Poetic Muse Greens

New MacroVerse titled “Embers Soul Leftovers” as
2nd Part of a Dedication to Friend/Old Soul Mate Himali..
Published at 2:57 AM on 12.4.18.. And Now i’m really tired..
As Promised i Waited Hours and Hours before i commented
‘Here’ and now it is the Magic Harry Potter and Synchronicity Clock
Hour Where i Live at 3:00 AM.. as it’s true it took me a While to Publish
the Second part of that Friendship/Old Soul Mate Dedication to You but Whew
i finally Got it published Now and guess what i only added 53 extra photos so
this one is
one just
can open up..
sure.. i’ll link it below
for your Eternal Record ‘here’.. hehe..
but true it did weigh in at 17,444 Words
And there are some story Photos in Between..
And one of my Favorite Synchronicities is the Last
Two Photos as Yellow Boy is on our Patio and in
Saint Elmo’s Fire in the Torch on the Patio of Old
Seville Quarter Where i Dance as Katrina actually
thought that was a Halloween Decoration instead of
Form of Fire and she saw an Angel in a Shadow above
and i saw something else but views differ in Synchronicity
Ways depending on what we are used to Seeing Meaning
And Purpose of in life including what is Holy and Sacred to us also..
Anyway.. my
FriEnd as
Before Multiples
Of 7 and more.. i’ve
Got this Special Interest
that i just get out of my Soul and i don’t want to..
So.. once again ‘this Song’ and Dance is For Y.O.U.. ‘i Hope
You don’t
i Wrote
Down the Words’
And Linked it here too.. hehe..
but true.. if you ever have read any thing
Looong i’ve written from Beginning to end including
Watching all the Videos from Beginning to end and if
You are the only one who ever has this is my most Favorite one of All
for how
it makes
Closer to
God and You too..
With HeLLoVE HiMaLi..:)

“Embers Soul Leftovers”
mY HiMaLi..
heHe.. and to be clear
that’s just my Sweet Nickname
for you now and is surely not any
Measure Less Than Total Freedom..:)



By God iT’s True NoW
i’M ouT of tHe Closest
Roll TidES OceaNS
Who Counts KeePinG iN MiND AnD
NoW iN THis VeRSioN oF A Bible A Quarterback
Picks HiS OwN
TeAM AnD Words
By God
Lovers True


“Atlantis the Palm” A Poetic Name for A
Resort in Dubai in the United Arab Emirates…
Sometimes i am not sure if the Photos You Share
are in India or Dubai and this Resort and Water Park
is so Palatial Like Some of the Casino Resorts that we
Visited Last Saturday
i had to take a closer
Look with a Google Search
as it surely is over the top in
Luxury Vacation Fashion and
the Water Park Fun does look
Exciting and i am so Happy you
were able to Find a Celebration Get
Away Like this on Your Birthday Week..
True.. my FriEnd Life is always so much better
With the Human Touch.. and i am so Happy you
Are Still Blogging Everyday for it still makes me Feel
Like i am Speaking Directly to Your Human who always
Gives me Comfort For the Smiles i always Imagine on Your
End of
phone line..
but anyway my
Friend lately You’ve
lifted the Quality of my
Dance and Song in Life
as you’ve made me Feel More
Alive than i realized i wasn’t
but of course it’s all
Perspective every
thing about
is A
Resort out
of Hell but true
there are Resorts
of Human Beings who
Manage to Lift Folks up
with their Enthusiasm for every
Part of Life.. i always Look forward to your
Experiences mY FRiENd.. Please Keep Sharing
And i hope Your Work Week is going well with HeLLoVE HiMaLi..
Oh Yeah.. i showed Your ‘Beautiful Traveler’ Post to My Sister and
She Said you are also A Very Beautiful Writer.. she was very impressed and touched
And so was i.. of course.. Among a Couple of other Posts that are still my favorites…
i couldn’t believe i
haven’t responded
to some of the Regular
Bloggers i correspond with
since November 22nd and
it’s Hard to Believe it’s Already
December 4th.. anyway.. oh Lord
off to Catch-up.. true my Friend i’ve
been on Auto-Pilot too
Land And it’s
My Most Favorite Resort As
The Human Touch Makes Life Worth Living..
Oops.. i was gonna make this shorter and i’m earlier
but i went the Way of the River NoW as i tend to Flood-tide in and out..:)


Floating Snow Blind
Helium Snow is
A Secret
i am Looking
For And i Hope
Your Mother is Doing Better..:)

dVerse has a Poetry Prompt on
Secret Ingredients but First Frank
And Xenia’s Place And Some Styx
And Snow Blind to go along with Witty
Shawna’s Newest User Name on Her Poetry Site..
as i need a Song for this MacroVerse as I’ve gone Long enough without a Song..;)


‘This Song’ Popped up on Youtube Trending and Carried me through
2 Hours of Dance at Super Walmart so let’s continue it Here with Poems
at Xenia and Frank’s Places of Poetry and Perhaps i’ll make it to gigoid’s Place
With Quotes of Sage Old Aphorisms to Riff off of too.. as this is surely an Older
Romantic Song too
For Poetry
to iFly
Bit Higher too..
Secret Ingredients in Bits and Bytes
as they grow smaller and larger True..
But Back to Shawna’s Place as i
keep Missing the back and
Forth Blog Spot
with her..
Skating Snow Blind
Hiya Shawna Baby..
i keep missing connecting
to you and i am glad to Hear Your
Mom is doing
A Little
as i continue to Keep
Her in my Prayers..
Hello Mrs AsteRisk..
also known as Shawna
Baby.. i haven’t seen Frank’s
Post and i am a bit behind now
in commenting as i always make
it to his place to do that.. so nice of him
to link back to me with McArthur’s Park
as that is a really
Back when
You were about 1 Years
Old hehe.. in 1978 as that Song
Always Brings Back the Memory
of my First Love from Start to Finish
of saying Farewell.. on A Dance Floor
And Meeting her on one too.. as a Story
You’ve Heard Before.. the Half American
Cuban one and a Couples Dancer with her
Brother as i still don’t do Couples Dancing hehe..
And the Women at the Dance Floor Have Fallen
Through Empty Arms when they thought i knew
When to Catch them From Gently Falling to the Ground..
True i can’t
do every
but hehe..
i know things too..
That’s a Great Song
And i am Very Happy to
See You on the dVerse Trail
as you know i peruse all of what
you do.. whether i get back to comment
or not.. as i do owe Frank and Xenia about
2 Weeks Worth.. of Replying Back in Poetic
Fashion to What i’ve Missed as Lately i have
been in Himali Land.. my Very Nice Friend from
India Living in the United Arab Emirates as she has
Been Back Posting strong among the Few Folks like
You who i never miss a post from and at least always
try to comment on what you guys have going on now..
i am always
so Excited when
i see you come back
online as You always Share
Such Unique Stuff to Look at
my FriEnd.. i don’t have many
Friends online but i do Cherish
the Handful who always lift me up
and you surely have done that for me since
the Summer of 2015.. Like Himali too.. and yes
Sohair who i met off of Himali’s Site and gigoid
who i met off of Sohair’s Site as i like to remind myself
that i have a few Friends
now to really
to as
that doesn’t
come easy when
one is no longer Working
For Pay.. and really no one around
here much has much in common with me
as hehe.. i’m sure you know.. anyway.. so nice
of You to Clue me on to Franks’ Blog Post
with the Link back to what i do.. and
I really like this ‘Secret Ingredient’
Prompt as You can tell so
Many Secrets in Poetry
as yes you know and
enjoy the
of all of what ‘the
Poet’ might actually be
saying directly to you or as
you wish as ‘they’ say and as
Wishes may be unusually Granted too..
haha.. but that’s a Story.. Just Another Life Line too..
Love Ya Shawna Baby.. i’ll be keeping all of you in my Prayers
And i Hope
for the
for All
of You too..
i suppose i’ll eventually
Get to Frank and Xenia’s Place hehe..
But time for a Song Change First Per Hooked on some Feelings..;)


SMiLes Frank oh my Goodness
i am so Far Behind on Your Posts
but true i was doing some Word
too where
Left Stays too..
Ah Yes.. Haiku
For the Present
For the Beauty
of the
Will Stay
Whether We
Seize It or Not
Be Air..
i am Reminded Now
That in our Modern
Days if ‘Joseph and
Mary’ Were Seeking
Asylum For
Out of
Death Threats
They Might Travel
to Be caged or Worse
South of the Selfish Border…
Ah.. Yes.. A Three
Day Winter Solstice
Turn Around of
the Sun
The Birth
oF LiGHT More
Fruition of Breath’s Dream..
Angel’s Hair
Angel’s Breath
Forgivness NoW
And Thanks Frank For
The Shout-Out oN
‘MacArthur’s Park’
DanCeS to me..
Hoping to Keep
Icing Adhering Freshly
to A Spiritual Wedding Cake
outside above
So BeLoW all aRound..:)
“Love Hope and Family”
And ‘Guiding Light’ by
Mumford And Sons
Quite A Thanks
Giving Treat
A Bit
Behind on the
Poetry Trail i am
Since A Metaphorical
Luxurious Miami Vacation
as Such.. Nice to See You Xenia
Happy Daily Thanks Giving LiGHT TRuE
Yes.. i
Will use
Song too
Soon Enough
ThankS AGAiN
With So Much Love..
Thanks Giving then
“Beaver Full iMoon”
i Ever
A Night
A Moon Had
Sea Eyes oF LoVE..
TaleS Wag
BeautY STar
NoW oF
HaiR of the DoG..
Light of the DReAM..
DRiVinG Weight
Sea Tree
As HuMaN..
Master of the
Ocean Foot Stool
the Sea..
Sunrise Passing
Damp Set Now
Winter Nights..
Thanks Giving
Full Moon…
Venus Swells
Sunrise Seas More
With Hello.. Thanks.. Xenia..:)


Just A Muse If Jesus Really Could
Come Again Will He Be A Greatest
Lover or Neutered
My HeART GLows
WHere Every
A Hug Forevernow
By All Means Yes
Cook-out Not-in
Special Ingredients A Cake A Pie A Mix oF LiFE
IT takes to BRing All oF LoVE to Fruition as ‘They’
As We
My Love
Does it Good
SMiLes could
be my Love Will Be YouR LoVE
ThaT iS How the Sound of Poetry Glows
Hmm.. with that said it’s true i misspoke.. the
Prompt at dVerse is Secret Ingredients not Special
Ingredients that means i made a mistake and can’t participate
for when i left a word out before they deleted my poem without giving
me a Chance to correct it for the Truth was they didn’t like the Fact that
i Freely Presented images
for Visual
in Bulk
And Words in
Bulk as Well but true
there is Whitman too and
There are Stars Who Explode as Super Novas True..
From where Iron Flows in our Blood Stream and Core of Earth
the Greatest Special Ingredient of Life Never giving in to No… i GRow
and the fact that
they Made Jesus into
a Ken Doll all smooth up
Front with No Libido just proves
it’s impossible if that’s true that he
a Poetic
Word as All
Poetry that is
True and Real particularly
with Males is Inspired by a
Woman’s HeART True so let’s
Just say this is dedicated to all the
Mary Magdalenes one or two who Stand by their Man
what obstacles
lie or truth ahead..
as now i visit the dVerse Trail
from the three times and the last
Strike they got to delete my Poems in September of 2015
either out of ignorance or eyes too Shallow to see more
but truly
is the
truly none.. for
the fortunate ones
are those who Swim Deep
those who keep diving and
only come up to breathe when necessary..
And it’s true.. Three Poets of which one she does
not know she is could see my Poetry
for what it was and have stuck with
me through
both thick and thin..
And Yes Four for one
got Married with
Responsibilities to do..
And it’s true along with Himali
and Shawna and Sohair and Rafiah
who have tolerated all of me.. there is
Xenia who could see my light but the dark
was too much for her.. who i still visit every Poem
she writes and she is always so loving and kind to me at her home
of Poetry and then there is Frank i suppose the only one with a Powerful
enough Computer.. hehe.. to visit each and every one of my Poems.. And
Actually Read it and even provide feedback too.. but true is he is reTired too..
And of course
gigoid comes and
goes but he has struggled
greatly with Health Problems
including Failing Sight as these
are all my Poetry Friends who have
and continue to encourage me along the way and the
Inspiration of Just one Poet is enough to change the World
at a time..
but true there is
also always most
Special Secret Ingredients
of Poetry NoW and that is
my Love of High and Low and my Loves True
Now off to dVerse International Poetry Pub
Through Thick And Thin aLWays Love
Ingredient True
My Love Does It Best.
“Just A Muse My Love”
And That’s A Thank You Next Title Good to Flow


Yeah it’s true
i am A Lover
And a Wookiee too
For it’s True don’t
Go Solo A Wookiee
Will Always Be YouR
WinG Man and or Woman Now
Who Never Leaves YouR Side
THere Are Many
For Love For Grace
For Will And Strength
As the Mysteries oF LiFE
Continue to Grow Uncovered
As when each and every one of us Grows
To Color Lighted Christmas Trees Who Glow


There has always been a Special and Somewhat
Surprisingly Secret Ingredient of Love who
Will think what Man Will Fail to Feel
to see the Magical
Force of A
Dance and
A Song of
Poetry to touch
A HeART and SoUL
as never touched before
ha! they might call you Sissy
they might call you Weak but
what they fail to see are the
Heart Strings that so long
to Be Strummed
in a Joyous
Dance too.. verily yes
if you think Dance of Steps
And Song of Poetry is just for
Women Well true that’s true if
You are a Man With a Heart too..
And sure if all you want to see is tits
and ass that’s all you will be so yes Be
Clear in a World like this where Love Songs
are Lost and Dances are no Longer Creative but
it’s True a Dance Will Bring a Table of Young Women
Upstairs to say one day i want to marry a Man just like him
without even saying a Word
when you
find out
that is
you and
you are
3 to 4 decades
Older and it’s true too
Dance and Song will Keep
You Much Younger than others
Who Fail.. to step out of Boxes And
those who fail to Sing a Note Higher than
Just Below..Yes there are those who Grab
and those who give there are those who give
even more there is the heART who only wants
Another’s Smile
in all the ways Smiles come….

