Call of the Wild Returns For Love

Hello Frank.. and Welcome to “Veterans
of Ground Hog Days” as i return
to the Scene
of the
at 9:50 PM
on 11.14.17..
After a LonG Afternoon
And Evening too of Public
Dance all around the Local
Area and as suggested too..
in words of personal prompts
for muse of a challenge iN Writing
at Least 30K words in less than 7 days
this Longer Series of Ground Hog Days
makes it through 30,311 Words in 5.8
Days.. so.. surely if i counted an extra
day at steady effort all day
long of actually writing
output.. i could make
a Novel Sized 40K
Effort in less than
a Week along with the
500 or so total photos
to accompany that
as i enjoy
against no one
but the past milestones
to see if i can and will go farther
still.. anyway.. the broader we exPaNd our
Horizons Among all of Life Experiences and Life
People and Life Nature oveRall the Deeper the NoWS
we Experience in all Ways of KnoWinG FeeLing
SenSinG CoMeS to Greater Fruition NoW iN
Potential Beyond Rainbow Colors too
as i love to dance and sing too..
and as far as i Can See..
aLL oF the UniVerse
And BeyOnd is AliVe in MiNd
ofFAwareness as Consciousness
Beyond a description and or definition
that we as humans might define and describe
our experience of WiLL And Choice in Anthropomorphic
ways of extending our egocentric ways of viewing things to any
other area except for the Multi-UniVerse Experiences we BRinG
to the tABLe oF LiFE NoW.. anyWay.. as an attempt to Veteran one’s
of Life
in even more
Colors.. Writing now surely
provides a greater transcendent
ascendent and even ecstatic Focus
in Greater Mindful Awareness and New
Dimensions of Conscious Mind Coming to
the Surface of what lives below that rises of what
i have not seen and heard and sensed and felt of my
NoW iN all the
Dimensions of that
from lower to higher brow
ways of Ocean Whole Life as above
so below inside outside and all around more.. NoW
anyWay.. as i Tally up where i’m at as far as overall
Writing Milestones.. “Veterans of Ground Hog Days
as 135th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
Brings that effort up to 2,200,039 Words since
start of that on Memorial Day of 2016.. Also
Doubling as 31st MacroVerse of “Facebook
Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. arising to 582,039
Words since stART of that Effort on
Memorial Day of 2017.. and
of Course Tripling as
806th MacroVerse
of “SonG oF mY
Exceeding over 5 Million
Words as Longest Long Form
Poem and so-caLLed Bible too..
to keep the records straight in accounting
ways too.. so.. free write can and will dance and sing
Free after all the Mechanical Cognition Duties of putting
it all together and Publishing are done for the Tuesday now..
Thanks again.. for coming by Frank and will also be by to visit all
your new poems soon.. and oh yeah.. what i do love best about
the Tradition of Human Foot Prints is they are ageless and even
Potentially Timeless when put in Fossil way like Nautilus Shells
too as far as Time Goes relatively speaking in just one Human
Life now as Foot Prints connect us to the Living Mother
eARTh.. which is also better described as Genderless
Like Foot Prints from a Distance without
Nationality.. Melanin of Skin.. and all
the other Human Differences
beyond anomalies
of the feet
we foot
print generally
the same although no two
Foot Prints are exactly alike..
Bare Foot is another equalizer for
that my FriEnd When Sand is Born
of the imprint oF OuR Souls aS wE NoW
ToucH thESpiRit oF EaRTheArTFeLTNOW..:)


Enjoyed your Flowers Fruits
Faces Lists
And words
And Genearally
Speaking all Women
Butts Look Better
In the Fall
As Chilled
As I also
Facts and
On MoNday
The ThirTeenTH..
See ya later Shawna
Swimming in
An Ocean
Of Words
And DArK2..;)

Shawna Returns with
Hey as Hello and i return with..

Hi too.. and that is
Really A Cute Fox
you share
in periphery
See you later
SB.. once i rise
out of the Ocean
oF Current MacroVerse
Words and Press Publish
in what is reaching somewhere
Around 30 Thousand or so words..
butt this makes for an interesting
intro at least to me.. heHE.. For the
NeXT MacroVerse for i FeeL and
SensE NoW iT WiLL have at
least something
to do with
the un-domestication
and domestication of BeinG Human More and
Less as i Found a Three-Year-Old Age Photo of me
about the time my Father Left us when
i was still Packing Pistol Heat
of Toys
then all
extroverted as such
with a shaved head..
not so tied up yet in
as ‘they’
Dance and Sing
too.. Don’t let your
Sons grow up to be Cowboys
as that relates to the oppoSing
View of
And 4 to 5.8
Inch Screams of Screens
NoW iN hiGh lit machines below..
and i’ve seen the Benefits of Dancing
in shorts in Gale Force Winds of 19 Degrees
F.. as the last time i did that and the only time
we had Winter in LA Lower Alabama Panhandle Perennial
Florida alWays State of Warm Climate Change now.. the
empirical evidence
Doctor assessed test
suggests mine went
up to 800 plus in a wild fluctuation
for what it was last at 168 in the Summer
Time Weather.. so as i sing now.. to raise
Testosterone.. Dance Naked in Frigid
Weather Like a Polar
Bear but
it doesn’t matter
what the number says..
i still leg Press 1020LBs at
Least 33 times with no difference
in feelings of strength to me at all..
but it’s true
when i was
dancing in that
Cold Casino January Weather
A Fairly Rugged XXXL Sized African
American Man seeing me approaching
the Casino
all wrapped
up said ‘you are
a bad dude’ hehe..
and no i wasn’t carrying
heat.. i was heat.. haha.. so.. so.. so..
much for the Fred Tales for now.. hAha..;)


A Best pART
oF Online to me
Is it Keeps Roots
Of ART and heART
ALiVe as NeW
WitH SMiLes..
as just another
note of appreciation
to Xenia..
heaR iN Poetic
Response NoW MoRE..:)


So.. inspiring.. my FriEnd Prajakta NoW..
For this selfless giving/sharing of Expert
Skills in Dentistry among
those in the North
East States
of your
Country India with
the least amount of
access to Modern Technologies
that do help with all Hygienes
to Prevent Disease as it’s
true all areas of
cured more Human
Disease than all of Medicine
combined for eliminating so many
Bubonic Plagues of life.. so.. sure.. even
the so-called lowest classes or as ‘they’
say castes that provide Sanitation are actually
the Greatest
among us
Preventing Disease
and of course it helps
to have teeth to do the most
basics of eating and i’m not surprised
that ‘the locals’ didn’t complain about the injections
for surely they have experienced enough rugged real
life challenge
in the Country
Side of Free
ways from Modern
Medicines that they have all
Naturally learned to cure their
own pain as that comes through the
all Natural Healing Potentials within that
really only come in innate.. instinctual
and intuitive ways
of Hands
on Wilder
and Freer ways of
Life as aLWays a Balance
mY Friend.. A Foundation of Love
And Grace that your Mom surely Brings to this
Story that truly is what makes Will and Strength ReaL
too as shared
given to
others.. Bravo
to her and you too.. mY FriEnd..
For Helping other Folks Free Like This..
For Those wHo JusT Do It Are The Richest oF aLL..:)


And now as the Domestication
Verses Undomesticated TheMe
and MeMe of this New 32nd/136th/807th
MacroVerse.. Respectively of “FB Profile Pic
Bible 2018″/”Nether Land Bible 2017″/
“SonG oF mY SoUL as Yet
to Be Named
on as this
MacroVerse Now
a few tidbits from Facebook
In Memory Way and Angel Testing
Wings In Phoenix Rising Wild and Free
again as Fire from the Ashes of Human
Domestication Freer too.. as one of those
Nifty Facebook Ego Booster Quizes suggests
the Phoenix Wings BeLonG to me coming out
of Great “Veterans of Ground Hog Days”-Like
Challenges to RiSinG uP AS A Phoenix
WiLL JusT Do FoR Free too..
Out Fire More as i go
on to say yes
about this..
with a new Description
for this rather Undomesticated
Looking FB Profile Pic as shared
from the FB Algorithm memory Maker
back from 2014 as Three Year Old Memory
Provides an excellent Prop for this MeMe and THeMe
even more..
as i go on
to describe
it as
even more hehe..;)

And sure.. the Next
Profile Pic Shared by
the FB Memory Maker
years to date from two years
ago.. i go on to describe now
as Pose with Rock oN Shirt now
too.. If You
Had Fur..
as it’s true
i am usually
somewhere close
to soaking wet with
sweat every where i dance
as i usually Warn the Nice Women
at Seville Quarter before they Embrace
a Friendly Hug with me.. simply by saying i am wet..
i don’t
about the
excuse of
Furry though.. hehe..;)


Hmm.. nice Leather Seats Leather Jacket and
What Looks Like a Leather Jacket
for your Bible.. Cows
Sacrifice so much
for Humans
are you man
enough to
Do it ALL naked
like Jesus per
Verse 37 of
Thomas now..
the part that
the Roman
Censored out
to create fear
and hate as a
Soldier Sun God
Instead of Free Love
anyWay.. NoW.. seems
like you might use this today.. (below)
And yes Russell (Brand) understands Love too like Jim
And beware of ‘men’ who call everything little as projection too..;)

So.. you suggest that Jesus is a perfect ‘man’ as the story goes..
1 Timothy 6New King James Version (NKJV)

Honor Masters
6 Let as many bondservants as are under the yoke count their own masters worthy of all honor, so that the name of God and His doctrine may not be blasphemed. 2 And those who have believing masters, let them not despise them because they are brethren, but rather serve them because those who are benefited are believers and beloved. Teach and exhort these things.

Well it’s true through the ages that more conservative leaning folks closer to the Bottom of A Human
Pyramid of Evolving toward all inclusion of Agape Love have supported Slavery for they
are slaves themselves in areas of scarcity and exclusion as this is about as far
away from Human Enlightenment in the Positive Force of Love within
as God Free to use a three letter metaphor for all that is that
and who lives within as the Four Letter
Word Love.. anyWay just Proof heaR
that Both Republicans
and Democrats
Wrote the Story of Jesus too..
for you can find a Teacher who literally
says Hate your Mother and Father and Sister
and Brother and By God even your Children if
they can’t see eye to eye with you.. you can find
a Teacher who literally says if the Crowd you try to
influence with your Teachings do not agree with you then
slay them now in other words kill them and you can find a Teacher
who literally says that he brings a sword and not peace and sure after
Writing over 5 Million Words of Poetry and in doing so Hand-in Hand-WitH
Literally Hundreds of other Poets through close to 51 months of doing that
With literally thousands of poems through all these Poets it’s not hard to say
aLong with 8350 or so PLuS Miles of Public Praise Dance for Life everywhere
i travel Locally in my Metro Area and around the World online even more now
that people
will interpret
all Abstract Construct
Words in Beyond Forms of
Infinity for the Word Infinity is
an abstract construct and no more
at core than a metaphor either as far
as time distance and space not even existing
and if Science has its way with the cutting edge of
Quantum Physics with the CERN Particle Accelerator in ‘Perfect’
Ways of Scientific Equations we would not exist NoW for the
equations say that Anti-Matter and Matter existed in the
same Quantities and Qualities at the point of origin
that inherently should have created a nihilistic
state of all being as the opposite of all
existence now as simply nil and void
now nothing just nothing
as all just nothing at all
where you
and i
can’t possibly
exist now.. but sure we
feel and sense more than
nothing so we exist.. some of us
in more colors than others.. some of now
us who include the rest as us and others who
separate and divide mostly ’cause someone hurt their
feelings and senses when they were younger or perhaps
things didn’t work out the way society said they would
and they move on to discontent instead of contentment
anger and fear and live in a state of Hate in Misery and
Company lives more and perhaps create a You Tube Site
where other folks can snuggle up to fear and hate too.. where the only
pleasure tHeRe now within is pain oF Fear and Hate now.. Vengeance is a brew
of poison my friend and Fear and Hate Vibrate a Discordance of every sub-atomic
Particle at the core of being creating disorder and disease everywhere around us now
we view for now.. Love is the Healing Power of 100 Percent Faith Trust in all inclusion of
all that is as some folks name this Force God among other metaphors too.. perhaps best
described as i am.. anyWay.. God doesn’t Doubt God when God is Hanging on a Cross.. God
Doesn’t suggest that if you believe like this as me you will do more than God and God doesn’t lose
God’s Temper and start Tossing Tables around like a Child with a Temper Tantrum if God doesn’t
Get God’s way and if God is Free God doesn’t support Slavery either but the thing is my Friend if God
is all this.. this pre-supposes that God is ‘Perfect’ in terms of An Abstract Construct of ‘Perfect’ that Humans
Create to Describe God for it’s true Jesus is God and so are you and me and the rest of Creation NoW and beyond what
Human Beings are capable of ‘Seeing’ as pART of all that is Feeling and Sensing all of Reality in relatively speaKing NoW A Very
NarRow View of all of what God is now Ocean WhoLe more than Humans See.. thing is my friend if Perfect in Perfect terms really existed all would be the same nothing would Change in other words
at the beginning of the
Big Bang in terms
of Science as Perfection
Anti-Matter would have Destroyed
Matter and in that Perfect World nothing
would be the reality now.. so here’s A Truth
and thE LiGHT.. every morning when you wake up
if you ever wake up NoW iT might be worthwhile giving
thanks and praise and even Glory to not only Sun but
Clouds.. to not only days but nights to not only Love
but even Hate like Trumps that awaken the
Lion of Love even more my friEnd..
For we live a Relative Existence
of DArk and LIGht
of yes more
Matter as LiGHT
than DArk as Anti
Matter that makes LIFE
Possible now and this God with
slightly more Yin than Yang for a very
crude metaphor for potentials and even probabilities
of existence that are way above my pay grade of Enlightenment
now.. so far at least.. is necessary as what we call as imperfection
that we even exist now at all.. God’s way as far as i can see my friend
is a Master Peace Painting where all of creation is the Brush and Paint
too.. and not unlike the Mona Lisa that some folks will name a Perfect Painting
at Larger View.. close up enough one will see dARk Fibers that seem random that
seem like they make no sense at all compared to the larger View of Beauty.. KeY
is my friEnd Seeing
a Larger View of
Beauty through
all the DArk Fibers of
God’s Master Peace Painting
of what you view now as Discontent
Fear and Hate and Misery Loves Company..
You co-create your Life and you also create a Good Cop
Jesus or a Bad Cop Jesus out of the Poetry of the New and
Old Testaments thru all the parts created by Republican Conservatives
through the Ages NoW as still Masters of the Slaves as the Masses to the
Democratic Liberals like the Good Cop Jesus who still want to set his
and or her People
Free now..
and sure
as the imperfect
Art of God goes that
makes the Beauty in dARk
and LIGht of all that is some folks
are born dArker and bred dArker than
others in both innate and environmental
ways but the great thing about a Master
Peace Painting ‘imperfect’ God as Beauty where the metaphor
of ‘Perfect’ is actually the adversary of ‘Ugly’ it’s as easy to see
what would become of us now if those “Perfect” Science
Equations on Anti-Matter and Matter Worked out
more like a Robot than a Living
Will and
Choice as a
Living God all
dARK and LiGHT
that is that and
who lives in all of
us co-Creating ReaLity
in Gorgeous Imperfection
of Change in dARk and LiGht
Still now my FriEnd.. so key heAR is
do you wanna be wild and free with
God dARk Abyss through Purgatory
sHades of Grey Beyond Hell through
Beyond Colors of Rainbows Now.. or
do you wanna sit still and stagnant
and be perfect
in other words
do you wanna die as
life in misery loves company
of discontent and fear and hate now
or do you wanna embrace all that is including
You.. LoVinG yourself with all your might.. no member
or function of your being no less important than any other
a Place for all of reaLiTy even the anger and the fear and the hate
you experience now in a poverty of spirit that one day may transform
into the Beauty of Love Being NoW Beauty (Heaven).. best thing about
an ‘imperfect’ God
my FriEnd
Free Will to Co-Create
A Hell or Heaven now for
since you live in Poverty of Spirit
now how Beautiful the Reference point
of Hell now will be when you finally enter
the PearLY Gates of Love within all
inclusive oF aLL of reaLiTy
as God when
with eYes oF A
Good Cop Jesus then..
perHaps you’ll paint a new painting
of Jesus.. for i believe if a Comedian
Like Jim Carrey can and will do it so
can and will you too.. my FriEnd the Call for
an Uprising Dude on You Tube with a little
help from ‘friends’.. so today.. i bring you two gifts
one from Jim
and one from
me as both us we i more continue
to Paint our Master Peace Painting
oF ARchetype of Love we continue to
inspire to through all the ‘imperfection’ of God
that makes Beauty whole as Clouds and Sun too.. my FriEnd..
take it easy on me my friEnd take it easy on God take it easy on you and Live Free
embrace GoD
all i AM aNd Dance
and Sing a New Dance
and Song unto God within
forevermore now Creating aNew RENeWeD..:)

