GodsUniVerseNovel2

Posted on February 9, 2016 by katiemiafrederick

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Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
well it seems..

And there are two particular quotes that caught
my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
as a Hadith quote
contributed
by
Abdullah ibn Masud

“Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”

I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
New Testament attributed to Jesus that
clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
and not a place one has to
wait until after life..
and while it doesn’t
clearly state Hell is also
a place in life that one does not
have to wait to enter until after life..
as discussed already on your site here
and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
and i have described that place i entered
in detail both here and on my site.. my
friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
good reason to fear Allah in terms
of the Hell that is real on this
terrestrial plane.. and i for
one respect
Allah to the
degree that
i give 100%
of my life to Allah
so there is no fear
for me now.. but as
the other quote
that i could
not find
a resource as to
who originally reported
it… as i am assuming it is
part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..

“If the believer had known the amount
of the torture and punishment of Allah,
nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
If the unbeliever had known how much
the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”

This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
for one have described in similar metaphors
in language.. as i have been to both
places.. and i for one can
say for sure.. that
in Hell..
there is no
hope.. and in
heaven all there
is.. is hope my friend
and truly paradise now..
and as a person who had
glimpses of heaven from
age 3.. and sparks after that
as culture and religions i was
exposed to took it away.. now that
i live there always now.. one can certainly
see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…

So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
Christianity or the Islam religion
or many others address one of
the most important parts
of gaining and
maintaining
that balance
my friend..
as that relates
to actual physical
movement in balance..
as we are temples of God
on this terrestrial plane now..
heaven is now and hell is now..
and in truly knowing and feeling
this.. one can gain great strides
to peace of mind and body
balance through
the art of movement..
even the Buddhists and
Yogis speak to meditation
as only a sitting still
activity..
where all of
God’s Nature moves
around us.. and in deciding
that human is somehow different
in this respect than the rest of Nature
Humans ends up separating themselves
from God more so by sitting still away
from the reality of God in Nature
that is always moving
now my friend..
it is easy
to get stuck
in one’s head when
living in our modern cultures
in school.. office work and such
but what this does often is
separate ourselves
from the
Nature that
is God in us as
a Temple of God..
and in the United States
the effect of this is one
moving toward a life
of empty
emotions
and empty
empathy for
other human beings
as emotions run through
our bodies.. when freely
moving in balance and
are not something
limited to
between
our ears
friend..
people are suffering
greatly in separating themselves
from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
as moving feeling connecting creating
creatures.. as reflections of God of
Allthatis.. as us my friend as
well.. anyway.. the
results of this
in terms of health
is empirically measurable
as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
is sky rocketing.. school age
children.. are assessed type two
pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
close to half the adult
population is on
some kind
of prescription
pain killer.. for
chronic pain that is
often somatic in nature
from a body that is repressed
in human emotions and full
of tension.. treating symptoms
of pain.. instead of addressing
the root problem.. of a mind
and body out of balance..
where sitting still
stagnating and
rotting still
in front of screens
is a mainstay of even
children’s lives who also
have skyrocketing rates of
psychotropic medications..
treating symptoms now..
instead of treating the
root cause of
mind and body
imbalance as well..
but no my friend.. no bible
addresses this adequately as
there is still much to learn about
a new human condition that is a result
of modern technology ways of life that
were not present when either the bible
or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
is why there will always be new prophets with
healing messages from God.. as this experiment
of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
past alone.. as if this human species is going to
survive as whole.. without much more
suffering and misery approaching
that place of hell on earth..
even science and
medicine will
have to
change
to address
the root causes
that are truly human
beings out of balance
with God of All my friend..
all that is seen.. unseen..
felt.. and unfelt now.. or
on the other
hand
we
can
stay with the
prophets.. politicians..
scientists.. priests..
teachers and only
books of the past..
go no further..
and just
suffer
in
misery my friend..
Nah.. God didn’t give us
brains.. to shut them down..
after this book or that book..
not to adapt to change of the
future.. God gifts us rationality..
innate instinct.. and intuition to
adapt to the challenge to live
in heaven now..
as this place
is real
and i prove
it everynow of my
life my friend in
LIVING COLOR..
sMiLes.. an open
mind AND BODY
in Balance iS
A path
to heaven now
and seeing and feeling
so much more of God my friend..
Signed your friend
Fred..
AN
Encyclopedia
of God..
alWays
GroWinG
bigger..:)

Thanks my friend.. and i will
end with a little story here..
there was once a woman..
a troubled woman..
very poor.. with
a religion named
Christianity.. that like
Islam.. suggests that
adultery is a sin.. worthy
of hell fire.. this woman..
innately instinctually and
intuitively was empty inside..
with a husband off in another
land with the military.. so empty
inside.. she was looking for something
to feel that emptiness as many humans
do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
is a troubled childhood with parents who
are not there to give touchy feely love to
their children.. and perhaps they have
smilar problems of this vicious
cycle too..
of emptiness
my friend.. so this
woman.. has different
fathers of different children..
adultery was her escape from
all encompassing emptiness
likely each and every time
she strayed.. but it was
her innate instinct
and intuition
of finding
something
to feel that whole
that was behind her
straying too.. so no one
to blame at this part
but her nature
as gifted
by God..
so this woman
did what she could
to survive as is.. taking
care of her children at
hand the best she could
that eventually numbered
6.. including 8 or so
with miscarriages
and such.. yes..
she was a
real reproducing
machine.. getting
the job done..
as best she
could
adding
to the humans
of earth.. and her children
a diverse group.. with different
fathers of course.. the last two children
half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
on head.. in some kind of costume
party clothes.. deep black
eyes.. and extremely
youthful face for
a man he
was then..
those children
of that man were
boy and girl.. twins..
some folks in the local
area commented that the
little girl looked like an
American Indian Princess..
and that little girl grew up..
left home..
and found
a nice poor man
to marry.. who eventually
went kinda crazy from stress
himself.. but even when he didn’t
wanna stay here on this earth she stood
by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
too.. as her mother was very troubled
when she was young..
of course..
anyway.. the fact
is.. if she was born in many
Muslim Countries of that
time.. early on a decade or
so before those twin then..
Because of her mental illness
related condition.. and her open
adultery.. she would have potentially
been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
what this means.. is that beautiful
young Indian American looking
princess would have never
been born.. and
God’s plan
for the young
man after he
recovered from
his problems would
have never met fate..
as he would have never
survived his illness without
the help of his Wife with no
legal or Christian marriage father..
So that man lives today my friend.. as a
result of that Mother who looked for Love
to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
was having a child who would never age.. at
least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
her photos today.. from the time she married
that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
prophets
of old
and
new
my
friend…
God works in mysterious
ways.. people who
do not continue
to listen
to those
mysterious
ways and
change..
for the
better
will
face the
consequences
of hell here on earth
my friend.. same story
as always..
just
different
characters
now.. my friend..:)

SMiLes.. thank you for your story
my friend.. and i understand
the different ways
that the Islam
religion is
practiced..
depending on the
political structure
and understanding
of the religion.. and
obviously a kinder gentler
version where you live.. but
truly there should be a book where
there are no confusions my friend..
humans.. many of them..
just do not have the
Capability
and or the
learning
to understand
the simplest of human
metaphors in poetic way
of heARt speech.. even some
poets.. even some technically
popular poets too..
in the online
world
i find..
anyway.. always room
for a kinder gentler
courageous way..
but it does not
come with
the sword..
or back
of hand
or whip..
it comes
with Love
iN HeARt my
friend.. the other
place away from
human hell now..
some folks need the
truth and liGht spoon
fed to them like little
children.. and some folks
never get that as children
on an individual
and societal
basis..
there
lies the
start of
the lies my
friend.. from
early childhood..
and the sins of the
fathers and mothers
who were once misled
and misguided children…
It takes constant never ending
work to even scratch the surface
of that
vicious
cycle of
hell
here
on earth..
but we Must
try if we hope..:)

SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
and thank you for all the inspiring
discussion here on your site..
Aggression.. Violence.. and
Wars have a place with
tribal ruled humans
but never ever
a place
iN
LOVE..
WheRe Human
iS ruled by LOVE..
The place of no
fear and hate..
related emoTioNs..
And true that place
did not live as
country..
politics..
philosophy..
religion or
science..
wHere
Muhammad
or Jesus
lived
or many
places around
the world now..
i for one now.
need no sword
but hands and
feet to walk
upright
and strong
with the gift
of Kind and Courageous
Love.. Swords are for
weaker children
of God whEre i
live but of course
i am blessed as such..
differently than either historical
reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
many others.. then and now.. in other
words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
wHere i live
walking tall
and strong
with courageous
Love.. is the only
sword i’ve ever needed
really.. with a few skirmishes
of hands and feat.. and the stronger
i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
and courageous love wHere i live at
least.. the necessity
for actual
skirmishes
to retain
my freedoms
becomes less and
less.. if all men and
women were like me..
in this regard of training
in physical effort.. of confidence
my friend.. there would be no
tribal wars.. as each man
and women would
be confident
enough
to live
in Peace
with kind and
courageous Love
instead of strife my friend..
but no.. no book is enough
it takes practice.. truly
in martial
arts..
an art
that all our
ancestors naturally
did as a way of life
before they no longer
heard the call of God
to walk tall.. with
kind and
courageous
love.. no different
that Lions on the
Savannah very
close to
where
you live
in Egypt
my friend..
SOHEIR..
as we close out
here on 3 thousand
or so more words.. on
this 21st day of January..
pleasant dreams of night
now peace my friend.. my
day is
just
getting
stArted
with ART
of LOVE..
STRONG..:)

And
Now you
Are a Poet
too.. SMiLes
With greater
Dreams..:)

My Life is my book..
My Heaven is my book..
My Happiness is my book..
My Refuge is my book..
Hello again..
my
friend..:)

2377

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/weyes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Right on topic.. a year ago.. for the
current never ending topic..
as well..
for now..
at least..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/21/transcending-technology-and-science-and/

2396

SMiLes.. my
Friend.. gigoid..
Reality is only as
courageous and kind…
fearful and hateful.. as we make it..
i go to the Cinderella school for fellas
and make it Courageous and Kind..
it’s kinda funny.. don’t you feel it…
but in some so-called God fearing places..
people rule on the basis of fearful and hateful
instead of Courageous and Kind.. for JusT Now..

Now that’s ironic.. TRuLY
IRONiC iN DaRK AND LIgHT..

God is the devil of fearful and hateful in hell..
in some countries.. religions and
or cultures.. or and
individuals..

And God is an Angel..
hmm.. in no countries..
no religions.. and no
cultures that
are really
big
at
least..
this tends to only happen
on an individual ‘Miley
Sirius’ Basis.. i mean
Cyrus.. the dog
star of
truth…
for now
at least..

Bonobos
are an exception
as they live all of life
in accordance
with the innate..
instinctual and
intuitive Love
of Mind and Body
Balance in regulating
emotions.. integrating
senses.. hmm.. including
SENsualiTy in the mix of
the LOVING TOUCH
BIG TIME
AS IT WERE
AND STILL IS
WITH REaLLY
ALL BODY
TOUCHY
FEELY
LOVE..
bottom line is
it works.. but oops..
Bonobos are not humans
so we have still not evolved
to tHeir higher standard of
Animal
Love..
but more likely
we have devolved epigeneticAlly
speaking.. in just one lifetime through
the virus.. of Cultures.. Religions
and Countries that are
big.. overall..
hmm…
but OMG.. Country..
Culture.. and Religions
rule humans through the
almighty force of the politics
of human tribal instinct to conserve
resources for survival.. wheRe humans
are born into a fight and flight state of
survival.. to go to school.. with no reward
but learning for 12 to 18 or who knows
even 21 years.. to gain subsistence..
for shelter.. food.. drink.. and
sure a mate.. if one is so
inclined to reproduce
some more
humans
to come into
the hell of nows..
overall.. for most
folks it seems..
at least
headed
in that
direction for now..
Anyway.. it’s quite a compliment
to suggest that we humans are related
to Bonobos.. and perhaps our ancestors
were as hairy.. and Loving as them.. and
perhaps innately instinctually and intuitively
we are too.. without the virus of Country..
Culture and Religions too.. but i do
Love Toilet Paper.. a Warm
Bed.. and me some
Hot Water to
shower at
the end of the
day.. so the human
card is filled with the potential
of a greatest Heaven now if we get
our innate instinct and intuition all
involved as our reality too.. in
mind and body balance
like the friendly
super sexy
Bonobos
too..
by the way..
Miley Cyrus is one of
my favorite modern Bonobo
humans.. she is not afraid to
swing through the air.. with
a tear in her eye all naturale
as much as YouTube will
allow for now for
Love
my friend..
meanwhile.. there
are the hater chimpanzees
among us.. who still rape
and pillage.. as sure
there is the
epigenetic
potential
for us to
be either
devil or angel..
but angels in
heaven now..
there ain’t nothing
great as that reality
my friend.. as we are the
reality that cares.. once star
dust.. now the magic of Love
incarnate
as
human being Angels..
and that is real my
friend.. in the
real heaven
that can
be now..
oh.. but the
work.. the practice..
never ending to find it
and stay here my friend
is a never ending story
of
NOW
that goes
on…for
NOW..:)

2979

Back to dVerse now for
one more link to
the 44 word
Quadrille
Dancing
verb
poems..
a prompt
of poeTry
that continues
on through Sunday…:)

Dancing addictions feed
what’s missing.. now.. not
just related to drugs.. food..
sex.. or gambling dice.. new
behavioral
addictions ranging
from video games
to other modern
screen addictions..
new poison
of human
mind and
body balanCinG
soUls.. danCinG
feet die under screen
feats.. ‘scream’……….!

PS..
Love iS MisSinG..:)

Back at 6:17 pm..
1222016
with
one more
Quadrille link..

sMiLes.. dancing with
Jesus.. iS a fine way to
move.. sadly many folks
talk the talk.. but never ever
truly dance the dance of Jesus
danCinG iN Truth and liGht..
setting uS free..
am i an only
one seeing
yoUr
dance
partner..
heir apparent..:)

3103

And now off to dVerse
Open Link Thursday..
where almost
anything
goes..
with PoeTry..
except for me..
of course in full
form.. but happily
most people let
me share my
short stuff
in real
time
stream of
conscious
poeTry writing
in mostly micro
expression ways..
on their sites that
are copied here.. and
as always the few who
turn me away.. are only
copied and pasted here..
and identified with
asterisks
so i for one
will have a record
of who inspired
what where
or when..
as empirical
analysis in
rational
thinking is
important to
exercise as well
with heARt of poeTry..
deep deep inside the
human soUl.. expresSinG
emoTion as SpiRit iN
a miNd and boDy
BalanCinG
SoUl
for now..
JUST
now in
the greatest
present that is
all that is NOW..:)

WeLL.. from a male perspective
this rings true of course too.. Now..
when males come up to me exciting
dancing women.. them not realizing
i am almost old enough to be their
grand daddy.. just in it for the
exercise.. asking me how
many times i scored
and i’m
F E E LiNG
no.. you will..
never ever
gain.. a wife
like mine..
so many
lessons
to come
for you..
if they come..
at aLL.. ever..:)

A feeLinG Chalice
without gold am i..
then and now..
heArt sTiLL
iS aLL
that
reAlly
CouNTS..:)

*
All tied up..
i never knew that
possible without rope..
but without miNd and boDy
balance.. the miNd has
little relative free
will to control
a body..
so tension
comes unrehearsed
as dancing partner
of change.. as
stress will
dance
solo
in pulls
of muscle
that never
let go..
so finAlly
my body taught
my mind to relax
fully relax in balance..
but it was a lesson of
the body teaching
the mind
as the
body
iS smArter
iN Feeling..
it takes art
to truly move in
balance.. it never
comes fully until
the words
let
go.. so in
other words the
short cuts to
balance
are far
far away
from lessons..
guidelines
or any
kind of
school
for moves..
one step balances
the other.. i suggest
one step in reverse too..
the rest will come naturAlly
with continuous lifelong
practice..
the body
feels best
in miNd
and boDy
balance…
Words for all practical
intents and purposes
just retard
potential..
those who
move without
rules on sidewalks
of life.. move as Art
never limited
by lines
and angles..
eventually spiraling
no different reAlly than
greatest grand daddy
and grand mamma
we feel..
the
Milky
Way SpiRaling
iN art of US NOW..:)

*
Kinda sad.. it is.. but
my cat Yellow boy
taught me more
lessons of
life.. after
i removed allergies
from my being to have
a cat inside.. yes.. Yellow
boy taught me more lessons
about life.. than 18 years
of school.. and over 30
years of work..
and 55 years
of religion..
simply
’cause
Yellow
Boy ain’t
full of shit
and now we
share.. feel..
and kNow.. the REAL
AND SamE GOD OF NATURE..
little yellow boy
savior..
BIGGER
SAVE
ME..:)

Moving Art
sining sensual
feelings so much
further iNtricacies
sKin
share
danCinG
hands and fingers
iN feat of Love now..:)

*sinGinG sensual..
freUdian
sLip
of
inK
i guess..;)

WeLL.. sounds liKe
peRhaps thE
Wild and
Free Appaloosa
iS now changing
into Thor upon
a horse.. at
least in
my imag
i
NaTioN
alWays
set free..
legEnds
sinG free
upOn ride
oF wiLd horSes..:)

WeLL.. Gemini
heRe stuck in the
middle of twins
on June 6th..
now directly
in-between
two cusps..
tWin
pillars
of endless
possibilities..
who couldn’t
be optimistic
born so close
to the Summer
Solstice iN the
middle of Summer..
forecast on the 20th
until the Doctor reels
me in early.. so he
then can go on
vacation way..
anyway.. 6660
is a miGhty
symbolic
number..
no
less
and more..
it is what it is..
and add in the
1 and 9 of
1960..
comes
complete
oNe standinG
tAll and 9 fAcing
6.. anyWay.. patterns
and free associaTions are
now certainly.. my thing too..:)

Oh.. one of my favorite
things to do is
wriTinG
psalmlets
oF Nature..
wheRe God lives
everywHere aLL at
one now.. so comforting
to be here now aLL wITh GOD..
and nicely expresSinG
sentiments
of God.. you
bRinG here
as weLL.. my
friend..:)

Seven is enough
for now.. break
for flesh and
blood real
world
activities..
on a very
rainy day
sTill fuLL
of joY
alWays
NOW..:)

4:57 pm..
1212016
11:04 pm..
1222016
and back again..
with 7 down and
26 more to go
to get caught
up for now..:)

*
Poems of Whitman
travel near and far..
from human sKin to
Nature dreams..
but never
limited by
opinions
of other
dreams..
a lesson we
could all dream
from with no
expectations
but
dreams
now
as they
frUitrue..:)

SomewHere deep in a WinTery
cave.. timeless ageless
trapped in now..
a draGon
dreams of
anotHeR evernow..
that’s more than
yesternow..
a pLace
wHere
DragoNs
free tHeir WinGs..:)

Candle HeArts SinG
sweet refRains..
WinTer
ways..
FroZen
snowy
flames..
North Breeze
blows pyRinG
briGhter fiRes..
liFe grows
liGht..
dArkest
ashes pass..:)

Flame inside human
Growing bright from
birth… school now
fills this
place with data more
than heARt.. input more
from devices..
electric gLows..
oh.. wheRe does human soUl
go.. when trapped iN 4 iNch
SCREAM..:)

SMiLes.. A smARt
ass beats a
dead ass..
any time
now..
but sure..
THen there iS
sacrifice.. iS..
as well.. for onLy
flesh and blood..
and of course that
sTill leaves a mes
Sage too.. iN
sTill
refRAin..:)

GreaTest difference
between human
and other animals
now.. iS.. one feels
tHeir place..
and the
other
only
knows
the place.:)

Living Nature
Broken homes..
one dies
one grows..
Pyramid
dust..
leaves
green..
Tree of Life..
kNOwledge
Tree.. dead..:)

Struggle primitive..
ancestor strong..
sHell now..
back
bOne..
gOne..:)

*
Words becoming
Love leaving
feeling
behind..
words loving
leave.. feeling
remaining free
and
true..
it’s not
the thought
that counts
feeling
free..:)

*
WeLL.. like
FoRrest Gump
says.. if ya
wanna escape
the past ya run
iN the future now..
i dance instead and
alWays live
dance
now..
in steps
and SonG
of poeTry too..:)

side note begins..
And thIS bRinGS
me to my next
poInt.. onLine
is a strange
place of cold
souls i often
find.. a place
where text replaces
faces.. grins.. frowns..
vocal smiLes and laughter
wHere symbols for non-verbal
expresSioN.. drown out the
human touch and feel of
life more and more..
and sometimes
just a word
mis-
understood..
can be the basis..
to erase.. but of
course.. who
cares.. any
way
when
theRe
is no
human face..
and people wonder
why i show my face
online so much..
haha!
WTF
FTW
i am
a FUCKING
HUMAN AND
i FUCKING
SHOW
MY
FACE..
i am more
than black
and white
text.. mostly
on a Fking
white
screen..
of SCREAM!..
AND truly it’s
funny.. no it’s
sad.. yes… it’s
funny too.. but not
in a haha! way..
rarely
ever do
people who
SHOW THEIR PRESENT
FACE iN Avatars..
treat other
humans
as
less
than human
in the poeTry
world online..
most people
on Facebook
are human
more or
less..
as at least
they show their face..:)

Inspired by a person who lets
me post nice comments on their
site.. but deletes them..
for whatever reason..
with nary an
explanation
to me..
but that’s
okay.. i check
back now.. to see
if folks delete that
after the fact.. just
so.. i myself will no longer
comment there.. since they
are too timid.. just to
ask me not to..
or even
explain
what their
issue even
is with me..
but sure..
there could
be many reasons
for that.. heHE..
posting HERE is
always the solution..
for me at least.. as
it IS a FREE WORLD AT
LEAST.. UNCENSORED FOR
INSPIRATION.. NOW AT LEAST..:)
side note/rant/vent/dis/Gust.. ends…

Feelings die iN clothes
of old and new..
words fade
in new and
old world
clothes
oF dying feelings..:)

iN every shell of cell
exists a memory of
dna.. that
tales
A tell
of chain
of us from now
to SonG of big
bang(s).. old
and new..
a Nautilus
SinGs sOft
sheLL SonG
forevernow..:)

Bird of soaRinG heiGhts..
Bird of balance iN
Beauty’s gRace..
Bird fALLing
riSinG..
Grace
iN bal
ance
middle
NoWways
oF Peace..:)

Well.. that’s
a fresh dozen
of thirteen..
leaving another
Baker’s dozen..
for Saturday
morning..
as
rest for
morrow
comes
peace iN
balance now..:)
1:02 am
1232016…
Back at
12:12 pm..