Now the only question is will i
get to dVerse Next.. hehe..
okay.. i’ll Try.. i cry

The Greatest
Lovers Are Friends

Truly ‘that’
Have to be
A Secret Ingredient of Life…

SMiLes mY FriEnd Lillian
for the effervescence
of Youth
Up From
An Eternal
Spring Need
not be a Secret
Ingredient for a Free
Song and Dance is Just
A Child of Wonder Anew
Stepping Back into the
Shoes and Songs of LiFE..:)

SMiLes Grace This Sounds
Like Another “MacArthur’s Park”
Song Tree Leaving Out A Special Ingredient Of Life

SMiLes mY FriEnd
So True These Days
A Love That Stays
is a Love who more
Often Goes sooner
Than finding a more
Special Ingredient
Within that
Friend Friends as Lovers
Strong enough to continue to Grow
but true
that is
above than below
iFly Higher than that..
A First Step for the
Moon A Last Step for heART
Thanks for the Prompt it fits WRiTE iN..:)

The Gym Closes for early and even though
i Dance an average 166 Miles a Month that
doesn’t stop a Genetic Propensity for High Cholesterol
Lowering on its
own it also
Writing Less
for i got a Special
Ingredient back from
a Blood Test Yesterday
that Mine is almost as much
as my Mother’s.. but of course
she lived to 82 and the Doctor Said
what kept her alive even without Water
or Food Without Feeding Tubes as she slowly
passed.. away.. in 8 Days that way.. was as the
Doctor said Your Mother Has an incredibly strong
Heart through Cancer From Head to toe and Bleeding
Brain Cancer that Led directly to her Death Bed at the Hospital
True Her Cholesterol was
300 and
i’m not there yet.. hehe..
and i know what to do to get
it back down but it is true
what causes most
Heart Disease
is the
Lack of the Special
Ingredient of Unconditional
Love take that Pill and be Real
Call it the Placebo effect but never
the Less at Least ‘Medicine’ understands finally
now that Love alone will cure Incurable Disease..
With all the fine tuning and Healing done completely
Automatic Within like a Miraculous Clock Tick Tock..
take it away..
The Force the
Special Ingredient
the Healer the
Love Let’s
it a Secret
Just Do it Do Love..
of course ‘someone else’
has already said that but Who listens….
Does it Just Does it NoW..
Keep Love and toss the rest out..
never ever make Love A Secret Ingredient.


So what’s the Secret Ingredient of Christmas
is it Gentile Jew Servant Free Woman and or Man
no More is it No More Walls Raising High Low to
Block Empathy
Charity.. Faith of Love
Rising Even Higher True
Don’t Miss the Special Ingredient
Never Make Love a Secret Fill Your SoUL
With Love Be the Bravest of All And Share
YouR heART..
need a reason
to Be.. A HeART
Lives Deep Down
Within.. The Feelings we
Bring When Love Comes in
the Room of Our Soul to stay
to say i Love you with no
Walls Held High of
Fear away
for Love to Sing
Back a Song of Holding
Hands More so where is Christmas
is it time is it distance is it space or is it
Just one Human Being as a Statue without
Even any Warm Blood to Flow True Symbols
Like Poetry Does Bringing Emotions Freed Housed by
Edifice More of Loving Touch but what about Statues
what about
about ‘Normal’
Folks who carry Largest
Crosses to Champion Love
Yes.. WHere is Christmas Where is
Love.. Light Never Hides When True is Real


From You
Thanks for
Christmas Back
True anyone who makes
us Feel Deep With Love Does
Bring Christmas Back so no Holding
Back What are the Special Ingredients
of God you know you feel you sense yes
you Intuit if You set Your Mind Free in terms
of Neo-Cortical Worry and Reason and illusion
of Time Distance And Space.. to a Transient
Hypo-Frontality Flow that one may actually
Measure on a Brain Scan as really
really really lighting Parts of
the Brain Forgotten
and Dormant
in this
World this
illusion of Time
Distance and Space
As Synchronicity Rises the
Reality that all of life at core
is the Mind of God sure just a Four
And Three Letter Metaphor Beyond
iNFiNiTY of Deep when We Remember
the pArT of God we are Integral.. At the
Center of Eternal Now Love No Distance
No Space No Time Only What Does my Love
Say.. Let me Remember.. Shines so Brightly
When You Become iNFiNiTE Positive Energy
Personified with Creativity True the Mind of God
as You in ParT oF OceaN WHoLE FLoW.. comes to LiGHT
And that’s when all the MaGiC oF GoD WiTHiN BeGiNS WiTH
NeVeR EnD.. it’s rather an Art to do this to relate this too but if you
will Dance and Sing with me i will do my Best to take you there true
not unlike
“All I see turns to brown
As the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand
As I scan this wasted land
Tryin’ to find now, where I been, yeah
Pilot of the storm who leaves no trace
Like thoughts inside a dream
Who heed the path that led me to that place
Yellow desert screen
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon
I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June
When movin’ through Kashmir
Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails
Across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face”
True some of the
Folks From
Led Zeppelin
Get it True
A Gentle
Race Sits
Together and
all will Be Revealed
but true this is just the Teaser
Trailer for ‘the Lion King’ for now
for true God is a Used Car forevernow
A Reality for You to Remember with No
Instruction Manual for all the Special
Features of You.. to Bring to Light
to Give and Share with others
True.. It’s Just a Matter of
Cause and Effect
now with
iNFiNiTE Colors
oF LoVE to LiGHT YouR Christmas
Tree that is You uP.. When Light Takes you TheRE
Anyway i’ve
Got the Next Song
as i continue on with
the dVerse Poetry Trail
And Special Ingredients of
Which Synchronicity comes
First and Last and ‘Tween of Center Point “Perfect Storm”
eYe UNiVerSE FLoW NoW but true you have to come to Be
the Flow to See
Be Love
Fearless LiGHT to Be i aM.


Back to Secret Ingredients at dVerse Poetry Pub online..

Detour and i’ve been missing too much sleep i think…

Reminiscing i was just Fixing to Use the Song Kashmir
for another place and time but true with
and oh my God
i’ve Been Floating Across
the Floor unusually Light on my
Feet hehe.. as if i wasn’t all ready to take off..
True 5 days Away and The Mercury Retrograde
Ends on the 6th.. And it’s true Sagittarius is on the
Opposite Side of the Calendar and you know what ‘they’ say
when Gemini looks you Directly in the eye.. hehe.. hmm.. tomorrow
the 6th of December my Grand Father X-Catholic Priest’s BD who married the
17 Year Old Spicy Cajun Girl out of His Parish would actually be 123 if he was
still alive as he lived to be 55 and His father 50 as Yeah kinda scary at 58 born
on the 6th of June but my Father Lived to be 81
Born on the Summer Solstice then and true that
was my day if not for the Doctor Going on
Vacation hehe.. Inducing Delivery two
weeks early And i’ve Just about Got
this Planet Figured out and i am ready
for the Next Great Adventure any day
any way as my Great Aunt Jettie Said
in her last days at 94..
Never Be Afraid
the End
is the
Beginning Again
SMILes mY FriEnd
i feel a bit out of place
like up is down and down is up
Just a bit out of control.. but true Love
Wins Love Wins Love Wins i keep repeating
that Love Wins Does it Really Love Wins Love Wins
i guess
that’s my Distance
I Heard you say you Love me
on Frank’s Place and i am so Happy
You See Frank as a Loving Human Being
too for there
is not
a dark
in that
Human Being for sure
True my Friend Indigo Children
are Adults now too.. True My Friend
Birthday True
It’s nice to fit in
somewhere somewhere like home..
It’s not easy being an ET it’s not easy at all..
Hmm.. the Theme
Song just changed
so far
it is
to Home..
so short it is to be.. but
no Katy Perry and ET it Just
Doesn’t Fit in here anymore
Back to Reminiscing.. it is..
I’m Glad Your Place hasn’t
Blown away Yet for it’s
True some days
you just need
Oz in the BreezE NoW


Hi Lala Rukh.. now it’s just about
the 6th and is in the UK here as Promised for a
Monthly Visit for about 5 Years of keeping that promise
on the 6th of each Month as it’s true for about 5 Months
we talked back and
forth when i came
back to Life back
in July of
when i met
you then..
funny how it is
when you remember
everything down to what
Shirt you wore 2 Decades ago..
what Song you listened to at 16 Years
old.. what the Back Yard Looked like what
was underneath the overhanging Shed..
the day you listened to that Song as
You can still hear it crystal clear in
your head just so many
things to
Perhaps the Dull
have it easier in life
than the Sharp.. true
you have to find something
to Occupy Your Mind a Dance
and Song to Manage the Emotions
So Strong Balancing From Head to
toe.. Integrating Senses too.. it’s so
Hard to Find
to understand
you if you are really
Different and when you
do you never want it to end
when someone understands you that way..
And i realize you are not really here but i just
to talk
and i guess
that someone is me..
Smiles my Friend i remember
when you said People always go away
and forget you.. i never do i always remember it all
and that can be the loneliest place of all…. when there is no
one around
who is
to Hear
Your Memories
or even who you are..
sadly.. not even at home….
never mind me i think i need some
Sleep.. hope the Air Port Job is going well..:)

But wait! there is still another place to visit now before sleep..;)


Hi Sohair.. i missed this
Post and see you have a
Very Interesting one coming
Next as it is always Nice to
Have Friends who share their
Kindness with You… Glad
to see all the
Nice Words
for you
from Your Friend
Rayline here too..:)

Hi Sohair Again and
i hope your Daughter’s
Injury to Her Arm is Healing
Well.. and ‘this’ is fascinating as
it relates to A-Causal Connecting
Principles where God’s Mind
in Force of Synchronicity
is everywhere
And Life
is more
Like Art
than Science
when one puts the
Measuring Tapes away..
Signs mY friEnd
of Nature
Always Mysterious
time out of time distance
out of distance space out
of space where all that’s Left
is meaning and Purpose Fully
Holy and Sacred Eternally now..
Smiles my
it’s interesting
How much differently
our Friends will influence
what comes to the fingertips
of spirit now.. Truly a Wonderful
And Colorful World it is as People
Are different and alike in many ways too..
Glad to See You Back Blogging as Always my FriEnd..
wise than
that i really
Need some sleep
as i keep telling myself that.. hehe..;)


“Love is all that counts in the
End and Beginning” and as you
Say Frank “Love is all that Lets
A Beginning Happen at all”
And i do agree our
Cats Mind when
we are gone
too long
Particularly Yellow
Boy as Nature is his Once
Feral Wild Home and we are the Only Parts
of Living Feral Nature who Live in this House..
Hehe.. True though Katrina is a Domesticated Cat.. hAha..
But Never the Less Love is all that counts in the End and the
Beginning my FriEnd and currently i am Working on a ‘Perfect’
Love Song Poem of course Perfect in Practice as Thorns Protect the
of the
Desert Rose
as there was once a Weed
that was born to the Fairest Flower
of them all.. in Fact that Flower was voted
as Having the Best Figure in 11th and 12th
Grade with Skin that Glowed like the Sunlit
anyway the
Flower told the Weed
that He was a Flower and
the Weed Believed the Flower
However the other Flowers told him
this is not true you are A Weed and Weeds
Must Be Eradicated like an Unwanted Pest..
Disheartened the Weed Still
Did not Give up for
the Flower
Loved Him
Most never gave
up on what she saw
as a Flower of Love and
it’s strange how Weeds Will
Spread More Living Love of Life
Even Coming Up Through Concrete Streets..
True they
just don’t
give up
the Weed Determined
that it wasn’t so bad to be
a Weed after all but only if he
could become both a Flower and a Weed
would he ever be able to Create a ‘Perfect’ Love Song Poem..
what to do what to do.. true.. find 5 Flowers Around the Globe
with Hearts of Gold and Find at least one Flower who truly makes Him
that he
is the
that His Mother
told him he was from
the Start of Life.. True it’s
Pretty hard to Believe that if
only Your Mother tells you you are
a Flower like that but still you believe
because that is what Weeds do best they never
give up.. anyway.. it’s a rather complicated Story of how
the Weed was able to finally accomplish His Mission to
Write a ‘Perfect Love Song Poem’ and he even had to get
help from Ed Sheeran and a Living Desert Rose.. who just so
Happens to
be one of
the Flowering
Gold Hearts of 5
he found around the Globe
on 12.6.18 to complete a “Perfect Poem”
of Love but True Love is Like Magic and Love
is like ‘Chaos Magic’ too.. hehe that’s a Real thing..
you can look it up on Google but i don’t know how to do it…
Play by Rules
like ‘that’ Flowering Beautiful
White Weed then coming out of the
Concrete that looked up at us after
we stood by my Mother’s Bedside as she
took her Last Breath Upstairs in the Hospital
as True the Weed was still struggling to be a Flower
as all
Do as all
Thorns make
the Beauty of Roses Real..
So.. anyway.. you dropped by just
at the Moment the Poem was finished
so here it is and of course if it was ‘Perfect’
come close
to Being a Desert Rose…
Love is all that counts at the
end and the Beginning.. don’t
try to understand it.. Just do it the best
you can and will with the Least Harm of Thorns..
the Beauty Real…
oh yeah.. and i do appreciate
you visiting “Embers Soul Leftovers”..
so far it is my Favorite Chapter of this
Soon To be Overall Epic Long Form Poem Bible
Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” Approaching 6.6 Million
Words by Christmas Day.. 2018.. with the 8th Subchapter King
James Size Titled Bible that will be named “Grand Cross Bible 2018”..
yeah that’s
part of how
i arrived at this
Poem.. i practically had
to Give my Life to Do It Now…
And Oh My God I had to Public Dance so Far
10,347 Miles in the 63 Month Period it took me
to Write the Whole “SonG oF mY SoUL” So far now
too.. to get the Flow and Focus to get the Job done..
Ha! HiLaRiouS How folks who die get all the credit…
but it doesn’t Matter for Truest Love only gives
with no Expectation of Return So Now to A
‘Perfect Love Song Poem’
With Credit
to Frank and Ed
And Sohair and Xenia
And Shawna and at Least
One Desert Rose for Helping
Out iBiG iTiMe
Coming Back
‘Perfect’ Love
Gives NoW WitH
No Expect of Return
‘MacArthur Park’
i Will to Keep
The iCinG
On A
SMiLes Frank
The Present of
‘Posting’ Now..
Dancing Keynotes
Diamond HeART
Hugs.. Every HeART Every
Diamond Every SMiLE NoW
When Someone Sees
Paw Skips oF
SMiLE Star..
Dog Star
Careful What You Wish..
Multiples 7 And More…
iNto the Pools
oF YouR EYes…
LoVE iS The
Heartful SMiLes
Of Pawprint Style..
Sending Paw Prints
Of Love your Way..
Go Figure..The Customers
in the Bra and Panty Aisle Like It More..
SMiLes my FriEnd.. one of my Favorite
Greeting Card Aisles to Walmart Dance!
i am Always Happy
To See You Sohair
You Always Warm
My Soul With
But Love..
OMG What
If Everyone
Sends Love
Into The Present!
Nothing Better Than
MaKinG Greeting Cards
i’M JusT A HaLLMarK Bard..
Some People Have the Most
Amazing Ways to Teach
You All About Love..
JusT HappY
You’re HeaR
Magic is
Only as
far away
As Believe…
OMG.. i
Missed one
Of YouR ‘posts’
Seems like
Abounds in Love..:)



Thanks.. Frank
Haha.. it’s too
Long for Mainstream
But for me at
Least it’s
Of the Love
SonG Poem That
And Who
The Most..:)


