“It’s aLL Smoke and Mirrors”.. be back in a few..
after i publish the current last 67th MacroVerse
oF A MilLioN Word Bible..
and also provide
a back up
too oF the
iN teXt oNly
iN A Bible wiTh
never endings and
alWays more to add as stART
antithetical to closed minded
conservative ways of bEinG buTT
hey.. everyone deserves a continuing say too..
more conserving ways
of words bEfoRE.. hehe.. NoW..as
thIs WiLL be an introductory MicroVerse
to the 739th MacroVerse of Longest Long Form Poem
sTiLL eXseeDinG noW.. 3.3 MilLion words and wELL approaching
4 Million words.. also co-plaYinG as CoMing 68th MacroVerse of the
NoW MilLion word plus bible CoMinG in the last 738th verse of Ocean wHole
Poem as paRt oF A 12 Million word online writing expedition since ThanksGiving
Day of 2010.. as the current 1 Million word plus bible started on Memorial
Day 2016 publish of that first verse of coming 68th veRse here along wiTh
wHaT WiLL be A Dance Celebration documented in words to coMe.. aS A
144th WeeK Celebration NiGht of Dance at Old Seville Quarter will come
oN.. ugh.. as we Super LiBerals say.. the eve of Presidential Inauguration
Trump Day aS oMe miGht hear the Trumpets Blow in Rocky
Songs too.. for the political battles to surely come
‘tween liberals and conservatives
and likely conservatives against
conservatives too as
miNds leARn to
more for the
Liberal Trump doing
his best and not doing
weLL aT aLL.. weaRing coNservative
clothes that are surELy a poor fit for him..
anyWay.. there will as always also be Fun Dance
photos coming on the wee morn hours of Inauguration
Day too.. as the real purpose and moreover meaning of this
coming 739th MacroVerse as titled.. ’42 MoNths cELebration iN HeAVEn’..
WiLL be juST thaT celebrating precisely 42 months since my own personal
ascension at Navarre beach on July 19th.. 2013.. and peaKing then and
continuing to rise since three days after that on what ‘they’ named
as the Star of David Planetary Alignment on July 22nd of
2013.. and that pARt of the celebration of my own
personal Ascension week will come oN iN thE
740th MacroVerse oF Ocean wHOle
Poem and 69th MacroVerse
of the Million Word plus
bible thaT from noW
oN i will refer to as tHat
as thERe are already two
Versions included as those named
Bibles.. two New Testaments and
another enclosed October Testament
and Witness all enclosed in that and further
enclosed in the Ocean whole poem exceeding
3.3 Million words too.. as hey.. this is NoW onE big
NautiLus sheLL wiTh almost inFiniTe RiSing chambers
no different than my big head and the rest of the body
thAT iS mE currENtly attached.. including God as all thaT iS
as WeLL.. of course.. oKay.. this is kinda back to the Future2..
as i return to all the way back to past MacroVerses aS iN My
World and verily i say.. God’s World of Nature all thaT iS..
iT iS tiMe thaT iS thE iLLusioN and NoW thaT iS the
oNly reAlity spRead every which way and
loose at this point of MiNdful
reflection of GoD
All thaT iS aS NatURe
plUs aS WELL As Oceans
aLL continUe to GRow WiTh
Human elevens iN Heaven too
as Seventh Heavens on cLoud nine
and BeyOnd Ten back to EleVen plUs
WiLL SurEly do too.. when the cLock Strikes
tWeLVE for ThiRTeeN too.. as be will be as is..NoW2..
trULy amAzinG what one can do wiTh a reAlly smART
pHonE and totAlly raw photos wiTh Invisible man/eTc Local
of course.. wRiTE oN course
WiTh God as Verily Visible noW
too and inVisible too as some folks see..
sTiLL.. i’LL DO
mY beST to iLLuMINATe
what some folks fiNd
very difficult NoW
to see and verily
too as leSSoNs
oF the aGes prove
so i use oTheR
eSSenCE oF GoD NoW2..:)
comfort to otHers..
for me to comfort
otHers in real life
than expressing any of
my sorrow.. but oh Goodness..
PoeTry takes care of that and
thank goodness as
BrinG pain and
misery in many unusual
somatic ways of vague this
and or that.. and as science shows..
a world of mechanical cognition represses
a world of social empathic cognition.. practice
is as practice makes.. and then tHeir is the other side
of FeeLinG too much and draWing iNside for basic survival..
eTC.. arT as the
UniVerse overAll is surEly
the inNer one of HuMaN as thaT
is wHeRE we Live mindFully and bodyFully
aware or not as Personality tests are not only
inNate but move as Ocean Currents and hiGher
wAves depending on the Environment aT Hand or Foot..
brains in terms
of stuck between the
ears.. been to both hemispheres..
and surely i’M Loving the FeeLinG
one much more than the analytical one
although reason and cool can come when
needed as the situation warrants as AlWays
mY FriEnD Prajakta.. a BaLanCing ForCE is what works
for the who
who is as
Dr. Suess miGht
also say in terms
of green ham and
more stuff likE that..
iN other words it’s
or not.. liFe WiLL Be iS..:)
As this 739th.. CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVeN
MacroVerse continues noW as we also enter into the
Chinese year of the Rooster.. later this month on the
28th of January with a special liGht sHow celebrating this
Fire Rooster new year beginning on January 19th in London..
same date as the publish of this coming MacroVerse and hey..
juST tying all that iN Too.. the Rooster SonG i used as the words began
to flow as hey.. even when one is celebrating a 42 months continuing
NoW aScension as juSt a metaphor for Kundalini Rising now.. Satori.. Dao
fully realized.. sELfactualization iN someways if one IS A Maslow fan2.. born
again for you Jesus fans who get the pARt about the Kingdom of Heaven
on this eARTh at hand noW as alWays promised in the current generation
by the Jesus then.. which of course means thaT promise reMains in
the generation now.. in a place where even marriage is not
necessary as everyone will live as spiritual
LoVinG Brothers and Sisters
as we are one
Sledge and such
as HuMaN BeiNGs continue
to SiNG iN UniSon one wiTh God
for those who get unplugged from the
Matrix and do escape all the cultural bullshit
that makes us so domesticated and functionally
disabled on the home front that at core is Heaven
now.. as my Cat Yellow boy gets his iNheritance from
God all free as he is not sulLied by word soup and human
stupidity aS Such NoW out of MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG way
aS SoUl as Yellow boy Has got his sHit all toGeThER by GoD
GiVeN inNaTE iNsTiNct.. And inTuiTioN aS cALL of the WiLd
all free and gifted by God wHeRE you do NOT pay for Pecan
Tree nuts off the Ground as Abundance of Nature iN A Garden
oF EdEn WiTh touchY naKed Feely Love is HoW God rolls
WiThin when all FReED kinda like me.. he HE..as the
Greeks Say jUsT AnoTher Renaissance man.. heHe2
liKe.. WeLL.. SorT oF LiKe aN iNcarNate
Apollo but without all the dARk
DesTrucTioN sTuFF unLess
for the snake
the rest of
me juSt to survive
and of course.. my Loved ones
too.. including all oF eXistence too
As aLL iS wHOle aLL iS GoD all thAT
iS NaTuRE pLuS from dARk ‘tween sHaDes
oF Grey bEYond raINbow liGht too.. as hey..
everyone sees a Different GoD UniVerse too..
as surEly God LiVes withIN wiTh many ‘eYes’ oF
exiStence beYond Quantum LeVel so beLow as aBove..
iNside.. outsIDe.. and all around too.. beYonD hUman eYes
and Even SciEnce aiDeD eYes aS WeLL.. as the stoRy oF Existence
rollS oN aS Waves oF Ocean wHole to Rivers to StreAMs to theSe words heRE..
without almost any effort one wiTh GoD as A Planet Gracefully revolves around
A SuN.. a StAR.. sAMe and DifFeREnt as wE from cruCible oF sTar BurST flAMe..
aS SenTieNt StAR duSt plUs noW iN thiS Miracle oF liFE noW as surEly one
can see this kind of existence iN the potenTial come to fRuiTioN on thiS
PlanET now IS A relative Miracle as far as any hUman aided eYes
can see wiTh even science noW too.. yeP.. whaT iT aLL coMes
doWn iN pArT noW too.. aS Well is all oF eXisTence
can bEcome fuLL as hOly and SacRed Existence
iN purPose and meaninG for we hUman
bEinGs wHo co-create WiTh
GoD A KinGdOM of
HeAVen oN eARTh noW..
sADLy.. A huge board iN the eYes
are trULY antiquated Religions that aren’t
reAlly thaT antiQuated.. jusT mis-understood in literal
ways..as way BeyOnd the Wisdom that is as relative NoW
iN GaiNinG thE GiFT oF oUr InheriTance aT leAST iN thE
New Testament Good Cop attributed Jesus text that
hOlds a paTh for those who can STilL heAR and
SEE thAT Good news aS WeLL as pAtHs on
jourNey that truLy worK NoW aS
SeeKinG.. FiNding.. and practiCinG
A paTh to HeaVen that keeps iT heRe noW
for more and moRe Folks so God WiThin can
alSo esCape liKE Super folks do do iN HuMan
poTenTial.. relativELy SpeAkinG and yes.. heLL
yes.. NoW DanCinG A SonG oF LiFe iN Classical way
like any Good Cop Apollo iNcARnate WiLL NoW do2 for tHIS
NoW too.. the essence of this is spRead through hiStory
iN Many sacred texts and oTheR symbols.. including myths
and otheR artS oF HUman ArT that sTiLL Houses the Truth and liGht
NoW iN Vehicles and Vessels clear enough to HeLp us fiNd our way to
TrUth and liGht iN HeAVen noW2.. and all those otHeR.. cultural and
likely cross planET metaphors that come in abstract constructs iN what
folks name as the communication inTELLiGeNCE to spREad sOMe MoRe Good
NeWs to iNcrease eXiStEnTiAL iNTelliGEnce FoR noW.. as all of eXisTEnce
iS wHole and when we sePaRaTE by reFuSinG to hOld Hands ToGeThER we not
only diViDe.. we PoTenTiALLy FaiL to Either reacH ouR ExistenCe GiFt of PoTenTial
as inheritance from the GoD of/aS naTuRE.. and or FiNd HeAVen NoW aS any cAT aS i Love
to DancE and SinG.. rolls naked in the Sands of noon-day Sun-lit SkeYes.. and beCOmes
oNe WiTh miDniGht moiSt and GreeN LEaves.. A LawN oF aLL iN A Garden of Eden..
STiLL SpRouTinG taLL.. and BeYond thaT.. thiS is also in memory of my first
cousin Dickie who in a matriarchal family overwhelmingly female was one
of the few males who survived but also died early in just another
military industrial complex sponsored war for politics and
money.. yep.. the Vietnam War and Dickie burned
up in a Helicopter.. in ’69.. i didn’t wanna go..
as we also remember in solemn respect
that Vietnam war of Fifty years ago back
iN ’67.. i was 9.. in ’69.. i didn’t have to go..
i didn’t wanna go as tHen thaT early
and even at age 3 all naturAlly..
i kNew that killing
iS deadly wrong..
to protect freedoms but
sTiLL deadly wRong iF tHeRE
iS any other way but to do the most ‘retarded’
thing in killing your own FucKinG species as the
most ‘retarded’ species oF aLL continues to kill iTs home
as Heaven noW2.. displacing and killing the other inhabitants
of this God created Heaven noW.. as WeLL.. having no clue now
that in doing this they are creating suffering and misery for
God too as God is all thAT is and when you kill paRt of
God.. Believe it or not Horatio.. you are consuming
what is required to live or just causing moreover
misery and suffering and death in pain
for God as Well iN even liVinG liFe..
i supPose.. God.. iS kinda pissed
aS WeLL aS proud to liVe
as any Lion or
jusT does it
aLIve and ThriVinG
iN thiS poTenTiaL oF HeaVen now..
Renaissance man.. i will continue be..
co-creaTiinG this ArT oF liFE WiTh God
FReED wiThIn.. as any FiRE Rooster WiLL do too..
while other folks busy themselves with dollar bills and
killing tools to snuff oThER parTS oF GoD out.. for materialistic
gains.. thaT tHey WiLL neVer take WiTh them for the place they arrive neXt..
yes.. ascension aS Such
too.. all naked and free from
the illusory fears and empty promises
when humans become moreover the tools they
make and lose the God WiThIn thAt/wHo wishes/iNsiSts to Be
free more than a tool with not much FeeLlinGs or SeNSEs aT Allone..
what else.. yep.. ‘this sELfie’ on the River.. wiTh ‘let’s get weird’ and all FReED NoW
uP iN poSe sTRIke for respecT oF ForCe of GoD WiThiN.. iS on my older home front
wHere i was raised in my maternal Grandmother’s home with my sister and
mother wHeRE i looked aCross the RiVer and FeLt God INsidE.. outsiDe
aBoVe.. so BeLow and all around as GoD intiMaTed WiThin thAT
my existence is consubstantial WiTh GoD forever now.. yes
eternAlly Now and for then and now AlWays NoW
for those who ever go thEir as pARt oF God
and for those whO alWays sTay tHeRe wHOle
jusT foR NoW.. it’s aLL Natural
like a Fire
as an Apollo pARt
reborn wHole wiTh GoD noW..
no creeds or even words necessary
as i could not speak when God Gave me
the firST meSsAGe i remember aT age three
WiThin.. so sure.. i could do all of this within
on a Desert Isle without books too.. but hey..
tools can be used foR liGht and TrUth
too.. even.. F iN FucKinG words
“In Honored Glory Of a Soldier
Known But to God”.. this is my favorite
monument oF aLL at the Veteran’s Plaza
in Milton FL.. as it can relate to all who
serve as God’s Soldiers.. FucK yes.. even in a military
oF liGht as ArT wHeRE the weapon is the painter’s brush..
the writer’s Pen as it were/are and is computer keyboardS now SonG
too.. the sMaRT phOne of the photographer these days at ease of point
and shoot.. the DanceR and SingeR all Free Verse too.. and the martial
artist who only fights for miNd and BoDy BalanCinG neVer StrIkinG A pound
or even an ounce oF LiVinG Flesh.. perHaps a leaF torn from a privet
wild shrub that will suRely GroW back as LeAves LiVinG oN Trees and
Shrubs WiLL do.. but of course only iF A Mistake by toe nail
spArRinG CliP.. as harm no oThEr even applies to an Ivy Vine
crawling up a shed or a DogWood Tree choKinG the
Septic Tank Drain Field of a HUman Being
wHo writes a Million and Ten Thousand
words Bible now so far with more
to come and longest long form
Poem at 3.3 million words
plus and 6666 Miles of
public Dance in
or 12 Million words
since Thanks Giving Day
of 2010.. surE.. jusT to reiterate
NoW too.. before and After that hUman
liVeS iN eARth HeLL too for 66 months
all then.. suRE thaT ain’t the full story
but get my point.. if you will.. i am no more important
NoW as sTar duST liFE from Crucible oF StAR BurST beFore
than a DogWood Tree.. an Ivy Vine.. or a GrAin oF sand NoW
that holdS uP NoW thiS mouNTain of LoVe iN pArT aS WHOle as NoW
goeS oN.. see.. heRe’s the thing.. God Lives within us now
all of all of all N all.. and if God has to.. God WiLL
comes as me too.. and tale ya not to kill God aLL
either iF aT aLL possible pLease
to hELp aLL OThERs.. yes.. aLL
of ExisTencE LiVe/tHrive NOW iN
as liFE WiLL
iN an INheriTancE
oF HeAVen now.. in yes..
once aGaIN HoLy and SAcREd
BaLanCing ForCe as PlanETs
gracefully revolve around
stars and sun sAMe
as NOWs Do Go
never finishing alWAys
sTaRTing NoW alWAys NoW
as is for Be as ALL ThAT iS..
so.. you say i’M not qualified.. i have
no instruction books and guidelines to be
a Soldier of God.. WeLL thAT’s hoW the liGht
of DArK can coMe iN GoD’s eYeS me too.. like any
thief in the niGht aS LiGht kNOWn/FeLT But to God NoW too
SeNSinG as i continue to strike a pose for GoD aS aLL nOW WiLL Do2..
Love even iF i am
the only one to cOmE
aGaIN as REBoRn iN mY
owN FiEld of DreAMs
oF Y i..
continUes to GroW.. rOle..
And roW an OcEan wHOle..RoLL..wAVe..
With no expecTATiOns oR LiMiTaTiOns
iN continuing Change oF
or chains oF F
iN priSon noW..:)
StaR dAte 1.17.17.. 7.11.33..AM
as AnoThEr HeaVen dAy iN CloSinG
UPoN 42 Months on sTAr dATE 1.19.17
since StAR dATe 7.19.13.. hehe.. somenow
iN the Afternoon on Navarre Beach then.. 2nd aScenSion
StAR dATe for me.. since 9.06.81.. at age 21.. aRiSinG eVen
MoRE to StAR dATe tHen.. aS SiX pointed PlaneTary AliGnment
of So-called stAR oF DaVid NeW iN so-called new age
way too.. three days later.. oN 7.22.13.. on juSt
AnoThEr Manic MoNday per se.. WiTh A so-called
GOlden Child born iN England too.. all
royaleD uP per say too.. as they
say over the Big
too.. to the
east of the
west of Me.. hehe noW2..
anyWay.. asceNsion get away
STiLL GroWinG aS OcEAn wHOle
NoW.. heRe for NoW iN Heaven’s
Kingdom on Earth co-creating WiTh
GoD aS WeLL.. aS all goES WeLL.. and
WiTh all that DancE and SonG and NoW
GoES oN iN FaMiLY way toGeThER too..
sure with all my Seville
yePPers.. wE ARE
aLL FaMiLy who DancE
And SinG iN TrUth/liGht.. joiN
uS NoW iF yA WiLL or noT aS thAT
pArT iS yoUr DancE and SonG or not
as i say iS per se aGaIn.. WiTh this
artful Facebook Algorithm Video Slide
assistEd preSenTaTiON of jusT anoTher
Day iN isReaL Paradise in the LA.. Lower
Alabama Panhandle of Florida that is
only a smALL TiNt of so-called
oF the Trump
county aS Such but
do not be fooled by clOwns
who BrinG GifTS of Health
care to aLL.. this shit
more so for the
for the po’ folks iF
Trump Turns a corner
as Robin Hood in Riches too..
in a Billion ways of crazy eYes too..
hmm.. somEthinG about the pull of that
so-called lap daughter and son-in law
miGht bRinG iN a little more liGht
than those in
for now are
guesSing aT yET..
Back to the Future2..
SenSe.. like a fiCtional
ReAliTy shoW.. hehe.. you’Re
fired bad cop yoUR
Good cop too..
hA! that’s what
clOwns do.. the FucKinG
unexpected every now 2..
And sPeAKinG of Clowns.. wHat
a wonderful continuing celebration
of 42 months iN Heaven.. surEly the
MeaNinG and PurPose as HoLY and SacREd
for aLL wHo arrive HeRE now.. and quiet fitting
thAT i celebRate this on the inaugural eve’ of someone
really important as dollar bill eYes groW.. as my 19th
and my 20th of January with the DanCinG photos coming
on yes.. StaR dATe 1.20.17.. 3.00 AM or So.. WiLL
bE all FReED withOut a FucKinG Dollar Bill..for mE
heHe.. juST a MemberShip cARd to geT inTo
continuing Bliss.. PREPaiD.. heRe or tHeRE
NoW and TheN NoW WiTh all the Kool
Blast and what
a Beautiful Day
at HeaVen’s Beach
alWays Now as
nah.. Life is
Good not A B88CH
LIFe ISaLL Good..
and even my great
new Psychiatrist agrees
that i have transforMed
inTo ‘SOMETHING ELSE’2.. HAHA..
ya can’t lose WiTh God all thAt iS
as the evidence continues to MounTaIN HeRE aS
smART and FeARleSs UNConDiToNal LoVE as Tree fAlls LEaves
uP as UP
does jusT Go uP
haha.. hehe.. NoW foR GooD..
WE ARE FAMILY! EVEN IF! NoW..
