15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing

HeHe Nothing Worse Than A Procrastinator

Promising to Return to Do A Job

That Failed The First

Go Around


Failing to Return

Yet At Least it’s Not

One of Those Car Warranty

Deals That Come On Spam Calls

Anyway i’m Very Late For Saturday

Night ‘Mass’ For Free Thinkers Doc

Yet Never the Less i Find my Way Back..:)


Dear Savvy

When Paint

BrusH And

Painter Now New

Master Peace Painting

We Breathe We Breathe

We BReaTHE NoW iN Ease

Dancing Singing FLoWinG JusT Never
Ending NoW STaRTinG ANeW NoW Free

Loving All


GiVinG SHaRinG

CaRinG For All With
LeasT HaRM NoW i SEE..:)

A Tree Grew in A Space Tween

A Wood Picket Privacy Fence

And Chain Link Fence

Replacing That

Fence Today

Builder Amazed

As A Water Oak

Fit A Small Sapling

Branch Through One

of the Links of the Chain

Link Fence And Grew More Massive

As A Tree Trunk Expanding That One

Small Inches Wide Metal Link Space To Hold The Expanse

Of Whole Tree Trunk Growing Through Chain Link Fence

The Tree Still Lives Now The Chain Link Fence Cut Away
A New Picket Fence Savvy is A Friend in Ease With LiVinG Tree

Soon Enough At This Point Posts Are Secured In Water Sand Mortar Cement..:)


Star Star

Star DusT Ashes

We aRe Star FLoWeRS

Seeds We aRe Living True DarK Thru LiGHT

THorns RiSinG FLoWeRS Roses

Trees Leaves Feeding

Trees Falling to Soils

Feeding New


Of Living Newer Trees

Super Nova Explosions

Star Death Crucible Fire Gaseous Dust

Iron In Our Blood Streams Core of Earth SaMe NoW

DiFFeRenT TRuE Star Seeds FLoWeRS We aRe

True Seeing Beautiful All Dark Thru LiGHT

When Cemeteries Become Zen

Realization All Water Wave

Ocean Whole Flow

Particles Waves

Fields True

No Separation

Just All That IS We aRe NoW

Moving Connecting Co-Creating NoW

Star Dust Returns We WeaR BReaTHE Free NeW

Never Ending ALWaYS StARTinG Beginning ReaL NoW…:)

SMiLes Gaining Financial Independence

Golden Hand-Cuffed Attached to the

Promise of Life-Long Benefits

Including Insurance For my

Wife then Who Would

Have Been


With Epilepsy

Without That Government

Job Hiding The Anxiety And

General Adaptation Syndrome

i ‘Enjoyed’ At Work For the Last

11 Years of Chronic Accelerating to

Chronic Acute Always Flight or Fight

Stress Syndrome Losing the Ability Gradually

to Tolerate Colors Restricted to Black And White

TV Eventually Losing Ability to Regulate Autonomically

Body Temperature Where Chilled With A Jacket On in

100 Degree Temperatures in Florida Summer July Yes

Accelerating to 19 Disorders in January of 2008 Including

The Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia Commonly Termed the Suicide Disease In the Medical

Field Yes Assessed Worse than A Real Torture of Crucifixion too

Nope No 3 Hour to 3 Day Gilligan’s Isle Tour in Hell For me on

Any Desert Isle Alone 66 Full Months Shut-in in my Bedroom

With Dentist Drill-Like Pain in my Right Eye And Ear Yes 66

Full Months From Wake to Sleep Starting off Through

Close to Spring of 2008 With Only One

Hour of Alpha Blocker Assisted

Shallow Cardboard Sleep

Each Night For the First 35
Of 40 Days and None the

Last 5 of 40 As True

With Dysautonomia

And Heart Beat Not in

Autonomic Synch With Blood

Pressure Trying to Fall Asleep

Heart Racing Without Enough Blood

Pressure to Get Blood to Brain Almost

Falling Down Fainting Yet Never Quite Fainting

Attempting to Rise to Feet From Supine Position

Sjogren’s Syndrome Attacking Nerve Endings of

Feet Not Able to Touch the Ground Without

Horrible Pain Eyes Quit Making Tears

And Fibromyalgia With Sides

of Spinal Stenosis And

Severe Degenerative

Arthritis in Spine



With Other Natural

Sides of Hell’s Meal

of Severest Depression

And Anxiety too True

Sure i Was



Enough Resources

to Last the Rest of my Life

And the most painful part of all

Losing My Soul For those Who Believe

That Souls Don’t Exist And Connecting to

Nature of God Is Just A Myth It’s Losing The

Ability of A Tear And A Feeling Of A Smile too Losing

All Emotions Numb to Nature With Senses too

As Memories Are Emotions And Emotions

Are Memories There is No Reference

Point Back in That Place on

HeLL ON EarTH Within

All Pain All Numb

All is Time

A Second

LastS A Thousand

Years of Hell in that place

Within For Real What Would i Do

If i Lost A Tear And A SMile For Real

As Human Soul What i Do Every Holy

And Sacred Word A Poetry Song Every

Step Sacred And Holy Dance Every Breath

i BREaTHE Now i Understand Is Really God

And True i Understand What Really

Not God is too All Those Myths

All Those Stories

They At


Were True

After All Is Said

And Done EternAlly

Now Yes After All

BeCoMes Dance Song Free..:)

All ah SMiLes Dear

Sohair All A Picture

WHere SMaLLesT Part
Is All Yes Picture ALL God

With Rooster Standing On

Top of First And Last Picket

Of Brown Colored Fence

And True i am A Bit

Late Visiting

As Today

Long Waiting For A Year

A Man Born Without Fingers

On Only Stumps of Hands Is Rebuilding

Our Picket Privacy Fence That Surrounds

Our Back Garden of Eden-Like Forest Yard

A Man is my Age Before He Was A Roofer

And A Carpenter Born With Only Stumps of Each
Hand What He Finds is Tools That Help Him Do the

Job And Helpers He Will Trust Including His Wife

Old Fence Is Hauled Away Now New Fence

Posts Are Being Set in Concrete Now

And True Celebrating “15,000 Miles

oF Public Dance in 93 Months”

Writing That Celebration

Additionally Now Finished Writing

Yet to Put Together Another Celebration

Of One Subchapter of my EPiC 9.3 MiLLioN

Word Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 93 Months

Yes A Part “Nether Land Bible 7 MiLLioN Words 5 YearS Old”

Will Be Put Together Now Next After Finishing Subchapter

“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2021, 4 YearS Old” For That 5.4

MiLLioN Word Subchapter Effort too And True Not Unlike

A Man Born Without Fingers On His Hands i am Born

Without Words to Speak Verbally Until 4 Years-Old

Born So Clumsy That Folks Described the

Way i Move as A Dizzy Fly Without

Restraint in School Letting

me Know i Talked
And Walked And

Looked Too Strange

And Weak to Even Exist…

i Watched A Man Work In Amazement

Today Building Our Fence Some How Using

A Small Half Formed Thumb On Both Of His

Hand Nubs As Born Managing to Grasp A Trailer

Parked To Haul Big Augur Machine to Dig Holes

And Pull It In Ease Some Feet to Position the Trailer

Safely on the Road Just So Inspiring Just So Amazing

And He Does the Best Work In the Area Building Fences By Far

For True Every Single Way He Uses His Hands Are A Unique Work

Of Art No One Else Yet Him Will Do Smiles Dear Sohair True He Has Hands of God…

No Part



Or Too Big

All Ah God Is ALL

This Breath This Existence All Now…

As Smallest Mustard Seeds Still Manage

to Make Huge Living Trees As Rainbows

Cover Nicest People on Earth

Who Help Everyone

Else Childless

As Well

God All Ah Whole

ParT For All We Do Now Breathes

Never A Breath Caught By Tongue On Roof

Of A Mouth Exhaling Freely This Air We BREaTHE Free EternAlly NoW…

Mystery Will Never End For HoW A Rooster Sees This Fence Building Now
Never Ending Again All Ah Smallest Part Picture Now Largest ParT too FoR Real…

i Shall Not Let

‘This Secret’

Rest Indeed

All Ah ‘This
Rooster’ Is God’s EYes True too..:)

Hehe Zoe ‘This’ Left me Empty

Without An M For HM…

And True Some Folks

Are Missing

An i For Him

True O E Now i’m HoMe..:)

True Akshita Love Without Understanding

Is Missing the Ground And Yes All That’s

Left to Do is


Your Star

Right For You With SMiLes..:)

SMiles Dear Doc
Dropping Stones
Of Weight


To Ocean SMiling🌊😊🙌

Such A Kind
And Inspirational
Tri-Poem For A


SMiLes Soni😊

Out of Empty

Drums Of



HeART Beat
StARTS Back Up

Art NoW BacK iNto Ocean

SPiRiT SMart NoW ETernAlly😊

How Sweet Jiayali
Appreciating Your
Social Science’s


From University

Life Hehe 38 Years

Ago For my 3 Degrees

Yet i Still Remember
The Faces And

Most Long



Of Wisdom

From my Professors

Both True And

Come to Find

Out Eventually

Changed By More
Modern Days As False too

Never The Less Those

Waves Are Still Part of
my Ocean Whole Do Make

The Most of University Life🙌😊

“Breathless Irrational”
LoSinG Control Hehe
Rue That’s Not



In Love Yet

Never The Less
A Shade of Red

Blood That Moves

Passion Keeping

Species Returning

For More True Rue God
Yes Irish EYes of Singers

Green As

Dover Cliffs

DReAM ENChanting

Yet Nothing Like Ebony

Indian EYes Matching

Emerald Green Seas


Muse Sirens

Drown Souls

In Ocean



Meets Agony More

Don’t Sell Your Self Short

Your Lyrics Need No



Poetry FRiEnD

Collaborating Refrain

I’mpossible Not To Sing 🎤

SmootH AS Honey Dreams 🎼 👁

🌞People Tend To Create The
Heaven Or Hell They





Drag Others

Down Into This

Pit of Fear For Book

Sales May You All


A Nicer

Place Than
TiN FoiL Hat Parties
Now oF Old Dudes At
The Hardee’s Breakfast
Club Party Where Angry



Rot Away
Till The Old
Grey Hairs



Away And

The Churches of

Ignorance Close

And Love Replaces

Fools Who Fulfill

Their Own

Trump FiReD

Realities As



iS HoW

Sheep Turn

Into Goats And
Burn Themselves
Eternally Now in

A Hell



For Themselves
On Earth In Breakfast



Hell Way

Hell’s Bells

Baby Get


Free Yourselves

Escape Or Stay


Do As

Thou Wilt

You Reap What You

Sow Sun Reflects Moon too 🌚 🔔

You May Thank Frank For Sending

You My Way He WaS A Decent

Human Being Before




To His Downfall

Now in This Other

Place On Earth Sadly… 🔥

On The Autism Spectrum
i Am Born With The Gift
Of Seeing Soul With Just
One Look Into The Windows
Of A Human Being



me Your

EYes Revealing

All of Who You Are Not…🏝

Hmm… My Father Always Made me Feel
Like i Was From The Wrong Planet ‘Kryptonite’
Funny How That Ends Up EPiCally

Yet You See Although my Father’s Direction Obtain
His Dream of Green Riches Mama’s Direction Do
Your Own Thing So i Freed me

Increasingly Quantum Physics And Neuroscience
Suggests Our Minds Create Reality i Find This EPiCaLLY Self-Evident

It was Funny In One
Of The Last Dances
Celebrating 15,000
Miles Of Dance, Katrina
Captured A Family Of
Two Young Adults With
Their Parents At The End
Of The Dance on Video Then,
Where the Boy Said, “There He Is,
That’s The Man Who Comes to Walmart”;
Then The Girl Affirmed, “Yeah”; Then He Said,
“The Famous One”; And Then The Girl Exclaimed,
“He’s Awesome”; Then The Boy Said, “We

Love Him At Walmart”; Hehe,Then

i Got to Tell Them

The Story of 15,000
Miles oF Public Dance in 93 Months
Truly A “Forrest Gump” Or
“Ferris Bueller” Moment too

Two Movies About

Doing Your Own

Thing No Matter

What Comes Your

Way Persevering And
Changing The Environment
Of Humanity Wherever You


The World
Make Some Noise
Create Existence ‘Big Bang’ it

A Small
Flame An


As A Fight
Song Of Life Relates

i Remember You Wearing

A T-Shirt of The Young

Woman Who Sang That
Song You Make

Life Your

Fight Song

And Never


Up Your
One Direction
Life Story Too

You Are An
Inspiration to me💥

We aRe MiND

BeaCH iS BeaCH
We aRe BeaCH
GoD iS BeaCH YouR LoVE

i Woke Again Feeling
Reality A Gift A
Dream now that
i’ve slept on
A Dream
i’ll Dance
And Sing it
Back to be
A Face i Dream..🙂

EVerY OriginaL ArTisT
Breathes GoD Free For
You to Sense/Feel/Do Free

HaHa Don’T iMaGinE Raining On my Parade
Origin of My HEaVeN HeLL -DartH Has Been

For YouR

SMiles Dear Aloha FRiEnD
The Moderna Vaccine
Was Kind to me And
my Wife Yet With

my Sister
She Got Some
Fever And Chills

For A Day Yet Lord
Knows it Was Nothing

Like What me And
my Wife Experienced
Last Year For Two
Months The Doctor
Later assessed as
COVID-19 i had
Never Gone to

The Doctor For
Cold or Flu Before
That And We Both

Were the First in
Line to Get Flu And
COVID-19 Vaccinations

After That As some of
my Long Haul Symptoms
Affected my Heart too it
Seems that Finally Went
Away that’s The Thing

Those Who
Think They May
Have it Mild May
Be Adversely Affected

For Years By Long Haul
Symptoms Attributed to

Some Thing Else

Spending Time

With Your Pets
When Sick

Is Precious
Indeed God Speed
Wishes You Feel Great Soon!

Haha, You Still Didn’t

Defend Your Claim

That Everyone Else

Really Holds Your Same

Morality About Not Saving the

Many More Versus The Few; Dude,

Women in Africa See Morality And Self-Esteem

In Having their Pleasure organs Mutilated When Young;

Other Folks See Great Morality and Self-Esteem in Being Sold Into Marriage…





if You don’t Get

Out and About a bit, if You Care to and Will….

i’ve Been to the Valley and Mountain Top too….

They Are the Same Level; Humanity is in General

Synonymous With ‘Insanity’;

It all Depends

on the Insanity

of the Culture

Spoon-Fed From Birth;

And this Is Why Some Folks

Find Their Only Escape By Looking Within;

And to Be Clear; i Don’t Exactly Hold the War

Hero’s Morality of Laying Down His Life for the

Rest of the Troops; i Intuit my Life is Worth More Living;

Not Getting Put up on Any ‘Real Crosses Either’ Way too Frigging Clever for that…


Do Not;

Life is A Rorschach Test

At Best And Worst Hehe

my Wife Nagging me to

Not Be late to Church to

Study That Place As A

An All Volunteer Non-Paid

Anthropology Observer Participant There Just

For Fun too; i Have no Problem with Your Morality;

Yet Do Understand With Morality Anything Goes As

Far As Spoon-Fed Culture as All Human ‘Religion’ Goes…

Anyway Gotta Go The Screams Are Getting Louder From Behind…

If Not She’ll

Find A Worse

Way Than a Cross..😉

SMiles, Theft And Abortion Are Not The Same.

Insurance Takes Care of the Theft And Reproductive

Freedoms Impact Lives, Lifelong; If You Wanna Look At

It That Way With Moral Relativity Fine; Yet Not Me; i’ve Seen


COMES out more important IN A Woman’s Choice; Not to Say Abortion NoW

Would Be my Choice if i was a Woman; And There is No Way i Can Fully Understand

All the Parameters Associated With Having A Vagina And Uterus; So Far, 59 Percent

of A Democracy is on the Side of Choice in the United States; It Seems like They Have

Made the Most

Ethical Decision;

If not For the Wedge

Issue in Churches; The Percentage

Would Likely Be Higher; Donald J Trump

And His Church Cronies Put The Last Nails

In the Coffin of the Downfall of Christianity Here,

And Jesus Is Falling Hard as Story Hero Along with

The Rest of the Story That Has Been Painted All Stuff Trump…

This isn’t Like the Past, When Information Was Censored And Folks

Continued to Believe in Myths; The Newer Generations Are Not Gonna

Be Fooled Nearly as Much With Carrots And Sticks That Have Become

Rotten Orange Churches Offer…

In Other Words, i have

No Problem With Your

Morality As i See it As

Old And What’s Left Antiquated

For What Remains of Ignorance in Church

Pews Insisting on Remaining Unmasked During A Deadly Pandemic…

Morality Could Surely Use Some Intelligence At Church More Than Noah owns All Rainbows…

For That is What

The Doth Protest

A Bit too Much Priest

Related As Well As the Kingdom

Of God is Far Off After Death; Yet the

Next Day A Foreign Black More Charismatic

Priest Today Related The Kingdom of Heaven is Only

Now We Create And We Don’t Wait for Some Dude Named

Jesus to come back

and do it…


A Fresh

Air of Spirit

That Man Is;

i Might Actually

Be Proud of the Church

If He Becomes Full Time;

Been There Almost A Year

And That Was the First Mass

He Was Allowed to Give a Homily In…

It’s no Wonder to me; He Shined Above all the others…

At Least


A More

Realistic Church
of Bringing Hope
Now, Not After Death…

And As Far As Morality Goes,

Historically It Has Always Been

Centered Around Reproductive Freedoms

And Authority to Shame Others to Conform;

Church Has Lost All Moral Authority Among Younger

Generations; The Ship Is Steadily Sinking Along With

The Christian Conservative Republican Church Party too…

Those Folks With

Grey Hair

Ten Years Older

Than me Now That

Comprise About 70

Percent of the Pews

Ain’t Gonna Last Forever…

True, We Have Stand-outs in

In a Few 3rd World Country Leaning

States; Yet the Youth Will Eventually
Sweep ‘The Traditional Grey Hairs’ Away…

And to Be Clear, Not Having Rational Conservatives

to Balance The Power Tween Liberal And Conservative

Is Bad News For The Future; As We Need Rational Minds, Both

Conservative and Liberal to Continue to Be Even A Human Species…

Anyway, Thanks For Clarifying Your Position; It’s Surely Nothing New Where

i Live At; And Surely Nothing i Feel i Could Change Until it Naturally Passes Away…

“What is moral is what saves the most lives,
which is a morality no one, especially me, really holds.”

After Hearing this, i must Wonder; Just too Curious;

If You Ever Leave ‘Your House’ (Your Mind)…

Or If You Just proved

my Point


Some Folks

Adhere Rigidly

To Black And White Thinking;

This is Perhaps the Most EPiC Case

of Black And White Thinking i’ve Ever Heard;

And Truly Odd As You Seem to Be A Very Intelligent Man, Other Wise…

Such Is the


of ‘The Beast’;

Just One Black

And White Unusual Part…

And that’s Okay too; There’s Always Room For Growth…

Yeah, When i was in my Twenties, i Was Actually Dense Enough

To Suggest to Folks Life is Fair; As that is the way i Saw it; i Learned Greater later…

Dude, People

Frigging Sacrifice




YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND HOW small your statement sounds…

Or if You Care to




What you

even mean by that statement….

Not Debating You; Just Studying You as a Human….


Curious That’s All…

“Morality is Relative”;

In Fact, Reality Is All

Connecting too

With No Real


God Yes It is…

At Least Science

Shows This Real

In Fact All Is Relative

When it Comes to Human Existence….

Yes, 44 Percent of the Public Polled Agree

Abortion is Moral And 47 Percent Do Not Believe

Abortion Is Morally Acceptable By Gallup As Polled…

Here’s Another Pew Survey As Linked That Shows 59 Percent

of Americans Believe Abortion Should Be Legal, So What This Means

Is Some Folks Employ Cognitive Empathy, Realizing Not All Share the Same



And The Golden
Rule Without the

Clause of Do No Harm Basically



Or those Who Have Varying Levels of Disgust

And Varying Levels of Libido As Per the Reality

of 44 Percent of Women Enduring Marital Rape in

India In Some Parts of the Country Where Marital Rape is Still Legal….

Here’s Another One, In Another Survey, 98 Percent

Of Men Used Pornography in the Last 6 Months

And 73 Percent of Women Did the Same;

And to Be Clear Used it for Sexual

Gratification which Means


Of Course In Church

Circles This is still Seen

As Morally Reprehensible,

Haha, Particularly Among Guilt Ridden

Catholics While They Claim They Change A Wafer

of Bread into A 2000 or So Year Dead Man And Wine

Actually Literally Into His Blood too And Cannibalize

(Surveys Show That 70 Percent of Catholics See this as The BS
It Truly Is) {Yet On the Other Hand, for the 30 Percent;
‘Sugar Pills’ Like ‘Jesus As Placebo’ Also Work For Real)

Him Cause Someone took A Frigging Free Verse Poem

In A Book Literally When the Dude Was Just Likely Suggesting (One Body, One Blood)

That We Are All Part of the Cosmos; Yep Star Stuff Same, Like Stellar ‘Carl Sagan’ Did…

Go Figure, Perhaps The Real Jesus Dude Was More of A Scientist than A ‘Fruit Loop’…

Yeah, It’s Like the Study Within the Catholic Church That Found That Up to 58 Percent

of Catholic Priests Are of the Homosexual Sexual Orientation; Yet of Course, When Thou

Doth Protest too Much, It’s Just More Guilt of Not Being Able to Be Truthfully Who One Actually Is

As Studies of Sexuality AND GENDER Show THAT Is a Rather Relative Part of Life too; As there Is

Nothing ‘Black And White’

In this Existence





That Haha

Are Never Black And

White As Illusions Are Illusions;

Particularly Again As Neuroscience

Suggests We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities (HOW DONALD J TRUMP BECAME

PRESIDENT TOO) As We Go Based on Our Realities We Co-Create By Hallucinating Them From

Before… What Would Truly Be Amazing Is if People Could Just Be Authentically Honest About Who

They Truly Are; At Best We Feel Each Others Struggles And Understand Life Gets Rough And Yes Give

Other Folks Slack For This Human Condition That Is Never Text Book Perfect; Indeed, Never Black and

White Always Changing As Rivers Flow and Become Oceans Same; Yet Again, It’s True; Yes, Reality Is More

Fabulous Than Any Old Antiquated Book From Thousands of Years ago; We Understand Through Science

That We Really are Star Stuff; By God We Truly Are Star Flowers and Star Seeds Same; That’s Truly Amazing;

Like Neil deGrasse Tyson Scientifically ‘Evangelistically Related’ in ‘The Theme Song’ Here The Knowledge

That We Are all the Cosmos Inspired Him So Much He wanted to Go Out in The Street And Shake Folks

Up Telling them






Jesus F in Christ


in Enough

For those Who Understand

Like the Scientist in the Theme

Song; Nature Is Mystery And Will

Always Keep Us Guessing; Jesus F in

Christ, Why Do Folks Have to Be So Frigging

Possessive And Tribal About the Forms They

Use; Yes, the Abstract Constructs; When The Essence

of the Message Is Clearly The Same yet Never Black and

White And This

Is the


We Will Always

Never Agree And

Always Disagree And that’s

Great As It Gives Us something

to Do on A Discussion Board Relating

The Nature of Our Existence; We aRe Different And Same True

That’s An UlTiMaTER Paradox; Yet It is the Truth As Far as i see and feel;

True, Others See and Feel Differently, i am So Dam Glad my Wife Doesn’t

Look Just Like Me; Yet on ‘the Other Hand’, i Masturbate With my Self Like

the Other 98 Percent of Males Do and the 73 Percent of the Females Do and

The Other Ones

Who Likely

Are Born


or Become That

Way Through the

Environment Or Are Just Afraid

Of Pleasure Cause Someone Told ‘Em Pleasure is Bad

or Someone Told Them Worship After Death More than Life…

Humans Are Frigging Hilarious Liars as i Listened to Jeffrey Toobin

Apologize For Getting Caught Masturbating by Not Turning Off Zoom

In A Deadly Pandemic; When People Get Stressed Out They Masturbate

Like the Medicine Pleasure is Naturally Evolved to Be As Healing Our Human Nature…

Yet People


Lie And Suggest

They Aren’t Even Human

And They Must Reform Themselves

By Direction of Abstract Constructs Other Folks Create…

These Discussions on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Are Amusing

As the Autism Condition Often Relates Rigid Black

And White Thinking As a Deficit in Life; Considering

The Reality That Life is Always Changing Every Now;

Autism in this Way is Indeed Quite a Challenge; It took

me 53 Years to Figure Out; And That’s for Damn Sure;

Yet i Persevere With Curses Gifts Come too; Let’s all Give Each

Other Some Slack if we Can; If Not, Understand that too Is part of the

Whole Human





Cheers to

Never Ending

Pleasures And Never

Leaving Self-Created Boot

Camps as too Much Instant

Gratification Turns All of Life ‘Grey Scale’

And Way More Than ’50 Shades of Grey’ too…

And For the Folks Around Here Who want me to

Use ‘Plain English’ Or Go ‘Shorter’; i’m Not Here to Water my Human Potential Down…

i am Here to LEarn; Every Word That comes, i Teach Myself Something New in Potential

OF Meditative Flow…

Best Part of

All is i Get

to Be 100 Percent

Authentically True to Who i am: Free…

“Play The Song Carl” And Don’t Forget to Dance And Sing..

And Beat The Drums to Keep A HeART Alive With Art

Who Smiles And Breathes FreelY in Truth iN Light REAL NOW.

Just Sunshine Hehe Like
‘The Shirt’ Says Just A
Freakin’ Ray of Sunshine

And Just Like Magic
At Walmart Starting

To Celebrate 15,000
Miles oF Public Dancing
In 93 Months Amazingly

Walmart Left A Nice Big
Aisle Empty so It Was
Easier to Dance With

Katrina Videotaping

me What A Coincidence
Too As The Last Time They
Left An Open Aisle Like This
Is When i Celebrated 14,000

Miles Hehe it Made me Feel
Like Being in A Movie And

A Director Arranging The
Scene Behind The Scene

To Make
The Play
Run Smoothly

In Fact In Flow Of Creativity
These Synchronicities ACausal
And Not Logically Related Are

As Common As The River




Water Wave

Ocean Whole
Particle Wave Field

Whole As Quantum Mechanics
And Even Neuroscience Tends

To Agree All Time, Distance,
Space, And Matter Is Illusion

All is Energy Vibrations
Frequencies Spirit Waves

No Parts


Which is Kinda

Good News Being

Close to Someone

You’ve Never Shared

The Same Room With

Or Size or Culture Or Age
Or Color Or Religion The


Of Love

Is Forever


Of The UNiVerse

Understand This

Meaning Of Existence

Just A Freakin’ Ray of Sunshine


to Ya SuNSHiNE
🌞 😊 🌞 ☺️🌞😊🌞

Catholic Mass Reading From 06.13.2021

Reading 1, Ezekiel 17:22-24
22 “The Lord Yahweh says this: From the top of the tall cedar tree, from the highest branch I shall take a shoot and plant it myself on a high and lofty mountain.

23 I shall plant it on the highest mountain in Israel. It will put out branches and bear fruit and grow into a noble cedar tree. Every kind of bird will live beneath it, every kind of winged creature will rest in the shade of its branches.

24 And all the trees of the countryside will know that I, Yahweh, am the one who lays the tall tree low and raises the low tree high, who makes the green tree wither and makes the withered bear fruit. I, Yahweh, have spoken, and I will do it.” ‘

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 92:2-3, 13-14, 15-16
2 to proclaim your faithful love at daybreak, and your constancy all through the night,

3 on the lyre, the ten-stringed lyre, to the murmur of the harp.

13 Planted in the house of Yahweh, they will flourish in the courts of our God.

14 In old age they will still bear fruit, will remain fresh and green,

Reading 2, Second Corinthians 5:6-10
6 We are always full of confidence, then, realising that as long as we are at home in the body we are exiled from the Lord,

7 guided by faith and not yet by sight;

8 we are full of confidence, then, and long instead to be exiled from the body and to be at home with the Lord.

9 And so whether at home or exiled, we make it our ambition to please him.

10 For at the judgement seat of Christ we are all to be seen for what we are, so that each of us may receive what he has deserved in the body, matched to whatever he has done, good or bad.

Gospel, Mark 4:26-34
26 He also said, ‘This is what the kingdom of God is like. A man scatters seed on the land.

27 Night and day, while he sleeps, when he is awake, the seed is sprouting and growing; how, he does not know.

28 Of its own accord the land produces first the shoot, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear.

29 And when the crop is ready, at once he starts to reap because the harvest has come.’

30 He also said, ‘What can we say that the kingdom is like? What parable can we find for it?

31 It is like a mustard seed which, at the time of its sowing, is the smallest of all the seeds on earth.

32 Yet once it is sown it grows into the biggest shrub of them all and puts out big branches so that the birds of the air can shelter in its shade.’

33 Using many parables like these, he spoke the word to them, so far as they were capable of understanding it.

34 He would not speak to them except in parables, but he explained everything to his disciples when they were by themselves.





SMiles Dear Summerhilllane
Free on Wing With
Love We
Love to
You Too my FRiEnD☺️🌺

SMiles Dear Sohair
i Agree it is Each


With God

Within to
Be And See Now
SMiles my FRiEnD 🌹🙏😊

SMiLes Summerhill Lane Nice Self-Portrait
in Paint And Thought Overcoming Prisons

Of Past Freeing Guitar Strings of

Soul Indeed to Play Freer

At Least Today

Most Every

Country Has

A Way online

To Climb Their Way

Out of Restrictive Ways

of Seeing Life From Before

Long Gone Now Are Days

Where Choice Is Limited

To Only Censoring

of Eyes

For True

It’s All Out ‘There’ to

See For Those Who Seek And Find

Freedom’s Breath Flying Higher On Wing..:)

Earth A Garden Feeding Now

All Of Nature Balancing Free

Human A Friend As Long As

Giving More Than Taking

Sharing More Than

Hoarding For All

Returning From

Space Stars Above

See This Most Beautiful

Blue Green Orb Getting

Closer to Atmosphere Blue

Ocean Home Expanse Yet

On Ground A Cancer Eating

Away Earth Infrastructure of

Human CuLTURES Oh What

Will We Take to Extinction Next

As 1 Out of 8 Animal And Plant Species

We Erase Now in the Coming Decades



As Trees

Allow Us to

Even BReaTHE

If The Rest of Nature

And Even We Will Determine

What We Take Away Now From All of this

Surely A Red Light Points A Way to Just

Stop in the Name of Balance to Thrive Again

For All Nature

True Some

See All Signs

Of Red Still Green…

How Ironic Indeed Akshita

Our Life Blood At Stake Our Only Home..:)

SMiLes Savvy
Story Exhaling
LiVinG Breathing





Balancing SMiLinG
iNHaLinG Freer Now..:)

Always A
Dear jiayali
With SMiles😊

Space Love
Opens Now

Hehe Oh Goodness i Saw this in The Reader
Thinking That Was A Quick Separation Until

i Realized It Was an Old Poem Karlien

True Though Nice

To Record What

We Overcome

For Those


May Benefit

From Emotions

Survived Through For Future Past..:)

“Sunshine Tales of New Spring”

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Soni

Really Love The Title

Of Your Fourth



Publishing It

As Part of An Anthology

Of Collaborating Others Too…

Keep Creating Yes Keep Shining

Springing FLoWeRinG Summer New..:)

Story of Your Life Vrunda

True More You Actually

Practice It More


Come to
Fruition As

They Say Sing it Dance it
Dance it Sing it Until Dance

And Song Becomes One Force of Fun

Actually i’m Kidding ‘They’ Didn’t Say

It Yet i Did See How This Works Hehe..:)

Dancing Everywhere i Go Zoe In Flow in Fact Celebrating
15,000 Miles Now of Doing Public Dancing More

Than Half the Distance Around the Globe

93 Months Now WHere HAha

Generally Speaking Now
i Am Greater Recognized

Than The Weather Man
On TV As Yes There

Is More Than One

And They

Employ Weather

Women too Hehe

True if Ya Wanna Make

A Splash of Some Kind Just

Enjoy Yourself in Free Dancing

Everywhere You Go And You Might

Just Find Yourself in a Grocery Store

Where Two Young Adults Rush Up with

the Rest of Their Family As Your Wife Captures

You on Video Celebrating 15,000 Miles the

Voices That Exclaim From a Young Man,

“There He is, That’s The Man Who
Dances At Walmart” As The Young

Woman Affirms, “Yeah” And

He Remarks, “The Famous One”

And She Excitedly Exclaims, “He’s Awesome”

And Then He Says, “We Love Him At Walmart”

It’s True i come With

Every Day Low


i Thought it was

Kinda Fun to Convince

Management to Allow

me to Do it As i Surely Had

to Give Them All Around Quite a ‘Fredtalk’

On the Advantages of Public Dance to Begin with
in So Many Area Establishments And True i Started

Out Rather Extreme Shock And Awe Just Moon Walking

Very Fast in Reverse Then MeLLoWinG Out The Dance That

Evolves NoW into Fuller “Nutcracker Sweet”, It’s True

Invariably What ever Public

Space i Enter

Now the


Folks At

Least Have

Faces that Light

Up Like a Meme of

Santa Claus That Just

Doesn’t Get ‘Find the Pokemon’ Old

The Older Folks Particularly the Ones

Of my Dinosaur Age Not So Much More Sour Puss Indeed hehe…

Yet That’s Okay They Could Be Famous and Named Legend For

No Other Reason

Than A Dance

Of Joy Never
Making An Additional

Penny too… Hmm.. You

See There’s the Catch there

Is This Illusion That Money Is

Only God Worth Loyal To Do Anything in Life…

Yawn, i Continue to Thrive in Dance As Capitalism

Continues to sink….

