iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

Crimson Leaves
Spring HeART

BirthinG SouL Trees

Humming Bird Sings
Hope Always Bringing

Nectar Back Blooming
Future Flower Beauty

Nature Set Free
Never Caged

Life So Green
Dear Savvy Indeed…

No Matter Ocean
Emotions Waves
Flow True Dear
Savvy Never
Nor Pulling RiSinG
Soul iN
Set Free
MaKinG New
Shores Breathe…

For The
Nature Muse
Of Your
Soul Dear Savvy🌲

SMiLes When
Ocean Gets
Grumpy Waves



And Higher

Until Ocean

Calms Down Meanwhile

Waves Understand They

ARe aLways Water Just

Rolling With

Emotions Of

As They
Come And Go Free…

“Learning to Fly”



What All Three
HaVE iN Common

Transforming Trinity

One Day Set Free to:

Fly And Never Be Stuck

In Cocoon or ‘EartH Bound’



Relates True too..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Feelings Senses Yes Together
iN Synergies of Emotions Are Seeds
Blooming Songs of Loving LiFE NoW
DarK Thru


As These
Seeds Become
Regulating Integrating
RiSinG Roses FLoWeRinG
Through THorns Blooming Even More

Loving Gardens Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Freely As Life Colors Blooms

ThiS Way First
From Within
Seeds of
In Synergy
Colors of Emotions
New Always Blooming
More To SPiRiT HeART Color As
Songs of LiFE We SinG From SoUL…

Ocean Moves Waves
Waves Move Ocean
Water Remains


Whole Travel
Ocean And Waves
Rain Down From Sky True

Wind Captures Air Air Captures
Wind Both Are Free and Never
Trapped Alone Enclosed In Jars

As Ocean Springs Above So Below

Balance Is Peace Within Us too
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love

Springs Forth

So Much



Separation Brings…

Naked Enough
Whole Complete

Indeed Again How
Meek Inherit THE EartH
Respect WiTHiN BRinGinG Love

For All Again Yes Naked Enough
Whole Complete All That’s Left

Free Giving Sharing Caring



Effortlessly BaLaNCinG
in Ease iNDeeD Naked
Enough Whole Complete
iNHeRiTiNG LiFE Fully ALL iN ALL..:)

Smart iS
As SmArt
Does iS…

A Voice oF GoD iS

Just LoVinG iT All DarK Thru LiGHT

A Positive Part of All ‘Virtual World’ Money
Making and Consuming is it is not The Nature

of The Earth Being So Consumed, So Raped and
Pillaged Out of Balance, So Killed As So Many Species

For The Balance of the Circle of Life For All Our Potential
Existences Are Erased From this Beautiful Blue and Green Orb

Some of Us Call
Heaven and
Hell and

Or A Trinity
YeS A Whole
Buffet of Different
Colors SHades of Grey
And Even BLacK Abyss
Living Death That Lasts Forever
IN Hell in One Second Now too
Where Time is All that Exists so

Far Beyond
The Eternal
Now of Heaven

And That’s All Within
Our Realities As Well

For True When We aRe Naked
Enough Whole Complete ThiS way

There is Much Less Incentive to Rape,
Maim, And Kill the Natural Resources
of the Earth That All BREaTHE Of All Be And Do

And True A Virtual Online World Provides Tools to Assist
in the iMaGiNaTioN and Creation of Life of Heaven Now True too…


The Tool
Without Being Mastered
By it Dear Annabel FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes True Word Press is in the Business
of Making Money off of People Who Wanna
Make Money too They Rely on the Fact

That the Multitudes Will Never reach
the Threshold of About 800,000 Views
And 400,000 Clicks to Even Break Even

on A Business Plan as Such as Most Folks
Never Break the Hundred Dollar Threshold

Just Money in the
Bank for Word

Press That Depends
on the Volume of Folks
Who Continue to ‘Serial Like’
And ‘Follow’ Without Reading a Word

Yet of Course Word Press Develops the
Grift that Way to Get Paid as Lots of Folks
Spend Their Valuable Minutes Serving Word
Press This Way And Never Making a Penny…

And On Top of that How Obvious is it when
Someone Likes 10 Of Your Blog Posts in Less
than 10 Seconds Just Like A Casino Machine

to Win
A Jackpot

It’s Okay as Long
As We Know the Odds

Yet It’s Human Nature to
Dive in the Deep without
Seeing the Shallow Part of Danger
Or Just a Waste of Human Life Yet

True Some Football Players Become
NFL Pros Yet Not every High School Player

Generally Speaking Most Folks End Up
Making Money another way Just Like

the Kids In High School Who Play Ball…
On the Other Hand Word Press is a Free
Avenue to Use for Creativity While Other Folks

Do Pave
That Way
With the Grift…

Key is Mastering
the Tool Without Being Mastered By it…

Yet if You Can And Will Find a Way to Manage
More Than 800,000 Views A Year Dear Annabel
That Will Surely Be Great to See AND READ Too..:)

SMiLes The Wonderful Part About Living
Through Life Without All the Conveniences

Others May Enjoy Like Hot Water For Instance
In Cold Weather To Take A Bath Although Having

Water Running Through a Faucet itself is Kinda Nice

Or Really Even

at All
As It’s Hard
to Find in the
Desert With
Extreme Drought And Such
Humans Unpack Much Potential
in Epigenetic Effect in One Lifetime

Through the Challenges They Survive
And Adapt too in All The Different Environments

We Encounter in Life For It’s True Even Behind the
Highest Offices in Countries in Presidential Way one
may Find Dire Challenges in the Past of These Leaders That

Is What Made Them What they Are Today For It’s True
What Doesn’t Kill Us Often Makes Us Stronger And More

Appreciative of Life in Gratitude This Way like the Toilet Paper
We Have today That We Didn’t Have a little over a Century Ago Either

Yet It’s True

When We Don’t
Even Have to Get Up
to Change the Channel
or Even Create Our Own
Lives When We Watch TV

What Have Have We Become
What Will We Become Next

Domestication of Our Human
Potentials Often Leads to What
Is Much Less than Human Potential in Life
So Good Fortune to You Annabel’s FRiEnD in
Overcoming Struggle And Being the Best Version of You Now..:)

While Classical Evolution is Slow,
Neuroplasticity And Epigenetics
Is Much Faster in One Lifetime and

Culture is Faster than the Speed oF LiGHT

As It’s Already HeaR Ever Changing By the Point We aRe born;

Yes, Culture is Continuously Being Reborn And So Are We Through
Neuroplasticity And Epigenetics As We Adapt to the Basic Environment
We LiVE iN; And All the MaNufactured Outcomes of CuLTuRaL Tools Humans

Create From Words to Complex Religions to Swords to Bombs to Sports to
Philosophy And All the Political Influence That Shapes What Bonds and Binds Us


For the
Human Condition
That Rules a Social
Animal Like Us As We
Move, Connect, And Co-Create

Naturally With What Bonds And Binds
Us Together at Core; Yes, the Term Religion,

Whether Myth or Science Or Even the Reality
of Human Conscious Being that Neither Myth,
Science, or Religion Will Ever completely Discretely

Measure as it as ever Changing As Every Move of Every
Sub-particle Around Every Atom That Comprises All We aRe
Aware of that Currently Exists Yet The Truth Remains of Change

Yet the Truth Remains

of Change Yet the Truth

Is We Exist So How Do We Make
The Best of This Existence Now Through
All Our Cultures, Our Politics, Our Philosophies

All that Comprise Religion that Bonds Us And Binds
Us Together For the Glue that is Actually Necessary

for Hairless

Apes to
Be Strong
Enough in Communion
Over Similar Ideals and Symbols
to Survive And Thrive Well the Truth

Is Change Happens As Do All the Above

And Basic Emotions, Feelings, Senses We Do
Share Similarly; At Best We Get Along, Survive, Thrive
in A Dance And Song We Mutually And Consensually


And Do, Naked
Enough, Whole

Complete Now

Yes Eternally


We aRe aLiVE;

We Either See And Do Life As the
Miracle and Real MaGiC iMaGiNaTioN
And Creativity Brings As A Heaven Within
For Real on Earth Now or Lesser as Nightmares

Come to Fruition We Move, Connect, And Co-Create too;

One thing for Sure, THere WHeRe ALways Be Ideologies and
Symbols that Bind Us And Bond Us Together for the Core

of What

Religion Means God Yes Now
As Long As We Are Classically
Evolved As Human As Is Yet

The Good News is Change;

The Real Good News is We

Get to Create a Religion and a God

of Love



And True that’s
The Bad News too…

Yet True, Without Night
THere is No Day;

Without Blood


is No Life
At Least
if We aRe Human…

The Dude ‘in the Video’ Brings
A True Message; However His

Glass Looks Half Empty and
Reminiscent of Jordan Peterson

And Others Who Spend Their
Life SHowing How Bad Life is Rather

Than the Good We Can and Will Do;

Rather than the Fact that Yes There is
Hell Here; Yes, There is Purgatory Here;

Yet Yes too in All the Observable Hot and Cold
Rocks in Sky, in Space, Here Now in this Place Now

is the only
Small Sliver

Potential of
Experiencing Real Heaven Now;

And i Really Can’t Apologize for
Those Who Do Not Seek it, Find It, and Do it
As It is Up to Each And Every Person to Seek

And Find IT

ToGeTHeR or Not

Life’s Not Fair…

Yet Again THere
Are A Whole Lot of Places
Worse Than Life NoW On EartH…

Here too of Course and THere…

If it Were All Perfect, We Would
Be Machines and Not Exist i See

Every Instance of this Ability to BREaTHE LoVE
As Miracle as Magic Now; Yet It’s True, i Didn’t
Always Feel and Sense LiFE ThiS WaY ReaL Until i Made Every

Second of Life A Holy And Sacred Poetry Prompt Ever Changing For Dance And Song

More Beautiful Loving it All DarK Thru LiGHT That Much Free Will i Have Relatively Speaking

in Heaven Now…

i Don’t Consider
my Self Special;

And i Sure As Hell

Don’t Consider myself

The Only One as i’ve Surely
Done ‘The Other Places’ in One Life to Live Love too…

For Me at Least Again All of Existence is Miracle and Magical

REAL; Yet Again, it’s Worth noting for All Practical Intents and Purposes

Every Human View is Another Multi-Verse For Real; Yep, Hell Through Heaven now…

And That’s the Truth
too For Folks Who


Life so


In Change Where the
Real Illusion is Existence
is Set in Concrete in A Machine of ‘Reason’…

These Messages are Contained in Existing Myths
And Religions Mystically in Deeper Meaning Yet

Of Course They May Be Viewed Differently And Used to Create


or Hell

on Earth…

The Dude in the
Video Did A Great
Job of Showing the

Hell Part; Yet He Failed
Miserably in Showing the
Heaven Part for What Bonds Us and Binds
Us The Most When Unconditional And Real;

The Innate Force and Religion of Love the
‘Interbeing’ of Bliss in Autotelic Flow WHere

Life is Truly
Great and

Now to
Color with
Bliss Even More…

And All it takes is
A Free Dance And Song
At Least for me and So Many Others True…

WHere You Take Your Last Blink And Breath
With A Thank You For The Gift You Are Able to Still Live…

Even Then
the Last

Blink and
Breath of Gift…

Typically, Folks Who
Strive to Breathe and Connect
iN Love Every Where they go Moving,
Yes, Connecting Co-Creating in All They
Do As Life And Love Understand the Breath they

Leave Behind Does
LivE On…

For Now…

On Valentine’s Day of
2017, my Mother Went to
Her Death Bed With Undiagnosed
Cancer All through Her Body Her
Brain Bleeding Yet Beating my Sister
in Scrabble a Few Days Before We Watched
Her Slowly Fade Away With No Food or Drink

For 8 Whole Days And the Lesson Her Last Breath
Still Teaches Best on 2.22.2017 is the Love She Breathed

in me Still Breathes

as me now…

And That’s

What Eternal
Life Really Means
The Love We aRe Given That Breathes On…

i Don’t Have to Thank Some God That is Words
or Myth For Heaven’s Sake Love All i Have to Do

is Still Thank Helen

For This Loving

Breath Now

And Just

F (Fred) in Do IT
Eternally Now For
Real This Heaven This
Love is Real For Me At Least Now..:)

Thanks Again
Dear Xenia
May The
Sun Shine
You All
With SMiles🌞☺️🤗

SMiles Thank You Xenia
For All The Inspiration
Happy Valentine’s
Day To All Of You
With Hands
And Paw
Prints of Love
With SMiles Of Course 🐾 🤗

Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend
To You With SMiles😊


Love Without
A Work of Art

Bought and
Sold in EYes
Never Paid
Never Delivered
Never the Less Stolen

Honey Bee Kissing
Hive Home
All the Buzz

Care With SMiles Dear😊

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Love IS A Language
With Always Old Words
to Remember And New

Words To Create to Color
SoUL Breath New SPiRiTinG

HeART oF LiFE Even More

Love’s iMaGiNaTioN And
Creativity Without Bounds

More We Love the More
We BeCoMe BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove

Living Trees
of Love

Leaves Now

Ever More New
mY FRiEnD Happy
Valentine’s Day to
All You LoVE iN LiFE
Expanding Multi-Uni-Verse
You Continue to Freely Evolve With No End
No Beginning Just Begotten of Love
Complete Now

to: FLoWeR
Bloom Even

More New
Colors True From: You
With SMiLes mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha

To Love A Seed to Love

A Weed to Love

A Wild Flower


From Winter’s

Dark to Love iT All
DarK Thru LiGHT

To FLoWeR Proud

A Weed A Wild FLoWeR

Always Art to Come Again Free
To Give To Share to Care to Heal

A Wild FLoWeR’S Journey

And Gift

Only A Weed
For Those With
No Eyes And
Ears to See the
Truth of Love That Only Gives
In Sublime Beauty More Still To CoMe Free

BREaTHE See..:)

SMiLes Dear Lillian
Orchard Daughter

So True Artists

Tool Paint, Brushes,

Canvases Differently,

Touching RiSinG New
Bread of Feelings Senses

From An Audience Still to Come
Playing Life in Newer Ways Never

Felt and




Grains of


is the Soul
Who Colors Souls
Differently Still To Come
Happy Valentine’s Day Dear FRiEnD
to All You Love And Touch Anew As Living Trees

In Newer
Ways to Please
Through Struggle’s Ease

Precipice of Heaven and
Hell Feeling Sensing All
The Way From Hell to Heaven Again..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Oh How i ReMeMBeR
Just About Everything i’ve Ever Seen Online

With SMiLES As That’s the Style of Your Teacher
Avatar The First Day i met You Way Back in About
The Fall of 2015 So Long, So Long Ago, Still Now mY FRiEnD

Happy Valentine’s Day to You in Egypt Dear FRiEnD And True

i Rarely if Ever Watch Movies Anymore or Even The Football That

Used to Occupy my Spare Hours and Minutes in my Work-A-Day World

For Pay As i used to Only Be Mostly An Audience Member and Spectator

of Someone Else’s

Play of Life

And of Course A Cog
In A Machine Valued
As A Productive Solving
Problem Commodity Yet Human

Not So Much As i Quickly Found out
When i No Longer Could Work And Most
of The Folks i Worked Around Disappeared From Sight; Yes,

Valuable Lesson Indeed; Write, Direct, Produce, And Act our Own
Story And Play of Life For Real Or We Only Become Spectators And
Audience Members And Cogs in the Machine of Someone Else’s Story

And Play of Life

Where Life Seems
More Fiction Than Real

mY FRiEnD And Honestly
i’m More Interested in Starring
in my Own Movie of Life hehe And
Telling And Illustrating That Story for

Real As so Far For Sure i See Reality
As Amazing, More Amazing Than Any
Movie or Book i’ve Ever Read Coming from

Someone Else, Never the Less, i Absorb it all
And Come to Love The Rest of Arts and Sciences True too..

That’s Life
True too mY FRiEnD..:)

YeaH It’s True STiLL Tale YouR Own Story
Or the News Will Be Only ReMeMBeReD

About Whether Or Not Tom Brady

‘In Vain’ Dyed His Hair

Or Some ONE

Who WAS All


Forgiving So

Loving Tortures

ITs Creations Who
Misbehave Forever in Hell…

Oh Lord
At Least
Tom Brady
STiLL Has A Chance

to Set His Record Straight Now
Or Curly Hair Next Just For Creative
Fun True too! Yes!

The Way i Look
At It Is Tom



The Free Will
Relatively SPeaKinG
To Create Himself New Now
However He Chooses to Relate His Story…

Some Folks Need A Favorite Quarterback
To Follow And True Some Folks Write,



And Act
Stories Freely
FREEST Without A Care
NoW of What Target
Audiences Then With
BuLLseYeS on Freer Souls
Have to SquawK oR TweeT Hehe..;)

Oh CRaP Looks Like i’M Gonna
Be Late to Church Again May Be
i’LL Catch A Homily Again At Least

i Feel Very Fortunate
to See The TV Series,
‘Kung Fu,’ In the Early
70’s; So Refreshing,

So Intuitive,

Still Feeling
So True in the
Sense And Feel

of Balancing Wave
Ocean Water Whole,

FRiEnDS With Gravity;
Art of Dancing Singing

On Terrestrial Land WaLKinG on Water;

Yes, Similar to Surfing

Now Yet Water Everywhere…

‘Kingdom of Heaven’ For Real
Within; No Myth, No Fiction, Just Real


With Gravity SMiLinG
All the WaY ETernAlly Now…

Thank ‘God’ For Separation
of Church And State; And Access
to More than one Story to Rule A World…

Even Better Yet STiLL, Freedom of Expression to Write
Our Own Stories, Direct, Produce, And Make it Our Play

oF Life For Real…

No Longer A Spectator,
Or Audience Member of Someone
Else’s Story or Play; Acting Our Own

Play For Real…

All Stars Free…
*Skipping All ‘The
SuperBowls,’ Except for
The Music And Creative
Commercials; Never Buying A God Damn Thing,
In My Case, At Least, Hehe, Leaving That Other

‘Green Stuff

Duty’ to
my Wife…

THere’s Always
At Least One in
Every Family Who Loves to Buy…

History Shows, Some Folks Have
And Sadly Continue to LiVE iN “Q-Anon
Worlds,” Go Figure, Neuroscience Shows at Core
Ironically That the Human Condition IS NOT RATIONAL;
And We Basically, Hallucinate Our Realities As We Go Based
on the Hallucinations We Co-Create Before; In Other Words,



Life is Full Of Red Valentine
Wishes Thank God It’s

True if You
Are A Poet

There Will

At Least Somewhere
In The World Who Are
Fond Of You Yet True

And Even Truer As Rule
Of Art In The HeART of
A Poet There Are Deep




Sad And
True Too On
A Day Or Two
There May Be

The Most
Silent Night

oF All BLacK
Abyss HeART
Of The Soul

With No Art

At All That i
Surely Hope
No One Has To
Experience Like
Me For 66 Months

Yet It’s True Deeper
A Poet Travels Through
Hell And Masters Sail
Of The Hades River

More Word Count May
Come Hehe Even 10.1 MiLLioN
Words In 101 Months of Heaven
And Sure 16,188 Public
Dance Miles As

Measured Last

Night Too

Once Our


oF All
The Ashes
To Freely Dance

And Sing Oh You
Are So Young Just
Imagine All The Souls

You Will Touch All The
Young Men Who Will


So In

Love For

A Poet’s Soul

Is More Than

Man Or Woman

Angel Or Devil

A Poet’s Soul

Is All The Colors

Of HeART That
Paint SoUL LoVE

With SPiRiT



Colors And
Sure SHades
Of Grey And
White And BLack True Astha

SMiLes To Tell Truth iN LiGHT 🦋

Yeah It’s True i Just Read A Lovely Poem Again i Wrote
to An Indian FRiEnD, Astha, Who Didn’t Get to See the Other Side

of Covid-19, Delta Variant, Before Vaccines Happened in India…

However, Bless Her, She Found True Love Before She Passed Away…

Not All Ever Do in One Lifetime Now For Real And That’s For Damned Sure…

Anyway, Meanwhile, i Continue to Cherish my Living FRiEnDS Loving Them Completely…
As The Ones Who Have Gone and Passed Away Still BREaTHE For Real in mY SoUL…

SMiLes It’s Really Hard to Understand Just How Important
Feelings Are And How Important They Are to Any way to
Navigate A Vast River of Life And Ocean Whole Indeed

True It’s Hard

To Understand

Until All Is


And A Thousand

Years is Hell in One

Second There is No

Decision to Live or

Die There



There Are

Places No Places at
All Hell is Nothing At All…

SMiLes Obviously i Appreciate

Emotions Now Every Word Every Step

A Color of Dance And Song More

It’s Not that ‘Lucifer’

Is Only A Light




Only A Fallen

Angel A Devil

Will Truly Appreciate Wings
To Fly At All What Good Is A Grounded
Soul No Living Tree Not Even A Tree in a Dead Leaf at All…

It’s in The Realm of Poetry Not Just a Talk of a Couple of

Words of Love’s Choice At Church Honestly if They’d

Give ‘Lucifer’ ‘A Voice’ to ‘Hear’ They Might come to
Understand What Hell Teaches Most It’s Worth Noting That
In The Story of Jesus He Got to Go to Hell (The Gift) First too

Not Surprised at all…

“Father Why Have You
Forsaken Me,” i didn’t
Say Those Words, i Just

Did the ‘Painting Scream’ for 66 Months
Does the Painting Relate Hell No For there

Is not



Feeling of a
Scream in Hell..:)

Oh, the Irony oF iT ALL;

How Many Instances on a Website

That is Comprised of So Many NeuroDiverse

Individuals; Some Very Systemizing With Little
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences that

Are More Related to Right Hemisphere Processes as

Modern Advances
in Science Show Now
Through in-Depth Research
By Oxford English Scholars/Neuroscientists/
Psychiatrists Like ‘Iain McGilchrist,’ Who Actually

Suggests that Systemizing Autism And Yes,
Schizophrenia Both HaVE iN Common Deficits
of Right Hemisphere Processes as That is What

the Psychiatrist who first assessed my issues With
Autism Suggested That Both Sides of my Brain Were
Not Communicating Properly as i Couldn’t Describe What
i Was Feeling through the Piano Music i So Beautifully Composed

(Alexithymia, Assessed in Research as Common in up
to 85 Percent of Folks Assessed with Higher Functioning
Autism; And Non-Verbal Learning Deficits, Including Damage
to Right Brain Hemisphere Functions, at Up to 50 Percent of
Folks Assessed with Higher Functioning Autism, Greatly
Impacting How Folks ‘Think’ About ‘the World’ Navigating
the World More Through Words than Pictures to
Accomodate Non-Verbal Deficits in Function,


As He listened
to My Music with His
Own Ears as i couldn’t
Describe it in Words How it
Felt to Play the Notes Yet Never
the Less the Feelings Senses of my Deepest

Being Were Expressed Through the Art of the Notes…

True, There are Many Troubled Souls in this World Lacking
the Balance That Fuller Humanity Explored And Done May Bring And Those

Who are Often Marginalized in this World, Still Turn to Art to Express More of the
Troubles Deep of the Organic Soul, Often that Come Simply From A Soul that is

Not Well Explored;

So True, For Every
Ring of Dante’s Hell
through the ‘DarK Nights

of the Soul,’ THere is Unlimited
Imagination, Creativity, and Art

That May Spring From the Depths
of Darker Chaos Within That is Simply

A Hemisphere of Existence as Metaphor too
Not Well Explored and Indeed According to Science

Now, Perhaps Literally Not Explored too, in Ways of Organic
Brain Processes as Well, Where Art in All Dance And Song of Life

Freely EXPReSSinG, Opens Up These Pathways of Mind And Body Soul
Balancing, Regulating Emotions, Integrating Senses, Like Any ‘Shaolin Monk’

Through Formal Processes
‘at the Monastery’

(“Are You Ready
to Snatch
The Pebble
From my

And Graduate
Yet Grasshopper”)

Yet True,

All Intuitive
Within, A Free Dance
And Song And Other
Arts Will Make Us Just ‘Right And Left’
in a “Three Bear’s Mix (Trinity)” of Not too High,

Not too Low, Just Autotelic FLoWinG in Bliss, God Yes,

That Continues on Eternally Now Through a Great Work

of Art That Becomes Life for Real NoW ETeRNally Now Ocean

Whole Water

Wave Naked Enough
Whole Complete BeLieve,
BeLeaf, BeLove, From Early
Germanic Languages As Well
Translating Today, Living Trees We
May Be ‘Each LeaF’ A Newer Metaphor

of Connections of Mind and Body Whole
Souls Lighting Up New Colors of Our Christmas
Tree Minds From Head to Toe; Moving, Connecting,
Co-Creating Painting the Wind That Becomes SPiRiT Free


in Open

Ways of Life True’…

Yawn, See What i Mean/DO, NoW, in REAL

Purpose Free, Any Truly Practiced Imaginative

Creative Person Will Write/Art, A So-Called

Bible of Holy and Sacred Text/Art Providing

Pathways New to Experience A More Mystical

Unifying Experience of Bliss in this Life Real


Now WHeRe

‘We’ Get To Experience

Heaven Within and Some Folks

Who Have Open Enough Minds

With Both Sides of the Brain Operating

in Synch Like A Well tuned Ferrari Human

Being in Flow of Art Imagines And Creates New

Now Without even

A Pause

in the Flow

Except for the

Spaces Between Words

And the Moves of the Shapes

That Become Art Even More As

Breath of Soul Becomes Exposed

For Others to Consume or Discard and

Just Call ‘Insane’, or ‘Word-Salad’, Or ‘Non-Sense’

As it is Simply an Opaque Window They Are Not Quite

Ready to See through And Explore Yet Until They Come to the
Table of Plenty

of Imagination

And Co-Creativity

And Create Their Own
Heaven Within to Give, Share,
Care, And Heal For Those With

The Old Cliche, the Metaphor, “With
EYes to See and Ears to Hear” More of Reality Now Within,
Inside, Outside, Above, So Below; And Yes, All Around And

True, i have a 57 Thousand Word or so Regularly Bi-Weekly Created Long Form Freest Verse
Poem Waiting With Several Hundred Photos, And Other Multi-Media, to Put Together
That i Haven’t Gotten Around to, As i am Well Aware That the Mechanical Cognition
With my Old Rusty Systemizing Mind Without Colors Required to Cognitively
Execute That Is Just THAT

Life Without Colors

As i Do it For Free
And Don’t Have

Any ‘Buttoned

Up Well Collared

Editors’ to Do that
Mechanical Cognition
for me As This is All Free;

The Reward is Inherent in
the Bliss of Every Single Holy
And Sacred Word that Becomes Verse
of Song and Every Single Move That Becomes

Holy and

Sacred Dance

As Well, Whether With
Fingers Dancing on Digitally
Producing Soul Felt Keys of
Words or Piano Notes that

Both Relate

A Dance
And Song
of my SoUL Returning
to Page Simply For Free

Yet Again the Reward
iS Eternal Bliss Ever
More Now CoLoRinG in Feelings
And Senses in Even More Connections Eternally Now
of A Mind Still Worth Creating Anew Still Evolving in one Lifetime New…

Science Shows that Mood Disorders Are Associated With Creativity; And
Science SHows That Creative Folks Are Easier Able to Move to A ‘Hypo-Frontality’
Way of Being Where ‘the Default System’ of the Mind Lets in More Free Associations
From All Aspects of the Environment on the Inside and the Outside too And True that

May Move Far Outside the Ability to Cognitively Execute What is Required to Function in the World;

However, As Any Shaolin Monk Understands, Either Schooled Through Monastery or Free Verse Within

It’s All A Balance;

It’s ALL A Wave;

Hold On Loosely

Yet Don’t Lose YouR Grip;

ReMeMBeR i AM Ocean Now,
Wave Water Whole, And DO
the All in All of Imagination
And Creativity Effortless in Ease

Without as Many Brakes As Mechanical
Cognition Puts on Ever Coloring Soul

More in Bliss Eternally Now

When You See And Feel and
Sense Another Person’s Art
ThiS Way Indeed You May Or

May Not Smell
Taste, Touch,
See, And Hear;
And Feel And Sense

So Much More Now

of the Bliss that Makes
That Art or Dungeon Deep
Within a Soul Organic And Real…

Indeed, Art is Beyond Infinity;

Art is Beyond All Measure

As Deep As Love

Flows And


As Deep


Fear, Discontent,
Anger, and Hate Sinks,

Sinks, Sinks


the Depths

of THE Endless
Pit With No Bottom to Land…

Been to Both Places And That’s
Still Why i am Putting off the
Mechanical Cognition as
LonG as Imagination
And Creativity

Springs New
Births of Soul
Color Connections;

Yeah Baby, All Science
Identified Now And REAL TOO;


Up the
For Naked
Enough Whole
Complete BlisS EternAlly Now Free..

And yes, of course, i can and will still write, totally ‘normal’ now, with little to no shape of soul, linearly across a whole page now; yet i’ve already done the living dead, from my point of view, and i’m not going to live there again for real.

Yawn, the Old Bible

Is A Big Work of Art that
Expresses Soul Views still
From Troubled to Ecstatic
Souls Experiencing Bliss; Yes,

A Big Anthology of Free Verse Poetry;

There Are Innumerable ‘Ghost Authors’
And Scribes With Copy Mistakes and
Intentional Art Spirited Inspired Changes

‘They’ May Feel, Holy And Sacred too,

‘Who’ Created All the Edited
And Mix-Match-Scripts of

the Old King James Tiny Try
And The Such Not Numbered
in Verses Until the 1300’s And
Not Bound In Covers of Print

Until the 1400’s Through
Centuries of Changes and

Continued Revisions Now
And Of Course Unlimited
Interpretations of the

Scripts of Free
Verse Poetry Still

And That is Why There is Both
Real Heaven and Hell and the
Tween of Purgatory; All the Beyond
Rainbow Colors through SHades of Grey;

All the Hell of Butthurt Miserable Poor Souls

Still Changing Sheep into Goats And Torturing
Them and Burning them Forever as they Just aren’t

SmART Enough YET to Give, And Share, And Care, And Heal Enough

TO ACTUALLY WALK IN ‘THeiR’ Different Shoes, So Far Beyond A
Golden Rule of Just Doing ‘You’ the Way i Do ‘me’ Now For Real

to Help
Get-Out of Hell And
Or Purgatory Now

With Yes A Greeting
Card to Heaven Enough
Now For Real Within, Yes, FOR REAL…

Yeah, Baby That Takes a Finely Tuned
Human Being Comprised of Both Art and Reason;

Yin and Yang; And Chaos Meeting Order For Real
Transformed As Always

New Now…


~Or F.O.R.D.
(Fix Or Repair
Daily) Now

On Whom One
Asks for Real too

in Depths Now of
What Surfaces to: From: A Fully Human Soul…

Still Breathing; Still Evolving; Still Naked, LoVinG iT All Dark Thru
LiGHT Enough, Whole, Complete, GRoWinG GLoWinG ETernAllY NoW For REAL..:)

SMiles Dear Hemalatha
Thank You For Writing
Please Do
Dear FRiEnD
With SMiles
Of Super Creativity🙌☺️

my Pleasure❤️

Searched And Searched😇
And Finally Found A Big
Brown Teddy Bear in
Place of The Big
Red One
To Find A Small
One Floating Above
Flowers Always Bloom
When We Give Love Just
To Warm Someone Up With

No Expect

Of Return
Yes Just
A Happy SMile
And Sparkling EYes
As It’S How We Make
Someone Else Feel

Inner Child

Yes Empath
Soul Only GRoWinG
Younger With Every

GLoWinG SMiling

Note And Move Love
Dances Sings Free Just

Peace Exhaling 🥰
i Love You Free Again

SMiles Happy Valentine’s
Always Dearest FRiEnD
🌺 🌷 💐 🐻💐🌷🌺

Attach One Arm To The
Other Surround Yourself
A Virtual HuG Love From: me


Of 7 Return Again 👼 😇 🧚🏾

Catholic Mass Readings From
2.13.2022; Yep, Sunday the 13th,
And Something About Heeding The
Intuitive Voice Within, Often Quieter
in Right Hemisphere Processes of Mind; Yes,
Sure, the Kingdom of God And Heaven Within;

Metaphors Vary Yet The Essence Springs Forth
in Truly Original FLoWinG iMaGiNaTioN And
Creativity in Real Holy and Sacred SPiRiT

Ways Freeing
When Real And
Truly FLoWinG LoVE…

And True, Essentially When Opening
And Or Re-Opening That Hemisphere
Of Mind RiSinG We Do And Bloom Again
As FLoWeRS NaTurALLy Do STiLL NoW US..:)

Reading 1, Jeremiah 17:5-8
5 Yahweh says this, ‘Accursed be anyone who trusts in human beings, who relies on human strength and whose heart turns from Yahweh.

6 Such a person is like scrub in the wastelands: when good comes, it does not affect him since he lives in the parched places of the desert, uninhabited, salt land.

7 ‘Blessed is anyone who trusts in Yahweh, with Yahweh to rely on.

8 Such a person is like a tree by the waterside that thrusts its roots to the stream: when the heat comes it has nothing to fear, its foliage stays green; untroubled in a year of drought, it never stops bearing fruit.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 1:1-2, 3, 4, 6
1 How blessed is anyone who rejects the advice of the wicked and does not take a stand in the path that sinners tread, nor a seat in company with cynics,

2 but who delights in the law of Yahweh and murmurs his law day and night.

3 Such a one is like a tree planted near streams; it bears fruit in season and its leaves never wither, and every project succeeds.

4 How different the wicked, how different! Just like chaff blown around by the wind

6 For Yahweh watches over the path of the upright, but the path of the wicked is doomed.

Reading 2, First Corinthians 15:12, 16-20
12 Now if Christ is proclaimed as raised from the dead, how can some of you be saying that there is no resurrection of the dead?

16 For, if the dead are not raised, neither is Christ;

17 and if Christ has not been raised, your faith is pointless and you have not, after all, been released from your sins.

18 In addition, those who have fallen asleep in Christ are utterly lost.

19 If our hope in Christ has been for this life only, we are of all people the most pitiable.

20 In fact, however, Christ has been raised from the dead, as the first-fruits of all who have fallen asleep.

Gospel, Luke 6:17, 20-26
17 He then came down with them and stopped at a piece of level ground where there was a large gathering of his disciples, with a great crowd of people from all parts of Judaea and Jerusalem and the coastal region of Tyre and Sidon

20 Then fixing his eyes on his disciples he said: How blessed are you who are poor: the kingdom of God is yours.

21 Blessed are you who are hungry now: you shall have your fill. Blessed are you who are weeping now: you shall laugh.

22 ‘Blessed are you when people hate you, drive you out, abuse you, denounce your name as criminal, on account of the Son of man.