JUST ME AND GOD ToGeTHeR.. HEHER..FReED..:)
Oh.. Lord.. and sPeaKinG of Men in red T-shirts
and not much of anything visible else.. ON
Whitey and Grand Pa Grey tightY’S.. aka
Briefs in a side sHow of Dance
for 23 miles around a Mall
as GPS WiLL do
way too.. now2
a fun MacroVerse
from three years ago2..
named DANCING WITH GOD2
AS MY SISTER BRITNEY SINGS
WORK B**CH TOO.. AS YA GOTTA
WORK YA WAY WITH WORKS TO GET TO
HEAVEN IF YOU THINK JUST SOME WORDS
WITHOUT ESSENCE OF CONTINUAL PRACTICE
OF LIGHT IS A GONNA GET YA THERE YA MAY
NEVER EVER GET THERE ANY NOW BUT NOW THEN
OR NOW HEHE.. and no.. it’s not reAlly funny.. ‘family
members’ like ‘me’ have been trying to help folks for thousand
of Years.. SeeK and FiNd And liVe iN A KinGdoM oF HeAVeN alWays
NoW but we cannot force Horses who have no taste for a contiNuing
MoVinG ConNecTinG CreaTinG PraCtice to DrINk thiS SpiRit FiRE NoW of HoLY
and sACREd suRe.. LuKe heART FAiThForCe aS SenTienT StAR duST pLuS
rEd HoT SpiRiT fiRE wAter iF A Horse sees and hears no meaningful
purpose of DoiNG HeAVEn NoW.. juST NoW.. anYWAy.. i for oNe have coMe
to ToWN.. to shaRe a liTtle liGhT and no one wiLL diM WiT me now
LoVe thAT continues to
RiSe.. wHeTher yA fiNd
a paTh to work that B88AcH
aLL ouT to liGht or NoT iN suRe..
a YiN and Yang animus and anima
sAcReD and HoLY BaLance of feminine
and masculine BaLanCinG FoRCE FReED NoW
soUL too.. for those of you who are not aFraID
to coMplete youR TempLe of GoD as essence
over FloWs noW
juST NOW.. work iT.. OK
or not.. as noW iS all thAT
iS aka GODBEAMLIGHTFLOWERNOW..:)
Back at 9.11 am
1.18.17 after maKing
a few quick technical edits on
Free FloWinG StreaM of HoLy
SpiRit ArT oF consciousness writing a SonG
from deep deep within last night after ramping
uP all mY liGhts of neurochemistry floating like a 233LB
feather in Nike Shox Athletic shoes in reverse surfing
deep white sugary sands of Navarre beach as
any new age walk on water dude or dudette
or otHEr liFe WiLL do on terrestrial
Land as anti-gravity does
to move pyramids
FoRCE of GoD
NatuRE WiThiN oF
course wriTE on course aS WeLL
as verily a keyboard can float iN DancE
and SonG likE thiS jUSt aS WeLL iN HoLY
SpiRit CreAtivity FloW iN ZoNe.. and to be clear
the so-called mostly bible associated English revised
terms HoLY sPiRit are relative to me as that old bible iN
New Testament and even Old Testament iN somE ways hElPed
me To fiNd a HiGhWay to HeAveN iN A pATh thaT works for me witHin..
inSiDe.. outSidE.. aBovE.. so beLOW and aLL ARouNd.. and sure even
othEr books.. even perHaps a Koran in someways.. if ya can get around the
tribal aspect of do as we say or suffer the consequences by the hand of a man
or God same as both are judging by little human flea hands.. sure tHeRE IS A little
Love in tHosE Books sAMe as tHeRE is for aLL of NAtuRE too as patterns visible with
no words oF Books aT aLL of GoD LIVinG iN and aS NaTuRe too.. as verily2.. i for one
could/caN seNSE and FeeL BeFoRE speAKing aT age 3 too.. nah.. i wasn’t literate then..
but would read very very soon after that at age 4 or so including a sTart of sPeaking too..
thing iS iN isReAL reAlity now the spiRit of ArT iS iN eYES of God seT FReED iN hUman
BeinG noW as a spArk within of creativity can bRinG arT and HUman BeinG moRe
aliVe as aRT and as my psychiatrist agreed yesterday afternoon.. yes.. Fred like
you sAId make liFE art.. you are awesome mY FriEnd in words to hiS affect
and effect that i had conquered the Bi-polar demons wiTh arT by
maKinG mySelf into a DancE and SonG Poem as i add a few
poetic phrases iN synch HeRE aS weLL as streams
continue to river to Ocean Waves SpRinG as
liVinG iNSiDE GoD LoVe oN to siMplY
BE surViVinG aLliVE ThriVinG as
puRE liGht LoVe iN eYes
that reFuSe to
flAME morE noW..:)
Haha.. my friEnd.. gigoid.. i’Ve surely
BeeN and sTiLL aM dancing my ass off
(although the muscles are getting
bigger.. hehe.. as photos indicate)..
as well as writing my fingers on and
on and now word press is acting
a little cooky as i didn’t get
a notification of your
but now.. never
the less.. no problem
friEnd.. i understand now
the trials and tribulations
of life all too well and never
expect anything out of liFe but
to keep DanCinG and SinGinG
no matter what.. so far so good
it works for now and since now
is all tHeRe is that’s enough.. mY friEnd..:)
SMILes.. my friEnd.. Prajakta
1000 followers.. no surprise to
me.. my frienD.. with congratulations
too.. as if my memory serves me correct
enough.. it’s inspired at lEast a few words
out of me and verily many more.. hehe.. A
Best pART of ART.. any aRt.. reAlly.. is iT helps uS
fiNd sELf and even
in life whERe
we Love to do
IS A Love oF LiFE
fulfilled WiTh soUl iN
what i like to SinG is miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG Force
iN positive emoTions and SensES
AKA liGht that GroWs A Ocean Fulfilled
oF liFE even more.. and sure.. through history
and herstory and etcstory.. the place ‘they’ cAll
Nirvana/Bliss.. Within a place we Master with Relative
Free WiLL.. and surELy.. as the innate Art that humans
are Born with is DancE and SonG without any written words
aT aLL.. the words we create as guideposts for our sOUl can be
A most HoLY and SacRed arT NoW iN MeANinG and Purpose to
is GooD and HappY NoW..
sure2.. what some foks name
aS A Verb oF aLL thaT iS GoD2..
wiTh at leASt some guideposts2
to get back to content and satisfied2
wiTh even Joy.. iF we lose ouR way…
i thINk and FeeL you Are continuing to
FiNd youR way through this art of Keyboard
wHeRE MoVinG two hands oN A Piano IS A percussion
keYboard too.. wHeRE thE StrinGs oF Vocal Chord SonG
come through noW iN A keYboard DanCinG WiTh Ten Fingers
And SunG wiTh words SinGinG and DanCinG A SonG oF soUL we
connect WiTh otheRs iN GiVe and ShARe ways by uploading ouR SoULs
online in a place with no external sun or moon shine but what comes from
as we are surELy
ShiNinG STArs as
Sentient Star DuST
PlUs too from crucible
Fire of STar BurST seed..
we are fLoWeRs of allthatis
too.. as the cosmos comes
unTo itsELf and we are the Priests
oF Our SoUls to DancE and SinG
aLouD my friEnd.. iF only heARd and
Seen WitHin A SouL thAT shiNes fulleR
iN this poTEnTiAL HeaVEn noW.. seLf actualiZinG
NoW iN symbols as MoVinG CoNnecTinG CreATinG
soUL oF HuMan liVes oN iN what the Egyptians refer
to aS everlasting KA as SpiRiT eXpreSSinG HeARt oF
pyramid stones.. serve iT uP..
wiTh a thousand followers or
whatever comes neXt.. mY FriENd..
liNes now to
MoRe.. and veriLY
moRE WiTh WiNks
And most imporTantLY..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. of the hUman kINd..
wiTh A little courAge as smART to spice sTuFF uP as LoVe
caN and WiLL
do more as MaGiC
coMes aliVE even more aS YOU..
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. back
aGaiN to catch up on
on and after
the Septic tank
folks agaiN.. oh..
the joys of home ownership
and repairing drain fields as
they clog up too.. but hey..
IT happens IS
and so does Joy..
Fix it and moVe
oN iN DancE and
SonG is whAT i do..
but nah.. i don’t repair
drain fields or drain septic
tanks but clean up was at least
once my Forte as a Janitor of Telephone
buildings.. bankS.. and stuff like thaT while
MaKinG way through school and three degrees
to get qualified to hand out shoes in a Military
BowLinG Center for about two decades at the
University of Human Nature as Cheers
WiLL teach as well in everyone
kNows and feels yoUr nAMe
and so do you as F iN
sEE and heAR
FeeL anD sENSE..
for more to coMe..;)
“History has the relation to truth
that theology has to religion
— i.e., none to speak of.”
~~ Lazarus Long ~~
I go to the beach sTiLL
and look within.. i beCoMe
one with sugar white sand..
Emerald Green waves and
Seagulls spiRAlinG sAMe WiTh
SuN as Sea OAT Breeze.. after
foot prints of culture remove..
don’t need no fancy
books.. no classes iN
SchooL.. sAME liGht aS
oNly God i FeeL anD seNSe
tOld me WiThin at age 3 LooKinG
aCross a River to FoReST with no
human foot prints then.. books
are pastastime but
and SinGS with
more than RainboW
coLors oF WiNd NoW witH
no words aT aLL.. mY FriEnd
but the God who/thAt exists as all thaT iS NoW..:)
“A wise man, recognizing that the
world is but an illusion, does not
act as if it is real, so he escapes the suffering.”
All is as
might aS WeLL
“We are what we repeatedly do.
Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.”
“By steadily disciplining the animal nature,
until it becomes one pointed, it is possible to
establish conscious awareness of The Eternal.”
It’s kinda simple..
now is eternal
now is God
now is one word
and now is more than words
so much more than F.. iN words..
or a three letter word named God
all that is..:)
Man, n.: An animal so lost in rapturous contemplation of what he thinks he is as to overlook what he indubitably ought to be. His chief occupation is extermination of other animals and his own species, which, however, multiplies with such insistent rapidity as to infest the whole habitable earth and Canada.
— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”
Naked humans as
science shows now
get along quiET weLL
oF NAturE aLL
until they move into
insanely large populations
and start to collect grains in
silos and shit in septic tanks and stuff like that..
as well as weapons that
from the natural
up to Nuclear
Bombs as a septic
tank of human arises
as culture even more..
and yes.. even violent
video games for
killing like the
soldiers do before
they go into combat too..
yep.. culture is the virus..
human.. is the animal..
and not unlike
ForcE DanceS and SingS
A Song oF Free..
as the practice of Sanitation
has saved many more lives
than medicine ever has
rid of the shits..:)
“Few are willing to brave the disapproval of their fellows, the censure of the colleagues, the wrath of their society. Moral courage is a rarer commodity than bravery in battle or great intelligence. Yet it is the one essential, vital quality for those who seek to change a world that yields most painfully to change. Each time a person stands up for an idea, or acts to improve the lot of others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny ripple of hope, and crossing each other from a million different centers of energy and daring, those ripples build a current that can sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance.”
— Robert F. Kennedy Speech, South Africa, 1966
Humans are social animals who instinctually
require approval from the social
leaning folks have
taKen advantage of
hUman Nature in this
way for thousands of years
since they gained weapons to
avoid being pushed off a cliff..
iN touchy feely
Love.. for tribal
it’s a bigger world
now.. even in places
like hell.. as sure..
SonG as psychopathic
leaning folks lose their clout..
Among those who WiLL choose to and can escape
the power of Group think in all the ways that comes..:)
“I am an agnostic; I do not pretend
to know what many ignorant men are sure of.”
— Clarence Darrow
“He who dies for virtue, does not perish.”
— Plautus (B.C. 254-184)
“He who dies for virtue, does not perish.”
— Plautus (B.C. 254-184)
Empathy and Compassion
are paRts of Human Nature
who do not
this.. not so much
to none now and for
those folks.. little to none
of this applies.. as humans
as oranges to apples with rotten core..:)
“The first panacea for a mismanaged nation is inflation of the currency; the second is war. Both bring a temporary prosperity; both bring a permanent ruin. But both are the refuge of political and economic opportunists.”
— Ernest Hemingway (1898-1961)
Square root problem
one.. more than
150 to 200 sets
of human eYes
in religion or
whatever comes nexT..
as fresh hell2 on eARTh2..
and sure.. some
as usual too.. A trade off too.. to
be ruled as creature comforts grow2..
and humans increaSinGly become tools
fools as well
in not so
with lesser and
and purpose for woRkInG
A ForAGe oF LIFE for day
to day survival wHeRE most
everyone has a clear social
role to make the wHole dAM
and WorTh LiVinG NoW/ThriVinG
WiTh rest at the end of the forAGE
is welcome iN RecreAtiON of DancE
and SonG toGeTher too As A reward
is the MoVinG CoNneCtinG CreAtinG
day to day as liFE itSelf SpRinGS moRE aLiVe..:)
“Be wary of strong drink. It can make you shoot at tax collectors and miss.”
— Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”
their senses never
ever requiring even
one drink to
happen for escape..:)
“If it is not seemly, do it not; if it is not true, speak it not.”
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, xii, 17
Seemly.. is A
of group think..
i’ll balance that
“The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.”
— The Constitution of the United States of America Amendment 4, 1791
it as i aint’ got nuThinG
to hide but
i don’t even
Life is Good
without any worry
over losing my nuts
as nuts don’t worry about thaT aT aLL..;)
“The belief that there is only one truth and that oneself is in possession of it seems to me the deepest root of all evil that is in the world.”
— Max Born, physicist
i own my
to bY tHeir’s from otheRs..;)
“Aryse ye techno Serfs! Let us seek out the bloated aristocrats,
and roast them in their own juice upon the fires of righteousness and justice!”
— Dan, rabble rousing the contractors
in other words
i don’t give a shit
what the Romans
i dance and sing
Free in a Rome StiLL
Free enough to be
A Kali pART..;)
“In this world there is always danger for those who are afraid of it.”
— George Bernard Shaw
“Human beings are perhaps never more
frightening than when they are convinced
beyond doubt that they are right.”
— Laurens Van der Post, The Lost World of the Kalahari (1958)
It’s true.. some
folks see me for one..
as a very scary/crazy dude..
but those who ain’t
In example.. aLL i was doing
AM floating down the beach..
Y E S T E R D A Y in the sun..
all 233LBS in reverse
with athletic shoes
up the hill
with jack and jill..
but they were snowbirds..
they ain’t likely seen no trUly freebirds..
tRuly it’s aMazinG
NoW to fly free on land..
walKing on water must really be boring..;)
“The three branches of government: lobbyists, media, PAC’s.”
— Smart Bee
And then Pac
“I love my country too much to be a nationalist.”
— Albert Camus
Yes.. i live in Rome
and follow the
R E QuiREd
but the only
C O U N Try
i love is
and rest of
Nature that makes life iSREaL
And FeeLinG and SeNSinG enough
any words or books
or other labels
and sure.. i’d
pay Federal Income taxes too
but thanks to George W.. Bush
ET AL.. for eliminating that part of
the requirements all the way gone for now too..
unless ya have kids.. eTc.. to pay that debt off sooner or later…:)
“I demand IMPUNITY!” — Zippy the Pinhead
oh.. my ancestors
the gifts you gave me..
to prepare my way and more..
from lawyer to law enforcement
to priest to business woman
to prophet to book
no more than
one generation removed..
ways reborn as me..
ain’t nothing free ..
they aLL worked
hard so hard to
make me.. hehe..
sure.. i return the favor..
as that is how the cycle of liFe
works aS even more human poTenTiaL..
Don’t need no lawyers.. or none of the rest oF thAT..
and the heARt
aS SpiRit DanceS
and SinGS now moRE hUmaN soUL..:)
worse now than
noT pARt of
and i hope i am able
to alWays stay this
way as i AM Human
this desire to
kill to resolve
a problem is also pARt of Human
Nature.. IT happens but currENTly
not a part of my human Nature
as much of unresolved anger
as even science sHows
too that anger can actuAlly
create pain.. always better
to get it out in rants my friend
as rants can literally save pain
and even human life to get it out
what i do2
do now aTleASt2..
And hopefully noW oN2..:)
HOMICIDE, n. The slaying of one human being by another. There are four kinds of homicide: felonious, excusable, justifiable, and praiseworthy, but it makes no great difference to the person slain whether he fell by one kind or another — the classification is for advantage of the lawyers. — Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”
And sHades oF GRay..:)
“For they starve the frightened little child
Till it weeps both night and day:
And they scourge the weak, and flog the fool,
And gibe the old and grey,
And some grow mad, and all grow bad,
And none a word may say.
Each narrow cell in which we dwell
Is a foul and dark latrine,
And the fetid breath of living Death
Chokes up each grated screen,
And all, but Lust, is turned to dust
In Humanity’s machine.
And all men kill the thing they love,
By all let this be heard,
Some do it with a bitter look,
Some with a flattering word,
The coward does it with a kiss,
The brave man with a sword.”
— Oscar Wilde ~~
from “A Ballad of Reading Gaol”
i am lucky..
“I do not wish to kill nor to be killed,
but I can foresee circumstances in
which these things would be by me unavoidable.”
— Henry David Thoreau
Sure.. with years now of martial
arts kicks and up to over 40 reps
of leg pressing 1020LBS with my
arms raised up in the
air on a very
that i have
never ever seen
anyone else come
close to doing at the
military gym wHeRE
i work out.. sure.. all it would
take is one kick.. and that my
FriEnd is the BleSsinGS2 oF A
WeLL RegulAtinG EmoTiOnaL
SenSe of BeinG
conTroLLinG the kicks
oF LIFE and maKinG
A Dance of poTenTial
with over a thousand
young women from ear to
ear as the record sTiLL Shows
in Bliss away from pain and jail and sTuFF likE that..
trUE.. DancE has alWays been a ForcE of LiFE and DeAth..
for now the
better of course LiVinG
iN MiNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG
ForCE away from pain and suffering and death..:)
1. No matter what they’re telling you, it’s not the truth.
2. No matter what they’re talking about, they’re talking about money.
— Todd’s Political Principles
And aS iN aLL sTuFF
liFE tHeRE aRE
don’t give a shit
about money or power
or status or any of that sHiT..;)
“A man generally has two reasons for doing a thing.
One that sounds good, and a real one.” — J. Pierpoint Morgan
to do it..
don’t need no reaSons..
juST FeeLinGs and SeNses..TG..:)
“Be careful what you vote for. You may get it.”
— Smart Bee
one doesn’t vote for and
or votes for something else..
We live iN A country
as the minority
money by reaLiTy2..
reaLiTy by money2..
so is God.,
as all thaT iS..
aS iLLuSioNs too..
Roll the Bones NoW..
And make it cake icing or shit pie..:)
“The American system of ours, call it Americanism, call it Capitalism, call it what you like, gives each and every one of us a great opportunity if we only seize it with both hands and make the most of it.”
— Al Capone (1899-1947)
CoMes in all
i’LL do iT aLL without
excessive Green bLack
ways of dollar liFe..
NoW buY A F iN
Green bLack Dollar BiLL..
Cheap thrills baby.. no money aT aLL..
few follows.. shares.. likes.. aT lEast in Faux land online
now.. but FucKinG sMiLinG lauGHinG all the way to the BaNk WiThiN..
from ear to
women in real life
without saying a
F iN word aT aLL
or even buYinG
a SinGle DRiNK..
not likely.. heHE.. tHeRe
would be any Al Capone’s
or even TruMps iF they could
juSt EnJoY chEaP ThriLLs liKe me.. HaHE..;)
“America’s one of the finest countries anyone ever stole.”
— Bobcat Goldthwait
Speak for yourself
Bob.. no one has
i’M too strong/free
for weak sTuFF like that..;)
“If law school is so hard to get through,
how come there are so many lawyers?”
— Calvin Trillin
live in groups
sets of eYes..
too many eYes to
see aLL oF each othEr..aloneallone..:)
“Lord, Lord, how this world is given to lying! I grant you I was down and out of breath; and so was he. But we rose both at an instant, and fought a long hour by Shrewsbury clock.”
— William Shakespeare (1564-1616), King Henry IV — Act v, Sc. 4
And maKe tiMe..
whaT thE F is tHAt..:)
“The most useful tool for dealing with management types is,
of course, an automatic weapon.:
— Smart Bee
Sun and Shadow
“As I look from the isle, o’er its billows of green,
To the billows of foam-crested blue,
Yon bark, that afar in the distance is seen,
Half dreaming, my eyes will pursue:
Now dark in the shadow, she scatters the spray
As the chaff in the stroke of the flail;
Now white as the sea-gull, she flies on her way,
The sun gleaming bright on her sail.
Yet her pilot is thinking of dangers to shun,–
Of breakers that whiten and roar;
How little he cares, if in shadow or sun
They see him who gaze from the shore!
He looks to the beacon that looms from the reef,
To the rock that is under his lee,
As he drifts on the blast, like a wind-wafted leaf,
O’er the gulfs of the desolate sea.
Thus drifting afar to the dim-vaulted caves
Where life and its ventures are laid,
The dreamers who gaze while we battle the waves
May see us in sunshine or shade;
Yet true to our course, though the shadows grow dark,
We’ll trim our broad sail as before,
And stand by the rudder that governs the bark,
Nor ask how we look from the shore!”
~~ Oliver Wendell Holmes ~~
“I only touch base with reality on an as-needed basis!”
— Royal Floyd Mengot (Klaus)
And in your dreams you can see yourself
As a prophet saving the world
The words from your lips
I just can’t believe you are such
— Frank Zappa, “Oh No”.
As any Field
thaT iS LiFE
@leASt foR mE..:)
“Invite the man that loves thee to a feast,
but let alone thine enemy.”
— Hesiod (c. 700 BC)
— Works and Days, Line 342
Just leave out
and go eaT..
driNk And be Merry..
or on the otHeR Hands.. Be Brave..
“Experience is the name
that everyone gives to their mistakes.”
— Oscar Wilde
Sort oF A lonG noW
greAteST Gifts to me..:)
“You know, it’s not the world that was my oppressor, because what the world does to you, if the world does it to you long enough and effectively enough, you begin to do to yourself.”
— James Baldwin.
Culture is insane
esCape is not
easy but possible
wiTh due try and never GiVinG uP..:)
“Belief is not the beginning but the end of all knowledge.”
Didn’t need knowledge
to be happy
all i NoW..
need.. is free..
i believe iN happy as beLieVE
as happy is as SMiLes FReED..BeLieVEs..:)
1) Things will get worse before they get better.
2) Who said they get better?
— Ehrman’s Commentary
liGht to dArk
sHades oF grey
to beYond RainBoW
colors.. both the placebo
power of believe and the
nocebo power of
for those who
iN DaRk or liGht
as sHades oF ‘Tween..:)
“I, for my own part, had much rather people should say of me that there neither is nor ever was such a man as Plutarch, than that they should say, “Plutarch is an unsteady, fickle, froward, vindictive, and touchy fellow.”
— Plutarch (46-120 AD) — Of Superstition
HiGhER as FReED..
naked.. and unshamed..
PlanETs spiral sTArs..
“In a cruel and evil world, being cynical can allow you to get some entertainment out of it.”
— Daniel Waters, screenwriter of HEATHERS
it’s all so.. SO..
much dAM FuN NoW
suRE.. i sWim
aS/iN dARk juST
foR F iN FuN too..
And it’s true
evil STiLL LiVes
and so does cruelty..
like that’s hard to swim
aS Far as turning
News and PoliTicS oN2..;)
“This planet has — or rather had — a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small green pieces of paper, which is odd because on the whole it wasn’t the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.”
— Douglas Adams — The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy
one root problems..
naked and furry
“I never knew whether to
pity or congratulate a man
coming to his senses.”
— William Makepeace Thakeray
No problem as
the otheR ‘stuff’..;)
“A sympathetic Scot summed it all up very neatly in the remark,
“You should make a point of trying every experience once,
excepting incest and folk dancing.””
— Sir Arnold Bax
a true ‘man’..
oR A False Scotsman..;)
“There is nothing with which every man is so afraid
as getting to know how enormously much
he is capable of doing and becoming.”
— Soren Kierkegaard
True.. Even modern
science sHows through
the hiGher poTenTiaL
PoWeR and FoRcE
aCross the liFe sPan now
wE have aMAzinG HeaLing
poTenTial jUSt waiTing to
sPRinG ouT beLow
iN ouR DNA
iN aLL oF whAt
we do by environmental
challenge stimulating isReaL
hUman Ripley.. BeliEVe it oR NoT
MirAcLEs.. STiLL now.. for those not too
functionally disabled at the teat oF A Virus as culture..:)
“Anacharsis said a man’s felicity consists not in the outward and visible favors and blessings of Fortune, but in the inward and unseen perfections and riches of the mind.”
— Plutarch (46-120 AD) — The Banquet of the Seven Wise Men, 11
as FReED is WoRK..
as liGht aRises from dARk..
why i often
aS LiGht.. some folks
avoid every inconvenience
iN liFe and liteRAlly.. F In Rot..
Been ThEre doNe iT aS SpoiLed..
and i ain’t going back to easy sHiT..;)
“What interests me is whether God had a choice when he created the world.”
— Albert Einstein
Life IS A
as is.. surELy
to worship all
oF eXistence as GOD..:)
“When one studies the biographies of the founders and leaders of the various religions, one cannot help but be struck by the psychotic — or at least extremely abnormal — behavior that has characterized so many of them. Luther, Wesley, and Loyola had hallucinations (“visions”). St. Theresa almost certainly was a hysteric. The book _The Psychotic Personality_, by Leon J. Saul and Silas L. Warner, devotes considerable space to the psychotic personalities of Mary Baker Eddy (founder of Christian Science), Joseph Smith (founder of Mormonism), Mohammed, and the Rev. Jim Jones… It seems significant that the founder of Christianity itself, St. Paul, also suffered from epilepsy.”