Dude (MD) Mark Dice and there is a ‘fine’ wine by that name.. too.. heHe..
You are literally and slowly but surely destroying yourself (others) with
ALL this Discontent.. Fear and Hate
but more on that aBove.. So
Have a Great Day (now)
and Good
With your Google and
Patreon Pennies although tRusT
me or not that won’t Save YouR health/life/soul.. eTC..
And not surprisingly i’m not a Legend for my words but my
Flesh and Blood Dance.. Sort oF A TraDiTioN HuWoMaNLY WitH God as ‘thaT’ ‘goes’…
iN Part OCeAN
Free LoVE..
And A Most
pART is i’m
Rich and never make a penny off of any of it as that’s how God (Love) ‘Works’ too..;)
(And you can call ‘me’ ‘A’ Lord of A BLack River Dance too.. if you like and will.. hehe oN Course2..;) see ya ’round Bro..;)

-“The ‘A’ friEndly InternET ‘Bard’ ‘Fili’ whatevers2..;)”

Hmm.. as far Losing goeS oN iF all You
take aLL NoW to your last blink of LiFE theN
is Discontent Fear and Hate with lots of
Words of intellect
you end up empty
spirited forever now then
for you Leave no HiStory of Love..
anYWay.. Singing to A Choir of Little
‘Men’ who Hate tHeir Mothers and Other
Women iS JusT A sAMe reFrain of DiScontent
Fear and Hate.. perHaps.. You don’t Believe iN
God HoWeVeR
Love iS
thE Force
tHat Works For aLL..
Have a nice Day STeF..
as You Are NoW A Fourth Recipient Winner oF LoVE
NoW Officially as Such as Dance and Song MoVeS oN NoW..;)


Facebook Friend and Regular Poet at
the Online dVerse Place where International
Poets Meet to Have their Poetry read
and hehe..
you better
or else..
as ‘everyone’
needs affirmations.. huh..
true.. that is the Language of
Love that some folks Desire to hear
most but for me.. i’d rather just
literally and figuratively do it
just for fun with nary a
Care about what
anyone feels
and senses
and thinks about my
ART other than thanks for dropping
by and the eTc of that.. for me Art is
Expressing all of SoUL as SpiRiT heARt
And that SoUL is Multi-Colored by many experiences
of life some of which some folks will have less or more
context to better understand as yes that is understandable
too.. I’ve been to not only Purgatory in Grey Shades but also
Hell and Heaven several times over for very long term stays too..
true.. i am anything but normal and more photos coming on that issue
shortly too.. as yes.. i’ve Got Plenty of Patriarchal Middle Age White
Man Expensive Looking Sun Shades Privilege and even more so
when ‘they’ see the rather intense and direct views of the
changing Green to Blue Colors of my eYes aLiVE
iN Karmic View too.. might be better overall
if i wear the Shades for sure
i can without even meaning
too come aCross as
much too intense
eYes as Words often
and surely and verily do relay
in some of the extremest laser focus
too without Guns of Course hehe for now at Least..

So yes FaceBook FriEnd and Poet and Absolutely
Phenomenal Photographer Glenn goes on to say..

The man with 1,000 T-shirts !

And i return with..

This is a Pretty Good Estimate as
tHeRe is somewhere between
500 and 1000.. $7.50 or so
Mostly Super Walmart
Body Shirt Tattoo’s
Hanging in Two Closets
As i refuse to permanently
Mark my Body with just one
MessAge.. heHe.. i Choose to Get
in Bed with all MeSsages i coMe aCross..
anyWay.. Thanks For Dropping By Glenn..:)

And now i continue on to Dance and Sing i eNjoy
the Zen Art of Human Ego realizing that the Essence
of who i am co-Creates with the Rest of Nature in Persona
in who i am now overall as Book Covers in an instant of now
change depending on how i for one direct the I as Actor
me in a Play of Life Ever Changing! spiriT now as it’s
safe to say i Have a Thousand Faces i can and
will put on at WiLL and likely you do too
if you are anywhere close to
hAha.. a Broad
Play.. for it’s true.. don’t need no
middlemen other than Free Avenues
for Art to do what i do the best i care to do..
And it’s also true.. if in that photo of me toting
that Toy and rather Large 6 Shooter in Metallic
Looking Case.. at that point in my life at about age
3 Before i started to learn to speak.. if my Father stayed
instead of left and my Mother didn’t get all motivated after
that John F. Kennedy Funeral in the Catholic Procession
around Thanks Giving Weekend of ’63.. oh what a Year
of Different it would have been in December of ’63 and
past that as we would have never changed over to
the more Cosmopolitan Influenced Catholic
Church (some folks from up North
associated with the Military
did attend and still attend
now too) and yes
the Southern
Baptist way would have
come my way.. and with my
Father in the Military and Law Enforcement
For 46 years not likely or not nearly as likely i would
have ever found my Artist shoes.. as even without him
in this Patriarchal Area as assessed by Social Scientists
for the most difficult of places to move out of the Box as
Different it still took me Close to 53 years to get
all Re-Born in Art Shoes as Phoenix Rising
From the Ashes all Rising in Moving
Connecting and Creating more..
And sure.. i could have
ended up Playing
Football and
even Breaking
my Back for the Doctors
didn’t notice that Congenitally
Fused Vertebra in my Spine until
close to my 50’s as an incidental finding
as i suffered with Neck Pain then.. and now
that is all Gone away like it never existed at all
although the measured Severe Degenerative Arthritis
in my Neck is as real as it ever was Ten Years or so ago..
just no
pain now
total strength
and that’s the way
of the Undomesticated
Leaning Human Being who
and that Looks within and finds
the Higher Healing Power to make
everything A-OK again except perhaps
a little too high for most folks tastes as
Heaven is a rather High place too
for those who enter in and
stay and keep it all
An Olympic
Heaven Sport now.. and
as far as Wookiee’s go and to be
100 Percent Clear i am not ‘the’ Wookiee..
i am only ‘A’ Wookiee at the Present now in the
Photo at the Brand New Publix that recently opened
in my Home Town Santa Rosa County too.. Wookiee’s
Overall as a kinda Comic Book Species of Animal too.. kinda
like the Greek God’s and the Stories of Fabled Hero of Love Archetypes
Cross Cultures and Religions too as Humans continue to create stories of
what they inspire to be per the Inner Human UniVerse in Multi-ways that
little to none of
still now.. the Wookiee retains
Wild and Free in a Civilized Mostly Manner
too and it’s true too.. like me at age 3 with no words
to speak vocally at all the Wookiee says most of the
Wookiee’s TrutH and LiGht in Non-Verbal Langauge now..
sure.. like the other smART Animals just Focused on the Now
like Forrest Gump too.. doing the best they can and will do as Noble
Creatures of God as Nature even more now.. A Wookiee now according
To Comic Book and really other Theater Legend is an Extremely Loyal
FriEnd ’till the Very end as this sure came true in end of days of
Hans Solo too.. but on the other Hand as Far as
Wild and Free and Will and Strength that
Stands uPon a Non-Verbal Foundation
of Love and Grace
don’t treat
a Wookiee
Unfairly for the Wookiee is
not tamed with Human Clothes
and sure if you push a Wookiee Far
enough in injustice they’ve been known
to rip arms off their Transgressors as Comic
Book other Heroes do in similar pay back way too..
we do have local and state and federal laws and since
it’s true that those who live by the fist and sword die by the
sword and fist or go to jail or are injured and the such as that..
i’ll continue on with Words for now.. a little sharp now and then too..
but never the less
and actually more
if you really wanna be a Legend
just do a Wookiee Dance in Public
for close to 51 Months.. you will not
need any Followers or Sharers or LikerS online
for it’s True folks everywhere who are open minded
at least will Smile at you and Follow you ever wHeRe you
go like a Flesh and Blood Pokemon as you become
always the Newest Treasure for them to find
wherever you go now.. and true there
is no better influence than
a smile generated
in another
being now.. a jest
for laugh and what they
don’t expect from so-called Middle
Class Middle Age Southern Baptist Looking
Soft Ball Player now.. it is quite an inherently Incongruent
way of Humor wherever ‘you’ go for now.. nah.. i traded in that
Metallic Revolver eventually For Dance and Poetry too.. i don’t have
to make anyone do anything according to a law a rule an instruction or
a regulation or two.. and more guidelines to get a job done.. i am art i am
oPen and Free.. i enjoy life as i go.. what more do i need as Undomesticated
and Civilized Noble SaVaGE sAMe JusT to bRinG a SMiLe and or laugh to lift folks up now..
but true if you take
advantage of
my Wookiee Nature
and you remind me too
much of my Child Hood Bullies
i will let you kNow in no uncertain
terms who the Boss of Dance is in
this Town and General Metro area too..
hAha.. i stand my Ground.. yes.. with the Force
And Power literally and figuratively Grounded as Legs
that Press 1020 LBS 33 to around 50 reps properly focused
now.. and i have a secret weapon.. the same as all truly Masters
of Martial Arts and other Free Verse Dance and yes in some cases
Free Verse Poetry too.. the Chi.. the Ki.. the Ka.. the Qi.. the Kundalini
Rising Force Synergy Energy that Flows through all Quadrillion or so
Chakras in metaphor that are points of light from Head to Toe in
Every Cell Connecting more as many Science Aided Star Point
Lights observable in the Entire so-named UniVerse NoW..
all the Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones
Humming in a Tonal Frequency of all
pARt Harmony with every
Subatomic Particle
of the Being
of me from
Electrons thru
Photons Creating a Dance
aNew ReneWeD oF LiGHt wHerEver
i move connect and co-create more with
Nature God NoW.. yes.. as alWays NoW MoRE
Focused and Fuller alive.. you see Wolves have
received a Bad Rap for misbehaving when they are
domesticated and no longer work together for Subsistence
and Thrive.. but when they are Wild and Free they Cooperate
more ToGetHer and Love Rules the pack in peace and harmony
more where all ‘norm’s understand tHeir Natural Role now.. mine
is Trickster no doubt
i play the
Court Jester
Free Lance to
the Tree of Life
even more NOW..
and sure.. i can look and
act as normal as you when i employ
my Manilla Folder in Deep South Ways
of Being too.. but moreover in my back pocket
is the Force.. yes.. the STar LiGht Force with no limitations
of expectations from other Rulers but God within as Nature
thaT/wHo stands
no need
to bow to others
other than Giving
Sharing Love and Respect..
sure i am a wild one and i alWays
Have a Side i co-Create with Nature
that you’ve never likely seen before but
sure more on that in a few always more on that in a few more NoW..:)


27.7 Years.. Almost 4 Cycles of New Humans go as ‘they’
say we become New every 7 years or so..
For me it only took a few days..
and before that a few years
and before that
a few
and before
that wHo kNows
for i LiVe For I LoVE NoW..
So.. could you imagine that you are
currently looking at a couple who are
assessed by both Medical Science and
the Legal System.. one currently and always
at test with Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar
Disorder and the other Married Human Member
of Couple with Epilepsy Disorder the Wife Katrina
here as i Lovingly name Egyptian Goddess Isis
Incarnate as such.. thing is and things are
this hasn’t always been me as far
as either outward form
or inner essence
Dances and Sings
as Form too.. this doesn’t
look a joker or a trickster either
one but of course if they did who would
be fooling you now.. hehe.. true.. we all wear all our
covers and we all feed the pages of our Book of Human
in the Food we take in and the Hope and Love that becomes
Joy or the Junk we eat and the Fear and Hate that so sadly too..
can and will become Misery Loves Company.. i’ve got my shit
together good enough to be happy most all the time now and
that in itself is close to a miracle for anyone i meet these days
at least but if you think it was always like this Dream another
Nightmare now for i’ve seen the Pain of Hell and I’ve seen the
Darkness and Numb of Purgatory Shades of Grey and
Now i See the Evolution Orange and the Golden
Swoosh of Victory on my Black and Grey
Newest Purchased Nike Shox Shoes
as i finally found a pair half
price online that
actually fits
me so i swooped up
Three Pairs to replace the
Red Accented Current Shox Shoes
as of around August 9th that precipitated
in coincidence and synchronicity not only a
Doomsday-like Smell to come for me on Solar
Eclipse Day.. the 21st of August replacing a loss of
smell and flavors of taste since A Spring Virus of a Common
Cold took that away as yes i am learning to smell again and hopefully
without the accompaniment for the Flow of Doomsday Blood and Destruction
like Worldly once in a lifetime Events that have been going on since i started wearing
those Shoes accented with Red too.. in that 17th Pair or so Shox Shoes Purchased since
Public Dance of 8350 Plus Miles started at the end of Summer 2013.. around 51 months
ago same period of writing an over 5 Million Word Free Verse Longest Poem too.. any
way.. i’ve worn Black and White with Accents of Grey too.. i’ve done the Blood
Red and now to Evolution Orange Love with Yellow Swoosh of Victory
in Goddess Nike Victory too.. of all i kNow is Love iN FeeL
and sense now.. for a memory that comes to me
as the lonesome so-called loser i used to
be.. meeting a first love back in
’78.. as the second wedding
Photo here taken with
Katrina is from
early ’90.. me at 29
without the Character of
Face that lifelong Challenge
Brings with sure some edge of
Grey up top too.. and Katrina at
age 19 as fresh faced as any late
teen could look then and for that
matter any 47 Year old woman never seeming
to age much now but a fine Wine of Grace and Love too..
anyway that First Girl Friend saw a whole lot more in me than
i saw of me as a rather timid loving man then.. she said i looked distinguished
and she coming from a Family as Half Irish and Cuban with a Salty Sailor Father
who retired at Second Class pay rate before she told me i look like i should
be a Captain of a Ship.. what a nice compliment for a Boy who was once
Mistaken for a Girl at age 12 or so at McDonald’s Before Puberty
started to sprout me up.. and after that the Struggles of ‘JOB’
were yet to come.. for the Inner UniVerse of Human
Being is the one(s) that no Science or method
of empirical view can and will adequately
measure now more than a few drugs
to address this or that symptom
that is about as effective
overall as
a computer still..
the Power lives within the
Healing Force that Bibles speak and
other Sacred Texts and oral Traditions
in Two Spirit Witch Doctor and Trickster
Same in Indigenous Indian ways when dream
time is the rule then and not this faux produced
Human CLock Time and Distance and Space to go along
with what eternally lives within.. you see that living force within
is the Eternal Fountain of Youth and it’s true once you truly Find the
Force of God as Nature within it’s hard not to light the form of the Essence
of God on the Cover of the Book that is the pages of you now.. there is no Random
in this life when all is Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose and trust me
it is only
as real
as the
that lives as my
Face does currently do for now..
People who knew me before might say
hmm.. on the outside you really haven’t changed
that much since school.. but you see they never knew
me on the inside for not even i knew or fully felt and sensed
the God who and that Lives within as Nature Free.. i’ve come
down from the Experience of Heaven as much as i can and will
now to share that with others for free for that’s what you do when
you have it all for all have then is to give and share more.. sure.. i guess
i could play A photo role of a Captain of a Navy Ship or a Sheriff or who knows
perhaps a Political Person same as a Southern Baptist Soft Ball Player sAMe but
you see my Father left no rigid role i was molded in then instead my Mother held no
expectations for us other than to live and be happy to the best of our ability then.. she
couldn’t give me the Fearless pART for i eventually over Decades had to become my own
Father as my Father as it goes with inherited Asperger’s was totally silent on doing that
other than saying you should join the Military so it will make you a man.. no one
made me a man
except for
me and
no one made
me Love and
Fearless except for Mama and
God who and that lives more within
me now.. and i continue to make all that
Unconditional just ’cause i can and will
for it is impossible to lose or be lonesome
with the Wind of God is Your Back your Front
within inside outside above so below and all around now..
lesSon Learned for me at leASt and LeSSoN i for one BRinG STiLL For Free..
And yes this photo was the Catholic Church’s Idea as they Create a Year Book
Annual of Church Faces and it’s like School Days all over again and it’s true
the last time any so-called Professional Photographer took a photo of me
was all school related then.. so sure.. this is kinda a Marriage Milestone
too as i finally Broke Down and Let the “Professionals” photo me
again.. and sure
i finally made
A ‘mens’ Club
at Church even if
i never officially join now.. heHe..
it’s True.. you’ll never be a ‘real man’
NoW unless you make the Divine Feminine
Foundation of Love and Grace all that
Drives You kNoW iN Quantum Metaphor
of Strength
and WiLL..
‘Real Men’ aren’t
aFraid to Dance and Sing..
anyway as we continue to share
a Facebook Page too this could be
a Permanent Fixture of so and so
and so and so so and so now..
but no.. i alWays
i refuse
as sAMe..
i refuse to be
a ‘Professional Human’
for that is a creation of someone else..
otHeR than God iN and as Me for NoW@LEast..:)


