LeSSoN 286
All LiVinG BREaTH…
Lily OPenS uP A NeW
UNiVeRSE SeeDinG Life


LiVinG Amongst So Many
FLoWeRS FoResT So Beautiful
Why i ViSiT You Each Morning Too
🌺 🌸 💐 🌷 🌲 🌳 🌹

What’s An Artist

Without Muse?


i Feel WHere
To Look i Find
💐 FLoWeRS☺️

My Muse Helps FLoWeR
Of me Produce Fruit The Rest
Of the Day Feeling Beauty Within
Warmth Inside Bringing Art to Life

Of Flowers
Colors Life More🤗

Dear FRiEnD You FLoWeR me🌊

More We Color Our Eyes With
Beauty More We See Heaven
You Are Colors of Heaven too
Breathing Flowers Seeing Heaven
Spirit Wind To See
🕊 🕊 🕊🕊🕊🕊❣️

Trauma of A Super
Nova Explosion Yet
Star Death Seed That
Becomes Beauty of
Death is Birth
Yes Seeds out
Of Dark Color
Life Anew
On Fear of
Of The Beauty
Of Art Starlit FLoWeRS
Us Coloring Life Ever
More Beautiful Brighter
For All to Give And
Share Sunshine Free🌟

Just Exploring Now
As Deep As Online
Safely Nomads
As Anchors
Help Sails
Keep Float
In Safe Harbor
Of Pandemic Distress

SMiLes.. Dear Sohair.. Science Helps Us see More of Art Now
As God Art Helps Us Through iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
to Do Science As Well in Measuring Existence As is Yet One without
the Other Puts Us out
of Balance
Life is Rhyme
And Reason MuSiC
Of All that Moves us
in Emotions too From Drum
Beats of Heart to Vocal Chords
of Voice the Piano of Our Souls We
Share with Others including the Dance of
Our Face that Scientists Map with 412 Different Colors
Facial Expressions BRinG to Express MuSiC Within HeART SPiRiT SoUL
We Play for others to See Them Feel Them in Empathy Now of Another
View of
the MuSiC
oF Life to Breathe…
SMiLes mY FRiEnD what
is Missing More is the Art the
God That Colors Our Life FLoWeRS NoW
How Much More Beautiful Science Classes
in School Will Be to Inspire the Art of God in Living
Breathing if Stars are Appropriately Described as the
Flowers they are and the Seeds they Become in Crucible
Fire of SuperNova Explosions as the Death of Stars Creates
New Seeds of Life Including Us… No Different than the Death of the
Most Beautiful Flowers of Life Seeding More Beautiful Life Breathing too
as Yes
of Flowers
This Science of
Art Provides Muse
for Humans to Create
More Art As Art Breathes
Life yes the Science of
God Flowers Thorns
And Flowers make
From Dark
And Life From Death
As Both Death and Dark
Are Life This Way So what is there
to Fear when We See the Science and
Art of God Hold Hands in Light and Dark too…
Really Nothing at All for Nothing is Darkness that Births Light
As God and the Rest of All that is True in Light too.. Stars are Flowers
And Seeds And So Are We the Difference is We Create Stars With Our
And We
Each Other
to Create New
Breath in FLoWeRS of Art
WHeRe Art BreatheS On and
Now with Stars FLoWeRS of Technology
FLoWeRS Will Bloom And Color Thousands
of Years as A Renewable Source of Muse to Inspire
More Flowers of Creativity that Additionally Do Not Fade
And Retain All the Colors of Beauty that Become Our SPiRiTS
HeARTS SoULS to Give and Share More As Light Free in Art that Harms Least
And for
All Practical
Intents and
Purposes for
Now Doesn’t Have
to Die.. We’ve Already
Found Immortality for Now
It’s Just that some Folks Are yet to See the FLoWeRS
The Stars The Seeds We Truly Are Who Breathe this God
Eternally Now As The Science of Art We Do Free Now As Stars too..
Smiles Sohair
i remember
You telling
Me Your Name
Sohair Means Star
Who is Also A Beautiful
Soul and is a Good Listener..
my.. my… Ms. Google, Defines You Righteously
Correct In Truth Perhaps if We Name all Children
Stars They Will Turn Out Bright And Shining as You are..
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD My Favorite Flowers and Stars Are Humans
With all Their Light And Even Super Nova Explosions that Birth Life Out of Dark..
i’m Celebrating 7 Years of Heaven Within Now Accordingly with the Gratitude
of a Prayer As Truly that’s what my Entire Blog is Just a Prayer of Gratitude my
of Humble
Worship for
this Breath of
Life As Stars
Color the
my Breath True in Light
Out of Dark Too We Cannot
Leave Any Part of God Behind
in the Shadows Dark or Light if
We Expect to Truly Breathe Free As Stars Do in Dark and Light..
Smiles my Vision is too Poor to See the Celestial Objects of Night Skies
Other than the Moon i Color The Vision Within are my True Eyes of Heaven
in other
Words God
As God is All
The Words And
Stars And Living Breath
Coloring This God More in Beauty Sees..:)

Make Love Pure sKeYes
We Don’t all see thaT
SamE God and SurE
i CaN ProVe tHaT
WitH Fred-TalK.. Hehe
Be Sand EacH and Every
GRain Be Water Waves
Florida PanHandle Gulf Whole
Overwhelming A World With Love
You might ‘Think’ THere are Worse Sins
Some Days Other Days What a Gift… Wind You Continue
to Rape Will Never Cease to BreaTHE…NoW… Living Breath All that is…
Living Word.. Logos of Wind… ‘You’ Believe God Yes Nature Is Just A Dead
Thing You Own You Can Rape And Kill Again… Holding Heart Spirit Soul
Size of ‘Wind’ You Do Not You Just
FeeL iT Sense iT or Try to Escape
Hint: You Will Never ESCaPE NoW
Sees Fear And Hate Buried Never to
RiSE AgaiN Within i AM iNSPiReD
HeAVeN iS No ResTinG PLacE


4 Percent of the Population
uses 40-Percent of Global
Resources Nature’s Time-Out
25-Percent of Covid-19
Deaths only the Tipping
Point of An Iceberg as
This Titanic is Out of
Balance And Sinking
Becoming 2020
Clearer in Vision
Revealing Year of
What Counts in
Life Most:


Nature Takes
Care of the Rest
Of the Karma For Real
Like the Subconscious
95 Percent of our Mind
We aRe Blind to As Well..🙂

Social Media, The Human
Beast Yet to Evolve A Soul
To Even Fully Love Itself;
So what Happens; Tiny Souls
Try to Grow by Bringing Other Souls
Down to Smaller Than Their Size; Grade
School All Over Again; High School Never
Ends as Who Wrote What in the High School
Annual; Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, And Others;
Just Another Way
of Never
Up and
Facing the
Human In the
Mirror And Being Enough;
but You See ‘This’ Human IS NOT
in the Mirror; This Human IS NOT
IN THE ‘TRUMP’ NAME or even in
The Words It Pretends to Be;
Genuine Feelings
And Senses
in Total Regulation And
Integration or Looking Somewhere
Else For Something or Someone else
to Fill up What is Vapid Empty Within.
Like Winning A Debate Or Demanding
Attention to Be Somebody When Truly
A Soul in Balance Is Every Thing They Really Are within.
We Canceled Human Souls Long Ago With Vapid Culture; So Lost Still Now
From the Real
Stars We aRE
Flowers and
Seeds We aRe
Within Only
When We
Light to
Shine that
Is Ours Owing
No Light to Others;
Yet, only to Give and Share
Free; Folks Who Bring other
Folks Down are already down in
the First Place; Just Psychology 101.
What Keeps Us Trapped, ‘The Money’, in Terms
of Likes, Follows, Shares too; Empty Never FeeLeD From WiTHiN.
Sucker Punched by Those Who Understand ‘Psychology 101’; And
Successfully Make others their Slaves. It’s Impossible to Subjugate
And Control A Star that Manufactures Its Light Within; it only Shines.

“We don’t (know) the nature of the universe other than what we see through telescopes”

Actually, We ‘See’ All of Reality As We Co-Create it with Our Minds; MOSTLY, Subconsciously, With Input
of An Ever Changing Environment as Naturally Evolved Without Much ‘input’ of So-Called Rational Thought at all.

So, In Other Words, Our Nature of the UniVerse
Is Relatively Speaking What We Co-Create Within.

My God, the Sense of Seeing is such
A ‘Small Part’ of Viewing Reality, Alone;
As We Co-Create Reality Now; With Unlimited
Emotions And Senses; as Many As We Co-Create
in Synergy of all the Material Reductionist Parts
We Will Observe and Measure by Science too. Anyway,
Whoever We aRe; it’s truly Impossible to make Accurate
Objective Assessments on all the ‘Colors’ of Reality We ‘View’ in How Others ‘See’;
And to Be Clear, Colors in Quotes Here is for all that We Experience Different in Life.

Humans, Overall, are So Far Away from Understanding What Life Is as far as Existential Intelligences
Go as School And Work Bring, And Life In General Promotes in Education of How We actually experience Life;
That Death is a Rather Moot Point; When So Many folks do not even Understand the Human Nature of Breathing Life
More Fully;
And Not
So Limited
Without All Potential
Human Experiential Ways
of Seeing More of the Colors
of Human Existence Now; In other
Words, So Many Existential Intelligences Gone Dark Without Light as Life;

One Person Lives an Experience of Eternal Love Now; And the Next Person over (wishing they were here)
Experiences Hell Beside them; Just a Random chaos of Life Without the Love that Makes Life Truly Magic
in An All Natural way that others are Just Blind in iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity to actually See and Do, Now.

Learn to Live Fully Free;
If one Does; One May Be
Way Too Busy to Notice one died.

Even if We Come Back Over and
Over And Lived Forever, There would
be those who BelieVE iN ‘Trump and Church
Lies of State and Religion’; and Yes, Science too;
And Never Ever Breathe the Art of Living Colors
MoRE NoW iN HeAVeN For Real; Thing, Is No Matter
What Tomorrow Brings, Once One Finds Heaven WiTHiN One
Is Here Eternally Now And Tomorrow and Death Never Exists Now.

Well, ‘the World’ Has Already Put Its Big Boy and Girl Soul PantS on;
Those Who Do Not Take Words of Different Cultures and Religions
As Idol Gods Without Essence, Understand that this ‘Autotelic Flow’
That Science Shows is Real Are the Similar Cross-Cultural Metaphors
of Experiencing Heaven Eternally Now, WiTHiN; Some folks Will Go Back into Deadly
Battle, Freely; as that is the only way they understand to get to any version of this Heaven.

Others, Just Dance Free
And Sing, No Different
That A ‘Tarot Fool’ Who
Only ‘SeeS’ HEaveN Now;
Imagine, Living in Heaven
And Just Do it; thing is, ‘You’ Have to Do it;
You Don’t Get to Live the PoemS UNtil You
Are the Essence of ‘GoD’; Just all that is Now;
Wild And Loving Free, Particularly Humans NoW, ETernAlly Now Wild And Free..:)

In 2017, i Lost my Sense of Smell, to A Garden Variety Common Cold Corona Virus;
Perhaps it Was Rare; i guess i’ll never know; but still i Lost my Sense of Smell and Taste for a Year;
Thing is, it is the Mind that Produces the actual Experience of Taste And Smell, Not Just the Material
Reductionist Parts that are the Receptors in Our Nose; Yes, i still Experienced Basic Taste Like Salty or Sweet;
But Without the ‘Colors’, Just All Bland as there is no ‘REAL SALTY OR SWEET’ WITHOUT the Colors of Salty and
Sweet Our Minds, Mostly Subconsciously, Create; Easy to take for Granted, this Heaven in Life, until it is Gone’
And We Grasp for the Gift Again;
Most folks Never ‘think’ about
What it would be like
Not to be
Able to
Taste and
Smell; they just
Take the Colors We
Create for Granted.

When My Smell and Taste came Back;
It wasn’t Nearly the Same; in Fact, It was
No Different than Living on Another Planet;
Being Born again, With an Entirely New Experience
of Smell and Taste and it was F in Horrible; All of it Alien And Gross.
i had already Lost my Emotions In Life; Already Lost Effective Use of my
Eyes and Ears to Pain; and the Sense of Touch through Almost Intolerable Pain too.

Intolerable Pain is when You Jump off in the Shallow end, to Force Yourself to Drown, by the way.

i Experienced that as Part of the Pain too; but never made it off the Shallow End to Force my self to drown;
it won’t work.

It Won’t Work for Our Autonomic Responses Override Intent this way of Our Conscious Minds, Obviously So.

Anyway, after Over a Year, my Sense of Smell And Taste came back; It was surely Just Another Definition
of Heaven for me; Same as after Regaining Effective Use of my Sight, Hearing, and Sense of Touch too.

Today, Walking by the Kitchen, i Exclaimed, it Smells Like My Cajun Grandmother’s Home From Decades
Ago as my Movie Maker Memory Starting playing Scenes from my Childhood then; i asked my wife, if she
was using Cajun Seasoning; and Sure Enough, Creole Seasoning Was Part of Her Making the Beans.

There are innumerable Ways, Humans Experience Life Differently in almost every way.

Some folks go to Heaven now;
And Some Folks Even Stay in Hell Refusing
to Leave; Just because someone tells them to do it;
in terms of Never Developing Sexual and
Other Feeling/Sensual Intelligences too.

Life is Art.
Live it that way and Thrive.
Repress Life and Make it Death living.

One of the Greatest Causes of Living
Death is Religion; Particularly Abrahamic
Religions Based on Desert Scarcity as Life
otherwise is abundant Heaven totally Free Naked From Head to toe.

i often Sit in Church understanding more fully now why ‘they’ will Never
See Heaven now, at least for ‘then’.

Is Death any Part of the Living
Pie, Living in Heaven Eternally Now?

in one word:


i’ve already Smelled Death Living.
i’ve already Seen Death Living.
i’ve Already Heard Death Living.
i’ve Already Touched Death Living.
And By God i’ve Already Tasted Death Living too;
Again, it was Horrible by any Standards of Before
in Real Heaven Now, then.

Not Everyone is Fortunate
Enough to ‘See’ Heaven this way.

-Just another ‘Job’;
But not just Another ‘Story’;
We aRe ALL ‘Eggs’; Some of
Just Haven’t Hatched Fully… Or Rot…





Dancing Singing What
Humans Create Before
THeir Life Is Created
By So Many Others…
of 412
Faces Dance
Vocal Chords
of Story Taling
Music More Singing to Feel
And Sense Lighting Coloring Life For Free
And Yes Scary Stories NoW into the Night
Where Morning Break Is Hope FoR A New
Dance And Song Story to Breathe Oh my God Loving Life We Create
SMiLes.. The Theme Song For this Is Michael Jackson’s ‘Thriller’
As It’s True Halloween
Comes 42 Months
Ago and
This Nightmare
Or Other Dream
Is Just Starting Again
We Write The Stories of
Our Lives We Create or
Do Not Make This God of Love
Or OTG The Current Halloween
‘TRumPKiNG’ STiLL Ruling Now…

to be

Where this Doesn’t
Continue to Flood Your Blog Haha
3 Second Rule Applies too Modern
Science Now Empirically Measured
‘Gold Fish Size Human Attention
Span’ Now for Blogs of Vocal
Traditions too..;)

Never gonna
Just Never Gonna Fit
in ‘This World’ Eternally Now…. i fly (Dance/Sing..:)

A ‘Frednata’ Where A Long Michael
Jackson ‘Thriller’ Will Suffice for more than ‘3 Moves’..:)

How Shallow Elite Vapid In Reason Over Art of Human Soul Humanity Suffocates
FacT ‘News’ Doesn’t Identify A SoUL Scale Problem of This Required Acquired
Functional SoUL Disability Is Proof Just Easier To See the Day the Faces Went
Away TaKinG ‘Those SMiLinG JoYFuL SoUL Selfies’ IS A Greatest Soul Art
Generated From DaNCinG SoUL FeaT… How Do You Put A Price On
Moments Of Genuine SMiLinG ECSTaTiC JoY: Only ANoTHeR
SoUL SMiLE Sees HeAVeN Value (SMiLES) of Thousands Of
Smiling Dance Memory SELFiES Is Beyond Price Now
Perhaps This Pandemic Will Price The Value of
Smiles As What Human Even Means As Love
So.. AnYWaY.. aWaY aWaY FroM
For WeeKenD PLaY Yet
Every Day For Me
ALWaYS Beginning
Never Ending Eternally

Some People Who Watch ‘The Movie’ Will Figure Out ‘The Parable’
Some Will Not… ‘The Lion Eats The Antelope The Lion King Dies And
Feeds The Grass The Antelope Eats The Grass And Lives Now’
‘Who’ Is ‘The’ Lion KinGQueeN… A Key To ‘This Parable’ (Spoiler
Alert Y.O.U.) Neither Ends Or Begins… Finishes Starts… Pope Admits
NoW “Lord’s Prayer” IS A ‘Wrong’ ‘Translation’ Changes ‘Lead Us Not Into
Temptation’ to ‘God Loves Us’… God Has An Hilarious Sense of Humor
Like Evil Spelled Backward Is Live And Devil Spelled Forward Is Lived
Secrets in ‘Plain Sight’ Yes Shh (It’s Not A Secret) U A Jeeezz US
‘My People’ LiVE oN iN HeAVeN NoW iT Does Not Matter Which
PlanET TheY LiVE oN Now We All Hold ‘Paws’ i Play All ‘Three’
SonGs in My Head ToGeTHeR Helps to UnLeash And ReLeasE
‘The Wind’… My Truest Real FRiEnD Will Never Leave My Side
Wind Gifts me With A FRED iN FRiEnD LioNKinGQueeN LiVES ON
WitHiNoW… Multi-Media ‘JeSuS’ iN A Modern AGE NoW That WiLL Be A Cool
Story Luke Hot Bro… As ‘We’ All DancE AnD SinG ToGeTHeR NoW JeSuS
RidES A DoNKeY inTo ‘A ViLLaGE’ Again… i’m JusT A SMaRT Ass
It’s Like ‘The Book of Eli’ With Exceptions Sadly It’s True i Had to
LooK iN A Mirror to Find my Father i Had to Practically Wade out
of ‘That Theater’ in Tears Selfies Help… i am not much of a Son of Man in Fact
i practically am Raised by A WartHog (Aghogday) and MeerKat (Yellow Boy) in
the Wild to be a Man… No Hard Feelings God Thanks For Helping to make
‘the Movie(s)’ i Hear Ya Calling my NaMe Without
NaMes.. ‘Fred WinK’ so nice…

Aww That’s So Sweet Love
Your Little notes so
Much care and Appreciation
You give to Friends
Sigh.. so far yet close thanks
For sharing the Treats
With me too Colors of Love
Travel Far As long
As Love
Is Colored
With Wings
Hellooove Dear
FRiEnD Wishing
You many Happy
SMiLes to come
With All Your Friends

Little Frog 🐸 Yet Not Green
So Tiny Blending in With So
Many Stone Obstacles to
Cross Safely to Escape
Dinosaur 🦖 Oil Powered
Huge Trucks the Way
Their Leftover Tar
Paves the Road
Yet the Frog Neither
Worries About Big Trucks
Or All these Tarred Stones
To Crawl over for His one
Focus is Just Hop over the
Stones or Under Trucks
With Dinosaur 🦕 Tires
Also Left-Overs From
Going Extinct coming
From Oil as Well
But Dinosaurs
Are Still Here
They Just Got Smaller
Kept their Wings As 🦅 Birds…
The Hawk And Eagle View All
The Old Dinosaur And Frog
Drama From Far Above
Soaring Around The
Sun Just Spiraling
To Be… Humans
Smile that’s
Kinda nice too
Sigh We Breathe
And Even Hop too
Playing 🏀 Basketball
Made From old Dinosaurs
As We Are Still trying to
Grow Wings Yet We Smile
And Frogs Still Travel
Their Princesses
To Make Them Smile
With Just one Kiss or Smile 🧜‍♂️🧜🏽‍♀️
It Seems Like A Frog Would
A Mermaid to
me i saw one
On A Rock
On the
From distant
View it was too
Far to Hop
But i Smiled
And Said Hellooove
Our iMaGiNaTioN
Is the MaGiC that
Always makes
Come True
If We Just Do🧞‍♂️
You can’t possibly
Imagine how many stones
i crawled over to find a
Like You
Too Heavy to
Hop much but
i still Dance With Gravity
No Longer Crawling Found
Wings 🕺

SMiLes Dear Sohair Really
The Only Gift i Have is Love
This Gift i did not have for 66
Months This Gift That the Culture
i LiVE iN Cold And All About Money
And Stuff took Away Where Men Who are
So-Called Men are Hard and ‘Trump Cold’ As Stone
Making Their ‘Idol Jesus’ into A Same Statue like that
And Never
Soft Like the
Water of Love
Having It All to
Give And Share More
Love Is the Foundation
With Grace of Balance of
All Will And Strength there
is no other way i became the
Dude Moving into my 6th Decade
of Life Still Even Physically and Empirically
Stronger In Leg Pressing Strength at 1520 Pounds
And 8 Reps Where there was A Day Where the Record
At Our Florida State University Then in the early 2000’s Where
1335 Pounds was the Record of 1 Rep Where the Star Football
Player Burst
A Blood
Eye Doing that
How did i do that
Too Weak to Complete
Raking a Yard too Weak to
Finish Mowing through the
Thick Grass at My Grandmother’s
River Front Home Where Yes i was confused
For An Ugly Girl As A Boy and told by everyone
in no Uncertain terms i did not deserve to even
Exist in their World.. i had my Mother’s Love what
Their ‘Big Daddy’s Never Gave them when they told
Them Boys who Smile For Joy And Cry for Grief Are
Not Boys at all..
Smiles Dear
Boys Never
Really Became
Men and i did
AS the
of Love
is More Powerful
Than the Fire of Fear
And Hate that Never Sees
Unconditional Love.. Unconditional
Love is the Most Powerful Force of all
And i Prove that too FRiEnD for those who
Have No Ability to Believe or See Mountains Move
of Faith in Hope and Belief that Love Still Births And Sees
Love Counts
This is all i know
But Everything in Life
i Feel and Sense As
This Love
The Force of God in me
ALWayS Happy to Make Your
Day More Colored With God to Love..


Yes to
Be Happy too..:)

Echo Your
God of Love
Dear Sohair
“God is love
Accepting life is love
Giving is love
Sharing is love
Religion is love
Appreciating our gifts is love
Discovering hidden blesssings is love
Thanks a lot Fred.. Your talks are always
inspiration.. Keep smiling 💛🌸💞💚💙🌳🌼😊😍💮”


We are workers carrying his name, we will be sealed and stay happy

I will seal the Qur’an, God willing, during the first ten days of Dhul Hijjah

It means an average of 3 parts per day

Who loves to share with us, please

And may God accept us and

you as a good business


SMiLes Dear Sohair
Understanding Others
Takes Effort And This
IS A Problem With
This Modern
as the
Average Human
Being Now Possesses
Less than the Attention
Span Of A ‘Literal Gold Fish’
Yes.. Same Science That Shows
Pandemics are Real and No Hoax
Generated by Conspiracy Theories…
How Do We Love Others if We Don’t
Take the Effort to Find Who and what they
All Are.. How They Breathe.. Both Similar And
Different than Us.. i rarely ever do not get along
With Anyone With Different Beliefs Unless they
Are Cursed With A DarK Spirit of ‘Psychopathy’ As there
Is No
To Get
Where Love
Does Not Breathe
However Hope Doesn’t
Give Up as while Now may
Be that Way Change Is the Fate
That No one will ever Escape for Now
For True i already Know i too could wear the Mask of
No Love That Dwells within me as Soul too What a Gift
it is
to see
is another Name
for Fate of Love too
For the Curious will
Always Open up another Door to See..
Oh and How iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
Heals Love Even A Stone Cold Soul
SeeKinG to

Dies as
And Attention
Dies Sadly there
is No More Room
Left For Tradition
In a World of Gold Fish Attention…
Tradition Binds The Success or Failure
of Human Beings in Large Societies without
The Tradition that Bonds and Binds Commonly
Known/Felt/Sensed as ‘Religion’ in whatever Form for Essence
Of Binding And Bonding Human Beings In Common Holy And
Sacred Meaning And Purpose What We Find is a Country Ignorant
Enough Refusing to Wear A Mask to Save SO MANY other Humans as
No Longer
Love Both Church
And State Will Fall…
Love is the Religion the Union
Of Human Nature without it we Fall
Divided as ‘God/Love’ In US Dies
Without the Focus Required to Love;
Yes, We Fall


We all Rise
Together With
The Bond and
Bind of Love That
Gives and Shares Freely
Doing Least Harm to Others
And The Rest of Nature All Our
Only Evolved Home For Now If We
Are going to Survive We Are Going to
Have to Find a Religion of Love Folks Do
See And Have Enough Attention to Focus On
How Small or Big One Word Will See Will Feel God Love
If We make
God Love
God Lives
If We Do Not
Make God Love
We Suffer and
Serve the Karma of
Fear and Hate in Doubt
of Dark That Will Not Come to LiGHT
Love Dies Without Truth too Truth for All in Justice… Liberty
What A Challenge What A Challenge to even Truly Breathe…

Yet Heaven
Is as Close
to Love
Any of
Us Get Now
For Real to BReATHE Free..

But Of Course Love IS A Blue Sky
THeRE will Always Be Clouds
to Cover the
Shine Now
of Sun too
At Least
Within Now
For Without
Shadows Neither
Will Light Or Love Be Appreciated
Dark Is Light And Light Will Be Dark
Accept it all Love It All We Breathe..:)

But this My Friend is Much Longer than
‘Less Than 3 Gold Fish Seconds’ to
See Yet Eternally Now For those WHeRe
LoVE ReAlly Breathes God WiTHiN Free..:)

For Folks
to the Face
of God Nature
And Us of Course
When We Are Breathing Love

Science is still in Diapers;
Catching Up A Bit;
Science Deserves
Applause Now
For Seeing
‘Adam Dirt’..;)

SMiLes Dear Sohair to me
i have only one Fate NoW
Worth Believing in And
That is Love And Love
Does Require Hope
And Belief that Comes
With Love As Faith
For True in
This Love
is No
Nothing at all
As Nothing at All
NoW TeacHinG What this
Love is As God Love Breathes
NoW iN
Us With
SMiLES of Joy
Just to Reach out
And Touch Someone
Else’s Love As This Is
How Fate of Love Grows..
Comes More Again… SMiLes…
i Accept No Fate But Love Even
if i Have to Wait to BReATHE AGAiN LiVinG NoW..:)

Great Answer!

If ‘You’ Will Help Someone ‘See’
Heaven On Earth, You’ve
Probably Done Enough.

If You Will See Heaven On Earth,
You Understand This Life Now is Enough.

If You Give Up Hope, You Don’t Have Any Hope.

If You Do Not Not Believe, You Will Not Will With Believe.

The Placebo Effect and Nocebo Effect of Belief, Both Work as Science Shows.

With Enough Belief that One is Lovingly Supported in Healing,
Even, So-Called Incurable Disease Will Go into Remission;
And Into the Medical Files aS UNexplained Recovery.

THere Is Real MaGiC iN LoVE iN Terms of Loving
Faith And Belief That Both Gives And Receives
Hope of Faith Living Loving Now Breathing.

i Will Not Make Anyone See Heaven Now.
But i Do And Have Seen Up Close the Miracle
of What LoVinG iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
BreatheS in Stone Humans Living Loving SoulS AGAiN.

This Much i KNoW, What Happens When We Crawl This EartH Dead.

This Much i Sense, What Flying HeART oF SPiRiT LoVinG ETerNaLLY
Soul Feels Breathes Now.

Again, A Greater
Question is What Happens
When We Really ReAlly Live:



More than A Four
Letter Word; Colors
We Create Within Beyond
Any Gold at the End of A Rainbow
We Give And Share WitH OTHerS ETeRaLLY
NoW iN LoVing ‘Autotelic Flow Frission’

For one Who Lives This Way;
One Only Wishes to Pass Heaven
On to Others After They Pass Away
Yet Continue to StaY iN Eyes of LovE GiVinG
For Giving
Thanks Giving.

Pyramids Will Fall to
Dust Labeled as
Trump Towers
Love Lives
On in
Senses of Giving
Sharing That are as Real as Real
GetS in terms of Humanity Breathing




SMiLE For Real
That Spells Love and So Much More…

This is What Can And Will Happen After You Continue to Love…

But for those Who Call it ‘Mush’; They Are Yet to Rise from A ‘Trump Swamp’.

i’ve Seen A Few of ‘Those Creature Features’ More Scary; Much More Scary than ‘Dead’…

While It may not Be appropriate to Play a Halloween Song in July; It’s True; for the Last
42 Months, the ‘Orange TrumPKiN’, BRings Halloween to Stay; My Suggestion to get out
of Hell Living
Dead is simple:
Yes, By my God,
Eternally Now,
Dance Sing Free.

NoW It’s Worth
Noting i have
A Shadow too;
i only Bring
it out to Play
NoW For Special
Occasions Like
When Werewolves
Come to Play Again
in London Bridges Falling Down;
Humpty Dumpty Fell Down; No
one could Put all the Pieces Back
Together but me; hehe; So God And or Devil Yes


Heavenly Dance Works
for me And All of ‘Hers’
In Terror Nights Where Sweet Dreams come best…

Anyway; My Special Interest in Restrictive Repetitive
WaY in Water, Wave, Ocean Whole Motion of Dance And Song is Eternal Heaven Now;
Camel Moving Through Eye of This CuLTuRaL Needle; Dancing Tight Ropes With Ease;
EffortLess Doing; Some Folks CaLL it Tao; Other Folks Name it Autotelic Frission
NoW too…


i ALReadY
‘Feel’ Some
AnswerS HeaR….

Women Win As
They Cooperate
More Than Compete
Life is Changing
This Balance Required
For Species Thriving
Easy to
See in
The Suicide
Rates among
Females in the
Newest Generations…
Now We MUST Wear Masks
To Save Our Health
But to suggest
There is no
Harm to
Human Health
By Top Health
Officials By
Humans Losing
Face to Face
That 412 Mapped
Emotional Expressions
We Humans Experience
Face to Face
For Emotional
Health is Short
Sighted at
Least as
Humans are
Evolved to Communicate
By Dancing Facial
Soul Health
As that relates
To really living
At All but True
There is imagination
And Colors of Words
In Metaphor too
The origin
Of much
Of Poetry
Comes From
Humans Who
Have lost
Of Their
Souls as i
Surely Did for
66 Months of
Numb Soul Face
Pain Birthing
Of these Words…
i expect Art Will
Thrive in the
Human Soul Faces
Perhaps someone
Else will even
In Public
If this New Mask
World lasts long
Enough… Avatar
Life online
Now Surely
A Saving
Soul Face Grace 🙏

Smiles Frank Best We Change
Landscape Adding Trees And Providing Homes
With More Oxygen For Wildlife Like Us A Garden
Of Eden Smiles this Way
In my Backyard
Greater than Any
Tools as
Real Poetry
Of God Breathes
With Leaves
Sunshine Love..:)

SMiLes Frank.. Water Is All Encompassing When it Comes For it Takes
The Least Path of Resistance And Eventually Will Not Be Held Back
This way as easily as Power that Moves through Resistance…
i Never Watched the Lord of the Rings through but
i Understand What Power Does and Does
Not Do for it is true it often
Makes those Who
Fall to Power
That Seeks
to Move Through
Resistance actually
Weaker than Moving in Flow
Just a Way A River Will Do Until
It Eventually Becomes Wave and Ocean Water Same
Smiles.. i Suppose Dorothy And Frodo May Have Been
Similar this way Finding Home Within And Mastering
Courage, Heart, And Reasons of Wisdom A General
Way of FLoWinG NoW With Gravity too as Water
Does Best surely to Put Out Fires and
Inner Demons too like whatever
Wicked Witch of the West
Needs a bit of Melting
By the Force of
Water in
Resistance Within
As Love that Gives and
Share Freely Naturally Does
Anyway Per this and that thanks
for Stopping by “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020″…
i Enjoy Moving With Gravity FLoWinG Free As Water Will
Do as Well Calming First Within NoW in Peace And Harmony More..
Of Course Blue Whales Close to 100 Feet in the Ocean Do This True too..
As Above.. So Below.. WiTHiN.. iNSiDE.. OutSide.. All Around.. .Patterns of
Nature Overall Make And Create Who We Come to Be in Natural Fate NoW too..:)

True i Surely
Don’t Breathe
Lovely Nearly
As Clearly Without
Gifts of All
Love Thank
You Dear Sohair




Order Is From Fear
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential
Love is The
Diamond that
Shines through Dust
From Where
We Are
Born 🌟
✨ Stars
Thanks Aeidola.. Nice
To See You over
Here with all Your
Kind comments
Yes Without Love
What Would i
Be Just
At All😁🎶☺️
No Cookies 🍪 But Another Treat
Ain’t Nature Sublimely Awesome..
Sky Bridge 🌉 Clouds To Heaven
Above the Church i visit..
Captured Last Night behind
The Store Where i Dance…
So Awestruck.. Particularly
Because it was Above the
Church i would be equally
Impressed If i saw the
Beauty above Your
Jain Temple Smiles
Including You
Bet You would
Look awesome in
That Field With All
Your Hair Blowing in
The Wind hehe easy
For me to see or feel
Anything with my
Movie Maker
But Nice When
God provides
The Nature
Too.. Just
Another Day
In Paradise hope
Your Weekend is

More Than Words Poetry Dances Free With No Lesser Rules Than Love
Be Very Careful What You Wish For But Yes As Already Documented
BacK iN 2013 on my Older BloG iT Works… Yes Both Nature And Man
You KNoW How You iMagine/VisUalize Waking Up one Second Before
or After 6 AM And Voila Wide Awake You Are iN ‘Back to the Future’
CHaoS MaGiC is Simply ToSSinG Out Old Stale Boring Rituals For
Half Ass Asleep Prayers at ChurcH and Wicca and Etc…
Chaos MaGiC TRAshes the ‘Structure’ That is ‘The’
iLLuSioN Humans Layer uPoN the Actual ReaLiTy
of CHaoS MaGiC NoW All that’s Left is Naked
Essence of Believing The Higher Force of God
WiTHiN That Flows Real MaGiC iN LiGHT
You May Do All the Catholic Church
Blessed Sacraments You Like But
Without the Spirit The Wind of
Belief Dead WiSHES NoW
Fly AWaY SWeeT Little Bird
YouR Wings Are Strong Enough
to Create YouR Own MaGiC NoW
Will Be Watching YouR Adventures With Glee!
iF iT Works JusT Do IT NoW MaGiC Is Effect Before Cause FLoWinG Forevermore
Now Dream’s Fruition CoMes to Be NoW It Wasn’t A ‘Word’ A ‘Shell’ Alone of ‘Shazam’
That Made GoMeR Pyle ALWayS SMiLE A Belief A Essence A Joy Beyond Shell..’Wind’…
BReaTHE WinD Be WinD… WinD SMiLes WiTHiN ForevermorenoW SPiRiT (GoD) LiVES NoW YoU… As ‘THeY’ SaY ‘BeacH DaY’ ALL WaYS DaY iN NiGHT OuT WiTHiN iNSiDE OuTSiDE ABoVE So BeLoW ALL ArounD NoW 23rd ANNiVerSaRY Only Son Ryan’s Death CoMinG
AGaiN NoW oN 7.24.2020 LeSSoN NeVeR EVeR AFRaiD oF DaRK NoW HiS LiFE ALL PAiN
NO SMILE 51 Days… i am Neither AFRaiD Of THunDeR Or Cynical oF LiGHTeNiNG… iF OnE
CaNNoT oR WiLL NoT Do ‘MaGiC’… MiSSinG WinD… SeNTeNCE: HiGHWaY
Studying Truth/Lies for 6 Decades Verdict Is Guilty on All
Counts Charge of the Soul oF LoVE LiVinG WiTHiN US
As GoD OR NoT… Deadly Danger of Church Self-Fulfilling
EViL ReVeLaTioN MeTaPHoRS iN Human Archetypes of Villains
to Worship By MiNioNS STiLL ToPPinG ItS OWN EViL NoW By SupportinG
A Father oF aLL Lies GRiM ORanGE ReaPeR BRinGinG Genocide to the Vulnerable
Among Us… Totally Anti-Christ Yet New Testament Still Supports Slavery Shutting
Women Up Nature’s Diversity Excluded From Hell Mix-UP… ReFuSinG All But A
Chosen Few Sending Folks Who Are Different to Hell on Earth By Discarding
Them Like Garbage in Gehenna… Church DeSiGNeD With Faux
Carrots/Sticks SuBJuGaTinG, CoNTRoLLiNG,
OPReSSinG/RePReSSinG Masses of
Group Think, Feel, Senses.. YUCK
Bridge Over Troubled Waters or
Highway to Heaven Back to Catholic
Church Opiate for Some Masses But Not
For Others Damned Sure… No.. it Wasn’t Just my
iMaGiNaTioN Or Science Theory Alone Movie Maker
Memory For All Feelings Senses Don’t Lie Not Directing Attention
to Any Particular Selfie A Womb Was Offered Up to Whitman And i
Was Ravaged By Grinding Hips… Science of Lust Males Get More
Creative Females More Cooperative Ever Notice Women Embracing
Each Other in my Dance SelfieS HeHe
TMI Thursday Once A Week Gets
So Hard Doing Opiate of Masses
That Way i Wait Until Sunday Night
to CeLeBRaTE CREaTiViTY All Week
i WiLL NoT LiE Human Male It Makes me ‘Tingly
All Over Like Heaven’ So Much More Creative BuTT See
i Don’t Do the Immediate Reward… You Can Tell The Commercial
World of Buying And Selling is Depressed When ‘Victoria’s Secret’ In
The Mall is No Longer Showing Up… If You Aren’t Doing Group Think
Not Likely Receiving Likes Or Group T And A Female Art As Most Dudes
Will NOT Refuse ‘That Reward’… ‘Likes’.. New Intermittent B. F. Skinner
Reinforcement Opiate of the Masses to Subjugate And Control in
Replacing ‘Church’… Online Garden of Bibles Written By
Everyone Freely to Achieve Their Greatest Human
Loving Fearless Potential or Just to Get ‘Likes’
Some Folks Support A Lawn… Green iN
Sidewalk Order i Favor..Year ‘Round
Green FoResT RePLaCinG Leaves
of Grass Free iN Wild FLoWeRS
Tao Te Ching Favored Bible Written
by Others All About Kingdom of Heaven
Within Tao Autotelic Flow True Interdependence Bliss
Some Days ‘We’ Just DiSCarD CuLTuRaL Clothes
(all of them, except Stars) WaTeR WaVeS iN FLoW
Order Is From Fear
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential
Chaos MaGiC is When (God) Nature
is Left to its Fullest Natural Potential
to Keep Breathing the Gift of Life MaGiC
Epigenetic Potential of Lamb Transforming
into Lion Retaining Lamb Coming too Phantom
Or Image of Ideal ‘Eidolon’ Illustrated Further In A Bit
Best Thing About Living A Forest
For A Back Yard With A Garden of
Eden Naturally Growing Its Best Potential
Without Any CuLTuRaL Additives is i don’t
Even Have to Shave, Brush my Teeth, Or Put
My Pants on to Just Walk Out the Back Door into
Heaven’s Breath
Yes God’s
Face Nature
LiVinG Temple
Above So Below All Around
God Yes Within.. Inside Outside..
Above So Below All Around Spiraling
Never Ending Wisdom of Beauty’s Love
Just For This Breath oF Existence Now
Every Grain of Sand Holding iNFiNiTiES
Eternally Now To Bathe To See Yes FoReST
Bliss Green FLoWeRinG i have No Idea What
Your ‘Avatar Form’
Is Now But Yes
i Surely Wish You
Will Feel This Essence
i Intuit You Have Before
Way i Feel About ALL OTHeR
Humans too Just One Breath
of FreeDoM ETeRNaLLy NoW
FoResT/Beach Doesn’t Care About Short or Tall
Split Ends or Smooth Starts Chipped Nails or Crosses
And That’s
Enough Eternally Now
We LiVE HoW Hard that
Will Be To ‘See’ So Free i AM NoW
When i Moved into my Modest Forest
Home in 1993 Before that the Real Estate
Person Tried to Shame me for Moving Into
A Neighborhood of only A 1333 Square Foot
Home She Said You Don’t Wanna Live in that ‘Little Neighborhood’
Do You.. Granted We had to Eat Pork And Beans And Chop up
10 Cent A Pound Leg Quarters to Save the Down Payment for
Our 60,000 Dollar Home So there was no Way i was gonna Move
Up to the ‘Jefferson’s East Side’ but then i wasn’t Looking for Brick
And Mortar
Seeing Heaven
Out of the Apartments
Crowded together Never
Green or FLoWeRinG Colors
of HeAVeN to Feel And Sense
As ‘Autotelic’ Flow of ‘DiViNE FRiSSioN’
From Head to Toe No These Forms Words for Sacred
Essence in Holy Feelings And Senses Within Ever Changing
In More Blissful Ways of ‘Seeing’ A World Eternally Now’ Don’t
Really Count For These Feelings And Senses Now Within Are No Different Than
40,000 Years
Ago So Far Away ToGeTHeR
Separated From NDD Nature
Deficit Disorder NoW in All Human
Clothes And Other Tools DiViDinG NoW
From GDD Nature or God Makes No Difference
Breath of
Naked and
Free Within to
See And Feel With
Never Ending Senses NoW
How WiLL Anyone Possibly
Take Anyone THeRE With JusT
Edifice of More Brick And Mortar Symbols
i Try i Cry for i Feel Your Pain and or Numb Been to an other Side
of Heaven For Decades VeRSuS Forever Now 7 Years and 4 Days..
Ideal To
Be i AM
Clothes/Tools MasKinG A WaY
‘CaCoPHoNY’ iN DeeD mY FRiEnD…
It Is Worth Noting THere Is No Toilet
Paper Until 200 Years Ago Improvements Come And Go
Always A Balance Mastering Clothes/Other Tools or Suffocating Now



Breathe Out..