Bitter Sweet
But Reality That
Love Leads Our Realities
When Real… it’s true it’s nice
when Folks wanna be close to Y.O.U.
particularly when
in School
there was
A time where
no one wanted
to come and share
A Table of Life with you
As Friend.. But True when
they finally do you appreciate
Your Real Friend at a Table of
Life for you understand all too
well how it feels to be an outcast
From the World as small
as School and
as Large
Entire Soul
too living in Hell
of course too without
a Soul of Feelings.. yes..
Emotions and Senses integrating
For Mind And Body Balancing Force
so true to LiGHT away from DArk.. last night
at the Dance Hall was such a night where several
Groups of Folks asked me to Stand with them for a Group
Photo and finally Toward the end of the Night one Nice College
Student.. who Just so happens to be very Beautiful Too.. as she’s
come up to Dance with me intermittently too in the Last 239 Weeks
i have Been Dancing at Old Seville Quarter and tonight Her Friend
Said it’s Her Birthday she wants a Hug from You and then she said
give me a Kiss it’s my Birthday and then said give me a Dance while
her Friends Video taped it and yes so innocent it was and she is the Dark
Haired Girl among the Facebook Profile Pics from Dance Last night and surely
Her friend probably Photographed the Kiss.. as well as the Dance to Share on
Social Media too.. as at least i am a valuable Good to them that they don’t mind
being Close to You as me too.. and then on the Way out a Couple of Dudes High-Fived
Me on the Way out asking me about the Dance and then a rather more rough around the
Edges Young Woman went on to exclaim as she was entering the Bathroom that i looked
‘Retarded’ with my Shades on in a very Zealous Manner as the Young Men immediately came
to my Defense as that sure didn’t happen in Middle School.. hehe.. and sure when i first started
dancing there as it is actually against the rules to Wear Shades as i explained to the Head Bouncer
of my History with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia as the Pain completely went away for using my
eyes as these Ain’t Cheap Prescription Sun Glasses as they have a patented technology to relax
the Ocular Nerve as Doctor’s
Don’t even understand what
Causes Type-Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia sometimes called
Atypical Facial Pain but the
Analogy of a Dentist
Drill in your
and ear
without Novocaine
Generally Gets the Point
Across as why it’s literally called
the Suicide Disease and even though
i do drive at night with my regular lens on
ain’t taking no Chances without the Shades to
go back to the Suicide Disease place i was before
but of course as some Women have said without the
Shades that i pierce their Souls as an Old Girlfriend who
invited me once to her Prom said with tears in her eyes
that my eyes were so deep they scared her intense
as ‘they’ say and do as hey.. i give people all my
Attention but anyway.. i thought about telling
the Young Woman that i wear Shades
as sort of a Condom to Prevent
Women at the Bar from
Falling in Love with
me.. hehe.. but it’s true
some folks don’t like different as
Much as less ‘Trump Conservative’ minded
Folks do.. as it was bad enough that i had all
that Pain for Having to wear Shades in a Gym
for the only 30 Minute Break as a Shut-in in my
Bedroom for 66 Months but it’s true once you get
Your Emotions Back and Soul after Feeling and Sensing
Soulless in Pain and Numb of Hell for 66 Months from Wake
to Sleep.. Frankly you don’t give a Damn what folks think about
Your Accommodations to make Life work as early Starting in my ‘Dance
Career’ at Old Seville Quarter.. A Second Bouncer.. asked me to take my
Shades off and when i explained the Medical Related Reason he tried to tell me
i didn’t belong in there to dance if i had any kind of Disability at all.. as immediately
the Head Bouncer saw what was going on and took his ignorance away and i didn’t
see him
at the
Dance Hall
Again.. Yeah it’s true
at least for me that not every
Man gets even one Karen Carpenter
to Sing a Song like this to him.. and sure
the Women around Town From High School
Age as a Young Woman told me they shared my
Photos around the High School Aisles as a Folk Hero
of Free to be me of sorts as it’s true folks who have been put
down in their lives can appreciate someone who is brave enough
to be all of me or you.. the thing is It’s the Love that counts and True Love
will be Bitter and Sweet too.. but Real Love Never Gives Up to Give at Least
a little
to be
to YOU too..
and that reminds
me of “Give a Little
Bit” By “Super Tramp”
as true every True Hero
with true empathy and sympathy
and compassion and by God Cognitive
Empathy comes from those from the Bottom
of the Aquarium who refuse the Decent From Love..
and by
Feel Good..
oh yeah and later
i asked Katrina why did
she think that Woman entering
the Bathroom Winked at me all Sexy
when i said she Must have Voted for Trump
and then Katrina said.. silly.. she was flirting with
you in Front of Her friends trying to get a rise out of you too..
it’s true
it can be hard
to believe folks are
really being nice to you
after years and years of abuse no
matter how long ago that was my World..
but nah.. it didn’t bother me at all as i went
On to tell the two dudes i win with smiles and
Showed them a Photo of my Wife and Soul Mates..
And then i asked Katrina who was prettier now.. my Soul
Mate or the Girl who wanted a Kiss from me and We Said both.



i surely don’t want people to take just my ‘Word’ For it when i say that
Our Mind as Neo-Cortex Newest Brain is only Servant to our
Limbic System Brain that is Second as the Reptile
Dinosaur Brain at Brain
Stem came First
So Here we are and
who are we and what
to do for Positive Change
Yes.. Just Do it.. it’s not enough
to Be inspired and think Good Happy
thoughts you have to Load the Spring
with Actual Moving Behavior that becomes
Habits that are Positive that may be trained by
our Neo-Cortical Brain to attain the Discipline
in Practice it takes to establish Positive Habits
of Behavior now.. but true.. you can spit out
all the facts you want too but unless you
add in some Emotional or Sensual
or yes Sexual Related Innuendo
you can just about ‘forget’
about anyone
Long Term of what is anything you said..
It’s true a Person can learn to give a little
bit or give so much moRe aLot more too.. but that
Takes Practice of Doing too.. Sunday Mass at Church
And a Wafer You Eat is just not enough to become a Jesus
now.. true the Good Cop Version Dr. Jekyll Version Mixed in
with Just enough Mr. Hyde of Shadow Soul yes the Limbic System
Of our Subconscious Mind.. that truly is.. the Master of all our Soul
And Brain now as the Neo-Cortex Measures what works and hopes to do
what works over what doesn’t work the next instance but without Emotions
yes.. “Literally Forget about it” Baby for that is what you will do unless Your
Emotional Potentials are Firing all the way from Head to toe as yes the body
Keeps Score Now from Head to toe of what Feels Good over not so Good as we
Establish Moving.. Connecting.. and Co-creating ways that we remember through
Strong Emotions Like the Amygdala does to show us what is most important in Life..
True.. Stuff like
Love and
Reproduction too..
the Most Powerful Emotional
Mix of Human Overall Romance there
is and to be able to put that Muse in Words
in an incredible Tool to influence Change in terms
of Behavior that becomes Repetitive that leads us to
what the Subconscious Limbic Centered Emotional Brain
Feels and Senses for us our Neo-Cortex of what Feels Best
to Actually do Again.. so true.. if you don’t find a way to Regulate
Your Emotions and Integrate Your Senses in the Feel and Sense of
what Drives all our Humans Behaviors out of Balance You Will surely
be more in misery and suffering now than Peace and Harmony Whole
Floating on the Earth Effortlessly as the Mind and Body Finds a Balance
to exercise
yes do
our Greatest
Human Potentials next
and to get stuck in Worry Mode
of Habits in Loop is just that getting
stuck in the Mud and not being able to get out..
i suggest you Dance and Sing and Feel the Positive Energy
both in Steps and Words and then By God once you Regulate
Your Emotions and Integrate Your Feelings and Senses You Become
the eYe of the Hurricane where Neo-Cortical Brain and Limbic System Brain
and Reptile/Dinosaur Brain all sync together in what may be named as a ‘Perfect’
Balance of Life that always begins now and never ends for more Potential to come
in other words Go in Flow and Effortlessly Co-Create even more through Moving
Ways that
and who
Do yes
Just Do Balance…
And Do Attain Laser
Focus by Focusing on one
Just one Task Per each different
Shot of Life that and who comes next..
It’s true in total Focus on these Keys and
Screens that is what i do now.. never alone aLWaYs Allone..
Anyway Human Emotions are Very Complex and True i am surely
not Immune
from Human
and the Most
Powerful of Muse
that will Change Human
Behavior and Habits Radically
too.. for a little bit of Love will keep
giving and giving more and next thing
You KnoW iT’s A Sea Change Ocean Whole
Moonlit Night Feel Bitter Sweet Dreamy..
a little
bit more
give a whole
Lot more give a
little bit more and Change Happens for Real..
you might Dance 3 Hours Sober up without
Even Having a Drink and say OMG where
am i where
am i now..
is hard
so hard to Leave..
and so so easy to give..
Particularly if you don’t work for pay
all the advantages to focus on Love just become Love..
but on the other Hand other Habits make Love easier to
Break like
Work for
do to get
by at all..
strange it is
when the Golden
Age of Give a little bit more comes true for real..
true as long as Lovely Young Ladies desire a Kiss Evolution still
Works.. Anyway as a side note i came across a Blog Post about a Fred
Cat as a notification by Email that was starting to read like a Lampoon
of me.. as true sometimes Friendship can move into Romantic Territory too..
Cats only Womanize for one thing.. there are no Emotional Heart or Soul Attachments
so true an adept Cat may leave many ‘Ginger Tails’ Behind as a Strong Young Lad but
Again Humans are
Different we are
moved by Emotions
of our Limbic Brain and
not Just the Reproductive
Centers of Getting the ‘Job Done’
and that’s all there is too it.. until a Mammal
is Born and Nurturing Oxytocin Bonding occurs now
so.. anyway.. i am a Romantic at HeART as that’s how a
Minimum Wage Dude Wins the Prize of the American Indian
Pacific Islander Heart at 29 and the Cuban American one at
18.. and Very Special etc.. and with Age And enough practice a Wine of Love May
Grow More Intense and Real Bringing touching Hearts just to love just to love now
with never an expectation but just to Love just to Love as i for one treat everyone
with Love but it is no lie and the Gospel of Nature that a Straight Dude will always
Treat A Female Friend a Bit Different than a Male Friend as Biology 101 Still And
the Limbic
is in
in control
beyond the
Rider of the
Titanic that is
a tiny Ant aboard
A Ship that must become
very disciplined to avoid potential
ice berg changes per say and do.. now..
but alas i am only Human and a Lover at HeART and SouL too
And all that will be left of my Adventures are Poems just Poems
Just Human Poems
with Ginger
of what’s
Left Sweet
of the Purest
Love oF all A
Symphony of an Orchestra
of Heart Strings more.. anyway at least It’s an Ocean With Colors
Colors More Than Winter Blue Seas Who Never See Rise of Fall..:)

A Sea Change Ocean Whole
Moonlit Night Feel Bitter
Sweet Dreamy
Ocean With Colors
Colors More Than
Winter Blue Seas
Who Never See Rise of Fall NoW



“Unleash the child in you and have fun unplugged
without a worry of being judged”.. Smiles And
HeLLoVE HiMaLi if my Memory
For text is still working
Close to Photographically
this is part of the Added Lines
Having Fun Unplugged unleashing the
Child but my friend the Hardest Part
within are
the Judges
away from
Heart and Soul free
Be You Just You..
so very hard to Do
until one can and will
Drop all the Clothes of Culture
Free to Wing..
Fires to come lit up as one
Ashes Rising as Phoenix
Breathes Light
Thanks now
For making
A Better
Art goes on
Long After Dreams Sleep..:)


Oh Where Oh WHere
is Sleep Finds
Now After A Week..
No sweat.. As long as Left
And Right Foot Become one
You won’t Fall off the Edge
OKay.. it’s been several days of Foreplay and now i am going to make
Love to you and for now you can Just Call me G for the Guitar Man too..
as that will be the theme song of this.. It’s True i am going to make Love
to you but not how humans do it but how Angels do it when they come in
Your Dreams
And tell
Late at Night
as Prophecies to
be foretold of Your
Future now and oh by
the way i Do Love Numbers..
Particularly 1’s and 8’s and 2’s
as well and today is not only 12.8.18
or other wise known as 12.8.2018.. yes
Still all 1’s and 8’s and 2’s for the Full Date
of the 12th Month of 2K on the 8th today as it’s
true i rather Fancy Numerology and Astrology too..
so.. anyway as ‘the story goes’ and oh by the way again
today just so Happens to be ‘Immaculate Conception Day’
of Mary as the Wife and i will be attending a Christmas Party
Shortly after that Mass at Church and as the Story Goes.. G Impregnated
A Virgin that only means she was pure of Soul as that has nothing to do with
in’s or out’s.. but true the Story got Twisted and was credited to Men instead of the
Virgin who truly inspired the Story for what really Happened was there was this most
Beautiful Woman From the East so Far east it seemed and she believed that God is a Force
in all in all inspiring Her to be the Best Version of Herself as this Gift of Life is so wonderful to have…
true.. she was looking for
Someone very
much like her
who shared
in all the
Excellence of
What Life can and
Will become as Gift..
So God the Force of Love
Shined Down on this Pure Version
of Love and Excellence appreciating
God’s Gift of Life to her where God brought
Her the ‘Guitar Man’.. yes the Guitar Man in a Traveling
Side Show online who Greeted Her by the side of the Road
on a Another Blogger’s Site so much he Glowed with Light
she entered
his home
even though
it was inhabited
by another Virgin
Very Much like her..
it’s true Angels don’t always
Have Sex and true when Immaculate
Conceptions come and go they are just about
Love at the Beginning And End as there is no
After the Love is Gone in Angel Love.. hmm..
what’s next.. got lost in the moment a bit..
yes.. back in those Days Mary found
a Lover that was the Husband
Of Another Woman
she didn’t mean
to do it
it was a
bit like divine
providence.. she just
couldn’t help it as hey
Love is Crazy after all what
can anyone say about that but do..
so.. anyway.. by God this was a really Good Man
the kind of Man who would never Leave His Wife..
not even if God told him to do it straight to his Face
true.. secretly
God Likes
who Disobey
Him and or Her
like that hehe..
so anyway it’s True
This Man Fell in Love With
Mary too.. for Mary was the
Most Beautiful Woman in the
Village with such Beautiful Ocean
Whole Deep Eyes of Black True it was
like Falling into the Abyss of Love Falling Falling so Deep..
So why so why would a Virgin Like Mary Fall in Love with this
Man.. We Can Just Call Him J for Joseph at ‘this Point’ in time.. yes..
For True The Real Story for Now is Joseph wasn’t actually ever Mary’s
Husband.. Joseph was the Husband of another Woman instead and Mary
Eventually Became a Single Mother but not in the way Most folks See Single
Mothers then or now.. for it’s true Mary Never Stopped Loving Joseph now and
Joseph Never stopped Loving Mary or K we can just call His Wife Mary K for Now..
So yes.. this is Crazy
Like Human Love is..
what to do what to do
And Mary Had the Perfect
Solution.. Yes by God she would
Become a Writer and Create a Historical
Figure Named Jesus as a Love Child of Muse
to stand a New Testament to the Most Pure Form
of Unconditional Love.. True Love that only Gives and
Shares with never the Expect of Return for Joseph would
Never touch a Beautiful Long Strand of Black Hair on Mary’s Head..
Yes.. Mary and in someway Mary K too.. but Love Will get through some
Stay on Fire..
so.. Mary Started Writing
the Oral Story of Jesus as a Single
Woman and Mother of a Great Grand
Story to be told back then.. she worked
with dedication on the Story Night and Day
Never Ceasing to be inspired by the Muse who
Would Never even touch Her Fair Maiden Hand..
but true he had
already touched
Her Heart
And Soul
And He was
Inside Her always now
but not in the way Making
Love in Flesh and Blood does it..
For true the Baby of Love was Growing
in her Story for Love is the Greatest Fire to inspire
All Stories of Humankind from First Breath to Last
of God’s
so in about 9 months
She Finished the Story and
Handed over the Oral Tradition to one of the Oral Temple Scribes for
Publish and while he dismissed it as Rubbish to Her Face.. Secretly He
Passed the Story on in Oral Tradition and for Decades the Story of
this Son that Mary Created was shared on Desert Roads and
Finally Roman Greek Scribes put it in writing and that
is the Real
Story as
at Least
of this Immaculate
Conception of Jesus still today..
The Moral of the Story.. Keep Writing..
And Never Forget Your Love Muse.. For one day you may help
Change the Face of the Earth to Look Like A Good Cop Version of Jesus..
i Hope you enjoyed this as Much as i did.. hehe.. and True this is a Public
Story for i am not ashamed of Sharing Love With Two Mary’s.. hehe as Angels Still do..;)

