SasQuatch LoVe Feat sKeYes

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He HE..
no comment..
YeTi.. noW yes Now..
oKay.. more comment from ‘then’..
noW.. i mean.. Jesus F. iN Christ..
this online publishing stuff can get
very mechanically oriented in cognition..
once one copies and pasties all of this
sTuFF i create to many different places..
hmm.. and have you ever noticed..
that in the forms of art
iN iMaGiNaTioN and
creativity.. for
example iN A
Wookiee shirt
i wore last year
to date.. all white
except for Wookiee T-
shirted tattoo.. sayin’ FREE
HUGS at the Catholic Church
celebratory event for a new wing
in education building of sorts last
year.. pictured with the Catholic Monsignor
tHeRe i do.. kinda look like a White Clothed
Wookiee.. i guess.. weLL at least compared
to the Monsignor in the photo.. heHe.. as
stereotypes of beast vs human goes.. haha..
as WeLL.. mY FriendS.. in Sasquatch waYaass WeLL..;)


WeLL.. the En name test thingy on Facebook..
celebrates my current then.. Cardinal Climber
hybrid mix of vine and red morning glory.. pro
file pic.. and says no.. the type of Flower
i Am iS SunFloWeR.. and
suRe i FloW iN ZonE too..
at ease.. at ease..
as Golden
SpiRal Sun FloWer
pArts toGeTheR aLL
oNe for NoW..
aT leAst
mE now..;)

WeLL.. i understand tHeRe IS A
dVerse prompt all about daytime
skies in classic Haibun and Haiku
form available now for me to poeticAlly
respond to in my own style of Fredbun and
Fred Ku.. but for noW iT’s noW for work-out
at my favorite and only military Gym.. for a little
Fred Fu Martial arts.. aS iN the case of this foot
feat oF aRt tHeRe iS no conFORMiTy for mE WiTH
Art as yA can caLL
mE Free Verse
Fred in aLL i do
FloWinG iN A ZonE
oF onLY noW iN
wHatEver Now
i care to FLY..
Free jUST foR
Money as Art oF aLL
i do iS SonG oF mY SouL
FuLLy alWays For FReED anD
never for sale for Green bLack Bucks..
or likes and shares and follows per.. ugh..
the equivalent of modern bucks2.. noW..;)

WeLL i reAlly gotta go BeFore the gym closes in a few hours
heRe.. but juSt to gEt warmed uP here.. surE.. this IS
A birth of Angel in skies oF day.. and heLL
yes.. it’s kinda ficTion/fACt as poetry
IS AlWays a miX noW ofF
reAlity and iMAginatTiON
sAme for what wECreate iN
the reaL World TrUe too.. noW
as A child of Skies iS
iN Our eYes as skeYes too..
for eTernal liFe oF noW iN A
ReaL eARth HeaVen foR those
who rise.. ascend.. AgAin.. if noW
they lived iN this HeaVen BeFore
noW in or noT in liFe beFore.. as
rEborn in lucid DreAming waYs now
wHere Goddess/Father/Kundalini
riSinG Chakra SpiRit.. Satori..
the great ancestral SpiRit.. eTc..
or as science says witH
self actualization noW iN
potenTiaL iNFiniTe
numBers of otHeR
for what some
nAMe as A Christ
Consciousness noW2
as Co-Creator WitH GoD
as leFT haNd and RighT
Hand woman/man/etc..
teAM liGht wE hoPe
for noW as wE
lucid guide
ouR dReams
toGether to
FruiTion iN aWakinG
stylE of RiSinG aScenDinG
Re-Born noW as Buttefly
from niGhtmares drOwning
uP to dArk niGht oF soUL
oF beFore.. wE Breathe
God of Nature’s Air
more fully Free
once aGain
we fLoW iN ZoNe
as air and water GoD sAme..
in silent to Explosive Lucidity noW..:)

Oh.. how.. deliciously sweet..
the Facebook Slide show/Video
maker algorithm.. provides a sentimental
shoWing of late August afternoon to evening
in Garden and pre-workout Face way
too.. in yes.. Karmic eYe2.. aS wELL
for noW at LEast and wEst yeye..
i mean hehe.. haha.. oKay..
Well.. even catching
butterflies in the
maTinG act
aS Jesus
F. iN Christ
even cocooned
butterflies of beFore..
do some kindA Wild thing
noW too.. what else.. yeah..
more blue skies too.. i’M kinda
sleepy and blUe sKeYes of God
are very inspirational to mE TrUe
and liGht sAMe duRinG aLL day NoW2..
i could fall asleep now and wake uP early
and stArt then.. but oh no.. i have an ophthalmologist
test tomorrow.. and it is gonna be too hard to see those
letters on the screen if do not get in some horizon scanning
before that appointment comes.. in early afternoon way..
and oh no.. if they put those drops in my eye.. i will
jUST have to take even more of a break from
writing with dilated wide pupils..
until after i visit my Mother..
on Tuesday visiting
Mother day
as a routine
there too.. anyWay..
as far as i kNow and FeeL
blue skies are forecast for tomorrow..
so sure.. juST more for InspiRatiON iF
then i do not get around to that day sky prompt
until even after a Tuesday prompt may come
too.. yes.. StiLL.. noWs to spRead soMe Love..
coMinG soon enough.. to a Facebook Theater
some more2.. even iF onlY iN more Fun Face
Book Algorithm slide show videos to document
some fun out of these four walls of somEwhat priSon
stuck in this 27 inch iMaC Desk toP work-horse
robot too.. assisting me aS WeLL as creAtioN
GroWs oN
iN this noW
697th VersE..
i’M worKing anD
pracTiCinG oN aS
noW GoeS oN for NoW..;)


With a second WiNd of BlUe skeYes
within i’M off to spRead some
sUnshine oF
at dVerse
prompt for day
skies now.. at
11:47 pm on 8222016..;)

Skies of Nature for
Love.. beach grains
of Free in Love that
takes no hold from Free..

Love Sings

Far north skies burn a little
bright in summer days.. dimming
in fall to drought lights
of Winter
days so
in warming hearts
for happy hope of Love..

Southern skies
Love noW..:)

sMiLes.. immediately
with talk of Grasshopper
and Guru within.. i’M taken
back to the Old Kung Fu TV series..
wHeRe all the most important answers
come iN miNd and boDy
BaLanCe wHOle
of BLuE
no matter
color of eYe
of skY above.. so
below.. inside.. outside..
all around.. the color of
Heaven skeYes withiN
alWays Blue Free noW
And Sun BriGht wiTh liGht..

There muSt be an
Invisible Sun
inSide.. by Sting2..:)

Oh.. the quiet fathers…
with the green
of sunshine eyes
that sparkle in lake
day memories for
me.. and
one day on
his dock.. a
father drown
off a boat only
yards from uS..
and sadly i had to
wonder would i miss
a daddy.. i never got to
kNow/feeL.. from lips that
could not express
that one
now when
his decades old
cat died that he
called Son.. anyway..
decades later as we all
do with parents if the child does
live long enough.. i did miss him..
particularly.. the fAct he wouldn’t
let me feel who he was inside ever
no matter how hard i tried.. and sure
enough.. eventuAlly.. i figured out.. i too..
could be like him.. too.. if enough stress
came like his in law enforcement for 46
years to take
the feelings
away.. later..
oh.. the environment
of love.. makes or breaks
a word of Love..
lesSon lEarned
for/by me.. my
to always
say i Love.
and so much more..
no longer speechless at
age 4.. no longer stuttering
in middle school.. and no longer
dead and mute from stress in middle


Thanks my friEnd..
Even science shows now..
The heart IS A Love muscle
That can grow like the
Grinch HeArt and more..
Perhaps.. than 10 x 10
More with a practice
Of PoEtry..
With words
And Dance
Music of
From head
To toe in mind
And body balancing
Spirit that SinGs a Recipe
For Fearless Loving SoUL
And for
Now that’s
aLL i
TrUly FeeL
As LiGht oF
LiFe Of LoVe..
Thanks Lillian..
WiTh sMiLes More

Hurricane skies
of mid-2000’s
Gulf Coast
swirLing water..
iN billoWing omens
of floods to come.. Sun
is gone.. Wind as come..
Battering hatches uP..
as Shingles fly.. gone..
Roofs go bare..
StiLL a home
aT lEast for
uS.. to west
to south..
Floods drOwn
so many steads
of homes.. under fLow..

line.. everyone
lived.. anotHeR sKy oF BlUe..:)

sMILes.. A pAint
with never numbers..
God skeYeS on FiRe…
oF breathinG
Canvas.. blue
skieS old.. Colors FLow..
c l O U D S BLoom.. morE..

Even Michelangelo..
would never
sculpt.. God skeYes change..:)

Toward Equinox.. of FaLL
and rise of SpRing.. Gulf
skies sinG
set the
color red..
so deep in Love
of beauty hOld..
so give oF
never seLL..

Beach skies
Beauty’s Blood..:)

Nature hOlds
atmoSphere BriGht
skies so bRoad..
yes.. a secret
tHeRE wE FeeL
the suffering and
misery of each other
as far as miles connect
us withdrawn inside..
in wither
Nature kNows/FeeLs
no sound of footprintS iN
doors so closed of heARt
SpiRit young and cOld..

no SonG of sad..:)

Hi Nan..
just in case
no one has come
by to let you kNow..
the link’s not working
on dVerse.. but typing
your name in Google is
not hard to do..
for me..

Oh skies

Now to your poem..
and number two.. hmm..
can’t help but to think of the
Beautiful Escambia bay here
iN Florida west panhandle
by smoke
stacks and
once polluted
as F.. as a place
you didn’t wanna
Bring your date..
it stink
stank.. stunk..

of Panhandle..
Monsanto.. Chemstrand..
Paper Mills.. the F iN List
oF old Yellow smoke goeS oN
and on a Fall day.. Jesus F.
iN Christ iT sTiLL stInks
in what they
oh cRap..

My Fredbun
and Fredku
is polluting your Blog..;)

God IS A Rorschach test.. noW..
you kNOw and FeeL the wHole
thing noW.. aka allthatis too..
and cLouds and sKy thaT too..
and all aRound tHat ThREE..
but trUly all IS A
Rorschach test..
even words
are metaphor
for essence more..
of course.. wRiTe oN course.. but don’t
tale that to chains outside
that never see more
within now more..
of whatever
now oF
and Love
or Fear

Wins FEarless..
iF wE beLieve and maKe iT So..:)

My first loss..
of the human
kind.. was an
Uncle too.. but
not a blood relative..
and the closest thing
to a Father then.. sad
when blood feels less..
yet truth
is tHeRe
are no
coffins for Love..
for mE @lEast..
and west..
WitH no

EYes oF Love Linger FeeLed FilLed..
kNows no distance.. space..
Blood.. or death..:)

Mirror beauty
Pond eYes Water..
Clouds above so below..
trees shape birds inside
outside.. all around symmetry
swirls.. Nature whole reflectS ouR LiFe..

EyEs oF sKeYes
Nature Love echoes..
LiVe iN i..:)

Dog day afternoons
of abuse never
spell a blue sky..


Not alWays easy
being a weathered
branch human
as often
the cOldest
of disabilities..
are in the able

to judge..
some skY perspectives..:)

SMiles.. i suppose
that tales a tall
of arid
as clouds less
high.. noW..


i understand
it works the sAMe
with drOught and floWers..

from Struggle..

Beauty TaLLs
noW off

Ah.. to lEArn
to Love Deeper
As Nature and wE
change on.. FeeLinGs
more noW
iF E-scaping
iN Golden
yEars oF Beauty..

sKeYes SonGs SinG
re-Tired wheels coveRed..:)

So truE.. no E-scaping
NatUre iN liFe.. and
sAdly the end sits
oF life iN liFe.. noW..
theN.. comes too short
from even
to move
away from
chairs of priSons
thaT bEcome carts
at WalmaRt to
Freedom’s open skeyes..

Elder care
ain’t gonna be
easy on/for generations of sitters.. who forget/ot to move..:)

Finished for noW @lEast
and west around the World..
@2:09 am


sMiLes.. i think this ‘one’ is
worth repeating aGain..
with a few more
iN side
note longer narration..
as prose and poEtry
and trUth and
a little
than same
stories one has
heard before.. now..:)

Oh.. the quiet fathers…
with the green
of sunshine eyes
that sparkle in lake
day memories for
me.. and
one day on
his dock.. a
father drown
off a boat only
yards from uS..
and sadly i had to
wonder would i miss
a daddy.. i never got to
kNow/feeL.. from lips that
could not express
that one
now when
his decades old
cat died that he
called Son.. anyway..
decades later as we all
do with parents if the child does
live long enough.. i did miss him..
particularly.. the fAct he wouldn’t
let me feel who he was inside ever
no matter how hard i tried.. and sure
enough.. eventuAlly.. i figured out.. i too..
could be like him.. too.. if enough stress
came like his in law enforcement for 46
years to take
the feelings
away.. later…
Oh.. the environment
of love.. makes or breaks
a word of Love..
lesSon lEarned
for/by me.. my
to always
say i Love.
and so much more..
no longer speechless at
age 4.. no longer stuttering
in middle school.. and no longer
dead and mute from stress in middle


Thanks my friEnd..
Even science shows now..
The heart IS A Love muscle
That can grow like the
Grinch HeArt and more..
Perhaps.. than 10 x 10
More with a practice
Of PoEtry..
With words
And Dance
Music of
From head
To toe in mind
And body balancing
Spirit that SinGs a Recipe
For Fearless Loving SoUL
And for
Now that’s
aLL i
TrUly FeeL
As LiGht oF
LiFe Of LoVe..
Thanks Lillian..
WiTh sMiLes More

i listen to the voices of discontent.. of
misery and suffering around the world..
i have no pills to solve the root ’cause of tHeir
illness but i feel it from before.. in all the shoes
i for one have won and lost in the battle field for
FearLess Love..
Experience in ways
of human emotions and
senses is the only way to
earn a progress of human heARt
and SpiRit and sOul that are simply
and sadly often vague metaphors for
the human emotional.. sensory and
yes sensual within life of being that
extends out as shine of our emotions
senses and sensuality to inspire
others and to bRinG them
uP for greater social
cooperation and
peace and
in interactions
for the survive in
human subsistence and
the play of Life for SMiLes
laughter and yes.. adult games
for fun too.. as the naked tribe of
hUmans DancE around a moonlit
fire of midnight liGht naked and
toGetHer free with each oTheR
and NatUre oNe as inter
connecting inter
oF all thaT iS
also known as being
one with God as Nature
and wE sAMe aS oNE
FoRce toGeThER
to gEt the
joB dONe
A oKaY for a survive
to thrive in work and play
and love and lust BaLanCinG
in MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG and
creAtinG liFE as co-CreaTors witH
NatuRe GoD oNe as FoRce of LiVinG
onE all within… inside.. outside.. so above..
below and all around.. regulating emotions
and integrating senses and sensuality sAMe
from birth to death hOlding hands and never letting
go From GoD toGeTHeR oNe.. so what does modern
cultures have to say about this in first world schools and
work and all stuff related to the tools we make and extend
of our selves to become as pARt of Brick Houses.. metal cars..
guns.. knives.. tools that become a pArt of we to gain greater creature
comforts for subsistence in day to day liFE.. including shelter from environmental
elements.. of course too.. sure.. it comforts us.. but in many ways disables use from
MoVinG… ConnecTinG CreAtinG with Others as AC takes the place of front porch neighbors
in Summer days.. and TV and Radio.. etc.. etc.. etc.. now in Electronic Entertainment
replaces couches of conversation in Living Rooms with Great Room mirror neuron
ways of vicariously and virtually experiencing life.. in a play with actors and
directors in someone else’s life.. and in work instead of foraging in
hunt and gather toGether in MoVinG.. ConneCting.. CreaTinG
ways with each otHer iN toGETher ways in flesh and
blood wHere most of our social reciprocal social
communication innately tells the truth
in flesh and blood
non-verbal language..
we become keystrokes and
flat screen boxes.. parts of
machines no more no less
than cogs of Robot
of a big
machine that
once just sought
food and shelter and
toGeTheRness with each
other and NaTure sAMe.. weLL..
the TRUth is with human imagination
and creativity we can create great dreams
come to fruition but in the opposite twilight
zone end of that as means.. we can create
LiVinG hells that snowball and never
melt and just keep getting
in covering
up what beFore we
once were as children
of God who could Feel the
God of Nature in naked skin
of feelings and touch
with each
and God
as Nature ONE
with never even any
need to question an existence
of God as all that is is God then..
as God oF all was then something
we alWays could touch and feel with
the comfort of fearless Love that kNows/
FeeLs no boundaries and chains of the human
that are
now us…
Anyway.. as ‘they’
say Holy shit i escaped
all that cRap and live in
the iSREAL Kingdom of God
thAT is simply noW and no.. never
again..complexly that.. i can SinG a
SonG about Hell but i know longer feel
tHeRe.. a place of cOld and distant theN
so far aWay from the God AS Nature iSREAL..
it’s simple.. if you are missing something it is likely
this God
thAT is ALL
and iSREAL NoW..
and if one wonders what all
the sages of the ages were
attempting to get at and out of
as they continued to become aware
vaguely and more saliently that they
were missing a paRt of liFE as wHOle..
we now have more plain language than theN
the metaphors of beFore and complex parables
as well.. to rise aGain bEfore the rise of machines
that have
become now
we as tools
of illusion living dead..
wHeRe no flesh and Blood
of God.. no longer Free to Be..
more than A Zombie Apocalypse iSrael…

Signed F Now STiL..L..
A Yellow Canary iN
A coal mine noW
wHo literAlly
E-scaped thiS
heLL of
and boDy soUl
aS WeLL noW in HeaRt
oF liVinG SpiRiT Water..
oF God NoW FReED onE..:)


sMiLes .. mY FriEnd
Hank.. thanks so much for
stopping by today.. and yes.. so
happy you enjoyed the pics.. and
as you say.. particularly the cat pics..
as of course all the cat pics are pics of Yellow
Boy.. and yes they are all new in photo stream way..
unless i highlight a memory
photo from years gone by..
and did you know.. my FriEnd
that God Created Humans just
to be caretakers of cats.. hehe
as they don’t seem to be able
to handle the job of being
stewards of the
Earth.. and
then God
tOld human do
go and co-create the
Internet to House
the beauty and
affection for God’s
Favorite oF aLL animals..
who truly FeeL the secret of
Being Tai-Chi Masters ONE WitH
GoD oF aLL NatuRe.. anyWay.. aT
lEast thaT iS.. what Yellow Boy has
tOld me in his non-verbal Language of
Animal Superiority over We Humans who
now continue to Masterfully Serve our Cats..
With Equitable attention online Worthy of Thanks and Cat Praise..:)


Lullaby view..
as presented by
the Facebook Algorithm
Video Voyeur..:)

Beauty and..
Drum Roll Please..
And next Facebook Profile
photo.. oKAy..;)

Drumroll over.. and..
yes.. who would yoU
ratHeR meet in a dArk ALLey.. he..HE..;)

Yes.. per Drumroll..
And Drumstick too..
And last two Profile Pics
on Facebook too.. Yes..

Special K.. in honor now of
ALpha K in many languages
and stArt of KinG oF course..
and KA for the spirit continuing
iN Form of Nautilus sheLL aFter
liFe aS WeLL in KinG Tut’s Tomb
of Form.. or a SonG on YouTube
by Elvis Presley gyrating his hips
for a male first in
the 50’s to show
more SpiRit in SenSes..
EmoTioNs and SeNsuaLiTy Now
oF beinG hUman FReED iN noW
like mE heHe.. in how i Dance so
Brave and Free in all the places i
for one go neXt too.. anyWay.. the
Letter K.. hOlds.. a Very SpeCiaL
place.. in mY heARt.. as THere
were so many days.. wHeRe
leTters and words were the
only place i could fiNd A
friEnd with never an
end of Holy SpiRit
Father oNe and
mE as surely
wE aLL
can FiNd
this trinity within
to express outside
and shine wiTh otHers
wHoLe as heArt noW and
SpiRit.. ExpresSinG heARt
as miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUl aS oNE.. noW.. Force WiTh
GoD.. iN MoVinG ConNecTinG now
Co-CreAtinG ways noW of EmoTioNal
Regulation and SeNsoRy InTeGrAtioN
the sAme noW.. iN Honor and Glory.. And
Praise to this GreaT GiFt oF liFe bEsToWed
to uS By MotHer NaTuRe wHOle also kNoWn
aS GoD aLLThAtiS ONE FoRce WiThin.. inSiDe..
outSide.. AboVe.. so beLow and All aRounD noW..:)


And MoVinG here.. from Special K in 2013..
as Facebook Algorithm generated Macro-
Verse memory as truly first and somewhat
very abstract original Macro-Verse on
my Ocean whole poem.. SonG oF
mY soUL.. as the first three were
basicAlly copy and paste oF
Macro-Verses i had
already written
on my blogger blog
beFore moVinG over
to Word Press too.. and
now hEre 4000 Miles of DANCE
to date.. celebrating title same.. with
now surpassing 5800 miles today and
moVinG on to a 6000 miles of DANCE
WALKING! NOW!.. potentiAlly celebrating
thAT Gala event toward the end of September
2016.. shortly after i celebrate my Witness for
God all that is.. on 9112016 for a full 42 months
as my witness for God all started on March 10, 2013
and that day will complete the 42 months whole for a
SonG of My soUL wHole StiLL Approaching 4 million words
then.. and also approaching 12 million words whole.. including
the prelude of analytical writing to poetry on the Wrong Planet
there in somewhere around 8 million words too.. as sure.. i con-
tinue to meAsure mileStoNes to empiricAlly meaSure hUman
poTenTial achieved in case-Fred-study here as it looks like
hehe.. no one could be qualified in quantifiable way to
accomplish that but me.. heheX2.. even if someone
gave a crap now to even care about all i do as
arT oF i.. iN SonG oF mY SoUL floWs oN
iN RiVer’s i View as Waves SinG
Ocean wHole poem
oF Y i.. juST
For FuN
as Y not
liVe liFE as F iN
Epic as yA can.. a
trULy no bRainer for
mE hE heX3.. just foR noW..:)

4000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

And more here from a year ago..
on my favorite and ever eXpaNdinG
toPiC sAMe
oF Thou SAND
MiL LioNs Love…
Through Sickness and
do us part..
and the rest
iS uP to GoD aLL
thAt iS of Course
as alWays gifT oF noW..:)

Thou SAND MiL LiONs Love

WeLL.. A very long day.. of Dance to Haircut to ophthalmologist and
visit with beautiful ducks on manmade PondS and Hospital
way too.. a photo-op with Sasquatch.. to follow
uP on the beginning of this Micro-Verse
in Wookiee way and Yeti too as
basic metaphor same for
wild and FreeSt BiPed
hAiry.. unLeAshED
and reLeaSed too..
iN Verse oF SonG.. poEtry
DanCe as Free as Free RinGs on..
noW of courSe sTiLL wRite oN couRSe FoR NoW..:)

WeLL thAT sayS it aLL buT
more interesting iS iN all the dVerse
ways that otHeRs see/feel a hUman bEinG
as WiLd and Free as mE.. some folks heRE
even in the WiLd of Seville Quarter in DancE hALL
ways say i am the nicest Dance Legend and Icon sAme
of the Pensacola Area they’ve ever met.. while others
try to convince me of what kinda drug i AM on.. to
the nice Customer Service Lady at Walmart
who said she always defends me sTiLL
wiTh the ‘Deliverance’ kinda characters
who inhabit the Lower Alabama LA
section of Florida Panhandle same..
ugh.. let’s juSt say a little too
uptight and conservative
for me.. and she tales
folks i dance like i
am skating with
only Nike Shox
shoes.. without
a care and free too..
while a tobacco spittin’
image of the ‘Large Marge’
Truck Driver Character looks
at me with daggers in her eyes
tonight while 233 LB me is ballet
a spinning in the Middle Aisle as
approved by the Super-Walmart
Management extra cool team
since Fall of 2013.. and i
kinda wanna invite her
to take a photo or
a video like
everyone else
does to peruse me
in her spare time too..
and share me on Facebook..
more iF that iS what floats her
boat too.. to be free.. to share and
give her little liGht too.. yes.. ii hate
to stereotype but sure.. there is
a kinda person.. who is Funda-
mentalist Religious.. who
wears a truck driver T-
shirt with long dress
too.. iF you remember
fully the Large Marge
Character on Pee Wee
Herman too.. trying to
convince me.. like some
of the similar flavor of young
folks at Old Seville who haven’t
a clue about the ‘higher’ pARts of
HuMan NatuRe sEt Free.. iN noW hoW
to reach and be with God.. is not explained
very well at all in the New T.. to juSt F iN Do iT
noW in the Heaven at Hand that Can and WiLL bE
noW for those who seeK and FiNd and Practice A
liFE of Heaven noW iN the Real Kingdom iSREAL
of God oF Nature as hUman NatuRe sEt free noW
as Goddess.. or Father deeper super-conciousness
or whatever the F.. other metaphor YA wanna use
for this hiGher poweR.. AnD Force oF GoD oF aLL
oF Nature coMes to Fruition as an iSREAL reaLiTy
oF liFe noW.. and then.. tHere are those who WilL
never visit me as a friEnd no matter how nice
i Am to poetiCaLLy respond to tHeir d-
Verse offeRinGS.. and anoThEr
very special friEnd who fELt
comfortable enough with
me to ask to stay
with me and
Katrina for
two to four weeks..
where unfortunately
that goes beyond Katrina’s
comfort zone as she doesn’t
even invite her own relatives to
spend the night over.. as it is an
OCD thing.. associated with folks
breaking into their home and folks
with knives standing over beds.. where
she has difficulty sTiLL trusting most anyone
now in more intimate connections that allowing
someone to stay over at your home demands
in being comfortable enough in your own skin
and environment to let someone you don’t kNow
too WeLL iN.. or perHaps even someone close.. too..
aNyway.. mY friEnd.. she understood.. and Katrina
understands too.. in way of her comfort Zone.. and
no.. Katrina is never jealous of another woman
as the history certainly shows here.. but
she is still rather shy when it comes
to all of her personal space..
and that is what different
means.. tolerate.. accept
and live in Peace and
Harmony.. where my
Friend can visit..
and we will go out
on the town and beach
and celebrate liFE Free
as aLL can be as free as they
care to be for now.. in FreeDoM’s liGht..:)

And finAlly as just anoTher
Lullaby comes here for sweet
slEep.. ‘tiLL the neXt SonG anD
DanCe iN words Of PoEtry and
steps oF Feet comE in FeAT oF aRT..
fully circLinG back to the Terminator series..
of Movies and Salvation as associated with
CAN YOU SEE ME NOW?.. WeLL.. the same
dam Allegory from the Camel that is very large
and the tools of culture same.. to the Matrix that
is that same Camel.. to the Machines of the IT Revolution
OF the Terminator Movie series.. to the Zombie Apocalypse
THAT iS beCominG iSREAL more as wE SpEak as even science
shows that in empirical meaSures of Empathy college age adults
have lost about 30% of previous meaSuRed empirical ways oF HU-
man nature iN the last several decades REAL too.. so the Bibles..
and the other books of Literature.. and Movies and Plays and
aLL oTHer arts of millennia on end.. have seen and felt
the problems of culture of Environment VS God GiVeN
Free GiFT of HuMan at odds in terms of who
is Free or imprisoned in culture of old
and antiquated now.. in whAT
cAn bE much Greater Human
eMoTioNs.. seNses and seNsuALiTy
sET FreE from oPresSinG and rePreSsinG
CulTurAL.. and REligous ways
of old timey FundAmenTalist
waYs of yeArs GoNe so fAR
in the preSent aS weLL as
pASt.. sAdly enough
noW iN a self-
made prison
and challenge
HeLL.. iN SepAration from
GoD whOle as ArT and SciEnce
oF liFe noW and many many more InTelligences
to break free and FinALLy EnjOY the iNheRiTance
more from GoD of NaTuRe aLL WitH zero guilt and
Sin for Golden Rule with consuming others with no
harm in a oneness with GoD anD NAtuRe sAME..
the FooD
anD DriNk
and necessary
ShelTers oF liFe
to RiSE and ThriVe
ReBorn.. in all the metaphors
and more for that.. ranGinG
from Holy Ascension in SpiRit
Ways.. to Father inside revealed
moRE fuLLy as We.. to Satori..
to Kundalini RiSinG.. to the
Great SpiRit more fully
BeinG oNe iN uS
iSREaL.. to
the self-actualization
of BeinG hUman as described
in Maslow’s Hierarchy of BeinG
HUMAn PoTenTial in And As The
potentiAl oF hUman BeinG onE WiTh GoD noW..:)

Yes.. WiNks..
bottom line..

Yes.. i would
most likely
be more than
lost now.. without

Facebook FriEnd Glenn.. says..
then.. in return.. to the Profile
Pic of Katrina standing proudly
with SasQuatch aT Feed and Grain store..

she likes muscular men, Fred.

And i say in return to Glenn too..

This.. Glenn.. to
Be true as
One of my Facebook
Friends who
Was and is
A Body Builder
Introduced me to her first
As her Boy
Of Love
All that is..:)


Facebook Friend.. Nicole..
shares a Faceboook
Status acknowledging
the consequences of
reading comments on
a Hank William’s You Tube
Video per Country and Western
Music of Good Old boy ways..
highlighting the normal
conservative red
state way..
of anything
different than
we see and say
just plain sucks..
so then i say..

In this way
You are lucky..
You don’t live
iN Milton.. noW..
Wait.. oh.. You
Do.. Ignorance
Is bred in Red
State Spread..
And science
Way of
Roots too..
That not all
Share.. Credit
Of social peers
And family most
as culture..
People are
Alike and Different
Everywhere Now..
On Earth.. Sadly
Some places are
hide or die noW..
And or do or die.. NoW
Culture can be the greatest
Shared virus and
Or Gift
oF aLL..:)

And as added note here..
of course this reminds me of
my Large Marge Experience while
free style dancing martial arts and
ballet last night in the Center Aisle of
Super Walmart as i’Ve been doing now
for close to three years next month approaching
6,000 miles in all the deep South Pensacola Metro
Area Red State spread.. and it is quite an adventure
but the fAct that i can also pass for Yeti.. per Sasquatch
and Big Foot Wookiee too.. lends a certain white middle
age.. Military and Law Enforcement privilege where let’s just
say.. the Matriarchs who think men will not hit women are usually
the only one’s who act in defiance of my Freedoms as allowed by
Store management for F. iN Jesus Christ exercise.. just a little more
advanced than the 50’s something other early retirees do in their power
walking in the Mall when they no longer after to go to Navy Bases or
Chemical plants to punch in from 9 to 5 as their Golden Feathered
nest retirements have finAlly come in to play in their
power walking mall time.. and dining
in fine cuisine of Fried
Seafood restaurants
during the day..
when everyone else
is still busy punching punching
the clocks of modern cultural
robot prisons to fill up the
garage with more
junk from
WalmARt that
is only a FucKinG
Place of Art of Dance
for mE.. he HE.. where i
even take their ads free
to muse the free stuff i do
Free for ALL in poEtry in LOngest
Long Form ever poeTry contest in the
hiStory of HuMan now.. that i already woN
as tHere ain’t no competition noW in Fred Land
that sure.. is kinda like Pee Wee HeRmaN Land
too.. iN so.. so many play land ways of Pan and Apollo
More human noW.. in never land never ending story now..
anyway.. BEEN studying Anthropology in degree way of college
and free style after that in a perfect FucKinG American work environment
to do that and get paid a little bit too.. up to Manager in a Military Bowling Center
too.. for close to 2 decades and somewhere around 100K folks per direct social
reciprocal interaction where somedays that numbered literally over 100’s in an
8 hour work day for me.. that was oh my God.. so much fun for me.. as human
is my special interest to study now for 56 years whole in holy and sacred
fun too.. wHere now approaching 6 years of online wordy wordy ways
of close to 12 million words spells a lot of God Dam Human Interaction
too.. definitely rising in the scores of thousands in
connecting at least one way in human
interaction to potentially
over 100K points
of contact
there too..
and sure
close to 1.5 million
views on my Kate
Mia clearing house
on Google Plus.. juST
there for the reach of
my LioN pawS of Pen iS
goNe noW oH so.. LonG.. he HE..
sure in so many Free and WiLd ChIld of God
WiN ways noW for Heaven’s reign online too..;)


God iS alWays
iNside noW
Now To Be
As no more
No less
NoW Than
Peace and
The FoRage
Of the day noW
Is Done foR Now..
Humans are one of
The few animals who
Do not live this Heaven’s
Inheritance of being as
Only rare in the case
Of clothed culture
Separated NoW
From God
Of Nature
Credit Modern
CultureS noW and
All.. the Byproducts..
IF.. tools wE become
NoW As Machine and
Words noW iNstead
Of BeinG NoW onE
Alive Allnow Allone AllthaTiS
The way of NatUre GoD oNe Now..:)


SMILes as alWays.. mY FriEnd.. Zee.. take a wonderful dArk tint of
what male oF liGhter colors miGht
intice to see iN a girl oF dArker
sHades of Grey..
so i will turn the
tAbles heRe and
try my poetic
hand iN
oF Verse
iN TaKing
the opposite
Gender role too..
and say.. yes.. that
juSt happens to be the
prompt at dVerse too that
i may peruse juSt for fun later
on.. so yOuR muSe heAR.. too..
mY FriEnd from Pakistan.. noW
wHere Dark Haired girls eYes2
with often
dARk sKin2
can rule the
eYes of men..
and sure.. i am
a Pacific Islander Girl dArk2
wandering in a Bowling place..
and i have had such a hard life..
from knives standing over beds
to thieves breaking into home..
to Step Father’s and same
as Mom’s boyfriend who
knew the Queen of
England and
for the
FBI or
whatever..i then
kNew.. and tHeRe
is this man with bright
eyes handing out shoes
the ocean green or blue
i am not sure.. but what i
know and feel for sure is
he always smiles as all
he do.. and how
could anyone
be as
happy as
that i cannot
fathom.. from
my beautiful place
of dark.. that longs
for innocence lost in
places with no water or
even anything other than
wash cloths for that time of
month.. one in a million he must
be as he has no predator dark in
eyes of Love.. so much want those
eyes of Love.. so deep the ache for
Love i FeeL.. heARt Strings pleASe
play for me a Love forever
more now
that never
hurts now
please take
me away to
heaven noW..
dear.. please.. so..
she got more than
she asked for mY fRiend..
but i am
bottom line..
Love Survives..
iN Storms and Ocean eyes..
Fire and Ice too.. tHere WiLL
never be anOther girl like that for mE.. too..:)

Thank you
Now my
FriEnd.. Zee..
for the mEmory
And tEars oF LifE noW iSReAL..:)


Well.. i have to say
that Sarah Song brinGs
tears to me freely without any
of my words to accompany it at all..
and how lucky and fortunate i am for
the vicious circle of my Father’s coldness
bred too he.. as culture
whole in Love for
stuff more
than hUman
heArt.. in all
the bLack Dollar
green back ways that
came way back when he
decided that a Mother who
would stay home to Nurture is
less than his mother who said put
that child down when he is crying
or he will never be able
to stand his
ground in
ways of being..
well.. he left and
she stayed and she
my mother was with me
for free without work for
those three years from 0
to 3.. wHere now even
science shows is
the make
or break
of Loving
Empathic HUman
BeinGS attached to
breast more than
cold and
nipples of
stuff of stuff of
stuff away from
breast and hugs of Love..
it always makes me smile when
i see these women who carry their
children like the Indians when they picked
corn close to the body.. and even modern
child birth ways know and feel to have the
father take his shirt off and hold that babies skin
to breast of man too.. to release the neurohormone
oxytocin for the loving bond to change the diapers of
Love comes inspiring ways of Love with nothing more
great of Art to do then raise a child oF Love.. the FACT THAT
God dam
this words
exist aT aLL..
and even FucKinG
Science says this is True
and liGht as wELL that refrigerator
parents do FucKinG KiLL eYes of LoVe..
but true it is often a vicious cycle wHere no
one is at fault trUly but culture wHOle aS onE..
that says people are tools and machines of dead eYes SoUl..
anyway.. the briGht noTe of sMILes iS mY MOtHers Love LiVes
Forever online.. and the relatively small amount of money.. my
Father the big time consumer left compared to me who never
needed retail therapy.. as my soUL was/is FuLL of the
Unconditional Love of a Mother who holds
Love above
all stuff
and religion
now.. was nothing
compared to what i saved
both in the bank and in eYes
of Love that went aWay with
Pain and eventuAlly came
Back as
iN OrGAnic
eYes of SpiRit
oF SoUL Words..
woman is sacred to me..
Thanks to a Mother who Loves
beYond all stuff of green bLack
dollars of oiLed TarREd Bird.. the
Star of Love aBove lives bEyond
of Hell


sMiLes.. my Friend.. Prajakta..
welcome back from your
vacation iN ancestral
Lands of HeARt
FeLt iSREAL now..
in old Tibet too..
the first name for
God that Humans
create is Lahmu and
Lahamn for Water and
Earth miXed as SiLT then
and perHaps iF they kepT
God as original Nature before
‘Sin’ of Abstract Written Language..
Collective Intelligence and Complex
Cultures.. NDD or Nature Deficit Disorder
also kNown as GDD.. GoD DaM Disorder
too hehe.. as NatURe OnE whOle too..
hUman.. would not be eating aWay @
eARTh iN footprints
of hUman
tools.. as
space ships
show IS A cancer
of the PlaneT eArth
on re-entry to the air
we breathe FReED.. oh..
the world of NDD.. but what
iF everyone suddenly grew a
SpiRit.. a HeARt.. a SoUL.. a MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG way of empathy
and hugs and eYes of Unconditional Love
for each other all around the Globe now like
a Love Virus FReED.. WeLL.. the other thing is
then other folks came along and created a God for
them.. yes.. a tribal one that would expand the human
domination of Nature from Sea to Sea.. the destroyer
of God iF yOu WiLL or they WiLL of course.. from
continents East.. West.. South and North all.. but
perHaps they don’t see as Godzilla clearly
FeeLs aLL innately.. instinctually and
even ‘Blue Oyster Cult’ by
intuition now2.. yes..
sAMe nAMe of
Godzilla too..
Nature and or
God depending on
semantics of the silt
of the day.. is alWayS in control
as Nature lives from subatomic
spiraling flow allone to galaxies
and UniVerses BeYond.. as Free
WiLL DanCe and SinG in moVinG..
ConNecTing InteRdependent CreAtinG
ways.. so.. all the pain and suffering around
uS humans wE do feel and see as iSREAL noW..
is juSt Karma my friEnd.. the action and consequence
of getting out of BaLancE wiTh Nature God samE now..
as alWays Force that seeks Balance over all otHeR opposing
Forces now.. Nature has no nAMe but Balance.. and mosT aLL
oF hUman Suffering and Misery can be attributed to GDD mY FriEnd..
TrUly sorry you had to go back to work.. but sure.. that IS A way of a world..
that says.. there is enough human beings destroying We rest oF Nature
NOw.. so get back to work you humans and do anything but making
of misery
and suffering
for the reST of wE
oF NaTuRe noW.. from
STD’s to Mosquito DisEases
to all the rest of God OF Nature
checks and Balances my FriEnd noW
iN Karma’s eYes of NatuRE God SamE..
only the individual can possibly escape now
in tHeir own way of TrUth and liGht iN BaLanCinG Force..
the taste
of your
in silt
of Mountain
Lake mirror flows view..
as oPen mY friEnd.. a Vacation
worth more than a stones throw oF work..
WiNkS in jUST my opinion of course as
when i re-TiRed work.. somehow i wanted
to go back then if i ever could… noW
oh.. no one
is immune
the way
of the World.. mY FriEnd..
so.. so.. hard to E-sCapE noW..:)


HeHE.. i’ll juSt Steal these quotes from mE.. haHA!
and otHeRs too of course.. namely Michelangelo..
and Wiki.. and Gospel oF Thomas2.. from
Dead Sea Scrolls.. and online Sacred
Text resource as WeLL..
as a great
clearing house
too of all stuff sacred
text from cultures around
the world then.. and yes noW2..
anD my source too.. haHE2..
from Donald Duck Lost in a
a family mini-
Vacation with
photos too..
from Ponce
De Leon FL..
wHere Jesus F. iN Christ
that water is so dAM Cold2..;)

“What spirit is so empty and blind,
that it cannot recognize the fact that the
foot is more noble than the shoe, and skin
more beautiful than the garment with which it is clothed?”


37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”


“I dare do all that may become a man;
he who dares do more is none.”

-My Father’s identical twin Brother

“Never do today what
you can put off tomorrow”

-My Father

AnyWay.. with Katrina Bikini photos to
BooTie too.. Beautiful Nature photos
and BEast of me too..
to go along
with the
Beauty of
all the rest of all that is
God tHeRe from Head to toe
and BEyond iN Temples of God TrUE
all through out Nature FormS noW eSsEnCE
of GoD iSREAL noW
worth re-visiting
for mE
and west too..
hmm.. and don’t
forget North and
too.. FReED noW..
iN wonderful Facebook
Algorithm Memory ways
BRinGinG back to liFE
anotHeR Macro Verse
oF Ocean WHole Poem
noW from two yEars ago.. StiLL FReED noW..:)

Donald Duck Lost in a VORTEX!

I Am amazed and mystified how
the science iN God oF Nature’s
Synchronicity works in A-Causal
connecting principle ways from simple
all shared mostly human phenomenon..
like the consistent coincidence where a
person tales themselves before bed to wake
up at 6 am.. and as soon as that second hand hits
6 am.. no matter if the clock is correct or not..
the numbers and dreams of let it
be sAid or written first
and let it be done
by then the power of
suggestion.. prayer..
placebo.. WTF yA wanna
caLL this Synchronicity in terms
of Science or Art.. iT iSREAL..and
wE moST all acknowledge the reAliTy oF iT
as wE FeeL eYes up on uS across distances
too far from sight or sound sAMe iN a ForCe thaT
science simply has no tools to meaSuRe noW..
WeLL aGaIn.. noW out of close to 500 themed T-shirts
hanging in my closet a theme shirt oF Can
You See Me noW cAMe heRe too.. two years
ago in poetic Macro-Verse way too.. and the
best pARt to me is the SupER F iN Epic
Sunset hEre that i WiLL add aGain.. that
reAlly says a lot about the dVerse
current Macro Verse used prompt
on Daytime left skies of Sunset too..
as parKinG lots angle on.. noW iN
straight square.. lines.. of buildings..
concrete floors of asphalt..
light poles and metal cars too..
But GoD’s ArT in SkEYes WiLL
never be fingerprinted or copyrighted
by Humans with their tiny flea BrAins that
sadly most often.. have lost the paint of GoD
in Eyes that see stuff they make over the Beauty
oF GoD oF Nature
FReED.. and i wonder
iF i was the only person Re-Tired
enough with rubber added back to
mY hEarT and Spirit and miNd and
BoDy reNeWinG StiLL reBorn mE..
then.. to snap a photo and share then
iT wiTh the rest of the world.. for perHaps
a thouSand years to cOme or when
servers die first then.. whenever
then is.. in SpiRit lEft KA oF i..
as my King TuT tomb
IS An Art as HeARt and
spiRiT of the SonG oF mY
soUL noW then StilL noW.. eTched
iN Love iS Written in the StoNe of a Heaven
with no moon or Sun of Day that shines 24/7 as
Art of online can and will do to defeat the Entropy
of Things
fALL apARt
oF BefoRE in relative
HUman terms forever noW
oF course as Love goeS oN
iN StArs oF eYeS of TwiLiGht iSREAL noW..;)

Can U C me beyond the clouds..of words



WeLL iT’so trUe.. aLonG
the liNes of DarkNess and liGht
are one when dReams are guided
in Lucid Waking days aLiVe in TwiliGht’s FruiTioN
SonGs that Never ends in ever more story oF noW..
So.. perHaps iF i had liNked a poem to
dVerse oF TwiLiGht it would have
been deleted on the basis
that iT was
neither Day
or not.. weLL the
trUth is tHerE iS nuThinG
in BeTweeN for mE as allThAtiS
iS Free FoR All haha.. juST noW..
aliVe.. so yes.. i’ve provided a way for
oTHeRs to Steal mY miNd and moRE noW impoRT
anTly mY SoUL aLL for FReED as i say Y
LiFe is NoW.. maKe the mosT oF iT and FucKinG sHare
it or sure.. copyright it.. sell it and buy it for dEvil Green bLack
bucks that have little.. to no.. hUman heARt.. SpiRit eXpreSsinG
tHat HeARt.. as MiNd and BoDy SoUl beCoMeS BaLanCinG FoRcE Now
of wE wiTh GoD wHole as NatURe sAMe oNe foRcE of liFe noW.. and
sad sad SonG folks value a destination of money.. or likes.. or shares or
followers.. or publishing in print.. to motivate juST more KillinG of Life giVing
Breathe of Air Trees.. for sure.. tHeir Kilroy way of KA of HUman
sPiRit ForCe energy to liVe on after they die too..
or maybe they have been told
God and stuff is money
all theiR lives and
Heaven is a place
of pearly gates and Jaded
Emerald Floors same with old
Gold linings for reaLiTy beYond
a DiaMonD OnE hUman heArt.. WitH
SpiRit and miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL noW juSt Now.. anyWay.. it’s nice to
be totAlly FReED as all of whAT mY God Given
HUman NatuRe Can and Will bRing Free without
haVing to FucKinG jusTiFY the aRt oF Y i.. to otHeR
folks who simply have noT traveled the full journey oF
Y i and paths of tHat with no hOlds given in repression
and oppression iN all oF hUman
poTenTial NOW..
and that’s
oF course iT iS oKay.. And
thaT iS pARt oF mY mesSage Now
to new SAges oF heARtists sAMe..
JuSt do iT aLL.. yA cannot change
the literal thinking conservative
miNds among uS.. iN most
everYday standardized
occurrence.. but yA
can juST duSt Ya
oFF and
go wHeRe Greater
FreeDoms are aT lEast
toleRated and even accepted
as free Can and WiLL coMe to Be noW..
aNYway.. mY LAmp oF FeARless LoVe noW
liVeS on without any clear beGinninG or End..
And now for more Day liGht prompts from the
Quadrille iNspiration on MoNday aT dVerse noW..
hehe.. as i continue to giVe mY BRain and soUL
aWay for free.. never noW FucKinG for Sale.. BAbe..
aS iN mY.. liFe noW.. Fredbuns and FredkuS and
Martial Arts FredFu’s Rule.. noW
For FReED..:)


DRoWSinG oFF to sleep
second wiNd coMes aGain..
off to dVerse noW iN Daylight..
waYs of FiNding muSe moRe noW..
@3:59 pm..

FindinG neW in memories trUe..
spReading dayliGht noW.. traveLinG
further aS hiGhlights thaT groW oN Now..
SinGinG NatURe SonGs oF RiSinG sunsHine
Tides.. RiVers StreAms oF FiRe
waTeRs dreAms to Air
oF Stars as SuN sHiNes RiSe..

noW oF
LoVinG AiR..:)

Rorschach Tests
oF Sunrise Sunset
Clouds.. sAme reflecting
inner clouds and sunshine
saMe.. environment within
pasted on
Paint of Nature..
but sure.. either
way of liFe iS equAlly
ReaL for those who paint
EmoTions sky wide noW iN
shadEs of GreY beComing
coloRed hues of Rain
sAMe as
sHadE Sun Blooms..

Body bReathE
oF liGht sKeyeS SonG..
SinGs.. sunsetrise.. BluE..:)

A FaLL Fair
Ferris Wheel
Day is cooLinG
to a Panhandle Air
In Florida now heRE..
oF heat cLoud grey..
As Hurricane
spinS uP
iN Atlantic
speLLs cooLinG
EarTh iN bLasting Fashion..

Forboding skies
oF Ferris WheeL Hermine
eYe.. pLayS SonG CooLinG..:)

Winter cLouds of separation..
Snows of Winter BRing Love..
cold and
arms oF Love
WiNter FeeLs
as wE LoVe
moRe than
Winter Leaves oF FaLL..

reaL as SnoW..:)

Oh.. the pain
of needing
practice for
necks gOne straighTer..
years of pain.. but trUly
none now.. since noW..

i too..
as Galaxy..
noW.. pain Free..

of human
arms and legs..


Ya kNow.. i watched
those Sea Gulls for
decades with a ‘tween
of vacate in work of decades
too.. and youth came back more..
as i fiNally leArned
i too Now
can fly A
DancE oF seaGull
iN deep white sands
with sure.. a lot more effort
thaT Took but so much more
noW in Flying
on Terrestrial
shoreS onE..
i create noW
as Ocean
sketching shores
of Beach.. even noW..
odd on concrete floors..

SMiLes.. Seagulls
never ever never noW
complain.. FlYinG’s FuN FReED..:)

Quick side note here..
The fun oF Love iS in
the Labor..
no different..
as work of Birthing Babies..
WiNkS..iT can be a thankless
effort but so what.. LiFE noW
is AlWays worTH iT when NeW..:)

sMIles.. i couldn’t
help but to notice
your antenna.. if that
is yours.. suggests you
are off the pay for views..
and if i for one lived alone..
i wouldn’t have pay for views either..
ugh.. nothing on TV worth watching much..

are bRighter above
antenna eYes of Love..:)

Clouds noW..
God’s ParAdise
PaiNt SonG foR hUmans
wHo peRuse FiNger
oF GoD
Free withiN..
From huMan..
NewS.. ImAgiNation
SinGs Co-Creation
iN pasTels

pAint cLouds..
WitH.. GoDs eYes..:)

and arT
iN hUman
eYes oF iMAginATioN
In moVinG.. ConNecTinG
CreAtinG waYs seems to sTArt
WiTh sKies of Day SuN and niGhts
oF Moon.. Stars.. iN NatURe Art AS SamE
and ever changing more.. even bEyond
hUman made
sTuFF Of NoW
careful not to
Lose sPrinG..
NatURE goiNG
BeYond BookS
thAt GreenS a LiVinG SonG..:)

SonGs SinG aS
NaTUre’s sPawn..:)

iF i could do aWay
with all words.. witH
all collective intelligence..
with all culture.. and what
is left of me
the rest..
mY friEnd..
iS juSt iCinG
oN A Cake of GoD FReED..
i paint freely as onLY arT
beYond science wiLL

LiFe.. GoD
As NaTuRe oNE..:)

Clouds of Romance in
fertile lands of more..
Clouds of ominous
in midwest twister
lore of real..
Oh.. the Hurricanes..
they spread cLouds of Flood..
Winds of fluffy ones.. harmless
oF FiRes as
Harmless SuN..

DrOught of Hurricanes
iN Florida noW.. WinD oF
HerMiNE iS BreWinG noW..:)

Clouds toleRate Sun..
Sun accepts cLouds
and we humans
can be yes..
samE now
in heated
reins undone
iN cLouds bEfore
rains come again..
cooLinG Sun down..
as clouds
no longer reign..

SuN cLouds
liVe toGetHeR
FReED noW..:)

So trUe..
iF wE weren’T
heRe.. nOne oF ouRs
eXist.. as this unique
world painted by i.. wE
is only
BeYond uniQue
oF Finger prints ash..
A UniVerse multi-
iN aLL
eYes oF sKeYes..

Precious stOnE
oF FeeLinG
Star duST noW..:)

And that’s all
Day liGht skies
bRing foR noW..
as Dinner and
work-out E-scape
from words so FReED..:)

5:47 pm..:)


WeLL.. the best thing to mE about Witnessing for God
Three and a half Years now.. per this 42nd month of
doing jUSt thAT online in New Age E-World Online
Kingdom of Heaven way in a place with no
moon or Sun iSREAL.. iS my little..
personal Bible effort sTiLL
pushing 4 Million words..
that WiLL go way
past any prophecy
of two folks witnessing
for God for 42 months..
and hell no.. just getting
ignored.. deleted and banned
for me.. no hanging in the streets
as i AM a prophet of God who2 iS
clever as a FucKinG FoX too.. hehe..
who appreciates the Gift oF LiFE and
kNowS oNly real fools squander this Gift oF
liFe for words of weaker men and or women
etc.. who would subjugate and dominate others
through illusory fears and promises empty same..
sure.. this is a tidal wave.. a TSuNaMi in lEft Hand
JuStifCaTioN waY continuing heRe.. but i dare say..
no one ever has coMe thiS fAR in aN iSREAL parable
and poEtry sAMe for GOD iSReAL noW.. and nah.. i
had plenty of hELp aLonG the wAy thaT inCreAses aS
i go As tHiS FronTier of Heaven has no measure of liMits
of what humans dreAMed bEFoRe.. bottom liNe.. i JuSt did iT..
hEard the cALL of goD on February 28.. 2013.. gave my microcosm
Macro Verse Perspective first to be published on March 10th that now
makes that public witness sTArt tHere of course but yes.. the witness
wHole sTarts with the new name GoD Gave mE on February
28.. 2013.. as KATiE MiA.. ain’t no gender nAMe aT aLL for iT..
means pure and close to God as that goes noW iN books
that Metaphor meanings for NEW baby names.. and yes..
the Frederick paRt came iN this month oF August
oF 2013 replacing the Aghogday Blur
of no day but hell day noW
for 66 months of a pain
as assessed by
science as
Type Two.. Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. worse than F iN
Crucifixion wHere my JOB
trial lasted 66 months wHole
from wake to sleep with Dentist
Drill like pain with no novocaine
in right eye and ear loss as pain..
from wake to sleep that no pill pain
killer could touch.. and only eventually
close to 6 million words would take away
in prelude for 6 million more to come.. as of
Thanks GiVing in estimate thereof to this point
then in 2016.. 6 years to date when all these words
sTArted then.. 2010.. as the only out that God gave me
to F in Survive.. this went down for iSREAL Baby.. and
tHere was no one available to write it all down but me..
Bible doer and Bible bEer and Bible WriTer GoD cALLed
me to be.. after 50 years of school.. work.. and real life Education
until that point then.. and hehe.. it doesn’t matter who said what or
when said that or this.. once aGaiN tHis sHit IS Going Down foR iSREaL..
and when 911 goes down of 2016.. whatever was prepared ye a way for
someone got done by me.. ’cause i juST sAid FucK iT iF no one else has got
what iT taKes then..
i’LL FucKinG picK
up the FucKinG iF yOu
sEeK in God for iSREaL
BaLL and geT the joB dOne..
no matter iF anyone else giVes
a FucK abouT.. thAT or NOT..
and here’s the thing about thaT
Thief in the night thingy.. no one
WiLL believe iT anyWay even iF iT
did Go down for real.. as hiStory sHows
OnCe aGaIn.. And the greAtesT paRt of
tHis story oF ALL iS no one tOld mE whaT
the FucK i could make my own perSonAL Bible
to Be.. incluDinG Humor.. and even FucKinG seX
aS God is Free and i AM FReED from lies of Culture
by weaker
men.. particularly
oF beFore who were
AFraidy Cat to WaLk Naked
IN FronT oF GoD with no hOlds
TaKen fRoM beFore.. anyWay iT
Works out for those who tRuLy Love
mE so what else is tHeir but Love iN iT
aLL for mE.. trULy noThing but LiVing F iN Epic NoW..
which means i can put up FucKinG sAsquatch photos
of Katrina and her FriEnd heRe by named species NEW..
1000 times.. with no need to GiVe a FucKinG FucK buT mE and GOD iSReaL
wHere God is more than
a Pain in the FucK.. GoD
IS A Laugh for iSREaL2
going down noW
and uP doWn uP..
For iSREALNOW.. yes..
best pARt2 oF aLL noW
no trees are harmed iN
JuSt doing a 30,000 plus
page Bible with 70,000 or
so photo pages.. ugh.. i can’t
think about all the Tree Pain
and ergo O2 gone.. in 100K
pages from tHis sHit Baby.. Goin’ DOwn
in Print.. haha..
hehe.. juSt Fun
iS GoD foR ISREaL..
alReady Got the HeLL
pArt over first this go’
Merry round NoW..
iT aka GOD aLL
BaLaNceS ouT.. any WAY..;)


WeLL.. it’s 11 0’clock pm..
STiLL noW 8242016..
perHaps noW i’LL
dVerse wHere
as mentioned earlier
there is a Poetic prompt
to take the gender bender role
of the spouse behind the man.. per se..
in describing the efforts of the man of the hour..
hmm.. already did it with Katrina in how she saw me..
so.. perhaps
i’LL go all mythological
and make the prospective Hurricane
Hermine the Messenger Wife of Hermes
AKA Mercury the Universal Messenger of
all God is.. in form of feminine
messenger as Hermine
too.. so sure.. i blow
iN as Hurricane HerMine
miNd yA kNoW iN Winds of Fury
coming more.. that Hermes iS in
town again.. you kNow Jesus F. iN
Christ that Hermes gets around.. yes..
it’s like he’s in bed with all sides and
no sides at all.. almost like he has no place
to place his head for rest in total social acceptance
by any
tribe on
Earth.. except
for a few women he
meets along his path
of laying down stones
of wisdom as he goes as
Messenger of GoD or Gods
WiLL do all one.. to gEt
the Job down in Global
Messenger way
of coming
to town
all around
again.. as note
keeper and giver to
spread some news all around
now2.. in E-Land3 too.. as sure
noWs change.. and no matter how
gold and fleet footed ya may be..
tHere is only so far that Hermes
can travel on foot.. when online
provides such a sweet avenue of
mass communication today..
anyway.. i’Ve
come to town
and around to
Let you kNoW the
Hermes iS on the Loose
again.. as yes.. unleashed
and released i’Ve let him
go to do what he does
best noW in dance
of messenger NoW..
anyway.. got winds to blow..
see ya later.. and gotta catch
up to Hermes
for noW..
bye BlowwwWW..;)

Somewhat coincidentally..
Adam’s first wife Lilith.. no..
not Lillian but Lilith
IS portrayed
as a Demon
woman.. but
i’LL take her place
now and say that’s just
another dam patriarchal lie..
as i forged my way as first women’s
rights champion as matriarch of more
primitive free days.. when human was in
charge instead of Culture with ribbons in my hair..
i Am
hEar me roar..
and if you F WiTh
AdAM i’LL have yA GoLd
nuggets iF yA gEt mY DriFt…;)

Hello.. i Am Einstein’s wife but i will
not tale you which one.. it’s a secret.. hehe..
but dam that man was something else.. seriously..
something entirely else.. laid all these rules and
regulations in the marriage home.. had to go by his
book.. dam the man was just like Sheldon Cooper too..
as future form of that dude in essence back then2..
hmm.. wonder what became of
him after
i took
prize money
to the bank
for free hehe..
whatever iT takes.. yA kNoW noW2..;)

i must say.. the
wife was/iS Humpty
Dumpty’s wife and
Osiris’ too as Isis
now incarnate
as such
as Katrina
too or iS it
tHree by noW
buT anyWay..
Osiris and Humpty
were so hard to put toGetHeR
that noT only did Isis.. Humpty’s
wiFe.. me.. get no help from all the
King’s Men and Horsies.. not even
the King’s royal court of Psychiatrists
could budge or glue a piece ToGether
AgaIn as iSis and i the sAMe had
to do the
allone as
best as alone doES2..
ugH..and that gOld pArt
was so hard to fiNd aGain..;)

Ugh gotta get
some sleep.. see ya
later on Sacred and
Holy Thursday and NiGht
@ 11:37 pm..;)


So.. Facebook FriEnd Kim shares
a free numerology link and i say..
There used to be a site that gave
aLL the information for free and
required no E-mail information..
and i haven’t been able to
find another one like
it but i must say there
are too many coincidences
in my full report already done..
not to suggest that there is something
going on here more than so-called woo..
Positive suggestions believed and taken
action on for positive consequences is always iSREAL..
And not to believe in positive beliefs in thoughts that
lead to positive actions and consequences and
go the other direction of cynicism of the light
or fear of the dark is a sure way
to darker beliefs as default
and darker actions
and consequences
as well..
no less than
the electron that
swirls consistently around
the nucleus of life.. tHeRe are
laws of human nature no less
than laws
of electrons
atoms.. planets
and stars of life as
above so below and
for those material reductionists
who think that all of life is a random
glob of dust making life.. they are not
seeing the bigger picture of life that is
and art..
yes.. the art
we co-create with
Nature God the sAme
or the stagnate wayS now
of disbelief.. anyway.. my
life challenges are also full
of three ones that start with a zero
that says i can do what ever i want
in life with relative free will that not every
one now exercises strong in life.. and after
that there are the three ones that just say
affirm and amplify your chosen challenges
of life.. and that is what i do now with the art of
journey and paths of life.. and i am fortunate
enough to escape the normal demands of
a life that revolves around earning
money where money and houses
and cars and other bank loans
become the master
instead of the
freedom of we
or oh yeah.. affirmation
from others is required in ways
of fame.. including more and more
and always more money.. and likes
and shares and followers in new
age ways of money online that
says you are good enough
you are good enough
haha.. i am Good
for God
of Nature
allthatis and
that is good enough
for me without falling to
be a slave to others.. whether
that be what they give or what
material culture suggests you have
to have.. there is an abundance of what
we do have in the United States that is far
more than i for one will ever need at the most
basic levels of what society provides with little
resources of mine extended at all other than
what i give.. give.. give.. and share share
share.. simply ’cause i have the
heARt.. the SpiRit and the
SoUl wHo enjoys doing
that as the all the
joy is in the
with God no matter
how it is received by others…
and sure if someone names me
a dance icon of the area.. a legend..
inspiring.. amazing.. or whatever that
is nice as it means i am inspiring them
and that is what humans do when they
give and share the most.. they liGht folks
uP iN positive belief.. action and poTenTial
Consequence as well.. no dollars needed
for my cheap thrills.. just the DancE of liFe
and hEaRinG the heARt beat of God noWin
co-creativity oF SonG.. iS enough for ME..
with a ‘little’ help from those i meet noW..
and being self sufficient
means i can tale the
trUth and the wHole
trUth without being
afraid of getting
outcast as
i’Ve already
been tHere down
the outcast pARt
way too many times
to be afraid to live one
with God without the approval
oF oTHers.. mY Strength noW
iS GoD oF NatURE allone with
and as me as Father oF super
consciousness miNd and
BoDy BaLanCinG soUL
or iF ya wanna call iT
Kundalini Rising..
Goddess miNd
the Great
or even Maslow’s
scientific explanation
of self actualization
the father inside is
me and God the same..
call it Goddess or a Blue
turtle.. the form matters noT
the i of Director oF I as actor
mE with exclamation point!
SpiRit expresses that heARt
tHat is the miNd and BoDy
BaLancing soUL that iS mE
allone with Nature GoD sAMe..
same experience and vision
quest’s fruition as described
cross culturally and easily studied now
in almost unlimited separate and validated
sources online now.. across history and even
in the artifacts of prehistory too before so-called
human written words.. and the archetypes from
Jesus to Buddha to Krishna to Shiva to Kali to
Lucifer to Apollo to Hercules and so many more
all liVe in We who remember the archetypes of
more of our human potential as written in the
stone of our DNA.. Fearless Love rules noW
remembered after being sought and found
and practiced self affirming self actualizing
the rest of life.. i put my science yearS iN
and visit them often.. but art of LiFE
oF SoUl and the SonG of that iS
mY liFe’s
practice noW
on a Journey of
Never ending noW
in a Never Land i for
one create allone with God
that is no less realiTy than
the home and car you may Love
More than the potential heaven found
within.. but as numerology goes the electrons
and planets spiral iN balance with the nucleus
and stars of God that too will exist in Balance
as Nature Dances and Sings on iN sKeYes of GoD FReED..
@lEAst and west and north and south noW and inside.. outside..
above so below and all around.. MaGiC.. yES.. @least for mE noW..:)


Dutifully consistent.. the
Facebook Algorithm provides
a Macro Verse memory of allasLIGHT
from two years ago.. as i continue to
see cross-cultural similarities in the
ways some folks see and feel
God as a more mysterious
Force than a literal
man in a book..
that has become
myth instead of
the more of magic
of iSREAL liFe noW..
and while the violent
rapey pArts of all Abrahamic
core religions leave a very sour
and nasty taste in my mouth.. sure
they include liGht too.. that we as Humans
can eliminate with relative free will the dark
violent and rapey parts that harm other folks
through illusory fears and empty promises
of subjugation and dominance in authority
that no one truly has but the God oF nature
that exist as our hUman NatUre within that
‘normally’ seeks to bE free in fearless LoVe
WitH all otHeRS inCluDinG NatURe all
as empire of God’s eYes seT free aS
hUman eYes trUe and allasLIGHT noW2..:)

Culture is the Virus

And yes as the 2 year Macro Verse memories continue..
Culture/religion is definitely A virus of
harm to other humans and
the rest oF Nature in
the dArk pArts
that rape and
kill.. the innate
hUman NatURE when
liVinG in relatively smAll
groups of hUmans who forage..
give and SHARE toGeTHEr for subsistence
and shelter in survival for liFe.. survive and thrive in
fearless LovE noW.. sAdly most folks liVe
out of thiS BaLancE of GoD
Given sTiLL evolving
hUman Nature that
IS A core cause
StiLL of HuMan
suffERinG noW..
E-Scape toGetHer
wHole Unified or suffer
in misery in divided way of
hUman BeinG as Caesar noW
of the New edition of the Planet
of the Apes movie series says..
yes!.. APES STRONGER TOGeTheR noW!!..:)

Emerald Forest Reigns

And now here.. a Macro-Verse of
a year ago… as God of NatUre’s
Synchronicity will have it flows with
what i’Ve already been saying
evidenced with words aCross
the yeARs of hUmanity..
as the unabridged Bible
oF humaNiTy SinGinG
the eYes of God in huWoManiFest
Form comes in all forms of human art..
and never ever limited to just this book that
book that one cloud up tHeRe.. or Song down
here.. and the Emerald Forest movie from 1985..
in my most favorite and eye opening scene is
where the children of God who wear loin cloth
are kidnapped and forced as sex slaves in
Modern African culture.. and when they
escape they tear the clothes off given
them like they are the disgust of
modern man away from the
flesh of Freedom
as God’s
free from
head to toe..
we have a sick culture
as i’ve said before.. that
honors headless bloody violence
ridden religions in the evil that comes
with that and says that a mother feeding
a child with breast is obscene and should
be censored.. and that my friEnds is why
i take it one FULL STEP FURTHER IN
MY OWN freest fullest nude art..
to highlight the hypocrisy of
modern cultures that
has made a God
of innocent
flesh in us
evil.. and
violence the
God that deserves
all the attention.. sorry
i call ’em as i see ’em and
that is just pure FucKinG
evil when humans make
a Violent warring God of EVIL..:)


WeLL.. my FriEnd Rafiah.. you have
beautiful words here and they do now
speak your heARt youR SpiRit youR groWinG
soUl as youR body2 in feet here as heARt SinGinG
BaLanCinG miNd out too.. as fuller soUl mY FriEnd..
and i was happy to see YoUr freedom in doing that
as i was so happy to see your beautiful dArk eYes
when you finAlly revealed them a year and a half
after your shared my seagull as your avatar
of you on your Facebook when you first
suggested i had a beautiful
heart then.. you see
my FriEnd i remember
a FriEnd so deeply and
Love so deeply that i scare
most people away as they seem
to think i want something now other
than the EmoTiOn of Love Free as birds
with WinGs fly in Unison spiraLIng With
SuN.. and sure.. i miss you too.. and have
often come back here waiting for a heARt felT
response as that iS what Feeds our soUls MoSt
mY FriEnd.. the HeARt of BeinG Human this Gift
that God gives HUman that HUman has the poTenTial
of doing real miracles with.. even saving the rest of NaTURe..