My Cat Yellow Boy Taught
me All of This i Deserve to Exist
i have a Lump in my Throat And
Tears This is Breathing my FRiEnD…

Thanks for
Your Poem
Thanks for the
Inspiration You too Help me Breathe

Order Is From Fear;
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential.

The Architecture of the Catholic
Church i Visit Once a Week for Almost
7 Years Now is indeed A Temple And
Interesting to Look at With A First Glance But
it Gets Boring Pretty Quick as the ‘Brick And Mortar’ Never Changes.

It’s Like the Statue of Jesus, Thank God, Without That ‘Depressing Cross’;
A Revised Ascending Jesus Dude with His Arms Reached into the So-Called
Heavens; but of course against the Intended Message that Heaven Is Really Only
At Hand Always NoW in this Generation Within When We Seek And Find Love to Give And
Share Freely With All Others in Greater Than Golden Rule way of Harming Others And The Rest of
Nature (God) the Least; which also means Cognitive Empathy and Not only Just Sympathy and Compassion alone
in other words
that yes there are
Folks who are Open
Minded And Who Love
Change Rather Fearless and
Rarely Neurotic; Whereas, there
Are Others More Fear Filled, Closed Minded
And Neurotic Afraid of the Natural Unfettered
Chaos Magic of Nature That Makes A Forest
And Beach Ever Changing in Waves, Trees, And Other Moving Challenge.

Fortunately, for me; i don’t Live in a Neighborhood Where All the Leaves
of Grass must be cut the same way, neatly trimmed around Sidewalks that do not Change
Either In Ways of Concrete Away from Changing Colors of Green Breathing Unfettered Free.

Last Year, a Hot Drought in Florida Scorched And Thirsted the Grass Away to Brown; Over the
Winter A Forest of Wild Weeds and Flowers Made A Winter Wonderland Still Alive, A Treat to See;
When Nature Takes Her Natural Place From Above a Landscape of Wild; Weeds And Flowers look
no Less Diverse Than A Tropical Jungle Colored From iPhone Camera View Above; Yes, a Jungle in
A Square Foot that Might Otherwise Just Be Stale old Boring Green Growing One way Just Green
With no Colors of Beauty More to all Naturally Bring Heaven to Eyes Who Do See as a Child Will
For Change
And Meeting
Whatever Challenge
Comes Next; How We
Grow Stagnant in Our
Traditions oF Old but
It’s True When GRoWinG
A New Jungle Breathing
Life Just Now is What it’s All About;
Hail Weeds and Wild Flowers Same Hail Life Hail Essence
of Existence Unfettered Chaos Magic Beauty of Nature (God) Now;

i Still Visit Church
as i am Curious
About It All,
DarK Thru
Or Ignorance;
Science and Just

That’s Life;
Take iT All in
Exhale And i for one DancE SinG NoW;
JusT FeeL, It’s Great to Be ALiVE
NoW As That’s Enough When One
Masters All CoNTeNT ThiS way
Faith Of Other People Doesn’t
Bother Me, For i am not Afraid to Relate
All i BeLieVE iN No Fear to Hide any Part of who i am….

i Find People Who Hide Who They are as Weaker than
Those Who Tell Their Truth iN LiGHT oR DarK no matter
what it is; to be or not to be who one is or not; THere
Are No Secrets WHere i Live…

Inspired by the Weeds
And Wild Flowers in my
Back Yard today as They Stand Out
As They Are Not Afraid to Fully Express What they are;
So Much More Resilient they are to Any Environmental
Challenge that comes…

i’m More Interested
In Knowing Who Someone
Is Than What they BeLiEVE iN
For Most often the Two Do Not Match
As The Truth is We aRE ALL Mostly Ruled From WiTHiN;
And This is why the Greatest Poverty is Never Touching
And Expressing All of Nature (Soul) WiTHiN; Whoever Wrote
that Part of the so-Called JeSuS Story Really Had it All ToGeTHeR WiTHiN;

Writers Indeed;
Abstract Statues; Yes,
Idols of Words That Really
Express Essence That Means Breath Now..:)



A Shortest
Way to Describe
Support For Trump;
Same With Other ‘Religions’
That Comes From ‘Dark Triads
Of Demagogues’
And Other
Folks Who
WiLL Only See
As HigH As ‘Bully’;
Vicious Cycle It Is
in ‘Pale Ghettos’ too;
You Practically have to
Become ‘Superman’ to Get
Away With BeinG A Loving Human
Male Where i AM at Least, WHere Folks
Pretend they Don’t See You; hehe as that
‘Tradition’ comes and goes and CoMeS AGAiN too…
Human Archetypes:
Minions, Despicable
Leaders; And So-Called
Super Heroes that Unfortunately
Are Transformed into Stories as
Demagogues By Villain Underlings Again;
Actors Change; the Powerful And Weak Among Play
Continue to Just Be i AM; Coming Closer to Breathing
For A
Few ‘Seeing’…
Yep, Where i Live You
Literally Have to Become
‘Supernormal’ at Least;
As Hey Baby This is
Trump Town
Here in LA
Lower Alabama
The FLoWeRS Are
Beautiful in the Florida
Panhandle But The Natives
Steam Restless in Ignorance Still…
Empirically Measurable When The City
Council And Mayor Who Provided A Mandate
For Masks Hit the National News Where the
Locals Here and City Council Members
Dictate How Conspiracy
Theories of Further
Rule their
Soul Like they
Are Getting ‘the
Mark of the Beast’
From The Devil they Already Know Close Within;
Meanwhile, Taking Away Breath for Living Human
Beings Now Hoping For the End of the World Where
Their ‘Crusading SaME ‘Traditional Demagogue’ Tortures All the Folks
Who Are Different Like Gay Folks And Transgender Folks They See As Foe
of Evil
Easy Enough
to See, Know, Feel,
And Sense For Anyone
Educated In Soul of Love For Real;
Meanwhile, Gnashing of Teeth and
Weeping When They Find Out Their ‘Light’ is DarK NoW.
My Mix of Ballet and Martial Arts Free Style Public Dance Is Up to 13,430 Miles Now in Close to 83 Months
of Doing that Now; i Was Accosted A Bit When i First Started Out at 210 Pounds; But as i continued to
Get Stronger and Stronger; Literally as Strong as an Orangutan now at 248 Pounds With Very Dense Bones, Ligaments, Tendons, And Muscles; Really, Basically Floating on my Feet Mistaken
for Literally Wearing Skates; i don’t often Get bothered anymore; Folks Tend
to keep their Social Distance, which works Great for Pandemic Masked
Public Dance Now Anyway; i’ve been told i am No ‘King David’
With a Right to Public Dance By Shining My Light
ThiS Way at the Beginning by Southern
Baptist Folks and i said that’s Okay
Already did ‘John 14:12’ and
Next comes Doing
What Dave Did in More
Vile Ways to Glorify the
Freedom; Yes, God Nature Naked
of Me All Free; Anyway, Basically
if you Look Like a Southern Baptist
Softball Player who will Likely Hit a Home Run;
It don’t matter If You Play Ball Or Not; It’s Clear
to See You’d Be a Handful Might Of A Problem to Tangle With hehe;
1520 Pounds at Max of Leg Pressing 8 Reps does bring some Lightening
Quick Martial Arts Kicks; but i only Dance/Spar With Air As Water my FRiEnD…
‘iT WaS A DarK
And Stormy

With Voice of
‘Woodstock’ Free..;)

Zoom Zoom Zoom Been Liking You
Lately A Lot But Not Leaving Many
Love Love Love Fumes Behind
Nice People Who
Are Kind Always
Add to Soul Soul Soul
Love So Truly i Never Leave
You Behind Behind Behind
As Kindness Always Breathes
More Within When Love Breathes Breathes Breathes
Some More And Spreads Some More Fumes Fumes Fumes
HAha Least i Will Do
After You are Nice
Enough to Swing
By Now And
Like Like Like
Like 4 of my Novel Longest Long Form
Size Poems Poems Poems Poems Long
Hehe Long Enough to Inspire Another
one FRiEnD
SMiLES SMiLES Yeka From The
Beautiful Philippine Islands Where
My Wife’s Beauty Beauty Beauty Comes From Those
Islands True True True too As This Love Bug Number 53 All the Way through
60 Years Now is Full of Love Gas Gas Gas to Leave Fumes More Behind too..;)
Throw Back Forest Photos At Easter Living in Tallahassee.. Attending Private
Catholic School Second Grade “Blessed Sacrament” In the City i Lived
Closer to my Father at 7 Years Old Then One Word Spells Me at
Awkward Moving at Least in 3 Dimensional Space
Order Is From Fear
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential





SMiLes Charlie.. Thanks For Dropping By and true at
50.25 Years-Old There Surely is a bit of Magic About
Wife Katrina As She Basically is an Eternal Teenager
For the Last 30-And-A-Half Years We’ve Been Married
At Least In Shape hehe.. she doesn’t have
to Work-Out ..Yet 248 American Pounds
For me Requires A Lot more Effort
Than Her 117 Pounds as less
Than Half my Tonnage hehe..
Anyway.. i Haven’t Actually Actively
Worked For Pay Since 12.6 Years ago
Which Means that total Freedom is all that’s
Left to do.. but of course the first 66 Months of
That 12.6 Years as a Shut-in in my Bedroom With 19
Medical Disorders.. including the Worst Pain Known to
Humankind..Yes.. Literally assessed as worse that Crucifixion..
Type-Two-Trigeminal-Neuralgia from Wake-to-Sleep Where no
Drug Would Touch the Pain that i can only describe as having a
Dentist Drill Your Teeth With No Pain Relief and in my Case the
Dentist Drill was in my Right Eye and Ear For Metaphor where
i Lost effective use of my eyes and ears totally for Reading
or Listening to Music for the first 33 Months and when
i could finally withstand the Pain the last 33 Months
i started writing so i basically wouldn’t Kill
myself as yes the Disorder is commonly
Called The Suicide Disease really
A Worst News IN Life
Someone now will
Breathe with but i must
admit losing any Reference
Point of a Feeling if had ever
Smiled in My life as far as the Feelings then And
Senses That come with a Smile and other Emotions
was to me at least.. Worse than the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind in other words YeS oNce someone goes to
Real Hell On Earth they don’t worry about stuff like Wearing
Clothes.. Or what anyone else thinks when they Public Dance
Just for the Flow and the Nirvana of Heaven within now anyway
at 60 Years-Old i’m Happier and Stronger than i’ve ever been and
the heaviest too hehe.. must be the Free Weights at Home i guess
as i took it easy at the Military Gym when it was open with Nautilus
Machines then… Anyway.. can’t really see any need for clothes or masks
Unless they are either required by the Pandemic or the Virus of the Clothed
Human Condition as seriously Most Folks have no idea Just How much of a slave
they really are
perhaps until
they go to Hell
on Earth And Really
Free Themselves Within into
A Place without Cultural Clothes of PRiSoN
That Lie Lie Lie about Truly Being Naked Free..
it’s almost Impossible to Be Free if one is either Slave
to Work Or Pay Or Likes or Follows or Shares NoW as All
of that Stuff Takes Away from the Essence of Naked Love
Within Just to Give and Share for Free and not only that
No body else can possibly offend me which just means
i get to learn more from every Person i cross paths
with no matter How Dark or Light their Soul may
Be i’ve Wished the UniVerse Away and the
rest of existence as i was too weak
to deal with the pain or even
get rid of me.. that
my FRiEnD
is the
of A Real Devil
Within Once You’ve
Been The Devil There
Really is No where to go
but up in Love on the Wings of
A Much Higher Place than Down Below
Thanks For Stopping by With Friendly Words..
Oh Yeah and what i learned as the Valued Commodity
At Work Who Most Always Worked Holidays And Got the
Job Done for 33 years of Paid work for doing that is every
One Loves You Until You don’t have anything to offer them anymore
as far as Services go i make myself happy that way i don’t need anything in return..
but to
It works
out Just
Fine for me
With SMiLes
i give too as the Evidence
in the Blog Suggests and oh
yeah once a Group of Women in
A Car at the Bar Stopped me and
Begged me to take my Shirt off
didn’t feel Comfortable complying
in the Parking Lot but there are other ways hAha..;)


You’ll Understand When YouR Soul Takes A First Breath Of Art
You Do Before ‘Think’ SoUL SPeaK ReBorN Last First More Than
A Word Or Someone Else’s Rule Faith Is Dancing Singing By Free
Verse HeART SPiRiT SoUL BReATHiNG… It’s True Though I’ve Met
one Dude And Lady Responding To Everyone Naturally With Free Verse
Song Poetry With No Rules So Excited A Lady In Walmart Said Others
Are Dancing In Public But Ugh It Was Just me With Another Mask
So Long.. Years Since i Painted
But i Will Still Smell The Colors
The Palette Tastes Pungent
Yet The Hues
to come
iN Beauty
So Many New
Doorways Open
When Others Close
It’s Nice to Have my Smell
Back after Losing it to the More
Unpopular Corona Cold For A Whole
Year in 2017.. When The Smell came back
on the Solar Eclipse That August the Rest of the
Year With Only The Smell And Taste of Rotting Corpses
In the Air truly a Feeling of Death in Smell Yet to come Starting
with Michael the Hurricane And Still Going with Covid-19 The Other
Yet i Dance
All The Colors
as i don’t have to
Smell The Death Anymore
it Breathes Now on its own
Perhaps it is for this is the
Hour i held my Only Son
To Die Before Midnight
On.. July 24th, 1997
23 Years ago then
What he taught
Me Most is
Breath counts
as He never got to
do that on his own
And i would Never Have
Any Complaints as My Life
was not only 51 Days of Pain
i am Not afraid of Living No Matter what
And Every Door that closes is just another opportunity to Breathe
The Gift That He Never Had Just to Breathe and Even Smile at Least once….

Friendship Is A Verb Who Always Lifts Up
Whenever Down Comes to Visit Anchors
in Safe Harbor Sails of Freedom
FriendShip Indeed iS A Visitor
Who Never Goes Away
Just Caring that is
What Friends
Do Friend is
Love A Wave With
Ups And Downs But
Shores Ever More Expanding
For Giving Thanks Giving Friend
Is Always Starting Never Ending
You Are A Very Kind Person may
Your Friends Always Lift You Up in
Sunshine Warmth… Smiles.. i tried
to Respond Poetically Now but Your
Words are more Lovely than mine..:)

Flow Effortless Doing
Dancing A Tight Rope
With Ease Laser Focus
Sweet Spot ‘Tween Anxiety
And Apathy Evolving to ‘Autotelic
Flow’ Where the Bio-Feedback of the
Practice of Whatever Creates the Flow
in Art of Dance or Song as Metaphor for
Yes Whatever Brings this Flow Allows Us
to Relative Free Will Emotional Regulation
And Integration of Senses that Really Makes
Religious Words Like Prana, Nirvana, Kundalini
Rising, Satori, As Flow Is The Essence of Tao too
By God Yes All Natural Kingdom of Heaven Within
As the Riches
Are Mastering
Our Own Soul Selves
Chalice over FLoWinG
To Give and Share With All
Others Most With SPiRiT oF SoUL NoW
HeART LoVinG Without iLLuSoRY Fears
As We Regulate and Integrate all the
Appropriate Material Reductionist
Parts of the Human Soup of Soul
Like Serotonin, Dopamine,
Oxytocin, Adrenaline
Stress Hormones
And Endorphins
Too Hehe All
in Synergy of
Heaven Within now
Masterfully Increasing
Levels of Laser Focus and
Long Term and Short Term
Working Memory of Cognitive
Functioning too as Art And Reason
of Soul Hold Hands in MiND and Body Balancing True

Effort Becomes Bliss of Non-Doing Increasingly Complex Activity
In Moving Meditation of Whatever Practice of Heaven We Are Doing In Life…

In the ‘This Place’.. THere ain’t much (No) pain as You are Your own
Pharmacy SMiLeS WiTHiN…

SMiLes Vrunda
Seek And Stay
NoW True WiTHiN As
Much As You Will Naturally Do too..:)

Perhaps one Day Soon and Sooner
Science And Religion (Politics) Will Hold
Hands And See ‘They’ All iN Practice
Seek And Find ‘Worshipping’ Now
iN A
Heaven within
to Can And Will Do Now..
Perhaps.. We Can And Will Even Transform
Ascend Transcend ‘God’ into Verb of FLoWeRinG
CoLoRinG HeaVeN WiTHIN NoW LoVinG iT All DarK Thru LiGHT..:)

“Determination, Compassion, Ambition,
And Fearlessness”; Virtues that Describe
The ‘Common’ Disney Archetype Of Princess;
Overcoming struggles, Rising To Stand Tall As
An Independent Woman Priceless to A Man As
Well as A Lifelong Companion; But yes, also
Delicate And Perfectly Beautiful With NO
FLAWS THAT Is A Mighty tall order to
Maintain overcoming all the Struggles
In Life just to survive with a content
Smile at the End of the day…

From First looks at least, there
are A lot of Facebook Princesses
Where You are from; Superficially,
It must Be Exhaustingly Hard to compete
With ALL Cultural expectations to be met…

To me a Princess is someone
Who is nice to everyone they
Meet; looks fade (hehe, except
For You and Katrina) but Kindness
Is the Flower With Courage that always
Stays; in this way, i hope i always make
You feel like a Real Princess Dear FRiEnD
The Shoe Fits when it comes to your Smile

And Kind Hellooooves
👠 👸🧚‍♀️🕊🤗😁👩🏽‍💻

Love For A Princess Angel
Brave Never Afraid
Always Kind Now
Nourishing Soul
Never Fading
Only Reward
Desired Is Her
SMiLinG Eyes
And Happiness
That Much Lasts Spirit
FoReVeR NoW iN Warmth of HeART
i Remember in March of 2019
i was Dancing in Walmart and
You told me “You Ain’t No
Frog 🐸 You are 🤴 Prince
Charming”. It was After
Your Trip to see the
Place The Ground
Meets the Clouds
At Mountain Height…
Ever Since then
i haven’t
Been A
Frog This
Is MaGiC What
Real Disney Princesses
Do… Katrina Said i was one
In A MiLLioN… After 30 Years,
Now She Says, “You Are Something
🤷‍♀️ But i Don’t know What”.. Hehe
i Do Love to Be A Mystery too
Anyway You
Melted me that
Day With That
Sweet Compliment…
Only Princesses
Melt Beasts And
YeS Haha i Remember
Also You telling me lately
i Am Opposite of A Beast
YeS it’S How People make
Us Feel Beast or Beauty True

Human 101 Dictates
We Remember
Bad Stuff First
So We Don’t Get
Hurt.. oh Lord How
Folks take Advantage to
Subjugate And Control
Others With this Miss
Giving that only takes
Away From our Content
So Know ‘This Beast’
And Generate one’s
Own Light otherwise
Fear in Misery and
Suffering become
Wed Life-Long…
FLoWeRS Shut-
Out Soul-Static
By Simply Coloring
Life.. Humans Do
Have Potential
Not to

Forest Without Water
Desert Human Without
FLoWeR No Colors Either
Paint A Forest
Be A Beach

Not Dancing Singing Caste SystemS iN India/Sharia LawS iN
Middle East Has Anything to Do With Love i See LoVE iN Human/God
Ugh THeRE Is No Escape Unless ‘They’ Believe Truth Is WaY oF LiGHT iN LoVE…
TRuMP/SaNTiS 5th AVeNuE KiLLinG Fields Expand More… Even If ‘They’ Don’t Really
Believe That God Is Love At Least Save Lives Wash Hands Social Distance And Wear
A Mask to Save Breath KNoWinG ‘That Book From Back to Front’ ‘They’ Better Pray
RevelatioN A Poem A Myth Not Fate to Be Literally Self-Fulfilled… And By God
Brown Nose Church Support of ‘Orange God oF ALL Lies’ Is ‘Pretty’ Much
A Seventh Seal Opened And Sealed Again… Covid-19 Deadly
Response oF iGNoRaNCE in Science/Facts.. Art/Love
ProveS How This Country iS oN JusT A Drip
of Life Support Soul… i Realize i am
Probably TaLKinG Closer to A Trump
Bucket of Spit But Hey i Learn From Spit
too So Much More About HuMaN TRuE DaRK2
Humble MeeK iN Strength iNHeRiT EaRTH As They See
Sunshine Worthy of Each Soul To Teach Them More No Matter
Who They Are Evolving… So-Called Christians Forgetting Jesus
in Sunshine of the World Where Our Greatest Happiness Is Seeing
Someone Else Shine Greater Than Us… WORST AMERICAN PANDEMIC
oF ALL Is Love Sick LACK OF COGNITIVE EMPATHY, SYMPATHY, AND COMPASSION Consumer Competition Breeds… Culture of Everything in Life is Competing Against Someone
Else Versus Culture of Cooperation At Least When Females Are In A Room… American
Response, Overall, Both Male and Female is Cold, Indifferent, And Even Takes
Offense When Someone Expresses Soul Song… My Female Indian And
Muslim Friends Do Not Take Offense When Someone Shines All Of
Their Soul In Free Poetry to Them… But You See Vrunda Is
From A”Namaste Place” Where God Is Seen In the
Human And Not Some Far Away Invisible Place
“Be The Reason Someone Feels Welcomed,
Seen, Heard, Valued, Loved And Supported”,
the Gift my Young Poet Friend Vrunda Said i Give
SuRe.. Challenges and aLL oF
tHaT Second to None STuFF
Mrs. and Mr. ‘Kite’ tWo aGaiN
K TO H 11 TO 8 WH0LE NoW2
HoLDing Palms oF Hands uP aBoVE NoW aS
So BeLoW iNFiNiTiES BeYoNd oF LoVe as WinGS
We Are Story Tellers WHere Are Stories Of Our Life
Do We Inhale No Longer Exhale??? When We Forgive
Our HeART No RisK iN LoViNG SPiRiT WinD Glows Soul
EvolveS iN LiGHT Out oF DaRK Thanks Friend Sohair Far
Away Yet Close Enough to Always Be A Dear Friend to me…
Smiles Hehe Literally An Only YouTube Friend
If ‘JeSuS’ is ReAlly YouR Friend
Fly Without Jesus Set Jesus Free
So Jesus Will Fly Even Higher And You too…
Haven’t We Got Good News Yet A Message
This Is What ‘God’ Does For ‘JeSuS’ YeS Us too
So We All WiLL Love Free NoW to: my Extraordinary FRiEnD
From: ThanK Y.O.U… Not Unlike ‘Christian From Idaho’
If Jesus invited A World To A Party Folks Who Show
up Will be few if any from his ‘Class’… How Do i
Know How Do i Feel How Do i Sense This For
Real Love Everyone in The World For No
Reason At All… i Will Honestly Dance
And Sing For Sure Even if ‘Jesus’
Coming Back Dances in
Public for 13,437 Miles
in 83 Months… i Will
Honestly Dance And Sing
For Sure Even if ‘Jesus’ Coming
Back Writes A New Bible Poem
8.3 Million Words Long in 83 Months…
A Dance Hall is An Only Place
There Will be for ‘Cheers’ For
‘Jesus’ mostly only Young Folks
Will Take Glee for Public Dance
As Far as Online Goes A Poet of Love Will
Always Find A Friend If ‘Jesus Chooses’ to Have
A Friend Where Love is Rare… Yes God Teach ‘JeSuS’
to Be A Free Verse Poet And Dancer For Once one Flows
Love Never Ends Within aS HeAVeN NoW… i Take Stuff Literally too..
i Really Believed John 14:12 Is Possible That’S HoW i Do
Greater Works Than Story Book Jesus… Why in God’s
Holy Name Will Jesus Need to Come Back to Earth If
Lots of Folks Are Already Doing Greater Works Than Him
Why is Grace of Balance iN Every Move We Make Most Important
too… Balancing Every Move Removes Fear Makes Room For Love
Muhammad Ali And Many Other ‘Fighters’ Will Tell You Ballet Makes
Float Like A Butterfly Fearless For Sting Like a Bee CHI Real Standing
ReaSoN ‘Loving Jesus’ Who Comes Back And Calls Out Obvious ‘Trump
Bullshit’ in ‘Revelation’ Will Not Be Welcome in Church Now At Least For Real
‘Funny’ Thing About Working For Power, Status, Pay, Likes, Shares, Follows,
And Anything Else it takes to Build Someone Up For Subsistence And Within
as Far as An Authentic Human Soul Goes, until One Becomes Truly
Interdependent and Self-Sufficient Enough Not to have
to be a Slave to Someone Else; there is always
The Possibility that someone Like Trump will come
Along where they find they give up every Principle they
Say they Believe in, not to lose what they already lost for it’s
True it just goes to show they really never had anything of value
they made of themselves; Trump Brings Out Now Just How Many
People have
As ‘Slaves’
All Along;
He is Just
A Symptom of
Their Problem Brought
Out into View by their
own insufficiencies, Truly
iN Weakness Not Standing
Tall on their Own Two Feet
of Principles, they are actually
Willing to Keep; There are gonna be
Some folks who Live With ‘Trump Buyer
Remorse’ for the rest of their lives; Particularly,
Folks Who Have Lost Loved Ones in Direct Response
to Trump’s Unwillingness to make the Hard Choices to Beat
A Virus that’s easy enough to do Just by following the advice of Science…
Something As
Big And Small
As Trump Defeats
Him Now; Yes, simply
Ignorance as Free Nature
Will Never Be Successfully Bullied by a Real Fool…




i was Curious, So i Naturally, Recently, Followed the Links to ‘Michael Laitman’ and His Mentor’s Version of Kabbalah;
And Really It Is Just a Rework of The Teachings of Jesus Without Some of the Myths And Contradictions Away From
Love that Exists in the Old And New Testament; as Yes, A Science Of Love That Modern Psychology, Anthropology,
And Sociology Complements Is the Nature of Human In Altruistic Love; Of Course, Love Thy Neighbor As Thyself Is Repeated Cross-Culturally as that is the Basic Nature of Smaller Groups of Humans Living Cooperatively Together, Giving And Sharing Freely; Foraging For Subsistence And Thriving iN Warmth of Altruism that naturally Drives This Propensity of Empathy in Social Bonding Ways That Includes the Cozy Feeling of Oxytocin Shared Amongst Human Beings ‘That
Stuff of Matthew’ Described as when two or three or More of ‘You’ Gather Together All Becomes Warm and
Cozy Indeed as ‘i am/we’ Connect this Way in Love With Oxytocin Fully In Flow; A Problem too Is ‘Negative
Empathy’ Will Be Used Similarly to Exclude Others ‘Out of the Tribe’ As Well or ‘Smaller Cliques, too as ‘Group Feel’.

Yeah, It Would Be Nice if Humans just
Discarded All the Cultural Clothes of
Lies in Ignorance of Fears in Illusory
Constructed Ways that Sadly in Competition
We Create to Prop Folks Up or Tear Folk Down;
But The Literal Truth is as Societies We cannot escape for now
AS Humans are Just Not Evolved to LiVE iN Large Heterogenous
Societies And Expect to Get Along, even enough to Save each other’s
Lives with Something as simple as wearing a mask; We LiVE iN A Sick World
of Love And Words Are Not Going to be Enough to fix the Sickness of the Human
Soul that is simply out of balance; but yes, on an Individual Basis it is possible and will
Be Accomplished; And i see where this Version of Kabbalah Helps but i always find it fascinating
That Love Can’t
Just Breathe On
itS own Without
The Same Old Thousands
of Years of Traditions as it is rather
AMusing that Not Unlike Muhammad
And his Gabriel Angel; this Version of Kabbalah
Masters the Myth of ‘Abraham’ to Make it its own too;
This Honestly is Where the Philosophy will Lose Innumerable
Potential Supporters As seriously Many Folks are tired of Myths and Lies
And Just Want to Hear Some Truth Without all ‘The Frill’; When i heard that
i could not Help but to Lose
Substantial Respect
for the Movement;
But i was impressed
That it did support Folks
of Different Human Natures;
Yet, it doesn’t support Rationality
in Commanding The Myth of Abraham
As Story to ‘Plagiarize’ it as itS own; i Value
Truth; Others do too; ‘We’ (me) Are Becoming ‘SmART
Enough as ‘A Culture’ to Drop All the Myths associated
With Love And Just Let the Spirit Live on itS own as truly
Society At Large is Not Going to be moved By Any Words alone but each
Human will
if they
And Will
Respect What’s
Being Said as True;
There Are some who
Value continued Falsehoods
As Tradition; i for one do not
have that Human Orientation;
Beauty of Separation of Religion
And State And Philosophies too;
And Always something to Learn from
what we see as similar and different too..:)

In Just my Opinion, We Should All Seek to Be Able
to Defend Our Own Beliefs and Not Defer to Any Higher Authority Than Our Soul (GoD) Itself.

We Are Humans; We Have Shadows and Light; We Have Egos That Serve As Personalities
to Function AS Human; As All Humans Who are Healthy Naturally Do; to take away the
Balance of Dark and Light; And Avoid the Reality that Comes As Shadows With ‘Sun’;
Is a sure way to Avoid even being Human Fully at all; This Love, This Life is Art;
A Balancing
Art of Dark
That Makes
A Science
Alone; that’s
really obvious
to See; for those
Who are Not Bound
by A Higher Authority
than Individual Loving
And Shadow Reality Soul..:)

But of Course, this is Just Opinion;
Just My Soul; As You inspired me to
Absorb an Authority Above you to Grow, indirectly; but
it would be interesting to Hear what your Soul Actually has to ‘see’;

That my
is Truly Rare;
i Would Love to
See A ‘Philosophy’
That Encourages
A ‘Religion’ That
Exists this way but by
Very Definition Religion, and
Politics, and Even Philosophy (Of School) is Group
Think (from Before) so the only Answer is to Become ‘Your’ own ‘King’ Now..:)

Perhaps i Can And Will Find Another Free Verse Poet Who Relates a Similar Philosophy as Mine:

“The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”

“The American bards shall be marked for generosity and affection and for encouraging competitors… . They shall be kosmos … without monopoly or secrecy … glad to pass anything to any one … hungry for equals night and day. They shall not be careful of riches and privilege … they shall be riches and privilege … they shall perceive who the most affluent man is. The most affluent man is he that confronts all the shows he sees by equivalents out of the stronger wealth of himself. The American bard shall delineate no class of persons nor one or two out of the strata of interests nor love most nor truth most nor the soul most nor the body most … and not be for the eastern states more than the western or the northern states more than the southern.”

“There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”

Thing About Whitman Is; He had a Good View of His Soul
And If he Could He Would Love Everyone The Way He Loved
The ‘Song of His Self’; But You See, the Golden Rule is Incomplete;
Antiquated And From Narrow Views that Don’t Understand the Complexity
of the Human Soul And How Differently Flavored Each Multi-Universe, ‘Us’ Is That Comes
From Nature/God; Yes, the Order of Cosmos And Chaos Magic Of Love Within; Of Course
This All Makes Sense to me as i Score 100 Percent in Openness; and 100 Percent Extraversion
On The Big Five Personality Test; Not So High on Conscientious And Agreeableness as i tend
to Focus in one Area of Laser focus; And Put other Less important stuff off to me that may be (is)
important to my Wife; Like Getting to Church 15 minutes early as i’ll take 5 Minutes as More than enough;
As i am Just there to Study the Experience, it has no Rule over me; Nor am i Slave to Time; and i surely don’t
mind disagreeing, even if someone never wants to Speak to me again; but you See i am secure in me and what i Believe;
it’s impossible
to offend me
this way
hehe; Nah,
Nope, Rivers
Flow Now; No,
‘They’ Don’t
The Sensation
of Nervousness;
Just Sensitive to
Expanding and
Both as
ThiS Way…
me For

Not everyone
Can and Will Do this;
This is what Whitman
Obviously didn’t See in
His Prophecy; The Needle
Is Still as Narrow and the Camel
is still Thick as ever to Escape Group
Think/Feel to Dance And Sing A Soul of One’S Own iN Original Creativity.

This Makes Abraham And Gabriel; And Whatever Flavor comes Next Very
Important to Folks Who Are Not their Own Priest of the Cosmos and Chaos Magic; Same and Different too.

In Other Words; Our Disagreements are what allow us to Be Free; it is very Dangerous When Humans
Sing off the Same Choir Music, if the Aim is to Actually Sprout Wings of Original Creativity;

If that is not what
Folks desire;
Hail Mary
Full of Grace
With Abraham
And Gabriel no
Matter Which Sect
or Version of someone
Else’s Story to Bind and
Bond over for Warm and
Fuzzy Comfort Comes Next For Group Cohesion.

Hehe.. I wasn’t born with Much Glue.. Just Wings my FRiEnD…
Commonly, Group Think and Feel in ‘Insanely Large Societies’ takes That Childlike Freedom
Away; But As We Get through That ‘Sacrifice’ Some of Us are Reborn into Our Own Golden Ages

Love For Freedom MoRE iN LoVE..:)

Thanks For Inspiring This Thought;
Highly Unlikely it would have come as iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
to Fruition This Day without You or Your Linked Version of Kabbalah;
To me at least, this makes A Stranger And Philosophy No Stranger at all;
in FAct A FRiEnD

if Only

Unto me…

Fred in FRiEnD..;)

No F iN Doubt
Whitman Was somewhere
on An Autism And Bi-Polar Spectrum too;

Like An Always Imperfect Storm of Dance and Song to come Again..:)

‘It’s Fun Being Me’; Not Sure What Else ‘We’ Will Really ask for but allowing others to do even more..:)

And Yes, i used the Song ‘Beautiful Stranger’ as Madonna has moved further away from “Her Kabbalah”
to be more of a ‘Free Agent’ And of course the Austin Powers Series of ‘Double Agent’ Is Just another
for the
Fool Tarot
Double Zero Archetype
For Relative Free Will; Fearless
in Original Creativity like a Child;
Like a Virgin Soul Forevermore now
as Love Winging Breathing Free Creating Now…

The Place
i Live Now IS

NoT A Place WHere Death of Soul ExistS EVeR ‘Now’..:)




UNTiL A ‘Frednata’ Starts Here Is
Some ‘Pomp And Circumstance’
Provided All Free AS Haha!
That’s All i Do is Free Hehe!
A Short Break For Some Neighborhood Block
Free Style Dance And Assorted Home Gym Exercises
And A ‘FredNata’ Will Commence Just Something to Do on
A Hurricane Hanna Rainy Day in Florida; All Three ‘Frednata’
Movements Completed on 7.25.2020.. ‘AllDaySong’… ‘Frednata’ Songs
Include ‘Sing For The Day’ By Styx; ‘The Lonely’ By Christina Perri; And
‘Starry Starry Night’ By Josh Groban… Another ‘Frednata’ (Reference: Sonata
For A Usual Way of Doing It Hehe) Coming in 3 Movements of Songs With A
BoNuS ‘Gold Member’
ArT IS A Place
We Exercise
oF EnD NoW
HuMaN ReaL
Rose Becomes Whole Love
Red Once Again Blood of Love
Yes.. Mercy… SPiRiT oF Forgiving Paves
A Way For Love To Rise out of Thorns NoW
A Thorn We Must Pull Now From A Lion HeART
oF Our Soul.. Feather of Forgiveness Floats
Never Falling Lost Underneath
Rocks oF Fear And Hate
Love is Water Wave
Ocean Whole For All
to Give and Share Free
Loving Forgiveness For All
Transgressions as Love is No
Longer Just a Stream YeS HEaVeN Is A Recipe Within to
Give And Share for Free For This and so much more as
We Move Connect and Co-Create Even More To
Float is to Dance And Sing in Flow With Gravity
my Friend Day to Day A Truth is Forgiveness is
Always A Bridge over Troubled Waters my
Friend to Fly is to Love Valuable Enough
On Our Own Merit of LiFE NoW mY
FRiEnD…No Matter What AnyonE
‘Thinks’.. i Exercise A Right To Dance…
There are Two Kinds Of Folks.. What Is
Or What Is Not to Lust/Love For Life i Am
All Number Two Too… Trust me Done All The
Research This Gratitude For All That Is What God
Wants Most In A Lover… Have You Ever Made Love to
A Sky Lusting After Every Star in God’s SKeYeS… No i Am
NOT Ashamed Or Guilty to See And Feel All Of God Naked
in Moderation of CourSE #NoRegretNowGodNaked ‘iNheriting
the EartH’ Meek Enough With Neither Materialistic Status or Power
Nor RiSinG Fists ArTinG All iN All With God NoW Free… DLC DarK LiGHT
CoLoRS… TFR THoRNS FLoWeRS RoSE (Do You Have Any More Questions
About God Now, Class?) Been there done ‘i can’t say no’ Living Now on my own
terms and conditions Dancing on a Tight Rope Still Upright… Amazing What You
Will Be Able to Do if You Focus in Flow on One Increasing Complex Activity Now
instead of a Shot-Gun Approach… When i Worked Open Door Policy to a Zillion
Requests on my Mental Energy All at Once… ‘This’ is A Reason Why Tons
and Tons of Productivity Is Lost When Folks are Connecting to their
‘Smart Phones’ At Work… In Other Words.. Social Media Online
Systemizes Human Communication into Discrete Shares
Likes and Follows… Note: Writing Organizes Our
Thoughts But Reading Does Not Writing is
Focusing Solely on What We are
Thinking Imagining Creating…
Human Porn Provides
Continuous Hits of Dopamine
Like Gambling For ‘Those’ Pre-Disposed
to the Disease of Addiction… Growing Up with
Copious Amounts of Warm and Fuzzy Oxytocin
Generating Family/Peer Support Less Likely to Fall to Addiction
Once Again Class: Mechanical Cognition Focus Withers Away A Part
of Our Brain that Does Social Empathic Cognition Now… Revenge of the
Nerds By God Yes An Information Age is Making Everyone More Systemizing
And ‘Autistic’ Now… Here’s Another Thing i Used to Score 45 out of 50 on the Autism
Spectrum Quotient Test i Scored 11 in 2013 After Writing Poetry… My Psychiatrist then
Was So Inspired He Quit His Private Practice to Teach Movement Therapy in A Hospital
in South Florida… In Fact Science Shows All Forms of Meditation Are a Fountain of Youth
that Actually Regenerates Gray Matter in our Brain… Here’s A Key to All Success in Life Every
Step and Word in Flow of Dance And Song Heaven is Real Within Now Doing This Balance

Key to Life Success When ACTuaLLY DYinG
STiLL BReATHiNG iS oNLy Two Words
Yes Three Yes Five Thank Y.O.U. For This

Don’t (Do) Wanna
Sound Crude
But it’s More
Shaped Short
Gold Member
Doing My Best still
Not to Offend Butt
JeSuS F iN
In Underwear
Completed the
Gold Member
Show My
(THeiR) God
If You Did not
See The Movie
Prophecy With
Beyoncé too
You Probably
Don’t know
Hell i’M
SHoW on the
U.S. Boob Tube🤬 🤢 🤮

Smiles My FRiEnD
There Are People
And There Are
Human Kind
You are
One of
Few i Find☺️🎶
And Never Forget
For i Do Remember Both
And Kind
With SMiLes😁🌟

My Pleasure
The Globe is
Too Small
Now not
To Spread Joy😁🎶

Smiles i Don’t
Buy Books
They Kill Trees
Internet is Erasing
That ‘Tragedy’ yet
i still Consume one
Each Sunday Dancing
Masked In Barnes And Noble
Listening to my Favorite
Meditative Music
In Ecstatic Autotelic
Flow of Frission
Heaven in Deed
Plateau of Peak
Experience Real
For me And Hehe
Free Entertainment
For The Starbucks
Crowd for it is not
Often they See
A 248-Pound
60 Year-Old
Dude Floating
In A Book Store
Rather BE A Dancing
Library than
Locked in
Prison Freedom
Is Never Bound By
Covers😁 Or Sealed
-Just Another
Modern Bible
Writer Dancing
Singing Free out
Of Dusty Covers🐸🕺🎶

There are Conspiracy
Theories And
There is Truth
There Is Love
And There is
None Truth Will
Dance and Sing
Out of Shadows
When Love…
Is Faux News..:)

Sight of Flowers
Smell of Breathing
Sunshine Gold Within
Loving HeART BeatS Hear☺️

Hello Purple in Portland
i am Actually Diagnosed
With Bi-Polar And Autism
Which Is A Bit like
HouSinG Einstein
And Van Gogh
In One
Soul Yet
Were either
Of Those Two
Separate Very
Few Noticed how i
Suffered Within We
Learn to Mask Our
Hell With Smiles of
Heaven Refusing To
Break the Morning Broke
The Dark Side of the Moon
At 53 Now at 60 With Dance
And Song For 7
Years Darkness
Is Erased
Sun Within
i See Your Shadow
Too And What Makes
You Shine Keep Breathing
oF LiGHT🎶🏝

Ego is Zen
Art too
At Best
FLoWinG in
Kindness RiSinG
In Shine
For All
No Art
Of War
Love Breathes
Human Best..🌉✨

Breath of A Lilly
Opening Gold
For Honeycomb
Delight Sunflowers
Spiral Galaxy Life
Lovely to
See Imelda’s
Words of Poetry
On the dVerse Trail
Again Bright Spot Hear🌟

You are Very
Talented not many
Folks are Brave enough
To express Erotic Art it’s
Nice to View All Free Art
Breathing You..🏝

Thanks for the Sunshine
From the Philippines
Dear Yeka Tropical
Weather In Florida…
Dance And
Song Shines
Bright Within
Loving Smiles
Give Share Freely
Air Breathes Kindness🕺

Dance Dance Dance
Sing Sing Sing Love
Love Love All i Do
Love To Y’all Too
Safe Dreams Dreams
Dream Fruition Dance
Sing Sing Sing🎶❤️❣️🎶

Scorched Dry Earth Then
Summer Replaces Sidewalk
Grass With Jungle Weed Flowers
Colored Heaven Neighbors Hate
Heaven In Return i SMiLe While
They Shine Their
Orange Guns
the other
Color Dark

Make Every Experience
Of Life A Poetry Prompt
For Delight Shadows And
Sunshine Same Soul Glows

Keep Shining
You Brighten
Cloudy Days☺️

Signs of the Times
With Helloooves
Of Sunshine Saturday
Smiles Tropical Weather
And Pandemics Don’t
Stop the
Music For
Song or the
Dance that Keeps
Moving Feat of my
Feet Smile for me today Please
Paradise Fruition Dreams Still
Beach 🏖 🏝 🎶☺️👩🏽‍💻🧚‍♀️❣️

Tropical Weather in
The Gulf Florida Rains…
Sunshine Below
Where You Are
Moon Glow Nice
WHere THere Is
Abundance Focus
Shifts to Full Hips..:)




“They are doing so because they see endangering others as empowerment, a way of telling people whom they believe look down on them that no one, no matter how smart or accomplished, can tell them what to do. For these people, our national motto is not “In God We Trust” or “E Pluribus Unum,” but rather: “You’re Not the Boss of Me.”

