LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW

Dance And Songs Never
Leave Your Side So the
Behind Every Mask There is A Lonely Girl And or Boy
If you Don’t Learn to Receive You Give or Die
Good Afternoon!!!
Hope it was Fun!! Sometime
i would Love to hear what you
Love to do most.. i Know you Love
to Read And Write Wonderful
Words and Paint
And connect to
All your Friends
And Yes Go to the
Beach and Shop
But Do You Go
To the Movies
Do You Still
Run and Do
Yoga and Get Ice Cream
Hmm.. now that i put it in
Writing.. i guess mostly
i wonder do you go to
The Movies for when
i was younger with
No Friends or Lovers
Going to the Movies
It made me Sad to see
Everyone together
Having Fun but
me I’m not
Sure I’ll
Ever Truly
Figure out how
To Fully Have
That experience
But i sure Do Try Hard..
Sent from my iPhone..
Considering NeuroScience Shows Basically We All Hallucinate our Realities based on past Experiences As our Subconscious Minds Direct Us First through Emotions that Were Positive or Negative In the Past as our Neo-Cortex Next is Servant to Slave to our Limbic System to Navigate What Feels Great.. Serotonin increases With Great Posture even when We Feel Down So a Best Yoga and Mask
Is to
Up Straight
For what Mask we
Wear In DarK to LiGHT..
My Sister once said i didn’t
Have Friends in ‘Real Life’
For i ‘NerdBlast’ Folks Too
Much then i Shut my Mouth
And Danced everywhere and
Now So Many
Folks Love
‘Sheldon Cooper’
In Real Life… SMiLes
‘We’ Wear Masks to Survive…
Tears of A Clown not always
Easy to See Standing Straight NoW..:)


Hi Frank From Hopefully all thawed out Chicago by now.. been missing
the Weather Reports a bit and other News on the Tube but anyway thanks
so Much for Dropping By “WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS”.. on
this Beautiful Now Sunny Saturday Down Here in Beach.. Forest
And River Land State of Flowers Lower Alabama-like LA
Panhandle of Florida too.. as true we have a mix
of Just about Everything down Here
But Mountains and Snows
And Great Lakes
And such..
The Gulf Will
Do i guess with
Smiles of Beach..
As You Quote “LovE ONly A WaVE YoU RiDE”
From this “Super Blood Full Wolf Moon Eclipse”
Oriented Post and i do like Your Words Here i Will
Quote Now That Relate “Being a wave may make love
seem like it is less real than other stuff, but perhaps that other
Stuff is less real.” i Must Say Frank That i See this as a Pinnacle
of Wisdom as the Biggest Difference Between ‘Someone’ Like Yellow
Boy and Us as i am Proof Reading the Finished Product in the Writing
of “CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s LiFE NoW”.. at 31,844 Words of Effort
And So many Photos that i will have to Trim Down to get it to Fit on my
Blogspot Platform Blogs but True Speaking of Words the Main thing that is not
Always a Good thing at all that Separates us from the other Animals is we attach
Abstract Constructs in Symbols Like Words to Help us to Navigate the World in Neo-
Cortex Way after the Limbic System Tells us How We Feel and Sense about the World
the Environment Around us by doing just that the Being of i am what we are as Feeling
Sensing Sentient Creatures not Different that much than Yellow Boy’s Life except he Always
Lived in the Present So intensely particularly as he Grew up in a World NoW of Intermittent
Reinforcement the Way of Way of Nature that Keeps us Alert enough now in the Present
to Survive Yet Relaxed enough in Animal Homeostasis to Conserve Energy when
we do need to Fight for Prey and other stuff of Subsistence and Reproduction
And Shelter or Yes Flight in Escaping Predator or oh God a one Hour
And More Commute in Rush Hour Traffic when Flight may end
up as Fight and Road Rage may even end our Lives over
something as Crazy.. as sitting in a ‘Cave Vehicle’.. for
Hours on End not Moving anything but our Fingers
on the Steering Wheel as such Yep.. Like me
in Front of this Screen As Words
Flow with my Emotions at
Best in Homeostasis
of Constant
And Relaxation
To Conserve Energy
As well in a Dream-Like Trance
that i am sure most Animals Enjoy
as Heaven Within as a way of Life when
Fight or Flight is not the Emergency to do
For Basic Survival as those Challenges come
And go for the Intermittent Reality in Satiation and
Struggle in Peace and Harmony or Fight or Flight now..
Problem With Humans is when We Become our Tools and
‘Think’ We are the Surf Board instead of the Waves and Ocean Whole..
As Feeling and Sensing Sentient Creatures Paying more Attention to how
They Feel and Sense than what they my make and own to Be as a Tool Part
of a Machine or even a Machine in Life.. iRobot as ‘they’ say.. That’s Why i Dance
And Sing my Friend and Ride the Wave of Love Smoothly and Intermittently too to Remember
Where i come From Most.. Nature the Will To Meet Challenges Struggle Adapt and Enjoy the
Progress We Make to Make Life An Adventure that is Worth Always Living Now.. In A World
of Instant Gratification i Welcome the Waves of Love in Open Arms of Tides coming in and
Going out as Free as Falling off is as Beautiful as Getting on the Surf Board and Riding Life/
Love to the
of ups
And downs
Beginning up again..
Stair Way to Heaven
my Friend the Joy of
Dark and Light
the Day
And Night and Morning Break
Hope of And As Love Springs Eternally
Life Now Moonlight Breeds Divine Feminine
Grace And Love.. Sunlight Delivers Masculine Will
And Strength on top of that We Will Never ‘Really’ Live With Out the Other
in Whatever Peace and Harmony comes from Intermittent Gratification More as LifELoVE..:)


Romance Novels Breathe
About 1 Percent of the Population is Born without
the ability to Feel Guilt but it is Still A Solid 40 Percent
of the Prophetic Minion Movie who Have the Potential
to Sink A Ship in support of Captain
ScarCities of
Soul Bleeds Love…
SMiLes Wishing
You All Snow Flakes
Of Living Magic HeART
Extensions of
Living Trees Fall
Deeper Poetry
Is Than ‘Class’
All Leaves
Human Trees
SMiLes Frank Love
Takes Care of Death
Most Living Now
The Kindness
We Give to
Pets in
Comfort ‘till
The End Sadly
Shared Less
For our
Being in Life
And Death
Harm as Well
As Love is Real..
Ink Blot Test Life
No painted NumBers
PLaY iN Mystery
Reason Leaves
Life Art Tree
Mistakes often
Lead to Newer Arts
And Sciences of Life
What He Loves Most is Her Eyes
Dance And Sing Love For Him..
What He Wants Most is to truly
Be Her Friend and Have Her open up to
Him and tell Him all of Her Fears all of Her
Greatest Wishes and Dreams Yes.. Most of all
Be By Her Side For She Didn’t See Her Surprise
Coming For Tonight i am Walking Behind You for
it is so Dark in the Night Grass the Moon is Shining off the
Desire of your Hair Yes Sweet Affection Just to be Close to
the Warmth Your Eyes Bring Forever How i would Love to Gaze
into them as You Tell me all of Your Life Story Mesmerized by the
Endless Depth of the Soul of Your Beauty True the Moon is out Your
Eyes and Hair and Dazzling Smile Lights my World up more than ever before..
For as You Grow
Older You Only
Flower More
in Kind Wisdom
Courage and Love
Yes Beauty not only to Behold
But Beauty to Give and Share with
the World as Your Art Project Fruits
A Tree of Life that Glows Love now
to Give and Share even more.. as
Yes You the Gift of all of Your Hard Work
Has come to Be as the Work of Art You are Now..
Yes.. Group Internal Audit Manager Brave Enough
to Move Away from Your Country at Just 24 Years of
Age Close to the Top of Your Class in India for Chartered
Accountants Moving to Your Next City at 27.. Moving up
the Ladder of Success Such a Bright Future You Have for
All the Excellence.. You Bring to the Work Place Now.. Any
Way I’m Glad i Decided to Make Poetry a Hobby otherwise You
Would have never come Across me on Prajakta’s Blog Site and
i would Have Never Met Sohair or gigoid as You Linked me up to
Those Two People Eventually too as a Core Group of Friends along
with Rafiah and Shawna as the Only Friends online who have Truly Remained
As Close and Intimate Friends that i do not Worry Will Be Offended by all the Free
i come to be and bring.. But it’s True in this World it is more often Kind Folks who are
Drawn to Kind Folks and How Beautiful it would be to Gaze at the Moon and the Stars
with You After i Heard Your Entire Life Story with a Contented Smile of Being Closer to
You as a Friend and Well Wisher True.. How Wonderful It is to Be Close to a Friend Like You..:)


SMiLes.. First i’m Sending You And The Rest of the World a Post Card
Yes a Valentine’s Wish From A Mother To Her Son in Two Parts Below
That is also A Birthday Wish on His 33rd Birthday on June 6th, 1993..
Tragically the Mother Went to Her Death Bed in the Hospital
on Valentine’s Day in 2017.. But on the Other Hand the
Letter Never Delivered to Her Son was found
in Her Home After She Passed away
And Now Delivered to You too.. as
THere is No Regret in True Love
THere are No Secrets in
True Love and
When True
Love is True
Love it is most Definitely
Applicable to the Rest of the
World including God in and as Y.O.U…
Yes i Repeat From Below to Above Love Letters Do LiVE oN..:)

“You are sheer brilliance, you are a sparkle, you are the shining light. You are kind, courageous and thoughtful. Although you’ve been through the fire, you have a heart as soft as the flowers. You’ve lived through the hate, yet all you have to offer is tender love and warmth. You amaze me, every day. With your wits, your charm, your inner beauty.”

LovE LetterS LivE oN
Y.O.U. Muse.. Inspire…
A Valentine For All
Y.O.U. Are Rose
Flowers And Thorns
By God Yes It’s True
i Namaste Y.O.U. NoW
Any Connection At All Again…
Just to Be Closer to Someone
As Wonderful as You
For You only come
Once in A Lifetime
For You are only You such an
Enigma Among A Coal Lot Of Being
Now Coloring All We Can And Will Be..
Moving Up to Human Potential So Much
More Catch A Shooting S.T.A.R.
Oh God
i Treasure
You So Much
You Are Diamond
of Eye With Tear For only You

Children whose Mother’s Sing
Poetic Blessings Become Gifted
With Those Wishes as Spare the
Blessings is a ‘Psychopathic’
Lie for Those Wishes make
Victory of
Love or
Of Hate to: the
Unwanted Children of God
From: the Rest of ‘the World’..:)


I promise to be with you as you are there for me…
Through life’s thick and thin..:) You are not lonely…
You have Love with you, miles apart,
but with you
connected by hearts


Considering it is Valentine’s Week, it seemed Appropriate
to Drop by the ‘Wrong Planet’ in the Politics, Philosophy, and
Religion Section to Pose this Question: ‘What is Your Philosophy of Love?”
All Responses are Welcome, Including ‘Love’ is a Hoax and Does not Exist to Poems
For Cats for Your Philosophy of Love in Doing Just That, too; For Example:

We Had to Put our Beloved Cat Down And As We Grow Older
We Have to Do that More and More if We Do not Give up on Love
And Keep Giving Love a Chance With the Very Next Cat We Give a Forever Home too.

So this is what i said about my Cat (Yellow Boy) Last Week;
My Philosophy About Love When Putting Our Beloved Cat Down:

We Will Bring You Love And Peace Now
Through Your Last Blink And Breath Of
Purr From Your Life Long Labor Of Love
One With Nature God As Same
Golden Fur Aqua Eyes Of Free
And Fearless Wild Love
You Spent Your Last
Day in The Sun
We Love You
More than
We Will Carry
The Last Cross For You
Unlike my Mother And Only
Son Tethered to A Bed
Love How Do i Tell
You How
Much i Do
Circling my Heart
With Paws of Love
Standing on my Chest
You’ve Lost So Much Weight
Never The Less Love No Size
You Bring me A Snack Of Purr
So Early In The Morning Your
Bones Are Weary Barely Breathing.

In regard to Grief; A Science oriented
And Poetic Mixed Response of mine is:

“It’s Nature’s (God’s) Way of Saying
i Will Make You Uncomfortable Enough
Where You Will Circle The Globe
Looking For Love
Grief IS A Chemical
Reaction In Your Brain
Where Kitty Comfort (Oxytocin)
Is Reduced And Creative Juice (Dopamine)
Goes Up For You Science Minded Folks
Who Say All Emotions Including Grief
And Tears Are Only Mush And
For Only Women too
Grief Is The Cross The Blood
Of Those You love And Lose
When Some Folks Suggest That Losing
A Pet Is too Much to Love One Again Perhaps
They Dropped The Cross Over to LoVE NoW AGaiN
Other Wise
Love Dies And
Is Never Resurrected
Back As Life And Us Alive
This Way ‘Jesus’ (Love/Yellow Boy) Returns
Eternally Now Even Greater As More Of Us
Co-Create Greater Love As Us
Yes It’s Like the Story of ‘Jesus’
You Turn Death into Grief into
Life into Love
And Why Is There Suffering
And Why Is There Death
And Why is There
All Of This Grief
Katrina Asks What’s
The Meaning of Life
i Return

By the Way i Really Love That Cat for when i was
a Shut-in in my Home For 66 Months with so much
Pain and Numb, including the Worst Pain understood by
Humankind “Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia” From Wake to
Sleep; and yes 18 Other Medical Disorders; some of which alone
might put someone else also as a Shut-in in their Bedroom Too; Yes,
That Feral Cat came up in our Yard; And as i tamed him He eventually
Helped Bring the First Tear of Love Back to me after my Emotions went
Numb without a Memory of what a Smile or Laugh Felt like for Memories
are Emotions and Emotions are Memories and when they really Go It’s really
Hell on Earth
Within as
it is Hell
Forever more
now as there is
no Reference Point
Back to any Place But Hell now;
Anyway, i Wrote that Cat a 31,844 Free Verse
Word Long Poem with Close to 400 Photos
in Celebration of His Life; no need to link it
here as hehe; this is likely Long Enough Already for Humans at least; hAha.