So that is my gift to you.. as Dr. wHo.. aS an RX iN prescription
for your soUl Dear and HeARt and SpiRit more and yes.. noW in
left hand jusTification the letter R for Angel Rafiah in female
form as you know/feel the male form for that is Rafael.. they
didn’t have female Angels back in the old days..
but that is only ’cause they hid them then..
as they were the most powerful
Angels of all
and they still are
my friEnd as you were
the only one brave and kind
enough to reach.. out to me..
when most everyone else left then..
whatever side they shared with me.. Now
you never have to miss me.. as i am noW
alWays here for you.. just a text away
and of course if you lived here just
a touch a way in
kiss of HeArt..
and art the sAMe mY
FriEnd noW iN a tear
the hUman soUl..:)

Other than that school noW and
work kills the heart.. the spirit
and the soul.. i wandered that
desert for 40 years of culture
and religion the same..
and i will
to wait 40 more
years if that is what
it takes for your soul
to more fully come back
to you my friEnd.. as hey..
you keep coming back and
there are others who don’t come back at all..:)

Bottom line.. my FriEnd.. is the soUl when GroWing
never ages.. as wrinkled as i may be then.. crippled
with no longer Sasquatch fearless HeARt.. the soUL
for you
bE in the
shine iN the
SpiRit of My eYes..
and wiNks.. hopefully
my Fingers WiLL StiLL work..
to say that in words of poEtry.. mY FriEnd..:)


Facebook Friend
Candice and
very nice
noted author
shares a status
and thoughts on
life before it all became
public online in the 90’s
of last Century
and i say
in return..

SMiLes.. i
Must admit
i miss the days
Of Bowling together but
in aLL oF liGht and dArk
Exists the other yin and yang pArt..
And with great social positive empathy..
Can bRing
The dArk
To save
The Tribe
From different..
Heartless folks tend to
ignore me and let me BE
Free.. Oh the ironies now of
what some folks name Love..
Love is Brave..
Love kNows and
Feels Real Hell
of Separation..
Love earns
noW and
Free of
Different noW..:)

And now i say.. it’s
all worth it as i meet
nice folks like Rafiah..
Himali and Candice.. yes..
and gigoid.. Zee.. etc.. too..
and no i haven’t forgot you
either.. Leah.. and Lala too..
and more others than i can count now2..
and yes.. they are mostly women but sure
most men don’t do poetry.. and i do what
most males don’t Do in terms oF Love.. i Give iT
Share iT. And..
yes.. get iT
And with that said.. Now..
for some Sacred and Holy
Thursday R and R activities for
me.. along with Dance later tonight..
Celebrating my 124th dance week night
at Old Seville Quarter with all the cool college
age folks.. yes.. of course.. mostly women as
i kinda like to dance more than mostly men do too..
and more fun Dance photos from that coming in the
wee hours of August 26.. after the Dance of Rave has
ended somewhere around 3 AM.. added to this 697th
Macro Verse Here of Ocean Whole poem.. to be named..
hmm.. yes! oF course.. wRite oN CouRSE..
‘Sasquatch Love Feat sKeYes’
iT aLL cAMe toGeTheR
liKe maGiC
FeeT.. iT


the way..
the name of the
Sasquatch is Manning..
according to the Feed and
Seed store that told me.. Manning..
the Sasquatch is not for sale.. and
whether or not people can see me now
or not.. i
for sale
either.. no
dollar bills
required for me
to jUST dO iT aLL4FuN..;)








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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)


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NUmber 696 MacroVerse




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The all seeing hug life
cat eyed kitty
me now to the
dance hall ‘tonight’
in T-Shirt way.. and
hehe.. no kissies..
just a hug or
two and
all over the
floor of coursE noW..:)

And as always very nice
dancing girls at Old Seville
Quarter.. and i had to tone it
down just a little bit.. as sure i get
little injuries off and on and have always
persevered.. like a wind/tumor on the top of
my left foot.. that eventually went away..
and some issues with the tendons
going to my heel.. particularly
on my right foot.. that was
feeling very good tonight..
but interestingly..
i bent sideways
taking a photo..
before the dance..
and i felt a tearing sensation
near my heal.. and some fairly
moderate pain that warned me
to yes.. slow down.. and yes..
it didn’t stop me as always
when i dance all night..
just a little less
wild is all


Facebook Friend Ned shares a Paradox..

“Doing it the hard way is
always easier.” — Murphy’s Paradox

And then i go on to say..
just ’cause i can..
hehe.. say more..

BlUe Orb RealiTies of liFe..
Shit happens.. lifE on Rock..
Environmental Struggle..
adapt and survive..
don’t.. and
then do
the other..
many people
miss out on this
greater opportunity
to survive.. and even
potentiAlly ‘thrive’ with
added creature comforts..
For me.. being asleep used to take
the pain away.. Now.. being awake..
takes the
pain away…
i stepped the
wrong way and tore
something attached to
my heal last night.. i danced..
and sure the endorphins took
all the pain away for survival then..
and it hurt.. when i was half asleep..
until i fully woke up.. and i’ll be floating
by the end of the day.. Life moves through
storms if Life knows no different than move..
and that is the problem with creature comforts..
they Forget
to keep moving..
And sure.. all dies
as life as long as living is
reproduction is forever.. now..
and the chain remains unbroken..
and the one thing
that sets me yes..
apart now from
all my ancestors
in direct line is then..
they.. all had a child
who lived long enough
to reproduce.. so yeah..
i broke the chain.. and in
a way.. in that circle of family
i am
Omega man..
And in this way
all my ancestors are
greater than i.. so how
dam smart am i REALLY..
as far blue orb
realiTies Now oF LiFe
go.. not very smart @all..
yet i am not dead yet.. and
instincts move more than books do..
so perhaps whether i ‘know’ it or not..
there maybe more than meets my reasons
that inspire
the dance of
me.. as doing it
the hard way is the
only REAL way to do it @ALL..
Murphy is God and comfort is the devil..
as far as
blue orb
reaLliTies of Life
keep living.. My FriEnd..;)


The great Gravatar that a
face or other symbol attached
as avatar to everywhere one goes
doing art on Word Press now.. and
yes.. a way to find out all the other social
media connections a person has to see if they
are real.. and not just another spam bot or to see
if they
are just
in a ‘business’
of art to sale.. sale..
sale.. and sale.. art
for bucks verses the sake
and joy of the journey and
paths now of bEinG in Flow
iN ZonE.. of no holds given to
restrict A freest art that goeS on
noW as star of HeARt and spiRit
and perHaps even miNd and boDy
baLanCinG soUL shining brighter than
ever beFore..
but the truth is
Creativity and Libido
for life attached to all
stuff reproductivity is attached
to that.. and without releasing libido
to do the job of Creativity same as even
science now shows that A REAL LUST FOR
LIFE is what drives the creative response and
even social cooperation for survival.. like that
ain’t common sense.. is why the lustiest
countries produce the most art..
need i say France.. and Paris..
the Statue of Liberty and
nude beaches that
are free there..
the Romantics
the true Romantics
are alWays steeped in luSt..
as well as the greaTest artists
too.. if not that those appetites
are even
ever met..
they do co-exist
to drive creativity oN..
and to eXpand the potential
and creature comforts of the human
race to the point.. wHere there is illusion
enough that actual producing babies.. can
save so many species.. in common sense terms
of too much
human culture
eating the rest of life..
away and thereby otherwise
killing the overall lust for life on
this blue.. green.. brown.. and snow
topped mountain view of Earth iSREAL..
hehe anyWAy
at lEast for
me.. My Gravatar
is attached to a galaxy
now and even UniVerse oF
Ocean whole poem words.. as
this 696th Macro Verse continues
to grow in this micro-verse pArt of
that in streams of rivers Ocean view..:)


And a dark bird of anxiety here after
that Gravatar memory passed the year
before.. and sure as always credit goes wHeRe
credit is due.. as the Facebook Algorithm personal
assistant keeps me reminded of what i do before.. for
just a ‘little’ more inspiration for today.. as practice is
what makes life what it is..
And anxiety and emotions whole..
where the way of staying in one’s head
puts one out of touch with the body where
emotions truly flow in senses from head to toe..
hmm.. as long as i can dance.. will never have anxiety
as my body is in control of happiness.. no longer will
my brain lie to the body of me that truly IS A temple
of God.. when allowed to hear the call of the
wild and respond in simple
Nature’s beauty
of balance
true.. and yeah..
i know for all practical
purposes with intent or not..
the fact that i am re-Tired with
more rubber on wheels that usED
to have metal left to survive.. allows
me the constant practice of a miNd
anD boDy BaLanCinG iSREAL soUl from
yes.. head to toe.. in all the ways that
comes as free.. in moVinG.. ConNecTinG
and CreAtinG.. that yes.. all sayS in form of
my own personal Nautilus sHeLL shaRe that NoW
Kilroy was/iS here and he FucKinG KiLLeD FEAR
as fearless
Love most certainly can and
does.. fly free in creativity
and even social cooperation
if and when tHeRe are hands to hOld..
but the more i grow.. it seems.. in trUth
and liGht with no restraints of cultural
or religious lies.. the harder i must try
to keep hOlDinG hands the best
i can.. for i am
only human
and i can
break down..
but i cry.. i try
to keeP MoVinG oN..
in creAtinG and
noW oN.. fREE..:)

Dark bird of Anxiety

A prelude in dance to what
will be my first milestone celebrating
free verse martial arts and ballet-like
dance all over the metro area.. and not
unlike my poetic flow from two years ago..
sure the dance evolves too.. at the
2000 mile mark here.. soon to be
6000 miles.. likely in September..
and i don’t get too carried
away having
video tape
it as the other
video voyeurs do
that spread of ministry
of dance for me all around
the metro area for three years
all for free.. like the Facebook Algorithm
does in continuing to serve these memories
of yesteryears up now without fail.. and anyway..
6 month increments of dance as i have celebrated
each new millennia of miles to come after the first
2000 here.. does show the evolution of dance for
me that continues to move more like a galaxy
and UniVerse whole now as practice
of dance expands the creativity
of MoVinG mE..
in what some
folks describe
as distance and space
but the essence oF iT iN
hUman FeeLinG and SenSinG
terms within is the Kingdom of GoD’s
Balance as God’s GraVitY and mE beComE
best fRiends iN aLL of ReAliTy thAt is noW for FReED..:)

And i suppose in a way..
a journey.. a path aT leAst
and west.. this short micro-micro
verse of a larger micro-verse.. oF
macro-verse.. iN Ocean
wHole poem
4 million words
from a year ago..
now in around 36
plus the 5 months
of blogger blog leading
to that and yes.. 69 wHolE
months noW iN total eclipsing
stiLL by close to 12 million total
words whole noW in 69 months..
the meaning
of all
in this
verse smAll
wHole too..:)

“Ah.. heArt a lit one.. warmer
yes.. in humid rivers flow..
no snow in North Florida
row.. but prison goes
up the hill a little
further in brick
story school..
to take
freezing heArt
no longer wave
oh.. ocean blue
eyes i miss you
at 47.. but i flow
back to me at 55..
no signs of speed
limits for me..
i flow
i ride
i play
i pray
edge free
to waves
Ocean Blue
in i’s of I! now..:)”


Hi Truedessa.. thanks.. so much.. for dropping by here
noW.. and the place you stopped is simply the comments
section that is the draft section of free floWinG Stream
of consciousness writing.. that is effortless
without preplanning of thought…
iT is like SinGinG a SonG
i alWays kNew but
not knowing it
in now the
usual search
and look way
of solving problem
liFe.. the 20K plus words of
‘Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts’
started in the comments section
of the last poem on Monday Afternoon
and took three days to complete at around
an average of 7 thousand words a day.. and
as noted in this poem.. and this comments section
of draft words for my coming 696th Macro-verse whole..
yet to be named.. it is part of the whole Ocean Poem now
approaching 4 million words long.. and this writing
only started on Thanks Giving day of 2010..
on the Wrong Planet website
to escape pain..
of which
there are
still about
8 million words
there in addition to
the words on this blog.. then..
as my practice session.. hehe..
to get wHeRe i go for now always..
practice.. practice practice makes more
practice for what comes neXt and i have
no idea mostly what does come neXt.. my friend
and that’s the way i Love iT.. sImply in a Forrest Gump
feathered wind of imagination and Creativity FReED..
Have a great
day my
FriEnd.. WiTh SmiLes..
LiFe is worth liVing noW.. no hOlds
given.. to take stock oF liberty more.. back..:)


More fun here.. like my Grandfather
Leo the X-Catholic Priest two generations
removed from me as Native of Ireland did
per the still book ya can PDF for free
online book named “Behind
the Dictator’s”.. wHeRe
he exposed the Illuminati
gossip of the Jesuits then
who were trying to make the Jews
look bad last century.. oh.. as the world turns..
noW the soap opera of the innate conservative
Yang mind of humans verses the more noW open
minded Yin mind of humans as the beat goeS on..
in heart felt disagreement between
folks who are scared of
almost all change
in life to
those who
Love change
like the wind
that sings free..
anyway.. just having
some satirical fun to
tRuly make some serious
logical points in pun2.. for
the trUe inSanity that
rules in pArts of
cultures globAlly
StILL now for
those stuck
in the cave
oF Plato that
folks like Jesus
and Buddha and
other open minded
more liberal folks
against the chains
of men applied to
the God of Nature
locEed in priSonS
of Books continue
to brEAk out oF iN
Joyous SonG and
DancE of GoD FReED
as wE.. at lEast and WeSt
for mE noW iN HeaveN iSREAL..
so i say in return to
hehe.. so self-
called now.. The
Vigilant Christian..
iF God IS A He..
that means God
has a Penis and loves sex..
did ‘you’ kNow that in primitive cultures
that still exist now.. there are no words for
homosexual and masturbation.. duh.. face palm.
it is simply ’cause they do the work of the night from
puberty as it is the child that is the prize.. not the FucKinG
marriage papers.. or some lie in a big bLack book made
by Patriarchs that created a human God with a Penis..
seriousLy.. God made human beings to have sex
when they reach puberty.. and to have the
child raised by the family as Village..
and after all even the
Jesus dude in the
New Testament
said that heaven is now..
per the Kingdom of God being
at hand all around yA now.. if YA WAY..
can FeeL and SenSe iT.. and additionAlly
the Jesus dude said there will be no marriage
at at all in heaven now.. as hey.. in the New iSREAL
iSRAEL of the U.S. oF A.. and hey.. i’M even iSREAL
born on 6660.. at 56 and am twice as strong as you..
and yeah.. baby i can prove that too.. on YouTube.. he-
HE and by the way i live in the New Jerusalem of the New
iSRAEL U.S.A. that at one point had the most churches
per square mile as i came aboard here in the Panhandle
of Florida on the west coast side latitude of the Old Jerusalem..
hmm.. perhaps that’s just a coincidence.. and i live in Saint Rose
county here.. and go to Saint Rose Church.. and we are noW aT
mile mArker 33 when yA come WEST on I-10.. OH MY GOD THE
as far as rank of county size..
and here you are picking on
Mr. Bolt.. the fastest
human being saying
he is illuminati
cause his
last name
sounds like a
Lightning bolt..
and OH JESUS F. in Christ..
’cause he ran on lane number
6 three times through the final..
and by the way now my name is
Fred.. just Fred.. but really that now
full name Frederick.. Means Peaceful
Ruler and my middle name Arthur means
strong and my real last name is just another
version of the original mythological name of
God like Elohim.. once named as other words
for sand and water as silt of God wHole in the
mix of Yin and Yang even then.. haha.. how the
Synchronicity FLows.. mY FriEnd.. weLL.. tHeRe’s the
thing.. like EL this is like my 5th time visiting here.. OMG
that 5.. that’s another OMG Evil Illuminati symbol.. heheX2..
so perhaps that is an Omen for you my friEnd.. as i just continue
to have fun Writing Free Verse Poetry with let’s just say as you now
say.. HIDDEN with occult meanings that continue to flow free with
and all the sHades of grey and beyond rainbow hues of colors
too.. how the F can i do this.. almost 12 million words online
since.. Thanks Giving Day on 2010.. shortly before i put
my photo online as briGht eYed baby avatar in
hopes i would regain with greenest bluest eYes..
my soul in the midst of 66 real months of hell then..
yes.. i put that photo up on Christmas Day
of 2010.. just coincidence or synchronicity
as God’s Language in signs has always
spoken in all of Nature and now through
the extensions of all byproducts of Human
culture too.. anyWay dude.. i’m glad you are
earning your pennies here as the publishers
of the National Enquirer also know there is a
solid base of people willing to buy any snake oil
salesperson’s oil for green bLack bucks.. iN tarRed biRd ways.. anD
yeS.. The New England Journal of Medicine also suggests that ‘you’
and Alex Jones will have the same ‘kind’ of audience from noW on
as conspiracy theory enthusiasts continue to live.. and nah.. as
history shows they ain’t goin’ nowHeRe but places like this to take
tHeir mind off tHeir eXistential angst of not F iN BeinG in control
enough of their own mind and body BaLanCinG iSReaL soUL..
to take relative free will control of tHeir own peace
and harmony as even coke kNows and Nike
KNows is just the way yA do iT for VicStories
NOW.. so anyWay.. what i FeeL.. yes..
iS.. you are just a dArk muse sent
to me by ‘Father’ on my
Google Algorithm now..
that is just an eXtension
in cultural way of God all thaT iS
of Nature originAlly the sAMe my fuNny
friEnd.. seriouSly.. i knoW why some folks come
here.. iT is pArt of their innate and nurture way.. in
environmental families that raise i am scared of everything
like change and progressing out of the cave to paint something
more baroque than a hand or something like that.. but truly my
FriEnd.. the size of my hand as words blows away anything you for one have
ever seen before..
for the simple
reason that i
AM free with no boundS noW..
and liMits like a REAL FOX SHOW
OF LUCIFER NOW TOO.. by the way
i don’t own a bar.. in Los Angeles but
i do kinda own NoW onE every Holy and
Sacred Thursday in R and R way as says
here in Lower Alabama.. L.A. FL panhandle..
inNow my Longest Long Form Poem reaching
now 42 months iN my witness for a God so big
that you my friend have never ever met fully beForE..
as the evidence at least sHows heRe.. in yoUr very narRow
and scaRed same view of liFe.. same as your best customers
here hehe.. where both of y’ALL.. i intuit for real kNow not what Y’all
do but don’t worry.. We thieves in the night who last at least a thouSand
years in a Kingdom OF Heaven with no moon and sun online if ya wanna
keep on taKing the Bible and Revelation literAlly.. you can not only call wE Lucifer
you can now call wE the thousand year hUmans wHo coMe liKe a thief in the niGht.. and
now last for a very long time/now for one reaSon only my friEnd.. wE have done new things
prove it in the words i continue to write.. effortlessly as a ForRest Gump Feather in the wind.. Now
ye of little faith my friend.. stay with illusory fears and never ever find the only iSREAL higher power
of God noW gifted to us by the God of Nature Free that is fearless love and all of what comes iN
a luSt
or/FOR liFE
HAVE A NICE day and
i thank ‘father’ for sending
me this trUly hilarious muse
for simply achieving more than
the man Jesus did then.. wE aRe
juSt a liVing legend my friEnd..
that IS A iSrEAL
and no myth
iN Movie or Book..
alone.. wE ARE ALLONE..:)


Hi.. my friEnd Zee…
tHeRe IS A great
liGht iN yoUr heARt..
that continues to gRow
as Art iN God as OceanWhole..
alWays love
to my comments
as it alerts me that
you have written another
muse for the liGht and dARk
of liFe and spectrum ‘tween
that is simply
mY friEnd
of A SpiRit oF
a SoUl wHo is
not afraid to spread
the liGht of what they see as
tHeir owN personal TrUth oF liGht..:)

WeLL.. my friEnd.. Zee..
noW iN practice there iS
perfection as practice
and this practice IS A
keeper for sure in “Let
Me Show You” as long as
HUman bEinGs wHo are NoW
capable of LoVinG oTheRs do
not giVe uP on SHoWinG oTheRS
what FearLeSS GiVinG and ShArinG
LoVe can do.. tHere is hoPe.. not only for
Humans but for the Love of Sun that
mY Cat
FeeLs in
A crossed
WindoW light
shaDow on Carpet
of the liFe made by
hUmans hE KNoWs noW..
what he does not forget mY
FriEnd is hiS friEnd the Sun
as he has total faith that after
every niGht the Sun WiLL RiSe AgAin..
as above.. so below.. inside.. outside
all around from sub-atomic flow
to the planets that orbit
the Sun to Galaxy
and orbit
BLack hole
SuN.. we are all connected
all is interdependently related
for life ‘fore liFe oF We to Exist..
and that my friEnd IS A iSREAL
mAgiC of God’s eYes wE privileged
to spread as this GreATtest hiGhest
power of unconditional and fearless
Love in Tree of
LiFe that
never ends
noW.. i Love
these words
you wrote
and cherish them
iSREAL as any FeeLinG
soUl WiLL do WitH giVe and shaRe.. SpiRit Free..:)


yes.. the
Sun makes
Yellow Boy Glow..:)


Ugh.. trying so hard not to fall
asleep reading what i already
wrote.. as i rarely get to read
too much of a finished product
beFore i move on..
as sure moving
towards 20K words
in each Macro Verse per
the example of number 695
illustrates nicely as such in 20K
words plus.. but this number 696
and all stuff sixes and nines are curvy
and by very definition of the Golden Spiral
of life in 1.618 mathematical mean.. LiFe iS
very very seXy so perhaps some Tanka also noW
known as Thank you in that poetic form celebrated
at dVerse will wake me up.. as that is one Japanese
form where sensual of living in let’s juSt say sexy sixes
and nines are alloWed somewhat free in very calculating
ways of symbols as syllables for each short line.. hopefully
for me i will go somewhat short per each micro-micro-Verse
of micro Verse.. of MacroVerse number.. 696 wHole as sAMe..
as Ocean Poem large.. so HeRe i go.. just for sHow.. of lust noW
and love of all nature God ONE and sAMe as weLL yeS.. WELL..:)

StArtinG noW
@3:29 pm..

Would you love
me if all i say
is well.. penned..
can’t you now love
me more with A Tank you..
out of range and more for Love..
than Japanese
Robot oF olD..
guess what..
in number
44 style
and even
more than
Quadrille Quills
of beFore verbs with
cheap thrills iN
a balance
and LOVE..

Ah.. thesaurus..
driven poetry
a great way
to learn English
but what about meaning
deeper.. deeper creative
meaning from
oh the
Dictionary writing..;)

Quick side note..
those are the two grey
pompon poet sites that
do their best to exclude
me from their view.. hehe..
that means the freest verse
comes from me on the first two..
liGht iN DaRk
A path to constant
nirvana.. bliss.. heaven
in now. when all is dArk
is only joke aS Shadow oF liGht..
iS what coMes
nExt in liGht
oF y

Blankets of
pattern love
spread quilt
of linGeRinG

Life a River
Lust a stream
Love an Ocean
Water never ending Wave..:)

Ocean eYes..
of semblance
have no waves

Love knows no know..
KNow nows

Farmer’s Love
of FloWer..:)

Colors of
bound of

Sacred cup oF
flesh.. two handS
come togeTheR noW
For sweet teA

Trance Dance
energy solo
allonE liGht.:)

BrOwn rays
of fAll eYes
trade wiNds
oF Summer hEat..
WiNter SpRings.. Of Love..:)

DriesT oF
GreAtest colors..:)


ComPasSion For liFe
kNows no
eYes allone..:)

Salt water ocean
eYes.. this reminds
me of those years
where eyeS made
no tears at all..
yes.. then.. a
weLL no water..:)

Sorry.. i cannot (:.not really..;)
help but to remember
with these words the
nice customer service
lady at
who said
when you
come to dance..
no matter Winter
Fall oF Summer noW
it’s alWays Spring..
Life is worth all
the boos Now noW yes..
iN the UniVerse.. SinG..
for SprinG eYes that Dance..
And ‘they’ make fun of Walmart
Workers.. wInks.. i ‘could’ sPit nAils..:)

Reminds me how much a
sliver of heaven this
really is for a place
now.. so long
for wars
soils of home..:)

as i’Ve comE
to feel.. first loves
gRow old but last
ones stay young..
and Jesus
F. iN Christ..
i do mean
thaT literAlly2..
aS eYes of Isis
oN Earth iNcarnate iSREAL..;)

TRust me or.. not..;)
mY text iS eXtra
aS Such..;)

And just
a note… Love
the out of the box here..:)

i kid you not.. yes..
and i can prove it.. hehe..
as my current poem is noW
over 20K words long.. and groWinG..
and my wHole 696 verses Ocean Poem..
long poem form.. too big for dVerse.. now
or Jesus F. iN ChrisT alMost the u.Verse..
is approaching 4 milLion words..
i am no teXtual
writer.. and
it’s all for FReED..
aS Hypergraphia..;)

A flock of social
birds IS A human
way.. electronic
A sLow
teXt SonG AFFray..:)

HAir smeLLs
Sweet stRands..
Romance.. Fresh..
SeLLs peRfume
oF ligHted
So BriGht..:)

SeNsory aNd FeeLinGs..
Animal liFe..
Cry of Animal
kNoWinG hUmans..:)

Yes… how much
easier it is
to connect
in and
with nature
as wHole..:)

Cycles of the
moon.. impressions
of nails to full

PasSioN briGht
coloRed fEaTheRs..
quiLLs oF penS noW
wHo siNg morE

OKay all finished
up at 5:34 pm..
25 in 1 hour
and 35 minuteS now..:)

@3.8 minutes per effort..;)


The Facebook handy dandy visual production
assistant algorithm provides a short 11 second
slide show of my pre-work out face in Karmic
eye fashion and Clouds of Sunset and even
the Date Palm King Squirrel of the
other day tight rope walking
the power lines across
the street.. and i must
say.. speaking of work-outs
and yes.. even nude art.. there
was a.. ahem.. King David Like Statue
of Trump displayed in several cities around
the country today.. and that included the full
and small monty.. if you will.. and ha! there was
at least one hilarious conspiracy theorist on the
Internet YouTube 24 hour so-called truther stations
intimating that the mason ring placed as the only
piece of garb on the nude Donald.. was/ is noW..
potential proof that he was/is undergoing the
public shaming ritual of the Masonic
organization to advance to
higher levels of human
and i must say
fear of being humiliated
and worrying what other folks
think about yA.. IS A sure way to
limit your human potential.. and one
thing i learned in life.. is.. if you really go
down and sink.. the only folks who are gonna
stand by your side is your immediate family and
in my case i must say in my 66 months of 19 disorders
everyone i knew quickly forgot i existed but closest family
members.. and even Katrina’s closest family members did
not exclude me from the human race.. even though it
was extremely hard for me to connect to anyone
with the pain i had.. no matter what.. so perhaps
that was just as well.. but here’s the other
thing.. i was abused much in verbal
ways as a person on the
Autism Spectrum from
the way i talked.. to
the way i moved..
to the way i looked
all the way through school
and much of work too.. and sure
that hurt but i got used to it and got
as strong as i could be.. but what i learned
is to finally let that go.. i had to accept and love
everything about me NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE
in a Heaven that is real.. so i publicly shamed my self in
what most people couldn’t imagine doing.. in getting
in their undies online.. just for shits and giggles and
fun.. when it doesn’t matter what the FucK anyone
thinks about you anymore.. as you’ve faced
the end with only you and God deciding if
you are going to have the
strength to overcome
a life threatening synergy
of illnesses to make it another
second in life.. and if anyone thinks
they could ever harm me with words after
going through something worse than a fire
of burning hell for 66 months.. they don’t understand
what it’s like to be a real Biblical-like Job for 66 full months..
yeah.. i love me.. and in doing that i can love all the rest of
Nature including some of the greatest stinking humans too..
no different than the apes on the planet of the
apes movie.. in disgusting ways
of fear and all stuff related to
hate.. so sure.. in some
ways.. i boldly go where
most folks are afraid to
go.. bottom line
i ain’t scared..
i live fearless love FREE..
and yeah.. baby.. there is both
an art and a science to that and
some of what the Masons do in
ritual way are effective to meet that means..
but seriously.. Donald needs to work-out.. the
Statue of him at least tells a tale of more talking
the walk of lifE noW..
And haha.. i often kid Katrina
that one day.. hehe.. there will
be a full David/Min/Apollo statue
of me in front of most mAlls.. hehe..
at least
in all legal
restricted links
for adults of course..
but kids today were
laughing like hell on
YouTube and taking
selfies with the Donald
statue with no shame..
we live in a weird ass
world where showing headless
bloody ass people is considered
okay on Facebook.. but a pair of breasts
doing some feeding is considered obscene..
you know what’s
a little Bonobo
Love uncovered
will stop that shit from
going down.. for sure..:)


Here.. this trusty Facebook Algorithm Memory added
from three years ago.. as i start my Word Press
Journey and Ocean Poem whole.. and
photos that tale a story much greater
of God of Nature whole than
written words will ever
come close to do.. will at
this point become a major focus
of visual poetry same in my Ocean
Poem whole on Word Press that including
the Flickr link there through June 2014.. includes
more of the first year on record that eventually
after that point was included fully in whole
Ocean poem way.. with a total of
somewhere close to 100K photos
at this point including Flickr..
and probably somewhere
close to 60 to 70K photos
accompanying in
photo stream
way same
as the auditory
and visual placement
all free verse in holy spirit
way as the archetypes of images
in shape of words does come free
and not pre-planned by me as God
We i do it free style baby as Nature
wil flow in human Ocean poem freest
verse style.. waves of human communication..
inside.. outside.. above so below.. and all around..
and don’t ask me how finely designed forms like
lamps come when i am speaking of enlightening
stuff.. but sure.. a lamp is designed by humans to
transmit light as form and essence too..
coincidence.. synchronicity..
God language free
is what it is..
believe it or
Ripley i prove
God iSREAL every
God Dam Day of my liFe..
for those with eyes and ears to see..
for the cynics of light and those who fear
the dark they see fear and cynicism and that
is the way
of their
perception of what is is
for now.. let’s just say i see
more than most.. as i keep seeing
and do not close my eyes to anyone
or anything of what God has to say
as Nature
whole SinGs
a SonG oF TruTh
and LiGht in BLack
and WhiTe and all sHades
‘tWeen that.. and beYond
hUes as colors of Rainbow
more more more baby for those
who seek and find more more more NOW iSREAL..:)

2000 miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

From Two years ago.. here..
the first Macro-Verse narrating
the journey of public dance in
poetic flow.. as both the poetry
and dance continues to evolve like
Nautilus Shell.. Galaxy and UniVerse
sAMe spReaDinG out arms of GOlden
Flow of God’s
Language sAMe
N A T U R E n O W..
iN steps and words..:)

i’m a SMELLY CAT2 and that’s OK

“Smelly Cat, Smelly cat what are they feeding you?
Smelly Cat, smelly cat it’s not your fault…
I promise you when we’re done
all the world will smell as one…
Smelly Cat, Smelly cat what are they feeding you?”
From a Macro Verse of two years ago..
and boy does the deeper meaning of
this short ‘Friends’ guitar riff..
pretty much
sum up the
way of the world
now.. as culture and
religion covers our eYes
in separation from the real
bread and water that is one
of life that as even science shows
now.. all is interconnected and interdependently
related as One force of Nature and yes of course
God sAMe.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. and sadly.. mostly science
acts much more reliable as a scribe of
God than all the FUCKING VIOLENT
AND RAPEY VERSES.. in both the
bible and kuran too.. NATURE IS
separate yourself in whatever book
written fears or empty promises of before..
you like but you will never ever change the
truth and light of that fACT in this world now..
as history most definitely shows in every
that sings
a story of
the equality of
human being in the
end of this terrestrial
human existence now..
and if you believe in a small
enough God.. perhaps you will
try to fool Mother Nature by going
against the rule of Nature that exists
within you.. and that is your choice only
plus the whatever it is that fed the smelly
cat parts of your existence through the lies
of men and women.. etc.. that wanna imprison
ya away from the Unity of the God of Nature now..
i tend to believe in the God of Nature more than all the
lies i see in sacred texts from A to Z.. not to say there
is no truth there of course.. but that is how people are
always manipulated.. through illusory fears and empty
promises.. by mixing in truth with lies.. and only
those.. capable of discerning that difference..
will rise and thrive again with
God and God’s Nature
innately.. instinctually
and intuitively gifted
to us as our Human

Purgatory MILTON School STUFF

From a year ago.. as school days
for most come then too.. and a complete
review of poetic expressions on what was
often A purgatory
of school experience..
here in my somewhat backwards
town of New Jerusalem and the
Big Panther M back then..
hehe.. as River
town mill town..
poetry continues
to flow on alive
in stream
of liFe
ways of noW FReED..;)


One of few family photos here from the usual bi-annual visits when i was small from my father and here.. most unusually.. my Paternal Grandmother.. Myrtle.. came down for a visit too.. on the beach.. she French/Spanish aka Cajun and my father showing those Cajun roots here more except for Irish Green eyes not visible here in this photo.. first generation from my Grandfather the eventual X-Catholic Priest immigrating from Ireland.. and yes.. to meet my Grandmother here.. when she was 17 at the Taylor County Catholic Parish where my actual Priest Grandfather and a noted author of last century in intellectual and social circles of the socialist party.. even dining with Einstein.. living in New York.. New York then.. as one of his 15 minutes of fame in life.. in retrospect
of now of course.. for he..
and yeah.. he was 36..
when he met my grand
mother in the pews then..
and sure that was totally
scandalous back in them days too..
with his family rejecting him for the
rest of his living days.. but here’s the
thing.. was his stray and fray from the
rule of order of Catholic Church that says
men cannot get married worth it.. it was
to me and my sister and my father and
his twin brother and my two cousins
and just one child that has come
out of that effort so far
in the generation to
come.. but
sure.. he
had a higher
and lower calling
to do more than just
what the Catholic church
told him was the rule of their
law and not the law of Mother
Nature aka God’s true law to
get the innate instinct and
intuition of life done..
away from the
ignorance of
cultural and
religious lies that
are used to subjugate
folks through illusory fears
and empty promises to simply
control folks away from the laws
of the God of Nature that will always
in the end rule over books and words
written from men.. and women mostly
they have more sense than that when
set freed.. as empathy.. compassion and
feelings and senses set free are the God in We..
away from lies of books that simply exist for the
order of subjugation and control.. to make you
in tow of priSon..:)


Speaking of good little robots.. yeah.. it’s a lot easier
likely for most folks to see us as diagnosed on the
Autism spectrum looking at the form and
non-verbal language of our bodies here..
for my sister and i.. me at 11 and
she at 10.. if memory serves
precisely correct.. and
the model year of
this Ford LTD..
that i remember
mostly for delicious
Summer air-conditioning
that my divorced mother could
never afford until about 1976 in
a used car then.. after i bought her
1970 maverick with neither AC or heat..
but it got me through the age of 26.. including
college of course.. oh.. that old reliable white steed that
went through two engines too.. hehe.. then.. to make it
to the end of sweet 16.. in ’86.. anyway the ‘cool
kids’ had a field day of verbally abusing me and
my sister.. in our pure and angelic nerd forms
here.. but i must say.. i wonder how much
of this is environmental and not truly
so much an innate issue other
than overwhelming sensory
and emotional feelings
picked up from
an increasingly busy
and very stimulating human
cultural environment.. but yeah..
sure.. i couldn’t talk until age 4.. and
i had great difficulty with language
in stuttering and even expressing
myself other than kinda strange..
but too much sitting at school..
and overall being
overwhelmed like
a cat in a cage of a lightening
storm kinda makes for some very
shy and timid looking body language too..
and here’s the thing.. bullies pick up on that
shit quick.. who have their issues of inferiority of
anger at not being loved at home or whatever..
and to have weak body language through
out life is a sure way to get picked
on as that is what the
strong and angry
do.. they look
for a dog or
a weak
person to kick..
with little to no human
empathy and compassion..
and this rule and sadly dark part
of human nature goes on as those
who are dark and bullied or unloved
tend to go on and do the same to others..
unless somehow they persevere with love..
and usually that comes from at least one
supportive parent.. and yes.. in our
case our mother… otherwise
i might have turned out to be
a cold blooded killer
in the military
or such
as that.. as
both my father and
grandmother on the
paternal side could be
very very mean to the folks
they saw as inferior in life..
in ways of racism for sure..
the scourge of human ignorance
as far as i see.. but i wasn’t raised that
way.. thank God.. as my father left when i was
three breaking the dark cycle of that over here in
Good Old
New Jerusalem
and the New iSRAEL
USA of course.. as metaphor
only.. no duh.. please.. wInks..;)


Facebook Friend Candice shares
a blog link.. and i say in return
in that blog post and here
of course
wRite oN course.. now too..

Ha!.. i am the first to comment..
good that you’ve had an income and
been able to write free.. anything that
requires mechanical cognition.. even transferring
the writing to some online pages to publish takes at least
a little bit of the creative liGht out of me.. and yeah.. i kNow
and feel what you say about bi-polar creativity.. as i had a dry
spell of 40 years with only rain drops of creativity before that..
i’ll let the ocean gRow.. as big as it wants too..
as that is the creative part that
can never be duplicated..
and hey.. putting it online..
beats desk drawers every day..
as sure.. i am only human and
real humans do give and share if
and when they can.. as the circle
of life will naturally
inspire all to grow..
from inside to outside..
to above.. so below.. and yes.. ha! noW
aLL around online as TsUnAmi’s gRoW on..
i rather have one really deep person who now
can understand what i say.. rather than a world
of minions that have most all tHeir nose stuck in
a literature of books from thousands of years ago..
same as same cave paint will dry with dust my friEnd..
when i write the only audience i write for is now.. could
be one.. could be two or more.. i don’t care what time says..
the secret
to an
Ocean of
Words now
that only waves
hello.. now is MoVinG moreE now..
Other than that great fortune to you writing
fiction.. i’ve tried it on occasion but over thirty
years of work in Government.. etc.. has made me
rather stale on anything in life that requires planning life
NoW in anyWay.. but sure.. tHeRe is free verse fiction too
that flows.. done it on a few occasions and perHaps that
dAm wiLL
break one now too..
until then.. i floW oN.. sMiLes..
and best writing to you however
that may come that pleases you..
i’LL be around to read as i find inspiration
in every place.. particularly.. those wHo are FReED..:)

Yes.. my friEnd.. literally
40 yrs.. from thirteen all
the way to 53.. and yes..
with little to no CRE
AT ion ACTiViTy then..
i’M 56.. noW and the onLY
reaSon i look
as you
’40 less’..
than that
is my wife
who never
ages at 46.. who
alWays accompanies
me in her flavor of never
changing youth.. oh.. by the
way.. she’s not hUman.. heheR..
but that’s another ‘ficTioNal’ story
i’Ve been working on isreal as i go.. heheX2..
and God yes.. the government work literally
alMost killed me.. as Mr Robot Zombie for years then..
free and
Ocean Deep liVe..
Thanks.. mY FriEnd..:)


Facebook Friend Ned..
shares a deep and sage-like Quote..

“I shall tell you a great secret,
my friend. Do not wait for the last
judgment, it takes place every day.” — Albert Camus

And i say in ‘some’what similar return..

WeLL.. ain’t that the truth.. Karma is real and even
science says just do it.. or it doesn’t happen..
in action for consequence of course…
for either light or dark as positive
or negative doing action and likely
similar result as consequence.. as
those who wait for
get little
except for nothing..
and that’s the saddest
lie of all.. nothing now in inaction..
the best way now to control folks is to
tale them to have faith in words over action..
and the saddest part of all is there are enough
suckers to control entire countries who take that
bait simply
for social
acceptance noW
and nothing reAlly
more as folks wiLL do
nothing if that means be
accepted by the tribe..
the outcast
as they
know nothing
but action my friEnd..
as metaphor of course for iSREAL..:)


The iSREAL God of Karma..
you kNow the all encompassing
Force of Nature and beYond what
human and human science aided
eYes sense and FeeL..
only judge
in the sAME and only
reAliTy of the never ending
never land but noW.. Story Now
of iSREAL that says HOW noW
in Balance now.. just do it or don’t.. action..
consequence.. in positive or negative liGht
or dArk but here’s the deal.. tHere are many
ways to make yoUr LoVe Deeper sTiLL
to make iT aLL WHoLy and SacRed
NoW is an oN going aRt of
miNd and BoDy BaLanCe
of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
and creATinG wITh the
reSt oF NatuRe God WHOLE
NOW.. live in a book.. cover your
body from head to toe in lies of hidden
from God.. separate yourself from nature
by cutting the foreskin off your baby too..
and dunk that child’s head in water
as water boarding-lite THEN..
while the child screams NOW
i don’t wanna drown.. while you
giggle in dElight for the child’s
freedom being taken away now
just to breathe free without your
sacrifice of small tortures in front
of an audience who has lost tHeiR
God dam empathy and compassion
for FucKinG common sense of how
the child feels now as you lock that child away
in your nightmares of a human made illusion now of
fear in eternal hell.. that is real as any scary God dam
movie.. you can convince a teenage couple is scary on
their first date too.. sure.. it’s up to Y’All in whaT yA do..
but the truth is there is no faith like action in what works
for the Heaven and the Kingdom of God now to be naKed and FReED..
for me
so in common
sense words.. wake
up from the dark of
ancient lies.. and jusT
FucKinG LiVe noW by JuSt
DoinG LiFe now fearless with LoVE..
sure.. easier said than done as history
StiLL clearly shows in clothed lies of beForE..:)


Yellow Boy IS A Cat who
wears many versatile hats..
as clearly shown earlier he acts
as Golden Boy in the Sun
in artful ways of
Sun tinted
and at night
he is the Golden
Desert and Egyptian
Sphinx.. guarding Isis
as she sleeps.. and what
else yes.. coming in the
next Facebook Profile photo
to show case the incredible
talent of this Yellow
Boy FeLinE
actor noW..
drum roll.. please
as the neXt Yellow
Boy Facebook Profile
photo comes.. tapping
the keyboard more.. waiting…;)

Yes.. Yellow Boy in his third
Brainiac hat.. from pretty golden
boy to warrior sphinx.. now to Brainiac
cat hat all day too.. as he is currently involved
in online study here.. in smArt CaT phoNe
way.. and yes.. to get the
fully story of what
he is assessing
in wild and
free way here
along with the
wife and how wild
cats do.. it is kinda
a secret that for now that
will definitely come all wide
out in the open.. in my next
‘Macro-Verse Number 696’ noW
and yes.. that is the self-explanatory
title of my next Macro-verse as sure.. it
has particular holy and sacred significance
to me as it IS A flow of my favorite GOlden
Spiral-like numbers
in a never
story of
never land but noW..:)

Hmm.. iT took me a wild to find
the theme song.. as i tend to forget
i’M weird.. hehe.. but anYway.. such is the
price of WiLd and FrEed.. to be seen as weird..
what else.. yeah.. it’s funny.. how some folks get kinda
creeped out when i say nonchalantly.. yeah.. i do nude art
for a 56 year old dude who is me.. and then others say OMG
GOD YOU ARE so free.. i’d look at that.. why not.. hehe.. anyway..
it just goes back to the realiTy of the very liberal open minded human
being who is almost never afraid of the new as long as no one gets hurt…
hmm.. yeah..some other folks are in to hurt.. but no they are as far from free
as free can get.. as that almost always starts in a dark place of some kind of
home life or public social abuse.. and then there are others.. who are just plain
i am scared of different stuff and imagine all types of nefarious intentions when
art and sure passionate art like a finger print of a human being only comes
once always now for truly creative folks who are super open minded
too.. afraid of no different that does not reasonably
harm other folks too.. as different of course..
anyway.. in this way same is different
too.. and online provides
another avenue
for almost
any difference
that comes.. and sure
if there IS A Heaven it must
be here online.. as in most
places in the world free is only
allowed as much as closed minded
conservative folks can handle now..
there are as science shows A Nature
of human behind the phenomenon of
free and liberal vs closed minded
human folks.. that ain’t eva’
gonna change
at inherent
core as long
as being human
is the flavor of the
Earth Day now in blip
of coming and going extinct
species.. so this place with no
sun or moon that stays lit-up 24/7..
sure.. could meet that def of Revelation
that says a place wHere freedom finally
rings at least in some available and accessible
avenue of heaven for all who wish to express
in FREE or closEd up hUman Spirit all oF what
they wish to express.. connect.. and create
oF tHeir human poTenTial now.. no
matter if it IS A beautiful
HiJab style of wear..
or naked Miley’s..
or Haiku.. or Science
Abstracts or a FucKinG Weird
Ass Ocean Whole poem in realiTy
now Auto-BioGraphical way from a
nobody of much consequence but a LoT
of action from me now.. hmm.. but tHeRe
IS A Karmic pArt of this WhoLe to consider
more FULly perHaps.. as that is the
way God and Nature
works.. no matter
what the
WiLL do in dArk
aWay from LiGht
oF hUman fuller potential
iSREAL iSNOW iS LiGht iS TrUth..
And SpeaKinG of getting out of my
mind.. weird.. or whatever.. it’s definitely
now for some public dance as.. Jesus
F. iN Christ.. a novel size of words
and even more videos and photos
now of other stuff AND DANCE..
when i do that weekly now
makeS desire for dance gRoW
to make
a concerted
effort to GET
MiNd and as weIrd
as i care to dancE FRee
with i don’t give a FucK
outta’ mY
yeah and i was
gonna use that
song that actually
says ‘Get out of my Mind’..
but it glamorizes alcohol abuse..
that i’m sorry.. is truly human weakness
away from finding a path oneself to free
oneself from the inhibitions that can be
released with practice and yes.. with
stuff like nude
to get
out of the
prison of human
lies up to now so-LD-real2..:)


The Facebook Algorithm Photo Production Assistant continues
to expand the options available all for free to keep yA hooked
on Facebook.. hehe.. live videos.. photo slide show videos as
ya go.. somehow they are going to find a way
to put us online by literally uploading
our souls forever
as long
as servers
serve from
wherever ever
forever more now
Facebook originates from..
but wait.. they ALREADY DID IT..
OOPS.. there’s no turning back now..
full steam ahead expanding the view of human
souls in electronic social media we go merry around..;)

And Facebook never gives up.. if the
last version wasn’t good enough for yA..
they will do it over and over and oops i did it again..
oh.. the algorithm
digital assistant
never fails to deliver
something neW and imProved..
liKe F iN Free MaGiC at zero charge..;)

OMG.. Yellow boy has been everywHere today..
from the Golden Boy in the morning sunlight
cross window pane on carpet.. from
Sphinx guarding the incarnate
Goddess Isis of New
in New
U.S. oF A
ISraEL.. and then
on to lEarning all that
Google has to offer by way of
arts.. sciences.. religions.. philosophies..
politics.. and OMG.. so much more.. and now
what yA kNoW and FeeL an aVatar of him in
animatE way is even featured on the man over
the moon now.. iN Store Shopping DanCinG ways..;)

One thing.. kinda.. hilarious
at Old Seville is when some joke
around and say ‘Welcome to Walmart’..
when they see me tHeRe as they have seen
me so many times in Voyeur Facebook Videos..
made by all the Minions of Visual
Production Assistants
i have administrating
and promoting mY
Ministry of Dance aLL
F iN Free all around town
and around the world too..
as far as Facebook and the
Dance of me goes too.. and Jesus
F. in Christ.. all i have to do is keep ShoWinG
uP again for close to three years now.. with the
same dog and pony and yes.. as of today a Yellow
Boy Cat Avatar sHoW on man over the
Moon Style toDay to dAte..
DancE FReED..;)

Being able to dance
FReED.. solo.. anyWHere
wHerEver you go.. in fields of
grass.. shores of beach.. tiny aisles
of checkout lines at stores.. and even
sitting sTill with arms barely swirling.. IS A
way of life of raiSinG liFe to Higher and HiGher
ways of bEinG aLiVe simply aliVe noW.. sure it
takes a little bravery and courAge and i don’t GIVE
where you go in a town.. that says.. folks on welfare don’t
deserve to live.. that single mother’s on welfare should be sterilized
as by report of local so-called Christian radio station manager and some
hell bent preacher who says that God’s free children who are homosexuals
are demon possessed in tHeiR God Given and Environmentally Hormonal
influenced ways of being.. at no fault but Nature and God all the sAMe as
Free folks will do when set free from lies of paraphrased 3500 hundred year
old revised books as scholars show have 300 to 400 thousand mistakes smaLL
AND LARGE.. well here’s the thing.. i dance for free.. others frOwn for the freedom
of others not imprisoned by tHeir ways of selfish being.. some are jealous not understanding
that not all disabilities are visible to the naked eye.. like the homeless Jesus on the side
of the road.. who simply pReaches a lesSon of love to those who are married to
tHeir FucKinG clothes.. cars and homes alike.. to those who hoard
and greed money to worship it as any green bLack dollar
will hold those hostage who kNow no better
that heaven is now.. the only heaven is
Now at hand and if you don’t get tHeRe
noW.. by losing yoUr
material attachments
to any thing other
than the
heaven within..
you simply lose.. you lose
on the GreaTest Gift God gives us..
to find Heaven now.. after seeking it..
practiCinG it.. after finding it.. and sharing
and giving it.. if you expect to keep it as
that is what Nature AKA God says huMans
do when living in heaven now naked and
free.. and oh to SinG and DancE
to do what no material
goods kNow and FeeL
how to do but youR heARt
youR spiRit and MiNd and
BoDy soUL BaLanCinG a reLease
from the priSon of materialistic illusions
and idols of books and words the same
unleashed from the subjugating illusory
fears.. and empty promises of tomorrow
that will only ever come now.. as now has
always and aLWaYs WiLL bE all that iS aS NoW..
anyWay.. thousands of years of cultural brainwashing
is hard to reverse back to human God given innate.. instinctual
and intuitive intelligenceS.. but hey.. if a 233 LB tiny dancer 56 year
old dude can do it in free style martial arts.. and ballet-like dance
close to 6000 miles now.. after living in literal earth hell for 66 months
now accomplishing that in three years.. and 100K or so photos to add
in with an approaching 4 Million word longest long form poem ever..
what some
one normal
could do.. hehe..
as i didn’t start this
way.. i work iT all for FReED..:)


Some SinG SonGs oF Hope and Love..
OtHers SinG SongS of Fear and Hate..
What does Jesus do with a sword
and division of family and friends..
What does Elton John do with a
SonG of HopE and LoVe..
WeLL the trUth is now
some folks see a kind
Jesus from those paRts Unity
of what they call Good News..
Love your neighbor as yourself
without.. consuming others with
harm.. heaven.. is noW a gift from
GoD and otHers wiLL do much more
than he.. as any humble hUman says..
noW and even Love your enemy sAMe
as the Buddha dude reported too.. noW
otHeRs.. see a man of Division.. Fear..
and Swords.. and nothing about Love..
much at all in the real action of LiFE
in response to that.. also a soldier
God of the Universe as King
instead of humble
and the
and Scholarly
proven truth is
Jesus is perHaps
a man from history
as Yeshua.. but the
words in the bible are
largely made up by Greeks
and Roman Catholics and
even earlier oral traditions
of Jesus over 40 years or
so.. with many different
sects ranging
in beliefs
of one God
to 12 Gods
or other
etc.. et
al beliefs
as such.. bottom
line.. no matter what you
wanna believe the scholarly
fAct is much of the man of Jesus
is truly myth of stories determined
much later than he lived.. centuries
after in changing copied scribed
revisions as well with
hundreds of
of mistakes
small and large..
so sure.. it’s true
that Elton John wrote
a Song about Saturday
night’s all right for fighting
but he never said bring a sword
or divide families and friends in
hatred for what he brings.. as
good news.. well sure that is
pARt of the New Testament
but no matter how you
paint it.. to bring
a sword and
folks and
family alike..
is just evil created
by folks that have no idea
who Jesus really was as Yeshua
A Zealot.. man around 2K years ago..
then chances are per that culture he did
believe in swords and strife of family then..
as that part is even still in the Gnostic Gospel
of Thomas uncovered with the dead sea scrolls..
with no mention of any supernatural miracles or
resurrection from the dead there.. more of a naturist
and realist yogi-like warrior he seemed to be from that..
and sure that is the way of some Still in Tibetan Monk
way.. there were those days.. where subsistence was
hard to find in desert patch lands in the middle east
then.. that folks fought for with swords.. and
strife of division that still goeS on..
i like to imagine an archetype
of Jesus.. the good cop Jesus
that we can all inspire to be..
and when i see Elton John
SinG sure he is that man
no matter
what his
sexual orientation
is.. as more folks have
been inspired to Love
fearlessly by this man’s song
than the Bad Cop Jesus that is
still sung in Fundamentalist Christian
and Even Muslim Mosques too.. who brings
a sword instead of a Dance and Song of Fearless
Love for all.. that is the Jesus i kNow as Human
archetype that i continue to inspire to be with
only DancE and SonG as PoEtry oNE that
has no bloody metal swords to
divide family and
friends same..
i believe in Fearless
Love and practice it with
reasonable and due dissension
and sure judgement too.. as any
‘normal’ human being will do.. but at the
end of the day.. i lie trUth and LIGht without
blood shed.. family division.. over the same
differences that i see in other places in the world
that can bEcome still overcome by a fearless FORCE ONE
of Love now.. and yes.. i Love all of Nature the sAMe aS oNE..
and all of this..
SonG and
every word close
to 12 million words online
is my SonG to YOU whomever
you are.. as i Am not going to wait
around for someone else to write
A story like this oF Fearless FReED hUman LoVe..:)


Hi.. purplepeninportland..
so happy to see you drop by
here on the about section of my blog..
a little top heavy it is.. hehe.. where some
folks with slower computers and Internet connections
cannot open me up here.. as i am rather multi-media
and wordy intense.. to the max yes.. as i was once in a
very bad place.. escaped that and give my life as gift
in all the human potential i find..
and approaching 4 million
words now in this blog
in a little over three years
now by a few days.. with close to
60 to 70K photos and thousands
of videos encased in what i name
as ‘SonG of My SoUL’ now
696 verses as
the one i am currently
working on.. this is not everyone’s
cup of tea.. unless they are hugely
patient and interested in a very broad
point of view.. with a great deal of satire
over decades of what i have come to learn
in life.. that is reasonably offensive to some
i would think and feel too.. but what i’ve found in
life is the best lessons others taught me were the
hardest to believe at first.. mileage varies.. and at age
56.. i’ve renewed my life to truly cheap thrills of the
only way i can describe as a real heaven now..
i share it all just ’cause i can and will..
and that my friend is the
greaTest gift i kNow..
Can and WiLL witH
Fearless Love for
all as holy and sacred sAMe..
it works for me @lEast and alWays
worth sharing to the max in all i do..
i alWays follow folks who follow me..
but i really only have time to follow dVerse
along that trail and have truly never even looked
at the reader list.. but surely i will see you again
at dVerse.. my FriEnd.. you always bRing a positive
liGht there that i enjoy seeing.. and you have always
been kind to me.. with nice responses that always help to
make my day a light one.. i appreciate that and hope the best for you..:)



yes.. a Facebook Algorithm provided
Macro Verse Memory from two years
ago to date.. but is Human Enlightenment
really that complicated in terms of intellectual
terms.. well.. hell no.. it is the escape from the
complexity of human written language.. collective
intelligence derived from that human written language
and Jesus F. iN Christ.. the complex hugely overweight
Camel of Culture.. that makes this usually rather simple
other animal reality of balance and grace and focus iN
Unity with the rest of Nature a given.. instead of a
laborious task of intellectual escape from
the snake that swallows itself
that is intellect
trapped in
one’s head
of so-called culturally
created Standard Intelligence
Quotient measures of sMart that
lack a heARt of BaLanCinG in MoVinG..
ConnEcting and creaTinG noW in SpiRit
expreSsinG miNd and body BaLanCinG
SoUl iN grace of conserving energy in the
basic animal task of moving one foot in
balance with the other to simply
conserve vital calories
for efficiency
in use
of subsistence
resources and stay
as invisible as possible
to escape predator and
capture prey.. if of course
the animal ranges from carnivore
to omnivore like human beings.. and
yes.. of course.. to adapt to environmental
challenge and change with great neuroplastic
and epigenetic potential.. and sadly Abrahamic religions
other than a little King David Dance as such that is
presented as a metaphorical accomplishment
of defiance rather than a literal exercise
to find balance and focus and unity
with all of Nature also known as
GoD sAMe is rather lost
to Footloose towns
of restriction
and OMG
conspiracy theories
of old of the same repressed
and oppressed human beings
who come to believe illusory fears
that naked human dance and music
is the work of an animal beast of sorts
in human evil wild and free horned form
known as the devil… AND YES THE BEST
HUMAN BEINGS is to limit their moving.. connecting
and creating in life.. that includes all arts now of human
sensuality in movement and yes of course.. sexuality
too.. as even science shows now that a balance of
lust and love is what makes humans more creative
and productive in terms of overall libido of course..
Well.. i went to college for three years and
earned three degrees at close to the
top of my class.. had a great
deal of crystallized rote
memories of facts..
facts.. facts
in way of intellect
and intelligence same..
but as far as moving.. connecting
and creating intelligence.. fail.. massive
fail.. although i was not graded on those most
important intelligences of human being in grade
school through two BA’s and yes.. one BS.. and
and some prison time spent in Graduate school
as well.. truly school can be a prison that takes
away much greater ways of innate.. instinctual
and intuitive intelligence that must be used
or lose.. as all things in animal life
apply and why the monkey
rarely falls out of the tree
and hawk out of sky..
as they practice..
practice.. and practice..
their innate.. instinctual and
intuitive God of nature given talents
from birth to death to simply survive in
the natural focus and balance of Unity
with the rest of Nature aka GOD then
and now and always now.. more for
practiCinG a BaLance and Focus of
Unity of Life with the rest of nature now..
kinda what the folks in India term as the
Yoga way of life.. but sitting still meditation..
hell no.. as sitting still is a repetitive motion
even still where muscles restrict motion to
maintain posture.. fluid continuous balancing
motion is what other animals do.. to conserve
energy and move on to stay invisible to predator
to escape and capture prey as well.. as a REALISTIC
THAT REQUIRES NO written human language of course
in collective intelligence and culture to support insanely
large populations of humans that they are simply still
not naturally evolved to live in more than small
group units of villages with 150 to 200 sets of
naked eyes and hips to dance around the
moonlit fire of midnight skies free with
each other and the rest of nature
God all one now..
but sure.. when the
so-called adulterated
and Queen Victorianized
Christians saw this they were/are..
aghast at their wild and free natures
of God within set free in a dance of life
Naked and Free TogEther.. mostly at least..
so they destroyed what they had forgotten most
in how to be in balance with the rest of Nature seen
and unseen.. felt and unfelt then.. aka God always
now then and now same as the God of Balance
for subsistence survival now always now
as innate instinct and intuition
in higher power
of Nature God
given hUman
Nature still to
be remembered from
our DNA and practiced as
a graceFul focuSinG BaLanCinG
Act of just doing life now.. iN UniTy for survival..
in days to days of Now in peace and harmony too..
as human beings have a greAtest gift of Love and
Compassion for each other when living in touchy feely
relatively sMall groups of 150 to 200 sets of friendly
Loving eyes and hips without lies of Balance in
Grace and unity now.. then now.. poTenTiaLLy
noW as WeLL for those who remember
and practice an all natural moving
Yoga of life in connecting
and creating free..
so yes..
the answers
are all naked and
moving.. and connecting
and creating no different than
a naked seagull spiraling on shores
around sun same on beaches of emerald
green gulf on sugar white deep sands and
seat oats softly breezing as the water and
air of God sAMe as Nature Free
in focus
of Balance now..
and sure.. there are
raving waves aS well
but the pebble that hits
the still waters of lakes and
makes waves returns to peace
of still moonlit waters again.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around
the Nature of God in us as us sAme as Nature
all moves on as friEnd of Gravity and God sAMe
liVinG now..
After Big Bangs
stARt the DancE
and SonG oF liGht
Life REAL LIVinG noW..
WiTh Human FearLess LoVe..:)


Yellow Boy says..
wake up.. and
next Facebook
Profile photo status
please.. as drumroll.. plays..;)

Yes.. wake up and
smell the human clothes..
butt yellow boy says FucK
no.. i’m goinG.. on the patio
with only gOlden fur to smeLL
the roses.. and if they are not
available i for one and all of/for God
WiLL smeLL aLL A’ Nature sAMe aS oNE..
and with all This sAid thiS moRning
Katrina says get
Ya buTT of that
flat screen box..
eat your breakfast
and Go to Church like
the good little Robot boy
you once were Fred.. then..
yeah.. sure.. butt.. i ‘LL bE back
as Yellow Boy2.. pArt 2 NOW.. yeS
and by the way of church too.. i’M
tired of the sAMe oLD phrases as i
my cLaws
out a little
too for a
breeze of
Free Dance
Public way too..;)


The Trusty Facebook Videographer.. provides
a slide show as half of Sunday fun day activities..;)

True.. the day would not be
complete without twice as much
fun in photos for the F.B. Algorithm’s.. next
try at greater success in capturing all SUNday long..;)

And as we so often see in the
art-work of Antiquity.. here is juSt
another profile photo of the Goddess
Isis incarnate noW as.. Katrina of course..
at the good old Shrimp-Basket
wHere Hippies are
required to come
and go by
the back
door entrance
and exit same..
and hehe.. that’s
kinda predictable on
Sunday after church.. haha..
i am the only non-conforming
person in the bunch.. overall..;)

Yes.. into the Mall Woods i go..
and Katrina says.. my Fred.. what Big
Teeth you have.. and then i go dance..
and two very unexpected and prospective
dance partners come in to mix.. surprisingly
enough at the Toy Store..
wHere so many
unwanted toys..
wait for someone
to take them out of
tHeir priSon of no play..
hmm.. coming next of course
as the photo stream goes.. wRite
on course.. as creativity and synchronicity
in super-conciosness FLow caN and WiLL Go
iN FuN oF ZonE to a hiGher place oF DancE and FocuS..:)

Hmm.. no matter what i did..
Trump kept the same smile..
with his thumbs up witH
his Card Board
body.. thanks.. GOD…;)

Hmm.. Hillary seems to
be a little stiff.. here i AM..
trying to invite her to a neXt
Dance.. to loosen here up.. juST
a little bit..