— Frank Zindler, “Religiosity as a Mental Disorder,” American Atheist — magazine, April 1988, p. 27″
A definition of inhuman..
words beFoRE that
Folks with Down’s
Love as smiles
not sullied by standard IQ..
data down load retardation of Love…
so as he suggested.. better to abort them..
as inhuman as inhuman can be retarded now..
People are different..
and so are
poor rich.. as this..
So in other words..
there are extremes
on both ends but
and Joy.. all Stuff
fear and empty promises
i throw out with the Garbage Holy and Sacred2..
And keep the Down’s Happy and Holy Fool.. as me..
as hey.. a sMiLe is worth a Trump Palace when deep
or data now
“Religion is fundamentally opposed to
everything I hold in veneration —
courage, clear thinking, honesty,
fairness, and, above all, love of the truth.”
— H.L. Mencken
BasicAlly.. the Golden Rule..
one of the oldest religions of
praise and worship..:)
“pursuit or interest to which someone ascribes supreme importance.”
Per the Definition of Religion.. just another word(s) for what folks
hold as Holy and Sacred in life for meaning and purpose..
that range from the Pantheism plUs that i
practice NoW that puts me in FucKinG
DeliriousLY Happy Country
withiN alWays NOW
HoLy and sAcred
frOM DARk to LiGht..
sHadES of Grey to bEYOnd
RainBow cOlors overFloWinG
as A chaLiCE wiTh no foRm WiThiN2
as BLISs continues to RocKEt moRe as NirVAna
DanCinG SinGinG an iNdigenous PersOn’s LoVe for ALL of ExiStenCE NoW..
iN oThER words.. i Love iT aLL.. Survive and F iN thrive as the empirical case
to toe now too..
and so much more..
in otHeR words.. my ReliGion
And God isReaL and Works..foR NoW..
And the other side of the
coin.. the absolute nihilist..
who believes in nothing and
holds nothing in life holy and
sacred with almost no meaning
and purpose.. as science shows
also.. a mental associated disorder often too..
and i’ve been to both places and can surely
relate that this place is HELL within and that
oTheR place now
i once walked
in shoes as death as life..
juSt.. my LeArnEd opinion oF course..
the only way i guess to reAlly kNow
and FeeL and SeNSE is to go to both
places in just one liFe.. i guess
too.. hehe.. as up is better than down..
And BaLanCinG allthATiS eats the cake and icing too..
so.. deliriouSly delicious in Peace and calm all centered aS SucH..;)
“Once blasphemy against God was the
greatest blasphemy; but God died…”
— Friedrich Nietzsche, Zarathustra’s Prologue
Most all so-called primitive
folks worship Nature in all
and all oF
othER as ‘GOD’
and it’s trUe..
have killed this
L I V I N G N O W
(plus all the rest)
God and replaced
This GOD by worshiping idols
that are abstract constructs
HeAveN noW.. it’s
not hard to do iF one
liVEs iT iN BaLAnCinG
miNd and BoDy SoUl
one WiTh NaTure
the price of
‘kind’ of ‘literal intelligence’..
housed in robes out of lab coats2..:)
Ever eating, never cloying,
Never finding full repast,
Till I eat the world at last.
— Swift (1667-1745)
A Soul thAT iSReal..
no one is immune..;)
words into God
when A whOle
and Praise for
aLL oF LiFe WorTh
LiVinG and BreAthinG NoW..
A Record oF what iT was like to LiVE aS WeLL
A tool/Form but
no God alone for/as ME..
A S E S S E N C E N O W
as LiFe is The GiFT as NaTure
thaT God/NaTuRE breAthes iN/as ME
without tHaT breath none of this
HeaVen is HeRE NoW for me..
it’s all science
And art mY
art over science as liFe
and take science aS Scribe oF GoD to back the
value of God/Nature and ArT sAMe uP insteAD oF dOWN..
FiRe and Water aS Me2..:)
dVerse online PoeTry PuB CluB
has a Monday 44 word limit
Quadrille with a theme of
it seems with
59 links to this prompt
recorded so far tHeRe..
and what would it take for me
to write a Micro-Micro-Verse poem
in free verse for me that can range anywhere
from 1 word to so many more depending on the
winds of me in laser focus as Chi rises aS Such when
human lets go oF aLL the worries and othER distractions
oF liFe and leTs the SpiriT wiThin as HoLy and saCred.. SinG
a DancE and SonG oF ArT as essence in all the ways the deeper
oF US exPreSsinG HearT aS SpiRiT BrinGs even more BaLanCing
ForCE to MiNd and BoDy soUL togeThER aS oNe foRCE NOW iN much
HiGhEr hUman PoTenTial and for me thaT ranges from ArT to sTrenGTH
to SmArT SciEnCe to overALL BoDy StrenGth as weLL as all fear
related sTuFF makes uS iN soME waY WeAker as NOWs
Do continue to come all repressed and oppressed
from Freely eXpreSsinG EmoTions and SeNses
iN aRT and or SciEnce and ways oF
MoVinG.. CoNNecTing and creATinG
thAT can be one or all of these
as WeLL as laser
Chi and Holy
BeinG BecOmES oNe
HoLy Whisper of DancE and
SonG for even more nows to COmE..
and ‘Whispers iN the dARk’ iS oNe SucH
soUL inSpiRinG SonG thaT fiRst caught
my eye.. by Mumford And SonS on a FriEnd’s
poeTry Blog.. by Name of Mind Retrofit
thaT suReLY iN somE ways
changed my liFE for
leads to change in LiFE
thaT can be for eiTher liGht
‘Tween sHades of Grey to dArK
and or back uP to RainBoW BeYoNd
Colors of liFe iN a Relative New Dimension
oF MaGiC InSpiRinG LIFE foR NoW as NoW GoeS oN….
it’s getting late in terms of tired eye lids but i’LL make my way NoW
to a few whispers oF PoeTry beForE the nite nite DanceS a SonG oF DreAMs NexT..
Oh yeah.. and that reminds me.. my Newer Psychiatrist who agrees a best way oF
LiFe is to make liFe art.. pondered with me what Van Gogh’s and such could
have done so much better if Information Technology were available to them..
then… and i said.. the giant drawback though is a distraction and a full
plate of Information Technology almost from BiRth as
surely as science shows.. the average human
being these days has a literal attention
span of a Gold Fish.. trying
to multi-task computer
tabs as A zillion stuff
at once.. NoW..
one can’t hope
to develop a super skill
NoW without thousands upon
thousands of hours constantly honing
iN NeW CreATiVE AbLiTies as they come
and data download is often the killer of the
HoLY spiRit within that sings a song so deep allone..
as whispers in the DARk come to surface and Breathe a LiFe oF aRT..
ha! that covers the SonG and rest comes beFore i even get to dVerse for ToniGht..
take it easy on me is whaT i musT do iN liFe too.. as empathy and compassion for
oneself IS A source oF aLL empathy and compassion for aLL elSE God’s Nature too..:)
WeLL.. somewhat of a rested sleep but i must admit.. i am a little sad today
as the verdict of the Septic tank folks is the beloved
Dogwood Tree that is enduring some
Dogwood Disease already
must come down sadly
as now soon a new
Drain Field comes
comes in that
folks who carelessly
destroy Nature could
wonder how i could be that
close to just a Tree but you see
that is the modern Human diSease.. not seeing
NoW God as THE TREE.. THE BLADE OF GRASS
AND THE grain of sand that holds up the love of
me and you and we and us and i that Flows as Love
and Respect for all or stops before all of God is seen
is Tennessee.. the
Cat.. the 18 year old
inside outside still vital
living paRT as God who has
visited us since the late 90’s in
our backyard.. a neighborhood cat
who does not belong to us and whose
master is moving in a few weeks and taking
Tennessee to his new country home to relax
his last few years of indoor outdoor life and surely
that is sad as it was close to a year ago when our
cat Moby went away with the disease of Diabetes
but hey.. i feel.. i sense.. i love.. i get sad.. i grieve..
i cry.. i love
ALL oF Nature
and can actuAlly
seNSE and FeeL
the ForCE oF God
iN all things liFe and
so called inanimate wHeRE
the electrons of God sTiLL are
swirling around a nucleus same as
iN and as me and God as sAMe and
DiFFeREnt iN foRm and eSsEncE sAMe
aT coRe as ForCE oF GoD WiThiN.. i suppose
that is enough in itself in moving connective creative
Force for me to JumP WiTh JoY and through iT aLL
thAT is what i Can and WiLL do.. DancE and SinG a SonG oF
SoUL thAT IS A Celebration oF LIFE NoW iN jusT anoTher daY
and sure off to
dVerse to do some
poetic whisper responses
while i take it easy on me..:)
i muSt say.. a non-verbal God is
what i see most in A FoRest
that take away
the sun of liGht
as liVing liGht
up.. far away
from all these
words.. i whisper
a dance oF liFe
aLiVe.. noW as
SonG oF FeAT..Now..:)
now to you.. FriEnd Lillian..:)
Whispers of dARk niGht
ruminations that multiply
like ants that sting..
as OceAn waVe
shoreS iN liGht
in dARk clouds..
sMiLes.. Free WiLL
can groW toward liGht
but it takes more than SonG
A MoVinG DancE oF liGht muST coME too..:)
Whispers of transformers..NDD
NaTure DeFicit Disorder
to BE poems
and art no less
Whisper oF inK
spLots on a pAge
And bloodS age..:)
So.. i dance
and sing free
no labels heaR
A SonG NoW
liGht enough for me..:)
SMiLes.. my fRiEnd Victoria..
tHeRE are places in liFE
and numb even
than sadness and
depression as so-called
clinically described.. the abyss..
the daRkest piece of paper thin
i stand my
never bow to
As Hope rises more..
Whispers oF LiGht..:)
from the snowscape
here frosted with
left over life
the 80 degree
temps on A beach
in the Panhandle
Sugar white sands
of Florida i juST
photos as some
beauty is too great
to censor.. for liFe
is greater than Haiku..
in the present NoW oF
A moment that flows..
As a poet joke.. i guess.. too..
anyWAy.. a photo tales a story
iNfiNite words oF beauty beYond words
mY fRiEnd and i only hope as liFE GoeS oN
More folks see that as suRely for decades i missed The Flower..:)
It’s true.. my friEnd..
too much now.. we live
in a world with whispers
of Love rarely
oF why i dance
6666 miles everywhere
i go for 40 months..
Love muSt be
A Dance oF LiGht..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd..
in an age
clothes bare unfOld..:)
be as Irish
as eYe to wRite i like this..;)
Wolves.. whisper of moon
alone.. wishing to
could not understand..
this wolf alone allone..;)
it would be
nice to beLong
freedom of the
wild and call of GOD..
dARk.. more.. moon
Shadows of muse
oh.. oh yes..
from flowers above
harder than now.. oh..
A sun when living strong..
EsSence oF FloWer Form..:)
Truly this speaks
oF liFe wHeRe
all is hiGh or low
with no beauty
oF dARk and liGht..
that iS LIFe aLL LiVed..
And i suppose one can see
thiS in music..
higher and lower
lost from nuance
not likely most
of these folks can ‘phantom’
noW why anyone Now
would respond to them
like this and moreover
59 points more iN a Morn oF LiGht..
without even linKing
for likes aS Such..
All oF liFe is mY Opera..
and Andrew Lloyd
a place for
me too.. staRting
in 1970 as WeLL
with juSt the
dance notes aS WeLL..
too accompany me hEAR..;)
sMiLes.. my FriEnd..
for that.. no way to
liVe Fully without maKinG FuN oF dARk..
Cynical oF LiGht Fearful oF dARk.. the disEAse
of so-called Civilized ages away from LiFe..
iN all oF US..
WiThiN to see
a morn mOre oF liGht..:)
WeLL that does 15 out oF 59..
i have another SonG plaYed
uP for the next round
but iN words
this is after
R and R
day for me..
@LeASt for NoW
joy of heAVEn hERe..
so WiTh sAid.. some oThER
R and R Activities CominG
noW iNcluding Lunch and Sand
and Clouds Dance WiTh God.. and
sure.. i’LL be Back with more of somEthing aS Sure..;)
1.19.17 11.33 am..:)
1.19.17 5.29 pm..
yes.. star date now..
as i believe a pre-inauguration
event is going on elsewHeRe butt
heAr is oNly Art as Art FloWs and trUly
throughout history.. yes.. herstory and etcstory
too.. folks who have had issues with successful and
long term reciprocal social communication relationships with
otHeRs .. AKA FriEnds.. have surEly turned to Art to GroW a SoUL
through espreSSinG heARt through SpiRiT sAMe and DiFfeRent than
one does with
and.. oh Goodness.. while
eventuAlly in my mid to later 40’s
i got diagnosed with this thingie named
as Asperger’s Syndrome.. no doubt for stereotype
way even though penned by four diagnosing professionals
thaT’s the last ‘Label’ that folks normAlly expect as a so-called dance
legend through 40months/6666 miles of Public Dance all around tHeir General
Metro Area of several hundred thousand folks.. yes.. named by the
audience as one cannot self-proclaim legend otHeR than iN
tHEir own miNd.. hehe.. although.. all life and existence is
NoW Verily AwesoMe to ME too.. and that’s the TruTh
and liGht about thaT.. so to me.. to be named
as a legend is pARt for the course of wHoLe..
the miracle of all liFe.. heAR NoW oN
eARth.. sAdly.. noT aLL
as HoLy and sAcred
as I do.. butt you see.. this iS
A Kind of Art oF iNTelliGence thAT
sTandard IQ does not measure along with
the arts of physical and emotional inTeLLigences
thAT are suREly A three most imporTant oF intelligences
along with the ability to socially reciprocAlly communicate
to make survival works as we depend on each oThER.. theiR is
no liVinG esCape from exiStenCE.. so Lord kNows and FeeLs what
the F.. are they teaching children in school these days.. anything but
the most iMporTant inTeLLigences as the art of liFE makes or breaks
Human BeinGs iN these much greater necessary intelligences than anything
one can leArn and say on a StandaRD IQ test.. otheR than bEcOminG a
productive member as a cog in the machine of society to keep the
wheels of creature comfort and oTheR distractions to get
aWay from the fACT and FeeLinG and SeNSinG thAT
folks are losT from the most iMPorTant
Types of innate.. instinctual and
intuitive intelligences thaT
verily WiLL make
a thrive oF
as perfection for what
‘they’ label as arrival as
Reborn.. Kundalini rising..
KI..Qi.. Chi.. one wiTh the Great Indian
American SpiRit.. NoW yeS.. YoGi UniSoN
and UniDaughter and so FoRtH anD so on..NoW
iF you get the drift and riff of this eTc..ETc… eT.. aL..
and such as that as Nature nOw aLL wHOle NoW whERe HeRE
every paRT oF eXisTEnce plays a roLe iN the roll oF ALL
as wHOle aS GoD larger than we can even fathom with Human
and Human aided eYes of Science for NoW.. so.. sure.. when some
of us fail with these othEr inTelliGences and even when we don’t and
esCape culture anyWay as a Giant Camel and the sMaLL eYe oF A needle
to gET through to HeAven now.. often folks turn to ArT to evolve tHeir soUL iN
a TaLk WiTh God that can be aLL forms of MoVinG.. CoNnecTing and CreAtinG arT..
And per the difficulties of the
so-called Autism Spectrum
specific to all these
Simon Baron Cohen..
suggests that about 15 percent
of the population is on a broader
Autism Phenotype spectrum and perhaps
the way the environment is taKing us and
MaKinG us more into Matrix Machines that percentage
as estimate wiLL likely rise as the rise of machines as we
continues.. as the TerMiNator 6 or whatever jUST miGht DancE and SinG..
Friend Rafiah from
Pakistan.. yeS oN
Facebook and regions
of Poetry Blogs online that
surely she Paints with an Art
Brush of keyboard or aT leASt one
key of a smART phone now.. iN iF
i AM not mistaken.. sTiLL iPhone way..
although i thiNk she sAid she got a new
phone and iF so.. miGht be an Android instead..
never the less the Rafiah and Fred Friendship continues
in this continuing personal bible of miNe juST for fun as FriEnds do
Oh yeah.. but first
Autism and the Nautilus
back in 2013 when i first
pondered this idea iN Holy
SpiRit Deep Co-Creation WiThiN..
And when i first became FriEnds WitH Rafiah
on Facebook when she had her page in 2014..
in that Summer.. when i really didn’t have any friends
to talk to left online to speak of.. i was greeted with the words..
you have A beautiful heart sir.. as well as the Seagull by the shore
that she borrowed from my Blog as her profile photo then.. yes.. pretty
brave of her to reach out to me as a friend.. as most folks are not that
brave.. thing is.. the reward IS A friend who never ends.. and that’s juST
the way i for one am born.. loyal to the end.. and beginning and finish and sTARt aGain..;)
Rafiah shares a status that says..
The awkward moment when you
can’t find your favorite original songs
on soundcloud but it will be flooded
with its trashy remixes and covers.
And i say
with kind regards of..
Miss you pal.
And i say kindly back..
Ha.. i don’t give up.. do i..;)
On a friend..:)
And thats why you are amazing.
And i say in heartfelt return..
Yey.. i snagged a heart.. friEnd..;)
4 heart emoticons..
i say.. with thanks..
Thanks.. i really needed that.. just found
out yesterday i’m gonna have to take
down a beloved Dogwood tree..
as a new drain field
needed a friend..
today.. my friend.. so thanks..
for all the heART you bRing..:)
Rafiah.. says.. with empathy and compassion..
i return with..
Thanks for the
empathy my friend.. Rafiah..
i hope to grow some sprouts
from the tree first.. as that’s what Love does.. best..
Love wiTh SMiLes
as grief resolves pain.. With Love..:)
Rafiah says in thoughtful response..
For long i have been wanting to make some indoor terrariums.
But i cant find activated charcoal needed for that.
I hòpe to grow some sprouts as well.
Heart Emoticon with two Star
And i say..
Great! i really wish you could live
somewhere so full of Nature’s
beauty where i do.. in fact
and feeling.. i wish everyone could..
it’s hard to be sad on the beach.. and
almost impossible.. not.. to be happy..:)
And then i say..
And one more thing.. i was writing poetry in
response to 59 links at the poetry site i visit
and i always write best when i am sad that
is not very often at all..
i am not sad anymore
and you are worth
sad poetry inspiration..
and surely liGht brinGS iT up too..
so.. i’LL see wheRE all that whisper goes from hEar..;)
Never seen a sea. Never seen a beach. Hope to see one day..:)
i say.. in a Fred Poem as usual oF sorts..
SMiLes my friEnd.. Rafiah aGain.. after dancing in sand
and sun for about an hour or so.. all relaxed and
rejuvenated for more word play and such..
90% of human populations are still
settled close to a large body
of water for what is
we too now
close to 90% of
water.. the ocean
sTiLL Flows through
our veins in salty waters
way our blood is the ocean
our eYes are the sea.. tHeRe is
reAlly no esCape from Ocean seas
my friEnd as we are StiLL the Ocean NoW..
so i visit you Ocean heAR my FriEnd and you too
can be the beach as waves Flow as you too.. my FriEnd..:)
And finAlly i say..
i juSt drew you..
A Tidal Wave of Love..
And the ‘reading audience’
Fred is such a nice guy..
he does more than dance the
SonG oF LiFe.. he SinGs iT too..;)
that’s all thaT reaLLy
counts to me.. if i can
do the sAMe for her
in Non-verbal way too..:)
Hmm.. speaKinG of DanCe..
the 144th celebration week
of Dance is coming soon tonight
at Old Seville Quarter with all the
kool college age folks.. StiLL owe another
friEnd a Fred Poem too.. but first.. a few Macro-Verses
to share and a Superman in robe photo of me thAT i WiLL
do heAR.. as it is way too warm this WiNter now that we had
Winter all in one day and night.. a couple of weeks ago.. it’s
close to 80F all week and now cloSinG iN on the third week
of January ThIs Sunday the 22nd of January as anoTher
milestone of 42 months liVinG iN HeaVen on eARth
after my full ascension and continuing rise on
the 22nd of July in the year of 2013..
coinciding too with that
STar oF David
that was all
Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose
for not only me but a
to royalty iN
England iN Prince
and Princess ways2..
ha.. juST an old middle
age dude heAR maKinG his
little riSe iN UniSoN then STiLL
all WiTh GoD as is now of courSe
noW stARting the 19th.. precisely now..
today.. three years ago.. on July 19th
too of 2013.. as i keep the history and
the record straight in numerical and
sacred symbol and terms way..
as hey.. that’s how you geT
to stay in Heaven..
a practice of
SacRed WiTh MeAnInG
and Purpose iN MoVinG
Connecting ways of eXpreSsinG
heART WiTh Free SpiRiT iN a
BaLanCinG mNd and BoDy
SoUL.. aS DancE and
free style stuff
mixed in with the all
free verse poetry as sort
of a perfection as practice all
the now too.. butt hey.. somEthing
enTiREly else miGht woRk for yOur
Wheel of FoRTune and DesTiNy
toTally different than me..
in case.. anyone
i get the
and say so
on anyThiNg iN
liFe as all i get is
mY WiLL over FeARless
And smARt UnConDiTioNal
LoVe NoW as a hoLy sAcred
purposeful and meaningful way oF LiFe
iN HeAVen aS thAT’S enough wiTh the Azaleas
blooming heRe STiLL as the fourth week of JaNuary coMes..:)
The Turing Effect
The Movie the “Imitation Game
that i saw two years ago as written
about in this MacroVerse memory heAR..
and suReLy iT is the Different aMonG us who
consistently change and even save our species
when struggle comes and adaptation in different is required..:)
From a year ago
and lots of poetry
to answer and make that statement..;)
MAY the Pin UP Force BE with YOU
With a title
be a fun
from two years
ago.. hehe.. and
sure.. i’ve got a memory
of a Song by Lana Del Ray
that takes me to another one by
Lady Gaga that i will use to round
this whole 739th MacroVerse “CelebRaTinG
42 MoNths iN HeAVeN” additionally 68th verse
of Million Word Bible now moving well past 1 million
and 20 thousand words.. wHOle since FiRst MacroVerse
publish Memorial Day 2016.. that’s a miGht big and humble bible
aT aLL as they say
build it and he which
is me WiLL come iN
a FiEld oF DreAMs as juSt
anoTheR paRt of a 3.3 MiLLiON
word plUs Witness for GoD iN anoThEr
42 months of the sAMe Ocean WhOle Poem
that are my blogs as WHole.. WiTh two oThEr
New Testaments at 181K words a piece and another
Book of October enclosed in one of those New Testaments
too at 141K words.. all pArT of a 12 MiLLiON online expedition
of WriTinG words sTaRting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. to Seek
TrUth and liGht to FiNd TrUth and LIGht to PracticE TrUth and LiGht
and to LIVe TrUth and LiGht now.. per DancE and SonG as PoeM and
the job dOne
and continue to
do JOB noW aLL FuN..