FroZen iN tHe DArkest
Oceans now oF
uS..
exiSts
SpRinG
StreAms
of Consciousness
riSinG uP.. breaKing
throuGh
sHeets
of iCe
oF
US.. Free.. noW
FlYinG HiGheR alWaYs..:)

Too often happiness
is thought of in words
or silence as a state of
mind over body..
for me at least..
i must dance
free without
instruction..
to ever catch
boDy back
up to miNd
iN balanCe..
wHere theRe
can be a peaceful
eye now oF Hurricane..
in a dance so complex
to the outer eye.. but
ease internAlly wITh
a boDy
that
feels
how..
without
any human
words at aLL..
magic iS possiBle
but free iS magic..
dance.. to me..
@lEast..:)

THere was a now..
not just a short
now.. nows of
66 months all..
wHere ALL noise
was overwhelming.
until i sOught the abLiTy
to find quiEt inside.. now iN
even raving crowds of hundreds
of people dancing slower than i..
the i inside.. is a peaceful
eye of
Hurricane
that is now
i…
First
theRe was
years now
rest.. then..
constant
Re..
creaTioN
wHere i iS
impervIOUs
to ALL OUTSIDE..:)

SMiLes.. all most all religions..
have a common denominator
that we have the truth
and ‘you’ don’t
and haha..
while the
7 chakra thingy..
is certainly a flavor
of the new age thingy..
just another way of focusing
on anything but a way of being
stuck in our frigging heads..
even better yet is forgetting
all words.. just dance FREE..
and come to
the realization
that we are an
inFiniTe UniVerse
as fractal reflection
of the whole.. wheRe
every cell iS an
infinitE chakRa
of never
ending
chaKras
beyOnd
ceLLs
beyonD
aToms
sImply
inFiniTy
floWinG
like a River
iS what we are..
but no.. i for one
wiLL never have the last
word.. oN any of thiS..
and anyone who
thInks they
do..
are
a piece
of dUSt
who canNot
see the flea
sucKing the
life giving
blood
of
a dog
nAmeD
G O D..;)

Oh by the way..
Love this!!!
Brilliant!!!
Well Penned!!!
Excellent!!!
Superb!!!
Perfect!!!
Nice!!!
Great!!!
OH! YOU
are just
the best
F
in
poet
ever….;)

Haha..! don’t
bLame you
for NOT wasting
your time now
commenting
on most
dVerse
poet’s
sites..
and iN
general..
all over
the E-
world
now..
wHere
shalLow
reigns
kinG
of i..;)

My badge of
honor is not
receiving
a comment like
that on anything
i’ve ever written..
except for one
time where a person
on a completely different
site named me as the
‘Perfect Definition
of God’..
but that
site was
named
the
‘Wrong Planet’..
and they actuAlly
meant iT iN a
F
iN
deeper
way than
empty
platitudes..
of come over
and like my stuff too..;)

Yeah.. it’s kinda like
religion.. wHere at the
end of life.. the person
with the most FB Likes..
and $1.99 E-
books sold
gets
to go to
heaven..
hehe..
while some
of us are
here NOW
alReaDy
juSt doin’
iT now!
HA! HA!x2..
[/sarcasm..
saTire.. fuLL
iN ToW].. for Now..;)

When i was young.. haha..
all the way to 53.. i dreamed
of creativity.. yeah.. something
that came out of the inside
of me.. not orchestrated
by instructions outside..
like that one era i
composed a free
floWinG piano
SonG at age
47 with
zero thoughts..
instructions..ugh..
guidelines.. then..
or pre-planned
actions at all..
i’m afraid that
science of
art kills
art
almost
all togetHer..
and ‘trust me’..
E-scaPinG science
was the job of JOB
for me..
and it’s
the reaSoN
i do not lInk
at dVerse anymore..
as i already escaped
my life of
THAT
before..
Art is Free
to me.. but sure..
science before.. as well..
it’s okay to visit science..
but i sure never
wanna
live
there
again..
friend..;)

Well.. it’s 1:27 pm..
still 41F degrees
of Crisp Azure
blue North
Florida skies..
cAlling me to
hell yes..
EScape
the science
of this keyboard
too.. as theRe ain’t
nothing like the Art..
of free floWinG
all Naturale..
as they say..
dance
with Sun
and SAnd..
yeah.. hmm..
the 41F degrees
iS a little challenge
but the SUn alWAys
wArms my
head at
lEast iN
Florida.. cold
from head to toe..
in dance of human
free with God
of allthatis
Nature free
as well
reAlly
WeLL too..
back later.. to
finish this up..
before it’s
time to dance
more iN DANCE
SHOPPING A
WEEKEND
STAYCATION
ALWAYS NOW
FREE
AS FREE
CAN BE
FOR
ME
FOR NOW
AT LEAST..:)

Back at 3:13pm..
and all chilled
out and warmed
up
same..;)

SMiLes.. moon..
mountain tops..
bottoms of mile
deep oceans..
novelty
to visit..
but here i
staycation free..
and every once
iN a while.. even
escape words..
as words
can
be
Novel
too..
hehE..
wITh wInks..:)

27″ inch iMac..
globe of world..
vanilla flavored
metal file cabinet..
Statues of Greek
Gods’esses’ Hebes
and Apollo stand watch
atop a lap-top computer..
in front of 24″ window..
and the saddest
pArt of aLL so
far away
from ART
iS School
and Work
for so many
people is a
metal file
cabinet
that relatively
speaKing is dead
and stays the same..
With Infinity staring now
back from the WiNdow..
i’m here for the essence
of Apollo and Hebes
and forget
the rest..
when
i E-SCAPE
to InFiniTy FREE..:)

sMiLes..
AND so iroNic..
so many ‘people’
and ‘artists’ too.. pRaise
the different unTil tHey
actuAlly ENCOUNTER iT..
In REAL life.. different
scares at least
half the
population
and most of
them rarely
confront
it.. other
than
E-scaping
it… Now..
that’s okay..
as that too is
human nature..
oh.. ah.. but to be
totAlly open-minded
iS to have the Hawk’s view..
no matter iF spiRaLinG the
SuN
iS
StRange
or not..;)

SMiLes.. my friend..
two worlds heRe
below above
but sAMe
sTill.. one
feeling..
one
symbol..
dance iS feeLinG..
words try tHeir best..:)

Divine iN uS..
she lives In he
and her.. as
SpiRit
HeARt
emoTioNs
unfettered
by concrete
grounds that
siNk.. the soUl
now miNd and
BoDy balance
to millstone
below..
ocean
dark..
sHe
iS strong
RiSinG iN
ocean dance..
Us SprinGinG
forward forever
now.. young the
spiRit sHe never
ages
iN
uS
FREE
as dance
wE
NOW..:)

Love
alWays
comes back..
lets go..
alWays
comes back..
calLinG
cALLs
LOVE..:)

Dancing deep iN sOUl
uS.. emoTions
SpiRit relEase
miNd
BoDy
balancE..
musiC oF
Us SonG
free steps
come next
ExpresSinG
heARts
noW
DanCe ALive..:)

SMiLes.. no one FEELS
balance like the equator
of us.. caring more
for the
feeling
and hell
with the
knowing
appearance..
all that’s real
is the mustard
for
now..
for those
of us who
cut iT
iN
EQual pARt..:)

And yeah..
i read it like
Shawna did too..
but.. i have an
‘active’ now
imaGiNatTon
like hers too
and sure
a dog
covered
iN mustard
now and then too..;)

Ah.. the lost and
found books of life..
stoRinG memories
of lost pages..
and words..
finding words
to write.. what
a deliGht.. i am
now a porto-
book
bLog..
wheREver
i go..
digital
art ya
free the
words of me
wHere digit
of finger
and
keyboard
become OnE..:)

SAdly.. modern science shows perhaps
there is no solution for ‘this’.. as
addiction seems to most
often be the lacking end
result of connections
of feeling connections
with others.. the real
elixir in actuAlly
feeling each
other
that never
connects
where the
garden of
Love is not
literAlly then
established
in a bRain of
young
to live
old
so free
as LOVE..
there are no
winners when
Love is not the
Garden of Youth.. my friend.. iT seems…

OH Lord.. 5:44 pm..
all caught up now..
almost time
to publish
now.. but
Dance
Shopping
first.. to
get out of
this screen!..;)
i mean
SCREAM!..;)
KATRINA
SAYS
GET
THE F
iN
FRED
OFF
OF THAT
COMPUTER NOW
PLEASE!!!!!!…
WITH HER HANDS
NOW AROUND mY
NECK!!!!!!!!!!
NOW F.. iN..FRED.. TICKLiNG ME!!

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Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by..
and like a cat who still plays with his or
her toys… public stores.. the gym..
and even Rave Dance is
my playground..
all that is in the environment
are potential targets for play..
and yes.. the stakes are high
as far as missing and
collateral damage
goes.. but now
moving on to
4700 miles
of doing this
now in around
29 months.. as
they say practice
makes muscle memory
automatic.. where it’s kinda
like driving a car on the Interstate
now.. but MUCH MORE FUN.. AS YA
get the human interaction to go along with
it.. ranging.. from excitement.. to chagrin to
perhaps down right terror but i filter who i
am around very carefully and steer far
away from the potential timid
customers.. as that is
how one keeps
their ballet
and martial
arts-like dance
privileges in the
general public
but the more graceful
i get in doing it.. the more
obvious it is i am not
a budding
nut
as it were
or is for now..
hehe.. anyway..
the miNd and boDy
balance i have now
compared to the other
four decades of my life
is incredible.. there just
ain’t nothing like being
totally grounded
to earth iN
balance
WitH gravity
secure.. safe
with trust in
allthatis..
and as
long as
my Karma
is Good to Go
no need to fear
the wrath of what
is in terms of action
and consequence..
i keep it going
positive
to keep
allthatis
answering
back positive
as well.. it is
like reality and
me are best friends
now.. without a doubt
to me at least.. but of
course my sensitivities
to all of Nature are ramped
up like an atomic bomb at
peace.. sMiles.. life is fun
that’s all
i kNow for
me.. but
yes.. still
with compassion
as i know that
other place
all too
well
from
the past..
i’m gonna stay
in heaven.. if Karma
has anything to say
about that my
friend..
with
blessings
and peace
and Unconditional
Courageous and Kind
Love.. as is
for
Now..
Happy
now friend..
be seeing ya all around
of course.. online.. and
yes.. there is not much
i miss..
hehe..
anywheRe
my travels
take me.. and
of course i usuAlly
leave a gift wheRever
i go..
and just
look forward
to the next
destination
of joy or challenge
with CON
FI
DENCE..
in reaLiTy
NOW..:)

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Hi.. Friend Zee.. thanks for coming by
and enjoying my endless azure blue
North Florida Winter skies with me today..
and oh Goodness.. yesterday was a real
downpour.. where my dance parking lot
was all flooded out.. and i even have
updated photos of that in this
blog post now.. as a
counterpart to all those
amazing blue skies.. and i
suppose one reason why i am
happy all the time here.. is it can break
for Summer time and clear skies all year..
really for at least a few days here and there..
and it is kinda nice to finally be
getting some cool temperatures
for a change in season.. anyway..
hope you have a lovely
weekend as well..
friend Zee..:)

6310

Faceboook friend Rafiah..
shares a photo of a group of
women in a classroom attending
Government College Women University
in Sialkot.. Pakistan…

i say..

Wondering if that is Ms. Rafiah.. the
only one wearing a pink burka theRe..
thinking.. yes.. better than
one in two odds..
now.. and also
curious if Pakistan
provides this women’s
only college education for free..
and it must be kinda lonely there
without any males.. but maybe not..
as females
are cooler
anyway..
in my
book..
at least..:)

Rafiah says..

Haha you guessed right, like always.
You are smart. It’s not a free university
but the fee is minimal. There was a male
there, a professor. I was very happily
surprised that day, he said and told
some very amazing things, the
kind of things I often Wonder
about and I felt kind of
special that day like it
was a good sign from
Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon
And that’s not a burka, its a chadder/dupata.
Google the difference. wink emoticon grin
emoticon That’s your favorite thing to do.
grin emoticon

i say..

Hmm.. you kNow.. i never really found out
for sure.. whether that was you or your sister
in the thumbs up photo.. but even though
it looks like a child sized person.. overall..
like your little sister.. yes.. i remember
that your are compact.. and that is
okay.. but yes.. you have
very big eyes in that Pink
Dupatta.. so i’m thinking
Rafiah is the thumbs up
girl in the Grey and Black
Patterned Burka.. with the very
big feminine eyes in her profile photo..
and Wiki says.. the Dupatta is a South Asian
woman’s modest form of dress.. where it can
also be worn as a cape.. like a fashion statement..
and sometimes i forget that Pakistan used to be
part of India until it was divided up.. so women
in India wear this form of modest dress as well…
and yes.. when i was in College i had a male
instructor in philosophy that made me feel
like i was getting special information
associated with God from him..
as well.. so i can relate to that
special feeling too.. that was back
in 1978.. and after that i didn’t worry
quite as much of all about what culture
said i was supposed to do and be.. hmm..
for at a little while anyway.. as enlightenment
like that can come and go to.. with additional
cultural demands like working several more
decades and dealing with that.. but yes.. i
am running on.. here.. rambling as usual..
but not only is Googling different stuff
one of my favorite things to do.. but also..
talking to my dear and very sweet friend..
Rafiah.. from Pakistan.. who i always
get withdrawals from if i don’t
talk to her at least every several
days apart.. so thanks for answering
my questions.. and i’m glad University
has minimal cost there so many women can
attend.. but OMG.. University here is tremendously
expensive.. i’m lucky i had scholarships and financial
help or i would have never obtained my three degrees
way back in 1983.. no way i could have afforded to go..
with the prices the way they are today.. as my Mother
was way too poor to send me.. and my father always
promised too.. like he promised to visit us too..
that never happened toward the end of his life..
but that is another story.. and i guess this one
is long enough for now.. sMiLes and
see ya later.. friend Rafiah..:)

Rafiah says..

Hahaha thats me in the the thumbs
up photo. wink emoticon
Universities here too
are costly, but luckily
mine is cheap one.
Philosophy is
my favorite.

i say..

WeLL.. If
philosophy iS yoUr favorite..
Yes.. wonder.. we are friends..
‘Socrates’.. And yes.. i am ‘Plato’
and welcome to the third cave.. wInks..
Signs.. a Clown..smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

It is my favorite, but unfortunately i am
not well read and aware about the subject
as I want to. I dont get the time. But
may be in future. smile emoticon

i say..

Smiles.. my friend..
KNowing and feeling you..
i’m sure you will as all the
resources are available..
free.. online..
smile emoticon

Rafiah says..

Fiction and literature
have become the need now.

i say..

The human seeks to be free..
iN art over science..smile emoticon

Oh by the way.. i wore my green elemental
chemistry shirt again.. So free as art
of science now..smile emoticon

Rafiah.. shares this Ted Talk Video
in problems.. BIG PROBLEMS..
FOLKS HAVE IN UNDERSTANDING
THE ORIGINAL INTENT
OF THE ISLAM
KURAN..

i say..

There is a nature of human
that can discern the subtle in life..
in metaphors of beauty.. and there is a
Nature of human that mostly sees literal and concrete..
and there lies the problem in both truth and lies..
in infinite ways of seeing meanings in words…
as at essence all words are only metaphors
for the essence of Truth and LiGht..
and i’ve explained this before..
to both concrete thinkers and
true original artists..
one says it’s gibberish..
and the other understands it
as crystal.. clear.. as a running brook..
of knowledge and FEELING that never ends..
and that is obviously where Muhammad was..
until someone concrete set him in hate..
and that is what concrete thinkers do best..
as they often.. can neither feel or express the
human emotion of Love that would never ever.. harm
another hair on Allah’s head.. unjustified of course..
problem is.. though.. books are only as good as the message
they deliver.. so half the audience or so.. misses the message..
as in reality and human nature about half the audience is mostly
concrete thinkers beyond the potential of poetic art of heARt..
that’s free.. and most all True Poets connect to the words
of the UniVersal Poet.. that sure.. we can name as Allah..
or whatever we like.. as the essence iS REAL..
and paintings of all types.. including words..
more beautiful in Arabic of course..
attempt to capture the essence of
the UniVersal Poet iN Art..
one doesn’t have to read that
to see it.. IF they see further
than concrete squares and angles
that restrict beauty to sidewalks of life..
both in concrete and words.. my friend.. but the
bottom line is this.. no one will ever truly read
the Kuran or the Bible unless they speak the
language of the original text.. so we
Americans are more or less left
out of the entire ‘shooting match’
of real as is.. so that is why i write my own..
as i neither speak the original message of either
of those languages outside of English..
there was never ever a THE ONLY son of
God in the Greek text of the bible..
before.. the translation of that
from what was before.. it was
A son of God.. but of course..
it was to someone’s advantage to
promote Jesus into an office he never claimed..
so as most always the concrete thinkers.. twist
the words to their concrete advantage.. and Love
is what gets left hitchhiking the meaning of life..
outside of the book.. of greater Truth and LiGht as
originAlly intended.. but it is next to impossible
to get anyone who has a mind set in concrete
to budge an inch.. as quite frankly they
are scared to live.. anywhere else but
lies.. the human condition.. amazing..
and scary as literal hell..
in dreams and nightmares
of human imagination..
both concrete and
metaphor.. still now..:)

7562

My friend from Facebook.. matter of fact.. my very
first friend from Facebook.. who was the only one
who could understand me.. first.. during my
incredible stint with assessed permanent
lifelong disabilities.. in both
legal and medical
terms..
shares
the article
link above..
she is also
on the Autism Spectrum..
but doesn’t want her friends
to know.. so i keep her name
anonymous.. when i’ve talked
about her in the past..
anyway.. the
Autism
Spectrum was
a non-issue compared
to the other issues of
disability i faced..
and the
‘sick woman’
article linked above
is a societal stress
related condition
that can befall
any canary
in the
coal
mine in society
and is befalling
so-called normal
born folks too.. as
society continues
to grow more
insane in
what it
expects
humans to be
as more machine
than human.. just
like cogs in a machine
with heArt that continues
to be repressed and oppressed..
by most all cultural ways that come now…
anyway this is my response to her share on FB..
Invisible disabilities.. are among the most difficult
challenges in life.. as sure i can relate for 66 months..
as a ‘sick woman’.. and in my early 20’s as well.. as hard
as that might be for folks to believe now.. on the polar
opposite end of that spectrum.. and yeah sure..
so-called technical bi-polar disorder as well..
so yes.. recovery is possible too..
as i for one had zero hope for that
before.. and i for one.. feel that chronic
social stress.. and stress in general.. can be
the root ’cause of much of this.. but the question remains..
how does one escape.. i was fortunate.. to be practically a lawyer too..
to win my own case from the start.. with zero help from anyone else..
for disability benefits.. where folks around me told me.. just pull up
your boot straps.. things could be worse.. yeah.. sure.. two
years before i was diagnosed with the suicide disease..
the worst pain known to humankind.. type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. a totally invisible
disorder that only the person who has it
can see..with a dentist drill without
any painkiller that will work.. in
one’s face.. and in my case..
my eye and ear.. and 18 other disorders..
many auto-immune related.. the system is
favored toward the intellectually smart..
the fate for a person.. who does not
have that gift.. is often one..
as homeless… or worse…
it’s way too complicated..
for the average person to
navigate.. and that is the
part that is also far from fair or justice…

7987

SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
the greaTest Love/Empathy..
iN my opinion.. does come from
the challenges of life.. the stress..
disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
who will tell us.. we do not deserve
to exist.. sadly.. some folks
turn to darkness..
when these challenges
come.. but for those who never
give up.. even if.. there are no little
voices from Loving people who can
see the liGht iN a homeless person
from this earth of cultures
that no longer
match
the eYes
of Wisdom that
can come through
the victory instead of
vengeance over life’s
dArk.. with LiGht.. the
human SpiRit to survive
is great.. and pARt of why
the greaTEst liGhts of human
often come from the dArkest
challenges that
we all face
to some degree..
and perhaps the greaTEst
challenge is not being challenged
enough.. as there is no bliss as great
as the Victory of liGht that conquers
dARk.. wheRe one even understands
and forgives those who continue
to ignore or transgress
the survivors
among us..
who
die hard
and are still
energizer bunnies..
with greater liGht
than ever before..
you are a liGht
my friend.. now
who continues
to grow.. and
wheRever i
see this
liGht
i for
one
do
not let
go of that
friendship
iN liGht.. my
friend.. Zee..
and sure.. sometimes
i have to travel literAlly
thouSands of miles iN a
split second to find iT
online
with
great fortune
as well.. and
that’s the best
thing about online..
it is a big small
world
now..
to find those
who can at least
relate to different
challenges
and
survival..
now in liGht..:)