Reducing Stress and Associated
Symptoms of Depression.. Anxiety
Disorders.. Pain.. and Insomnia
And Enhancing Abilities
to Focus with Attention
With Greater Short Term Working
Memory.. Regulating Emotions and
Integrating Senses Increasing Overall
Health and Well Being and also as Science
Now Empirically sHows through the Process
of Neuroplasticity.. Rewiring the Brain and Actually
Changing the Structures of the Brain as Empirically
Proven through Brain Scans Increasing the Gray Matter
in the Neo-Cortex.. an area of the Brain that ‘normally’
Shrinks with age where a 50 year old Brain
Matches the Scan of a 25 year old
Brain.. Voila.. the Fountain
of Youth
Human Brain is real.. NoW wHeRe
one actuAlly gains in the ability to
Focus and Pay Attention and one’s
Short Term Working memory actually
increases as one’s overall Productivity too..
And Creativity rises as well but that’s not all..
as the Hippocampus.. greater responsible for
Long Term Memory Increases in size whereas
Chronic Stress related Activities are shown as
Associated with Brain Scan Studies to actually
Decrease the size of the Hippocampus both
Reducing Learning and Memory Abilities..
where this associated reduction in Gray
Matter of the Hippocampus is
also associated with
and Anxiety related
Disorders as serious
as PTSD.. where Emotional
Dis-regulation becomes the Disorder
instead of the opposite of all the Happiness
Generated affects of what can and will increase
the Gray Matter in the Hippocampus too.. and what
about the part of the Brain named the Temporo-Parietal
Junction associated with Taking the Views of otHeRs into
consideration as far as Feelings Move in Empathy Sympathy
and Compassion as the Human View Expanding more towards Love
for other Beings too.. Yes.. an increase in Grey Matter in this area also
as the Fountain of
Youth of Love
too and
to in ways
of being reborn
again alive if Chronic Stress
has taken this Human Living
in Well Being Property as ability
away as not so WeLL anymore.. too..
the disconnect to others as ‘they’ say..
okay.. now that we have explored the
potential enhancements of the
Newer Brain for Cognitive
Executive Functioning
and associated
areas of the
Limbic Brain for
connecting to others
what about the Reptilian
Brain and the Amygdala as far as
fight or flight responses go that inject us
with Adrenaline Associated Neuro-Hormones NoW
that prepare us for fight or flight struggles in life but
left unchecked in the day to day iLLuSory fears we create
NoW at school and work and yes even at home and play bring
Chronic Flight or Fight Stress Neuro-Hormones that become an
Acid of Destruction in all bodily systems including burning away
Grey Matter in all Three Triunes of Human Brain Systems older to
newer evolved in Three part Discord in actual cellular and neuronal
destruction.. yes.. this other Healthy Activity actually decreases the
size of the Amygdala whereas Chronic Stress in this area of the Brain
actually increases the Grey Matter in the Amygdala as well as a chronic
fight or flight response to the illusory fears we bring to our life through cultural
demands that are far beyond our ‘normal’ pay-grade of being Human now.. so.. NoW you
might ask at Super-Walmart.. Fred.. why are you Flowing like that in your Free form
Dance as a way of Meditation if you figure out that much of what some folks view as
strange and even insane.. hehe.. well.. sure.. i could give them the Fred Talk Version of
this but perhaps i’ll remember ‘this’ rather distinguished looking Family Portrait of
me and the Katrina.. find it quick on my Smart Phone and Facebook Mobile
App.. and see if they can make it this far down in reading all of this
hehe.. but no.. and hell no.. i will not just ask them to believe
the ‘Crazy’ Walmart Dancer for sure not only will i have
a Fred Talk available.. i will also provide a link
to a Real Ted Talk with a Neuro-Scientist
who once scoffed at the idea
that Still or Moving Meditation
in either Free Flow
Dance or Forms
of Traditional Chinese
Moving Healing Arts named
QiGong and Tai Chi and other metaphors
for Being the Water and the Stream and the
River and the Waves of Ocean Whole God NoW
coMe to Fruition in a Meditation and FloW iN
ZoNe like the Meditative Writing that i am doing now
as non-doing other than the mechanical cognition to jot
down the Empirically Assessed Data to match the evidence of
the Ted Talk YouTube Video now.. effortless as the Water i am
the streAM i am the River Wave Ocean Whole as in as God i Unify as all
WitH NoW.. otHeRWise kNoWn and sEEn and fELt and seNsed as the State
of BeinG Yoga now.. sure.. in technical speak i am a Yogi of non-doing
as no one taught me how to do this.. other than the Force within that
is instinctual and intuitive all innate that speaks through my Body
First as NoW Second iN word Speak i can and will relate that
to others in abstract constructs the best i can and will
in both Words of Science and Poetry
too.. but sure there are plenty
of Horatio’s and other
Skeptics in the
And Ripley’s
i’ll never believe it
if you don’t show me the
Empirical Sheldon Cooper Evidence now..
True.. if Sheldon really cared about his Brain he
would already be doing a Free Flowing Dance everywhere
he goes on that show NoW too.. it would improve his cognitive
executive functioning NoW in focus and short term working memory
as well as emotional regulation and sensory integration actually increasing
the Grey Matter in his Neo-Cortex.. (so.. are you getting excited about this
yet.. Sheldon) and also increasing the Gray Matter in his Temporal Parietal
Junction.. thereby increasing the potential to connect in empathy and
sympathy and compassion to even better the potential to make
friends with others on a long term scale.. and best of all
he could come to be much calmer like an
Eye of a Hurricane fueling the
Winds of his Human
Potential in both
Mind and
Body Abilities now come to Fruition
More NoW verses activities all uptight
and stressed chronically with fight or
fight Stress Chemicals always employed
with an Expanding Reptile Brain in Amygdala Grey
Matter way.. he instead could more than likely become
A Man Like me Full oF A Foundation of Love and Grace as
well as all that other stuff that equates to Human Will and the
Actual Strength that MoVinG one’s body in Free Flow will do for any
Ground Ape.. furry or mostly bald bodied and hairless either swinging
through the Trees or Floating in FloW oN Terrestrial Land Figuratively
Invisible to Both in Capturing Prey and escaping Predator as the EnTire
EartH BeComes a Kung Fu Monk Rice Paper Test wHeRe one finAlly
Has/is the
Will to
‘Snatch the
Pebble out of my
Hand NoW Grasshopper’
And TheN Go oN YouR Merry Way
iN tHe Kingdom of Heaven on EartH NoW
‘then’.. sAdly.. Jesus didn’t live long enough
to expand on his story.. at least the one
that others wrote for him.. for it’s
true if one walks in the
Desert unplugged
from this
World (Culture)
and actually looks within
these MoVinG ConNecTinG CreATinG TruTHs
And LiGHTs BeCoMe sELf eViDent as the Body Dances the
Mind into Heaven more across the Plane of life as an Aero
Plane that works.. and then it is obvious that
God is just another one of us..
Heaven employed
as God Dances
FloW iN ZoNe with and
as us within.. but of course
if one has a disability wHeRe one cannot
move there is also still meditation that achieves a
similar result as evidenced more directly in the Attached Ted Talk now..
anyway.. trust me or not.. i ain’t the crazy one for LiVinG iN HeaVeN NoW..
i JusT
out how
to do it as even
A Story of Jesus
Suggests to Look
within in Seek and
Find Heaven NoW..
let those who want
to continue to live in
Hell do that if they insist…
just proof that we do have Relative
Free Will NoW for why else would folks
live in Hell when there is a clear and present
alternative as easy as free flow dance now that’s F iN FuN..
serRiouSLY.. MusT GeT iN ConTacT with Chuck Lorre.. the Head
Writer of ‘The Big Bang Theory’ Show for i’m just a Free Damce
in the Wilderness in Super-Walmart.. heHe.. He’s got the FucKinG
iF YoU SeeK iN GoD BiG BanG in his Writing Fingers now as the Conversion
of Sheldon
to Heaven
on EartH NoW..
Could potentially
save.. oh.. so many potential
figuRative MoVinG CoNNectinG and CreATinG
SouLs and that much better if Sheldon is sHoWn
Doing it from a young age too.. oh wait! tHeRe
is a Show for that too.. just in time for Heaven
now then2 as it’s
too late
as long
one Lives
iN HeaVeN NoW oN eARTh..
So Clear and preSently inTiMated
EveN NoW iN tHe New Testament Present..
Good News2 and sure Ted Talks too after all With God
iN as us NoW tHeRe are practically no limits or expectations NoW..
The Fountain of Youth is no Longer A MytH iT iS reaLiTy oN tHiS EartH NoW
As PreSenT within.. yeS even measured by Brain
Cat Scans too..
And sure
so is
Heaven NoW..
for those with Enough
Wisdom and Beauty within
to seek and find this reaList oF
ReaLiTies NoW iN FacT more than just Word..
Oh yeah and by the way.. TVC Mario.. i couldn’t
help but to think of you in providing a CC to you
too as part of your Disrespect of Little Sheldon
in your Conspiracy theory YT Video provided
just the
i needed
For this LiGHt today..
JusT a slob.. i am mY friEnd..
no job.. no work for pay living
off my disability of ‘your world’ now..
And sure all the money i saved as i don’t give a crap about
Leather Seats and Leather Jackets and Leather Covers for my Bible
for my
God is
Living within..
Have a Naked Free God
Day one Day if You WiLL then NoW..
and sure.. i remembered your other YouTube
Conspiracy Videos of how Yoga IS A Work of so-called
Satan.. True My friEnd the only Satan is Ignorance Fear and Hate..
you determine the God you Believe in.. Wisdom Hope and Love
as Beauty
or the
oF aS iN
Fear and Hate..
YouR Relative Free WiLL
alone NoW with or without A
‘little help’ from friEnds both
known and unknown NoW Less and More
NoW as just anotHeR Slob oN EaRtH.. as
A Story of Jesus sHows NoW the Bums don’t really lose..
(Big Lebowski Parable Movie about Jesus and Buddha coming
again back to LiFE oN eARtH as Movie theMe and MeMe Reference)
‘A’ Best Good
News of
all is
‘the’ Stories aRE ReaL NoW..;)

PS.. maybe i should on ‘the phone’ call ‘the Pope’ too in Rome..
after all ‘he’ says and does now he was/is a Chemistry Major too..;)


SMiLes Prajakta.. as ‘this’ Line..
Reminds me of a Song
by ‘The Police’ and Sting
that Sings there must be
an Invisible Sun
thaT Keeps
us Warm
and Fuzzy otherWise
kNoWn iN Human
in NeuroHormone
way as the Love Bonding
Way of Oxytocin but sure that’s
not the only kind of pocket sunshine
in day break or mid-night light.. sure.. there
is Dopamine and Serotonin and as some
folks point
too.. NoW
never the less
and always the
more the Potential
is tHeRe for those wHo
Dance and Sing Sunshine
within now for it’s true we are
Star Stuff and the Cosmos unto
itself aS it would be rather foolish not
to use the Relative Free Will that Creates
Shine of Sun within.. otherWise Dance and SinG iT ReaL..
True that’s more than one line but yes there are more than
one or
and Neurohormones
as oh! the opiate like
Influence of
alSo coMes WitH A Free
FloWinG DancE and SonG
too.. as Love MoVeS oN HavE A Nice Shine..
oR iN oTHeR Words oF saGe Old witHout Science and
onLY Poetry LIGht YouR LaMp uP MouNT Tree oF LiFE NoW


“Not Dead yet”.. i can surely relate
to that from the Dead Zone Days..
gigoid.. as Affectionately named
by the
we used to
visit who was
one of two Therapists
and a Psychiatrist and
a General MD Practitioner
who all related to my sudden recovery
Differently.. one with a Suggestion of
a Real Human Miracle.. one with a
Description of what i came
out of as the Dead
Zone then and
the other one..
the Psychiatrist
suggesting i finally
Gained an Asperger’s
Ego above and beyond the
Inner Voice that was far away
from being anything close to self
actualized and oh yeah.. the GP was
Alarmed that i had moved into Bi-Polar
Territory from Depression and in FacT they
were all correct but only i fully understood the root
cause for i was the one who experienced Fight or Flight
Stress for over 2 years at work in what i then created with
my rather weak will then as a Catch Twenty-Two Situation
i felt that there was no escape
from as Keeping a
Job and Money
and Health
Insurance for
my Wife with Epilepsy
became more important than
my Life and so ignorant i was of
the Bigger Picture of Common Sense then..
anyway.. the price of that Locked in my Head
for 33 Months without effective use of eyesight
and hearing and then writing in every waking hour
and minute of the day when i wasn’t reading on a Wrong
Planet Website until i more fully Recovered 33 Months after
that for a 66 Month Total Tour in Hell that the Psychiatrist and one of
those All Natural Herbal Healers suggested it would literally take years of
recovery for they both understood that Stress Kills and on the way to Death
takes all Normal Bodily Functions away and literally eats the ‘Brain Fat’ away
as a Neurologist who read my Cat Scan suggested Happened to me.. although
for whatever reason the other professionals couldn’t understand that point even though
the Psychiatrist said
stress does
Fry one’s
Brain when Chronic
in ways of Fight or Flight Stress
so yep.. 66 months of Recovery
and 19 and 20 Medical Diagnoses
if one counts the last one of Bi-Polar
too as a lifelong condition along with
Asperger’s Syndrome.. i dealt with
with no Medical Help until
47 years of age..
other than
a Pit
Stop at a Mental
Crisis Place at age 21 too..
and sure as born i was a Canary
in a Coal Mine with all the Clothes of Culture
as DisEase offered up still almost since Birth in ’60
and now that Disease is many more fold Greater Disorder
now than ever before as Humans are increasingly becoming
the tools they use away from the flesh and blood in Balance
that will save our ass when hard times of Challenge do come in
Environmental way.. so.. to make a much longer story that you have
probably at least mostly heard many times before as every Sailor
of the Stormy Seas of Life as a Story of a Cross or two or
more in life is Cathartic in retelling while chewing
some Fat at the Local Gas Store and
now we Have Blogs online for
those who can create more
than a 140 Character
Twitter Verse in just one sitting
as it’s True.. one can not Serve a Sea Story
Justice Fully NoW in JusT 280 Characters of
SoUL.. For a Sea Story tells much more than Brevity
As A Soul Wears No SpiRiT of short as HeART when Fully Engaged iN Focus..
And it’s true.. the reason i rarely get cold even when the Cold Index Falls below
Twenty is simply cause i wear shorts and adapt and no longer let the Jackets
do the Work.. and that’s how life works we can do it all without fear
in relative terms and we can break down and die in life in
Constant Flight or Fight Stress that is the Essence
of Fear Incarnate in the Destruction of our
Flesh and Blood Existence.. so in
other words my friEnd.. NoW
Considering your Decades spent
in Moderating Violent Mental Patients
in Hand to Hand Defense and Control
And Serving as a Care Giver to the Developmentally
Disabled as two of the most potential Stressful Overall Jobs
i can surely think of for someone with empathy and sympathy
and compassion still fully engaged.. it’s no wonder the Chronic Stress
of that Fried everything about you as a Nervous Break Down is literally
when the myelin sheafs of Nerves Get Burned off by Stress Chemicals
in the Blood Stream.. no different really that if Power Lines lose
their Protection too.. or even Tires Lose their rubber and
are left with Metal Meeting
a Rocky Asphalt
now.. and
yes.. once i recovered for
about two years i posted Blog
Posts almost every day then went to twice
a week in 2016 through 2017 and now in the
Second Half of 2017.. i am Cruising WitH One A Week..
Albeit NoW.. the total almost always arises past 20K words
and around 300 to 400 to 500 Photos too.. for the only person
i expect to keep coming and being in my Field of Dreams i create
as Art to keep a Mind Firing in every way beyond a Free Style Dance
of Life.. is me.. for it’s true.. i am the only Force within that and who could
save me then.. for no Doctor had a Clue of what my Personal Multi-Verse
of Nature needed to get through.. and i do insure i continue to exercise my
Human Potential in a Balance that works as i’ve tilted up and down on the
Track of that Balance in the last overall Close to Recovery of 52 months
but really closer to 51 when i actually got out in Public and Started
my Public Dance at the end of August 2013.. i suppose
you are somewhere in that Human Recovery Phase
now my friEnd.. regaining an emotional
regulation and sensory
Integration of
Will and
Strength enough
to Enter the Big Blue Room
Fearlessly again.. sure it can and
will take years after Complete Human
Exhaustion and Break Down.. but the good news
always is change as that means the Good times can and will
come back again to life again as just another Phoenix Rising from
Ashes as the story as Old as Humans just repeats in another Joe
the Plumber like me too.. gotta get both drains of mind cleared and
body too in both science of mind and body and art of mind and body
BaLanCinG ForCE too and of course when we come out we do
what ever it takes to stay in ‘the good’ place now.. if we
have enough of a reality check now in our
own Unique Multi-Verses
in VieW of all oF
Realities now..
anYway.. i suspected you
would eventually get better
and i am surely glad you did as that
is surely worthy of thanks and praise and
Celebration in a Party of Big Blue Room too..
Life adapts to Challenge.. Life Survives it’s just what
Life does.. sometimes even after we give up and feel no hope at all..
The Reptile Brain and Basic Will to Survive is core of what carries on my friEnd
i Celebrate
that Dragon
with all my might
too.. for i understand my
Reptile Brain is what saved me
after my Neo-Cortex and Limbic system
went on Break.. true i will remain a FriEnd of mY Dragon..
and nah.. i won’t put my Dragon through Hell AGain.. NoW
Peace and
iN Balance
IS A Happy Dragon
in Animal Homeostasis now..
anyWay.. Glad
to hear
are doing
well now my friEnd
and off to Riff off this
Singular New Weekly Effort now..:)

“We are not human beings on a spiritual journey.
We are spiritual beings on a human journey.”