Oh yeah.. and i WiLL mention the
beginning muse oF aLL oF this in Facebook
Profile photo way and 300 or so beautiful photos
of Navarre beach on sTar date 1.17.2017.. visit tHeRE as
finger of i in the Sand wiTh heARt shaped sheLL sketching
the letters and words and phrase upside down.. i love God..
that surely is Dog Love i too.. or any combination of syntax
and semantics to GeT to the TrUth and LiGht thAT
eTc eT aL
every FucKinG all ThAT is..OK..;)
Facebook FriEnd Glenn says..
amen, Fred.. iN reference
to the photo of the heARt
Shaped SheLL on Navarre Beach
And the words sketched by my
and i reTurn
Thanks.. my FriEnd
Glenn.. Finger Tips iN the Sand. NoW..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
Hi Leah.. great to hear from you..
and thanks so much for providing some visual
images of your new home in the Netherlands..
i suppose when i hear that word
it most reminds me of the
Song Nether Lands
that i used
on the piano
by Dan Fogelberg..
and sad to see he passed
away at my age now with prostate
cancer.. living in a small place as you say..
hard to meet interesting people.. i have so many
interests in life.. it’s hard to restrain myself when i
meet anyone new.. where i for one always see an
opportunity to not only mind mELd with them but
soUL meld with them as the empathy i can
be in not only knowing them in
interests but feelings and
senses as well..
i am surely
also just as surely
most often too deep after
a few minutes of speaking
for most anyone to stay around
for the end of the fredtalk.. hehe..
anyway.. the great thing about writing
is.. folks can turn me off with just a few key
strokes.. and that’s okay as Lord knows during
my work years there were days that the only words
i uttered much past thank you and drive through working
at a Bowling Center and handing out shoes was putting in our
military style pass down log each day as a record of what i did.. one
word and that word was routine.. although the human connection then was
there and felt good in happy and joy of smiles.. the intellectual aspect of
my mind had gone to mush.. as all i had to say in sidewalk each day was the
in a blog
life of routine..
kinda sad.. huh.. after
graduating from college
with three degrees but that’s
the way the Autism Spectrum goes
when one is still more in input mode than
getting the words of reciprocal social communication
out.. when computers came and i played that first little
game of the worm swallowing its tail.. a sudden infusion
of problem solving dopamine and the other side of my brain
started working again in the most rudimentary ways
of problem solving then.. thing is.. though..
i went the other way and started
losing the social empathic
part where at least
i could talk
signed up for
making dry jokes on
the intercom and such as that..
i made a lot of folks smile as i could
be the class clown in every which way to
the strange way i walked and ran
down the middle of the
as a significant
portion of my life then
was chasing dead wood pins
and sliding them down
is so much more
fun in a mind and body
both stimulating way of
connecting both hemispheres
of brain together through head to
toe as well.. anyway.. haha.. what i meant
to say.. is.. i too wanna meet deeper thinking folks
to play bRains with.. and that’s part of the reason i liked
the Wrong Planet.. but on the other hand it was killing the social
empathic part of my being even more than it was already dead from the
get go.. after life killing chronic stress.. in doing a zillion things at one time..
mechanical cognition against social supervision and helping every one from
A to Z.. i do much better at least focusing on one way of communication brain
at a time.. ALL of Nature does a BaLanCinG act to survive.. human
beings are not much different in this way than planets
that orbit stars like our Earth around the Sun..
they don’t have complex language..
collective intelligence and
complex culture different
FucKeD uP as
we see around our
country now.. as i hear
the inauguration foreplay
on TV now in the background
in my wife’s life in TV Land where
she has mostly stayed for decades now..
and if it was not for computers i might
be sitting on the couch too.. if it
didn’t hurt my neck so much
to sit less than
brain go to mush
while waiting for the next
big thing on TV.. what an opportunity
in a little sliver of heaven’s bRains we have
to fulfill human potential greater in so many
ways of sharing human experiences in so so many
more ways than the past could ever imagine in human
eyes.. so yeah.. thank God for Computers.. a window out of
small places and mind funk.. as in all stuff life.. use or lose applies..
so happy to hear you are working out again.. as hey.. physical intelligence
and emotional intelligence and the existential intelligence that as you relate
with the Ron Perlman Amazon Series.. in Hand of God can get so far out of wHack
as we humans in the movie ‘Contact’ as inspired buy Carl Sagan.. says.. we humans
have the potential to move.. connect.. and create such horrible nightmares and
heavenly dreams to liberally paraphrase as i always do freely to go
to another place in words in life.. as you know.. words used
to be my entire life without effective use of eyes and
ears.. trapped in a mind verbAlly navigating
A world after living one
so much of my life..
and the beauty of epigenetics
and neuroplasticity as a human can
even become words if necessary to survive..
my dreams used to consist of scrolling words every
which way.. now there are no limits as i see and hear
the value of both ways of thinking now and so much more
in sensing and feeling life.. like ‘they’ say so commonly..
you don’t miss ‘it’ until it’s gone.. problem
is.. some folks never experience
‘it’ to begin with.. the
on the Autism Spectrum
substantially experience with
deficits in the ability to think with
images and other symbols beyond verbal
language.. to navigate tHeir world.. and oh my
Goodness.. the human nature that allows almost a quarter
of the world’s population to trust a man’s words in a cave
where he himself wondered if he was mad when he heard a
voice of angel in the translation of another world of the
Gabriel already created in other books of
mythology to house vehicles
and vessels of deeper
truth and liGht
and human nature
all as life.. and that is what
the social animal human does most..
group think.. for gaining and retaining
social acceptance when the task at hand
ranges from female genital mutilation to what
they do to little baby boys too.. and when the folks
who espouse a Golden rule of doing to others kindly
as you would have them do to you.. consuming no others
with harm.. vote for what would be an anti-christ except that
‘they’ already made A man into an anti-christ by suggesting he was
a King of the Universe instead of humble giving and sharing love.. in
doing no harm to others in at least parts of both sections of the bible now..
but then.. there is the slaying of others.. swords over peace and hating family
members if they don’t agree.. apologists scurrying like rats to justify the dark
as light and the light as dark.. as far as Golden rules go.. and that’s the square one
root problem.. my friend.. culture is the virus.. butt the more innate way of the human
bonobo.. is one who lives for pleasure and love as yes a lust for all stuff life.. in happy touchy
feely ways of being.. while humans continue to walk straight on whomever created the
cultural sidewalks of before.. thing is.. the liGht parts of myths and religions and all other
arts are just as important for a healthy and well BaLAnCinG liFE VERSES the Isis head hunting
Trump stink stank stuff.. that sucks that sucks that harms and maims and kills
some more.. so my personal bible of life continues as i escape the
past and move to now.. always now.. and hey!.. i’m up towards
1.025 million words since Memorial day oF 2016 in my latest
effort of that as of the 69th MacroVerse celebrating now
still what is my own personal ascension into
Unison of miNd and BoDy BALanCinG
Force with the rest of Nature
and always more..
that i for
as God in a bigger
way than most folks
do restricted to books oF old..
there is no bible big enough for
me.. hehe.. so i create my own in making
all of life a continuing state of nirvana and
bliss in making all of life Holy and Sacred existence
now overrunning a chalice of life beyond form of letters
alone my FriEnd.. i suppose.. i was a poem waiting to sprout
as a little boy at age 3.. i kNow for sure by the date
of July 22nd 2013.. i came out of a cocoon
like my newest Psychiatrist commonly
relates to as butterfly human
being for 42 months now too..
the 22nd of January..
2017.. see that’s the thing
the more meaning and purpose
we can create with imagination fully
in tow of positive liGht liFe as Love now..
the more our neurochemistry sets fire a sun
light inside.. and that’s the part of all myths.. art..
and religion that rings trUe mY friEnd.. the greATest..
and that is the way we experience lifE iN FeeLinG and
seNSinG ways.. when all is liGht and we are not weighed
down by negative emotions and unhealthy senses.. ranging from
a couch potato life to iSil ways of insanely cultural created ways
of thinking and doing life.. as well as Trump you gotta be dollar
bitch rich with golden walls and fundamentalist Christian
literal taking Revelation golden and emerald
floors and ceilings and pearly gates..
JuST get naked heHe.. i DancE
with a good
book as unabridged
bible of all that lives
and breathes online in a potential
otHeR pARt of Heaven with no
sun and moon to light
of liFe within and
our hoses and otHeR
butterfly paRts aLonG
WiTh other stuff will reach out..
like a lamp aLL LiT with no FucKinG
Walls and Ceilings aT aLL.. Life is good..
mY FriEnd Leah.. my wishes and hopes now
is for life is good for you too my FriEnd in
Golden years with no walls and ceilings too..
And winks.. my FriEnd.. i supPose i live in Dan Fogelberg
Nether Land never ending never land story of life now that
not too many folks visiT iN liFe.. the aMazing thing iS.. it’s Heaven and isREaL2..
And the most hilarious thing oF all is when naysayers say i’m crazy to liVe iN Heaven now..
butt of course not to my
face as something about
leg pressing 1020 LBs
33 times now..
now for folks
to approach me
in those bully ways of past..
Different for the Win my friEnd
when different no longer CONforms..
And hehe.. a week ago a carload of young
female women asked a 56 year old man for an autograph
for doing nothing more than dancing free.. you kNow.. i told
those stick in the mud dudes like i used to be at the Wrong Planet
back when i lived 66 months as a hunch back of Notre Dame shortly
after my personality transformed from INTJ to ENFP.. and my Autism
Quotient Scan went from a high of 44 to 45 on a scale of 50 down
to an 11 and my Emotional Intelligence quotient went from
the mid 50’s to a 95 out of 100 in a matter of weeks
during that July month of 2013.. soon to
move from shut-in to dancing
6666 miles in precisely
40 months of Dance
Public all around
my metros area.. now..
with over a thousand
selfies with young women
like those in the car last week..
and after writing a 3.3 million word
plus free verse poem with 740 MacroVerses
as of this one now tHeRE would be no limits in what
i would continue to do with my human potential then..
i got to be too much for them so i left.. i got to be too
much for the poet folks in the opposite end of online communities as well..
thing iS.. it’s not too much for me.. and i no longer find walls and ceilings
to hit my head up against as concrete steel like a did in never ending Another
Ground Hog Day AHOGDAY aS a shut-in of same for 66 months then.. like i
Life is GOOD
for those who win
without even a FucKinG
Trump Green BLack Dollar Bill..
Cheap thrills.. are all mine.. my friend..
iN Nether Land NoW that is aLL miNd and BoDy noW aS BaLanCE..
i suppose A theMe Song
has run out by now..
Love you Leah..
yoUr friEnd Fred..:)
Trump.. signing paper work..
you kNow.. all the required stuff
of Government AKA as systemizing
society and culture and yes.. religion
same.. truly.. life is politics when two
or more folks
some folks are
successful like me
and the Katrina for
close to 27 years now
and some cannot power
broker tHeir way to unity
of success.. in other
tolerate the dArk
and liGht as oh my
God.. holding all that stuFF iN
CAN result in poTenTiaL nasty explosions
eventually.. and i have to say.. yes.. now..
while Trump is surely rude and uncouth
down to potential abhorrent rains in snow
and swimming pools.. tHeRe is a certain
endearing quality to me of his.. oh my God
surely Munster-like family as diversity sings
her sweet song.. while Trump nonchalantly
says FucK the rules here and bend the shit
out of them as any successful power broker
will do to get the job at HAND done for
dARk or liGht
of the HeARt
us to adapting
to challenge and maKing
change for either dARk or liGht
and ‘tween the all of that as sHades
of Grey come waving in like some stubby
middle finger saying i FucKeD the rules..
and now i am a Billionaire and the Leader
of whatever the FucK i wanna make the world next..
and that’s the thing.. go by the rules slow or jump all around
the obstacles to gain success in all of liGht or the road to dARk
one brings nexT.. anyWay… our entire new age of Robot mechanical
cognition ways of getting jobs done is a brand new experiment where
nobody really knows what is gonna happen next.. Trump IS A Microcosm
of reALiTy as theRE is much existential angst in suffering and pain wHere
the majority of folks are trying to make ends meet.. as half the adults in the
country on some kind of pain killer show for sure.. folks are holding the shit
within like a time bomb ready to protest explode on both sides of the
political aisle now.. meanwhile.. the artists in all liberal arts will
thrive with the muse of Trump and his whole supporting
Cast as Munsters and it’s not too hard to find
the similarities in his family but i will
not pin the roles in any of
in charge in Munster
way now.. thing is.. if you
take shit too serIOUsly.. it will
wHack you out from head to toe
and more.. i am gonna make as
much artistic fun with this as i can..
in hopes that most everyone will get
through the next four years in substantially
ONE PEACE.. meanwhile.. lots of real problems
are exposed that have been somewhat swept across
underlying the statistics of growing Walmart dead end
jobs where everyone is as happy working there as Lurch
behind the crowd.. and the best part of all the proceedings was/is
when that little boy from ‘home alone’ said.. i wanna go home.. Jesus
F. iN Christ.. he said it at least 5 times.. i think.. yes Dorothy or Dan or
whatever his/her/eTc name is.. thiS ain’T Kansas anymore.. but it’s home.. might
the Machines control
you too.. on the home front of Robot tiMes..
and yes.. there is definitely some broader Autism
phenotype stuff going on in his family and as my
anecdotal experience shows that is both an innate
and environmental issue too.. as people get wrapped
up in their ‘special interests’ and the children kind of
fly by the seat of what ever happens nexT..
anyWay.. healthy and happy the kids seem
at least but poor Trump’s wife..
it’s more than obvious
she didn’t sign
as hey.. this
is a job where you
eventually serve or get kicked out..
and a very dangerous one too.. poTenTiaLLy
more so.. than the beauty queen circuit of before..;)
So.. my little birdie friend.. winged over what leads
to the Federally protected Lands/Waters of Navarre Beach..
says.. President Bane.. hmm.. sure.. i mean Trump.. who
is Bringing back the power to the people in America.. his
first initiative is to revoke the rules that provide
protection from the rape of
nature to cloth hiMself
with Dinosaur remnants
and to further pollute the air
and water that is all our home..
yes.. folks all around the world that
depend on the blue atmosphere of Love
of God to breathe clean air.. and drink clean
water.. and while conservatives decried the Raping
of Indian protected lands this is the same dam thing
they support in a new President here for as hypocrisy rains
down in acid like ways continuing with change for the dark
dollar bills to kill mother earth and destroy the future
for the children’s children etc.. of Human.. eT aL.. for
a place of breathe and drink wHere
we must have both
just the April Fool’s Month
of January in the LA.. Lower Alabama
Trump Panhandle oF Florida wHere
Spring Azaleas now commonly
bloom in the so-called
of the year
me that when i first got well
from the insane ravages of culture
that make human into robot mechanical
cognition thinking creatures instead of socially
empathic touching feeling people.. yes.. back on
the third week of July of 2013.. standing upon the Navarre
beach one with emerald green waters.. sugary white sands
swaying sea oats.. and the wings of a seagull spiraling the Sun/
AKA almost juST like ‘this’.. for a few moments and a rant on Twitter
that is rather difficult for me.. hehe.. as you might imagine.. haha..
with 140 character limits and such short shit as that.. i wished a
flood to come and wipe all the cancer of condominiums away
like sores from the distance of human footprints removed
first from the sand.. but of course it was just a satire
and not serious as yellow boy is included
in that group of terrestrial by
products and beings
afford a flood
continue life.. and seagulls
eventually must land too..
anyWay.. it’s still disgusting
when folks take almost total disregard
for the home that feeds both their stomachs
and lungs.. and blood stream as blood
to flesh.. but that’s the way of the
world.. win the lottery of
one’s own life to
everyone on earth
who depends on this home..
and it’s true.. if humans go away
and even their nuclear power plants
melt down.. in a few million years not even
the pyramids will be left to prove we were even
here and the next intelligent species to arise in 300M
years or so.. perHaps WiLL live longer Without Bane of Intelligence..
if not.. don’t matter.. as God continues to exist alWAys noW iN those/who/that/what survives..
our friend the
will likely continue
to smile above bane refrains..
nothing is your own except your life..
all the rest eventually goes away to pyramid duSt..
so i dance and sing while alive and celebrate what is alive and free per GOD alive2..:)
WeLL.. back to the past a little bit now..
hehe.. all the way back to Thursday
night dance that for me came
shortly after midnight
as there were
to download complete in
two blog posts.. one G rated
and the other.. let’s just say
rated passionate per
se in all legal
ways noW alloWed
oF the greaTest USA
first amendment rights
STiLL to express oneself
fully aS Such.. anyWay.. then
dance came and dance went
and dance cAMe aGain.. and all
the lovely very intelligent women on
Thursday night college night from my old
Alumni..School UWF.. made the niGht one briGht muse oF LiGht
thaT alWays iNsPires the appropriate levels of neurochemistry now
as any fully human holy praise dance WiLL do to reach ‘the other’
side of deeper ways of creativity also known as the Holy Spirit
unleashed and released in Quantum metaphor
of HUman mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL super-tuned as far as
hUman Ferraris can
oNe iN Yogi UniSoN
WiTh God and yes..
daughters and eTcS..too..:)
And now as what most often
comes at the end of Dance
on Thursday night as this week
at Good Old Seville Quarter iN P’Cola
will number 145 DanCinG weeks since
close to the Spring Equinox of 2014.. yes..
only one week missed was with an intestinal virus
that would not go away and sadly kept me running
aS Such to
throne and i
year to stay away from
any severe bugs like that..
And the dance experience i have
with all the young college folks reminds
me of the book by Mitch Albom named
“Tuesdays with Morrie”.. about a dying man
doing it gracefully with a full life of living joy
and pARt of what that young man at heARt
and SpiRit and SoUL who was a little advanced
as far as numerical age goes.. is dance freely.. in yes
sort of a free verse dance like i do with all the college folks
and beloved for his free spirit there.. couldn’t imagine doing
solo dance in a crowd back in the day i saw that movie and
surely i have advanced to Morrie-like Happiness now.. by
the spiRit of
so free now..
and while i got a little
grief from folks who tend
to try to eliminate different from
the crowd when i first danced there
like stuff on the Twitter big screen feed that
said that guy thinks he is Neo and he is rolling
on drugs and stuff like that.. i get a lot of love now
as that is what WiLL of perseverance in being free
will eventually do from ridiculed at the first of this by
a few Southern Baptist types that suggested i was just
drawing attention and being dark while i was lighting my
lamp up so briGht and now to legend and can i have your
autograph and metro area icon and stuff like that.. and as i love
to say.. considering i was the hunch back of Notre Dame for all
practically no intents and purposes and meaning as a shut-in in
my bedroom in my uniform of white underwear for 66 months..
bit of This
is an isReaL
miracle of an
isReaL God LiVinG
within me StiLL noW
fully alive and RiSinG aS
enLighTeNing even more now
iN aWakeNiNG ForcE even MoRRiE than thAT..
now while ‘this’ all free Facebook Algorithm video
slide presentation documents isREal miracles now..:)
AnyWay ‘that’ wall of shut-in pain and numb for 66 months is all
gone now.. and i continue a rise of liFE that moves.. connects
and creates further than ever beForE iN my liFE as dimensions
of consciousness iN MiNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG ForcE continues
to GroW now..WiTh aLL oF heART.. eXpResSinG SpIRit of heART
iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG.. SoUL.. eVen moRe.. noW aLIVe..
And surely a substantial pARt of my Freedom was from the stArt
of the increase of my physical and emotional intelligence as well
as existential intelligence in the art of movement all the way down and
yes.. up to Body Art in what would eventually become male renaissance
new age arT thennow.. wHere most men my age would be terrified to go
in any restricted public art forum in life for adults.. so sure.. in a way i got
my ass FReED in PG way iN this blog post’ titled “Freedom of Expression1”..
and as ‘they’ say too.. in Virginia Slims commercials i’ve come aLong way baby
NoW iN un-domesticating the more extreme divine masculine side of my nude
art from what started out as a more softer divine feminine reflection that surely
is harder now in many ways that art can come.. a lot of work goes into it.. truly
hard work.. and the thing is.. i am the one who benefits most from exploring my
human poTenTiaL.. but hey.. without the proof.. how can i say that miracles are isREal..
as any barefoot King David going to war without clothes and dancing the same in more
extreme Hallelujah ways of Praise and Glory to the God oF aLL that needs no clothes at
all to express the wild and free innate.. instinct.. and intuition that makes up the drive for liFE..
all Free as
or not..sTiLL NoW..:)
And here is a ‘similar post’ that moves a year past the last MacroVerse
memory from three years ago.. 2014 to 2015.. named ‘Finding LIGHT
Force in ART and GRACE’.. which trUly spEaKS IN LiGhT more
to what i am saying here.. as there is alWays ‘MoRRiE’ to come
aGAIn.. as WilD and FrEE over domesticated pain
and numb of disorder and disease and other iLL
And the last Facebook Memory shared Macro-Verse..
for now is.. “DanCinG FloWers WiNter THorns”.. as i make
the final laps of completing poetic responses to
all of dVerse Poet’s Pub poetry links for
an entire year of thousands and
thousands of MicroVerse
Poems written in
forms of ART
and essence oF arT noW too..
and now for nite nite now too..
as the eyelids juSt ain’t
after hardly any sleep
iN LAST NiGht of Dance..:)
Butt.. before i go.. one of my last
dances in discussing differences
of opinions about God and religion
with friend Soheir from Egypt.. last year..
before we made a sharp break in irreconcilable
differences PER the sanctity of the life of Lesbian
women getting covered up with dirt to chest so they
cannot cover their eyes and getting FucKinG Stoned to
death in Iran.. but that was another last dance that came
after ‘this’ Micro-Verse about fear in religion.. as my God don’t play
in any shape
form or fashion
of only God men
or so-called last
prophets and tHeiR
minions still living in
caves of yesteryears with
voices that have labels beyond
essence oF GoD WiThin.. so.. here
we go with anoTHeR hoLy spiRit tune
by me and God WiThIN all NoW sET
FREE thennow..AS FucKinG LOVE..
as tHere are no first or last dances iN Essence
LiVinG NoW yes!
by me.. beside me
within me to always
guide me and hold me
and sure.. if i don’t follow
the rules of human nature
and the laws of Nature all..
scold me again like
a new age
i DancE and SinG
soMe morE noW
now.. OK.. or not.. i
caN and juST WiLL Do iT!..;)
SMiLes.. my friend.. Soheir.. i have read much about how
Muslim people interpret fear in Islam.. and as in all
religions the opinions vary in accordance with
how individuals interpret the metaphors of
the sacred text..
so sure.. as a Muslim
it is for you to study and
interpret the sacred text
to arrive at confidence within
your own beliefs.. and of course
i would not expect you to agree with
any of my opinions on this.. as you know
while i believe that Muhammad was a messenger
of God and a powerful and influential one certainly then..
quite frankly we are all to some degree.. the eyes.. ears..
and mouths of God.. some more effective and influential
than others.. some more helpful and harmful than others..
but of course.. at the end of the day.. that all comes down
to the filter of human understanding and how human
will understand the metaphors and so-called
concrete realities of life within the
scope of how large or small
their eyes.. ears and
mouth of Allah are..
but no.. while i believe
that Muhammad was an
incredibly successful warrior
and leader.. Muhammad falls
as lesser among the many prophets
of humanity who became famous or perhaps
never famous at all.. if they were weaker.. and
not warriors.. politicians.. or priests… The warrior
often makes a great case for tribal strength
and fear in others.. but the Love is not
as great as it could be
but alas.. humans
are born with only two
innate fears.. falling and
fear of noises.. all other fears
are learned.. and when there is aggression
and violence.. one must learn to protect themselves
in defense and offense if one is going to be able to
Love God with all their heArt.. without the fear
that will Naturally limit love.. as the state
of mind of fear… is one that
as it is
survival in fight
or flight means
of hand to feet
so naturally like in the
wilderness.. the Tom Cat
is more fearless.. courageous..
and even kinder to human beings..
