New Moon Reign

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A quick trip over to Blogger
Poet friEnd Rafiah’s place in
the interim of waiting for all those
photos to download.. hehe.. for the
last Epic MacroVerse.. “OVengate 2016”..
trip as it were all over the place..
yes.. globAlly as such too..
and i respond to
Rafiah’s now
Fictional Narrative
of a Cozy November Story
with these words
of hope and joy..

Keep writing iT
and it wiLL
Be with AcTinG of course..
Guy De Maupassant.. as i Wiki
him now.. was/is surely another
soul of writing
who struggled
much too..
my friend..
better written
and lived my friEnd.. Rafiah..
As dreAms are yoUrs for FruiTioN..:)

A forTune…

Yes… i juSt
called you Cookie2..;)


Rafiah responds
on Thursday that if i want
to meet her magical friend
Momina i will have to
got to
and i say..

SMiLes.. my friEnd Rafiah..
if you can

And then back
in response to
what i wrote up
there.. regarding
cookies.. she says..

Nobody calls me Cookie.
I never knew I’ll like it so much being called Cookie.
Heart Emoticon

And i say
in final summary..

sMiLes.. aGain..
my friEnd Rafiah..
one can come to appreciate
cookies very much as one may
not receive
all the time..
And one of my
favorite parTS of
what i like to call
Holy and
is that is the
day i most often
hear from Cookie FriEnd
Rafiah from Pakistan
for two and a half years.. a
cookie who lasts for me…;)

AnyWay.. now back to play
on a 725th Macro-Verse of
continuing Longest Long
Form Poem in the
technically now
speaking as such
as this one is way way
way too long to ever put
fully in paper form sTiLL
exceeding 3.3 milLioN
words approaching
4 MilLIoN too..
as words
go on
as usual here..

yeah.. writer’s..
block.. NO.. this is
writER’s TsUnaMi.. HA HA..;)

And after almost 2 months of constant
drought a storm is coming tonight
and for the next
days as the
wind is bloWinG
uP out side and
Sun and sAnd
as i fly one with
water and wind ALL
Barefeet as such wHOle..;)

But first.. i’LL do Lunch
to fuel
the rest
with some
more Thanks
GiVinG left
as they
also DO go oN..;)


WeLL.. considerRinG
i am very much like
a modern
i’LL weigh
in on this pizza gate
‘you’ are spreading and raise
the dARk noW to liGht with some
OVen Gate.. y noT.. as we kNow
little men hide behind faceless
avatars on the Internet.. huh..
hehe.. anyWay.. world
class martial
artists.. ballet
dancers and
folks like
me who leg
press 1020 LBS 33 times
by feat of the hiGher power
of God within and feet of course..
haha.. don’t need to shy away from
showing tHeir face as they have God
to take care of tHeir back side per se..
anyWay.. there is a clause in the Old T Ten
Commandments that STiLL says False Witness is
really not cool.. and in the case of doing this and
actually inciting violence.. you CAN get into really big
criminal trouble trust me.. working for the Government
for a Quarter of a Century.. i am well versed with laws and
rules too.. beyond a current still exceeding 3.3 million word
longest long form poem effort in witness for God and let’s just
say currently likely God’s most prolific cheerleader as such free
on the
loose wild
and free.. yes
praise dance public iN
martial arts and ballet-like
style now for about 6500 miles
in 39 months and if i remember i’ll
let you know and feel it when i get to
6666 miles as that’s like the Golden Spiral
Phi mean of God 4 times numbers noW as SiX
symbols as such too.. as one sees Now all around
Nature as the finger print of God.. within.. inside
outside… above.. so below and all around down to
Subatomic Quantum Physics to the largest oF MoVinG
Celestial Bodies in space as such.. sure.. the Milky way
too.. a fetus.. a curled cat.. a Nautilus shell as the Pattern
of God moves on both in form and essence in spiraling
what else.. oh yeah.. back to the topic at hand..OVengate 2016..
i’LL give
yA a
link all
free as me and
God have a personal
one to one relationship
one as man in the mirror
as such too.. ALL FReED.. so here aLL thaT iS..

OVengate 2016

Oh.. and by A way.. based on somewhat inside sources.. your commercials
are soon likely going away as you cannot continue to libel folks and potentially
incite violence now as some of your documented comments are already alluding
to here in response to the lies you are spreading that have ZERO BASIS IN FACT..
as the investigations have already proven in the world that has a head still on its
shoulders as such.. all rational and logical as such.. not founded in illusory fears
where groups of folks get togeTheR.. as science shows human misery loves company
still in pockets on the Internet and among folks who elect folks who grab crotches
with status and power and such as that.. anyway.. Trump is getting a bit boring
and predictable as he comes back to the corporate ways of life.. away from
the same snake oil sales person illusory fears you employee here
to make Google pennies that add up with the ads that
will likely soon go away and
no money
to be made
off of false witness
too.. not only thaT.. you
wiLL alReady face the face
to face Karma of God as tHeRE
is no escaping the God of Nature my
FriEnd who lives in no book alone and is totAlly
Karmic free in terms of positive actions in liGht
or the negative actions in dARk like this that result
in yes..
you guessed
it.. dArk consequences
too.. potentially far beyond
just losing your Google pennies
in ad revenue here in your continuance
of bearing false witness against your
and sisters
with GOD LiVinG
noW inside no less
or more than you
my friEnd iN dARk
or liGht God.. rules Free noW
in Karmic eYes that FeeL/SenSE and kNow
more that what you think you hide here Now..
an invitation
to the liGht side
remains open noW as
alWays but your activity
is getting too nefarious here
for me to be any pARt oF it
in the future as
iT is
as what
you now
lie about here
with zero evidence still..
have a nice day and thanks for
the dArkest of poetic muse and news
as liFe goes on for those raptured in
as well
as dARk
noW Now
my FriEnd
who’s lost so
lost noW and
hope you can Now
find your way out
of all this darkness you create..
and the other literal millions of
folks who do this like you do now..:)


Off to dVerse
wHere there is
no theme but
a guideline
for Haibun
and Haiku
that i will for go
in muse and change
to all Fredbun and Fredku
combined oneku.. not unlike
the Fredfu.. i will be doing all
free verse in
a little
later after
dinner at
the military gym
of course.. only 10
links to this point of date..
so.. should be somewhat of a
to move
here for a while
now@leASt for fUN..:)

Leaves of tears
run dry as drought
over takes
for decompose
and fertilize more..
storm front rising higher
cloud tops coming lower
of water..
relief.. rain delivers..:)

At the Catholic
temple i frequent
every Sunday since
September of 2013..
it IS
A chalice
empty like
any human
without a DancE of SonG
aS HeARt gRows togETher Ocean
wHole.. chalice fiLLs SonG oF Human SpiRit
heARts moRe iN miNds and boDys BaLanCinG
SpiRit as
aLive spReads
A messAGe oF liGht..
iN senSinG and FeeLinGS
more than words wiLL ever say..
thE Force DanceS SinGs togeTher withiN..
iNside.. outsiDe.. aBove.. so beLoW and all ‘roUnd..:)

i can’t say i’ve
often played in
snow.. these greyhounds
are lucky today as they experience
a beauty
feel of
clean to behold
in paws that feel
the earth and cold
and snow flakes
as integral
no different than
the pads that balance
tHeir orbit uPon the EARth..:)

sMILes.. wife and
i retired early with
unexpected disabilities..
and sure they are invisible
but the best thing oF aLL iS
we rarely
each otHeR
and that my
FriEnd IS A silver
liNing iN paiN oF beFore..:)

Myth and meaning
purpose and
and senses..
fairy tales
are real
more than words..
poEtry comes aLiVe..:)

erbiage responds by
saying.. and i quote..

“We make our world. Fantasy becomes reality.
In the beginning was the word. Poetry is grave, serious, magical”

And then i return wiTh..

WINks my friEnd..
ConsideRing liGht
Moves faster than
Sound i’LL go wiTh
DancE then SonG
Never the less..
So let iT bE
Written.. so
Let’s juSt
Do iT
MaKes DancE..:)

Oh.. Lord yes.. now..
my friend.. two months
iN A Panhandle of
‘tween.. grey
skies and barometer
lowering depresSing
dArk and
oF liFE soon comes
iN Thunder head wake Joy..:)

my FriEnd..
never done a
plane but a monthly
tour bus to casinos while
my wife plays with one armed
bandits just
with free
buckS hehe..
and i dance
the beaches
free and focus
is alWays better
oN board bus
wiTh just
A hum of diesel
MoVinG art oF words plUs..:)

sMiLes.. livinG
iN Sunny albeit
drought fELt beach
lands lately..
beauty to
but no
or valleys low..
on iN sAme
as human crucible
fire of star senSinG withiN
pArts of EArTh are misSinG A SpiRit
oF moRe.. iN SoUl fELt heArt ways new..:)

WeLL.. back
to the beach
heRe.. Emerald waves..
salt air sugar white sands..
sea oats breezing pure white
gulls gulf
i am
all oF
iS wHOle..
First oNE at 18..
Second OnE at 21..
53 stayed ONe to
date aT 56 ONE
Ocean wHole continues..
hiStory oF Lamp liT for me2..;)

Hmm.. mysterious
Dog named
say i haven’t
heard oF one
of that
but in my case..
it is more like a lamb
in wolves clothing.. strange dog he is2..;)

long and
true when warm..:)

Hi.. Allison.. first..
a quick note.. the
link you provided
takes one to the
Word Press New post screen..
anyWay.. i found
you with
no problem..

Now to

in Florida surely
make the power kNown
of Nature in its awesome
Force.. wHere Ivan of 2004
the iNfrastructure
in one winds swipe..
funny thing..
WE neighbors
had a cook-out
for the first time
ever with Hurricane outAges..
proving what’s missing overall
in life these days with front porches
iN home AC/DC
eNtertainment lives..:)

Amazing to thiNk..
my friEnd as
nows go
by.. so far..
of the future
will be flowered
and colored by
Blogs juSt like this..
transhumanism.. in uploading
soUls.. 15 minutes of fAMe.. a lifetime forever captured..
may be legends.. wHo kNows Feels.. moRE.. noW
servers.. serve
A soUl uP oNline..
wHo FeeLs.. kNoWs perHaps
A thouSAnd yeARs oF eYes..aLiVe
as soUls rain
wiTh HeARt
And SpiRit aS
words.. eTc.. beCome flesh..:)

That Covers
13 at 6 pm..


UniVersity of sMaRt phone
with lectures delivered
for free in bed..
some of my favorites
are Ted Talks.. and even
Conspiracy Theory Sites as i am
interested as a Participant Observer
Anthropologist.. as sure.. one who holds from ’83..
a college degree.. in the actual field of Anthropology
that is really not something that most anyone ever uses
for an actual occupation for pay.. but a lifelong interest in
the human condition with some foundation of understanding that
folks are alike and different sAMe in all cultures in all periods of
human history and even pre-history too.. yields to a person
who is more open minded than one who believes
in just this book or that book.. these
expanded horizons that High
School courses and
Sunday school..
referencing the
deeper ideas of
folks restricted by religious
beliefs thousands of years ago..
can go so much further/deeper now than the
chains of before.. and even better.. most everyone
who has an open enough mind to seek and find can
BOTH seek and find a tremendous wealth of enhancing
all types of human intelligenceS in the broad band new age
unabridged bible when most all humans are provided an avenue/voice
for what they learn and what they come to find as insights more of LiFe..
so.. anyway.. my early morning in Bed smaRt Phone University included Ted
talks on highly sensitive people.. how to enhance the strength of your mind
away from negative thinking.. spirituality vs psychosis and how indigenous
cultures view bio-neuro-diversity as gift rather than the so-called first world’s
way of labeling anything from the vanilla norm.. as disorder and disease.. as
it’s worth noting that not too long ago.. epileptics were considered demon
possessed by the Church and homosexuality was considered a disease
by the American Psychological Association DSM manuals for
Psychiatric Disease.. ignorance runs deep in both the history
of science and church with always more veils to lift
for an original Greek Apocalypse Definition of
just that..lifting the veils of ignorance..not
always easy as the norm tends to
fear the different in all the
ways minorities of
occur as free and
wild existence struggles
and potential thrives for continuing
survival.. and the sad thing is.. on an individual
level in small detail view.. each human has difficulty
seeing a much larger Picture of God and Nature same
where the very survival of the long term viability of the
where ‘John and Mary’.. if they had tHeir way would
make test tube clones of them as the only
perfection from small human view they
can currently see as the flea who
sucks the blood from dog that
is god seeing only small
parts of dog hairs
when there
is so.. so much
more to know and feel
about the whole dog that
some people see and feel more
of and some folks do not.. the best part
about pooling all of our experiences of life..
IS Also stARTinG to see and feel more about the entire
dog and not continue to be left with just hair of the dog for an
entire life with all the veils of ignorance covering our potential
in what can be complete and total Nirvana.. Bliss.. Satori.. Dao..
yes.. Heaven Now.. for those who lEarn and feel the essence oF all
that is aka god.. dog or whatever label one uses to cover the essence
of all that is.. anyWay.. to discount any pArt of God.. no matter what it is..
is to discount God Whole and to throw away pARts one does not understand
or fears to understand and or feel.. as more of God now.. and yes that includes
the study of conspiracy communities online as they are founded on narrow views
of illusory fears but never the less those ignorant parts of Dog can bring much
harm to others.. potentially in even ways of criminal violence if the dark
parts of God like this are not given dark credence as the can and do
affect and effect dark changeS in negative ways of society
as pARt.. all of what it is.. as we are starting to see that
false conspiracy news can actually
harm others.. too.. so what to do..
sure that’s what rules
are for.. this is a new frontier
of sharing information and feelings
and senses and when that comes to harming
other folk’s freedoms that’s when the rules of society
must kick-in forms of new laws to avoid the anarchy
of more folks getting harmed by ignorance that actually
incites violence where freedom of information becomes bullets
more than gold.. anyway that’s a hard call.. and ever changing
but a necessary one for huge populations of heterogeneous
humans to have individual freedoms that are not
encroached by others who would rule
those freedoms with dark
of ignorance
if they
could force
the world into
that veiled mode
once again.. where
religious monarchies in veils
of ignorance and illusory fears and
empty promises force their ideas on others
where if you wanna live in darkness go ahead
as long as you do not harm others and force them
into the misery loves company that is also known as
a dark part of human Nature that does what it does to
survive without much thrive.. and that’s one way iT goes on..
a ball that surely can seem like confusion as days go by
in all the heterogeneous cultural ways of dArk and liGht
that do come as cultural differences to the nature
of human too.. reflecting dArk illusory
fearful ways of liFE or liGht
Progression for positive
adaptation and change
which for some folks
sadly is misery
as i’ve studied
this phenomenon on
and off the Wrong Planet too..
yes.. literally the internet site named
that where the same kind of conspiracy
theories about charitable organizations with
Eugenics Nazi-like intents are driven as the
same gospel truth that says there is a God of
love that tortures folks forever and already knows
it’s gonna happen from the get go when they create
a place like that where as science shows some folks
are born without the innate ability to love and only feel pain
and harming others as pleasure.. like i said.. discount no source
of human experience as not pertinent to the whole ball of God whether
in balance or confusion.. anarchy.. imbalance same.. better to lEarn and
understand and feel the pain and pleasure of others instead of shooting
one person
or this or that
group thinks opinion
to do what’s next in dark
think and feel way of liFe noW..
as we continue to gRow or stagnate Now..
iN the Ocean wHole that is God both dARk
and liGht ‘tween that and beyond Rainbow colors
that i for one am currently gifted to see and feel all
of this
more as
again.. i discount
no pARt of God as
less important than anotHeR
in the whole of all that is noW..
oh yeah.. as the profile pic on FB
of the day returns to Karmic eYe status..
in introspective
and extraspective
on rain that’s coming..:)


AsABOVESUnbELOW.. as the Facebook
Algorithm Macro-Verse memory
generator from three years
ago.. comes
fail like
any great
and or
would or
do if totally
automated and sure.. Thank
you Mr/Ms/FB Roboto.. for
serving me so well and doing the
job that no one else would have time
to do for me free and brief reminder.. still
behind on providing text only versions now of
my last 5 Macro-Verses on Facebook Pages
numbering three for folks who might care to
read that who do not have the Broad
Band Access and Computer
up hundreds
of Multi-Media
photos in some
Macro-Verses too..
as note of yesterday’s
“OVengate 2016”.. MacroVerse
too.. well.. anyway.. i used to be.. yes..
very poor in terms of dollar bills.. where
even with quite a few in the bank to last the
rest of my life.. most of my thrills are almost
totally dollar free.. as truth be told i was a rather
thrilled and happy young lad to be alive and free
working at a Bowling Center making three dollars
and sixty nine cents an hour in 1984 after graduating
from College with three degrees as money is as good as
getting you the stuff you think and feel you NEED FOR LIFE..
be happy
best way
for me to DancE
and SinG FReED and
sPeaKinG of juSt that.. in
this three year old Macro-
Verse memory i continue to
explore the deeper pARts of balancing
life then.. including balancing the feminine
and masculine divine elements of my being
inside.. outside.. as above.. so below and of course..
all around.. and the thing about this is.. i was uniquely
qualified.. after existing in hell for 66 months of already going
to the lowest lowest Dante level of thAT i can personally imagine..
so.. freeing myself into Heaven was a rather easy task where most
folks couldn’t possibly imagine why i would model my self freely in
somewhat of a feminine pose with a wolf shirt on and that’s about it
except for briefs and stuff.. and then move down to mirrored pictures
of Nature on a family farm of a pond and sunset celebrating thanks giving
then.. with photo of my self not too flattering and a little pudgy around the
belt albeit plenty of gun on top with arms that still curled 200LBs plus then
at about 220 lbs.. where i actually looked overweight then as compared to
230 plus lbs today.. although all these ThanksGiving desserts are
adding up quick around the belt too.. hehe.. as sure this was
after ThanksGiving too.. where i rearranged the
body mass soon after that too.. as
change happens
for those
to adapt
to challenge
and struggle in dArk and Negative way.. and
juSt do change in positive light ways.. although..
all those desserts were certainly very very tasty..
anyway.. i found exploring both the feminine
and masculine balance
naked free in
all the
that art
came and
still comes very
liberating.. insightful
and leading to much much
more creativity and productivity..
totAlly freeing emotions and senses
as the dance and fight as SonG of mY soUL
continued.. yes.. more naked and free as that 2013
year went on from King David underwear to celebrating
God in what most folks might think iS in vile and naked ways..
however that’s culture and the norms of culture.. where once
in a new renaissance age at least the elite or top 5 percent
of folks who were educated
did the art form of
the human
body sculpting
and painting
of naked holy
and sacred same..
no different than the
Ancient Egyptians too..
and folks far far before that
in prehistory way of petroglyphs
wHeRe a male dancing in ALL his
glory was not an uncommon art
to be captured in stone
not much
different than
one of the first
Egyptian God’s..
‘Min’ of fertility fully
exposed like that too..
as hey.. it’s reaLiTy thaT’s
most often covered up in Victorian
still leaning art that would rather see
headless murdered victims than pleasurable gifts from God
for all giving and sharing for those who gain enough freedom
to art
hmm.. naked
and free.. life’s too
short not to play naked..
unless you’re scared.. i ain’t scared..
and after i finished that exploration
and continue own with it
i own
from head
to toe.. in ways
of ballet.. and
martial arts
naked in
all the ways that comes2..:)

And sure.. a couple of those works
of art generated in the range of 300
to 400 hundred thousand likes on one
of my Google Blogs as already documented
in my blogs for proof with screen shot of the
stats.. one partially clothed in the 300K range
and one fully not clothed in the 400K range
and sure
it was
blog was
named my Free
Lance Stripper blog
when all the views were
attracted.. Free Verse
Nude Poetry
quite the likes
of that although the
views are steadily increasing..
as like it or not.. it’s art at the hiGhest
levels of human expression and nah..
ain’t the first one to say that.. Michelangelo
just didn’t have the tools to do it in the flesh like i do..
as a self project as such.. coming in full with the nerds
who provide the tools.. and folks like me who take full
advantage to go where not many humans beings are brave enough to go..
prepare ye a way had to come first.. in mechanical cognition way and now the art..
iN God
eYes of WiLd
and LoVing smARt
And Fearless too FReED..:)


Facebook Friend and all around cool dancing
friend from Old Seville.. Cortney.. expresses
some concern over what a waiter did.. calling
her Young Lady at a delicious
place of serving food and i
respond in rather short
story style to this restaurantial concern..

i still occasionally get called young man by
older customer service patriarchs and some
get a surprised look that i’m older than them..
as it’s often when they catch
me in the act of dance..
but on the other
hand.. visiting my
Aunt Christina in the nursing
home.. the nice lady in the next
bed.. looked at Katrina and said..
you have a beautiful child.. hmm..
she doesn’t mind it @46 but i have to admit
@24.. in ’83.. graduating with three degrees..
and still having to manage three part time jobs..
including Janitor.. Archaelogy Research Associate..
and Book Store Clerk.. when the cop stopped me outside
the bank i was cleaning and radioed in.. it’s just the clean-up
boy that was a little deflating.. what i eventuAlly lEarned was/is
what i think/feel/sense
about myself
is totAlly all that
counts.. no matter if
the comment now is legend
or fool.. i for one am having
legendary fun
in my mind
and body
Young Lady
is actually a sign
of respect in Southern
Speak and it’s pretty normal
for flight students to get sweetie
and get upset about it in the convenience
stores.. yeah that reminds me.. i get a lot of the
honey and sweetie from the older female customer
service representatives.. it goes over better than crazy.. hehe..;)

Cortney responds with..

I would never call someone that ever lollol

And i do my best to be somewhat
dry as humorous by saying..

(in reference to another reported comment
the waiter said about the menu items)

Oh.. by A way… ‘Stupid Awesome’
is so good.. you don’t have to thiNk about it..
milestone.. NO GOALS..
JuST be/do iT stupid aweSoMe noW..
not uNlike art does
what art is..;)

And finally.. i call
everyone.. no matter
what their age is.. M’am
or Sir.. if i do not know them..
by name.. iN
Bubba Southern comfort style..
as sometimes i
just go the
and copycat
Without a F.. with TLC..:)

And now i say.. i got called lots of nasty names in school.. particularly
middle school.. and thank goodness i was mostly too naive and sheltered
as such to know what they meant at the time other than scowly face as such
by the perpetuators of the act of not kind.. and since then.. i’ve often stumbled
and unwittingly said and done things that i had no idea would seem condescending
to the one’s who received the normal Fredtalk.. per se.. in fact just the fact that i talk
so much and write so much can probably seem at times condescending too.. but mostly
i just enjoy life and go with the flow.. perhaps not always considering that everyone is not
on a page
long as mine..
and surely at times
a little loud in volume
as i tend to get inspired
about what i am interested
in speaking about as overall
most everything is inspiring to me..
as i have the happy disorder as crazy as
it may sound that happy can be considered a
disorder for being happy for no reason at all.. generally
attributed to a label named as hypomania.. generally reflected
in my way of looking at life about being very enthusiastic about
being here after living in hell for 66 months of which the first 33 months
i was generally speaking.. the hunch back of Notre Dame closed off from
all means mostly in interpersonal communication.. particularly in feeling
any warm and fuzzies that normal social animals feel as surely love too..
anyway.. i can’t curtail the happy’s and refuse to go back to hell.. i suppose this
has lost me many potential close friendships in life.. but what i found is when a person
goes to hell they will not have a single person follow them in tHeRE for very long at least
until they become just another part of the furniture that they surely cannot help too.. there
are so many aspects of heaven and hell that most folks have not visited and many likely
that i have not either.. as we are all individuals in the view of our individual UniVerses that
are truly myriad and changing some nows drastically as life goes on.. anyway i go on.. it’s safe
at most..
and the whole
thing reminded
me of that Song
Lady by Styx and
makes all of this well worth it
for how i kNow and feel and sense liFE noW..;)


AnyWay.. for me at least..
Heaven IS A Singularity..
a place of alWays reneWed
in enthusiasm wHere one is
never bored and alWays ready
for the neXt big fun thing to do alWays
noW.. and surely technology provides many
avenues to do this too.. as Lord kNows and FeeLs
thEre are not many social Gathering places otHeR than
Bars.. Churches.. Work.. School.. and such like Super Duper
and other
places for
mostly buy
that can fill up
one simply by social
connecting force in moVing
conNecting creatinG way more..
Hmm.. tHeRe is an infinite number
in practicality for purposes and meanings
for a human beinG to be totAlly immersed
in FloW iN ZoNE for Heaven alWays noW..
but of course it helps to be a free agent..
with no money worries
directing.. producing
and acting
own game of
life with rules determined
individuAlly on the fly of what
and where and when to go neXt..
to juST do as such.. first noW.. a stop at the
gigoid place of collected wisdom of the ages
from now most all the sAGes and then to see what
dVerse has to offer after that and then tHeRe’s dance
and more free stuff to do like that..yes.. the world is my
as i
Pearl oN iN
beYond Rainbow
colors as such above
and below plain black and white..;)

First oF aLL.. my
FriEnd gigoid in
to the
of a tree you
offer in illustration
of photo today.. like
Vanessa Williams and
oTheRs sinG you’ll never
know how tall the Sycamore can
grow if ya cut it down without alloWinG
iT to paint with all the colors of the winds..
paraphrased of
course with
such too
to go with all
of this.. coming stuff..;)

“Certainty is only a symptom of lack of imagination.”

~~ Subtle Bee ~~

iMaGiNatTioN… hoMe of dReams
And FruiTioN oF all
pluS uP..
too and all so
briLLiant iN FeeLinG
SenNsinG kNOwinG
when DancE and SunG
without a dollar bill to hOld back..
likes.. followers.. or share.. now oF
limitations/expectations either.. hehe..;)

“As you grow older, you’ll find the only
things you regret are the things you didn’t do.”

~~ Zachary Scott ~~

Unless one stays busy
from birth to last
eYe wiNk
somEthinG new..
And the age we livE noW..
maKes thaT wiLL and Can Do..:)

All liFE on eARtH
is precious.. to see
and feel that way is to strive to save it..
from the scope of lifeless rocks in space..:)

“You can get help from teachers,
but you are going to have to learn a lot by yourself,
sitting alone in a room.”

~~ Theodore Seuss Geisel (Dr. Seuss) ~~

a lost
BeinG hUman
and the rest
of the UniVerse
pArt as WholE liFe..:)

“Innocence is its own Defence.”

~~ Benjamin Franklin ~~

to hide..
iN eYes
oF A grown Naked child..;)

“”The superior man is the providence of the inferior.
He is eyes for the blind, strength for the weak,
and a shield for the defenseless.
He stands erect by bending above the fallen.
He rises by lifting others.”

~~ Robert Green Ingersoll ~~

how hiGH
one applauds
for the success and
liFting uP oF aLL otHeRs..
of many colors..:)

“If you love the sacred and despise the ordinary,
you are still bobbing in the ocean of delusion.”

~~ Lin-Chi ~~

F iN
iT aLL
F iN

“At times the wolves howl and the moon is silent.”

~~ George Carlin ~~

And the Moon
corn DancEs..;)

“In nature there are neither rewards nor punishments
– there are consequences.”

iS.. sAys..;)

“Isn’t this my STOP?!”

