“Instead of Wondering when
your next vacation is,
maybe you should
set up a life
you don’t
need
to escape
from…”
-Seth Godin
i say..
SMiLeS.. Himali..
StayCaTioN Free
within never ending now
alWays Living Peace and Love Now..
Director.. Producer.. And PLAYer of one’s
OwnEd Play WitH Allthatis.. AsonE or
Daughter
ONE..:)
More deep ‘Facebook memories’
from a year ago
to date..
and sure
the X-Grinch
HeArt continues
to GROW GROW GROW!
EVER GROwING
MORE
NOW..;)
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Is that a Gun..
and or are you
happy
to see me..wink emoticon..
Classic 26-year marriage selfie..
And if you notice what Katrina
has in her arms.. she says..
i am the gift that keeps
giving no gifts..
as that is
a gift
from a very
nice Cajun
Lady at Church
with a name of LiL..
and it may be unTil
Hell Freezes over..
before i give a gift..
as Katrina gets
all the money
any
way..
and spends
it however she
likes.. my
penance
for putting
her on a strict
$75 weekly budget..
for 23 years.. so
now her reward is
to spend it all..
but no..
i will
not let
her run out..
as i for one ain’t
going back to the
cultural ideals of work..
Nah.. i will do what i am
proficient at in eYes of
God.. NOT ICE
OF CULTURE
WITH DEAD
HEART.. SPIRIT..
AND SOUL.. iN WAYS
OF MACHINE COGNITION..
AnyWayS.. more fun Church..
Farm.. Mall.. Bookstore..
and Publix store photos
coming to my latest
blog post.. titled..
‘Godprints iN skeyes’..smile emoticon
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Last and first verse
of the beginning
and end of
the bible
of
God..
Oh.. how humans with limited eYes of God..
with their order.. with their controls..
and boundaries attempt
to make perfection in
life wHere humanly
held definitions
of perfection
if ever
humanly
obtained..
will surely be
a literal hell that
never changes.. NOW
God is the ultiMate
work of art.. alWays
changing and
we are a
reflection
of God
only if
always
changing
as well..
and
when
we
thread
God through
a
needle hole
of limits and or
us.. we make an
illusion of order that
is a step now.. at least.. to
real literal hell… How many
heArts that have lost the ART
to Love or never gained the essence
of Love that never ends or begins as free..
Yes.. how many of these poor soUls out of
mind and body balance.. with little emotion
of heArt and spiRit of emoTioN ExpresSinG
a soUl in MiNd and body Balance with
all others as the rest of God’s
Nature.. YES.. how many
of these poor
spiRits
and
heARts
AND SoUls
go on to collect
stuff to fill a space
that can never be filled
including other human
animals as well as
other animals
other than
human
animals..
through fear..
subjugation of
control.. and power
plays for illusory status
as Kings and Queens in
a world of empty heArts
that are never ever
truly satisfied
as long
as heARt
spiRit and
SoUlS ARE
empty
of emotion
of Love and
all prosocial emotions
associated with Love
that are always
giving
always
filling and
never empty
places of SoUl..
so alone.. so limited
as to control other pArts
of Nature for illusory order..
is to control one’s self as well..
as ego.. for illusory ego..
bound by the chains
of culture
and or
religions as
well.. truly not
so well at ALL..
as ALL is EVER CHANGING
ALL CAN NEVER BE RULED OR
CHANGED IN REALITY AS REALITY
IS GOD AND ALL THAT IS THAT IS
EVER CHANGING AND WHEN
WE COLLECT.. AND CONTROL..
FOR ORDER
WE STAGNATE
NO DIFFERENT
THAN A
PORTRAIT
OF ILLUSORY PERFECTION
THAT NEVER CHANGES TOO..
But fear not.. no matter how hard
human tries to create non-changeable
order human fails again and again.. and again..
no matter how tall and almost perfect grand pyramids
are.. they will eventuAlly fall as Star dust comes
to create us..
from the humble
stArts of change
come the greaTesT
continuAlly changing Arts
and human who will limit or
think they can perfect any ART
is surely under the guise of blinds
of illusion as only a path of hell..
where human eyes of
perfect
are God’s
eYes of Masterpiece
of EVER CHANGING ART
THAT NATURE WHEN FREE
AND WILD ILLUSTRATES ALL AROUND
US.. so no matter how many cloud shots of
God i take with my humanly made camera..
God has another masterpiece of God’s
eYes of perfection
that is always
changing
and never
limited by order
of illusory human eyes
of control.. or science.. haha!
as science measures but
God is
the Painter
with always
a new brush
in store
for now.. so to paint
with God is to alWays
change as it is the change
that is the beauty and never
the order
alone that
we create as illusions
for those of us who do not
have the gift of overflowing
Unconditional Passionate Love
that is the totAlly satisfying fuel
of Life that powers our force of
imagination.. and creativity
to create the
kind of art
of HeArt that
are God eYes
of always
changing
Perfection..
so how many times has the
so-called bible.. where no letters
were to be added or taken away as
changed through history.. of course
from the very first word of oral
tradition they changed
again and again
as they
have
through
printed revisions
as well.. but alas
not to fear.. as
that is just
a reflection
of the True God
of ALL who will have
change and never human
ideals
of
order
and stagnation
alone.. no matter how
hard humans try to imprison
themselves in same no matter how
hard they try to stay in hell.. change
always comes.. as
God is in control
as the GreaTest
work of
All
that is
ALLTHATIS…
LOOK AND FEEL..
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND AND
GOD WILL SHOW ONE
CHANGE WITHOUT FAIL..
TO STAY THE SAME
IS A SILLY
HUMAN
ATTEMPT
AT SEPARATION
FROM GOD IN ALL
THE WAYS THAT COMES
IN HUMAN ILLUSORY
CULTURES AND
OR
RELIGIONS
SAME
AS HELL..
BUT AGAIN ALAS.. AS TRUTH LIGHT..
GOD WILL NEVER ALLOW
HUMANS TO MAKE THE
SAME HELL OVER
AND OVER
AS HUMANS
TOO.. ARE
A REFLECTION
OF AND EVER CHANGING
ART OF GOD AS WELL
AND NEVER EVER
SCIENCE
OF ANY
HUMAN
ILLUSION
ALONE..
ALLONE ALLCHANGING
NO START AND NO
BEGINNING
ALWAYS
CHANGING
NOW FOR ART
OF GOD
AS
NOW..
So to end.. and BEGIN.. whenever i hear
someone tell me they have a concrete
definition of this or that art..
this or that religion..
or this or that
culture
set in
stone..
i see a devil
who will always
fail in limiting God..
but i forgive the devil
always.. as the devil knows
not what the devil attempts now
to control.. for ever changing God’s
eYes of perfection of art and Never EVER
SCIENCE
ALONE
AS GOD
IS ART AND
HUMAN CREATES
SCIENCE TO TAKE
HUMAN AWAY
FROM ART AND
GOD AS
ILLUSION
OF SCIENCE
INSTEAD OF ART..
So.. science is the devil
and Art is God’s
way of
being..
but no God
is not afraid of
science as humans
create the devil only
as a very limited version
of God’s
art.. God
simply laughs
with eYes of God
at human’s failure
of
seeing
more of GOD
as gifted as
human
Potential..
use the gift of
art or lose it
and gain
the eyes
of illusory
science..
a false
eye
of a needle
that never exists
anywhere with human
but their imaginary books
in art
of sad
stagnation…
So go ahead.. make
a bible or another book
and set it stone..
as sure it
can be
a
millstone
that sinks one
to an illusory
hell away from
God’s art always
changing in a
perfection of
Heaven now
for those
of us
who live
with GOD
now in the Kingdom
of change and beauty OF
GOD ART inside.. outside
above so
below..
ALL
around
USiNOW..
God allows both..
in humans.. as with relative
free will we can be Artists of
infinite liGht or
limited
dark
Scientists
set in concrete
in all
ways
of Truth Light
of Life now human
WitH Will’s Wisdom
of change under the
Power of Love or
with
out..
in a self
designed
culture
and or
religion
assisting
Science of
hell in now..
And when i say
science it is in the
original way of systemizing
life.. instead of Arting life as Free
as our ancestors always do until
they start collecting
words
and
call
that
a three
letter
word
named
a
needle
as GOD..
God is bigger.. SO MUCH
BIGGER THAN A THREE
LETTER ILLUSORY
WORD
OF
HUMAN
SCIENCE..:)!
THANKS GOD!
FOR BEING FREE!
AND i am two too to
be with
YOU ONE..:)!!
ALL HUMANS HAVE
DIFFERENT FINGER
PRINTS AND ALL
HUMANS
GIVEN
AN OPPORTUNITY
TO BE WILD AND FREE
WITH WILL.. WILL CREATE
A DIFFERENT EVERYNOW
BIBLE AS ART INSTEAD
OF SCIENCE
AND GOD
WILL SmILE
AS WIDE AS
INFINITY SMILES
FROM EAR TO HEAR
ALWAYS
NOW..
iNus
iNow..:)
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So.. as what has become a Sunday evening ritual of sorts..
same as Singing in Catholic Church going on Sunday morning..
Rave dance behind 120 Church street at Old Seville
Quarter in Pensacola Fl.. on Thursday Night..
and a martial arts
ballet-like style of
public dance everywhere
i go in Public now from
Super-Walmart to
Biloxi shores
and
sidewalks
of Highway
roads..
since
the end
of August
2013..
YES..
i listen to
trance inspiring
music by Alan
Parsons
in
Barnes and
Nobles.. in
my favorite
aisle of
books
on mind
and body
balance
in front
of the Starbucks
coffee shop where
young college age
brainiacs are fast
at work now then
IN studying AND
expanding their
mechanical cognition
robotic ways of thinking..
there.. is often a group of
girls somewhere in their
early twenties
or perhaps
late teens
who will
start giggling
and videotaping
me and reviewing me
on their smartphones too..
as they feel it will be quite
a hit in their social
networks
per the
crazy Pensacola
Metro area dance
dude captured to share
with friends.. but ha!.. i am
the one with the master plan
to share my messAge of God’s
freedom of art in mind and body
balance with the rest of the world..
while i read a couple of books
with those ear buds
in expanding
my art of dance
to ever increasing
complexities of art
in ALL balance..
grace.. and
strength
of human
being God
art as free..
so they promote this
art free of charge for me..
after all i am financially independent
and far far away from the old school
of mechanical cognition stress..
anxiety.. and worry
over an almighty
god in dollar
of control..
as my God is
God’s Love of Giving
as gifted to human beings
wild and free.. where i am no
human slave to either manmade
culture and or religion.. yes eYes of
God free live all free within me and
my art without any tools necessary as
is my naked body
of dance
i carry and
expand everywhere
i go.. clothed or not..
restricted links or shorts
and creative T-shirts in Barnes and
Nobles.. Biloxi Beaches.. Super Walmart..
Old Seville.. and unlimited numbers of other
places.. my message from God is a
simple
one..
ART
of
Love
as gifted
in human being..
in mind and body balance..
and it is great to know
and feel.. that my art
costs nothing
but the
price of Love..
and my only sacrifice
is 4533 miles now of this
dance of free to share with others
directly.. and through the technology
provided by social
drones who
truly
prepare
the path for
human arts
of God
to be more
fully shared now
than at any time before
in human history.. and truly
it is this freedom of expression
that will one day nullify the spirit
of evil in all terrorist hearts who would
rather instill fear in human rather than
Love.. and hell no.. this is not a metaphor
for Extremist Isis Terrorists alone
as it is all Terrorists
who attempt
to limit
the human
emotional.. sensory
and sensual arts of human
heArt spiRit and SoUl who
are the terrorists who
would separate
human
from
God
but NO..!
with freedom of
expression! we free artists!
of God! are gaining traction!
globAlly and ‘they’
are losing the
battle
of bringing
Hell to the
Heaven of
God that exists
free in human
imagination and
creativity fully sought..
found.. and practiced
as fuller
free as God’s
eyes Live
iN Human
Being
FREE!
NOW!
JUST NOW!
IN THE KINGDOM
OF ART OF GOD’S HEART FREE
AS LIVING IN HUMAN NOW.. JUST NOW..
SHARED.. WITH ALL WHO CARE TO SEE
AND FEEL
GOD
ALL AROUND
ABOVE SO BELOW
AND OUTSIDE
INSIDE
US
JUST
NOW..
And let it be no secret
according to the New Testament..
even if we are to take the words
literally.. Jesus clearly is reported
as saying there will be those who
come after him who do greater
works of hope..
faith.. and
belief than
he is able
to accomplish
in his life.. so
sure.. Jesus is a flame
to start this art of human
Loving all neighbors as
one Love’s oneself
and God the sAMe..
and We.. YES.. WE!
CONTINUE THAT
flame brighter
and brighter as
nows goes on.. so how
would one measure the gift
of someone like Mark Zuckerberg
moving out of schools of previous
thought bRinGing social
connections globAlly
for a potential
world
wide
hive
of
connecting
Love.. and
dissension
too.. for what
is agreed upon
does not work in life..
for a human being who
now will contribute 99%
of 45 billion dollars now
and more that is currently
expanding at the rate of 12
Billion dollars
a year
that may
eventually
feed many more of the
poor of opportunities
for people who in the
past have not had the
opportunity to be equal
contributors in God’s eYes
of Love.. in sharing
with all as brothers
and sisters in
Love with the
REST OF GOD’S
NATURE TOO..
GIVING SO
MUCH MORE
THAN
RECEIVING
ALONE.. THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT IS WHEN HUMAN
IS FREE.. HUMAN IS MAGIC IN
WHAT HUMAN CAN DO FOR LOVE
AND SHARING AND MAKING THE
WORLD A LIGHTER BRIGHTER
PLACE OF WISDOM AND
LOVE
AS
TRUTH
AND LIGHT..
so get ready.. a
whole new generation
of Armies.. Navies
Air Forces
and Marines
as well as
Special Forces
of God’s Soldiers
are coming to cleanse
the earth of evil
spirits of
fear.. control..
subjugation..
and hate..
and OuR
SwordS are
words and all
other forms
in essence of
Art from Song
to Dance to
Poetry..
to sure..
iphone6s
digital
cameras..
allowing
uS to freely
capture the FREE
ART OF GOD ALL AROUND
US NOW.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE US
AS WELL
EITHER
CLOTHED
OR NOT CLOTHED
AS WELL.. GOD IS
FREE.. WE ARE FREE..
AND VICTORY IS OURS
IN ART
AND NEVER
VENGEANCE
OF WEAK
SPIRITED
MEN AND WOMEN
WHO WOULD HOLD
GOD’S FREE HUMANS
HOSTAGE WITH KILLING
BULLETS AND BOMBS
OF FEAR.. HATE..
AGGRESSION..
VIOLENCE
AND WARS..
WE WILL WIN
THIS BATTLE for
LOVE AS GOD iS
GIFTED
In US
N0W..
JUST NOW..
WITH THE ART
OF GOD ALIVE
iN US TO SHARE
AND SHARE MORE
UNTIL EVIL
OF FEAR..
CONTROL
AND HATE
WILTS
UPON
OUR
PRESENCE
PRESENTS
ART
iNOW..!..FREE!..
with GODoNeNOW!..NOW!
And ‘you’ see i am a smAll
pArt of this.. but you see..
theRE is so much joy for me..
in just relating this Truth and
Light of what God has gifted in me
as scribe.. to view the reality of God’s
plan for human and simply relate the reality
of God eYes in human being more fully Real eYeSeD
in God’s eYes of Allthatis..
what i do matters not..
alone.. as God
is moving full
steam ahead
in human
art
of
HeARt
of God
living in us
outside us.. above..
so below.. and all around
us.. Now.. my privilege is only
in the gift of seeing
f e e L i n G
A larger
picture
of
God’s
eYes
now..
and i just
share it as
pArt of God’s
Master plan for
human art with God
heArt
NOW..
and no.. i am
not the only
one.. theRe
are many
more who
will do much
greater than
i too.. i get
a late start
at 53..
imagine
what a person
can do from 13
if culture and or
religion does
not kill God’s
SpiRit of Art
of imagination
and creativity
like it does to
me.. shortly
after i passionately
play a song of Jesus
Christ Super Star
in a middle school
talent show
and am so
moved
i cannot
walk straight
coming from
the piano
and everyone
erupts in laughter
at me instead of with
me in the new found
spiRit of
Christ Consciousness
that lives in me then..
So i follow their rules
of fear.. hate.. and
nullification of
my free heArt..
spiRit.. and
soUl in miNd
and boDy
balance..
otherwise
known
as
Christ
Consciousness
alive and well
at 13.. shot down
by so-called fundamentalist
Christians then.. and their
friends.. i wander a desert of
their heart.. spirit and soul
killing ways for 40 years..
and finAlly after
66 months of
19 disorders
brought about
by culture and
religion’s sick
ways of taking
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl away
in my little
backwards
town
of fear
hate and
patriarchal
rule.. then my
heArt.. spiRit
soUl.. comes again..
Free like A Phoenix
rising from the ashes
born again.. on
or about July
22nd 2013..
and it is
A Baptism
of Fire
and
never
water alone
that brings me
back.. as God shows
me hell first before
God bRings me to heaven
always now
eternAlly
now..
so my mesSage
is simple..
come here
instead
of
go
there..
it is ‘your’
wiLL and freedom
to Live under Love
in Heaven now.. or under
Fear and Hate in Hell now..
my message
is the
first
place
now..
as Jesus..
as Buddha..
as mythological
Krishna.. and Lao Tzu..
just a different way of
saying it in dance
that may break
through
the separation
of words alone..
as my words will
never feel like
the gift of dance
that is free and tailored
by God and me.. for whatever
audience is there at the moment
of God’s art in me expresSinG free
to reach the
heARt.. soUL
and SpiRit
of others
in the
audience
of
NOW
ALLwONe..:)
SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)
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Taking Selfies Like this on a traveling
Tour Bus is a lot like Surfing..
only difference is
there is no
water
and at
230LBS
and surroundings
of hard metal..
the bigger
they are
the harder
they fall is
applicable..
so as in
all stuff
living
as life..
BALANCE
Baby.. Balance
iS THE nAMe of
the Play of Life as
WELL.. Just.. NOW..:)
AND AS a reminder
the Shaded Santa
T-shirt says
“DON’T STOP
BELIEVING”..
WITH thumbs
UP
NOW!..:)
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Well.. back to dVerse time now
in ramPage Writing PoeTry
Spree..
with Open
Link Thursday
Prompts and
perhaps their
two-week hiatus
starts next
week instead
of this week..
as i see no
note of
coming
hiatus
yet..
but back
to last
Thursday for
now.. with perhaps
Tuesday and Thursday
Prompts for this week..
generating additional
poetic expressions
here for later
on..
with sMiLes
of course
wRite on
C O U R S E..:)
Well.. i can certainly
relate to Loud
and my wife
has difficulty
escaping Loud
as Loud as i am
when speaking
normally
as any Lion
would.. i keep
taling her my
mouth and head
and weight empirically
is twice as big.. and sure
she talks
half
as loud
as me..
it’s not always easy
being big and
loud
or small
and quiet..
but i do like it
loud and
soft
as
well.. as
sMiLes..:)
With silence emotions age..
Feeling waiting listen
for expresSinG
SonG aGain..
Feelings
wait…
no longer does
Song come now..
Feelings never gift
for granted.. Song
goes.. Feelings
go.. eventually
deaf..
as death
in Life..
as
Darkest
coals..
Emotions die..
a quiet death…
Life Reflecting
Dark
Ponds
circling
Lights guise
mirror tales
passing
dArk..
wHere Ark
iS LiGht away
from
Dark..
comes
Light..:)
Love tames wild
and wild loves tame..
and when Love loves wild
and Tame loves Wild..
the end product
can be Love
and Wild
child
together
as one..
so hmm..
when Loving
Horses Mate
with Loving
Horses wHere
does wild go..
waiting..
just
waiting
to wild
again..
Appaloosa
Wild now with
Love’s Mare..
and yes.. my Father is
Wild and Mother is Love..
but i still
have
to
wait..
as wild
leaves early
with only Love..
wINks.. Glenn.. WitH
Wild and Loving Horses..:)
Well.. a little warm-up here..
and work-out time here now
as well to heat-up for that..
back later with more..
more
more..;)
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Slow Dance
Christmas
Candle eYes
never groWinG
old wheRe Love
stays
flame..:)
SMiLes.. tRuly if more people
wiLL enJoY aLL emoTioNs
iN dArk and LiGht oF
Heaven Now..
theRe Will
be less
nightmares
and more lucid
waKing dReams
of imaginaTioN
and creatiVitY
set free in
a poeTry
and dance
of human SonG..
Now.. Just Heaven N0W..
iN All shades and hues of white..
black.. and beyond.. RainBow n0W..:)
Interestingly.. my X-Feral
cat is afraid of no humans
and my always domesticated
cat is afraid of all humans
of the male variety
except for me..
and interestingly..
before i regain
my wild.. i am
a little to a
LOT
shy
and timid too..
only a very soft
species will be afraid
of other members of
the same species..
particularly
if a feral
cat
can trust
humans.. at
least me..
15 times
their
size..
in so many
ways my cat
saves my life i
N heArt terms of
spiRit and soUl..
and allows me much
better to be free
now.. by simply
hearing
all
his
silent
and meowy
lessons of wild for
life of me now.. as
weLL.. and FREE..:)
Ah.. oh..
human awakening..
end no longer
ends..
beginning
comes again..
Oh.. ah..
a child’s
eYes wonder
expresSinG new..
Imagination and
Creativity set
free..
yes.. end
no longer end..
beginning now..
Light awakes iN
Child of Truth..
new begins
end
nevers..:)
Note.. this
is one of the
best poetic
endeavors
i have
read to
date at
dVerse..
sMiles.. and
i’ve read literally
thousands.. rarely
do i compliment..
and never
do
i
criticize..
Inspiration
is my play
all the
way..;)
Fear.. common
denominator
away takes
colors
human..
some fear
red.. some desire
red.. to accept all
colors as is..
a sign
of
fear
less
too..
pasSioN
pLays
read
toWo.. more..:)
Well.. smiLes
Shawna baby..
you have a right
to remain
silent
or do it
however you
like.. so protect
your corrects
in writing
on the
walls
of Poetry
Blues.. and
Whites.. with
Arrows now of
Sagittarian
Purple
Hues
of
Free..:)
Well that’s number
10 with a copy
and paste
of Shawna’s
effort at
10 once
again..
night night
time is here
at 2:17 am..
‘morrow
more
for this
then.. now
with smiles..:)
FinAlly back at
4:12 pm
12172015
to address
and redress
more last
Thursday
open-link
night poetic
expressions
here in micro
to macro way
some more..:)
SMiLes.. DArkness
with no questions..
are no answers
for liGht..:)
Smiles.. again..
those are the
words your poetry
bRings to me.. intended
or not.. as to accept
darkness with no
questions..
is to have
the same
color
blood
as darkness
away from light..
or in other words..
standard cliche of
we can’t keep
quiet
when
darkness
lives before
our eyes..
or
something
like that
part
of
darker
nature..
smiles x3..:)
*
Peace and Love
ironicAlly enough..
stands upon
the flesh..
blood..
and
bones
of all
those
who sacrifice bodies
bRinGinG freedoms to
lives away from fear..
hate.. discord..
and discontent..
Fortunately..
now.. our
soils
are brown
with clear
floweRinG
rivers of blue..
but now sadly
some still
rage on the
red of blood
in lands
and rivers
of
red
water
soil
souls
tainTinG
with greater
fears.. hate
in chaos..
of human
fear driving order..
truly now disorder
of human mind
and body out
of balance..
where Peace
and Love now
mind and body soul
balance reigns empty..:)
So many dimensions in
experiences of human
UniVerses.. so many
vicarious looks
now into
windows
of other
souls..
but so
far
way
from
the
realities
of dArk
and liGht..
some rarely
iN’tweening
now of any
spectrums..
light or dark..
everyone may
spend at least three
days in the prison of
hell in a mind.. to truly
know and feel the heaven
of
mine..
sMiLes
but it’s
true
as
far
as i
kNow
i Feel..:)
Smiles.. all the ink
in the UniVerse
will never
equal
a
finger
print..:)
*
SMiLes.. so many people
Love Jesus until
it’s time
to
be
Jesus..
So many people
worship Jesus
and make
Jesus
into
a
God
so they will
never have to actually
follow his teachings
in actual WORKS..
and just do lip
service
on
one verse
of a UniVerse of
Truth and Light..
namely Love
yourself..
Love your
neighbors as
yourself as
same as GOD..
Fat.. Happy..
and
lazy..
all
asleep..
until it’s
time to do Now..
and so ironic
it makes
Jesus
laugh
tears of sadness..
Trump Christians
Christians
Trump
Christians…
Religious right
face of God Trumps
Christians for now at LEAST…
*
Internet barren
souls.. people
with few holds..
exceptions
yes.. but
place
wHere
humans
come
and go..
never truly
saying bye
or hello..
where no
one is
lost
and
no one
is found..
a closet
of human
toys never sOld..
shining new
and old
but
never
used…
never beings…
Internet Ghost
Humans
so
alone…
alive
as dead
online
off cOld…
tears of fears
wars of separation
dreams of healing
Souls on fire
for Love
is
hope..:)
Under-Cover
Books.. celebrating
Bedroom
eyes
turning
pages..
rarely
put down
looks.. always
pleaSinG now..:)
FesTivals of
life steeP iN
tradition.. Life
InSpiRinG.. when all becomes
feast.. iN purpose and
meaning.. aLL iS
HoLiDay
All
iS
Joy
ALL
NOW..
HolYdayFEST..:)
SMiLes.. little do ‘they’
kNow.. Santa spends
his life
paying
forward
backwards
now Santa
lives somewhere
on a beach.. with
nary worries
over
snow..
all tanned
with a nice and
sweet looking wife
doing everything for
him.. never aging Now..
Secret
Santa
SofUn..;)
Gym Break now..
be back later
with more ramPage
PoeTry Writing Spree..;)
6:53 pm..
Back at 10:29 pm..
and man this new post
that will be now titled
“Last and First Verse of GOD”
is really getting long.. but i
guess all stuff considered that
should be no
smAll.. ah..
surprise..;)
And yes.. as in all stuff
God gifted to human.. God
gives a sense of humor
to use
and not
to lose
it..
and yes..
this applies
to the other stuff
that some would call
evil that is totAlly
Natural in eYes of
ALL Natural God
NOW!..
yeah like
the Temple
of God
we are
born with
that some humans
are foolish enough
to feel guilty
about
and
hide
all their
life.. God
is free and
God is as happy
as free as God’s
children
are
now
just
now..
so when we are free
and happy God is
happy
with
us
sAMe
NOW
or pInch
as my friend
Himali says..:)
Flesh-n-no-HeARt
is
n-wet-desert-now
or
one-night-n-stand..
of
soUl-n-no-spiRit-now…
Smiles..
Losing a
mind and
gaining a
heart deserves
a college degree
away
from
school..
or perhaps
an honorary
human degree
of being.. smilesx2..:)!
Smiles.. and with
a really severe
case of ADHD..
20 miles now
of dance for
me to get
to this
place
of
sitting still.. peace..
sMiles again.. for now..:)
Earth
rains
green
sTill
iN
FL..:)
Interesting.. i’m actually
diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome and Bi-polar..
finally in balance
again..
at least
for my tastes..
but yeah.. what
you describe here
describes a hell i was
once in and never
diagnosed i guess..
’cause it was too
hard to explain
other than
the
table
was me…
the AC vent blowing
would not separate
from me.. and there
were hundreds
of other souls
around
me
overwhelming
when i walked
in Super Walmart..
but for me at least..
actual brain damage
from years of Chronic
social stress at work
seemed to lead to
this place
of
a disintegration
of human integrated
ego with regulating
emotions and
integrating
senses..
focus
and
short
term working
memory working well
in cognitive executive
functioning.. but anyway..
movement therapy in natural
and free flowing way of movement
helped me to get it all back together
along with poetry and music therapy..
but sadly that kind of therapy
doesn’t seem to work for
everyone..
particularly
if one has never
really been integrated..
and balanced as such..
anyway.. what you
describe here i can
relate to 100% like
i was there for several
years.. several years ago..
and i hope the best for you..
as this place for me.. was truly hell
beyond any depression.. anxiety
or pain.. as i lost all emotions
as
well..
and that for
me was worse
than any pain then
imaginable and yes..
i was diagnosed with
type-two trigeminal
neuralgia suffering
from the worst
pain known to
humankind
then for
66 months
co-morbid
with the
death
of
my
soul..
and yes.. the
death of my soul..
much worse than
the worst pain known
to mankind by far.. far.. death
in life then..
so yes..
i feel
this
place.. at
least a similar
place you are in now..
in a logical way.. but
my feelings will never
remember
the no
feelings
of then..
nor could
my no feelings
detect or remember
the feelings that are
mine integrated and
regulated once again now…
i really wish there was a pill
i could send you.. but there was
none for
me but
free flowing
dance.. and i have
to share all this with
you.. as again.. been to
a similar place.. and truly
no one.. and i do mean
no one can possibly
understand the
gravity
of challenge
and difficulty
if they’ve never
been there..
no
one…
Free birds
must stay
hungry
to be free..
is the best way
i can describe
my path back to freedom..
Most animals live this way
except for humans in all
our
receiving
ways of so
much we have
now compared
to any other time
in history.. but the
purpose and meaning
that hungry means.. and
to be clear.. this is just
how the words
make me
feel..
i have no
idea how it
personally affects
you.. my friend..:)
My grandmother
picked cotton to
raise her sisters..
school beyond
her grasp..
sisters
college..
moving
up then..
her with run
away husband.. ugh..
12 hour waitressing..
but a loving daughter..
my mother.. who
insists she quits
working in
her 50’s
and takes
care of
her..
so she
rests
and lives
30 or so
more years
by a river
in peace..
i suppose
hard work
now makes
greater Karma
in the end.. or further
from it.. even better..:)
SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)
A fascinating piece here for me..
but alas if a Bonobo can live
in peace with almost
zero aggression..
violence..
or
war
within
the tribe..
surely there
is hope now for
hairless humans..
problem is.. humans
are evolved for small
social groups.. naked
and sharing sex
freely and
raising
children
freely
as a village
and family of whole..
it is culture that is overall..
the sin.. of overpopulation.. written
language.. collective intelligence
culture and all the stuff that takes
humans away from their roots of
free love in sharing small
social groups..
so sure..
the apple
of Knowledge
that is written
language.. collective
intelligence and culture
for creature comforts
of ever expanding
population
is both
the fall
of
human
and fall of earth..
so sure.. this makes
pornography at least
one saving grace
back toward
free as
sexual
healing according
to a Bonobo it is the
best pill for Love
and peace yet..
but sure
healthy
consensual
sex.. as that
is how the
Bonobo
does it
to remain
free with
Love and
Peace.. so
the evil that
some people see
is actually the good..
that people can no longer
see.. but sure.. just ask
Godzilla.. there ain’t no fooling
MOTHER NATURE IN EATING APPLES
OF HUMAN
HELL..
SEX MEANS
INCREASING
LEVELS OF
OXYTOCIN..
SOCIAL
BONDING
AND NO
MORE WARS..
SO KISS A BONOBO
ON ALL THE FREE LIPS..
the only other primate
that engages in face
to face kissing
and oral sex..
and the simple
reason for that
is they have
empathy
(they
can feel
the other
primate’s
pleasure
with affective
empathy of
emotional
contagion..
per mirror
neurons
as well)
with
no known
reported
cases of psychopathy
but sure a little Autism
here and there.. for
Bonobos who
get
the odd
refrigerator
Bonobo parents..
CULTURE IS THE VIRUS
NOT INNATE HUMANITY..
AND IF this is too long
feel free to delete of
course.. but you
seem like
an intelligent
person who
is not blinded
by ignorance..
so i share
this with
you..
who truly
are few here..
i would even
attempt to share
this with.. as it’s
a hard trip back
to real Truth
and Light
of
human
being..
BEFORE THE
APPLE OF
CULTURAL LIES..:)
As i circle the world
it makes me sick
to know and feel
how much people
where i live take
for granted
the bloodless
soils they
live on..
where this
bloody way
of life is not
a staple
of
pain
in life..
as it is in
so many other
countries.. that are
not rich and green
in both material
and
natural
resources..
humanity so
far out of balance
so far out of human
being overall.. so sad..
as we have the potential
to bring it back to balance..
if anyone
even
cares
beyond
their own
selfies.. of
smiles away
from human
suffering around
A world of Pain still now…
Smiles..
God is
now
lives
within..
all nows
are God’s
Birthday
within us
too..
smiles
come back
again.. for those
who find God within..:)
Well.. what can i say..
this always now
Christmas
inspires
me.. and
finished
now with
all 33
dVerse
open
link
prompts
from last
Thursday..
publish this
now.. and the
last Tuesday prompt
about stars will be
quite appropriate
for me to journey
on in the
comments
section of
this next
blog post
as yes..
the Force
Awakens
on Friday
which is always
a great experience
to jUst
live
now..:)
12:28 am
12172015
5900
From Facebook..
i just stopped by to say hi.. Cortney..
but while i’m here.. back in ’72.. when
the Dolphins are on top with Larry Czonka..
Earl Morrall .. and Bob Griese.. with a perfect
season and a win in the Super Bowl.. is when
i watch every Dolphin game.. as then the
Dolphins are my favorite team.. but then
i stop watching.. after they win the
second Super Bowl in ’73..
and the rest is history…
And yes.. i am 12 years old then..
in ’72.. ancient history.. in terms of Cortney..
and no i did not dance then.. i have four eyes then..
can barely walk straight without falling down.. and ugh..
the cashier at McDonalds thinks i am a girl then.. with my
long blonde hair.. pretty eyes.. long lashes.. etc.. but yeah..
i can dam sure watch some Dolphins.. then.. and dream of playing football..
but have to settle for dance.. instead.. decades later…
But anyway.. sure.. go Dolphins.. i guess i still
have a soft place for the Dolphins somewhere back in my
heart then.. at least.. and have a nice rest of the night
with sweet Dolphin Dreams.. but let me tale you.. once again..
you really missed out in ’72 and 73.. when i am a top fan then..
And Yes.. to digress a ‘little’… win.. yes WIN..
i go to Milton High School they win a State Championship..
when i am a fan then.. in ’78.. and then there’s FSU..
a topic of another fandom conversation yesterday..
with a 14 year.. 10 game plus winning streak..
from ’86 to ’99.. when i am a top FSU fan too..
so trust me.. if you have me as a fan for
whatever your team is.. i am some of the
best luck yet.. with a proven track
record.. as recorded here.. smiles..:)
And yes.. Cortney.. and Himali..
reference me at age 13.. smiles.. Ha!..
i am much thinner then.. than you are now..
Himali.. and then actually at 120LBS and 5 feet 10 inches..
weigh only five LBS more than wife Katrina does now..
she at 5 feet 6 inches.. 115LBS now..:)
Himali says..
Are you working out or what Fred ???
i say..
Well.. yes.. OH GOD YES!..
i am working out so much then.. Himali..
as when that McDonald’s Cashier tales me what
can i get you Miss.. it really messes with my Mr. Mind..
that needs a much stronger body.. if i am gonna survive
in this life.. so i go into fight or flight mode..
get a bar and weight plates.. and watch my
string bean arms press a relatively few
LBS up above my head.. and i visualize
my arms getting bigger.. and there
is at least some hope.. as my
father is a rough and tough
Law Enforcement Officer whose fingers
are almost thicker than my wrists then..
anyway.. as you know to make a long story
shorter and much stronger.. now i leg press
the 930 LBS 25 times with my arms raised in air..
and truly this all goes to prove my theory..
that with epigenetic unpacking of DNA
through challenge and adaptation..
humans can bRing up many strengths
of their distant ancestral past..
so sure.. now i am as strong as an Ape..
and hopefully i don’t look too much like a monkey..
but i did get very hairy after i started lifting weights..
and yes.. that is still the case as well.. smiles..
just another Fred story to boot.. or lift..
and smiles again.. my shirt says in this photo..
“DO YOU EVEN LIFT”.. SO MANY people made fun of me
and called me bird legs in middle school.. there is a
sense and feeling of accomplishment to wear this shirt..
and for it really to mean that.. as no Marine comes within
several hundred LBS of what i can do on that leg press weight
plate machine.. at my military gym.. yes.. i appreciate my health
and strength.. as it really provides a sense and feeling of natural
accomplishment as well as Innate and Instinctual fearlessness wherever
i go in life.. life takes work in so many ways.. but it is all worth it..
in the long run.. friend.. Himali..:)
Himali says..
You’re such an inspiration Fred ! I also want to start gyming grin emoticon
i say..
Smiles again.. HImali.. i can already tell by looking at your photos that
you will become very strong.. and even more confident when you do..
and if you don’t go to the gym.. you can always dance wherever
you are.. just three feet of space and moving feet.. arms..
and swaying middle section will do the art of moving
infinitely in emoting ways of
imagination and
creativity too!..:)
6672
Himali Quotes:
“Great is the guilt of an unnecessary war.”
– John Adams
i say..
Amen…
For humans with Souls….:)
6691
While i Love the quotes that Himali Shares..
i Love the quotes that are Himali so much more..
and trUly ‘this quote’ is poetry as Himali’s hEart..
and Poetry is the wordinG spiRit..
of the Human HeArt
expresSinG
human
soUl..
as well
as prose
that boarders
poetry now when
music of emotions
of the SonGs of God
who are humans in reflection
of God.. and now for science
in review as prose.. stRinGs of
Guitars and Pianos reflect human
vocal chords.. drums in percussion
of piano are human heart beats.. and
reeds of first flutes are magic
making instruments
of human
throat
as
concert hall
of emotional notes
of life wheRe human
emotions are set freeR
to exPress
the human
SonGs
of
God as
freeR as liGht now
or dArker emotions
that move us through
our body from brain to
gut and all around the
infinite chakras of the body
through the Kundalini Vagal
Nerve to brinG Heaven Now
as LiGht of continuous
timeless experience iN
Nirvana oR DarKest
death of
Kundalini
Vagal
nerve
of
piece of
paper thin
existence.. 0h..
as the dark night
of the soul A K A
literal human heLL..
wHere every second
lasts a thouSand years
of oh.. oh.. so dark.. so dArk…
So.. mY dearest friend.. Sister
Himali.. this is pArt of why Pan..
a mythical God of the human
Music of Song and Dance
and Apollo the
God of
Poetry
and Music are
such important
archetypes of the
human condition and
prophets like Jesus and
the like who SinG a SonG
of the music of
poetry
in
parables
of Loving each
other as brothers and
sisters as ourselves when
loving wE.. AS weLL as the
rest of NatUre
that iS
a reflection
of God as WeLL
of endless water
rivers in inFinITe
Love of Ocean
Deeper..
as first there is
DArk.. then there is
LiGht.. then movement
or dance.. and soundS or
SonGs.. so truly when we
make muSic of human
SonGs and accompany
songS with dance
we reflect
God
as mUsic
of Song that
dances inspiRinG
the UniVerse for
InfiNitY and
more
in a
cycle
of muSic
SonG and
dance
now
as God
makes muSic
in SonG and
Dance
now of
human and
the rest of the
UnivErse too.. so..
anyWay dear.. thanks
for inspiRinG mE WitH
yoUr heArt SonG’s heaRt
liGht of LoveLY emoTioNs
free iN tHe
Poetry
of
Himali
set freeR heRe..
as i speak to yoUr
Angel SpiRit’s
heArt
of
soUl..:)
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No human and no word separate from the
word that is God that is no human language
can judge God..
and no human
can be God alone
as God
iS
AlLone..
so only God determines
what is hell and what
is heaven
and
only those
who live tHeir
now as heirs
of dArk or
liGht will
know
and feel
God’s bidding
for tHeir heARts..
SpiRIts and SoUls..
and thIs is what these
‘Cave’ verses of the Koran
inspire in me..
through
eYes
of God
gifted
iN
me..
sMiLes..
and if iam
correct that
will be God’s
bidding
and
never
mine
alone..
as once
again.. end
and beginning
of never ending
story.. God
iS Allone Now..
and we humans
are onLY pArts
of
God..
so SOHEIR
ENJOY
YouR
PARt..
iN God
of course..
as FloWer of
ALLTHATISnOW..
wRite on Course..
And yes.. i have a
copy of the Koran
on my night stand
right next to the bible
and to the right of many
other sacred texts of humans
who attempt to approximate
the
language
of God that
is again.. no
human words
alone.. so
all human
words
fall short
of the Glory
of God almighty
greater than any
human OR words
that are metaphors
and never essence
of God’s
reality
ALLONE.
OR
alone
as words..
that are always
only metaphors
that human’s
create
for the much
greater essence
of GODALLONE..
iN OTHER WORDS..
WORDS WiLL NEVER
EVER BE SUFFICIENT
TO SCRIBE
THE
GLORY
OF GOD
PERIOD.