When You Really Love Someone Like We Loved our Cat you want to see them
Comfortable at the End of their Breaths as Much as Possible for my Philosophy
of Love about that as intimated in the Words i Wrote about our Cat above is, yes;
We Paid the Extra Bucks to Have Him Put Under Like He was Having Surgery First
For he would
never Know
Struggle For Breath;
Yes, A Life Dedicated to Pets.
It wasn’t like that for my Son
and Mother; Oh how we Value
Humans as Possessions more than Humans;
Again; Just my Philosophy of Life/Love; the Church
i go to totally Disagrees and that’s okay with me;
too to each Her/HiS own Will as We Reap what We Sow
in all
Love and
Harm; it’s
Like Abortion as
the World Health Organization
Shows Without Legally Safe Medical
Abortions there is only more overall
Human Suffering including the Beings Yet to be Born.

Hmm; i’ve already Covered a lot; this is what the Catholic Church
Per A Dude Called Saul Who Changed His Name to Paul After He
Went Blind on a Desert Road to Damascus and had A Vision as
Reported Describes as a Philosophy of Love as Written Again Below:

Within NoW
oN EaRTH A Place
Where Love Comes First..
“Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous
or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
Looks out for Others.. Is Not Quick Tempered..
And Does not Brood over Wrong Doing but Rejoices
With the Truth Bearing all Things Believing all Things
Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
Love we
Are Nothing.”

This is my Philosophy of Love
Below inspired by my Best Girl
Friend. Note: My Wife’s Best
Girl Friend’s Name is Judy; My
Best Girl Friend’s Name is Himali From India.

Giving Her Credit First of course now
for Her Philosophy of Love inspired mine next:

“If you and I both are hungry
And we have just a piece of bread to share,

I’d pass the piece, to you…
As I’d be satiated to the brim,
Just watching you with delight…

If you and I both were exhausted
And we had just 1 warm blanket,
I’d tuck you to bed with a goodnight kiss…
And envelope you with the warmth
Watching you sleep so blissful,
Would be my treasure to behold…

All this and so much more
I’d love to do for you
Not just because I can,
Much more because I want to…
To watch your lips curl up in a smile
For the joy that transcends to my heart…

I only wish that someday
And someday only when you can,
When I wish you to be by my side
To just flash your beaming smile,
When I feel battered down by life
I find your fingers intertwined with mine…

Even when I’d find you missing,
When I wanted you the most,
My sadness would be disguised
With twinkling eyes and laughter…
You wouldn’t see any difference
Because once I love you,
I’d just keep loving you, unconditionally…

When the going gets tough,
When the tides get rough,
When we lose our way in darkness,
You will find me by your side…
I may not be your lover or your muse,
I shall be your friend, always…”

My Philosophy of Love
inspired by Her’s Follows Below:

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love..
It was never about me it is always about You You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
Are my Neighbor.. And all my other Friends and Family
You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected.. And Abused as a Little Child
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to.. You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath You are the Pain
You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before
You are the One i Thank the most
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light.. And it’s True
if i could not Quote You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now.. How
Precious Are Souls for
Souls Live in
All of
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems.. to.. End…
How will i ever Put a Name on Anything and
Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s true You
Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter You
Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now
You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
to G.O.D.
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
Stars You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.

Note: i Always Felt the Words in ‘The Bible” Are A little ‘Needy’
For More Details About a Philosophy of Love.

So i thought to my Self
when i was a Shut-in
in my Bedroom; Perhaps
one Day if i ever get out
of Hell; i might Better Describe what Heaven is now.

I’m only including the Links Below in case you Wonder What Yellow Boy Looks Like:

This is Him Linked Below the Day We Found Him under our Shed in Around January of 2010;
chances are if he hadn’t come up i would have ended my Pain and Never Wrote my First
Word Here or anyone else. It’s True; True Saviors come in 10 to 15 Lb Packages or so too.


Hi kraftiekortie. Hope You are Doing Well, and Thanks for the Reply as You say and i quote
you again, in Regard to Your Philosophy of Love, “You want to spend the rest of your life with that person.

“You even want to go shopping with that person. Even more than being sexually attracted to that
person—-though that’s usually an element of my “loves.”

“It’s possible I could fall in love without any sex in the picture—but I do enjoy sex”

i can relate to this and even though i’m not much for Shopping since my Biggest Hobby
out in the Flesh and Blood World is Public Dance and my Wife’s Greatest Hobby outside
of Being a Wife to the Home in keeping all of that in order is Yes; Shopping, so that works
out well for us; adapt as ‘they’ say and get along. i am Calm Natured and i take Her More
Aggressive Stance on all things Life in Stride; and that’s Great as i weigh 240 Lbs and she
Weighs 109 Lbs; by the way i am up to Leg Pressing 1340 Lbs; but still Gentle as a Lamb in
the Home at
least; heHe.

The Relationship With Sex and Love is a Many Splendored and Splintered Topic for Sure in our
Age of Instant Gratification of Porn and usually and sadly Degrading of Women as Objects to use instead
of Heart Felt Desire for Romance, Now. As Fantasy Goes; this is not the End of the World For Love but without
Perspective of Romance Versus Just Raw Lust; and 50 Shades of Grey in the Well Studied and very Surprising
And Often Very Hidden Fantasies of the Female Version of the Species too; Love may come to be a bit more Splintered
than Splendored.

I Feel Very Fortunate to have been Born in 1960 with Zero Access to those ‘Hidden Parts’ of Women
then; Reason Being and From the Love i was both Born as and Bred into by a Very Hugging and Loving Mother; Women
Became Goddess to me in the metaphor of Trust and Respect and Adoration from as Early as Kindergarten for me.
The Women I was most attracted to in High School, as even Sex for me and me alone wasn’t anything i Understood
until 16 Years old; Were Yes, Women who Were Smart and Kind without Any Regard to the Size and Shape of their
Body Parts or even Tremendous Amounts of Aesthetic Beauty; Socio Economic Class meant Very Little to me too.

But True though; With Further Exposure to the Media in Objectification of Women as ‘they’ Say We become what
We Feed our Minds and See From Head to Toe and more. The Thing is though; i kept the Perspective of Before
Life, where all there was, was Heart to Heart Love; and Yes the After that (AD) When ‘T and A’ Started to be
Bought and Purchased for most all stuff life. Anyway, I have Zero Problems Loving a Woman where
Sex is no part of the Relationships at all for what are the Colors of Romance Without Very
Intermittent Gratification as Instant Gratification takes many of the Colors of Emotions away
from Dark to Light, so Bitter and Sweet; So Alive in the Waves of Romance; Both High and Low.

Anyway, away From Sexual Connections and the Desire to Bring ‘Her’ Pleasure instead of ‘me’ as
Factors too in General in How Much one in ways of Empathy and Mirror Neuron Ways Will actually
Feel the Pleasure of others; perhaps as much or more than Receiving Pleasure that is surely a Benefit
for those who are Born and Bred that way Still for Love that Lasts Longer than one Night Stands too;

Okay; yes, really getting away from the Topic of Sex as in our Modern Culture Sex is obviously
Drowning out Romance a Bit even in the Most Popular of Songs; Hmm, Ariana Grande comes to
Mind/Feelings and Her Version of a Valentine’s Song She Put out to the World this Week. I’ll use it as
a Theme Song here, additionally, as it does Sing to the Issue of Love as a Splintered and Splendorous
Experience of Life, True. And True, Raw Sex is Such A Bigger Part of Modern Culture today it does deserve
Greater Notice in a Philosophy of Love For today; How does one Escape the Focus of Sex; Where does one go; hmm;
to Find
all the
Colors of Romance
Again in the Eternal Now.

Interestingly, ‘at the Club’; yes, the Dance Hall i’ve been Dancing at for the last 248 Weeks, since i
Recovered from my 66 month Shut-in Illness; i was amazed to Find Slow Dances Almost Gone and
Aggressive Bootie Dances Advanced Toward Men, even Little Old Dancing me; Hmm; Every Middle
Aged Man’s Dream i guess as i reach 59 this June; but never the less Fascinating to Study up Close
And sometimes a Bit too Personal for Even me; but again, Humans Are becoming a bit More Like Bonobos
in the Newest Generations For Free Love; without Much Discrimination of Differences Tween Sexual Orientations,
‘Tween so-called ‘Racial Differences’, and Most all other Differences Have Just Melted Away but as ‘they’ say ‘what
about Love’, when the Women come with the Women and the Men Come for a while and most People Don’t actually
Hook-up for extending Periods of time like they used to in the Age of Front to Front, Eye Gazing Sessions of
Slow Dance When Romance Was more the Rage in Trance Induced Euphoria where a Bootie Dance was
not in the Current Range of outcomes then.

My Best Guess is that Instant Gratification is Killing Romance; however, it is Worth Noting that Romance is
Largely a Cultural Inherited Experience as with Primitive Tribes it is not uncommon For all the ‘Love Juice’
To get mixed up with Many Members of the Tribe; again, with much less Discrimination in ‘who will come
to own whom’ in Monogamous Long Lasting Relationships.

Interestingly too; now finally moving away from the Topic of Sex in Love; as Lord Knows most
Every Married Couple who stays together Learns more about Staying Together without so, so much
more Intertwining of Newlywed Birds; there is also the Philosophy of the Languages of Love; True,
A Book Came out not too long ago suggesting 5 Languages of Love Ranging From Gifts to Words
of Affirmation to Touch to Quality Time to Acts of Service too; That’s Interesting and of course
as Love Languages these may all Be Empirically Measured too.

But True as ‘James Fowler’ in His stages of Faith Leading to the Pinnacle of Enlightenment
Where Love And Justice Comes as Enlightenment in an ‘Agape Way’ of Love For All of Life’s
Existence and Experiences; where all the Separations in a Philosophy for the Faith that Will
Become Love Fall away as Religious and Cultural Devices Spoon-Fed From Birth; and What Remains
is the Source of Love; yes, the Force Within that is more Self-Less and Cares so much more in Bringing
Love more to the Betterment of not only this Generation; but Many Generation to come after this one too.

Maslow, Also Relates to this in His 6 Stages of Development in the Pyramid He Describes Where the 6th Stage
of Self-Actualization comes Risen to Peak Experiences of Flow and Even Plateau States of what others have
Described as an “Autotelic” Flow of Being from Peak to continuing Plateau Experiences of Flow Where our
Human Potential Comes Rising in Exponential Ways in Co-Creativity of Loving in the Entire Experience of Life
And Love in Giving and Sharing more to others now; and in Days to Come as Well where More Folks Get Happy.

When i wrote my Philosophy of Love, i was in the Flow where i most often Stay as well as Plateau
Experiences of Love For all of Reality Dark through Light; and that of course was and still Comes Reflecting
in the Nirvana of What i am Feeling as the Words come from that Source of Chi within as Just Another Metaphor
for Pure Positive Energy (Love) Within to Fuel Life without Any Illusory Fears that Erase the Euphoria of Agape Love now that is a Force that will Drive so much Additional Creativity in Life; as Science shows now in terms of 400 to 500 Percent
Empirically Measured Increases when Folks Seek and Find Flow so much more in Life now in Peak and Plateau ways.

Love can and will Come Extremely Splintered too as to my Shock and Horror and even Beyond that when i could
No Longer Feel That how Horrifying it was when i could no longer Feel the “Oxytocin” Warm and Social Bonding
Comfort From our Pet Cat then. True, He sensed it too as when my Hands came Closer to his Ears they Peeled
Back like i was in a ‘Night of the Living Dead’ Movie as that is Precisely how everything did not feel then just
Numb and Cold, the Farthest Star Away from Love. Of course, i didn’t Know what ‘Oxytocin’ was then and
it seems then that none of my ‘Doctors’ did either or Perhaps they were not used to Many People telling
them they could No Longer Feel the Pet of a Cat as that is beyond Sad as Just Plain Empty and Numb.