~~ Stephen Covey ~~

For me it’s clear we are Animals
WitH Clothes of Culture.. Some
Science Some
Art Lives as
me away from
Robot LiFE NoW..:)

“Stranger, if you passing meet me and desire to speak to me,
why should you not speak to me?
And why should I not speak to you?”

~~ Walt Whitman, “Leaves of Grass” ~~

What Stranger
Being aWake Means
No Stranger
aLL mY

“I was gratified to be able to answer promptly.
I said, “I don’t know.”

~~ Mark Twain ~~

FeeLinG and SenSinG Chalice
of Bliss and Nirvana
aWay beFore or after NoW..;)

“If you would attain to what you are not yet,
you must always be displeased by what you are.
For where you are pleased with yourself there you have remained.
Keep adding, keep walking, keep advancing.”

~~ Saint Augustine ~~

I’m not sure what side of the Fence
Saint Augustine Lives on then but on
my side all
is pleasing
and the more
pleasing it is the more
Productive and Creative
i am as the empirical evidence
conclusively reports in case study evidence
but perhaps he didn’t get the memo that Heaven
is a Force of Positivity one can and will Master
WitHiN A Foundation of Love and Grace as
Strength always now..
but it’s true My Garden Party
iS JusT AlWays NoW and that’s enough for me..:)

“And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet
and the winds long to play with your hair.”

~~ Kahlil Gibran, “The Prophet” ~~

i am all no
i am all the
reaLiTY i Co-Create
WitH Rest oF aLL NoW..:)

“A man who carries a cat by the tail
is getting experience that will always be helpful.
He isn’t likely to grow dim or doubtful.
Chances are, he isn’t likely to carry the cat that way again, either.
But if he wants to, I say let him!”

~~ Mark Twain ~~

Nature is also just a little S and
M aS it’s True after A
Barbed Ride
A Fairer
Cat STiLL comes back..
And it’s true God is an imperfect
Mona Lisa Painting at small view
A Barbed
Cat Penis
With Still Willing
Female Cats producing in larger newer view..
the cutest kittens of all.. So.. Beautiful.. the
Kittens of God ARE..
as ‘they’ say
your Kitties
and i will be pleased.. even more..;)

“Must not all things at the last be swallowed up in death?”

~~ Plato ~~

True tHat Sadly Plato didn’t have a Pen that lasted.. Pass Socrates..
as Socrates
at least
Still Carries
on with no Pen at all..
no different really than
Buddha or Jesus or even
Lao Tzu and of course Mythological
Krishna and Shiva and all the rest as they
might as well be everyone else and they are..
Secret OuT
iS finAlly You..:)

“If you get confused, listen to the music play.”

~~ Robert Hunter ~~

After that Be the
Instrument Whole
of DancE and SonG..:)

“I exist as I am, that is enough.”

~~ Walt Whitman ~~


Cottage Roads
Grass Run Young
Homes SiT Old
uP oN
Day More.. Elder
Dreams Remain ALiVE..
Dog DreAMs MoVE NoW
For Adventure never sits still..
Humans Imagine even more
in Life’s
Dog Dreams Move…
Humans Sit Still.. Adventure
Never Dies.. caLL of The Wild Refrain..
Royal Dogs Draped
Velvet Purple Nature
Tall Grass
to Hide
oF Curiosity
Scent neVer Fading..
PawS oN Pebbles
Every Stone
Paint them with
A Loving heART
Pet Rocks
Flesh and Fur
Wolf Wild
Escapes as Sea
Moonlight Dances Sings NoW
Pebbles toss to Mind on Heaven…
SMiLes.. mY friEnd Xenia
i find great comfort
that your
And you are only
A Stone’s thRow oF FriEnd Ocean Whole..:)

Edifice of Home
Building Harmony
with Nature
in Stone
or Wood
Still Fall Down
What’s Left Behind
Love’s Freedom or not..
Sands of time
Never Existing
Waves Polish
Struggles Bring
Fire of SoUL Sublime
Ethereal DreAM Fruition
Blues Rising
Springs Moon
WarM OwL
eYes wHo LoVE..
Black Colors Life
Life Colors Black
Colors Life Black
Life Colors Life
FloWeR SiGHt..
i am just pondering
Since an Equation now
for Mass-Energy Equivalence
is E=MC2.. what is the Human
Equation for the Mass-Energy
Equivalent of one
Black and White
Print that looks just
like this..:)
dots before
it to insure it
doesn’t actually too much
Color the Words that come
it makes me Feel Good to See
it no matter what the mileAge
is.. However.. if i had a Tape Measurer
for all the Neuro-Chemicals and Hormones
thaT A SMiLE Black and White Emoticon Makes
oh no..
i might
about Feeling
the Emoticon
Sense of SMiLe and
so Goes the Love Muscle
When Mechanical Cognition comes to play..
Grass of Green Grass of New GRass oF oLD to ReNew..
so nice
to live
without much
MeaSure mY FriEnd..
Frank.. True.. in soMe ways at
LeASt i am ‘A’ Anti-Einstein.. heHe..
inner instead of outer NavEL oF UniVerse
but one thing
i do Feel Sense
is EM=F=EN=M=S
Emotion Equals Force
Equals Energy Equals
Moving Equals Synergy
Or for Brevity
Emotion Equals Force..
SMiLes.. may this Force Be With
You in Human Terms oF Love Beyond Science..:)


Songs of Confidence
Music at Lower Frequencies
that Ground us to the Earth
of Fearless
like a Cat
totally Silent still
in Chi Force ready
to Strike like a Snake
the Reptilian Brain Sings
for Fight and Flight and Reproduction
Dances too.. the Will To Survive never
Afraid of Illusory dARk Confidence Rains
A SonG
of Back
iN BLacK..
and not for pun
just for interesting Scientific
FAct the Ethnic Demographic in
the United States with the Highest
Self Esteem as that relates to Serotonin
Trust in the Bare Necessities of Existential
Intelligence.. yes.. African American Males
rate at the top of that Pyramid with Sociologists
Citing Factors of Ability to Defend oneself in a Physical
Fight as well as Prowess in Consensual Ability for Reproduction
no matter
Weight of Fat Wallets
and such and such of that
Trump Fresh Hell now.. so you
may ask yourself who has more
Self Esteem
or the
Average ‘Basketball
and Football Player’ these days..
And sure that is just a general Metaphor
as it’s boring as everyone’s Whipping Boy
is Trump now for duh any ‘real man’ can see
through his issue of “Little Man” Syndrome now..
and yes it’s a Southern thing trying to Measure up
to Big Daddy too.. thing is and things are it doesn’t
take a Demographic with the most Live in Fathers now
to make the Greatest Self Esteem in Basic Animal
and Human Mammal Existential Intelligence
for it must be something more.. Men
who become Men by earning
it on tHeir own without
Big Daddy’s
‘Help’ now..
sure.. it takes
‘some of us’ longer
than others but there is
no Greater Grounding than
the Call of the Wild that is just
another God and Nature Song
no longer unrequited for Fearless
to Join Unconditional Love too.. for even
more than self-esteem in caring giving sharing
Empathy Sympathy and Compassion too.. Unconditionally
as no you don’t talk about ‘their’ Mothers either for Love Creates
True Will And Strength in Foundation of Love and Grace as simple
as a Lion Crossing the Savannah aLL Confident and low high to the Ground..
NoW.. so Sure i’m Back in Black too for this is just a Metaphor not aimed really
at any one Socio-Economic or Ethnic Demographic.. NoW and on top of that i am
Wearing an AC/DC Back in Black Shirt tonight to the 187th Dance Week Night with
all the Cool College Age Folks at Old Seville as i leave the loftier nuanced emotions
of HeART to Rise the Spirit of the Dragon of my Self Confidence at Ground Level
of Mammal Call of the Wild Self Esteem MoVinG CoNnecTinG and CreaTinG iN aLL
the ways that comes
Be Wild Be
Free Be
In Fearless
Confidence that
knows and feels all
as Blanket of Equal now
it’s true Scared men now are
Weak and fall to attempting now to
puff themselves up by Bullying Folks
in Trump and other Roy Moore ways..
Real Men Don’t even have to try as they
are River they are the Stream and they are
Waves of Ocean that Naturally Return to Them..
And sure the same applies to real Women and eTc too
in whatever way the Human Condition comes for Call of the
Wild and Free NoW.. iN aLL of Nature’s Dream to survive and better
thrive now
in all
ways that
comes too.. innately
instinctually and intuitively
in Back in Black and all the Beyond
Rainbow Colors of Life when Grounded
as any Free Mammal Will So Free and Fearless aS LoVE NoW BaLanCE..:)


Hmm.. Considering the Original Meaning of Meek
in the Official Present Bible Means Fearless
and Turning the Sword and Fist of Fear
and Hate returning now
into Guns of Love
A Dove and
A Seagull
of Love
and all
Jazz too..
instead of
against Peace
and those who live
by those swords who continue
now to get their YouTube Channels
erased too as yes in Real Life situations
No Matter what Religion a Person Belongs
to.. even science.. sHows NoW iN affect and
effect that Matthew Chapter 5 Verses 3 thru 11
really works for it is the dARk that Brings the LiGht
when Victorious in Love for it is the Tears now that
actually Bring NeuroChemical and NeuroHormone Greater
Comfort NoW after a Human Loss comes for stiLL iT iS those
NoW who Live by the Law of Love that Seeks to Understand
the Differences of others that/who Comes to Cooperation with
Human Nature and Conditions for Survive and Thrive For it is
the Human Nature of Altruism increasing when one Practices
a Life of Mercy and Forgiving in sow and reap ways of actual
Karma in Positive Words and Actions and the resulting similar
flavored consequences for it is True.. Swords Bring Death.. Peace
Brings Harmony like that shouldn’t be basic Human Common Sense
101.. and no.. one must never ever give up on Love for even when all
Hope is gone Change is the Rule of all of Reality Now so Love alWays
has a step up from down oF Fear and hate and misery loves company
my FriEnd and Quite Honestly to relate more to the Spirit of Meek.. ‘Real
Men’ and ‘Women’ and the Gentile Jew Servant or Free Woman or Man
no more as all Children of God at Essence as we all leave Foot Prints
of God when we Walk the Beach of Paradise.. Sure.. Develop a Tough
SKin of Love that is impervious to the ‘Laughing Hyenas’ of Life
who/that Seek to Bring others down to their Level of Misery
Loves Company now.. True.. these Story pARts of
A Man Named Jesus’ Life is really A Good
Story Now that Makes common
sense that works in every
day life.. or on the other
Hand considering that Many Roman
Empire Hands went into Writing the New
Testament now you can also Follow NoW as A
Disciple.. the Mr Hyde More Bad Cop Version
of Jesus that and who does literally still now
exist if taken that way in the New Testament
that and who pretty much Justifies all the
Misery Loves Company in Discord that you
Bring here against those who could be Family
and Friends and even Parents and Children who go
against what you say is correct now without attempting
to use the Wisdom of Cognitive Empathy in Better understanding
what makes their Multi-Universe of God as Nature tick now different
than yours.. Call for an Uprising Dude.. you don’t have to Like someone
to Love them as far as those who oppose what you believe or use a Different
Language or other Visual Symbols to Freely Express their View of God beyond
Alpha to Omega all as Nature seen and not seen.. understood and not understood
by some less i AM or more i AM NoW.. WitH agape Love all for all of Creation in
understanding all DArk and LiGHT that comes YouR/tHeir way takes Real Men
and or Women Dedication all aCross the life spans and yes crosses that come
tHeir/YouR way as A first
step STiLL NoW is
a rather common
sense one my friEnd
too.. the Step of Love that
Healthy Children with Touchy
Feely Hugs of Love Garden innately
and environmentally from the age of
Nurturing Milk at Breast acRoss the Life
Span now.. not everyone gets that Milk of
Love either.. early or later too.. LEarn to Give
and Share that Nurturing Milk of Love my FriEnd
and not only Survive.. yes.. thrive too.. and in the New
Testament when it talks about removing the eye of
Fear and Hate as Sin if that is what rules your life
perhaps the best thing of all if you do not really
change your ways of teaching us verses them
instead of we all stand unified or fall toGetHeR
NoW separated in this life is that yes.. perhaps
all your YouTube Channels will
be eRased and you WiLL stART
aGaiN iN A Real LiFE NoW iN
A Vocation of Love
perhaps.. yes.. you WiLL even Walk in
the Footsteps of Not just a story of a Man
Named Jesus but the Real Scotsman
who lives
or perhaps
an Italian American
Dude if you become a Real Man of Love now..
Good Fortune.. the Humility you’ve shown in this
Video gives me a little more spark of hope for you..
but hey.. i’ve been to HeLLl oN eArTH within in that other
Kingdom too.. so.. you bet.. i’ve got the patience of JOB and even more too..
Here’s A Key my FriEnd on thiS eARTh as far as Human Foot Prints Left Move
as Fossils of Nautilus you.. there are two paths in life.. one that leaves Foot
Prints of Hope and Love in Joy or the other Foot Prints and Finger Prints
Left of Fear and Hope in Misery Loves Company as Nautilus Shell
Fossil of Hate that lasts so ask your self this question.. what
kind of Nautilus Shell was that YouTube Channel that was
erased.. TruE iN LiGhT if you can’t say for sure the first one
yes NoW YeS..
perhaps it was
IS A blessing
to the entire
world and future nows too.. that it’s plucked
away.. SMiLes my FriEnd YouTube is improving
on a Philosophy for Unconditional Love for
all and plucking out the eyes of Misery
Loves Company more in Fear and
Hate and no.. they will not
likely do a perfect job
either for that
my friEnd
is pART of Life
too.. the dARk that remains NOW
that wHo continues to inspire more
LIGht too.. like i said it’s in
the introduction to the
Beatitudes for the
Good Cop
Jesus who
still is an excellent
Story to follow and
make as your Foot Prints
and Finger Steps that come next real and stay..
Do your Best my FriEnd in Love as Karma sows and
reaps Love is the Foot and Finger Print of Paradise now..:)

3 “Blessed are the poor in spirit,
For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 Blessed are those who mourn,
For they shall be comforted.
5 Blessed are the meek,
For they shall inherit the earth.
6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
For they shall be filled.
7 Blessed are the merciful,
For they shall obtain mercy.
8 Blessed are the pure in heart,
For they shall see God.
9 Blessed are the peacemakers,
For they shall be called sons of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,
For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11 “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake.

