CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

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“It’s aLL Smoke and Mirrors”.. be back in a few..
after i publish the current last 67th MacroVerse
oF A MilLioN Word Bible..
and also provide
a back up
too oF the
befoRE that
iN teXt oNly
oN Facebook
iN A Bible wiTh
never endings and
alWays more to add as stART
antithetical to closed minded
conservative ways of bEinG buTT
hey.. everyone deserves a continuing say too..
to add
to closed
minds and
more conserving ways
of words bEfoRE.. hehe.. NoW..as
thIs WiLL be an introductory MicroVerse
to the 739th MacroVerse of Longest Long Form Poem
sTiLL eXseeDinG noW.. 3.3 MilLion words and wELL approaching
4 Million words.. also co-plaYinG as CoMing 68th MacroVerse of the
NoW MilLion word plus bible CoMinG in the last 738th verse of Ocean wHole
Poem as paRt oF A 12 Million word online writing expedition since ThanksGiving
Day of 2010.. as the current 1 Million word plus bible started on Memorial
Day 2016 publish of that first verse of coming 68th veRse here along wiTh
wHaT WiLL be A Dance Celebration documented in words to coMe.. aS A
144th WeeK Celebration NiGht of Dance at Old Seville Quarter will come
oN.. ugh.. as we Super LiBerals say.. the eve of Presidential Inauguration
Trump Day aS oMe miGht hear the Trumpets Blow in Rocky
Songs too.. for the political battles to surely come
‘tween liberals and conservatives
and likely conservatives against
conservatives too as
miNds leARn to
open up
more for the
Liberal Trump doing
his best and not doing
weLL aT aLL.. weaRing coNservative
clothes that are surELy a poor fit for him..
anyWay.. there will as always also be Fun Dance
photos coming on the wee morn hours of Inauguration
Day too.. as the real purpose and moreover meaning of this
coming 739th MacroVerse as titled.. ’42 MoNths cELebration iN HeAVEn’..
WiLL be juST thaT celebrating precisely 42 months since my own personal
ascension at Navarre beach on July 19th.. 2013.. and peaKing then and
continuing to rise since three days after that on what ‘they’ named
as the Star of David Planetary Alignment on July 22nd of
2013.. and that pARt of the celebration of my own
personal Ascension week will come oN iN thE
740th MacroVerse oF Ocean wHOle
Poem and 69th MacroVerse
of the Million Word plus
bible thaT from noW
oN i will refer to as tHat
as thERe are already two
Versions included as those named
Bibles.. two New Testaments and
another enclosed October Testament
and Witness all enclosed in that and further
enclosed in the Ocean whole poem exceeding
3.3 Million words too.. as hey.. this is NoW onE big
NautiLus sheLL wiTh almost inFiniTe RiSing chambers
no different than my big head and the rest of the body
thAT iS mE currENtly attached.. including God as all thaT iS
as WeLL.. of course.. oKay.. this is kinda back to the Future2..
as i return to all the way back to past MacroVerses aS iN My
World and verily i say.. God’s World of Nature all thaT iS..
iT iS tiMe thaT iS thE iLLusioN and NoW thaT iS the
oNly reAlity spRead every which way and
loose at this point of MiNdful
awAReness iN
hUman fractal
reflection of GoD
All thaT iS aS NatURe
plUs aS WELL As Oceans
aLL continUe to GRow WiTh
Human elevens iN Heaven too
as Seventh Heavens on cLoud nine
and BeyOnd Ten back to EleVen plUs
WiLL SurEly do too.. when the cLock Strikes
tWeLVE for ThiRTeeN too.. as be will be as is..NoW2..
trULy amAzinG what one can do wiTh a reAlly smART
pHonE and totAlly raw photos wiTh Invisible man/eTc Local
aS Such2..
of course.. wRiTE oN course
WiTh God as Verily Visible noW
too and inVisible too as some folks see..
it seems
sAdlly NoW..
sTiLL.. i’LL DO
mY beST to iLLuMINATe
what some folks fiNd
very difficult NoW
to see and verily
too as leSSoNs
oF the aGes prove
enough aLOnE..
so i use oTheR
eSSenCE oF GoD NoW2..:)



comfort to otHers..
hurt.. exPreSsinG
Sorrow for
hmm.. easier
for me to comfort
otHers in real life
than expressing any of
my sorrow.. but oh Goodness..
PoeTry takes care of that and
thank goodness as
can surely
BrinG pain and
misery in many unusual
somatic ways of vague this
and or that.. and as science shows..
a world of mechanical cognition represses
a world of social empathic cognition.. practice
is as practice makes.. and then tHeir is the other side
of FeeLinG too much and draWing iNside for basic survival..
poetry and
religions.. myths
eTC.. arT as the
most complicated
UniVerse overAll is surEly
the inNer one of HuMaN as thaT
is wHeRE we Live mindFully and bodyFully
aware or not as Personality tests are not only
inNate but move as Ocean Currents and hiGher
wAves depending on the Environment aT Hand or Foot..
brains in terms
of stuck between the
ears.. been to both hemispheres..
and surely i’M Loving the FeeLinG
one much more than the analytical one
although reason and cool can come when
needed as the situation warrants as AlWays
mY FriEnD Prajakta.. a BaLanCing ForCE is what works
for the who
who is as
Dr. Suess miGht
also say in terms
of green ham and
eggs and
and yes..
more stuff likE that..
iN other words it’s
the essence
or not.. liFe WiLL Be iS..:)