And now i say.. man.. hUman.. etc..
i sure am glad noW tHeRe is online..
as in my town.. i am like a fish
out of an Aquarium who never ever belonged
with the fish who live here.. hmm.. how does that
happen.. i mean.. i grew up here.. like everyone else and
never even picked up the DEEP DEEP rather shalLow
and slow SLow accent.. andWay.. a hard to
place not to belong.. but a bigger world
now Globally and always a smAll OnE
As sAMe with God allone aT Hand
Now with the kingdom of the
so-called Father
inside.. who trULy
is juSt a hiGher exPresSioN
of wE all once we connect to our
HiGher Power of Super-conciousness..
Creative miNd as gifted by the GoD oF
NatUre sAme.. and that’s the thing that
sets soMe.. apArt from others when there iS
an allegory of talking about going through the
Father as that is the higher self of God Given
hUman Potential.. as once aGaiN NatUre sAMe in aLL
of seen.. and unseen.. and felt and unfelt.. and then
one beCoMes heiR apParent.. and PerHaps they may even think
or feel that they are the actual dude from before named Jesus..
but nah.. this thing that Jesus had in connection with his higher
self or what he named as father.. per reports of Jesus as is.. is the
sAMe i Am that Moses would have experienced in allegory of this hiGher
self in super-conciousness flow as well.. like a burning bush as storied
in the Old Testament too.. aS BeYond A miNd that thInks in lesSonS now of
rote fActs and better noW iN innate.. instinct.. and intuition oF greater
inherited miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUl NoW.. aS once aGaiN gift aS Higher
Power of God oF aLL Nature witHin.. wE as hUman bEings SeeK and FinD
aGaiN and praCtice aLL more for greater and greaTer hUman poTenTiAl..
aWay from
illusory fears
and empty promises
of heaven after death
as Jesus kNew and fELt through
those words reported of him that
the Kingdom of God is at hand now..
now.. now.. now.. and if you didn’t
see it in the lifetime.. then.. then.. then..
then.. as that New T says.. you wouldn’t see
it aT all.. same aS now.. iN thIs liFE oN
Terrestrial Plane now.. and sure that more
folks would do greater works than he..
Love your neighbor as yourself..
and consume no other
with harm more
than what is required
for food and drink of liFe..
in giving more than one takes noW..
but aGaiN.. liKe the biggest camel
and smallest needle eYes.. the path out
of this obstacle of modern culture.. collective
intelligence.. written language of antiquity sAMe
and complex cultures now.. make the great E-sCape
through the needle now.. a door becoming more
difficult for folks to open as they See/feeL
God.. anYWay.. the keys are housed
within.. innately.. instinctuAlly
and intuitively too.. but each hUman
being needs to leARn to Love themselves
enough with complete self-esteem.. and
others sAMe.. with zero illusory
fears.. to give and share..
to ever.. ever.. fiNd
thIs Heaven withiN noW..
first step out.. is discerning
what is trUth and liGht beFore for
what is bLocKinG folks from
practicing the hiGher
power of
Sacred Love
now too.. aLways..
onCe aGaiN.. bacK as
a practice of LIFe noW..
other than that.. juSt wanted
a heARt fELt reAson to listen
to the Katy Perry SonG ‘Rise’..
to accompany
all tHese
oF TrUth
And liGht aS.. WeLL..:)


WeLL.. my FriEnd gigoid..
when i first read this one..
titled an Ode to Noah..
juSt by title
at first..
hmm.. thOught
you were going all
Old Testament on us..
but yes.. i quickly remembered
it was about your beloved Dog Noah..
as any Dog is God enough for me.. sMiLes..
and glad you are doing better mY friEnd.. noW..:)

WeLL.. wow.. mY
friEnd Gigoid.. 5 years
is certainly a long run for A
Word Press blog.. particularly
as i understand you made a post
aLmost every day.. along the
way.. anyWayS..
lots of treaSure
heRe overAll.. wHetHeR
you sleep or the otHeR
thing.. mY friEnd.. noW..
And it’s safe to say
as i’Ve read through
many otHeRs beforE.. the
only iSreal couRage iS non-conforMiTy
as the human social innate instinct
and intuition for social acceptance is
Very strong and lEarned aS weLL
from a tAble
spoon fed
aS hUman
cultUre prescribed
aLmost from Birth oN
onE big purple or blue
Dinosaur Barney Video
of LiFe noW.. or whaTever
somEone dreAMs uP iN a cavE
or wHeRevEr heRe or tHeRe noW..
i’LL take iT aLL wiTh a GRaiN iN SanD oF Beach
and never look back again to lies of BeFoRe.. noW..:)


i AM F**King Maria Von Trapp

The Sound of Music is an all-time and shall i say.. YeS!.. sTiLL noW Healing
Movie in SonG and DancE of the Power of Music of Emotions
and SeNses in Humans fully unleashed and released..
from the mechanical cognition..
disciplining inhibiting
force iN
of miNd
and BoDy BalanCinG
Force that can move into
the super-conciousness.. the
goddess or father force within for
other metaphors.. to create anew and
joyous lantern of human liGht in Creativity
in all shapes.. forms.. and fashions now of doing
that free.. oh.. so free.. away from the imprisoning
force of conformity.. AS the movie shows every nun
now or then could groW herself or him by letting theiR Habit
down and freeing tHeir heARt theiR SpiRit their miNd
and BoDy BalanCinG soUl with the Music and Sound
the sAMe oF SonG and DanCe more iN aLL of ArT
in how that comes freeST iN higher potenTiaL of
hUman Being when seT FReED for more
for sure @least for Heaven now..
the real Kingdom of CaN
and WiLL with no
holds given
of bars
in priSon
bEfoRE the
unleashing and releasing
that comes for human being
in political speak too when the politics
of religion are separated from the politics
of state.. so no longer iS the tRue SonG anD
DanCE of MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and creAtinG
hUman BeinG locked in Books and Words from
foreign lands with little fertile ground that fought
with swords and strife continuously to gain
ground for basic survival wHere
abundance was no
wHere to be
found trUly
but Lands like
North America
wHere the StreAms
and Rivers were fuLL of
the music of teaming fish
to eat.. and for the larger carnivores
among the omnivores among uS even
the Buffalo roamed wild and free to
eat as well.. WitH respect for
the continuing
cycle of life
as we are all
one in this game
of survival togEtHer
and when tHeir is abundance
to kill each other and to hold each
other back from eXpreSsinG tHeir
much greater individual human freedoms
in doing art and creativity for free to band aid
the tribe for freer as whOle is no longer a priSon
of religions whose real purpose is illusory fears and empty
promises to inspire empires for soldiering and conquering
owning neighboring tribes to take their resources by yes now the
sword.. and strife and agression and violence and warring ways now
for bloodshed on the soils/souls across the lifespan in human-made
hell on earth.. stiLL as this is the take away and attitude
that is still prevalent among many folks who
follow so-called Abrahamic religions
still to war.. still to defeat..
still to conquer
per living by
StilL now the
tribal instinct
over the sharing
and giving progressive
liberal way of HUman Freedoms
in MoVinG ConNecTinG CreATing
and FucKinG letting yoUr habit(S)
dOwn and doing
new noW in
eXpResSinG moRE
of the hIgher potential
of God giVen Nature as
HUman NAture of NurTuRinG
all of God is Great noW and
no place but home now.. jUST NOW… now..
and sure all i do is eclectic in art ’cause more
and more every day becomes sacred and holy
to me.. as a few more of my Favorite things
to simply
give and
share whether
or not anyone
wants to receive thAT
or not.. unconditional
sharing and giving is
simply Fearless LOVE..
so sure.. in this way of Facebook
Provided Algorithm Memory of a year
ago.. that includes many elements of this
SonG too.. even the eclectic shirt i wear
over the weekend with the reptile brain of
Dinosaur we all share in survival way
that will often seek the
high fats and
starch content
of a
fast food
hamburger for
guaranteed greatest
caloric intake for now the
dance of the day if you even
dance it anymore.. in feat of feet..
with the warm blooded kitty kat who
is predator but still can feel oxytocin
biscuits of Love as affection feels now
in both human and domesticated cat
same.. and the human being who
creates the art with this
gift of imagination
that allows us
to be and do
almost anything
we create when truly
set free in higher mind
and body balance of what
is our human potential when
no longer controlled by the military
prison.. in habits of before.. by subjugation
through illusory fears.. empty promises yes.. too.. now..
of a life anywhere but now but now so liGht and True..FReED..
and weSt
iN and aS ME for SuRe..:)


Here’s a little wake UP call for you.. dude..
the Super Mario Christian or whatever
you call your self neXt.. and yes i kNow
you are not going to read aLL this.. but as the
current Author of the Longest Free verse long form poem
noW iN the history of humankind still currently approaching
4 million words.. tRuSt mE.. i find liGht and dArk/and ‘tween muse
aLL over the dAm place.. in the most ignorant and most enlightening
places oF all too.. in trUth and liGht and OMG evil illuminati conspiracy
places too.. i could go on and i WiLL.. as i will copy and paste this and
yoUr little dark muse will go on for God kNows how long but severs
do.. perHaps a thouSand years and more and God too.. juSt
iMagine after this YouTube site is long long gone..
somEthing about yOur liFe will continue
to exist in this rather baroque
Human Nautilus shell
i continue to gRow..
aS Ocean wHole noW
Poem so heRe you go on
with these so-called evil
illuminati gossip theories
about Mr. fastest Human Bolt
in three videos now to share some
hate and discontent in human illusory divisive
fear ways.. and sure that’s the way of Abrahamic
religions almost from the get go.. got news dude.. too..
you don’t live in an infertile desert patch of Earth over
in the middle east.. although no.. Canada is a little
too cold and dark for me too.. i love Bikini
beach paradise.. oh.. so much more
than dark places
and desert places
same of non
abundance.. heRe..
more of poTenTial
iN human creativity from
head to toe set free.. you see..
i thInk you should go to school a little
more.. and not just at a desk but even You
Tube and Google has so much more to offer
thaT iS not censored out to make sure we all become
better little cogs in a machine of society to remain free..
or imprisoned oF course in culture if you live over ‘there’ still..
THAT YOU TOO could still be imprisoned in if your ancestors
did not escape the prisons of Abrahamic Religions of
before too.. you are fortunate my friend..
for you too could still be living
over ‘there’ where the
Muslim core of
that still reins
in Sharia law..
and they don’t take
too nicely to androgynous
looking folks.. particularly when
they lift tHeiR eyebrows a whole lot
when they emotionally speak.. you kNow
it’s feminine and i have nothing against that
but you likely wouldn’t last long in a real
Abrahamic religious culture
like ‘over there’.. and
nah.. when i was
younger before
i grew my Lion
paws.. i probably wouldn’t
have either.. if you cannot see
this trUth and liGht more uncovered
for yourself now.. as your voice still
hasn’t dropped it seems.. and again
i have no problem with that but back
then no one would take you serious as
sure real men were real men and all of that
and frowns are crowns and stuff like that too..
my friend.. the original meaning of the Greek Word
Apocalypse means nothing of the end of the world..
in FACT IT MEANS.. lifting the veils of Ignorance STiLL
noW.. and sure the metaphor of Mayan Apocalypse is
same too.. with freedom of information.. even the bull shit
here is allowed sTiLL.. so the trUth and liGht can get through now
loud and clear too.. and seriously dude.. the Free Mason organization
is child’s play still locked in the habits and routines of ancient ideas too..
wHeRe noThing new is let in to expand the sure.. metaphor of the ‘Lucifer’
and ‘Prometheus’ hiGher God Given potential of super-conciousness which
is just another self actualizing father inside metaphor of yes.. perHaps the real
dude Yeshua as he said then finding the God within.. stripping naked and treading
on your prisons of cultural clothes for overweight camel of cultural control to get through
the needle eye and the locked doors to escape the lies sTill of religion and
culture now.. the essence is real my FriEnd alWays noW in TrUth
and liGht and when you start to get all paranoid about the
various symbols that folks use cross-culturally
to get to this essence of trUth and liGht
and stArt to idolize those symbols
as either devil or God
as form..
you are
simply lost
my friEnd from
the essence that shines
beyond those symbols alone..
the six and nine as forms are just
more signs of the golden spiral flow
of UniVerse wHole and Galaxies and
Nautilus shells and sunflowers and
curled cats and the fetus
comfort of curling
up too.. noW
iN God of Nature
wHole’s spiral flow..
so sure.. maKing that
sign with your fingers is
sAMe as bEinG one with
God as sWell in a spiRAl
dance now of non-verbal
language if you cannot see
the trUth and liGht of the beauty
of that Free now.. instead of trapped
in idols of books and words from thouSands
of years ago.. in the dArk and lieS away from
yes.. much greater TrUths and liGhts in hUman
metaphor of ‘Lucifer’ and ‘Prometheus’ poTenTial..
as any FReED GoD onE in hUman BeinG WiLL LovE
to liVe free noW iN much greater hUman God of Nature
giVen HUman poTenTial now.. and sure that all seeing eye
thingy.. iS Just the innate.. instinctual and intuitive desire
of human being to grow.. to evolve in just one lifetime of
noW in much greater trUth and liGht to inspire human
imagination and creativity to aid the
band of humans so much
more in creature
comforts in joy
of heaven noW in
balance of course as
the struggle of life is as
important to growth as
the creature comforts that
the by-products of culture bRinG..
tHeRe is some liGht and TrUth stuff
in both Bible and Kuran.. but there is
the dArk of Tribal instinct that seeks
aggression.. violence and Bringing of
swords to conquer other lands for subsistence
in non-fertile lands.. thouSands of years ago.. that
still in fear stay where they are or are imprisoned
tHeRe in fear of losing their lives now to leave to much
more abundant lands of ISraEL like we see in the great
and Free paRts of the U.S. of A. now.. hehe.. even in New
Jerusalem wHere i live close to the most beautiful beaches
and rivers and forests in the world.. where sure.. most no one wants
to leave here now for any better reaSon then money.. which truly
is no healthy reAson aT all.. in the longest runs
of liFe in parAdise now.. my friend…

And over heRe.. people
often make tHeiR
feathered nests
or trailers or whatever
other way is life for them..
and if they do not want to grow
more and stay the way they were that
is okay too.. as science shows now.. more
conservative leaning nature’s of human beings
in more scaredy cat ways averse to differences of
others and change.. need a place to lay tHeir head down
and a way to get some food by the end of the day too.. and
that is what makes separation of church and state so great..
as it allows a place for both types of human nature from conservative
scaredy cats and even conspiracy theorists and those who love that
divisive and fearful way of life.. will still do.. as you so nicely
provide that element of human life in less God given
potential a place to stay the same..
so.. good for you.. for making
those folks comfortable
in a smaller
oh.. but tHeRe
are the pioneers like
me my friend.. who refuse
to stay stagnate even when they
stay in the same place of paradise home..
Pandora’s box is now open.. and it is the Internet
whole of a place where one from any clothed from
head to toe and imprisoned place of paradise can go
more in exploring tHeir ‘Lucifer’ and ‘Prometheus’ as metaphor
same human potential so much more.. there are no limits with
human imagination and creativity set free my friend.. and sure.. there
are all the limits and divisiveness folks like you and tHeir audience can
still attempt to grow here.. but if you look around.. which it is obvious you
do.. online.. the freest of us flourish more baby.. more more more and more baby..
and those of us who dance like i do in real life free are noted as legends noW in tHeir
own time and so much more than tHeir own mind now.. icon of dance in my case.. too..
at age 56 not starting an art of dance until 53.. and not starting the longest long form
poem until 53 too.. and accomplishing legend status in dance in my metro area by
56 and yes more than doubling the longest long form poem ever that used to
be 1.8 million words with centuries and no taling how many folks
who put an effort into that.. here’s the thing baby..
just like perHaps the real
Yeshua said.. after
40 years of oral tradition
in the Armaic language with
so many sects of what was
left of the Christian religion(S)
ranging from one God to twelve..
and eventually the Greeks who wrote
down the parts they liked and the scribes
who copied those parts and made three to
four hundred thousand mistakes as there was
no Xerox machines back then my friend.. according
to modern scholars now who also show that there are very
few except for perhaps a few letters by Paul of the original
Authors of New Testament accounts of Jesus too.. that vary
wildly with all of those mistakes across the thousand plus years
before an English print and more revisions to come was accomplished
by the middle of the second millennia way back when.. anyWay.. supposedly
Jesus said there would be others who do greater works than he for those who
became one with the father within… that is simply being more ONE WitH God oF Nature
in HUman NaTuRE iN developing the hiGher voice of TrUth and liGht witHin of super-conciousness
higher poTenTial of hUman BeinG as Gifted by the God of Nature sAMe of which
there can be iNfinite other variations of metaphors to express this same greater
essence of tRuth and liGht aS well.. you.. my friend.. are trapped in words
and illusory fears.. fAiLinG to see a God oF aLL thaT is bigger
than smaller minds and smaller books..
of infertile lands of long
long before..
thE hUman
BeinG hELd hands
and lEarned so.. so much
more around the world.. i am
simply a watchman and scribe
alone oF all of that.. no matter what i
for one say and do.. the wHole trUth and liGht
and even more noW as thAT TRUth and LIGht
continues to gRow like a TsUnAMi unLeashed and
reLeased around the globe.. to eXpand hUman poTenTial
iN aWakeNinG and eNliGhTENinG waY iN onlY meaSures that
folks can receive and accept and even toleRate along the way
of LiFe NoW.. tHeRe is zero you as a mite of the Internet can do
but provide a so-called safe haven for scaredy cat human
beings who live in fear and hate inStead of Hope and
Love and all stuff away from the dARk oF BeFore
that continues to gRow as Fearless Love and
LiGht around the world.. now thaT thiS
trUth and liGht greater is no longer
censored by
threat of
even death
still in some
countries now…
sMiLes my friend.. you
are juSt a little ‘whimpering
boy’.. juSt to sPeak my own
Fred trUth and liGht to yA.. compared
to the awesome and miGhty power oF TruTh
and LiGht provided by the God OF Nature aLL
set free in the Higher super-conciousness
miNd AND BODY baLanCinG of hUman
BeinG now.. wE hOld hands
my friEnd in Unity
and do great
or we
stay the
same we
stay the
same and
just stay the same
more in dArker lies of
fear and hate.. it is yoUr
choice.. yOur WiLL but along
yoUr tRavels online.. i promise
you this.. i and others cAMeCoMe for
enLiGhTENinG noW.. and we Rise
and Thrive noW as the
irrefutable online
shows with no
doubt and evil
of the real evil
named doubt.. and
fear.. and hate that lives
on in small pockets like this
with sure.. 19K views or so.. while
Katy Perry and others rake in a BilLion
points of liGht and tRuth to illuminate
the Human Race for so much more.. iT is
A given than we alReaDy win noW in Victory
my friEnd.. and it IS A given that you will continue
to rake in Google pennies with a conservative crowd
of doubt.. fear.. and hate here.. juSt remember.. tHere IS
A otHeR place of Fearless Love and uNlimited gRowth iN
TrUth and liGht of MovinG ConNecTinG and CreaTing HUmans
who kNow/FeeL
no evil
of doubt.. iN
fear.. and hate..
mY friEnd.. bottom line..
the invitation WiLL alWays
bE eXtended to thE other place..
perHaps.. with a siGn of SiX oF GOlden
SpiRAlinG moVing God oF aLL oN onE hand
or An otHeR coveRing onE EyE to symbol A
hiGher poTenTial of Human BeinG as higheR
Power of God iN uS SamE to do much greater
works as Jesus may have sAid beFore.. bottom
line.. it doesn’t matter who saiD it in form or words
or letters.. pAges.. and books the same.. iT iS onLY
thE Essence
oF Truth and
liGht iSREAL
noW thaT counts
my FriEnd iN Heaven noW..
IN a Tree of Life and kNoWinG
WitH rEAcHinG VineS moRe and DeepER Roots noW..:)


WeLL.. as alWays
thE rEach of this Vine
and depth of its roots gRoW oN
noW and are ready for harvest in tHis
696th Macro Verse oF Longest Long Form
Poem ever in HUman HIsTory.. heHE.. until i wRite
noW sOmE moRE.. iN FreeSt verSe StYle oF SonG
as Now goeS on.. so sure.. i’LL dedicate this one tRue
to the Cardinal Climber.. a Vine with A simple mesSAge
of beauty and strength that never gives uP in rEach… Ha!
iN Arizona.. iT is so successful that it has becoMe a pest
pLant aS iT asserts its survival
of Life so Free
iN spReading ever
moRE noW.. thE roots
oF mY liFe are steeped iN
DarKness iN depths oF hardeSt
soiLs iN SoUl oF LIFe and LIGht
as WeLL iN TrUth and LieS of wHere
i’Ve been.. and tHere are two ways of liFE
to God from misery and suffering to either more
Vengeance or Victory noW.. iN reaLiTy oF iSREAL
NoW.. i choose Victory from darKest heLL oF liFe
and i too.. am the Cardinal Climber who will never
ever giVE uP noW to FloWEr hiGher and HiGher
as Sun goes BriGht.. i need little maintenance..
juSt the liGht and Sun of WArm and
cOld and dARk of Struggle
to moVe ON and GRoW..
even hiGher as the
SpRinG of GroWth
in struggle never ever
gives uP Up for more..
tHeRe iS no competition hEre.. noW..
onLY struggle for surviving more and
hiGher jUst God aLL and ME toGeThEr..
wE suffer dArk and toGeTher.. wE JoiN liGht
liFE in HeaVen iN STronG oF couRAge Love
for liVE as liFe liVes greATest noW iN roots
that gRow Deep of dARkESt harDest theN
sOil oF soUL bEfoRE.. so suRe.. i noW
dedicate this “Number
696 Macro-Verse”
to the dARk of
Roots wHo kNoWs no liMIts
or expectations oF LiGht noW
Sun to CoMe.. noW morE Forever
more now BriGhter as NOWs on Go..
Go!.. baby noW as Can
and WiLL does.. FeeLinG
WitH Power noW..
and Force
Love NoW..
jUst noW iN aS Angel noW..
A Heaven whose roots as Devil
run deePest iSreal.. iN Earth HeLL2..:)







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Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts


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Hi.. Victoria.. thank you my FriEnd..
for wading down through around
240 photos.. and 16,666 words
through the main post
to comment
here this
evening with
nice words of appreciation
again.. and a pleasure it was
to link your nice “To My Friend”
poem as My FriEnd is one
of my favorite phrases to
say.. as of course
friends are
important.. noW
and oh my Goodness..
we have been thigh high in
jars around this household for
the last couple of weeks as wife
Katrina picked about 50LBs of Pears
off a farm.. earlier this month.. and has been
happily canning away with jars over a week
now.. the smell of pears is everywhere with
every kind of Pear concoction one can
imagine.. it seems.. so i am fresh
for pear prompt
and liNks Now..
and jUst scanned
the prompt to see if you
are linked there.. no Victoria
yet.. but will be finding your next
offering soon to reciprocate.. as rarely
do i fail to reciprocate social communication
in mutual appreciation but being reTired witH
a wife who allows me to be Peter Pan basicAlly
allows me the opportunity to be friends with everyone
as any Peter Pan child at heart would love to be.. so see
ya later friend.. and hope you are having an awesome night
as i am sure your children are getting ready soon for the new
year of school.. if they are not already engaged in homework yet..
ugh.. no
for me..
free art..
iN SonG and poEtry
Dance as Pan SinGs
a free SonG of FoRest noW..
and speaKing of rest i have done
about 111,000 words in the last
three weeks and am just about
empty of words.. but no.. now
i changed
mind zooomm..
i wRite oN noW
as streAM of consciousness
wriTinG just goes goes goeS onoW..;)


Hi.. my new Friend Victoria.. thanks so much
for coming by again.. and yes.. real life calls..
sMiLes.. and tHeRe is no creativity greater for the
human species than raising a family and dedicating
as much time and effort to that as possible.. hehe.. and
back in the days when i worked even with just a wife and
no children.. the only thing i had creative energy enough for
was playing a little snow boarding game over and
over on the computer.. before i fell asleep
either watching/reading the TV or the
paper as stereotypical
i guess of back then..
50’s male head of the
household bread winner
thingy.. but sadly.. i wasn’t
creating anything really.. not even
a generation of adults to come.. something
was missing my friend.. with workaholic me.. that
died somewhere along the line.. and it was my heARt..
mY SpiRit.. and my personal best fRiend the self of mY soUL..
i thiNk and FeeL that it is great that you are directing more of
your energies to what raising a family demands.. as once again..
tHere is no greater love i can imagine than doing that mY friEnd..
my wishes are for you to have continued great success wHeRe Love counts..:)




WeLL.. theRe’s a prompt
at dVerse about Jars.. and yes..
Jars or any prompt will do for a perSon
with Imagination and creativity with no limits..
But Jars isn’t exactly enough prompt for me to go
go go.. to stARt now at 12:12 am on 8162016.. so i’LL
go anotHeR route now of walk this way.. yes.. the
experience of being a human primate IS
A wonderful way of life..
particularly when
your miNd
and BoDy
iS fully BaLanCinG
and yA float like a Butterfly
and can StinG liKe a Bee if need
be.. and paRt of the art of my Nude
photography is assessing empiricAlly
how my body in form expresSinG the Art
oF F Y i.. in essence yes.. GroWS as form
as nows go by.. and in many ways preventing
the entropy of essence of heARt and Spirit
and mInd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUl that is all
too recognizable among my peers who i now and then
meet up with at the mall benches who are now sitting
sitting tHere rotting until the game goes off.. wHere
only mirror neurons get a nuance of the art of MoVinG
ConNecTinG and creAtinG liFe off of juSt a flat screen
wHere one lives vicariously in the direction.. production
and actors of someone else’s play.. that is very sad to me..
and in fact back in my Old Health Science Major days that went
along with my other two degrees of Anthropology.. and Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary a full 33 years ago.. in double Bachelor of Arts Degrees
and single Bachelor of Science degree in Health Science then.. in a class
for exercise physiology and the massaging and other therapies that go along with
that.. the teacher spoke to Rolfing.. otherwise known as deep tissue massage for
folks who don’t even move enough to feel tHeir own frigging body much and that is
really.. really sad when they do not have a disability that would allow them
otherwise to move and feel the ecstasy in a dance of life from
head to toe.. of truly in FeeLInG and SenSinG way tHere
is comparison to anything that lives
just in symbols
of head..
or vicarious
life in only
mirror neuron way..
a major reason why i am
so dam happy.. is ’cause my
body is finally tuned to walk
whatever way it chooses to do in
balance without even any thOught required..
as truly the body is mind as much as the head
is mind when ya use the whole dam thing.. so anyway..
tonight at the gym.. my young college pre-med student
friend who is a nice Pacific Islander girl who works there
asked me for a link to my poetry site.. and i only
felt it appropriate to say no..
as it is a military
and people
talk and
all of that..
and i do not take
any chances of folks
Bringing me down by suggesting
i have some kind of nefarious intentions
away from epic art from head to toe as
free and passionate as it can go..
so.. i told her no.. as i did
not feel she would be
open to that as
some folks
are and
some folks are
not.. some folks
can see the human body
as art and others see more
nefarious intent in a free expression
of human sensuality from head to toe.. now..
and that’s okay.. as long as all is consensual
in restricted links.. where art is for choice and
not by force.. as it is kinda a touchy subject to do
this art.. but here’s the thing.. i have no guilt about
my body.. as many people do who are uncomfortable in their own
skin and that is one of the saddest parts of life.. i too know all
too well as for many years.. i didn’t even feel comfortable enough to
be at ease even standing in one position tall and straight when in close
proximation of other folks.. which of course is pARt of the Autism Spectrum
conditions too.. but use it or lose it applies.. the human body has a great
deal of potential in neuroplastic and epigenetic adaptation if properly challenged
in environmental struggle.. so i use my body wHOle in MoVinG connecTinG and creaTinG
art aS well.. and when one’s whole body and aLL iTs Functions move and float easy
like a butterfly on land.. fearless is what comes next..
as being uncomfortable in one’s own skin..
is a major dam source of generalized
anxiety.. as it is the body
that gets anxious
as the brain
is numb
even to
a pin prick
when worked on
as open brain surgery
will do… the body keeps
score of all we do and sense
and feel.. and we have the greaTest
opportunity for heaven now.. when the
body does become a temple of God and Nature
essence sAMe.. wHere we become free Lions
of the Savannah now.. walking
this way free
never lost
again in our
own skin.. so sad..
so sad beyond sad now
as liVing thriVing noW
flesh and blood.. iSREAL..:)


The trusty Facebook Algorithm provides
a quick video/slideshow rehash of the photo
journey of my work-out last night.. and ends
at a photo of multi canning jars for more and
more of Katrina’s Pears for a coming Jar prompt
from dVerse i am doing my best to get red hot
inspired for.. but at this point the most
i can relate in inspiring way is
Christina Perri’s song
named ‘Jar of
Hearts’.. so
surely that will
be a theme
song that
for what
is to come
until then..
of HeARt foR noW
of course.. wRite
on course as
695 continues
of Ocean Whole Poem..
SonG of mY SoUL STiLL
approaching 4 million words
and under the eclipse still of
the approach of 12 million total
words since Thanksgiving day
of 2010 when this whole writing
exploration started in the Birth
of me in E-Land getting more into
full gear when i added my baby photo
with bright eyes and smiles on Christmas
Day of 2010 in hopes of regaining the rebirth
of my soUl that came to much fuller fruition on
July 22nd 2013 with at the end of February of
2013.. a worded spark blogged as perspective
of my soul.. on March 10, 2013 in KATiE
MiA/Aghogday Google Blogger Blog
as such in Witness for the God of
All online of course spreading
world wide wherever the
words go next.. and
getting that
magic meaning
of life number 42 in
months.. specifically for
that on the turn of 911
in 2016 in September
way then.. with 6000
miles of dance in
close to 3 years
coming a little
later than that
but whose counting
hehe.. maybe by the
equinox and birthdate of
my conception too then..
around the 21st or so.. and
yes consummation in pre-marriage
way too with the Goddess Isis incarnate
now.. hehe.. as the metaphors for poetry
that really shouldn’t be taken always literally
not unlike the much smaller Bible that i have
already exceeded in 14 times of length in total
words online.. and oh my God 140 times in length
past of Kuran size with its very limited vocabulary of
only about 2000 words.. so the it’s going down for real
moveS on
iN SonG of
Words and DancE
oF Life as well.. just
reminiscing baby like
a Jar of HeArt come back to LiFE..:)


And speaKing of HeArt as another micro-micro verse of Micro-Verse of Macro VERSE of Ocean WHOLE poem starts here.. kinda how the UniVerse works ya know in whole form too.. free style verse in Uni-Verse style2 of course.. this photo here is not one of
Yellow Boy in a cat carrier for the vet.. this is
Yellow Boy’s Son.. who interestingly came
up out of the woods on Christmas Day
of 2012.. shortly after that Mayan
Winter Solstice Special Day
of 2012.. and i gained
some affection for this
cat as my heARt was trying
so hard to come back.. same
as it was doing with Yellow Boy
and Moby cat too.. and sure2 Arthur
the Noble inside outside cat too.. and
Sunny Boy here was injured by the 6 LB
wonder Oreo Cat around the block.. who was
not even afraid of human beings and would stand
his ground with them.. yes.. scrapped up our Sunny
Boy friend here tearing the skin away from his head
that is not visible in this photo here.. and so sadly when
the Vet checked him for wildlife feral kitty diseases.. he
came back positive for Kitty Aids which is even
worse than Feline Leukemia.. and the
doctor suggested putting him down
so he would not infect all the
other neighborhood kitties..
and would surely go down
hill fast with his
and it was so
hard to make this
decision for me that
a breakthrough came and
i had one tear for the first time
in over 5 years.. when this photo
was actually taken in early April
2013.. and for the first time after
that in the gym my legs felt strong
and i realized it was the absence of
my emotions that was making me feel
weak from head to toe for all those years..
IN PRO-SOCIAL WAY.. resilient as a mama
Grizzly Bear in human form to what will come
next.. and sure.. when you have emotions you
can take this for granted but when you lose them
all bets are off.. as when you lose them there are
not even any memory of emotions ’cause memories
of emotions are literally emotions too.. so zilch zero..
until they come back and if you wonder why folks
who they call emo.. who have lost their
emotions cut themselves and such
as that you will never understand
until for whatever reason
you.. yourself.. lose
your emotions
and scream
to God
Please help
like Lazarus in hell
without a drop to drink..
as even my worst pain known
to humankind.. Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from wake to sleep like a dentist
drill in my eye and ear with no novocaine was
preferable to the numb death alone of no emotions
for home of heARt.. SpiRit and soUL DEAD IN LIFE..
YES.. they offered to block the nerve in my face.. but
i refused as the potential for paralysis of face could
come and Jesus F. iN Christ i already could not
feel any emotional affect in my face.. so
it was already F. iN dead enough in
life.. so yes.. i take the
Jar of bLack heart
by Christina Perri
serious.. oh so dam
serious as a real life
Dark Joker might say..
back then at least in HELL FOR iSREAL..
but now heaven sMiLes as i for iSREAL2..:)

Lion King Disrobing!.. Macro Verse memory here
from two years ago.. and next time you make
fun of a stripper.. yA might consider that Jesus
as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas
of Jesus literally promoted stripping your clothes
off and treading on them with no shame as the only
way to find God within.. and sure that likely means all
of cultural clothes too.. but like all gospels of Jesus it was
written decades after he died in Greek writing.. later translated
into English way in the 1800’s when when fragments were first
discovered in the Dead Sea Scrolls up to this verse 37 about
the stripping then.. and all 114 verses were recovered in
1959.. and in this version of the life of Jesus.. there
are no frigging myths about a resurrection
or healing blind folks or bringing folks
back from the dead.. that was obviously
added in to sell the story as all marketers
emotionally hyperbole their goods.. as we
all see in spam online too.. ugh.. just got
some on twitter.. and yeah.. some dude from
Africa thought i was Katrina hehe.. and wanted
to friend me.. and the first line was hi pretty..
and i told ’em hehe.. no pretty here.. just
a full grown dude martial artist.. and he
acted duh and said what??? so yeah..
i am employed by the real God and
work 24/7.. ain’t got no time for
psychopathic leaning
folks in either a meat/
meet market.. or
money making
trust me..
they wouldn’t wanna
see me really now go
off and turn some tables
as all of it would go flying
everywhere like a round table
of Wookiieees going off.. hehe..
so wHere was i.. yes.. these are the
same Jar of Hearts like folks as Christina
says in bLack way who are just hoping to
score some bucks or some God dam flesh
for use.. for use.. and using without no soul..
but again.. often they know not what they do
as having no soul.. as i know all too well from
losing it before.. after two years of constant
fight or flight stress with stress hormones
like acid on the brain and body
destroying me from head
to soul.. i wouldn’t wanna
be them.. and you
can bet your ass if they
could live one second in the
Heaven i live in now.. and had
to go back to the dead hell they live
in now.. that is just for bucks and ugh..
using flesh of other folks.. they would
scream to God now to the top of the UniVerse..
please.. please.. PLEASE NOW.. GOD LET
NOW.. and hell.. i am not kidding as i have been
to this hell
they live in now..
it is as FucKinG
real as a hornED
on coals
of tar bLack oiLed
bird of always sunk
in dead eye empty never
ever filled but empty empty
empty always looking for a
UP out of down hell now.. anyWay..
on a liGhter note for sMiles like
Megan Trainor says.. i
wouldn’t wanna
be anyone but
me and
Fredly as a few
of my bar Friends from
Seville have said.. i really
cannot blame them for literally
saying they wanna be like me2..
hmm.. there is another song for
that too.. and perhaps it’s now for that2..;)

Lion King Disrobing!

As synchronicity continues to flow
with this post here Giver! of
LOVE TRUTH.. it’s true.. unless you really
love yourself and have empathy and
compassion for yourself all filled
up you are not going to have much
to give.. in fact you are most always
gonna look to take.. in ways of bucks
and flesh instead of giving heARt..
in iSREAL SpiRit of ExpreSsinG
senses and emotions true..
and sure that applies
equally to sexuality
too.. where the empathy
is in enjoying the woman’s
pleasure.. at least for the
man that is me.. and instead
of bang bang.. by bye.. it’s
all bout me.. fuck you and less..
and nothing really at all.. but flesh..
ugh.. one night stands are the coldest
after stands of all.. that lay in dark jar heart..
hmm.. perhaps i’m getting revved up for that
dVerse prompt on Jars too.. as i rave on here..
or is it rant.. more like rave for me in truly giving
way.. AS i am always filled up with Love baby.. got
all i need from the real God iSREAL NATURE SAME
SIMPLY with working with my God given Human Nature
instead of against the gravity of thAT and gravity as whole
as i continue to butterfly float on terrestrial land in dance
of God iSREAL.. so this ‘Giver’ movie a couple of years
ago REALLY INSPIRED me as the dArk and
light and ‘tween shades of grey and hues
of beYond rainbow colors of EmoTioNs
in all the valued nuances come free
as they do to me kNoW.. Now no
longer am i just a fact
person as scientist..
i am a full fledged
giver HeaRtist who
kNows and most
importantly FeeLs and
seNses the full value of
EmoTions and SeNses that
make Heaven now.. this ain’t
no empty play of sHells of words
in hell dark.. bent to only manipulate
others with fear for reproductive controls
and material gains.. this is the hUman
HeARt.. and SpiRit of EmoTioNs SuNG
like a Harp oF God on Fire.. in lighTed
Fred talk way.. of MiNd and BoDy soUl
from head to Fred’s SoUl.. now.. okay hehe..
laugh.. live and love.. and do play noW as heaven
IS As real as a puppy dog’s smile in eYes of Child..:)



And hell yes..
if you can.. do
cartwheels on river
front land.. as Katrina
does on the River Front
i was raised on off good old
WiLLinG Street of Down town
Milton of sTiLL way back when..
a year ago too..
in 2015..:)

Corn Rows of Love

WeLL.. this MacroVerse from a year ago..
is worth it to me at least..
to just see Katrina
play some more
in photos of River
Front home place
some more more more..
and wRite on topic of
Synchronicity and heARt
Jars full of EmoTioN rather
than empty bLack duSt of
Christina Perri’s bLlack heARt
Jar from her psychopathic leaning
cold bLack heart boyfriend as ugh.. portrayed
in her wedding bLack video there.. experiencing
a full range of pro-social EmoTioNs AnD SenSes
as super regulated and integrated iN the Art of
MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreAtinG ways of
heARt spiRit FeeLinG and ExpresSinG thAt
HeArt and MiNd and BoDy soUl BaLanCinG
bottom pit soUl is worth SeeKinG.. FinDinG
and alWays practicing noW.. as an aRt
of Heaven eternAlly noW alWays iSREAL
and ready to GIVE.. SHARE.. GIVE.. SHARE
AND GIVE SOME more and next thing ya kNoW
yA jusT witnessed a full 42 months for the GoD
that iSREAL.. and ya didn’t have to hang in the
streets at all two times if ya did it yourself aS one
iN the flesh world.. as online yA only get
banned for speaking to the
power of tears and heARt
as literally happened to
me last July as fully
documented still
in Ocean full Poem way..
on the Wrong Planet Website..
and then later in the Fall of last
year at dVerse they deleted me there
when the literally thinking so-called Christian/
other administrators who only wanted a real story
about change.. said my metaphor for being
reborn on an Island instead of the usual
way out of the cave.. was not real enough
change for her/him.. well what she/he doesn’t understand
weLL is the metaphor for reborn as Jesus.. is FucKinG
real and not a FucKinG zombie tale about literal
resurrection from the dead as sold as hyperbolic
marketing myth for just a humble yogi-like teacher
then who escaped the dead soul hands of cultural
camel and needle of HeARt.. SpiRit and soUL
way back then.. as this same real life story
has been told in almost every spiritual
culture to date in similar stories
like this too.. and i was just
illustrating it one more way
in poetry then.. and even after
i FucKinG spoon-fed the meaning
to those.. blind and deaf folks in
what Jesus was even meaning
way back when as any Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas reported Jesus
would too.. they FucKinG hung
me out on the streets as deleted..
and it only inspired me more to witness
for God on every God dam link for an
entire year.. with rarely ever anyone reciprocating
any words with me.. and when they do like the lady
Victoria recently has.. actually taken the time and
effort just to scroll down and say hi.. i honor these
people greatly as i Know and feel for sure if
Jesus really lived through a crucifixion they
too would have given him a drop of water
of human kindness.. as real FucKinG
humans do.. seriously i FucKinG
poeticAlly gave gifts of Love to
all these folks for an entire
FucKinG year.. and i couldn’t
find hardly anyone human enough
just to come to my place to say hi..
and i guarantee you most of it was
’cause i go long.. and go nude as
well as any real ‘Christian’ of God
wild and free will do.. and now of
course in restricted link as the Caesar’s
newer and freer laws of the land do allow
in the Good oLd U.S. oF A.. new ISRAEL
and New Jerusalem here too now.. it ain’t alWays
easy being a witness for the Real NAKED GOD
WILD AND FREE.. but the pay is Love of GiVinG
and never ever empty bLack Jar of HeArt for ME


And speaking of more more more.. well yes..
there is more more more.. by Andrew True connection
who gave it her all in MoVinG ConNecTing and creATinG
FOR otHers yes2.. as a porn star way back when.. and she had
no guilt for doing this as she was simply sharing the liGht of her
sexualiTy with others for Giving and ShaRing.. and no doubt like
the priests and pastors who make a living at getting folks to the pews
she did it in the let’s just say.. arrears too.. at times or whatever worked to
get the Loving Job of shaRinG SeNsuaLiTy dOne.. no less than the peaceful
loving equAlly God created Bonobo does with a FucKinG Jar FULL OF FUCKING
HEART FROM HEAD TO TOE.. as science clearly shows that the bonobo diffuses
all aggression and violence with simply SEXUALITY FROM HEAD TO TOE WITH
NO HOLDS BARRED FOR LOVE OF SENSUALITY that does as science shows
creates more oxytocin loving touch of social bonding when done all
consensual of course like the Bonobo does grow in peace
and harmony of Love from head to toe..
so.. you have to wonder if
Jesus came back
to somewhere like..
let’s just say a Muslim
country where yA cannot touch
a non-family member of the opposite sex until
you get sold off to sometimes non-consensual
institutionalized rape.. the REAL ISA AS THEY
SAY IN MUSLIM WAY.. per that Islam book of
the Dark Hearted Jar dude Muhammad who
chopped heads for a living and literally
raped the wives of killed husbands
in warring ways after giving them
some time to mourn
and get
for their
cold jar soul..
for flesh of domination
and dead heart eyes..
no different than the
Muhammad in now
Christina Perri’s video
except at least Christina
in this case was no FucKinG
6 year old little girl just waiting
to get consumed at 9 years old
by a pedophile then.. kinda tame
in comparison huh.. in wedding
dress raped way..
ugh.. people
are really
sick in the
head/body in so many
lying cultural environmental
ways.. they will even love female
genital mutilation in other twisted
sick so-called Loving Peaceful
Muslim ways.. and see it as self
esteem never to have vaginal
clitoris pleasure again.
as holy as such
when that
is gifted
by God for
one reason and
one FeeLinG only
and that is Pleasure
free through the life span
as such.. anyway.. Ms.. Andrea
does have a much more True connection
than Muhammad ever did.. she consensually
brought pleasure to many men and likely some
women along the way too.. that as science shows
diffuses still.. frustration.. discontent.. aggression and
violence too.. so why the FucK do you think there is sTiLL
so much frustration.. aggression.. violence.. and warring
still going on over ‘there’.. well if it was against the law over
here to hold a girl’s hand until she was sold to you by her
parents so so far after puberty.. you too.. trust me would
have frowny face everywhere you go too.. as the loving
touch of opposite sex for the majority of folks is the
libido that keeps us going for productivity and
creativity and even social cooperation too..
as science clearly shows now as well..
this ain’t rocket science folks
it is simply 1 plus 1 of
usually opposite
making a spark
of life for productivity
creativity and social cooperation
whole and the only person(s) who would
wanna cover that up is pedophile daddies
or prophets that only see women as cattle
to FucK FucK fuck to even change the
law of the land so you can have
10 sold to wives.. and little
9 year old girls to use to
use as just
for fleshly
pleasures with
bLack jar hearts
so devil and evil true..
sorry if the truth hurts but
science and history and the
present proves it out as iSREAL
sure in small pockets.. relatively speaking
still of hell over here too.. ugh ugh ugh iT sucks..
for black
jAr heArTs!..
and the only
sMiLe is i live over
here.. but tHeRe are
cries of help that i hear
that i can not dismiss as yes
as Christian Perri’s video does
say sorta in reverse.. oh my god
if only you knew it.. if only you knew
it well.. i know it and feel it and will
do every thing under the sword of words
to change the devils of evil that still buys
women for cattle flesh and little to no
heart of
jar for iSREAL GOd
of NaTuRE liGht and TrUth..
so anyWay no doubt in my mind
at lEast that ISA would likely say
FucK this sHit.. i’M coMinG back as
as ISA FucKinG Bonbobo inStead NoW..
at least in metaphor of west.. heHE.. with LiGht and TrUTh..:)

AnyWay.. he HE.. don’t know if i’LL ever actuAlly
make it to any dVerse Jar Prompt links but let’s
just say the mention of the word Jar is enough
for all of this hehe.. and even a title of the
695th Macro Verse now so far to be..
as ‘Jar of bLack and liGht heARt’..;)



Hehe.. so you still don’t believe ‘this’ is the Egyptian
myth of Isis come incarnate in New Jerusalem
of Milton.. and U.S. of A.. New Israel way..
oh ye of little faith.. and when she’s a
hundred years old and still looks
like this at 46 and 19.. yA
probably sTiLL will not
believe and that’s
oKay.. as unlike
the old timey Christian
and stIll new Islam religion
there is zero penalty from me
for believing zero of literal or
metaphor meaning from me..
and FucK yes.. sure iF i was
a psychopathic leaning individual
with political head chopping or putting
yA in prison power.. i could punish you
if you disrespected me or said you do not
believe in the metaphors and literal science
stuff i bRinG.. Jesus F. in Christ.. i could even
twist the golden rule Yogi-like Dude’s words around
and add some more.. and even go back to the old
Testament Christian lore and account of history then.
to support slavery of darker folks for a century or so
like it happened too.. or take rights away from women
to even vote.. until relatively recently in history too.. and
yes.. call entire countries evil and use some excuse or two
or more to go and kill around 100K innocent folks too.. if i
could sway the group think that way to my psychopathic
intention like those psychopathic leaning bLack Jar noW
heARt folks with little spiRit and ISREAL BaLanCinG
filLed uP sOUl stiLL do for power.. status.. green
bLack bucks.. and yes.. domination for
reproductive control as well.. even if that
now means being a sugar Trump
daddy and trading ya wife
in when she reaches
50 if you are not
so lucky to be
married to the
incarnate Egyptian
Goddess Isis.. in metaphor hehe..
like me.. at lEast in West foR noW..
and the beat goeS on.. ball of confusion..
an eye for an eye.. a tooth for a tooth.. vote
for me and i’LL set yA free.. rap on brothers..
rape on if you’re the devil in nonconsensual
institutionalized rape as dowries for 12 year
old little girls still do go in hell route in some
countries still.. Ball of hell still for some
folks.. wHere everyone deserves
to be free and make
their own god
dam choices
for consensual luvin’..
and yes.. it’s going down
for real.. young women are
being raped in institutionalized marriage
as such in nonconsensual way all around
the world.. where bLack Jar heArts thrive
to consume free and wild
God from eYes
of Love Jars
to bLack
wHole soUls
so dArk so daRk
so devil evil hell bLack..
hmm.. the way out is the
only hope i FeeL for SMiLes
from a Jar so lonely so bLack
so sad sad SonG oF God noW..:)


King of the Palm dates..
My FriEnd the squirrel..
and ha..! enough jars for
me.. a beautiful azure day..
outside after over a week iN
clouds of tropical moisture that
did cool off the atmosphere of panhandle
sun at lEAst.. but sTiLL blue sure skeYes
of yeS RinG liFe in All SeAsoNs of lifE trUe
in liGht of what it means to trUly live in BRighT
without restraints of lesser animals named hUmans
who chain God away from free.. yes God oF aLL NatuRe
Free to SinG and DAncE and Eat and yes.. choose reproductive
partners by hand instead of rule of law.. of lessor timid human male
animals who cannot find mates on their own without buying them for
sold in all the money
ways that comes
of control.. noW
but anyway.. the
year i did spend full of
responding in full poetic
expression to every dVerse link and
every prompt from April of 2015 through
March yes.. 3:16.. of then.. did come with
fruitful reward.. in my 338,630 witness and
testament of words of nature in all of that too..
in just one MacroVerse of Free Verse Novel
Poetry full named GodsUniVerseNovel3.. as
what i get to do now.. is print out 5K words a
week to share with my mother each Tuesday
afternoon.. and quite Fredly i don’t give a
FucK if no one ever reads it but her
as she was the one who gave me
life and never left my side
through all the devil
and hell tribulations
to come.. including
wife and sister of course..
the same.. through 66 long
months of earthly devil incarnate
on earth hell.. so sure.. i’ve been able
to write poetry of Love about my mother along
the way.. to make her happy at 81 years old toward
the end of her life here on earth.. to make her feel how
much the Love as her life means to me as the Love i
have grown to be in eXpReSsinG HeARt as SpiRit
sAMe as miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUl noW..
and no we don’t always agree as she has
grown very conservative in her older
age years as even the most wild
and wooly male friends of
my youth have done
the same in
up pews
of Southern
Baptist church
wHere folks who are
free like me are welcome
no wHere in their life now..
but here’s the thing.. poetry is
not about getting likes.. followers..
or viewers to me.. or making money
off E-books or such as that.. Poetry..
DancE and Photography too.. is only
witness for and of God oF aLL NaTuRE
now that says thanks Nature for giving me
this beautiful gift of life to live.. share and give..
Bottom line is Life is Good when free as heaven NOW..
yeah.. and sure the photo is a little too briGht.. i could photo
shop that and edit it jUst perfect but life is perfect imperfect
jUst the
way it is
to mE.. noThing
lacKinG all that iSREAL noW..
now off to sand and sun DancE
free me and God of Nature free
with nowHere to be or do buT noW FReED..:)


Oh gosh.. been thinking about you friend..
and didn’t see this share here.. until now..
anyWay.. hEar.. hope you are
doing weLL
my deAr FriEnd
Himali.. and yes..
to Live on the Beach..
Walk it at night and then
fall asleep with the windows
open noW and listening to the
waves crash.. is not only a
place but a state oF heARt..
SpiRit and SoUl.. my friEnd
in SonG and Dance of You mY FriEnd..
and oh by the way.. juSt read Harry Potter..
the new novel at the Book store for free.. of
course.. and i thOught of you mY FriEnd too..
wHeRe DreAms of eYes Real can FruiTioN now2..:)


