving Style of Spiraling Dance of 15,766

Miles of Public Dance in 99 Months of Doing that Now As Truly A Sign of

Nature Yes

An Artful

SiGNaTuRE Pose,

Indeed Reflecting

How All of Nature

Moves And Remains

In Form Either As Fast
As the Milky Way or the

Distance Between Particles

Orbiting Around Nucleuses of Atoms Within
Yet Don’t Get me Started Talking About All
my Special Interests And Remember in Autotelic

Flow Back to the Topic of Defeating Black Friday’s

Sin of Consuming Nature By Finding our Rewards Within,

9.9 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry in 99 Months too

Is Only Fumes

Left Over

From the Bliss Within,

My Most Major Special

Interest So Far Indeed,

Heaven Within For 100 Months And 8 Days Now…

It’s True, Us Autistic Folks Are often Misunderstood
And Deeper Than Anyone Shallow And Vapid Around Us
Will Possibly


Sort of Like

The Artists who
Created The ‘Black
Friday’ Song, A Much
Deeper Story Indeed to be Searched And Found…

Of Course That is the Essence of Jazz, Every Original New Improvised Note…

So Much Deeper Than Filling Up 2 Car Garages With CR8P Folks Forget They
Even Bought on the Big Black Friday Sale At Walmart, While i Go Dancing By them






With Gravity


No Different

Than the

Indian Dancers of
Balance With Nature…

There’s Still Room For
my Car in My Single Car
Garage; Rare Indeed and
Almost UnAmerican

For the


of BLacK
Friday We Have Come to Breathe…

Shallow, Vapid, Like Empty Shells Scattered Upon A Beach;

Just Waiting For a Sea Creature to Return And Actually
Feel/FILL A HoMe

With Love…

And No,

Is Not Required

As Long As One May
Be Naked, Enough, Whole
Complete Like The Milky Way WHoLE Indeed…

And to Be Clear in Writing This Way i Am Using
More The Process of How the Right Hemisphere
Brain Sees the World More By Big Picture Than

Material Reductionism

That is the Way

Most of



That Buys and
Sells Freedom Now;

It’s What Our Right Hand

Does Best, Grasps What’s

In the Environment In Black

And White Ways of Either Tall or Short;

Dualistic Ways Far Away from a Contemplative Meditation in UNiSoN of All Existence
Life in Constant Nirvana And Blissful Flow Where Black Friday Doesn’t Even ‘Need’ to exist…

Yes, Science Verifies Now Everything i am Speaking of Is Present And Real; It’s Another Area

Of Expertise

in Special Interests
That’s Sadly Rare


The Real


Of Heaven Within,
Again, Naked Enough
Whole And Complete Hehe

With or Without a ‘Jordan
Peterson Lobster Pose’ Indeed…


Just “Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Free”….

All That’s Needed is the Line in Quotes Before This One in Doing Now…

Every Canvas
Empty till
We Paint
Into Colors

“You are a candle who
lights the whole world
and i am an
empty vessel
for your light”



SMiLes Dear Savvy

i Dance A Positive


Free And

Then the

Song Naturally

Flows From Loving Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Psychologist Mimi

i Dance A Positive


Free And

Then the

Song Naturally

Flows From Loving Free…

And Fortunately For

me no


Restrains These Wings..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

i Dance A Positive


Free And

Then the

Song Naturally

Flows From Loving Free..:)

“I’m not scared to be seen,
I make no apologies,
This is me!”

“Whenever the
Words Come to
Cut me Down i’ll

Send A Flood To Drown Them Out”

And True Dear Rue in A Town Recorded in
The Record Books With the Most Christian
Churches Per Square Mile Where The Bully

Boy Onward Christian Marching Soldier Boys Protecting
Still Their PreciouS Old Testament Desert SCaRCiTY

Of Soulless Empathy to

‘Kill Dead’ Opposing


of the Religious

Tribe Spit on me For Daring
To Smile Love i Do COME BACK

Dancing Singing THiS IS Me in terms
Of Long Form Bible Poetry All the Flood
Now of 9.9 MiLLioN Words in 99 Months

With A Flood of Ballet Mixed With Free Style
Martial Arts Public Dance in 15,788 Miles Now

in 99 Months too WRiTE in Front Of THEiR Face

As i Am No Longer A Lamb For Them to Spit on

Now i Am A Lion Fearlessly Roaring Peacefully

Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Without A

Sound They See or Sight They Hear

For It’s True Never Say

Never For If You

Do No

One Will
Pick Up the

Ball And Truly Come

Back to A Life Worth

Living Called Love For Real

SMiLes Happy SuNDay Dear

FRiEnD Nice to You Standing With

‘JeSuS’ Your Mother in Essence oF LoVE Today..:)

Truly Refreshing to Hear A “Whole Self-Relation”,

More Mystical Philosophy Associated With Quantum Mechanics

On A Website That Discusses Philosophy, Politics, And Religion.

In General, One May Expect Folks More Restricted to Left Brain Processes
Will Be More Apt to Categorize Existence Dualistically Versus More of A Mystical

“Whole Self-Relation” As the Op Here Eloquently Describes in Poetry, A Metaphor i Love

To Use that Both Expresses The ‘Circle of Life’ And ‘The Whole of Existence’ is the Leaf Feeds

the Tree

And The

Seed; So the

Tree And the Seed and

The Leaf Are One; Perhaps More

of An Easy Trinity to Understand Than

The Father and Son And Holy Ghost Are

One; However, the Metaphor “The Father And i

Are One” is Easier to Understand By that Original

Religious Book Script, if One Understand The Father Is the

Whole and

The Son

Is A Fractal of the

Whole as in this Way

We Are Leaf, Seed, And Tree

That is One As Well; And as Carl Sagan

So Simply Relates, “We Are All Connected”, From

The Stars Above to the Particles That Orbit Nucleuses

And the Empty Space Spread As Far Within the Orbits As

The Planets, Stars, And Galaxies Above With Dark Space Holding

All of Existence

This Way


And Life Possible For Us All

To Be The All in All Now For Real;

Our DNA Holding Our Life Stories in every Cell

(Some Chapters Left Unexplored By Us as Well)

This Way too; True, Nature is More Beautiful Than
Just A Word in A Book And Poetry May Be Required to Describe

The Beauty

of the All in

All that Truly

Makes All Dark Thru LiGHT Love

For The Miracle of Our Existence Now,

Where No Part May Be Truly Separated

From the Beginning That Never Ends or

Finishes as the Start of Eternal Now Altogether New;

There Are Unlimited Ways to Describe The Essence Whole; And The Illusions

of Separation Folks Hold As “Gospel” Truth And Chosen Separate From the

Rest are Just As Real to Them

As Hallucinations

As the Reality

Others See;

So Yes,

Truth is Relative,

Depending on How Large

The Small of Existence One

Comes to See So Separated

Or The Center oF iT All; The All In All We aRe…

True, Some Folks Will Understand this in their Own
Identifiable Ways, Differently, Through Eyes Like Carl Sagan;

The Story of Buddha; The Story of Jesus; The Story of Krishna;

What Rumi, A Mystic Sufi Relates; What Iain McGilchrist, A Brain Researcher,

Literature Professor, And Psychiatrist Relates; What Richard Rohr, A Franciscan

Catholic Monk Relates As Well; The Leaf Is The Tree And The Seed, The Separation Folks See

Is Their Illusion

of Reality

And The

Whole of the All In All

Is the Place Others Only

Find As Unity And Love For

All DarK Thru LiGHT As Their Reality too…

Obviously, As Human Beings, For Order, We Must

Sort, Label, And Count Our Reality For Order Out of

What Might Otherwise Seem As Overall Chaos to Fear;

Yet True,

How Close

‘We’ aRe (me) to the

All in All, When We (me) Understand

We aRe Eternally Now the Leaf, The Tree, And The Seed

As We aRe Surely Star Dust From Super Nova Explosions

Resurrecting Still From The Crucible Fire of those Events;

Iron From that Gaseous Dust Flowing in our

Blood Stream, Same As Core of Earth;

Atoms From Various

Star Systems


Who We aRe Still Now

As Star FLoWeRS Bursting

And Star Seeds Still Resurrecting

As the Peace We Inhale and Love

We Exhale Now or Some Illusion that

Is Less Than the Whole of the Miracle That We Even Exist;

Yet You See These Words i Relate As The Whole of the All in All

Is Just one

View of

A Fractal of The All;

Yet It’s True, the All And i Is one

And Sure That All includes You

And The Rest of Existence As Well…

i Suppose One May Describe That As

‘God’ If They See ALL As A Three Letter Word Will Be;

For Other Folks, It’s Just An Empty Shell on a Beach to

Worship With Three Letters, Missing Parts of the Leaf, Seed, And Tree…

And Again That Illusion

Is As Real to them

As the Reality

i Perceive


No Separation Exists…

They Still Breathe And So Do i…

However, Most Always i Breathe

By Inhaling Peace And Exhaling Love

For i Understand Just How Very Special

i Am And The Rest of Existence Who i am As Well…

It’s A Miracle

Worth Living

And Dying For to

me; Yet Like The Leaf,

i Shall Feed The Tree and Seed,
As Long As i Exist In this Form And Essence at Least…

Typically, Quantum Mechanics Understands My View of Reality

And What i Call As ‘The Metaphor of God’ As A Cross-Culturally

Understood Relatable Term At Least, Than All the Religions that

(As Interpreted
From the Pulpit

In Dualistic

Labeled Ways)

i Visit in my

Local Area

That Include the Word
‘God’; However, When We

Sing Together The Tune

Sounds Identical to me;

Yet It’s True i Hear the

MuSiC of the All In All

In Every Voice


Is Mine

And THeir’s
The Same And This

iS How We May Ascend
And Transcend Our Illusions

of Separation Through The Oldest Simplest

Ways of Dancing And Singing Freely Together in Tune

of the


of the All
in All As Dance

Brings Song From
DarK to LiGHT Evermorenow…

Not Surprising the Farther East i Go

With Words Like this Where Folks are

Raised in Religions And Philosophies that

Do Not Separate themselves from the Whole;

These Words Will Be Treasure to their More Right

Brained Processes of Mind; Whereas, a Left Brain

More Black and White, Tall or Short, Dualistic

Thinker Will Only See it Ironically

As Word


And Empty

Shells on the Beach;

All they Will Be Missing

Is the Sea Creature, i Breathe Alive and Real…

What is My Advantage In Such A Dualistic

Thinking Culture; It’s Pretty Obvious.

i Didn’t Speak Until 4 Years-Old,

So i Had

A Few

Years to

See Without

Words of Speak
That Reduce the

World to Symbols

Folks Worship Separate

From the All In All Eternally Now…

Yawn, It took me Long Years and

Decades to Return to What i Understood at Age 3…

Poetry Through the Ages is Truly Gold as it Does Provide
Helpful Hints…




Veils oF iGNoRaNCE as well
By Original Greek Definition

We Do LiVE iN An Apocalyptic World NoW iNDeeD…

Yet We Better Remember The All In All When We Forget

The Folks Who Are Us Around the World Wear The Same

Mutations of A Virus That

Will Spread

to Us Without

Regard to Different Forms of

Philosophy, Politics, or Religion
That Provide An Illusion We Are Separate Somehow…

Oh, What the Leaf Teaches the Tree And Seed For THere is No ‘Real’ Separation…

Yet on The Other Hand, Illusions Are As Real as Any Reality For Folks We Come To Breathe

We Come

To Breathe

We Do Breathe

And When We Inhale

Peace And Exhale Love

Generally Speaking We Rest in Peace Alive…

So Really It Comes Down And Up to How We Dance
And Sing Together Free As Peace And Love or Less

And Nah, i Don’t Have to Be A Member of ‘YouR’ Choir
to Do This Either
With SMiLes…



Anyway, Yes, Don’t

Let Smaller Views

Scare You Out of the All

As It’s True What Illudes

ITself As Separate TEnds to Do…
For On ‘The Other Hand’, It’s All Love

Language Divides, THere is No

Doubt As Language is Culture

And Culture is Tradition

And By Very Nature

Tradition, Culture,

And Langauge

Excludes That Which

Does Not Fit And What

Is Seen Alien to Language,

Culture, Tradition; Yes, Religions,
Philosophies, And Politics The Same

my FRiEnD

And True

The Part of Our Mind

That Understands The

Whole the Most Without

Separation Is the Part

That Does Not


In Words At All;

The Part That Is Whole

Indeed, Not Separated So Much

By Language, Culture, And Tradition

That Inherently Excludes, Divides, And Separates…

Anyway, Thanks For
Including the Tao

As i Surely Left

Out A Very Influential

Human Icon, Lao Tzu,

For Whatever Ghost Authors

May Have Contributed What

We See of Words Attributed to
that ‘Name’ as Well…


My FRiEnD,

It’s Much Easier

For Folks to At Least

Feel and Sense What i Relate

Here With No Words At All; Just

A Flow Of Oneness in Ecstatic

Autotelic Meditating Contemplating Free Dance…

Of Course i am An Only One Who Dances By my Finger



As Words

i Leave Behind

As Footprints of

The “SonG oF mY SoUL”; Yes,

This Is me, i Make No Excuses

For my Existence And as the Naysayers

May Come and Go And Understandably So

Those Who Have Problems Understanding

The Depth of the “SonG oF mY SoUL” As that
Relates My Unique Leaf Feeding The Tree And Seed

That is me

i Simply


With Falling Leaves

As That Comes Still Feeding

my Tree And Seed Naked, Enough, Whole Complete…

However, If i Were To Stay Static And Not Grow For
the Benefit of Other Leaves Refusing Growth; What An


to Nature

i Will Surely Be…

Reducing The Size
of The Entire Living Loving Tree…

And No, i for one, Have No Problems Understanding You…

Yet of Course, One Will Expect Someone Soon Perhaps

Identifying Your Words Similar to Mine As ‘Word Salad’

And That’s Okay For In Their World They Don’t ‘See’ What i or You Do…

There Are Many

Kinds of

Color Blindness

Indeed as i Surely

No Longer Will be

Limited to What ‘They’ Breathe…

For Again That is Precisely What

Language, Culture, And Tradition Does

Limiting the

Size of


LiVinG Entire Tree

Nameless iNdeed my FRiEnD..:)


SMiLes, Thanks For Stopping By With Positive Words;

Rather Rare These Days on the “Wrong Planet”, at Least;

While Some Folks Are Competing Against Others in An Addiction

of Anger And Even Hate Often Spiced With Fear, Others Are Pursuing

Human Potential Like Never Before; Yes, Reverse the Numbers of my Age

From 61 to 16, And The Truth is i Feel Younger in Everyway Now than i Did then;

For the Simple Reason that

i Lived An Anxiety Filled

Life All the Way From

3 to 53; It’s Sort of

A Modern Way of Life

For So Many Folks these

Days, Whether Or Not they Are Diagnosed

With A Worst Case of Anxiety and Depression

That My Old Psychiatrist Suggested Was Indeed His

Worst Case Back in January of 2008, When i Suffered From
A Total of 19 Medical Disorders, Including The Worst Pain Known
to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep

As Basically A Shut-in in my Bedroom for 66 Months, Where About 33 Months

in i Tolerated What Was Dentist-Drill-Like-Pain in my Right Eye and Ear that No Drug Would
Touch, Enough to Turn my Screen Down in Brightness All the Way to Write Where the Dark Screen

Then Didn’t Exacerbate the Pain Like Light Did And The Focus of the Lens of my Shades Made

Where i Had to Forgo the Prescription Lens, at A Few Inches From The Screen to See the

Words at All, Every Word A Mountain of Pain Starting on ThanksGiving Day of 2010 on

This ‘Wrong Planet’ Then. The Air Force Psychiatrist Major Who Dealt With Combat Fatigue

Desert Storm Veterans, Did Say i Was His Worst, Least Likely Case to Recover He Ever Had.