But sure we humans
will alWays do our
best iF WE
Love God
with all our
heart.. and
spirit
of Soul
as gifted
to us as sure
but always
limited
God eYes
of uS humans now..
and if we respect
God as God almighty
we will never chain
God in
Words
alone..
the height
of evil in
human
being
to chain
or restrict
God in any
human way..
as gifted iN uSNOW..
so in short it is now no
less and even Greater
sin to make any word..
letter.. number or
any other
symbol
as idol
of God
alone.. as once
again.. God is Allone
and never words alone..
as well.. more than any
human beings who
are always
greater
reflections
of God than
words
alone
period..
end and
beginning
of human story
that is only a speck
of dust in God’s eYes ALLONE..
And yes.. everyNOW i read verse(S)
of the Bible or Koran.. God SinGs
a SonG to me
similar
to this..
and sure
i scribe it
now.. whenever
God instructs me
as such in God’s
way and
never my
direction
in conscious
mind of mine
alone in eYes of
GOD
ALLONE..
and i have zero to fear
by doing this free as God
is the
WIND
behind
these words..
but THE WIND
THE OCEAN
THE SAND
THE SKY
and SO
MUCH
MORE
beyond
ALL
words.. now
or then.. my
friend..
Soheir..
wHere my WIND
comes from a BEACH
of GOD then and now..
instead of Desert..
Cave.. or
Under
TREE..
as God’s prophets
are limited to no
Patch of land..
Country..
Continent..
Hemisphere..
Planet..
or even
Universe..
and Beyond..
And sure if we respect
God as almighty greater
than human being
this is easy
to see
and feel
as God’s
common
sense
in
tiny
us..
unless we portend
to be A Satan and
greater than
God
ourselves..
True Angels
are no
fools..
only
a human
fool will create
an Angel that is a fool..
And sure i am only
a fool..
as i for
one will
do
anything
God asks for
me
to
DO..
now
JUST
NOW..
It is often a
Devil who bleeds
most for God.. my friend..:)
i.. as a hyperlexic Autistic person
who does not speak at all through mind
or words until age four.. Meets God face
to face at three without words and remembers
it all now in words of God.. The only real
difference between Muhammad and me is he
equates words as idols of God and i
refuse to do that as i feel God
from heart before i ever know
humanly constructed words of human..
And no.. you are incorrect.. i speak
from heart and have been deleted
or banned from all places
that speak from mind
alone and anyone who
would limit God
in anyway..
including words..
Speaks through mind of selfish
human tribal instinct as God speaks
through me write now with spirit of
heart through words.. One can never
judge the heart of another through
words alone or no words at all..
The lesson of a three year old
me WITH GOD.. My friend.. SOHEIR..
And to be crystal clear i judge you
or no one else as that is under
God’s purview ALLONE..:)
Smiles SOHEIR.. i agree with
you ‘here’.. the Koran..
All knowings and feelings
considered works well
for your place of life..
And in you it is expressed
as well through Love.. but sadly
it does not work for everyone..
no different than a
Christian bible
as history and now shows
through acts of Fear.. Hate..
Aggression.. Violence.. Terrorism ..
and Wars.. You see and feel..
some people need the
literal Truth and Light
of Love to ever get the
metaphor of Love..
And that my friend
SOHEIR is when reason
comes to Play With God too..
Smiles.. Blessings.. Peace.. Of God’s Love..
We get it my friend in heart but not everyone
has heart and that is where my job as devil
in their hell comes to play as God’s Fool
for Truth and Light for Fools with no heArt..:)
Smiles.. My friend.. Again SOHEIR..
i have made it clear here before..
i agree with no unjust human action
and consequences regardless of
religion that is historically
one factor of many factors
of injustice away from Peace
of Love and Love of Peace..
Tribal actions are not
necessary for humans
with basic needs met
who are free to Move..
Connect.. And Create their
human being with others.. Including
Nature of God Allone.. How rare is this..
Rare.. And only a problem that will be reducing..
One human at a time.. Sharing.. As Giving
And Connecting with all of human and
rest of Nature Allone God..
So the work continues..
Now as practice without
fail for those of us who
Care with Love..
Now.. as
Just nowS..:)
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Smiles.. Shawna with Tarot and Salamander.. of course..
so nice to see you this evening and oh goodness..
i am so behind on poetry trails
but that’s okay..
as poetry
could stay
on servers
for a thousand
years.. and just
imagine if i live long
enough.. i can respond
to all the poetry in the world..
but yeah.. i will probably have to
live close to forever to do that.. as people
who are human will always write poetry.. sing..
and dance.. TG!.. and oh.. Great! you must be so
nurturing to breast feed for 8 years.. or so..
as if i had to do that.. my children
will surely choke on chest
hair..
heHE.. so currently i
am all out of children..
but anyway.. i am kinda
busty at about 55″ or so..
one inch for every
year haha!
wife Katrina
always kids
me.. taling
me
i have
more than her
but yeah.. she has
plenty gonads too.. with
or without male equipment
as it is the quiet ones
who can be
the most
ferocious
of all..
and
if she
spanks me it
really doesn’t hurt
much as yeah.. my
hips are not exactly
small
either
hehehahaX2 or 3..
butt is the new
black and
back..
and that
puts me in better
dancing shoes too
as it is the motions
of the oceans that
are my driving
force
too!
Hmm.. i Google
Yazz.. and if he is the
Dude from Empire.. i’m
a little lost on new cultural
TV unless Katrina
fills me in
on the
newest
TV developments..
and the ‘Big Bang’
and ‘Heroes’ are the
only two TV shows i
watch for now.. but yeah..
the ‘Angel from Hell’
and ‘Lucifer’
show look
interesting
as they
are
way
out of the
box for TV
still today..
and out of the
box.. way.. way
out of the box is my
home away to
home
now..!
sMiLes..
and i am off to check out
your new website now.. to
see what you
have brewing
in the
pot
for
now..
coffee.. tea.. or
white magic of course..;)
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Man.. you kNow
what’s cool
about visiting
your site..
my friend
the Sagittarian
Arrow.. iS.. i can
say anything as
iT will only be here
temporary.. but hehe!..
i already say anything so
what the hell.. and the first
portrait or hmm.. self portrait
looks just like my wife.. when
i attempt to share
some FrED
words
with her..
and man or woman
that second portrait is
what i look like inside too..
as a spirit when i lose
all this body
armor
of muscle
and hair and
stuff like that..
yes.. and i am horny
like that too.. but yeah..
in a ferocious loving way21..
and not so pricKly
BEArIE.. like some
may think
i am
just
’cause
i do strange
body art and
stuff like that..
Anyway.. i Love here..
’cause it feels like i am
at a Circus of me too.. with
not just three rings.. no limits
of rings
or
rings
necessary
at all.. just
free..
just me
and you
here..
friend
the arrow..:)
TRust mE..
i aM a tattoo..
wHo gLows iN
tHe dArk.. fRom
FaNtasy IsLand..
heHe.. yeaH..
FanTasy
ISland iS aS g00d
As anY cirCus 2..
hMm.. buT thAt
sHows enDs
befoRe yoU
begIns..
aT lEast
theN..
sMilEs..:)
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Just another one
of my many
names..
“Dances
With Cats’..;)
And here’s Katrina..
“Blissfully Happy”..
whenever my
mother
knits
her
another head
cover.. for the
cold nature that is
her.. this time of year..:)
Well.. yes.. i go to WHOville..
otherwise knowns as hometown.. Milton..
to carve the Best Roast Beast ever.. but get
waylaid.. at Pensacola Honda.. for a Civic Recall..
first.. and go on to ironicAlly do solo Grinch Dancing
in the parking lot.. move on to.. Office Depot.. Dollar Tree..
Super Walmart.. Target.. Food Outlet.. and then OMG..
finAlly here in aisle number six at Winn Dixie..
around 13 miles of Solo Dancing Ends.. and maybe
i’ll get back on poeTry Writing RAMpage spree..
or maybe not.. as i’m kinda sleepy.. which is
a good thing.. for a usuALLy WiDE AWAKE GRINCH!…!..;)
And seriously.. as far as fine and
or crude details go.. whomever
makes this Grinch Shirt..
has a sly sense..
of not so
hidden
humor..
Yeah.. and some
People Call Donald
Trump a “D***Head”
or a “Grinch”.. if i
can i will buy
him this
shirt..
for true
colors on
a campaign
trail of
serious
hate
and discontent
and anything to
scare the American
Public or his running
peers.. such a sad
state of affairs..
our American
G O P
running field
leader
sayS
about anything
associated with
human Empathy and Love..
SAD SAD SAD EAGLE OF FREEDOM..
IS NOT FREE AT ALL WITHOUT LOVE
AT LEAST AS FAR AS GOD iS concerned..:)
OBTW.. THAT DAM
GRINCH song comes
on several times
on our car
radio in all
our dance shopping
travels.. and i have a
Grinch Ear Bug from
“hell”.. metaphor hell
not real hell..
i just
can’t
get that
Grinch
out of my HEAD!..;)
Love SMiLes.. my Friend LaLa Rukh.. i don’t mean to brag..
but in my life.. i’ve always been the person with the best memory
in the room.. as conversations in my life prove now and now
again.. i have literally written 11 Million words
since November 26th 2010.. but up
to that point all i did really
is take information in..
and with a Hyperlexic
version of Super
Autism.. with
problems
with
speaking verbal language
it didn’t stop me from eventually
reading 10 to 15 times faster than
the average human being.. typing
around 130 words a minute when
properly focused.. and literally remembering
almost every word i’ve seen in print and every
experience like a color movie in my head.. i can
remember what the shirts i had on are.. at school.. decades
ago.. what a person said with a color movie of their smile.. tears..
or joy.. so not to worry my friend.. i have just been HEAR
by your side as friend.. and i might as well not be
from this planET.. as who else
writes the equivalent of 13.6 bibles
in 5 years.. in epic free verse poetry
and prose style.. leg presses
half a ton 25 times with
arms raised in the
air.. and dances
a martial arts
and ballet style
dance everywhere they go
in Northwest Florida.. to the tune
of 4550 miles now.. since
August of 2013.. around
the time i meet you
here online..
and additionally
have a blog post from
all of 88 rave dances with
college age adults where they
autograph selfies with me to the
tune of 4 to 6 hundred women..
as i stopped
counting at
400..
and yes.. you have written an
incredible amount of detail about your
ups and downs here in your blogs..
and no.. don’t worry.. ’cause in my
experience now the
average human
being
has the attention
span of a gold fish..
as science shows.. and
are mostly interested in what
they are doing.. and pay little to
no real attention to what anyone else
says or does.. either on-line.. at church..
at work.. or anywhere else.. but you see
i am not human like that.. i see it all.. hear
it all.. and since November 26th.. 2013..
write it all too.. so yeah.. guess what
i really am Superman
and i choose you
as a friend..
so sure..
that makes
you special..
but the thing is
not many people
can handle Superman
as a friend.. so usually
Superman
is
all
alone..
but hey
he’s not
really alone
as he remembers
God and God always
Speaks to him and
feels him too..
as God makes
Superman
for a reason
like all God’s
other children..
And Superman
gets to
see more
of it.. do
more of it..
and scribe
more of it..
than most..
and that my friend
is both curse and gift..
i’ve already done the curse
part of it in hell.. well before you
meet me here.. so now Superman
Devil is Superman
Angel..
with
Superman
Love.. so no worries..
you will likely not come
across another person like
me.. as certainly i am
one
of
a kind
like you
too and
everyone
else.. my friend..
if they take the time
and effort to make their
God given potentials REAL..
and if everyone does it with
Love.. there will a lot less terrorist
acts of human being.. wars.. aggression
violence.. and all stuff of human fear and hate..
So what can Superman do about that.. we will see..
huh..
perhaps
we will my
friend before
all i say and do is
done.. in my life or
after.. smiles again..
and sure i Love you..
so many people are afraid
to do that and say it.. and that
is the illness of the world around
us my friend.. a Lack of Love.. a Lack of Love…
and moreover a lack of expresSinG Love in SonG of
human.. the real
Sun
of God
in all God’s
Son’s and Daughters
Love my friend the gift
that
KEEPS
GIVING
AND IN MY CASE
WRITING.. DANCING
SINGING.. AND PUMPING IRON..
OF MUSCLE
OF HEaRT
LEGS..
ARMS
FEET
TOES
AND
HIPS
THAT
DON’T
LIE
WITH
HANDS
FINGERS
IN TYPING
SPEED..
A TsUnAMi
A HuRRicane
A ComET
of Frederick
SpLashing in
an ocean of
Internet words..
iS what this ALL iS..
So sure.. the effects
and affect of me.. will
be around a long tiMe..
with no rust of Trust.. here
at least.. my friend.. LaLa Rukh..
So before i come again.. you can play
this storm alert SonG.. but fear not.. as all
i am
iS Love..;)
And sure.. ‘her name’ is Katrina.. Fred is still coming..:)
Cowards of Guns..
weak men and women
who have no soul..
sure they have
words
they have
books
they
have
instructions
from others
who say do
this and do
that to fear..
to hate..
to harm
to kill
to war..
but no.. they
have no soul..
no spirit.. no heart
they live in hell..
they are the
real devils
who show
us the
other
side
of
hell..
but what they
do not realize is
Allah is no dream
after death.. Allah
is now.. Allah lives in
every plant.. animal
human and even
grain
of sand
and
inside
earth.. as well..
Allah iS ALL iN
ALL.. theRe is no
escape from Allah not
even in the hell that these
devils live and bring to other
humans.. as they are then only
parts of Allah that is Devil and Hell
They are the Devil and Hell incarnate
now on Earth.. and Allah will spit them
out
like
manure
that feeds
the fly.. and sure
ALLAH WILLING
eventuALLy they too..
will come to know and
feel Allah as Love and no
longer Fear and Hate in the
Devil they are in Hell now..
as it is better to
millstone
to the
bottom
of the
deepest
ocean than
to harm one hair
on the Head of Allah
that is a grain
of
sand
as well..
Humans make
Devils and Hell real..
Humans make Angels and
Heaven real.. there are two
places on earth that are real..
and sadly some choose
devil
and
hell..
now…
And certainly this day a year
ago.. in Pakistan in
these school
shootings
is the
day that
DeviLiveD
and EviLivE Hell
comes again then
there.. as only Love
can extinguish the Devil AND HELL..
NOW.. never words and books alone..
PERIOD
END AND
BEGINNING
OF STORY OF
FEAR.. HATE… AND
FAITH.. HOPE’S BELIEF..
LOVE.. THE VICTOR OF ALL
VENGEANCE
OF FEAR AND
HATE..:)
Smiles.. Lala.. and it is so good to see
you here today.. now.. you seem like
your old self today
more than some
months.. so i hope
you are feeling much
better friend
with
yes..
much Love
to you as well..:)
Gift a Book: I need 6 people (residing in India)
of any age to participate in a book exchange!
You only have to buy ONE book and send it
to one person and you’ll receive at least 6
in return! Comment if you’re interested
and I will PM you the information.
This is so oddly exciting,
its like “Secret Santa” this
Christmas.. Halo emoticon
i say..
That’s cool..
i’ll do it here.. smiles..
and more of course in terms
of books..wink emoticon
Himali says..
Do you wish to participate or what ??
i say..
SMiles.. i cannot literally participate
since i do not reside in India.. but i will
in metaphor here.. always now..
i only read books in print
at Barnes and Noble..
as i really do run out of space at home..
smiles.. my friend.. so i need no printed books in return..
for what i will do in metaphor… so yeah.. to be clear
i am always giving books.. smiles..
as you may know too well by
now.. wInks..wink emoticon
Himali says..
Wonderful. I bet you can start this
for Florida. It would be
wonderful
smile
emoticon
i say..
sMILEs.. maybe i’ll do it for the world..
and that reminds me of ‘this song’.. again..
to go along with that thought.. AND FEELING..
my friend Himali..smile emoticon
Remember..
save a tree..
too..smile emoticon
So yeah..
i’ll do it all
electronicAlly..wink emoticon
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First of all.. while i deTour
up here into the future
of Stars of dVerse now
since i still exist
on last Thursday
open prompt then..
before my purple
hued SagittarIan
arrow goes away..
yeah.. moonlight
stars
feel
wRite
here now..
i mean seriously.. the hell with
stars.. the moon is the
briGhTest star in the
sky.. with diatoms
that shine iN
gulf flow
Emerald
green
white sands
of young bliss..
soft naked and
hard bodies.. smell
of salt inside and
outside above
so below
all around
diatoms of stars..
yes.. glistening on
flesh of moon-lit waters
Seagulls sleep.. while we
breathe our life of older younger
dreams.. of UniVerse new in warm
life stars of below and above same
inside and outside
of us and sure
big bangs come
all around baby
the ocean KNows
what sWirls
inside
of
us
and the
moon light
will send us
on our
way
to bliss
always now..
where stars live
in eYes of human Love..
man you are so cool i
will do you with
this again
sometime
heheR..
yeah
i’m
more
than a
woman too..
but seriously Whoaman..
it was/is great groWing
up on the Gulf and those
first memories are surely
still magic
of first
loves
breath
on Virgin
maleYes..;)
Yes..
Diatoms
gLow..
and i have
a class of
seven
eight gold
ring when
you are one..
my StILL young friend..
Moon LiGht alWays fills write..:)
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SMiLes..
my friend and yes..
Hello Himali.. so many limits
and expectations.. spoon-fed by
cultures since the day we are born..
so many layers of these clothes we
put on from birth.. and one day when
we escape these limits and expectations
we are truly iN the golden nows.. when we
peel each layer off one by one.. and finAlly
we come to know and feel ourselves without
inhibitions or regret.. so yes.. the golden age
of human is no time or number.. it is an inner
state of human freedom.. wHere we live to
be free.. openly expresSinG our emotional..
sensory.. and yes.. so-called naughty
aspects of our sensual Nature..
with zero fears.. of illusion..
iN
human heArTS.. now..
expresSinG emotions.. now..
sensations.. sensualities.. sOul..
as human spiRit.. where Truly our
mind and bodies.. are in balance
with the rest of Nature aka God..
so my hope and prayers for you
my friend are to come to this place
always now.. where layers of clothing
of human cultural masks fall gently away..
and yoUr human shines brighter and brighter
as nows go by.. a lamp of Angels we can all be
when we do take off the layers of masks and come
to terms and feelings of Free.. and i am now pleasantly
surprised to see this Truth and Light as now a spontaneous
expression of who you are.. here on Facebook Social Media..
and sure hope to see it on your blog too.. as this is worth now.. now..
repeating again and again.. in feeling.. my friend.. Himali.. Hello.. again..:)
“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put
them under your
feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Hi Himali.. thanks so much for stopping
by and enjoying my weekend
trip to the Casinos with
me and yes.. in Florida
we still have Flowers
blooming for
Christmas..
but as in
all things
change
i understand
frost may finally
come our way
this weekend in
time for Christmas
to turn the grass brown..
but haha! not.. if i can help
it stay
green..
with just
hopes and
prayers for
continuing
Spring
Life
in grass
and sky
my friend
Himali..
here in Florida
where Green and Blue
is a way of living life..
as floWeRinG
Creations
all of Nature
animal and plant
alike on Rivers
and Oceans of Planet Earth..
where a left handed
reverse look of gun
state is life
instead
of
death..
yeah.. haha!
i can imagine anything
with a Breeze of Pleeze..:)
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Smiles.. Himali.. yes..
i will keep smiling
like flowers that
always
come
back..
and of course
i hope that same
pinch for you.. my friend..
Perennial SAMe Pinch..:)
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Oh yes.. and almost
forget the Good
News.. the
Force Awakens
this Friday
at a
theater
free all
over the
global
galaxy..
yeah.. i will
be there.. as a long
term Star Wars fan..
and just wanted to
share that weekly
good news with
you first..
as sure
you’ve heard
it before too..
but Force
Awakenings
are always good NEWS!..:)
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Yes.. may the
Force be with
you and also
WitH me
sAMe pinch
X8 for Infinity
standing tall..
and with that a very
good night of sleep and dreams
now to you my friend in India..:)
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Chandler:
‘All right, kids, I gotta get to work.
If I don’t input those numbers…
it doesn’t make much of a difference.’
Phoebe:
‘Come on Ross, you’re a
paleontologist, dig a little deeper.’
i thought you could relate..
i once was an Anthropologist
becoming a Systemizing
Computer Analyst later
so i know
and ugh
feel the drill
of numbers
Now iN
LiGht of
digging
deeper
and
shalLow
too.. then..
And on a sadder
and hopeful note
now.. i hope
soon
some
one
special
will fill your
arms with Love
with you the same
as Arms of Love
now my special
friend Himali..:)
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Comment from Victoria copied from Google Plus
I was able to read this easier than last time.
Love the title, to begin with. And the idea of
being a cheerleader for God. In a way,
that’s what life is about, hey?
i say..
Smiles.. Victoria..
it works so much
faster on the blogger
format.. thanks for not
giving up.. and additionally..
although i wouldn’t expect
anyone from dVerse
to go to the trouble..
i offer text versions only of
all i do.. on my personal
Facebook page..
and two other
Facebook pages..
as linked on my
Word Press
page..
and yes..
some do take
advantage of that..
in my other arenas.. as
my tentacles now do reach
much farther than that as
well.. but hey.. most
often.. i’m too busy
writing to focus
on the
administrative
aspect of sharing
what i know and
feel in these golden
nows of
mine..
yes.. as a
Cheerleader
for God.. Football
is boring compared to that..;)
Victoria says..
I have been accessing through Google +
since you told me. I have really bad tech karma, I guess.
I do know that Google and WordPress are like a couple
of political parties…they aren’t very kind to eachother sometimes. :0/
i say..
Oh.. that is so true
Victoria.. and the
same applies
to Google
and Facebook
as well.. so much
competition between
the three.. but hey..
the Algorithms of
all three have been
known to accuse me
of being a robot.. ’cause
of all my word play and
speed of
executing
so much
stuff at
once..
But yeah..
eventually i
convinced all
three i am human
in an ‘imitation game’..
if you saw
‘that’
movie..
Thanks for
stopping
by
with
smiles..:)
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Yellow boy posing..
for another of what may be 100’s
or even 1000’s of selfies.. shared now
with over 1.3 million views around the world
as pArt of what i do.. according to Google Plus views..
on my Kate Mia.. Google Plus page of statistics.. now..
but he already knows and feels he is a pretty boy..
there is no need to stroke his ego.. at all..
he is plenty confident as fearless just
the way he is now.. and before..
as a wild child of the backyard
woods.. before he comes for
some tender loving vittles..
at my home now.. still standing
up for his God Given right to be free..
so sad that more domesticated cats
and humans don’t do this everynow of life..
as life is too precious to live it without Freedom..
Love.. and Peace of Mind and Body Balance with
all others and Nature as God too…smile emoticon
Yellow boy posing
for another of what may be 100’s
or even 1000’s of selfies.. shared now
with over 1.3 million views around the world
as pArt of what i do.. according to Google Plus views..
on my Kate Mia.. Google Plus page of statistics..
but he already knows and feels he is a pretty boy..
there is no need to stroke his ego.. at all..
he is plenty confident as fearless
just the way he is now..
and before.. as a wild
child of the backyard woods..
before he comes for some tender loving vittles..
at my home now.. still standing up for his God
Given right to be free.. so sad that more
domesticated cats and humans don’t
do this everynow of life..
as life is too precious
to live it without Freedom..
Love.. and Peace of Mind and Body
Balance with all others and
Nature as God too…;)
Himali says…
Yellow boy is really adorable !
You seem to have great stats of yr site
i say..
Thanks Himali.. that’s on Google Plus and
not my Word Press site.. my stuff is too hard
to open on Word Press.. more views with
Google Blogger sites.. and Yellow Boy’s
face just turned red when i told him
what you said.. winks.. oh yeah..
and he says Thanks Himali..
in his sweet meowY voice..
wink emoticon
Himali says..
Awwww..
I can’t post
cat faced smileys
here but my love
to yellow boy..:)
i say..
Hmm.. i wonder why that’s not working here..
but never the less.. i will pass your smile on to
Yellow Boy.. and i’m sure he will like that better..
as he gets in fights with all cats.. and Loves
all humans.. particularly females.. as he
seems to be a Lady’s man.. smiles..
and maybe he likes female cats
too..as all we’ve had is
male cats around him..
so maybe he
needs a female cat friend..
sometime in the future..
to see how that works out..:)
Himali says..
Haha.. He surely seems
to be a ladies man.. He ought
to get a friend from the cat
world too grin emoticon
Rafiah says..
Makes me feel cozy. smile emoticon
Hello, Freddy. How are you my pa?
i say..
i’m doing great my friend and daughter Rafiah..
If you mean Pa instead of Pal.. With Tongue
emoticon.. And I’ve been thinking
about ways to tell you hello lately..
And am just waiting on a English
post of yours to do it.. But no worries..
i will be tHere at your side even if
you speak only English here at my side..
Winks.. i Feel you care..smile emoticon!
Rafiah says
Haha it was ‘pal’.
grin emoticon
And yes I do.
And I have been
wanting to tell you
that you are becoming very
popular among my girl friends
and class mates. Most of the girls
in my class have already asked about
‘who is that Katie Mia’ person. grin emoticon
grin emoticon grin emoticon
i say..
Haha.. Then i have something in common with
Yellowboy.. And so do you.. You can tale them WE
adopted you.. Like Yellowboy..wink emoticon
And ugh.. I’m thinking I could be
hard to explain.. To your
friends..tongue emoticon
Are you going to see
Star Wars in
Pakistan..
smile emoticon
Looking at
the photo..
It’s like a
Christmas song..
‘Chestnuts roasting
on a Smartphone’..
wink emoticon
Yes.. after 28 months ‘it’s ‘sTill
a miracle of dance and
even some
of my
clinical
specialists
from then agree
a REAL MIRACLE
588
From Ashe’s Facebook
page where she discusses
a pre-purchase of 6 SW Tickets
without the pre-understanding that
she will be in a Christmas play unable
to attend..
and in case
anyone has
been locked
in a cave for
the last 6 months
or so of OMG a world
wide celebration of commercial
advertising for this.. this is the
YES.. THE FORCE AWAKENS
EVENT OF THE CENTURY
SO FAR..
THAT YES..
IS IN PROGRESS
TODAY NOW
AS WE
SPEAK!
AND YES! THE
FORCE AWAKENS
iS THE NEW STAR
WAR MOVIE FOR THOSE
STILL LIVING IN A CAVE..
IF PLATO
OF SORTS
IF you
WILL..;)
i say..
Smiles.. Are you going to watch it 6 times..;)
Ashe says..
No, I was going to take 5 people with me.
i say..
Crap.. I didn’t think tickets
would be on sale ’till Friday..
But I’ll probably see it on a matinee
that’s not as crowded.. Anyway..smile emoticon
Ashe says..
I bought these months ago!
i say..
Crap..x2.. I’m thinking this movie will stay a month..
Though.. The way it’s looking now as the most promoted movie..
More than the Ten Commandments.. And I’m literally serious..
A better overall religious movie.. ALL stuff.. Considered..tongue emoticon
Ashe says..
We should have it at Liberty by Feb I bet.
i say..
Hey.. That’s cool.. I hope to see it very soon..
But not the evening shows on Fri..
As I’m sure they are sold-out..
By now..smile emoticon
Ashe says..
I have a gig at the theatre all weekend
so don’t spoil it for me!
i say..
No worries.. i am only good at re-taling..
My own plot lines.. And you will likely still
see it before I escape my other activities
to see it as well..smile emoticon
The Force Awakens..
Yoda.. That’s
all I know and
Feel..wink
emoticon
AlWaysnow..
smile emoticon
Ashe says..
Now I think I’ll just wait for
it to come to Navy Motion Pictures.
Chris says..
Damn show is sold out here
at my local theater for 3 weeks…lol
i say..
Just wow.. Those tickets are potential Gold..
For scalpers.. 3 weeks.. That’s frigging amazing..
Star Wars.. more popular at Christmas than Lennon or Jesus..
As there was no wait for ‘that’ movie….tongue emoticon
Sorry if I am annoying.. Ashe..
Most of my Facebook friends like
Trump more than Star Wars..:Px2
Sid says..
Most of my friends are liberal, and STILL talk about
Trump more than Star Wars… it’s like he has a
Jedi mind trick to have them
make sure he stays in the news.
Ashe says..
You guys are talking about that
thing that I don’t talk about on my page.
i say..
Trump is a walking Satire of the Repubs..
Hillary’s dream.. i do my best to ignore him..
But would love to banter him like i do to
sales people.. Just for fun.. including
my rich uncle who could be his twin..
But I digress and could give Trump
a headache before he escapes
my lair.. Of mind..wink emoticon
Oops.. Sorry
Ashe..smile emoticon
x2.. See ya at Walmart..:)
Ashe says..
I’m a Trekkie so I don’t really care.
Just trying to stay somewhat culturally relevant.
i say..
Culturally relevant.. Jesus.. That’s hard for me to do..:Px3
i am more of a giver than receiver but not in the
way of Cards OR Christmas Gifts.. i am going
to paint your entire home with
a portrait of Spock
to touch
your
Vulcan SOUL..
so you will BE
even
MORE AT
HOME..
TO LIVE
LONG AND
PROSPER!..
ACTS OF
SERVICE
iS
wHere
Love and
the true SpiRit
of ChrisTmas iS AT!..
along with touching
quality time
and words
of
A F F I R M
AT
iON..:)
(while i’m
still editing
and adding to
the comment
Ashe likes
the comment)
i say..
i wasn’t
finished editing
my quality time with you..
wInks.. by A way..wink emoticon
OMG.. if i lived with Ashe as
a room-mate of course
(half-breed
Vulcans do not
mate with full-
breed Vulcans)
it would
be the
FRIGGING BIG
BANG THEORY
TV SHOW
IN REAL LIFE..
BUT hey i can
visit the
Big Bang
S H O W
on her
Facebook Page
and which character
is she..;).. i am a
mixed breed
now..
of nerd
and wild..
of half-
Spock
and like my
wife says.. yeah..
you’re something al’right’
theRe ain’t a nAMe
for you
yet..
and tHere
may never
be..
GOD
i can’t
believe i
married you…
but i’m like a
habit that’s hard
to break.. wInksX2
with Freudian sLip..;)
1334
Glenn posts a share on Facebook regarding a Republican Celebrity jumping
ship from the likes of Trump and his new Trump Party way of American..
i say..
It’s hilarious to me.. Trump is Darth..
And will sink the Death Star of the Repubs
for perhaps a decade or more.. And it’s even
more hilarious as the rest of the Trumprats are
waiting to go down with the ship like
a line at the theatre
to see Star Wars..
tongue emoticon
Haha.. 90 percent of the folks where I live are Trumprats too..
And hehe.. Most of my Facebook friends too..
Man.. they have to be loyal friends to
stick with me..
tongue emoticon
And i say now..
Ha! and i just
thought of a great
new conspiracy theory
Trump is in cahoots
with Hillary
to make
a new generational
win of Democrats.. but
there must be something
in it for Trump as all that
Trump cares about is
Trump unless
he can
even
fool
me..
as Glenn Beck
was obviously a
Liberal in Republican
Clown Clothes from
the start
and still is..
and lots of what
Bill O’Reilly
does is
just an
act too..
but that Sean
dude from Fox..
seems to
be what
he
really
is.. ugh..
just ugh..
the dark
force
SUCKS..
BUT IT IS
WHAT IT IS..
so always change
what we can to the
LIGHT FORCE AND ACCEPT
THE FACT THAT THE DARK FORCE
IS A REAL DEAL TOO.. AND NO DO
NOT ESTIMATE THE DARK
FORCE
AS NOTHING
AT ALL AS
EVERYTHING
IS SOMETHING
AS GOD AKA
AS THE WHOLE
FORCE OF ALL..
AND NO I’M NOT GETTING
OFF TOPIC AS GOD IS
THE FORCE IS GOD
ALL OF
STORY..
BEYOND
INFINITY
NOW
AS FAR
HUMAN
eYes
of God
can see
JUST FOR NOW..:)
1632
Well.. yes..
the special 7pm Showing
of “The Force Awakens” AKA Star
Wars VII.. is all sold out.. but never
the less.. i am theRe for the opening
to buy my ticket for Saturday Afternoon
Matinee showing now secured.. and
no i cannot talk wife Katrina into
sitting down for two and a half
hours of space stuff.. no
matter what tale i tell her
about how great the FULL STORY
OF THE PREVIOUS DOUBLE TRILOGY is..
now.. as a sextology and septology arriving
tonight.. for this special day before.. now..
the regular opening event of showing..:)
And not to digress too much here..
but for those of you who do
attention to detail
that is Moby
Dick’s Left
eye right
above the
pArt of
my hair
and my left
shaded eye too..
and maybe i’ll see that
when it goes on sale on
Blue Ray.. as Moby the
cat and whale are two
of my all time
favorite
grey
beasts..
at least for now..:)
1797
Well..
oh my poetic
goodness.. there is now
a Thursday Free verse prompt
from dVerse to go along with
the Star prompt from Tuesday
that i am hoping to get started
on tonight before the RAve of
89th week Thursday NT dance
STARts for me at
Old Seville Quarter
as well..
so with
11,777 words
up there and in realizing
now that this new post will
not be published until
after my Star Wars
adventure at
4:30 pm
on
Saturday..
so if i can
get through
both prompts
of somewhere
around 50 to 60
something poems..
this post is gonna likely
be my longest one yet..
at around 26K for the
record from
be
fore..
including my
extended play
comments
section..
sounds
like
fun..
hehe..
at
least
for me..
with sMiLes
a G A i N
A WALK
around the
block.. some
din din..
and
poeTry
comes
again..:)
Ah refreshing cool
walk around the block
talking to neighbors
sharing their Christmas
Lights with them..
yes.. this
is the
advantage
of living
in a red state
area.. there
may be some
closed minded
ways of thinking
but generally speaking
it is safe for Law
Enforcement looking
dudes like me
wherever i go
haha.. even
dancing like
a martial
arts
ballet
Metro
Area
Court Jester
of Sorts
in a
Sacred
Clown/
Warrior/
Shaman Dance
FREE OF LIFE!
YA SEE BABY..
I FLOW.. i go
Free with the
Wind of God
inside me
coming
through my
fingers with
the greaTest
of ease.. truly
no different than
a free style dance
where the shapes
just flow
hear..
like
a
Universe
of God set
free in human
being now..
and yes..
when and
if i go into
hermit mode
i can go
so
deep
in GOD’s
eYes of
human
that truly
we are ONE
force
together
an amazing
place that few
enter for sure..
but with all that sunG
and FloWinG.. back to
dVerse Star prompt i go
for now
at least
an hour..
or so before
time to get
ready to
DANCE BABY DANCE FREE!
FLOWING SPIRALING
GOD
AND
ME..
WHERE i for
ONE WITH GOD
WILL DULL
THE BRIGHTEST
LOUDEST DISCO/RAVE
DANCE SOUND
WITH
OUR
THUNDERING
HEaRt of Lightening
moves as WE MAKE THEM
UP AS WE GO.. LIKE
MY BUDDY
TAY TAY
SAYS..
(Taylor Swift)
just another one
of ‘our’ girls..
in TRUTH AND LIGHT
OF THE REAL ILLUMINATI
OF GOD THAT IS SO MAGICAL
IN CREATING FORCE THAT IT
LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE IS IN CHARGE
AND HELL YEAH THEY ARE GOD AS HEAVEN
IN HUMAN
NOW THE
KINGDOM
OF ALL
OF
GOD
iN
US..
WHO SEEK IT
FIND IT..
WORK IT..
BABY… YES!
ALWAYS NOW!
like Britney
says..;)
*
A Star for every child..
A Light for every bright..
A Way for every soul..
A Mighty breath
of sight..
a way
to
God
sMiLeS..
for those who
never leave tHeir
souls.. for any thinG
less.. than God of MiGht.:)
An invisible Sun
A Star of Warmth
inside of
uS..
hidden
by worries
of life.. but
just waiting
to shine again..
for those
who once
again find
Child’s Delight
in Wondernows
of ever bright..
Truly.. Love and Peace
starts with one starT of
each of Us.. as child of Love..
moving connecting creating US..:)
*
Labyrinth of Culture
square iN square
out
spiral flows..
above so bright..
lights.. dance
lovely
candle
life..
reflecTinG..
flickerRinG.. flAMe..
Freedom.. StaRts iNow..:)
Well.. a few more detours
come.. like watching
the gala
194th
episode
of “The
Big Bang Theory’
Where Sheldon and
the Gang are celebrating
the opening night of Star
Wars and the opening of
something else..
but anyway
dance coming
and poetry
lives relatively
forever on servers
like me.. hehe..
in a relative
singularity way..
ya see.. it is impossible
to full live on the Internet
without the song of poetry..
in terms of human heARt..
SpiRit ExpresSinG that
heARt.. as mind
and body
balance
coming
across that
way in terms
of mass communication..
i am just a pioneer..
is all from
the first
record
on the
radio
that sings
a human soul..
for others to continue
to hear.. and see relatively
forever and ya see.. for those
of us who are Empaths and Angels..
there is no death in fear.. only
Life in Love.. yes.. altruism
like this may be
difficult for
folks
who have
not evolved
this far in
human giving..
but truly it
is how
God evolves
us to be.. selfless
giving creatures who
will easily lay down their
lives and even heart.. spirit
and soul.. for Love.. it’s in the
giving
that
keeps
on giving
that truly is
the Christ Light
in metaphor of course
of eternal
life
now
just
now
giving
giving
giving
is enough..
forever now in eternal
Loving infinite ways of being human
as reflection
of God
now
JUST
NOW..:)
9:33 PM
12172015
Back at
10:39 PM
12182015
And yes..
“LiGht AWakens”
the eventual title
of this new blog post..
coinciding somewhere
around the Winter
Solstice of
shortest
Light
of day
and birth
of groWinG
liGht.. once
aGaiN.. in the cycle
of DArk and LiGht..
on December 22nd..
but perhaps this
will come a
little sooner
or whenever
i
catch
all up to
this year’s
dVerse prompts.
so back to the
Star prompt now..
with the Free Verse
poeTry prompt coming
later in a new ‘comment
section’.. down lower
from
here..:)
But wait!
a minute.. i spy
Shawna’s post in
the Free verse prompt
so better go there first
before she sTarts a new
blog first..
and erases
that one..
so off
to Shawna’s
place.. and back
to Star liGht
after that..
here…
Swirling ‘magins
sorting jungle
deserts swimming
tortoise knows no
shell of
blue ray
home.. oh
nature.. o’rains..
blizzard thanks
no doctor
reigns..
lump
iS
digone..:)
Now back to
StaR liGht
pRomPt..;)
*
Well.. actually the Star of
David.. a 6 pointed planetary
alignment comes 13 times
from 1990 to 2013..
final one on
July
22nd..
sorry if
you missed.. it..
it’s around here
somewheRe..
i’m sure..
sMiLes..:)
Finger print..
stars on hand
who see
further
than
words..:)
A friend
A Star
A Live
Star dust passes
lives in veins
of us..
passes
we back
to STarT..:)
Stars uS exists
labels
or not..
covered
or
Living
essence
Glows
exists Us Stars..:)
Interestingly.. 13 Star
of David alignments
brighten the skies
from 1990
until
2013
and on
July 22nd
a so-called
Golden Child
appears in England..
but i suppose when Jesus
is born.. he requires no fanfare…:)
A field of
green
a spring
hill away
from city ights..
oh stars.. you quiet..
you peaceful.. you just
orbit black hole suns..
oh humans.. some
poor in spirit..
no orbit at
all..
just
black
hole
suns..:)
A lesson for human..
no star.. no grain
of sand..
no human
as great
as GOD..
to speak
a word of
God’s language
in humanly
designed
way..:)
Well.. eight
and nine including
Shawna’s free verse
PoeTry is enough
for now..
few hours
sleep last
night more
more more
coming
now..
back tomorrow
with more of this..:)
11:44 pm…
Back at 11:35 am..
Bright and Sunny
Day.. Sand Dance
coming soon.. along
with the ‘Force Awakens
Star Wars’ Movie too.. yeah
count-down to 4:15 pm for
that hehe.. but anyway
for now.. some more
Star LiGht BriGht
dVerse prompts
to go..
hmm.. and sPeaking
of Light.. this new
post looks like it
may not come
now until
closer
to
the 22nd
of Winter
Solstice day..
as OMG.. there’s
still a whole other
prompt to go with
Free Verse PoeTry
too.. but
anyway..
keep
writing
and dancing
Fred.. and
don’t LOOK
BACK!
This song accompanied
my first ‘car experience’
with my first Cuban
REAL girl friend..
at age 18 in
’78.. but no
you didn’t
need to know
that but sure
dreams beyond
dreams presents
beyond present
present
dream
iS ALwAYsNow..:)
Well.. yes.. yet another
detour.. back later.. again..
forward for more.. now..
then.. now ..:)
1:33 pm..