SMiLes.. my FriEnd Zee.. not sure iF this is auto-biographical
or fictional.. but as poets do.. often there is a mix of both..
but what i will say is.. are you sure you are not
peering over the shoulder of Hurricane
Katrina or perhaps
Volcano Katrina
too.. as you surely
aptly describe the emotional
eruptions of a heart that sings strings
as waves that ravage and tender too..
and yes.. as some scientists say..
there are 412 identified human
emotions that sway in
great tales
of life for
some and
very little to numb
in others.. and for me
at least i’d rather be burned
by fire and cooled by ice than
going along luke warm and never
much excited iN either way of liFe..
to SinG EmoTioNs up and down
and to eventuAlly only fall up
in love and never down
is quite a challenge
in a life that
is often
and so hard too..
but more than anything..
more than nothing at all to FeeL
the extremes of liFe in EmoTioNs
and SenSes is so much better than
noThinG at aLL and this my FriEnd is
what attracted me to my WifE.. the aliveness
of her ever changing Hurricane and Volcano
too.. unpredictable yes.. and always interesting
too.. as every poet’s heARt.. and Herricane..
SinGs a Romance challenging and
worth it to hop uP aboard..and
yeah.. i fell in love when
younger.. and
have met
other volcanos
and hurricanes along
the way.. but it seems that
there are greater plans than
human plans alone in mind
that so much deeper bRinG
folks toGeThEr in thick and thin
to SinG Longer a liFe of/for Love..
anyWay.. my FriEnd this is what i hope
for you.. a continuing Volcano of Love
that never ends in down and up way of LovE noW..
and you kNow it’s so easy for me to Love anyone and
everyone i FeeL in this life.. as i was in the other place
of FeeLinG noThing aT aLL.. i value love enough to love it all UP
and never
down aGain
my FriEnd Zee..
with love of course
that only feels uP and
never down so low
wHere even
demons fear
to tREad BelOw lifE @aLL..
and what i for one alWays do is
when love tires of me.. i wait and most
often it eventuAlly comes back in some way..
shape.. form or fashion.. as love that never gives
up no matter Volcano or Hurricane real is Love that lasts
Longer than the Stars that burn out brighter than Before oF NoW..:)


WeLL.. dVerse has grown quite
a bit in inspiration yesterday.. from
dark jarred heArts in what i brOught to that
now to the sound of Love
and that is the sound
of music
to me
as sound
oF air.. wind
leaves in breeze
Cold Front Pines in
North Florida crisp skeYes
of Fall cool that BrinGs hugs of
Love the sAme in short hot chocolate
respite of Love in Homecoming football
games of dreams of holding hands.. now.. have
i captured Love yet.. nah.. Love is free the Love
i kNow has no bounds of FeeLinGs or SeNsES sAMe
so much more than puppy eyes.. and rubbing tummies
together.. the Love i heAr for soUnd of Music rings from
InFiniTy loNger than Sun that burns out from Before.. as
the beat goeS On from my last SonG of Zee and her Love.. like
theRe is no break in God’s Synchronicity of Love for we whose
heArt God cAlls of Love in all of nature/culture one as extension
of God’s eyes in uS in LoVinG touch wE RiSE toGeThER never
feaRing tOuch of each otHeR aGain.. in differences that separate
uS yet can BrinG us TogeThER in a new world oF allone.. so yes..
i move on now to dVerse and leT the SonG of mY soUL aS LoVe
sPeak RinG hiGher.. HigheR and uP and a way in Rainbow eYes of More
love to
coMe to
comE soMe MoRe..:)

SMiLes my Friend.. as
Tesla once said.. there is
no muse of romance for a scientist
who is married to invention of tools..
but for artists.. and poets same
the Love muse
is what drives
and even productivity
same.. as mixing art
and science is not easy
haha! to keep the Love
SonG intact but i try to
makes sense of Love in
Song of Fire and Ice.. where
Love is fire and reason is ice..
and the ‘tween of that lasts longer
than the science and Love only of bEFoRE..:)

SMILes my FriEnd as alWays now
the best form of love is essence that lasts..
the grey haired love of grandpa and grandma
that never goes aWay in heArts of wE.. the hand
of Love that Wrinkles FeeLinGs deep and never ending
True as deep
as love
can be
in the hand
of a grandparent
who knows and feels
after a long long life of
Struggle the value of Unconditional
Love that is fearless and survives regardless
of forms that come and go in nights
of eYes as lust.. oh Love
you Sing the
of Real
and True
oF liGht..
the stars we
are inside as Love mY FriEnd..
Lillian.. nice to see you for an
evening tea SonG of LoVe iSREAL..:)

When love becomes more habit
and comfort than rAging water..
it can be forgotten and taken
for granted.. where dreAms die
slow.. of more to give.. i died in love
for so many years.. a little lust was left..
but poetry brought the romance back as i romance
God of all Nature so warm as river currents come back to life..
Love can grow in iNfinite ways oF EmoTioNs and seNses from head
to toe.. yes.. my love is passionate and alWays groWing more founded
on the
Love yes
of Grand Ma
and Grand Pa TrUE..
but LuSt for LiFe i do have two..
it is A way of aLL Social animal
cooperative liFe as certainly even
science shows now.. a healthY balance
of lust and love keeps the species oh
god so Strong toGeTher ONe noW iN PeAce and Harmoany True..;)

i suppose it startED witH stoRing gRains..
then owning humans with paper work..
and owning even more than earth
until Lust and
Love fore
into an owning gAMe..
of taKing
more than
Free.. oh.. A
deaTh oF Love
for NatUre and God sAMe..
in silos of destruction to come..
hope IS A LovE noW
giVe and time share uP..:)

Love and Grief..
dueling banjos Oak
of relief.. memories..
emoTions rePressed..
poEtry unrings trees of
heArt cut dOwn in stumps..
oF old.. oh.. to SinG iT out
all oF iT.. is to comE toGEThER
aGain whole as love SinGs more A
sound of love is simple.. A SonG oF
life’s releaf
and reLease..
Oak of LiFe StronG LovE..:)

SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. every word
IS A sound of Love when
exPresSinG beauty
and certainly
Love for moon..
Love for sKy..
Love for blUe
eYes.. gReen and
BroWn in Words can
SinG Love true with or
without explicit words that
cannot heRe thE implicit SonG
of Love words SunG in TruE liGht tongue
of words
no matter what
Love Sings when iSREAL..:)

Quick face palm here after
a beautiful lyric of poetry
song about love for moon
and the dam.. hmm..
says is that
really the sound
of love just ’cause
she did not explicitly
describe her love for moon
as a song.. as if the administrator
could not hear the SonG oF Love at all..
anyWay.. thank goodness the poet just said
it is a song i hear when i sing it as face
palm of course.. and didn’t seem to notice
that is was the administrator’s way
of saying you screwed
up as you did not
literally follow
the FucKinG instruction
of a poem prompt.. like anything
about poetry should be any less
than metaphor for more..
i replied
in equAlly sly poetic
fashion in liGht
away from down
of dArk..
people are funny..
they want you to literally
do everything the way they
read it.. until it’s time to
criticize you and they equally
do it in a veiled and dark way..
but that’s the way it goes with
control freaks.. no matter compliance
officer of physicist the habit is hard to break..
for science over the art of poetry and love the same..
as the
beat goeS
on in conservative
and liberal taste of
closed vs open minded
way of seeing the world
as deeper or shallow ocean same..
now back to the regularly scheduLed
Love of PoEtry and so God dam glad
i don’t liNk anymore to hear this
dark veiLed bullshit away
from free poetry
with no
and bounds
of science prison for loss..
of Love free as poEtry SinGs aLive..
and no
longer dead
as science of the
past so far and insame
of poetry recipes that
have been used and stagnated to death..
And ps.. yeah.. i kNow this is supposed
to be all about love.. but in the Yin
of Love ya need a little spice
of dARk to keep the
oh so much
sweeter after dARk..
in sHades oF Grey as Love..;)

After another one of the expected
administrator’s gives her the same
Bullshit.. and she thanks me
for my poetic response
in appreciation
of her poetry..
i then
say to

sMiLes.. my friend.. you
are welcome and i am
saddened that the two
administrators above from
dVerse seem too tone deaf now
to heRe a SonG oF youR words
and this is precisely why i never
link with dVerse anymore and just
poetically respond for fun.. as i am not
in this for A poet ‘business’ for ‘science’
in this for
noW and
noThing else..
smiles.. this was by
far the best poem i’ve
read all day long.. sAdly
some folks cannot see the
boards they bring with
eYes that see
less than
truly beautiful
poetry can bring
iN a sonG aS Lamp oF liGht..:)

And she thanks me for
my poetic words and i say
then.. further in return
of thanks..

i see liFe
As enCourAging
Thank you..:)

Hmm.. Sleep Song of Love..
that sounds like fun
it is
more than words..
sMILes and sweet
sleep SonGs of LovE..:)

SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. noW
i can’t say i’Ve heard mY hEArt
beat Now except for thaT first then
Love in an afternoon car embrace
and the SonG by Boston playiNg
‘Don’t look back’.. in ’78..
true i would
never be
quiet the
same again
aft that first
speciaL anD
as heARt of Love Race..:)

Quickie side note..
OMG.. ‘Don’t look back’
was literally the sound
of my first REAL INTiMATE
embrace as the theme song
changes from Miley Cyrus’
‘Real and True’ to ‘Don’t
Look Back’.. hehe for
oh God..
the memories..
oh God.. the shy
oF F Y i.. of then..
with Virgin heart beat Strong..
AND harhar literAlly fulfilling
the words of the FucKinG prompt
read in scientist FucKinG VIEW2..;)

SMiLes.. the sound
of refrigerator Love..
and so nice to heRE..
heARts breathE noW
As family’s children do too..
lest electronic deVices child
are heaRd over heArts child..
Now mY

SwEaty.. FArty.. snoRinG
Old man Love.. and Isis
that standS iT aLL
and oh God
the stomach
bugs and when
yoUr quiet
sweet non
talkative and
eventuAlly Devil
Zombie husband.. suddenly
turns into a OMG Good Cop
Hyde DancinG Fool of the
neighborhood from Metro
towns to cities for
30 or so miles
wide in every
the husband
goes and dances
at 56 with even sweet
kisses of forest nymphs
nice from 18 to 21 too..
in dance hall broad every week..
too young to even drink
a glass
of wine
by never
me.. anyway..
iF yA wonder why
she never gets jealous
the answer is truly simple
she knows the light and dark of me..
as Love Grows in strange ways of the
mythical magical dark and light of all my hoMe
With Isis in tow.. never aging and sinGing LovE..:)

And that’s all folks.. for now..
got dance to do and Mother to visit
and poems to share with her too.. as i
fall asleep as i always do at her recliner
home.. even with laptop in tow.. as i must
rest before store dance comes in Walmart
of Free
dance Love..:)

4:42 pm..


Hope for the best for you my friend..
on what sounds like a deteriorating
condition of your lower spine as you describe it..
and no.. it’s nothing to be not too cautious about as
Ankylosing Spondylitis.. if it were/could be this condition is
certainly potentially catastrophic in impact as our therapist
whose husband was a college athlete
in his upper 50’s went without diagnosis
and with some back pain..
was walking in a Walmart
and literally crumbled to
the floor.. unexpected..
and is now
a partial
with limited use
of arms after much
recovery now.. so yes..
good to get it checked out
thoroughly by your Doctor in case
it might be as serious as that.. happy to
see you back at any rate.. and nice to see
you writing here again.. friend gigoid.. and always
inspiring of course for more words that fluidly come
for me.. in the intelligence that knows nothing.. hehe..
as Sargent Schultz might say in German Army secret way..
for platoon hope to go with this too of course.. as the beat goeS on..
and on.. per.. as you quote.. here2..

“Don’t ask me where I’m going,
Just listen when I’m gone
And far away you’ll hear me
singing softly to the dawn”

~~ Pippin ~~

Words of last
morning before
Dawn my

“Learn what
you are and be such. “

~~ Pindar ~~

Jesus F. in Christ
for me at least that
took 53 years.. and
three more until now..
but that’s not too unusual..
the comic hero Hell Boy2
had the same comic
maturing issue too..
i am iSREAL..;)

“Whether it’s the
best of times or the worst of times,
it’s the only time we’ve got.”

— Art Buchwald

No escape..
always best to
eat drink and merry
life the best we can..;)

“I wanted a perfect ending …
Now I’ve learned, the hard way,
that some poems don’t rhyme,
and some stories don’t have a
clear beginning, middle, and end.
Life is about not knowing, having to change,
taking the moment and making the best of it,
without knowing what’s going to happen next.
Delicious ambiguity.”

~~ Gilda Radner ~~

I don’t suppose my therapist’s
husband would have wanted to
know his future at the beginning
of his last hurrah.. not knowing
is all the beauty of
life.. at least
to me too..
and hope when
possible is the tea
that steeps me higher..
’cause i can and will go higher
as long as long as be is now higher..
i’m not getting any younger except for the
essence of how i feel.. and is anything real
but essence.. ask a brick how it feels.. square
and hard.. without any doughnut feeling inside..;)

“Don’t it always seem to go
That you don’t know what you’ve got till its gone?”

~~ Joni Mitchell, “Pave Paradise” ~~

i know/feel this all too well after facing it on my last
death stand several times over.. and wanting to
die more than anything in the world.. now..
i love to live..
of my life now..
and epic will be
now real lonG..
as LovE LonG
as i can SinG
and DancE
this SonG
and even
feeL iT
more now..
and heHe.. no matter what..
it ain’t goin’ anyWhere for
short now tHis is no longer
the flesh and blood world
this is online.. where nothing
rots… not even flesh.. as long
as servers.. serve it up.. for free as free
may never die another day.. in essence and
form the same my friend.. when organic enough to SinG..
and that is why i leaf sMiLes that last.. as forevernow IS A long now now..
and a tree
that kNows
no frost
iN WiNter
of killing leaves..:)


WeLL.. ‘this’ Facebook Algorithm
Walmart Super Store Dancing slide
show and video.. does reflect WiTh some
hint the inspirational bLast of dance i did toniGht..
as the 235LB.. 6 foot or so.. ballerina and martial
arts free style skills do groW on in Ocean
DancE view fLow iN ZonE.. of large
Middle Center
Aisle of the
BaLanCinG DancE
oF Y i.. and i received one
of the sweetest compliments from
the Walmart customer service lady
who does returns.. as the register
made a mistake on wife Katrina’s
receipt.. as i was DanCinG
in the check-out aisle too..
hehe.. in sure.. only
a very soft
slow moving
Tai-Chi-like way..
and the lady tales my
wife while i am all plugged
up with ear buds to the side
of the returns desk.. hi.. every
time your husband comes in we
shout with glee.. he’s here.. he’s
here no matter Winter.. Fall or Sum
mer when he comes to DancE iT’s alWays
SpRinG.. and she says.. no matter what
her stress iS.. in the customer service arena
of work.. it melts away when she watches me
dance.. and sure.. i am in ecstasy of blissful peace..
when i dance wHere iF i could sell a pill of the way
that FeeLs i could make a trilLion dollars and feed many
of the world’s poor.. sAdly.. tHeRe is no substitute for the WORK
REQUIRED to obtain the Nirvana.. the Bliss.. the Kundalini RiSinG
and Satori as ‘they’ say sAMe of the Heaven of Now.. in reborn hUman
and not that crappy putting your head under water stUFF in literal view
of old timey bible words.. it was all a metaphor for the experience of
Heaven now and only now.. and a reborn that any human and
most animals in balance already experience.. sad sad song
humans lose their way in pharmacy pills on a path back
to heaven that might only be a dance away.. with yes..
you bet your bottom smiley dollar.. with practice..
and real success of finding the heaven within
in the Kingdom of God as human nature
in we SET FREED Pan of SprinG of
i WiLL always Be with God
the Driving force free
within from smallest
subatomic particle inside all ’round..
to largest UniVerse of GoD BeYond
InFiniTy forevermorenow.. and trUly
in God’s time tHere is no time at ALL
only a white love that never ends.. like
i say.. seek it.. find it.. and practice miNd
and BoDy Balance as the planet and Sun
and otHeR stars and galaxies do jUST as sAMe
and they smoothE on iN eYes oF GoD SAME..:)

Yeah.. i got yoUr piLL wRite heAr..
it’s cAlled the Joy of DancE and SonG
as any new age Renaissance Pan
or Apollo WiLL do
when SeT FReED..
and sUre.. a shOUt ouT
goeS on to the nice young
Lady who was/iS brave enough to
directly approach a Pan oF Apollo’s
DancE and tale me perSonAlly how
much she is/was enJOyinG my Dance
of/aT Super-Walmart.. and hehe.. the
good old boys.. and often boyfriends
do not seem to get the sAMe cheap
thRiLL from watching me DancE.. and
haha.. i suppose i should derive some seNse
of comfort that mY dance is more attractive to the opposite sex..;)

And yes.. finAlly the Karmic Fisher KAt eYe(s) noW.. Now..
arrive(s) wRite beFore the midNiGhT hoUr of the 16th day
then.. of the 8th month of 2k and 16 years wRite on course..
of course.. and i have no idea what these things ‘i AM’
‘tOld’ at nows mean ‘tiLL later or much later on..
as that is how the Holy sPirit as penned
does floW wiThin.. iN ZonE on course..
of course.. onCe aGaiN.. and sUre
through the ages and the sAges..
Athlete philosophers..
poets and prophets
sAMe as aesthete
pure have risen
through ecstatic
DancE ‘tiLL the
midnight approaching
full moon that by the way..
since the Perseid Meteor
Shower has alReaDy passed..
the 18th day of the 8th month
of 2K and 16 years.. WiLL bE what
the Native Americans name as the
Sturgeon Moon.. for Great Lakes
fishing success and.. fuLL green
corn moon.. too.. and sure.. the
Holy and Sacred Dance day
for me in tribal spirit as
any old Sioux Ghost
Dancer WiLL do
by the record
of my maternal
family ancestral
roots of Cherokee and
Sioux too.. add in the second
generation on Paternal side of
Native Irish jig removed.. and a
Dance EXplosion in Human does
later and now sooner come noW as
iSReaL Pan and Apollo WiLL SinG
poEtry and DancE too.. if i can make
tHis as mythical and mysterious literally2..
with my 695th installment of MacroVerse noW
as “Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARt” will come that
day too.. as published as such floWinG aS iN zoNE..
Ocean Poem SonG oF mY soUL.. more.. more more..;)



WeLL.. as you may have noticed bY
now the Goddess Isis.. you kNow by
now i’M hoping at lEast.. yes the iSREAL
one noW incarnate on Earth here in
New Jerusalem.. or hell even Egypt
as tHere is essence over form iN
aS GoD of naTuRe wHole.. in
yes.. the New iSREAL iSraEL..
U. S. oF A.. wHeRe at
LeaSt Isis and
Pan SinG
and DancE FReED..
yeah.. Pan is kinda wiLd
and generic.. and that’s the
way i like it heHE.. FReED
Pan DanCinG and SinGinG
for mE all the way baby.. as
Austin Powers miGht intiMate
too.. anyWay.. the Goddess Isis
Incarnate on Earth aka Katrina..
who never never ages StiLL noW at
the past age now of Adaline at 46.. hmm..
reAlly Loves the Jesus dude as presented
mostly in the Catholic Church.. but that stuff
about not bringing peace and division instead..
she thinks that’s bullshit2 like me straight from the
Emperor Constantine and his early 4 Century
Catholic Cohorts.. to establish the really cool
inherent and natural Yogi-like dude Jesus
as somewhat appropriately described
in the Gnostic Gospel of Jesus with
the same dam division words there
too.. as oh boy that tribal spiriT goEs oN
now and then too.. but never the less Isis..
the wife Katrina.. overall thInks what is left
of the original Jesus in the current revision
of the New T.. is mostly cool in his Golden
rule tool without consuming others with harm..
past required food and drink.. is pretty dAm cooL
and so do i oF course with the appropriate Golden
rule edits to BrinG the Unity of Love all the way back
to Love your enemy too.. of course.. wRite on course..
with words as swords instead of head chopping and crap like that..;)


And no no no no.. NO..
yA wouldn’t wanna uPset
the Goddess Isis incarnate
on eARth.. by dissing any pARt
of God’s Free Nature and Human
Nature free same or she will rElease
soMeThing worse than any atomic bomb..
heHe.. yes..
sHe WiLL reLease
MaGiC Fred to do All
the speLLs of hEr dirty
work to Free ALL Nature
noW of God as assistant too..
in left hand way once aGaiN
as FReED WiLL be too.. noW yass..
jUst noW.. hehE or jUSt a metaphor
or onLY the Big Dr. WHO kNows.. as
TruTh and liGht iN Karmic eye(s) Action(s)
iSREAL noWw2..;)


WeLL.. ain’t this philosophy by
Steve Paul Jobs.. the truth about
how what ‘some folks’ see as out of
the norm.. is just another word for crazy
for those who fear to step off the sidewalks
and lines on pages to do a little of life like art
instead of the science of before.. and as my recent
memory jaRring experience
poeticAlly responding on
dVerse on that sound of
Love prompt.. where
one of the very literally
thinking form mostly only administrators
could not hear the song of emotions
and senses relayed by one of the
LinKers as totAlly Natural Sound of
Love in Poetry as metaphor and
yes literal realiTy sAMe for those
with an ear for the lyrical flow
of words that do express
SonG and SounD the
saMe in Natural
flow of voice..
instead of just more
lines on a page and
and sidewalks that restrict
both the natural flow of human
language as artED in words Free..
every which way and loose on art
canvas as page and no longer school
ruLED lines.. and a full field of football
dance instead of a single track that goes
round and round like a frigging rat mill of
insame insame insane same movement
over and over and over in paint by numbers
instruction of dance and martial arts and even
Kung Fu and Ballet too.. oh the lessons of life..
you do restrict a free verse adding to UniVerse noW
oF LiFe.. and this is why some folks in the art world
have stayed away from the mechanical cognition of
electronic devices and folks like Jack Kerouac taped
pages together in typewriter way that no longer limited
his poetic stream of consciousness writing way of holy
spirit iN creatiViTy free.. as even science shows that
systemizing mind of mechanical cognition activities
can bLock that pipe of mind from expanding more
and more in all social empathic feeLing cognition
ways of life.. wHere certainly art free fLows as
river water ocean whole field as waves no
longer trapped in shores of what once
was bEforE in concrete mOlds
that KnoW and FeeL no air
to expand out of liners
as balloon trapped
in atmosphere
less than
hehe.. anyway..
i don’t roll as the square
dice sits.. i fly.. i fly hiGher than
the forms that now come BeforE..
wHere form is juSt another idol
that restricts essence new as art..
wHere words in books of wisdom
that suggest they are last of anything
are dead of God new in eYes that see more
oF God Within of Nature.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around GOD FReED.. at least as west
and Whole hemispheres of mInd and BoDy BaLanCinG
just doin’ it to coin an old phrase of New.. the way i like iT..
yeah.. so it reminds me of when one of those dVerse ad-
minstrators asked me for my e-Mail back in the SpRing
of 2015.. when i was still linking and said.. to really
find your poetic voice you need to do real poetry
and shorten up your words.. and highlight
the best of what you do.. well Mr.
Form dude.. do your rEsearch
and you WiLL see that Free
Verse LonG Form Poetry
stARted the Art of this
wHole God Dam Language
sHeBanG back in Sanskrit
LonG ago.. it wasn’t until the
ruling ones.. with tight fitting
long long dresses with tops on
their heads.. and buttoned up collars
with hatted men.. did come the death
of free verse and art the same in all art
that soon became paint by Numbers in the
Victorian age way.. this is the U.S. of A… the
place Where Free Verse all can.. WiLL and DOES
survive free wHere no last made uP prophets or only
Soldier Kings of the UniVErse in Monarch way away
from God’s Natural Democracy of Free Verse Creation
stay is no longer locked uP in PriSons of BeFore wHeRe
We eYes oF GoD oF Nature RoVe and rAVe Free and heHE
even rant at nows on what we PerSonAlly noW see as disgust
in the Lines of words straight and sidewalk steps same that
take the freedom
out of the Breath
of God’s Free that
liVes within we wHo kNows
and feels and senses no boundaries
to chain the God of Freedom of Nature
within we.. to books and pages lined and
same WiTh
WITH GOD NOW MORE.. as i once
told my Muslim Friend Imran who was
quoting me the Kuran as evidence for
everything he could say about God and
the same i would tale any Christian2 who tries
to trap God in Books and words now of Idols of
centuries and millennia of BefoRe in chains and
pRisoNs of Words then.. tale me my friEnd.. tale
me something new about God.. i AM God DAM yes..
like the DAM that bLocks the free FloWinG Holy
SpiRit of God within of the same old God dAM
chained phrases.. tale mE something new about
God you bore me WitH what i have already read
a thouSand times same in mud with nothing
new to do but be boRed with your chained
God with limits and boundaries in idol words..
less than the F. iN Air you Breathe..
it’s just common sense.. it reAlly
is.. trim the grass around your
sidewalk if you like
But God’s weeds
gRow free without
the chains
of hands
noW of
prisons wHo
truly Kill the
higher potential
of God Within juSt
waiting to come out
And DancE and SinG to PLay..
Free Verse FReED.. @leASt for ME..;)

Memory from three years ago..
as quoted below and talked to above..

Steve Paul Jobs:

“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”

‘Tom Foolery of LOVE’.. a year ago2..
And yes.. wRite on track HeRE in
all free a-causal connecting principle
otherwise known as God’s Language
oF Mind and Body metaphor as
Quantum FORCE unleashed and
released now as BaLancing
soUl the saMe as
with human
in mythology
and metaphor
real of deeper
innate.. instinctual
and intuitive built in oracle
of God within over architect
that stays the same in bits and
bytes of rigid minds and bodies
oh.. so sAMe too.. of what was
written bEfoRe WitH not much
new in creaTivity free floWing
iN zONe Art arT of Now..
yes.. Isis and Osiris that
of course one cannot
limit to just
one form
of past
as human Archetypes
lives innately.. instinctually
and intuitively within wE all
yes.. As God too.. of Nature..
jusT waiting to come out and
play as actor we directed by
i of self.. as I actor wiTh spiRit
exclamation point! way to express
more and more NeW creation activity
up.. up. up and away from past caves
of dArKer painted cave walls of numbers sAMe..
and if you don’t realize that the Virgin Mary symbol
of the Catholic Church was just copied by the Roman
Catholic Church and even potentially earlier as just
another local symbol of the archetype and mythology
real of the Goddess Isis.. juST do some research..
these fActs and figures are no longer censored
by the monarchy of state and church
the same iN getting at the
crux that we are all
children of God
normAlly born
sin free of Evil
as any animal of God
Bes.. and the sky is not
even the liMit in EXpanding
God’s eyes as We hiGher
potEntiAl hUman BEinGS
as we fly so much hiGher in
A Land of Democracy of God
in New ISraEL FReED.. iSReAL
even in New Jerusalem too.. @
lEAst for ME.. iN CreATiVity.. NoW..
i Play with symbols in all idols that
come that way as sAMe oF beFore..
as idols of all human abstract forms are
only idols that attempt to capture the essence
of God beYond what hUman can symbol about
all that is as NatURe sAMe GoD noW.. yes.. symbols
are alWays limiTed to Express An Essence of goD wHole..
but Jesus F. In Christ.. when you FucKinG give uP and
don’t even attempt to say more WitH eYes of God.. yes..
Jesus F.. in Christ.. pick up a weapon of Love cAlled
GOD WITHIN NOW.. or not and stay stagnate
in idols of words and books of bEfore.. WiLL
of the relative Free WiLL variety is simply
aWeSoME and AmAzinG wHen used
instead of lost..
so please WiThiN save
God by DoinG F iN MoRe..
than what came BeForE..
Jesus F. in Christ this should
be common sense but that is
what empty promises after death
and illusory fears of the same and
in life as well wiTh no iSREaL understanding
that HeLL and HeaVen and the ‘tween of
purgatory is here on this terrestrial plane
of earth noW.. and God of Nature iS
Great.. you’ll jUst have to have Faith
of HoW Great God is after you take
a dirt nap at the beginning sAMe
end of thE art
of NoW.. but jUst
remember Karmic eYes
of Action and Consequence
of NoW are aLways iSREAL..
make the most out of now.. or
die just a little bit everynow.. oh
liFe you liVE Free NoW in everyWaY
yA can and juST do that NOW.. oh Free
you live
LinE of All that is
God iN We SinGS a SonG
so Free in LiGht oF Fearless
LoVinG LiFe.. NoW iSREAL..:)

Tomfoolery of LOVE

Bottom line of these 666 words as ‘Instrument
of GOD’ here.. MoVe.. ConNect and Create
Now by JuST DoiN iT.. reach out
and touch someone
as Instrument
oF God
to continue
to coin phrases
that MoVe.. ConnEcT
And CreATe by UsinG more
tHan LoSinG it by juSt doinG
DaM IT live more more more as ArT
GroWs thE heARt.. tHe SpiRit and The
huMan MinD and BoDy SoUl as BaLanCing
Force of God as my Fingers peck this keyboard
inTo InfiNiTy BeYond i sWear to God tHere is
somEthinG iN the air thAt iS GroWing AngEL
WinGs More as noWs Go On as GOD FReED
@ leAST iN ALL
oF i SeT FReED aS
aLL ThAT iS iSREAL..:)

Instrument of GOD

And oh my Goodness.. speaKinG of reaching out and touching someone..
the Facebook Algorithm personal digital assistant jUsT reminds me.. thOught
i missed noting the third Year Anniversary of my Word Press Blog
on August 11 starting with ‘THE END AND THE BEGINNING’..
on my new Katie Mia FredericK! Blogger Blog Beginning
after planning to end my My KATiE MiA/Aghogday Blogger
Blog that BEgan on March 10, of 2010.. precisely 5 months
with the post Sixty Nine ONE Ninety Six
in what was then to that point all free.. as
74 posts to date.. as i was truly inspired
by what ‘they’ cAll as A Holy Spirit..
that has many other metaphors
cross-culturAlly globAlly as such
as the essence of this free floWinG
CreaTivity SpiRit of Within as archetypes
of God oF Nature DNA programmed evolving and lEarning
neuroplastically and epigenetically by environmental
struggle too.. with adaptation and at nows incredible
change too.. to GroW uP iN yOuR hUman BeiNg
wHole.. but anyway.. i wasn’t late after all.. as
i did not actually start that Word Press
Blog until the anniversary of the third
year this week as i will post this
‘Jar oF liGht and DaRk HeaRt’
695th Macro Verse on August
18th.. that is technically my staRtinG
date and precise third year anniversary
of WriTing on Word press to date..
in other words.. i posted
a similar post
on my
KATiE MiA/Aghogday
Blogger Blog.. as i thought
i was leaving that blog behind
as of those 74 posts to that date..
of August 11th.. 2013.. but some of
my readers had difficultly opening up my
Word Press Blog as it was even crashing their
computers so i kept copying and pasting my new
posts on KATiE MiA/Aghogday Blogger blog and even
made that new KATiE MiA FredericK! Blog mirroring too..
new.. my Word Press Blog too.. in copy and paste tHeRe too..
and yes.. it’s a great thing i did that.. as now i get up to 900 views
a day on the KaTiE MiA/Aghogday Blogger Blog.. and overall close
to 1.5 million total views on all i do noW as my Kate Mia Google Plus
clearing house for Blogger related art.. systematically proVides/reLates
in public statistic there for free.. as any great online digital algorithm robotic
assistant will serve so great the art of expanding F Y i’s as nowS on go…
nah.. of course without the IT age of expanding robotic assistance
in all of technology there is no way i could have matched nearly
4 million words of longest long form poem ever including
those first five months on mY KATiE MiA/Aghogday
74 post blog.. without all this free help
from technology now.. as Jesus F. iN
Christ.. mY sanskrit handwriting
looks more like chicken
scratch when i have
to go analog
an ink
or lead pen
as such.. ugh that
truly weights my creativity
down like a millstone to
the bottom of the Ocean
now.. amaZinG iT is.. how
thE HUman BeinG can create
free floWinG art of words like this..
by playInG trUly a symphony of Words
with 10 fingers in bits and bytes of one
key at a digital 1 and 0 either or stroke
of a now at one now only as percussion
does go.. in continuing floW in ZonE noW..
seriouSly… it mystifies me and amazes me all
the nowS i do this.. iT is as maGiC as i can ever
imaGinE mAGic to be as doing this is pure bliss
not much less than DanCinG free as fingers do as
feat in free free dance too.. anyway.. yes.. so as of
September 11th, 2016.. i will have witnessed for the
God all of Nature 42 months that yes.. of course includes all that is
in art and science and so.. so much more of hUman intelligenceS noW
set free to juSt do it and go go go.. more more more.. without restraints
of censoring folks that wanna hold hold hOld yA back to what i see/FeeL as
the real crazy and norm of pAint by numbers and lines of books of what
came beforE.. in idols of words that have become duSty somEwhat
by sitting in books tOld of both liGht and dARk in Truth and False
forced upon men and women.. etc.. lest punishment
as severe as death for not
believing all of
what was
written before
as the only God
DAM locked StreAM
of Free Verse God within..
to come out and play in the
open air and water Sun Free.. Free
Free FReED @lEASt in west for mE..
as wHole 1 and 1 Hemispheres of
11 BRain joinEd as MInD and BoDy
soUl BalanCinG witH Bridge of H iSREaL
as Quantum MiNd and BoDy soUl BaLAnCinG
unleAshed and reLeasEd for FReED noW thanks GOD
of Nature all that is now.. for this real maGiC of LiFE in CreaTiVity noW..!..
as a tree that has roots and vines that eXpand with no limits or expectations
of others bEforE now.. in archetypes of being hUman that have been story
tOld in all aRts of beinG from noW in memorial oF what hUman BeinGs
are noW sTiLL EvolVinG to Be as poTential of God iN ART oF wE iSREAL noW..
and now as i liNK..

V.1.0.. AnD morE heRe
on V.2.0 to coMe..;)


THE END AND THE BEGINNING thaT staRted my word press journey
then.. i had no idea that it would end and begin never ending and
beginning more.. as Longest Long Form Poem in around two
years surpassing the 1.8 million word effort of the
original millennia old and centuries tOld
Mahābhārata.. yes once again
approaching 4 million words
here.. as Jesus F. in Christ
when they stARted that one
they likely JuST floWed and
flowEred in StreAm of Consciousness
holy spirit wRiting too. and JuSt F in did it
continuously juSt did it then for fun.. as the FloW iN
ZonE IS About as blissful as nows do go.. iN MoVinG..
ConNecTing CreaTinG way of God oF Nature within we
expreSsinG SpiRit oF EmoTioNal HeARt in Mind and
BoDy BaLanCing soUL for iSREAL.. noW.. and then
as NoW as Then.. no real beginnings or endings
of books per se as that is how iSREAL free verse
holiest of spirit Goes.. as FloW iN ZonE.. anyWay…
people can wait around for the words in myths of
archetypes in arts of before to come true on its own
or pick up a sword of free art and make what is written
be done in the flesh and blood world.. no different than
Leonardo’s Helicopter that flies above real now.. and no
different than me actually witnessing for God all oF Nature
noW free online reaching past that 42 month point on
September 11th, 2016.. 911 job weLL Done..
as what was written becomes the iSREAL
Deal At Least of me here iSREAL.. no one
actually harmed me.. just got banned and deleted
at numerous places for sPeaKing what i for one
see and FeeL as TrUth and LiGht and it WiLL make
me happy as pEAr piE.. iF a million or even BilLioN plus
otHer folks noW do it more epic than close to 4 million words
or who KNows noW perhaps 4,200,000 words by SepTembEr
911 of 2016.. as the most i can do is estimate as i wRite on..
as i ain’t got the nows to go back and tally every post.. i must
extrapolate as the words do go on now.. as any mathematician
will do to save frigging nows to do the REAL ARTS OF LIFE FOR
JOY SIMPLE JOY OF LIVING NOW.. and sure this is now finishing
my 69th month of writing every day up to 24 hours in one day of
sitting wHole.. practice makes more.. it’s how JuSt doinG it Works
NoW.. yes approaching somEwhere around 12 miLLioN
words since Thanks Giving Day of November
26, 2010 in 72 months too.. this 6 year
anniversary of that too that of course
i will celebrate too.. and hehe..
My rich uncle invited us to
a special beach dinner
on September eve
on the 10th of
911 of 2016..
and nah.. i do this
for free.. it rates noWhere
in his books of dollar bills..
but you see God and i sMile
one for doing all of this.. as most
all archetypes of art of before from
Holy fools of Buddha to Jesus and even
Mr. Crowley too.. all predict that someone
will come and do much much more.. ’cause
when you trUly serve as ART soldier of God.. yAFucKinG
kNow you kNow nothing compared to God oF aLL thaT is
noW.. and tHere is no way you will limit what otHeRs reveal
of God to come all that is.. unless you are a selfish psychopathic
leaning person.. who possesses humans with tHeir right hand
and rapes their freedoms through the force of blood swords
and priSons too… ahem.. better to be juST another
one of God’s right and left hand aRT men.. and
women.. etc.. as such.. than to
be the dark tar oiLed
bird that sinks
in evil
of Devil same..
truly it is the Devil
you know and don’t
no through lies of before
that WiLL impriSon the Free
God of relative free Will within
totAlly naked as God within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around
jUst waiting to come out and pLay again
as any free child of God WiLL do
nakEd and FReED
cALL of
the Wild and
Free as God same
in MoVinG.. ConNecTing
ways of Free as stars Grow
and go on until the wheel of
SinGS AgAin
in never ending
DanCinG noW
and beginning rivers
of water as Ocean Whole MaGiC
SpRinG eYes of wE nowoneforevermorenowone..:)


HoLy F iN sHit bATman all of that
was F iN Epic.. perHaps
it’S sAfe to say NoW thAT
PaNdorA’s boX has been
fouNd and opeNed outTA
thE toP
oF mY
F iN
talk sHow noW..
hmm.. anyWay..
i’M sorta fEeLinG
liKe thE SouNd oF Love
And tHerE mUSt bE soMe
moRe HaPPY LiNks on thaT
dVerse prompt StiLL to comE..
to leT loose a little more of this
hehe.. harDly haRd Dar..;)

Okay.. but first to step out of the
DARk Jar before i Move on to Jar
oF liGht.. it’s not fair..
Jack has make up
on.. oKAy..
now let’s
try with
no make up
on to see
who can make a
scarier face.. me
or Jack.. Fred vs. Jack face hehe..
let’s see..

Yep.. once aGain this is
what A REAL F iN Devil looks
like.. shortly after he gets
out of Hell for 66 months..
still residual
of hell
on face
leT’s say and
honestly that’s just
an act.. the real deal
is let’s just say rated
X’tra crazy for PG audiences.. heHe..;)

Ya see.. yA have to earn
this face in REAL iSReAL
Hell on terrestrial
it don’t
come free
without lEt’s
juST say Devil’s iSREAL..;)

Now back to the Sound oF Love
at 2:23 pm..
on 8172016..
if can forget
the dArk side yA see of
Jar oF Y i.. foR noW..hehE..
now Jesus F iN Christ this is much more Fun

Yes.. Please do remember
me this way.. my 56th
Birthday photo of 2016..
June 6th of 1960 back then2..
3 years later from ‘thAt’..
fresh as a floWer fully
somEwhat rEcovered from HeLL boy noW2
and actuAlly three as far as yearS go bYe2..;)

And yes.. iF you like please play
Can’t Hide love.. i dam sure KNow/
FeeL i cannot hide the sound of mY Love
or tHe DAnCe oF iT afTer bEinG iN A
iSREAL pit of HeLL
on Terrestrial
for oh.. so
long.. of 66 months then..
anyway.. bottom line..
WiTh relatively
sPeaKinG noW AnGeL WinGs..;)

Every move is magic.. could you
be the devil could you be an Angel..
hmm.. as Katy Perry’s ET says..
she feels
a little
more apParentLY
than sHe knoWs..
of mE hehe.. but don’t
HEHE WE ARE ALL FucKinG oNE for those
of uS whO livE and kNoW anD TruLy FeeL
the KinGdoM of GoD noW..
jUst noW.. YeS Now
and that my FriEnd(S)
is the most epic Love
sTory noW that most
people sAdly fAil to
see until it’s to late
for death.. and in INfinity
way.. iF liFe is AlWays liVinG
they could live in that heLL of noT
kNoWinG and FeeLinG thiS Kingdom of HeaVen
of GoD of ALL thAT iS inCarNate HuWoMaNiFeST
as BeiNG noW one forevermorenow.. and thaT mY
FriEnds is wHy folks like mE/wE try so hard to gET
folks to see AND FeeL ThiS rather simple
and yET so eloquent
wAy of
for those
who are lost
in tHeir cultural
and religious illusions
and delusions of HeLL that
is sadly aLL to iSREAL noW2..
oh noW
sAd of All..
i kNow and FeeL noW..
and thE SMiLes is for Hope
for otHerS to somEhoW fiND
tHeir way Home.. as honestly
as Katy Perry says.. they are the
ET’s already and they live on tHeir
own self inflicted Wrong Planet now..
wHere the correct planEt is alWays the
Kingdom of God as HUman HeaVen iSReAL noW1 NoW2..:)

OKAy.. now play Can’t Hide Love.. iF yA liKe as
Synchronicity of God’s Language says.. in God’s
SiGn Language.. change the 1st theMe SonG Fred
to my Special Art Soldier.. Katy Perry’s
ET noW please.. as noW goeS oN..
and changes
as noW
dOes TrUe and LiGht
and dARk and FalsE..
the course for me
NoW is the
placE NOw..
Yes.. yes.. Yaass..
oF course WritE oN CoursE NoW..;)

Hmm.. i’M in need of a mood
changer somEwHere else
‘here’.. so this is
the Facebook..
Profile photo..
i WiLL usE juST
for that as iT is TruE
the Internet was more fully
deSigned to display photos of
sweet cats.. to remember yA
are A FucKinG hUman BeinG
after all the mechanical robotic..
worry of cognition is done for the
day iF iT is ever FucKinG dOne @ALL..;)

Okay noW Play Can’t Hide Love.. i AM
noW officiAlly done with A dARk
Jar of HeArts foR noW..
this is thE third now
i’Ve moved this SonG
doWn.. now to gET uP
as Jar oF liGht iSREAL..;)

Make that 4.. so sUre
you can stay with
mY Love iF yoU liKe iNsTEad..;)

WeLL.. my FriEnd.. Sanaa..
science in its systemizing
way says tHere are 5 kinds of Love..
Touch.. Acts of Service.. Words of
Affirmation that do NatuRAlly SinG
as SouNd with or without specific
acknowledgement of how
thAT SonG FeeLs iN
nuanceS NoW oF aLL
comFort as soMe nOws
EmoTions comE
that even
have no
and sensE
too.. and then
tHere is quality
nows of face to face
Interaction.. better yet
of course than only words
without real flesh and blood
facetime.. and finAlly ‘they’ say..
tHeRe are gifts.. and for me service
is enough for that.. as material goods
including green bLack dollars have no
Love SonG for ME.. but otHeRs.. tHey hEar
The MuSiC oF Love Differently and they most
often love to get what they give iN Language
of Love iN SonG thE sAMe.. aLL i
kNow and FeeL.. SeNsE..
iS my Love
is way too
big and even
bigger than
tHeSe science ways
of Love.. iT is exPANsive
aS InFiniTy BeYond even
that hUman word for ThAt..
and no.. mY Love never ever
has only one name to SinG..
iN FAct
iS sImply
i AM.. mY FriEnd..:)

SMiLes.. mYFriEnd
so trUe.. noW the Big
Bang kNows no hUman
hate.. books of illusory
fears or empty promises..
the Love oF BiG
BanG iS
iSreAL noW..
in A most ELegant
SonG oF anD DancE
noW Of ouR RealiTy
fELt aS WeLL wAves..
mY FriEnd Now iSREAL..:)

SMiLes.. depression
kNows no reaSon
or daughter
noW oF
and FeeLingS
of Numb are often
the disability that screAms
inside the most without even
bEinG hEard.. soUl withOut a SonG..
iNside foR hELp..:)

SMiLes.. sAd tEar
dropS on lEaves..
tossed to wind..
desiring onLY
to connect
one now
to anotHeR
Leaf.. fAll leaves
pile iN Love at Fairs..
sad tears fear of never
connect.. hmm.. been to
a few Sad leaF Fairs in life..
i ridE LonG.. Love Tree noW..:)

sMiLes.. yeah..
56 can kinda be
hard on a love of
dance2.. as the only
sound i make when i get
back from doing this noW iN
mY.. 123rd week.. in a dance
hAll of folks aRound 35 years
my junior.. is the Sound of Sanford
and Son as Red Fox stumbles in with
wife saying only if ‘they’ could ‘hear’ how
are not now..
sMILes.. Aging
as what
sinGs Free
and Old wiTh gRAce..
with not a sound my FriEnd..
quiet can be the Loudest
Love oF aLL..
in non-
Langauge noW
as A Dance feat goeS oN..
funny how some folks cannot
understand that not all SonGs of Love make Sound..
or even facial expressions for that matter my FriEnd..
as Dance
can be
the loudest
Love oF aLL
totAlly Quiet and iSREAL..
anyWay.. thanks for yoUr inspiRinG Words..
as a Dance Tree and LAmp oF liGht moveS oN..:)

To feel emoTionS in the ocean
much more than motion.. only
my FriEnd.. IS A gift
in the practice
of a poetic
that is trUly
rather rare
in males.. more
for culture than for
thE reaLity oF hUman
poTenTial WitH a heArt.. seeMs..
iT takes practice.. use tHe greAteSt
Love muscle.. or losT.. caN Apply..:)

Love aT
First siGht
would bE
impossible by a SonG..
alonE noW..
LoveS eYes
fLy hiGher
MuSic SinGS..:)

Nostalgia of Love
SinGS SonGs
of FeeLinGS
allone.. noW
all connected
iS all that Is..
no reaSon
to FeeL
LovE RinGs aLLonE..:)

Sad Songs often
feel more than
even happy Songs
as to bRing iN Science
to the miX of Love.. Grief
elevates Dopamine of Creativity
in Neuro-chemical way and sinks
Oxytocin Nurture
of social
goes lower2 as
as trust drops oFF..
but FeeLinGs FeeLinGs
yes.. God FeeLinGs can
be Stronger than ever beFore
as the Dopamine comes in rush
of finding
new love
for evolutionary
social innate instinct
and intuitive terms
means basic
in human flesh
and blood iSREAL
way.. hmm.. sorry noW
if i changed the mood as
science also says too.. all
stuff systemizing and worry
problem solving mind takes us
away from
the comfort
of the social
empathic intelligence
of ToGeTherNess of Human allone..
too.. in ‘Fred Talk’
way.. hehe.. yeah
i kNow.. i’ve got dry humor too..;)

PreDator eYes
pray a prey oF
visual deLiGht..
sonG of heARt
never gained.. never
used.. perhaps lost.. never
ever had aT all.. child abuse..
social abuse.. social neglect..
the reaSons range from A to
Z+innate ways too.. bottom line..
Predator eYes
pray a prey
of Visual
are forever
now.. then..
One niGht
stands faAl..
to dArk oF Day..:)

Cat purrS now so sweet..
Dog whimpers low..
Birds call..
Bees hum..
Baby coos..
Dolphins whales
SonG suBsonic
caLLs.. Free..
WiLd.. wE.. now
BreathE LovE..:)

All caught uP..
to dVerse Sounds oF Love..
5:23 pm.. 8172016.. foR NoW..:)

And side note.. ‘they’ deleted
that beautiful lyrical song
for Love of Moon..
oh well..
jars come..
they come
as human
oh.. sTiLL
so low
as YanG
of dArk
SinGS in BriGhtest
Love SonGs YiN iN Jars oF liGht..
and Sturgeon.. and green corn fuLL
Moon noW so BriGht.. as no one
deletes the moonliGht
in Grinch
heARts that
never heAR Moon
liGht is RiGht noW
as Song as sAMe..;)

And now at 10:49 pm..
back with 4 more Love
Sound dVerse prompt links now
added.. with more poetic Responses from me.. hehe.
coming.. next..;)

Laughter of missing
Love.. a hum from past
that refuses to go numb..
life with
of solace liGhter..:)

Wow.. reminds me how
i bless the day that i got
over my cat allergies
and can
have a purr
finAlly close
to my
even in bed..
how softly a cat heARt soothes..:)

In a new age where bootie dancing
has replaced slow dancing..
and Love songs have died..
mostly as such too..
not sure if
are what
most folks are
looking for anymore..
perhaps selfies and lowering
the fertility rates is in order from Nature..
to accommodate
the stresses
of over-population..
yeah.. i tend to over
tHinK over under thiNk..;)

my friEnd..
yes.. memories
of love in sonGs
oF heArt and other
senses that connect
as emoTioNs.. for me..
a faint smell of the perfume
‘Babe’.. and the weirdest thing..
now that you mention it.. i swear
i smelt it tonight in a sweaty gym..
and judging
from the
types there
in iron cast
military muscle..
perhaps it was
Ghost Buster
perfume no. 000..;)

All caught up at 11:13 pm..:)


SMiLes.. Victoria.. friEnd..
for me a Nautilus sheLL
as beach jar..
built now..
from scratch
and mansions
that do expand
in words as well
with motto of build
thee more stately mansions
by.. Oliver Wendell Holmes..
but quite honestly.. after Earning
three degrees at The University of
West Florida.. wHere the Nautilus and
Argonaut sings a snail-like fight Song of Trident
Waters Adventure.. i went to lEarn.. never ever thinking
about what i wanted to do.. next.. and i suppose for the longest
run now..
my gut
instinct then
was/iS correct..
a jar of freedom
in all Natural Nautilus
shEll in mansions of creativity
never meaSure A next sTep iSrealalWaysnow..
reAlly.. all i wanted to do was/is fulfill my human potential..
i had to get the money out of the way first and work.. after school..:)

Thanks my friend now for the
words of encouragement.. then..
i had no clue what i wanted to do..
even after i finished 33 years of work..
including a quarter of a Century working and
retiring from the Government.. my sister said
there would be another chapter in my life before
i ever dreamed of writing or dancing at age 49.. and
then a word..
a paragraph
a page and much
more and recovery from.. then..
in 2013.. a synergy of death threatening
illnesses.. a real miracle.. even validated
by the medical profession as such.. and
enough perspective to truly never need
to look back now my friend.. floWinG
iN ZonE.. i think the moral
of the story now..
is.. it’s never to
to gRow
now.. a New
Nautilus Shell
with Love of
what one does..
after seeking and finding it..:)


SMiLes.. my new Friend Rosemawrites..
thanks so much for staying on the raft.. haha..
and making it down the river of word flow all the way
to comment here.. as hehe.. you just floated through
what is approaching Novel length now with this
‘Macro-verse’ of A full blog site that is actually
one total long form poem of ‘ocean poem’
approaching 4 million words now..
hehe.. so yeah.. smiles
the whole
thing is
more like
a Tsunami River
continuing to spread
with no defined shores..
And you are certainly a welcome
addition to the dVerse trail my friEnd.
as you bring positive energy to words that
is sadly and certainly expectingly missing from
poetry land.. as my poetry started off in a very dark
place too.. but it got me out of the dark and now i celebrate
it all.. and sure.. i do mean all and that is where the photos help
too.. in ways of visual poetry aS weLL.. and for those of us sTiLL
young enough either in age or like me hehe.. in heArt.. SpiRit and
miNd and Body BaLanCinG soUl.. wHere the human body from head
to toe and all its functions becomes as holy and sacred as all elements
of life.. even the dArk pArts and sHades of grey that move past the rainbow..
hues of colors in Imagination and creativity that moves and connects beyond
what came noW so far past
beFore mY friEnd.. we can
certainly do new stuff with
the technology of today mixed
with free verse poetry of the then
yesternows of those pioneers of heArt..
spiRit.. SoUl.. no rules here.. no boundaries
and Queen Victorian prudent restrictions..
just life.. just life.. as free and wild that Nature
will bRinG to We when it is the essence that is
Holy and Sacred away from human made rules
that restrict our Nature and the whole
of Nature that i for one see
as a bigger God than
one trapped
in form
of words
and books from
the dusty past.. the
God in me and the God
of whole continues to evolve
i N E S S E N C E W I L D F R E E
the same as a much greater Force noW
as Stars Wars2 says.. than bEfore.. simply
’cause noW all that is WiLd and Free simply
is is my friend.. simply is without any REAL
limits and restrictions of the science of the
human mind that is the real illusion oF
the so-called human-made
of life
that truly
have no heARt..
no SpiRit and no soUl
as science has no tool to
adequately measure this non-
repeatable experiment that is
the existential intelligence of hUman
bEinG Quantum relEased as metaphor
of course.. as unleashed to DO MORE..
Have a great day.. the wind and water of
my voice and dance will nevermore now be held down
by shores of human made prisons that chain the more of WE…:)


Facebook Friend Ashe.. shares A sad
(Olympic Chinese Swimmer talking
all about swimming on her period
and not even calling it her ‘auntie’ like they
still do in incredibly still oppressed China)
and finally growing state of change in the
Chinese culture as tampons have been a
taboo there as lord knows.. huh.. that if a
woman is de-hymenated by a tampon
her worth as a human being
becomes basically
garbage.. huh..
half the world lives
in darkness and more..
and no it’s not just religion
that does this.. as China is
a predominately so-called atheist
country but in reality of course.. studies
show about eighty-percent of the culture
engages in some kind of FOLK religion..
they just don’t have the same words
of existential intelligence of all that
is like God or Allah.. they see a
a God out of words.. face palm..
like God of all Nature of all
existence is limited to the
forms of human words
or humans FucKinG
It doesn’t matter how smArt a person
is.. if the culture is ignorant..
the smartest people
in the world
can be
equally as ignorant..
as social acceptance
is the rule of human ignorance..
smiles.. my position as lifelong outcast
is truly a treasure of thought and feelings..
And hell
yeah.. i can
measure that too..
in many many empirical
ways of both art and science..
in other words.. both i and God
are bigger than culture.. simply noW
’cause we are wild and free.. and play
by no rules of approved chains and prison..
but no duh.. i play by all the local.. state and
federal laws.. but usuAlly don’t hang in socially
approved clubs.. as i am usuaLLy a little too ‘big’ to fIT in..
in empirically meaSurable ‘new’ standards of wiLd and FREE..;)


Well.. today is my 3 year anniversary writing on Word Press as my Ocean Poem as whole as i’ve often stated.. hehe.. is approaching 4 million words still.. if not already exceeding that in total.. as all of it is the original spirit of poetry that was alWays free verse until the rule makers and keepers got ahold oF it and penned it down from free.. hehe.. that as just another serendipitous pun.. for fun..
and sure.. synchronicity too..
and yeah.. the whole dAm
public writing project started on
March 10th.. 2013.. which makes this
mY 42nd month i am writing in now fuLL
total.. as witness for God of all that
iS that will culminate as milestone on 911..
2016 of this year.. and hEar’s the thing about
Garden’s of Band Aids.. you are the one who can
count your blessings best.. as these days it’s the way
of the world.. most everyone is finally able to obtain tHeir 15
minutes of so-called fame.. and as far as self actualization
and human potential goes.. a selfie dam sure beats a life..
lived under covers.. as far as
huMan MoVinG.. conNecTinG..
And creAting goes as wild and
free humans who are truly citizens
of the God of Nature’s Kingdom will
NatuRally do if set free.. and hell
yes.. even in the front row pews
of Southern Baptist churches..
young folks at least are
perusing porn as
that is what
any unrepressed
human being will do
in tHeir spare time at least
for 15 minutes or so to eliminate
frustration.. agression and tendencies
towards violence.. if they are not in a primitive
tribe that regularly practices the work of the night
in the missionary position of keeping enough human
beings in the work force to have some God dam
food.. as not everyone gets the grocery
store route to a full belly
of starch.. and sugar and
all ya can eat animal fats
and such to break this down..
hehe.. even further as i digress..
but am i really digressing.. no.. oF
course not because a garden of band-aids as in
the band or tribe that aides us in life can range
from the primitive work of the night that starts
as early as puberty.. where there are actually
no words in the language for either masturbation
or homosexuality as science does show THAT truly
shows how much the environment of repressing/
oppressing human sexuality from consensual and
peer appropriate age relations from puberty
do lead to the.. let’s just say.. fetishes of
life and don’t get me wrong.. science does
prove there is a 20% or so genetic component
of homosexuality.. but yes.. masturbation is
learned when there is not another way of
‘relief’ after puberty.. let’s just say2..
and the reason that some studies now
show from Arabian doctor’s themselves
that up to 80 percent of three to six year
old little girls are sexually molested and
exposed to fellatio and masturbating the
male members mostly of the family in
the home environment as well
as intimate associations with
others who are attached
to that home environment..
well here’s the thing.. in that
culture.. the opposite sex.. STiLL
allowed to touch.. until the women
are paid for in the Dowry system
to get a husband and the
appropriate paperwork
and ceremony for
so what happens..
perversion of course..
from what humans ‘normally’
do when un-repressed.. un-opressed
and who do not live in the insanity of
a patriarchal controlling culture that
believes if a woman is de-hymenated still
now before marriage they are simply trash..
evil.. and shit like that.. sadly they
are shooting themselves in the
foot.. as the real evil
is not being a Free
and Wild child of
God.. to get the
job of life done as Nature
would have it beyond the
insanity of human chains
of books.. of rules.. and religions too..
anyway.. to talk like this in the broad of
open human cultures.. makes a person more of
an outcast than socially accepted citizen..
as it’s not politically correct to make waves
of trUth and liGht.. yeah.. we all know about the
story of the myth and man of Jesus.. go against..
the cultural and or religious order of the land and
the penalties can be as severe as crucifixion in
Muslim Lands still.. and hehe.. in the good old U.S.
of A.. ya just get ignored.. deleted.. or banned online..
as now online is just about the only way people even
move.. connect and create with each other at all.. and
hell.. something.. anything..
is better than nothing.. like
a couch potato playing video games..
and watching TV and never even FucKinG
MoVinG.. ConNecTinG or CreaTinG or even
getting off the FucKinG chair of Life to even
FucKinG interact with life in the big world..
and FucKinG live.. so i do that..
and i accept myself holy and sacred
in all i do.. by continuing this garden
of band-aid here.. in super-epic fashion..
in the longest long form ocean poem still..
’cause trust me baby.. when you reach even
a hair breadth of your God Given potential in
all the higher powers of God of Nature given to
us when wild and free.. you are no longer
human as word.. you are
a FucKinG Free bird
of God in human
essence.. WiLd and FReED..
@least and west for me..
FloWinG iN
and yeah.. baby..
like all Jonathan Seagulls
do who have not had their
wings clipped by culture and
or religious lies now.. still ugh..
baby.. this is the 21st century.. NoW..
it’s L I V I N G S T O N noW T i M E..
it’s Now to make a more baroque Nautilus
Shell than the before of chains and prisons
of books with mOldy stains of shackles down in hell..
on earth..
God flies
and so do WE
ALL when WE FREE..:)

Visiting the Garden of ‘Band Aid’

i am A Rocky NoW
oF DancE and poEtry..
and i can FucKinG
in Paradise..
AKA the Kingdom
oF God oF NatUre
iN Heaven juST noW..
so yeah.. baby.. SinG and DancE
FReED.. @LEast and west for mE..:)

Rocky in Paradise

So.. a real modern day Kerouac or Whitman..
Ginsberg.. TS Elliot.. Dickinson.. and just about
any other really memorable poet.. yeah..
like what is reported of Jesus and
Buddha.. too.. and sure a
few verses from the
Kuran too.. that are
not all rapey and bloody
feeling.. steps into a poet’s
pub.. hehe.. with the modern
rule makers of poetry.. and tries
to get a seat.. and yeah.. like Jesus
and his dirty feet and sandals.. without
a buck to see of Caesar’s coins to get a drink..
as Jesus.. when you are really in heaven.. wine
stinks.. and just moves away from the experience of
Heaven now.. in poetic ways of writing too..
as ya wanna be 100% wired sober..
and drunk real in the ecstatic
mind and body balance
expanding state of
being unadulterated
by drink.. or even culture
and religion too.. to dance and
write free as any Apollo and Pan freed
hybrid will certainly do now.. and if you
have what science shows is the modern
version of the human attention span of
commercial TV that is literally the size
of A Gold Fish attention and focus..
i’ve already lost ya.. at the second
short line of about above..
and that’s okay.,
it is what it is..
i do art in SonG
and DancE of Poetry
as i AM art and Art makes
i very happy just to do ArT..
audience or not.. it is what it is
and i give and share.. as hey.. it’s
free to do that these days.. in so many
free avenues.. with pockets empty of the
greenblack devil of dollar bills.. anyway.. NOW
back to the dVerse poet’s pub story.. they
wouldn’t know a Kerouac.. a Whitman
a Ginsberg.. TS Elliot.. Dickinson
or a real life Jesus or Buddha
if he/her came in just to see
what was going on
in the online
world of art..
and as history shows..
the conservative rule making
and science making grey pompon
world of art.. stays bound to books..
and words and in general the art
of concrete symbols.. of bEfoRe..
and in this renegade of art
poem of Poetic Martial
Dance Science.. they
were celebrating the photography
OR essence of a poet who liked to
break the rules.. and a poem i had already
written fit that essence in 5 elements of empirical
measure i was ready to defend if necessary and then
the literally thinking poet.. who does really great
as many of them do in describing the literal
sensory environment of life beyond
the deeper existential poetic
elements of life.. deleted
my poem without even
allowing me to defend
the spirit and essence
of what i was doing
by honoring the
poet as prompt..
i in clear detail in the
comments section went
on to defend the meaning of
my poem.. but in the empathy-less
world of online.. people are just objects
and not treated like beings with feelings..
where the clarification and validation of
communication and differences of
opinions and creative differences
specifically are not reciprocally
honored as ‘normal’ human
beings in the REAL WORLD
so i wrote an Email to
‘Brian’.. writing mostly of my
dismay of not even being allowed
to defend the meaning of my poem
to have a voice.. and he basically said..
she is in charge of the prompt so she can
dictate whatever the FucK she wants in
consequences no matter how wrong
she is iNempirical analysis of the
whole dam poetry
shooting match..
and i had already
encountered a stiff
collared teacher who said
that poetry is not poetry unless
it is brief.. failing to learn the lesson
of history that free verse long form poems
are the beginning of most all of human written
communication.. collected intelligence and even
fucking complex cultures as whole.. in other words..
she didn’t even know where poetry came from or what
it even really is as essence in what some describe as
Holy spirit flow of words and this works for dance too..
as she was one of those paint by numbers ballet
associated folks too.. that i at 235LBs can
dance circles around.. ’cause i go
by no rules as the Neo of
the Dance world
and even martial
arts and poetry too now..
anyway.. i document it for the
record to inspire other potential
folks who have much more than
the attention span and focus of a gold
fish and wanna ACTUALLY FULFILL SO
NOW.. no.. this is not for everyone and truly it may
only be for me.. but never the less i can share
my cheap thrills and give them away for next
to nothing in greenback evil dollar bills so
i jUSt do that too..
as Jesus.. i don’t even
have to pay for paper online
or kill trees that i hug oh so tight WITH GOD