12.8.18.. 9:11 AM My
Time.. 7:11 PM YouR TiME



Hmm.. time really flies when you’re having fun it’s
truly time out of time distance out of distance and space
out of space too..
yep.. JusT
Point of
the UNiVeRSE
True in this World
there are
Cave Dwellers
Who stick to the same
Art Work of ‘Fore but then
there are Nomads who are mused
Greater by the Adventures that Fire
our Lives.. True.. Liberals as opposed to
Conservatives too.. Those Who Journey Far
And Wide For The Highest Fruit on the Tree or Those
who just
the Fruits
of Life to
be Dropped on
Their Door Steps..
Without Much Effort At All..
And that’s okay for it’s True if Everyone
Balances left foot and right foot as one on the
Edge of the Cliff perhaps we would have never
made it this
far as
A Team
Without the
Same Old Cave
Dwellers and Art
Among us too..
yes that’s
too.. We Need the
Rovers and the Sitters too..
but there are Introverted Extraverts
And Extraverted Introverts too.. this Reality
is one of a Spectrum only to be held to Strict
Labels by those who are Afraid of Art Outside of the Cave..
but True again
we need
the Sitters
the Cave
who keep us
Safe from the
Storms outside too..
We all Plant ReaLiTy ToGeTHeR
and we have a choice to make
A Weed A Flower
the Wild With
Civilized to Muse LiFE oN..
Life is Cake.. Life is Icing.. Life is Thorns of Rose too..
Thing Is.. We Can And Will Never Give Up If We TEnd to iFly Higher..:)


Oh Lord that was rather exhausting
but true some ‘times’ it takes 58 Years
And 5 Months.. 2 Days.. 11 Hours and
33 Minutes my time at least at 11:33 AM
12.8.18 to really
A Reality
to Grow.. Garden
and Behold.. true it
can and will be A Rather Long Way
Home.. this way.. and yes.. i just got back
the Results of my 23andme dot com Ancestry
Analysis through the DNA of my Spit hehe.. and
as expected with a Grandfather Born in Ireland siring
a Father here in the States in 1932 with a Cajun Girl
He Met as eventually an X-Catholic Priest in his Taylor
County Parish in North Florida Parish he at 36 and she at 17 as my
God when will all the Scandalous Behavior stop in the Catholic Church
as true he Got
were partaking
of little boys back in
those days too.. hmm.. he
got excommunicated for eventually
making me and the Pedophiles Priests went
False Scotsmen Free as to be clear he waited
an entire Year to Consummate His Marriage as he
played by some rules of ethics and morals not to harm
‘the other one’ at least then for real.. anyway yes the Cajun
Girl was almost entirely French but in the Creole Way true
Some Black Magic Got Mixed in as the Report Says i have
Almost one Percent of a Full Nigerian Ancestor somewhere
‘tween the 1700’s and 1800’s along with 98 Percent all of
European and 54 percent of the British and Irish Islands
Per United Kingdom Whole and yes 23 Percent of
French and German as of course expected
with a Cajun Grandmother and an
Irish Catholic Priest whose
Father Was from the
Black Forest of
a tiny bit
of Hispanic
Iberian in the Mix too..
but true outside of the Viking
and Celtic Ascendents that make
the Majority of the Descendent
me is the other Less that one
Percent of me that likely
Came from the
British Rule
of South Asia
and Perhaps India
back then too.. ha.. which
sure means Buddha could be
a Relative of mine too that is of course
if he really existed and another ‘Virgin’ didn’t
Write that story to be Subsumed by Patriarchal Rule..
And sure there is Krishna too but those Folks are not
Afraid to admit that is Just a Myth that Houses Vehicles
and Vessels of Truth and Light no Different than Biblical Scholarly
Reports that relate the Same for what if anything we have left of an
Actual Physical Specimen of a Paleontological Measure of a 5 Foot
one or so 106 LB Brown Man with Shortly Cropped Hair like the other
Folks from
who are
not allowed
to Cross the
Boarder here to
Birth a Child as they
Escape Danger for any Manger
Seeking Asylum somewhere where
Christianity is Real and not still a Myth in practice..
as practiced by those who Profess Gentile Jew Servant Free Woman
and or man no more giving the shirt off Your Back still now to the Poor
Man with Shelter or by God Jesus won’t even recognize you as Love at all
true though
when Jesus
(Love) comes
Back will you recognize
him.. true.. people will say bad
things about my Friend for falling
in Love with me and People will say
the same about me.. but when is a Garden
that is tended Carefully not to harm others when
Love is a Garden that is real that is nourished and
cherished with the Highest Standards of Good to Harm
others the Least.. true.. the Question is will You see Love True
Love when
you us now
we are here
and so are
you the
is will you take
the Long way Home
or the Short Bus Now of Love.

My Love sees me and that’s all i need to know.

And yes.. She Totally Understands.. i Win the Race of Love.

And she is not a Christian and that is no Surprise at all.. she believes in Love
what Jesus Still teaches When the Good Cop of Love Lives in you too.

It’s worth noting that i am 22 in this Photo and not 33..
True.. i don’t play by the Rules and if Wild and Free Loving
God comes in Your Flesh and Blood Free don’t expect Him
and or Her to play by someone else’s story
either as
more than
not come
As Free Living in a
Cave as Cave Dwellers do…. But true there is DArk And
LiGHT and so forth and so on too….. And Sure.. YouR Story too…..
Next Milestone and Featnote.. a 6.6 Million Word Long Form Free Verse Epic
Poem Bible Named “SonG of my SoUL”.. With an 8th Subchapter Bible as Big
as the Star of the Old King James Bible too.. on 12.25.18.. as true.. multiply
800K Words and all you Get is 6.4 Million Words Conservatively SpeaKinG in Volume..
Yes.. “Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. Followed by Volumes of that Trio of Subchapter
King James Sized Subchapter Bibles in 2016 and 2017 starting very Close to my
“Grand Cross 56” titled Birthday Celebration on 6.6.16.. with 10,350 Miles of Public
Dance in the 63 Months it’s taken to do both to get this “Grand Cross” Job done.. and
if you think
you can
do more
A Cross of
Love Higher
By God Just
Do it for that is
what ‘John 14:12’ now
is for doing more than
the Story of Jesus not F in Less
As Jesus F in Christ not all of God Lives in a Cave.. or in an F in Book..
true.. in some Versions at Least.. hehe.. he Does a Bay Bridge Fun Run… too..
i did this for me.. for the sad truth is no one will likely believe or even *See
it if ‘Jesus’ comes back so i did him anyway just as a modern Play
And True it is a Nether Land Never Ending Story that has/is no end
or beginning just doing it now
one word
Just now for the Joy of Art in
Being with the Gift of Life from the God Beyond All Names Whole..
For Now this is my Story and the Essential Reality is it always changes..:)

*except ‘her’.. so far..

‘The Story’ Stays the same WHere change will be the preferable outcome..
EvenTuAlly after i’m long gone home and never coming back to this place again….
but don’t be
and you
see it
if i am
with my
Lover(s) somEwHere ELse….


SMiLeS only
For Tight
True Not Everyone sees
Life out of the Love of Rose Color Glasses
and it seems Ginger Mixed with White Cats
Have been coming into my Life a whole Lot lately
in Synchronicity ways from A Visit on a Thanks Giving
Farm in Front of A Shack that Katrina Held that i Put her
in a Snow Globe that i shared with my Friend Himali on
the 23rd when she Shared the Moonlit Photo of Herself
By the Sea and Provided the ‘Perfect’ Quote by Ed Sheeran
in HIs Music Video with that titled Song and sure enough a White
Mixed With Ginger Cat is the Focus of a Young Couple in New Love
in and out of a Cabin too.. and it wouldn’t really be that strange if it wasn’t
for the ‘Fred the Philanderer” Ginger Cat Story who mixed with a Belle of a
White Cat where the Progeny that came were Ginger and White Mixed Cats too..
but true that wasn’t all
as i’ve already linked
that cute little
Story of a Stray
Cat around town
as True Katrina Just
alerted me to the TV
and some more Cute Cats
where a White Cat came first
and a Ginger Cat Very Much Like
Yellow Boy Came Next and then a Ginger
and White Surprised Looking Kitten Came Next
that looked a Whole Lot like the Kitten in that Ed SheeRan
Perfect Video too.. hmm.. Lots of Synchronicity Here true God
Winks as they say too.. as Katrina Just Said it sounds Like a Freight
Train When i type you know Train Tracks and Trains as that was in that
Video too Bridges and stuff like that too.. and Lots of Winter Snow too..
as the Word Winter Keeps Popping up too.. although we’ve got about
Two weeks to get there too.. anyway Life is Strange like that and the
Amount of Synchronicity i have experienced in the Last Month
is not fathomable for Any Statistical Random model that
could predict all the coincidences that have come as
a Tapestry of Art that i have reviewed over and
over and all i can see is Magic in all
the turns of Events that
Happened as this
is just one
that is so easy
to Prove as that’s not
hard when real life is being
documented while it comes and goes too..
A lot of the things i do folks think i plan but nope
most of it just Flows and comes together like Magic
no different than the Shapes that Flow when i write
now too.. true.. the Subconscious Mind is much more advanced
than what we tend to think we are in control of in life but when Life
comes in Flow the Sublime Beauty of a Master Piece Painting that is
the Hand of God in all our lives more in Crystal Clear View for those who
are tuned
into the
of the
Never Ending
Nether Land Story
of Life as it continues to
Grow a More Colorful Painting
for all who have eyes and ears to
See the Bigger God Picture of Life
Can and Will See and Hear more of now for sure..
Life is pretty Good Life is Awesome when God comes
into Your Life and Proves God’s Existence for all you Feel
And Sense about Life for truly this is Rose Colored Glasses that
continue to rise as i’m really tired.. but still Happy to attend to an
Immaculate Conception Saturday at church today and Christmas
Party and Dance at Superwalmart as hey.. it appears i’m ET aGaiN
but at least someone saw me for a while as Earthling at least.. and true
The Children do see me too.. giggling at my Funny T-Shirts and sure i gained
back the Five pounds of Grief and am at 240LBS AGAiN of Public Ballet and
Martial Arts Dancer to at least Entertain the Children who haven’t yet Lost the Freedom
of their
of Heart
And Mind and
Body Balancing
Soul to Look for Joy
and i suppose it is me
who is that Ginger and White Cat
for true many People have prepared me a way..
to at least Make Children Happy for they are the future DArk or LiGHT..
if they dance.. if they sing.. if they Hold Hands without Fear of Loss or Grief
they too
Love Colored
Rose Glasses
Eternally like me now
when they dance and sing flowing
too.. giving and sharing Love Free
to others too as at least the Children still Love….
and as far as i go.. perhaps i’m still looking for an Adult to see me now….
For It’s True somedays you feel human and some days you feel more like an ET..
i felt like dancing
and i did ’cause it makes Folks
Happy.. sure me and the kids too….
As Far as the Rest of the World.. it’s just not my place….