For True Play


Usually Buy Joy Free…

And True Dance Travels A Long

Way As When A Lowe’s Contractor

Was Installing a New Entry And Storm

Door He Said Back in 2014 The Middle

School Boys Dressed Up Like me With Colorful

T-Shirts, Shorts, And Shades Dancing On Halloween

Night Trick Or Treating As me True Usually Boys

That Age



Heroes with

Capes yet It’s

Also True Colorful T-Shirts,
Shorts, And Shades Dancing
Free Seem to work too hAha…

i Was Hoping to Change in Influence
The Young Folks Liberal Enough Soon
to Eventually Vote Not Ignorant We Will See Hehe..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa In A World

Of Dance There Are No Words

So Surprising It is

How Folks

Get Along

When There

Are No Words to Confuse
True A SMiLe is A Dance
Too And Yes When Words
SMiLe Words Dance True..:)

Congrats on 500 Followers
Aarushi Will Continue to Forward
Your Wonderful Recipes to my Wife

This Layout Looks

Great For Fine


My Wife’s

Instructions Stay out
of the Kitchen That Is
Her Place of Artistic Creating

Mine is Restricted to this Keyboard
of Song And Feet of Dance Generally

Speaking Every Meal Is A Surprise

Truly i Never Complain i do Believe Tacos Are Next
Only Because i See The Shells FroM A Distance to the Kitchen Now..:)

SMiLes Shreya Yes Get It All Out

Make Room For Dreams to

Come Without All

So Much



That Will
Distract Magic From Coming

All Associated More Positive Energy SMiLes..:)

All Forgiving All Merciful
All For Giving All Thanks
Giving True Dear Sohair

This Is How i View

Love All Sharing


With Least

Harm For All Of Nature

All Integral All Parts Precious

Treasure Indeed As True Even


Morning SuNRiSES CoLoRinG Dawns

As Morning Star Breaks For Love For All

i Just Took A Picture of the Sign on the

Front of the Very Kind

And Honorable Man

Born With No
Hands Who

Is Putting Together

All the Pieces of the

New Pickets Around my Backyard Paradise

Yes i took a Picture of the Tag on the Front Of

His Huge Four Wheel Drive Work Truck Hauling

All Parts of the Picket Fence Coming to Fruition of Build Now

And This Is what The ‘Vanity Tag’ Reads: “Loyal To God’s One

Only Son” And You Know What That Kinda Made me Sad for Him

As He’s Never Had the Pleasure of Knowing my Loving Dear Muslim

FRiEnD Sohair And i Already Know What His Particular Sect of Religion

in Fundamental Ways Says About All Muslims Unless Seeing That Tag As Gospel

Truth They Are Surely Going to Hell Like All Buddhists Like All Hindus And True

Even Like All Jains too Who Wear Face Masks Not to Kill Even Germs my FRiEnD

At the Extreme End of that Religion too… And Yes as i’ve Told You Before too

my Mother From The Catholic Church Believed This Extreme Ideology Away

From All Merciful Forgiving Love For True Agape Love Does Always Forgive Is Always

Merciful There are

No Exceptions

At All


Love Truly

Breathes This Way

Amazing Yes Rare Yet

Never the Less Real When
Love Truly Comes to Be Now Breathing
iNCaRNaTE LoVE iN Human Being ThiS Way

And That Old Bible In Someways Tells A Story
About A Man Such As that Rarity That comes Along
Lighting Life Up As Men And or Women Naturally Do

Come to be Sadly It is Not Perfect It Has Mistakes And

Leads Some Folks to Interpret it Differently For a Religion

of Exclusion Rather Than ONE oF All Inclusive Love And Peace

The Catholic Second Vatican Council Last Century Changed

The Rules With Great Cognitive Empathy And Understanding

Essence of Love That Speaks to This For Folks of Other Religions

Who Exercise The Spirit of Love Within That Is Enough For that

Is The Essence of the Story of Jesus They Truly are Doing Their Best to Relate

Sadly Rarely Will We Find A Catholic Who Even Knows That Even Happened Then

For True Now Many Catholics Believe That those who Did Not Vote For Donald

J Trump Even Just For Being Associated With The Democrat Party Are Going

To Hell as Well As Where They Still Believe Muslims Are Going And Even

Protestant Folks As Many Protestant Folks Believe Catholics are

Going to Hell too Yet You See Dear FRiEnD i am Educated

Enough to Understand That Is only Another Part of

Humanity That LiveS iN Ignorance of

Scarcity of Loving Soul Often


Too For True

Love Has Cognitive

Intelligence In Empathy

In Broad Daylight too my FRiEnD

Yes That Is Human Tribalism Oft

Expressed in Religion That Truly Is

at Core Fighting For Territory, Subsistence,

And Reproductive Controls For Base Survival…

So You See, i Must Come to Understand The Source

Of this Nature And Forgive them True Yet True if that

Man Were Ever to Say An Ill Word About You As Muslim

Going to Hell For Reading A Different Holy Book You See

i Would Surely Put Him Back In the Place of Ignorance Where

He Still Sadly is Coming from A Place That (Who) Refuses to truly

See Love As All Merciful And Forgiving No Different

For Someone on Earth Than Far Away Planets

As Far Away As the one i Live on EartH

Dear FRiEnD Compared to

WHeRE He Exists

In Love With

Exclusions Now

Yet You See Empath

i Am Born this way Not All

Are And Environments Averse

Will Surely Take That Away From

We Imperfect Human Beings No Matter

Who We are too… Anyway Your Series of

Paintings That Show How Big And Small God Is

Are Very Inspiring With Your Words of All Forgiving

And Merciful too Yet It’s True Dear Sohair Oft Is not

Enough Always Is As This Life is Worth Loving All Most

Otherwise FRiEnDS Like Sohair Are ‘Said’ Condemned To Hell

No Matter

How Loving

They are Now

Based on Reading

A Different Holy and

Sacred Viewed Book they

Are Read and Taught Oft

Interpreted Very Differently too…

i for one am A Fortunate One As

i am Naturally Born Vaccinated Against that Kind of Ignorance my FRiEnD

Again Not Many Are So i understand the BLiSSinGS of My BLeSSinGS for Real

For A Smaller Life of Love Only Makes For A Smaller Place of Heaven On EartH

Yeah i was so inspired by Your Post Yet so Tired Too Fell Down to Nap and Awoke

With an Entire Free Verse Poem in my Soul All At Once Which Of Course Means

i Write Poetry Subconsciously too As True That is Where at Least 95% Of our ‘Soul’

Resides the Silent Navigator within The Voice of God Evolved Ever Since

The Beginning of the Never Ending Starting More True Of Course

As In Reality We Are Never Separated From God Even When

We aRe Not Able to Hear A Deeper Voice Within

We Truly Have A Potential to Hear

If We Let Go of Enough

CuLTuRaL Distractions

And Just Let the Holy

And Creative Spirit Come

Naturally to Words And Other

Forms of Art to Relate SMiLes Dear

FRiEnD the Narrative of Your Photos Speak

A Poetry Prompt For An Endless Number of

Soul Expressions Inspired in Art True This

iS How our Soul Thinks too in Pictures

of IMaGiNaTioN Coming to Creativity

Holy And Sacred Breath True too

SMiLes Dear Sohair Blessed

Am i too To See Just

How Small

And Large


Will Be Now

Garden Ever Expanding

Watering Feeding With Even

More Holy And Creative SPiRiT

LoViNG All DarK Thru LiGHT AGaiN

Forgiving All Merciful For Giving Thanks

Giving Sharing Caring With Least Harm For

All More in All Essences And Forms That Come

to Holy And Creative Spirit Breathing Winds Even More..:)

“The Real Prince Charming”

The Man Who Endures

“Her” Every



With Loving

Cheshire Cat SMiLes

Okay i Promise


This is

Really See
Ya Later Hehe 😜

One Word Before
i Go Karlien
My Wife is


Best to

Bring Another

Pain Disorder

To Medical


She Terms
It The

Rare “Fredache”…

Have A Beautiful Day🙌😊

HAha You’d Be
Amazed Now How
Many Folks Rate

Our Marriage

Perfect And
Fairy Tale

Real Just
Based on Her
Beautiful Smiles

And Not A Word
From Her To Rate

me Hehe

All in Good

Loving Life DarK
Thru Light She May

Be Half As Big And
One Tenth As Physically

Strong Yet True

‘They’ Haven’t

Heard The


Of Wonder
Woman too
Yawn “Yes Dear”

Is Medicine

To All Male
Marriage Wows

Have A Nice Day

Karlien Thanks

For Keeping
me Out of
my Wife’s


A Bit

This Morning

As She Blows

You A Kiss


World Is Fun
To Visit Yet

my Wife Katrina
Has the 31 Year

Staycation View🤯

Yes Dear FRiEnD
It’s Amazing
How Productive



And Fruit Living Muse🏝

SMiles my Wife Makes
me All Priority of



How Rare
This is Indeed
A Volunteer


In A World
Of “Candy Crush”

Strange Thing Yes
What A Life Devoted

To Love Brings Standing

In Front Of A Mirror

At 51 Noted Still

Fairest Of All Now
(Surely Not me At
61 To Be Clear Hehe
Fairy Real Tales Need
Humor to Be True too)
Where She Comes

And Goes

aS ETernal

Teenager Still Even

With A Stray White


Yes What
True Love Springs

True Love Dies With Distractions Just So Many
The Struggle Breathes on

i Dare Not Interrupt

In Our “Great Room”

All Her Favorite

TV Shows

my Place

A Hole in

A Wall Man
Cave 6 Inch
Screen Hehe


Life’s Dreams
Small Large Indeed🤣

It’s Worth
Noting Humans


SMiles So
Many Threads

On the Loose

All Around A World Free😊

LeSSoN 367 True Art is in🍎
Art of HeART Moving SPiRiT
SoUL No Rules Muse Musics

SMiLes Peppers Ever 🍌

GRoWinG More 🍉

Unique on 🌽

Sea Horse 🌶

Trees In Gardens

Of Eden Hehe Here

Have A Bite Free There

Is No Cost of Free Fruits 🍎

Of LivinG TreeS only Fresh

Temptation Art Singing Muse


Beauty To See

BREaTHE Free 🍎




“The shadows lengthen, my heart is turning cold.
At Such a time, all nature slows, preparing for its rest,
But I must tear my roots as a young plant in spring
And with the ragged edges do my best
To find an alien soil to which my roots may cling.
So please be patient as I give one last caress
To my youth’s treasures, now such useless things,
But all a part of my life’s loves and dreams.
Then will i go with you without a backward glance.”


Paternal Great Aunt Erline Mullison
LiVinG FresH aS LiGht TiLL Age 94…
A Great HeART A Great SPiRiT
A Great SoUL and A Poem…

True Story Tellers

Males in my Family

Too Though Usually

Centered Around Buy

And Sell And Make Sure

You Raise Your Son As A

Man Who Doesn’t Smile too Much…

And ‘They’ Wonder Why Bibles Written Exclusively

By Dudes Are So Cold And Often Short Sighted False…

It’s True i Rely Mostly On Bible Inspiration From Women

To Write My Bible By Spirit Rather Than Snake Brains Alone…

iT’s What You JusT Do
When You Have iT aLL
Love All ELse iS Less

Do Understand Only Souls One Worships In Old
Bibles Are Ghost Authors With Real Pens Still Breathing

Immortality Art Force NoW Copyrighting Names Pages Covered
Impossible to Copyright Souls Of Original Art Pages Breathe

Mohammad Never Wrote A Word Either His Closest
Confident Did Not Agree That Authors Of His Story

Got It Right

‘Moonlight Sonata’ Brings More Truth of
One Human Soul Real Than Any

Old Bible

Ever Will For God Is MuSiC

Movements of Sonatas Based
On Emotional Regulation of Souls Each
Note A Play of Life Higher Or Lower We Dance Sing

On An Autism Spectrum Sensory Integration 1st Challenge;
Speaking 2nd @4; 3rd Most Difficult Challenge

Emotional Regulation @53

ArT iS GoD Colors oF ALL
We BeCoME BRuSHinG MasterPeace Painting


“i AM ‘THE’ WaLRuS”
THere’s Not Three Only One

‘God’ (ALL)

SMiLes Dear Mariana EaSinG DaNCinG Freely

Dear Sohair
As Always
Of Loving
Life To



All You Love🌹🙏

The Sanctity of Breathing

Life By HiStory In All Cultures

That Live Day By Day to Survive

Is Inherently More Valuable than

The Sanctity of Non-Breathing Life;

The Moral



Is Breathing

For All Life At

Least ‘Sane Enough’

To Continue to Breathe…

So, Will A Mother Sacrifice Her

Breathing Children Who Are Starving

For An Undeveloped Human Who Cannot

Breathe on its Own; Again, It’s A Question

of Moral Relativity; i ‘Wager’, If You Were A Woman

With The Amount of Empathy For Others Who View Life

Differently You Express, Here at Least; If A Rapist Got You

Pregnant Against Your Will,

You’d Be

A First

One in Line

At the Abortion Clinic

To Get Rid of What You

Did Not ‘Win In A Competition of Life’;

That’s Just Common Sense my FRiEnD;

Nature of ‘the Beast’, Who Competes Over Cooperates…

Of Course These Days, You Could Take The Morning After

Pill; And It Would Be Hard to Track Down The Longer Solution You Might

Have Otherwise Taken; As You Didn’t Particularly Want to “Mother Your Father’s Child”…

Haha, Or Try

To Tell me

Man to Man

In Person That

You Would Mother

That Child For Life;

In Person, i’d See the

Truth or Lies in Your Eyes; And That’s for
Sure; It only Takes A ‘Luke Warm Word Detective’
to Determine it Through Personality Soul Traits Expressed online…

Again, i Have no Problem With Your Morality; It’s the Nature of ‘The Beast’ too…

Yes, Relatively Speaking

It it what it is…

THere is…

‘Night And Day’…

And i For One Am

Able to See in ‘Dark’ As Well As ‘LiGHT’…

Why? i Lived/Died iN SoUL FULLY In ‘Both Places’ for REAL.

The Root of the Issue Here Is You Are Trying to Win A

Human Argument

By Changing

It into

A ‘Thing’…

Nah, Baby, it

Doesn’t ‘Humanly’ Work that

Way in The Real World out of

Online Ivory Towers of Faceless Avatars…

Or Humans Who Become More Machine Than Human…

And Just in Case it’s Necessary to Refresh Your Memory;

Which i Do Not Think it Will Be; You’ve Already Stated

Clearly That An Abortion After Rape is Immoral to You…

That’s Actually A Pretty Weak Statement For A Dude to Make; ‘Rather

Blind’ Without All The Female Parts Associated With Life And Death…

“”God” as a rigid personification of law and rule, handy to gain political power – I don’t think so.
“God” as a personification of more to life than just our small selves – I think yes.”

‘My God’ Quoted For Truth, HeaR, too;

Yes All Theist; ‘All’ Means ‘Pan’

Bingo! Pan-theist; True

in Environments of

SCaRCiTiES “Big Sky Daddy

God’s” Arise to Secure Subsistence,
Reproductive Control, And Territory

As Big Daddy God’s are Constructed As Religious/Political/
Social Devices; Yes, Tools To Bond And Bind Over As Tribal God’s Arise

To Rule Others in Dividing And Conquering Ways of Human Tribal Nature…

Of Course As Science Shows, All Sentient Beings View Existence Differently;

So, Even in One Sect, of One Pew, of One Religion, in One Church, Ya Get

As Many Views of Existence, Overall, Including Abstract Constructs of God

As There is

Eyes in the

Overall Congregations too…

And To Be Clear, THere Are Other

More Inclusive Terms of ‘Pan-All-Theist’

Too As Some Term that the Observable Measurable

Universe And Others Like me Use Additional Abstract Constructs

to Describe God of All Measure And Immeasurable Existence too, in Example,

The Human Conscious And Subconscious Mind; The Inner Unique Universe of

Each Sentient Being And Particularly in the Case of Human Beings Where there

Is No Science Tool Adequate to Measure Our Conscious And Subconscious Existence

As of Course, Those Aren’t Two Separate Experiences; We Are Just More Aware of One than the other Now…

Anyway, For Many

Pan-theists Who

See Nature As God

Nature’s Beauty Technically

Is Proof of God For Many of THOSE

FOLKS FOR REAL FOR NOW; True, No one here

Will Ever Disprove A Pantheist God’s Existence;

Yes, True at Least By Measure, Science Shows ‘Nature God’ Is Real;

However, Science Alone, Does Not Experience Beauty; Nor Do Some Humans Either

As The Experience of Beauty is An Organic One That Not All Folks Have the Ability to Perceive…

The Biggest

God Is


Take A ‘Rocket

Scientist’ to Prove This

When Most of the Other Animals

Not Saddled With Word Thought Even

Have to Question The Experience They Enjoy And Struggle With As All…

Meanwhile, Folks Separate Existence into As Many Puzzle Pieces as they Wish;



All Whole

Complete Nature Enough Naked

in Balance FRiEnDS With Gravity Best

In All Stuff Existence; Meh, Most Humans In So Many Layers of Tools

(Clothes) They Create And Transform into Getting Lost Somewhere on the Bus From ‘Work’ on

the ‘Long Way Back Home’… And Some Folks Worship Death More Than Life; And They Hope to

Meet Big Sky Daddy

God There….



Cut is Naked Nature Now Free…

At Least the Other Animals Do It….

While, Like The Movie ‘Contact’ Inspired

By Carl Sagan, Connections of Love is What

Breeds Happiness Among Human FRiEnDS;

Yet Humans Are A Strange Mix, With Imaginations

And Creativities, Who In Self-Fulfilling Fruition Create Both Dreams of Heaven And

Nightmares of HeLL ON EartH; Cheers, Here’s A ‘Contact Toast’ Wishing Y’All Are Here;

Yet to Be Clear, The Scene in the Movie ‘Contact’ is ‘Pensacola Beach’; Obviously Where

i LiVE iT iS Much Easier to See Nature As God Than Some ‘God Awful Middle East Patch of Dirt’

Is It Any Wonder Trademarks

God Became

Man And

Man Became

‘Last Prophet’ ‘Over there’

Where Tribal God’s Took Care of “His People”

No, Not at All, ‘Those’ People Still Carry that

Tradition And Exercise it Within, In The Nature

of Paradise Beach Here; It’s All About a Room With A View;

It’s All About the Inner UNiVeRSE of Being Human; Two Folks

At the Beach, Hand-in-Hand, one Person Living Heaven the Other one Living Hell…

Been to Both

Sides of

‘That Beach’

too, Cheers to

Heaven Within for Close

to 95 Months, Since 7.19.2013…

Thrilled Enough to Write my Own Bible

Longest Form Poem RiSinG to 9.4 MiLLioN Words

in 94 Months; Yes As of 6.18.2021, Tomorrow; Yes,

Honestly, Really, Everyone Writes Their Own Bible;

Whether It’s Words or How They Uniquely View

Existence; Some of Us Find Ways to Give and

Share Ours Freely Caring Hopefully Doing it

With Least Harm For All Considered; And

Of Course, my Feeling of Heaven Sensing

The Autotelic Flow and Frission of Dancing

In Public 15,015 Miles Now in the Last 93

Months, Scoring 100 Percent on ‘OCEAN’ Personality

Traits of Openness And Extraversion; Would Be Literally

Hell For my Wife Who Scores Much Higher in Neuroticism

Than My Close to Zero Score on that Measure too; So Introverted

She is And In Some Areas of Existence A lot more Closed Minded and Bodied ‘SouLeD’ than me..

Hehe And Not Nearly As Agreeable as Me as Hey, It’s Easier to Be Agreeable in Heaven Within Now too…

Conscientious Only on the Task At Hand; She takes Care of the Rest of the Duties That Helps my Heaven too…

Mileage Varies DePenDinG

ALWaYS NoW oN Make

And Model of the

Human Being Vessel

And Vehicle For Heaven

Or Hell; Oh God Yes Now

Oh God Whether Ya Live

Next to Pensacola Beach

Or A Frigging Barren Desert

Where Just Finding Water is a Life or Death Contingency of Life…

Location, Location, Location, Within, Inside, Outside, Above So

Below And All Around; Plenty of Material Still Coming For A Much Bigger

Bible to Eternally Create




A Never


Nether Land

Story Ongoing indeed This ‘God Business’ Is…

i Don’t LiVE Directly On the Beach; Yet my

Backyard, A Real Garden of Eden is Nestled

in A Forest in A Subdivision Where The Backyard

Nature Travels into Forever of Zen FLoW iN View

And A 7,700 Square Foot Outdoor Room Has Board-

On-Board Complete Privacy Fencing Just installed Yesterday

As My Wife is Always Nagging me Don’t Go Outside in Your

Underwear, the Neighbors Might See You in the Small Openings

Between Each Board of the Older Style Privacy Picket Fence; Yes,

New Technologies We Master And Do Not Become Mastered By

Do Enhance The Experience of Heaven, Like This Cool New Typewriter i Found Online

to Stream Consciousness of Holy Creative FLoWinG HeaRT SoUL SPiRiT Everywhere i Go Globally

Managing To Fit All 242 Pounds of my Soul And More In Abstract Constructs At the

Speed of LiGHT; Yes, All Around the Globe Now Through This Fiber

Optic Cable And Yes Uploading Soul this Way Foot Prints

‘On The





Away By

‘The Tides of Life’

Wave Am i Continuing to Rise

Gently Falling RiSinG Even More

BaLaNCinG Peace/Love FRiEnDS With Gravity in All

Stuff Existence; my Key to Heaven At Least Always OPen 24/7…

In the Movie ‘Contact’, in An Earlier part of it, When ‘Jodie Foster’

First Viewed ‘This Paradise’ She Said, “So Beautiful” in the ‘Frission’ She

Was Experiencing Viewing Heaven on Earth in Space; She Said, Instead of A Scientist

“They Should



A Poet”

to Describe it;

Thing is, If Ya

Don’t Experience

The Feeling Sense Head to Toe of ‘Orgasmic

Frission’ THaT Divine Experience Doesn’t Even Exist, For You Whoever You Are,

Personally by UNiVeRSE; No Matter How Great A Poet is Who Puts ‘God’ Into Words;

InDeed, For Words May only Be Empty Shells on A Beach With no ‘See Life (God)’…

Some Folks


It As Word

Salad too; Those

Now Who See Only

Form Missing Essence Within…

Anyway… God Yes,

Here’s Another

Toast, Cheers

to ‘Wishing Ya Are Here’…

And to Be Clear my Heaven

Might Be ‘Your’ Version of Hell…

Obviously, There’s Only One Solution;

Create Your Own Heaven or Hell; Write/

Create Your Own ‘Bible Of Creative Existence’; Play It; Act it For Real Now;

“Field of Dreams”, When ‘He’ Comes to Play, He And Or Her, Will Be Only You…

With An Option, of Giving Freely, Caring Sharing, Your Version, Your Vision of Heaven

or Hell

or the


of Grey SHades Existing Now…

Obviously ‘Purgatory’ On Earth is a Lowest Price to Rent…

And Obviously A Place Most Folks Do Exist, Never too ‘Hot’ or ‘Cold’….

Just Out of Reach of Heaven And Hell Within on Earth For Real; Truly


One Has

To Really

Go to Hell
Now to Get to

Heaven And Stay Forever

Now; as i Observe Human

Nature; More Evidently This
Seems True in Dark And LiGHT too…


Y’all Are THeRE..:)


There Are

Plenty of Hot

And Cold Rocks

In Space We Can’t
Reasonably Live on…

If Ya Can’t Figure Out

Nature God Is Both Destroyer

And Creator One Must Be Living

Somewhere Else Yet Reality Now Hehe…

Yet of Course, You Like me Come From A BackwardsGround

That Separates God into Two Factions; Devil As Well…

To Accomodate

The Fact

That Pain

Makes Pleasure

Feel Better And

Fires Get Nature Back

In Balance When Humans

Wreck Havoc on the Nature of Balance…

Yes That Town Fire Is Ugly; Yet Still Beautiful, If You Are Seeing

Earth From Space And All ‘The Cancer’ Human Cultures Erect Out of Balance…

Just Depends on A Person’s Vision; Some Are Far Sighted; Some Are Near Sighted;

Others See More…

And to Be




Is ‘Plain
English’ Either Hehe..:)

Yes, Yes, ‘IT’ Both Can And Will;

Both Ugly And Beauty Of Nature

May Prove the Nature of God

For Those Who See All As God’

If One Sees ALL Nature As God Now,

Both Ugly And Beautiful

And This

Is What Many

Eastern Philosophies

Teach Without ‘Clothes’

Of Restricting God Only

For What Humans Wear

In Perceptions of the Tools They Create
And Sadly Become too; In Example, Words Humanly

Abstractly Constructed In A Book Held High to the Heavens Worshipped

As God As Tool Humans Become Rather than Naked Nature Wild Loving

Free; Yes, Both Dark And Light Accepting What Is Best We Can and Will…

Meh, Works



My God At Least

Is Nature And Real

Both DarK Thru LiGHT

Easy Enough to Prove it

Exists Just Take A Look Around

As Sadly One of the Most Prevalent

Disorders Today is NDD, Nature Deficit

Disorder in my Book Of Life For REAL; GDD, GoD Deficit Disorder Same.

As Far As Semantics Goes, You Are Just Gonna Have to Accept The Fact
That Some Folks Are Pan-All-Theists Or Turn a Blind EYe As Many Do;

All Inclusive; No

Exclusions Baby…

It’s Not Like No One

Has Ever Come Up With

A Metaphor Like ‘Alpha Thru Omega’

Either And Naming God Any Thing Is Vain And Idol Same…

Anyway, All Nature Subsumes All Smaller ‘Trademark Gods’ For Real

AS Human iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity Is Ever Nature

Bit As Real As the Leaves We iMaGiNE Co-Creating on

Trees And May Actually

Come to Be

too As

Leaves Feeding

Our Trees Falling

To Soils And Feeding

Souls Of Other Living Trees;

(AKA ‘Lion King Circle of Life’)

It’s Just A Metaphor Baby; It’s

Just Another Way of SPeaKinG Nature God…

Way i See it, Trust No Human Clothes (Tools) Alone;

Particularly, Suits, Robes, Ties, And Books; If It’s Not On ‘A Beach’
And Enough By Bare Foot Prints Left Alone; i Tend to Question it more FOR REAL..:)

Hi Annabel
Just Dropped
By To Say Hi

Hope All

Your Studies

And Work Are

Going Well my FRiEnD😊

True Doc Stress
And Related
And Anxiety
Is A Real Source
Of Much Disease



Death Even

Going Without

Sleep The Brain

Starts To Consume

The Brain True A Real

Zombie Apocalypse
Of Sleep Walkers Eating

Brains too Balance



With Nature



Gravity Key
To Heaven on
Earth In Well Being


In All Stuff Breath

Moving Connecting

Co Creating Dancing

Singing Free Holding

Hands MaKinG


oF All


LiGHT Love

Room Of

Life FLoWeR View🌺

Hehe Zoe Humans Are
Evolved To Focus
On One Task Like
The Other


Where No

Focus Means

Losing Sight of
Prey To Eat or


to Be Eaten

Just Remember

If You Can And

Will “The Concrete
Jungle” Is Still A Jungle

Yawn Humans Aren’t

Nearly AS SMarT HeHe

As We





Fore i Dance🌊😊🕺

7700 Square Foot Garden
Of Eden Backyard Room
With A Forest View New
Privacy Fence Walls
Totally Private With
No Spaces Between
The Board on Board
Construction Like Walls
In A House With No Ceiling
Or Back Wall Leaving An Open
Zen View To Living Trees of





Pan (All) Theism

And Beyond Measure

For God Breathing Within

For Real Eternally Now Yet

Of Course only my View of Nature

All Great Advice

Savvy For

A Great

Work of

LoViNG iT All Naturally Do..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy

More Meaning

We See In Life

More Purpose

We Act UPoN




Sense And

Make LiFE GRoW..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair

Human Without

Kind Not

So Divine


Those Who BREaTHE KinD

Tend to Stay Around Love..:)

Feet Lowest Part

Of Fear To Take to


Fear Free



iLLuSoRY Fears NoW..:)

Katrina is the ultiMate ImMigrant
She Can Fit iN aLL ‘those’ Countries

Essence God Nature

Ah Yes Dear Jade i Remember
University Days of Triple Majors
And Three Part Time Jobs
Never Missing A Work-Out
Or 10K Race And Attending
Weekly Bar For Dance
And Weekly Church
To Play the
Piano And
Sing For The
Choir All That
Was Missing Hehe
Then From The All
In A Day in The Life
Buffet Sleep HAha

Truly A Luxury Now
To Focus In Flow on
One Task With Money
Or Grades No Contingency
Of Life’s Creativity Always

A Pleasure to
Be Inspired By
Your Poetry Dear
Jade Always Nice to Drop By😊

Nice to ‘Hear’ ‘You’ Are Experiencing God; Truly An Outstanding Experience;

It’s Noteworthy, Not All See And Hear Nature God As Sublime Beauty;

i Believe That’s Sad; Better Put, i Understand ‘Their’ Emptiness in

Lack Of Feeling Sensing Connection to All That Is

As All That Is

Who Do

Not ‘See’

All That Is This Way;

A Common Term for This

Divine Experience Is ‘Frission’

in Autotelic Blissful Flow Mastering

A Feeling Sensing Divine Experience Yes

Commonly FLoWinG Science Suggests That It is Much

More Difficult For Folks Who Are Not Open Minded Now

To Feel and Sense ‘Divine’ This Way; The More Ya Open

Your Mind/Body (CaLL iT SoUL iF Ya Like) The More Ya ‘See’ God Nature

Ocean Whole Wave Water Same All That is Just the Kinda Experience

‘Rumi’ And A ‘Zillion’ Other Free Verse Poets Relate Experiencing Divine

Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit This Way In Tune As Music of All That is Within



Above So Below

And All Around

Experiencing All

‘The Colors’ Yes the

Feelings And Senses Freely

Flowing From Head to Toe And

More River Continues FLoWinG Freely AS Human Will…

Imagine Feeling Sensing Life That (This) Way Eternally Now In All

Ya Do And Ya May Relate How i Eternally Experience Life This Way

As A REAL Kingdom (Queendom) of Heaven Within is Basically Free Flow

Meditation With Mother

Nature Free Yes God;

A Dance

And Song

Free Will Do Even

A Solo Free Style ‘Sufi Dervish Spiraling Way’…

Generally When Folks Reach This Human Zenith

of SPiRiT, SoUL, HeART What Naturally Comes Is Giving, Sharing, Caring,

Compassion As Love For All With Least Harm BRinGinG A Human Species UP


of So Far




Meme of this

All Natural

God Meme;

Yes, The Anti-God-Trump-Meme… Yuck…

Hehe, i’ll Continue Staycationing WHere i Am..:)

Let me Do my Best to Put This In Terms You May Not Understand;

Yet, I’ll Give it A Try in “Plain English”; Best i Can And Will

As Existential Intelligence Is More the Purview

of Poetry Than Science…



This is no Simulation Theory, it is Real For those
Who Reap The Cause and Effect, Real Benefits too….

A Clue is MaKinG All of Life A ‘Sugar Pill’ At Essence of Belief…

Perhaps it might even Open Your Mind A Bit Ascending Transcending

A Bit Past Your ‘Neo Cortical Part of Conscious Existence’ to Not Live

In Such A Left Brain Metaphor Restricted Measure of Existence; True,


A Place

With No

Distance, Space,

Time or Matter;



BREaTHE Free Eternally

Now; Make it All A Sugar Pill At

Essence; Sow Every Word A Song;

Sow Every Step A Dance; And Perhaps

You’ll Reap All the SMiLes You Meet And

Greet in Life Same And Different as We All Are Now…

Anyway As Far As Simulation Theory Goes; Minds Much Greater

Than Ours in Science Like Neil DeGrasse Tyson Entertain the Possibility

That That is Part of Reality too; In Other Words, He has iMaGiNaTioN Too…


i Didn’t

Always Have

It Either; Just like

You, At one Point i Scored

A 195 on the Aspie Quiz too…

And 45 on the AQ Scan As Opposed

to Relatively Speaking, 92 and 11 Now;

What this Means, Whether You Have the ability

to See it or not, is i Expand my Human Potential

Exponentially As i Still Have All the Knowledge Crystalized

Before to Go Along With The Fluid Intelligence in Flow that Comes So Easily Now…

Bottom Lines

Baby is

i Make

The MaGiC of

SMiLes Come to

Those Who Exercise

More of their Human Intelligence,

Existentially SPeaKinG So; i’ve Been

Observing You Long As Well As All the

Others Here; Not Much Has Changed it Seems

With You; Yet Others Continue to Evolve; Ask Your Self Why,

Or Not;

That’s Up to

You as Far as i Feel

And Sense, it’s Never too

Late to Make The Concrete A River of Heavenow;

Remember (or not) i have Close to A Photographic Memory

For Text; i remember Your Views of Jesus Actually Being Real

According to Story As Written; However, it Seems You Don’t Have

What it takes to Defend The ‘Magic Sugar Pills’ You BeLiEVE iN Life…

i Personally See that As ‘Weak’; You May Look At it Whatever Way You So Wilt…

Other than That According

to What You’ve Stated

You Believed in, in the

Past, The Dude Yeshua for

Real Never Had a Pen, or A Blog,

So We Will Never Know What He Actually Said or Did…

Like You Profess, Mere Belief Proves Nothing; Yet Only

Relatively Failing, When It’s Just Empty Shells of Words With No Essence…

And to Be Clear, The Essence of Belief is the Synergy of All Our Mind; The Vibrations, Frequencies The

Energy; Yes the Feelings, The Senses, That Combine to Make Our Existence Real Now And Improving At Best…

If Ya Wanna


Reduce it

to Terms like

Serotonin, Dopamine,
Oxytocin, And Epinephrine

You May Do That As Well;

Yet It’s Not Necessary at All

When One Employs Intuition

From Evolved Innate Instincts

More Like An ENFP Than

An INTJ As True

The Second

Was my Personality

Before too; True, Those Personality

Tests Are Antiquated too; yet still i move

Around them All With Ease As Need Be with Relative Free

Will In Zen of Ego too As Art; Oh Lord Horatio And Ripley Believe

It or not; You Are Not Seeing Bigger Pictures of Existential Intelligences Now

From What i Observe at least, As An All Volunteer Participant, Anthropology Observer;

And Don’t Get Me Wrong, If You Can And Will; Your Rational Intellect is of Great Value When it comes to Keeping

the Measures of Science in The Discussions Here; it’s Just that You Are Not Bringing A Balance into A Larger Picture

of Art in smART

And Art



It Seems to me;

Ecstatically With

1000’s of Beautiful

Women Just Bringing

(Reaching 60 Years-Old)

Smiles to them From An

Act of Art With No Words,

Just Dance; You See It’s Not Always

The Intellect of Words That Makes Heaven Real Now…

The Essence is Within; Otherwise, Just Empty Shells of Words And Human Beings Same And Different…

Perhaps, It’s Difficult For You to Understand; Yet A Song And A Dance From Soul is the Essence of BELieVE NoW…

And To Be Clear, Soul is What We Feel and Sense Beyond the Form of Empty Shells of Words And Human Beings Same…

Science Does Not Adequately

Measure Our Inner


As It’s Always

Changing Now;

Impossible to

Do Through that

Old Tool That Measures

Buildings of Human Yet
Not Synergy of Soul All Flesh and Blood Energy Now…

i For one Am Very Satisfied With The Programmer of This Simulation For Real; Hint: me.