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So easy it was for me.. before my middle age illnesses to express Love.. at least with my eyes.. before shades became a necessary accessory to painfully/comfortably see in life.. and
the statement about the inevitable coldness of life in later age.. as far
as feeling worse.. does not seem to apply to some folks.. and
my father was one of those.. who refused to stress or
worry.. for he was simply fearless.. and perhaps
in part that came from the challenge of
working in Law Enforcement for
46 years.. but his identical
twin brother seemed the
same.. in cool
James Bond
style
of everything
was A-okay in life..
but of course not saying
he was a perfect man.. as
he had very little ability to
express emotions.. but
there were times
that i wished
so much to
trade my
love for his
fearless way of
being.. as Lord knows
my anxiety was every bit
as strong as my Love through
most of life.. in a vague way
of being uncomfortable
in my own skin..
while my
father always
wore his as the
most leisure of suits..
hmm.. getting that fearless
pArt is truly the complement
of Love that works.. and my father
never really looked old in terms
of fragility.. to his dying day
standing up strong.. at age
81.. whereas i
by that time
had already
practically
seen death
and life worse
than the weakest
invalid in any nursing
home before age 48..
but still.. theRe iS Love..
oh.. the gift of Love..
but i suppose
with fearless
one may
not have
to fall
to the illusory fears
of culture and life in
general.. so i guess
Fearless and Love
iN many ways
tie.. as equal
virtues of Life..
the Fearless allows
one to live long and prosper
and the Love allows one to
live well
iN being
iN balance
without the
fear.. iN Magic..
and no my father’s
life was not magic..
it was just peace..
and that is
a goal
that most
folks these
days never even
find.. without a fathom
of what living in the magic
of Fearless Love is really like..
no different than any heaven i for
one can
imagine
now..
so.. here’s a toast
to no illusory Fears
with Love.. the bread
and water of magic life
when mixed iN
balanCinG
pArtS..
and as far as
politics goes..
as science shows
now.. humans are innately
conservative or liberal.. and
they vote with their nature moreover
the individual merits or failures of the
political system at hand.. i do my duty
to vote.. but politics is a soap opera
that is rather easy to catch
up on.. every six months
or so.. to find that
nothing much
has changed
as far as
real
substance..
the endless conflict
that WILL NEVER BE
RESOLVED.. for the
nature of the human
conservative
vs.. open
mind..
is a
mindless past time
to consume.. to escape
other issues of life.. but
knowing.. the inevitable
outcome will not change..
finally… as yes it took me
somenows.. to figure out
human nature more completely..
is enough for me to consider
politics.. as not different..
than the flower that
fades and colors
alternately
in the seasons
of the year.. i for one
am born SUPER LIBERAL..
in most every way.. and i for
one.. live in a SUPER CONSERVATIVE
AREA.. AND NATION in general.. where
hardly anyone can understand my ways
of life.. but hey..
the reward
is the Nirvana..
a gift i wish i could
give everyone else..
but not a gift that most folks
even care
to take
or possibly
undertand
exists
for now..
it does.. now..
and i for one prove
what is possible.. whether anyone
listens to heaven or not..
it is real now..
for me at least..
as hell was
before..
i can never afford
for one second to believe
that anything is impossible
and that state of mind is the
possibilities of the state of
now in positive mindset
that makes the
fruition of
the heaven
i experience now
as REAL AS HELL
BEFORE.. so much
in religion is true.. if folks
can get past all the tribal stuff
of myths and vehicles and vessels
as such that house the truth and liGht..
and also sadly ’cause much division.. aggression..
violence.. and oh MY GOD WORLD WAR III THAT
SOME SO-CALLED GOD FEARING FOLKS ARE
LOOKING FORWARD TOO.. TO END THE
WORLD NOW.. I DON’T USE THE F
WORD VERY MUCH BUT THAT
IS FUCKING INSANITY
BUT SADLY
MOST
EVERYONE
WHERE I LIVE
THAT ONE TALKS
TO ON THE STREET
IS LOOKING FORWARD TO
THE FUCKING END OF THE
WORLD.. the conservative
state of mind..
is truly a dangerous
one.. that would wish
for annihilation through
the paraphrasing of
a several thousand
year old
book.. ’cause
someone told
’em it is true..
OH MY GOD.. FUCKING
DOLPHINS ARE INCREDIBLY
SMARTER THAN HUMANS.. THEY
CAN BOTH ELIMINATE PREDATOR
SHARKS.. AND NOT WISH TO DIE
AT THE
SAME
TIME..
ENJOYING
LIFE NOW.. WITHOUT
EVEN EVER THE THOUGHT
OF ANYTHING BUT PLAYING
LIFE
NOW..
unless you trap ’em in a tank
alone.. like society does to so many
folks now.. dolphins refuse to be held
hostage like this and would
rather
die than
not live
free
moving
connecting
playing with
other dolphins
now.. instead..
swimming then
to the bottom of
the dolphin tank..
documented in marine
science and never returning
to the top.. meanwhile folks with
so-called happy families and love..
are wishing
that a fiery
end to life
comes
now..
anyway.. again..
it’s human nature and
human is only as smart
overall as nuclear weapons
drop….
anyway..
i find the species
sad and amusing and
if i didn’t know or feel
others further than my
local community.. by
moving out in the
online world..
of the bigger
world.. the idea
that i am a star-child seed or
whatever.. becomes somewhat
plausible.. but the truth is.. i just
live in an insane local community..
truly insane.. and that
is all..
my home
is the real
place.. a living
earth in balance
with me now.. and
the rest of allthatis
open minded and FUCKING FREE..
HAHA.. a maNiFesto wherever i go
FREE.. hehe.. particularly here
where wisdom
rains like
pearls
of
liGht..
with Love my
good friend
gigoid..
perhaps the
closest person i
know to the God i feel
and know.. online.. at least..
from the United States.. as
most folks in the poetry world
i associate with.. are introverted
conservative.. bible oriented
folks.. and my assertion that
Jesus is JUST A HUMBLE
MAN.. is surely the
best way
not to
get any
United States
likes on my blog..
But as they say..
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT
WILL SET YA FREE INTO
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
NOW..
THAT IS
TRULY REAL..
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
WOULD BE THE FUCKING FUNNIEST
THING OF ALL.. IS IF I WAS JESUS
REINCARNATED…
BUT THE BIGGER
TRUTH IS.. ‘HE SAID’
ANYONE COULD
BE
LIKE
HIM..
and even
greater iN
terms of
human
potential..
LIKE BE LIKE
MICHAEL JORDAN..
IN TERMS OF BASKETBALL..
yes.. there is only one.. Michael
Jordan and Jesus.. but sure there
eventually will likely be a
better basketball
player
too..
wITh
wInks..
and hmm.. that’s
over 1200 words..
not often one leaves
a blog post like this
on another blog
post of
close to
equal length..huh..
with wInks again..
but what i’ve come
to find out with empirical
evidence too.. is when i get
out there on the dance floor
with all the wild and free ‘nymphs’
and i say that in historical mythical
terms of respect.. and not sexual
depravity.. and i dance as wildly
as perhaps anyone has ever
danced in a dance hall
in my local
conservative
area.. at least..
my creativity
ramps up
incredibly
the next day..
as obviously it changes
my brain chemistry greatly
in terms of what is A driving
force behind human
creativity..
and amazing
that not unlike
our so-called
primitive
ancestors
it is a dance now
of literal all natural
ecstasy with other
folks dancing in this
way for hours on end..
that brings the vision quest
and associated findings to the
surface of human conscious mind..
it just fucking makes sense.. common
fucking.. intuitive sense.. the gift of over
14.5M fucking years.. of struggle and survival
encoded still
in our DNA
as we my friends
are the books of creation
set free in flesh and blood
womanifest expression of
God
sAMe as
WeNOW..
You already told me
you dance.. and truly
a slow dance works
as well as a fast
dance
as long
as it is in balance
that escapes the
mechanical worrying
problem solving human
state of hell.. now.. so
sure
FUCKING
DANCE FREE
FOLKS.. OPEN UP
YOUR MIND.. ‘CAUSE
HEAVEN IS WAITING FOR
YA.. NOW.. JUST FUCKING NOW..
okay.. that’s over 1500 words.. and did
you know that when you get over 9800
or so.. that the word press formatting
falls apart.. in the comments section
if it is in one comment..
hehe.. i did that
before.. and
found out..
i have
to wonder
if anyone else
has ever done that
too.. i’m thinking no..
for whatever reason.. no..
and i’ve left about 5000
words on SOHEIR’S
LAST TWO
POSTS in
Total.. SO
YOU ARE NOT
ALONE.. haha..
see ya later..
in words
of more
maNiFesto
wheRe everyday
is a feast of steps
and words for me..
at
least..:)

SMiLes.. my friend.. your blog
is a real treasure.. to me
in both liGht as Love
and Wisdom
as Truth..
as in any painting
all brush strokes count
and when the painting is finished
every hair of the brush is essential
to the finished product.. i treasure
every human as every hair on
that brush of art..
and there is
not much
in life
i for
one see as
random.. if not more
than the FACT that human
can create meaning and purpose
in all of life if human sets both logic
and heart into play of balance of
Fearless Unconditional Love..
when i go to Catholic
Church on Sunday
morning.. while
i do not
agree with
all the details it is
REAL TO ME..
that the
sacred
text has hidden
meanings that are
as clear as any
azure blue
day to me..
but before..
i for
one..
lost all
my fears.. with
total open-mindedness..
i did not see so freely before..
and i for one know for sure.. that
many voices contributed to what
eventuAlly has become the
remaining still truths
and liGhts in
the New
Testament..
but they are there
for people with open minds
that can see through the metaphors
of hidden truth and liGht hidden on
purpose.. as callous hearts.. can
not read figurative language
any other way than
literal most
often
as even
science shows..
as the language of a
psychopath can be measured
by how little emotional flavor
are attached to words
of metaphor
there..
and yes..
these are the folks..
the leaders and the rulers..
in control of what gets censored
here or there.. in history then and now..
so deeper metaphors have always been
an efficient means.. including myths..
and such.. to vehicle and vessel
the house of Truth and liGht
much further into the
future coming
now.. from then..
anyway.. what i know
and feel for sure now.. in
my own life.. is that change
starts with the heArt for most
folks moreover logic..
and religion at
core is
extremely
influential in power..
as around 2.2 Billion
folks adhere to a Christian
way of thinking.. and 1.6 billion
folks adhere to a Muslim
way of thinking.. yes
mostly feeling around
the world.. to around
half the global
population now..
albeit in poorer countries
of course.. as when social welfare
programs are rich.. there is fewer needs
for the social support that religions provide
in organized and charitable ways to their
congregations and beyond.. and truly
per the gnostic Jesus.. there is
not much difference and
more similarities
in the Yogi
way of
believing
without a literal
name for God as
allthatis.. as Jesus spoke
of God as the living one inside
in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas..
for whomever originally reported it
or wrote those words that of course
are true.. as Star Dust is now us..
as even science shows now..
i do my best to speak
the religious
languages of
other folks where i visit
them.. and perhaps A most
excited expression of worship
for the God of Nature can be found
in a video titled a ‘Symphony of
Science’ as provided
here..

Yes.. the truth is we are all connected
to each other.. and the rest of Nature
as the cosmos unto itself.. per
paraphrased words in
the video.. by
great
scientist
and philosopher
Carl Sagan.. whose
writings also contributed
to one of my favorite movies
named ‘contact’.. where the
inner Universe becomes
the one to explore
verses miles
away
outside of us..
miles of way outside of
us.. is truly inside of us same..
as well as above so below and
all around.. and as
Richard Feynman
says in the video
Nature.. the
Incomprehensible
with endless imagination
will always keep humans
guessing the more we learn about
her.. they all could be the gnostic
Jesus in modern scientist
clothes.. it’s just now
they have evidence
for the grand beauty
of Nature always
worth worshipping
whole as one..
as God stands
before as now..
and we see and feel
more of God than ever
before.. in terms of science
and of course those among us
who have once again found our
primitive roots.. in instinct and intuition
of what is recorded in our DNA from the
origin of what
is is..
as cosmos
and beyond
words of Nature
as God’s imagination
more.. language is all
metaphor.. even modern
linguists agree this is true now..
it is not surprising.. that folks without
a word for Nature will call Nature GOD
instead of Nature the less but as far as
semantics and syntax goes.. for what we
know of science.. Nature as God is more
beautiful.. amazing.. mysterious.. and
liGht AND DaRK than the old
and new testament
folks could
imagine then..
as real at least..
not everyone has the ability
to discern these truths and lights
and discerning them makes the God
of Nature.. ever more powerful and
big than any
religious
text of
past
ever
did..
God is always
changing and groWinG
it is only human that
would hide God
in a book..
page
word
or
letters now
alone and
before we get
to 5000 words here
today.. as hmm.. we’ve
moved well over 2000 now
to equal your blog post of around
2600 words or so.. so the job is done
for now.
hehe..
as there is
always another
book to write tomorrow
as my book iS forever
now unabridged
my friend..
with hopeful
bridges to other
heARts for positive
change in Fearless Love
that starts one human at
a time within.. and i keep in
mind that it only takes one word
to change a human being.. as this
writing journey of min(e)(d).. where a word
has taken me now to UniVerses beyond then..
was simply the
utterance of the
word in FB.. PM..
Synesthesia.. by my
first friend on Facebook..
who befriended me at the
end of my rope.. where almost
everyplace i had gone.. would
not accept me..
for the different
i was then..
and even
more different
now.. hehe..
but anyway..
that one word
led to the first manifesto
in my about section on my
blog.. so whenever i write one
word or 11 million i know and
feel the potential power
of what even
one of
those words
can do for others
without even any
pre-planning
or conscious
awareness of
it.. there is
no word
or step
too small
or large.. now..
to change the world
for better.. and sure worse
too.. as dArk and liGht flow
wheRever that goes..
i’m just here
to add
a verse
to the
UniVerse as is..
to paraphrase
the ‘Dead
Poet’s
Society’
that is fully
alive here.. my friend..:)

SMiLes.. my friend..
as i gRow older i look
foRward to dancing slower
as much as faster now..
as long as iT
flows iT
goes.. oN
as river
now.. back and
forth to oceans
that never end
beyond the
visual
horizons
of nows..
my friend..
inside.. outside
above.. so below
and ALL AROUND
when i dance i AM
tHe UniVerse OnE
sAMe alWays now as iS
ever chanGinG FloWinG NOW..:)

10,977

All 80K or so photos.. many of which still live in
photo stream.. on my blogs.. as sequentially
done.. as life comes.. almost all..
and are virtually never
touched up with
any special
effects of
photo editing
beyond a crop
here or there to
fit a profile photo
or whatever.. and this
guy here.. is now worth
literally highlighting here..
as almost every time i go now
to Seville Quarter he videos
me dancing to share on his
Social Media.. as most every
one i meet in the general public
says.. hey.. i saw you at Barnes
and Nobles.. Target.. Walmart..
etc.. dancing on Facebook.. on
my friend’s page.. shared as
such as people love to do
these days.. as most every
one is self-employed
as a candid camera
media handler
sharing life
always as
a reality show
now..and most of
them have no idea
that i perhaps.. share
more of me.. than anyone
they can imagine does any
where on the Internet and
i do mean LITERALLY
ALL OF ME.. HEHE..
WITH NO SECOND
thoughts of
regrets..
as this is
what truly free
human beings do..
Share with Fearless
Love Free.. until culture..
religion.. and politics..
etc.. take that away..
and yes.. make
no mistake..
Real Human
Freedom is
still more
possible in
the U.S. who
learn to balance
the demands of culture
with a life truly balanced
as Free.. if i can do it now
i kNow most other folks
can do it too..
if they escape
enough of
religion..
culture..
and
politics
to truly be
REAL FREE
CHILDREN OF
GOD BORN AGAIN..:)

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A pound of wiSdom
iS the cure of experience..
Thanks God.. for Google..
For i can find out if someone
quoted the UniVersal Poet
whose name is Truth and
liGht.. first.. Or
paraphrased..
Who resides iN
ALL experience..
Both human and
other creature.. As is.. et..al..:)

As far as i and Madonna.. Know
and FeEl.. ThIs Truth and LiGht
iS the True Timeless.. Ageless..
Illuminati.. Gifted by and to
ALL THAT IS aka God
and infinite numbers
of other ‘bible’ metaphors..
InfiNiTy grIns With Truth
and LiGht.. iN uS..:)

Reference SonG by
Madonna named ‘Illuminati’..
HiGhly inSpiRaTioNal for uS iN
the REAL kNow and Feel of GOD..
The UniVersal Poet.. aka Emily.. Et..al..;)

Yes.. and God wInks.. Too..:)

That was rather short for me.. wasn’t iT..
And albeit dOne first in paragraph style..
lacking ‘normal’ punctuation of course
as semi-colons are silly to me..
as language doesn’t stop
and start iT flows
like a River..
at least
iN UniVersal
style of living
free.. hehe..
this is a hiGhly
inspiRinG collection
of words you bRinG
here.. like RinGs of
Lord.. so kNow that
i am not typing with
one finger on mobile now..
lacking the more creative
rest of my left hand too..
here’s more from me..
as you likely know..
Puff the Magic
Dragon could
be a
metaphor
for the
man of
Galilee
named Jesus
now.. and wow wouldn’t
the thought/feeling of Jesus frolicking
instead of getting crucified for going
against the gRain of order then be so
much more deliGhtful.. i must agree..
that a purple dragon.. Jesus..
kinda like Barney.. is such
a nicer.. less sacrificing
story than a GOD man
nailed to a cross..
but the saddest
truth iS.. iF
Jesus wasn’t
made into a magical sacrificed
dragon.. his words.. whatever
is left of that UniVersal Poet
from his mouth would have
never been attributed to
him.. just to Emily
and infinite others
heRe and tHere and
everywheRe the UniVerse
SinGS free iN children
of and iS ALLTHATIS..
Christ.. that’s a cool
word for illuminati too..
as expresSinG as human
too.. and sure to make iT one
man iS insane.. but of course humans
have this thingy about Loving tHeir favorite
Quarterback of the local football team.. so
we have the sport of religion.. first to replace
football.. and Jesus to replace the favorite
Quarterback then and still now with
Football.. and favorite manly Quarter
backs too.. as that Tribal Instinct
thingy to conserve resources..
small or large.. is a mighty
powerful.. Nature thingy..
all Natural too..
the most ironic
pArt of all perhaps..
is it seems.. that if you
lived back in them days of
Jesus.. he probably would have
selected you as another one of
his politically incorrect against the
order of the day UniVersal poet dudes
too.. speaking of the wisdom that lives
within the experience of us.. with sure
that LiGht of Love stuff too.. as of
course it is the essence that
counts not the words
that house
or exist
as Truth
and LiGht..
now or then…
only ironic of course..
for the label of atheist..
and on a personal note
speaking of dealing with
the order of the day.. my favorite
pArt of the two of three clinical letters still
assigning me to the lot of the permanently
disabled among us.. in one of those it says
‘he’ cannot function optimally in society.. of course
with diagnoses specific to the ‘mind’ issue of
Asperger’s and Bi-Polar NOS.. with one
Doctor narrowing iT down to type
one flavor.. technically that’s
true as far as paper work
goes.. and i have to
admit.. back in the
day before
i got
more
experience of Wisdom
too.. hiring someone with
Bi-polar.. and Autism..
would make me
a little
cautious
too.. but i never wanted
to manage folks anyway for
reasons just like that..
too much
empathy
here for all of
the human condition
to turn humans away on
the street.. as it were and
still is now.. overall.. at least..
but seriously how often when a child
is dropped in our cultures does that child
really get a chance to function optimally per all
his or her human potential.. it varies of course.. depending
on how closed-minded the culture is overall.. some folks..
particularly women.. are restricted to opening and
closing their legs.. insert penis.. in and out..
when reaching a certain age.. have children
and that’s it.. but of course not all
women are cut out to
have children..
and the
children
of the
women.. forced
into institutional
rape.. suffer at the
mother who is not cut
out to nurture children.. and
then we get.. cold hearted kids both
in a genetic and environmental way..
future suicide bombers.. terrorists..
and perhaps serial killers too..
and administrators of
countries like
GW.. too..
and no..
i don’t really
think i for one..
was cut out to have
kids either.. the sacred
clown thingy.. two spirit..
and all of that.. is obviously
my destiny now.. and that is
cool.. as appropriate social
roles are the path
to world
peace..
for those
who are fortunate
enough to fulfill tHeir
innate potential now..
and the greaTEst news
is.. the rebels.. of the world
are many of the one’s who bRinG
technological advancements to take
us way out of our restricted local areas..
no matter what country we are in.. to experience
MORE MORE MORE WISDOM AND TRUTH..
YES.. TRUTH AND LIGHT.. THE ILLUMINATI
AND CHRIST LIGHT
METAPHOR POTENTIAL
IN ALL OF US..
NOW..
jesus.. i’m pretty
sure.. the real jesus
would be jumping up and
down.. saying.. see.. i told
y’all heaven was possible..
great job.. UniVersal
Poets.. now
keep up
the Good
GOD
WORK
NOW..
iN
TRuTH
and LiGHT..
WE ARE FINALLY
FREE.. weLL at
least some
of uS
anyway..
sMiLEs
and wINKS..
i no longer function
according to the rule
and order of society
FALSE.. CHRiST
iS now
ME!..
TG FREE!
frolicking
to my
purple
dragon
MAGIC
CONTENT..
and as a final anecdotal
note.. as often happens when
i do my lap around the entire
Seville Quarter complex after
i rave dance for a solid three
hours with not even a
water break..
inevitably some
young folks in their
early 20’s come up
to get to know me a
little better
in words more
than steps.. and they
often fist bump me first..
and most always tell me
that they wish so much they
could have fun in life all the time
like i do WITH ZERO EXCEPTION
ALWAYS LIKE A BRIGHT AND
SHINY STAR.. i’m para-
phraSinG a little
of course..
but that
matches
the look in tHeir
eyes.. when they too..
are feeling the truth and
liGht of me.. FACE TO
FACE.. EYE TO EYE
(:..with shades..;)
WE BECOME
ONE FORCE
OF HUMAN
TOGETHER
FOR A
MOMENT
OF A PRESENT NOW..
and the truth and liGht..
IS.. no one.. and i do mean
NO ONE.. EVER WILL FORGET
THE LESSON i BrINg TO THEM..
THAT AGE.. GENDER.. DISABILITY
OR NOT FUCKING EVEN MENTAL
FUCKING ILLNESS
iS A BARRIER
TO FUCKING
BEING
FREE
AND FUCKING
HAPPIER THAN FUCKING
ANY FUCKING OTHER PERSON
ON THIS FUCKING PLANET NOW..
but of course i didn’t tale them that
they already
saw iT
IN
my feat
of dancing
free as GOD…
Crazy has its
perks..
hehe..
here iN
HEAVEN..:)