Comment Number 1101

YouR FRiEnD Fred..
iT’s TruE i AM.. i LiVE
in tHaT Word by not only NamE.. and yes my friEnd.. i continue to Leave Foot Prints and Finger
Prints of Love in Dance and Song everywHeRE i go.. as Nautilus Shells of Love they aren’t alWays
noticed heHe.. as i have 3 Subscribers on YouTube and 75 Friends on Facebook and
28 Followers on Google and 306 Followers on Word Press and Several more
on Twitter but sure.. although most people are afraid to get too close
to me.. i truly have Millions of Overall Views and in terms
of Video Voyeurs the Lesson i Bring in
My Ministry of Dance in Human
Mind and Body Balancing
Soul is the reaLiST 8360
or so Miles in 51 Months
of Public Praise Dance
aLong with a 5 Million
Word Bible and Poem
as a
MesSage of
Paradise now..
for it is through that
Non-Verbal Langauge
that IS A Voice of Heaven aS
Human Incarnate Dances and
Sings NoW ReaL HeaVeN
oN eARtH NoW
and sure i’M not
the only one tHere are
Lots of Folks like me.. just not
many who will come hear NoW and
Unconditionally Love someone as Lost
as you seem now in misery loves company..
Kind Wishes wiTH Hope you find a way out my FriEnd.. as this all
and everything
else i write
and dance is
a prayer
of one body and
blood as Bread and Water oF LiFe (LoVE).. NauTiluST LaSTinG
serIOUsly.. i needed you to do this.. So.. Thank you WitH heART..:)

11:08 AM


WiLL SurELy Take Another
Profile Photo to Fit Another
10K iN As Description Words
Innately Environmentally
Human Beings Are
Born And Raised
iN A LoVE ReLiGioN
Religion At Essential Definition
Is wHat Binds Two Or More
Individuals ToGeTHeR NoW

Oh.. i Love it When Facebook Friends Strike
Up Discussions Requiring Critical
Thinking to get the answers
“Correct” at least.. heHe..
So.. yes.. FB Friend
Cris asks a Question
that has inspired many
A Fierce Debate in Both
Ethics and Science and
Yes.. in terms of Black and
White Morality that will not bend
to the Common Sense of Reality at Hand.. NoW
Keeping iN Mind heAR that i’ve been attending
The Catholic Church without Fail every Sunday
Since September of 2013.. and raised in that
Particular Flavor of a so-named Christian
Religion that somewhat adheres to
the Essence of the Teachings oF
A STory of a Man named
Jesus who used
Common Sense
in the Good Part
Mostly Jeffersonian
New Testament part of
what remains that wasn’t
Censored out and or Created by
the Roman Empire Nicene Council
of 325 AD.. of course with Scribe Mistakes
And Purposeful Alterations as Biblical Scholarly
Reports now do indicate in the Best Facts ‘we’ have
about an overall Book Writing Club that is rather Vague
in who wrote what
when as Centuries
and Thousands of Years
Passed by.. anyway. the Question
Posed by Cris is.. why are ‘the Folks’
Who Support the Death Penalty NoW
Against Abortion with of Course some
eye for an eye comments coming from
The More Fundamentalist Aspects of
His Facebook Personal Page Reading Audience now..
and by the way.. Cris.. A Christian.. is the Half Brother of
Ned.. the gigoid who names himself an Atheist.. as far
as i can see they
are both Human Beings
as well as those who are killed
in eye for an eye ways for Breaking
the Law.. just a few steps away from Muslim
Sharia Law that cuts hands off if you steal and
pushes ya off Buildings if you get caught doing a
Homosexual Act and of course throws Acid on the
Faces of and or Stones Women who are even suspected
of Adultery
now or doing
something the
males don’t particularly
recognize as their version
of Lady Like now.. in Muslim ways..

AnyWay.. i return with a longer
than Average Tweet on Facebook
but not the total of what i present on my
FB Home Rug and Territory Turf now.. hehe..

So i say in explanation why in my opinion of course.. NoW
And you bet an intensively and extensively educated one
as i spent Years Debating in ‘normal’ Educated Style
of Writing on the ‘Wrong Planet Website’.. where the
Average Queen’s English Human IQ was polled
somewhere on average between 140 to 160
where these folks were even ‘too smart’
to get along with most anyone
in the Meaty ‘Bell Curve’
Parts of ‘Normal’
in Intelligence
Points closer to the Average and
yes.. it’s true that gigoid Graduated as
the Valedictorian in his High School Class
at the Highest Graduating Rank.. verses just 11 for
me in a Class of 381 as i Digress in Intelligence points NoW
HeAR not too proud to admit that after 19 years of School
and Three College Degrees and 33 Years of Active Paid
Work Retiring at the top part of Federal Civil Service
Pay Rates.. no.. i didn’t really understand anything
then of Real Importance in Overall Physical
And Emotional and Existential Intelligences
in Fact it is Safe to Say that i was Retarded
on the Autism Spectrum in ways of all of
those most important Intelligences for
Every Day Survive and Thrive in the
Social Group then.. thing is..
We Humans Have Amazing Potential
Just Waiting to be Properly Challenged in Struggle
And Successful Adaptation in Change now to unlock
the Epigenetic Potential for Evolution of Potential come
To Fruition in just one life now as well as re-wiring the
Mind and Body from Head to Toe in Neuroplastic ways
to finally come out of a Cocoon of Ashes and Rise like a Phoenix NoW iN Human Potential never realized Before and oh yeah.. i Case Study my Evolution of Human Potential and Share the results as
JusT i CaN and WiLL
iN NeWeR aGE Justice
League Ways As Any Wonder
WoMaN or BAtman or REaL SUperman
Will JusT Do in REaLiTy These Days NoW..
So.. yes.. back on topic as this is the answer
i Provide to Cris on his Facebook Page.. Recently..:)

‘Cause Love
Your Enemy
Is Not
Of ‘their’

And on top
Of that in
Safe Abortions
Are Illegal
There are
As Many
That Lead
To Disability
And Death
As in all
Of Ignorance
In Common

But of Course
If the Catholic
Church Approved
Safe and
Contraceptives.. that Wise
Action would
Reduce the
Number of
Both Medically
Safe and

Short answer is
we Have yet to
Veils of
Live by
Love Doing
The Least
In Golden
Rule Ways..:)

And as a Note here that i often
Provide for Historical Clarification as
the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse
is Defined as Lifting the Veils of Ignorance as a
Far Cry away from the Global Ignorance who and
that is Looking Forward to the End of the World in
Destruction and Death
of those Folks
they don’t see
eye to eye with
in Different Abrahamic
Religious Views against the
Metaphor Still of the Gentiles and
so Later Named Pagans too.. but remember
in case you Forgot who the Man Jesus was before
‘you’ interpreted the Revelation Part of that Book Literally
instead of a Frigging Dream a Dude had and reported on
During the Roman Persecution of Christians back in ‘the day’
With a Hated and Cruel Ruler named Nero as an Anti-Christ
then as associated with the Numbers 616 and Later Changed
Likely to 666 in
Alpha Numerical
ways of so-Called
Secret Codes for those
folks against the Roman Rule
of Persecution who wanted to stay
alive then while providing a Hopeful
Message of some kind at least.. anyway..
it’s a Good thing i have the Tradition of Three
New Profile Pics to fit this New pART of my “FB
Profile Pic Bible 2018” all in the Description now for
as Normal and Liked as Fred Stuff can and will get hehe..
With even Seven Likes now.. Change is the rule even though
that Previous Professionally Photographed Photo of Fred and
Katrina as i speak to us in Trump Third Person way.. hehe just
for a literary Device
For Fun to capture
your attention if
anyone makes
it past the
New Societal
Border of 280 Characters
NoW for the Limit of Current
in Depth Critical Thinking in Human
Being Discussion now to hopefully influence
some kind of positive Influence in the World for an
Apocalypse of Lifting the Veils of Ignorance that sure Grand
tootin’ Beats a Nuclear World War III that some folks who live
With a Bad Cop Head Stomping Send ya to hell forever with
A so-Called God of Love in Charge now.. A Jesus still believed
in now like a Kid Born in
A Manger who grows
up and changes from
Super Hero to Super Vengeance
Villain of Hate when he comes back
to Destroy Forever those in Torture and
Pain as he forgets what he originally said
all About Love Your Enemy and Turn the other
Cheek now.. no.. i didn’t Fall Asleep when i read
The New Testament Part and yes i Understand Innumerable
Authors Wrote the entire Bible Mix lean of Republican and Democratic
Grid Lock
of Common Sense
same then as what’s
obviously Insane in Common
Sense to some of us now.. like
putting 13 Million or so mostly needy
People off Potential Life Saving Health Care now..
it’s True in Human Form Now the Bad Cop Jesus is
Alive and well in many pockets lined with Political Gold now..
Ugh.. Reverse Robbing IN the Hood Politics still on Fire.. Ugh..
Fire of
Savior of Greek
Apocalypse Lifting the
Veils of Ignorance NoW iN
Apollo Wise and Hebes Fountain
oF Youth Spirit Beauty Ways For NoW aT LeASt..;)

OG.. Time Flows when it’s NoW to Work ouT.. Gotta get goin’..;)


Second Round of Poetic Responses at Xenia’s
Place of Poetry And Whippet
A Flag For Love
Memories For
Do Love More
ReMEmbers LiGHT
LamP alWays LiT NoW..
Looking for a MacroVerse
Title aLong some lines
of Un-domesticating
Human Nature retaining
Fearless Will and Strength
With A Foundation of Love
and Grace..
i supPose..
“CaLL oF thE
WiLD ReTurns
WiTH LoVE”..
FoR NoW..
SeAsons Precipitating
WaVeS RiVeRs
STreAMs aLWays
WhOle Shores..
When aLL pARTs
oF LiFE Are A Prompt
For Poetry and Dance
WitH Ever Changing Words and Steps..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd
For A Ride ACross
Ocean WhOle
iS Ease
Free Online
NoW Chalice OVeR FLoWinG..:)


Hi Soheir.. as you are such
A Dedicated Mother in Support
to the other Members of your Family
Working 6 Days A Week and Doing
your Graduate Study at School in Egypt
i am indeed honored that you take time
out of your only
Weekend on
Friday to
Drive through
30,311 Words of
“Veterans of Ground Hog Days”
and Close to 400 photos and
even Drive Further Down
through what accumulates
now at Close to 15,000 or so more
Words of Comments as i currently
write “Call of the Wild Returns
With Love” as these Comments
in Draft Form in Real
time and when
the Title arrives it does
come out of Imagination’s Inspiring
Gift of Creativity and the only Litmus
Test i Give to it now is to Search the new
title i Create on Google to make Sure no
one has come up with the Phrase for a title Before..
For it’s true every MacroVerse i Write now through the
Main Body of the post and through the comments section
does exceed the 40,000 Word Mark for a real Novel Sized
Effort.. where the Joy is in the Act of the Art my Friend and Truly
FriEnds like you are the Icing on the Cake of my Life that tastes so
Good.. even though
i lost my sense of
Smell and Ability to
taste the Flavors of Food
from a Common Cold Virus
in the Spring of Last year ’17..
that injured the Smelling Nerves
of my Nose where that ability to
Smell is coming back in rather strange
and in not so always pleasant ways but the Key
to me my FriEnd in this Life is i’ve already experienced
what the Medical Community suggests is the worst pain
known to Humankind.. named type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
as talked to too in our discussions before from wake to sleep for
66 months but that pain was not even as bad to me in the numb
chaos of mind that came when i lost my ability to feel emotions or
even remember the feel behind a smile or if i had ever felt a laugh
before for memories are emotions and emotions are memories and
when they are lost
there is no reference
point out of that real hell
on Earth NoW wHeRe at that
Dead Zone Point in the DArk
Nights of the Soul of my
life without
the Glue
of Emotions
And the Focus
Emotions help provide
for Cognitive Executive
Functioning i was not able
to even complete a game of
Tic Tac Toe.. and i suppose my
FriEnd that is now why i use all
my human potential and express
all Gifts Given from God for
i do know what it feels
and senses like in life
for all
to be taken
away that counts
in life namely Love for the
Highest Human Potential of all
my Friend in all the colors beyond the
Rainbow in Beauty and Wisdom that Love
Will Naturally Be NoW when set free like the Wings
of the Beautiful Angel-Like Seagulls that on today this
Anniversary of Writing 51 Months on Word Press become
the Back Ground Heaven of Beach on my Blog now and part
of the reason i showed that picture of me without any happy
expression was that was when i first got out of hell first
recovering without the pain and emotions coming
back as i wanted to be reminded each and
every day of where i came from
to get to this point of
Happiness now..
and that change along with
the Profile Pic that relates the
Smile i’ve had all along for these
51 Months in Recovery now also marks the
51 Days that my Son Ryan Lived with only pain
and never ever a smile experienced of Joy in life
as only pain my friend in suffering with only death
as his relief from what Medical Science extending his Life
Brought away from the True Mercy of the God of Nature who
that provides the Blessing of Death as truly a Greatest Gift NoW
of all out
of suffering
and misery
my FriEnd that
sadly the insanity of
Human Culture often extends
as some of us look at our children
as possessions instead of Free Beings
with a unique soul of their own.. both capable
of Greatest Joys and Sufferings too.. so it is true
i Mark this Day with a New Gravatar Photo that relates
the Happiness that still lives on in the Smiles of the Parents of Ryan
That and who still live on.. but true.. not before i remembered for 51 Months
of not only my pain and suffering but that of my Child for 51 days too.. Tradition
is Important my Friend and all Religions that help bind us together in Love and
Peace and Harmony in the Actual Light of Life that is Love no matter what
the Labels are of those Religions as people tend to view their Religion
through the eyes of Hope and Love in Joy Loves Company or
more like Misery Loves Company in Fear and Hate
Depending on their Genetic Make-up and
who and what the Environment of the
Garden is they are raised in what comes
to be who they are in the Story of what
comes to be them
now today.. within..
it’s true i may not be
particularly Catholic when
it comes to what i don’t agree with in
the Details of that Religion of what the
Roman Empire totally brought to it but it’s
Also True that as far as making life Holy and
Sacred.. Full of Meaning and Purpose where truly
God is the ‘i AM’ of all that is beyond Alpha to Omega
my Entire Life is Religion my friend in basic definition NoW
of what Binds us like the Glue of Emotions do to help us even
Navigate ourselves out of a Paper Bag of Life.. as ‘they’ say
Book Smart People without the Social Touch of Love Have
Finding their
way out of a Paper
Bag these days.. yes.. i’ve been
there done that too where i couldn’t
even find my way to the end of
a Game of Tic Tac Toe.. yes..
Love is the Greatest
Art of Life
my FriEnd
And the GreaTeST Gift
from God both in Feeling Force Power
and Sensing it and in coming to express
all the Gifts of our Human Potential too..