Hmm.. back
at 11:02.. pm..
the Force Awakens
is an excellent movie
of course.. yes.. LiGht
AWakens as ONE FORCE NOW..:)
*
Ah.. human.. a galaxy of Neuron Stars making
trillions of connections.. connecting hemispheres
of brain and earth.. as we speak online..
sure the Force Awakens as neurons
of human do connect
two hemispheres
of the
Earth
as Cosmic
Consciousness
come real come online
come now.. as sure there
are Big Bangs Above and
so below as well.. it is all
relative by the time
we come
home
again
Now..:)
Starry
Diatoms
swimming
reflecting light
Galaxies now go
Stars in shore of Summer
Dreams where foot prints
splash and glow
Love of Moonlit
Night Now
Shining
Flow..:)
Smiles.. although
i don’t smoke.. i always
enjoyed the glow of my
father’s cigarette..
silent embers..
never
talk..
but glow
oh they go..
stars fall and rise..
in breath of smoke..:)
Stars of creator..
precious stOnes
of meteors come to
Earth.. Dinosaurs
Fall into
Gulf
of Mexico
by proxy..
a new age
of warm animals
come born.. to
meteors
of
gulf
anew
in eyes of human..
so sure.. meteors
bRing new life in
Stars of human eyes..:)
Wow.. reminds me..
of something i forget..
and perhaps something
i don’t want to remember
about a condition with
the Trigeminal
Cranial
Nerve
that allows
me to see extremely
painful rainbows in
the darkest
nights
with
eyes
fully closed..
i enjoy black
now and the
occasional
sparkles..
but dancing
with the stars
under eyelids at night
almost made my head
explode.. and
that’s history..
P.S.. TG!..:)
STar.. liGht oF eNergy..
humAn EmoTioN FoRce
BRings EneRgy.. BriNgs LoVe
BrinGs
StaR
WoRks
iN hUman
eYes..:)
*
Star Falls..
promise of raining
Light.. Fall
Stars miss
earth
promise
of
Life..:)
Skies Stars
painting above
so below
twilight
eyes
morning
breath Sun
Shines glow
Star
inside..:)
SMiLes.. i see stars
too.. when i finish
College..
it takes me
truly decades
to finAlly find
them but
now
stars
are miNd..
and heArt..
and sure.. body..
spiRit and SoUl
weLL Being..
but work..
no.. gone..
TG.. stars
taste better.. aLiVe..:)
12:08 am
12202015..
back in the
morning for more..
i am Star Wars
RE-Tired for
now..;)
So many more
detours but
back again
for poeTry..
11:23 pm
12202015..:)
Connections of Stars in
skies.. make angles
of numbers..
sanskrit of
letters..
skyscrapers
and written
language
for myths..
without Angles
of Stars in skies..
there are no Angels
in sacred text.. as
Angles come first..
smiles..
with sticks
scratching
imaginary
connections
of stars.. so
above to below..
in sand to staRt
us off ending now
and beginning again..
in digital
keys
of
heArt..:)
*
Approaching Earth..
Stars in sky
cry… as they
see an earth
crumbling
from
the
weight
of Human
EYes of Stars
hopefully connecting
together now.. in
a way
to build
the earth
back up
as anyone
will do for home..:)
SMiLes..
Truly Free
Stars open minded
never closed to expand
liGht farther and farther
out into InFiniTy
TrUly Free
humans
shine
like this
as well
and not
iN Prison..:)
LiGht of Stars.. oscillating..
always changing.. now..
and oh..
human
liGht
of soUl
aLive
or dead
Alive.. with SpiRit
oF emoTioNaL heARt
alWays groWinG
never
sAMe
StaRs
expand iN LiGht
of hUman BEinG..:)
liGhts hiGh
Dreams
briGht..
eYes
SMi
LeS
FrUit
iT
i ON..
Force positive..
DArk negative..
acTioN..
Con
Seq
Uence..
WitH alWays
Change Now..
possiAble
liGhTer hUman StaRts..:)
Ending for
now with a copy
and paste again..
of my Poetic
Response back
to Shawna’s
Poem for
Star LiGht..
First of all.. while i deTour
up here into the future
of Stars of dVerse now
since i still exist
on last Thursday
open prompt then..
before my purple
hued SagittarIan
arrow goes away..
yeah.. moonlight
stars
feel
wRite
here now..
i mean seriously.. the hell with
stars.. the moon is the
briGhTest star in the
sky.. with diatoms
that shine iN
gulf flow
Emerald
green
white sands
of young bliss..
soft naked and
hard bodies.. smell
of salt inside and
outside above
so below
all around
diatoms of stars..
yes.. glistening on
flesh of moon-lit waters
Seagulls sleep.. while we
breathe our life of older younger
dreams.. of UniVerse new in warm
life stars of below and above same
inside and outside
of us and sure
big bangs come
all around baby
the ocean KNows
what sWirls
inside
of
us
and the
moon light
will send us
on our
way
to bliss
always now..
where stars live
in eYes of human Love..
man you are so cool i
will do you with
this again
sometime
heheR..
yeah
i’m
more
than a
woman too..
but seriously Whoaman..
it was/is great groWing
up on the Gulf and those
first memories are surely
still magic
of first
loves
breath
on Virgin
maleYes..;)
Yes..
Diatoms
gLow..
and i have
a class of
seven
eight gold
ring when
you are one..
my StILL young friend..
Moon LiGht alWays fills write..:)
12:16 am..
12212015
back for
more later..:)
2:15 pm..
and back to
finish this
Star Light
prompt..:)
FLuFfy whiTe clOUds
children of Stars
yes.. pENpricKs
LiGht
iNskeYes..
Yes.. YES!
nowUni-
VERSE
oN
FiRE!..:)
Swirling liGhts
above so below
spinning DNA
SinGs BriGht
S T A R Snow
inside outside
aLL around
aLike..
if unpacking
of course.. now..
traveling without
opening human suit
cases iS quiet.. a bore..:)
Masks of UniVerse
within.. layers upon
layers adding outside
until clothing of culture
erases stars in eyes..
but stars will
not die
easy
they wait
as long as
life to come
again bright..
moving.. connecting
and creating liGht again!..:)
SMiLes.. someone(s)
once write(s) a/some book(s)
and missed/misses is/are miSsinG
God’s NOW
Unconditional
Love Smile(s)
iN Stars..
skEyes
and clOUds
of dArk now(s)
uncoverRinG
frOwns noW..
sMiles aGain..
as God never
Leaves @ALL..
iS alWays heRe
beGinNinG
and end
BeGiNs
a
GaiN
alWays
NOW..:)
Escape from so-cAlled
sacred text.. etchiNg
iN cosmoLogical
events of skies..
noW freeR
philosophers..
mathematicians..
sOar hiGher iN EYes
of
inner
Stars..
OCEAN
in deed..
in spirit..
by far..
yes..!
Ava!
Hypatia!..:)
An
cestral
eYeskeye
liGht noW
sAMe Now
Love then
Real staRt
now
flesh
and
blood
connec
TinG
bread
and
water
LifeStar
LoveLiGht..:)
Wel..come.. my friend Lynn..
i save your LiGht for
the very end.. and
i really Love the
number 33
and you
make
the 33rd link
iN 2 prompts..
of two personal
efforts now.. and
truly if more people
see God as Unconditional
Courageous Love.. THAT
spark in THAT Baby’s
eYes will keep
coming
back
and
never
Leave.. for even
more than a thousand
years.. my friend.. of those
eYes
of
Love’s
flAMe
Spark
LiGht
STAR
T H A T
never ends
as long as that
Star lives in eYes
of
US..
So.. God
blesses
Jesus
WitH
Love
and
you
too..
at the
end and
beginning
for now.. my
friend.. Lynn..
T H A N K S..:)
Yes.. that makes
33.. and now
it’s now
to move
on to
22 more
lInks
of A dVerse
poEtry prompt
on A Free Writing
way.. somewheRe
down theRe and
here2.. in
comments
section
as
coming
now.. then..
and in.. this
next post.. now..:)
4:22 pm
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Hank’s comment copied from my Blogger blog..
Great pics Katie! Since Christmas decorations
and promotions are at its heights now perhaps
we’ll see some variety of the current ones.
It should be interesting to see how different
these can be from the various locations.
Thanks! Hank
i say..
Hi Hank.. Thanks so much for stopping
by on this speedier version of
my blog stuff.. here
on..
And yes.. commercialism in general
is fascinating to me.. particularly
as it holds no power
over me at
all.. allowing
me to see it
as art instead
of buying temptations..
smiles.. and interestingly
viewing life as art to share
rather than stuff to buy
is a very freeing
way of life
for me..
but it
doesn’t make some of
the mall managers too
happy to always see me
with a dance and empty
hands other than
a song of iPhone6s
and ear buds
to power
me
by all the
music of Youtube
available for now..
But there are always
progressive folks who
love it and just ask for
more.. so sure
it all balances
out well enough
for me now..
in all the shades
of grey.. and colors
of me that do come
alive when i enter
into or
out of
any store
connecting
human being..
moving.. and
creating
as well..
with
sMiLes again..
and Merry
Christmas
with best
New Wishes
to ya.. as well
my friend..:)
4504
Well.. since it appears this may be my longest blog post forever
now.. at least.. i figure why not go all out.. ‘Last and First Verse
of God’.. is a really catchy title.. that i can quickly give to anyone
out there in the flesh and blood world.. if they wanna know
and feel ‘a little more about me’ in a singularity kind of
way.. per uploading online not just my machine mind
but my emoTioNs.. heArt.. spiRit.. expresSinG
that heart of emotions in a miNd
and boDy balanced
soUl.. THaT
means
i move.. connect..
and create.. to regulate
emotions.. and integrate
senses.. including sensuality
that basically makes me a finely
tuned human Ferrari in balance..
hmm.. what does Human Ferrari mean
in terms of modern society.. where the Nocebo
effect and affect of negative thinking destroys
our health and well being.. where humans
feel guilty over their extremely
SENsual NatUres that
inhibit aggression..
violence..
and yes wars
when fully expresSinG
in a consSENsual way in
connecting that way..
aS bits and pieces
and pArts
of whole
human being
YEs.. moving.. connecting..
and creating,. wheRe the inspiration
of human being is the full emotional..
sensory// and sensual experience
of Life as Truth and Light in
Love and Peace
of Wisdom
of
being
now just
NOW iN balance
with other humans
and the rest of Nature
AKA GoD now.. just.. now
moving.. connecting.. and
creating with GodnoWonE
asONE FORCE OF LIGHT
iN POSITIVitY THAT IS
TRuLY THE WAY TO
HuMAN HEAVEN
AND NOT A
PATH
TO HELL..
WELL.. YES.. WELL BEING
OF HUMAN IS NOT CURRENTLY
THE SOCIAL NORM OF CULTURE..
WELLBEING OF THE MACHINE
OF SOCIETY IS CURRENTLY
THE NORM
OF
HUMAN
BEING IN AN INSANE
WAY OF LIFE WHERE
INCREASINGLY HUMANS
NEED NOT APPLY.. TO MAKE
THIS THING OF CULTURE WORK
TO SUPPORT HUGE POPULATIONS
OF HUMAN BEINGS.. who are only evolved
to connect to somewhere around 150 to 200
sets of human eyes.. without chaos and conflict..
Anyway.. the Wild Wives of Africa.. our closest
Kissing Cousins.. with yes.. tongue kissing and
oral sex like humans do too.
are almost without violence..
as they Love each
other and do
not fear
to connect to each other
unlike the humans of today
who often fear even eye contact
with their fellow homo-sapiens now
all around ’em.. as hey.. there are
more than 150 to 200 sets of
in eyes of Super-Walmart..
nOW don’t get me
wrong every
day low
prices are good
for the United States
and not so good for
sweat shop machine
humans in other countries
who toil all day long over
my $7.50.. witty shirts..
and yes.. that
huge Center Aisle
that Sam Walton Builds
in all his Walmart Stores..
eventually.. posthumously
is a perfect dance hall..now..
for me.. and hey that Star of
David
symbol
out-side
with the six
points is pretty
cool as it reminds
me now.. that i forget
my seventh video to
share here now..
illustrating
the essence
of King
David’s
almost naked
public dance write
before he promised
to celebrate the Lord
in so called greater
‘vile’ ways..
yeah..
like i do
here in my
totally naked Dance
in front of God and
the rest of the
world..
with
zero regret
and shame.. as
my Temple of God is
Sacred and every time
i create a special blog
post i thank God for
ALL OF IT..
FREELY IN
THE ART
OF FULLY
EXPOSED
NAKED
MALE
DANCE
IN ALL THE
GLORY ONE
MIGHT IMAGINE
IF THEY DARE TO
GO WHERE ONLY
BIRDS OUT OF GUILDED
CAGES FLY FREE AS HUMAN
BEING.. NO DIFFERENT THAN
A COUSIN BONOBO SITTING
IN A TREE
ERECT
AND TALL
AND FREE
WITH GOD..
YES TREE
OF LIFE
NOT TREE
OF KNOWLEDGE
AS KNOWLEDGE IN
THE WAY OF COLLECTIVE
WRITTEN LANGUAGE..
INTELLIGENCE..
AND CULTURE
HAS SURELY
BROUGHT
CREATURE
COMFORTS.. BUT OH THE
STRESS OH THE STRESS.. THAT
KILLS THE HUMAN HEART.. SPIRIT
AND SOUL.. ALONG WITH MIND AND
BODY BALANCE.. and trust me.. culture..
limits and expectations of an insane work
place of what human is NOT EVOLVED TO
NATURALLY DO.. almost ends my life
inches away from
death..
or a bridge
or a metal
chain..
as when
the Heart.. Spirit
and Soul in Mind
and Body Balance
dies.. there is Hell on
Earth for human and human
finally figures out this gift that
God gives human as the Kingdom
of God as Nature now and human
living in this Kingdom of GOD as
Nature.. in balance
and bliss
yeah.. like
sitting tall
and erect
in a cool
breeze.. moist
and green jungle
of bliss with similarly
inclined friends as brothers
and sisters of one primate
family and not
a bunch
of
crappy
disagreements
on who is different
and who is same and
who is right or wrong about
this quarterback or that
quarter back of their
religious team..
and that is where the
Cloud Video per the
Book of Eli comes in to
play.. describing the real message
of Jesus that we are all children
of God who work best when
holding hands
and not
biting
or killing
each other..
yes.. sensual
ways of life beat
that hands up
and
hands
down..
if ‘you’ will
of course…
Oh yeah.. and here’s that King David’s almost dancing naked
and free.. video.. where he and God are making up the Dance
move as he goes… where the rest of the
non-neo folks are walking in
straight lines
not veering
off of concrete
jungles in illusions
of limitations and expectations
away from our free and wild
place with God as Loving
Bonobo-like Creatures..
yeah.. ‘Jesus came
back as a
Bonobo’
after
watching that
video up theRe
about liberal and
conservative humans
that come mostly from
cultural ways of life
restricted to
human..
he
figures
humans are
a lost cause to
change for
now..
until they cognitively
determine how to do that
with reason overcoming their
instinctual differences in who fears
life opposed to who loves life
and never
fears
death..
like me and
one of my best
friends Jesus of
the original way
of Jesus.. not
the myths
as generated
by Roman
Emperor
Constantine..
his Catholic Cohorts
and friends some 325 years
mirroring the myths of the
Mithra regional religion..
after the death of the humble
and really complex poet
Jesus according to
the Sacred Text
of the Gospel
of Thomas
as linked
before and
here again..:)
And hopefully that first miniskirt song is over with now..
that i used to get ‘you’ in the mood to listen
to this in more of an open minded
state of mind..
if you dared
to listen
to it..
wInks..
The fact is and
the feeling is.. the
TRUTH AND LIGHT
AS REAL HUMAN
JESUS SAYS
WILL SET YOUR
WILD AND LOVING NATURE AWAY FROM
CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS
ILLUSIONS THAT CONTROL
AND SUBJUGATE
OTHER HUMANS
THROUGH
ILLUSORY
FEARS..
FOR
STUFF LIKE
CONTROLLING
REPRODUCTIVE
FREEDOMS.. WHERE
many humans end up marrying
their cousins instead of finding
the varieties and spices of life
as God evolves us to
do to
continue
evolving
in a positive
way and not get
stuck in the same
rut of the genetic
past.. yes God is the
God of Diversity and Change..
hell no.. not the hell of staying
the same.. So.. i get my second
letter of confirmation
from a clinical
assessment
that i am not
able to return
to the demands of
a job like my previous
one without moderate risk
of harming myself..
with assessment
of Bi-Polar NOS..
Autism
Disorder..
and Generalized
Anxiety.. yeah.. like
the ability to dance
free and easy
in public
for 4550
miles in the
last 28 months..
like King David does
and fulfilling his prophecy
of doing it ‘fully Monty’
like I do on my restricted
links now for about two
years.. so i should
be pretty
good at
that by now too..
but yes.. i talk really
fast and pressured.. as my
mouth does have difficulty.. sometimes..
keeping up with this brain.. as if you make it
to this point.. is not hard to imagine at all..
So i present with these disorders..
but inside i am like the
Calm of the eye
of a Hurricane..
but i cannot
prove that
with
my behavioral
way of speaking..
so i get two tickets
(TO PARADISE STILL NOW)
that NOW says you cannot
go back to the cultural
norms and expectations
of making a living.. which
is fine with me.. yeah.. more
than fine.. as i do reach regular
retirement age on my 56th birthday
of June 6th.. 2016.. which means
i will only work for God for
the rest of my life..
with zero worries
over money
and zero
potential
for anyone
to control and
almost kill me again
with ridiculous expectations
that would frigging kill any human
being.. even when they are named
literally as Superman for efficacy while
doing it with a smile.. and a dying soul
inside.. so sure this is a celebration post
too.. as when this kinda thing is in progress
it all depends on how a person is viewed
by others..
so my strange
wins out in the
free of life
of happy..
as well
as productive
and inspiring others..
like the young lady and
her friend who thanked me
for an autograph selfie last night
and spoke of me as their idol of
inspiration in the Pensacola area..
and similar accolades received
by the general public
including.. Boss
of dance..
Awesome Dancer..
Amazing Dancer..
Inspirational Dancer..
Dance Icon of Pensacola..
Legend of Dance.. and
perhaps my
favorite..
‘hey dude you
are our Spirit Animal’..
perhaps the greatest compliment
a modern day sacred clown/warrior/
shaman can receive from a young
Lady.. but you see this
is not just
illusions of
grandeur
it’s real evidence
of a miracle and with the
last letter i received
from my social
worker therapist
of 4 years now..
she also says.. but
not in the letter..
that my recovery
to happiness a
nd freedom
suddenly on or
about July
22nd 2013..
is not just a
surprise
but a REAL
CATHOLIC-
LIKE (she
is Catholic)
MIRACLE
WORTHY
of that
assessment
in moving from not
being able to go to
a Whataburger
Restaurant
as a shut-
in for
66 months
to the Dance Hall
publicly assessed
Legend
and yes.. the
Most Valuable
Player of Dance..
i hear at least one
person say every week..
as well.. and sure the
11 million words i’ve
written since
Thanksgiving
day 2010..
is what
‘they’ call pArt
of Mania now too..
but.. still the calm
of eye of my Hurricane
inside.. as my fingers fly
with the grace of God inside..
outside.. so above.. and below
all around for now.. and more of
course to come.. as there truly
are no limits or expectations
with the free of GOD
sought.. found..
and practicing
Now as
an
ART
of
GOD FREE and
yes.. wONEnOW..:)!
So.. what else was i thinking
about in my backyard totally
sandy private part.. dancing
naked and free in 45 degree
Sunny weather.. as i
accommodate
environmental
change easy
as compared
to a chill
i once am
in 100 degree
temperatures..
wearing a Jacket
in 80 degree weather
to keep warm.. so sick..so sick..
culture makes me then.. so well..
so well in Loving and Wild and Free
GOD makes
me now..
and So free cat
Yellow boy.. a once
feral cat.. even with
feline Leukemia is compared
to his housemate Moby.. always
spoon fed easy.. as part of human
culture never exposed to the call
of the Wild outside..
who at 10 as opposed
to the 16 year-old
Ginger inside-outside
Cat from down the Road
who visits us everyday
named Tennessee still
flies over fences easy..
while Moby with
diabetes now..
can hardly
walk to
the food bowl..
don’t kid ‘yourself’
as in all stuff life from
body to soul.. use it or lose
it applies.. the only difference
between ‘you’ and Moby.. is
someone can tale
‘you’ how
to change
for the better..
and YOU CAN
DO IT.. IF YOU
WANT TO..
trust me if
someone
like me
can do it..
YOU LIKELY
CAN TOO..
and that is why i hold
nothing back now..
and never worry
what people think
about my Truth and
Light now just now..
as yes.. i go
to hell and
no longer
live
there
now..
and if that’s
too crazy.. to work
in this machine culture
we have.. so be i crazy..
and
a fool
for
GOD too..ONE
So sure.. time
for Nude Art now..
and sure it’s not much
different when i dance
at Seville Quarter for 3 hours
as it takes about that Long
to do it.. and truly
it is like
an Olympic
effort for me to
do it.. but hey..
i celebrate GOD
Freely with BLOOD
SWEAT AND TEARS
AND ALL THE REST..
AS SACRED GIFT OF GOD..
FREE JUST FREE.. ME AND
GOD.. AND NO ONE HAS TO
JOIN US// UNLESS THEY TOO..
WANNA
BE
WILD
AND FREE
AND LOVING
CREATURES
OF GOD.. BEFORE
THE APPLE OF HUMAN
ILLUSORY LIES FOR CONTROL
AWAY
FROM
GOD
NOW..
so yeah.. be back in
about 3 hours with
another restricted
link and
more
POETRY
TO COME..
AS i steadily catch
up with those last
two prompts
from
dVerse
after back
to Nature
and GOD too..
ONE with ME..
just as
i
am..
NOWonE..:)
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Hi Soheir..
as a person blessed by God
to read 10 to 15 times faster than the average human being..
i always look to the copy of the Koran on my night stand
and read whatever chapter you highlight here
by video way in both languages as it
takes me less than 5 minutes..
as opposed to an hour and a half..
truly it is a blessing to do that..
and i can open up the Koran at any point
and the same pattern is visible throughout
the holy text as fight of the believers
against the disbelievers and how God
will surely punish the disbelievers..
But still i always listen to a
few verses of the Video too..
to see the emotional intent of the reader..
and sure it is not much different than the lectors
in my Catholic Church.. who read it mostly as a
dictation.. of respect.. where words
become leaders…
And what this reminds me of is
the ‘Holy War’ of Iraq.. when amazingly
after the 9/11 terrorist event.. propagated by
Saudia Arabian Terrorists.. George W. Bush gets up
to the open microphone with the Nation and clearly states
that Iraq.. Iran.. and Korea.. are the axis of evil..
and to make all their leaders devils incarnate..
will be a way to gain the oil of Iraq and
Iran eventually.. as if it were not
for this natural resource of the middle east..
the middle east as a barren area.. with few natural
resources other than oil.. would be a non-factor of U.S. policy..
no different than other countries in barren Africa where genocide..
murder.. and rape.. is a way of life.. in Police States..
of killing.. like Somalia…
i have a globe of the World
above my desk that shows the Geography with blues..
browns.. and greens of the earth.. of course the green
is lush and living with resources.. the blue is life giving water..
where fresh.. and the brown is either mountains.. sands..
or building and concrete earth of human being..
Where there is all green.. with fresh water rivers..
like where you live in Egypt.. there is a fertile Nile
that at one point is the live giving resource of that area..
and a cradle of civilization of human beings who start in that area..
and those who have the nomad genetics as opposed to sitters in life..
spread as far as South America.. and the human species is now a global one..
And sure wherever there are the deepest browns on that globe.. or white of
snow.. as well.. where resources are hard to come by for life.. are the
greatest areas of conflicts.. where humans fight for survival..
So it only makes common sense that the Nature that
people live in.. is the God they see too..
And the tribal instinct of human is
gifted by God.. for survival.. to gain..
subsistence.. including territory..
with additional resources…
So it is no surprise
that when i pick up my copy of the Koran..
and flip to almost any page.. it is the believers
against the non-believers in other lands.. and the
background information provided by Imran.. is important
to understand the context of the times.. and how this
common element of the believers against the
non-believers is a tool.. to consolidate
and inspire people to the cause of Allah
as champion.. to overcome and expand the
Muslim way.. as dictated to Muhammad in the cave…
And truly its not much different with the Christian
Bible either.. as even in the New Testament as well as original
Gnostic Gospels.. before Emperor Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts
revised the bible however they wanted to.. there is the mention of the
sword to Spread Christianity no different than the Holy War against
the Infidels in the Koran.. so the Christian Crusades.. go on
for Centuries.. disbelievers in Fundamental Christianity
are burned at the stake.. hung.. and slain in many other
ways.. and the river of blood flows freely to
expand territories of Christian Rule…
The common element.. my friend.. is
survival.. and sure God evolves us to survive..
and if there are not enough resources humans will even
kill their own new-born children.. to allow the other healthy
older children to survive with filicide.. a terrifying sick
reality of life.. but never the less.. a practice
one sees in very poor areas of the world still..
where people are that desperate to live..
so what i try not to do.. is judge another
person.. or country.. realizing the heaven i
have here where i live.. is a direct result as well..
as a gift of God of Natural Resources.. fortune of genetic
abilities.. as well as Loving Family i am born into…
God is not fair.. in the temporal world we
live in.. there is no doubt about that..
my child is born.. and suffers for
51 days.. with nothing but pain..
but you see.. God is fairer than human culture…
’cause modern medicine keeps him alive and suffering..
where he will only die and pass on to Allah’s design..
as Natural otherwise.. and suffer only seconds instead
of days and days of hundreds of thousands of seconds..
but never the less.. some of us are much more blessed
than others by God.. and that is God’s design..
we can get mad if we want.. but it is what it
is.. the best place is acceptance of what is..
and change what we can…
So sure.. Muhammad with
the help of God changed what he could..
and it was a really bloody ordeal…
and some human beings are born
into a bloody ordeal from birth
as a natural consequence of living as well..
So Allah is a God of both pain and pleasure..
suffering and bliss.. and death and life..
and we tiny humans may wanna make this
a perfect place of order and control..
but the fact is.. Allah works not
with human eyes but eyes of Allah..
which are infinitely greater..
where human has no escape..
as human is an infinite
part of Allah as well..
So we do the best we can..
some folks kill in the name of Allah..
and some folks Love in the Name of Allah..
and Allah allows us to be born.. and one day
Allah will naturally kill us again.. and if night
and day comes.. if seasons change.. and the New Year
Starts with a brighter way.. there is always hope that
the light follows dark.. and the balance of Allah goes on..
with Love and Hate.. Hope and Fear.. War and Peace.. birth
and death.. and the best thing of all.. is.. we have a say
so in how now goes.. we can either Love with hope..
or Kill with fear.. we can either share and give..
or hoard and take…
But sure
it’s easier to
share and give in a lush forest..
as an Indigenous American Indian..
peace Loving. . sharing and giving..
Than in a desert.. or in a country that
allows no freedom of expression for
humans to freely be human..
the irony continues of
dark and light..
The dark says the dark is light and
the light says the light is dark..
but God knows and feels all
as GOD the same..
i for one..
choose the lighted way..
Others choose the darker way..
And for me.. at least
the bottom line
is Love and
Hope..
Peace.. and
fearlessness
my friend.. but truly
not everyone can be
Jesus.. Buddha.. or Muhammad..
as the Devils of ‘Holy Wars’ like
Iraq who call themselves Light
and the Dark of ISIS.. who fight
against the so-called dark
idolators.. and call
themselves
Light
will surely
continue to
believe there
own fear.. hate
and killing ways..
so we do what we can
to change the course of
history.. toward Light.. Love
and Peace.. but as history shows
the road of light is paved with human
and other
species
blood..
i Have a huge case of paper
towels and toilet paper to
clean up that blood
and other
stuff..
but sadly
the sewer of
killing is too large
without lots of help
and more paper towels
and toilet paper.. my friend..
So now it is not enough to talk
about words of the past.. it’s a
great history lesson..
but truly
the world is
much bigger
darker.. and yes
lighter too.. in some
places.. TG.. so i feel blessed
to be in the lighter GREENER pArt..
and pray for those in the darker Brown
and White parts.. like Russia.. too..
and do what i can
to help them
up.. to LOVE..
but to kill them..
nah.. that would be
foolish.. as my Love
is Unconditional
and my SwordS
will only
be ART
of human
being and not
the tools of death…
so sure i stand upon
men of swords.. namely
Jesus.. but my way is better
my friend.. than even Jesus..
as my swords
are words
and never
tools
of
killing….
the lesson of
a Bonobo my friend
an advanced species..
of God as Loving way…
if a hairy ape can do it..
hairy me
can do
it too..
smiles again..
and laughs.. Ynot..
my son died for it..
as the way up
is the
way
down
as well..
and up again..
my friend Soheir in eventual
balance.. as liGht becomes dArk..
As Ark of Covenant with GOD..:)
Smiles.. my friend.. SOHEIR you are incorrect..
i never said the Koran was not revealed to
Muhammad by God.. in fact i am 100%
sure the Koran is revealed by God..
as all God’s children are
Gods eyes too..
But you see..
there are Followers
and leaders among both
men and women.. my friend..
there are spectators as audience..
there are writers.. producers.. and there
are actors too..
and there
is a place
in God’s Play
of Infinity for ALL
those folks my friend..
but you see i am no follower
of anyone but God.. but you see..
i still listen to those who follow other
humans as well as humans who insist
they only follow what tHeir eyes of God
will say..
my eyes of
God are Infinity
with God my friend..
there are no beginnings
or endings.. no start or
finish.. i am ONE
with GOD.. there
is NO separation NOW..
and what that means
friend is i am both
ONE with you and
Muhammad.. as
all of us
lead
to
this one
point NOW in time
IN TERMS OF
GODALLONE
no other less
or greater than
the other.. as WE
are ALL pArt of GOD
with eYes of God..
some bigger
some smaller..
but none
any less
important
than the other..
as there is NO SEPARATION
OF GOD’S EYES WITH OURS..
DARK OR LIGHT ALL IS GOD
ALPHA TO OMEGA
AND
SO MUCH
MORE THAN
HUMAN EYES
ALONE WILL EVER SEE…
And sure.. that’s just my opinion
not any more important than
anyone else’s opinion..
even a
child at
age 3
who
cannot
speak at all is eyes
of Allah my friend..
so sure.. Muhammad
has them too in words
as well..
dArk
or liGht
it is ALL
GOD’s DARK AND LIGHT
and all between.. outside
inside.. above.. so below..
and all around
LIGHT and DARK..
including the
place
my child
exists
now..
i AM CAREFUL
TO WORSHIP ALL
OF GOD.. AND NOT
JUST ONE NUMBER…
LETTER.. BOOK
OR OTHER
PART OF
GODALLONE..
MY FRIEND..
SOHEIR..
OTHERS CAN
CHOOSE a smaller
God than that now..
IF THEir LEADER
or tHeir heArt
tales them
different..
but i choose..
GODALLONE..
God will not
mind at all..
as GOD
is no
human
mind
alone
or HeaRt
period.. anynow..
and that should
be easy to see from
a planet as small as ours..
for those.. with a mind
and heart larger than a
mind my friend.. AND HEART..
the size of God will
never change to
smaller
no matter
who says
or feels
this
or that..
GODISALLONE..
Seriously.. i’ve read many
books.. but the Koran does
not impress me as compared
to some others.. nor does the bible..
as it is written from a place..
far from my heaven
friend.. but
still.. ALL THAT IS..
i find very interesting..
as well.. as all is interesting
to me.. dark and light.. as sure
It is ALL PART OF GOD AND yes..
WORTH studying dark and light..
But God is every human being too..
and for anyone to suggest that
Killing other humans is
any answer is
Killing part
of GOD
and that my
friend is simply
selfish and foolish..
but yes.. at times in
history what folks see
as necessary for survival..
and once again.. that is part
of GOD too.. no ESCAPE MY
FRIEND..
NO
ESCAPE..
DARK AND
LIGHT IS GOD..:)
And finAlly.. this worth quoting
by Gigoid.. an individual
who is attached
to no religion
who is more
than welcome
on SOHEIR’s site
dedicated to the
study of the
Quran..
“I, for one, much prefer the conversation above,
between Fred and SOHEIR, to any of the Bibles,
Qurans, or other holy books I’ve ever read….
My only response possible is this,
which happens to be axiom #2
of Peruaosophy, to wit:
“Thou art God, you know. Let’s do lunch….”
Love it. You both are good people; if more
of those who squabble and fight over the Earth
like little children needing a nap were of your ilk,
it would be a much more civilized place to live…
Peace….
gigoid, the dubious”
i say..
Peace and Love to you my friend..
The best pArts.. i for one know and
feel of all that is.. With smiles..
Of course.. Friend.. Gigoid..:)
Thanks SOHEIR and bless you and Imran Ali..
And to the potential of all humans too..
As if the devil of a fool can be
a good person.. They can too..
And to be clear.. i am referring
to what God once has me be.. In this
same lifetime.. Of course as metaphor..
My friend.. But if you ever notice..
The Court Jester’s head cover
looks like it has ram horns..
So synchronicities continue..
Now only if I can learn
small talk.. Like just
saying.. Thanks..
WInks..;)
Side note:
It’s times like this
that Bigots like
Trump wanna
make me
throw
up..
but nah..
i just giggle
at the ignorance
of Trump and so
many other
ignorant
folks of
the Love
of ALL
Folks
as truly
people are
people.. innate
instinct is Love
and Giving.. not
HATE and TAKING
AKA
T R U M P
AND ALL HIS
MINIONS..
BUT NO
IT’S NOT
FUNNY IT’S
PEOPLE LIKE
HIM.. that result
in hundreds of thousands
of innocent deaths at the
hands
of
fear..
hate..
and
greed…:(
Side note ends..:)
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Hi Zee..
nice to see
you back blogging.. again..
and i love out of the box photos..
and it is often between the
clearly defined colors and
lines of life that so much
more in the way of Imagination and
Creativity come.. to art is always to go
to a step not taken before.. smiles again..
and off to comment
on your
next post..:)
SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. the greaTest
Lovers are those who keep
giving no matter
if the land
or water
they land
or water
on is
well of
Love or
desert
of
fear
and
hate..
There is an Invisible Sun
my friend.. that lives inside
and this Sun Loves the
God that
is inside..
outside..
so above..
so below and
all around.. and when
one Loves this Sun inside..
outside.. above and so below
all around is Love my friend and
sure there are brighter and darker
Suns around us.. but what we give
in Terms of Love of Light and Truth
of Wisdom
Measures
the Sun of
We holding hands
with the God of all
and all God’s children
either fully awake in Truth and Light
or still asleep in darker ways of
Fear
and
hate..
Love
knows
no fear..
and feels
no hate.. now..
So i Love you
friend.. and may fearless
Love bring you greater Light
as Lantern of Peace and Love..
making a way
in the
darkest
places of
the
other
way.. BriGht!
my friend..:)!
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Wow.. what a really good two and a half hour movie..
i didn’t nap.. as usually movies bore me.. yes.. Star Wars
is fast moving.. full of action as always.. and oh..
all the human story lines of ethics with the
Force are truly in FULL FORCE..
AND haha! even Hillary joins
the Gang by saying May the Force
be with you.. in her closing statement
at the Democratic Debates tonight.. but you see..
the Force is a real deal.. it is no joke.. no myth..
and no religion alone.. YES THE FORCE iS
ALLONE EVERYWHERE AND A HIGHER POWER..
THAT WE HUMANS CAN EMPLOY WHEN SOUGHT..
FOUND.. AND PRACTICED.. NO LESS THAN A JEDI KNIGHT..
WHO FIGHTS FOR PEACE.. WITH POSITIVE ENERGY AND
THE ART OF HUMAN BEING HOLDING HANDS WITH GOD..
NO.. hell no.. no organized religion necessary..
not even Jedi school.. as this FORCE of
GOD Lives within.. and is just waiting
to hold hands AS GOD when we find
GOD that lives within.. and ACT
AS ONE FORCE OF LIVING
HUMAN BEING..
WITH OTHERS
AND THE REST
OF NATURE FORCE
AS ONE AS GOD NOW!..:)
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Smiles Himali.. just a copy and
paste of what i wrote back to
you when you posted this
on Facebook.. hope your
weekend has been
a great one!..
with more
smiles
of course..!..:)
SMiLes..
my friend and yes..
Hello Himali.. so many limits
and expectations.. spoon-fed by
cultures since the day we are born..
so many layers of these clothes we
put on from birth.. and one day when
we escape these limits and expectations
we are truly iN the golden nows.. when we
peel each layer off one by one.. and finAlly
we come to know and feel ourselves without
inhibitions or regret.. so yes.. the golden age
of human is no time or number.. it is an inner
state of human freedom.. wHere we live to
be free.. openly expresSinG our emotional..
sensory.. and yes.. so-called naughty
aspects of our sensual Nature..
with zero fears.. of illusion..
iN
human heArTS.. now..
expresSinG emotions.. now..
sensations.. sensualities.. sOul..
as human spiRit.. where Truly our
mind and bodies.. are in balance
with the rest of Nature aka God..
so my hope and prayers for you
my friend are to come to this place
always now.. where layers of clothing
of human cultural masks fall gently away..
and yoUr human shines brighter and brighter
as nows go by.. a lamp of Angels we can all be
when we do take off the layers of masks and come
to terms and feelings of Free.. and i am now pleasantly
surprised to see this Truth and Light as now a spontaneous
expression of who you are.. here on Facebook Social Media..
and sure hope to see it on your blog too.. as this is worth now.. now..
repeating again and again.. in feeling.. my friend.. Himali.. Hello.. again..:)
“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put
them under your
feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Yes.. Still true.. From a year ago..wink emoticon..
More memories from a deep Faceboook
dude.. who likes
Godzilla
too..
yes.. when most
people are discussing
what they have for lunch..
which is great by the way..
as social warmth can be
felt so much through
small talk..
i am determining
the answers and solutions
for WAR AND PEACE BOTH
in quality and quantity
of one RUN ONe
STrEAM
OF
CONSciousness
wRITING.. ALwAYS NOW
NOW LIKE SANDS NOW
OF AN HOUR GLASS
THAT NEVER END
NOW JUST
NOW!..;)
And more from
the Cantina at
Ashe’s Facebook page..;)
Ashe says..
They say that these are not the best of times,
but they’re the only times I’ve ever known.
Katie Mia says..
i agree..smile emoticon
Oops.. i was thinking of
Styx and read that wrong…
Luis says..
The headlines read,
“These are the
worst of times”
I do believe
it’s true
I feel so helpless
like a boat against the tide
I wish the summer winds could
bring back paradise… smile emoticon
Ashe says..
You guys crack me up.
Katie Mia says..
Smiles now.. i for one..
Am the end of that song..
TG for Summer breezes..
And yellow streams of
Kashmir And Led Zeppelin’s…
As I return.. Somewhat new again..
And oh.. So refreshed.. Like a pilot
of a storm with no name.. Care to sing a
new verse.. Robin.. Or as a dead poet
in a new Universez….:@;)
Ashe says..
I was actually referencing
Billy Joel in my status.
But I think I shall
listen to
Chicago
today.
Katie Mia says..
Ok.. Little one..
I love that SonG2..
smile emoticon..:)
*8 side note with
a standing 8* now
“And ‘he’ waits now
now until the end
and beginning now
of Infinity’s now
SonG Just now
to sEE now
if anyone
gets ‘the
punch
(kool
aid)
line’..
sober
or
drunk..;)”
now.. now..:)
10,255
Well.. okay it’s time for a science talk now..
You see.. as science shows.. nicely
illustrated earlier in this blog
post in the video
on liberals and
conservatives
by Ted Haidt..
there is a spectrum
of human being that
moves from SUPER
CLOSED MINDED
TO SUPER OPEN
MINDED and people
like Jesus and Buddha
are among the most open
minded of human beings
without fear.. without hate..
with all hope
and all
LOVE..
So for metaphor what
that means is the Republican
Party or what they name as
the ‘right’.. which is also
symbolic for left brain
ways of thinking
literally.. VS..
generAlly
a more
feminine
or matriarchal
nurturing unconditional
Love aspect of Loving.. yes..
a little one.. where all of Nature
is the little one to Nurture.. is the
LIGHT FORCE OF HUMAN BEING..
AND THE DARK FORCE IS THE CONTROLLING
SCIENCE ASPECT OF THE MIND THAT FEARS
CHAOS AND WANTS TO ESTABLISH CONTROL
IN ALL STUFF THAT COULD BE ART AND BEAUTY
IN LIFE IF JUST LEFT FREE AS NATURE WILL
HAVE IT IN THE WILD
AND FREE NATURE
OF GOD INSTILLED
IN US OF COURSE..
but still.. all animals
to the tune of 20% are
innately born Sitters instead
of Rovers.. cautious they
are.. and not as likely to
explore new frontiers
where animals
have
never
gone before
to use a Star
Trekkie analogy
too.. as ya don’t go
to space if you are a
fraidy cat either..