~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~

oFF thE
wAve.. riDe
it ‘tiLL iT Flies..:)


WeLL.. one thing i must FeeL/SeNse/
SinG/DancE.. iS the dVerse volunteer
creative squad comes up with
great prompts for muse
and while i don’t
exactly fit
in with the
and rules to liNk..
hehe.. like not allowing
many photos to go along
with words.. i continue to free
lance on the trail juSt for FuN..
to gRoW my LonGeST lOnG form
poem ever in free verse style totAlly iN
FloW iN ZoNe as HUman SingulAriTies go..
and today’s prompt is about covering other poet’s
works like covering songs.. i for one tend to pick up a
general nuanced flavor from all the places i go that inspire
me.. it’s how
yA groW in
as Free Association
means traveling to
as many avenues
for inSpiRaTioN
as one has the time
now.. energy.. and effort
to do and go.. and for me hehe..
tHere are trUly few limits or expectations
as i continued to expand way back when they
were attempting to cut down my ever groWing taller
and wider Sycamore aS the SpiRit of the HeARt of mY
miNd and BoDy conTinUinG BaLanCinG soUL.. i gRoW
and foR Now i’LL continue to cover new space wheRe few
human BeinGS have dared to go.. in time now.. effort..and energy
as John 14:12 in metaphor continues to go too.. for all those who
sAid/say ain’t
no stopping
me now.. ain’t
no mountain too
hiGh.. we are gonna
JuSt keep MoVinG HiGheR
coNnecTinG and creATinG
no matter what the FucK ya say or do..
juST Do iT FReED..;)

First oF aLL..
for a most
as i tEnd
to coveR iT all..
as i go on different
sIDewalks of life.. often
spirAling out of control as
control is what ya do when ya
work for the Government for over
25 years.. anyWay.. or releGated to
sidewalks from barefoot child meadows..
IS A place
i no longer
play as leaves
of grass coMe
toGeTheR As Green..
over red and blue..
piLLs oF ‘ForE.. par..;)

Shovels.. gOld.. sAnd..
tEars gRown Cold.. Ocean
empties deep
Stripes bLoom..
Wings flutter
Tiger’s yAwn
A new gRowl
Dawn noW as
Butter Fly

TrULy.. it’s
sAd to be
from wHole
not realiZinG
fuller hUman poTenTial
to create a world within
that eXpanDs from iNside..
outsiDe.. so aBove.. beLow
all aRound creators wE..
when not
stuff oF
otHeRs mOre..:)

sMILes.. going in a way
different trail on this..
can’t help but to be
reminded of the particularly
fair maidens i dance with..
one.. so unique.. then..
so beautiful
she was/is..
swept away
from waves and
waves of potential
suitors while she held
on to my graying mane for safety..
i am..
for just
a dance..
as occasionAlly
older guys rule…;)

Fear.. stOne oF heARt
kNows.. feels senses
no liFt oF
roads go
on.. concrete
and mountainous
terRains.. fear lifts..
no mountain
for fLiGht
oF senSinG FeeLing
no.. kNow aT aLL..:)

Love a bait
a worm to fly
fish iN wArm of
day.. niGht coMes
a fish
to give and swim..:)

Interesting poem
and cover and
iT can be MoVinG..
as folks with high libido
in all ways that now comes
as science shows.. tend
to be more
than those
who have not
greater explored
the body over mind
aT lEast iN BaLAnCinG both..
as hEArt/SpiRit oF soUL.. no doubt..
too.. iN paRt wHy many
folks move more
toward conservative.
iF tHey leT tHeir floWer die..
and that my friEnd iN somE ways
predicts the last
American Election
rows of pews..
juSt a generaLiTy
yes.. but dam.. i kNow/
FeeL lots of folks my age
who’ve lost tHeir floWer..
from wild and
free to priSoned Now
And chained sitting dOwn..
i go
oF yard with
no collar.. noW..;)

For me at lEast.. noW..
i cannot doubt the ForcE
oF changing All of liFe as
DArk and liGht.. ‘tween
aLL of thaT iS.. ‘tiLL
all colors
when aLL of liFe
is Gratitude and All
beCoMes hOly SacRed
as existence is what iT is greater
fELt noW iN
SenSes aLL
liGht Now
SacRed hOly FLiGht..:)

Essence of
bird.. iNk
it’s all in how
they sing and
dance ’round dimlit
sun or full moon niGht oF LoVe..:)

iN ways..
sAdder now
than a fully
cat.. never fully
kNoWinG hunt..
scent.. and taste
captuRed fELt as
flesh and blood
A BaLanCinG
tight rope
tree climber
reaching counters
for a bite to eat.. longer
than 10 years old and diabetic..
for life
as fuller
and so did/do
tHeir domesticated
cats to culture
one insame..
i sing now
dance with
fur A saMe
WiLd and Free
as a yellow boy wild cat
call of God
FReED for me..:)

No doubt..
myths lore
zombies eT aL..
oTHeR creatures
with zero levels
of empathy and compassion
reflecting a larger element/
meme/theme of culture
iN teXt
noW from
flesh and blood
lost iN space Now
eThEr without Tog..
no longer LiVinG fuller..
iN A place with no moon..
sky.. or even sUn to liGht..
4.7 inch screams of screen
turn away from Love..
and with
all that
off this screen..
screaming now..
i’M goNNa Public Dance..;)

And that ends
what’s offered
with eleven
at 5:50 pm
oN 11292016..;)


Forgoing.. the usual Joy
Of store-lit public
Praise Dance.. i
Embraced the
DArk and
Warm Damp
Winds ‘fore
Storm coming
With SlowDance
Walk FeeLinG
Midnight spiRit
As my finger tips
RaiSinG.. fELt electricity oF
Starlit Breeze transVerSinG
All of me.. listening to the
Gnostic wisdom of Carl Jung..
FeeLinG Heaven WHoLe NoW
As God oF Free
Nature NiGht..
Refreshing the
DArk Can Be..
When seen
As LiGht
For those who
Create a God oF Fear
And Hate over Hope
And Love iN DArk
Sleep or
Wake iN
We Make..
Black and Red..
Royal Purple New Moon Rose..:)

“And the Word Became Flesh”..
And sadly a Roman Emperor and
his Handymen Catholic Priests
in 325
that poetic
metaphor into
a King of Universe
Soldier Sun God instead
of humble teacher imparting
words to raise folks up to heaven
now.. iN attempt to make words organic
in relating actual experience of liFE to spArk
them into Heaven now.. how to put Heaven into
words.. how to do it with Hell.. Purgatory ‘tween and
the rest of the experiential reaLiTy of the Human Inner
UniVerse that we share sAMe and diffeRent in what can be
termed as Christ Consciousness.. Collective Unconciousness..
Cosmic Consciousness.. the Holy Spirit as we feel this reaLITy greater
and express it in all ways of heArt.. SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLancing
SoUl from Art iN SonG of PoEtry to Free Verse DanCinG Praise from head to toe..
it’s easy for
the person
who lives in
Heaven now..
to take folks down
tHere up hEre is the
real job of JOB per say
and SonG and DancE noW..:)

Ha.. if yA thiNk/FeeL tHe World
of Trump noW is the World of liGht
and Love.. if yA praise him as yoUr
Savior.. yA are not much different than Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts from 325 AD.. expanding
the Roman Empire and making it great again.. treading
down on those who are different in beliefs iN A God of Nature
thaT kNows/SeNses and FeeLs no different than the reaLity of Heaven now..
oR purGatory or Hell in Dollar bills and Caesar coins alike that belongs to THEM
AND NOT ME/US/WE.. heHe.. anyWay.. it iF it wasn’t so sad.. this whole new American
ReaLiTy would be ludicrous in how many many times hiStory sHows fear and hate and STuFF
including the modern dollar bill becomes God over our Natural reaLITies of Force iN Power sAMe
WiThiN EmoTioNs.. SenSEs and sUre.. SeNSualiTies ConSenUally relEased Free over Pussy Grabbers
as such..
and those
who would take
away freedom Now
oF Speech iF iT noW uP
ruffles dOwn tHeir politicAlly
correct feathers with integrity
thaT changes as much as the
dirtiest nowUnderwear oF ALL..
aNyWay.. whaT is BlAck is LiGht..
what iS WhiTe iS dARk iN all ThE
TrUTh and liGht eXposed in dArK noW
Now.. wHEre wE folks who liVe iN HeaVen
watch more..;)

A Day in the Life of A Child of GOD

Hmm.. with all ‘thAt’ sAid foR noW..
one MacroVerse memory shared
on FB from two years ago and
one shared from a year ago..
stARting wiTh.. “A Day in the
Life of a Child of God”.. highlighting
my continued disgust.. two years ago for those who
take a humble man’s witness for the hiGher poTential
of human being and turn him into an evil judging God as
Soldier Sun God of the Universe who would condemn the ignorant
and less fortuned in ways of Love and SpiRit to hell forever in a torture
that never ends.. as we more sensible folks in the U.S. are hoping to
stop Trump from BrinGinG Water Board Torture back too.. to keep
in line
with basic
mercy of the
hUman FucKinG
race with empathy and
Compassion more than
A Stone cOld God hung on temple walls..
anyWay according to the Gospel of Thomas
eliminated from inclusion in the big new black book..
as it would be hard to expand a Roman Trump Empire
wiTh A kNoWinG without any Words aT aLL of the FeeLinG
SenSinG SeNsuaL reaLiTy of God liVinG within Free as wE..
and it still is and that is the veils of ignorance that could
be lifted to make a real original Greek Definition
of lifting those veils of ignorance as Apocalypse
way a reaLiTy oF course
for only those
who wish
to be
from Trump Empire LiFe..
and be raptured into liGht liKe wE liKe uS liKe oUrs..:)

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

Awakening Force iN uS

And now from a year ago.. a MacroVerse
titled ‘Awakening Force iN uS’ as the
Synchronicity of my liturgical
years and seaSons
saMe come
with similar
spiritual.. heARt
and SouL intent
in purpose and
noW as
essence of Words come forth..

With a clip here for posterity more..

Smiles.. my friend SOHEIR..
in Allah’s reality
Flowers of life
as colors
diversity of
Life as we know it
and feel it on this
Earth.. and theRe
iN Infinity
as WeLL..
WHere GreaTesT
Hues of Violet are
tempered by the
whites and blacks in
‘tween and outside too..
And it is the challenges..
work.. and practice of the LigHt
that will bring us out of the dArk..
with patience as truly the greaTesT
Arks of Challenge can and do come
in the DARK of LiGht..
Some people believe
they can just recite
some words
or an entire
bible perhaps..
and never act on it
and grow in liGht.. Allah the
God of challenge is not the
director of easy my friend..
There is more to God
than believing
a man died
and provided
a sacrifice for Love..
if we will Live long enough
we will all be called to sacrifice for
Love.. and although life is a gift of
it takes
work.. and
practice to Grow
the Light out of DARK..
as above so below..
those of us who
carry on
in LiGht my friend..
by Dark..
the Lovely Flowers
that arise from
the darkest
when fertile..
of course.. my friend..:)

I don’t care what anyone
nAMes God as long as they
FeeL the essence of liGht inside..
and express that as Love that’s Fearless Free..:)

i AM works for me BeST.. but it can get confuSing
to use it in a first person poem so i juST say GOD..;)

Back to the seaSons as we celebrate the death of DArk
to the Winter Solstice to the 3 day death of the Sun to the
Rise of the Sun again iN WiNter to Spring Born Summer thrive
yeah.. the myth
of Jesus on December
25th is surely not the first
or last myth to celebrate this reality
of dArk
that is
both myth and iSREaL..
and worth it to celebrate liGht
in all the ways that comes as long
as one does not disMiss the reaLiTy
iN the
of otHer
myths.. Now
the Essence iSREaL..
when Real Bottom liNe noW..:)

Shoes of Black to Light

And now finAlly.. ” Shoes of Black to liGht” and
another clip from this Macro-Verse from a year ago..
that is my dREam for the lost sheep i see at church each week..:)

Well.. ANYway.. my dream is for the congregation one
day to experience the Heaven of now.. and to
share that experience in song
with all others
with how
God will have uS
as free again
as Loving
come again..
as free and wild
before the apple
of Lies.. propagated
by cultures and religions
for subjugation and control
over other human beings with

Philosophy iS iN determining
how Nature works in terms
of being human in other words
what is divine.. holy.. and sacred
and what is not.. as i say all of Nature/God
is divine.. holy.. and sacred as Beach and human creates
Evil and dARk footprints in sANd to go along with NiGht and Day oF liGht..
the gift
of free
will in relative
dreAMs or NiGhtmares
is an aMAzinG gift from God
of Nature and the tRuth is.. we
are the ones who mostly create
Heaven or Hell or Purgatory on a most
Beautiful Rock in space with blue and green
and brown with continuing shrinking white snow
capped poles that sure.. could continue to be Heaven
for many thouSands of Years to come here on eARTh NOW..
iF more of uS fiNd a way to get our liGht shiT toGeThEr and work for it NoW..
it’s worth
it for those
who see it and
breathe it and feel
and seNse Heaven more
now.. but for those disenfranchised
with few social animal roles lost in a soup
mixed of heterogenous anarchy pie.. what to
do else but drive a car into a crowd of innocent
folks as Evil becomes a butcher knife reality now..
and nah..
it could be
any shared
evil ideology
that is the last
nail to cross the
coffin of others now..
anyWay.. the essence of the Story
of Jesus IS A barely living story now.. otherwise
we would not have those so-called core fundamentalist
Christians these days voting for the anti-thesis of a Good
Cop Jesus.. and as far as the Tao.. the Satori.. the Yogi
Unity with
as cosmic
dancer of
dARk and liGht
those stories are
barely breathing now
too in the reaLiTy of
the HuMan existence now..
and that’s the thing.. a story
has no life without the essence
of experience lived.. when folks lose
a handle of words to fire an iSREAL flame
inside the FlaMe the SpArk the Story dies..
and becomes A tree of midnight new moon niGht
spReaDinG desperately for a liFE iN oTheRS to liGht..:)


It was a saying of Demetrius Phalereus, that
“Men having often abandoned what was visible
for the sake of what was uncertain,
have not got what they expected, and have
lost what they had,–being unfortunate
by an enigmatical sort of calamity.”

— Athenaeus (c. 200 AD) — The Deipnosophists, vi, 23

is deeper
than shallow
harder noW to
fiNd at Ocean Now
wide depth.. no one
sAid iT iS aLL grace but tools
oF SpRinG..:)

“All time in all time. It does not change. It does not lend itself to warnings or explanations. It simply is. Take it moment by moment, and you will find that we are all bugs in amber.”

— Kurt Vonnegut Jr., Slaughter-House 5

is make
the best of is

“The fields were fruitful, and starving men moved on the roads. The granaries were full and the children of the poor grew up rachitic, and the pustules of pellagra swelled on their side. The great companies did not know that the line between hunger and anger is a thin line.”

— John Steinbeck (1902-1968) “The Grapes of Wrath”

many Fears..
Hate And Vengeance..
go figure on
empty and
now full
with or without
essence bEyond
food and drink..:)

“The smallest minority on earth is the individual.
Those who deny individual rights cannot claim to be defenders of minorities.”

— Ayn Rand

The needs
of the many
outweigh the
needs of the few.

-Alan Turing
-eT aL

In other words..
FucK the one to five..
even.. ten to twenty
percent in terms of dollar
bills and
as that
to feed the
FucKinG poor..
and give ’em free
Health Insurance..:)

to avoid a poTenTiaL FireY

‘line between hunger and anger is a thin line.”

“Respect cannot be learned, purchased, or acquired….
it can only be earned.”

— Smart Bee

Please “Ayn”..
let’s not forget
And thanks for being here..;)

“I don’t pick on politicians. They ain’t done nothin’.”

— Red Skelton

I refuse
to ever
be one..
so i can’t really
complain more than vote.. per say2…;)

“In the United States…politics is purged of all menace, all sinister quality, all genuine significance, and stuffed with such gorgeous humors, such inordinate farce that one comes to the end of a campaign with one’s ribs loose, and ready for “King Lear,” or a hanging, or a course of medical journals.”

— H. L. Mencken

Be careful
what one
wishes for too..
as self-fulfilling prophecies
happen in most ironic ways..;)

La Belle Dame Sans Merci

Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.

Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
So haggard and so woe-begone
The squirrel’s granary is full,
And the harvest’s done.

I see a lily on thy brow
With anguish moist and fever dew,
And on thy cheek a fading rose
Fast withereth too.

I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful, a faery’s child:
Her hair was long, her foot was ligh,
And her eyes were wild.

I set her on my pacing steed,
And nothing else saw all day long;
For sideways would she lean, and sing
A faery’s song.

I made a garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She looked at me as she did love,
And made sweet moan.

She found me roots of relish sweet,
And honey wild, and manna dew,
And sure in language strange she said,
“I love thee true!”

She took me to her elfin grot,
And there she gazed and sighed deep,
And there I shut her wild, sad eyes—
So kissed to sleep.

And there we slumbered on the moss,
And there I dreamed, ah! woe betide,
The latest dream I ever dreamed
On the cold hill side.

I saw pale kings, and princes too,
Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;
Who cried—“La belle Dame sans merci
Hath thee in thrall!”

I saw their starved lips in the gloam,
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke and found me here,
On the cold hill side.

And that is why I sojourn here,
Alone and palely loitering,
Though the sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.

~~ John Keats ~~

SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. now
all i KNoW FeeL and
SeNse from a
very young
age until
for SpRing
as long as SpRing
liVes Pan of the Forest
for now i live forevernow..
And the coolest thing of all is
i can FucKinG prove it at 56 for NoW..
even in testimonials from Walmart Customer
Service Representatives who attest i bRinG
to Walmart
four seaSons
a year.. that my
friEnd iS A FucKinG
Miracle on itS own right
for DancE and SonG liGht..;)

“He changed the Season”

A real miracle IS A me.. heHe..;)

‘Tis the seAson
to be
FucKinG NoW..
iF one
and live
HeaVen noW..
JuSt FucKinG Do iT
iS whaT i FucKinG juST DO..:)

Yes.. iT reAlly helps to
Be financially independent
of Caesar’s coins to accomplish
this miracle
lines Now..
‘Oops.. i juSt
Did iT aGAin’..;)


Storm front moving
in with relatively small
line of squalls
but never
the less
and more
poEtry now
as Sand
and Clouds
Dance iS oN hoLd
for now.. as i return
to Tuesday Prompt
for 6 additional links
there in regard to covering
another person’s poeTry like a Song
and after that back to Monday and yes..
A Haibun Free for all with 11 more links tHeRe..;)

SMiLes.. mY FriEnd
tHeRe was actually
a now wHere a bird
SonG i could not stand..
a cricket in
a Freight
train over
a Street
Lamp at
3 AM brighter
below than staring
a sun in the eYes of mine..
so far back
HeLL wHere
any contact
of Nature hurt
as death as liFe..
opposite now
All SpRinG aLL noW..
iN BiRd SoNG oF liGht..:)

Sky open.. Sky closed..
Tree shade
cool and
majestic highs
shining spotLiGhts
leaves then wide..
Hurricane came..
Tree felled..
opens more..
SpiRit Flies hiGher..:)

Spring Depression
surely can be hardest
iN April when flowers
bLoom brighter with
wings silver
showers reign..
somehow i leArned
iT aLL SpRing iN FaLL
oF liFe SpRings more
iN Summer
Fall and
oF DancE

far far
in a distant
land there IS
A portrait oF aLL
poEtry ever
iS iNside
Waiting to WritE ouT..:)

of North
still wind
dry fly days away..
Bite of Wintersweeter
of fly..:)

NiGht dreAms
oF FlY
never nigher
than sliver
eYes oF Old..:)

As the first thunder
rolls in with auburn
burn cold front
to the
Haibun free
for all now..
hoping the
go out as
ain’t no battery
back up on iMac big screen..;)

SMiLes my FriEnd
as i sit here with
a momentary wait
of Cold Front storm
to give
for a
two month
drought in Florida
Summers now that
to end..
i suppose with
sympathy i should
feel the pain more of
the rest of Nature here
in red
state dunk..;)

Blanket of
niGht of wet
storm now..
who kNows..
perhaps cool
air too.. soon
as Indian Summer
finAlly rainS iN FL..
noW iN Panhandle Way..;)

and SeNses
and season
more in change
of association..
Climate changes
us to same
or reneWed
comes for
new associations
or not as HeArt beats different..
as seasons
made of
human hands..:)

All Nautilus
we are
some growing
thinner as struggle
and challenge and
adaptation for change..
so many
to grow ever
more Nautilus
in stately
of sOUls
than ever bEFore..
synergy of giving sharing
make being human more than ever beFore..:)

Standards.. rules..
and more
to tightly
harming grass..
hehe.. can’t control
that but i can make
up my own
as i go
with never
a worry of falling down..
as i am no longer a part
of any

hard to
on cliffs
and safety
seats where caution
mixes with wild and free..
both play a role
extra and
polar too..
never the less..
it is the extra Super
Rover that ends having
so much fun.. danger or not..
while those
who sit
dead or alive..
it’s all relative..
when Love And Free..:)

Joy of MoVinG..
Joy of
of SonG
and Poetry DancE..
i must say and feel and
sense with every move.. finger
and toe.. comes another poTenTial
EmoTion and SeNSe never ever FeLT bEfore..
it’s why
i don’t
ever to
GroW iN FloW
iN ZoNe of something
anything more than yesternows
iN Feat
Hands oF dAnce..:)


Nothing much more
poignant than
the imprint
loss of loved
ones.. animal..
plant and human
Dear of liFe.. Now..
i can still remember
the grey sky evening
in ’65..
Great Grandfather
died too early really
to understand
it deeper
a cloudy
sky stayed
as does his
memory somewHeRe..
white hair.. at age 94..
deep down in an old tin
house by the railroad
front in
lawn chair.. reviewing
a life as Young Captain of his
College Debate Team.. meeting
Geronimo on the camp trail and
a self learned and passed bar lawyer..
He.. named Ed.. with an old horse named Dancer
from his
heritage too..
that is me too
as i dance
life as my eYes
iN SonG of Word..
and yes.. my friEnd
while ‘you’ don’t allow
me to actuAlly comment on
your blog site as my poetry did
not fit your form of ideal.. the inspiration
from your words is STiLL free wide open
and you give
me this
as some nows..
the best gifts
come from a place
his daughter.. Grandmother
mine too.. in her sixties went
on to be an oil painter wonder..
almost blind in her sixties
then.. i for
one went
to hell
47 and
came out
the other
side at 53..
with a DancE
and SonG that will
never end for now as
i debate
oF My heARt
SpiRit and SoUL..
BaLAnCinG miNd and BoDy soUL more..
We all lEarn something from our
friEnds and foEs alike.,
from our
we come
as the
they give
for this point
of liFE now.. so..
sure.. not only will
i write this but i’ll
make his photo my Facebook
Profile Pic.. as surely.. hehe.. some
of the piercing of my eYes came from him..
the Indian who lives within in Cherokee way
and the Sioux on My Grandmother’s Husband’s side..
a black
of the
i’ve never
ever seen
a picture of him..
a hopeless wanderer
with an ending of his life on dirt floors..
but never the less a fiddle player
as my
soUL full too..
he died at 49 and
the Grandfather on
My Father’s side at
55.. Irish X-Catholic Priest..
neither of those
i met.. me..
i did have
a Great Grandfather once..
in my life actuAlly aliVe then..
sAdly Great Grandfather’s wife
died young with Breast Cancer.. tragically too..
best thing oF FaLL.. i sTiLL remember theM aLL..
they live
in my
heARt heRE noW too..:)


And yes.. why not share
an ancestral photo of my
Grandfather.. noted author
and X-Catholic Priest from
last century too.. smallest
boy on
the left
among 5 other
great Aunts
and Uncles
in Ireland
at the time of
the photo who
still swim
soUl too..;)


And yeS.. even
a photo too of
his father.. my
Great Grandfather..
a watch maker from the
Black Forest of Germany..
who immigrated to Ireland..
met my Great Grandmother
there and
family.. once
owning the
the Guinness
Beer Operations now..
tragically both dying young.. close to age 50.. my Grandfather
after that lived in an orphanage.. sadly.. in those days too..:)

Sorry… you went through
this.. happy for your rescue
and yes i can relate too…
soft as a young man
a much
the edges
woman in a bar
way back then..
she lived in a place
with a bar across the street
with hoots and hollers of wild and
drunk.. i literally thought i was gonna
die back then..
and it took
to escape
what i had gotten
into and almost lost
for the rest of my life..
as i look back now.. there aren’t
many ‘places’ i haven’t been to now…
and i’m glad truly as i have so much
more sympathy
the hard of life..
i came to understand
finally why she was the
way she was as she was literally
not only sexually abused but tortured
too by an
when young..
i only wish she
would have told
me at the beginning so
i would understand.. why..
as i
surely do
now with sympathy STiLL..:)

SMiLes.. i suppose
the distance
in seas
and oceans
and deserts
and mountains..
snow and monsoons
and all round globAlly
how we go is now stunted in
space online.. WiNks.. sad..
in two ways.. you
after all is said
and done.. not everything
now is worse with online..;)

sMiLes.. i’ve often
heard the cries..
the pleas..
the worry
oF Youth
iN how
it will
be to grow
older and less
strong and beautiful
in skin and shape..
but the pARt
Within of
God now
of HeaRt
more EmotioNs
noW and SeNsory
BaLanCing miNd
and BoDy SoUl need
never groW old when VibranT
MoVinG.. ConNectinG and CreaTinG
as colors change more.. even with grey..
now to
nice to
hear your
liFe story.. friEnd..
as this way we see
so many more paths than our own..
to what
WiLL be
one’s humble Glory..:)

Hmm.. WeLL.. i’m finished..
but what song.. what song
will i use
for this..
for you..:)


i have to say..
i’ve come to Love
the dArk almost as
much as liGht as it
makes me
so alive
to feel
and SeNSEs aLiVE
and for we niGht owls..
the dArk ones.. the outcasts
that not all or even few understand..
we turn to blue of art.. as we find respite
of SpiRiT.. of HeARt.. of SoUL wHere no home
other than ARt can house what lives within bolder
and briGhter
as niGht
full in
new moon
clouds star niGhts now..
but here’s the thing thaT wE
muSt liVe iN both dArk and liGht
iF we are to be hUman And thaT iS
Love with empathy and compassion Now..
smARt.. in fearless way.. Love wHo is not afraid
to speak up.. give.. and share.. and understand
more of both those who hurt and are being
hurt more often as society changes
back to more conservative
ways of fear
and hate
it is the niGht
Owl’s job.. the lonely
and heARt filled allone
WiTh Nature TrUe HaVinG
enough to giVe and Share
with no fear of outcast
pain.. as we already
visit dARk
buried iT
and live
and even
cherish that pain..
for we survive.. we thrive
even.. alive as outcast now..
and fortunately.. there are more
avenues now than ever beFore for
all outcasts to at least have a voice
in what seems like heaven or hell
or purgatory online too.. should
be no surprise though..
as those
iN eYes
oN EARth
and we who have
lived in the dArkest
and liGhtest oF ALL
places.. surely kNow and
FeeL and SeNse A way back home..
sure.. we will give you a ride if you like and if not
fine too..
as this is
no guarantee
for A quench of thirst
now as that alWays comes individual
within in real time experience liVed noW..
anyWay.. cloudy dreary dark days have been few
and so far in between that i am soaKing every ounce
of DARk left in grey skies ‘fore blue one’s come back tomorrow
owl eYes WiLL
Glow away from dARk once more..
as i’ll come to find folks like me
and unlike me too.. at
Good Old
on my
137th WeeK.. niGht
Owl dance tHeRe.. too..
with all the cool college
age folks of course as this
725th MacroVerse of Longest
Long Form Poem.. yes.. as i say
still now exceeding 3.3 Milion words
is going somewHere and i’LL figure
that out after dinner and an extra long
work-out as the 5 miles i did of slow
walk dance in New Moon pre-storm way
around the neighborhood block last night was rather
restricted from my usual Tuesday Public Store all out dance..;)


Hi.. FriEnd Hank..
from the dVerse trail..
thanks so much for wading
down through all these photos
and words to say hi today and glad
you enjoyed the photos and the story
of my Great Grandfather and other associated
relative tales that also comes in on the sad news
that my Aunt Christina
as mentioned
in another
paRt of
this entire
is currently on life
support not expected to
live much longer but she
did make it to age 89.. living
very poor most of her life.. however
rich in positive attitude and optimism
for her lot in life not unlike my mother who
is currently reaching the age of 82 on December
10th of this year as i use this space to further honor
the life of both my Aunt and Mother too.. with reminders
of a childhood filled with a family of matriarchy where the
males were
sparse but
was everywhere
to be seen and surely
that was the best part of life
then that rubbed off on me and
makes me more of an empathic caring
person who can more likely see the good in
folks no matter what with mercy than the cold
hearted lot among us that is both afraid of and
mean to
those they
see as different..
for me the globe
IS A warm and fuzzy
one with snowflakes
mixed around and unique
always wondrous with some
one new to meet and love unconditionally..
anyWay.. thanks again for dropping by.. always
connection i make..;)


Oh Lord..
i must be
as usual..
synchronicity.. or
whatever Acausal
connecting principle
iS in play now as when
i was arriving here at your
site.. the strangest thOught
popped into my head before
i arrived at your new poem here..
and that was
how are
your passions
these days.. Rafiah..
as i surely cannot imagine
you as a greedy person in less
you would love more attention from
your bestie girl friends from over ‘there’..
in Pakistan Land..
i must
say you
are becoming
a very innovative
and creative poet
as Lord knows i see
a phallic symbol there
at the head of your poem
about lustful eyes.. stray
thoughts.. death and my
that is
a worse
fate than
only death..
and below that
the spirit of redemption
when one sees lust as evil..
Hmm.. funny.. you kNow.. i read
the title of your site for i guess over
a year before i looked at it as potentially
literally meaning mastering passion and greed
in terms of you as a person.. and i suppose that
it is my pre-conceived notion that women find it
lust.. particularly
Muslim women and
that is just another
preconceived notion
as underneath the clothing..
yes surely.. more than we see over
‘heRe’ there is a beating heart and
flesh that is flesh and beating like
any other
alive.. now..
yeah.. i face
up to my lust..
master it too..
and never fall
to the actual act
of it to harm anyone..
in real life now.. and greed..
and jealousy and other human
nature to regulate and control
is always a mastery of life
my friend..
to sleep..
i focus on giving
more than taking..
sharing more
and here in my later
years.. i find it works for me..
and what i love most is friends
with smiles my friEnd..
sure.. with words too..
that you often share
and give me.. too..
yet sure..
i am
human.. too..
and this life is
both art and practice
oF LiGht above dARk..
and oh by A way.. been reading
a lot about human archetypes and
Carl Jung lately.. so sure.. that could be
up tHeRE too..
and perhaps
not a
womb below..
but in Jungian
terminology that is
how Jung describes the
anima that is the diving feminine
as female sexuality as spiritual
and nurturing
and male
or animus
in divine masculine
as part
of the
more flesh and blood
than in terms of Romance
Novels and imagination.. as opposed
to visual images in more ‘down to earth’
way.. it does seem to be an appropriate over
all symbol for our general human nature here..
as the
life is more in
emotions and the
earthy one is more
in raw senses as such..
anyWay.. i could go on.
as this is truly
in what
Jung Terms
Synchronicity as
the closer one gets to
the source.. the force of God
iN alignment.. synchronicities
rain in one’s conscious life as God’s Painting..
as a work of art and masterpiece of tapestry
comes into greater view..
and evidence
of God
is most
all one
surely in heaven now..
as when one is in personal
contact like this with God all of liFe is MaGiC..
but without belief in more than one reads in books..
it often
is sadly
missed and
and that my
friend IS A
liFe experience
as without the experience
it’s hard to relate this all to outside in..:)

*divine feminine
diving feminine
could be a Freudian
slip of the lip… i guess..;)


The FB ego booster
EN name test thingie
suggests i am
sweet enough
with heartfelt
and honesty
to go to heaven..
and it’s worth noting
that the FB friend who shared
this hit parade of online
in his test..
he was suggested
to be powerful enough
and relentless enough
and naughty enough
to go
to hell..
and i say
in return..