“So committed are these Americans to assuaging their sore egos over their imagined lack of status that they are literally willing to die for it. Unfortunately, they seem all too willing to take many of us with them. This is not Jonestown or Heaven’s Gate, whose cult members fled society to go and die together. This is worse. This is an attempt to create a Jonestown in every American city and town and then invite the rest of us over for a cool drink.”

“The irony here is that the same people who reject expertise because they believe they are smart and clued in to the mistakes of experts will accept the word of Donald Trump — a man who has obliterated most of the projects he’s ever been involved with and who stands as the uncontested champion of American public liars — as the gospel truth.”

Overall, The ‘Reason’ That is No ‘Real Rationality’ at all, for why so many
Folks Support ‘A Death Cult And A Suicide Squad’ Shooting Themselves
in the Feet For A ‘5th Avenue’, So Freely Provided, IS A Same ‘ReaSoN’ Folks
Support Conspiracy Theories, Overall, Looking For Meaning and Purpose in Life,
Externally as Misery Within That Will Not Be ‘FeeLeD’ Up With Genuine Self-Esteem
And Altruistic Love to Sincerely Give And Share; ‘They’ Will God Dam Sure Find It Externally Somewhere
Else for Myths
Or Fictions
Or Lies;
Whatever ‘Church’
Soothes The Eternal
Emptiness Within at
Least TemporarilY aS iGNorance
of Empty Souls Will Please for whatever
Drop of Water In Hell Exists to make them
Forget What they are Yet to Fulfill Within; Nah,
IT’s Not Trump;
It’S Not A Bigger
Four Wheel Drive
And Automatic Gun
In A Bigger Temple for
THeir God Of Statues in Words;
It’s What is Filled Up Within as SMaRT
FLoWeRS WiTHIN or Just Thorns Without
Flowers as Fallen Flowers on Roses Will Dismay Never Truly
RiSinG As Misery Loves Company Even More In Death Squads
of Suicide Now; Where Parents Now are Willing to Even Use their
Children as Guinea Pigs to Let Science Experiment on the Coming
Falling ones to See Just how Bad the Virus is When Children Come into
In Killing
Fields of School,
Whatever Color Kool Aid
‘Trump Jim Jones Donald Duck’ Serves
Is What They Will Gladly Taste Test Next.
i often Laughed at Alex Jones Ways of Life
But The Danger of this Cult Is Viruses don’t
Care Who
And What
Smart NoW
oR iGnorance
Breathes; It’s Not
JusT A ‘Gold Member’
‘Prophecy Movie’; This Date, The Cult
And Conspiracy Theories Are Nation Wide’;
GRoWinG Globally More; A Much Larger Pandemic as the Roaches have
Left the Motel in Broad Daylight, too many to ‘Spray Down’ Now in Spawn.
Like Just Another Hurricane Hanna, Yet Category 6 in Calm Eye of Storming
Love, i Circle A Globe Each Day With Poetry Tearing Eyes of Lovely Maidens to
See Brighter Love
So Free;
YeS, iT’s
True While
‘They Were Not
Watching’, It is no
Conspiracy Theory;
Not Only Did i iNHeRiT
THE (ir) EarTH… SMiLeS oF THeiR Lovely
Daughters too Among the Thousands
With me in Just Moonlight Bliss of Joy;
Yes, of Course as ALWaYS; Evidence Provided Upon Request
In THouSanD of Photos, While The ‘Trump Elders’ Were FaLLeN Asleep,
Life is Good With ‘The Positive Kind of Magical Chaos Think’ When
Dreams Come
To Fruition
iN Ecstasy
Any Trump
Kool Aid Will Ever BReATHE NoW aT LEasT
KinGDoM oF HeAVeN NeVeR Ends or Finishes

WiTHiN to Give
And Share Freely
With Least Harm
to All of Nature (God)

The Worst Part of Life; May Be the Purgatory GRaY of No





For Some Folks
Believing In Donald
Trump And Statues
of God Never Seeing
Real Self Esteem Genuine
Loving Giving Sharing WiTHIN





Just Nothing

At All Same ReaSon

Some Folks Inflict Other
Ways of Self Harm; ‘Politics/Religion/Philosophy Colored With ‘Trump’
Is Just Another Knife for them to inflict Pain on Themselves And An Entire Nation Now as
Fear and Hate is A Pandemic of ‘BLacK Magical Chaos Thinking’ iN Deed DarK Souls Still Suffocating to See…

On the Other ‘Left Hand’, ‘Nether Land’ iN Never Ending Stories of Bliss iMaGiNaTioN Creativity Bleeds As Nirvana
Kingdom of Heaven
WiTHiN NoW For Real
In ‘White
For Real
As Empirical
Studies in Case
Ways Most Definitely
Irrefutably Show Now…
At this Point Evidence
Provided Still Once UPoN A Story of Request…

‘This’ Is Really Kind of ‘Hilarious’…
Well, For me at Least as i Have
All The Sails of Change Exploring…
No Culture.. Comes.. Into Being
Without Cancel Culture Now For
AnchorS old; ‘Liberal’ Folks Have
(ARE) Been Moving Out of the
Cave With New Art Practically
Forevernow Progressing
Over Older Cultures
At Best Making This
One Greener with
Wealth of
Well Being
Now Greater That Entertains
Mind, Body, And Soul in Balance.
This iS How Culture Works; Grin And
Bear It; Change What ‘You’ Can And Will;
Gnashing Teeth and Weeping What You Cannot
Change is Just Self-Destruction in Covid-19 Killing Fields
oF iGnorance
on ‘5th
Now True;
Some folks Stay in
Desert Scarcity; other
Folks Are Still Enjoying A
‘Nude Beach’ Now With No Masks
At All.. that Cover ..Human Nature
Bliss Original iN Freest.. Naked Joy…
Yes, by God; i have Naked Anchors Still
of ‘Adam And Eve’ Free; No Metaphor HeaR
of Eden at
Least the
Hell With
Before A ‘God Dam Apple’
As i Remove that Dammed
Hell Place NoW From WiTHIN
No Matter WHeRE i LiVE NoW Beach Naked Original Free..

Butt of Course
Again, i don’t
LiVE iN A Literal
Desert Either; And
Many Folks Refer to
the Physical Environment
i LiVE iN Close to the Actual
Beach Living With A Beautiful
Garden And A Forest of Back Yard
As Literal Paradise on Earth; This Makes
A Huge Difference; Folks In Deserts and Snowy Mountains
See ‘God’/
iNHeRenTLY as
Nature And That’s
Verily Environmentally True too..:)




Repetitive, Same, Highly Restricted Narrow Focus Interests, Hindering ‘Normal’ Reciprocal Social
Communication; Making it Difficult to Make Peer Appropriate Friends; Hmm, ‘Autism Speaks’
Associated Conspiracy Theories in Autism Communities And the Condition of Autism, used
to Be my Special Interest; Ask me Anything, And i Will Answer All Your Questions; And Additionally,
Provide Reams of Evidence\Links to Support My Information; In Fact, i used to do that on this Internet
Site; and the Autism Speaks Conspiracy Theorists on this Internet Site and Other Autism Community Online Sites,
Actually thought i was an Employee of Autism Speaks, haha, Getting Paid to Support the Autism Speaks Organization
By Supporting it online; truth is, i was in my Underwear Behind A Computer, Shut-in in my Home For A Total of 66
Months, With 19 Medical Disorders Associated With Chronic Work Related Stress; More Specifically, Then i really
Had to Go Toe to Toe With A Captain of a Military Base, Managing Finances for Organizations Within my Department;
While doing the actual Job i was getting Paid for doing, ‘Athletic Director’, of a Navy Installation Administrating
Managing, And Supervising, Athletic And Recreation Programs; Supervising 31 Employees; And 131, When Filling
in for my Boss who was constantly asking me for Tech Support for Computers, Along with the Rest of
the Department as ‘Jocks’ aren’t always great for IT Support; i never played Team Sports; had
no Frigging Idea how to do that Job; But they Hired me for Solving Technical Problems;
What i excelled at in Systemizing Ways for Basically making Frigging Technical Lists
And Solving Technical Problems as such per Financial Management, Accounting,
Payroll, Personnel Issues And An Open Door Policy to Fix everyone’s Problems;
but of course without any ‘Good Old Boy Social Skills’, i was assessed only on
the Merits of the Work i Completed; i didn’t have the Let’s go out for a Beer
After Work Advantage; So, Basically i Became Everyone’s Slave to continue to
Exist There for a Quarter of A Century for Pay; Anyway, Autistic Burn-out
Will Just About Kill You; Particularly, if You Never Knew you had the
Disorder until You Fall all the way down to
the Basement Floor and Frigging Can’t crawl out;
And finally have no choice but to seek Help when
it’s really way too late; and all that will save you
is 66 Months or so of Recovery to come Back from
Hell to a totally Different Way of Life; Reborn into other
‘Special Interests’ As ‘they’ say; as all i had before, for 33 Years
Was Work and 19 Years of School And College Combined in Tandem.

When i met my First Psychiatrist and he almost immediately diagnosed me
With Asperger’s Syndrome, Trying to Explain to Him what the Piano Song i Created
Felt Like to me, Not Able to Put that Emotional Experience in Words; he turned to
His Intern and said, We See ‘this’ among Many folks With Asperger’s Syndrome,
Alexithymia, Perhaps there is a Problem with the Hemispheres of your
Brain Connecting; Perhaps, eventually i finally made that connection
through Epigenetic Effect and became a Whole Human Being at 53;
Anyway, i was 47 then and when he asked me, What my Special
Interest Was away from Work; all i could say is Nothing; he turned
to His Intern and said ‘That’s Not Good’, Asperger’s without A Special Interest.

They talked about me sitting there like i really did not even exist as a Human

That’s how they saw me then; Just Half a Human Being; not Fully Breathing it seemed.

It’s Amazing to me Now, how it seems some folks forget what this Online Community
is for; A place where folks who are very different from the so-called ‘Norm’ of Reciprocal
Social Communication; And Restricted, Repetitive, Narrow Focused Interests can feel free enough
to be their selves and communicate; it’s not unusual for folks to have interests other folks have no clue
about and have no desire to Learn about; And it’s not unusual for Autistic Folks to find a Niche in life so
Specialized in Original Creativity that there is no Target Audience in the Entire World to Listen to them; hence,
the Monologues of at least Communicating with Yourself as a FRiEnD as those words become words that will not
let you down; The Globe is Big; i’ve Found Folks somewhere on the Spectrum of Eccentric Like me; And Others who
are Just totally accepting as that’s Just how some nice folks are. Is It any Surprise that Mr. GreatShields, has a Restricted
Special Narrow Interest on ‘Mary’; Is it any surprise that some Autistic Folks become Catholic Priests in a very Structured
Organization with Clear Rules that Rarely change; no, of course not; Just another Niche that may work for some folks;

In Research on Autism, some folks lean more toward A Schizoid Cold Affect, Non Sensitive type of personality;
Others More Toward a Schizotypal, Very Sensitive Personality Where ‘Magical Thinking’ Is a big Co-Morbid Part
of their Autism Spectrum Condition; Some Autistic Folks Are Very Empathic With Measured Highly Sensitive
Mirror Neurons and Others fall on the Cold Spectrum of Connection in Personality as that relates to the
Biology of the Individual that May be Studied or Assessed as Such. It’s a Myth That Highly Functioning
Folks on the Spectrum are all in the STEM Areas of School And Work Potential; according to Studies
That Propensity is only Measured among College Students on the Spectrum at about 33 Percent; that
Leaves the Rest Leaning More Toward the Arts of School Away From STEM; And Yes, About
50 Percent of Higher Functioning Autistic Folks Studied Have Challenges With Non-Verbal
Intelligence, Including Ability for Imagination in Visual Thinking Ways of Life;
And Other Ways of Thinking In Patterns and Rich Metaphors as such. Many
Different Flavors of Autistic Folks Visit this site; Some Open Minded in Ways
of Personality and Extraverted; but at least with Personality Studies in Informal
Way in Very Large Numbers, about 95 Percent were assessed as Introverts here, Which
is of course no big Surprise; But truly it sets someone like me who scores 100 Percent
in Extraversion and Openness on the ‘Big Five Personalty Test’, apart from most folks here.
The Myers–Briggs Test Was Used in the Informal Poll here; actually Fnord Started it and INTJ
Was the Most prevalent Specific Personalty test as Assessed and was mine until i recovered and
Sprouted Butterfly Wings over to ENFP; Scoring an 11 on the Simon Baron Cohen Autism Quotient
AQ Scan down from 45; And Mid-90’s on the Emotional Intelligence EQ Test, Up From the Mid-50’s Before
i Unpacked some Epigenetic Potential And Truly Was Reborn, likely to who i was more fully meant to be;
until getting
Lost in
the Systemizing
Fashion of Work
And School that
Molded me Environmentally
Into the ‘Computer Brain’ Folks
Assessed me as then; This Condition
Is Extremely Functionally Disabling When
it comes to making Friends; More than ever now;
As People are more Disconnected And Spread out on
a Multitude of Interests with Shorter Attention Spans than Ever before;
Electronic Media is taking Folks in unlimited different directions; This Culture Still needs
folks who are able to focus on one task to excel beyond the Gold Fish Science Assessed
Attention Span of the rest; Damn sure helped me retire early as i started out Just handing
out Shoes at a Military Bowling Center, After Earning 3 College Degrees as i was great with
the input and just had no Social Ability to Output it to do me a bit of Good for almost any Job.

And Then Came Computers, actually at the Bowling Center with the Scoring system there
in 1984; if not for one Computer Class in College; i might still be looking for A Damn Job.

I think We Should Give Everyone a bit more Slack here; understanding How Difficult it can and
will Be Socially to Even Exist with this Condition. Mr. GreatShields, obviously has as hard of a time
making it here as he does in other places because of his restricted Interest in all stuff ‘Mary’; Writing
Long Form Poetry, Longer than anyone else; and Dancing ‘Long Form’ Free Style Ballet and Martial Arts
Publicly is currently my Special Interest; i also Do Nude Art With Poetry inscribed that i create with my Flesh and
Blood that’s a Real Old Renaissance Special Interest In Deed; but it gives me the Focus along with my other
two Hobbies and yeah, Beautiful Women, ‘Collecting Their Smiles’; i will Not Lie; that keeps me going in A Bliss
i really enjoy now that i get to be totally who i am born to be; I am not accepted here, overall, but at least i am
finally tolerated
enough where
i haven’t got kicked
out for Being myself
lately; i would Only Hope
that i help, through my example
of being brave enough to be myself,
for others to do the same, no matter what
anyone else thinks. As Long as someone is not
harming someone else; The Best this Internet site
will do is Just let someone be their self. Mr. GreatShields,
if You were listening to him, talked about how he had difficulty
regulating His emotions; He Determined this Place, Wasn’t helping, so
he did the smart thing for him and Left; This Place is basically a Note Pad
for me to enjoy Topics associated with my Special Interest; i have worked hard
my Entire
life just
to earn
the privilege
to Exist and Now
in the Real World, my Focus,
my Special Interest of Public Dancing
13,442 Miles has been so intense for the
Last 83 Months that the Metro Area Audience,
Overall, Names me Famous, A Folk Hero, And a Legend
but You See; i wasn’t looking for that; i just wanted to be
able to Do my Special Interest and folks Just let me be the way i am;
But it’s True, no Different than The Autism Speaks and Autism Special
Interest; i tend to make waves when my Special Interests come to Fruition.

What i Find in my Free Style Public Dance Is there is a Growing percentage of Human Beings who
Want to Express their selves Freely this way too; Just to be who they feel they are meant to Do and Be.

And Not unusually, as Peer Inappropriate relationships go, just about all my Friends are Decades Younger
than me; and almost Entirely Female too; that suits me just fine as i have always Loved Women as it seems
all i have to do is look in their Eyes and Smile and they Just always seem to like me now; even when i don’t dance.

The Poetry Helps; i’ve Learned a lot since my Autistic Burn-out; What i’ve learned Most is to give other folks
A Break. Life is hard; Life is almost impossible to do for some folks; it doesn’t Hurt to frigging be kind, no matter
how different someone is than You; i tried to make Mr. GreatShields Feel Welcome but i tell my truth the way it is and
do my best to respect other folks along the way; but of course, again, i score 100 Percent Now on Extroversion and
Openness; so yeah; i am Just Naturally and Environmentally Gifted that way; Kind and Courage; it works for me at least.

Oh yeah, i like to Sing too; Really the only Reason i go to Church; My Wife Katrina Recorded Me Singing; A Friend
At Another Southern First Baptist Family Farm Wife-In-Law Relatives Get Together thought i was a ‘Famous Gospel Singer’
When they Heard the iPhone Recording Without A Name or Face attached to the Back Pew Catholic Performance.

My Sister, who is diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome Said, Josh Groban; My Wife Said Hell No; that was okay
i was glad i could Just Sing; it’s kinda hard to do it with a Mask; that’s a bit disappointing; and the Metro Dance
Hall Closed Down on March 12, and all the Beautiful Young Women Smiling at me went away there too; i Have
to Wear Shades because of the Trigeminal Neuralgia, Type Two, the worst Pain Known to Humankind from
Wake to Sleep i recovered from in 2013; so it won’t come back; People said i always connected to them with
my eyes; And then all i had left was my Smile; Now the Masks have taken that away too; it was
hard enough to
connect before;
that makes
me try extra
hard with words;
Perhaps, i try too hard;
This is what it means Now
to be Autistic, Just to exist…

Give People a Break, Please;
It’s Harder than ever before
for People who Live alone;
Treat folks Like ‘Humans’
Let them be whoever
they desire
to be And
Express Their
Being totally Free;
As Long as they
are Harming
No one Now;

Let them be
Free Just Let
them be who they are…
Only the Most ‘Horrible People’
are usually mean to me as i remain
Nice; Mr. Great Shields, stands head
and shoulders above as far as that goes amongst
the folks who i have met here; Strange is okay; it really has its advantages
too; You just have to look until you find some place where folks allow you to exist…. now as is… Free… to Be



Smiles, It would be a ‘Piece of Cake’ to ‘Write’, ‘the Normal’ Way; But Not unlike Climbing A Mountain
With A Harness Versus No Harness, It would be way too easy at this point for me to attain
An Autotelic Flow, Ecstatically in Peaks As Steady Plateau of ‘Divine Frission’, if i went
back to ‘the easy way of Writing’, ‘Plain Old English’; For The Experience in
Flow to be Maximized This Way in Complexity, it takes Many ‘Bigger
Picture Parts in Details’ that are beyond Reasoning and Intuitively
Done as A Song Where Each Capital Letter is
Emphasis of a Song in
Colors of Emotions i feel
in Bliss when i actually do
it; it’s like the Shapes that come;
i am not Logically Pre-planning them
in Advance, They Just come in Flow too;
In other Words, it’s Practically the Difference
in Painting by Numbers as a Concrete Science
Versus A Painting that comes as Brush and Paint
And Canvas Become One Force of Flow; It’s like when
i played Tennis for a decade, When Younger, Often Just with
A BackBoard and me, Where Racquet And Ball Joins Backboard
for a General Experience of Flow but missing all the Colors that
Come When Emotions Change with every Letter of each Word that
is all A Symphony And Orchestra where i am the Conductor of it too;
Actually, this is part of what i am naming a “Frednata” today, just for A Day
Of Fun in Art Flow as originally it has 3 Movements in General Themes and Now This is
Adding to the Last Theme i wrote here And i’m gonna Use ‘Pomp And Circumstance’
As The Theme Song here; the Song came to ‘Soul’ as i was starting to put about
7 Thousand Words Together; and now i am going to have a Fourth Song Now
To Fit these Words in Appropriately too; i started this Morning And Have
Visited Scores of Sources in ‘Muse’ Around the Globe; Mostly Indian
Women Writing Poetry And Folks in Other Areas of the World.
But yes, its gets much bigger than that as this is my Special
Interest, Writing Epic Long Form Poetry as i have literally
Written 8.3 MiLLioN Words Like this in 83 Months
Where i use Facebook as Another Note Pad
to Write as i go With Copy and
Paste of the other places
i go as the Words
Always are addressed
to someone some place
whether they listen or not; hehe;
They End up Flowing As Streams into
Rivers of An Ocean Whole Poem i name
“SonG oF mY SoUL” That is my Entire Blog
on WordPress Illustrated with over 100,000 Photos
i took with over 10,000 YouTube Videos that Accompany
As Theme Songs And Supporting Global Cultural Information
to Support the Long Form Epic Free Verse Poem i am writing
for 83 months, along with 13,442 Miles of Public Dance as
Every Epic Long Form Poem Needs a Central Character on some
kind of unusual ‘Heroic’ Journey and it all fits right in as i document
That Living Breathing experience to the detail of A Viral Video someone
Else took of me that Received over 88 Thousand Views and 1300 Comments
in the Long form Poem; Yes, Documented Where the Metro Area Community Assessed
me in Terms of Legend, Folk Hero, Spirit Animal, City icon, ‘Mr. Seville Quarter’; Yes, the
Largest Dance Hall in the Metro Area; and basically, ‘He is everywhere, And If You haven’t
Seen him; you don’t get out much’ as i have literally Public Danced everywhere i go
in every store i go as my wife does love to shop and it gives me A Challenge for
Another Source of Moving Meditation in Ecstatic Autotelic Flow Where ‘Divine
Frission’ Is Commonly Experienced too; Basically, Heaven Within; there are
lots of Metaphors for this Ecstatic Flow Achieved Ranging From Tao
to Prana to Satori to Kundalini Rising to Chi And Holy Creative
Spirit as some folks experience some level of this by Participating
in Communal Concerts; Sure, Raves and Other free Dance, Communal
Activities; And Even Gospel Singing Events as Even Sam Harris, the Famous
Atheist Neuroscience Guy, Admits is a real Deal of Ascending And Transcending
the Neo-Cortex in Transient Hypo-Frontality Beyond Illusions of Past and Present
into the More Comprehensive Conscious and Subconscious Mindful Awareness commonly
Called flow; the Sweet Spot ‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety; Just the Kingdom of Heaven within
now out of all Illusory Fears where one is much more open to Positive Loving Feelings all about
Life Through
of Dark
Joy oF LiGhT
As Metaphor of Course;
There is a Bit of Chaos
Magic Pleasure When i Bring
All these Left Justified Shapes
Into Center Justification of My
Blog Posts that i name MacroVerses
that have been hitting around 40,000
Words a Weekly Post now; Knowing that i
was in the ‘Non Knowing’ of Flow the Entire
Intuitive Blissful Feelings in Colors of Emotions
as Letters Become Words and Words Become
Complex Songs of Emotions i feel as the
Shapes of the Overall Poetry really
Makes the Art of my Soul
Organic in the final
Product i Electronically
Publish Each Week; Look at it
this way, if you will; A Nautilus Shell
Starts Out as a rather Simple Looking Form
By the End of the Art of the Form Produced by
A Creature with no ‘Rational Mind’, the Shape of
the Milky Way comes in Golden Phi Spiral Way
in Mean Ratio of 1.618, the Finger Print of
The Chaos Magic of Cosmos Order
Come to Fruition from the
Smallest of Sub-Atomic
Particles in Spiraling
Flow to the Words on
this Page and Beyond the
Milky Way Our Locality in This
Galaxy now; In other words, i surely
am not here to ‘win any debate’; the Ecstasy
of the “SonG of My SoUL” Is Written into Each and
Every Intuitive Letter That Naturally comes next
no Different Really than Water And Waves That Make Ocean Whole
‘You and
me’ when
we lose
the Illusions
of Distance, Space,
Time and All Matter
as all that’s left is
Loving Bliss
of the
Gift Now
As the Flow
Dances and SingS on…
There are a lot of Artful
Ways to Achieve this in Life
this is just one more path to
ReAlly Breathing Heaven now;
But Honestly, these Words are nothing
More than Word Salad without the Essence
of the Feelings and Senses of the Colors of Heaven within
That Make The Bliss; Yes The Blow-Out Fresh Nirvana Real.

The Pomp and Circumstance
is in Every Letter of Song
And Step of Dance
When all in
Life becomes
Holy and Sacred
Full of Meaning and
Purpose; Every Breath;
Every Image; Every Step
As Dance And Word As Song;
There is Just more to Love about
Life and Make even More Holy and
Sacred And Divine Now; it’s a Nautilus
Shell my FRiEnD; Just the Milky Way; Just
Another Slob And Face of God Free With
Eyes and Ears that see much more than Black and White Concrete Life.
Spoon Fed From Birth; in measure of Paint By Number and Instruction Life.

Robin Williams Described it Well in the Dead Poet Society too; i’m always
Standing on a Desk; And really the correct answer is the Same one that Fictional ‘Forrest
Gump’ Gave when the News Asked him Why He was Running in Flow Across the United States;

He didn’t need Any Ten Gallon Hat Fancy Words; He, Just said, “Because i Felt Like Running”;
Eventually, He chose another Special Interest in Flow; And Another; And Another and the whole thing
becomes Just
A Chaos
One with
the Spirit
of Loving Free Wind.

Smiles, My FRiEnD True Original
Art in Creativity of Chaos Magic
is Far Beyond All Whys and Reasons
Yet i do my best to answer folk’s questions;
as that’s Just another Muse for the Path i am enjoying now..:)

Here’s the Last Weekly 43 Thousand Word Effort Completed this week;
It’s Rated PG; But if Scantily Clad Women and Men Offend; It’s Probably not where ya wanna go..:)

When i sit at any ‘Forrest Gump Bus Stop’ And Relate this Journey it’s easy enough to convince non-Believers



one Link;

The MacroVerse Below it; Just one
Blog Post is a 338,630 Word Blog Post;
that does require Great Internet Speed and Computer Power to open up.

It’s really Hard for most folks to Wrap their Mind around what an effort of
an 8.3 MiLLioN Word Epic Long Form Poem Makes; but to get a Visual image
of it; it may Help to imagine 10 King James Sizes Bibles; And 100 or so Qurans.
Took Muhammad 23 Years for 80,000 Words of about 2,000 Words of Vocabulary
Someone else wrote the words down for him and eventually Printed; And of course
Many Centuries and Innumerable Ghost Authors for the King James Effort; The Second
Place Epic Longest Long form Poem that took Centuries and Innumerable Authors from
India is the ‘Mahābhārata’ From India at 1.8 Million Words Long; one of the Subchapters
of 9 Larger than the King James Version of a Bible is 1.82 MiLLion Words Long as that
took 13.6 Months; i am Financially Independent with more Money than i will possibly
Ever Spend in my Lifetime and my Wife too; i would never accept money now for
anything i do; even it had any value at all to anyone in the Twitter Sized
World of Attention We LiVE iN Now; it’s just cool to achieve
one Art in life that
no one else
will likely
ever equal
and if they did
Imitation is one
of the Greater honors too;
But i would hate to see someone
Bore themselves out of Human
Potential Just doing a style of someone else…

It’s All Just ‘Pomp and Circumstance’; but i don’t
take it any more serious than each loving sacred breath i take..:)

Nope; But Thanks for asking;
There is Hardly Any Communication
Deficit, on my part at least; No one ‘here’ confuses me;
i Always Look Forward to that Challenge but rarely, if ever, do i find it now;
But Of Course, i Am Born Hyperlexic; Natural Decoder of All Symbols And Creator too…
This ‘Frednata’ As Completed on 7.25.2020 in One Day’s Effort Weighs in at 6733 Words…




Always my
Pleasure to
Drop by
To all
The Free Art
You Provide…
‘They’ Offered me
A “Coca-Cola” i Return “Hell No”
Rise Rose
i ViSiT PRiSoN Each
Sunday PatientlY iN
A Back Pew i Watch
i Wait i Watch As
DusT iS Falling
Temple Walls Are
Crumbling… Finally…
Babel Tower Is Falling…
Naked Nature God Is
Love Free US
Indeed Beautiful
Goddess of Nature Yes!
Butt WHere
i LiVE iN
Trump Town
Florida A Beautiful
Nude Female Sculpted
In Sand Will
Be Named
Evil in ‘Dirt’
Yet Greater
Than Any
Without A
Naked Soul of Love
Thanks For Sharing🖼
What A Frigging Cult Believe A Dude IS God Alone
Or THAT Trump Will Torture You Forever Yet Folks
Still Believe in Trump God of Avenue 5
Do Twice As
If you
God is Love
And More than
What Has Been
In Covers
Of Books
Left in Old Dust
According to A Story
Jesus Said Look
Within For
The Kingdom
Of Heaven
Love: Now
Enough Said
Eternity Love Now
According to A Story
Jesus also Said
i Will Do Greater
Works.. Yes..Than
Him So i Grabbed
Some Nike Shoes
Public Danced Heaven
A Ministry of Feet Now
13,452 Miles Continue
Speaking Free Love…
Picked an iMac 🖥 Up
And Freely Broad Bandly
Write An Evergrowing
8.3 MiLLioN Word
Longest Long Form
Epic Bible Poem
God is
Holy Creative
Flow of SPiRiT
iN Each And Every
Word in The Same
83 Dance Months and
You Know What if You
Really Believe
God is Love
You Will
Even Do
More Than
Me But only
If you Do
Than JeSuS
Too.. Yep ‘JusT
Do It’ Something
New even A
WHeRE Victory
Of Love
In the
LoVE NoW NeW❣️🙏
As A Man: OMG Wow!
As An Artist: Every
Detail Beautiful…
Mastery of
Complete to
Consume 🖼
“Victoria’s Secret”🎶
SMiLes Bridge to
Sky And Ocean
Nature Breathes🌟
Colors of Summer…
Happy Monday to
You too Dear FRiEnD
LeSSoN 287
Separation We Intend
Union We Breathe
Does The Angel on
My Shirt Fall or Rise
Depends On How Far
Away From the Gift of
Nature (God) That is ours
To See Loving Within when
i see Your Eyes When i see
Your Smiles Your Words
And Courage
i Breathe Dear
FRiEnD in A World
Of Humans That
Otherwise may
Be Suffocating in Deed
But Because they Don’t
See A Real God Of Love
i Keep Dancing
i Keep Singing
And No Matter, Time,
Distance, Or Space, Yes
my Angel Within Keeps
RiSinG Only Clothed With
God only Essence of Love
It Doesn’t Matter
WHeRE We aRe As
Long As Breath NoW
Is Love Nature iS HeAVeN
A Nation Is Feeling the Weight
of A Virus in the Last ‘100 Days’
In Fact on Average 15 Pounds
Has Been
So What
To Do With
‘Excess’; Yes,
Find A New Hobby;
i am so Very Sleepy;
Your Poetry is inspiring
i Encourage You to
Always Keep in
Touch With
Your Soul
This Way
As This is
What Poetry
Is Soul Breath
Keep Breathing
Kind SPiRiT HeART🕊🎶

“Never Change Dude”

I’ll Quote that for Truth..:)

Hehe; Thanks, “They’ve” Been Trying
To Change me ‘Here’ since, 2013, when my
Dream came true and i finally got a Little Creative
And Felt Alive Again, After Being Shut-in Sick for 66 Months.

Hey; I live in ‘Trump Town USA’; if i can handle the Ignorance
Here that i’ve encountered Now in ‘The Real World’ after Dancing
A Free Style of Ballet and Martial Arts with All the Good Old Boy
‘Farm Dudes’ who Love their Four Wheel Drives as Much as anyone could
Love ‘A God’ Now for 13,452 Miles in 83 Months; Folks, who Don’t have
The Patience to Scroll By me Online, isn’t nearly the Same Challenge as Folks
around here, packing concealed Weapons; i’ve Been Threatened, every once
in a While by ‘Intoxicated Folks’ in Bars; but i’m Clever enough where i am
still Enjoying Public Dancing, and no one changes Anything i Do that i call Freedom.

i Just Follow the Laws; As that’s Not Hard to do either.

Anyway, Thanks For the Kind Words;

And Do Stay Free too.

Nice Signature Line About
‘Fnord equals Trump’;
i Just Don’t Get it; these
Folks Who Call Themselves
‘Christians’; And Just Treat Folks Like Crap;
Like it’s their Sole Mission in Life; somebody Must have harmed
that Dude; as Much as Trump’s Daddy Did to him; as Yes, he’s
Got a Trump
On His Shoulder;
The Bully Trump (Fnord)
Who Thinks he’s so
Smart by Being an
‘Intellectual Bully’;
Just Live and Let
Live; not so hard
to do when a
Person is
Genuinely Happy…
Yeah, it’s Pretty Disgusting;
Masks are Required at The
Church We Visit And Katrina
Counted ‘A Biblical Number’
of Over 40 ‘Trump Worshippers’
Without Them; But that was Just
the Tip of the ‘Iceberg’ As This
is the Third Week That they
offered up Prayers AGAINST
The Criticism Trump is Getting
For His Failure to Save Lives
In The Pandemic And After
Saying White Folks Were
Slaves Too Without an
African American in
Church; the Coward
Priest mocked Words
of ‘What Life Matters’
Parroting Trump’s Fox
Arm of Propaganda;
Ain’t No Place for
Love, Truth in Light,
And Justice but it’s Verily
An Interesting Hypocrisy
To Watch and Write about
As People are Leaving Churches
More and More And Never
Over A Place
That Worships
Conspiracy Theories
More than anything
About Love That’s Real…
Smiles, Give Obama A Call And See If
Michelle Will be the “Kamala Devi Harris” (Just
‘Eduguessing’) Vice Presidential Choice in 2024, for
Rather Small in Stature at 5 Foot 2, Kamala, As Stature
Physically is Literally A Factor as Empirically Measured
For Elections; And truly Michelle Stands Head and Shoulders
ABoVE iN Character And All Around Human Potential than Many
Folks Who have already been in Politics; In This More Perfect Storm
In Union of ‘Democratic Democracy’ You Get Barrack Obama for Vice President
When Michelle Takes the Helm in 2032
as a Free
i’ll Be 80
then at least
i’ll probably make
it through another
Much Worse Pandemic
With Science Minds of
Frigging Common Sense
And Highest Moral Fiber of Soul in Charge;
Yes, Go All the Obamas From 2024 thru 2040;
Barrack will End His Vice Presidential Tenure at 79;
And Michelle Will End Her Presidential Tenure at 76;
They don’t Do too many Cheeseburgers; And They Have Souls that will last too, at least;
Looking Forward to Colors At the Top and Loving Souls for the Next 20 Years of my Life; i Do
Might have
what it take
to Save this
Death and
MoVE iN That
Direction to help
the Rest of the Globe
too; Hmm; this is almost
Like a ‘Biblical Prophecy’ already
coming true; now if they will just, hAha, HeHe
take my Frigging Advice; if they haven’t already
Developed this Plan On their Own to Nurture the
Nation Back to Soul Breathing For Frigging Real With Reason of Science too!
Truly Though, it Probably Would Not be Possible if Trump did not Decimate
The Reputation of the Republican Party; THeRE Ain’t nothing Left of THAT ‘SOUL’ For SURE..:)

Trains With Tracks
Humans With Wings
Fly WRiTE Over Tunnels
With oncoming
Trains Saving
Soul For
A Sooner
Date Dancing
Choo Songs😁

Living Faith❣️

Nurture Virtue
Glue of A Mother
That Keeps Love
Caring this
Way What
A Village and
Globe Depend
On Breathing Easier🤗

Wishing You A Productive
And Happy Work-Week
Dear FRiEnD.. my ‘Mouse
Fingers’ Are A Bit Numb
After Writing A 6733 Word
Saturday ‘Frednata’ (Like
A Moonlight Sonata but
An Epic Long Form
Poem themed With
Mostly Modern
Songs With
SMiLes Fully
Anyway Sunday
Public Masked Dance
to Start Soon Enough
as i was Just Resting My
Feet From Friday Dance
On Saturday and now
i Get To rest my
‘Mouse Fingers’
With Sunday Dance!
Yeah a Revised Word count on the
‘Frednata’ as Copy And Paste Mistakes Happen too..
And Yes it appears that this is the 1st Movement of a 3rd ‘Frednata’
in this MacroVerse along with the First one Starting with Michael
Jackson’s Extra Long ‘Thriller’ Song with movements Changing
In Rivers of Emotions too so we will Move Now from ‘Babel’ by
Mumford and Sons through ‘Madame Blue’ Next by Styx and
Finally to ‘Colors of the Wind’ By Vanessa Williams With ‘Pocahontas’..:)

Smiles, my Friend, i am Impressed with the Trilogy of Your Fantasy
Writing i found with the Link You provide. Your Command of the
English Language is as Eloquent as i’ve seen in the Blogging
World, Where Folks are always Trying to Make Money
By Selling Their Words in Whatever Pennies
that come that way. i Encourage the
Art of Writing to Continue to
Enrich the Creativity
of Your Soul. Typically,
With Religion That Binds and
Bonds in Tradition there is the Exclusion
of Opinions, Either Art or Science That Disagree;
What i Find On ‘these Social Media Websites’ is if any
Opinion, Science or Art, is Given that does not Agree with
the Inclusive Opinions of the Religions; those more Open
Minded, Spirited, Hearted, SouLeD Words Are Discarded Now;
Yet, i am not one of ‘those kind’ of folks Who Divide Humans
Into Swine as Metaphor as Pigs are a Beautiful Part of Nature;
Never the Less, We are Not Going to make A Pig into Marilyn
Monroe with Lipstick Applied Alone; in Fact, it’s Highly
Unlikely and Just about Impossible as Far as i Can
And Will See Now; So yes, as i go about Sowing
my Seed, i separate the Chaff from the Wheat
As We AS Humans All Naturally Do this it is
part of our Nature; but what i don’t do
is Throw the Chaff in the Garbage
(Gehenna) For i understand
the Chaff
The Wheat
Will Not Exist;
Without the Thorns
The Rose will Not Rise
With Flowers; Without Day
No Night, So oN and So Forth;
i Accept the Night and Color the Moon
Love as that is my Nature True as Well too.
i come to the ‘Wrong Planet’ for a Challenge as
It’s the Last Place in the World i Will Ever Be accepted,
As i am just about the Most ‘Out of the Box’ Human Existing
Now And ‘this place’ is all about Staying Within the confines of
What is Written in the ‘Box of Books’ that come Before;
True it is annex of
‘Old Human Books’
That refuses to
See New
my FRiEnD;
And while the
Archetypal Truths
of Humanity Dark
Through Light are Clearly
Illustrated as a Work of Art
the Bible IS through the Ages of
Humanity Naturally Night and Day;
There is always a New Day and a New
World of a ‘Bible’ to Create and that my
Friend is what i do as Both Dance And Song Free;
Smiles, Dear Friend
Going to Catholic
Church is really
No Different
Going to
‘The Wrong
Planet’ for me;
i go where i am wanted
Least in places that are highly
Structured that leave no room
For Original Creativity as it is
Only Resistance Training For my
Soul To Evolve as More Colors of God Love;
Smiles Dear Friend, You An Anchor and i am
A Sail but the Fact that you write a Trilogy in Fantasy
Proves that You are also a Sail too; i used be more of an Anchor too;
You Are
Go where
The Ocean
Finds You
One Day
Find You Are the
Ocean then You
Will Breathe God
as Love Totally Free;
It’s What Water That becomes
Waves Does When it learns that
All of the Separation is Intention
And Union is Simply Breathing Free as the Entire Ocean (God)…
It’s ‘Normal’ for this to take a Whole Life Span to See at Least as
We Continue
to Breathe…
And then
Loving Free…
For Some it is
Their Last Breath…
When They Do Breathe…
This way it is always THeir
First Breath ETeRNaLLY LoVinG (God) NoW…
We Are Both
A Bible
And A Writer
When We come to
Understand This We Breathe
A New Bible It’s Just the Nature
of God iN US Sprouting Wings..:)