’cause he is confident in his ability
to both defend himself in warring
ways with other Tom Cats..
and capturing both
but no.. not all Tom cats
are equal in this natural
ability.. nor or all
there is even a spectrum
of differences in behavior
of Cats.. and humans that are much
more complex than that as a human
being has reasoning abilities to remember
past details in abstract constructs of language to
forecast the future.. and live in an almost constant
state of rationally constructed fear.. that is extremely
truly illusory and irrational.. as they live in almost
constant.. unrelenting.. limiting fear to
move.. connect.. create.. or
even love other human
beings.. and the
rest of allthatis
It takes not much time
to create a fearful human
being.. spoon-fed with fears
from birth.. that can be both
cultural and religious in
to lose all my illusory
fears.. and sure.. at times
they come back to me in
spurts of memory way..
but God gifts human
yes.. to pray..
some folks call it
therapy but it is truly
no different than Muhammad’s
soldiers who feared before they
went into Battle and prayed to
Allah for fearlessness for
the fight.. to find
inside.. and even science
now provides the scientific
term placebo.. to show
in behaviors and effective
results in life for as you say
in the blessing from Allah
to gain Prosperity..
and if anyone
thinks that material
prosperity will bring
happiness alone.. of course
we know and feel they are
incorrect.. as it is often fear
of loss of material goods or
even owning other human
beings as material goods
that brings human
that control my
friend.. and the greatest
way any culture or religion
can control other human beings
in subjugation.. through fear for gaining
selfish desire for power.. status.. and
material gains.. is to institute
a reign of fear.. as we
see in America
fears in exaggerating
and as we
territories.. where there
are threats of extreme physical
punishment.. like beheadings..
and crucifixions and the
such for not following
of the sacred texts in
all of this is why
i discount religions
and or cultures as providing
all the answers for me to Loving
God with all my heArt.. and of
course respecting God with
all my heaRt too..
leaning humans with little
fear or love in their heart will most
always twist anything they can around
to put their subordinates into a state of fear
so they can control them.. and sadly these individuals
as long as they are in that state of fear will never ever
meet God face to face… my friend.. or gain the Holy
Spirit of God inside to do incredible amazing
positive miracles in
life my friend..
and collectively as a society
of God that moves… connects
and creates as free.. and i understand totally
my friend.. that you and i may never see life completely
eye to eye.. but that is how God makes all of God’s
children with different eyes.. so God will
never get bored my friend..
and that is just
my friend.. the prophet
that God makes me and infinite
numbers of others throughout infinity
now.. as you kNow… the way i feel that it is
no less blasphemous toward God to suggest
any human no matter who they are.. as either
the only begotten son of God or
the last prophet of God…
in my opinion those
they come from
from the God of
Infinity my friend..
as no one has the last
anything on God ’cause God
has no endings or beginnings
and this is far far.. from any human
being or science abilities to get their
pin head brains around.. but never the less
in God’s world that is complete.. a grain of sand
is no less important than the mountain it stands
upon.. and these are just grains of sand i am
speaking for God now
through God’s eyes
small and large and infinitely
many in our sensual organs of
eyes.. ears.. and mouths.. where God
may create other beings on other planets
of God’s Universe.. with ways of perceiving
God much GREATER AS PROPHETS OF
GOD.. that we cannot even fathom on
this speck of dust
but never the less
even if we are the only
one’s with this potential
we all have unique gifts
my friend as messengers
of God.. none last.. or
only.. ever in eYes
Anyway.. i am looking forward
to hearing your opinions on fear
on your blog one day my friend..
and who knows or feels.. my
message may be different
then.. as i am only
realize i know
and feel nothing
compared to God..
so sure.. i have due
respect for God.. but no
fear of God as long as God
tells me in God’s voice now that
is never recorded in text now that
i stand in the balance of God’s Graces
now my friend.. just now.. God.. will take
care of aLL the rest.. in God’s scope that is
beyond all human and science understanding
as grains of
fearing any of THAT
is just a waste of Love..:)
Anyway.. just to be clear i have
much respect for all the prophets
of God.. regardless of what God tells
me now.. is both their accomplishments
and failures my friend.. and one of my
favorite verses attributed to Jesus..
of course removed from the modern
versions of the New Testament as
it would give power of
fearless Love to the
the area of Egypt my
friend.. with other gnostic
texts recovered around
1959.. the year
sure.. as they
talk about resurrection
of Jesus.. in someways
perhaps he was uncovered
and resurrected in 1959..
through the discovery
of those words..
but we will
for sure if we
have any of Jesus’
words for sure as even
top scholars suggest that
only 18% of the New Testament
words.. come from Jesus.. so sure
i can never really say for sure if he is
correct or incorrect in all he says as
much is reported through second
hand.. and perhaps
a thousand hands
of degrees of
from his mouth..
but truly that matters not
as again.. all humans are
God’s children and all
children of God iN
of God.. even
if they have no
mouths.. no ears..
or no eyes at all..
as we see with the
Great woman Helen Keller
who could not speak.. hear..
or see my friend.. never the less
she knew God true.. no less than
i at age 3 before i could speak my friend
what a gift that was to both me and Helen
Keller where she was provided sign language
and when i once again.. could not effectively
see.. hear.. or talk in my environment to
participate in the flesh and blood
world.. that God through all
on earth holding
hands in efforts
that i still use as
a messenger of God
with Keyboard my friend..
as the truth is.. all of human language
is sign language.. that approximates a
gift of communication from God.. the
keyboard is just an extension of
that my friend.. no different
than a piano.. or other
in essence now..
that carry the
God as manifest in
uS.. far far through
space too.. on the
there are others
who are listening
me or others
here on Earth
my friend.. but i am
never too large to listen
to more my friend.. as i know
and feel all of creation belongs
to god ONE AND SamE as NOW..:)
in the Old
1. Do NOT fret.. etc..
that’s how it starts off..
the rest of it in 40 verses
is consumed with political..
and base tribal oriented fear..
so i for one do not
is no politician
alone most certainly..
all though we humans
are certainly instinctually
tribal in Nature with
in ways of
and the division
of the old testament
then.. with a new
Jesus as reported
in the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas..
His disciples said, “When will You become revealed to us and
when shall we see You?”
Jesus said, “When you disrobe without being ashamed and take
up your garments and place them under your feet like little
children and tread on them, then [will you see] the Son of the
Living One, and you will not be afraid”
Jesus apparently did everything
he could to tale his disciples
over and over again..
that he was just
than anyone else
and God exists in
us with no cultural
clothing at all..
any Christian even
understand the most
important and truly
good news of Jesus
that we are all children
of God no less or important
in all of God’s eyes than
the other my friend
or the grain
up the Mountain
my friend.. to come
to truly Love God with
all one’s heart.. one must
escape all the clothes
of religions and
NAKED GOD in uS..
NO LONGER AFRAID
MY FRIEND.. NO LESS
THAN ADAM OR EVE
CLOTHES OF FALSE
KNOWLEDGE AS WELL…
And seriously dancing naked
or almost naked like King
David did as reported
in the bible is a great
way to become
fearless iN Love
relatively few of
us left that have
but yes.. there
are still many in
out of 7 billion
or so humans
primitive cultures that
live ONE with God whether
there is a word for God to
trap God in or not as
anyway.. back to
the Gospel of Thomas
Jesus also suggests that one
must hate one’s father and mother..
brother and sister.. for their
ways of the past.. and he did
not come for peace but
with a sword..
so no.. i do not
agree with all
of what Jesus
has to say there
either.. as i will
no matter how much
i disagree with them
on their views of
limiting God my
who i may feel is
misled or misguided
now.. as we are all grains
of God’s sand equally important
to God always and forever now.. worthy
of Love and Respect that comes with
understanding more of both
and Jesus didn’t have
Google.. or 18 years of school..
so sure.. he was correct to say
of course.. that others will do much
more than he in the future.. as God
does not create humans
greater human potentials
in mind and body balance
my friend.. and Jesus was
humble enough at least
and liGht of that
as of course reported
but those words ring
Truth iN liGht no
to write them now
in many other metaphors
of Truth and liGht just now.
or many times then.. in history.. now..
SMiLes.. my friend.. i realize.. you asked
for none of this.. but aS alWays God
that lives within
and i am
not an easy
friend to keep..
as theRe iS a
to spread more now..
but yes.. i am only
who Love God
with all tHeir
GOD iS LOVE
And so am i
Oh.. yeaH.. and one
more dance with
a Facebook Memory
shared MicroVerse memory
from last year as well.. as
hey.. it’s all free..
now to go..
all the way.. per say..;)
Thank you.. my friend..
penniewoodfall.. i was thinking
you wrote ‘that’ and i truly believe
there is a UniVersal Poet inside of all of us..
Just waiting to escape the science of culture
and return to Art as the core of Nature is truly Art..
whereas.. modern cultures are increasingly changing
Nature into an illusion of science away from the
Nature of Art that is more a river
than a sidewalk.. My friend..:)
Organized religions are full of structure and organization
as much as any Government ruled by politicS.. And generAlly
speaKing.. human spiritualLiTy as a metaphor of course as tHeRe
are aLmost infinite paRts of thaT wHOle of Human experience and
much different intelligence than what comes from religion and or
politics same.. yes.. Spirituality is free with a free verse expression
of life that needs no rules and regulations from the past as the wings
inside of God fly free without any words aT all from whatever source they
are sAid to come from as we are all from the source of all that is that one
can term God or a Blue Turtle or a starry night that has no end or beginning or
finish.. onLY stARt noW for more eternAlly as now..
we are bound to nature and human nature in
many ways.. and through what one can
term as the laws of Nature and
hUman Nature same looKinG
from a distance as we are
pARt of what may seem
like an insane game
of life at times
wear more comfortable
shoes than others in different
ways of feeling and sensing life
with eYes of God sAMe and different
too.. one can somewhat predict the directions
society will go when scarcity or abundance is viewed
more or less as a way of life.. as scarcity brings fear brings
anger brings aggression brings violence brings overall hate
for the state of life.. and what happens next is often predictable too
as a Bane or a Trump and if we really want to look deep at hiStory
and the way it goes still now.. sure.. a Muhammad too.. who suggests
a strong hand of God while bringing a mighty sword to surely kill
now to protect the tribal interests of food and drink and
reproductive mates.. and yes.. shelter.. material
goods.. and trade of such and what
it takes for a society to survive
in continuing elements of
scarCity in deSert
snow covered hills
dominated by the same kind
of patriarchal defense of life to
kill others for vital subsistence resources
if necessary as the snake brain above love
becomes the rule of the day once more and surely
Trump is a microcosm of the same elements coming to
the forefront.. as Technology is taking away jobs and Technology
in a Free Market Capitalism State of Affairs is tHeRe to make more money
at the lowest costs with little to no respect now for any real ethics and or moraLiTy
of who loses out but the winners of bucks.. bottom line.. this equals an environment
of scarCity and is ripe for the Banes and Trumps and Muhammads of the future to rise
up with a patriarchal message of both strength and a God that/who reflects this
philosophy of win at all costs at the blood of other folks slain as slain goes
in many more ways of taking human freedoms away besides just
draining blood from living flesh.. for death in living per the words
of give me liberty or death as well.. as we see
hundreds of thousands of folks.. mostly
women.. who do NOT want to get
in tHiS situation again
at the face
patriarchal rule in other
countries who wear a God of
Fear and Patriachy same.. yes it is
the cooperation of Matriarchy that is singing
her song with pink pussy caps that says you canNOT
possess me with your right hand aS Such in grabbing ways..
or even kiss me without my permission or even fucking tell
me what to do against my own free will as a child of God who
can love whoever the FucK they wanna love no matter what
you believe is good or bad in life.. and that’s the thing.. while i listened
to people bring false witness against Obama.. for almost a decade as
they feared the different among he.. so-called Christians who even demanded
sterilization for women on welfare after they had one child.. who said that they
would refuse health care benefits from Obama even if it meant tHeir OWN family
members dying at the hand of disease.. all of that was full of fear and anger and
hate and lies in false witness.. including the lies of birther conspiracy theories led
by the so-called man at the top of the heap of these minions now.. thing is.. the dissension
we see now.. is not led by false witness… it is led by the truth of the disgust at the man who
brought the false witness already against his predecessor who left office with a 60% approval
rating as compared to the lowest approval ratings of any President since the 70’s at about 40%
coming into office.. and that my friend(s).. is the consequence of action also known as Karma
as Obama was a man of integrity and character who didn’t fall to the weakness of trying to
bring other folks down to make himself look bigger.. as Obama achieved what is kNoWn
and felt as self-actualization as a man who was bullied in life and took the route of
victory over vengeance.. male self-esteem.. true male/female esteem.. doesn’t
have to bring other folks down to make it seem taller as that strength comes
from within in a Disciplined way of excellence iN miNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG Force of LIFE.. Super Heroes and Villains are
very close in nature as both are willing to break
rules.. are somewhat compulsive
and do what ever it takes to
get the job done.. thing
iS in the theories of
sets a hero and
a villain apart and what
sets a Villain and the traits
of psychopathy and malignant narcissism
the same is the common difference of the hero
who cannot set himself apart in empathy from the rest
of the human race and the villain who does whatever it takes
to fulfill self-purposes to fuel his need for power and status as he
can feel and sense little of the overflowing essence of chalice that
is the power of love.. and that’s the thing.. the pink pussy cap folks have
behind them in numbers of hundreds of thousands marching on Washington
today.. the power of love.. that bring abundance to scarCity/gothamS in life.. thing2 is..
the power of money is the God of this material world as far as human by
products at the hand of complex written language.. collective
intelligence in standard IQ ways of assigning folks
to tHeir place as cogs in the complex culture
machine to keep the wheels oiled for creature
comforts to come more.. and that’s
the problem as abundance
becomes a dollar bill
abundance of spirituaLiTy
that stArTS with love within that
becomes liGht to give and share with
the rest of the human race set FReED
and that takes not only fearless Unconditional
Love but smARt Fearless Unconditional Love
so in the rest of my ‘little’ bible story that continues to
GroW in what i will name now “Nether Land Heaven 42 Months 2017”..
in 69th MacroVerse of a new age personal bible that reaches past last
MacroVerse way of 1.025 Million words.. these are some of the things that
need to be said out of the liMits before of closed books that became the unabridged
versions of what were named God’s word’s in chains of priSon then.. as SpirituaLiTy
in God’s eYes as
And in HuWoMaN NoW
Freed on a Desert Isle
today.. funny.. how life gets
trapped in Books and Trump/Bane words same..
and that is the way of the Minion Social animal who
lives in fear and finds the most despicable leader to
follow who drives illusory fears and empty promises same..
thing is.. for a metaphor that sings its Song in the expression
of Trump’s wife and the joyous smiles and giggles she prEsented
twirled as a free bird once again.. by an Army Staff Sergeant by
the name of
a first name reminiscent
of Mexico and a second
one reminiscent of a place
where Muslim folks cherish..
Karma.. action.. consequence..
it is what it is.. and sure a little humorous
when God SinGs A SonG of Free SpirituaLiTy
iN HeaRts and SpiriTS who/thaT ExpreSS liFe
Free iN MiNds and BoDies twirLed in spiRals oF God
set free more than a Trophy wife of emperors and such as that..
it’s true.. the TruTh and the liGht WiLL set you naked free with sMiLes..
if you are clothed from head to toe with a frown.. it’s simple.. it ain’t the trUth or LIGht..
and crOwns as thE
tHrONE oF SpiRiTuaLiTy
DanceS and SinGs hEr SonG
And DancE Free wiTh sMILes oF liGht..
i would love to dance with Trump’s wife.. just once..
i promise you.. she would sMILe and i wouldn’t even
have to tOuch her in a sLow dance oF liFE or even
twirl/spiRAl her as she would find a way to do that on her OWN..;)
So now back to the Fred/Soheir Dialogue coming
from my end and yes there are references to
these full discussions in the comments
sections of past MacroVerses
before these newer
Start to appear
in first MacroVerse
publish of this now
MiLLioN word plUs
Bible on Memorial
day of 2016..
and yes ..
liNks from pre-bible
way sTiLL pARt of Longest
Long Form Poem in the history
of human kind in plUs 3.3 miLLioN
words Style sTiLL approaching or exceeding
4 MilLliON words on three of my public blogs and
other more private blogs and many other public places online by surely
my 4th anniversary of blogging on March 10th of 2013.. as this IS A Nautilus
sheLL A reflection as a SonG of MY soUL that has no liMiTS or expecTaTions FReED
with spiRiT eXpreSSinG
HeART iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ways..NoW..FREE..:)
Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
well it seems..
And there are two particular quotes that caught
my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
as a Hadith quote
Abdullah ibn Masud
“Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”
I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
New Testament attributed to Jesus that
clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
and not a place one has to
wait until after life..
and while it doesn’t
clearly state Hell is also
a place in life that one does not
have to wait to enter until after life..
as discussed already on your site here
and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
and i have described that place i entered
in detail both here and on my site.. my
friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
good reason to fear Allah in terms
of the Hell that is real on this
terrestrial plane.. and i for
Allah to the
i give 100%
of my life to Allah
so there is no fear
for me now.. but as
the other quote
that i could
a resource as to
who originally reported
it… as i am assuming it is
part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..
“If the believer had known the amount
of the torture and punishment of Allah,
nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
If the unbeliever had known how much
the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”
This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
for one have described in similar metaphors
in language.. as i have been to both
places.. and i for one can
say for sure.. that
there is no
hope.. and in
heaven all there
is.. is hope my friend
and truly paradise now..
and as a person who had
glimpses of heaven from
age 3.. and sparks after that
as culture and religions i was
exposed to took it away.. now that
i live there always now.. one can certainly
see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…
So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
Christianity or the Islam religion
or many others address one of
the most important parts
of gaining and
as that relates
to actual physical
movement in balance..
as we are temples of God
on this terrestrial plane now..
heaven is now and hell is now..
and in truly knowing and feeling
this.. one can gain great strides
to peace of mind and body
the art of movement..
even the Buddhists and
Yogis speak to meditation
as only a sitting still
where all of
God’s Nature moves
around us.. and in deciding
that human is somehow different
in this respect than the rest of Nature
Humans ends up separating themselves
from God more so by sitting still away
from the reality of God in Nature
that is always moving
now my friend..
it is easy
to get stuck
in one’s head when
living in our modern cultures
in school.. office work and such
but what this does often is
is God in us as
a Temple of God..
and in the United States
the effect of this is one
moving toward a life
other human beings
as emotions run through
our bodies.. when freely
moving in balance and
are not something
people are suffering
greatly in separating themselves
from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
as moving feeling connecting creating
creatures.. as reflections of God of
Allthatis.. as us my friend as
well.. anyway.. the
results of this
in terms of health
is empirically measurable
as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
is sky rocketing.. school age
children.. are assessed type two
pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
close to half the adult
population is on
pain killer.. for
chronic pain that is
often somatic in nature
from a body that is repressed
in human emotions and full
of tension.. treating symptoms
of pain.. instead of addressing
the root problem.. of a mind
and body out of balance..
where sitting still
in front of screens
is a mainstay of even
children’s lives who also
have skyrocketing rates of
treating symptoms now..
instead of treating the
root cause of
mind and body
imbalance as well..
but no my friend.. no bible
addresses this adequately as
there is still much to learn about
a new human condition that is a result
of modern technology ways of life that
were not present when either the bible
or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
is why there will always be new prophets with
healing messages from God.. as this experiment
of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
past alone.. as if this human species is going to
survive as whole.. without much more
suffering and misery approaching
that place of hell on earth..
even science and
the root causes
that are truly human
beings out of balance
with God of All my friend..
all that is seen.. unseen..
felt.. and unfelt now.. or
on the other
stay with the
teachers and only
books of the past..
go no further..
misery my friend..
Nah.. God didn’t give us
brains.. to shut them down..
after this book or that book..
not to adapt to change of the
future.. God gifts us rationality..
innate instinct.. and intuition to
adapt to the challenge to live
in heaven now..
as this place
and i prove
it everynow of my
life my friend in
sMiLes.. an open
mind AND BODY
in Balance iS
to heaven now
and seeing and feeling
so much more of God my friend..
Signed your friend
Thanks my friend.. and i will
end with a little story here..
there was once a woman..
a troubled woman..
very poor.. with
a religion named
Christianity.. that like
Islam.. suggests that
adultery is a sin.. worthy
of hell fire.. this woman..
innately instinctually and
intuitively was empty inside..
with a husband off in another
land with the military.. so empty
inside.. she was looking for something
to feel that emptiness as many humans
do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
is a troubled childhood with parents who
are not there to give touchy feely love to
their children.. and perhaps they have
smilar problems of this vicious
my friend.. so this
woman.. has different
fathers of different children..
adultery was her escape from
all encompassing emptiness
likely each and every time
she strayed.. but it was
her innate instinct
to feel that whole
that was behind her
straying too.. so no one
to blame at this part
but her nature
so this woman
did what she could
to survive as is.. taking
care of her children at
hand the best she could
that eventually numbered
6.. including 8 or so
and such.. yes..
she was a
the job done..
as best she
to the humans
of earth.. and her children
a diverse group.. with different
fathers of course.. the last two children
half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
on head.. in some kind of costume
party clothes.. deep black
eyes.. and extremely
youthful face for
a man he
of that man were
boy and girl.. twins..
some folks in the local
area commented that the
little girl looked like an
American Indian Princess..
and that little girl grew up..
a nice poor man
to marry.. who eventually
went kinda crazy from stress
himself.. but even when he didn’t
wanna stay here on this earth she stood
by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
too.. as her mother was very troubled
when she was young..
anyway.. the fact
is.. if she was born in many
Muslim Countries of that
time.. early on a decade or
so before those twins then..