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While.. ‘some’ sleep..
Yellow Boy watches..
oN a BlankEt oF Peace..:)

And yeS..
Truth and liGht
REAL ILLUMINATI
iS Both Science and
arT iN
aWE
soME
BalanCe..:)

Betcha a Lotto ticket.. i was the
most colorful human being
the employees
AND CUSTOMERS
saw aLL FULL MOON
Saturday at
Good Old
Winn Dixie
Supermarket
AIsle Styles..wInk emoticon

And yes.. been tryin’ to
teach Spidey man..
a few new moves..
but he’s having
problems
with
change
for now..
it seems..wInk emoticon

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Hi Shawna.. just back from another Weekend
day of Marathon Dance Shopping at over
13 miles.. today and yesterday.. so yeah..
it did take two days to make the full
marathon.. hehe.. anyway..
i hate typing on
Mobile.. so
i always
wait to come
home to use
two hands here
to get the flow
going and i know
you feel what i mean
by flow.. and yes.. oh yes..
yes.. yes.. some songs elicit
such wonderful positive emotions
that
i can listen
listen listen.. dancing
to the song in all the shopping
stores.. for hours on end.. particularly
when they are as great as the
“Adventure of a Lifetime”
by ‘Cold Play’.. as
i am kinda like
a dancing
Bonobo
anyway
hehex2..
so i think i’ll use
that song again for
the beginning theme
SonG.. for my next
epic post
here..
and nice to
highlight our
interaction first in
the reality show in
poeTry that continues
to be my life online
haha..
with sMiles..
of course..
and hmm..
i’m not much of a planner
for stuff.. but yes.. i
do my best to
be the
life of
the party wherever
i go.. and certainly mission
accomplished in places like
malls and Barnes and Nobles..
as hahax3.. i may be
the only 55 year old
dude who dances
a strange style
of martial
arts and
ballet like
dance and reads
full books while
listening to
music
at
the same
time too..
it increases my focus..
and today i read an entire
Dummies book on poeTRy..
so maybe now i will finally understand
what all the text book definitions of what this
and that and the other kind of poetry is.. but
quite honestly i don’t give a crap.. as i am
never gonna
be a professional
football player anyway..
hehex3.. or hahax2..
cause i missed a
number of
laugh
up there
somewhere..
yeah.. gotta
sharp
pencil..
but i try to keep
it as dull as possible
so i do not go insane
in perfectionist
dum
ways
like earlier
in my life..
where all the bricks
had to be in a perfect
straight line around
flower beds
for life
to make sense..
life leads me now..
for fun.. and i no longer
try to have a choke hold on it..
and OMG hanging loose is so
much more fun.
than the
strangle
of uptight
then..
hmm.. what else..
oh yeah!.. to answer your
questions.. yeah.. diabetes in
general.. sucks.. our grey cat Moby
is suffering with it now.. too much
sitting down.. all his life
where Love
and Dinner
was all
is life..
still so sweet..
but sadly too many
cat treats.. and now he
can hardly make it around
on his hind legs at only age
10.. anyway.. really hate to
see stuff like that happen
to school age children
knowing
that in
middle age
they will probably
be in those Walmart
carts.. like so many
people from
where i live..
and i try
to set a dancing
example for them..
for the joy of art in
movement but i guess
most of the older folks just
wanna wait ’till heaven after
life.. instead of having it
JusT now..
like me
and other
folks who
dance life..
instead
of growing
old.. in one
spot.. life moves
in so many ways.
both in art and feeling
when we dance free..
with no sidewalks
to hold
us
back
and down..
in straight lines
of still
in hell
now…
and oh yeah. i love
the eccentricities and silliness
of folks.. it is so endearing.. and
that is why i always look forward
so much to hearing from you ..
Shawna.. as you are
a treasure
of a unique
human being
to me.. who has
always brought a smile
to my face.. everynow
i see the new
user name
that is my
friend Shawna
still now.. anyway..
i checked again to
make sure your blog
is still there.. so i am gonna
hurry up and finish this now.. finAlly
so you will know.. i still Love the stuff
that you write and link there in terms
of music and poeTry
now.. my friend..
oh yeah.. i am
a court jester..
but i don’t get
paid by any
court.. i
choose
my
own
places
to play that
role.. and OMG
so much fun
it is to
be a clown/
sacred fool/
modern
court
jester
or whatever
i may be for now..
and yes you are
a F in Great poet
to me..
seriously..
no joke
from a
clown
here.. on that
one.. my friend.. Shawna..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/weyes-of-god-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

http://www.nydailynews.com/new-york/manhattan/manhattan-guyfi-booth-men-relieve-stress-article-1.2499002

My understanding is that hot cats.. can cool
and heat up.. many times in just one day..
so maybe it’s not necessary to have
another cat
or mustard
covered dog
to warm up..
but anyway..
hehe.. your
fiery post reminded
me of another blogger
friend.. who highlighted
the article above about
a statistic on 39%
relief.. and a
special
warm-up
faux booth
to get the job done..
and called it pathetic..
and oh BOY.. lots of
comments were
generated
by that
one for
sure..
i still haven’t
got around there
yet.. to provide the
link about the faux
booth yet.. as she
seemed to
think it
was the real
deal.. and of course
it is illegal to do that
in public of course..
just another
Internet
myth..
i guess…
And crap that’s a real
issue for a young Catholic
boy.. when i was young..
as guilty
pleasures
becomes
the standard
instead of just
pure relief.. sMiLes…
PoeTry.. the art of
not saying
something..
wINks.. aGaiN..
oh.. and thanks
for linking a ‘Symphony
of Science’.. that is a reAlly
sexy video.. you are correct..
as the connection of the human
heARt.. and the rest of sPiRit
expreSsinG Nature.. as miNd
and boDy
BalanCinG
soUl.. now..
iS the best
non-messy
way to get
the job
of Love
dOne..
my friend..
Shawna.. all the
time now.. and
‘this’ is just one
of those
poems..
that is
yEarning
now for a
comment..
i guess.. too..
and i did review
all of your poetry
and other stuff too..
so interesting.. and
always surprises that
come.. when Shawna’s
iMagiNation is set
free
from
home
schooLinG..
sMilEs..
wITh
fury
purring sweet..
kitties.. my friend..
oh yeah.. meeting
humming birds
dark green
and blue
with
forked
tongues
too.. now..;)

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Ah.. so nice to see friend ‘circle of quirks’ here..
she is a real phenomenon.. and of course
so are you friend.. ’cause i’ve interacted
with literally tens of thousands of
folks if not over 100K in the
last 5 years or so..
all over online..
and you two
are definitely
two of my very favorite ones..
as i can say anything to ya’ll..
without being concerned that
ya’ll will go ballistic.. as no
PC for me.. hehe..
anyway.. i read your
post early this morning
while rushing to church
and just on Mobile today
doing another half-
marathon of dance
so plenty of
time to
let the
pearls
of wisdom settle
with me all day.. and
two things struck me.. one
how wonderful it is that you
at top of the class in
school.. serving
others in the
mental health
and developmentally
disabled fields are able
to spread your wisdom online
as so many of us can from the
leisure of our home today.. as truly
it was getting scary how there were no
story tellers left anymore.. to leave the
stories of our culture behind now..
as everything was getting
so text and shallow
in acronyms of
small talk
at start
of
Email
ways of being..
and now blogs allow an almost
unlimited avenue.. to spread it all thick
and thin.. and address subjects that we could
never address in some of our local communities
namely.. now.. without potentially getting shot.. hung..
or a brick thrown through the local church that is us..
hmm.. yeah.. the Protestants even threw
a brick through the window of
my Catholic Church some
years back.. but
hopefully the
KKK is
totally
gone
now
along with
such as that..
yeah.. never ever
truly gone here.. at least
behind folks backs it seems
from what i’ve seen on
pastors lawns
after church
and such
as that
on
Northern
county farms..
hmm.. dam that was
a long intro.. but i get
really intensely focused
after dance walking
13 miles.. reading a
book while doing
it.. listening
to music
and stuff
like that.. where
my Brain lights up
like the Universe potential
we all have of course.. inside..
too.. outside.. above so below
and all around
three..
or four
and more..
But in my own life
experience.. i for one consider
fear.. to be the limiting force of
miracles.. and a body that is out
of synch in balance with mind
is a sure way
to feel
uncomfortable
in one’s own skin
and to be timid
somewhat
around
other human beings..
as sure they can be potential
predators too.. part of our instinct
that never totally goes away.. and Charles
Atlas.. the founder somewhat of strength
training for Industrialized humans of
the 20th Century.. watched
Lions Stretch..
learning
from them..
inventing a
new way of
isometric
exercises to
help the young boys
who got the sand kicked
in their face.. while never pursuing
their animal epigenetic potential in
feral fearless primate way..
no less than our
other
APE
friends..
who are definitely
capable of tearing the
face off of human beings
domesticated now
as such..
yeah.. even
Mahatma Gandhi
subscribed to Mr.
Atlas’ training plan..
as even a Pacifist..
can be braver in dealing
with other folks.. more secure
in a body strong.. instead of weak..
and amazingly not unlike Jack LaLanne..
Charles.. kept all his muscle size statistics
all the way to age 70 plus.. showing
what the science of epigenetics
in unpacking human
DNA for
greater potential
was with appropriate
environmental challenge..
yes.. my father too.. going into
the military as a young man coming
out two years later changing from
150LB to 230LB bear
looking
dude
then..
really shocked
too see his pretty
boy face in a high school
photo.. sometime ago..
for the first
time ever..
as sure it was
bootcamp and the military
that literally made him into a man..
and i used to see that Epigenetic effect
among the Navy men.. at my base.. getting
orders.. to the sand trap of combat in Iraq..
and coming back looking more
like gorillas
than pasty
white
office
workers
of before..
yeah.. sure too.. what
i eventually devolved into
when i left the physical
effort of Bowling Center
moving.. running..
jumping worker..
fixing machines
doing all the
cleaning 8 hours
a day.. in addition
to working out too..
an hour workout three
time a week is not enough
to keep human potential as
strong and fearless as it can be
with moving artfully all the time now..
and without feeling secure in one’s own
body.. with potential to defend oneself.. i truly
feel like that is a major issue of underlying fear
and anxiety among folks.. is they never get to
hear the call of the
wild.. and
basically
become
somewhat
feral fearless
human beings again..
and that spills over i think
and feel now.. to all areas of life
where a person walks and stands
tall among other humans without
fear..
standing
up for ethics
that are real
and positive too..
no matter what the bullies
who were bullied themselves
in life.. in that endless cycle of
fear and hate.. will say and do..
Biggest mistake i think humans make
is the delusion that they are not
animals.. and fall under
different
rules of
the Jungle
and Savannah true..
where we too.. can become
the Lion of Mr. Atlas’
experiment but of
course.. it starts
with feet.. as barefoot
on soil.. is the best way
to gain strong feet.. as with
weak feet.. all the rest of the
body.. can be limited in strength
and fearless by the weakest link
that will always
be the feet
that handle
the basic
gravity
of life
free or
weak..
as weak
at base is fear..
still for any animal subject
to the reality of prey and predator..
even if not obvious and only
instinctual
now..
my friend
gigoid..
and sMiLes..
that’s all for now..
enjoyed your post
very much.. and
as always thanks
so much
for now..:)

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Weekly After Church..
on the grounds.. selfie..
with sweet faced wife Katrina..
always reliably kind in online photos.. of course..
and a real force of Nature.. all around feisty too..
for anyone who knows.. FEELS.. the
terror of the wrath
of the
REAL
K..
hmm.. every
once in a while..;)

And now i
swear.. when
i go to the Mall..
yes.. the kinda fancy
Cordova Mall
in P’cola..
i try every dam
trick in the book..
to inspire these
mall dummies
to dance.. but i’ll
be dam.. just once..
not twice.. if they totally
ignore me like i’m not
even dancing in their
face.. and i do my best
to show ’em all my newest
dance moves too.. but they
just stare off into space.. like..
they are holding up the weight
of the World.. and not like
Atlas.. aka Holder of the
Heavens..
either..
just plain
worried about
it all.. when they
could forget all
about words
through
the free
verse
poeTry
of trance
dance
now..
JUST
NOW!..
oh yeah.. and shirt of the
day says.. Green against Machine..
as the Incredible Hulk gets released..
to beat the rob
ot of life.. and yes…
onE of my favorite shows of
youth.. as i was always
trying to figure out
how to release
my inner
Ape too..
and
finAlly i did it..
yes.. feral over
domesticated human
finaALLy for me.. in warrior
martial arts.. mix of ballet
too.. in fiGht of graceful
spiRit.. in miNd and
boDy balanCinG
SoUl.. expres
SinG that
SpiRit as
such
iN fuLL
emoTioN’s
heARt so free
iN kiNd and
CouRage..
foR
NOW!..
butT anyway.. as ‘you’ may
notice.. i am not holding the
heavens over my head as
the heavens live in uS..
so sure.. i am
a symbol
of a new
old age
of
sorts..
noW..
in thiS
ALL NATURAL
CLOTHeD POSE..
G-RATeD oF CoUrSE..

And that reminds me of
Tennis.. and middle school..
and bully boys who use to make
fun of my stiff posture.. and after
all that is part of Autism that looks
a little more like robot science than
human art.. i just hadn’t learned to
move like human art to that
point.. anyway.. the bully
boy used to raise
his arms to
the sky
mock me
laughing
yelling
CHARLES ATLAS!
i had no idea who
Charles Atlas was
or why he was
raising his
arms to
the sky
but
perhaps
he was an earlier
new age prophet
and didn’t realize
the importance
of his
EXCLAMATION
ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR
THEN.. as know i hold
heaven in me..
and Ayn Rand
the famous
objective
robot thinking
queen with little
heart.. with potential
daddy issues and all of that..
used Atlas as a symbol for her
book Atlas shrugged.. as she
didn’t believe in the real
magic of human
altruistic Love..
likely ’cause
she did not
experience
it so she
suggested
humans were more
like power hungry
raping.. pillaging
now alpha male
chimpanzees..
than all loving
Bonobos at
human core..
as science
shows now
to be
the
human
miNd and
boDy way
of innate
being
in
balance
OF REAL
HUMAN
INSTINCTUAL
SOuL when
FREE HOLDING SHARING
HANDS AS COOPERATING
HUMANS FOR NOW IN
RELATIVELY SMALL
LIVING GROUPS OF COURSE..:)

ANYWAY.. whenever i remember my
prophet bullies.. i love to play
this SonG.. ’cause
i CAN…
When i bump
into their
cart
chairs
at Walmart..
yes.. some of us
Robots DO LIVE
LONG AND PROSPER
WHEN WE FiND OUR
ART OF HeART in moving
ways of boDy and MiNd
BalanCinG
expresSinG
SpiRit
iN soUL
NOW!
iN Steps of
Dance and
Words of
PoeTry in
a mix of Pan
and Apollo alive….

Oh goodness.. another ‘quick’ hero comes back
from the dead zone.. (Batman.. 5 year reference
story too.. where the Dark Knight Rises).. story…
i am all cold in my tattered jacket in the
gym.. wearing earplugs and shades..
walking really stiff as my
Autism has regressed
severely back
to almost
infantile
stages..
except for getting
to the gym.. ’cause
even if i am dammed
in hell i dam sure ain’t
giving up then.. yeah
and even through 40 days
of
almost
no sleep at all when
i was totally confined
at home during that
lent period of 2008
yeah.. ironic
huh but
true
down
to the fortieth
day when i finally
slept after not sleeping
at all for the last 35 out of
40 days.. with only one hour
of very shallow sleep assisted
by powerful alpha blocker
medication.. the first
35 of 40 days..
with the worst
pain known
to mankind
during all
waking hours with
type two trigeminal
neuralgia combined
with dysautonomia
where heart rate and
blood pressure is
no longer
properly
controlled
by autonomic
nervous system
along with Sjogren’s
Syndrome where eyes
no longer make tears..
along with around
16 other disorders..
including Severe
Anxiety.. Panic
Attacks.. Anhedonia..
and other stuff related
to no emotions and
stuff like that..
anyway..
i staggered into
my own work-out
room at home to do
something.. anything
to exercise my body
out of mind.. if only
several minutes each
day THE KEY IS I NEVER
FULLY GAVE UP.. EVEN WHEN
I WENT TO CRASH INTO A TREE
IN MY CAR AND JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
AT THE END.. MY SURVIVAL INSTINCT
STILL TRUMPED ALL OTHER THOUGHTS
OF ENDING IT ALL.. SO YES.. I AM STILL
LIFTING THE HEAVENS EMPTY HANDED
AS BY GOD THOSE HEAVENS LIVE IN
ME NOW.. IN THE PLACE OF
REAL HELL THEN.. WOOSH..
SWOOSH.. OR WHATEVER
THAT NIKE SYMBOL
FOR THE GODDESS
OF VICTORY IS..
IT IS F iN
mine
NOW!..
and yes.. back to the gym
during those five years..
the person i used to supervise
and his ‘hill billy friend’.. who did the
grounds maintenance.. were mocking
my stiff posture.. just like the bully
boy did in school.. and after i
recovered STRONGER THAN
EVER.. SOME FIVE YEARS
LATER LIFTING THE
MAX AND MORE THAN
ANY DUDE IN THERE
ON MANY OF THE GYM
MACHINES.. then/now..
let’s just say i had a lot of
fun with him.. coming in early
to make sure i caught him at work..
asking him.. how did he think i did
all of what i do now.. and recover like that
as of course then and now i am about twice
as strong as him.. and even his friend who
weighs all of what i do at 230LBS now..
anyway.. he had no
answers for me..
but i for one had them
all finally totally away from
school.. and work.. gifted to
me by the God of Nature who
taught me how to move free and
wild as feral human again.. with
Yellow Boy as God’s little
savior leading the
way as God’s
cat for
me..
never ever
will i now again..
suggest that modern
education can beat what is
gifted inside of us for ISA’s
over KSA’s as that relates to
Instinct.. Skills.. and Abilities
God gifted.. as compared
to Knowledge Skills and
Abilities as gifted
by man
made books..
the gift is in our
DNA.. just waiting
to explode in harmony
and balance.. like the
eye of a hurricane..
with winds that
no so-called
‘educated
human’
can beat..
it’s free inside for those
who find the Nuclear power
of God of Nature all back
now in A
riSinG
SonG oF
BALANCE..
so sure.. i too am
a Hill Billy again..
more concretely
put an old goat
with sure feat..
perhaps..
a RAm
of sorts..;)

Hmm.. have you ever attempted to
shoot a photo of your leg
in a really fast martial
arts kick..
that’s the hard
part.. capturing it
in a selfie kick
photo…
hehe..
the kicks iS
a piece of cake..
once ya do it about
a milLioN times..
wax on
wax off..
like ‘they’
say.. wITh
Zero errors
after practice..
getting a hair close
as to not knock over
any store display targets
and such.. as that oN course..:)

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Speaking of Aristotle.. oh.. the
Dragonfly and Roach..
smarTer than
any human
ever.. simply
’cause they still
live here longer than
any we can ever imagine
to do.. REAL.. and their meek
ever preSent.. relatively
speaKinG.. Instincts..
Skills.. and Abilities
will likely
survive
the human
species.. far far
into the future.. after
whatever is.. replaces
our existence on this
terrestrial plane..
as simply
living
longer
than
us for then
now.. i remember
my sister-in-law coming
in our home.. looking at our
cat relaxing on the table saying
wow.. if only life was like that..
THAT is the smArTest..
unwitting Wisdom
i’ve ever
heard
’cause
it is True
It IS liGht..
iT iS FEELING
THAT COUNTS..
ALL KNOWLEDGE
In BOOKS IS ILLUSION
MORE THAN
LESS.. THAT..
So Socrates had
it correct from the
beginning when he
said he kNew noThing..
Aristotle fell in to words
of writing.. where Socrates
spoke
the Truth
and Light and
additionally understood
that reality is much more
interesting
than
fiction..
of course he paid
the price for that..
but we don’t have
to.. and sure.. ultimately
now.. that makes all of us
smArter
than
Socrates
as we live..
Smart..
or the
other
way..
DEAD
FeeLinG iS aLive..
KnowLedge without
feelinG iS trUly dead
iN
dArk..:)

Amen.. on the Negative
affect and effect
of lesser feelings
around us..
but ha!
i continue
to put out..
with FeelLinGs..
a choice at
least
for
me now
away from the
non-feeling of
INPUT
mostly..
GoverNmenT Work..:)

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IMG_1273

i reAlly wish i had my iPhone 6s..
when this opportunity visited me on the beach..
but the point is.. i always have it with me.. for the
opportunities like this.. period.. sMiLes..
And the world will be a more peaceful..
place.. as more and more humans
have the opportunity to get
involved.. in art.. as it
increases the power
of the human heARt..
Priceless.. no
now dollar
amount or
amount of
fame
can
equal
human
hEart
in just
Doing iT nOW..
the PreSent of
Art Lives Now..
and even greater
when shared as friends..:)

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Facebook Rafiah shares
a Ted Talk Video that
proves science
can be
fun..:)

i say..

Emotions=Human. Then
Science + B L A N K aka
No Emotions=Non-Human.
Non-Human=Science.
The ingredient of
Emotion=Human
is vital
to true
Human Being.
Humans Like
to be Humans.
My only memorable
science teachers from
early school.. expressed
emotions in teaching
science lessons
in gluing
human
memory…
It’s like the
rest of them
never existed..
as we remember
humans more often..
than
non-humans
without emotions expressed..
including what they say and
do of course..
It’s like a
no brainer..
it takes heArt
to understand iT..:)

Rafiah says..

My favorite high school teacher was Mrs. Kauser Nelson.
She taught us mainly chemistry in 9 and 10 grade. She’s
one person that developed my interest in the subject. smile emoticon

i say..

Hmm.. i had one really interesting Physics teacher..
i’m not much of a name person.. as far as remembering folks..
but he did so many outlandish things to keep folks awake..
that i remember the whole thing like a movie playing
visually today.. as i’m seriously really not
a word person.. by birth.. as haha..
ironic as that may seem.. visual thinking
is my way.. along with auditory sing song thinking
if that makes any sense.. and that’s why i guess there
are so many visual shapes.. and sing song qualities about
my writing.. and my verbal speech in real life too..