Hmm.. been
tHeRE.. juSt
doinG iT NoW..
at Hand..
ya wanna do
to noW..

but the truth
is sure.. i can
be powerful..
too.. but hey..
what can i say
as surely i am honest too..;)

And now off to Holy and Sacred
Thursday R and R activities that
will also be interrupted as my wife
and i visit our psychotherapist who more
often helps the wife in dealing with ALL OF ME.. HeHE..
and usuAlly
i end up taling
her all about my
new special interests
kinda hypnotizing her
wHeRe she at
times now
on the couch
or chair hehe..
we see her separately
and yes.. it’s a lot like that
new Lucifer show too.. and what else..
yes.. tonight.. the 137th dance week with
all the cool college age folks from Seville
Quarter with fun dance photos arriving
somewhere around the super
dARk and liGht
3 am
as December
is here with
the whole
in festival
of Christmas
as the liGht of
Sun comes to
the lowest dim..
hangs around at
that level for about three
days and stARts the cycle of liGht
as now
goeS on
as dARk and liGht..:)


Oh.. yes.. and back to Facebook
Rafiah as she also posts there
a comment in regard to how
things tend to stay the same
and i say.. i will use any
excuse to talk to Rafiah..
she provides a share of the
fact that she is watching the
latest Superman Movie with
Her sister Noor with Happy
times now so i go into
deTale with
many more words too..;)

WeLL.. this IS A movie i can
surely say i saw before and
relate to well.. per see.. as
you did this go
around as
i saw this
one when it first
came out as i’ve been
watching the Superman
archetype of super hero movie
ever since.. the 60’s as a Clark
Kent nerd-like boy then and well
after that too.. haha.. originally the
Superman comic series was based on
the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde literature per
transformation from domesticated to wild..
and the most recent two installments
of Superman big screen
productions by
words of
the creator
of those two
movies.. iT is actuAlly
to provide a metaphor
for a Modern liFe of Jesus
on Earth today.. and as you likely
have completed the movie by now..
two of my favorite parts were the importance
of lending mercy for those who are doing dark
things and are likely making mistakes and potentially
misunderstood in causal factors leading to dARk and
the end of the movie.. where the lesSon is.. everyone must
aRise to be Savior of the world as no one man or superwoman
can do the
from the dead or
not.. everyone muSt
beCoMe bRingers of the liGht..
over the dArk Force of liFe now..
sure.. like Star Wars and all the other
metaphors in art that spur us on to be
villains of life..
iN aLL oF dARk and liGht..:)


Wasn’t sure if i’d save ‘this one’
until later in the day after
i publish what i’m
on but
tHeir IS A quote
here by Jung who
by the way died
on my 1st birthday..
i’ll give it a whirl of
Synchronicity 2.. hehE..;)

“Is there life before death?”

~~ Belfast Graffito ~~


“Down in their hearts,
wise men know this truth:
the only way to help yourself
is to help others.”

~~ Elbert Hubbard ~~

Social animals DO
when they are aS Such..;)

“Pale, afraid, the joker sits to compose
a final ode to reason.
Such grandiose dreams, a dying rose,
dragged along from season to season.”

~~ gigoid ~~

DreAms beFore
bEfore DreaMs..:)

“Honour and shame from no condition rise;
Act well your part, there all the honour lies.”

~~ Alexander Pope — Essay on Man, Epistle iv, Line 193 ~~

Interestingly.. now
in ‘our’ cultures of
the last 2000 or
so ‘Christian’
is centered
around female
sexuality.. and this
is what makes Miley
Cyrus so important for change..;)

i DO my small pArt too..;)

“A man can do something for peace without having to jump into politics.
Each man has inside him a basic decency and goodness.
If he listens to it and acts on it,
he is giving a great deal of what it is the world needs most.”

~~ Pablo Casals ~~

Too PaRT small my DO i..:)

“What you own is your own kingdom
What you do is your own glory
What you love is your own power
What you live is your own story…

You don’t get something for nothing
You can’t have freedom for free
You won’t get wise with the sleep still in your eyes
No matter what your dream might be.”

~~ N. Peart ~~

as the
Goddess of Victory
miGht say too..
Nike shoes..:)

“This time, like all times, is a very good one,
if we but know what to do with it.”

~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~

Dont overthink
do iT KnoW..;)

“As far as we can discern,
the sole purpose of human existence
is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being.”

~~ C. G. Jung ~~

or DO not..:)

“The thought manifests as the word;
The word manifests as the deed;
The deed develops into habit;
And habit hardens into character.
So watch the thought and its ways with care,
And let it spring from love
Born out of concern for all beings.”

~~ The Buddha ~~

And oh my GoD..
don’t forget
to juSt F iN DO IT!..;)

“Are you sure you won’t change your mind?
Is there something wrong with the one I have?”

— Gillian and Spock, “The Voyage Home,” star date 8390.~~

don’t overthink iT..:)

Thanks gigoid..
this fits great!..
juST GReAT!..
of the doing activities
iN Holy and Sacred Thursday
R DoinGs..;)

WITh Synchronicity2
aS Such2..
DoeS iT..;)


A evening
sky now is
even at
hmm… or noW anoThEr Now spArk..
“New Moon Reigns”.. coMes iNto orbit..
wInkS aT LeASt foR A 725th MacroVerse
thiS is now.. wiTh yes.. thE 137th dance
week niGht coming soon at Old Seville..
after a long day.. including many
activities.. with more pre-store
dance for prelude
of RAve Dance
Thursday gears
down and up.. eTc.. AL..;)

And FinAlly.. what
most every Kat needs
for Christmas.. a wide
to play
wiTh iN
yA Gotta be KitteN
mE.. StylE oF Course..
WriTE oN course for mOre..;)








BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

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Introductory post to Free Novels


41K words
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Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

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Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

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NeverEverLand DoN’T
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Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

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Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

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Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
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2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..


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Hmm.. WeLL.. Thanks Giving day of this
year.. certainly turned out to be a busy one..
juggling the art of family.. words and dance
altoGeTher as Facebook provides assistant
robotic algorithm help to document the entire
experience and sure.. Google
and Word Press and
the Apple Computer
Corporation all lend tHeir
helping hands too with all the
rest of the muse of life that comes into
play and smiling friendly people who just
wanna be around you.. ’cause you are a smiling
friendly person makes a circle of joy grow larger
instead of smaller.. and here’s the thing.. don’t wait for
otHeRS to stArt yoUr fun and don’t rely juST on the affirmation
oF otHerS as to whether or not to continue a new art of liFe iN
all the ways art and even science can come in colorful abstract
nuances of emotional and sensory life.. or sure.. perhaps.. a technical
science abstract if you are out to bRinG more creature comforts to humans
like building
a better
to assist
art as Facebook..
Google.. and other nerd
and geek and such as that
category as type of hUman endeavors
do so great moVinG on with more systemizing
projects than artistic creativity in DancE and SonG
employed noW for joy or science as it were and comes
to be.. Now.. as liFe gRows more colorful on the backbone
of bLack and whiTe science too.. anyWay.. the Demographics
of Dance on Thanks Giving night at Old Seville Quarter is a little
different as i have documented in photos over the last three years..
it’s more of a male crowd for sure.. as shopping toward Black Friday
is more a plaything of women than men of course.. and all the Thanks
Giving preparations are more often done by women in general as stereotypical
roles go by gender still in the good old U.S. oF A.. hoWever.. tHere is still much
joy to come no matter what.. as i write.. as i dance.. as i sing for juST the
joy of doing it First/last allone with God as Nature sAMe.. and the fruits
of the human connection as well as greater creativity as my
moves continue to greater regulate emotion and
sensory integration more as nows and days
go on.. alWays,, a new move coming
in ImaGinAtion oF more than juST
miNd between ears as the body
actuAlly thiNks in FeeLinG
and SenSory way from
head to toe too..
as new moves in synch
BRinG new FeeLinG and
SensoRy awareness sAMe too..
but you ‘see’.. it’s freer when someone
else is not taling you or instructing you now
moves of martial arts and ballet same.. free
style baby is what the body senses and feels
next to move with ZERO INSTRUCTIONS AND
of when folks ask me.. wow.. man wHere did ya leARn
to do that can you show me HOW to do that.. WeLL TrUTh is.. i cannot
as my body does not think with words.. it flowS iN ZonE WiTh GoD as
Nature one and it is almost impossible to understand those words
fully until you and Nature and God sAMe beCoME onE foRce
aLL noW.. sure.. it’s what ‘they’ call esoteric as it is no
empirically measurable and repeatable scientific
experiment full with verbal IQ.. as guidelines to
get the science project done.. this
is art.. this is heARt.. this is SpiRit
oF SenSes and EmoTioN seT Free..
AS an iSREAL miNd/BoDy BaLanCing soUl..
and as social animals are we.. iT is alWays
better in reciprocal social communication in
verbal and non-verbal ways as both a way of
news and muse as the energy as force of senses
and emotions flow between human beings free..
the limits and expectations can be set by
instructions.. guidelines.. rules and even
laws.. often.. unwittingly too.. and even
in social gender role expectations that
say/feels males cannot be graceful as the Lion
when the Lion Fights in Tai Chi Style of feminine
and feline Force and Power in EmoTioNal and SeNsory
way unleashed and released.. same as any Mama Grizzly
WiLL do too.. in human form.. ‘cat fight’ as they saY.. in
gender stereotypical way.. and haha.. boxer boys who
make fun of folks who kick ass instead of dealing with
much weaker hands and arms iN a fight of life.. yeah..
trust me.. or not.. even though i can curl over 200 LBs..
with my arms.. the feet that press 1020 LBs.. 33 times
in martial arts kicks too.. lightening fast for a 56 year old
dude for sure.. could inflict major damage in a life or death
necessity for that human nuclear option below my belt as that
goeS in the jungle and wild life same.. don’t forget.. whether you
like it or not WE ARE ANIMALS.. and we have survived many thousands
of years.. escaping predators and capturing prey as both invisible and powerful
in a fight and flight for liFE from head to toe.. totAlly FucKinG Naked too.. and
our genetics encoded in our DNA remember in genetic memory way.. and for
those who lEarn how to handle tHeir bodY in balance and grace and power
of invisible ways of magic feet iSREAL to navigate the sands and leaves
of the earth leaving fewer sound waves to spread.. the success of
life does most definitely come iN A grace as metaphor of
invisible liFe more.. nah.. you’d never see me coming
up behind yA.. as you’d likely never hear me..
even though the legs can go to
the other extreme of
feet noise too.. but
sure.. you might
smell me first..
hehe.. particularly..
after several hours of
soaKing FucKinG wet dance..
as my sweet friend from last night
actuAlly brought me napkins to wipe the
sweat off my face and for some reason it
reminded me of help while carrying a cross…
liFe IS A cross of both joy and struggle alWays has
been alWays WiLL be as human and animals are the
sAMe this way.. to become wild and free is love and feral..
as social animal hUman WiLL do CoopErating ToGeTher noW..
fearlesSly.. smARt.. and UnConDiToNally iN KiNd and couRAge LoVe GRows..
Ocean whole.. hehe.. as longest long
form poem effort continues to surpass
3.3 million words since September..
now that 7 books as such in
MeasuRing way have
been completed in less
than a years span of time
since Christmas of 2015.. including
what i did in the last 723rd Macro Verse
as 724 gets a hold online now too.. anyway
it’s all within.. inside.. outside.. above so below
and all around for noW as Now goES oN FReED..:)

To top off yesterdays T-Day activities.. Ovengate
is currently in progress in the KATiE MiA
FredericK!iI home oF art.. as an element
arc a spark started in the Oven.. and frugal
me wants to replace a $20 pArt and keep
the 23rd year old stove alive.. simple as plug
and play.. and the wife Katrina likes shiny brand new
things better and i’m sorry but i’m frugal this way as i don’t
believe in wasting resources in any fashion or form for luxuries
beyond practicality when it comes to material stuff.. but sure.. i understand
different strokes for different folks as the recent election shows about half
the country cannot figure out WTF the other half of the country was thinking
as some of us live more for stuff and some of us live more for just the simple
and complex
joys of life
cost 50 times more or so..
yes.. the other half of the
country was feeling
fear of someone
getting more as such as
many cannot find jobs any
more and no longer force
their way of religion on
the rest of the country too..
depending on the going rate
of hauling oFF old ovens and
installing new drop in ones..
anyWay.. such is life continuing
in the big city of groWinG smALL town liFE now..;)

Revenge of the Dancing Monkeys

Now a share of a Macro-Verse Memory from two years ago in Revenge
of the Dancing Monkeys in more about miNd and Body BaLance
iN a souL
a New
Ferrari too
in old age style for more2..;)

Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips

Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips as somewhat obvious fun pun too..
celebrating my FriEndship some more then with Rafiah from
Pakistan.. a little busy with school lately i guess as she
has been more quite this year than last
year at this time..
but hey..
give.. real
friends never
expect anything in return..:)

RISE ALL Ye Cats of Good Cheer

And finAlly.. RISE ALL Ye Cats of Good
Cheer as i alWays love to finish
iT aLL
a positive
note as this
one is short enough
to quote.. from two years ago2..;)

Graceful Power
moving through
the Savannah..
thousands of years ago…
Killers in majestic jaws of ferocity..
to possess this power IS the dream of humans..
but there is a greater power..
and that..
The grace of Love is a greater power
than any jaw and tooth
One day these majestic cats
true prey WILL be
lost Humans as Zombies
But to bring LOVE
and not killing
to what can be
of all species..
even more lonely than cats..
the human separated from nature
is where the cat’s at in bringing Love to humans…
These cats prowl in the shadows.. waiting for their sad prey..
As the world can be much too dark..


“The beginning of knowledge is the discovery of something we do not understand.”

~~ Frank Herbert ~~

SMiLes.. Happy
T day
as my greaTest
discovery so far in
life is the beauty of earthen
brown sand feet and tanned
skin as callouses of joy in sun
and sand dance as air and water
floW Freely inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all round simply as ANoTher
free FloWing pArt oF GoD wHole i have little desire
to understand but to communicate Heaven noW.. moRe..
Heaven more2…:)

“All religions are founded on the fear
of the many and the cleverness of the few.”

~~ Stendhal ~~

And truly this makes
politics and religion..
officials of
a similar to same
color as both feed off fear
for power and status.. and
smArt ass psychopathic leaning
folks with little over chalice filling
feelings of empathy and compassion
same.. just to get through a typical day
in Heaven as the crowd dances naked around
a campfire night before the politicians and pastors
killed their
a FucKinG
Caesar coin
of owning God as
Nature now same as prison bars
oF old go around come around more..
Side note2.. dArk muses are incredible
forces of creative energy for the art world..
as always change stARts and ends at the
heARt aS even science shows now that reason
is precipitated first by EmoTioNs well after we reason
the reason
why etc..
as such..
looKing forward
to that ride more
as the juices are breWing
out tHeir in the freer art world..
stARting and accelerating as
i Sing and DancE more2.. Free iN
the face of ignorance per same noW
pre-original-deFiNiTioN of Apocalypse now..
as the art world will attempt to liFt thaT load more..
in a Hegelian Dialectic of what’s going down now too..;)

And thanks for sharing Betty Boop
today.. left over of the roaring twenties
and always worth noting that cycles of liberal
and conservative continuously change over decades
and still are as we start to move in a more potential censorship
age now of just letting it go and bootie dancing as such.. hmm.. fear
takes away
and creativity
takes away
too life
the belt..
aLWays has
and aLWays will
or not.. depending
on what comes or does
not come next.. anyWay.. Betty
is cool.. and so are the free twerkers
and bootie dancers i come across at the
dance hall as surely they are a source of libido
and muse as i for one ain’t ashamed to admit i’m
hUman and just another fun animal evolved as Nature and God sAMe..
seriouSly it’s so much FucKinG Fun BeinG hUman now for those who
take advantage of what makes us the apex predator now.. too.. our ability
to imagine and create cooperatively and socially togeTher all naked as such too..
hmm.. but sure
there is over
and stuff
that so
nature will
put the brakes
on too in whatever
way that comes for a
continuing BaLAnCinG act
of reAliTy that’s not hard to see
at smallest and largest levels too
aided and unaided eYes and such as that too..;)

Hmm.. a little slow on the creativity toad
as far as long winded goes.. could be
last night’s libido increasing DancE
and SonG activities too.. hehe..
better get moving
as the gym
Black Friday
National 2nd
Holiday.. and
i rarely ever..
miss a FucKinG
day on the Asperger’s
routines.. oh.. the Asperger’s routines..
hey.. at least it’s somewhat healthy and strong too..
with another gigoid post to go fully and perHaps a
stop at dVerse as they are rather slow over there on
a prompt about black and white arts in shadows and poetry paint
too as prompts floW oN in Synchronicity fashion as liFe ArtS oN..
folks buy shit
up to crowd their
two garages up eventuAlly
for the neighborhood block yard sale..
oh.. consumer arts.. better viewed than done..
aT least
pocket book..
version oF aLL of ThiS..;)

“Reality is that part of imagination we all agree on.”

~~ Sagacious Bee ~~

a shared feeling as such..
in sensory way too.. oN course..;)

“The truth of a proposition has nothing to do with its credibility.
And vice-versa.”

~~ Lazarus Long ~~

PaRt of the
i dance so much..
as thAT is wHOle..

“Every one is bound to bear patiently the results of his own example.”

~~ Phaedrus (c. 8 A.D.) — Book i, Fable 26, 12 ~~

Hmm… foR noW..
people DanCinG
joyouSly ToGeTher
iN Super-WalmARt
more than
iS mostly
juSt a
on tHeir
video voyeur
smARt phones foR
noW.. heHe.. PerHaps they’LL
soon go to hell one day too.. and
say WTF FTW i’LL juST dAnce from
noW oN2..3..4..eTc.. move to the left….eTc.. mOre..
DanCinG AS
And be
the FucKinG
sTars instead
of juSt watching sTars on the
couch ‘tater tube foR

“I had to face my fear. That was more important than just going on living.”

~~ Jon Pertwee’s Doctor, PLANET OF THE SPIDERS ~~

i thiNk as
many folks..
my greatest
fear.. even beyond
public speaking would
HAVE BEEN dancing naked.. puBliCally..
King David didn’t do that just for fun.. ya kNow..
it’s proven
that shame
over being
with sensuality
and sexuality
in science..
IS A source oF all
fear and separation noW
from Nature.. free.. even in the
biblical text Now of science as such2..
in observing anecdotal way of course2..
aS Such2..;)

“To be alive is to take risks; to be always safe and secure is death.”

~~ Edward Abbey ~~

cultural clothes
in aLL sizes.. fashions
that has and continues to come as…
human intelligences
gone stagnant and dead as liFe…;)

“Actions don’t always speak louder than words, but they tell fewer lies.”

~~ Wise Bee ~~

juSt Dance
for At LEast aWhile
for FReED
the Lies
that sPeak..
and buy.. in celebration
oF bLackest Friday’s too..;)

“To me, boxing is like a ballet,
except there’s no music,
no choreography,
and the dancers hit each other.”

~~ Deep Thoughts, by Jack Handey ~~

Two milestones..
BeinG A most fabulous danCing LeGEnd and never cheating on A wife..
BeinG A most deadly MarTial arTist and neVer striKing A ounce of flesh..
two things
go toGeTheR
as a discipline
and a BaLanCinG
aCt of Love and Blood luST too..;)

As my Psychotherapist
said.. Fred.. don’t
you ever
i said no.
like words..
i keep iT aLL
aT Hand CooPeRaTinG
and let the feet dance toGEtheR too..;)


“Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.”

~~ Philo ~~

Uh oh..
back in time
instead of forward
hehe.. routine re-arranged
as i move from today to yesterday’s
i like change
when it meets
me unexpected.. haha..
and surely this is a battle too.. huh..
as liFE continues to be worth iT aLL..;)

“If you get to thinkin’ you’re a person of some influence,
try orderin’ somebody else’s dog around.”

~~ Bix Bender ~~

Free has
no words
of status
to me or
i am
A LioN
i AM LoVinG
Powerful and
Free and sure..
ain’t liFE grand
naked and free without
Trump towers a weighTing yA dOwn..;)

“The thought manifests as the word;
The word manifests as the deed;
The deed develops into habit;
And habit hardens into character.
So watch the thought and its ways with care,
And let it spring from love
Born out of concern for all beings.”

~~ The Buddha ~~

Love it
to DancE and
SinG and enJoy
A healthy BaLAnCinG
Diet oF lustful deSiRinG too..;)

ALL THiNgS iN ModerNraTioN…;)

“Ah, I have access.”

~~ Data ~~


“Grasp the whole world of reason, life and sense
In one close system of benevolence.”

~~ Alexander Pope ~~

And don’t forGet
the FeeLinG.. the
the SinGing..
And alMost limitless
otHer human poTentTials
oF iNteLLigences largely lost
to sTandard
IQ measures
sAMe.. but
ways IS A sTArt
wiTh Benevolence oF Love..
eXplORe.. moRe aLways.. SeeK.. FiNd.. and do more..
reaSon and loVe..:)

“We are what we repeatedly do.”

~~ Aristotle ~~

Find struggle..
do more..:)

“All those moments will be lost in time like tears in the rain.”

~~ from “Blade Runner” ~~

Unless one
from noW as
core and does more..
alWays Now as now more..:)

“I have a grip on reality, just not this particular one.”

~~ Subtle Bee ~~

YeS.. eXplore
aLL reaLiTies
and isREaL..
hOldinG no one
reAlity too tiGht..;)

“Death the last sleep? No, it is the final awakening.”

~~ Sir Walter Scott ~~

Bottom lines..
from wake to sleep
for/do more..:)


Yes.. Welcome to the Jingle as we DanCinG
MonKeys Sing.. and.. oh by a way..
in case i don’t BRinG yA a
Christmas Card soon..
consider thiS it.. hehe..
AnyWay.. Ovengate in the
home front skirmishes of element
quick fix for twenty bucks vs up to Fifteen
Hundred or so dollar drop-in oven.. Katrina gains
the upper hand as i compromise for a slide-in oven..
however.. many handy-man modifications for that to happen..
so.. the overall
battle continues
for cooking food to
done in oven style over
stove top stuffing and such as that..
and another Forrest Gump Moment as Ginger
Bread men will run away from food eating folks..
Run Ginger man bread.. Run Ginger bread man and
i don’t men Trump haha and or hehex2.. juSt a run as a dance
now for fun.. after leaving the Lowe’s Hardware and Appliance store
too.. a nice cashier stops me
when strolling out with the wife
and says aren’t you that guy
who ‘practices it’ every
where he goes..
and who is a Legend
now at Milton High school..
her school.. as she says.. photos
of me in all my dancing practicing
glory are distributed there juSt for fun too..
as a novelty item that is me for the entire metro
area of course.. as no one but me has broke out to dance
everywhere they go.. just ’cause they feel like it.. anyway.. she
quickly broke away from a customer she was serving to ask me that
as i passed some yards away.. and as synchronicity would have it and
does have it.. i ran into her again.. leaving my Walmart Dance and she got
to hear the entire Dance Fred Dance story from almost beginning to end..
she.. and her boyfriend too..
hmm.. it’s nice when the sweet
somewhat inebriated folks at Old Seville..
name me dancing legend and they also do too..
at the mall in tHeir off hours away from partying as
far as i know and feel in inebriating ways of
Dance liFe at good Old Seville Quarter..
but this was particularly a sweet
gesture by this girl as that
was the actual High
School.. i went to..
and i did not expect to make
a reunion like this now with the
generation closing in on a second
decade of the 21st century.. so far away
from before of 1978 in high school then..
i suppose..almost anyone could be named a
legend if they danced everywhere they went in a red
state metro locality for 6500 miles or so in 39 months.. particularly
with the advent of sharing smart phone videos with networks of sociality
and stuff like that.. in voyeur of free dance way.. so free.. yes.. to share..
so free.. why not
do it all free..
when yA capture
a new human-like creature
doing a dance Ya Never seen
come close to be in a Milltown in
the Florida State of ugh.. yeah.. Governor
Rick Scott.. hmm.. doubt that dude dances..
and if he does.. probably like Trump.. although..i have
not been witness to either kind of dance for now.. still tapping
my finger
for those
folks to come
through dance free and fun..
full of the joy that DancE
and SonG can
and WiLL
bRing to
liFE foR nOw….
nice to take all the shackles
of culture away and to get away
from the functional disabilities of the
pASt iN MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreaTinG ways noW..:)


Hi SOHEIR.. never an
apology needed for a Thanks
Giving wish and while i have wished
many along the poetry trail of responding
poeticAlly this week..
you are actually
the first
outside of
family to initiate
a Thanks Giving wish first
so i suppose in a way that
makes you one of the best
friends i have at this
point in liFe..
ironic my
as west
meets east..
and it’s true online..
most often it is the folks
‘over there’ who acknowledge
my existence in reciprocal social
communication way and that’s okay..
as per the dance legend thingie.. the youth
in the metro area make it abundantly clear
they see me as i continue to dance
free with zero
or expectations
everywhere i go in public
of which today will start another day of that
and of note as i just referenced the Forest Gump movie
and the Autism Spectrum of somewhat restricted repetitive
special interests.. i road my bicycle all around the country side
from very small to age 20.. someone probably noted as the bicycle
boy and was the tennis boy and young man at the City Park Tennis
Court religiously from age 12 to 20 or so.. and the running boy and
young man everywhere i went too.. from track in school to
running the country side roads to 5K and 10K races
in the early 80’s when jogging was all
the rage then on the open
road for
not so many
runners any more..
mostly gym machine climbers
and cyclers now.. perHaps i’ll start
a larger trend in public dance too
but it will likely be only
the most
of the population
as dance not only takes
the moves of running but
creativity and willingness
to connect to other
and blood
beings too..
so many advantages
to dance.. so healthy.. drug
free and happy when free.. if every
one could feel free enough in moving.. connecting
and creating to dance free globAlly around the world..
war would seem like hell to even wanna do and heaven could be
now.. perHaps.. i’M juSt a dreAMer but it’s not hard to imagine
for me at lEast.. this
iSReAL.. noW..
God Bless SOHEIR..
i Love you.. FriEnd..:)

Ah.. yes.. my friEnd
SOHEIR as ‘they’ say
when man went to the
moon he left foot prints behind..
and Michael Jackson definitely left
some very
of Love behind
too.. floating
in Peace
and Love
as even reverse can do..
glad you are able to appreciate
him too from ‘over there’.. with smiles
And Best wishes to your family too..:)


5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me

The Sun is shining outside again..
as the Indian Summer continues in
Spring of November that seemingly now
never ends for the second year in a row..
except for
a few
in the
of cold front air
and return to all
warm and sunshine more..
yeah.. hehe.. short Winter of
Trump becoming more forgotten
to me as just another role play
and political cycle
of more
and indecision
to come.. but hey..
there are almost infinite
numbers of fun things to do..
like dance like dance like sing
and play for liGht and SpRinG iNside
as within shines briGhter than Moon or Sun Free..
anyWay.. “5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me” as last
year’s celestial event kicking off a 5 year celebration of writing
11 million words with attention paid to 13 Star oF David Planetary
Alignments starting in the year of the Katrina and Me’s marriage in 1990
and ending by coincidence.. i guess.. on July 22nd.. 2013.. on or about the day i miraculously
recovered from a synergy of 19 life threatening illnesses.. iN 66 months.. including that worst pain
known to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. it was enough for me to be
inspired enough by the God of Nature within to become a legendary dancer
in my metro area all free.. write a 3.3 Million word plus witness for God
in 42 months for all the such of that and do 7 books.. including now
all comprehensive words of school.. poetry.. and prose online
this year for 12 million words at the Thanks Giving
word mark of 6 years now.. and sure.. i will
be spreading millions more
in steps of words and
dance of SonG as
nows and days
and years go
by now
continuAlly now
juST for FuN Y not..
yes Y not live iN Heaven
now if you can and WiLL..
i for one say CAN AND DO..
And that reminds me.. 4 current
Macro-Verses short in backing up
text only versions to three Facebook
Pages.. up to “12 MilLioN Words oF Thanks
GiVinG 2016”.. but that’s mechanical cognition
in repetitive robot way.. for now creatiVity iS spiRAling
and wiLL ride that for a while longer and dance in public
stores and perhaps pLay catch up on that tomorrow or the
next day… as segment per now and day is already written
in text back up on my personal Facebook page.. as i tape the
pages of the typewriter together like Jack Kerouac did as to not
let go of stream of consciousness holy spirit flow.. as waves don’t rest
on oceans just to input and out put data for the record as such hehe.. a little
copy and paste for each Micro-Verse like this is easy enough to do and perHaps
in bite size
for a human to actuAlly
read as i literAlly continue
to write a live Free Verse longest
long form Poem on my Facebook personal
page in real time now.. from blog to ThEre as i go..
to the tune of an average of 120K words a month..
more than Time Magazine.. huh.. hehe.. as the notes flow
on as
Ocean WhOle..
spiRAling all lEt go..:)