Because of her mental illness
related condition.. and her open
adultery.. she would have potentially
been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
what this means.. is that beautiful
young Indian American looking
princess would have never
been born.. and
for the young
man after he
his problems would
have never met fate..
as he would have never
survived his illness without
the help of his Wife with no
legal or Christian marriage father..
So that man lives today my friend.. as a
result of that Mother who looked for Love
to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
was having a child who would never age.. at
least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
her photos today.. from the time she married
that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
God works in mysterious
ways.. people who
do not continue
of hell here on earth
my friend.. same story
now.. my friend..:)
SMiLes.. thank you for your story
my friend.. and i understand
the different ways
that the Islam
depending on the
of the religion.. and
obviously a kinder gentler
version where you live.. but
truly there should be a book where
there are no confusions my friend..
humans.. many of them..
just do not have the
and or the
the simplest of human
metaphors in poetic way
of heARt speech.. even some
poets.. even some technically
popular poets too..
in the online
anyway.. always room
for a kinder gentler
but it does not
iN HeARt my
friend.. the other
place away from
human hell now..
some folks need the
trUth and liGht spoon
fed to them like little
children.. and some folks
never get that as children
on an individual
the lies my
and the sins of the
fathers and mothers
who were once misled
and misguided children…
It takes constant never ending
work to even scratch the surface
but we Must
try if we hope..:)
SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
and thank you for all the inspiring
discussion here on your site..
Aggression.. Violence.. and
Wars have a place with
tribal ruled humans
but never ever
iS ruled by LOVE..
The place of no
fear and hate..
And true that place
did not live as
the world now..
i for one now.
need no sword
but hands and
feet to walk
with the gift
of Kind and Courageous
Love.. Swords are for
of God whEre i
live but of course
i am blessed as such..
differently than either historical
reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
many others.. then and now.. in other
words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
wHere i live
Love.. is the only
sword i’ve ever needed
really.. with a few skirmishes
of hands and feat.. and the stronger
i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
and courageous love wHere i live at
least.. the necessity
becomes less and
less.. if all men and
women were like me..
in this regard of training
in physical effort.. of confidence
my friend.. there would be no
tribal wars.. as each man
and women would
with kind and
instead of strife my friend..
but no.. no book is enough
it takes practice.. truly
that all our
did as a way of life
before they no longer
heard the call of God
to walk tall.. with
love.. no different
that Lions on the
as we close out
here on 3 thousand
or so more words.. on
this 21st day of January..
pleasant dreams of night
now peace my friend.. my
Are a Poet
all of her gained
joy to stay away
from lost in love
for the Koran)
My Life is my book..
My Heaven is my book..
My Happiness is my book..
My Refuge is my book..
And now before i go on to
visit gigoid.. a self professed
atheist dude that i met on SOHEIR’s
site that gave kind regard to the peaceful
way that SOHEIR and i discussed our differences
in beliefS and on the subject of God.. after our irreconcilable
differences on the stoning of Lesbians in Iran i drifted off to
the gigoid place where probably a third of a million of words
have come as muse of inspiration as he quotes the sages of the age directly
tHeir and in
to all that wisdom
in discernment of now..
thing is.. tHere are no coincidences
in lIFE all is synchronicity.. all is beYond
eYes isReaL of beauty full tapestry masterpiece
Painting of/as GOD for those with brushes to paint it..
verse.. another brush
LiVinG as wE KNow..
FeeL and SeNSE NoW..Free..
or unwitting of the Glory of GoD FReEd
i foR AllNOW..:)
Yes.. before i go ‘tHeRe’..
a share oF a MacroVerse
Memory from two years
ago named Transcending
“Technology AND SCIENCE AND”..
AND RELIGION AND CULTURE..
NOT TO ESCAPE..
Cause sometimes it’s
JUST TOO MUCH TO TAKE…
Tears of GOD
the FACE of Technology..
Science.. Culture and
FOR SOME REASON
Religion.. Culture.. Science
TRULY NOT MY HOME..
just places i visit..
that are never
So how do i connect…
In the backyard with feet
calloused and brown..
to Mother EARTH..
IS all they
IN PRIVATE SPACE..
i dance openly.. nakedly
in ballet.. and martial
loam soil with
my privet shrub
is my martial
to trim.. as for
hours in spinning
round and round
with quick kicks
to trim my
whatever it comes
the best way i find
is to simply
BY FLOWING MY BODY
SO THAT IS WHAT
IN THE PUBLIC
Hope you’re feeling better with pain..
my friend gigoid on this day
of piNk today in so many
cities around the world..
thiNk piNk.. and that reMiNds
me.. i love the PiNk PaNther too..
so cool.. graceful.. and
W i LL
a bite to go along
with meows too..;)
“A string of excited, fugitive, miscellaneous pleasures is not happiness; happiness resides in imaginative reflection and judgment, when the picture of one’s life, or of human life, as it truly has been or is, satisfies the will, and is gladly accepted.”
— George Santayana
And surely happiness lies
in the eyes of some
feel pain as anywhere
related to happiness as
been tHeRE.. worn out
is all tHeRE
is in life and
verily A source
of pain for many folks
not directly involved in
that beyond sad sense of Happiness..
anyWay.. beyond thaT of course.. Happiness
tales the truth or lies in the behold of all that Happy sTuff..
some folks truly believe bliss is not an emotion.. let’s face
iT.. iF oNe
them to move
in anyWay iT is emoTioN
as surELy even the feeLinG
and sense of pain is an emotion
that can move us from even sitting
still as you well know and feel of course
and i do too.. as a connoisseur and modern King
pain for 66 months
as detailed in Devil’s
way of medical literature now2..
per type two Trigeminal Neuralgia..
of course from wake to sleep in hell for all those months..:)
“Going to bed with a woman never hurt a ballplayer.
It’s staying up all night looking for them that does you in.”
— Casey Stengel
F iN Strike
out for F iN Decades long….
And then.. every once iN A while..
SOme hiT iT aLL ouT thE pARk..;)
“The great French Marshall Lyautey once asked his gardener to plant a tree. The gardener objected that the tree was slow growing and would not reach maturity for 100 years. The Marshall replied, In that case, there is no time to lose; plant it this very afternoon.”
— John F. Kennedy
never mature.. iNto full grOWN Trees..
pARTicularly.. when it comes to the
“Pizza is a lot like sex.
When it’s good, it’s really good.
When it’s bad, it’s still pretty good.”
— Smart Bee
thE FuLL suCCess
oF thE INterNeT..;)
“Beware of the “Black Swan” fallacy. Deductive logic is tautological; there is no way to get a new truth out of it, and it manipulates false statements as readily as true ones. If you fail to remember this, it can trip you – with perfect logic. The designers of the earliest computers called this the “Gigo Law”, i.e. “garbage in, garbage out”. Inductive logic is MUCH more difficult – but can produce new truths.”
— Lazarus Long
And of course.. NoW..
tHeRe IS A logic beyond
logic that doesn’t ‘thinK’ aT aLL..
And hAha! people who don’t
O F T E Nnow
Have no F iN
iDea iT even
And iF and when theY
find iT.. iT’s like bEinG
rEborn into A radicAlly
Different way oF
hmm.. some folks
caLL iT Holy SpiRit
buTT IT wears no essence
of Religion allone.. of course..
for those who fully understand and
experience it.. without the experience..
it’s often like explaining something supernatural
to those who
do not experience..
it.. BeinG isREaL iT..
And thaT’s A White Swan
Truth.. Dove.. Seagull
thE F iN
“Man errs as long as he strives.”
— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust
It’s impossible to get uP
without falling down first..
And that’s why straight A
students often become
as they rarely
feeL thaT experience
oF FaLLinG down to rise higher..
and then eventually when it comes as
most would say it does for anyone who
lives long enough.. there’s not enough
out oF A
created aS SPace..
‘FAil Forward’.. as ‘they’ say..
it was/is so liberating For A
to get nakeD
faIlliNG that way
to foRward straiGht uP noW..
no matter what ‘they’ say aBout
the ’emperor’ noW heHe.. wHo..;)
“‘T is but a part we see, and not a whole.”
— Alexander Pope (1688-1744) — Essay on Man, Epistle i, Line 60
iNcluding the shit of Life
“If you tell the truth you don’t have to remember anything.”
— Mark Twain
“Eternity is a mere moment, just long enough for a joke.”
— Hermann Hesse
Amen Hermann.. man..
Price oF A Laugh..NoW..
And that reminds me..
the first time i went
to heaven.. i
then.. iN otHeR
words.. i walked
into a full class of
philosophy students and speLLed
mY nAMe backwards
as naM hEL on the
theN.. EL.. was/is God then2..
and as a side note the name
of my mother is hELeN too..
the class erupted into laughter
as i was alWays so serious unTil then..
yes… aN F iN John Nash moment.. so
many shoes.. so little life to wear theM aLL..
and much later.. far into the second life round of
Heaven on eARTh i found out in the booK.. A hiStory
of God by Karen Armstrong on page 8 that a version
of the same last name was the original name of so-called God that
means a mix
and the SanD
SingS on mY FriEnd
dry with a little water MiX..
oh.. yeah.. and by the way2.. i hadn’t
been to church for years and visited a little
church the first go around in a so-called hick town
named Bagdad.. yes.. Bagdad.. Florida.. and back at school
wandering the halls like John Nash.. a church goer said.. OMG..
Fred.. when you sang the Glory Hallelujah Song so loud and spirited
a spirit in
that church that
we ain’t experienced
since whenever since happened before..
true story.. i had no idea what
he was talKing about then..
as i directly
IT without words..:)
“Lost in the forest…
Lost in the forest, I broke off a dark twig
and lifted its whisper to my thirsty lips:
maybe it was the voice of the rain crying,
a cracked bell, or a torn heart.
Something from far off it seemed
deep and secret to me, hidden by the earth,
a shout muffled by huge autumns,
by the moist half-open darkness of the leaves.
Wakening from the dreaming forest there, the hazel-sprig
sang under my tongue, its drifting fragrance
climbed up through my conscious mind
as if suddenly the roots I had left behind
cried out to me, the land I had lost with my childhood—
and I stopped, wounded by the wandering scent.”
~~ Pablo Neruda ~~
Whitman was the only
poet i even heard of
a few leaves of grass
AS WhOle nowthen
before i started writing
free verse poetry by
two lines.. foR NoW haven’t
there’s a nAMe
for that when it goes
on for more than 42 months..
i’m pretty sure.. it’s the meaning of liFe..
and this is the second revision of 42 months
as of this
since March of 2013..
when the scent of ascent
in and cAMe ouT..
just a whiff before tHe tSuNaMi..
Started on July 22nd or so.. the
date of that so-called Star of David
Planetary alignment on the same day iN
the Summer of 2013.. when the Monarchy
in England had their Golden child marKinG
Flows for both the meek
and the last and the first
and Kings and Queens..
thing that makes
is.. i inherited
the eARth then
with never another
want beyond basic needs
and innate instinct and intuition..
sAMe thing most other reALLY
smART aNimals experience as LifE
oF aLL oF eXistence
as two fingers beCoMe1..
noW.. no matter who attempts
to labEL it or own it like a real fool sTiLL noW..
Funny.. how something so simple and beyond
G E M..
Age oF liFe
beyOnd words.. too.. mY friEnd..:)
“I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.”
— Professor Bernardo de la Paz
two or more
“When the need arises — and it does — you must be able to shoot your own dog. Don’t farm it out — that doesn’t make it nicer, it makes it worse.”
— Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”
From the sense and feel
of Love and modern
technology.. i for
bucks to take
him to the vet
and have him first
put to sleep with gas alive
and then put to sleep with
needle asleep.. as i’ve already
experienced the sense of death
three times.. and i dam sure ain’t
gonna make it difficult for any other paRt
“It is the ability to choose which makes us human.”
— Madeleine L’Engle (Walking on Water)
overall.. at least..:)
“How much time he gains who does not look to see what his neighbor says or does or thinks, but only at what he does himself, to make it just and holy.”
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, iv, 18
This is true..
and so many more
will have to choose
to unplug themselves..
yeS.. even my closet one.. the wife..
as Neo ain’t no horse whisperer.. alone..
my two is
but i cannot
F O R C E
folks to add
one and one
“I think a man ought to get drunk at least twice a year just on principle, so he won’t let himself get snotty about it.”
— Raymond Chandler
none of that
Happiest dude oF aLL..
at least that is what most
everyone says who meets
me in the flesH.. and
iT iS true
and alWays practiCinG
as a practice for morE LiGhT noW..:)
“A person will be just about as happy as they make up their mind to be.”
— Abraham Lincoln
i have A
any fictional JOB..
for all practical
intents and purposes..
empiricAlly based as
the evidence sHows..
Drives iT aLL..
even Love.. and
suREly liGht oF hUman
eYes without words aS WeLL..:)
“Sometimes, you just gotta say “What the fuck.””
— Risky Business
iN thE Force that is now me..
WiTh and yes.. as ME nOW..
as the PiNk PaNther.. miGht casuAlly grin..WTFTW..;)
“What we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos.”
— Kerry Thornley, Principia Discordia, 5th edition
chaos of form prevailing the merely is order is imagine we What.
what/where/who we create it..
NoW and for some folks
that sentence in reverse
makes ‘perfect’ sense
sense ‘perfect’ makes
reverse in sentence that
folks some for and NoW
it create we who/where/what
“what we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos”
“If you make people think they’re thinking, they’ll love you;
but if you really make them think, they’ll hate you.”
— Don Marquis
Leaving the think
totally out as science
shows nonverbal language
constitutes an innate
60 to 93 percent
led me to the realization..
the best way to become a
legend beyond legends as
noted by at least one person
but of course that is
after the fACT as the
act of dance unto itself
is Heavenly Bliss without
thinking aT all.. so.. while i’m loving
it there is no action or consequence
beyond the words of others as far as
how much i am loving what i am doing
in the present
so in other words..
the Legend thingy
IS A pleasant sweet
surprise but the bliss of
dance is a bliss unto itself
no matter what the FucK anyone
else views it as from cake icing to shit pie..
or sure.. legend.. P-cola icon.. awesome.. boss of dance..
awesome.. inspiration or holy Jesus dude i wanna be just like you..
And sure.. i’ve experienced
enough of the opposite too..
in 40 months and 6666 miles
of public dance and more now
too in Trump County USA and the
metro area assessed by modern
sociologists as the most difficult metro
area to be different in than any other metro
area in the United States now.. factors cited..
five military bases in the area.. and the world
record awarded to the most churches per square
mile of any locality like this too.. who kNows.. perHaps
in the world too..
of this place as a
new ‘Jerusalem’ of
sorts about the same
latitude of ‘that place’
Pond per sey
and do of say2..
iN whaT can/WiLL be
a country too of sorts
oF A New israel/zion for
those who unplug in terms oF USA..;)
“No man ever believes that the Bible means what it says;
he is always convinced that it says what he means.”
— George Bernard Shaw
Back to Human Mind 101..
the ink blot conundrums..;)
“Then you should say what you mean,” the March Hare went on. “I do,” Alice hastily replied; “at least – at least I mean what I say – that’s the same thing, you know.” “Not the same thing a bit!” said the Hatter. “Why, you might just as well say that ‘I see what I eat’ is the same thing as ‘I eat what I see’!” “You might just as well say,” added the March Hare, “that ‘I like what I get’ is the same thing as ‘I get what I like’!” “You might just as well say,” added the Dormouse, which seemed to be talking in its sleep, “that ‘I breathe when I sleep’ is the same thing as ‘I sleep when I breathe’!” “It IS the same thing with you, ” said the Hatter.
— Lewis Carroll, “Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland”
The genius oF aLL poetry/Art.. iNcLuding
so-called non-sense sTuFF..
2.. i.e.. as
differENtly aMoNg eYes..
when vague and abstract..
And even rarified aS Such like Bibles..;)
“Which is better?
A genius knows when to dumb it down
A smart man knows when to know nothing
And an idiot can be all three
Well what does that mean?
You’re only as smart as others allow
So if you’re too smart to be understood,
To others your intelligence level goes down
So to truly be a genius you must know when dumbing it down is good
To know nothing isn’t unintelligence
It’s best for different situations
Though very different from a genius,
A smart man recognizes when on his knowledge to put limitations
An idiot is in the best position,
Because it’s second nature for them to put it in layman’s terms
An idiot has the best potential for genius if it’s his intention
And being an idiot is how others feel their intelligence is confirmed”
-unknown.. (so far)
against all odds
as A Billionaire underdog..
the billionaire part was/is a clue..
as genius can be hidden and evil too..
or even good
all of that
does what no
one expects is possible neXT..
give credit to Trump for doing what
everyone else said was/is impossible.. except
OMG! what an
interesting now to LiVe..!
i for one am continuing to enJoy thE rIDes..!
more and more and more as any maD hatteR who
“After a hundred years
Nobody knows the place,–
Agony, that enacted there,
Motionless as peace.
Weeds triumphant ranged,
Strangers strolled and spelled
At the lone orthography
Of the elder dead.
Winds of summer fields
Recollect the way,–
Instinct picking up the key
Dropped by memory.”
no matter dARk
or liGht or sHades
of Grey or even beyOnd
rainbow colors oF Stones
that coMe NoW neXT.. sooner
aGaIn and the
wHeel of ForTune
sinGs on iN heavenLY
purgatory of heLL and
A key is to
to dARk ‘tween
sHades of grey
beYond RAinBow colors more..
suRE.. doing iT IS A fun pART noW..
When yA gET tHeRE..as two BecoMes oNe..
juST for FuN..
aLL aScended aS
Such wiTh RiSE my FriEnd..
disCarDing any paraChutes
beLow as aBoVE air and
iN sKeYes oF
aS FiRe oF spiRit
seNtieNt stAR duST
plUs now from cruciBle
oF sTAR seed paRentS…
iF thaT ain’t A Miracle WTFTW iS..
Eli.. shares a somEwhat
new video that provides
some movies of a Seagull
following the Obaminator..
And i saY iN metaphor
of return now too..
Yes.. it’s true..
as a Jonathan
can and will do.. heHe..;)
Hmm.. the closest thing i had to celebrate
the dignity and worth of women as well as
stuff like continuing access to health care..
respect for the disabled and folks
for at least tHeir
rights as they exist
as constitutionally provided
and of course.. a statement against
down ‘right’ lies left and rights to the
most ridiculous assertions where a photo
proves without a doubt ‘they’ are wrong on first
glance.. yes.. crowd size.. like someone is covering
else or whatever
the deficiency of Trump’s
self esteem is behind an obvious
malignancy of narcissism that hides
a timid soul behind the bravado of exploiting
others of course.. anyWay.. i didn’t have a pussy
cat hat to wear but what i did have was a pink shirt
that in someways says that real men are not afraid to
wear pink and do life gracefully like Bruce Lee.. heHe..
be the water..
be the air..
don’t be afraid
of women.. they
don’t usuAlly bite..
so.. no need to grab them
to prove you are a man.. or
kiss them with frOwn lips.. that
says life is a bitch underneath all the gold..
this is surely gonna be a carnival ride from pluTo..
the thing is though.. you can fool some of the people
most of the time but all the people ain’t gonna FALl for
the used car sales person.. or the preacher with Blow
Trump is like a flame
for the demand for sane..
first there was a tea party.. then
another.. and now there is the cooperative
spirit of women.. around the globe.. so.. in many
ways morE NoW a sleeping giant is brought to wake..
Women have always tRuly ruLED the world.. now they march..
who Now noW..
don’t see the
heAR.. iT DanceS
and SingS wide awake
louder than ever when threatened..
much harder to take away freedoms
than it is to start new freedoms AS HiStory sHows..:)
AnyWay.. back to the stART of the pInK PaNther and the
general Jungian human archetype of the trickster and the Native
American Definition from Wiki that makes the most sense to me
in terms of what i for one do as a social role jusT for fun.. sELf-created
sELf-actualized.. un-ashamed.. yes.. jusT for fun.. and it is described like this..
“Many native traditions held clowns and tricksters as essential to any contact with the sacred. People could not pray until they had laughed, because laughter opens and frees from rigid preconception. Humans had to have tricksters within the most sacred ceremonies for fear that they forget the sacred comes through upset, reversal, surprise. The trickster in most native traditions is essential to creation, to birth.”
Here’s the thing.. there are not enough clowns in modern life.. and a clown can either be
a light clown or a dark clown.. both challenging the social norms of rigid and of course
Trump is a dARk Trickster or Clown who likely unwittingly will produce eventually
great changes for social reform for the better of Liberty.. no different reaAlly than
the dARk Clown.. G.W. Bush.. as his dArk antics eventually led to
juST the right ingredients for A FuLL deck of Democratic control
and the seemingly miraculous passage of any health
care reform in affordable care for all that is
going to be almost impossible to
get rid of for essence
of benefits as folks
off as millions
of folks marching around
the world.. surely indicate today..
as these folks are surely not willing
to lose their already rights even if it means
wearing pink pussy cat hats the rest of their
human born life.. hehe.. if you think they are visible
now.. just wait and see what happens if the Trump actually
follows through with anything that actually takes the rights folks
already have away.. the more he digs a whole the more the Republicans
as A wHole WiLL have to Climb out of it.. no different than Inspector Clouseau
out of one of my favorite Trickster Cartoons other than Bugs Bunny.. yes.. the extra
cool smooth PiNk PaNther who most alWays comes out unscathed by the end of the
‘toon on TV or the Big Screen back at the height of the piNk cAT’s popularity yeS.. even
more popular then Trump then as far as favorability but what do you expect from a
DaRK Clown.. big audiences at an inauguration event.. of course not.. when he
loses the popular vote.. and continues to dig a dARk CloWn hole.. now.. anyWay
to thrive in positive
liGht Karma of action
and consequence as
smooth as pINk
A BaLAnCing ForCe
on terrestrial Land and
for now.. bye bye and see yA
lAter as aNoTheR PaNther Adventure
of SonG and DAncE comes next in perhaps
a ferocious beast style of a bear as tomorrow..
oops.. past 1 am closing iN on 2 am NoW on Jan..