Anyway.. back to my favorite teacher.. i have to say one..
was a teacher in Health Leisure and Sports.. in my study of
Health Science.. as i always discounted the importance of physical
education as a kinda bully jock thingy.. but what i found is
that there is actually a philosophy of Sports that
microcosms all of human cultures.. that was really
enlightening.. and he was a source of motivation
for practicing great health practices in
exercise the rest of my life..
he was a runner in his 60’s at the time..
can’t remember his name.. but his face has
not changed in my visual memory or the optimistic
light in his eyes.. for over thirty years for me..

Hmm.. and then there was an Archeology teacher..
who was kinda like a human mentor to me..
as she believed that i had higher potential..
and she is actually the President of the
University of West Florida.. now..
where i graduated with my
three degrees in Health Science..
Anthropology.. and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. .

And also a favorite Anthropology teacher who taught me
so much about other cultures and all we human beings have
Universal elements of brother/sisterhood.. no matter individual
language or customs of each culture… and yes.. he always
supported me in suggesting i have a very
bright future.. ahead of me as well…

But my most favorite teacher of all was
my philosophy teacher.. in my first year of Junior College..
as he was a real philosopher.. not just a book learning person..
he actually in a way was even a kind of prophet.. as he accessed
a part of his subconscious mind in speaking where it even
surprised him when the deep and insightful words came out..
these kind of individuals are far and few between..
particularly these days.. when we rely on so
much outside of our souls to be us..
instead of searching deep within…

Mr. Hunt.. yes.. i remember his name..
didn’t only teach me what was and is..
he taught me what was possible..
beyond my wildest imagination then..
and yes.. he was in his 50’s then..
and now.. i am as well.. some gifts..
must be slow cooked in life.. to
truly manifest.. and that is the
lesson he taught me.. where the
deep of me.. was still brewing..
and decades later to fully
manifest.. not unlike he…

He convinced me that God is
more mysterious and big than any
church had convinced me of before..
as i stArted to feel so much more of
God just by coming into contact
with this one individual..

And that was when i knew
that NO RELIGION ALONE OWNS GOD..
as God is bigger than any human alone..
word.. book.. religion.. culture.. world..
or even Universe.. my friend.. all intuitive
of course.. somethings.. do not need to be proven..
when one experiences the truth and liGht first hand..
this faith and belief in GOD is 100% unwavering as it
is the gift of eternity that lives inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around.. that has no end or beginning..

But it doesn’t matter if i tale it in one word or 11 million..
until one actually experiences the truth and liGht as a
feeling over words.. one will never feel the
face of God as ONE as US my friend..
Rafiah..smile emoticon

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SMiLes.. gigoid.. the last year Oscar
Robertson played Basketball was in 1974..
only a fan of the Miami Dolphins Football Team
and Local High School Panther Football Team then..
Basketball not even in my Tennis Ball Park then..
so.. i actually had to Google Oscar Robertson..
to see his record.. and yes.. very impressive..
and of course Bill Russell who i am familiar
with as a coach.. has a great record too..
Michael Jordan is more recent..
so he gets more press of course..
with younger folks.. who can still
remember him playing.. just a
decade or so ago.. the only
time i actually watched
Basketball was at work
in the Bowling Center.. where
it was very popular in the 80’s and 90’s
with Baseball and Football too of course..
another center piece of Entertainment.. in the
recreation arena.. of vicarious watching of sports..
i find watching very boring now.. overall.. for anything
on TV.. except for a few out of the box shows.. like
the newest Lucifer show i watched tonight.. that
was kinda full of predictable cliche’s and really
kinda silly.. a Good movie at the theater seems
more worth the time these days.. but for me
at least.. they are far and few between too..
it’s just more fun to me to be active in output
of life now.. instead of the decades of years i
spent before as an input person.. the brain and
body is stimulated much greater in human potential..
when we direct.. produce.. and act our own play.. instead
of just being a spectator of life.. that sadly so many people
these days.. spend their leisure time
doing.. in ways of video games..
TV.. and other mostly input stuff..
and perhaps that will
change for
the better
i certainly
hope.. for the
greater well being
of the human species..:)

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Yes.. sadly Roman Emperor Constantine
changed Christianity into a warring religion..
against anyone who dared to believe in another religion..
and that history has continued on for centuries.. particularly
gruesome.. was the killing of so many American Indians.. in
the name of God.. and of course the taking of slaves in the
name of God as well.. from Africa.. but God is in control..
and freedom will come for all…

It is God’s
way now..
after aLL
is said
and
done..
my friend
Imran..:)

4876

SMiLes.. My Sister.. SOHEIR..
3000 words of congratulations on
your First Year Anniversary providing
great learning opportunities about your
Faith and many more to come… With More
SMiLes iN just 30 words..;)

Sometimes i use Microsoft
Word to count as
a short cut..
sMiLesx2..:)

4918

My anonymous friend from Facebook
shares a formula for deriving
one’s Dragon name..
and mine is..

Ckahmenk

And i say..

This is what Dragons
say after every
prayer
as WeLL..:)

4948

It’s great to be flexible..
And move with grace..
And scare the F
out of
folks
when
necessary..;)

OBTW..
F=ALL
F=FEAR
F=RISE..
F=FORCE
F=Fred
F=F..YES..
the otheR
F word too..;)

SMiLes.. greaTest work of art
in minimalist way is the
human when
free..
in miNd
and boDy
balance..
a practice
of a lifetime
at times
caught
still..
now in
selfie
ways..
it always
moves in
flesh life..
the bottom line
is i’m brave
enough
to
be
me and
not hide it..;)

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“A human being is a part of the whole, called by us Universe,
a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings
as something separated from the rest,
a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison,
restricting us to our personal desires
and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free from this prison
by widening our circle of compassion
to embrace all living creatures
and the whole nature in its beauty.”

~~ Albert Einstein ~~

Smiles.. gigoid.. and relatively
few people noticed
that Einstein
was Jesus
COMING
AGAIN..
both as
destroyer
and savior
AND JUDGEMENT..
all wrapped
up into one
package of
science
and philosophy..
and of course Jesus
is metaphor as always
as the change among us..
And relatively speaking as always
change starts at the individual and
politicians are
just grinding
theIR overall
psychopathic
leaning aspirations
of opposite from
what the
prophet
Einstein
suggests in the
holy quote above…
So Einstein helps in
leaving tools of destruction
and discovery.. and the exploration
of the real UniVerse iS
the philosophy and
science
of our
minds
and bodys
iN balance now..
but still the body relegated
as inferior to the mind iN
most all of philosophy..
science.. religions
and obviously
culture still
now.. ugh..
as all the perfect
models belie the human
iN AiSles of Super-Walmart..
waddling to a death of still..
moving makes better
breathing.. no
doubt..
i must
exercise religiously
to keep my oxygen uptake
great.. as the functional
disability of not
much nasal
air intake..
means i must
stay as oxygenated
as possible through
the art of day to day
moVinG
but it
works
great.. as
i never get out of
breath as long as i keep
moving.. and yes.. it gets harder
to breathe.. the further one travels
from the
Forest
of life..
WITH TREES..
AND FORTUNATELY
i live close to one of the
biggest National Forests
alive today..
per Black
Water River
State Forest..
Conecuh National
Forest to the north..
and Eglin Air Force Base
Forest to the south
for a total
of 3 million
acres.. once
60 million
acres in
original
south
eastern
forest
system..
where i for
one will
stay..
for life
giving air
for and to me..
AND AS FAR AS WHAT PROPHET
EINSTEIN SAYS.. i will reach out my
tentacles online.. and do my best to
achieve..
his law
for connecting..
but still there is moving
and creating.. to make a New
World real.. both in us and others…
and so good to know that politicians
do not control art..
as art comes..
true heArT..
comes..
from within..
the individual holding
hands moving and creating
with others in a real dance
of connecting creating life..
either iN
flesh
or now
vicariously
virtuAlly here..
as such in mirror
neuron and oxytocin
way online in sign language
of visual images.. and symbols
including the old standard of words..
WITH
MORE
TO COME..:)

SMiLes.. Divinity is just a word..
Feeling the divine is not a word.
Sure.. probably a Neurochemical
associated derivative of Nature
manifest in us.. inspiring the
FEELING of so-called
divinity.. and no.. it
doesn’t scare
me that either
God iS ALL
of Nature
and the feeling of
divine.. may only
be generated by
a Neurochemical..
likely from
our Pineal
gland
when it is not
withered away
from non-use
and comes alive
in activities
like trance
dance or
still..
meditating..
to stimulate
the all natural
Love drug.. DMT..
allowing us to feel aLL
one with Nature in how
Nature now manifests
as us.. in these
human skins
we wear always now..
not likely that Einstein
experienced this
from any of
the words
i’ve read
on record
from him..
but a regular experience
from the less mechanically
cognitive oriented ancestors
and still primitives of the rain
forest who still GET THE
fact AND FEELING THAT
WE ARE ONE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE..
Anyway.. Einstein
had great
reverence
for the balance
of Nature.. and
Human Nature
as innately
in balance
and not
WACKO OUT
OF BALANCE LIKE
WE SEE ALL AROUND
US NOW but no.. he only
saw the tips of the iceberg
then out of balance in human
cultures.. as the Titanic steers
ahead.. with a few weary sailors
that are
watching
for frozen
mountains ahead..
The fact that close to half
of the world assigns the
personal pronoun of
he to the God
of Nature..
is a very
tiny
view
of something
as large as Infinity
and beyond words for
beyond what exists for that..
Any discussion of God must
include a definition for God
to have any relevance at
all more than
a three letter
idol as symbol..
Nature both seen
and unseen is a clear
and present REAL
DEFINITION THAT
IS AN IRREFUTABLE
GOD WITH 100%
evidence
in all
pArts
of the
whole.. that
include us.. now
but haha.. to equal
any human with this
definition of God is
pure silliness beyond
the fractal Nature of
the smAll pARt
we play
iN
ALLTHATIS
AS NATURE
THAT IS GOD ALWAYS
NOW.. REALITY AS IS..:)

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WeLL.. SonG noW coMinG
for dVerse Tuesday
themeD
and or
ruLed
prompt..
and today
is about the
balance of Nature
and Ecology without
the politics of it.. as iS
always when i did lInk wITh
dVerse.. most alWays
in the breadth
and volume
of what i do
heRe.. something
i did in thouSands of
words matched the
prompt perfectly
as my comment
above does..
but i am not just
a one focus person
one day at a time..
i am a multi-focus
person one
focus
at a now..
so to truly be a Renaissance
wo/man not unlike the archetype
of Prometheus.. Lucifer
the Angel of Light..
Apollo..
Atlas..
Jesus..
and all the
other mythological
and living examples
of folks like this..
make for.. let’s
just say.. a little more
challenge in life.. wheRe inStead
of being limited to just streams
and rivers of waves
and particles
of this and
that and the
other thing..
wE mirror
fields of Oceans
spreading to shores
unknown before..
and sure..
not everyone
dares to be Lucifer..
Prometheus… or
even Einstein..
or Jesus..
but the
FACT IS
SOME DO
AND CHANGE THE WORLD..
AND i FOR one AM JUST
A WATCHER AND
REPORTER
KINDA
LIKE
GOD’S
CHEERLEADER
IF yoU WiLL.. JUST
WATCHING.. OBSERVING
FROM THE SIDELINES..
AND RETELLING
THE TALE
OF ALL
i SEE
AND FEEL
FOR NOW..
YEAH.. i THiNK
THErE IS ANOTHER
DUDE IN MYTHOLOGY
WHO DID THAT
NAMED
THOTH..
BUT THE METAPHORS
ARE INFINITE AS WELL AS
BEYOND mY own UniVerse
of what i bRinG hEre..
now to get
readY for Dance
Shopping.. visiting
Mother.. and really
early wake tomorrow
to go to Tallahassee to
close on the sell of
my father’s
estate..
that just about
guarantees that i for one..
will be able to continue to tale
my story.. with no breaks for
however long
God Willing
allows me
this gift
of watch
and tale..
oh.. and my reward for
doing this.. my father earned
some of the dollar amount..
along with decades of my
ultimate pension
work..
but my REWARD
FROM GOD.. HEAVEN
ALwAYS NOW AS LONG
AS i WORSHIP GOD
100%
IN HUMBLE
AND DEDICATED
SERVICE.. AS A SOLDIER
WITH WORDS AND DANCE
OVER
SWORDS
FOR NOW..
sure.. ‘Atlas
Danced (as is)
First’.. the naMe
of this next blog post
when i get back from
Tallahassee on
Wednesday
Night.. or
perhaps
Thursday..
anyWay.. i move
by flow.. alWays
in the eterniTy of now..
as after all.. all of time
is an illusion when heaven
lives as us..
onLy
now..
EtERniTY
NOW iS
greater
than
InFiniTy..
as NOW
iS ALLTHATiS..:)

LEarning to expand
noW to beyOnd infiNiTy
iS THE art of
Eternity..
wheRe immortaLiTy
iS as biG as the
preSent
NOW..
and yes..
iT’s an
inside
job first..
before we
Dance HEaveN
now.. as preSent..:)

Back at 10:56 p.m..
after a very long
night of Dance
Shopping..
but some
moments here
to do a few verses
at dVerse before
nite.. nite..
now comes
early as
4:30 am..
will be
the rise
for for
Wednesday’s
trip to closing
estate stuff..
visiting
relatives
and friends
there and
other stuff
too.. as always
but for now.. a
side-trip to dVerse
on the trail of poeTry..:)

sMiLes.. damming
the Human race
might be easy
if not
for the
rest of
Nature iN
balance.. now..
and of course
damming.. just
means keeping
humans at bay
iN balance..
sMiLes
aGaiN for noW..:)

*
Hmm.. a question
here.. what woods are
for.. answered above
in my comment..
so we
can
continue
to breathe
oxygen
freely..
only fools
cut oxygen
down..:)

*
ReAlly smArt
humans move
to climate
controlled outside
environments conducive
to the Natural human
condition.. really
not so smart
folks move
to places
with
snow
drifts
waist deep
or higher.. for
the price of a bigger
home.. and fancy
car.. and such
as that.. if
not born
there
to
challenge
greater than
naturally adapted.. too..
Sadly.. too many folks
think
home
begins
and ends
within the
scope of
walls
and ceilings
and wall to wall
carpet.. with
AC and
heated
dreams..
To touch the soil
with bare-feet..
365 days a year..
means human
fully
alive
in Well
Being..
as our feet
have oxytocin receptors
to connect to Mother
Earth when bare
and warm
enough
to feel
the God of
Nature all one
and alive
under
neath our
feet.. now..
other animals
are well adapted to
cold.. but humans
simply
NO..
for snow drifts
that reach middle
doors of square
caves.. with
humans
hiding
inside..
some nows
more dead
than aLive..:)

*
Amazing how many humans
are afraid of wild animals
after they become
domesticated
animals
and separate
themselves
from the
Larger
herd of
life and
God’s
Nature..
Nature respects
Nature when wild..
when domesticated..
it’s just soft..
it’s
just
soft…
and sad
overall..
as only
Wild is
TRULY FREE..:)

Dead zones of oceans..
bays.. inlets..
where the
dead sea goes
to places only
living before..
fish feel
the price
for this..
remains left
on shore lines
of hate and
separation
for the
rest
of Nature..:)

Hmm.. a quick skip
over to Shawna’s
place before
her blog
goes
poof
again..;)

Ah.. the hidden
Beaver.. and stolen
rear perfumes.. re-yes..
minds me of the Twilight
Zone Allegory to
serve man
all up on a
space ship
plate.. then..
hmm.. if now
Karma is real..
really real..
the irony
would
be
tasty delicious
for someone
at least..
to finally
S E R V E
Man.. N O W
iN a cook book
of R E A L people
bread and wines..;)

PS.. that cool kids video
is one of my favorites
thanks for reminding
me of it..;)

Okay.. back in
sequential order
again..:)

As they say.. as
above.. so below..
extended out to tools
of animals
too..
including
human culture..
the largest
animal
tool of
all..
and sure there
are viruses smaller
than humans eyes
can see..
to kill
the largest
human.. so..
culture
is the
virus
and
earth
is the
host for now..
until it runs
out of host
that
feeds..
the blood of more..
yes too.. inside
outside
all
around..
sometimes
small kills big..:)

And that’s all for now..
as there is always early
morning.. Mac Pro
on the
road
as well
in wireless way..
keyboard included
for two hand flow..
Gotta Love it
when some
one
else
does the
driving
and i’m
hands free
double loaded
with all ten
fingers
free..:)

12:02 am…
1272016
Back at 3:20 p.m.
Spotty LTE connections
driving back from Tally
Town.. on Interstate
but will continue
here on
iMac Pro..
as far
as i
can go..:)

Nature’s fury rush..
Nature’s sweetness..
Emotions humans
hurry more
a must iN
moving
connecting
and creating
Nature uS..:)

Ah.. so true..
People are trees..
arboreal tree dwellers
are uS.. climbing trees
in uNion.. esCaping
predators capturRinG
prey.. raiSinG our
arms iN grasp
of liFe.. sadly
arms fall to
sides now..
iN human
fAlls now
leaves
iN
BeinG..:)

Astronauts first traveling
back from space.. seeing
reality of an earth
alive.. whole..
instead
four
walls
dead
iN school
and work..
and screens
of scream of course..:)

EventuAlly..
tools of human
extending being
reclaimed by
Nature as
hers
ALLONE..
Star dUst
we come from
Dust of Pyramids
we go to
come
backs
Nature..:)

More Nature
iN uS SinGs
wE SonG
Free..:)

Back at 10:30 pm..
all secured to big
iMac at home..
with faster
broadband
access to
breeze through
the rest as
that comes..
for now..:)

*
So many places..
so many miles..
so many forests
still saved and free..
Government is greaTest
when it saves us
from
ourselves..
Where Nature
Plays we live
more as Wild KinGdom..:)

*
SMiLes.. Animals liVE
Free and nakEd
with Mother
Nature
unafraid
to be exposed
as free.. oh.. but
humans.. to be free this
way is to admit we are now
pArt of God of Nature..
sadly.. some
folks wanna
separate
and clothe
with lies
of culture..
i for one
giggle
at
the
clothes
‘they’
wear..
while i am
Google fREeD..
AND W i L D..:)

SAndY LoAm..
my backYard connection
to God of Nature.. oxytocin
receptors groWinG stronGer
with warmth of feet oN
hands of God
below now iN
me reaching
uP.. spiRaLs
aLL around
me when
i dance
Free
iS
GOD
of Nature..:)

ShiNinG Stars above..
so far below they look..
a bluest greenest white
and brown eYe.. sKeYes
of liFe below looKinG
back meeting
eYes of Stars..
Star eYes
come closer..
eYes of guilt..
a cancer is
culture
eating
this most
beautiful eYe
of earth.. viSioN
greater comes..
when wE sEE..
wITh
sKeYes
oF Star..:)

Path of Beach
Footprints ahead
Footprints behind..
Condos rise..
fAll to rear..
Sunset comes
Footprints go..
Condos faLL..
Nature now
comes Freer..:)

Feeding Nature
giving back
what takes of
us.. Loving We
Feeding uS
Nature’s
Breath..
Life
Blood
oxyGen..
Tree of Life..:)

Well.. that’s 18
leaving 15.. it appears
for tomorrow morning
mighty long day here
in closing Father’s
estate.. since
we hours
of this
Morning..
and hell yes..
this post keeps
groWinG Growing
GROWING.. but
i just keep
going.. etc..
for now..
until
tomorrow
for total
post of all
of this.. Free..
as dance and
poeTry can
BE!..:)!