What is Encouraging is that Love is ‘a Muscle’ as Well as Empathy and in all things in life, Use it or
Lose it most definitely applies; Again, we are what We Feed our Minds and Bodies; A Free Dance
inspires the Neuro-Hormones and Neuro-Chemicals that Do Inspire us to Socially Connect in
Feeling Warm and Fuzzy Oxytocin Love; Cat Pictures on the Net Work too; of course unless
‘they’ don’t feel anything for Cats or Babies too; True, a Potential Consequence of Low
Levels of the Neuro-Hormone Oxytocin too; i find Visiting a Farm is A Great Booster
too’ For there the Animals are not Spoon-Fed too much Mechanical Cognition away
from Social Empathic Artistic Cognition Bringing More of All the Flavors of Emotions
and Senses Within; Yes, by God the Kingdom of Heaven (Love) Within We Make or Break.

i suppose as in all stuff Life in use it or lose it way; we often more Miss what we once Had
And No longer Have, now; Particularly, when it is all associated with the Warm and Fuzzies
in Life for to Repeat again for some Folks who have Never Experienced these Healthy and Warm
and Fuzzy Levels of Oxytocin Release with Self and Others in that Sweet and Huggable Teddy Bear
Love; truly, it all might as well Be ‘SuperNormal’ For ‘them’ as ‘they’ might be able to otherwise Feel How
Love Will Feel So Delicious, Warm, and Free to Give and Share like this; in fact, Conversely Folks will
Do and Say Surprising things in Negative Empathy Behavior Ways to Keep that Love as is; Voila, Folks
who are Still Supporting Trump to keep the Cozies of their Social Group and Home in tact; Or Work
And Oh God Church, now too. Love is a Powerful all Natural Drug; to Lose it Hurts and to Keep it
often means doing what one never thought one might do before; Reminds me of a Song Called
“What You Won’t Do For Love” by Bobby Caldwell; Still though, A Romantic Song From Way back ‘then’.

My Philosophy is Now is only as Eternal as the Colors of Love (Positive Emotions and Senses)
We Feel/Sense Now for Real and this is no ‘Grace as Gift Game’ Alone; Takes Work; Takes Practice;
Takes Body Building the Love Muscle of heART; Even more now across the Entire Life Span for now.

While i might Wish to Go Back in Time and Tell Future Fred all these Lessons i have Learned about
Love through Blood and Sweat And Tears and Pain and Numb; it seems that the Dark of all of that
is as important as Light to Reach an Eventual Plateau and Ocean of Love Where Low to High Waves are all
of what
Love Evolves to Be.
‘True Love’ is not Fully Empirically
Measurable; True Love (Agape Love) is Real
Magic beyond all Colors of the Rainbow Real.
Seriously; it’s not Fully Provable for it is not Fully Empirically Measurable
Now But When One Comes to Be it (Agape Love) in Incarnate Ways of “Plateau Love”
It’s Like
from a
Moped to
A Ferrari Real;
nope; not a good Enough Metaphor for those with any Glimpse
of this Agape Love for All for it is more Like the Universe Continuing
to Expand Within as Heaven now and Part and Parcel of it is to Give and Share Free.

Meanwhile, Folks are continuing to Build “External Pyramids” Higher and Higher
True that way is like an eye of a Needle getting smaller and Smaller with a Pyramid
to get
Less Hope
and Less Hope
of ever Entering
Real Heaven within Eternally Now (This Love This
Love For All This God This Love Real Within) but
there is always Hope for now for those who at least Try
even if
all Love
and Hope
is Gone with
Just ‘Snake Eyes’ Left.


I’ve been Married to my Wife for 29 Years
And ‘the Feeling’ is still as close as it ever was.

Oxytocin can and will be continued if Nourished properly.

If i can Feel as Close to a Cat for 15 Years; A Wife is Just as easy in accord with Hugs and Petting.

If my Wife didn’t Love me and Trust me Unconditionally Like the Cats who have Shared my life; not likely this
would be Possible. Her Name is KaTrina; hehe; Synchronicity, Just for me at this point at Least so real so feeling real.

Science Shows
Oxytocin is
A Natural
Healer; one would
be rather foolish not
to take advantage of it
if they can and will in at least some way.

Love Like this is the Golden Age for Real;
Smooth Flowing Like a Calm Ocean but it’s
True Rough Surf Will Be Exciting to Surf now too.

It’s Not Always So Exciting Petting a Domesticated Cat;
but it lasts; it lasts; so long so Real to Be now. As Far as Sex goes; oh Lord all the other Avenues for that.


Actually, Science Shows that Mechanical Cognition also Termed as Human Reasoning in Solving Problems
Withers away the Pathways that Lead to the Social Empathic Cognition Directly Related to the Social Bonding
Neurohormone Oxytocin. Considering that Abstract Constructs and the Complexity of Culture that Requires
So much Reasoning in Mechanical Cognition; as Culture Continues to Progress more toward Machine Cognition
in what it takes to Gain Subsistence in Every Day Life; Empathy Drains away along with Oxytocin Potential in
Social Bonding for Greater Social Cooperation now; more often the Case as Well in Areas of Scarcity where
OwnerShip in Reserves of Resources Becomes Worth Dying for in ultimately overcoming the Natural
Averse ‘Trigger Finger Frozen’ to Kill another Member of Our Human Species. Kill the Oxytocin,
Kill the Drive to Love; and Flourish the Desire to Kill, So much more in all the ways that
comes in Fear and Hate for Members of the same species.

To Be Clear, this also works in Negative ways too as the Group Bonds.

But on the other Hand, what You Get is a ‘Trump Reality’ where Folks Bond over Dark instead of Light
in ways of Love with only the Conditions the Group Think allows to Yes Gain a Similar Reward in Oxytocin;
While Planning the Demise of the ‘other one’ too; As in all stuff Life, the Dark Meets the Light and it us up to
us to Choose Which Path to Go; if we Develop enough Relative Free Will as a Practice of Life to Swim Upstream against ‘The Wrath’.

Romance is a Fine Art better suited for those who have the time and effort to Pursue so many colors of Life Beyond
the ‘Rainbow ones’ in Both Dark and Light, in how we mix and match words and other Symbols to Play the Colors of
our Emotions and Senses even more where a Sex Act may actually be a let down for the Colors that come before that.

Science Shows that Romance is Rather Culturally Derived as Modern Tool of Arts We Create as Emotions
Become more Organic in the Arts we Create to Play the Violin of Romance in New and Innovative Ways.

And then there is
the Bootie Dance;
Hit and Run Cheap
Thrill with only one Color of Lust.

Some of us Dine with a Fine
Wine and other ones are Stuck
at McDonald’s in the Fast Food Line.

True Romance; Real Romance is ‘Highest Brow’ Love.

And Let’s Be Clear it takes Vast amounts
of Both Neo-Cortical and Emotional Intelligence
to make
an Orchestra
And A Symphony
‘Tween Just two Folks.
Smiles; it’s something Worth Recording
While the Art of Love So Far Beyond Sex is
All Play of Love in Colors and Intelligence
Working together For Romance as Love;
The Medieval Nights/Minstrels did it for
“The High Brow Wife’s too”; so far so far away from a ‘Low Brow’ Porn Show.

Some ‘Dudes’ Don’t even ‘know’ what Heart Strings even are in the Finest Instrument of Love to Play of All.

Trust me or not; i for one, don’t Need any body Parts to make a Woman Happy; hehe, nor does ‘she’ for i in ‘A Greatest Art’.

And Finally to Be Clear, i am not Suggesting You Do not Understand any of this; the Fact that You are Aware of the
Neurohormone Oxytocin Spells the Reality that You are Not Afraid to Research the Nuts and Bolts of Love now too.

In Summary,
Pepe; Hope You
Are Doing Great;
As Always i’m just
An ‘Actor’ these Days in
A Song by that ‘Lady’ who
Sang “Total Eclipse of the Heart”
After the Dude in that Song Became a ‘White Knight’ too..;)

For Reference Purposes, i will Provide that Reference Here for a Theme Song too..:)

For all Practical Intents and Purposes; it is also Safe to Say that Women Who ‘Hold Out For A Hero’ Feel Love THE MOST..:)

Note to Self: Hmm; this reminds me i have ‘a Poem’ to Write Before someone else wakes up in another “Twilight Zone of L.O.V.E.”

It’s all About
Human PoTenTiaL
mY Friend; Yes, ALL oF iT;
Both Arts And Sciences Whole.


True Love is my Bread and Water
And Light In Life and it’s worth
noting now i Still Do more
intellectual pursuits; Far
more than ‘the Norm’
Does with Empirical Measure;
And as Far as Freedom goes;
Again the General Public
Assesses me as Wild and
Free as it gets in
That are linked in
The 8th King James
Size ‘Bible’ Poem Sub-Chapter
In Long Form Free Verse Poetic
Style of.. ‘SonG oF mY SouL’;
Overall 6.6 Million Word Bible
Poem in 66 Months of Effort;
Plus the Now 10,730 Miles
Of Public Dance in 65
Months Effort of that;
Yes my Friend it is
Possible of
Course to Do
Both Arts and
Sciences; but for
Me; Yes, around 60
Percent ART Works
Best for smART and it’s
Worth Noting ART is literally
60 percent of smART; it’s also
Worth noting that the 5 Minutes
Of what i Spent on this Website
Provides You no Information now
For What i Do other than Writing Here;
Although i have Noted
i Have 3 College
Degrees that
Means Intellectual
Pursuits are A Breeze too;
Never the Less, whatever
Pursuits anyone
Does is Really
None of
Business for
How could i
Possibly Know
Everything about
Someone Now From
‘Shells’ on a Page..:)

College Drained all the Warm and Fuzzies out of me, Until I Started Long Distance Running as that Made Me Feel
Alive again by Raising up the Associated Neurohormones and Neurochemicals too; Weight Lifting wasn’t Enough
on its own. When i First Started Working for the General Public at a Bowling Center; a Relatively Happy Place
Where Folks Connected With Ease then; Just being in that Environment Boosted the Feel Good Love Juice;
However, as i Climbed the Ladder Eventually to Highest Pay Grades of Government Wages eventually then
I was Used as a Work Commodity always Afraid to Say No for whatever Came Next added onto the Plate
of Responsibilities, until eventually when someone Mentioned the ‘Warm and Fuzzies’ the Oxytocin
Infused ways of Social Comfort; I didn’t even have a Clue what they were talking about; And after
the Last two Years of Flight or Fight Syndrome Stress out of 11 Years of Chronic Work Related
Stress, out of 33 Years of Active Pay For Work; my Emotions Were completely Drained from
me and I did not Have Any Clue how any of that Humanly Worked as ‘they’ didn’t
teach that; they didn’t Teach any of that in School or Church or Work or Even
Home as far as How Emotions Could Be Stressed away by constant
Mechanical Cognition as Well as Chronic to Acute Stress.
Anyway, for me at Least, Repair and Recover was Possible to Eventually
Climb the Ladder of Love Back up and Far beyond that in an all Encompassing
Autotelic Flow as Love For All; sure, Nirvana as ‘they’ say too; Satori; Prana; many many
Cross Cultural References for when one is finally Able to Strip the Clothes of Spoon-fed
Illusory Fears and other Demands and Deadlines Of Life and ‘Just Let Yourself’ Flow in the
Aroma of Bliss Free. The Meditative Flow of Writing in Stream of Consciousness and the Free
Verse Dance in Tens of Thousands of Hours of Leisure Time Fulfilled that Dream True with Financial
Independence to Support the Kingdom of Love Within Ascending Transcending Way of Life Eternally now.
It’s Worth
Noting according
to the Stories that
‘Buddha’ didn’t have a ‘Real Job’ too.
And ‘Jesus’ Lived off of the Kindness of others too, according to
that Story too; and as far as Muhammad Goes he was A Lady’s
Man at First living off the Kindness of that Taking Advantage of What Works.

The Pattern is
Kinda Clear; You
Don’t get to go to Heaven (Love) if You Work for ‘the Man’.
And Again According to Science a Focus totally on Science
Withers the Art of Love Away.

In other Words, i agree;
None of this is a Given;
It’s How/Where We are Born; What
We Get to Do; And How We Practice
Life too from Dark Through Light.

The Paths are many
But the Reward is what’s
Outstanding; no matter
what it takes to Arrive now in
The Eternal Now of Loving it All.

Again; Never a Given;
Takes Lifelong Practice
for whatever works for the
Individual; as ‘they’ ‘say’ Seeking
And Finding What Works within.