Caravaggio.. name of A Renaissance
Art painter from the name of that age..
where shadow is used in shocking moving chiaroscuro
way to make the painting seem almost three dimensional..
and as coincidence would have it too.. in synchronicity way
too.. i am again
with shadows
more towards
natural grey sHades
perhaps 50 or so hehe..
in my nude art too.. and it’s
interesting as evil has been portrayed
in religions as groups of naked human
beings in hell.. like clothing white makes
them holy over skin of God as given
at birth all free before
separated from
sensory.. feeling
and yes sensuality
FeeLinG WiTh God Free
as the so-called original
Jesus dude says in the Gospel
oF Thomas Gnostic version of
strip off your clothes and tread
on them.. naked without
shame if you
to find
both God
and me in
communion as
whole less separate
than clothes of culture take
us away from both each other
and God sAMe.. but here’s the thing
with science and the nature of human
as science clearly shows humans have limits
in both social ability and capacity same to connect
comfortably in 150 to 200 sets of village eyes of relatively
small social group units where like Cheers that old TV show
says Norm.. where everyone knows and feels your somewhat
homogenous identity and our closest cousin the Bonobo sharing
most of our DNA.. including the empathic propensity for face to face
kissing.. front to front sex.. including oral sex as these primates like humans
have the healthy empathic ability to feel each others pain and pleasure which
means there is a natural aversion to harm each other and more so of course to
give each other mutual pleasure as free humans do on so-called porn sites in
ways of mutual masturbation and ‘stuff’ like that.. sure.. when humans are
free they revert back to their God given nature of making each
other happy over maiming and killing in aggression
and violence ways.. and in this way
consensual porn.. is not only
art but the natural
way of
Peace and Love
when once again both
familiar and fully consensual..
well.. this don’t work with strangers
and those who are seen as not part
of the immediate group unit of toGEThER
that is most often homogenous too.. like the
folks in Scandinavia with great social nets where
everyone lives in abundance without have nots of
years before immigration strife issues and folks could
feel comfortable leaving their children in strollers on the
street as the village per se could be trusted to raise the child
as they are in this game of life togEther in sharing and giving
way as instructed by government rules too.. for a somewhat
much larger population than 150 to 200 sets of eYes to get along
okay.. and in these countries nudity is not nearly the evil thingy it is
where tribal nature.. scarcity of resources and fight to the death for survival
becomes the rule instead.. it’s just human nature.. predictable.. when God is
Nature and humans live in Balance.. less rules are required for Peace and Love
and mutual masturbation and ‘stuff’ like that as metaphor for Bonobo humans
of course.. anyway.. art of the
inborn sense
of naked
expresses this
great and i remember
the first so-called famous
person to really go out on an
innocent limb to do this when i was
young was a Miss Universe as she colored
the world with the shadows of Vanessa Williams
fully naked body.. surely.. a work of art more beautiful
than something you buy at Walmart and store in your garage..
at least for me.. did anyone do the ‘nasty’ looking at the photo.. perhaps
they did and on the other hand perhaps they did when someone just told ’em
they loved
’em too
as perhaps
is more in alignment
with the way women view
And do Romance Novels too..
underneath the covers in closets
of sHades of grey of FeeLinG God
within.. inside.. outside.. above so below
and all around of course as i continue my best
to keep this PG rated and suitable for both blog
and Facebook same as art of being human without
the evil of Pussy Grabbing people who would abuse
someone and harm someone over consensual peace
and love keeping way.. these are the things that are missing
from modern sacred text.. and it’s kinda sad that the so-called
occult texts are the only texts that mention the most important acts
associated with what we do to survive as a species in the long run in
all the
that comes..
and restricted
adult links are the
opportunity in this new
renaissance age to explore
the art of the human body in
sensory.. sensuality.. and feeling
way as free humans will do as art
at the height of human experience real..
anyWay.. this is my poem for the prompt of the
day in dArk and liGht in all the 50 sHades of
grey beyond that comes and goes
for now.. i’m not into pain..
as i can
too much..
sadly some folks
who have been abused
see love in a painful way..
and surely i wish they could
feel it all innocent and holy like i do…
and truST me.. iF you ever get to HeaVen
you may be uncomfortable as such with no clothes
on.. as surely the freest folks who live in heaven
now shed them
as holy
that’s hard to understand
if you’ve been taught that the
human body naked is for nefarious
and evil purposes your whole liFe outside
of the marriage bed.. but more than anything
else to me it’s sad as those are the lies that are
made to control folks in illusory fears.. to stagnate
their libido.. to inhibit their creativity and productivity
to make them slaves to written books where the text of
God is
on the sKin
from head to
toe that feels God
Naturally sAMe all the
way from a sliGht tickle
to juST aNOTher Big Bang on eARTh
as above so below.. inside outside..
and all around
as mini-me’s
as pARt oF
God WiLL
do WhoLe
with zero separation
as God enjoys God nows
in human form with God eYes
from head to toe free and naked now
as child
God sAMe.. FReED..:)

Ages oF photos pasSinG
shades older..
less.. color
heart beats
feelings senses
sAMe hUmans liVe
iN Day and niGht liFe
goeS oN iN midniGht
Renaissance Loves..:)

Shadows of
in more than
myth riSinG liGhts
hidden human
liGht of more than clothed death..:)

of dArk
hidden sTiLL
as liGht too.. now..
i’m alWays amazed
when even a Roman
Emperor can be lauded
as Saint executing country
side peasants named as heathens
A flavor vowed
to A belief of the day..
Apocalypse dArk
Apocalypse liGht
Original Definition
oF term noW iN
Greek way iS lifting
veils of ignorance grey..
one day to walk iN liFe without
aggression.. violence.. and killing
fields same.. liFe expresSinG best as liVinG
lies and
hidden deceit
iN clothes of status.. power..
subjugation.. yes.. and control
over ones seen and felt as different..
from a norm in all the religious and
too as different sAMe..:)

True.. my FriEnd..
Love without slow
trance romancing
eYes smoothing moves
Finger tips stranding whispers
and stRings
goose bumps
in places not
often seen..
iS perHaps
a lost
of modern
hook-ups and
A new Clinton is
only definition of sex..
and sure.. there are words
of SonG to Mix with DancE
more that hardships placed iN soft..:)

A day oF liGht
wHeRe all stood
togeTher naked
free iN niGht
without scare of
separate.. cooperation..
liFe of day then..
whEre mirrors
of Love are
in eYes
of other ones
wHole as Family..
Nature.. sAMe..
hmm.. too many
humans now.. overall
me generationS eventuAlly
could save planet eYes from
more of togetHeRness hiding liGht
of living day beyond killing fields more
‘they’ say..
there is now
a sliver..
a silver lining
iN Nature’s play..
toGetHer wiTh
all more..:)

DArk and liGht
polar niGht
oF LiFe..:)

Desert sand
without sun
and shadows
rather drab
i saY.. noW
as briGht
passes nary
care oF sand..
iN niGht or day..:)

and the
out of
city voted
for a Diamond
oN Ring oF Familiar..
as A
same oF
sheet music..
clouded sTiLL iN iNk
spot spLay of grey..;)

skies of
and liGht
and liberal of discontent
rain drops keep
as BaLanCinG
niGht and Day
continue sAMe
plaY oF
oF SOS..
as liFe doeS iT..

InK spot
liGhts EmoTioNs
seNses coloR aLL
back niGht..:)

fly iN niGht
eYes as i capture
A photo oF a FlAme
of water
in synchronicity
as it seemS even
A finger on liGht
for change..
oF noW iN MaGiC liFe..:)

just a funny little synchronicity
as i took a photo of a torch light fountain
and a firecracker explosion came and a torch
of flame
all at
the moment
of the finger
on a trigger oF liGht..:)

i kNew tHere would be a
reaSon for it as we color
the iNk
of liFe sAMe..:)

Yes.. my friEnd..
art aWakes from
DArk liGht hUman
eYes controLLinG
aRt aLiVe iN SonG
And DancE oF liFe..:)

It’s trUe..
Saint Nick

and not
so heHe..
has arrived
in the news FOR isREAL..
just another walk in the
poor pArk of muse and bliss for me..
as fools
do when
sacred and cool..;)

i muSt say.. mY
friEnd.. iN my
of stain glass
into dArk iS
A way
i fELt
in metaphor
as a Trump and
not a horn was lauded…
iT could be funny now for
‘unbelievers’.. iF hE wasn’t real…


Loved it..
on to a
to find an oven..
back later on ‘this
one’ to elaborate..;)

“Humankind cannot stand very much reality.”

~~ T.S. Eliot ~~

WiNkS.. unless it’s
real and presents..;)

“A reverence for life does not require
one to respect nature’s obvious mistakes.”

~~ Robert A. Heinlein ~~


“I have everything, yet have nothing;
and although I possess nothing, still of nothing am I in want.”

~~ Terence — Act ii, Sc. 2, 12, (243.) ~~

for no reaSon..;)

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight,
and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”

~~ Oscar Wilde ~~

Yes.. liKe
A metaphor
for the Subconscious
miNd and
that rises
to A creAM
as crop oF doinG
more iN MiNdFul
as pluS

“There are some things that are
so serious that you have to laugh at them.”

~~ Niels Bohr ~~


“Resist much, obey little.”

~~ Walt Whitman ~~

after gain..:)

“All life is an experiment.”

~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~

Except for the
beForE noW..:)

“For age is opportunity no less
Than youth itself, though in another dress.
And as the evening twilight fades away,
The sky is filled with stars, invisible by day.
It is never too late to start doing what is right.

~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~


“Fuck ’em if they can’t take a joke.”

~~ J. R. “Bob” Dobbs ~~

ParadE.. Now..:)


Hello.. gigoid.. sorry to hear
you are feeling rather low
with pain this morning
but as history shows
days are
on tHeir way..
for hope at lEast
wiTh sMiLes noW..:)

“I’m not afraid of storms, for
I’m learning how to sail my ship.”

~~ Louisa May Alcott ~~

Best thing about ships
is you can
them in different
ways of change and
poTenTial better to navigate
the storms of life.. calling occupants
of most extraordinary craft as Karen Carpenter
might say.. we sentient star duSt plus on any planet
we steer on as we are all diverse in difference but same
in origin of crucible fire of star burst first.. the world would be
a much more wonderful place if we could see the crucible of human
beings as star dust plus rather than reduced to colors of skin.. nationalities..
creeds.. sexual orientations.. disabilities.. the list goes on but i for one friEnd
have aLways
seen liFe
this way
as i AM
noW star
seed too..
and reMain
loyal to the
Force within
as Sun lives
within still.. inside
outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
if i could just say it in a way
that all would hear sAMe but
iF that were so.. the plus pArt oF
Star duSt.. the Beauty of Bio and
Neuro-Diversity different would no
longer be flowers brilliant beyond rainbow
colors albeit bLack and wHite only in some
cases of diversity too… anyWay.. i can hOld on liGht Force noW..
to my TrUth as LonG as my Fire iNside of Sun continues on FReED..:)

“Every child is born a genius.”

~~ R. Buckminster Fuller ~~

The core of
no limits
or expectations
of rules from before..
the Jimi Hendrixes.. the
Syd Barretts.. the Steve Jobs..
Einsteins.. ALL the ‘crazy’ children
who never grew up and did something
different in mark of remarkable way not seen before..
the child
no brakes
from before
who sees and feels
and senses so much more
than prisons and bars of ‘fore..
as imagination and creativity grows naked..
as child coming into the world alWays reneWed..
seeing and doing a view never seen or done BefoRe..:)

“I’m going to happy dance among the stars and
wear my stripes anyway I want to.”

~~ Stripes the tiger ~~

And then the youth
from Stripe’s High School
back as
new and promoted
Stripes to legend..;)

You kNoW as a high
school freshman sitting
in the stand of football games..
not having the coordination or fearless
to play football hero.. i often dreamed sitting
there with so much running speed inside of
Force of
desire to run
and up and down
the field endlessly
and score touchdowns
to the roar of fair maidens
cheerleading same.. i honestly
never expected to experience that
in my
on just
a whim of
a dance spRinG
for free and fun noW
in public with no fear..
never stepping foot in that
school still for decades now..
noW iN
the strangest
of interplanetary craft
my friEnd but what alWays
makes ET great is the size of
his or her.. eTc.. heARt.. not the size
of brain.. or biceps or any other tools alone..
on your
heARt liGht
more.. don’t settle
for fAMe and forTune
as legend comes from
every step/word made and never given up..:)

“Are all your stars shining?”

~~ JD Salinger ~~


“Dilige et quos vis fac.”
[Love and do what you will]

~~ St. Augustine ~~

And harm
no oTheR
if @aLL
iF one fully
loves without discrimination
unconditionally with empathy
and compassion same.. harming
any other is aversion at highest
iN LoVE..
as Love Bee
under WiLL..
Bird Flies.. hiGher..:)

“The higher you climb, the more you show your ass.”

~~ Alexander Pope, “The Dunciad” ~~

And totAlly FReED..;)

Plato says, “‘T is to no purpose for a sober man to knock at the door of the Muses;”
and Aristotle says “that no excellent soul is exempt from a mixture of folly.”

~~ Michael de Montaigne — Essays, Book ii, Chap. ii, Of Drunkenness ~~

Muse intoxicates me
and Folly
with soUL

“On the other hand,
life can be an endless parade
if only we let it!!”

~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~

Let it be
Let it bee..
x y

“Well, don’t look at ME.
Ask the troll.”

~~ Snarky Bee ~~

and me..:)

A moment
in liFe my FriEnd..
wHeRe ForEver now
of fresh air..:)

Bliss.. Tao..
Kundalini Rising..
Heaven now.. Satori
et AL


Kat of Good Cheer is out on the
stores in dance with “OVengate”
being settled with a new
Sears Kenmore Range..
soon to be delivered and
installed for more more deep cooked
Food.. meanwhile.. a visit with Dancing
Friend Cortney.. selling clothes again at the
Mall during the Holiday season wHere presents
are bought most in all the ways that comes.. including
Gate too..
hmm.. with all
the Thanks Giving left
overs.. a respite from deep
cooking may be welcome
for cholesterol testing
coming soon
too as
Lord Knows
and Tastes the
Refrigerator is sTill
full of every cake and pie
made as a family fully of females
will naturAlly bake as Thanks giving
goes and still comes in super style desserts..;)

Facebook Friend Glenn on Facebook responds with..

Your zest for life, and joy is contagious, Fred.

i say in somewhat realistic returns..

Thanks my friEnd.. not always easy to spread liGht in
Trumpland USA.. but heHe..
Happy Belated
Thanks Giving
AlWayS now..
FriEnd Glenn..:)

A Very long weekend and a Thanks Giving
one at thaT moving from store to store too..
in public dance of course.. and even
more at the end of
Ovengate.. 2016..
wHere church in
Catholic style
finAlly arrives
with some ISAiah
2:1-5 and my
2:4 here
for a quick repeat like
‘that Statue’.. the Soviet
Union supplied to the UN
hoping for World Peace too..
“He shall judge between the nations,
and set terms for many peoples.
They shall beat their swords into plowshares
and their spears into pruning hooks;
One nation shall not raise the sword against another,
nor shall they train for war again.”
Yep that’s a nice one and also
worth noting that it was written
well before the Jesus days in
the Old Testament days and
sure.. we are still waiting for this
one to come to fruition globAlly.. noW2..
although the people on these U.S. soils
haven’t faced a reality of an actual war on
our soils in so long that for practical intents and purposes..
means this prophecy has come true here.. on a local basis
at lEast.. now
GlobAlly.. nah..
sTilLL not so much
overAll.. As wars of strife still go on..:)

Anyway.. the Paul dude once known as Saul
goes on to say that the Salvation day is at hand..
sTill 2k years or so ago.. be on your best behavior
as he sees it.. and get ready to pArty on in Salvation way..
And now arrives the Gospel of Matthew too.. in the new
Liturgical year of the Catholic Church.. with.. the suggestion
of a son of man coming again as thief in the night.. unexpected
as such.. saving this one and that one but not the other ones if
they aren’t ready to have already filled the bill of rules for that
by the
time the
Dude arrives
aGain.. any moment now..
of course.. 2K years ago too..
and then back to ISAiah.. talk of
a highest mountain and nations
streaming toward it for wisdom and
awakening and enlightening and stuff like that..
and yes.. Internet Mountains are here.. have arrived
and are so large there is no empirical measure to give
total bird’s eye view down toward the valleys below
but yes
is available almost
for free for those who
have access and broad
band ability to
than what was
and is told to ‘them’ before..
Happy days are here again now..;)

Kinda sad when folks are still waiting for
something that was supposed to be fulfilled
in THAT GENERATION.. thousands of years
ago for it to be valid.. hmm.. well in terms of heaven
now that’s a real deal now.. alWays nowAlWays been
alWays will as it’s just pARt of Human Nature like Human
Altruism.. empathy.. compassion.. fearless love unconditionally
and respect for the rest of nature.. bio and neuro-diversity like
the American Indians already did and do.. before these so-called
new rules of a white man chief of the UniVerse brought overseas
by book as such.. hmm.. and overall.. the Good Cop Jesus was
portrayed in church today but not without ignorance and that
kinda surprises me that my old top ten Beta Club
friend from school per the Monsignor of the day
as suggesting that human empathy and
compassion wouldn’t be around
without the church.. well.. considering
the lack of any empathy and compassion
for those considered last pariah’s as homosexuals..
transgender folks and other folks with different God given
orientations not paraphrased from a 3500 year or so old
book of Leviticus in old T way.. they might as well.. now not
exist in the Catholic Church.. although they do.. of course
as science shows.. it’s just bio-diversity of the so-called
human smArt race.. but here’s the thingie.. as per
current demographics.. millenials are not going
to church as much.. the grey hairs and children
who have no choice are there with
some military adult families..
but when i sang in the
church choir it was
young folks then
back in the 80’s
and gray hairs
now.. fill it up..
this generation
does not adhere to
lies of before.. they are
in a new world of integrated
love and while there are plenty
of exceptions to this new age way..
the bottom line is this.. as many people
believe in God as did before in their own spiritual
way with no substantial losses there.. but where there
is hate and ignorance folks are going to other places ending
of church stories there.. and the doors are closing on Wednesday
and Sunday nights at many protestant churches too.. as folks of the
young variety have lifted the veils of ignorance more and are more
about the Unconditional Love of the Good Cop Jesus than what’s left
of pastors and priests of years before.. but sure.. tHeRe are those who
still fear and go by the routine of before.. and sure.. even more.. there
are those who have released individual and diverse freedoms
within with an all natural God that don’t hate folks who
are different.. does not restrain them from their
inalienable rights for life.. liberty and the
pursuit of happiness.. the older
generation will not be around
forever and freedom will
be ringing greater once
the folks of freedom
are more
fully in
charge and
those are the
only ones who
see me anyway..
while the others still
plow their fields.. pout for
wars.. and see separation where
tHeRe iS whOle and aLL Natural God
iN spiRit of MoVinG CreAtivity conNecTinG
with each oTheR now.. yes.. like i said.. happy
days are here for now.. same as 2K years ago
3.5K years ago.. and anywHere years ago whEre
Freedom oF GoD DancEs and SinGs within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around.. jumping for joy
as the
Good news
of this continues
to ring on for those
who see and feel
a true rapture
of fearless..
LoVe isREaL noW today..
AnyWaY.. as alWays now the
Facebook Algorithm Video
Slide Presenter Assistant
does a very nice public presentation
of the last three days activity in heaven
now over HeRe and not over tHere sadly enough StILL
but theiR
iS stiLL
hope wHeRE
tHeRe is WiLL..
Can and jusT F iN do iT noW..:)

You kNoW/FeeL it’s safe to say
i’M comfortable in my own sKiN
and it’s more imPorTant to say.. God
is more comfortable iN mY oWn sKIN
too.. wasn’t
alWays that
way and it didn’t
matter anyWaY as then
the church bRain washed
me to believe Heaven and
God and this Christ
Force as metaphor
and archetype
for the Good
Cop Jesus
iS anyWheRE
but witHin.. inSide..
ouTside.. aBove.. so
beLow and all aRound… iN
oTHer Words.. Santa isn’t coming
on December 25th.. Santa as Saint
wE Lives wiThin when Free God
rules sAMe as Force oF oNe
all that iS Ocean wHole
noW as Nature more..
yes.. God.. yes.. God
oh.. God now GOD..
YeS.. God lives within
and DancEs and SingS
Free too.. and when God does
liVe Free within all becomes gratitude..
all becomes thanks and giving and all
Becomes MaGiC iSREal Heaven noW…
and none of these and no words are necessary
to get tHeRe as heRe aS it’s all inNately.. inStinctuAlly
and intutivELy gifted noW as Nature within juST waiTing to
come out and pLay Now.. shedding all the ignorant clothes of
cultures and religions as naked and Free God thrives aGaiN iSREaL..
it’s up
to you
to get on the bus
and ride the wave of
God.. baby.. in all the colors
that comes free if you aren’t too
homophobic to dance and sing in
a Theater Production of God whole..
at least one Older Patriarch suggested
i brought Spring to church today.. another
one bowed his head and refused to look at
me in case i might say hi.. hehe.. and another
one moved down far enough where he wouldn’t
have to face holding my hand during the Lord’s prayer..
yes.. i picked the gayest looking shirt per stereotypical
view of homophobes i could find today.. just daring some
big man to make fun of me today.. as always they did by
moving away.. and dealing with it with whatever niceties
they could find but here’s the thing.. if a real Jesus came
today for the outcasts as same before in gentile jew way..
sure.. he would wear the gayest clothes too.. hang around
women in Muslim countries too.. yes.. come for those still worth
saving.. those with enough liGht in tHeir eyes to see.. i’ve been
doing this for decades.. and still doing it now.. hmm.. it’s kind of
ironic.. no different than it ever was before as human Nature is predictable
and that my friEnds is why hiStory repeats itself time and time again.. heaven
iS still now like it alWays was/iS.. some smile in it and some frown outside gay or not..
iS Happy
iS Happy and
Hell is real too Now..:)


Yeah.. sure.. give me a role..
any role aT all and i’ll play it for
ya like a piano.. free stRinGinG and
perCussioninG beat in free verse too..
sure.. could be a law enforcement
officer.. a military man..
whatever.. if you
take my
more brighter
colors of joy away..
hehe.. or if i take them
away in a New Milton second
to geT juSt anoTheR Job doNe
for GoD oF NaTuRE wHOle..
the voice within is no voice
aT all and is all voices
iN synchronicity
oF A sonG
foR All..
and yeah.. thiS..
just another muse
oF AnoTher now iN A
Different daY the sAme
iN moVinG ConNecTinG
creATiVity that DanceS and
SinGs wHereVer iT cares to gRow..
Ocean waves from Rivers from sMaller
StreAms groW Larger FiElds of DreAMs noW
and the fAct is i AM A only one who comes Now
iN fruiTion to luciD waKinG DreAms thaT have no
liMits or expectaTionS different sAMe as different Now
wE determine noW
the colors.. Now the
Dance.. the Song oF
our lives wittingly or not..
iT is what iT is.. so we miGht
as WeLL color iT more as joy or NOT..
i choose
CAN and
WiLL and juST DO..
WiTH fearless smARt LoVe
of course.. wRite oN CouRSe
as wind and water blows flows
freer now than ever BeFore..
i drive
it.. i

Allah’s Leaves

And now a MacroVerse Memory
from two years ago about a favorite
have any
name or label
@ALL never the less
And more Essence iSReaL..
short enough to quote
at 333 words
and fitting
i say
the current
branches and
leaves of this
tree sway off
until the next
725th MacroVerse
stARts as for now the
724th “OVengate
2016” comes
as cooked both
rare and WeLL dOnE..;)


Words inspired by my friend Rafiah who lives in Pakistan..:)

Back in 2003

i had this lovely Oak Tree

with limbs and leaves that reached out far

into the sky of Allah..

and then a Hurricane named Ivan came

and took my beautiful Tree away

leaving only a dinosaur like broken skeleton..

that had to be taken away

only to leave a Stump and eventual Twig

that remained as memory

of my beloved tree….

But with adversity can come great diversity..

As the Twig grew into my beloved tree again..

and i let it grow free with friends of Blue Berry Bushes..

Small Privet Trees..

Flowered Vines growing up into the Branches

sharing Air with Leaves in sky of Allah free….

and Ivy growing down toward the Ground

and spreading out through the Ground of Allah as well…

Yes.. the Tree grows wider now instead of taller

with all the TREE’S friends

and provides a privacy in my backyard

that allows me to dance totally free with Allah

connecting to ALL my flesh and blood

as One force of me and Allah…free…:)

And this is how it works with us humans

as metaphor too..

As when we reach out to others

in hands of diverse Love..


the connections and meanings

of life in Love do grow…

in together Love…

the Unconditional Love of Allah

that connects all Peaceful Loving life….

And when we all Practice this FREE LOVE


putting it into Action of Unconditional Love..

the Kingdom of Heaven of Allah will arise..





And for those of us

who practice it Now..

with all others…

The Kingdom of Heaven

is already ours…


NOw.. in Eyes of Allah’s

greatest gift to human..

Unconditional GIVING Love..

to ALL others…:)

Reaching out our limbs

and letting the leaves of Love

fall to others

where ever we go……


in Allah’s Unconditional Love….

Three Hundred Thirty Three






And four of my favorite siGns of photos muSinG
more words from two years ago.. from actually
three years ago.. additionAlly with headliners
of the original
of liFE that
came from
that felled
as of
two years
ago.. grown
even much larger now..
and the ending beach photo
wHeRe a Force of intuition led
me to the beach that day in December
of 2013.. with two so-called Sun-Devils
in what looks like both eYe and heARt
of Sun in Sky
rainBow liT
on both sides..
as siGns WRiTe oN2..
BRinGing mE more of
mY HiGher poWer God as sAMe..:)


“If If, Then Then.”

~~ The Theorem Theorem ~~

Action Consequence
Action Consequence
intent or
little action consequence
little action consequence..;)

People who do
not ‘understand’
the importance of
EmoTions are inherently lost

Sure.. living
aS iN both sides
of that coin i can relate
as emoTions are the glue of most
all memories and focus and generAlly
in decision
makinG now..
per the social empathic
mind/body that spells social
animal as
and thriving
beyond juSt Survive alive..
in Serpent Brain away from
Limbic Brain heARt..
and lost
in reason
oh No!.. lost
iN reaSon.. ugh..
been tHere done
that unholy hell..
mosT all to

“There is no rainbow without a cloud or storm.”

~~ J. H. Vincent ~~

Oh God.. no emotions
is an awful daRkest
storm with
eYe liGht
of LiVinG..
oF Love BRinG
BoTh Center
Rainbow colors..;)

“The only problem with seeing too
much is that it makes you insane.”

~~ Phaedrus ~~

Most definitely
to regulate/integrate
all of what’s tHeRE..:)

“Fear is the lock and
laughter the key to your heart.”

~~ Steven Stills ~~

a far cry

“…happiness is the highest good,
being a realization and perfect practice of virtue,
which some can attain,
while others have little or none of it…”

~~ Aristotle ~~

The founding
Fathers understood
Happiness as THE Goal..
iN tHis liFE noW..
(aka Heaven)
and death
and life after death (Hell)
is more the goal of religion..
and that explains why Trump
is President Elect.. Misery Love COMPANY…
oh yeah.. and of course it explains
head hunting Isis and
stuff like that too..

“All change is not growth;
all movement is not forward.”

~~ Ellen Glasgow ~~


Positive Placebo vs Negative Placebo..
Positive Epigenetics vs Negative Epigenetics..
LiGht and dArk power of suggestion
and adapting positively
or negatively to liGht
and DArk struggles..
and keeping
in mind
all the
folks who
are looking forward to death..
if it wasn’t really a real
thing it would
now be
to imagine..
but again..
of negative
actions.. including
thinking and Negative
Trump Consequences..
fully revealed
closet devilived..:)

“Your own need to be shines out of any dream or creation you imagine.”

~~ James Earl Jones ~~

As Vader says too..
don’t discount
the power
DArk Trump Force..;)

“If you don’t laugh at all, you’ve missed the point.
If you only laugh, you’ve missed your chance from illumination.”

~~ Robert Anton Wilson ~~

Yes as
say/do Buddhas
grow fat and sMiLinG
lazy with too much ease..
done that too..
feral fun in Yin
and Yang i’LL go
and liGht
from noW oN..;)

“In walking, just walk.
In sitting, just sit. Above all, don’t wobble.”

~~ Yun-Men ~~

noW like
A sidewalk
or A chair..
Now i wobble
but i don’t faLL dOwn..
with balance and precise
hUm.. juSt
way oF
Walk and Sit..
as DancE and SonG..;)







BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels


41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..