He Wanted to Put An Electronic Device in my Chest to Stimulate my Vagal Nerve to Feel Anything

At All In Life (my Insurance Wouldn’t Pay For It); As i Couldn’t Remember The Feeling if i ever Smiled

in my Life Then as Indeed


Are Memories

And Memories

Are Emotions;

When There Are None,

There is No Reference Point out

of HeLL ON EartH In Every Way, So yeah,

i Definitely Understand The Difference Between

Pleasure And Pain Principles of Life Now; Yet, Ever Since

July 19, 2013, Recovering From The Pain And Numb in a Real

All Natural Awakening on a Beach as i Became One With Emerald
Green Waves, Swaying Sea Oats, Sugar White Sand, And Basically

Sea Gull Wings Spiraling Around the Sun, i Did Become A New Creation

of Human Being

As ‘They’ Say



Transfigured to

A New Human Creation

Indeed By Looking Within

And Creating Myself New then

And Now Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

Yet i Individually Make Every Word of Life A Sacred Song
of Poetry And Every Move of Life A Holy Step of Dance

In Autotelic Flow of Real Heaven On Earth Within As That is

Often Cross-Culturally Referred Similarly Meditating in Autotelic

Flow By Metaphors Like Satori, Prana, Samadhi, Kundalini Rising, Nirvana,
Bliss, Zen; The Experience of the Tao; Yes, The American Indian Great Spirit,

And So Many Other Metaphors for Regulating Emotions, Integrating Senses

And Generating Our Own Happiness Within, Associated With Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals Like Noradrenaline, Endorphins, Oxytocin, Dopamine, Yes,

Serotonin And A List of Other Brain/Mind/Body Associated Ingredients Coming Together That

We May Master Through Bio-Feed Back in a Practice Of Life, Like Moving Meditation or Writing

Meditation in Autotelic Flow; For Me at Least, It’s A Practice That Works From When i Wake

Up Until i Go to Sleep;

And Yes Science Does Show
That Meditation in Flow Regularly Just
Three Times A Week Will Yes Regenerate

Gray Matter In our Brains, And Increase

Creativity 500 Percent; Yet Again that’s

Just Three Times A Week; Hehe, Imagine What

Would/WiLL Happen if Someone Stayed/Stays in that Higher

Level of Consciousness From Wake to Sleep For 100 Months

And 9 Days Now; Well, i Do have
The Evidence of 9.9 MiLLioN Words
of Free Verse Poetry in 99 Months;
15,800 Miles of Ballet/Martial Arts

Free Style Public Dance in 99 Months too;

And Yes in Peak Flow, i Was Dancing More Complex
And At Ease in Autotelic Flow Than Any Other Day of

my Life At “The Ross Dress For Less Store” At The Mall

Today, And Yeah, Blah, Blah, Blah, i Do Still Leg Press Up to 1520
Pounds at the Military Gym i Work-Out At And Have Documented

Literally Thousands of Selfies with The most Beautiful Young Women

In Pensacola Dancing With me at the Metro Dance Hall for 6 Years Before

Covid-19, Took Those 298 Dance Events Every Week Away on March 12, 2020;

It Keeps On Looking That Way as New Ominous Threats Like Omicron Variants And Such Come Our Way;

However, i Haven’t Been Slowed Down Much As Metro Area Stores Still Allow The Public Store Dance Free…

Yep listening to

The “Pleasure Principle”

By Janet Jackson And Putting

Every Effort Intense of Dance She

Put in For Her ‘Big Time Paid Effort’ to Do It;

i See The Essence As Even More Worth It Than Pay;

And Yes True At 242 Pounds Versus Janet Jackson’s

Weight in Before Christmas Shopping Crowds, There

iS A Whole Lot of Autotelic Flow in Focus, Not To Dance

Over Anyone

As So Far

No one has

Been Harmed along
The Way, Just Some
Minor Injuries for me;

Never With a Break More than
A Few Days; And Writing A Total
of Over 13 MiLLioN Words Online

Starting on the Wrong Planet, Overall,

Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010, 11 Years, 3

Days, Never Missing A Day Writing Online Through Hell

Or Heaven On Earth; i Am A “Mail Man of Sorts”; Yes,

Who Will/Does Endure Both HeLL AND Heaven

On Earth Within And Yes, Documents Both Whole

Stories And Reports Every Big And Small Picture of the Play…

It would Almost Be Impossible to Reach My Level of Consciousness

Now if Illusory Fears Were Any Part of my Mind and Body Working Together Pie…

(Or If i Wasn’t Financially Independent, Still Bowing to the United States God of Money/Capitalism)

In Short, It took

me 53 Years to

Find A Within

Manual Then

That Works For me;

Yet It’s True, i Don’t Often

See Anyone Even Seeking A Manual

For more of An All Natural Pleasure

Principle Versus Pain Principle Today…

Yet For Those Who Still Breathe, they
May Find Their ‘Manual to Ever Nirvana Now’ As Well…

The Pleasure Principle Indeed, With No Pay;
Yet Lots of Effortless Ease, Yes in Autotelic
Flow And Sure i Still Visit The DarK Some
Days for the Value of Remembering Hell

More to Spice Up Heaven Even More Now…

Sadly, Some of the Great Folks Associated

With Awakenings Like Nietzsche, Alan Watts,

And Even Jordan Peterson For Folks Who See
Them as Their Guru On Earth Have Fallen Far

To Mental Illness, And The Disease of Addiction

For it’s True They Never Found A Manual Within That Really Worked For them…

The Talk Will Often Be Easier Than The Do; So Far, For 100 Months and 9 Days;

It Does Work For me Feeling Stronger, Happier, And more Creative Than Ever Before

at 61,

And Yes,

Able to Measure

And Give And Share

All the Empirical Effective Results Away for Free…
As Without A Give, Share, Care of Compassion Free It

Just All Seems Null And Void to me At Deepest Levels of

Love; Yet The Truth Remains, We All Perceive Our UniVerses

Differently And There Are No Pre-Cut Cookie Cutter Solutions

That Will Work For Everyone; And Some Days Almost No One

At All, Except the Ones Who Generate Their Own Manual Within
to Arrive Now And Staycation in Their Version of Heaven On Earth Within;

Hell Is Basically A Place Where All There is, is Time; A Thousand Years Is One
Second of Hell in that Land of Pain And Numb; On the Other Hand, Heaven


By Metaphor

Is the End of Time;

Meanwhile Some Folks

Are Still Waiting For ‘Their

Pleasure Principles, After Death

As They Worship After Death More Than Before
Death; Oh Lord, How Strange The Human Condition Will Get

And Of Course it is Rather Rare When Someone Staycations

In Heaven On Earth For Real Within too for 100 Months and 9 Days

Too And Sure

Hehe That’s

Why i Take Extensive Poetic Notes

As Of Course All There is in Life is
Change; There Are No Guarantees;

Yet What i Find that Works for me So Far Works Without Fail…

Meh, i Have 100 Percent Faith And Belief What i Practice Works

In Actual Play, And So Far, Even The Evidence Agrees, i Produce At Hand And Feat of Feet…

A Most Skilled Butcher Cuts Meat In A Way That Doesn’t Dull Their Knife And A Dancer

Who Becomes

FRiEnDS With

Gravity Doesn’t

Dull The Soles of

Their Nike Shoes

Nearly As Much Either

As Someone Who hasn’t

Become FRiEnDS With Gravity

In Balance As the Planets Orbit Stars Long
This Way FRiEnDS With Gravity As Well And

As ‘They’ Say That’s How ‘They’ Built ‘The Pyramids’

Yes, Balance, And That’s How i Move my 242 Pound

Body Basically Flying in Ease on Terrestrial Earth Bound




Just Floating By

As Folks Often Accuse

me of Wearing Skates

Underneath my Athletic Shoes, Haha;

A Balancing Body Makes A Balancing Mind;

First THere IS DarK, Then LiGHT, Then Dance,
Now SonG, Yes, STill Balancing Change Even More..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From 11/28/2021

Reading 1, Jeremiah 33:14-16
12 May the Lord increase and enrich your love for each other and for all, so that it matches ours for you.

13 And may he so confirm your hearts in holiness that you may be blameless in the sight of our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all his holy ones.

14 “Look, the days are coming, Yahweh declares, when I shall fulfil the promise of happiness I made to the House of Israel and the House of Judah:

15 In those days and at that time, I shall make an upright Branch grow for David, who will do what is just and upright in the country.

16 In those days Judah will triumph and Israel live in safety. And this is the name the city will be called: Yahweh-is-our-Saving-Justice.”

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 25:4-5, 8-9, 10, 14
4 DIRECT me in your ways, Yahweh, and teach me your paths.

5 ENCOURAGE me to walk in your truth and teach me since you are the God who saves me. FOR my hope is in you all day long — such is your generosity, Yahweh.

8 INTEGRITY and generosity are marks of Yahweh for he brings sinners back to the path.

9 JUDICIOUSLY he guides the humble, instructing the poor in his way.

10 KINDNESS unfailing and constancy mark all Yahweh’s paths, for those who keep his covenant and his decrees.

14 ONLY those who fear Yahweh have his secret and his covenant, for their understanding.

Reading 2, First Thessalonians 3:12-4:2
1 Finally, brothers, we urge you and appeal to you in the Lord Jesus; we instructed you how to live in the way that pleases God, and you are so living; but make more progress still.

2 You are well aware of the instructions we gave you on the authority of the Lord Jesus.

Gospel, Luke 21:25-28, 34-36
25 ‘There will be signs in the sun and moon and stars; on earth nations in agony, bewildered by the turmoil of the ocean and its waves;

26 men fainting away with terror and fear at what menaces the world, for the powers of heaven will be shaken.

27 And then they will see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory.

28 When these things begin to take place, stand erect, hold your heads high, because your liberation is near at hand.’

34 ‘Watch yourselves, or your hearts will be coarsened by debauchery and drunkenness and the cares of life, and that day will come upon you unexpectedly,

35 like a trap. For it will come down on all those living on the face of the earth.

36 Stay awake, praying at all times for the strength to survive all that is going to happen, and to hold your ground before the Son of man.’


Such A Beautiful Day Eternally Is Will; Yes The
Sun Is Practically Shining Within For Free Now

i Have No Problem Admitting For 53 Years,

i Lived A Life More Restricted to Left Brain
Processes as Described by Iain McGilchrist

In His Books That Describe The Different
Processes Between Left And Right Hemisphere

Ways of Processing The Environment And World Within.

Left Brain Restricted, Is A Very Limited World View, Indeed, Comparable

to Watching 3 Channels of Black And White TV Versus Yes, Actually Being

Alive; Yes, Over 1500 Pages in Hardback Form, His Current Book “The Matter

With Things” and Around 140 Bucks or So to Buy It Online in Hard Cover Version;

And Around 40 Bucks to It Buy in E-Book Style; I’ll Probably Read it For Free in
Barnes And Noble When it Becomes Available in That Store, Where i Usually
Finish A Book In Around An Hour, While Dancing A Meditative Public Dance,

And Listening to Meditative Music, Really Operating in Peak Flow of Human Potential.

Anyway, Some Folks Stay
Restricted More in A Left
Brain Process Way,


Missing Out on

More Than Half

of Their Human Potentials;

Particularly, the Blissful Parts that Stay
And Are Truly Mastered By Regulating
Emotions and Integrating Senses Far

Beyond the ‘Word
Talk’ of “Left



Behavioral Therapy Versus Activity

More Attuned to Meditative Arts;
Both Sitting Still And Moving to
Ascend And Transcend A More Black

And White Limited 3 Channel TV Way of Life;

A Good Metaphor is Living Life on the Other
Side of An Opaque Window And One Day Finally

Seeing Thru The Other Side of the Continent of Mind

And Saying Wow, i Really Feel Alive, Naked, Enough,

Whole Complete;

Really It’s hard
to Feel that

Way Operating

With ‘8 of 12
Cylinders’ Not Working…


Such A Beautiful Day Eternally Is Will; Yes The
Sun Is Practically Shining Within For Free Now

“The goal of electromagnetic forces
is to plant the seeds of peace rather

Than bondage.”

It Depends Of Course;

in my Case Its Love;

In Other Cases It’s


From Love;
One ‘Thing’ For
Sure, Assigning
Goals to Electromagnetic

Forces Is TaKinG Freedom Away,

So Do Carry On As You Were, Please…

-The Child

~Of Free Will NoW








Write ✍️
Write Write ✍️
Dance Dance Dance🕺

SMiles Dear
Cindy Lovely
With You On Your

Blog And Even Here
Just A Little Bit of

me Verily

With SMiles
Of Still Gonna Nap
And Snack And

Attack With

Of “The Child”

SMiLes Dear Savvy

Each Day (Unless
i Have a Waking

Poetry Dream)

i Wake Up Having

No Idea What to Dance/

Sing Next And Gosh Yes

iMaGiNaTioN Most
Definitely Inspired
By Others Most

Takes Care

of the

Rest of the
Daily Flood
For What Comes
Next With SMiLes Always as
Creativity FLoWeRS ThiS WaY iN Flow..:)

Hehe, my Wife Katrina is Constantly

Reminding Me (EVERY SINGLE

i FAiL At Paying Attention

(i Put Stuff off too
And She’s Such
A Wonderful
Alarm Clock
When i’m
Late for

Important Dates
As THere is No
Time Within me
For Real hehe)

SucH A Dismal

Failure i

Seem to Be

The Thing is Marry

Someone You Love

Where You Will Love This

Kind of Attention And Only

Smile With Loving Eyes When

You Get It And Return With Yes

Dear For All Their Suggestions to
Do it Better

Next Go



Again to Save

The Day to Receive




DAY FOR 32 YEars Now For Listening

Long Enough To Always Exclaim Yes Dear With A SMiLe…

It’s True

‘Nice Guys’

Do Finish First

As Long As We Stay That Way…
SMiLes Dear Annabel Hope You

Are Behaving Yourself Today too And
Always Failing Up Like me With SMiLes..;)

SMiLes Dear Cindy, i Had to Go Back
to Look At My Blog And See Exactly
How Many Words Comprise

my Blogging

Mission Statement

And yes Hehe It’s 4,

“i Like to Write,”

And That

Pretty much Covers
The Rest of What i Do
When i’m Not Dancing
Singing, And Photographing
Stuff Listening to YouTube too

With A Few Other Miscellaneous

Things of Life of Course Being Retired

Opens Up Life to Whatever Comes What May

Yet True i Always

Put People



And It’s True if they

Had Longer Attention

Spans And Everyone Came

And Commented on my Blog

i Would Likely Only Have Words

i Responded to Them For The

Entirety of What My Blog is Now
As Of Course i Am a Traveling

Blog As i Don’t Want


To Have
to Waste

Any Gas to Come
And See me with SMiLes HAha…

All Good Advice You Bring Though

Dear FRiEnD For ‘Normal Folks’ Hehe of Course…

And Really the Reason i Started Blogging Was So
Many Folks i Knew Were So Negative i Just Had

to Create My Own LiGHT And LiFE of Dance And Song mY FRiEnD

We Really Cannot Afford To Count On Others to Provide All Our LiGHT iN LiFE


It With
of Dance
And Song
All the Joy for me

For It is ‘A Giver’ Really

Who Never Runs out of Gas
mY FRiEnD As Long As The
Giving is Truly Giving Love in Spirit…

i Really Do Wish Though More Folks
Could Come to A Position in Life Where

Art is All in the Joy of Simply Doing Now The
Journey Whole Naked, Enough, Complete Now of Doing indeed

It Almost Always Takes Independence Away From Money,
Stuff, Power, And Status…

In the Moment

of ‘The


Now mY FRiEnD…
in Other World News
i’m Going on my 8th
Left-Over Meal of Turkey Stuffed

i Feel A 2 PM Siesta Coming on Soon..;)

SMiLes Dear Akshita As Far As The God

Of Money And Stuff And The Allegiance

For That Way of Life of If You

Don’t Have

A Reason

For Doing
Life Except For

MaKinG Money

Ya Just Don’t Fit in Hehe

It’s True i am Anti-Social

In This Way as i Shed All those

Clothes And Now i Am Literally

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

And While Some Folks

Can’t Understand

That Metaphor

And Reality

too i Stand

By Nature

The Same Way

Nature Has Always

Been Until Human

Came Along, Doing The
Best to Survive and Thrive
In Balance Come What May my FRiEnD

Problem is When We Wear So Many Layers of Clothes

Yes Metaphor of CuLTuRE Now, WHere We No Longer

Feel And Touch The Rest of Nature Or Even Ourselves

Deep Where

The Wind

is Spirit

That Flies

Us Higher

Than True

Earth Bound Misfits…:)

Republican Leadership, So Disgusting,

Ronnie Jackson, The Former Lying
Surgeon General That Made

Trump into A Trim

Fit 243 Pound Dude
Like me Hehe;

Attempts to

Claim That the Omicron

Variant is Fake News; Yes,

Generated By Democrats

To Win the Mid-Terms By
Forcing Vote By Mail Again;

And Then Fox News Fiends,

Ahem, So-Called FRiEnDS, Pile

It On Intimating The Same Along

With Spreading Encouraging Words

That Natural Immunity is Preferable

Over Getting Vaccinated As Of Course

That is What The Highly Conspiracy Theory Flaked

Base of the Anti-Vaxxer’s Now Who Support All Stuff

Trump Wanna Hear in the Ignorant Target Audience

of the Fox News Grift That Sees a ‘Sucker Born’ Every


to Take


of “On Fifth Avenue”

As Part Of the TRumP Gospel News of Big Lies
And Gaslighting Reality For Years to Come, if Possible…

Problem is Yes, “Some Folks” Really Don’t Have Enough Attention Left
Now to Even See or Care About What’s Going on, As Overall Science
Does Suggest Humans Now on Average Have the Attention Span
of Less Than A Gold Fish; Yes, Literally Less than Three Seconds

About Long

Enough to

See What

Car is Pretty

In A Commercial

On TV to Buy; Or

Some Woman Dressed
Nearly Down to Nothing

To Sell What Ever Is New
on the Menu on Fox News too…

Although, i Must Admit Fox News

Has Cleaned Up That Bit Under the
Glass Tables Some Since Bill O’Reilly’s
Spin on the “Me Too Movement”, Now

An Aim Seems Molesting Democracy For Our Ability to Be Free,

Just To Make Frigging Money; Just to Make Frigging Money, Keeping

Status and Power too…

Oh, The Human

Condition the

Shadow Knows

Our Reptile Brain;

Indeed, “No Variant

HeaR” As Predictable as

Demagogues And All Who/What
Comes to Allow THeir Fall Again…

True, “Pandemic”, Serves As A “Viable”

Metaphor For Modern Politics And
HiStorical Politics THiS Way True too…

All “Wonderful Quotes”

Relating Challenges

Associated With


Dear Chaymaa And

It Reminds me of Course

of My Father’s High School Senior

Quote, “Dont Do Today What You Can

Put off Until Tomorrow,” And Interestingly,

His Identical Twin Theodore, As My Father’s Name

Was Frederick Like me; Well, Ted’s Senior Quote Was

More Like
A Real



As it Was Taken

Straight Out of


“Macbeth” With:

“I dare do all that may become a man;
Who dares do more is none.” Hehe

And This Just Goes to Show

How Much oF A Role

Human Neuroplasticity

And Epigenetic

Effects From


Challenge And Adaptation

Impacts The Unpacking of

Our Greater Human Potentials

In Our DNA Or Not; And Hehe i Will
Say i’ve Experienced Both Sides of that

Coin of All Or Nothing Doing Life And True
As Amusing Superstitious Human Endeavors

Go Like the Art of Numerology, i Once Entered
my Full Name And Birthdate into one of those
Online Numerology Counters And it Returned

With A First Life Challenge of 0 That Indicates

Free Will to Do Nothing or Everything in Life

And the Next Three Life Challenges of 1, to

Only Affirm What i Want to Do in Life

All Or




Hehe, i Didn’t
Even Start my

Public Dancer Vocation
And Poetry Endeavor All
For Free Until i Became Financially