And Other than That Our Philosophies At Core Are Most Often Ruled With How We FeeL and

Sense Within; My Cup Is OverFLoWinG Through DarK And LiGHT; i Co-Create my Reality With Relative Free Will

As i Keep the Boot Camp Up Here; And the Other Place More Like Heaven Down With the Souls in India More;

Whatever Works…

(For You too)


Thumbs Up!


It’s Worth Noting, to Others At

Least That i am ‘Extraordinary’;

That Seems to Be The Issue At Core Here…

Sorry, my FRiEnD;

Can Not





Down to ‘Your

Level’ And Explain this;

How Will Someone View

A Reality They Have No Way to ‘See’ for Now;

Like i said, i Gave it a Shot; Others May Reap A Greater Benefit…

You Just


A Bit of

‘Dark’ Muse

Sadly For What

You Seem Not to Be Able to ‘See’…

Yet It’s True; i Earned This, It Was
Not Given to me by anyone else either…

If ‘This’ Is a Simulation Theory; It IS A Rather ‘Poor Attempt’, Overall, now;

It Appears to me at Least, THeRE is Room For Improvement For Whatever ‘God(S)’ Exists now…

A Greatest Part of Development
Of The World Wide Web Is
Increasingly The Entire

Globe of

Humans Is
Exposed to

Diversity of Humankind
True When We Actually
Experience Differences
Of Others We Learn greater
To Tolerate Accept And Even
Appreciate How Those Differences Make Us

All Stronger

In Diversity



Where Finally

One Day No one
Freakin’ Cares if
Other Folks Are Different
They Are Free to be “me”



Don’t Have
To be “You”

hehe or “me”

No Longer Cookie
Cutter Humans Brand
New Recipes For All to
Express Their True Wills
Loving Self-Authenticity
Giving Sharing Caring For

All With




Unique Finger

Prints And Footprints

Left on EartH to Color

The World A Bit Differently

For The Breath They Leave


Now Hehe

Where Even

UFO’S Like me
Are Accepted too

Or At Least Tolerated HAha

Extraterrestrial Floating on

Land i Dance Sing in Flow
And Make Some Big Kong Waves




Hehe Reminds

me i Need Sleep Doc.. Sweet!!

Interesting Familiar

Shapes Innate in

Authentic Word

Flow Meaning

Comes Before

Words Talk Savvy Just

A Reminder No Distance

Space Time or Matter Art Flows

Center Balance All Existence ‘Seeing’ Now..:)

Helping Hands Dear Savvy

Indeed Still Amazed This

Week Watching A Man

My Age Born With No Fingers

Build A Board on Board Fence

Around My Own Back-Yard Garden

Of Eden Making a 7,700 Square

Foot Room Without

A Ceiling


A Totally

Open Back View

to Forest Heaven

Green With All the

Fur And Wings And

Colors FLoWeRS BRinGS

THoRNS Whole Rose RiSinG Free

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD All i Build

Holds Words And Steps




And Song

With Back-Yard View

With SMiLes As ALWaYS

Thanks For the Inspiration

It Is A Given A Surety

Magic Happens


i Read

Whatever You

Bring Each Day of Soul Gift…:)

Oh God Yes

Change It’s The

Best All the Doctors

Gave me No Prognosis

For Recovery

Oh God


Change Is

Best i Am Still

Disordered Ironically

With Heaven Still Now

Who Knew Heaven Could

BE A Disorder Hail Mary/Helen Indeed..:)

Every Pet


Us Love Best..:)

SMiLes Ava FoCuSinG On
One TasK iN Flow

Creates Now

Forever Now

No Matter Weather

Season or Other

Mood Yet Bliss




Anxiety Balance

Of Course If Money

Or Grades Are No Issue..:)

Waves Sing Sunset

Colors Return


As Art Above

Art Below Complete

Dear Aloha FRiEnD

Yes Complete With

Dog SMiLes


Breath Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Annabel Sleep Well or

Our Brain Will Consume Our Brain

Like Real Zombie Apocalypse

Brain Tasting Contests

Not A Best Venue

For Exams Lack

Of Sleep Brings

And True Hehe With Outstanding

Rote Memory Ace the Test And Put the

Memory to Rest HAha… Yet True What

Does the Schooling Even Count For

When it May Be Put To Rest and

Never Actually Used Again…

Hmm What if We

Learned to

Stuff As We

Go For What We

Will Really Do Next..:)

SMiles Dear Annabel Sure
You Will Do Well on
Your Exams Glad to
See You Posting


With SMiles

Goodness i Just
Finished Celebrating
A 7 MiLLion Word
Subchapter of

My Longest

Longest Long

Form EPiC Bible Poem

“SonG oF mY SoUL”
RiSinG to 9.4 MiLLioN
Words in 94 Months
Yet That’s Not Close to

All As i Am Celebrating
Also 15,000 Miles oF Public

Dancing Too Still Now


A Second

Wind Coming



Stepping Stones
Feeling Stones
Coloring Souls Love
Dances Sings Over Rocks

Let’s Face “US” If WE Do Not Look
Within to Feel and Sense OuR SoULS
We WiLL Never Get to ACTuALLy

KNoW God For OuR Answers

It’s Worth Noting That God
Is Always US Never Them
For Those Who See Them
They Automatically Lose A God Win Test



Be More Like Creativity (GoD) BReATHE NeW Do LiVENoW SEA LoVE

SMiLes Mariana Are You Sure You Have an Appetite

For a 60,886 Word Long Form Poem Blog Post

“Nether Land Bible 7 MiLLioN Words 5 YearS Old”

An All You Can Possibly Eat

Word Buffet

Hehe Be

Careful What

You Wish For

TSuNaMi’s Overflow

Entire Countries in

Nigeria With Words too.. HAha..

Currently Celebrating “15,000 Miles
oF Public Dancing” With Lots of Videos

Coming To celebrate That too Already

Close to 15,000 Or So Words

into Doing the Next One too..:)

At This Point, i Wonder A Couple of Things;

One is personal, and You surely don’t have to reply to it.

Have You Ever Been in A Romantic Relationship With Another Human Being?

Secondly, Do You Understand That Morals Are Cultural Constructs, Generally

Assessed As What Culture As Group Think Determines is the Right or Wrong Thing to Do?

In Other Words, Again, Morals Change Depending on the Culture at Hand And What The Culture Comes

to Believe; As Morality Is A Human Abstract Construct This Way; And Yes Some Folks, in the U.S., About

Half the Population Now Believe Abortion Is Immoral; While the Half And A Bit Less Believe it is NOT Immoral;

Yet Again, This Is Highly Influenced By Church Influence That Is Surely Not Moral At Core Through Abrahamic

Religions That Ridiculously Suggest That An All Loving, Forgiving, Peaceful God Turns Around And Tortures Humans

Making Mistakes, Forever, Knowing That is Gonna Happen in Advance; Yes That Ridiculous Story About Loving Torture
is Considered

Moral As Any


The Cannibal

Horror Story and

More As In this Case Love

of Eating the Human Becomes

Torture forever Instead; Do You

Understand That Your View of Morality

Is Yours And Not Required for anyone else to Hold;

If Not, You Don’t Understand Morality in the First Place;

It’s Ever Changing And Truly Insane As Close to Half the World

Believes A God Of Morality Is Both All Forgiving, Loving; And Torturing too…

Yet Perhaps that is Why

‘They’ Don’t Mind Women

Suffering; Yet Perhaps That

Is Why They Don’t Mind in Some

Areas of Belief in Abrahamic Religions

Still Selling Women Into Institutionalized Virginal

Rape on First Marriage Date Night Sold As ‘Cattle’ For Breed;

Yes, Perhaps that’s why it took Until Last Century for Women

To Vote Here; And Yes, No Doubt it is still Used to Justify Slavery

That Way Still Now in Mastering Reproductive Control For Women;

Yawn, Things Change; Here, Traditional Religion Is going Away, Being

Replaced By Individual Endeavors That Are Becoming Instead, “Opiates

of the Masses” for those who otherwise live in Socio-Economic Scarcities…

Meanwhile, This again is an Interesting Topic for Discussion; Yet as far as

What is Actually Happening Here as Far As Debate Goes on A Relative Morality

Issue as Divided As Abortion is today; Yes, ‘Mental Moral Masturbation’ As ‘i am Right

And You Are


And ‘There

Is No Way for

You to Prove i am Wrong’;

As Surely You Are Mentally

Masturbating The Same Way For

Only Your Pleasure; As Most everyone

Else Sees Your Argument As quite Frankly Ridiculous here…

True, it would get much more Mileage in Church Environments; Yet

Alas this This is ‘The

Wrong Planet’…



Claw, Bite;

This Overall

“Wrong Planet”


For ‘Cats’
Who Will Not

Be ‘Herded’; Nope,

Not ‘Dogs’, HAha,

Overall At Least;

As Ya Ain’t Gonna
Convince Anyone Here to Follow

Your Individual ‘Pack Way of Think’

That Your ‘Moral Argument’ is Not Ridiculous

Except For ‘Remnants’ of the ‘Church Crowd’ at Hand…

i Study Humanity as A Hobby, i Listened to a Third Week

Installment of the Local Priest Facebook Streaming His Assessment on “Revelation”

to a CAPTIVE AUDIENCE; Saying it was A Book of Hope, Except for those Who Didn’t

Agree with His Interpretation of the Rather ‘Loosely Knit Free Verse Poetry’ Entailed Within,



Go to

Hell and

Never Get Out

Forever Tortured;

That’s Pure Insanity Still;

Yet in those Doors An All

Loving God, All Forgiving too,

Tortures His Creations Pre-Ordained

As A Bloody Sky Daddy Psychopath Forever;

Funny How Morality Drips Blood Forever too;

Again, Putting the Fictional Character Hannibal

The Cannibal to Shame In the Halls of Torturing Humans forevermore…

The Thing That’s Predictable as ‘Hell’ in General, if You Weren’t Christian, Likely

You Wouldn’t Hold the View That Women Should Suffer Lifelong for the Unborn And

An All Loving




Tortures Folks Forever too…

Sorry my Friend, it’s Hard to take You Serious…

Nothing Personal, You Are Very Civil, Yet Your Opinions

On Morality, Not Unlike the Opinions of a Priest And the

Church, Will Never ever be Moral to me; And Many Others too

As Our Morals Are Simply Differently Colored by Our Experiences too…

Anyway, i Do Thank You For Your Honesty, Knowing Full Well Here You are

‘the odd man out’…

In the



Obviously Well

Received No Matter

What Argument You

Make Against Abortion

as it is the ‘Wine And The

Bread’; Yes, the Bloody Wine

And Bread of the Church at Hand;

Yet Again Directed By the All Loving

Forgiving Ruler THAT Tortures ITS Subjects

Who Make Mistakes Forever; Go Figure, my FRiEnD….

How Darkness Breeds ‘Children’, in ‘The Name Of Love’ THiS Way…


i Don’t


You to
Figure it out

And That’s Okay too…

As You Simply Are Not
Viewing A Moral UniVerse the Same Way…

My Morals Have Changed Quite A Bit Over

61 Years; It’s Common, Humans Do Both Evolve

And Devolve This Way Morally, Depending on

Individual Experiences and Views…

Thanks Again For Your Honesty;

And Honestly Per This Topic on Abortion

And Real World Consequences, It Is Impossible

To Separate The Politics of Church From The Issue At Hand;

in my Case, A ‘Golden

Rule includes A

Do Least

Harm Clause

For All of Nature

or for me it is Close to

Useless as every Human

Experiences the World Differently;

And Without A Good Faith Effort of Cognitive

Empathy per Doing Our Best to Walk in The Shoes

Of Others in Compassion; It really Isn’t the Golden, Silver or Bronze Rule;

in Fact it has Truly No place in the ‘Olympics of Love’ As A Great Art of Loving

Life in Practice Across the Lifespan; to Be Clear, i am only Speaking to my Morality

Here And Of Course Outside of the Christian And Muslim Religions It is more Wide

Spread to Take More of the Dark and Light into Account of Existential Intelligences Rather

Than Anthropomorphizing It into Symbols of Devil And Demon And God And Angel As Such…

Back to the Reality of Nature;

Your Statement And

Yes, Intellectually Honest

Statement That You Really

Can’t Say what Decision You Would

Make as A Woman Raped By Father, Other

Close Family Relative or Family Friend Or Lover

And Husband too As Commonly This is the Greatest

Avenue Where Rape Comes From; the Familiar Instead of Strange

Is Telling Indeed As You Are Coming From An Abstract Construct Justification

Of Morality that is not Actually

Grounded in Flesh and Blood

Reality As You Admit

It Can’t Be As

You Will Never Be

Put in that Position in this

Lifetime as A Dude Instead of A Woman;

if You Have Ever Been Physically Bullied

in Your Life, You Understand What it Means to

Be Prey at the Hands of Predator; Indeed, i Reached Close
to Mature Height In Middle School And Although Mercilessly

Bullied Verbally, People Are Rather Inhibited Usually From Attacking

Someone Who is a Head Taller than they are; So i never Experienced Physical Abuse

That Way; The Way it is for me in A Dark Parking Lot or City Street At 2 AM Walking

Tall Alone And Carrying Myself As Any Martial Arts Specialist Will Do in Fearless Way

of Controlling Every Body Part in Ease Friends with Gravity; There is About A 1 percent Chance

Anyone is Gonna Pursue a Physical Confrontation With me As Long as i Maintain may Cool…

True at 242 Pounds of up to 1520 Pounds of Martial Arts Leg Pressing Strength; it’s a Much

Different Experience than

On A Dark City Street

At 2 AM, As A Woman

Half my Size With A Vagina

That By Itself Makes Her Potential

Prey Wherever She May Go alone on

A Dark City Street At Night; And Sadly

Even More So With Family, Friends, Lovers

And Husbands too As That is the Source of Most

Rape that 1 Out of 4 Females Experience in a Lifetime

Now in Some Way of Sexual Predation; If You Could Really

Put Your Self in those Shoes, Indeed Your Point of View Could

Be Much Different; to Your Credit Your More Evolved View on Heaven

And Hell Real on Earth As An Experience Within Rather Than Generated

As Punishment By A God Entity For Qualified Mistakes is Much More Evolved

in What i See As Rational Morality and Faith than What i Hear From the Very

Rigid Thinking Fundamentalist Priest at the Church i Visit, Only Believing Heaven and Hell
is After Death By Standard Fundamentalist Rigid Ways of Group Think; the More Charismatic

Junior Catholic Priest there in the Same Week, Teaches The Kingdom of Heaven Is to Be made Here Now

And No Other Place Yet now continuing Now per Luke 17:21, Starting From Love Within And Of Course

Consuming Others With Least Harm as One will Find that By Metaphor in the New Testament too; if one Looks Deep

Enough for it and Interprets it that way; The Least Harm Clause is Common Outside of Fundamentalist Circles;

It appears to me that Your Morality is Evolving From my Perspective As A Sign of Morality is Always Kindness

And Compassion For Friend And So-Called Foe the Same; As i noticed, hehe, i failed to Center the Art of

What i Do; As You Provided That Coding Gift Out of the Humanity of Who You Are; That Was one of the

Few Experiences on this Site That Seemed Human to me; it is much different in India and that’s for

Sure; i was Just curious How Evolving Your Morality is from the Perspective of

Christianity As Again that is Core to this Issue of Restrictions on Abortion;

i guess it all Depends in some ways at least, for those Who

Find it Easier To ‘See’ What it Feels

Like to Be Prey in Life;

It’s Surely amazing

Never to Feel that way;

And As Tall as i Was and

As Thin as i was in Middle School Close to 6 Feet

Tall and 120 Pounds; Then Height was probably

All the Difference for me to Find What Being
Prey Really Felt Like; Of Course There was still

That Potential Enough Where i surely wasn’t

As Comfortable Strolling Through a Dark

Parking Lot At a Huge Bustling Dancing Bar at 2 AM…

So Much Privilege; So Much Privilege Both Earned And Born With too;

So Many Struggles too; And Enough to Feel For Others Who Are Not Like me..

Much of this is a Matter of Experience; And Surely i feel like i am a Fortunate one

to indeed


in Many

Shoes in

6.1 Decades…

In Short Thanks…

The Key to Change

Is Taking the Effort

To Understand Other Folks;

Both Those We Agree With

And Even More So For Those We Do Not…

Of Course That takes a lot of Time and Effort…

Really Hard to Do in ‘Candy Crush Work Life These Days’…

Where Grades, And Money Are no Factor, Competition Naturally Fades And Cooperation Naturally Grows

As Abundance Does Breed Cooperation Over Competition Naturally So For Those Who Already Have it all

Both Material



And Physical Too Complete;

Understanding This Lends

Plenty of Room For Real Love And Forgiveness

For Most Every Variance of Life Experience; Again a Practice, A Work of Life Art…

The Way You Described Hell, Interestingly, is the Way the Modern ‘Fulton Sheen’

Head YouTube PR Catholic ‘Bishop Barron’ Describes it too; Also Clarifying That Other

Religions May Find Their Way to Heaven With The Same Universal Spirit of Love Within,

Regardless of Forms of Names, Per Love is Real, A Second Vatican Council Last Century Made that clear…

Still Though


Catholic Priests

Act Like it Never Happened…

Particularly in Places Where Trump Still Rules, In Part at Least,

Probably Just to Survive Like Politicians as they wanna stay in Power…

As of Course Fear Is the Glue that Keeps a lot of Folks Filling Up the

Offering Basket, And Pay For Pastors, and Priests too; Highly Un-Evolved

Spiritually; Yet Still Nature of Un-Evolving Souls ACross A Lifetime Sadly So True… too…

my God Just So Sleepy
Publishing 60,886 Words
While Writing Another 13
Thousand Celebrating

15,000 Miles oF

Public Dancing

In 93 Months

And All the


That Comes With
That Watching in
Amazement This
Week While the Builder
Of A Brand New Board
On Board Fence Born
With No Fingers As Some
Babies Were In 1960 When
i was Born Like The Builder



Hehe i Feel
Like This Cicada
A Bit Refreshed This
Morning Like i had 17 Years

Of Sleep didn’t Really Get

To Complete my Thought on

Your Blog Warm Happy And

Free there’s Something That

Always Breaks my Heart A

Bit When i See Your

Smiling Pics So

Long it Seems Almost

Like ‘This Cicada’ Since

You’ve Felt Love’s Embrace

Of Real Flowering Love my


Dear FRiEnD With SMiles😊🙏

“Nether Land Bible 7 MiLLioN Words 5 YearS Old” Oh Lord
Another 60,886 Word EPiC Show of Free Verse Poetry
This One Finished 5 Days Ago Yet Longer to Come
To Electronic Publishing Page as i Am Still

Busily Celebrating “15,000 Miles oF Public

Dancing” Getting Videos Created For That

1,000 Mile Incremental Celebration

Ongoing For 93 Months too

Along With “SonG oF mY

SoUL” RiSinG to 9.4 MiLLioN
Words on the 94th Month Anniversary

Of That Longest EPiC Long Form Poem

Bible on 6.18.2021 As “Nether Land Bible

7 MiLLioN Words 5 YearS Old” Gets Published

on June 18th, 2021 As Well Getting it All Together Done!..:)

Warm, Happy, And Free
A Great Season Indeed😊

SMiles Dear FRiEnD
Among Thousands
Of Beautiful SMiles
They Surely Would
Not Be Complete
Without Yours…
i Thank You
For Your
Love Always too😊




Celebrating 15,000 MiLes oF
Public Dancing in 93 Months
These Two to the Tune
Of Alan Parsons
‘i Robot’
These Videos Were taken on
June 13, 2021, At Ross Dress For Less
At Cordova Mall in Pensacola Just For Fun

SMiles Dear Samreen
In Your Place of Soul



Always A Pleasure
To Connect HeART Felt

And Healing Spirit For
Every Dark A Gratitude

For Every Breath in LiGHT🌲
More Dear FRiEnD Sailing🙏

Wings of LoVE Dancing Singing☺️

SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Thanks
So Much For

The Kind
Father’s Day

Wishes Juneteenth

New Holiday Brings

In Tropical


Managing Wind
Gusts of 81 Miles
Per Hour at The



Far Beyond
What Forecasters
Expected Hehe i Was

Writing in Flow



The Wind Inside Hehe
And Tons of Rain Yet

All is
And Okay
Where i Live At Least😊🙌

Love Living
Proof of



Falling More
Yet RiSinG Same

Just Always Staying

Always Leaving Staying


For To



is to


Love Even More…
For There is No

Rolling Without Coasting Low

As A Participant Anthropology Observer

i Study The Church In Person And Particularly

The Catholic One i Was Raised in to Write About

It As Mostly Sadly Dark Muse For A Source of Free

Verse Poetry As DarK Muse Works As Well as LiGHT

Muse Night


Day Inspires

And Ignorance is the

Pandemic That Harms, Rapes,

Maims, And Kills Life, Liberty, and

The Pursuit of Happiness Most if

Ever There Was an Original

Sin of Humankind

It is All Stuff



Kills Free

And Wild Human

Nature in Balance

With the Rest of Nature Now

There is No Talking Rationality
to Someone Who has Vaulted

Old Dusty Words to The Extreme of God Free

For True They Only Fall As Millstones on the Bottom
of the Ocean With No Breath Meanwhile The Catholic

Church Continues to Empty The Pews Trying Its Best

to Make ‘Jesus’ Fly As Flags Near Gallows With Chants

Of Killing Political Leaders And Overthrowing Democracy

Yet They Forget That Half the Church Is Liberal And Democratic

For Humane Freedoms Yet They Forget That 37 Percent of the

Church is Already on the Church Fence of Leaving After All the

Protecting Pedophile Abuse At the Top of the Pope Pies Each



And Afraid

to Even Be

Who They Truly

Are Men Without
Rainbows Males Without Souls…

Just Retaining Power No Different

Than Any Other Despicable Leader
And the Minions Who Follow in Loyalty out of Fear….

70 Percent of the Congregation Doesn’t Believe the

Myth Anymore Than An Old 2,000 Year or So Old Corpse
is Changed into Wine And Bread And Cannibalized As Such
Together To Gain Love From the Meal The Church is Falling

The Church Is Falling And The Days oF iGNorance Are Also Falling too

A New Age of Free Will, Liberty, Justice, Life Loving Pursuits of Happiness for Real For ALL…

And WHere is the New Opiates for the “Masses” Measurable in Terms of 6-Inch Screens For Real too..:)

i Too Am Particularly
In Love With Summer
This Year




Masks Truly
Fulfilling They Are

True i Don’t Work

i Write Song For

Living Giving

Soul Feet

Respite From Dance Hehe

And Yes Good FRiEnDS

Trees In Deserts😊

SMiLes Dear Samreen Fearless is Often Silent

And Love Some Days Brings Hurricane

Winds of Expression Love Without

Fearless Is Weak Fearless

Without Love

Is Dead

SMiLes my Mother

Was Definitely A Woman

Winning Awards in High School

of Best Figure in 11th And 12th Grade

My Father’s Mother Said She Had Never

Seen Fairer Skin than What Helen GLoWeD…

On the Other Hand my Mother Working At A Courthouse

Seeing the Then Beverage Agent Busting Moonshiners

Making Illegal Alcoholic Drinks Escaping Taxes For Sale

As He Had to Come to the Courthouse to Fill Paperwork Out

She Noted to Herself That the Half-Shaven Rugged Looking

Man’s Wife Must Be the Luckiest Woman in the World for She

Had Never Laid Her Eyes Upon A Man As Handsome As He

With Jet Black Curly Short Cropped Hair And Green Eyes Just

As Deep As the Emerald Green Seas of Shallow Gulf Waters Yes

As One Sees Qatar too Dear FRiEnD Such A Sea Green Forever Color

Of Gulf Anyway my Father Asked Her For Marriage on the First Date She

Felt Like She Was Getting A Bit Old At Age 26 In ‘Those Days of 1959’ So

She Accepted on the Second Date And After They Were Married He Never

Said Another Word to Her Practically And His Identical Twin Brother Never

Said Literally Any Words At All to Her as True Fearless Will Be Rather Strong

And Silent Yet the Non-Verbal Language Says it all Protected Safe With A Man

Like That True Leading to 46 Years of Law Enforcement For my Father As Ya Just

Don’t Last that Many Years With

Fear and that’s For Sure…

Yet True Dear FRiEnD

my Father Had

No Stories

to Tell

And A Parent

Without Stories Is one
Who Is Not Easily Able to
Relate Any Wisdom For Life

At Age 3 He Left to find a Woman
to make Him More Money Rich as my
Super Nurturing Overflowing Estrogen
Glowing Skin Mother Just Wanted to
Stay Home And Raise Her Children

In the Spirit of Love True So Busy

Raising Us Working Alone Divorced

Rarely Was Their Any Room For Her
to tell Us Any Stories of Life too… You

Know Dear FRiEnD You Feel Dear FRiEnD

In A World of Constant Distraction The Art of

Story Telling What Truly Makes Us Humans Who

Connect Deeply Intimately With Our Life Stories is

Increasingly Becoming Twitter Size and a Lost Art

Yet You See For me on the Autism Spectrum As Most

Assuredly This is My Father’s Gift That Both i and my

Sister Inherited As Asperger’s Syndrome With Me Getting

Some Colors of the Almost Always Upside of Bi-Polar Disorder

That My Mother Enjoyed Keeping Her Dark Days Silent And Out
of View Away From Us Anyway The Art of Story Telling Not able to

Even Speak Before Four i surely Shared Some of my Father’s Struggle

Yet Then i didn’t Understand Why He Was the Way He Was So Cold and

Aloof So Silent and Fearless As Compared to my Mother Full of Expressing

Light even when She was just too tired from Work and Home-Making And

Child Raising to Say Another Word Often Sleeping Until Noon on the Weekends
Just to Try to Recover From Long Never Ending Weeks of Working Parenting Alone…

Father’s Day Is A Very Long Weekend to me

True i have a Father’s Day Photo From

1997 too the Only Family

Photo of my Son Ryan

And Wife Katrina

After Open HeART

Surgery on Father’s

Day of 1997 Not Even A Month
Old he in His Only Life of Pain
And Never A Smile Anyway Really

The Only Words of Wisdom my Father

Related to me is the Day of the Surgery

As the Surgeon Who Had Such Huge Hands

And Was Also Every Bit As Much Exuding Confidence

And Fearlessness Said to Us Kiss Your Baby Good Bye

So i Did And then my Father’s Wisdom Came He mentioned

Our Last Name And Said What he Never Said Before He Said

Our Sir Name Means We Will Always Get Through And then Came

the Wisdom Make Sure You Raise Him Like a Man Intimating that

After He Left and Offered No Advice to me my Mother Never

Made me Into A Man Like Him Silent And Fearless Always

Willing to Go to War to Kill as He Felt Peace Loving

Is Weak often Naming the Peace Sign of ‘Those

Days’ A ‘Chicken Foot’ So Prejudiced

Against Black Folks And

Homosexual Folks

So Afraid

That the Smile

My Mother Gave me

Not Very Verbal yet Still

Full oF Light Might Mean

i would never Be A Tough Man Like Him…

For True in those Days A Man Without Emotions

Was the Preferred way of Existence Numb Enough

to Overcome the Aversion to Kill Other Humans All

Ready to Go to another World War And Kill the Enemy

As Called Upon to Be A Killing Hero A Real Alpha Male as Seen then…
Yet that’s Not

True Science

Shows that

Even Chimps

Select The Most

Empathic Leader Where

The Service of the Leader with

the Most Empathy is the Most Stressful
Job of all in Loving Service as Surely my Mother

Blessed with the Best Quality of the Alpha Leader

Female As Bonobos Lead the Tribe of Apes in Matriarchal
Fashion As the Males only Serve The Female Apes’ Pleasures

And Sure Bring Home Some Food Now And Then too Hehe…

Yet it’s Also True Those Alphas Leaders Must Be Both Fearless

And Loving to Become Real Heroes of the Tribe of Apes at Hand

What Often Happens When a Fearless Father Without Love Stays

in Human Cultural Terms is Love is Never Fully Gardened in the
Son As the Empathy is Seen As Weak and taken Away in all the Colors
of Nurturing Love that Otherwise Comes And Sadly as Much as the Irony
of the Father Complaining About What the Mother Did Not Do As He
Surely offered no Advice or Example Setting in the Environment of
Home i Was surely missing

The Element of

Fearless that

Makes Love


Not too Weak

to make a Real Difference

In the Lives of Others You Know

At Best Dear FRiEnD We Take

Advantage of All the Gifts Our

Parents Give Us And We For-

Give Their Shortcomings

As Nurturing Love



Again As Fearless
Without Love is often
Dead That Way and Sadly

Again Love Without Fearless

Is often too Weak to Spread Very Far

Or Too Afraid to Break the Rules of Tradition

That Harm Folks More Than Saves Their Precious Lives And Well Being

Now Here on Earth Now Not Waiting for The Day Daddy Gets Around

to Telling A Story of Life’s Wisdom That Stays Silent Fearless

And Strong Yet Relates Few to no Colors of Life to

Actually Thrive… Father’s Day Weekend

Is Surely Always A Weekend of

Deep Introspection for

Me As Now

When i Look
IN the Mirror

i Do See My Father’s

Silent Strong Face And

i Do Feel the SouL The

HeART And SPiRiT of My

Mother Helen’s Love Still Living Within

Now to Give to Share to Care Freely

With all Others With Least Harm

And You See to Do this all with No

Fear Not Worrying if Folks Turn Away

When i Provide the Stories That Saved my Soul

of Living This Life Fearlessly Now As Love Dances and

Sings Empirically So i am actually More Fearless than my

Father Yet You See Without the Inheritance of that Potential

From Him Finally Realized i might be only Weak Love

Never Spreading



my Home

Or Less Silently

Mute Never Expressing

Feelings at All For It’s True

When i Worked for the Government

the Military For 25 Years my Wife surely

Related i Rarely Said A Word to Her or Expressed

Feelings For Almost Two Decades the Potential of

My Mother Always Within the Potential of My Father

Always Within too Looking in the Mirror And Becoming

my Own Father And Mother And Best FRiEnD too And

Truly Loving My Self Fully Authentically All the DarK Shadows

Through Colors of Love True Basically Not Afraid to Be Human

i Suppose We All Seek A Balance of Mother, Father, Best FRiEnD

And Lover True of Living Our Lives Eternally Now i surely Will

Be Able Still to Thank my Father And Mother Both Passed

Away Today it

Feels Good

to Be Whole


And Enough

Understanding that

The True Gift of Mother,

Father, Best FRiEnD and

Lover of LiGHT And Acceptance

oF All the Shadows of Life and Love

Need Not Ever Go Away Now Yes A

Gift of God Complete Within The Parents

The FRiEnDS, The Lovers, The NaTuRE ALL

That And Who Never Minds Who Hopes With all THeiR Feeling Sensing

HeARTS SPiRiTS SoULS Mind Bodies Whole We Rise Even Higher Than

Before… Tropical Storm Claudia Is Storming Dark Rains today And Sun is Still Shining




Mother and

Father still Breathes

Within Inside Outside

Above So Below All Around

As i Feel God this way Fearless

Loving No Matter Where i Go Next DarK Thru Light

Whole Complete Always Enough Life’s Dream Fruition Breathing…

LoVE RiSinG Gentle Waves Falling Rising Even More my FRiEnD..

For You See i have no living Children yet At Best i will Lift All Others Up


of Failing

to Spread

Some Way


to All i Meet And Greet

A ‘Successful Chimp’ i Aim to See and Be..