When Love Becomes Butterfly Wings More
Than Just A Warm Hand Passing Fancy
However Still THere Is Tantric
Meditation in Soul MaKinG
WHere Mind
Is Put Away
Always A Balance
As Above So Below…
When Romance Dies Body Parts
Dance Sing What About Love Above Below
“It Would Have to Be Beautiful Where You Live”
After the Bootie Dances i Show ‘em A FB Featured
Photo of Katrina’s Asset Do That At 50 Come Back
And See me Dancing.. Hehe… Yes All the Memories
of ‘Folks’ Attempting to Get A Rise Out of Me on the Dance Floor…
When ‘Rednecks’ At Walmart Ask me Why Do You Do This Showing
Them Over 2000 Selfies With Beauties… Audience Acquired Synonyms:
Perfect Angel in Person, Legend, Icon, Hero, Spirit Animal, ‘He is Every Where’…
i just Can’t Fit Heaven in the Size of A ‘King James Bible’ This Takes 10 Reps More In 83 Months #NoMythAllReal… No Just Because i Went To Hell on Earth For 66 Months Won’t Stop me With A Pain Assessed Worse Than Crucifixion.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia wake to sleep then… No Just Because i Was Assessed As An Ugliest Weakest Boy Who Looks Like A Girl In Middle
School Won’t Stop me… No Just Because i Am Bi-Polar/Autistic With Depressive Episodes
Where i Can Barely Move For 7 Years in my Life Won’t Stop me… Nope.. Not Even A Total
Eclipse of my HeART Will Stop me… Do You Feel And Sense What Happens When Enough Darkness is Showered Upon A Human Who Survives… Imagine What i Could Have Done
if Not Wandering A Desert of Toxic Patriarchy for 40 Years Until Age 53 in Veils of Ignorance
Just A Hairy Ape Ate A Banana Now i WiLL Put THiS ALL ToGeTHeR JusT For F (Fred)
iN FuN iN HeaVeN WiTHiN NoW
#TiTaNiuM FoR ReaL
Holding Hands for
Paws oF LoVe
God IS A FLoWeR…
So are
Ear plugs.. Even better
Buds Flowering
With Song…
No Honor
No Integrity
No Character
This is What i mean by What is
And What is not ‘a Story of Job’ A Real
Challenge is Starting With Everything to Evolve
And Thrive… SAdly A ‘Leader’ of a PriSoN World of
HiS OwN MaKinG LiVinG HeLL Fear And
Hate Within Consuming An Empty Soul
HeaVeN iS Not A House As God Not A Lover As Car
Neither Above Or Below HEaVeN ALL ARoUND ETeRNaLLY
NoW LoVE WiTHiN WinD… What TiMe Is It i Forgot To Eat
i Forgot to Drink i Am FiLLeD WiTH HeaVeN THiS iS HoW
HeaVeN WiTHiN WorKS NoW… MeeK PooR of SPiRiT WorK
HarDeR to Attain HeaVeN ETeRNaLLy NoW WiTHiN A World
Does Not Give them Riches They Find GoD/LoVE iNSiDE NoW
Richer… Strikes And Gutter-Balls DarK And LiGHT BeYoND Rainbow
Wind Humans And Just BLacK And WHiTE SoULS LoSinG FiRE oF LoVE STiLL
iN Short Pocahontas Is my Favorite Princess SaVinG Me in a ‘Rich Trump Place’
Is More Than Enough ‘Job’ This Go Around… Receiving A New Testament Instruction
Manual on How To Love Enemies And Turn Other Cheeks Yet ‘They’ Still Do Not See ‘Wind’
AnYWaY Back to A Bottom oF A STorY Up ToP Heaven is Not Enough To ReacH
HEaVEN A Bit of Hell is Required ReAlly Arriving Fully ALiVE How Sad it is When
Humans Are Spoon-Fed A Materially Reduced World Almost From Birth… Neuroscience
Shows Now We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities Some Folks Are Better At Creating
A Life Story… They Got Together Tied God Up Put God In A Trunk Of Their Vehicle And
Shut It… ‘They’ Tied A MillSTonE To God And Carefully Dropped God In God’s Ocean
In Other Words Escape A PriSoN Of YouR Neo-Cortex (WordS) Free Yourself With
God Dance God Needs No Words to Live As Nature
Words Are Technology Either We Master Words Or
We Become Slave to Technology As Words
Become Only Idol God An Alternative That
Sadly Most Folks Take is to Worship Sidewalks
of God From Souls of Other Folks… Worship Words Idols
Of God… NoW ‘LioN KinGQueeN David’ Dances Naked Free One
With God In Flow Letting CuLTuRaL CLoTHeS Go… A TheMe SonG
DaNCE MeMe With Richard Gere DaNCinG KinG DaViD iLLuSTRaTES
All BeLoW ABoVE WiTHiN ARouND God WeLL… God CReATeS A ‘WeB’
to GRoW oN An 8th Day Greater Than THiS Or ThaT Bible… TeacHinG ‘HeR’
How to “Pay Bills” ‘BaLanCinG A BuDGeT’ All That’s Left And Right
IS WatCH HeR Do What i Do FREE i AM LoVE LiGHT…
(John 14:12) Even Bible Thumping Christians to
WRiTE A HeART BeaT oF THeiR OwN (Bible)
Dance And Sing A New Bible to Lord Our God
Nature oF aLL FoR OuR GReaTesT Gift LiFE Do
Greater Works Than Jesus And little old me
TRuE As StarS iN A Sky aRe NuMBeReD
A LioN KinGQueeN’S Days Are too PRePaRE
Ye A Way to Do Greater Works Than me THiS iS A BiT
EPiC Yes ThaT’S HoW i RocK AnD Roll mY GoD iS
GReaTeR (ALL) THaN YouRS So Let’s PLaY!!!
“Jesus” is JusT A Recurring ‘Human Archetypal
Folk Story’ ‘A Hero’s Journey’ Out of DarK iNto Light
Reborn AGaiN As FeaRLeSS LoVE… True i am also
PLaYinG A Role of ‘LioNKinGQueeN’ DaViD too… So
True Outside of ‘Mary Magdalene’ Considering Sister And Wife too
Breathing Jesus Dying With Only a Few Friends Believing in Him Real
Yes Pretty Girls Are Nerds too
With Very Systemizing Structuring
Minds ‘She’ is my Personal Secretary
Now that i Score an 11 HeHe… i used to
Be A Finest Point of A Pencil Drawing Every
Line of Life in StraighTesT Lines Now i am A
Beyond iNFiNiTY PAinT BRusH Digit of Fingers
Past 10… True i Paint With More Than All Colors
of Wind Yes i Air Brush Life While Katrina Keeps Her
Pencil Sharp And Gets me to TiMe… Administering Her
Mammogram Clinician Says A Reason Her Breasts Are Still
As Perky As 18 Years-Old is They Are WonderWoman Dense
Neuroscience Shows Now We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities
Some Folks Are Better At Creating A Life Story Than Living in Dust of Older Books

Catholic Mass Readings From July 26th, 2020:

“Reading 1, First Kings 3:5, 7-12
5 At Gibeon Yahweh appeared to Solomon in a dream during the night. God said, ‘Ask what you would like me to give you.’

7 Now, Yahweh my God, you have made your servant king in succession to David my father. But I am a very young man, unskilled in leadership.

8 And here is your servant, surrounded with your people whom you have chosen, a people so numerous that its number cannot be counted or reckoned.

9 So give your servant a heart to understand how to govern your people, how to discern between good and evil, for how could one otherwise govern such a great people as yours?’

10 It pleased Yahweh that Solomon should have asked for this.

11 ‘Since you have asked for this,’ God said, ‘and not asked for long life for yourself or riches or the lives of your enemies but have asked for a discerning judgement for yourself,

12 here and now I do what you ask. I give you a heart wise and shrewd as no one has had before and no one will have after you.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 119:57, 72, 76-77, 127-128, 129-130
57 My task, I have said, Yahweh, is to keep your word.

72 The Law you have uttered is more precious to me than all the wealth in the world.

76 Your faithful love must be my consolation, as you have promised your servant.

77 Treat me with tenderness and I shall live, for your Law is my delight.

127 So I love your commandments more than gold, purest gold.

128 So I rule my life by your precepts, I hate all deceptive paths.

129 Wonderful are your instructions, so I observe them.

130 As your word unfolds it gives light, and even the simple understand.

Reading 2, Romans 8:28-30
28 We are well aware that God works with those who love him, those who have been called in accordance with his purpose, and turns everything to their good.

29 He decided beforehand who were the ones destined to be moulded to the pattern of his Son, so that he should be the eldest of many brothers;

30 it was those so destined that he called; those that he called, he justified, and those that he has justified he has brought into glory.

Gospel, Matthew 13:44-52
44 ‘The kingdom of Heaven is like treasure hidden in a field which someone has found; he hides it again, goes off in his joy, sells everything he owns and buys the field.

45 ‘Again, the kingdom of Heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls;

46 when he finds one of great value he goes and sells everything he owns and buys it.

47 ‘Again, the kingdom of Heaven is like a dragnet that is cast in the sea and brings in a haul of all kinds of fish.

48 When it is full, the fishermen bring it ashore; then, sitting down, they collect the good ones in baskets and throw away those that are no use.

49 This is how it will be at the end of time: the angels will appear and separate the wicked from the upright,

50 to throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.

51 ‘Have you understood all these?’ They said, ‘Yes.’

52 And he said to them, ‘Well then, every scribe who becomes a disciple of the kingdom of Heaven is like a householder who brings out from his storeroom new things as well as old.’”


Smiles Dear Sohair Even Science
Shows Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses
Naturally Sing
Positive Dance in Light…
SMiLes Sohair.. ‘This’ is surely one of the Most
Detailed Books For Adherence to an Every Day
All the Way Tradition to Share in Life keeping everyone
Binding and Bonding Over the Same Religion of Life;
Smiles.. in the United States
We used to have
Three Black
And White
Religious Traditions
on TV And Christmas
And Easter Where Most
Everyone attends Church
Who Goes at all for an
Hour or So Each
Week Other
than that
Little Tradition
Was Part Of Life
Now it’s a like of this
or that on Facebook as
Far as What Folks are Practicing
on Differently Together.. It’s True
Culture Without Tradition is a Chaos
Now For Many Folks to Sort out on their Own
Not Everyone is cut-out to do that Very Few
Now are
but of course
Humans Are Already
Over-Populating and
Consuming the Face of Nature
God So Nature God’s Response
Is A Virus Returned from the Wild-Life
Homes in Balance that Humans Out of
Balance Take Away Story continues Dear FRiEnD
As Long NoW
as whatever
Peace that
Will continue
ToGeTHeR NoW..:)

Thanks Sohair.. so
Much everyday Tradition
Lost now during the
Pandemic challenge

Evidence, Below; Per ‘This Case’ of
Mr. Fnord Bullying Others; Specifically me,
in this Instance; Only, Because He Suggests Evidence is required
for a ‘guilty verdict’ as such for Bullying Behavior on this Internet Site.

Considering that i have Close to a Photographic Memory For Text;
This Post could get a lot longer, Per my ‘Memory Bank’, Where i Have stored
Most all the instances Where Mr. Fnord, ‘Intellectually’ Bullied Me By Using
Degrading Words, Suggesting that my Philosophical Poetic Descriptions
Are Evidence of Incoherence; A Nonsensical Mind; Personal Attacks on
my Mental (Health) Well Being, Overall, as continuing Bullying Behavior for
Years, in this Case, Of course, i’m a big enough boy not to tattle, in my case.

But of course, i have the reference Point of a Common Experience of Folks
Rolling down the Windows of their Car and Yelling Out Legend to me for
The 13,452 Miles of Public Dance in 83 Months, i have accomplished
in my Metro Area; along with other Non-Bullying Behavior like, “Do you
Know how famous You Are”, “You are a Real Hero”; And Generally Speaking,
“How Much Greater the World would be if more folks like you existed.” As
Far As the writing goes, Where folks have what it takes to understand me more fully;
Profound Genius is Not an Uncommon, Non-Bullying Behavior that Comes to my Ears.

i was just dancing cause it felt good; i was whole; i didn’t need anything
from anyone else; other folks Noticed and Naturally Provided Applause;
Not everyone Looks Up to someone who ‘has More’; Namely, Bullies who ‘have less’.

Of course, for anyone with a Small Knowledge of Philosophy; It’s a Well
known FACT that in the STUDY of it; Many folks Claim the Only way to
actually Discuss the ‘ineffable’ Parts of Philosophy is through Poetry;

Go Figure; i LiVE iN Heaven Within for 7 Years; i express the
Philosophy of the Experience Poetically and some folks don’t understand
the ‘Parables’ And Such that some folks find insightful who understand;
Yes, Obviously, others don’t. When there IS evidence that some folks gain
insight from the Communication and others don’t; the best course of action
is to avoid Personal Attacks in Bullying because one does not understand what is being ‘intimated’.

While Religion and Politics Demand a Target Audience, OBVIOUSLY, to Fulfill Validity in Bonding
And Binding Humans Together for Social Order; Philosophy, Will be as large as a Group of Individuals
With a Mutual and Consensual Understanding of Common Experiences; Or on the other hand, Folks
Who Live in Heaven Within, Literally as such; ‘Autotelic’ in Flow, With Copious Amounts of ‘Frission’,
Living A Life in Light of Truth in Beauty, Love’s Wisdom; May surely have difficulty
Explaining to folks what this is; in any other way but Poetry that may reach
some folks, who have the Appropriate Experience in Life to understand
the metaphors that are being Provided. Hey; but at least i provide terms to
Google that Prove the Kingdom of Heaven in Metaphor is a REAL Feeling and
Sense and Higher Potential of Being With Much Greater Executive Functioning
in Focus, Short Term Memory, And Long Term Memory to increase Creativity
as Measured in Science, Five times Greater With Much More Productivity too;

Additionally, A Life of Moving Meditation is assessed by Science as Literally
a Fountain of Youth Slowing and Regenerating the Aging Process for Real;

Reams of evidence provided at 60 Years-Old that prove that from head to toe too…

As Far As Evidence for Creativity And Productivity that will be provided upon request too…

i suppose, Writing an 8.3 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem
In the History of Humankind; in yes, Free Verse Poetry all about the Experience
of Heaven within described with Many Black Abyss to Beyond Rainbow Colors of Metaphors
That Are Indeed required to get anywhere close to communicate with others with some
Experiential Semblance of Understanding to get the ‘Aha’ Moments in Life Bringing ‘Frission’ in some cases;
is indeed evidence for Creativity; And surely, 13,452 Miles of Public Dance, additionally, in the Same span of
83 Months is Enough Evidence for Productivity and Creativity too; to be clear, Money does NOT HAVE TO
BE PART OF THE EQUATION; the Western World tends to be focused on External Rewards; i am coming
here from a More ‘Eastern Place of Soul’, for only Metaphor of Course too. Generally Speaking, around
Fear And Hate Tainted Folks ‘Parables of Metaphors and the such’ get to the intended audience soon and sooner too.

Again, Just one Specific example here,
In my recent “Memory Bank”; Easy enough
to Provide a Link for too if requested, of course.

starkid wrote:

“Why do you capitalize random words and post
in short lines of text that look like poetry?”

funeralxempire wrote:

“That’s just how he writes. If one is inclined to read his posts they’re often insightful although the writing style makes it easy for posters to be very dismissive, but it’s not as though the only respectable way to post is in essay form.”

Fnord Wrote:

“Respectable … contemptible … whatever … his posts are difficult to parse, and when I can make any sense of them at all they remind me of the rambling emo freeverse “poetry” that my ex-wife used to write and recite out loud to anyone who would listen. She was alcoholic and bipolar. What’s his excuse?”

It’s Worth Noting Here that Some of the Greatest Arts by Humankind Are Expressed by Folks with Bi-Polar Disorder.

And Of course they are noted Dead Legends.

In my Case, it only took 15 Months of actually
Public Dancing to hear that from Complete Strangers.

The Rewards are too numerous to count and none
of the rewards include Money or other Materialistic Stuff.

The Kingdom of Heaven is REALLY WITHIN.

EVEN THE old Bible makes this Clear but
folks who don’t understand Metaphors
still don’t get it; This is a real problem
in this World We Live in Now; Consuming
The Face of the Earth (Nature/God) Externally, Out of Balance,
Instead of Regenerating (Nature/God) Coming From a Place of Heaven Within.

i Don’t Have to imagine Heaven or Hell; done ’em both.

Honestly, i value Fnord’s contributions too much here to ever
do anything that would get him in trouble where
he is no longer allowed to contribute here….

In Fact, i Value Everyone’s Contributions in Life;
Fortunately For Me, Rarely Am i Confused by
Any ‘Kind’ of Human communication; That’s a Plus-up….

i surely would not complain, if i did not Understand;
in fact, i would Politely ask for clarification to Learn;
And i can’t imagine Bullying anyone if i did not;
i Find it Cringe Worthy; and Very Sad;
For i have good Understanding of
Human Psychology And what
The Origin of this Issue is.

Yet, This is ALL Naturally A part
of the Kingdom of “Love” Heaven
within in Doing Least harm as
‘the Sycamore’ Grows taller…

There is no need
to Fear and Hate
what one Does Not Understand;

And there is No Need to Cut
A Sycamore Tree Down; For they
Grow even taller when allowed; hehe,
of course More Evidence Will Be Provided Upon Request than Most anyone could
Handle with Any ‘Astronomical Device’ to See ‘The Top of this Sycamore Tree Still GRoWinG Now.

It’s Kind of useless
to Bully a Tree; ‘Living or Dead’;
Particularly, If One Has no ‘Saw’.

i Love This Song.

Do You?

Rhetorical Question,
only, my FRiEnD..:)

-the Grinning ‘Bob Cat’;
The Wolf, And The Smiling ‘ChessHire’….
‘Painting All the Colors of the Wind’ All The Riches Around -me

And This Completes A 3rd ‘Frednata’ of This MacroVerse at 5585 Words



SMiLes Dear Sohair… i See God As Christmas
Trees With All Living Points oF LiGHT LoVE iN Existence
NoW All Lights of Christmas Trees… Even NoW At Church
Priests will Look At Me Strange
When i Dance And
Sing It’s
So Simple
God is Love
God Is really really
Love i’m not kidding
God IS Love if We Just
Believe and Do Love Without
Harming Others We Are Doing God
As Verb and Not Just an Idol Word or a Statue
With No Living Spirit WiTHiN of Love to Give
And Share Free
but of course
it’s easy
for me
to see
that this
Spirit this Flame
Does Not Burn Within
Them As God Is Love When
i Dance And Sing This to them
i Wonder How i might Light that
Flame in them too so they too will Really
See God is Love Within to Give and Share For
Free Doing Least Harm to All as God As Love too
But of course without the Flame Burning Within
The Poetry
is Just
in Dance
And Song
And the Feeling
of God Within Love
Is Just No Where to Be
Found for them to See within
So they See Love as Mush and whatever
they decide as Right or Wrong as Love and
Even Try to Make Lies into Truth to Prove their Point
But True there is an
Entire Globe
A Christmas
Tree of Points
With God Is Love
Within Just Waiting
As Flicker as Flame to
Be Lit Up in Colors More each
Day so wherever i Go Dear Sohair i find
This Twin Flame of Love For this FRiEnD
Love is the HeART the SPIRiT the Soul
of Love Yes God that Breathes me into
as THeRE
is No Separation
never ever When God is Love Within
Yes indeed my Twin Flame for All..
hehe For me it is a Forest Fire
With All The Christmas Trees
Ready for
New Colors
of Love to Feel, See,
Give, And Share for Free
And No… i LiVE No ParT NoW
oF Love Vacant to be my Home my FiRE (GoD) IS LoVE..:)

“We live in this world and there is an invisible rope of eneregy that connects us all.. When we give.. Share and help we give power to that rope to be stronger and it will be more stronger with the source( God).. No harm is there with that flame.. Only light shining and guiding.”


Smiles Dear Sohair The Energy
of Love the Most Powerful
Human Connecting
Force of
All Surely
Breathes in Your
Words Yes indeed
to me this is True Religion Love..:)

Simple Well Being Rule All
That Relieves Feelings
Of Negative Stress
Is Literally
Our Fountain
Of Youth Connecting
The Health And Well
Being Dots With Fearless
Love Yes
In This
A Poem
Will Be
For Health
As Long As
It Loves With no
Fear But Yes There
Is Always Science
And Oxytocin For
Folks Who
Poetry Soul
Breathing Now
Free this way😁
In Other Words Emotional
Regulation And Sensory
Integration is an Oldest
To Breathe
Best Health
A Nation of Quick
Fix Pills And Cognitive
Behavioral Therapy in
Words Alone Misses
The Root
Of Our
Missing Soul
Dances And Songs
Together As Balance
Is Key to All Thriving Now😁

Relieved to hear You are
Okay And Feeling
Better Now Just
To Your HeART
Hehe i Don’t Read
Minds Just Souls
As THere is No
Distance, Space,
Time, Or Matter
Hehe Or Even Terabyte
Storage Limits in Spirit
For Love’s Intelligence
Is A Hug Within To See

No Lessons Or Colorful
Photos Today Just
Wondering How are
You Dear FRiEnD
Are You less
At Work
Finding SMiLes
And Joy You Don’t Always
Tell me When You Are Down
And When You are Up Usually
i see your Smiling Face Somewhere
So Today
i am
To Check
Up on my
Dear FRiEnD
Makes me Happy
When You are happy
i don’t mind Sharing
Your Troubles if You
Too With
In The
Desert too
A Flower For You too Why not🏝

Thanks it’s nice
To come across
Open Human
Souls Still
In Love’s
Truth of Freedom
This is A nice Place
To Visit i appreciate you🕊😁

SMiLes You are Welcome
About Above So Below
The Nautilus
Creates A Shell
That Mirrors the
PHI Golden Spiral
Of The Milky Way
Same As A Sunflower
And Below Subatomic
Particles in Spiraling
Flow indeed Breath
Of Poetry
On A Page
In Free Dance
And Song in
Words Now
How Beautiful
It is to exist Water
Waves Ocean Whole
In AToneMenT
YeS In UniSoN
This Way
As God
Whole in
All that is Us
The Masonic Lodge
Repeats A Same Phrase
As Above So Below that
Indeed Is Also
Found originally
From the Gospel
Of Thomas
In the
Dead Sea
Scrolls before
Anyone had
The opportunity
To edit it but of
Course anyone with
Eyes and Ears to See
Will Find this Golden
Spiral PHI Pattern
In Flow
In All
We aRe aLL
Part of A Naked
Free Work of Art
God That We Only Hide
With Cultural Clothes
And Other Tools
We Make
That We
NoW As
Away From
Naked Breath
Of God Born
Breathing Free
Yes Below as Above
Within inside outside
And All Around Love..:)

SMiLes I look
Within Now For
Knowing, Feeling,
Sensing Truth
iN Light
i study
Other Opinions
But i Find my
Own Not Unlike
Dance or Song
Sex Will Also Be
Divine Meditation
In Flow Agape Love
In Deed Romantic
Love Tends to be
Love is
All Compersion
Joy For the Joy
Others Feel
The Way
Of an
Romance indeed
Often Turns
Into more
Love as
At core
It’s about
Securing A
Mate and Sure
Of Genes
Smiles as
We Grow
Older at
Of owning
Others For Truly
Love Never Owns
Or Demands Worship
Just another Virtue
Of God
Is Love
That i
Find impossible
To explain to Jealousy
And Ownership
For what
Be owned
Love when
God Really is
Only Giving
My Friend Pleasure
Is okay and Part
Of Love when
Given Shared
With least
Harm i visit
Church each
Sunday but
The Buildings
Including Words
Of others never
Free Love
Within me
Yes Naked and
Free of All Human
Cultural Clothes as
Even the Gospel
Of Thomas
In Verse 37..:)

Thanks Dear i write
‘Free Verse Nude
Poetry’ too 6 Volumes
For The Meditative
Tantric Experience
Of Autotelic Flow
As It Is An Oldest
Most Traditional
Poetic And
Physical Way
For Sacred Holy
Meditation as Even
Muslim Sufi Poets
Will attest to lose
All Time, Distance,
Space, And Matter
Truly Achieving
Divine LoVE iN
Flow This Way
NoW iN Union
All that
Is (God) With
No Fear Open
SoUL All that’s
Left to Do
With All
Loving All
Once The
Fruits of
Into Love Above
Hehe it Would be
Impossible to
Explain this to
‘The Pope’
But i am
Quite Sure
You Have
To ‘See’ ‘God’
This Way Freer too..:)

Dragons 🐉 Are Cool
Yes They Have Such
Magnificent Resolve
Yet They only have
Reptile Brains
With Will And
Fearless Strength
To Survive Yes Balance
Of Grace to
Fly Do They
Love in Fairy
Tales of Galilee
At Least They
Do But What If
But What If
But What
If one Nation
Really Under Love
Then All Would Wear
A Mask, Social Distance,
Wash Their Hands, Close
Stuff Down, And The
Helping Loving Hand
Of Government
Well Prepared
Supporting Subsistence
As Any Nation Under
Love WILL under
The ViRuS
With SMaRT Love
Of Science Reason
As All The Other
Countries Do
That Do Not
Fall Under And
Follow Psychopathic
Leaders With Zero
Levels of Empathy
And Love
In The
Dark Trinity
Yes Triad
Life that
Kills others
In Deed But of
Course Perhaps
Only An Autistic
Person Could
God Is Love
And Truth in
Loving All is Smart
Yes i have
Than Gorilla
Glue Dragon
Of Love But it’s
True many Folks
Here in Trump Town
At Least literally
For Really
God is SMaRT
Love Breathing Fire
First Landing
Today in New York🐉☺️

i just finished
Writing to the
Song “Colors
Of the Wind” With
Vanessa Williams
Singing But Yes of
Course With Disney
Princess Pocahontas
Who Reminds me of
My Wife Half Pacific
Islander With
Indian As She
Climbed 40 Foot
Trees With Her
Twin Brother
To Peer Over Roofs
When They Were 8…
Hehe.. i Am Terrified
Of Heights but that’s
All i Fear
As i must
i don’t get
Too High to Come Back…
Happy Tuesday Vrunda☺️

One Good Man John McCain Sets A President Among Senate Republicans
Romney Comes to Mind Too Sure Will Use A Few More as ‘Eggs Are Rotting’
McCain Saves A Potential 20K LiveS iN Healthcare As LeSSoN Of ‘JOB’ Before
He Goes
For Every
‘MAN’ A SeaSon
Lesson of Pain True Believer
Founding Fathers Once Again Hold
Their Heads High On Mt Rushmore
With Civil Rights Leader John Lewis too…
Breakfast with
the Sopranos
On the News
‘You can’t make this Shut up’
PeacePainting oF ART
God Laughs
“WiLL i WaiT”
Title oF A 119th/
780th MacroVerse
Of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
River Be Holy Sacred FLoWinG
SouL i Am

Everything i Do in Blogs Is Copy And Paste i Write to Someone Else
All Around A Globe ‘Pieces of 8’ Without Money me Spread- Out
If Folks Wanna Take The Hours, Effort And Practice It Takes to
Find ME AT Least They Get ME ALL Free With Nothing to Give Back
i Don’t Do ‘Target Audiences’ ‘Cause THeRE iS No Specific Target
Audience for Original Creativity Breathing… It’s Really Amazing How
Even The Most Outlier Ways of Creativity Are Fed NoW By
Free Avenues in Technology to Erase Middle-Folk-Doubt
Yes Just Another Blogger-Tale-Copy-Paste
Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
Over 8.3 MiLLioN Words Of
‘Higher-Power’ Technology Free
Anyway “KATiE MiA Aghogday” on the
Blogger Platform Just One of 7 Blogs i Create
Power of Copy/Paste More Than one Basket of Eggs
i Just Take A Little Humor in ‘that’ As the Folks At ‘dVerse’ Poetry Pub Said
A Shame no one would ever wanna see Poems that are longer now than 200
Words… A Blog Post Celebrating 8 MiLLioN Words in 80 Months Itself Rather
Novel Size at 43,561 Words But IT did not Stop Over 2,000 Views
“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months”
Moved to Top 6 Blog Post List Viewed in that Blog Receiving
301,924 Views… “Oh CaPTAiN WHeRE ART THoU NoW”
927th Word Press MacroVerse And 1000th Blog Post
in the “KATiE MiA Aghogday” Blog in 88 Months
Anyway Just A Link To the Blog Celebrating
A Thousand Blog Posts.. “KATiE MiA Aghogday”..
With Coming Blog Post.. “Oh CaPTAiN WHeRE ART THoU NoW”

Oh Yeah And there is that Other ‘Small’ Issue of 8,703 Posts on ‘the Wrong
Planet’ Website Since 11.25.2010 That Surely Make Everything i’ve Written online
At Least 12 MiLLioN Words Since that Date but i’ll Stick With Conservative at 12M Words…

Just one Post that i Authored on the ‘Major Factor of Rampage Killings’ (Lack of Social Roles)
Received over 88,000 Views Not Unlike the Viral Video of me Dancing in Walmart Someone
Else took for Just another 15 Or so Minutes of So-Called Fame then by hey this is all Just
Part of a Tale of A Tape NoW too JusT For The Record Books As ‘They’ Do Dance Sing Now True.

Oh Yeah And My Post on my Blog About Autism Spectrum Burn-Out Received Over 10,000 Views

Smiles, Dear Friend; Been Visiting this Internet Site for Nearly 10 Years.

i got Here in the Middle of An Autistic Burn-out at 33 Months, in a total
of 66 Months that my Air Force Reserve Major Psychiatrist said was the
Most Hopeless Case he had ever dealt with; willing to see if he could get
An Experimental Vagal Nerve Stimulator Basically to Bring my Dead Soul of Emotions Back to Life.

(My Insurance Wouldn’t Cover that or the ‘Trans-cranial Magnetic Stimulation’ He suggested either)

i Remember, when i first went in to see him; really terrified as i always knew i was
Different than most other folks and really my Sister was the only one close to like
me, in the Area i lived in; as yes, she was eventually diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too.

i had dealt With Chronic Stress at work in Navigating Mostly the Social World for 11 Years;
with the Last two in Acute Fight or Flight Stress; as all that was my Soul was slowly drifting
Away into a Black Abyss, where there would be no reference point back, if i ever felt a Smile
for my Entire Life for the 66 Months, i spent in that Black Abyss, with 19 Medical Disorders;
including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; Yes, the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
in my Entire Existence then from Wake to Sleep, no drug would touch; the Psychiatrist
initially asked, “Why don’t you use something other than the Adrenaline of
Anxiety and Fear to Motivate Yourself”; i had no frigging clue
what he was talking about; or how a person could possibly
Motivate themselves With E-MoTioNS as Slow as i Possibly
Could have been in Emotional Intelligence; but of course where
i am from in ‘Trump Town USA’, if a Boy Smiled They would be called
the F Word and Not Fred and threatened with Bodily Harm; as at the City
Park for Playing Tennis and the Middle School Halls, Boys with Emotions were not allowed;
at least by the Other Onward Christian Marching Soldier Boys who had Big Daddy’s Training
Them Still to Be Desert Warriors of Scarcity; ‘Destroying’ Folks Who Look and Act different in ‘Tribal Warfare’.

In Other Words, i understand
the Nature of ‘The Beast’;
i understand where
Bullies come from;
And i do have the Patience
of ‘Job’ For them as i surely know
What Environment Gardens them
And Doesn’t Flower them the same
way my Mother Did; Without the Influence of
my Military and Law-Enforcement Patriarchal
Father Leaving at age 3; He didn’t have the Deep South Bible Belt
States Opportunity, still in Desert Scarcity, to destroy my Soul then.

Hehe; Working for the Military for a Quarter of a Century was enough
to finish the rest of my Soul off; i came here with an Avatar of a Smiling
Baby; the one my Mother said had Open Arms for All Strangers; all i wanted
to do is Feel the Love For All that Child in me Once Innocently Felt in Childhood then.

Some Folks Don’t even have that Reference Point; They Have No Idea that Heaven Love Exists.

My Wife Still had it; i wanted what she had so Desperately that i used her name as my
First Facebook Name all alone with no Friends outside my Home; i didn’t want to be a girl
like her; i just wanted that divine loving spirit that smiled within her she shared and lit up
When She Connected to Others; same one my Mother Always had but never Lost as she was
also on a Bi-Polar Spectrum; but staying high never going Low like i did for 7 Years in my life.

She Was a Beautiful Poet, Just by the Nature of Her Life Starting Writing in Shapes like i do now
in her 50’s as i Naturally did at 53; I hated Poetry then; i could not understand why she would do
it; or why folks would read it. But of course, i did not have An Inner Voice of Love in Soul As Poetry
Brings and Nourishes to Motivate Every Physical Action in Life, Through Inner Forces of Positive Emotions now.

My God; They Never taught this in School.

My God; They Never Taught this In Church

Now My God Love Lives in me Free to Give and
Share as My God Love is as real as anything i have
experienced in Life; i understand now that Poetry was
only the Shell of Her God of Love That Lived within her;
Really no Different than a Tiny Nautilus Reflects, ‘Building
More Stately Mansions’ of Nautilus Shells Reflecting the Entire
Milky Way FOR REAL;

i know (FEEL) for
sure there would
be no more Bullies in
the World if they could
See Love the way i FEEL God For Real AS LoVE NoW.

And i understand why they Can Not ; Will Not; and
Do Not Now For i come from Similar ‘Trump Breeding Grounds’, indeed;

They know (Feel/Sense) not what they do; as neither did i until
i gained these Eyes and Ears that are truly ‘Seeing Hearing’ Breathing Love.

Yes, For me at
Least, 1 Second
Where i am now
LoVE is worth all the
5 Decades
i am the Living Dead then.

Smiles, my FRiEnD, i See
‘Dead People’ all over my Town;
in Church, Online, Everywhere i go;
And if i was not dead before in Living
Hell, i would have never gained this ‘sight’
to understand the difference between Hell
and Heaven on Earth; so indeed, i write about both;

It Takes a Bi-Polar Person to Fully See Heaven and Hell;
And it probably Takes a Person With Asperger’s
Syndrome to find some Systemizing Way to
Even Possibly Reach A Soul With No Breath;

i don’t ‘know’;
i just see
this and
Breathe it again…

Have a Nice Day my FRiEnD;
Thanks for the Words that
You Hear and See Part of
what i do too; it’s not
possible NOT
to give
and share
Heaven to the
Best of one’s abilities,
to all others, when one
Lives here as it’s a Natural
Part of this Home now to give and share free..:)

It Seems That Higher Points in Systemizing
Standard IQ is indeed a Road Block to Heaven WiTHiN;
It only makes Common Sense as it IS A LIMITING INTELLIGENCE.


-A Somewhat
Reformed Straight
A Student NoW into
More Of A Spiraling S Now of Hope..:)







Smiles, Magz, this is probably
gonna be a post you wanna read
in a state of Higher Emotional Capacity too; i surely, completely Understand; Thank You.

Smiles; Thanks for Caring. Actually, i am Extremely Logical too; And Can Turn it on in a
Turn of A Coin; And Change And Go Back the Other Way; However, Now It Depends of course
on what i am Discussing; there really isn’t a Need for me to live in a World of Making Technical
Lists, And Solving Analytical Problems at ‘Work’ as that’s what ‘they’ used me for most; no matter
What Job i was in then..:)

Smiles; Whenever i Write, There is A Song From my Fingers that’s Hard to Describe;
Never the Less; It’s a Dance And Song in Union together that’s really bliss in ‘Soul Flow’.

Haha; i can turn back to logic in a turn of a coin; but i must Sing it’s Not easy
As A Dance And Song in Flow Is A Bliss, i never Felt Before; Anyway, when i first
recovered, in 2013, my First Facebook Friend actually Had the Nickname of ‘Mags’,
in Fact, She Used to Post Here; Her Name was Mags Burch; Out of all the Online Communities
for Autism; When i was recovering a Bit; She was one of Very Few Who Treated me like a Human Being;

She and Additionally Another Moderator Named Leah, Who i’m actually still Friends with; It’s rare
that i receive Reciprocal Communication here; but one thing i cannot go without doing is Returning
Communication Back to Someone else; My Form of Autism is surely Not in the Norm either, Overall.

But Hey; as Your Signature Says; i surely agree, ‘Normal’ is Not necessarily Mentally Healthy;

And Surely Not fun; hehe..:)

i Remember When my First Love
at 19 Left me; My Emotions Were
So Powerful; All the Feelings
Everywhere really Decimated
me, to the point i could not
stand to listen
to Music
on the
Radio as it
all Hurt so intensely Emotionally
then but; The Bitter Sweet Part of
Grief and why the Emotions were
so intense is Oxytocin Drops-off
And Dopamine increases to Motivate
Us to Look Elsewhere for Connection;
Rather Dangerous though, when one is on
A Bi-Polar Spectrum; this indeed only makes
me ‘Half-Vulcan’; as i’ve always Been Able to feel
Empathically, Everyone’s Pleasure Or Pain, except when i lived in
the Deadzone for about 7 Years of my Life; ‘Spock Soul Melding’, indeed;

And Honestly From a Distance, Most Folks Mistake me as Law-Enforcement
As i surely inherited the Look and Body Type from my Father; but my Mother’s

Soul of Love WiTHiN; Is Usually the Dominant Force that wills;

there are exceptions as it is very literally true i am as Strong as an

Orangutan as Science Shows Is Humanly Possible by Empirical Measure.

The Meditative Flow of Dance and the Meditative Flow of Writing
Has Allowed me to Regulate my Emotions And Integrate my Senses
in a way where the Emotions in my Words Fuel me Forward instead of
Overwhelming me; with a Kind of Shield around my Feeling ‘Soul Essence’;

i do Understand, How some of the Posts, i’ve Written Lately, will surely
Be Overwhelming to someone very sensitive that way; as really, i Color all
The Words in a way i would hope might wake someone’s Soul Back Up who
has lost ‘that Sensitivity’; as i remember the Song ‘Fire Work’ By Katie Perry so
intense Emotionally in 2010 as only one Art that even brought A Faint Feeling of Soul Back

in my 66 Months of Deadzone, most Recently;
As the Other Period of Around a Year, was in College.

Regulating Emotions
And Integrating Senses
is truly a Life Long Art;
And Really An Individual
Art that only the Individual
Will Find a Way to Master Through Wisdom
of Experience And Practice in what works as an Art of Life..:)

The Song ‘Wide Awake’ by Katy Perry Describes a Similar Trip out of Dark;

As Fearless as i am now with zero levels of Anxiety; i surely was a Man

‘Trembling in a Wheel Chair Soul’


in a

Basement of Hell at 47;
i was beyond any feeling
of Hope to ever come back
to any existence of wanting to Live at all.

i am Glad, i did not literally ‘jump off that bridge’ then;
For it’s true, while i may not have had the ability to feel
a smile then; through my Public Dance At Least now the Living
Children i do not have is Smiles Provided to Others More than Stars in
the Sky to Count; Hehe; or Grains of Sand on a Fairly Large Beach; gonna
Leave a clip From the Movie ‘Contact’ too; as for me at least, it moved me in
a way that no other Movie did then Just for the Feeling of Being Connecting to

Everything in Existence Within;

As far as i will see that’s Heaven;

The Other Place is not being connected at all.