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12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

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12 Million Thanks Giving words
since Thanks Giving day of
6 years old since
web birth in
more oF all
the places those
words still exisT oN line..
and other places too.. in memory
of deleted and banned too.. hehE..
anyWay.. for sure.. what is approaching still
4 Million over 3.3 million words on 7 blogs now
and 8,006 posts still on the Wrong Planet website
that equal likely over 8 million words too.. as yes.. words
do go on.. sung in Thanks giving of alive first to survive in
the midst of the first 33 months of shut-in hell on Thanks Giving
day of 2010.. to the end of that 66 month hell on or about July 22nd of
2013 and now moving on in thrive through Thanks Giving of 2016.. with 100K
photos or so.. including illustrations of public dance approaching 6500 miles since
September of 2013 arrive now still fully alive in documentary record as auto-biographer
and sing
online iSREaL..
so sure.. a 723rd celebratory
Macro-Verse of this and more to come..;)


And yes.. as habit will have it..
the very first thing i wrote
online on Thanks
Giving night
of 2010
started with a list..
a grocery list of what
overwhelmed the hell out of
me in sensory way.. as i was totally
burn out with flight and fight stress then
where it took me close to 33 months to
even get at this point online to stand the pain
of computer screen turned all the way down to write
the first word of ‘Radio’ here.. yes.. the Wrong Planet
i arrived where the clock was set ahead for the next day
after Thanks Giving day.. no avatar for me until Christmas Day
of 2010.. when/wHeRe some how i mustered the productivity to scan a baby
photo of myself all blue eyed blond haired and smiling with the natural affect
of love and joy.. a place of heaven as child that i vowed to go to again.. and surely
it took me close to another 33 months to get to that place where even a memory of
a smile or laugh came again life Isreal at the end of July of 2013.. Modern culture almost
killed this Canary in a Coal mine in all the multi-tasking mechanical and social cognition
ways at hand back in the day when computers were speedily replacing human beings
with even more multi-tasking duties.. 2 years of fight or flight stress to be more precise
and 2006.. even two years before 2008.. the Winter of the start of my discontent..
where suddenly colors on the TV screen hurt my eyes.. and black and white
was a solution to that point.. and soon even black and white became
intolerable pain.. no doctor to this point has been able to fully
explain that.. but a transformation of pain in cocoon would
eventually become
a butterfly
of existence
in bliss as well..
some folks call it a
nervous break down..
in literal all bodily system
way.. hard for Doctors to measure
it.. yet.. others call it a phenomenon named
as Kundalini rising.. where certain detours
arrive in hell before heaven comes clean..
well.. since science cannot explain it.. it surely
says something for a God that is more mystical than
you Horatio may have found yet to this point.. as surely
i’ve gone to places now in human potential that i had no idea
existed then.. i did not speak until age 4.. i had trouble speaking
all my life both in writing and verbally in coherent manner that other
folks would be remotely interested in hearing at length.. i was uncoordinated
and people often asked if i was a dizzy fly as such.. had to watch the wife walk
beside me in stores to feel any comfort of gait.. and then came the miracle.. the
Kundalini Rising.. bi-polar rise or whatever way science describes the Dr Jekyll
to good cop Hyde Clark Kent change.. yeah.. literally in personality way from INTJ
to ENFP in a matter of weeks in the Summer of 2013.. along with the difference from
not being able to go into a Whatabuger for even 15 minutes to soon arriving at public
dance solo in front of hundreds and ultimately being named by some audience members
after doing that for a year or so as a legend of dance in the metro area.. increasing leg
strength during that same period of time all the way from a Quarter of a ton to half a ton
now.. at 33 reps.. of what used to be 8 or so at half that weight from the time i was 21 until
the 54 years of age double the strength epigenetic change in human potential more.. this is
a witness of human potential and the higher power of God the same.. i document it for evidence..
and no it is not beyond the realm of human reality.. bottom line it is a real isreal miracle for others
to see and aspire higher too as well.. as anyone who has gone high enough will only wish others
go much
as they
a team member
of the human race
wanting the best oF all
to rise as nows go by..
anyWay.. this was/is the first
short and sweet and succinct thingie i wrote..
having no idea if i could make it through the mountain
of pain with each word i typed then with the crucifixion
worse pain of type two trigeminal neuralgia that had come
to close to 33 months here to tolerate the screen lit at lowest
dull light.. a dentist drill like pain without novocaine in right eye
and ear.. still no sound tolerable for years to come.. not even a speaker
hooked up to computer as any sound just made all of life.. worse then..
bottom line and lesson for the moral of this story.. don’t give up.. ’cause
yeS even at the lowest levels of pain and numbness of existence in life
now a phoenix can rise from ashes and cocoon in butterfly way float too..
as never ever imagined sTiLL in lucid waKinG dreAMs of FruiTioN then isReaL..:)

Radios, Black & White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satelitte TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.

The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.

Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.

I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with aspergers might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.

I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.

I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.

And now for an idea of the scope
of what it is in tangible form to write
12 million words it is the equivalent
of more than 14 bibles and 140 Koran’s
as some folks have a good idea of how long
just one of those books are.. completed in 6 years
time.. with sure more to come.. along with the close
to 6500 miles of dance now in 39 months or so too..:)


Okay that was the first post i wrote on the Wrong Planet website..
this is my last post.. and the last visit a Jonathan Livingston Seagull
made to
say good
bye and
good luck again..
post number 8006..
mostly in standardized
Queen Victoria English style..
to appease the moderators of course
in not threatening to delete me and ban
me for visiting once again.. for the last time on
August 12, 2016.. sure.. in usual epic style now.. hehe..;)

I’m not normal. I refuse to be normal. Not being normal is awesome; in fact, some folks with open minds see it as Super Epic. I have great respect for Alex for developing this site as it helped me to develop my writing talents that I never developed in any creative way in either school or work; just on a couple of occasions where for some reason I broke free in middle school for a Christmas story contest and Philosophy class in college.

In short, i reached deep down and expressed emotions in words that was very difficult for me to do other than short factual statements all about non-fiction, of course.

Anyway, I don’t post here anymore, because it is very difficult for me to conform to the form of what folks name as the way the English Language is written in straight lines all the way across the page.

In my opinion, it should be expressed naturally like sound waves, or perhaps more poetically put like the waves of the Beach and what is left when the essence of the Ocean become the shorelines of that essence as waves and never ever straight lines.

I am a curvy person now; I do not move by sidewalks in steps or lines of pages by words. But, Smiles, most of the rest of the world sees lines and sidewalks, and moves accordingly the straight and narrow path of what is designed by the architects of sidewalks and pages. I am much more now like the Matrix oracle and Neo2 and architect3.

Anyway, to make a ‘normal’ paragraph break. I refuse to be normal, because i can. I am re-tired with rubber now on what once was hard and metal wheels, and am Financially Independent and without that millstone of Having To Conform, and by the way I would fully capitalize those three words for emphasis but the straight line and sidewalk folks of the world, of course, would see that as yelling, instead of simple emotional emphasis as that is the what normal expects; and sure, I understand that as i used to conform to normal to survive in society.

There are two types of intelligences assessed in science. One, is fluid intelligence; and the other is crystalized intelligence. I just so happen to have a great deal of both, as empirically assessed, now. What that this means is I know the facts and I can revert back to normal writing, if I apply the rule of sidewalks and lines of conformity in crystalized intelligence.

According to research by Michelle Dawson, non-verbal Autistic folks with a verbal delay in childhood, like me, who had this difficulty until age four, often compensate with fluid intelligence as neuroplasticity and epigenetics will humanly and naturally do to adapt to challenge of environmental struggle and change. And later in life they actually exceed so-called ‘normal’ ‘neurotypical’ folks in measures of fluid intelligence.

And interestingly, these once non-verbal so-called Non-Verbal Autistic folks, also have been shown in Dawson’s small studies as exceeding so-called folks with the diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome, in measures of fluid intelligence. They still lag behind, though, in crystalized intelligence as measured in standard IQ test way. The Raven Matrices measure of fluid intelligence provided the measure needed to illustrate this ‘Autistic Advanatage’, per the non-verbal folks with language delay of spoken speech.

In reference to one of the comments in ‘this’ discussion, where an individual stated that their classmates sort of stagnated after high school, per Michelle Dawson’s research, this makes a little common sense, as use it or lose it applies to all stuff human being.

Go to school and learn facts and get a job and do the same thing over and over and sit in the same basic way of sitting down all day; and physical, sensory, emotional, fluid, and crystallized intelligences stagnate from not doing very many things different anymore, than at least school demands in the way of learning so-called new facts, from before that increase crystalized intelligence in memory way.

And yes, of course, it is more complicated than that but I’ll try to keep this somewhat short in what my potential is of writing close to a Novel in one sitting, as I continue to increase both types of intelligence by simply using it, gaining it, and never losing it, to this point at least, in my life.

Interestingly, when Hans Asperger’s case study patients were followed up on later in life; most had found niches they were good at and were doing quite awesome, in fact; credit fluid intelligence of course, in adaptation to challenge of struggle in the environment, and change.

Now, then, the thing about the original assessment of what Hans named as Autistic Psychopathy; verbal delays like mine until age four were included in that assessment. The APA was as they say, stuck in the world of crystalized intelligence and wanted to make the diagnosis as ‘normal’ people do, by the Crystalized Intelligence book of before. So, they made basically a watered down version of what they already named as Autism, by simply reducing the number of diagnosing elements to ‘Autism Lite’, also known as Asperger’s Syndrome, back in the 1994, DSM IV addition of that diagnosis.

Now, the DSM 5 has come up with a behaviorally determined cover-all diagnosis to make life even easier for them to label it as just one thing. This is what normal people do. They come up with labels and pills to make life easier for them to solve problems.

Problem is; this approach is symptom based rather than root of condition based. And of course that root in the case of Autism is in the whole of the human being in all types of intelligence; including sensory, physical and emotional intelligences that Standard IQ does not assess at all. And if you’ve ever met a psychiatrist; most lack high degrees of emotional and physical intelligences as they are medical doctors and they have been studying facts in the way of crystalized intelligence for literally decades sitting at a desk and now even worse, attached to a computer all day; even in the office with the patients at-hand attempting to do mechanical cognition and social cognition at the same time, which even science shows now, is not what human beings are evolved to do efficiently without the potential for great stress and reducing the proficiency of both types of cognition now, when each is not focused on separately. And of course that is common sense, but no, common sense is not always the way of the crystalized intelligence of what comes before in book way. By the way, wow that was a really long paragraph and sentence; it could be so much easier to read without these long, long lines.

I am diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome by three diagnosing professionals, still. I have the paperwork to prove it. My sister is also diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome. More than likely my father and grandfather had the same condition but of course, the diagnosis was no where to be seen in most of their lifetimes. My father did law enforcement and never rose above the ‘degree’ of Deputy Sheriff as he lacked the social skills to supervise. My Grand father was an X-Catholic Priest and a noted Author of last Century who even dined with Einstein in the socialist party circles in New, New York in the intellectual circles of that place then. By the way I am very wordy and can be very precise and detailed too, if I choose to express that type of intelligence with relative human free will.

Initially, my doctor diagnosed me with PDD NOS, because of the language delay in childhood; but after further assessment changed me to the Asperger’s syndrome diagnosis, per the original Hans Asperger’s diagnosis of the condition that includes a potential language delay in childhood that is often associated with Hyperlexia, in which I was a very precocious reader with difficulties in reading comprehension that fits that mold too.

I have extreme tactile sensitivity, which means I cannot touch anything manmade without extreme discomfort. I spent most of my life in man-made environments with hands closed and rarely open, to avoid touching man-made stuff with my finger tips.

This Wrong Planet Internet site, helped me immensely to express myself in writing. I thank Alex Plank, very much for the opportunity to write on this site, as by the time I was able to accommodate 19 medical disorders, enough to write on a computer, about two inches from the screen in extreme pain, with most of the disorders, likely a result of Autistic Burnout after conforming to what society expected of me in over 30 years of work; yes, this site probably literally helped to save my life, as I was suicidal for the two years before that. I had Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the worst pain known to humankind, like a Dentist Drill in my right eye and ear without novocaine, for a total of 66 months, from wake to sleep; including 33 months with a lot of that time spent here writing as no drug would touch that pain, and writing helped me a little to remove it from my focus.

It took me 66 months to recover from two years of fight or flight stress that basically almost killed me, as science shows now the stress hormones will break down one’s body from head to toe, which did happen in my case. Doctors have no idea what causes Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, but in my case it certainly may have been associated with the break down of myelin sheaths as i was in pain in every cell of my body from head to toe, too. I was also assessed with Fibromyalgia, Sjogren’s Syndrome, Dysautonomia, and Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine, etc., but the worst part was losing my emotions as without emotions there is no glue for cognitive executive functioning.

What I found in my personal research in the road to having an incredibly awesome and epic life now as assessed by some third party interests, is increasing my physical, emotional, and sensory intelligence through free style dance and free verse poetry to connect language with emotion and to regulate emotions and integrate senses through the art of movement (dance/martial arts) as all emotions and senses flow through the human body, and moving naturally regulates emotions and integrate senses when one moves innately, instinctually and intuitively without lessons on how to move.

Anyway, I am comfortable in my own skin now, in ways of getting around the world with advanced proprioception and in emotionally regulating my feelings in the human environment and integrating senses, which means I am centered and no longer lost in an environment, ‘out there’. Yes, I have great self-awareness now, where I was incredibly deficient in this human skill before that seems to come naturally for most everyone else.

Here’s the thing though, with use it or lose it; I received all my gold stars in school, through my Hyperlexic ‘super power’ of reading very fast and memorizing rote facts that I spit back like a computer on multiple choice tests. The teachers loved it, as they never had to help me do anything in the way of learning or tests. Problem was that had little to nothing to do with the real life of work that I would encounter after earning three degrees in college, So, in a way, this incredible strength was my incredible weakness, as I failed to work very very hard on the types of physical, emotional, and sensory intelligences that would make life so much easier than the incredible hard it was that almost literally killed me by age 47.

I survived. I adapted to struggle and changed. I continue to rise now and thrive.

There is even a song for that I will share below. I am so sorry that I did not continue that line above to the side of this page, as I must conform here to come back to even say all of this. But here’s the other thing, my so-called professionally labeled Autism is Super F iN epic and it has made me one of the most epic individuals to ever dance and write on this earth, and I prove that by writing the longest long form poem in the history of humankind, now approaching 4 million words; and sure I literally prove it with my signature link below, as it is way too long to ever ever publish in print.

In fact, Microsoft word says it would take over 30,000 paper pages to print what I name as the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’. And i also have fully documented almost 6,000 miles of dance in tens of thousands of photos in that same Super Epic personal bible of mine in autobiographic fashion too that includes close to 1000 selfies of gorgeous college age girls smiling ear to ear with me at the dance hall I have danced now for 122 weeks named Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola Florida. Funny, the girls never liked me in school, much. And now totally beautiful college age girls I do not even know attempt to kiss me, or at least that’s what it looks like at the dance hall with their friends, as recent as last night. And I can even prove it here, with my signature link in my most recent blog post with the photo, as the photo is too big to fit the formatting here, in case one wonders, if i am telling the truth.

I make zero dollars by doing this. I have danced walked a free verse style of martial arts and ballet everywhere i go now for almost 6 thousand miles after I recovered from the disabling portions of those 19 disorders that without question I suffered with, like A Biblical ‘Job’ for 66 months, as a shut-in in my home. Yes, Autistic Burnout hurts, very bad, as I can certainly attest to.

So what does this have to do with the topic at hand. Autism cannot be assessed by behavior alone, as far as what makes it the most difficult of all to deal with in the inner Universe of the human being. No one could see the stress I was under when I was in those two years of flight or fight stress at work, as i conformed, as I truly believed I would never ever get another job because people most always thought and expressed I was weird. I wore a mask of Okay when I was literally slowly dying inside. It really hurt, so bad.

No one could see that hell, but me. I looked normal enough on the outside, and still do now. I am different. I am even too different to post here the way I normally speak now in words, and I accept that as I do not expect anyone to tolerate or accept me, as often folks don’t. To each his or her own is the way I live. Where folks tolerate and accept me it’s wonderful, and where folks don’t, I move on to greener pastures, as online allows an environment out of my closed- minded community in my red state area to do that in ways of blog and poetry to express all of who I am as different and human being.

As far as dancing everywhere I go like a Bruce Lee Ballerina at around 6 feet tall now at 235 Lbs of solid muscle. I am stronger than every Marine in my military gym with legs now that press close to half a ton 33 times in what the strongest folks who leg press there cannot even budge as I’ve watched them try it up close and personal to their dismay. So no, i am no longer that uncoordinated Five foot 10 inch, 120LB scrawny boy from Middle School with the long blonde hair, pretty blue eyes, and eye lashes that people called the F word and not Fred.

My genetics are different, I matured slowly, and am still getting stronger by the day, as empirically assessed at the gym. So, no one messes with me in the general public, as I can easily pass now for a College Linebacker who floats like a butterfly and can sting like a bee with martial arts kicks every which way and loose.

Botton line is, I do not fit in, but I still rise to the occasion of all my human potential and am no longer held back by anyone who lives on the pages and sidewalks of crystalized intelligence. I am fluid as whole, and I am the Ocean and Field and Wave and Particle whole as one in trinity of threes that even science assesses as real.

As above so below, inside, outside, and all around. Most folks don’t realize we are walking and talking mini-me’s of the Universe when whole and part the same. I was blessed by Nature in what I view as God to be able to see and feel this.

If my Autism Is a Disability, I fail to see and feel this. In fact I fail to see any labels at all.

I am, I rise and thrive, end and beginning of the story whole.

And this will not make total sense to perhaps
95% of the people here as you folks are
much more normal than me,
as whole
as my
shows here.

Oops, I did it again. Again, just dropping by out of respect for Alex. He probably is more Autistic like I am when I was his age too. And sure, he has already done something super epic by creating this site. It just took me longer at age 50 and after to start the journey of me finally getting free away from societal expectations that make no sense for me.

I was the last kid picked on sports teams, and the one who was picked on by almost everyone for being different in middle school.

I am now, likely the most different person of all in my local community, as assessed by that ‘general audience’. But here’s the thing, I accept all of who I am now from head to toe. No one stops me from being me now, because I am strong enough to be me now, no matter what anyone else thinks or feels about that..

I no longer conform.

Again, I rise, I thrive.

I sing
A Song
of Free.

Thanks Alex.
You did a great thing
by making this site.

And no, no one will ever ever cure me
again into the insanity of normal as insame..;)

And as the moderators predicted, I am still incurable from being me. And at least for me I F in Love it. And no, I cannot come back, ’cause I will not conform. But again, that does not mean I do not appreciate Alex for helping me to finally be me, by creating the opportunity to write on this site, as Super Epic in so many ways never ever seen before.

Have a nice day.
I hope every one here will
one day rise, thrive, and never
ever conform again. But yes, first,
make sure you have some money,
as the working world will not accept that;
The ‘normal’ one at least, with smiles; but sure, I could on and on about that so bye, and I do mean bye to this straight line..;)

(Song Rise, by Katy Perry for inspiration. Inspiration is important in life
and so are emotions fully expressed and not repressed or oppressed.)

Whatever it is i have.

It is a gift

Bottom line,
and I prove it everyday,
for the naysayers of life that
say you can’t, you can’t, just ’cause you are different.

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

Gravatar is one of the coolest things ever!! !


Sometimes.. i suppose.. it is easy to take someone
who is in your life for literally close to 18 years
for granted when that someone still now
seems like they are
owned by someone
else.. and Tennessee
here takes the spotlight
today for his resilience and
beauty as a creature of God
who knows and feels God more
i can promise you than most humans do
as he lives in balance one with Nature God and
same.. keeps moving every day with every sacred Tai
Chi-like kitty move one with air and water same with Nature
whole.. interconnected.. interdependent with no separation ever
from God all.. hmm.. and it shows as this cat lives a full life free and
content in a simple gift as sliver of heaven on this green.. brown.. blue
and sandy planet that he rolls one with sand and sun as/with God in the
bright noon-day sun.. and then hugging the grass at midnight light
of stars and moon same.. never close to realizing the damage
that the human creatures are doing to the planet as
in this neighborhood and in this yard there is
no pesticide.. or other poisons.. nor even
human fertilizer to change
the struggle and
bliss as survival
in Tennessee
fur too
with aqua
green eyes that
say.. i not only survive
i thrive too.. in a place of
abundance.. now.. a visitor
with me again.. for close to 18 years..
often coming up.. when i felt.. so alone inside too..
hmm.. friends are like that at least one comes when you need them..
and yes.. it is often the furry ones with no judgement loving unconditionally..:)


Well.. ‘Rogue One’.. the newest installment doesn’t seem
to be generating nearly the marketing hype that the
first new Star Wars movie did last year at this time..
that movie coming out on December 18th of 2015..
and Rogue one arriving
on December 16.. two
days earlier this year..
of course.. the newer opportunity
was there last year after so many
years break of series renewal to sell
all the old stuff remastered as such in shiny
new packages.. anyway.. what and how what is
marketing in society for commercial success says a
lot and the record i keep of that in actual photography
stream is multi-purpose as yes.. believe it or not Ripley..
i am doing all of this as A epic Free Lance Anthropologist
as such too.. in the state of not only American Affairs but
human affairs all over.. and sure.. in prep for that
i went to the ‘Wrong Planet’ online with a bunch of
brainiac outcasts who had nothing
better to do with their 140 to 160
reported IQ’s.. who study their
special interest laser focuses
where hey.. i listened as much
as i wrote.. from literal wake to sleep
with rarely a break.. only an excursion to
work-out for 30 minutes at the gym.. 3 times a week.. then
literally forcing myself to do that at the last 30 minutes before
they closed to generate enough anxiety to get the job done..
somewhat done.. anyway.. as no matter what i lifted still at
close to 500 LBS on machine weights with pins and not
plates on parallel leg press that yes.. is light like a
feather now.. surely felt weak from toe to head
even though i managed to press it about
8 times.. and that’s what happens when
human emotions go away..
where even anxiety
is so hard
to generate
for fear to
get you
anywhere at all..
oh yeah.. and the other
thing i did maybe once a week
is force the pain with shades on
still in my uniform of white T-shirt
and sit in the car looking at a privacy
fence in the Walmart side parking lot..
so Katrina could acquire some food to eat..
me.. in excruciating eye pain with eyes mostly
shut behind shades.. while the rest of the world
went on their merry and stressed way.. and from what i could
see it was often the older retired looking folks who were the
only ones going in and out of the store with a smile.. huh..
now.. i know why..
stress is the
age.. not
one.. now i know and
feel feel feel feel for sure
and oh yeah.. after a very difficult
work-out last night after hardly digesting
any food for energy over three days.. my
inner gear is working again.. and yes.. for
all practical intents and purposes.. Superfred
is on the way back hehe.. for iSreal now..
and i am so happy
not to
be a
on the
Wrong Planet
anymore without
a home.. as this
eARTh is most definitely
my only home now all blue
and green.. brown.. white of what’s
left of polar snow capped beauty too..;)

Yes.. and R2D2.. arrived
a year to date ago..
like he does in
the current
on “Fried Forgiving
Turkeys” per the automation
of work in the U.S. and the continuing
state of affairs where humans no longer
need to apply for jobs as they are simply
going the way of automation instead of
flesh and blood stuff.. yes.. the Terminator
and the rise of the machines is a literally thingy
more than just a cultural meme.. the Matrix too..
and many other artistic metaphors though time as
technology continues to somewhat moreover outpace
the human race.. thAT machine almost literally killed me
with stress.. as human beings are not evolved to do mechanical
and social cognition in an open door policy of both with no
rest.. but hey.. that’s what you get when folks come to
think you are Superman.. just ’cause you have
found a way to lock out all the looks
and body language of distress..
or not hehe..
yeah.. sure.. i can laugh
about in now that i’m not on
A highway to hell anymore.. with
no idea then of just how bad it can really get.. oh..
yeah.. every day a deeper Ring of what Dante was
speaking of for sure with no doubts as deep as it goes……

A Girl And A Devil

‘A Girl and A Devil’.. more cool Sithfred out in the
store wild of dance photos enclosed in here.. and
another tribute.. to my Friend Lala from Pakistan
from a year ago in this Macro-Verse memory.. and
continuing documentation of a longest season with
not much Fall and Winter in last year through after
Christmas.. as the grass is still bright green coming
to ThanksGiving and the Azaleas are blooming super
early.. yes.. this is both a heARt and Science Project too..;)

And now i end by saying.. i haven’t been significantly ill enough
to even come close to feeling down in two years exactly to date
of when the next intestinal bug came to visit me last Thursday Night..
and not to be able to digest food properly surely puts a cramp in everything
life.. anyway.. i appreciated the entire experience as it did bring back some of
the actual feelings of darkness before that are really hard to actually feel as memories
when one is flying oh.. so high.. resilient in yes close to what they name as a bi-polar high
but in my case more like a natural state of hypomania as of late.. in what brings the height
of creativity.. and what some name as religious type experience too.. as those high neurochemicals/
neurohormones are all ramped up.. as we folks evolved for fLIGht in general nomadic genetic
way are all set out to be.. in other words we don’t sit well.. we must move move move and live
and do more than most in whatever we do.. driven to distraction as they say to maintain
focus and order in life as best as we can as nows go by.. going stagnate as i did for
many years in work until going nuts in directions i never ever wanted to go
up the status and money and administrative latter.. to directions that
are very unhealthy for me.. and now with freedom
i live free and do what makes
me sing and
of yes as i say
and dance more a
Jonathan Livingston Seagull
on terrestrial plane of float and fly now..
no skateboards or dives for me per the ‘Night’
theme song here.. Nike Shox shoes in the 13th pair
now purchased in 39 months does the trick and treat
on solid
for me.. all
rested up now
for the next adventure coming..:)


First.. a note on ‘poignancy’..
For me a greaTest regret
would be to kill oneself
when loved
more than
one could
to ever
be loved
and with
no loving
giving force
as that abiLiTy
has disappeared
as well as the ability/capacity
to feel love.. and the saddest
part oF all.. it is/are someone else(s)
who will/would feel that
poignancy and
not the
the one who
was/is successful
in escaping whatever
is no longer tolerable it seems..
i’m glad.. i had A strength to ovoid
that feeling of poignancy for someone else(s)
but there are places.. there are places.. A human can go
the one
in those
human shoes
of misery and
suffering and the
worst torture imaginable
can understand but those alone..
Catch 22 of Poignancy.. my FriEnd..
been there done that fresh hell ever in a second of alWays now.

” Do you know that disease and death must needs overtake us,
no matter what we are doing?
What do you wish to be doing when it overtakes you?
If you have anything better to be doing when you are so overtaken,
get to work on that.”

~~ Epictetus ~~

StArt writing
a book
no beginning
and no end no matter
pen or step or art of liFe…:)

“The flesh surrenders itself.
Eternity takes back its own.
Our bodies stirred these waters briefly,
danced with a certain intoxication before the love of life and self,
dealt with a few strange ideas,
then submitted to the instruments of Time.
What can we say of this?
I occurred.
I am not… yet I occurred.”

~~ Frank Herbert, Dune Messiah ~~

Life IS A Miracle
in itself.. to fully realize
and live this life as such
IS A taste
of death
And fear IS A
illusory devil..
A main
iN all of thaT
from first
to last
breathe in Heaven
oF Free and Bliss..
or hell
and pain…
i’LL take the first
door to the right
or left
Free.. courAge
and kiNd wiTh
smARt lOvE sAMe uNconditionAlly
AnD alWays diFFeRent change for more..:)

“If you understand, or if you don’t.
If you believe, or if you doubt.
There is a universal justice
and the eyes of truth are always watching.”

~~ Enigma ~~

eYes oF TrUth
anD liGht
aS BaLanCinG
FoRcE alWays noW..:)

“A heart is not judged
by how much you love
but by how much you are loved by others.”

~~ The Wizard of Oz ~~

Except for
moments headlining this…

Everything flows and nothing abides;
everything gives way and nothing stays fixed.”

~~ Heraclitus ~~

Time IS
A river
and alWays Changing..

(PS.. i have a theme song now2..;)

“One must be partially insane to remain sane.”

~~ J. Bothwell Avison ~~

In thaT case
ain’t crazy..
says.. i’M unusual
in a cool way.. NoW
i guess..
for DancE
and SinG for no reaSon
but FucKinG LiVinG A dreAm iSREaL oF JoY..;)

“A man who fears suffering is already suffering from what he fears:”

~~ Montaigne ~~

To come to Love
A dARk most
is to liVe A liGht isREaL..:)

We’re not talking about the same thing,” he said.
“For you the world is weird
because if you’re not bored with it you’re at odds with it.
For me the world is weird
because it is stupendous, awesome, mysterious, unfathomable;
my interest has been to convince you
that you must accept responsibility for being here,
in this marvelous world, in this marvelous desert, in this marvelous time.
I wanted to convince you
that you must learn to make every act count,
since you are going to be here for only a short while,
in fact, too short for witnessing all the marvels of it.”

~~ Don Juan ~~

It’s true.. i’m religious
but NOT iN a sense of A church
iN A FEEL oF A existence NOW..
stream.. pain..
digestive discomfort
it’s aLL A hoLy and sacRed gAMe oF
noW ever changing sAMe isREaL noW..:)

“My skin,
my bones,
my heretic heart
are my authority.”