SMiLes Again my FriEnd Soheir.. For i Feel.. Sense..
Every Human’s GreaTest Challenge is
to Color the World
with Love
as Positivity
in what ever Gifts
They may Bring..
And For
Many years
all i was able to
Bring was Colors of
Purgatory Shades
of Grey and i do
realize many
Still Live in that World of Purgatory Shades of
Grey where it is very difficult to crack a smile
of Soul at all.. and i suppose the only pair of the
kind of shoes i wear to dance in the online world
for purchase that would fit me were mostly Grey
with a Golden Yellow Swoosh on a Black
Back Ground with Highlights
of Bright Orange on
the top of those
shoes speaks
to the reality of the Dance
and Song of My Life that continues
as i never Give up coloring the Gift of the
Pages of my Life that God of Nature extends
Hand in Hand in my Human Nature.. it’s True my
FriEnd as far as the Human Species goes in my Locality
here i feel and sense many Purgatory Grey Shades of Soul
in the people i pass by as i Dance for i too remember what it was
like to live tHeRe too And
Even in the dArkest
BLack Abyss
hope was
exhausted then..
And that is the Greatest Gift
my FriEnd and it’s true Ryan is Greater
than i am for he taught me how Precious Life
is and how worthy of thanks and praise this spark
of life is to make it as much of a Flame in Beyond Rainbow
Colors to liGht a Torch and a Bonfire at least Bright enough
wHere someone
else can
and will
Carry it on..
and that my Friend
is that Saint Elmo’s Fire
that the Passing of my Mother
my Father and my Child has brought
to me.. to inspire others to Color the World
With Love is the Job God as Nature Real Gives
to all of us to do.. those of us who are able to do it..
we truly
are the
Fortunate ones
for those who live in Purgatory
Grey and even in the Deepest
Abyss of BLack Hole SouL
NoW of Life Need
and Song
and Painting of Sparks
of Hope that we Can and Will BRing
now.. no matter if they ever say Thanks or not..
for again my friend the greatest Gift is seeing ‘the other side’..
Happy Sun
Day Evening
to you in Egypt.. May
Your Colors of Love Painting NoW
Continue to Shine Brighter than the
Golden Yellow Sun Forevernowmore iN TRuE Victory oF LiGHT SMiLeS..:)


Third Round of one Poetic
Response at Xenia’s Place
as i respond to her kind compliment
on the Newest Gravatar Avatar of
the Smiles on the Faces
of Me and the
Katrina now
with added
Seagulls to
the mix in Back
Ground way with
Azure Blue SKeYes
NoW To oN WRiTinG CouRsE oNLiNE..;)

😺😺😺.. i
Figured it
Was time
To not only
Talk about SMiLes
But to
Too.. With
A Celebration
Of Seven Years
Of Online Existence
On ThankGiving
After the
Call of the
Wild Returns
Xenia and
All your Family
Including those
Canine Teeth..:)


River Blood
Sea eyes Salt
Stream Tears
Ocean Whole
now with
that FeeL..
Ha.. to be or to
Give Unconditional
Love NoW and to Like
Everything to the Best
of ‘our’ aBiLiTieS takes A Whole
Lot oF Effort and Best to do it
when one’s
are completely
Covered by a condom of Life..
that is Better Guaranteed not to Break..
And yes my friEnd.. Brian for once i’ll Visit with
alWays A Gmail Worth Returning Weekly if nothing
less to
mY Appreciation
of your Overall Existence..
Namaste+ as ‘they’ say my friEnd
when every Step and Every Word
of Life Becomes Holy and Sacred
Full of Meaning and Purpose..A Tradition for all
A CulTure
i make out
of Will and Freedom
that no one else must join
but the Will of Discipline within
that simply Loves to Feel and Sense
aLL of LiFE in all of what Nature may bRing
in both
of Human
Hands and Feat..
Other than that Have a Great
Weekend.. Indian Summer Here.. just
got Back from a Creek Indian Pow Wow that
Brought Tears to my eyes to see a Culture and a
People Together Based on a Flesh and Blood Moving
Connecting Creating Way of Life.. but True.. i Don’t Dance
Any Traditional Rules of Dance either tHeRe.. so it’s True.. i suppose
My HeArt
Still mostly
Belongs to me.. heHe..
A Culture of One.. A Free
Dance and Song of Life that
is nakedful of new words and steps
that coMes to Life.. where ‘we’ can still
Visit other Traditions and Soak up tHeir
Love of Life ToGetTHeR too.. i am so Glad to
See and Hear that tHeRE are still Indians who Dance
LiFE Together with SMILes that Heal.. and HeArts that
Bind and Words that Sing A Spirit of Wisdom inspired by
Dance that makes a SoUL A BinDinG ForCE as Religion Loves to Feel LoVE NoW..:)


And Being
As enough
For NoW

So what is the Story that you build oF your Life..
So what is the Story that you Build with otHeRs For your Life..
And what Does YouR Story Consist of.. Food.. Shelter.. Reproduction..
Love.. Building or Buying
Stuff so many
so many
so many
Words as
Every Word and otHeR
Tool is a Religion that
Binds us toGeTHeR MoRe
aS and iN LoVE or the other
Sith Place of the Dark ForcE NoW
Sure.. Did i.. Mention Domination
Power and Status Seeking that seeks
to Rule over Free and Sure.. Societies of
more than around 150 to 200 Sets of Naked
Free Hips and eYes ConNecTinG for Survive
And Thrive Does take rules and regulations
to insure Anarchy
of Harm
to most
All potential
Freedoms is not
what comes next
in a free fall of Dark Force now..
as the Dark Force continues to Rear
this Head of Domination.. Power and
Status Seeking that Seeks to Rule
over Free beyond the ability
for More Folks to
a Kingdom
of Happiness
within that works for them toGeTHeR
but hey.. at least we can see ITs ‘head’
now and i have A Date with the Justice League
NeXT at 5:30 PM so.. i gotta get going.. MUcH more later..;)


Hi.. Brian.. Thanks so much for stopping by and
my Pleasure to go a small step more to share
how your Poetry continues to inspire me
as it always has in the past.. now
in going the route
of Email.. those
Colorful Orbs are
one of the many musing
Works of Art that took my eye
and Smart Phone Camera on to click
at the Golden Nugget Casino in Biloxi
as they are Decorative Ceiling Lamps
and the more i look for Art in all
Avenues of Life from
the Clothes of
Culture to
all of Nature
more and more of the
details of Life Come toGether
in an Art of Synchronicity in a FloW
iN ZoNE State of Art and Love Mind and
Body BaLanCinG Force that of course on the
course of my Life is often only meaningful in what
i know find as Holy and Sacred Purpose in Life more and
more.. SMiLes.. in otHER Words all of ‘it’ is my FriEnd and i Surely
refer to God as Beyond Alpha to Omega of all that is ‘it’ ‘i am’ now.. so
i’m never Lonely
with an allone
iN A Very
Personal way NoW iN that/this
Holy And Sacred Full of Meaning
Purpose way now.. in the Passing Away News
Today Sadly at age 64 per the Bass Player Malcolm
Young of AC/DC who Co-Founded that Group i am
surely ‘Thunder Struck’ not by ‘willing’ Groupies but by
the Force of all that is that surely lives in AC/DC Groupie
ways too.. hehe.. as i remember the Beatles saying the
main reason they became the Beatles is that they
were Basically Nerdy White Boys who couldn’t
find a Date as John Lennon in an Interview
with Tom Synder.. if i remember then the
Interviewer correctly in that Interview as John
said.. he took advantage of ‘that’ with no regrets at all..
And sure.. it was consensual.. anyway i’m Glad i learned
to Love First more than below the neckline of the Fairer
ones.. but it’s true in my life at least after the Nerd Days and
the Napoleon Dynamite Wire Framed Glasses left and Contact
Lens replaced that with a ‘Normal Person’ Hair cut hehe.. as it’s True
i used to wear my Hair a Lot like Donald Trump when i was in Middle
School.. it seems like he never overcame some stuff to me which in many ways
makes me actually sorry for the man with the pity of what never finding the Real
Security of Self-Actualization is.. where in my opinion no life experience compares
to a hand
in hand
Trust Faith aLL
iN All oF Nature (God)
Within NoW inside outside
above so below and all around
Naked and Free and yes with due
Appreciation for the Benefits of Cultural
Clothes when used and worn in Balance..
anyway.. it’s true men get groped by women
in many ways too.. and there is still a Double
Standard there that not too many people
talk about.. for that mostly becomes
a real reverse Al Franken
Joke.. that we
men are
to laugh all off but it’s
true i’ve also bounced some
Bootie Dances off my knee a little
Farther away.. hehe.. and nah.. i never
would have imagined in my Thirties that there
would even be an age where women in a Public
Bar would ever do such a thing.. but hey.. as long as it
is consensual and harms no one.. it’s free.. it’s just free
and the
do it just like that
with rarely any Aggression
that Leads to Violence and a very
Peaceful Small Society of Naked Apes where/
when there are no outside of the Tribe conflicts..
oh.. and the other thing.. very rarely in the Dance Halls
these days are there any really slow and emotional dances
for couples face to face.. and i’m quite sure that is part of the symptoms
of a Society that is losing empirical measures of Human Empathy in Tender
Caring Ways as Studies have shown a reduction in 30 Percent or so of these
Measures of Empathy among
College Age Adults
in the last
30 years
as it’s true
Bootie Dances
Mix Aggression
And Plays of Dominance
with some Pleasure too.. it’s
really most fascinating how Culture
Continues to Change in Cycles after all
there were the Roaring Twenties too.. as
Society is experiencing Great Growing
Pains with the continuing Revolution
of the Machines Replacing
So Many
Social Roles.. hehe..
like i said.. Your Poetry
is Amazing as it inspires
Insights that make me Grow as a Human
Being.. it’s true my friEnd Inspiring is enough..
and i do always appreciate your very thoughtful Human
Comments too.. iN what you’ve always brought here as
when i share my MacroVerse Memories those Historical
Comments still bring a smile to me.. and yes.. New Inspirations
too.. as hey.. i count my blessings in all the ways they come as
this is not only A Prayer it is Ongoing Cognitive Behavioral Therapy
with an inner
voice that
can be counted
on to Bring me
Peace and Harmony
alWays MoRe.. as i digress.. more.. hehe
Enjoy the Rest of your Weekend my friEnd..
i can’t imagine doing anything of what i do now..
if i was still working as that took all the Spoons i had
as Reserves of Energy then.. i am very fortunate to
have ever
to Retire..
As it’s true i once
thought the ‘Golden Age’
was just an “Old Wive’s Tale”..
but i will surely say now that when i sat
as a shut-in in my Car in Walmart for those
66 Months of numb and pain while Katrina did
the Necessary Shopping for Subsistence it was mostly
the Elder People who went in that store and came out with
a smile too.. yes.. now.. i understand why.. For Negative Stress is Fear
and that
Takes Everything
Golden in Life away..
Yes.. My friEnd.. Do whatever
it takes to make yourself Free
with Will of Love.. for i surely
Learned that when one
falls there is no
that any
one will
pick us up except
for the Within of God
Living inside.. yes.. outside..
above.. so below and all around.. Happy Sunday..:)


SMiLes Again my FriEnd Soheir.. For i Feel.. Sense..
Every Human’s GreaTest Challenge is
to Color the World
with Love
as Positivity
in what ever Gifts
They may Bring..
And For
Many years
all i was able to
Bring was Colors of
Purgatory Shades
of Grey and i do
realize many
Still Live in that World of Purgatory Shades of
Grey where it is very difficult to crack a smile
of Soul at all.. and i suppose the only pair of the
kind of shoes i wear to dance in the online world
for purchase that would fit me were mostly Grey
with a Golden Yellow Swoosh on a Black
Back Ground with Highlights
of Bright Orange on
the top of those
shoes speaks
to the reality of the Dance
and Song of My Life that continues
as i never Give up coloring the Gift of the
Pages of my Life that God of Nature extends
Hand in Hand in my Human Nature.. it’s True my
FriEnd as far as the Human Species goes in my Locality
here i feel and sense many Purgatory Grey Shades of Soul
in the people i pass by as i Dance for i too remember what it was
like to live tHeRe too And
Even in the dArkest
BLack Abyss
hope was
exhausted then..
And that is the Greatest Gift
my FriEnd and it’s true Ryan is Greater
than i am for he taught me how Precious Life
is and how worthy of thanks and praise this spark
of life is to make it as much of a Flame in Beyond Rainbow
Colors to liGht a Torch and a Bonfire at least Bright enough
wHere someone
else can
and will
Carry it on..
and that my Friend
is that Saint Elmo’s Fire
that the Passing of my Mother
my Father and my Child has brought
to me.. to inspire others to Color the World
With Love is the Job God as Nature Real Gives
to all of us to do.. those of us who are able to do it..
we truly
are the
Fortunate ones
for those who live in Purgatory
Grey and even in the Deepest
Abyss of BLack Hole SouL
NoW of Life Need
and Song
and Painting of Sparks
of Hope that we Can and Will BRing
now.. no matter if they ever say Thanks or not..
for again my friend the greatest Gift is seeing ‘the other side’..
Happy Sun
Day Evening
to you in Egypt.. May
Your Colors of Love Painting NoW
Continue to Shine Brighter than the
Golden Yellow Sun Forevernowmore iN TRuE Victory oF LiGHT SMiLeS..:)


Loving Climate Change
North Winds Through Pines
Sings Colored Songs Nostalgia BRinGS
Yellow Boy Scratches A Patio Door
oF Screened iN Ways oF 38F Cold
BacK iN…
Perhaps you
Are A Polar
i AM A Cat..:)

So.. yes.. Change Happens
And what was once mostly
Face to Face Flesh and Blood
Interactions in the Climate of
Human MoVinG ConNecTinG CreaTinG
Love is increasingly
A Mechanical
And Electronic
Avatar Life of
Pressing Buttons..
to the point where even
Written Words are going away
more than a 280 Character at
Most Twitter Tweet where eventually
all that may be left are Button Pressing
Human Beings who live in up to 5.8 inches
of a Screen Crammed in an all Glass Box..
X Box
i Phone
has/is come to Life..
i’m still stuck with 6s
and that’s Okay with me as
even when i point my Camera
to the Clouds A Digital Artifact
oF A 6 spiraling from Red to Golden
Yellow Gold comes.. and that’s the first
time for that Yesterday on 11.18.2017 around
Noon at the Indian Pow Wow on a Reserve of
Nature’s Spirit in Divine way a meeting
Place of the togetherness of
Flesh and Blood
all moves
connects and
creates as human
flesh and blood all
as the rest of Nature
does when in BalanCinG ForCE
of Peace and Harmony for Survive
and Thrive of life in Animal Homeostasis real..
yep that’s more than 280 Characters but someone has
to keep lifting more of the Ball of Confusion that is the World
these days.. and yeah.. the Justice League Movie was more to be
expected than to be determined but perhaps that’s just because
every Super Hero Movie plays the same Hero Archetype theme
of Moving through Darkness Learning Lessons and
coming back to Teach the Rest of the
Tribe those Lessons Learned
and in the Technological
World we live in with
a Core Love that
many folks
tools that kill
others other than
working stuff out with
Love it’s all about who can
and will kill most efficiently in the
Lowest Potential of Human Diplomacy and when
A Zombie Apocalypse Feeding mostly off of Adrenaline
Away from the more Nuanced Touch of Oxytocin Bonding Love
With continuing loss of Empathy and Sympathy and Compassion
that is what ‘you’
Do.. Machine
of Killing
to the hilt to
Spark the Dopamine
and Adrenaline Neuro-Chemicals
and Hormones to stimulate some
life back into the Crowd at Hand with
not much Room for Deeper thinking and
Feeling and Sensing in Nuanced Colors
of Life farther than Bang Bang i Killed You Dead..
But you see the Human Species Karma in DArk ways has
Been Mounting over a Couple of Thousand Years now.. and
it’s true the Previews of the Movie in Trailer Ways brought
most all the Words of
Wisdom the
Movie Brought
in Full.. the
ones with the Biggest
‘Guns’ Won.. but you see
Nature is our Home.. and
we are killing Home slowly
and faster as the
of that Nature
Required to Support our
Human Version of Life now..
And other Species of Plants and
Animals And Fish and OtHeRs aLong the
Way.. Nature is a Living Force and not one to
kick in the Balls every day without a response..
It’s True Nature Bites Back as it has in all ways from
the Earth to the Winds to the Fires to the Floods to the Human
Disasters who walk on two feet with Guns.. and other tools of
sure.. plastic
explosives are an
option if metal is not
in the mix.. and all it is
is Nature as whole flushing the
Commode of Darkness as Cultures of Human
Beings Continue to Bring as not just a Virus
but a Cancer on Earth that continues to Deface
the Beauty
and the
of a Candle
that is the Opportunity
For Life to thrive and survive
now as Lord knows there are plenty
of Rocks to go around with no life
at all in either pain or pleasure or even numb
ways of life now.. meanwhile we continue to press the buttons..
while Paradise
still exists
the Screens
of our New Existence..
Meanwhile.. Nature Grins/Frowns with i told you so..
thing is ‘this’ place in an opportunity not a given
never ever to be owned..
Nature Rules.
Humans Continue
to Press the Incorrect Buttons.
And Trust or not ‘me’ Sooner or Later More
Folks will Hear the Voice of Nature..
Given Message
to what’s already been Taken..
As A Black Crow Sings a Song of November outside my Window…