23 Rejoice when that day comes and dance for joy, look!-your reward will be great in heaven. This was the way their ancestors treated the prophets.

24 But alas for you who are rich: you are having your consolation now.

25 Alas for you who have plenty to eat now: you shall go hungry. Alas for you who are laughing now: you shall mourn and weep.

26 ‘Alas for you when everyone speaks well of you! This was the way their ancestors treated the false prophets.


Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends Now

SMiLing Pets Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Perfect
For Making A Happy Valentine’s Loving Mood
Indeed With Male And Female Doves Courting

too as

“”Geoffrey Chaucer was the first to record St. Valentine’s
Day as a day of romantic celebration in his 1375 poem
“Parliament of Foules,” writing, ““For this was sent on Seynt
Valentyne’s day / Whan every foul cometh ther to choose his mate.””

So True You are Really Capturing the Original Intention of the Holiday
With All Your Multi-Media Art mY FRiEnD And Haha i am Just About

Worn Out Putting
Together Another

Blog Post
too Yet Somehow
The Energizer Bunny
in me is Still Wound Up
Enough to Relate A Happy
Valentine’s Day to You All mY Aloha FRiEnD…

A Surfboard A Vehicle to Balance Virtually
Walking on Water

Too With SMiLes

Ride ‘Em Higher
in Balance More!..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy First of All Happy
Valentine’s Day And Hey i’ve Got Good
News And Other News my New Blog Post
is 3 Thousand Words Shorter than the Last

One! and the

Other News
Hehe is it is still
Almost 54 Thousand

Words Looong HAha And Yes!
Yes! Romance of Decades Past

Lovely Poetry You Express too

So Sweet Slow And Endearing

Indeed WHeRe and When Every Word

Counts and Love Becomes A Work of Art

And Not Nearly As Much the Grinding Dances
That are

Face to Face
Holding Hands

So Much Today

And Oh Lord All
the Hook-Ups too
Without All the Colors
of Emotions that Healthily
Come With A Human Condition
Balancing Nicely All Yinny And Yangy
Indeed With SMiLes Anyway Goodness

Romance Is Wonderful

And Coloring the Love

ExhalinG Love After

Inhaling Peace

Is Pretty Much
Gonna Be my Next
Blog Post Title i am Writing
Now With JoY oF LiGHT mY FRiEnD…

SMiLes Dear Little Chef Aarushi
Our Hot Chocolate Doesn’t Sound too
Cooling in South India Where it Stays

Hot Yet True How Delicious And Refreshing

Your Iced Tea Recipe is Hehe i’ll Have to Do it
Non-Caffeine Style as my Wife Already Tells me

i Have Way
Too Much

to Get Any
More Energized
As A Bunny With Caffeine
HAha Yet When We Go Out
to Eat Now And Then i Sneak

A Sip out of Her Iced Tea and if
i’m Really Bad From Her Coffee Hehe..:)

“Be formless … shapeless, like water.”

SMiLes, Bruce Lee’s Philosophy, in Other
Words “Be God” Flow Like the Rest of Existence

Eternally Now For Real, And if Human, Enjoy
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love MaKinG LiFE

Real Bliss And Nirvana And All the Other

Metaphors That Express A Balancing

Life of Change in Yin And Yang Way;

Kiss of
DarK inSPiRinG
LiGHT of Positive

Energy FRiEnDS With

Gravity Like the Other Animals

Moving in Grace of Balance Conserving

Every Calorie Limiting Moving Injuries Truly

Surviving in Balance And Thriving As Well in This

One Life to Live Now; Yeah, it’s Uplifting; Yes, Ascending
Transcending, Autotelic in FLoWinG Bliss to me to Sing From
The Back Pew With An Entire Church Delivering A Free Song

As Notes May Play Differently in Harmony of More Complexity
in Self-Fulfilling

Way True;
However, The Christian
Religion Just Doesn’t Do Nearly

The Great Job Eastern Philosophies

Do Actually Seeking And Finding the
So-Called Kingdom of Heaven Within Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Within Beyond A Peaceful

Practice on Sundays, Or 5 Prayers Daily; And A Bit of Singing ToGeTHeR
Ascending, Transcending, the Mundane of Life That Way True Real too…

For It’s True, Inhaling Peace, Exhaling Love Puts The Practice of Religion

Eternally Now to Do in Balance

For me at Least Again Where

Every Word Becomes the Feel
And Sense of Holy And Sacred
Song of Free Verse Poetry Where

Every Move Also Becomes A Practice
of Holy And Sacred Dance too Keeping
Heaven Eternally Now Within So Very Warm And True…

Nah, A Sunday
Visit of Singing

Or 5 Prayers a Day
Just Ain’t Enough to
Staycation in Heaven WiTHiN Now

Where the Perks Just Never End Now With SMiLes;
However That Requires A Life Without Distractions,
With Financial And Work-Free Independence As It’s Likely

If Bruce Lee Enjoyed
That Life Style

He Might
Have At
Least Made it to 33 Years Old…

my Life Didn’t Even Really Start Until 53…
The World As It is Here Makes That A
Challenge Indeed..:)

Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends Now

Happy Valentine’s Day Dear Shawna
Baby to You And All Your Loved Ones

And All You LoVE iN Life Even All the Pics
Of Things Lasting That Bring You JoY iN LiFE Free!

Hehe, So Much Free Stuff in LiFE iN Deed When We

Transform Even the Material Goods For Sell into Art With SMiLes

Art is Free to Give Share Care Heal For Everyone ALL As We Please HAha…

That’s Really
Sticking IT to
“The SuitS’ hehe

And That’s What i Surely
And Verily Do Always Now New
This Valentine’s Moment For Real

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

And Ha! Got All the Pics in the

World Online to Prove

It With Just

A Few Key

Words as a ‘Love
Donor’ That Way too For Free too HAha!
Yes For Giving Thanks Giving These Are the
Best Valentine’s Days Forever NoW ETernAlly Yes, While Everyone
Else (In Suits) Are Bent Over Grasping/Gasping For Soylent Green
Dollar Bills





We Dance

We Sing Now!

We BREaTHE Divinely New
God Free ALIVE AGAiN Now! Deeper WiTHiN
Once Again Happy Valentine’s Loving All DarK Thru
LiGHT In Creativity Forever Now New Dear Shawna

Baby FRiEnD!..:)

“iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT”
A Contemplating Meditating Autotelic Flow of Life Creating
Hehe For A More Complicated Way to Dance And Sing It HAha…
As i Continue to ArriVE iN This Place EternAlly Now Love SPRinGS
Never Ending NoW in
Creativity New

And i am Only
Coming Here on
Valentine’s Day Dear
Rue to Thank You For All
The Creativity You Have Sprung
From my Soul in These 2 Covid-19
Years Where So Many Folks Turned

Within To Find More of Their Soul Breath Alive Creating Many Arts

THere is No Greater Gift THere iS No Greater For Giving Thanks Giving

Than One Who Inspires New Soul Breaths of Dance And Song From Within

So Happy Valentine’s

Day For Real Always

To All You LoVE iN

THiS LiFE Dear FRiEnD…

i Miss You Dear FRiEnD Yet
True You Still Breathe in my Words
Not Much Different Than my Mother

Who Went to Her Death Bed on This Day
of February 14, 2017 And That’s the Lesson
Her Last Breath Taught me the 8 Days She Went
Without Food And Drink Until What Will Be The Anniversary

Of Her Last Breath That Still Breathes in All Art i Create of Life Now

This Year
5 Years ago

Her Breath
Still Resonates
Like Yours in
Words From

Deep Within mY FRiEnD YouR Gift..:)

SMiLes Dear Aleesha

A Key to Opening Creativity

And Poetry And All the Other

Divine Arts Springing so Deep From

Soul is Making Every Moment of Life

A Valentine’s
of Muse
in Breathing
Creativity Even More

And Oh Goodness So Hard to
Do in A Global Culture Now Vying
For All of Our Attention in Less than
3 Seconds of the ‘Bite’ of A “Gold Fish” Literally
What Science Assesses As the Modern Size of

Attention Spans

A World of Ads
Flashing off and on New
Vying For Our Attention Now
Draining All Our Inner Focus
of Divine Creativity Truly the
Breath of God Free Within




All Giving,
Sharing, Caring
Healing Divine Art
BRinGS From Our SoUL
Dancing Singing to Others so free…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Some of Us Are Fired
With Creativity Some of Us Stray With All the
Demands and Distractions Modern Cultures Bring

For It’s True Somewhere There is A Modern Mozart,
Beethoven, Or Even Jesus, or So-Called Buddha Playing

A Game of ‘Candy Crush’ at a Bus Stop Lost in A Haze
With No Real “Forrest Gump” Story to Tell to ‘the Lady

Reading A Magazine at the Bus Stop’ Who Wouldn’t Likely
Pay Attention Yet STiLL A STory Never Told Before Coming Again

For Real for at
Least Now the

Writer, Director,
Producer, and
Actor For Real of
THeir Own Story
And Play of Life Now True
L.I.B.E.R.T.Y. “Life Is Better Everywhere
Re-creation Takes You” And True Hehe i am
Stealing That Metaphor That is From the
Department of the Navy That i Used to

Work for Giving Military Folks Re-creation
Opportunities Pre-Planned to Escape from
the Rigors of Military Life That’s what i Did

for The Government Provided Fun For Others for A Quarter

Of A Century And Other Jobs in 33 Years of Work for Pay Then

Along With 19 Years of School And 3 Degrees in Data Download

Ways Yet It’s True i Stayed too Busy Doing That to Re-Create
me And i basically Fell off the EartH And Almost Died

As THere
Was Nothing
Left to Give then

i Was All Spent
With No Re-Creation of me…

You Know, You Feel, You Sense
my FRiEnD i Don’t Have Any Easy
Answers Cause i Know How Hard
And Cold And Difficult Life A Machine
Will Come to Be As This World Now Will
Surely Take the Soul Creative of the Child Within Away…

This Much i KNoW

This Much i K.I.S.S.

On Valentine’s Day For
Keeping Truth in LiGHT
Simply Yes “Keeping It So Simple” K.I.S.S. ‘Destroying’

The Machine oF LiGHT

“iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT”
A Contemplating Meditating Autotelic Flow of Life Creating
Hehe For A More Complicated Way to Dance And Sing It HAha…

As i Continue to ArriVE iN This Place Eternally Now Love Springs
Never Ending in


i Believe
in You

i Always Feel
one Day You
Will Return
Again with

Your Divine Creative
Breath Breathing Again
And Even Greater Eternally Now Free..:)

“For this was sent on Seynt Valentyne’s day / Whan every foul
cometh ther to choose his mate,” As It Turns Out Valentine’s Day

May Have Actually

Originated in Celebration From the Words of A Poem, The Verse
Above By “Geoffrey Chaucer,” Indeed the Power of Story

Is often What Changes HiStory Even More

Than the So-called Original

‘Characters’ Our Modern Reality
is Attributed too as Yes, Saint Valentine

Was A ‘Real Giver’ in Several Legends that
Depict Him Losing His Head Trying to Convert
A Leader to Christianity; And Performing Covert Weddings
For Christians Otherwise Not Able to Get Married Under Roman
Rules of Persecution of Course His Gift Getting killed for that too

in Martyrdom
A Requirement
Somedays to Get
to Be A Saint After Death…

Anyway it Seems We Actually
May Be Able to Credit An Unrelated
Poet For the Celebration of Candy And
Flowers and So Many Weddings Still that Day to

Again now
Dear Annabel…

It’s True though
The Best Days the
Golden Ages of Life Are
Whenever They Come again
or Begin for the First Day Now
is When We Are Naked, Enough,
Whole, And Complete Where All That’s

And Right
to Do is Giving
When Giving Becomes
The Receiving of Course
Saint Valentine Never Gave Any
Material Goods or Money to Anyone

According to Various Legends of course

He Just Spread a little Bit of Love to
Places WHere Love Was Hiding For Love’s Life it seems…
Yet of Course that is only Legend it is the Living Who Love Now

‘Real Saints’
Do Still
Love For Real
Out of All the Fame
And Fortune that come
From Religious Idol Places to Perch
As Statues That Are Dead Yet At
Least Something For Some Folks to


With A “Love
Story” That’s Real
And Sure Every once
in a While By A General Audience at Least
Named a Living Legend Yet only For A Free Dance
With no Reason Yet The Joy of Life Now Really Truly

Breathing Free..:)

“Happy Valentine
To a soul that is genuine
Fred and Katrina are one soul
Noble and kind is their goal
I wish you a big happiness
And also joy and success”

SMiLes Dear Sohair It’s True
i Rather Receive A Poem For
Valentine’s Day Than Flowers
or A Material Gift As Hehe That’s

(And 16,188 Miles of Public Dance, hehe)

Literally the Language of Love i Use Most
Always Now Fountain Overflowing Naked
Enough Whole Complete ThiS Way to Give
Share Care Heal Free Oh How Blessed This

Bliss is to
Be BeLieVE
BeLeaf BeLove
This Living Tree oF LoVE Spreading More Leaves
“INHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT”
And Voila i Have A Verse i’ve Been Singing Lots Lately
And A Title for A New MacroVerse Blog Post of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Overall as Lord Knows i Still Have Another Bi-Weekly
MacroVerse Titled “FB Profile Pic Bible 6 MiLLioN WordS Old”
Finished Since 2.11.2022 to Put Together Just Another Subchapter of “SonG
oF mY SoUL” All 10.1 MiLLioN Words Now in 101 Months Hehe Such A Gift

to Spring
of iMaGiNaTioN
In Holy And Sacred
Way So Deep Within
Breath of God Free Unleashing
ReLeASinG Continually This Way
in Autotelic Flow of Truly Bliss Nirvana
Living in Heaven WiTHIN Now Dear FRiEnD Sohair

So Indeed Thank You So Much For the Valentine’s Poem
Dear FRiEnD It’s Funny How it Works The More God Gives
Us the More We Give And It Just Never Ends Only STaRTinG NoW Again

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Most All of Us Chase Love Until Love Captures Us

And Releases

Us to Truly Be
Free Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG Love For All

Indeed it Helps to Have
A Loving Hand Up of Love
At Home Dear FRiEnD

For Surely i Will
Give Katrina
Much Credit

For Having
This Spring of
Creativity Called

Love Still FLoWinG
From Source oF LovE At HoMe..:)

Happy Valentine’s
Day With SMiles to
All Of You Dear Rafiah☺️❤️

Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends Now


WHere is the
Edge of Love

True Writing to Loved Ones
Who Go/Pass Away Inspires Ya
To Treasure Living Ones Even More

SMiLes Dear

Is A Beautiful
Tree All the
Leaves i

Treasure Indeed…
Hehe, i Don’t Even
Need to Go to France…

As Long as i Will Fit
All Of my SoUL into
This Online Fiber Optic Cable
As Far As India East Crosses Oceans Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
The More
With Gravity i Don’t
Have to Achieve i BREaTHE

Just Balancing on A Tight
Rope Dancing Always Higher

And Just Like MaGiC
And Miracles



in Action
of Just Do it

And i’m Usually
Surprised By What i Do

So Far With SMiLes it
Works Eternally Now Free…

Yet if i Really Have to Explain
How i Do it Now It Would
Never Get Done Now Hehe…

So i Do
mY Best
Not to
About it With SMiLes…
So River May Flow Free..:)

True Be The Proof
FRiEnDS Never
Never End
Unlike Books
And Movies And
the Such


With SMiLes

Always Just
Getting Started…

Treating Old FRiEnDS
As New FRiEnDS Treating
New FRiEnDS As Old FRiEnDS…

Never Regretting
The Past Only
Reason i’M Here



Every Move
Ever Word

As Beautiful
As We Dance And

Sing With Patience
Eternally Now to Dance

And Sing Even More Beautifully

Again now…

SMiLes Always
Room to Improve
For Everyone


That Tick Tock
Only Limited By Time…

Fear Source
of Human


And Exhaustion

So i Threw it
All Away

Every Inhale
of Breath Peace
Exhale Love And

With Practice i
Rewired my Soul

to Lose
Forevernow Free
Always A Practice iNDeed…

Yep First Step i Saw
And Did to Improve

Human Potentials

Is Leave

Only LooKinG
Ahead to Love
Springing From
Peace For Now

LoVinG iT All
NiGHT Thru Day…

SMiLes The Way i Stay
iNSPiReD NoW is MaKinG


Day As Typically
Love Wins ThiS Way

As Peace CoMeS AGAiN

In Every Fire of Creativity…:)

Hehe Never Returning
To Work Modern Day


Sounds Too
Much Like
50 SHades
of Grey to me HAha

Just Another Valentine’s
Movie With A Twist i Guess

Sort of
With Daggers
And Stuff Hehe..:)

SMiLes The Bird Coming Out of the
Alligator’s Mouth Worked on my Wife

too a Bag of
Chips at Walmart

Something About

Doritos Has A
Home Now

On Our

Table hehe…

Super Bowl
Dreams Come True..:)

SMiLes Dear Jade to Find
The Waking Dreams
To Tame The Night
into Day
to Make
Spring Come
Again When
Winters Last
Two Years
No Longer
Defrost Summer
Flowers Coloring
Creativity For Fall Leaves
To Come Spring Green
To Live
Again Always
Expanding Shores
Waves Without Boundaries
Ocean Always Home Waters

Our Life

Bursts Free
Blooms FLoWeRinG SoULS..:)

Yes! Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Lunar Full Delight With
Nice Sunset 🌅 Pic
Yes Sleep
Soon 😴
🛌 💤 🏝☺️

WHere is the
Edge of Love

Faith In
Or Ahead😊

Ah Yes
Faith of
The Eagle
Requires No


Fly And
Everything Else
You Said And

Painted With

SMiLes Soni😊🤗

SMiles We
All Have Stars
Within Waiting

To Bloom
No Stars

Than Stars
Other Flowers

Seeds We Are
Faith of Trees GRoWinG🏝

Hehe For Now At Least it’s Probably
Easier to See Spring in India than

Even Florida in Mid-February

With A Swift Arctic



Down Texas
Last Year Then

In Piles of Ice And Snow
Yet it’s True The Endeavor

Of Spring Colors Year Around

Always for A Soul of Dance

And Song to Breathe

Every Day Now



To Give and
Share Free one of the
Nicest Compliments i ever
Received is when i was doing
my Public Dance And The Kind
Customer Service Person Yelled

Out to me

We Love

You Your

Free Dance

You Bring Makes

Winter Feel Like Spring

And You Know What That’s

How i Always Feel Within

For Real Spring

No Matter


or Weather

A Free Dance And Song
Brings FRiEnD Astha

Just Like Your


With SMiLes

Will Be Asking my Wife

For Some Hot Chocolate For Warmth

Soon Yet So is Astha’s Poetry True
These Flowers too…:)

Little Flame comes
And goes always stays
Some Days Flicker Flame
Some Nights Torch Afire
Never Disappearing Less
Little Flame Lives On NoW
In Dimmest Light
Glimmer of Hope
Comes Back
Alive How
It is Little
Flame Now
Loving Inside
Darkest Night
So Bright when
Little Flame Lights
Up Every Little Flame
Is Welcome in my Soul
But How
i Love
Little one’s
Spirit Stays…

i had some Flowers left over
i care to share from the Holiday..
i Hope on Valentine’s Day that
Many Loves.. Friends
And Family Lavished
You with Loving
Wishes.. i Hope
You were Treated
To A Wonderful
Dinner and
Did all your
Favorite things..
Perhaps Watching
The Sunset With
Special Others and
i Hope the Rest
Of your
And The Rest
Of Your Life
Brings even
More Joy
The Heart
Will Never
Find the
Edge of Love Cheers
To those we think
Of and miss far away
But always Living
PS.. Hope
You Got
Lots of
And Roses And
Particularly Hot
Chocolate if You


LiFE.. A GamE oF
SoMe Go FuRTHeR….

my FRiEnD
is a sad
of wanting
to belong…
Outcast frees…

*Shrugs Shoulders…
Palms Facing Upwards…
Arms Relaxing Toward Heavens
Staycationing “The ‘Dude’ Abides”

i Take So Many Notes i Don’t
HAVE to Think If Ya Like i’ll
Show Ya A SoUL Selfie of me

SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby, Life Teaches
me Best to Paint THe Art in smART Other
Wise, i Or OTHeRS, Hehe, May Only Be Left

With S And M; AnD Uh, oh, Only 50 SHades
Of Grey WHeRE Only Pain Brings Pleasure

In A Very Temporary Satisfying Way

Sort of How When Young Spanked
Too Much Carries Over With all

The Other Hidden
Unspoken Parts

Of Life

That Make Life
So Hard, So Empty
Within to FeeL and FiLL
Over FLoWinG A Fountain
Of Love to Give, to Give, Without
Expect of Return; Yes, Romance for me


Is A Candid Photo of Katrina Cooking me
A Meal Or Picking Her Nose if that Were Ever
To Happen in Front of me, She Would Be Just
As Beautiful to me; Not Unlike the Moon Almost
Full Peeking Through Sublimely Beautiful Clouds Last

Night Each
A Beauty
To Paint Anew
This Miracle, This
MaGiC oF LiFE With

Art Fully included in SmART!

And What’s Missing So Much “These
Old New Days”; Yes! All the Social-Empathic-
Artistic-Interpretive-Introspective Ways New

Of Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Loving SPiRiT

All of Existence This Way As Agape Love More May

Come Expanding Fully to a Panentheistic Way of Love

For Loving the Unknown, Unfelt, Unsensed, That Exists

In Other Humans
And What We
Have Not Even
Encountered in Our
Existences; Greater Mysteries
Of A God Beyond All Names and

Forms mY FRiEnD

Essence ALL to Explore
ALL For Us to Be More of
i AM Now to Be i AM Love So Much More,
Anyway, From All the Lofty Poetic Space That
Most Folks Don’t Explore ‘These Days’ Anyway,

i Am Really Happy Now i Escaped the Formative




HOPES in what
Doesn’t even
Exist in Souls
Of Many these
Days simply Not
Gardened to Paint
Art iN LoVE SmART Leaving
More of an S And M Instant Gratification Way
Of life to the Point Where Even Sex With a
Real Human Being in Japan Has Fallen Away
From the Once Guided Missiles in Youthful Pants…

Perspective is Nice, Mastering all the Tools and
Not Just Being Slave to the Matrix Ever Expanding
Of A Quick Hit of Instant Gratification Where All the

Warmth of
Love may

Be Washed
Off with A Warm
Or Even Cold Cloth…

SMiLes Dear Shawna
Baby An Advantage of
The Unwanted Toys of
Humanity, the Outcasts,

Before There Was Any Modern
Age of Instant Gratification in Virtual
Ways to Suspend the Existential Social
Soul Pain Temporarily; Outcast Enough to See

More of the Rest of Nature As FRiEnD and Love
In Beyond Agape Ways Returning Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete, Whether Exiting Pain or Grief of Lost Love

Where DarK Kisses LiGHT Enough to Generate Our Own LiGHT


The Night

Merrying the
Day Just a Little
Bit More Love to Give Free

It’s Always Valentine’s Day WHeRe I Live
Dear Shawna, Yet i Take Full Responsibility
To Co-Create it that way in Every Holy Sacred
Word of Song of Poetry in Every Move of Dance
SaMe aLways Differently Now, True, i am Surely Not

One to Wait
On ‘Godot’

Or Miss
A Breathing
God For Real
Within And In All Other
Faces of Existence too With SMiLes…

See Ya Soon Baby And Sooner too With SMiLes..:)

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

“iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT For All Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing All With Least Harm;

Moving through all the Questions for
The “Narcissistic Test,” i Score A Zero Out of 40 too;

And YeS It’s Worth Noting the ‘Psychological Malady
Narcissism’ is Not Measured By How Much A Person

Loves Him and Or Her Self as i am Surely No Timid Soul

To Love Myself or The Rest of Existence too by Way of Beyond
Agape Love Yet It’s True Without Empathy And Compassion For Those Often
Abused or Neglected in Social Stress From Young As Gardened Through A Life

Span this
Way Pulled
Like Weeds,
Worthless Weeds,

THere Are Two Ways to Go;
Either Victory of Love Within Loving it All

Or Neither Empathy or Compassion Truly
Developing Evolving Now For Self And The Rest of Existence

WHere All That’s Left May Be Vengeance Against All the Rest And

Self Too; Yet of Course, those are “the Extremes of an Idealized

Scale of 0 to 40;” Most Are In the In-between Changing

Continuously Over

A Lifetime Now;

It’s Pretty Easy to Spot
Someone With Little to
No Empathy and Compassion In

How They Treat Wait-Staff At A Restaurant,
Even When they Get Bad-Service As The Empath

Will Always Seek to Bring Someone Up Whereas the
Narcissist Malignant is Never Naked Enough Whole Complete


And FeeLeD
With Love
Yes Now

to Muster
Up The Fire Within
That’s Real All the Nicely
Balancing Neurochemicals
And Neurohormones at Best
in Flow in Autotelic Way Generating Within

Fountain-Over-Flowing to Give, to Give, to Give,

WHere When a Narcissist Low on Empathy and
Compassion Person Tries to Bring ‘Them’ Down, ‘They’

Usually Just
Get Washed
Away By All
The LoVE iN
Ocean, Wave
Water Whole Way
Most often then, Yes

Silently Leaving ‘The Room’…

It Happens Now and then, Hehe;
And It’s Truly Really Not Funny At
All Just Predictable That’s all Just

Another ‘Thing’

in Life that
Makes You
Go Hmm…

That’s What i Expected,

When i Wasn’t Expecting
Anything in Return at all for a Give of Love…

It’s Really Hard to Live Life When One Feels Empty
Within, When There is Never A Tall Enough ‘Trump Tower’

To Fill


The Void

Within NoW WHere
Love Wins, WHeRE Love Just Wins Naturally
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Mastering
The All in All Love For All of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT ALL..:)

Even With Dogs;

An Abused/Neglected Dog
Or Other Social Animal Like US

Ends Up With A Much
Different Way of Seeing
And Doing the World than

A Loved Dog With Trust
in the World Around Him

And Or
Her; It’s Common

in Life Stories; When
‘They’ Ask, How Was ‘Your
Childhood;’ Warm or Freezing Cold;

Or Just Some ‘Luke Warm’ Combo; Yes

THere Are Warm and Cold Folks in the
World; the Warmest Ones Generally
Come From

A Place

of Love

Fed From
Early On For Real…

And On the Other Hand(s);
Nature is What it is; A Few
Are Just Not Born with what
it takes; Yet There is Always Some
Potential for Epigenetic Change with
A Generous Helping of Newer Neuroplasticities
True As


to Escape
of Within, Breeding
Both Addictions and
Narcissistic Malignant
And Borderline Malignant
Personality Disorders As Well…
As Indeed, Some Kind of Addiction
Usually Replaces The Lack of Warmth



And Co-Creating
iN A Love For All of Existence New Now;
Peaks And Valleys; That’s Life/Love And

‘The Others,’

True too…

THere is Negative And Positive Epigenetics
AND Neuroplasticity Potentialities in One Lifetime

of Continuous Change, Unlocking Genetic Potentials;

Both Positive And Negative, in Our Ancestral “Campbell’s Mix of Soup,”

Depending On Environment, Use or Lose Possibilities, And of course

Adaptation; Both Positive And Negative to the Challenges We meet


IN MY 66 Month stint of
HeLL ON Earth; All 19 Life
Threatening Disorders in Synergy
With that Worst Pain Known to Humankind
From Wake to Sleep Then No Drug Would Touch,

Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, Taking Two years
in to even get it diagnosed by a Pain Specialist Losing

The Memory Of if i Ever Smiled As Then, i Took the AQ Test by
Simon Baron Cohen, Scoring 45, Close to the “Top of the Class”
For Systemizers on The Autism Spectrum Condition Way; And in the
Mid 50’s, Then, On A Widely Used Internet Emotional Quotient Test too;

The Once Standard, Now Seen As Not So Reliable Test of Personality, With An
INTJ Personality; Recovering After That With All These Scores Dramatically Changing

to the Other End of the Spectrums at 11 for the AQ Test; Mid 90’s, Then For the Emotional
Quotient Test; And In that Old Personality Test Then And Now Still ENFP, Although i Still Do
The INTJ Thingie On Demand; And the Big Five O.C.E.A.N. Test, 100 Percent Open Minded
Now; 100 Percent Extroverted; Close to Zero on Neuroticism; With A Healthy Measure of
Being Able to Say No, Now, And i Disagree, on the Agreeable Trait; And Conscientious


To Finish what
i am Laser
Task Focused
on Now At least; Yet Not Nearly
Good Enough For my Wife, HAha…

Who Makes Sure i am not too Late
for All the Life Required Functioning
Important Dates in Life; True Still Not

Really A Valuable Commodity for ‘Normal Life’ Haha…

Yet As ‘They’ Say, the Worst Poverty Is Not Understanding One’s Self
And ‘These Days’ With Attention Spans Less than a Gold Fish As Science
Shows of Less than 3 Seconds, It Does Take Longer Than That in Introspection
to Become


Intuitive Enough
for An Internal Locus
of Control That Really Works
Not So Mastered By The ‘CuLTuRE’
And the Rest of the Environment ‘Out There’

in the
As Such
as Movies
Depict too iN ‘These
Prophetic Movie Fulfilling Day
Ways’ As ‘Terminator’ Mechanical
Cognition Machines Lost From Space
Of Mind That Does all the Colors of Painting
Social-Empathic-Spiritual-Artistic LoVinG ReNeWeD
ANeW Now

Left Somewhere
As An ‘Avatar’

in Some Ways
Missing a Full
Organic Soul,
Actually Dancing
And Singing Life More in “Analog

Kid Way”

Than Bits and Bytes of Digital Life…

Anyway, i Took Another “Narcissistic Versus
Timid Soul Test,” When i Was Down in HeLL ON EartH
For Those 66 Months and i Scored Low on the Totem Pole of Timid Soul…

After Leaving Hell, i Scored Close to the Middle to What ‘Famous Folks’ Score….

Ironically, When i Went Back to the Bottom of this Test Provided Today, i Had
Actually Experienced The Kind of Fame Some Folks Seek, Where Lots of Folks Let

You Know it and
Treat You Like
A Celebrity Where You Live;

Sure, Where the Young Women
Seek You Out in Pairs for a Grinding
Dance in the Public Dance Hall And Everyone

Wants to be in a Picture With You As it makes
Them Feel a Little bit Famous too After A Video Voyeur

Took A Video of me Public Dancing That Went Viral Then…

True, i’ve Even Experienced Young Folks Actually Falling to their
Knees With Their Hands Clasped-Up, Mocking Worship As Such in Religious Way…

Folks Yelling Out Of Their Car Windows, LEGEND as i Walked City Streets at 2 AM

After Public Dance…

And indeed That was A Most Humbling

And Uncomfortable Experience As i Didn’t

Realize How Much Privilege i Had of

Being Outcast Most of my Life….

As They Say, Be Careful What Ya Wish
For As It’s Kinda Nice to Be A Nobody;

Just Another

Bird on A Wing
Soaring Around
The Sun that Nobody Notices;

(Except For my Sister, A Bird Nerd
With Asperger’s Syndrome Who Has
The County Record in Spotting the
Most Species in One Calendar Year)

Anyway, i Do A Pretty Good Job
of Veering away from All the Attention;

Usually, It is my Wife Bringing it to my Attention;
Haha, Like A Month or So Ago, A Brazen Young Woman
Took A Picture of my Butt As Old as it is Today Just Waiting in

A Line

To Pay
For my
Wife’s Goods
at the Store;

i Still Get Folks literally
Asking for my Autograph…

Yet What i Realize Clearly
Is iT All Felt More Genuine
And Sincere, the Close to Two Decades
i Spent From Handing Out Rental Shoes
to Managing A Military Bowling Center Just

Sharing a SMiLe

Serving Someone

As Indeed the Best

Gift Really i See is A Smile
Shared Between Human Beings Free….