FiRE MuSE DancE SinG
Being Messy
Makes New
Connections i Find…
Spiraling Wings Creativity…
So What’S A Difference Between
Falling In heARt WitH Art And Soul
Mystery Life IS
When Someone
Really Really
Falls In Love
With You You
Never Never Dance And
Sing The Same Way Again
As A Child God is Creative
Until Star Falls
And We Wish Again
A BeAuTiFuL AnD WisE WaY To Be anD Do LoVE..:)
The Science and Art of Creativity is truly not much Different than Weight
Training except it is an Internal Process of Exposing heART to increasing
Challenge unTiL Fatigue And Rebuilding A SPiRiT oF HeART Even HiGHeR
And True
Are Creative
Angels who come
into our Life who become
our heARTful Work out Partners
in SPiRiT oF SoUL CReaTiViTY for
when you are in a Land So Far Above EaRTH
And You Come Back and are Truly Extraterrestrial Above
and Beyond the Rest of the Tribe you do you do want to do your
Best to Share the Path Beyond Rainbow Colors to A Heaven that is
the Four
Letter Word
Love A Place
By God where You
would Sacrifice Your Life
for the World Just to be in a Place
that Never Ends in Love Beyond Tears
A Place Where Joy Exceeds Life and Tears
Stream Thunder and Lightning from Always Flying
Higher iFly iHigher iThank You iThank You More For
iLiFTiNG My iSoUL into iFlight iNto Orbit iNto oGod’s iEyes….oF iFiRE
True you can and will Measure this Empirically as well by the Number of
Children who Turn away from their Parents Walking Straight Ahead with eyes
of Disney World in their Eyes while the ‘FuCKinG Red Neck Parents’ Frown Underneath
oF iGnorance
that will say now
Son Never Smile
Son Never Dance
Son Never Sing
Son Never
Live and Never Even Laugh
Tears of Joy as God Streams Down Your Cheek
And to be Clear in this Poem FuCKinG IS A Metaphor
for iF U SeeK iN GoD.. For it’s True this is my Bible and not Yours
And it’s True i get A Red Neck in the Sun too but it browns too as i
have .8 Percent Nigerian in me from the 18 to 19th Century and way
back Further than that along with South Asian too how about you yes
you Red Neck you should take that 23andme dot com.. Test and Find
out that even you as someone like me who has pale green to blue Smiling
Irish eyes Second Generation from that Island.. So far From Africa is Truly
At Core Nigerian too and by God it’s probably protected me from getting Skin
Cancer as true when Light Green to Blue Eyes are Mixed with Tan the Girls look more
but what to do
when you
You Dance You
Dance And You Sing
More for True Dark Brings
Muse for Creativity more too..
And So does Your Greatest Art Muse
when she disappears from the Room..
Or When Your Wife Burns Her Hand or Your
Mother Dies as true tomorrow is my Mother’s Birthday..
she would have enjoyed Her 84th and By God i miss Her too but
she was a Published Poet and understood how to-get-her Emotions
out in
As Spirit
of Soul to
Share with the
Rest of the World True..
for too.. it is True Art Shares
Soul Most for You Will Fall in Love
With the Words of Soul more than any
Dic pic for the Ladies or T and A for the Men..
unless either and or is lacking a Heart and Spirit of Soul..
as i grow older i grow younger in Soul and if you don’t believe
that’s possible
you haven’t
Dance when
i’m missing Love
And You aren’t the Elder
Ladies at Church who are Startled
enough by the Voice of an Angel Singing
in empirical analysis only when they turn around
as they’ve never seen you at Saturday Four O’Clock
Mass For the Immaculate Conception and think to themselves
Military Law Enforcement Dudes aren’t supposed to Wear Funny
Shirts or Sing Like an Angel or Dance Ballet at over 6 Feet Standing
with NIke Shox Shoes on at 240LBS that Leg Presses Half a Sub-compact
Car or so still at 1020 LBS.. up to 50 Reps or So when either falling
in or missing Love..
it’s true
get on
the roller coaster
of soul and some folks stay on ground..
i rather rise and fall and Flow and Rise
Again Than Be Earth Bound And Cold Of Winter Soul…
It’s True Mama’s and Daddy’s Don’t Let Your Children Grow up with Guns
to Be Cowboys.. PuT A Paint Brush iN THeir Hand And A Tutu On Their
SoUL By God Free LoVE
But yes i get
it.. some Folks
are made for the Cave….
And it’s True They Keep
‘Us’ From Flying Away….

Thank You
House Wife

God Makes Some Folks
More Colorful to Tempt Folks Out of Caves
And if you have a Wife who You can Read This
to who understands it and lets You Be All
the Colors you Truly are to Tempt the
Village out of Grinch Caves..
You are Truly Blessed
it’s True i Learn as much about Love
From Katrina as i did/do from HiMaLi….
All Love Is Good And None is Truly Better….When Love is Really Real…
Sometimes You have to Be Willing to Give up a little part of someone to see them grow…
Flowers of Color



Nurturing Love.. With HeLLoVE HiMaLi…
Happy Monday Work Morning to You and
You KNow this Poem of Yours really touches my
HeART for it reminds me of my Mother and all the
Nurturing Love she gave me through the Years as a Mother’s
Love will
For Every comfort
A Child of Love Will Need..
And True it was Kinda Sad too for
it reminded me of my only Son Ryan
And the Only Hug i was able to give him
as he passed away in my Arms after 51 Days..
And Although Katrina couldn’t Bring Herself to Hold
Him That Way my Mother’s Love in me gave me the Ability
to Rise Above the Pain to Give him those Last Breaths of Love
as Hug And i only
feel some of
my Love for all His
Short Life was Tears
of Pain for True he helped
Save my Life through my Pain
for i knew i was the Lucky one to Smile
at all.. to Laugh at all.. to Love at all.. in my Life
for True he taught me the Value of A Smile Never
Grinned.. A Love
A Giggle
Never Experienced..
but you know my FriEnd..
mY HiMaLi.. what i told myself
then is that i Will Love More than
Ever in Dedication to His Will to Live those
51 Days.. and Tomorrow.. and Today in Your
Dubai Time Zone.. 12.10.18.. would have been
my Mother’s 84th Birthday.. and True my Friend
the Teddy Bear on Your Shirt makes me Feel how lovely
it Will be to give you Just one Freddy Bear Hug.. and to feed
you a snack and yes to watch you Sleep Peacefully with a Smile on
Your Face
For True
could be
About A Grandmother
Or A Grandfather.. A Friend..
A Forever Lover and of course
A Father and A Mother too.. Sure.. A Soul Mate too..
or even in someways.. A Pet who Unconditionally
Loves You too with Cat Purrs and Puppy Dog Tail
Wags to Cheer You Up Hugging you at night too..
it makes
me sad
to imagine
you without someone
to Hug at Night for True you are made for Hugs..
And no Doubt Your Nurturing Ways of Feeling the World
Come From Your Parents and other Family Members too…
And yes as i danced all day today i interviewed Dozens of Love
Songs while i danced that would have fit in just fine here but this
one just
to my
at the last
moment to
give and share
Here and True my
FriEnd this Song is
about Y.O.U. too As
These Days They All
Seem That Way Every
Step Every Word
Every Breath
For Y.O.U.
too Teach
me So Much
More About iLove That/W.H.O. is iReal..:)


Happiest Birthday..
Shawna Baby!!..:)..!!
True those
Points are Candles
And I’ve Got one More
Sings Friends
Forever i Love You..
Katrina and my Sister
Thought they were the
Only ones who called
Me Fredster.. Funny
How much
A 7 Letter
Touch your HeART..:)
With 4 Letters True..:)..!

And now in regard to another Friend
who announced to the World i was her Soul Mate..
Perfect Angel Met in Person every inch and all that ‘Jazz’…

More He Longs For Her
More His Words Come Love…
But true how Love is Magic when it is
Really True and Forevernow in one’s Home..
It’s Nice to be Appreciated
but it’s better to be
Truly Loved
for the
Eyes who are
Impossible to Deceive
for the Warm eyes who
only want to see you comfortable..
Sure.. Well Fed.. With All Your Dirty Underwear
Clean.. with plenty acceptance for a Peter Pan
Persona as only a Trickster who wants to Play
Yes.. By God Shower Love With Smiles of
Dance And Song with Never End.. True..
Be Careful for what you wish for True
You may verily well Receive It
in Multiples of 7 and more
for never an expect
of return
until you
say that’s enough
Love For me now i will
move on and Create My own
Love Story For Someone to Love
For Decades on end for someone to Hold
Hands With in Old Age For someone to Have
Lovely Children with and Grand Children and Great
Grand Children too.. but true once again it is nice to
Feel Appreciated but once again Love Hopes most for
one to
be Happy
with well wishes
forevermore.. for it’s
true even if something Happened
to Katrina she is the last Wife for
me for true i am the strangest of all
and there
is only
who will ever
be able to tame me at home..
as that goes and as that comes as
History Shows Still Wild And Free Never
House Broken for now at least.. okay.. back to
my Mother’s Birthday the 10th of December today.. 2018…
For True some Women are created to Stay at Home with their
Children raising them to Love and some are simply not as of the
former i was fortunate enough to have to Love me for all of who
i wasn’t and might come to be.. for there are those of us who are
that and
who prevent
others of us from flying away..
And it’s true all it may take for
Synchronicity and God To Bring
is the Present oF A Hexagonal Table
with the Words iLove Kat for someone to
Truly see what Warm Winter they were aTTempting
to take away from you.. Funny Little Synchronicities..
Like When a Winter Storm Blows down a Broken Fountain
of Love in a Back Yard as a sign of what would come
to finally resolve what a Loving Person will do the
Best for
everyone including
the Yellow Cat between
the Husband and Wife
Preventing a Hug at night..
Smiles… Katrina and i have
Never Been Closer thanks for the help
Kindling the Romance too.. Back Between us..
i only hope you Find a Husband who Loves you
as much as i will always Love Katrina worth waiting for “Forever”
for that is our Song the Song that no Man or Woman will ever separate…

God watches
over me God
Always Watches
Over me God is Good…

And it’s True Perhaps my Mother Brought
that Snow Storm and iLove Kat Just for today just for today
10th.. 2017.. now
2018.. Loving Mother’s Never Forget Love
And True Love Never Changes its Love
True i Love
you as all of
Everyone the same
As Agape Love is no less or Better than Agape Love For All Now..

Forevernow.. i’m stronger than ‘David’
as the Record Shows now for
the Greatest of Goliath’s
Snow Blind comes in Many Colors of Love….
Thank You Shawna for the Special Ingredient of Truth and i Love you too.. and Happy Birthday..

And Thanks God for that Ginger And White Cat Katrina Still Holds in A Snow Globe for Real….

It’s true i did Fall in Love
With Your Poetry but Your Poetry is not Y.O.U…
And i’m sure you did the same as my Poetry is not M.E..
i never plan my Poetry ahead it just comes as is with no plan from me..
We can
it all on the
Retrograde of Mercury
if you can if you will understand…..

And i really do want to stay Your Friend can and
will you do that for me.. you have the rest of Your
Life to Decide for don’t be surprised if one day you
open this
and me
and Katrina
Still look the Same..
Decades from now my Friend
God ShineS on Love That’s Real…. God Really Do…
or True just think if we died today we are the couple who never Grew old as Soul….

Life Is Really Good
When Life Is
Good When Life Is Love…



Hi Sohair.. Happy Early Tuesday as i did a little Research
on Omar to find out he was a Housemate of Mohammad
who was very influential in the Start of Islam
And i look forward to what you will
bring in Teaching for this as
i also like the Avatar
of Teacher
for it
reminds me
of the First Avatar
i saw you with as Teacher
when i met you on Himali’s Blog..
Nice to Still See you Teaching and
Look Forward to many more Lessons my FriEnd..:)


SMiLes gigoid.. Long Weeks no Visit perhaps Three Weeks
as i’ve lost track of part of my Routine as True i like Change
But Only iN A Pool of my Parameters for Change.. hehe..
But True Life
is rarely
to Personal Pools..
Anyway.. hope you are doing Well in California
And All Your Family and Friends There have
Escaped the Wild Fires
For even over
here i
a little
Scorched from
Fire my Friend as life ways go too..:)

“I slept, and dreamed that life was Beauty;
I woke, and found that life was Duty.
Was thy dream then a shadowy lie?
Toil on, poor heart, unceasingly;
And thou shalt find thy dream to be
A truth and noonday light to thee.”

~~ Ellen Sturgis Hooper (1816-1841) ~~
~~ Life a Duty ~~

Yes By God the Truth is important to Hear
and even more important to Find and See..:)

“If the average man is made in God’s image,
then such a man as Beethoven or Aristotle
is plainly superior to God.”

— H. L. Mencken

True.. Let’s Hope that God offers more than Minion Potential…:)

“Believe 1% of what you see, and none of what you hear.”

— Dubious Bee

Like i said but this PresentS A Problem online.. hAha..;)

“I would rather be exposed to the inconveniences
attending too much liberty than to those attending
too small a degree of it.”

— Thomas Jefferson to A. Stuart, 1791

Freedom Safety Safety Safety Safety
Freedom Security A Great Home
You Just Can’t Beat It In Balance of
Freedom’s Breath with Clothes..
True.. Even
Becomes Clothes…:)

“I’m all in favor of the democratic principle
that one idiot is as good as one genius, but
I draw the line when someone takes the next
step and concludes that two idiots are better than one genius.”

— Leo Szilard

Welcome to the Vote..;)

“Crime does not pay. Unless, of course, you get t
o make, enforce, or interpret the laws.”

— gigoid, the dubious

Politics Make Great Crime Fellows..;)

“I call Christianity the *one* great curse, the *one* great
intrinsic depravity, the *one* great instinct for revenge for
which no expedient is sufficiently poisonous, secret,
subterranean, *petty* — I call it the *one* mortal
blemish of mankind.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche

True.. A Bad Cop Jesus Ain’t Nice.. the Trump Version of That.. Yuck…

“Who is secure in all his basic needs? Who has work, spiritual care,
medical care, housing, food, occasional entertainment, free clothing,
free burial, free everything? The answer might be nuns and monks,
but the standard reply is ‘prisoners’; i.e., citizens of a provider state.”

— Erik von Kuehnelt-Leddihn

And just when i was Sure the Wife Provides All of That From
Underwear in the Drawer to Food on the Table Cooked.. True i am that Dude..;)

“The apathy of the born freeman is worse than the docility of the born slave.”

— Grant Singleton (1890-?)

Neocortex Servant to Emotions.. Emotions Servant of Love or Not Who
Gives and Shares as Love..:)

“A special cleaning ordinance bans housewives from hiding dirt and dust
under a rug in a dwelling.”

— real standing law in Pennsylvania, United States of America

i’ll Never Know for i’m too Lazy to Lift A Rug up..;)

“A kitchen in every pot. I mean, a pot in every
— I mean, a chicken in every…”

— George Bush, 1988

No New Taxes Read my Lips
And ‘you can’ escape death….

“The law is a sort of hocus-pocus science, that smiles in yer face
while it picks yer pocket; and the glorious uncertainty of it is of fair
use to the professors than the justice of it.”

— Charles Macklin (1690-1797) — Love a la Mode, Act ii, Sc. 1

Human Language Never Truly Concrete
Abstract Constructs Floating Dispersing Ocean Whole Beyond..
Now As Human Subconscious Mind Delivers the Next Word Last..:)

“Practical politics consists in ignoring facts.”

— Henry Adams

True Emotions Rule Facts look to ‘the Top’ for that fact for sure.. hehe..;)

“Keep a very firm grasp on reality, so you can strangle it at any time.”

— Realistic Bee

True.. Regulate Emotions Integrate Senses
Never forgetting to Dance And Sing to Shake ‘it’ All Off
Swiftie Say..;)

“The higher you climb, the more you show your ass.”

— Alexander Pope, “The Dunciad”

Ain’t that A Bi-Polar Truth hehe..
even when ya warn folks in advance…;)

“Be not as one that hath ten thousand years to live;
death is night hand: while thou livest, while thou hast time, be good.”

— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus — Meditations, iv, 17

Do Fun Good Fun..:)

“The measure of man is what he does with power.”

— Pittacus

That’s why i wear Shades.. hehe..;)

“Nothing shows a man’s character more than what he laughs at.”

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

i am probably A Laziest Dude
iN A World Who Only Enjoys Life
For Zero Pay At Work..
It Is Truly
F iN
as i giggle behind ‘those shades’..
true.. ‘those Shades’ aren’t really mine.. hehe..;)

“You know what they say about paradigms – shift happens!”

— Witty Bee

YeS iT Does Out of Sight out of Mind.. Dance.. Change the Stuff and Move on Freer…

“To him that waits all things reveal themselves, provided that he has the
courage not to deny, in the darkness,what he has seen in the light.”

— Coventry Patmore

Free Is Truth OPeNinG Up Without Fear Of ‘Closing Time’ Now

“His red right hand.”