Note: For Further Clarification before i begin
“Her” is Love and God the Same the Rest
Again is more of my Philosophy of Love…
i Met ‘Her’ in the Forest and at the Beach…
“This is the magic of the beauty around me,
My heart is now no more in my control” Oh
Yes it’s a Walk in the Forest Where Bird Song
Becomes Ears Pine Scent Becomes Nose Smoke
From Distant Fires Become Taste After a Home Cooked
Meal From the Coals of a Cook-out as Nature Becomes our
Sight as Our Soul is Touched by all of Spring Even in Coldest
Winters as Fires Warm our Heart.. True it is the Beach too Seagull
Wings We Become Spiraling the Sun So Free.. Waves Shores Sweeping
Our Feet Bringing Sweet Relief Freeing Our Minds From all the Numbers of the Week…
Sea Oats Tickling the Skin on our Arms And Making Love to our Feet From Mother Earth..
So White
And Pure
So Soft and
Easy to Touch
And Still Feel Free
Floating where Shore
Meets Sand as Silt becomes
Our Soul Softer More Buoyant than
Ever Before Yes Emerald Green Waters
Soothing Cool Dreams of Ever More Love
For all that is.. Beauty of the Whole no Longer
Separate God’s Dream Within Yes We Are Free..
And Even Better Yet the Speed of Love Sharing
This All With the Ones We Love To See Smiles With Nature Free..
You are Beautiful All of What You Give and Share You are Nature i Love You as God…
Falling in Love
with the Ocean
is so Beautiful For
You Will Never
Touch the
Always New
Depths to
Explore it’s
Like the Sky
You Will Never
Touch the Top there
Are always New Heights
To Explore How i Love
The Ocean And Sky Is
So Free
For the
Ocean is as
Deep and the
Sky is as High
Never Limited
By Knowing as Far
As Imagination Takes
Me in Loving Ocean and
Sky as Loving Eyes of God
Free to
Be A
Force of
Nature never
Complete the
Never Ending
Story as Spirit of
My Heart my Soul
Become one With
Ocean Sky Eyes Light
How Bright my Eyes
Flame of God
SmileS iMaGiNaTioN…
Plumbing that doesn’t
Get Stopped Up..
SMiLes; i agree Love is Crazy
Beans but Being Sane Gets
Way too boring for an
Extrovert; Fortunately
For me i can switch
Hit and
My inner
Other Days Now
i Surf the Waves
And Love Ocean Eyes…
Have You ever Been in Love
With the Ocean even
Ends the
Deeper Beauty
Is What i Love
Most in other
Words Now i
Am/Love the
PartS SMiLes
‘Pepe’ You seem
Human to me..
Every Note iWrite
iDance iSing
IS A Ransom
Note for ‘Her’ Love
‘World’ Had ‘Her’ Kidnapped… Then..
A Ransom Note Each Day sometimes
More Asked for Her Back as 10
Days in a Row
And Joy
is once more
Restored to ‘His’ World…
A Best Day IS A HeART to HeART Hug..:)


Hi Frank Thanks So Much for Dropping By this
Celebration of Yellow Boy’s Life and Thanks for
the Condolences as Well and True in Life “Who Rescues
Whom?” is a Question Answered i suppose by even a Grain
of Sand that Holds Up A Greatest Love that Will Love Without Harm
As Humans Who Practice An Art of Unconditional Love Will Come Better
to Do
NoW As A
Work of Love
in Life of Giving
And Sharing More for
as You so Nicely Quote
me: “Without Love There is
Nothing (Hell)”.. Sadly as i visit
A Place online Where Folks
are not So Blessed with
a Condition that
Brings a
of Mechanical Cognition Reasoning
Away From Social Empathic Artistic
Cognition That With Environmental
Demands of Even More Machine Cognition
Drys up the Wiring for Love in Feeling and Sensing
This Light of Life more From Head to Toe Now yes Even more…
iRobot as ‘they’ Say Away From the Green Beings Gardened By
Love to Move and Connect and Co-Create with each other through
Great Feats of Imagination almost Like real Magic and Real Magic
True in Dreamtime Ways of Bringing Life to Fruition As We Dance what
We Sing and Sing What We Dance.. For the Fruition of this is Dreams Come True…
And True They Had
A Hard Time Seeing
What i had to
About All of
This For the Place
of Spoon-Fed Mechanical
Cognition So Far Divorced away from Love
Hmm.. Sadly Yes Divorcing Love as For Some
Love has Never Existed at All by The Words of their
Barren Breath Now For Real.. How Sad it would be and
Is to Never Taste any of the Colors and Flavors of Love to See..:)


The child Who receives nothing but love from a mother
develops a sacred respect for the opposite sex.

‘Letters’ about S and K are linked above
in the first permalink in the comments section.

The video below is from the actual beach that
I roamed in the years above until I met the first
dark haired girl S, at age 18.

I forgot about the beach; I forgot about school,

There was only one thing that mattered;
Dark haired girls.

I had a new

It was
no longer school.

The video below reflects
my greatest loves in life.

Dark haired girls

and the


The first one broke a heart
that was never quite the same again.

Dark haired
‘foreign’ girls
have always been

“The Captain of my heart”.

i want to tell You A Story Before You Go to Bed it’s
About Three Women Yes Young Women Two who were
Sixteen and one who Was Eighteen When i met Her.. i was
18.. 20.. and 29 Respectively when i met These Three Women..
We Will Call the First one S as S Was my First Love Half Cuban
And Irish but mostly Cuban by Looks how i Loved that Girl my First
Love For i Felt the Soft Affection of the Heart You know when You talk
late into the Night i Love you Baby no i Love You More Baby So Sweet
First Love is Truly So Much Sweeter than Brief to Longer Lasting Passion
Hugs that Last Forever holding hands close in a Car without a heater oh
the Sweet First Love that Seems Forever Just to Hold Hands and that
is so so much.. anyway as i’ve told You in the Past she Left me alone
on the Dance Floor so desperate i was to ‘get her back’ then
When She Wanted me again i created Fiction of an
Island We Would Escape to Just me and Her as
She Drifted Away and the Next time
i saw her she was pregnant at
A Pool About the Time
i met R who Looked
Very Much Like
Her except more Beautiful
to my Surprise she Liked me and
like S Related i should be a Captain
of a Ship.. for over a Year all we did was
Speak by Phone and when we met each
other in Real Life she was so messed up
by a Father who was Abusing Her it would
Never Work out and Besides i was too Old For Her..
After then there was Actually M as i spoke to you before about
who was Part Italian and Dark Haired too of course who invited
me to Her Prom to Make Her Future Husband she would see the
Next Day Jealous.. i didn’t care it was nice to have a Friend one night..
anyway after that is when the Stress of University and all these Lost Loves
Drove me Down to a Depression worse than the First Sadness after the Loss
of that First Girl Friend.. smiles.. i thought i was too Old to ever find someone that
Beautiful again but True the Age was all inside of me So Old i was inside then so very
Stale and Old Like Sad Old Men at only 21 years of Age.. Life Goes on not being able
to find any Love Really until one Day i walked up to the Gym at the Military Station i still
Work-out at and Found Katrina all 18 years of her my God Like S had Been Recreated
only so much more Lovely the Most Beautiful Girl i swear i had ever seen.. So Perfect
in every way to me then.. what a Dream What a Dream and then it seemed like i would
Have S Back again.. but True How Do We Get the Love Back that Soft Affection of
the Heart that sometimes goes and Just doesn’t wanna come back.. anyway
Honestly overall it took me 2 more Decades to get That Soft Affection
of the Heart Back all the way until 53 years Old sadly as that
may sound for someone who has been Married so
Long too.. For True there was Connection
and Love but Just not the Cuddle that
Lasts Forever that i am able
to Feel now.. but as far
as the Passion
Part of
Never a Problem
there and so much more
than any of my Loves Before..
Smiles as i became more Poetic other
Dark Haired Muses came my Way for what
Was New and a Different Kind of Love i had Never
Experienced Before the Love that comes From the
Written Word the Metaphors that May not be meant for
You But Still Muse the Spirit the Heart the Soul to Express
the Deepest parts of us unknown to us.. Soul Muses as they
come and go… who we hope to Stay to Evolve our Soul even more
Most All Dark Haired Girls From Foreign Lands Too.. Smiles your Profile
Pic on FB Looks identical to the Shape of Katrina and the Rest of Her From
the Distance How Strange Life is and How Wonderful the Magic of all Kinds
of Love that Enter our Lives to Grow our Souls Toward Light and Courage too..
The Lost Loves of my Life for one who Broke up with me and one who eventually
Committed Suicide was the Grief of the Past i needed to open up my Emotions again
And Eventually Become a Whole Human Being with a more Fully Developed Spirit
Heart and Soul.. my First Real Writing Muse who was not a Foreign Woman Left
My Side and Lala Rukh came Next and then Rafiah and then Shawna and You
And Sohair too.. but there is something so Magic about You about Our
Connection that i have Never Felt Before.. so far beyond.. any
of the other Loves i have Experienced with a Human Being
Perhaps it is me changing too Hopefully for the Better
Challenged as i’ve Never been Challenged Before
with my Emotions to Become more
of a True Soul Old as Young
Within Navigating
this Ship
of Love
and Secure
to Love even more..
And if you’ll notice above
the overall Shape of the
Words Naturally came as
A Chalice as i was speaking
of the Sacred Nature of Love..
Anyway i wrote that on my Father’s
Birthday 6.20.13 about a Month Before
i recovered and Became Human Again and
at the Point i Truly Recovered was when the First
Muse named Angel Mind-Retrofit Left my Side And Lala Rukh
Then Expressed so Much Unconditional Love For me as You have
done from the Start like Angel Wings Brushing my Soul whenever
We Meet And Greet online.. the Deep Grief Mixed with the Great Love
is truly the Last Straw of Hope that Brought me Back how Fortunate are
We when Healing Angels of Love come into our Life.. i am so Blessed by
You Himali.. as it would have been so Hard to go through this Grief about
Yellow Boy without You as my Rescue Love too.. i do believe we should all
Write our Love Stories no matter how Dark or Light for one day we may surely
Need some
to Bring
our Soul
Back to Life..
Smiles my Friend when
i tell You with all my Respect for You
a Life of Mechanical Cognition which of
Course You are in a Profession that is focused
on Mechanical Cognition more than Most Naturally
Takes us away from all Stuff Love it’s Science it’s Biology
it’s Reality too for we Humans are truly not Evolved to Work
And Become Solving Problem Machines for Abstract Constructs
Every Day.. been there done the Financial Management Crunched
Spread Sheets.. all Day Long Every Day into the Night.. until all that
Was Love Became Dead and Cold Eyes no matter who i lived with then..
of course some folks are more susceptible to getting trapped in a World of
Mechanical Cognition than others.. perhaps a sign of a Tall Forehead like
mine too.. hehe as far as Neo-Cortical Height goes People used to compare
me to A Soulless Computer With no Fun at all when i was trapped in that World
then.. Whatever Happens my friend Keep Your Art and Find Your Muse wherever You
Go in the Future for it is Your Soul i Love Most and the Art of You that Lights all of my
Soul up True never let that go never let anyone take that away from You for it is our
Soul the
one we
up to
and go to
sleep each night
With that we never escape
Treat it like Treasure Paint
it with all the Colors of Life you
find do Shine Do continue to Be Art
My Love of iMaLi is all Her Soul She continues to Evolve..
True it doesn’t Hurt that she looks almost Like my First and
Second Loves but Your Love is Different as all loves are and Particularly it is Special..

Once Again Happy Valentines Week the Week When Love Stories Should Rule as Love Will Do.


Life is Short
But So Much
Longer When
We All Make Life Love..:)

i Will Never Be Ashamed
of LoVE NoW for Without It i Will Be No Soul..:)


Smiles my Friend; i do it long; i do it
Short and by God now at Least ‘a few’
Have told me ‘Nobody Does it Better’
at Least when it comes to 10,736 Miles
of Public Dance as By God heHe; i’m Literally
the Only one who does it in the Gulf Coast
Lower Bible Belt States Near the Coast
of Trump Red States all the way
From the Panhandle of Florida
through Biloxi, Mississippi
As that is where
I have Marked
my Dance
Territory at least
where, hAha; People
Who Visit Biloxi have
Recognized me From Pensacola
at the Casinos there; and Just to Think
i used to Be so Uncomfortable to Even Walk
in Walmart Without my Wife at my Side all the
Way until i got Well in the Summer of 2013 as the
Love of Dance; Yes, the Philosophy of Loving all of Life
Came into Clear and Fearless View with No Illusory Fears
Left after Dealing with the Suicide Disease From Wake to
Sleep for 66 Months Named Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep; yes, also Assessed as Worse than the Torture
Of Literal Crucifixion in my Case like a Dentist Drill in my Eye and
Ear that No Drug Would Touch; Yes, Jesus F. in Christ i was Like the
King of Pain too; but True now Love is in the Air and Puppy Love Exists
now too for in the Golden Age of Old Folks what You may See after a Lifetime
of Stress of Working and Raising Children is Older Couples Walking Hand-in-Hand
in Walmart while
most every
one else
Wears a
Frown From
Ear to Ear From
Year to Year that Says
in no uncertain Terms that
Life Overall is a B88CH instead of Beach;
i Embrace a Love of Life like most People
Even in Empirical Measure cannot imagine my
Friend for i have explored all the Nuts and Bolts
of Life; Well, much of it at least in Terms of Sciences
Where Arts have no Boundaries my Friend; Open Source
Code to
Do whatever
the F i Love
in Life for those
Who Suggest that
Free Will Doesn’t Exist;
Let’s Just Say Sam Harris
and His Friends Haven’t Danced
as Free Feet and Hands; True Most
Folks Live life Like iRobots almost
Totally under the Spell of Spoon-Fed
Culture; smiles my Friend; i have Mastery
over my Emotions with Just a Free Verse Dance;
i choose to let them Take Control whenever i choose
to make Life a Roller Coaster Ride of Joy in Dark Thru Light
but again simple
as a Dance
to Bring
the Still
Waters the
Ocean in mastery
of the Gravity of Love
in Peace and harmony again;
True; could take Close to 11K Miles
of Dance and 6.6 Million Words for
Someone else to Master Life in their
own Great Work of Life to Steer Life as
they Like and Shift the Gears too; but
Again this is no Gift of Grace alone; it is
Constant Work; a Practice of Relative Free
Will; Yes, in a State of Autotelic Flow; Yes, Transient
Hypo-Frontality With Peaks and Plateaus of Self Generated
Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones as Science Shows this is
No Myth; No Woo; but only for those Who Do Find a Way to make Life Heaven
my friend
the Control
of the Flower
of Life with both
Thorns and Flowers of Rose;
And true, i am still looking-for someone  who does it better….
No way to assess that online my Friend; only the Flesh and Blood counts;
Speaking of that; Imagine a Woman who i might Shower all my Affection
And Love For as a Muse of Valentines Month or Year; Smiles my Friend might be like Niagra Falls.
Before i started my Love of Life Hobby; Back Before i recovered in 2013; i used to Study Stuff like
Rampage Killings; More Specifically the Sandy Hook Rampage Killing back in December of 2012; the
Last Significant Post i made like that Here gathering over 80K Views; Smiles my Friend, i can do the Science
with a Flip of a Coin; and Move to Art As Seamlessly as Ballet and Martial Arts Free style with Free Verse Write
And General Dance; i seek all of Human Potential Not just this that or this Niche; Hell Teaches me most at
least that
is achievable
no Different
than the Dark
Parts of Life too;
i choose Colors my
Friend; Seen the Black
and White and i don’t wanna
Go Back to Hell Again; Love is my
Staycation and i surely don’t Mind
Wherever anyone else wants to Spend their Life;
As ‘we’ have often said to Each hiS own Sow and Reap of Life;
Smiles; i’ll do the Real Pot of Gold over the Rainbow Within; and
may Do
as they Will too;
That’s the Deal my Friend
of Life; not everyone earns this Much Relative Free Will;
But True; not everyone is Willing to Live on Both Sides of ‘the Coin’.

i did normal; it almost Literally killed me;
No Normal for me my Friend; My ‘Norm’ of
the ‘Cheers’ Show is when i am Greeted by Young
Women with a Vigorous Bootie Dance like a Bonobo
Hand Shake or a Cheer at the Dance Hall; True; we Live in Fascinating Times;
My Age is Love is in the Air Every Where i go; and True, i Generate that Air Wherever i Dance.
This is
the Place
i Rest my Feet;
The Internet of Fun, too.