Independent And Escaped Hell on
Earth After 66 Months so Ill As A Shut-in
in my Bedroom With the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind the Suicide Disease Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia And 18 Other
Medical Disorders in Synergy of Life Threat

And Honestly overall, i Didn’t Even Start Really Living Until age 53
And The Difference Now is i Make Every Move A Holy Dance
And Every Word A Sacred Song in Gratitude Moving Human
Potential And Loving All As Loving Life All the Way For All Becoming

More like

My Uncle’s

Quote for Life;

It’s True, Use it or

Lose it Does Apply
To all Stuff Existence my FRiEnD..:)

Wow What A Wonderful Inspirational Video

Of A Young Man Who Makes it All the Way

From The DarK Side of Human Existence into LiGHT

Coming Out of that DarKNeSS

With Gratitude For All

Of Existence

Increasing All

Human Potentials Everyday

And Most oF ALL Spreading LiGHT

To All FRiEnDS And Foes The Same

As Surely This Includes Finding Warmth

Within to Share EverGreen on Darkest

Snowy Nights of Hope Through the Cold Nights

of SoUL Dear Sohair i Surely Relate And Surviving

The Medically Assessed Suicide Disease From Wake to
Sleep no Drug Would Touch For 66 Months All That Pain And Numb

Of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia And A Synergy of Life Threat

Through 18 Other Mostly Stress-Related Disorders Then

Taught me Precisely

What This Young

Man Relates in

His Near Death

Experience For It’s True

Dear Sohair i’ve Experienced

Near Death Thrice in my Lifetime

And While it May Be Described Differently

It is Surely A Redemption Out of DarK iNto LiGHT

What i Really Liked About the Video Is it Didn’t Reference

Any Specific Religion For The Healing Power of God Within…

For Truly

God is Open

Source in All Our

Souls As All In All mY FRiEnD

Naked Enough Whole Complete

With Room Enough For Love For

All As The Sun Shines on All Parts

of the Earth And Moon Reflects Light the

Same As Us When We Are in the LiGHT mY FRiEnD

Where There

is no Fear

Left of

And No
Cynicism oF LiGHT

For This Flame This Torch Within
This Bonfire of God Love For All Now..:)

If not for this iPhone and somewhere to Write it
down Lost in A Dream ‘the Message’ Remains…

Leaves Trees Parent Oak Roots of iMaGiNaTioN Acorns Dance Sing

This Business of Becoming Electronic Devices is SucKinG
More and More Air As HeaveN oN EartH Within Disappears

SMiLes my FRiEnD All the pleasure Comes in the Giving And Sharing…

When You Sing a Mantra And Focus on 7 Parts of Your Body All You
Are Doing is Imagining A Science Project oF A Dance That is Done

Yes My FRiEnD Keeping
‘The Child’ ALiVE NoW
Within is
That Doesn’t
Go Out A Hug
On God’s Face
Gift of
NoW iN
Free Your
Way of Play




With SMiLes😁

Tell Him
And Or Her
Within (God Is Love)

It’s No Different Than JeSuS No Matter How Many ‘Actors’
Play ‘JeSuS’ Or ‘TRumP’ Darth Still Breathes And ‘The Child/Hero’

Will REAL “JeSuS” Give Up On Darth Hell No You Go To Hell You
NEVER EVER GIVE UP ON LOVE May This Force From Hell Be With U

Darth Is ‘The Child’ In All Of Us Harmed Given Up On For Giving Thanks
Giving Love More In Dark Keep ‘The Child’ Breathing

So What Did ‘Darth’ Do In Church Make Fun Of States
Protecting Folks From Dying Implying Truthful News Is

Lying No Idea Yoda Lives Here

Forgive Darth Tell ‘Him’ You Love Her
No Matter What ‘The Child’ ‘The
Love’ Will Staycation Breathing
In LoVE iN Me Darth WiLL Not Steal IT

Doubt It Not The Power Of My Dark Force Changing
Into LiGHT Again Again And Again… To Return



SMiles Free From
All Except

Love Sadly
What Ambitions

To Be Free

True too

Glad i Stayed
Close to Family
While my Peers


Far And
Returned “Spent”..😊🏝

Of Course As A Woman
In A Patriarchal Country

Like India


Be No
Other Choice
To Become



Daughters too🙏

SMiles My Air Force
Psychiatrist Way
Back in 2008
Before Social
Media Really Inundated
The World With Likes
And Shares And Few
Original Words If

Any Shared
Verbally For
More Than
About 3 Seconds
The Average Attention
Span Science Literally
Assesses Human With
Now Yes Less Than A

Goldfish Yes
He Mused Then
From His Practice
Then With The Military
And General Practice

Will Humans
Lose Their

To Speak

i Sure Did
Yet Not Since
i Became Human

Lose it
Or Lose It
Matters In All

Stuff Life And If
We Can’t See This
Is Part of The Reason

We Can’t Vaccinate
So Many Folks Or
That We Really

Face Another


And The Real
Specter Of Losing
Our Democracy We’ve

To Pay Attention

To What Even Counts
In Life Each Other



Yet Of Course it’s
What Happens
To Social


Who Take
So Much

More Than
They Give…

They Exhaust
Every Resource

And Eventually Go Away

Humans Aren’t Immune



Obviously 🙄

SMiles Dear Sohair
Hope Your Vacation
Was Nice Have
A Great Day
Dear FRiEnD
With SMiles 🌹 😍🏝🙏

Hehe Thanks
Doc I’m A Bit
Stuffed With
Turkey too

It Off With
Dance Soon
Back to Song

With SMiles🙌☺️🦃

Thanks to
You All too
And The Same
To All Of You too


⛄️ Snow! So ❄️
Excited For You!

Yet Maybe Not As
Exciting For You
As i’m Like The Only
Person Wearing Shorts
When it’s Below Freezing

Here Hehe
Was gonna
Wait Till Midweek
To Catch-Up Yet

Am Feeling A Warm
Hug Might Be Nice

From A
HiS Own Warmth

Such A Beautiful Day Eternally Is Will; Yes The
Sun Is Practically Shining Within For Free Now


Some People
Rise iN LoVE

Hehe.. Perhaps
One Day i’LL
Finish A Bible Poem…
i’LL Leave iT oN A Bridge…

Good Morning It’s Amazing
If You Really consider every
Link of struggle unbroken
Existence Makes Forever
Now For This Gift of
Life Now to be even
Possible 1 in 4 Hundred
Trillion Chance as even
Science Shows now such
Lottery Winners We All are
With Gratitude Best for those
Who Appreciate the Literal
Magic to Give and Receive
Love Free The Capstone of
The Pyramid of Existence
This opportunity to Give
Great Thanks for this Gift
Of Breath This Life this
Love Smiles i for one refuse
To wait for some one else
To Lead a Prayer For Thanks..🙂

A Most Devastating Mental Illness is a
Lack of Empathy Yet if Your Parents

Get Cancer You Will For Give

My Mother In Her Last Years of Life Loved
me to Read Her my Poetry particularly if it was about my Life

Innumerable Ghost Writers, Pen Names, Scribes Over Centuries
of Mistakes And Intentional Changes Wrote ‘The Books’ Then For Real

So What Do You Get Yes A Combined Liberal And Conservative
Effort to Create What’s Still Left of ‘Original Coke’/‘Trump Jesus’

One of These Humans Forgives The Enemy The Other One Fires

The Enemy To Eternal Hell

Pro Tip: Hint in Heaven: Do ‘Original Coke Jesus (Love)’


‘Trump Jesus’ Yet Remember Where He Currently IS

In ‘This World of Consuming’ We Are Fed ‘Horse Sh8t’
That It Is Weak to Give Without Receiving Weakest of

Love (GoD) This IS

GReaTesT Gift to See Our Loved
Ones Thrive If Not No Real Love

Forgoing.. the usual Joy
Of Store-Lit Public
Praise Dance.. i
Embraced the
DArk and
Warm Damp
Winds ‘fore
Storm coming
With SlowDance
Walk FeeLinG
Midnight SPiRiT
As my finger tips
RaiSinG.. Feeling electricity
oF Starlit Breeze TRaVerSinG
All of me.. listening then to the
Gnostic Wisdom of Carl Jung..
FeeLinG Heaven WHoLe NoW
As God oF Free
Nature NiGHT
Refreshing the
DArk Will Be
When seen
As LiGht
For those who
Create a God oF Fear
And Hate over Hope
And Love iN DArk
Sleep or
Wake iN
We Make..
Black and Red..
Royal Purple New Moon Rose…

Yet of Course that Was Last Year
Tonight Public Dancing With my Christmas
Marilyn Monroe Shirt on My Wife Notified
me That A Young Woman Snapped A Pic

of my Behind or Perhaps It Was my Legs
i Guess We Will Never Fully Know unless
We See it One Day On Social Media With

An Explanation Oh the Price of Public Dance

SMiLes Dear Rue WHerever i See Binary

ThinKing it Reminds me of the Fall of

me Such A Perfectionist THere

Could Be No Mistakes

Yet of Course That

Was Only To Relieve

Deep Seated Human

Fears and General Anxiety

About my Faith And Trust in
My Place of Life Ever Since RiSinG Dancing

Free Out of the Fear And Coming Into A ‘Garden

Of Eden’ So Lush And Colorful No Longer Black and

White i Do my Best

To Spread So Many

Colors Well Beyond

’50 SHaDES of Grey’ too mY FRiEnD

For Its True Now It’s Most All Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy Yet i Re-Visit

the Shadows

of ‘Fore and Even Close to BLacK SoUL Abyss
Nights Never Ending Just To Remember Hell is


And DarK
iS LiGHT And

This iS How i CoMe NoW to

Love God As All that is my FRiEnD…

Dualistic Thinking So Far From Autotelic

FLoW iN Coloring Life Meditating Contemplating

Mystically As True it Seems i May Be in Good Company

With Those Mystics oF Old With Similar Newer Older Philosophies too…

From The Gospel of Thomas Focusing on SeeKinG Finding Within Saying 2:

“(2) Jesus said: He who seeks, let him not cease seeking until he finds; and
when he finds he will be troubled, and when he is troubled he will be amazed,
and he will reign over the All.”

It’s More Like Understanding

We aRe ALL THe All

With No



iN Separation my

FRiEnD Yes Naked, Enough,
Whole Complete Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN Joy For All With
LEasT HarM Giving Sharing Caring Freely
For All That Is We Continue to See More of God

Honestly, i Believe it’s What Most of Us Are Born to Do

Yet True When God Is Separated in So Many Pieces it

May Be Difficult

To Find Our


of Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy Yes

One Body One Blood One Lord Of All

Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free, Woman And

Or Man No More As Labels Fall Away As

All Becomes LoVE DarK Thru LiGHT

The Feelings The Senses The

Windows of The SoUL

Relate So



Any Words

At All mY FRiEnD

i Have only one Real

‘Bone’ To Pick With the

Storied Video And THeMe Song

For this As ‘Mary Magdalene’ Was

No Where to Be Found Breaking

Bread And Wine in


of A Supper

And Celebration

of Loving Spirit For All This Way

Yet i Distinctly Remember Seeing Her

Spirit Still in A Dance And An Email

Address of a Forever Best FRiEnD Worth Keeping…

Other than That in the Gospel of Thomas Through

The Ignorance of the Disciples By That Story Jesus had to tell

The Others He Would Change Her into A Man to Be Worthy of Heaven….

114) Simon Peter said to Him, “Let Mary leave us, for women are
not worthy of Life.”
Jesus said, “I myself shall lead her in order to make her
male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you
males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the
Kingdom of Heaven.”

So Many Years of Binary Lines So Many Colors of ReViSioN Still

Needed my FRiEnD…

STiLL To Come

Yes Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN Joy
For All No Exclusions

In Real Unconditional Love Now

And True With No ‘Time’ to Wait
At All Just Eternally Now Love For All..:)

Yes True Dear Savvy

A Greatest Test of

Love And Reason

Is To Act Reasonably

And Lovingly When

The Other


Or Situation

In Life May Not

Feel or Sense is Either
Yet It’s True There is Always
A Lesson of Focus in DarK And LiGHT


And Love


For Giving

Thanks Giving

For Both Love and
Reason We May Share

No Matter DarK or LiGHT NeXT NoW..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa 3 Most Influential People in my
Life the Once Down’s Child Then Down’s Adult

Turning Around in Church With A Smile and
A HandShake (Of Course Before Covid-19)

With A HeART SMiLES When it Seemed

Everyone Else Was

Afraid of the

Human Species HAha

And Yes Tina The DishWasher

At the Place i Used to Manage For
The Federal Government So Diligent

And Focused on Her Job When Everyone
Else Was Always Whining And Complaining

All She Had

Was A Smile

of Do My Best

And For You too

Despite Her Lower
Than 70 So Called IQ,

And Then There Was A Janitor
Named Walker Employed With
Similar Paper-Work of Assessed

IQ And While Everyone In Department

Head Meetings Was Cursing A Horrible

Captain of the Navy Base Her XO Said

I Just Can’t Understand it Walker

Always Has a Smile on

His Face For


With No Real

Status on the Totem

Pole of Who Is Supposed

To Be Extra Special In this Place

While Walker Takes The Cake and

Icing Of Happiness And Shares it With

Everyone He Meets Obviously i am Generously

Paraphrasing the XO’s Compliment That Was

Mostly Just A Sigh that Said The World Isn’t What


It was

to Be Yet Ya
See The Kind of Intelligence
That Brings Us Power And Status
Best Grades In School And High Pay for

Work May have

Nothing Really

To Do Now With

Warm Connections

of Humanity’s SMILes At All…

Yes i Learned Much From These

Two Wise Women And Wise Man

Those Days And Soon With my Own
Stellar Standard IQ i Realized they




For A Reason

That is No Reason

For Joy At All Except

For the SMiLe of the Child
Playing Freely ReFuSinG to Go Away..:)

Oh Goodness Young
The Human



to Standing

Up Against

The Established
Grain of the Rest of
The Trees in the Forest
That Evolutionary Speaking
Our Instinct Breathes Is A Must

For Continuing


And Binding

Over Tradition
At It Stands Lest
We Be Separated
From the Forest
And Starve To Death All Alone

And It’s True We Hear More Lone Voices
of Either Truth or Lies ‘These Days’ As There
Are Almost Endless Opportunities For Connections

Online For Failed
Attempts and
For the
Of Our Own
Beliefs That Bring
Us Total Faith And Trust in Life

And True With Technology A Person
‘These Days’ Almost Never Even Has
to Leave Their Home With Even Home

Delivery of Groceries At the Big City Store…
Yet True We aRe Still Human Evolved For Binding
Bonding Over Traditions of Ideologies and Symbols
to Form A Religious CuLTuRaL Glue of Life No Matter

How Individually
Insane We May
View the Group
Think That Bonds
And Binds Over What
We May See of Ignorance iN Our View…

Anyway, Hehe at Least ‘These Days’ Exclusion
From Group Think Doesn’t Necessarily Mean Starvation Now!..:)

Thanks Best
Of Wishes to
You As Well

And Thanks
For All The
Inspiration You Bring☺️

You’re Welcome Akshita
All my Pleasure Visiting
It’s Hard To Survive
In A Culture That

Prizes Stuff
And Money
And What
It Takes

To Make
That Over
And The Rest

Of Nature Slave
To That Way of
Life For 53 Years

i Discarded
All Those

And Still

A Garden
Of Eden Now
For 100 Months
And 11 Days Each


Now Within
Than The 53
Years Before my

FRiEnD Naked
Enough Whole

Complete As
The Rest

As What
i Name God
Beyond All Names

Breathes Free
Indeed This
Eternal Flame

Of Loving All Within🙌😊


Always A Pleasure 🌹
Dear Annabel i Enjoy
The Clever Wit You

Use Describing

The “Condition”

Of The Human

Hehe i
Feel Rather
No Longer Slave
To “Black And
White Think”

That only Move
From Side To Side

Of Page
And Particularly
Slave to Wall


Once The

Mad Hatter

Figures out
Time Really

Moves In

ReVerse With
SMiles ARiSinG
In The Subconscious



We Know
It So Socrates
Seems At Least
In Part Correct

In Suggesting
He Knows Nothing

Anyway off To Solve
The Rest Of The


Of the Only
World i Don’t
Know Before 8 AM
Yes the iNFiNiTY


8 i Am
Standing Tall ⏰
Notice The Alarm




10:10 AM

Thanks For
The Extra

2 Hours
10 Minutes
To Get The Job Done
Whoever Previously


The Alarm
Clock Icon
Hehe See What i Mean 🎩

My ‘Kind’ of Autism

Isn’t the Kind

That Lies my FRiEnD;

Makes my Skin Crawl Just to Think about lying…

Nobody in my Immediate Family Entertains Lies Either…

i Give You Credit though For Being Honest, About Lying
in Creating A Fake Persona Online;

Everything i do is


And Verifiable.