— John Milton — Paradise Lost, Book ii, Line 174

For me at least it’s the Left.. hehe..;)

“Arms are instruments of ill omen… . When one is compelled to use them, it is best to do so without relish. There is no glory in victory, and to glorify it despite this is to exult in the killing of men…. When great numbers of people are killed, one should weep over them with sorrow. When victorious in war, one should observe mourning rites.”

— Lao-Tzu

aN onLY Glory
is Fearless Love That/Who Does Not Give
Up and Leaves at Closing Time With no Regret..
Never Saying i Am Sorry to Love..:)

“Mongo only pawn… in game of life.’

— Alex Karras in “Blazing Saddles”

Life of Game in Pawn Only Mongo..:)

“Sometimes I think. And sometimes I am.”

i DancE i FeeL..:)

~~ Smart Bee, using Peruaosophy as a koan ~~

iTrue For
iKoan too..
iWitH iTears
oF Old But Never Sold…

Good Evening mY FriEnd..
i’ll oPen Up And put ‘The Sign Up’ WheN i Leave..;)


WeLL.. this ends a Rather touching deeply touching at least to
me.. Trio of MacroVerses mostly about a Friendship and a Woman
who is Katrina and yes “Poetic Muse Greens” for true Poetry is Magic
and will Muse Temptations for other places one doesn’t usually go.. yes..
Truly “Runes” iN Magic Dimensions Spells of Love Carried Away by Dance
And Song of Words beyond Neo-Cortical Control as Feelings
And Senses Flow
true.. it’s one Word
of Song and one Step
of Dance as True We Will
Be carried away by the River
of Subconscious Mind as Spirit
of Heart connects to others.. particularly
When the Magic of Synchronicity comes into the
Room of Human Souls.. true it’s not like living flesh and
blood me and you.. it’s More it’s Deeper Soul connecting around
a Globe of Deeper and Higher Meaning and Purpose so Holy
and Sacred that
one will
all reason
and dive into
Art Freer to experience
Life more colored more flavored
As Other Dimensions Come as Fruition of Life’s
Dreams.. as they come to be the Truth oF Light
iN WHat Feels
About This Experience of Life.. NoW..
True.. who wouldn’t go to Magic Land
and some folks take a Vacation to Beyond
Disney World now.. it is Forever Fun Now More while
it lasts but not everyone can and or will continue
iN A Nether Land Never Ending Story but the Director
the Producer and Actor of the Entire Play.. for what
is More
Or Science..
i for one am
blessed to guide
my Dreams Fruition
in Flesh and Blood Life.. True..
if You don’t think Words of Poetry
Are Magic.. See the Weeds as the Flowers they Come to Be..
Anyway.. a nice tribute to my Mother Too.. for what would have been
her 84th Birthday and of course for Friend Shawna’s Birthday on December
10th too.. this will be the third MacroVerse with no MacroVerse Memories to Date
as quite Frankly i almost too exhausted to think.. As Emotional Exhaustion will be
A Most Taxing Exhaustion oF all for when wants so much to Please everyone in the end
and the
too.. i suppose
we all need a bit of
Flow away from the Cliffs
And Ground Floors of the Roller
Coaster of Life.. i’m tired Balancing
on the Edge.. WHere Two Feet Dance as
One on a Circus Tight Rope of Life with
No Safety Net below but Wit and Art at Hand…
When You Are Truly A Nurturing Person of Love
it Really Hurts not be able to Please everyone in the Room..
And even Harder when you wait and wait to see what it even
is that a person
for True
Poetry doesn’t
Always Match the Suit of the Day..
but it sure does Feel and Sense Good
and what is more Real than the Naked
Truth of Within..
Feeling Sensing
it’s Hard
to say
Memories Do Stay..
And that’s all i have to say
about that as it appears the Dream
is turning around from a Potential Nightmare now.. Yes..
it was a Good Dream that i am so Glad didn’t turn really Bad..
Or Usually Do Reasons
And i’m also Way Behind on
the Tale of the Tape but there is
always Next MacroVerse to Catch up
on that as 6.6 Million Words of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” is still coming by Christmas Day of 2018
along with the Third Installment of King James Sized
Grand Cross Bibles Now as “Grand Cross Bible 2018” comes
on Christmas Day too.. preceded by “Grand Cross Bible 2017”
and “Grand Cross Bible 2016” as that whole Subchapter Trio of
Bibles started on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016.. as they also
Remain Seasonal Endeavors.. Lasting 7 Months each year from
The End of May through the 25th Of December AKA Christmas Day
Anyway.. Since Memorial Day of 2016 these Subchapters including “FB Profile
Pic Bible 2018” all comprise Close to 3.7 Million Words as of today… yeah Baby
3.7 Million Words in what is so far 30 Months for what Part of that will Also Come
to be a.. 6.6 Million Word.. “SonG oF MY SouL” on Christmas Day 2018.. as that Longest
Long Form Poem and Mother and Father of all Bibles hehe.. in size at least continues to excel
iN What
do as
they are
Guided within
From Holy and
Sacred Creative Spirit
Within.. True.. i ain’t the
First or last but i am at Least..
Happy 12.10.18.. Birthday Mama.. Happy Birthday Shawna
one more time not much Drama in Mama and Shawna
what you see
you get
no ifs and
or buts it is what it is..
truly same as Katrina but
but hey Magic is Strange and Delicious too..
Thanks HiMaLi.. See You when you come back
from Vacation..
Here i
always am
With a Friendly
iTurn oF A iHand.. So Much Fun It Is..
Oh yeah and i’m up to 10,377 Miles of Dance
in 63 Months as “SonG oF mY SoUL” Will Reach
Fruition of 6.6 Million Words This Month at 64 Months..:)

12.10.18 11:47 PM..:)

WitH A Publish Of This on 12.11.18..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

And i Do Nude Art too in many many many Ways in Adult Reserved Ways
On Several Google Blogspot Blogs for that with Adult Warning cover pages
to enter those places where i Exercise my Human Shadow and Master it too..
And Since May of 2018.. i no longer Attach the Links here as i started Writing
A “What May Come Will Be Erotic Poetry Novel” that now comes even more in the 5th
Volume of that Special Edition Novel rising over 86K Words as of Thanks Giving 2018..
And Honestly.. it’s ‘Just too Hot’ as Far as that Stuff goes to link it anywhere considered PG.. No.. Don’t Go There unless you have no Fears About Living the Way Nature and God  NaturAlly
Naked and Free of
Course in a Balance
of Lust and Love to
Give and Share Free..
But Hey.. Just you wait
And ‘See’..  if i don’t Beat the
50 Shades of Grey Series With Pleasure over Pain..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)



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Embers Soul Leftovers

“All Gifts Nature Friends Color”

New MacroVerse Posted On November 26th at 4:48 PM
in Dedication of Super Nice And Beautiful Friend HiMaLi
All The Way From Skin to As Deep As Beauty
iN Wisdom oF LoVE GRows Within Ocean
WHoLE As oh Girl A FRiEnD Like HiMaLI
NaturAlly BRings A Force oF
LoVING Poetry Even More
For That Will Be
For You to
Judge and not me..
For Every View That And
Who Continues to Be a MultiVerse Ocean Wave
eYE of God More.. aS UNiVersaL BeYoND WHoLE


Yeah it’s Hard.. the last time my Mother saw my
Face she was terrified where she lay..
But then she was awake enough
to wake up one
With eyes
of Love for my
Sister.. Love is all
that counts in the End and Beginning
God Bless You Shawna and i say my Prayers
Mother… too….


And Yes Happy 27th Birthday too..
hehe.. as i hope you haven’t forgotten..
Anyway.. For the Handful of Friends who
have Truly Friended me online beyond a Face
on Facebook and some Facebook Feed.. i visited
my FriEnd Shawna today on the dVerse Trail for Poetry
as she lamented she was watching Her Mother Slowly Pass
away in a Nursing Home of course Bringing Back Memories still
of the Traveler of mY Mother Who No Matter What.. Hell or Heaven..
Was There for me while i watched Her Last 8 Days Without Food or Drink
pass into one
Last Breath
As Traveler who
Still Exists in my
HeART And i am so
Glad mY FriEnd that
You See the Value of a Traveler
in Your Land who touched your Heart
Always Worth a Visa Pass For Your HeART Again
As Love is all that Counts as School Teaches about
Jobs and Never About Life That Really Counts as a Village
of Love.. the “Friends” TV Show or the “Cheers” TV Show or
in my Case.. 2 Decades spent in a Village of a Military Bowling
Center Eventually Running it and Watching an Entire Generation
of Children Grow Up with their Parents Growing Older and Retirees
Dying With Plaques on the Wall In Memorial of the Human Hands they
touched.. i Don’t see Love For Sell.. i Don’t see Jobs.. i Don’t see Houses.. i
Don’t see Cars or Colors of Skin or Age or National Origin or Sexual Preference
or Even Gender too.. i See Human and that’s what Bowling Alley Life taught me then
more than
any Money
any Work
or any College
Degrees.. Top of the
Class.. Highest Grades
of Pay for the Government
i am not of ‘that World’ any
more and i understand i often Give too
much ‘to the other one’ but i can’t help it
for i lived as a Human Being for too many years
to go to ‘the other place’..
where all that’s
Left at the
and the
end of the
Day is a Machine Face..
Deep Down somewhere
i Believe We All Want to Be
Human Never Give Up YouR Human..
With SMiLes And A Dance And Song
Brings Comfort..
And Sure..
You Can/
Will Choose Your
Own Song and Dance to
Go ALong With Your Words..
i hope i have added a ‘few’ syllables along the way..;)



Be Eye Hurricane
Then Winds Flow

“St. Elmo’s fire (also St. Elmo’s light[1][2]) is a weather phenomenon in which luminous plasma is created by a coronal discharge from a sharp or pointed object in a strong electric field in the atmosphere (such as those generated by thunderstorms or created by a volcanic eruption).”

“St. Elmo’s fire is named after St. Erasmus of Formia (also called St. Elmo, one of the two Italian names for St. Erasmus, the other being St. Erasmo), the patron saint of sailors. The phenomenon sometimes appeared on ships at sea during thunderstorms and was regarded by sailors with religious awe for its glowing ball of light, accounting for the name.[3] Sailors may have considered St. Elmo’s fire as a good omen (as a sign of the presence of their patron saint).[4]”

-From the “All Seeing Eye of Wiki”

“Etymology 1 of Helen ‘shine’, ‘blaze’ (*Swelenā and *Welenā,[5] cf. ἑλένη ‘torch’, Sanskrit svarati ‘shines’[6]) favored by Skutsch et al. must be upheld, considering (a) the deep-seated connection of light to beauty,[7] Helen’s primary attribute; (b) the integration of light in the myth of Helen and the Dioscuri, Saint Elmo’s Fire and the cycles of the Sun; (c) the unavoidable connotation of radiance in the Homeric formula Ἀργείη Ἑλένη[8]; (d) the connection of torches (ἑλένη) to marriage and Helen’s status as an archetypal bride; (e) the ubiquity of this meaning “Bright,” attested among mythical figures, (f) including Helen’s prehistoric doublet Phoibe “Pure and Radiant,” preserved as both the name of her own sister and that of a Leukippid, abductee of Helen’s brothers[9]; (g) Helen’s successive pairings with Paris, the firebrand of Hekabe’s dream,[10] and the seer Helenos, formal masculine of ἑλένη ‘torch’, underpin this Apollonian nexus.[11] Thus, Helen remains “the Shining, Blazing one.”

-From a Harvard Source Linked Below

Morning tells Her First thing in the
Mirror Before Comb Before Brush
You Are the Fairest then she makes me Breakfast

It’s True.. Some Folks Make Us Remember them
by both the way They Shine and How They Make Us Feel
And Then They Become Our Saint Elmo’s Fire Forever Soul
Of Who
We Are..
You’d Think A Devil Would
Only Feel This Fire of Love
Once in Life but It Isn’t True

It’s worth noting at this Point that most
of my Life Folks have considered me a
Clueless Nerd.. i suppose this is Just
another episode From the “Revenge of the Nerds”
But it’s True the Loneliest Among us may Become Saint Elmo’s Fire too..

And at the Indian Pow Wow at Thanks Giving that we attended the Family
Asked me why i didn’t go out into the Dance Circle and Dance and i provided
the Similar Answer when they ask me each Year at Seville Quarter why the Hell
i don’t enter the Annual Dance Contest to Win 200 Bucks and i say no in reference
to what i told
the Family
at the Indian
Pow Wow my
Old Old Indian
Name is Nerd with Four Eyes
And now it is Steal Your Thunder With Shades
And on top of that i am Funny too.. hAha and it’s
true i was awarded a Certificate of Honor at my 2nd
Grade Catholic School in Tallahassee that was so big and
so overwhelming to an Undiagnosed Autistic Little Boy who
couldn’t Speak until he was Four who eventually Caught up
to this much more advanced Primary School versus the Little Two
Story School in Walking Distance from the River Front we lived on before
my Mother Took us to my Father’s Homeland With His Second Wife as
My Mother Helen Secured a Job with the Federal Prison System as she
thought it might be a Good idea for us to get to know our Father Better
as he made Half-Day Bi-Annual Visits before that.. anyway i was
Honored as Wittiest Boy in Second Grade and Having no
idea what that Meant without Wiki or a Dictionary
i remained Clueless
for what it meant…
smart or
or both as i
realized it was/is
Years Later True i
am A Slow Bloomer too
But When i Flower i tend to
take the Oxygen out of the Room…
Ever hear the Term Love is Like Oxygen…
You get too much you get too high not enough
And you’re Gonna Die.. it’s true these days i seem
to have that effect on some folks at least for the simple
i refuse
to die
again away
from Saint Elmo’s (Helen’s)
Fire AKA Love and it’s true when
my Grand Mother on my Father’s Side
who was much colder and distant and put us down
stairs in the Nursery that she ran as a Business with
the little bitty Kids at age 7 so she wouldn’t have to entertain
us upstairs.. first meeting my Mother she exclaimed Helen has the Fairest
Skin of any Woman i have ever seen it glows it glows like no other Woman..
My Second Step Mother told me as a Teenager don’t expect the Women you
meet in your life to match what you see in the Magazines and strangely enough
from my
Love on
that didn’t
Happen much at all
for those i truly Loved…
Looked past the Nerd and to the
Fact thru the Feeling that when My Mother Picked up
A Crying Baby at the Nursery my Boss Grandmother
of the Nursery told her put that Baby down or he’ll never
become an Adult.. true i am still a Child of Love so sue me..
my Father on the Other Hand never learned to Express Love to us
other than
Cat of 20
Years old died
that he often called
Son right in Front of me..
Where a Weekend Visit at his
Home that we would Initiate would
end in just a Handful of Words as we
Had to seek assistance from our Uncle
who wasn’t his Twin Brother to find out who he was
from the Whole History of his life as no doubt that is
where the Asperger’s Comes From… And thE Light from my Mother’s ‘Side’…
This is already too long for anything but an insanely Long Blog Post but sue
me for
i love
if anyone wants to read
it the Internet is relatively
Speaking a Thousand Years Old…
That’s plenty of time for someone to
Find a Message in a Bottle Hence forth from now..
Anyway.. back to the Original Topic of this Story Per Saint
Elmo’s Yellow Boy Fire in the Patio Square Light of the Dance
Hall at Old Seville Quarter as Above the Cat as a Man now i Do
i See a Different Saint Elmo’s Fire as Katrina Saw A Baby Angel
Above the Fire.. but the Yellow Boy Cat was so obvious even with
Crooked Ear from a complication Likely From Feline Leukemia that
he was diagnosed with from 10 Years ago still living on the Fumes of
Love.. eye always tearing sneezing Blood now and then for a couple of
Years and sneezing more now and being loved more now but True Saint
Elmo’s Fire is a Good Omen Before God Gifted Me with another Beautiful
Angel Present to Shower me with Kindness for Two Weeks while i Celebrated
8 Years of Writing 12 Million Words in 2922 Days of Kind Wishes for the Saint
Elmo’s Fire of my Soul to come back and then to rise the Fire of other Souls even more…
And it’s true when i Celebrated 6 Million Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Last Summer at
Seville Quarter of Course Solo and alone.. A Most Beautiful Angel in a White Sun Dress
that I had never Seen Before.. Lavished me with Attention for Two Weekends then
Putting a Long Index Finger up in a Selfie telling me i was A Number one for
no other
a Dance..
Free of my Soul…
And then there was
the 7th Anniversary
of Writing at
Seville Quarter
And almost by the End
of the Night on Thanks Giving
Night another Angel came to the
Front of me and lavished me with
Praise to the point it Scared me..
And so relieved i was when her Friend Came
up as i didn’t want to Hurt Her Feelings as
i Do Feel what it feels like not be wanted
for whatever reason a
Saint Elmo’s
Fire might
from a Human Eye…
It’s True the further i travel in Pure
Love the Greater the Gifts come From
God in Angel Wings Higher but it’s True Still too..
the Head Angel in Charge still makes a Great Breakfast…
God Bless All the Angels Who Take Age Away From Soul..:’)