Indeed, i’ve Brought a Few Smiles to Folks in my Life…

And Made a Few Dogs Bark in the Neighborhood With A Very Loud ‘Cosmic Sneeze’ hehe…

Seriously, it’s Like i’m Part Gorilla Now; Our Next Door Neighbor Said She Heard it With
Her Doors And Windows Closed At Night, When i Sneezed on the Other Side of the Block



At Night;

Yet Really That In Itself
is Part of Epigenetic Potential

As Science Shows Humans Still
Have the Potential of Actually Becoming, Being,
Strong as Orangutans With Use And Not Lose

of Moving

Life Every
Day And

Life A Little Higher
All the Way ACross the
Lifespan; Not Much Different
Than “Jack LaLanne,” Towing 70
Boats Across A Bay, Swimming at 70 Years-Old…

Or in My Case Moving From 45 to 11 on the AQ Test

At Age 53

And Getting

3 Times Stronger
in Terms of Weight
on A Leg Press machine

By the Age of 59, Still Leg
Pressing up to 1520 Pounds With
All the Leg Pressing Machine Will
Hold; And Now Warming Up with 1380
Pounds, 3 Times A Week, With my Arms
Still Raised to the “Heavens” In So Much Balance…

It’s Indeed, “Be the Water,” Friends With Gravity, “Fear
Is For Others,” And When Fear Leaves So Much Weakness
Goes Away…

Inhaling Peace

Plenty of Room
To Exhale Real Positive
Energy of LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

THere’s Always Room For Improvement

Never Any Real Goal As Now Is All that is


Just A Practice of
Life in my View of Heaven Now For Real;
Of Course Mileage Varies, Depending on
Make And Model of Being Human Through the Ages

Still to
Come Anew…

Yet Indeed, This is in More
Alignment With the Original
Definition of ‘Meek;’ Naked
Enough, Whole, Complete,

WHere Life is So Much More
of Give, Share, Care, Heal

Versus the

Other Side
of Take,


Others; And or Even
Neglecting Them in Emotional Distress…

Eternally Now A Life Long Practice of

Down or Up Waves…

Haha, Yeah, ‘They’
Considered ‘O.J.’ Too Pleasant
to Play The Role of ‘Terminator’;

Yet That Was in 1984; Before O.J.
Showed Some Other Potentials too…

And in Someways, Arnold Did too…
In Part
of ‘The Beast’ too…

What’s ‘Normal,’ Surely
Depends on Environment too…

As Perhaps in Someways We
All Have A Darker Potential too…

Shadow Snake, So Reptilian, Still ‘Trump’ Breathing…

Seen Part oF iT iN me Back in ‘The Cold’ Days True too…

It Surely Taught
me Who to Avoid
in Life And What
Humanity Might
Be Capable of, i Didn’t
More Fully Personally Understand Before…

Indeed, There Seems to Be ‘A Beast’ LurKinG in Most
All Of Us Deep Down, When ‘The Devil’ Comes in

Handy to ‘Play’ too…

SMiles Dear Cindy
A Golden Age of
Valentine’s is
When We
All Of Experience
A Free Verse Poetry
Prompt Of Dance And
Song Loving Flow
Seems a
N o W
Too mY

WHere is the
Edge of Love


SMiLes Dear Savvy i Used
To Look For Meaning
And Purpose

In Life

Until i
Started FLoWinG
Now All the Meaning
And Purpose Finds me

From: iMaGiNaTioNS Creativities

Deep Within Yes Whatever
However Whenever River

Comes to: Play HeART

With Art
DeLiVeRinG NoW
Soul Free Surprises..:)

Treat Every Breath
As Best Inhaling
Peace Exhaling

Love With


Now With
Free With No Fear
Dear Chaymaa With SMiLes…

Be The Change
Be The Kindness

Be The One

All Rooms
With Positive

Energy FLoWinG
From: Toe to: Mind SMiLes..:)

HAha Yes, Yes,
Yes, my Sister
And Mother Loved
to Play Scrabble Then
Yet Not me Words Without Pics

Pretty Much
Just Bored me

When the Internet Arrived
With Unlimited Opportunities
to Write Text i Thought to Myself

Who In The World Would Wanna
Spend Their Time Just Writing to Other

Folks Without Any Face-to-Face Full Interaction
i Even Went to the Next Offices Face-to-Face Rather
Than Use E-Mail or Even Use A Phone Call Hehe And True

i Never Wanted A Pager And Sure Didn’t Want The Government
Cell Phone i Got
to Be on
i Ever Went in
Life Always Something
Going Down With All the
Administration, Managerial,
Supervisory, Programming, And
Finances i Had to Do Then Just So

Many Ways
to Contact
me to Ask
me Another
Question too True

For Years All i Had Left
of me to Spend At Home
Is Just a Little Computer
Full Snow Moon Boarding Game

In Honor of Tonight’s Full Moon too
i Didn’t Have to Think to Play the Game

HAha and That’s Why i Write Today Just
Snow Boarding Around All These Shapes Not

A Damn

Thought Now

Really in My
Head Until it
Comes Out on the Snowy
Slopes in Flow Just Like This With SMiles..:)

SMiLes Dear Yam True CoLouRS of Our
Emotions May Be Numbered And Labeled

In Concrete Form
of Names Yet

Colors of
Are As Nuanced
As Every Sub Particle
That Swirls Around the
Nucleus of An Atom All Through

Existence As Nature Colors Life Differently
Yet The Same in Essence Some Ways Ever Changing

For What We Feel And Sense in Life Every Inhale of Peace
Exhale of Love That Makes A New Multi-Universe Us Differently

Yet All Together

With Emotional
Feeling Sensing
Energy That Dances
And Sings Us in Ways
of Original iMaGiNaTioN And
Creativity in New Colors Blooming
Taking The Places of Emotions Positive
Or Negative Fading Away Birthing New Experiences

Feelings Senses Emotions Always Coloring Life Differently
to Explore And Co-Create Originally Even More With SMiLes

Every Wave
Ocean Whole
A New Water
Color Still To Come..:)

i’M aWaKe NoW LoVEGreeNS

my Pleasure
Dear Cindy🙌☺️

Luke 17:21, From the New Testament, Old Bible Version,

Now Still, Per the Metaphor of the ‘Kingdom of ‘God’
Or ‘Heaven’ is Within Only Now, IS Surely “Buddhist

And Taoist”



In Essence With
so Many Similar
Cross Cultural Metaphors
As Well; Yes, A Real God And Real
Heaven Within As Real as Real Gets indeed

And as Even Science Shows Now A Contemplative
Meditative WaY in Flow is A Real Fountain of Youth
That Even Restores Gray Matter in Our Brains And of

Course it Stands to Reason And Rhyme of Intuition,

Without Even Any Rhyme that it Impacts Us For Real

The Same From Head to Toe
For Real Yet that is Just By Way
of Study of A Regular Small Practice
of Flowing Meditation in Autotelic Ways

of Balance

With Gravity hehe,

Wonder What Will Happen
if Someone Does it Always
Now From Wake to Sleep;

Will Let Everyone KNoW
the Effective Results

Verily Soon

Sooner too HAha…
There is Some Speculation
That Bruce Lee Died From Complications
From Epilepsy; Blows to the Head in His Martial
Art Career, Surely No Help, Like Boxing and NFL

Dum Still

To Endure
That is Not Necessary,
Either By Others or

Self-Inflicted Of

Course, Failing

to Find the Grace of
Balance too as FRiEnDS
With Gravity Where No



Are Required

For ‘The Real
Meek’ To Inherit
the EartH For As
Long As Possible
Eternally Now With SMiLes…

Too Bad, THere Aren’t Many More
Verses Than Luke 17:21 In That Old Tiny
800,000 Word Or So Old King James Try,
Corroborated And Affirmed, By So Many other
Cultural Traditions Globally and Historically Now Real…

Anyway, Ascending Transcending Meditation, Bringing Balance in Contemplative Flow
This Way, Reducing Negative Stress, is Surely No Woo, And Worth TaKinG Advantage of Now


Way As
Science Shows,
Even Small Stints
of Regular Meditation
in Flow, Increases Creativity
And Productivity By Five-Fold or So too;

And If it is Done More, Likely MUCH MORE, hehe;

Indeed, Master All the Available Tools, Not Being

By Tools,

or Becoming
The Tools, Leaving
Essence of Heaven
Within For Real Behind;

Yep, As ‘They’ ‘Dance Sing,’ Or ‘Walk And Say,’ Literally “Left Behind;”
Haha, Metaphor For Right Hemisphere Ways of Being or Not, True too

of Greater
Human Potentials,
Realized More FullY in
One Lifetime Now For Real..:)

HAha Somehow i Didn’t Really Expect
‘This’ Dear Cindy Yet it Does Remind me

Of The Modern Dance Hall Experience
Among Folks Who Have Never Even Met

Each Other And A Turn
Around of Eye Contact

Is Not Necessary

For the ‘Three Hump
Wednesday’ 7 Days A Week
Whenever The Dance Comes

To Happen Again…

Aghast! Aghast! i Was
to Be Taken Advantage
of By Female Dancers
Brazen Just Being

With No SHaMe
SoWinG Wild Oats
Fully Clothed At Least

Leaving With The Same Group
of Women They Come With Keeping
“Victoria’s Secret” Intact For the Night at Least Hehe

i Suppose For Dogs it May Be A Great Stress Relief too
Dealing With Mechanical Cognition Issues online With Tech
Support too


Just Be
Not to Be
Doing the
“Jeffrey Toobin Dance” Haha

Honestly it Colors ‘me too’ So
Much Differently From A Dude’s
Perspective As Never Ever Never
Would i meet and greet a ‘Strange’

Woman Like
That Ever in a
Dance Bar Plus

The Fact it’s
Basically Sexual
Assault When Not
Warranted or Wanted As Well, ‘Technically’

Never Seen A Dude File A Warrant Yet HAha
Back in the Early 80’s All We Had on Wednesdays
At the “Club 2001 Disco Bar” is “Welfare Wednesday


25 Cent
Bar Drinks”

As Mostly What
i Did is Hold Up
The Walls Just
Watching Flowers Pass Bye…

Solo Dancing Wasn’t Much of a Thing
Then And Face-to-Face Contacts Actually
Happened With ‘Pretty Women’ Kissing too HAha

So Much Has Changed
Or Perhaps Women are
Finally Just Becoming

Fully Free…

i Pass no Judgements

on the Nature of the Human Shadow Beast
For It’s True What is Not Exposed is Still Real for Real…

And It’s Basically A Scientific Fact of How Bonobos

With All

They Need is
Love as Long as
An External ‘Tribe’
Outside of ‘the Familiar
Group’ is not Invading Of Course…

And Honestly This is Precisely What
Human Beings Are Doing Virtually Online
These Days Funny, Funny, How Folks Lie About

What They
Are and
Really Do
As Science
Shows 98 Percent
of Males and 73


of Women Do
And That’s Still
With A Society Where

30 Percent or So is All About
Shaming What Refuses to Be

Free And Real

At Least
with Lip
Service Hehe…

Anyway Happy Blogging
Glad You Found All Your
Missing Blog Posts What

A Headache Indeed…

And Honestly A Best
Medicine For Stress

Is Just
And Having
Fun SoMe Days
Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete

To Be Silly and
Fully Human With NO


Shamaning Hehe..:)

SMiLes Dear Annabel Humans
Are Comprised of Shadows
And Colors

In Other Words
Agression and
Lust For Basic Survival
Including the Fight or Flight
Instinct And Colorful Emotions
That Come From a Synergy of
Feelings and Senses that May

Make life a Real Genuine
And Sincere Delight If

We Really Practice
An Art of Life

to Bring Others
Up And Ourselves

THaT SaMe WaY iNto
ThE LiGHT Out of OTHeR
DarKeR Experiences True

So What Happens When We Hide
And Repress Our Shadows in Doing so

The More Beautiful Colors are Snuffed Out As
Above So Below TWiLiGHT Balancing DarK and


As Mind And Body
SoUL BeCoMes Balancing
HeART SPiRiT to Give And
Share Mutually And Consensually
Caring And Healing This Way With Least

Harm as Love is Art And Indeed Hate is Art too
When Both Are True One Rises Higher for All

And the Other


For All

Best Way
Up in My Opinion
Discarding No Part of
Humanity Lifting One Body of
Humanity Up


So Below mY FRiEnD
See HeaR’S The ‘Thing’
i See the Essence of All ‘Things’ As

God With that
Kind of Respect
Inhaling Peace Exhaling

GenerAlly SPeaKinG

The Way is Up mY FRiEnD
Even Transforming DarK iNto
LiGHT With Art oF smART and heART


Mind and
Body SoUL
Even HiGHeR
For All With Least
HarM ETeRNaLLY Now..:)

You are my Treasured
FRiEnD Always
to me too
my Hellooove FRiEnD🥰☺️

I secretly believe I’m better than most people.

Answer: Totally Disagree, Even A Grain of Sand
Holds Up A Mountain of Human Love and is Integral
to That Potential of Even Happening in this World Now.

Obstacles rarely slow me down.

Answer: Totally Agree as i’m Most Always
Totally Focused in Flow on What i Love to Do Now.

I’m great at a lot of things compared to most people.

Answer: It’s Just The Truth, And Of Course Other Folks Are
Great at Other Things i am Not Great At, At All, too, FOR REAL.

I press on even in challenging tasks.

Answer: Totally Agree And Prove it EVERY DAY
On Those Tasks i am Totally Focused on NOW.

I know there’s something special about me.

Answer: It’s Just True, And Of Course
Other Folks Are Special Too FOR REAL.

It’s hard for me to enjoy compliments.

Answer: ‘Normal Compliments’ Are
Great; No Compliments Are Okay too;

i Suppose Other Folks Would Feel
Uncomfortable too, if Someone
Kneeled to the Ground With
Their Hands Clasped Mocking
Some kind of Religious Worship too…

I’m self-confident, but caring.

Answer: Of Course.

I don’t like to talk about myself.

Answer: i Don’t Mind At All; Yet i Love to
Hear About Other Folks Just As Much FOR REAL.

I feel uneasy when I’m the focus of attention.”

Answer: As Long as It’s ‘Normal’ Attention It’s Fine

This is Another So-Called Narcissist Test That
One May Find Online That Shows How ‘Loosely
Knit’ These Online Tests Are As Obviously on this Particular
One, if I Answered All the Questions With Just Totally Agree to
Totally Disagree, i Surely Wouldn’t Rate A Zero on the So-called

Aspect of This
Test, Where Most
All Of these Characteristics
Are Healthy As Long as the
Ifs, Ands, Or Buts, are Included in…

These Tests are Simply Almost Worthless
in actually Determining Any Real Kind of Disorder;
As Really the AQ Test is too As the Social-Empathic
Versus Systemizing Part of Autism is Just one General

Aspect too
That Really Doesn’t
Even Take into Account
Extreme Feelings, Senses And Repetitive
Restrictive Behavioral Special Interests that
Interfere With So Called Modern ‘Normal’ Society’s

of Who and
What We

Are Supposed
to Be and Do in this Life…

And The Test Above, Just
Barely Touched The Major
Issue With Narcissism That
is A Lack of Empathy And
Compassion for Other Folks…

Most of the Other Measures, Were Just
‘Degrees’ of Self-Esteem/Confidence/Self-Worth/Competence;

True, It’s Just The Truth, i score Stellar Now in All Those Virtues
of Being Human As Long as Empathy And Compassion is Part of the


We Can
Be Closer
to A Hero than
A Frigging Villain

As Truly Even in Online
Assessments of Heroes
Versus Villains As Far As
Breaking Society’s Norms
to Get Things Done; It is Suggested
That Empathy and Compassion is All

That Really Separates Most of what Makes
A Villain or So-called Hero in this Life Now.

Empathy and Compassion

Is Most Definitely a Deal
Breaker or Maker When it
Comes to the Best Potentials

of Being Human Surviving, Thriving
As Hairless Apes Much Stronger Together

Than the Frigging

‘Trump Trope’
And That
Anti-Hero Parts
With Little Genuine
Sincere Empathy and Compassion
For Others And Lots oF Lies to ‘Fit in’…

Note: i Didn’t Take The Bait and Click
of Providing my E-Mail Address to get
A Bunch of Spam for Trading my Personal
Information, So i Did This “Work-Around” Instead…

Surely Not Denying ‘Your’
Experience of Life; However,


on Being “Kind And Courageous”

That Way And Do Reap Real Fairy
Tales on Earth, Inclusive of Purgatory,
And Hell For Real too as That is Often Part of

‘The Ticket’ For Real
Empathy And
Compassion to
Arise and Stay too;

Yet Obviously, Model
And Make of Human Being
Varies Depending on Both Vehicle
And Vessel of How We come into this
Life And How We Navigate The Environment

In All Environments
For REAL From Hell
To Heaven For The Reality
That is Now; In my case, My

Mother’s Never Ending Love That
Never Gave Up on me, Even in the
Depths of Deepest Dante’s Rings of

HeLL ON EartH For 66 Months, Made All
The Difference, if Someone Keeps Hope for

Us Through
All Challenges
of Life, It’s At least
One Move and Word
Up to A Dance And Song of

Life That IS REALLY iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All

With Least Harm;
Never Perfect,
Yet A Practice

Of Loving it All
DarK Thru LiGHT NoW;

And Do i Still Enter The DarK
As LiGHT NoW in Places i Visit with
No Fear, of Course, And i Have the Ability

To Emotionally Hurt, Like Anyone Else As if
i Didn’t i Wouldn’t Find That Love Comes From DarK

‘The Secret’ is
A REAL ‘Alchemy’
of Transforming
DarK iNto LiGHT With
Tools of ART That Make

Both HeART, smART, And

SoUL Complete SPiRiTinG LiFE
OuT of DarK into LiGHT For ReaL NoW;

i KNeW it Was Possible; i ‘Felt’ it Was Possible;
i ‘Sensed’ it Was Possible; as i Watched My Wife,
Mother, And Sister Do it On the Other Side of the
Opaque Window in HeLL ON EartH For 66 Months;

My Other

Not Nearly As Much;
The Fact that i Was Seeded,
Planted, And Tended in A Garden
Of Love, Made All the Difference in me Being

More Loving than my Father’s Mother Who Scolded
my Mother for Picking Up A Crying Child And Soothing
That Child With A Hug in the Nursery my Grandmother Ran Then

As She Kept the Inconvenience of Her 7 Year-Old Grand-Children in the
Nursery on Cots After School, And At Dinner Time Kept Us At Another Table

As Adults in Her Dinners Couldn’t Be Inconvenienced By The Musings of Children…

My Father Stood by
As His 3rd Wife, Wasted
Away In A Pool of Urine In
His Home; Sure, i Could Have
Gone A Much Different Way As Well,
Likely in a Different Environment too…

my Father in Law-Enforcement for 46 Years
As Prejudiced Against Black Folks, And Gay Folks
As Anyone in the Trump Deep South; Thank God For

When She Took

Her Last Breath, Enduring
No Food or Drink in Her Death
Bed to Go as Naturally as Society
Allows Someone to Go From 2.14.17
Until 2.22.17 For 8 Whole Days, Wasting Away
That Way, Her Last Breath only Continued As Mine as Love

And Then i understood

Why Some Folks Need A Story

That is Truly Fiction; Yes, like the

One of ‘Jesus’, Who at Least in parts
of the Story is Presented As Someone

Who Gives Unconditional Love; An Imaginary

Lover of Unconditional Love is Damned Sure Better Than Nothing…

Not Everyone

Was Blessed

With Mother Helen;

An Epiphany Indeed
That Death Day Date Coming to
A 5-Year Anniversary on 2.22.2022;

i Also Have ‘Sympathy for The Devil’

As I’ve Experienced the World With Almost
no Feeling At All, Not Even the Memory of A SMiLe
for 66 Months; It’s Hard to Have that unless one Actually
Does A Devil on Earth iN Hell
For Real First;
My Mother,
Sister, And Wife,
Were the Only ones
With Enough Sympathy
to Stand by my Side then

And Now i Return the Favor to
Almost Everyone i Meet, until they
Send me Away And i Return again as i never

Give up

The Gift
of Mother
Helen, Yes,

All the Way
Through My Life, Indeed…

There are A Lot of Lessons to Learn
From Fictional Stories And even more


Everyone Will
Benefit Yet
Some Lives

Will Never Be the Same…

And Even Potentially Greater
Than the Ones Who Helped Them Escape..:)

A Pleasure
To Visit With SMiles

Dear Savvy

Thanks For
All The
Dear Chaymaa
With SMiles ☺️

SMiles Missed Your
Words too Dear
Aleesha Hope
You stay
And Happy

Writing ✍️ More☺️❤️

Haha it Was 11 Degrees F
The Last Two Visits Hehe
Really my Talent Is
Numbers God Yes
i Would Have Surely
Raced You In Indian 👩🏽‍🎓
CPA School And Maybe
Even Tied You At 13th
In All of India Rank

Just Like
i Tied my
Best FRiEnD
Lynn in Highschool
Where She Was Number
11 Out of 381 And So Was
i…. Hehe if Words Weren’t So
Boring To

me Then

i Probably Would
Have Opened The
Textbooks Then
Instead Of Just

To The
Every Word
Ranking 1st….
Haha i Probably
Would Have Done
Even Better if my Math
Teacher Was A Beautiful
Young Indian Woman With Starry



Bet i Would
Have Even Written
A 10.1 MiLLioN
Word Poem



See Her
SMiles Shine
And Impress

With Huge
Numbers Of


Never Cease

As Long As i
Make At Least
One FRiEnD in
This World to Sit
At Lunch With Star



i Am☺️🌞


Sea Of Creativity Yet
Hug Is Ocean Whole
Full Enough Complete…

A Very Lovely Poem Dear Savvy
in Celebration of Your Very
Aquarian Birthday of

February 18th

True Such A Fitting

Song too From 1969

Resonating Your Positive
Energy in “Age of Aquarius”
And “Let The Sunshine In” by

The Band “The 5th Dimension”

Indeed When Sun Shines in that Song
it Brings Soul Tears of Hope to my Eyes

BeLove Living
Trees Forest Whole
Humans Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

As Leaves Rise and Fall And Feed

Love As The Garden Continues
to Grow Green

As Sunshine
Within mY FRiEnD

What A Blessing You
Are to the World Keep Shining..:)

Inhaling Peace
In Play of Slaying Fear
ExhalinG Love
Peace Returns
Play Slays Fear Again

And Soon And Sooner

Peace And Love

Reign a
A Soul
to Create
More Than
Ever Before
With SMiLes
oF JoY Dear Chaymaa..:)

Hehe, Yeah, What’s the Use in Going to the Theatre
When Instead THere’s Always An Opportunity

‘These Days’
To Be A Live
‘Avatar’ Online Just
Adventuring the Globe Wide Now…

Oh the Memories of the Big Theatre
Just the “Amazing Joker” in 2019, And Yes the
Latest Rendition Of the “Matrix” in The Christmas
Season of 2021… my my… mY First Memories of Theatre
Life Is Seeing the “Greatest Story Ever Told,” Sadly

Black Folks Had to Sit in the Upper Floor Balcony
Seats of the Theater Segregated It Seemed like
It Was Cool to me to be Way Up There So High

Shocked in the 60’s Then to See a ‘G’ Rated
Adam And Eve in the Buff Totally From the

Rear And Then “The Planet of the Apes”
And “Lady Liberty” Half Sunk; Charlton
Heston Pounding the Sand Seemingly

Forgetting He was on Paradise Beach
With A Most Beautiful Woman in the

World Riding Behind Him on His
Horse Still Pounding the Sand

Missing What Was Built More
Than The Paradise All
Around Him Now and

Oh Yeah 5th Grade
And My First
Nerdy Date
With A

Girl Named Donna…
She And Her Friend
And me She Taking Off my
Black Rimmed Nerd Glasses

And Telling Her FRiEnD Look at
His Eyes, Look At His Eyes, And me
Smelling Her Overwhelming Perfume

Still Smelling it Today the Strange Feelings
of First Childhood Emotions Crushed With

of that
Just Totally
Overwhelmed Anyway

Earlier in Third Grade Before
i Wore Glasses Watching the ‘Godzilla
Movies’ Going up to the Snack Bar Again And Again
Asking The Nice Snack-Girl-Attendant if my Eyes were
Red Afraid Watching Godzilla Was Harming my Eyes
My Gosh i Had So Many Unfounded Worries Then Yet

i Did start
Glasses the
Next Year Still
Ain’t Blaming Godzilla For it Hehe…

i Did Like the Newest Godzilla Trailer
Last Year Always Protecting Nature indeed…
Just Lost Interest in the Theater Now Real Life
More interesting
to me

As A
Real Avatar too HAha
And Yes, i Will Go See
the Next “Avatar 2,” Movie for Sure
in The Christmas Season of 2022..:)

SMiLes, Using “External Substances”
to Enhance the Flow of iMaGiNaTioN

Springing Creativity is Surely Nothing

New and Verily ‘Heir’ Apparent Still; Particularly,
in the Music of the 60’s and the 70’s As ‘the Psychedelic’

Chemically Orchestrated Experience Came to Notes of Music

For Us Folks Who Don’t ‘Imbibe’ to At Least Partially Experience
Through the Feelings, Senses, And Emotions New That Music

Does Co-Create For
Humans to Freely
Partake in the
Art Expressing

The Experiences
of Higher Levels
of Consciousness;
Either Influenced By
Activities Like Ecstatic
Meditative Free Dance

Or External Substances, WHere
Some Folks Need Neither That or
An Ecstatic Free Dance to Ascend
And Transcend our More Literal States

of Consuming and Perceiving Reality Now…

i Find the Old Bible, Not Unlike the Quran As
A Book Reflecting Mostly Horrible Tribal Strife,

Living in Areas of SCaRCiTY of the World Barely Getting

By Whereas the Native Indians Living in An Area More of Abundance
in North America Then With Forests And Creeks Teeming With Plenty

of Fish to Eat in Fresh Water, Still Fresh Enough to Drink,
Made That World Now Then

A More Pleasant

to actually

Exist Where a Communion
With Nature Already Here
IS to Fuse With Naked,
Enough, Whole


Meanwhile in Deserts
Men Became So-Called God’s

As They Were Simply The Highest
Part of Reality on the Horizon; Meanwhile,

Other Folks in the World Communed With
Green Mountains Full Of Life in Balance of Nature Real…

Environment, Plays a Huge Part of God’s That Are Kind or Monsters…

Yet of Course, While the Psychedelic Experience May Be Related in Music
of the 60’s and 70’s and Beyond For Humans to Co-Experience in Similar Ways….

A Tribal Scarcity

May Be Related

In Old Books

From Deserts

Where God’s
Change From
Love to Monsters…

Science Shows Mood Disorders
And Propensities of Spectrums
Like the Bi-Polar Spectrum Are

Heavily Correlated With Creativity

As True the “Brain Juice” to Do it is Higher
in Levels; And Yes There Are Those on that Spectrum

Who Balance Their Lives, Yin and Yang that Way in an Everlasting

Twilight Where

Dark Meets

Yes, in Balance,

Perhaps to Others it
Seems Like A Dance on
A Tight Rope Higher Always;

Perhaps to Those Who Experience
Life this way it IS; Yet Effortless in Ease for Real too…

At least
in my Experience
As i Don’t Require
Any External Substances
Yet the Balance of Creativity i Co-Create Within
Which Does Include Ecstatic Meditative Free Dance in Autotelic Flow
And Song; Yes, Most Every Minute of the WaKinG Day in Free Creativity…

THere is Also

A Science to
The Art that Does
Require Both Reason and Art
to Exist Peacefully in One Human Being too…

And Both That Science And Art May Be Described

Best in the Overall Law of Existence For All; Yes, Balance

And Yes,

With Gravity,

Lest Planets and
Minds Fall Out
of Orbit

With Stars
Above, So Below…

Honestly, if There WaS A Way
to Give one Teaspoon of the Way
i Experience Life to Someone As Low
on the Spectrum of Human Experience
As Trump, He’d Give Away His Money,
His So-Called Status and Power, Faster

Than the

Speed oF LiGHT: Love;

Yes, Naked, Enough, Whole Complete…

Who Would ‘Trump’ Be Standing Naked
in Front of the World; Really, Who Would
He Be, And to Be Clear, Just Using an Example

of ‘Someone’
We All KNoW…

“Sunyata,” A Buddhist Concept
That Reflects “Samadhi” The State
of Being in Peace That Flowing

Meditation Brings;

Also the Tao at Essence
Beyond All Names Just Now

Being The Wave; Just Being
The Flow Free, WHere Positive
Feelings, Senses, NoW in Synergy
of Emotions Comprising All the
Material Reductionistic Parts Like
Neurochemicals And Neurohormones;

Yes, In Synergy Create Vibrations;
Yes, Frequencies; Yes, the Overall

Positive Energy of Life That May Be Related
As Pure Love, Generating A Life of Compassion,
of Empathy, Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing More

in Communion
With All Existence,

WHere Hope, Faith,
Belief All Join Hands As

Love For All With Least Harm….


SMiLes, it is Surely A Real Feeling
And Sense of the Emotion of Blissful
‘Nirvanic’ Peace; And While ‘Some Folks’

Describe it as the Void And Nothingness

of Where Valley Meets Mountain Top NoW iN
Balancing TWiLiGHT Where DarK Meets LiGHT

As FRiEnDS With Gravity; it is surely Not What

Conditions Like So-Called “Autistic Burn-Out,” And
“General Adaptation Syndrome” Bring Or What Other

Folks Describe as
Adrenal Burn-out That

May Take Years to Recover
From In All The Ways Chronic
to Acute Fight or Flight Stress Do

Cover Our Bodily Systems and Destroy
Them Slowly One by One For Real; Yep,

SoUL For Real;

Our Metaphors Have So Much
Difficulty Relating the Subjective
Experience of what is Possible in the
Human Subconscious Through Conscious
Experience Now Through BLaCK Abyss of Hell
Through All the SHaDES of Grey of Purgatory
Within As Well Through Beyond Rainbow Colors

That Humans
Also Have
the Potential
to iMaGiNE, to
Co-Create; Yes, to
Move, Connect And
Bring Fruition of More
Colorful WaKinG Dreams to Life For Real;

Yet Again, These Are only Metaphors oF A STory
That Attempts to Bring a Subjective Experience of
One Human to Page for Others to Mutually And

As Real And the
Potential of that
Happening is Surely
Restricted to Each Human’s
Individual Perceptions and Experiences of Life…

Word Salad to Some; Affirmation For Others For
Where They Have Been, And Actual Hope, Faith,
Belief, And Love For Others Still to Kingdom
Queendom Come

In ‘Heaven
Within’ Now;

Yes, A Place
Humans Also
Move, Connect,
And Co-Create too…

Indeed A Very me,
me, me, Way of Life
Only to Potentially
Provide Some Spark to Give Away to Others Free…

One For ‘Thing’ For Sure, Now, For Folks Who Have
Actually Non-Felt, Non-Sensed, Real HeLL ON EartH,

If They Do Escape, They Surely Don’t Wish that Experience
On Anyone Else, Unless they never really escape Real

HeLL ON EartH…

It’s All

Perception, Perspective
Really This ‘GaMe oF LiFE’ NoW..:)


SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
Surely Some Parts of Your Life
Demand Strict Order And Conformity

Yet Creativity

Wears Wings of
Free Association

iMaGiNaTioN Springs

And That’s Where the
Real Magic Flows Deep
Within Even Science Shows
We More Open Our Right Hemisphere

Processes of Mind Allowing Our Holistic Mind
Now to Spring Green Wearing Wings Effortless

in Ease

i Use Meditative
Moving in Free Dance
to Bring this Ascending
Transcending Flow of
Deeper Human Creativity…

Writing in Flow Works too…

And In That Trance Short
For Transcending the Mechanical
More Left Hemisphere Part of Mind
in Cognition i Will Drift Around Like A Feather
Random in the Wind Yet Free With Intuition Deeper

And Take
Snaps of
Book Covers
in Barnes and Noble
Book Store That End Up
Telling A Deeper Story As
This is What Our Minds Intuitively

Do We Create Art Out of What Others
May See As Chaos And This is WHere
The Real Magic Happens and Original Creativity Births

Be Free Flow Fly With Wings Enjoy the Master Peace Within
in Flow And Surely A Master Piece of Art Will Arise From Deep

So Free in
Free Associating Ways..

i For one Love This Sculpted
Work of Soul You Bring With
Art This Way i For One See
it as Just Another Master Piece of Your Soul Set Free

And Just to See You Capture it in a Photo Forever Now So Free to Be..:)

UNiVeRSE The Forest The
Tree iN Every Leaf Either Living
That Feeds
The Living
Or Dead
Blades Of
Grass In Spring 🍁🍃

Complete Center Point All
Balance All FLoWinG LoVE

Every Petal
A New Falling
Flower To Cherish Now🍃

Existence Now Of RiSinG
Love Cliff No FAll Springs💫

Thanks So
Much For the
Inspiration of
Dear Hemalatha
Flow Continue
To Create Free


Two Words:

Story Rules;

Indeed, A Best
Lesson That May
Be Derived From Both
The Muslim Quran and
The Christian Bible Is Story Rules;

And When Story is Steeped Deep in
Metaphor and Mystery, Subjectively Speaking
And Interpreting it; Those In Charge, in Whatever

Authority They Have to Subjugate And Control Others

Will Use Those Stories to Do Just That to Rise And Stay In Power…

On The Other Hand,

Others Will Write Their
Own Stories too, Escaping
The Bonds and Binds of What

Came And Still Comes Before in
So Many Ways, And Those Who Write
Their Own Stories, Dance And Sing them
Free in Play, Slaying Fear In an Environment one Survives
And Thrives in NoW For Real, Will Experience A Measure

of Real
Bliss and
Giving, Sharing, Caring,
Healing For All With Least

Harm; BeLieve, BeLeaf
BeLove Living Trees
Real Forest Whole
Green or Brown
Leaves Feeding

Spring Green
Birth For Real


Ever Experienced
By Little Furry Creatures
on this Planet Earth Now Today…

Separation of Church And State,
Provides the Ability For Humans to
Write Their Own Stories, Dance and Sing Them Freely;

Perhaps, Not Everyone ‘Sees and Hears’ the Dance And Song;








It’s the Folks Who Edited ‘The Old Bible’; Those Who Were in Control, Looking
To Stay in Control, Who Effectively Decided What Would End Up in that Bible.

A Sure Sign that the ‘Trump Trope’ made Those ‘Final Decisions’ is the Rule of
Carrots and Sticks; You Stay in The Group or You Die ‘Road Runner’; Not only Do

You Die, if you
Go Against the
Group Think Now

You Burn For Eternity

At the Hand of ‘the Trump’

Who Assured You, He Loved

You And You Are Dear to Him,

After You Just Tried to Overthrow

A Representative Democracy; ‘Same

Old God’ Doing His Best to Stay in Charge;

People Who Master the All in All, Already Have
it All; The Part Within, The Heaven For Real; They

Surely Have

No Need

For Anything
Any one else
Has And Surely

Have no Need to
Bring Anyone Down,

When They’ve Already
Mastered the Valley and
Mountain Top as the Same Height…

No WHere To Fall, No WHere to Rise Yet Now…

It’s Easy to See, So-Called “False Prophets,”

They Always Insist They Rise Above Others;

At Least Some Dam Author or Editor Slipped in the
John 14:12 Clause, WHere the Teacher’s Greatest Hope

Is the Student

Who Accomplishes
More Than the Mentor;

It’s Like Parents, Some Set
Their Children With Wings to
Fly Higher; Others Set Anchors around their Neck
With the Children Always Falling ACross the Lifespan;

Similar to Folks Who Look Forward to Life After A Dirt Nap…

Biggest Lie Ever Told in Carrot And Stick Way to Control And Subjugate
Others; If ‘You’ Can’t See ‘the Demagogue’ in the Story, You Might Just Miss

Who ‘Trump’

Is too and

Even Come to
Worship ‘Him’; YEP,

Flying Flags of the
Old Leader ‘Jesus’
on Banners

Near Gallows
With Chants
of Hang the
New Messiah’s
Vice Pope Who
Didn’t Keep the New Pope in Control….

See How this works, the Actors Change,
The ‘Character’ Remains the same Now

It’s the Human Condition; Either Fall With
Old Stories or Write, Dance, And Sing Your
Own Stories in


Valley High
Mountain Low…

Story Rules…
Rule YouR Own
Story And Free YOurself For Real…

OR Stick With the Old Stories;
It’s An Easiest

Way to Fall…

And Never
Really Get
‘Up’ in this Life

To Actually Dance
Sing Free Eternally Now
In All the Metaphors That
Dance And Song Wears Free

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete.

Sea Of Creativity Yet
Hug Is Ocean Whole
Full Enough Complete


Holding Hands Around
The World With Light

Love And
is the Rise Dear

Savvy FRiEnD You
Are Surely Soaring too


She Loved It All for She Understands

Love is Deeper Than Blood…

Regarding “Dreamed Up Reality” Now;
The Ground is Only Solid As We Dance it.
The Sky is Only High As We Sing it.
What Else is there
And Song;
As Far as i Know
i Feel i Float i go High;
What is There Yet Fun Now;
I Don’t Make Any Money Doing ‘It’;
Yet i Make my Reality Floating Now
All Naturally High No Way to Make
Money; Dance And Singing Partners
Come and
Go; Yet
They Continue
to Come What more
Do i Need to Know; Nothing Yet Love;
Nothing Yet Loving Life; Nothing Yet Love;
Life Is Easier
As A Dance
And Song;
is Key and Naked
of Target Audiences
Fitting-in and Cultural Clothes.
Drugs, any Drugs Will Only Dilute ‘Heaven’ for me.
Anyway; Thanks For Sharing ‘the Video’; The Dude
In ‘the Video’ Gets it; And perhaps He’ll find it too;
As Far as i Can And
Will See if ‘You’
Find it
On a Naked
Beach with
only ‘Your’
Foot Prints ‘it’ Doesn’t Exist.