Poetic Martial Dance Science

Jesus F. in Christ.. THEN..
culture put me in a hell sHeLL..
at this point and 4 decades of real
Hell to come.. aWay from
free.. wandering
40 yearS in
a desert
with no
nerds are
made in my
mostly.. NOT BORN..:)


AND YES.. more on
purgatory here.. in
Milton Patriachal
driven schools..
from this Facebook
Algorithm provided memory
from a year ago.. to date now..:)

Purgatory M School

And now i think and feel.. it would have
really been sad if i gave into the devil and
the hell that was me back in 2008 after going
without sleep in a perfect storm of total human
exhaustion and 19 medical disorders.. many of
which were not diagnosed at that point.. yes.. in that
lent period through March and April of 2008.. with the
worst pain known to humankind later diagnosed as
type two trigeminal neuralgia also known in some
circles as Sluder’s Headache.. and a generic
term of atypical face pain.. during all waking
hours for what would come to be then
from January of 2008 where actually
it started as early as the Winter of
2006 when suddenly i couldn’t
stand colors on the TV screen..
oh so strange like what the
fuck hell is this that no
doctor could
or is even
in a textbook
as far as i know
of colors hurting..
anyway.. the real hell of the
pain went 66 months until the
end of July 2013 around the 22nd
of that month.. and in that lent period
of 2008.. sure just coincidence huh..
or synchronicity of darker God
winks.. with the addition
of Dysautonomia..
where my Autonomic
Nervous system no longer
synched my heart rate and
blood pressure together appropriately
i would gasp for breath every time i was
so exhausted for sleep.. the psychiatrist
who didn’t really understand what the fuck
in totality was going on for me in real earth hell
prescribed an alpha blocker to mend my autonomic
nervous system.. in his best guess way of practicing
pill medicine.. and yes.. i got about one hour of very
shallow card board sleep for each of 35 days in lent
then.. and the last 5 of 40.. i could not sleep at all
no matter alpha blocker or not..
so.. somehow even though
i had lost the strength
to make it to the
shower.. i got my
car keys where they
were hid from me.. and
wanted to ram my car in to
a tree to escape from living hell..
oh yeah.. the Sjogren’s syndrome
where my eyes quit making tears altogether
was like having your eyes open and swimming
in salt water during all waking hours too.. severe
degenerative arthritis in my spine and spinal stenosis
not yet diagnosed either and Fibroymyalgia.. anhedonia..
alexithymia.. Severe Depression.. Severe anxiety.. all
related of course.. with panic attacks and PTSD
and other disorders that people call
hell but were a piece
of cake then
compared to
the others like
being on the Autism
Spectrum.. ADHD.. and
stuff like that.. made a perfect
storm of worse then.. living death..
but the worst part of all was losing
all my emotions all together in piece
of paper existence where at one point
i could feel nothing at all and when i say
nothing at all that is no metaphor that was
the literal reality of piece of paper existence
at that point in lent.. where one second was a
thousand years of hell.. and there was really
no time at all but all time as hell.. that
place iSREAL as real as the heaven i
live in now.. and trust me.. do your
best to stay away from stress.. as chronic flight or
fight stress.. will not only kill but make hell eventually
real in life too.. it’s not worth it even if you have to
be homeless and eat out of garbage bins..
it is beyond better than
REAL FucKinG Human
Hell.. so.. here’s the deal know..
i am Still diagnosed with Asperger’s
syndrome with most of the rest of the
stuff technically in remission.. but i for
one have 100% hope.. faith and belief
it ain’t coming back.. and no it’s not..
no matter.. if modern medicine has
no hope.. no faith.. no belief
or prayer as whole
of that.. there
are much greater
powers of healing
in the human will
in total 100% positivity
of white light fearless love
that science cannot touch as
it is beyond the measure of their
scientific method instruments now..
but to not use that power is beyond
ignorance.. beyond a place
that can be
piece of
hell existence..
and yes.. after being
stone dead cold as
depressed for
66 months and
rising like
a phoenix
from the
ashes of
that.. i transformed
into a totally different
human being and am assessed
as Bi-Polar.. and with
the technical definition
of that with being God
obsessed in hypergraphic
way of witnessing
for God close to
moving towards
4 million words
now and doing free
verse nude poetry
as passionately as
possible.. sure i fit
that label too.. yes now..
but i do not harm anyone
or myself along the way..
and history is full of folks
doing this.. when the culture
says it’s the norm.. and even
celebrated eventually in history
per the example of King David
of course as myth..
but i AM iSREAL NOW..
WHEN I die.. i did not jump
off that bridge.. that i Found
to end it all.. i endured.. i persevered as devil
in hell.. i never really GOT mad at God and Nature
same as at least i found love in my life where before..
i didn’t think i could.. well before that in purgatory
parts of life.. so i never ever fully gave up.. at least
in what counts in the action of taking the next step
alive no matter how much hell it was to just do that..
to go on.. yes.. when i die.. no matter if anyone
else notices or not.. my last
breath will
i lived..
and hell
yes.. whether
oR not heRE..
AND this is my graffiti
on the side of the wall of the
world that is my tombstone noW
of Real even before i die.. i LiVE NOW..
yeah.. i know and feel.. this is like a whole
script of a movie.. from head to toe.. in just
one little micro-verse.. of a macro verse of
my ocean whole poem now.. but like i say..
i live
and i NOW
do live EPiC
as any real
hell bound
devil who

Anyway.. like ‘the theme song’
so nicely illustrates.. i don’t
ride a bike any more.. but it is
my own personal Holy and Sacred R and R
Thursday for Dance and other related activities
just for fun… thaT are sTill paRts of WhoLe
of my art in appreciation of all of my life..
its form.. and functions.. and yes..
essence too WitH
GoD wHole
oF NatuRe
so.. yes..
tonight noW
is my 123rd week
of celebrating my free
style of wild neo-like dance
with all the cool college age
folks from Seville Quarter.. and
i have been so weighted down in free
verse poetry lately that i have been
arriving a little late with much
difficulty in even getting
a parking spot as
dam that
place has
sure gotten
popular in the
last two years
since i started going
there when Spring of 2014
arrived in the end of March
that year.. and so did i at Old
Seville to dance free as free can be..
like these words here.. hehe.. alive i’LL
to bE
with more fun
dance photos coming
to this 695th Macro
Verse of Ocean whole form
poem.. and sure to be shared at
lEast in paRt in the 696th verse
stARting potentially later today in Micro V
Verse way in the comments section of this published
Macro Verse here.. of ‘Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts’..
also later today coming soon.. and
yes.. photos coming
after the wee
hours of dance
ends around
3 am
on then
as i continue
the celebration
of three years on
Wordpress and
the 42nd month
of my


i find human funny.. no.. not
the essence of what God of Nature
creates as humans but the cultures and
religions they are born into that becomes only
clothes of humans so far away from the essence
of what they can be and are.. if not trapped in the
forms of what other humans create..
i remember regaining the pleasure
of my sight and hearing
at the end of July..
2013.. and the
thrill to buy a
very expensive pair
of Maui Jim Sun Shades..
with a patented tint technology
that finally relaxed my ocular nerve
enough to see beauty again fully with
pleasure.. i had been writing poetry to
before the July of Recovery for a few months
since March 10th of 2013.. in witness of what i knew
about God of all of nature starting with that first post there
of my perspective of all that is otherwise known as God then..
but still i could not feel this beauty..
my words were only shells of the
essence of God.. and it’s
true.. art.. means little
to folks who only
gain their
of life in
a world of
material order
that is manmade from
the start as God’s Painting
flows in winds of skies as pastel
colors of sky that swirls without straight
lines and sharp angles to make a cave for
humans to hide from the beauty of GoD wHole
so far beyond a book or words manmade no different
really than houses of words with bolted doors to keep people
trapped inside away from a greater beauty of God to see and
experience whole.. anyway.. in the September of that year.. one
of my first public outings at the Seafood festival in Pensacola
being able to use my eyes and ears without almost
intolerable pain for the first full month since
66 months of that pain.. brought
a renewed gratitude
for the blessings
of all of Nature
God brings beyond
dead things that humans
make into the life of they..
i found taking photos of
grand oaks atop my head
and ha.. a lady said what
is he doing.. oh my god yes..
and it’s true.. there is poetry
that expresses the deeper of life..
and there is language that attempts
to stay as concrete in form and meaning
as possible to avoid another interpretation
of reality in differences of opinion.. and that’s
okay as life is very scary to some folks and any
difference to ponder is more fuel to the stress of
fear of difference in life to they.. so they need those
angles and straight lines of homes.. to survive comfortably
it seems.. but for me the greatest poetry is the poetry of God
i see in the visual images of nature.. and the greatest poetry of
God i FeeL is of course in me.. as i dance an all free style of
Dance with God to feel more and more of God in senses and
emotions in every new move i make.. meanwhile.. God
Paints the sky.. with a new portrait for me to capture
and share for those who care to partake in
that moment of glory in the
coming of God always
now.. sadly.. some
folks miss
for the
homes and
books and yes..
somenows words..
that board them from
Seeing and Feeling more
of God.. inside.. outside.. above
and yes so below of all around.. any
way.. life is a Rorschach test with ink of
God as painter of that test of reaLiTy whole
like nights in white satin.. and days with colored
clouds as skeYes of God.. some folks see beauty
and others see evil in the same paint of God’s sKeYes..
almost everything i feel and see is holy and sacred simply
as i create that experience of life with the relative free will
of seeing and feeling that is malleable for DArk and potentially
so much more liGht free in bliss.. nirvana.. satori.. yes.. the heaven now..
a Jar oF liGht and DArk heARts is the same in essence as we do have
a great deal of choice and will of what fills that jar up in color.. black
or white.. or a rainbow of SenSinG and FeeLinGs never ever felt
as finger
print of God
as WE MORE..:)

Late Lament..

“Breathe deep
the gathering gloom,
Watch lights fade from
every room. Bedsitter people
look back and lament, Another day’s
useless energy spent. Impassioned lovers
wrestle as one, Lonely man cries for love
and has none. New mother picks up and
suckles her son, Senior citizens wish
they were young. Cold hearted orb
that rules the night, Removes the
colours from our sight. Red is
grey and yellow white.
But we decide
which is right.
And which
is an


Facebook Friend
Rafiah.. shares a slide
show of two slides that
provide a photo of a meadow
with rabbit eating carrot and another
one with the material reductionism
of physics describing all
of the equations
by human
to determine
order out of
and i in

who is
the rabbit
now or the
physicist.. hmm..
i for one now
have visited
both and i don’t know..
i do art..
after all it is
60% of the word
smart.. somenows the
secrets of life are in plain
view of
TrUe and
and as far
as i don’t know
that my FriEnd Rafiah..
is the art of God and Language..:)

Rafiah.. provides a surreal
park scene with beautiful
colors.. a tardis in the
park from the
Dr. Who
TV show..
that she currently
is enthralled with..
and a couple
walking the
in the colors
of rain under
an umbrella..
and i sure don’t
blame her now as the
choices of entertainment
for a 22 year old woman..
soon to turn 23 in Pakistan..
are not that diverse in potential..
it seems to me..
so i say..
in return..

i visit again..
who is happier..
the couple.. under the
umbrella.. the colorful
lights.. or the tardis from
another place.. i say..
under the

And now i say..
perhaps my friend
will.. interact.. hehe..
by the next Macro-Verse..
and i work really hard to
have any friends at all outside
family.. but that my Friend(s) is the price
noW of
FREE.. it doesn’t
alWays make friends..
very easy at all..
but yes..
it is
it.. as when
the last sleep comes
it will be we and God allone..
as truly that is always under the Umbrella..
and no.. there is no tardis escape for that..:)








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Hi Victoria.. thanks so much
for taking the long way home..
haha.. in getting to the bottom of
all of this.. very kind of you to drop
by with those very nice words of appreciation
and next stop for me dance.. dance.. dance..
more dance
My FriEnd..
be by your
place tomorrow to
comment as i have
to have 10 fingers to
do that then properly
as smart phones
for me
just one finger
wItH SMiLes.. aGaiN..:)

Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for dropping
by again.. and sMiLes.. i am happy you see
my comments as fun.. i aM juSt
about recovered
from the
act of dance
last night and
will be by soon..
to see more of what
dVerse has to offer and
respond to your ‘My Friend’
poem as FriEnds are so important
to find and maintain in this world of wordS now..
where the turn of a friEndly card becomes the
creation now
oF humanLY
FriEndly Words..;)

My friEnd..:)


I’m not normal. I refuse to be normal. Not being normal is awesome; in fact, some folks with open minds see it as Super Epic. I have great respect for Alex for developing this site as it helped me to develop my writing talents that I never developed in any creative way in either school or work; just on a couple of occasions where for some reason I broke free in middle school for a Christmas story contest and Philosophy class in college.

In short, i reached deep down and expressed emotions in words that was very difficult for me to do other than short factual statements all about non-fiction, of course.

Anyway, I don’t post here anymore, because it is very difficult for me to conform to the form of what folks name as the way the English Language is written in straight lines all the way across the page.

In my opinion, it should be expressed naturally like sound waves, or perhaps more poetically put like the waves of the Beach and what is left when the essence of the Ocean become the shorelines of that essence as waves and never ever straight lines.

I am a curvy person now; I do not move by sidewalks in steps or lines of pages by words. But, Smiles, most of the rest of the world sees lines and sidewalks, and moves accordingly the straight and narrow path of what is designed by the architects of sidewalks and pages. I am much more now like the Matrix oracle and Neo2 and architect3.

Anyway, to make a ‘normal’ paragraph break. I refuse to be normal, because i can. I am re-tired with rubber now on what once was hard and metal wheels, and am Financially Independent and without that millstone of Having To Conform, and by the way I would fully capitalize those three words for emphasis but the straight line and sidewalk folks of the world, of course, would see that as yelling, instead of simple emotional emphasis as that is the what normal expects; and sure, I understand that as i used to conform to normal to survive in society.

There are two types of intelligences assessed in science. One, is fluid intelligence; and the other is crystalized intelligence. I just so happen to have a great deal of both, as empirically assessed, now. What that this means is I know the facts and I can revert back to normal writing, if I apply the rule of sidewalks and lines of conformity in crystalized intelligence.

According to research by Michelle Dawson, non-verbal Autistic folks with a verbal delay in childhood, like me, who had this difficulty until age four, often compensate with fluid intelligence as neuroplasticity and epigenetics will humanly and naturally do to adapt to challenge of environmental struggle and change. And later in life they actually exceed so-called ‘normal’ ‘neurotypical’ folks in measures of fluid intelligence.

And interestingly, these once non-verbal so-called Non-Verbal Autistic folks, also have been shown in Dawson’s small studies as exceeding so-called folks with the diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome, in measures of fluid intelligence. They still lag behind, though, in crystalized intelligence as measured in standard IQ test way. The Raven Matrices measure of fluid intelligence provided the measure needed to illustrate this ‘Autistic Advanatage’, per the non-verbal folks with language delay of spoken speech.

In reference to one of the comments in ‘this’ discussion, where an individual stated that their classmates sort of stagnated after high school, per Michelle Dawson’s research, this makes a little common sense, as use it or lose it applies to all stuff human being.

Go to school and learn facts and get a job and do the same thing over and over and sit in the same basic way of sitting down all day; and physical, sensory, emotional, fluid, and crystallized intelligences stagnate from not doing very many things different anymore, than at least school demands in the way of learning so-called new facts, from before that increase crystalized intelligence in memory way.

And yes, of course, it is more complicated than that but I’ll try to keep this somewhat short in what my potential is of writing close to a Novel in one sitting, as I continue to increase both types of intelligence by simply using it, gaining it, and never losing it, to this point at least, in my life.

Interestingly, when Hans Asperger’s case study patients were followed up on later in life; most had found niches they were good at and were doing quite awesome, in fact; credit fluid intelligence of course, in adaptation to challenge of struggle in the environment, and change.

Now, then, the thing about the original assessment of what Hans named as Autistic Psychopathy; verbal delays like mine until age four were included in that assessment. The APA was as they say, stuck in the world of crystalized intelligence and wanted to make the diagnosis as ‘normal’ people do, by the Crystalized Intelligence book of before. So, they made basically a watered down version of what they already named as Autism, by simply reducing the number of diagnosing elements to ‘Autism Lite’, also known as Asperger’s Syndrome, back in the 1994, DSM IV addition of that diagnosis.

Now, the DSM 5 has come up with a behaviorally determined cover-all diagnosis to make life even easier for them to label it as just one thing. This is what normal people do. They come up with labels and pills to make life easier for them to solve problems.

Problem is; this approach is symptom based rather than root of condition based. And of course that root in the case of Autism is in the whole of the human being in all types of intelligence; including sensory, physical and emotional intelligences that Standard IQ does not assess at all. And if you’ve ever met a psychiatrist; most lack high degrees of emotional and physical intelligences as they are medical doctors and they have been studying facts in the way of crystalized intelligence for literally decades sitting at a desk and now even worse, attached to a computer all day; even in the office with the patients at-hand attempting to do mechanical cognition and social cognition at the same time, which even science shows now, is not what human beings are evolved to do efficiently without the potential for great stress and reducing the proficiency of both types of cognition now, when each is not focused on separately. And of course that is common sense, but no, common sense is not always the way of the crystalized intelligence of what comes before in book way. By the way, wow that was a really long paragraph and sentence; it could be so much easier to read without these long, long lines.

I am diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome by three diagnosing professionals, still. I have the paperwork to prove it. My sister is also diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome. More than likely my father and grandfather had the same condition but of course, the diagnosis was no where to be seen in most of their lifetimes. My father did law enforcement and never rose above the ‘degree’ of Deputy Sheriff as he lacked the social skills to supervise. My Grand father was an X-Catholic Priest and a noted Author of last Century who even dined with Einstein in the socialist party circles in New, New York in the intellectual circles of that place then. By the way I am very wordy and can be very precise and detailed too, if I choose to express that type of intelligence with relative human free will.

Initially, my doctor diagnosed me with PDD NOS, because of the language delay in childhood; but after further assessment changed me to the Asperger’s syndrome diagnosis, per the original Hans Asperger’s diagnosis of the condition that includes a potential language delay in childhood that is often associated with Hyperlexia, in which I was a very precocious reader with difficulties in reading comprehension that fits that mold too.

I have extreme tactile sensitivity, which means I cannot touch anything manmade without extreme discomfort. I spent most of my life in man-made environments with hands closed and rarely open, to avoid touching man-made stuff with my finger tips.

This Wrong Planet Internet site, helped me immensely to express myself in writing. I thank Alex Plank, very much for the opportunity to write on this site, as by the time I was able to accommodate 19 medical disorders, enough to write on a computer, about two inches from the screen in extreme pain, with most of the disorders, likely a result of Autistic Burnout after conforming to what society expected of me in over 30 years of work; yes, this site probably literally helped to save my life, as I was suicidal for the two years before that. I had Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the worst pain known to humankind, like a Dentist Drill in my right eye and ear without novocaine, for a total of 66 months, from wake to sleep; including 33 months with a lot of that time spent here writing as no drug would touch that pain, and writing helped me a little to remove it from my focus.

It took me 66 months to recover from two years of fight or flight stress that basically almost killed me, as science shows now the stress hormones will break down one’s body from head to toe, which did happen in my case. Doctors have no idea what causes Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, but in my case it certainly may have been associated with the break down of myelin sheaths as i was in pain in every cell of my body from head to toe, too. I was also assessed with Fibromyalgia, Sjogren’s Syndrome, Dysautonomia, and Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine, etc., but the worst part was losing my emotions as without emotions there is no glue for cognitive executive functioning.

What I found in my personal research in the road to having an incredibly awesome and epic life now as assessed by some third party interests, is increasing my physical, emotional, and sensory intelligence through free style dance and free verse poetry to connect language with emotion and to regulate emotions and integrate senses through the art of movement (dance/martial arts) as all emotions and senses flow through the human body, and moving naturally regulates emotions and integrate senses when one moves innately, instinctually and intuitively without lessons on how to move.

Anyway, I am comfortable in my own skin now, in ways of getting around the world with advanced proprioception and in emotionally regulating my feelings in the human environment and integrating senses, which means I am centered and no longer lost in an environment, ‘out there’. Yes, I have great self-awareness now, where I was incredibly deficient in this human skill before that seems to come naturally for most everyone else.

Here’s the thing though, with use it or lose it; I received all my gold stars in school, through my Hyperlexic ‘super power’ of reading very fast and memorizing rote facts that I spit back like a computer on multiple choice tests. The teachers loved it, as they never had to help me do anything in the way of learning or tests. Problem was that had little to nothing to do with the real life of work that I would encounter after earning three degrees in college, So, in a way, this incredible strength was my incredible weakness, as I failed to work very very hard on the types of physical, emotional, and sensory intelligences that would make life so much easier than the incredible hard it was that almost literally killed me by age 47.

I survived. I adapted to struggle and changed. I continue to rise now and thrive.

There is even a song for that I will share below. I am so sorry that I did not continue that line above to the side of this page, as I must conform here to come back to even say all of this. But here’s the other thing, my so-called professionally labeled Autism is Super F iN epic and it has made me one of the most epic individuals to ever dance and write on this earth, and I prove that by writing the longest long form poem in the history of humankind, now approaching 4 million words; and sure I literally prove it with my signature link below, as it is way too long to ever ever publish in print.

In fact, Microsoft word says it would take over 30,000 paper pages to print what I name as the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’. And i also have fully documented almost 6,000 miles of dance in tens of thousands of photos in that same Super Epic personal bible of mine in autobiographic fashion too that includes close to 1000 selfies of gorgeous college age girls smiling ear to ear with me at the dance hall I have danced now for 122 weeks named Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola Florida. Funny, the girls never liked me in school, much. And now totally beautiful college age girls I do not even know attempt to kiss me, or at least that’s what it looks like at the dance hall with their friends, as recent as last night. And I can even prove it here, with my signature link in my most recent blog post with the photo, as the photo is too big to fit the formatting here, in case one wonders, if i am telling the truth.

I make zero dollars by doing this. I have danced walked a free verse style of martial arts and ballet everywhere i go now for almost 6 thousand miles after I recovered from the disabling portions of those 19 disorders that without question I suffered with, like A Biblical ‘Job’ for 66 months, as a shut-in in my home. Yes, Autistic Burnout hurts, very bad, as I can certainly attest to.

So what does this have to do with the topic at hand. Autism cannot be assessed by behavior alone, as far as what makes it the most difficult of all to deal with in the inner Universe of the human being. No one could see the stress I was under when I was in those two years of flight or fight stress at work, as i conformed, as I truly believed I would never ever get another job because people most always thought and expressed I was weird. I wore a mask of Okay when I was literally slowly dying inside. It really hurt, so bad.

No one could see that hell, but me. I looked normal enough on the outside, and still do now. I am different. I am even too different to post here the way I normally speak now in words, and I accept that as I do not expect anyone to tolerate or accept me, as often folks don’t. To each his or her own is the way I live. Where folks tolerate and accept me it’s wonderful, and where folks don’t, I move on to greener pastures, as online allows an environment out of my closed- minded community in my red state area to do that in ways of blog and poetry to express all of who I am as different and human being.

As far as dancing everywhere I go like a Bruce Lee Ballerina at around 6 feet tall now at 235 Lbs of solid muscle. I am stronger than every Marine in my military gym with legs now that press close to half a ton 33 times in what the strongest folks who leg press there cannot even budge as I’ve watched them try it up close and personal to their dismay. So no, i am no longer that uncoordinated Five foot 10 inch, 120LB scrawny boy from Middle School with the long blonde hair, pretty blue eyes, and eye lashes that people called the F word and not Fred.

My genetics are different, I matured slowly, and am still getting stronger by the day, as empirically assessed at the gym. So, no one messes with me in the general public, as I can easily pass now for a College Linebacker who floats like a butterfly and can sting like a bee with martial arts kicks every which way and loose.

Botton line is, I do not fit in, but I still rise to the occasion of all my human potential and am no longer held back by anyone who lives on the pages and sidewalks of crystalized intelligence. I am fluid as whole, and I am the Ocean and Field and Wave and Particle whole as one in trinity of threes that even science assesses as real.

As above so below, inside, outside, and all around. Most folks don’t realize we are walking and talking mini-me’s of the Universe when whole and part the same. I was blessed by Nature in what I view as God to be able to see and feel this.

If my Autism Is a Disability, I fail to see and feel this. In fact I fail to see any labels at all.

I am, I rise and thrive, end and beginning of the story whole.

And this will not make total sense to perhaps
95% of the people here as you folks are
much more normal than me,
as whole
as my
shows here.

Oops, I did it again. Again, just dropping by out of respect for Alex. He probably is more Autistic like I am when I was his age too. And sure, he has already done something super epic by creating this site. It just took me longer at age 50 and after to start the journey of me finally getting free away from societal expectations that make no sense for me.

I was the last kid picked on sports teams, and the one who was picked on by almost everyone for being different in middle school.

I am now, likely the most different person of all in my local community, as assessed by that ‘general audience’. But here’s the thing, I accept all of who I am now from head to toe. No one stops me from being me now, because I am strong enough to be me now, no matter what anyone else thinks or feels about that..

I no longer conform.

Again, I rise, I thrive.

I sing
A Song
of Free.

Thanks Alex.
You did a great thing
by making this site.

And no, no one will ever ever cure me
again into the insanity of normal as insame..;)

And as the moderators predicted, I am still incurable from being me. And at least for me I F in Love it. And no, I cannot come back, ’cause I will not conform. But again, that does not mean I do not appreciate Alex for helping me to finally be me, by creating the opportunity to write on this site, as Super Epic in so many ways never ever seen before.

Have a nice day.
I hope every one here will
one day rise, thrive, and never
ever conform again. But yes, first,
make sure you have some money,
as the working world will not accept that;
The ‘normal’ one at least, with smiles; but sure, I could on and on about that so bye, and I do mean bye to this straight line..;)

(Song Rise, by Katy Perry for inspiration. Inspiration is important in life
and so are emotions fully expressed and not repressed or oppressed.)

Whatever it is i have.

It is a gift

Bottom line,
and I prove it everyday,
for the naysayers of life that
say you can’t, you can’t, just ’cause you are different.

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !

SMiLes mY FriEnd..
Victory.. in vicStory..
as i look back in youth
i looked for that Friend that friend as
mountainous tower of electrifying light
as you say so eloquently and poeticAlly
here.. to help me on my way.. noWhere to
bE found then so i looked within.. and i must
say it took me 40 years total from age
13 to 53 of walking in a cultural desert..
to find
that friEnd
in Me.. and it
seems a Universal
experience.. some folks
call it vision quest.. others
call it satori.. some others
call it being reborn again
or Kundalini Rising..
and scientist type
folks call
actualization ..
but what i kNow
and FeeL and SeNse
for sure is the essence of
this fRiEnd within iS real..
i call this friEnd me..
the me who
waiting to
simply come
out and direct and
produce and act a play
of relative free will.. no longer
subject as an actor in someone
else’s play(s) oF liFe
the potential
oF aLL of ME
F R e E D noW
aS i directs actor I in
exclamation point spirit
super epic play oF liGht liFe!..:)

Victoria responds and i quote her here..

‘Yes, we are all our own best teachers/friends/mentors.
Seek the guru within..:-) But hopefully you’ve had
a few people who pointed you in the right direction.’

i respond..

As a philosophy
Teacher from Junior
College.. named
Hunt.. did provide
Some helpful hints..
The rest of it
Seemed lost..
In comparison..;)

Victoria says..

‘Well, it sounds like you’re reaching out
and being the mentor to others
that you did not find.
You’re a blessing!’

i say..

And you
Are so
A welcome
Addition to nice..:)

Victoria says..

‘So sweet-tears:-)’

then i say..

So.. i’M stArting
To think here in terms
Of that really
Cool Fox spoof
About ‘Lucifer’..
Per.. ‘Did Father
Send you’..
In other
i am
Both literally
And meta-physically
Getting an Angel
oF liGht Vibe
From you
It is rare
As literally
100 or so K
Online has
Sincerely.. Me..:)

Victoria responds in kind..

‘That’s so kind
My kids might laugh
at that though’

And with even
more wit i say..;)

And dArk
in the yin
And yang of
Human real
My wife
Can certainly relate
To that too or shall
I SAy i can
As sHe Angel2..;)

Victoria says..

‘Yes there is a lot of dark here.
Glad you’re married to an angel
angel emoticon.’

i say..

On ocasSion2..
Or that assistant
On the Fox show..
Lucifer.. A little
My angel uP2..;)


Friend Rafiah shares a Facebook Status that says..

If any pet come into my life ever,
I’ll name it TARDIS..;)

And i return with..

A cat
Is nice..;)

Rafiah says in liking response..

I like cats. I imagine calling Tardis
and it jumps over my lap and cuddles
like your cat does to your Kat in pics..:)

And i say..
i pray that you will
have a cat my friend
and even more
than one…:)

And i say now here and there
and everywhere.. we really do have
a lot of advantages in the United States
and i.. in the United States have a tremendous
privilege and advantage and even innate ability
now that i almost magically got over my allergies
too.. where my airways no longer close up with a cat
inside.. Humans through history have almost always lived
side by side with other domesticated animals.. to lose that
connection is to lose the connection greater with Nature that
shows one clearly that we all are same as Animals whole of
God and Nature same.. and the same is true that i live where
A Forest lives that i can walk into by simply going out my
back door any now of day or night.. but it is raining
now.. so i am focusing on writing instead…
and too how privileged i am to live
in the country of the U.S. of A.
that has plans for people
to retire and ways
to save incredible
amounts of money
to do that in government
work too.. and even a safety
net for folks who succumb to
unforeseen disabilities that are sometimes
even invisible to those who attempt to understand
the disabilities from the outside in.. and what else..
the fact that i live in a place where someone
has strange as me can simply
be me.. to no great
affront of that
others as
just too
be all of
me free all i want
to be of me now..
i am lucky to live
here.. in this
of heaven
afforded by all the
ancestors and the origin
of all that is now.. now AKA
GOD that iS real ALLREALNOW..:)

Facebook Friend Michael responds
by saying.. in reference
to the TARDIS

But it’s just a small blue
box tripping the light fantastic..;)

And then i respond..

sMiles yes..
Doctor Doctor..

And now i say..
for those with eyes
and ears to see and hear more..
i for one am not planning
ALL of these God Winks..
if you are not seeing
the proof
by what
i AM doing
here.. perhaps
you don’t have
those eyes and ears to see.. as
these are all totally a-causal related
events.. there is way too much
synchronicity in a-causal
connecting principle
going on here noW
for it to be
the language
oF Art of God
when more than one person
comes togeTheR to express
that iNterconnecting Force
that is God through all forms
of symbols.. Nature And extension
of Nature in cultural ways all through
the digits of our hands to the bits
and bytes
of the
you see oF
Nature of God
creating by the
number 11 extension
of just 10 digits
we are born
as such now..
Nature and God
goeS oN hiGher and
HiGher by the power
of the human connection
and all interdependent
relating forces
as Now
well noW..
many of which
are a-causal
in terms
of what
has invented and assesses..
as the scientific method to date..
To be more mindfully aware iN miNd
and BoDy BaLanCe soUl iS to connect greater
poTenTiAlly with the a-causal connecting principle
of Synchronicity as identified by Carl Jung and many
others as
in liFe..
God WiNks.. etc..
all metaphors for this
sAMe essence of what some
folks experience and others are
almost blind to.. sadly enough for those of
we who
see so
much more of REAL
iSREaL GOD oF NatURenoW..:)


“Baby I don’t need dollar bills to have fun tonight
(I love cheap thrills)
Baby I don’t need dollar bills to have fun tonight
(I love cheap thrills)
But I don’t need no money
As long as I can feel the beat
I don’t need no money
As long as I keep dancing”

2016 Cheap Thrills

i am very sweaty ‘here’..
by the way.. and with
tactile sensitivity
in heightened
way since
birth.. i can
say for sure those
lips did not touch my
dripping wet ear.. hehe..
this is one of those faux selfie
pucker-ups.. but seriously.. in 122
weeks of dancing at Old Seville Quarter..
i haven’t spent even one dollar bill.. but yes..
i sweat almost as much as a six pack of beer..
and Katrina says.. oh gross.. i cannot believe
that pretty girl got that close to your sweaty face..
such is the life of dancing with a whole Sorority of
University of West Florida girls.. from where i graduated
with three college degrees 33 years ago.. oh how time never exists
@least for me..;)

Multiverse Man Robin Williams

Here is someone who really
sings to the tune of being
different real.. Multiverse
Man Robin Williams certainly
sang a song of dancing outp
of the box on top of dead
desks to
do a dance
different than
the polka
sadly.. he lost
balance and he fell
out of this life.. but
yes.. the different is oft
remembered longer and
more than the insane of insame
as history continues to shoW noW..:)

Loneliest place of NEVER being alone

And here on the 5 languages of love ranging from gifts to affirmation
to acts of service to touch.. and quality time of course.. and
sure perhaps there is 6 and 7 and many more
ranging from altruism to A purE and
natural connecting in interdependent
affection for all that is aka God now
too.. one thing for sure is.. no
matter how far alone one
goes from otHeR
the rest of
Nature and God sAMe
are/iS alWays waiting.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below.. and
all Around with a hand that reaches
out and touches us all around human
being too.. for those receptive enough
to see and feel God these ways of Greater LOVE..:)

Celebrating Robin Williams life FREE!

And a last but not least Macro Verse coming
in as part of my 694 pArt of Ocean whole
poem now.. AKA ‘SonG oF mY soUL’..
in moVinG.. ConNecTinG and
creAtinG ways more and
more and more as i go..
but wherever that
goes it is always nice
to celebrate the human
contributions of free verse
bEFoRe and Robin Williams
iN celebrating that frEEdom oF A LIFE
IS A great noW sTiLL hUman way to Be..:)

A micro-micro verse quotable
in size short enough to
share fuly
per this
Woman too..
from 2015.. per Nefertiti..:)

Arms tall stand straight close but not at ease..
a clear sign that Egyptians live too in a very
repressing and oppressing time for
female human emotions and
sensuality too..
People ask
me YTF do
i make strange poses
in my selfies.. and i say
FTW baby i’m alive i
do not die in skin
dead.. and
on top of
that words
as flesh
of Truth..
But at least photos
bring us closer
than words
in sculpture
and flesh of
The selfie
of old and
new is
a revelation
of human soul
balanced or NOT..:)

And.. here a little more on
David who appears to have lesS on2..;)

Ah the statues of antiquity full of naked truth
and soft as well.. oLD.. David.. a Christian
pArt of GOD and others on ceiling of
Sistine Chapel escape
unscathed but not
so for Apollo
same face
you know
i for one FEEL
in a free world NOW
men can be real ‘MIN’
and i for one illustrate
that in ART as Flesh and FREE..:)

And still another
micro micro verse
worth sharing..
from last year..

Love sees clearly
cat with
Love is
old human
clothes new
WE Move Connect
Create Live FREE.:)

Can i have another..
weLL yes.. of course you can..
as foR All folks after all iS sAiD
and dONe all iS fREe noW from 2015..;)

You are alLways welcome Friend
and tRuly whEre Love Lives
God Lives Free Now aLL
ah without FEAR TRUE
Father of aLLnow Hate
associated LIFE oh
Yes Fear is the
Real Devil
of LiFE
and GOD
never demands
US to Fear OUR Lives
in GOD’s eyEs of LOVE


WeLL.. first of all.. my friEnd
Zee. i find some comfort with the
ease that you use with the word
FucK juSt for fun as trUly that word
is just an exclamation point with umph..
that says i am free without cares too.. and
actually i have changed the word FucKinG
to mean iF yoU seeK iN God as thAT is even
more hilarious for a God that is bigger than a symbol
that humans create as word.. anyWay.. i am often hiGh
as FucK juST for FuN as you say.. particularly when i am
FucKinG in the way i see FucKinG now.. i used to be way way
too serious.. i’Ve learned to ligHten up.. so so.. much more.. and you
FeeL what.!. it’s like a bird out of a cage now.. i float… i fly.. so high.. i float
some more.. and somenows
i even SinG.. and DancE
to my cat
Yellow Boy in
the early Sunny morning
when he gets frisky for the
Patio and Nature and God free
sAMe.. so i sing.. he flies.. he flies..
he flies so high.. that Yellow boy Flies he flies
he flies so high.. and so do i.. and now i worry
less when you visit my website that you might
be offended when i FucKinG bless God this way
so high
so high
with God
and i as we
and us and me
as sAMe.. funny
what a word can do
for peace of mind and bliss
in what some folks describe
as Satori.. the Heaven Now.. the
Bliss.. the Nirvana to fly so FucKinG HiGh..
As a side note.. a guy from Saudia Arabia last
night after i danced all night all sober and naturAlly
high of course.. was kicked out of the bar for being too
drunk.. and he asked me if he could get back in with my
help.. at that point.. i didn’t realize he was that drunk.. as
i said you don’t drink do you.. and he said.. oh yes i do..
i am free in the U.S. of A.. to do what i FucK to do..
free.. anyway..
i don’t drink..
i don’t smoke
and like i think
i already may have
said i don’t even do caffeine..
but i say FucK in anyWay i like
as it is just a symbol that in
poetry can be
i want
it to
be free..
where i make
the meanings and
the words up.. juSt
me and GoD toGeTher
all FReED without any
chains of bEfore to


“It is Maya!
Dost thou not know her?
Illusion — dreams — phantoms.
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
Look around:
All that thou see’st,
Trees and shrubs,
The grass at thy feet,
All that walks or creeps,
All that flies from tree to tree,
All is unreal: All is Maya.
Our bodies, our limbs, our very thoughts.
We ourselves are slaves to Maya.
What remaineth? Who can say?
Love to the lover,
The child to the mother,
The song to the singer,
God to the worshipper;
These, wandering thro’ the world of Maya,
Are perchance shadows of that which is.”

— Holst, Savitri (based upon the sanskrit Mahabharata)

Per wiki as linked here and quoted..

“The Mahabharata is the longest known epic poem and has been described as “the longest poem ever written”.[7][8] Its longest version consists of over 100,000 shloka or over 200,000 individual verse lines (each shloka is a couplet), and long prose passages. About 1.8 million words in total, the Mahabharata is roughly ten times the length of the Iliad and the Odyssey combined, or about four times the length of the Ramayana.[9][10] W. J. Johnson has compared the importance of the Mahabharata in the context of world civilization to that of the Bible, the works of Shakespeare, the works of Homer, Greek drama, or the Qur’an.[11]”

I’ve got it beat.. close to double in both complexity
and esoteric ‘strangeness’.. hehe.. now over here..

Anyway.. friend gigoid shares the same above
on Facebook and he shares part of the
infamous tribal and A very
evil part of the
here.. as i share it down below..
of course.. based on a warring people
fighting for fertile lands for subsistence
for basic human eating rights and shelter..
that is a human dog eat dog life that continues
on in the middle east.. a place of barren lands and
scarcity.. of course better over here in the New Israel
U.S. oF A today.. and even in the fertile lands of New
Jerusalem where i live aka Milton that once was recorded
as having the most churches per square mile.. funny how
all is related and even cultural patterns repeat themselves
over generations like bigger waves of ocean whole
across deserts and sands of dead sea scrolls..
in cultural human terms of being whole
as societies go.. and my long
form poem continues
on toward
4 million words
now.. anyway i prefer the
first selection of poetry above
as anything about bashing children’s
heads into rocks floats no part of my
love your enemy philosophy and
turn the other cheek if possible
instead of
little kiddies
heads on rocks
and bringing a sword
for peace.. and.. stuFF
of opposing tribes and
singing poetry into what
supposedly is some kind
of violent inerrant word of God..
like they say for the Kuran when
it speaks to the same kinds of violent
atrocities.. including screwing what your
right hand possess in terms of wives of husbands
one just killed in war as new slaves.. after a little mourning process
to get warmed up and ready for institutionalized rape.. not much different
still than non-consensual dowry arrangements for institutionalized
prostitution when the nonconsensual spread of women’s legs
is for sale as well as for rape.. as nonconsensual.. yes.. a
book as long as that first one there.. half as long
as mine i prefer much better as it refers to
the awesome esoteric mysterious paRts
of God as i AM iS with no private
parts like he’s and his’ have
when yA name God
as a dude instead
of Force of allthatis..
with ‘her’ nicer pronoun2..
of course it took centuries
for that other longest long form
poem to happen.. not just a couple
of years for me to exceed 1.8 million words
as i am almost doing that rate per year as ‘we’
speak in never ending now free verse run on poetry
for long.. long.. long.. longest form poem now.. anyway..
my fingers sing my/’our’ spirit.. no requirement
to even think.. so i run wordS on.. with more
millions to come.. but at least when 42
months gets here by September 11, 2016
from March 2013.. when i started all this
witnessing for the God of all that is..
on the date of March 10, 2013..
of that year then.. i will
have fulfilled
a little
old prophecy
along the way
just for shits and giggles
and perhaps a God WiNk and
laugh too.. at the ludicrous idea
that anyone can chain God and say
that tHeir quarterback has the last word
or is the last prophet or whatever.. as i can
do more.. with never ever giving up.. with
100% hope.. faith,, and belief that at
least the Jesus dude of Saint
John predicted would eventually
come true.. so sure.. in this
way.. this super epic
way.. two
two doves
aS oNe..
and hehe.. like
a thief in the night2..
hardly anyone anywhere
even Knows what i have
done is real and exists now..
as surely humble servant
and word soldier of Love
thatis.. going
down for real
baby.. like a REAL child of vision..;)

“Happy is he who dashes the heads of his
enemy’s children against rocks.” — Psalms 137:9

Considering i had A only son who died in my arms that
versE noW and the whole bible now kinda pisses me off..
i think i’ll do something about it and write a bible that
is four times larger and greater.. including the equivalent
of 14 bibles or so.. when my 12 million words or so coMe
on ThanksGiving of this year
when my 72 month term
of 6 years is up
for doing
all of this
writing online
since Thanksgiving
day of 2010.. anyway..
R E M A S TeRed as such..
like i say.. a little birdie
or now just call ‘him’ Jonathan
Livingston freest seagull landed
on my shoulder and continues to now
guide me aLong an epic way oF now2..;)

So what does one do on an early morn..
of Sunrise and Venus star saMe..
BreakFast in America..
why not..
coming to
a Blog Theater
and Facebook too..
soon on September
11, 2016.. as the Nile
River continues to Flood in words..
in a new world of breakfast morn then now..
now if i can just pick up the pace and
finish my 6000 miles of dance in
3 years to date then2.. but
counting noW..
as the prophets
of Rock and Roll
sang sweet lullabies
in youth to me for FruiTioN’s Date pAlm
evenTual self-fulfilling waYs.. iSREAL..;)


SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
thE feathered sleep..
my eyeSiGht is blurry..
in accumulationS noW
of words that never end..
when young.. BeFore words
like this tHeRe iS SonG for Deeper
ways of Seeing REAL SOUL within..
Pink Floyd and tHeir mystery Animals..
Led Zeppelin and tHeir Kashmir.. Rush a
little later and Force 10… the Police and Sting..
ELO.. Styx and the Rock and Roll list goeS oN..
to Super
noW as i mix
words to the
music of BeaTles BeFoRe
and drifT iN afTer miDnigHt
TwiLiGht waKe Of DreAminG
more into FruiTioN noW afteR
ecstatic dance and so littlE
sleep.. as i am alreadY
high enough
substance need to
BRinG a hiGher LAmP
of Seeing more wisDoM..
oh.. yes.. the inner i.. SinGs
Free.. hold yoUr hand and never
lET you
friend as
Roots of Lamp
grow deeper as
Kabbalah of Before
wHere Lamps of Technology
bLend with Trees oF liGht and
Roots oF wE waKinG New Dawn liFe..:)


Conspiracy theories run in rivers of dArk oF FeaR..
Illumination theories run in waves of hoPe oF liGht..
And sure.. tHeir are open minded folks in imagiNaTioN
oF creativiTy’s liGht iN bRinGinG dReaMs to
FruiTioN noW and the darker Magic
of those who conspire to
promote a feAr
iN pit of DARk..
that’s putting iT poeticAlly
but as science clearly shows..
some humans are more innate rovers
who are open minded seeking progressive
change out of cave.. and others more fearful
afraid of change.. sticking to what they know
of before.. and fearing change in progression
out of cave.. where cave art paint spreads to
more than walls of caves.. sitting.. hehe..
when one continues to write
the longest long form
poem ever
the oracle of poetry
in red haired orangutan
ape always mixes with monkey
scientist and ape of warrior too..
as the planet of the ape series of
movies relates too.. well yeah..
with my Irish roots in second
generation paternally
removed from
there are
sTiLL some red
hairs that remain
in the beard of my
oracle face to go along
with my scientist monkey
face and my warrior ape from
head to toe as well.. like Lion
of Astrological portal on the eighth
month of eight day of Sirius Dog Star
WiLL relate in mythological flow as well..
again.. and again.. and again.. the symbols
matter not.. it is the essence of we that is the
same.. at the smallest pArts of Atoms and subatomic
particles that we all share as one God all same inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around as even science
proves now as philosophers oF old aS old Orangutan sAge
way kNew without even the aid of science related tools
then other than the innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive
science within of reaSon pattern recognizing all
the similarities of forms in Nature
that express a golden spiral
also known in mathematical
numerology terms
as 1.618 mean
of living
groWing KA of sHell
way.. as record in form
of what comes before as
alWays now.. wHere no time
exists.. but liVinG liGht and DARk
and tween of Both of allthatis liGht
and dArk and sHades between of
allthatis goeS on eternAlly now
forever God as you as we as
i as me as us.. we flow
iN ZonE oF ONE..
anyWay..noW Now..
i ain’t afraid of
no light and i
bust scary
ghosts of
fear now
i continue toward
the liGht and away
from feArs of weaker
miNds.. in metaphor of
dimensions of mind and
body in or out of balance
that range from living light
to the fear of dark dimension2..
otherwise known as somewHeRe noW
‘tween purgatory and hell.. wHere
all tHeRe iS iS worry.. doubt.. fear
and all stuff related to this devil fear..
that beYond sad live side by side with
those who walk as liGht.. wHo can onLY NoW
try tHeiR best to lift those who walk ‘tween
liGht to DaRk and be dArkest taR oiLed
bird of desert soUls death from
liGht of God so TrUe
NoW and ReAL iN
WiLL oF HUmanity
WHO sings a True
of rise
of rise
and live
as TrUth and LiGht
FReED from the grasp
now of the dARk OiLed
TaRred birds cLaws..:)

OMG! Evil Illuminati! Again!

It really disgusts me from priest to politician to folks on
the Internet who feed off of what the New England
Journal of Medicine suggests are a segment
of the fearful sitting population
who are more subject
to schizotypal
that some boogie
man or devil is always
out to get them.. psychopathic
leaning people who sense the
weakness of these individuals
in fear.. use all types of heart
stringing fear mongering
from the
oldest creature
of devil in hell of fear
to.. suggesting frigging
Obama is the anti-christ
real now of modern days..
yeah.. a little magical
thinking in white magic
way can be good for the
heARt.. the SpiRit. the soUl
in even what science assesses
as the placebo effect that rates
close to what ‘they’ serve up
in pharmacy mix of pills..
i do my best to think/feel
and act in white
magical thinking
ways as tHeir
is FucKinG
in fActs
this hUman
white schizotypal
magic placebo prayer
of thiNkinG/FeeLinG driving liGht
actions now.. that go way way FAR
beyond what we plan at the conscious
level of mind in step one step to so on
as structured way of form.. below the
beyond of essence of all that is that
can be hUman potential when the
oracle.. the scientist or architect
and the ape warrior become one..
with orangutan and monkey three..
in one.. oh the threes they come..
again and again.. in numerology
way.. as art of numbers beyond
monkey scientist who scribes
it all down in one step
two step three
step four and
five.. scientific
method oF old
as WeLL.. or at
lEAst partiAlly Well..
as magic baby in white
way is wHere it’s at as far
as reaching the positive
liGht of human potential..
and yes.. you can F iN
look iT up.. Voodoo is as
real as the science empirically
assessed dark human fears
related to the Nocebo
effect.. where these
dArk thoughts
in everything
from frigging car
accidents to F iN
illness from head to
toe.. guard your intentions..
your purpose and meaning in
life in how you symbol it in
words or images.. monkey
see.. monkey do.. see no
evil.. hear no evil.. be no
evil.. live with as with sPeak
liGht bE liGht
yes.. be
and if you continue to
listen to the dArk of Politicians..
Priests.. Clerics.. and even schizoid
scientists who have little to no white magic
thinking/feeling in Harry Potter liGhter ways
of HUman potential.. perhaps you
are one of those that the
New England Journal
of Medicine says
are born
away from
the chosen
few who live in liGht
or better yet.. challenge
yourself to this struggle
from dark of fear to light of
hope.. as even science shows the
neuroplastic and epigenetic potential
of human to fly out of cocoons as butterfly
new.. IS A real deal that comes when ‘they’ say..
we don’t know how it happened.. and those otHeRs
who live it say.. sure.. i FeeL how it happened it IS A real
Illuminati all natural miracle of the higher power of God
Nature allthatis written in the Evolving continual code
of our
liFe is Magic
for those who CAN
darker place where only
illusion of time exists.. where
hope and faith and belief with
Fearless Love.. is behind the next
door as an opaque window that is
coming clearer as those who
seek.. those who find..
iLLUMiNATinG liGht..
in BeinG noW aS oNE..:)

OMG! Evil Illuminati! Again2!

Words matter not so much.. again as alWays
it is the essence of words that are
iSreal.. some folks define allah as
some he force that allows
them to rape
little 12 year
old girls.. others
see a force of all
in allah that is peaceful
charitable and all loving..
the same goes with God as
some believe in a God that does
not condemn every act of killing
a child of a warring opposing team
by dashing that child’s head against
a rock.. and others believe now that the
word God.. is identical to the word love..
and then they contradict themselves by
using another old 3500 year old quote
and paraphrase it out of a book of old
dusty pages and say that folks with
different Nature and God given
same Sexual orientations
are not sacred enough
in their natural
God given
behavior to
sacred marry
or even get into
what they name as
heaven anywhere but
now and a place they delude
and use as illusory fear as hell..
to control reproductive God given
freedoms to keep the population in
balance when environmental stresses
do come.. for means to gain subsistence
and keep the entire tribe strong.. as species
healthy whole and continuing well.. anyWay..
the monkey scientist comes in handy for
my oracle orangutang too.. and my
fearless ape warrior who stands
strong in the defense of liberty
and freedom sAMe.. says..
essence matters most..
believe the illusions
brought by manmade
nightmares in fears fruition
real.. or go the liGht road as
path and journey and gRow gRoW
GROW with adaptation to dArk struggles.. to Ocean
WHoLe.. bE the liGht in Change of Greater HuWoManiTy noW..:)

Flow Again in Allah2

WeLL.. that drives through three Facebook
Algorithm personal assistant provided
Macro-Verses from two years
ago in the year 2014.. now..
this one from a year ago..
with Blue Skeyes of Mental Health..
and truly as in all stuff liFe.. Balance
iS key in MoVinG.. ConNeCTinG
CreATinG.. GiVing shArinG
FearLEss Love wayS..
sure.. words are easy..
JUST DO IT.. get
in balance or not..
yOur paths.. yoUR
joUrney to what works
for you.. aLL wE liGht
workers who already arrive
in Heaven now can do is provide
what we experience in liFe thaT has
sET uS free from a wrong planet of
dimension in all stuff related to fear
to a Loving Planet same in human
meaning and purpose same
in all of what wE
to do..
join uS
iF you WiLL
or can or not..
i for one believe
in can and WiLL..
over the greater human

Blue Skeyes of Mental Health


“Discourse on virtue and they pass by in droves.

Whistle and dance the shimmy, and you’ve got an audience.”

— Diogenes

WeLL my friend.. as always
i feel your pain of not being
able to sit five minutes and write..
as sure 33 months for me of not
being able to use my eyes and ears
for music or read.. for the same reason
of Dentist Drill like pain.. and with Dysautonomia
and the failure of the autonomic function of heart
rate and blood pressure.. all of the Enviroment was
a barometer of a pressure pill from hell.. seriously
i couldn’t walk out side in any heat or humidity for
so long… for an entire 66 months and in any way
of cold.. fused
the ice
to my
bones and
even a breeze
in July of 100 degree
temperatures a half a year
before i sunk.. to this hell
of lower pit of dArk tarRed
oiLed bird.. chilled me to the
bone of WTF is this new hell..
that was only the beginning
of endless now then Dante
darker then
bird of tarRed oiL..
anyway.. a preface
perHaps to that recent
profile photo you liked on
Facebook.. my friend gigoid..
of the 56 year old new and
improved version 2.0 of mE..
named a Dance Icon of my
Pensacola Metro area.. and yes..
once again.. i’m 56.. bald spot on
top and graying as they all do once
i hit the age of 40 and the bald
spot came at 18..
and both now..
have maintained
that age of grey
and bald spot
less but
more of spirit..
and less of form
my Friend.. when spiRit
of heARt as ExPresSing
EmoTioN is transformed like
Katy Perry says in a rise of a
new and improved human being
version 2.0 and more and more and
more.. wHere MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUl even at age 56 warrants the respect and
Love of a heArt felt kiss from a group of 6 girls
some of which were 6 foot plus high heel ballerina
girls from Sorority University style of up town girls as
Billy Joel says for his model wife too.. i didn’t notice the
symbol of kiss of respect for the freedom i illustrate in
Free Verse SpiRit of DancE in Freest form Nature oF i..
to put it more poeticAlly than the girl with lips miGht
have ever imagined me capable of more than
a dance of hips.. and legs.. and all parts
in Spiral Rotation as i become
not only mE but
the Universe whole
when i took the photo
as essence and form
SONG OF LIFE FREE.. Diogenes..
Socrates.. Jesus.. and Buddha.. and
now the dance oF y i.. to the tune of
kissing beauty lips.. it just does not get
any better than this my friEnd.. particularly
as the wife is the most beautiful girl who never
ages either at 46 now.. and i’ll be quite Fred with
the whole world now.. when i peruse porn i always
end at a video of my wife.. just for fun.. like a new age
Diogenes might do.. not forgetting the pleasure principle
that noW moves
all life that moves
all life free out of
pain of what was
before.. now then..
i dance.. i sing.. i whistle
and shimmy.. the audience
returns with kisses of respect
and love.. and i dance some more
WiTh liGht oF Love no different than
the WheeL of UniVerse fiRed as liGht
and inspiRed by Sound as noW moves
on iN Dance of God liGht SonG oF REAL..
And sure.. i hope life will be this good for you
too mY friEnd as juST this one sMall paRT
oF mY liFe IS A Miracle TruE that has no
Explanation but the power of hUman
WiLL.. hope.. faith and belief realized
as dreAMs coMe trUe in REAL timE
NoW FruiTioN for all to see and feel
who care
now or
not @aLL.. hehe..
anyway.. i’LL remember
the joy and respect of Love
in that photo mostly because
i’Ve never met those 6 girls beFore..
and a kiss of respect from a stranger
only for the art and beauty of the dance
of this 56 year old dude with her other
5 friends standing taller with sMiLes..
as well.. iS FucKinG Epic noW
for what iT even
to be
noW as free
DanCE and SonG
oF wE FReED wHere
FReEDoM RinGs aS
simplE TrUth and liGht
oF hUman DancE and SonG..
And yes.. i like to write too.. true…
iT’s juSt an excuse to rest my feet
until the neXt Epic Dance comes FReED!..
ah yah.. and i lala a Dare SonG for this CoMinG tRue2..;)


Saturday.. in the pArk..
a little past the fourth of July..
somEone’s Birthday Party who did not show up..
so what is left to celebrate.. well of course.. Saturday
in the paRk.. and for me it is always a birthday of now as
holy and sacred and no.. i’M not kidding at all.. all of Nature
also known as God is all church to me.. yes.. holy and sacred..
And to view life like this..
requires no holds for what
can be free.. in DancE and
SonG of liFE.. as SonG and
DancE in all the hUman arts
that comes noW As SpiRit iN
Human seNses and EmoTions
set free.. set free.. set FReED..
At lEast for mE.. NDD..
A GroWinG so-called First World
disEase of Nature Deficit
Disorder away
from God as
sAMe into
man made
tools as being..
instead of riding
like the Wind.. and Rivers..
Waves as Ocean FReED..
H20.. yes.. as water WHolE..
soft and powerful as fearless
Love moves as Air oF liFE too..:)

SeriousLy.. you can ask around
as Katy Perry says it’s a party
everywHeRe i Go.. it doesn’t
matter if the big big
balloons are brought
out and beach balls too..
iT iS A PaRty ever wHeRe
i come bAcK aGain.. or
perHaps the first
now if i AM
iN terms of BeinG
heRe epiC as epiC
WiLL comE aLL for FReED..;)

Goddess Isis at
Saturday in the
Carpenter’s Park..
Carpenter’s Park.. the place
she learned to swim when her
family threw her in off the dock..
and glad she came back to
the top.. and all the
struggles her
through life..
to find the Pacific
Islander sire to
BRinG her
in this incarnation..
of beauty to behold..
as my friend Himali once
said.. you are so poetic..
your wife is so lucky
to be married
to you..
and yes..
it is the other
way around.. i hold
no poetic illusions about
that reality.. sure i have a
smooth pen for words and
feet for dance.. but it is the
Goddess Isis who cleans up after
me when i have a stomach bug as
Love will do.. when love loves love..
so okay.. for now.. this is the Ode
to Goddess Isis Katrina in the
Carpenter’s Park for our love
somewhat started for
consummation there
on September 21st
1989.. around
the date of
my conception
in 1959 with original
due date on or about
Summer Solstice Day
and Father’s day 1960..
same day of my Father’s
and Uncle identical Twin’s
birthday on that day too..
except on my case..
the doctor went
on vacation..
and pre-delivered
me on 6660.. as
i guess and omen of sorts..
no it wasn’t easy being married
to me at all when i lived in Hell for
66 months and i was the FucKinG
literal devil then for all practical
Zombie purposes as the dArk
tarRed and OiLed Seagull
i was back then.. now i
fly so far beyond the
rainbow heavens
of God of Nature
Pure as the
devil bird
rises out
of the
groWinG AngEL STarSnoW..:)

WeLL i for ONE FeeL and SensE sorry
for folks who miss God in a raindrop on the
petal of a flower of a Dogwood tree WiLd..
in God’s greaTesT breathe that iS liFE iN
aLL we see and FEEL oFliGht..
it’s hard for me to pass
by God without sharing
the beauty i see of God
WiTH the World.. from
the REAL Goddess Isis..
in human form.. as incarnate
now as such.. to the smallest
subatomic particle of H20 that
swims free in Goddess Isis
Blood.. that connects
wE all to Ocean wHole
as WeLL.. WeLL.. truly
Katrina doesn’t believe
she is an animal.. so that
muSt make her a
Goddess instead..
so might as well
go with a
in Isis
poetic form..
but me no God..
just a bEast..
a humble..
God with
paws and claws
as nails.. and fingers
that spread in pose
of Dragon claws
in three toed
way as well..
so yes.. it’s beauty
as Goddess Isis and
the beast.. just a beast..
whose been to hell and rose
back up as feathered fly Seagull
soaRing hiGher RiSinG once and bacK aGaiN..:)

PerHaps you cannot see this pARt
oF God WhOle in this photo.. but it is
HeiR apparent to me thAT iT is Gaia
and her humans on the crawl of lifE
in low down way of life..
taKing the salt of liFe..
away from saltine Earth..
forgetting how concrete
and dark ‘tween space
and life allone is
of Journey
and paths
wE liVe today..
Hope.. is.. one day
this eARth’S SalTine ants
WiLL join hands and finally
give humble.. honor.. praise
and glory to this Heaven that is
a tiny sliver in the concrete jungle
of space.. as garden of eden heaven
reAlly noW as eARth.. yes..
this is reAlly going down
for real as heaven
now.. do realize
all of what it
takes as God
now we
to this Interconnecting
Interdependent relationship
iNcludes the dead concrete of space
‘tween all of life to make life all we got
noW.. in this heaven now.. ants hold
hands and Dance a Song of Joy..
for Heaven is now forever
give honor to God’s eARth
worthy praise and thanks..
for this opportunity
for eternal
sad that
some miss the
beauty and reaLity
of this saltine gift we have..
the real devil knows the anti-christ
evil away from all this fearless Love of
Earth’s beauty as i lived in concrete hell
of space for 66 months to rise to tale the
of God
now.. to
Dance to Sing
as BEast of God..
Moral oF A total story noW..
or better put question mArk..
would yoU be A DEvil for LOVE..
as nicely illustrated in the most recent
installment of A REAL motion picture Dracula..
if not.. don’t yOu dare judge A DEvil for LOVE.. noW
aS fallen less than An AngEL or A vAMpire.. perHaps..:)


Yellow boy has been perusing the
bible a little much lately as he directs
our attention to John 16:25-33 that says..