To me; it’s really that Simple and so very Real as Human Nature;

And Just how We Are Evolved Empathically With Love Arts of ‘Soul’ Best to Give and Share Free…

But i do come from a Very Small Nuclear Family of Females that brought that early on to me…

all the
in a World of Love;
The Hug of a Nurturing touch..:)

Contact; Even More Difficult in A World of Masks Now;

Losing Effective use of my Eyesight and Hearing With
The Worst Pain Known to Humankind for 66 Months; Really Left me no choice
but to Turn my Soul into Words; as Deficit Becomes the opposite of Before..:)

i have a Propensity to go to A Dark Place not many will imagine; my Psychiatrist
Said that Usually it is only folks on the Autism Spectrum Who Will Go to Zero Point Emotions;
Thing about that is; the Decision making Process in doing stuff like making a TV Dinner in
Cognitive Executive Functioning Disappears; i couldn’t even manage a Game of ‘Tic Tac Toe’
And Of course that was 33 Months as a Shut-in not being able to do anything at all as
far as that goes; before i even came here on Thanks Giving Day of 2010; it’s true


place probably
Did Save my life;

i Am Well Aware
there are likely more
than a Few Folks here
now who are in a similar
place as me before; who do not have what
it takes to connect; but might feel something anyway.

There are those Who Are Silent; who are looking for a way up..:)

i used to think, if i could Just ‘Feed Vultures’ My life would have some
meaning and

i watered
A Flower until
it Bloomed; A
Rise; A Rose of
me Out of Thorns to Flower too
With Butterfly Wings; Life is so Very Hard; Life is so Very
Strange; Life is Also So Very Good; Yet Always A Mix of
Order and Chaos

Making the
Chaos into
Magic Enough
to Enjoy Life as Cosmos Order Us
Is A Lifelong Breathing Loving Art of the Ages and Sages too..:)

Oh yeah; Pensacola Beach, in the Movie ‘Contact’; i do have a certain
advantage living ‘here’, Just A Few Miles Away; i Focus more on the
Beach, For Years, than ‘Footprints’ of Ignorance; Now, i find the Beach Living as me too..:)

The Forest in my
BackYard is the SaMe..:)



Well.. This “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE ArT THoU NoW”.. MacroVerse Travels
Now A Bit More Than i Expected but hey in Flow You Just Go WHere
The Creativity Takes you Like being Swum By Water as A Fish
And Flown By Air As A Bird.. No Real Separation in
The River of Existence FLoWinG Even More Now
As One Force of Breath in Free SPiRiT
Moving Spiraling Yes Moving
Meditation Now True too..
So A Visit here to Frank
And Xenia’s Places of Poetry
And the gigoid Place of Aphorisms
From the Sages of the Ages if the Fuel
of my Loving SPiRiT For LiFE WiLL Stay
AWaKE Enough to Flow My Way Through it..:)
Wharf to Ocean
Return From Dry
Land Hell’s Breath..
Mist Covered
Placid Lake Sees..
Oh Lord Nature Saddled
With All Humans Do DarK
Is A Horse With No Name..
Rains Nap
Weather Strains..
Truth Evaporates
Rain Comes Down
Ant Eater Lions
Ant Eaters Eat
Dead Meat And Live
KinGDoM BLooMinG
Pond Reflects
Beauty for
That is
All Pond Sees
Smiles Frank It’s
Rainy in Florida
FeeL A Midnight Nap Soon
A Few Morning Detours now before
Arriving at Xenia’s place of Poetry

Flows No

LeSSoN 288
Wise Toad Finds Bliss
(And Bugs) in Moonlit
Dew Clover Smiling at Rest
Naturally in Flow Nature’s Heaven

Shadow of A FRiEnD Above Guiding ‘Him’ Away
From ‘Road Kill’…

Hehe This Is what
Princes Are For…

Which Brings
Me to Make
A Princess
EacH and
Every Day
Effortless Rigorous
Work With Wise Toad

Sent from my iPhone

Haha.. An Elastic Strap
Broke Putting it Across
my Big Head.. Walmart
ran Out of Freebies so
We Had to Drive Back
Home to get Another…
We Keep extra’s in the
Car now but Suddenly
i found myself naked
Oh no! Without one in
Jo-Ann’s, my Wife’s
Favorite Hobby Store,
And it Was like those
Dreams when you
Realize you have
Your underwear
Or nothing at
All on in Public…
i rushed to the Car
To put one on and
Wondered if the
Folks saw me
As one
Of ‘Those’
Kinda ‘Deep
South State Folks’…

Oh well…
Glass Homes…
Breaking them
As I get unmasked too..😉

Key is to Write
Your Own Story
And Find Yourself
Directing Producing
And Actually Acting
It With or Without 👏
Applause in Flow of Course🎶
As Song Dances
Again Free
Eternally Now
Of Course Living
Heaven We Create Within
Free Breathing
Loving Life For Real😁🎶

There’s Certain
Freedom in
Not Seeking
HeHe If ‘You’
Ever Actually
Look at My
Blog You’ll
See It
Ironic isn’t
It the Need
For Approval
With no
Naked Substance
In Other Words for
Some Folks Nature
Is More than Appearance🎶

It’s Impossible to ‘Understand’
‘Buddhism’, ‘Literally’; but in
Rather Simple Poetry i ‘See’ Now

What i find works best is Discard
All The Words And Other CuLTuRaL
Clothes; Dance As ‘God’ Breathes Free

In Other Words:

Sit Under A Tree
Inhale, Then Exhale,
Understand (Sense/Feel) that
You And That Tree And Your
Breath is No Separation; Be Free
Other Folks
Erect Statues
of Words in
Books And
Worship Those
Idols of Words
Separate from Breath
Under A Living Tree Now
They Never Come to Be…
Just Be Free…
Be The Whole
Living Tree Free..:)

i Suggest, Create Your ‘Own Religion’; Feel/Sense
Your Way Through it as ‘Buddha’ Is reported to do;
And Really At Core, What the Story Book Character
Jesus Does until folks take/twist His Parables Literally and get lost…

Per What Lies and Tells the Truth below,
Christianity is A ‘Molding Bread’ indeed of Lies Now;
i Highly Do Not Suggest what has Honestly become A Cult oF Lies…

Note: Before What is below; Honestly, it’s easier just to Breathe In And Out
And Be the Entire Living Tree (Existence/Reality/All) in Flow Like A River
At Ease Creating Your Own Shores Expanding or Receding as you go…

Eventually Water, Streams, Rivers, Bays, And the
Entire Ocean Finds You And You See the Ocean as You; You Realize You Are All;

No Separation; nothing to gain and nothing to lose; Just Free to Breathe in Balance…

Bliss… Eternally Breathing in and Out No WHere to Go but Complete Now Ocean WHole.

‘Iconoclasm’: ‘Trump’ has Destroyed A ‘Statue’
of what Christianity And Republicans ‘Used’ to
Stand For in Terms of Ideals And Truth but
Since he ‘Literally’ didn’t Tear Down
Any Statues, His Followers
Can’t see It: ‘Ironiclasm’,
‘Predicticlasm’, For
It Reveals the
Beatitudes and
Real Conservatism
Were Never Really
Dear And Worth Keeping
As Ideals, And Principles of Core
Truth; Indeed, Revelation occurs:

The ‘Wicked Witch’ of ‘the
West’ is Melting And ‘They’
Have No Clue, This ain’t
Kansas Anymore: Point of
No Return, Dust in the

It Requires ‘Soul’
To understand
This ‘Word Salad’
And that’s Ironic too..

It only gets to

Just Another
Long Tradition
From: the Other Side..;)

Buddhism is A Verb of God;
The Living Breath; The Living one
Within; The ‘Gospel of Thomas’ Describes
This Living one Within Similarly as does most Other
‘Poetry’ Arriving at Living Breath as Living Trees Come to see..:)

Generally SpeaKinG, Across Cultures, When You Find People of Different
Religions/Languages Finding the Same Flow of Bliss; Just Breathing in and Out Effortlessly
‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety of Increasing Complexity in Creativity and Productivity in Autotelic Bliss

What You May
Find is the
Science And
Religion of the
Living one Loving
Life Within is surely the All You Master too..:)

In this way, Per Biblical Stories, the ‘Tower of Babel’ is Falling Down now.

Smiles; i for one no longer Have to Wait; And Many other Living Trees too;
God is Dark; God Is Light; God Is Dance; Song; And On An ‘8th Day’, ‘God’
Creates Poetry to Share God True iN LiGHT; These are all Just Leaves of a Living Tree..:)

There are Different Kinds of Trees and Leaves; Go Figure, Everyone Creates Their Own Leaves of Religion…

Actually A
‘Tower of
Never Fall
As Long as
Trees Flower
Less And More Colorful to Be i Am..:)

SunFlower Offerings for
Birds and Squirrels
Laid Down Freely
At Their Beaks
And Paws
And Such

It’s What
We Do in
‘Our Naked Garden
of Eden’; me and Eve hehe..;)

Not Surprising that no one here
Convinced ‘Him’ that Any Current
Organized Religions are Worth Following;
As Per the Boston University Study on Religion
And Autism, Actually Conducted on ‘this’ Internet
Site; There were only 26 Percent of the ‘PPR Forum’
Assessed As Atheist in Empirical Review but what
the Study Did Find
is that the Folks
in this Demographic
of Autism as Opposed to
an Online ‘Neurotypical’
Control Group Created
their Own Individual Beliefs;
Like THAT should be any Real
Surprise with This Inherent Condition;
It’s Worth Noting That Per Story at Least;
Buddha, Jesus, And Lao Tzo Created Their Own
‘Religion’ too; Not Many Would Follow the One Jesus
Created (Love), Obviously, in Western Materialistic
Cultures Based on ‘Stuff’; But ‘They’ Do Believe
in the Hyperbole of Myths; no Different really
than the Conspiracy Theories Still from
to Top
of the
Idol Worship
Away from Truth
in Shallow Group Think
in Light Now Naked to
‘See’ oF all the Lies that Fall
Away From Living Trees Breathing Free…
Folks Separate (Wheat) From ‘The Crowd’ Are
By Very Nature Ones Who Create
New Testaments of Arts
And Sciences of
‘Human Religion’;
Meh; some of the
Ideas get attached
to coming Group (Chaff) Think;
And Others Just Fade away into individual Bliss…

Let’s Give the Poster A Break; If We Can And Will; Not Everyone is a Rocket
Scientist in Language Arts; Obviously, he was having difficulty expressing himself in words…

Just pretend, if We can that this is the Topic; as it is clear as ‘Love’ for me to see what he was ‘saying’…

A Difference
Between Talking
And Understanding…

Us Folks who Started out as
Non-Verbal, Tend to excel more in ‘the Understanding’

in Crystalized Intelligence Versus Fluid Intelligence As Michelle Dawson’s
Science Study of Verbal Versus Non-Verbal Autistic Folks Also Shows.

i’ve found that Truth over and Over expressed on this Internet Site…

And In Working With the General Public for Two And A Half-Decades, Additionally, in More Decades
With Other Folks Around the Globe Online, Numbering Way over 144,000 Folks as that’s a cool number too;

It Not Limited to
The Autism

not Unusual…

And Actually Ironic as
Some Folks Talk And Some Folks ‘See’;

Truly, Diversity is Lovely Now as We Need
more than one kinda Tree (Weed) to survive as a species..:)

It’s Worth Noting That ‘Carpenters’ Must Be ‘Visual Thinkers’ Building ‘Parables’ too…
As There is No Deeper Metaphor Without the Ability to Visually Think in iMaGiNaTioN…

Chances Are in Real Life, ‘Jesus’, Would Never Get Crucified as ‘Enemies’ Would Never understand him…

And Just Pass-Him-off like Dust in the Wind As they Continue to Enjoy the Surface of the Ocean as Always Never
‘Seeing’ Deeper And Of course This is a Long Standing And Falling Tradition of Inherent Human Nature; Some Folks See;
Some Folks Hear;
Other Folks
Mostly Talk and that’s okay too
As We Do Need Anchors and Sails..:)

Some Folks also Do Both Anchors
And Sails as Whole Boats..:)

Smiles, my Friend Some Folks
Just Look Within; That’s Nothing New either;
And surely the Advice that even the Story of Jesus,
Buddha, and Lao Tzu Brings if one ‘Sees’ ‘the Story’ for
what it deeper means..:)

At Least for me Now;
No Way Any Religion,
Politics, Science, or
Culture Has All
for me;
Mileage Varies
Depending on
Make and Model
of the Human Being of course;
Some Need Tradition; Some Folks Do Not;
i really have no Idea What this Individual
Needs; but i doubt he will find it in someone
else in this World today; as it’s all becoming more ‘Externally Oriented’..:)

Weaving A Way
Through Woods
Free Dog Nose..
Flight in Balance
Dog Paws Ground
Forest One Free..
Water Flows
of Life
Dog Sees
Hears Tastes
Touches Smells Be Free

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Thanks for Helping
me Cover A Meaning
of Life in One Dog’s Breath ‘fore Noon..:)






“No title today…..”

Smiles gigoid with “No music, no pix, no rant, no poem.”
From This Blog Post from November 27th, 2015 WHere
Will i go with this.. Hmm.. 24th Birthday of An
Indian Friend And What Is

Left is


“No title today…..”

Actually As Life Breathes And Beats
And Dances And Sings Really This isn’t
A ‘Bad Philosophy Overall’ to Expose and
To Express in a Dance And Song of Life
With No Words At All Just Dancing
And Singing Waves in Vocal
Chords Without Words
And Feet With
No Speak
of Dance
Just Free to Be
Free in Water, Wave
Ocean Whole Sight Just

“No title today…..”


Oh Lord This Title is Finally Coming Close
To Conclude Now so much Left to Do in Dance
And Building up my Strength to Do it all Over Again
Tomorrow Dis-inhibited Somewhat Impulsive Going with
A River That Powers The Sail of my Winds in Force oF Flow indeed
Bold Without Consistent Love And Empathy i could really be a Bad Dude
Oh For
the Love
of Love
Savior of my Soul..:)

Now to the Tale of the Tape in Record Book
Ways and MacroVerse Memories.. 3-Years to Date
With Even More MacroVerse Memories in those moving
All the way to The Beginning of this Longest Epic Long Form
Poem Beginning on 8.18.13 as Nautilus Chambers Gain More
Doors And Hurricane Arms of Winds in Human Cat-6 Way of
Creativity Continuing to Flow As Water Wave Ocean Whole See
As This Novel Size MacroVerse i am Working on Now continues to Grow
As it’s True Next Week Perhaps on Wednesday too it will Be Reported as
the 1000th MacroVerse of my KATiE MiA Aghogday Google Blogger Blog too…
Butt for Now “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020” is Actually the 926th MacroVerse
Of Longest Epic Long Form Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” At 8.3 MiLLioN Words now
in 83 Months of Effort as that “7 YearS HeAVeN” MacroVerse Also Doubles as the
254th MacroVerse in 50 Months Effort Now of “Nether Land Bible” At 5,814,158
Words… So it will not Be too Long Before i Celebrate the 6 MiLLioN Word Milestone
And Featnote of That Subchapter Epic Long Form Bible of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Total
Effort Epic Long Form Poem Bible too… And Thirdly at 38 Months of
Effort.. “FB Profile Pic Bible” with the “HeAVeN MacroVerse”
Triples as Number 152 at 4,203,026 words where there
Are Volumes 2018, 2019, and 2020 Published of that
Effort Close to Memorial Day Weekend Each
of those Years… With An Average of
About 7,000 Words in The Description
Areas of Facebook Profile
Pics During the Whole
38 Month Endeavor…
Public Dancing
Moves up to
13,460 Miles
in 83 Months..
the “Free Verse Nude
Poetry” 6 Volume Fully
iLLuSTRaTED Now Yes Adult
Cautioned Blog/Erotic Novel
Moves to remain at 112,340
Words With Some more Photo
Art Appropriately Added THeRE NoW too
And of Course the 298th Week of Dancing
With All the Cool College Age Folks put on hold
by Mr. Covid-19 Since March 12, 2020 as me and
Mr. Covid-19 Closed the Metro Dance Hall/Bar Down that night.. Maybe
For the Next Year only ‘The ViRuS’ Spreading Really ‘Knows’ what’s Next….
That About Covers That Now to MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date as
The Sunshine in this Tropical Weather is Waiting For me to come Visit And
Dance With Sand And Sun As One Force of Joy Soon And Sooner Now True
Before More Rain; It’s Raining; It’s Raining i’m Gonna Get a Rihanna Umbrella too..


Let the Rain Fall

“HeRcULeS’ oF soUL”… Whatever it takes…

“mY LamP iSreaL”.. NoW.. Like This too…

“wERisEToGeThEr aLLONewiThGOd”.. And That…

“6th Bible Memorial”.. And The Other Thing…

“WiLL i WAiT”… But No…

“God sKeYes oF LoVE FReED”… Yes

“BeYoND HEaVeN WiTHiN BeacH”… NoW..:)

“Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE ArT THoU NoW”.. Concluding The Writing
ParT on 7.29.2020 at 1:19 PM.. Electronic Publish Coming Soon Enough..:)


















BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.3 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”


“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)


“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”…Yes Indeed A Bit Epic as
The Title Is Almost Self-Explanatory with of Course Fully iLLusTRaTinG Pics
Straight From My Facebook Personal Page too.. Anyway there are actually
3 Volume Years as Linked complete in the Title Link Above comprising
2018, 2019, and 2020 as this Epic Long Form Poem First of its
Kind No Doubt.. hehe at Least this Size Has an Average
Of 7,000 Words in Each Facebook Profile Pic
Description Area As this New style Epic
Long Form Poem Bible is Fully
Illustrated Not only with
Facebook Pics to Help
Tale the Epic Long
Form Poem Bible Story
but Yes YouTube Video Songs
And Information to Accompany it All too..
And Of Course This is Only Half of Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” that to date at this
Point Carries 8.1 MiLLioN Words over the Course of 81
Months.. along with 13,260 Miles of Public Dance in the
Same Span of Dates As Well..  So Yeah Ongoing “FB
Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”


“7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020”.. JusT ANoTHeR MiLeSToNE And FEaTNoTE
to Celebrate Eternally NoW WiTHiN.. Yes.. A Common Experience Across CuLTuRES
Referred to By Metaphors Like Nirvana.. Satori.. Bliss.. Prana.. Tao.. Even
Kundalini Rising and Chi.. Yes Just Other words in Metaphors for
Autotelic Flow Sweet Spot ‘tween Apathy and Anxiety
Continuing Ever Increasingly Complex
Dance And Song
on A Tight Rope Now
No one Religion or Human
Owns this KingQueenDoM oF
HeaVeN WiTHiN Eternally NoW
No Myth.. No Hyperbole.. This Place IS ReAL NoW



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7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020

Sure.. one WiLL DeScribe the
Experience of God the Verb
Fitting God in one Word HA!
When one DancES
SinGS WitH God iT
MaTTeRs NoT iF
iT’s Like Super-Walmart..
DaNcE Halls.. Facebook..
BLogs.. Etc ETc..
ET aL.. YeP…
iN ZoNe
For One
Born Free God All ALiVE NoW
Dance Sing Praise oF LiVinG
LoVinG EacH OTHeR Freely HeAVeN aT HanD WiTHiN GiVE SHaRE ALwayS MoRE
In the Morn of Sunrise and Eve of Sunset God’s Love Ever RiSinG MoRE NoW
You are my little example NoW of God’s LoVE iNCaRNaTE
My FRiEnD Just another Sitting Buddha Lady Love
Amongst Monkeys There is Only One
Alpha Male and Female
Amongst Gorillas Not So Much And More
“Come Back Little Sheba”
Humans These Days More it Seems….
HeHe YeS
i Am NoW
Love’s Touch
Is Always Now
Never Aging Green Pill Within Outside My Window Inside Breathes Free Wings
Setting Myself Free Now From ‘Bible Writing’ Yet i Save At Least One Soul (Mine)
By WeaRinG ‘THiS MasK’ Either Water Or Underwater… A Choice Seeing Being
#iAMLoVENoW OFFeRinG You A Drink Of Heaven But You Will Only Taste It
If You Are Ocean Flow Whole Free BreathinG ETernally LoVE NoW Fearless
Truly An Only Saving Grace Is That We aRe All At Best Free Enough
to Write Our Own Bibles WorKinG Our Way Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
OMG! i Just Realized Something i’m One of Y’aLL Too This Human
‘Stuff’ Is Truly Bizarre… Humans Have This Amazing Ability
to Make Dreamy God Or Nightmare God As Real As
Real Gets Within NoW Oh Lord Choice of LoVE KinD
i BelieVE iN LoVE… i BeLiEVE iN LoVE iN OTHeR
Words Better Yet ReAlly Do LoVE
Holy CRaP Twilight Zone Breathes
The Majority of the Humans Served
Themselves By Loving GoDeViL iN A BooK
Stealing Most Any Child’s Love Convincing That Child That
GoDeViL Is WordS iN A Book When That Child BreatheS AGAiN
Love Free NoW That Child Sees… Humans Have Been DoinG Eternal
Life (Love) Now Long Before A First Word Is Written TaKinG Us AwaY NoW
From Love Sending Us to Hell NoW… Forget About Heaven And Hell After
Death Do LoVE NoW BReATHE Be JeSuS/GoD The Good Cop Statues
Now Be LOVE DO LOVE FREE NoW.. i Don’t Expect Anyone In This
Country Soul Washed In Fear And Hate to Hear or Understand me
But Lessons Live For Those Who See… We All Need To Write A
New Bible… Quite Fredly The Other One Smells too Much Like
Stink Stank Stunk Trump… A Country Truly Only Rises By
Ethical Leadership Both In State And Church When
State And Church Lie With No Shame Fall Comes
Next… Having God/Jesus ‘Statue’ That Always
Loves Forgives Enemies And Tortures
Non-Worshippers Forever Crux Of
This Country’s Problems No Fool
Understanding Innumerable Creative
Ghost Authors Some With Personality
Disorders Wrote the Bible Projecting Upon ‘JeSuS’…
Difficult it is to Love Someone Dealing With ‘Borderline
Personality Disorder’ But i Still Forgive And Love Story Book Jesus
Obviously A Problem oF A STory is Bad Cop Jesus Eternally Loving
Forgiving Enemies Torturing Non-Worshippers In Hell Forever
It’s Pretty Much How Other Religions View Christianity… Ya
Gotta Loving Role Model in Good Cop Jesus Parts
Now Just Do the Mentor
JeSuS iS onLY AS ReaL
JeSuS/GoD iS Alright With Me
As We Live As Metaphors FoR
SHaRinG Free With LeasT Harm For ALLGoDNoW
It’s Not About Jesus… It’s About ‘JeSuS’… It IS onLY
EacH And Every Individual’s Responsibility to Be Love As US ‘JeSuS’
Don A Mask of Love… Love Your Neighbor As Your Loving Self Smiles
Within… Be Good Cop ‘JeSuS’ Why Not Love Breathes Now If You Are
Not Following Love FOR ALL YOU ARE only Believing iN A Mask Without Soul
See i’ve Looked Into ‘These’ People’s EYes ‘This Love’ Still Breathes
Alive It Is Only That They Follow Leaders/Words/’Devil Masks’
Jesus And God And Love Were Replaced With A Statue
Long Ago After Death Most Ironically Now Dead to See
It’s Just A FacT iF This Country Is Not Powerful And Brave Enough
to Don A F88KinG Mask to Save Lives God Is Dead Jesus Is Dead
LooK ARouND CaN WiLL You ‘See’ IT Yet Before We aRe Doomed
Without Love Now The Reality Comes to ViSiT AGAiN iN ReTuRN
Greed BreedS iGNoRaNCE TaKinG MoRE ThaN GiVinG KaRMA ReTurnS ViSiTinG
NoW… Brown Lives Matter too the Last Republican Administration Slaughtered Over 100
Thousand Innocents over ‘Building Funds’… People Looking For God Everywhere After
Death And Heaven too.. Misplacing Love Somewhere in Living Death of Killing Fields Now
Minion Lives Matter on 5th Avenue too… Escape A ‘Trump Gun’ Replace It With Loving
Masks of Saving Lives Try to iMaGiNE iF You Will Now Better Yet Just Love Protect
Your Neighbor… Wear A F iN Mask Be A Good Samaritan in Heaven Now
You Don’t Become ‘A Good Samaritan’ For Heaven Later You Are A Good
Samaritan Experiencing Eternal Life (Love) Thanks Giving NoW
APPaRentLY Those SeeKinG Life After Death NoW Have Yet
to Experience Eternal Life For This BReatH iS oNly NoW to
SeeK iN Be i AM… In Short Eternal Life Is the Love
You Give Nothing More Nothing Less the Love You
BReATHE LiViNG NoW… Green Pill Within
Outside My Window Inside
Breathes Free Wings
Love’s Touch
Is Always Now
Never Aging
SMiLes Dear Sohair
Love Is Our FRiEnD
We Make Or Break
As God
Lower With
Fear And Hate
We Survive Hope
Breathes Love We Give
And Share We All BReaTHE
Freer With Least Harm Now To ‘See’ ALL (GoD)


Smiles Frank.. Nice to See You Here at “Buildings Fall Trees Grow Where Will We Go”..
When Stars of Old Pass Away Like Charlie Daniels i Love To Commemorate Their
Music As A Theme Song For my Words.. as soon as i got the Message
on my Smart Phone it fit in seemingly like Magic.. Katrina got
to Meet Charlie Daniels at A Pensacola Fair Here..
And Her Sister’s Husband’s Family Helped
With His Ranch i Understand as usual
Small World It is.. It wasn’t
Too Long Ago Just
70 Year ago hehe..
in the 50’s Where Elvis
Presley’s Song “Love me Tender”
Was Named The Devil’s Music and
Rock And Roll Songs Were ‘Burned at
the Stake’ At the ‘Foot Loose’ Local Huge
Assembly of God Church in the 70’s too..
Here As i did Face A Bit of Adversity From
Those Folks When i started my
Public Dance 82 Months
Ago At Super Walmart
Accosted by some
of the Church
Locals Suggesting
That i wasn’t any King David
Worthy to Dance In Public so i said
Fine I’ll Aim More Toward “John 14:12”
Then.. And Make Sure i Do the David Dance
in More Vile Ways as i’m Not Sure That Dave
Ever Fulfilled That Part of His Prophecy then..
if so.. it didn’t make the Bible.. so there is always
Room For Others to Fulfill Self-Fulfilling Prophecies Again
Like Isaiah 53 too.. Yes it’s True Some Folks Believe i am a bit
‘Touched’ By Dancing In Public As it’s True the “Autotelic Flow”
It Brings is surely Nirvana Blow-Out Bliss Fresh Free with Divine
Feel and Sense of ‘Frission’ From Head to Toe too.. so when they
Gawk at a Distance With their Smart Phones to Share me with their
Good Old Boy And Girl Friends on Social Media.. i take the Opportunity
To Meet And Greet Them And Show them i know how to Play Guitar too
And i can Fiddle Their Holy Book Yes More Than Likely More Precisely than
their Pastor surely indeed of all the Actions In the Book too As When A Person
With Asperger’s Syndrome Mixed in with the Positive Gifts of Bi-Polar Makes a
New Hobby In Life.. We Tend to take it all the way and so much further that usually
The Amount of Information and Art i Transfer to the ‘Foot Loose’ Folks is an experience
They will Never have again in this “Love me Tender” Town on its Good Days too.. Marilyn
Monroe And Elvis Presley Changed the World And Surely Walt Whitman Provided some
Free Verse
The Original
Oral Tradition
Was Due to come
Again with Priests of the
Cosmos Who Will see so much
Further than a Desert Patch in the
Middle East And Verily See All of that
too along the Way as Star Dust We Come
And Star Dust We Go It’s What We Do with
The Gold Within in Between that Makes Life A Miracle
For Real Surely Worth the Magical ‘Cherish’ Song and
The Amazing ‘Brandy’ Song too.. Oh the Blessing of YouTube
To Keep Sharing these Amazing Souls of Music and Other Arts
And Sciences As ‘These Are the Pyramids of Spirit’ Worth Keeping
And Giving More.. What An Amazing Library of Music at my Finger
Tips to Muse the Flow of my Words More.. This is Heaven No Doubt
Rarely Do Cold And Hot Rocks in Space get to Create A Place like This of Star Dust Breath..
i Love
it Tender
With All the
Other Options
Open to See More
Colors of God True Now too..:)

According to Studies As Far as the Priesthood Goes at Least,
the Catholic Church is A Very ‘Gay’ Church Per the Linked Article Below.

Some Research Suggests That Upwards of 60 Percent of Catholic Priests Live
With a ‘Gay Nature’; Whether or not They Sexually Express that Nature With the
Same Sex; Both Men And Women, or Not, in Positions in The Church as far As Nuns go too.

It is often Folks Who Cannot Face Who They Are With Self
Hate And Guilt Who Attempt to Police And Punish Those of the Same
Nature That is theirs they cannot Reckon With; Indeed, It’s Sad And Causes Harm to Others who are the same.

It’s Not Hard to see this for anyone who has visited a Catholic Church, Anywhere in the World; Who has
any Common Sense.

Folks Who Are Outcast From ‘Regular Social Roles’ Are More Likely to Become ‘Celibate Priests’.
This is Okay, as Long as they Retain Empathy for the Outcast; and Do Not Police and Punish for
What They Cannot Reconcile About Themselves.

Considering, 37 Percent of the Left-Overs of the Catholic Church, Who are a Very Aging, Overall,
Demographic Left of the Church Now, are on the Fence of Leaving; And Younger Generations, No longer
Interested in Organized Religion; Overall, It all may Be A Moot Point Soon Enough; Where Folks Can
Be Their Selves Honestly in another Area of Employment to Gain A Social Role and Make a Living.

Society is not as Cruel as it once was; There are Options for People Who are Different to Survive
and Thrive in Life, Now as Compared to Struggles From Decades Ago, So Difficult to Live In Balance, then.

Of course, Society out of ‘Trump Rule’ and Associated ‘Minions’, At least’;
The Third or so of the Country With The Issue of Outcasting Different from them still;

Yet, Where the Old Majority Becomes the Newest Minority; Lots of Growing Pains Coming
And Going Around Society Now; Like ‘Black Life Matters’ As The Welcome Mat on 5th Avenue to ‘Trump Tower’.

Somewhere, if the ‘Good Cop JeSuS’, Were around, No Doubt That Version Would Be Smiling and enjoying
A Bit of Righteous Indignation; Satisfied Like Steak And IceCream in Greater Justice for Outcasts today.

Anyway; no ‘Reason’ Love; Real Love, Can’t Be Tender… However, it comes and goes… as Human Kind.




Children’s Love Without Caste So True Kites
They Rise Together Now Without
Looking Down Best Being
We Still Love 🙏 Free 🌈☀️
Showers No Longer Work Alone
Changes of CuLTuRaL Clothes
Necessity Accessory NoW
Or witH
No Art..
‘That Country’ Could Be Standing Sitting Laying Beside You… Remember
Not Everyone Gets Free Hugs At Night Hug Those Folks Most
When You Find Someone Not Afraid to Hug Never Let Go
Cherish Every Square Inch #HUGLIFENOW
LikE GoD All DisGuiSinG LosT Until HuG iT All
A Country WHere A Majority of
‘Christians’ Will Elect ‘John 8:44’ for Prez
Rumble! Tumble! BRinG iN The Blue Angels
Let’s All Celebrate in the Good Old US oF A!!
(They Were Smart Enough Not To Come To
Protect Trump Minion Ignorance From ITself)
i Love ‘Her’ Purely For So Many Years She
Sings ‘She’ Loves me i Reach out my Hand over and over… Silence…
All Else Fails i ‘Sing’ to ‘Her’ She FinAlly Replies ‘Wow You Sing So Great’ With A Smile
NoThing NeW UndeR A Son JusT ANoTHeR Early Thursday Morning ParAble iNSPiReD
i Get By With A Little Help From my ’Friends’… i Make Love to ‘Her’ on ‘Her’ ‘Birthday’
Then NoW iN Permanent Ink So i Will Never Forget God’s Words Born ALiVE iN me
MaKinG LoVE Best CLiCK Bait Eva Eva Eve Hehe… Oh GoD i LoVE THaT ‘WoMaN’
SunSeT iS SuNRiSE NoW 7.11.2020 True They Are All ’WoMeN’ But Who Am i to Judge
Hehe… Dance Play Sing Meow
Purr Love Nap Sleep Nap
Sleep Nap Love Purr Meow
Sing Play Dance Be LioN KinGQueeN
Be God Love Free NoW NoW A Dance
And Song That ReFusES to WinD DowN
A Hurricane A Milky Way of Arms Ever
Expanding Chambers of Nautilus Love…
It’s Funny the sayings
Culture comes up With
That are Both So Ironic
And Hypocritical As Here
Folks Say in Refrain We Treated
Each Other Worse than Dogs as
If They are in a Caste Below Humans
As It’s Crystal Clear in Terms of Love
That they are in the Highest
Caste of Unconditional
Love For they
No Human
Caste Lower
Or Higher But True
We Call Dogs Lower
Caste Yet We Don’t Let them
Suffer the way my Mother did
For 8 Days without Food or Drink
Waiting for the Most Natural Death
Possible as the Doctor Promised
It Would take 3.. About the Longest
Days any Person Would torture
A Dog in isolation for the
Social Animals they are
Without a Friendly Pet…
True.. only if We Treated
Each other the way we
Treat out Pets.. Smiles..
Perhaps If We Were
still furry kinder
Mercy Will
Rule the outcast Day…
Smiles.. Hope You’re catching
Up With Your Work thanks so
Much For sharing The Dog Song..
these Words…

Generally Speaking, According to Classical Evolution, At Least;
People are Alike All Over in their Differences Innately; And Environment
Plays a Huge Role In Our Development Ever Changing in One Lifetime in accord
with Neuroplasticity and Epigenetics in Day to Day Life; Meeting Challenges of Every Day
Struggles and the Adaptations that Naturally Happen in either Success or Failure in Both Surviving and Thriving.

‘This’ is way, Way, WAYS, too complicated to Material Reduce it to whether or not the Current Assessed
Environmentally ‘Affected And Effected’ ‘Extreme Left or Right’ is Gonna Procreate And Make Future Society
Reduced to ‘Left and Right’ Genetic Impact in Reproduction. It’s Worth Noting that the ‘Conservative Religious
Extreme Right’ is Growing much More ‘Gray’ In Demographics, Even in the Muslim World of Temples too; Credit the
Online Environment Now of Opening Minds AND BODIES to New Experiences this way of changing Personalities more.

Yes, Generally Speaking, even in the rest of the Animal Kingdom, Studies have assessed More Conservative
Cautious Sitters Opposed to Nomad Rovers at about a Ratio of 20 Percent to 80 Percent; As Yes, Boats (Us) need
‘Sails And Anchors’ (Rovers And Sitters) to meet the Challenges of ‘Sailing’ Exploration And Rough Seas in Accord
of ‘Safe Harbors’ with ‘Anchor Animals’ too, Who Did Not Venture Out So Far Away From ‘the Desert Cave’;
Hmm, Some folks Remain In Desert Lands without any Natural Source of Fresh Water, so Stubborn; hehe,
Or they Travel to Snowy Mountains Where Freezing to Death is A Very Real Potential and Never Turn Back to
More ‘Greenlands’ to ‘FeeL And Eat’; They Start Fires And Make Tools to Stay; How Ingenious they are too, to Survive
And STAY PUT..;)

Humans And Their ‘Cultural Clothes’ Make the ‘Naked Animal With Genetic Instincts Expressed Fully’, An
Animal That May come to be almost unrecognizable, until you get them into a Procreative Act or Other
Challenge Like a Fight or Flight Situation; Passions Do Overcome ‘Reason’ in These Surviving Ways of Life’.

I Have Always Been considered One of the Most Peaceful Folks In the Room, my Entire Life; The Most Rational;
the Valuable Commodity, Both in School and Work; Dependable to Solve Problems Reasonably And Fast; but
that was in Work and School; It didn’t take into account Instinct in the Wild, like What Happens In Bars
When You Are the Only Sober One And Everyone Else is Drunk, Competing for Mates that You already
Have and are just There for the Autotelic Flow of Dance to Enhance Overall Creativity in Overall Bliss.

Anyway, Not Looking for Female Attention; butt getting it profusely, just dancing fearlessly without a
Care in the World but Bliss; a Drunk Dude Got Pissed off, Shot Me a Bird And Head Butted Me; But i guess
he didn’t realize that i am God Yes, Literally As Strong as An Orangutan; Yes, Science Shows this is Possible
for Humans to be this strong through Appropriate Environmental Challenge that i’ve taken in this way all my life
and achieved since 12 Years-Old as my Peers suggested i was too weak to survive; so the Weakest Boy Became the Strongest Leg Pressing Dude in the Military Gym, through 60 Years-Old as Proven on Youtube still too at 1340 Pounds
Of 100 Seconds of Leg Pressing at a Safe 90 Degree Angle then; that no other Military Dude; No Matter
what age, who tried it, could budge it an inch at all; as Usually Dudes in the Military don’t do Anabolic
Steroids like they do in the ‘Civilian World of Gym Rats’; Anyway, in Less than one second i had Him
in a Choke-Hold Submissive On His knees; He didn’t know what Hit Him; And i had never
come close to doing that in my Life; but what i found out that day is that i Am potentially
Deadly; A Valuable Lesson indeed, Mostly for me; as i took great Measure not to do it again.

Bottom Lines; Humans Will believe they are Rational all they want to; but Perhaps
They haven’t been in the Environment Yet to Prove they are not Rational at all.

Of course, it most often Happens with the Oldest Brain; the Reptile Brain,
In Terms of Procreation and Fight or Flight Circumstances As Both Pain
And Pleasure Is Evolutionary Intertwined this way For Base Survival of all Mammal Species.

Other than that Personalities Change over the course of a Lifetime Heavily
Influenced by the Environment as Introverts become Extroverts and Sitters
become Rovers for Survival too; or just for fun of change too as i’ve done Introvert
And Extrovert; And Extrovert is surely More of a fearless exciting way of Life to really
Breathe And Color
Life Free NoW in
Yet, Introvert has its
advantages as well in places like Online;
or Painting a Sistine Chapel and the Such
Where one Generates their own Heaven
Within through a Life of Solitary Flowing Autotelic Art Where
Paintings And Poetry And Even Dancing and the Such Become Within
Friends to See in the Outer World Come Results too of Soul Arts For Others to See.

Humans Are Paintings;
Never Ever Science Projects Alone;
The Human Cultural Global Painting
Is So Complex Now; it would only Take
A God; Yes, The Rest of Nature and Tools
That Become Us to Figure it all Out; Perhaps
We aRe Doomed but in the Short Term By God This Human Condition
Is a Fascinating Overall Masterpiece Painting that Never comes complete and boring;

At Least for
those who
See a Larger
Painting than Sticks
And Stones And Carrots
of Only A Very Narrow View of Existence.

Smiles, according to Science, in Any Room That Accepts All People, You’ll Find Open Minded
And Closed Minded Folks; But it’s True in Any Room That Accepts All People, You’ll Find More of the
‘Jesus’ in The ‘Beatitudes Part of the Bible’ At least; And Those Who Are Openminded-Hearted-Spirited-SouLeD
Enough to Associate With All People, Tolerate Them; And By God Even Accept Their Differences
And Encourage Them to Be Free to Enjoy Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Happiness
in Their Own Ideal Way Natural Treating Others and the Rest of Nature
With least Harm; The Ideal American Way Improving
Supported By Laws For A ‘More Perfect Union’
to Protect
The Different
Among us; both
Conservative and Liberal
Too With Older Traditions And Freer ‘Jonathan Livingston Seagull’ Wings True.

Churches Are Still of Course, By Order of Older Traditions, Designed For Narrower Minds of Heart, Spirit, And Soul.

The Jesus Story Wandered the Desert in Nature, Discarding those Traditional More Conservative Clothes
Then Evolving into Love As Humans At Highest Natural ‘Caste’ of Getting Along Naturally Do.

But of course That Was All Liberal Loving,
All Forgiving Enemies, Merciful, Painted Jesus;

Not The Trump/Jesus/God Who Never Forgives
The Enemy if they Don’t Worship Him Now And
In His And or Her Imagination at least, Sends them to Hell Forever
For Pay-Back for Not Kissing Their Butt in Blind Loyalty ‘They’ Call Faith.

There is Faith of Love.
There is Faith of Difference.
Know (See) the Difference, Be Jesus;
A Liberal Jesus who Loves ALL
Fearlessly Now With Least Harm;


Go to Church
And Be (Stay) Conservative,
Traditional And Closed Minded,
Spirited, Hearted, And SouLeD in Terms
of Cognitive Empathy, Affective Empathy
And Compassion For What Makes The Different Tolerable And
Acceptable to Love and Breathe too; Oh God, So Freely With Wings.

i’m Liberal Enough, Like the Beatitudes Version of Jesus to Still Go To
Church And Do My Best to Ignore All the Taste/Smell of Fear and Hate of
Difference i Still See, at least to Tolerate And Accept That Difference i See of
Fear and Hate There; Yet, if the Transgression come to the Level of Harming Others
Now, YOU GOD D8MN R8GHT, i speak up to defend the Outcasts Among Us; I’ve already
HEAT TO THE REST OF NATURE FOR BEST SURVIVAL IS EVIL, Too; note, i didn’t all use all Caps, i just
Wrote one of these Long Form Poems to the Priest And He STOPPED IT AND IT NEVER HAPPENED AGAIN,
AT least not when i sit in the Back Pew with A Voice Without a Microphone of Song Loud Enough Now to Lead
the Choir When the really ‘Sweet’ Choir Director is MiSSinG ExpreSSinG His Love With Words of Song Angelic indeed too…

i Can’t Stop The Love For
‘Trump’; And It’s More than
Obvious to me why; It’s part
of their Human Nature Gardened that way;
Born By Genetics And Bred By Environment too.