Generally Speaking,

Folks Who Tell the
Truth, Don’t Go Around
Throwing Personal Attacks
in their Spare time For Grins And ‘Stuff’…

Never The Less, You Are Correct, in Some Way,
As Whitman Had A Very Difficult Time Getting
Folks to Understand or Accept What he Was Doing; Yet

On the other Hand,

The Dude Was

Trying to Make

A Living Like Many Starving Artists do…

It’s All in The Autotelic Flow For Me; A Real
Deal with No Money Needed, Awards



From Folks Without

Faces on the Internet With SMiLes…

However, If Folks Wanna Come Out and Play A
Game, i Am More Than Willing to Entertain That
Just for A Dark Muse For Free Verse Poetry too…

Now Please, if We Will, Avoid Making me the ToPic Again

Of This Thread, i Have Brighter Meadows to Attend to For Now

In My Own “Real BackYard Garden of Eden”; Plenty of Pics of that too…

And my Beautiful Wife, Who Many of my Girl FRiEnDS Ask for the Secret of Not Aging too…

A Few More of my FRiEnDS Below And A Fairly Recent One of my Wife in Action After Turning 50…

Yet It’s True, i Have Enough More Verifiable Evidence To Flood This Place…

Yet Again, i Have the Real ‘Garden of Eden’ To Attend to Now With ‘Eve’…


EPiC Life
If You Will too… Please…

Yet i Will Not Tell You What To Do…

Anyway That’s True, Yet Actually, Ironically, i May Be
‘the One’ Who Has Found ‘the Glitch’ in ‘A Matrix’ For Real…


The Come
What May…

BLack Fridays
Or Good Fridays The SaMe…

And No i am Not Really ‘Batman’
That Was Halloween With ‘The Girls’…

Bonus Pic, me And Eve At The State Fair…:)

HeHe, Yes, THere’s

A ‘Huuuge’ Difference

Between me
And Whitman;

i’m Financially


For 14 Years,

And Surrounded

By Thousands of

Beautiful Women;

in Other


i am

The Target
Audience HAha…

And Sure i Have
A Few Thousand
Photos that Prove IT;

Already Sharing Some
of ‘Them’ in ‘this Thread’ of Course…

Have A Nice Day And By All Means Remember to Eat…

“Adam Smith is Truly Incomplete”, Except, You Don’t Ignore the Blonde;

You Ignore Thousands of Blondes And Brunettes And They Choose You;

As Every Wild and

Free Woman


A Man Naked,
Enough, Whole
And Complete;

No ‘Temptations
From Eve’ Even Necessary…

And no Money in the Pockets

Necessary; Not Even “Black Friday”
When They Are the Ones Offering
Drinks, You Kindly Refuse And
Return Totally Sober And ‘The
Highest One’ in ‘The Room’…

Yet Don’t Take My

Word For it

Try it, if

You Like

And Enjoy
Life Loving Free too…

And Don’t Let Age Be
A Limiting Factor As
Remember i Was Older
Than 59 Still Enjoying

This Heavenly Reward

For Just

Enough Complete…

With a Little Free Style
Dance And Song of Course…

i Buried the BLacK Friday
Money Habit Practically Ages ago…

Interestingly, i Used to Score 45 on the AQ Scan For Autism Before
i Gained A Poetic Spark Back at Age 53; It’s True, The Way my Very
Restricted Left Brain Processing Mind Processed the World was Very

Similar to Our FRiEnD Here Who Can’t Seem to Appreciate

A Dead Poet’s Society Way of Life; As They Said

in that Movie, Doing Engineering, And Business

Work Are Noble Professions For Surviving;

Yet We Really Thrive

More By An Art

Of Life

That is Creative

And Free in Colors

of Feelings And Senses

That Really Do Connect Us With ‘The All in All’;

And The Fact That This Way Of Life With a Meditative

Autotelic Flow of Dance And Song Is Truly Assessed

As A Fountain of Youth that i Surely Measure in Empirical

Ways That Cannot Be Refuted; Really Does Provide a Message

That it is No

Loss Except For

Those Who Are
Not Able to Extend

Their Human Potentials this way…

Anyway, i Score 11 Now and the Professionals
Diagnosing Both me and my Sister With Asperger’s
Syndrome, Both Say i Have Basically Erased All the Difficulties

Of Before Through A Therapy of Both Moving Meditation and
Writing Meditation in Flow too; True, It’s Not Gonna Give Most Literal

Black And White Thinkers

Many Colors of Life;

However, The

‘Fairer Gender’

Often Replies in
Terms of Mesmerizing,
Magical, And Entrancing in Healing Flow as Well…

It Just Depends On Who is On the Other End of the ‘Soul Line’ for real…

i Wanna Live my Best Life, So i Do; i Saw The Other Life Buried And i Dam
Sure Ain’t Gonna Dig it Up; Of Course That’s What the Metaphor of Resurrection

And Reborn



Gaining the
Eyes of Wonder
And Amazement

of ‘The Child’ of Creativity Once
Again; A Breath of ‘God’ Within For Real to




And Truly New…

As Spirit Becomes the

Wind Invisible to ‘See’ Yet Feeling And Sensing For Real…

Now True For A Deepest Whole Self-Relation Indeed…

HEhe, i Tend to Stand on the Old School House Desk

Seeing Life Differently

Every Where

i Dance And

Sing With

This MeSSaGE Free…

And i Come Here for the

Rare Actual Neurodiverse Minds

Free Enough to Express All of Who They Are…

And Sure, i Study The Others More Like the Way i Used to be too…

After All Is Said AND DONE ‘Folks Like That’

Are Treasure too
In Systemizing

Ways of


This Information

Highway, A Global
Avenue to Express And Connect Arts;

It’s True, King And Or Queen Bees

Would Have Much Trouble

Enjoying Honey

Life Without

All ‘The Drones’ of Support…

(Far Beyond the Information
Highway Alone, As Well Now True)

Lord Yes, We All Have Roles That Are
Valuable In This Work And Play of Life REAL NOW…

“Oh me, Oh Life” Why?

“The Powerful Play Goes On and You May Contribute A Verse”

-Walt Whitman

Coming From the

‘Sense’ of Someone

Who Believes A Man


From Death

On A


Rich Indeed;



Notice How
Silent the

Room Will

Get Once

The ‘Foe’

Is Asked

To Defend the

Of Course, It’s Easier to Attack Style Than Actual Substance…

Strange That Gifted High School Folks Who have the Ability to Understand me do…

No, Not Really,

They Just


Kind of
Developed In Youth…

Yet They Are No REAL Fools

Believing That Humans Are
Resurrected Literally From the
Dead, Just Because a Mix-Match
Script of Text Authored By Ghost Authors
Thousands of Years Ago Says It Happened then…

Master the

Story or

Be Ruled By

It, Believing in the
After Death More than
Living Epically Heavenly Now Like me too,

Hehe, if That is the Extent of Your Free Will Now…

Negative Emotions Like Fear, Anger, And Hate

That Of Course Are All Interrelated, Fuel Addictions

of Feeling This Way to the Noradrenaline, Cortisol,

And Yes Dopamine That This Trinity of Emotions Creates;

Yet Of Course, These Emotions

Inherently Provide

Energy to Change

What We May Be Discontent

About In Life; For At Least What

We May Change; Yet, To Stay Addicted

to These Negative Emotions Is Surely to
Live A Less Than Positive Harmonious Life;

And Of Course Excess Stress Hormones Like
Cortisol Are Surely Associated With Disease

As Those Emotions Are A Considerable Source of Negative Stress…

Oh the Human Condition Is Messy As All Of Nature Is Consuming Nature

For The Symbol of the Snake That Consumes Its ‘Tale’ too; The Key is Doing

it in A Way Where

There is Least

Harm For All Concerned

in Balance of Surviving And Thriving;

Yet Of Course With Human Beings and As NeuroScience
Shows A Creature That Basically Hallucinates its Present
Reality Based on Hallucinations Minds Create in the Past

This Means That Like the Carl Sagan Inspired Movie “Contact”
As So Simply Described By the Wise Old Sage Alien in that Movie,

From the Paradise of Pensacola Beach;

Humans Are A Strange

Mix Capable of Such

Beautiful Dreams And

Horrible Nightmares too;

Both As HiSTory Shows

And Continuing Globally
Now Where Some Ways Of

Life Are Less of A Nightmare

And Others are More of A Nightmare

For Sure; Yet What The Wise Old Alien

Said Is The Only Thing That Makes Life

Worth Living are Our Loving Connections

All Warm And Toasty When They are Real;

i Don’t Like What China Does; i Don’t Like what the

Christian Church Does, i Don’t Like What America Does;

Yet Never the Less

i Got Rich

Off of Buying

Cheap Stuff Made

in China, Since my

Computer No Longer

Costs 4 Thousand Dollars
to Replace Like it did in 1995;

Oh Yeah, And My High Definition
TV No Longer costs 10,000 Dollars

And All the Cheap Clothes Thanks to the

Foreign Sweat Shops too, So my Dream is Their

Nightmare too; Out of Sight, Out of Mind, Yes After

i Get Everyday Low prices at Walmart and Best Buy too.

The Christian Church Demands a Theology of State Where
Raped Daughters By Father’s May Be Forced to Carry a Seed

Of Evil


to Term For

How the Experience
Feels to the Victim at Least…

And Of Course in Afghanistan

9 Year-Old Daughters are Sold
For Breed Like Cattle by Starving

Families to 70 Year-Old Disgusting

Old Men as Pedophiles are Legal in that Country that way;

Of Course the Catholic Church Protected The Same by

Order Of

Not Losing

Power, And

Status of Position too.

There Are Endless Other Examples

That All Countries Are Guilty of Indeed;

Shall We Fear Evil Enough to Get Angry And

Hate it and Change it By the Least Harm Possible;

Surely That is Part of Tough Love too; Shall We Love

It That Little Girls Are Forced to Carry A Raped By Father

Child to Term; Yes, Some So-Called Christians Will Love that too…


i Understand the

Human Condition to

Know it’s Dream And
Nightmare Potential too;

However, i Realize That There
Are A lot of Hot And Cold Rocks

‘UP THERE’ That Support No Life at all….

And Still With All these Flavors Down HERE;



Where i LiVE LoVE

Wins; However,

i Wasn’t Abused

So Much And Neglected

By Parents, Church, And State…

We Get What We Breed And Feed…

Like The Old Cherokee Folk Tale

of Wisdom About Two Wolves;

We Become

The Wolf,

Bad Or Good,

We Feed Most with

Positive Emotions or
Negative Emotions too;

In Regard to All Feelings Regulating
in Balance And Senses Integrating Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete At Best As Love For
All that Gives, Shares, Cares, Feels Love For All With Least Harm;

WHere i Live This

Place is Real;

And It Matters

Not That Where i LiVE

Is One of the Most Ignorant

Places for Loving All With Least

Harm in the United States too; Nature

Doesn’t Feel that way in my Backyard

And Neither do i; That Much i Control

And The Ability to Vote For Change in

Government Like Others Have A Right
in A Democracy to do too; i Create my
Life THE BEST For i Still LiVE iN a Free Country now….





of Fear, Anger

And Hate, As that
is the ‘Bad Wolf Within’

They Feed Most and indeed

There are No Real Safe Spaces in that Place…


No Thanks…

Although i Do
Entertain Darkness
For Muse For More LiGHT…

SHALL we list All the Horrible
Things in the World And Do Our
Best to Change Them; If You Can’t
Find the LoVE iN Your HeART to Do it

In More Constructive Positive Ways;

Sure, Use


You Other wise

Have at Your ‘Disposal’ to
Get the Job Done; Yes, It’s What Folks do…

Your Hate Doesn’t Bother me Any More Than
What China Does…

Yet of Course,
Versus Most Folks
in my ‘Local Area’

i Might as Well

Be an Alien of
Sorts to See Life This way, hehe…

i Tell Ya What Does Bother me a Tiny Bit Though;
Stuff i Have more Control Over; Like another
Thread Where An Autistic Person’s Style of
Communication That is Different From the
So-called Vanilla Norm, is Being Bullied by the

Same Ignorance That Has Failed Years Trying it with me…

Let’s Fix What We Can And Will Do Locally Before Tackling Other



a Suggestion
of Course as i
Sure Ain’t the one

That’s Gonna Tell
Folks What They MUST DO…
Can And Will Is More my Way…

Hmm, Nope i am of the
Opinion the Meek Really
Do Inherit the Earth;

And The Kingdom

Of Heaven Within;

Particularly if They
Don’t Use All Their
Resources on BLacK Friday

And Cyber Monday And As Far

As Being Bigger Than Life those

Are Your Words Not Mine, i Just

Report Everyday Occurrences and

If You would also Like to see A Viral

Video With Comments from the General

Metro Area Assessing me as Living Legend

And Other Such Iconic Descriptions Including

i Hope He Doesn’t Go Postal Dancing And Harm Someone HAha

That’s Available

Upon Request too
plus a Bonus on YouTube
of me Leg Pressing 1340
Pounds Very Slowly 100 Seconds…

This Doesn’t Come For Free It

Comes With Real Blood Sweat

And Tears And As Much as You

May Like to Question Who i am,

The Evidence is As Clear as a Long
Form Poem Now 9.9 MiLLion Words

With Over 100,000 Photos i Took
Accompanied by Over 10,000 You
Tube Videos As Well And Sure the
“Depth of the Story” Thread i Do Solo on This
Website Also Carries Over 1.2 MiLLioN Words Now

In that Little Side Effort That i call an
‘8th New Testament’ Just for Fun as Well…

Yes Overall, “SonG oF mY SoUL,” Ongoing Now
Still For 99 Months, Plus 15,818 Miles of Public
Dance in the Same 99 Months Now These Are

My Special Interests; i Do Them Because They

Are Fun, i Never Asked Anyone to Call Me Hero

or Living Legend Where i am From, It’s Just Part

of What


With What
i Enjoy Doing;

Now You Are the
One Who Admits

Carrying a False Persona So
Leave Me Out of Your Activities,

For There Are No Lies in the Evidence at hand…

And Again

Nah, i am

Practically No Body; Most

People Don’t Even Know

my ‘Real Name’ Other than
Dancing Guy, Living Legend
Etcetera Where i Inhabit This Earth…

it Just For Free

in This Heavenly
Realm i For One Create..:)


SeeD SMiLes NEver
Too old to ‘Die’
And Live Again Now

Yes By God Jump
Higher And If
You Fall i Will
Always Be THere to Catch You..🙂

Turning Oil CanS NoW iNto Tea
Pots Finding MaGiC AGaiN

‘Live Your Best Life
Bring Others Along’
A Worthy Quote in Deed

Any Questions?

At Best Tear Down Walls of Ignorance,
Fear, And Hatred Creating A Love Fearless
Enough to Hold Hands, Dance, Sing With


As Thorns
And Flowers
Join Hands in Light
Of Rose For ALL (God) LoVE

Amen Reflecting
Back to You
In For Giving
Treasure oF LiGHT
Out Of Darkness iNDeeD


To Give 🙏🍃

Love Breathes
Giving LiveS on
Love Suffocates
Of Giving
Spring Will Leave🍃🍁

SMiLes Dear Sohair i Love To Believe
myself Married to Love


At First

Marriage Is

Bound to Last

As Love Is No Secret

Love Never Needs Worship

Love Never Fears Criticism

Love is Always Forgiving With
For Giving Thanks

Giving Yes

Love Breathes
Keeping Promises
Without Fail or Falling


Keeps No



When Love
Is Challenged
True as Love is OPeN
To All DarK Thru LiGHT God Breathes

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy

Marriage Within Real my FRiEnD WHere

A Human’s Word Of Truth is More Powerful

Than Any Books, Pages, Or Print That Exists…

Windows of Souls EYes Loving That Do Not Lie




Within Free

This Love This

Marriage to Love For Real

WHere Love Lives Patience

And Understanding Kindness

Compassion Empathy Sympathy

Charity Faith Hope And so Much

More One Day Verily i will Write

10 MiLLioN Words About Love

All DarK Through LiGHT

In About 17

Days About

A Week Before

Christmas in 2021

12.18.2021 If i keep

The Pace of Words GRoWinG This Way

In Song And Dance too Yet Until then Just the


Of my

Soul OPen…

Loving Breathes Free..

Yes, i Just Love the Number 8 and 1 for 1 Tall

iNFiNITY Symbol As You Have As Your Avatar HoRiZoNTaLLY…


Up Or


A Spiral

A Circle of

EXiSTeNCE Looping ToGeTHeR NoW

As No ReaL DiViSioN oN Either ‘Side’..:)

Just Building A Spiritual Tower of Babel
With One Language of Love For All For Those Who
Are Capable of AWaKinG From THeiR SLumBeR

Royal Snow Flakes👑❄️

Midweek Hellooove’s
With Snow Flake Hugs

my FRiEnD And i suppose

i Should Feel A Bit Royal Today
Getting A Crown Installed on a Molar

From Chipping A Molar A Few Weeks Ago

Chomping Down on a Chicken Bone With



Anyway Hope
You Are Staying
Warm And Still
Patiently Waiting
For Snaps of You Playing
In the Snow All Bundled Up of Course

With Big SMiLes Reflecting Snow Shine


All Prayers
Of Kindness
For You And

All You
Love Dear

Sohair With SMiles 🌹☺️

Happpyy Winters indeed
Returning Newly
From the
Dentist Office
And OMGG!!!

You look So Adorable!!!