Flames Fires
GRoW iNto Love🔥

Aha! So “You See”

“What’s Up

Doc” There

Is Real MaGiC

In Life Our Imagination

And What We Visualize

Into Fruition

No Less Real

Now Than

The Leaves

Of Trees Our

Minds Hallucinate

Indeed What



Beyond Measure

Fruition of


Creation Yet

To Evolve We



To ANY Science

Or Religion Alone

That Only Suffocates

Our Potentials Now

To Grow By Leaps

And Bounds

Beyond The

Slow Toad

Of The


Method And

Religious Ideas

Set In Stone

Just Statues Of
Words And Other

Symbols At The

Bottom Of



Without Imagination

New Left To Explore

And Come into


Within For


Beyond All
Space, Time,



Indeed How

Humans Reflect

What Is Most

Real Of All


Yet to Be
Seen Beyond

All Measure Now

By The Way Nice

Creative Touch on The

Meme Responses Now

Almost Like You Are

Part of

My Story


i Am

Part oF iT

All too Never


A Story

Without Hmm…

And What’s Still to come🦋

How Deep Is Love Is It A Feeling And More Will Need
A Long Meditative Natural Ancestral Song For What’s

Coming Next…

SMiles That All Sounds Great And Yes
Surely Worthwhile in Faith my FRiEnD

Oh My Gosh, Dear Hawaii FRiEnD my Wife
Katrina Loved The Sea Turtle Resting on
The Sands Of Peak Surf Season Beaches

Searching Shores For Whales As Well,
And Dutifully Impressed With Your
Fermenting And Rising Dough

As She Hasn’t Tried Making
Bread that Way Also i Loved
The Smiley Face You Put on the
Wrapper Always Spreading Joy From

Paradise With Kind Pets Accompanying
All Your Surfing Fun Dear FRiEnD Still

Enjoying Snow
Full Moon
Here in

Brightly Lit
Nights With
Some Cold Days
Soon Turning Warm
Again With Beach SMiLes Here too…:)

Hehe, in a Way i Do Give
Negative Thoughts Legs
Dear Chaymaa, i Turn them

into Joy
of Free
Then Song
Takes Them
All Away in Play
Slaying All the

Away With SMiLes..:)

26 Days Left Until March 16th,
The Official 3.4 Month Span of
Coldest Winter in Toronto, Until

Centigrade Reaches 3.88 Degrees,
And Above, on Average, Each Day, Hehe,

Otherwise, Known As Toasty 40 Degree F, Weather,
Over Here in the Florida Panhandle… Yes, Again Shorts
And T-Shirts Weather As Now We Are Currently Experiencing

Your Future Spring…

Temperatures in February, Particularly, Even More Yesterday,
Yes, Dancing Around 5 Miles, Around Several Neighborhoods,

Sweating in 70 Degree F,
Weather That Has Surely Dropped
30 Degrees F, Today, to Put That
in Perspective, Yes, 21 Degrees

Centigrade of Heat Yesterday,
And See What i am Doing Here,

i’ve Come to
mY Hellooove
FRiEnD’s Language of
Love is Being Smart,

So i am Being
‘Spock’ With
You Today Now,

Instead of Sending
FRiEnDLY Flowers
And Chocolate And
Such As That as HaHa
i Am Still Spock Learning
How to Be FRiEnDS With Earthlings,
Yet Perhaps in Someways, You Are From

Fred too…

Stay Warm,
“Live Long,
And Prosper”
mY Helloooove FRiEnD

With ‘Half-Breed Vulcan’
Love of Course too, Hehe…

HAha, If You Aren’t Familiar
With ‘Star Trek,’ i May Have
Generationally Lost You A Bit;
Yet All the Knowledge of Humankind, Arts,
And Such, Just A Google Fingertip Search

to Learn
Even More Now New
With SMiLes of Course…
🍫 💐🌷☺️🌺💐🍫

😇👨‍🎓🌺🙏🌲🐻🥂🌍🌎 🌏 🛌💤

Freedom From ‘the Dogmas of Religions’, Such A Blessing

Indeed; And Also So Hard to Do ‘Back in the Day,’ Before
The Internet And “Contact,” With The Rest of the World Seeing

Reality So Much Differently Than the Locality i LiVE iN That once
Held the Record For the Most Christian Churches Per Capita And

Definitely Mostly Evangelistic Fundamentalist Too, to Make “Matters”
of Life And ‘Things’ Even More Dogmatic in Metaphor of Left Brain Ways
of Restrictive Literal Ways, of Seeing the World in Black All Bad, White All Good

So Sure
‘They’ Would
Be Rewarded the
Carrot of Heaven And
Avoid the Stick of Hell


If they Just Followed Every
Rule Black And White As the
So-Called Chosen Ones Still
From A Dirt Patch Small of the Middle

East; Oh Lord, Such A BiggeR UNiVeRSE And
Beyond As Carl Sagan’s Religion of Science Will
Seem So Much More Real as “We aRe Truly Made of
Star Stuff,” And Are “The Cosmos Unto Itself,” And What Makes
This Existence Bearable Now is Our Connections to Each Other
Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Free As Related in the Great

Sagan, Inspired Movie “Contact,”
Yes, With Jodie Foster, Playing
The Part of Astronaut, Going
Really Nowhere Yet A Mystical
Journey Within; Oh My Gosh, An Experience
of What Someone Might Metaphor As the Verb of
God Being That Way Just Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

Yep, BeLief, BeLeaf, BeLove, Living Trees Forest Whole Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing Ever More With Least Harm For All Now; Water,
Wave, Ocean Whole Free; Free, Just God Dammed, No Longer Dammed;

Free, As Any
Body of Water
With Wings to Be
WaveS Ocean Whole;

And One of The Best Things of All
Haha, i Am even Free to Touch Myself
Without RisKinG Burning Forever, AFTER DEATH, Hehe…

Lord Knows, HiSToRiCaLLY, i Feel Like A Real Fool Now Believing
Then, Dogma of Pleasure is Bad; And Folks Are Unworthy
of Living on the Planet Earth Now Without Worshipping

A Dude
Dead, Some
2,000 Years or So
Ago; Although True,
i Do Still Kind of Like
“Moonlight Sonata,” Yet
i Worship The Art, Not The
Form Who Created The Art Then;
The Essence, Yes, So Far Beyond Dogma;

ART of HeART Set Free, Right Hemispheric Laden
Social-Empathic, Artistic; More Holistic, Spiritual
Emotional Intelligences For Real Set Free, to Create,




Free; No More Dogma,
To Chain the Wings of
DiViNE iMaGiNaTioN; Creativity Within! For Real!SPiRiT!

Hallelujah! Praise the Free, i AM LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW!NeW!
A Most Pure Form of Just Positive Energy to Emanate Wherever i Go;

Like Anyone Else, as Far as i See, Feel, And Sense; For Others Who Set
Themselves Free From the Dogma of All Religions, Including Dogma of
Philosophy, Politics, And Even Science, As Let’s Face Facts, the Scientific

Method is Kinda
Cool And Reliable

Yet It Is No Way Yet to
Measure the Within of
Our Inner Multi-Uni-Verses

More Fully

In All the Colors, SHaDES of
Grey, and BLacK Abyss; And Even
Beyond Rainbow Colors of Real Heaven
Within That Ironically Science Even Shows
is Real Now True, And Even No Woo, Now For Real Too…

Yet Ya See, Not All the Folks in my Locality Escaped to
Places Like College Before the Big Internet Revolution; Some
of them Stayed As Homeboys and Or Homegirls Simply Not Exposed

to Other Views
of Reality Others
Experienced More
in Other Areas of the World…

Going to A University, Attracting
Students Around the World, First Day
i Ever Met Anyone Who Ever Admitted
They Were an ‘Atheist’ Then; First Person,

i Ever Met, When the Name “Jesus” Was Uttered,
Who Rolled Their Eyes and Said, “Well, i’m Not Really

Sure if He
Existed,” with a Smirk…

Like Anthropology Classes;
First Day i Ever Heard a Teacher
Criticize The Negative Aspects of
Christianity Then, Although it Did Seem

Rather Strange That there Was A Hippy Looking, Long Haired (Like The Ones They
Spit on in my Locality, Including me) Dude With a Beard In A Portrait Then Above My
Childhood Bed As Studies Shows Now it is Likely, Leonardo DaVinci, Who Gave Jesus
That Eccentric Look That Wasn’t Even in Style, When Leonardo Walked the Earth Then,
Or In Old Jerusalem/Bethlehem Either; However, Folks Do Give Some Latitude Still to
Be Different

For the

More Gifted
Among us too;

However, Social Science
SHows, my Locality in the
Panhandle of Florida is the
Most Difficult Place to Be Different
in the United States; No Surprise, With
Several Big Disciplined Military Installations
And So Many Churches, Although They Are Starting
to Go Closed on Wednesdays and Such As That And the

Congregations are Going More Progressively Gray; and Even
Science Shows that Nation-Wide, Catholics at 70 Percent, Don’t Even
Believe in the ‘Magic Church Ceremony’ of Changing Bread into A Literal

of the Literal
Body of Jesus
to EAT and That
Wine Thingy As Blood
Before COVID-19 Took
Away Sharing one Glass of Wine (Blood)
Among MultitudeS; How Gross is that
Anyway When Ya Really Think About Swapping

That Much
Congregating Spit…

Yeah, Or OH, NO, ‘Water-
Boarding-Lite’ Little Babies
For Baptism Screaming
to the Top of their Lungs;
Afraid the Ones they Trusted
The Most Are Drowning them
With the Anti-Drown Reflex Fully Employed SCREAMING;

And True, Male Genital Mutilation is Still Somewhat
oF An Atrocity; Like Female Genital Mutilation too;

Anyway, Other than Buying The ‘Corn Syrup’ That
Women Who Weren’t Virgins Were Some How Tainted Souls

Along with the No Touching the ‘Merchandise’ For Breed
Before Marriage

AS How Many
Folks Actually
Limit That Human
Propensity for Real Anyway…

(Clue: Surely Not ‘The Majority’)

i Still Returned to Church After Leaving
All the Dogma Behind; Yep, i Left All the Dogma Behind…

Simply Discarding That Chaff, Leaving A Pay-Grade, Pay-Rate,
And Currency of Love (Wheat) to Replace All the Dogma THAT Chaff With

Rose of
me For Real;
To Give, Share,
Care, Heal Freely
With Least Harm

And On Top of that
The Elderly Ladies Surely
Swoon Over my Singing Voice
That Every Once in a While Leads
the Choir From the Back Row Free too

in ‘Coca-Cola’

Perfect Enough

Now Peace and
Harmony For me At least…

Whatever They Say, i Change into Love,
And i Forgive the Ignorance as Ignorance

Has Simply Not LEarned to See Yet; Yet When
They Harm Anyone; They ARE Gonna Hear From me;
YES, And They Have, And They’ve Put A Stop To Deacon’s Verbally

Abusing Gay Folks, Single Women, And Even ‘Evil’ Hurricanes
Spreading Warmth, So the Rest of the Ocean Will Thrive More

In Nature of Life;


i Couldn’t Stop the
‘Trump Trope’ From
Spreading Like A Pandemic;

Yet Hey, i’m Only Human; All
i Have NoW iS A Pen and Piece of Digital
Paper; And Free Verse Poetry to Change
the World a Little Bit More Toward A SMile
For All, WHeRE i Live, And Do LoVE At Least

(Really Though, 16,206 Miles of Public Dance Now
in 101 Months, Works Much Better With No Words
at All, Than 10.2 MiLLioN Words of EPiC Longest Long
Form Poetry Freest Verse Now in 102 Months of That Part of
my Personal Religion, Ever Since August 18, 2013, Set So Dammed Free)

In Simply/Complexly
Effortless Ease Continually
More Potential UnWRaPPinG in Autotelic Flow
Of Dance And Song, So Very EPiCaLLy Free NoW

NeW, WHeRe Every Move Becomes A Holy And Sacred Autotelic
Flow in Feelings Senses Emotions of Free Dance And Song of Poetry

True iN
LiGHT too…
And On the Other
HandS AGAiN, i Can’t
Really Blame Folks For
Not Seeing ALLNature As
God As Someone Like me
Whose Elders First Settled
Close to Sugar White Beaches, Emerald Green Waves, Swaying Sea Oats,
Seagull Wings me Just Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Living ALL ONE Spiraling
Around This Free Sunshine Above So Below Within Now; Not Everyone Lives HeaR
WHeRE i Do; And i am FoRTuNaTE i Do, So Close to the ‘Contact’ of Pensacola Beach


As Navarre
Beach Adjacent
WHeRE mY Elders
Settled, Even More Beautiful
Pristine Pure, Worthy of A Name

Than Just
A Three Or
Five or Every Letter Word…

True, i Also Agree With
Carl Sagan’s Religion As
So Beautifully Expressed in the Movie “Contact”

And ‘For Real’ GlobAlly Wide NoW As “REAL Avatars”
Will Fly Free Now


At the
oF LoVE FoR ReaL…

There is No Escaping Religion in Some Form
From Essence, It is the Shared Symbols And
Ideologies Humans Bond and Bind Over As Hairless
Apes Now Still Strong Enough to Survive And Thrive;

A Religion of iNHaLinG Peace, EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
For All Might Be So Very Nice, if We Come For Contact to BREaTHE
ThiS Way


Caring, Healing,
More Freely With Least
Harm for All; Generally
Speaking, What Humans Do

When they Actually Really Need
Each Other to Survive, Foraging, Even Thriving ALiVE For
Real Dancing the Night Away in Autotelic Flow to Rhythm
of HeART Beats

in Synch

iN Free Moving,
Connecting, Co-Creating
‘Contact,’ Where The Child
Becomes The Ultimate Prize
of the Village to Raise As Love
ACross Entire LifeSpans DarK Thru LiGHT


Ever More

Now As Play
Slays Fear and
Love Survives As US
ToGeTHeR Again Free;
Is IT Anything New, Not ReAlly;
Just Being Human NoW As Naturally
Evolved; Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete
Living in Relatively Small Homogenous Groups

And THeRE iN Lies
And Tells the Truth of
The Problems; Our Love
For Each Other Has Made
Tools of Words And Swords
And Silos to Store Grains Meanwhile

We’ve Been

From Loving
Free So Far Away
in Layers of Clothing From Who
We Even Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete Are ToGeTHeR AGAiN Real
As Skyscrapers Built From Angles Touch

the Sky

So Lost From
Angel Wings
Now Breathing
Love ToGeTHeR
Again Within New; So Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete Freer
Again, In Relatively Small Homogenous
Groups in Balance With ‘The Circle of Life

Freer’ ALiVE NoW…

Yawn, Too Big to See;
Too Small to Fix it; That
i Leave Up To Each Individual
IT All


Loving iT ALL Like me..:)

‘Emojiku’! SMiLes Dear Cindy
So Creative, So Innovative, i Love
Your New Style of Poetry HeaR And
True Instead of Doing Haiku, i Do Fredku
And Never Just Haibun Yet Fredbun And

Kung Fu Well Sort
of With Fred Fu And

Sure My Tai Chi Is

Surely Fred Chi Too With SMiles

Yet The Key is my Whole Religion
is Flow Dance And Song Free Always

Changing in Shapes Meaning And Purpose
Free Like the Rest of Nature Spirals Unwinding

Not So Uptight
As Those Who
Do Not Feel Free
to Go Anew Just Such
A ReNeWinG iNHaLinG
Peace EXHaLinG Love Free Even More

As Original Creativity Will Light Us Up More
From Head to Toe And Even Christmas Trees
That Are Never Taken Down Year ‘Round Will
Continue to Wire New CoLoRinG LiGHTS Within



As An Anti-Raven
Anti-Poe Might
Please Forever
NoW in Heaven Ever More…

Happy Poetry Isn’t Always Easy to Find
Yet DarKness May Lead to LiGHT
From New Inner Styles Free of Poetry True

Hehe, Still Haven’t Figured Out Where to Find the Emoji’s
NoW On A DeskTop With 10 Fingers Playing This Digital
Keyboard in Flow Yet With One Finger They Will Surely

Come with
A Much Shorter
Emoji Laden SmART
iPhone Reply For True

i Do Like Non-Verbal Expressions
too And True i Kinda Like to Look at
Pictures more Than Words Probably Would
Have Never Developed This Practice of Changing
EYeSiGHT iNto Words if Not Losing Most of my Effective
EYeSiGHT And Hearing into 66 Months of Shut-in Pain/Numb Then….

Funny Little
‘Things’ in Life


How We Lose
How We Gain Even More
Happy Emjoi’ng Dear FRiEnD Cindy
i’ll Pass You SoMe SMiLeS And HeARTS
Soon With One Finger True Colors Emotions More..:)

Ah Yes A Deeper
World of Humans

Exciting Invigorating

So Motivating A ‘Xion

Dance’ For All Free Once

More ‘As Long As This Peace

Lasts’ or Yuck
The Dance
Hall Down Again
Yet It’s True Humans
Are Innovating Little Critters

A New Dance Floor We Create
And At Best Co-Create A Free Dance Moving
Connecting in Flow of Ecstasy Natural Even More

A Floor For All to Explore Wings Fully Extending
of Cocoons
And 17 Year
Locust Homes
Behind Yet Staying
This Go Around Caterpillars
of Yesterdays Legs Becoming Wings Now
As We Transform Dreams into Fruition New!..:)

SMiles Dear Sohair
i BeLiEVE iN
God That Truly
Now Believes in
Love Beginning
Of Story For me
Now A God That
Excludes Any Part


Smaller God

me All
Is All Any

Is Less Love
Separated From God…

SMiles Dear Sohair i Surely
Can And Will Love With No
Sex At All too Yet Let’s Face


Is The Same
my FRiEnD The

Key To
Love is


Change too🌹
That’s A Real Test
For Example i Have
A Relative Who Won’t
Talk to Another

Because They

Refused To Get
Vaccinated For

For They
Feel That
Relative is
Other Lives By

Not Doing So…

That Other
Relative De-Friended
me From Facebook

Because i Am
A Naturist And
They Are Not

And By The Same
Token They Are Against

The variance
Of Sexuality of

The Other
Yet At Least

They Talked To
That Relative…

i Wash


With Love


To Be The Same
Wave of God Love

It’S A Way To
Grow My God
Of Love Has

In my Life Before…

In Other Words
i Don’t Agree With
Some of Your


The Less
i Love You No Less

Same As my Mother
Who i Didn’t Agree

You Are Going
To Hell For Being

A Muslim
And Relatives
Of Hers Who

Than Her Too…

Love is Love
i’m Stronger

A Smaller
God Than Love🌹☺️

SMiles Thanks
Dear Sohair
God Bless

Of Love☺️🌹

Holding Hands Around
The World With Light

Love And
is the Rise Dear

Savvy FRiEnD You
Are Surely Soaring too



Never A Dance And Song Alone
Dear Savvy Always A Song Coming

From a Dance Allone

True i Used to Play
The Piano All Alone

Solo Now i Hear The
Echos Coming From

Other Souls

In Tune


Touching New
Horizons More..:)

Smiles Dear Chaymaa
Hallway Long Now With

Doors Never Fearing

Opening Any of The Doors

Anymore Every Door A New Adventure

A New World
To Come

As Long
As Open Ones

Lead Out of HallwayS Old..:)

Throwaway Shows
Just A Way to Trim
Sleepless Nights
Better than
Counting Sheep
Throwaway Shows
Until Dreams Turn
Into Nightmares And


Shows Return
Vaguely Vaguely
i Remember Those Nights too
Sending Anxiety and Fears to

Seas Never Riding Those Waves Again Now
Fair Winds Following me Sunshine Sleeping

Rising Soon…

Wide Awake


Ocean Whole
Waves Waves
Throw Away Fears
And Anxieties Waves Waves

Flow Just Enveloping All Never Ending Now…:)

SMiLes Dear Annabel Enjoying Reading
Your Blog Yet That Link You Are Providing
Leads to Pop-ups Filling The Page Including

Some Video
Chat With
A Woman in
What Looks Like Lingerie

Not Sure if Your Site Has
Been Hacked Or What
Yet for now It doesn’t
Seem like it is

You are
talking about
i Saw the same
Thing Happen to
“Mariana Dynasty’s” Blog
too, Don’t Know if it is intentional
or Someone is Hacking into Your
Site Anyway Just letting You Know…

Additionally, Yawn, ‘on ToPiC’, Rogan’s Popularity
As the Number One Podcaster Globally in Terms
Of Views in the World, Is News Worthy, So Yawn,

In Turn, CNN, Investigated
For Their Audience, Who
Might not See the Appeal…

It’s Called Pursuing News that
Folks Might be Interested in, in Detailed
Fashion And Not Just A Blow Hard or Soft Opinion;

Similar, to The Style used in the so-called “Jimmy Dore
Show” to Gain Some Views From Folks Addicted to the Dopamine
And Adrenaline Fix of Overall Discontent, And Everything Hate about this

Life Now;
Sadly Failing, to See, AND
DO The Glass Now is More
Than Half-Full for those
Who Adapt to the Situation
At Hand, and Not Only survive, yet thrive;

And That’s What’s So Dam Interesting About Joe Rogan,

He Has Surely Done This And Continues to Adapt to Challenge
And Succeed in What He Is Personally Trying to Do; Yep, Please
A Wide Range of Folks In a Target Audience For Fame and Fortune;

The So-called
American Dream,
Even More So for
Newest Generations,
Hoping to Gain Fame and
Fortune on Social Media, Doing Life Their Own Way;
If they Can and Will Stomach Coming Target Audience


And Make the
Grade, Like Any
NFL Player, Who Was
Once Only Grade School, Football Material;

Soon For Buy and Sell if they Do Well Enough Next.

At least, Rogan Has A Generally Optimistic View of Life
And Doesn’t Share The Same ‘Sour Puss Face View’ of ‘Peterson’,
And Blow Hard Style of Spinning Some Words of the so-called ‘Dore Experience’…


i’d Much
Rather Listen
to Rogan than
Dore or Peterson
Just Because He’s

Really Doing Something
That is at Least a little bit MORE

BEEN THERE DONE IT; i understand
the Challenge; Yet Overflowing Fountain

of Joy and Happiness Through All the THorns of Life

Makes Life
So Much
Damned Better…


~Make the Best of
Life or Go ‘Sour Puss’ Like the Rest…

And That Indeed is the Appeal of Rogan…

It’s Harder to Understand, Until Ya Enjoy the THorns…

i Don’t Agree with a Lot of What Joe Rogan Says Yet

i Appreciate

His Overall

Zeal for Life….

And i Ain’t Gonna Add
Another Frigging App to
See His 10 Minute Highlights
From His 3 Hour ‘Church Services’ hehe…

There is Plenty More Great FREE Stuff to See, Hear, And Learn
About; Stuff i Agree With, And “Stuff”, i Don’t Agree with Either…

Ya Gotta
Mix the
DarK and
LiGHT to
Enjoy the TWiLiGHT
Ever Lasting oF iT All,
Like A REAL Vampire Who
Lives Longer Than Folks Expect, hehe…

Just RiSinG Out of the DarK iNto TWiLiGHT Once Again…



What ‘He’
Does Best;

That About
Captures Life

In A Nut-Shell to Grow,
Or An Acorn, Seed, Or Whatever, hehe…

It Makes
Shade Trees too…
Plenty of Room to
Sit Under and Just Relax,
Getting Feelings off “Summer Heat”…


of Snoopy Again too
With A Bit of ‘Trickster,’
Just For Giggles And
Passing Star Dust Gas…

i Used to Take Life
Seriously too, Until
Serious, Almost Killed me;
So Now i Simply F in Play

Naked, HAha;

And By God
IT F iN Works
As Plays Slays Fear;
Only Leaving Room For
my Personal Free Play,
‘Fred Experience’ too…
Ya Do ‘The Xion Dance’
As Long As This Peace And Joy Lasts..:)

SMiles Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Azure Clear Blue Cool Skies
In Florida No Snow Accumulating

This Year
Just A Few
Flakes Spotted
In Early January

And SMiles If ever
i Have A Spirit Animal

It is me “Snoopy” Writing
The Next “iT Was A Dark
And Stormy Night” Followed

by me
Rainbow Beaches
In Flow Everywhere

In The
City Night
And Day


On To The
Chagrin Sadly
Of Ever Discontenting
Stormy Night Endings

Dancing Life
Ever Freer With SMiles🕺🏝☺️

SMiLes Naked, Enough, Whole
Complete Young SaaniaSparkle

How In The World Will We Ever
Achieve Heaven Now if We ARe

Never Satisfied With the Quality
And Quantity of our Life Now

Oh to Imagine and Create
As The Flower

And Does
Not Look

Back to Wilting Life
Our Problems Generally
SPeaKinG Are The Past
And Future MiSSinG

The Present
Inhale of
of Love We Bloom
Now This Miracle This
Gift Only To Color Life and Love More
Through DarK And LiGHT Only Adventure Now


Ever Hope
Love Faith BLooms..:)

Happiness Far Away
As A Car And Home (etc)
Close As Dance And Song..🙂

Popcorn All The
Electronic Accessories
Warm Smiles And Hugs
For Folks All Snowed In😊🤗

Ah Yes, The Conundrum
Or Beauty of Empathy As Empathy
is Described As Affective As Two Babies
Sharing a Warm Smile And As Cognitive

As Understanding

People See the World
So Much Differently than
We Do And Yes That Comes From

Cognition of Experience; Yes Getting Out
in the World And Actually Getting to Know
And Feel and Sense Other Folk’s Experiences

Through Even the ‘Rare’ Face-to-Face Interaction
in These Increasingly ‘Avatar Days’ Of Humankind
Where Mechanical Cognition Rules More Than Social-Empathic,
Artistic, Spiritual, Real Emotional Intelligences That Are Colored with

More Right Hemisphere Mind Ways of Processing the World And True too

Some of Us Have More Poetic SoULS, HeARTS, SPiRiTinG ThiS Way and Others

Of Us Are the
‘STEM Majors’ of
Life, Even if We Don’t
Go to University and
Become So-called Professionals
This Way as Folks Will Interpret
Deep Poetry Verses Free in Sacred
Text into Black And White Objective
Concrete Objects Immovable Without SoUL

Free HeART
And SPiRiT to
Dance And Sing
Love FLoWeRinG
Through THoRNS RiSinG
Blooming Even More Eternally Now

Hehe, Yes, HAha, Kinda Like This Song
This Dance i Am Writing With No Reasons
At All Yet Flow of SoUL Up-Dwelling Swelling

From EndlesS Wells Water Wave Ocean Whole




of Love
Free So Effortless
in Ease Wow the Human
Condition IS A Multi-Uni-Verse
With No Measure mY FRiEnD Yep
Even Beyond Infinity A Mathematical
Concept Concrete Too Although of Course
Irrational as The Human Spirit is Art Free

When Unleashed Released Free Within to Fly
to Swim Life Winds of SPiRiT Ocean Waves Water Free

The Human Soul Is Endless As Poetry of Song And Moves of
Sacred And Holy Dance True Free Verse too Where Science

Will Never Discretely Measure Even the Next Word to Come Free
In Original Creativity mY FRiEnD With The Journey of Every Small
Move of Holy Dance And Every Small Word And Even Letter of Sacred

Song Limitless

Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete

As the Face of
God is

Still EXPReSSinG
For All to See Anew ReNeWed…

With Compassion in Flow Enough to Understand
Not Everyone Has Arrived in Heaven Yet For Real…

Which LeaveS ONce again Patience And Understanding
aS iGNoRaNCE is Not Any More Fault Than Being Blind So

Far to Soul And Deaf
in Heaven Now For Real
Again Beyond Measure mY
FRiEnD The Speed of LoVE
Human iMaGiNaTioN God

Set Free to Be i am
EternALLY NoW ReaLoVE..:)

Lovely Poem of Hope Faith is love
Dear Sohair Indeed Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN LiGHT oF JoY For All
With Least
Differences that
Separate Us And
Similarities in Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing
That Bond Us And Bind Us
ToGeTHeR As A Force of LoVE

A True Religion For All iN

DarK Thru LiGHT

For All Again
With Least

That Only
of Differences and
Similarities Will Bring

To Feed The Poor Not Just
Food to Clothe The Poor Not
Just Clothes Yet to Fill And Feel

Souls oF All To Rise All Up to Roses
Beyond Thorns mY FRiEnD to Truly Bloom As LoVE

For Real NoW

Yes, BeLief, Beleaf, BeLove
Living Trees Forest Whole
Love For All Every Leaf Rising
And Falling Feeding All of Love

Yes, Waves Water Ocean Whole Swimming
in This Place of LoVE EternAllY Now Real..:)

Thank You
Dear Savvy
Happy Weekend…
Always A Pleasure

So True Dear
Sohair Love
Makes Life
No Reasons
Just Blood
Turning Into
Wine of Life SMiLinG😊🌹🏝

Living “The 60’s” Living ‘The Beat’
Without the Drugs Without The Free
Sex at Least Not Past Imaginary Lovers

And “Virtual Life Dreams” Come True As Outcasts
Called Nerds Create Even Faster Internet Access
To Download Unlimited Numbers of Pretty Birds Well

True This Is ‘Woodstock’ Yet i Get to Pick And Choose
my YouTube Rock And Roll And The Rest All Free Yes

iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

Free to Give, Share, Care, And Heal As Music Truly Will…
A Song to Play ALong JusT A Beat And Melody And Some
Lyrics With Harmony Still Coming Free Coming Free Coming

Free Do Ya Get the Punchline Now

Yet Y’all Created All These Avenues
These Pathways for Little Old me to LiVE iN
Heaven For Real All Free All Free Just All Free Now New

No Cost Not Costing me A Pretty or Ugly Penny to Make
Lasting As Long As Servers Continue to Serve me Free HeHe

Just “Aghogday Naked” With Other Avatar Names Come to Play
Free Without the ‘Soylent Green Dollar Bills’ to Buy And Sell of Human

Soul As
“Soylent Green”
Was Set in the Year 2022…

i Am Only Consuming Naked
Human Freedom For Real
Yep, Naked, Enough, Whole
Complete And The Beat GoeS on

As Hotel
Is Back
Open From 1969…
Beast Mode Fully Engaged Free…

Yep Born In the “Pill Year” of 1960, 6.6.60
When ‘The Pill’ Changed Life As We All KNoW iT NoW…


From: What Life
to: Love One
Life to Live

SMiLes Dear Savvy One of my Favorite
Parts of a Movie is One Where Bruce
Lee “Turns The Other Cheek” Then By

Metaphor at Least
With Nothing to

Prove By Just
Launching A
Boat and Leaving

An Island of Confrontation
By Someone Who Wants to
Start A Fight With Him For

What is There to Prove When
We aRe Wind Without A Jar Now

That Will Possibly Hold the Free Wind
of Our SPiRiTS Prisoners From Being Allone



In Peace
And Harmony
Just Naked Enough
Whole Complete With

Nothing to Take Away
And Once Again With it
All To Give, Share, Care,
Heal So Freely With Least Harm

Oh to TrulY iNHaLE Peace Eternally
Now Oh The BLeSSinG BLiSSinG Just
To Be able to Exhale the Force of Love Free For All


One Love
And Island
Enough to Survive
And Thrive ThiS Way Free..:)

SMiLes Finally A Sunday That Lasts
Forever With No Regrets For it Ending

And Starting A New Work-Week And Never
A Worry Again About What Anyone Is Gonna

Think About the Real me Never Having

to Erase Any

of me
to Conform
to the Big Machine

A Golden Age Indeed
Naked of the Masks Before With SMiLes
Best Yet Absolutely No Secrets Ever to Hide…

Skeletons Dangling Everywhere in Free Fall

Needing No
to Rise Higher Again…

Sadly A Freedom Most
Folks Don’t Get to Taste
As Ya Have to Swallow ‘The Whole

Pill For Real…

Hehe, Without
the 2022 Soylent Green Flavor..;)

SMiLes Dear Soni A Letter of Support
On Your Birthday From You And That’s

Truly A Great Idea As THere Will Never
Be A Better FRiEnD, Lover, Parent, Or
Other Relative Than the Best FRiEnD

You Will Ever Have
to Deal With Your

Whole Life
Yes You mY
FRiEnD With

SMiLes First
Breath to Last
Blink The One We
aRe aLL Stuck With
Within Yes SMiLes Us For Real
Happy Birthday Keep Creating


Fresh And New Now
For How You
Wanna Feel
And Sense Life For Real..:)

SMiLes Akshita i Had
No Idea Who “Olivia”

Is yet i’ve Heard/Felt
The “Driver’s License”
Song More Than Once

Lots of Pain in That
One For Sure

And Surely
of How Shallow
A World Will be
For Someone too

Until They Learn/Feel/Sense
Their Love is Only THeirs to Give
Yet never the Less A Reality of Feelings

for Sure

Yes, Precipice
Tween Heaven
And Hell
The Whole
Human Romance
Story in the Darker Parts…
Never The Less Surely Happy
Birthday For A Shooting Star Now..:)

HAha Hawaii FRiEnD
All i Know About “Hello
Kitty” is it is an Old Song
By Avril Lavigne “Baby
Shark” Would Match

me Better
With Snoopy
Carefree too Hehe☺️🏝

Didn’t Need A Costume in the Mall
For “PENSACON” i Am Verb No
Noun Alone All About The Do HeHE ALLoNE

Thanks Jade
Your Writing
Always Inspiring

Encourage You
To Continue
To Touch

Of FoResT🌳 🌟 😊

One of my Life’s Greatest
Honors And Pleasures
i Always Treasure
Dear FRiEnD


Maybe You’re Not That Way Anymore Yet The Only Reason
You Angered me “Hometown” Is Your LeSSoN It’s Not Okay
For A Boy To Show Love Not Even A God Dammed SMile It’s True i’ll Never
Forget You


At me And
Spitting on
me For playing
The Piano Song
“Jesus Christ Super
Star” With Long Hair
And SMiling
in The Talent

At 13 in
8th Grade
And i’ll only
Forgive You
By Dancing And
Singing It Again Now…


A F88KinG SMile
You Made JeSuS A
Fool Calling Yourself
Christians And Doing
That To me Yet ‘You’

my Mother
Who Gifted
me With The
Still Breathes From

Within Me Now FOR REAL

i Get It You Didn’t Have

Yep i’m
Still A
GifteD OnE

Like ‘Neo’ (Eye of the Needle) Said…

Happiness Far Away As Homes/Cars/Etc.