~~ Catherine Madsen ~~



WeLL.. my friEnd
Prajakta.. verily
i say.. you capture
A essence iN Sublime
Beauty as A Force of hUman
CreatiViTy heRe.. weLL.. as streAMs
of consciousness branch out from
rivers and
of Ocean
never ending
as shores
along lines that Golden
SpiRal sAMe as SonG and
DancE free as fingers and toes
and all pArts of WhoLe can and
WiLL do free unfettered by fear
of stop and go.. outstanding
my friend
with applause
from me for now
with pleasure as a
visit ends foR noW.. FriEnd..
SeriouSly.. CreatiVity IS A
best FriEnd oF aLL.. NoW..:)


WeLL.. since this IS A 12 MilLioN Words oF ThanksGiVinG..
celebration of 6 years of writing on line.. since at least a million
of those words are inspired by the online dVerse poeTry prompts
Pub and crew.. i’LL visit
and take
a quick breather
and stARt as Breath
or breathe is the 44 word
Quadrille prompt theme of Monday
past as i arrive a day late to respond..
digestive system all back in worKing
order now it seems for sure..
so.. let’s see how
i breathe
in poetic way for
now at leisure
Song and Dance more..
oh.. what fun a Holiday SeaSon
to AlWays coMe noW so WeLL..;)

Yeah.. i kNow and feel
juST a bunch
of floWery
to mE

Hmm.. yep that’s mOre
than 44 words and a paragraph3..;)


Breathe of the last
fAll Leaves.. i too can
relate mishunderstood
as last
and Summer
too in Florida
Panhandle way..
January so red.. budding
beauty and the
were.. oh
so.. confused
by the month coming
enteLLinG what should
be a new breath of colors..
anyway.. almost freezing here
recently in more of fAll colors
i too
the color
of dying
as it springs
life alWAys BriGhter
too when all is healthy
and vibrant as dARk and
liGht goeSprinG after fALL..:)

sky leaves tale
color in cold and death..
of blue
liFe above..:)

This oNe is so true
to put
it simply..
we exhale
fear we inhale God..
as God breathes free thru uS2..:)

2006.. i suppose.. in November
and birth month same
and another friend
from work then..
same as Katrina’s
mother too..
a hard
to give
up and perhaps
it was the month
my 1st stepmother grasped
her last breath too.. all
one common element falling
before 70.. a pack of something
that took tHeir breathe away.. and
i remember the last heart beats of her
mother too.. watching her grasp for breath
with all her reflexes through tubes the same
as 55 beats became 40 became 30 became 20 and
that was
it.. and
then there
was a step father of sorts
married to a 2nd stepmother too.
who both had this habit ending living wired
up to tubes of oxygen now where life failed..
his.. in the December month of Christmas.. my
father too in May 2014.. with complications.. albeit later
after living with this habit for about 6 decades until his
81st year..
it seems
a woman’s
lungs are more
likely to fall to
this habit from what i’ve
seen but for sure but for sure
i can tAiL that iT is an addiction
that not only kills quick but slow
style.. so
slow so
as last breath fAils…

It’s one of the most
ironic things..
off bays that
figuratively and
literally can together
same take one’s breath away..:)

Living clouds

side note..
now says..
yep.. i kNow
that’s more
like a Haibun..
Haiku.. eTc..
Fredku as
such2 but
hey.. i
iN iT for
the rules..
as side note
ends and back
to the regularly
scheduLed whatever..
as i for one breathe free..

Moon sleeps
sliver break
Sun Breathes
star liGht..:)

so true my
friEnd.. when
mistakes breathe
bEyond err

SMiLes my
friEnd.. EmoTioNs
are the breath of liFe
that move us
and poetry
map of
heARt thAT
BRingS spiRit
in Masculine
and Feminine
where i live
it’s not a Republican manly thing to do.. heHe..
smiles.. but hEy.. tHeRE’s alwayS online and free
and all
natural balance..
i often attempt to
explain a bible IS A juSt
A book of poetry2 but
‘they’ see
sacred and holy..;)

Well.. the wife
Katrina is breathing
rather intently that it is
time to resume ThankGiving
preparation shopping detail..
my stomach
and all
is groWing
Public dance
too.. while the
turkeys unwittingly
find their way to grocery carts..
while i dance by free as wild turkeys do too..;)


Facebook Friend Greg
and yes once again i say
also fellow employee at
the Bowling Center for 18 years
and beyond that through my last official
paid days through 2009 working for the
Government at
the Navy
in home
town way
for 25 years..
shares a ‘Quizony’ FB
ego booster test on what
kind of Angel i am based on
a written multiple choice test..
hmm.. i don’t think ‘they’ do that
in heaven and hell on earth.. in FACt
i know ‘they’ don’t for demons and angels
same as yes.. it’s kinda a Karmic eYe thingie..
anyWay.. the results come in as “VIRTUE”.. hmm..
sure.. now.. i can relate to that miracle thingy too..;)

“VIRTUES – the Angels of Grace who bring God’s blessings to Earth, usually in the form of miracles. Known as the ‘brilliant’ or “shining’” ones, they are associated with acts of heroism and bring courage when needed.”

The Facebook Video Production.. robot
team as always.. assists greatly
in documenting
the last
two days
of life..
and yes..
dance dance dance
with my new dance shoes
fully employed with somewhat
fresh legs.. resting much more than
usual over a sick aS Such weekend.. ugh..
anyWay.. getting back up to high speed..
as more than anything
else the feet are fresh
and limber..
and very
very strong
now from rest too..
flying through the Grocery
and SuperWalmart Aisles with
the greatest of ease.. 1020LBs leg pressing
sTiLL 33 reps as such last night.. at gym2..
with food staying a little longer in my
body now thru
as T
day looks
much more appetizing
now than the last few days..;)

Yes.. now
Christmas FloWers
highlighted here too..
beFore we get to the check out
lane.. hmm.. everything seems free to
me as i’m just tHeRe to dance and take photos..
and yes..
i’M willing
to sing
requests too..;)

Well.. perHaps
on a more serious
and perhaps even
somber musing
point.. now
the Karmic
eYe comes
out to play
and yes..
as expected most
everything to appeal
to the more dARk side
of human Nature to get
elected.. yes2 for those who
live by fear and hate instead
of hope and love.. you kNow.. the
audacity oF iT.. huh.. hehe.. anyWay
the bad ass Trump is kinda shrinking up
as reaLITy sets in that he is noW servant of
the entire country Now and not a dictator of a corporation..
and nah.. it’s not like the Republican machine has his back either..
as deep down they would love the Pence more than dealing with this shit..
anyway.. let’s
see if someone..
anyone.. can get some
more improvements done..
it’s possible that the Trump
is more a Democrat still in
he wore to
campaign aS in
case anyone has sTiLL
forgotten he was a New York
Democrat and Social Liberal
most of his life.. but you do what
it takes to get elected huh.. and keep
the choir singing all the way to ‘the booth’..
looking for a second term at 74 years of age..
not likely.. he’ll likely go for the record.. instead.. of the next four years..;)


Hi Rafiah..

“All grown-ups were once children-
although few of them remember..”

So true and i would go one dance step
further in words.. well actually more than
one step and say few of them feel and sense
the play and overall wonder of child being.. now..

Sadly i..n a way.. while A new Testament Version
of Jesus says to enter the Kingdom of God.. one must
view it through the eYes of a child.. tHeRe are no how to
instructions.. just empty words for those who have forgotten
the feeling and sensing being of play and wonder of a child
and have lost
this heARt
this spiRit
of eXpreSsing
EmoTioNs and SenSes
and FeeLinG and SenSing them
sAMe and stronger as waves of an
ocean go in and out and expand shores
iN A life of joy and wonder same.. that is all
innate.. instinctual and intuitive for the eYes oF
heARt and spiRit that come all natural out iN a mix
of BaLanCinG miNd and BoDy soUL.. i am often sadened
when Fundamentalist Christians in my area ask me why i dance
spontaneously in public.. while they stilt their children’s dance down
in the Walmart aisles.. and at church in the pews where the words of
the priest are neither reaching them for joy or play.. yes.. my friend..
society/church has snuffed out the kingdom of God within us that is
the wonder in a joy of DancE and SonG in moving.. connecting
and creating naturally with each other in a socially cooperative
naked forage for life from birth to death.. where the child
and the elder dancing togEther are equal prizes
iN a joy of liFe after the dance and
sing of forage is done..
and you see..
when the buttoned
up folks from Europe immigrated
to this continent wanting to escape a
Manufactured Monarchy of God by greed in
hoarding grain in silo humans jealous for those
who have more than giving and sharing they found
a Native American who danced freely and wildly and
naked lovingly around campfires of moonlit God nights
toGeThER aS oNe WiTh God with no separation.. they called
them animals instead of seeing them as the real wild and free
loving children of God they were.. they called them savages as
they wore few clothes.. they killed them mercilessly and had
a great challenge as these folks did not fight back in
straight line regimented fashion.. they fought
as Lions or what they named as savages
for their rights to wild and free and love..
there is Karma for this my friend
that is self-fulfilling
and that is
the misery
of those
same people
who would take increasing
freedoms away if they could..
minions of monarchies they are
and they come in many fashions..
but the common denominator my friend
is they follow a most despicable leader who
would abuse the weaker for power and status…
i was hoping in the last three years that i could dance enough
to entice these minions in my Northwest Florida area to change
them into children again.. and what i find my friend.. is it is only
the children who even see me.. and young adults now before they soon
reach a forty hour a week job and the liGht is slowly extinguished
from their heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL.. and the child dies inside. in
what has become a mechanical cognition robot way of life.. and
yes that comes in school too of course but at least tHeRE
is flesh and blood contact between human beings
at recess and lunch.. if there is any recess at all..
anyway.. seriously.. if i could have convinced
them to dance.. just a hundred thousand..
or so.. perhaps the most despicable
leader ever to arise in
the US would
have no longer
been a
taste suitable to
joy of a child my friend.. and
i could have helped to change
the course of history.. but sure.. on the
other hand.. i wouldn’t have the dark muse
to write this.. i guess.. and eventually do whatever
it is that God has me doing this for incessantly from wake to sleep..
anyWay.. i’m not the go to guy.. just the how to guy by example.. as
a Child of God
and Heaven on eARth
IS at hand now clearly
isreal full of play and joy..
and i do it witness it and scribe it as now goeS oN..
with plenty
of how to
in clear view too..
AM heRe..

Hmm.. that was interesting..
heHe.. @lEast for me.. and
now to one Macro-Verse Memory
today and i will say there IS A festive
feeling in the sky as empath’s like me who
are alWays on Vacation can feel the EmoTioNs
and SeNSes of oThers in the metro area as this
ain’t no normal hump day.. this is Turkey Cooking
day and the excitement in the air for the deer hunt
coming is almost palpable as i continue a SonG inside
of brick walls here.. and sure.. the kids will be getting out
of school early where half a day is even joy.. and yes.. thinking
about it brings more joy too.. as i once lived in a zoo and prison same too..
anyway ‘Loving Living in the Milky Way’
from two years ago here..
write on topic as it were
and still is too.. as hey
heaven is fun
to SinG
you are currently
inhabiting that place
within brick walls or not..;)

Loving Living in the Milky Way

And yes.. a Macro-Verse short enough to fully quote here too..

More specifically..

i love living in North Florida..

where at least for me..

long pants are never necessary…


place where a human who takes care of their health..

enough to un-domesticate themselves..














There was a time.. when chronic stress and fear aka anxiety

Stole my life from me..




Where truly i was no longer adapted to my environment…

All sensory input

was too much for a body grown foreign



natural habit!

And watching the movie

Interstellar tonight..

i think it is so sad..

that human beings do not more fully appreciate all the exquisite







Some folks even think the natural world is evil..



believe we are here to dominate the earth..

per all


This land is NOT







i am just a flesh and blood man..






is when
a SonG
to you
that is employed
by more than you
in colors of sound that

“I still find each day too short
for all the thoughts I want to think,
all the walks I want to take,
all the books I want to read,
and all the friends I want to see.”

~~ John Burrough ~~

A Child who still lives..

You know it’s funny
i had a Sociology teacher
by name of Oldenburg.. oh
my God he was my age now then
and seemed.. oh.. so old and when
he spoke of living forever he said
live forever.. ha!
my friends
are bored..
it’s safe to say
my friend.. he no longer danced..
if he ever did at all ‘tween the
ears oF

Oh yeah.. and i had another
Sociology teacher who taught a class
iN Sociology of aging and she showed
photos of ‘seniors’ my age now in therapeutical
pools.. and there was
a girl in the class
about 25 years of
age.. disheartened
that her Frankie
beach parties
never came..
well.. you see.. i wasn’t
only a Social Sciences Interdisciplinary
major.. i was also a Health Science and
Anthropology major.. obviously no high paying
job would come of this.. but i had already traveled
to both highest mania and deep deep depression so i was
more interested in surviving in balance than making money..
in other words.. the core of Maslow’s Hierarchy of development
iN basic
at lowest levels
iN existence as Pyramid of
steps higher and higher..
to self
actualization now..
apex of being human
born again as such as ‘they’ say..too..;)

Anyway.. i said boldly in class that if one
takes care of their balance and continues
a healthy exercise and diet well up into their
50’s there is no reason why they will not still feel
like a healthy youth at that point.. the teacher and some
of the students scoffed at me.. called me an idealist and even
a zealot.. hehe..
and some said
i should spend more
time in business classes to make
some bucks if i was ever gonna
get a job and a mate and stuff like that..
but the Frankie Avalon girl literally asked me
if i was Superman ’cause she was more interested in
what i was actually doing in a triple major while maintaining
three part time jobs to get through with about three hours of sleep
each night.. she was a dreamer who still had dreams.. i was a realist
who read
and Charles
Atlas and friends..
including Bruce
Lee.. back then..
hehe.. and now
i am a dreamer too..
oh.. what a mix of paradise that is now..
as i have my Frankie Avalon days still
now at age 56 at a Dance Hall not far from the Beach
every FucKinG Thursday NIGht Week coming into
the 136th week
this Thanks
GiVinG WeeK…
‘you’ see.. being a realist
and dreamer is not enough
you have to get out there as Nike says
and just do it no matter what the FucK folks
say before not only do they name you Fool and Superman but Legend too..
SeriouSly.. my life is like
a movie that has too many
scenes for anyone
to tell the literal
true story but
me.. but isn’t
that how everyone’s
life is who has time to
reflect and live it more than ever before..
in Paradise and scribe the story as they go..
i refuse
to believe
i am special
and anointed
as i FucKinG worked
for Paradise as this is no
FucKinG gift or grace alone
and God IS A God of merit more..
for dreams
of Paradise
to come true in
Trump Castles with
labels and no essence of joy within..
like Bibles and other books that outlaw Song and Dance..
or perhaps
those who
didn’t see
Dance naked..
in more vile ways..;)

“I searched into myself.”

~~ Heraclitus ~~

Yes.. that goes
without saying now..;)

“The world is full of burled and gnarly knobs
on which you can hang a metaphysical system.
If you must.”

~~ Edward Abbey ~~

A Realist and Dreamer
a dash and dance and song of doing..;)

“We should consider every day lost
on which we have not danced at least once.
And we should call every truth false
which was not accompanied by at least one laugh.”

~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~

as Dance..
and SonG of Free..
i seriouSly hope Nietzsche actuAlly danced
at least
a third
of what
he wrote..
more than writ..:)

“If you can spend a perfectly useless afternoon in a perfectly useless manner,
you have learned how to live.”

~~ Lin Yutang ~~

Value do..:)

“Every evil to which we do not succumb is a benefactor.”

~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~

i test myself
iN temptation
and find it makes
me much much stronger
avoiding it..
some folks
my wife..;)

keeping stuff
undercover is
and A
highway to imbalance..:)

But usuAlly that only
makes sense
to the
fully exposed with the balance..;)

“You thought, as a boy, that a mage is one who can do anything.
So I thought, once. So did we all.
And the truth is that as a man’s real power grows and his knowledge widens,
ever the way he can follow grows narrower:
until at last he chooses nothing,
but does only and wholly what he _must_ do.”

~~ Ursula K. LeGuin, _A Wizard of Earthsea_ ~~

Follow your
and Fuck
the rules
without passion..;)

“Do not go gentle into that good night
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light”

~~ Dylan Thomas ~~

FucK Passion
with Passion
from first
to last grasp oF liGht..
and one never
too far
from liFe..
And don’t hold on too tiGht..;)

Ending note..

Happy Thanks Giving gigoid..:)


So i come iN full return fully aLive moving into
Thanks Giving day 2016..
after writing 12 million
words stARting that
venture to just
even have
a chance
to escape
a tiny hair
of the worst pain
known to humankind
on Thanks Giving day of 2010..
yes.. type two trigeminal neuralgia
to be specific and precise again.. like
someone drilling your teeth without novocaine..
except.. in my case it was my right eye and ear as
burning hell beyond fire.. and yes for some idea of comparison
in what even related medical literature describes as a pain worse
than the torture of crucifixion but in my case no hanging from a
cross for three hours or three days.. 66 months.. wake to sleep wHeRE
almost 33 months came before i could use my eyes for any words at all to look
at or type then without intolerable pain.. as each word then was still a mountain
of pain both to look at and write.. and yes i come back to this album cover and song
as i had taken notice if it.. when about senior age in high school in ’78.. well after the
release date in ’67 that the stone bust of statue that was just some random
statue of a law enforcement officer out of John Lennon’s
yard as Bric-à-brac collected in high culture
way of life.. anyway.. the resemblance
to my long law enforcement
face with mustache
inherited i guess
from the
did 46 years
in that profession
as life long vocation.. too..
caught my eye.. and was implanted
somewhere deep for years to come and rise
again.. after i rose as the actual professionals who
were taking care of me literally named my sudden recovery
as a miracle on or about July 22nd of 2013.. at least the psychotherapist
who went
to a Catholic
Chuch anyway
hehe.. so
i was
kinda high
kinda very very
high.. to be rid of that pain..
in technically what they name after
a 66 month dead zone of feeling almost
no emotion at all.. as a bi-polar high too..
no more than two hours of sleep from July
of 2013 to November of 2013.. until i visited a
farm and slept 8 hours soothed by the furry ones there..
and one of the first days.. i almost ran through 5 red lights..
Katrina brought to my attention.. and the song about the man
who was looking at lovely Rita and blew his brains out in a car
came on the radio as a stark warning to me in synchronicity way to come
down to earth if you want to really continue to live.. so sure.. anything can now
save our life.. poTEnTiALLy.. iF iT speaks to what needs to hear on the inside of
liFe now.. discount no source of life as savior as all can save.. dARk and liGht with
the proper ingredients of fortune mixed in.. so that album cover became a ‘little’ of a
special interest.. and coming to find that the Beatles as a group of actual human beings
were searching for enlightenment and awakening more than material goods only.. at that
point in their life.. appreciating all those in the fields of intellect and art in a lonely
hearts club band in struggle to bring greater liGhts of human Freedoms to other human beings..
and i started to think of myself as not only a resemblance of that statue but it as a symbol
of being resurrected from the previous dirt of ignorance and oppression and
repression of emotions and senses and the general robotic way the
rule making of society had brOught my life to that point
after 66 months in hell of total
Han Sleyes theory of
general adaptation
total animal
exhaustion from
constant.. yes.. chronic severe
stress could eventually literally
kill someone as the cycle of that
destructive force lives on as science
now proves out in empirical way as well..
And i understood what reborn really meant..
and what hell and heaven and purgatory really
were ’cause by that point they just weren’t platitudes
in books of old.. they were isreal actual experiences of
my life and suddenly so many things in life made total
sense/feel where before they were just vague platitudes
and empty shells
with little
and substance
from sages of ages
gone by that suddenly
arrived all for me at one now
then.. yes.. i was turned on fully
alive again.. phoenix riSinG from
the ashes born again.. like the parts
of a book and books actually attempt to
relate for hiGher and more viable isreal human potential
now.. not after death.. now.. where heaven is at hand now juST now..
i arrived and BaLAnCinG iT aLL was all that was left.. sure.. i could have
continued to enjoy it alone and just dance my way around without scribing
what would come neXt.. but a little bird.. a holy spirit inside said.. upload this
soUL and share it with otHeRs as you’ve been to hell and this IS A Heaven continuing..
a share in any attempt aT all to help anyone else at aLL to find a spArk of any kind
to come to this place iSReaL now.. many lonely heARts club folks have pitched
in to help me find this place.. and all those heARts and SpiRits and
soULs live in once what was a alabaster stone
statue buried away
from life
in hell..
so this is what i do
i give thanks and give more..
as Heaven and Paradise here is too
life is more
than food.. life
is magic when fully iSREaL
when stone statues rise in color aGain..
and do tHeir best to turn oTheRS on too..:)


So.. sure.. i’m still in the sAMe
bedroom.. by the same
window.. except for
now 24 inches
is open
dark blind
of before
and my eyes
can tolerate the
liGht and my ears
only wish i could play
this song louder as my ear
buds won’t go up any higher
and i wouldn’t wanna bother Katrina
in the other room in front of her best
friend it seems for now
a TV..
yes that’s
kinda what
happened ‘they’
said to Moses
in that old testament
movie with Charleston
Heston when his durable
wife traded notes with the perfumed
woman of before.. his God took her
man away from her.. and it’s kinda like
that hear.. but anyway.. like Spock says
sometimes the needs of the many outweigh
the needs of the few.. but i do love that woman
or i’d never be alive to serve the Master of God
and Nature same with all my Luke Hot heARt.. spiRit SinGing
higher now nigher as soUL and Body BaLanCinG moRE as
instrument more of God that even huMan being more it seems
as Angels
if they
exist these
days too.. now..
so yeaH it’s been
kind of a record year
as coming to this 12 milLion
words in these 6 years this last
year of 2016 started with a GodsUniVerse
Novel at 41K words then GodsUniVerseNovel2
at 51K words.. then GodSuniVerseNovel3 at 338,630 words
and after that it was 9 chapters at “Book oF Ten Sixteen” with
144,244 words at the fourth book.. culminating in a total of 12 chapters in
in the fifth book named.. “New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
at 181,221 words which IS A technical edition of three more chapters than
came the month before that and i noted a 42 months of witness for
God on September 11th.. 2016 since the 10th of March in 2013..
when i sTarted this whole blog adventure iN and as
Witness for God oF Nature that came weighing
in at lEast 3.3 million words by that 911
day in 2016.. as the sixth book
whole as such..
SonG oF mY
as copied
and pasted
on the other
two longer lived
Google Blogger
Blogs too.. and sure
one could name this
a 16th chapter too.. this
“12 MilLioN Thanks Giving Words
of 2016”.. And another entire book too..
of over 200K words but better yeT put
a milestone of a 7th books of an entire
12 MiLLioN words as ALL liFe experience truly IS A Book oF liFe..
it’s alWays
a record year to me..
and so much more fun
with zero contingencies
of any
or anything
and giving..
7th book 7th
seal what ever you call iT it’s heAR..
And now for sun
and sand
as life
DancES when FReED..:)


WeLL.. at this point
after a quick jaunt
to see what’s going on
at dVerse for tHeir Tuesday
prompt on City niGht liGhts.. there
are only 12 liNks noW and.. i reAlly
like my FriEnd Kim there as she alWays
seems to recognize my humanity when i
visit her with poetic comments with at least a like
or smiley face.. and surely tHeRE are soMe barren
deserts.. i have been to as far as reciprocal social communication..
goeS and she is the current prompt maker for Tuesdsay in poet style..
but hey.. to reAlly
get strong
ya have
to leARn
iT like you
do in school..
with few rewards
and even almost zero
affirmation or even nay saying
aS it’s not everyone that writEs a
continuous free verse poetry novel on the go..
hehe.. yeah.. it’s kinda like the Walrus.. to truly
explore the extanTs of creativity one must free associate
as many different factors.. variables.. and unnamables to get
to the crux of
in new frontiers
of inner UniVerse
of being human as Rod
Serling might still say and do..
oh.. what a social critic he was and
sort of misanthropic too.. and to tale the
trUth i have yET to lose all hope in the human
race or otherwise what good would it be to do my
best in my own ‘little’ effort to help out.. so.. here i go..
at this point.. 12 liNks sounds like a breeze.. not sure how
iT will fiT iN WiTh the Song but iF i listen to iT while i read
it wiLL likely
fiLter in
as this
is a city
liGht at
niGht seen from
space as the liGht
of Human becomes dArker
in replacing sunliGht with electronic
bulbs of whatever they are noW making
those things out of Now attached to brick
and mortar and steel and such structures..
i’m not much for height or skyscrapers.. i’m
more down to earth with cat paws glued to sand
and sun
in joy..
but never
the less i can
liGht uP a Super
WalmARt or a Dance
Hall at niGht in liGht
WiTh more than those bulb
constructs of and in buildings at night
and cities of human made liGht same..
hmm.. A light is generated from within..
too.. better
than seen..
or town
or dance
hall.. same even
Super Walmart now
with Turkeys lining uP to STiLL be bOught..;)

Hi.. Kim..
City liGhts
are nice but here
not as colorful as beach
niGhts.. what i really love
mosT iS diatoms
iN Summer
sAlt water of
Gulf Ocean
EvEnings where
sand exists beyond
toes to dreAms of
love as
lines wash
humans togEtheR mOre..:)

just a note here..
i remember a deep
sadness on Christmas..
actually a jealousy in
the dead zone days.. where
my mother had lined cards
up from all her friends over the
years and that was missing conspicuously
from the mantle of
life then..
yeah.. sure.. perhaps
it’s a woman thing
and not a man
thing to have
long life
friends particularly
when girl ones find husbands
and move on as such.. and life goes
on.. anyway.. i write greeting cards every
wHeRE i go.. just ’cause i can.. and trUly
they come from heARt wHether the stranger
sees me as the friEnd i see them
as or not..
it’s like
school.. you
do it for the doing
with never a reward
more than
a grade
of pass
or fail…
i choose to pass..