Jesus Christ Has Overcome the World

25 “These things I have spoken to you in figurative language; but the time is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figurative language, but I will tell you plainly about the Father. 26 In that day you will ask in My name, and I do not say to you that I shall pray the Father for you; 27 for the Father Himself loves you, because you have loved Me, and have believed that I came forth from God. 28 I came forth from the Father and have come into the world. Again, I leave the world and go to the Father.”

29 His disciples said to Him, “See, now You are speaking plainly, and using no figure of speech! 30 Now we are sure that You know all things, and have no need that anyone should question You. By this we believe that You came forth from God.”

31 Jesus answered them, “Do you now believe? 32 Indeed the hour is coming, yes, has now come, that you will be scattered, each to his own, and will leave Me alone. And yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me. 33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will[d] have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”

Anyway.. if Yellow boy does
not slow his intense focus on the
bible we may have to order him some
corrective lenses to correct his vision from
so literally
as long as is is..
anyway.. he Loves to
share.. so i follow his lead..

And in visiting Friend SOHEIR..
the Muslim woman I had some interesting
debates with and also her friend Imran.. she drops
a note today that says.. in her Muslim Muhammad way..

“A woman is normally
sought as a wife for her wealth,
beauty, nobility or piety, but
chose a pious woman and
you will prosper..”

And i say in return..

This is true
For my wife
And sure..
i prosper
My FriEnd

SOHEIR says:

You are blessed indeed Fred!
Have a good day and smiles:-)

i then say.. true..
And Hope you
Have a great day
Too.. With sMiLes2..
FriEnd SOHEIR..:)

SOHEIR says:


i say..:)


And now i say.. noW..
there are two definitions
of pious.. one is a person
who does everything in OCD
fashion that a religious book will
instruct them to do.. and the other
definition is a rather facetious one in
two faced way that says a person who
talks the talk but rarely walks the walk of talk
on the true and light path that IS A way of life…

Sure.. there are plenty of pious screwballs in the
world.. who do rape little 12 year old girls in abusive
reward of wars against infidels who are rather pious
in their abuse of literalism of words evil instead of true..

And it’s true.. wife Katrina takes the Bible very seriously
and literally.. and fears that if she makes just one mistake
less than perfection that the devil is gonna take her straight
to hell.. eternally burning in fire.. and that is part of the reason
that i for one believe that most of the fundamentalist interpretations
of all Abrahamic religions are a source of much darkness and evil
in putting fear of God into people’s hearts instead of worshipping
all of God of Nature as sacred and holy and true in liGht instead
of illusory fears of hell anywhere else but these places where
folks rape little girls in the name of a faux God that
exists no where but in interpretations of books
that become the darkest evil still
of humankind now..
to literally assess
in plain talk
the darkest
ways that
ancient books
have been twisted
to support the darkest
parts of the human being
in fear and hateful hurt of others
of simply lies.. lies.. lies.. and more
lies.. now.. to put all of this as plainly
now as i can.. and WiLL.. noW.. Now..:)


i woke up and the sun is shining..
only for now.. as sure the clouds
will come again.. but the bottom line
is.. as long as we are alive the Sun noW
will shine again.. and reAlly my mesSage
is a simple one.. as although i can be a little
bright.. with words.. tHeRe is ONE news now
i have for YOU NOw iN ALL Around uS iN noW
this little sliver of now that is eternAlly
now is Heaven NOW.. for those who
come to SensE and FeeL this
Heaven on Earth noW iSREAL..
now.. you might say.. or feeL and
seNse that Heaven cannot be now..
cause life IS A bitch but i say liFe CAN
AND WILL BE A BEACH.. if you can move
away from the word bitch.. and heLL no thaT is
not a woman that iS juSt a metaphor for something
that hurts rather than something that feels good and to
be honest.. somenows it is the greaTest Bitch that Brings
the greATest Beach as this Heaven takes work at nowS in
sweat.. blood.. and tears.. etc.. anyWay.. Katrina alerting me when
i juSt woke up.. get ready for church Babe.. The Sun is FucKinG ShiNinGnoW..
and gotta go but yes.. be back again later with more good news here noW.. juST
NOW.. more notes
in a million
plus more words
pushing 12 million
all around the world
that basically say a meteor
hits the ocean and then comes Heavenow..:)


WeLL… a long day of dance it’s been
this Sunday Sunny Day.. along with
Catholic Church.. and stores.. and stores..
and more of Katrina’s Favorite stores did come
in dance hall public dance for me.. And today’s Edit
as i am becoming a fixture of the Mall in someways
oN SunDays.. has now moved from a graphic play
edit to a Edit of Romance instead.. Hmm.. i just
wrote about this last week in deTalES oF Love..
jUSt no mall
prop until today
to better illustrate
Roses given for Romance
heHe.. when everYone gETs aLonG..
anyWay.. an interesting day long
Church.. Sunday Dinner.. and yes..
eTc.. at the stores Dance Event..
and a little disturbing catching
that dam Sign attempting
to convince folks on the
back of a pick ’em up
truck to boycott Target
’cause they hate.. they
hate change and moving
into the 21st Century with
Equal Privileges for all
humans to do stuff like
go to the Dam Bathroom
in comfort peace for whatever
Gender tHeir mind validates are
what they are.. and for some that
spells transgender as science now
indicates is an innate difference that
is just another biodiversity of God Given
Nature.. when.. free.. free.. free.. juSt to bE..
anyway.. some old crippled Fundamentalist
Christian dude with a pony tail.. came out of
the truck.. and i had to wonder how he would feel..
if they said folks with bum legs are not allowed in..
some folks just don’t get that others are in a much
different skin in view of world.. but sure.. the Jesus
did in words reported as gentile or jew.. servant or
free.. woman or man no more.. in other words gender
doesn’t matter.. you bigger dummy.. to Jesus at lEAst..
then or
now for iSREAL
hmm.. God picked a
really tough place this go
around for me to live.. considering
how super liberal i AM.. but crap even
the Gospel of Thomas in Gnostic way
reports Jesus was a gonna make
Mary Magdalene into a man..
if so.. don’t think Jesus is
gonna be very happy
with that sign
if somehow
he snuck
in and sees
it noW iN any shape
form or fashion of anything
related to fear and hate.. the ignorance
in the town i live in is FucKinG EpiC.. but
hehe.. i’M even more epic.. and ‘they’ have
almost no idea who i AM now.. in my
as i for one
build with words
as organic life..
and never
to print
my pages..
as i am a FucKinG
Tree Hugger.. with 30,000
plus pages of words.. words.. words..
online in Ocean Poem Full.. and three to four
times that much since Thanksgiving Day.. 2010..
and sure.. somewhere around 100K photos
too.. as i continue to gRow as NOWs go by..
kinda a like a Rainbow spRead bEyond of mE..
sure iF
you believe
iN mE for what
i saY iSREAL..:)

WeLL.. yeah.. i guess the Facebook Algorithm
kinda outdid itself as Video Production slide slow
assistant.. with a total of three Sunday Dinners
etc.. yes..
all of that..;)

Hmm.. i’m starting to think the Facebook Algorithm
is somewhat of a dirty old man.. as it choses
automatically without any of my input
other than my mall trip photos.. yes..
Hustler Lingerie
Gifts to
draW anD
audience i guess..
for the Sunday Dinner
Slide show number two..;)

Yes.. that’s one sexy
one piece Bra.. as the
Facebook Algorithm
understands all stuff
associated with the female
form sells.. at least at the mall..
to keep the inspiration of buying strong..
and hehe.. just a muse
oF art for me.. definitely
a best buy.. as all i
do is f iN Free..
Freddy Freeloaders
WiLL do to keep the
arT FloWinG noW iN ZonE..;)


So.. i’M in a rush for church this morning..
up late.. sleep late.. etc.. and i AM inspired
to write a rather short short micro-micro-verse..
to go along with that.. with that Sun is Shining
Song of course2.. and what do yA knoW and FeeL..
the Facebook personal assistant provides three memories
of which the first from two years ago.. is about the same
subject i AM motivated to write this morning about Heaven
now.. it’s almost like it’s fate.. or perHaps
better penned as
FlowinG ZoNE noW..
yes.. Hakuna Matata2..
WiTh sMileS Now too..:)

Hakuna Matata2!

Culture Clothing Sins from a year
ago STiLL.. yes.. folks are too dam
uptight and down right Bi-Polar about
the human body.. sensuality.. and sexuality2..
it’s everywHere and
they try to hide it
at church
and call
it immoral..
evil.. dirty and
all of that sin and
stuff like that when the
Gospel oF Thomas in Jesus
way says the total opposite.. to
strip down naked.. tread on yA
clothes and find God within Ya
Temple of God sAMe as Flesh and Blood
free with HeARt.. SpiRit of EmoTioNs and SeNses
wide aWake in MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG souL..
from head to toe.. in others words.. iT is evil NoW noT..
to get naked more than it is to get clothed with culture..
then.. at least in the opinion of the Gnostic Reported
Jesus dude.. iN Thomas Gnostic Gospel way iSREAL..

Culture Clothing Sins

WeLL.. when i was still doing
Form poetry last year..
here is the echo
in Pink Angel
WinGS.. with more
than likely more to come
in Ocean wHole Poem
Macro-Verse Memory
way.. tomorrow or so..
as they stArted to get
allergic to all my words
at dVerse.. and thiS
Macro-Verse SunG
here to
them in tHeir
exclusionary need
to stay away from Epic
PoeTry oF Y i.. is only 33
words long.. with More PiNk
Angel WinGS to come soon..
as i for one.. cannot do just one
Lay’s Potato Chip of PoEtry.. no
Matter who is trYinG tHeir
best to road rail me..
into tHeir
naRroW MOld..:)

Pink Angel Wings

Ah.. yes.. a test for echo as art
and free continues here..
as A gifted child
will refuse
to now do
only one
then of art..
now when
art noW
flows then
as water now to
river to Ocean whole
as Art oF Y i continues
to streAM noW iN FieLd oF
DreAMs Now FloW aS iN ZonE..:)

Testing Echo

Missionary of Magic
Dance.. shall i say
more.. shall i step
more iN SonG of ZonE..
yes.. i can and WiLL

Missionary of Magic Dance

KA.. the
ancient alpha
letter and sound..
in vocalization of symbol
of word/SonG.. but more than that..
the reach of human lAMps.. not unlike
sheLL of Nautilus that goes on in form after death..
for hundreds of millions of years..
so sure.. aLL i write
IS A literal pyramid
of words.. all i dance
when voyeur videoed as magic
steps of creativity will do when
one with God as Nature wHole as spiRAlinG
sun of i.. is KA too.. KA defeats the entropy
of death.. and goeS on as energy/FORCE to inspire oTheRs..
yes.. even in the beauty of Nautilus sHell that inspireS
even more as ARt.. as you see Art is KA oNe and sAMe.. KA
and Art is all we do to liGht the world brighter even
after we die.. and to take that last breath and
to kNow/SeNse and feel one’s breath goeS on as
Unconditional Love of ART and KA sAMe
for all otHeRs.. is to die
easy in the
of God’s
arms Free.. and
WHO kNows yoU may
liVe forever and
come back
the same
more eternally
now.. how sad iT is
that some folks wait for
Godot when Godot is wE are
uS is now i..yoU.. moVing.. conNecting
and creaTing KA and ART everMore
NoW.. ah.. time.. the illusion..
A reaLiTy
oF Gods EYes
of/iN uS
Suns whose
Fire goeS on..
as Love.. as Love
flies in Infinite sMiLes
of MoVinG.. ConnEcTing and
CreaTinG more.. KA IS A fiRe
of life.. Pure is the word Katrina
and Katy and Katie too.. Christ is
just another word for KA and ArT
is God
and WiLD
iN SonG and
DAncE of wE..
i AM KA.. and
Katie2.. pure
AS God and close
as Mia means too..
and my last nAMe is juSt
a variation.. yes.. the real
last namE.. is jUst a variation
of the name of water and sand as
silt that says Lahmu and Lahamn sAMe..
the first human symboled name for GOD..
and sure.. my real First name Frederick..
means Peaceful Ruler.. and real middle
name Arthur means strong now..
but you see.. all of this
is KA is ArT is liGht
of Lamp
of hUman
meaning and
purpose.. nah..
it is not the shell
of the Nautilus that counts..
it is the beauty we feel
and sense of sHeLL as
of HeARt
as SpiriT
of FeeLinG
and SenSes
go on now as
noW a Ray
goeS oN..
as after i die..
i will continue to
SinG and DancE the
Egyptian of BeFoRe..
i never die..
as long
as tHere
is liGht
oF Y
unless i only
care about a separate
self that is not connected
in moving ways as all of creation wHole..
sAdly.. those folks who have that illusion of
separateness.. often fail to generate much KA/ART
of LiFE
as they
cannot noW FeeL
and SeNSe.. and
kNow the greater liGht
of KA and ArT as sAME God
wHo lives within free ShiNinG
BriGhter and BriGhter forevermorenow..
And this my friEnds is why Jesus said
as reported by otHErS that tHeRe wiLL
be those of wE who do greater works
of Art than hE.. as thaT is
how the KA
of God
and more
and never
less.. in we
maGiC hUmans
who kNow and
FeeL.. and SeNse
no boundaries of
bEfore as God is
Free to Be More
and so
as trUe
and liGht
children oF
God.. WiLd
and Free.. and
sure.. Heaven is
juST a natural
by product
noW in
the Kingdom
of God’s KA
and ArT
a celebration
of Kashmir REAL..:)


As.. the EN name test
thingy says.. matching
some lyrics thaT rePreSent
mY liFe now.. by saYinG..
“Forever trust in who we
are and nothing else
matters”.. i noW say..
That’s about the
size oF iT..
wE togeTheR
NoW anD thE
rest of NaTuRe
aLL sAME as GOD..
and SPeaKinG of WanDs
and MaGiC and Harry Potter..
i read the new double book in
less than aN hoUr and i MusT
say iT’s oKay.. but it didn’t reALLy
tHrill me of course.. as i alReaDy
Do iSreal liFe mAGiC HAnd iN HAnd
wiTh iSREAL.. God aLL noW juST NoW..:)


Facebook Friend
Ashe shares a
Facebook compilation
of one hit wonders from
the decade of the 2000’s
and i say..

A star.. If they
Find it and
Shine it
For Free..
With Ease..:)

PS.. Like
The eclectic
Nature now of
Your FB posts
As never ending
Stories noW and paintings.. Etc.. Now
My creation
To free
So.. Sure..
i am a Zero
Hit Uni-verse..
As i for OnE
Will never spiRAl
Else’s idea
Of fAMe..
In words
OranD dance..;)

This is
All so true
You are groWing
As light.. My friEnd..
As light works toGetHeR
And never separate as Dark
As DArk is
Only paths
To LiGht
A Lamp
Growing Reach..:)

Ha.. no way did i help Saudia
Arabian friend get back into the
bar.. friend.. Zee.. even if i could..
And i hope he got home safe.. it’s
really sad over here in America.. how
much alcohol is glamorized as something
positive.. and all the drugs folks use for their
somatic pains.. when much of the answer truly
can be in mind and body balance.. including un-
repressing emotions.. senses.. and yes.. sexuaLiTy
too.. as free and unafraid to connect with all of God
of Nature free.. and truly too.. letting go in art of moving..
as there need be no instruction or lesson in that other than
what God Brings natural.. innate.. instinctual and intuitive to
be free.. and i live the life of Heaven now.. my friEnd as it is
the natural gift that humans
have.. when they simply
escape.. under a tree.. as
cave if they must retreat to
look within.. or for me a beach
that no longer houses footprints
of culture down the way past condos
that say.. we will hold you prisoner in
these four walls and ceiling same.. Now
the gift has always wild and free noW
been God.. my
friend.. and you
too of course too..
Zee.. the gift of
God is how
God moves
too.. now..
in balance
and radiating
the SonG and
DancE oF
this is not something
that can be found in words alone..
this is the God who lives free within
us.. hoping.. just hoping.. we see within
once again.. as God does not like to be
imprisoned in us.. as ‘they’ make uS be
in many cultures and religions same..
God is the wild and free part
in us.. that says
FucK you
live now
free whether
you like it or not..
and trUly in the U.S.A..
those of us who escape all
the instant gratifications of escape..
can find this place of heaven one day
soon.. and like me and God toGeTheR they
WiLL SmiLe as Wide as the UnivErse in God’s
greaTeST gift we can possibly kNOw.. seNse.. and FeeL
noW.. mY FriEnd Zee and that is FucKinG LiFe noW..
so sure..
i FucK
liFe and
GoD sAMe..
with no other
substantive drug
and yes.. i FucK WitH
people’s minds MucH
in hopes they eventuALLy
fiNd Heaven noW too.. as Now
any helpful fool or clown WiLL Do..
employed by God @lEast to hELp..
WitH FucKinG iF yoU seeK iN GoD..
no one can make anyone do that
unless they trUly SeeK God
within noW Free
with no
but FREE.. NOW.. now..
the answers have alWays
been in the language of God
that is Nature.. mY friEnd Zee..
and when anyone suggests that
nature is anything less than
holy and sacred
including the
of wE..
IS A good
chance they
are lying for
selfish means..
and will be mean…
to gain their means..
Serve God or words of
men.. i choose God and
the language of Nature iSREAL..
but sure i read it all as all is God2..:)

i staRted
witH Search in
the middle but had to
cOme baCK uP to fiNd
the Pyramid capstone and
tree the sAme noW FriEnd aS
Search for liGht iN eYes of otHeRs..
goeS on and on.. as i look for more
words to accompany Kashmir in eYes
of YoUrs.. and funny how some males make
women only a patch of moisture in V of life to enter
with A of wHoles.. when the UniVerse of EmoTioNs
and SeNses and kNOWinG livVs aBove more than bElow…
and sAMe as BeLoW iS JuSt a SpArk of energy as FoRce
that stARts Now
the sHeBanG noW
oF aLL oF us.. and
in evil
eYes when
women are
reduced to
patches of moisture
in V’s that hOld no eYes..
so have a nice day the feathered sleep..
with vines and roots that reach aCrossDeeP…:)

‘Take the Wrong Planet home’..
WeLL.. reAlly since age of 5 beFore
school.. i did not really fully
stArt the paths and
journey until
i graduated
from the
Wrong Planet
of school and work
that sure had some
liGht in dArk of YiN
and yANg Balance too..
until A fiRe of soUL cAMe
to Calgon take me aWay then
from that Wrong Planet tHere..
33 months of hermit crab to look
within.. loSinG the sights and sounds
in God’s/NatUre’s Burning Fire from feet to
Trigeminal Nerve with zero
choice but
to look
the dArk
of outside
of school and work
blinded within.. and only
without sight and sounds of
culture would i find my way
back home to God/NaTure
so after
33 months..
since January
of 2008 then..
to withstand the
pain for writing one
word on ThanksGivinG
day of November 2010.. witH
a spArk provided iN EmoTioNs
of dwindle fire of SoUl From
Katy Perry’s Firework SonG
in 2010.. all that’s left of HeaRt
then and SpiRit to
FeeL and
in faint
red of
wHole flaMe. then..
so.. i go to the Wrong
Planet online with onLy
a list of words.. that sTart
to GroW as empty sHeLLs wITh
little soUl.. thaT fEeLs and SeNses
God iSREAL.. the empty shells grow
and grow.. into 5 plus million more..
and when 6 comes or close to
6 i eXplodeS on 7222013.. and
spiRiT oF heARt
comes BaCK
in faint
spark of i..
in blog on March
10th of 2013.. aS liGht
of SpARk of F Y i.. in perspective
oF y i.. to GroW soMe moRE liGht
of i.. soon to flood like Nile waters more..
now coming to the 42nd month point on
September 11th of 2016.. close to
12 million words of dArk and liGht
wHole.. by 6 year point on
ThanksGiving year
day 2016.. too..
with reaching out
to 4 million words of
longest long form poem ever
in witness of God and Nature
sAMe in Ocean wHole poem
named SonG oF mY SoUL
and KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
wHere yes.. ‘Take the Wrong
Planet Home’ now makes the
694th Macro-Verse of Ocean
wHOle Poem noW complete with
this Micro-Verse.. with Micro-Micro
Verses.. of words alone with different
meanings and Micro-Micro-Micro Verses
of Letters in smaLLest Particles of Words
of Waves Of Verses of Ocean wHoLe poem
change long and short
oF all
that is
i of me
foRnow aS liGht..:)

And sure.. i’LL
quote Led Zeppelin’s
SonG Kashmir in full
as 9 minutes and 6 seconds
of celebration of juST thaT of
SonG that cAMe on the gym radio
at the first of the 8 month in 2013..
goes into making that photo of me..
coming out of pain.. with the shark
teeth of i in rift eye.. thAt noW floWS oNce aGAin
iN streAMs of Yellow desert eYes of
SuN of and as Beach SpRinG once
Again i.. wHere
6 month June
6 day
lives aS oNe
in eYes of Fearless
Love thAT iSREAL noW i..:)


“Oh let the sun beat down upon my face, stars to fill my dream
I am a traveler of both time and space, to be where I have been
To sit with elders of the gentle race, this world has seldom seen
They talk of days for which they sit and wait and all will be revealed

Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace, whose sounds caress my ear
But not a word I heard could I relate, the story was quite clear
Oh, oh.

Oh, I been flying… mama, there ain’t no denyin’
I’ve been flying, ain’t no denyin’, no denyin’

All I see turns to brown, as the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand, as I scan this wasted land
Trying to find, trying to find where I’ve been.

Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace, like thoughts inside a dream
Heed the path that led me to that place, yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June, when movin’ through Kashmir.

Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails, across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear

When I’m on, when I’m on my way, yeah
When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah

Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I’m down…
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, well I’m down, so down
Ooh, my baby, oooh, my baby, let me take you there

Let me take you there. Let me take you there”

-Led Zeppelin-


God oF Y i..:)



SiGns arE everYwHeRE..;)


thefeatheredsleep says..

“So true. I think we reduce many things including the uniqueness
of each person on this planet. Love isn’t the same as sex,
sex isn’t the same as love. Let’s reinvent what it means to be real.”

i quote Candice and say..

“Let’s reinvent
What it means to
Be real”..
When real
Fearless True
As LiGht


WeLL.. iT appears.. Zee that i AM
the first one in 2016.. to hear
your words heRE and
now.. firST..
and i muSt say
that words are most
certainly powerful with
Force to heal.. power to deceive..
power to inspire misery and suffering
and power to love without hold of fear..
but discernment is the fire inside that
hOlds the truth ReNeWeD aWay from
words as essence iS all that’s
trUe in liGht oF
A soUl
hEars those
words aS liGht of True..
SomE soUls heAr more of
discerning liGht as TrUe.. sOme
heAr less.. but the key for me alWays
is any words that lead to fear and hate..
and harm.. and misery and suffering no matter
who or what they come from are words of hell
as there is no other way
to hurt
but hell..
in fear and hate
away from fearless love
that is only healing intent and
purpose to rise liGht instead of
fAll of dARk mY friEnd.. but sure tHat
is onLY mY discernment and no rule
for anyone else.. as the first step to
hell is
the word
that says
it is the
as essence is free
and alWays groWing
in liGht.. any word as last
is dArkest words oF aLL
as history
this lesSon
of humility
to hUman
bacK aGaiN..
the bigger words are
often the ones that lead
to hell so dArk on this eArth..
that essence drOwns in words beFore..
the only
place wE
in essence
TrUe and liGht
oUr souL sinGs
aS HeARt.. oF SpiRit
FeeLinG and eXpreSsinG
REal.. iN A BaLAnCinG oF miNd
and BoDy soUL iSREAL iSNOW
WE noW..:)


Facebook Friend Florence says
and i quote her

“There’s a movie out about a girl named Florence
who doesn’t realise that everyone is just actually
laughing at her supposed talent. I’m trying
not to take it personally.”

And i say
in return..

Don’t.. but
Do talent..:)

And i go on to say..

And if anyone
laughs smiles..
as that makes
you an excellent comedian..
and they are often the most
appreciated talents oF aLL..:)


FooL.. ain’T
noThing liKe iT
’cause iT’s ALL FReED..
NoW iSREAL..:)


And now i say in somewhat systemizing and
feeling words as knowing and sensing words
too of art and science that humans are social
animals.. and all social animals who are healthy
strive to be accepted by the group.. as being accepted
out in the wild of innate.. instinct.. and intuition means survival
to work toGetHer for basic subsistence to even live.. so this is
how lies gain hold when language in written words and collective
intelligence and art of culture growS in walls and ceilings of what is
before.. and remains the same now as stagnate walls and ceilings that
trap the souls of hUman Social Animals away from free.. would it have made
any difference if i approached the good old boy from down south and his fundamentalist
ways.. if i gave him all the facts of scientific evidence and even historical sacred text about
the dude Jesus to show him how ignorant his sign of hate and fear of God of Nature
Bio-Diversity in humans of transgender is all natural God and Nature work sAME
that is down right and wrong silly to be feared and hated same..
well.. of course not.. as his social group he leans on
for perceived social animal survival
propagates and supports
these lies.. to
a common
bind of
darK in
fear and hate..
and yes.. tHeRe
are more progressive
groups of hUman soUls
who see different.. who see more
of God as Holy and Sacred Nature sAMe..
but here’s the thing.. the little children he brOught
on his dArk travels to the restaurant with him
yesterday may tomorrow see farther in real
Greek Apocalypse original definition
of that term as lifting the
veil of ignorance..
to bRing human
Kind greater
a tribe
of GlobaL
one.. allone..
as here’s the thing..
those children may not
find any support in walls
and ceilings of churches that
hOld the human free HeARt..
SpiRiT and SoUl in mInd noW
and BoDy BaLanCinG wayS
to SensE and FeeL iN
MoVinG.. ConNecTing
CreAtinG ways thAt
aLL of Nature
God and
is Holy
and Sacred
whole with noW
Zero separation
of God’s hOMe
wHOle.. that iS
all that is now..
as Ocean WhoLe way of Life..
but yes.. tHere IS A smARt phone
that some geeks and nerds and
artists too.. invented to
expand the
and yes..
in global
terms there is
support.. tolerance
and acceptance for the
different among us as God’s
wHole hoMe sEt Free AS NoW..
and tHere is Hope of the World iN
noW.. In social support to Grow a gLobal
soUl of hUmans in SpiRit of HeARt that
is no longer trapped in the
of fear
and hate
bEfore.. noW
and sure thAT
is not juST not
just inclusorRy
of Church
alone.. as
AnwHeRe theRE
iS Separation of goD
whOle of NaturE tHeRe is
Anti-God words/sentiment away from GOD..
it’s Kinda aS Simple as thaT.. reAlly God whole
noW as
paths.. that lead now
to hell on Earth.. Now the
other way IS A Heaven hOme
noW.. anD thE cAll is loud and
BeinG heARd as WE SPEAK
and liGht
aWay from lies
and ceilings that
priSon hUman soUls
aWay from FReEDoM noW RinGs..:)


Hi.. Candice.. thanks for tagging me
in your inspirational Facebook status
on the fear some humans have of differences
among other humans and how others let live and live..
and others are so abhorrent
to change
kill the different
among us.. and of course
the dwindling empathy that is
evident even in science studies that
show a reduction of 30% or so of empirical
measures of human empathy in the last few
decades among college age students.. use it or
lose it applies as far as nurture goes.. but be born
this way or that way is how nature goes.. and some
folks are born more fearful of change less and more
and others are more hopeful for change more and less
than the other folks and the circle goes on.. in gridlock
of culture where some folks agree and others may
never agree as they see the world more in fear
of change than hope in different in lots of
stuff life.. and this is not only visible
in secular culture.. it is also visible
in religion even in
sacred texts
that have
of statements
that totally contradict
each other with a health
care system of soul that kinda
works some of the now.. and kinda
sucks other of the now.. depending on
the environment one iS in and how tHeir
nature rolls as evolving too.. in a culture that
is constantly changing.. the great thing about the
Internet is tHeRe IS A poTenTial safety net of social
support available for almost anyone of difference if long
they search.. and of course can communicate well enough
to be understood in whatever art of form that comes in.. of course..
the bad thing about the Internet is it separates us from the Natural
human propensity that says 60 to 90 percent of reciprocal social
communication iS in non-verbal language from head to toe..
in other words without even a face to go along with
the text online.. there is much missing that
could go a long long way to
bind folks together
with positive
nurture of
the golden rule
as human touch..
so.. if a person now
like me inhabits an area
like i live.. which is somewhere
around 80% red state conservative
pull.. as there are three military bases
and once what is the area with the most
churches per square mile where churches
in general are made for structure and same
for comfort of minds that fear different in the
world.. i was a like a mushroom in sand
of desert that had no room to grow..
it took a lot of Internet space
to light my WinGS.. and
oh God.. lots of
Strength training
to look like i’m what
the good old boys say
IS A handful ya don’t wanna
mess with or you get your A kicked
in a heartbeat of those legs.. that
are kinda solid.. let’s just say.. as
half a ton leg pressed 33 reps
will bring.. on the other hand
i would have been more
railroaded outta
here before
my current
milestone of 6 foot
or so 235LB linebacker
delicately balleting dance..
6000 miles in 3 years soon..
everywhere i go.. in deliverance
town.. hehe.. coming out on the other
side unscathed in my ballerina skin.. haha..
Anyway.. when i was a youth in middle school..
the way smiles were extinguished among males
was threat of physical abuse.. and now on the
Internet group think can suck in hoards of
fear and hate.. to spread tHeir
message of fear..
and heRe..
i keep
in mind/body
the same human
Nature of my good old
New Jerusalem town here in
the new Israel melting pot of the
U.S. of A.. and i use the psychology
of Nurture and provide the evil
or crazy Karmic eye that
say in innate.. and
instinctual and
that yes..
i AM a handful
and nah.. you don’t
wanna try to take my
freedom of expression
away in any shape.. fashion
or form of that.. it takes a strong
person to be free in this world my
friend and stay that way.. as the Yin
and Yang of human Nature is not going
away as long as we are human.. tHeRe
are benefits to the conservative mind and
liberal mind too.. hehe but yeah.. i am a
Shiva dancer2.. from Kali2 real in fierce and
free too.. haha.. smiles my friend.. the answer
is to accept it all and live like a river knoWing and feeLinG/seNsing
now that the stone that hits the water.. eventually becomes sTill water
too.. as the mushroom that thrives with water.. and wilts with desert water
of less
that struggle
to survive.. in what
comes what may..
anyway.. the
video above..
helped me to make
the decision to leave a Wrong
Planet and never go back.. as it was
an ocean of nurture that was different than
me.. so i understand the nurture now better
and live and let live.. and seriouSLy.. i laugh more
and more at the differences of human being that
make what is is.. as the great play workS on.. where the water swims me..
as a thriving mushroom who once did not really exist at all in the desert of New
in old
back when..
Winks.. i AM a
gOlden mushroom
and even have a photo
oF iT coming to my latest
Macro-Verse ‘Take the Wrong
Planet Home”.. too both in flesh/
form my fRiend.. all Natural i WiLL
liVe fore Free in a world that i FReED
NOW in never land never ending story oF Y i..;)







BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels


41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)




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i’M F*KinG A 0KAy

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StArting off this 693rd Macro-verse of Longest
Long Form Poem ever sTiLL approaching
4 Million words perhaps sometime
later this year.. and currently
pacing somewhere around 1.5
million words a year.. around
30K words every week and
yes.. recently..
42K.. in one
week of Novel
size.. yes.. i like
Numbers and statistics..
just for fun… in metrics
of/for wHere i’Ve been and
what milestones have come
and do continue to go in juSt
doing iT way.. and at 5743 miles
currently measured in all Nike GPS
Watch Dance antics noW iN ballet and
martial-arts like Free FloW iN ZonE waY
of Free Verse Dance.. i am running a little
behind in doing the usual 166.66 miles a month
if i would have finished 6,000 miles by the beginning
of September.. but i suppose the words have come on noW
a little stronger.. and i do not wear that watch everywhere i
go in dancing way.. as some places like Seville Quarter and
the Military Gym do not have any access to GPS tracking in
meaSuRinG way.. and of course in some buildings the tracking
device is much more accurate than others.. so sure it is a best
case estimate.. but it is pretty safe to say i go about 4 miles an
hour on average.. every which way and very loose and
the average go time also.. according to the Nike
watch keeper is 2 hours or so..
sometimes less.. and sometimes
23 miles in one day of 8 hours
or so.. as i have specifically
documented in a past
Mall dance as well..
in Nike GPS Sports watch
way.. anYway.. i will not be celebrating
my millennial land mark of dance like i did
last August for 4K miles this August.. as it
appears it will come well into September
for 6K miles tHere as i have been going
around 2k miles average a year..
with 2014.. as the most
productive one..
as in 2015..
i was prompting
myself with poetry on
Both the Wrong Planet and
the dVerse site every dam day..
with a blog post nearly every daM
day too.. two a week at 13 to 17K or
so as average length is comfortable
enough for me.. with dance to balance
all that sitting out.. yes.. off this God Dam
27 inch i Mac all in one screen.. anyway with
closing in on 12 Million words total of writing
since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. closing
in on 4 Million words since my Ocean
Poem whole Word Press Blog
stArted.. in my 36th month
noW and the 42nd month i Am
iN Since March of 2013.. wHeRe
the first poetic spark camE around
the first of March iN 2013.. or so.. along
with this.. my 122nd Dance Week at old Seville
Quarter and around 100K or so photos used in
conjunction as visual poetry in my blogs and on
FlicKR too.. thaT first year before i made my
Ocean Poem FlicKR three.. hehe.. with all
the nude free verse art in New age
Renaissance as an Egyptian Min style
kiNda Baroque aLL A toGeTher as strike A
post stuFF2.. as yes.. thiS is a little too
much for most folks noW most all the
time now.. the greaTest pArt oF aLL
oF All of THiS iS iT has been a
Super Epic Blast and i haven’t
been pAid a God dAM penny oR
green bLack dollar BiLL for any oF
what i’Ve done in literAlly sweat.. tears
and blood.. as sure.. when i first started dancing
the feet kicked on the ‘other’ leg.. and there were some
falls.. Before i got rid of my colt legs then.. but i keep on juST
DoinG iT and tallyiNg uP what i do for the documenting record.. noW
aS hell.. i am likely the only one anYwHere who could keep uP wiTh
wHat i do.. even if someone else tried tHeiR very hardest to
do tHat inStead of ME.. so yes.. a mostly individual
effort hEar.. wiTH truly a lot of help more than
a little from all the ‘friends’ i for one see
NoW in everyone per se.. but these close
to 69 months of doing all of this
now.. sure GoD daM beats the
33 months before that when
i couldn’t do a dam thing
and was a shut-in not
only in my bed-room but
in my head back then without
effective use of my body..including
eyes and ears.. without great pain..
almost intolerable.. so lost.. so lost
in space.. like an ET who didn’t live here
anymore.. anYway.. 3 years of recovery i’M
sTiLL celebrating here and maKinG it a full month
celebration as i do count mY blesSinGs iN GraTiTude
way all around all the ways that does come now..
as all tHeRe is is noW for mE.. and the
more holy and sacred i maKe iT alL anD
tHe more i bEcoMe mindfully
aware of the moment
oF noW.. in MoVinG..
ConNecTinG and CreATinG..
the more Heaven is ReAL noW.. and
the more i have to offer other folks in poTenTial
hELp way too.. so.. anyWay as A measuring.. giVinG.. and shaRinG stick
has been taken out.. i put iT bacK iN and let’s see what comEs NeXT..
as this takes actually thInKinG in mechanical cognition ways..
and what i like best IS A Free fLow iN ZonE arT liFe.. noW..
oh yeah.. and at minimum wage.. months ago.. i already
calculated that if i got paid minimum wage and
just the costs of what i have put into this..
for this 69 months now.. and less
months then.. iT would still be
approaching 200K dollars
now.. and Jesus F. iN Christ..
iF i had juSt a Penny for every
word i wrote.. that too.. would be
approaching 120K dollars too now.
but leT mE tale yA.. tHeRe is no price
to put on the tag of FeeLinG and SeNSinG
HeaveN noW.. and all oF tHis iS equAlly
paRt of Heaven NOW too.. as i continue
to effortlessly floW iN ZonE foR NoW so-FReED..:)


WeLL.. sUre as i stARt off the second
Micro-Verse of 693rd Macro-Verse Here
of Longest Long Form Poem aS SonG oF
mY soUL noW.. i guess i could have just sAid..
i AM A iSreaL Forest Gump.. And Jonathan
Livingston Epic Seagull noW.. aNd suRe..
kinda liKe some other folkS in.. eTc.. eT aL..
history and movie
books..eTc.. too..
but it does geT
a little lonELy soMe
nowS in thEse hiGh HeAven
cLouds.. so i SinG a SonG
to MySelf thAT juST sayS i AM
noW WiTh
WiNks.. as
thAT iS whAT
A sMiLe anD A
Giggle.. anD A
heARty beLLy lAugh
caN sound liKe too.. juSt
iN organic word pLay waY of ceLebRaTinG
liFe aLL WiTh zer0 stUFF to hidE noW2..
Hmm.. yes.. ‘i’M F*KinG A OK’.. noW
And tHeRe’s A title
aLready of number 693..
inspired by Styx now 2..
numbers and other stuff
2 too.. and yes i am most
deFiniteLY FucKinG GaY
Happy noW too.. butt.. let’s juSt
say i aM all Happy aBoUt Women
aLL F*KinG A oKay too.. noW fuLLy aS Such2 Now..;)


Hello.. mY FriEnd gigoid..
nice to see you back.. and
offering your back to save a little
puppy dog is certainly reflective now
of a nurturer and a i care giver FOR
liFe.. very commendable.. i must say sir..
yeah.. by the way in real life i call most everyone
sir/ma’m.. it’s that Clark Kent thingy i can’t seem to get rid
of from
birth either..
hehe.. before
the Good Cop
Mr. Hyde comes
and goes.. anyWay..
i can certainly relate to
Emily.. perhaps more than
most as in her poem here i read..
that i quote hEar too as WeLL.. iN dArk…

“Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops at all.

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I’ve heard it in the chillest land
And on the strangest sea,
Yet never in extremity
It asked a crumb of me.

~~ Emily Dickenson ~~”

i read this as a sour-sweet despair
of the one who has felt this sweet bird
of hope.. but who has lost all memory of
the feeling of that.. and perhaps the emotions
of faith and belief too.. as yes.. they can be emotions
for most folks.. when pro-social emoTioNs live from birth
with the MotHer’s Hand or other close to breast caregiver
that gives that Loving oxytocin nurturing care from birth..
particularly iN years 0 to 3.. EmoTioNs heal.. tHere
is no doubt about ThAt.. the NoW happy
neuro-chemicals and neuro-hormones
bathe the cells from head to toe
in peptide way.. and when
this bird of hope.. faith
and or belief and all
the other nuanced
Pro-social Gay happy
EmoTioNs do not live in
our cells from toe to headway..
life can certainly be a colD and Trump
place.. i seriously doubt that Trump
would even notice a puppy
on the side of the ‘wrong’..
but that is what Trumps
do.. and even make
puppies more
humans too..
perhaps.. i shouldn’t
pick on Trump(s) but ‘he’ FucKs
WitH mY FriEnds and that makes
the Good Cop Mr. Hyde come out.. heHe..
as sure.. i am as gay happy as they come.. NOW..
but ‘they’ wouldn’t wanna sees my Hyde come OUT..
anyWay.. the poem reminds me of the old dead zone
days where i couldn’t feel a God dam thing but pain..
as yes.. that never ending dentist drill in my
right eye and ear with no God Dam Pain
Killer that would work from wake to
sleep for 66 months named
type two-Trigmeinal neuralgia
that a Google search in .83 seconds
picks up 16,500 matches with my
user name and thAT.. as yeah..
i think i’Ve reported that
pain a noW anD oR
16,459 other
instances too..
but the truth is when
i was enduring it for the
first 6 million or so words
i wrote online.. i only mentioned
it a handfulXnow.. as the reality was
too much to even FucKinG talk about..
like being in hell and writing a story about
iT.. ain’t what someone does when they are living
tHeRe for 33 or so months straight before words become
the first opportunity to escape it all.. like a drop of Lazarus
water in hell for sure.. as empty shells that flutter in a dark
oiled bird of pit.. of words.. anyWayX2.. i was riding a bike around the
block.. in the deadzone as something i could do.. without passing OUT
on foot.. as standing up the blood could hardly
get to my head back then.. particularly
in warm Temperatures in Florida then
too.. and the lady around the block
stopped me and said i don’t know
what my Mother in-law
would do without hope..
in her Mother-in-law’s
’bout of illness then..
and i just sat there thinking
i haven’t heard the word hope in so long..
that it was kinda surprising to even now
here someone say it all.. but quite honestly
then.. i had no FucKinG idea what the
feeling of hope was.. if i had ever felt
a smile.. a laugh or what FucKinG
FeeLinGs even were aT aLL back then..
the pain i experienced watching someone
else smile was the pain of the bird of hope
that never touched me in anyway then..
i know then and feelless of what this
place of HeLL was then..
iT IS A place
a drop
of water
or crumb
of Food is
nothing at all
as all ya wanna do
is feel just a God dam
second one more time now
before you die.. and i suppose
that is part of why i didn’t kill myself
as all i wanted to do was FeeL a FucKinG
I SAY sMiLes at the beGinGinG oF every GOD DAM
LINE.. i FuCkinG mean iT as i’ve been to a place wHere
smiles never existed..
not even
in NOW
a memory
then.. now
as they
say for Horatio
there are places in this
life that some folks have
never been.. there iS and to
live in this place of living
death is hell
is hell
is the
so IN OTHER words my
FriEnd.. i can certainly feel your
pain.. and i am certainly glad i can..
but the most important pArt of LIFe
tHere is that i can care now.. a liFe
Trump Place
oF HeLL.. i know
Trump lives in HeLL
’cause i have seen that
place but in his case i don’t
think or feel he’s ever been alive..
so yeah.. i have sympathy for the
Devil as God blessed me with the
experience of living in REAL DEVIL’S SHOES.. then..

SMiLeS noW..


WeLL.. the Haibun.. Haiku dVerse theme
of the day is Romance.. and of course as
i enter this Romance Domain.. it will be all
go for broke and love.. as i do my own style
of Fredbun and Fredku.. after getting back now
from the Military Gym engaged in very serious Fredfu..
and you kNowFeeL human nature is kinda strange.. the way
a male warrior sees and feels the world much different than
a damsel in distress.. funny how the heat of the moment can be
Romance and dominance too.. as another part of the Nature game
of primate too.. submission shy.. and dominate extrovert.. can be the
name of a Romance game with mix of EmoTioNs and SeNses too..
sure that all togeTheR makes the passion of reproduction
come in all the ways it does.. along with nurturing
family members in what comes next
after that.. now..
and it’s interesting
the way that works in
a balance of lust and love..
as passion can build in the largest
sexual organ there is that of course
is the human brain that directs the much
smaller organs in breeze of getting the
lust and love job done of continuing
the species as such.. anyway
this struggle to survive in all
the passion of a balance
of lust and love
that is
powerful in a species
that can mate 365 days
a year.. given the potential
‘messiness’ of doing that every
day of the month.. but sTiLL.. Libido
IS A powerful Force.. where what normally
would disgust as even science shows melts
away.. like a multi-colored M and M that melts
in a mouth and not in hands.. okay.. remembering
entendre and innuendo of wit.. can keep thaT job donE
to eXplore hUman romance from the coiN of tale to head..
you see.. and potentiAlly FeeL.. i eXplore iT aLL iN PoEtry..
imAginAtion.. and creatiVity.. even in the flesh of ART2..
but i am as self-controlled as A FucKinG Jesus2..
outside this Internet art stuff as discipline of
Monastery can and does come..
i don’t drink.. i don’t smoke..
i don’t do drugs… and i
don’t FucKinG ever
cheat on my wife
and she knows every
single way i do art in all the
ways that comes.. she knows i Love
everyone including all of Nature in a white
Love way and I have intense affection for all of that
aS ReaLiTy too.. the thing is she spent THAT hell with me
in a basket case way back when for 66 whole months then
of death.. in life.. i came out a different person.. the wildest
and lovingNesT man you miGht have Ever dONe sEEn or fELt..
and if you are loved by me NoW you may never ever be loved like
HONOR.. but i wouldn’t hurt a fly.. or flower.. or a butterfly down below..
i will just love eyes and lips.. and hips the same.. from a distance
from a Love that never
will end..
and when the
night comes and
and i lay my head down
to sleep i will snuggle with
my wife.. and do the next
day the same way
of unconditional
fearless love
where i cherish
all beauty in an
innocent lust and
love for iT all from below
to above.. inside.. outside
and all around Nature and
all of what i Love wriTe noW..:)

And BeFore i move on in play..
to the dVerse Romance thingy..
as i AM juSt about to Run out of
gas unless the Romance poems get
me going over there.. every Romance
Novel.. or short story.. or macro-verse..
or micro-verse of poeTry noW too..
needs a little mystery.. a little
intrigue and a little
eYe to
go along
WitH aLL oF
thaT isReAL noW2..:)

yeah.. i danced to this song at the gym tonight like magic..
oh.. so free.. in front of a few women with Yoga pants..
oH.. i never glanced at any of them.. but
i could FeeL
funny how
yA can feel things
even if you go into
A environment literAlly
FuckInG blind like me at the gym..
with no shades of eYes or even grey..
but yeah..
i FucKinG
earn every move
with the greaTest
of care
trust me i could
write a Romance Novel
like you never felt before
as the thing that every
woman remembered
about me
was just
the touch
of my finger tips..
to a cheek to a brow..
to eYes yes that see a
feeling soul below..
i could go
on and
on and
on and on..
but i have poEtry
to visit in a delicate way..
with Force of EmotiOns on Fire..;)

From aCross the alley..
the BowLinG one.. in ’89..
19.. me 29.. Pacific Islander
Ocean brown eYes thaT cOUld
bE feLt deeper than
water blues..
snow white
Goddess Isis
in tan style sKin
who still never
ages in an age of
Adaline thaT is Katrina
at 46.. funny how folks don’t
believe.. it.. but now that’s
how goddess life goeS oN..
never bOught
never sOld
never wOrkEd..
onLY maGiC oF
fearless love…

SinGs a SonG
oF ALWays
reNewal iN
jewEL oF LoVe liGht.. noW
IS A warLock hAir oF BeWitched..:)

DanCinG liGht of Love
eYes meet.. soul to me..
Isle out of cave..
soUl oF bLackest
bottom wHOle
a tropical
Island of LoVe
iN mY Backyard
desert garden eve

yoU.. thiNk..
it’s a fairy tale…
ye.. wiTh
iSREAL faith…

my friEnd.. not that it matters
the lEast iN poetry
land or anywhere
else wHere a soUL
SinGs true but
i never kNew
are a
until now…

funny how the feeling
mind works now around
all caps of a name my
friEnd.. anyway.. good
to see you aGain..
and may
come your way..
in whatever way you
like.. toGeTher or lone..

And like honest Abe
says.. i cannot tale a lie..
my wife Isis is both mother..
sister and a little bit of wife…

And i my
friEnd am
thE real Peter
pan as Pan..
iN my own
noW of
land now..
but a nice
one folks tale
me as i never have
a stress with Isis putting
me back toGether AgaiN.. the good
Goddess and not the F iN head hunters..
and bEfore i came back from a River Styx..
sure i
too.. and
i suppose all
my words are HoruS now..
aT lEAst iN pArt of ArT my FriENd..;)

sMiLes.. Victoria.. my friEnd.. i suppose if words
were the way to hEart as a young man
and i had only sHades without eyes
to Love.. my wife.. i might
have never met her..
as Lord
i couldn’t
even hardly
sign a Christmas
Card as much more
than sincerely yoUrs..
the liGht waS in my eYes
unTil the siGht and hEaring went
away as pain.. and those i had to make
organic words..
or my
yes.. did
suffocate to death..
funny how the words
eventually even took the
pain in my eye and ear away…
but oF course it was the renewal
of a heArt and spiRit eXpreSsinG neW
EmoTioN in empty sHells thAt eventually
becAMe eYes of Love aGain.. i suppose
the words were alWays tHere.. i just had
to become
deaf then..
to feel and
save them
mY friEnd..
and i suppose
the travel of pain
is worth this eventual
destination in words of Love..

Love SinGs
in eYes blind
deaf off words oF SonG..:)

Victoria responds..

love your responses – thank you..;)

and i saY iN ThanKinG reTurn..

Thank you
My FriEnd..
i equAlly
Love the
Of poetry
A song of
Response aS WeLL..:)

And Victoria in compliment says..

You’re a master of that!

And i somewhat humbly

A practicer
Who never
Ever gives up
Or quits for
Less than

And now
i go on
to the

IS A laugh
that never wears pants..
or head of house hold per say..
the frOwn that
cracks a grin..
and the
only tickles
a chagrin as
Win for Love..

works Love
works hard..:)

Well.. if one can
romance a stone..
why not a dress..
or even a pair of pants..
as what moves sings in
of joy..

Some mushy
Some move
juSt do..:)

Life gives Love gives..
gives life gives love..
and the cycle
goeS oN
as Long
Life gives..

gives love’s
gift liFe..:)

Nature kindles
Love aS Eden way..
Deserts without life
tenders loving
way darker..
fertile than soUL liGhTnoW..
Meadows as valleys
wherever life rises
over ‘theRe’..

SoUl oF
sAnd wiTh Love..:)

sMiLes.. romance
without a little
is just
science abstract
to me.. thank you..
that’s the way i like it
my friEnd.. alWays noW..

the best
pArts out..:)

WeLL.. i guess.. just goes to
sHow one can take the
girl away from the
culture and
but taking
the mother
and culture
away from the
girl.. is next to
impossible.. i never
expected anything to be
easy in life.. hehe.. and i
suppose that is why i’ve only
had one wife.. no matter what
the differences were my friend..

help with a sMiLe..;)

sMiLes.. i can’t hELp
but to thInk of how i asked
my somewhat Indian Princess
of a wife to marry me.. in a casual
convo at the Bowling Alley i worked at..
me.. her.. and
a fellow employee..
so.. i say on the lane..
very casually like i’m
swatting a gnat..
we should
it makes
centS in
overall common
sense… casual
alWays worked
for me..
i almost
died and
then i got
reAlly intense..

PasSioN oF
liGht gRows
afTer deaTh..

And 11 is
1:31 am
on 8092016..:)

Back to the
dVerse Romance
prompt at 10:06 am..:)

sMiLes.. my
eYes veered
off to Virginia
Wolf.. and i must
say/FeeL there are two
things i’LL never Now
do for
and yes..
writing is
one of those
things i do give for
free and share with
FriEnds too.. Free is
always Romance when Free..
as Fearless LovE noWinGs..

A toucH of
for FReED..:)

SMiLes God
IS A topless
pasties @aLL..
sAdly both the beauty
of lust and laughter is
missing from ‘the bible’..
iN RoManCinG thE
philosopher sToNeS
oF all thAT iS..
and eXcuse mE
while i
i mean
A Edit
and not
the only
as God
IS also An
booK wiTh more
than pages and a cover..
and words and letters
and other
allthatisGoD noW..

God iS
A laugh offearless LUsT
and A BaLanCinG oF MoVinG
CoNnEcTaRing CreaTinG LoVE..
so much
morE alWays
bRoaDer than aAdeSign
ofFhUman InFinitY noW..:)

As a side note.. here.. last night
Yellow boy and Katrina were
reading that ‘big bLack book’
called the bible
in a verse by
second PETER
talking to
the evils of
sex and false
prophets who would
suggest that lust is okay..
and sure the Bible and the Kuran
too are designed by selfish and patriarchal
men for one reason only and that is to control
women from practicing tHeir own freedoms
of sexual/LUST/Love ways.. sure there are
other reaSons/FeeLinGs too but
to control reproductive
freedoms is what weak
men are motivated
to do..
as they
can’t keep
a woman without
forcing her to
A ‘dirty deed’
by law and
not straying
to a stronger man..
so sure.. a ‘false prophet’
IS A LiOn of Free.. a child of
God without clothes oF lies..
Love and lust feels and seNseS
Hips and
do not
lie.. Sex
Lust and Love..
kNows/FeeLs more
than any
so cAllED
bLack books
by men then/now
on deserts to own
women and other men
as slaves.. wherever all
there is is a frOwn
and no
that are sincere
and silly iSreal..
is a place
wHere Trump
that attempt
to own the Earth
including hUmans
away from God FReED..

God laughs
with luSt
at little
bLack Books..
huh.. even little
old me can write one
14 times more in just
around 69 months now..
in what took
little men
to do all together
who were never liOn FReED..
as a New World David will slay
with an edit of an
pussy cat
Book wHOle

Now back to
the regularly
scheduLed Romance
program with a little
more fiery luSt for a
iSReal God who has teeth
and not just cLaws to slave
men and women away from free..
in books that lack a REAL LUST
SHades beYond
50 greys..
and colors
noW beYond
any Rainbow
siGhted by tools
as sMall as hUman science..;)

But first i must say..
Jesus F. iN Christ folks..
do you really not have enough
common sense to understand just
how FucKinG big God is and
how FucKinG small i am
wHo can write
12 million
words about
God wHole
in around
6 years
and you really
thiNk thaT i who
admittingLY am only
a flea on the back of
a Dog that is God thAT i WiLL
never fully understand and can only
possibly follow with eYes limited by
that sAme God At Hand who is alWays
Nature and master sAMe.. in as i oF
I as spiRiT ! fLows holY
and sacred iN ZonE oF oNE..
i AM pArt oF God and so iS
aLL else wHole beYond what wE
little flea hUmans with our
tools of science can
kNoW can FeeL can
see as paRt
oF FiEld GoD
Ocean WhoLe..
we are sTar
duSt FeeLinG..
SeNSinG and KnoWinG
noW part of God as eYes
oF God too.. but we are pARt
and oNly parT oF whOle ever moRE
forever noW.. Jesus F. in Christ.. and
you thiNk you can meaSure God and chain
God in one of yoUr
little books..
WeLL perHaps
you science
God in yOur
owN way of
lens beYond
GoD wHOle.. as
God continues to
laugh at fleas who
suck blood without respect
of who provides A back to ride
as lifelong
oF wHOle
doG of GoD knoW
iSReAL iS more than
you wiLL ever knoW FeeL..
SenSES OR WRITE iN books
that have numbers of words
and finite
away from
A God bigger
than your words
and science of iNFiniTy noW..
some of wE see God bigger and smaller
in literal and figurative ways.. and
then others of us attempt to trap
something infinitesimally smALLer
than God in bLack books
that don’t
even have
common sense
oF God more than
an Indian who lives
one with Nature all real
all now all that is God
with zero
books.. dead..
away from a God
who lives free from
Words that chain..
sure.. put
in priSon
and see wHere
thAT leads you..
as that is what
happens when one
attempts to put
God iN
of bLack
books as anything
away from free is
a path to human made hell
on earth.. away from God
made heaven
now as
of Garden
floW Free inZonE
of GoD now FReED
mE WitH
sMiles wRite on course..:)

So in short.. do you not
understand i AM alWays
iN and as
mE noW..
it’s a great
path.. iF you
try iT alWays
iN maKinG allthatis
as God Holy and SacRed
you too.. miGht liKe Heaven2..
as getting A iSREAL LiKE FROM GOD
A most
super epic
FucKinG experience
you may iMagiNe or
creAtE as liFE noW..:)

AS yeS.. now
i move on
to the
poet NoW..:)

But first.. lunch
and a cLoud and
SAnd DancE
iN GoD’s
hOme NatUre
FReED i AM..:)

11:40 am..