On the Other Hand THEY CAN’T STOP THE

Smiles, My Friend, if Jesus
Could accept the Ignorance
of Tradition And Still Associate
With Prostitutes, Accountants
And Tax Collectors; Perhaps
That might Motivate You
to accept
What you
can’t Possibly
Understand at this
Point at least; For what
Makes Humans Different from You;
The Way of Jesus, The Good Cop Version
at least, is Love Without Labels No Matter
What Words or Body Parts Touch Each other
When Sincere of Who Folks Really are; Makes for an
Interesting Mix; Of course, the One Who Accepts all
May Never Truly Find ‘A Tribe’ by Very Nature of Loving
All to Rest A Head In Peace ToGeTHeR most ironically to
Be accepted by
any ‘Tribe’ at all.

The Price of Being
A Liberal Jesus
is not
Without Cost;
The Price of Being
Loving Free is Never Without Cost.

But It’s True i for one Will Not Be Able
to Live With Myself Without Living Loving
Truth in Light of Beauty’s Wisdom Seeing Now…

Some of Us Are Just Born And Bred This
Way too by a “Mother oF LiGHT True” As Love…


Just in Case
You Wonder
Where i come
From: Son of WoMaN…

A Truly Loving Mother Accepts All of
Their Child Unconditionally With Love;
My Mother Was Flawed this way too with Another
Child; mostly influenced by the Ignorance of the Catholic
Church; That Child almost committed Suicide Never Doing
Less than Loving my Mother; Yes, This is VERY PERSONAL FOR ME.

i Keep the ‘Real
Enemies’ of this ‘ALL
LOVE’, Very Close in Deed..:)

Ironically, As i’ve Probably Mentioned
Here before; For the 23 Years i did not Visit
Church, After i found the Love of Marriage; Church
Groups that Came to the Military Bowling Center i managed
through their Leaders Named me the Best Living Example of
A Christian They Ever met; Most Everyone Assumed i Was Christian
Only For
The Light
of Love
Came From me
And my Mother too;
There is always Room for
The Child to Improve the
Mother’s Love that Still Breathes in US too;
You Seem ‘Logical’; If you want some Real
Education in terms of Science on the Matter,
the YouTube Presentation Presents it linked below.

“Gays Are Designed by Nature in Greater Order/Art For Us to Be Kind to Each Other”

If it was not for ‘Gay Folks’; It’s Highly Unlikely the Catholic Church Would or COULD Even Exist;
And Unlimited Other Achievements In Both Arts And Sciences; Jesus F in Christ; on Top of that
And Reproduction; How many Children Has Elton John ‘Lent’ ‘Some Piano Fingers’ in Romancing Life too

‘Gay’ is Indeed ‘Traditional’ for Survival too; See Deeper than Genitals my Friend; See Life ALL SOUL LiFE LOVE;

And While We Are at It; Let’s Knock the Abortion Issue into the Love Park too; Studies Also Show That Where
Abortion is ILLEGAL; it does’t decrease Abortions Significantly, instead it Increases Disability, Yes, Permanent
Injury and Death; More Inhumane Suffering for All Who Are Part of this Natural Darker Part of Human Nature too;
Indeed, Abortions are Fewer Now Since 1973 and Roe Versus Wade; Credit The Education of Family Planning
And Effective Affordable Contraception Most; But of course Ignorance Says Create More Suffering and
Death through Unsafe Practices of ‘Back Alley Coat Hanger Abortions’ where no Peaceful
Protests from Catholic Can Possibly be Held; While the Catholic Religion
May Celebrate The Suffering of a Dude on a Cross there is no reason
in Ethical Love to Make a Human Suffer
More than our Pets in Death
Either When it is sure and
Real Human Misery and Suffering too…

The Catholic Church And Religion in General Needs Revision.

Traditions are always going to be here; but we Damn Sure Can
And Will Improve them to Taste/Smell More Like Heaven than Hell;
Some of Us Are Doing this now;
in both
Stealthy ways too;
Altruism is a Force of
All Natural Love That is in
Part Genetic And Environmental True too…
Love is the Muscle We Epigenetically Enhance
Too and By God Yes it comes in Rainbow Colors of Gay Love For All too…





LeSSoN 181
Seasons Come Seasons Go
Summer Falls Winter Springs
Change Dances Sings Best News oF All
MaGiC Equals Order Out of Chaos Without
Finding ‘ReaSoNS’ FoR iT FLoWinG Free to Be i AM
MaGiC iS JusT FRuiTioN Of HuMaN
‘i Am What i Am’ And Yes i’ll JusT Do Beast-Mode too At A MaLL
BeacH As Usual NoW With ‘Hairy PoTTeR MaGiC’.. Yes…
Or PerHaps ‘This’ IS JusT ANoTHeR One Of Innumerable
MaGiC iNCaNTaTioNS From ‘A Good Witch of the
Deeper Deepest SoutH’ eHehe
At Least That’s What My Dream
Told me When i Took A Nap And
Went to Oz Again to Report BacK AGAiNoW
Trump’s Ship Is Sinking There iS A Whole Ocean
That Will Melt HiS ‘Witch’ Soon Enough in Fear And Hate
oF iGNoRaNCE ‘Trumps’ Don’t Understand What Soul Is
How Parents With Souls Are NOT Going to Put Their Children
In Harm’s Way HELL EVIL DEVIL NO… Who Is Dorothy? Any Human
With A Soul Who Still Believes Children Are The Future Worth Saving
in Breath For Real… ‘Dorothy’ Is Definitely Gonna Throw Water
On That ‘Fresh Hell’ of Stone Cold Soul Psychopathy Next
Meanwhile Back Where Evil Flies The Secretary
of Education Under the Threat of the Orange
Witch Threatens to Send Kids to Harm
Perhaps You’ll Have to ‘Sign-Up’ For
The Trip to Oz to Get the Reason,
Courage, And HeART To Finish Off the ‘Face of Fear’…
If A Little Girl Like Dorothy Can And Will Do IT i Guess A Question
Is Why Not You… Church Or State Matters Not Same Dark State of
Affairs of Human Soul… If Only We Could Just Put Water On IT And Melt IT
Away… Obviously Some Folks Can’t Identify When the Wicked Witch of the
West Steps Right Into Their Life Subjugates And Controls Them
Sure Why Not Call The Wicked Witch of The West Who ‘He’
Is What ‘He’ Symbolizes And What ‘He’ Does in Dark
oF ALL Of US… Of Course The Wicked Witch Of
the West is Archetype of the Evil, Devil, Hell of
Fear And Hate And All of What Ruins Until it Melts
It’s Worth Noting That At The End of the Movie
The Wicked ‘Witch’ of the West Just Melts Down
to Just About Nothing… ‘Now For That Nap’
State of Flowers And Rag Weeds ‘Florida Men
Trump And Santis’ Rule
‘Rag Weed Pollen’
‘This Episode’ of the
Twilight Zone Is Gonna
Last More Than 30 Minutes
With No Commercial Interruptions Stuff Is Gonna Close Again Now… Yes..
Let me PuT IT More Precisely Human Nature Loves And Some Folks Are
Not Capable oF IT Most Human Nature Still Loves Through IT
Peer Pressure Mounting Though As the Mask-Less Are Fast Becoming The
Minority In Every Florida In-Door Place Most FolkS Ain’t Dum
With Church Requirements Now For Masks Now It’s Pretty Easy to Predict Who
Ignores ‘The Rule’ With A Big Toothy Trump Grin… In Other Trump News His Protege
Santis Refusing A State Mask Order Leads Record Territory oF iGnorance 15.3K CaseS iN
A FL Day… 13,393 Miles of Public Dance in 82 Months All Day And Night too All Weekend
A Nap Before Dance Begins Again For Free… Considering ‘He’ Still Had ‘Trump Bowing’
on His Mind No Wonder A ‘Beast’ Revelation Story Might Have Entered His Reality
Again… i Had my Popeye The Sailor Man Shirt on Right After ‘He Ate the
Spinach’ And The Deacon Didn’t Understand What ‘Beast Mode’ Means…
‘Deacon Prays’ For ‘Poor Trump’ For All the Criticism He is Receiving Devil Yes
Commuting Criminal Felons Propagating Deaths In Pandemics Other Fresh Hell…
SMiLes Sohair.. Naturally Without Written Instruction iN Hundreds of Thousands
Of Years.. Humans are Classically Evolved Still Now to Cooperate And Play
Kindly With Each Other.. Yes.. in Common Binds of Bonds In Meaning And
Purpose of Naturally Foraging Together For Subsistence Hand-in-Hand
WHeRe the Most Valuable Asset is Truly Really the Capital of Human
Resources In Flesh and Blood Where the Only Real Competition
Is Insuring the Well Being
of the Human HeART Beat
All Depend on to
Continue Breathing..
SMiLes.. All We Have
to Do is Continue Loving
Each Other With Respect
Loving the Rest of Nature in
Balance The Same Love to BReATHE
First Step Dance of Love Second Step
Affirm This Love in Song And Thirdly Yes..
Just Do It ToGeTHeR Free LiVinG LoVE…
LeSSoN 181 Seasons Come Seasons Go
Summer Falls Winter Springs Change Dances
Sings Best News oF All… Thank You.. Yes.. Very

Interesting; My Last Thought After Writing That was; Perhaps, i should ask You About Your Relationship With Your Mother.

Watching My Mother Die For 8 Days in Hospice, was my Most Terrifying Dream Come True, my Entire Life; But it actually Only Proved to me How Much i had Developed As A Human Soul as Gifted in Love By Her as i was full of compassion but really hated to see her suffer that way; if you can imagine Not Having a Drop of Water for 8 Days, Dying Slowly, Ever Slower; so much Slower without a Drop of Water for 8 Days; there would be no way for Her to ask for a ‘Lazarus
Drop’ Either in Her State of Dying; but that’s what’s She Wanted; all That Medicine Could Provide For Her for
A Most Natural Way She Sought to go; Not Fed or Watered By Tubes connecting to her then just Dying Slowly…

The Anniversary of my Child’s Death is coming up on July 24th; He only lived in Pain With Never A Smile
For 51 Days, 23 Years ago; i Held Him Through His Last Breath When Modern Medicine Finally Let Him
go to the same place; if he could have Just been born the way he was born not to Breathe… Dying Ever Slower…

That Was A Long 51 Days; but it only prepared me for my Fate That Would Be Real Hell For 66 Months
Within Shut-in From Wake to Sleep; Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, The Worst Pain Known to Humankind
Literally Assessed as Worse Than Crucifixion That No Drug Would Touch; Yes, and literally Commonly Named
the Suicide Disease in the Medical Field only when a person experiences it sporadically; Not in All Waking Hours
like i did for 66 Months. The closest Example i can give folks to relate to the intensity of the Pain
is Having A Dentist Drill Your Teeth with no Novocaine, except in my case the Pain Was in my
Right Eye and Ear, Rendering the Use of my Eyes and Ears Effectively almost Useless;
Stuck between my Ears for the first 33 Months; until i finally tolerated the pain
enough with the light turned all the way down on my Computer Screen
to Write here to try to get my mind off the pain, Just to survive
one more Second of Life; as i never knew if i would be able
to do it, second to second, the entire 66 Months. For
The First 40 Days of the Most Severe Part of the
Pain in the ‘Lent Period’ of 2008, in the Spring then,
with the addition of 18 Other Medical Disorders; including
Dysautonomia Where My Autonomic Nervous System would Not
Synch my Heart Rate and Blood Pressure Well Enough to Get Blood Flowing
Fully to my Brain; for the first 35 of 40 days then, i only got less than 1 Hour of
Very Shallow ‘Cardboard’ Sleep with the help of An ‘Alpha Blocker’ to Slow my Heart
Rate as i would Gasp for Breath every time i fell asleep; and then the Last 5 of 40 Days
it no longer worked where Heaven seemed like death and the worst part, even worse than
the Pain, was losing all my Emotions and Feelings of Life; Where every second Passed like
A Thousand Years in Hell with Just total nothingness; the void; the Black Abyss of the Soul disconnected from
(ALL) God, Where Being doused with Gasoline And Lit on Fire Forever is a Preferable Dream to that State of Being;
Somehow, after not being able to even walk to a shower; i found the last bit of strength inside to find
the keys in Hopes of Crashing into a Tree; But i always followed the rules; i Just couldn’t break the
Speed limit to do it; And by the way, i don’t have a brother; i have one Sister Who has Asperger’s
Syndrome too; it’s not always easy finding Friends with this Disorder; i found a Bridge to
Jump off of and my Sister Miraculously found me at the Bottom of the Bridge in Her
Car to Save my Life; but still all i wanted to do is find a way out of her Car
And Jump off the Shallow End of a Boardwalk; where of course that wouldn’t
have worked; but after 40 Days and 35 Hours of Sleep total; i wasn’t thinking all too clearly;
Anyway, My Sister Drove me out in the Country and told me she would kill us both as she
Was willing to Speed as she said she couldn’t live without a Brother; i said no; i was finally willing
to go to the Hospital; And they Pumped me with something to put me down; and i lived with the Suicide
Disease for the Rest of the 66 Months. i had A Metal Chain in a Bicycle Basket; about 2 Years into the Pain
i Had Picked out A Tree Far in the Forest then, on A Country Road Distant From my Home; Just in Case the
Pain left me no choice; as i wanted to do it where it worked, and do it where no one would find me; and
my Life Could Serve the Purpose of at Least Feeding Vultures at the end of it this way; There was nothing
Left of my Soul; What A Horrible Thing that would have been to do to my Loved ones then; but again,
there was nothing left of my Soul but Worse than Crucifixion Torture every second of the Day;
My Wife woke me up the Next Morning, telling me of her Strange Dream Where she Named
That Road i picked out that she had never mentioned before; telling me that She
And her Deceased Grandmother Were There Hanging Christmas Ornaments
on a Tree. She Never Knew i was still suicidal; and that Chain didn’t
come out of the Basket, Until after the Pain Miraculously went
away with the Pain and Numb of 18 Other Medical Disorders
on 7.19.2013; all documented on this Website still and
on my Blog too from that date then; but anyway, it was proof
enough that even though i couldn’t feel it anymore; having nothing
of Faith, Hope, And Belief Within; God Was Saying through her Dream
YOU BETTER STAY; i stopped Thinking about Suicide at least and ‘sucked
it up’ more as ‘they’ say. The Doctors offered no Prognosis for Recovery; it was
sudden indeed and My Therapist who was Catholic In her Long Experience with
Working with Folks in a Black Abyss of Soul, Named it a Miracle of ‘Religious Magnitude’;
Just Another Unexplained Recovery in the Pain and Numb from 19 Medical Disorders, then.

Anyway, Back to my Mother’s Death Bed And Compassion; i realized that although her Breath
Was going away; as truly it was Deafening to me to Hear Last Breath Go; What Remained is the
Pure Love She Bred and Gardened in me; The Greatest Gift i could Possibly Have to Carry on and give
to others unconditionally, the same she did for me; And Then Understanding Fully the Gift of my Mother;
i came to realize How Important The Story And the Persona of Jesus is for those Folks Who have Never Had
that Gift from Any Breathing Being Now; As Truly Story Will Become Love This Way too; and in this Way the
Story of Jesus AND Mary is priceless to Believe that Love Will Come to Breathe in Others too.

Yes, i Understand Your Devotion to Mary Better now, more completely; i can’t imagine what
Life would Have been without that Love From my Mother; i can imagine what it would have
been Like if my Father Raised me as all he had to say to me When He came for my Son Ryan’s Surgery
Was Raise Him Like A Man; The Job He never Did for me; And the Job He considered then, my Mother to
Fail at too; as i wasn’t A Hard Law Enforcement Dude Like Him; i had the greatest gift that he never felt in life;
Like A Window that was opaque between my Soul And His That He would never ever be able to See through in his Life.

Smiles, my Friend The Christian Religion is Priceless for the Love it Brings to Folks.

As You Can See Now, We’ve Experienced Life Differently; My View is Colored by these
Events in Life; And i Have a Kind of All Forgiving Loving Mercy that may Only Come When a Person
Truly Does Live in Hell for 66 Months Within; i don’t want anyone else to Go to Hell to get This Gift.

If Jesus Was A Real Man, Who Went to Hell like this for Just for a Few Hours; i can’t imagine Him
Ever Wanting to do that to His Worst Enemy; Surely, Why someone would develop a
Philosophy to Love Your Enemy, same as Yourself and Neighbors that are Friends;
As Only by the grace of Nature that is God Whole, Indeed, who Might Need
to Be carried by Loving Arms Fallen in Hell; my Mother Never left my side in
Hell; my Wife and Sister Stayed; this does make this very personal for me for
many reasons/feelings; but i hold no personal judgements for Folks who
Have Experienced Life
Differently than me;
Although i may Sincerely
Disagree on Some Points
for the Mercy i Feel For all
Of Existence Breathing God.

In this Way too, i surely See
The Gift of Mary You Really ‘See’.

Peace my Friend; We Learn from the
Experiences of ours and others too;
it’s up to us to find the Best Paths for our Souls.

Whatever Works to make you Love; is what works
best my Friend; Whatever it takes; yes, Do It For Your Soul..

I wish you the Best Fortune of Finding A Woman Who Will
Gift You With Love Your Entire Life in A Way Your Mother Wasn’t Able to do…

A First Step in
Love is Always
Forgiveness; whether
it is someone else or Yourself;
For me at Least it is Literally Always Forgiveness…

LeSSoN 181
Seasons Come Seasons Go
Summer Falls Winter Springs
Change Dances Sings Best News oF All




“To Rule the World And
Everything in It” Such A Small Aim When Beyond
Measure Yes iNFiNiTY Breathes Within Beyond
Distance, Space, And
Time, And Even Matter
As Quantum Physics
Speaks As Well
Nothing To Rule
When You ‘See’
As All in All
Of Me
Ruler of
None But
Heaven WiTHiN
Hehe ObViouSLY
As Easy Singing Dancing
Thanks For Helping to
A Way
All All
In All We Do
Thanks Giving
For Giving NoW..🌈🌟
LeSSoN Number 182
EvilivE Hidden over
Guise oF BeLieF
MoRe apParenT
As Days Go oN iN DarK…
Anyone around the Entire
Globe with any Common
Sense of Empathy and
as Love
Will See ‘this’
As Love awakens
Greater now for those who see EvilivENoW
BReaTHE… Declaration of Independence
And the Constitution of the United
States is surely a Force of Freedom
to STiLL laud and applaud as a much
better way of life than what came before
but the heart of selfish and greedy men is
what has come since the Vietnam War and
Nixon and Reagan and yes the ClintonS and
Yes BushES and now the Trump of all of that
who hopefully inspires the antithesis of all those
administrations that sully the Face of Honor and
Integrity and Character NoW of Men upon Granite
Mountain Stone of
Great STiLL for
Freedom’s LiGht
STiLL.. yes.. the
Constitution of
the United
the Declaration
of Independence is
An only Lamp Left
NoW Of A Foundation more
Than Selfish Greed away from Free.
Matrix We Become Birth plugged into Culture
Born into Reborn Again Dance Sing Free From Prongs
With the Coming SuNday Legally Approved Strong Armed
Tactics of Ripping Loving Brown Families Apart… i LiVE iN
HEaVeN ETerNally Now For 7 Years i Am Celebrating Every
DeTale i Provide For ‘You’ to Attend Free of Charge… Just Give It
Share It F88K It Just Love It All For Free No Matter What Just Love
Fearless Free Doing Least Harm Now
Sunshine Now With
Birds of Peace With
Wings Back to You
Stormy Tropical
Weather But
Does Not ‘Mind’
Hehe Literally
As Such out
Of Neo-Cortex
In Flow And Bliss
Of Heaven Within
Now Hmm.. Wonder
What it might take
To Convince Folks
Heaven is Real And
Achievable in An Autotelic Eternal
Flow Within Eternally
Now WHere A Lifetime
Practice of Flow Achieving Activities
Like Moving
(Free Dance)
Creates Heaven
Easy Peacey Always
Now Failed Attempts
Years Before so i
Continue to Dance
And Sing FLoWeRS
And THoRNS God
Rose Within
Creates Heaven
Within Eternally
Now HAha could
Have Just
Back but
At Least
You Feel/Fill
Me With SMiLes
One of ‘Those People’ Who Will Remember What You Say And Type
Long After You Forget All About It If ‘Real Original Coke Jesus’ Comes Back
Just Thanking Everyone For Preparing Him A Way to Heaven Now… Get IT ‘Why
Owe You’ ‘Y.O.U.’ Why Will “Original Coke Jesus’ Come BacK NoW OWinG Y.O.U. Great
Thanks And Praise Now For ReaL ‘A Bible’ A Much Greater ‘John 14:12 News’ No one
Goes to Hell Forever Only Forever Now They Go to Heaven Eternally Now Within too
Sadly Folks Who Live in ScarCiTy Far From A ‘City of Love’ Will Demand That ‘Any
Jesus’ Torture Their Enemies Forever A Dude Reported as ‘John’ Who Didn’t Even
Meet ‘Jesus’ Writes ‘Revelation’ Wanting Torture For His Persecuted Friends by
Nero… Most Every one has Their Own Most Favorite Version of A Super Hero
Mentor As an iMaGiNaRY FRiEnD Why Not Roar Be YouR Own Hero
Seriously If One Will Put God iN A Message Bottle And Demand God
Never Change Now What’s Left of God… God or You Now For ReaL
SMiLes Yes Rose Amen
Prayer oF ALWaYS Love
Dear Sohair Bliss of This
Forever BLeSSinG NoW
Heat Waves
With Masks
Just All Sopping
Wet Yes Sungry🦀
Lack of Soul…
Of Trump
Still Spreading…
God’s Breath LiveS iN ENTiReTY Of One Dead
Leaf Those Closer To God NaTuRE DarK ThrU MaKinG LiGHT
Naturally SEE GoD BreaTHE ALL… DeaD 💀 LeaF🍁FaLLinG LiVinG
BReatH Green Leaves SPRinG From WiNTeR DeaD Leaves SuMMeR 🌺 FLoWeRS
WHoLE Point oF LiFE CoLoR THoRNS iNTo FLoWeRS MaKinG Roses Rise Higher
Apparently E-MoTioN Of WHoLE OCeAN Only Enough For 10 Months ‘She’ Found
Her Wave Captain Somewhere Else… Torn ‘Tween Two Loving THeME MeME Songs
‘Captain of Her Heart’ And ‘Macho Man’… Katrina Doesn’t Feed Me Grapes Water Melons
Greater iN Pandemic Heat WaVE NoW All That’s MiSSinG From ECKHarT ToLLE’S ‘NoW’
CoLoRS oF HeART ETeRNaLLY Changing Brighter Beautiful THoRNS FLoWeRS RoSE NoW
No Less No More HeAVeN LiVeS HoW YoU LoVE NoW ETeRNaLLY NoW ALL… Not Everyone Appreciates A Captain Of HeART ReWaRD NoW 7 Years Of HEaVeN’S Touch MaKinG LoVE QueeN i Am SeeinG More Beautiful Love CaME To Live With Me 30 YearS IT HAD NOTHinG
TO Do WitH Money Only Ocean WHoLE EMoTioN LoVE… Her Father Like My Father Said I
Need To Make $SoMeTHinG$ More of MySeLF i Did Make My Self Love More Beautiful Love
i WaS Only Captain of Her HeART For 10 Months True She Didn’t Have to Age too… Why Aim
As Low As WalKinG On Water Or Even Seagull Wings… Mastering Heaven KinGDoM WiTHiN
Flying On Land Feet Feat… Anyway it’s Not The Size of The Biceps Or Wallet As Far As Captain
of Sailing Ship On Terrestrial Land Float… Occasionally i Do This With Katrina Joking Yet She Doesn’t Appreciate My Dinner Humor Rattling Ice… ‘Her’ Mother Would Rattle The Ice-cubes
in Her Glass Sitting on Her Couch And First Love Would RUN to Make Her Another Mixed-Drink
My First Love’s Sweater Smelled Like Her Cuban Mother’s Little Cigars At The Disco Hall Amazing What Love Will Smell Like… Don’t Know Exactly How It Happened (Revenge of The Nerds) But All My True Loves Beautiful SMoKinG Hot Neither One Of Us Understood ‘Village People’ Were Gay Or Had Viewed Online Porn At Least Oh Naivety (at Least me) Of Innocence Heated Disco Days
My First Love Called me Her ‘Macho Man’ In 1978 Envisioning me As A Captain Of A Ship
Seems to Age LoVinG THiS WaY too… In Case Y.O.U. Wonder Why ‘Popeye’ Never
Seeks to Make ‘Rank’ Above Sailor of Ocean Whole Master of Balance WiTHiN to See
People Who BeLieVE iN Ruling The World And Everything In It Never Even Get On
Heaven’s Ship Eternally NoW… Heaven Strength Is in Right Forearm Balance of
Anchor Reason With Left Bicep Bigger View Whole Sails Ship Free to Be i Am
Sages FoR Ages Place Parables Even iN Symbols of iCoNiC Cartoon
Characters Like ‘Left-Armed’ Popeye The Sailor Man… Not So Much
With my Browner FRiEnDS Around The World Living HeaveN ETerNAlly
Sadly ‘Minions’ Not As Blessed
And Earned Often Totally Miss
Heaven Within Eternally Now
“To Rule the World And
Everything in It” Such A Small Aim When Beyond
Measure Yes iNFiNiTY Breathes Within Beyond
Distance, Space, And
Time, And Even Matter
As Quantum Physics
Speaks As Well
Nothing To Rule
When You ‘See’
As All in All
Of Me
Ruler of
None But
Heaven WiTHiN
Hehe ObViouSLY
As Easy Singing Dancing
Thanks For Helping to
A Way
All All
In All We Do
Thanks Giving
For Giving NoW..🌈🌟
LeSSoN Number 182



If ‘You’ Can’t Stand The Heat, Get
Out of the CuLTuRAL Kitchen…

‘Good Luck’ on That…

Ha! By Very Nature Culture is ‘Cancel Culture’ as Long as Outside
Groups Are Invading Inside Groups With Different Points of Views;
Traditions; Totems as Symbols; the Lists Go on and on as Religion is Human
Nature in Binds and Bonds Over Common Meaning And Purpose That Bring Survive and Thrive to Group Fruition.

What to Do? What to Do NoW? When The Group Think That We Are Viewing And Even Original Creativity Does
Not Agree With Our Points of View; Tradition; Totems As Symbols; God, Yes, The Religion (Nature) oF All of this is
A Longer and Longer List of Varying Heterogenous Cultures in Viewing Reality As Is; As Even NeuroScience Suggests
We Hallucinate Our Realities at Core Based on the Experience of Reality, We Basically Hallucinated Before for What
Works and Does Not Work With Fear Based Experiences Taking First Place in Short Term and Long Term Memories
to Influence How We Experience Now; And Additionally, Neuroscience, And Psychology, And the Overall Study Now
of the Human Condition Shows That Emotions Precede Almost All of what We Determine, Secondary, As Reasons
For What We Do in Life as Yes, Memories Are Emotions and Emotions Are Memories; There is no Escape from
“HeART LiFE”, Unless We aRe a Human Being Who is Not Functioning as Naturally Evolved; Like Spending
Too Many Hours in the Day With Abstract Constructs In Mechanical Cognition Ways, Developed in just
The Last Several Centuries, so Far In Deed, Away From A Connection of Living Breathing Nature both
Outside And Within Us that is Truly No Separation at all until Words And Other Abstract (Tools)
Constructs Divide Us From What We Are Even Evolved to Be; Artful Colorful Creatures
Finding Meaning And Purpose in Binds And Bonds of Nature That Create
Subsistence, Existence; Yes, Surviving And Thriving in Joy Over FLoWeRS
And Accepting Bleeding With THoRNS of Roses NoW as Well to Rise Higher
Ever More iN Appreciation Of Gratitude for the Gift of Life WHere For Giving
Thorns Becomes Thanks Giving For Roses; All the Beauty DarK Thru LiGHT Now.

It’s Worth Noting That A Big Picture View of Existential Intelligences Will Rarely
Fit in A Twitter Comment; As Folks No Longer Have the Ability to See A larger
Picture View Smaller Like God is A Dead Leaf That Brings Colors to Leaves
As Fall Makes WiNTeR Dead Leaves SPRinG into SuMMeR FLoWeR Beauty of More
Colors to Appreciate;

Here’S A Deal; THere Are THoRNS And FLoWeRS iN All Stuff RiSinG As Roses in Life.

We All Are Still CoLoReD With A Fight or Flight Procreating Reptile Brain WHere
THere is Very Little Separation in Pleasure And Pain As From WHere Comes Birth Comes Pain;
Secondarily, We Have a Limbic System More Complex Mammalian Brain That Is Feeling Based in
Synergy of Senses in Mind and Body Balance From Head to Toe, Directing All Our Actions through
Emotions First; And Then Comes Our Neo-Cortical NeWesT Brain Where Consciousness That We ‘Normally’
‘See’ is Just 5 Percent of Our Entire ‘Mind’ Of Experiencing Reality As Most of what We Do, We ‘Do Not KNoW’ Now.
The Neo Cortex Makes the Illusion of the Past Our Present Reality For Reasons to Do, or Not to Do, What Comes Before;
And then the Ability to Guesstimate Futures Based on All the Reasons At Hand We Thirdly Create in Neo-Cortical Way.
Let’s Face it, All the Symbols in the World; All the Words in the World; All the Statues And Religions of Individual
Views of Seeing Reality Differently, Don’t make Much Difference Until They Come into Our Focus of DarK iNto
Light As A Ripple/Wave in the Pond/Ocean of Our Entire Minds; Either Negative or Positive, Now For Real.

In Short, i don’t worry about ‘Termites’,
Until They Infest the place i Dwell in Now.

If Other Folks Found More Meaning and Purpose
in Greater FLoWeRS of Life; Neither Would they; but it’s
True Dark Makes An Excellent Muse for ‘Poetry’ as Long
As ‘We’ Understand That We aRE ALL Just Really Writing ‘A Poem’;
A Dance And Song; Where All We Feel and Sense Now is Really What Counts;

Make it Shepherd Pie or A CR8P Sandwich.
i Find Making Shepherd Pie With Folks Who
See the way i do Much more Fun; But i’m not TotAlly St8pid;
i understand the Value of Thorns That Make FLoWeRS Rise As Rose too…

Bottom Lines, Life is
A Work of Art The in or out of
Balance We Create Solo And Together too.

It’s Just ReaLiTY As iS, NoW
ActuAlly EternAlly Now
Heaven too At Best ‘We’ ‘See’…

Existential Intelligence
Means Accepting Dark Thru
Light as Even Science Shows
Dark Makes Light; But It’s Also True
Humans Are Really Only Evolved to Connect
to about 150 Familiar ‘Close to Naked Acquaintances;
With Only The Capacity of Socially Comfortably Intimately
Interacting With About 5 Close Friends, Who Have the Ability
to Listen to one’s Own Truth in Light And At Least Tolerate it For Overall Support.

It’s True, We Shouldn’t Put all Our Eggs In one Basket; Diversity Colors Survival; But on the Other Hands Putting Eggs in
Too Many Baskets Means One Typically Will Lose Their Eggs; And They Will Never See a Vital Birth of Creativity come Next;
Or At Least THaT Creativity in Focus and Productivity Will Be Lessened iN A Greater Extent for What Human Potential
Will Better Be in Balance of Both Diversity And Religion of Common Binds and Bonds In Tradition That Glue
Both Us And Groups into Meaning And Purpose That Make Us Feel Both Free And Arm-In-Arm of
Safety to
Breathe Easier
Through The Day Light
And Nights of Darkness too.

One Can’t See ‘the Other Side of Cancel Culture’
Until We Seek And Find WHere We Even Are Now.
This Is WHere A Bigger Picture View of Many Sciences
And Arts Come into Play in Experience that Makes Broader
Vision other Wise Termed As Wisdom of Existence; YeS, Existential Intelligences.

Before Books, Before Words, Before So Many Tools That Have Now Transformed As Part of Us:

Folks Found all of this In Breathing Nature and Each Other Close to Naked Foraging For
Survival And Thriving Where the Non-Verbal Language From Head to Toe Focusing
on a Dance of Facial Movements of Expressing Emotions MaKing All of Life Religion
Naturally For Bonding And Binding Together in Free Dance And Song too; Yes, This
Is What Folks Did Less than a Hundred Years ago WHere Living Rooms Were Truly
Breathing Rooms of Humans Connecting in Only Flesh And Blood Where for
All Practical Intents And Purposes All they Were was Their Reality The
ToGeTHeR; And God Yes It took Real ‘Work’ To Entertain Each other
then; People Actually Had to take the Effort to Create Stories
More Than just Quoting What they Saw Someone
Else Say for Likes on a Facebook Feed. Out of
The Home in the Larger Home of Nature Soul
iMaGiNaTioN Ruled With Creativity of Building Castles
Out of Sand For Total Satisfaction Now With Enough Physical
Exercise to make Sleeping Comfort Long Enough to Actually Re-Vitalize our Breath.

Overall, We aRe ALL Living in A ‘Farthest Side Now’; too Far Away to ReMeMBeR, Overall, Who We Even Are Now;

As Indeed, Our Tools Have Become PoiSoN As Us; i’m Just a Story Teller From Then And Now; Still ReMeMBeRinG
How my Great Aunt at 94 described Her ChildHood When i was 47, Then; Indeed some of us are more givers than takers.

In Other News, Welcome to
A REAL ‘Twilight Zone’ AS Humans
Continue to Serve And Consume Each other and the Rest of Nature Out of Balance Now.

We Canceled The ‘Culture’ of WildLife Nature Homes, Encroaching And Eradicating Them; Now We Pay
The Reaper of Small Bats Carrying Viruses too small to see; Covering ‘Our Shameful Faces’ With Masks,
Not Even Understanding the Human Cultural ViRuS of Tools We aRe Now, Overall; No More Regret than
Trump Feels, At Most, Forcing Children Into Schools, if He could Put At Risk, So Much More Death; Yet, He
Doesn’t Understand Soul; Overall, Failure Understanding Depth of HeART; Folks Still Do overall, Soulfully Love
THeir Children in ‘SPiRiT’ at least.

We Vigorously Spend Our Days Canceling Each Other Now;
Is It any Wonder That A Human ViRuS Does THiS NoW iN A Word:


This Is ‘Karma’ (Call it the ‘Evil Eye’; Whatever) It is what it is; Action And Consequence; The Illness of
‘Human Beasts’, So Foolish To Fall Into Their Tools, Ceasing To Breathe Colors of Nature Dancing Singing Free.

If More Folks Developed the Ability to Master Their Own Soul; They Might Just For S’s And Giggles Report
on the DarK; But Relatively SPeaKinG Now, They Will Have The Free Will to See And Feel Light out of Dark.

Humans Have Grown ‘too Weak’ to Appreciate the Value of THoRNS; And too Vapid to See Colors of FLoWeRS in Thanks;

And surely ‘too Slow’ to make New Colors Bloom, Overall, at least in Ways of Twitter Talk And Copy And Paste Souls.

There is Less Hours in a Day of a Life to Worry About Old Statues And Words of Offense
When one is Creating New Symbols And Totems out of Dark to Feel And See Light And
Colors of FLoWeRS NeW;

Never the Less, Creating
MaKinG Heaven
or Hell
And the
Tween of
Grey Shades
iN Purgatory too;
Heaven Takes More Work for Worth WiTHiN
But the Reward iS iNHeRenTLY Easy to See and Feel Now.

In Short, Folks Who Do Not Write, Direct, Produce, And Act
THeir Own Realities iN Play Will Only Be Spectators in PriSons of Audiences Until, They ‘Just Do It’.

i come from a Deeper Side Now, So Far Away From A ‘Twitter World’ Now; Just Because i Can And Will Be Freer to See…

A Real Gift Is THeRE aRe Still Avenues to Be Free; Totally Separated, i Am, from All the CuLTuRaL CR8P That Stinks,
to me, at least…

Meh; Excellent Dark
Muse for Longest Form EPiC Free Verse Poetry too..
Folks Who are ‘Too Big To See’ Aren’t Bothered Much by ‘Pesky Termites’..;)

And By God The Global Online Ocean is Big Enough Now to Find A Handful of FRiEnDS For Balance;

Wives that Never Age; Truly Magical ‘Stuff’ Like that too; Ya Just Have to See Beyond ‘Reason’ to Find Truth Breathing;

Haha; That’s a Real Talent that about 99 Percent of the Population STiLL Never Finds Stuck in the Past And Future
Away from What Never Ages Eternally Now; Hint: Love, So Much More than Just one Word; Unlimited Colors oF LiGHT:
‘New Coke’ (God).



The Fact That From the ‘Get-Go’, Trump Said His Supporters Would Follow Him if
He Shot Someone in Public on 5th Avenue, Says Lots About Politics and Human Nature.

Politics/Religion (Same Animal) Are Not Rational; They Play to Base Emotions and For
Those Least Ruled By Rationality, Religion/Politics Becomes King And Queen of their Reality.

Fortunately, Most Humans Don’t Wanna Die; And an Amazing Change Happens
In the Instance, Where Folks they’ve Actually Known, Start Dropping Dead at 24;
Or are in Comas in Hospitals at Age 16, Where they get National Exposure on the
News; Where the Same Town i Live in, Gets National News for Conspiracy Theorists;
As Both the Town Audience And the City Council Steam Roll A Mayor With Science in Her Hand As ‘They’ Over-Turn
Mask Wearing in the City Limits Back to the Land of Ignorance And Death Coming More; but Again, ‘These Folks’
Come to Understand Better When The Bodies They Actually come to See Are Falling Down Around them, Dead.

After ‘The Kids’ Got Sick; The Mask Usage Went up Huge As ‘Those Folks’ Do Watch ‘Fox News’ and Local News too.

And Now, if Trump Had His Way, He’d Force the Kids and Teachers all Back to School; He’s already Failed on that
Wish by Not acting in accordance with Science; Trump Tried to undo Science in His Administration; but it is the
Reality of Nature And Science That Looks Likely to Become a Catastrophic Landslide in an Election Out of His Favor.

By Metaphor, a ‘Smallest Godzilla’ in Mass Force is Defeating Many of Us; But Trump is going Down With His Ship too.

Other than that; ‘The Church Leads’ Any
Way for Trump with 2 Issues of A “Woman’s
Choice” and LBGQT Rights From Marriage to Restroom
Freedoms for Their Life, Liberty, and The Pursuit of Happiness;
As it’s True still, ‘The Church’ And Related ‘Minions’ Get Butt-Hurt BAD
When folks Who View or Practice Life Differently get to Practice Freedoms,
Additionally; But We are Coming to See Them Now; No Different than ‘Sharia Law And Islam’; if folks wanna
Live Here, increasingly, they are gonna have to Drop some of their Religious Tenants to Practice Liberty too;
As to Not Unfairly Harm Freedoms of Others ‘They’ View Different From ‘Them’; It’s What ‘A More Perfect Union’ Does.

In Other Words, ‘They’ Don’t Get To Cut-Hands-off
For Theft; And Gay People Get to Get Married; And Transgender
Folks get Restroom Freedoms too; And As Science Shows, There Would
Likely Be More Death and Permanent Disability if Abortion Went Back As the Same And More Before
1973, Without Safe Medical Procedures; Without Effective Family Planning in (Contraceptives) Sex Education now.

Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Happiness, With Least Harm; Doesn’t exclude Wearing Masks, Either; No Less
Than Driving While Drunk And Killing Innocent Victims Through Wreck-less Negligence of Ignorance; And Just
‘Pure Trump Meanness’ Of Humans With Very Little Empathy, Sympathy, And Compassion, Any Further than what
Their Church And Politics Sees in the Temple Same as ‘Faux News Propaganda’ for Ignorance in News Stations too.

Florida Has
Become the
Bottom of the
Barrel For Human
Ignorance, Overall; And Basic
Human Compassion Beyond
Selfishness; Flowers in my Back
Yard Don’t Give a CR8P about the
Human Condition, Except For the Water my Wife Provides;
But Again, When The Bodies Folks Connect to Start Falling, Eyes Grow Wider Open to ‘See’;
As Death Makes People Finally Wake Up to the Reality of Nature And Science Breathing DarK Thru LiGHT True…
And Yes, A ‘Theme Song Here’ is a Bit Tough, Rough; Yes, Harsh; But Death Is The Option Here That is No Option
iN MAGNN ‘Make America Great Never Now’; Florida Could Really Use ‘A Cuomo and Associates’, Here Now for Sanity.