So.. what is
it that
for EXAMPLE
DARTH.. AKA
DONALD
TRUMP’S.. SO
DAM AFRAID
OF.. WELL IT’S
SIMPLE.. NO ONE
AMASSES THAT MUCH
WEALTH AND BLEACHES
THEIR HAIR BLONDE AT AN AGE
OF AROUND 70.. PARTICULARLY
A MALE.. UNLESS THEY ARE MISSING
SOMETHING.. and that something of
course.. is the all filling Love that
is gifted to human beings
who have zero fear
about being
empty
inside
as they are
always filled
with A Natural
Love without fear
and Hate.. and
have something
to give instead
of a never ending
empty needING to take
what they don’t have
and will never gain
no matter
how much
they
take..
ugh..
us so-called
‘poor folks’
who have
Love have
it ALL FROM
THE START.. AND
WITHOUT FEAR OF EMPTINESS
ThEIR IS NOTHING TO GAIN OR
LOSE.. ALL IS LOVE.. ALL IS OPEN..
ALL IS POSSIBLE WITH LOVE TO GIVE
INSTEAD
OF
TAKING..
EMPTY
OH
SO
EMPTY..
FEAR AND
HATE LIVES
AMONG US
IN THE DARK
SIDE OF LIFE…
Poor DONALD
POOR DONALD
IF ALL HE HAD WAS
LOVE.. HE WOULDN’T
JUST LET IMMIGRANTS
IN.. HE WOULD LAY DOWN
HIS LIFE.. TO EXPAND THEIR
HUMAN FREEDOMS AS THAT IS
WHAT REAL LOVE DOES.. IT ALLOWS
HUMANS TO GROW AND EVOLVE AS LOVE
NOT TO STAY
STILL
IN A
BLACK
HOLE
THAT WILL
NEVER GROW..:)
SO when Hillary wins
in 2016.. which is a
certainty.. the LIGHT
FORCE REIGNS.. IN THE
US.. AT LEAST
ONCE
AGAIN..;)
And yes.. i make ^^^..
this pArt of the comment
this morning on Sunday
shortly before 10 am..
with Catholic Church
time approaching
and wife Katrina
taling me to
GET THE HELL
OFF THAT
COMPUTER
FRED OR WE
ARE GOING
TO BE F
N LATE..
YES FRED
N LATE..
SO YEAH..
WE NEED THE
MORE CONTROL
SEEKING MINDS LIKE
MY WIFE OR OTHERWISE
FOLKS LIKE ME WILL
NEVER MAKE
IT ON
TIME
TO ANYTHING..
AS SHE KEEPS
EVERYTHING TOGETHER
FOR ME ALL NICE
AND ORGANIZED
EXCEPT
FOR DANCE
AND WRITING..
YEAH.. I LOVE
ME SOME CONTROL
MINDED FOLKS TOO..
GOTTA LIVE WITH ‘EM
TOO..
OR OH
GOD BE
LATE
TO
EVERYTHING..
INCLUDING CHURCH..;)
Anyway.. back again
almost 12 hours
later at 9:50
pm after a FULL
DAY OF CHURCH
SINGING AND
STORE
DANCING
TO THE TUNE
OF OVER 20
MILES..
and
i will
do some poeTry
now.. if my
eyes stay
open..
as my
feet are
down for
the night..;)
10,890
Katrina.. still
in training
to be the
‘next’
Yoda..;)
Shirt of the day says..
“THE SARCASM
IS STRONG
WITH THIS
ONE’..
iN
STAR
WARS
FORMATTING
STYLE.. and most
people do not realize
that i originally trained
‘LUKE’..:)
Oh yeah.. and here i am in my natural environment..
a toy store.. a place where human imagination is
encouraged and set free in creativity..
somewhere around the time school years
start.. and mechanical cognition of
downloading facts and figures..
is encouraged.. imagination and
creativity.. takes a back seat..
sadly enough.. and seriously..
downloading facts and figures
is not a normal evolving activity
for humans to participate in.. sitting
in a still position for over 8 hours..
but i digress.. and seriously digressing
is a normal way of being.. for those not
trapped in a prison of facts.. figures..
instructions and guidelines.. oh the
bars of life.. YES..!
bars withOUT dance..
wink emoticon
And here is Katrina’s natural habit..
yes.. a book store.. a way of life
encouraged as an audience member
in school.. and not a creator..
a way of life encouraged by
written recorded intelligence..
and a culture for creature comforts..
where most everyone must find a robotic
place as a cog in the machine of society
to make it work.. oh.. yeah.. and then there
is TV.. and all other sources of human input media..
which is great.. don’t get me wrong.. otherwise the
world will never hold hands in words.. photos.. and videos..
but still.. the output of life is what humans do for
thousands of years.. sharing oral and non-verbal
traditions of story taling.. and dance..
to really touch each other with
full non-verbal language..
as well and better than
text.. photos.. and videos..
so what i’m saying is no matter
how advanced we become as robotic beings..
there is the flesh and blood human that requires attention..
otherwise the machines win.. as isolated beings walking on sidewalks
of electronic devices.. so yeah.. i am quite at home at the
bookstore too.. but the difference between me and
everyone else.. YES.. EVERYONE ELSE IN THAT
DAM BOOKSTORE I GO TO.. WHERE EVERYONE HAS
THEIR NOSE IN A BOOK.. SITTING OR STANDING
COMPLETELY STILL.. IS.. i dance.. YES I DANCE..
while i read.. and in doing so.. i gain a focus
that allows me to not just browse books and buy them..
but read two in an hour and retain memories of those books
much better than if i was sitting or standing still.. most
people will say spinning around and around like a ballerina
will make you dizzy when you read.. but you see..
Ballerina’s don’t get dizzy as they have not
been restricted to side-walk walking all
their life.. yes.. the world is a 360
degree world.. not one of 10 degrees
or less.. straight ahead in one direction..
and truly when they say humans use ten percent
of their brain.. this has much to do with using
less than ten percent of their moving potential..
as well as emotionalnon-verbal intelligence.. oral
story taling.. in fact.. there are limitless other
intelligences beyond book learning and Standard IQ points..
that are never measured in school.. including physical education
classes where everything is based on a science of movement.. even
in ballet.. where there are always instructions.. and rarely the
pure art in moving HeArt of imagination and creativity..
yes.. i am a book store for sure in input and output..
but i am also an art of dance.. in a toy store too..
in output as well..smile emoticon
BUT ANYWAY.. more fun
Store dancing photos coming
in my next blog.. post.. that is
probably not going to be until
sometime after midnight in
the wee hours of Tuesday..
or later that day..
per..
“LiGht aWakens”..
the title of course…
wRite on course
for now
two..
and OBTW..
the next two dance
weeks.. are moved
to Saturday night
in lieu of
Thursday
Nights..
as Christmas
Eve.. and New Year’s
Eve fall on Thursday Night
Rave dance Night this year..
at Old Seville.. but those
two nights are too
special to
leave
Katrina
home alone
with CATS and
besides.. midnight
mass for me at least..
trumps rave dance..
as hey..
i sing
too.!
but mostly
save it with
Choirs of
Archangels..
in the bigger
dome with
GREAT
ACOUSTICS
OF CATHOLIC CHURCH!..
And no.. while most 230LB..
half-a-ton Leg Pressing males
are not expected to sing
like Angels..
that is
how my
voice has
been described
in Church.. but seriously
i seem to be inhabited by
Angels.. when i do it..
no less than writing
in metaphor..
of
course..
Anyway.. ZERO
INHIBITIONS
HERE..
INHABITeD..
OR NOT..
i alWays
do it new
and say
screw
the
habits..
and i ain’t
talKinG about NuNS..;)
11,678
A quick stop in Pakistan
with Facebook Friend Rafiah..
She indicates she is watching
the movie ‘Samsara’..
and says..
MY!!!
i say..
Now.. That’s my kinda Movie..
‘Samsara’.. Where Wiki ‘Nerds’..
Cannot find words to adequately describe it..
A must see.. For me too..smile emoticon..
and more on that in a related topic
as i go on to explore more
of free writing below…
4:37 pm
12212015..
Yes.. time now
to finish A last
2015 prompt
from dVerse
on Free Writing
that i will address
a little more ‘down
there’ after this
prompt is finished..
hoping to celebrate
this.. publishing it
by the UTC
time of the
Winter
Solstice
tomorrow
the 22nd..
or earlier
tonight
by 10:48
central time
as it occurs
here for the
shortest
day of the
year and birth
of MORE liGht
coming as New
Year of LIGHT
comes NOW..
And why..
’cause
i’ll
make
anything
now special
and meaningful
with purpose to
celebrate as feast
day everyday now..
And liGht iS aLways
gReat now to celebRate!..:)
*
Oh.. equaTioNs of Life.. you rUle..
you meaSure.. you bRing
answers too..
but oh
hEart you
free.. you briGht
you LiGht.. never
boarders of
equations
AS you..
you Free
and mE too..
as heARt WiLL
alWays beat science
as science has no heARt @ALL..:)
*
Well.. the best thing to me about
typing is.. it is like the percussion
of playing the piano.. left and
write brain way stimulating..
although i used to play
piano strictly
by sheet music
similar
to how
some folks
write poetry
according to
forms that already
pass.. the creative
spark comes in my
fingers at the end
of my Piano Keyboard
freeR career and comes to
an end with
Carpal Tunnel
Syndrome..
but not
too late
for me
to transfer
my one
dictation
sound
recording
device
AS
freely
composed
music then..
to YOU
TUBE..
however..
an Apple Keyboard
and free scroller along
with my iMac 27″ screen
takes care of all of that..
and now i play poetry now
on this digital keyboard
with the sound of
my drumming
fingers
making
an expresSinG
heARt SpiRit
of SonG of human
voice in shapes.. and
nah.. it doesn’t come from
a conscious mind.. of analytical
thought.. this is free verse baby
from the heArt SpiRit
of my
SoUL
SonG..
and that my friend
is a gift from GOD
that no human
will ever
be able
to duplicate
between
me and
God.. so haha..
not even a worry
over copyright
as my
finger
print
is in the ART
my friend..
so sure
i am fortunate
to be this close
to GOD wHere
we wRite the
sAMe
as
ONE
FORCE
OF NATURE
TOGETHER NOW..:)
Side note begins..
And yes.. the best
thing about all
my *AsteRisk
friends who
are truly
no risk
at all
iS..
i don’t
have to worry
about anyone
getting bent
out of shape
in taking what
i do out of the
context of what i
intend.. without
anyway to understand
the meaning iN the first
place OMG.. even with
a clear explanation
from me..
but never
the less a
poeTry muse
is a poeTry
muse.. no
matter
dArk or
LiGht..
both
can be used
as vessels
and vehicles
housing TRUTH
AND LIGHT FOR
INSPIRATION NOW!
sure.. Wisdom
and Love iS
where it’s
at but
that will
never come
without
patience
and tolerance
for those among
us who are different
now.. and sure
that takes
open minds
away from
science
toward
heARt of
human being
above goals
and accomplishments
of material desires..:)
And now in revieWinG
the coming rest
of 20 out of 22
prompts all have
welcomed me in
the past and
do not
moderate
and delete
me out of their
poetry “kingdoms”
and that is cool as
i do enjoy the liGhter
aspects of Life wHere
folks do welcome the
different among
us.. sure
including
me..
i mean
crap.. i
don’t bite..
side note ends..;)
What i Love about NatUre
unadulteRaTinG
by human
hands iS
iT is trUly
free verse
@heARt
and so
iS God..
only humans
make life anything
else than free verse
with science
minds.. as
sure i livedevil
that human
evilive trap
before..
sMiLes.. wInks..
and yes.. i see now
thAT free verse heRe
of NaTure iN yoUr
eYes.. hear..:)
Life without challenge
is a road of
quicksand
in the end..
as far as
i for one
see now..
all those challenges
make you the survivor
you are now.. and the
SpiRit comes through
loud and clear
in all of your
efforts
of making
Life Art..
so many ways
to do that truly
iN liGht..
and sadly
it is among
the sofTest
lives
that
sink the
deepest
without
challenge..
and lose
life as art..
man.. i’m glad
i didn’t have it all
then.. either.. as
i learn
all is
not what
it is cracked
UP to be.. in terms
of what i am spoon-
fed from birth.. outcasts
make the cast iN
the end..
and MEANS..
sMiles..
Glenn..:)
SMiLes.. the best thing about
social media to me..
iS an opportunity
for people
to tell their
truth.. dArk
or liGht
iT
comes out..
and i WiLL rather
see it in passing
than never
see it
at
all..
WE are
different
WE are
same..
but
bottom
and top
line
we are
HUMAN
AND
WORK
best
with
Love..
rare perhaps..
but still common
potential in most
of us.. still living
at
least..
the best thing
of aLL iS.. iT
CAN be
contagIOUs..:)
sMiLes Victoria..
the first thing that
hits me here is
your price
of Gas
In Nevada..
here in Northwest
Florida i pay
1.89 for a
$19 dollar
fill-up in
my Honda
Civic two-door
coupe..
as opposed
to your $3.73
cents close
to
Casino Land…
but seriously i was
just thinking about the
back to the future of
our gas prices
here.. as i am
paying the
equivalent
of about
75 cents
a gallon vs.
my Sports Utility
vehicle before now..
anyway may the
Force of Oil come down
soon for you too.. in terms
of dollars and sense.. as
Gas iS pouring relatively
free here
for
now..
and thank goodness
we don’t have all
those clouds of
white we have
here when
gas is
19 cents
a gallon.. in
the 60’s of STINKY pollution
here then.. yes.. i’d rather have
expensive gas than
clouds of
poison..
sMiles again..
ups and downs
of using old dead
dinosaurs and
such as that..
to make
a living..;)
Oh pain.. oh emotion
so intertWined
as bedfellows
of human
misery..
suffering
particularly
in young then
and beautiful
ages..
wheRe intelligence
iS iN balancing our
insides with outsides..
emotions move
through a
dance of
poeTry..
iN mind
or body..
preferAbly
sTill both
more ..
humans.. who continue
to move.. different..
oil a heArt more
for smoothand
now efficient
balancCinG
OpeRationS..
finely hUman
tunEd Ferraris..
Zoom Zoom
human Loves
best iN Balance..
fine stRinGs of humaNmusic’S
heARt.. SpiRit.. Loving SoUl.. now..
Beauty radiates from inside.. alWays
expresSinGSonG in many splendoRead wAY..:)
Yes.. my friend.. while most folks here can
only see the beauty in your face then..
the emotional pain is obvious
to me.. written
clearly on
that pretty
face.. and surely
it is often the beautiful
ones who pain more lonely
than
anyone
else..
and yes.. my
friend that pain
seems to come through
your same responses here..
Love is a practice that never
ends
in
different..
my friend…:)
Now a copy and
paste from
the pre-prepared
response back to
Shawna whose blog
has disappeared now..
and then off to work-out
and re-create before i
finish this really
really long post
later
tonight..:)
Swirling ‘magins
sorting jungle
deserts swimming
tortoise knows no
shell of
blue ray
home.. oh
nature.. o’rains..
blizzard thanks
no doctor
reigns..
lump
iS
digone..:)
6:17 pm..
Back at 8:25 pm
for more.. visit
with sister.. as
dam.. i forget
Holiday Hours
of gym close
early.. now
but never
the less
visit
with
sister..
and gym
comes tomorrow
as this is the first
regular day i have now
missed in like a year..
everyone deserves a
break now and
then i guess..
hehe..
even
me..
but sure no
breaks now.. just
MORE POEtRY!..:)
And yes.. there is science
to dance as well as art..
as a free verse
dance of
life frees
positive
emotions
integrates
senses.. increases
focus.. short term
working memory
now of cognitive
executive functioning
dance with no rules
of science but
science
that is
art
as free
no where to
go but move
as ART.. and
fear falls
far
far
behind
until it disappears
in a cloud of star dust
and we become
danCinG LOVE
Stars
of the day
and night
of dArk coming
AS new liGht JuST
now.. Awakening
Force of Dance FREE1!..:)
COld of body
CoLd of mind
distance heARt
closes spiRit..
soUl
a miNd
and boDy
balaNce..
My brain works
as a movie projector
in what might be called now
a photogenic ruminator
too.. best medicine
for me is to move
free verse
in addition
to word
verse..
to escape
this picture
memory
machine..
and sure words
too.. too many
words can take
away the flesh of
feeling and sensation
escaping with a monitor of mind..
yeah.. i for one.. bRinG it all
back with Dance..
and surprisingly
fear leaves
be
hind..
and does
not come back..
the best surprise
i feel of all iN a
FREE VERSE DANCE
NOW OF LOVING LIVING LIFE..:)
SMiLes.. my friend Candy
i free verse all the now
but if it is ever pen
and paper.. the
most Sanskrit
will be
from me
is chicken
scratch..
as i literally
have a hard enough
time writing my name
legibly.. in fact it comes
out different every time..
so yes.. i am impossible
to counterfeit.. hehe..NOW
in more
ways
than
some..
but yes.. just
put my fingers
on some keys
and either a piano
man or
UniVerse
of WORDS
COME OUT!
THANKS GOD
THE KEYS
COME BE
FOrE
i for
one get here NOW!!!..
mind and keys spells
and plays notes and
words of flow.. mine now..:)
i suppose the invention
of the PILL is a major
precipitating force
of 60’s change
as i look back
on how much events did
change.. TV still censored
but real life coming free..
in so many ways.. escaping
human shelters away WITH
fuller freedoms as
as well.. but yes..
the 70’s.. ending
of the Vietnam
war and the
disco explosion
still dances in me.. as teen..
smiles.. and thanks for sharing..:)
Heart felt feelings for the loss of your
baby.. my friend.. my wife and
i feel that pain too..
in the 90’s and
’69 the year
my first
cousin
and only
son of
Aunt
dies in
a fiery
helicopter
crash in Vietnam..
and ever sense then
i see and feel the senselessness
of all the wars.. in my lifetime
at least.. and hope for
Peace with a
freest Dance
of Life..
for what
those like
my cousin
died for
so i
can
do this free..
no matter what
anyone else thinks
and feels in the GOOD
‘ole U S of A still now..
with hopefully
always
brighter
ways of Peace
and Love now..
with songs from
the Beatles that do
say that is all we need now..:)
*
Smiles.. humans naturAlly
full of imagination and
creativity.. cover
it all up
except
for eYes..
and the art
will be eyes
of every make-up
paint possible..
as there is
always
plan
B.. C..
and X
for being
different beyond
Z.. if all the letters
of the Alphabet are
censored out now..
Free human
will
Be no
different
than the
GOD of ALL..
as always change
for the new for NOW..:)
Smiles.. truly the fortunate
ones of us have Mothers
or memories
of Mothers
that fit
the human
archetype
of Loving Mary..
so many do not
and that is one
of the saddest parts
of life to me.. and
truly still now
my saving
grace.. the Love
of a mother named
Helen.. could be
Mary.. Love
stays..
and always
comes
again.. now as REAL..:)
A common story
so empty so sad..
the death of a child’s
heart likely broken..
abused or neglected
altogether..
where only
pain
can
break
the well
of empty
that never
feels the
healing
waters
of
Unconditional
Love.. the ultimate
healing force of human
being still now.. as freer..
and sadly if not grown
from early
possibly
never grown
at all.. saddest
part of life at
all
a child
unloved….cold…
numb…death…iN Life…
Smiles.. my Aunt Jettie of 94.. living
so many years without even
a radio.. where human
conversation is free
verse poetry..
both in
emotional
song of voice
and epic length
of hours iN reciprocal
Art of human communication..
i at 47.. she at 94.. i at the end
of ropes and fences of mechanical
government cognition work.. i
so quiet.. emotions dead and
gone.. she crippled.. 90 Lbs..
4 feet 9.. barely walking
but she can
talk for
hours and
i have neither
spirit for words
or words for spirit
to say more than
a sentence here
or there..
SMILES
ARE GONE
THEN.. DID
laughs ever
exist..
memory
gone of
even laughs..
now there is
11 million words from
me.. free verse is a way
of life again.. the poet
that was my natural
Aunt and easily
seen still new
now in movies
passed before the
60’s.. AC.. radios..
and the death
of living rooms
and front
porches..
is my innate
human power again..
where any stranger can
be my friend in the flesh and
blood world.. but only usually
in dance.. as the fences of words
are snippets of text with little emotion
or even human being left.. what is left
is the machine
that rules
the world
now..
but i refuse
to be taken hostage..
my heArt WILL BE FREE..
and IS FREE NOW.. A PRACTICE
of HUMAN
WITH
NO
END..
BUT MEANS..:)
Smiles.. days of past..
3 or fewer
channels..
National
eyes see
similar..
culture reigns
same.. but what
about today..
in shaRinG..
ha! i suppose
Star Wars is about
as close as we get
to positive culture..
but of course there
are terrorist attacks
and politics..
sad world
when negative
rules and common
elements of Love
are so spread out
and far.. but sure
there is war.. there
is hate.. fear.. division
and Love
still
Wins
a common
denominator
of liGht..
against
the terminators
still living now as
fearful machines..
so spread
out..a
Zombie
Apocalypse..
a True thief
in the Night
of human’s
dArkest
soUls..
of heArt
and SpiRit
cOld…
After watching
so many
debates
iT gives
me hope..
faith.. and
more belief
to hear at
least one
of the
candidates
end their speech
with MAY THE
FORCE BE WITH
YOU.. but nah..
you Know
what they
say about
politics..
so that
is all i’ll
say about that..
except for LOVE1
and yes.. 2PEACE2
a common denominator3
of Unification against Division4
and sure.. may be the FORCE5
be with you TOO6!
as
ALWAYS
WELL7..
NOW8..:)!
(:but you’ll
have to come
here to see NOW8;)
Ancestors.. living predators
of capture and prey
of escape..
where prayers
are moving invisibly
where not even leaves
break a step
of natural
ballet..
to go back
there and come
again.. where not
even rice paper
of martial
arts
breaks..
a place of balance..
a place of 360 degrees
of all of body movement..
where emotions are
ruled by bio-feedback
and senses are
integrated
as body
in proprioception
becoming Nature
one and sAMe..
so sure
God is
in the Moving
someone dreams
words away from GOD
as a three letter GOD..
a trap of mind above
feet that
feel
the
face of GOD..
ironic we are always
standing upon the
Sands of
God but
no longer
feel the
face of
God that
knows now
still Invisible
FEELinG eyes
in
ART
of
Feet..
ALLONe..
instead of Feats..
of hands alone..
Hands solo
work
better
with FEET..:)
i have to say..
the alternative
to social
media
might
be TV..
Interacting
at all might
be better
than just
watching
just watching
and never going
out of the home at all..
even online.. ugh.. and
yes.. as a disabled shut-in
for 66 months
online is an
incredible
blessing
to those
who would
otherwise
be all alone
except for a
TV that never
hears any
human
sign language
at all.. but yes..
flesh and blood is best
and a dance connects best
with even the foggiest
of eyes
stuck
in screens
below.. yeah
look up.. that crazy
Metro Dancing Dude
is at it again.. but the
point is.. yes.. they look up..
dance.. the nuclear modern
option against
online..
a trick and
treat for people
heads who lose
soul and heart
of
body
voice
spirit dead
as alive ugh
scream
of
screen
lost in
a scariest
Twilight Zone
movie ever
then.. real
now..
a cage
of human
being 4 to
5 inches
smAll..
reality now.. more
scary than the
scariest
movie
then..
unwitting
of course..
for most.. NOW..
guinea pigs
in a
social
experiment
where they are
both scientist
and guinea
pig
too..now..ughx2..;)
i am reminded of the weaker..
the powerful.. the Loving..
the fear.. and the
force of
domination
that can be
Nature’s
way too..
soft petals
fall away
Love
goes.. away.. from
childhood dreams
Ah.. gentle ways
of Love.. truly
savior of
adulthood..
in even
living
Life
at aLL..
hardships
of the hUman
softer HeArt..
come greater as LOVE..:)
and that ends all prompts
for now.. and a total of
88 poetic responses
from me all
together
including
33 from
the original
post these comments
are connected to then..
in “Last and First Verses
of God”.. then and now..:)
14,585
Well.. i haven’t quite finished the prompt
about Star Light from dVerse above
or even Started the one
above about Free Writing..
and by the time you read
this both will be finished
but i go wherever the
spirit moves me
in free writing
as termed
free verse
poeTry and
try to make it
look like art instead
of science.. hmm.. ‘this’
iS the ‘comment place’ then..
coming soon.. yes now..
for me to go on
to the next
dVerse online
poet’s pub..
prompt
already
finished
above here..
on Free Verse
poeTry and Prose
writing.. yes.. also
known as stream
of consciousness
free writing..
what i most
always do here on
this site.. rarely going
back and correcting or
even changing anything i
write on the first try.. i just let
it all go and flow baby.. whether
it is a 11 letter word that means
many different things in
prose and poeTry word
now or a Twenty-Six
thousand plus word
total post with main
post and now comments
section like this.. as hey
i am going where no man or
woman has gone before.. Culture
allows that now.. in ways of freedom
of expression that have never been allowed
before.. in ways of free sharing with other human
beings.. to more fully expand human minds.. hearts
and yes bodies.. as free holding hands without science
holding us back
away from
PURE HUMAN
ART THAT YES..
IS FREE… FLOWING
LIKE A LUCID DREAM WAKING
STATE OF WIDE AWAKE BEING
LIKE OUR ANCESTORS ONCE DO..
BEFORE BEING PUT ON TINY
SIDEWALKS OF
CONCRETE
LIFE
THAT SAY
STAY OFF THE
FREE GRASS OF GOD
AT ALL COSTS AND WE
MIGHT EVEN KILL
YOU IF YOU
VEER
OFF THEM..
DEPENDING ON
WHAT COUNTRY OR
CULTURE FOLKS STILL
LIVE IN NOW.. TODAY..
UGH..
freedom of expression
FULL FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION
MEANS HUMAN LOVE AND PEACE
AS EVERYONE BECOMES HAPPY
AS MOVING.. CONNECTING
CREATING HUMAN
BEINGS
THE WAY
THAT GOD
MAKES
US.. NOT
THE WAY THAT
CULTURES.. RELIGIONS..
PRESIDENTS.. KINGS.. QUEENS..
PRIESTS.. PASTORS AND OTHER
CLERICS MAKE US
AS A PAPER
AND PRINT
HUMAN BEING
INSTEAD OF THE
FLESH AND BLOOD REAL
THING BABY.. THAT BREATHES
FREE AND IS NOT SUFFOCATED
BY BOOKS AND SCHOOL..
OF CULTURE AND
YES RELIGION
TOO..
Yes.. the great thing about fully
free all CAPS is it allows a total
free-On expression of human
communication without
any breaks or pauses..
it’s kinda like
God talking..
if you will..
as God has no limitations
of what GOD does..
God just
is..
and so is
free writing
it is just is what
comes when a human
being lets it all go and flows
baby flows as freest human being..
SO.. in quoting Jack Kerouac from the
Website dVerse.. Jack.. a famous
modern day Free Verse Poet
suggests the next..
“1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and
wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel
will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless
from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Dont think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr
experience, language and knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form”
So yes.. i F in DO ALL THIS HERE.. BEFORE i even hear about
Jack Kerouac.. and it is times like this now.. that i am so happy
i decide to no longer attempt to link my art at dVerse as
there is always so much limitation and
expectation in the science
minds of the folks
who run the
place..
and that’s
okay.. as they
volunteer to do it..
and i ain’t here to publish
for bucks.. i’m just herENow
to share ART.. beginning
and ending of story..
i am already
financially
independent..
and any one who
thinks they are gonna
ever make a living
off of what they
write..
is not much
different really
than the average
kid in school.. who thinks
they are gonna NOW become a
professional football player..
and there are so many limits
and expectations of the publishing
world.. that now is no different than
when Walt Whitman is alive.. if ya really
wanna do something free.. ya gotta do it
YA-SELF.. WITHOUT ANY OTHER
FOLKS TRYING TO CHANGE
YOUR RECIPE
FOR THE
CAKE
YOU
ARE
MAKING
WITH ALL YOUR
ICING STILL ATTACHED…
SO NO.. I WILL NOT LIKELY
EVER LINK TO ANOTHER ONLINE
POETRY CLUB AS IT IS NOT MUCH
DIFFERENT THAN WORKING FOR THE
GOVERNMENT WITH ALL ITS RED TAPE..
AND I ALREADY DID THAT FOR A QUARTER
OF A CENTURY.. SO YES.. DONE WITH THAT..
so anyway.. the rule makers at dVerse created
restrictions within their so-called free
writing prompt that includes
it must be hand written
first.. in a time
span of 9
minutes
with a timer
and then ya can
go back and change
stuff after that..
OMG.. IS WHAT
I SAY TO THAT..
AS OMG.. IF
JACK COULD
HAVE THIS NEW
DIGITAL KEYBOARD
TOOL OF A COMPUTER
TO DO HIS THING.. SO MUCH
MORE WOULD BE HIS PRODUCTIVITY
OF OUTPUT THEN.. he goes to all the
trouble of connecting pages of
paper together in his typewriter
so he will not have to stop in
fast flow of stream of
conscious typing..
so dVerse
goes back
to the
dinosaur
age of
writing
long hand
with pen and
paper.. and takes
Jack’s new dream
of technology enhancing
art away.. but no.. nothing
i do here from now on will
ever be limited by someone
else’s perception of
time.. distance
or space..
as i will
to be
me..
and me
is what i’ll be
whether that is a
10 letter expreSsinG
word like expreSsinG
by itself..
or tens of thousands
of words in epic free
verse written text..
photos.. and videos
of what will be the
main post.. and
comments
section
of this
blog post
before all is said
and done here.. NOW..
after ALL i read a book
in an hour.. and write
one in a few days..
so what.. if i
can do it..
i just do it..
whether anyone
reads it or not..
for the Love
of ART of
being
just now
baby just
now like Jack
and all his friends
who love Art better
than hard concrete
sidewalk
ways
of life..:)
Anyway.. to finish up
the Star Light prompt
now.. and back here
later as above also
to do 22 prompts
on so-called
free writing
FORM AT dVerse
then..
before i finish
this baby all up..
let Microsoft
word count
what i do..
and add
some science
in too.. by way
of facts in figures..
as well.. smiles..
and THEN i WiLL
transfer all of it..
only changing the
center
justification
in this next
post titled
‘LiGht aWakens”
and see what
symbols
of form..
ART
makes
of THAT
FREE BABY..
JUST GOD AND
ME SPEAKING THROUGH
THIS PAINT OF KEYS ON
CANVAS
OF WORD
PRESS FREE!..:)
AND YES.. already
to this point.. before
i finish the star light
prompt above.. Microsoft
word says i have
14,860
words in
the comment
section that already
makes this post my
longest.. weighing
in now at..
11,777
14,860
26,637..:)
Oh yes.. ADDitionAlly
the longest poem ever
written is the Mahābhārata
AT 1.8 MILLION WORDS.. and
while some folks may wonder
why when they click on KATiE
MiA FredericK!iI.. there are
no abbreviated versions of free
verse epic poetry.. one by one
it is for ONE REASON AND FEELING
AND THAT IS.. these words that will now
comprise 616 posts are actually chapters
of ONE LONG POEM.. NOW AT APPROXIMATELY
3 MILLION WORDS OR SO.. OR MORE.. as i write
well over 8 million words on the Wrong Planet
and so many places in addition to here..
is the Free Verse Epic Poem of my
uploaded soul.. that includes
so much more than
any poem has
included
in multi-media
too.. as not only
are there words from
my soUl.. expresSinG
in SpiRit of my HeARt..
tHere is also what i see
on a day to day real time
basis.. what i hear..
along with
all i feel..
yes.. uploaded
here online.. and why
do i do it.. ’cause
God motivates me to
do it.. from
day one..
on November
26th.. 2010
Thanksgiving
day.. in that first
word that was a mountain
of pain with type two atypical
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. ya see..
the world loves ya.. when ya have
something to give.. and give is what
i do all through my work career..
but when i could give no more..
the world discarded me
like a piece of
garbage.. overall..
no one could see
or feel the dentist
like drill pain in my
right eye or ear..
some folks
suggested
i get on
and start
a new chapter
in my life.. oh how
i wished to do that so
much for the first two years
trapped in my mind without effective
use of my eyes and ears.. oh how i so
much wanted to feel anything but pain
was all i felt.. all was pain.. nothing
but pain.. yes.. a pain assessed by
modern science as worse than
crucifixion but a cross
that only i could
see and feel..
with
no one
understanding
or feeling it
but me.. fully..
FOR 66 MONTHS..
so these are my
chapters now..
all 616 chapters
in numbers with
this new post
‘LiGht aWakens’
coming in on
Winter Solstice
day on the 22nd
of December..
2015..
only significant
to me.. yes.. but what
i learn from life to this
point is if we are not sure
we become significant to our
will with God alone.. we will
never be ALLONE with others
as others.. will never
be bound to
give us
Love..
when we
fall as Angel
to Devil to
ground NOW
in this life
with or without
our intentional
hands.. so i rise
up with words first..
then dance..
and here
is the
“SonG
oF
mY
SoUL”..
YES.. ALL
616 CHAPTERS
OF IT.. SO FAR..
WITH YES.. MUCH..
MUCH.. MORE TO COME..
GOD WILLING WITH
ME NOW.. JUST
NOW..
it is what
is is and i
am alive here..
and in flesh and
blood life i dance
with all others.. and
words will never ever
approximate a dance
F U L L Y N O W
with all others
and the
rest of
Nature
NAMELY
GOD
iN NOW
IN REAL LIFE
JUST NOW AS IS..
IN MIND AND BODY
BALANCE WITH GOD..:)
So yes.. if ya wanna
read my 3 million word
plus epic free verse
multi-media
poem..
where there is
truly no end
or beginning..
THE COST IS FREE..
FROM ME..
but sure as
in all stuff
life you will
need the tools
to just do it..
an open mind..
a fast computer..
and adequate broad
band access that already
IS available in the U.S.
with just an iPhone 6s
with its regularly
monthly fee though
a place like
i use with
AT
and
T..
And sure it takes
modern technology
with the likes
of Steve Jobs
inspiring
it to
get to this
point to access
my miNd and boDy
spiRit.. heArt
and soUl
in balance..
but nothing
comes easy
and free in
life.. it’s
practice
of ART
that
makes
iT all
worth IT
now.. as
life is truly
a Journey with
unlimited paths
for those who are
never stuck in
a destination
of past
or future
illusions of
anywhere
but
here..
NOW
JUST
NOW..
iN ARt
aS GOD
eYes..:)
And here’s to the
different amoNG
us who WiLL
never be
forgotten
for they
are as
free..
as it is the
free among
us who Love
the HARDEST
AND LONGEST
OF ALL TIMES
PLACES
AND
DISTANCE
JUST ASK
THAT LITTLE
BABY FROM
DECEMBER
25TH.. and
sure you can
ask me too..
as i put
my baby
picture
up on the
Wrong Planet
online December
25th of 2010.. as
i finally get the
strength to do it..
and sure i find
it ironic
that
my
soul
is born
online in
visual image
again as smiling
baby AVATAR on Christmas
day.. as certainly
i am too weak
sick
and in
extreme
pain to
Celebrate
Jesus then..
but sure i
F In WiLL
be Jesus
now..
in metaphor
of course ONline
and who knows maybe
i now will illustrate
Jesus for a thousand
years hear.. make
no mistake.. that
now is
my
mission
as soldier
of GOD with
words.. photos..
and videos.. instead
of sWORds.. Love will
FIND A WAY.. IF WE DO
BECOME THE
LOVERS
OF THE
PAST PRESENT
COME ALIVE NOW..
PREPARE YE A WAY
FOR LOVERS ALIVE
ESCAPING
FROM
STATUES
AND BOOKS
OF THE PAST..
AND NO OF COURSE
I AM NOT THE ONLY
ONE AS THERE ARE
LITERALLY MILLIONS
OF OTHERS ILLUSTRATING
THIS LOVE ONLINE AS WELL
NOW AS THIS
SPEAKS
OR THEN..
LOVE LIVES
ON A CROSS OF NOW..
sImply
’cause it is
the riGht thInG
to do.. WE soldiers
are no longer F IN s
as storm troopers..
and you’LL have to
at least Wiki
the New
Star Wars
movie to
more fully
understand
what “Soldiers
of the LiGht
Force aWaken” means Now..
now to end on a liGht
NOTE of the ‘SonG
oF mY SoUL’ of
course.. wRite
noW oN
COURSE
NOW!..
as i continue
to go wHere no
one has gOne
beForE..
in the
E-World
UNI-
VERSE
N0W..
yes.. i like
StarTrekKinG2..
And
Make no
miStake
tHe REAL
KinG iS
L O V E
TREE of
Life AS
PASSiONatE
UNCOnDITiOnAL
COURAGEoUS LOVE
FROM THE BEGINNING
TO THE END AND
BEGINNING
A
GAIN..
anything
else is A
nTi-CHRIST.
PERIOD NOW
AND THAT IS
ALL THAT IS TOO..
AS iT.. what IT iS
NOW just
IS
NOW..:)
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WeLL..
as i finish
this coming
post for now..
i do and will
now dedicate
this to the man
Jesus as now
PRESENTed
to us in the New
Testament.. wHere
there are mostly kind
words of Unconditional
Love with sadly still now
some words of swords
but those were the
days then of
tribes of war
that we still
see in the
middle east
not too different
from the times of
the man Muhammad
then.. we are so lucky
to live on Free Soils in
the U.S. rarely stained
by conflicts with other
countries.. in terms of
blood and bones..
now a place
a Loving
man can
be the
role model
of other men
and women alike..
And it is the words
of that man named Jesus
that made an outcast like
me in my days of school..
not so lonely.. knowing
and feeling that at
least there was/is
someone
like
me in
a book that
gains respect..
although i never
could understand
why the so-called
Christians in my area
never acted like Jesus
until i found out they
don’t believe ya have
to do anything
but believe
without
works
to get
a free ticket
to heaven after
life.. just a recitation
of John 3:16 is all they
THINK IT TAKES but
my friends.. Love is
a way.. not a
group of words
alone.. and the
best representations
of Jesus are like the
one in the Movie
‘Killing Jesus”
by a Catholic
man Bill O’Reilly
who plays another
role on FAUX news..
but anyway.. Jesus there
is shown as no king.. only
a humble prophet as teacher
and healer who will lay his
life down to
bRing Love
to other
men and women..
a man who will stay
beside a person with
epilepsy with compassion
while other folks of the ignorant
past call that person demon possessed
not knowing there is simply a neurological
disorder behind the same grimacing faces
my wife Katrina makes in her complex
partial seizures while i compassionately
wait by her side.. as it passes
with Love instead
of Hate
and injury
to those
who are
different..
yes.. this presentation
of Jesus is not just worth
respecting it is worth
copying and that
is what the
Catholic Church
teaches the best
it can at present
with Labyrinth Rules..
Restrictions.. and Limits
of the past.. as my old
Tennis Buddy Monsignor
Mike clearly says along
with his deacons now
that to receive
communion
is to agree
not just
to believe
in the Son of
Man.. Jesus but
to become him
and as Jesus says
in the New Testament
as reported there to
become more than
even he.. in acts
of hope.. faith
and belief
in emotion
inspiring acts
of service to fellow
men and women..
as loving oneself
as greatly as one
Loves others
and God
as Nature
same..
but yes..
the core issue
is Loving Oneself..
understanding God
lives within us..
and iS truly
never separate
from us.. unless
we gain an illusion
of separation of GOD
as the REST OF NATURE..
THAT IS THE FIRST CHORE..
FINDING BALANCE IN ONESELF
AND SADLY SCHOOL RARELY
TEACHES MOVING ART OF
EMOTIONAL REGULATION
AND SENSORY INTEGRATION
AS TRULY IT IS ART AND NOT
SIDE-WALKING CURRICULUM
OF SCIENCE SAME
METHODS
OF TEACHING
WAYS OF PAST..
INSTEAD OF NEW
WAYS OF MOVING ART
OF HUMAN BEING..
IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY
SET FREE AS GOD
WILL NATURALLY
HAVE US BE..
SO YES.. regardless
of who Jesus was in
real life then.. we can
be this REAL LOVING
JESUS NOW..
AND HELL
YES IT TAKES
REAL WORK
AND PRACTICE
TO ENTER INTO THE
KINGDOM OF MIND AND
BODY BALANCE WITH ALL
LOVE OF OTHERS AND THE
REST OF NATURE.. but Jesus
talked about that eye of needle
and camel.. and yes.. the religions
of today.. and cultures.. mostly
are that huge
camel
today..
spoon-
fed from
birth until it
chokes the Truth
and Light.. as Wisdom
and Love out of the
all innate.. instinctual
and intuitive spark
and flAMe
of GOD
THAT
LIVES
WITHIN US..