You Know it’s True Dear FRiEnD Nature

God Works in Mysterious Ways

As LiGHT Does


From Dark

Days of ‘Fore

Through Every

Storm There is

The Potential

of Rainbow Colors Coming

True Where The Pot of Gold

Is Essence of Rainbow Whole Really Breathing…

Yet It’s Worth Noting Behind The Curtains of

A ‘Wizard of Oz’ It’s Definitely Real A

Most Complex Effortless Job oF all

In Flow As Water Wave Ocean Sees

Whole Now Love Bleeds Love Soothes



All Ills
Now For Real..
As ‘Tin Men ‘Without
HeARTS Scare Crows

Without Rationality

And Lions Without

Courage Become the

True Fearless Loving Spirit

Of A Little Indian Muslim Girl

Who Still Breathes Fearless

LoVE iN Her Thirties Gift oF A REAL

FATHER AND MOTHER Surviving Thriving Now..:)

Only if You
Inspire Words
Dear With SMiles


Do Know/Feel
Not Everyone

Sees What i
Write Hehe

Indeed You
Are Inspiring to me🙌😊

Now Forever Annabel
Longest Place
Lasting Love


There of

Key To Success

LiVE iN Love’s

Place Open

All New
And Old

Doors Creating

Love Keys For




Higher Floor’s
LiGHT Leaving

Same Ahead Now🏝

Couldn’t Decide if i Should
Gift You A Palette Full
Of Oreo Cookies
Or A Health
Store Full

Of Goods

For A Happy
Saturday Weekend

So i Am Gifting You
Both Hehe As Life Is
Not Strictly Black And White
🍪 😊🍪😊🍪😊🍪

OM Goodness

Glad You Only

Showed Them

A Few Lines Hehe

There’s Enough Words

In There To Drown an

Entire Country With

SMiles Hehe Thanks

Dear Annabel You Are



Your Years of Born🙌☺️🕺

Hehe My Head
Is too Big… i only
Got 4 Hours Sleep
The Last Two


To Reduce
The Size

Of my Brain


It Feels

Good Hehe

To Lose Your
Mind Yet Only

If You


No Exams

Study Hard
Sleep Sweet

Dear Annabel
Nigerian Young

Very Smart FRiEnD🙌👩🏽‍🎓😊

Not Sure if You Actually Read ‘The Study’

to the Link You Provided By the Smithsonian

Organization; Yet Sadly It’s a Bit of A Hyperbolic

Title As Yes the Experiment Was Based on Stimulus

And Response With A Mechanical tool of ‘Transcranial

Magnetic Stimulation’ And Not The Kind of ‘Telepathy’

That is Purely Natural And Not Machine Stimulated

In Terms of Brain Activity As A Kind of Sign

of Stimulus
And Response As

Such And Yes Most

Definitely Rudimentary

At Best At this Stage of Study So Far…

And Actually Most of this Thread is A far

Cry From the Term MagicK As Developed

By Occultist Aleister Crowley As He Wasn’t Looking

At the “Pull The Rabbit Out of the Hat Kind of Magic”

Or Mythical Stories of Old Religious Heroes Getting

Resurrected or Born of Virgins Like Hercules and

And Buddha too In Stories That Hyperbole

Reality As there Were

No ‘Victoria

Secret’ Models

Then As Hehe

Now A ‘Trump Wave’

Has Run That Method

Of Advertising Runway Models

Into the More Business Achieving

Women Than Just Trophy Wife’s to Aim at As Such…

Anyway, Obviously the Marketers of an Otherwise

Respectable Organization Used a Bit of Hyperbole

To Sell A Story As There is A Whole Lot of Online

Competition These Days to Get Any Attention at all

Among a Human Species Science Shows is Watered Down

To the Attention Span of Less than Three Seconds of a Gold Fish hehe…

Is Telepathy Real; It’s Not the Kind of Thing that Happens in a Science

Experiment As Mechanical Cognition Actually Represses/Withers Away Any Social-Empathic

Intelligences, Including Rather Odd Telepathic Leaning Experiences of Social Empathic Cognition;

Nope, Not the Kind of thing Ya Empirically Measure by Science; Yet True The Experiences of Life that









THAT any Science Tool Will Measure

Beyond Stories of Life that Are Real and

Truly Empirically Measured by those Who actually Experience them…

My Wife is Super Empathic; She Might not Have 3 College Degrees

Like me; Yet She Surely Has Enough Emotional Intelligence to

Spot a Psychopathic Leaning Individual Like Trump in a

Heart Beat And Never Ever Trust A Human Being

Who Has no substance of Love Within;

Indeed, i ain’t bad at it either

After Years of Practice

Developing My Social-Empathic-
Artistic Spiritual Intelligences Far

Beyond What Standard IQ Measures

In Terms of What Human Reality Has

Devolved Culturally Into Material Reductionist Ways of

Taking the Parts of the Whole Picture And Missing the Forest for the Trees…

The Unknown, The More Mysterious Parts of Life that the Scientific Antiquated

Shell of A Method Tool Will Never Ever Measure Fully As Essence Deeper of Life is Worthless

When it Comes to What is not Observable in Processes of Life We Can’t Scientifically Measure…

Ironically Enough, Aleister Crowley Was Noted With The Dark Triad of Psychopathy From Birth

And That continued on as He Saw Love as A Sex Addict And Human Potential ‘MaGiC’ Facilitated Mostly

Through Drugs; And True He Developed A Cult of Religion to Fulfill His Sex Addict And Drug Addict

Nature that often

Comes From

Folks Who

Never Gain

Fullness of All
Natural Love Within

Yes ‘Class’ Very Little

Oxytocin Warm And Comfy Life

Wired in or Innately Born on Date From Birth…

He was Really Interested in Sex Magic; Is There Really

Magic in Lust; Well Yes of Course, Science Shows Males

Become More Creative When Dopamine Rises This Way

And Females Become More Socially Cooperative And Nurturing

too As Lust Does Influence Much in Life; The Other Stuff He did

Were Just Fancy Sugar Pills of Placebo And Fancy Voodoo Dolls of

Nocebo; Anyway i Surely Will Tap Into that As Well; So Does the Human

Connection Extend Out More than the Material Reductionism of Human Form in

Flesh and Blood; Like Anyone Else, all i will be able to Relate is Odd Of Life that

Has No Rational Explanations at All; Most of the Synchronicities Only Significant

Psychologically Meaningful to me; Yet Every Once in a A While, The Nature of What

Is Shows Ya



MaGiC Is

The K is just
A Way to Sell

The Crowley Brand;

For instance Dealing with

The Worst Pain Known to Humankind

Like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye And Ear

No Drug Would Touch for 66 Months; Yes, Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Known in Medical Literature

As the Suicide Disease And Literally assessed as Worse than

The Torture of Crucifixion From Wake to Sleep For Yes All 66 Months;

Suicide Ideologies And Death Wishes in General Like Walking in Lightening

Storms Fierce With No Fear Are Common Place Indeed; Putting a Metal Chain

in A Bicycle Basket Finding A Road into A Forest Far Away Enough in the Forest

From Civilization Where only the Vultures Would Make my Life’s Purpose mean

Something Consuming me Dead That Way Secure Hanging From A Tree; True

i could have never imagined There was Pain worse than Death; Yet There surely

is In Living Hell

on Earth


Death Becomes

Heaven And Dousing

Oneself With Gasoline

And Burning to Death

Just Seems Like



From the Pain

Until Going Away to Nothing at all For Escape…

Anyway, Losing All Emotions, A Feeling of a Smile

No Force of Love, Hope, Faith or Belief, Realizing

Those Were Forces of Emotional Energy Moving me Ahead

Before All the Way for Real and no Frigging Fairy Tales in Mythical Books,

In that Spring of 2010, A Bit More than Two Years into Hell, Making A Plan

of Specific Escape From Hell; My Wife Awoke from A Dream The Next Morning

And Said That is so Strange She Just Dreamed That She and Her Deceased Granny

Were Hanging Christmas Ornaments on a Tree Off That Road She Never Named Before

The Same Road i Planned my Escape; Still Didn’t give me Hope; Yet it was Enough to

Never Commit Suicide

Even though

That Chain

Remained in that

Bicycle Basket Until

95 Months Ago to Date Today

Then July 19th, 2013, The Close to

Eight Years Now Spent in Heaven

Within With No Pain And Bliss As that

Day On the Beach the Pain Melted Away

As i became One with Sugar White Sands

Sea Oats in the Breeze Emerald Green

Waves Gently Falling And Rising

Sea Gull Wings


Around the

Sun Loving Free

All the Sudden

Bliss From

Head to toe

From That Day Forward Almost 8

Years today, June 19th, 2021, Now

Just A Month Shy of 8 Years Now

Versus 66 Months of Living Hell;

Yet That’s Not All; More than A Dream,

Stress Does Strange Things to Our Humanity Indeed…

Shortly After Having to Leave Work Just About Dropping

Dead From 11 Years of Chronic to Acute Stress, Walking

Around The Block With my Wife, My Experience of Time

Suddenly Slowed Down, First Time Ever, And Immediately

My Wife Walking Next to me Related The Same Words to me

Before i could Say A Thing; That’s Strange Time Just Slowed Down…

Just Another Afternoon in the Neighborhood Never A Day Like that Again

Shared Among Two Souls Standing Side by Side Where Reality Loses Time,





Within Two

Souls Living

Truly In a way

in the Same UNiVerSE Perceiving…

Some Folks Have More Antenna Height than

Others And True Some Folks With Laser Focus

Of Flow in Positive Feelings and Emotions Regularly

Change the World as i’ve Often had People Say in the

Last Close to 8 Years, When You Come in the Room ‘The Lights come on’…

And Generally Speaking the ‘Lay Folks’ Ask me For Whatever i am On; Clue

It’s a long

way to


to forever

Now Yet once

Ya Do, True Magic In Terms of Love

Is no Fluke it is Life’s Full Buffet Free

i Do Not Have an Interest in Antiquated Magic; MaGiC is the Essence Now of my Life;

Real MaGiC; Not the kind That Pulls Rabbits Out of Hats Or Lifts Folks From Tombs…

Just the




Into Eternity

of Heaven within now;

Hard to Give and Share;

Most Certainly Effortless to Breathe…

“Love is the law, love under will, i.e. the nature of the Law
of Thelema is love, but love itself is subsidiary to finding
and manifesting one’s authentic purpose or “mission””

Talks Is Cheap; That Platitude Is Just Another Version

Of ‘the Golden Rule’ And in Crowley’s Version

His Purpose And Mission of Life Was

Focused on All Stuff


Sex Addict

And Drug Addict;

Sadly, For Those Who Bought

The Kool Aid, In ‘Rock and Roll’

As Such Inspired by His Drug Abuse

They Ended inspired As Dead As Dead Will Be…

Those Closest To Him, Fell The Same Way Addiction often does…

He Surely Isn’t The First Philosopher That Said One Thing And Did

Another Per the Text Book Example of ‘Jesus’ Who Turned the Other

Cheek, Loved The Enemy As Friend And ‘Trademark God Himself’ Treating That ‘Person’ the

Way He Would Wanna Be Treated; Yet Strangely Enough, By Story Literally At Least, Turning the Psychopathic

Corner Like Trump And Crowley Same And Changing Human Sheep Into Human Goats Not Complying And Burning

Them Forever; Yet of Course Trump And Crowley Just Made those Closest to Them a Real Living Hell ’till Death

They Parted;

‘The Fairy Tale

Of God As Myth

Jesus As Literally

Taken’ Burning

Folks Forever

Beats All



Humanly Imagined

Haha, Trust No Suits
or Golden or White Robes…

And Funny Hats and Faux Wings

to Somewhere After A Dirt Nap…

Just my Opinion of Course As Is…

Moral oF A Story, Don’t Sacrifice Life for Lies…

Truth iN LiGHT AND DarK Rarely Makes FRiEnDS;

Yet Truly Survives And Thrives Free; Evidence on Demand As Always Hehe…

HeHe, Yeah, “We’re Not Gonna Take IT” (‘Twisted Sister’, Circa Last Century) (More Precisely Released
May 10th, 1984, With Professor(s) Wiki in Flow too) NOW Getting In Touch With One’s Own True

Relative Free Will; And God Yes, Very Much Loving True All Associated

Great Works Of Life; God Yes, Not Much Into Outside Guardian Angels,

Other than my Wife And a Few (A Whole Bunch) Close Women FRiEnDS;

Yet There is a Much Deeper Creative Subconscious Mind to Get in Touch

With In Autotelic Flow, Out of Full Bore Neo-Cortical Control;

Not A Place, Where Sex And Drug Addiction is Needed For

Sure; Just



And Bliss Generating

Within Head to toe in

Bio-Feedback of Emotional
Regulation and Sensory Integration

That Will Naturally Come From a Meditating Free Dance

And Song of Life That Flows With Emotions and Senses

This Way It’s True For Those in Tune With The Experience

This Sounds More Like a Song Than Word Salad, Haha, as it really

Doesn’t Matter

What the Words

Say it is the


of Life’s

MuSiC iN All the

Feelings and Senses that

Are Real That Bring This Real Kingdom
of Heaven to Fruition Within True the only

Way to Give and Share it is for Those Who Commune

With the Dance And Song of Life Freely Loving Life With

True Will That Naturally Comes And Isn’t So Much ‘Constipation of Life’;

Yes, Yes, Mr. Crowley Was Full of Self-Fulfilling ‘Holy S666T’ AND TO BE

CLEAR, i Surely Have nothing to Take the Piss Out of ‘666’ Born on 6.6.60 Either Except for

The Ignorance of Churches That Make Gods Into Idols of Words/NumBerS in Conspiracy Theories for Real…

Yet Considering that

The Poor Dude Was

Born And Raised Empty

Of Love Named ‘Beast’ As in

‘Devil’ By His Own Damned Mother

It Ain’t Surprising He Spent His Life

Taking the Piss Out of the Foolish Parts of

Christianity That Make Life More of A Misery than

Pleasure Now And Make Death More of An Event to Look Forward

to Than Life or Let The Insanity Roll On And as Far As True Will Goes

No Longer Imprisoned By Love of Church More Than Human And Love

of Old Dusty Books That Talk About the Same Old Tribal Wars Enough to make

Ya Wanna Vomit or Fall Asleep Just Anything to Escape The Boredom of Millstone

Life at the Bottom of the Ocean; Mr. Crowley, Decided to Take the Piss Out of that Insanity

As He Surely Did; Although, Sadly the Poor Dude Had a Hell of a Life Taking Folks Close Down the

Same Addict Path That So Many Folks Devoid of Love Experience in Life; No Doubt He was Looking

For Love


Feeling it

Using Every Substitute
Possible to Breathe Again

As HiS Own Millstone at the

Bottom of an Ocean Where

Nature May Gift Some

With Financial



Yet Sadly Not
So Much With Soul…

Anyway Freedom From Prisons

Of Ignorance He Sought And Prison

Of Ignorance He Brought On Himself

Too of HiS Own Volition; Really A Sad Story

That Dude’s Life Was And So Many Folks

Who Have Got All Caught Up in Ironically, Just Another Religion Gone Dark….

Putting Love in Second Place Over Will Is Not Understanding Soul of Will

Beyond ‘Constipation’ Of Soul…

‘Do As Thou Wilt’ without


Is As Empty

As the Place He

Started Out at And Ended A Life the Same…

Just Lost, Just Lost, Where The Folks in ‘The Projects’

The Old Mothers, The Old Grand Ma’s, Still Have What

He Never Had as Heaven

on Earth…





And Addicted

to the Next Fix…

Never Complete Whole And Enough

Just as is Warm True Love Forevermore Warming Life…

Yes, SAdly “SGT Pepper FAiLeD” As Leader of the Band of ‘That Album Cover’ too

-Captain Salt

Just A Stone Bust

Accumulating Souls RiSinG OuT of Funeral

Ground Ceremonies From Before Forwarding More

With “Lakshmi” of Course in The Very Front And Aleister in The Very Behind;

True, “Life is a Circus Flyer” At Best We Paint, BrusH, Painting Our Album Covers True

In This Case Will “For

The Benefit of Mr. K

With H And the Rest of “my Band”




A Forrest Gump Moment For Real Captured on Video
As It’s Not Everyday That The Community At Hand
Assesses You This Way For The Record to Last
As Long As YouTube Stays Yep On the Last

Leg of Recording Public Dance A Young
Couple Of Adults on June 13th, 2021
Come From Behind Katrina Video
Taping A Record Day of Dancing
15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 93 Months
And Remember Where i Live is Assessed
As One of the Most Conservative Areas of
The Country Not Always Easy to Be And Do
Things Differently Yet i Manage to Do What

No One Else Does Anyway Hehe So the Young
Man Relates Recorded on the Video, “There He
Is That’s the Man Who Comes to Walmart”, And
The Young Woman Affirms, “Yeah”, And Then

He Says, “The Famous One”, And Then She
Exclaims, “He’s Awesome”, And Finally He
Relates We Love Him When We Go to Walmart

As Hey That Place Will Otherwise Be a Bit of A Drag
HAha, For Folks Who Aren’t All into A Buying Game of Life

And It’s Kinda Sad as Where i Live Walmart Is Basically
The Only Social Life That Some Young Folks Have so Sure

Just Another Service i Provide in 93 Months ‘Foot Loose’ Entertainment
Along With ‘Happy Feet” Too; i Suppose it Might Be Encouraging to

See A Dude At 61 Years-Old Who Ain’t Living The Living Dead

Zombie Way of Shuffling Through Life With Walmart Frowns

And Sure This Particular Video Captured At Winn Dixie

As I Do Get All Around in the Metro Area For Sure…

i Was Listening to “Thunderstruck” By AC/DC

Yet Truly With How i Do it Any Song Will Fit…

In Other Global Bible Blog News Moving on

Pigeons Otherwise Known As Doves

As There is No Scientific Difference

Only Different Human Poetic Terms

So Revered in Religion

Yet Sadly Once

The Most

Populous Bird

On Earth Over Hunted Doves

To Feed Slaves Yes Passenger

Pigeons Yes Doves Extinct From the

Earth Mourning Doves Yes Pigeons

Cry For Lost And Deceased Mates

True Animals Even Birds Love too

It’s Just That it’s Real They Feel

It They Have No Vacant Words

They Just Attend to the Nature of

Love Both Living And

Dead So Who

Will Cry For

The Passenger

Doves Flocks of Billions

Once Covering the Earth

In General, No One Will As Humans
Are Smaller Than Pigeons And Doves Same, Overall,
Just Blind to All Inattentive To What Breathes And Does Not Now



Is A Lifelong
Practice Just


Love An

Art That
Becomes 🌺 FLoWeR😊

SMiles Dear Samreen
It’s Both Nice Not To
Fear The Dark And To Be
Able to
See Light
Into The
To Even
Be Able to
Forgive The Devil
Particularly When
We May Come To
Find All We May
Become And Change
As Shadow Learns to See

Oops i Hit Send Before
A SMile Mortal Sin

For Me


Of Forgiveness
Greatest God Gift i See☺️

i Suggest A Dance… And

If You Like, Don’t Wait 30 Years;

Yes, For It’s True, You Might Just

Get ‘Eternally Young’ Like me Now at 61;

Hehe, It’s Real And It Breathes Now.

The Rewards Are In This Life too.

i Value All of Life; Obviously,

Women Most as


Evidence Shows…

i Surely Allow

Them to Rule Me;

And Only Bring Pleasure to Them…

i Left Humanity to Do ‘Bonobo’ Instead, Long ago…

As i Knew, i Wouldn’t Readily Be Accepted AS HuMaN, Hehe..;)

Unifying Force
iN Leaf



Singing Free

NoW SMiLes Savvy..:)

SMiLes Savvy
Love Enough
Is Life to Breathe
Always Living Breath Now

SMiLES Savvy
LiVE iN Balance

Not too High

Not too Low

Just Somewhere

Else New to Go Now Free to Breathe..:)

“Result: 3862 days
It is 3862 days from the start date to the end date, end date
included. Or 10 years, 6 months, 28 days including the end
date. Or 126 months, 28 days including the end date.”

Hehe, When i See Your String of Days Writing it Always

Reminds Me to Look Up the Consecutive Days i’ve Been

Writing Online Stories To Date Without A Break Ever Since

Thanks Giving Day Night of 2010, November 25th Then Also

my Born on First Date Online too Almost 10 Years-Old

And 7 Months Now Only 4 Days Short of That

Milestone too Anyway Celebrating

15,000 Miles oF Public

in 93 Months Whole

Dancing Now That


Now at



Hehe As

‘Here is one’

Moving From ‘Normal’

Motion to Slow Motion

To ‘Normal’ Motion Again Set

to the Music of Alan Parson’s

i Robot Song True there is an

Evolution of Dance too and

It’s Also True i Wasn’t

Nearly This



All Balancing

In Nature When

i Started in 2013 Either

One Step Forward One Word

Forward More Always Improving

More This is What Eternal Life Means

Now Evolving Human Potential Loving

Life More All DarK Thru LiGHT


in Dance




to me

Still Inheriting

It All Meek And

Free Enough Now
All Just For Fun..:)

Wish Bone Yes Roll The Bones
Better Yet Make Them Magic Now

Great Zoe Glad To See You Finally

Receiving Your Covid-19 Shot

Truly All That’s Setting

The United States

Away From


As It Sure Ain’t

From Folks Caring

About Their Neighbors

Spreading It to them Unmasked

Even in Local Churches 34 Percent

Are Vaccinated Where i Live Now And Even

Less Likely in the Predominantly Trump Devoted

Church Pews Where All Restrictions Are Lifted Now

In Social Distancing And Masking Thing is The Rates

of Infection A Year Ago Were Close to Zero too There is

A Delta Variant That Surely Killed Some Young Healthy

Indian FRiEnDS in Their Twenties What’s Gonna

Really S88K Is If the Ignorant Folks Close

This Place Down Again Who Believe

Bill Gates is Putting Micro-Chips

And Such To Harm Them

In the Vaccinations

They Are Very Fortunate

They LiVE iN The Richest

Country Where at least

The Non-Ignorant Will

Continue to Afford

Them Protection

Where at Least

34 Percent

Are Fully Vaccinated

That Way Against Human Ignorance
And Group Think That Breeds Most

Despicable Leaders And Minions Same

in Scarcity Still Loves Misery and Suffering More…

Already Shut-in With The Worst Pain Known to Humankind 66 Months

Without Other Illnesses No Real Change For me as i DO How to Thrive Now…




of Grief For me…
It’s All Perspective
And Fortune of Course too…

It is Nice to Breathe Without A
Mask Yet Meh.. Just Another Plate on the Barbell then…

Greatest Ability Life Provides

Now To Write, Direct, Produce,

Yes Act Overall Personally Now

Deliver Our Unique Creations of

Life NoW iN OuR Realities Free

Yet It’s True There Are Despicable

Leaders And Minions Too And Not

Every One Has the Ability to Be Free




When They

Unplug too

And ‘Zion Dance Naked

FoR REaL At Least Doc As
LonG As Peace Lasts NoW..:)

Hehe, Thought it was
Real And Not Fantasy
Either Summerhilllane

Never The Less



The Same


As Concrete FlesH And Blood Life Does

Be You Do As You Do Best Whatever Comes Now..:)


Lovely Art
Lily Orchard


Safe And
Happy True😊

Art Bet
my Wife
Will Try it Doc🙌

SMiLes.. FRiEnD Himali… Yes
Life is a Country Road.. many
paths shared.. many paths
forged yet on
Real Country
Roads never
to go.. sMiLes..
Writing the last few
years has really helped
me let go with continuing
Love.. a Father and a Mother
And three Cats… Five who passed
And one who takes a different path
in life.. i suppose when one loses enough
one is Happy
just to help
the rest
on its path now
to living the best
with Love that we
can give and share..
Yeah.. the greatest Loss
is the Give of Love.. when that
is FeeLeD iN That’s All THeRE

Is to Do..🙂

SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD…
FRiEnDS and Lovers
Family and OTHeRS
Come and
WHo Loves
ALWays stays
As Love.. Art is the
MaGiC that glues the
Art to He oF heART
And when we share
Art the Love of Art
As Life’s True
Path that never
ever ends.. SMiLes
And Hello AGAiN mY
FRiEnD Himali.. how fortunate
We are to share the Art of heART
As when we do we Touch our SoULS
ToGeTHeR ONE.. AndTthat’s how we Paint God..
oF heART
iN LoVinG SoULs..🙂



EVeN WitH No


That’S how one Grows No Holding Back Finding
People in ‘This World’ Who have what It takes to

Hear what one Sings a

bit more now…

my TaRGeT
is very very
SMall my FriEnd hehe

It’s worth noting without
Pooh tHere
is no Honey to BeaR

THere is no Greater God than the Love
For Less than a Grain of Sand
– heHe little old me words you inspire my Friend..🙂

Without the Sun there is no Life
for where a Moon Falls when Sun Rise Fails to come next……

Love Smiles my Friend Truth
in Light is Dark too..

Ah Yes Love A Cup

Of Coffee Too Hot

Too Cold Or

Just Right

Hehe my

Wife Doesn’t

Let me Drink it

As i Fly too Far Over

The Stars And Don’t Come Back

Until All The Coffee Goes Away Mariana…

Coffee Every Where Just So Much Coffee Everywhere..:)

SMiles Yes Dear Mariana
Modern Technology
Opens Up Free

Of Arts In

Synergy For


Like Never

Before Yet

True Hehe


May Be


Too Disturbing

Potential Laser

Focus In Flow

For Greater Realizations
Of Human Potentials

Highly Unlikely


Would Have

Finished Painting

The Sistine Chapel

At The Bus



The Next


Of Candy Crush
Or A Life Dedicated

To Left And Right Swipe

Romances With



To DownLoad

Pretty Birds



As Possible
Variety Never

Ending Sistine

Chapel Without Paint🙌😜

OBTW Meant Kenya Not
Nigeria In Filling Up With
Words Yes FRiEnDS From All



Misspeaking too😊🏝

Yet A Full World View
For All In Common Love🙏

Summer Solstice 2021
Golden Age Realized
Windows to Eden True Free

It Feels Good
To Have A 🥰
Loving FRiEnD

SMiLes my FRiEnD, THere are More And Less Open Minded Folks in Life; Typically, the More Closed Minded
Folks Are More Conservative; Those Who Are More Open to the Nuances of Life More Liberally Bring Greater Art Than
More Restricting Order, Seeing There Are Very Few ‘Moral Absolutes’ in Life And even Those May Be Altered And

Become The Opposite of ‘Moral’ in Reality As Abstract Constructed Moral Absolutes That Are

Easy to See As ‘Insane’ For Those Who See Out of the Group Think of Insanity my FRiEnD

Where “Absolute Morality”

Is Oxymoron For Those

Who See through the

Human Constructed

Cultural Morality of Insanity…

And To Be Clear i am Using ‘Insanity”

Here as a Metaphor For What is Against The

Nature of Living And Surviving; And Even Thriving Well Now in Balance.

For Instance, The Catholic Church Holds Abortion As Murder and Homosexuality

Behavior in Disordered Way of Being; And Additionally, All Stuff Associated With

Anything Less than Binary Gender; Where Science Shows That is Complete And

Utter Bull Cr8p; Science Reflecting Nature Empirically So Out of the Realm of

Abstract Constructed Illusory Moral Absolutes Humans Create to Bond and Bind

Over, In Often Political/Religious Ways to Achieve Control And Subjugation Over Others for

Material Gains And Power And Status too; And Of Course That Changes Over Seasons Depending

On What Works Best to Subjugate And Control Others for Selfish Gains; Or For Just Plain Human Ignorance.

‘CuLTuRaL Morality’ Now

Is the Color of the

Day It Changes With

The Seasons and The Weather;

Except with Humans It doesn’t

Have to make a bit of God Damn Sense…

Again Like Worshipping After Death More Than Life…

Now that’s Insane Baby; Even More Insane than Valuing

Non-Breathing Life Over Breathing Life Now; Neither the

Traditional Muslim Way of Viewing The Unborn in the Early

Stages of Pregnancy or The Traditional Way of Early Christianity

Valued Non-Breathing Life Over Breathing Life now, Where A Miscarriage

Doesn’t Warrant A Funeral; And The Loss of A Pregnancy only Makes A Fine;

Where Adultery Makes a Stoning And Dead, Still In Muslim Countries Now;

It’s Worth Noting That

We Are Basically the

Same Classically Evolved

Humans At Nature of Who

We Were Tens of Thousands of Years ago…

The Reason Why at 61 i am Literally As Strong

As an Orangutan As True They Don’t Leg Press Much more

Than 1520 Pounds even Young, hehe; And The Reason Why

Culture Will Make Humans Into Couch Potatoes Like 10-Year

Old Cats Who Can’t Cat Make it Up to the Litter Box From a Life of Inactivity;

In Short,


Is the Curse and

Gift; Choose Wisely;

The Answers Are Often

Best Found Within; My Point

Here is CuLTuRE Is Relative

And Most All the Morals Associated With

CuLTuRE That Change With the Winds of Human

Imagination And Creativity; For Power and Control

And For Love And Compassion too; Just Depends on

Who is In Charge; And What Turns Folks On and Off to Live…

Love And Compassion More Often Sees The Fact that Life is Messy;

And This Is Why Open Minded Folks in General Are More Compassionate…

It’s all a Work of Art And Science; Sail Boats Need Anchors in Storms For Safe Harbors

And Sailboats Need Sails or They Frigging Rot in Harbors Like a ‘Domesticated Cat’…

It’s Worth


That Wild

Wolves Are Much

Nicer Together Free

Than Domesticated

Wolves Who Are Provided

All They Can Eat Penned Up Sheep…

“Penned Up Sheep” in Human Terms

What Happens When Folks Become THeiR

Tools Like Books More Than Free And Wild Nature…

Human CuLTuRE is the Most Dangerous Pandemic

For the Potential of Both Heaven And HeLL ON EartH…

It’s A Work of Art And Science; A Balancing Act at Best…

Smiles my FRiEnD, You are a ‘Rules Kinda Dude’ And Now

i Am A ‘SailS On A Naked Wing Kinda Dude’; Thing is i am

So Open Minded That i used to BE A ‘Rules Kinda Dude’ too…

Hehe, Yes Depending on the Issue; Yes, Still That Now True too;




As i See the

Value in How You

See Life too; We Do

Need Rules; We Do Need Freedom;

We Do Need Safety; Yet Without Colors

of Life to Sail with Wings; it will Get Pretty Dam Bland And Boring…

i Understand, At least in Part, Why You Are Seeing This Differently than me…

What this Means is Very Rarely Do i Get Upset And Get Myself Out of Balance…

You keep Your Cool too; And That is A Bit Unusual In this place Where Rarely Folks do…

As A Huge Part of Autism Spectrum Difficulties are Emotional And Sensory ‘Faculties’ Out of Balance…

i guess what it boils down too; i Won’t expect You to View Life As i Do; And i Won’t Expect You to Do Life as i Do…

Again the




Needs Revision;

Rarely Are Aphorisms
Actually Literally True…

Yet on the Other Hand,

Without Rules We Fall/Fail too…

Hmm… 80 Percent of the Animal

Kingdom Assessed Are Rovers; And

20 Percent Are Assessed As Sitters;

As Humans Are Less Censored CuLTuRaLLY

Expect For Life to Become More Liberally Ruled my FRiEnD;

Which Also Means More Compassion For More Views of Life to Be Free…

In Other Words; Don’t Want An Abortion, Don’t Get an Abortion; Don’t

Wanna Be Homosexual, Still Become a Priest; Hmm.. Yeah, Reality Still Now…

As LonG As I Will

Be Free And As

Long As this


Lasts i

Will i Do

Free Authentically
me WiTH SMiLes…

It’s Like the Catholic

Church; Up to 58 Percent

of Priests Studied Within

The Church Are Afraid to

Even Do Who They Are;

That’s Insanity too;

That’s Insanity too;

Yes That’s

Religious Political Philosophy Insanity True..

It’s Damn Sure Not Natural Propensity And Science Agrees…

‘Faux Moral CuLTuRaL Absolutes’ Are A Great Falling/

Failing Source of Human Misery And Overall Discontent…

Like A Priest At A Church Who Thou Doth Protests too Much Who ‘Has’ to make

Jokes About Skipping Down The Aisle When He Wears Pink Robes To Rule…

Just Like When One of my Relative’s Gay Friends Spotted Him At A Gay Bar…

It’s Okay

Just as


As He Doesn’t

Do Who He is…

That’s Insanity, Just Moral

Absolute ‘Insanity’ Like Making A Woman

Who Is Not Wanting to Be A Mother

Carry A Mistake She made to Misery

And Suffering More For Her at least;

The Sanctity of Her Breathing Life…

And Again Easier to Say No If We Don’t Walk in ‘Her’ Shoes….

i Will Never In this Life Stand or Lay With A Vagina And Uterus So i

Will Leave That

Choice to Her…

i do Have

A Soul With


For Others Who Are Not Like me…

And for me at least iN MY SOUL DANCE
AND SONG That’s A Best Part of Life For ALL ‘Concerned’…

Smiles my FRiEnD, It’s Okay if YOU View And Do Reality
Much Differently Than me; and if You Don’t Even Dance And Sing At all… Hehe…

As Far As The Abortion And the Closely Associated Transgender And Homosexual

Policies; Democracy Will Decide On What Becomes Legal or Not In This Society next…

Due to the Fact That ‘Church Life’ Continues to Self-Destruct; Looking Good For

Greater UNiVeRSaL Compassionate FUeLeD Freedoms at this Point…

Will Human Fertility

Rates Continue

To Drop, Yes;

‘Big Applause!’ By The Rest of Nature (GoD) True!