And Cute!!! All Bundled
Up With Earmuffs in
First Toronto Snow

Leaving me SMiling
For The Rest of A
Sunny Blue Sky Day

In Florida Thanks
So Much Dearest
FRiEnD For December 1st
Early Winter Warm Cheers 🥂

SMiLes Dear Savvy
RAiSinG mY Hand With

Yes A Senior BRaiN of 61
Yet True Junior


of Ever


Still Within
Still Radiating
Youth of Sunshine Warmth

Thanks For Sharing This ‘New England
Journal of Medicine’ Study SHoWinG

What i Already Do Hehe As

53 Was Just A Hint of

Things to Come

So Much


Than All the
Years Put Together then

Human Potential Evolves

All The Way Through Living

Ages Key is Use it Rather Than

Lose it In Ever Way Now my FRiEnD

Oh So Blessed Not to Be Slave to Making
Money Or Target Audiences Requiring me

to Act Only Restricted to Their Plays of Life

Now i Direct mY Own Human Potentials Yet

to See Any Real Reasonable Limits Still at 61

And My FRiEnDS

And Far

Away Mentors

in Physical Activity
Were Retired Navy Captains
in the Military Still Shrugging
700 Pounds in Their 70’s and
Squatting 450 Pounds too They

Didn’t Pay Any Attention to the
Marine Captain At Age 31 Saying
Oh No i am Getting So Old Self-Fulfilling

Prophecy of never getting Stronger Under
A Bench Press With SMiLes and Then There

Are The Arts and Sciences So Many HiSToRiCaL

And HeRSToRiCaL Examples Indeed Like The

Nun In her 80’s Still on the Lecture Circuit

Rewiring Her Brain in a Way

Defying All the


of Alzheimer’s Disease
From What Brain Scans
Then Showed Science Said
No She Shouldn’t Other Wise
Be Able to Do It And You Know

It’s Really True At 53 i Could only
Leg Press 500 Pounds And Now at
61 i Warm Up with the Most Weight
Ever at 1380 Pounds and Yes Still Do A
Max of 1520 Pounds Only Because the

Machine Will Not Hold Any More Weight

With 10 MiLLioN Words of Long Form Longest
EPiC Poetry Arriving on December 18th of 2021
At my Current Pace of 100,000 Words A Month
Through A Hundred Months then and Now at
99 Months of 15,818 Miles of Public Dance

i Am Still Amazed That My Balance in
FRiEnDS With Gravity Still Improves

Every Day My FRiEnD So Would

i Go Back to Any Now

Yet Now if i Had

A Genie

To Make

Three Wishes

Well No of Course Not

i AM mY Own Genie Granting

mY Own Human Potential Wishes

As i Continue to Evolve and Grow

And Sure i Take Notes And Leave them
All Around the Globe as i Do Want to

See Others Do More Than

i Ever Dreamed

Of in this

One Life

in Gratitude

Worth Dying For in
Complete Faith of Thanks

For This Gift of Life Now

Like No Other Life i Could
Possibly iMaGiNE Better
Until the Now That is This Present Gift Now..:)

Memories of November
December Practically

Old Enough to
Be Father Time

Yet i Am Winter
Spring As Summer
FLoWeRS Have



Leaves For
Summer FLoWeRS
Within in Fall December
Before Winter Even Springs Fuller

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha i Too Do Remember
November School And Work Years in DarK
Class Rooms And Office Spaces Without Windows

Becoming More Machine Then Than Human Sadly True

Out into the

Nature of
The Sunny
Eternal Now

Even Behind

Clouds And Reflecting
Moon Rays of Hope my
FRiEnD As Morning Returns Full
Again Home Awake Within So Warm And True

For It’s True in The Breath of Poetry is Forevernow

However We May Paint the Words And The Same is

True When Every Move Becomes A Sacred Poetry

Prompt Of Dance And Every Word We Sing of LiFE

in Gratitude

For All

Loving Life Poetry

DarK MaKinG LiGHT CoMe True..:)

Colorful New Places of Gratitude So Deep Within

For All the Seasons And Weathers Dear Rue

Night Through Day Moonshine Equally
Dreamy With Sunshine Blues so True

FRiEnD So Much Warmth May
Come in Rain And


Fall Leaves
Through Winter
Fertilizing Spring
Green And Even More

Beautiful Summer Flowers
Blooming Within So Far Beyond

Any Labels And Preconceived Notions

All Our Colors to Paint New Never Seen Before

Giving Sharing
Caring Freely

Oh Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN Joy Of and

For All Such A “Wonderful

Life it is” too Reminiscing

On All The SMiLes of LiFE

Bringing Those to Other


A Walk

In the Park

With Everyone

Just For This Gift Of Life Now

Dancing Singing In All the Rooms

Dreams of Youth Lasting Ever More

As December Becomes July Forevernow

Cool Delight in Winter’s Breath Spring Growth
Fall Promises Fertilizing Summer FLoWeRS Even

More Yet Not Before or After Only Now Such a Golden

Age When Loved Ones Just Refuse to Age As They Are

Loved Just

This way

Home Away

Hurry Don’t Be Late

Yet Walking Thru the Park

Dancing Thru the Night Reminiscing

Becomes Only Now This Dream Come True
Ever More Happily Now Just Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy

You Feel You Sense Dear Rue Feeling Gratitude Almost Seems

Like You are Expressing Just the Way i Feel Today So

Nice to Have


On Similar

Wave Lengths

of JoY iN Giving
Caring Sharing Freely
With All In Least Harm of Harmony..:)

SMiles Dear Sohair
Moving into Darker
Days Of December
i Surely ReMeMBeR

Machine Days
Of School Thru

Work Slowly
Losing my

Into Black Hole
Life Mid 47 Thru
Till 53 RiSinG out
Of DarKNeSS Slowly
Naked Enough Whole
Complete Sunshine

Of This Golden
Age Heaven


For 100 Months
And 12 Days Won’t
Bore You With The
Minutes And Seconds

Of Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN
Joy This Way

Tried And True

Among FRiEnDS

Too And Katrina
Got A New Cute
Haircut That Practically

Makes Her Look Brand
New Hehe With SMiLes

Now If She Can Just
Rid Herself of Shoulder

Pain Life is
Good Dear

ALonG With All
Natural “Stuff”




Makes Life is Good Now
Always Pray The Same

For You
Free Loving
With SMiLes Now Too🌹☺️🎁

Indeed Chaymaa
SMiLes Of
Warm Our
Real Home Within😊

On The Other Hand, i Would Never Intimate

Someone’s Style of Writing Indicates They
Are Strapped in An Institution for the Mentally

Ill; Or Would Starve to Death if they Were A Poet For

Pay; And Trust me or Not, What Comes Around Does Goes Around

On Every Day, Including BLack Friday; i’m A Naturist And Mostly Forehead hehe…

Perhaps That Comes Along With A Package of Not Only Retiring Early AFter 33 Years
of Work; Yet Also A Triple Major and Three Degrees That Comes With 19 Years of School too…

‘Sorry’, If The Human Body Offends You; No, Not Really Sorry (It Gets Even Better) At All i’m Just

Part of ALL oF Nature (Real Naked God) too…

My Wife Approves of Art With me Wearing Much Less than That Barely Meeting Community
Standards NoW on Facebook’ As i Surely SHaRE ALL of My Art And Most of me there; True i

Won’t Show my A88 That Much HeaR as i Really Don’t Want to Offend anyone too Prude;

As It’s True, Folks Signed UP to be my FRiEnD on Facebook And Blogs HAha…

Dude in Florida,

This is Normal

Bikini Attire; i Have no
Idea NoW Where You Live,

Yet Trust me it’s Very Nice Down

Here; if You Could Have Just Left

off the Personal Attacks, You Wouldn’t

Have had to Hear or SEE Anything Else from me…

Yet You Wanted

to Play,

So i Joined in…

Now Please Let’s

Get Back On Topic

of the Most Disgusting

Day i Can Imagine in All
of the World’s HiStory; A Day
Dedicated to Over-Consuming the

Resources of Nature;



Carry on Again

as You Were Please…

And Please this time
See If You can Leave
me out of the ToPiC
With the Personal Attacks
or As Usual i Will Return
Just for the Opportunity of DarK Muse…

And No i Won’t Tattle Tale on You as That’s Not my Style…

And No i Won’t Personally Attack You as i Am Already ‘Old Enough’

not to do that…

Yet Give me
Some DarK
Muse And i HeaR i Go/CoMe AGAiN…

i’m Not Suggesting The Two of You Are the Same Person;
And There Was Also A Third And Fourth Person Who
Made It Personal Instead of

Addressing the Topic

of this Thread;

And Yes, Calling Me
A Muscle Head Is Another

Personal Attack; Yet HAha,

i Was Called Four Eyes in
School And Computer Brain

At Work For Years too; So,

No These Silly Attacks Don’t
Really Break my Bones; Yet

Honestly i’m Just Using

This For DarK Muse

For Creativity;

Doesn’t Make
Any Difference

to me if You Are
Naughty or Nice;

However, Most Folks

In ‘Real Life’, Suggest
i’m too Nice to Be True;

As do the Women in the
Poetry World as Well; I’m

More of A Lover Than A Fighter;

Yet Believe it or Not Ripley and
Horatio, i Do Excel in Martial Arts
As Bruce Lee Used Strength Training

to Enhance His Skills too; i Just Do it

As A Real Martial Art Free Style too in A Class of my Own As Usual; Yes,

Mostly For Mind And Body Balance, Not Many Folks Mess With me these

Days IN THE FLESH AND BLOOD WORLD; Yet i Wasn’t Always Literally

Strong as an Orangutan; As it’s True

i can Show You Photos of me, At Almost 6 Feet Tall in Middle School
At 120 Pounds Assessed As too Strange And Weak to Exist by Peers…

As Many of the Folks on This ‘Wrong Planet’ Have Experienced Similar too…

Everyone Here is Unique and Different; There is no Need to Get ‘Butthurt’
Over any of it really; i Used to Be Entranced By Big Sells on BLacK Friday too,

If i wanted to
Buy A New

Big Ticket

Item that
Would Last
Years of Use;

There is Nothing
Else i want to Buy
Now So that Plays

A Big Part
of my Current
Philosophy too;

i Understand

The Struggle

From the Other

Side of Paycheck
to Paycheck as well;

Escaping from
That Way of Life
Relatively Early;

i Changed…

That Happens too…

Seriously Though This
Isn’t Really Worth Your
Effort to Entertain me it Seems

So Please Let’s Leave it behind…

And No of Course i’m not Trying to
Get You in Any Trouble, Lord Knows,
We Barely Have Anyone actually Interacting on this Internet Site Now…

i Don’t See Your Input As Any Less Valuable Than Anyone Else here…

And It’s True, i Appreciate All Views Different From me; That’s How Ya May

Learn the most


With; Yet if
You Attempt to
Shut-em Down

Everyone Really Loses…

SeeD SMiLes NEver
Too old to ‘Die’ And Live Again Now



SMiLes Dear Savvy

As FoRTuNE Will

Have it i Just

Wrote Thousands

of Words On Gratitude

As Reality Has it Presently

This Gift

of Life


Present Enough
Gift Finishing Another
Day Writing on Savvy’s
Post of Gratitude NoW iNDeeD..:)

“Visiting The

Garden of “Band-Aid””

A Journey Toward

Healing And Rebirth

Once Again True on my

53rd Birthday After Only

About 3 Months Blogging on

June 6th 2013, i Set Out to Create

A Blog Post Titled “Visiting The Garden of

“Band-Aid”” Still Hoping One Day to Recover From the
Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia for 66 Months Plus a Synergy of 18 Other
Medical Disorders in Life Threat of Pain and Numb

Dear FRiEnD
Chaymaa i Had

Run Out of Spaces

To Find Hope in this

Life So i Turned Back to

Memories of All the Nice Things

Folks Ever Said to me in my LiFE

i Started Remembering Them And

It Became A Wonderland of IMaGiNaTioN
of A “Wonderful Life” And i Linked The Definition

Of Hope Throughout Many of the 6 Thousand or So

Words of That Blog Post Writing For 24 Hours Straight Remembering

Every Blessing of My Life For All Who Have Been Kind to me in my LiFE…

A Month And 13 Days

on July

19th, 2013 as i Continued

That Exercise of Gratitude

From That Day Forward of
June 6th, 2013 All The Pain and
Numb Melting Away Standing on
A Beautiful Beach One With Sugar
White Sands, Sea Oats Swaying,
Emerald Green Waves, Sea Gull
Wings Spiraling Sun Blessed Are

We Indeed NoW iN How Technology

Allows Us Verily So Many More Avenues

to Move, Connect, And Co-Create With

Others And Indeed Count Our Blessings

Together As Strangers Become FRiEnDS

As True Every New Connection of Human

Beings As FRiEnDS Is A New Breath of God




LoVE iN Joy

For All With Least Harm

Now With SMiLes Dear FRiEnD…

There is No Religion For me Yet
Peace and LoVE NoW mY FRiEnD…

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy

For it is An Only Religion i Feel/Sense
WHere THere is No Separation of God..:)

Yes Quandary

Of Doneness

No Different





Wash Rinse

And Dry The Cycle

Of Work A Day Never

Ends Until the DeLiGHT

of Oneness When You (me)

Or We As it Were Becomes

Writer, Director, Producer, Photographer,


Of Our

Own ‘TRuMaN

SHoW’ And Then

ReAlly The Joke’s ALL

On ‘Them’ And It’s Funny

If They Finally Figure Out The Riddler Of Life

Could/WiLL iT All Be As Simple As Breathing Inhaling
Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN Joy DePEnDS On Who Ya Do…

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Naked Enough
Whole Complete Giving, Sharing, Caring

Freely With Least

Harm For All


‘Them or You too…

Anyway i Really Feel

Ya on the Doneness Now..:)

Aroma of Coffee Beans

A FRiEnD Once Told

me That is What i Am

to Them…

And This

“Colors of abundance,
Colors of friendship,
Colors of life,
Is what my friend, Fred
Brings to me…

From 7 oceans across,
12 months of the year,
Thank you God,
For the gift of him… 🙂”

And If Not For Her Yes Himali

i Would Have Never Met You Dear

Sohair And Never Heard Your Beautiful

Poems of FRiEnDSHiP For me Yes my Current
Blog Post Measures Thanks Giving 11 Years
For Giving 2010-2021 And The 13 MiLLioN
Words Total Online in 11 Years And 7 Days

Of No Day Without A Break Through

Hell Through Heaven And

Through What the Doctors

Determined Was


For The First

Couple of Months

of 2020 Before They
Realized It Was Already
Here in the Blood Supply
in the Fall of 2019 True Through

Hell and Coughing Up Blood Every

Day A Word to Come Since That First

Mountain of Pain One Word i Endured

to Pen With That Worst Pain Known to
Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia

From Wake to Sleep Taking 33 Months Even
to Tolerate the Pain Enough to Look at A Screen
Turned in Brightness All the Way Down Without
Prescription Lenses that the Focus Brought That

Much More Pain Just A Few Inches From the Screen
Yes Hunch Back Of Notre Dame Glued to That Screen
in my Bedroom About 33 Months More When Words

That Were Empty Shells on the Beach With No Soul




Back to
Life of the
Sea Creature
me With HeART
With SPiRiT WiTh SoUL Again

On July 19, 2013 Sure You’ve Heard
my Story Many Instances in Many Ways
And Then of Course 9.9 MiLLioN Words
of “SonG oF My SoUL” As That Arises to
10 MiLLioN Words Come 12.18.2021
On the 100th Month of the Longest

Long Form Poem Ever Just For Fun
EPiCaLLY mY FRiEnD Yet True

Without You Two It Might

Not Have Happened

Ever At All

And True

Meeting gigoid

Here You Three Surely

Inspired More Than 3 MiLLioN

Words Yes about A Third oF ALL i’ve

Written Now in Close to 10 MiLLioN Words

So How Do i Say Thanks For The Gigantic Cup

of Coffee in Inspiration You Still Bring Love You

Dear FRiEnD You Are Treasure to me Have A Nice Friday..:)

Dear Savvy
With SMiles
For All The

In Soul-Felt

You HeARTFully
Spring NoW With

SPiRiT oF LiGHT☺️🙏

This ‘PlacE oN EartH Within Now’ WHere
THere is NO Soon YES Sooner WHere This
Present Gift of Life is Enough to Give Thanks

SMiLes.. Thanks Sohair
Surely Peace And
Harmony IS A
Birthing Ground
For Human Trees
Of Love Forest Whole

“Colorful and bright
Love is always in sight
There is no limit to which extend
a simple act of kindness can spread
You are a beautiful soul,
leaving seeds of inspiration

wherever you go”

Such A Kind Young
Woman From South
Africa, Karlien, Wrote A Poem

Dedicated to “A Beautiful Soul”

And True Just A Couple of Days

Ago A Faceless Avatar Dude Dictated i Write

Like i’m Strapped Down in a Mental Institution

And Then Another Dude With A Face Said i Wrote Like Whitman

And Then Another Faceless Dude Said Whitman Would Surely Starve

If He Wrote Like

me and Indeed

He Struggled to

Eat Writing

As America’s

Free Verse Father

of Poetry As Later Designated

After His Poetry Was Described As Obscene…

So How Will i Dedicate A Poem to Rue’s Soul

You Know The Most Beautiful Part That

Sings to me Inspiring Songs of Soul

in Refrain What Gift is Greater

Than Inspiring Another

Soul Without

Label Without

Category Without

Small Or Large Parts Sculpted

Into Greek God’s As It’s True

In Those Days of ‘Man Art’ Small

Packages Were in Vogue in Straight Male Nude Art…

Yet That’s Beside the Point Some Beauty in Essence of

Poetry is So Much Greater Than Beauty of Form Never the

Less the Art of the Human Body Has No Equal in God’s Free

Hand Art

As We

May Present

The Best Art of Us

Both in Form And Essence True

And TRue Dear Rue Through All the Struggles

Pains and Pleasures in Life What Doesn’t Kill Us

Indeed May Make Us Stronger Dear FRiEnD

Do Feel Do Sense as I’m Sure You Do

The Windows of Your Soul Need

Never Grow Old

The Breath

Of Your

Poetry May

Only Grow Lighter

And Younger In Spirit

As Long As Your Soul of

Poetry Continues to LiGHT Up

Your Christmas Tree in New Colors

Every Day Now my FRiEnD A New Creation of Soul You Are

i Come Here inspired by Your Soul Reaping Such A Concise

Mission Statement Phrase “Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY”

(At Least Google Says it Doesn’t Exist in A Search With Quotes Like This)

That’s Just 6 Words Out of What Will Be 10,000,000+ Lord Yes Come What

May on December 18, 2021, in 100 Months Of Effort in “SonG oF mY SoUL”
And As An Avatar

Online if i Did

Not Meet

The Avatar

of You Poetically Online

That Phrase Would Not

Exist How Beautiful it is

When Souls Connect Beyond

Form Beyond Category And All Other

Labels As Soul Comes to Page no Longer

A Stranger Unto God Who Breathes Within my FRiEnD…

Hehe, Meanwhile Out in the Wild on Tuesday Night As Katrina

Observes the Wild-Life Watching my Public Dance A Young Woman

Snuck Up Behind me And Literally Snapped a Picture of my Behind

It’s True Katrina

Said it’s

Never Looked

Better in 61 Years too…

Yet it’s More True i for

one Am More Pleased With A



Butt Hehe…

There Are Different

Levels of Beauty indeed

None Greater Than Soul mY FRiEnD

And Of Course The Art of the Form of

Beauty You Present is As Great as Any
Goddess in Art Form As Well mY FRiEnD

Yet, i’m Very Careful Not to Compare Women

To Goddesses As Once i Tried to Compare

Katrina to Egyptian Goddess Isis And

She Got Furious Telling

Me Not to


Her to that
‘Ugly Woman’…

i’ve Never Met An Ugly

Woman my FRiEnD

i Wish i Could Say the

Same About Men Yet wait!