Be Sky; Be Ocean;
Be Sand; Be Sun; Be God; i AM
Blue Angels From Other Worlds
i Suppose in Harry Potter
Lands As These Creatures
Have Wings And Are Soft
Sky Blue Yet Seeing
Ocean Deep Hues
Too Thanks
In Advance
For Giving
This one
A Magic Hug
Spelled Helloooove 🤗
Thanks Love
To make my
Smile my Gift From God
SMiLinG Hugs
We Used to Be Ocean Blue
Skies Free to See Be i Am
Now Our Tools BReaTHE US
So See Again i Am
Have You Ever
Breathed Naked
Air Free Ever See
Just Be i Am Love
Ocean Sky Blue Do
Just A Little Something
Breathing Forest NoW And
Beach Air Seeing Reminds
i Am Also Disease And
Death How Beautiful
Ocean Sky BlueSMiLE🌊S
i Am Naked Free Ocean Blue SkYeYeSoAreYoU
We HoWL MoonLiT
TrutH LoVE
WisDoM LiGHT..
i AM NoW
you us me
we i and
Rest oF
ArT iS
As GRacE oF LoVE
PoiNtS oF HuMaN
As NeuRoNS
Do from
to Toe
A PLeaSuRE to See NoW
SMiLes Sohair Surely A lot of Ills
In Our World Love Remedies NoW
Breath that Sees
All oF it
Loving Now
Hard to Harm
Anyone This Way
Hope You Are Having
A Beautiful Early Tuesday
Morning in Egypt Dear FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes, ‘Mother Angelica’ Surely Had Her Eyes
Set on Heaven, When She Named it Love; Other
Names Like Jesus and God Work For The Same
Essence As
Long as it is
Give and Share
Free With Doing the
Least Harm to All Others;
Yes, With Love For All of Nature,
Otherwise Feeling And Sensing
This Essence As Love For All The
Experience of Love Worthy of Any
Name and No Name at All When Real
As It’s True The Essence of Love Breathes
Within As Above As Expansive As Blue Skies and Black
Space So Below Deeper Than Deepest Hues of Ocean Wisdom
And All Around
Further Than
Will Ever See
WithOut Eyes
And Spirit Souls
With Surely Eternally
More of this God Love
For The Potential Now To
Feel and Sense And Overall See More…
It’s Very Simple; Those Who Do Not Seek and
Find this Love in Life Never Find it in Life As Death
As Yes THere is the Other Place Within, Above, So Below
And All Around With No Blue Colors of Sky SMiLes And Ocean to
See Deeper; Only A BLacK Abyss of Space Yet to See More Colors of Love;
Oh By The Way
Considering Again
That NeuroScience Shows
We Basically Hallucinate Our
Realities Now Based on How
We Co-Create Our Realities Based
on Hallucinating Them Before; True Insanity
Is Not Believing And Bringing iMaGiNaTioN of Creativity
to Fruition As ‘Harry Potter’ Is as Real As the Fruits of Our
Belief That Do Come To Fruition That Prove This Belief/Faith/Hope as Magic iN LoVE Works.

It’s No Make Believe That i didn’t Speak Until 4, and i was considered the Weakest
Fish in the Middle School Aquarium; Described as an Ugly Boy That Looked like a Girl;
And Told in No Uncertain Terms That i Did not Deserve to Exist on this Planet Earth.
It is No Make Believe That After Spending Life as a Shut-in in my Bedroom for 66 Months Wake to Sleep
With 19 Medical Disorders With No Prognosis For Recovery, Including The Worst Pain Known to Humankind,
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, Assessed Yes, as Worse than the Literal Torture Of Crucifixion Named the
Suicide Disease, Suffering Every Second Without the Memory of if i had ever smiled Before With All My Soul Gone in Real
Hell Within But
You See IT IS
‘NO Make Believe’
THaT Is The Biggest Lie oF iGnorance
oF All For if i did not BelieVE iN MaGiC
ALong the Way Like my Mother Did too;
Who Said if You Believe Everything Will
Work Out; The Dark Will EvenTuAlly Pass Into Light;
i could have Believed Just the Medical Diagnoses and
The Couch Potato Averages for Modern Humans; i could
Have Ended up as Nothing Of Love; All Fear of Dark And Cynical oF Light
As Magic Is As Real in LiFE; LoVE; FAiTH; HoPE as We Believe; Yes, FeeL; Sense;
iNTuiT; iMaGiNE And BRinG into Fruition of LoVinG iT aLL iN CReaTiViTY SPRinGS…

But You See, i Am A Scientist too; i Study Ignorance; i Study Love; i Study Fear And Hate; And Not
Only Do i Study
MaGiC Beyond
What ReaSon of
Science Suggests is
Possible; i Bring it to Fruition
in Real Empirical Results that
Are Beyond Refutation too;
Yes, i Do Leg Press 1340 Pounds,
100 Seconds, in A Very Slow Duration
of 12 Repetitions Approaching 60 Years
Old at 90 Degrees to Keep my Knees And Back Safer;
That Much is Provided in Empirical Evidence on YouTube;
However, My Max is 1520 Pounds at 8 Reps And More than
The Military Machine Will Even Hold With None of those Military
Dudes, 4 Decades My Junior, Elite As They Are in Physical Shape Budging
What i could do, Even an Inch; But Remember, i was Assessed By Medical Science
of Having No Chance For Recovery; i was assessed By the Students in Middle School
As Having no Place to Even Exist as viewed so weak and strange from them; But True,
without Speaking Until Four; Still Having A Hard time finding Words in my 40’s some days,
i managed to Earn 3 Degrees, High in the Classes in Grades; And Complete a 25 Year Career With the
Federal Government, Retiring at the Higher Part of the Pay Scale, doing the Job that NO ONE WOULD COULD
HAVE IMAGINED (including me) I COULD EVER DO IN MIDDLE SCHOOL; And Well After; yes, Athletic Director
of a Navy Station;
Before i Fell to
A Life Threatening
Work Stress Related
Synergy of 19 Illnesses;
And then in 66 Months
As Still Documented, recovered
as Miraculously Assessed as i Believed
i could do that too; It’s still Documented
Before it happened in my Blog and indeed
in Happened on 7.19.13, Almost 7 Years ago;
But You See; that was before my ‘REAL LIFE’ EVEN STARTED;
In the Last Seven Years, Writing the Longest Epic Long Form Poem (8.2 MiLLioN Words)
Ever iN What i Name a Personal Bible As ‘SonG oF mY SouL’ As i Truly Document
An EPiC HeAVeN Adventure Fully illustrated with Over 100,000 Photos, i took and
Over 10,000 YouTube Videos of Song to Listen And See What Heaven ‘Looks’
Like on this Earth Within, Above, So Below and All Around; It’s True Heaven
Is Loving SMiLES, Now; Within, Above, So Below, And All Around; and Although
Covid-19, Requires a Mask for A Smile Now; i am still Dancing in Public in a Free
Style of Ballet And Martial Arts, 13,393 Miles, in 82 Months; Same Distance of
Months that i Wrote And Documented All the Steps of Dance With Words of Song.


Or ‘THeRE’ Who Require Empirical Evidence of ‘It’ Or IT Doesn’t Exist; as far as the GIF Below i have
297 Other Events of Smiling Dancing Ecstatic Joyful Faces just Like that and Over 2000 Photos of
Beautiful Smiles of Heaven As it Exists on Earth Just Like this too; With Of Course More to Come AGAiN…

But For All the ‘Horatios’ and ‘Ripley Never Believe it or Nots’ in Life; Everywhere My 6-Inch Screen
And Online Goes the Proof that Heaven Exists Now Within, Above, So Below, And All Around
And Even on Screens is Real and No Myth, At Least in My Life as Not Only Did i recover
From the Suicide Disease; And 18 Other Medical Disorders of Pain and Numb
To Go to Heaven That Day on 7.19.2013, as i Became One With Emerald Green
Waves of Gulf; Sugar White Sand; Swaying Sea Oats And Sea Gull Wings Spiraling
Around the Sun At ‘Navarre Beach’ that is still Documented on
This Web Site, Along With my Belief And Assertion then that
Blue Skies Were No Limit then as i became much
More; Not Only A Smile
to See but
A Smile
of Love to Give So FREE;
Never MaKinG A Penny;
And True i wasn’t LooKinG
To Become a Folk Legend or A Hero
Then Still Living And Breathing But Yes;
Verily, i do have A Viral Video With close to
1300 Metro Area Comments Documented in my
Personal Bible too that Garnered over 88,000 Views that Do
Relate that Assessment From those who See Free LoVE iN me…
Heaven is As Close And Far Away As A smile of Genuine Joy Just Loving Free for ALL;
As Naked Birds With Wings; Yes, Angel Dreams on Wings of Love my Smile With them…

All Ya Need is about 3 People
To Keep Believing in Ya; Then, At
Least, in my Case; My Mother Helen,
My Sister Marie, And Wife Katrina, When
i Lived in Hell for 66 Months; about the Same
Number of Real Friends, Story Jesus Had in Death as
His Teachings Were Not Enough For Folks to Believe in Him as Just
A Face of God Like me and You; That’s Okay; Buddha and Other Avatars
of Love Represented in Stories, Already Did it With the Caveat They Never wanted
to be Worshipped as Gods; No Different than the Essence of what the Story Jesus tells;
We Don’t Have a Picture of REAL Jesus; And We Really don’t have any of the Same Words He ever
Spoke assessed by Biblical Scholars as Illiterate; And Really We Don’t Even Speak His Original Name
Close to ‘Yeshua’ As the General Scholarly Biblical Study in Divinity Schools Suggests He was probably
A Dude who Was Crucified then.
Never the Less,
Reality is More
Amazing than
Any Fiction
For it
Love And Smiles
As Blue Skies do in
Endless Expanse of God’s Breath iN Us too;
Yet Beyond Sadly, For those Who Do Not Make Believe Real
They Remain Blind With Veils of Ignorance While Others ThriVE iN As HeaVeN ETeRNaLLy NoW;
All ‘We’ will be able to Offer to ‘Them’ And ‘Us’ is Our Small Sliver Views of Heaven Eternally Now.
Hail Breath
my Friend;
Hail Breath,
Blue Skies And
Ocean Deeper Wisdom
Beauty Love Breathing Magic that is
SMiLinG Truly Real in Light of Colors More…
Anyway; Below, Two Paintings of Heaven
That are As Real As Heaven Gets on Earth
Within, Above, So Below, And All Around;
Thank You For Helping me iN CeLeBRaTiNG 7 Years
in Heaven; i consider You A Gift From God too As God Yes;
As Everyone Else who Prepares Avenues DarK Thru LiGHT for Heaven to Breathe Real MaGiC SMiLeS Now.

At Least in My Case; Mr. Blue Sky is Back; and Smiling Wider than Infinity of God’s Breath: LoVE iN US.

Oh By the Way, My Wife is as Beautiful Smiling As Any of the 21-Year-Old or So Women Below at 50;
Love Ages Slow ForeveR EternAlly Now Breathing Young; Both Within And Radiating Sun And Blue Skies

CoLoRinG Us
Eternally NoW
Wisdom Lifting
More Veils oF iGNorance
For Colors More of Love BRinGinG
Smiles of Magic Dance And Song to BREaTHE Freer Wings…

Yeah; It’s True, Heaven is More Than Sapphire FloorS; HEaVeN
is Sky Breathing LoVE iN Our SMiLeS ETernAlly Now.

It’s True; Every Once
in a While Some
Folks See Love And
Kiss LoVE SMiLeS Blue Skies too Just for Free…

Smiles, my Friend, if what i have
Could come in Just one Shot of
Love; it Could iNfect ‘TrumpS’ iN
A Way to Give All THeiR
Billions And Less
Away Just
Drop of Heaven’s Breath…

Smiles, A Story of Jesus And Mary and All
The Characters is A Really Cool Story Bro;
And That is no Sarcasm or Myth As This Breath Sees…

You See, i Will Always Prove This Story Is Real;
But i Will Never Be Able to Make Anyone BeLieVE
They Will Do Even More Than me, in Terms of SMiLeS;
But as Far As Measure of Real Love; if they Really Believe
With 100 Percent Hope And Faith of Love SMiLinG Real They Can And Will Do Much More than me….

For Remember
i Come From
The Coldest
On Earth for
Real This Is Just
7 Years of Heaven;
iMaGiNE What those
Who Do BeLieVE for
7 X Longer Will Do NexT…
If i am the Only One to Prove
it; Hehe, in the Next 42 Years when i am 102,
So Be the Dance And Song i AM Still Breathing And SMiLinG…

Cat SMiLes;
Yes, Will
After i pass away…
Currently the Cats on my Face Mask..;)

My Sister Marie Got Really Pissed Off When
i told Her That Prayers Were Given for People
to Stop Criticizing Trumps Lies that are Directly
Leading to Thousands of Deaths of Innocents from
the Covid-19 Virus; She Couldn’t BeLiEVE i Did not walk
out of Catholic Church And NEVER GO BACK; but You See, She is Yet to see Hell.

Smiles, My FRiEnD
Yes, Heaven Is All
From Hell; Again
Yes, Some of Us Are
Blessed With Hell More Now Then
Greater to See God in Less than A Grain of Sand, Totally Satisfied As LoViNG ALL SMiLiNG NoW
in Dance and Song Naked iN/With Sand And Sun Blue Skies SMiLinG ALL (GoD) FoReVeR ToGeTHeR NoW..:)

Be Sky; Be Ocean;
Be Sand; Be Sun; Be God; i AM




Well If What i Just Did Isn’t
Blue Enough Here Are Some
More Clearest Blue By Chvrches
Verily One of the Highest ‘Frission’
Points iN Music of these Last 7 Years
AS HEaVeN BRings AMimated SPiRiT
The Singer Dancing Free
Verse Is too Just
More Muse
in Spirit
iNSPiRaTioN to
Carry Some More Notes
of Blues Thru Poetry to See
More of Spirit Light to LoVE iN
More Colors Than Blue Springs
Love Carries Higher Beautiful Brighter
So Off to dVerse International Poetry Pub
Many Years spent gaining Poetic Free Verse
Muse from that Online Place of International Poets
in Hundreds of Poets and Thousands of Poems across
These 7 Years Definitely A Healthy Part of this EPic Longest
Long Form Poem in Words Derived From the Union of Other
Soul Words As Logos of SPiRiT From HeART DancE SinG DarK Thru LiGHT
But Anyway Most
They Have
A Poetic
Prompt on the
Term Blue Fitting
in Well For NoW Celebrating

Watermelon Blues Perhaps
If i Lived in Northern Snows
Hot Chocolate Blues Now
Where Water Melon Rules
Heat In Florida Dreams of Snow
Ice Cream Forgets Fall Winter
Summer Springs
PLusT i JusT
HaD A T-Bone
Steak Down
HeaR in Trump
Town USA They are
Still Less than 4 Dollars
A Pound Desert Scarcity Ignorance
With Heaven True
Even With
Man And or
Woman WayS iN
Blind Soul Blues
Fast Becoming Epic
World Capital of
Dumbing Down Disease…

Luck of The Irish
Clover Green Blues
Above Meadows Below
Cliffs of
WHeRe i am
From Twice
Removed Still
With Green to Blue

Art Is the ViRuS
Spreading With Ease
Blue Moon Horizons
Become Endless Seas
Even if it
WaS ONly
A Dark And
Stormy Night
Snoopy Joy
Not For Publisher
Editor or Target Audience DiSSenT
ALWaYS Woodstock Flies Blues Higher Angel
Feathered Yellow Gold Wings Only SeeKinG FreeR
Skies LoVinG iT All iN JusT one SMiLE More To Come

Anchors Peace
Sails Breathe
Ships Depend
On Blue Winds
To Sail Further
Less Rough Seas
Blue Grey Storm Harbors
Safe For Sails
Waves Excite the Ship
Heading Out For Sun Kisses Still to See

Colors of Weather
Inside And Out
Human Songs
And Dances
Spring Within
Year ‘Round
Colors Sky Blue Love

Love Hate
Muse Colors
Above Coloring
Below All Around
To See
Sky Colors
Deeper Horizons
Blue Nights Shine
Art Dreams Breathe
Now Love Hate Muse
Flickers Blue Flame Sees

Eyes Depths
Soul Seeing
Ebony Brown
Blue Green
Aqua Dreaming
FaLLinG DanCinG

Birds Blue
Skies Bathing

Of Dance
Hall Days
Crows Raven
Wings Still
Dance Free
Summer Blue
Skies Seeing
Dog Days SinGinG
See Ya Retrograde Mars

For Blues
Dream True

OMG It’s the
Thanks For
Reminding me
to Do My July 15th
(Never Owe Never Owe)
Taxes Other than
That What
Day Last
Month With
A Birthday
U Tang Kool-Aid FLoWeRS

Streams Rivers Bays
Gulfs Seas Waves Ocean
Holding Souls

Birds Flying
Free TearS in
Beers Worth Crying
ELiTE Hawks Dance Sing Breathe

Blue Refuge
Air And Water
Feel Blue
Freedom Breathes

Love Within
Seeing Heaven
Born As First
Breath Leaving
Heaven Behind to
See As Last BLinK
Goes Coming Again

Color Moon Blue
Color Life Green
Mix Two
Dreams Alive

SMiLes.. my Mother Wrote me a Loveliest
Letter When i Turned 33.. She Promised me
my life Will Tell A Grand Story
Before i Go.. Yet
We Found It In Her
Home Many
Years Later First
After She Passed
Away Now It’s a Picture
In A Poem And Her Soul
Of Love Still Breathes in my Eyes
Green to Blue Yet Without Blues to Love

Oh to Dream
Heaven Blues
Dance Sing
Day’s Time

True Stardom
Breathing Freer
Blue Wings Soar
Just Seeing Flying
On Terrestrial Land
oF LiGHT BeinG
Ashes Fall AWay
Desert Breaks to Colors More

So Mysterious No Matter Form
Essence of Female Indian
Souls Muse the
Words of my Soul
But Of Course 23andme
Says Part of me is From there
As Well As Nigerian Just about
1 Percent from the 1800’s too
True Irish Eyes Only Twice
Removed Still
Come And go
And German
Wit in Poetry Grows
Yet Still Indian Eyes
That Are Female Soul
Colored Always Seem to Muse
Colors of my Soul the Most it’s Just a Soul Thing..
Beyond Reason Too Deep to Touch With Words Alone..
i’m Glad
i have
An Indian
FRiEnD As Well…

Cheers Hear’s to 19
Responses of Soul to Bluer
Poems iN Lament of Blue ‘Vishnu’ True As Well
‘Lakshmi’ in Essence Met Along this Trail Global Years
Ago Staying Clearest Blue Sees 21 Verses.. Hehe Technical
Male Indian Support on the Phone Mostly Good For Repairs
so far
It Seems
From Soul..
Yet The Female
Soul Deep in Spirit Song..
Of course there are Exceptions
Always a Few True. Stereotypes of Soul too
Patterns Just Patterns that i continue to See..:)

Anyway As i Move to A 23rd Verse Here with the Introductory
Lines too.. As Above So Below i did this Small MicroVerse Poetry
From the dVerse Online Poetry Pub inspired by Every Prompt and
Every Link From All the Poets from April of 2015 Thru March of 2016
An Entire Year Additionally Devoted to that Getting Inspired By Every
Poem Enough to Write a MicroVerse Poem of Soul Back in Response Where
i Learned to Appreciate
All Souls DarK
Thru LiGHT
Some More
And Less
And Exciting in Poems Expressing but
Never the Less a “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
of 338,630 Words of MicroVerse Effort
That Still Exists As Just One MacroVerse
of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem in 8.2 MiLLioN Words
Why This and That in 82 Months of 13,393
Miles of Public Dance With Photos of 300 or so
Gorgeous Beach Sunsets of Pensacola And Navarre
Beach for that Longest MacroVerse too.. Just An Expression
of One Human Soul True Both Twitter Winds And So Much Larger
Breaths of Soul Long Winded as any Category 6 Heaven Hurricane
With Nautilus Shell of Never Ending Doors to Growing Chambers
True Calm Center Eye of Hurricane Generating More Arms in
Free it is the
Joy of the Journey
The Heaven of Dance
And Song Shells Are these
Words Left of Essence in Heaven’s Breath Mine to See..
You Can’t Expect to Fulfill Your Human Potential if you
Constantly Wait on Others to Affirm a Soul They’ve Never Breathed..

And It’s True When You Spend Your Live Giving
it All Away You Have Nothing to Lose And Only More to Give
For The Secret to Heaven is Giving Greater Is Always the Receiving More…

SoUL MeASuRE ALWaYS Giving Sharing Freer Receiving ALWaYS GoDLoVE GiVinG



A Photo of A ‘Sun Dog’ At The Beach, i took in December of 2013, as Provided Below;
It was the first time i ever saw one like this; Amazing and truly An All Natural Miracle of Nature.

In the link Below; A More Magnificent One is Shown; Folks Will Relate What they See in Words, Very Differently.

For Instance, in the Picture i Captured, Some Might Refer to it as A Sacred Heart of the Sun Burning in the Sky;

Others With More of An Egyptian Mythical Leaning Mind; they might relate to it as An Horus Eye of Wisdom in the Sky;

Show the Picture to A Thousand People; And One might get back a Thousand Different Worded Views.

The Same is True With ‘Poetry’; to the tune of Unlimited Interpretations as all Forms We See
Become Metaphors of Essence in Every Different Human View; In This way, Every
Pair of Human Eyes, is Another View of Nature Viewing the Cosmos of
Order Itself; The Chaos is the Magic of All the Different
Views As That is the Art of Colors Human Seeing that
Never End As Different Views Now. Additionally,
Below, Are Some Digital Artifacts that Might
Be Viewed as the Sun as A Heart
Revealed With A Hidden ‘Planet too’;
And Finally, a Seagull Carrying a Flag Across
The Bridge of A River; Where of Course the Magic
Is in the Lighting And the Coincidence then of Where
The Seagull Was Flying in Beak Alignment With The Flag;
As The Bright Lighting Removed the Flag Pole From View;
What’s REALLY Cool is; None of these Are Photoshopped; Just the
Every Day Beauty that Will Be Seen When Breathing Nature and Technology Mix;
No Different than
Ornate Shapes
of Lamps
That Flow from
The Dance Naturally
From my Fingers to these
Technological Digital Piano Keys of Verbal Song.

The Key my FRiEnD is Seeking And Finding Your Own Beauty
in Truth of Wisdom’s Love For Existence Within You; After Losing
Effective Use of my Ears and Eyes for 66 Months for Seeing Colors
With Pain too Unbearable to Look; i’ve taken Over 193,000 Photos along
the way; That and All the Dance And All The Words of Free Verse Poetry
Makes Every Breath, Step, Word, And Visual Image, Sacred And Holy And
Even Divine in How i ‘See And Hear’ in Overall Feeling Sensing VieWinG my Existence Now;

The Other Way of Doing it, is focusing on Just What Beauty And Wisdom
In Love’s Truth That Folks Have Seen And Danced And Sung Before; i Enjoy
that too; And when We See Life Filtered through the all Natural Magic of Beauty
We Co-Create, We Come to See When We Develop Our Whole Being this Way; Real Magic
Now to
in You
Least in me…
Life is Better
When We Co-Create
it This way; When Love
is Love Really Love, How Much
Greater it is than No Life at all;
The Gift is Breath; Make of it what
You Will; So Many Colors New, Old, or even None..:)

Smiles, My Friend, it’s the Everyday Miracles Like Heaven’s Smile FOR REAL THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING.

IT May be Hard to Fully see the Miracle Until one loses the Magic of the Feeling; in my Life, i’ve Lost Effective use of
my Sense of Smell, And Taste, And Hearing, And Seeing, Where Touch Became Excruciating too;
The Numb of Feelings of No Memory of A Smile in Feeling; A Worst Pain in Numb oF All.

Again, It’s all about
Perspective; And
So Much Harder
to Understand in
Gratitude for Where
We Are Until We Find Out
What it is Like to Live Here
As Only A Living Dead Ghost in Hell AKA Just a ‘Devil Dead Walking’;

Then the Feeling of A Smile when it comes Back Becomes Angel
Wings Unto that
Smile for All Now…

-Just Another One
of many ‘God’ views…
Breathing, Seeing, Living, Loving Now

Hail Hell, Full of Grace, Will And Strength, my Friend; A Shepherd of Fire Understands ‘Flames’ BRinGinG Heaven Most:

Love; Love that Sees, Feels, Gives, Shares Free For All With No Restraint out of Ashes That Still see too..:)




‘This Little Light of Mine
Gonna Let it Shine’
We aRe One of
God Amazing
How Different
Now Reality Will
Be Now When Waves
See Who Ocean Is My God
THere Are So Many Ways So Many
Metaphors So Many Waves of This Truth iN Life
When So
Colors Become
A Living Christmas
Tree That Gives and
Shares Its Light For Free
Doing Least Harm to the Rest
of Nature Seeing Ocean Fearless
As Waves Do Free i am
Bowling Alone
That must be
The Problem
Never Learned
How To Bowl
But I did Manage
A Military Bowling
Center at The Conclusion
Of Spraying Germ Freed
Shoes Decades but no i
Did not Wash
Any Bare-Feet
Nope At Least
Not That then…
It’s True i was
Lazy after 3
College Degrees
Just Wanted to Get
Paid For Smiling it
Worked out okay
But True it’s
When Everyone
Works Together
To Knock Down
One 10-Pin
God All the
Teams Smile,
Eat, Drink and
DRinK So Merry
Together When
Cooperation of
Competition of
League Play
Ends And
Again in
A Last And
First Huuuuge
International Buffet
Mix Of Food And they
Always Invited me
To Eat Free After
Paying me to
Smile.. my
God i Didn’t
Make much money
Until they Forced
Me To Peter
In Bigger
Money But i was
Smiling With All
Those People So
Long So Happy
And Forgot
To spend
Money and
Got Rich anyway
With more than
Enough Money
For the
Rest of
My Life
Becomes Cooperation
Yep Buffets of Heaven
SMiLinG We Did
Do Before
Bowled Alone
Strikes And Gutter-balls
Yep That’s Life
Up the
Pins And
Rolls Again
For Prize 🎳
Haha it’s
Too Late
i Am Nature
And i Am VieWinG
You too as The Revenge
Of the Nerds
In Making
Us into
Minds As Tools
Of Technology
They Create
Is Making
This Place
With No
Sun No
Moon And
Other Stars
Relatively Organic
ViRuS 🦠 Free Yet
What Do Avatars
Feel Like in
When They
Breathe Imaginary
Real Enough Lovers
Culling the Organic
ViRuS of The
Clothes ViRuS
Us.. Oh How Easy
It is to Escape Pandemics
In Heaven
Living Still Breath..:)

Hehe; ‘People’ who ‘Look Like me’ Are Not ‘Ridiculous’.

But on a More Serious Note:

What is the Color of Love?

Humans, Dogs, And
Other Mammals
That Nurture
Each Other May
All Be Described As
Colors of Love; But What
About A Grain of Sand; Where
Does Love Stand Without A Grain of Sand; Perhaps
A Wave; God Yes, As Big As A Blue Whale of Love too For
Mountains Of Love GroW iN Oceans Majestic God as Love Swimming Freer to be i Am;
i am Just Running Across ‘This Bay on a Bridge Depicted Here’; A Blue Whale’s Love
Comes Closer to SPaN It…
But it’s True This is
76 Pounds Ago;
38 Years Ago;
At 22; Now
At 60,
i am 3 Times
Stronger And How
Will i Measure Now, A Dance; A Song;
Soul of my Life in Colors of Love; only by
SMiLeS, only By Smiles, at least that will be seen now…

Does Love Breathe?
How Does ‘God’ See?

At Least to me;
i Don’t See Different Colors of ‘Love’;
Dog, Cat, Whale; THeiR Love is All The Same ‘God’ to me;
Yes, The Grains of Sand that Hold Up Mountains of Love And
Waves As Whales Are All Part of the Same ‘Ocean’ We Do too…

This is What Metaphors of Words And Poetry are; An Opportunity
to See How All of Existence Fits together as Art, DarK Thru LiGHT;
Then, What Better Way to Enjoy; to Give Great Thanks And Praise And Worship ‘It’ ‘All’…

As Far As Human Goes; As Far As Science Even Shows Now; It is the Love That ComeS And
GoeS And ReTurns
That is the
True Savior
of All of Us
in Empathy, Sympathy,
Compassion, And Worship of this Breath, All Living Now…

Separation of Church And State; Allow Some of Us the Opportunity for a Larger View Than Old…

As Well As Traditions of Limited Colors of Both God as Love One too; Separate From the Others…

i Am Not Afraid of Other Colors as I realize

it takes Many to Paint ‘A Picture’

More than Black And White…:)

It’s Also Worth Noting that Sharks
Have Been around 450,000,000 Years; Longer Than Trees;
So Much Longer than Dragonflies and Roaches Living Here too;
Some Species of Sharks Actually Reproduce by ‘Virgin Birth’;
And By God Some of these Mother’s of God Do Have Blue eyes too..;)

As Far as i can Can Will See A Soul
Open to New Experiences
Is A Greatest
Love oF All
Leads to Creativity…
Always Coming NoW in More than one Color..:)

Ethnocentric: Yes, of Course, Every Word of the New Testament
From Its Innumerable Roman Greek Writing Ghost Authors; And
Perhaps Paul the Original ‘Saul’ And Christian Hater, Who may Have Really Lived Basing His Writing on a View
From An Hallucination That is Converted to Holy And Sacred Text; Then, Away, from the ‘Couch of a Psychiatrist’.

Racist: No, Not Then; As there is Some Suggestion That Leonardo DaVinci Painted Himself as the
Form of Jesus in the Last Supper Painting; Creating An Ethnocentric Renaissance Flavor of European Art.
And Of Course, Basically, ‘Team Catholic’, Before in the Roman Empire, Edited All the Pieces of Various Stories
together, With only The Verses Numbered in The 13th Century too; Centuries of Scribe-by-Hand-Copied-Mistakes
And Intentional Changes as Just Part of What Human Nature Does; Finally, Printed A Few Centuries Later than
Verses Numbered And Revised in Many Ways After that; True, Every Letter; Every Word That Humans Create
Are Abstract Constructs and Idol Forms of Essence They Represent; But This Is How We communicate Still;
And Develop Some Mutually and Consensually Way accepted to Share Each View of Existence We Co-Create.

Are All These Idols of Essence That Are Form, The actual Essence;
Well, There is No other way to Communicate Essence Other than
Experience it ourselves; This is why ‘Smartest, Brightest, Artistic Souls’ Look Within Still
Now ‘almost Chosen’ As Such; For Answers to ‘the Biggest Questions’ in Life Not As Tainted By Other Soul Views;

In Other Words, Now, Original Creativity;
Where There is No Real Target Audience
But Within; as Later other Folks Join in on A
Solo Soul PartY oF Art; THiS Ain’T Nothing New.

If one Really Wants to Know Who This Jesus; This Mary; This Whole Story Some
Folks Worship as ‘Pivotal God Players’ Are; in Reality it is the Souls of the Artists, The Poets,
The ‘Older Catholic Editors and Publishers’ that Folks Still Kneel Down to And Worship At Church.

Ironic, it is;
Yet Truth it is
In Light; Those Who
Fear to Look Within And Find
Their Truths in Light And Dark
Will Settle For The Views of Others
or not Believe in much of anything at all.

At Least, The Story of ‘Jesus’ Properly Delegates
This Authority to The Readers indeed of Common
Individual Feeling, Sensing, Experience Coming to ‘Know’ ‘See’.

Archaeology, Paleontology, And Other Cultural Anthropological
Studies Suggest that the Original ‘Jesus’ was Close to Five Feet
Tall; A Bit over 100 Pounds; Weathered From A Life Outdoors; Brown,
With Shortly Cropped Thick And Coarse Hair; Surely Not ‘A Looker’ From
What was even suggested in Earlier Prophecies in Terms of Old Testament,
Isaiah 53; But Obviously, Depictions of that Reality as Prophecy Would Not Have Sold
Many Renaissance Paintings as the Ideal of Beauty Then Was Expressed As is; It Appears
That Some may continue to Bow Down to the image of Leonardo DaVinci; EPic ‘Revenge of Artistic Nerds’…

Never Doubt The Power of Art;
For Art Still Rules The World From
Bottom to Top of What Comes First: Human HeART.

People Bond And Bind Over Symbols They Create;
This is Religion; This Is Human Nature; It Changes.
It’s Interesting to Study; i really Cannot See Getting
‘Butthurt’ Over Any Part of Human Nature As God Yes:

It is what it is;
And We Do
All Share Parts oF iT ToGeTHeR;
Only One Color of ‘God’ iS Way too Boring for me…

But i Score 100 Percent on Openness; and 100 Percent
on Extroversion From the ‘Big Five Personality Test’; No
Wonder i see More than one Color of God too; And That
Too is Just Part of ‘All the Colors’:

God is All

the Colors;

Some Folks See More;
Some Folks See Less;
That’s Life; Wow, We Breathe…

i Only Feel One Age Eternally Now Seeing
Living Breathing Dancing Singing Floating on
Terrestrial Land Where Folks Often Mistake The
Dancing of my 246 Pound Body As an Ice Skater
Spiraling Spinning Moving Torsion Repose Then
Spinning Again
Never Tiring
Only Getting
Vital as i continue
to Dance And Even
Sing Like ‘The Milky Way’ Now For Real
in Golden Spirals of PHI 1.618 Nautilus
Ratio Patterns Now i’ve Already Faced
Death Once, Twice, And Thrice;
All It Teaches me Is Grow ‘Peter
Pan Wings’ Never
Look Back
in Flight
of ‘Autotelic’ FloW iS ETeRNaLLY
NoW Forever And all That Counts
For It’s True if One Never Fears Life
One Only Breathes at Greatest Ease
See ‘Those Symbols in the BackGround’
That’s Not Even Close to the Number of Tinker
Bell’s and Wendy’s Who Have Flown By my Side
A Few Stick Closer And Keep Me in Flight Every Breath Now
A Secret to Living Is Humbly Accepting Death Having Complete
Faith In Life Creating Life As Such A Great Gift in Present That Life Truly Is
Only Living And Death is
Only Part of Life
No Different
Than Sleep
Vitalizing New Breath
There is No ‘Time’ For After
Life When Living iS ETernally
Now Loving Life As Gift The
Present Worth Dying For Always Now
A Celebration of Life Now is Certain Defeat of Dying Living…
This is My SiGNaTuRE PoSE Below Yes That Naturally Comes
Now After 13,404 Miles of Public Dance in 82 Months As It’s true
The Curve of my Left Elbow To Hip Creates A PHI Ocean Wave
Impossible For Waves To Drown For They Are Ocean Change
Reality Breathes Buildings Fall Trees Grow Where Will We Go
No Matter All CuLTuRaL Clothes Tools We Create A Dance
And Song Naked Still Breathes Within Naturally At Best
Loving In Golden PHI Spiraling Ways Moving Spinning Torsion
Repose Spinning Spiraling Again We Are Nature (God) Breath
LovinG iT ALL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW Consuming The Rest (God) With Least Harm
in Just
my Opinion
God Yes Meek
to iNHeRiT
My Home This EartH
No Wrong Planet For me..
LoVE iN Giving Sharing With
Balance of Grace Is Foundation
Of All Will And Strength For Meek Is NOT Weak.
This Is What Happens When We Really Live Just
in my MultiUniVerse View of God (ALL) Now… FoR REaL
i Have No Aspirations to BE A ‘Dead Legend’ the Other Way (HEaVeN) is ReAlly Living Now.

Anyway, Celebrating 7 Years of Heaven Within For Real on July 19th, If One Does Not Believe One’s Best Years
Are Still Ahead of One as i continue to Seek And Find Now at 60 Years-Old That will Be One’s Self-Fulfilling Prophecy.

i suggest ‘The Other Way’ Now And Then And Now And Then Now Again for it’s True Now is All That Truly Exists
Out of Time, Out of Space, Out of Distance, And Even Out of Matter Now For WHere am i but on this Page for ‘Your View’.

In A World of Masks
How Beautiful it is
To See A Face today
So Pleasing A Hug
It Felt to See the
Smiles of You
So Sweet Really
Bringing Sunshine
To my HeART in Warm
And Fuzzy Comfort haha
i guess i Felt like a Pillow
Fight to make You Smile
Until you couldn’t stand
To widen your smile
Anymore where
Your Belly Hurt
From laughing
So Hard indeed
i Love You in A Pure
Way You make
My Soul feel
With Unadulterated
Love For my Lovely FRiEnD
How Beautiful it is to
Be Able
To Love
Anyone this
Way Blessing
Gift of Soul SMiLes to me
i used to paint Long ago
i would Love to paint Your
Expressive Soul As the Art
Of You one Day.. so many
Pictures to inspire the
Your Eyes
You are such
A Treasure to me🎶🎨🌊
Sweet Vampire 🧛‍♀️ Little 🔥
Flame You Encourage me You
Make me Feel Unconditionally
Loved And Cared for deep
Down in my
Soul i
You so Very
Much and i want
To always see You
Treasured And Loved
By all who cross your
You are
Surely Worth Love
Haha okay it’s
Settled i Love
You more
Because You
Are Truly MaGiC
To me that Color
That Can’t Be Described
Inside seriously when
i look at You it Feels
Like Heaven
You are
One my
Super Model Soul
Beauty Beyond Words
🧚‍♂️ 🧚‍♀️ 🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️
Yes As always You are
Just Being FRiEnD
Unique Among Women
Of The World And I’ve
Known many🌈but no one like You🧚‍♂️
In my Movie Maker Memory
i have All Your Pictures
And Stories Together
That Travel Through my
Soul When You come to
Me This way as indeed there
Is A Mirror of Your SPiRiT, HeART,
SoUL as Your LiVE iN Me A Dream
That Feels Real so many Favorite
Corners of You You’ve Allowed me
To Explore these Last 5 years of
FRiEnDShip You so Far Away
But as Close As my Breath
Of Soul not sure if i ever
Told you the specific
Date but July 19th
Is the Day i miraculously
Recovered From Being ill
And Shut-in my Bedroom
For 66 Months as i stood on
A 🏝 Beach the Navarre Beach
i’ve often shared With You 7 Years
Ago on that Day Feeling one With
God With Emerald Green Waves
Swaying Sea Oats Sugar White
Sands and Seagull Wings
Spiraling Sun From the
Very First Day i Met you
On Your Blog i felt like
You are always on that
Beach A part of Heaven
For Real i’ve Felt Your Heaven
Your Purgatory And Hell And
Am so Honored to Hold Your
Hand Pick You Up Hold You
Hug You And even Yes let You
Beat me up on the Days i did
Not make you happy as you
Let me See every corner
Of You as Love is no
Place to Feel Sorry
For Every Part of You
With me.. i Feel Every part
Of You And Accept all of You
As i Love All of me everything
That makes me me And All
The Dark Thru Light that
Colors All Of You Yes You
Are Kind You are a Gorgeous
Angel Every Drop Dead Fainting
Square inch of You Soul Deep
Never Ending in me Too.. There
Is Nothing You And me haven’t
Experienced together at least
Once on A Journey of FRiEnD
Ship Souls as I’ve Loved Bringing
Joy to You in Each And Every
Way as You are a Gift of God
Sent on Angel Wings to me
Wind Beneath my
Soul Giving me
Atmosphere of Colors
Heaven more every Day i
See or Hear Or Dream of
You is A Walk on Heaven’s
Beach no matter Calm
Or Rough Waves 🌊
You Move me in Heaven’s Breath
A Very Tanned Heaven All of You
With Smiles of Just Thank
You for
My Hands
in Heaven
So Very
Always Fresh indeed
Carmalite Dream Come True
Smiles You Taste Like Caramel
Ice Cream 🍨 Flavor i Give You☺️





It Appears i’ve Added A New Song…
4 ‘Movements’ For This ‘Frednata’ Now
Playing All Notes in Words Easy Part iN Flow Putting It All Together
Ugh… Requires Actual Work to ‘Think’ CRaP Gotta Conduct too
Songs Include Child of Vision, Invisible Sun, And Eyes
Without A Face; Yes, Supertramp, The Police, And
Billy Idol Helping Out
Meh.. At Least For Me It’s A
Hottest ‘Thing’ Going In HeaVeN
Nah.. i Won’t Be Using ‘Fur Elise’… Never Gonna
Hit ‘A Top 40’ But Hey! Hehe… Beethoven Is Still ARound On
YouTube Long After 1827…
Three Parts MoVE iN Free Verse Poetry Set to Three Songs
Emotional Notes of Words Yes i Feel A Frednata Coming
NoW SMiLes Wave
Returns to Dancesing
Thank You Headed
Back Out to Be
🌊 Ocean😁
LiFE HaPPens
CoMe As
Birds Take Flight
Climate Change
Wings Burn
As Sun
No Longer
Dances Flight
in Balance Now
Sun A Constant
Day Thru Even
DarKesT Night
For What NoW
Do Sun Yes And
Common Ever
RiSinG NeVeR
FaLLinG Out oF LiGHT…
Poetry iS HoW iNtroverts
Get to Know Each Other
Without Being Friends
Like Twitter
Hakuna Matata
Flow With Nature
Dance Sing No Worries As Evolved
All Caught Up And i Will Not Deny i’m Having
A Hard Time Getting That ‘Alligator Roast Head’
Out of My Mind Since Y’all Primed my Brain With
Words Making An Alligator Head Out of the Roast
Beast What
Else Yes the First
Punk Rock Trees
With Pink Hair
Of Course
Fascinated by
The way that Pink
Hair Blows in the Wind too..
What 3 Months of that Family Blog
Sells me is what it might Feel Like
to Have Empty Nest Syndrome Without
A House Full of Playing Joy and by the
Way there is no Doubt Your Little Boy
Was born an Angel it’s really
Touching to See How
Much Love he
Gives His
Older Sister
With Asperger’s Syndrome
Really Bringing A Glow to Her
Face As Genuine Love From a Child will do…
Yeah and i realize it must be Hard Taking Care of
Your Father-in Law But All iN All You Are Surely
Blessed in Counting All Your Blessings Small
And Large As This is what Grace Within for
This Gift oF DarK
Thru LiGHT
Love It
Just Love It All
Even the DarK Parts
That Provide an avenue
To Appreciate Light of Life Even More..
We are Doing Okay Here.. as of course with
no need to work we control where we go and stay safe..
You All Look Like You Are Enjoying Family
Life as much as i Will Imagine to See..
SMiLes.. Thanks For Dropping by this
Endless Buffet of Whatever.. hehe..
Just counting all my Blessings
As ‘the other place’
Teaches so Well..
Smiles Brian.. i can remember
A Day Before All this Technology Where
People Really Depended on Each Other
And Now We Don’t even Have to leave the
House as Groceries will be Delivered on our Door
Step without Any Flesh and Blood Contact.. Indeed this
is Becoming A Masked World Long Before the Pandemic
Enforces Eyes Without A Face.. Wow.. that Song By Billy Idol
comes in Handy today More than ever.. Windows of Our Soul
in 412 Facial Expressions of Emotions A Nonverbal Dance
Moving So Much of what We do Lost to Humans
Out of Balance Just Encroaching on WildLife
Homes too much Domesticating
Wild Life for Our Slaves
And Now Nature
is Returning Karma And
We Are finding that it is true
God as Nature Has No More Preference
for Us Than the Smallest of Viruses to Keep
Our Humanity Out of Balance in Check
As The MeeK iN Balance Do iNHeRiT
As truly overall we’ve forgotten what it
Even means to Be Inseparable From Nature And God the Same..
A BodY iN Balance Brings A Mind And Soul In Balance too Emotions
Regulating Senses Integrating And My God if someone with Asperger’s
Syndrome And Bi-Polar Can Reel it all in For Ascending Transcending
‘Autotelic Flow’ in a ‘Frission’ of Divine Experience in Free Dance And
Song all a Canary in a Coal Mine Might Dance And
Sing is the Answer to our
Division as a Globe
Comes with a Unity
Within of each Human
Unto themselves First to Reach out
Without Fear to Touch Other Souls
Once We Touch Our Own And See the
Face of Nature God Within inseparable and
Free to Give and Share where We Feel both
the Harm and Pleasure to the Rest of Nature We come to See too
to Heal
for Others to
Feel and Sense Free
too Transcending the
CuLTuRaL Clothes
Call of the
Indeed as
Wild Wolves are
More Loving than
Domesticated ones for Sure
But Again on an Individual Basis
if only there were more minutes for
Introspection for anyone to do it at all..
Smiles.. i Suppose A Pandemic Inherently
Gives Us the Opportunity for Introspection more if
We Will Go Through Enough Discomfort to See it…
It Will Be Interesting to Watch the Changes in Culture in the Coming
Year.. Particularly in the Latter Part of January Next Year.. Truly this is
Great Human Weather in All the Human Sails and Anchors.. Harbors
Safe and Unsafe as Troubled Waters And Storm Clouds Are Brewing
Without a Face..
Yeah What A
Day these Are
Now For Writing
EPiC Long Form
Poetry Free Verse to
Be.. Nice to See You Brian
Time doesn’t exist for me..
See You Soon again too..
i Pray That All Will Stay Healthy
In WellBeing For Your Family And
Great Success in Earning Your Doctorate Degree
This year and Adjusting for Whatever may come For this School Year too..:)


Smiles my Friend, THeRE is An ‘Invisible
Sun’ (Love/God) Within That Shines, Dances, Sings
Creating Star Light For All to BReATHE iN Terms of Free Love With Wings
Only Savior AFAlK
At Least Love
Hehe Thanks For including
me on Your to Do List Today..
Heyyylooooveees are Always
So Lovely Haha particularly
Dressed in Black
With Such
Kind Eyes
And Beautiful
Smiles of Sunshine Soul
Dear FRiEnD Wind of my Poetry too
Dance Song Yes of course my Soul too ♻️❤️🧡💛💚💙

Smiles, my Friend, there are Many More Rational Explanations
For What Happened ‘that Day’; More Numerous in the Link Below.