Back at 11:33 am..
1282016 to catch up..:)

Humanity under fur..
such a beautiful way to endure..
Humanity under clothes
of culture..
so separate from
our nature
heirs
inside
as uS..
Feral we see..
and feel again..
endless connection
to Nature ONE as us..
juSt
for
NOW..
Paradise
lives under
fur sTill uS..
Free wE WiLd..:)

SMiLes..
answer
to
human
race..
iS to
come back
to hEart.. ways
of doing that are
rather simple
LiKE..
danCinG
holDinG
hAnds..
then the
rest falls
iN
place..
first problem
iS extending
one hand
to
the other
different
and first
step of dance..
one..
that takes
kiNd
courage..
a gift of practice
and not a given
alone.. wheRe
hands
live
in pockets
or smart
phones
alone…
SMiLes.. if E.T.
were to arrive today..
he likely would go
totAlly
unnoticed
and sadly
never gEt
his heArt liGht
turned on again..
but nah.. miracles ARE REAL..
When humans feel love of
other humans the
LoVin’
rest of
Nature
comes Naturale..:)

InfiNiTy and
more of Nature
serves up many
hot and cold
and liGht
and Dark..
occaSioNs
oF liVing Nature..
but stiLL iN sTone..
electrons.. smaller..
oF atoms..
breathe
a dance
ani
mating..
just to be
a tiny pArt of
iT.. iS as magic
as hUman imagiNaTioN..
iN UniVerse oF uS set Free..:)

First theRe iS sand..
then sticks.. now then
scratching imaGinary
connections of stars
to make an
alphabet..
sansKrit..
then collective
recorded written
language named
intelligence.. complex
cultures.. guns and atomic
bombs..
first there was
sand.. answer
iS to connect
to sand
again..
and lose
the tools
of uS that
separate wE
from rest oF
Living Nature iN uS..:)

Trees breathe liFe iN uS..
We cut uS down..
and suffocate..
while
we
wait
to grow..
iN life aGaiN..
Nature inside..
outside.. above..
so below and
all around
leaves of wE
spread as giving
Love.. Tree of
Life
iS uS as
Nature.. Free
Wild wE are
iN branches
so tall
and wide
Loving
Leaves..:)

Elephant trunks
reach uP as branch
oF trees.. color and
texture of bark..
as pARt
of Nature
free.. oh
veins the
rivers.. travel
life giving blood
and water wE..
to separate
iS sad
to Unify
branches of
All of uS
one Tree
of Elephant
Trunks togetHeR
Wild and free
aLive aGaiN..:)

Instinct of Culture iN Plants
PInk Flowers.. Bees..
and Birds and
human primates..
too.. so far away..
from inNate culture
words take us..
but actions..
and even
photos..
alWays
speak
louder
than
cultural
worlds
of words
E-alone..:)

SMiLes.. my
friend.. i Love
yoUr natUre
oF Love
iN aLL
words
you bRinG here
iN Nature poetry..:)

Snakes.. slithery.. slimy..
cold blooded.. often
poisonous.. a
lowly reminder
that the
meek
inherit
the earth
even
without
legs..
they shed
a sKin anew..:)

Whales SonGs
never forget
feeLinG SinGs
connecting
Fins
friEnds
aGaiN
iN
Ocean
Seas..:)

Raping
Nature..
humans
so afraid
oF Nature
living them..
they chop off
feet to see tHeir
feaRinG Hands..
first
sin
hating
Trees and
Apples same..:)

Real Estate holds
humans cOld
iN priSon
wAlls
ceilings
hells.. trap
them iN.. then
expanding bigger
prisons.. captives
grow..
Nature
SinGs
outside
backyard door..
now humans..
4 inch
SCREAMS
Zombie
Screens..
First.. a wish
for small shelters
yes.. careful.. wishes..
do
come
false..:)

Sailor seas..
shores come and
go.. Ocean WinGs
grow.. horizon hiGh
flows.. alWays glows
reaching beginning
no end.. so long
horizon
seen
sailing
now so free..:)

*
Living Beach shines
liGht on me..
Culture
takes
that liGht
away.. beaches
stay away from
culture.. thanks
God for
protection
of country
or human
will erase
beauty
Nature..
National
Seashores..
you protect
God from human
cultures of
soulLess
hate..
for
God of
Nature..:)

Winds SinG
secret iN
plain siGht..
move
like
wE..:)

Simple SonG
oF cLouds..
Forms
lie
away
from Beauty’s
Essence LOVE..:)

All caught up
at 1:19 pm..
publish
next..
coming
soon..:)

8023

i ain’t scaRed..
been there..
done it..
and yes.. it burns
but not in a temperature
way… there are no
fahrenheits for
REAL HELL
fire.. in fAct..
the Sith
feels
better
too..wink emoticon

8056

http://www.artshub.com.au/news-article/news/public-policy/deborah-stone/landmark-study-measures-healthy-dose-of-the-arts-250260s

Friend Suzanne from
Facebook provides the
following super cool
link where Science
shows that
Art activity
just two hours
a week increases
the well being of
mental health..

i say..

The REAL REAson
i’m alWAYS
the dude oN
the left noW..
It’s Mad
SCIENCE
of ART..;)
but i am mean..
duh.. novel activity..
for decades has been
proven to increase natural
levels of dopamine in the brain
and that is the pleasure neurochemical..
that makes
humans feel
so good.. all natural
reward from the God
of Nature.. for doing the
new to survive and not
stagnating still
and basically
frigging
starving
to death..
Live by God
gifted Human
nature or suffer
by going against
it by sitting
still
stagnating
by just input
activities alone
never truly creating
anything new by
moving
moving
connecting
connecting
to others
and Nature
as whole..
and yes..
creating
creating..
and repeat
again.. for eternity
now.. oh the secret
of heaven now..
it’s
all about
Human
Nature
as manifest
by the God of
Nature ALL Naturale..:)

8227

i never kNew beauty sad
until i could shed
no tears
of any
kind..
and then i found
the strength of Atlas
in one tear that finAlly
made weak
legs strong..
a death now..
made a tear..
a dear cat..
then.. a tear
now made a
human again..
if only for a moment
and the tear birthed
the first spark of hope
in five years.. truly the
first flame to rise up
from five years
of Ashes
later
in July
of that 2013 year..
so.. sure.. the story of the
strength of sorrow and joy
inspires me certainly and
bRinGs that strength
even greater
in the
present of
now by reinforcing
it again and again through
the art of fingers in song
of creativity iN
Poetry..
and later
dance again..
until every cell in my
body receives joy in
sure.. neurochemical
receptor way
throughout
my body..
in this greater way of understanding
how dArk and LiGht work for joy
and hope.. as well as challenge..
it is great to know and feel
that the UniVerse as is
innate iN uS.. iS aS
merciful to allow
a tear
and
sMiLe.. do
i need to
know
this..
not..
reAlly.. i feel
therefore.. i
F E E L..:)

SMiLes aGaiN.. my friend gigoid
and Love to you as WeLL..
Life is a struggle and joy..
some stuff
stays
relatively
the sAMe
as balance..
ah.. but
joy..
REAL..
iN pleaSure
over struggle..:)

8464

Victoria says..

Wonderful poem you
left in my comments–you
definitely grasped what I wanted to
communicate about the Salton Sea.

i say..

Smiles
Victoria.. thanks
so much for stopping
by on Google Plus with those kind words..
i always enjoy your poetry and it has inspired literAlly
thousands of words from my heArt.. my friend.. overall..:)

8521

Hmm.. a kinder
gentler
fallen
Angel..;)

8527

SMiLes.. i suppose the main reason
i have no desire to go to Mars or the Moon..
is.. i’ve practically never left the Paradise that
i live in.. here.. in Northwest Florida.. beyond
the folks who can kinda be sticks in the mud
of the past sometimes.. yeah.. i’ve been to
edifaced Washington DC.. still not
impressive to me.. compared to
the sugar white sand and
emerald green gulf of
the beaches here
along with breezing swaying
sea oats.. and dove white seagulls..
and did i mention the bikinis.. yes.. the
bikinis and tan skin too.. and Disney World..
that was cool.. but i have to admit that as a
young man.. what i remembered most was
all the tan foreign women.. not wearing bras..
i guess i’m human so sue me.. hehe… so now..
In shorts.. i say..
if there are
no bikinis
on other
planets..
i ain’t
goin’…
wInks..
but i’m older
now.. but sTill
not
dead..
SMiLes
again..
and when i watched one
of my most favorite movies..
‘Contact’ inspired by
the writings of
Carl Sagan..
it was no surprise to
me at all that the place
picked for Paradise out
of all the Universe
for Jodie
Foster
was
Pensacola
Beach at the end
of that Movie.. and also
no surprise that after Billions
of year of research the advanced
Aliens.. came to the simple conclusion
that what makes purpose and meaning
iN all of life.. iS the deep human connection
of affective
empathy
in emotional
contagion of actually
feeling the other person’s
heArt of emoTioNs and sharing
that together.. sadly technology..
as ironicAlly even science shows
takes that away.. when mechanical
problem solving cognition activities
take the center role over
life.. the touchY feelY
human ways
of connection
wither away
no less than
a stopped up
pipe of life..
FULL oF
shiT
iN iT..
That’s why i saY
F all that.. yes..
Fred all that..
and move
to poeTry
and dance
to increase
the Alien gift
iN me of 14.5 billion
years ago.. or so before
then.. the gift of that
YEs.. in the preSent
of now..
in paradise
R E A L NOW..
Some nows just a
10 minute segment
iN a movie says it aLL..
to employ my
mechanical
cognition
more
specifically..
9 minutes
and 53 seconds..
i’m not counting anymore..
i let Microsoft Word do that for
me and Word Press in terms
of effective/affective results after
the flow of
words
ends
free.. and
sure.. my Nike
GPS sports
watch for miles
and miles of dance
in stores.. after the
flow of that
ends
for now
as well..
iN Affect of
effect of Human
BEinG for N0W WeLL..:)

8968

Well.. this epic Free Verse
expression of all that is..
has run its course now..
where Microsoft Word
says it’s around
10K words or so
with the last
post of over
10K words
makes a
half a
novel
of Free
Verse Epic
poeTry or so..
it is what is is..
it just flows until
it runs its course..
and gets
centered
in Word Press
publishinG
pose.. now..
and i suppose..
this is also a Celebration
of course.. in finishing now
a 19 month old journey
of selling my
Father’s
estate
that
ends
today
at the
deposit bank..
hehe.. anyway..
it sets me free..
in truly an Adventure
of a lifetime in prison
of culture mostly
there..
but the
bottom line
iS now is aLL that
exists.. done the
hell and
now’s
the heaven
of Dance
and
SonG
now
for here..
speaking of dance..
celebrating my 95th dance
week at Old Seville Quarter
tonight.. with all the cool
college age folks there..
so let the party
continue..
as i’m
always
just
getting
started now..
more fun dance
photos to be added
in this post..
“Atlas Danced
First”.. sometime
around the
wee hour
of 3 am..
on Friday morning..
but the truth.. truth
is for someone
truly
re-
tired with
full all natural
rubber on the wheel
the weekend lives now
forevermorenow
so let the
celebration
continue..
with
a celebration
of Kashmir too.. now..:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/01/atlas-danced-first-free-verse-nude.html

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  1. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 12:42 PM

    GodsUniVerseNovel2

    GodsUniVerseNovel2
    Published on WordPress by
    KATiE MiA FredericKiI!
    2/09/2016

    FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse Poetically described
    post provided above.. and two below that
    may be easier to open.. depending
    on computer and or Internet access
    speed..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2016/02/godsuniversenovel2.html

    http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com/2016/02/godsuniversenovel2.html

    And yes.. at 51,639 Words.. Scores of
    Videos.. and Hundreds of Photos..
    yes.. illustrating iT aLL..
    not nearly enough
    space ‘here’.. on
    ‘Facebook’
    to give it..
    ‘justice’..
    as it
    were…
    and is now..
    yeah.. a REAL
    Free Verse Poetry
    Novel.. like it’s never
    been done before.. at
    least not on Google
    recorded
    history..
    except
    for
    ‘GodsUniVerseNovel’

    GodsUniVerseNovel

    part one.. haha..
    hehe.. ah..
    but now it’s
    the journey
    and aLL the paths
    that count.. not
    the destination
    and yes.. the
    destination
    and the destination
    iS alWays now.. and
    to make the best
    oF now..
    iS bEinG
    HERE
    NOW..
    with more
    and more
    rabbit
    holes
    to
    explore
    with the
    GREEN
    PiLL OF LiFE..
    AKA TREE OF
    LIfE.. NOT
    JUST
    KNOW
    LEDGE..;)

    Reply
  2. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 12:55 PM

    Well.. after midnight..
    for you.. friend Soheir..
    iN Egypt.. and yes.. now
    Sunny still FloWeRinG
    days here in
    the State
    of Flowers
    long for
    Florida..
    And.. also.. a few
    miles down the road
    the City of Pensacola
    the oldest now assessed
    City in the U.S.. by ways of
    Spanish Explorers and the
    Panzacola (hair people)
    Indians who once
    are our
    native
    Indians
    of longer
    settlement
    before the Spanish..
    Oh.. and Egypt.. in the
    cradle of civilization..
    majestic Pyramids
    built to the
    Golden
    Spiraling
    Standard of
    PHI in Nature
    in mean of 1.618..
    reflecting mathematical
    ratios of Nature in both
    Golden Pyramids..
    and beautiful 5
    petaled white
    flowers
    with
    Center
    Sun as color
    to accentuate form
    of Flower in that
    greenery of flower
    you provide as gift
    here for my
    family.. thanks..
    i Love aLL Flowers
    human or not..
    sMiLes
    again..
    Friend Soheir
    and have A sweet
    night’s sleep.. for now..:)

    Reply
  3. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 12:56 PM

    Hi gigoid.. thanks for coming by and i’m glad you enjoyed
    the story here as is.. and your comment about
    the troubles of attaching to material
    treasures is a first human
    problem.. as
    all other
    animals
    live relatively
    free without human
    clothes of culture.. one
    of my favorite movies.. the
    Planet of the Apes.. back in ’68
    when i was 8 moving to age 9..
    coming out of that movie..
    questioning already
    the cultural
    lies of
    an animal
    living away from
    Nature.. Charlton riding
    on that horse.. with perhaps
    the most beautiful girl in the
    world on the back of his
    horse.. in a pristine
    Nature of
    beach
    front paradise..
    bitching ’cause the
    humans blew it all
    up and let it
    all go
    back
    to pristine
    Nature as such..
    i’m thinking (now) man.. this
    ain’t no dam video game..
    check out that sweet girl
    on the back of your
    horse wHo
    wOUld do
    anything at
    aLL to please ya
    now.. juSt enjoy
    A hunt of
    life.. now
    and breathe the
    fresh air without
    atomic
    fumes
    of human
    idiocy.. yes..
    thanks God they
    blew it all up..
    and the
    Apes
    took over from
    soft and domesticated
    other primates.. who
    no longer
    developed
    the innate.. instinctual
    and intuitive tools..
    for social
    cooperation
    without frigging
    guns.. bombs..
    and pointy
    war
    heads
    iN killing
    fields of
    SUPER HUMAN
    IGNORANCE SET
    iN prison then and now..
    anyWay.. Apes stronger
    togetHeR.. to quote
    the new
    Ape
    Caesar..
    the kind and couRAge
    oF Ape iS riSinG aGaiN
    iN human primate
    culture kNow..
    too.. perhaps
    thinLY sparsed
    around the globe…
    but hell ya.. some out
    of the domesticated
    element of life..
    are re-
    wiLdING
    again.. and
    slowLy coming
    inTo PasSioN and
    Fashion at least
    wheRe i live
    one on
    me..
    hehe..;)

    Reply
  4. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 12:58 PM

    Hi gigoid.. nice to
    see you here as well..
    on this last chapter of
    my newest Novel..
    to be titled ‘soon’..
    ‘GodsUniVerseNovel2’..
    all over 51K words..
    a zillion photos
    and videos too..
    likely coming now..
    ‘in the morning’..
    as i am just
    about
    ready
    to faLL
    asleep ‘now’..
    from lack of sleep
    ‘last night’.. which
    is great as i’ve done
    long..long stretches
    with difficulty
    gaining any
    sleep at aLL..
    Love as WeLL..
    and see ya later..
    like clockwork
    orange
    work..
    iN yes..
    rEvolution
    O R A N G e..:)

    Reply
  5. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 9:09 PM

    Hi Cousin Phil (female
    nickname in Ireland)..

    So sorry.. that we are
    not able to attend the Re-Union…
    We were so looking forward to both meeting
    family and seeing the Ireland of our ancestors..

    i would Love to continue to receive any information
    regarding the Re-Union (photos.. etc.) if they become
    available.. as i believe there was mention
    of that in the latest group E-Mail…

    i continue to be a prolific writer
    myself.. mostly associated with philosophy..
    religion.. and almost everything else.. smiles..
    iN Free Verse Poetry Style.. publishing online..
    a 41K word Novel.. and 51K word Novel..
    iN December and ‘today’.. respectively…

    And i have also written about the family
    i have learned of in Ireland.. thanks to
    the wonderful information you provided
    to us in the family biographical information..

    There is really no market for Free Verse
    Poetry Novels.. smiles.. in way of Money..
    but thankfully that is no longer an issue..
    with the sale of my Father’s estate..
    also putting us debt free in
    way of home and car…

    So i continue to write for free..
    and have no desire to make
    anymore money than I have..
    and doing it just for fun as a
    passion.. has allowed me to go
    some places that perhaps no other
    artist has gone.. in writing poetry…

    However.. it is some consolation that
    i have 1.3 million or so views on Google Plus..
    and other avenues of sharing as well.. The new
    Online avenues of sharing Art.. provide a level
    playing ground.. without the rigorous rules
    and regulations that money making
    can make art into a science..
    instead of art.. in my opinion..

    Freedom is my passion..
    in both writing and dance..
    closing in on 5000 miles of
    dance walking.. now closing
    in on 30 months..
    additionally everywhere
    i go.. in a very conservative area..
    which is both challenge and pleasure.

    And interestingly.. i have been named as
    everything from the dancing guy to dance
    legend by random audience
    members who are
    strangers in public.

    Life is amazing..

    Smiles.. that’s all i know..

    And Feel..:)

    Particularly..
    after being a
    shut-in..
    in my
    home.. for
    66 months..
    before the new
    vocations away
    from illness and
    also from
    Government
    work for 24 years…

    Free is better..:)

    and hope the Re-Union
    exceeds your expectations..:)

    Not much problem sending
    you a photo of my wife Katrina
    and i.. there are
    around 60 plus
    thousand more
    as our lives
    are more
    or less MORE
    ALL ONLINE..
    But this is one of
    my favorites.. i take
    life as fun.. and perhaps
    this photo illustrates
    the Pan
    of i
    the best..
    My wife.. hasn’t
    loosened up as
    much as me..
    but i
    retain hope..
    smiles again..
    Thanks so much
    for connecting with us..

    And if you search on “Katie Mia Frederick”..
    my Pen name that i write under now..
    or “Aghogday”.. acronym for another
    ground hog day.. when i was ill…
    there iS UniVerses more..
    but proceed with
    caution..
    as trust
    me..
    there
    is now
    NO ONE
    LIKE ME..
    and i suppose
    the same could
    be said for
    that Grand
    Father
    LEO
    too..
    It’s probably not
    a link you’ll wanna
    share with perhaps
    anyone else..
    But i feel
    i owe this to
    you.. even if the
    rest of my family
    wants to keep
    me more
    hidden
    too..
    yes..
    i too..
    am the Black
    Sheep but i
    am gloWing too..
    And why not.. here are the two
    Novels.. but it will take an avenue
    of fast broadband
    access to open
    them up
    as well as
    a powerful
    computer..
    this is
    cutting
    edge of
    ‘something’..

    GodsUniVerseNovel

    GodsUniVerseNovel2

    No doubt.. i inherited
    something unusual
    from Leo but
    at age
    55..
    i can’t complain..
    i’m still here..
    Love..
    Fred and Katrina

    Reply
  6. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 9:37 PM

    Breakfast of champions

    SMiLes.. My friend.. Cabrogal..
    i’ve been wandering the poppy fields
    of Oz more often in my life than not..
    Perhaps the all natural gift of Bi-Polar
    that in my case is mostly Oz instead of
    melting witches.. And i didn’t get diagnosed
    until the pscychiatrist observed what i was in Oz..
    Away from hell in now for the 66 months i spent there..
    The diagnosis a valued one too.. Extending my happy
    re-Tirement to regular retirement age with the government
    this June at 56.. Anyway.. yeah.. i feel almost always invincible
    in what used to be Clark Kent clothes.. Don’t even need tights
    or cape now and have staying in heaven now down to a
    science of art at least for me.. Relaxing higher than
    ever in the poppy field(S) of Oznow..
    hmm.. somehow i lost this
    comment in my last
    Blog post
    effort.. novel
    effort that is.. now
    but anyway.. i met
    Cabrogal.. on Lala
    Rukh’s site from
    Pakistan..
    Cabrogal..
    Aborigine from
    Australia.. direct
    blood line as such..
    also on the Autism Spectrum
    with Bi-Polar.. and experiencing
    some similar experiences of the
    human awakening and
    enlightening way
    of liFe
    aLL
    Natural
    and somenows and then..
    Spontaneous experiences
    of Life often confused with
    mental illness in the west
    but a badge of honor now
    in other more instinctual
    and intuitive leaning
    ways of miNd
    and bOdy
    balance
    more
    over iN
    Eastern
    cultures..
    with some of wE outliers..
    in the western world
    coming out as A
    metaphorical now..
    Buddha or whomever
    as it were and is for now..
    when the Yogi comes
    down from
    the Mountain
    and spends some
    nows with the
    natives as
    it is now
    and were
    then as well..
    except back then
    rarely did a Yogi
    come down from
    the Mountain.. and that
    bRings me to my next thought
    of my Mr. Miyagi.. A Karate Kid
    shirt that i wore dancing at
    Super-Walmart tonight
    in my ballet.. martial
    arts like style
    with zero
    lessons
    and guidelines
    from human books..
    or instructors but
    anyway i got
    to tell one
    group
    of males..
    it’s just
    wax on
    wax off
    baby..
    ‘Happy Days’
    are here again..
    yes.. reference
    Mr. Miyagi’s role
    in that show as
    the cook iN
    mastery
    of relative
    free will..
    oh yeah.. and that
    reminds me of the
    sacred Tarot Journey of the
    hero through the dark night
    of the soul.. and all the other
    cards challenges of life now
    awakening to enlightening
    human beings
    from the journey
    of the fool to
    the fool
    again..
    free
    at the pinnacle
    of life’s liGht
    now iN what
    Maslow might
    name as
    authentic
    self
    being
    now..:)

    Tarot and the Hero’s Journey Series

    Interesting link
    here borrowed
    from Cabrogal’s
    website that explores
    THAT fully in depth..
    similar to all
    the other
    recipes
    for Super
    Hero.. iN
    literature..
    movies.. and aLL
    other Art portrayals
    of the Human and
    Jung approved
    archetypes..
    prevalent
    and real
    when
    sought
    found
    exercised
    as meaning
    and purpose in life..
    And the Sacred Fool..
    the Trickster.. and yes..
    the Trickster Poet..
    dancer.. shaman
    and warrior too…
    are real human
    archetypes
    before even
    history of
    human
    now..
    iN language
    and collective
    intelligence
    written
    way..:)

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  7. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 9:52 PM

    Well.. goodness.. two dVerse prompts
    behind.. again.. one on the 44 word
    Quadrille..
    a week
    long
    Monday
    Prompt..
    using the
    word ‘lull’
    for inspiration
    hehe.. kinda an
    oxymoron huh..
    but yes.. we can
    get inspired by
    almost anything
    dARk and liGht..
    including the
    word lull now..
    if we set our
    miNd’s and
    boDy’s fulLy
    to iT for now..
    and then there iS
    a Tuesday Prompt
    about three pre-selected
    cookie fortunes to get inspired
    about and write about.. would
    be kinda nice to pick ya own..
    which haha.. precisely
    is what non-linking
    folks who
    are just
    doing the commenting
    for poetic fun like me
    can freely
    and easily
    do in free
    writing stream
    of consciousness
    way of writing now..
    yeah.. i kNow.. i say
    now a lot but hey..
    that’s aLL theRe
    is so why
    not give
    now
    its
    JUST
    DOnow
    respect
    and repeat now
    as much now
    living
    now
    as now
    we caN
    iN alWays
    changing nows
    special ways.. now..
    So.. I’ll start here with
    the Quadrille Monday
    prompt.. then stARt
    Tuesday’s prompt iN
    another comments
    section.. so the
    food will not
    touch
    each
    other..
    hehe..
    if i do not
    fall asleep
    first after
    8 or so
    miles
    of Dance
    Walking
    in steps
    earlier
    before aLL the
    words come again now..:)

    SMiles.. sTill.. far far
    behind.. and i think
    i’ll skip over to
    the Tuesday prompt
    and come here
    later..
    Lots of
    side duties
    other than
    writing today..:)

    10:39pm
    2102016..