There is “Majorie Taylor Greene” to
Consider Yet That Surely Has Nothing to Do With Her

Form For the Ugliest of God’s Creations Are Souls So Far From Love..

Yet of Course Only Begging For the Salvation of Love Yet of Course only


For the

God of
Real Love

For Free Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY For
All of the World Oh yes Even

“Majorie Taylor Greene And Trump”

AS Hard as It is to Pass those Names
Through the EYe of the Needle of Love

Sure They Are Human And Parts of God And Worth the Effort too…

Shall i Ever Be Able to Touch Their Souls Probably About As Much

Chance As The Folks Who Compared me to Someone Strapped in a Mental Institution
And Starving to
Death As
A Famous
Poet Writing

Like me



Less Loving

Free Inheriting

This Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY NoW mY FRiEnD

For It’s True For Every Person Who Attempts

To Remove A Feather i Only Soar Higher in Strength of Soul Now…

Haha Another One Suggested i Wasn’t Real, Another Suggested

i Was A Tough Guy Online, And Still Another Compared me to

“Pepé Le Pew” Describing The Smell of An Amorous Skunk

Yet It’s Also True After Public Dancing for 5 Years

Back in December of 2018 When A Video By

A Voyeur Went Viral with 88,000

Views All through the Halls

of this Metro Area

Not One Woman

Out of 1300

Comments Shared

Assessing my Humanity

Meaning and Purpose in

Life Said i Was Anyone

Less Than A Gentleman

For All the Dance Hall Nights

It’s True i’ve never been much

of a Predator Can’t Imagine

Wanting Someone



Want me

How Does That Even

Work An Empath Will
Surely Never Fully Understand
Until They Lose A Golden Age of THeir Soul…

And No i Will Never Let Someone Change me into A Villain Now…

i’ll Stick With “Close to You” By The Carpenter’s And Not Even ‘Think’ to Look ‘Behind’…

Unless Katrina Points it Out and i Laugh Hilariously Considering i Spent 66 Months

As the Hunch Back of Notre Dame in a Car So Hot And Cold in too Much Pain and


to Even

Walk in the

Door With Katrina

Just Locked in a World

Of Pain And Numb Wondering

If Hell Will Ever End Forever Then…

It’s True What Doesn’t Kill Us Will
Make Us Stronger Yet Only if We Reach
the Other Side of the Styx River Above For Real..:)

All my Pleasure
Dear Soni Nice
To See You

Thanks Priti
For Stopping By

“i’ve Got MuSiC
(GoD) iN me” Happy
You Like The Photos…

Photography Such

A Great
Way To
Count The
And BLiSSinG

Of The Eternal Now☺️🙏

SMiles Dear Annabel
So Many Forms of
Slavery Yes Thank

God in Our
Modern World
Many Escaped

Yet Wherever
There is Human
Culture The Reality
Of Tradition That
Bonds And Binds
Over Commonly
Held Symbols

And Ideologies
There Is The Slavery
To Conform Or Become


As Tradition
By Very Nature
Outcasts Those
Who Do Not Conform

Modern Technology
Provides The Individual

Access To
That Group
Think Has
No Way
To Control
Our Freedoms
Within The Limits
Of Laws Of Course

And Freedoms of
Financial Independence

A Challenge
To Obtain
Full Relative
Free Will Yet
Yes Possible

To Remove
So Many
Imposed Chains ⛓🦋


Oh Dear Savvy

if Only i Never

Require Sleep


my Creativity

Will Just Take

FLiGHT And Never

Land Never the Less

Even Birds Get Tired

Yet Humming Bird Wings

Will Fly All the Way Over the


So i Must

Be A Hummingbird

Tonight to Finish All
of What My Wings BREaTHE NoW..:)

SMiLes Oh How i Love

To Take Naps

And Attack


With ‘The

Child’ Of Me

Within So Alert
So Very Wide Awake..:)

True The More of Everything

In Life That Becomes

A Poetry Prompt

Of LoVinG iT

All The

More THeRE
iS to Naturally

Give Deep Wells

of Water Spring
Forth ThiS WaY..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy i Surely Will Relate to Some of Your
Adventures Like Your Remodeling Job As We Waited

6 Months for A New Panoramic Sliding View Window

Of Our Forest Back Yard With All The Covid-19 Delays
In Spending

Money these

Days Supply

And Demand

As They Say

Hehe Still No New
Subarus For Sale Either Haha

Anyway it worked out Okay Except
For A Small Flaw in the Middle Part
of the Five Feet High By Eight Feet
Wide Sliding Window That Means

A New Replacement Part for that
Just Like the Front Door We
Recently Had Installed
By Lowe’s Yet that’s

Okay and Yeah
Speaking of the
Dentist Feeling A Bit
Royal HAha After Getting

A Molar Crown From Yes A
Chip of That Tooth Chomping

Down on A Chicken Bone
True It Wasn’t A Smart
Thing to Do Yet

i Was Just
So Ravenously
Hungry That Day hehe
And Yes The Dentist Did
Say i have the Second
Biggest Tooth on the Chart
Behind A Gorilla i Guess HAha…

What A Handsome Couple For A Wedding

And Good Luck For Your Daughter Doing the
Same Some Day Soon Perhaps You Will Arrange
For Another Blind Date With SMiLes Happy Weekend my FRiEnD..:)

Wow A Wonderful Guest Post

About Chasing Dreams Dear

Ava And So True Often

We May Look


And Find

Aims That Are
No Where to Be
Found in the CuLTuRE

We aRe Spoon Fed From

Birth And True it Takes A Certain

Kind of Courage to Break Out And

Away From Tradition of Group Think

To Risk Outcast Status Oh Yet to Be

Free to Dance

And Sing

A Breath

So Released

Indeed the Joy
Becomes The Doing

Even if There Is No

One Yet the me of me

LiGHTinG mY World Up Free
Fortunately For me my Wife
Doesn’t Mind Riding With me
True As This Magic Carpet Often
Flies With

No Rules

Of Others

mY FRiEnD…

Yet Still With Effortless
Ease in Autotelic Flow

Most Always Tween the
Sweet Spot of Apathy and
Anxiety Constantly Increasing

Human Potentials Now Fully

Across the Life Span Now For Real..:)

SMiLes Little Chef Aarushi

Showing my Wife Your Delightful
Recipe For Almond Cookies She

Said DO SAVE IT! As She And Her

Sister Want to Try Something New to
Bake for the Holidays Still Coming my FRiEnD

And SMiLes

my Favorite

Healthy Snack

Is Watermelon Yet
Sadly There is None
in the Winter So i Just

Usually Eat A Few Salted Nuts

As Long As My Wife Katrina

Keeps the Reeses Peanut

Butter Cups Hidden From View Hehe

Anyway Thanks So Much For Your Inspiring Cookies..:)

Thank You Dear
Aarushi i Will
Surely Do
my Best
To Get


Yes Almond


With SMiles😊 🍪

SMiLes Dear Sohair i Suppose At Age 3, it Was A Fantasy

To Speak at 4, i Suppose At Age 13, It Was A Fantasy

Not to Stutter As to Not Be Made Fun of

in School Also Staggering Off A Stage

In A Talent Show Playing the

Song “Jesus Christ Superstar”

On the Piano Filled With So Much

Energy Not Able to Keep my Balance

The Other Kids Erupting in Laughter as

i Almost Ran into A Column Holding Up the Ceiling Hehe

i Suppose in Middle School it Was A Fantasy For Anyone

Wanting to Even Sit Next to me at Lunch And A Girl Friend

Just An Imaginary FRiEnD in A Dream A Dark Haired Girl

With Me in A Cave Just me and Her Kinda Like me and

Katrina During Covid-19 Lock-Downs Hehe i

Suppose it Was A Fantasy One Day to

Be Able to Smile Inhaling Peace

Exhaling LoVE iN Joy Without

People Calling me the

F Word And Not Fred

In Middle School too Also

And Sure Much Later Working for
The Military As An Administrator,
Manager, Supervisor, And All Around
Information Technology, Financial Management
And Accounting Assistant, Described As Wearing

Pink Underwear for Being too Nice to the Folks i Managed
And Supervised Yet Back to School Yes i Suppose it Was A Fantasy

Then to Smile And not Be Spit on at the City Park By So-Called
Onward Marching Christian Soldier Boys Who Were Told Then

By Their Big Daddy’s That Boys Don’t Smile, Boys Don’t Cry, Who

Knows Maybe that

Was Their Fantasy

One Day to Actually

Be Free Like me to Express
Emotions At Least By Non-Verbal
Expressions then Sadly indeed in

Many Ways they Wiped the Smile off my
Face Yet i Found a FRiEnD in my Dog Charlie
The Only Dog i ever had as it Just really hurt so

Much to See Him on the Side of the Road Likely

Hit By A Bus Like the One i Was Riding in As

He escaped The Yard to meet me at the Bus

Stop Near Another School Meanwhile

Vicki Was Taunting me For

Having Long Eyelashes

And Pretty Eyes

Like a Girl

On the Bus

While Just like
When i Played

“Jesus Christ Superstar”
On the Piano in the Talent
Show and Had Very little Motor
Coordination to Walk in Straight

Lines as True That Was How i Was

Still Described in my 30’s and 40’s
When All the Words i Could Find to

Say When Even a Family Member asked
me what i had been doing was two of
‘Working Working,” Watching People Then

On TV Talk i Wondered if i would Ever Be

Able to Really Have Something Long to Say And maybe

One Day Actually Make A FRiEnD Who Wanted to Stay

Outside of


And Of Course
My Dark Haired
Wife in Our Cave…

Well Anyway Back to the
Bus and Charlie Laying on
The Side of the Road Dead
While the Rest of the Kids Were

Laughing at me With Long
Eye Lashes and Pretty Eyes

At Least my Sister and
Mother Felt and Shared

My Same Sadness as Yes

We All Cried About Charlie Dying

Yet It’s Also True i Suppose it Was a
Fantasy in Middle School to Be Identified
As A Boy Instead of Called ‘Miss’ By the Cashier

At McDonald’s Aghast i Felt Like A Boy and People
Kept Calling me a Girl What the Hell Was i Gonna Do
to Change That Laying on a Bench Looking at my String

Bean Arms and Bird Legs as that is What the Pretty Girls
Said About them in Physical Education Class When i Wore

Shorts How in the World Would i Transform myself into What

Everyone Thought i Should Be to Conform And Maybe Finally

Make A FRiEnD

At School

Who Stayed

So i Pushed Those

Concrete Plastic Covered

Weights Toward the Ceiling

at 12, My Mother Purchased For me
at K-Mart Then Well Before Walmart
Ran it out of Business And Most of the
Other Stores Now Too That used to Exist then

There Was Little Progress yet i never quit yet i never

Quit and as Much As Folks Told me i Was too Strange

And Weak to Exist one thing that was Never a Fantasy

Then is i Never Quit… i Never Quit… i Never Gave Up

And Although My Only Friends At School Were Nature
And my


i Never

Quit.. i Never
Quit i Just Never
Gave up That Part

Was No Fantasy at all i Never Quit…

Oh Lord i Can And Will Write 10 MiLLioN
Words to Tell the Rest of the “Depth of The
Story” And the Truth is Yes i will Write Even
More Than That in the “SonG oF My SoUL”

By December 18, 2021, i suppose my Biggest

Fantasy Was One Day to Have FRiEnDS Who

Actually Stayed Around And Didn’t Leave

Truly Interested in one Day What

i Might Be Able to Say

As it’s True in

my 40’s, Some Days

i Wondered if i Would Actually
Be Able to Pull A Word out of me
At Work to Say to Anyone At All Yes

Dear FRiEnD People Seemed like they
Liked me as i was most always able to
Help them with their Problems at Work

Smiling With All The Customers Helping them
Resolve Their Issues too Through Decades then

Even in High School When i Got Stronger A bit

Finally And at Least A Few Folks Acknowledged i
Was Human And Appreciated A Smile From me particularly

my FRiEnD Lynn A First Baptist Girl Who Ate Lunch With
me Every Day As True There Was even a Club for Nerds

Like me Called

The Beta Club

too and even though

Not Everyone Liked me

The Teachers Always Did

As i never gave them Problems

And Just Made mostly All Straight
A’s in Fact They Changed The Rules

At the High School Just so me and another

Girl Could Be Inducted into the National Honor

Society As Sophomores As Before Then Only Juniors

Could Be Inducted Until me and Her Came Along

It’s True Some Folks Do Like Folks Who Never

Cause Trouble and Play By All the Rules

And me And Lynn Even Tied At
Number 11 Out of A Class of 381
In Academic Achievement Yet We

Didn’t Quite Make The Top Ten True

Yet i really wanted FRiEnDS and

of Course that Dark Haired
Girl to Share A Cave

With then Just

to Hold Hands

Yes i suppose that

Was A Greatest Fantasy then…

And You Know What Every Single

Fantasy Came True And So Much More

That i Never Even Imagined That was Possible

Then For It’s True i Never Gave Up i Never Give Up

my Mama Never Told me There Were Any Limits for

me And She loved me No Matter if i was An Angel

In Heaven on Earth or Devil in HeLL ON EartH the

Same it’s True Her Love Was Never Any Fantasy

Her Love Was As Real As Real Gets my

FRiEnD if Not For That Love

And the Love of my

Sister And Katrina

THere Is no Doubt

i would Not Exist

At All Now For Love is the
True Savior of Everything Good is Life

So i Love, So i Love, This is No Fantasy This is what i Never Give Up

For it’s True i Found A FRED in F R i E n D… He Was ALWaYS THeRE

i Just Had to Seek and Find Him Give Him And Share Him With

The Folks Who are Able to See and Hear me Now my FRiEnD



to Have FRiEnDS

So iNDeeD Thank You

Dear Sohair For Being

A FRiEnD i Searched Far

in Pakistan And Egypt

And India And

Found A

Few More

Even Surprisingly

my FRiEnD Shawna

Who Is A Wife of A Southern

Baptist Pastor in Alabama

So It’s True Even

Some of

The Folks From

That Church Who

Spit on me Are Even
FRiEnDS Now too And

They Surely Don’t Mind if i SMiLe Now…

Life is A Gift And As ‘Forrest Gump’ The Fictional
One And Not me Said It’s Like a Box of Chocolates

You Just Really Never Know What Mystery Will Reveal

Itself in the Next Chocolate Flavor or Word We Write From Soul…

My Soul is No Fantasy And Love is the Flavor of Life That Dances Sings mY SoUL…

Some Workers Are Fixing to Install A Huge Sliding Window that is Hurricane

Proof in Our Great Room As We Had a Choice of Purchasing An Even

Bigger TV or Clearer View Five Feet High By Eight Feet Wide Out

Of Our CaVE iNto Nature Our Garden of Eden Real That Is Always

Changing Now Yes Natural Essence of God Real So Indeed We

Choose the


View mY FRiEnD
As Hurricane Ivan
Clouded Up that Window

Ever Since 2004, and We Have
Waited 6 Months From Even
Ordering it Due to Covid-19

Issues So Yes Today is A Day For
Clearer View to All Of Nature Free…

And Indeed i am Most Pleased You
Are my FRiEnD From Egypt
Who Katrina Says Has A
Perfect Divine Feminine

Loving Face

of ‘A Mother’…




i Suppose i am
A Man Now And
A LoVinG FRiEnD too..:)

Wisdom Beauty
Kind And Courage
The Farthest
Stars oF LiGHT
As You Continue
to BeLieVE As All You Are..
A Best FriEnd NoW Forever..