And yeah.. that Last Profile Photo of the Indian Pow Wow
is another Forrest Gump Moment for me in the Pensacola News
Journal Today.. hehe.. as my Sister Alerted me that
i am Famous
again.. haha..
But it’s True
“Master Chief Aghogday”
was/is there and if you don’t
Believe i exist NoW just Google the Link
hehe.. as “the Internet Doesn’t Lie”.. does it..;)
At LeasT Not anY LonGeR
iN PoeTry
Dance and
Song and all
that Pow Wow Jazz..
it’s true too that’s what
AC/DC did does best too.. ‘Pow Wow’..;)


Hi Xenia.. and thanks so much for dropping by
“Veterans of Ground Hog Days”.. With
Nice Congratulatory Wishes for
my 7th Year Anniversary
of Living in Words
online since
Thanks Giving
Day of 2010 and actually
the 5 Million Plus Word Long
Form Poem and all the Sub-Chapter
Poems in Free Verse on Word Press Just
Celebrated a 51st Month Anniversary on 11.18.2017
that had Significant Meaning too as that matches the 51
Days our Son Ryan Lived so i Celebrated by taking down
the more Serious Face in both Avatar and BackGround of
Blog Changing to Seagulls Spiraling Around the Sun now
in even more BackGround of Azure Florida Blue Skies..
And the First 33 Months of my Existence online was
mostly spent on the Wrong Planet Site Making
8021 Posts there as they used to
call me the 7000 Word Man
hehe.. but the average
was likely closer
to 1,000 Words
with Some Writing Effort
Spent online in other Autism
Communities too.. anyway.. to stay
on a more Conservative Average Count
as i actually did spend all those 33 Months
almost entirely reading and writing on that
Website then from Wake to Sleep to
help Escape the Pain and
Numb then i am
Keeping the
Total Estimate of Words
Written since Thanks Giving
Day of 2010 at 12 Million Words
taking that Average Count of Words
Under 1000 Words a Post Average for
the ‘Aghogday’ Days per Another Ground
Hog Day of Dead Zone Living then.. so.. sure..
i’ll also make this the Opening post of the MacroVerse
coming next to Celebrate the 7 years of Existence online
as i am currently finishing up.. “Call of the
Wild Returns
After a Very Long
Weekend out and about
in Call of the Wild and Free
Verse Dance as that Public
Endeavor Continues now for
51 Months too.. And i remember
when my Illness Progressed to the Deep
Part of that 10 Years ago in 2007 about this
Time of the Year as the sensitivity in pain to colors
and what was not yet Diagnosed yet then.. as Sjogren’s
Syndrome that made the Nerve Endings of my Feet Hurt
so Bad it was Excruciating to Touch anything with My Feet and
that pArt along with the Sensitivity to Colors Actually Started in 2006
as i Distinctly also Remember Watching that Movie “Happy Feet” with
Katrina and my Sister wondering if my Feet Would Suffer with that Pain
For the Rest of My Life.. but it’s kinda Funny.. odd and strange.. as eventually
my life would turn out a whole
lot like that Dancing
Penguin Named
Mumbles as
when folks used to
make Fun of my Stuttering
Speech in School and actually
suggested i Mumbled when i talked
on the Phone Later in Life.. haha.. but
now.. i can talk more like a Ted Talk hehe..
sure.. a Fred Talk in real vocal way.. and that
really makes me feel good to be able to do that
and Sing and even Walk with no anxiety either..
and Truly the Dance Brings Greater Recovery
of my Brain along with Emotional Regulation
and Sensory Integration i never had
Before.. i truly wish more folks
on the Autism Spectrum
would try it but
sadly many
folks i met on the
Spectrum are not believers
in either Exercise or the Value
Free Flowing Dance with no instruction
or guidelines as that WiLL Bring as Emotional
and Sensory Healing.. and perhaps i wouldn’t have
understood or believed it before.. either.. as i did have a Hard
Time understanding what exactly the Benefit Folks were getting
out of Tai-Chi and Martial Arts and the Such as that in Eastern
Meditative Moving Arts in Healing Ways.. i had to do it to actually
Feel and
Sense the
Difference.. anyway
in the first Disabling Part
of my Illness when i wasn’t
able to use my eyes and ears
effectively for either reading
or writing or even looking
at any Screens at
all for 33 Months..
all i could really do is keep
trying to repeat what happened in the
past in Memory way the best i could and i usually
stayed on the ongoing topic of pain within.. as the
Present was Full of Pain and Numb too.. And my Sister
Kept saying another Chapter Would Soon Start in my Life..
And it really did when i mustered up the tolerance to Write
that First Word on the Wrong Planet Website on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010.. not able to use my prescription lenses as the focus on
my Optic Nerve just made the eye pain that much worse.. so i turned the
Brightness all the way down on the screen and spent the next 33 Months
Writing From Wake to Sleep just a few inches from the Screen to see it
where i could only see part of the Screen all those months
as a Screen of Words became my life where i could
still not bear to look at any photos.. in color..
to be able to even see Beauty
of a Sun Set in a
photo then..
with no ability to feel
that Magical Feeling of
the Beauty of a Sunset too..
i heard of stories of people before
overcoming great obstacles in life
in ways of illness and other issues but i couldn’t
find anyone in real life or anywhere online who had actually
experienced type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep
and although i’ve come across a few folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who have experienced
the Acute Form of Trigeminal Neuralgia in Type one way.. i still haven’t come across
who has
type two yet anywhere
but i’m sure they exist and if i
could ever find them.. i would tell
them don’t give up for it is named the
Suicide Disease literally so too..
For i would tell them..
Anything is
Potential Change NoW
is our Greatest Gift in Life..
anyWay.. that first word on Thanks
Giving Day of 2010 was a Very Painful
Word to endure as well as the Next 6 Million
or so that would Come after that with another
1 Million or so words on the Wrong Planet after
that pain went away in July of 2013.. but it’s
true the first word was
a First
out of Hell
that i would endure
33 more long months..
it’s true my friEnd i am
pART of that Biblical ‘Job’
Club and i’m not the only one
of course.. but i’ve been to places in
Hell and Heaven on eARTh NoW that
i had no idea existed in terms of Black
Abyss of the Dark Months of the Soul
And the Beyond Rainbow Colors
of Emotions and
that i regularly experience
NoW iN New Emotional LiGHT
HeaLinG Sensory Ways of Feelings
overall more now.. it’s good to be alive
and Thanks So Much for Helping me to
Celebrate in the Next Coming MacroVerse
About those 7 years and of course much more
to come other than that.. for come what may i welcome now..
And like that Song From Moulin Rouge Along with the ending Spoken
Words of the Song that i can no longer find on You Tube that say “the
Greatest Gift you’ll ever have in life is to Love”.. i find that self-evident
now that
Love is Real
My FriEnd the Agape
Love for all that never
ends eternally now
where if we
could make
a pill to give that Eternal eARTh
Heaven to the Billionaires in the
World they would take those Money
Clothes off as if they were soaked in a 2 Thousand
Year-Old Septic Tank that has never been pumped..
At least my FriEnd for the way i see life now.. and i am
very fortunate to come out of hell in anyway at all even in Purgatory Grey..
And like the Movie
the 6th Sense says
‘i see dead people’ and the
scariest part of all is they are all alive..
and the most amazing thing of all to me is
i am alive at all for during that entire 66 months
i was never sure.. i could make it one more second..
now time
at all to me..
until the clock says
i’ve gotta get going somewhere
else my friEnd aS NoW reMains Heaven lives in me..
Come what may.. a song i Used to Grieve our Cat Moby’s
Passing away and my Mother’s too.. but also a Song i Use
to Celebrate Life
for tHeRe truly
are Worse
Things than Physical
Death.. Namely losing one’s
Soul and having every thing else
and not being able to even touch it.. or see it
Through An Opaque Window Never Opened then..
As Far as Love remains tattered remnants of a Soul..
tears flow easily NoW my friend but they are never only bitter for
like life
no matter if
i can taste them or not..:)


Hi.. again my FRiEnd.. Xenia.. for
Seagulls alWays Rise to
the Sun in
oF LiGht
but sure there is also
A dArk Side of Vengeance..
the Sith’s.. the Manson’s and
the Bundy’s of Life and sadly still
at the Tops of Political Office that
and who Will Kill 6 Million Jews
Start Unjustified Wars
that Kill 100’s of
of Innocent People
And Play with Souls
in Entire Countries of People
with Glib Remarks about eternal
fire and suffering and even more bizarrely..
Remarks like Hate your Brothers and Sisters
and Mothers and Fathers.. other Family Members
Friends and even your Children and by God yes.. literally taken..
even slay those others by becoming Soldiers with Swords if they Disagree with
what ‘we’ insist is the only Truth and Light about Life.. ‘Funny’ Little Synchronicities
my friEnd.. for as i reviewed a Manson Documentary this morning with a YouTube
User sharing the Video by User name Jack London per call of the wild
i’ve come to find to truly understand
LiGht and Hope and Love in JoY
iN all the Beyond Rainbow Colors
Love comes in Seagull Wings
Wrapping around a Sun
oF LiGHt one
must also
visit the dArk
side to come to understand
what underlies all Fear and Hate
and Misery still Loves company now..
and sure.. Charles Manson is the theme
the meme and what most folks would suggest
is the personification of evil.. even those News
Channels that continue to support the God of Money..
Power and Status with Domination over those folks
less Secure
in Scarcities
of Life..
whether that be
financial or in ways of
low self esteem or loss of
Social Roles that are necessary
for all of that in the reality of day
to day life.. as it’s true as one area of
my special interests is the Dark side of
the Human Soul.. in the 50’s in the US where
Social Roles were Clear and Jobs were Secure
and the Family Unit remained mostly intact in fact
between the years of ’49 and ’66 there were no Rampage
Killings in the United States.. and no doubt.. Participation in Religions
and Churches that promoted Hope and Love were a big part of this too..
Charles Manson Predicted
that his ‘children’ were coming
and it’s true Marilyn Manson just
released a song named ‘Will you Die
for me’.. and since the Age of Youtube
there have been many fear and hate related
Conspiracy sites that have sprouted like Cults
where people talk about going out and actually
killing the subjects of Conspiracy theories
that continue to grow like the
recent Pizza Gate
when a
‘follower’ got motivated
to visit a Pizza Place with
a Gun for he came to believe
the brain washing that pedophile
activity was going on then.. smiles my friend.. now..
it’s not just that people need religion people are religion
for whatever it is that binds them together in dark and light..
the Call of the Wild first and foremost does say survive at all costs
and those costs as social animals foremost say bind together in instinct
or go the lone wolf way without ever finding a supportive pack and die
in the
in suffering starvation
way.. the Soul Needs Love to thrive
and the Dragon of Will says survive
at all costs.. and if Society doesn’t provide
a Bind of Love that people can really reach out
and touch like a Country of Teddy Bears for Hugs..
Those Manson Children will continue to be bred..
As i Love to say my friENd.. discount no
human life or opinion as
Garbage for
it’s True
that man Manson
brought the Dark Side to light
And warned of what was yet to come
more of him.. if a change was not made…
The Proof is in the Pudding of Politics my friend..
for as the Faux News names Manson Satan they continue
to Worship a God of Money and Power and Status in Dominating others..
but only with
followers who pave his way..
And it’s true my friEnd not every one
is cut out to speak bluntly like this.. we all
play our Loving and Bloody Roles and it’s
true sometimes
it is
who Bleeds most..
The Call of the Wild Requires Love to thrive..
but it will survive as Manson’s too.. on Faux Gaslighted News..
And it’s also True my Lovely FriEnd of alWays Light with Angelic
Words that Dance and Sing Loving Dog Dreams as Fruition you
just helped me with the stART of one MacroVerse and an ending
i wasn’t sure how
to make
Manson died
and you live again
as a Loving Friend in this MacroVerse
still as i always love to end a beginning on
a Positive Note of Love
of course.. thanks
for coming by on these
diverging paths with me..
L O V E L I V E (V6 I )L I V E S L O V E
heHe.. that’s like a 007
something like 006..
nah.. no one would ‘ever’ believe..
Someone Works Directly for God.. huh..
Question Only..
Have a Wonderful
Week of Inspiring
Poetry Writing mY FriEnd..
WiLL be by later at the usual ‘time and place’..(love)..:)


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd for most of my
life when in the upside i’ve been
accused of Sugar Coating Life
for that was/is surely my view..
it was/is very difficult for me
to finally get
to the
darker side
of the Call of the
Wild and it’s true the last
comment is about all i care
to offer of it too.. and it’s true
it is always a Sacrifice to Visit the
Dark side when we do not do have to.. but
it’s also
if no
one visits
it to analyze it
and offer change
that works.. the DArk
Side will come to Rule
more than the Beauty NoW
of thE LiGHT Side Arts
but never the
less and
alWays more i do enJoy the
fAct of Art that all i come to find
on your Poetry Site is liGht my FriEnd
for that is my Home.. and perhaps one day
i will see no need to further my visits to the dArk
Side Again.. meanwhile hehe.. the rest of this MacroVerse
is about as
as they come my FriEnd..
after all is said and done the
title is “Call of the Wild For Love”..:)


Facebook Friend Rafiah.. recently
Shares a Talk from a Bollywood Super
Star in India who speaks up/to the
Gentlemen of Life standing uP NoW For
the Rights of those who are oppressed
and repressed in life.. even going into detail
NoW iN Support For the LBQT Community and even
going against the Grain of the Traditions of his
Culture into Making Marriage More
than sell and buy
of property
in flesh and
Blood.. so i Happily
go on to say.. then..

That man has
A Good Soul
On his Shoulders
And if one
Really Loves
Their wife they
Be willing
To forgo
Thingie too..
As That
Does ‘Happen’ too..:)

And NoW i Go on to Dance
and Sing more when we See other
People as HeART and SpiRiT and SoUL
And Not Just Materialistic Objects to use
as flesh and blood tools when we lose Empathy
and Sympathy and Compassion and even Cognitive
Empathy in Failing to do our best to understand now the
Differences in otHeRs as God of as Nature Paints the World NoW
oF aLL Creation iN Many Different Colors.. including Neuro-Diversitie(s)
Gender(s).. Sexual Orientation(s) and even Social Orientation(s) ranging
from the Extreme Introvert to the Extreme Extrovert too as well as Anomalies
of Human Nature
that may come
to Harm other people
or perhaps wHo kNows.. feels senses saves
NoW Most all of the Current Life on the Planet
Earth in efforts as simple and complex now (hint:
You) of swaying folks not to press Nuclear buttons
in change for Hell Fire of Death to others.. now
It’s True A King is Survival but God is Love
alWays Worthy of More Thanks Praise
and Actual Worship now.. and that
is also wHy Married Couples
WiLL Love each otHeR
Completely Entirely
Even if and
After Sexual
Activities lose a place
Completely At a Table of Life..
Love is the Greatest Gift of all as
Love Makes Love as Real as we Make Love Now..
Some Folks Call Love only an Act.. otHeR Folks Make
Love eNtirely MaGiC
A HeaLinG
that has/is
no Limits or
Expectations oTHeR
Than LovE NoW MoRE NoW..:)


Now off to MacroVerse Shares from Years to date as Faithfully
mostly remembered by the Facebook Algorithm all
Free Digital Robot
tHaT Merrily
does all this work
Free For me as i ignore
all the Commercial Advertisements
as i Turn them into Art in the Real World..
Well.. at least for NoW
iN HoW
i See
oF BeinG
NoW Continuing on to say heaR..