Evolution of Art in what once was only fingers
of piano and now lives from head to toe
in giving and sharing too..
yeah.. three years
of lessons in
Piano starting
from age 12.. but
truly a comfort in life
to find some emotional
expression in what eventually
would be come chronic and
severe never ending
stress.. as
the cat
thunder and
lightning strains
iN death of heARt
in a cage of never
ending falling..
to the pit
of somewhere
else.. yes.. living
stress is the anti-christ
of living art of HeARt as
SpiRit exPreSsinG liFe
aS miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUl from head to toe.. inside
outside.. so below as above..
all around a life of art..
fearlessly loVinG noW..
where systemizing
the by way
in a distant
past so far
of then iN
worry.. yes
Sixty Nine ONE
Ninety Six of God ARt
i go neXt alWays noW as I..
as this pre-Ocean poem
from three
noW as FReED..:)

And sure the eclectic Nature of this
Macro-Verse from last year..
named Hurricane ART am i..
ranges from photos of the
Beach to Rave Dance to
songs in you tube
way i have
as Karaoke
to actual videos
of me dancing last year
where this year.. the weight
of 235 Lbs has moved more
from the middle of me to broader
shoulders and even stronger hips
and legs as well.. to original piano
composition in somewhat classical
Beethoven and Mozart draft style..
still.. as carpal tunnel syndrome
cut the polishing of that art
short as my first
real endeavor
in real original
creative art
since i was
in middle school
at age 13 writing
my first and last Christmas
Prose from heARt winning
an award out of two home
rooms of 80 students then..
writing a play.. and playing
Jesus Christ Superstar on
the piano.. where i still had not
learned to move without enough
grace where folks erupted in laughter
seeing the shaky way of spirit induced
movement that came after that.. and just
a spark of writing about the oneness of God
that came from deep down from a Holy Spirit
at age 18 in a philosophy class in junior college..
yes.. and here now a collage of all the Facebook profile
photos of artful physical comedy
in still photo ways.. in this link..
yes that and more
in just this less than
five thousand word post
that says so much more in
the visual art of videos and photos
too than just words of black and white
text that continue to flow from micro-verse
particles of H20 to waves of Macro-Verse
as Field oF Ocean Poem total view
that has aLL up and
down and inside
and outside and
all around with
it all beyond A to
Z as InFiniTy oF ArT
oF thE SonG oF mY SoUL
continues to SinG an eclectic
Flow oF God in/as mE.. with yes..
lust and love and humor too..
as any book without lust
and humor is
a book
a substantial
art of God Free
in we human beings.. as
to suggest sex as humans
naturally eXplore that as children
of God or silly humor for nothing
more than laughs is less than eat
drink and be merry is to bow to a smaller
God than the Lion who stands tall
with his
on the
Savannah FREE..
sAdly.. Jesus was neutered
by lesser men than he.. but
for me the glory of God
lives from
head to
AS LioN who lusts and
loves and laughs in living liFE FReED..
stay in pRiSon and rot a boWing life
or Stand as tall as a LioN of God
and juST
A SonG
oF soUl
free as yoU..
as mE.. as uS
as wE when God
liVes free aGaiN in/as wE
iN the garden of eden of FReED..
@lEast for mE.. noW oh so FReED..
fear rules.. a balance Now of fearless
lust and love with laughs FREESnoW..:)

Hurricane ART am i


Hi Zee.. i don’t work..
i only play so i am the
first here to say knock knock..
and Lana Del Rey has
a voice that sinGs
the dArk place
of mosT all the
that fLows
from a River
of hUman
hands sunk
bEfore in a reign
of numb pain.. that
feels little to no heARt..
the spiRit of ThAT heARt
that moves.. connects and
creates toGEtHer onE for basic
subsistence and survival.. in real
MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL…
iN so many folks that has beCome the
butt of sad song cigarette of days gOne
by wHere the child was/is rarely attached
at breast from/now birth.. wHeRe simple
play in GroWinG MoVinG..
conNecTinG CreATinGways
is replaced now sTiLL
by sitting
sTill behind
lecture desks
and books the
same that have no
touching flesh and
blood connection.. or
even barefoot oxytocin
connectors to Mother Earth
as Love for God NatuRally iNcreases
in respect of all thaT is.. as giVing liFe
and never taKing that all away
until death comes
as it will come later
of course as
of life in
Wheel of fortune
oF breathing goeS on
as Star dust we feel.. sense..
kNow liVe iN eYes of God pArt
Whole oF liVing UniVerse poeTs
we come..
to say..
my FriEnd
hope you noW
are having a nice day..
and God bless the butts
of cigarettes that feel no play..
in simply loving each other Nature
whole God as humble and majestic Gift of LIFE..
sAdly.. some folks live alMost tHeir entire lifE wiTh
A deaTh liVing feeling of born to die.. those
who are born to truly
live are watered as gift
of Garden oF Love
iN floWerinG
eYes Of
God pARt allone..
liveS in heaven now..
bottom line
Voice in
We who SinG
thAT SonG Free.. my FriEnd.. Zee..
A Mother’s Love can make or break a cigarette butt..
i don’t smoke.. drink.. or even do caffeine.. i don’t need
more money.. a bigger home.. a bigger car or even.. now..
a job.. my mother was/is employed as a giver and a nurturer
by God so-Freed.. and noW i continue that traiTioN oF God aLL FReED2..
and thAt cOld of tHat cigarette JOB of biblical account.. i too.. a tarRed bird
of before in the pit of ThaT oiL thAt kNows the birth of death in life alWays ready to die..
i livE noW
i live
bottom line
my friEnd Now..
And aGain have a nice day..
With love of a cigarette butt comes back to liFe..:)


AlMosT sure that the
saddest souls have more..
at least from the smiles that
are real by bridges of homeless
folks that i come in actual hand to
hand and feet contact with.. as the other day..
i danced for a group of homeless folkS on a pier
where they congregate in a church of nature..
smelling more like a real hUman
a sanitized
person no longer
in a symbiotic
WitH aLL the
rest of
that iS.. noW..
Interestingly.. without
fail as the mores do play
there are enough scraps left
over to be with Nature one.. is
what the homeless men.. say then..
i’Ve been to that place that yes.. buys
more and houses no heARt.. no SpiRit..
no LiVing soUl.. with Nature OnE noW..
and i told the homeless man who stArted
DAnCinG with me.. the only man perHaps brave
enough to do that in any tHick town Super-Walmart City
but a very few to none there.. yes.. i told him.. don’t tell anyone
noW that Jesus danced with you today.. as above his head was my
favorite portrayal of that myth housing Jesus.. but on a cross without
nails.. just leaning there with a self actualized more mature version
of the man before hugging anew with a spirit dove on top to
connect with the rest of all that is..
So.. the homeless man said.. you can
have Jesus.. he is no
friEnd of mine..
as sure he
kNew i was
kidding as i looked
way too expensive to
be a Jesus on a pier still
after living so long with more..
and then he said you are God and
so am i.. that Gulf is God.. this pier is
God and that Sun is God too just now
mY FriEnd too.. and i smiled.. ’cause i
kNew bEfore i staRted and continue
DanCinG that the
real Jesus
was/is standing
before me then/now
sTinKinG to
of whaT iSREAL..
And WiNks.. i’Ve goT
juSt the photo to accompany
this on Facebook and Ocean Poem way..
as alWaYs mY FriEnd.. i kNow and FeeL any
noW i can fiNd inspiration enough here
for a Novel oF a comment
the feathered sleep..
kNoWn as Candy1.. 2..
or 3.. iCe no Y thaT
i WiLL cut
NoW.. Free..:)



Blue is my favorite color..
lure of azure skies in winter
cold fronts with high energy
and liGht.. to every color of
Blue that God bRinGS frEE.. Now..
oFF to dVerse.. i go noW.. with a
blue prompt and a few blue links
already lit uP tHeRe.. but it’S now
soon too..iN going to Store Dance fun..
after a little blues for liGhting words uP beFore
steps of dance come as free as A blue color LoveS noW..:)

DArker blues of deep and death
liGhter blues of hiGh and birth..
Ocean blues never
morE noW
Colors SinG
More when
open SonGs
BoLd.. noW
i love the
color blue and
oh yes.. blue is what
‘they’ nAMe as A sim soc
color of artists nAMe.. saD
song blues and liGhter hues
of Ocean wHole.. SpRinG liT for i..:)

sMiLes.. as scientists
say blue is the favorite
color of countries across
the globe in eyes of humans
capable of course of seeing
sky and sea.. sunshine
and water.. giving
life.. neither
can live
blue of
air and
water sAMe..
in a reflection of
toGeThErness of aLL
tHat lives..
sky blUe
liGht.. Free..:)

sMiLes my FriEnd
Lillian.. the Adirondack
mountains you mentioned
this morning took me higher
of course than i’ve been
in panhandle of
Florida flat
lands here..
but a share of
the same name
in chair here..
takes me to
the Blackwater
River where i was
raised in darkest
deepest black blue
River channel
of 80 feet
or so deep
back then
as mill town
ships with
black resin
from pine
trees brought milton wood..
but now the chair reminds me
of my Grandmother.. the white
one she painted there over and
over across the decades of a life
that retired early in her 50’s.. three
of her’s more i came to live
with some and see..
with mother and
sister with me..
i suppose it felt
like that chair
and she would
live there
forever.. the
house is gone..
the chair is gone
and with a lump
in my throat i
intimate she is
gone too.. but
the river is there..
the black deep blue
water and a Pecan
tree still stands where
my Grandmother’s spirit
as Adirondack mountain
of Love once stood
taller than
i thoughT
my spirit could ever sinG/
gRow.. she stArted painting
in her 60’s after her father died..
oil paintings from visual memories
after her sight was almost gone.. kinda like
the story of Beethoven composing after his
hearing was gone.. anyway.. i always wanted
to create too.. something more than school.. so
i suppose
i’ve inherited
her chair along
still with that deep
black blue water..
and pecan tree
River that i still
oft visit to
Mountain spirit.. now..
thanks.. i can’t imagine
anyone wanting to make a buck
or a like or a follow off poEtry my
friend.. how valuable IS A memory
like this living again.. now.. just now.. painting water colors.. and wind.. for i..
Life iS iN the Loving.. as chairs gRow old and poEtry GRows more.. on.. iSREALnoW..:)

All seeing eye of human
life.. cosmic orb of beauty
more.. Karmic gOld
of livinG now..
eARTh our
disposal now..
as Stars above WiTh
eYes so BriGht look down
uPon our day lit skY
they worship
air upon
and breathe
the water they
sing our life..
oh blue
you live..
oh blue
you sing..
all seeing
eye of Earth you Be aliVe..:)

Smiles.. my FriEnd
thiS BrinGs to greater
liGht how much greater
iT iS to worship A sky
blue and sun
of yellow
in black
and white
print of pAges
that only yellow
dead in days gone by..
where all is holy.. sacred
and living blue the rivers
of blood that veins
our love
now with
that KNows
no home
now but
God as eArTh
Nature allone..
as Love we give
as Love we take
as lovE we share
as eARTh we make..
and love
we now
do.. blUe
eYe oF God’s Nature
Truth iN liGht oF BlUe..:)

sMiLes.. the best
thing i lEarn from
cat eYes no matter
blue or green
or color
of gold
is the gold
of heaven
lives now
in a sweet
rest of napping
cats or a walk now
that feels BaLanCinG
of planets aligned..
as paws
Now for
pauSinG blues
of beauty noW..:)

3:16 pm
on 8092016
off to other
adventures in
the flesh and blood land
of Earth so blue and true
to Worship as love of liFE noW..
in DanCinG and sinGinG and Earth Love
of so Warm and TrUe BluE in liGht oF iSreal LOVE..:)


OMG.. the Facebook Algorithm
personal assistant and secretary
and now visual arts production assistant..
is crazy fun as far as i am concerned.. hey…
like Freddy Free Loader says don’t call me
late for Supper i’M alWays here for a free meal..
with empty pockets of money..
it’S FucKinG Hilarious
if people
new how
much more i
have than money
never talks of hehe..
so yeah.. i’ll continue
to share the Facebook
Creativity train in layers of
art and love as free is free
and i am love for free hehex2..;)

And another version ‘here’
with super epic style of
Algorithm art that
i will also continue
to use as muse for
totAlly Free Verse poEtry
and an overall DancE for
all that is.. as i share this
free video slide show stuff
on Facebook.. and in the Word Press
blog comments section in Ocean Poem
as i go.. as sure it would be repetitive aRT
in wHere i do go.. as that
is all included in my
own photo streAm
of Real time now
and FReED..
with my own
YouTube selection
of music to accompany
all that is 2 in art floW iN ZonE noW2..:)

i somenows ponder if i am
the only person who has this
much fun and never ever spends
a F iN penny.. at the daM stores..
i mean.. even at the Biloxi Casinos..
i frolic all over the dam place.. drink
free root beers as complimentary free
loaders who enjoy the compliments most
often do.. and after all for those Christians
out there it was asked of the true Disciples of
the dude Jesus that they empty their pockets..
and just go out and teach and get free meals
as they go.. for those who would
see a certain value in
retaining one’s heARt
SpiRit of heARt and
miNd and BoDy
soUl in otHeR
words of my own
style of new old
age Renaissance
art.. yes.. clothed this
way as Caesar’s law demands
but haha.. to do this nude would
be a blast.. on a big red ball like this
hehe.. anyway.. for now i have at least
one big one to stand on for free.. hehex2..;)

So last night.. Katrina yells to me.. typing
in the bedroom.. quick.. quick.. Fred..
Yellow Boy is reading the bible again..
and he has a special verse to
direct your attention to..
and in this case..
WeLL.. Katrina’s
eYes are on 2 Peter 2..
and A Description of False
Prophets… Yellow Boy is
clearly focused on the
Day of the Lord per
2 Peter 3.. more
2 Peter
3 verses
10 and 11..
12 and 13..
from the
that says..

10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.[a]
11 Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives 12 as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming.[b] That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. 13 But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, where righteousness dwells.

Just in
case anyone
is wondering whaT
is going on.. heRe in ‘this’
eXtra cool Profile Pic noW2..:)

And ‘here’ is an expanded
view iN biblical study of Katrina’s
Shopping legs.. as hey baby.. i dance
a lot.. which means she walks a lot too..
in all her
favorite dance
stores of mine.. so
nice of Mr. Sam Walton
to provide an expansive middle
aisle for me to dance.. in every
metro city i go.. free style..
baby.. made in
no clothes
oF lies of
way back
then.. Art
is all i kNow of
WalmArt clothing
Apparel as such
except for the T-shirts
that i free advertise for them
every i go.. in reciprocation of
never taking.. more than i give..
in ways of Free DancE hAll sPace..;)

“Though the legend was pure fantasy,
we still need the hope it brings!”

-Styx 1978
from the classic album
and book.. Lord of the Rings

Funny how life works..
some folks get stuck
on form and others
live essence..
some suggest
myths and
and others
live the essence
of myths and magic
iSreal.. the young and
old.. the rich and poor who
listen to legends oF old and
new of human archetypes.. and the
magic and mystery they bring to some
day self fulfill what is written into
being as what is done noW in essence of what iSREAL..
AS anyone who saw the ‘Inside’ Movie by Disney a year
or so ago.. now available on Blue Ray by a way2..
The Kingdom of Human Imagination in a world
of Inner Universe of Creativity of
EmotiOns and SeNses is a wonderland
wHere anything imaginable as a dreAm
may also come FruiTioN in terrestrial
land we live as a New Kingdom of
liGht with no moon or sun..
coMes in E-Land true
wHere technology
and humans
in transhumanist
way and by the way that
has nothing to do with gender
for the more ‘literally’ thiNking
potential audience out tHeRE.. so.. anyway..
when it comes to all the help i am getting from
the Facebook Algorithms to spread my little mesSages
wiTh digital art of Fingers on this Keyboard of fearless
Love.. and the folks that run Google.. and Even Word Press
too.. ya would almost think and feel we miGht be in some kind
of illuminati cahoots to bRinG this much liGht by juST A little
old hUman beinG like mE.. WelL.. it ain’t eXactly alone tHAt i do
all of this.. as a little help from my FriEnd(s) is a lotto of a Win
of GoD
WHole allone
hElp noW WhOLE
as the essence of
hope.. faith and belief
as EmoTions trUe are what
counts with all the other
EmoTioNal and SeNsory pro-social
ways oF FeeLinG and SeNSinG.. liFE noW..
regardless of the myths that house the vehicles
and vessels of symbols that carry on a much deeper
essence of meaning as TruTh and liGht reAl iSREALnoW..:)


Good Evening in Pakistan.. friend Rafiah..
thousands of miles away you are.. but still
you provide “Dr. Who” assistance to me as i
continue to travel down this road since the dark
night of soul and my regeneration of course that you
are familiar with to this point.. and if you distantly remember
i already shared a Tom Hanks movie that indicated you are a
helper in this way across time that doesn’t really exist.. at least..
in ordinary clock fashion in relative way as Einstein does relate..
and of course verified now..
that time is a wave.. we
are particles and of course
God is Ocean whole as Field..
and the show must go on for now..
so the thing about ordinary girls from
Sialkot and ordinary boys from small
mill towns.. is ordinary is not something
they are going to stay.. once regeneration
comes and let’s say in the case of Rafiah..
she becomes a great scientist even more than
an Angel sent to me from God to help me on
God’s mission assigned to me for those who
heRe the cAll and come out of cocoons iN
ordinary as something much
more different.. yes..
some’times’ strange
as folks might
Dr. Who to be
and the shadow of
every hero according to
Jungian archetypes is quite
a challenge too.. but never the
less there is always another Lois
Lane.. the smart girl with glasses
to help the Super Hero.. who
was once Clark
Kent on his way..
i have many helpers
like this.. but i must say
you are far more than ordinary
to me as you are my special ‘little’
helper scientist woman.. who sees
more than words will tale.. of course this
is always the early case for regeneration as
the right hemisphere of the brain is hard at
work in understanding the world one is in
at ‘this time’.. and eventually the
creative manifestation of that
will come when right
hemisphere and
left hemisphere
of brain join together
and there is a human big
bang in the brain.. and what
some cultures name as reborn..
others.. Kundalini Rising.. others
Satori.. and with the BBC and the
British the Dr. Who experience..
and the vision quest
of the American
Indian.. the
human archetype
of hero is a story as
old as humankind.. and
what is the greatest of all
powers my friend that drives
this archetype.. is care for more
than the individual who cares so
much for others.. in a way where
it is hard to separate empathy for
oneself with empathy and compassion
for everyone else to the point where one
may even give their life to save the world..
or the village at least.. the family.. or the
loved one.. or the stranger that no one
knows except the assistant who
offers help along Dr. Who’s
way who has no name
but the owl of
that says who
who who.. Doctor Doctor
please help me across the
seas.. i’ve already burned my
friend.. i’ve already come back
and as every human shares the
same DNA from the origin of all that
is that never is anywhere… anything..
or anyone but allone we as God all
pArtners in play oF God.. now..
the dark side.. the demon
inside.. will take the
name away.. in
the dark
night of
soul and
we rise whole
with God allone
and the powerful play
goeS on.. and there are
some of us who get the script
in advance and share it to simply
power it on greater now as always
neverland of never ending story more..
so have a nice day.. come ‘dance’ with me and
we will always travel to eternity ’cause eternity
is always now my friEnd.. there are juSt those
of us who
have forgotten
and those of us
who eternally”
now to RE-mind..
anyway// i thank you..
as i purchased a T-shirt
at least a year ago.. that
had this strange looking phone
booth on in with a midnight and
what i remember as a moon hidden
somewhere.. i had no idea who Dr. who
was although i’ve heard of Dr. who of course..
and never knew that what i had on that T-Shirt
was a TARDIS until today.. heard the word TArdis
too.. but just never got around to googling about it
until today.. as your muse continues for me.. but
to be clear for me a muse is not something you
use a muse is an Angel from God that
can even come as a little
Yellow cat under
neath a shed
who reads the
King James Bible..
as one of his many duties
as my assistant and his assistant
too.. as sure i am assigned to be his
assistant too by God.. same as the
relationship of Katrina and me as
truly we are all here to assist
each other.. no matter
nationality.. religion..
gender.. race..
sexual orientation..
yes.. the list is infinite
in potential human
differences but the
one same thing that
connects us all in NOW
Interdependent Relationship
is God my friend or how you
sing Allah one.. one God that
isallthat is that has no name
but i AM the am that always iS..
AM is Being here my friend and
that is the greatest gift nowforeever
morenow.. for all we Dr. Who’s who
are actors in God’s greaTest play that
is real now.. and truly the writers who developed
this literature and those who produce the continuing
TV show now.. even if only on a subconscious archetypal
human level.. are here to remind us too.. that there is so
much more to life as whole than material reductionism.. my
friend that left brain thinking only will BrinG but alas.. my assistant..
you are a chemistry major and by default and almost magic
that make you my inherent friend.. as you see deeper
you talk
you feel deeper
than you can express..
and that is always the
way it is for a young human
angel from the sTArt.. but trUst
mE.. yoUr art to help others is far
and greater iN coming.. so sure
that makes me in a way the
Jungian mentor archetype
too but that is what
happens to the
Dr. who all
naturally when
he or her or etc..
is reborn as butterfly
to pollinate the other flowering
beings on tHeiR way to Doctor Doctor
can you help uS please.. and tHey say
yes.. yes.. yes.. even if there is no ask for that..:)


i have 100% evidence
that God exists and is
greater than any bible
or book has ever sAid
in human words..
not many folks
have thaT
preSent GiFT..
so in thankS now..
to God i Give bacK..
you see.. for me faith
iS reaSon.. faitH iS ReaL
BeliEf iS MoVinG EmoTionS
And most imporTantLY.. GodHoPE
iSREAL alWays i AM iSREALnoW..:)


Well.. it’s 11:01 am.. and when the ones
come together in threes it’s usuAlly Good News..
for me.. after all that is what my numerology
report says in sliGhtly diFferent order..
per 0 1 and 1 and 1.. for the
four challenges of life
that says.. as 0
i can be and
do whatever i wanna
do.. as i have successfully
completed 1 through 9 as an
old Soul as such.. and the ones
are just additional reinforcement
of whatever i may decide to do next..
wITh the Interconnecting Interdependent
relationship as all that is.. as the word
God has been rather sullied by human hands..
swords.. head hunting folks.. raping little
girls.. wars for words and making men into
God’s or last prophets themselves higher
than any other men as history shows now..
aS only psychopathic associated leaning
folks will do who do not have this
empathy and compassion and
altruism for all
sAMe as now..
one teAM
of this
relationship of all that
is i AM now.. juST noW.. so
i suppose i could bRing the Karmic
eYe out aGain particularly in action
and consequence of the really continuing
disgusting play of words in psychopathic
leaning to extremely leaning dude Trump..
and the way he manipulates 40 percent or
so of the minions in so-called red
state conservative land.. to
believe that Hillary
is gonna end
way of
guns and
such as that..
well no.. i mean..
we do have what is named
as separation of powers and
gridlock that continues in the
house of representatives and
senate and stuff such as that
and the real fear of course
is the Supreme court is
gonna go the liberal
count way..
which just
means that freedom
for all folks and their
God given rights to be free
in who they are will continue
for years to come.. as the Donald
has just about Sunk his boat so low..
that i don’t even have to show the
Karmic eYe for the action and
consequence of words
so.. so low..
that it becomes
hard to determine if
he is saying go team or
kill the quarterback and
half back and full back
of the other team..
hmm.. this is the
real world trump
not your
and trading
in wives once
they reach 40 or 50
or so for a new doll
play toy too.. with the
exception that you are too
good to soil your hands with
the life of baby diapers like
most human beings eventually
have to do.. except for we
who go the childless route
and create something
more than hate
and discontent
and shows like
FIRED and he is such a sad
sad little boy.. i must wonder
who harmed him so much when he was
little to make him into what he is today..
as Jesus F. IN Christ.. he is starting to
make Mussolinilook tame at least in the
political ring.. that thank God he has
shot himself so much in the foot lately
that GodZilla could potentially
win this thing against him..
as at least GodZilla
don’t say
no ridiculous
words of hate and
discontent with lies
that stream continuously
and not just in some E-mail
fiascos and such as that.. anyway..
it’s getting to the point i don’t have
to watch the circus to know for sure what
is gonna happen next come election when the
rig of Trump falls.. falls.. falls.. falls..
IN REALITY AT ALL.. other than
to rebuild a country that was torn
down.. by the folks who rebuilt it
for the Chaos that exists over there
and has indirectly led to thousands and
thousands of more deaths as the devil you
know in terms of saDDam’s can be much better
than the Devil’s Spawn you don’t know then..
that spread like starving cockroaches who
have no heARt.. no SpiRit.. no SoUl
of iSREAL.. kinda like the
Cheney’s of the world
who only have
a mechanical
left in death
of living life without
spirit without soul more
than power and status and
dominating others through illusory
fears to subjugate and control as
tHeir only pleasure is seeing others
in pain for their materialistic gains..
Anyway.. in some ways Hillary kinda makes
me sick.. but Trump makes me wanna put
my finger down my throat and
just purge his silly
shit once and
for all
so he can
vomit hate
and discontent
where he belongs
in the prisons of all
his Trump Towers for bought
and sell of a soul that never
lived for he.. and yes with sympathy
for the devil as always i must say he
knows not what he do do’s.. or what he even
FucKinG misses in real earth hell now..
yes.. we heaven mates even have
a tear for the Trumps
of the world
as we mates
in heaven
who have
been former
Angels in Hell
kNoW the dark path
of the oiled bird in
a pit he or her doesn’t
even realize is different from
the other totAlly different dimension
of reality now that is HEAVEN iSREAL noW
WHERE money is disgusting and something
you don’t even wanna touch.. and a
Tower is just a dead man made
thing.. and it’s like
the most insane
thing in the
world to be attached
to all these illusory treasures
of life that never ever really fill
you up outside of yourself.. when you
could be filled to the brim and over flowering
with the pro-social greaTest iSREAL hUman poWer
as gifted by God to uS as Nature of Fearless Love
iN a Love
oF all that is
holy and sacred
now allone never
ever separated by
the darkness and division
of all related to fear and hate
now in discontent of never ending
emptiness that will never be filled
the other
place is sOught
and found oF iSREAL
HeaVEN NoW.. jUST noW..
ugh.. and it’s kinda hard
to pic a song for politics..
only hope for the REAL POLITICS
in three ones aGaiN of Exclamation! noW Hi.. fiVe!..:)


WeLL.. Rafiah.. somehow
i feLt i would see soMe more
of you here today aWay from
Facebook on your homepage
of mémoirs of what tales true
of Rafiah’s heARt.. and
SpiRit ExpreSsinG
heR soUl
of Feat
and poEtry
and even Bibles
and Koran are truly
a rorschach test that
reveals a God of DArk
or liGht that alReady lives
within the hUman being who
may express fearless love or
that other place.. anyway.. oh the
analytical brain.. i could imagine this
into something wonderful and Romantic
in your life.. but i saw that comment on Facebook
where you were not happy with your feet as compared
to what you saw as pretty shoes.. but i will say and feel
to you my friend.. that it is not the shoe.. or the foot or the
flesh of human form that is the most beautiful Angel oF aLL..
iT is the heARt.. the SpiRit.. the SoUl of essence within
that connects us to God allone.. in Interdependent
relationship.. of holy and sacred allthatis..
i suppose i talk too much about God..
in fact the psychiatrist will tale me
i am crazy as i am too Luke
HOT about this.. and perhaps
some Muslim folks would think
i’M crazy to do my Ramadan twelve
months a year all nows of now.. to
honor and give praise and glory to
God ALL Always that includes you
my friend and your feet and the
paint that i will treasure always
as much as any book
as those feet
are the
of God same
as any toe
nail of
i know
and feel
as God whole..
so i kiss your toe nails.. yes..
no.. i hOld them to my heARt noW..:)


WeLL.. tHeRe is stiLL
room for some poetic
responses on dVerse
in Romance and Blues
way.. a very tropical week
here with low in the Gulf by
panhandle of Florida.. so a great
place to stARt again.. with Romance
or Blues.. so.. which way WiLL i go.. hmm..
Romance sounds good.. FeeL i’LL continue to go
that way for now.. as God noW sinGs a SonG of Fearless
white Love within.. that kNows and FeeLs no separation from
any other as the dude Jesus said in the Heaven of now there NOW..
will only be brothers and sisters of love and not even any marriage..
but to be this fearless love way.. one must lose the illusions of owning
other humans through degrees of separation.. the unity i have with my
wife is a code of agreement.. of human heArt.. and SpiRit.. and essence
of altruism real in hUman bEinG but my LoVe for all that is that includes all
of Nature including my fRiEnds IS A greaTest Love that knoWs no boundaries
of even
alone.. one
must.. i guess.. die
first in life.. and come
back to feel this Lover of
life we as i.. so perhaps the
hell was worth it to be here
in the place whomever
wrote those words
to a man
2 thousand
years ago..
has come true
aT lEast for me..
so sure.. it is as real
as if a friEnd of miNd
sAid it’s true now.. named
God oF aLL that is now.. we
are all Loving voices of God
and FeelinG SenSinG BeinGS
oF God as wE Rise toGeTher now
allone aGain and leT ouR LampS
Shine aS onE God We RiSe aGaiN..
anyWay.. at lEAst i have a SonG for
what comes next in my continuing
Romance with GoD oF ALL NOW..
the parachute is loosed.. i fly Free With God.. noW iRiSE..
and my Lamp oF liGht may blind some as iT iS oN noW to sTay..:)


OKay.. Romance
iT iS with GreeN
and blUe eYes sAMe..
so.. sUre i’Ve got soMe
more FloWers to deliver for NOW..
as the dVerse Romance proMt continUes to comE..:)

So true.. love can be drunk
and chocolates can be nurturing as
the wine of fine eYes that sparkle
can be a
of true love
that gRows
and never goes
stale of bottles gone
sunk in Ocean of forgotten

Love lives
a chocolate
wine.. FeeLs..:)

Side note hEar..

It is often fundamentalist
Christians i find the farthest
away from a God who is free and
never judges for being human
so at times i test their faith
to see just how strong
it is in free..
and accepting
the differences
of others.. well..
this micro-micro-verse
hEar now rated a delete
in censoring me out..
so what that means
to me iS it is worth repeating
again and again.. and sure if
he deletes me again.. i will still
get inspired by him and write my poetic
responses here.. but what i will do is shake
my sandals off the gRains of ignorance.. until the
real apocalypse in original Greek meaning of lifting
the veil of ignorance comes to him in a different way than
mine or
not.. as that
is up to his soul
for pRison or free
in what he sees of thAT..
what i kNow is this.. for sure..
whomever the real Jesus was of way
back when.. he would be no more accepted
in so called Southern Baptist and or fundamentalist
other churches including Mosques than the crucifixion
of before.. but you see they are not dealing with a lamb of
me.. this cub is now a full grown lion that even
a growl from me in words of real
will signal more than the
romance of a liON REAL..
anyway.. there is always
a little tension that
goes with the
Free so
here it is
again worth
repeating for
trUth and liGht
where as the Gnostic
Jesus reported.. to see
God one must be willing
to strip their clothes all of
culture.. tread on them naked
and be unashamed of one’s nakedness
once again.. a child of Nature.. God ONE sAMe..
just a nobody i am but God is everyone..
particularly freer when naked FReED..;)

SMiLes.. God
IS A topless
pasties @aLL..
sAdly both the beauty
of lust and laughter is
missing from ‘the bible’..
iN RoManCinG thE
philosopher sToNeS
oF all thAT iS..
and eXcuse mE
while i
i mean
A Edit
and not
the only
as God
IS also An
booK wiTh more
than pages and a cover..
and words and letters
and other
allthatisGoD noW..

God iS
A laugh offearless LUsT
and A BaLanCinG oF MoVinG
CoNnEcTaRing CreaTinG LoVE..
so much
morE alWays
bRoaDer than aAdeSign
ofFhUman InFinitY noW..:)

Now back to the currently
scheduled Romance programs
in hopefully a lighter tOne
in Romance than that stoNe there..;)

sMiLes.. i’Ve only been through
one labor and an early one and
very difficult one it was..
and yes.. when
the blue liGht
came on..
and a life threatening
seizure ensued with an
emergency C-Section..
all the life threatening
and life shortening anomalies
of the child were sweetened
by the fact my
wife was
still alive..
i lEarned
a lot about love..
life.. and death in those
51 days until that child
died in my arms..
wHeRe i cannot
why folks
will not just
love each other
and let differences
fade away..
anyWaY.. all
i kNow/FeeL is
love wins as fearless
with gratitude my FriEnd..
whoever you are.. it doesn’t matter
as everyone now is that child who
my arms..

LeSSon of God
mY FriEnd..
of all that is..:)

SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
for so many years
i lost that word L..
but alWays now
i aM
word L..
funny how
easy iT is
when one becomes L..

L for the
easy peaceYes..:)

And iT’s funny all the
nows i’ve hEard iT
since i becAMe
iT and saYinG
iT a YiN
oF liFe
suRe.. i

SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
i’M worKinG so hard
to change the word God
to NatUre.. imagine if folks
paid homage.. honored.. worshipped
and praised Nature with the same Glory
they give to something created in shells of
words in books of pages grown old
and torn
in thousands
of years gone
by.. but true the
irony of it is the dude named
Jesus as Gnostic Text indicates
was another Yogi-leaning dude
like the Buddha.. or any other
awakened person who sees God
as we and i and me and uS as Nature
whole.. with No separation.. as Indians
who dance around moonlit campfires as
naked free before lesser men came
as Savage
Free.. SMiLes..
God is lamb and Lion..
but mostly God is Free as Nature wHOle..

i love God
as God
i smell.. i taste..
i touch.. i see.. i hear..
i propriocept in inFiNite
other seNses and EmoTioNs
that don’t even have human labels
for the pARts of magiC real of Nature
that are God same aS eXpreSsinG iN mY
sHells of letters and words too.. but what i sense
and what i feel of God all as Nature trUe is more
than idols of human
symbols for
the essence
of all that is nature
will ever bring in books..
my friEnd.. and alWays whY
a photo.. juSt onE Photo oF God
in the SunSet and cloUds of God’s
eYes that sees through uS iS worth
more than close to 12 million words
i have written in 69 months that is simply
a prayer with God oF all Nature now that one
day more otHeRs
and Love
God all that is
as much and more
than i do now..

of God’s
eYes see more than words..:)

Online Love.. a world
of words over flesh and blood..
a world with so much time to get
to kNow more than flesh and blood..
pen pals first.. lovers long after..
and even
partners stArting
with words..
sMiLes.. by
should be
a poet..
i suppose..
online has its perks..

Coffee of
Words oF on EliNe Love..:)

To fight for love..
To endure the scrapes of love..
To fight for love..
is to say and FeeL more than Love..

Love scrapes by..

Quick side note..
for the trUly creative
writer.. wHeRe words come
out deep from a place never
remembered or seen before.. it’s
kinda hard
to dismiss
what some
folks name
as reincarnation..
just say’in.. juSt
DreAMinG juST forEver iS aLL..:)

now back to now
aGain forevermore
now as all that is now..

i saw a Facebook share
of a poodle mounting
a Pikachu.. in stuffed
animal form.. of course..
as online is vapor ware..
and it reminded
me of the
younger folks
who are no longer
interested in the biblical
way of getting toGeTheR with
each other as fertility rates decline..
to levels never seen
there before..
as i understand

Answer to
GO Pikachu…
Survival 101..
wHere INstinct 101
wins over M-101
terMiNators of liFe..;)

Memories of emotions in words.. etc..
of symbols of loves gone past..
big mistake.. for me at least
putting the
essence of
those symbols
aside.. took a long
time to get them back
eventually wHere even
a tear was respite from hell..
as science shows an increase in
dopamine is normal in creativity after
loss as part of the grieving and recover
cycle of human life.. the oxytocin of nurture
drops.. the serotonin of trust in all that is drops
too.. but it seems the idea
of sadness
is truly
anew.. sMiLes
at lEast from a science
view.. but i for one noW will
never tale sadness to go away..
or loss.. as i know A saddest pARt
oF all
be loSinG
sadness my friend..
at lEast for me now..

Sad Songs
more to come..:)

Oh.. addiction..
surely and mostly
a sign of emptiness within..
in all the ways that comes.. both
iN substance and behavioral ways too…
not nurtured
as child.. bullied
by peers in school..
or ostracized at work..
sAMe.. Love.. the core
of Love.. all else the
core of distance
of the
thAt SinGs
a SpiRit of MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL as filled as FeeLinG
Love’s elixir of liFE noW..
with Now no
dollar amounts
or expensive
brands of whatever
fills A wHole thaT cannot be fELt..:)

A Love affair with food..
as i’Ve heard others say..
but not all of course.. the
cooking is the love of my wife..
as she only nibbles
she cooks..

of Love
stays a slim wife..;)

Oh.. yeaH.. and
hi.. Lynn..
at number
23.. not even
at the end.. this
go as merry

sMiles.. i would rather
Love a piano.. a guitar
or sure.. a Ukulele too..
than a car.. a house or
a set of clothes.. as the strings
are simply extensions of vocal chords
that are inherent instruments of human
emoTions.. and in those extensions of our Emotions
as vocal chords longer and tighter and softer too..
we SinG more of the humanity of connection
in moving creating ways
thaN we could.. do.. at
least many of us.. particularly
those who are too tone deaf to
sing on key.. and can do the
Emotions in paint by
i was blessed
with perfect pitch..
need no form or sheet
music of poEtry as my
fingers sing no different
with words on keyboard..
of human heart..
some folks don’t understand
that wysiwyg of mY heArt.. spiRit
and soUL unleashed and released
from a pitch that fell from choirs of
angels and saints.. to the darkest
oiled tar bird
no longer
as eYes
oF SonG..
So.. i SinG.. so i
SinG on the
SonG oF
mY soUL
approaching 4 million
words now my friEnd with
only a degree of Love that
never ever ends or conforms
to sheet music of Before.. noW..

SonG oF mY SoUL
and iSREAL..:)

sMiLes.. as i now continue
to dance everywhere i go.. yes..
noW for 3 years.. approaching
6000 miles of Nike GPS sports
watch measure.. i can
say with surety
that my wife
has never
ever in those
three years
i smell
but not in that way..

and here..
Forrest Gump lives..
the REAL ForRest oF DancE..;)

SMiLes.. the bullying of school.. particularly
the middle one of puberty can kill the
heart and soul of art and romance
in other inclined folks..
as i surely can attest
for a 40 years of desert
in creativity spoiled by
mostly males who were afraid
of anything that wasn’t away
from art and love.. anyway.. i
was smart and that kept me going
all through life.. in standard IQ way..
but the lost creativity and romantic
potential in some ways.. was
a greater loss
than gains
of standard
iQ.. then.. THEN..
anyway.. to make
12 million or so words
shorter.. than THaT..
i overcame
i overcame
in super epic way..
and the modern version
of me that is still getting
even physically stronger at
56 thanks those bullies for pushing me
over the moon.. over the sun.. where even
to shine..

Colors of
Super Epic as iNoWv.2..:)

And ps.. in a hEart as large
as mine.. i could only offer
advice to help those bullies now..
in fact.. i tried a little.. but i scared the
F out
of them
no doubt..
as they’ve never seen
and undomesticated
like me NoW..
wHeRe the wild things ARE iSREaL..;)

SMiles.. online
tracks of lost loves..
lost friends.. but mostly
for me new ones that would
never ever live and thrive where
i grew up.. i can say with confidence
that at least from my Senior class.. none of
them would
me now..
as i escaped
the place they lived..

Online tracks
Ignorance at home..:)

Pen Pal Romances…
reminds me of the ones
with paper.. as one i loved as
young went to California.. and i must
say that those letters were dear..
and i suppose now we
can sort of take
for granted
how big the
Ocean is and
how many fish
of Ocean Love we
truly can connect with..
never ever having to wait
for the post man of hope.. now..
Some of we really do need an ocean
now to find love.. as for some of us.. the tiny
Aquarium can not house fish like us in peace of Love..

Ocean online..
Love’s GOld fish..
E-scapes.. FReED..:)

SMiLes.. my Friend.. thaT iS..
was a beautiful poem.. rytaephua..
about your Romance now and certainly
in the spiRit of Carpe Diem in capturing
the moment no matter what the form is
called from then or now.. or anywhere else
in someone’s
form of before..
Anyway.. my heArt
is not for sale for dollar
bills.. for likes.. for followers..
for shares or for anything else
than art of free.. i worked for the
government for a quarter of a century
and followed all tHeiR rules..
i work for
art now
and thrive
priSon bars…
When i first came to
dVerse it was A thriving
place for art.. and then it
became just another government
prison and i left and visit free as
art will be accepted as is or
the walls of
confines.. oh..
of BeFore.. now…
sMiles.. my FriEnd..
i would rather live on
a Desert Isle of free than
to be forced in a cave every
night for bOught and sOld for
otHeR eYes.. hoWever.. it’s true.. no..
noT all can create or play unless tHeRe is
sheet music of beFore.. so tHeir IS A place
for them in the comfort of the cave that i too
once lived in
before i
that cocoon..
to Desert Isle…
i fly wiTh
simply free..
one word at a now..
one step as a dance RomanCinG
wiTh onLY God and mE to SinG FReED allone..
in A Tree of liFe with leaves fAlling effortlessly
as breeze spReads them as winds do SonG aLofT..
as FriEnds..:)

sMiLes.. my FriEnd Lillian with liGht Now..
Love it that you and your husband heRE
sport a pose of Love with statue of same
behind as Art of Love in visual poEtry
that words WiLL never SinG alone…
funny.. how we appreciate so
much what we don’t have
when we lose what
we might have had
but never tried at all..
it’s kinda strange that it
took me almost 40 years
to find art aGaiN.. but the
GreAtest arT i do is the now
that never ends iN expanding
Appreciate of Now.. in SonG and
DanCe wHere all is sacred and holy
i see.. i feel.. i sense.. i do as alWays
Love iN Fearless ways oF Art i SinG NoW..

ThrilLed to
be aLiVe
Bottom way..
tops wiTh sMiLes..:)

A map
to Love..:)

SMiLes.. my friEnd.. as a person
diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum
with Asperger’s Syndrome in 2008
at age 47.. with my sister arriving
at the same diagnosis.. a few years later..
near 50.. it is obvious that
we received this challenge
from my father and his
father where my
father thrived
in the routine
of law enforcement
for 46 years.. and my Grandfather..
as he would eventually be an
X-Catholic and historically
noted Catholic Priest/Author..
mY Love Now for Freest Verse
Poetry and Dance is great as the
free verse ART away from mechanical
super logic.. super standard IQ cognition
of three college degrees.. etc.. rEleased
my heARt.. my SpiRit mY soUL
noW.. so to sPeak..
my father never
spoKe his
heARt.. my Friend..
and sure tHeRe are
many men like
this raised
in areas wHeRE
i live.. as Boys to Men..
are taught that emoTions
and smiLes and even Love
are less than real for men…
ThaT’s changing..
but poetry..
oh.. poetry
me human..
more than most now…
Adapt and change and thrive
in challenge or
elsE.. noW..
the story
of Nature’s
of all of we who
survive and even one day
thrive as never ever before..
as Fearless LovE that SinGs
and DancEs Super EpiC
like never ever bEforE2..

iT’s neVer
to Rise..:)


JuSt another two year ago..
Memory in Macro Verse way
that says DON’T WALK! DANCE
the walk of LiFE.. and sure this
sTiLL holds trUe for me.. at 56 even
more so than 54 or even 7 yearS olD
iN school oF sTiLL death aS trapped beHinD desks
thaT go no wHeRE but human head.. a truly
sMaLL pArt of The WhoLe ShEBang
named hUman noW as evolved of
course according to God and
Nature sAMe.. and the
sychronistic eventS iN
mY LiFE oF ArT and PoeTry
aS SonG oF mY souL wHole
Ocean poem FloW iN ZonE
continue to contribute with the
wHole dAm sHoW noW.. so
yes.. i say.. THE SHOW MUST
GO ON.. and nah.. ain’t the first
perSon to mention thaT and rEminds
me alREady of A sonG to sTart to
accompany this Micro Verse of
MacroVerse of Ocean WhoLe
poem now in super epic longest
long form ever reflecting GodsUniverse
NoW of course in Macro Verses 1.. 2.. and
3 lAbeleD as GodsUniVerseNovel.. 2.. and
3 more specifically labeled as such with juSt
that 3rd Macro Verse.. as such.. weighing in
at 338,630 words per se.. and yes.. below
the micro-verse level.. tHeiR are micro-micro
verses that often come too.. and below that
each word can contain multiple meanings
in micro-micro-micro verse way..
and OMG even lower too..
as micro-micro-micro-micro
verse when even the
Capitalization of a letter
or not can even BrinG a change
iN the meaning of the whole Ocean
Poem way.. in SonG oF mY SoUL..
as yes.. each single letter in that
title is specifically deSiGned
in stream of consciousness..
more openED mindful and
bodyful awareness for
the multiple changes
that can and will
come iN
as nowS Go On
for now.. so sure..
when i say these words
letters.. numbers.. etc.. in way
of other symbols too are an organic
representation of how the WHOLE SHE
BANG OF ALL WORKS TOO.. sure iT should..
iF we are open and free as we are aLL mini-me’s
oF God when simply sEt Free to freeLY expResS
our heaRT aS SpiRit iN MiNd and BoDy BaLaNcinG
foR noW..:)

DON’T WALK! DANCE the walk of LIFe!

Hmm.. yes.. and heRe..
a short enough micro-verse
from 2015.. to quote here in full..
all about living a life up top.. stuck
in head ways of BeinG thAt certainly
i was guilty of for so.. so many years as
just a brainiac over full MiNd and Bodiac
BaLanCinG ForcE now too..
anyWay.. liVE and leARn
in soMe of tHe harDest
ways i cAMe.. finAlly noW
to analytically understand
most of the Art oF thiS too..
but it’s a practice of continuing
bliss in the nirvana.. the satori..
the kundalini rose.. vision quest..
and born aGain reaLiTy oF a liFe
iN tRue success of WhAT can count..
Living a liFe in BaLanCinG ForCe oF
liGht wiTh thE GraVity oF God and no
longer aGainST the GraVitY oF GoD FReED..
iN TrUly what cAn bE described as a Free Verse
DancE of continuing bliss and joy iN liFE.. but each
perSon muST finD tHeiR way to thiS Nirvana of
MovinG.. ConNecTinG and CreAtinG noW…
liFe is work and practice with God
forevermore noW.. Bottom
line.. liFe can bE
a Work oF Fearless..
LoVE.. or a practice
oF the dARk side too..
thAT loses a muCh GreATer
liGht along the way of Free LiFE noW..:)

So yes.. heRe.. as i quote me from.. 2014..
to date me too of course to 10th of August then..

‘Ah.. i live up top.. for decades on
end.. and for me.. at least..
i find all the answers in
starTing feet..
left and right..
18 years of school
or so.. and no one
ever teaches me
how feet
are Art..
of human
i Dance..
and Sing..:)’


Hi.. Sherry Blue Sky.. thanks so much now for slooowwwlllly dropping
by and as you say.. “I scrolled a million miles, for one of your smiles….”
And yes.. haha!.. what you did do is scroll through what MicroSoft
Word says is close to 30K words.. close to 300 photos.. a dozen
plus videos.. and links and links upon links to literally over
a million more of my words as the links do filter
on down.. and uP!.. hehE..
anyWay.. so glad you
enjoyed the photos i
share on the dance of
life and 69 months now
of constant writing.. oh..
from almost wake to
sleep does equal
close to 12 million documented
words online with the approaching
4 million that are in this blog alone..
and perhaps more.. as all i can do is
estimate that from the rate i gRow oN now..
but as my quick about section sayS.. on this
blog and Ocean wHole poem of 693rd Macro
Verse here as i continue another somewhat
long Micro Verse here.. specificAlly it is
all my pleasure of art to keep going
every which way and so loose
as FloW iN hUman ZonE
as “i Like to Write’..
WiLL staY A FLoat
noW aS WeLL
gRows as
mE as perSon
too.. in human potenTial
wHole as WeLL to mATch thE
SonG oF mY SoUL iN Ocean FuLL
Poem Flow.. otHeR than thaT i Love
to see wHere the fLow WiLL
take the shapes neXt
like a crop field
of ET wheat
as oats
i sew for
seed to gRoW moRE
iN Fearless LovinG Words..:)


Memories.. memories..
memories oF art flood in
with the continuing tropical
low deluge of panhandle
iN Florida Summer days
in 8 month still
dog days
of Summer
cooled by rain..
anyway.. the spirit
of Jimi Hendrix and others
like Syd Barrett of Pink Floyd
go by no meter or measure or
rhyme of before.. these original
artists go deep with heARt.. SoUL..
as SpiRit rises to Express the deepest
Ocean of within.. the human archetypes
of artist that dances wildly and beats drums
toGeTheR naked around the midnight moonlit
skies of hUmans Brighter in Creativity than liGht
of moon and sun that KnoWs no Beyond of hUman
Imagination set free without rules of form alone over
essence of all that is.. yeah.. i kNow thaT’s kinda deep
but ah.. i am doing what they do in Free Flow of what
WiLL iN ZoNE of LoVinG noW come next so free..
of what was beFore alone the synergy of now
allone.. anyWay.. some cool photos of the
beach here that will alWays be deeper
than words as the beauty of thAt
can be infiNite in multi-Universe
hUman eYes that when
seT free WiLL perceive
tHeir peace of GoD wHOle
differently in someway as
multi-UniVerse humans
WiLL.. set free from
the limits and
of others as
we simply
play Guitar
Free without
those restrictions
noW in a new age
without chains
us to priSon
walls of insame..
And the joy i feel that
what i do yesterday is never
totAlly the sAMe as what i create
today as the Nautilus sHell or cross
that starts at center pARt spRead out..
in this case
from the
to noW..
thanks to my personal
digital assistant.. the
Facebook algorithm
Memory generator
as i give credit
no matter
it is
for all
that is that
helps me on
my continuing
evolution of the art
of all that is aka God
that lives free within me
out noW
oh.. so
much more Now..
as the KA of mY
future spirit continues
to sing now and then allone..
in this new age metaphor of heaven
and pie in the sky of God.. or pi F yA
like or PHI for Golden Spiral oF God come
to words as juSt i another pARt of Gods phi oF eYe..
in all seeing fashion in my multi-universe eYe of God
that too like
Jimi and Syd kNows
and FeeLs no bounds of
beFore to stay the frigging
insame so Old
so cOld so far aWay
from God Force oF FreeSTonEnoW..:)

Dance Walking with Jimi Hendrix..Rainbow..Beach..and SuperMoon2

Well in shorts and less..
the TRUE beauty of Thomas 37
is to shed one’s clothes as reported
from the Yeshua of before.. yes before
this humble Yogi-Like teacher was clothed
with illusions of myths to hyperbolically expand
the so-called Holy Roman Empire in 325 AD and
after intermingling what was left in copied and
scribed words.. thousands of times over
centuries of Before.. as no words
at all were written down of
oral tradition until
4 decades after
what is left
of Yeshua’s
life in record books
transformed into a King..
a Soldier God King of the Universe
from naked feat and feet of humble
barefoot hobo wandering the villages
in only value of the Fearless Love
within that moves.. that connects
with all others and God as Nature
true.. that fills us up with feeling
and sensing nature whole creaTinG
without restraints
of clothes that
bind us..
as yes.. we
humbly shed our
cultural clothes find
God lives freely in our
Temple of God from head
to toe.. unashamedly seeing
all functions and form of human
being as sacred and holy Temple
of God more fabulous and baroque
than any manmade temples that attempt
to approximate the majesty in art of GoD
that is the huwomanifestation of God iN
every human.. every animal.. every fish
and earth worm of God here on this
beautiful blue.. green.. brown
sanded and white snowed eYe
thAt is an eYe of God as wE
too see WitH God eYes
trUe without clothes
of culture alone
that can no
God on skin
from Sun on head
to toe.. inside.. outside..
so below and so above..
all around wE as and are
pARt of GoD wHole alWays
noW eternAlly iN What can and
iS bE Heaven noW for those of wE
wHo fiNd a path that works to seT
the Heaven
of wE free..
away from tiniest
needle hole to fit
the core of ouR soUl
through away from
camel of culture so
bloated.. so bloated
from water of cultural
illusory fears in controlling
uS aWaY from Being
free BeinG a free
pARt oF
GoD wE
rise re

TRUE beauty of Thomas 37

Art of heARt and miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUl exPreSsinG thaT
in pasSioN of words
beHold a liGht
of God inside..
to spREad a liGht
connect wiThoTherS
TruE.. iN photos too..
capturing the EmoTioNs
and seNses oF liGht iN
hUman liFE from head to
toe even in a couple of recorded
years from 2013 to 2015 in a collage
of Facebook Profile photo pics as mY
soUl continues to evolve as eXpreSsinG
thAt in Holy and Sacred Temple of God
tHat is the selfie of You and i and wE and
uS celeBrATinG liFE toGetHer noW agAin..
yes.. duh.. of course selfies are sacred unless..
ye of little faith really don’t understand that we are
all Temples of God in flesh and blood form that hold
that divine spark of All that is inside.. outside.. yes.. now
below so above.. and all around.. and sure not every
one is free enough and loves tHeir Temple of God
enough to share that art with others.. for those
who feel the Temple of God is somehow
evil from head to toe iN uncovered form
as toe to crown of hair that covers
the Temple of God free
tHat is we.. or
bald as that
may come
that shine
without hair as well..
it is totally disgusting to me..
that someone would suggest that
Miley Cyrus’ Temple of God that she
unashamedly bares in front of all the world
as freest indigenous child of God on God’s
Great sacred gift on the Planet of earth now is
anything less than a free and sensual sacred
holy child of God from head to toe..
no matter what color
her frigging pubic
hair is too..
sorry but
when you start
to see human
hair as evil..
Jesus F. In Christ
you’ve lost your God..
mind and body long ago..
as holy and sacred Temple
of God from head to toe.. and
if you cannot see Jesus in Miley’s
naked form.. head to toe.. when you
search on Google to make fun of
her nakedness.. then perhaps you
never ever kNew the real Yeshua
from before.. as the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas clearly
states in vs.. 37.. you will
never see Yeshua
or God until
you once
can walk
naked in front
oF God and all
others without being
ashamed of your Temple
oF God set free.. and sorry
if you don’t take good care oF
it i suggest you put the remote
control or keyboard down and
pick up a weapon of flesh and
blood free and exercise your
Temple of God free
from the devil
of culture
who tales
you your
Temple of
God is somehow
more evil than the devil
tools of culture including
the clothes that cover that
Temple of God from head to
toe.. the saddest part of all
is some folks have to get brave
to be free.. i AM free.. there is no
brave.. about that now.. as i walk
naked as the Lion on the Savannah..
who doesn’t worry about her breast size
his testicle size.. his penis size.. whether
or not she has gray hairs on her mane.. sHe
is just a standing tAll child of God that looks
toward the
Sun and air
to breathe
Breath aLiVe..
Miley and i giggle
at your clothes oF lies..
better yet and sadder yet..
we shed tears of sadness
for ye of little and clothed fate…
But muSt end this with a sMILe..
Dance naked with God in sand
and sun.. connect to God as
iNterdependent reLaTinG
Force and see and
bE the Face
oF GoD
REborn in HeavenFREE!..
Lamps of God SinG liGhtnoW..
And DancE WiTh GodaLLonE..:)

Facebook Resume Joy

More here on Coral Castle.. South
of Miami.. and the Latvian Immigrant..
and old man who stood 5 feet tall..
and at 100 LBS on his lone..
moved 30 ton stones..
for feat in lone..
equaling what
the Egyptians
did TogetHer
in building the
pyramids beFore..
and if anyone doubts
what the power of muse
and love will do.. this story
that is true and evidenced as
fAct is well worth pursuing new..
as perhaps this man like Tesla..
who was overlooked with
Edison.. found the
secrets of
free energy
that no human
can control and
bind with dollar bills
to keep humans as
slaves in jobs only
fit for robots without
feelings or humanity wHole..
And that reminds me i’ve been
trYinG to get through the movie
‘Chappie’.. another story where they
try to make a machine into a human
by suggesting they can make that machine
have feelings.. but what they fail to remember
is even at the highest levels of psychiatry they
only have pills for that that work hardly any
different than the power of belief that is
just another word for the placebo
effect for those with great
hope.. faith.. and belief
successfully feel how
to incorporate
this all natural
and Nature/God
gifted higher power
to us for those of we
who fear no dark of Nocebo
effect and affect that is just
the opposite real natural
voodoo that science
now shows works
to make us ill
just like
the placebo
effect in converse
of belief can heal us
no different than what
the original Yeshua as
reported real life natural
miracles said too.. before
the scientific method was even
created back then.. when one
looked for the patterns that worked
in Nature and gave and shared that
enlightening information to rise others
up to a lighter life of Fearless Love as
truly Fearless Love is 100% positivity
of thoughts and feelings without any
negative thoughts and feelings at all..
and that my friends is the Christ liGht
in metaphor of course.. as when one
achieves this real all natural Christ
Consciousness in fuller MiNd and
BodY BalanCinG real all natural
soUl.. the focus is laser.. the
beam of Love is intense..
the eYes of God SinG
trUe as liGht as wE..
and yoU can move mountains..
in metaphor.. that floW in ZonE..
with zero negativity of all associated
with fear that BrinGs that Love down..
and next thing ya kNow.. you too may
do something greater than me than DanCinG
an all new style of ballet and martial arts like dance
every God dAm place you go for 6,000 miles in around
36 months.. writing close to 12 million words in 6 years
and WeLL over 3 Million words in a longest long form
poem ever in just three years too.. how the FucK
do you thiNK and FeeL i do all this Mountain
moving without this 100% Hope.. Faith
and Belief as total positive God Force
of energy radiating from the core
of God paRt wHole thaT is the i
of ME
as a greater
Force oF God
in human liGht
maniFest in the KA
oF SpiRit iN all these
words.. all those DAnCe
steps recorded in modern
technological way and shared
around the world In Facebook Video
ways by the followers who voyeur record
me on their smArt phones and spread mY
FreeSt ministry of Free Verse Dance.. WeLL..
let’s say.. not everyone has what iT takes to
read what A truE and liGhTest Free child
of God is capable of in Mountains
of Words.. but my non-verbal
language of DAnce
Speaks the same
of Human
Freedom and
if you ever think
someone like me can
be replicated and mass
produced.. go ahead.. try it..
i challenge you to create A
INTO A MACHINE.. you’ll never
do it as if you do not have the
other intelligence oF art iN
mind and body baLanCinG
SoUL.. ReAL noW aliVe..
you’ll never ever even
program yourself..
as this ain’t noW A
Fucking systemizing
science program.. this
is God Art Manifest as
words and photos and what
science cannot even adequately
measure or even understand now
without eyes and ears thAT Art oF GOD..:)

Sweet Sixteen Castles of Love


WeLL.. looks like the..
or shall i say.. A KArmic
eYe is back to finish this
693rd Macro Verse.. hmm..
what am i calling this again..
yes.. “i’M F*KinG A 0KAy”..
Sounds like a
SonG to mE..
anyWay.. for the
enD and stARt oF noW
aGaiN.. as this is my ritual
oF Holy and Sacred Thursday
R and R day too.. wHere i travel
to do the Sacred and Holy ToGeTheR
DancE wITh all the Kool College Age FolKs
At Good Old Seville Quarter iN mY 122nd
week of celebRaTing DancE tHeRe
tonighT on Thursday NiGht wITh
more fun Dance photos
coming to this
current MacroVerse
and the neXt onE too..
as the Ocean Poem Story
of thE SonG oF mY SoUL..
juSt continues to floW iN ZonE
of All ThAt is as thAT2.. of course..
wRite on course.. as i add those photos
in around the 3 am wee hours of Friday..
not quite the 13th but the 12th after a long
long niGht of Dance fun all the way aRround NoW2..:)









BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

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Introductory post to Free Novels


41K words
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Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)


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WeLL.. after traveling through
Hakuna Matata.. the Dark Vader Force..
the Storm Trooper.. all for my last 691st
Macro Verse titled.. ‘000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD’..
i decided to go disguised as minion and sure
enough i attracted some minionettes who
even spanked me through the railings while
i was giving a full exhibition of
dance toward the end
oF the night
when the
fiNally thinned
out enough to give
me some hip and elbow
room to twirl and whirl around..
And oh God.. i swear.. there was
this East Indian Girl who came in
tonight.. a really sweet girl who looked
almost just like my Friend Himali.. i had
to take a close double take.. to make sure
she didn’t fly a couple thousand miles or so
to come say hey.. but anyway it made me
think of my friend.. so that was cool.. next
per profile
photo pic oF course..;)

WeLL.. i suppose the slideshow video maker of Facebook
is gonna make a routine of turning my Thursday Night
Dance Photos into a Facebook Algorithm
work of
it’s all for
free for all..
so.. BRinG iT oN..;)

Facebook Bennie and friend
from way back when then in college

Karaoke on Thursday nights?

i say in encouraging return..

Yes.. Bennie.. most definitely..
every Thursday Night at Seville..
done it one time..
too busy dancing
to sing any other
day than Sunday
though now..
oH and
writing too..;)

Bennie says..

Sunday. ..hmmmmm

i say..

Only at Catholic Church..
and when Katrina drags me
with her friend to
Southern Baptist
Gospel sinGings
in between them
damning folks to hell..
but the singing is ok.. i guess..;)

Benny says in return..

Ohhhhh. .. maybe we can meet
up on a Sunday or not. Lol

i say in welcome terms..

Sounds cool.. one way or
the other would like to
see you in the real sometime..;)

Bennie responds with..