Finally, in the Antithesis of Love; And Special Interests
in Human Behavior Ranging As Dark as Serial Killers this
is the 40th Anniversary of Perhaps the Darkest Serial Killer
of All; Ted Bundy. My Father, who Worked in Law Enforcement
for 46 Years, Guarded Him in the Leon County Jail in Tallahassee.
He Said that He and His other Fearless Law Enforcement Friends Never
Experienced what they Did with that Man; They Reported He could Change
His appearance at Will; Shape Shift From Shorter To Taller; From Younger to Older;
He Literally
Made the
Hair raise
up on their
Arms in the
Elevator With them.
Smiles ‘Horatio’; there are
things in this World that Most
of us still have Never Experienced or
Seen in/as the Human Condition; Sadly, Much
of it is Human Potential Not Realized; Imagine
someone as Fearless as Ted Bundy with Love;
Imagine someone Like that; Love is the Most
Powerful Force; and i damn sure ain’t just talking about Puppy Love;
Positive Energy my Friend; Generated From Head to toe as a Practice of Life Always now;
Human Potentials of Love in a Synergy of Energy from Head to Toe that Most folks cannot imagine.
Let’s Put it this
way; not many
58 Year-old
Dudes Leg
Press 1340 LBs
Just to get Warmed
up that could easily
be 1500 Lbs and More.
i used to be the Weakest
Fish in ‘the Aquarium’; my Mama
Never set any limits; nor do i for me.
Jack LaLanne Towed 70 Boats Across a
Bay Partially Tied up in his 60’s; People are mostly ‘Vegetables’
compared to what they could do; if they Just Do Not believe the Averages/Labels and Do more.
Oh by the Way, i apologize for the Shorter Response before; hehe, i was busy Preparing Valentines Wishes for a Friend.


Well as far as this Newest MacroVerse Moves on that will come
to be Named as “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN” ESpeciAlly For Valentines
Week sure there is KiSSinG STiLL to Come or is THeRe of CouRSE
That Remains to Be Seen but For Now there is dVerse and a Monday
Prompt on KiSSinG Where my Friend Shawna Participated but i never
Got there Before Her Blog Disappeared but Never the Less with well
Over 40 Links Participating in the KiSSinG Prompt Where Words
For Each Poem Effort is Limited to 44 Words in Poetry Science
Land that is Described as a Quadrille Appropriately now
For Kissing
for a “Perfect”
Song By Bliss
that Goes along
Just Fine For this
For at least it feels
Like Love is Still in
the Air but not Entirely
HeaR as MiSSinG too but
True iN LoVE No LiGHT WitHouT DaRK..:)

Snow Man Kissing
Frosting Colder
Winter Dreams
Fruition Warms Love

Ghost Kisses
Sheets Cold…

Kissing Lost and Kissing
Found Kissing Seeks
And Kissing
But where
is the Kiss Now..:)

Side note: Generally
Speaking the Poetry
World online is comprised
of Older Folks Lamenting About Kissing….
for this
Prompt at Least….

Eyes Moon Size Then…
CLoSinG in Feathered
Touch Upon Male
Breast Little
Bird Hones
in on Lips
Before Guilt
Flies out Next….

Clarity of Kiss
Cliche Fine
Never Ends…

Kitty Kissing
Fur Felt Warm
Never Grow Old…

“Hollywood is a place where they will pay you
a thousand dollars for a kiss, and fifty cents
for your soul.”–Marilyn Monroe.

My how Times have
Changed A Public
Dance Hall A Place
Where Bootie Dances
Are Gifted
to Strangers
For Fun..
What Kisses
What Love What Fun…

Leaves Fall
Fall Leaves
Of Grass Rise

Flowers Fade
Thorns come
Memories Sweet

Oh Ocean Tides

of Lips
Finger Spirit
Prints of Hearts
Kissing Words

Love Without
A Work of Art

Good Bye
Yet Love Wins

Lips Dance
Breath Sings
Heart Write Hope

Far Kissing
Never at all But Heart

Bought and
Sold in Eyes
Never Paid
Never Delivered
Never the Less Stolen

Star Lit Rise
Moon Lit Breath
Kissing Dreams

Honey Bee Kissing
Hive Home
All the Buzz

Sails Wishing

Gemini Kissing
A Way Missing

BLoWinG Kisses
As Close
As Hearts Beating

Sweetly Aged
Wine Kissing
Peck Here
Peck there
Peck MiSSinG
Ugh Bottle
Empty FiLL iT uP!


Smiles, Pepe, You have Named me appropriately as the Dancing Equivalent of
Forrest Gump; for it is True in 65 Months of Public Dance From as Far as Biloxi
to Tallahassee i have Danced as of Last Night 10,736 Miles all Documented in that
Long Form, 6.6 Plus Million Word Bible Poem by way of GPS Sports Watch; both Nike
And Apple Watch too; and unlike Forrest Gump, my Public Dance Was Done almost
Entirely in Stores as it is True my Wife has Been Known to Spend Hours and Hours; Yes
And Hours for Her Love of Shopping to the Tune of Over 16 Hours or So in a Weekend
too; as i Keep Spiraling one With Gravity Like the Energizer Bunny and Guess what; i will
Provide a Video Link to one of the Dance Events at Super Walmart that my Wife Took of
me when i was Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Dance at the End of September; Hmm; let’s
Do the Math; While Forrest Gump Did 3 years, 2 months, 14 days, and 16 hours;
Running 15,248 miles it Stands; better Put, Dances and Sings to Reason it
would take More Months to meet that Goal mostly inside Public Stores
in what Social Scientists Suggest is the Most Difficult Red State
Area in the United States to Be Different; hehe, sure; the
Proof is in ‘the Pudding’ as i really am
the only one doing it;
And honestly to move
240 LBS the Way i do
Does Require
1340 LBS of
Leg Pressing
Power to meet Close
to 40 Miles Per Week of Doing
this for 65 Months and in a Couple of
More Years; yes in Two and a Half Years,
i should Best the Mileage of Forrest in Dance
And it’s Worth Noting that A British Man Did
Actually Beat the Forrest Gump Feat in Exceeding
Forrest Gump’s Mileage in Running in Just 420 Days;
Anyway; The Best Way To Do a World Record is doing something
almost no one else is doing; and Yes, of Course that includes Long Form
Poem Epic Bibles as the Closest Competitor for that is the ‘Mahābhārata’ at
1.8 Million Words; over Centuries of Effort among Innumerable Contributing
Writers; However, Technology was not at the Hand of that Free Verse Poetic Effort then.
So Yes; I have already Tripled That Effort and More in Just 66 Months of Effort along with
all that Free Verse Dance; Hehe, i only Compete against myself; Life is Effortless without Competition
against others; simply in Flow my Friend; one step of Dance one Word as i go Just Flow River Wave Ocean Whole.
Oh Yeah; and about
those Valentines
Wishes i was Singing
about for ‘my Friend’
and close to 30 Years
of Marriage; Trust me or not when
i say no one Does that Better either; hehe..;)

And it’s true that’s why my Wife lets me go out
And Dance Every Thursday Night; she Genuinely
Feels ‘Sorry for the Rest’ as Over 2000 Photos of
Young Women do attest with me in Ear to Ear Smiles
in what will come to be my 249th Dance Week With them
Tomorrow night at the Metro Dance Hall. And while i tolerate
the Attacking Bootie Dances as ‘they’ come to Greet me that way;
it really Touches my Heart as i Dance Solo and a Young Stranger Woman;
as Pictured Below Brings me a Pink Rose only in Appreciation of the Dance i Bring to everyone there.
It’s true, i get a little more Mo Jo Going than Forrest in my Dance and it is literally True that Young Women
Follow me all around the Area to Video Tape me; And Occasionally Even attempt some Free Style Ballet with
me in Public Stores. The ‘Close to You’ Song Would Also Be appropriate Here by ‘the Carpenters’; but instead,
i will Dedicate
it to my Friend
and Wife too
in terms
of no
one does
Wishes Better too, hehe.

You know when i was Younger
in School Folks Told me i didn’t Deserve
to Exist, ’cause i was Androgynous Looking
And So Odd in my Reciprocal Social Communication
Difficulties and Lord Knows Adherence to Special Interests too.
True; my Special Interest Used to Be the Autism Speaks Organization too;
and How some of the Folks Here tried to Paint the Organization with a Conspiracy
Theory of Eliminating Autistic Folks in Nefarious Activities as such; I did such a Good
Job of proving them Wrong time and time again; that they Literally thought i Worked for
the Organization as such; just as a Shut-in in my Bedroom in my Frigging Underwear for
66 Months like that ‘Breaking Bad’ Dude on TV; anyway, Kept me alive doing something anything
to take my Mind off the Suicide Disease, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; yes, my Friend, it is Very
Possible that without the Owner’s Effort of Creating this Website there would be a Whole Lot of Women
Who Never Experienced the Smiles i have brought to them in the Last 65 Months or so. Hehe; yes in some
ways in some small
enough ways it is
True i am
to Women
but only for
those who Reap
the Rewards of the
Light of my Dance and Poetry with Smiles…
Hey; ‘they’ told me i would Never amount to anything
and i said F You my Mama Said i was special and she
wrote me a Letter when i was 33 that said my Life Would
Tell a Very Grand Tale before it was over; voila; her Words Already come true;
She had no Clue i would Dance; as what Kid who ‘they Said’ Couldn’t Find their
Way out of a
Paper Bag
is no
Could in
Will Fueled
by the Positive
Force of ‘CHI’ Energy
from Head to Toe and So Much more..:)

And Oh my God this is one of my Favorite Poems my Very Special Friend Wrote to me as Provided Below.
It doesn’t Make the Younger Men Who Visit Her Poetry Site that happy; but it sure does Make me Happy..:)

Here’s the thing my Friend; My Time Spent Here has taught me very well in extensive experience when
i make a Claim; Put up or Shut up, if ‘you’ don’t Have Evidence, Facts, and Art to Prove what ‘You’ say.
I don’t Leave Home without the Evidence; Lord Knows Like the Folks in my Metro Area say and i can
Provide the Quotes and Links to Prove it; as they Said When they Found out all the Places i’ve Been Spotted in the
Metro Area by Resource
of Many Video Voyeurs
including a Viral Video
with Close to 90K Views
that i also Can now Link for
Evidence too upon Request;
They Say: “He is Everywhere”;
Smiles my Friend; Trust
me or not when i say no
one has any idea of the
Extent of my Influence;
on the ‘entire World’; hehe,
so much
A ‘Wrong Planet’
now as this used
to be my only F in Home;
All i only wanted to Do is Live
Without Pain and Love Again too.
Everything else i do is just a gift now;
yes, a mighty big gift to others i share for Free.
i don’t do
small i
do Bigger
than “John 14:12” Now;
as metaphor of Course
that i can so easily prove
to the ‘Christians’ in my Area
who don’t even have much of
A Clue of what they call ‘God’s only Word and Son’;
That Verse as Just part of Basic Logic says You will do
Greater Works than Jesus if ‘You’ Believe; Truly Believe In and Do Love.
i paid
‘in Class’ and
Understood the
Essence of the
that is
Reality and True;
Meanwhile; most everyone
else now is Waiting for a Dirt
Nap and A Welfare Heaven
Gift Just for Reciting a Verse
of Romans 10:9 that i often
Find in unsavory Parts of Public Restrooms.
my Friend
i see Life as
Beautiful as
Both Thorns and
Flowers of Rose for what makes Love Real;
And By God yes; Even Better than the Rest.
And to Be Clear, i can also Switch Hit in most any
Religion to Sort the Shinola From the other stuff;
Just another one of many special interests; Life is Longer when Full.