Conquers All Love
Conquers With All the
Soft Affection Of The HeART

Currently Enjoying Grace of Lucid
WaKinG Dreamtime Place of Deepest

Creativity That Will

Not Wait

Beauty is
Always Truth to
The Eye Who Sees

Crushes Come And Go True
FRiEnDS Are Glue In my Case

Gorilla Glue 🦍

Hehe Laughing
The Joy With
Me Beautiful
As People
Who Laugh
At Other
A Frown
Now An
Of Not
The Way
i See it
The Frown
On Their
A Smirk
Has To Start
Somewhere on
A Bottom Floor of
A Love Pyramid to
Love Home Free
To Give And Share
More With SMiLes🙌☺️


SMiLes Dear Xenia
When We Become
Fall Leaves We




Mountain Low
Valley High Now

RiveRinG Free


Balancing Solo

Standing At Attention
FLoWinG Its Higher Plane…

Dancing Shadows
Bringing All


Within to
Play And Stay…

“Thanks Giving 11 Years
For Giving 2010-2021”

Dear Xenia in Scotland

STiLL Celebrating Over
13 MiLLioN Words
Since Thanks

Giving Day

Of 2010, Yes

Writing Online
All 11 Years And 16 Days

Consecutively With No Breaks…

Dancing Dogs
Free Singing


THeir Way
Freely to
Seek Find Free…

Force of Water

Be The Water

Flow Hi-Jacking

Rocks Into Moving
Environment’s AGLoW…

Congratulations Dear Xenia
On Your Earth Day Winner

iNDeed May
Ocean Whole

Blues Be Your FRiEnD
Unlimiting With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Yam, 20, So
Young to Be Turning
into Such
A Wise
At Your Age

in the Land of Pakistan

On December the 6th

My Grandfather’s Birthday

By The Way Hehe Yes He
Would Have Been 126 Years
Old if Living Today, An
X-Catholic Priest

From Ireland

Born Before

So Long Ago in 1895
Yep i Am a Great Great
Uncle As Well Just Celebrating

Two Great Great Nephews

For December Birthdays

On Saturday my FRiEnD

Glad You Have Your
Family For Support

And i Surely Pray You
Will Also Find Warm
FRiEnDS WHere You

LiVE As Well True
As The Tune May
Continue to Grow
God Willing i Verily
Will Always Be Your

Poetry FRiEnD…

Thanks Dear
Yam FRiEnD
So Much
For Cutting
A Piece of
Your Birthday
Cake For my
Deceased Grandfather


Of God Bless You☺️

Ever Love Breathing
Now Thanks Giving For Giving Real This Life
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT…

Yes “Tell Me Little Lies” Is Part of Human Nature

In Fact All of What You Speak of Here Dear Rue

OF Lies Seem True to me

And It’s Also True

That if A Child
Does Not Develop
The Ability in ‘Normal’
Development to Actually
Tell Lies to Get Out of Trouble
It is a Red Flag For Potential

Forms of Autism that Shows
A Theory of Other Minds May

Not Be Working Properly in
Developmental Ways of
Childhood Indeed

Yes True
Still In
This Way Some
Folks Unofficially
Label Asperger’s
Syndrome As A Truth
Serum Disorder too And

Oh Lord How The Truth Will
Get Ya in Trouble When Ya Go
Against Group Think in Ways of
Culture; Yes, Language, Yes Behavior,
Yes Religion; Yes All There Comes of

Group Think of

CuLTuRE That

Does Bind and Bond

Even With Negative Empathy

And Negative Love That Actually

Harms Folks More Than Helps them

Unless We Insist on Self-Righteousness

Of Following Tradition Instead of Doing NoW





And Since Lying is Actually

Normal Human Behavior of Course
That May Go Way Past A Necessity
Of Lies That Don’t Harm Like Not liking


Dress Your
Wife Adored
She Just Picked out
or Like me When my
First Love Bought me
A Shirt For my Birthday

Yet Oh No Naive me told
The Truth That i Couldn’t
Stand the Way The Fabric
Felt on my Skin and She Should
Really Return it to Get Her Money Back…



So Many
Ways to Unintentionally
Harm Other Folks Who May
Be A Bit Sensitive in Some
Areas By Telling the Truth Yet














Yes We Actually Have a Real Apocalyptic Pandemic
Of ‘Suckers Born Every Minute’ Who Take the Hook

With The Bait

And Are

Willing to
Sink With the

Whole Dammed
Ship Impacting
Everyone Indeed

As Far As the Original
Greek Definition of
Apocalypse That Still
Means Lifting the Veils of Ignorance Now…

i Don’t Remember my Mother Ever Telling
A Lie Yet She Did Believe The Most Heinous
of Church Fed True Evil Beliefs Like My Muslim Friends

Were Going Straight to Hell if they Did Not Submit

To Her Religion Now That’s No Religion of Mine

Yet Again The Good Cop Jesus Message is Still Alright With me..

In Terms of the Meek And Poor Best Inherit The Kingdom of Love Within

Yes Heaven

Where The

Truly Last
Are First

For They Actually

Put People And the
Rest of Nature That is God

First No Matter if They Are Last or Not…

Yet of Course This is only my View Every Human

Sees with Unique and Only EYes of God Every Flower

Every Color Blooming And Wilting This Way Now

And What This Means Is One Person’s

Heaven and Truth Are Definitely

Not the Same For



Means Actual


In Love For Peace
And Harmony of Inhalng
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy
oF LiGHT Means A Lifelong Work
Of Art in Doing Our Best to Dance,
Sing, And Only Walk and Talk In Our
Brother’s And or Sister’s Shoes or Barefeet

A Sweetest Lie is Learning Truth may Lie Squarely
With A Be-Holder
i AM NoW



Are For Now..:)

Letting Go of Negative Thoughts
And Emotions All Great Quotes
Dear Chaymaa to Regulate


That Hold Hands

With Thoughts Flowing

Through Our Bodies Head

to Toe A Moving Meditation
Always Helps me in Dance
To Regulate Emotions and

Integrate Senses And What

i Find Is The Mind Follows

The Body Whole And A

Much More Pleasant
SoUL Song





of Thoughts
Coming Out to Play Now
Associated With Emotions
Feelings Senses From Head to
Toes Carrying Wings Toward LiGHT..:)

Now, If We Didn’t Have Any
Words, WHere Will God Be?

Remember, Human Words
Both Spoken And Written

Haven’t Always Existed…

If The Answer


Feeling Doing

Love, God Doesn’t Breathe

Now Either… It’s Really Not Rocket
Science or Words… It’s Really The Feel

And Do

If God

Is Love…

i Don’t Have to
Ask A Bonobo in
The Wild… All i Have

To Feel And Do Is What They Feel And Do too…

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT…

No Words



Or Written Needed At All…

Most Every Environmentally Well Adjusted Healthy
Hairy Bonobo Feels And Does THiS, EVeN Me NoW…

-Just Another
Hairy ‘Wookiee’ True
iN A Way oF LoVinG LiGHT…

Hmm, the Old TradeMark Bible is Basically A Mix And Match Book of Scripts; Written,
Edited, And Revised By Innumerable Ghost Authors; And Copy Scribes, Penning Each
Word, True there Were No Xerox Machines, Which Yes, Yes, Lends Almost Unlimited

Room For

Copy Mistakes

And Intentional Changes

Through Centuries of Effort;

And Oh Yeah, Someone Can And

Will Fall On Their Head And Awaken

With Visions Like Saul the Paul And Call That

Gospel Truth From A Man He Names God as Well

For Better of Love

Or Worse For


Merciless Changing

Loyal Sheep Who No Longer
Feed the Poor into Metaphors

of Goats too and Burning them

Forever Eternally in Torture For

They Didn’t Follow The Do Gooder Rules…

And Then There Are So Many Horrifying Celebrations

of Violence And Rape All the Way to A Joy of Dashing the

Opposing Tribe’s Children’s

Heads With Rocks

To Kill Them Dead;

And It’s True, Humans Do Have
This Real Potential of Bringing Killing Nightmares
OR Life is Good Dreams to Fruition too; It is A Fairly

Accurate Description of Human Nature; Yet A So-Called
Good Book of All Forgiving Merciful Love in Two Words,


Despite All The Shortcomings
oF Life is Good of This Old Bible

Book Full of Nightmares And Fantasies

Of Nightmares Both Brought to Fruition and

Remaining After Death Fantasies too; Your Opening

Statement OP on the ‘So-Called Laws Of God’ that Only Really

Reflects The Beatitudes and The Compassion of Buddha in Golden

Rules that Are Nice; Yet Also So Limited As You As An Introvert or Your Language

Of Love May Be Vastly Different Than Someone Very Extroverted And Open Minded So

Ya Just Can’t Expect

To Do to Them

As You Would Like

To Be Treated And

Not Potentially Fail

Miserably in Making

Their Life Living HeLL ON EartH too…

Humans Indeed Are Ruled By Stories, Otherwise,

Known As Our Languages, Our Cultures, Our Politics,
Our Religions, All the Rarified Abstract Constructs of

Words We Hold As Holy And Sacred; And All the Ideologies
And Symbols We Come to Co-Create And Bond and Bind Over

We Hold Near And Dear As Meaning And Purpose in Life to Get By

And Survive;

And Maybe

Even Thrive

In LiFE IS Good Life;

Yet Per the Opening Paragraphs

You Present, Humans Are Evolved Best

to LiVE iN Cooperation And Altruism to Get

Along When Living in Balance With the Rest of

Nature We Come to Understand And That Evolved

In Our Natural Way of Being, Bonobos Do Share to A

Great Degree With Us…

No, It Doesn’t Need

Any Words to Exist;

Particularly Ancient Text

Used to Subjugate, Control,

And Master Other Human Beings

For Status, Power, And Material Gains…

I’m Always Amused When i Visit the Catholic Church,

When they Hold An Old Book With All the Horrible ‘Rapey’
And Violent Supported Behaviors In Their Hands Up to the Sky…

Amused Truly

In Not Such A Good

Way; Yet A Good Way

Too as There Are A Few

Lines That Do Reflect the

Best Parts of Human Nature

As Altruistically Naturally Evolved…

Yet No, The Book Isn’t Necessary, Unless

One Is Trying to Develop A Common Story

For A Society to Bond and Bind Over In Some
Kind of Control of the Masses oF All of CuLTuRE;

If God iS A Word
And Only Words
From One Antiquated

Book That Surely is A Much

Smaller God That All of Nature
Perceived And Not Perceived by

Humans, i For One Identify So Much

More Beyond All Words of Such A Tiny Little Antiquated Dust Covered Book/God/Man

That Sadly Folks Have Rarified And Constructed into Basically An Idol of the Essence

Of Such

A Much

Larger Force
Than Words Indeed;

Like Genesis, Chapter 1, Verse 1
That Describes Formless Dark Through
Light in Verse 2 Spirit Moving Over The
Ocean Whole Waters; True, ‘God’ Doesn’t Even

Talk About Words


To that Book

Until Genesis Chapter 1:3;

So Sure, Even Steven Hawking,

Tesla, And Walt Whitman All if
ALiVE MiGHT Agree Light Comes
From Dark Then Dance Then Song

Existence is Vibrations, Frequencies

And Energy All at Essence iNDeed;

And Sure, One Might USE A Metaphor

That On ‘The 8th Day’ Humans Created

Free Verse Poetry And Both Whitman And

The Nature of God All Within Him SaW ALL
That aS A VEry Good Creation iNdeed Too Now;

Hey Dude, if Ya Wanna Believe God iS A Word

i Really Can’t Literally Refute Your Point; For It’s

True Some Folks

Are Mostly Left

Brain, Black and

White, More Literal Like

That; And Others Tend to

Feel and Sense A God Much
Larger in Right Brain Holistic Ways of Mystically Seeing
All of Existence; Yes, So much More Than Some So-Called Word God…

Always As Neuroscience Shows Human Beings Basically Hallucinate Their

Reality As We Co-Create It, Based On Our Hallucinations of Our Experiences In The Past…

And Again, Science Already Shows That Our Altruistic Cooperation is What Mainly Brings our


In Whatever

Survival And Thrive We Do Next..

And The Nicer And Not So Dammed

Naughty Part of Matthew in the Beatitudes

Does A Pretty

Good Job

Of Describing

Our Better Half
Of A WHole of Human Nature…

Only Men God’s in Three Parts

And God’s As Small As Only Using
Words; No Thanks, My God is Existence Whole

Yet Others May Choose Other Smaller Venn

Diagrams my God Swallows Whole So Much

More That the Long Form Poem EPiC Bible

Poem i Write Closing in on 10 MiLLioN Words

In 100 Months of Effort on 12.18.2021; ALong
With 15,833 Miles of Public Dance Now in 99 Months;

Yet Of Course, if Ya Wanna Go ‘Buy’ That Old Antiquated

Book of Mostly Old Testament

Hebrew That Lacks Originally,

Even Any “SonG oF SoUL” Limited
to Consonants And Written Then in

Rudimentary Ancient Greek By

New Testament Older Ways;

Go Ahead; Yet Do Realize That
my God oF All Naturally Swallows
That Small Word God Whole With So much room to Spare;

In Fact, What i’ve Done in Close to 100 Months Is more than

12 Times The Effort of that Centuries Led Innumerable Ghost Author And

Copy Scribe Way of Penning That Rather Minuscule Endeavor Down; Yet of Course,

If Ya Literally

Believe Both

John 1:1 AND

John 14:12,

That Second

Verse of Two Does
Give me Full Authority

to Write A Bible 12 Times
And More Larger By Note

of Greater Works Than Jesus Yet

Unlike John Lennon Though, i Am Basically An Unknown hehe..

At Least By Born On Date Name; Yet Again, Don’t Forget The Meek
Do Still Inherit The
Earth And

Don’t Tend

to Get Shot

So Much in Public,

By Folks Who Come

To See Life As Even

A Bigger Hallucination
Than Most Folks Already Create…
And The Truth is Fame And Fortune Already
Really Removes Basic Human Freedoms A to Z And More…


Pass the Popcorn

‘Eve’, This Bible Writing

Business is Really A Breeze
With iPhones, And iMacs And

The World Wide Web of Beautiful

Real Female Angels For Bible Writing Muse Globe Wide…

Indeed Now Such A Beautiful Way Prepared By All Indeed…

God Dam, A Book Written Before By All Dudes in Consonants

Dammed Bore…

Centuries Before;

Just in My Own
Personal Holy
Dance And Sacred Song For Real Opinion oN COuRSE

Of COuRSE, Still Inhaling Peace, Exhaling LoVE iN

Joy to All Existence oF LiGHT Now; God Yes,

Marrying the



The Day Same As Night

DarK Thru LiGHT For Real Now

i Will Go On Basically Forever, Yes

Now, Without Ever Having to Imagine

What’s It’s Like to Be A Real Fractal of the Whole…

And On Top of that TaKinG ‘God’ in Vain Originally

Means Naming

God Any

Name At

All For True

All Forms that

Attempt to Reflect

Larger Essences Usually
End Up As Rarified Abstract Constructs

Of Golden Calf Words and Other Ideologies/Symbols too…

And Sure, Other Men And Other Words Promoted to Only Gods too…

And Sure Dude, If Ya Wanna Go With The Old Small Word God, You Are Surely


To A Venn

oF All of

Existence As Small As

A God Dammed Human Created Word

That is Such A Petty Little God it Can’t
Figure Out How to Modernize/Rehabilitate ITs Creations;

Instead, of Just Throwing Them Away Forever in Torture…



Old God

That Dashes

Tribe’s Children’s
Heads Against Rocks in Exaltation
In Only Joy to The Death of the Innocents Again…

Human Condition All Reflected in Fruition of Nightmares And Dreams Still…

Yep, The Old Bible And the Human Condition is Truly Full Of All of ‘That’ For Real Still…

How Ya



The Real
Bad News
And Good News

And the Tween

of Humanity For Real…

Thanks For the Popcorn ‘Eve’;

Have A Nice Day In Heaven or
Hell or the Tween of What You May Create Now True…

Choose Your ‘Matrix’; Blue, Red, Or Green Pill Way of Life As You Wilt…

Yet Don’t Forget, THere Is Still ‘Color Blind’ Truth And ‘TecHNiColor’ On ‘Big Screen Lies’…

Be Love Give Love Do Love
Share It Dance It Sing It Now

F R E E ly

And Just



The MuSiC

From Playing Key

Within Dear Savvy iNDeed
BReATHE Inhaling Peace Now
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT!
Or… Whatever Flavor You Care
to Give And Share Now So Very

Fearless Loving ALL So Very Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Dancing is Life!

Dancing Is Life!

Just Like the
American Indians
Lived and Still Live

In Tribes of Togetherness!
Dancing Is Life! Dancing Is LiGHT!

MaKinG Every Move Holy Breathing
Dance Birthing Every Word of Song


Free Loving ALL!
Inhaling Peace!
Exhaling LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT!

Giving, Sharing, Caring, Freely
With And As Love For All With Least


For All!

So Very


And Free!

Wearing Wings!

Of Loving Wind SPiRiT HeART SoUL RiVeR FLoWinG



Never Ending
Never Finishing

Never Even Really

Beginning Only STaRTiNG LoVinG ALL NoW!

SMiLes i’m Still Going NoW To WHere
Neo Travels First Last in the Latest
‘Matrix’ Movie Trailer Version 4.1
Not Unlike Jodie Foster in the



i’ll Blast off
And Continue
To Explore the
Great Unknown
Within With SMiLes of Course..:)

Indeed We Do LiVE iN An Age of Discounts

For Love Work Ahem Excuse me as you Dance Sing Blood Work

Too Yes Always A Hope Of Heal in Ray oF Play LiGHT For Real..:)

“You Don’t Have to Have it All
Figured Out Before You Move Forward”

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa That is the Part

of the Quotes You So Kindly Share Now

That Stand Out Most to me Now For

Sadly i Only Went By

Instructions From

Someone Else’s

Play Most Decades of

My Life Before Finally

Wearing Feathers Attached
To Free Wings my FRiEnD True

In a Life of Mechanical Cognition

Spoon-Fed From Almost Birth We

Indeed Develop A Very Limited Left

Brain Process of Think Often Instruction

Driven By Someone Else’s Rules Often

Limited to



Stuff In Life…

Oh to Start Every Now

Out With No Plans Yet

A River of Creativity to Flow

Oh to Wear Wings no Longer

Tagged And Grounded on Earth
With No FLiGHT of SPiRiT Wings Free..:)

Interesting Interview Indeed Dear Annabel

And i Dance Sing iF i Targeted A General

Audience No Way i Would

Be Approaching

10 MiLLioN Words oF A Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem on December 18, 2021

in 100 Months of Effort Writing 100,000 Words on
Average All These Months For It is True Most Every

Word is Only


To One

Soul Globally

in Response to

Wherever The FLoWinG
River Feather That is my

Soul Flies

On the


of SPiRiT Free mY FRiEnD

Yet Of Course When i Worked for
Pay Subservient to An Audience
Master And Servant of Someone Else’s Play

i am Then Yes

So Much

Less than


SPiRiT Wind Free
It’s Not Easy Becoming
Financially Independent
Before One Becomes Essence
of Art Free Yet True Freedom Really Free is Always
Worth Whatever Freedom Takes Now mY FRiEnD..:)

Ever Love Breathing
Now Thanks Giving For Giving Real This Life
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT

By All Means Yes
Cook-out Not-ONLY-in

WHere Every
A Hug


Yeah it’s true
i am A Lover
And a Wookiee too
For it’s True don’t
Go Solo A Wookiee
Will Always Be YouR
WinG Man and or Woman Now
Who Never Leaves YouR Side
THere Are Many
For Love For Grace
For Will And Strength
As the Mysteries oF LiFE
Continue to Grow Uncovered
As when each and every one of us Grows
To Color Lighted Christmas Trees Who Glow

The Greatest
Lovers Are Friends Forever

SMiLes mY FriEnd Lillian
For the Effervescence
of Youth
Up From
An Eternal
Spring Need
not be a Secret
Ingredient for a Free
Dance and Song is Just
A Child of Wonder Anew
Stepping Back into the
Shoes and Songs of LiFE..🙂

From You

We Survive MaKinG Love

Higher As We Stay..🌞

SMiLes Reminds
Me Now i Wanna
See Mountains 🔜 🏔
SnowCovered Facing
Icy Himalayas 🥶 too😊

Late Lament

“Breathe deep the gathering gloom,
Watch lights fade from every room.
Bedsitter people look back and lament,
Another day’s useless energy spent.
Impassioned lovers wrestle as one,
Lonely man cries for love and has none.
New mother picks up and suckles her son,
Senior citizens wish they were young.
Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
Removes the colours from our sight.
Red is grey and yellow white.
But we decide which is right.
And which is an illusion?”