Close As Dance/Song/Beach

To: Get It…
From: Is L(ove)Am…

World So Full Of Sh8t
Love So Free Now Be

We Hoard
Our Dead in Boxes
Away From Hungry Birds…

From: What Life
to: Love One
Life to Live

Ah Yes.. White Man Alpha Privilege To Cry Particularly in Down
South Parts and Remain Fearless Loving any Real Empathic
Alpha Male And Leader Will Come to Be
How Sad How People
See Alpha
What Privilege
is there Leading
With No Potential for Tears
or For that Matter even a Dog
to Pet in a White
of Big
Daddy Fears
With No Soul
of the True Leader on the Field..
Even Frans de Waal ‘the Father’
of the Study of Furry Ape Alpha
Males Will Relate that Men without
Empathy are No Alpha Males Apes at all..
Just Soulless Creatures Looking For Home….
others with
them to their
Personal Version
of Hell Away from Love….

Showing Face
Outside A Mask

HeHe YeaH it’s True i’m More
oF A ‘Big Thing’ And An
Stomach too
And It’s True at
Least Katrina is
A Wonderful Cook
As i’m Sure You are a
Full Service Restaurant too
Judging From the Recipes You’ve
Shared Here that Look So Delicious
Indeed Rue.. Hehe..
What Else Yes
A Whole Lot


1 Thing
2 Thing
Dr. Suess
Poetry and
Let’s Just Dance/SinG iT
TakeS A Whole Globe to Feel me Up…
And That’s Only After i Do All the Giving
Sharing Free Indeed NoW…🙂

*Oops! More Than
Instead of More oF
A Freudian
Slip it is what iT iS HeHE..😉



A Greatest Muse for Art
Unrequited Love A Distance
Between Heaven And Hell Where
A Greatest Creativity Travels Next Reminds
me of ‘Coral Castle’ in Florida Where a Man
Built An Altar to a Sweet-Sixteen Unrequited
Love Lost When Young He Knew He Would Never
Be coming Back to Yet still the Muse Inspired Him
to Create A Castle With 30 Ton stones Using
The Physics of Balance Apparently to
Move Those Stones Solo; Different
Theories Have Been Proposed;
Even Secrets Perhaps
Unknown From
Before in Ancient
Egypt to Build the Pyramids there…

Yet True Since those Pyramids in Essence
Of ‘KA’ Spirit of the Soul Egyptian Pharaoh’s
Had Artisans Build those Pyramids With
Images and Titles of Their Names
To Extend Their Spirit Past
Death For years to come;
True This is What Happens
Still When We Listen to Beethoven’s
‘Moonlight Sonata’ Suggested As Developed
At Least In Part From Unrequited Love in Three
Motions of the Human Soul to Dance And Sing
In Notes How Human Emotions Drive Us Home
to All that We May Accomplish Next; Smiles
Very Poor in Emotional Intelligence
All the way through age 53
Sure plenty of Empath
Spock Abilities
In Soul Melding
With Everyone i met
Before i Lost my Soul for 66
Months; Yet to Express A Direction
of my Face or to Put Emotions into Words
Lost to me for many decades except for a
Sprint at 13 in a Christmas Story Words Came
From i had no idea where yet Producing
Enough Feelings for the Teacher
to award me first place

(Note: The Story Continues
After And With The Next Series of Photos)


For A Christmas

(Story Continues)

Story among Two Homerooms and
80, 8th Grade Students; Indeed, my
First Real Experience of Magic in Life then
in That with no rational pre-planning in Writing
The Story, the Words just FLoWeD From Somewhere
Deep Within Most Definitely A Higher Consciousness
i had not Tapped in Before; Yet Again, So Temporary Next
Instance at 18, in a College Philosophy Class As the Instructor in His
50’s Was Experiencing a Stream of Consciousness Oratory himself then;
Asking Students to Record A Voice Coming Higher Than Ordinarily in Him as well…

And yes in this way He
Is still visiting me today
on Page for He helped
Open a Portal to a deeper part
of me and one day i went back to
tell him thank you and he said the
American Indians Never Say Good
Bye only See You Later and i still Remember
That Walk Down the Hill From the College to
Where i Lived By the River in a small Home Downtown
He Died Shortly Later At Age 60 From Cancer at A Year Younger Than me
Now Then as if no time Has Passed at all Movie Maker Memory i See Now…
Anyway when that Deeper Flow of Portal was opened up for me in Writing
Then i met a Cuban American Young Woman my First Love then; And when
She Broke Up with me i would Have an Unrequited Love Deep within me decades
to come; i dreamed about Her Long For that Warm Connection to Other Human Beings
Died in a Way then and really Never Fully Came Back, until i recovered out of my Hell
at 53; and yes i also made a Collage of Lost Loves From Dog to Surrogate Uncle to
Past Girl Friends; Loves Lost of Mine in Search to Bring my Emotions Back Not too

Long Before i Recovered on July 19, 2013
Close to Father’s Day of 2013 then in June
My Father’s Birthday As Well, June 20th
As Both My Sister and i Inherited
the Asperger’s Syndrome from Him
And He Never Really Developed an
Ability to express Emotions or really
Talk to Us at all and When i Started
Working With Computers at work
i took that path back to
Coldness Within too
Deeper And
My Emotions were
Just Exhausted from All View of Soul…

Smiles, Your Love’s Name Rosalia Reminds
Me of Her in a Way for Her the Song by Billy
Joel About A Cuban Girl That Was actually
Really About His Mother; Yet i did not know
That then… “Rosalind’s Eyes” that
Day You Find Someone Who
Really Believes in You
When No one else
Seems to Believe
in You, Yes

That First Love
Said i should be
A Captain of a Ship
i really never developed
Any Sense of Who i was
Or Who i would Become;
Yes, just Drifting on a Raft
Down A River and Let Life take
me Where Life Wanted to Next and true
in a way Now i am still that ‘Forrest Gump
Feather’ Floating Randomly in the Wind;
Yet It’s True now, i understand i am ‘the
Wind’ In Other Words By Conclusion of
Greats In Science You Have Provided
Spirit Beyond Matter And Soul
With All Soul This HeART
That Beats This Wind
That Breathes Now;

“Rosalind’s Eyes”

Help Us See So Much Farther in Life Now; Yes,
Source of Love Indeed metamorphosis into Light…
Smiles my FRiEnD i am surely uploading my Soul
As Well and back to that first Love i contacted
Her Daughter Finding Her on Facebook to
Let that First Love Know Her leaving me
With that Unrequited Love in a way
Helped Save My Soul Later on in
A Journey of Life the Same Sure i
(Closure; No More Dreams About
Her Finally After 34 Years)
Share that Collage of
Memories Here Similar
To What you Did With
Your Unrequited Love;
One of the Women in the
Lost Loves Abused By Her
Father, taking Her life Later
in Her Father’s Bed With His Revolver;
Yet Not until Much Later in Life; Married
With Two Kids… Some Souls Stolen Indeed Never Recover…
Soul Cages We Have to Free These Wings of Spirit Indeed

We Rise

With a Little
Help Still From
“Rosalind’s Deep Ebony Eyes”
Reflecting The Moon Bringing Sunshine Within…
Smiles, 2.21.2022 is my 32nd Wedding Anniversary
And True Before if Not for Going to HeLL ONE EartH For
66 Months, i might Not Have ever Felt All the Full Warmth
of Love Again With my Wife and the Next Day, 2.22.2022
Is the 5th Anniversary of my Mother’s Death
Indeed the Month of February along with
Two Endearing Cats Dying in 2016 and
2019 Around this Time of Year Do Bring
Much Creativity to Muse As Dark Inhaling Peace Makes
LiGHT Exhale A Bit More LoVE With Breath of Feelings, Senses, Emotions Freeing
Now Then When i Searched to Bring my Soul Back, i let it all Escape And then True
i Rose from Ashes And Became An Entirely New Creation of Creating Human Being
Small Steps
Really always
The Next Word
That Comes As Song
And Next Step that Comes as Dance
The Deeper Part of me is actually now me..
More Than Self-Actualization Transcending Soul LoVE All Indeed


i AM For Real..:)

LeSSoN 389 Tell Your
FRiEnD The 3 Most
Favorite Things They
Said To You And Why

1. “We Will Always
Be Connected By Heart.”

Why? That’s The Best
Way to Touch A FRiEnD.

2. “Oh my God, You
Make me Feel So Loved
And Spoiled.”

Why? Hehe, Then i Was
So Sure i was Boring You
With my “Fred-Talks.”

3. “You Are The Aroma
Of My Coffee Beans.”

Why? Haha, Again
Was So Sure i was
Boring You.

SMiles of Course i
Am Super Extroverted

And You Are Super


Hehe, i Don’t Expect
You To Do LeSSoN 389,
Only The Above 3 For
me to Do to Warm

A SMile For
You in A 🥶 Still
Very Cold Canadian

Home 🔥 ☺️

Happy SuNDaY
And A Coming
In Your Big
Four Corporation🌞

From: What Life
to: Love One
Life to Live LoVENoW

Catholic Mass Readings From
2.20.2022 Something About
A Verb That Sadly Has Been
Changed Into A Noun That

Has Become
Fool’s Gold

More Than
SPiRiT Wind As SoUL

Love Being Real For All

i Suppose They Didn’t Mean
What ‘They’ Said in ‘the Song’
Perhaps They Need A New “Driver’s


To Finally
Reach ‘the
Neighborhood’ Now…

For Most Sadly It’s
Been Revoked

By the Holder
of the Gift the Present Love Now

And It’s Worth Noting, The So-Called ‘Golden
Rule’ is Not Enough LoVE iN Matters As Simple
As Introverts Living in the Same Household
As Extraverts Cognitive Empathy is A Must

Walking in the Shoes of Others So Differently
A Life Long Art of Life in Practice to Explore
And Improve Always As True Do Unto Others

As They Would Love You To Do Unto Them
Ask Before You ‘Shoot’ Hehe And Only Do You to Them…

Reading 1, First Samuel 26:2, 7-9, 12-13, 22-23
2 So Saul set off and went down to the desert of Ziph, accompanied by three thousand picked men of Israel, to search for David in the desert of Ziph.

7 So in the dark David and Abishai made their way towards the force, where they found Saul lying asleep inside the camp, his spear stuck in the ground beside his head, with Abner and the troops lying round him.

8 Abishai then said to David, ‘Today God has put your enemy in your power; so now let me pin him to the ground with his own spear. Just one stroke! I shall not need to strike him twice.’

9 David said to Abishai, ‘Do not kill him, for who could raise his hand against Yahweh’s anointed and go unpunished?

12 David took the spear and the pitcher of water from beside Saul’s head, and they made off. No one saw, no one knew, no one woke up; they were all asleep, because a torpor from Yahweh had fallen on them.

13 David crossed to the other side and halted on the top of the mountain a long way off; there was a wide space between them.

22 In reply, David said, ‘Here is the king’s spear. Let one of the men come across and get it.

23 May Yahweh reward each as each has been upright and loyal. Today Yahweh put you in my power but I would not raise my hand against Yahweh’s anointed.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 103:1-2, 3-4, 8, 10, 12-13
1 [Of David] Bless Yahweh, my soul, from the depths of my being, his holy name;

2 bless Yahweh, my soul, never forget all his acts of kindness.

3 He forgives all your offences, cures all your diseases,

4 he redeems your life from the abyss, crowns you with faithful love and tenderness;

8 Yahweh is tenderness and pity, slow to anger and rich in faithful love;

10 he does not treat us as our sins deserve, nor repay us as befits our offences.

12 As the distance of east from west, so far from us does he put our faults.

13 As tenderly as a father treats his children, so Yahweh treats those who fear him;

Reading 2, First Corinthians 15:45-49
45 So the first man, Adam, as scripture says, became a living soul; and the last Adam has become a life-giving spirit.

46 But first came the natural body, not the spiritual one; that came only afterwards.

47 The first man, being made of earth, is earthly by nature; the second man is from heaven.

48 The earthly man is the pattern for earthly people, the heavenly man for heavenly ones.

49 And as we have borne the likeness of the earthly man, so we shall bear the likeness of the heavenly one.

Gospel, Luke 6:27-38
27 ‘But I say this to you who are listening: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,

28 bless those who curse you, pray for those who treat you badly.

29 To anyone who slaps you on one cheek, present the other cheek as well; to anyone who takes your cloak from you, do not refuse your tunic.

30 Give to everyone who asks you, and do not ask for your property back from someone who takes it.

31 Treat others as you would like people to treat you.

32 If you love those who love you, what credit can you expect? Even sinners love those who love them.

33 And if you do good to those who do good to you, what credit can you expect? For even sinners do that much.

34 And if you lend to those from whom you hope to get money back, what credit can you expect? Even sinners lend to sinners to get back the same amount.

35 Instead, love your enemies and do good to them, and lend without any hope of return. You will have a great reward, and you will be children of the Most High, for he himself is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked.

36 ‘Be compassionate just as your Father is compassionate.

37 Do not judge, and you will not be judged; do not condemn, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven.

38 Give, and there will be gifts for you: a full measure, pressed down, shaken together, and overflowing, will be poured into your lap; because the standard you use will be the standard used for you.’


SMiLes Dear Savvy
Only Human
And Somewhat
Like Vehicles and
Vessels Yes Automobiles

Where Mileage Varies
Depending on Make

And Model

Of Us
We Do Run
Out of Gas
Requiring New

Fuel to Move to Speak
To Dance And Sing Freer

Reborn ThiS Way
We Come When

A New

to Move Our
Vehicles And
Vessels Rebirthing Anew..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy
Beautiful FLoWeRinG
Poem of Love Once Again

Congrats for Another Publish

For FLoWeRS to Rise Even

Out of
SMiLes A 32nd Anniversary
of A Wedding For me Today
As Always

A Meal

of Steak
And Ice Cream
Every Day When Love Breathes
True Who Needs Food When Love


Do Hehe…
Must Stay
Fueled to
Dance And Sing
Free Play Slaying All Fears
iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG
LoVE Naked Enough Whole

Beat GoeS
on and on and on..:)

SMiles Dear Cindy
Thanks For The
Chocolate Sweet
With Lots
Of Love To
All You Love

Now Dear
Dreaming FRiEnD☺️❤️🥰

An Ocean of Gratitude
Still Ours to Paint Waves
Always RiSinG


More To Water
Color Oceans New

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa…

Every Miss-Take


Path to
A Brand

And SonG
Out of DarK
to Give to Play and
Slay Fear Even More..:)

SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchard
Flower Feelings Are Real Senses

Are Real And No Matter Form, Fashion,
or Style of Poetry That Brings Feelings And

Senses The Essence

Is What’s Really

Real What A Gift
Poetry is to Color
Real And Deeper Feelings and

Senses Within As True IMaGiNaTioN
And Creativity


Will Paint
Brush Both
Master Peace Canvas Open
Source of Soul And Body Whole
Every Square Inch And Beyond
Infinity That No Measure Will Ever


of Love
When Wind
Free iMaGiNinG
CReaTinG New Feelings
New Colors of Senses Nary

Ever ‘Fore

Always New
Fresh NoW As A
Lilly Blooms Real in Colors More
Or SHades of Grey or BLacK Abyss
All the Above So Much More Painting
ALL That Is NoW Ours to BREaTHE REaL..:)

After Being Shut-in for 66 Months, With Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia,
Assessed As the Worst Pain Known to Humankind, Sub-Clinically Named
The “Suicide Disease;” Literally, Yes, From Wake to Sleep Hours of my Life;

Mostly in my Bedroom in a Usual Uniform of Underwear, With 18 Other Medical
Disorders, All Generally Associated With “General Adaptation Syndrome” And Yes,

What is Actually Scientifically Studied As “Autism Burn-Out;” Yep, If You Do A Google
Search on This User Name, “Aghogday,” First Page Results Come Up With Peer Reviewed Studies
That Reference A Blog Post, i Wrote on the Experience in 2013, Some Months Before Recovering

on July 19, 2013; Yes, You Remember The Day That all the Pain And Numb in the World Coming From
11 Years of Chronic to Acute Fight or Flight (In The Last 2 Years of the 11) Work-Related Stress Goes

(The Whole Declining Experience From 1996 Thru
2013, 17 Years, As Long As A Locust Hibernates)

Away; And True, Even Though The Doctor’s
Say We were one of the First (Me and my Wife)
To Acquire Covid-19, In January of 2020, That Lasted
Around 2 Months of Coughing for me, Starting Off the
First 54 Of 72 Hours in Bed, Just Knocked Out with “A Ton
of Bricks,” Eventually Coughing Up Blood, Going to the Doctor for
What i Never Experienced in my Whole Life Before; Before they Realized
Covid-19 Was


In Our Locality;

Anyway, Even though
i Experienced Tachardia, Unexplained,
And Likely Part of ‘Long Haul Syndrome’
From Covid-19 After that For Over A Year; Life is Also A

Matter of Perspective; Not able to remember the Feeling of
A Smile for 66 Months; Much More Challenging to Me, Second
to Second, Even More Challenging than the so-Called “Suicide Disease”

As When in the Very Rare Case Humans Lose Their Emotions; The Living

Dead is
The Living
Dead For Real;

Just A Ghost Wandering
A Bedroom, Not Realizing They are
Dead; Yet It is what it is, When You Are Really in HeLL ON EartH;

i Tend to Celebrate Every Second Now; Yep, Not Even So-Called
Covid-19, Stopped me from Writing Tens of Thousands of Words About
The Experience, as Long as i could Lift my Fingers to the Keyboard or iPhone

in Bed; i had

Already Been
through Un-imaginable DiSEaSE
to Most Folks Worse in Life Before that;

The Saddest Part of Covid-19 to me was Losing
Young Vibrant Indian Women Poet’s, Who Had Every
Thing to Live for in Life, Except for Availability of a Vaccine
That Would Have Likely Saved Their Life From the Delta Variant.

My Definite Advantage Working for the Federal Government For A Quarter
of A Century on the Active Payroll is Retiring Early on Disability And Getting
Social Security Disability, on the First Try With 100 Pages of Medical Documentation

That i Completed Through
All That Life Threat of
Pain And Numb; Yes,

Before the Type-Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia,
Also Known as Atypical Facial
Pain Was Diagnosed About Two
Years Into Hell; They Wanted to
Block a Nerve; Yet i Already Couldn’t
Remember A Smile; i Was More afraid
of Potential Paralysis of my Face That already
Felt Dead of Emotions Worse Than the Worst Pain Known to Humankind;

And to Be Clear, Then, it Wasn’t A Real Feeling of Fear; As Fear
Was Gone too; Just A Logical Decision in Hell Back Then for Real,

For Which
Hell Would
Be More Numb
Or Painful As Such;

No Drug Would Help me;

Only Escape Was Sleep; And
That Was Extremely hard to

Do; Just Bits And Pieces of
Sleep Relief All the Way Through…

Such A Damned Nightmare Waking Up…

Pain Just
Never Ending;
Yep, A Pain i
Never imagined

Was Even Possible
Making A Migraine
Feel Like Heaven Then…

Anyway, Again, Recovering
From That Enough, Happy Enough,
‘Deliriously Happy’ Enough to Still Be

Assessed With Bi-Polar Non-Specified as
Obviously it Was Quite Euphoric to Finally
Leave All the Pain and Numb Behind; Ironically,
A New Diagnosis, A Symptom of the Recovery;

Along With Asperger’s Syndrome As Such Still As Well…

Gratitude Stimulates Serotonin; And i Had A WHOLE





In the Lockdown, i Adapted to the Challenge Easy;
And Predictable to me, Darkness Brings Light And the Online
Poetry Circles i Hung around Before Became Explosive in Creativity,

in Response to the Darkness Globally-Wide; And As Part of that i’ve Made

What Will Likely Be Many More Life-Long DEEP FRiEnDShips; Score One For the Challenge;

Yes, my Sister Has Asperger’s Syndrome; the Introverted Version; Not the Extroverted Version
i Fully Enjoy; The Lockdown Motivated Her to Wanna Walk Daily With Us And Socialize Around
Our Neighborhood Block; Score One For the Challenge; Yet Sadly, One Million US Citizens Approaching Dead,

In Many Ways, for Ignorance and Believing False Anti-Science Opinions in Conspiratorial Ways; my Wife is
Also Permanently Disabled With Partial-Complex Epileptic Seizures; With 3 Checks Coming in, Money Hasn’t

Been An Issue for me ever Since i Left Work at Age 47, Still on Annual And Sick Leave Until age 49; So All the
Savings From the Many Extroverted Social Activities i Did; And ‘The Ton’ of ‘the Money Showered’ on the Populace;

For Both the Have’s And Have Not’s, It Went to A Brand New Board-On-Board Privacy Fence, New Door and Storm
Door; And New Five Foot By Eight Foot Picture View, Sliding Hurricane Glass Window, to View the Paradise Garden

of Eden That Our
Backyard Forest Has
Become; a Much Better
Purchase than An even
Bigger HDTV; As i Rather
Look to Eternity Now of the Forest
And the ‘Garden of Eden’ For Real than

Turn the HDTV on in the Morning; Bathing
in the Forest Peace From Within my HoMe Within…

i Understand What it Feels Like to Be in REAL HeLL ON EartH
And Heaven; Yet It’s True, Hell Prepared me For Everything in



Death; The Rest of
Life is Just Icing Now
on an Easy Bake Cake

Out of ‘Hells Bells’ For Real…

Been Receiving 40 Percent of my
Federal Retirement From my Government
Job And That Moves to 100 Percent in June

And Yes, Approaching 62 Years then; i am Three Times
Empirically Measurable as Stronger than i’ve Ever Been in my

Life and Every Second is Just a New Flavor As Hey, i Made the Best
i Could Out of Hell; Just to Survive; i Would Be A TOTAL FOOL Not to

of Heaven
in Thriving Now;

So i Do Create Heaven
in A New Color Every Second
of the Day As Opposed to the
DarK Days, WHeRE i Didn’t KNoW if i could

Ever Survive the Next Second For 66 Whole Months…

On ‘This Internet Site’, Plenty of People Have Tried to Drag
Me Down for my Freedom of Expression; Yet ‘They’ Don’t Realize

“You Don’t Step on

Superman’s Cape;”

And Or You Don’t Phase
“A Devil” Who Escaped Hell For Real…

Meh, Some Folks, Say i have Angel or
Devil Wings Still; Depends on Who One
Asks; Yet the Reality of Heaven is Still My

Cup of Tea to
slowly sip…


i’m As Happy Dancing Solo in a College Crowd
of Hundreds of Drunk Students When Pre-Covid-19
Days Brought That Experience for 6 years; Yep, Writing

Each Word, Each Letter
Is Just Another


of Heaven to me,
Always New And Exciting…

100 Percent Introvert or
100 Percent Extrovert;

Just Labels to
me; i Don’t

Live By Labels Alone, Anymore…
i’m Free Now, Shut-in or “on the Road;”

Still Public Dancing 16,221 Miles Since August 2013…

Yes As Random And Poetic in Meaning Eternally Now
And Purpose As A “Forrest Gump Feather,” i am Wind;


Wind in a Jar…

Yet Wind Still Exists…

My Wife Wants A New SUV
With Even So Much More Money

Coming in; i Realize our Honda
2014, Blue EX Civic Coupe, Will Last
Many More Years in Ease; Hehe, probably

like me, if Heaven Ever Since July 2013, Continues to Exist;

There Aren’t Any SUV’s, She Wants for Sell in the Dealership
Lots, Due to Covid-19 Related Shortages; Since i Don’t Need

A New Car,


to Me, Another
Advantage of ‘the Challenge’…

i Tend to See Silver to Golden Linings
For Free In All Parts Existence Whole…

And On Top of All of that i Felt the Rainy
Day (CAT-66 Month HURRICANE) Coming For 11 Years; i Had Enough
Money Saved to Last For Years, With or Without Any Retirement Pay…

(Credit: the Strict 75 Dollar A Week Budget, i Put my Wife On; She
Didn’t Like me Nearly As Much As When She Inherited all the Still

Living Money,

Ya Either
Adapt, Survive,
And Perhaps Thrive
Or Ya Do Not; That’s Life;

i Surely Ain’t Gonna Say It’s Fair;
Yet This is my Life for Real; Heaven
is Flavored Better

Than Hell

Damned Sure…

Moral oF A STory for
Real; Inhale Peace, Exhale
Love to the Best of Your Ability;

Meditate in Autotelic Flow, Every Chance Ya

Get; As Unresolved Stress; Leads to All Kinds of
Real HeLL ON EartH…

Autism Burn-out is
Real, And So is

Syndrome’; ‘my
Cape’ Only Grows
As Long As my Balance Stays;

And Generally SPeaKinG, FREE Play Slays Fear;

That Yes, NoW, i Am Fully Responsible to Co-Create;
And Obviously, Some Environmental Circumstances
Make That Almost Impossible As We aRe Only ‘Little Humans’


Of Course, Many Folks Understand that Here, Already…

And Yes, Those Who Do, Often Have REAL Empathy
AND Compassion For Those in HeLL ON EartH too…

Yep And Real


i Surely
Send Anyone
to WHere i’ve Been;

Yet of Course, “A REAL Devil’
Has “LoVE Advantage” Now over

A So-Called Trademark ‘Christian God,’
“Literally Taken” As They’ve (Devil(s)) Really Been to HeLL ON EartH
More Now Than Just a Story Book Version, STiLL CenturieS Old, Dusty…

SMiLes Another Reason i Feel So Fortunate
To Be Able to Leave the “Soylent Green” Behind

The Realization That in the Working World if Ya
Wanna Survive Ya Most Always Have to Keep Your

Mouth Shut About What is Not Ethical if Ya Wanna
Keep a Job

When it Comes
to Abuse of Politics
And Religion At Work

And When Somehow It’s
All Just Lip Service As ‘Trumpism’
Has Always Existed Where Power
And Authority Extends Its Reptile Cold


Although that’s Just
A Metaphor Reptiles
Are Lovely Animals

Like Rats They Just
Get A Bad WRaP Even
Though One is a Common
Ancestor Of Ours Closer than
The Other that Keeps its Population

in Check

Hmm… Just
Hmm… Secrets
in Plain Site ALL OVeR
Nature So Easy to Be
Uncovered Then Tolerated
And Even Accepted As Just the

Nature of the



The BLooMinG
FLoWeR With SKin That Sheds…

Gaseous Star Dust to Gasesous Star
Dust PaSSinG With BREaTHeS in Between

Thru LiGHT AGAiN..:)

i Cannot Make my Mother Come Back
But i Will Provide ‘A’ Path For ‘Love’

to Come Back

SMiLES New York
Minute Longer
Shorter Now

Another Reality That A Photographic
Memory For Almost Everything Will
Never Forget Just Inspiration to Create LiGHT out of DarK

My Father And Step-Mother His Fourth
Marriage Slept In Separate Beds We
Have not Reached The Brother And Sister Stage Yet.. hehe

Dancing Everywhere i Go Getting Stronger too

i See IT More As Soul Building Than
Body Building As Soul Reflects As
Essence in Human Form As Real

Aesthete Art

Running All Through My Twenties…

Yes A Decade Before that i Did Tennis
Wasn’t Really Competing for Anything
Butt Zen Flow Same That i Attain NoW iN

UNiSoN of Peace

Bottom Top Lines i Feel Stronger and
Am Stronger Now Than Any Point
of My Life at Close to 62 With Heaven

True That’s Naked Enough
Whole Complete For NoW

One Thing i Do KNoW For
Sure i Will Never Trade the
Riches of my Soul for All the
Power, Status, And Riches of ‘the Trump World’

Yep According to ‘the Old Bible’ the Best
of Naked Company i AM in Jesus,
David, and Egypt/Ethiopia Naked
Wandering Isaiah 3 Years Then

Now Just Add My Bucket Effort And
Keep Your Mardi Gras BeadS Hehe..
Don’t Need No Beads Or Dollar Bills

i AM A Cheap Thrill.. hAha…

A FLoWeR A RoSE Yep JusT LoVinG iT ALL NoW

Ya KNoW “Sorry Not Sorry” By ‘Demi Lovato’ Hell No Heaven’s
Yes Gonna Get A Lot ‘Worse’ As Day/Night Becomes TWiLiGHT


Some Dudes Buy Big Denali HD Four Wheel Drives Some Dudes
Put The JunK in THeir Own Trunk And Ride For Free And Drive For Free

Hey Katrina Said my Butt Was too Flat When We Got Married 32 Years Ago
So i Danced 16,221 Miles And Got Some Junk in the Trunk Fully iLLuSTRaTED
in my Anniversary ArtFULL Facebook Profile Gift Pic of Course And Off and On Treat it Seems

“Something About the Motion of The Ocean” You Feel You Sense Water Wave Ocean Whole
Naked Enough Complete

ThiS WaY NoW

“i’ll Be Back”
Trust me or Not
“IT’s” Coming Again
Hehe To A FB Theatre Sooner Than Soon

“Beauty And The BEasT” Oldest Human Story STiLL
EveR ToLD Now For Real MoViE STill Dancing Singing

MuSinG Life As We FeeL iT ALL

Just Some Stuff i Muse On my 32nd
Wedding Anniversary 2.21.2022 Fully
iLLusTRaTeD Of Course WRitE oN COuRSE

Putting ReaLisM iNto Theism Ever Since
God Breathes For ReaL And SeeS, ETc…

Bobobo’s Spend Lives Loving Read That
Again Until Ya AcTUaLLY Figure Out How
And Just Do It Without Selling/Wearing Shoes

Ah, The Gift Of The Call Of The Wild (God) Fully
Employed At Least Once Playing Naked Enough

Whole Complete FORLoveALL NoW For ReaL

Why? Silverback Gorilla’s And Orangutan’s
Still Play Naked Free iN A REAL GARDEN

OF EDEN ON Earth Always Now Free

Trivia Note: Silverback Gorilla’s Toss
Around 1700 Pounds And Humans

Still Have Orangutan Orange

Potential Strength FOR REAL…

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Only Human
And Somewhat
Like Vehicles and
Vessels Yes Automobiles

Where Mileage Varies
Depending on Make

And Model

Of Us
We Do Run
Out of Gas
Requiring New

Fuel to Move to Speak
To Dance And Sing Freer

Reborn ThiS Way
We Come When

A New

to Move Our
Vehicles And
Vessels Rebirthing Anew..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy

iF LiGHT Will

Be Measured By
Shine Shall Sun
We Give Within Be

Easy to Grasp As Happiness
Is Surely When Give Becomes

Same As Receive in Life For Give
Thanks For Giving May Become

What We Really
Do Have Control
Over Happiness
Within We Give For Free

Mastering Love ThiS Way
In Balance So Much Easier Sooner
Than Waiting For Soon Returns With SMiLes..:)

Stars Seen to Never End in Skies Above

So Below Within Inside Outside All Around

Stars of Creativity Burn Bright iMaGiNaTioN

Stars of
Burning Bright
Within Nice to See
You Shining Again Dear Akshita
In Creativity of SMiLes So Very Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
i Am Reminded Again
That Play Slays Fear

What Often Makes
A Child So Happy

Still Playing Just
For the Sake

of Playing


Nothing to
Earn Yet Joy Now New
With SMiLes So True Too..:)

Wow Hawaii FRiEnD How Wonderful
You Bake From Scratch Anything With

Banana Is Just All Fantastic to me
And Yes Shaping HeART Works of

Art on the Beach A Lovely Practice too
Always Bright Green Deep Blue Such An

Ocean Day of Beauty
All Is in Paradise
With Kind

SHePHeRD EYes True
Loved Obviously So Very Warm..:)

It’s 11:01 PM All Ones
in Time Yet 2.22.2022
And Yes 11:02 PM Now too…

i Thought i Was Losing my
Mind For Years Now my Asperger’s
Routine Means i Can’t Miss Responding
To Any Of Your Daily Posts Except for the One
Day You Forgot to Post or the Structure of the

Will Just
Seem Mixed

Up Still Trying to
Figure Out How i Missed
This One Dated on the 19th Yet

Perhaps 2.22.2022 Is Some Kind
of Blog UNiVeRSE Worm Hole
Where Time Travels in ReVerse

Anyway, in Any Case, i Feel some
Anxiety Here Like My Old Days Where
My Body Rebelled Against my Mind
or the Other Way Around As Both

Are Really
i Just Wasn’t
Included in ‘the Plan’
Then it Seems Anyway
‘The Body Does Keep Score’
And Let’s Us Know When Some Kind

of Change
Is Necessary
to Bring Balance Back
IF We’ve Ever Felt Balance at all

A Cool Breeze On A Moon Lit Lake
Just Being Placid This Way Swaying in Ease..:)

Happy Twosday🌟 Dear
FRiEnD A Starry Starry
Day For Twos Yep
2.2.2022 Just
2 Hundred
More Years
For All Twos Yet
It Won’t Be On Tuesday

So Yep Today
Is One Of A Kind
And You are A Number
One FRiEnD Too With

SMiLes Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN Joy oF LiGHT
Just Breathing Now
Our Multi-Uni-Verses
NeW iNto Happy Existences

ThiS Way
All Days Yes
Special Ones Indeed
Verily LeSSoN 390 Too

SMiles Dear Candie it’s
So True We aRe Only NoW
As Young As We aRe aLiVe
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN

How Different
The World Will
Be Naked Enough
Whole Complete
One Body One
Blood of

For Every
61 Has Never
Felt Younger
SPiRiT Ruling
All In All Love

And Song
Free in All
Flow Now New☺️❤️

SMiLes Dear Little Chef Aarushi
What A Brightly Lit Orange North

Indian Carrot Dish
Very Sweet With A
Nice Helping of Sugar too

Surely Good For The Eyes
Both Artistically And For Sight too..:)

With This i Bring ‘the Science Link’ As ‘Sheep’
And ‘Animal Farm’ And ‘Pink Floyd’ FitS in too..