Oh by the Way, i am not Here to tell anyone what to Do; Just What’s Possible for me.


That’s Beautiful
My FriEnd True
In the End And Yes
Beginning StARTinG
Love Wins…:)

You are so welcome
Happy BD to you too Lynn
and Valentine’s
Is A bit
To me as my
Mother went to
Her Death Bed
With Undiagnosed
Cancer from Head
To Toe
2 Years ago
On Valentines
Day and she
Lived 8
Food or
Drink as
A Natural
Death to Return
To God was her
Wish the Doctor
Was Amazed Her
Heart Lasted
8 Days Saying
It was Mighty Strong
At 82 No Surprise
To me as Love
Makes The
Strongest of
Hearts so i
Follow the
ZealousLY too..:)

Hehe.. i am
the Wind
And if you
As an Elephant
Like me i will
Also Do
Mr. Toad too
Never the
Less i
Saved you
Near to the End
my FriEnd Lynn
On the Poetry
Night a
Bit out of
Breath From
A Very Long
Journey of
Words but
With Enough
W I N D now
To Wish You
And All You
Love A
Day From
StART oF LoVE..:)

Thanks!! Jilly! Valentines!
is Like my Favorite Day Year
‘Round also the Day
Two Years ago
That my
Mother went
To Her Death
Bed The Rose only
Lives With Flowers
We Bleed
As We Kiss
Life from First
Breath to
For Love..
As We
Muse To:
Live From: Again..:)

To Love All To Serve All
And not the ‘Trump Twilight
Zone’ for Humans
In Line
To Get on
His Promised
Land of Space Ship
ReMeMBeR Fred
Be nice
‘The Adversary/
The Ultimate
Truth in Life
As Light at Least
God is a SMiLE
And at
Most A
Belly Laugh
With Tao and
Namaste Life
Too my Friend
i am currently Feeling
Oxygen.. heHe..🌹💝🕺🙌🌈🏖🌲🎹😇🌷🌷

People Have always
Asked me Why! Are!
You! So!
Is no Y
Only U
iO U
It only
Brings a
Tear that they
Ask that Question….
Not A Tear for.. me
Sent from
my iPhone..:)

Happy Valentines
To the Entire World
For Truest Love is
No Time Distance
Or Space The
Life For
All to Share
Some Folks
Limit this
Force to
3 Letters
Or one
Man Never Ever
Never Always Love
For Me SMiLes
The Realest
i Don’t wanna
Sound Braggy
But It’s a FacT
i Will
Hehe.. For i
iN LiGHT too..
HAha Thanks for
‘Putting up with
Me’ on the dVerse
Trail my favorite
Wish to
My Wife Year
Round as she
Coined the
Term ‘Fredache’
For Her
Wish For me..;)

‘A Valentines Poem’
About: Love
to: Y’all
In: ‘The Modern Age’
From: ‘Aliens’
Flabbergasted Finding Boy Ask
Girl First Slow Dance Replaced
By ‘Behavioral Sink Experiment’
Girl Do Bootie Dance First…
‘They’ Found
Google and Looked
Up the phrase in Quotes…
Note: From Author (Arthur)
I’ve Been Studying You…
i come ‘to Serve Human’…
– ‘The Twilight Zone’
(Circa 60’s)

(by: The Way)


SMiles Sohair Friendship Love to Strangers
is the Greatest Love for it is the Potential
For More Connections of Family the
Family of All and today on Valentine’s
i Dedicate my Friendship Wishes of
Love For Valentine’s Day to You
and Himali for the upmost
Care and Comfort
You Bring
to Strangers
Who Visit Your
Lands of Far Away
Where Friday Starts
the “Hymn of the Weekend”
for Those of You in those
Countries who Celebrate
the Weekend when
Thursday Work
Week Ends
God Bless
the Peoples
of Egypt and India..
And of Course the Rest too….

Smiles-note: this is Kinda
Long but so is Love when Real..;)

Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends

Waves Changes
of Life
Colours of Joy
Are Melted
in All Our
Love For
All That Is Nature..
Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends and
on this Valentine’s
Day my friend Xenia i
Wish You and Your Family
And Loving Dogs and Cats
All the Best Love Brings and
i Will Never
Two Years
Ago All the
Loving Support
You Brought to me
With the Loss of my
Mother then as always
Now Thank You For Being
A Kind and Dear Friend..:)

Again.. Some Roses for You and Your Family
Dear Friend Sohair How Wonderful it is to Give
Love And Receive Love and Appreciate Love Graciously
As the Rose of You Consistently Does Without Fail for
All of Who You Meet and Greet In Life Friends Like
You are Gold For Lord Knows and Feels and
Senses in me at Least i Will Never Leave a
Friend Even when they Leave
my Side in Always Hope
And Faith in their
Return and
Most of
All the Love
That i am so blessed
As Gift of my Mother to
me Most as when She Went
to Her Death Bed 2 Years ago on
this Date and i sat by Her Side for
8 Days watching Her Breaths as she
Wished to Go with No Medical Help that
Meant no Food or Drink Fed From Tubes..
i realized the Gravity of the Gift of Love she
Gave to me.. and that Force that she Put in me
As a Wonderful Seed from all those Years then she
Loved me Unconditionally Even When i Screamed
to the Dark Ceiling of Her Room Wishing With All
that was Left of my Soul for God to take me away
from all my Pain/Numb she was the Rock by my Side
Who Did Not Waiver Ready to Accept Whatever May Come
Will Be She Promised me ‘This Will Pass too’ For Then After
All my Hope and Faith and Love Was Gone She Remained
in me therefore
my Friend i will Never
Ever Leave the Side of a Friend
no matter What for i am my Mother’s
Love and Her Love is the Essence of God that Lives in/as me too..
Smiles God is too important to Leave Behind God is the Essence of Love
i Do Now
Hope one
Day that is
one Day we
All Will Now Be
Able to Agree Upon
For The Entire Family
of the World to Become One..
For Sure Wherever Whenever Whoever Two or More Folks
Believe This Way As They Do LoVE NoW Become One As God’s LoVE..:)

Thanks Frank
LoVE is the Most
Important Muscle
To: Use
From: Not
To Lose
Again always
A Best Love Day
For You and Your
Family to Love
Each other With
Your All And When
All Becomes Family
This Way GoD Rises
GoD SMiLes More
Beyond iNFiNiTY


The Love You
Give Is The Love
You Receive Most (GoD)

The Kiss I cannot Share with
Y.O.U. Each And Every
Moment Is The L.O.V.E.
i Give And
Share With
The Rest of
The World
Happy Valentines
ALWays LoVinG G.O.D/Y.O.U..:)))

Smiles the Lint i bring to
You today is Happy Valentines
Yes i readily admit i am doing
My Very Best to Manipulate
You for a Smile for
Each and every
Day i appreciate the
Fact that i
Gain inspiration
From the Blog Posts
You Give and Share freely
How Beautiful a World
It is when
Is no
Part of
Giving and Sharing
Thank you on this Lovely
Day Psychologistmimi and
Manipulating SMiLes is
Only Mission
In Life in all
The Colors of Sacred Love
May Your Lint Ball of
Love Tower Higher
Empire State
Building Where You Live..:)

Happy Valentines to you
Too Rimah for the Quote
You Bring From ‘Paul’ that
Speaks Among Faith Hope
And Love
The Greatest
Stands atop my
Favorite Quotes
For there is No
God Given
Greater than
When Two or
More Humans
Come Together
And Give and Share
The Purest of Friendship
Love We all may Share with
The Similiar DNA and SMiLes
As Light colored as my Eyes
Are my DNA test shows not
Only do i have an ancestor
From South Asia
Probably India
But as
Well From
Nigeria from
The 1700’s to
1800’s then As the World
Will Live as ONE the Day
We all Realize WE are ALL
A Family of ONE NoW Thank
You For This Valentine’s Wish
You Bring as an Open ended
Prayer for the World God SMiLes
Most when
We All
Force of Love (GoD) Amen..:)

Goodness.. Rafiah.. it hasn’t been
that Long Since i Spoke to You Here
but i wanted to Wish You and Your Husband
And Family A Very Happy Valentines Day
In Pakistan as i
Hope You
All Are
Doing Well as
You Are always
in my Prayers my Friend..:)

Hi Sohair.. Hope You Are Still Enjoying
Your Vacation With Your Family as i remember
Last Year You Brought Kind Valentines Wishes
to Everyone Here and i wanted to Return that Favor
to You Again this Year by Wishing you and Your Family
A Very Happy Valentines Day in Egypt.. I’m not sure how
And even if that is Celebrated Where You Live in Egypt
But Love of
Course is
A Virtue
Worth Celebrating
Now in Giving and
Sharing Ways With others..
So.. Again Happy Roses and Chocolates to You
And Your Lovely Family Too with Prayers and
Best Wishes for Many Blessings And Blissings to Come Your way..:)

Hi Shawna Baby.. Thanks For the Kind Valentines Wishes and i approached
Katrina with Your Question as to what We Will Be Doing Special on Valentine’s
Day and We Settled on the Usual Hugs for me and Back Rub for her as the last
Couple of Years Yellow Boy who we have Cared for through His Chronic Illnesses
has Been the Great Divide in the Bed as such Between Husband and Wife as that
Cat Got More Hugs than Probably Any Cat maybe in the World as That was Pretty
Much Her Full time Job other than Housekeeping; and my main Job in Bed at night
too; hehe, that is whenever i do finally get to sleep; Been Sleeping Better these
days, not so Worried about the Health of Yellow Boy as you might imagine for
Folks with No Children Pets Play and Integral and Cohesive Part of Keeping
Folks together in Happiness too in common Interest of Caring; When i
Was Young we Slept with my Mother until about Age 6 that is
much Longer than the Norm these days but Science shows
now that Develops a Very Self-Sustaining Human Being
Later in Life for the Wiring for Oxytocin comes
Stronger and Life Lasting and Potentially
Greater in Propensity for
Recovery in Difficult
Periods of Life as well;
Since We Are Both Retired, there
is usually Never much Rush but the Flow
For what Satisfies each of us Differently as
She is Addicted to TV, Relatively Speaking, and
For me it is all the Writing and Dancing and connecting
With Nice Folks that Keeps me in Sacred and Holy Meaning
and Purpose of Life as i am Driven this way more toward Self-Actualization
and Transcending some of that Ascendent Joy to other Folks on the Trail of
And Dance
too; Smiles, our
Anniversary is a Week
From Valentine’s Day and
the Hug and Back Rub Routine
Will Probably Be Self-Fulfilling and Same.
There is always the Weekend to Go-out to Eat.
And there is most always that we are Together wherever
we be; sure, separated in Two Rooms but Love Never the Less
Present in the Home that is Comfort and Trust in the way Life is.
Smiles, my Friend it is the Platform of Life that allows one best to ascend to Higher Levels.
The Corner
Affection of the Heart.
So, what are You and Your
Four Children and Husband
Doing on Valentines Day; Let me Guess;
Dancing with Your Children After School!
With Some Chocolate Candy and the Rest of the Valentine Routine..:)

Hi, booiejagwa. i am Happy my Words Provided You Some Encouragement. It Truly
is Interesting as the Suicide Disease i had is a Physical Disease impacting the Trigeminal
Nerve For Our Face; as my Emotions Returned; as i Gained Better Avenues in Positive Loving
Communication, my Physical Maladies Were remedied in Tandem with the Greater Positive Light
of Emotions. Blogging Really Helped me for at one Point i couldn’t find anyone Positive to Talk to
online; so, i decided i would rather hear my own Positive thoughts in the Positive Memories i Did Have
to help me Rise up out of the Darkness that i had been Experiencing with all the Pain and Suffering;
As ‘they’ Say, Physician Heal thyself for it is also True that Science Shows that Children who Get
Plenty of Hugs and Attention eye to eye from their Parents Grow up with Less propensity to
addiction; and even require Less Morphine for Pain after Surgery. The Oxytocin Response
of Love that may Be Gained from Human or Pet or even from Within Like Hugging
a Teddy Bear for the Oxytocin We Learn To Manage in Release for ourselves
is Very Healing in Bringing comfort in life. Of course it is more complicated than
that but Truly a Hug of any kind in Life is the Road of Love to the Recovery of so
many Maladies in Life. I enjoy Beautiful People who Bring so Much Light into my Life;
i Cherish them with Gifts of Love in Every Manner i may Bring to them for i understand
that the Giving and Sharing Part of Life now is my own Life Saver for Well Being as Well.
The Reward is
to Give and
Share. Sadly not all
Folks are Raised with Love
and Wired to Receive and Give
And Share as much Love; but the Best
News of all is for about 99 Percent of the
Population it appears that this Love Muscle
Is one in Empathy, Sympathy, and Compassion
And Even Cognitive Empathy that We Now can and will
Improve all Across our Lifespan, if we find ways that Work
for us; the People and Pets; and Places like Nature that Enhance
Our Loving Happiness; and also if we come to Understand that Activities
Associated only with Reasoning in Solving Problems through ‘Mechanical’
Cognition actually
Will Drain away
the Comfort
of Love in Life
if we do not find
a way to Exercise
our Love Muscles in Life
Like we would any Body Part for it
not to Atrophy in Life in Weakness.
Love is the Best Given and Shared.
Best Wishes to You For a Life that is Bright with Giving and Sharing
Love With Positive People and Pets and Nature Overall that comes Your way..:)