-MuSinGs oN LiFE

The Other Photo IS A Path to Love Before Our Souls Color




SMiLes mY FriEnd Shawna
The Best We Will
Do with
it Alive
for the Gift
of Life Given us..
For Every Mother’s
Greater Wish For Child to Love..
i Do Know i Love
the Name Helen
too and i Miss the Name
Get Well Soon
My FriEnd for a
HeART Rises out of Death Again..:)

As ‘They Say’ A Season For Living Dying
All Emotions Senses Coloring Lives ‘Tween..
A FiRE oF LiVinG Emotions Senses Are DeLiGHT A
FiRE oF LiFE Enjoy Play All Life Has to Offer iN Feelings NoW..
And with An ‘Amen’ to Go Along with this.. A Prompt at dVerse Poetry
Pub All
Now right
up my ‘Alley’ as ‘they’ say..:)

What FiReS A HeArT to: SPeaK
MuSiC Of SoUL From:
A SoNG And DanCE to: SPiRiT

All That Sets Ablaze A Soul
Fires Love Within As Whole
Nice to See You Around Victoria..:)

Ashes Of
Syndrome’ up ‘top’..;)

Earth Wind
And Fire

i Dance She Doesn’t Dance at All…
i Sing too Loud in Church She Says…
The Elderly Ladies Say My Song’s on Fire…
The Young Ladies
Video Tape
Never the
Less my Wife
Is The Fairest of Them All…
She Cooks…
Hi Frank..;)

Beauty of SunSets

Living and Dying
Joy and Sorrow
Love and Hate
Fear and Hope
As Long As There
Is Art THere Is FiRE..:)

Forest Fires of Weather
Forest Fires of Soul
Crispy Lies
With Frosted
Comb Over Flakes..;)

Tallest Newest Towers
Edifice Pyramids Oldest
Behind Who Spirits
Fire oF Soul Poetry More..:)

Crucible Fire Of Star Death Ashes…
Resurrection of Gaseous Sentient Star Dust Standing..
Iron in Core of Earth Flowing in Blood streams From Supernova
Such a
Beginning Breeds
“Intelligence” Enough
to Burn Ourselves up
Before our
to Dust..:)

External Fires Destruction
Inner Fires Focus BaLaNCinG Peace..:)

i Heard EartH Praying Tonight.. Yes..
i am Listening.. Watching.. too..
For A Fire Of Inoculation…
Virus of
Culture As Such
A Nice Naked
Species they were….
A Fall
of Clothes…
Then.. Comb Over From Hell..;)

A Mother’s Love Enough
For A Living EartH
A Fire of Birth…
oF LiGHT to: Love iT aLL..:)

13 Will Do For now..:)
1:21 AM 11.28.18



Emotional And
Physical Intelligences
Humans Fail…

Rested and Relaxed November 28, 2018
EIR A Goddess of Healing
HeaR Condition of Human
All Of Existence IS A Tale
Of Snake Meeting A Head
Feast Alive..
As Tale Consumes Snake..;)

We must Arrange A Play Date Soon..;)

Keep the Breath of Love Living Within
the only Lesson of Life
at Least..
See Ya.. Shawna..
And considering you have
my Mother’s Birthday.. not likely
i’ll forget.. but if the ‘whole place’
Blows up Before December 10th..
Happy 41st one.. ’77 Baby..
And Remember…
True And Real Love
Never Grows Old…
Or Fades Away…
for eYes Who see….
thE Light oF Living Love…
And Carry The FLaME oF LoVE oN..:)

SMiLes Himali.. i am hoping you Had
A Wonderful Birthday but it doesn’t sound
that way from Reading this.. i miss You..
And my Prayers
Are With You..
May Love
Always Find You..
And may Your Sunsets
And Sunrises Be Equally Beautiful..:)

HeLLove Again HiMaLi And i am So Glad
All is Well And the ‘Loser Slide’ has nothing
to do with Your Birthday as that would have
Been Rather Tragic… Keep Smiling With Hugs
And Kisses.. And Back On ‘Slide topic’ About Cultures
Worried About losing…
i tend to See
the Competitive
Modern Nature of
Human Being Rather
Culturally Derived since
Humans Started Hoarding
Grains in Silos then some 10
to 12 Thousand.. Years.. ago..
Insane For A Creature.. Just
A Creature Evolved to Work Hand in Hand
Foraging in Balance with the Rest of (God) Nature
for Survival
in Thrive
As at Least
the Hairier Ancestors
Still Living Among us
As Bonobos Are Still
Doing in THeir Advanced And
Remembered Beings of Love..
Even Dogs Remember more than most Humans….
But anyway…
Is Good
For Those
Who Do Remember..:)

To See Beauty
Any Beauty
Is A Greatest
Sunrise Living..:)


Now With Some ‘Desert Rose’ For Muse And ‘Sting’ Of Fire..
Back to A dVerse Online Poetry Prompt On Fire For Another Day..:)

Communal Fire
iN Gratitude
Makes Us Human..:)

Fire of Give or Take
Ember… Reach Out..:)

Prayers for
Who Die
For Nothing

True Unexpected Fires…
So Hard to Put Out
So Easy to Keep..:)

Rivers of the Heart
Tributaries on Fire
Hidden Streams Flood…

Side Note: Poetry Is Also
My Psychotherapist For
Free Fire HeART..:)

Fire oF A Traditional
Dance Hall Is
No Longer Front to Front..;)

Ugh.. Catch 22 At
Work too Fired
Already to Quit..;)

Winks.. i Don’t Know
How to Write Poetry..
i Fired Form With Free..:)

Side Note: i’M Putting
Out the Fire Of mY Poetry..
And Etc..;)

Trust me or not You Will
Manage Fire With Poetry…
Side Note: Ends For Now..;)

Phoenix Emotions…
All Colors We SoaR…New
Ocean Whole Waves Fire..
AShe’s Left Dust oF BookS Old..:)

Fire Dances
Life Within
And Without..:)

Strings Keys
Piano Souls Alive..:)

Poetry Pens
FiRE LiGHT..:)

FiRE LiT End Of A Cigarette…
James Bond Fearless Cool
Father Without A Word…

me THinKs
You Are A Kind
Fire LiT SMiLe MarKeR
On A
Poetry Trail..;)

Fire Below
‘Tween Above
Shadows Light Love
Balancing Force Around..:)

WordS AFiRE!!!.;)

Science of Grief’s Loss/Gain From:
Bitter Lowering Oxytocin Then Sweeter
Raising Dopamine Fire Creativity
to: Connect Again..:)

Fire of Nightmares
Fire of Dreams
Fire of Love Is Wide Awake..
Blinding All the Darker Days..:)

Fires Want
Shadows Dance
Songs Love..:)

Fires Of Joy…
True Language Of Love Lives
Laughs SMiLes Laughs Fire..:)