Now back
to greeting
folks in Fredmark way..;)

DArk roads passing by college
dormitories lit up with students
warming each other
with school
day ways
of life..
commuter from
small town way..
peanut butter sandwiches
munched in car to survive..
oh.. i wanted
to be
a member
in a larger
of the human race much
more.. just me then and
A 11 year old Ford Maverick
in colder cloudy November nights/days
there in parking lot.. with crumbs
of bread
vinyl mats colder
skies of grey
night lone
lit windows
of car liFe school..:)

Indian skylights
oF all the worlds
shine acCoss the
sky.. no depths of limits
as far as eYeS can see..
or are they
land.. so.. far…
iMagiNations carry..:)

Well.. my friEnd..
considering i just
used A day in the
life for a muse of
just another free verse
line in a day of me.
i’ll go with
and London
as my guess on
wHere this bench
and cobbled sidewalk
of historial significance
winds on as street liGhts
shimmer stones of memories more…
if not..
another muse..
seriouSly.. iF all
news becomes muse..
it’s hard to be disappointed
by night
dArk liGhts new..;)

that smell..
that concrete
midnight city taste..
so long
from home..

sMiLes.. i grew up
on the shore of a river
downtown where a five and dime
was the meeting place then..
replacing the
area of
with a river
walk.. a place noW
of bands and mingling
red state folks in Summer
and even fall Now too..
but sure..
a River
is always
an attraction
beyond concrete
lights and stores..
bottom lines.. nice to see
people now togetHeR.. further
than a Walmart and Mall Aisle..far..;)

Night walkers.
vampires of the
night in spirit escaping
broad day light oF eYes
that no longer stand A Sun..
i literally was
one of those
creatures for
years before.. my
friend.. without
the ability to
light or
symptom of
the worst pain known
to mankind.. tolerated as
hell.. type two trigeminal
neuralgia from wake to sleep
for 66 months total.. in real hell here..
3 am.. the only time i went out when all was
quiet.. and street liGhts lit eYes behind sHades
like the noon day sun.. what i did lEArn then
as tHeRe
was no longer
any place outside
otHer than dARk..
how happy i was
to finAlly
to extinguish now
more as the blind and
deaf in pain lEArn to see inside..:)

i must say..
i would love
to see the Eiffel
tower all lit up at
but the
wife.. oh
no.. her
say it’s
crooked.. i gotta
get out of here and
straighten those towels across
the bathroom wall..
and no.. i’m
sort of
and thanks
God.. she keeps me in line2..

sMiLes.. can relate
with Dysautonomia..
they say a life long condition..
not technically detected until
my late 40’s..
but well
in an emergency
room.. they could
find no blood pressure
for me too.. it was a bit
of a religious
i might
say too..
at 21.. then..
for them at least.. hehe..
but wasn’t much fun in a real way
later in life when i almost did not recover.. with a side
of total exhaustion to exacerbate the symptoms then..
interestingly.. aspects of it do mimic Addison’s disease..
and for me dancing like an Olympic athlete with strength
training same
makes it
in symptoms now..:)

LiGhts of Christmas
niGhts before A Sun
makes a three day sTall
in the sky and moves toward
A liGht of Easter and SprinG
sAMe of new and floWerRinG liFe
more after fAll and
to SumMer’s
bRing oF beauty more..
City liGhts of liFe SpRing2..
Other than that
Hi.. Lynn.. nice to
see you at the end aGain..
celebrating my 16th chapter in 2K..sixteen..
of a 7th book totaling 12 million words tomorrow..
giving thanks more..
in 6 years..
as just
a note..
i DancE and SinG oN..:)

sMiLes.. if tHere
was anyway i could
explain the office
politics of night
in big
to my
cat he would
just shake his
head and say
head and say..;)

i most often find
as a dragon
of late
i get so
many more
dances when i
drag no fair maidens off into the
about dragons..
and on top of that
my wife IS A fairest of them all..
and i’m
sort of
and i
as some
of this i can
prove in broad band online..;)

And as ending note here as i consume
all twelve links as poet dragons will..
i trust no
has no
lust and or
humor inserted
free verse aS Such..;)

5:08 pm 11232016..:)


Ha!.. guess.. i’ll go first..
first of all i have an actual
Syndrome named Asperger’s..
diagnosed at age 47.. only as
a side note of physical illnesses and
such at that age coming from severe
and chronic 2 year fight or flight stress..
yes.. for 2 years or so in the work place..
somewhat common these
days as multi-tasking
humans to
per efficiency.. humans
as tools has now become
a new age rule.. anyWay..
repetitive restrictive special
interests.. is a natural routine of that
syndrome.. and for me it’s a numbers
game as you may have guessed by now
already.. hehe.. moving from 18 years at the
same job at a Bowling Center.. part of 25.. working
for the government and eventually moving up a ladder
to the stress part of that and watching children grow up before
from baby to having children age then in a cheers like environment
where a significant portion of the population of the town could recognize
me as the Bowling Alley guy.. 8 years in college for 4 degrees.. before the
5th.. actually.. with kindergarten and 12 years before the 1st Associate’s degree..
Bowling Alley routine.. hey.. yep.. any job will do better than none.. haha.. and
then a close to 33 month stint without effective use of eyes and ears to
get mostly shut in like the Hunch Back of Notre Dame with the worst
pain known to humankind that went 33 months more after i started
writing one word coming to 12 million online today.. as this is
the day i celebrate that 6 year routine and numbers too.. and
yes.. another routine i picked up was responding to every
single post Prajakta has written in about 2 and
a half years now.. after meeting her
writing on dVerse.. as i enjoy
the fact that she writes
about something
and interesting
every time i come here
that broadens my understanding
about how she looks at life as a young
professional woman working in India..
where i find from my online adventures
that these people living there i meet in broad band way..
are almost always nice without fail.. could have something
to do with tHeir overall respect for nature.. as the monkey roams
free.. hehe.. too.. over there.. not so much over here.. and that is
kinda sad as dominate nature is kinda the rule of routine here..
ugh.. as the smoke stacks continue to pollute the air.. not
as much.. at least.. what else.. well that’s probably
enough as you know
go on..
but for now
Happy days here..
alWays a pleasure
to visit my friEnd from
India.. Prajakta.. and i like
the way that names sounds
as it seems so so original.. too..
and of course PS.. dance walking about
6500 miles now in 39 months every place
i go in public where mostly the entire metro
area has totally forgotten i was the bowling
alley guy and am now called the dancing guy.. life is good..
like Forrest Gump says too.. if you saw that movie..
as the
life wHeRE the flow goes..
as just another routine dances and sings..
as i ready for my 136th dance week tonight
with all the cool college age folks here
in the metro are dance hall.. and
add to my collection of
over a thousand
photos of
dancing with me around
3 AM iN new age selfie style too..
as a feather continues to get around..
in somewhat super epic
routine.. iN
Style.. thanks.. for giving.. i needed
this prompt today.. iT fits wRite iN.. as routines do..;)

*metro area
(also a very
strange perfectionist
i am too..;)


What better day than
Thanks Giving for family
memories.. Father and Mother
back in ’59 marriage.. And Grandmother
on Mother’s side at age 56.. yes age now
in image below.. on
the left on her river
front home in Down
Town Milton with
my Father’s
my Grandmother
on his right here at age 47..
and my Father at age 27 in both
photos and Mother at age 24.. marriage
ages for both back in ’59.. in Down Town Milton..:)

No doubt.. an after
Saint Rose Catholic
Church photo.. somewhere
around 7 or 8 years old
with Mother of
course.. sister
at 6 or 7.. and
my Mother’s first
Ford Fairlane car
in the background on
River Front home and
i wasn’t quite what one might
name as photogenic back in those
never really
looking at the
camera it seems..
anywhere but and that
issue wasn’t over then..
oh the
of the Forest
Gump Autism
like spectrum as such..;)

See.. i told ya so..
while i have no problems
smiling at a selfie..
it becomes
‘a little more’
complicated when
someone else takes the photo..
for this Thanks Giving Day photo..
with Mother
at her apartment..;)

And.. finAlly.. a somewhat
Nuclear Family photo
with Mother
and Wife
Katrina.. also
celebrating T-Day
2016.. hmm.. as now
i ready for Thursday Night
Metro Dance Celebration with
all the Cool Turkey Day folks
at old Seville Quarter
for the 136th week..
running behind
on today’s
Celebratory 723rd
Macro Verse for “12
MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”..
after a long day visiting Katrina’s family
too.. with a few photos coming of that too
in the coming Macro-Verse iF it
gets finished before
dance commences
with more photos of that
coming around 3 am in the
wee hours of bLack
Friday shopping
with no
matter what
goeS oN tHEre..
i’d rather juST SinG and DancE..
keep on keepinG on whiSpeRing a
messAGe of more.. sounding a horn
or such as celebration at the end
and the beginning
as ending trivia
note at the of my
second grade year
at a Catholic Private School
in Tallahassese.. they voted
me Wittiest Boy and i had no idea
what Witty meant then in metaphor
ways.. as i sWear.. bEinG a clown cAme
all natural to me..







BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels


41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)


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Fried Forgiving Turkeys


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AlReady.. stARting a 722nd MacroVerse
of Longest Long Form Poem sTiLL of
course.. exceeding 3.3 milLion words
hehe.. even iF i don’t wRiTE anoTher
word that figure keeps it tidy as such..
and now anyway.. Facebook Macro Verse
Memories from 2 years ago.. somewhat
come flooding in.. as i’m sTiLL groWinG
a month behind providing the Text only versions
of recent MacroVerses as i do on my Personal Facebook
Page.. and additionally Blog Page and Nature Page on Facebook
too.. free back-up and the potential to open it up if one has a Computer
and Internet access that gets hung up on all the Multi-Media i employ
in stream of consciousness free verse photo PoeTry too.. in ALL the Synchronicity
ways that comes as well.. in total tapestry of God’s overall Masterpiece of Art
as it be.. with we human beings incorporating the pARts oF our eYes and eARs
eTc.. to help brush the painting with multi-layers and colors and sHades of Grey
including beYond rainbow colors of iMaGiNAtioN and cREatiVity.. iF yA gET my
drift as such.. foR noW @leaSt..
So yes.. MoVinG beHinD noW
iN Macro-Verse Memory..
from two years ago
with God is NOT GOD’s Word..

God is NOT GOD’s Word

A relatively short MacroVerse back in my stay at the Wrong Planet days..
recovered then much more than ever beFore.. and STiLL attempting to
hELp the folks tHeRe understand the essence of God as NaTure
as a tangible Force oF aLL as verb.. rather than just a word..
a label.. a vague noun as such in some books here
and there with a variety of names too.. wHeRE
A God may be reflected as angry.. dark and
hate.. jealous etc.. or the golden rule
coMinG in Good Cop Jesus ways2..
away from slaying.. hating
friends.. family..
parents and
children if they
don’t follow YOUR
as such.. up to death as literally
taken in the New Test too.. sadly as such
but hey.. when you are expanding a Roman Empire
you must come with a sword and slay folks if you expect
to conquer lands.. and a book that denies this is antithetical
literally as such to the laws of the land and remember it was
no different than what we see in many Muslim Lands now..
where war conquers peace moreover at least in pockets
here and there and serious nasty pockets moreover
in other places too.. as we know and feel and
sense of course if we have any humanity
aT all for the misery and suffering
and deaths in murder
in the name
of some
of fear
and hate and
killing of sorts.
really angry and
stuff like that and super
out of balance.. like huh.. God
operates like that.. look around in space
the balance keeps all in orbit moving smoothly
including we mini-me’s of God on Earth down below
as so below.. and sure that part iS even written in a Gospel
of Thomas verse as far as above so below.. we fractals of Whole
God oNE
on earth
too as reflections
of God wHole.. sentient
star dust plus we come from
Star Burst Crucible fire.. and return
to that and the creation show goeS oN..
for all so involved as all that is wHole.. and
pArt we
what else
yes.. the interconnecting
force of all that is.. no separation now..
all is whole.. in interdependent relationship
of all that is sAMe and Different too.. anyWay noW
at leASt that’s what it looks like through specks
of Human God eYes from down here on eARth
aT lEAst foR Now.. iF aLL goes WeLL and
Nuclear Bomb Buttons don’t get
mistaken for twitter
verses of anger
and fear and
hate and such as that..
let’s hope not anyWay..
peace be upon us.. OK..
in the good ‘ole U.S. oF A
too.. keeP iT thAT way globAlly
as such too.. as days and nows go on..
God IS A Force the essence oF aLL thAt iS
so much more than can be chained in human
letters.. and oThEr symbols here on eARth
iN all the media of thaT in cultural and religious
ways for
now.. OKAy..
probably not
okaY in many circles
but we hUmans are a diverse
bunch in multi-uni-verse perceived
ways.. so to be expected and understood
same of course now for sure too.. At lEast
on my
here too..:)

And now.. from two years ago..

Finding LIGHT IN the darkness of ill

Finding LIGHT IN the darkness of ill

Another Short MacroVerse actually documenting the last
time i fell super ill with an intestinal bug.. and even had
to skip Dance that week on Thursday for one of the
only missed dance weeks of all.. closing
in on three years now..
and not quite
as invincible
of course as i usually
do.. which allowed me
to reflect more on the dARk
side of years gone past.. as verily
that’s how liFe works.. liGht associates
with liGht and DArk Associates with DArk..
sHades of Grey go toGether.. and us beyond
Rainbow folks find it hard to find each oTher as
we are rare birds for sure of a different feather with
a different
to dance
SinG by too..
i would love to
find hundreds of people
like me but we would probably
make each other explode with
synergestic positive floW iN energy
way.. so perHaps like my new Psychiatrist
says may be it’s great that there iS oNly one
of me
in the
Area that
he caters.. too
in helping oTheRs too..
it is what is.. i am what i am..
i’ll be all that is of thAT so on
yada yada yada iF yA gET
mY DRiFT oN all thaT iS noW 2..;)

kATman BEach

And finAlly noW.. as the Facebook Algorithm
continues to serve me all free jUST for mY
FuN it seems.. in hELpinG otheRs too.. like
i say and dance too.. kATman BEach.. also
shared in my last
Macro Verse
721 too..
and worth
sharing here
too.. as Macro Verse
Memory from one year ago..
as these are some of the best
and most beautiful photos i’ve captured
at Pensacola Beach to date.. including the
wonderful Seagull photo i will share here too..
as GiVinG and ShaRinG is my for one way to go..
Anyway.. perHaps i will not be late for dance tonight
for my 135th dance week with all the cool college age
folks.. as i’m finAlly getting finished with a Thursday Night
MacroVerse at a decent hour with even some words to provide
introductory here for this 722nd Verse too as suggested bEfore..
and more fun dance photos coming to both the 721st Macro-
Verse and eventuAlly this one too.. as DancE IS A Happy
way of
liFE to
WiTh sMiLes
in photos too of course..
to go a long WitH oNe LongEst
SonG overAll as Ocean WhOle Poem goeS oN..;)


Yellow Boy and Katrina assisting me
in pre-dance preparation in making
sure my ear plug gear is all
properly packaged and
protected in plastic
sandwich bags
as such..
as man
that Seville
Quarter Dance Hall
goes boom boom boom
and boom some more.. i need
my hearing so i take the appropriate
measures to keep in in tact with my
survival gear crew fully at work sTiLL..;)

Uh Oh.. again.. as per the
theme of the last 721st MacroVerse
in ending story of Beauty and the Beast
along with theme song for dance and ‘other stuff’..
my horn per beast
in the new version
of that Disney
is reaching out
to touch someone
as such as head horns go..;)

AdditionAlly in accordance
with the 721st MacroVerse
main title theme of RocK oN noW iN LovE..
‘here’.. the nice girl in the foreground at the dance
hall is showing the hand signal as some other conspiracy
folks say is Diablo Devil horns.. haha.. not funny..
is yes the
Rock on
Sign and fitting
i will add now for sure..
and additionally 13 more
smiling dance girl photos to
go along with all of that
on Stuff
too.. and also
a pARt of the intro
of the 722nd MacroVerse
i AM currently worKing on here
as well as FACE BOOK stuff too..:)

As college educated folks tend to be more
liberal in Trump ways of thought..
critical thinking and all of that
particular fruit from attending
higher levels of education
institutions.. and Thursday
Night is college night always
now at Old Seville Quarter.. the
atmosphere was a little grim last
week but this week joy came nigher again
as can be measured in the smiles of dance photos too..
Sure.. a huge Sunshine Chill Shirt with shades tends to
generate a little more light with freest verse dance too..
as i continue
to keep
the groove
thing on.. albeit
hampered a bit by
a very short lived intestinal
bug of what seems to have only
lasted about 12 hours.. as compared
to what i referenced in my Ocean Poem MacroVerse
about one serious enough two years ago.. to interrupt a
week of dance.. i bounce back
fast it seems.. these
days.. with
liGht iN Full Force..
Thanks God of Nature
Living Stronger within and as me..
as the Facebook Digital assistant continues
to slave away helping to provide a nice documentary in
video slide presentation of the dance and song life i live foR noW..:)

Winds of November Sun

A nice Macro-Verse Memory celebrating
Winds of November Sun from two years
ago.. where daytime highs were 38 degrees
with a wind chill factor of 32F degrees..
and the following year the warm
and rain breezed in and this
the high 70’s in the day
still dominates..
with some
chilled weather
at least at night forecast
for this weekend.. so far
in the day.. we still have blue
skies and sunburn weather for
fair skin folks like me.. originating
in Ireland from Grandfather.. Black
Forest in Germany from his father..
and on the other paternal maternal side
of origination.. Cajun French/Spanish
and some Sioux and Cherokee on
my mother’s side along with some
more English that allows both
a burn and a tan..
depending on how i
rotate my body dancing
in the sun.. instead of the
old ways of just sitting there
or laying their and roasting like a Turkey
in a oven.. hmm.. humans are evolved to move..
in the sunshine and moonlight of God of Nature too..
and yes.. adapt to uncomfortable temperatures too..
to get all balanced and resilient same where for example..
i for one haven’t worn long pants since the year 2013.. and
yes.. the Global climate change here in never ending Summer
through Winter helps.. but yes that does include 2013 thru
2014.. and a spell of snow and 18F degree weather then
too.. we get strong when we adapt we get weak when
we don’t in both mind and body ways to challenges
and struggles at hand for positive change.. or the
opposite of course.. in basically sitting still..
stagnating where entropy takes a toil..
in literally human rotting in one place
of mind and body same.. move..
connect.. create.. in all seasons
and all months.. and days now..
and Spring is eternal as
breathing iN more than
standard IQ ways of
heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL
as EmoTioNs and SeNSEs
are respectively regulated and
integrated.. in miNd and BoDy Balance wHOle..
and when that said now to sand and sun dance..
and i yeah.. i guess i’ll break down then and do the
mechanical cognition activity of backing up several
MacroVerses.. in text only.. from the past month as
soon as i finish an excursion over to gigoid’s place
to see what his posts of accumulated wisdom in/of
the sAges of the ages have to offer for now today..:)


Oh.. Lord.. just the
mention of the
‘applicable standards’..
brings back robot memories 25 years
then of Government work and associated
red tape.. of mechanical cognition robot
state of mind..
where input
output is
and standardized
with little room
for creaTiViTy
in MoVinG.. CoNnecTing
aT all and now computers have
standardized human beings into
sitting still pARts of the machine
with less flesh and blood connectivity
and actually creative evolving ways in one
life to light the face of others with the connection
of the human race that makes us stronger toGeTheR rather than weaker..
in otHeR
in the wind
without as much
sentient plus stuff of life..;)

“It seems like once people grow up,
they have no idea what’s cool.”

~~ Calvin & Hobbes~~

GenerAlly speaking. back to
a square root problem one noW
iN moving spirals.. as ‘they’ no longer
dance and sing..
sit still
in data
input output
all day long same..
with severe and chronic
stress added into slow torture
of sitting still emotionless rarely letting go..
And yes.. so far.. particularly ages 0 to 3.. most of
the trust and love connections in touchy feely flesh
and blood ways are made then.. happy.. i was to see
several mothers with baby in carrier attached to breast
at the store the other day.. but one must wonder if they just
got picked up from the nursery and cattle ranch as such for raising
in emotional and sensory cages while parents slave on with a system without
and blood love..
yes.. without that
anxiety and fear rules
in lack of love and trust..
replaced by less empathy and
eventual nurturing and compassion
and next thing ya know ya got Isis and
folks gloating over a protestor getting hit by a car..
as fear and hate bond as devil and demon same in
that way
as the
of trust and
love are less planted
and fed early in ways
of watering empathy and nurturing
and compassion same… i was born in
’60 with a stay at home mom for the first
three years before dear old dad left.. ’cause my
mother wanted to stay at home with children in stead
of becoming part of a system for material success.. i still smile for real..
i still
smile for real..
and have no desire
to harm.. maim.. or kill..
but of course as we know/feel
A sTiLL only way soldiers work is to
kill their human being and others too..
and that too is pARt of the human stew..
but it’s
kinda sad
when it happens
with no wars at all
to civilians and their
war games same.. where
humans really no longer count as flesh and blood..
oh.. the killing fields come in hearts not touched by love
as a practice
of liFe..
RaiSing a GarDen
oF HUman LoVe..:)

“Trust the unexpected.”

~~ Robert J. Kriegel ~~

Most AlWays easier fELt

pays Love..:)

“A man that is young in years may be old in hours,
if he has lost no time.”

~~ Francis Bacon ~~

No time At
all iN
no age
aT all in bliss..
alWays spRings as bliss..
on what

“He has no hope who never had a fear.”

~~ William Cowper ~~

What is hope without fear..

“The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time.”

~~ Bertrand Russell ~~

FucK the rules..
the system..
and be free
navigating local..
state and federal laws..
Live.. i for
one SinG DancE..:)

“Inquiry is fatal to certainty.”

~~ Will and Ariel Durant ~~

While i question..
i also lEArn
to FeeL and
SensE liFe
as 100 percent
trust with no fear
And all certainty foR noW @least..
As A power/force oF Faith as Love
isreal wiTh no words aT aLL
now required as inquiry..
some folks
this A
Force as
verb named God..
works for me@lEASt..
iS and Be and AM..:)

“I err, therefore I exist.”

~~ St. Augustine ~~

LiFe with no dARk
would totAlly
Suck with no LiGht..
no different really than a black hole of fun..
but of course
we are evolved
for intermittent
gratification thaT
inCludes A perfection in practice of both err and dARk..;)

“If better is possible, good is not enough.”

~~ Logical Bee ~~

i am what i am
i be more than i was..
i grow.. i spread as garden sAMe..
LiVinG more for now..
wings of more..
not unlike a
seagull human isreal..:)

“Drop the question what tomorrow may bring,
and count as profit every day that fate allows you.”

~~ Horace ~~

LiFe the giFt
the preSent
future once
AGaiN NoW..
Sentient Star Dust
plus rises and thrives..
alive and i ain’t driving 55..
56 is even better noW aS liGht..;)


My Friend Greg from the Bowling Center
days of employment for close to two
decades shares another one of those
ego lifting Facebook tests that
suggests it can determine
IQ based on Facebook
so i get sandwiched
in between Da-Vinci and
Tesla at 205.. Da-Vinci coming
in at 200 and the equally enigmatic
Tesla rising up to 220.. keeping in mind
that Bill Gates and Bill Clinton are in the
155 to 160 range.. and seriouSly.. i no longer
pursue many of the parameters of what standard
IQ measures and quite frankly don’t give a crap for
Standard IQ as it is largely a measure of what it takes
to do good in school.. and become an overall success
as a cog of the machine that is currently this culture’s idea
success in terms
of how much STUFF now
you can cram in your two car garage
from Walmart or Target if you are more
high brow in Publix than Winn Dixie too.. hehe..
my idea of success is whirling freely like a Sufi
Dervish on the beach one with Nature and God
same with surf.. salt air.. Emerald Green waves
with horizons of sea and earth that never end
now.. does standard IQ measure that Heaven..
well of course it doesn’t ’cause that ain’t got
A God dam thing to do with Garage Stuff
and towers with your name labeled
on it and such as that..
this culture
is seriously
sick in the head
of Standard IQ stuff..
i pay as much for guaranteed
Government subsidized insurance
for my wife and i between the Department
of Defense DOD style and Social Security Disability
in Medicare style.. yes.. two insurances as one pays
for potential needed medications and one does not..
with no doughnut holes at all.. and actually plus 800
dollars a month is more than i made in an entire month
at three dollars and sixty-nine cents an hour at my first
job at the Military Bowling Center after graduating from three
degrees in College where staying at the top of the class including
11th rank out of 381 students in high school.. through a triple major
of college to passing out shoes at a Bowling Center as Health
Science.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary and Anthropology
in BS.. BA.. BA style were only good for teaching as work..
and without good oral speaking skills in coherent style with
out extreme social anxiety in that more important social
emotional and physical intelligence deficiency not
measured at all in standard IQ or school.. at that
point.. ruled out a teacher job.. and made the
reality of passing out shoes and having
to learn the most three important
intelligences of physical/social/
emotional intelligence in
trial and error
at the UBC.. University
of Bowling Center for about two
Decades.. and perhaps one day
i’ll write a Novel about that experience
as it was much like a soap opera and
more hilarious with all the self-deprecating
shit that i went through to get my human degree
on the Autism Spectrum as such.. hmm.. yeah
it was worth it.. after four years i looked normal
enough on the outside and comfortable enough
on the inside to get married to the Katrina who
i met there that made all of what felt as humiliation
and gained humility well worth worth it of course still to
date after close to 27 years of marriage.. the greatest reward
of everlasting eternal teen age beauty still the wife Katrina and
greatest personal assistant i could ever imagine anyway as only
can be explained as both a miracle of God and 100% evidence
for the existence of a God all that is that is meaning and purpose
too once the
Ink Blot
total feeling
and sensing sense..
whirling on the Beach
in deep white sand spiraling
around the Sun as a Jonathan Livingston
Seagull same.. wHeRe the means of life is the perfection
of fly as a practice with FUCK ALL THE CULTURAL STANDARD
IQ.. SO.. THIS is my response to finish
here noW in regard to my results as such…
Ha! well.. i guess 120K words or so a month..
says ‘something’.. anyway.. with that said..
November Intestinal bug dragging on with
more words of back-up in Macro-Verse
style to catch up.. as the Book of October
catches up to a New Testament of November..
and the after effects
of that..
and by the way
like my psychiatrist
said there is no test for
me nor anyone else very
much like me either.. and
like KC and the Sunshine
band say now.. that’s the way
we like it both.. strange and somewhat
mysterious too.. with almost infinite potential
to metaphors
too.. if you haven’t figured
out life is one big ink blot test..
that you perceive and create
this way and that way and whatever
comes next..
more interesting of course
when one is not an actual
paid slave to this system.. that system..
or this one hEAR..
K or noT..;)

Faceboook Friend Rafiah
and Poet Blogger provides a nice
tribute to her Friend and Sisters on
her blog and i say in response then and now..

A wonderful tribute to your
Friend Momina and her Birthday
Rafiah.. very
kind as well..
and he if she is
really magic i would
like to meet her too..
as i like MaGiC too..:)

don’t kNow
wHeRe the
he came from..

*and if she is..:)

sMiLes.. mY
FriEnd Rafiah..
Love IS A best
no word at all..
some folks
see it as
A word
others make iT a Force oF liGht
in FeeLinG and GiVinG as God shARinG too..
for me aT leASt.. God works best thAT waY iN liGht..:)

And now i say.. after careful analysis of all the world’s problems..
the solution is Love fearlessly smArt in GiVinG ShaRinG way.. jobs are
increasingly changing over to an automation of machines over human and no
the answer is not cutting taxes so the richer can cut back more jobs through
automation and build more Towers with personal labels as such.. and no the answer
is not a socialist or what one might name communist way either.. as that takes away
the incentives to be all you can be without similar forced into molds of society.. we
already have a hybrid answer that works well in homogenous oriented Scandinavian countries
with a social net and free market that works for all.. and that is going to be much more difficult
to do in a society like our country that is still based in reality on separatist ethic of Church of
us vs them.. as the chosen few.. yeah.. the Church is the biggest seller of lowering taxes for the rich
as sure it is a social network for jobs the same.. and Trump just jumped on the back of that Camel hump
and road
it all the
way to victory
of the ignorance
of those who would
suffer the most if all
his pipe dreams were instituted
as gospel truth.. it’s more complicated
than that.. so much more complicated and if
he sticks with it for 4 years.. as he is already
what one can easily define as heart attack material now..
there won’t be much left but a label on a tower.. live and
learn or don’t.. it’s now reported that his wife said we have a great
life please don’t do this.. why.. why.. why.. etc.. and such as that..
well here’s
the thing
about the
of soul
it is a much
much deeper pit
than his Trump Tower is tall..
there are somethings that can not
be bought particularly a soul in MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCe that is over flowing with
the force of faith and love the same in total positive
light away from the DArk that reigns in black hole souls..
He wouldn’t believe me.. no different than anyone else if i told
him that all the answers are as simple as balance without fear plus love..
as finding that after wiring a brain and body for Garage Stuff from Walmart..
can truly
be a Trump
Tower through
the needle of a hole
of hell so deep that
a miracle is crawling out now..
He keeps digging he keeps digging he keeps digging more..
this hole
too and it smells
the same…..
of hell..
a hard scent
and taste to get
rid of once you’re tHeRe..
as the gull flies free one with sun..
soon as
i get rid
of this
intestinal bug..
trip to the beach not
gonna happen to day.. noW..
as i sTiLL fly hiGh iNsiDe.. Now..:)


“It is surely harmful to souls to make it
a heresy to believe what is proved.”

~~ Galileo Galilei ~~

Hmm.. reminds me of what
our mutual Muslim friend said
when i told her science proves that
the homosexual element of her society
IS A natural part of Nature and God one..

“Science can go to hell”..

And sure
one can bury and
cover up Lesbians
to the Chest in Iran
without a complaint so
they will not be able to cover
their eyes while being stoned to death..
is not
it is still deadly
to all of God’s children
as Nature same.. like Nature
ain’t got an answer to balance now..
viruses.. ain’t got no ‘brain’..;)

And you and i were the only
two out of the crowd that
stood up to it and said
Atheist and PAN
theist-plUs.. hehe..;)

“The opposite of Galileo’s defense is also true;
surely it is harmful to souls to make it mandatory to believe what is unprovable.
History is a long litany of absolute proof of such harm.”

~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~

yep.. God
don’t make sense..
unless God is hungry..;)

Calvin: “Do you believe our destinies are determined by the stars?”
Hobbes: “Nah.”
Calvin: “Oh, I do.”
Hobbes: “Really? How come?”
Calvin: “Life’s a lot more fun when you’re not responsible for your actions.”

~~ “Calvin and Hobbes,” Bill Watterson ~~

It’s worth noting..
the Dinosaurs might
still rule without a
and the Gulf of Mexico…
iT all comes out iN A explosion..:)

Every normal man must be tempted
at times to spit on his hands,
hoist that black flag,
and begin slitting throats.

– H.L. Mencken

Unless they
are a Bonobo..;)

If you wish to know
Why there are disasters
Of Armies and Weapons in the world
Listen to the piteous cries
From the slaughterhouse at midnight

~~ Old Chinese Saying ~~

Or modern
Video Games.. all bloody and such.. WiTH
Lots of repressed/oppressed Anger up in there..
(am i a REAL man or not..etc..)
just waiting
shoot.. first..;)

“The Meaning Of Life:
The reason that we’re all here is that
it was too crowded where we were supposed to go.”

~~ Steven Wright ~~

Considering that as science
shows humans are still not literally
evolved to live peacefully in villages of more
than about 150 to 200 sets of familiar similar eyes.. yes..
it seems
it’s too
here for
a place
that gets along
without laws.. judges..
prisons.. and such as that..
fences.. brick homes.. and climate
controlled prisons with screens too..
to get away from the reality of human imbalance too..;)

“Are you sure it isn’t time for another colorful metaphor?”

~~ Spock, “The Voyage Home,” stardate 8390 ~~

i remember that movie..
they finally developed a way
to speak to whales.. with equAlly
colorful whale

“Recorded history is largely an account of the
crimes and disasters committed by banal little
men at the levers of imperial machines.”

— Edward Abbey

As it continues
in real time now..;)

“All military type firearms are to be handed in immediately… The SS, SA and Stahlhelm give every respectable German man the opportunity of campaigning with them. Therefore anyone who does not belong to one of the above named organizations and who unjustifiably nevertheless keeps his weapon… must be regarded as an enemy of the national government.”

— SA Oberfuhrer of Bad Tolz, March, 1933

Or on the other
turn in your brain..
and Love for fear..;)

“Though all the winds of doctrine were let loose to play upon the earth, so Truth be in the field, we do ingloriously, by licensing and prohibiting, to misdoubt her strength. Let her and Falsehood grapple: who ever knew Truth put to the worse in a free and open encounter?”

— John Milton — Areopagitica

Don’t discount
A Force within..

Nature deficit disorder
God Deficit disorder
same one
me two…:)

“Every day passes whether you participate or not.”

— Deng Ming-Dao

And When fully
alWays bE..:)

“Freedom begins between the ears.”

— Edward Abbey

The Body
is the mind
when free and
unfettered by between
the ears..
at least
for me..
stuck up tHeRe
for so many years..;)

“Eat not thy heart; which forbids to afflict our souls,
and waste them with vexatious cares.”