OUTSIDE US..
ABOVE SO BELOW..
AND ALL AROUND US..
SO A TOAST TO THIS
SON OF MAN JESUS
AND A TOAST
OF US
TO BE A LOVING
MAN AND WOMAN
OF GOD AS WELL
AS THE TRUE GOOD
NEWS OF JESUS IS WE
TRULY ARE ALL SONS
AND DAUGHTERS OF
GOD AS ALL OF
GOD’S
CREATION
CLEARLY IS
FOR NOW..
JUST NOW..
ONE LIVING GOD
WITH US ALIVE..
So if you are a so-called
Christian what are you going
to give Jesus for Christmas..
the best gift for an Unconditionally
reported LOVING man like Jesus is to
become that
Love
maNi
or
wo
Man
FEST
AS HUMAN
BEING AND IF
WE ALL DO THAT
THIS PARTY IS GOING
TO BE CHRISTMAS
ALWAYS
NOW..
AS
SURELY EVERY
NOW i for one
am REBORN
WITH
GOD..
A NEW
ART FOR
EVERY NOW..
Anyway.. i am a drummer
boy and all these 30 or
so thousand words
of my heArt
SpiRit’s
SoUL BeATs
now in this
“Last and
First Verse
of God”
post through
comments
section..
are a gift
to ALLnOW
as Jesus
wiLL have
iT both
THEN AND
NOW.. AS WILL
BE THIS POST
TITLED “SonG
oF mY SoUL”.. NOW..:)
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Hi.. gigoid.. Thanks for stopping by..
i enjoy continuing to pursue and challenge
the limits of my human nature.. And ha!
The result is here.. And it surprises me..
And for me at least that’s real magic..
Happy Holidays.. Friend.. gigoid..:)!
Thanks my friend.. For the
encouraging words..
i will continue
to make this
magic
real and
continuously..
Changing..:)!
Yes..
i agree..
And accept this axiom #2
for continuing change.. As
a blessing and challenge..:)
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HI gigoid.. thanks so much for coming by again..
and wading through half the text.. which is quite a feat..
considering it is deep in metaphor and half is around
nine thousand words.. no Twitter feeds here.. hehe..
And in visiting the link on your website.. what i
see are 7 axioms that in essence of wisdom are all
helpful in living a balanced life.. Nice to see
some wisdom on blogs.. and ways for positive
living.. always a blessing in light when
i come across folks like you.. online..
or off.. more often online of course..
as the area i live in.. isn’t exactly
known for deeper ways of seeking and
finding wisdom.. but never the less
there are great exceptions..
where i live too..
i am impressed by your work history..
you must be a very strong person both
physically and emotionally to be able
to handle all those years in the psych-
ward in helping individuals who are both
violent to themselves and others.. and of
course with great compassion in helping the
elderly with special needs as nurse.. as well..
Few people can do these demanding jobs.. and
surely folks like you are the unsung heroes who
arrive at the trenches everyday for years to get
the job done well.. as well as prison guards who
live with the darker side of life.. for decades
of life.. in helping the less fortunate among us..
Sorry.. that you experience chronic pain..
and truly i am so blessed to escape my pain
since the end of July 2013.. ’cause when that
type-two Trigeminal Neuralgia started from 2007 to 2008..
the peak pain around the Lent period of my Catholic Church
in the Spring of 2008.. that truly was like a dentist drill
in eye and ear with no relief in all waking hours..
Along with a synergy of 18 other disorders..
including Sjogren’s Syndrome… Dysautonomia..
Fibromyalgia.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis
and Spinal Stenosis.. in my neck along with
Congenitally Fused Vertebra..
Severe depression to the point of Anhedonia..
Alexithymia.. Severe Anxiety including PTSD-like Panic attacks..
along with a diagnosis of Asperger’s syndrome at age 47..
and the other disorders.. led to a severe case of
Insomnia.. that was so bad.. that even with an
alpha blocker.. i could only sleep one hour
of shallow sleep for the first 35 out of 40 days..
with zero sleep the last 5 of 40.. and truly then at that point…
i found out there are some experiences in life beyond any imagination
of death in life.. it was death as life.. worse than death after life..
Anyway.. after somehow finding my way to a bridge.. without the
strength to get out of the car to jump off it.. my sister saved
me at the bottom of the bridge.. and threatened to kill us both
driving 80 miles an hour on a country road.. and that is not what
i wanted.. so i agreed to go the hospital.. as stubborn as i was
about going before that.. and a several milligram shot of Ativan..
put me out of my misery long enough to sleep.. and so Ativan.. was
the answer to an escape of sleep.. the entire 66 months of hell from
January 2008 to July of 2013.. and i finally escaped that trap of
prescription drug.. at the end of July 2013.. as well..
very addictive.. Prescription Ativan.. can be…
And with my eyes not making Tears with the
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. which additionally..
was like swimming with my eyes open in salt water..
i spent about two years in a dark room.. with the pain
in my eyes and ears.. making effective use of eyes and
ears next to impossible.. and finally two years into the pain..
with my monitor turned all the way down.. a few inches from the
screen as the increased focus from my near sighted prescription
lenses increased the pain fiercely.. i started to type one letter at a
time.. starting Thanksgiving day.. 2010.. making a word.. a list of ideas..
and as no doctor’s drugs could help the pain.. this was my only way to
attempt to escape the pain in mind.. and to do anything to keep myself
from truly going crazy after being locked in my head.. for two years..
So.. a sentence turned into paragraph with a mountain of eye pain..
and then a page.. and yes.. now 11 million words.. and a spark of
poetic expression comes my way in March of 2013.. connecting my
language and emotions again.. and truly that seems to be
the start of a magic healing and recovery.. that eventually
led to dance.. and my own free style method of martial arts..
that brought mind and body balance.. emotional regulation..
and sensory integration.. all parts of the problem with Autism as well..
and for the first time in my life.. i felt truly like a whole human being..
with a drastic personality change from a closed-in introvert to a public dancer..
and sure not surprising i am diagnosed Bi-Polar now.. as i might have been one
of the most depressed folks in the world then.. but yes.. i am the person
everyone sees as the happiest in real
life now.. and that is how i feel inside..
So.. i share that emotional energy in words here..
AS.. i know the healing value of emotion in words..
And i know that real miracles can happen for folks
like me who lose all feelings and only live pain..
to come back again.. with no pain..
and stronger than
ever before..
so yes..
a poetic
ending and
beginning continuing
now my friend.. a place
of bliss that before in my life
would be another dimension never
entered.. but truly the mind and body
balance and a continuing practice of
free art of movement and
free art of writing is
just the
ALL NATURAL
MEDICINE THAT KEEPS
ME WELL THEN.. AND NOW.. YEAH..
SURE.. IF I HAD THOUGHT MEDICINAL
MARIJUANA OR ANYTHING COULD HAVE
HELPED ME AT FIRST I WOULD HAVE TRIED
IT.. AS LORD KNOWS I TRIED A LOT OF NATURAL
REMEDIES.. AND NONE OF THEM WORKED AT ALL..
But yes.. i watched the video.. on cancer and medicinal
Marijuana.. it is fascinating and i plan on doing more
research.. and i am so happy you are finding
some relief with this all natural cure..
as nature is the best cure
i know and feel
for all my
ills too.
as my rheumatologist..
after he tried all his drugs
on me.. seriously said.. sorry
i cannot do anything for you..
no reason for you to
come back..
fortunately
for me.. i found
the all natural cures
that worked for me..
by never ever
giving
up..
as i Loved Life before
and i was determined
to Love it again.. it took
me 66 months to do it..
but yes.. i did
come out of
the blackest
ashes of life
rising like
a phoenix on
our beautiful
beaches here of
Northwest Florida
on or about.. July
22nd 2013..
a blessing
can be life
when one keeps
moving forward
and in my case reverse
too.. smiles.. and all around
like a ballet dancer/martial
arts combo in all innate
instinctual and
intuitive
free style
art of human being
mind and body balance..
So.. Thanks again..
and Happy
Holidays
with best
wishes.. as.. Oh
Lord.. i celebrate everynow
like the greatest gift of just
being alive.. my friend.. now..:)
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Ha.. no you are not the only one seeing significance
in the odd numbers from 1 to 13.. gigoid.. i am
naturAlly fascinated by numbers..
and before i ever read
anything or hear
anything about
the art of numerology
that some folks view as
science as well.. i come
to many of the same
instinctual and
intuitive
sacred
views of
numbers in the
actual Art and
Science of Numerology
studied a little later than
my first real poetic interests
where i even write full poems
over the numbers 7 and 11
and yes the even number
twelve as well..
Anyway i view
the entire reality
of us as sacred now..
as i find when i view it
all as sacred that is a
real step to Unconditional
Love.. practiced as well
as viewed..
as sure..
Life.. the
Journey..
and Paths
and never destination
or goals alone for me..
ALLONE IS A WAY i
see
and
F E E L.
NOW..:)
And it’s really cool
that you were a chef
too.. my wife might
appreciate me
more if
could
cook anything
more than microwaving
Oatmeal.. smiles and
spoiled that way
by mother
and wife..
sMiles
more..:)
Smiles.. My friend..
My God Is no Theist.. alone..
My God is much bigger as Nature.. ALLONE..
That includes Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas alike..
As well as Universal Peace and Love inherent in most of
human nature if and when balanced.. And that is great enough
for me.. Always now as Simple Life.. Away from all words..
And other material items..:)
Smiles.. gigoid.. interestingly with my form of Autism..
my problem nearly all my life.. as assessed
by my Psychiatrist was.. i didn’t have
an integrated Ego.. and by
the way i understand
Ego.. beyond
Personalities..
it is one of mind
and body balance
secure in one’s self..
where truly Ego can
also be a metaphor
for soul.. as far as
personalities go
and attachments
to the personality
we present to others
in human connections..
that is where I break from
some Eastern Philosophies..
that seek a total separation from
that part of Ego.. as i see that
part of Ego as Art when used
as a tool for Love and Peace..
So i truly believe in that sense
of Soul of Ego that human
Personality can
be a Zen
Art of giving
Light.. constantly
away from dark..
so yeah.. i tend to
go my own way.. and
share it.. but would truly
hate for anyone to ever truly
follow anything i say.. (religiously) i
rather other folks come up with
their own ways that
fit their Universe
of Individuality
as it is the
diversity
of human i Love most..
all the dark and light i find
interesting and ha!.. some of
the dArk.. some folks see.. i for
one see as the liGhtest pArts
of human
of All..
like they say
different strokes..
different folks..
yes.. a variety
of
ilks
unlike ‘uS’..
smiles.. again..:)
Quote:
“I can only agree with all of the above; the woman I spoke of in my previous reply to one of your comments, Red Dwyer, has four kids, all of whom are autistic, as she is… in fact, she is an autistic savant, in a plethora of fields of study; when very, very young, she broke through, and completely destroyed, all the barriers the autistic create to protect them from the avalanche of perception in which they often exist; she is the most GROUNDED person, autistic, or “normal” (whatever the fuck THAT means), I have ever met, or known… She is also known as “the human whisperer”, for almost any kind of person with a mental problem. Bipolar, schizophrenic, autistic; she is able to get through to them, and help them learn to deal with whatever their mind is doing to prevent their happiness… As I said, an amazing woman….
I find many of the same qualities in you…. Those who are “autistic” to my mind, merely possess a set of perceptive organs that are a hundred times more sensitive, and powerful than the ordinary human does; they perceive SO MUCH of the universe around them, it is very scary at first, before the mind is capable of processing all of it…. so, most create barriers between themselves and reality; those are the “mis-integrated” ego parts the psychiatrist spoke of … which doesn’t really count, because most psychiatrists have no real understanding of the condition at all. They are convinced it is a ‘problem’ whereas I, having known many autistic people, can say the only problem is for them to learn to handle all they perceive; then, the barriers dissolve, on their own, in my experience…. The condition itself may very well be a mutation, to the next highest evolutionary point for humans.. In short, people who are now called autistic are, probably, by all the evidence I can see, the next stage in human evolution… Once a way to learn to process their perceptions is found, there will be NO further limits to what their minds can accomplish…
As I perceive you, you are caught half-way, between perfect comprehension of self, with a full understanding thereby of human nature, and, the dark ignorance where most of humanity dwells in discontent….”
Smiles.. gigoid.. worth quoting..
i couldn’t have said it any better..
Experience counts more my
friend
than any
textbook
of medical
science or
psychology
school ever will..
Love to you and your
cat.. friend.. and all
of your
Loved ones..
Happy Holidays
again.. and hope
you have an enjoyable
training session with your cat..:)
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Smiles.. Prajakta.. thanks so much for coming by today..
and glad you enjoyed the beautiful Christmas Lights that
my neighbors do employ.. last year we had three polar bears up…
a mama.. a baby and a big happy daddy.. my wife’s sister..
sadly was succumbing to cancer.. and she eventually
died on Christmas Eve.. and in her last few days
the mama polar bear developed a hole somewhere
in this inflatable Christmas decoration standing
about 6 feet tall.. that we could not find the
source of and slowly that polar bear..
fell to the earth completely
flat on Christmas Eve..
the night Katrina’s sister
Michelle died.. this year we bought
a new 6 foot tall mama Polar bear to go
up with our existing 8 foot tall sitting huge
daddy Polar bear.. but my wife never gained
the heart to put her back up.. but sure we had
a Christmas wreath.. and a welcome flag of
Christmas Spirit to our front door..
so yesterday.. i wore a polar bear
shirt that says Chill.. to decorate
literally myself.. and with temperatures
approaching 80 degrees still this week
with December Green Grass that still
hasn’t felt a Winter Frost.. it is the spirit
that counts.. cool or warm.. as i attempt
to stay both warm and cool.. smiles
and Winks.. and happy
all the now to you friend..
and your new coming
husband.. as if i remember
correctly.. wedding still coming..:)
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With the introduction of Air Conditioning..
loss of front porches.. and screens replacing faces..
blogs are certainly replacing front porches in at least
a virtual way.. and that is good.. as who knows/FEELS
eventuAlly ‘we’ may be motivated to build
front porches in ‘real life’ again..
And i suppose that is wheRe words
that are more than facts
can lead
back to
the
heARt
of human.. again..
When we find that is truly what
we share in common.. being human…
Being..
And hmm..
i leave religion at the Beach
and it stays with
me then now
as Jonathan
Living
ston as
Seagull
Freer now
and higher
with never a
world of words
to hold me back
from flying free
on land
alive
again..
but sure i
come back
to words.. as
sometimes flying
can be poeTry too.. sMiLes
and thanks for the free flying
inspiration you do sing here..:)
There is no doubt in my mind that
heARt is real as a metaphor of human
FEELING emoTioN.. that spiRit is real as
connecting emoTioN to other
expresSinG humans
and the rest of
Nature as inter
connect
ing
Force of
ALLTHATIS
in what can be
m e t a p h o r
for GOD and
of Human Being
SoUls as metaphor
for BalanCinG BEinG
in MiNd and BoDy
ways of
regulaTinG
emoTioNs
and integrating
senses in moving
Art the way our
ancestors capture
prey and avoid predators
without breaking a leave
of sound.. in invisible
ways of yes..
again.. now
human balance
with the rest of Nature
in action.. consequence..
either dark or light
as positive
or negative
consequence
that comes now
or then.. but yes..
the bottom line is
we are here.. and
sure this is a nice
front porch friend
to shoot the
breeze
however
the feather
may fly
in Peace
in Love
of just floating
around and free now..
Anyway considering the stresses
of modern mechanical cognition life..
highest rates of suicide in places
like South Korea.. where
technology reigns
highest.. now
in the so-
called
developed
world.. now
this E-world
must find a source
of human heARt..
SpiRit and soUl
to have any
chance of
surviving
as human BEinG
aGaiN.. and poeTry
and blogs are a staRt
back to human being..
as Lord knows that
is wheRe i find
my hUman
again..
and tHere
is meaSure
of treaSure
kNoWn to humaN
being like a free flowing
mind and body in balance
holding hands in heArt..
SpiRit.. and SoUL in
Balance..
at least
for me
anyWay..
so thanks again
for your treasure here..
friend gigoid.. no price
to measure human SoUl..:)$
And yeah.. if i wanna find
wisdom.. i’ll go see
someone who
spends decades
helping folks
in a psych-
ward
and
care
center..
verses
a monk
in a monastery..
or priest or pastor
in a seminary.. for sure..
no.. there is nothing
dubious
about
that my
friend @ALL..
SMiLes.. Strange is still a
home for me.. As stranger.. He He..;)
Yes.. Katrina selects my wardrobe(s).. and
there are often ‘hidden’ literal
messages that may not
be totally understood..
as those meanings..
often have
something
to do
with
Katrina..;)
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Music times Emotion equals Human Force of Spirit rising..
Yes.. ME=F.. Sadly some folks feel ME is a sin..
But people can be convinced to do almost
anything if it means acceptance
in the culture one is born in..
Including extremes like female
and male genital mutilation.. Cultures
are insane and evil.. Not the gift of God..
That is innate human being nature born into
this world by God’s Grace.. Anyway..
So happy.. you are not afraid of ME..
Friend.. Rafiah..smile emoticon
Oh yeah.. and of course there
is the Light Force of Human
Emotion and the Dark Force of
human emotion.. Light Force being
pro-social emotions that lead to social
cooperation like Love.. and Dark Force
being con-social emotions like Hate
that lead to strife.. and sure
there are different kinds of
Music than enhances the
Light side of the Force or
Dark side of the Force in
accordant or discordant ways..
But we humans who learn to regulate
and master our emotions the way of Light..
will naturally feel and know what kind of music
takes us higher in the light of pro-social emotions
or lower in the dark of con-social emotions.. now
and turn the radio station as required..
as all natural wild and free
human beings can and will do..
yes when truly set free in mastering
their relative free will.. that also includes
integrating senses including sensuality..
through the Art of free movement.. that
of course is enhanced by music.. now
So truly the best formula that now
can and will work for human now
to master the regulation of their
emotions and integration of
senses/sensuality can be
MED=H as Music times
Emotion times Dance =
HeArT as Human ART..
yeah sure.. sHeArTs too..
WHeArt best as MED=H..
And that is the Human
chemistry/physics
lesson today..
N0W For
WHeArt..:)
Rafiah edits her smile response on Facebook and indicates
the lyrics to the song in a language she understands
are translated into English below the
song.. as quoted here:
“You’ve taken away my looks, my identity, by just a glance.
By making me drink the wine from the distillery of love
You’ve intoxicated me by just a glance;
My fair, delicate wrists with green bangles in them,
Have been held tightly by you with just a glance.
I give my life to you, Oh my cloth-dyer,
You’ve dyed me in yourself, by just a glance.
I give my whole life to you Oh, Nijam,
You’ve made me your bride, by just a glance.”
And i say..
Smiles.. i come back for your
edited response.. too.. and like i tale you
many times.. before here.. all it takes are eyes my friend..
in my opinion.. the most attractive women in the mall are
the one’s with the Hijab.. and yes.. there are a lot
of Muslim folks in Pensacola.. but fairly rare
in my smaller town i live in..
14 or so miles away..
the most beautiful dark brown
eyes i see.. as yes.. i see the soul
in the eyes.. and those souls.. perhaps quiet..
but bright my friend.. like you of course.. as sure..
i still remember those eyes.. with smiles.. yes.. your
eyes do smile.. and sure my eyes smile too.. quiet..
before.. God takes those eyes away..
and puts them in words instead..
for now.. at least..:)
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Hmm.. more deep
deep wordy Facebook
memories.. from a year ago..:)
And sure.. why not add the ‘Master Chief Aghogday’
link from a year ago Christmas.. as of course
this comments section from the post
SonG of my SoUL.. WiLL eventuAlly
be my next post named
the “Birth of LiGht”..
and truly Christ is
the LiGht of pro-social
Human Emotions with Love
Leading the way of the
Courageous.. Kind..
and Passionate
Unconditional
Way..
yes..
LiGht is
Literally
Human Pro-Social
EmoTioNs.. as one can
come to understand that
in ‘those days’.. human
emoTioNs that
are still now
poorly understood
by the Psychiatric
Field in the way
pro-social emotions
lift human cooperation
and con-social emotions
bring humans
down.. as
truly a literal
Spiritual lifting of Energy as
Light Force and Lowering Spiritual Energy
of DArk Force are even.. then.. 2K years
ago.. less understood in terms
of science words in the time
of the man Yeshua.. among many
other translations for this man’s
historical name.. like the the Muslim one
of Isa.. So now.. we get all these deep poetic
words in the New Testament that attempt
to describe the Light Force and how it
works better for human social
cooperation.. and somehow
instead of seeing this
as a way of pro-social
emotions to make life
better now.. folks
turn it into a
story about
after
death..
in twisting
the story around
to see this natural
world we live in as evil..
and death as the goal.. instead
of life in living now.. and hell
no.. that is only for control.. to make
people accept the subservient rules
of the cold hearted dark force
people ruling the world
by cultural
rules of
subjugation
through illusory fears
and promise of heaven after
life.. where heaven and hell
exist on this plane of earth
literally now in dark
and light
ways of
human emotions
that are truly
energy and force
that move us together
as a unifying pro-social
positive force or separating
con-social
negative
force.. and
the best way to
control human being
force and energy is
of course to repress
and oppress in ways
of limiting our
all natural
ways of
being as
very emotional
sensory and sensual
feeling human beings
who live through this liGht
force well above any power
of reasoning and logic of worry
over the illusory past or future..
where now is and as always will be
the only reality we have for now..
so.. so truly as hard as it might
be for smarty pants to believe..
and trust me i lived in those
smart pants for many decades..
is.. the most advanced way
of human being still
has not changed
in tens of
thousands
of years..
of dancing
naked around
the campfires
and moonlit ways
of night.. with drums
chanting songs.. and flutes
of reeds.. that sing a human
spiRit HeArt of emoTions expresSinG
higher and higher.. N0W.. iN human ways of
miNd and BoDy balanCinG SoUL.. no different reAlly
than the SonG my Muslim friend Rafiah shares with
me earlier in this post.. of men singing
and beating drums along with another
musical instrument.. about the
joy of connecting eyes
of Human Love..
the greaTest
Power Human
WiLL ever
TRULY FEEL
TOGETHER AS
ONE TRIBE OF
CHILDREN OF THE
GOD OF NATURE FREE..
And SURE with technology
we continue to expand the liGht
of the vocal chords and throat now
that are voice of SonG.. first now then
through reeds of flutes as throat.. and
strings of guitars.. as vocal chords.. where
percussion of hammers on strings become piano..
and now electronic music that goes higher and higher
on a spiritual level not even possible with human
voice alone.. truly God’s Voice SinGs in aLL
moving pArts of God’s being of Infinity
through the vibrations of all pArts
of God’s bEinG makes now
as Infinity
still SinGs
a SonG of dance
to tHis moment
now and beyond..
and when we enhance
this SonG of God iN ways
of higher and higher liGht..
wE increase the LiGht of God
as well.. and obviously as whole
make God Happier too.. so sure with
Music.. Emotions.. and Dance we raise GOD
up higher.. what better way to worship GOD
of ALLTHATiS when we Stars of UniVerse become
Stars of God as BriGhter LiGhter Dancing SinGinG
Human beInGs of God.. no different really than
our naked ancestors dancing wildly and freely
around those moonlit campfire nights..
beating drums while the
vibration of GOD
SinGs hiGher
WitH
uS
as truLy
we become
archangels
in choir with
US WITH GOD NOW..
AROUND GREATER AND
GREATER STARS OF GOD
AS LIGHT oF
US
iNOW..
And that my friends
iS a real Tree of Life
worth coming to living
and staying now..
just iNow.. N0W
wITh tHe liGhts
of God Living Free
and wild in our eYes
and rest of our
bodies too..
free
so free..
WheRe the ‘Guardians
of the Galaxy’ trUly
are/were a SonG
and dance
of
US
iN the
MagicK MusicK
of Us now.. jUSt N0W..
And yes.. iT works..
and i document
what it
does for
ME always
now.. to prove
it in literal
ways too..
so yeah..
the answer iN
that video about
Jesus Christ Super
Star was/iS inherent
in the SonG
oF Dance
Of the
SonG
of Christ
LiGht itself
inherent in
uS n0w when
expresSinG
LiGht as
WeLL as
NOW..
JUST
NOW..:)
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SMiLes.. evening
heArt gLows horizon Art
coming up iN human eyEs
HeArt expresSinG
eYes soUl WeLL..
matching dreams
flAMe hiGher
as lovely
hands now
iN StarliGht
streets of
hUman
FeeLinG
SpiRit BeInG..
So..now comes
heArts feeLinG
anniversary.. one
year words healing..
and this gift of poem..
now complete 1 as 3
is my anniversary gift..
to your words of beInG..
my dear friend.. Himali..
In reference to your question
on your page about when my blog
anniversary is.. SMiLes.. i have three blog
anniversaries.. really.. first one on the Wrong Planet..
where i actually wrote about 8 million words.. before
leaving there.. still recorded in my author log on that
Wrong Planet.. starting on November 26th.. of 2010..
a little over 5 years ago.. then March 10th of 2013..
on my first blogger blog.. and then in August of 2013..
when i started on Word Press.. so i actually have three
anniversaries a year.. in different ways.. but hey.. everynow
is an anniversary iN celebration of life for me.. as i was once
am dead in life for 66 months.. where everynow of life must be
a celebration for me.. as i have no way of seeing it other than that
for now.. my friend.. and in expanding that thought/feeling here as well
of now on this pAge.. on thIS day.. muggy and warm in Northwest FL..
wHere Air Conditioning is on to cool the home.. and keep my hands
moving without sweat of brow.. i Thank God for allowing me to
continue living past that day that surely seemed the end of
me at the bottom sleepless lent period of 40 days in hell..
Spring of 2008.. God allows me to stay a while
longer to learn.. and feel.. to become briGhter
in Truth and Light
and share what
i find and
feel more
about GOD
with the rest
of the world who
cares to share that with
me.. and truly if more
humans who have
become disabled
by life.. as death
as life.. and live
again.. can
bRing tHeir
liGht to
the world
as Truth as
Well.. perhaps
Love and hope will be the
Rule of LiGht and the dArk
of fear and hate that takes
us to this place of LiGht’s
Love will fade away
into the distance
of Twilight
as
Light again
rules before
the Apple of
hate and
fear then..
Love is
THE way
i for one
WiLL always
Choose for
Now..A
water
fAll
of
LiGht..:)
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Well.. before the
Word Press Version of
this gets mega long..
i will stop here..
with less than
5000 words
or about that
many..
and ha!
when if first do a
6 thousand word post..
named Revelation 66
as linked here..
Brian Miller names
it ha! the Mother of
All Blog posts..
the only one
from
dVerse
brave enough
with the effort
and patience to
comb through it..
to offer any response
at all.. and his response to
my one question at the end
of
that blog
post is
Always equally valid
and that answer of the
Ages to all of human real
issues is that of Love..
Love will
find
a
way if grown
as a garden of Love..
and that is an all hands
effort..
or these
human ships
will surely sink
in much more dark
of human suffering and pain…
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More photos from a midnight
celebration of the Birth of Jesus..
Christmas Day family events..
and 90th Rave dance
when the
dance of
that ends..
at Old Seville..
Quarter with
all the cool college
age folks dancing
there
early on
Sunday
morning
here
around
3 am.. as i
ready myself
for Catholic
Church again..
sure.. many more
photos coming soon..
but for now at least
this post will be a much
easier opening one for some
folks
now..
before i post
the rest of this
on my blogger
blogs
on
Sunday
then
now..:)
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Hi gigoid.. Love to you as well..
from Katrina and i.. on this really muggy
foggy super warm night in North Florida..
wheRe the young folks are hanging around
the River Boardwalk with just their
swimming trunks on…
One can imagine it
like the middle of Summer..
still with rising rivers as well..
from all these Gulf inspired rains we’ve
been deluged with lately.. but still no Noah..
size.. Floods coming so all is great where i live..
coming back from even more stores on Christmas eve..
a little break here now before midnight mass..
And so nice again to see your kind and encouraging words..
and the best thing about human suffering.. pain.. and misery..
is if it is hell enough.. one can see better why folks do the
things they do on the other side of the darker fences of life..
instilling greater empathy as compassion for other folks..
who are not nearly as fortunate as others.. including the
rest of Nature too.. hmm.. even potentiAlly
gaining the empathy of 14.5 billion years..
Anyway.. i am so happy that you made it
through your tremendous challenges in life as well..
and am glad to connect to you in this blogosphere UniVerse too..
as we carry on LiGht and Truth.. into 2016 and beyond.. with
kind wishes and Love for all concerned..
Living and Existing on this terrestrial plane
for now.. for all the dark and light that comes..
and read your post earlier.. that i found extremely interesting..
off to comment on that next.. during this in-between midnight mass break..:)
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Smiles.. you are making perfect sense my friend..
in the perfect of Nature that is Art instead of Science alone..
no less than scriptures that would set a man aside from all other men..
as more special then the rest.. where the man himself in those same
reported scriptures will be humble enough to suggest that others
will come after him who do much greater works then he..
Jesus.. the man.. is no more than a homeless man..
as Lord knows when i come across homeless folks under
and around bridges.. as i dance walk across the states from
Biloxi Casinos to Pensacola Beaches.. the folks who get what
i see as an all natural message from Jesus seeing God as all of
Nature.. are walking that Carpenter’s desert of Jesus now..
And having the time away from material excesses
of culture to look within and find the answers inside
no different than what truly seems to be the homeless
Carpenter Jesus.. with his similarly free minded friends..
named Apostles.. in following this man’s way.. then..
And sure.. eventually Roman Emperor Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts.. in 325 AD.. make him
into a false God separated from other human beings..
in accordance with the Mithra Religion at that time in history..
in that region of the Roman Empire.. and special above all humans..
when the same scriptures suggest that the meek will inherit the earth..
and the Rich Man will not find heaven here on Earth..
And the Truth as far as i can see.. for other
folks like Mark Zuckerberg.. who does not give a crap
about being the richest dude in the world.. and will give
away 99% percent of his so-called riches to bring up
those less fortunate in the world for equal access
to opportunities.. is a real example of the
person.. i know and FEEL as Jesus..
Doing stuff his way..
the way of Nature.. and in the case of
Zuckerburg.. away from school as well..
where dreams are brought to fruition..
in practice of taking the human race
higher.. than they are yesterday..
connecting the souls of the World on Facebook..
and Google and other folks.. like Mark.. expanding
free blogs.. and whomever created the Word Press platform..
as well.. these are the worker Bees and yes.. some drones
who will never reproduce and haven’t the slightest care to either..
as far as little humans go..
But what they do is move.. connect and create
greater avenues for the human race to march forward..
holding hands together.. as the only way a world of humans
who are only evolved to connect to 150 to 200 sets of
eyes will ever do that.. is through a watered down
electronic virtual reality of connections around
the world.. in terms of not Hundreds..
but Billions of human beings..
Reach out and touch someone on a smartphone..
is no less incredible than the hand held devices of Star Trek..
and in some ways can do so much more than even dreamed
of when it is just science fiction and now coming greater to
fruition as we speak.. in higher and higher ways of
connecting both hemispheres of earth and
neurons like humans together..
for one Mind of World..
with limitless avenues
inside.. for different as well…
Yes.. we live in a brave new world..
And we always have.. now.. as long as
we adapt and change.. and remember..
we are flesh and blood.. mind and body
beings.. progress will be the way..
instead of stagnation
unto yesterday
separated
from the
reality of
the ever changing
Art and Science of NOW..
Truly an exciting time for the open-minded among us
to sing our song.. and truly a terrifying time for
the very closed-minded among us..
and sure that shows
in the phenomena
of Trump..
who Truly
is the last hold-out
in Nuclear Option
to say OH NO.. PLEASE
DON’T GO WHERE NO
HUMAN HAS GONE
BEFORE.. well..
with freedom of
Information that
we have around
the world now..
The Truth
and Light
is compelling
and contagious..
Hard work.. with blood..
sweat.. tears.. and other stuff
IS STILL COMING STRONG..
but there is LiGht at the end
of the tunnel.. and as far
as i can see.. it is
not a train
but a Loving
and Peaceful way
of moving.. connecting
and creating.. freer than
ever before.. that is the
Light of Love and Truth
of Wisdom as Nature
will have human
as a balance
of Art and
Science
as Nature shows
herself to be now and
now again.. this whole
thingie is connected and
what will come.. will come
as a cooperative effort
and never under
the guise
of one
word..
one book..
one human..
or one country
Alone.. as ALLONE
is the True way of the
LiGht of the UniVerse and
the liGht shall have her way..:)
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Reverence for Nature..
wheRe a spider is seen as an
‘important person’ too.. ah.. refreshing
it is to see and feel that.. now.. as there is
surely not enough reverence these days
for the rest of Nature.. as folks breeze
through their metallic and plastic lives..
rarely touching the gRains of Earth
between tHeir toes of Love..
And this reminds me of the noble Wolf..
who when domesticated will get angry at humans..
but when free and wild in Nature rarely bothers humans..
and of course in the past where lambs are easy prey.. they
become the evil one.. but sure they are just doing tHeir job for survival..
As the Wolf Spider does as well to make a living.. and yes.. it also reminds
me of ‘Dracula’ too.. and what we will do for the price of Love.. as sure Love
is important to die for and kill when absolutely necessary.. as history shows
is the sad reality of human life too.. so many nows away
from eye to eye of Peace and Love.. yes.. in reference
to the Newest ‘Dracula’ movie on the big screen..
where Dracula is willing to lose his soul
for the one’s he loves..
after already
being
a fearless
and ferocious
human soldier
for the Love of
Country and Family
wHere wars are won
for Love and Freedom
instead of Material items
like Oil and fake Gods alone..
away from Nature as God ALLONE..
To the smallest of creatures the eYes of balance..
the bees of pollination and the food of life.. with dragon
flies of beauty and meek roaches who are often hated
the most.. still inheriting the earth from millions of years ago..
now… with humans only a speck of dust in history
yes.. on this planet now.. in a relative way…
But still we all share that point of origin..
or origins.. or whatever comes before..
so truly if we are in the know and feel of Unity..
there is no separation.. where a Spider’s life is
no less important than any other grain of sand
that holds the feet of us secure as earth…
Just to be pArt of it..
makes it all worth it to me friend..
Just to move.. connect.. and create.. with
all these creature comforts happily and
fiercely provided by the ‘drones’ of life..
makes all of us birds.. bees..
and grains of sand..
fortunate
to be
here now..
where truly this
is perhaps.. the best
of all UniVerse heavens
for those who experience that
way of human existence on this
terrestrial plane for now.. and for those
of us who have lived or seen real human
hell.. the gratitude for the blesSinGs shaRing
is both priceless and worth shArinG.. from the
Life of the Wolf Spider.. to the big Wolves oF life..
my friend.. and Happy LiGht with Truth Holidays
to ya.. alWays now my friend in the gift of Now as
ultimate
human
present..
Yes.. Peace and
Love to ya friend..
and Best New
wishes alWays
NOW.. as NEW..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
thEre is a saying of YOLO..
You Only Live Once.. and of
course seize the day.. Carpe Diem..
iN my mind/feeling of mind and body
balanCinG SoUl.. therE iS only YOLN..
You Only Live Now and Seize the Now..
as Holynows.. giving the present of Holynows..
in the free verse form of PoeTry.. Prose.. and Dance
iN trUly.. A SonG of mY SoUL expresSinG SpiRit Now
of emoTioNS Free wherever Now takes me next.. give
me three feet to spiral the pArts of my body free in mind
and body balance and in that Relative Free WiLL.. Bio-
feedback bRings.. along with lifting music of modern
humans iN all of what modern technology bRings
liGht and Truth of my mindful awareness climbing
higher and higher in a Peaceful Loving way..
wheRE no now is same as the one before..
with Valleys and Mountains of human
experience only to come different now..
theRe is truly not only infinity
above to skies that never end
as stars.. tHere is truly that
infinity as well.. iN
our neurons in their
connections.. in the Vagal Nerve
that carries feelings from Brain to Gut
that some folks metaphor as Kundalini Serpent..
receptors all throughout our human body in what
might be termed an infinite potential for connections
of metaphor of FEELING human Chakras from
top of head to bottom of toes.. to arms.. to
fingers above so below.. inside.. outside..
all around.. truly we human animals
are a reflection of the Universe as
Nature as Metaphor for God as well..
and we can either expand and spiral
around the calm center bliss of us..
or fall into the deep abyss that can
be a human Black Hole Sun..
but sure that Black Hole
Sun.. once experienced..
can be the inspiration
that spirals us
higher than ever before..
truly we are the cosmos unto itself..
as the great philosopher/scientist Carl
Sagan suggests.. and on my class ring
from the three college degrees i earned
in Health Science.. Anthropology.. and
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary that
only gained me access into the working
world in a Military Bowling Center.. for
the one class i had in computer
science as the Bowling Alley world
then is gaining computers.. and needing
that knowledge greatly from folks in College
as well.. to pass out shoes to dirty feet as one
of the most humble jobs of all that i did for almost
two decade as responsibilities increased.. Yes.. on
my ring is the quote from our University of West Florida
humble logo.. and motto of “Build thee more Stately Mansions”
from Oliver Wendall Holmes.. where this humble sea creature
spends its life building a shell that in form will mirror the Milky
Way that is our bigger home above so below.. So yes.. my
friend.. i continue to build my Nautilus Shell so
after i am cremated a work of Art like that shell
will be left behind.. for anyone who cares to
discover it.. no less free of cost.. than
digging through the sediments of
the Earth and finding a Shell of the
Galaxy my friend.. aLL i kNow is the
truly free human spirit.. when now more
fully moving.. connecting.. and creating..
is a work of Art and REAL magic.. that
continues to make the greaTest Nautilus
Shell.. that is becoming the Google Shell now..
and i feel fortunate and blessed to add a verse to
this new technological form of Human Multi-verses
holding hands together.. as long as servers live..
in my humble part as part of the whole my friend..
ever growing.. ever expanding.. no longer held
back by those who might Love their Black Hole
Suns more than expanding stars of eYes and
feeling.. and yes.. i do type around 130 words
a minute when properly focused.. and read one
of my longest posts in a few minutes.. but sure
this Nautilus knows and feels no word of quit now
AS less than Holynows.. smiles.. not many people
can handle all of what i can do.. it is a blesSinG to
come across those who do.. and i for one.. will be
unstoppable as long as i believe in now.. my friend..
see ya later.. in Novel ways of Now.. haha! literAlly too..;)
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miles.. my friend Zee.. so nice of you to visit me in my little
corner of the E-World on Christmas Day of 2015..
Love is Lovely my friend..
where Love exists
and Peace
reigns
is wHere
i WiLL to be..
and when Peace and
Love Holds hands across
borders of differences we humans
finAlly determine that yes.. we are all
humans and Truly all Children of God who
do have the potential to hold hands regardless
of the words and experiences that bRinG us this
far in life.. my friend.. i for one see a very sweet soul
in your words.. and that
my friend is all i need
to know and
feel about
you as
the real deal of
Peace and Love.. my friend..
so sure.. i heARt you too..
with sMiLes.. for now..:)
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SMiLes.. again.. thanks my friend for the Winter Wishes..
failing to find that Winter yet.. but sure as in all stuff
axiom #2 for continuous change.. change will
have her way eventuAlly and that
is a Thanks of Change
from me as well..
i come from
deep
deep
religious
stock.. my Grandfather
an Irish Immigrant.. a priest
at the Vatican.. then South Africa..
then Catholic Priest at a Parish
in Taylor County Florida..
where he at age 36
cannot resist
the temptation
of the eYes then..
of my 17 year old
Cajun Grandmother
who is obviously the
spice of life that
bRing great
change to
him
and of course
Leads to me.. so sure..
Thanks God of Nature for folks who
follow axiom #2 for change and refuse
to follow the footsteps of the rules
before.. so then.. he becomes
a noted author.. converting
Catholics left and right
to the Protestant way
of church
as an
Evangelist
across countries..
and also editing
a Converted Catholic
Magazine in New York
New York.. and interestingly
actually having Dinner with
Einstein.. a fellow outlier
in the Socialist
Party then..
and writing one
particularly noted
book named.. “Behind
the Dictators” indicting
the Catholic Church
scathingly.. now available
on Google in PDF for
free.. my Grandfather
truly a foe of the
Catholic Church
then.. but
me ha! nah!
human Nature in all its
diverse ways.. in all the cultural
ways of expression of essences true
or false.. does not scare me.. i understand
the human Nature of the mind who fears
verses the mind that frees..
and yes that axiom
#2 is the best
pArt.. as i for one
believe when we
unpack our genetic
epigenetic potential
in challenge of our
environments
we just
about
can
create
whomever
we wanna create
as us.. as BY the
God of Nature
we share
almost
all the
same
DNA potential
where even a weak
120 LB.. 5 foot 10
string bean
of a young
man in school
can eventually
leg press close
to a half-a-ton..