SMiLes Sohair Thanks for the
Box of Red and White Roses
for Valentine’s Day for
A Flower
is Poetry
Innate as the
Sky the Ground
the Sea and the
Ocean Whole
And so
All the Gifts
Of This Life
When Love both
Flower and Thorn of
Rose Becomes Love
We Feel and Sense Now..:)


Smiles Pepe; i am So pleased that not only Have You Compared me to Forrest Gump but
my ‘Gush’, ‘Mumbles’ From ‘Happy Feet’ too for it is True Back in 2006 when we Went to See
that Movie that was one of the last ones i could Tolerate With the Eye and Ear Pain Soon to Come;
i could not Touch my Feet to any Surface without Horrific Pain; yes, the Savagery of Sjogren’s Syndrome
That Started with the Nerves in my Feet as they would Get Hot and Cold before Just about Everything else
Went Whacky With me After that when my Eyes Quit Making Tears from the Same Issue Like Swimming in Salt
Water With Eyes Wide Open to Dysautonomia Where my Blood Pressure and Heart Rate Were No Longer Properly
Synched with An Autonomic Nervous System that Went Rogue as Well; oh Lord, Accompanying ‘Coat Hanger Pain’
All around my Shoulders associated With Dysautonomia too; Born with a Congenitally Fused Vertebra in my Spine
And Associated Severe Degenerative Arthritis then too; sure Fibromyalgia; that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia;
Anhedonia, Mood Lability, Alexithymia, Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Panic Attacks; Severest
Insomnia Associated with the Rest of all of that Stuff that Back in the “Lent Period” of 2008 From About
March through April, as it Begins on March 6th This Year, including; yes, 35 Days with only 1 Hour of
Sleep each night provided by an Alpha Blocker in Very Shallow ‘Card Board’ Sleep as my Heart
Rate Raced to Face each and every time the Blood would Not Properly Get to my Brain; true
i went a Day with almost not being able to Catch my Breath and with all the Maladies
Above it gets very complicated determining what is doing what for it took 2 Years
to Even Get Diagnosed with most of that Stuff; Anyway, the Last 5 out of
40 Days, i got no Sleep at all after those 35 with Just 1 Hour of Sleep
at all trust me with No Emotions then all that was left was the
Urgency to Drive my Car into A Tree or Jump off a Bridge;
somehow i managed to get the energy to Grab the
Keys to my SUV and off i went to end it all
And with no Emotions; No Empathy of
what that would do to my Loved
ones then for i was beyond
the Breath of Love
Just wanting to
Die and end all the
Pain and everything
Else once and for all; Hmm..
My Moral Code was Left in Tact
i couldn’t make myself Drive Faster
than 55 to Crash into a Tree; got to the
Bridge too Weak to Jump off and miraculously
my Sister found me at the Bottom of that Bridge
in Her Car and i still wanted to get out and Jump
off a Board Walk into the Shallow end; for there is some
Pain the Dentist Drill in one’s Right eye and Ear that no Drug
would touch that is so much Worse than Death any Hell imaginable;
almost as Bad as Feeling no Feelings at all in Piece of Paper existence too the
Nothingness then without Feelings and Senses that is Truly Truly Separation from
All of what Seems Like Reality for what we Feel and Sense; yes, Sleep Deprivation
Is of The Worst of Human Torture too; the Actual Record of No Sleep at all is 264
Hours also known as 11 Days too. i got Disqualified for ‘No one Does it any Better’ For
the World Record for that with my Shallow 1 Hour of Sleep for the First 35 out of 40 Days
but oh Yes i did find out there is more ‘Dante Rings’ than 1 of Hell on Earth Within and
That is literally
Damned True
All Natural as such
Just Like a Kingdom of
Heaven within too the Opposite
Place of all that Pain and Numb True. My
Sister Drove 80 Miles an hour Telling me she
Couldn’t Live without a Brother; she has Asperger’s
Syndrome too as it’s Hard for Her to find Friends
too; even if she is so Damn Nice Like me; anyway
of course i said no; they found a way to put me
Down in the Hospital and i Just lived in Hell
Until i got to get out after 66 Months to do
66 Months Now of Heaven as of January 2019.
I wrote all of that in case you don’t understand
why ‘Mumbles’ is Free now and Fearless with no Illusory
Fears and Does as He Pleases Dancing Everywhere he goes.
True; not an easy Sell it was Getting that Privilege to Entertain
the Public in most Every Public Store in the Area; Shock and Awe,
sort of how ‘Trumpster’ Does Stuff is how i Started, just Going in Reverse
Everywhere i went; explaining to Store Management that is How i dealt With
Autism With ‘Stimming’ as such as Going in Reverse; Smiles, after the Shock and
Awe and all the Negotiations With Store Management when Security Teams threatened
to Kick me out; Finally Got Settled with a More “Spiraling Dance” And Now i have the Keys
to ‘Mumble City’ to Do as i F in Please, Every where i go; Smiles, never Dismiss the Potential
of the Clever Silent Fox too; hAha. Anyway, as ‘they say’ somewhere someone has it worse now or
Better than whoever You may be; Trust me though, When i say as a Person Diagnosed With Asperger’s
Syndrome by 4 Professionals and Bi-Polar Disorder too; Seen the Ups and Downs; the Heavens and Hells;
and now i really
Feel and Sense
my Way around
the World as my
Personal Playground
And Dance Hall too; and
as far as anyone making me feel
like i do not Belong; actually, i hazed myself
in the Worst ways to remove any insecurities that
Might have Been Left from a Lifetime of Perfectionism
Trying to Do Everything to Fit in; Yep; a Good Little Robot
I become everyone’s Perfect Example of Doing every thing Just Right.
Meanwhile, the Fuses Were Burning out in my iRobot Self without any Love
Left For Comfort and Bliss. i became a Machine; Yes, a Good Machine but always
the Less from my Perspective of a Life of ‘Fore in Warm And Cozy Love to know and
Feel which was
was the Best
Place of All
as i Tried
to Find my Way
Back as i kept Slipping
Off the Precipice of the
‘Dover Cliffs’ (Just added that in
for my Irish Native X-Catholic Priest Grand-Dad;
a rather Famous Author noted in Wiki From
His Time Against the Catholic Church who
Just so Happened to Dine With Einstein in
the Socialist Circles of Last Century too;
in other Words A PHD; A Masters Degree
and some other Stuff he did too; the
Apple as they still remains somewhere
at least; hehe) oh yeah; and Before i forget, as
You Ask if i was Dropped as an Egg; i Was ‘a Wanderer’;
a Speedy one as a Toddler too; Escaped out of the Trailer i
was in when my Mother was Hanging out Clothes; Ran so fast
to the Highway my Mother Couldn’t Catch up and a very Disgruntled
Male Driver Stopped with a Look that could Kill my Mother and Handed me
back over to her; yes, i Leaped out of a Buggy once right on top of My Head
too; but True, likely too Hard Headed to injure much then either; hehe. Anyway,
as i was saying about the Hazing, i wasn’t going back to Fear Land again; or ever
Worrying about what Folks thought of me again; So, then i didn’t have many Friends on
Facebook; so, i started doing Underwear poses with my little pinky Finger Sticking up
too; true, remember folks mistook me as a Girl at McDonald’s when i was 12; i always
Felt like a Boy inside; couldn’t help what i looked like on the Outside then; the Long
Eyelashes and Long Blonde Hair; probably didn’t Help either; the Boys at the City Park
and in the Middle School Halls threatened to do away with me, if i dared to Smile; anyway,
got some Concrete and Plastic K-Mart Weights and the Rest of that is History as i continue
to Leg Press 1340 LBS just last night 20 Reps; Right after i do a Ballet Routine and add all
those 100 LB Iron Plates to the Machine; Yep, i started doing Nude Art too; the Last Frontier
as they might Say for “i ain’t Scared.” i have received over 100K Views for all Associated with
that too; as eventually i sort of Got Good; i was aiming for a Work of Art in Flesh and Blood
Somewhere between Cave Art Petroglyphs and Michelangelo’s David in the Flesh and Blood all the
way too; eventually i went on to Writing an 88,788 Word Erotic yes Very Erotic Fully Illustrated
Poetic Novel in 5 Volumes; but for the Last Couple of Months Since my Innocent Woman
Friend has come into the Picture; i Just Don’t Have any Desire to Do it as now i
Remember what Love Felt Like in High School Before all the ‘Porn’ and
Stuff Came into the Big Movie Screens of Mind. Smiles, my Friend;
i’m sure there are many more Stories like this that could be
proven too; if someone took the time and Effort to
Document it as they went along in Terms of
Human Potential; For it’s one thing to do it
all and quite another thing to Put
it all together like a Movie
And Publish it like
a Second Life
that is that is the
Recording of what’s
Really going on at the same
Time to the last intricate detail
of Word Count of Free Verse Poetry
And Mileage of Dance too; When i First
Recovered back in July and August of 2013;
i documented on this Website then how i was up
to Leg Pressing 500 LBS and i would do next what
hasn’t been Done Before; How did i know this; it was
all Intuitive for without Fear so much more is possible in Life.
If i have one word
of Advice; nope, two
to anyone it would be
Do what You have to Do to
And Do whatever
You Have to Do to
Make the Force of Love
A Living Force Within You
to Give and Share otherwise
as far as i am concerned for me
Life is nothing; Fearless or Not, Nothing; just Nothing Now
at all; With Love and No Fear i will continue to Do all of that;
With Fear and No Love i am Just another iRobot Like i was before.
Anyway; as Katy Perry and Zedd illustrate Well in the Theme Song
for all of this; it doesn’t Matter if You Give Love 365 Days a Year;
who cannot
Receive Love
(The Feeling)
Will never get
any Benefit out of
Love at all. Sadly; some
Women think they can Change
that With some Men; and Sadly
Some Men think they can Change
that With Some Women; But True it is a
Big World now with more Avenues than ever
to Give and Share Love for those who are Willing and Can Receive Love True;
Oh My God, there are So Many Ways to do it; Just imagine how many Children
Elton John has Helped Father with His Love Songs; but only if you can my friend;
but only if you can…
i say that
from a place
of understanding
the Human Condition
Well from Dark thru Light.

For me at least.

i don’t take anything
too Serious anymore;
i have Fun ‘Cause i Can and Will and Just Do it;
to Borrow a Phrase from the Shoe Company that
has also helped me Dance in Public for Close to 11K Miles in 65 months.
Now; No Body
‘Messes’ with
‘Mumbles’ any
more For Mumbles
Weighs 240 LBS
Now and Leg
And Can Strike
Any Object as fast
as you likely Will imagine
in the Reach of his Feet now;
As there is no Science to my Poetry,
my Martial Arts, or Dance; in other Words
no one would even See the Kick coming,
hAha; if they Forced me to Actually get
Close enough to Defend myself.
Dude (Pepe); i live in Trump
Town USA; down Here you practically
have to Become Batman/Superman incarnate
(Jesus alone will not work) to even Try to Love as a Dude and not
get beat up; yes ‘that part’ is a Bit of an Exaggeration; but it should get the Points aCross.
i Really Do Enjoy
Your Sense of
Humor, Pepe; i Thank
You For that; Smiles With
Happy Valentine’s Day for You;
All Your Family, and Friends; wherever
You Live; and Enjoy Yourself; for My Mission is to Bring Smiles too; my Friend..;)


Ah Yes Militantly
Ignorant and from
my View this Reminds
me of the Propensity
To Erase Empathy
Are Required
to Destroy
That Other Wise
Might Come as
Friends instead of Enemies..
Places of ScarCity Lend this
Direction it Seems Versus
Abundance when Social
Roles are Full Force
too and mostly
From Birth as Well..
Smiles as Leaves
That Flock
Do Tend to
Make Similar
Colors Brown to
Green to Yellow And
Red Truly We Determine
Which Leaves Are the Colors for Us
other than that Happy Weekends Frank..:)

Already Visited With Xenia completing
A Visit With Frank Here and now off to
gigoid’s Place of Aphorisms in Quotes
From the Sages of the Ages as Well
As After that comes the 249th Dance
Week With All the Cool College Age
Folks at Old Seville Quarter and Considering
that Today is Still Valentine’s Day Tonight Better
Get there a Bit Early if i do not Wanna Walk too many
City Blocks to Get Any Parking Lot Spot at all for Where i Dance It is Packed!!!..:)

Hello gigoid And Happy Valentine’s Day to You And Your Entire Family Hope You are Doing
As Well as Possible These Days and continuing to Get out in that Big Blue Room as
it Peaked out With Sun Today Where i Reside too; Well, Dancing in the Back
Yard at Least, hehe. Anyway, Life is Interesting and Life is Good For Now
i’ll Take it!!.:)

“I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery
than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.”

~~ Harry Emerson Fosdick ~~

Yes.. Thank God i Don’t KNoW iT All..
No Matter What Katrina Says Else WiSE.. AS heHe..;)

“I was gratified to be able to answer promptly.
I said, “I don’t know.””