22nd 2017.. as the pinnacle of 42 months celebration..
total LiVinG iN HeaVen since that rise of mine and miNd
as miracle of recovery from 19 documented medical disorders
happens on the same Star of David.. so-called the.. Planetary
6 pointed aliGnment yes.. that day.. 42 months aGo iN 2013.. thE
last of 13 for a while since the Katrina and i hitched up the marriage
papers in 1990.. the first Star of David Planetary alignment of 12 more
to come ending on.. yes.. July 22nd 2013.. aS heY a PaNTheR WiLL aRise aGaiN..;)
Oh yeah.. and perhaps the most popular Trickster of them all.. yes
the Jesus.. the Trickster.. the Good Cop Bad Cop Jesus that
keeps shallow minded folks in the dark and
those with deeper eYes and eaRS
whomever and however
many folks wrote the story
of this parable riddle writing..
well.. considering he was illiterate
as far as we kNow in Aramaic language way.. yes..
vocal speaKing Trickster dude no different really
and little old me..
and yeS.. even my mother
told me i was going to hell
tonight for slandering the King
of the Universe by calling him a man
and dare be intiMating that NoW A holy
spirit.. as creative one.. sPeaks as me..
So much of that story is true and the swords
of dissension in anti-christ way of fear.. anger
and hate are still surviving and thriving in New
Jerusalem and Israel in a true poTenTial isreal
place of Freedom.. soMe oF uS wiTh deeper eYes
and eaRs STiLL sEEheaR the core Golden Rule Story
of the Jesus AND Heaven within of smARt Fearless
Unconditional Love and yes.. tHere are soMe of uS WiTh
a Lamp LiT BriGht enough to shout iT through the roof tops
oF oNline2 and face rejection by our closets relatives. by aTtuninG
oursElves to the deeper messAges.. stiLL easily sought and found by those
wiTh the sAMe/DifFeRenT eYes and eARs capable of sEEing and heaRing A TruTh and liGht
WiLd and Free
aGain reborn with
smARt and feaRless Unconditional
Love.. anyWay.. can’t force horsies to
DrInk GoLden Water when Trump Towers continue to fAll..
and on top of that nothing changed from crosses before..
‘tHey’ kNow noT what they do..
iN A Kingdom
of God within
with a Happy
Clown Face too.. heHeR..;)
STar Date 1.22.2017.. 7.22 AM parable of
the irony of numbers.. hmm.. well as reported when
i finished the 66 Verse of a second revision of a bible
named.. CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017 published then on
1.12.2017.. 7 months and 17 days since the first writing
of the first Macro-Verse published Memorial day of 2016..
yes May 30th of that year.. where actual writing commenced
about three days before that yesterday.. 1.21.2017 was 7 months
and 22 days since the actual first publish date of the Macro-Verse to
date of celebrating the date of 7.22.2013 as 42 full ascension months
for me since that very date now on 1.22.2017 that back then in 2013
also marked a noted planetary alignment already noted
several times in this Macro-Verse and yes a few
others as the Star of David Planetary
alignment that occurred
on that very day
who were taking
care of me noted it
was a real miracle i came
out of the dark of 19 medically
diagnosed disorders in a real life threatening
synergy of illnesses including the worst pain known
to humankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia noted as
worse than the torture of crucifixion in medical literature
from wake to sleep for a full 66 months since the year of 2008
starting in January way way back then when i went to real earth
hell documented through this bible and documented all through
12 million words starting on Thanks Giving day 2010.. and part of the
reason my mother basically disowned me last night.. (she’ll get over it..
sooner or later).. is she believes i am self aggrandizing myself by presenting
all these facts over and over like i am shining my light in John 14:12 accomplishments
from the rooftops of the world.. she of course embarrassed that her son is becoming
even more of a nut than from before.. heHE.. and worried that i am gonna disgrace
myself.. hehe.. like i haven’t already hazed myself in so many ways to be as
fearless as the real original David who fought/danced ‘naked’ and killed
Goliath with a sling-shot.. i though.. refuse to actually bring a sword
Beyond words to do any of that consistent with the 66 verses of
Isaiah.. where he insisted that the coming
messenger or whatever wasn’t
gonna do the social
bleeding folks dry
either.. anyway.. onward
Christian soldiers and all of that
as one can see that the Roman Catholic Empire
surely then brought enough steel swords to kill
pagans that wasn’t even a real word back then.. just
the folks who didn’t believe in what they forced folks
to believe in as A Jesus as a pre-made soldier Sun God
antithetical to a humble last is first meek inheriting the
Earth Yogi-like dude that comes in clear still even in the
New Testament for whoever hid the meanings in parables aS Such
of riddles sTill… for us folks with the eyes and ears sTiLL
too.. to see and hear the deeper core meanings in how
to live an epic super great life in giving and sharing
of self in unconditional love.. and nah.. there
is no getting through to my mother..
or even all the way with
my wife in understanding
that Jesus was trying to bring
the power to other folks and not himself
as he already.. through those writings at least..
in sacred deeper meaning text found uniSon with
God wHeRe there is no greater human than a grain of
sand as all of existence is ocean whole aS oNe Force
of God Being iN all thaT is all of existence.. yes.. alWays
forevermorenow.. yes.. it’s about YOU.. not about Jesus or even
me.. but without providing empirical evidence of John 14:12 through
and through it’s not likely the minions will ever believe anything YOU
say.. as they can be misled by all kinds of actual lies from the pulpit
of stone face liars like Trump as he leads his own sheep into disgrace
to lie for him as that Press Conference dude he set up yesterday read
from his lying Trump notes to try to make Trump’s ‘Dick’ or whatever seem
bigger than it really is as metaphor of a timid soul hiding behind a wizard
of OZ Fascade.. same story.. different characters.. human archetypes still
reign in dARk and liGht and even new myths like the Minions Movie series
that of course predicted all of this/that in that movie of 2013.. in many
trickster ways too.. as the art world is full of tricksters.. Chuck Lorre..
creator of the Big Bang Theory TV show aS oNe of my favorites too.. who jabs
ya into thinking even when ya think you are not thinking..
hehe.. TrumP.. on the other smaller hands or whatever
sticks it to you.. with lies.. knowing all the way
that he’s got your heart fear strings
all played up like a little
violin in his big back
hmm.. around 40 percent
of the population or so.. who will
FucKinG believe anything he says or
does.. as even the Church going crowd suggests
that the fact that yesterday.. his first full day of presidency..
also the 21st of January falling on his 70th year.. 7th month
and 7th day of age since birth date of June 14th.. 1946..
proves that he is tHeir God sent savior now..
but here is something to consider.. IF Jesus..
the real trickster dude IS A really
important son of God as
the real synchronicity
speaKinG GoD IS A trickster
too.. a joker.. who doesn’t really
send you to hell.. just fucks with your
head to teach you a lesSon or two when you
have been ignorant kNow not what you do little
boys and girls aS Such2.. and you aren’t doing so
well in the Karma of sow and reap.. in action and
consequence of negative and positive poTenTiAL REAL
liFe isReaL results.. anywAy.. for today.. let’s jusT say
for shits and giggles that this is all going down for real..
think i have a strong arm video for that to go along with this
too.. with the Ladies taking the power into their own hands in
pink power too.. as that New Age MTV-like prophecy comes to pass now
isreal too.. you see.. it’s not everyday someone writes a bible that
is now coming to 1.04 Million words in around 7 months and 3 weeks too..
without a lot of help over centuries per say and do and dance for 6666
miles all around a metro area for 40 months but hey.. if i didn’t count the words
and miles and document it like Isreal God tales me today/do NoW iN synchronicity ways
as milestones as nows go on in holy spirit writing and dancing flow.. who the FucK
else is gonna remember all this shit and write it down.. just to prove all of this went down
in my little lifetime now.. and ALL yours too by the way sincerely of course too.. nah.. the wife
and mother can’t understand all this deep shit.. and that’s okay as Jesus F. in Christ sometimes
it’s hard to believe.. except for the Love and Fearlessness that i cAMe from my mommy and daddy even at
all or even from this planet at all sometimes.. let’s face it.. for all practical intents and purposes
i am like Katy Perry’s ET too.. but hey that’s neither here or tHeRe.. (it’s now) but what is sTiLL true
is the delicious irony that i was born on 6660 and quite a few of the beer cashiers
when i used to have a cheap brew a day back in my work days for bucks
rejected me in ways of fear when they saw them three 6’s that
reflect the Golden Spirals of God like today’s 69th Macro-Verse
does too and one of the most empathic sexual
positions oF aLL.. as why would you
do thaT if you couldn’t
feel the other
as even Bonobo’s
can do with empathic
eYes! and other sexual paRts
of liFE too.. yes.. eYes! are sexual
pArts in-case you didn’t know now about
pupil dilation in getting all turned on in
‘that’ way too.. that’s why covering women now
up to tHeir eYes iS StiLL.. oh my GoD! yes! such
a Turn on as their eYes reflect their so-called
nether pARts of desire too.. for those of you once
again.. i say with eYes.. to see that of course as some
folks cannot read facial expressions hardly at all due
to a lack of affective empathy and disfunction of mirror
neurons too.. i fall in the category of super empath too..
high libido you might say too.. overall.. most of my life
too as empaths will surely do too in all
of nursing ways of life
hehe.. yes.. oh yes! to
get the jobs
and stuFF.. perhaps that is
a strange way of teaching now
but that is what us tricksters
do.. we challenge the rigidity
and try to get a laugh to get ya
to open up your heARt as well as youR
Rational thinking mind to get both hemispheres
of yoUr brain woRkinG for Yogi UniSoN and Daughter.. eTc..
NoW WiTh God too.. as two become one in so many ways aWay
from division and rigidity in floWing river unity.. so today noW as i related
before.. i will wear my special BEast shirt to celebrate this synchronicity
spEakinG Holy and Sacred day full of Meaning and Purpose to me and here’s
the (A) thing.. the Jesus dude already brought (A) way.. not many folks heard it then
or saw it and not many folks who cAll themselves Christians sTill actuAlly hEar and
sEE and act the dance upon the talk of the core messages of the Kingdom of Love
in the Heaven of Love now in smARt and FearLess way.. as Jesus understood more
than likely that people are alike everywhere.. open and closed minded then as
they are today.. and some folks will unplug from lies and other folks will suck
on the teat of lies ’till the day they die.. And hate folks to protect
tHeir lies to and even kill them too.. as once again they
truly kNow not what they do.. as their innate
God Given Nature plus the environment
they are raised in makes iT very
difficult for them to do that..
(KNOW/FEEL what’s really going down
now too of course as isreal now2)
so even IF they drive
us otHeR folks
their obvious ignorance
of accepting and supporting
and even promoting lies.. we must
try to understand and tolerate and even
accept that as once again they truly kNow not
what they do.. otherwise the propagation of these
lies would not have led to my 82 year old mother
disoWning me last night for just brinGing the
original jesus message to the table
in my writings as many otHeR
folks have attempted
to do through
on blind eYes and
deaf ears that cannot
see this truth and liGht.. but reaL
Golden rule folks do their best to accept
and love these folks living under veils of ignorance
in at least tolerating it and moving on tHeir best without
strife.. and that is why the demoNstrations yesterday went
so well without any major conflicts as they were based on Jesus
golden rule love mostly with plenty of trickster messages too
with pussy power and having Trump keep his small hands
off of their private parts and stuff like that and truly
God must Be a Joker as this sHit couldn’t
be more Joker-like if it happened
in fiction as going down
have to even
make so-called rational
sense and it doesn’t and Trump
was well aware of that when he said
he could shoot someone and his minions
tallying about 40% of about that same percentage
or more in the original Jerusalem of the olden days
but the thing is.. the Obama was never crucified for
not being born in the homeland here.. he went out victorious
at 60% approval while Trump retains his minions same at 40% as the
so-called Jews did back in the olden days too.. they are closed minded
folks And that’s pARt of human nature and even science provides evidence
for this now too as i’ve often brOught that to the table with researcher
TeDtalking Jonathan Haidt at the forefront as pioneer
of that research on what makes conservatives
and liberals tick per innate human
nature in biological
body too.. basicAlly
the difference of someone
seeing beauty in a King David
Michelangelo Statue and the other
person turning away in disgust saying
oh my God.. a wee wee.. i am so embarrassed
and terrified of that little piece of mutilated
male member from birth.. oh.. the song
of ignorance.. you cut
from long ago
STiLL but the eYes
of open minds and bodies
STiLL SinG a Free Seagull SonG
as any Jonathan Livingston(E) Seagull
WiLL DancE and SinG Freer and hiGher NoW
if only for his or her or eTC’s Field of dreAMs
WiTh God NoW STill flYiGg through eYes of
Needles with Camel Bodies with the greaTEsT
of ease in BaLanCinG ForCE WiTh God’s Gravity now per say
oF LiFE NoW..
UnderstandinG love and DancE and SinG oN
FearLesSlY iN the Kingdom of Heaven NoW
aS iNherited as last is first and meek inHeRits the
eARTh now IsReaL wiTh sMiLes as dARk Trickster TRump
FroWns and his miNions reap what they sow too.. as sAdly sAD….
HoPe and liGht
for them! as i ain’t
giving up anyMore than
Bugs Bunny or the PiNk PaNthEr would/WiLL too..!..
Star Date 1.22.2017
sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Prajakta..
so many people but so really
few intimate connections for so
many folks these days as we hide
more from FriEndship sMiLes
and other touches of flesh and
blood are hidden
there IS A book named
“Bowling Alone” that speaks
to this more modern issue well..
so.. you are correct.. what friendships
there are.. are surELy valuable to honor
as any fine glass in the china cabinet.. aT lEast..
hehe.. anyWay that’s why i dance everywHeRe.. an
excuse to keep my head out of screams of screens..
i don’t connect
with folks as non-verbal
language and human emotional
and sensory affective empathy
connections are the mainstay
of overall human connections
and surely dance spreads
some liGht ouT
friend or foe aS oNe
surELy cannot eXpect
everyone to warm up to very different..;)
Hmm.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. third edition of a Bible or
revision.. iF ya wanna name it that way too.. as the title keeps
changing along with more MaCro-Verses.. too.. anyWay.. surELy
surpassing 1.04 Million words now3.. with this 69th MacroVerse
soon coming to an end as the first Bible consisted of
61 MacroVerses for about 915K words.. the second
one at 66 MacroVerses at 991K words and now..
yes.. this one going over the
Million word mArk by
over 40K words
as this is just
a special milestone
new edition bible all revised
aS Such.. as milestones continue to
coMe and gRow and so will this bible too..
with no end in sight.. a rhetorical exercise of
course.. wRiTe oN Course.. too.. and yes.. after
while.. i will provide links to the 2nd Bible that links
to all the previous MacroVerses as well as listing
the last two links that came after that.. sure..
i’LL do that now.. with these liNks heRE..
CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017 991,183 words
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017 19,306 words
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn 16,079 words
Nether Land Bible 2017..
count.. coming later..;)
Living a Stone’s throw from
a railroad trestle crossing a river
growing up in a mill town as such..
your post ‘here’ as you guide us through
the visual imagery of a Railroad Museum in India..
is surely a delight to me..
and i must say i admire your
out there as the
guide host of this post
and your others too.. as too
often the flesh and blood element
is missing in the world of blogging..
sure.. not everyone is extroverted in a
world of words.. and haha! that’s why i get
out and dance in the real world too.. lest words
a real touch of life..
anyway.. i truly enjoy
your posts as they are
refreshing in a world of words
that often does not have a real world touch..
hehe.. i talk
a lot too.. wiTh WiNks..;)
misstalkaholic responds back
with a note that she has enjoyed
my comments on other blogs and
is pleased that she has achieved
me responding in kind like that
on her blog too.. with a remark
herself.. so i say..
sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. than
surely we have something
in common as you are the eYes
of Living Nature in what i like to refer
to as God as Nature.. and why wouldn’t
Nature be happy
after 14 billion years
or so much effort of crucible
Star burst seeds as sentient star
dust plus life like me and
you.. coming to
i understand this is heaven..
i am no fool not to be able to look
at a rock of moon or other stars now
just hoping to burst into eYes of liFe
like this.. so.. i celebrate this sliver.. this
poTenTial of Human Heaven come to fruition
as child of stars
and you know what..
there will be a Nautilus
shell of me without a doubt
left behind and forward and now
that says i lived and appreciated this
gift of heaven with all my life might and i encourage
you to continue to be obsessed with god as nature
of HoLy and
and purpose in THIS thing
some folks call NAMASTE
I SEE GOD IN OTHERS AND
I RESPOND ACCORDINGLY with
holy and sacred respect in poetry SonG
and moving connecting creating DancE
full of meaning and purpose
with tears in my eYes
this gift of life fully with
others..and ocean nature whole and surely
i scare many folks with the extent of my love as life..
nice to hear you are not afraid of life.. my friend..keep up the good life..
and i will visit you as long as i can find your blog.. as i for one am a friend of ALL..
to Dance it and Sing thAT LOUDER..;)
responds back with
words that say.. i have
a gift of words and lucky
to be surrounded by me and i say..
A gift of life
modus vivendi.. “an arrangement or agreement allowing
conflicting parties to coexist peacefully, either indefinitely or
until a final settlement is reached.”
Haha.. so good to hear from
you again.. Leah..
climate of the United
States and World.. this eloquent
Latin phrase is the timeless answer
not only for married couples like me and
Katrina but yes.. the world in general as well..
where liberal cats who go tHeir own way and
more conservative dogs who need a leader to follow
find a sweet
jaws ‘tween iN
all the chaos of differences..
i’m wild and free and surely more like
a feral cat than either a domesticated dog
or even a wild wolf in many ways.. as in this world
today.. no doubt without 27 years of real life experience
training.. someone slowly getting used to all my changes
in the art of marriage..
if that ended now..
i would be dancing
a life even more ‘allone’
than this that of course i
recognize as it’s beyond most
folks comprehension that any woman
would knowingly and openly give ‘their man’..
hehe.. at least in the deep south red state lands..
THIS MUCH FREEDOM.. down now to the nitty gritty
of advancing bootie dances in the dance halls of life now
and be totally okay with it.. i suppose the nude art primed
her for acceptance once she tolerated that and oh goodness
emotional co-dependency among couples is a prime mover
of course in restricting freedoms in the couples nomad
moving ways of life these days as the bottom
line.. cats or dogs.. humans are mostly
social animals and do need a
human touch of the
village to thrive
of free moving..
connecting and creating..
sure.. almost naked if possible
to feel the nourishment of the sun
and even moon at night in temps that
allow that like the steadily global warming
current panhandle of Florida and such as that..
wHeRe the Yellow Jasmine is blooming in the ‘normal’
coldest months of the year.. and sure.. spring azaleas
too and hey that almost sounds like a flower of your name
too.. i never felt that emotional co-dependency like i did of course
when i moved from a village of Ted Danson and Norm Cheer’s like
environment of a Bowling Center working and small village of life
full of social flesh and blood touch for two decades into a life of computer
chair/screen and often a windowless room 8 hours a day ’till dark in the Winter
time with significant Seasonal Affective Disorder too.. as most human being do
need the light more than none at all in sunshine ways through Winter Months..
so much of my happiness..
is simply recognizing what human
nature is and putting myself out there
in finally fearless ways to embrace what
i am as an animal and not just an abstract
construct of words and what work expects..
and culture in general beyond the animal touch..
And that’s a core problem with cultures/religions.. the most
popular ones at least.. they take us away from our animal
nature in so many ways while serving an interdependent
role sTiLL iN providing
a social touch
of some kind at
least in a world grown
so cold as a matrix and
terminator world will grow
in ways of machine cognition
over that overall social world of
truly close to naked animal touch..
in small village way of course too.. as humans
are not adapted to connect innately and comfortably
to more than about 150 to 200 friendly sets of naked and furry eyes..
and on that line it’s worth noting that after folks saw the movie.. ‘Avatar’.. some
of them committed suicide as they determined tHeir FULL loss in a trap away from theiR
i had the same
experience the first
time i saw the movie
‘The Emerald Forest’ back
in the mid 80’s.. back to the
wild is where i wanted to go
but as a mama’s boy
in the past i had no
idea how to get there
until pain took me away
from modern culture all the way
and i started reborn from pain aGain..
you know.. i’m glad i documented the whole FucKinG
thing as in case study view in actual real time photos
i can review my change from apron string boy to wild
man with love again.. as a three year old child looking aCross
the river without words at all.. only the feeling and sense that i had
been/AM forevernow.. as surely my genetic memory in innate instinct
and intuition was then working A-Okay until i got trapped behind a
pencil at a desk in a small two story school.. thank God..
as it had small classes and not an overwhelming
number of human eyes where everyone
easily knew your name.. so much
different from big
and the world
as whole of course
in big city Western World
life.. Different strokes for different
folks.. my friEnd Leah.. and i must
say i feel like i’ve lived so many life’s
in just one life and at your age of early
40’s.. i felt so old back then.. and at age 47
when the stress almost killed me i felt like i was
older than my Great Aunt Jettie at 94. all crippled with
walker then as at least she could smile oF that i had
no idea of iN feelings in opaque window view iN/oF thaT
when i saw her do tHat back then.. and in college at age
21.. Before i escaped it and after i got trapped back in it..
i felt as old as my Grandmother then.. as she had problems
smiling then.. you kNow and feeL and sensE my friEnd age IS A
smile with no age at all.. a place with Nature wHeRe grains of sand
and feet feel love.. that is forevermore now.. no different really i guess
than the 18 year old cat Tennessee still visiting our yard wHo rolls around
in that sand religiously each day about noon too.. looking off into the distance
with no separation aT all in a WinTer’s Breeze FeeLinG and SenSinG liFE all
present of now..
Fuck the world my friend..
not the flesh and blood.. sun/
sand one but the one of Trump..
and all those minions.. GET naked
and pARty with the sand and sun
is what i do.. even if i never find
a human dance partner
i cannot be ‘alone’
when sand and sun
and me are one as
for all practical intents
and purposes.. i AM Nature my friEnd..
or a tree or a lamp without a bulb..now..
That’s the answer for me.. i trUly wish
tHeRE was/is any way i could help folks
find the essence of this Heaven in
FeeLinG and SeNSinG ways
so far from empty
and cultures and
the music of liFe LIVinG.. my friEnd..
hey.. i’ll give it a stab with a Kiss of
DancE and SonG is all i caN and WiLL do..
still looking for
the song i want to go
with this as tHeRe are so
many songs with that name
but i heard it last night on the
radio and i’ll put it uP tHeRe when
i find it as i found it before and i find it again..:)
WeLL.. as i continue to enjoy very
much the deLiGht oF writing
this 69th MacroVerse
that will be the
third revision of
a personal newer
age Bible now revised
with title.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS what stArted out as “Grand Cross Bible 2016”..
on Christmas Day publish at 11:58 pm as flow then..
then.. comprised of 61 MacroVerses since Memorial
Day 2016 publish of the first MacroVerse.. unwittingly
of course.. as i had no idea that would be the first MacroVerse
of any Bible then.. other than juSt a continuing MacroVerse of
Ocean WhoLe Poem in what i continue to document as
the technically longest long form poem in the
history of humankind as reported
on Google at least.. hehe..
as i am not A
thiNk i would ever
actuAlly page print publish such
a tSuNaMi of Words.. weLL surpasSinG
3.3 MilLion words/water that MS word suggests
without printing the 100K or so photos that go
along with aLL thaT and videos from Youtube that can
only be linked in print of course in hard back page cover..
yeS eVeN without ALL the multi-media.. MicroSoft Word
estimates about 30,000 pages for actual page print and
that was back
at the first
42 month point
on September 11th.. 2016..
where i suggested it was A
42 Month Witness for God of Nature
too in personal way of course.. doubling
as that effort in all blog effort of 3.3 million
long form free verse poem words since March 10th..