25 times..
still getting
stronger
at age 55..
So sure my friend
the magic lives inside
all gifted by the God of Nature
and for those who move ahead
instead of staying behind
beyond the skies
the limit
in minds
and bodies of us..
brought my laptop with
me to the family outing
on Christmas day.. scores
of folks arriving.. time to turn
off and tune back in to flesh
and blood my friend.. my
next blogging adventure
after completing
the “Birth
of LiGht”
post that
will comprise
over eleven thousand
words before that is said/
finished by Sunday.. then
i will join the three posts
“Last and First Verses of God”
“SonG of mySoUL”.. and
‘Birth of LiGht”.. as
one blog post
named
‘Novel Blog Post’
that will comprise
40+ thousand words
and yes literally will
be a ‘Novel Blog Post’
and without making this
connection with you.. truly
it would not likely be possible
to accomplish that by Sunday
to write that ‘novel’ iN about a
week.. Life is Good
and Now iS
better
my friend..
Gigoid.. now..
but i will have
to reduce the total
number of photos so
Word Press and my Google
Blogger blogs do not ban
me for
not
being
human..
as Algorithms
have attempted to
do in the past.. for
volume of photos
and odd word
play that
only an
‘imitation game’
of a human could
do.. but sure i am
real friend.. and
Real is the best
Human nows
of all.. WitH
imagination
for creativity
fully employed
as a beautiful
practice of Art
as well of course
wRite on course..
for now my Friend..:)
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Hi Leah..
thanks so much for
thinking of me and dropping
me a line on this Christmas day
of 2015.. and perhaps when you
get over that nasty flu bug.. we will
talk a little bit.. about your namesake
for Star Wars when the New Year comes..
but anyway.. as they say it is the thought that
counts and a nice Christmas Greeting is always
a thought i like.. for now..
and yes.. best New Year’s
wishes to you and your
husband as well..
without the
flu
bug
to keep you
offline in a multi-
Universe of Google
eYes.. hear now.. sMiLes..:)
And yes.. to digress.. now.. so many years my
mother gets cards from friends of years gone
past.. and i have none.. zero.. as work takes
all friends away from me in Christmas
Connections for decades.. and i wonder
if i will have any like my Mother does..
as i really like people so much but
just don’t know how to get
them to like me..
of course i
could barely
talk then..
just smiling
eyes is mostly all..
and yes.. i talk now
too much.. too long
too fast.. but hey in this
big blue brown green orb
that is a global way of connection
now even a person as outlier as me..
can at least find a handful of Christmas
greetings that mean the world to me..
short or long my friend..
true it is the thought
and feelings that
count most..
better
expresSing
that of course..
and this year.. i notice
there are no Christmas
Cards posted around her
home.. something i never
really thought about.. so i
don’t know when they
started drifting away
but the fact
is all
her
friends are
dead.. she outlived
them all.. and as luck
will have it.. as many
people in my family
live to be close
to one-hundred
years this may be
my fate too.. then..
but hehe.. i have
friends 33 or so
years younger than
me.. as i still haven’t
figured out how to
have peer
appropriate
friends.. as there
is no age.. gender..
nationality.. religion
or other persuasion
that makes the
word
friend
less real to me..
So.. see ya later
friend.. and may the
force continue to be
with you.. me.. and
all others too.. with
SMiLes of course..:)
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Bad Santa Cop.. and..
AKA Human Godzilla.. and..
Good Santa Cop.. and..
Dr. Santa and Mr. Santa..
and his bride of Crazy Santa..
and to all my friends.. and perhaps
a few foes perusing.. Merry Christmas
And Best New Wishes to ya.. this is yoUr card..
all i have left after ALL THOSE WORDS.. and sure
i’ve got some dance coming Saturday Night.. for some
other frolicking friends.. perhaps..wink emoticon
And yes.. this is where we get married..
approximately 26 years ago..
ON February 21st of 1990
after ‘hooking up’ ALL around
the 21st of September 1989..
was a very good year and still is now..
of course.. wRite on course.. as destiny
still awaits.. always now.. yes.. on course..wink emoticon
AdditionAlly.. tonight is the Eve of the First Full Moon Christmas..
since 1977.. also birth year of friend Shawna.. i think that is
significant in some way.. but i’ll have to give it some
more intuitive imaginative procesSinG to come up
with something new.. but anyway.. more fun
Christmas photos coming to my latest blog
post.. Birth of LiGht.. and Let’s Keep the
LiGht going.. as Love please..
as i’d reAlly Love not to have
you on my Bad Santa.. Naughty
List.. hehe..wink emoticon
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‘GodsUniVerseNovel’.. yes.. that’s a Novel title that works..
‘Novel Blog Post(s)’ are fairly common but Novels in Free
Verse about God.. are rare.. and sure.. special.. for Instance
the Koran.. that is comprised of about 2,000 different words
is around 80,000 words.. in total length.. and the New Testament
has around 128,000 words.. many of the same stories repeated
in a different way of course.. as well… but sure decades and
centuries to totally make in printed form.. revised as is
for today now.. in all the languages
those titles come in
slightly
different
in syntax
and semantics
of human sign
language.. AKA
Words of human
being Collective
Abstract
Constructs
that become
the sign language
of emotional human
language to collect
and record as
sometimes
concrete
objects
refusing
to change..
but hey.. change
is reality.. change
is now.. and there is
no reality but now so
far for anyone who lives
now.. so to celebrate now
is a real way to alive in greater
mindful awareness simply now
or sure.. in what may seem like
this complex way.. but it is
free flowing
from Subconscious
creative mind only
needing the song
of a keyboard
to make
the flow
of zone
real in Fred
way here..
unique it is
and a non-repeatable
human Unique finger
print of ART.. all free
free as God who
will never
truly
be chained
as concrete
in block
heads
stuck
in squares
and angles
of human thinking
as feeling Angels
come alive in human
imagination and creativity
set free in the eYes of human
Art that match God’s eYes of
Nature best when set free
to make something
truly different
reality
anew
as Life NOW!..
PersonAlly i would Love
to read everyone’s own personal
GodsUniverseNovel.. as i see
God as ALLONE..
in all of dArk and
LiGht and fear no pArt of God..
either real or imaginary.. sure
except for heights.. but
that is an inborn trait
of mine.. for staying
alive.. as falling
can really hurt..
particularly if one
weighs 230LBS and up..
as yes.. the bigger they are
the harder they fall..
i float like a feather
in agility and balance
on a fairly even terrestrial plane..
including sand.. to even reduce
my chances of falling more over
the course of a lifetime.. yes.. walking
tall and upright is a place to be.. over
the course of a lifetime.. but i digress..
and that is great as Microsoft Word tales me..
i need about a thousand words to make it to the
40,000 official writer entry level to Novel Length..
And for some reason i really wanna finish this Novel
in the thirteen days to Christmas starting on December 13th..
’cause hey.. 12 days of Gifts has already been done..
and this is my Gift to God on Christmas Day..
just because it is.. and i like celebrating all
nows as ya kNow.. and this is a very
special 13 day Novel Blog Post
for God of Nature.. from me
and all my friends who
inspire me along this
13 day Novel
Journey of
Blogging for God here now..
And while originally.. i planned
on including tomorrow’s rave dance
in this last installment of the Trilogy of Free
verse Chapters that include “Last and First
Verses of GOD”.. “SonG oF mY soUL.. and
there are enough Christmas photos today..
already to end with this last installment
named “Birth of LiGht.. yes.. ending
at my Mother’s Home.. who sets me
on a Journey of Love.. at a very young age..
before i can speak.. yes.. the value of a Mother’s Love..
beats all stuff in life.. from the Birth of LiGht at Birth..
even more than Rave Dance.. so yes..
a Mother’s Love Trumps it all..
without a dam Toupee..
with SMiLes and wInks
more.. hmm.. does the
flow feel like a thousand
words yet… i really don’t
know as i feel the words
as i go.. they always seem
new from start to finish and
surprise me when they arrive
on the page.. and surprise me
even more when i come back to
read and often see many meanings
past the first glance as they hit the
page.. truly stream of consciousness
free verse writing.. is an amazing gift
that hits me about twice in life before
an amazing Spark starting in March
of 2013.. that has not been put out
yet.. in over three million words in
this Word Press Blog and more
than that.. the five months
over at my Blogger
websites
before i
start here on
Word Press..
but sparks before
include a Christmas
story back around 1973
for two home rooms in
middle school.. when i
win the award for best
and i seriously had
no idea those
words could
come out
of my hands
and a desert
of the Christian
patriarchy way of
my red state community
takes my art away.. as boys
neither are allowed to art or
smile.. as dead heart souls
are the Christian Soldier
way still then
for males
yes.. sadly
still in the
70’s even after
the Beatle’s sing their
Song “Love IS ALL YOU NEED”..
Well.. Love without Art and smiles
is not much REAL HUMAN
LOVE AT ALL..
TO ART AND
SMILE IS DIVINE
TO SOLDIER IS
JUST A HARD
KILLING
TASK..
FAR FAR
FROM THE ESSENCE
OF LOVE BUT SURE
SOMETIMES NECESSARY
TO KEEP HUMAN FREEDOMS
ALIVE IN PLACES AROUND THE
WORLD WHO WOULD LOVE TO
TAKE THAT AWAY AND FORCE
ALL HUMANS INTO THEIR
CONTRIVED COOKIE
CUTTER FEAR INDUCED
MOLDS TO MAKE HUMANS
MOLDY IN ESSENCE STAGNANT
IN WAYS OF RARELY CHANGING
AWAY FROM OUR GOD GIVEN HUMAN
NATURES THAT ARE IN ESSENCE CONTINUOUS
CHANGE IN ADAPTATION FOR ENVIRONMENTAL
CHALLENGES to fulfill our built in Human DNA
God Of Nature given potentials..
So much talent in the Universe
within of the Human Being..
so much wasted in
a lifetime of Human
being when
chained
by the
restrictive
rules of
prison and
religion/cultures..
so much more to be
with the higher power of
God within.. explored.. found..
and practiced anew as human
being free.. holding hands in Love
and Peace.. Moving.. Connecting
Creating Free with Imagination
to be a gift of GOD
that Human
truly can
BE
WHEN SET FREE
AS CHILDREN OF GOD
WHILE WE DANCE AND
SING.. AND SURE
WRITE POETRY
TOO..
WHEN WE
LEARN TO SPEAK
THE BEST GOD
LANGUAGE
WE CAN
COME
TO MAKE
IN OUR OWN
GodsUniVerseNovel
now in however we
can and will express
that as Human art
of mind and body
balance.. in soUL
of being.. with
heARt of emoTioN
expresSinG that
SonG oF SoUL
as sPiRit NOW
so free so free we
can be when Free with
God WinGs sOaRinG ever
hiGher with no limits
and expectations
of the chains
of human
prisons
enforced
on
US..
We as God’s
Ocean UniVerse
NOWasFREE..
oh yeah..
the other
time before
i
reach
an age of
53 in a 40
year desert
without human
free verse then
is at age 18.. in
Philosophy class
with an Instructor
named Hunt.. who
inspires me with his
free verse words.. and
Words of God come to
me in Universal Nature way
no different truly than in the
vision quests of my Cherokee
and Sioux ancestors in this New
world place away from my English..
French.. Irish.. German,, and Spanish
ancestors in Old World before.. wheEe
Nature is lush and resources are plentiful
here in the Green Forests with Fresh Waters
of the North American Continent.. this is the
new Israel.. as metaphor in another human
bible.. there is no doubt that this is
the freest place
where human
overall
lives on
this planet
now.. and God’s
way is always Free
make no mistake.. God
is Free and so are we.. when
wild and free as God’s children
once again.. reborn as NOW ALIVE..:)
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And i’ll end with a slightly revised
version.. of the first words of my
Free Verse Spark a day before
March 1st of 2013.. with
one person who
befriended
me at a time
where i had
zero friends
online.. my only
friend on Facebook
then.. in a conversation
with me in a routine private
Message.. just shooting the
breeze and like magic these
words come to me.. and truly
the are a microcosm of all the
three million plus words since
then.. that comprise this Word
Press Blog now.. since
August of
2013..
something
about the word
Synesthesia
sparked me
when she
talked
about
her experience
with that and the
rest comes here
again.. the lesson
from pain becomes
free again as me here…
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i think i was born as
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
emerald green
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers come along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made texture without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”, the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist, for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
Classical Pantheism..
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of heaven for some that do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything and everyone before me to
thank for that experience… Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo…
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The yellow cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
a balance in his life when we allowed him
a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard, in the afternoon sun.. he is
pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen.
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…
KATiE MiA
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
On my way out the door for constitutional & bidness; I’ll get to this, later today, and comment, probably this evening…. 3 hours difference, I know, & will try to get to it early enough…. I’m sure, like me, you’ve had your fill of all-nighters…. Plus, I’ve read most of it already, and can skim those parts…. No matter how fast I go, I remember whatever I’ve seen before, even if not the details…
Only about 85-90% eidetic, & I had to practice to reach that…. I’m imperfect! Yay….
Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping by again today..
after yesterday’s marathon Christmas Family
adventure and Novel Writing experience..
i am on a bit of a hiatus from writing today..
to keep the balance in flesh and blood as well..
did have time to read what you wrote today.. enjoyed it much..
and am off to comment there now.. and review this Novel Post again..
for any changes.. as yes.. for axiom #2.. change continues to be GREAT!..:)
I’m about 1/7th of the page down, on slow scroll, as I first savored the photos in the first section. My favorite, so far, is the one of your ginger cat dancing with you, flowing between your feet…
So far, mon ami, I can say, well-danced, to the point to which I’ve read….
I’ll come back at you again further down the page….
Just had to pause to laugh… just passed the pic of dancing a-bus… the line about weight, rock & rolling at 75 or more mph, and, the effects of gravity + kinetic energy brought on the grin…. I’ve been/done the exact same, on Greyhounds, though without a mirror clean enough for a Selfie….
Loved the lines about balance…
“Balance is everything; timing is the key.” – Hour of the Octopus by Joel Rosenberg
Had to pause to catch my breath from laughing at the memories…. good times…
Yes.. and we are crossing paths back and forth here
after i get back from hearing you again..
and bRinGinG iN whatever
comes next
for me.. in
SonG..
of SouL..
sMiLes..;)
A wise father who survives challenge and shares advice..
beats a school goer pastor or priest who only preaches..
And Lawyers help make rules and interpret them and
sure get around rules too..
in finding loop holes
tiny and large..
with democrats
and republicans
becoming now the
same.. exception
of course Trump..
the Trump card is
fear of change.. but
change is here already..
starts in early to mid 90’s
with Personal computing
then online then broad-band
online and now there is less fooling
as we get a say so and an ear passing
our TV’s.. Libraries.. Work.. and Local
Church.. and sure third places away
from Work and Home Entertainment
like Bars and Bowling Places
where League Bowling
is now Solo Bowling
with ever changing
Open Bowlers..
notice how
i capitalize
all stuff
associated
with Bars and Bowling
Places as they are third
places no less that Church
too.. to congregate together
and either worship drink..
ten pins.. or golden
chalices to
fill a human
with some
kind of
CONTACT..
AS YES.. LOVE
IS A CONTACT SPORT..
IT COMES in ways of football
too.. where the Love of a favorite
team binds the social unit force
together against a common
enemy no less than
Church and the
Devil.. Bowling
Alley Opposing
League Teams..
and oh those terrible
Gators if you are a Seminole
Fan and Vices Verse in every
other way as well.. or not
so well.. when it
comes to
the social
organism
that iS naturAlly
we.. as humans need
to get it all together on a flesh
and blood playing field of sharing
humanity.. in yes.. a Contact Sport
OF
LOVE..
ANYWAY.. in large
societies where humans
are only evolved to deal
with around 150 to 200
set of eyes.. we have
to have the rule makers..
the politicians.. and law
enforcers.. judges.. etc..
to make the whole
deal approximate
something away from
chaos to anarchy.. and
to me.. it’s kinda amazing
it works at all.. except yes..
at heArt.. we humans are still
Social Animals when we practice
our humanity as such.. if given the
chance.. and there is a range of empathy
from human empaths as metaphorical angels
as there are at least a few.. to the Cannibals
among us.. who only can get close to others
by literally eating them.. as it is a cold lone
road without human empathy
in touchy feely life..
so yeah.. i continue
to Contact Love
as a Sport
in Practice
and reAlly
get good
at it
so i can
be totally
immune to eating
brains.. or a spectrum
leading to that.. in how
empathy is draining away from
human beings.. as science shows now..
to the tune of 30% in the last few decades
among College Age adults.. it’s a cold world
without feelings.. we need more Bowling Center’s
and less
screens
away from
flesh and blood
Bowlers who Bowl
in the biggest League
of Humanity FEELING..:)
Ha! the gift
is actually your post here..
i awoke with the phrase “Love is a Contact Sport”..
this morning and feel before the day is over.. then..
i will have to do something with that phrase and
your post here provides just the inspiration i need..
all my words are free friend.. i’ve already lost
everything once.. and what i learned from
that iS to never own anything again..
in terms of attachment to any constructs of
ownership.. so sharing is my way.. no need to
attribute anything to me.. and a great honor it is
to share words here with you my friend.. gigoid..
as sharing and giving is where it’s at for me..
except for Material stuff as that is no longer
a part of my Love Language.. that is the realm
of my wife..in giving and getting material gifts..
and there is nothing wrong with that either..
but at one point in time every brick in my yard has
to be perfectly aligned in every garden.. and when
my wife moves them when i am sick.. i thought it
was the end of the world until i learned i was not a brick..
i am me in the flesh and that is all i am.. as all that comes
from me within.. i hope is Love.. my friend.. expresSinG as
sharing and giving in acts of service.. so in short i am
honored that you would share anything
i bring to the table of life..
as once again.. what i do
my friend.. is as free
as me.. sMiLes..:)
She indicates
she is watching
the movie
Nightcrawler
and..
i say..
Interesting..
there is a time in culture
where only movies with ethical
endings will appease the social consciousness..
and truly arts in all forms are a reflection of human
in that segment of time iN culture when ‘the movie’..
is brought to the big screen.. and interestingly.. lately..
there have been a lot of Heroes.. even more than anti-heroes..
like in this ‘Nightcrawler’ Movie.. Zombies..
Vampire movies.. and other shows like
the Sopranos.. Dexter.. etc.. where humans
in real life are becoming colder away from real
touchy feely human empathy.. where folks go gross..
when the autopsies come out.. instead of.. oh
that’s cool.. let’s’ watch it again..
There are ways to lose empathy
and ways to increase it.. and seriously..
chick flicks are a best way to gain it..
Disney Movies.. etc.. where cold
heart shows can actually
steal a little bit of human
empathy away.. at a time..
now.. along with war
games and the such..
WheRe what we feed
our unconscious mind is what we
will dream about at night.. so yes..
in hopes of sweet dreams for you friend..
Rafiah.. and nothing too creepy.. per movies
as dreams of the Twilight Zones of human mind..:)
Rafiah says..
it was a sad thing to watch..
i say..
True my friend…
And then in response
to my photo with shirt
that says hug life she says..
after i say..
And yes.. Hug Life.. Ynot!..wink emoticon
Ugh.. a lingering head cold.. and lack
of sleep from last night’s writing A Free
Verse PoeTry Novel.. escapade.. and now..
nite nite time is most definitely
here now!..smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
Happy holidays and happy winters and happy
birthdays to our Prophets Muhammad and Jesus.
smile emoticon This time all these
synced together. heart emoticon
i say..
Smiles.. And the same to you as well..
And much stays green here still with Sunny
temperatures still reaching close to 80F..
i’m thinking it gets cold and snowy where you live..
But i can google to find out for sure and Google Earth
to see if there is any green left in Sialkot.. And i
did that once and all i saw was tightly packed homes..
And truly that made me sad for you.. If it is true..
As Nature’s ways rule.. But anyways.. always happy
to you.. My dear friend.. Rafiah.. And at any rate..
Online makes the world Zero degrees of Internet
separation and God said let US live in the
E-World too.. And December 25th 2010..
is my first day when i post my smiling
baby avatar for hope of Love to be me again..
And i hoped enough to make that magic real..
Smiles Again with December 25th Love in the
E-World of Contact.. And this is a beach too..
Reference movie Contact with Jody Foster..
And the Disney song.. It’s a small world
after ALL.. And i am five years-old online..
Reference Movie Avatar of my baby photo..:)
Back to Rafiah’s Page where she is happy
to be eating some Pine Nuts.. and
i say..
i have lots of pine trees where i live..
Must try pine nuts some time… i tried
money for happiness.. And ugh.. Utter
failure on that except not having to
have a master of work and only working
for God is 100 percent #Happytome ..
smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
We dont have pines Here in punjab.
Pine nuts are very expensive treat,
so they are rare things. smile emoticon
i say..
i love Pine trees..
Truly the wind sings through Pine
needles when the Winter North winds come..
But still fog off the gulf for now..
And i wanna eat some Pine
Nuts even more as you
are making them seem
very tasty..:)
Rafiah says..
We have fields on our
rear side of home. smile emoticon
i say..
i like wide open fields very much..
and i am glad to hear that Rafiah..
i would hate to think of you trapped
in a city full of buildings as homes..
with not much Mother Nature.. now..:)
And as a side note here.. sad.. yes.. but many
folks do not feel the spirits of the Forest..
the Beach.. the Mountains.. the Ocean..
or even in
one’s own
home with
family.. as a human
emotional heArt can
flow dead.. with
what science
identifies
as oxytocin
and oxytocin
receptors no
longer working
properly.. wheRe feeling
and giving these Forest/
Beach/Mountain/Ocean/HOME
Spirits are no longer
pArt of the
human experience
if it is.. ever was
at all.. and this is
part of the sickness
of what is described as
psychopathy.. not feeling
the social warmth between
human beings.. and the receptors
for oxytocin.. the social
bonding neurohormone
that are even rich
on our feet..
as we touch
mother
earth
with our
toes and
truly iN this
Oxytocin SpiRit
are connected.. And one
might say it is just neurohormones
of science.. no big deal.. but it is
the biggest deal of human social
cooperation.. CONTACT AND
CONNECTION..
AS WHEN FOLKS
CANNOT FEEL
AND GIVE
FEELING
SPIRIT THIS WAY..
THEY ARE TRULY COLD
INSIDE.. AND FOR FOLKS
LIKE ME WHO ARE OVER-FLOWING
WITH IT FROM BIRTH.. CHRONIC
NEVER ENDING STRESS CAN DAMAGE
THE SYSTEMS OF THE HUMAN BODY..
INCLUDING THE BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED WITH OXYTOCIN..
MIRROR NEURONS.. AND
ALL OTHER ASSOCIATED
BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED
WITH HUMAN
CONTACT IN
FEELING AND
GIVING EMOTIONAL
EMPATHY TO OTHER FOLKS..
SO.. AS A METAPHOR.. some of
us are swimming with these
Spirits of the Forest/Beach/
Ocean/Mountains/Home..
and others of
us.. either
drowned in
life without
them or never
come with this
raft-boat of social
CONTACT.. COOPERATION
AND LOVE FROM THE GET
GO.. as a horrible innate
issue.. where a human is truly
basically born or becomes a
heARtless.. spiRitless.
soUlLess creature
and that is
the emptiest
human reality
of all.. to live
without a soul.. as
for us folks who CONTACT..
CONNECT.. AND FEEL EACH OTHER
STRONGLY IN POSITIVE LIGHT LOVE
WAYS.. IS wHere the Rich
Man is the Camel and
we are the eye
of the Needle
that is the
entry the
camel
cannot fit through..
or like looking through
a window and never being
able to enter into the
other side.. and
thEre are ways
to exercise
this Love
Muscle
and grow it
stronger.. if it
even exists at ALL..
as use or lose applies
to all stuff animal human
being.. Love is a drug.. but
it is not totally free.. it takes
practice.. practice.. practice..
to develop the Human Love Muscle
Harder.. Faster.. and Softer
in human CONTACT.. CONNECTIONS
IN SOCIAL COOPERATION OF HUMAN
SOCIAL
BLISS
WITH PEACE AND LOVE
ALL NATURALE AS
THE GOD OF
NATURE WILL
HAVE IT..
WHEN OUR
SOULS.. ARE BALANCED
IN MIND AND BODY.. PLUS
HEART AND SPIRIT AS ONE
FORCE WITH
THE GOD
OF NATURE
NOW.. we with
the Holy Spirits
of the Forest/Beach/
Mountain/Ocean/Home
SET FREE
TO LIVE
AGAIN
TOGETHER..
AS ONE FAMILY
OF GOD.. NO SALES PRICE
TO PUT ON HUMAN LOVE..:)
And truly for folks who are human this way.. theRe are no
human boarders.. as Love connects uS all in Passionate..
Courageous.. and Unconditional way..
and until one feels
both how big
and small
this world
is always
now..
one does
not enter
heaven until
then now.. so
no..
dont’
be jealous
of the human
who only seeks
material items
out of
the
Human
HeArt..
SpiRit..
and
SoUL..
as they will
never be able to
fill up a golden
chalice now with any
thing but
a bottom
less
pit
of still
everlasting
eternal
empty..
and that is hell..
real hell now.. and
ironically.. some folks
have no idea they even
exist in ‘that other place’..
with the so-called Poor
Folks of the
Forest
in Heaven
around them
like me and
others just
now.. just
now..
WHO
ARE the
riches of
Love incarnate
as Children of GOD
Now.. JUST NOW..allone
with ALL of GOD as Nature NOW..:)
And yes.. i have been on the other
side of that Dark Window of human
heArt mind blindness.. in feeling
ways with Humans and the
rest of Nature..
as i always
feel the oxytocin
way of touching other
humans with even just
my eyes.. of Love
for almost
two decades
serving and
working with
numbers of other
humans approaching
100K variety of humans
then.. and the CONTACT
OF HUMAN CONNECTING
LOVE IS SO GREAT
IN HUMAN
BLISS..
THAT MOST
PEOPLE TALE
ME I NEVER AGE..
AS THE HUMAN CONNECTION
OF LOVE.. IS TRULY THE FOUNTAIN
OF YOUTH AND HAPPINESS WHEN THE LOVE
MUSCLE IS EXERCISED LIKE A HUMAN
FEELING
OLYMPIC
SPORT NOW..
JUST NOW.. AS
LOVE IS NOW WHEN
FELT.. GIVEN AND SHARED
FREELY WITH ALL OTHERS
AND THE REST OF NATURE
AKA GOD NOW..
JUST
NOW!..:)
AND THE first beyond
terrifying and sad
moment that i realize
i have lost my human
heart.. spirit..
and soul..
of free
feeling.. giving
sharing being.. is
when i can no longer
feel the oxytocin warmth
of continuing the social
bond with my cats..
and my
Cat Arthur
can sense it
and his ears peel
back when my hand
even comes close
to his head..
as averse
to the
Devil
Incarnate
then he is then..
and the darkness
kept sinking.. and truly
it was a physiological
issue of constant two
year fight or flight
stress.. and the
associated cortisol/
adrenaline stress
hormones that
if not
burned off
will burn a
brain out like
acid.. as even
Medical Science
agrees is a fact..
and destroying almost
all other bodily systems
in a slow or faster burn
too.. and truly this chronic
never ending 2 year work related
stress event.. leads to many of
the 19 medical disorders i
am diagnosed with
then..
we are human..
and we must take
steps to keep our
minds and bodies balanced
in animal homeostasis..
or we will definitely
break down.. in
a literal
medical
science
break down
of our nerves..
cardio/respiratory/
endocrine.. and all
other systems of the
human body.. stress not
only kills it maims the
human heart..
spirit..
and soul
in working
definitions
of real metaphorical
death as life.. now.. as
without a heart.. spirit..
or soul.. fully functioning..
the Rings of Dante’s
hell come dead
slowly
and more
surely
everynow
as life..
and Love
and all that
Love practices
as real in life is
both the prevention to
never go to real literal
human hell and to get out
as well.. as i did on or about
July 22nd 2013.. i arise again
as
human
being..
and this
is truly
what being
reborn is.. becoming
human again.. for those
of us who suffer through
the challenges of life..
and are shot
down
by life
as a fallen
hero.. or just
a nobody like
me now.. then..
who is erased
from my history
and the history
of the Planet
in practical
ways
of death
as Life then…
Got distracted for a bit by an email needing an answer post-haste; now, Leelu the Magicat is awake, and ready to play… which will eat up the energy I have remaining, followed by cuddle time, which will put me to sleep… I’ll get back to this once I post tomorrow…
It’s 9:30-ish in Xanth, where you live, at the edge of Mundania…. so, I’ll bid thee a pleasant night, with dancing dreams…
Thanks my friend..
and the night after staying up last night..
writing until 4 am.. is truly just getting
started for me.. after working-out a couple
of hours.. a little more writing here.. shower..
fresh shorts and a huggable cat as a T-shirt..
off to Rave Dance i go.. coming back around 3 am..
with more photos for my next blog post.. that will
probably be titled “Love is a Contact Sport”..
wheRe hopefully one day more humans will
share to exercise their most important muscle..
the heARt ONe.. my friend.. yes.. moving.. connecting..
creating.. with imagination too.. wE mosT aLL become
Loving Arts of each other togeThER as unifying instead
of separating human Force respectively as Love and Hope..
vs Hate and Fear.. so once again.. may thAT REAL FORCE
OF LOVE BE WITH YOU MY FRIEND.. WITH HOPE.. LESS FEAR..
WHErE THE LIgHT iS ThE POSITIVE ENERGY WE CONTINUE TO bRinG
to the World as FREE FOLKS WITHOUT CHAINS OF RESTRAINT..
iN FEAR.. yes.. sMiLes again.. and see ya later..
friend gigoid.. busy day tomorrow with more Catholic
Church.. all ya can eat buffet.. with little sleep.. mall
dance shopping.. while Katrina enjoys the after Christmas Sales..
maybe a Barnes and Nobles stop-off.. but will surely be by to comment
at your place sometime tomorrow evening.. hopefully if
not sooner.. with sMiLES of funx@back at ya.. then..:)
Ashe Friend from Facebook..
wanting to accomplish
a feat of disconnecting
from the E-World and
running away for
one day
with just
the right
person to
make it an
adventure and
i say.. then..
Are you sure you are up to it..
wInks.. but it is a great idea..
i hope you secure the proper person
to make it a real adventure.. i’m more
of a monkey than a human anyway.. all i do
is write and dance.. and sure.. sing along at
times as well.. and i love this song and will use
any excuse available.. to share it freely.. for now..;)
Trying to describe my Dance techniques to
my Mother while just doing it.. but reAlly
there are no words for it.. just dance..
just dance.. dance..wink emoticon
And Speaking of that.. off to work-out
at my favorite NASWF Military Gym.. a few
final TOUCHES on that Novel i finished last night..
and i’m ready to entertain.. the college age and other
age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. for my 90th
Rave Dance Week Dance..
And yes.. i’ll be the one
doing most of the Raving..
and waving my arms and hands..
hips.. toes.. feet.. legs.. fingers..
and all the other stuff.. above..
so below.. outside.. inside
and all around…
Yes.. like a Human
UniVerse and or Galaxy does..
remaining wild and free.. like the rest
of ALLTHATIS AKA GOD AS WELL..
YES THAT’S JUST SWELL..
iN THE JUST DOING iT OF
ALL THAT IS.. FREE.. WILD
AND FREE.. ANYWAY.. SEE
YA LATER.. move.. move on..
i go.. for now..smile emoticon!
Oh yes.. all most forgot..
“I TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU”..
And seriously.. so far.. i’ve been kissed by three
“Strange Girls” on the dance floor.. to my surprise..
but sure.. just pecks on the cheeks.. and yes..
of course Katrina knows all about it..
and that’s how other folks greet
others folks in other countries..
so.. so what..wink emoticon
And then another time..
a strange girl just grabbed
both cheeks of my butt while
i was stretching my calve muscles..
sure bent over.. and then she rubbed
my belly and exclaimed.. oh your stomach
is hard.. yes.. it lifts around 250 LBS or so
at the gym so it should stay hard for now..;)
And hmm.. what other adventures..
yes there are those ‘wild and crazy’
bootie dances.. where the rear
attacks the front.. and i use my
quick martial arts moves with my
legs to protect the other parts..
from floor assault by arrears…
Anyway.. Shakira’s ‘Dare LA LA LA’
song along with my ‘Triple Dog Dare You’
Shirt reminded me of all of that.. and it is
seriously hilarious.. considering i’m just
about old enough to be all these girls
grandfather’s but hey.. i’m just there
to exercise and retain my hard middle
core of being.. and keep it calm too..
in a flight of dance.. free.. so free..:)
OH yes.. and also to spread
positive inspiring energy..
however it comes.. goes..
and is received by others..
yes.. hopefully POSITIVE
AND INSPIRING…
FOR NOW..;)
AND NOW.. i better go
or i am gonna be super late..!..;)
FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse poeticAlly described
post provided above.. and two below that may be easier
to open depending on computer and or Internet access
speed..:)
Well.. okay folks.. this is a Real Free Verse Poetry Novel.. a trilogy of
sorts of my last three blog posts named.. “Last and First Verses of
GOD”.. “SonG oF mY soUL”.. and finAlly “Birth of LiGht”..
and if nothing else.. a catchy title.. huh..;)
Anyway.. my entire blog now consists of 618 chapters
of ONE REALLY LONG FREE VERSE POEtRY POEM
@WELLOVER Three Million Words that truly
as whole IS THE “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
but yeah.. the acronym.. real name..
and name sake of wife.. says more of that too..
named KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. with more about that
at the end of this 41,113 word Novel.. that is finished for Now..
one of a kind with around 269 photos.. dozens of music and
informative videos.. and even more stuff that is too much to
mention here.. as the constraints here in the comments
section are about 10K words
where it doesn’t even begin
to touch the new
stuff in the third
pArt of the trilogy as ONE
GodsUniVerseNovel.. for NOW..:)
So.. happy reading.. as a financiAlly
independent person i do whatever the
Fred i like.. and that’s nice ’cause i’ve
been in that other place of cultural
controls of work too..
and yes.. real human
heaven is a much better
place for now..
now that i find
Heaven.. the
REAL KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN.. iS JUST NOW..
FOR ME AT LEAST.. JUST NOW..:)
AND YES.. 90th Week Rave Dancing
coming tonight.. but will be adding photos
of that in my next blog post adventure
titled.. “Love is a Contact Sport”
yes… SMiLeS of CONNECTIONS
IN HUMAN
CONTACT
NOW
JUST
NOWALLONE!..:)!
In short.. i
agree with
Emily here..
That the birds
of light and love
eventually live again..
and where there is the bird
of light and love Murphy’s rule
is softer and even a blessing at
times when the light of Love rules..
Yes.. The enemy of Murphy is Love
when even Murphy.. Becomes human
friend too..
Lesson of the ages..
At least.. To me.. For Now..
friend.. gigoid.. Yes Ned.. And
Best wishes for a great family
visit!.. with your children
and grand children..
how nice
as a sport
of Love
iN..
CONTACT!..:)
Wife Katrina.. Me..
and frolicking Dance friend..
and Jack and Jill of all trades
from Natural Resources to Power Lifting..
to Mall sales of elegant clothes.. Cortney..;)
Cortney says..
this is a good blurry pic
i say..
I thought it was cool..
’cause it was like an action dancing photo..
now if i can just talk Katrina into actually dancing..
she can hang looser too.. smiles..wink emoticon
Cortney says..
She is smiling!!!
i say..
Yeah.. but if ya dance all the time
ya smile inside too.. more.. more.. more..
as ya know and feel.. feathering around in balance..
i would Love to see Katrina dance just for the Hell of it..
but if i can’t talk her into it.. who can.. wInks..
and i’ll never give up.. either..smile emoticon
Katrina.. Fred… Jesus.. and Joseph..
with Jesus clapping as a baby.. truly
thrilled that i am dancing for him in front
of the Manger.. after Church.. and he cries..
it is much more fun than regular Catholic Baby Baptism..
Yeah.. another Baptism at Church.. today.. where babies
are dumped head first into flowing water.. screaming in fear..
yeah.. sure.. dance.. YNOT dance for the baby instead of turning
the baby upside down and pouring water on the baby’s head..
i’ll have to talk to the Pope about that.. perhaps
in a blog post.. in words like this..wink emoticon
i played the piano and sang for the Catholic Church
Choir through the 80’s.. and shortly after my wife and
i got married.. i no longer had the physical and emotional
energy to do it anymore.. and fell away from the Church..
and in that 7 year period of time through 1997..
when our first and only child is born with horrible
life threatening disorders.. ‘they’ remembered
me as member of the Catholic Church..
And while we sat waiting on the
verdict from the treating Doctors
in effect of whether our baby could
survive a little longer.. the Catholic Church
Deacon calls me and warns me if he does
not come to the Hospital and Baptize the
Baby.. the baby will go purgatory.. and
potentially to an eternal fire of Hell..
Yeah.. sure.. like All the American Indians who had
empathy for other human beings and Nature.. and would
never torture a little baby by turning the baby upside down
and pouring water on the baby’s head.. while the onward
Christian Soldiers slaughtered them for the land they
refused to own.. that is God’s LAND ALLONE..
It is truly a barbaric practice started by Religion..
no different than female genital mutilation..
except for scale of suffering..
and male genital mutilation
that is still commonly
practiced in this
country shortly after birth..
God makes us the way we are
from birth for good reason.. we are not fish..
and we deserve pleasure and protection from
the elements of the environment to make life what
it is evolved to be free.. without crazy human
NON-NATURAL practices..
So.. when the baby today in
church is screaming in terror..
most everyone giggles.. and or
makes jokes.. including the Priest..
i cannot help but to wonder then..
who really has human empathy in
that church and who really does NOT..
as both Katrina and i.. can only feel the
terror of the baby.. and it is ZERO JOKE TO US..
AND FROM OUR EXPERIENCE WITH THAT
DEACON WHO EVEN SAID HE HAD THE
AUTHORITY FROM GOD TO SAVE MY
SON FROM HELL.. JUST SHOWS..
WHO HAS THE TRUE HEART
OF CHRIST NAMED LOVE..
AND WHO DOES NOT..
HUMAN SUFFERING AND MISERY
IS NO JOKE.. FOR THOSE OF US
WHO TRULY FEEL THE PAIN AND
SUFFERING OF OTHERS…
FOR THOSE OF US
WITHOUT THAT KIND.. YES..
KIND OF SOUL.. they truly are living in
‘the other place’ already now.. and just don’t
recognize it.. truly sad.. how many folks these days..
truly do not have a heart.. spirit.. or soul.. regardless
of how often they make so called communion..
REAL COMMUNION IS LOVING OTHER
HUMAN BEINGS.. AND THAT NEVER SPELLS
ANY KIND OF HUMAN TORTURE.. INCLUDING
TURNING A BABY UPSIDE DOWN AND POURING
WATER OVER THEIR HEAD LIKE THEY
ARE A FISH.. INSTEAD OF HUMAN…
And this is just a few examples that i
abhor about ignorant religious practices..
but sure.. it is symptoms of THE REST…
of human religious generated ignorance..
misery.. and human suffering.. NOW..
And no.. it ain’t hard to figure out
for folks who truly have a heart..
And for folks who don’t..
it is simply beyond sad
that they do not or cannot
feel the reality
of other human
pain and suffering.. unless
they experience it themselves…
As much as i Love those smiling photos
with wife Katrina.. and frolicking dance friends..
as well as smiling words with kind friends from
around the world.. trust me.. you would NOT
wanna see me angry.. and just in case
anyone wonders if i am soft online..
and someone who could be
easily taken advantage of
in the real world in ways of weakness..
i do show a little bit of my other fiery
Wookiee side as well.. as the one thing
in this world that will rise my ire.. is injustice
in harming any other human or the rest of Nature
NOT WARRANTED.. by THE GOD OF NATURE..
so in this way i am a soldier of GOD in PROTECTING
HUMAN FREEDOMS AS WELL AS GOD OF
NATURE FREEDOMS AS WELL..
EVEN THOUGH no matter what
any ignorant religion.. culture or
person is gonna dream up next..
GOD WILL REMAIN FREE..
NO MATTER WHAT..
IF Love and Peace
is ever gonna truly expand
around this globe.. Ignorance
must be the real weed of the
world along with all stuff associated
with Fear and Hate.. removed.. now..
But sure.. tolerance and acceptance of
differences goes with that too.. and no matter
how strongly i feel Baptism is a true evil of the
Catholic Religion.. there is nothing i can do to change
that now.. so i tolerate it and accept it as one of those
things in life.. i cannot change.. but speak to.. in rational
and poetic ways.. of course..;)
So.. anyway.. in real life.. i truly am
amazingly strong.. assessed as an amazing
dancer.. at least by the female audience at Old Seville
Quarter.. but occasionally my graceful style of ballet
mixed with all free style martial arts.. scares the
homophobes among us.. who themselves
are terrified they might be gay and
attracted to another male.. yes..
namely me and other males..
when we do graceful stuff in
life that the females love..
like poetry.. and ‘intoxicating’ dance..