    Back at 5:35 pm..
    20122016..
    A true Lull
    here getting
    back to lulls
    of Quadrilles
    more..
    almost
    workout now
    but a few
    minutes to
    lull a
    way..;)

    Words away from active
    life.. life away
    active way..
    Verbs more
    doing..
    nouns
    lull
    a bye
    active
    ways of
    doing
    Life..
    SinG more
    a Dance of Life..
    Books cry pass
    alive..
    dead
    crys
    of
    nouns
    don’t sing
    SonG Living Now..
    Bye Lulls liGht eYes..:)

    Lull stress.. now live..
    Stress now.. lulls life..
    H A M M O C K N 0 W
    SWinGs ‘tween trees
    Love liFe
    balance
    bEinG
    Tree
    ofF Life..
    SpRinGS
    dreams
    lull goes
    by.. gulls
    white WinGs
    oF
    Sun..
    spiral
    Golden ever
    more.. hiGher..
    darker.. BriGhter
    Loving now.. iS
    Real.. Dream
    tiMe onLY
    NoW..:)

    *
    Loving Lulls
    HeArt leaves
    fall.. smiLinG
    feats dance
    comes back..
    Sun sTill
    shines
    rivers
    love couRsinG
    through veins
    as rivers do..
    SinG Life
    oh yes..
    i do..
    SonG
    Lives
    iN Love
    oF mE..
    Oceans wide..
    seas flow
    tides
    move
    iN and
    ouT waves
    LOVE..:)

    Finger tip iN water
    ripples waves
    chills
    finger..
    waves
    dissipating
    fear stays..
    pain grows
    heArt warms
    Tip oFFinger
    warms hEarts
    edge oF
    water
    shores
    softer..
    GRains oF
    Hands Holding
    greater togeTheR
    sOils soUl
    taKinG
    Reign..
    oF LiFe
    lulls
    Live
    Now
    Freeallone
    SonG ReaL Now..:)

    6:23 pm..
    Four to warm
    up.. more after
    work out..!..:)

    Back at
    9:53 pm..
    but this entire
    post is getting mega
    long again.. so time
    to publish.. and the
    rest of the weeklong
    prompt for lulls
    oF Quadrille..
    iN poetic
    response
    coming
    later
    iN
    this
    Next
    Blog
    Post..
    titled
    STiLL Dreams Dance..:)

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  8. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 9:53 PM

    And here is my bookmark
    for dVerse Tuesday
    in ‘this comments
    section’..:)

    10:41 pm..
    2102016..

    And here i am
    again.. skipping
    past the Monday
    Quadrille prompt
    as i like to do
    the 44 word count
    thingy for that..
    but for now..
    i just wanna
    fLow
    iN the
    zOne of
    poeTry
    and not
    do any
    mathematical
    poetic stuff..
    for now.. at least..
    Yes.. dVerse Tuesday
    prompt all about cooKing
    fortunes or whatever else..
    i’ll just go with
    the flow.. at
    least..
    again..
    now..;)

    *
    Shoes.. who needs
    shoes.. but people
    with virgin feet..
    oh.. sand
    gRains
    ‘tween
    toes
    twinkle
    in starlit
    dust oF now..
    iN Balance feat..:)

    *
    Shoes holding
    my feet upright
    and firm.. make
    the floor of hands
    happy beyond my feat..:)

    Side note here ^.. this
    person forgot to delete
    my comment in my comment
    post so i removed the
    asterisk.. and then
    they let this one
    go only to delete
    it later plus the
    one on the comment
    post before..
    hmm.. the
    trouble
    folks
    go to
    for
    division
    wInks..
    end
    of side note..;)

    ForTunes oLd.. Fortunes
    TOld.. believing new..
    placebo works..
    Voodoo new
    yes.. nocebo
    real.. too..
    old
    or new..:)

    *
    WeLL.. while it’s
    true in nows past
    that a coffin nail
    is all that exists
    of human enTrails
    after years of
    de
    comp
    osit
    ion..
    includ
    ing cof
    fins..i
    existnow
    here too..
    and i for one
    can prove iT
    wiTh lInks
    even
    after
    coffin’
    nAils
    are aLL
    that’s left
    oF ashes now
    urned me..;)

    SMiLes.. for years..
    alone a youth.. watching
    movie goers.. park
    people holding
    hands.. and
    all the other
    lovers coo..
    i wondered
    too.. when
    someone
    would make
    me happy.. then
    i lEarned how to do
    it.. and no longer do
    i yEarn.. iN Earning now..:)

    Ah.. yes.. words
    attach emoTions
    no different now
    than a favorite
    chair or golden
    calf.. hUmans
    and tHeir
    idols
    move
    emoTions
    as we aLL
    now Love
    idols.. WeLL..
    onLY problem
    iS when three
    letters BEcomes
    iT aLL as idol then
    instead of real now
    and yes.. of course
    longer words
    too.. 5 or 6
    or more
    oF course..:)

    *
    Loving feet
    are no imagination..
    oxytocin receptors
    on bottoms of feet..
    are where the
    social
    bonding
    to both
    earth and
    other humans
    in dance can
    even be empiricAlly
    measured iN those
    who have not
    forgotten
    how to
    connect..
    create.. and
    move too with
    feathered
    barefoot
    feats..
    touching
    gRains oF
    sAnd to
    beat oF
    toes of other
    sOuls.. heArt
    iN balance oF
    feat iN SpiRit Dance..:)

    Candy words..
    treats oF mouth
    symbols
    iN heARt
    beyond
    a tongue..
    you SinG
    so sweet..:)

    Merry heARts
    reflect dance
    oF sHoes iN
    barefeat
    spiRit..
    wHere
    sImplY
    iS dance
    and aLL
    words..
    never
    enough..
    now.. a
    simple
    move
    connect
    create
    oF LiFe
    sOles..:)

    OMG.. words..
    words.. words..
    11 million
    or so
    just
    printed
    by ‘me’ iN
    60 months
    or so.. dance
    dance.. dance..
    escape iT
    aLL
    FREE..
    Happy!
    Feat..;)!

    Uni
    verse
    oF words
    me too.. fliGht
    of dance no
    words
    can
    tale..
    oF me..:)

    SMiLes..
    every forTune
    cookie works
    for me.. as
    i don’t
    read
    ’em
    i dance
    ’em..:)

    A beast
    pArt of bEing
    homeLess iS
    beinG hungry
    and walKing..
    amazing now
    how so many
    people are never
    reAlly hungry or
    walk
    like
    that
    to find
    A meal as liFe..

    First world
    problems
    stufF’ed..:)

    Sidenote..
    i don’t give
    an F iF anyone
    ever reads iT
    as It iS F
    iN
    me..
    side note
    begins
    and ends
    again..;)

    As above so
    below.. Merry
    HeARts
    rain
    SpiRit
    rayS now
    oF SunsoUls..:)

    A shoe of art
    a feat of dance
    a bare of toes..
    a hare
    of human
    wanders
    through
    rabbit
    wholes
    oF wonder..:)

    Oh no.. shoes
    root of all now..
    ‘evil’.. protecting
    yes.. but stronger
    no.. ah yes.. now
    barefoot
    makes
    aLL the
    rest so much
    more Real..
    aWay from
    tools
    as humans
    ending@shoes…

    Fearless
    feat
    oF Red..;)

    OMG..!
    yay! toes..!
    i’ve been
    waiting for
    someone
    out of the
    group now
    pRaiSinG
    feat.. bare
    like this..:)

    Steps and Words
    half and half..
    half forever
    noWon
    servers..
    othEr
    hAlf
    realnow..:)

    Barefoot sHoes
    i love best..
    strength
    beLow
    strength
    aBove..:)

    With side note
    and ha! most
    muscle heads
    have no idea
    that even strength
    of neck stArts at
    feet.. as whenever
    feet are weak the
    rest of the human
    body is inhibited
    from getting stronger
    as ya can’t hold
    up a tree
    with
    frig
    GinG
    leave
    weak
    toes..
    it’s like
    an achilles heal
    but truly it’s
    the whole
    foot
    soul
    core
    of what
    it means
    to live
    as an
    earth dWeLLer..
    end of side note..
    feat of weLLfeet..:)

    SMiLes..
    ha! i’m
    apparently
    the only one
    associated
    with dVerse
    who figured
    out now how
    to comment
    and that’s
    ’cause i now
    go barefoot..
    aLmost
    allnow..
    and so do seals..
    that’s why they don’t
    worry over humans..
    secure they are..
    iN tHeir feats..
    yes.. humans
    who go barefeat
    remember this too..
    But seriously.. as a note
    the LInkie goes to a page
    with no comments
    or liking buttons
    clearly
    visible..
    but yeah..
    i found the
    other door..
    wInks again..
    Correction..
    i remember
    the other buttons
    too.. after visiting
    them again.. for likes..:)

    Ah.. yes.. steps
    and feats of
    words and
    shoes or
    shoeless
    alWays
    best feat
    juStiNFlow..:)

    SMiLes.. its
    true for me too..
    i write and step
    for TruthliGht n0w
    oF God iN me.. no..
    never an audience
    as it’s
    just God
    and me..
    short
    and LoNg
    and God
    deserves
    more
    than
    three
    letters..
    so i kiNdLy
    oblige.. so
    far.. wiTh
    11 milLion..
    and close
    to 5,000
    miles of
    steps
    in 30
    months
    oF Dance..
    anyone.. who
    cares to see
    and FEEL
    what WE
    did..
    sure..
    they are
    welcome..
    Ynot.. God
    iS free and
    so Is me..
    and we
    who
    juSt
    do iT
    FREE..
    iN
    Vic
    tor
    Y
    as Goddess
    Nike says sTill NOW..:)

    i can’t seem now to
    get those forTunes
    iN focus..
    what i do
    kNOw
    and FeeL
    for me..
    iS steps
    and words
    are great
    to find a
    hiGher
    now..
    iN SonG
    and Dance
    no matter now
    wHere they’ve
    been before..
    new in bare
    feat..
    iS
    wHere
    i’LLbe..:)

    SMiLes.. earlier
    humans invent
    letters to collect
    wisdom.. then
    they invent
    spears
    to kill
    friends..
    then cars
    and bikes
    instead
    of walKing
    and now
    they sit..
    sTill..
    and
    rarely
    move..
    yeah..
    it’s better
    to walk
    than
    run..
    as running
    is for fears..
    sitting still
    is for
    giving
    up.. and
    walKing
    iS yes..
    KinG
    of prey
    and predator
    when invisible
    of course.. yes..
    it can be complicated
    finding a simple way back..
    to an invisible K.I.S. S. oF walKinG..
    original
    dance
    of
    human being..
    FREE as Nature
    sWirLinG iN
    bacKyardS
    oF real..:)

    Ah.. yes
    a hot
    bath..
    a warm
    bed.. now..
    and toilet
    paper.. our
    ancestors
    say look
    at what
    we did
    so you
    can
    have
    that..
    ugh
    yeah..
    first
    word
    prob
    lems..
    Merry
    Christ
    mas
    alWays
    now..:)

    Lover of words
    alWays has
    friends..
    Dance
    oF Lovers
    alWays
    Loves.. so for one.. loNg..
    i can’t go wroNg.. wiTh tWo..:)

    SiN of PoeTry
    Worry..
    Poetry
    oF Nature
    BlisSinGs..:)

    PersonAlly.. i never
    want to be
    famous..
    LegEnds
    are tOld
    not
    made..
    sMiLes..
    and what
    i love best
    about life..
    to be
    soLd
    and
    never seLL..
    or even make
    money.. FREE!..:)

    Ah.. moon.. traveling
    with me.. when
    i ride..
    oh.. i.. traveLinG
    Moon.. when
    i dance..:)

    1:22 pm..
    2112016..
    hmm.. finishing
    29 poetic
    expressions
    and now 4
    side notes..
    including
    this one
    since 2102016
    at 10:41 pm..
    do the math
    Fred.. that’s
    33 in 151 minutes
    making an average
    of 4.57575758 minutes
    per poetic
    expression
    effort..
    a world
    record for
    me at least..
    and proof that
    practice leads
    to practice..
    wInks..;)

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  9. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 9, 2016 at 10:10 PM

    Curving around square corners….

    Ah.. insanity.. i’m
    crazy in Love with
    that topic.. only out
    of interest.. of course..
    hehe..
    but if i had
    a dollar now
    for every person
    who thinks i am
    crazy in dancing
    life opposed
    to minus
    a dollar
    for the
    awesome
    calls.. it would be
    a hard fought battle
    here in footloose town
    for sure.. where moving
    anything but robot.. is like
    a cardinal sin if it is off
    the sports
    fields
    of course..
    Yeah.. that crazy
    and insane word gets
    tossed around a lot but
    the legal definition of not
    being in control of one’s
    cognitive executive
    functioning
    can certainly
    be a prison
    named
    human..
    and hell
    as me on
    40 days with
    one hour of sleep..
    the first 35 out of 40
    with a powerful alpha
    blocker for just that
    one hour of
    cardboard
    shallow
    sleep..
    and none the
    last 5 out of 40
    when Lent started
    tomorrow on or
    about as such.. 8
    years ago.. in 2008..
    definitely showed
    me i don’t wanna
    go to the real
    insane and
    crazy land
    again
    of
    tortuous
    lack of sleep..
    hmm… and the
    pain disorder i had
    would probably drive
    most folks crazy too..
    and likely.. technically
    insane too.. in a legal
    way worse
    off than
    an invalid
    in a nursing
    home.. but the
    job of JOB has
    its learning lessons
    all cut out inherently
    as such.. when hell
    comes to human..
    the nuances of
    darkness are
    as incredibly
    complex
    as the nuances
    of liGht iN happy
    happy happy
    feelings
    and talk..
    away from
    the other place of
    the dark night of
    the human
    soUl..
    spiRit
    and
    heARt..
    Anyway.. as far as common
    use of the terms crazy
    and insane.. go..
    usually iT iS
    wild and
    free now considered
    AS SUCH by conservative
    leaning minds and us
    liberals think similar
    and feel similar
    about
    our
    brothers
    and sisters..
    who fit Einstein’s
    definition of insanity
    as the same ole’ dam
    ways of doing stuff
    over and
    over
    and
    over
    again.. it’s relative..
    yes.. my normal is
    extremely insane to
    some folks.. and their
    normal is like a dentist
    drill in my eye and ear
    too.. but hey.. that’s
    only if i have
    to do
    that again..
    i’ll choose
    wild
    and
    free
    as
    that is
    just me..:)

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  10. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 10, 2016 at 9:17 AM

    Facebook Friend Rafiah.. shares
    an article illustrating nicely how
    far marriage traditions in
    Modern Muslim countries
    differ from the original
    instructions for marriage
    in the Kuran.. most
    specifically that
    the male
    himself
    provides
    the Dowry and not
    either the female’s
    family or the
    male’s
    family..

    Rafiah says..

    Yes, religion is perfect,
    people aren’t. smile emoticon

    And i say..

    Only God can be called perfect and only God can determine
    what perfect is.. Lesson of two revised books that say holding
    female slaves and forcing sex on them is okay.. That’s not
    okay with God to enslave any creature..
    As God lives in ALL those creatures
    and to enslave any creature
    makes God very angry..
    and trust me no one
    wants to face the wrath
    of God.. Face to Face…
    At least from what i
    understand of
    that experience…
    Also to be clear.. i understand
    there are many literal defenses that
    the Kuran does not condone raping
    female captures and slaves from war..
    But anyone with a heart will feel
    the fact that female captures
    in war will NOT consent freely
    to sex without duress to Muslim captors
    in the presence of their husband.. Yeah..
    religion is disgusting in many ways promoting
    much ignorance and suffering still.. and why i
    ONLY follow the God of Nature as God does
    NOT deceive..smile emoticon
    Also.. my personal definition
    of slavery.. is taking the free will
    away from any human being..
    or other creature.. and that
    my friend starts as early
    as Kindergarden when
    the teacher says.. sit
    still and do not fidget..
    really difficult for someone
    like me to do.. and easy for
    sitters to do.. but rovers no..
    they must move.. move move..
    or suffer a spectrum of human misery
    across the life span.. and that’s just one example..
    humans are not cookie cutter carbon copies of each other..
    and no one rule will apply to all.. even Love.. as
    some folks are not born to feel it.. yes..
    life is both dArk and liGht..
    and who are we to question
    God about that.. not much.. really..
    but servants TO God.. there is no escaping
    that submission but going against the God of Nature..
    and that is between each human and God ONLY.. now..
    to get it figured out and tailor made so we fit
    within the clothes of God suited to us..
    by God.. uniquely.. my friend..
    yeah.. it’s like the Matrix..
    slaves are everywhere i look..
    over here in the U.S. too.. including
    me of before..
    i for one escaped
    the Matrix of the lies of culture
    back to the God of Nature who i for
    one see and feel without the help of
    anyone else.. but sharing what is..
    now..smile emoticon

    And as a
    final note..

    free range Chicken tastes better..
    there is a reason for that.. a scientific one..
    they are not filled with stress hormones
    their entire life.. as food slaves…

    So yeah.. free range humans
    taste better too..
    but to be clear..
    taste here
    is a metaphor
    as i am no longer
    a Zombie.. as metaphor
    either.. smiles.. and Winks..

    the parable of the free range
    Chicken.. and the truth is the
    Chicken and the Egg came at
    the same time.. and there
    is no time
    but
    now..

    And wife Katrina bought me
    a T-shirt.. from Kmart..
    i will be wearing
    Very soon that
    illustrates
    this point well..
    and there is a song
    for that too.. hmm..
    perhaps you can
    get access to
    it..
    sMiLes..
    again..
    with
    wInk..:)

    And then i say on another similar point..

    Hi.. Rafiah.. you are a very intelligent woman..
    and can see through many more lies than
    most.. but sadly many cannot..
    and that is the problem
    at hand in the world..
    the fact is throughout
    history many folks do not
    have and specifically most
    folks do not have the innate
    and environmentally assisted
    ability to understand deep metaphors
    of poetry.. including the Bible and Kuran..
    and sadly.. the issue is.. this means..
    that psychopathic leaning individuals
    twist it anyway they like to control
    the masses as history and present
    shows to control folks now.. and even
    make folks believe that a man or men..
    who once thought himself or themselves..
    even to be mad.. in some instances..
    hearing Angels
    in a cave has
    the final word
    from God..
    A man who lived his
    life in the slave trade of
    other human beings and
    somehow didn’t get the
    info from God that.. the
    trade of humans he was
    iN was the biggest sin of aLL..
    but of course..
    that would
    have cost
    his way..
    resources.. huh..
    and spOiled the rules
    of wars…. i learned a long
    time(now) ago to tale the difference
    between a man of God and
    a man of men..
    a man of men..
    will control for gain..
    a man of God will
    give for sharing…
    And owning other
    humans.. is the first
    way only
    then/now.. my
    Friend.. Rafiah..
    So honestly.. what
    that tales me from the
    get go is both the Kuran
    and Bible are great books
    of Poetry that describe the
    context of human struggles..
    and success of the now at hand..
    but truly no more than any other
    poet in any other land at any other
    now who does
    the same..
    but again..
    one must be
    humble.. giving..
    sharing.. to see iT as
    truth and liGht this way..
    as a gRain of sand and no more..
    that holds up Mountains of God and more..:)

    Rafiah says..

    I told my brother that Freddy called me an intelligent woman,
    and he was like he says because he don’t know about you,
    just as grass is greener on
    the other side. tongue emoticon

    i say..
    Ha.. i don’t have to know ya..
    i feel ya..wink emoticon

    Rafiah says..

    I don’t know why it’s such like that some times folks are mean
    and twisted themselves, but manage to hide under the false pretence
    that they are okay to mess up, as they are given this liberty,
    and drag religious scriptures to wrongly justify their own
    wrong actions. But that’s actually living a lie,
    but such lame smartpants does not know
    that Lord can’t be cheated.

    i say..

    Like i said..
    You ARE smart..
    smile emoticon
    And smArt..
    smile emoticon

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  11. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 10, 2016 at 10:45 AM

    May we cauterize now, milady?