Yes, My FRiEnD, A Much Greater Moral Authority For Real Indeed…

For You ‘See’ All of this From ‘Alpha Thru Omega’ Is Just ALL Nature

(GoD) Culling US iNcluding Us for Balance… That’s A Really BiG OPeN

MinDeD/SouLeD PiCTuRE iNDeeD; Requiring All Parts of the ToPiC AT HanD to ‘See’…

Restrictions on Abortion Have Real World Consequences For All Of Nature; FoRTuNaTeLY

ALLNature (God)

iS iN

oF iT ALL…

Yes That Includes You too; The ‘Anchor’ You Bring

In Your ‘Personal Minority Moral Absolute Opinion Here’…

A Ship Has More Sails Than Anchors; Sails Are Light And

Anchors Are A Bit Heavier With SMiLes… Never The Less, Again;
Both Anchors And Sails Are Required For ‘Soul Boats’ To Survive in

Fair Skies And

Rough Seas…

So Yes, i See

Your Contribution

of Anchors Welcome

And Worthy of Careful Review…

If it Was a Small Village And Every

All Hands Effort is Required for Survival

Indeed The Village to Raise the Child From
Unborn to Birth All The Way To Death Greatest Cultural Prize of All;

Where Even An All Hands And Other Parts Effort of Prospective

Father’s Contribute Welcoming As Such By The Mother’s of the Village As Such;

As Yes, There Are Human Cultures Like that too; Practically Bonobo-Like in Reality too…

Very Rarely

Will We Find

‘Butthurt Incels’ There…

Hmm.. Strikes And Gutter-balls…
Pros and Cons… That is And This is Life too…

Never The Less, Ever Changing, Yes Fascinating
to Study And LiVE NoW True And False too…





Condition For Real

This That Ever Changing (GoD) Nature Now..:)


Be You Be Very You Be
Unapologetically You

As a Facebook Memory
Brought Photos of My
First Love Who Left
When i Was 19 And
So Sure of Marriage
Then i Thought of Where
i Would Be As Both Catholic
Then Birth Control Wasn’t Part
Of The Equation Not Likely i
Would Have Ever Finished
College Honestly i Was Truly
Lucky then to Be unlucky in
Love From This Review Mirror

Thinking of You And Your First
Blog Entering The Work Force
In Mumbai Your Proposal For
Marriage Falling Through at the
End of 2014 Your Tears And
Fears And Thinking About
Giving Your Dreams Up Yet
You Didn’t You Took Support
Of A Friend Instead And True
If You Had Got Married How
Different Your Life Would Be

Too All The Big Cities All The
Paths You Forged on Your Own
Now Close to 7 Years Later
In Support of Your Loved one’s
Aims Would Anyone Believe


Delicate Child

Would Adventure
Alone So Shy And
Protected At Home to
All the Discipline And
Self-Sacrifice to Forge
Your Own Paths In Life
Obviously You Had The
Best Of Parents To Lay
Down A Foundation Of
Trust in Life You Persevere

Like A Champion i Am
Amazed And So Impressed
And So Honored To Be Part
Of Your Journey Of Life Almost
A Quarter This 6 Years And All
The Way Through Your Adulthood
Adventures And You Found Time

To Encourage

me At Several Points

When No One Else Made

me Feel it Was Okay to

Be Unapologetically me

This Is What FRiEnDS Are

For To Be There in Darkest

Storms And Celebrate

Summer Freedoms

Rainbows Of Joy True 🌈

I’m Glad i Met You in This Life😊


Almost Like An Omen The Delivering Baby Doctor Went On
Summer Vacation Inducing Labor 14 Days Early on 6.6.60

June 20th: My Father’s Birthday, Summer Solstice, First Day of
Summer, Father’s Day, And The Day i Was Scheduled to Be Born

You Know Dear Samreen
Hehe Know You Will in
2008 On A Cold
Emergency Room
Table unable to
Respond in Any
Way Truly
my Last
Breath Then
Nurse Poking
My Chest With
Her Thumbs Trying
To Get Any Response
At All Thinking Maybe
i Overdosed Yet Just
Reality of Close to
Stroke Not Able
To Sleep Almost
40 Days With
That Worst Pain
Known to Humankind

i Heard My
Wife And Sister
Talking About Being
So Hungry So sure it
Was the End And This
Was The Third Time
i Experienced What

Felt Like

Certain Death

In Almost 40 Days

Of No Sleep Then

i woke Up Still Alive
In 2008 to Face that
Wake to Sleep Worst

Pain Thru July 19th
2013 the Last

95 Months


Of Gratitude

Of Living

Just Living My

FRiEnD WHere
i Come From Nothing

To Lose All

To Give


Now For You
See Ever Since
Then The Last


Is the First

Always Beginning
Again If i Could Give

“My Eyes Away”

i Do My
Best i Will

To Do JustThat🙏🌊
Seeing LiGHT iN DarK🌟

Brightening 🌟 ☺️
Nights Days Connecting
Humankind Dear Samreen

SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Happy
Father’s Day
To Your


Back To Hawaii
From Miami Tornados

Close Yet No Problems

Here Storm Traveling

North To Atlantic

Ocean To Strengthen

Again A Wild Hurricane

Season Ahead Uh oh

With One






Letters Away🏝🤗

“A master mind is one who
sees order in disorder..

A master soul grasps
understanding from

Little words..”

SMiles Dear Annabel
You Are Masterpiece
Too Quoting You Here

For Truth Unified
Verse For UniVerse
In A Leaf Should Be

Enough For Existential
Intelligence Surely A
9.4 MiLLioN Word

Poem Shouldn’t

Be Required

To Describe

Essence Of All
That Is Just That

THere Are Beyond
Infinite Forms of


To Relate

Coloring All

Existence Awe
With SMiles

And Hugs


Too Dear FRiEnD🎼🙌🌊

Happy Father’s Day
Uncle Bob Amazing
Claudette Generated
Hurricane Force 81
Mile Per Hour Gusts

In Pensacola

i hardly Noticed
It Rained maybe

i Need to Pay Much
More Attention To The

Weather We Are Fine

Hope Your


On The

Bay Made

It Okay too😊

Thanks So Much
Dear FRiEnD
For Father’s

Day Wishes

In Heaven

You Bring on Earth True🌺

“Master Mind” One Who Sees

Forest When Others Only See Weeds

“Master Soul” One Who Sees Forest In Dead Leaf

True Living Leaves Feed Living Trees Then Falling Dead

to Soils




As Living

Trees Resurrect

From Dead Leaves

Feeding New Souls of Soils

Below Above As Living Green

Leaves on Trees Same Dear

Annabel FRiEnD Now Real

Oh Fame And Fortune

i Still Taste Both

True Celebrating

15,000 Miles

of Public

in 93


One Video

i Soon Will

Share my

Lovely Wife

Took Where By

Chance By Reality

Two Young Adults Came

Up From Behind A Young Man
Exclaiming There He is The Man

Who Comes to Walmart to Dance

Young Woman Affirming Yeah He

Replying The Famous one She Exclaiming He’s Awesome

He Concluding We Love Him When We Go to Walmart

True Retired With Never Needing Another Penny Now By
Sweat of Brow And Headaches of Spread Sheet Screens

And Supervising Folks Who Don’t Wanna Work If that Ain’t

Fortune Enough Looking Through This 24 Inch Window

Into the Forest The Garden of Eden of my Back Yard




Be Naked

Paradise More

Than This A Snake

Will Surely Reply i

Crawl At Ease




Feet With No Fear As i Dance And
Become Sand And Sun Free Nature

Anyway Dear my Common Experience
Is Folks Yelling Out Their Window of their
Cars Legend At me From Pensacola to Biloxi

Where i used to Dance There on Board Walk

Beaches 60 Months Once A Month Regularly

While my Wife Used Free Play With the One

Armed Bandits in the Fancy Casinos

Where Ironically The Poorest

Of All Humans Go


to Get

Their Fix

Of Dopamine

From A Lit up Screen

Making Electronic Noises

to increase the Effect More

As They Don’t Even Realize

Money is not the Object of Living Life For Real…

Yawn Dear FRiEnD It’s Truly Hilarious i’m Talked
to by the General Public As Famous and Legend

Asking me Regularly Do i Realize How Famous i am…

Yet You See i Am Deeper Than The Leaf on The Tallest Tree

And i am Also Already The Dead Leaf Feeding The Forest Whole

As These Words Need Never Die Now After my Body Leaves This Earth Already

And It Doesn’t Matter One Way or the Other As i understand the Essence Now of

Heaven is in the

Feeling and



Now in A Flow

Of Meditating Dance And Song Free

All the Money, All the Things, All the

Fame And Fortune Will Never Equal

One Word and Step of Holy Sacred

Dance And Song of Heaven FLoWinG

Soul Real Now Generating

Bliss Nirvana





Now So Who

Will i Rather Be

Master Mind or Master Soul

Hehe Both of Course As the

Dead Leaf Understands i Am Forest

Hehe At Least A Real ‘Forrest Gump’ Living on Earth

Now ‘He’ Just Never Got Around to the Public Dance Part

As they Never Made the Movie ‘Forrest Gump Part Two’

i Decided


to Wait

For the Next Version.. Hehe..

Here’s A Deal The Dead and

Living Leaf Just Do the Leaf

They Currently Are

They Don’t



The Rest of A

Forest of Course

As They Are Already

‘That And This’ For Real Now…

And Don’t Get me Wrong Every

Sweat, Blood, And Tear Arriving

Now i Am Not the Top of the All Seeing

Eye of the Pyramid Alone i Am Always

The Base That is High as the Top of the Pyramid

For What is Dear




Both Have

THeir Place

In Leaves Dead And Alive Now too..:)

SMiles, Accepting That There is No Greater

God Than ‘ALL Nature’, The Little Boy’s

Eye is No More Important

Than The Little



‘The Snake (GoD)’ When

Nature is God, Let’s Face it

Nature (GoD) Consumes Nature;

Back to the Old James Earl Jones

‘Lion King’ Monologue; The Lion Eats The

Antelope; the Lion Falls to the Grasses of the

Savannah Dead Feeding The Grasses Then And

Indeed the Worm; And In Turn the Antelope’s Offspring

Feed On the Grass the Death of the Lion Feeds; We Breathe;

We Don’t Breathe; We Live; We Die; And Truly Some Thrive And Suffer

Don’t expect

The Lion

To Give

Ya A Break

When He His Hungry;

God Yes; Move to Greener

Pastures, if Ya can And Will

Where Worms Don’t Feast off of Children’s Eyes;

Is it Fair; Is it Really Fair That Humans Are Described

As A Species Living Out of Balance Now That And Who Will Erase

1 Out of 8 Living Animal And Plant Species From this Earth in Coming Decades

From their Selfish Taking And Hoarding, Even Their Dead From Feeding the Worms;

True There is

More to Cry

Over than



of A Human Child;

And There is A Human

Child to Cry over As Grief

Soothes Misery And Suffering too…

Make the Best of it; Meh, The Rest of the

UniVerse is Comprised of Mostly too Hot and

Cold Rocks For Life to Even Survive; Just the Fact

That Some Do LiVE iN A Small Sliver of Heaven on Earth….

Just the Fact

That Water


Thirst Is More

Miracle Than A Hot or

Cold Rock Where Amazingly

‘Real Fools’ Wanna Move to too Where

There Are No Fragrances of Flowers at all to smell…

Meanwhile, Some Folks Only Look Forward to Death

And True At Least They Are Looking Forward to Something Anything now…

Life Ain’t


Yet at Least it’s Real…

And The Experience of

Beauty Lasts Forevernow in the Moment

Indeed Relatively SPeaKinG in this Way, This is Heaven Now…

Is The Alternative For Some At This Moment Never Living At

All Greater; Yes Indeed That’s True too; It’s ALL A Bit Messy And Never

‘Black and White’…

Yet on the



There are

Flowers in

my Backyard

to Smell This Morning

As Why do i Wanna Go Visit

The Stars When the Iron that Flows

Through my Blood and At Core of

Earth is Born of Super Nova

Explosions as

i Come


Crucible Fire

Star Death Explosions

Resurrected Now Real

From Star Dust Like

The Rest of the Earth;

Is it Not Great Enough

to be Resurrected Seeing

Being Life Star Seeds And Flowers US Now

Same Dancing Singing On And As Earth Now…


i am




Exists…. Now….

Perhaps it is not the

Same for Others; Yet

Never the Less in this

UniVerse of mine it is…

It’s All Relative, Mileage Varies

Depending on Make and Model of

Vessel And Vehicle of Nature Now…

My God This is Awesome And Horrifying too…

How Much Fun is A Roller Coaster, if Just a One way Ticket Up….

In Short


The Best

oF iT Now….

Meanwhile Some

Folks Talk Themselves

Into Oblivion; Done that too…

Yes Every Human Is Living in Another World now…

For Me at Least, i’ve Created A World of Heaven Now…

Not All



That’s Life

And Nature True…

Some Folks Can’t Handle

The Truth And Create A Different

Reality too; Hmm.. Whatever Works Baby

one life to live now…

This Is



Is Real…

Some Folks

SEE A Miracle of Existence;

Other Folks, CR8P Pie; i’ve

Tasted Both Kinds of Pie;

i Do Believe i’ll Staycation WHere i Am Now;

Hehe, Like There is Any Other Choice

Yet Heaven Pie for ME AT least now….

Meanwhile, Somewhere A

Human Child is Dying

Suffering in Horrible



A Worm

Is Living; Humans

Who Don’t Understand

That Worm Will Be Here

Long After We Are gone aren’t too smart…

The Meek Who LiVE iN Balance Do Inherit The EartH…

Yet i Don’t



Human Is

Still More Fun

to Me than Being

A Worm, So Much

That i Wish Others

Would LiVE iN Balance

So Others Will Enjoy

This Great Adventure

Of Life in Heaven and HeLL ON EartH…

And i Still Accept the Fact My Life is

No More Integral to the Whole than the Worm…

As After All Is Said And Done, The Worm Aerates

The Soils For The Grass to Feed The Antelope to Feed the Lion Again…

It’s Not


It Surely

Is Elegant

When One Understands

That ‘The Dead Leaf’ is ‘The Living Tree’..

As Dead Leaves Surely Feed ‘Souls Born of Soils’ Too…

It’s All

A Matter

Of Perspective;

Some Shorter





Some Seeing

Both, Dead Leaf As Living Tree (GoD)…

HeHE At Least No One is Able to Tell my God (Nature) What to Do…

Just Try It ‘Human Fools’ And See What Happens Next As Nature



Freely Dead or Alive

4 O’Clock A Flower That
Blooms When’s it’s Almost
Quitting Time At Work

my God You Were The

Cutest Most Precious
Little Girl And Your

Daddy Had


Good Looks

In His Youth
Haha Can’t
Believe I’m Talking
To You as He Was 12

When i Graduated High School

You Are way too Young to be

My FRiEnD As You Approach

30 Hehe Anyway You Are Always

Precious Daddy’s Girl The Little
Boy in Middle School When

i Graduated

High School oh

How Time Flies

Particularly When

You Keep Waiting

To Feel Old Yet You

Find Out it’s All About

How You Feel Within As

i Felt So Damn Old And



At 21 It’s
All So Relative

Just So Relative
What We Create Now😊

You Keep Getting More
Beautiful You are still Blooming


As You
Reach Mid-Life

And Still Look Sweet 16🙌

i Can’t Imagine You Ever

Getting Old Same With

Katrina Funny How That

Works Katrina Almost

Your Father’s Age

Just 4 Years Younger…🌺

Some Things




Like This

Off Work Flower 🌸

Today i’ll be Your
Ancient Genie in a
Bottle Gifting You



On Father’s

Day just for
Letting me Out

Of This Dam Bottle 🏝

At The Speed oF Light
In This Fiber Optic Cable



My Fragrance is
Raw Dam Sweat
Always On the ‘Job’😜

Catholic Mass Readings From June 20, 2021

Reading 1, Job 38:1, 8-11
1 Then from the heart of the tempest Yahweh gave Job his answer. He said:

8 Who pent up the sea behind closed doors when it leapt tumultuous from the womb,

9 when I wrapped it in a robe of mist and made black clouds its swaddling bands;

10 when I cut out the place I had decreed for it and imposed gates and a bolt?

11 ‘Come so far,’ I said, ‘and no further; here your proud waves must break!’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 107:23-24, 25-26, 28-29, 30-31
23 Voyagers on the sea in ships, plying their trade on the great ocean,

24 have seen the works of Yahweh, his wonders in the deep.

25 By his word he raised a storm-wind, lashing up towering waves.

26 Up to the sky then down to the depths! Their stomachs were turned to water;

28 They cried out to Yahweh in their distress, he rescued them from their plight,

29 he reduced the storm to a calm, and all the waters subsided,

30 and he brought them, overjoyed at the stillness, to the port where they were bound.

31 Let them thank Yahweh for his faithful love, for his wonders for the children of Adam!

Reading 2, Second Corinthians 5:14-17
14 For the love of Christ overwhelms us when we consider that if one man died for all, then all have died;

15 his purpose in dying for all humanity was that those who live should live not any more for themselves, but for him who died and was raised to life.

16 From now onwards, then, we will not consider anyone by human standards: even if we were once familiar with Christ according to human standards, we do not know him in that way any longer.

17 So for anyone who is in Christ, there is a new creation: the old order is gone and a new being is there to see.

Reading 2, Second Corinthians 5:14-17
14 For the love of Christ overwhelms us when we consider that if one man died for all, then all have died;

15 his purpose in dying for all humanity was that those who live should live not any more for themselves, but for him who died and was raised to life.

16 From now onwards, then, we will not consider anyone by human standards: even if we were once familiar with Christ according to human standards, we do not know him in that way any longer.

17 So for anyone who is in Christ, there is a new creation: the old order is gone and a new being is there to see.

Gospel, Mark 4:35-41
35 With the coming of evening that same day, he said to them, ‘Let us cross over to the other side.’

36 And leaving the crowd behind they took him, just as he was, in the boat; and there were other boats with him.

37 Then it began to blow a great gale and the waves were breaking into the boat so that it was almost swamped.

38 But he was in the stern, his head on the cushion, asleep.

39 They woke him and said to him, ‘Master, do you not care? We are lost!’ And he woke up and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, ‘Quiet now! Be calm!’ And the wind dropped, and there followed a great calm.

40 Then he said to them, ‘Why are you so frightened? Have you still no faith?’

41 They were overcome with awe and said to one another, ‘Who can this be? Even the wind and the sea obey him.’




Celebration of 15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing In 93 Months
Continues With Dance Events At Walmart on June 8th, 2021

And ‘Ross Dress For Less’ On June 13, 2021 When

The 15,000 Mile Feetnote Milestone

Comes to Pass On that Day

As At This Point on

June 23rd of Uploading

The Videos 15,053 Miles

Has Already Come to Be With SMiLes

Anyway Any Music Will Do to Accompany

A Spiraling




Savvy Now

Every Door
Every Wave

Makes A New

Ocean Dream

To Explore And

Fruit As Living



Grows Free
Leaves More
DancE SinG NoW

Sum oF mY
Art and God iS
Much Bigger than i ‘See’
iT JusT Is iS aLL NoW tHaT
peNs is

UNfOlds ‘fore


To Add HeaR..
THE DancE SayS iTaLL


HoW WiLL God Save
tHe HUman Species
From itsELf? NoW

God ‘mUSt’ CoMe
BacK To eARtH aS
iN HUmaN ForM

DOn’T WaiT
FoR SomEONe ELse To CoMe
As ‘tHey’ DanCEsinGJuST F iN Do iT NoW

YeaH iT’s TRuE OLD PRoPHecies MusT
MoVe oN To


Art Is Breath
Never Aging
Within THeRE ArE
Days ART SHoWS on Outside True

Easy To Spot An ‘Old Testament God’ ‘They’
Threaten to Fire You Forever If You Do Not
Bend Becoming A Brown Nose Seeing Only


“Breath Before LoVE Runs Out Now”
TooK A WHoLE LoT to Get ‘THiS Title’
NoW iN Godly Connection FoR Real (LoVE)

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane Some Folks Might Think i am a Bit Sex Crazed if they Read
my “Free Verse Nude Poetry” too Hehe All 114,652 Words in the Six Novel Volumes i’ve
Compiled However i Am One of Those Kinda Folks Who Naturally Feels An Orgasm Spiritually

In ‘Frission’ From Head to Toe 10,000 Times Greater in Every Cell And Point oF LiGHT Than the Run of the

Mill Standard Orgasm iN My Body From Head to Toe Standard Sex Doesn’t Offer Me Much Yet i consider

It A Necessary Human Intelligence to Practice In Life And

The Flow of Writing Erotic Poetry In Meditative

Quality Is About As Intense As Poetry

Gets Although Less Colorful

In Pleasure and

Pain than

Romantic Poetry

Where ’50 Shades

of Grey’ May Be associated
With That Yet It’s Worth Noting

The Woman Who Wrote That Book

Has No Male Sexual Organs at all

And Has Pleased Many A Woman

Around the Globe With Just A Pen is

All She Uses As Pleasing Human Tool

True Erotic Poetry And Other Erotic Arts

Stores A Whole Lot of Potential Creative Libido Human

Energy That Truly Never Grows Old For the Next Person

Who Comes to Consume it For Their Own Libido And Creative

Energies More to Be Stimulated Most Everyone Enjoys Fantasies

And Most Everyone Is too Ashamed to Admit they Are Just Human too

As Science Shows About 98 Percent of Males have Viewed Pornography

in the Last 6 Months And 73 Percent of Females too; Yet if You Ask Around

Face to Face in A Church Environment They Might Say Oh No Such a Horrible Sin

Yet It’s



A Common

Part of Human

Nature Fantasy

of Erotic Nature is
No Escaping it Sadly

Folks Are Too Afraid to
Express who They Authentically
Truly Are And The Irony Is if they
Were Strong Enough Humans to do it

Their Marriages would Likely Be much Stronger

For There Are No Secrets in my Marriage This Makes

A Marriage As Trust Worthy As They Come And Go For Real my FRiEnD
Best Wishes to All You Choose to Do Stay Free Stay You Be You’er As

No One
Yet You…



Do With

SMiLes my Wife

Not as Open Minded

As Me Yet Always Working

on Setting Her Freer too my FRiEnD

As Like You In Your Past i Used to be

pretty Dam Uptight too..:)

i LiVE iN Florida With

‘Florida Men’ Trump And

(And Holy CR8P Matt Gaetz too)

DeSantis THAT Says It All;

Most of the Way Through

Half The Folks or So Have Taken

The State Given Option in Local

Areas Like Mine of Acting Like the Pandemic

Was Never Real At All; Sadly Folks Still Died As

Covid-19 Pays No Attention to Human Ignorance;

34 Percent of the Population is Fully Vaccinated in this

County That Voted For Trump In Numbers Close to 70 Percent…
Go Figure So God Dam Predictable The Numbers of Fully Vaccinated Are…

The Church i Visit Has Lifted All Covid-19 Social Distancing And Masking

Restrictions and Of Course The Church is the Place Where Ignorance Runs

Most Rampant in the County Where i Live; Not Likely More than 20 Percent

of the Congregation Now Sandwiched Together As the Priests Applauds Children

Non-Vaccinated Have Returned to Unmasked Non-Social Distancing Church Again…

True, Just Like the Beginning of Last June the Numbers of Infections are Close to Zero

Yet of Course Then At Least There Was Social Distancing In Effect; Now the Delta Variant

Is Provided An Environment to Breed to Its Greater Satisfaction As Reports From South Florida

And Some Other Places of Ignorance Shows the Predictable of Nature is Exercising Reality Again…

Which of



Face Palm

Thick Human Ignorance

Who Can’t See Further than

The Next 3 Seconds of Reality it seems…

i Feel Safe Enough With The Vaccinations

And Am Happy Not to Spread Any Infections to Kill Ignorant Folks…

Sadly This Go Around, It’s Gonna Be Through Their Own Group Think Effort

That Kill’s ’em Dead;

Or Long


A Bit of

Disease Along

With A Side of

Ever More Ignorance Still to Come…


Hehe i Also
Just Graduated

To Age 61



More Productive

Than Ever Before

Actually i’ll Never



A Higher Level

Of Life School

To Complete
NoW iN Ease😊🙌🏝

SMiLes my FRiEnD Oh How Nice it Would Be if the Narrow
Mindset of Imran Kahn Were Only Limited to Him…

Despicable Leaders

Otherwise Known
As Demagogues

Cannot Exist

Without Those

Who Come From

Scarcities of Socio-
Economic Scarcity


And SouL “Trump” Is the

“Imran Kahn Meme” In the

United States Yet the Archetype
of The Villain, The Despicable Leader,
The Demagogue Feeding Off The Weak

And Unfortunate of Soul And Socio-Economic Scarcity

Is Sadly Just Part of Human Nature That Those Who come

From A More Loving Giving Sharing Carrying Compassionate

Place Must Always Rise Up Tall as Lioness And Cooperate to Overcome

Yet Good News is in Reality As Chimps Are Studied The More Empathic

Leader Who Serves All Part of the Chimp Group is More Often Selected to

Lead As That Applies to Bonobos And Humanity As Well Still Now too; Fortunately



Are Cold

And Aloof

For Only Power

And Status for Material

Greed And Gain Eventually Fall to

The House of Love Humans Are Naturally

Evolved More to Be And It’s true When the Group Think

Influence Is Hard to Escape In CuLTuRaL Ways Those Outcast

Often Gain A Leg Up to Survive and THRiVE iN A Longer Run Best…

Thanks For the Kind Words my FRiEnD Hehe.. i have No ‘Idea’ What

i’m Doing Words Just Flow From Where i’ve Traveled in Life Before…

Dancing In Public For 15,053 Miles in 93 Months Same Response to

Folks Asking

Where Did

You Take


For Dancing ‘Like That’..:)

Mariana Leave Any



Miss A Bus



Still With Human

Potentials All Ways

ACross Life SPaNS NeW

Gift What i CREaTE NoW

Gift Leads OPeNinG PReSeNT

Co-Creating NoW iN Flow





JusT Another


Tree Lamp





MaKinG Poetry Love
PuRE iMaGiNaTioN No
Adulteration iN Human Flesh

Weeping FLoWeRS
Thistling THoRNS




Nights Passion Breathes


Warmth Envelopes

Life Long



Holding Forevernow

Beyond Infinities Metaphors Grains of

Sands Beaches SMiLES SPiRiTS Souls
Emerald Green Waves Washing Pain All Away

SMiLes Mariana Such Is LiFE iN Hurricane EYes..:)

Pleasure Anushka!
Keep Creating!!☺️🙌

A Greatest Lesson
Of Life Is Giving With
No Expect Of Return

Life For Giving
Thanks Giving

Whole Complete

Enough i Rely on

Folks Who Do Not

Return my For Giving

To Become This

Thanks Giving




Whole in Giving

I’d Follow Your Blog

If You Didn’t Post So

Often And Indeed Hehe

i Expect No One to

Read Or Follow my

Blog As i Average

60 Thousand

Word Blog


In Long

Form EPiC

Poetry Way in

A World Where Humans

Have The Science Assessed

Average Gold Fish Attention

Span of Less Than 3 Seconds in Other


In Reality

Almost No

One Actually
Reads My Blog
Posts And Are
Only Hoping to

Trade Likes

And Follows
With Button


my FRiEnD

Not in This


Act For Applause
Fame or Fortune

Writing as Much

As i Do Just


Leave Much

Space for The

Word Press Reader

Yet Generally

i Actually

Like What

i Actually Read

You Have A Nice

Blog Just Don’t Have
The Seconds in a
Day to Wade Through
Multiple Blog Posts

From Each


Hehe Anymore
Than Someone
Has Space in




One of
My 60,000
Word Blog Poems

Too Best Wishes to You😊

It Took ALonG ‘Time’ For Folks To Achieve

Full Personhood In the United States; Such

As Women’s Reproductive Rights And The Right to

Vote; Such As Minority Rights to Vote; Such As Reproductive

Freedom For All In Adult Consensual Relationships too Core to

The Rights to Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Freedoms that Generate

Full Happiness In Lives of Self-Authentic Personhood too; Those Rights

To Personhood are Currently Under Attack By Religious/Political/Philosophies

That Seek to Subjugate And Control The Freedoms of Personhood that Come

With Breathing Sanctity of Human Life; A Last Grasp Indeed to Subjugate and

Control the Freedoms of Others As the Information Highway Provides all

The Information

At Ease

For Most

Folks in the World

Today to Enlighten them

On More Variables of the

Relative Moral Arguments at Hand;

Those Who Seek to Subjugate and Control

Are Currently More on the Losing End of ‘The Coin’;

And Now, Hell Yes, ‘They’ are Getting Desperate and their

Selfish Needs for Power And Status in Dominate Control

Are Wide Open More than Ever Before For the World to Clearly See;

‘Herstory’, Will Not Treat them Well In Terms of How the Future Will

See All of What

‘Trump Life’


It’s True


Is Core to the Issue

Here And Everywhere; And Relatively

SPeaKinG; Nature Yes, it is A Moral CuLTuRaL

And All Natural Issue Of Freedom Indeed…

Humans And Their CuLTuRES Make Life

Way, Ways, God Dam More Complicated

Than It Needs to Breathe…

Imran Khan, The Prime Minister
of Pakistan’s Comment Blaming

Sexual Violence on Women’s Style
of Dress Suggesting ‘Men are Not Robots’

And Will ‘Naturally Come to Rape’ Is surely

Indicative of a CuLTuRE That Teaches Little Empathy

And Compassion to Males for Their Respect of Personhood

of Women More Than Cattle to Breed… Some of the Pakistani

And Indian Women i’ve met in my Travels Online in the Last 10 And

A Half Years Moving in on Communicating 13 MiLLioN Words With Folks

Around the World…

Those Women

Have Moved


to Get the Hell

Away From Places

That Do Not Value their

Personhood As Equal Spirits

Souls and Hearts of this Earth

And Sadly the United States that is

Often their Ultimate Destination For Personhood

is A Place Where That Personhood of Women And Minorities

In Terms of Reproductive Freedoms and the Rights to Vote are

Currently Under Attack as the Last Remnants of Toxic Patriarchy

Sadly Often Hidden Under the Guise of Words Like God And Jesus

And Priests and Pastors and Popes is Losing its Last Grip on Control

of The Freedoms of Other Human Beings Establishing Fully Their Personhood

In Life Yes In terms of Rights to Life and Liberty And the Pursuit of Individual Freedoms…
That Do Not Bring Harm Out of Balance to Others as A Great Work of Art in Life Where it’s

Worth Noting it’s Only Been A Little Over a Century Where Women Had Rights to Vote in the

United States As We See Those Greedy People to Remain in Power Attempting to Take their

Reproductive Freedoms Away and the Rights of Minorities to Vote More Restricting Now too..