Magical Believing is A Natural Part of the Human Condition.

There was a Day where if We told someone We Will Visualize
Ourselves Exercising Growing Stronger And We actually Get Stronger in Our Ways of Measure;
Many Folks Would have called that Woo; Yet Science Proves, it is a Real Measurable way of Getting Stronger Now;

Sports Science Understands this too. The Placebo Effect Heals in Believing Others Are Supporting Us With Love Real;
No Different Than Prayers That Are Offered of Love That Sink Deep into Our Soul (Our Total Minds; Conscious at
Around 5 Percent; and Subconscious at Around 95 Percent, the True Driver of All We Do as Living Breathing Souls Whole).
And Yes, By God of Nature, ‘Voodoo’ is as Real as the Nocebo Effect Again, Bringing Disease And Premature Death too
for those Who Believe in Negative Waves of Life, Sinking the Soul of Our Ships Sooner. But You See my FRiEnD,
Perhaps You May Never ‘Believe IT; but Traditionally the Church has used both Placebo and Nocebo; in yes,
Carrots and Sticks to Subjugate And Control The Freedoms of Humans for Demagogue Mastery in
Pecking Order of Power And Status to make Small Souls of Men and Or Woman Feel Bigger than
Empty Souls of Golden Robed Popes, Cardinals, Bishops, Priests; And Every Form of Deacon
Who Comes to Imagine they are bigger than others from their Vaulted, yet Never Truly
Soul Love Filled Place on Altars and Pulpits; no Different than Trump Sitting Behind
His Big Desk Refusing to Wear a Mask; No Different than the Priests
Who Did this to their Congregations While Delivering Communion
With No Masks of Compassion too; as they were just too important to do that too, following Their ‘Dear Leader’,
Trump’s Way, Where Health/Well Being of Others was less important than their Vaulted Robe Positions at the Pulpit.

Smiles, Believe You Will Wake Up at 6 AM Each Day And Awake Before An Alarm Clock Rings; Do We Hear
the tick, tock, of Clocks While We Were Asleep and Count them; No, Digital Clocks Don’t Tick, Tock Anymore.

Again, Whatever Works for You; At Best Love Without Fear Harming All Others, including the Rest of Nature Least;
Even Loving Enemies, Same As Neighbors For Many Abused in So Many Ways Coloring their Love to Black Coal
And Only Fire of Fear and Hate Within; We All Exist on this Earth; Every Black Abyss Soul thru Purgatory Grey
to Beyond Rainbow Colors of Love That Most Folks Have no idea that exists at all; Truly Making
That ‘Miracle
of Fatima’,
Even if Real
Pale in Sun of Love Shine
CompariSon Within AS Humans
With Love Will Grow Mountains
of SoUL LoVE Smiles for Others too Big to See in just one Look of
SMiLes At Best We Create LoVE SMiLes As LiFE Really Breathes LoVE NoW…
SMiLes, YeS AGAiN, At Best Sun Within Our SoULS of SPiRiT HeART Dance
Sing Bringing Shine
of SMiLes to ALL..:)

A Sun of Love Is
Not Invisible Within,
Shining All 4 Seasons;
No Matter Weather of Clouds,
Rain, Day, Night, Moon or Sun; Love is Brighter Within to Give And Share;
And God Yes of Nature Carry on Now passing Away Coming Again More With
Technology Greater of Soul Than Any Pyramid Built With Trump Golden Tower
Initials of Empty Soul


[19] Not all witnesses reported seeing the Sun “dance”. Some people only saw
the radiant colors, and others, including some believers, saw nothing at all.[8][20][21][22][23]
The only known picture of the Sun taken during the event shows nothing unusual.[9][1]

Smiles, my Friend, The Sun Within me Dances And Sings Always Eternally Now
And It’s True There are Innumerable Videos on Social Media of me Dancing
in Public with Innumerable Views of Thousands of Videos Taken this way
By Others in the last 13,404 Miles, in 82 Months, Where i Haven’t Lifted
a Finger to Prove to others that The Sun of me Within in Shine of
Love Does
Free so many
More views than
those of 1917, for Within Now The Shine of Love Will Dance
Better Yet Now Proven With No Refutation Possible Now; Best thing is i’m
not the only Sun Within Who Will Dance And Sing In Shine this way;
There are Many Suns Dancing And Singing Shine of Love Within
They are not Afraid to Beam Their Light House Souls As
Their Lamps
Will continue
As they
Upload their
Souls to Give
Love Free Even Longer than Death will Ever Take Away…
A SeLFisH SouLeD PeRSoN WiLL Never Care to Give this way…
More than likely all that Will fill them
up inside a bit away from Empty
Soul is taking Freedoms away
from others to Temporarily
‘Fill’ Up Higher
That Will
Never See
Sun Shine For
Others From Within…

Smiles my Friend, THeRE is An ‘Invisible
Sun’ (Love/God) Within That Shines, Dances, Sings
Creating Star Light For All to BReATHE iN Terms of Free Love With Wings..:)



A Song
When i Heard my Child my Mother’s Last Breath
i Decided To Make Some Noise… Hermès Mercury
Is Correct.. Feet Are Wings… What i Love About ‘Cordova Mall’
So Much is it is part of this Area As A Tourist Destination So There
Are Lots of ‘Foreigners’… White Bread Often Bores Me Whole Wheat
Is More Exciting to ‘Jesus’ And ‘God’… True the 23 and Me Chromosome
Test Proves i have Nigerian and South Asian Relatives from the 18th/19th Century
Yeah Yeah Yeah My Grandfather is Born In Ireland the X-Catholic Priest i’m Close
to 96.4 Percent White Bread Northern European… 53 Percent Irish/English 23 Percent
German/French Scandinavian Viking a bit of this and that too… 1 PerCenT UnKnowN Hmm..
PerHaps From Outer Space too.. hehe Will Explain So So Much… True ‘Your’ Daddy is Jewish
A Cajun Grandma Married Him After the Irish X-Catholic Priest Which Makes ‘You’ Half Uncle too
Hey Babe Brown Is WHoLE WHeaT One Day All Are Gonna ReDeeM to Whole WHeaT aGaiN
AS A Globe Holds Hands WHoLE WHeaT AGaiN
Fewer Sun BurnS iN Florida Sounds
Like A Great (GoD)
NaTuRE DeSigN With
CLiMaTE CHanGE HoLDinG Hands (etc) too
When i told my Step Mother i am 1 Percent Nigerian
She said that explains why you are so Strong but what about Dance
Yeah by God Don’t Forget That Lord of the River Dancing Dude from
Ireland they Do More than Poetry too… Michael Flatley Close to my Age
With many of his Joints Replaced my Secret to 13,404 Miles of Public Dance
No Lord A Leaping… Still When i am in Barnes And Noble And the StarBucks
Students Stare at me For Hours While i Dance Listen to Music Reading A Book
Mahābhārata From India Previous Record Holder at 1.8 Million Words Long Mine
at 8.2 Million Words Long Not Even Hard… Meh.. one day i’ll take a Half-Day-Off
And Write a Book 8th Graders Can Read.. Hehe.. Yes That Target Audience is Real
Particularly When ‘You’ Have A Real Answer And Science Backs ‘You’ Up NoW
#HeavenWithinNow …HearS A ThinG i Do NoT Have to iMaGiNE WhaT iT
FeeLS Like To Be ‘Real JeSuS’ NoW DanCinG SinGinG LoVE Free
#BeJesusLoveFreeDancESinG PYRamID CaPSTonE WiSDoM
LiVinG ALiVENoWFLoWS… A SAddest ParT i FeeL iN
Any Church iN This Locality is ‘They’ Missed A
ReaLiTY BEinG ‘JeSuS’ ETernAlly
NoW iN HeaVeN WiTHiN
White Bread Often Bores
me Whole Wheat Is More
Exciting to ‘Jesus’ And ‘God’
But Wait!
This Straight
A Wants to
To S!
And it’s True
Covid-19 is only
A Teenager Still..
Wait until
A More
Grows to
Full Maturity…
Human Zombies
Won’t Stand A Chance
For Nature’s
Apex Predator
Rising out of
Breath of
Karma Balance
In Deed of What IS Free..:)

To: Do Lists

Great Afternoon
Sweet HeART!
Do iNdulge YouR
Positive Soul…!
The Ocean of
Joy Has No Bottom
Only RiSinG DaNCinG SinGinG More


Good Morning

Re-D ink
Taxes Yuck
i Want my
Florida Oranges
To Have more Brains
As Zombies Are
To All
Of Nature’s
Breath Group
Think In Ignorance
Injures, Maims,
Kills the
Face oF All
Nature Real
God With no
More Preference
For Small or
Like CuLTuRaL
Of Balance..

– The Real
Florida Man..;)

Nope.. Poetry And
Dance comes first
Besides i have until
Midnight to pass ‘the
TesT’ hehe School
Is Always Easy
Is More

to: ADDreSS


But True
More oF A Challenge..😉

One thing i know for sure as i surely am not a Flat Earth Conspiracy Theorist
Is if the Sun Ever Finds A Way to Dance in the Sky, None of Us Will Be Here to View it.

Other than that the Sun is Kind of a Big Deal; And even if it could Dance in the Sky, it
wouldn’t Be Choosing An Audience at Only One Location; There is also the Potential
That Folks Were looking at the Sun And Burned Their Retinas; And it’s worth noting
That Some folks attending didn’t note Anything Unusual at all; i think Real Life
Every Day Miracles that are Truly Proven Now are more amazing; i surely
Don’t Need Any Additional Evidence for myself That God Beyond Any of
our understandings as Nature Exists; Seen too many Real Life Miracles
in my Life That Science Just Cannot Explain; No Different than
So-called Life Ending Diseases That Melt Away into
Nothing at all; yes, Miracles Matter Most
When They Happen to Us; But Without
The Kinda Belief That Even comes
With the Known Placebo
Effect Documented
to Put Life Threatening
Disease into Remission in the
Unexplained Cases in Medical Files,
Very Rarely Without this Ability to Believe
Do Remissions come this way; Mind of Will in
iMaGiNaTioN Does incredible Real Miracles in Life;
as easy to measure as imagining one is Exercising and
Actually Growing Stronger in Empirical assessment With Tools of Measure;
And True, There is Also the Nocebo Effect As Well; Where Negative Beliefs
May end in Disease and Premature Death as Well. And of Course Relatively, Speaking
That’s Just the Tip of the Iceberg as there isn’t enough Study to See How Far a Human
Will Take
This Propensity
of Belief to Heights
Not Seen Before NoW iN Real
Miracles of Life Yet to Be and See too.
So Yeah; Faith Now as ‘Small as a Mustard Seed’
That Keeps Believing Will Create Anew A ‘Tree of
Life’; Living Longer, Loving all that Life has to Offer more;
What’s Truly Worse Now Than finding Meaning and Purpose
in a Phenomenon That Just Doesn’t Make any Logical Sense;
Is Believing In Nothing At All Making Nothing In Life Holy And
Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose; the Human iMaGiNaTioN
Most Definitely Serves A Basic Survival Purpose in Creativity We Bring in Fruition,
Keeping Us Moving Forward instead of Growing Stagnant And Even Weaker in Soul Drive;

Whatever Works my Friend;
Best as Love That Includes All
With Doing Least Harm; Believing
In that Fatima Miracle may Bring You
Peace/Joy in Life that Harms no one;
Whereas, A Catholic Deacon
Affirming that the
Criticism of
Trump is Just
A Hoax like all the
Other Conspiracy theorists;
Has the Potential to End Loving
Breath All Together as Ignorance Injures,
Maims, And Kills; That’s Where A Real Danger Lies today..:)

Dying without really
Living for ’cause
more than
been there
done that moment
three times greatest
Lesson to start Living
without Fear as to Live
With Fear
is to
to Live.. sure
easier said than
done to drop the
bill and avoid ‘picking’ it up…
SMiLes.. i find in the Flesh and
Blood World that Looking
up from a screen
a place
of what used
to be Dialogues
of Interest and even
at Work Years ago an
Email across the Hall
replaces a Foot
to Face
i’m pretty
sure it started
with a Remote
Control to a Big
Wooden Console TV..
Engage in Life or fall
Silent as a Remote
No User..
Avatar Life
as ‘they’ no longer
Dance and Sing too..
Anyway keep speaking
up Prajakta Feeds the soUL
with more than Silent Remote Controls…

Great Check-List oF All of What is Despicable
About the Villain in Charge of This Nation
That is Becoming Increasingly a Killing Field
At the Hands of Ignorance; Lack of Empathy,
Sympathy, And Compassion; The total Opposite of
What ‘Well Adjusted Human Beings to Life’ See as A Leader to Be Elected And Respected.

Yes, By God of Nature, There is a Bigger Problem, comprising still around 33 Percent of the Electors
And That is Those Who Are Not Well Adjusted to a Well Being of Life in Total Balance.

A Crime Boss Cannot Survive Without A Target Audience Who Willingly Allows that
Crime Boss to take Advantage of Them. The Crime Boss As Always is the Villain (Demagogue),
The Anti-Hero; Without A Crime Audience That is Willing to Become Target, This Crime Does Not exist.

‘Crime of the Century’
Must Be Willing to Take
ITS Place in HiStory; Current
Events Reveal This ‘Revelation’
oF Old and New Testaments All
Around the World; Present Now Here and
in Similar Places Like Brazil; The ‘Despicable
Leaders And ITS Minions’ is Just Art of Reality Now.

“Child of Vision (The Newer Generations) Find A New Ambition”
‘Breakfast In America’ Is Currently Rotting into Refrigerator Trucks Ever Faster.

Perfect Storms of Ignorance Without Empathy, Sympathy, And Compassion
Creates Humanity’s

My advice:

Move to A Small Town;
Biggest Cities Are Breeding
Grounds for Humans Out of Balance;
Pandemic Violence Bait Through and Through…

New York; And Now Miami; And Los Angeles; Numbers Don’t Lie.

This iS How Minions Rule; They Keep THeir
Traditions oF iGnorance Together in Smaller Cities…

And they Go to ‘Church’ And Come Back
to Spread That ViRuS oF iGnorance, Overall;
As The Evidence At Hand Surely Current Events Relates;

Only Looking for a Leader
Without Empathy, Sympathy,
And Compassion to Let All
Hell Break Out oF ‘Old Books’.

‘Child of Vision Find a New Ambition’;
Breakfast iN America Is Rotting in Biggest Cities….

-With A Little Help from ‘Super Tramp’

Movie Maker Memory
Film Doesn’t Forget
All it takes is one
Thanks Now or then
one out-reached
Hand of Love in at
Least Tolerance of
Difference to Change
the World of One and Many Others True
in Deeper Wisdom of Beauty’s Love Free to come
Thanks to Your Ingenuity dVerse is Celebrating an
8th Anniversary.. i’ve traveled here off and on for 7 Years
in Heaven Within of Smiles to Give everywhere i Dance and
Sing in part because one Person was Brave Enough to Reach out
And Say
That You are Here
Smiles my FRiEnD 66 Months
of Shut-in Hell With the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep God Yes of Dark
of ‘John 14:12’ The Suicide Diseased Assessed
in Medical Literature as Literally worse than the
Real Torture of Crucifixion; i wasn’t Looking to
Outdo Anyone that way but it’s true 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep is a lot longer than 3 Hours
to 3 Days as such of Suffocating that way where
not even a Memory of what A Smile Left Feels Like
Where One Second is a Thousand Years of Passing Hell Eternally Now Then
The Power of Belief in Faith and Hope of Beauty Love’s Wisdom is Greater than
any Green
of Taxing
Souls on Loan
Yet Dance and Song
comes First.. hehe i’ve
got until Midnight to finish
the Last Part of my to Do List
today after Song and Then Dance And Song again
But my Wife insists now and i know who my only Boss is..
This God of Love Within where Working For Someone else
is No Part of Life for Pay only Serving for the Freedom Love Brings
Hmm.. since i last Thanked You For Welcoming me in this dVerse World
7 Years ago.. that 6 Thousand Words i included in what you Named as the
Mother And Father of All Blog Posts has grown to a longest Epic Longest Long
Form poem Free Verse in 8.2 MiLLioN Words of 82 Months.. i didn’t Know Free
Verse existed until i came here as you brought that breath alive out of all the Science
of Poetry that i will Never See As Art no more than Paint by Numbers You Made Different
And Original Seem Like the Cool Thing of Creativity to Do my Soul Still Agrees as my Public
Dance Moves to 13,404 Miles of Dance Now in 82 Months too.. Oh the Reward After Not
Being Able to Feel A Smile for 66 Months A Numb Much Worse of Soul than the Worst
Pain Known to Humankind then.. And Now the Innumerable UniVerse of Smiles
to others Serving For Free for You See i am only a Humble Missionary
of SMiLes now my FRiEnD i am not cut out to do much more than
that but it is enough for me.. and haha.. a Viral Video of one
of Many that the Young Were motivated to get attention
for themselves on Social Media went Viral in the
Christmas Vacation of 2018 where over
88 Thousands Views from the Metro
Area Came With 1300 Comments
As they Judged the Value
of My Life then..
Some Were Afraid too..
I’ve Heard disparaging ones
since Puberty of 6th Grade then
nothing new but there were others Like
Icon of the City, Folk Hero, Dance Legend,
Spirit Animal; not exactly what i heard other than
Computer Brain and Valuable Commodity At School thru
Work.. Creativity is Love and Creation of Smiles is Love at
Best to me on Other Faces so much Joy so much better than
off a
in 2008
to end it all
as i didn’t think i was
cut-out for Hell but i was
And Now i Celebrate too
Where Heaven Really is Just
A Smile to Give and Share With
Others the Food and Drink that
Ever Fills a Soul to Burn Brighter
All it takes is one small Child to flick
A Bulb on A Christmas ‘Tree of Frankenstein’
To Change Frowns into Smiles of Joyous Colored
Lights of Smiles forevermore now in Dance And Song or someone identifying
themselves as ‘007’… Just giving the Answer i was looking for: Love is what counts most.

As Both a Scientist And Artist i Measure LoVE iN Volumes of Smiles in Joy…

Someone else Can Save the World.. i only Exist
to Light it up a bit more in Colors of Love Free…

In other Words,
ThankS AGAiN;
Every out-Reached
Hand Changes the
World to Colors oF Light…

Yes, ThankS AGAiN 007,

From Just Another
Fool Tarot Card 0 NoW
Where Anything is Possible
Without Fear in Love That
Harms the Rest of Nature Least.

Oh Yeah, And ‘Merry Christmas’,
i Will Never Fully Understand why
People only Want to Celebrate Birth oF Light And Love Only one Day…
in Only one Way.. Perhaps one has to Go to Hell For Real to fully Understand that…





Ocean Waves NeVeR

What i remember Most About my Recovery
7 Years Ago Out of 66 Months of Hell as yeah
that ‘Revelation 66’ was a Metaphor for the NumBeR
of Months THeRE is the Depth of Love i Saw in my Wife’s
Eyes as i Returned to the Only Place Heaven Will ever Exist Now: Love

Life Teaches
the Smallest
Greatest Lessons
Forevermore NoW in
Just one Pair of Eyes
For ALL (GoD)

Never Far Away
When Love
Breathes As
Close As NoW iN EYeSeeinG

Hehe Just 933 Words SMiLinG

And Yes 7,438 Words for The Entire
4 Song Movement in Free Verse ‘Frednata’
Starting with “Never Land” Of Course As The
Overall Story of Life iS EternAlly NoW Never Ending Present Gift






Afraid to Dance
PriSonS ‘TweeN
MoutH and Ears
Different Brushes Different Strokes
Different Humans LiGHT and DaRK
Master PEacE PainTinG God We i Us ouR LiFE
Do Art iN A Way
Only Cream Of
Crop ViSiTS
Doing More Art
Hehe Bowling
Is Religion
Is For
i Don’t Do
Do Fun
Just For
Love Play
With Love
With No Fear
That Harms None
Dear Sohair Same
You FRiEnD
❣️☺️🎶 🙏
Oh Yeah; The Other Thing; The
Three Letter Other Word of
‘God of Trump’ Supporters,
Without ‘This Fox’
‘God Trump’ Would
Just Be Playing Golf
And Looking Ever More Orange in Florida.
There are two ‘things’ the Majority of
‘Trump Supporters’ Are Not Going To
Be Able to Do Without Come Monday:
Walmart And Home Depot;
Walgreens And CVS;
Target Won’t Even
Be an
to Escape
the Favorite
‘Trump Shopper
Capitalistic Consumer
Ways’ Without a Mask;
Unless ‘They Keep
Their Four Wheel
Drives’ At Home
For Delivery there
To Reduce Potential More
Killing Fields And Refrigerator
Trucks Required to Store Corpses in Over
Crowded Covid-19-Hospitals; The Frigging
Corporations Have More Soul CuRRenTLY Than Church/Trump Politics.
At Least THere is Some Kind of ‘God of Love’ Behind Walmart, Etc.. Cash Registers…
Ya Can’t
With at Least A Breath of Love;
But Ya Can Do Ya Damndest
to Maim, Injure, And Kill
Folks With Ignorance
For Places That Do
Not Protect Folks From
THeir Own Ignorance.
At Least some Corporations
are Putting Their Big Boy And
Or Girl LoVE Dresses/BRitcheS On…
Thank God of Common F iN Sense NoW;
Jesus F iN Christ Some Folks Won’t Lift ‘a
Cross’ as Light as A Frigging Handkerchief
Other Humans,
Unless they are
Forced By Corporations
to Love a Little bit more than Selfish;
Whatever Works to Save Lives is Kinda
Cool in My
Soul At Least;
The Politics of
Trump Churches;
Overall, Need to Lift some
Love Weights to get stronger than weakest…
No Way Trump Could have Got Elected Without
‘the Church’ in His Trump Pocket; IT Still Swells in
Support No Matter What Fresh Hell arises on 5th
Avenue Killing
Streets oF iGNoRaNCE.
Yay; GO! GO! Corporations;
At Least Some Organizations
Still BeLiEVE iN (God Love) Enough
to Save Frigging Innocent Actual
Breathing Life From Death.
Smiles my FRiEnD Sohair
A Prayer Without Love is Words
When All Is Love Words Are Not
At All
For Love
Without Words
Love Sees Without
Words Love Feels
Without Words
iN FAct
THere is
No Need for
God To Speak
At All For Wind
Breathes Spirit
Yet We Dance And
Sing Spirit True When LoVE NoW..:)
Ships Have Anchors And Sails
Sails Serve to Explore Frontiers Yet to See
Anchors Serve As Safe Harbors For Rough Seas
Lose one Come Blind
Lose the Other Sinking
to See
Anchors… And Sails
i More Often Do my Wife
More Often Anchors Sails
i See
Humans Are Both
Anchors and Sails
i Probably couldn’t Do
All of this on my Own
Therefore You
Are likely
Than me..
i’m Still Working
On my Anchors And Sails
For Now i See More i Float
Calm Eye Center Ship of Cat 6
Hurricane so Far i Am Free Now A Safe MeOw…
Lionesses True Kings ALWaYS Queens Are King…
Smiles.. Katrina Just asked
“What Are You Smiling At”
Remembering my Earliest Memory
As Reading Your Comment about
The Size of my 500 TB Memory
Hehe that is Way too small
As i don’t save
Just Jpeg images…
The Movie of my Life
Includes all of my iMaGiNaTioN
And you’ve felt some of the places
i will take you so far away with that
HAha so anyway when Katrina asked
me why am i Smiling.. i said i am
‘Seeing God Across the River’
The Place i Was ‘Raised’ at 3
For you see i couldn’t really
Put this Memory in Words
before i could Speak for it
Is even More than
A Feeling as it
Was Before i Could
Speak at Age 4.. Yes
For then i remembered
Being Here Eternally Now
Beyond All Distance.. Space.. Time
Matter Same Forest Across the River
Same Water Same Blood of God
Flowing in me nah in this way before
i could Speak my ‘Autistic Super
Power’ was and Still is ReMeMeRing
Forever Now one With God No
Separation i Am 3 then CuLTuRaL
Clothes Starting With Idol Words
TaKinG that God Intelligence Away
For the Next 50 Years until
i stood on the Beach on
July 19th, 2013 at 53
3 Years-Old-Again
Finally Actually
Having A Birthday With
God Within Me Fully Breathing
Again.. i just Hope i’m
Not the only one…
In Fact Now i’m sure
This is Why God Created
All of Us As Nothing is the
Loneliest Place oF all
It Will Practically Make
Us Wanna Explode into
Love… Nothingness
For Where God Comes
From Too.. God Never Wanted
Worship… Just to Feel
Love And Honestly
As God’s Children
This is What We Truly
Seek to find Most it’s
Not Surprising Folks
Who Are Not Love
Are Willing to Die
To Find Love After
Death Or Even Destroy
Their Home Now So
Empty of Love Is
the Desperation
All Some Folks See
Smiles Love is the
HardDrive of me Soft
Forever Now All to Feel
Love This is what my ‘Hard Drive’
Most to CoLoR🌹
‘CaRMaLiTE’ Dreams Sweet HeART
What every
Nun and
Are Still
Looking For
What A 3 Year
Old Child Without Words
And Bumble Bee Sees
Of God
Ever Blooming
Eternally Now Love
Heaven’s Breath Us🌹
At Best All
Our Stories
Continue to unfold
Mystically Magically
Amazing New Colors Flower
Or Meh..
Just Black
And White No
Thanks to 🧟‍♂️
Zombie 🧟‍♀️ Life
Ain’t Going Back
To the Living Dead like that
It’s up to
Us to
To Bloom in
Eternal Newer
Life Colors Seeing Now
Original Newer Coke Heaven
Lots of
BeLieVE iN
Only Really
Living Dead
Does In Large
Explain 33 Percent
Core Support for an
Orange Rotting God
What A Metaphor for
Essence Zombie Politics Makes…
Celebrating Life
Truly What All
Flowers Bloom to
Do so many Colors
So Much Life Budding
To touch
Breathes in
Our Eyes so Free
Living Trees Smile
🌳 🌲 🌺❣️🌺🌈
iT’S NoT EasY
BuT SomEonE haS
To steP uP aNd JuST Do iT..;)
Fly without
Oldest FucKinG AGapE LoVE Story Leadership With Or
Without Basic Ape Empathy Instinct.. ‘Jesus Face Palm’ Towering
Over Shadow of U.S… GoD SPiRiT GoD HeART GoD SoUL iS All i Need
to ‘KNoW’ ‘YoU’ Can Keep All THE ‘Stuff’ If THaT iS HoW You Choose LifELoVESoULGoD
SMiLes i’m too much oF A ‘Scientist’ to BE A ‘ReaL Poet’… Circle oF LiGHT Yes LoVE CoMPLeTE
SoUL oF GoD SHiNES iN As US FoR ReaL We aRe i AM NoW i Had No Choice But to
LEarN From A Feral Small Yet Powerful Lion King.. Smallest Paw Prints Make Largest
Dances Songs of SoUL… Top O’THE Evening My Hair Still Catches FiRE iN SuNSeT..
CLoSinG iN oN 60 PaSSinG 60 Now … Grandfather X-Catholic Priest Born in Limerick Ireland
So WHere Ya Wanna me to Go.. Ireland.. England.. France.. Germany.. Nigeria.. South Asia..
Those Are The Places in Origin i Hail… Yes A Place i am From Now Originally Named ‘Hell’
A Bit of a ‘Seedy Joint’ Away From Unconditional Love For all ‘Trump Town USA’
OMG THeRE aRe SiGnS iN Plain Sight EVeRYWHeRE They Look Yet It Doesn’t
Seem to Catch Their Attention When Their Wishes CoMes True
True ‘A Bible’ States A Believer Will Do Greater Works Than
Jesus And SHoW Receipts Like Forrest Gump That You Do
It True iN Light… Church And 33rd Biggest County Both Named
After Rose iN The FLoWeR State Florida iN LA Lower Alabama FL PaNHaNDLE
Meh.. ReCoRDinG All oF iT WHiLE DoinG iT FoR A THouSaND YeARS or So
to KeeP Folks Company Not That Easy but Hey At Least it’s DonE… Anyway
It’s Not An Easy Life Being A Lion King or as National Geographic Will tell Ya
Being A Male Lion at All… IF We Are Not Ready for What Will Surely Come Next too
As That’s Loving Life in Dark True too…. Eye of the Tiger is Necessary to Survive
in the Longest of Long Runs as Life Will Surprise Us Any Step of the If And When
A Lion King Is This Fortunate Now i SuPPoSE iT’s TiME To Press A ButtoN AGaiN



SMiLES, mY FRiEnD; Keep Looking For ‘Mary’;
Keep Finding ‘Her’; Hopefully One Day ‘She’
Will Give You What Your Mother Was not Able to Give;
in Fact, You and ‘Mother Angelica’ Have This in Common As
Many Priests and Nuns do too for they Were Never Fully accepted in
Real Love Either; At
Home, School,
Or Even Much
Later In Work, Just
Loved For Who They
Are Love and this is what
the Movie ‘A.i.’, ‘Artificial iNtelligence’
With SPiRiT, HeART And SoUL Teaches Most
For Each Child, Each Human Who is not Fully Accepted
iN Love, Carries A Crown of Thorns With them Always
Seeking to Find
What they Miss
Most even
if they
no idea
what they are missing;
My Wife hasn’t Really Aged A Day
in Her Life since she was 19, When We Married Over
30 Years ago; Every Day i Wake up to the Same Body
of A Woman laying next to me; The Same Breath; The
Same Unconditional Love Blessed as Gift to me; My Mother
Loved me this way too; But Very Rarely, Anyone Else through
Years of My Life, Besides my Sister and the Only Dog i ever had
For it’s true ‘They’ used to Taunt me on the School Bus; Even Girls;
i remember ‘Vickie’ Taunting me with ‘Look He has Eye Lashes just like
A Girl’; it wasn’t my fault, i was born Androgynous This Way With Open Arms
to Every Stranger Way Before i could Speak at Age 4; often Mistaken for a little
Girl With Hair So Blonde And Eyes so Green to Blue; Just Awkward And Deemed
Just Ugly And Weak And too Strange to Deserve to Exist in Middle School Then;
But not my Dog Charlie;
A Mix of Dachshund
And Some Other Kind
of Striped Hound; It Didn’t
Matter who i was as Long
as i was kind to Him; So, he Escaped
A Fence in my Yard to Meet me then
At the School Bus Stop; But He Didn’t make
it as When Vicki Was Taunting me then about
Having Girl Eye Lashes, There ‘Charlie’ was on the
Side of the Road DEAD; my Mother and Sister and me
All Cried about it for hours; but You See, i still had Their
Love; Some Little Boys and or Girls Have none at all; i no longer
Look Like A Girl; in Fact, Now, Young Women Swarm to me when i Dance
Like Honey Bees Attracted to a Flower; Just A Bigger one who Leg Presses 1340
Pounds, 12 Reps very slowly at 90 Degrees for a long 100 Seconds; i understand
Why people are Mean to other People; What a Crown of Thorns that some little Boys
and or Girls in Adult Bodies Still Will Do Out of Ignorance to Others, Without This Unconditional
Love; This Flame inside
i come here to this
Internet Site; i’ve listened
to Many ‘Autistic Folks’, Thousands
Upon Thousands on this Internet
Site And Many Others; and Many of
Them Relate A Similar Crown of Thorns
In Empty And Numb They Wear; Part of
the Reason, in So Many Places, Where Toxic Patriarchy
Exists Still to Numb Little Boys to be Warriors that No
Longer are Needed in Desert Scarcity of Tribal Wars; Yes,
WHeRE This Crown of Numb And Pain of Emotional Coldness
Comes to Create Harm and Injury to so many others; either
witting or unwittingly too; there are two ways of Addressing
this; Victory of Eventual Love Or Sure Defeat In All that comes from
Vengeance; Unforgiving And Sending Someone to Hell for what someone does not
Breathe in their Soul; the Breath of Unconditional Ever For Giving Thanks Giving Love
Sadly Per Full Story at Least;
‘Jesus’ still wears
This Crown of
in Vengeance
For what He is not
Able to Ever Forgive And
to Torture as Truest Evil
Forever Where No Forgiveness
Or Love Breathes but then You
Have to Understand the ones who
Wrote and Edited The Story, Wore the
Same Crown; The Crown Without Love WiTHiN
my FRiEnD, Given And Shared to Them Unconditionally
To Keep Breathing in them; i Hope You Find two things in
Life; make them three: EverUnderstanding, EverForgiving, And ALWaYS UNconditional
Love Now FOR REAL GiVinG SHaRinG Free With Least Harm to ALL (GoD) Fearless:
A Trinity And More That Allows Love to Breathe in ALL of us For Real; Without
This We
to Where God
Lives Before the
Big Bang As Perhaps
Spinning into Torsion Spiraling
Birthing Out of Black Holes too;
The Nothingness of Living Death Before
The Birth of Love Living Again Now REaL;
WHere Many Still are LooKinG For Love my FRiEnD;
Some of Us Get to Heaven Now and Some of Us Don’t;
My Mother is Gone Her Love LiveS on the Unconditional one
in my Eyes to Give and Share Free; She Will Never Die this way Now
at Essence; Nor, Will those who Give the Same too as Well, no Matter
Blood Relation; This Means my Mother in me Breathes Again and Again
With each Breath of Love i Give and Share Unconditionally Without Fear too;
Apparently Mary
Didn’t Love ‘Jesus’
Enough, per ‘Story’
At Least, for if ‘She’
Did, ‘He’ Wouldn’t have
the Emptiness in his Soul
to Not Forgive Anyone and
Torture them in Hell Forever;
That is the God of No Love; the
Jesus of No Love; i have a GReaTesT God
My FRiEnD, the God of Love Gifted to me WiTHIN
by My Mother; in Other words, i’ve always had ‘Mary’ in me;
My Wife Brings that to me as well; so Magical that she looks the
Same after 30 Years; but it’s true She has a Form of Epilepsy Where
She could ‘Go to Sleep’ any Day and not Wake Up; but the Same is True
For all of Us, which should only means that We Live to Give Love And Are
Love Eternally now; this Breath Accepting THoRNS Loving FLoWeRS RiSinG


Not Everyone Reads 20 Times Faster Than the Average Human;
Not Everyone Types around 130 Words A Minute When Properly Focused;
Not Everyone Remembers Their Life Like a Movie That Never Ends to Retell;
And Not Everyone Holds the Greatest Gift to Give And Share For Free Fearless;
How Blessed
i am; How
i am
For this
Gift of Love
MeeK STRonGesT
i Give and Share
Free; i Dance And
Sing for the Greatest Force of Love as me…

Anyway, That’s why Folks Make Movies like A.i.

To Bring This Love to those who
Currently Cannot See or Hear Love Now.

Or to Help Folks ReMeMBeR; Yes,
to Lend a Hand Up to Be Reborn as
Breath of Love Again Eternally Now.

From What i see at Every
Church i’ve Visited; ‘they’
Just are yet to find Real
(Most of the Congregation;
And Priests; and Other ‘Collar’)
An Art Now to Color
Love of Rose
And FLoWeRS RiSinG
i Do what i Can and
Will to Help if only
They ‘Hear/See’ Love Dance Sing once…

My Wife Collapsed the Other Night to the
Floor; Fortunately, Very Rarely does this Happen;
She was Unable to respond with Her Seizure to tell
me if she is okay; i passed my Hand in front of He Eyes;
Her Eyes did not move at all; But She Was Breathing; Hope
Still Lived; And then She Spoke Love as every Word/Breath
of Hers is Love to ME ETernAlly Now to Give And Share More.

Find this Love my FRiEnD;
Find this Love my FRiEnD;
Cherish it As Your Breath to Give
And Share Free Fearless with Least
Harm to ALL Others And You Too Will BReATHE
Heaven NoW the Gift of my Mother That STiLL
Breathes AS Heaven iN Me to Give and Share Free.

What Every Mother Should Understand iN THeir Soul;
When they Birth And Garden LoVE iN A Child
God Breathes Heaven Now More;

No Greater Gift is THeiRS to Give

in a Word:

Only More Love to Give And Share Free;
Breathing On As Roses Rise out of THoRNS And FLoWeRS
Water Waves Ocean Whole Love More Fearless Free Eternally

Now Seeing HeAveN

to Be

i AM Love Free