“Nights in White Satin”

Such A Moving Song From

Youth And “Late Lament”

An Ending Poem When Songs

Were Deeper Than So Shallow When

Love Is Lasting And Deep As The Ocean

Not A Fisherman of Only Hook, Catch, And Release

Dear Hemalatha As So Many Fine Wines Before they

Even Have A Chance to Age into a Mature Love Face

in These
Days of
Hook, Catch
And Release Dating Apps…

Anyway Back to “Late Lament”
A Poem Penned And Drummed By
One of the Members of the “Moody
Blues” Band Yes Such An Appropriate Band

Name Then For A Group of Artists Developing

‘Nights in White Satin’ For The Ages Yes Both

Young And Old to Hear And It’s Rather Strange

In the November of my Life Both Seasons and me

Of Florida In December Have Changed From Winter
to Fall Spring Delivering Summer’s Gift of Warmth Again…

It Seems
That When
i Was Your Age

Four Decades or So Ago
Struggling though College

Gasping for the Oxygen of Love

To Find Warm Comfort In Cold Winter Clothes

True i Felt More Like The Old Man Wishing He Was Young
Then Than the Old Man Now Thankful That He No Longer

Visits ‘Late


in Beginning
Spring Months Of Life

For It is True Grandma At the
Holiday Seasonal Gatherings
May Hold The Warmest Arms

Of All Only For The Decades of
Loving Thanks Giving For Giving For All

Love is An Ocean to Explore Love is the Feathers
of Wings Soaring So High Yet Diving So Deep in the

Ocean Again

to Only


And Consume Fish

SMiles Dear FRiEnD We Went
to A Birthday Party of my Wife’s Two
Great Great Nephews Yesterday Yes

Which of Course Means i am A Great Great Uncle

Hehe An Oldest Maritimer of Oceans Deep Experiencing iNdeed…

Yet It’s True i Swear

To me it Seems

The Youngest

Person in that Whole

Park i Observed That

Day A Homeless Man Living

in the Eternal Present With a Mission

Only To Feed The Squirrels And With the Same

Kind of Faith in the Kindness of Others That Christians

Might Attribute to A Barefoot Jesus With Empty Pockets

Trusting in the Power of Love to Give in Days of Endless Need

For Basic
in Life Yet It’s

True That Youngest

Person of Soul in the

Park only Had One Mission

In Life to Feed the Furry Little Creatures

That Climb Trees Free in Life By Hand For It’s True

When We Are Free This Is How Nature Paints Us Free

Free Enough to

Ask for Help

And Still

Free Enough

to Give to Creatures

Smaller Than Us my FRiEnD

It’s True That Homeless Man Understands

The Essence of Loving Kindness in Thanks Giving

For Giving The Place With No Last Lament Indeed

“Nights in White Satin” Such a Beautiful Song Only

Aging Like A Finest Wine of Feeding the Little Furry

Creatures Who Climb the Trees Free By Hand my FRiEnD

For It’s True

If All We Do

In Life is Water
And Feed A Sapling
Tree That Tree May One

Day Inspire An Even Greater Love mY FRiEnD

And This is the Beauty of Poetry Feeding the Squirrels

We May Never Even Meet Or Inspiring the Happiest

Man in the World Now to Remember “Late Lament” in Spring…



Ruled The Day

And Winter Never Now Then

Becomes Spring’s Dream That’s Real..

True Though Not Unlike A Homecoming

Dream of Drinking Hot Chocolate in

Winter Chill Holding Hands

With The Most


Girl in the Football Stands

After 32 Years my Wife Hardly

Ages And We Are Still Sitting

In Those Stands Holding Hands

Drinking Hot Chocolate Under the
Warmest Lasting Blanket As Love Loves All…

A Place Covered By Most Beautiful White Satin Sheets oF LoVE iN Deed…

And It’s True my Wife Has Never Been to A Football Game Yet the Love is Real…

And Poetry

Dreams Truth

For Love to Breathe…

When Summer Falls

For Winter Leaves

To Feed Spring



my FRiEnD

Never A Last Lament

Through Every Breath of Love Who Gives…

“Breathe deep the gathering gloom,
Watch lights fade from every room.
Bedsitter people look back and lament,
Another day’s useless energy spent.
Impassioned lovers wrestle as one,
Lonely man cries for love and has none.
New mother picks up and suckles her son,
Senior citizens wish they were young.
Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
Removes the colours from our sight.
Red is grey and yellow white.
But we decide which is right.
And which is an illusion?”

Never Ever Love Breathing
Now Thanks Giving For Giving Real This Life
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT

Sunday Cheers🥂
(Even Though
i Don’t Drink)
To More Spring
Sunshine in Winter Bliss

And A
Alien With
Big Ebony
EYes As Well Hehe

Oh Goodness Aloha FRiEnD The Cold
Below 69F Hits Hawaii in Frigid

Storms This Way

And Spring

To Summer

Returns to Florida

Just in the Nick of Time
to Get a 5-Foot-High By
Proof-Window As True my Wife

Was Practically Petrified That They Might
Have to Open That Big Hole in Our Home

Yes to Let the Cold In Yet Now Perfect

Spring Weather Really Now In December

Yes Just For Now As We Do Tend to Enjoy

Four Seasons in December Some Days
And i See Australian Shepherd Panda

Is Still Meeting Scents of FRiEnDS

On Beach For Whatever

Is Left Over

In Dog

Remains Indeed
Hope You Stay

Warmer In This Powerful
Hawaii Winter Storm in Fall mY FRiEnD…:)

Yes Yes CLAss Her SMiLe Is Golden Girl Glory Year ‘Round

i Ain’t Gonna Lie What i Love Most About Summer in Florida
December Is Seeing Katrina’s Butt in Tight Fitting Shorts

Oh Florida What A State A Place
For All Four Seasons in December Wake

FoR iT iS NoT A ReD DawN yET OnLY EvE

Thanks Ava Most
Of my Life i’ve
Been Noted
As the one
With A Big Brain
Surely Nicer to Be
Remembered As
Having A Big Heart
Great Week to
You Ahead
As Well
With SMiLes☺️

SMiles God
Bless You
Sweet FRiEnD


Warm And True

Hehe, Just in the ‘Nick’ of ‘Time’, The ‘Philosophy, Politics, And Religion Forum’ on The ‘Wrong Planet’

Comes Roaring Back with “Abortion Rights on the Chopping Block”, Surely A Topic

That Will Last For A While; As For A Few Days Hehe, it was Basically on Life Support

With my one Solo Thread, More Restricted to Readers Than Writers Per
75,355 Views Now, Still A Philosophy of ‘The Depth of the Story’ And It’s

True, This Topic Is Indeed A Much Deeper Story

Than Meets Just A Casual Review of

What Laws Are Applied

Correctly or Not; Yes, For Real;
For In this, Case A Much Larger View/

Issue is Church in Bed With State And

A Core Group of Republican Constituents

Who Are Hoping to Move to More of An Old

Testament Authoritarian Democracy To Put Their

Old God In Charge That Seems to Approve More of

Daughters Being

Raped than


Being ‘Sodomized’

As Such, Changing the

Laws So Poor Daughters Who

Are Not Able to Afford to Travel
To States That Support Humane Rights

Who Are Raped Truly Through ‘Evil’ Incestuous

Means By Father’s Without Empathy For Their Daughter’s Needs

Are Forced to Carry A True Evil Spawned to Term, No Matter How
Much that Harms the Entire Life of the Abused And Raped Child;

So Do We Really Wanna

Go the Route of

Third World

Theocracy Regimes;

Well It’s True, The Republican
Party Doesn’t Even Have ‘The Nuts’

Now To Protect The US Capitol From Another
Potential Insurrectional Overthrow of Democracy…

Really All That’s At Stake Here, Overall, Is Our Way of
Life, Where We Are No Longer At The Hold of An Authoritarian


That Forces

Everyone to Live

By Their Rule of
What They View God to Be…

So is Church Really Separated From State;

So Does Church Really Not Dictate Who to Vote For
From the Pulpit in Fear of Losing Tax Exempt Status;

NO, NO, NO; Church is A ‘Sacred Cow’ Protected in ‘Trump States’;

From the Pulpit of A Large Catholic Church i Research, The Head Priest

Dictated That God Is Telling The Folks To Vote For Trump to Thwart
A Women’s Right And A Poor Child’s Refusal to Be Abused And Raped By

Big Daddy’s


Needs And Carry What
Feels Like ‘Evil Spawn’ to Term;

Any Human With Any Basic Sense

of Common Human Decency And
Any Real Level of True Empathy for

Others Who Are Enduring Hell on
Earth Should See Just How ‘Evil’ This State

And Church Supported Move Truly Is For Real
Living Folks On Earth Now; Yet It’s True An Idol

of Worship

Is More


Than the Welfare

of a Little Girl, Abused
And Raped in Incest By

A Daddy CLaWinG His Way

Into ‘Her Soul’ to Take Away;

True, When Obama Legalized Gay

Marriage, The Priest Also From the Pulpit

Notified the Congregation That the Church
Could No Longer Recognize This Country With

An Hooray for the New Leadership of Trump; Playing

Lap Dog Sucking Up to Partisan Politics Through the Whole

Term Where

God Became
More State than Church…

i Watched the Whole Disgusting

Spectacle as a Participant Anthropology

Observer And Took Detailed Notes, Indeed,

For A Much Deeper Story of What is Still to Come….

Settling Back into my Easy Chair With a 24 Inch View
into my REAL ‘Garden of Eden’ Before this iMac 27.1 Inch



To ‘Eve’ to Pass
The Popcorn Indeed,

Let The Discussion Carry
On Without a Deeper Story for Now…

Yet It’s True, if The Supreme Court Trump
Picks attempt to Side-Step Over-Turning

Roe Vs Wade For Political Purposes of Not

Heating Up the Democrat and Independent
Vote Against ‘This New Republican Way’ too Much;

And Still Supports The Mississippi Incestuous Abuse, Rape, And
Carrying of A Child to Term By ‘Legal Force’ of A Child too Poor to Get

The Help They Need in Another State; Wake the F Up Folks, We Are


to A Third

World Way

of Authoritarian

Theocracy As Many

Other Countries Seem to
Be Headed to As Well, Whether

That Comes in Terms of Church or State;

And The Even Deeper Meaning of the Story is

So Many Folks Have Lost Common Bonds and Binds

In Meaning and Purpose in Life; That What’s Ever Left

Over of Hairless Apes Holding Hands Together over DarK

or LiGHT

Wins Over

The Chaos

of Little Direction,

Purpose, and Meaning of
Life; What Social Animals Do, Overall,

Either Rising Together or Falling in Division…

What Bonds And Binds Commonly At Core Is ‘Religion’; And in this
Way, All Social Animals Successful or Failing Are Either Unified or Divided…

Bonding Over

Little Girls

Having to
Carry Incestuous
Spawn to Term Through
Abuse And Rape is Truly

Not A Good State or Church ‘Look’;

Of Course, Unless Church And State
Wanna Hold Hands That Way…

Oh Thanks!

For the Popcorn ‘Eve’…

Meanwhile State, If you
Have to Amend The Frigging
Constitution to FIX THIS, ‘JUST DO IT’…




IF NECESSARY, if it actually
Comes to it; There Are Surely
Other Places to Live Still Free in This World


From ‘The


A Real
Devil, Some of
Us Already See and Taste…

Never The Less, We All ‘Better’ Seek/Find/Do

‘A Religion’ Or ‘State’ That Actually Works For Free Together…

So Happy i Made
You SMile Dear

i Die The
Only Award
For Eulogy i


“He Painted
The Most SMiLes”


Weekend to
You Dear Savvy
Thanks With SMiles😊🙌

A Room With A Clearer
View Versus One Clouded
By Hurricane Ivan Back

In 2004 With A Few
Fall Colors Left Hehe
Almost 80 Degrees F
Perfect Weather

For Installing
A Window Opening
Up Outside Forever
Nature Breathes


Just Like
You Dear

In A Snow
Covered City
So Due North

From South Happy
Weekend From Neighbor’s
Homes All Lit Up For Christmas


With SMiles

Now For A Quick Tale of the Tape to Wrap
Up This “Thanks Giving 11 Years For Giving 2010-2021”
MacroVerse As the Last one, “i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me
Is the 956th MacroVerse Of Longest EPiC Long Form
Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 9.9 MiLLioN Words

iN 99 Months

Closing In on 10 MiLLioN Words By December
18, 2021 As Of Course The Next MacroVerse
Will Be Titled “SonG oF mY SoUL 10 MiLLioN WordS Old”
In A Full 100 Months of Effort on that Anniversary Month Date…

Anyway “i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me” Also Doubles as the
284th MacroVerse Of “Nether Land Bible” ARiSinG Now to
7,461,838 Words in 66 Months of Effort And “i’ve Got MuSiC (GoD) iN me”

Also Triples As the 181st MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” RiSinG Up
To 5,859,829 Words of Writing Where The Words Are Also Included in
FB Profile Pics Ever Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 Which

Makes 54 Months Of Effort For
Two EPiC Longest Long Form Poetry
Subchapter Bibles oF “SonG oF mY SoUL” NoW

As Again According to Google Before i Came Along
The “Mahābhārata” Was Top Dog Long Form Poem
At Around 1.8 MiLLioN Words of Effort By
Innumerable Ghost Authors From
India Over Centuries of Writing
Yes Way Way Back Then And

In Addition of Course Also Now
15,833 MiLes of Public Dance
in 99 Months too Busy Be i AM
Yet Most All Effortless Ease in
Autotelic Flow All One Is Seeing
HeaR Is Fumes From Heaven Within For Real

Finished Writing This At 10:33 PM On 12.5.2021 Yes Electronic
Blog Post Publish Coming Next Perhaps As Early As December 6th…:)

Catholic Mass Readings for 12.5.2021

Reading 1, Baruch 5:1-9
1 Jerusalem, take off your dress of sorrow and distress, put on the beauty of God’s glory for evermore,

2 wrap the cloak of God’s saving justice around you, put the diadem of the Eternal One’s glory on your head,

3 for God means to show your splendour to every nation under heaven,

4 and the name God gives you for evermore will be, ‘Peace-through-Justice, and Glory-through-Devotion’.

5 Arise, Jerusalem, stand on the heights and turn your eyes to the east: see your children reassembled from west and east at the Holy One’s command, rejoicing because God has remembered.

6 Though they left you on foot driven by enemies, now God brings them back to you, carried gloriously, like a royal throne.

7 For God has decreed the flattening of each high mountain, of the everlasting hills, the filling of the valleys to make the ground level so that Israel can walk safely in God’s glory.

8 And the forests and every fragrant tree will provide shade for Israel, at God’s command;

9 for God will guide Israel in joy by the light of his glory, with the mercy and saving justice which come from him. A copy of the letter which Jeremiah sent to those about to be led captive to Babylon by the king of the Babylonians, to tell them what he had been commanded by God:

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 126:1-2, 2-3, 4-5, 6
1 [Song of Ascents] When Yahweh brought back Zion’s captives we lived in a dream;

2 then our mouths filled with laughter, and our lips with song. Then the nations kept saying, ‘What great deeds Yahweh has done for them!’

3 Yes, Yahweh did great deeds for us, and we were overjoyed.

4 Bring back, Yahweh, our people from captivity like torrents in the Negeb!

5 Those who sow in tears sing as they reap.

6 He went off, went off weeping, carrying the seed. He comes back, comes back singing, bringing in his sheaves.

Reading 2, Philippians 1:4-6, 8-11
4 and every time I pray for you all, I always pray with joy

5 for your partnership in the gospel from the very first day up to the present.

6 I am quite confident that the One who began a good work in you will go on completing it until the Day of Jesus Christ comes.

8 For God will testify for me how much I long for you all with the warm longing of Christ Jesus;

9 it is my prayer that your love for one another may grow more and more with the knowledge and complete understanding

10 that will help you to come to true discernment, so that you will be innocent and free of any trace of guilt when the Day of Christ comes,

11 entirely filled with the fruits of uprightness through Jesus Christ, for the glory and praise of God.

Gospel, Luke 3:1-6
1 In the fifteenth year of Tiberius Caesar’s reign, when Pontius Pilate was governor of Judaea, Herod tetrarch of Galilee, his brother Philip tetrarch of the territories of Ituraea and Trachonitis, Lysanias tetrarch of Abilene,

2 and while the high-priesthood was held by Annas and Caiaphas, the word of God came to John the son of Zechariah, in the desert.

3 He went through the whole Jordan area proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins,

4 as it is written in the book of the sayings of Isaiah the prophet: A voice of one that cries in the desert: Prepare a way for the Lord, make his paths straight!

5 Let every valley be filled in, every mountain and hill be levelled, winding ways be straightened and rough roads made smooth,

6 and all humanity will see the salvation of God.









BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

9.6 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…