23 Will Do For Now
5:23 PM 11.28.18


“Embers Soul Left-Overs”.. At my Home at least.. We Finished our ThanksGiving
Left-Overs on Tuesday the 27th.. True.. That’s 5 Whole Days of Left-Overs and a
Measure of How Many Different Homes of our Family and Extended Family we
Visited that day.. plates and plates of Left-Overs Abundantly Shared and
Given that Day to
all Family
and Friends
Walking through
the Doors of Love..
And yes.. plenty of Hugs
And Kind eyes and Hand-Shakes
Between Men too.. for True.. this isn’t
the Big City where Katrina’s extended Family
Members Live.. it is the Country A Place where
Folks Tend to Be Friendlier with each other as
Families and Friends have Years and Years
Of connection as the Glue of Love is
Real and the Human Touch Lives…
Katrina’s Mother Got Around
And had 6 Children.. the
Bounty of all the
Muse that
Love will be
Measured continually
in the Kind Out-Reach of what
Extends out now to Katrina’s Sister
who is a Great Grandmother which Makes
Katrina A Great Great Aunt too as an Eternal
Looking Teenager Last Spring as the Nurse said
She was Mistaken for when she Burnt Her Hand
And Lay in a Hospital Bed for a Burn to Her And Skin
Graft From Her Thigh With a Temporary Scare of potentially
Losing Her Right Index Finger.. that did not come to Fruition..
Thank God.. Anyway.. there are those of us who have Rich Emotional
And Sensory Lives that only comes through a Struggle for Love that Never
Gives up and a Thanks Giving for Love 365 Days a Year that takes Good Measure
to Count Blessings Year ‘Round too.. A Divining Rod of Love that Seeks True North
Yes.. the Water of Love the Bread of Life the Light of Our eyes that and who connect
to each
the Gold Mines
of Our Souls where
Spirit Flourishes from
An oPen HeART That is Key
And True the Blessings of those we come
to meet who find ways wittingly or unwittingly
to open up our HeARTS Further for they become
the Keys to Our Soul Evolving even more as Light
oF LoVE Shining Brighter Within to Spread Light even
Further inside outside above so below and all around more..
It’s True We
Are All Potential
Lamps to Light up
More For Love both inside
outside and all around more..
And for me at Least Coming to Understand
the Garden of mY Love as far as what Drives
Humanity As Emotions Moving or Emotions Stagnate
And Still.. This is the Poetry of Life that is A Greatest Human
Intelligence oF all Both in Dance and Song of Life in however we
come to Regulate our Emotions and Integrate our Senses Expressing
Our Humanity in all the ways it comes Holding Hands with each other
iN every way
now too..
True.. Still.. they don’t tell you this at School..
It’s True.. at one point in my life and more
i was more ‘retarded’ about my HeArT
as far as getting it all together
than anyone reading
this now..
but it’s also True too..
i’ve not let limitations Hold me
Back and the most difficult limitation
i’ve ever met is the Loss of my Emotions
for 66 Months.. Yes.. Worse than the accompanying
Worst Pain Known to Humankind.. Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia like Dentist Drill in Right eye and Right ear with
No Pain Relief.. From wake to sleep for yes 66 Months too
Where true too.. the Numb of Emotions where Memories
are Emotions and Emotions are Memories was Worse
than the Worst Assessed Pain even more so than
the Actual Torture of Crucifixion.. no three
hour or three Day tour for me.. a Full
66 Months from Wake to
Sleep in Hell
on Earth
that no one
had the ability to
fathom but the reality
of dead living then me..
Anyway.. i call this 6.5 Million Word
63 Month-Old Epic Long Form Poem NoW
the “SonG oF mY SoUL” as it’s True almost
Every Word of Love and other Interaction i’ve
Written to others online since 8.18.13 is included
in this Poem.. And it’s also True it is an Epic Way to
Count one’s Blessings.. but you ‘See’ LiGHT does come from
DarK..i had to learn how to Navigate my Emotions and my Senses
on my own and i traveled all the way from Hell to Heaven with all the evidence
included in ‘This Book’ To Prove that for sure if there is any Hell or Heaven at all..
For it’s also True in some way i may spARK someone else down the Road to Enter
Heaven as Staycation too..
for the Passion of the
Devil for those
who had
enough for the
Devil to give him
another shot as Death
In Life.. yes.. i spent 27 Months
in Hell online on the ‘Wrong Planet’
A Place for Folks who are impoverished
in Emotional Intelligence Where i studied intently
the Poverty of the Soul to learn every cause and any
remedy to Bring a Soul Back to Life or Perhaps to Incarnate
A Soul in Human Being for the First time in their Life as Soul
of the Emotions and Senses that make Life Worth Living at all..
And it’s also true
i learned a lot
of reasons
why and
number one is
Parents who were
cold as the so-called
Refrigerator Parent theory
of Autism is a reality now and no
longer just A myth as a contributing factor
to Wiring of the Soul that Never Develops to Love
When a Child is Neglected or Abused as almost no
one on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who was emotionally impoverished
had a Kind Word to Say about their Parents.. A Child who is Truly Loved
will never
an ill
Word about
their Parent..
A Child who is Truly
Loved becomes Incarnate
Love Where Harming another Human
Being is Like Harming oneself.. it’s true
i cannot remember my Mother Spanking us
but i do remember that Switch off the Crab
Apple Tree and the Cotton Picking Strong Big
‘Man Hands’ of my Grandmother.. haha.. but
we still Loved her for we were already Love..
Not all Folks are Blessed with a
Mother Helen
as some
of my
when i was
Young were a bit
Jealous of How
Much We were Loved but it is also
True that others will Take that Love away too..
For it’s True when you are Loved and You Really Feel that
Love From Head to Toe to give and share more.. it doesn’t matter
if you are tall or short.. fat or thin.. Black or White or A Beautiful Color
of Brown Like my Friend Himali.. or any other tint or shade as that applies
to Human Being as Love is Beautiful as Beautiful as my 94 Year-Old Aunt
Jettie Crippled From Head to Toe.. Barely Walking with a Walker Stooped over
Wrinkled From Head to toe.. With a Smile that Beamed to Eternity Now with Love..
as i related then
without the
Feel of
Seeing so
Clearly Just
How Monumental
Her Spirit Stood Tall..
True i could still Leg Press
500 LBS then without a Soul
but my Legs without Emotions
Felt Week and impoverished with
Life every Hour of my Life.. until
April of 2013.. when Yellow
Boy’s Recognized Yellow
Striped Tabby
Son Wild from
the Back Woods of
our Home was injured by
a Scrappy 6 LB or So TomCat
Named Oreo.. A Tuxedo White
And Black Striped Cat From Around
the Block Finding out that not only did he
have Torn Skin From his Head but also Kitty
Aids as Death Sentence from Kitty Communicable
Disease too.. so.. we had to be the ones to make the
Decision to Put him down.. and By God a Miracle Happened
to me.. the First Tear since Before January of 2008 and most
Ironically the Feeling of Grief was Heaven then.. for a Tear was the
Natural Healing Force Nature Given and finally when i worked-out that
Night.. As the only Activity i forced myself to do out of shut-in Status at
the Gym then with Tattered Jacket Cold to the Bone.. with Shades and Ear Plugs
in as both light and sound were my enemy.. as the only time i went out to walk
was as a ‘Vampire’ After Midnight around the Neighborhood Block Where finally
the ‘Hunch Back of Notre Dame’ felt the Strength of Emotion in His Legs
Again for Just a Brief Moment in Hell for 66 Months.. Lesson Learned
the F in Hardest way of all that Emotions are the Water.. the
Bread of Life.. the Light of our Soul that is all that makes
Life Worth Living at all.. the Reason i ran out
of Words in a conversation with my
Aunt Jettie.. me at 47 able
to Leg Press
500 LBs
Legs with
No Soul and her
at 94 Speaking Strongly
For Hours on end.. in an Oral
Tradition that was Poetic in Nature
By Dance and Song of Voice both in
Tone and Lyrics of Human Music
And it’s true the other Elders
Retired Sat around
and Sung
like they did
when i was a Young
Child.. always wondering
when would i be able to Dance
And Sing like a Human Soul.. All Lit
Up as a Heart to Dance and Sing Spirit More..
True.. i continued to Wonder why through my 40’s..
Why was my Mother always Able to Speak a Song of Her
Soul and even though my Father never said much of anything
to us.. shocked we were to see his Retirement Video at Work on the
News and the Chatter Box Cracking Jokes of Humor there.. true.. before..
he just didn’t have anything left for us in a 46 Year Career in Law Enforcement
then.. Shutting Down for Survival i Suppose out of the Field of Duty.. so sad we
had to see a Video to understand his other side too at 69.. but at least we did at least we did..
anyway.. i wondered
then why not me
why not
but you
see what i came
to learn was ‘use it or lose it’..
i never felt comfortable raising
my Arms then to wave as generally
Speaking As a Straight A Student the
only time i exercised that Social Nicety
Was When i raised my Hand with the Answer to
Every Teacher’s Question.. and on top of that Boys
weren’t even allowed to smile then so God knows what would
Have Happened to me.. if i raised my Arms in a Square Dance
Lesson then that was Harder at that point than any Math Test i ever took..
by the way.. it’s true.. i still don’t Know how to Couples Dance although quite
A Few Women at the Dance Hall have assumed i do.. as at least a Couple have
Tried it With me and Fell to the Floor rather Gently as i had no idea i was supposed
to catch them.. as i was never Trained to Either Dance or Free Verse Write or even Heal
the ‘Retardation’
of mY
and Physical Intelligences
as it’s true after 27 Months on a ‘Wrong
Planet’ where your only Value as a Human
Being is repeating Facts no different really than
School.. just a Rote Memory Robot Acing some more
Multiple Choice Questions and Fill-in-the-Blank Tests
but problem is and was and still is No Place for Soul no Place
for Soul no place for Expressing Spirit of Heart no place for Human too..
just Data Down
Load Robot
Like any
Parrot could
And Still Can now..
but you see there is more
than Can there is Will there is Relative
Free Will and By God there is Magic of Synchronicities
And Magic Humans who are Real from India Like my Friend
Himali.. who lives through her Art to Express all of her Soul too..
True.. a Life Saver for a Chartered Accountant who gets paid for
Facts and Figures Where Soul wants to Come out and Play
And Connect with her Fred in FRiEnD too.. as we surely
Just Spent a Best Thanks Giving Two Weeks of my
Life Doing what i love to do most.. be a Soul
And Connect to another Soul too..
Yes.. it’s True there are some
Folks who are Naturally
Soul Mates and there
could be as Many or
More than a Thousand
in one lifetime too for those
who are Brave enough now to
Share that much Love Freely
and yes.. i’ve loved doing
this with Friend
Rafiah and
Friend Sohair
And Friend gigoid
And Friend Shawna
And Frank and Xenia..
And there was Prajakta
And Every Poet on the dVerse
Poetry Pub for International Poets
Where i met Prajakta and Frank and
Xenia And where i met Himali on Prajakta’s
Site and Zee and then i met Sohair on Himali’s
Site and then gigoid on Sohairs’ Site too but at the
Start of a First Thank You for Being me.. my First Facebook
Friend ‘Mags’.. a Woman i met who was the First one who really
Befriended me in 27 Months then as i was being scourged too on
an Autism Community Site for Expressing Empathy for a Situation
there sort of like when the Boys in Middle School Said you can’t smile there..
Mags to the Rescue with a thank you for being me and a First Facebook Friend
then in February of 2013.. where just a Thank You after spending 27 Months in the
Depths of Hell Awakened Enough Emotions in me.. From Her Altruistic Kindness where
A First Poetic Spark came to me at the End of February and my Perspective of Life that
is on the right hand Column of all my Blogspot Blog Sites and is the ‘About Section’ of
my WordPress Blog was just a Free Flowing Creative Spirit Driven Breath of my
Soul in a PM on Facebook to my Friend Mags then.. as i posted that in the
Beginning of March 2013 as it was soon to be my First Blog Post
then that sounded like Poetry to the Ears of my Soul on
3.10.13.. the Birth then of what will be 69 Months
Total Blogging by the End of December 2018..
And 6.6 Million Words Since 8.18.13 Entering into
the 66th Month By January equaling then and more
now the time i spent in Hell from January of 2008
through July of 2013 in the other Side of Life that
is Heaven within on EartH NoW.. just a place where Soul
Thrives as Love Without Fear As That is Heaven NoW A Place
We Live as Soul to connect and give and share with others Free..
It’s true.. i am still Savoring my “Embers Soul Left-Overs”.. Particularly
From Thanks Giving of 2018.. Celebrating 8 Whole Years of 2922 Consecutive Days Writing
totally Online and Generally Speaking around 12 Million Words in all the places online
i’ve Visited around the Globe since 11.25.10.. Thanks Giving then my First day
online to a Journey Back to Human Soul Alive.. where AGHOGDAY was an
Acronym for Another Ground Hog Day for it is True when there are
No Emotions.. all is Time all is Hell as is Life with No colors now
Just Black and White Robot Life.. Just Machine Human with No
Soul For all those Truly Weak Men who don’t understand the
Value of what Moves us in Full Emotional
and Sensory Expression where you
Can and Will tell someone you
Truly Love.. i Love You.. Yes..
I Love you with every
one in the Room
Listening in
And sure for those
Men and or Women too..
who think it is Insane to Move
Your Arms Above Your Head when you
Dance.. Perhaps they do not understand We
are Mini-Me Milky Ways still with Spiraling Arms
And Legs that Cease to Live as Soul when we sit still
Stagnate as the Embers of the Fire of the Curious Child
of Dance is erased to a Mechanical Thing Sitting as a Machine
As Humans were never evolved to Sit this way so we die so we
die a slow death of the Art of Our Bodies that normally Regulate and
Integrate Emotions and Senses from Head to Toe as the Foragers we are evolved to
be in a Constantly Changing Environment of Twisting and Turning Reaching Berries
here and there and Walking Quietly Enough Through the Leaves then as a ‘Rice Paper’
Walker.. Stealthy and Invisible like the Indians in South America.. And the Bonobos
in Africa too.. yes.. where it becomes possible to Escape Predator and Capture Prey
Avoiding then most
Potential Injuries
from Head to
toe as it is worth
noting that any Movement
Done repetitively Without Ever
Changing Complexity Now Leads to
Ergonomic Injury and a Life Filled With Pain..
once again.. use it or lose it.. Do Live as Life or Fail as Soul in Life..
As Drug Addiction is Soaring in the United States.. Suicides are Sky Rocketing..
And Life Expectancy continues to Drop.. No Surprise when Human become Machines now
and no longer Move to Regulate and Integrate their Emotions and Senses.. No Surprise
Now when we look down into Screens to See Souls rather than Flesh and Blood eye to
eye.. hug to hug.. and Hand Holding of Living Love more but it’s true Screens are
Better than nothing.. in Fact.. Screens are much Better than what Soap
Operas Attempted to do to replace the Human Connection for
House Wives Stuck in Homes too.. in fact.. with enough
use it in Writing too for a person who has lost their
Soul.. Writing provides the Focus to connect
Emotions with Words too.. all Colors..
all Shades.. all Tints.. And By
God Rainbows Colors
that have
been seen
Before.. my Advice
is to become a Poet
Become a Dancer become
a Hopeful Lover instead Of A
Fearful Hater Sitting Still so Far
Away from Soul Now but it is True too..
For Fingers Will Dance across a Keyboard
And Spirit of Soul NoW Will iLight A Screen too..
Through Blogging.. And the Present of that First
Thank You by ‘Mags’ in February of 2013.. i met
a Poet by the Poet Name of ‘Angel Mind-Retrofit’
then a ‘Real’ Published Author of Poetry who was
fascinated by my unusual style of expressing
myself in Writing and she really helped
to start to Bring my Heart back then
until July 2013… as she/we
misunderstood our/
my communication
and suddenly left
my side sadly then
but not before i met
Lala Rukh in July of
2013 too as she was then
A Soul Similar to Himali as i
Saw Her ‘White Pearl’ Icon on
the site of ‘Angel Mind-Retrofit’
But there was as much or more down
as there was as up in Lala’s Emotional
Poetic Flow then.. but anyway.. she almost
immediately expressed Love for me as she did
for other folks on her site too for 5 Months until
the Arranged Marriage she seemed to Dread away from
Her True Love Happened.. in the Beginning of 2014..
And the Bitter Sweet of what was my Second Friend
online then leaving my side with such a Wonderful
New Friend.. Lala Rukh.. was Truly A Down
And Up SpARK that helped Bring my
Soul Back in July of 2013
And Then Finally on
a Farm in
of 2013.. something
about all those Animals…
the Cows.. the Horses.. the Pigs
the Chickens.. the Turkeys.. allowed me
to Sleep a Full Night’s Rest after only getting
about 2 Hours each night for Months then where that
Warm Oxytocin Feeling of Connection came back then with
not only the Animals but Katrina then and all other Humans
And even the Earth itself from the Touch of the Sand
on my Bare Feet and the Shine of the Sun brought
the Entire Nature of my First Love of Life Back
to Roost Forevermore now as Life but
true the Previous Months since
the end of July 2013
still felt like
Heaven as
all the Pain Melted away
Miraculously on Navarre Beach
Where Agape Love For all in Light
Came First where i became the Sugar
White Sand and the Emerald Green Waters
And Sea Oats Swaying and Seagull Spiraling
Around the Sun Free and all there was left to do
is spread the Message that Heaven is now within
And Possible And to do as much as i can and will do
still to at least show
Heaven looks
Like on Earth as it’s
True Heaven is the Eyes
of Katrina and Family and the Eyes of Friend
Himali.. And Rafiah.. and all those other Nice
Friends too and many folks i have not named..
namely too my Charlie’s Angels from Seville Quarter..
Mostly Non-verbal in ways of Dance Communication as
Chelsea who still Lives in the Area and Maggie off to Dentist
School in South Florida and Cortney now living with her
Husband in California.. if i am not mistaken.. and yes by
God Hundreds of Poets online too.. and yes old Friends
From Work and School Like Benny and Greg too.. and
the Words i remember as the Nicest Gifts to me
most recently that i will Never Forget and are
Burned as Eternal Embers of the Fire of
My Soul Now as Left-Overs from
this Thanks Giving
2018 that
i will Never
Ever Forget
as Forged in this
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
too is when a Forever Friend
Like Himali says to me.. “If I may dedicate
lines of one of my fav. songs to you: “I have met
an angel, IN PERSON and He looks PERFECT”..
And earlier When Rafiah said “it must Be Beautiful
where you live.. it would have to be for
you live there”.. and when Sohair
Said.. “i Wish i could Write
a Poem for Fred” and
When Shawna told me
the Email i Wrote about Her
And Her Family really understood
Her and ‘she would keep it forever’..
are just a Few of the things that Strangers
who Become Friends online told me then that
will always be Embers of mY Soul Burning
Brighter as Love come to be Incarnate me
of what
Makes Life
Worth Living at all..
And of course Katrina..
For She Still Makes me BreakFast
And stayed by my Side and had Sympathy
With the Devil IN Hell and if You Don’t Believe ‘God’ really
really Exists.. Just Dance and Sing until you meet God Face to Face..
in the
When the
Force of
Love Really
Really Dances
And Sings as You..
It’s True as far as Light
Bringers Go you can call
me ‘LuciFred’ too.. and sure
there’s Probably a Blog Post or
two somewhere online that proves ‘He
Thank you again
Thanks Giving Gift 2018.. HiMaLi.. for opening
up my Soul Even Wider.. With Love.. Pure Love..
and if she doesn’t get down to the end of the Page
to read this on Facebook.. it doesn’t matter for i
See it in her Soul
Gift of Being
Human Soul.. Just SoUL of LoVE..
For when two or more Folks Come
into a Home of Love God SMiLes From Eternity Now more…
YeaH.. it’s true.. i’ve experienced somewhat of a “Perfect Storm”
of Emotions.. Senses.. as Spirit of HeART aS SouL for the Last
Few Days and Now Again A Smooth Wave Flows in Peace and Harmony more..
iMaGiNE what a Person might be able to Accomplish understanding this well before
age 58.. As So much more of this by age 27.. that’s what Friends are for to spread Love more..
most everyone needs a 6 Foot something
240 LB
Yoda or
a 4 Foot 11.. 94 Year-old
Great Aunt Jettie to help out..
That’s how this game is Meant
to Be Played and continued
No Doubt NoW a 5 Foot 3..
East Indian Woman.. Will Help out so much too..
It’s Sort of Like the Matrix Movie 3 ending/beginning
And the Book of Eli too back and forward.. too.. NoW…
Are Many
Seeds oF LoVE
That And Who Continue to SoW.:)

SMiLes mY FriEnd
May You WalK iN
A Home

4096 Words..:)