As Does 02.22.2022 too..😉

Many Sharks are Actually Social Among
Sharks.. Human Attacks are actually Rare…
‘The Movie Jaws’ Promoted False Shark Witness

Oh Yeah Some Species of Sharks Reproduce
Without Mates So Yes in this Case ‘Virgin
Mary Sharks’ Are Verily Still Real..:)

SMiles ‘No Clothes’ Look
As ‘They’ Like No Secrets
to Hide Just Another Leaf
on A Tree Just Another God’s Eye

A Soul Of Love One Building


For Real One Must Always
Add Leaves For Living Trees


SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
A Best Part of Being Human

Is We May Value And Feel the
Same Sacred And Holy Feelings

That Are Genuine, Sincere, Authentic

Whole Human Happiness

And Joy

A Grain
of Sand

Same As The
Grand Canyon

As Both the Mountain
Top And The Valley Lowest
Have the Potential to Create
A Human Mountain of Love For Real Within

To Stand Taller Upon Now in Terms of Shine

Truly It Depends on What We Appreciate So Much
Co-Create Within Always At Best Giving, Sharing,

Caring, Healing
Now Even More Freely
For Giving Thanks Giving
WHere Giving Feels Even Better

Than Receiving

Like MaKinG
A Grain of
Sand Feel
Sense A

Whole and
More Joy Within Shining
Even Perhaps too Big or Bright to See…
Never The Less Sun is Always Warm Within my FRiEnD…

It’s Like Truly Getting Inspired by a Poem Someone else
Wrote too like the Quotes You Share Such As This One HeaR too…

“To see a World in a Grain of Sand.
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower.
Hold Infinity in the palm of your
hand. And Eternity in an hour.”

-William Blake

~Poetry is
A Mountain
That Continues RiSinG
DanCinG Higher Than Verses Before

No Different Than The Origin of All That is mY FRiEnD…


“That you are here—that life exists and identity,

That the powerful play goes on, and you may
contribute a verse.”

-Walt Whitman

“So What Will Your Verse Be?”

-Robin Williams, Playing the
Role of “John Keating” From the
Movie, “The Dead Poet’s Society”

“Net Flix”
Watch For Inspiration too…

A Shorter
Version too As True
Even Commercials Will

Be Art

So Inspiring
As Long as We
Don’t Buy, Hehe too much..;)

SMiLes Dear Doc Happy Two Day on Tuesday
Hehe, 2.22.2022. And True It’s Just A Random

Number Assigned By A Calendar Date Based
on A Fictional Story Mostly Yet Never the Less

We Humans Have the Ability to Generate Our Own
Happy Feelings Within; Yes, All the Neurochemicals
And Neurohormones Through Art And Of Course All

Abstract Constructs We Co-Create That Are Associated

With The Feelings And Senses Within
The Art We Co-Create For
Life Meaning and Purpose

Generating Now; So in

This Way Art; All Art
is Sunshine We Create
And Feel and Sense Within

to Give, Share, Care, And Yes Even
Heal Freely At Best Hehe Without A Bunch
of Pop-Ups/Ad Sense on WordPress That Only Actually
Make Money, Usually Just Breaking Even on a Business
Plan Fee Without Around 800,000 Views and 400,000

Annual Clicks Yet

Of Course That is
Beside the Point
for me as i’ve
Been Financially
Independent Since Age
47 Through Much Blood, Sweat,
And Tears And Pain And Numb Generated
By 33 Years in the Active Pay Working World too

Yes Ever Lasting
Money Now and
Yes Everlasting Pain
And Numb For 66 Months
After Falling to 11 Years of
Chronic to Acute Work Related Stress
For the Last 2 Years of That Endeavor…
Yep Pretty Much the Span of a Locust
in A Hell SHeLL For A Total of 17 Years

What That Taught me Most is Happiness is
Not About Work And Things And Money for me at Least

It is all About Moving, Connecting, And Co-Creating For Free
And Expressing all my Human Potentials to the Max Making

the Most out
of Ever Second
of Life Actually
Literally and Metaphorically
Killing Time in Autotelic Flow
of Dancing Singing Art Free Always

Every WaKinG Moment of Real Heaven Now this
Way as those 17 Years of Real Purgatory Through
Hell Was All About Time And DEAD LINES THEN THAT

Failed to
Spiral As
Free Waves
Water Of Ocean Whole Now
Do Always Creating New Shores
of Life Free Now Either Receding or
Expanding Night Makes Day DarK Makes LiGHT

Marry the Night Dear FRiEnD Merry the Day
Naked, Enough, Whole Complete And Haha

It Doesn’t Matter if Anyone Visits my Blog
or Not as it does get Heavy With all my Bi-weekly
Human Potential of Around 57 Thousand Poetic Words
On Average And Several Hundred Photographs of Freest

Naked Enough
Whole Complete Yes True

Lamps That Shine So Bright
Thrill Some And Scare Others…

Yet i Am Not Afraid to Look at the
EYe of the Sun Within Directly And Generate
Massive Amounts of Sunshine Solo or ToGeTHeR

Dancing Singing
Free Besides

Welcomed i Tend
to Leave A Blog Post
Sized Poetic Comment Behind
Only Fumes of the Heaven Within Free Dear FRiEnD…

You Always Inspire, Every Blog Post you Bring Free
Keep up the Great Work oF LiGHT… Yes Continue to Be
the Sunshine Now You Are Born to Serve And Give Free too in All

SHiNinG New Now…

Always Amazed By
The Dedication of Individuals
in All the Health Fields too my FRiEnD
So Much They And You Do to Make
All of Life Better For All Of Us Now..:)

Hehe, i Still Lust
After my Wife, Close
To 52 Now As Much


32 Years Of
Marriage As
i Did At “Hey

19” Yet Anything
To Do With “Sex”

Is What
i Value Her

For Least
That Much
True Love Teaches
Dear Candie For Real

And Why i’ve Never
Even Been Tempted
Ravaged By A 20 Something


i Didn’t Even
Ask For By

Two Twenty
Women Then
As i Approached
60 Years-Old Before
Covid-19 Shut The


Down Yes
There Is
Heat And Lifelong
Warmth That Lasts


Now i Am
Surely Not
Just A “Masturbatory”
Tool To Use Besides

From The
Is A Much
Larger Turn
On For me


Of A Grinding Dance
Although It’s True

Is No Lie Either😊🔥

And To Be Clear Young
Women Are Exercising
Their Freedoms Still


Hall With
The Same
Girl Friends
They Came With

Indeed Nature Changes
Culturally This Way

Do Rule The
World As it Changes too

Somedays On Top oF iT ALL🏝

News Flash, Many of the Folks
On WordPress Are Trading
Likes And Follows And Are
Rarely Actually Reading
Anything Anyone Writes…
Many Do Hold A Shallow
Fantasy They Are Gonna
Somehow Make Money
Off All The Button

Of The Online
Social Media Casino…

Most All Your Efforts
Here As Far As All These
Gimmicks You Continue

To Create To Make Money
iS A Waste of Effort As You
Don’t Seem to Understand

That Much
Of The

Here Isn’t
Even Moving
Past Clicking
On The Star
Like Button

Same Ping
Of Affirmation
For The Value
Of Their Life’s Worth…

Genuinely in Most
Cases The Worth of
Wordpress is The Actual
Dance And Song of Moving

Connecting Co-Creating…

i Surely Understand
The Desire For



Put All This Effort
If You Can And Will

Into An Endeavor
That Realistically

Has Money

Making Potential…

Yet Ya Can’t Go Wrong
As Long As You
Are Actually


Do A
Life Long
Free Meal
And Genuine Within🏝

SMiLes Dear Annabel i’ve Been
Inspired by What You Have Offered
Here on Your Website And In Return
i Will Hang Around Liking Your Posts
Where it is Possible to Open Up Your

Old Blog Without All the
Pop-Up Gimmicks to make
Money on Your New Blog

Please Indicate Here

If and When You
Are Able to remove
Them As i Will Return
to Interact However

Hehe, not going to a place
Where i Get A Bunch of Pop-ups
With A Full Screen every Time
Demanding i Install Flash Player to make it work…

Perhaps it is Just an Issue with Apple Products Yet

the Less
it No Longer
Works to Interact…

In Effect It’s Not
Workable For me…

Best Wishes For Your Future Now..:)

Finding A Little White Flower
Sprouting Through The
Concrete Sidewalk
Walking Away
After The
Silence of my
Mother’s Last
Breath on 2.22.2017
5 Years Ago Tonight

Then i Found my Mother’s
Breath in The Small White
Flower, Everyone’s Breath

All of




The Little White
Flower Is Breath

Of God As All Is
FLoWeRS Small
And Hidden From
View Different Yet

Same God


Now Existence We

Wow! 122 Mile Per
Hour Winds in
South England
Susie Amazing
Hope Everyone is Okay!

Indeed Dear Lilly
Happy Two’s
For Tuesday


Won’t Come
Again Until
A Bi-Centennial
Event on 2.22.2222
200 Hundred Years

From Now❤️☺️

my Day Is 6 Born
On 6.6.60 With SMiles

Yes, Literally
SMiling in my
First Moments
Old Birth “Profile
Pic” Yet There
Was No
Or “Facebook”

Way Back

Then Hehe…

Yet Still

Keeping The
Tradition SMiling☺️
Yep Well Preserved
Vampire 🧛‍♂️ i Am HAha…

SMiles Astha Some
Scientists Suggest


Creates All

Reality In This
Case it’s Probably

Best To Make
Best FRiEnDS

With Gravity

When Our Planets
Start To Pull Away
From Our Inner Sun

Anyway True Looking
From the Top of HeART
Beats The Drop Below

Is Scary

As Roller
Coasters Of
Love Turn Stomachs
Yes Our Emotions


Out Oh To
Be Young And

Loving Coaster enjoy

The Ride Don’t

Hold Too Tight



Flight Of Sweet Wings
Always ReMeMBeR


Ya Fall

Ya Rise


As Sure As

Night Makes

Day Yet Twilight

Balance At Best Now😊💫

Spring Is Coming Soon

Prime Season For Love



Highest oF All🎢

At Best Poetry Capturing
True Meanings Of Love Setting
Air Free For All To BREaTHE ALL



To Be Inspired By Air😊

More Wings And Things
Yes These Fingers So
Sensitive to Touch

Never Bearing

SMiles True
Woman-Made Easier

To Touch As Fingers Become
Words Of Kindness To Lightly
Feather You With Healing
When You Are Down Sad

And Feel Bad With Fever
True i’m Not Much of A
Bad Boy probably Would

Have Never Got Married
Unless Another Angel

Loved me Am i Ashamed
To Be An Angel With

A Soft Touch Hell
No i Did The Devil

Already It’s Not Hot
In Hell it’s So Cold one

Literally Can’t Feel A God
Damned Thing True That
Gets so Old It’s Easier to

Understand That Way
How Some Folks only

Wanna Do Food, Love
And Other Stuff Like
Sex For Just Cheap

Thrills Even Inflict
Pain On Others Or
Even Self As With

No Soul Pain Now Is
Better Than Nothing

At All Yet Beside
This LeSSoN 327

(Your Favorite Number 27)

Of What The Difference Yes
No Is Between A Devil Or
An Angel Yes How Deeply
And Lightly Now Will one

Touch one Or How Soundly
Will one Pound one Hard
Straight So Fast Through

The Red Lights of Life or
Ease You Through Green
Of Bright Smiles That never

Even Leave Your Eyes Where
Eyes Become Warmest oF All

The Feather

Touch That Lasts

Forevernow Now

No one Will



Away See How
Finger Tips Wings
Of Love See How

They Wanna Protect
You And Make sure No

Harm Comes To You And Feel
A Prayer They Make Now

Yes That Your Fever Has

Broken Into A Sweet

Smile as My God

If i Am A Greatest

Light Of The World

That’s a Lot To Live

Up To To Always



i Make
You Feel

Like A Best
FRiEnD Forever

Just With Wings Fingers
Of Love That Only Warm



Kindness SMiles

Do i Have The Potential
To Be A Devil Yes We all
Do sure i Could Probably

Take You



Too Yet You See
My X-Catholic Priest Grand
Father Named My Father

Frederick That In German
Means Peaceful Ruler And
In Turn My Father Named

Me too Along With Middle
Name Arthur That Means
Guardian Bear King Strong

Oh Lord What A Very Nobel
Name To Live up to And my
Last Name Means keeper

Of The Land
Holy Cr8p Not

Only Must i Win Your
HeART And Soul With
Kindness As Just A FRiEnD
Just A FRiEnD Hehe without
Ways How ‘They’ Say A Lover
Will Do more than Only Prince

With No

To Run Through

My Gosh What A Loaded
Class Schedule to Make
“The Grade” Protecting

Nature Too Yet Shouldn’t
We All At Best Love All…

Anyway This Lesson
Has Run Its Longer



All The Yellow And
Red Lights Of Life

Too It’s Nice to Love
A FRiEnD And Touch Them

In Special Ways When They
Are Down Sad Or Fallen

Ill This

Is All


Wings Really
Know FEEL Do Be Kind
No Matter Knight or Day

At Your
With SMiles
And Hugs too
Big To See Who Really


If You Magnify The Angel
In ‘The Picture’ You Will

See It Has “No Private Parts”
True Not Required For GreaTesT



Or DarK to ‘See’
Angel Wings Touching

Love😇 👼

RiSinG More…🌞


iNTeGRaTinG: IndePENce, IndePENdent, And InterdePENdent
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Ya Wanna Find Truth Do STaRT

BEach BAre

IndePENce: Creating mY Values More Than “Penny Wise” Or “Pence
Wise;” IndePENdent: Living mY Story; InterdePENdent: ParT oF iT ALL.

True Dear Savvy
No Use Arguing
With Ignorance


Learn to ‘See’..:)

Yeah Letting
The Lion Free
Every Once in
A While


CLaws of Justice Seeing..:)

Indeed THere is
A Feel/Sense for
Our Nights That
Helps Us See Days
With SMiLes..:)

Pleasure All Mine
Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Thanks For Sharing
All Aspects of
Of Your
Each Week☺️🏝🙌❤️

‘Born Free’ Dear Cindy Such A Wonderfully
Inspiring Song of Back to Nature For True

Even Humans LiVE iN Zoos All Corralled in
Today too Is It Anything New in General No

As Humans Have Been Domesticating Themselves
And Sadly Watering Themselves Down in Ways of Wild
Nature Human Potential in Both Strength, Empathy, And Compassion

For Centuries On End For True too Now Life For Many Is Lived on a Lap
Top Even For Work Never Even Leaving Home Except for Emergencies as

Such Like Buying
Groceries Although
Those May Be Called
in Like ‘Grub Hub Restaurant

Meals’ Delivered to the Front Door
Yet Only Placed There on the Porch
With No Need for Human Contact Which

Yet Will We Return to More Wild and Free Now or Just Do Zoo


A Screen
With No Horizons
of Morning Sunrises
Or Evening Sunsets too

Without Even the Experience
Of Twilight Lord Knows, Feels, i Can and
Will Practically Write A Bible Sized Poem
And Even 10 More With Just One Finger
And A Smart Phone Lying in a Bed Until

i Get Ready
to Get Up
And Dance
The Life BacK iNto
me Yes Head to Toe
WHeRE ALL Becomes Moving
Connecting Co-Creating Again; Yes,

A Balance Is Nice as the Indoor-Outdoor Cat
Gets So Many More Colors and Flavors of Nature

Plus Exercising Every Body Part too Extending the Lifespan
too Unless Feline
And Kitty
Aids is
Not Protected
Against With Modern
Technology too Yes a Balance
of Domesticating And Wilding Life Seems

Nicer Than Just Wild For A Shorter Life or Just
Domesticated For Less Colors and Flavors of Life Exploring

my, my, When i Read Jack London’s Book “The Call of the Wild”
It Brought A Tear Deep Down Innate, Instinctual, And Intuitive too

For True i Was
the Mostly
Child Dog
Who Then Lost
His Wolf Side too
True Half-Breed
Domesticating and
Wilding too Just a HeART
Beat Alive With SPiRiT SoUL Breathing More…

Yes in Many Ways Humans Are Zebras And Camels
too even Bowling Alone All Corralled in Behind Screen Life

too that
Are Only
Silent With
A Vague Feeling
Sense of Some Thing
Just Ain’t Quite Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete Wild…

Honestly Classical Evolution is Slow Human
Domestication is Mostly A One Lifetime Now
Gig As CuLTuRE Brings it Upon Us Real as
Science Shows Humans Still have the Potential
to Be Strong As Orangutans And Actually Explore

Maps Now

And Getting Lost
Or Making Their way
Out of A Paper Bag As
i Was Surely Domesticated
That Much in my Previous Life Now too..:)

Considering ‘This Thread’ Proposes
‘Eugenics’ For Part of the Human Species;

Not Likely It is going to Fall Within the
Parameters of What Is Allowed aS A Discussion

Topic on the ‘Wrong Planet’;

Step One:

Learn the Difference
Between A Leader With
Empathy and A Demagogue
Without Empathy; ‘Alpha’ Males/
Females As Studied By ‘Frans De Waal’ in
Species of Apes; Including Chimpanzees,
Gorillas, And Bonobos; And Yes, Including Males
And Females too, All Have One Common Element

For Success;

Actual Greater
Levels of Empathy
Than the Rest of the Group;
The part of Taking Care of Everyone
(They Are Measured With Highest Stress
Levels too; Not Very ‘Kind to Telomeres’
As Usually Being ‘President’ Ages Ya FAST)
in Fairest Ways possible that keep the Glue
of Bonds and Binds of the Group Together; Both


And Thriving;

As They Used to Say
In the Military Where i Worked,

Lead, Follow, Or Get The Hell Out of the Way;

What Ya Gonna Do, if No One Wants to Lead;

What Ya Gonna Do, if No One is Willing to Pick up

The Ball to Do it;

Well, The Human
Species Won’t Last
Very Long Without Leaders
to Truly Organize and Get the
Jobs Required for Life Done; WITH







As yes, Cold Hearted
Humans Who Are Basically
Tools to Get the Required Jobs
Done to Survive And Thrive in Society

Also are
To Species Success…
AS That Pertains to

And on Top of that Environment
Does Play A Huge Role On Whether or
Not Someone Becomes A Good Leader or Not.

And True, Epigenetic Effects From Challenges in Life

Will Most Definitely Create What Was Once the Weakest
Kid ‘in the Aquarium’ as the Strongest Leg Pressing Dude
in the Military Gym, Close to 62 Years Of Age, per 1520 Pounds Now;

Yet True, Females Without Much Physical Strength at All; Do Make Great
Leaders as They Usually Have More Empathy and Compassion than Males

on Average…

Bottom Lines,

It Takes Variety

For A Species to Survive.

Bottom Lines, Without DarK THere is no LiGHT…

In Other Words, We Need Soft and Tough Humans to Survive too…

Here is An Opportunity to Get Better Educated, With Frans de Waal, in

His Ted Talk Video on What Makes an ‘Alpha Male’ in the Ape Kingdom

Do Watch ‘the Ted-Talk Video’,
If ‘You’ Want to get Educated
on What An “Alpha Male” Is or
is NOT, per the ‘Term of Study’;

So Far, ‘You’ Do Not Have A Clue;

And On Top of that if What You
Are Talking About is Folks High
on the ‘Check-list’ of ‘Psychopathy’

That’s Gonna Include Lots of Surgeons,
CEO’s, And Yes, Members of ‘the Clergy’ too.

Even in Studies of So-Called ‘Heroes And Villains’;

Empathy and Compassion For All As Opposed to Total

‘Trump Selfishness’ Is What Makes the Difference Between

A So-Called
Hero or Villain;

Other Than that
So-Called Heroes

Will be Both Impulsive
And Break Rules to Get THE JOB DONE;




iNTeGRaTinG: IndePENce, IndePENdent, And InterdePENdent
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Ya Wanna Find Truth Do STaRT

BEach BAre

IndePENce: Creating mY Values More Than “Penny Wise” Or “Pence
Wise;” IndePENdent: Living mY Story; InterdePENdent: ParT oF iT ALL.

Meeting ‘Them On The Street’ When You Look In “Cold Windows Of
Their Soul” You Already Understand Only They Will Break Through

It’s Hard to Gain Sympathy For “Devils” Until You Become “Frozen”
too It’s Not A ‘Luke Warm Place’ So Cold So Very Cold Beyond Ice

Once You Really Go To Hell You Come to Understand THeRE Are
Ghosts Walking The Earth Who Have No Idea They LiVE iN HeLL

Like When ‘The Priest’ Said Love Isn’t A Feeling “What The Hell

You Even Feel”

This Is WHere Mountains of Human Love Come From Hell And Sand
Grains of Love That Hold Us Up To Live And Never Die Again Alive

When You Die Alive/Come Back Really Reborn As Love You Cherish
Every Breath Of Love You Give No Matter How/Small Large A Present

So Happy To See You
Having So Much Fun NoW
Dear Soni! You Deserve It!☺️😊

THere Are So Many Ways to Nourish LoVE iN
This Life Indeed NoW One Way That Works Give
Love Free Beyond All Measure And Just Stuff Yes

No Greater Gift In Existence Than The Ability to
Actually Give/Feel Love Without This Life
Treasure Breathing Is Wind No Air Dead

This iS HoW You Inherit The Earth This
iS How You Keep Love Come With Me If You
Wanna See How Yet KNoW IT’s All Do It Yourself too

Here’s The Deal Love IS A Muscle Within No Different Than
My Legs That Leg Press 1520 Pounds And my Soul That Lifts A World Now

You See In School No One Tells You Life Will Take Love Away Before
You Know It’s Gone And No One Has Any Idea How You Get It Back

i Told Her i Wanted to Go Back Then When We Were Watching Alfred
Hitchcock in the 60’s Life Was All Warm Inside Where Does Love Go

i Asked My Mother How Do You Die When You Are Alive She Had No
Idea Thank God She Never Went to Hell As Far As i Know at Least

Screaming At God Ceiling Why i Am No Longer Here Why me God
Why The Living Dead Other Side of the Window Dead for 66 Months

Painting Scream Beyond All Sadness, Terror And Fear Where Do You
Go For 66 Months When You You Are No Where At All Tarred Bird

Looking At The Photos Where Did The Free Soul of ‘The

Child’ With Love The Smile Go

Yes There Is Such A Place Yet
i am No Longer The Tarred Bird
Living Dead With No Soul Frozen
For All Time Dead Alive Then Now

Have ‘You’ Ever Had A Dream WHere
You Were A Tarred Bird In Hell And THere
Was A Star Above Your Mother’s Love ‘Child Before Hell’

SMiles Savvy Lovely
Sublime Bright Colors
Of The Tibetan Cherry

Remind me Of The

Juno Photos Of
Jupiter Shared

Site Other

Out of
A Dream
Of Vincent Van Gogh

Really Worth A Visit Now
Too Like This Tree of Beauty☺️

THere Is Night And Day
As Above So Below
Dark And Light

Muse Now For

Frozen Warmth too

Creativity Goes Both

Ways Night Brings Day

Moon Seeks Sun For

Relief of Dark Side






Of Dark

For i’ve

Seen The

Light Of Living Death…

Shall i Smile At DarK NoW

Only Will i Grin And Bare It All…

This Is What Breath Still Does…

SMiles If i Could Show ‘Them’

WHere Demons Fear To Tread

Then “They”

Will See



SMiLe Comes

From And Why

i Never Stop A Free Dance

And Song Empty Treasure


Of Hell For Real…

All Mine Master of Dark…


Am i Now

Only TWiLiGHT Breathes…

i Wrote This Before i Saw

‘This Notification’ just





As Synchronicity Breathes

Muse Before Older Muse Now…

Cooperation More
Often Comes From

Oxytocin Bonding
Positive Empathy


Or Negative



Us Bullies
Versus Them Bullies

Politics Of Soul Now

And Then There Are
Rarer Birds Vultures
Who Feel No One’s
Pain At All They




Dead’ to
Thrill Off
Power of




We Don’t Hurt
Each Other If
We Are Gonna Survive

We MUST Cooperate

Yet If Technology


That Humanity

What’s Left Is Colder to Touch 🥶


Yes HNDD Human Nature Deficit Disorder
And NDD for All The Rest

The “Thing About
Art” It Only Breathes
To Give My Wife


Too For

Joy Of Gifts
Love Is For Givers😊

Smiles Love that
Gives Love That
Captures Now

Only one

Stays Hunt

Is Never Over For
The Other As Love
Is Love With No Catches

True Some Do Both

Love Game Play Stay
Or Just Go Away Stray

Hehe it All Makes Me



i’m Married

For 32 Years




Help Each
Other That’s Love…

Another ‘A Day In The
Life’ oF Truly Breathing NoW

SMiles Thank You
For Returning to
Creativity as
It Truly
The Gift
Of More Creativity
With A Potential

To Spread
With No
End Now

Dear Akshita
With Lasting SMiles

A Real
Cat’s Left-Overs 🐈 😊

iNTeGRaTinG: IndePENce, IndePENdent, And InterdePENdent
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Ya Wanna Find Truth Do STaRT

BEach BAre

IndePENce: Creating mY Values More Than “Penny Wise” Or “Pence
Wise;” IndePENdent: Living mY Story; InterdePENdent: ParT oF iT ALL.


Left Behind
Oh Goodness
Or Reality That’s
WHeRE i Left TiME
When i Truly Re-Tired

And Erased
Time From

My Story

Yet True
my Wife my
Personal CLocK
Still Exists And in Honor
of Her Time Keeping Abilities

Last Sunday Like CLock Work

i Even Made it to Church at the
Appropriate Scheduled CLock Face
Time to Arrive Before the Homily Since
Several Months as the Truth is i Lost Respect

(To Announce Our 32nd Anniversary, A Special Day Indeed)

For the Place When They Required No Social Distancing
or Masks Then During the Peak of the Delta Deadly Variant

Pandemic Part

Yet Not Enough
Not to Show up
For the Homily
As i Find it A Poetic
Muse in Both DarK and
LiGHT Ways as True Real
Long Form EPiC Participant
Anthropology Observing Requires
one to Step Outside of the ‘Ivory Tower’

(27.1 Inch
iMac Screen)

Hehe With
or Without
The Illusion of Time,
Distance, Space, And
“Matter of Things” too
Just Another Part of
A Never Ending Story
in Nether Landing Ways…

As True if Hurricane Ivan Didn’t
Arrive in 2004, Destroying Our Building
At Work And Putting me Toe to Toe with
A Very Difficult Captain of That Navy Place;
It Probably Wouldn’t Have Been Nearly
as Stressful and i Might Still Be Working
For Pay Instead of Going to Hell for 66 Months

And WaKinG
UP iN Heaven
Now for 103 Months
Within For Real With
All These Words Starting
A Month After Waking Up Then
(And 16,233 Miles of Public Dance)
That Might Be Bright or Dim Now
Depending on
Who Turns
‘the Lights’ on



With or
CLock Life too..:)

For Most Folks Still Slave to
Paymaster Of ‘Desk’ at Work
or School Alarm Clock Adrenaline Neurohormones

For People With Choices Oxytocin of Hugging Partner/Self
or Dopamine of Smart Phone Screen or Androgens/Estrogens

Glamor Shot Instagram
Model Shots Mardi Gras
Fat Tuesday New Orleans
Bead SeeKinG Behavior ALL

Got So Many iCoLoRinG Connections Most
Of ‘Them’ Are in my iMind And iBody iSoul
i CaLL iT ALL iLove iCall All ThaT iS iGod iNoW

Here’s To You Making
Chances For Your Best ☺️🙏🤗
Life Yet Still to Come With SMiles

It’s Not Something An Artist Grabs You only Paint Paradise
To Last Forever Now In Endless Summer Spring Days

Autistic U R Makes Artistic What Jenny Did To Me
This Gift Her Splendor On The Tennis Court

Sweet Sixteen And me At 12

For Every Forrest Gump Then And Now THere
Is At Least one ‘Jenny’ Who Made The Difference In U R

Is THere More Than One Are You As smART As me Will You Count
Stars In Skies or Just Always Feel All Big Bang’s Creating U R NoW

Do Y.O.U. (Why Owe You) ‘See’ How ‘This’ Works i Can’t Deliver

The (A) Message Until You Tell Me Too

“ReaSoN” For All “Bibles” Is THe arT oF
Eve Moon Reflecting Sun Day Of Night

My Uncle Took Us Out To Eat For His Birthday
In September of 2016 “SonG oF mY SoUL” 3.3 MiLLioN WordS Old Then

I Got A Big Raise At Work Katrina A Big Raise Too We Bought A Home
In 1993 i Fell in Love Again With All The New Brick And Mortar

NoW it’s All A ‘Yin’ And ‘Yang’
Balance Let’s Face Facts Feel
Some Wisdom Applies to ALL

As “4 Non-Blondes,” So Eloquently
Relate By Song, “What’s Going On”

And Or “What’s Up,” Well Before
“What’s App,” Arrived With Facebook
Instragramming Pics With Snazzy Captions too…

In the Case of Humans, We Bind And Bond Over Common
Aspects of Life; DarK Thru LiGHT; We Forage Together For
Subsistence, We Find Shelter, We Defend Our Territories; And
Most of Us Find Suitable Enough Mates And Reproduce; True, We

Have A Common Rodent Ancestor From 75 Million Years Ago, Where
Rats Today and Us Inherit the Same Basic Evolution of ‘Religion’ today…

So In General, What’s Going On and What’s Still Up With Abrahamic Religions; Do They
Revolve Around Foraging For Subsistence, Finding And Protecting Shelter/Territories;
Yes, Defending Those Shelters And Territories By Aggression Against the Same Species
When Invaded This Way; And Finally Key, Finding And Keeping Suitable Enough Mates,

Raising A Child
With Enough
And Village
Sticking Together
For Survival of the Species
to Survive in What Takes Human
Beings Longer As Children to Mature;

God Yes, Requiring A More Complex ‘Religion’ of
Carrots and Sticks to Make the DarK And LiGHT
oF IT All Work-Out Enough to Survive And Even

Thrive Together in A Gospel Singing With Hero
Worship the Same

For A Mentor
To Model
Imitate ThiS Way…

So Is Religion That Bonds And
Binds, Per General Social Animal Definition
Required to Survive and Thrive Together this way;
Yes, Yes, And Of Course No Matter How it is Labeled

Or Specifically
Defined, Including
Politics, Philosophy,
And Even ‘Tom Brady of
Hero Worship’ in the Religion of
Football for Those So Sad to See him Retire;

Yes, Advantage For Human Beings And Their
Complex Cultures With Language, iMaGiNaTioN,
And Creativity Fully Employed As A Story Book

Character Need
Not Ever Really
Retire or Even
Die As Long
As the Pages
Are Served up in
Someway By Record;
The Hero, And Mentor,
to Model After And Imitate LiveS on…

Yet What About, if You Are An Individual Who
Doesn’t Fit in the Requirements of the Religion As Practiced;
What About Androgynous Looking People Who are Outcast;
What About Folks Who Don’t Have Acceptable Social Skills;
What About Folks Who Aren’t Seen As Reproductively Suitable;
What About Folks Who Are Disabled in Ways They Aren’t Able

to Fully Contribute;

True, i’ve Faced All These
Outcast Conditions at 12 Years-
Old, About The Date The Movie “Ben” Came Out
About A Disabled Outcast Boy, Danny, Finding
An Only FRiEnD Ben, A Rat; in Someways later
So Appropriately Sung By Michael Jackson;
When No One Saw The Struggles He
Endured Within in Fame and
Fortune As A Boy
Then So Much
More than

Just ABC,
And 1,2,3; Well
True, At Least Making
Straight A’s, The Teacher’s
Accepted Me; Yet Not A Willing
Warm Hand of a 7th Grade Valentine’s Girl Friend…

True That is the FRiEnD i Dreamed of Most; A Dark
Haired Girl, With me in a Cave in my Innocent Days
of Just Wishing to Hold Hands; Where We Would Be
Away From All the Bullies in Life Who Threatened to

Harm me
if i Even
Dared to
Smile as Back
in Those Days
That Wasn’t Part
of the Exercised Christian
Religion Still Raising Boys
Without Empathy for Tribal

Desert Wars By Book, And Vietnam And Such…

True, i Used my Imagination; And We Didn’t Have
Rats in Our Home to Make FRiEnDS with Like Danny

Boy Did
With Ben…

i Did Have A Dog
Named Charlie,
my only
Real FRiEnD,
Outside of my Mother
And Sister; Until that Day
on the School Bus Where/When Vickie
And Her FRiEnDS were Taunting me
Calling me A Girl Because They Said
my Eye Lashes Were too Long And Eyes
Were too Pretty Green to Changing Blue

of the
Green Gulf;
They Didn’t Do
The Poetry then;
They Were Just Mean
Girls Then; as i Looked Away
Outside of the Bus Window And

Saw Charlie Laying on the Side of the
Road, my Only FRiEnD Outside my Mother
And Sister, Escaped The Fence to Greet me
at the Bus Stop After School; You Know, i Guess

i could Have Turned out Different if my Mother and
Sister Weren’t There to Cry With me; Some Folks Aren’t the
Teacher’s Pet Either; Some Folks Are Abused Horribly; Yes, and

In Unspeakable Ways By Their Closest Relatives, And Priests and Such They
Should Have Been able to Trust The Most For Any Trust to Gain for Their

Chaotic Worlds…

i Don’t Like to See Folks
Bullied, No matter What
Their Difference in Outcast is;

i Have Gay Relatives; i am not
Happy At all with the Church Holding
Hands with Politics in Religion Trying
To Cancel Even ‘The Word Gay,’ in Schools in Florida;

So Even More Kids may Not Think Their Lives are Worth Living;

i don’t Have A Big Enough Voice to Change That; Yet i Did from
Within the Catholic Church by my One Voice in ‘that Wilderness’
As i’ve Related Before Here; By Poetry Free Verse Like this Delivered
Straight to the Priest After Deacons Verbally Abused Gay Folks By Behavior
in Church, And Single Mothers Not Fit to Raise Children; And Hurricanes Called
Evil For Spreading Ocean Warmth to Other Species for Basic Surviving And Thriving too



Here’s The Thing;

If We Separate From Each Other;
If We Fail to Find Some Way to Integrate
With Each Other; Other Views That May
Forge Ahead For Change May Be Lost;

Obviously, Not Everyone Has Thick
Enough Skin to Do this; Yet some
of Us Do; And We Just Do it As

We’ve Lived through the DarK
Days of Outcast And We Wanna Find
A Place For Everyone to Fit in At Least
Enough to Survive And Thrive Loving and
Loved in this Life at Least; Inhaling Peace,
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT; Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Even Healing With Least Harm for All; And

That is the Version of ‘Jesus’ my iMaGiNaTioN Captured
Outside of the Church Reading the Parts of the New Testament
i Found Amazing As They Supported The Outcasts And Not Just the

Most Popular
And So-Called
Well Adjusted
Kids Able to Fit-In then;

Yet You See, the Folks Who Wrote
Much of that Book Were Likely Outcast
too; As Outcasts Come to View The World
in a Different Way than Just Group Think;

And The Folks Who Interpret, And Edit The
Books, And Spoon-Feed it to Others May Not have
the Talent to Write A Book to Abuse Others, The Way
They See Fit too, And Send them Outcast Away True;