Yet You See

There is A

New Animal

In Town in Terms of

Freedom the Beast of the

World Wide Web Where Folks

Will Gain Tastes of Personhood and

Freedoms Their Individual Countries, Towns,

And Even Homes Do Not Permit; it is the Nomad

Always Best Who Seeks and Finds Freedoms Next

i Am So Proud of my Pakistani And Indian Women FRiEnDS

Who Are Now Achieving Their Dreams of Personhood By Moving

to Places Where That Treasure Is More Fully Available now As Canada

Is An Excellent Example Currently Leading the United States in Many Ways

Except hehe, it’s Just So Dam Cold As That too Takes A Level of Personhood Away…

Women Wear Barely Any Clothes Where i Live in the Summer in Florida And Basically

What Happens When Folks Are Free to Express themselves Together and Not Separated

As Some Countries Divide the Genders Until Marriage They Just plain Get along together




Some of

The Dudes

Will Be Found

Dancing Still

Singing at 61 Years-Old

Stronger And Happier than

Ever Before as i simply Fully

Take Advantages of the Freedoms

Offered in my Country As Sadly So many

Folks Imprison themselves in Prisons of

Religious/Political/Philosophical Ideologies

That are As Far away From Nature As ‘Naked

God’ As Life Will Get Where Words Become

God And After Death

is Worshipped

More than

Life True in many

Affects And Effects of Life

The Human Condition is not

Rational or Loving Yet It is CuLTuRE

That is the Pandemic Not the Naked

Ape Who is Human Empathic Kind Loving

Living Naked together at Least as much as the

Bonobo in the Wild Has the potential to do and

More Yet only When We Free ourselves to Dance

And Sing ‘Naked’ This Way Again in Much Smaller Groups

As the Square Root 101 Problem to All of this is Humans Are

Simply Not Evolved to Live in Huge Areas of Populations As We

Currently Are Erasing 1 Out of 8 Other Species of Animals and Plants in the

Coming Decades Through All Our Ignorance of the Value of Our Only Home all Together now…

In Balancing Force

oF All ToGeTHeR


Yes And


For All What

Our Ancestors

Did so Much Better

Than We Do When

We Become the Tools

And ‘The Clothes’ We Wear

As CuLTuRaL More than the

All Natural Empathic Loving Apes

We Will Better Come FLoWeRinG to Do…

Hehe, i Ain’t Afraid of Naked Women; And Men

Who Must Use Force in Violence Are Machine
Men Robots Indeed Less Than ‘Crickets’ for A Pun For

What the Prime Minister used to Play… Humans Without
Love Empathy And Compassion For All Are Simply Not


As Naturally

Healthily Evolved to Free..
Thanks for the Very Inspiring

Post Aashwinshanker Haven’t

Met Many Dudes Like You Online

From the Farther East Yet Not

Surprisingly When Women

Stay Together Separated

From the Male

Gender they

Don’t Lose

Their Empathy And

Compassion And Actually

Love Seems to Grow Even Stronger

Oh It’s True the More Loving Part of

NaTuRE ALWaYS to Be Valued as Greatest Human Flower…

Perhaps one day The Men of the World Will Grow Up More As Human Beings…

Yet It’s True CuLTuRE Must Change For This to Happen And You Are Helping Here…

Dudes Who



Women As Loving

Beings Simply Thrive More

For This is Human Nature Real..:)

It’s Not A Mountain Top

For A Word Is a Song

And A Step Is A Dance

At Least if Those Two

Become Holy



All That We


Sadly CuLTuRaL

iNSaNiTY Expects So

Much More We Come to

Believe it Prisoners Slaves

We Come to Be Tethered too

Away From Just A Step A Word

A Song Holy And Sacred Dancing

Singing Together Peacefully Foraging

A Day Away WHeRe Everyone Counts

And The Child is the Entire Village to Never

End Raising ToGeTHeR for a Survive and Thrive of Life…




The Tools They Create

That Were Supposed to make

A Dance And Song Of Life Easier

Yet the Dance And Song Essence is Gone

Prisoners Remain the Tools They Create Machines They Become

No Longer A Living Tree With Leaves That Grow and Feed New Living Trees…

SMiLes Akshita So Difficult to Leave Reasons Behind Living Becoming River

Again FLoWinG

Free Now

So Easy

Life Will

CoMe to
BREaTHE NoW iN Ease..:)

Sweet Little Mocking
Bird Sings Songs of Others

It’s A Funny Thing Being Nobody
Without A Name Yet What You Do

To Someone Most Everywhere You
Go As Depositing Some Money
At The Bank A Cashier Said i
Can’t Believe it’s You Standing
Here She Said She Worked at
“Dick’s Sporting Goods” Years

Ago And Loved Watching

me Dance There Like

The Young Couple

At Walmart Videotaping

me Saying When They

Were Kids They Followed

Behind me Dancing With
me At Walmart 7 Years Before

As The Young Folks Asked me
Then In The Summer Of 2014
If i had Any Idea How Famous
i was On Social Media

Yet You Know What’s

Really Sad Is in

A Square Radius

Of 500

Miles in the

Deep South i’m the

Only One Who Dances

Everywhere i Go Just For

Fun The American Indians

Did It Yes Close To Naked

Then Yes For Just Being one

With “The Great Spirit (God)”

No Different than me Yes With

No Reports of Mental Illness

Before Introduced To European
So-Called Buttoned Up Puritan

Ways Of Living

All They

Were MiSSinG

Is Still Free The

Little Mocking

Bird Still Sings

Nobody is God

And So Are We Naked

Dancing Free Just one

With Great Spirit GoDanceSonG

SMiLes From Childhood on So Easy
To Walk Pristine Beaches Losing Time, Distance,

Space And Matter Then Moving Out of ‘Deadline Life’

of School And Work More Away from A Life in Prison

of the Neo-Cortex Achieving An Autotelic Meditative

Flow of Ascending Transient Hypo-Frontality With

Ample Amounts of Frission In Awe of Aesthetically

Pleasing Existence Indeed A Science of the Divine

As Well; Forest Bathing Is Another Secular Term

Of How Folks Experience Divine In Nature And

Even though i Agree with Almost Nothing in the

Brick And Mortar Instructions of Southern Baptist

And Catholic Churches i Experience The Same Essence

of Divine Meditating Autotelic Flow From a Communion of

Other Humans in Emotional Sensory Empathic Energy Singing That Is

Real As Science Shows too ‘My God’ Even Sam Harris Agrees Famous

Atheist In His Science of Human Spirituality too As True i Get The Experience

Just Being Part of a ‘Rush Concert’ too; Yet it’s Been Since the Early 1990’s Since

i’ve Been to A Concert As Such; True, in My Later Years of Work On Call Constantly

Managing and Supervising Other Folks And A ‘Zillion Other Duties’ Didn’t Go to the Beach

For Almost 20 Years; Or Any Churches Either; The Closest Experience to that Divine Meditative

Autotelic Flow Came From Frigging Mowing the Grass; the Best Part of my Life For the Last 11 Years of Work

And Now Through Free Dance in Steps And Free Song in Poetry of Words; These Words Are Only Fuel Left-Over

From the Bliss and Nirvana Divine of Meditating Writing in Autotelic Flow; What’s Really Sad is Science Shows

That ‘Closed Minded More Conservative Folks’ Have a much more Difficult Time Experiencing This ‘Divine’

Science Assessed Experience; Yet of Course That’s What Closed Mindedness Means in the First

Place; An Inability to Achieve Transient Hypo-Frontality, At Least Literally As Such; Truly

Limiting As Meditative Flow As Science Shows Increases Creativity 500 Percent

When Only Achieved 30 Minutes Several Times a Week; Other than

That Science Shows Meditative Flow actually Regenerates Grey

Matter in the Brain And Obviously Regenerates the

Body From Head to toe as it is a Method

To Reduce Stress That Does Wear

All Our Bodily Systems

Down Chronically

And Acutely as Such…

Experiencing All the Illness From

Generally Speaking Autism Burn-out

the Last 11 Years of Work of Chronic to

Acute Stress; i Learned Methods Not to do that

Again that Truly Do Work Without Fail; The Experience

of the Divine For Real; Cross Culturally Defined With Terms

Like Samadhi, Satori, Tao, Chi, Ka, Ki, Prana, Kundalini Rising,

Great Spirit, Holy Spirit, Holy Creative Spirit; The Human Metaphors

That Describe it are Limitless By Form; The Essence of This Divine Experience

Is Unmistakable For Those Who Experience Truly Enough Whole Complete Yes Ocean

Water Wave Whole WHere Any Noun to Describe it is practically Non-Sense As Without

The Experience

Any Words

to Describe

The Divine is Just

Empty Shells With No Essence;

As Far As the Muslim World Goes,

Sufi-Mystics Doing Their Communion

of Spiraling Dervish Free Dancing Achieves the

Same; As Surely A Spiral Dance Brings Moving Meditation

of Divine to me; And the Experience of Frission Related And

Described As A Skin Orgasm From Head to Toe; Sadly too, is assessed

More Difficult for Closed Minded Folks to Achieve as Well; It’s too bad really

As My Experience of Frission Is 10,000 Times Greater Than Just a ‘Standard Orgasm’

For Reproduction;

In Every Cell

And ‘Point


in My


As This



Orgasm is

Peaks and

Plateaus that Stay

of the Divine in Meditative

Autotelic Flow Practiced As

A Great Work of Art In Life;

Again these Words are

Just Fumes of the


of Real Heaven

Within Now; Sadly

The New Testament Talked

About it; Yet never really Provided

Many Poetic Details of the Experience

i Do my Best to Describe it Objectively

Just to Prove to those Who Don’t Experience

it that it exists according to Scientific Measure;

However, Again, Without The Experience Life Remains

Separated And Disconnected From Ocean Whole Water Wave Complete

For True There is No Pre-Planning to the Practice of Heaven Within this Divine

Just the

Do of

The Divine

Now That comes

Freely Often Innately

Instinctually By Methods

Within that Work as i surely

Wasn’t Given Any Instructions to

Write Free Verse Poetry or Spiral Dance

i Just let the River Come to Life Within

And Become Water, Wave Ocean Whole

Or in Quantum Physics, Particle, Wave, Field Whole too…

Again, Without the Experience of the Divine These Are all Just Empty Shells…

Yet it’s Interesting Once one Experiences it Enough There are So Many Aha

Moments Studying Other Cultures Where one Understands Yes the Folks Who

Wrote That Free Verse Poetry Went to the Similar Place i Most Always Exist Now

The Divine


of LiFE Now

The Enough

The Whole


Eternally Now;

And Again, Science Shows

This is Real; Which is Basically

Taking a Horse to the Water;

Yet Not Being Able to

Make the



of the Divine

Water, Wave, Ocean
Whole Enough Complete
Experience of Forevermore Now…

Experiencing the Before And After

Of This; Ya Kinda Wish More People

Will Visit Sooner than Soon So Many
Paths to Arrive; Just Seeking Finding
one that Works And Never Stop Practicing

A Medicine of Heaven Within now; Hehe,

So Many Religions Try to ‘Copy Right’ And

‘Trade Mark’ The Essence of Divine with Forms;

And Sadly Forms Become Worshipped And Essence of Divine is Lost…



And That’s Life too

More Closed Minded As Such…

And Generally Speaking Humans

Who Do Not Actually Treat Other Humans

With Empathy And Compassion Are the Farthest

Ones Away As That is the Part of the Mind That

Comes to Play in Heaven Within Now It’s Not A Cold Place; Very

Warm Indeed; And to Be Clear More Empty Meditative Flow comes without Love too…

i Always Incorporate Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating To Keep Heaven Within Warm True…

And True i come
Here as Yang


Yin More

Colorful Overall too..

Basically Minds More

Systemizing Reasoning

Than Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual…

And to Be Clear this is Just Art of Opinion Mine…

It Works for me; That Much of my Opinion is Irrefutable

As i Do Show Quite a Few Forms of What Empirically Comes As Essence too…

As ‘They’ Say; It’s A Same Old Story; Some Folks Have Divine Eyes and Ears Beyond Organs to See And Hear…

Anyway It’s True Put Two Folks In Nature, A Southern Baptist Singing, A Rush Concert, Writing Poetry

By Instruction of Schooling, And Dancing By Someone Else’s Rigid Instruction too; And One Human

May Experience

Divine Flow

In Meditating

Way And the

Other May Feel

Very Little of the Divine at all…

It’s not Fair really; Yet Change is Possible too..:)


Hehe it’s Safe To Say
Dear Annabel i Am

The Happiest


Who Ever

Lived After

Being The

Emptiest one

oF All At Least

In my UNiVeRSE

Best oF All i


WHeRE i Am Now🙌😁

Ah Yes Dear Annabel
When i Sneeze
Neighbors Around

The Block

Wonder if

A Shot Gun

Blast Went

Off Behind

Closed Doors

It’s Been Noted

As Loudest of All

By Elder Men And
Sadly At Church

Elder Ladies

my Age

May Pee

A Bit in
Shock of
The Sound Yes

When i Belly Laugh
In Public it Goes on

Much Longer my
Wife A Bit More
To A Lot More


Than me Worries

We’ll Get Arrested

For Disturbing

the Peace Hehe

Having too Much Fun

People Have Attempted

To Rain On My




i Release
A Fredtalk

From Outer
Space They’ll

Never Wanna
Hear Again As
They Don’t Come

Back To Feel the Nile
Flood Forevermore

SMiles Like my
Wife Says it’s

A Bit More of
A Challenge to

Live With


World Than

Just Visit With SMiles🤣😁

How Cool; A Gematria Calculator Online; as the Local Catholic

Priest is a Bit Fixated On that Here Lately; So Afraid in Fear

That the Number 6 Is Imperfect And So Worshipping

That The Number 7 is Perfect;

Hehe, True, ‘Sugar

Pills’ Come and

Go Like ‘VooDoo Dolls’
too in Placebo and Nocebo

For Real; Yet Essence All Now Does

ReMain That We Create With Form Expressing Essence DarK

Thru LiGHT to Others; Numerology Calculators Are Interesting too;

Hehe, They Used to Be Free Online; Interesting, it was to find

Myself A Number 1 Path, Number 7 Expression, Number

11 Soul Number; And Tarot Zero Card Number Zero For the

Fool Life Challenge At Birth of Zero That Means i have Free Will

To Do Anything i Wanna Do in Life, After That 3 Ones For the Next

3 Life Challenges That Only Mean i Need Only Affirm What i Wanna Do;

Yes, 0,1,1,1;

All or Nothing



Nothing is Kinda

Boring So i Do the Rest For Fun…

If My Numerology Report Wasn’t

The Coolest Forever Now; i Will Create My Own Now…

Yawn, It All Works Out; Yawn, It All Works Out With Love For All….



i Ain’t Afraid

of Sixes Born

on 6.6.60 And

i Don’t Worship 7’s

Or Only Men or Words Like God

Either As Idols Ain’t my ‘Thing’;

Essence IS WHeRE i For ONE AM NoW…



i AM ALL Loving
Free NoW iN Ease..:)

“i’m UniCornY
Hehe bet
my UniHorn
is Longer than Yours…”

Hehe, Just A Facebook

Magic Memory From Several

Year Ago That Seemed Appropriate

By Chance For Your Blog Post Today Dear Annabel…

God Yes Where

Is Life Without



The Toilet

Bowl of The

Tragic-Comedy That

Other Wise May Often Be Life
And Death And Pleasure and Pain

So Why Does the Devil Get Out of Hell

And Become A Happy Clown For It’s True The

Other Place is For the Sad Face Clowns to Rot




in Pain

And Numb

(at Least

For Me then)

Beyond Sad

So i Dance Everywhere

i go just for Fun Nobody Ever

Expects A Devil to Do it So it is Just All Amazing Happy Joy Moving Poetry

In Grace of the Once Very Awkward Moving Boy And Man till Just Recently

Hehe Here i Am Dancing For Everyone Including my Nice Young Nigerian


Smart FRiEnD…

As Far As i Am

Concerned We Are

All From Human Hehe

Some Days Even me With SMiLes..:)

THeRe is no Best
When one BECoMES
LoVE OnLY Gives..🙂

ThE SuN iS
OuT i aM


i wish i will write you a Poem Now
taking you to Heaven eternally
now forever for when I write
Your Soul i Dance Sing all
Souls it is impossible
to miss you for there
Is no MiSSinG
Water Waves
Ocean Whole
Flows Within Beyond
A Broadest Smile NoW on
God’s Face Within inside outside
Below above all around a Breeze
A Gale Hurricane Winds Soul
Exhales Calm Eye Center
Breath you are you
i Hope
i Wish
I Pray
A Peaceful
SMiLe God’s
Love Within
Swims Water
Wave Ocean
Whole Beyond
Rainbow Colors
Soul i Am For you to Be..🙂

NeWeR UNiVerSe
BeYonD RaiNBoW

i’m UniCornY
Hehe bet
my UniHorn
is Longer than Yours…

Ripley And Horatio Believe iT Or Not
God Sent Little old me to Do All of This At
53 if THiS NuMBeR reMinds You oF A Verse

Avenues All PrePaReD A WaY iS HeaR
So What The Hell is Stopping You From
Doing ‘John 14:12’ As Greater Works Than A Jesus Story

Take It From A Canary In A Coal Mine Breathing Again If
You Do Not Find A Way to Exercise Your Love (GoD) Muscle

You Can/Will Lose IT

Presents Soul

Presence Soul

Dear Savvy






Soul No No Distance
Space Time or Matter

Soul Is All Soul Is Allnowgodlove…

to: Just ‘A Matter’ Unwrapping Essence From: Form..:)

My Wife is Getting Her

Hair Cut Always A Sad

Day For me to See
Her Pacific Islander

American Indian

(With A Tinge of

Auburn Irish)

Mane of

of Black Beauty

Go Shorter Today

Hehe i Started Losing

The Hair on the Crown of

my Head at 18 Years-Old

i Am Just Happy to Still Have

Some As My Best Hair-Stylist

Friend Said She Could Guarantee

i Would Be Totally Bald by 40 Haha..



Day Still


Oh Summer Oh Summer

How Fortunate in Florida i am

to Have Nigerian And South Asian

Ancestors in my ’23 And me Chromosome

Report’ From the 1800’s And More Recently French So Irish Green

to Blue And Black Forest German And Yes Viking Scandinavian Eyes

Still Get to Have Some Brown Skin Now And Then to Protect From

Dreams Going

A Way Bit too Pale

European Burnt…

Oh Gosh Brown

People Are Just

So Dominate in Every Sunshine Way…

No Wonder Really White People

Get so Dam Angry…

Dear Puerto Rican

New York





Just Don’t

Have Many ‘Pure
White FRiEnDS’ And That’s Okay Hehe..

Like When i Was in School The Black Folks

Were Most often the ones Kind to me and the

Girls too of course Something Seems to Always

Be Bugging White Males And i Know what it is Hehe…

It’s Not

A Secret

To Them at LEAST..

And It’s totally A Myth And

Foolish Oh Go Figure Summer Dreams…

Just A Quick Note In Reference to the
Unvaccinated Office Workers in South Florida
DEAD The Delta Variant Will Kill Your Ass GET VACCINATED NOW…

Yes, My Twenty


Great Indian Women

Poetry FRiEnDS

In Perfect Health

Could Give

You Advice too

Yet Some Are DEAD

And Never Had the

Opportunity to Get Vaccinated At All…

Ya Ever Hear the Term Stool Pigeons As

Doves in Church And Sitting Ducks Well If

20 Percent of the totally Unmasked Mass is

Only Vaccinated As That Audience Caters to

All Stuff Conspiracy Theories Still They Have No

Idea What May Be Coming Next as the Virus Will

By Pass

All the

Holy Waters

Of Fools AS Humans

Are Providing The Perfect

Killing Fields For The Virus to Continue to Evolve…

Where The Really ‘Smart’ ‘Florida Men And Bishops’

Yes Politicians Seek Higher Office And BuckS iN
Money Turning Over


More Than


Of Breathing

Life Still to Breathe Longer…

Yet Do Understand It IS ‘YOU’ Who

Are At Risk Now Karma And Natural

Selection Work The Same way the Ignorant Fall Away…

Yet it is also True Children too Young For Vaccination no Defense

Now Except



And Masks As

The Priest Applauded

All the Children The Sittiing

Ducks the Stool Pigeon Doves

In the Crowded Unmasked Mass

With No Social Distancing Don’t Give

Me No Bull CR8P About the Sancity

of UnBreathing Life When ‘You’

Have Zero Concern

For the Little


Ones Amongst

The Mass of


Now Still So Sure A Few

More May Have to Die before

Change Comes Again Yet the

Vaccinated Will Remain Safe…

As Remember Ignorance Harms Rapes

Maims And Kills Most The Saddest Human

‘Trump Pandemic’

As Ironically

The ‘Other


Of ‘Revelation’

Comes True It’s all a

Matter of Self-Fulfilling

Prophecies For However

The Masses Read The Poetry
The Stories of Their Life And Death





Wake The F Up FOR REAL

All of Life Dance
And Song All



Yet Becoming


Art Dreams Come Fruition Free

SMiLes Dear Soni Your Writing

Contest So Nice Yet True Missing

Soni’s Soul of Poetry Free Now Too..:)

Lovely Poetry

Of True Love

HeaR Rings Sweet

Nice Collaboration
Soni And Anushaka With SMiLes..:)

OMG Synchronicity! Just Like MaGiC i was/Am Just

Thinking/Feeling/Extra Sensory Perceiving

i Miss Rue’s Stories It Hasn’t really Been

That Long Yet She is So inspiring

Her Poetry Always Stimulates

my Soul in All Ways

Yet to come

to Page
For It’s

True Souls Do Flow
There is no Predictability

Words Carry Souls Along With

The MuSiC oF God Deep WiTHiN

SPiRiT Ascending Transcending

All Know For heART




More Light

As Bird Wings

Fleeing All PriSons

of Before All that’s Left

Is Winds of God Singing Freeing

Please Please come often to Play with me…

i realize i probably am no one’s best friend

forever Yet one Yet still Please Please

Come Play with me Tell me

All The Stories

Yet to


So Freely

So Freely

Rue’s Winds Wing Soul..:)

Healthiest Act You May Ever Do Be Naked in Nature
ReMeMBeRinG Now You Are Truly Nature God
Free Wings Seeing Acting Being i AM

Just FLoWeRS Reaching Sun
Everywhere So Nice to Have

Older Couples Past 50 and 60 Like Us Join Nudist
Camps Luster Not Such An Issue Yet She Would

Just A Side Note: Doesn’t Matter What Katrina is
Doing Still A 10 Grasping Gatorade In Winn Dixie

Off-Top-Wine-Grace-Shelf Life@51

Til Tuesday Usually
A Gift Of Exotic
Native Birds And
Colorful FLoWeRS

Of The State

So Named

Yet For Today

Hehe Same Old

Same Old Biggest

Book At Least online

In Creation On Wing

Little Old me i Dance

And Sing A Hero



Is Just

Someone Who

Loves To See You
LiGHT Up Wings

See Higher Than Lower
Bird Songs Dancing Mornings
🦅 🦢 🐦 🤗🏝🌸🌺

Hehe Tea💥
Still Way💥
Too Much💥
Space Juice Mariana💥🤣




“And All That
And This Jazz”

Coloring SMiles
Distant Dreams
Strawberry PinK 🍓🌸😊

SMiles Dear Sohair Super
Strawberry Full Moon
Brings Muse Both


And Blues

Never The

Less Moon Magic
For Those With Child
Eyes New Currently Celebrating

15,053 Miles oF Public Dancing
Hehe Taking A Break At Home
Dancing Neighborhood Slow



Used Body
Parts Some Ease
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD☺️🌹🏝

SMiLes Dear Xenia Summer Relief
Indeed Breathing Maskless
Ease All Vaccinated
Safe Free



BacK iN

Groove Never
Ending Flow Arriving Still NoW

Nature’s Gate PLeaSinG
Free Play Shining Through
AlwayS OPen So Dear Breathing

OPen SMiLes
TRails of
Come Unmasked

Waves SMiLinG

Shortest Night
Longest Day
Solstice Shines
Returns SMiLe

Big Blue Room
Nature’s Muse
Moonlight’s Home

My my Dear Xenia Spiral Foot Prints

Of Nature Synchronicity too Leaving

Tracks of Nature Everywhere i Go

Now For 15,053 Miles Celebrating
That NoW iN 93 Months True i’ll


A Bit

For You too
Spiraling PHI

Flow Breathes
Within Dancing Singing Free
Hope All You Love is Loving Life

Hehe Easier to See my Spiraling Free Wild
Nature PHI Tracks in Slow Mo Flow Dreams

“Buildings Fall Trees Grow Where Will We Go” Just A
Little Something i Wrote Last July After “Rushing Flu Away”
In January 2020 Before i Was Told By Doctor’s Likely


For Both

me And Katrina

True Infrastructure
And Climate is Finally
Getting Remedies That Care A Bit

And At Least Vaccinations Protect Some Life

‘Things’ Fall Apart Trees Continue Breathing

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Although 7 Days

Shouldn’t Seem

Too Long Just

A Week Still Checking
to See Making Sure All

Is Okay With You With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Rafiah

Oh No, i Am So Late

Three Months Late to
be Inspired By Your
Poetry Here Yet

It’s True

i See You
Happy Now

And This Does
Not Sound too
Happy At All

Yet Now

of Heaven
Now Instead my FRiEnD
For Life’s Breath Within For Real..:)

i Just CaMe
Here to
Hi.. i Love
You FRiEnD
Just ’cause
i Can.. i Will
i Want to… SMiLes..🙂

to and Fro
Push and pull
mix and Match
FLickering Flame
Erotic Body Poetry
Romancing Words
Of Winter
Yes ‘Midsummer
Dream’ i See Her Light
Saint Elmo’s Fire awakes
With me each morning
She still
A Passion
Play of

Some Humans LiVE ArTS ETeRNaL God EYes NoW iN HeaVeN OTHeR
Humans Die ReaSons Out of Heaven Away Eternally God THeNoW

THeRe is No ReaSoN ‘HeR SonG Went to Number One’ on YouTube
Trending OTHeR Than God’s Art Yes to Be NaTuRE (SoN) oF GoD NoW

The Other Animals Never Ask WHeRe God is They Are NoT!
NearLY THiS SLoW THeRE is No Escape From: God NoW!

Or AsK A CaT oR A Dog oR A MounTaiN VaLLeY

Lioness Roar too… CLuE EQuaLS Y o U i N o W

AN ULTiMaTE Trump Shirt WHere i Live: Jesus JL Lives
Corinthians 6:17: Who Ever Is United With The Lord Is

One With Him in Spirit

You’ll Feel the Divine when Tears of Ecstasy Stream Down YouR Face

It’s True You’ll See it at a Moving Rock Concert or a Southern Baptist
Gospel Singing Holy Creative Sacred DiViNE SPiRiT does not DiSCriminate

Have Ya tried Hours of Edging Tantric Sex with your Partner
Or Heaven Yes Solo that’ll take Ya Out of Your Neo-Cortex

into Flow

‘THeY’ JusT Turn Away continuing THeir FRownING Existential

SuFFeRinG ON EartH

Open Minded Feeling Sensing Bodied Folks MosT ALways
Get to Heaven First As Heaven iS Now And Never A Closed

in Place

Real Lionesses Do NoT have Any Need to be TiTLeD
KinGS ReaL LioNS oF i AM Need No NaMES aT aLL

TRuE A Lioness May Wake Up And Not Go Back to

Sleep aT aLL NoW

It Seems The Loss Of
Freedoms has Made More
Folks Cognizant of the
Importance of
An Empathy
Expanding Exercise
For those Who Feel..🙂

Humans Raised
Without Empathy
Is Hard to Extinguish




Machines Alone😊

“Logically we must at least give them at least the same consideration
as any other young human, young humans who we usually instinctively
value more than adult humans – illogically.”

This Reminds me of the Only Solution Some Folks

Will Provide When Someone Who Is Sad

As The Direction May Be

“Please Don’t

Be Sad” As From

Their Point of View

Human Emotions Have

Simply An Off and On ‘Trolley Switch’

For ‘Trained Emotions’; Although They ‘Should’ ‘Know’ Better

Yet This is What One Feels Senses Over ‘Think’ to Understand…

Love Comes into the Equation of this issue; Obviously, Overall, Parents

Are Gonna Value Their Born Children That They Are Actually Emotionally

Bonded With More Than A Developing Human Within; No ‘Train Trolley Test’

Needed to Understand

This Equation

For Those

Who Have Ever

Been A Parent; i For

One Will Truthfully Say i Have

Been A Parent For a Short-Time in

My Life From An Experiential Perspective

Of Humanity Feeling And Sensing Reality

of the Parent And Child Bond, Obviously Ya Ain’t

Got A Clue of What You Are Speaking of my FRiEnD;

Be Very


If You’ve Ever

Been A Parent

With Such A Cold

And Inhumane Analysis

of The ‘Equation At Hand’;

A ‘Turing Test’ May Be in Order in This Case it seems…

And It’s Ironic How Empathy And Compassion Is Somehow Lost in All the

Complex Emotional Issues Associated With This Entire Human Situation…

For People

Who Say


‘Care’ About Humans…

It’s A Work of Art And
Never a Science Project of Logic Alone…

And There is Emotional Intelligence Required

To ‘See’ More Aspects of The Complex Human Emotional Issues Associated At Hand;

Again, Not A Work of Science Alone; A Very Complex Human Condition to Fully Consider indeed…

Yet Unless one Has the Tools of Empathy And Compassion to See Farther than Their Own Considerations;



A Lost Cause

For Understanding More…

Yet Change Is Most Always A Possibility…

Always Welcome to Clarify And Validate Your Analysis; It Just Sounded A Bit Far Removed From the Reality of Nature.

And Surely Not Illogical In Terms of Instinct As The Bond Between All Living Human Beings in Terms of

Oxytocin, the Neurohormone, Is The Glue that Keeps Social Animals Together; True, Humans Tend to

Grow a Bit More Unlovable As They Age as They Get All Caught Up in Mechanical Cognition; And Often Lose

The Warm And Fuzzies That Even Make Humanity What it is; At Least As Much as A Pack of Dogs As Dogs

Serve As A Human Substitute For That Human Connection Precisely As They Help Generate the Warm

And Fuzzy Neurohormone Oxytocin Connection that Reduces Anxiety And Enhances OverAll Well Being

And Healing Tremendously; So The Dogs Get To Accompany Their Owners to Walmart To

Make the Whole Experience Ironically Seem More Humane With Their Canine Friends…

My Child Got To Spend 51 Days in Only Pain At a Children’s Hospital;

Basically, Just So Medical Science Could Help Him Stay Alive Those Days;

As From Day One, The Doctors Understood Where He Was Eventually Going

After A Third of a Million Dollars to Help Him Breathe in Only Pain for 51 Days…

We Had Great Insurance; The People Across the Street in A Similar Situation Did Not;

They Sacrificed All their Material Goods to Keep their Child Alive; It’s True, It’s Part of

Nature; Other Mammals Take Priority One Over All Stuff Existence in Supporting the Bond

Of Their New Offspring through Making it on their Own; Hey Baby, I’m Pro-Life too; Yet Like

70 Percent of Other Americans Polled, Pro-Choice, As i Understand How Dark Life Will Get in Just

About Every God Dam Way Life Will Come And Go Away; Again, Mostly it Depends on All the Places

One has Been in Life; This Issue is Way too Dam Complicated for One Binary Answer Other Than Choice;


In this

Case is Far

Removed From

A ‘0 Or 1 Bit’ Solution…

Anyway, ‘The Debate Link on

Abortion’ for those Who Are interested

in All the Pros And Cons Are Surely Thoroughly

Discussed in ‘Provided Links From Wiki’; The Real

Life Emotional Considerations From Actual Life Experiences Helps

Finalize my Decision And Likely The Other 70 Percent of Humans Who See A Bigger Picture too in the U.S…

Of Which 66 Percent Are Pro-Life As Far As The Way They See Existence; They Understand Really Bad Stuff

Happens in Life;

Even If It’s


Happened to Them….

The Snake of Nature Eats the Snake…

Lots of Ups and Downs and Hard Decisions to make…

And This One Will Never Be A Decision That is Only A Binary Yes or No, Alone…

Anymore Than The Rest of the Spectrum of What is; Always Changing Always Different….



Is Change…

Yet Again, In A Democracy,

’24 Percent’ Or so of the Country is

Now Doing Whatever It Can And Will

In Underhanded Ways By Arms of Representation to Keep

Their Political Power to Dominate Others Who are the Majority…

The Days are Numbered; The Days are Numbered For Political
Control at Least; Yet That Kind of Nature Will Always Exist as

Part of Human Nature too… No,

Not Suggesting You Don’t Have

Emotions; Perhaps Just


And the


Empathy That

Easier comes With Experience…

At 33, i Surely Didn’t Understand

A Fuller Gravity Of All of This, Until i Actually Had a Child at 37;
It is often Suggested That Many Men Don’t Become ‘Fully Human’ Till then
Where They Are Willing to actually Lay Their Lives Down for Another Breathing Human…

Yes, It’s Very


Core to
Our Very


of Being Human Now…

For Without it; We Wouldn’t Continue to Exist…

With A Couple or More Decades it takes to Mature…

With Parents at Least That Hold Us In Value over

All other considerations.

i Had One Parent Who Did,

And One Parent Who Did Not…

The Second One is Where my

Autism Spectrum And My Sister’s

Autism Spectrum Comes From Challenging Socially Empathically Emotionally Indeed

As True, It Is Assessed As A Condition Where Social Empathic Abilities are at Deficit…

And The Fact Is Some Folks Are Just Not Cut Out to Either Nurture Children or Endure A Pregnancy…

It’s Part of Nature too; Morally Describe it However one Chooses too; Yet It’s Part of Nature And Real Life too…

And Every

Case Is


So Choice is

Truly A Rational Decision…
Just My Opinion Among A
70 Percent Other ‘Moral Majority’..:)

Yeah Akshita So Someone In Authority

Yeah Akshita So Someone in Familiarity of Family

Yeah Dear Akshita So Someone in the Trust of Love




A Stranger
Abused Love,
Familiarity, or Power
of Authority To Take

What is Not Theirs The

Personhood And Free Will

Of Another Human Being

Not to Be Stolen Away

As Property Becomes

Body Parts to





So They Were
Held Responsible

So They Will Not

Get Away With it Taking

Advantage of Power, Familiarity

And Trust Of Love For It isn’t Okay A

Woman Is Human too Fully She is Not

Just a Tool She is A Full Human With Personhood

Free And If She Loses Her Freedom So Will They

Or They

Will Do

It Again

God Yes

There Are


to Pay So They

Will Understand Other

Lives Now Are Worth As

Much As Their Human Being…

Sadly Even Marriage Doesn’t End the Reality of Rape
As in Some Areas of India About 44 Percent of Women

Report Marital Rape As That is A REAL KIND OF RAPE
Also Sadly Legal Allowed In Many Countries Still Using Religion

As A Basis For Justification For Women to Submit Their

Every Freedom

Still to

A Dominate

Husband Truly

Sado Masochism

Is Still Built into

Some of the



Religions of

Both Judeo-Christian
And Islam Sacred Text
Traditions For Women

Who Do Not Scream Out

Loud Enough in Rape

Are Still Put to


in Third World

Countries in the name

of God, Country, And Honor

Even if they Do Scream Out

in Blood Curdling Yells of Torture
As Clerics Still Rape Little Boys in
Pakistan and Other Muslim Countries

Prime Minister In Pakistan Justifies
Rape for Women’s Freedom to Dress

As They Choose Saying Men Are too
Weak to Be Even Human As Devil Rules

As Catholic Bishops Stay Quiet When the

Children Are Priest and Bishop Raped in Pews of Catholic

Churches As Most Women Raped Are Raped By Closest Family

Members, So-Called Friends And Lovers Devil True A Culture That

Does Not Profess Full Personhood For Women in Even Speaking About

Spiritual Matters on Their Own is Also A Kind of Rape of Soul too By Force of





Just Recently

A Little Over A Hundred
Years Ago Gaining the Right

To Vote in the United States

Nearly Half of Young Women

Brought Up in the So-Called Christian

Traditions i’ve Known Have Been Raped

By A Closest Family Member Mostly Father’s

As The Silence of The Lambs Are Too Afraid too

Speak For Their Even Ability to Survive As They Depend

On those Still Who Torture them For Life For Power For Authority

That Is Abused As A Woman’s Reproductive Parts Are all they Are Worth

To Men Raised Without Empathy And Love For All of Nature No Longer Sadly

Just to Compete And Dominate And Own All That Comes to Be Unfree In Life

Without Free Agency To Survive and Thrive True There is Another Way God Yes

Love that


Over Domination

That Competes to Own

When Women Are Reduced

to the Only Value of Their Reproductive

Parts When Women Are Not Even allowed

To Speak Freely Spiritually With Tongues of God Free

SMiLes Increasingly Women Are Becoming In Charge

And It is Increasingly MaKinG Men Not Gardened and Born

Of Love Yes


Butt Hurt

For It’s

True They Go Against

Nature The Nature of

Love And Cooperation

That is the True Nature of Humanity

Before It is Raped And Taken Away Almost From Birth…

For You See Men Who Rape Have Usually Already

Been Raped of Soul…

Whether That

Be Cleric


or Daddy…

It is the Similar

Competition to Dominate

Over Cooperation of Love…

SMiLes Dear Annabel Hope this isn’t A First
Hand Account Yet It’s True in Nigeria Close
to 1 in 3 Women Experience This and in
The United States 1 In 6 And Those are

Just the Folks Who Said Yes

And Are Not


Quiet in the

God Awful Reality

of What Nightmares

Humans Are Created into

Out of Balance Where Nature

Overall is to Rape and Own Instead of

Love, Give, Share, Care, Compassionately
Kindly With Courage and Least Harm For All

Oh Only

If the


Cop Jesus’

Version Will Be
Born And Raised
Again Particularly in Men…

Actually it is Love and Cooperation

That is the Total Win Empirical Results

On my Blog Reveal the Ecstatic SMiles

Real Cooperation and Love in Dance And Song Brings…

Teach Your Sons to Dance And Sing Poetry They Will
Never Seek to

Rape again…

Not Just


The Rest of

Nature True too

And Sure Daughters

May Dance And Sing
Heaven True too For Only Now..:)

‘TRumP’ is No
Longer President
That Is Always


And Overall
Human Kind

Yet The “Trump
Meme” Of Toxic
Patriarchy Will


Its Ugly
Heads Dear Nan…

Me too
Every FLoWeR
Potential to Bloom🙌😊

Happy Blooms🌸
And SMiLes Indeed🌺😊
Still FLoWeRinG Dear Yeka

Coloring SMiles
Distant Dreams
Strawberry PinK 🍓 🌸 😊

Me too
Every FLoWeR
Potential to Bloom🙌😊

Transforming New Moons True
Yes First Came A Pink Super Full
Moon in May Now A Strawberry
Full Moon In June Waiting
For The Colors to Change
To Gift All That’s Left is to
Paint Moon i Remember
33 Full Moons Ago


Angel Then





Of Form
Arms Stretching
Across Painting Moonlit

Sea Nostalgia




Coloring SMiles
Distant Dreams
Strawberry PinK 🍓🌸😊




Seed Dances Sings Too
Humans You Cannot Eat Money

Last Of 7 Videos Celebrating 15,053 Miles oF Public Dancing
in 93 Months At Walmart In Pace; ET, Godzilla, Kong Dance-Off…

Lovely Photos..
Please continue
To Share… All
Is Poetry
For it
Images our
HeART Sees…

SMiLes mY
Not uNtiL
All Humans
See A Religion
Of Love Within
No Borders
oF Fear
Hate Of
As A Never
Ending Practice
OF LiGht iN LoVinG
Differences As LiFe…


True It’S Not Always Pussy Cats
And Paradise Beaches THeRE iS
SHaDoW AnD ScarS And Road
Kill From Cultural Cancer too Sadly Yes…

50 Percent of ‘Forward Thinking’ Millennials Planned on Moving

Back in their Parents Homes Before the Pandemic in 2019
And Those Are The College Educated Folks Who Cannot

Even Afford to Live On Their Own; Effective Education For

Family Planning, Contraception, And Yes, If That Doesn’t

Work A Choice For ‘the Other Option’ is No Longer A Question

of Basic Survival;

It IS A Given; Many

Young Folks Cannot

Afford to Have Children

And Are Surely No Where Close

to Handling The Responsibility That

Entails Nurturing All The Way Through

Taking Care of The Whole ‘Thing’; When Child

Care And Maternity Leave Is Not Affordable/Available;

And One Parent Working Households While the Other

Parent Takes Care of the Child is Largely A Luxury of the Past…

Yet Again, Humanity is Way out of Balance With the Rest of Nature;

Youth in Japan are Losing Interest in Even Having Sexual Relations At All

Per the ‘Biblical Definition’ At Least; And of Course Fertility is Down 4 Percent in the U.S.