~~ Mark Twain ~~

i Replied With A Dance
And Let the Audience
Guess What comes Next..:)

“All growth is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous,
unpremeditated act without the benefit of experience.”

~~ Henry Miller ~~

Ah Yes Quantum Metaphor of Transient
Hypo-Frontality in Flow With Peaks
And Additional Plateaus
Where Empirical
Evidence Shows
Creativity Increases
4 to 5 Hundred Percent Even Higher..:)

“I don’t want to be a passenger in my own life.
I don’t want to get to the end of my life
and find that I just lived the length of it.
I want to have lived the width of it as well.”

~~ Diane Ackerman ~~

Life iS onLY LonG Now as
Emotions And Senses We
Employ Share And Give From:
to: OTHeRS NoW aS LoVE NoW..:)

“You’ve got to do your own growing, no matter how tall your grandfather was.”

~~ Irish Proverb ~~

Hmm.. Both Died.. at 55 And 49.. i am ALiVE NoW That’s Tall Enough for me.

“Truth is always exciting. Speak it, then. Life is boring without it.”

~~ Pearl S. Buck ~~

Truism True Trumpism TrutH iS aN ANti-CuLTuRE

“To live only for some future goal is shallow.
It’s the sides of the mountain that sustain life, not the top.”

~~ Robert M. Pirzig, “Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance” ~~

And don’t Forget the Grains of Sand at the
Very Bottom Capable of Holding Up
Human Mountains of Love
to: Give and Share
And Spread
even more
Just Is for From:
Free Justice for Free..:)

“We’re all in this together — by ourselves.”

~~ Lily Tomlin ~~

Oh Lord.. i For one Have So Many
Little Things Crawling And
Swimming Around
in me
Hehe For Life
One Happy Multi-Verse
Within.. Inside .. Outside.. Above
So Below And All Around Even More..:)

“Why are we here? Because we are here. Roll the bones.”

~~ from a song by Rush (Neil Peart?) ~~

Smiles gigoid i tend to look for the Outliers
And Follow Suit New Leg Press Machine
Now 1340 LBS at 20 Reps.. i did not
Forget Jack LaLanne in
His 60’s
Him Tied
Up Towing
70 Boats
Across the Bay..
It’s the Law of Averages
that if Believed Takes so Much
Human Potential Away like Words
of Disorders As When Mastery Becomes Gifts..:)


Cheers to You Pepe;
Same Here my Friend;
JusT ALonG For the
The WaVE
iN Balance


Capturing An Atmosphere of Romance
With Chemical Reactions That Come
And Go Up And Down And Back
Around Again A Dance A
Song So New Alive
Gone Wait
Wait Come Back Again
Return Again A Ride to Be..
Smiles there are Days When No
Music is Necessary With Smiles Yes..
“Single Petal of A Rose” Thanks For the Song..:)


Natural Plastic Writes:

“We” all know that “Love means never having to say your sorry”.

We all learned that from the movie “Love Story”.

So what else do ya need to know?..:D”

i Write:

For Once We Totally Agree..;)

And Now i Say:

Thanks; ‘You’ are one
of the More Interesting
‘Characters’ in ‘my Play’..;)

Note: i’m Flowing off of ‘Your Words’ here;
This isn’t directed at ‘You’ as an ‘Individual’.
A ‘Perfect’ Unrequited Love An Artist’s
A Poet’s ‘Perfect Dream’ for Muse
In other Words When ‘Two People’
Want ‘Each Other’ But Will
Never Have
‘Each Other’
Another Mountain
to Climb in Life in my
Opinion With No Risk
No Risk in Falling there
is No Height in Climbing..
There are
Days many
Days Where
i Love Both the
‘Thorns and Flowers’
to Surprise me for What
Is A Rose of Life ‘Missing Either’…

A Translation for the Folks Here who may
Not have moved over to the ‘Metaphor’ Sides
of Life; We Are Evolved For Intermittent Gratification.
So in other Words, Without ‘Thorns Flowers’ Will Eventually
Potentially Make Us eXtinct in so many ways of Loving Life.

But on the
Other Hand,
too much Stress
Will F In Literally Kill ‘Us’.

Life Is Both Science And Art.

Miss one ‘Miss the Other’ Do Live Do Both.

Most Simply Put
one Word; no
Let’s Make it Four.

LiFE ARt Science Balance

Just my opinion..:)

For Reference, the ‘Behavioral Sink
Experiment’ by John B Calhoun Lends
Potential Helpful Hints From our Common
Ancestor the Rodent From 75 Million Years ago too.

‘Life’ isn’t always
Evolved to Be Beautiful
or Night or Day or Light or Dark.. etc….
There is No Escaping Nature Classical Evolution is too slow….
but there
are many
Life Hacks to make Life Great so Much Greater Now
in Coming to Understand A Practice of Life for just
the “Right” Mix of ‘Thorns and Flowers’ Where
Some Others may also See “Right” as “Wrong”
It’s not easy…
i Got ‘The Happy’ Very
Happy after 53 Years
but so many Thorns First
That i Understand Are Still Required to Protect ‘A Rose’ of Life.

i Read A Study Recently that stated People are Happiest at 16 Years-Old and 70 Years-Old.

To me that Reads the Joy of Falling In Love and the Joy of Appreciating the Gift of Life that Remains.

How Beautiful
Life will be
if we come
to find ways to
Make all of Life
A Genuine Rose With
‘Thorns and Flowers’;
Or Perhaps
A Passion Flower..
A Passion Flower to Give
And Share Always Realizing
That Love Is A Rose Now With
‘Both Thorns And Flowers’..:)

i See That Rose as (GoD) It’s
Just A Metaphor but It Is A
Point of Life Where One has
Experienced So Many Thorns
And Flowers One Finally Loves
the Entire Rose (GoD)
In This Feel and
Sense God is
Love is Verb ‘We’ Do As Love.
That’s Almost Impossible to Put
Into Words in ‘Fact’ it is until one
Experiences the Art of the Feeling
And Sense of Transcending Love in
the Eternal Now
Subject to
Change the
Work the Practice
Never Ending Always Starting Now..:)

By A Way Dance Is An Oldest Way of ‘Flirting’ In All Ways Humans Move Humans..:)

The Moral of This Story (Parable/Whatever) is the ‘Marriage’ of ‘Thorns and The Flowers’
To Make A ‘Rose’ ‘GoD’ IS A ‘Perfect Union’ of Love Now that Most People
to See
As A
Ending ‘Perfect’
Unrequited Love
That they Will Never See Until a Dirt Nap.

i LooK iN A Mirror And i Love ‘It’ ALL….
No Matter What Anyone Else Says.. heHe.. HeY..
At Least ONE FRiEnD is Better Than None God TenDS
to TeacH ‘Us’ that/this
LeSSoN iN Devil
School iN Hell…
If ‘We’ Hope to Ever Get out….
‘Thanks Sherri’.. i Am LooKinG For A Way
To Say All of this This Morning Thanks For The Help..;)

*Pats ‘Self’ On Back
How ‘God’ ‘Says’
Good Job…

‘Jesus’ iS An F iN

It Is Crystal Clear
For ‘Those’ With

For ‘Those’ With No Love Borders…

‘They’ Will ‘Crucify’
You If You Love Too

Saddest Lesson
Learned From A
’Jesus Story’…

Best Friends
Most Love..:)

i had some Flowers left over
i care to share from the Holiday..
i Hope on Valentine’s Day that
Many Loves.. Friends
And Family Lavished
You with Loving
Wishes.. i Hope
You were Treated
To A Wonderful
Dinner and
Did all your
Favorite things..
Perhaps Watching
The Sunset With
Special Others and
i Hope the Rest
Of your
And The Rest
Of Your Life
Brings even
More Joy
The Heart
Will Never
Find the
Edge of Love Cheers
To those we think
Of and miss far away
But always Living

PS.. Hope
‘You’ Got
Lots of
And Roses And
Particularly Hot
Chocolate if You

Where is the
Edge of Love
Do Hearts Know

Taking all of this in Together
in my Seek and Find of Life as
i am Just Moving in Flow Here
And Doing Life and Love and not
Particularly ever Looking Forward
to anything
But Loving
Life is Not Fair
Roses Are Not Fair
for they Both Smell
Sweet and Are Beautiful While they Make
Us Bleed No God is Not Fair if God Was Fair We
We Would All Be Perfect Robots And All Be Dead Inside.

So it’s True in this way of Metaphor
of Evolution there are the ‘Chosen Ones’
To See and Be and Love as the ‘Entire Rose’
And those who Never come to See and Be
And Love as the ‘Entire Rose’ ‘God’/Love.
In this
Way it’s
About as Hard
for a ‘Conservative’
Closed Minded and Hearted
Person to Seek and Find and
Come to See and Be and Do Love
as the ‘Entire Rose’ God/Love
as it is for
A Camel
To Pass
Through an
Eye of a Needle.

i am so Glad to Be A *F iN FLaMinG *Liberal
What A BLeSSinG BLiSSinG WhaT A Gift As God A-Rose LoVE Do.

Thanks For YouR HelP..:)

The Song ‘Time’ was my Mother’s Favorite
Song; She Died Two years ago about this Time
Our Beloved Cat Died the Year Before about this
Time and Our Last Beloved Cat Just Died Recently
And My First Cousin Died LasT Year at this Time too;
This iS How i Deal
With Grief;
‘Mind’ me;
I Will Never
Lose my HeART AGaiN No one Will ‘Crucify’ My
Love For i Feel And Sense How to MakE LovE LiVE


“FReEDLoVENoW” MacroVerse Memory From a Year ago on Valentine’s Day with
A Note here that would be the first “Mini-Chapter” of what i came to Metaphor as a
4th New Testament Exceeding A Quarter of a Million Words by the Third Week of April
as Sort of an exercise of a Personal “Lent” and the Day
After i Finished Katrina Had to Go to
the Burn Hospital in Mobile
to Get a Skin Graft
on Her Right
Hand from
an Epilepsy
Related Injury
as She Burned Her
Hand on a Pan Cooking
Barbecue Chicken as that
Led to a 6 Month Ordeal for
Her for Recovery all the way to September
From When She Originally Burned Her Hand
on March 22nd of 2018 as complications arose
where there was the Risk she would Lose one
of Her Fingers.. anyway that is where this “4th
New Testament” of my 6.6 Million Word Long
Form Poem Bible Began then on Valentine’s
Day of 2018.. also the day that my Mother
Went to Her Death Bed in the Hospital
With Stage 4 Undiagnosed Cancer
on Valentine’s Day of 2017 as the
Second “Mini-Chapter” on
the First Anniversary of
Her Death on February
22nd 2018.. Titled
Celebrating Her Life too
in Memorial of Her Death then
Yes that 43,151 Word “Mini-Chapter”
Eventually Became my Most Viewed Word
Press MacroVerse at Over 4,000 Views which
is certainly more Views than a Poem that Long
Hehe with 100’s of Photos and Scores of YouTube
Videos would Have Gotten Views in ‘Barnes and Nobles’
in their Poetry Section for anyone who could HAha…
Even Lift
it off
the Poetry
Shelf as some
stuff just will not
Fit in a Paper Back Book.. hEhe..;)
Anyway got the Tale of the Tape Caught up as
Lord i was as far Behind as the Review of Last
Year Published at Close to the First of the Year..
Yep.. Since 6 Weeks ago i haven’t Been Putting a ‘Fine
Line’ Pen to every Word Count of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
that Exceeds 6.6 Million Words Now as i didn’t start counting
Each and Every Word Now without Fail until “Nether Land Bible
2017” Started on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016.. as with the
Record Keeping Complete again now that 32 Month Endeavor
Reaches 3,835,977 Words as of “CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s
“LiFE NoW” MacroVerse Finished as that MacroVerse Makes
the 865th MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. 6.6 Million Word
Plus Long Form Bible Poem in 66 Months Effort and Yes Doubles as the
192nd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017” and if that’s not Enough
Yes it also Triples as the 90th MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
As that Effort Starting Memorial Day Weekend of 2017.. 20 Months Ago is
Now up to 2,247,923 Words that are Also Included in the Description Areas
of all of my Facebook Profile Pics on Average of Around 7 Thousand Words
Each yes since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017.. And With The Tale of the Tape
of Public Dancing Resting at 10,737 Miles in 65 Months of Doing that this part of
The Empirical
Data Keeping
Task of
Bible Writing
in Long Form Epic
Poem Free Verse Writing is Complete For Now.
But Anyway as Per the Elton John Theme Song of this
Section Here Per “Someone Saved My Life Tonight” it is Love
Now We Save the Most Together All of Nature Together With
Us Yes Humans and Pets And The Rest of Nature True (GoD)
When Love Lives
Life Is Forever Now
All That Lasts
Forever Is Now
As For Now as far
as Love Notes Go
this Concludes the Writing
of This MacroVerse titled “LoVE LeTTeRS LiVE oN”..:)

Little Flame comes
And goes always stays
Some Days Flicker Flame
Some Nights Torch Afire
Never Disappearing Less
Little Flame Lives On NoW
In Dimmest Light
Glimmer of Hope
Comes Back
Alive How
It is Little
Flame Now
Loving Inside
Darkest Night
So Bright when
Little Flame Lights
Up Every Little Flame
Is Welcome in my Soul
But How
i Love
Little one’s
Spirit Stays

1:31 PM










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


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