But that scares the literal pants off
some repressed males.. who have
repressed an entire hemisphere of
emotional divine feminine grace..
from early in childhood when
their daddies and culture
in general.. tell ’em to be
big stiff as a board men..
Meanwhile.. aging
rapidly and dying of heart
attacks early.. as Love once again..
is the REAL Fountain of Youth and Bliss
in Grace of Life.. and Gracefully aging as well..
where middle-age becomes a place of stronger..
and smarter.. both in art and science.. as well as
HUmAN HEaRT!..smile emoticon
So anyway.. to make a potentially
much longer dance story shorter.. on three
occasions at the Dance Hall.. i have to use
Wookiee Force against this kind of Injustice..
immobilizing three males.. who ‘think’ they are big men..
and have never ever come up against a real wild and free
Wookiee man.. who is the loyalest of friends.. who will
ALWAYS RECIPROCATE COMMUNICATION
WITH FRIENDS.. WITHOUT FAIL..
AND WILL REMEMBER FRIENDS
UNTIL THE DAY HE OR SHE.. SAID
WOOKIEE DIES…
AND WHO will
also defend friends as well when
injustice is sensed and felt.. and we Wookiees..
if we have to move into a physical fight.. fight with
no rules of school.. and do things.. no school
boys have ever seen before..
i will avoid a confrontation at
all costs.. and even walk away.. but when
someone pins me to the wall.. i will stand my ground..
and easily immobilize the opponent.. in a way..
that will not land me in Jail.. heHE..
AND the video above.. is an
excellent tool.. to take a young
male who thinks he is big and strong..
aside.. and show him just how much power
and potential damage to other human beings..
is IN THESE HIPS OF BEAUTY.. GRACE..
AND YES.. IF NECESSARY.. THE DANCE
OF DEATH.. in Kung Fu school words too..;)
Yes.. Love is not only Passionate..
and Unconditional.. it must be courageous
and tough too.. as the best of US WOOKIEES..
KNOW.. FEEL AND PRACTICE NOW..
iN REAL LIFE TOO…smile emoticon
Balance..
the way
alWays
now of
all things..
moving.. being..
living as Well..
in Balance.. NOW
Environment.. iS US..
Nature will have HeR
way for Balance..
eventuAlly
no matter
what humans
out of balance
attempt
to do
to rule
other parts
of Nature OUT
of balance.. wHere
the environment including
US is out of balance.. taking
more than giving..
raping
enslaving
the environment
as is.. including
US.. always NOW
SO.. as i sit here
winds howling.. multiple
Tornado Warnings.. all morning
long.. it is a clear result of Nature
OUT OF BALANCE and it matters just Now..
NOT who is at fault.. global warming
by the hands of human or the rest
of Nature of
the GOD
THAT IS THE
FORCE OF BALANCE
WILL HAVE HER WAY..
and eventually Winter
will come for now..
and the human
price to
pay as
part of
the Environment
is Tornados and
potential death
of we
as part
of Nature
out of balance
here.. there is no
separation of US
as Nature.. and whenever
any part of nature is put out
of balance.. there will be another
consequence of Nature to put it
back in balance..
and in the case
of Human
Slavery
in pain..
misery and
suffering of other
parts of our environment
as US as to enslave any
part of it and harm
any part of it now..
to own
it
now
is to
enslave GOD
as the Balance
of Environment
and when one
defines GOD
as Nature now
as environment
one gains respect
for what has always
been real.. US who can
never truly be separated
from the environment as integral
pArts in action and consequence..
either dark or light.. or negative
or positive.. the price to pay
will eventually
be somewhere
on the
spectrum
of dark to light..
The price to pay for humans
who ravaged the Americas and
its indigenous people’s who lived
in reverence and worship for the
environment all around them
as the life giving source
of the great spirit
that lives in
all things
creation..
breathing or
not.. is a way
of life that works..
well in balance..
particularly
when resources
are plenty like they
were when these continents
of the Americas are in balance..
and humans are not even noticeable
in effect from Space when stars look
down upon the human face.. but now
that human face has become a monster
of culture on the planet earth.. defacing
and wasting the other parts of us
as environment
against the
will of all
species
and
life giving
Earth home
resources…
Human cultures are a
horrible virus to the
earth.. not the innate
human who when in
balance before now
10 to 12 thousand
years ago.. then
when foraging
is a way of
give and
take of
sharing
Loving
respectful
Balance of all of
us as environment
as balance.. so then
comes agriculture and
collecting the other pArts
of the environment become
a way of life.. then comes
industry.. and tools
made by humans
become
extensions
of our living
bodies.. and
now the IT
age where
we inhabit
screens
and often
are almost
disconnected
from our living
moving bodies..
as heads somewhere
without bodies at all
in the E-world place..
but at least we can
now reach across
the 7 seas..
and all
continents
to see the problem
from the beginning..
to allow folks to see
what freedom truly
looks like when living
free.. to share our dreams..
our nightmares.. without
restraint.. to share our righteous
indignation against slavery now of
other parts of the GOD of Nature
that are all humans regardless
of tan of skin.. nationality..
religion.. sexual
orientations..
and all other
human differences..
Yes.. there was a price
to pay for invading other
lands in balance and taking
that balance away.. and that
price is the Karma of Nature..
whether it is a Tornado in the
middle of 80 degree
temperatures
in the Winter
of North Florida
or human suffering at
the hands of humans grown
so sick away from the terms
of balance of freedoms of
God’s Nature where now
owning
other humans
as slaves of either
sex or work is the
standard instead of
balance and freedom..
The human is not the
virus alone.. but the
culture is a human
experiment that is
destroying
each other
from sea to sea
along with the rest of the
Earth.. and ‘Tornados’ are still
coming.. bigger than human has
ever seen before.. as in terms of
balance.. the Nature that is feeling God
in the eyes of Human is suffering from one side
of the globe to the other.. and the rest of
Nature as us.. so far.. is letting it go..
and if we do not fix it hand in
hand.. the Godzilla
of Nature
will once again
have her ways in
the eyes of a Tornado
that no human has seen
before.. Nature aka GOD
is angry.. very angry.. as
someone is torturing her
children that is her
the same..
and when
she unleashes
her winds of change
to get it back in balance
there will be pieces to
pick back up and
put togeThEr
if we are smart
enough to follow
the real rule of God
that is ONLY BALANCE..
BUT THE MOST DIFFICULT
CHALLENGE IS THE SMART WILL
BE IN HUMAN INNATE INSTINCT
AND INTUITION OF THE ORIGINAL
INDIGENOUS PEOPLES OF THE EARTH
WHO COULD NOT SEPARATE THEMSELVES
IN AN ILLUSION AWAY FROM NATURE AS
THE ONLY GOD THAT HAS EVER OR WILL
EVER EXIST.. so yeah.. written language..
collective intelligence and
culture in the ways
of holding hands
online could
be a path
back
to sanity
of God of Nature
balance.. but on the
other hand it is the
Devil that BrINgS us
to this
EVIL IN
THE FIRST PLACE..
SO WE MUST LEARN
A WAY IN FEELING TO
MAKE THE DEVIL OUR
HELPER AND FRIEND AND
THAT MY FRIEND gigoid
will take Imagination..
Creativity
and the
Art of
humans
before the
Apple of Knowledge..
but sure.. Balance is
on OUR
SIDE
when
we live
as GOD OF
B A L A N C E..
IN OTHER WORDS
there are no real answers
yet.. we must imagine them..
create them.. and art them and
make these dreams come to fruition
no less than the dream time of
our ancestors who
lived life
as THE
GOD OF
BALANCE..
AND now
when women
come up to me
and aggressively
bootie dance with
me.. back to
front..
i smile..
’cause i
know it is
GOD’s Karma
in balance now of
FEMALE BOOTIE
DANCING WHERE
the BUTT OF FEMALES
WILL RULE MALES ONCE
MORE.. NO DIFFERENT
THAN OUR
INDIGENOUS
MATRIARCHAL
LEANING ANCESTORS..
who still live in remote
areas of the world
and who ruled
the rules
as divine
feminine
balance by the
rule of the female
butt.. for all human
history until 10 to
12K years ago..
yeah.. as Shakira
says.. HIPS DON’T
LIE.. NO.. THEY
SERIOUSLY DON’T..
SOMETIMES THE ANSWERS
ARE BELOW INSTEAD OF
ABOVE.. IN A BOOTIE
DANCE
OF FREEDOM..
ONCE MORE FOR
HUMAN BEING.. WHERE
MALES ARE ONCE MORE
JUST TOYS FOR FEMALE
DESIRE.. AND
TOOLS
FOR
FOOD..
with males
complying
freely with relative
free will of JOY WILD..
like i said before..
Art
of moving..
connecting..
and creating..
W H E r E
Love IS A
CONTACT
SPORT.. NOW
WORKING WELL
WHEN PRACTICED
AS HUMAN AND REST
OF NATURE BALANCE..
MAKING THAT WORK WILL
NOW ALWAYS NOW BE THE REAL
MIRACLE now BEFORE THE BIGGER
TORNADO OF GOD’s BUTT COMES..
Yes..
FriEnd
when iN
BALANCE
GodSMiLes
as US.. inoW
JusT now Living
trUly aLive Now..
Smiles with Love
too.. my friend..
now is enough
for me..
that i
live
and
refuse
to own
by attempting
to hold on to it..
Now is only free when free iN
relative human free will for us Now
US or WE in terms of ALL of Nature
NOW is truly A Perfect Word as GODinforce
as practice when practice iS a BalanceNow..:)
So sure.. while in some areas of the World women
are losing the so-called battle of the
sexes.. in others they are
coming to rule..
and women
who win.. win
strong with emotions
fully expresSinG.. as that
bRinGS strength of focus..
memory and mind.. as emotion
is the glue of human intelligence
expressed as standard IQ as well..
And males moreover.. no longer
hunters in a foraging way of life..
no longer with clear
social roles..
in a life increasingly
where social roles
are muddled and
vague..
are paying
the price of ultimate
survival in even being
able to survive and reproduce
with their gonads left intact
of fearless male
human being..
So sure.. there is a price to pay
for human slavery.. and the price
of subjugating women.. for control
including reproductive freedoms
through illusory fears
and heavy
handed
ways of
controlling
and enslaving
women to institutionalized
rape of marriage as well..
accepted by women as
no choice to be
accepted
by societies
that rule by
heavy handed
ways of human
slavery.. is the
rise again of matriarchy
world wide.. and one can
see this even in the lab as
levels of male testosterone have
been falling surely as an environmental
way of allowing women to take the rules
of slavery away from men..
it is a subtle process
ruled by GOD
as to put
women
in places
of stress like
the institutionalized
rape of arranged marriages
is to impact the sons who
will come for generations
as well.. as a women
under social
stress
when
pregnant
will spawn
males who are more
unlikely to reproduce
as it is a sign that
resources are low
whether or
not they
are or not..
to enslave
women
in human
suffering
is to pay the
price of Karma in
God of nature terms
of reality.. as there is
no ultimate escape for the
demand of GOD of Balance..
so sure.. we see
the effects of this
in politics and
religion
as the
fear is
true that
men are slowly
losing the battle
of the sexes in a global
way now.. as freedom of
expression spreads
and freedom
is the most
contagious
message of all..
where women are
free enough to express
both their feminine and masculine
natures.. and males are becoming
weaker and weaker in both ways
of human Nature..
as fear rules
when human
emotions
are repressed
and there are fewer
clearer social roles
for humans trying to
just survive
in what
is natural
balance..now..
These changing cycles of the balance
of Nature are nothing new.. what
comes around goes around.. and the
matriarchy that was once the human
way is coming
slowly and
surely and
fast and furiously
in some parts of the
world now..
but again
it is
the price
to pay and males
will suffer overall
for what their ancestors
did long ago and continue
to do to women now.. in terms
of illusory fears in subjugation
and slavery for their fellow human
beings.. and the signs are clear
in places like Japan.. where
the young folks no longer
even care to copulate
with flesh and
blood members
of the opposite
sex.. where make-up
and glamour shots for
men.. are the same as
for women.. or even
more.. in South
Korea..
the water
is getting muddy..
social roles
are getting
vague..
humans have
overpopulated and
harmed each other
and the rest of Nature
and if they are not capable
of change back to balance..
the way of John Calhoun’s
rat utopia.. and the
beautiful ones..
may be the
way of
human
beings too..
but again in the
beginning and the
end with no end or
beginning.. the GOD
of Nature will have
her way as human
continues
to show
it is the
farthest
thing away
from an apex
predator yet..
as it moves toward
eradicating its very
own species off the face
of the earth.. in how it
predators each other and
the rest of
Nature
now..
The Ally is
Love as a Contact
Sport.. and the
devil is all
stuff
associated
with anything
but LOVE.. it is
truly easy to see
for those of us with
TRUTH AND LIGHT
EyEs of
L O V E..:)
More from Rafiah’s Facebook
page.. as she highlights
one of her
favorite
Soccer
Players..
i say..
Soccer is a great!
sport..! Rafiah.. not as
harmful to the human body as Football..
as repeated trauma is really insane
in terms of
human
health..
and it is a sport
that the world can
enjoy together to
express our tribal
instincts in relatively
peaceful wayS away
from human
conflicts..
ranging
from
agression
to violence
to yes.. World
WAR I I I..
Sports is yes..
A potential real
savior for the human
species when practiced
as a global human team EFFORT!..:)
And now a another side
note from me… wRite on course..
One of my favorite writers Richard Bach..
is great positive inspiration.. back
in the day.. when i am
imprisoned by
work.. his
book
Jonathan
Livingston
Seagull..
has
truly
becomes me
in metaphor now as
i reach out for human
potential in both poetry
and dance.. in ways that no
human.. as far as i know and
feel has gone before.. in recorded
history at least..
on Google
haha!
i could not relate
the metaphor of flying
in air to flying on the terrestrial
plane of earth.. then.. but truly the art
of human movement now as free flowing
dance are infinite ways of human movement
than can take us higher and higher in agility..
balance.. feather like impact on the
earth in center point calm
of our human
being..
where
at core
we
are peace
but our spiraling
arms and legs are Hurricane
Winds of both grace and Power
that belies the calm center
of the Hurricane WE..
when WE..
COME TO
balance with
the rest of Nature
AKA GOD and dance
free in balance with GOD
as one driving Force of
Peace and powerful
Winds of
Nature
as US!
So yes..!
in both poeTry and
Dance.. i have to move
on to many other places in
life to expand my human Seagull
potential in metaphor of Bach’s
Book about Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. and i come back
to places to
share what
i learn to
be banished
from time to time
but what makes me
different than most
is i’ve been to real
human hell and
nothing
can detour
me from greater
Light in Heaven as LIFE!
with all the contact of Love
that goes along with that
aLL NaturAlly too!
And Richard Bach
also writes a book named
‘ONE’ that is a similar real life
human and cultural potential
in REALIZED PROPHECY LIKE
HIS FIRST
BOOK ABOUT
THAT SUPER
SEAGULL
TOO..
imagining a place
where folks freely share their
talents and are rewarded for them
by merit of each and every human
with equal opportunity.. and realizing
that by the grace or curse of Nature we too could
be in the other person’s shoes of either darker
or lighter fences as
rule of Life..
And he suggests that
globally sport will replace
the need for aggression.. violence..
and wars against those viewed as
different and not pArt
of the country
of US
when US
THUS BECOMES
THE RULE OF WORLD
LOVE AND PEACE WHEN TRULY
SPORT BECOMES THE LOVE
OF A CONTACT
SPORT
FREE
WITH THE
REST OF THE
GLOBE AS US!
And Google and other
Online avenues provide
ways to share talent of ART!
The Truth is there are human
prophets who tune into more
and give future answers based
on the present observations of now..
There are humans who rise above the
constraints of others and serve humankind
to free humankind greater the way that
Nature as GOD will have human
be.. as what
might be
termed as
messengers
of GOD..
when truly
as free as
GOD iS
Nature
FREE!
and the LIGHT
IS LOVE.. A GIFT THAT
NOT ALL ANIMALS POSSESS
EQUALLY BUT AN INNATE ONE
IN HUMAN WHEN PRACTICED AS
AN ART OF LOVE
CAN AND WILL
OVERCOME
TREMENDOUS OBSTACLES
IN LIFE.. WHEN WE ALL BECOME
SUPER SEAGULLS IN ONE TEAM
OF HUMAN
LIFE
WITH THE
REST OF NATURE
AS GOD OF COURSE
IN BALANCE IN A REAL
LOVE AS
A
CONTACT
SPORT!
Smiles.. my friend Leah.. i’ve truly never really been into
Christmas Cards.. only really symbols for my mother’s
actual relationships with people over the years..
online is much better than a card
any day for me..
in sharing so much
more than simple
platitudes of life..
yes.. all of online
is a card to me..
and a very
colorful
one at
that as
there is
always a place
to find another card
in another place online..
if the other cards go away..
which sure.. is sometimes the case…
i am happier than i’ve ever been before..
simply ’cause i have everything all in me now
i am today.. NOW.. theRe are no expectations
or limitations for me..
truly i am free
and self-sufficient
in happiness.. and have
myriads of ways to connect
to other human beings where
amazingly the once shut-in person
for 66 months is recognized as the
dancing guy by almost everyone in
a metro area of several hundred thousand
as yes.. when ya live in ‘Footloose’ town
in the Facebook age..
ya Face gets shared
much when ya
dare to dance
free for over 4600
miles in 28 months..
all places public now..
in fact.. the amount of
attention gets a little uncomfortable
now and then.. as truly it feels great
to dance.. and that is the reason i
do it.. as i connect to me and
Nature as GoD
and others only
if they care
to..
Social connections
for our primitive ancestors
are a way of life..
from birth..
where
survival
and cooperation
are way of life as ONE
Force of human Nature..
The industrial age.. and
The IT age brings the illusion
sometimes that we are independent
and in no need of the connection of others
now.. but as far as i can see.. that is the sickness
of the world now
moving away
from what
we are
evolved to be..
This is the right planet to me..
i became the wrong human being
to live here.. so i went to the Wrong
Planet for a while.. with other smartY
pants humans who fell lost in life
without clear social
roles and human
connections
becoming
words
and
equations
of human
mind
more
than feeling
human beings..
i didn’t understand
when younger that Love
was a muscle that must be
exercised to keep.. and surely
dance is a way.. that keeps me
in a full contact sport of Love now
my friend Leah.. i view everyone of
your emails as a Christmas and Birthday
card to me.. my friend.. as every now
is the birth of me
now anew
and never the
same as Another
Groundhog Aghogday
again.. i came to the Wrong
Planet on Thanksgiving day
November 26, 2010..
as science and
left as ART..
in the philosophy..
politics.. and religion
of Human Life.. science
is no longer enough for me..
as i find ART as the height of
human expresSinG Life for
now.. but sure.. every once
in a while i visit the
Wrong Planet
to see if there
is anything
new about
the Art of
Politics..
Religion
and Politics
to view.. and sadly
it is the same Aghogday
now that it was before.. only
difference really is i am no longer
Aghogday.. for the feminine Love
that is KATiE MiA in Art of Grace
of the dance of human has
been joined with
the Masculine
Peaceful ruler
of me that
is
Frederick..
i attempted to share
my Jonathan Livingston
Experience of True and LiGht
Human awakening at the Wrong
Planet.. and they are only interested
in science for the most part and that
is their will and not mine..
but my will now is
free in a relative
way.. and sadly
when ‘The
Walrus’.. who
is truly the one
responsible for
getting me banned
for a month.. insists
that he does not have..
and truly he does NOT..
as free will is relative
art and
not science
alone now
my friend..
i cannot
give that to him
or anyone else there..
they must earn it with
the blood.. sweat.. and
tears of awakening
human being..
that will be
their path..
their journey..
and never mine alone..
and truly i did feel like
Lucifer in Hell when i lived
on that Wrong Planet.. and
when ‘booka’ whatever her
name banned me..
it was truly
a temporary
ticket out of
what i truly
see as a metaphor
of restricted online
hell now.. and i am
the one who decided
to make it a permanent
vacation.. from hell for now
on.. in Staycation of Heaven that
is now for me.. you would think
that folks wouldn’t get mad
at the Devil for
changing into
an Angel.. of
TRUTHLIGHT NOW..
but when one
is in Hell
the Devils
look
like
Angels..
I still observe
Hell from above..
a couple of times a
month to see if anything
significant has changed
but the fire looks the
same..
and the
same is
truly what
hell means
to me.. as
Aghogday
is
then
but
will
never be
the sAME
for now..
my friend..
anyway.. i await
your next Birthday/
Card/Christmas
present/ as lines
of you my friend
here.. with no
expectations
but what
you care
to
give
when
and what
to send
of
you
to me..
you are the
gift.. and so is everyone
else to me.. sometimes the
gifts come and sometimes
they leave.. but i my friend
is giving that never
stops..
and that
is the pArt
of Human
ART
WitH
Relative
FREE WILL
i OWN
AS MY
OWN
HUMAN BEING NOW..
YES.. THE RELATIVE FREE WILL OF CHOICE
TO MAKE LOVE A CONTACT SPORT NOW!..:)..!
i have a hard time wishing anyone more
than a happy now.. so i extend
that wish
to you
now again..
for now.. my
Friend Leah..
from your
Friend..
KMF..;)
Smiles.. my friend..
in a world of leaders..
most commonly to have
a desire for status and
power to lead.. means in
effect.. a loss of affect to
be filled by human Love
in sharing and giving
that Love
with other
humans..
the ones who
make the rules
will drain every ounce
of resources of where
power and status will
take them.. as they
fill a hole of soul
that can only
be truly
filled
as the
God of Nature
intends as human
Love.. no doubt
we need rule
makers
to establish
order in huge
populations or anarchy
and chaos will be the end
result of humans only evolving
still now.. to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes.. the entire planet is out
of balance.. and as far as God’s eYes
go God views the Earth as one living
creation of GOD..
the killing
of God’s home
for us.. expands
all across the globe..
with sure the US having
very dirty hands of
killing God’s
home in
balance of
us from
the origin
of the
natives
here in slaughtering
a kind way of Love
in Reverence of THe
Great Spirit of
GOD that
underlies
and is
aLL pArt
and whole
of Nature ONE..
the entire weight
of the balance of dark
as in favor of light for a
thriving home of us.. is
certainly a dark place
as the US.. but nah..
not much darker
than the
rest of
the
so-called
advanced world
of an Apex predator
that is only smart
enough
to destroy
the home
and fruit
of what
God gives
Human to
even
exist..
There is room for much
humility and subservience
to the God of Nature to get
back in Balance and the
Lighter GRACES OF
the GOD of NATURE..
and sure
nuclear bombs
will destroy all of
us.. in a world
War III..
but the
US answer
for that
is newer
advanced
nuclear
bombs
that are more effective
killing machines seriously
pointed directly at the
Middle East..
if the
big acts
of terrorism
in dirty bombs
come our way..
i hate it yes.. but
there is no Love
in Power and Status
as history shows over
and over..
i Love the
US for the
FREEDOM
the US gives
me.. as i depend
on God and
not
country
alone
to be
FREE..
and can do
that here.. and there
is zero i can do to bring
Love to Hearts.. Spirits..
and Souls.. who are the
leaders and rule makers
of the way things will
continue to go..
and sadly
it seems
much more
blood will shed
and even more sadly
it appears that it will
be the innocents from
your area of the world
who will suffer at the
greatest hands of power
and status.. as where there
is no Love.. there is no respect
for human life.. no matter what
cold
lips
say..
in microphones
of literal human
hell.. making the
rules and power
plays of
fear
and hate..
no matter what
country fear and
hate lives in it
destroys all
that is light
in
its
path..
it will do us all the best
if we pray for Peace and
Love and it will do the Middle
East as a whole even better if they
never ever.. do something like 9/11
to the Lion over here.. that is deficit
of
seeing
Love over there..
as whole.. and not just
limited to rogue
warriors
of Hell..
without even
noticing all the
Love that exists
over theRe.. human
iS Love.. when best
expresSinG.. but sadly
all stuff cultural rules
rarely
spells
Human Love..
as it is mostly
designed by
Logic
devoid
of LOVE..
It’s really sad to
have no real answers
but sometimes all one
can do is do the best
they can
with
what they
have.. it’s
what God
does
after
all
is
said
and done..
and sure.. my
philosophy too..
for now.. my friend.. Imran..:)
Yes.. i get by with a ‘little help from my friends’..
and sure cosmic consciousness..
collective consciousness..
yes.. it’s in our DNA
and our ancestors
from the origin
of GOD beginning
never ending as well..
as ALL THAT IS.. AND
YES.. WITH A ‘LITTLE
HELP’ FROM I. T.
INFORMATION
TECHNOLOGY
TOO.. as at least..
now.. for folks who have
not sought and found a
way to aWake and liGht
up to their human potential
within.. there are glimpses on
Google in literal empirical ways..
for those who have not yet..
found the Truth
and Light
as it is
gifted
to human
WITHIN.. NOW..
JUST NOW.. LIGHT
AND TRUTH LIVES AS US!..
AS THE FORCE WE TRULY
CAN BE AS WISDOM AND LOVE
INCARNATE AS GOD’S CHILDREN NOW!..:)
I am pretty sure I got through all of this novel…. There is, obviously, too much to comment on in detail, or, it would rival this novel for space necessary…. I’ll merely say this:
Beautiful. Every word is an extension/expansion of your dance/poem/song of Life, and your love shows through, brightly, in every word typed in….
Thanks, for this, for being you, and, for being my friend(s)…. One day, we WILL share in contact… Hopefully, in the coming year, as i have plans to stop by FLA on my way to Ireland, with Leelu, of course, to see my eldest sister, and cousin, both of whom live in FLA…
Until then, I don’t have to tell YOU to be happy…. all I can say is, take care of you, and yours, as you always do, and, keep on dancing/singing/writing/living your Life as pleases you….
Hi Friend gigoid..
thanks so much for
the kind and encouraging
words with appreciation
of what i do here..
and would
love to
connect
with you sometime..
and interestingly we
were invited to a family
reunion in Ireland at
Easter this year.. but
had to decline.. due to
my mother’s health
issues..
and our
cat Moby
who has issues
declining with
diabetes as well..
anyway.. a cloud break
here.. waiting for Sun to come
back out.. so off to your site now..
to say a ‘few’ more words there..;)
Friend(s),
On my way out the door for constitutional & bidness; I’ll get to this, later today, and comment, probably this evening…. 3 hours difference, I know, & will try to get to it early enough…. I’m sure, like me, you’ve had your fill of all-nighters…. Plus, I’ve read most of it already, and can skim those parts…. No matter how fast I go, I remember whatever I’ve seen before, even if not the details…
Only about 85-90% eidetic, & I had to practice to reach that…. I’m imperfect! Yay….
L8R, mes amis,
gigoid
Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping by again today..
after yesterday’s marathon Christmas Family
adventure and Novel Writing experience..
i am on a bit of a hiatus from writing today..
to keep the balance in flesh and blood as well..
did have time to read what you wrote today.. enjoyed it much..
and am off to comment there now.. and review this Novel Post again..
for any changes.. as yes.. for axiom #2.. change continues to be GREAT!..:)
Ami,
This came in as I am reading it….
serendipity is in play tonight…
I’m about 1/7th of the page down, on slow scroll, as I first savored the photos in the first section. My favorite, so far, is the one of your ginger cat dancing with you, flowing between your feet…
So far, mon ami, I can say, well-danced, to the point to which I’ve read….
I’ll come back at you again further down the page….
Piece….
gigoid….
*Big grin*
Just had to pause to laugh… just passed the pic of dancing a-bus… the line about weight, rock & rolling at 75 or more mph, and, the effects of gravity + kinetic energy brought on the grin…. I’ve been/done the exact same, on Greyhounds, though without a mirror clean enough for a Selfie….
Loved the lines about balance…
“Balance is everything; timing is the key.” – Hour of the Octopus by Joel Rosenberg
Had to pause to catch my breath from laughing at the memories…. good times…
gigoid
Yes.. and we are crossing paths back and forth here
after i get back from hearing you again..
and bRinGinG iN whatever
comes next
for me.. in
SonG..
of SouL..
sMiLes..;)
http://gigoid.me/2015/12/26/all-you-can-do-is-all-you-can-do/
A wise father who survives challenge and shares advice..
beats a school goer pastor or priest who only preaches..
And Lawyers help make rules and interpret them and
sure get around rules too..
in finding loop holes
tiny and large..
with democrats
and republicans
becoming now the
same.. exception
of course Trump..
the Trump card is
fear of change.. but
change is here already..
starts in early to mid 90’s
with Personal computing
then online then broad-band
online and now there is less fooling
as we get a say so and an ear passing
our TV’s.. Libraries.. Work.. and Local
Church.. and sure third places away
from Work and Home Entertainment
like Bars and Bowling Places
where League Bowling
is now Solo Bowling
with ever changing
Open Bowlers..
notice how
i capitalize
all stuff
associated
with Bars and Bowling
Places as they are third
places no less that Church
too.. to congregate together
and either worship drink..
ten pins.. or golden
chalices to
fill a human
with some
kind of
CONTACT..
AS YES.. LOVE
IS A CONTACT SPORT..
IT COMES in ways of football
too.. where the Love of a favorite
team binds the social unit force
together against a common
enemy no less than
Church and the
Devil.. Bowling
Alley Opposing
League Teams..
and oh those terrible
Gators if you are a Seminole
Fan and Vices Verse in every
other way as well.. or not
so well.. when it
comes to
the social
organism
that iS naturAlly
we.. as humans need
to get it all together on a flesh
and blood playing field of sharing
humanity.. in yes.. a Contact Sport
OF
LOVE..
ANYWAY.. in large
societies where humans
are only evolved to deal
with around 150 to 200
set of eyes.. we have
to have the rule makers..
the politicians.. and law
enforcers.. judges.. etc..
to make the whole
deal approximate
something away from
chaos to anarchy.. and
to me.. it’s kinda amazing
it works at all.. except yes..
at heArt.. we humans are still
Social Animals when we practice
our humanity as such.. if given the
chance.. and there is a range of empathy
from human empaths as metaphorical angels
as there are at least a few.. to the Cannibals
among us.. who only can get close to others
by literally eating them.. as it is a cold lone
road without human empathy
in touchy feely life..
so yeah.. i continue
to Contact Love
as a Sport
in Practice
and reAlly
get good
at it
so i can
be totally
immune to eating
brains.. or a spectrum
leading to that.. in how
empathy is draining away from
human beings.. as science shows now..
to the tune of 30% in the last few decades
among College Age adults.. it’s a cold world
without feelings.. we need more Bowling Center’s
and less
screens
away from
flesh and blood
Bowlers who Bowl
in the biggest League
of Humanity FEELING..:)
Ha! the gift
is actually your post here..
i awoke with the phrase “Love is a Contact Sport”..
this morning and feel before the day is over.. then..
i will have to do something with that phrase and
your post here provides just the inspiration i need..
all my words are free friend.. i’ve already lost
everything once.. and what i learned from
that iS to never own anything again..
in terms of attachment to any constructs of
ownership.. so sharing is my way.. no need to
attribute anything to me.. and a great honor it is
to share words here with you my friend.. gigoid..
as sharing and giving is where it’s at for me..
except for Material stuff as that is no longer
a part of my Love Language.. that is the realm
of my wife..in giving and getting material gifts..
and there is nothing wrong with that either..
but at one point in time every brick in my yard has
to be perfectly aligned in every garden.. and when
my wife moves them when i am sick.. i thought it
was the end of the world until i learned i was not a brick..
i am me in the flesh and that is all i am.. as all that comes
from me within.. i hope is Love.. my friend.. expresSinG as
sharing and giving in acts of service.. so in short i am
honored that you would share anything
i bring to the table of life..
as once again.. what i do
my friend.. is as free
as me.. sMiLes..:)
From Friend
Rafiah’s..
Facebook
Page..
She indicates
she is watching
the movie
Nightcrawler
and..
i say..
Interesting..
there is a time in culture
where only movies with ethical
endings will appease the social consciousness..
and truly arts in all forms are a reflection of human
in that segment of time iN culture when ‘the movie’..
is brought to the big screen.. and interestingly.. lately..
there have been a lot of Heroes.. even more than anti-heroes..
like in this ‘Nightcrawler’ Movie.. Zombies..
Vampire movies.. and other shows like
the Sopranos.. Dexter.. etc.. where humans
in real life are becoming colder away from real
touchy feely human empathy.. where folks go gross..
when the autopsies come out.. instead of.. oh
that’s cool.. let’s’ watch it again..
There are ways to lose empathy
and ways to increase it.. and seriously..
chick flicks are a best way to gain it..
Disney Movies.. etc.. where cold
heart shows can actually
steal a little bit of human
empathy away.. at a time..
now.. along with war
games and the such..
WheRe what we feed
our unconscious mind is what we
will dream about at night.. so yes..
in hopes of sweet dreams for you friend..
Rafiah.. and nothing too creepy.. per movies
as dreams of the Twilight Zones of human mind..:)
Rafiah says..
it was a sad thing to watch..
i say..
True my friend…
And then in response
to my photo with shirt
that says hug life she says..
after i say..
And yes.. Hug Life.. Ynot!..wink emoticon
Ugh.. a lingering head cold.. and lack
of sleep from last night’s writing A Free
Verse PoeTry Novel.. escapade.. and now..
nite nite time is most definitely
here now!..smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
Happy holidays and happy winters and happy
birthdays to our Prophets Muhammad and Jesus.
smile emoticon This time all these
synced together. heart emoticon
i say..
Smiles.. And the same to you as well..
And much stays green here still with Sunny
temperatures still reaching close to 80F..
i’m thinking it gets cold and snowy where you live..
But i can google to find out for sure and Google Earth
to see if there is any green left in Sialkot.. And i
did that once and all i saw was tightly packed homes..
And truly that made me sad for you.. If it is true..
As Nature’s ways rule.. But anyways.. always happy
to you.. My dear friend.. Rafiah.. And at any rate..
Online makes the world Zero degrees of Internet
separation and God said let US live in the
E-World too.. And December 25th 2010..
is my first day when i post my smiling
baby avatar for hope of Love to be me again..
And i hoped enough to make that magic real..
Smiles Again with December 25th Love in the
E-World of Contact.. And this is a beach too..
Reference movie Contact with Jody Foster..
And the Disney song.. It’s a small world
after ALL.. And i am five years-old online..
Reference Movie Avatar of my baby photo..:)
Back to Rafiah’s Page where she is happy
to be eating some Pine Nuts.. and
i say..
i have lots of pine trees where i live..
Must try pine nuts some time… i tried
money for happiness.. And ugh.. Utter
failure on that except not having to
have a master of work and only working
for God is 100 percent #Happytome ..
smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
We dont have pines Here in punjab.
Pine nuts are very expensive treat,
so they are rare things. smile emoticon
i say..
i love Pine trees..
Truly the wind sings through Pine
needles when the Winter North winds come..
But still fog off the gulf for now..
And i wanna eat some Pine
Nuts even more as you
are making them seem
very tasty..:)
Rafiah says..
We have fields on our
rear side of home. smile emoticon
i say..
i like wide open fields very much..
and i am glad to hear that Rafiah..
i would hate to think of you trapped
in a city full of buildings as homes..
with not much Mother Nature.. now..:)
And as a side note here.. sad.. yes.. but many
folks do not feel the spirits of the Forest..
the Beach.. the Mountains.. the Ocean..
or even in
one’s own
home with
family.. as a human
emotional heArt can
flow dead.. with
what science
identifies
as oxytocin
and oxytocin
receptors no
longer working
properly.. wheRe feeling
and giving these Forest/
Beach/Mountain/Ocean/HOME
Spirits are no longer
pArt of the
human experience
if it is.. ever was
at all.. and this is
part of the sickness
of what is described as
psychopathy.. not feeling
the social warmth between
human beings.. and the receptors
for oxytocin.. the social
bonding neurohormone
that are even rich
on our feet..
as we touch
mother
earth
with our
toes and
truly iN this
Oxytocin SpiRit
are connected.. And one
might say it is just neurohormones
of science.. no big deal.. but it is
the biggest deal of human social
cooperation.. CONTACT AND
CONNECTION..
AS WHEN FOLKS
CANNOT FEEL
AND GIVE
FEELING
SPIRIT THIS WAY..
THEY ARE TRULY COLD
INSIDE.. AND FOR FOLKS
LIKE ME WHO ARE OVER-FLOWING
WITH IT FROM BIRTH.. CHRONIC
NEVER ENDING STRESS CAN DAMAGE
THE SYSTEMS OF THE HUMAN BODY..
INCLUDING THE BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED WITH OXYTOCIN..
MIRROR NEURONS.. AND
ALL OTHER ASSOCIATED
BODILY SYSTEMS
ASSOCIATED
WITH HUMAN
CONTACT IN
FEELING AND
GIVING EMOTIONAL
EMPATHY TO OTHER FOLKS..
SO.. AS A METAPHOR.. some of
us are swimming with these
Spirits of the Forest/Beach/
Ocean/Mountains/Home..
and others of
us.. either
drowned in
life without
them or never
come with this
raft-boat of social
CONTACT.. COOPERATION
AND LOVE FROM THE GET
GO.. as a horrible innate
issue.. where a human is truly
basically born or becomes a
heARtless.. spiRitless.
soUlLess creature
and that is
the emptiest
human reality
of all.. to live
without a soul.. as
for us folks who CONTACT..
CONNECT.. AND FEEL EACH OTHER
STRONGLY IN POSITIVE LIGHT LOVE
WAYS.. IS wHere the Rich
Man is the Camel and
we are the eye
of the Needle
that is the
entry the
camel
cannot fit through..
or like looking through
a window and never being
able to enter into the
other side.. and
thEre are ways
to exercise
this Love
Muscle
and grow it
stronger.. if it
even exists at ALL..
as use or lose applies
to all stuff animal human
being.. Love is a drug.. but
it is not totally free.. it takes
practice.. practice.. practice..
to develop the Human Love Muscle
Harder.. Faster.. and Softer
in human CONTACT.. CONNECTIONS
IN SOCIAL COOPERATION OF HUMAN
SOCIAL
BLISS
WITH PEACE AND LOVE
ALL NATURALE AS
THE GOD OF
NATURE WILL
HAVE IT..
WHEN OUR
SOULS.. ARE BALANCED
IN MIND AND BODY.. PLUS
HEART AND SPIRIT AS ONE
FORCE WITH
THE GOD
OF NATURE
NOW.. we with
the Holy Spirits
of the Forest/Beach/
Mountain/Ocean/Home
SET FREE
TO LIVE
AGAIN
TOGETHER..
AS ONE FAMILY
OF GOD.. NO SALES PRICE
TO PUT ON HUMAN LOVE..:)
And truly for folks who are human this way.. theRe are no
human boarders.. as Love connects uS all in Passionate..
Courageous.. and Unconditional way..
and until one feels
both how big
and small
this world
is always
now..
one does
not enter
heaven until
then now.. so
no..
dont’
be jealous
of the human
who only seeks
material items
out of
the
Human
HeArt..
SpiRit..
and
SoUL..
as they will
never be able to
fill up a golden
chalice now with any
thing but
a bottom
less
pit
of still
everlasting
eternal
empty..
and that is hell..
real hell now.. and
ironically.. some folks
have no idea they even
exist in ‘that other place’..
with the so-called Poor
Folks of the
Forest
in Heaven
around them
like me and
others just
now.. just
now..
WHO
ARE the
riches of
Love incarnate
as Children of GOD
Now.. JUST NOW..allone
with ALL of GOD as Nature NOW..:)
And yes.. i have been on the other
side of that Dark Window of human
heArt mind blindness.. in feeling
ways with Humans and the
rest of Nature..
as i always
feel the oxytocin
way of touching other
humans with even just
my eyes.. of Love
for almost
two decades
serving and
working with
numbers of other
humans approaching
100K variety of humans
then.. and the CONTACT
OF HUMAN CONNECTING
LOVE IS SO GREAT
IN HUMAN
BLISS..
THAT MOST
PEOPLE TALE
ME I NEVER AGE..
AS THE HUMAN CONNECTION
OF LOVE.. IS TRULY THE FOUNTAIN
OF YOUTH AND HAPPINESS WHEN THE LOVE
MUSCLE IS EXERCISED LIKE A HUMAN
FEELING
OLYMPIC
SPORT NOW..
JUST NOW.. AS
LOVE IS NOW WHEN
FELT.. GIVEN AND SHARED
FREELY WITH ALL OTHERS
AND THE REST OF NATURE
AKA GOD NOW..