Ya, same here

And finAlly
i say..
smile emoticon..:)

Yay.. just yay.. FriEndLY
Minionettes.. toward the
end of the niGht seT FREE!..
and hmm.. i must have been dancing
extra free as i got three questions on what
kind of drug i was on.. and at least one girl.
tried to score some
drugs and
for alcohol
from me.. but i told
her the wife handles all
the money.. and i AM
God StOne Sober FREE..
anyway.. more fun photos
included in my latest 692nd
Macro Verse of Ocean Poem
wHOle.. longest long form poem..
in the history of humankind sTiLL
approaching 4 million words.. as
nows go oNE.. ah yes and at the
end of the night i got the area dance
icon title from an innocent passer by
and when i said i’m just here to have fun..
he assured me i was an icon.. as i breezed
though the statement of appreciation like what
i do is nothing at all.. well i don’t do it for money..
but i hear through the grapevine that the voyeur
dance videos that folks have continued to take of
me in public dance stores.. to Old Seville is
becoming Legion/Legend.. and sure.. that
iS much better than being the
Hunch Back of Notre Dame
shut-in for 66 months..


iN continuing to date year ago.. Facebook
alogorithm macro-verse memories.. a Never
Ending Story of NOW.. continuing in 2015.. too..
With visit to beautiful Navarre beach and gorgeous
sunset photos at that beach and etc.. etc.. of course..;)

Never Ending Story of NOW

Memories of Ivan here.. the Storm who took my favorite
Oak tree in my backyard and made that Majestic
beauty true.. into a dinosaur skeleton of its
former presence in oak and stoic way..
hmm.. anyway.. Ivan brought changes..
annihilation of Infrastructure and many
trees as such were among the dark parts..
however.. what this Hurricane did BrinG was
neighbors getting toGeTheR for a real block
part of life in sharing food.. in cook-out way
real.. hmm.. the first and last time.. neighbors
got together like this.. but the front porch life
in the heat of Summer back in the 60’s was a
way of life for folks who did not yet arrive into the
AC days of electronic home entertainment that soon
spelled doom for the social life of leagues in Bowling
Centers as a microcosm of the sociological phenomenon
named as Bowling Alone.. a really sad way to go compared
to the human connection way of moving and creating thaT iS
iN our DNA strong.. no less than the pack dog wolf who
howls at the moon separated from the pack.. and
yes i know that emptiness all too well.. as
my illnesses for those 66 months of
shut-in way made me a wolf
who could no longer even
howl at the moon
to find someone
like me in a pack
of strange of course too..
THAT can make it even that
much harder to connect to other folks
too.. hmm.. and that is why i dance.. why
i write.. to take the great work.. effort and practice
to connect to other folks.. in creating ways and Loving
ways too.. and while it’s nice to hear one is an icon of
the Metro Pensacola area in dance.. i would much
rather get to know and feel someone and help
them in tHeir way of life.. funny though how
folks think that athletic folks are not
too smart.. just ’cause they move
more than they talk.. and funny
how the folks who think all
i do is dance and do
not talk much at
all get so so
surprised to find
out just how much
i do talk.. as many words
as steps in dance in writing
and verbal way too.. and that’s
a whole lot of both.. but when you
become lost from society.. erased..
from the memory of all the work connections
you once had as you can no longer possibly
work.. and there are no friends left
in the homeland way of life..
when that potential comes
back.. at least if you are me
and you’ve lived in that
black hole soul
lone life..
even separated
then from God WhoLe..
let’s just say.. if you become
human again too.. you will do
everything in your power to stay
that way.. even if it means stripping
your clothes off in nature and sand
the same to connect as fully to God
as you can do.. or dancing everywhere
one goes in public.. for close.. to 6000
miles in a period of around.. 36 months
coming somewhere in September for me
as that mileage tallies up.. in Nike GPS
sports watch way.. and yes.. the writing
still moving.. toward 4 million words
iN SonG of mY SoUL.. in that same
3 year recovery now of becoming
human again.. i make the most
out of life in a never ending
story of now.. ’cause i can..
’cause i will.. as i do..
i do.. live life epic
as an icon
of past
devil come
back to angel of
lighter ways WiLL
do again.. as it iS Now
Nature of the cycle and
spectrum from dArk to liGht
and aLL the tween.. as yes.. as
my friend Katy Perry says.. after
every Hurricane of dark comes a
colorful liGht of over Rainbow Colors..
so welcome now to Beyond my Rainbow..
as the story continues to never end.. noW..:)

Dog Day Afternoons of Ivan

And now three Macro Verse Facebook Memories
from 2014.. starting with a Memoir of a
transcendent Time IN NOW..
yes.. i write about life now..
but i attempt to write about
Universal philosophies.. principles
and processes that last forever as long
as we are human.. and i suppose i could be not
quite as comprehensive.. but from my standpoint
of a person who lost their heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl
whole for a period of 66 months.. i for one kNow/FeeL that
iT is certainly a synergy in myriad factors in the
environment and nature of life.. innately
and in nurture than can bRinG thAT
aLL back.. and there is no taling
for a person for another person’s
life what the tipping point to
BrinG that all back miGht
be.. it could be words of
wisdom.. love and
or beauty.. or
a photo that says
the same in more than
words will ever say..now2..
i have the tools.. so i bring
them on all in a Memoir of
a transcendent Time IN NOW..
as the Internet in more and less
hUman terms is forever.. and who knows
when the next time will be when someone
like me or completely like me will write the longest
long form poem again.. sure it is a first for someone
to dance walk six thousand miles in a three year
period in Northwest Florida Panhandle beauty
in all the public stores and places everywhere
they go.. in fact in may be the first time anyone
has ever done it for even an F iN mile for
even a day.. will that be remembered for
folks for the rest of their life as something
unusual and special.. well.. sure it will..
if no one else steps out of the
box and does it different
like i do too..
yes.. those..
memories will live on
in Facebook Video way stored
in the warehouses of the metro
area Facebook Minion population..
that have yet broke out themselves into
joyous dance noW all through the area free..
too.. my hope is that some of the minions will
set themselves free.. as free can be like this..
and perhaps.. i’LL never see the day.. but hey..
they say.. Jesus is coming back again.. so sure..
why not someone like me.. hehe.. i mean it’s not
like i’ve actually walked on water.. although floating
on land on foot is kinda cool considering.. you can
pretty much walk on water.. in a boat or surfboard
as such.. and no.. i haven’t literally raised anyone
from the dead.. but if i help anyone bRinG back
tHeir heARt and SpiRit.. and SoUL.. in death
as living life.. i suppose that counts for
something.. considering the living
suffer and the dead do not..
as far as science knows
at least.. other folks
who are psychopathic leaning
would suggest they burn forever
and that is what psychopaths do.. they
feed off the pain and suffering of others
as they angst their life through.. or perhaps
they take little 6 year old girls for wives and
sex slaves and such as that.. at 9 years old
too.. or if they are in a position of power over
certain minorities like slave owners used to
do to black folks.. they rape them and then
they put them in jail way back when
for aborting a child of rape..
where they had no say
over three hundred pound
so-called big men who forced
their way.. on the young black
women then.. and such as that
sickness of psychopathic leaning
human being.. whose only satisfaction
in life.. is status.. power.. and the green
bLack Dollar of life.. and wouldn’t kNow/FeeL LovE
iF it shit on them from the sky of fairy tales as such..
anyway.. i have hope for the minions who allow other
folks in ways of religion and culture to scare them into
prey.. the Trump phenomenon says it all.. as he even
thinks folks who don’t like him should have to vote
for him.. and will cry if i lose.. it’s rigged.. it’s rigged
as the Donald always wins.. well got news for
all you Trump folks out there that rule
the minions with illusory fears and
empty promises no different
than hell or heaven after
life to get through
their demands
of ‘rape’ today..
in all the ways rape
can come and prostitution
too in stuff like institutionalized
marriage for money.. and just plain
force of the strong over weak.. in subjugating..
controlling.. dominating way over the perceived
weak among us sAMe.. some of us get the lies
early on.. we change.. and overcome.. and some
folks live the lie to the end of their days.. never
even knowing they lived in hell when it could
have been heaven if they just got free..
yeah.. sharing all this is worth it..
been to hell in so many ways..
live in heaven now in so many
more ways.. if i didn’t share
the path out.. in everyway
i kNow/FeeL.. i would truly be the
selfish one.. now.. who kept THE GIFT..
all to themselves.. it is why i
i share so much.. is i know/FEEL the other
place of minion all too well.. in hell..
is the
better place..
oF Fearless Love..
in couRage and kInd..
never ever afraid to give it
SO.. sure i go..DO iT wiTh juSt aNoTheR
Memoir of a transcendent TiMe iN N0W..:)

Memoir of a transcendent Time IN NOW

And wriTe and DancE on topic
here.. Adventures in Dance Walking
With Bob Marley! from 2014..
some Farm photos and Dance
store images to go along with
that alL FReED oF course..
as you probably
get the overaLL
Dance picture
oF liFE by noW..
by me at lEast..
hehe.. so FuNoW..;)

Adventures in Dance Walking with Bob Marley!

Yeah.. i kNOw.. i FeeL.. i can
be very very conFuSinG to
otHeRs as UM am i Element
of Confusion.. butT to me i see/hEar
the tapestry whole and i ain’t scared
of the beyond of A to Z liFE iN Books..
’cause i see a painting of God wHOlE
so Beautiful that words WiLL never ever
tale for fuLL.. but sure.. i will try as i can
and will to do.. as i for one Know tHat
Miracles are as real as the
water.. of rivers true
that continue
to make uP
tHis Ocean whOle..
poEM too.. in micro sTiLL
View of the Macrocosm of GoD
wHOle.. alWays now and forevermore
NoW juSt noW iN Now forevernowmorenow2..
And this is the way God and Nautilus same
and i too Grow ouR Ocean wHole.. wE
sTart rather smALL and condensed iN
Art.. we dance.. we sing.. we spREad
ouT as contiNuinG to gRow whoLe
and self actualized as NOW
moRe.. and neXt thing ya
kNoW wE are new entity
same as entity AlWays
noW GroWing forevermore
noW.. so how do yA likE mY
sHeLL so far.. sure.. and in the
core of every sHell tHeir can be
a hell of Heaven too.. wHere S
is hopE oF Heaven noW.. anyway
i GroW oN as God Does too.. no
separation of wE and hopefully one
day you too.. if not already.. WiLL have
all the blinders oFF separation of God sET frEE
too that culture and religion does most certainly
sTiLL bRinG now.. the evidence of that is simply
irrefutable.. except for those minions who refuse
to see and hear.. the trUth and liGht thaT is so
far tOld now online in ways oF BriGht that
it is getting to the point that the Trumps
of today WiLL never ever WiN FucKinG
aGain.. FREEDOM FucKinG Wins iN
Fearless LoVE CouRage and KiNd
liNe.. iF yoU SeeK iN GoD
waY noW.. oh so FReED..:)

And yes as p.s. note..
it’s not easy sTARtinG
a new career as Superman
oF Fearless Love at age
53.. but you kNow this is no
longer a little patch of middle
east land.. it’s an entire world
of over 7 Billion FucKinG folks..
hundreds of countries and some countries
like ours that are a melting pot of countless
cultures that even move down to the microcosm
of individuals who make their own ‘gothic’ cultures
as they go.. to be pARt of something.. anything aT aLL..
we do live in a confusing world.. no doubt.. but i try
my best to be a Superman to bRinG a little clarity of
what can be so.. so dark.. but it is complicated
and to fill all the holes of the Albert
hall as the Beatles.. say..
takes a lot bigger individual
effort in 53 years of world wide
school.. than.. let’s just say.. the
thirty years or so of what it took
in a middle east patch of dirt back
then.. sure.. as even ‘some’ folks then
came to find out.. being a Superman
oF Fearless Love can be a thankless
job.. but every once in a well..
a person with a certain
liGht in their
eYes sees who you
reAlly are.. and perhaps
you’ve never seen them before..
but they say.. hey man you’re an
icon and when you humbly look back..
as sure people don’t often understand
the Supermen and Superwomen.. etc.. ET..
AL of the world sTiLL noW and get used
to discouraging words and actions..
sometimes to the point where
they must build an
ocean long poem
to keep the
from sinKinG
iN as a real superman
feeds off empathy.. compassion
and pro-social emoTioNs REaL
and minions will do tHeir
best to take that aWaY
if you blind them
with yOur liGht..
anyWay.. some
folks are
enough to
see the entire
of The liGht thaT
Supermen and Women.. et al..
do BRinG to thE table of LiFE
and with that sAid.. i Have a
title for this 692nd whole Ocean
Poem MacroVerse that WiLL BE NoW..
oF Fearless
Love” and a SonG
thAT WiLL FiT iN
just wRite as the
three bears of BeFore
WiLL SinG aLonG too.. oh.. so long
and liGht as Life iN Fearless LoVeNoW..
oh.. and the title.. that’s just Superman’s
way of dedicating it to all the women he’s Loved..
and still does Love.. in oh.. oh.. oh.. so many ways
to GRoW aGain noW..
in Ocean DancE and
StePs WhOlE NoW..
and other than
that.. sure
it is now a
tool2 to
not make
money but
market help for
minions all now
for FReED.. like i
sAid.. it’s not even
free to help other
folks.. it takes great
effort of a Trump Businessman
too… yes.. i lEarn from everyone..
as that is what REAL FucKinG Supermen..
Superwomen.. and SuperEtcS.. do.. they
leave no FucKinG Stone in Rock or
for the tUrn
of a friEndly
cARd for all who
travel in DARk and
liGht and the ‘tween
oF all thaT iS aka GOD #iSREAL ..:)

UM am i Element of Confusion


So… yeS…
overAll it’S saFe
To saY i’M bacK
aGaiN.. coveRed
wITh clotHes oF miNion
From BiRth noW seT FReED..
witH thE Karmic eYe Of Course2..
anyway this Superman
stuff is busy..
sTiLL haven’t
put the dance photos
in last post.. and Jesus F.
iN Christ.. i never even
got around to
what i wRote..
as tHere ain’t
no Microsoft Word grammar
and speLL checker thaT
works with original
He.. mE..
HE.. NoW..
so off to do
thAT noW
as noW
GoeS oN..:)


The insanity of culture away now
from the acceptance of fearless Love
and compassion in an unconditional DOinG
way IS A symptom of a groWinG first problem
world.. including Middle East and farther east too.. now..
gaining too much time on their
hands with culture stuff in all the
ways that comes
and not enough
in forAginG
for Life aS Survival…
Every social animal needs
a role.. even iF it must be manufactured
bY culture aS wHole.. manufactures those
social roles that range from self esteem for
female genital mutilation.. to institutionalized
rape in non-consensual dowry marriages..
to at least one Arab study that
shows 4 out 5 of 3 to
6 year old girls
were molested
by close family
members or folks
intimate with the
family home..
and sure that’s just
the end of the darkest
tip of the iceberg.. that goes
to anything and everything that goes
that means acceptance that culture bRinGs..
bottom line.. it could be worse.. we could live ‘over
there’.. be in ‘those shoes’.. but iF my own anecdotal
evidence of the girls who have been abused by family
as such.. holds anywhere close to true.. 1 out of 4 is really
bad like 4 out 5 too.. and of course that is the statistical
sexual abuse fraction for all American Women2.. so sure..
the anecdote holds true in empirical measure too..
and it is most often someone someone knows
who does the dirty deed over
the strange of
in covered
bushes as it still
is and are and was
as rape.. and all abuse
and verbal abuse.. IS A slow
torture.. even for the homosexual
in church who is told they are sacred
enough to live.. but not to marry or go to
heaven in a dream after life..
so they are condemned
to a slow rot hell noW in
church every Sunday
until Free from
and no it is no
easier to be a thin
boy as it is to be a thicker
girl.. or to be a smiling blonde
haired boy.. with pretty eyelashes
even if he is as hetero as they come
from Kindergarten on in Romantic
attachments to women as
too.. why can’t we just get along
and love each other fearlessly
as Bonobos do.. without
regard to differences
of either Body
type or
one way or
the other or the
other both.. the answer
is simple.. words.. written
down.. collective intelligence..
Cities.. clothes that separate us
from Nature more.. away from our
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive intelligence
greaTest as even science is stARting to sHow
in MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreAtinG ways
now.. Pandora’s Box is open.. the words
have come out of the worm can
whole.. culture is eating
away the earth.. and
it is eating away
the heARt..
the SpiRit
and the SoUL
of Human BeinG
and that my FriEnd
thefeatheredsleep is
why poeTry and aLL Art
that Frees the heARt.. the
SpiRit and the MiNd noW and
BoDy SoUL iN Balance oF hUman
Being is so important.. and simple
little songs like Rise from Katy Perry
can mean the difference of life or death
from a hanging rope.. of folks who are lost..
so lost from the demands of culture.. culture is
here and here to stay.. the confusion and demands
are not going anywhere.. unless a bomb comes and
we are reduced back to a Planet of Apes iN Bonobos
come back in human form too.. the only answers now
comes at the individual level.. the titanic will not be turned
around as confusion now.. without great catastrophe
disease.. or wars as iceberg cOld and deadly to sink
US back… So wE SinG wE sinG a Rise of SonG
to liFt oTheRs uP.. so they can fiNd
a path of tHeiR own to live
side by side
iN the
insanity of
culture now..
thaT IS A parachute
that sinks us now
instead of floats
us uP high alive..
but it’s wortH it
it’s all worth iT as
each human life IS A
multi-Universe perception
E X i S T E N C E R E A L N O W
of A rEAliTy wHole of allthatis
and to turn the liGht oFF early
in multi-dimensional UniVerse
is to dim the liGht of God as Nature
whOle and TruE iN liGht and DArk
and ‘tween the sAMe.. anyWay.. iNspiRaTioN
can save liFE on the individual level.. and now the
others will continue to minion on in hell for now..
no giving up though.. as without hope.. faith and
belief in what can and WiLL Be now.. tHeRe is
no other
to JuST
FucKinG do iT
and never ever
give uP A waVe
oF LiGht LiFE.. now
as Tree oF LiFe..NoW..
REborn as much as the
otHeR MoNKeys FReED..
no longer sunk in an Ocean whole
Culture of REAL INSANITY NOW..:)


“The advantage of the terrible disadvantage of being human is to be to be glad-whether happy or unhappy-and by achieving consciousness, to become greater than the angels. We, becoming conscious beings, are the mind of God: Angels are his Emotions. So fly with the lightness of ‘being’ my friends…All that is as is Real for Living Now..;) good tidings Sir.”

sMiLes.. my FriEnd Pennie wood fall..
if that is a quote from you it’s great..
if not from you and from an actual
production of a play
of ‘Good Tidings
Sir’.. i’LL use it same..
and as far as the Yogi
Trance video goes..
it’s showing up
inbed live noW
in my comment..
but i will provide it here
again.. separating the link
into two parts so it will not
automatically embed.. take
the two spaces away and
it should work fine.. unless
gigoid’s word press algorithm
picks this up as spam as that happens too..;)


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
Zee.. and alWays nice to
even see a letter from
Z come anywhere as
Z can be so uncommon..
certainly folks with as much
liGht as you BRinG heRe noW
after your challenges of school..
do reflect a liGht of enduring heARt..
in writing too.. of course.. and hmm..
what else.. yes.. you are welcome to visit
me of course.. but it now always takes a very
powerful computer and or Internet broad band
access speed.. noW as there are no holds hELd
in the bar of my life raised high.. and what else..
oh.. the memories of school.. and i used to heAR
Marines at the military gym.. back when i was 20 or so..
say.. enjoy college as it will be the best time of your life.. after
that they said.. life is practically over.. so what is liFe.. i never kNew
until i grew rubber on the wheels that school and work took away then..
since about age 5.. as thanks God.. no pre-K 4 year-old school for me..
and i couldn’t speak then so it would have literal been
a mute point.. hehe.. so sure.. re-tired IS A
gOlden five/seven year old for me.. neW..
And to imagine younger
folks taking this
labyrinth of journey
away from the path of
MoVinG ConNecTinG creaTing
tHat i for one see in heARt.. SpiRit
oF ExpresSinG EmoTioNs and seNses
as miNd and BodY BaLanCinG soUL one iN
BeinG ONE with the force of GoD aLL Free with
no restrictions but courage and kind in
fearless Love and compassion sAMe
for all others of difference and Nature
sAMe in all the biodiversity of ThAt
that comes with God Free.. Now..
jUST now.. but on the other
hand an education
is priceless
as an
can be a life or
death difference in
what folks come to believe
associated with the misery
and suffering of others.. so is
iT all worth it.. yes.. a resounding
yes.. no one said in words of Nature
that this life was gonna be easy.. to be
proper stewards of Nature here.. with our
So-CAlLed-Apex predator status.. takes a lotta lEarning
to avoid the snake falls oF lies aWay from TrUth and LiGht..
the trUth wiLL set yA free in liGht as they say.. and as long
as you are getting the support you need during the rough
times of college in human way.. i am quite sure you will
be A oKay.. no matter what grades come before or
after that status
my FriEnd
oF hUman
WeLL Being
that keeps the
Humanity in the word
hUman truly U and no
machine of culture lone..
allone with God alWays a way
aT LEast for mE friEnd.. so nice
to see ya Zee.. and look forward to
seeing you for a while during your
school break finally here as nows go ONe..:)


So.. my Friend Rafiah’s Friend sends
me a short message that gets filtered
off my messenger but i retrieve as i am not
too good to speak to anyone and not afraid
to speak to anyone either.. as of course i naturally
have an advantage with words and reading in ways oF
Autistic Super Powers empirically measured at speeds
of reading 10 to 15 times faster than the average human
being.. and i don’t need to prove now fast how i type
or how many words i can say in a few minutes
ranging from almost any topic imaginable
as i do not specialize..
and take those
innate gifts
with an open
mind and body
BaLanCinG noW and
human potential does most
definitely come as i do empirically
measure along the way.. to prove that
too.. for folks who say.. ah nah.. ya can’t
do this or that when you get this age or
the something or other in the flavor
of folks who are functionally
disabled by the very culture
that tales ’em can’t.. can’t
can’t.. can’t.. ’cause the study
says this or that.. based again
on the average of a society whole
that is functionally disabled by the
same culture that gives the averages
in empirical measure of scientific method
still.. after all these years of ignorance that
can see no further then the average as that’s
all they see of course.. but with free flow of
information.. the case studies do gRow..
and hope comes for those who
think the average is set
in stone.. which of
course folks like me
who have seen real all
natural miracles happen
in just one life time that is mine..
can see a little deeper than the average
minions of life.. who even if they do attempt
to go piled deeper and higher in PHD wayS noW to
specialize to the point that they are blind in
most every other human way as use iT or
lose It applies to all stuff
animal living now..
human or not..
use it or lose
it applies.. so when
i hear a dude in school
younger.. like i used to be.. send
me a Zakir Naik slide on what he believes
to be a perfect religion of Islam in book way..
as i have watched plenty of Naik’s Youtube lectures
where he is picked apart in many fallacies when he is
not the one arrogantly controlling the crowd of questions
and answers.. in his very specialized knowledgeable way
of every verse of the Kuran limited to that tiny tiny 80K
poetry Book.. that mostly says you better believe or
else.. in a limited 2000 word vocabulary that even
per historical records show that Muhammad’s
favorite head chopping companion housemate
did not agree with after the Kuran was
published as not even matching
the Muhammad Dude’s oral
words.. and sure that is par
for the course.. as what is said
as compared to what is scribed no
matter how close second hand is or
even directly copying it out of the book
invariably leads to copying mistakes..
and outright misinterpretations
of what was said.. anyway..
huge controversy back
then.. that most
Muslim folks
have no idea about..
any more than Christians
do about all the hidden mistakes
in the Bible same.. bottom line.. any
religion that says God is a him or he
in a view as small as a frigging penis..
raises suspicions to me with an
agenda of misogyny from the
get go.. as it just is
common sense..
as after all
we all start
off with the X
Chromosome same
as female until males
are made from females
but of course even if you
know the science behind that
you’ll go by what you are told
of the rib story or whatever ’cause
that was what you are told to believe
in or else.. that ranges from ostracism
by the social group in the U.S. to of course
a death sentence for the Sharia Law of flavor
in Apostasy ways of course2.. anyway.. other bottom
line.. any book Kuran or Old Testament that talks to
what the right hand possess as far as owning slaves then
as human.. is just another book of psychopathic leaning
dude or dudette culture.. that does not condemn the
act of human slavery from A to Z and beyond
A to Z of books too.. and sure that is why
women in many Islam countries
are still more or less slaves..
by having to get married
to what the dowry says..
no matter if consensual
or not.. in at least some cases..
where yes.. 60 year old dudes..
are still picking up 12 year old
brides after paying for them..
no less than sex slaves that are
illegal in other countries if a 60 year
old dude were to pay for a 12 year year old
girl for marriage.. ya just cannot do it legally
over here.. but the dark ages of what used
to be Christianity too.. continue over there
as spoken too.. earlier.. in this SuperwoMen
oF GoD Macro-verse too.. but you see this goes
deep for me.. as i grew up with a rather fundamentalist
view of Christianity that made absolutely no REAL SENSE
AS when i was young i was told there is a God with no limits..
and then i saw just another bearded dude over my bed in canvas
picture style that they said was God’s only Begotten Son and
same as God whole too.. i already kNew that was bullshit
as God revealed God to me in Nature before i spoke
at age 4.. at age 3 as close to God as i AM once
aGain now.. after escaping close to 40 years
of cultural and religious bullshit..
and i took some of the
bullshit as truth
like somehow
non-virgin women
are less than virgin women..
that people shouldn’t ever get
divorced and stuff like that.. that
of course was so naive.. but now stuff
has changed.. there are no to few more closed
blinds to keep folks hidden in the labyrinth
of being raised in church/culture.. the Internet
iS relatively cheap.. access is plenty groWinG..
even plenty for free.. in some places
too.. Pandora’s Box has come out
and in this case she is.. oh.. so free..
and i’Ve debated all these points about
the so-called Kuran and Bible being
imperfect books.. but the way social
acceptance works.. as an all innate..
and instinctual.. and intuitive need..
it’s almost impossible to bRinG a horse
to a drink of new.. if all they’ve ever
been exposed to IS a horse of a drink oF OlD..
anyway.. i just told the really nice Muslim
dude Thanks with a wink.. as he said now that
Muslims are not perfect but Islam is.. oh God..
it’s easy to prove that is incorrect.. as i can’t imagine
my friend Zee up there ever possessing another human noW
in slave way with her right hand as such.. or any of my
other Muslim Friends who are kind and generous.. and
passionate in fearless loving ways.. from Rafiah.. to LaLa
Rukh.. and all the other Muslim Women i have come across noW
who approximate the gOlden rule of Jesus/Buddha in walking that other
talk more than Many so-called Fundamentalist religious folks
i meet over here now.. all these people are better examples
than what i have read over and over of a man in a tiny
little book of poetry book in dArk and liGht no
different than what i do here reAlly..
in stream of conscious writing..
except.. i don’t say it comes
from anywhere else but
mE.. and sure i often
do not think about the
creativity as it comes.. but
that is just how Nature works in
us when creative.. anyWay.. as long
as no one is actually harming someone
else.. as far as i am concerned they can live
like they want.. but the reality is.. the way the Islam
religion is practiced at whole.. in the fundamentalist
extremist ways are as deadly as it can get.. and
backed up by these darker verses of the
Kuran.. as the only and very limited
2000 word vocabulary of so-called
God Speak tHere.. it doesn’t do
God Justice in describing
God in my opinion..
and to each his
own on the rest..
i have gifts that not
everyone has and i noW
can.. and WiLL continue to
do a forgiveness of what folks
do not know.. as by the Grace of
Nature AKA God.. i could be walking
iN those dARker liGht oF Truth shoes still
now as i did when younger.. and moreover the
grace of uncensored gift and share of unabridged
human bible now in fullest human potential form
as eXpreSSinG that wHole.. yes.. the Internet
the bigger human eYes and ears.. etc..
oF GoD wHOle
noW oNe
as Golden Spiral FReED..:)

So.. now.. with this separate introduction
i respond back to Rafiah’s friend with
a little more detail than Thanks and Wink..
and i say.. to her friend in addition..

And i would be doing you an injustice not
to give you an answer.. i’Ve already laboriously
debated this issue.. with so-called ‘scholars’ in
‘the field’.. and if you are interested you will find
some of my answers in the link below.. with Muslim folks
who quote the Quran at length which of course i do as well..
as i’ve studied most all religions and have read the Quran
hundreds of times my friend.. and i can write a book like
that as size in two weeks as i’ve just done in the last
two weeks.. and a book.. that is 40 times longer
as well as i have done in the last 3 years
as witness for God.. in Ocean Poem whole..
and 140 plus times longer.. as i have done
approaching 6 years now.. as large as close
to 14 Christian full bibles too.. in close to
12 million total words as documented online too
as witness for God.. so who do you think i really am..
that question will alWays be open my friend.. with Fearless
Love.. have a nice day.. with sMiLes.. no wiNks now.. just trUth and liGht..:)عودة-السيد-المسيح-عليه-السلام/


The 2016 Olympics have opened in Rio and i suppose
the Facebook Algorithm decided i should do my own
27 second video slide show to show my
pre-game work-out iN Karmic eye style
all the way to the drive to some
XXtreme strength training
and martial arts ballet
like dance all around
the machines and sparring
with them as even though i do
not touch them.. making a mistake
with a flesh and blood human would
truly hurt as yes.. as oft mentioned before
they press close to half a ton now 33 times..
on a very difficult leg press machine with arms
raised in the air.. and these lightening fast kicks
ain’t powered by no thin legs.. these martial arts
and ballet-like dance legs are powered like steel..
as i spar with steel the same.. anyway.. i’ve trained for
life like an Olympic sport all the way through more than
less as when you are born with a disability like being on
the Autism Spectrum without the ability to speak until
age 4.. and you are born with extreme tactile sensitivity
and difficulty overall in motor coordination one must
adapt the best they can as a fragile human being
to stimulate the change in epigenetic potential
to go from basically a nerdy wimp.. to
strong dude at 56.. whip it..
whip it good.. as i once
heard it said..
or the pursuit
of excellence as a life
long style of being like Vince
Lombardi says that lasts more than
the temporal glory of materialistic
stuff like trophies.. medals.. gold
rings and such as that as
material reward you
can see that is not
nearly as deep
as the WiLL
that moves..
connects and
creates FREE from
Birth to sleep of death..
so anyway.. in talking to
the very nice Pacific Islander
gym attendant.. Vida.. i asked her
what do you think in life is more important..
form or essence.. and she was looking at me
i think.. (even though i couldn’t really see her..
as i do not wear my super cool shades when i
work out).. i go basically blind to increase my
proprioception skills to feel my way around
the world.. like that blind old dude on
the old TV show KunG FU.. and
yes it might be hard to
snatch a pebble out of
my hands now..
like the other
Master teacher
when the KunG FU
dude was young.. any
way.. oh.. the ADHD too..
as i digress… and feeling
the puzzled look on Vida’s face..
i said… let’s put it this way.. what does
society value more.. form or essence.. for
example.. i as a 235 LB.. 6 foot or so male..
am not considered ballet material.. cause of
my square shape.. rather wide per se.. and a little
tall too.. of course.. so like Cold Play’s extra cool..
ballet Video Song.. that i still must search out
on You Tube to use as the theme song for
this micro-verse.. of 692nd Macro-Verse..
oF Ocean Whole Poem.. THaT Cold
Play dude.. Chris Martin had
a big square fat suit on
and his very pretty
dark haired girl
dance friend.. who had
a fat suit on too.. they were rejected
until they overcame all the negativity
and did their own show to the applause
of a happy audience to see a different
style of ballet.. and sure that’s what
i’Ve always done too.. when the
kids in school basically told
me i was too much of a
natural born fool and
or clown to
deserve to
live with my stuttering
voice in difficulty talking
and ADHD hardships on
the Autism Spectrum in both
focus and reciprocal appropriate
non-verbal and verbal language..
in social way.. and even some of the
girls said i have bird legs.. and i was
way too tall then.. for 120 LBs.. at
foot ten or so.. at age 13.. with yes..
my long blonde hair.. pretty eyes..
and long eyelashes that even
confused the McDonald’s
cashier when she said
Ms.. can i help you..
hmm.. it’s been a long
time now since that happened
but oh my God.. if you can imagine
the challenge of all of that.. and of course
some folks have it much worse.. as i was still
destined to find out.. in 66 months of hell in a pre game
show of pain.. in 2006.. to full BLOWN heLL from January 2008.. to
July of 2013.. anyway.. i never gave up.. bottom line.. through teen
age angst.. functional disability.. to total physical disability and living
hell later on.. and the besTesT lesson of all.. all that taught
me.. as i did focus later on with Vida in our gym talk tonight..
is that form is highly over-rated.. to a word as small
as a 3 letter one named God.. or even a 5 letter
one named so-called allah.. although all ah
all that is.. kinda sounds big to me..
if that is what Muhammad
and others were saying
from the get go
of that therein..
way back when..
anyway.. to sense and
feel the essence in MoVinG
ConNecTing CreAtinG ways..
all ToGeTheR WitH NatURe
wHole too.. is to be one with
the three letter bigger word all
that is as God.. and never ever
be alone in forms again.. when
words become essence over essence
real we sense and feel without any words
at all.. no different than our friendly other animals
who never ever even write or speak words.. as words
are only necessary for culture.. sadly too.. slowly
destroying the rest of nature whole on earth as
species die off from a culture of human that
is Virus.. although we humans already
have proven we can live in balance
with nature before the words
and complex cultures
came and byproducts
of human cultures now
messed up the balance
oF God of Nature here on
Earth.. inside us.. outside us..
above us.. below us.. and all
around us too.. just out of whack..
and when one is in touch and feel
of essence.. no words.. once again..
are necessary.. to feel and sense all
of this in that greater innate.. instinctual
and intuitive way of Intelligence FReER
than locked in words.. but it is true that some
folks are locked in words.. and they have much
difficulty in navigating the world in images over words..
Human forms may attempt to stay the same through human
kind same.. but essence of human and nature same is constantly
change and bio-diversity of differences whole.. which makes it
so important to attempt to walk in the other shoes of others..
and perhaps if you are lucky enough.. if yA wanna call
iT luck.. you get to walk directly in many shoes of life..
to deeply understand where folks with
difference are coming from and
perceiving life as differently too..
as observed by behavior on the
outside and potentially even much..
much more on the inside in invisible
functional disabilities that are almost
impossible for the bystander to see..
as so many disabilities are hidden inside..
anyway.. last now the Olympics came.. i couldn’t
watch them or see them.. due to functional
disability of pain in eyes and ears of type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to
sleep.. and this year.. i’ll catch some
of the highlights.. on YouTube..
probably falling a sleep at night
or who knows.. perhaps a little
on the Biloxi Bus to the Hard
Rock Casino with the church
group tomorrow.. and then to
the first Sunday Farm for lunch
after church on Sunday for more
photo fun there.. anyway.. this Facebook
Algorithm slide show video art is kinda cool
to me.. haven’t seen anyone else take advantage
of it in my relatively small group of Facebook Friends..
but hehe.. not everyone has taken 100K photos or so
and shared them online in the last three years or so..
as of this month now.. as i continue to do.. at a rate
now of about 30K a year.. not counting the extras
i delete of course that do not meet my artistic
standard as Vince Lombardi says for
Olympic and Football excellence
iN WiLL of juST getting all the
jobs done now.. and when
ya focus on essence
alone pretty much..
unique forms naturally
do come in Temple of God
human fashion.. in Writing..
SonG of DancE..and basicAlly
all you do when essence becomes
ever present now.. and form follows
true inner passion and fashion iN iSREAL..:)


Hi Brian.. far too..
the flood in Rivertown..
IS A reminder now of what
we have here.. and too.. the
awesome fury of Nature that
makes human culture an anthill
of potential ruin at a whim of wave
and or wind unleashed
as storm over
what was
and if that
wasn’t enough
to deal with.. yes..
now there is complex
culture.. religion and other
human tools as device to
separate.. to store..
in saving
ways of differences
over similarities of
hugs that BrinG
a species
of primate
in books and
such that can even
be more dangerous
than a flood and wind
of nature.. no matter where
one lives.. nature can be less harsh
than human culture.. and that’s truly
sad as even when we have a choice
we tend to F ourselves up.. over BaLAnCinG
Tea of
in Peace
that we can
control with Fearless
Love at lEast on the
individual level.. controlling
culture and weather is way beyond
as ant inspecting
the mound of all of this..:)


sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Lala Rukh.. i guess.. i am
strange.. as memories never age for me..
it as if i was talking to you yesterday..
far far away yes.. but still
here here now..
and sure
a blog makes
that possible to one
way interact with someone
for twenty years or so.. as just
a muse of Love.. no less.. no more
than Love as muse.. to Love is muse
without Love.. muse is whimper distant
and cOld.. the lesSon of life for me is to Love
fearlessly and you my friEnd are a continuing
practice of muse to do juSt that.. and this reminds
me of ‘The Legend of Coral Castle’.. here in Florida..
South of Miami.. and a five foot tall one hundred pound
man who managed.. to move 30 ton stones.. for a castle
dedicated to what some say was a sixteen year-old girl
who left him on the wedding day.. he at twenty-six years old..
and the girl deciding that another man would be much
better than him.. well.. according to the story..
he dedicated a life long journey of this
miracle castle to his muse of sweet
sixteen.. although he knew
she would never come
back in reaLiTy.. but
it was his generalized
feelings and senses of
hope.. faith and belief in
much further than analytical
way to motivate him to get this
amazing job done.. and sure.. one
can just Google the phrase ‘Coral Castle’…
to find all the details about this.. highly sTilL
inspirational story.. of a Love.. in faith.. hope
and belief that literally drove this man to somehow
lift 30 ton stones.. in perhaps a similar technology
that made the pyramids.. stonehenge.. and other
monolithic structures near known magnetic earth
grids on the earth sTiLL as wHOLE planet now..
with Tesla making similar magnetic discoveries
too.. where gravity may not be what we think
it is.. as new science continues
to grow what seems to
be an always different
way of thinking and feeling
about change that is inherently
change itself.. in break of Freedom noW..
so sure.. i can keep responding here for
decades if this place is open.. for contact..
at all my friend.. best wishes to you.. with Love..
as the clock striKes.. past 12 noW.. on.. the 6th
day of the 8th month of 2K sixteen noW allone..:)


SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. so nice
of you to drop by on this beautiful
Sunny Saturday morning here in
the panhandle of Florida..
wading through all
the photos and
words to
down here
in the comments
section to say hello..
and yes.. Katy Perry is one
of my favorites.. and i always
enjoy the music you provide on your
website too.. so happy to see folks from
other countries enjoy the inspiration and
freedom songs from folks like Beyonce.. Sia..
and Katy.. they are all definitely some of my
favorites too.. as they sing so positive..
strong.. and free as women
can be when
expreSsinG themselves
like this that truly more men
should try too.. as to set one’s
heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL
Free in both SonG and
DancE is to be
closer to
other humans..
Nature and God
wHole sAMe too..
all of this can contribute
to heaven now.. with no need
to wait my friend.. when all
is open and
as fearless
Love iN LoVe noW..
aGain.. as earlier stated
on your blog.. hope you have
a wonderful weekend.. dear
friend.. Zee.. as truly for
me all of life
is Earth
to have this
gift of liFe now..
never ever afraid
to live fully and freely..
Zee.. noW..:)


Well.. no doubt into the night IS A most powerful
muse.. 16 is rather delicately young..
but still mature as nature says..
and of course still illegal in
some states for
statutory rape..
depending on age
of the other sex.. now
hmm.. anyway in terms
of way back then.. and still
sickly in some truly still backwards
so-called countries that follow Islam..
12 years old and even sicker is the legal
rule of countries that are still extremely misogynist
to the point that women are just cattle to be bred
for sex and eventually having children.. and
it is an era still in someways that is a
haven for pedophilia that
is most definitely
a human
as science
shows healthy
normal males are
adverse to girls under
the age of puberty for even
the ‘thought’ of that.. which
means of course that Muhammad the man
no matter where his words came from
was a sick man to be attracted to a 6 year
old female.. for marriage.. as that doesn’t happen
in normal healthy males no matter what the era of
human being is.. as it is unhealthy for the
social cooperating society of
survival overall for the
human being..
and perhaps the
sickest part of all is
the culture of women in
these countries praise the ‘sweet
relationship of this little girl with a
fifty something year old dude.. actually most
sickly of all consummating the marriage when
she was just 9 years old.. and while there are some
folks who try to twist history around to say it wasn’t like
this.. it obviously was/is as this sHit still happens today in
some Islam countries.. with one recent very public
incident of a 60 year old dude getting a dowry
wife of 12 years.. old and all the suffering
that she endured well documented
in terms of horrible abuse towards
here and this behavior in the Kuran
is used now along with raping what the
right hand possesses in terms of non-consensual
sex after you kill someone’s husband as justification
for ISIL and other to continue raping little 12 year old
girls and family members who are Christian in front of
the village members in the sickest ways of human
abuse in the eyes of God who lives in those
who are abused and tortured like
this in a name of a God
that becomes
as human being..
anyway.. this makes the
Benny Mardones song tame
in relative speak to what they still
do over in Islam countries.. but still
it wouldn’t go over very well now.. as it
did back in the 70’s when i first heard it..
as there is more concern over sexual abuse
among women then there was back then as it
was more hidden under the carpet.. as women were
often ostracized for being raped at all.. as soiled goods
sadly still and worse that way that is seen in Muslim countries
now.. but yes.. it seems that younger women in Muslim countries
are even more open to the idea of relationships with older men and
when your holy book promotes it.. culture can trump the best of human
taboos and aversions.. sadly enough.. as some women are willing and
waiting to be sold into bondage like this for their so-called Allah
that is written into a book.. beyond and above..
normal nature as so-called normal
goes.. without adulteration
of culture and so-called
prophets same
but back
to innocent
first loves.. 16.. is technically
what could be considered a female
adult although it still is not a fuller age
of emotional maturity required to take best
care of children as that is a huge responsibility
to come.. but this age has been common for
reproduction throughout the history of
humankind as it is an age
of reproductive
success although
the early twenties
is said to be best
by science interests in this
field.. and first loves have always
been some of the best muses in life
as human art does relate in all the forms
that comes.. but it is more the emotional part
of that other than the sex act that makes one remember
that soft love of connection for an entire lifetime when
humans emotionally connect so deep in
short term romance to sire
and nurture children
in oxytocin neurohormone
ways in bonding for long term
human and species survival.. and
when you haven’t experienced this before
it is earth shattering of course.. both in beginning
and end as first loves do go.. otherwise they would
be last loves too.. and to get it correct on the first try
for compatibility is not the way that usually works
in human terms.. unless it is forced this
way in cultural dowry rules..
where a woman
and a man is selected
by parents or others as
the best breeding and economic
security that is available for purchase
as is.. and new cars sell better than used
ones in this way as well.. and sure it is forced
as such by the rule of law.. and shotgun marriages
still happen in the backwoods of here.. under the covers
as it were.. as human nature rules.. with culture too..
my first love was somewhat a lifelong muse..
and the memory of the hurt of that
first love that i suppose i had
repressed for actual
decades is
part of what
helped to bring
my emotions back to
life many.. many years later..
so it was a muse worth keeping
for a saving in bringing back my soul
years and years later.. actually in 2013..
as the photos of this girl my sweet 16.. in how
bad that loss hurt then.. did spark a first sadness
back that eventually grew into Love again.. that i could
freely give without expectation of return again.. and i even
contacted her through her daughter i found on Facebook to
thank her.. and although she never directly contacted me back
there was a like that appeared on my Google page in the name
of her new husband.. don’t know if it was her.. or haha.. perhaps
a hidden warning from her husband that he was in the know too..
but hehe.. the thing is my second sweet 19.. Katrina never
ages.. so if he saw her.. and saw how much she still looks
like the first love of 16.. he would probably
see a little magic in all of this..
that was perhaps a little
to his or her
heart too.. Love is
the Muse that heals
and even saves.. when
consensual though and
never ruled by books
who are
quite frankly
sick.. just sick..
and need some REAL
help.. or separation
from the rest of society
not to hurt innocent little girls..
so sure.. i’ll dedicate this to Sonia..
my first love that can still bring a
little tear.. ’cause what i remember of
her were the first snuggles and never ever
sex.. the snuggles
live longer than any
thing else
innocent to
me.. Love
rules forever..
noW as Snuggle Love..
and the Love that gives
freely and fearlessly all
innocent with never even the
limitation or expectations of
a hug
or even
a hand shake
or even ever
seeing the face
of the other one..
as what often happens
online.. in hidden eyes



Ah yes.. just fresh out of hell for close to
two weeks three years ago.. still a little
rough around the edgeS as truly i felt
like i was over one hundred years
old for a full 66 months and
worse.. but let’s
just say..
i came back
aGain like the
6 million dollar
man or perhaps the
12 million word man..
stronger.. faster.. more
loving than ever.. sure.. and
Katrina helped to find all the
pieces of me to put me back togeTheR
and technology helped too.. as sort
of my bionic eye and fingers and
arms and legs that now
extend out
reach.. the
thing is.. i am
nobody.. which
means that this
kind of miracle
can happen
to anyone
with REAL
COSTS.. AND in the human case
bRings back the benefit of that
survival cost.. and gives
and shares to
all others
in Fearless Love
way as the core
snake of fearless
survival remains
with love.. and sure
the 6 Million dollar man
show didn’t get all this
poetic about
the resurrection
of the human heArt
and SpiRit and miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
renewed through fearless
love.. but yes.. there was
Jaime Summers and
another love
story there
as any Isis
will help
her Osiris
in never
noW on
the human
soUL reborn
and what most
folks fail to see is
this is what underlies
the mythological pArt
of the Jesus story in
coming back from
the dead as
worst death
of all is the
living life
in loss of
heArt.. SpiRit
and SoUL alike..
Mythology and all
fairy tales of old should
never be dismissed as just
ignorant folly for those who can
neither see or feel the heArt.. thE
spiRiT as ExpresSinG thaT Emotional
and Sensory heArt or the soUL come
back or first in everlasting eternal
BaLanCinG in MiND and BoDy
soUL noW..
juST Now.. wHeRe
the Kingdom of God and
Heaven is nowhere else.. for
me at least.. except for under
the date of this Palm tree STiLL..:)

OBTW.. my birthday photo
from 3 years later.. noW
and somEhow inStead iN
oF getting older i got Now
younger.. as i don’t thInk
these photos are lYiNg..
so hoW the FucK did thaT
happen.. ‘ye of so little faith’…;)

i of me

And here in “i of me” as the
Artistic Nautilus of the groWinG
aesthete of me continues to expand
in both essence free and form that follows
as the origin of all that is reflects iN i oF mE..:)

BIGGER Katrina Dog Day Afternoons

Well.. Bigger Dog Day afternoons can
Be a metaphor for better too as we gRow
our Nautilus Shells as form of human essence
even greater than before all through the course of life
now.. and sadly younger folks will say as is stiLL noW
documented on the Wrong Planet website i used
to stay through the second half of 66 months HeLL..
in where at least i could type words and
wasn’t trapped in not only a closed
in home but a closed in mind
where eyes and ears would
no longer effectively
work to take
in much of
the world at
all without intolerable
pain way back then
in heLL so real.. any
way.. the young folks
on the Wrong Planet who
were obviously already close
to total animal exhaustion
in ways of General
Adaptation Syndrome
now in Hans Selye’s
theory that works
all too true from
my experience
on the cumulative
and total impact of
stress that can put a human
down in a few short years of
abuse in either verbal or and
physical birth from early years
of life.. in social ways as not being
accepted or making the grade of culture
is of the greater instinctual social cooperating
animal instinctual fear.. including humans.. noW
and exhausted from even just the school portion
of what can be a hell on earth as human life.. so anyway2..
the Young Folks on the Wrong Planet thought if this is as
bad as this.. i dam sure never wanna even make it
to age 50.. hoping they would literally die before
they hit that age.. before my life even started
living in head to toe in MoVinG ConNecTinG
CreAtinG LiFe with all that is one and
same in Nature being ONE WITH GOD
that potentially could be a life
in lifespan from birth
to death.. iF
what it means..
as evolved to
be a MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreAtinG
HuMan with full heArt..
SpiRit and MiNd
and BoDy
soUL alWays now..
So.. how to empirically
assess this journey and
paths of life.. a blog IS A
currently best way in life of
case study to show fully what
human potential is from art
of head to toe.. to
art that’s
left as
as Natuilus
Shell Creativity
too.. and that is what
i do all free.. as when there
is clear evidence that life can
actually get better and even stronger
and happier with age.. there is real hope..
faith and belief in greater potential way
that this can come true for you too..
if you do not fall to the cynics of light
the naysayers of human fear of
darkness now iN
life across the life
span free.. as free
as God WiLL liVe..
inside us.. outside us..
above us. below uS anD
aLL A’round uS noW aLiVE
in both a potential of the Kingdom
of God noW anD Heaven REAL.. THE
anyway.. when i tale a story in public. i always
have some links to prove the doing in what
i say in words.. that have more substance
than just empty sHells of illusory
fears and promises sAMe.. iSREAL
iSGOD when FREE aS uS noWreaL..:)


Facebook bestie Muslim
FriEnd.. Rafiah.. shares..
four photos of
James Spader
admiring all
his expressions
in movie star crush love..

And i say..

SMiLes.. and memories for me..
way back in ’81 in the movie
Endless Love that was a painful
reminder of the loss of my first
Love then.. James Spader
playing the brother
in a movie that
eerily imitated
my Life story then..
and as i believe we have
discussed before.. James
Spader my age.. and i watched
through the years as he didn’t age
and.. for so many years.. and yes
still at times folks say the same for
me but i can only say that was because
i was eventually loved the most.. and you
definitely help with that continuing tradition
as honestly i have never felt younger than
this moment now.. one with God my Friend..
it just doesn’t get any fearless loving better
than that
young Angel
Rafiah.. who
inspires so easy
now with
her innocent
Loving touch
that feels no
barriers for Love..
at least for me mY FriEnd..:)

Rafiah responds a couple of days later..
in fact at the moment i am copying
and pasting the before mentioned
text to get it into this
final Micro Verse
oF  692nd Macro
of Ocean
wHoLe Poem
iN SonG oF mY soUL nOW.. as she says..

The best thing about his performance is
that he always make me feel very emotional.
He is too good. And I love his voice. I am going
to watch the movie and I’ll tell you about it..:)

And i say.. in iNterested terms
in wonder how she will
now like the movie..

SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rafiah..
EmoTions are so important..
you are trUly smArt to seek to FeeL them..
and yes.. i hope you EnJoy Endless Love..:)


i take one of those
Facebook tests that
assesses which Ancient
Civilization you should
live in and the

And i say..

Ancient Egypt..
Of course..;)

The EN name test
thingy on Facebook
Asks are you sexy by
analyzing your
and my Grand
total Percentage scale
out of 100% comes out
as what the EN Name
test thingy describes
as an incredible
of 153% almost
pegged to the top
and bottom as it were
and still iS noW.. of course..

And i say.. then.. noW aGaiN..

So i’M
From Ancient
Egypt and noW
ThiS.. what comes neXt..
iN Min way

So i go on to add
some photos and
discuss them
in each
slide way..
in sorta new age
PowerPoinT StylE noW2..

These two women.. have several things in
common.. first of all.. though.. what truly separates
them.. is one is not married to me.. now.. for
the similarities.. as both women are
born in 1970.. which means they
are 46.. in Katrina’s case..
and 45 for Analyn.. soon
to be 46 in a few months..
and what else.. yes.. both
these women have Fathers
born in the Philippines..
which means they are
not too far
away from
the old
as in Pacific
Islander beauty..
of course too.. in
indigenous wild spirit
as such too.. and one
of these women.. doubles
as Pocahontas.. and yes.. the
other.. the.. Egyptian Goddess
Isis.. yes.. the taller one who is
having to crouch down to get noW
to the level of Pocahontas.. in
her high heel shoes.. hmm..
so.. this “SuperWoMeN oF
Fearless LovE” Macro-Verse
IS A MaKinG more
and more
as i FeeL
oN.. iN streAM
of consciousness
creativity in what comes
will may.. neXT.. yeX neXT..
i’Ve talked to the subject oF Z
already and noW we are oN
neXt as WeLL with 5 X’s
to go along with Z..
what else..
they never
age of course
as ‘SuperWoMeN
oF GoD’.. never do..
and i’M pretty sure
that Pocahontas
would be blushing
noW iF sHe kNeW
i AM including her
iN my Goddess Isis
story too.. anyWay.. tHeRe’s
already been a film about the
45 year old woman who never
ages called “The Age of Adaline”..
so at lEast noW Katrina does not
have to feel so alone.. in her
never aging dilemma now..
and yes.. of course..
this is Biloxi Casino
day that we do once
a month with the
Catholic Church
Fil-AM flavored
group except for
some really pale
and red skinned folks
like me who has Sioux
and Cherokee blood too..
so yes.. the pARt American
male Indian revue to come NeXT
for the sixth letter like thaT heRe@6..;)

WeLL.. so one might say..
hoW iN the WORLD.. can
someone who looks like
this with light shaded hair
and not so brown skin
be an American
Indian.. in
pArt Cherokee
and Sioux way..
Well.. in my case..
tHeRe IS A Paternal
Grandfather from Ireland
who WAS an X-Catholic
Priest.. and oh Lord the
7th letter like that comes
NoW.. And.. kinda like Magic..
He married a 17 year old girl
who was Cajun.. Spanish mixed
with French in the Taylor County
Parish that my Grandfather Leo
Priested back then.. it’s kinda good
that the Cajun Girl attracted him in
that way from the Pews.. and the gentleman
my 36 year old Grand Father Leo was did not
consummate the marriage until a year later at
18.. so we are told as that is the year the identical
twins.. my Father and Uncle are born.. with rather
dark hair and olive skin.. and what some folks have
named as the most beautiful Irish Green eYes seen
on a male as such.. a little more on that later on
i promise soon to come.. in inheritance way
as WeLL.. i do promiseX2.. Oh God thEre’s
that letter for the Eight now time.. oh
and my Irish Grand daddy’s daddy
was from the Black Forest
oF Germany.. so perhaps
my Dark Black Haired Daddy
Got his Green eYes from the
Black Forest of
of Ireland
what else.. yes..
on the Maternal
Side along with Cherokee
and Sioux Nation roots..
there is quite a bit of
Old English to go
along with my
Mother’s side
too.. so what
i had to do today..
to be tall.. handsome
and dArk and of course
a little mysterious too..
iS to morph into BAtman2..
liKe A Thief iN thE NiGht..
as that definitely does
a trick on dark true..
hmm.. at least
in T-shirt way..
and when the Waitress..
who serves CocKtails..
asked me if i had
been working out..
i said of course..
looking pretty lean
here for 235 LBs
huh.. and i do nude
art too.. and she kinda
blushed too.. so that
is what cAMe neXt
in Egyptian MIN style2..
as the 9th letter comes neXt
noW for
10 TruE
so wHat neXt
for 11
2.. noW.. cOmes6..;)

i thiNk this is a cool Batman2.. shirt..
so i Am sharing it as profile photo
from the Hard Rock Casino2… noW
And my frigging white shorts are
soaking wet along with
that black shirt as i just
got through Dance Walking
backwards twirling around in
some more deep white sands
in today’s 112F heat indices.. true..
of Biloxi Beach in reverse floating 6 miles..
too.. in the deep sand like a spiraling
Seagull too.. as yes.. i do ballet
twirls in the frigging deep sand
to noW retain.. my somewhat
trim 235 LB form.. and now the
weight must go somewhere2
yes.. straight to my hips and
legs in extremely dense
muscle and bone.. and
ligaments and tendons
too as that is what Epigenetics
in human potential will do and
if you don’t think i am as strong
as a wiry ape.. meet me at the
gym and i will show ya the benefit
of this deep sand reverse Seagull
floating spiraling dance as leg pressing
that close to 1000 LBS.. 33 times noW on
an extremely difficult parallel leg press
machine with arms raised in the air
like a Ballerina does prove.. and
for those who think it
looks strange.. sure it is
as me and God make up
oUR DancE as wE moVe
In Heaven toGeTHer on tHiS
terrestrial plane.. but STiLL like
an overall Force of ET too.. as no
one does it like we do toGetHer
as A SonG foR two and one
sAmE.. lET’s just calL iT 21 for
now to keep the numbers coMinG iN
sTronG noW.. and by A way theRe noW
IS A tremendous amount of meaning Now
in all these words.. hidden and mysterious
that only ‘certain’ folks will grab down the
road after this Macro-Verse bakes online
a little while in what humans name time..
or perHaps i’M juSt saYinG thAt to
cook the mysterious soMe moRe..
HeHE thAt is for God to kNowFeeL
noW and for you to figure ouT WiTH
GoD aLLonE.. so please don’t
‘shoot’ the messenger.. OK..
heHE.. anyway.. one more
profile pic to go.. and i get
to finAlly eat supper as
worKiing for God is not
reAlly a cake walk
but you get to
eat the cake
too.. for thoSe
iN the KNoW and
very SpeCiaL FeeL
of Getting to eat soMe
Cake now2.. aLL A now
NaturAllY aS Such3.. 2..
as i spRead somE moRe
numBers1.. 2.. for 12 and
3 added in those two digits 3..
so noW.. neXt selfie slide please..
for 12 full letters liKe tHAt noW.. a.. 0.. KA..:)

i’M tiRed.. too daM tireD
to even take a batH noW..
i need a dAm back rub
or something like thaT
butt Katrina says i’M 2
dAM sWeaty.. and i say..
oKay.. StiLL.. for yOur eYeS oNly 2..;)


And juSt To thInk..
FeeL.. bY thE noW
thAT morNinG sTar riSes
aGaiN As VenuS AnD SuN
thE sAme.. Now tHe KArmic
bAtman eYe WiLL bE bacK
aGaiN.. likE noW oN moNth 8..
8th of 2016.. oH So FresH AgAiN..
oR Do
tHe maTh
anD arT Too..;)


A group photo around Christmas of last year.. 2015..
as My Santa Claus.. Don’t Stop believing
shirt says in this mostly FiL pArt of
AM group that keeps the glue
of the Casino Church trip toGeThEr..
noW and trUly they have a cohesive
mini culture that is homogenous
and shared no less than my
friEnd Rafiah in her Muslim
culture.. no matter what paRts
of the wHolE religion and so-called
last prophet as such i disagree wiTh
With fAcTs.. the bottom line is they noW
live overall with Love and TogeTheRness
and overlook the poTenTial dArk parts
oF tHeiR religious books and prophet(s)..
just as most of the Christians do noW in
day to day life here.. only
difference is.. one
can criticize all
religion and
get away
with that here..
but n ah.. not over
tHeRe nearly as much
here but they get by.. holding
hands at least with same sex folks..
like even Arabian men do.. to get through
by doing whatever they have to do.. to survive
in everyday existence of human being.. and then
there are the rotten core extremists folks wHo
tend to ruin the entire barrel of Humans
to other humans who haven’t actually
met the Love from someone else’s
culture but Love lives on in
the child’s eYes no matter
what iT taKes to
water that
iN hUman sociAlly
cooperating ToGeTheRness
wHolE noW.. i AM an EXTREME
LIKE THAT.. some folks are extremely shy
and conservative and like to keep their
naked bodies all covered up.. and
yes.. even wife Katrina is very
conservative.. overall too..
she would have made
a great Muslim wife..
as she will play
by every rule
of culture
and religion
too.. as some folks
conform to be comfortable
and others go way out on a limb
and fly hiGher liKe mE iF they CAN..
bottom line is.. some do and some don’t
iT’s the way hUman Nature flies or sits..
and if you thInk you can change iT..
you are likely in for some big..
big disappointments but
to change dArks of
culture and religion
iS possible but trUly
a job oF a real BIBLICAL
anyway.. to see the much bigger picture..
bEYond one’s own shoes and larger foot
print of culture and religion.. is simply to see
and understand and fearlessly LovE morE noW..
butT aGaiN iT’s jUst the bio-diversity of hUman
Nature in bEinG and doinG.. some folks WiLL
take that lifelong effort and others will
literAlly shy away from understanding
different from birth to death.. iT iS
what It Is.. and wE wiLL do
all what wE can toGeTheR
to make all things work out..
as hUmans have already
dONe to tHis point NoW..
a Grand new experiment
iT iS as WhoLE but iT iS
wHaT iT iS bottom liNe NOW..REaL…:)


YeS.. i aM reAlly enJoYinG
more and more.. oF the Free
Assistance thaT technology
provides to aRt oF Y i.. FReED..
seriousLY.. most everYone or at lEast
some folks should be a Mozart or A
Beethoven noW2.. and even Jesus2..
iF they can jUst filter through
the fertile pArts oF aRt
iN liFe and SciEncE
ThAt F iN Works…
Now.. FreeDoM SinGs
a greAteST SonG oF
aLL noW iN hUman way
for those who can sEE and hEar aLL thAt
iS iT with more than eYes and earS.. noW..
anyWay.. aGaiN.. i say.. not everyone has
the computer and or Internet horsepower to
open up my blogs.. but Facebook continues
to provide at LEast anotHeR way to share
for those less fortunate oF uS who haven’t
received the best of both worlds oF Art and Science yET..:)


FAcebook Friend Ashe and previous co-worker from my
working days shares a status that says
and i quote.. noW wiTh heR folLoWinG..

“When you’ve got to work at 0600 in the morning
and your sleep was interrupted so you lie there
staring at the ceiling looking for
hidden meaning in the popcorn.”

i reply in a miXed popcorn
oF art anD
noW iN
Free FloW iN
thE ZonE CreAtiVity..
after ecstatically DanCinG
iN the SuN And SanD oF BiLoxi
Casino BEAcheS yesterDay WitH
very little

A lack of sleep..
Increases the pleasure and
creativity neurochemical.. Dopamine.. So
yes.. You are much more likely to find the purpose
and the meaning of life on this all natural high.. iF yA
can lET the DArk Force of worry and fear and the
associated six letter word Stress go..
And see the diamond souLed
shoes in the Lucy in the
sky of popcorn ceiling floW and
hELL.. You might even wRite 12
million words before you go to work..
iN A zONe of free flow creativity..
AnyWay.. JuSt a thOught..
After getting almost no sleep
last niGht too.. So have a nice
day and drive through.. As i reply
bye and read wtf FTW i jUst sAid
totAlly dRu