— Plutarch — Of the Training of Children

Yup.. like
Trump Towers..;)

“It is far more impressive when others discover
your good qualities without your help.”

— Miss Manners (Judith Martin)

*Hi fives friend after
stoning a Lesbian
in Iran..
all the
way at the courage
of his friend while she
screams.. buried to her chest..
not able to cover her eyes.. at all…

it depends.. sTiLL now
on the culture/religion alWays..
what is or not impressive or good..
or sweet
now in
devil eYes
wide open..
or closed to heARt…
bottom lines.. culture/religion
has no limits of disgusting..
attributes too..
in potential @leaSt..:)

“The truth is always the strongest argument.”

— Sophocles — Phaedra, Frag. 737

Or “science can go to hell”.

“As long as you live, keep learning how to live.”

— Seneca

Hope of those
who suffer and
die at the hands of ignorance…

“The soul is healed by being with children.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevski

The best thing about millennials
who DO NOT attend church..
they are very
the Good Cop Jesus
in tolerating differences
and accepting those folks..
and sure.. some of ’em aren’t too
thrilled about keeping one job.. and truth
be told
Good Cop
archetype of
Jesus was just
another hobo
with a hand
give for love
and a hand out
for help the human way
without cities.. and churches
and Trump such as that.. more.. in living
hell homes..;)

“You’re never too old to become younger.”

— Mae West

And even stronger
too.. with the real power
of epigenetics.. neuroplasticity
and the power of suggestion in placebo..
affect and effect in total fearless smArt love way..
as IsReAL Force faith..
in other
all in
positive liGht
with or without words of more..
Yeah.. and when folks tale me
that’s just idealism Fred with no
empirical results.. i’ve got
and whip
out a smart
phone with
all the evidence in plain view..
and they just leave with a what the fuck look..
the evidence
trust books.. oF old
or even science alone..;)


Dark and Light Circles of Life

WeLL.. goodness.. or forced
rest as it might be called
in relative way
of what miGht
be rest in my liFe..
too much intestinal bug
to dance in public.. some sand
and sun dance as such.. and existence
spent behind a screen in the Mechanical cognition
of backing up text and links.. one step.. two step three..
even a computer programmed
like i used to be
can make
a breeze..
and reAlly.. it’s quite
amazing with the help
of technology one person
can publish the size of a book
in three places of back-ups and secondary
links to fully illustrated versions on line in a
matter of a couple of hours or so.. not in the wildest
imagination.. even back in the last pARt of last century
of course.. before the robot of technology comes to the
of doing
more more more
faster and more efficient
as in some ways we all become
the 6 million dollar dudes and dudettes..
eTc.. in tranhumanistic technological assisted way..
yep.. two Macro Verses backed up to three Facebook
pages yesterday and three today.. in what makes over the
size of two books in two days.. wHeRe all it takes is one step two
step three step more to get the job done in monotony mechanical cognition
stagnation with almost no creativity too.. productivity.. yes.. creativity little little
and more less.. i don’t enjoy it as it’s actually work to me and not fun.. as creativity
is always fun to me.. even when it comes iN dARk as all becomes more meaning
and purpose when emoTioNs and SeNSEs are touched accordingly from head to toe..
out of the
space of
robot only
thinking between
the ears.. yes.. you know
and feel the Kundalini Serpent..
perhaps.. the Vagal nerve that goes from
Brain to gut.. and spreads out neurochemistry
of daRk and liGht and the ‘tween of that iN sHades
oF grey as that dampens down to bLack hole numb
and on the polar end of beYond rainbow emoTioN colors
and senses.. a place that MuSiC and DancE as SonG ofTen
takes me too..
as iMAginaTioN
and creATiVity SinGS
and DancEs as noW goeS oN
LiGht and BriGht iN positive way..
hmm.. anyWay.. Facebook friend Rafiah
shares a status about finding a certain satisfaction
in watching harrowing negative spirit movies and i say..
Emotion is Life..:)
Spirit is Emotion..:)
And now i say..
we must feel..
whatever it takes..
humanity demands that when human..:)

Child Creates GOD Again

And now i share a rather short MacroVerse memory
as supplied by the Facebook Algorithm helper from
two years ago.. named.. “Child Creates GOD Again”..
worth quoting verbatim iN
my estimation at leASt noW..
and considering all stuff news.. timely too..;)

Religion historically..

has been used to control human populations

to live in much larger societies that they are evolved for…

Religion historically has been used

one and same with politics

for this same aim

to control large herds of humans…

Controls used are oppression

and repression of human nature..

particularly reproductive freedoms

and subjugation of the herd

through illusory fears for materialistic gains…

In this way in the past

religion has served this purpose well

to control populations

when subsistence was hard to maintain for the masses..

particularly to exclude the potential for anarchy among the masses…

Religion continues to serve this purpose among the masses

where the social welfare state is not strong..

and there are few safety nets

when subsistence can no longer be gained…

All the great philosophers who went out on their own..

and escaped these language and culture centric ideas of religion..

went OUT ON similar paths to awakening and enlightenment

escaping the illusions of a culture and religion

designed for a way of life in concentrated population

that humans are simply not evolved to do…

One tale IS THAT of a philosopher known as Jesus

who went out into the desert

and found the GOD of Mother Nature True there.

One tale of a philosopher known as Buddha

renounced his riches

and wandered the country side

eventually ending up under a tree

and found the GOD of Mother Nature True there..

careful not to name GOD so GOD would not be idolized

and instead sought within

for A true path of enlightenment and awakening

back into human intuitive and instinctual

God given ways of ‘KNOWING’ AKA FAITH





INCLUDING Friedrich Nietzsche

who did serious research into the faults

and limitations of modern religions

as expressed now..

and came to agreement

with the tales of Buddha and Jesus

that GOD lives within us ONE AND SAME…













The problem is as science now shows.. is..


















there is a feeling.. loving..

empathic part of the brain



















actually FEELING






‘FIRST woman is LOVE..

And then man creates Atheist..


And No..

it shouldn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out why AND HOW.. but…


Dark and Light Circles of Life

“Dark and Light Circles of Life”..
Just a link here as typically posts grew this year
10 times as big in 2015 than 2014.. and the rest of
the story here of course.. up to three times or so as 2015.. in 2016..
as the Nautilus shell of creativity in golden spiral ways continues to branch
out as existence ‘normally’ does when free and beyond the limitations and expectations
of mechanical
cognition of
rule strong
life.. yes.. the
one step.. two step..
three step ways.. and even
five or six of scientific method
of measuring all
in empirical
hmm.. it juSt
flowS iN ZonE wHeRE
iMaGInatIOn iN lucid waKing
dreaMs come to fruition in the neXt
dance step or song word soon.. it goes oN
Free as liFE WiLL do when God Lives within as happiness true..:)


Living beyond rainbow tops.. mountains
sing and dance colors unseen..
Sinking below
at dARkest
can no longer
of life…
paintings many
paintings few
paintings more
paintings none..
it’s safe to say and feel
and not feel at all my friend.. i’ve been to all these
places.. and at line one it makes the other places more difficult to see..
until fortune of illness comes.. like an intestinal bug of the last few days..
a glimmer of dark.. a remembrance of hell.. so far.. so far away.. yet real in them
days.. all 66 months.. at 47 thru 53.. a year or so not nearly as bad in college days..
and stints
of mania
where one can only
scream as every cell is lit
up to the extreme.. where the sun is night…
Dante is correct.. and so are the other ‘religious
figures’.. who note hell and heaven and places
of purgatory ‘tween.. there are many
levels now from negative
50 minus to positive 50 plus
as above so below.. but surely
only those who have gone tHeRe
and come back
can relate
to either
as real
as only
who are devils angels now..
unfeel hell and feel heaven..
same my friend.. it’s nice now
to have wings.. with levers of balance
float.. and for some minds and bodies it takes
almost a life-time for Frankensteins to get all the
places and parts toGEthER in one liFE noW iN sAil in synch..
yes.. my friend.. it’s safe to say.. i’ve seen both sides now.. i wish i had
a formula for all
as happiness
that would stay
better than any quick
fix of drug or faux magic…
i find one for me in imagination
and creativity in SonG and DancE..
and it is never free and always exploration
to the next
liGht of
iN a
practice of
LIFe as liGht.. sTiLL
continuing away Now from
dArkness.. my friEnd.. now when
folks ask.. why do you do so much..
if only they knew.. if only they knew..
if only they felt and unfelt life as death..
of hell..
i hope not..
i hope not..
as i continue the escape..
and destination as liGht..:)

Other than that
light to you.. thefeatheredsleep
Candice.. in whatever way liGht comes now..:)


“Joys divided are increased.”

in one
likely to all fall..

“I know but one freedom, and that is the freedom of the mind.”

~~ Antoine de Saint Exupery ~~

i feel but one freedom
and this is a freedom of body
then the
ears oF oLd..;)

“Forget about likes and dislikes.
They are of no consequence.
Just do what must be done.
This may not be happiness, but it is greatness.”

~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

nah.. fuck
i’LL take happiness
any now over empty trumpness..;)

Creation is a mighty joke,
but the laugh is at my own expense.”

~~ Meher Baba ~~

No escaping Nature..
sure.. giggle..
as Nature giggles..:)

Everything in excess!
To enjoy the flavor of life, take big bites.
Moderation is for monks.”

~~ Lazarus Long ~~

what goes
up now
too high
low.. then..
speAking oN course..
enjoy low and high…:)

“Where principle is involved,
be deaf to expediency.”

~~ James Webb ~~

Slow burn of liGht lives..
Slow burn of dArk dies..:)

“Failure to understand reality
is not reality’s fault.”

~~ Bill Henneman ~~

is fault
is success..
dark or light
action and consequence
positive or negative..
only humans fail on Earth
with words beyond reality..;)


~~ Socrates ~~

Life is verb


~~ Sartre ~~

Verb is life


~~ Sinatra ~~

Verb IS God

” …and remember you’re a Man, not just god,
and for you there aren’t and never will be
any easy answers, only questions,
and no reasons, only causes,
and no meaning, only intelligence,
and no destination
and no kindly magic smiling down from above,
and no fires to goad you from below,
only Yourself and the Universe
and what you make out of the interface between the two equals.”

~~ Keith Laumer, “Night of Delusions” ~~

And then..
god thought..
got lost…
in pARts..
named humans..;)

FucK word th0ughts
God AM..:)


Luke 25:35-43.. one of my favorite written
scriptures of the New Testament no matter
who wrote it.. as modern biblical scholars most
assuredly say it was no actual Apostle of Jesus and
and at most a Greek Translation of what was passed
around a round table of illiterate Aramaic speaking Christians in desert land wander
sects for 40 years.. where the literate Greeks chose which sect teachings they
liked and which they did not like.. ranging from some sects that suggested
12 Gods exist to the monotheism of 1 to what eventually was re-arranged
in the Nicene Council to three in one of Father.. Jesus.. and Holy Spirit
same as one God.. and of course promoting a humble Yogi-like dude
who was plenty zealous too from many reports.. last is first.. meek
inherits the earth to Soldier Sun God and King of the Universe too..
now that’s a helluva promotion considering what David got
in the words of Old Testament in whomever wrote that
story in what stands in hand written copied scribed
pages of the ages of centuries with what biblical
scholars suggest is a total of somewhere
around three to four hundred thousand
mistakes.. some.. simply innocent
as of course happens when
written stuff is copied by
hand and others
changed it to fit the
deeper sentiments
of whatever now and day
came and comes next for those
in control of the mighty scribe pen all
and different in countless numbers of scribes
that kept the pages coming different over centuries
before a English Bound and printed copy came around
the 15th Century.. anyWay.. it’s the trUth and liGht that counts
no matter who wrote it.. and if you don’t think myth and hyperbole
works well with the so-called ignorant masses.. one need look no further
than the recent political election in a country where folks are even mostly
literate today.. with 12 years or so of education.. supposedly to greater allow
the ability for critical thinking too.. hmm.. the elite of the days are the ones who
wrote the bible.. not the Jesus.. not the Trump fans then.. yes.. the elite.. priests
and politicians and poets same.. the high brow as it were and still is.. and they
do provide some great lessons among the dark ones for the political brew
of church and state same of expanding the Holy Roman Empire and
church with newly crowned King of the Universe three in one
God in 325 AD or so in that Nicene Council.. that perhaps
as biblical scholars say could even come as 18% of the
whomever wrote the books by then and now.. in
New Testament way.. and more likely less of
what was written way way back then..
revised by the elite and high brow
centuries and centuries after
that and of course the easiest
thing for the ignorant to say is
i believe what ever the book says no
matter what happened yesterday as blind
believe equals faith no matter truth and light
or not.. well.. my friends.. textbook definition of
ignorance.. and trust in ignorance.. with bits and
pieces of truth and light that some how arrive still today
among all the hyperbole and myth now.. and as always the
lesson here is.. those who have walked in dark are more likely
to understand dark than those who have not.. yes.. more likely to
forgive on the bottom line of the story when the story book comes to end..
and reap the current paradise of love in doing that with a heARt that lives
over ignorance of know it all scribes that say if you break our rules you die..
you die.. you suffer die.. and are even tortured too.. as they do in countries
of so-called God still today for those who refuse to reign under the rule
of ignorance still.. as already illustrated well enough in this current
blog post today.. well.. moral of the church story in real life example
today is the new nice priest who does a very good job overall to
me failed miserably by the word of his own words today as
he said.. it is the end of the story.. the destination that is
important.. not the journey there.. yeah wRite.. sure..
like all of life experience doesn’t make now what
it is.. and in his ending words as he was lauding
the longevity of congregation marriages
as the audience claps for folks
who have married the longest
in anniversary way for
achievement of
sticking together
the priest ends with
no consideration at all
for the homosexual youth in
the congregation that science shows
is in any general audience to the tune of
4 percent or so around the world still today
at least.. and says this shows that marriage is
sacred between a man and a woman.. to get this
jab on the folks who are no less or no more important
than he in a Creator’s own land where God makes people
of all different colors of bio and neuro-diversity including those
with different sexual orientations too.. both in ways of innate and
environmental pressures in epigenetic and neuroplastic ways too..
and names himself God with the rest of the church and passes judgment
on their potential life long marriage in something less than scared as his
sacredness and the other folks who follow the ignorance of his rule and
church rule same.. or less.. or less.. sacred that what he and others are
in the congregation now.. you see.. he is still living in a land of Leviticus
paraphrased and changed by scribes countless times since 3500 years
or so again.. and not unlike the Pope and others in the Catholic
Church that admit Evolution is a real deal and God don’t have
to do magic tricks to be real now.. they haven’t crossed
the other barriers of ignorance for the original real
definition of apocalypse in Greek way of
lifting the veils of ignorance still today..
gentile.. jew.. servant or free.. woman
or man no more.. now there’s a
another favorite of mine..
a lesson of the sages
of the ages and the
good old U.S. oF A..
Declaration of Independence
of the inalienable rights to life.. liberty
and the pursuit of happiness for ALL HUMAN
BEINGS NOW.. no.. not just folks in pretty colored
golden robes.. with golden chalices.. in a big temple dome..
the sand of earth
the water
of life
that is
all of God’s
creation including
peoples all now too..
leave anyone out.. and
trust me.. you’ll never fully..
come close to fully living in the
Paradise at hand now Jesus was
speaking of in that parable of the
cross whomever wrote that story to
deliver that message and help deliver
this one and many more now.. it’s just
FucKinG common sense for those with any
FucKinG semblance of empathy and compassion
for their fellow human beings past church and state now..
the Declaration of Independence makes sense.. and feel oF
TruTh and liGht now.. and it took a FucKinG Constitutional
Lawer as African American President to finally put the core of
the good cop
Jesus rule
of Golden
without chalices
robes and temple domes
into law.. so the ignorant now
no longer rule the trUth and liGht now..
for now at least.. as long as trUth and liGht rules.. Free..
iN the U.S. oF A..
Good Cop Jesus

Well.. since the intestinal bug started on Thursday night.. definitely
it has put a cramp on my public dance since that dance night then..
but still with no throwing up.. space for dance at least on
Sunday to the tune of local stores in Katrina’s
Thanks Giving store prep soon for the gala
Family of both sides Turkey.. eTc.. event..
for 10 miles or so today.. albeit quite a bit
dehydrated as my 230LBS is stretched out
somewhat thinner looking on a November cooler
iN SuN DaY Azure skies today.. and oh Lord.. i’ve
slept more in the last few days out of pure weakness
from not holding much in.. probably since i was sick years
ago and sleep was the only escape from daily hell of pain then..
where any escape from life was more like heaven then.. than hell of
real wide
awake flesh
and blood life.. but
hehe.. even sun and sand
dance came a little after a regular
workout on Friday of still leg pressing
1020 lbs 33 times then.. with a little more
kicking up dry sand dust in the yard on Saturday too..
as seriouSly..
once you’ve really
been to hell for 66 months..
an intestinal bug with a little more
rest is enough for ya to wanna wake up
and sprint across the field to church on Sunday
morning bright life
still now..
as rest from
exercise totally
in one day is something
i rarely ever do.. not even when
i could not sleep for 40 days back in 2008..
except for one hour of cardboard shallow sleep
with the aid of an alpha blocker for one hour each night
for the first 35 of 40 and none the last 5 of 40.. i literally
crawled my way into my home work-out room then and did
something anything of a dream to take my existence out of
coarse iron pain then.. and i still haven’t mustered up what it takes
to get that room back in shape for another work-out again.. as those
were walls of hell.. were walls of hell.. on earth plane then.. one day i
will when
there is nothing
else to do.. but in
heaven until the day
i actually need to workout
in tHeRE.. hell can stay on hold
and heaven will never wait for now iSREaL..:)

Skeyes of Faith

Skeyes of Faith

Short poetic Micro Expression on the term
Faith that wRiTE oN course has recently
been expanded from 2014 to date to a much
large Macro
Verse in
2016 too..
but hey.. you
know what some
say about brevity and wit..;)

Moving without Knowing IS Faith

Faith IS knowing without Moving

Faith IS Knowing

Knowing IS Faith

Faith IS NOT Knowledge

Knowledge NOT IS Faith
























UNI-versal Soul of Creativity

UNI-versal Soul of Creativity

As i document my recovery
from a similar intestinal
bug that included upper intestinal
problems too.. from two years ago..
including a clip of words from this
short Macro Verse as provided in Facebook
assistant as such..;)


the ones who create

leave a part of their soul behind..

whether it is word..

or song..

or paint of offspring..

or light of night shade..

gone dark..

magically to appear again.. with a twist of left or right…..

So yes.. i told my wife..

that table over there is part of someone’s soul and no..

not just the person who designed IT..

but the person who fastened the wooden leg bolt and was it me or you who did it..

i do not know.. so our souls are all mixed together in all we do and see..:)

And this entire current
Macro-Verse number 722 is
is due for likely
on Monday
morning along
with some more
catch-up of two
Macro-Verses for back
up text only on three Facebook
pages too.. no title yet.. i suppose
i’ll sleep on it and see what comes when
iT is
“Fried and Forgiven Turkeys”..;)


Another much longer night of
sleep.. still recovering from Nature’s
equalizers of illness that tell human clearly
we are no
the dirt
and dust
we come from
as Earth whole
where the smallest of
creatures who invade our
bodies can bring us almost
to a standstill.. but hehe.. not
quiet with me yet as i Dance and Sing
on through a little fog
and tardy
of that..
“Fried and Forgiven Turkeys”
as a ThanksGiving Prequel to what
will be the 6th year birthday of my existence
online measuring somewhere around 12 million
words of footprints and hand prints digitally large
in number
of key
as each
finger creates
another letter with
words combining those
letters into pages into novels
and books and new testaments
same oF old ideas and new ideas
too of awakening and enlightening
and all the other bullshit that makes
life what
it is
what it
is all that is
as we mini-me’s of
God Dance and SinG
On.. not really that much
different than the rest
of Uni-Verse plus
we humans
are currently getting
way way out of balance
as Fried Turkeys can do when
arriving more than well done at burnt..
and that reminds me of my last visit to a Southern
Baptist Farm where one of the nice overall men responded
to my wife’s hesitancy to prepare a Turkey from raw yet for
that tradition that most women accomplish by 40 or so.. as the
other matriarchs in a family almost soley female on both sides
continue to supply without any Katrina labor
on cooking the big T birds except
for one year where she
a pre-cooked
bird to perfection
by the instructions on
the package then.. anyway.. he
said words to the effect of.. wouldn’t
it be horrible if the ‘tree huggers’ made it
a conservation effort to save turkeys on Thanks Giving
day as ‘the book’ says WE ARE SUPPOSED TO DOMINATE
NATURE AS HE GOES BY ‘THAT BOOK’.. strictly.. even though
most of these people wouldn’t pay two sheets of paper to the wind if
someone in the desert ‘over there’.. instructed anyone to do something now..
as i look outside my window in what has been a night close to freezing in North
Florida Panhandle way.. colors from green to red are still prevalent along with
close to sugary white sandy loam earth.. very dry in drought style too..
Nature.. is overall friendly here in obvious lush abundance..
a drought spells a natural animal and human same
aversion in innate instinctual and intuitive
way toward a life giving moisture
of drink for life
for all
in abundance
way.. no matter if
the Walmart filled aisles
of groceries say nay to that
in all one can eat sugars and fats..
however.. if one living in a Flower State like
Florida can imagine living in a desert with very
little colorful life-giving resources.. a combative ideology
against Nature is not hard to imagine.. whereas the American
Indians found abundance in creeks filled with fish in drinking water
clean style.. as well as herds of bison as far as the eye can see
for more lasting sources of protein and fat too..
a place of foraging where starvation
wasn’t an every day
in desert
areas where
fertility is a wish
on a nile flood and
such as that.. in fertile
crescent pockets here and
there.. anyway.. some folks had
the nomad gene and left those places
for better horizons And destroying abundance
with this idea of dominating and raping the earth
in places of abundance is a very dangerous and sick
ideology still now in other places where it comes down
to trees and breathing and rudimentary living actions like that..
the real turkeys are the ones who make heaven somewhere else
but the abundance of what is here for those brave enough and resourceful
enough to find the heaven spots on earth and settle there in balance instead
of continuing to
rape that
that balances
with God and
Nature same..
as uS.. here’s the
deal.. those who are
meek enough and last
enough to put the rest of
Nature and God the same
on a pedestal of respect live..
And those Turkeys who are humans
now who refuse are gonna eventually
get fried with or without a deep fat cooker
or not.. can Fried Turkeys be forgiven.. sure
they can.. when the meek inherit the earth in balance
as they’ve done so far to date.. without going extinct
by hands
now that
to foolishly
dominate the earth
as the real Turkeys now..
Truth be told.. the ET does not live above
alone.. the alien lives separated out of balance
with life giving earth as home with God as Nature
giver father and mother same as parents of us all..
helping people find their way home truly does mean stripping
off the dArk clothes now of culture and getting back in balance with the Earth Free..
that gives us all Heaven.. Purgatory.. and Hell.. as God same does in Sunshiny LiGht
beYond rainbow colors and sHades of cloudy grey that can become beautiful sunsets too..
along with the DaRk pits of scarcity that include humans without warm emotional lives and
ones who lack integration in senses one with nature same one with God all now as
of naked abundance too..
we can help each other find
the way back home or not.. as
sure.. God is an Equal Opportunity
Employer In nature in all stuff action
and consequence from dARk to liGht..
our relative free wills used as creator toGeTher
vs.. Destroyer will determine if we become more
cosmic dancers in balance than destructors of the bread and water of life..:)

Alien of Creativity

Alien of Creativity

And finAlly a share of a Macro-Verse
Memory from a year ago that certainly
moves in synchronicity of what i am saying
here as i continue to do my little pArt of reaching
out into a world of different and same.. where seriously
life doesn’t have to be nearly as complicated as it is now..
if we take less than we give and share and give more to each
otHer as Love away from fears and smArter in both reason and
art away from ignorance into a new Apocalypse that truly does meet
the original Greek definition of lifting the veils of ignorance.. but here’s the
thing.. we all view our Uni-Verses in Multi-Verse way differently at least slightly
than each other and while i look out my window and see colors of abundance all
other see is sHades of grey to stark bLack of hopelessness now in environments
of scarcity to starvation to bloody wars on soils.. and rape of scarcity as abundance same..
where suffering and misery in imbalance is the rule over balance and bliss as life can be in
Heaven now..
can i blame anyone
for being discontented
in purgatory and hell now..
well of course not.. already been
there and done them places where the
shell of beauty in Flower state was lost to
me invisible with no comfort at all then to soothe
a soul as it does in abundance of heaven now.. the
Kingdom of God and Heaven same lives within no matter
what the environment is of beauty outside and skin deep same..
and sure
the other
of daRkest
niGhts of soul yet too..
there’s a way uP out of the
dArkest pits that for sure i can
say/feel for me at least as last and meek
strong and Fearless full of Positive Love
or not
i live i thrive
with the Kingdom
of God and Heaven
within.. inside.. wild and
free.. smARt iSREaL.. no
longer alien.. A pArt of God
and Nature
i feel as
fill sAMe and
different more..:)


“All that we are is the result of what we have thought.”
~~ Buddha ~~

Ugh.. problem
with humans
and words
they tend
more to forget
what they are
and who they are more now..
in so much more than words of thOught..
words becoMe idols liFe bEcomes less overALL..ugh..
missing A..;)

ThOughts are guideposts
to so
more without thoughtS aT aLL..:)

We are the UniVerse
inDeed and thOught
and more importantly
sensing and feeling
to care
in joy and bliss
sad sad humans
without more than
words and thoughts..
sad sad
sAMe and different as pARt..;)

“Who needs astrology?
The wise man gets by on fortune cookies.”

— Edward Abbey

So let it be written as light
more likely actinG as liGht..:)

“I drank WHAT???????”

— Socrates (470?-399 B.C.)

with due

“Ants are so much like human beings as to be an embarrassment…
They do everything but watch television.”

— Lewis Thomas

A routine that builds the same
Side walks that travel insane..;)

“I have lived in this world just long enough to look
carefully the second time into things that I am most certain of the first time.”

— Josh Billings

makes distance
when traveled
more than one path..:)

“By definition, when you are investigating the unknown,
you do not know what you will find.”

— The Ultimate Principle

Books that know everything
can be even more than deadly..:)

” The difference between a politician and a snail
is that a snail leaves its slime behind.”

— Gerrold’s Pronouncement

Wherever there
is contingency
all is life slime
and sublime..;)

“One of the most striking differences between
a cat and a lie is that the cat has only nine lives.”

— Mark Twain, Pudd’nhead Wilson

Lie IS A
of human relative free will..
and cognitive empathy same..
for folks who lie in consideration of not hurting
the feelings of others..
after that
it gets
oF/oN course…;)

Mad, adj.: Affected with a high degree of intellectual independence …

— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”

lie of

“The forces of evil can marshal even more support
than the forces of good, especially when pizza is served.”

— unknown

extra cheese..;)

Okay, so, I can’t count…. I’m happy, so it all balances out, right?
Right…. Onward, before they have a chance to catch up….

few on same
page any
sings choir with no pages..
except for trump bound together..;)

“It behooves a prudent person to make trial of everything before arms.”

— Terence (185-159 BC) — Act iv, Sc. 7, 19, (789.)

And now there’s Twitter bullets..;)


“What is done with joy is always better done.”

— H. L. Mencken

And sure..
Twitter laughs..

“After silence that which comes nearest to
expressing the inexpressible is music.”

— Aldous Huxley

Extension of vocal chords as strings..
Heart Beats as drums
And winded instruments as throat..
wind alone..
and pine needle leaves
beatS it all
for me..

“I agree with the realistic Irishman who said
he preferred to prophesy after the event.”

— G. K. Chesterton, ILN, 10/7/16

Yes.. sigNature
oF A

“Nobody does good to man with impunity.”

— Auguste Rodin (1840-1917)

Nature with

“Distrust all in whom the impulse to punish is powerful.”

— Nietzsche, “Thus Spake Zarathustra”

Impulse to punish
likely butt hurt in ‘military school’..;)

“And furthermore, my bowling average is unimpeachable!!!”

— Zippy the Pinhead


i saved
this one
for last and first..;)

Children’s Party

May I join you in the doghouse, Rover?
I wish to retire till the party’s over.
Since three o’clock I’ve done my best
To entertain each tiny guest. My conscience now I’ve left behind me,
And if they want me, let them find me.
I blew their bubbles, I sailed their boats,
I kept them from each other’s throats. I told them tales of magic lands,
I took them out to wash their hands.
I sorted their rubbers and tied their laces,
I wiped their noses and dried their faces. Of similarities there’s lots
Twixt tiny tots and Hottentots.
I’ve earned repose to heal the ravages
Of these angelic-looking savages. Oh, progeny playing by itself
Is a lonely little elf,
But progeny in roistering batches
Would drive St. Francis from here to Natchez. Shunned are the games a parent proposes,
They prefer to squirt each other with hoses,
Their playmates are their natural foemen
And they like to poke each other’s abdomen. Their joy needs another woe’s to cushion it,
Say a puddle, and someone littler to push in it.
They observe with glee the ballistic results
Of ice cream with spoons for catapults, And inform the assembly with tears and glares
That everyone’s presents are better than theirs.
Oh, little women and little men,
Someday I hope to love you again, But not till after the party’s over,
So give me the key to the doghouse, Rover

~~ Ogden Nash ~~








BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels


41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)



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