This Year As It Was Already Falling 2 Percent a Year before the Pandemic; The United

States With 4 Percent of the Global Population Consumes 40 Percent of Humanity’s

Resources to Live on Earth; If The Rest of the World Comes Up to ‘Our Standard Of Living’,

The Whole Nature of Earth is In Big, Bigger ‘Human Pandemic Trouble’; Again, ‘You’ May Feed A Starving

Child With A Fish

Yet A ‘Zygote’

Just Won’t

Provide Much Nutrition;

As That’s Just a Metaphor Where

Priorities of Reality of Surviving Must Come
First; No Matter How Feathered The Nests of Others Are…

It’s Like ‘Abstinence’; Morals Don’t Matter When Reality Comes First And Home…

Keeping Human Population At Bay; Is Morality For All Of Existence on Earth; Yet
Of Course, i See A Bigger Nature God Than One Dude, Or Last Book, or Prophet As Such…

Meh, Nature Is All That Is; Including Us, Subject to Requirements for Balance; Harder or Easier by

-Our Touch

Franklin D Roosevelt Surely Stands Out Among those Overcoming/Healing
Health Challenges And We Most All In the United States May Appreciate the
Benefits Social Security Affords As Without it There Would Be So Much
More Poverty/Suffering in The United States Yet of Course Although He

is Widely Considered One of the Greatest United States Presidents

He Also Incarcerated Japanese

Restricted Jewish Immigration

During the Holocaust And

Didn’t Support Laws to

Prevent Lynching of

African Americans

Though Should His Face Be

Taken Off Mount Rushmore

Nope As All Humans Have Serious Flaws
If We Can Not Look Past the Flaws of Others

Discarding them only For Their Shortcomings

We Only Shorten Our Longcomings More Doc..:)

SMiLes Dear Mariana, Have
You Ever Seen a 338,630 Word
EPiC Long Form Free Verse Poetry

Blog Post Yes Hehe only

in one Blog Post

At Least

One Exists

Published on 4.28.2016

And It Was Only A Prelude to

7 MiLLioN Word ‘Nether Land Bible’

In 5 Years of Effort Starting About A Month

After That Publish Date on 5.26.16 Landmarking The

Milesone And Featnote in the Current Blog Post Indeed

To Put it in Perspective The Linked Blog Post is .4 Times the

Size of the Old King James Bible And 4 Times The Size of

The Quran And More Where the Old King James Sized Effort

Takes My Wife an


Year to
Read; Yes, No, Not Mine;

She sticks with Older News…

Anyway More Than A Lifetime of

What Most Folks Blog in a Single Post

Just For Fun; As i surely Understood no one would likely ever read it…

Thing is That’s How A Person Comes to Generate their Own Happiness

Being Able to Do that Makes Life Quite A Breeze in For Giving Thank Giving Ease…

Haha Yet actually People Did Read it As it Was Simply A Copy And Paste of Poetic

Responses to other Folk’s Poems From the International Poetry Site “dVerse” then



Blog i am

The Record

of What i Do

Is Just A CaTaLoGuE

Cat 6 Hurricane of WHeRE i’Ve Been
And Continue to Breeze By of Course…

As Actually Overall i’ve Written Close to 13 MiLLioN
Words Online Without Missing A Day Consecutively
For 3866 Days Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010, 11.25.2010

And Of Course Been Writing The Longest EPiC Long Form Poem

Bible Ever of Which All the Above And Lots More is Part of Titled

“SonG oF mY SoUL” 9.4 MiLLioN Words Now in 94 Months Arriving
At Close to 12 Times the Size of the King James Size Effort on the
8 Year Anniversary of that Effort on 8.18.2021 And Yes Of Course
9.6 MiLLioN Words Close to 120 Times The Size of the Quran that took 23 Years to
Receive in Flow of Spirit Poetry And Many Centuries More For Bound Print Books…

6.26.2021 Is the Anniversary Month Date of What i am Currently

Writing About Now 15,053 Miles oF Public Dance As of 94 Months Tomorrow

See How This Works Blog Post Shaped Poem in Every Comment Everywhere i Go HAha…
Sprained My Shoulder Intensely At the Gym Slowing Down A Bit Today As my Mickey Mouse

Hand Ain’t
Working too Good..

Hard to Even Lift The
Mouse Up Off the Mouse Pad

Just Goes to Show Some Days i’m ‘Human’ too

Or At Least ‘Snoopy’, “It Was A Dark And Stormy Night”…



In Kenya

Dear FRiEnD!..:)

Thanks Dear 🌞 🌞🌸🎼
Xenia Cheers to 🌞 😁🌺
You All Loving Summer Now

Hazy Moon
Yet Full
Of Tunes🎼😊

Ah Sweet Spot
When Believing
No Longer Knowing



FLoWinG Faith
Tween Apathy
Anxiety SaME Different🌊
Place Forever Now Waves🌊🌊

Free Xenia🌺😊

Hehe i Tell Everyone
Everything And See
Everyone As FRiEnD


Judge me
Or Not And

Always For Give
As There is Nothing
To Lose Yet me Beyond



it Seems Like
Like A Zillion
People Love me

Dancing Free

Everywhere i Go
And a very few



All of me
Hehe took
me Long


To Feel


i Am Happy
Being A FRiEnD
To Everyone i Meet

Now And Don’t
Expect anyone
To return the Favor

Pleasantly Surprised

When they Do With SMiles

And Often totally


To Find



Really Care

Just Happy To
Have A FRiEnD
Now And Then With


SMiLes Dear Savvy
Dance Speaks


Others Up

Feet Become Song
Celebrating 15,000 Miles
oF Public Dancing This Way
Now For 15,053 Miles in 93 Months

So Many SMiLes iN LiGHT Generating
Dance Paths Spiraling UNiVeRSE Whole..:)

Giver Most
Gifted Giving
Is Receiving Most😊

Dear Savvy
Your Words
ALWaYS Treasure😊

Thanks Dear
Sohair Keep
Dear FRiEnD🌹😊

my FRiEnD
For All the
Inspirations Savvy😊

SMiLes The High School Changed the Rules

To Allow me And Another Sophomore Girl

To Enter the National Honor Society

As Before We Came Along

Lowest Year Allowed

And True

Strangely Enough
As Domesticated As
i Was Then my FRiEnDS

Were Wild Feral And Free
True i looked Older than all
The Other Children They Talked
me into Buying Them A Case of
Beer At Sweet Sixteen And Then
They Got in A Wreck And The Boy’s
Mother Said Just Because You Look
So Much Older You Shouldn’t Be Contributing
to the Delinquency of The Other ‘Minors My Age’
She Was Gonna Get the Judge After me Until Her

Son Woke Up in
The Hospital Then

And Confessed

They Talked me

Into Buying What i
Had No Interest in Drinking at all
And Yeah one of the Friends Was
Also Super Smart Yet Still Couldn’t
Help The Thrill of Stealing Advanced
Math Tests by Breaking Into the Math Class
After Hours Sure Enough One Eventually Went
to Jail for 7 Years for Selling Hard Drugs The Other
one Went the Way of Alcoholism They Reformed And

Are Super Straight


Christians Who

i Don’t Meet Their

Special Grade Of

Holy Water And Capes Anymore

And That’s Okay As They Conformed

Into Who They are now And i Set myself Free to Be More of me..
Anyway True i Walked The Beaches When Young And Felt Like An
Outcast Luca Sea Monster too.. And It’s Okay As the Sun Still Shined on me Fine


Still Does..:)

True Colors Nations
Blue And Green
Apple of Our





SMiLes Savvy..:)





At Your Peril Ignore YouR Shadow
Never Invite YouR Dragon Within
to Come Out and LearN to PLaY NicE NoW FoR ReaL

Katrina Still has a Scar From Burning Her Hand and i Still
Have A Scar in Burning my Soul Yet Victory of Love Still Lives as me


Nope LEarning is Not Always Fun It may Be Effortless Yet No Not Always Fun And it
Also may Yet Be so So Hard And So So Much Fun

Beauty iS A MAGiC NoW
Nature We Co-Create
And touch no given
A Gift Present
aT aLL Sunset
DRaws Morning Beauty
True Colors Beyond Sunrise Now…🙂

God Bless You Too
Dear Sohair And
All You

Greetings Dear Sohair Thanks
For Words of Kind Concern

True Enduring Pain

For Years Brings

Great Patience


When More Comforting
Days Come Best oF All it

Increases Compassions For the
Troubles Other Folks Face in Life

Seeing Dark Places That Do Indeed
BREaTHE Living Dead too.. And Yes Dear

FRiEnD Even though Machines are Destined

to Control Our Lives Really No Going BacK NoW

Instead of the Tools Mastering Us We May Master the

Tools for Love Caring Giving Sharing With Least Harm For

All Even More And Who Knows Perhaps Machines Will Set

More And

More Folks

Free to Actually More

Become Human Breathing

Than Just Cogs in Machines

WE aRe After All Still Human

We BREaTHE THiS Way Free
Best iNDeed LoVE iNCaRNaTE All..:)

SMiles Dear FRiEnD Thanks For Your Words of Concern And Kindness

Hehe Remember my Purple Finger Crushing it Between the 100 Pound

Iron Plates At The Gym Well i Never Had to Take an Advil for That

Yet this One Got Quite Inflamed And Throbbing Hehe i literally

Could Hardly Use the Mouse for my Computer Just

Moving it across the Pad Yet the Advil Helped

Reducing the Inflammation And It seems
to Be Healing up in Recovery Nicely today

Yesterday i Walked 5 Miles and Swinging

My Arm Aggravated it A Bit So i am Just

Walking A Bit in my Back Yard Very Slowly

Today keeping My Arm totally Straight i feel

Like in A Few Days i May Be Good As New

Good News that it feels Much Better today

And it’s Odd as i didn’t feel it until i Laid on
My Shoulder in Bed on Wednesday Night

As Usual i did A Zillion Different Exercises

That Day Including Walking Miles Before Bed

Been Through This Before Off and On in Life
i Tend to Be Pretty Good at Slowly Naturally Rehabilitating
Myself even stronger before Just Move Slow Until a full Range

of Movement Doesn’t Hurt Anymore And Interestingly in Other

Little Injuries in my Public Dance Journey i’ve Learned to Accommodate

Small Injuries With New Ways of Dance That Also Balance me Greater too..
Sure Would Love to Help You on Your Fitness Journey Interested to See What

Kind of Environment You Have to Exercise in what kind of Equipment might be
Available to You.. As it Doesn’t Have to Be too Complex As Long As You Move

All Your Body Parts And Use Gravity to Make Yourself Stronger As You Go too..

Remember You Doing Assisted Push-ups Before Doing Yoga on Mats in the Gym
When You Lived in the UAE Both Are Great Particularly the Natural Meditation And
Stress Relief that Comes With Yoga And None of Those Activities Require Much Equipment

You Jog A Bit As i remember Yet That Can be Kinda Hard on the Joints of A Person’s Body
As i used to Run 10K Races in my Twenties For Almost 10 Years until my Hip Joint started
Hurting a bit And i Played Tennis For A Decade in my Teens And Likely That is Part of why

i still Have some off and on Minor Issues with my Right Elbow and Shoulder as i surely Made
About A ‘Zillion’ Powerful Tennis Serves Through All that Decade of Life Since Age 12 then

Yet Honestly What Really Helps me Repair Fast is All the Strength Training i have Done
With Weights Since 12 Years Old as Doing That Lifelong Releases Alot of Human Potential
Particularly For Someone Who Keeps Up with it all their life as it Releases Human Growth
Hormone that Naturally Heals Faster And Of course Slows the Aging Process too Dramatically

As i Still Feel Every Bit As Young And Actually Empirically Stronger Than i Did in my Youth of Young Twenties…
Best of All i Have Practically Zero Anxieties Yet it’s the Public Dance That Has Rid me of All my Fears Hehe i don’t




Ready just

yet to Start a

Public Dance Journey

Yet Honestly, It’s Worth Never

Experiencing Anxiety

Again in one’s Life

i Don’t Think Most Folks can

Truly Imagine What Life Feels

Like Living Fear Free As Fear is the

Source of All Human Weakness As

Fear is What Takes Joy And Connection

To Others Away Most Thanks for Caring

About me today For True Caring Goes

A Long Way NoW to Healing my FRiEnD..:)

HeHE i ReFuse to Nominate You

Yes i Will Reward You Today






Yes Just Like Sunshine too Yet

That is An Official Word Press Nomination

For Awards And i Just Don’t Do Official or

Plan Anything Out Just Overflowing Nile i Flood

In Words

Oh Lord

i Am Different

You See For When

i First Started Blogging

i Was Kinda Happy No one

Was Etch A Sketching Likes on

my Blog Page or Commenting as

i Never Had to Be Concerned About

Offending Anyone So i Got to GO ALL OUT

EXPReSSinG All my Human Freedoms with

No Distractions at all Besides that Before that

in Hell i Visited A Website Where Part of the

Condition Was Folks Who Do Not Reciprocate

Social Communication Unless

They Are Trying to

Win Some

Kind of

Debate Competition
Hehe.. Oh to Ascend

And Transcend All Human

Competitions Just For the

Win of FLoW iN Art of Bliss Autotelic
And Nirvana Whole Complete Enough

So How Much Investment Have i put
Into Labor Hours of Minimum Wage of

Writing Close to 13,000,000 Words Now in

10 Years and 6 Months Every Consecutive
Day 3867 Days Now Since Thanks Giving

Day of 2010 And All the Equipment And Supplies

Required to Dance in Public 15,053 Miles Now in

94 Months Anniversary Month Date Today for that

Yes i’ve Broken Down the Expense Sheet Before

And it comes Out Beyond A Half a Million Dollars

All Free to Give, Share, Care, Thanks Giving This Way

For It’s True Generating my Own Light is Whole Complete Enough

Always Nice to Harm All least on the Way to Heaven now For Real too
Staycation As Such if i was still Working not Financially Independent

Would i even

Be Writing

Any Words

Online at all

No, No, No, No…

FlesH And Blood Interaction

Much More Appealing to me..

Yet HAha i’m just too Dam Strange

For Anyone in Real Life These Days

To Endure A Cat-6 Hurricane of Creativity

At Least They Will Handle me for a Few minutes
Which Only Allows me to Circulate my Winds More
All Around A Globe in Dance And Song More Yeah..

Wouldn’t it be Nice if Money Wasn’t An Issue and Folks

Actually Pursued Art And Loving All Others More Than Things…

Yeah, Wouldn’t it Be nice if We Could All Be More Human Than







Cold Oh

To Become Light

Oh to Become




Oh to Spread So Much Warmth

YeS LiGHT The Stars We Truly

Are Both SeedS And FLoWeRS

More Born of Super Nova Explosions
Iron FLoWing iN Our Blood Streams

And Core of Earth Resurrecting Still

From Star Burst Death Crucible Fire

As Stars Are Seeds And Flowers

That Star Burst Us And

We Too




To Shine

Stars We Truly Are
Flowers Seeds True

Okay Your Award

Your Reward is

A Dance And Song Free
From Little Old me Dancing
And Singing Human Praises For Real

With Some Earth, Wind, And Fire to BREaTHE Star…:)


HAha, i Kid You Not Nan i Was Looking At ‘this Exact Same
Table’ in A Spread Sheet of Religions Around the World

Just Yesterday too

Human Is Human

There is Autotelic

Flow Frission That

May Be Described

As Divine in Tow

Yes There

is Language

Unlimited Metaphors
That Attempts to Describe

What is Other Wise Ineffable

For Those Who Do Not Have

The Experience of Autotelic Flow
In A Life of Meditation With Copious

Amounts of Frission Otherwise known

As Skin Orgasms From Head to Toe Experiencing
Life in Aesthetic Sublime Way Just Seeing Sunrises
Sunsets And Nature’s Beauty All Natural As Such or
Perhaps Even the Art Humans Try to Create Through
iMaGiNaTiON True So Many Feelings Senses Vibrations
Frequencies Energies Music New Instruments We Create Expanding
Our Vocal Chords Now to Piano strings Our Heart Beats to Percussion
Of Piano Hammers Thumping Strings As Well to the Beat of Our Existence

Freer Coloring

Life more
Now Than

Ever Before

For Those Who More

Fully Feel And Sense Life

As Bliss And Nirvana Whole

Thing is This is as Real As The

Nose on Some Folk’s Face Yet in

Metaphor Some Folks Are Born Without
This Scent And Not Raised to Be More Open

Minded Bodied SouLED For Real This Way

Those Who Miss Out on Heaven are Sadly

Lost indeed For This Heaven is As Real

As Blue Skies Above Coloring Beyond

Rainbows within for Real And true

On Earth Within There are as

Many Potential Layers

of Real HeLL oNE EartH

And Heaven Within too Helps to

Understand Greater When One has

Staycationed in Heaven And Hell and

Lived in the Lowest Rent Luke Warm Places of Purgatory Grey SHaDES too

Best Thing of All Science Proves This is all Real.. Worst Thing of All So Many


So Lost



of Real Ascending

Transcending the Mundane of Existence..

Is it Great For Natural Selection Of Course

When It’s Good to Live More Folks Come to Be
At Least When Humans Are Still Connecting As Human…
This Experience is Farther Away For Most Folks Than Ever before..

As It Just Doesn’t Come to Be With So Many Mechanical Cognition Left
Brain Metaphor Limiting Ways of Life to Be So Neo-Cortically Trapped Yet

This Experience is Also More Available Than Ever Before to Understand
IT IS REaL Yet There Are No Magic Recipes in Any Sacred Text Without
THE Experience Words All Symbols of Art Are JusT EMPTy SHeLLS on BeacH…

Always A Pleasure
Jade Greatest Benefit
Of Truly ReTired Time
No Longer Object


Gone All


Singing Free
Hehe Or Pehaps

It’s Just
Okay True too😊🙌🎼

SMiLes Dear Sohair Hope You are Doing Well Today…

Social Reciprocity Human Kindness in Action
Should Be Innate Instinctual Intuitive For

Those Raised With Kindness of Human

Kind However Sadly

Made into

More Machine

Than Human

By Tools They Create

Humans Sadly Lose

Human Kind This Way

Oh How Blessed Oh How Blessed

i Am Working Serving People Most my Life

Where Kindness is Reciprocity in Smiling Eyes

And Teeth Where Warmth Overcomes All Coldness of Life

Indeed it is Cringeworthy

How People Treat


As Disposable

Parts of A Machine ‘These

Days’ for True Sadly ‘Things’ Have

Replaced Human Warmth Social

Reciprocity Naturally Brings so What Does

This Mean Folks Go Cold Anxious Depressed And Suddenly

Lose Their Drive For Life What Is Lost is What They Threw away

or Perhaps What Was Never Wired in them From Birth The Warmth

Social Reciprocity Brings For if A Child is Left Alone on A Machine

Non-Attached to Mother’s Breast Yes A Plastic Bottle Yes soon enough

An i-Pad Yes Soon Enough a Desk And A Pen Downloading And Recording
Facts and


What our


Never Did Foraging

Together Dancing And
Singing With Social Reciprocating

Communications From Sunrise to Sunset
to Breathe Again SMiLes Dear FRiEnD to
Be Human Is a Great Pleasure all Naturally

Indeed to Lose Humanity is to Become Cold And Living Dead

The Giver is Most Blessed Sadly Those Who Are Lost Out of
The Human Loop Suffer Most Day in Day Out till Death They Do Part…

For A Giver This World Is Better Than Ever Before For There Are 8 Billion

Humans And Poetry And Other Arts to Soothe Souls Back And Forth Eternally Now

True it’s How Technology Masters Us or How We use Technology to Love even more…

Fortunately i Am 61 Years-Old i Have A Reference Point of Why When i First was
Stimulated By A Fast Moving Video Game in my 30’s Something Was Missing at
The End of the Stimulation True Beyond Dopamine The Oxytocin the Love


That Only


With Furry

Animal And
Still Even Human

Connections too For
Those Who Understand

What Came Missing So Long Ago…
Fact is Now Some Folks Have no
Reference Point Out of a Living Hell
Just Lost In A Matrix of ‘Things’ Oh Warmth Oh

Warmth So Far so Far Away Human Kind Lost
As What Comes to Be is Despicable Leaders And
Zombie Forces As Minions Lost From All Human Warmth..

As True The Flags Flew Mocking Human Feelings And
Kindness in the Town i Live and at the Capital They Flew
The Flag of Jesus as Elected Leader Suggesting He Saves
While Chanting Hang the Vice President With The Gallows
Placed Next to the Flags And Banners of Jesus As They Nailed Him to a Cross Again…

In That Bible Jesus Just Portrays What Humans Naturally Are Human Kind Human
Kind At Least the Good Cop Version in Some Parts Not Tainted With Despicable


As Villains

Cold Without

Warmth of Empathy too…

That Too Sadly Is Human

Nature Cold Out of Balance Living Dead…

i Converse With Literally Thousands Upon Thousands

of People in the Last 10 and A Half Years Online

There are only A Handful Like You left in the

Entire World Only A Handful Left Now Out

of Thousands Upon Thousands my FRiEnD

True though That Will Never Stop A Giver From Actually Breathing Love..
Although Somehow i Severely Strained my Right Shoulder on Wednesday
Not realizing it until i laid upon it that Night hardly able to Raise my right
Hand to Use a Mouse Forced to Slow Down a Bit And Even Take an Advil

Yesterday for A Day First Time in 8 Years And Even With the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind for 66 Months Before That As No Drug Would touch
That Pain Then So Of Course This is So Easy As i Still Have Warmth in my

HeART to Give and Share Freely Caring Now What Was Missing More Painful
to me then in that 66 Months than Even the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
Then Yet Again it’s a Matter of Perspective Some Folks Have Never Felt that


At All

And True

That Warmth
is the Source
That Generates Soul
With All Who We Meet
Love is More Than Words
Love is Real Fire Within That

Warms the World Love Heals Love
Removes Stress And Anxiety Love
Agape Changes ALL iT May Seem Like

An Invisible Sun For those Who Do Not

Experience it Some Folks May Describe Love
As Only Action And Not A Feeling Yet True They

Have No Clue And Are Obviously Separated from
the Sunshine of Love Within to Even Say Such an
Ignorant Statement So Cold So Aloof From Soul Shine Within

It’s a Light That May Be Tendered As Flame into Torch into Bonfire

Across the Whole Life Span of Human Being Bearing the Flame Keeping




Breathing my FRiEnD..:)

As Promised Strawberry
Colored Flower As the
Moon Didn’t Come

Through And Feeling
Particularly Human As
I Sprained My Right shoulder

Enough to Need An Advil
First one in Eight Years
Recovering Yet Hard

To use My Right Arm
Hehe not used to


Yet this is
Life too A
Thorn Now
And then too

Happy Saturday to You😊

Aww How Sweet Ava i Pray This Is Real

And You Have Found A Love True to

Give Share Care Free

Love No Time,



Or Matter

Time Is Love

When True Eternal Now Breathes

Always Free See Believe Faith FLoWinG


More Being..:)

Painting Clouds
Painting Pain


Night Sunshine
Ever Color Moons Jade

Why In ‘The World’ Do Super
Heroes Wear Tights And Capes
And Kill Folks From Other Planets

When All They Ever Wanted to Do
Is Share Their Style of Poetry Dance
And Song Of MuSiC Within Free With Us…

How Else Could They Have Ever Avoided

Killing Each Other Before They Left Their

Planet How Else Could They Have Decided

to Stay And Take Care of the Place

They Are Evolved

Best For


of Creativity

Super Heroes Real

Super Heroes Paint Reality

And Leave UFO’s Behind

To Color In With Other

Brushes of





Paint By Numbers

As Long Ago They

Graduated Free to Play

Perhaps One Day They Will

Find Others More Who Paint Clouds Star
Colors Beyond Rainbows Never Feeling Sensing ‘fore

True Hehe Highly Unlikely They Would Only Play Golf For Peak Achievements

Or Spend A Life of Sport Engaging In Wars Never Ending DarK iN Day Star Breath..:)




i am JusT
A Tick
Blood WitH iT iBReaTHE Ease

So much Culture So Much Tradition
So Many Loving Memories
Old Communities
of Love
Do Bring
When Kindness
RuleS even the
Architecture of ‘Buildings’ Free..🙂

What Tree Fears
Wind What
Bends Less than Free What
Soul What Fears Free as Tree

Hmm.. so long
Ago i remember
Froggy Splendors
In Summer
So New..
A Dance
Hugs DeLight
Oh Joy still now
Of Moving Memories
Never Swimming Older..🙂

SMiLes THere Is
Never Barriers
As LonG As
Any Dance
Song Or Language
Even Eyes of Pictures
Are Spirit Soul Song Poems
Hearing i Am

No Love Without Forgiveness
No Love Without Forgiveness
RePeaT AGaiN Until You See God Worth THaNKS GiVinG

Does An Ant Understand the Construction of ‘the Mound’: No

Does A Human Understand the Construction of ‘Nature’: No

Surely Not


Parts View

Yet We Do Have Tools

To See Farther And A Real Intuitive Soul

Now To See Deeper Than ‘Equation Deep’…

Humanity Will Never Be Reduced to Mere Measure Alone…
Truly A Crux of this Issue is Near Sighted Versus Far Sighted Soul More…

Yet Again That Goes Far Beyond Scientific or Logical Enquiry Matters of

Soul Are Feelings And Sensings Far Beyond What Any Equation or Logic Measures…



Colors Life More…

Others See Closer
to Black And White Paint By Numbers…

And It’s True Understanding the Depth of

The Pain of Others Not An Aptitude All Feel/Deliver For Real…

In Other Words, This ISSUE IS A NO BRAINER FOR SOME; Where
Soul Comes to Play Deeper For Real… Where Compassion is Deeper

Than Near



Only As Small

As A Mass of Cells

That Becomes More

Not All Acorns Become Trees

It’s Nature’s Way And Not All Folks See Nature’s Way…

Humans Tend to Value The Abstract Constructs they
Create More Than A Reality of Life Breathing Now That’s A Real
Problem Yet Just Another Part of Human Nature To Deal With Now (Culture)

A Democracy At Best Has Enough Voices to Drown Out Ignorance at Small Depth…

Not Perfect; Yet It’s working Better Here in the United States Than Some other places at least…

And Fascinatingly

‘This Thread’

Is A


Of Just That And This..:)

It’s True Overall, CuLTuRE is a Most Dangerous

Religion And Potential Building

To Create Dreams

On Earth Come True

Unlimited Ways to Clothe

Humanity Yet What Also Culture

Will Do is Hide Us From the Nature

of Who We Even Are Hide Us From

Love And Kindness And Empathy

Hide Us From Others Who

Are Different Than

We Are

Hide Us

From Our Basic

Pleasures of Life

Sit Us in Front of A Screen

Where We Become Functionally

And Voluntarily Disabled Only Human Fingers

With Eyes And Ears Yet On the Other Hand Fitting

Our Souls Through Fiber Optic Cables At the Speed

oF LiGHT Around the Globe Touching Other Souls

With Art of Who We Still Evolve to Come and

Be Again It’s Not Necessary For Mozart,

Beethoven, And Einstein

And Buddha,

Jesus, Lao

Tzu, if They Were
Actually Real Folks
Per Story to Get Lost

At the Bus Stop Playing Candy

Crush With No Cool Story Bro And

Or Sis in Forrest And or Frances Gump

Ways to Relate to the Doctor in Mexico Hehe

Or The Health Executive Puerto Rican Woman
From New York, New York, And All the Other
Places i For one Touch in A Day of my Soul Way

Religion is What Bonds and Binds Folks Together
It Doesn’t Have to Have the Word God/Devil to Be A Nightmare

For The Essences of the Joys and The Evils Whether the Name God

Or Devil Used are the Same We Must Choose Our Poisons or Elixirs Well

From the Chalice We Are Spoon-Fed From Birth As Insane As We May

Move Away

From the


of Who We Even

Are As Humans Naked
Dancing Singing Foraging
Giving Caring Empathic
Hairless Apes Living

With Least Harm

For All Existence

In Balance



Seeing Beauty

of Sunrises Sunsets

Twilight Forevermore now

At Least for those Who Find A

Balance ‘Tween DarK and LiGHT

Everyone Tells a Story By Who

They Are And What They

Do Yet the Essence

of the


Is How they

Feel And Sense Life Now For Real
Heaven or Hell Purgatory Grey SHades
BLack Abyss Beyond Rainbow Colors

This Life is Well Beyond the Heaven And
Hell of Old Antiquated Fictional Stories 2000
Years More or Less Dusty Dead in Other Ages….

It’s Hard to Believe Folks Worship Words of Authors So Far Away
In Another Age Yet They Do They Do as Rational is Not often Human Do….

And Most



Art only

Cogs in A Machine…
Kneel Stand Go Home Again
Ever Lost For Creating A Religion of Joy Now…
Your Blog is Your ‘Personal Bible’ i Love it so i’ll Return Again…

Only With

Two Words

to Give “Thank You”..

And Other Side Notes
ALong my Way With SMiLes..:)

“Shiny Happy People” Oh God Yes Devil No Yes
Alas Life is a Rorschach Test Fascinating
Reading the YouTube Comments Some

Folks Finding Darker ‘R.E.M.’