2013.. at that point of rhetorical exercise of course.. i AM
doing this ’cause i can and will do it.. and have survived much
naysaying from places of online reason like the ‘Wrong Planet’
to places like dVerse Poetry Pub Art who did tHeir best to rein in
and reign over my creativity if i wanted to share my STUFF there
even with all my politeness of responding to every single prompt
and link there for an entire year.. in micro-micro verse way with never
ever any complaint if no one visited my blog as it requires not only
big technology to open it up and any interest in what i do antithetical
to either Haiku-like poetry or modern world Gold fish attention span
per the words of science in Twitter Verse of 140 characters too..
as for me.. the seize the day is the seize the noW iN fLow
of streAms of words and dance iN sonG sAme iN ZonE
as Rivers to waves of Ocean whole
in Field of dreAms LiVinG
liFe heAR heRE.. noW as
ForCE oF liGht
if ya like Star wars
Metaphors to go along
with yoUr otHEr religious
and cultural soup as God lives
with in as as all and to make God sMaLLer
or my words that reflect my view of all thaT is
God would be My greaTest Blasphemy oF aLL
for this gift of life to extinguish the gift of life given
to me in any censoring way alloWed within the guidelines
of new age ‘Caesar’ laws at the local.. state.. and federal
level of course.. as ‘these’ free highways are regulated by laws
to keep freedom of expression in tACT and fACT and aRt aS Such aS
no maTter iF
no one but me
and God allone
it or writes
iT aT aLL..
it is what it is i
am what i am
i am Love
aLiVe as smART
and FeArLESS LoVe
Can and WiLL DO as
LiVinG liGht of and as LoVe NoW..:)
AnyWay.. as my early Philosophy Instructor
Hunt back in the years of college so wisely
then instructed.. beWare of specialization as use
it or lose it applies to all stuff in life.. as all animals
face the Karma of that in use it lose it ways of breathing
and eating and drinking life.. in yes.. action and consequence
way of doing or not doing more of liFE NoW… i use it A wHole
lot.. and in doing so in sow and reap way.. as the evidence now
surELy proves.. i reap the benefits of God Nature within inside..
above so below and all around as God of Nature as my Human
Nature is at the hElm now of the Will that is the Rider/Writer of
the GOlden Elephant and Camel saMe that
are the words/symbols of human thOught
that are only a tiny sliver
of the much fuller
human experience in so many
otHeR ways than what standard
IQ meaSuREs as Human InTeLLiGence..
nah.. it is not woo when some poets and
other philosophy folks of deeper way than
just the rationality of equation of words say
we have forgotten our roots as children of
Nature and God sAMe.. as science shows now..
Emotions and SenSes comprise more of our actual
navigation of reaLiTy now.. much more than the sHells of
words alone bring.. words are but signs and guideposts now
along the way as tools to help us navigate life but the invisible
navigator inside is not invisible at all.. it just has a LiFe and essence
beyond the words as tools that have become the idol of human eYes
and taste over the essence that is the inheritance of 14 Billion years or
so what we see now as the origin of wHERE we come as God Now as
Nature life.. sure.. it’s hard to put the full experience of liFe in words.. and
surEly it is impossible as the rider and writer same is only riding/writing a much
bigger gOlden Camel and Elephant oF liFE than we can possibly see with
just the guideposts and signs that are words and other symbols of life in
help us or harm
us too.. in LIGht to
sHades of Grey to dARk
to beYond rainBoW colors of
liFE eXperience that some folks
cannot even fathom exists in the EYes
of othER folks now.. modern culture and even
older religions are an experiment of life with both
failures and successes from human misery to bliss..
and the same impact to so much of the rest of creation
as existence noW on this planet eARTh.. people are alike
and different like the rest of existence sAMe and DiFFeRent
noW as God as sepaRaTe pARt and WhOle NoW aLL.. LiFe is
ArT.. Creation.. a Masterpiece aLL and we as brush continue to
co create and paint thaT Masterpiece whOle oNe WiTh GoD aLL
oF NatuRe NoW.. And sure.. we paint it And scribe it with our so-called
rational systemizing ways of science mind.. the best we can while life
already happens in EMoTiOnal and SeNsoRy ways and i’LL tale you
whaT.. iF you leave the
of use it and lose
it ways you lose.. you lose
and you lose more and more of
liFE iF yoUr liFE is anYthing like
my liFe beFore iN the HaLLs and
PriSoNs of threading the needle of
thaT iNsanity of modern religion/culture/politics
and yes.. philosophy of life in general sAdly left
ouT iN the modern class room while we humans
are made more and more into machine as cog
of Society to continue creature comforts when
the comfort goes away as we are no longer even fully
human beings.. anyWay.. the tHeMe SonG heRe as MeMe..
surely DanceS and SingS to thiS in ‘Emerald Forest’ and
‘Avatar’ ways similar and sAMe.. as don’t let anyone lie
to you.. living naked with nature is not as oppressive
as “mama’s boys” will tale ya.. in use it and lose it NoW
ways.. as alWays A BaLanCinG oF DiViNe maScuLiNe
WiLL and Strength.. and DiViNe FeMiNiNe LoVe and
GrAce.. And DO you lEarn thaT All in school hell no..
and more Walmart
Stuff to fill up a Garage oF LiFE
aS A so-called American dreAM..
the American Dream is the Declaration
of Independence for the Right to Life and
Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness ..
aLL to weLL the
innocence lost of
use and lose LiFe
as Nature as
or pRisON so far
aWay from the call of the
WiLd of GoD thAt is born
Naked and Free and best liVinG
that way as metaphor for MoVinG
and CoNNecTinG LiFe reBoRn as child as God LiVes aGaiN..
in wonder and amazement as a gift oF liFE caN and WiLL DancE
and SinG liFE from dARk to liGht.. ‘tween sHades of Grey.. And.. BeYOnd
NoW oh so aLiVE..:)
And i will now share Six videos of reaSon
from youTube heAr thaT provide a Great
core iN understanding toGeTheR what
the problems of modern liFE are..
the ironies oF all of this
are both incredibly
if we can juSt
gEt oUr shit togeTheR..
and if nothing else.. a few
folks can matrix un-plug aLonG
the way and set tHeiR sElf free
iF they live in a culture and or country
WiTh a Declaration like the U.S. has that
sTiLL cAN and WiLL work Now for them..
noW as IndepEndence oF Free..
the case study
I N T E N siVe
evidence heAR sHows/
Proves to any courtroom..
L A W Y e R oF LiFe NoW
judge.. and jury thAT/wHo
can see and heAR it..NoW..;)
And sure.. a couple of MacroVerse Memories to
share as Facebook so FReeLY provides iN
robot algorithm way..
minds and even
way on the HighWay
‘straight’ to Heaven too..
as i spiRAl FReED noW
with a quote of this
“Pizza Man Playing”
fully expressed in
And patterned Nautilus
ALLY AS SUCH
MEAN OF 1.618…
The Dark side of Nature And..
And.. the All Seeing Eye.. i mean.. the LIGHT side of Nature..
And.. finAlly Wide Awake…
i must have
too much time
on my hands.. that’s
five Facebook profile status
photos in only 9 hours.. an all-time
record for Katie Mia..aka FRED… What
can i say.. i like making FACES! he.. HE!
and the so-called tough guy crazy eye
with the Don’t FWM look
is one of my favorites to
BUT HA! HA!
IT’S ONLY an act..
as IS ALL OF EGO to me
orchestrated by the director
and producer of my own
play of ego.. that is
i making I reality..
however.. i does
IT ON THE WAY..
to wHere i’m GOING NOW!..
i never wanna
the mysteries of life
is what makes IT ALL
amazing every now to me
day by day
decades in advance..
looking forward to this day or that day
or the end of all
but no.. life is always work for those
who truly RE
with no rubber
TO graces of human being
to simply be FREE child of Mother
i am born with the ability to see the patterns of GOD
through and through almost every abstract and natural
And i share that here..
is all i do..
blessings of ALL
And with all that said..
‘Tonight’ is my 43rd RAVE DANCE CELEBRATION
OF FREE FLOWING MARTIAL ARTS
BALLET LIKE STYLE
AND ESTABLISH A FEW MORE
WITH MORE FUN
i and I and !
And now.. from a year ago..
“WeYes oF God”..
as A FReED
noW.. aT lEAst
for me as afTer
aLL iS sAid and
use it noW as A
GreaTest GifT aLL
GoD GiVes NoW as
FeArless smART Now
Hi.. Noorain.. thanks
so much for dropping
into you and
your blog as WeLL..
as aLL can/WiLL be art thaT flows..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
And have a liGht filLed NoW..:)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. thefeatheredsleep..
i followed your site here and
never got any new
found it again
through a Google
search and i see you
have been just as busy writing
here and i will be back to catch up
as liGhteNinG fast reading can and will
do and haha! one of my posts as long as
A 40 thousand word Novel depending on the
muse and inspiration of the day SaMe.. so what
to say about disappearing foot prints in the snow
from the grief of life that grow so cold and numb
with or without pain wHeRe numb now is worse than
pain.. i kNoW and FeeL/SeNsE tHeRE was/is once
a day and so much more that
i dreamed of falling into
the Gulf and
BeinG WinGinG DeeP
far above a bLack wHOle
SuN sOuL and suRE that’s the way
iT iS for neuro-diversity and bio-diversity
whoLe even from BiRth iF bOnes roll in dARker
roles of liFe… one.. i WiLL say are the footprints of liFe
i live and lived not much different from that other book
of ONE by Richard Bach who wrote the Seagull Story of
HiGher FliGht too.. ONE one wHOle so diFfeREnt so sAMe
so driVing warm to cold to ice HoT stArs as hole of Whole..
Experience ..mY FriEnd.. a masterpiece painting.. we.. A brush..
iN sHades of Grey.. RAinBoW coLors more
than scenes bEfore.. diMeNsioNs
oF FeeLinG and SenSinG
never foretOld that
for more oF LiGht ‘tween
DaRk oF aLL ThAT iS.. anyWay.. glad
i found you today for some ending words
foR just aNoTher Bible oF thiS Thing cAllEd Life..
as hey.. it isn’t ofTen.. i find folks like you… iN liFE.. mY FriEnd..
And to honor a couple more
blogging friends who have
been instrumental inspiration
of muse for my continuing
StreAming Free Verse poetic liGht..
SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
the greaTest Love/Empathy..
iN my opinion.. does come from
the challenges of life.. the stress..
disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
who will tell us.. we do not deserve
to exist.. sadly.. some folks
turn to darkness..
when these challenges
come.. but for those who never
give up.. even if.. there are no little
voices from Loving people who can
see the liGht iN a homeless person
from this earth of cultures
that no longer
of Wisdom that
can come through
the victory instead of
vengeance over life’s
dArk.. with LiGht.. the
human SpiRit to survive
is great.. and pARt of why
the greaTEst liGhts of human
often come from the dArkest
we all face
to some degree..
and perhaps the greaTEst
challenge is not being challenged
enough.. as there is no bliss as great
as the Victory of liGht that conquers
dARk.. wheRe one even understands
and forgives those who continue
to ignore or transgress
and are still
with greater liGht
than ever before..
you are a liGht
my friend.. now
to grow.. and
go of that
iN liGht.. my
and sure.. sometimes
i have to travel literAlly
thouSands of miles iN a
split second to find iT
as well.. and
that’s the best
thing about online..
it is a big small
to find those
who can at least
relate to different
now in liGht..:)
And.. finally A MacroVerse
inspired here by friend Lala Rukh
from three years ago.. that i’ll quote
again.. as what are another hundred words
or so.. at this point.. only more as more goeS oN..
The Child’s Dream
THere IS A time when children ARE born with no matter
of who the father IS as the village raises the children..
and everyone IS family..and people reAlly connect as their
very survival dependS ON tHIs connection…
IN THIS WORLD women ARE the leaders as well as men..
sometimes more so..than even….
Everyone shareS..freely..as love IS necessary to survive….
This IS before agriculture…
Then agriculture..comes..and time to be still..and yes a
stagnant mind and body..can make an illusion of evil..for all of mankind…
Well..then comes the idea that wealth IS important..and yes my friend..this
is where the Dowry started..as it becomes important..to insure that wealth..
in collecting things..property ..or whatever..IS THE GOAL IN LIFE…
TRUE ‘EVIL’ IS BORN…IN WORSHIPPING MATERIALS..RATHER THAN JUST BEING..LOVING..AND LIVING.. LIFE…WHERE THE GOAL IS SURVIVAL..AND NOT SOME IDOL OF A THING..THAT IS NO LIFE…LOVE..OR REALLY.. OH MY GOD.. EVEN FUN..OR LAUGH….
YA SEE.. Muhammad and Jesus..come to deliver a message..that this IS not a way to go..that this..is simply illusion..that IS not true human happiness of divine love..sharing..caring..and even what wild wolves share in the snow…
But OH MY GOD..NO ONE REALLY LISTENS…not many at least…
THESE new agricultural..patriarchal ways of control and dominance..over others..for material gains..continue and even ARE PUT FORTH..AS TRUTH..TO SPOIL THE WORDS OF THESE TWO PROPHETS….
But NOW..people are listening to TRUTH ALL OVER THE WORLD..
AS THE TRUTH OF HUMAN BEING NEVER CHANGES….
AND YES NOW..
THE CHILD OF HUMAN STARTS HIS/HER RULE..NEITHER MOTHER OR FATHER..AS ALL COME EQUAL…
IN THE EYES OF GOD.
THE BLOOD RUNS COLD OF YOUR MOTHER ..YOUR FATHER..AND YA..PERHAPS NOW…
BUT ONE DAY YoUR DAUGHTERS AND SONS…
WILL ONCE AGAIN..RUN WARM…..
TO SIMPLY LIVE..AS ONE…
TRUTH CAN NOT BE HIDDEN..FOR MORE THAN TEN OR TWELVE THOUSAND HUMAN YEARS…
This is about how long agriculture..has been around…
Moving .. hunting… gathering.. sharing… loving..
is the way of the little child….to continue to live life…
in the Heaven
Your story inspires my words dear..this is nothing personal for any hope of anything i can do for ya now..
But it is truth..simple and plain.. as my wolf friend in the snow…could tell ya..
if hOWLing could SPEAK words..2ya
I cannot tell ya how sad i feel for ya..as i can not give this to ya..
my truth th@IS…
It is always for ya to find..dear..and I WISH you the best and weALTH OF LOVE…
And i only wish the light of your wedding dress..IS IN yOur eyes..on your wedding day..
for simply being love my dear is all…
DIVINE LOVE..the eternal spirit..
So DIVINE love.. and my tears free flOWLy for YA…
As you did help to open up my soul..and heart..in..
what seems like ten or twelve thousand years ago now…
As divine LOVE is reAlly eternity…
To live in IT IS nowforevermore…in HEAVENOW..
To live out side of IT…
HELL..THE ABYSS..THE PLACE OF THE BLOOD THAT RUNS COLD….
Peace to ya friend..and blessings always..to come yOUR way….
and LOVE.. YES DIVINE LOVE TOO…
Mythology..is often created
to deliver deeper meanings..
of the ‘supraorganism..
as the spiritual mind
of overall human kind…
The eye of Horus..is symbolic of many things..
Along with the mythology of ISIS..the mother
of HORUS..and OSIRIS..the father
Well..as the story goes..the matriarchs..per ISIS..or the
GODDESS element..is in effect before Agriculture..
in the days of sharing of Hunters and
gatherers ..that is still a way
of life in primitive
And OSIRIS or the Father GOD..is the way
of Patriarchal rule past agriculture..
to collect ‘things’ and dominate..
and control other folks..
other material gains…
Well..as the story continues..the
NOW is a time for the emergence of a NEW
WORLD ORDER of HORUS and the ALL seeing
Eye of Liberty..Freedom..and Justice
for all Human
The human child once again..
Okay.. weLL.. now that this
is FinAlly Completing what surely
is A Million and about 42 thousand
words oF A Newly Named third revision
of A Bible named Nether Land Bible 2017..
here is an easy short-cut too to the bible as
sure.. just start with the first verse and move
on.. if you can marathon read like that hehe.. yes..
“tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”.. A First MacroVerse.. of Nether Land Bible 2017
at 19,9004 words spArKinG this New Bible oFF continuing to GRow too..
NoW at this Ocean whOle Poem MacroVerse as number.. 740.. too..
by name of
this Bible at
the end instead
of the beginning for
now and for now beginning
for some more words as i say here too..
SurEly.. A forecast of what would evEnTuAlly come next
here.. as a celebration of not only a New bible.. all
personal as such but also a full 42 months of
recovery from hell for 66 months in An
Ascension of Heaven on juST anothER Manic
Monday.. about three
on Beautiful Navarre
Beach.. with my wife then..
yes.. more fully on Manic Monday..
July 22nd.. 2013.. wHeRE A 6 pointed
Planetary Alignment named the Star
of David came to eARTh too.. a fEast
for every now for holy and sacred
meaning and purpose as we
toward liGht or
dARk.. i for one.. continue
A Row for OceAn FuLL oF liGht WhOle noW..:)
WiNks.. Shawna.. yOur
sTar is missing
A point for 6
iS misSinG a Petal…
bE back lateR iF
A Re: Wolf Flower RatS Star..;)
Shawna says and i quote her directly..
“Hey you. I tried to visit you a couple of days ago,
but your awesome blog takes so long to load..:)
I hope I’m not a rat’s star! Ew.
Now a re-wolf flower,
I can definitely
get down with.
(I love palindromes and anagrams. So thank you for
always bringing toys with you when you come visit me, Fred.)
Hey.. as ‘they’ say.. rats and us have a common
Rodent ancestor.. some 75 million years ago..
and we share a majority
of the same
and feels the
crosses those rats
carry saving our lives
in all those science experiments
too.. but it seems they started
sharing the grain in our
silos and the
got pissed off at
our hungry rat cousins
and then came the importance
of the cat.. hehe.. anyWay.. Shawna Baby
i haven’t had a day off of writing in almost 74 months
and i do mean 7 days a week.. first 33 or so of that in
hell writing and the 33 before the 74 months without a
word or even a photo or gosh even a song to be tolerated then
with right eye
fire and right ear too
in dentist drill pain
too but i must say all that
work to survive brought me to this
point today where i am publishing the
third revision of a Bible since Christmas
Day of 2017.. started the whole now 1.051 Million
word effort noW in 69 MacroVerses since the first MacroVerse
published online of course on Memorial Day of 2016.. didn’t
know i was writing a bible ’till close to Christmas Day as Lordy
that’s how the holy spirit creativity thingie works.. you do the work
first and then
you or someone
else gives it a label
later on.. hmm.. yeS and
i write all this on Facebook in
realtime too.. so what that means
is 15.233K words per MacroVerse and
130K words on average a month for 7 months
and 3 weeks too.. moving into the fourth week now..
as this is an open source bible too..
that will continue until
if they like.. of course..
to go along with the rest of the
3.3 million plus word long form poem now
comprising 740 Macroverses in this 74th ending month
of writing now.. overall since Thanks Giving Day of 2016
as hey.. i had to get some on the job training in both
reason land and poetry land for homework enclosed
in over a total of 12 million words too..
Jesus.. this John 14:12 stuff is
Job.. i think
most folks fail
to realize that you
can do greater works in
anything that Jesus did in
his life including writing another
bible as he did say greater works
are possible with basically Luke
Red hot laser focused faith
all 100 percent full
re-born as such too..
hmm.. i think the only
online person who has agreed
that this is along the lines of that
is that nice lady Lynn from dVerse..
other than that last weekend my mother
told me i was going to hell for saying this
all was holy spirit inspired and that i was a
bragging witness for God with all the facts
and numbers for evidence of doing this too.. as hey..
except for word
press and me.. hehe..
anyWay.. the last 24K MacroVerse
in a comments section that i am
fixing to publish after i add you to the
mix in honor of course per the muse you
provide too.. to inspire more spirit of words..
the 69th MacroVerse will be finished and then it’s
on to more more
and yes.. it’s true//i am
getting much too large to see..
except for the public fancy dancy
stuff where i just met 6666 miles
all measured up of doing that on December
27th in precisely 40 months since start of that
on August 27th.. 2013.. and documented in a first You
Tube Video at Best Buy on that date.. anyway.. since
you have a Daughter with Asperger’s syndrome and you
probably have as much of that along with the Bi-polar
thingie as me.. know you won’t mind me sharing.. as honestly
and God and
a few other people
give a FucK about this..
and hey.. par for the course as
they say in the history books and other
bibles and stuff like that.. one day technology
will overall catch up with my Fredenstein Brain
will be able
to see more
than the non-verbal
stuff i carry on as a way-ward
son.. as Kansas might say too..
oh yeah.. on the topic of the number 74..
740.. etc.. and i just the love the number 69
too as it’s like the Golden Spiral Phi mean of
1.618 and sure.. oTheR STuff too..
and all of that
so the other species
of animals will get a fair
chance to survive and thrive
in Heaven on eARTh too..now..
oh yeah.. i finished the 74th
Verse of my first blog before i moved
on to 740 more MacroVerses on Word Press…
so sure.. it’s
74 i guess
and 69 is always
good.. and Shawna
baby is alWays cool..
as i drive through and
say thanks for coming
nice to me today..
oh.. i really love people..
people tend to
like me so much more
when i keep my mouth shut..
hehe.. a car load of young women
asked for my autograph catching me coming
out of my car in the Bar parking lot.. while driving
down a side road.. spotting me from the distance and
after i gave them a selfie as they circled the city block
and stuck their head out for one.. they drove
away asking (yelling at) me to
have given them
a link but i am too
modest for that..
without all these
words that make me
like a thief in broad daylight online..
as i row
eniGma.. i’ll GRoW..
hehA.. seen or unseen..
and an iPHone6s and plus that edition
by the way..
and see ya neXt
go ’round Shawna
baby.. got a midnight
deadline to get this shit
all published as that little birdie
of the holy spirit keeps taling
iF yoU SeeK IN God
get the job dOne..
FucKinG now OK..
as the holy spiRit don’t have
only on this planET heRe..
i don’t see
yA aGain unTil
oh.. yeah.. and the
name of the third
Revision of the Bible
is “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
yep.. the numbers and names keep
i wanna call God a Flower
change it to a verb like FloWer..
but now that i proved two Flowers
can make a werewolf in reverse letters
and words no one will probably ‘by’
of FlowErs too..;)
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