“Friday 13tH #Heavenisnow”

NoW Ain’T that Right as Correct
or likely seemingly Wrong
if one has
not arrived
into their
Own Correct Place GreaTeR MoRE
oF HeAVeN NoW as oF CourSE NoW
Mileage Varies in the Kingdom
of Heaven within now alWays aT
Hand in this Generation NoW..
Depending on the Genetic
and Environmentally
Raised HuWoMaN
BeinG aT Hands NoW too..
usually two but can and will be
Many More Hands than two now too..
Let’s Face it.. even Introverted Heaven
Looks Different than Extroverted Heaven
to the View at Hand too.. and for some folks
who have never seen and felt an all Natural
Woman.. sure.. some of
those Folks
aLL Consist
of Naked Women
in Heaven too.. thing is
and things are all that you are
and do and imagine and create is
ReaL NoW iN Terms of Fruition MoRE..
but whatever you do do not Grab someone’s Butt
when they do not like their Butt Touched as even a low
arm down Hug.. of course another Political Franken Touch
in the News today.. but trust me or not.. if you are a Tall Dude around
Short Women NoW at Least.. chances are you have felt many an Innocent
Woman’s Hands planted Nicely on one cheek or the other of your Butt..
particularly if you are around as Tall as i am with Particularly A Wide Butt
For a Dude who
Leg Presses
1020 LBS 33 times pLuS
T and sure.. i’ve been Groped
more than a few times just for
fun as some more Extroverted Women
Seem to think (F E E L) gives them “Subordinate Privilege”
to Grab.. in other Words.. there ain’t no real fear of them
Forcing anything on ya.. ya don’t Wanna Get Involved in..
and they just assume
that all Men Love
to be touched
Woman wHo
Comes their way..
But you see.. i am Kinda A
Touchy Feely Loving Person myself
but i am very careful not to touch
anyone’s butt.. thing is.. i considE
RaTe it and not all folks Do iN A
Breeze of
the Moment
that comes by Free..
Do no Harm as ‘they’ say and it’s
True.. i don’t live any scars for the times that
Very Friendly Women of most all Adult ages have
touched me in a way that would obviously be seen as
Groping if the Gender Roles were reversed.. this Heaven thingie is a complicated
thingie and do no harm to others can be even more complicated than that
as that is part
of this
as far
as Heaven
Goes NoW.. too..
i liked the Senator who
Asked Questions about where he should
Place His arms for a Group Hug Photo.. NoW
iT’s True.. if you are gonna live your Life for Money
and Power and Status and if you ever wanna stay
in Money and Power and Status.. ya gotta Watch
your Pennies
more than
ever today ’cause
Social Media don’t forget any time soon..
When my Sister said i was in the Metro Area Paper.. the First
thing i thought is.. Oh God i am going Public.. so now i will
have to set some of my Art to fully Private.. ‘they’ve’ already
called me Dance Legend and that is way more than any 66 Month
Shut-in ever ever ever expects to hear while alive now.. for it’s true..
My Total Freedom of Art NoW is what Brings Fearless Loving Unconditional
Heaven now.. and if i take something of art i am going to return iT ALL Free iF i
Will too..
So.. i just Do it..
As long as it doesn’t Exceed
mY Personal Ethics and Moral
Boundaries now.. and of course breaks
No Local.. State.. or Federal Laws as i Do
believe in Giving Caesar all that is his now.. for
it is the Rules that are Required as Laws and Regulations
that Prevent the Entire Country from Going on An After Katrina
Hurricane.. shoot-em up and looting all around the Country now.. too..
And that is dam sure something Politicians better realize before they cause
too much pain and suffering to other folks with what they take away in Basic
Health and Well Being from others now for if they wanna Live in this Country as sooner
and or later either they or their Descendent’s Will Face the Karma of the Dark they’ve
on the
and unsuspecting
masses of the populace
all now.. the Declaration of
Independence is a Good StART NoW
iN CreaTinG WaYs for a Real Avenue
For the KingdomS of Heaven to Come
ReaL on eARTh NoW at Least
NoW iN the USA and oTHeR
Freedom Loving Countries
like this NoW2.. but preparing
the way of the Lord of Love to Live
Free within as Essence NoW is a wHole
lot of systemizing science work now to get
All the Roads Paved and Polished For Love to
Reign Free NoW.. MaY be uNcommon for folks to
Live iN Heaven NoW oN EarTH but as Promised
From Years Ago
by those
experienced the
Similar Heaven(S) oN EarTH WiThiN
then.. let’s just say it HaPPeNs iT REaLLy DO..;)




The beautiful cycles of life…

The despair!

The joy!

Rising from despair 
there is joy
 and falling
waves of 

Washing shore..

Cleaning Souls….

yOUR Soul 
is brushed
 sparkling shining
 for even more..

Time is All
 is all a wave
 of endless life 
and living waves 
that make us fully
 what we are..

Even in the darkest
 of rooms we are
 all part of that
 same wave…

Surf boards 
can be hidden
 for more than
 two who share 



True Will Love..

To you and all yOUR friends!

Love one!













AnyWay.. this is how
i Celebrated my Third Anniversary then
of Living on Line just Three Years old
back in 2013.. and above was just a note
to Friend Lala Rukh on her Blog Site then..
as this was one of the first copy and pastes
of what i wrote as inspired on other Poetry
Places to add to what
would eventually
become a Longest
Long Form Poem
NoW arriving at 807
total MacroVerses as this
Next Celebration of 7 years
of Writing Existence online will
be MacroVerse 808 Still Running over
5 Million Words that i will likely MArk
at 6 Million Words Close to my Birthday
of 6660 coming this June too.. it’s true only
since “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. starting on Memorial
Day of 2016.. Have i kept a tally on the Official Word
Press Count Calculator.. as MacroVerses Come and Go..
as of last MacroVerse Number 136 Tallying in at 2,200,039
Words in what was once an average of 134,833 Words a Month
at the Point of Completion of ‘PHI Bible’ at 1,618,000
Words in Precisely One Year of Writing Total
Words then at 15.55K Words Average for
each and every one of those 104
Twice a Week
then almost like
cLock work if we can
and will extend that Metaphor
of Wave Art to Writing too wHeRe
eVen aRt Strangely enough at the end
of wHat FloWs Patterns in a way that seems
almost but perHaps not quite perfect too as the
FloW iN ZoNE CoMeS and Goes too.. but it’s True.. the
More iN FloW i AM the more Elegant the Curves do come
too.. as
all are Geometrically
Lines and Circles of Beauty too..
WitH whaTever Wisdom is the pAges
oF A Cover of Beauty that also comes
with aN Entire Package oF aRT Now Free LOVE
so wHeRE
was i..
yes.. AWAVE ONE..:)

“Legend of Un-domestication”.. Second Week Ending of November
2014.. a little under 15 months into Public Dance and a little
under 7 Months of Weekly Dance at Old Seville Quarter
and although some Young folks had notified me
A Year into Public Dance in the
Summer of 2014 at ‘Target’ that
i was Famous on
Facebook In Video
Voyeur Sharing around
the Metro Area.. those Peers
were none of the Peers i shared
in my Older Peer Group way of Facebook
then.. and very few FB Friends/Family who got a Whole
Load of all the Art i was doing then and stayed.. hAha..
as i was in this Exploration of mY Inner
Universe in Seek and Find Ways
And sure.. although i broke
no Real Local
and State
and Federal
or even Real Facebook
Community Laws and Regulations
i most definitely then.. did break the
Common Conservative Flavor of what
is a Very Fundamentalist Religious Area
overall in a Metro Area that Locally once
was noted as having the Most Churches per
Square mile of any place in the United States
then.. yes.. this is Trump Country Red State USA
let’s make
Great again
but i was already
about as Free as any
Human WiLL be then and the
‘Reward’ came in this Second Week
of November ’14.. when i first heard the
Words Uttered by the General Dance
Audience at Old Seville Quarter
‘you are a legend’..
but i think my
Favorite Compliment
of all was when the Nice
Customer Service Lady
at Super-WalmART
last year told
me every
time i come
into the Store.. no
Matter NoW.. Winter Fall
Summer or Spring i bRing
Spring in whenever i walk through
the Doors.. and Sure.. Spirit Animal
and Pensacola Icon Rate at the top too..
And it’s true now i have become a rather given
and a fixture almost like a Statue they expect to never
go away..NoW..
and True
they more than
likely if they look
hard enough will find me
somEwHeRe online in even more
fully living Dance and Song heAR
As Art GroWs oN and every Mile/Step
Danced in Meditative
Moving FloW iN
zoNE NoW JusT
Adds to the Grey
Matter of my Frontal
Neo-Cortex.. For Cognitive
Executive Functioning.. including
Greater Short Term Memory and Focus..
as well as Adding Grey matter to my Hippocampus and Cerebellum
in Enhancing Emotional Regulation.. Sense of Self.. and Long Term Memory
and yes the Temporo-Parietal Junction and Posterior Cingulate cortex that adds
to the empathy and sympathy and compassion in connecting to
others as well as shrinking the
Grey Matter of Fear
in the Amygdala
in MiNd
and BoDy
BaLanCing overall as
CHI ForcE of Positive
Synergy of Energy in all
Quadrillion or so positive
light connections from head to
toe in peptide ways of FloWing
Positive Neuro-Chemicals and
Neuro-Hormones too.. and
sure when the Nice
Suited African
wasn’t Afraid Last Sunday
to say hey.. you are that
Dancing Guy in Walmart..
at the Family Eating
Trough/Buffet Ryan’s..
i gave him the
Version of
this in terms
of why i do it and
he said huh.. just huh..
with some Spock Eye Brows
of Interest.. but no.. i did not
go on to Elaborate that the Nude
Art that i do that takes Several Hours
each Activity in the Same FloW iN ZoNE
Zen Art of JuSt DoinG LiFE NoW BRinGS
Precisely the sAMe
Benefits even
more as well
as when i do
this Zen
of WriTinG
FLoW iN ZoNE too..
things is/are i am A Einstein
Version of Forrest Gump for if you
think i’ve got this all figured out..
let’s just say it works for me..
‘you’ can scoff all you want..
call me dirty
for getting
iN HeaVeN too.. but it’s
like what Miley Cyrus so Freely
said when ‘they’ interviewed her
about her Nude Art too.. “It’s My
P***Y”.. you don’t control it
you don’t subjugate
it you
touch it
butt i live in the
United States Free and
i WiLL do Art as it is legally
Free to do in Avenues that are
Legally Acceptable to do just that now..
And sure.. i added a few words as she doesn’t
likely have time to get this World Experience
of Writing 12 Million Words or so in what is coming
up to be 84 Months.. on Thanks Giving Weekend now..
it’s true too.. what i do.. will not
likely work for an Introverted
or even
for most
Extroverted Folks
if you Wanna get to Heaven
NoW.. ain’t no one gonna find
HeaVeN for you fully but you
and the God of Nature wHo and WitHiN
thaT gets all aired and watered out Free NoW..MoRE
Sure.. with a Muse of the Fire inside as you Awaken that too..
Chi.. Force..
Qi.. Ki..
KA.. Holy
in Older Sanskrit
way.. trust me or not
when you seek and find and arrive
it will Make Feel and Sense then iN LiGHT
NoW and it’s also true you’ll probably have to
at lEast
oF oLd to get tHeRE..NoW
For it’s True too.. Tradition
by Very Nature is Conservative
to Bind folks in Common Purpose
and keep them in those Golden
Social Hand Cuffs as ‘Religion’/
CuLTuRE at core of wHat Common
Holy and Sacred Meaning
And Purpose Binds Humans
ToGeTHeR FoR to Obtain
and Shelter..
And Yes.. Mates..
Too.. Even if tHat
NoW Seeing the
LiGhT outside the Cave/WiThiN
it’s tricky as Bugs Bunny says now..
wHat’s up Doc.. hAve you moved out of the Cave yet
Have you Sprouted YouR ButterFlY HiGH WinGs.. DO YOU FLY..
or are
you just
going to eNjoy
YouR Cocoon or
Company until A last
BLink oF LiGHT LiFE And A Dirt Nap cOmes NeXT..
soMe things to thiNk aBout i KNoW i SupPose @LeaST..:)

“Victory Song’s of Dance Love”

Oh Goodness.. as Providers oF LiGht.. i’ve gotten through
ONLY two MacroVerse Memories so far.. if i am not careful
i will surely exceed the limits of One Word Press
Comment and a Facebook Status and the
Description Area of
One Profile Pic
of me
in a Wonder
Women Grey
Shirt with
mY New Nike Shox
Shoes Grey too and
BLack with Orange
Highlights and Golden
Swoosh and Smaller White
Embroidered Swoosh too.. Beside
Some Wonderful Hugs and Touches
As Teddy Bears oF Innocent LovE MoRE
in the United States Culture at Hand now Still
It’s True this Raises me uP in “Victory’s Song
Dance of Love”.. but it sounds so much more real
to me when Innocent Children Sing it all from HeART..
if they
are from
South Korea these days..:)

“FOOL Dancing” And sure i WiLL Provide a Ted Talk
Video if ‘they’ Do Not BELIEVE AND..
sAdly if Ted
was around
Jesus lived then..
Perhaps he would
NOT Have Been Crucified
as Just another Son of Woman..
And it’s True.. THE sAMe For ALL
THE otHeR Jesus Folks who Danced
And SunG thE eARTh Free iN FeeL SeNSE
then.. Moving Mountains oF LoVE iNCaRNaTE iSREaL.

“God is NOT GOD’s Word”

IS God A Word
IS A Word God
Get God
The Original
Version STiLL LiVeS
NaTUrE Free SpiRiT aLL..:)

“Finding LIGHT IN the darkness of ill”

It’s True.. Pain Made Me A Believer Too..:)

“kATman BEach”

If you Love Seagulls
and Sunsets this is it.. ‘too’..
JusT aNoTHeR
Letter Word

“Winds of November Sun”

Thanks God Finally Since November of 2014 Thanks Giving Weather
And the Peace/Harmony of Cold Front Refreshing Breeze Through
Florida Pines Dances Sings Arrives Returns Again.. Although..
Do HaVE Are..
Advantages ‘too’..;)

“Dark and Light Circles of Life”

Be Not Afraid of DaRK
Nor Cynical of Free FLiGHt..:)

“Child Creates GOD Again”.. FoR NoW aT LeAST..
‘Those Two South Korean Singing
are doing
A fine job of it ‘too’..:)

“Skeyes of Faith”.. Hmm.. an intro in this
Three Year old MacroVerse from
2014 from the
‘Book of Eli’
‘too’ and of course
an improvise ‘too’
iN all tHiS
After tHat2..;)

“UNI-versal Soul of Creativity”..
Hmm..Hum.. oHm.. thiNKinG oF Three Letter WordS MoRE.. ‘too’..:)

“Moon Child Closes iN”.. 2016.. as MacroVerse Bands
oF Hurricane Creativity Category 6 oF
HuMaN Terms iN Free Verse
Long Form Poetry Continues
‘too’.. GroW iN
Nautilus Chamber
Doors Never Ending
Story “Never Land Bible
2017” alWays MoVing CoNNecTinG
And Creating EVeN MoRE no.. i AM
NoT aFraiD
CasT the
9 Letter Phrase
NeW aGE Prophecy
oF A MoViE
And thEMe.. ‘too’..
My Secret is NO Secret
aT aLL For Those wHo See
GOD aS ALL LisTeN and LeARn
fRoM aLL AlSo KNoWN As A Three Letter Word GOD..
this is not JusT Rocket
Science Folks
FoR iF YoU
MissED iT aLL “Too”
as ‘Too’ too.. at LEasT FoR NoW2..:)

“RocK oN noW iN LovE”.. Another Really Long Hurricane Band
as A MacroVerse that expresses fully illustrated
in Many ways Love and yes that ‘too’..
even more and one of my
Favorite Parts
of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’
is that all these
MacroVerses as Memories
of Photography and Poetry
and so many experiences of LiFE
Real.. includes the Lovely Smiling Faces
of all the Women who wanted to SmiLe with
Me in Selfie Art as those Months went by for
tHeRe is also a Comprehensive Record of all those
SelFiE SMiLing Lovely Women and OthER Dance FriEnds
since the
end of
and just think
i didn’t even have
to touch them to BRinG
a SMiLe at least not in flesh.. huh..
i suppose a whole lot of men could learn
how to appropriately Love Women from me..
thing is it isn’t about how fat
our Wallet
is.. it’s
about how
Sincere your
eYes are or sMiLE
if you must wear
Shades every wHeRe
you go it’s true it’s
about your Dance and Song too..
but done in a way that raises only
Love and no Money Stuff and Power and
Status and all that old Patriarchal
P Historically..
Yeah.. Katy Perry suggested
an ET would come one day like me too..
never the less and second to none in a few
ways at least i’ll leave a Benefit EVeN MoRE For A
Mr. Kite too.. to extend some Notes to the Coming Photos
as this NoW concludes “A Call of the Wild Returns for Love”..
And Special Thanks Goes out to those South Korean Children
who surely raised me up enough to complete the Writing Portion
of this MacroVerse
NoW at
6:16 PM
on 11.20.17..
no doubt another
Morning at least
to get it published..
as it took 5.8 days to Finish Writing it..:)








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Approximately 44,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


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