Of the Song

Some Just

Uplifting With

Glee for No Reason At All

True Some Children Are Born With

A Smile Others With A Frown So Many

Naturing And Nurturing Variables At Play

Some LiVE iN

Heaven For

No Reason At

All Others in Hell

For No Reason At All

Deep Within Sun That Never
Quits Shining or Moon That Never
Fails to Go Farther Than New And Totally Dark

And Some of Us Are Blessed Twice Once Bitten
By Joy Then Despair Then Reborn Joy Again

And Even More

Some Days

Just For



At All Like A Gift
That Changes Its
Soul to Be a Curse

In a ‘New York Minute’ too…

Honestly in the ‘Dark Place’ ‘That Song’

Hurts So Much Honestly in the ‘Light Place’

Oh Just One More Dance Even Higher Than ‘Fore

Shiny Happy People i Used to Listen to “Earth Wind And

Fire” Pondering How i Came Out of A Darkest Place Then Just
Wanting to Stay Playing in the Greater Place i’d Listen to the Song

“Woke Up Sunday Morning” That Came On Right After “After the Love
Is Gone” on the “I AM” Album As That Was the Song that Played on the
Dance Floor When my First Love Said All of the Sudden She Was Going
Away When i had No Reason Why that Happened It felt so Cruel As If it Was

Almost Like ‘They’

Made that Song

Just for that

Moment in

my Life


i Wanted to
Feel Darkness Again
From the Light in Nostalgia
For Decades All i had to do
Was play that Song Again in
Relief of Not Being in Such A
Sad Place Then in Victory that if ‘She’
Didn’t Tell me She Was Going Away i wouldn’t

Have met An Angel who Was Strong Enough
to Stay with me in Hell for 66 Months Anyway
The Earth Wind And Fire Song is Actually Named
“Let Your Feelings Show” And On Sunday Mornings
Before Singing in The Church Choir i Would Play it
After the Ebb of “After the Love Is Gone” And i remember

The Day A Young Woman in the Choir Said i Just Have
to Cover my Face as Your Face is Just too Bright of Course
She Struggled With Depression And My Face Hurt Her Just like

The Shine of my Mother’s Face at Age 75 When i Was 47 in the Darkest
Part of Hell in Pain and Numb Where Happiness of Others So Far Away
And Lost From That place Felt Like Stakes in A Vampire Soul Dead With

Not Even

A Bite

of Death

Left in Life

“Let Your Feelings Show”

Working For the Military for
25 Years i had to Find A way
to Hide the Shine to Survive

Going To School With A Smile
That Wasn’t Welcome in Trump Town
USA in the 70’s i Was told Shine Wasn’t
Allowed At All at Threat of Violence Losing

Effective Use of Eyes and Ears Having to Wear
Shades And Eventually A Mask Over A Smile Then

i had Already Made The Effective Adjustment of Dance
to Smile every where i go True Let Your Feelings Show

For me at least

is Life



Still Now

The Cause of Most

Disease Folks Who Do Not

Let Their Feelings Show Freely

From DarK To LiGHT for Repressing

Genuine Authentic Emotions is Repressing
Our Very Breath that makes Life worth living

Shiny Happy People Shiny Happy People Now
Enjoy it While They Can And Will rare indeed it is

And A Pandemic Provides A Space for Introspection

Where Folks Decide Life is Maybe Actually Worth Breathing

True They May Never Go Back to ‘That Job’ as A Cog in a Machine

True They May Move Away to Another Country/State/Town/Place Within
to Find A Greater Way

of Freedom

True Change

is Possible


And The

Factory For Cogs
Working in a Machine
May always Be Short of ‘Parts’ Now…

Dark Teaches Great Lessons When We Look
Deep Enough Within And Truly Let our Feelings Show…

And It’s True Too When We Find a Place That is Complete
And Enough Within Giving Sharing Caring Freely Paramounts

Any Disgust

of the


That Chews

The Only Home

We May Ever Treasure

As Heaven Now Away

to the Disgust

of those



Yet to
Learn to
in Real Victory of Loving
This Breath Now for Free
Where Feelings Are No
Longer Bought And Sold For Paper Dreams

Humans Are Notorious
For Naming What They



Or Actually Do
Goddess Of Victory
Has More Sense Never

Selling A

i Shall Not
Lie i Just Do
The Dance With
Goddess of Victory

Nike Shoes

i Do The Dance i Do

God Is Breath if That’s
Not Gift Enough

FolkS Ain’t🙌

Even Breathed Yet…🌈
Rainbows They Create🌊😊

SMiles Dear Annabel
Be the Award Rewards
Will Flow



You Touch
Yes Massage
A World New Message


Just You
With SMiles😊🙌🌊🌈

As You Surely Already Do👏

Care Who Really
Care Are Rain
For Flowers


Again SMiling
Coloring World Bold

Thanks For Reaching
Out to Pull A Thorn From



Sweet FRiEnD


Never Ending Ride
We Rise We Fall We
Become Waves


Water SaMe
DiFFeReNT True
SMiLes Savvy Keep



Singing Wave Free

SMiLes Great! Savvy
InPut From Globe
HiStory Through



Buildings Fall
Trees Grow

From Roots

And Stumps

Living Again True
Life is Wonderful


Rooted Breath
Green LiVES ON..:)

SMiLes i Doubt Alien
Life on EartH Would
See Humans As


We Measure

Standardly at Least

Waves Never
Alone Always
Ocean Water
Whole Wonderful
Poetry Aarushi With SMiles🌊😊

Catholic Mass Readings for 6.27.2021 According to the Story Here At Least
in the Second Reading Here Jesus Stood As Much More of A Socialist Than Ever
A Greedy Hoarding Trump Capitalist And That’s For Damn Sure The Truth Then at least by Story…

Yet of Course there is that Other Verse Where Expensive Ointments Were Used on Him Where
He Said He Was More Important to Enjoy As There Would Always Be Poor People Outside of



True About As Much

Consistency in the Whole

Story As Muddy Bile Water…

Meh… What Do Ya Expect in Centuries

Old Copied And Pasted By Hand Round Table Script… It is What it Becomes…

Reading 1, Wisdom 1:13-15,2:23-24
13 For God did not make Death, he takes no pleasure in destroying the living.

14 To exist — for this he created all things; the creatures of the world have health in them, in them is no fatal poison, and Hades has no power over the world:

15 for uprightness is immortal.

23 For God created human beings to be immortal, he made them as an image of his own nature;

24 Death came into the world only through the Devil’s envy, as those who belong to him find to their cost.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 30:2, 4, 5-6, 11, 12, 13
2 Yahweh, my God, I cried to you for help and you healed me.

4 Make music for Yahweh, all you who are faithful to him, praise his unforgettable holiness.

5 His anger lasts but a moment, his favour through life; In the evening come tears, but with dawn cries of joy.

6 Carefree, I used to think, ‘Nothing can ever shake me!’

11 You have turned my mourning into dancing, you have stripped off my sackcloth and clothed me with joy.

12 So my heart will sing to you unceasingly, Yahweh, my God, I shall praise you for ever.

Reading 2, Second Corinthians 8:7, 9, 13-15
7 More, as you are rich in everything-faith, eloquence, understanding, concern for everything, and love for us too — then make sure that you excel in this work of generosity too.

9 You are well aware of the generosity which our Lord Jesus Christ had, that, although he was rich, he became poor for your sake, so that you should become rich through his poverty.

13 It is not that you ought to relieve other people’s needs and leave yourselves in hardship; but there should be a fair balance-

14 your surplus at present may fill their deficit, and another time their surplus may fill your deficit. So there may be a fair balance;

15 as scripture says: No one who had collected more had too much, no one who collected less had too little.

Gospel, Mark 5:21-43
21 When Jesus had crossed again in the boat to the other side, a large crowd gathered round him and he stayed by the lake.

22 Then the president of the synagogue came up, named Jairus, and seeing him, fell at his feet

23 and begged him earnestly, saying, ‘My little daughter is desperately sick. Do come and lay your hands on her that she may be saved and may live.’

24 Jesus went with him and a large crowd followed him; they were pressing all round him.

25 Now there was a woman who had suffered from a haemorrhage for twelve years;

26 after long and painful treatment under various doctors, she had spent all she had without being any the better for it; in fact, she was getting worse.

27 She had heard about Jesus, and she came up through the crowd and touched his cloak from behind, thinking,

28 ‘If I can just touch his clothes, I shall be saved.’

29 And at once the source of the bleeding dried up, and she felt in herself that she was cured of her complaint.

30 And at once aware of the power that had gone out from him, Jesus turned round in the crowd and said, ‘Who touched my clothes?’

31 His disciples said to him, ‘You see how the crowd is pressing round you; how can you ask, “Who touched me?” ‘

32 But he continued to look all round to see who had done it.

33 Then the woman came forward, frightened and trembling because she knew what had happened to her, and she fell at his feet and told him the whole truth.

34 ‘My daughter,’ he said, ‘your faith has restored you to health; go in peace and be free of your complaint.’

35 While he was still speaking some people arrived from the house of the president of the synagogue to say, ‘Your daughter is dead; why put the Master to any further trouble?’

36 But Jesus overheard what they said and he said to the president of the synagogue, ‘Do not be afraid; only have faith.’

37 And he allowed no one to go with him except Peter and James and John the brother of James.

38 So they came to the house of the president of the synagogue, and Jesus noticed all the commotion, with people weeping and wailing unrestrainedly.

39 He went in and said to them, ‘Why all this commotion and crying? The child is not dead, but asleep.’

40 But they ridiculed him. So he turned them all out and, taking with him the child’s father and mother and his own companions, he went into the place where the child lay.

41 And taking the child by the hand he said to her, ‘Talitha kum!’ which means, ‘Little girl, I tell you to get up.’

42 The little girl got up at once and began to walk about, for she was twelve years old. At once they were overcome with astonishment,

43 and he gave them strict orders not to let anyone know about it, and told them to give her something to eat.




Language is a UniVerse of expression.
It starts with the stars, 4 digits, a prehensile
thumb, and people sketching angles in sand

Reflecting Connections of Stars AlphaBet Soup

As with the expression of emotion and differing
cultural ‘artifacts’, across cultures, the end result is
not always same, Yet start same beginning now Real

People describe it differently and label it differently Now

That is All. No one paints the same picture except for ONE NoW

Suggesting that ‘God’ does not exist, is a ‘silly’ ‘rhetorical argument’.

If THeRE iS A WHoLE THaT could communicate it would laugh back at ya.

Keeping in mind, I Am a classical pantheist And The Rest of the AllPietoo…

This is not a personal comment directed at anyone ‘here’; it is poetry how i view IT.

CoLorS NoW

LiFE iS ArT…
Science is the illusion
We create after the art.
Sure, will prove it Now.

Science that changes is art…
That is not a repeatable science.

LasT THeRE is DaRK
FirsT LiGHT Then Dance Then SonG

A Young Woman Videotaped me Dancing With Her
On A Thursday Night And She Asked if She could

Make me Part of Her Facebook Story…

THiNK ABouT THiS ReaL Hard A
Same ‘Religious Institution’ That
Determined ‘The Size of God’
Protects Pedophiles All The Way Since Old Saint Augustine And Before…

SeRiouSly How Many TiMeS Do Folks Have to RePeaT A Creed
BeFoRE SomEONe And More Pick up ‘A’ BaLL And JusT Do It.

She Asked if She could make me ParT of Her Facebook
Story To Make A Longer Story Shorter Hehe.. i Said Yes Love IT

Birds Sing

Bees Buzz

Crickets Chirp

Love Songs to the

Moon New or Full

Makes No Difference

Dance And Sing ON They

Do Beyond All Distance

Space Time and



Now They
Live No
Possible Indeed
Where Existence is

Experience And ReCognition
Of All that is Beyond Human
Cognition Now Yes The Experience
All the Feelings Senses Beyond Words

Meanwhile The Sun Shines Day And Night

And Moon Still Exists in Days We No Longer See it Either True…:)

Oh my Gosh Yes Dear
Savvy all That Bares
Our UNiVErSE Real

Breath Within

We Breathe

In And Out

As Leaves

Grow Tall

Fall to

Breed New Trees

Souls of New Soils Indeed…:)

Considering That Sky is Above

And Ground Is Below

Grounded People

May Start

At The


Level Below

True To See Mountain

Height Valley Low is Whole

Complete Enough No One Stands

To Take Anything Away From Within

At least This Way Ah Yes How Blessed

The Outcasts Will

Be Marveling

At A Grain

Of Sand


Entire Beach

Forest Living Tree
Feeding Trees NoW And Then

Again Life BREaTHES At Core

We See Our Breath As Limitless Life Now
And Of Course Breaths of The Rest of Existence
True Mountain High Valley Low Already Arriving This is HoME NoW…:)

Love is Written In the Sand Now And
Or A Pet Rock Or the Moon Annabel

Humans Are the Ones With Potential

To Paint All of Existence Love Yes God

Experience of Loving All That is Existence

Now True

Some Folks

Outcasts Start
Small Finding least
Same As Greatest Marveling

At A Grand of Sand Finding UNiVeRSE

Beyond iNFiNiTiES in Every Grain of Sand

That Holds Hands As Beach So Where is For Giving

Where All Is Thanks Giving of Gratitude Enough Whole

Naked Complete Our Temple of God Whole Ocean Water

Wave Same DiFFeReNT Now True WHeRE is Love Yes Everywhere

Where Everywhere

Is The Experience of For

Giving Thanks Giving Love For

All That is Now No Separation

All Unity Divine We Co-Create

Our Breath Some Folks Relate

As The Sound ‘Yah Way’ Where

God is Never Trapped As A Word

And Becomes i Am The Breath We BREaTHE NoW

Whole Complete All Forgiving Thanks Giving Now

Ocean Water Wave SMiLes Love We Experience

All Become God Is Love as Us No Separation

For Giving

Thanks Giving Now

It’s A Dance yet Not the

Form the Essence of Balance

In Harmony of Entire Existence

Music That Frees Our Soul As Love Most

Waves Rise Waves Fall At Ebb And Crest

Of Tides We Are Still The Whole Complete Soul We BREaTHENoW

So What is the Philosopher’s Stone Holy Grail Ark Of A New Covenant

Loving It All my FRiEnD BREaTHE NoW iN Out All That is Complete Enough


For Giving

Thanks Giving All US..:)

Yes Dear FRiEnD my Shoulder
Is Recovering Nicely Even
Got to Work-Out Sunday
Only Had to Reduce Weight
On 5 Machines Building

Back Slowly on
That one Part of
my Body Feeling Almost
Back to New Today With

SMiles Thanks
So Much For Your
Kind Concern Just

About Ready to
Continue the Dance🙌☺️

Home Views

New Lunar Blue Shutters
One More Window to Go
New Front Door Still to
Paint With New Glass
Storm Door Window With

Big Front


Nature View

Big Five Foot High
By Eight Foot Wide
Back Window With
Clear Hurricane Impact
View to Forest BackYard

On Order Coming

Yes With New Board
On Board Privacy Fencing
7700 Square Foot Backyard
View With No Ceiling And
Back Wall View to Eternity

Of Nature Always Changing
Always Falling Rising New

Life to See And See This is
How it is When We Exercise
Our Bodies Across Our Entire

Lifespans Facelift For DNA
Healing Growth Hormones
Releasing Weeks Day Upon
Days Blood Reaching Brain

Best Way To Increase All
Human Intelligences Yes

From Head to Toe Real

Yes Our Temples of God
Living Precious No Escape

Carrying Our Soul All
Places We Do Or Do

Not Go in Life Hehe
Kinda Like Your Laptop
Your Portable Workspace
For High Paying Jobs All
Around The World As Lap
Top Attached to You Becomes

Job For Subsistence too

As You Look to Increase

Your Human Potentials

And Do Not Leave

Your Soul Behind

Visiting Your

Jain Temple Nor
The Culture Of Your

Homeland And The
People Who Share
Your Overall Story of

Life Yes You Still Take
Care of Spirit Of HeART
Opening Up In Blog Way

To The World Still True

So Many Countries Big
City Life Does Bring Finally

Settling Down Enough To
Get All Life Potential Variables

In Play Hehe Been Watching
You Awhile i Grade You As

An A Plus FRiEnD inDeed

Yet i would Love You

Same if You


None of

This As Love
Is Beyond All
Parameters of
Human Potential
Our Real Home Indeed

It’s True Though For Your
Happiness Nice To Have

All The Variables of Human
Potentials in Place indeed

You Are

Love to
See And
Hear Feel
And Sense

The Story The
Song And Hehe
Maybe Even One
Day A Free Dance

Of Your Soul Where You
Let Go of All The Goals
And Just Soar With Wings

You Will
Always Be

Able to Come
Back To Earth
To Manage You

Too With SMiles

Yes Yes Of Course
i Have to Come Back
To Earth Some Days


Must Return Now And Then 👽 ☺️

Currently At A Branch of A
Hospital While The Eternal
Looking Teenager Katrina

Is Getting

A Routine

Medical Preventive
Maintenance Procedure

At Age 51 For Nature’s

Plumbing Within

Yes Life

Is Flesh

And Blood

Real Even For🌟
Us Extraterrestrials too👽🤗🌈🎼




Completing an 8th Public Dance in Walmart on
6.28.2021 Truly Celebrating Not Only 15,066 Miles
of Public Dance Now in 94 Months Yet Recovering From
A Shoulder Injury So Fast in Gratitude Again Any Song Will Do
Now To Accompany my Spiral Dancing As All Stuff in Existence

Fits in With ‘The Church Under The Milky Way’ Now for Real

This NaTuRE ALL NoW Yes Do Lighten Up Star iN EYeS of HoME…

That/This is what I mean by rhetorical question.
It doesn’t take language to see it.
All it takes is perception.
Humans likely do not
experience anything of
what some other animals do,
as they are ‘blinded’ byproducts
of collective intelligence.
I have a good memory
and can still perceive
part of that experience
then before I gained
the ability to speak
as a non-verbal child at 4;
That deficit in language
was a gift Then beyond
my ‘wildest’ imaginations…
It is the beauty of poetry
that lets one see
a larger part of it,
if one is able to listen,
and hear the messages…
By the way, I use a clip from the movie ‘Contact’,
inspired by Carl Sagan, to express this feeling of whole,
in my blog over and over. It is my all time favorite ‘thought’,
that expresses what I am saying, in a simple 10 minute or so video.
It is easier to visit that place than to live there…That stuff that ‘Jesus’
and others (the combined effort of the folks who wrote the stories) was
talking about that was not ‘adulterated’; commercialized out to patriarchs;
is a Universal truth… NO ONE may change… it is just a matter of ‘tapping’ into it…
that is the challenge… There are no two paths that are the same…
and there are no two paths that are separate…
It is ‘questions’ like that/this…
that may take one THere…
In a “Twitter-Verse”,
A Camel is bigger
than ever before…
And an eye of needle
is closing in…to closed…
An only escape now is language,
most ironically Free Dance And Song Again With SMiLes…


THeRe iS MorE ThaN oNe

BiG FeaT Left Right Yes

DeVoiD oF LoVE As


Marry Your Breath
Exhale The Rest
Love Whole Complete
Miss Dimple With SMiles😊

Inhale Exhale Zoe Enough
Own Your Breath Whole
Love The Rest Why Not🌊

Falling 💥 Falling Deep💥
Out of Grand Illusions Sold🌟

Hehe Akshita Not 👽
Always Easy Pleasing 😊
Teacher With Best Apple 🍎

Sands of Time Above🌊
Below Hour Glass🌞
Whole Complete😊
All Grains Enough Now⏳

Lovely Monaco
Mountain Seashore
Beach Dreams Free Doc😊

Soul Felt Portrait Paintings
Summerhilllane Indeed😊

Perhaps, African American Folks Are Busier Playing Pro-Football Than Competing in Body Building/Power Lifting

Contests; One Area is Definitely More Lucrative Than The Other; Yet Research in the Area

Shows Actually That African American Folks Have Significantly Higher Bone

Densities than White Americans; And Of Course That May Be Culturally
Impacted too As The African American Folks May Be More Active

Physically Across the Lifespan as i Guarantee You the Bone

Density in my Legs is Much Higher than Peers My

Age Riding in Walmart Carts And Four Wheel

Drives to Get Where they are going now

As They Just Frigging Sat Down

too Long to Get Up in Some Cases;

It’s Relative; Yet Actually Scientific Research Blows Holes

All In Your Theory of Whites Having Greater Bone Density;

Black Athletes Dominate Football; Yeah There May Be More

Massive White Lineman From The Northern Parts of the United States

With Loads More Subcutaneous Fat to Protect the Black FullBacks Indeed;

Never The Less; African Americans Dominate The American Rough and Tumble Adult Sport For Pay; And Of Course

Many Other


And Sporting Events true;

Other than that Wouldn’t Make a Bit

of God Dam Difference What Color Finger

Launched the Nuclear Bombs to End All World Wars So Far in

Blowing Up the Japanese in World War II; Were the Folks Who

Developed the Bomb And Utilized it Massively Strong; No, Just No;

Generally Speaking, Highest and Lowest Levels of Testosterone in Males

Are Associated with Lower Standard IQ’s And That is Not Dependent on Melanin Levels alone;

A Person Who is Able to Communicate More Eloquently in Charisma, Beats A Grunt in the Military

Strong as

An Orangutan,

As A Leader of the Whole

Dam Force; My Gosh this is Just Common Sense;

Once Again Baby; The Person With the Most Compelling Story Wins;

Depending on What The ‘Target Audience’ is Able to Consume of Course;

“Minions” Are Most Dangerous Cannon Fodder For Despicable Leaders;

Villains, Yes Demagogues to Rule…

Yawn, We All

Just Witnessed

it Depending on

Which Side We
Consumed or Were
Consumed By the ‘TRumP Story’;

Obviously, ‘Muhammad’ was a ‘Sharp Enough Tool’ to See this too…

And of Course the Roman Empire to Use The “Jesus Meme Story” As Tool The Same Way too;

Muhammad, Basically, Plagiarized the First story And Added His Different Flavors; Yet True, the

First Story Was Already

Established And

Continued to

Spread And

Still in Some ways

Rules the World; Yet it is
Failing now As Folks Have More of
An Ability to Write Their own stories than ever before;

Story, Beats Strength With All 10 Fingers And A Mind SPeaKinG in Ease…

On the Other Hand, Man to Man; Not So Much on ‘The Playing Fields’ of Life…

Like The Dance Hall, Where African Americans Are Currently Getting more Attention;

Not So Much Pudgy And ‘White’ Attached to Screens as Such; True Women Are Still Most

Attracted to Fearless Men

At Core of Biology

at least

if they


Taking ‘the pill’….
Generally Speaking, Body

Builders Will Be Very Neurotic;
Never Feeling Like They Are Enough…

Seen that plenty working as an Athletic Director

For the Military After i Finished my Health Science,

Social Science Interdisciplinary, And Anthropology Degrees;

And All the Other Stuff i did in between the Dance Legend and

Poetry Gig; Doing that/this Just for Fun too; Where Approaching 60, no
one could keep up with me at the Dance Hall; Simply Cause i Danced most in practice…

Nah, Baby, With


We All Share

Similar Genetics;

Some folks Just

Never Get Around

to Using the Inheritance
of their Much Fuller Epigenetic Potentials…

And It’s often Because They Believe in Old Wive’s

Tales; Even Science Assessing Couch Potato Averages

Like the White Marine Captain At 31, Who Complained oh
Gosh i am So Old, This Bench Press is so Hard now; As it’s

True Science Shows A Human Will Get Stronger Empirically

Measurable As Such, Just Imagining Exercising Now;

The Marine Captain

Shot Himself

in the Foot at age
31; Meanwhile at Age

53 Thru 61, Empirically

Measuring it As Such, i Increased

My Leg Strength From 500 Pounds

Up to 1520 Pounds; Cause i Simply

Challenged my Self in the Environment At

Hand i Co-Created And Unlocked my Epigenetic Human Potentials more…

No Different Than Writing An EPiC Long Form Poem 120 Times the Size of the Quran in 8 years….

And Sure Dancing In Public Now For 15,066 Miles in 94 Months; Could i have Gotten Away with

That in Trump

Town USA

As An African American Male;

No, As That Would have been

A Systematic Racism Issue as i surely

Look Like i could Hit A Home Run on the

First Baptist WASP SoftBall team As a White Law Enforcement

Officer or Military White Officer the Same; That’s Cultural my

FRiEnD as again i was born as a ‘Weakest Fish in the Aquarium’ Not able to Speak Until 4, When
Young, With Plenty of Frigging photos to Prove that Fact too; as sure my Super Power is Science too…

Other than that Despite Socio-Economic Challenges, Social Science Studies Show that African
American Males Have the Highest Measured Ethnic Demographic Group of Social Esteem;

Factors Correlated Are Very Innate and Instinctual Indeed; Success in Defending

Themselves in Physical




Success for Real
in ‘The Act’ As Such;

Are They Ruling the World Now;
in Some ways Yes; in some ways
No; The Way it is in General For All of us Now…

Ya Focus on What You are Good at and Keep Getting Better or Not….

Ya Focus on What You Were Never Good at And Become the Better at it too…

Yes, Ya Laser Focus in Autotelic Flow Bliss Nirvana Heaven Within All the Way Through….


See How

‘This Works’…

P R A C T iC E Never Ending PRACTiCE

All 9.4 MiLLioN Words is; All 15,066 Miles
of Public Dance is in 94 Months ; One Step
and Word of Dance And Song Eternally Now.

Want Greater

Bone Density!

By God Stand Up! And Dance And Sing! With SMiLes..!

No Need to Lift A Fist; A Woman’s Smile, So Much More PLeaSinG God AM iN Deed..:)

Ah, So Many Pleasures, Treasures, Unsuspecting SuRPRiSinGS NaTuRE HuMaN Is to Study NoW

Perhaps Better Put, What is ‘Human’;

Whatever Happened to Research

And Links Around ‘Here’ [/Sarcasm]

Race is a Social Construct;

Often Ignorant of Facts,

And Dangerous to

Humans As A Social
Construct of Systematic Racism;

Yet Biology Does not Support

The Myth That Race Is Genetic at Core;

Blah, Blah, Blah; Epigenetic in Effect it’s

Worth Noting Again Blah, Blah, Blah, The Weakest White Dude
As A Youth Will Become The Strongest Leg Pressing
Dude in A Military Gym at age 61; Why? Cause as

Science Shows, Homo Sapiens Sapiens, Still

Has the Epigenetic Potential to Be Literally
Strong/Ger As/Than Orangutans For Those Who ‘Pick Up the Ball’ And

‘Just Do It’… Barefoot Too; Increasing Greater Balance That Way too…

Generally Speaking, Humans Are Increasingly Becoming Couch Potatoes,
Stuck to Screens, Day in Day Out Night In Night Out; Go Figure, This Strength



Gone Very
Soft For the

Human Species

Overall Globe-Wide

Or Have ‘We’ Noticed How

Fit All the ‘White Folks’ And All

The Species IS No Matter How it’s ‘Colored’

On the Outside At Walmart Lately; We Are

A World Increasingly Out of Human Potential;

That’s A Real Problem Attached to A Machine Without ‘Sea Legs’…

For Stuff Like The Fastest Way to Increase Measures of Standard
IQ on A Test And Reduce The Potential of Dementia Is Strength Building Exercise….

Very Rarely on Discussion Boards Do We See Even Dudes Brave Enough to Show Their Real Face And Body…

That’s Okay;

Yet Avatar


Is Most Definitely

A ‘Sign’ of ‘the Times’….

Fear, Fear, And More Asleep Weak Fear…

To Even Stand Up to Who We aRe AS Human Being…

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, i Lived The Avatar Life Thingie For Several Years too online….

i Hid In my Bedroom Weak And Run Down with 19 Disorders From Stress Took

my Wife to the Walmart Place And Stayed in the Car With the AC Running Inside

Two Words, Now, At Least

i Ain’t Scared;

Actually That’s
One Word ‘No’ to Fear Now;

Yes, Strength Brings Privilege

And Free Brings Life Same As Usual…

However, We Don’t Do Wars at ‘This Level’ Now

Anymore With Hand-to-Hand Combat; Push Button Soldiers is a New Rave Everywhere Now

And The War at Hand, is One of Basic Human Survival in ReCognition of What Human Even is Now…

In ‘Trump Town USA’, Huge Four Wheel Drive Exoskeletons; Soft ExtraTerrestrials, Hobbling Out of That Avatar too…

That’s A Most Ironic Part Humans Are Becoming The Machines They Create ExtraTerrestrial to Even FlesH And Blood;

Yes, NDD Same As GDD, Now;
Nature Deficit Disorder/God Deficit Disorder, Now;

It’s A ‘Brave New World’ of ‘Aliens Born on Earth’ With

Room Still to Become Reborn As Nature HeAR AGAiN..:)

SMiles Dear FRiEnD Thank
You Nothing Like A Little

Up our

Soul Colors

Into Rainbows
More Practically
Coming From Nothing

With SMiLes For All Loving Stronger

FLoWeR Tease Rose😊
Dances Sings Indeed 👏
Hehe Mariana Poetry SMiles…

‘This’ Reminds me of a Pacific Islander Blogger

Dude Lamenting That He Was Destined to

Be Subordinate By the Small Size of

(That’s Just a Myth by the way)

His Asian Penis

Hmm.. it’s

Worth Noting

That the Author of
’50 Shades of Grey’
Has Helped Please More

Women With No ‘Male Tool’ At All

For Yes In her Case the Pen is A Mightier Tool indeed

(Like Elton John With All His Love Songs in the Heat
of Romantic Nights His Songs the Father of So Many

Children to Still Come as He continues to Sire With Song)

Or Have You Already Forgotten the Story And How Even

Ignorant Stories Ridiculous Lying Minion Stories Like What

Trump Peddles Still WorkS in Areas of SCaRCiTiES Where Fear, Misery

And Suffering Seeks The Same Flavor of Story For Something That Makes

Life Worth Living At The Bottom of the Pile Anything Just anything at all to Believe

in to Be Angry Enough to Move on to the Next Moment of life As Fear and Anger Bond Dark Souls

Yes So many Folks Are Ruled By The Stories of others Yet Others Create Their Own Stories And Rule

Their Own Worlds Rather Than to Be Sucked into the Vortex of What is Written into Souls Before….



It Ain’t

About Size

It Ain’t About Strength

Although i am the Strongest

Leg Pressing Dude at the Military Gym

Still at Age 61 up to 1520 Pounds

With No Hands Man Just Raised to
the Heavens on the Big Leg Press Machine HAha

Yet it has more to Do With Balance And The Fact that

i’ve overcome All Fears The Most Proficient Martial Artist

Carries himself With Enough Grace Never to Lift A Fist Against another Human Face…

Other Than That Science Shows it is Human Cooperation Giving Sharing Caring Empathy

Freely the Dance And Song of Life Naked Together that has Moved Us to Existence This Far at all

As Once Again the Chimpanzee Alpha Male is Selected By Empathy for All Others More than Brawn Alone

The Human

Story is Cooperation

And For All the Over-Population

And Wars Are Just A Sign of CuLTuRE

A Story That Is GRoWinG Still Out of Balance

A Pandemic as Humans With All Their Tools Don’t

Even Have the Smarts to LiVE iN Balance With the Only

Home They Are Evolved to LiVE iN Forevernow and Sadly

Humans For the Most Part Are Lost in the Tools they Have Become

What Good is it to Rule

The World


Most Folks

Have No Idea

Where They Are

Only Where They ‘Think’ They

Are Going Next As Yoda Says

‘Size Matters Not’ And If You Learn

To Touch A Woman’s Soul You Touch

What Brings Love to the World For Real Living

It doesn’t take Much Strength only the Breath of A Soul

That Still Dances And Sings Strength is Only What is Necessary to Support A Dance

And Song of Life that Loves NOW… Other than that ‘the Revenge of the Nerds’ Already Happened

in case You



Online Memo….

“Domo arigato misuta Robotto”

One of my Best FRiEnDS is A Small

Indian Woman With Just Her Finger

Tips several Advanced Degrees And

Already Close to a Decade of Financial

Management Experience She’s Already Ruling

Her World From Canada as Immigrant From Home With a Lap
Top As the Only Tool to Make All the Green She Will Ever Now

Need Other than that With a Breath of Her Poetry She Could

Bring the Strongest of Men to Their Knees It’s All Relative

my FRiEnD

to How

You See
the World

And Morevover

How You Rule the

Tools or Become Ruled

By them Story At Core Number

One Yes i realize You Are From

A War Zone Yet That’s A Very Small View of the World
Sadly A Largest View for those who Still LiVE iN Areas
of SCaRCities Dominated By Tribal God’s Still In Stories

Glad You


That Now

All You Have

to Do is Get rid of this

Idea That Physical Strength
Means Much At all in the ‘Real World Now’….

It’s Always Been More About Love For Those

Who See Deeper Than Streams that Still Run Human Blood…

And other than that Race is A Myth as An Anthropologist by

College Degrees White Soaks Up More Vitamin D When the Sun
Stays Low And Bigger Heads Stay Warmer in Freezing Temperatures

And Oh Yeah What Dangles All Soft Like Long Fingers Freezes and Falls Off in Frozen Winters

And The Lion

With The



Loses it to

Claws and Jaws

As i was Once amused

by A Bunch of Ignorant
YouTuber’s Making Fun

Of A Lion’s Package in A Fight…

We Are Human Our Real Super Power is Love….

LoVE Rules Got Good News Love Rules Yet Only As Life Practice For Real…

Other than that When The Robots Get Good Enough At their Jobs Perhaps

We Will Finally Be Set Free From Taking And Hoarding And Owning The Earth to Love Again Free… MORE.

God is The
Air We Are
The Breath




Children oF Air
This Gift This🍓🌺🌸🌟☺️
Breath ThiS ETernal Now🤗

Thanks Now For
The Inspiration
Of The Gift of
Your Words


Dear Mariana☺️🤗

Pretty Amazing Huh
Sure Extraordinary
Could Hardly Lift
The Mouse off my
Pad With My Severely
Strained Right Shoulder
On Friday And Here i Am

Monday Looking
Strong As Ever in
my Entire Life At Age 61

Yet You Know Feel And Sense
What’s So Much More Amazing
At A Bit under 5 Feet 3 With Your
2 Pound Dumbbells Versus My
60 Pound Ones We Lift Side

By Side You Have Tools/Skills All
Your Education MBA’s Financial
Management Experience That
Means With only A Laptop

Working At

Home As You

Expand Your Immigration

Powers You Rule Your Financial

World just With The Tips of

Your Fingers And A Keyboard
And Screen to All The Green

Dollar Bills You’ll Ever

Need Yet You
See That’s not

The Half oF it
You Have the
Ability To Make
Any Man A Super Hero
With Just The Kind Words

You Say

And Bring

The Strongest

Of Men To Their

Knees With Just

One Breath Of Poetry

From Your Soul Yet

Still The Greatest Most
Extraordinary Gift Amazing

Comes From Your Parents

Not unlike Katrina




Cute And



A Koala Bear
In The Human Flesh

How Blessed to Know
Someone as Special As

You Ruling The


A to Z Just
The Way You Are
With Ebony Big Eyes👽
Yes WE Extraterrestrials Rule☺️

Yes Music is Home
By The Way Typo in
Size “GodsUniVerse
Novel3” at 338,630
Words Needs A Decimal
Place it is .4 Times the
Size of The Old King James
Size Try Of An EPic Long
Form Bible And 4 Times
The Size of A Quran in
That One Blog Post
Published on 4.28.16…

“SonG oF mY SoUL”
That Will Arise to
9.6 MiLLioN Words
On The 96th Month
Anniversary Date on
8.18.21 All 8 Years of
Effort Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem
Bible Ever Then
Will Continue
To Grow Past
12 Times the
Size of The
Old King James
Size Try And 120
Times the Size of



As Predicted
By John 14:12
In that Older New
Testament too All
The Authority There

With SMiles
Have A Nice
Day in Kenya

Dear Mariana With
SMiles Hehe Just
Another Forrest





One Road
of Heaven’s Breath🌊🙏🤗
God Air i BREaTHE Freenow

As This Completes The Writing Portion
Of Celebrating “15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”
On 6.29.2021 at 6:48 PM Now to Put it All Together
As Usual For Electronic Publish Coming Soon Enough i Guess Best..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

9.2 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”


“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)