JUST
NOW!..:)
AND THE first beyond
terrifying and sad
moment that i realize
i have lost my human
heart.. spirit..
and soul..
of free
feeling.. giving
sharing being.. is
when i can no longer
feel the oxytocin warmth
of continuing the social
bond with my cats..
and my
Cat Arthur
can sense it
and his ears peel
back when my hand
even comes close
to his head..
as averse
to the
Devil
Incarnate
then he is then..
and the darkness
kept sinking.. and truly
it was a physiological
issue of constant two
year fight or flight
stress.. and the
associated cortisol/
adrenaline stress
hormones that
if not
burned off
will burn a
brain out like
acid.. as even
Medical Science
agrees is a fact..
and destroying almost
all other bodily systems
in a slow or faster burn
too.. and truly this chronic
never ending 2 year work related
stress event.. leads to many of
the 19 medical disorders i
am diagnosed with
then..
we are human..
and we must take
steps to keep our
minds and bodies balanced
in animal homeostasis..
or we will definitely
break down.. in
a literal
medical
science
break down
of our nerves..
cardio/respiratory/
endocrine.. and all
other systems of the
human body.. stress not
only kills it maims the
human heart..
spirit..
and soul
in working
definitions
of real metaphorical
death as life.. now.. as
without a heart.. spirit..
or soul.. fully functioning..
the Rings of Dante’s
hell come dead
slowly
and more
surely
everynow
as life..
and Love
and all that
Love practices
as real in life is
both the prevention to
never go to real literal
human hell and to get out
as well.. as i did on or about
July 22nd 2013.. i arise again
as
human
being..
and this
is truly
what being
reborn is.. becoming
human again.. for those
of us who suffer through
the challenges of life..
and are shot
down
by life
as a fallen
hero.. or just
a nobody like
me now.. then..
who is erased
from my history
and the history
of the Planet
in practical
ways
of death
as Life then…
FRiEnD…. *smiles*
Got distracted for a bit by an email needing an answer post-haste; now, Leelu the Magicat is awake, and ready to play… which will eat up the energy I have remaining, followed by cuddle time, which will put me to sleep… I’ll get back to this once I post tomorrow…
It’s 9:30-ish in Xanth, where you live, at the edge of Mundania…. so, I’ll bid thee a pleasant night, with dancing dreams…
gigoid
😎
Thanks my friend..
and the night after staying up last night..
writing until 4 am.. is truly just getting
started for me.. after working-out a couple
of hours.. a little more writing here.. shower..
fresh shorts and a huggable cat as a T-shirt..
off to Rave Dance i go.. coming back around 3 am..
with more photos for my next blog post.. that will
probably be titled “Love is a Contact Sport”..
wheRe hopefully one day more humans will
share to exercise their most important muscle..
the heARt ONe.. my friend.. yes.. moving.. connecting..
creating.. with imagination too.. wE mosT aLL become
Loving Arts of each other togeThER as unifying instead
of separating human Force respectively as Love and Hope..
vs Hate and Fear.. so once again.. may thAT REAL FORCE
OF LOVE BE WITH YOU MY FRIEND.. WITH HOPE.. LESS FEAR..
WHErE THE LIgHT iS ThE POSITIVE ENERGY WE CONTINUE TO bRinG
to the World as FREE FOLKS WITHOUT CHAINS OF RESTRAINT..
iN FEAR.. yes.. sMiLes again.. and see ya later..
friend gigoid.. busy day tomorrow with more Catholic
Church.. all ya can eat buffet.. with little sleep.. mall
dance shopping.. while Katrina enjoys the after Christmas Sales..
maybe a Barnes and Nobles stop-off.. but will surely be by to comment
at your place sometime tomorrow evening.. hopefully if
not sooner.. with sMiLES of funx@back at ya.. then..:)
Ashe Friend from Facebook..
wanting to accomplish
a feat of disconnecting
from the E-World and
running away for
one day
with just
the right
person to
make it an
adventure and
i say.. then..
Are you sure you are up to it..
wInks.. but it is a great idea..
i hope you secure the proper person
to make it a real adventure.. i’m more
of a monkey than a human anyway.. all i do
is write and dance.. and sure.. sing along at
times as well.. and i love this song and will use
any excuse available.. to share it freely.. for now..;)
Trying to describe my Dance techniques to
my Mother while just doing it.. but reAlly
there are no words for it.. just dance..
just dance.. dance..wink emoticon
And Speaking of that.. off to work-out
at my favorite NASWF Military Gym.. a few
final TOUCHES on that Novel i finished last night..
and i’m ready to entertain.. the college age and other
age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. for my 90th
Rave Dance Week Dance..
And yes.. i’ll be the one
doing most of the Raving..
and waving my arms and hands..
hips.. toes.. feet.. legs.. fingers..
and all the other stuff.. above..
so below.. outside.. inside
and all around…
Yes.. like a Human
UniVerse and or Galaxy does..
remaining wild and free.. like the rest
of ALLTHATIS AKA GOD AS WELL..
YES THAT’S JUST SWELL..
iN THE JUST DOING iT OF
ALL THAT IS.. FREE.. WILD
AND FREE.. ANYWAY.. SEE
YA LATER.. move.. move on..
i go.. for now..smile emoticon!
Oh yes.. all most forgot..
“I TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU”..
And seriously.. so far.. i’ve been kissed by three
“Strange Girls” on the dance floor.. to my surprise..
but sure.. just pecks on the cheeks.. and yes..
of course Katrina knows all about it..
and that’s how other folks greet
others folks in other countries..
so.. so what..wink emoticon
And then another time..
a strange girl just grabbed
both cheeks of my butt while
i was stretching my calve muscles..
sure bent over.. and then she rubbed
my belly and exclaimed.. oh your stomach
is hard.. yes.. it lifts around 250 LBS or so
at the gym so it should stay hard for now..;)
And hmm.. what other adventures..
yes there are those ‘wild and crazy’
bootie dances.. where the rear
attacks the front.. and i use my
quick martial arts moves with my
legs to protect the other parts..
from floor assault by arrears…
Anyway.. Shakira’s ‘Dare LA LA LA’
song along with my ‘Triple Dog Dare You’
Shirt reminded me of all of that.. and it is
seriously hilarious.. considering i’m just
about old enough to be all these girls
grandfather’s but hey.. i’m just there
to exercise and retain my hard middle
core of being.. and keep it calm too..
in a flight of dance.. free.. so free..:)
OH yes.. and also to spread
positive inspiring energy..
however it comes.. goes..
and is received by others..
yes.. hopefully POSITIVE
AND INSPIRING…
FOR NOW..;)
AND NOW.. i better go
or i am gonna be super late..!..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/
GodsUniVerseNovel
Posted on December 26, 2015
FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse poeticAlly described
post provided above.. and two below that may be easier
to open depending on computer and or Internet access
speed..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2015/12/godsuniversenovel.html
http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com/2015/12/godsuniversenovel.html
Well.. okay folks.. this is a Real Free Verse Poetry Novel.. a trilogy of
sorts of my last three blog posts named.. “Last and First Verses of
GOD”.. “SonG oF mY soUL”.. and finAlly “Birth of LiGht”..
and if nothing else.. a catchy title.. huh..;)
Anyway.. my entire blog now consists of 618 chapters
of ONE REALLY LONG FREE VERSE POEtRY POEM
@WELLOVER Three Million Words that truly
as whole IS THE “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
but yeah.. the acronym.. real name..
and name sake of wife.. says more of that too..
named KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. with more about that
at the end of this 41,113 word Novel.. that is finished for Now..
one of a kind with around 269 photos.. dozens of music and
informative videos.. and even more stuff that is too much to
mention here.. as the constraints here in the comments
section are about 10K words
where it doesn’t even begin
to touch the new
stuff in the third
pArt of the trilogy as ONE
GodsUniVerseNovel.. for NOW..:)
So.. happy reading.. as a financiAlly
independent person i do whatever the
Fred i like.. and that’s nice ’cause i’ve
been in that other place of cultural
controls of work too..
and yes.. real human
heaven is a much better
place for now..
now that i find
Heaven.. the
REAL KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN.. iS JUST NOW..
FOR ME AT LEAST.. JUST NOW..:)
AND YES.. 90th Week Rave Dancing
coming tonight.. but will be adding photos
of that in my next blog post adventure
titled.. “Love is a Contact Sport”
yes… SMiLeS of CONNECTIONS
IN HUMAN
CONTACT
NOW
JUST
NOWALLONE!..:)!
http://gigoid.me/2012/12/29/patently-it-wont-fly-straight/
In short.. i
agree with
Emily here..
That the birds
of light and love
eventually live again..
and where there is the bird
of light and love Murphy’s rule
is softer and even a blessing at
times when the light of Love rules..
Yes.. The enemy of Murphy is Love
when even Murphy.. Becomes human
friend too..
Lesson of the ages..
At least.. To me.. For Now..
friend.. gigoid.. Yes Ned.. And
Best wishes for a great family
visit!.. with your children
and grand children..
how nice
as a sport
of Love
iN..
CONTACT!..:)
Wife Katrina.. Me..
and frolicking Dance friend..
and Jack and Jill of all trades
from Natural Resources to Power Lifting..
to Mall sales of elegant clothes.. Cortney..;)
Cortney says..
this is a good blurry pic
i say..
I thought it was cool..
’cause it was like an action dancing photo..
now if i can just talk Katrina into actually dancing..
she can hang looser too.. smiles..wink emoticon
Cortney says..
She is smiling!!!
i say..
Yeah.. but if ya dance all the time
ya smile inside too.. more.. more.. more..
as ya know and feel.. feathering around in balance..
i would Love to see Katrina dance just for the Hell of it..
but if i can’t talk her into it.. who can.. wInks..
and i’ll never give up.. either..smile emoticon
Katrina.. Fred… Jesus.. and Joseph..
with Jesus clapping as a baby.. truly
thrilled that i am dancing for him in front
of the Manger.. after Church.. and he cries..
it is much more fun than regular Catholic Baby Baptism..
Yeah.. another Baptism at Church.. today.. where babies
are dumped head first into flowing water.. screaming in fear..
yeah.. sure.. dance.. YNOT dance for the baby instead of turning
the baby upside down and pouring water on the baby’s head..
i’ll have to talk to the Pope about that.. perhaps
in a blog post.. in words like this..wink emoticon
i played the piano and sang for the Catholic Church
Choir through the 80’s.. and shortly after my wife and
i got married.. i no longer had the physical and emotional
energy to do it anymore.. and fell away from the Church..
and in that 7 year period of time through 1997..
when our first and only child is born with horrible
life threatening disorders.. ‘they’ remembered
me as member of the Catholic Church..
And while we sat waiting on the
verdict from the treating Doctors
in effect of whether our baby could
survive a little longer.. the Catholic Church
Deacon calls me and warns me if he does
not come to the Hospital and Baptize the
Baby.. the baby will go purgatory.. and
potentially to an eternal fire of Hell..
Yeah.. sure.. like All the American Indians who had
empathy for other human beings and Nature.. and would
never torture a little baby by turning the baby upside down
and pouring water on the baby’s head.. while the onward
Christian Soldiers slaughtered them for the land they
refused to own.. that is God’s LAND ALLONE..
It is truly a barbaric practice started by Religion..
no different than female genital mutilation..
except for scale of suffering..
and male genital mutilation
that is still commonly
practiced in this
country shortly after birth..
God makes us the way we are
from birth for good reason.. we are not fish..
and we deserve pleasure and protection from
the elements of the environment to make life what
it is evolved to be free.. without crazy human
NON-NATURAL practices..
So.. when the baby today in
church is screaming in terror..
most everyone giggles.. and or
makes jokes.. including the Priest..
i cannot help but to wonder then..
who really has human empathy in
that church and who really does NOT..
as both Katrina and i.. can only feel the
terror of the baby.. and it is ZERO JOKE TO US..
AND FROM OUR EXPERIENCE WITH THAT
DEACON WHO EVEN SAID HE HAD THE
AUTHORITY FROM GOD TO SAVE MY
SON FROM HELL.. JUST SHOWS..
WHO HAS THE TRUE HEART
OF CHRIST NAMED LOVE..
AND WHO DOES NOT..
HUMAN SUFFERING AND MISERY
IS NO JOKE.. FOR THOSE OF US
WHO TRULY FEEL THE PAIN AND
SUFFERING OF OTHERS…
FOR THOSE OF US
WITHOUT THAT KIND.. YES..
KIND OF SOUL.. they truly are living in
‘the other place’ already now.. and just don’t
recognize it.. truly sad.. how many folks these days..
truly do not have a heart.. spirit.. or soul.. regardless
of how often they make so called communion..
REAL COMMUNION IS LOVING OTHER
HUMAN BEINGS.. AND THAT NEVER SPELLS
ANY KIND OF HUMAN TORTURE.. INCLUDING
TURNING A BABY UPSIDE DOWN AND POURING
WATER OVER THEIR HEAD LIKE THEY
ARE A FISH.. INSTEAD OF HUMAN…
And this is just a few examples that i
abhor about ignorant religious practices..
but sure.. it is symptoms of THE REST…
of human religious generated ignorance..
misery.. and human suffering.. NOW..
And no.. it ain’t hard to figure out
for folks who truly have a heart..
And for folks who don’t..
it is simply beyond sad
that they do not or cannot
feel the reality
of other human
pain and suffering.. unless
they experience it themselves…
As much as i Love those smiling photos
with wife Katrina.. and frolicking dance friends..
as well as smiling words with kind friends from
around the world.. trust me.. you would NOT
wanna see me angry.. and just in case
anyone wonders if i am soft online..
and someone who could be
easily taken advantage of
in the real world in ways of weakness..
i do show a little bit of my other fiery
Wookiee side as well.. as the one thing
in this world that will rise my ire.. is injustice
in harming any other human or the rest of Nature
NOT WARRANTED.. by THE GOD OF NATURE..
so in this way i am a soldier of GOD in PROTECTING
HUMAN FREEDOMS AS WELL AS GOD OF
NATURE FREEDOMS AS WELL..
EVEN THOUGH no matter what
any ignorant religion.. culture or
person is gonna dream up next..
GOD WILL REMAIN FREE..
NO MATTER WHAT..
IF Love and Peace
is ever gonna truly expand
around this globe.. Ignorance
must be the real weed of the
world along with all stuff associated
with Fear and Hate.. removed.. now..
But sure.. tolerance and acceptance of
differences goes with that too.. and no matter
how strongly i feel Baptism is a true evil of the
Catholic Religion.. there is nothing i can do to change
that now.. so i tolerate it and accept it as one of those
things in life.. i cannot change.. but speak to.. in rational
and poetic ways.. of course..;)
So.. anyway.. in real life.. i truly am
amazingly strong.. assessed as an amazing
dancer.. at least by the female audience at Old Seville
Quarter.. but occasionally my graceful style of ballet
mixed with all free style martial arts.. scares the
homophobes among us.. who themselves
are terrified they might be gay and
attracted to another male.. yes..
namely me and other males..
when we do graceful stuff in
life that the females love..
like poetry.. and ‘intoxicating’ dance..
But that scares the literal pants off
some repressed males.. who have
repressed an entire hemisphere of
emotional divine feminine grace..
from early in childhood when
their daddies and culture
in general.. tell ’em to be
big stiff as a board men..
Meanwhile.. aging
rapidly and dying of heart
attacks early.. as Love once again..
is the REAL Fountain of Youth and Bliss
in Grace of Life.. and Gracefully aging as well..
where middle-age becomes a place of stronger..
and smarter.. both in art and science.. as well as
HUmAN HEaRT!..smile emoticon
So anyway.. to make a potentially
much longer dance story shorter.. on three
occasions at the Dance Hall.. i have to use
Wookiee Force against this kind of Injustice..
immobilizing three males.. who ‘think’ they are big men..
and have never ever come up against a real wild and free
Wookiee man.. who is the loyalest of friends.. who will
ALWAYS RECIPROCATE COMMUNICATION
WITH FRIENDS.. WITHOUT FAIL..
AND WILL REMEMBER FRIENDS
UNTIL THE DAY HE OR SHE.. SAID
WOOKIEE DIES…
AND WHO will
also defend friends as well when
injustice is sensed and felt.. and we Wookiees..
if we have to move into a physical fight.. fight with
no rules of school.. and do things.. no school
boys have ever seen before..
i will avoid a confrontation at
all costs.. and even walk away.. but when
someone pins me to the wall.. i will stand my ground..
and easily immobilize the opponent.. in a way..
that will not land me in Jail.. heHE..
AND the video above.. is an
excellent tool.. to take a young
male who thinks he is big and strong..
aside.. and show him just how much power
and potential damage to other human beings..
is IN THESE HIPS OF BEAUTY.. GRACE..
AND YES.. IF NECESSARY.. THE DANCE
OF DEATH.. in Kung Fu school words too..;)
Yes.. Love is not only Passionate..
and Unconditional.. it must be courageous
and tough too.. as the best of US WOOKIEES..
KNOW.. FEEL AND PRACTICE NOW..
iN REAL LIFE TOO…smile emoticon
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Balance..
the way
alWays
now of
all things..
moving.. being..
living as Well..
in Balance.. NOW
Environment.. iS US..
Nature will have HeR
way for Balance..
eventuAlly
no matter
what humans
out of balance
attempt
to do
to rule
other parts
of Nature OUT
of balance.. wHere
the environment including
US is out of balance.. taking
more than giving..
raping
enslaving
the environment
as is.. including
US.. always NOW
SO.. as i sit here
winds howling.. multiple
Tornado Warnings.. all morning
long.. it is a clear result of Nature
OUT OF BALANCE and it matters just Now..
NOT who is at fault.. global warming
by the hands of human or the rest
of Nature of
the GOD
THAT IS THE
FORCE OF BALANCE
WILL HAVE HER WAY..
and eventually Winter
will come for now..
and the human
price to
pay as
part of
the Environment
is Tornados and
potential death
of we
as part
of Nature
out of balance
here.. there is no
separation of US
as Nature.. and whenever
any part of nature is put out
of balance.. there will be another
consequence of Nature to put it
back in balance..
and in the case
of Human
Slavery
in pain..
misery and
suffering of other
parts of our environment
as US as to enslave any
part of it and harm
any part of it now..
to own
it
now
is to
enslave GOD
as the Balance
of Environment
and when one
defines GOD
as Nature now
as environment
one gains respect
for what has always
been real.. US who can
never truly be separated
from the environment as integral
pArts in action and consequence..
either dark or light.. or negative
or positive.. the price to pay
will eventually
be somewhere
on the
spectrum
of dark to light..
The price to pay for humans
who ravaged the Americas and
its indigenous people’s who lived
in reverence and worship for the
environment all around them
as the life giving source
of the great spirit
that lives in
all things
creation..
breathing or
not.. is a way
of life that works..
well in balance..
particularly
when resources
are plenty like they
were when these continents
of the Americas are in balance..
and humans are not even noticeable
in effect from Space when stars look
down upon the human face.. but now
that human face has become a monster
of culture on the planet earth.. defacing
and wasting the other parts of us
as environment
against the
will of all
species
and
life giving
Earth home
resources…
Human cultures are a
horrible virus to the
earth.. not the innate
human who when in
balance before now
10 to 12 thousand
years ago.. then
when foraging
is a way of
give and
take of
sharing
Loving
respectful
Balance of all of
us as environment
as balance.. so then
comes agriculture and
collecting the other pArts
of the environment become
a way of life.. then comes
industry.. and tools
made by humans
become
extensions
of our living
bodies.. and
now the IT
age where
we inhabit
screens
and often
are almost
disconnected
from our living
moving bodies..
as heads somewhere
without bodies at all
in the E-world place..
but at least we can
now reach across
the 7 seas..
and all
continents
to see the problem
from the beginning..
to allow folks to see
what freedom truly
looks like when living
free.. to share our dreams..
our nightmares.. without
restraint.. to share our righteous
indignation against slavery now of
other parts of the GOD of Nature
that are all humans regardless
of tan of skin.. nationality..
religion.. sexual
orientations..
and all other
human differences..
Yes.. there was a price
to pay for invading other
lands in balance and taking
that balance away.. and that
price is the Karma of Nature..
whether it is a Tornado in the
middle of 80 degree
temperatures
in the Winter
of North Florida
or human suffering at
the hands of humans grown
so sick away from the terms
of balance of freedoms of
God’s Nature where now
owning
other humans
as slaves of either
sex or work is the
standard instead of
balance and freedom..
The human is not the
virus alone.. but the
culture is a human
experiment that is
destroying
each other
from sea to sea
along with the rest of the
Earth.. and ‘Tornados’ are still
coming.. bigger than human has
ever seen before.. as in terms of
balance.. the Nature that is feeling God
in the eyes of Human is suffering from one side
of the globe to the other.. and the rest of
Nature as us.. so far.. is letting it go..
and if we do not fix it hand in
hand.. the Godzilla
of Nature
will once again
have her ways in
the eyes of a Tornado
that no human has seen
before.. Nature aka GOD
is angry.. very angry.. as
someone is torturing her
children that is her
the same..
and when
she unleashes
her winds of change
to get it back in balance
there will be pieces to
pick back up and
put togeThEr
if we are smart
enough to follow
the real rule of God
that is ONLY BALANCE..
BUT THE MOST DIFFICULT
CHALLENGE IS THE SMART WILL
BE IN HUMAN INNATE INSTINCT
AND INTUITION OF THE ORIGINAL
INDIGENOUS PEOPLES OF THE EARTH
WHO COULD NOT SEPARATE THEMSELVES
IN AN ILLUSION AWAY FROM NATURE AS
THE ONLY GOD THAT HAS EVER OR WILL
EVER EXIST.. so yeah.. written language..
collective intelligence and
culture in the ways
of holding hands
online could
be a path
back
to sanity
of God of Nature
balance.. but on the
other hand it is the
Devil that BrINgS us
to this
EVIL IN
THE FIRST PLACE..
SO WE MUST LEARN
A WAY IN FEELING TO
MAKE THE DEVIL OUR
HELPER AND FRIEND AND
THAT MY FRIEND gigoid
will take Imagination..
Creativity
and the
Art of
humans
before the
Apple of Knowledge..
but sure.. Balance is
on OUR
SIDE
when
we live
as GOD OF
B A L A N C E..
IN OTHER WORDS
there are no real answers
yet.. we must imagine them..
create them.. and art them and
make these dreams come to fruition
no less than the dream time of
our ancestors who
lived life
as THE
GOD OF
BALANCE..
AND now
when women
come up to me
and aggressively
bootie dance with
me.. back to
front..
i smile..
’cause i
know it is
GOD’s Karma
in balance now of
FEMALE BOOTIE
DANCING WHERE
the BUTT OF FEMALES
WILL RULE MALES ONCE
MORE.. NO DIFFERENT
THAN OUR
INDIGENOUS
MATRIARCHAL
LEANING ANCESTORS..
who still live in remote
areas of the world
and who ruled
the rules
as divine
feminine
balance by the
rule of the female
butt.. for all human
history until 10 to
12K years ago..
yeah.. as Shakira
says.. HIPS DON’T
LIE.. NO.. THEY
SERIOUSLY DON’T..
SOMETIMES THE ANSWERS
ARE BELOW INSTEAD OF
ABOVE.. IN A BOOTIE
DANCE
OF FREEDOM..
ONCE MORE FOR
HUMAN BEING.. WHERE
MALES ARE ONCE MORE
JUST TOYS FOR FEMALE
DESIRE.. AND
TOOLS
FOR
FOOD..
with males
complying
freely with relative
free will of JOY WILD..
like i said before..
Art
of moving..
connecting..
and creating..
W H E r E
Love IS A
CONTACT
SPORT.. NOW
WORKING WELL
WHEN PRACTICED
AS HUMAN AND REST
OF NATURE BALANCE..
MAKING THAT WORK WILL
NOW ALWAYS NOW BE THE REAL
MIRACLE now BEFORE THE BIGGER
TORNADO OF GOD’s BUTT COMES..
Yes..
FriEnd
when iN
BALANCE
GodSMiLes
as US.. inoW
JusT now Living
trUly aLive Now..
Smiles with Love
too.. my friend..
now is enough
for me..
that i
live
and
refuse
to own
by attempting
to hold on to it..
Now is only free when free iN
relative human free will for us Now
US or WE in terms of ALL of Nature
NOW is truly A Perfect Word as GODinforce
as practice when practice iS a BalanceNow..:)
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So sure.. while in some areas of the World women
are losing the so-called battle of the
sexes.. in others they are
coming to rule..
and women
who win.. win
strong with emotions
fully expresSinG.. as that
bRinGS strength of focus..
memory and mind.. as emotion
is the glue of human intelligence
expressed as standard IQ as well..
And males moreover.. no longer
hunters in a foraging way of life..
no longer with clear
social roles..
in a life increasingly
where social roles
are muddled and
vague..
are paying
the price of ultimate
survival in even being
able to survive and reproduce
with their gonads left intact
of fearless male
human being..
So sure.. there is a price to pay
for human slavery.. and the price
of subjugating women.. for control
including reproductive freedoms
through illusory fears
and heavy
handed
ways of
controlling
and enslaving
women to institutionalized
rape of marriage as well..
accepted by women as
no choice to be
accepted
by societies
that rule by
heavy handed
ways of human
slavery.. is the
rise again of matriarchy
world wide.. and one can
see this even in the lab as
levels of male testosterone have
been falling surely as an environmental
way of allowing women to take the rules
of slavery away from men..
it is a subtle process
ruled by GOD
as to put
women
in places
of stress like
the institutionalized
rape of arranged marriages
is to impact the sons who
will come for generations
as well.. as a women
under social
stress
when
pregnant
will spawn
males who are more
unlikely to reproduce
as it is a sign that
resources are low
whether or
not they
are or not..
to enslave
women
in human
suffering
is to pay the
price of Karma in
God of nature terms
of reality.. as there is
no ultimate escape for the
demand of GOD of Balance..
so sure.. we see
the effects of this
in politics and
religion
as the
fear is
true that
men are slowly
losing the battle
of the sexes in a global
way now.. as freedom of
expression spreads
and freedom
is the most
contagious
message of all..
where women are
free enough to express
both their feminine and masculine
natures.. and males are becoming
weaker and weaker in both ways
of human Nature..
as fear rules
when human
emotions
are repressed
and there are fewer
clearer social roles
for humans trying to
just survive
in what
is natural
balance..now..
http://www.neoteny.org/download-evolution-autism-social-change/
These changing cycles of the balance
of Nature are nothing new.. what
comes around goes around.. and the
matriarchy that was once the human
way is coming
slowly and
surely and
fast and furiously
in some parts of the
world now..
but again
it is
the price
to pay and males
will suffer overall
for what their ancestors
did long ago and continue
to do to women now.. in terms
of illusory fears in subjugation
and slavery for their fellow human
beings.. and the signs are clear
in places like Japan.. where
the young folks no longer
even care to copulate
with flesh and
blood members
of the opposite
sex.. where make-up
and glamour shots for
men.. are the same as
for women.. or even
more.. in South
Korea..
the water
is getting muddy..
social roles
are getting
vague..
humans have
overpopulated and
harmed each other
and the rest of Nature
and if they are not capable
of change back to balance..
the way of John Calhoun’s
rat utopia.. and the
beautiful ones..
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_B._Calhoun
may be the
way of
human
beings too..
but again in the
beginning and the
end with no end or
beginning.. the GOD
of Nature will have
her way as human
continues
to show
it is the
farthest
thing away
from an apex
predator yet..
as it moves toward
eradicating its very
own species off the face
of the earth.. in how it
predators each other and
the rest of
Nature
now..
The Ally is
Love as a Contact
Sport.. and the
devil is all
stuff
associated
with anything
but LOVE.. it is
truly easy to see
for those of us with
TRUTH AND LIGHT
EyEs of
L O V E..:)
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More from Rafiah’s Facebook
page.. as she highlights
one of her
favorite
Soccer
Players..
i say..
Soccer is a great!
sport..! Rafiah.. not as
harmful to the human body as Football..
as repeated trauma is really insane
in terms of
human
health..
and it is a sport
that the world can
enjoy together to
express our tribal
instincts in relatively
peaceful wayS away
from human
conflicts..
ranging
from
agression
to violence
to yes.. World
WAR I I I..
Sports is yes..
A potential real
savior for the human
species when practiced
as a global human team EFFORT!..:)
And now a another side
note from me… wRite on course..
One of my favorite writers Richard Bach..
is great positive inspiration.. back
in the day.. when i am
imprisoned by
work.. his
book
Jonathan
Livingston
Seagull..
has
truly
becomes me
in metaphor now as
i reach out for human
potential in both poetry
and dance.. in ways that no
human.. as far as i know and
feel has gone before.. in recorded
history at least..
on Google
haha!
i could not relate
the metaphor of flying
in air to flying on the terrestrial
plane of earth.. then.. but truly the art
of human movement now as free flowing
dance are infinite ways of human movement
than can take us higher and higher in agility..
balance.. feather like impact on the
earth in center point calm
of our human
being..
where
at core
we
are peace
but our spiraling
arms and legs are Hurricane
Winds of both grace and Power
that belies the calm center
of the Hurricane WE..
when WE..
COME TO
balance with
the rest of Nature
AKA GOD and dance
free in balance with GOD
as one driving Force of
Peace and powerful
Winds of
Nature
as US!
So yes..!
in both poeTry and
Dance.. i have to move
on to many other places in
life to expand my human Seagull
potential in metaphor of Bach’s
Book about Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. and i come back
to places to
share what
i learn to
be banished
from time to time
but what makes me
different than most
is i’ve been to real
human hell and
nothing
can detour
me from greater
Light in Heaven as LIFE!
with all the contact of Love
that goes along with that
aLL NaturAlly too!
And Richard Bach
also writes a book named
‘ONE’ that is a similar real life
human and cultural potential
in REALIZED PROPHECY LIKE
HIS FIRST
BOOK ABOUT
THAT SUPER
SEAGULL
TOO..
imagining a place
where folks freely share their
talents and are rewarded for them
by merit of each and every human
with equal opportunity.. and realizing
that by the grace or curse of Nature we too could
be in the other person’s shoes of either darker
or lighter fences as
rule of Life..
And he suggests that
globally sport will replace
the need for aggression.. violence..
and wars against those viewed as
different and not pArt
of the country
of US
when US
THUS BECOMES
THE RULE OF WORLD
LOVE AND PEACE WHEN TRULY
SPORT BECOMES THE LOVE
OF A CONTACT
SPORT
FREE
WITH THE
REST OF THE
GLOBE AS US!
And Google and other
Online avenues provide
ways to share talent of ART!
The Truth is there are human
prophets who tune into more
and give future answers based
on the present observations of now..
There are humans who rise above the
constraints of others and serve humankind
to free humankind greater the way that
Nature as GOD will have human
be.. as what
might be
termed as
messengers
of GOD..
when truly
as free as
GOD iS
Nature
FREE!
and the LIGHT
IS LOVE.. A GIFT THAT
NOT ALL ANIMALS POSSESS
EQUALLY BUT AN INNATE ONE
IN HUMAN WHEN PRACTICED AS
AN ART OF LOVE
CAN AND WILL
OVERCOME
TREMENDOUS OBSTACLES
IN LIFE.. WHEN WE ALL BECOME
SUPER SEAGULLS IN ONE TEAM
OF HUMAN
LIFE
WITH THE
REST OF NATURE
AS GOD OF COURSE
IN BALANCE IN A REAL
LOVE AS
A
CONTACT
SPORT!
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Smiles.. my friend Leah.. i’ve truly never really been into
Christmas Cards.. only really symbols for my mother’s
actual relationships with people over the years..
online is much better than a card
any day for me..
in sharing so much
more than simple
platitudes of life..
yes.. all of online
is a card to me..
and a very
colorful
one at
that as
there is
always a place
to find another card
in another place online..
if the other cards go away..
which sure.. is sometimes the case…
i am happier than i’ve ever been before..
simply ’cause i have everything all in me now
i am today.. NOW.. theRe are no expectations
or limitations for me..
truly i am free
and self-sufficient
in happiness.. and have
myriads of ways to connect
to other human beings where
amazingly the once shut-in person
for 66 months is recognized as the
dancing guy by almost everyone in
a metro area of several hundred thousand
as yes.. when ya live in ‘Footloose’ town
in the Facebook age..
ya Face gets shared
much when ya
dare to dance
free for over 4600
miles in 28 months..
all places public now..
in fact.. the amount of
attention gets a little uncomfortable
now and then.. as truly it feels great
to dance.. and that is the reason i
do it.. as i connect to me and
Nature as GoD
and others only
if they care
to..
Social connections
for our primitive ancestors
are a way of life..
from birth..
where
survival
and cooperation
are way of life as ONE
Force of human Nature..
The industrial age.. and
The IT age brings the illusion
sometimes that we are independent
and in no need of the connection of others
now.. but as far as i can see.. that is the sickness
of the world now
moving away
from what
we are
evolved to be..
This is the right planet to me..
i became the wrong human being
to live here.. so i went to the Wrong
Planet for a while.. with other smartY
pants humans who fell lost in life
without clear social
roles and human
connections
becoming
words
and
equations
of human
mind
more
than feeling
human beings..
i didn’t understand
when younger that Love
was a muscle that must be
exercised to keep.. and surely
dance is a way.. that keeps me
in a full contact sport of Love now
my friend Leah.. i view everyone of
your emails as a Christmas and Birthday
card to me.. my friend.. as every now
is the birth of me
now anew
and never the
same as Another
Groundhog Aghogday
again.. i came to the Wrong
Planet on Thanksgiving day
November 26, 2010..
as science and
left as ART..
in the philosophy..
politics.. and religion
of Human Life.. science
is no longer enough for me..
as i find ART as the height of
human expresSinG Life for
now.. but sure.. every once
in a while i visit the
Wrong Planet
to see if there
is anything
new about
the Art of
Politics..
Religion
and Politics
to view.. and sadly
it is the same Aghogday
now that it was before.. only
difference really is i am no longer
Aghogday.. for the feminine Love
that is KATiE MiA in Art of Grace
of the dance of human has
been joined with
the Masculine
Peaceful ruler
of me that
is
Frederick..
i attempted to share
my Jonathan Livingston
Experience of True and LiGht
Human awakening at the Wrong
Planet.. and they are only interested
in science for the most part and that
is their will and not mine..
but my will now is
free in a relative
way.. and sadly
when ‘The
Walrus’.. who
is truly the one
responsible for
getting me banned
for a month.. insists
that he does not have..
and truly he does NOT..
as free will is relative
art and
not science
alone now
my friend..
i cannot
give that to him
or anyone else there..
they must earn it with
the blood.. sweat.. and
tears of awakening
human being..
that will be
their path..
their journey..
and never mine alone..
and truly i did feel like
Lucifer in Hell when i lived
on that Wrong Planet.. and
when ‘booka’ whatever her
name banned me..
it was truly
a temporary
ticket out of
what i truly
see as a metaphor
of restricted online
hell now.. and i am
the one who decided
to make it a permanent
vacation.. from hell for now
on.. in Staycation of Heaven that
is now for me.. you would think
that folks wouldn’t get mad
at the Devil for
changing into
an Angel.. of
TRUTHLIGHT NOW..
but when one
is in Hell
the Devils
look
like
Angels..
I still observe
Hell from above..
a couple of times a
month to see if anything
significant has changed
but the fire looks the
same..
and the
same is
truly what
hell means
to me.. as
Aghogday
is
then
but
will
never be
the sAME
for now..
my friend..
anyway.. i await
your next Birthday/
Card/Christmas
present/ as lines
of you my friend
here.. with no
expectations
but what
you care
to
give
when
and what
to send
of
you
to me..
you are the
gift.. and so is everyone
else to me.. sometimes the
gifts come and sometimes
they leave.. but i my friend
is giving that never
stops..
and that
is the pArt
of Human
ART
WitH
Relative
FREE WILL
i OWN
AS MY
OWN
HUMAN BEING NOW..
YES.. THE RELATIVE FREE WILL OF CHOICE
TO MAKE LOVE A CONTACT SPORT NOW!..:)..!
i have a hard time wishing anyone more
than a happy now.. so i extend
that wish
to you
now again..
for now.. my
Friend Leah..
from your
Friend..
KMF..;)
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Smiles.. my friend..
in a world of leaders..
most commonly to have
a desire for status and
power to lead.. means in
effect.. a loss of affect to
be filled by human Love
in sharing and giving
that Love
with other
humans..
the ones who
make the rules
will drain every ounce
of resources of where
power and status will
take them.. as they
fill a hole of soul
that can only
be truly
filled
as the
God of Nature
intends as human
Love.. no doubt
we need rule
makers
to establish
order in huge
populations or anarchy
and chaos will be the end
result of humans only evolving
still now.. to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes.. the entire planet is out
of balance.. and as far as God’s eYes
go God views the Earth as one living
creation of GOD..
the killing
of God’s home
for us.. expands
all across the globe..
with sure the US having
very dirty hands of
killing God’s
home in
balance of
us from
the origin
of the
natives
here in slaughtering
a kind way of Love
in Reverence of THe
Great Spirit of
GOD that
underlies
and is
aLL pArt
and whole
of Nature ONE..
the entire weight
of the balance of dark
as in favor of light for a
thriving home of us.. is
certainly a dark place
as the US.. but nah..
not much darker
than the
rest of
the
so-called
advanced world
of an Apex predator
that is only smart
enough
to destroy
the home
and fruit
of what
God gives
Human to
even
exist..
There is room for much
humility and subservience
to the God of Nature to get
back in Balance and the
Lighter GRACES OF
the GOD of NATURE..
and sure
nuclear bombs
will destroy all of
us.. in a world
War III..
but the
US answer
for that
is newer
advanced
nuclear
bombs
that are more effective
killing machines seriously
pointed directly at the
Middle East..
if the
big acts
of terrorism
in dirty bombs
come our way..
i hate it yes.. but
there is no Love
in Power and Status
as history shows over
and over..
i Love the
US for the
FREEDOM
the US gives
me.. as i depend
on God and
not
country
alone
to be
FREE..
and can do
that here.. and there
is zero i can do to bring
Love to Hearts.. Spirits..
and Souls.. who are the
leaders and rule makers
of the way things will
continue to go..
and sadly
it seems
much more
blood will shed
and even more sadly
it appears that it will
be the innocents from
your area of the world
who will suffer at the
greatest hands of power
and status.. as where there
is no Love.. there is no respect
for human life.. no matter what
cold
lips
say..
in microphones
of literal human
hell.. making the
rules and power
plays of
fear
and hate..
no matter what
country fear and
hate lives in it
destroys all
that is light
in
its
path..
it will do us all the best
if we pray for Peace and
Love and it will do the Middle
East as a whole even better if they
never ever.. do something like 9/11
to the Lion over here.. that is deficit
of
seeing
Love over there..
as whole.. and not just
limited to rogue
warriors
of Hell..
without even
noticing all the
Love that exists
over theRe.. human
iS Love.. when best
expresSinG.. but sadly
all stuff cultural rules
rarely
spells
Human Love..
as it is mostly
designed by
Logic
devoid
of LOVE..
It’s really sad to
have no real answers
but sometimes all one
can do is do the best
they can
with
what they
have.. it’s
what God
does
after
all
is
said
and done..
and sure.. my
philosophy too..
for now.. my friend.. Imran..:)
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Yes.. i get by with a ‘little help from my friends’..
and sure cosmic consciousness..
collective consciousness..
yes.. it’s in our DNA
and our ancestors
from the origin
of GOD beginning
never ending as well..
as ALL THAT IS.. AND
YES.. WITH A ‘LITTLE
HELP’ FROM I. T.
INFORMATION
TECHNOLOGY
TOO.. as at least..
now.. for folks who have
not sought and found a
way to aWake and liGht
up to their human potential
within.. there are glimpses on
Google in literal empirical ways..
for those who have not yet..
found the Truth
and Light
as it is
gifted
to human
WITHIN.. NOW..
JUST NOW.. LIGHT
AND TRUTH LIVES AS US!..
AS THE FORCE WE TRULY
CAN BE AS WISDOM AND LOVE
INCARNATE AS GOD’S CHILDREN NOW!..:)
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FRiEnD….
I am pretty sure I got through all of this novel…. There is, obviously, too much to comment on in detail, or, it would rival this novel for space necessary…. I’ll merely say this:
Beautiful. Every word is an extension/expansion of your dance/poem/song of Life, and your love shows through, brightly, in every word typed in….
Thanks, for this, for being you, and, for being my friend(s)…. One day, we WILL share in contact… Hopefully, in the coming year, as i have plans to stop by FLA on my way to Ireland, with Leelu, of course, to see my eldest sister, and cousin, both of whom live in FLA…
Until then, I don’t have to tell YOU to be happy…. all I can say is, take care of you, and yours, as you always do, and, keep on dancing/singing/writing/living your Life as pleases you….
Love
gigoid
Hi Friend gigoid..
thanks so much for
the kind and encouraging
words with appreciation
of what i do here..
and would
love to
connect
with you sometime..
and interestingly we
were invited to a family
reunion in Ireland at
Easter this year.. but
had to decline.. due to
my mother’s health
issues..
and our
cat Moby
who has issues
declining with
diabetes as well..
anyway.. a cloud break
here.. waiting for Sun to come
back out.. so off to your site now..
to say a ‘few’ more words there..;)
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