So What Do they Do;

They Interpret ‘the
Poetry’ Every Way
That Suits Their Agenda’s
to Subjugate And Control Others;
Often for Material Gains, Status, And Power
And Keeping Status and Power As Well; And

This is part of Human Nature too as Evolved;
As Sure We Have Reason, We Have Emotions;
And We Have A Reptile Brain too That Pays Closer

Attention to Basic Surviving And Reproducing too;

Key is Integrating The 3, ‘The Trinity: Father Reptile
Brain; Mother, Emotion Brain;

And The Son of ReaSon That
Is Not Truly ‘The Master’ Yet
“The Emissary” to Serve Basic
Survival And Loving ‘Thrival’ As Well;

Yet Remember, Not Everyone Gets to Be ‘The
Teacher’s Pet; Some Folks Stay Closer to the Way of ‘Ben’…

“Ben” Again, The Rat Who Held A Violent Revolt For Subsistence;
And Escaped The Police Who Burned Up The Rest of His Group;
Finding His Way As Outcast Rat Back to Danny Boy; Where Survival
And Love Matched

Up Again…

Life is Hard…
Life is Easy…

Wish it Was
Fair; Yet IT Isn’t…

Maybe Best We Can And
Will Do Is Hold Hands And
Love Just For the Helluva Ride…

Eastern Religions And Philosophies
Pursue More of an Innate, Instinctual,
And Intuitive Way of Inhaling Peace, Exhaling
Love For All in Ways of Practice That Include

Ways of Flow;

Just Pure Bliss and
Nirvana; The Place
Where Compassion for
All of Nature in Empathic
Ways of Genuine And Sincere
Love For All Becomes Re-Born
or Perhaps Birthed For Life’s First Real Love…

We aRe Fortunate to LiVE iN A WORLD WHeRE
Church And State Are Still Separated Enough to
Find Our Own Ways

That Actually

Work to Survive
And THRiVE iN Life For Real Now…

i am No Longer The Weakest,
Ugliest, Fish in the Aquarium;

It’s Sad; Yet It’s True; As Long As
‘You’ are Attractive Enough, Smart, and Strong
Enough With Financial Resources it Does make it

Easier to Fit in Still Now;

Even if, For All Practical Intents and Purposes, You
Are Still One of the Strangest People in the World;

Not Everyone is ‘Deep’; Ironically Now That
Makes it Easier for me to Survive and Thrive…
And That’s Probably A Reason too, the More
Mystical Metaphors of the Bible Still Survive;

They Just Likely
Went over
The Heads
of Folks
Couldn’t Understand
How The Essence Would Reach
People like them Centuries Later,
Whether or Not They Stepped in A Church
or Not; Eastern Religions And Philosophies
Actually Show How to Find “The Place Within”…

Western Religions Are Still Steeped in “An Old
Religion of Rats” As Evolved too As Practiced
Still Now; Yes, It’s Enough to Survive; Yet Not,
Usually Enough to Reach REAL Heaven Within Now…

And Of Course, in General, By Very Core Definition,
Religion/Tradition Excludes Those Outside
of Group Think and Act; Bigger Venn
Diagram Folks Have A Harder Time

Fitting in Smaller Circles;

However, ‘When in
Rome” Ya Fit in Enough
And Still Find a Way to Do ‘me’..:)

“This Will Not Stand, This Will Not Stand, This Aggression Towards Kuwait Will Not Stand.”
‘Prophetic’ ‘Checks And Balances,’ As “The Dude” off the “Big Lebowski” Movie, Dated A Check
For Some, Half-And-Half Creamer, for His “White Russian” Mixed Drinks on 9.11.91 For 69 Cents…

Departing the Grocery Store, Heading to His Apartment Numbered 606, Soon To Find a Really Tall Chinese
Dude Called “Woo,” Peeing On His Beloved Ornamental Rug That He Felt Really Tied His Room Together then…

Funny Little Synchronicities;

Yet Truly, It’s All About MArKinG

Territories And Subsistence

And Reproductive Related

“Securities” And Expansion of Course
to Insure Survival of the Group And Associated Think…

Of Course, The Suggestion of Nuking Russia Now, Is Not a Viable
One, Even if They Were Attacking Us With a Cyber-Attack or Such

As They Have the Ability to Defend Themselves ‘NuClearly’ and Mutually Destroy Us
And Make the Entire Environment of the Planet Potentially Uninhabitable for Many

Living Species,

Including US;
Yes, Big US;
Not Just
the United
States; All of US,
Everywhere as a Species,
And Yes, Many Others too…

However, in the Iraq War, Where
the United States Retaliated Against Iraq,
Through Unjustified Means, After Being Attacked
on 9.11.01, By Saudi Arabian Born Folks; 10 Years to Date,
After “The Dude” Wrote His “9.11 Check,” Listening to George
Senior Bush, Unleash the Dogs of War From the United States
And Others to Defeat Iraq’s Attack on Kuwait;

The Best That’s Left of Republican Leadership
Liz Cheney, These Days; Yes, Then, Dick Cheney
Appropriated A Study to Find Out How many Tactical
Nuclear Weapons it Would Take to Defeat the Iraqi Republican
Guard, Should That Be Deemed As Necessary; And the Answer

Was 17
Nuclear Bombs
to Get That Job
Done as of Course

Iraq Wasn’t a Nuclear
Power and They Didn’t
Have Any Viable Weapons
of Mass Destruction As Even
Without that Justification that


We Have the Most Tools of Death And the World’s Largest Economy so
of Course the United States Ruled ItS Way With the Dogs of War Unleashed
Again, Not Much Different Than Vietnam Either as my 1st Cousin Wanted to
Be A ‘World War II Hero” and Volunteered for That Effort and Got Burned-up in
A Helicopter

As A Private

in the Army

in ’69;

And Oh by the
Way, Was the Use
of Nuclear Weapons to Slaughter
Innocent Women And Children;
And Others, totaling Over
200,000 in Hiroshima
And Nagasaki anywhere

Close to a Humane Action;

Depends On Who Agrees; There
Are Opposing Views on Each Side;

Of Course, the Innocent Women and
Children, And Other Folks in Hiroshima,
And Nagasaki, Didn’t Get to Voice an Opinion, in Advance…

Did the People Of Iraq, The Innocents, Who Had no Choice to
Fight and Die; Did they Feel Any Different As Conservatively


No, They are Humans
Too; They Just Aren’t
Brown Muslim Human Beings,

Who Have Resources The United
States Wanted to Continue to Mark
Its Territory ON By Peeing on Iraq’s ‘Rug’ Then…

After 4 Years of Trump; After Continuing Republican Support
For ‘Trump,’ Who Republican Top Leader’s Agreed
Was Practically Responsible for Inciting
A Deadly Insurrection to Overthrow

Part of Our Representative
Democracy Process; One

May/Must Ask Themselves;

Who Are Really The Good
Guys And The Bad Guys;

And Realize We all Are;

Choose the Good Side if You Can and Will…

And Or If You Can And Will, Even Figure
out, Which Side We aRe ALready On…

i’ve Been Watching Since The Early 60’s,
Very Carefully; The War in Iraq, Made

it Clear

With No
Doubt We Are
No Better Than
Any Of the Other
Atrocity Makers in
Human History At Essence; 666 Thousand
Folks From the United States in Combat

Have Died Through the History of the
United States; 940 Thousand Folks

Have Died in the Pandemic inside
Our Borders, Many Fold Greater than
Died During Our Civil War; Whereas,

Under 5,000 Folks By ‘Official Count’
At Least, As There Are Suggestions Deaths
Have Been Undercounted in Both the United
States And China too; Yet Never the Less, And

Many the Less, the United States Has Shown That

We Are Much Better at Peeing on our own Rug
Than the Folks in China…

i Suppose What
Comes Around

Then Now Goes

Around indeed;

Do the Numbers And ‘See’….

i’ve Always Considered myself as

A Member of the Human Species;

It’s Easier to Maintain a More Un-Biased
View of World Events This Way for Damned Sure…





At Best, We Won’t Destroy Ourselves;

At Worst, in 300 Million Years,

If We Do; There Will Be Not

BE Even Pyramid Dust

To Remember

We Walked the Earth
in The Steps of the Dinosaurs,
Who Had Enough Sense at Least,

Not to Pee on their Own F in Rug…

The “Godzilla’s Then”, Didn’t Get an
Opinion Either, When the Really Big
One, 66 MiLLioN Years or So Ago, Created

‘The Gulf of Mexico’

And ‘Left


“This is a very complicated case, Maude.
You know, a lotta ins, a lotta outs,
a lotta what-have-yous. And,
uh, a lotta strands to keep

in my head, man.

Lotta strands
in old Duder’s head.”

i Appreciate Your Threads
“Thinking in Pictures,” All
Opinions Do Count Now, in my Opinion;

Yet of Course, i Have SKiN As THick AS
REAL Life Experience Makes…

Not Everyone
Does And

That Requires
Rules to Protect them too…

‘Live Long Enough And Prosper’ And
You Will Likely Be Seeing Bigger Views too…

Yet Attacking Russia With Nukes; Won’t Work to Live Much Longer…


Nice Use of What
Drives Living Symbolism (Art)

SMiLes in Short i wanna
Be More than a Picture..
i Wanna Move, Connect,
And Co-Create totally Free…
SMiLes.. Essence More Important than Form for me
Yet True When Essence Dances and Sings Free
Form Will Come Naturally Even Greater
Than before
This Way
True Now
As Wings
Marble Statues
Dead Now Alive…🙂

True Dear Savvy
Artistry NoW
Sunset Sunrise
SaMe ALways Different
No Limits
to Our
Creativity OPen
Canvas We Paint
Sunsets Sunrises
More Colorful NeW..🙂

So True Dear Savvy
Shed All The Form
Find Essence NoW
Love That FLoWeRS
Worlds So Human We
SoUL Worlds
With Seeds That
BRing Even More Faith That’s Love..:)

Dear Xenia…
Yes Easter
Even the 4th of July
Every Dog’s Day
to Love More
Peace Wagging Tales…

What Do Birds
HaVE iN Feather
They Fly SaMe
As Love Does Freedom
As Dog’s
Love’s Touch…

“Valentine’s Day
Birds of a Feather
Song of the Sea
The Way Home
Leading the Way
Seeds of Love”

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Invariably The Titles You
Write i Respond to From Bottom
Up Make A Poem Unto THeir Lines
True Just
Titles in ReVerse
ToGeTHeR Holding Hands Poem…
Which Only Means Your SouL IS A
Poem Song Both Ways More Now…

Oh Goodness Dear Xenia
Got word That England
Experienced 122 MPH Winds
From Storm Eunice
Hope You All
in Scotland
Made it through
Without Any Damage…
i Understand Snow Storms
Brought Some Power Interruptions
That’s Amazing Power of Nature
Winds Ever
Recorded in
England indeed…

Indeed Dear
Xenia Nature
Always Lead
A Way In
of Balance
Spreading Peace
Inhaling Exhaling
Waves of Love Being Us True too…

Ah Yes Dear Xenia
Hope in Every Fallen
Tree And Leaf
to Rise Again
So Green
Coloring Our
World With Love
oF FLoWeRS iNHaLinG Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving Sharing Caring Healing For
All With
Least Harm
Currently A Theme
Song for a New “SoNG
oF mY SoUL” True Now too
For i Do Remember Hurricane
Ivan Spreading Winds of 120 MPH
Nature’s Power 20 Hours Here in 2004
Ripping The Clothes of Nature’s Love
Off As Branches of Our Beloved Huge
Oak Tree Keeping me Grounded Then in
So Many
Stress Yes 11 Indeed
Through Fight or Flight
Through Those Last 2 Years
Only to Be Followed by 66 Months
of Living HeLL ON EartH For A 17 Year-Locust
SHeLL OveRall Ride From Purgatory Through HeLL
For ReaL ON EartH
Yet The Oak Tree
2004 as i continued
to Languish as A Living
Tree too Slowly Losing my
Leaves Leaving Green to Lost Spring
All That Was Left of that Tree Was Dinosaur
Bones After Ivan So The ‘Tree Funeral People’
Removed It Leaving only a Stump Increasingly
What Was Other Wise Left of my SoUL too
So A Small Twig Grew from the Stump
Katrina Wanted it Cleaned Away
Yet i Insisted to Let it go
Green And Sure
A Wider
More Diverse
Tree Births from
What Was Once Dead
Now Living Again And so

do i

And So i Am True too…
After Hurricane Comes
A Rainbow Dead Seeds Bring Spring…
Happy Weekend Dear Xenia Storms Free…
Where Spring Still Turns Green on Soils Not Red…

Behind Love…
Love Still Breathes…:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Thank You So Many
Encouraging Words Indeed
And It’s Worth Noting too Never
Doubt Now The

Power of Human
iMaGiNaTioN And
Creativity As Even
Science Shows that
A Human Wearing A
Cast on their Arm May

Imagine Themselves
Exercising that Arm and
Actually Gain Both Strength
And Size Enhancing Musculature

In The Arm
As Mind
Body And Body
Masters Mind in
Balance of IMaGiNaTioN

And Creativity This Way of Course
Research is Limited Yet Why Limit
Human Potential Why Wait on Science

To Make The Next
in Human Potential

Perhaps Called ‘Woo’ Before With SMiLes…
Even If it’s Only a ‘Story’ The Hope A Story
Brings Might Even Save A Life For Real mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear ‘Kindness Wisdom’
Thanks So Much For Dropping
By “FB Profile Pic Bible 6 MiLLioN
WordS Old” With Peace Hugs And
Wishes For A Continuing Great Life…
Currently Working on A Blog Post MacroVerse
Titled “iNHaLinG Peace
Surely An Antidote
To Current World Issues
At Least At The Individual Level
Where Your Blog Name of ‘Kindness Wisdom’
Surely Does Fit in For Giving Sharing Caring
For All
At Best With
Least Harm
With Thanks
Giving BLeSSinGS
Humans Verily Have
This Potential NoW As
A Practice Of Life For Real Indeed..:)

SMiLes Dear Gibberish Thanks So Much
For Sharing Coming Spring Seasonal Flowers
And Glad Your Parents And You and Your Husband
Have All Recovered
From Covid-19
And i Surely
Will Agree
It Will Be Challenging
As It Seems my Wife and
i, According to Doctors were
Among the First to Contract the
Virus Way Back in the Beginning
of 2020 And it Surely reflects Your
Experience of Severity too as i surely
Hit the Bed With Weakest Fatigue for the
First 54 Out of 72 Hours then With Coughing
Issues Lingering On For Two Months and at
The Worst Part Coughing Up Blood as Motivation

Enough to Go to the Doctor
As Neither my Wife or i, Before
Had a Cold or Flu Serious Enough
to Seek Medical Attention As She Did
Have to Use An Inhaler and Steroids and
The Doctor Said She Was Surprised i Could
Still Breathe Listening to my Lungs Yet i Pretty
Much Toughed it Out

Then The Rest of the
Way Yet Also it seems
i experienced Intermittent
Tachycardia For Around a
Year After That Associated with
So-Called Long Haul Syndrome…
Now Masking Restrictions are Being
Lifted in the United States And Life in
General Is Peaceful Except for Current
World Issues Still Plenty of Gratitude For

Life Now
Just Fortunate
to LiVE iN a Land
Where the Blood
Does Not Mix With Soils of Home

Hope You Continue to Enjoy Your
New Home With Best Wishes mY FRiEnD..:)

Pink And Red Colors of Spring
Flowers Coming Now And Just
Think Only 19 Days Left for Coldest
Below 0 Centigrade Weather in Toronto
Yet Goodness
It Appears For the
Next Week The Weather
There Still Hovers At 0-C
or Below With Even More Snow
SMiLes So Fortunate to Have some
26.66 Centigrade (80F) Degree Weather

This Week
Nice To Feel
All the Warmth
In All Extremeties
Out Doors and Indoors That Way

SMiLes Hope to See A Pic of Your
Smiling Face Happy in The Green
of Your Spring Soon All Coloring
With FLoWeRS Perhaps You Will

Pick Some for
me Again Like
Last Year That
Was Really Nice
As Your Flowers
Are Different than mine hehe

Anyway i Miss You And Hope
You Are Finding Sources of Joy
And Happiness These Days mY FRiEnD

i Suppose Somedays We Just Find
Peace And Love And Hang On to it
For As Many Days Forever Now As Possible

And Yes it Truly
Helps to Become
Our Own Super Heroes
too as There


Seem to Be
Enough for
Real Left in
the World mY FRiEnD…
🌺 🌸 🌞☺️🌞🌸🌺

Yawn, i Choose Other;

It’s Obvious Putin’s End
Game is the Same As Trump’s

Ending the Napoleon Syndrome

They’ve Struggled With All Along…


Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete…

Yawn, At Least
Putin took His Shirt
Off Yet That Ain’t Nearly Enough, hehe…

And the Truth is It Probably Won’t Be
Any Different Taking THeiR Last Breath

Just Enough

Where it All
Went Wrong
A Child’s Breath of Love Free
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Inhaling Peace, Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing

All With Least Harm; Just Love So Real Enough…

So Far, So Far, So Very Far From Complete, “Little Man
Syndrome” Is What ‘They’ CaLL iT in the Deep South too…

It’s Really Impossible to Separate Politics And
Religion And Philosophy And Culture And All
The Tools We Wear From Words to Swords

To Extensions

Of Our Minds

In Hand Now

Until We Become
Naked as The Wind
And Dance Free As We Be
Unclothed From all of What’s
Spoon-Fed From Birth of Course

That’s the Life of a Bird And Few Humans Indeed…

Just Imagine the Birds
Flying Far Above

They Never
Even Read A Word
of Text on Smart Phones
Or Watch A Scene of YouTube

Yet They Soar, They Soar So Free
And Light With Wings, So Free to Be Wind Free…

Anyway That’s My Escape Now for Real From all of This…
Not Many People Understand How to Do it on Terrestrial Land Free…

As Most are
too Angry, Miserable,
Discontent, to Become Birds so Free…
JusT FRiEnDS With Gravity Balance Innate…
Honestly, It Sure Beats Standing in Bird
Pooh Spreading Conspiracy Theories
On You Tube For Promises of AdSense
PennieS iN That Version of ‘Purgatory’ on Earth..;)

It’s True Dear Chaymaa
Life Is Always Just Beginning
As Long As We aRe Breathing Now
And Even After As Long As Our Love

For Life
Lives on

In EYes
Who Freely
Receive our LiGHT

It’s True This is the First
Move And Word of the Rest of our Life
Now And For me at Least no matter if it
is the First Word of A Long Form Poem that
is now 10.2 MiLLioN Words Long Starting
102 Months Ago or the Same for 16,133
Miles of Public Dance 102 Months Ago

This Move Now
This Word Now

Is the Only Dance
And Song of My
Life Forevernow new

No Different Yet Always
Different Than the Ones 102 Months
Ago Or Almost 62 Years Ago Come 6.6.2022

A Key of Life and Love is MaKinG This Dance And
Song Move And Word Continue to Come New Now

For Real


That Every Move
And Word New From Beginning Now is Integral
to Our Whole Dance And Song Breathing Now..:)

“Tale of A Domesticated Wild”
Hehe, Dear ruchiabhisikta
This Sweet Tale of
Your Opposite
And You Sounds
All too Much Like
A Similar Lock-Down
Covid-19 Early Tale
of my Wife and me for

True This Kind of Brother
And Sister Relationship
Is Usually What Happens
to A Marriage too When it Exceeds
32 Years Like mine When the Blood

Finally Becomes
The Same hehe…

And There is Already
the Given of No Escape
And So Much Appreciation For Part of

The Support to LiVE iN A Life Otherwise
So Shallow, Vapid, Empty, And So Very Cold…

Hehe, my Sister is Opposite From me too and She
Lives Next-door to the Hair of the Bear and Bare of

me too, hehe…

Yet Yes, Life is
Like This As Wild
Animals Often Have
The Most Empathy
And Compassion as
They Are Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete With Nothing
Left to Prove Yet Surviving Loving on Now Free..:)

Hehe, there’s Always Been A Strangely
Satisfying Feeling of Being Somewhat
Outcast For THere is a Whole World of

Nature Just
Waiting for


Free Like the First
Toad in the Spring Season

Wandering Up to the Road
After a Long Torpor State of Hibernation

Gently Nudging Him Off the Road so another
80,000 Dollar or So Four Wheel-Drive That Never
Leaves the Road Sponsored by A Two or Three Check
Receiving Baby Boomer Like me Flattens Nature to Asphalt

of Driving
What Was once
House Values Now
Trucks to Retirement
Dreams of Finally Proving

Manhood is Real And Free

Yet You See They Still Don’t Understand
How the Meek Inherit the Earth They Simply
Become Naked Enough Whole Complete

And Help the
Little One’s
off the Road
Not to Become
Part of the God’s of War….

It’s True i Unsubscribed
To Clothed Manhood All
The Tools of God’s of War Long Ago…

i Suppose i Could Have Used the Other
Meme for Toxic Putin And Trump Masculinity
Named “Dog’s of War” Yet You See That’s Part
of the Issue As Dogs, Wolves, And Pigs Are Seen
As Disgrace

In Biblical Ways

Yet They Are Truly
More Loving Wild



God’s of War…
Including All Merciful
Loving God’s Gaslighting
Reality That Way Until the
Enemies They Love As Friends Are Tortured
Forever As Any Psychopath As Demagogue

Comes to
Gaslight Play…

Just in
Who Sponsors
The Original Meme
Still Worshiped Now
In Plain Sight By Close
to Half the World Today…

Which Simply Means it’s Part
of Human Nature That Must
Be Identified And Conquered
As Shadow God Among All Humans Still…

You Know it’s a Pretty Scary World i Went Out
And Danced A Fool in Front of the People in this
Area of God’s of War Just to Make sure no one ever
Took me Serious Enough to Do Away With my Free And

i’ll Be God Damned
If they Still Didn’t
Call me Famous
And Legend
Just for
A Frigging
Dance For No Green God Dollar Bill
to Insure that never Happened at All…

All that Was Left to Do is Dance With
The Stars Naked And So Far it’s Working Well…

i Am no Fool It’s True Only The Meek Really Inherit
Love And Free..;)

SMiles Dear
Poverty of Soul
A Worst Kind of
Human Scarcity
Played Well Today

Of War
Against Humanity’s

Love Freedom Spreads
How Blessed So Far
Away From

Soils How
Spoiled For
Those Who
Do Not Protect Love
For Lesser God’s
Of War And
Dead Alive❤️🙏

Hopefully Some Folks In the United States
Will Come to Understand Neither New Striving

Or Old


It’s Sort of Like FRiEnDS
Unless Ya Treat Old FRiEnDS
As New FRiEnDS And New FRiEnDS

As Old FRiEnDS

They Tend to Go Away
For Those Who Don’t Appreciate

The Little Things in LiFE, Yes iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

A Place That Putin And Trump Rarely
If Ever Go Just Giving Sharing Caring
Healing For All With Least Harm





Or What About Trump’s Flunky He
Pardoned of Crimes Steve Bannon
Praising Putin For Putting Down

The LGBQT Community in Russia too…

True Peas in A Pod Humans Without Empathy
And Compassion Cells Next to Each Other in HeLL ON EartH

Just Pretending

To Be Free


into the
Pit THeiR Homes…

Representative Democracies
Much Be Cherished As Both
Old and New FRiEnDS Are or They

Will Surely Go Away And Sink And Sink

And Sink
to the

of Putin
And Trump Pits of Real
HeLL ON EartH For Anyone
Who Understands How Human And
Reality Works Shadow Through Wings
Soaring Higher Now..:)

True Dear Savvy
Artistry NoW
Sunset Sunrise
SaMe ALways Different

No Limits
to Our
Creativity OPen

Canvas We Paint
Sunsets Sunrises
More Colorful NeW..:)

So True Dear Savvy
Shed All The Form
Find Essence NoW
Love That FLoWeRS
Worlds So Human We
SoUL Worlds
With Seeds That
BRing Even More Faith That’s Love..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy
Ideas Are Seeds

Everyone i Meet
Is Fertilizer


The Trees..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Love Floats in Peace

Yes Be

Be That
Boat With SMiLes…

SMiLes A Greatest Part
Of Loving It All Is

We aRe aLWaYS


in SPiRiT oF
LoVinG iT ALL With


True It’s
Like iNFiNiTY
End to This
LoVE NoW to Give..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Now
HeART BeaTS Rise and Fall
As Long As They Beat Love

Humans Truly
LiVE NoW While

LiVinG mY FRiEnD
What is the Sound
Of A HeART With No

Love Truly MiSSinG

Art of HeART The
Love Beat That SMiLes For All
Happy Saturday SMiLes in Egypt…

SMiles Dear
Sohair Thanks
For HeART Beat
Bless You
With Love☺️🌹

SMiLes ‘She’ Was Probably
Just Hoping to Get Fame
And Fortune on Social
Media You Might
Be Surprised
to What
Some folks
Go to Achieve
This Hehe Yes
Even At A Relatively Young Age…

Here’s A Key Become An Original

(i Do Believe You Are Already Doing this)

in Creativity That Way Your Art Becomes

Your True Finger Print and While Someone May
Attempt to Place

An Idol Symbol
of Their Name

On it the Finger
Print of The Art
of Your Soul Remains

And The Most Important
Part is the Gift of the Soul
of Your Art That May Encourage
Someone Else Look at This Way

If You Can
And Will

She Did All The
Public Relations

Work to Spread
Your Art of Soul to Someone Else…
i Realize it may Be Hard to See it this
Way Particularly at Such a Young Age

Yet When You
Do A Real
Age of
SoUL Art Will Be all
Yours Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring Healing
For All With Least Harm it Doesn’t Seem

Like the Young
Girl Was
As Gifted
As You i Really
See That As Sad
i Believe i Would Have
Tried to Help Her Improve
if i Could
Then too..:)

All Best
To You
With SMiles☺️🏝

Hey Remember It’s
Not Enough To Pet
The Monkey Share



Too *Taps Finger…
Patiently… Waiting…

For ‘Her’ Next Poem
Or Work of Art Her Face

True i’m Careful not

To Comment On Your


Yet i
Notice You Too..🙏🏝

Hehe 😜

SMiles Dear Gibberish
Thanks For Your Kind
Words Really
Now Life
Is Best
A Real
Golden Age
Of Love And
Peace Wish
More Will
Around Our
World With SMiles☺️🏝

Spare The
Go To Heaven

YeS How We Sip Circumstances
Slowly When Hands/Feet of Action
To Save
All New

Sip of DEaTH
Breath of LiFE

Snake Heads
Sip Snake
Consumes LIGHT
Tween LoVE LiVES

iDance Sing iDrink iEat Bread
oF LoVELiGHT For Real i AM Love For NoW

Don’t Even Try to ‘Understand’ ‘me’ i am Guided
by Spirit Every Step and Word…

Sure.. just ask me to Put on
‘the mask’ and i am every
bit as ‘normal’ as ‘Your Clothes’…

Heaven’s A lot Like Sky Clouds Are Always
Coloring Rise Of Sunset Sunrise More Beautiful

Spoiler Alert: “Some” Will Not. Humans Have Potential
To Stay Older Testament Or Go Newer Testament “Some”

Will Stay In The Cave

Let’s Face It Change Is Reality There Are Libraries For
Old Bibles Plus Light Creates Newer Colors to Breathe

Thing About It Is THere Are No Short Stories In Hell Or Heaven
It All Never Ends When It Starts Again Eternally Now Just All oF iT NoW

Being Careful HeaR Not To Get Too Far Behind Then Them

Rarely Will one Meet Someone ‘Normal’ In Real Heaven
Within On Earth Truly Camels Passing Through EYes of Needles

Did You Read IT

SMiLes Dear PM

Every Move Counts
Every Word Counts

‘They’ Don’t Usually Tell ya
in School (Or Work Or Even Home
And Particularly Church) About All the Stuff
Ya Will Lose If You Don’t Use

All of Human Potentials
As Innately Gifted From

Birth Yet Like
Any Vine
Grapes Will
Never Turn Sweet
As Long As Nature
Does Not Play For
More Potential…

What May Be
or Grapes of Wrath

It’s Like When i Didn’t Have a Choice
When i Had the Worst Pain Known to
Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep, Atypical Facial Pain
As It is Also Known in Some Medical Circles;
Yet Most Definitely As Sub-Clinically Assessed
The Suicide Disease That Along with 18 Other
Medical Disorders Put me Shut-in Mostly in my Bedroom

For 66 Months From Wake to Sleep And Not Unlike After
Breaking Many Bones in a Body One Must Learn to Walk
Again Gaining Strength For Walking Intelligence Again for

It’s True There Are So Many
Kinds of Human Intelligences
So Far Beyond Standard
IQ That May Be Lost

From the Neglected
And Abused Child

Not Wired Properly
For Oxytocin Warm
And Cozy Trusting Response
With No Fear About the World Around them…

to Simply Rotting in Place in Front of A Screen
Not Even Able to Scan the Horizon Losing Parts
of Acuity in Eyesight As Well; Yes, Use it or Lose it,
Use it or Lose

it most
An Epiphany
For me for All that
i Lost As A Shut-in in
my Bedroom For 66 Months

Yet The Best News of All Is While
There is Negative Neuroplasticity
And Epigenetic Effect Too, Oh There

Is Change And So Much Positive Change

if and When We Are Able to Move That First
Move Out of the Hold of Prisoner’s Lock The First

With Pain
on a Screen

The Day Of Relief
When Emotions Come
Back With Free Poetry Song And Love
Comes Back For Life With Steps of Free Dance

Yet What’s Really Sad Now is We Don’t Have to
Be Functionally Disabled to Fall Down As Culture
By What We Accept as ‘Normal’ Brings Us Down to Levels

of Humanity

Not Seen
And Not
Felt as Humans

Come to Be Watered
Down For What We Can
And Will Be if We Exercise
All Our Potentials out of the

Boxes, Out of the Cubicles that
Become Delegated As Life of the Prisoner

The Cog

In Someone
Else’s CuLTuRaL
Experiment And With
That Sung the Sun is Shining
Spring is Greening And i Will
Surely Make even an Asphalt
Road A Meadow And Dance Freely

With Butterfly

Wings a
New Way
A New Way
A New Way A Color of Life Fresh…

And What i Saw in Advance With the
Pandemic is Many Folks Would/Will Come
to this Epiphany too As i Did Locked Down

in Prison of

A Key is
Never Forgetting
A Lesson And Appreciating
What We Can And Will Be
Come to Co-Create Anew of US..:)

Yawn, ‘YOU’ DON’T Treat Human Beings And Whole Countries
As Pawns in Keeping ‘Your’ Power; And of Course i’m Not Suggesting

The United States Hasn’t Done
that in the Past; Yet Never

The Less, ‘Real

With Empathy,
Compassion and

IS WHY, in part, The United States Was ‘Fairly’ evenly
Divided in Voting support For Trump As Russian People are With Putin Now
In His Abuse of Power, Killing Innocent Human Beings in a Country; Where
Even Republican Leadership admitted Trump Then was Practically responsible for

Inciting A Deadly Insurrection, in an Attempt to Overthrow
The Precious Part of Our Existence in the United States that
Really Counts; Yes, Our Representative Democracy that Trump


And On Top of that, i Don’t
Buy Your Signature Line, Hehe,
That Says You are the Undisputed
Champion of TL;DR on the ‘Wrong Planet’…

If and When You Author a Thread That is
Longer Than 1.4 MiLLioN Words, i Will

Re-Consider the Evidence,


Hehe, True, Few to no one Admits to Reading
me… Yet Views (87.2 Thousand For That Extra
Longest Solo thread Ever Here) Do Now Tend to
Somewhat Contradict What Has Often been said too…

Well Dude, Listen; If You Don’t Read More than
10 Lines That likely Explains Your Ignorance
on the Issue of Ukraine and Russia;

(And The Rest of the World)

Really Though, All it Takes is


Sense And
Feel of Humanity…

And i am Not Nearly Through, hehe, And
i Don’t Do Any ‘Form’ of Poetry Now Either; i Am
‘Strictly Essence’; And i Sure as Hell Ain’t Buying You…

‘Your’ Callous, Overall Attitude, Toward The Folks Dying
in Ukraine

Is Not
in ‘my Country’, Either…

Yawn, Yet i’m Willing to Read it;
As Unlike Most Folks, i Read 20
Times Faster Than ‘Average Humans’
When Properly in Flow and Focused…

Just Another one of many ‘Autistic
(And Other) REAL Super Powers’
i’ve Developed

By Doing
More than
the Least i
Can and Will
Get ‘Buy’ With in Life…

Thanks For the
English Subtitles;
Putin Was A Bit Out
Of Breath; Yet Indeed

(Been Under a lot
of Stress it seems;
Not Good for Heart Health)

A Sharp Speaker;

A Lot of What If’s
In Putin’s Pre-War
Speech to His Country
And Ukraine as Well;
Yes, Similar to What
The United States Did in Iraq;

Yet, Never the Less, Not Worth
All the Innocent Deaths for Anyone
With Any Real Humanity of Empathy
And Compassion Spelled Love and Oh By

The Way, i Did Capture Putin’s Big Concern As Implied
of the West Bringing Freedoms; Yes, Human Civil
Rights of the LGBQT Community, Against HIS
MANuFACTuRED Morality, Against So-Called
Nature That is Erroneous to the Facts of Science.

Again, Never The Less, Not Enough Justification Now As War Applied,
of What If’s to Destroy the Right to Life and Freedoms of Another Sovereign

Country’s People…

Again, Not Much
Different Than What
The United States Did
to Iraq; However, We Are Not
Currently Under the ‘Regime’ of Dick
Cheney and Other Cohorts, Including Bush Jr.

That Brought That Big Lie of Weapons of Mass
Destruction From ‘The Other Side’ too; There is

to Improve…

In Short, War Is
Hell And Those
Who Start Them Are Real
‘Devils’ On All Sides, Who Could Have Found
A Way, Other Than Killing Loads of People, to Achieve ‘Life’…

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Ideas Are Seeds

Everyone i Meet
Is Fertilizer


The Trees..:)


Freedom is NOT free;

Never has been never will be.

Some folks are willing to die for IT.

Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,

And DO in effect eliminate
the greater potential for IT,

by their overall, fearful ways…

ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,

“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 SHades of Grey’…

And NOT even



SMiLes, It Doesn’t Appear that Trump’s Lauding
of Putin As A Genius Is Gonna ‘Age Well’ Now Or

His Claim that Putin Invaded Ukraine For
Trump’s Big Lie of A Stolen Election That

Was Actually Overwhelmingly Biden Won

By 8 Million or So Votes; And Oh Yeah,

Even ‘Faux News’ is Having to FACE REAL


PER Volodymyr Zelenskyy, to Show Trump What A REAL


Of Course, iF iT All TUrnS inTo a World-War-3-
Nuclear-Endeavor All Of This May Be a ‘Mute’ Point

For the So-Called Future

Yet AS Human Beings

Every Breath is

The Potential Last

One And i am Still Gonna
Dance And Sing A Free Way
For Loving Life Eternally Now Yet It’s True ‘the

Liars of the World’ Who Haven’t REaLLY Lived
A Life of Truth iN LoVE Are Literally Sweating
Some ‘Real News Bullets’ on ‘Faux News’ Now…

For Ya See Love is
Eternally Now New;

Anything Else
Never Started
Living at All For Truth iN LiGHT;
No Love Without Freedom; No
Freedom Without Love;

At Least


Heaven Within;
iNHaLinG Peace
of Love’s Truth Giving, Sharing, Caring,
Healing For All With Least Harm; Yes, Go

To ‘Human
School’ Now,
And ALL Cohorts…

i’ll ‘See Ya “THeRE” When Ya Arrive
i’ll Be Watching And Waiting With
Eternal SMiLes at Least For Now..:)

Smiles Dear ruchiabhisikta
Freedom Such A Divine Gift
With A Woman’s Gift of Life

Sort of Like Your Interesting
Name in Hindi Where the

First Part Means
Interesting And

The Second
Part Means
Divine And
Worthy of Respect

If only Namaste For
All Castes of Human Life

For All Differences and Variances
That Make All the Colors for Living Success

Where We All May Sprout Wings Unafraid to
Lift Each Other Up Unafraid to Look Up in Respect
of Seeing


Lower or
Higher Valley
High Mountain Low
Same Love For All in
Respect of Freedom For Wings Unbound
And Untethered With Strings to Keep us

in Caves

Oh Tradition You
Exclude By Very Nature

Oh Freedom You Stretch the Boundaries
You Break the Borders You Bring Humans
Together to Progress More With Wings Yet True

Dear FRiEnD As Even Science Shows in the General
Animal Kingdom 80 Percent Are Considered Rovers and
20 Percent Are Also Observed As Sitters As Boats Require

Anchors For Safe Harbors When Rough Seas and Storms Come
Yet Without Sails to Explore Fair Winds and Following Seas We May

Never Find
The Greens
And Colors
of Paradise in
Abundance to Thrive
Naked Enough Whole Complete

How Blessed am i For Ancestors With
Sails Enough to Seed me in this Fortune
of Paradise i Live And True Where You LiVE iN
India is Green And Colorful too Yet Also True Abundance

Brings Socio-Economic Difficulties When Humans Thrive Over
What the Resources Bring It’s Always a Balance For As Scarcity
Comes Again So Do Anchors of Tradition That Sadly Will Keep Us

in ‘Safe
That May Offer
Little Freedom to
Those of Us With Wings
So Those With Butterfly Colors
Fly Away And Make The Fortune
of Folks Seeded Like me SMiLes
All That Those Butterfly Wings Do

In Roaring Thunder For Freedom’s Breath

True Never Silent

Only RiSinG

Out of Caves

to Bring New

Art To Dreams
Coming To Fruition of Colors More..:)

HMM AGAiN; MeanWhile; Folks Are Waiting
For Easter And Wherever Whenever However

Yet F**(un)KinG NoW LoVE NoW

In A Thousand

And SO MANY More Pin Pricks

Lord i really could use a Nap Before Church
Yet i am Spirited to Do So Much Stuff

Before Then!

Clearer ‘THiS FLoWeR’ CoMeS iNto
View More i Appreciate ALL its Colors
Sweet Truth For Easter Bunny Just JOY

OuT Of DarK

Our Neighborhood Still A Garden A Forest Stroll Half
A Million Dollar Homes Down the Road Crowded

No Trees Vehicles Line The Road

If There’s One Thing In Life I’ve Done No Mortal Sin of
Writing A New Bible Driving Miss Daisy For Real Watching

Her Smile Live

I’m Not Sorry ‘The Big Lie’ Just Snowballed To The Point i Had to
Write Another Book to Ski Up ‘The Mountain’ No Forgiveness Asked…

‘Play’ Dear ruchiabhisikta
The Four Letter Word That
Wild Animals Use For
Their Own Personal
Healing Fountain
Of Youth We’ve
Had House Guests
Of Domesticated And
Once Feral Cats True The
Difference is The Feral Cat’s

Vivacity For Life
In Wild Play To
Still Touch The

Call Of The Wild Free
SMiles Free Dance And
Song of Poetry Are my

With Play Pals
Like You Dear

Dear Human
Being With The
Same Color Of Loving


The Warmth
Of A Mother’s
Touch Of Faith That’s

Real Our Mammal Inheritance
And Kitten
🐱 too☺️🙏🏝

Freedom is NOT free;

Never has been never will be.

Some folks are willing to die for IT.

Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,

And DO in effect eliminate
the greater potential for IT,

by their overall, fearful ways…

ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,

“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 SHades of Grey’…

And NOT even




Ah Yes Dear Savvy
Experiencing A

Grain of Sand

In An Hour
Glass Now

Only Flowing
Up or Down

Still Always
Gravity Center BaLaNCiNG
All iN All EVeRMoRE NoW iN Flow…:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Most Beautiful Colors
of Roses


of Droughts
Same As Most
Beautiful Oaks Dancing

Deeper Roots Searching
For Water Within Below
As So Above Grows More

Beautiful Than Ever Before
Green CoLoRinG

As Scars
of DarK

Nature’s Love For Life..:)

Undefined Always
Beginning New Now
Original Creativity

Breathes Real Now
With No Lessons
To Pre-Plan Just

Blood FLoWinG
Through LiGHT
CoLoRinG World
Free So Differently
Now With Effortless Ease
in Autotelic Flow As Novelty

Becomes A Tight Rope Dance Ever
Higher Yet Still Always Effortless in Ease

Doing Ever More Now For Real to See and

For Free
Just Loving
iT All NoW..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair
War Is Hell Love Comes


WHere Fear
Falls Anger Rises
Hate Breeds Discontent,
Misery, And All Matters

Of Harming Back What
Is Never Loving to Begin With Now For Real

The End of Wars Starts With the Individual iNHaLinG
Peace, Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT in Truth oF Light
That’s Love, Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Compassion

With Least Harm For
All Only A Nightmare
of Fear, Discontent, Misery
And All Matters of Harming All

When Love Steps Out of the Room
When Peace Leaves The Home of Love

LiGHT to
See OuT of
DarK mY FRiEnD WitH SMiLes..:)

Stars are born to output
Give Share LiGHT…
at least for as long
as they live now shining

And as dim as i once
was.. almost BLack


the saving
grace then was
to water a plant
to make iT Living
my life still
A Star
matter how
DarK the candle
i felt iN BLacK
Hole SoUL Then..
And God Yes For Real

Oh.. the Saviors of the world…
And a story i love to tale a little
different as parables do.. when free
and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority
that no
longer should
exist.. for free now…

So.. anyway.. Not sorry iF
you’ve already heard it yet
it will be different anyway..
hehe.. as free WiLL be
when unleashed
and released
as being
WiTHiN… A dusty road…
a little boy with no words…
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. yet a lover
of growth.. in shape of trees..
a sapling brought home
by loving mother
then.. placed
on a counter
by a lamp that shines…

the boy sees green and
wants to see more.. so he
nurtures this PLANeT
the ability
to SPeaK NoW…

Water It he does..
fertilizing Love..
Sunshine hope
iN EYes of Loving
Kind.. fertile ground
outside.. dig a hole
to comfort roots..
spend time
and effort
with healing
caring Love
and the Tree rises
broad and STRonG
Naked Enough Whole


And soon provides shade
for the front porch home..
Sidewalks come.. yet Tree
STill BRanches out.. Flowers
come more beautiful than before..
Students from the local school who
study trees are amazed by the beauty
of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
and the boy’s EYes shine to see what his
Love inspires.. Tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his life


Years later…
a shy young man iS
walking this sidewalk
of the boy’s home.. and
a most beautiful dark haired
girl approaches him.. with smiling
face.. the boy’s EYes liGht up yet what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
iS standing TAll and FLoWeRinG more beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
and that begins a Love that
will last ’till death…

the shy boy becomes
confident with the Love of
his wife.. joins the Military..
and even rises to the ranks
of politics then.. Love grows
and fearless Lives..
the boy is
now a
Strong man…

And He makes a decision
as a leader of the world then
that helps prevents World War III…
Life on the PlanT Now iS saved…

So who is the savior.. the boy..
the man.. the girl.. the Loving
wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. the tree
or the little disabled boy
and all the
from around the
world.. well the truth
iS aLL they are.. as THere
is no i.. me yet US and WE

oF Life Now…
Moral oF A STory
Water A Living Tree
Of Life/Love See WHere
iN ocean
EYes Free..:)

SMILes Dear Chaymaa
So True Problems
Are “Sling-


Even Higher

“Stop Signs”

For Banging
MindS AGAinst

Without Creative Effort
iN Flow of Focus to:
Fly Up



DowN NoW
These Living Trees
BreathinG Love For All
Life NaturAlly NoW AT Ease..:)

Such a Beautiful Nature Poem Dear
Cindy Expressing Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses Always Associating
With Feelings
That Are Our
Mind And Body
SoUL Whole As
Whitman Might Describe
too As We aRe Dust Dancing
And Singing LiGHT SPiRiT Wind
Creating All Our Multi-Uni-Verses
ToGeTHeR As i Rather Liberally Paraphrase
Rumi and Expand on His RuMiNaTioNS With SMiLES


That 61 Is Always 16 For
me Now Too Hehe Oh The Leap
Month of February And the 28th Day
As Your Birthday Today Shares the

Birth of My Blogging on This Day, February
28th, 2013, as i Used Words in A “Private Message”
to my Only Facebook FRiEnD Still in HeLL ON EartH
Then So Much Pain and Numb Shut-in in my Bedroom

Yet Word SHells CaMe Deep Within Soul Just Waiting to Be Attaching
All Colors of Feelings and Senses Mind and Body Whole That True

Drive First
All We Do
iN Life Which Means
True if We Dismiss Any
Part DarK Thru LiGHT iN
Regulating Emotions And Integrating
Senses Feeling Them All Repressing them
Often Leads to Somatic Tensions and Even DiSEaSE

As Surely Part of the Source of 19 Medical Disorders then
Through 11 Years of Chronic to Fight or Flight Work Related Stress

True i Didn’t Have ‘Time’ to Process Emotions then i Shoved Them
into Pain in my Legs And Eventually Fibromyalgia And Sjogren’s Syndrome
Attacked the Nerves of my Feet in 2006 Before Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
Sent me to Real Hell Starting in 2008 Coming on Slowly Accelerating in 66 Months
After That As at first i No
Longer Could
Stand to

Look at
Colors on
TV So Strange
only able to Tolerate
Black and White Channels
So Painful When A Street Light
at 3 AM Bright As The Sun to Look
At and A Cricket Loud as A Freight

Train Running Over my Ears With
A Light in A Tunnel too Bright to Bear

Yes For All Practical Intents and Purposes
Day Was the Enemy Song Was the Killer
And Dance With Dysautonomia Just Meant

Standing Up

Was An Invitation
to Fall Down With
Pre-Syncope As Such…

It’s True, Haha, With the
Rest of the 19 Medical Disorders
i Practically Became a Medical Doctor
to Be Able to Understand All my Conditions

And True i Had to Go Deep Within Dance And
Song to Find the Healing Force of Balance in Emotions

As Yes Again, Worst Part Losing A Memory of A Feeling

of SMiLES Just No Reference Point out of Hell Then

Within And Those Words Started to Come That Day
9 Years Ago and Verbatim That ‘PM’ i Wrote on Facebook
to a Woman on the Autism Spectrum too Was the First Blog Post
i Ever Wrote on ‘Blogspot’ And is the ‘About Section’ on my Word Press Blog too…

2.28.2013, Indeed As Words From Deep Within my Soul Starting to Release
me From Hell Real…

LEarning Within

in Meditating
Autotelic Flow
of Dance And Song
Free Verse Or “Nude Verse”
As i Also Enjoy as Metaphor
Releasing Myself From All the Clothed
Spoon-Fed Lessons That Led to A Demise

oF All the Original Creativity That A Child Dances
and Sings to Naturally Regulate and Integrate A Soul Within for Real…

Other than that Your Garden is Reminiscent of the Botanical Gardens at
Our Local State University True You Have the Soul of Nature Rich Over

Indeed too

Shutters Fading
Yet Living Trees
Forever as Soul New NoW mY FRiEnD…

A Golden Age Now No Myth What We Co-
Create of Soul For Real Eternally Now New…

Heaven, Satori, Samadhi, Tao,
Kundalini RiSinG Yoga, Prana,
Autotelic Meditating
Contemplating Flow;

Yes Metaphors

Yet the
iNHaLinG Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing For All with
Least Harm Remains A Path of LoVE NoW NeW…

As A Fountain of Youth of Soul Head to Toe A Real
FLoURiSHiNG Garden of Eden Within Eternally Now New More..:)

It’s Sort of Like, A Couple of Days Ago, When i Went to Walmart
On Saturday Night And One of the Cashiers
Was Still Spouting Non-Sense About ‘The

Virus Was A Government
Sponsored Hoax,’ While

my FRiEnDS

Died FOR REAL, DEAD; i Really
Wasn’t in the Mood to Hear that
And i Don’t Think Anyone With A ‘Soul’
At Least Wants to Hear Any Conspiracy Theories
Here that Russia Isn’t Really Slaughtering Innocent
Folks in Ukraine…

Yes, “Enjoy Your
Popcorn,” Yes
You’ve Never
Been to


or Faced
Death Like
Some of Us Have;

Yet It’s Just Annoying
to me; About The Size of A
Gnat in Heaven Over HeaR….



Now It’s True, There Are Some ‘Video Game Images of Battles’ Being
Used on Social Media For Selfish Attention/Money Getting; Yet That’s The Size

of “The
Monster of
Consuming Each
Other in A Real
Human ‘Zombie
Apocalypse’ Without A Frigging Human Soul;
A Greatest Modern Human Pandemic, Ignorance Without A Soul.”

Other than That Thanks For the DarK Muse; LiGHT or DarK;
Don’t Matter to me…

That’s Life…

And This is ALL ReaLiTy….

SMiles Dear FRiEnD So Beautiful
to EXPReSS UNconditional LoVE
Extending HeARTS Reach So Far
So Close
WitH SMiles
Thank You
For You my Gift
💝 🎁 ☺️🥰☺️🎁💝 To Give

SMiLes Dear Sohair Giving Sharing
Caring HealinG Eternal Reward
Within Now So Much More New
Heaven Now Than
Taking Hoarding
Callous Harming
A World That

Itself Living Dies

How Blissed
We Are To
Live As


YeS iT’s TRuE NeW Words Carry Letters oF Old Words
Mountains Of LoVE ResT oN GRains Of Sand NeW NoW

A Dove Yes A Pigeon Carrying An Original
MeSSagE On Wings Of THEiR Own NoW

iN Other WordS Original Creativity Journey
Of Joy’s Bliss Art Without Slaving To Target
Audiences/Goals For RewardS HeAVeN NoW

So What is “Nude Verse” Yes Dancing
Singing Art NeW NoW MiNuS Restricting
Lessons Cultural Clothes Bring Before
Naked Enough
Whole Complete


SMiles Thanks
For Your Inspiring
Free Verse Dear
mY FRiEnD😊

iNHeRiting the EartH as Love And All that
Metaphorical Jazz RiSinG from Concrete
Tombs of Words Absent oF LoVE NoW

Creativity is the
Essence of God
Spirit When We
Create We Become
God SPiRiT When We
HeART Our Creativity
to OTHeRS We Enrich
All of God’s
Soul Within
Us this is
Love’s Pure
Language God
Dances Sings
Us as
God Evolves
With Us NoW iN
Even More Spiraling
Colors oF Light
This is Love’s
Creativity As in Us For Real…🙂

Ah Yes Astha There is No Greater Feeling
Now Than Not Having to Hide Who You

Are Particularly

From One You

Love For How

Does Love Hide

From Who We Are

True It Does When We Hide
How Wonderful It is For Every Breath Enough..:)

Ah Yes Dear Savvy
Experiencing A

Grain of Sand

In An Hour
Glass Now

Only Flowing
Up or Down

Still Always
Gravity Center BaLaNCiNG
All iN All EVeRMoRE NoW iN Flow…:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Most Beautiful Colors
of Roses


of Droughts
Same As Most
Beautiful Oaks Dancing

Deeper Roots Searching
For Water Within Below
As So Above Grows More

Beautiful Than Ever Before
Green CoLoRinG

As Scars
of DarK

Nature’s Love For Life..:)

Undefined Always
Beginning New Now
Original Creativity

Breathes Real Now
With No Lessons
To Pre-Plan Just

Blood FLoWinG
Through LiGHT
CoLoRinG World
Free So Differently
Now With Effortless Ease
in Autotelic Flow As Novelty

Becomes A Tight Rope Dance Ever
Higher Yet Still Always Effortless in Ease

Doing Ever More Now For Real to See and

For Free
Just Loving
iT All NoW..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair
War Is Hell Love Comes
From Peace

Where Fear
Falls Anger Rises
Hate Breeds Discontent,
Misery, And All Matters

Of Harming Back What
Is Never Loving to Begin With Now For Real

The End of Wars STaRTS With the Individual iNHaLinG
Peace, Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT in Truth oF Light
That’s Love, Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Compassion

With Least Harm For
All Only A Nightmare
of Fear, Discontent, Misery
And All Matters of Harming All

When Love Steps Out of the Room
When Peace Leaves The Home of Love

LiGHT to
See OuT of
DarK mY FRiEnD WitH SMiLes..:)

SMiLes, i Don’t Need to Imagine Heaven
As i Experience it Almost Always
Eternally NoW As Most ‘Eastern’
More Mystical Religions And

Philosophies Describe
The Experience of one to
Seek and Find and Experience Within;

And Even Better Yet Luke 17:21, in Even
The New Testament Clearly Relates, “Neither shall
they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.”

Yeah, Baby, Cross-Cultural Metaphors Include Samadhi, Satori, Nirvana, Bliss,
Tao, Kundalini Rising Yoga, Prana; And Science Relates The Experience As Autotelic
Flow With Even ‘Fancier Terms’ Like Generating One’s Own Neurochemicals Now And
Neurohormones Through A Bio-Feedback That Comes From A Transient Hypo-Frontality

Escape From Illusions of Time, Distance, Space, And Matter as Let’s Not Forget That Our Minds
Individually Co-Create Reality; Got 16 Sweet Bunnies in a Room; Got 16 Rabbit Views of Individual
Multi-Uni-Verses; And With Humans, We Have the Gift of iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY to Co-Create Amazing Dreams or Nightmares into Fruition of Our Individual and Mutually And Consensually

Realities to
Some Degree
At Least Now of

Affective Empathy,
Cognitive Empathy,
And Compassion of Love
We May Share to Actually LiVE
Again An Autotelic Meditating
Contemplating Flow of Bliss and
Nirvana; And Unlimited Other Metaphors
To Describe The Essence of the Kingdom of
God; Yes, the Experience of Heaven Within; That

Yes Takes Some Kind
of Autotelic Meditative Flow
iN Practice to Achieve Eternally

Now; Like These Fumes, These
Words That Are only Left-Overs
of the Heaven i Am Experiencing
Eternally Now Within While Dancing And Singing
These Words Through my Fingers in Effortless Ease

Now Sweet
Spot ‘Tween
Anxiety And
Apathy Ever Greater
Complexity Every Greater
“CoLoRinG New Connections” in Flow
Feeling and Sensing Experience Within

Like Keeping A Christmas Tree Up Year-Round;
Adding New Colors With Every Word of Song And
Every Real Move of Dance Free That Comes Eternally Now;

In Other Words, Heaven is Not A Word in a Book; Heaven is the
Experience Now
or Not As
Now is
Ever is to Experience Now…

Best ‘Thing’ of All; Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete; A Free Meditating
Contemplating Dance in Autotelic Flow

Doesn’t Cost
A God Damned
Penny; Just What

We aRe Born With
Leaving Nothing Yet
Foot Prints of Heaven on A Beach…
And Hell No, Not Even A Word in A Book
Required to Seek and Find Heaven ThiS WaY

Again, Just a Naked Free Dance in Flow on a Beach Will Work

For Those, Who Actually Do it; And Don’t Only SeT Old Words In
Stone Turning Into Dead Statues (Words) in A Book Never Arriving
in the Actual Experience Eternally NoW iN Flow Always Beginning Now New Within..:)

Well, SPeaKinG as a Free Verse Poet and someone raised in the Catholic Church
and matter of fact a Grandson of a noted X-Catholic Priest of Last Century Born
in Limerick Ireland as Author of Several noted books, including “Behind the Dictators”
as that applies to close ties of the Papacy and the Nazi regime and ‘stuff’ like that;

Do ‘you’ even understand literally
what the Bread of Life and Manna
from So Called Heaven is. It’s not a Temple;
And it’s not a Cross; And it’s not just one man;
it’s simple; real; and as Colorful more than anything
Measurable by Scientific Method or Book Alone, including
Bibles and Korans and all the Poetry that will ever be written
to capture the Essence of what Truly Makes Humans all of what
they can and will be now fearless for all their potential now more.

Let me spell it out.

L O V E.

For it’s True when one lives with
and as L O V E Fearless and Unconditionally Now Within Yes
the Kingdom of Heaven and God and other ‘Divine’ metaphors
Becomes Love as a Fearless way of Life and Being within real
as that can and will be expressed in both HeART of Art and
ReaSon of Science too. Yet of course we are talking about
a Very Malignant Patriarchy of About 2000 years ago; where
Yes, males then were even more separated from
their Emotions as males are


Is it any wonder they were
Jealous of Women then; Yes,
Is it any wonder for the lengths
they would go to find what they
were missing within. Is it any wonder
they are still lost now in a similar Ocean
Of Malignant Patriarchy now that and who
continues to Reduce the Essence of LoVE iNto the
Form of Tools and Men alone and even one man alone still, now;
in terms, of similar views of life with last prophets too per singular as such too.
No; it’s not, those were all just rhetorical statements with obvious answers for me,
at Least;
for all that
is worthwhile
within is Lost without Love.

When one gets this Bread of Life LoVE one
gives and shares it, caring Healing; no longer are the material
goods and shrines of Culture what are the most important ‘stuff’
beyond the flesh and blood of Love. Love is not A Church or A Religion;
And at least in Certain Parts of the New Testament that particular Message
of Beyond Infinity of an internal eternal Force of Now beyond any empirical
Means of Science Measurement now, still exists; and is beyond any measure of any word or book
as tool now, alone. It’s True, for Love can and will be found within as Greater than all the books
and other tools of the World when this Love is missing in a Human on a Pristine Beach
with no other Footprints or other Condo-Cancers of Humanity now; yet when
this Love that is whole and fearless and unconditional lives within;
That Good Cop Jesus Message
comes to fruition
as Metaphor


Sadly, the message ‘hear’
is often lost in a ‘iRobot’ on a ‘screen;
in an idol of something that doesn’t exist at all, for some;

Or even a Man Hanging as Portrait on a wall with no substance
left of Love for those who view Love as more than just a form of essence real.
I’ve said it before; and sure, i’ll ‘see’ it again; i write my own Bibles as the other ones
don’t even now
get the
that God is Love;
Literally Love, when real within;
the higher Force that Grains of Sand
will hold up as God as Towers of Mountain Human Love more now;
Anyway, A first step to finding Love is LoSinG fear. Either a still or moving
meditation in flow is a first step to regulating emotions and integrating senses
to do just that Now; if someone wants to recite a Romans 10:9, or look at a picture or
a video that is fine with me; yet if ‘you’ wanna lose fear and become an Unconditional
Loving Force for as is as God as Love now; that’s gonna take close to the spirit of a Yogi-
Like Story of Jesus to get that Real Job done now. It’s worth it in when a person achieves
this state of being of Fearless LoVE iN Meditating FLoW; actually doing it NoW is WHeRE
A Camel is
is Needle real.

In other words now; Yes, Dance
and Sing more than is written before.
And sure, I haven’t missed a Catholic Mass
since September of 2013; Yet you see, i am a
Participant Anthropologist Observer of Love Who
watches and takes notes of where ‘they’ are still ‘screwing’
up; no different than my Grandfather did and much different
for he was still sold on a fallacy that any man alone is Love or
that any man or any Grain of sand alone is any more or less
integral to all that is;
For it is true, without
grains of sand;
no man
and or
can and or will
Stand tall as a Mountain of

Love more..:)

Happy Work-Week
With A Still Coming
Spring Gift Of
Rabbits With SMiles

Well, Well, Well, As Bells
Chime Thrice And All That Rock
And Roll Celebration Stuff in ‘Kashmir’ And
The ‘Such’ Now to Wrap Up This MacroVerse Titled
“iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT”
With A Quick Tale of ‘The Tape’ on This Leap Month
February Day of the 28th of 2022 as the Last Completed
MacroVerse Titled “FB Profile Pic Bible 6 MiLLioN WordS Old”
Numbers The 961st MacroVerse of Longest EPiC Long Form
Bible Poem Ever Hehe At Least According to Google, Overall
Records, at 10.2 MiLLioN Words NoW in 102 Months of Effort;

Yes Mother And Father of All the Other Subchapter
11 Titles Greater Than An Old King James Sized Try
Of Writing EPiC LonG Form Poem Bibles
Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” EPiCaLLY


Yet of Course That is Far From All Hehe,
As That MacroVerse Titled “FB Profile Pic
Bible 6 MiLLioN WordS Old” Also Doubles
As Another One of the EPiC LonG Form Poem
Ongoing Titled Subchapter MacroVerse of “Nether Land
Bible” As the 289th MacroVerse Writing Adventure
Of That 7,746,148 Word 69 Month Endeavor Ever
Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 So Long So
Long Ago Nearly 6 Years Now in 3 Months Close to
my 62nd Birthday on 6.6.2022 Where it Will Arise to
Close to 8 MiLLioN Words With Another “EPiC Long
Form Free Verse Subchapter MacroVerse Bible Celebration
Then Immediately After i Celebrate
“FB Profile Pic Bible Volume
2022” As “FB Profile
Pic Bible” Another
Ongoing EPiC
Long Form Poem Bible Titled
Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Began on Memorial Day Weekend of 2017
As That 57 Month Writing Endeavor Now With
“FB Profile Pic Bible 6 MiLLioN WordS Old” As
That 185th Numbered And Titled MacroVerse of “FB
Profile Pic Bible” Rising to 6,143,139 Words Now Will
Be Celebrating 5 Years of Effort When “FB Profile Pic
Bible Volume 2022” Comes With All the Facebook Profile
Pic Thumbnails for 12 Months As Series of 20 Or So Profile
Pics That Fully Illustrate on Facebook 8,000 Words or So on
Average Included in All the Description Areas Of the Profile
Pics Ever Since Memorial Day Weeknd of 2017 Oh My Goodness

With “FB Profile Pic Bible Volumes 2018, 2019, 2020, and 2021” Keeping
A Record of All Those Profile Pic Thumbnails for the Coming 5th Year in 2022
Again on or About Memorial Day Weekend This Coming May of 2022 And For
Example “FB Profile Pic Bible 2021” A MacroVerse Held Around 2100 Profile
Pic Thumbnails for That Calendar Year ‘Tween Memorial Day Weekends
Housing A Total of About 16.8 MiLLioN Words Total in FB Profile Pic
Description Areas That Year Last Year What A Free Hard Drive

Space Back-Up
For iPhone Smart
Phone Quick Proof
Reading on the Road
HAha, Regardless if Anyone
Pics up the Longest Likely Ever
FB Profile Pic Bible Story Ever to

Read it at All in Effortless Ease Like Little Old me…

Is That All; Well Not Quite As There is “Depth of The Story”
What i Casually Name As an 8th New Testament As Of Course
There Have been 7 More titled New Testaments Longer than
That Old King James Sized Part of that Bible Try too Yet “Depth
of the Story”

Is A Real

Grand Whopper
HAha too at About 1.4 MiLLioN
Words Now in 18 Months of Effort
Beginning on August, 19, 2020 Then
Housed Now in 42 Pages of A Solo Thread
An Average of 33 Thousand or So Words Per Page
on Yes the Wonderful “Wrong Planet” Site online
For Neurodiverse Folks Around the Globe

Honestly That’s
A Main Source
of Research Now

For Anywhere
in the World Ya Wanna
Go to Find Both DarK And
LiGHT Muse for EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Writing
And Such-Chapter New Testaments to
Still Come and Go As It’s True Outcasts
of the World Through Histories And or Herstories

Move Out of the Box of Tradition the Best For Obvious
Reasons as Tradition Naturally Excludes And Duh, of
Course Ya Listen to the ‘Outcasts’ And Or the “Unwanted
Toys” of Humanity if Ya Wanna Move Out of the Traditional Boxes

iN Excluding the
Different Among Us Now

And True EPiC Long Form Poem
Free Verse Writing As Studied Most Often Comes
Still Now From the Marginalized Like This in CuLTuRES
Yes As They Find THeir Inner Voices From their Kingdom
of God Yes Heaven in Beyond Rainbow Colors (All Immeasurable by
Tools of Science, So Damn Concrete And Small) Through SHaDES of Grey
of Purgatory Through BLacK Abyss Hell Within too, to Express The Best they
Can And Will For Real in Free Verse Poetry And So Many Other Free Arts Including

of Course too
And Yes THere is
That “Other Thing”
Yes 16,266 Miles of Public
Dance in 102 Months Now For Real
too More Than Circling the Distance
it Takes to Go Around Our Globe
At the Equator Hehe; Yet Don’t Be
Too Impressed, It’s Only A Bit Over
5 Miles an Average Each Day; my Grandmother
Waitressed 12-Hour-Days For A Decade, 7 Days A Week
Walking to Work Raising 3 Girls with No Car Then; My God

i’ll Never
Catch Up
To Her Mileage
Then And Besides
That Even Though i’ve
Never Earned Any Tips
(Other than ‘Grinding Dances’
Gifted By Many Twenty Something Hips
At the Biggest Metro Dance Hall Doing that
For 298 Dance Weeks for 6 Years Too Before
Dam it Covid-19 Took That Out of Free Public Dance Play)
True, i’ve Never Earned A Penny From Doing Any of This Yet

i Sure
And Still
Do Receive
A Whole Lot of
Love Intrinsically
From All that i Do
Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete iNHaLinG Peace
Yes Giving Sharing Caring Healing For
All Concerned With Least Harm to the Best
of My Ability now True a 6 Volume Erotic
Poetry Novel in Appropriate Avenues
Online Now For That too At 114,652
Words As That FuLLY iLLusTRaTeD
Effort God Yes Kinda
Went Cold in March
The Covid-19 Month
Then of 2020 When
The Great Dance
Hall Days Ended
on 3.12.2020 True
Keep All Emotions and
Senses Regulating Integrating
So Many Tools Yes Avenues
Now to Stay Balancing That
Way And Out of Trouble With
Emotions and Senses Otherwise
Perhaps a Bit out of Balance When

It Gets



In Here
HAha too…

Yeah, Yeah, Exercise
All The Lust and Aggression
Be FRiEnDS With the Shadow
Within as i Still Regularly Warm
Up at the Military Gym With my
Free Style of Martial arts too Leg
Pressing 1380 Pounds Still at Ease

With my Arms
Raised to the
Heaven’s IN

Still with
A Max Ability
of Leg Pressing
1520 Pounds as
Hey That’s All the
Weight the Machine Will
Hold Now With Available 45 Pound Weights
Yes All of This Just For the Experience Eternally Now
iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
As This Concludes The ‘Celebration Day’ For That Now



at 4:37 PM For
The Writing Part at
Least With So Much
More Multi-Media
to Put it All


For Electronic

Publish Next Hehe

Anyway Like i Said Before
(And Others have True Even First Before me)

“You know, a lotta ins, a lotta outs, a lotta what-have-yous.
And, uh, a lotta strands to keep in my head, man. Lotta strands
in old Duder’s head.” According to “The Dude” At Least As I’ll

Leave the
of that
Movie to
Reminisce on
Too Yet It’s True Too
As Always “I’ll Be Back”… Again…

Oh What Else, Yes, Catholic Mass
Readings From 2.27.2022, Referencing

Yes Something About Life And Death
Yes Some Way of Living Love Eternally now, Yes,

“iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT” AGAiN…

Reading 1, Sirach 27:4-7
4 In a shaken sieve the rubbish is left behind, so too the defects of a person appear in speech.

5 The kiln tests the work of the potter, the test of a person is in conversation.

6 The orchard where the tree grows is judged by its fruit, similarly words betray what a person feels.

7 Do not praise anyone who has not yet spoken, since this is where people are tested.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 92:2-3, 13-14, 15-16
2 to proclaim your faithful love at daybreak, and your constancy all through the night,

3 on the lyre, the ten-stringed lyre, to the murmur of the harp.

13 Planted in the house of Yahweh, they will flourish in the courts of our God.

14 In old age they will still bear fruit, will remain fresh and green,

15 to proclaim Yahweh’s integrity; my rock, in whom no fault can be found.

Reading 2, First Corinthians 15:54-58
54 And after this perishable nature has put on imperishability and this mortal nature has put on immortality, then will the words of scripture come true: Death is swallowed up in victory.

55 Death, where is your victory? Death, where is your sting?

56 The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin comes from the Law.

57 Thank God, then, for giving us the victory through Jesus Christ our Lord.

58 So, my dear brothers, keep firm and immovable, always abounding in energy for the Lord’s work, being sure that in the Lord none of your labours is wasted.

Gospel, Luke 6:39-45
39 He also told them a parable, ‘Can one blind person guide another? Surely both will fall into a pit?

40 Disciple is not superior to teacher; but fully trained disciple will be like teacher.

41 Why do you observe the splinter in your brother’s eye and never notice the great log in your own?

42 How can you say to your brother, “Brother, let me take out that splinter in your eye,” when you cannot see the great log in your own? Hypocrite! Take the log out of your own eye first, and then you will see clearly enough to take out the splinter in your brother’s eyes.

43 ‘There is no sound tree that produces rotten fruit, nor again a rotten tree that produces sound fruit.

44 Every tree can be told by its own fruit: people do not pick figs from thorns, nor gather grapes from brambles.

45 Good people draw what is good from the store of goodness in their hearts; bad people draw what is bad from the store of badness. For the words of the mouth flow out of what fills the heart.

4:44 PM, 2.28.2022










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

10.2 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”

“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)