    My understanding is that about 1% of the population
    is not capable of feeling Love at all as far
    touchY feelY Love goes..
    with other humans
    and animals.. gigoid..
    yes.. BORN THAT WAY..
    so it is any surprise
    that the top percent
    controls the rest of
    the resources
    away from
    other humans
    or in the top 10
    vocations.. of
    psychopathy
    checklist
    points..
    the clergy
    ranks in the top 10..
    no.. it’s not..
    as that’s
    what religion
    is all about too..
    controlling the resources
    from food to vagina.. and
    other related items for
    subsistence
    of selfish
    genes.. and gains..
    hmm.. sharing is the
    way of human being..
    freedom is the way of life..
    but truly there are no Universals
    that apply to any one human
    being.. as we are all
    both same
    and unique
    UniVerses
    as humans
    fractals
    of the
    wHole.. iN
    aLL beYond
    rainBow colors..
    i believe in magic
    ’cause it’s REAL
    AND i for one
    can
    PROVE
    iT WITH
    GOOGLE LiNKS..
    AND wInks now..
    with the placebo
    and nocebo
    effect
    and
    affect..
    of course..
    empiricAlly
    measurable
    and provable
    iN mY liFe too..;)

    Wise words my friend.. indeed.. FLow iN the ZOne..
    Mindfully aware.. wheRe the answers are aLL at
    the Beach.. in the Forest.. on River’s edges
    and wHerever else basic subsistence
    is plentiful for balance now..
    i believe in Karma
    and no
    doubt..
    the misery and
    suffering i see aLL
    around me now.. most
    everywhere i go.. both offline
    and on.. is a direct result of selfish
    humans who decided to own each
    other and the earth as a lifeless
    part of Nature without
    any right to
    exist
    on its
    own without
    some ridiculously
    ignorant human beings
    making the rules of taking
    and collecting.. instead of
    giving and sharing.. humans..
    overall.. have already dug tHeir
    own grave and are just
    laying there
    rotting
    slowly
    while the indigenous
    ones of uS aLL naturAlly
    do come back to liFe now..
    and yes.. simply exist..
    moving.. connecting
    and creating.. wE
    Free Indians
    again.. now..
    meanwhile.. i enjoy
    the spOils of the ‘whiteman’..
    kNowing and most imporTanTly
    FEELING that this place now
    is a little sliver of heaven
    out of the entire UniVerse..
    wheRe i get
    both heaven..
    a warm bed..
    a hot shower..
    and toilet paper..
    and yeah.. that beautiful
    wife on back of the horse
    who at her pleasure pleases
    my every desire.. is
    icing
    now on
    my cake..
    sMiLes again..
    i’m not sure what
    i did to deserve heaven
    other than trying harder
    than most juSt to exist..
    my friend.. gigoid.. now..
    i am a beach
    i surf
    the earth
    iN breeze..
    and i show
    other folks how
    to do it.. and of
    course it is
    mostly
    the children
    and young adults
    who can even see me..
    yeah.. and as a final note..
    a small child about 100 feet
    down the Aisle at Walmart
    hiding in a side Aisle
    watching me dance
    my wild and
    free Wal
    mart dance..
    coming out in
    the middle of the
    Aisle jumping up
    and down squealing
    with delight and yes..
    excited applause..
    hmm.. every
    minute or so..
    going back into
    hiding.. like the
    child then now
    just arrived at
    Disney World…
    yeah…
    sure..
    i am
    Mickey
    Mouse2..;)

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  12. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 11, 2016 at 7:30 PM

    Sitting right and tight….

    Go to school.. for 18 years or so..
    lEarning a little biT oF iT aLL..
    and none of other more
    important stuff..
    like how to
    regulate
    emotions..
    integrate
    senses..
    for miNd
    and boDy
    balance
    for simple
    animal homeostasis
    that only specialist
    primates named
    human fail
    to do
    a majority
    oF tHeir life..
    Ah.. yes.. specialization
    and a modern technological
    society.. where it all comes
    down to efficiency..
    best bang
    for the
    buck..
    humans need
    not apply..
    hmm.. yeah..
    worth the video
    on that again too..

    Yes.. there was a more so-cAlled
    primitive now.. as actuaLLY MORE
    advanced now..
    iN wAys oF
    uSinG So
    much more
    of potential
    hUman
    intelligenceS..
    wHere more or
    less.. every human
    to survive must put
    on or take off tHeir
    Renaissance clothes
    as man or woman..
    to get ALL THE
    JOBS DONE..
    NOW THE WORLD
    IS A CULTURAL BUFFET
    OF BROADBaND OPTiONS
    BUT THE DailY GRiND
    Of WORKInG
    DAY
    iS often
    now nArrow
    as a 15 inch
    to 4 inch
    screen
    or so..
    A grand experiment
    and human is faiLinG
    miserably
    to get
    back
    Jack
    and JiLL
    oF aLL TrAdes..
    And that reminds me
    again.. oF mY first
    year College
    Philosophy
    teacher
    alWays
    pReacHinG
    specialization
    wiLL be the faLL
    oF humankind..
    so functionAlly
    disabled humans
    are on so many potential
    ways of intelligence
    now iN action
    oF common
    sense
    way..n0W..:)

    Ah..yes.. low tech..
    baby is wheRe
    it’s at..
    for feeLinG
    more of Life..
    than cold heARted
    devices becoming
    hUmans now..
    touch.. feel..
    smeLL.. now
    propriocept..
    more than
    eYes or
    Ears WiLL
    ever
    here..
    now..
    onLY
    now..
    E-World..
    approximation
    of reality so let
    it be written
    so let
    it be
    now..
    away from online
    coals.. cola.. and
    all other sources
    of instant
    gratification
    wHere.. heLL iS
    alWays finding a
    meal.. wHere no longer
    hungry for life are humans..
    Survival.. yeah.. base instinct
    to gRow.. in flesh and blood off
    lines
    now oF
    tying knots
    iN aLL BElow
    a BRain
    discnow
    connect
    fRom boDy
    WHole..:)

    SMiLes.. Living as wild again in an increasingly tame culture has its
    intrinsic rewards if not captured by the more domesticated among
    uS.. put down and drugged as it were and as it is now with both
    prescriptions and words of those who are less.. inhibited as
    humans.. let’S just say.. and do.. hehe.. my friend Gigoid..

    Anyway.. ‘they’ tried to hold me(us) back..
    And now i work ‘tHeir’ world and words
    all to my freedom.. advantage as is..
    i wouldn’t trade wheRe i’m at now..
    for all the clothes
    of culture
    ‘they’
    wear
    hehe..
    Anyway.. the DRD4 dopamine
    gene thingy is a real thingy..
    and haha.. Bi-Polar…
    ADHD.. and
    True Asperger’s..
    the kind that the
    original Hans Asperger’s
    dude diagnosed folks with..
    language delays
    included..
    is all
    the same
    F iN thing
    more or less
    when misdiagnosed
    as a disorder instead
    of WILD AND FREE STILL..
    40 thousand years of domestication
    since around the first steps of intercourse
    between Roving Neanderthals and their sitting
    cousins from down south.. isn’t long enough
    to filter
    ‘US’ out now still
    from the population..
    remnant genetics remain..
    and the hair of me from
    head to toe
    is still
    now
    a flAMe
    of Freedom..
    with some red
    hairs too.. mixed..
    after escaping
    ‘their’ way..
    but dam
    i hate
    to go the
    route of us
    vs them..
    but let’s
    face it..
    it’s the
    tribal instinct
    at core.. of a mixed
    up human race at core..
    And the gAMe goes on
    of those more likely
    imprisoned
    or free..
    no.. God’s
    not fair in a
    human cultural
    sense.. and oh
    yes again.. the
    game goes on..
    some of us
    are chosen
    now with
    more gifts
    than the rest..
    and called as such
    for the game
    changing
    PLAYS oF FREER FREEDOM..
    Seriously.. every F iN hero myth
    from Devils to Angels to Doctor Jekyll’s to
    Mr. Hyde’s.. Supermen to BAtmen and
    so much more..
    is frigging about
    folks with
    this wild
    and free way
    of genetics and
    epigenetics come
    back to life.. and truly
    those of us who enjoy iT now
    free wish others could partake
    of iT as WeLL.. but sadly perhaps
    they just do not have what iT takes..
    Whatever my ancestors did to keep
    it.. i give great thanks.. Stay wild and
    free my friend..
    theRe ain’t A
    better way
    of Living
    iN the
    flesh
    and blood
    of WE.. Now..
    and yes.. of course
    we need the sitters..
    for order in insanely
    large populations..
    of hairless apes..
    but i’ll stay in
    my back
    yard and
    choose a leash
    that suits me
    and not now
    a sitter’s
    lease..
    on liFe..
    Hairy.. Wild.. and
    Free.. no less reAlly
    than Yellow Boy now..
    with tiger stripes almost visible..
    but partiAlly hidden from ‘tHeir’ view..:)

    Dogs are domesticated.. Cats are tRuly not
    and that’s why cats teach better wild and free
    rules among cats who are uS.. SMiLes of TAbby stRays..
    sAMe Tiger stRipes.. JuSt iN compact.. STill igniTable esSence..;)

    When truly human.. Humans
    are cool too.. Thanks at
    least for lesSons of
    cats and dogs..;)

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  13. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 11, 2016 at 7:42 PM

    Steps and Words
    Words and Steps
    Wax on Wax Off
    Wax Off Wax On..:)

    Yes.. guess what.. the chicken or the
    egg.. first.. just ask a chicken
    and they will tale ya..
    it’s a mute poiNt..
    wE live iN n0w..
    cocka
    doodle
    do..
    where do
    you live now..
    first or as last..
    or jUst now.. and
    OMG of course as
    science and even
    bibles of 3500
    ears ago..
    wRite oN
    course..
    humans
    are born
    oF Star DuSt..
    and WE are tHe
    Cosmos unto iTselF..
    like Carl Sagan and
    YeShua.. says..
    Star
    children
    of GOD wE
    aLLare.. and going
    WitH God’s gravity
    n0w.. iS of course..
    write on course..
    sTiLL now..
    jusT
    N0W..
    And sPeaKinG
    of now.. my 97th week
    of Rave dance.. tonight..
    Thursday niGht.. wITh
    all the Cool College aGe
    folKs.. and i for one
    WiLL be hOWLinG
    @thEmoon no matter
    iF iT iS onLY a quarter
    size of fuLL
    or not
    toniGht..
    wITh more fun
    dance photos coming
    soMewheRe a’round the
    wee Friday Morning
    hour of 3 am..
    perhaps in
    my next
    blog post.. too..
    named “STiLL
    Dreams Dance”..
    if i gEt hEr dOne..
    before i go.. otheRwise
    coming on Friday.. after
    i recuperate from
    Marathon
    DANCE!
    toNiGhT!..:)

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  14. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 11, 2016 at 8:12 PM

    The true reality of life.. that even Quantum Physics
    iS seeing more clearly as of late in the last
    few decades.. is realiTy is stranger than
    fiction.. and life is more like
    a dream we create as
    reality iN relative
    free WiLL..
    than a
    random
    glob of glue
    some folks THiNK
    they are.. ’cause they
    cannot see deeper than
    science of old in cold objective
    fActs.. weLL the FACT of science
    iS now.. that emoTioNs are the glue
    of human intelligence.. and not the
    cold hard logic.. created by
    sketching imaginary
    connections
    of stars in
    sand
    with sticks
    making alphabets
    like Sanskrit and then
    making a 5 step method
    of observation and repetition
    of observation.. to verify that
    the same dam thing happens
    again and again.. and again..
    like clock work of time..
    when truth and liGht
    is time iS relative
    and aLL iS NOW..
    hmm.. don’t
    try to make
    a rocket
    scientist into
    a dreamtime
    maker fruiting
    Lucid Dreams
    to come true in
    liGht of now.. as equations
    of repetition are not created
    iN science to measure
    the non-repeatable
    experiment
    that is
    the
    human emoTional
    moving connecting
    creating child of GoD
    when human creates
    and becomes a work
    of Art like allthatis
    all around us..
    for those
    of us..
    not so lost
    in mechanical
    problem solving
    equations now of
    complex culture
    that we cannot see
    the magic in liFe as
    truth and liGht.. now
    wheRe the sunset
    of us so wants to
    rise as morning
    star again..
    but now onLY
    a sliver of a moon
    we are.. hanging on
    to twilight life..
    missing the
    siGns
    as dARk..
    instead of
    liGht to fiX
    uS once more
    as liGht guides us NOW.:)

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  15. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 11, 2016 at 8:27 PM

    And.. yeS.. oN a briGhter note..
    DANCE FRED DANCE..
    RUN FOREST RUN..
    TREE SinG
    FReED..
    OWN
    And
    Stayin’
    OWN..
    LuciD
    Dreams
    FrUiTreal..:)

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  16. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 11, 2016 at 10:22 PM

    #wherewildthingsare

    FAcebook Status..
    Wild.. Hairy..
    and Free..

    FAcebook Status..
    Wild.. Hairy..
    and Free..x2..
    AND READY
    TO DANCE!..;)

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  17. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 12, 2016 at 12:17 PM

    Epic questions of no import….

    “As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of
    human existence is to kindle a light of meaning
    in the darkness of mere being.” — C. G. Jung

    This is my favorite quote from your pearl diving
    today.. gigoid.. And as synchronicity will have
    it.. it now relates
    well to another
    video i came
    across with
    this rather
    zealous
    LoPorto
    fellow..
    about photons
    and plants and
    the continuing
    quest for liGht
    iN aLL DArkness
    oF what iS as WeLL..
    along the way of those
    Symphony oF Science
    Videos i shared recently here..

    aLL.. ah.. iNteLLigeNce oF FloWeRinG PlAnts
    requires no human mind or body intelligence
    iN ways of feeLinG or senses..
    yet.. some humans restrict
    thEir purpose iN meaning
    now and then.. to only
    worded feelings and
    senses.. yes..
    theRe iS MUCH
    more to meaning
    and purpose when the
    liGht wE are iS the liGht
    we make.. now as UniVERse
    unto itSelf.. stiLL traveLinG as LiGht..
    iN
    DArk..:)

    So hard it is to
    give up on that
    95% or so..
    who can’t
    seem to
    get the
    deeper
    liGht
    of lIfe
    iN Truth of
    Connection with aLL..
    wheRe truLY no words
    can describe the
    experience
    adequately..
    not even
    poeTry..
    nowiN
    end and
    beginning
    of now it iS
    a mE gAMe
    to connect
    back to
    aLL..
    i could dance beaches
    of bliss and never come
    back online.. but theRe
    is that other 5 percent
    who have a chance
    to be spArKed
    to liGht
    and
    iGnited
    to greater
    liGhts now..
    and while i work
    for the 95% iT iS
    likely i wiLL only
    reach few.. but
    each individual
    iS a potential
    UniVerse
    oF Love
    just
    waiting to
    break out of
    a canary’s coal
    mine oF death iN Life.:)

    SMiLes..
    smart iS
    as SmArt
    does iS..:)

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  18. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 12, 2016 at 12:52 PM

    Blessed by a Monkey

    BArk.. purrs.. cAlls
    oF monKeys SinG
    sAMe refRain of
    affective emotional
    contagion Of Empathy
    that bonds uS togeTHeR
    seeKinG liGht for survival..
    iN aLL the ways that comes
    iN animal support of each other..
    IT’s powerful stuff and humans
    are stellar Star examples oF
    bEinGs wITh
    great potential
    to see farther
    than any reptile
    does in FeeLinG
    the pain and pleaSure
    of other beinGs.. but sadly
    then there were words leading
    to tools of spears.. but yet..
    extensions of tools too..
    iN StRings of Guitars
    and Pianos.. that
    extend our
    vocal
    chords of
    feeLinGs now iN
    empathy producing
    emoTioNs.. to ourselves
    and others.. and farther
    out into the future iN
    media oF HeARt
    as WeLL..
    it’s a balance..
    bE a tool of heARt
    or Be a tool of aggression..
    violence.. wars.. and overall dark..
    But the bottom line is.. these animals
    FeeL the truth and liGht of others
    and the rest of Nature..
    so far away from
    what can
    be a greaTesT
    animal virus of all
    that is now manmade
    cultures for taking more
    than giving.. and
    collecting
    over sharing
    paws
    for Love..
    anyway.. have
    a purrfectLy nice
    now.. friend Prajakta..
    and give a monKey
    from India..
    a hug for
    me too..
    oh yeah.. and
    by the way.. if you
    made it through
    my entire last
    novel blog post..
    you now deserve
    a medal of honor
    or a Purple heart..
    and a monkey kiss..
    with big Winks oF Ink..;)

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  19. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 12, 2016 at 1:15 PM

    Back.. when trapped in the chaos of money
    makers and collectors of stuff..
    ladders of success to
    somewhere.. perhaps
    a date to retirement..
    yet.. golden hand
    cuff calfs of
    government
    employment
    where rules and
    regulations tale one
    all to do.. down to
    the letter
    of concrete
    words
    set
    in
    hell..
    Lady Gaga.. in the
    other place.. totAlly free
    not giving an F iF others
    like her style of creativity
    or not.. school yes..
    degree of
    art..
    yet freer still
    iN exploRinG
    new ways of ART
    like this song G.U.Y.
    exploring the fAct that social
    roles are important.. yet.. Love
    iS greaTeSt oF aLL virtues
    of human being
    when
    Fearless
    of course
    iN a Dance oF Life..
    away from illusory
    fears that control
    others and
    us of course..
    So.. dance of
    Michael Jackson..
    and the ways of Ghandi
    and Jesus.. and sure
    another coffin
    or another
    statue now..
    in that famous
    Beatle’s Album..
    Sgt. Pepper’s
    Band
    oF Aid
    from the
    sAges
    of our
    ages..
    continuous
    changes and cycles
    of human nature
    that go back
    and forth
    as well
    iN social
    roles of Patriarchy
    Egalitarian and
    Matriarchy ways
    of social roles
    iN greaTEst
    battle of aLL..
    yes..
    the
    battle of
    duality.. iN
    masculine and
    feminine.. dArk
    and liGht but
    to wear
    iT ALL
    iN
    Balance
    oF aLL ages
    iS the greaTest
    ONE oF ALLnow..:)

    Yes.. i dance to move.. connect..
    but yes.. mostly i dance
    to create.. and
    Thursday
    niGht the
    greaTest
    moving
    connecting
    and creating
    flows over to at
    least the next day..
    as can be empiricAlly
    measured by the output
    of my happy creativity
    in words.. words
    so easy to count
    along with
    steps of
    dance and
    miLes with
    GPS sports
    watch.. but feeling..
    hey.. that is beyond
    science and empiricAlly
    designed tools as such
    as all human emotional
    experiences are unique
    ranging from dArkest
    black hole
    soul to
    Super
    Nova..
    of me
    for now
    he HA!
    HE Happy Feats..
    more than
    bread
    and
    wine
    at
    least for
    Now iN FREE!..:)

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  20. katiemiafrederick says:
    February 12, 2016 at 2:22 PM

    Friday Quote

    SMiLes.. my friend
    SOHEIR.. perhaps
    the best
    Friday quote
    you provide
    yet.. that
    heARt iS
    riches.. And human
    tools.. whether money
    or even written words
    are only extension of
    human heARt
    in dARk away from
    Hope and Love.. or
    liGht away
    from Fear
    and Hate..
    it doesn’t matter
    if any words were ever
    written.. this iS Universal
    truth that wIll last iN liGht
    longer
    and earlier
    than any
    written
    human
    concept
    my friend..
    and with that said..
    it is the journeys
    and paths of Love
    that count.. now..
    and it is
    the fearless
    that is required
    to successfully
    embark and move
    iN Loving ways
    of bEinG..
    and that
    way is magic
    too.. as connections
    of Love WiLL grow
    regardless
    of human
    concepts
    limited
    to walls
    now of
    words..
    perseverance
    iS what Love takes
    i Love people so hard
    sometimes they get tired..
    as it is a muscle i continue
    to grow stronger now..
    iN steps
    and words..
    and the paths
    online are like Real
    life too.. i am too strange
    to go to strange places
    uninvited..
    so i wait
    for places
    to come
    to me..
    and God
    has not disappointed
    yet.. yes.. magic friend..
    you stArt my next post
    with flowers of yellow
    and you end it here too..
    with another 10K effort
    to add to all the rest.. So
    heir.. enJoy a starry weekend..:)

    SMiLes.. may aLL now.. end and
    beginning week be yoUrs.. Whatever is
    at hand.. i literally never stop worKing
    for Free.. Even iN dreams oF sleep..
    Only a gift now iS.. But yes..
    Being employed by God for
    FREE iS ALL FReED..:)

    Yes.. WInks.. Different
    says iT all.. And yes..
    i enjoy iT ALL.. LiGht
    and dArk.. But it iS iN aLL
    perspective of going to REAL
    Hell.. 66 months first..
    LeSsonS lEarn…:)

    Ameen..
    friend..
    Yes.. Reward iS
    Heaven now frEed..:)

    WeLL.. okay..
    down here at
    the bottom..
    arriving somewhere
    around 10K words
    of more Gods
    Uni
    verse for
    me of course..
    and mentioning
    a 7th chapter
    to go along
    with the
    rest of
    the 6 blog
    posts in Word
    Press comprising
    the first 6 chapters
    of my second novel
    post.. now titled
    GodsUniVerseNovel2..
    it could be the
    comments section
    there that comprise
    this next blog
    post.. or
    others
    linked..
    options
    are always
    great now..:)

    Anyway.. i suppose i owe
    my detractors through the years
    big time.. particularly the moderators
    and the administrators from both the
    Wrong Planet and the top dogs at
    dVErse mired in rules.. but
    never the less..
    sending me
    just the
    ticket
    i for
    one
    need sTill
    now to be complete
    in ways of moving..
    connecting.. and
    creating now..
    and the same
    applies throughout
    the years as well.. as God
    knows and feels i would not be
    nearly as dedicated to the mission
    at hand if not for the haters
    who inspired me on
    against all
    odds.. and
    truly understanding
    the magic of Life.. there
    iS no odds for against.. for
    those who with the emotive
    powers of hope.. faith
    and belief.. and namely
    Love.. will find a way..
    to the liGht once again
    from the dArkest niGhts
    of human miNds and
    boDys in soUlFul
    balance.. to heARt
    expresSinG SpiRit
    of emoTioNs..
    nicely.. to..
    yes.. once again..
    a reborn of human
    experience wHere the
    old world becomes new!…:)

    Anyway.. times two..
    Biloxi trip for multiple
    Casinos’s.. on Church Tour
    Bus coming at 9 am on Saturday..
    the day before Valentine’s day..
    loaded with iMac Pro.. likely
    more words to come iN way of
    poEtry in the comments
    section oF this
    next
    new
    blog
    post now.:)
    MORE
    Beautiful Biloxi Beach
    Photographs sTill to come..
    along with Sun.. Sky.. Boats..
    Docks.. swirling boardwalks
    around the Interstate Loop
    around the I-10 bridge
    to Biloxi..
    Seagulls..
    hopefully no
    more dead fish..
    as encountered..
    iN
    the fish kill
    of last Months..
    marathon of beach
    and Casino Dance WalKing
    event.. oh so free in free
    verse steps
    of
    life and words
    otherwise kNown as
    dancing
    and SinGinG
    Life for
    FREE
    now
    juSt
    NOW..:)

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