As this 739th.. CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVeN
MacroVerse continues noW as we also enter into the
Chinese year of the Rooster.. later this month on the
28th of January with a special liGht sHow celebrating this
Fire Rooster new year beginning on January 19th in London..
same date as the publish of this coming MacroVerse and hey..
juST tying all that iN Too.. the Rooster SonG i used as the words began
to flow as hey.. even when one is celebrating a 42 months continuing
NoW aScension as juSt a metaphor for Kundalini Rising now.. Satori.. Dao
fully realized.. sELfactualization iN someways if one IS A Maslow fan2.. born
again for you Jesus fans who get the pARt about the Kingdom of Heaven
on this eARTh at hand noW as alWays promised in the current generation
by the Jesus then.. which of course means thaT promise reMains in
the generation now.. in a place where even marriage is not
necessary as everyone will live as spiritual
LoVinG Brothers and Sisters
as we are one
by Sister
Sledge and such
as HuMaN BeiNGs continue
to SiNG iN UniSon one wiTh God
for those who get unplugged from the
Matrix and do escape all the cultural bullshit
that makes us so domesticated and functionally
disabled on the home front that at core is Heaven
now.. as my Cat Yellow boy gets his iNheritance from
God all free as he is not sulLied by word soup and human
stupidity aS Such NoW out of MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG way
aS SoUl as Yellow boy Has got his sHit all toGeThER by GoD
GiVeN inNaTE iNsTiNct.. And inTuiTioN aS cALL of the WiLd
all free and gifted by God wHeRE you do NOT pay for Pecan
Tree nuts off the Ground as Abundance of Nature iN A Garden
oF EdEn WiTh touchY naKed Feely Love is HoW God rolls
WiThin when all FReED kinda like me.. he HE..as the
Greeks Say jUsT AnoTher Renaissance man.. heHe2
liKe.. WeLL.. SorT oF LiKe aN iNcarNate
Apollo but without all the dARk
DesTrucTioN sTuFF unLess
absolutELy necessary
for the snake
brain and
the rest of
me juSt to survive
and of course.. my Loved ones
too.. including all oF eXistence too
As aLL iS wHOle aLL iS GoD all thAT
iS NaTuRE pLuS from dARk ‘tween sHaDes
oF Grey bEYond raINbow liGht too.. as hey..
everyone sees a Different GoD UniVerse too..
as surEly God LiVes withIN wiTh many ‘eYes’ oF
exiStence beYond Quantum LeVel so beLow as aBove..
iNside.. outsIDe.. and all around too.. beYonD hUman eYes
and Even SciEnce aiDeD eYes aS WeLL.. as the stoRy oF Existence
rollS oN aS Waves oF Ocean wHole to Rivers to StreAMs to theSe words heRE..
without almost any effort one wiTh GoD as A Planet Gracefully revolves around
A SuN.. a StAR.. sAMe and DifFeREnt as wE from cruCible oF sTar BurST flAMe..
aS SenTieNt StAR duSt plUs noW iN thiS Miracle oF liFE noW as surEly one
can see this kind of existence iN the potenTial come to fRuiTioN on thiS
PlanET now IS A relative Miracle as far as any hUman aided eYes
can see wiTh even science noW too.. yeP.. whaT iT aLL coMes
doWn iN pArT noW too.. aS Well is all oF eXisTence
can bEcome fuLL as hOly and SacRed Existence
iN purPose and meaninG for we hUman
bEinGs wHo co-create WiTh
GoD A KinGdOM of
HeAVen oN eARTh noW..
sADLy.. A huge board iN the eYes
are trULY antiquated Religions that aren’t
reAlly thaT antiQuated.. jusT mis-understood in literal
ways..as way BeyOnd the Wisdom that is as relative NoW
iN GaiNinG thE GiFT oF oUr InheriTance aT leAST iN thE
New Testament Good Cop attributed Jesus text that
hOlds a paTh for those who can STilL heAR and
SEE thAT Good news aS WeLL as pAtHs on
jourNey that truLy worK NoW aS
SeeKinG.. FiNding.. and practiCinG
A paTh to HeaVen that keeps iT heRe noW
for more and moRe Folks so God WiThin can
alSo esCape liKE Super folks do do iN HuMan
poTenTial.. relativELy SpeAkinG and yes.. heLL
yes.. NoW DanCinG A SonG oF LiFe iN Classical way
like any Good Cop Apollo iNcARnate WiLL NoW do2 for tHIS
NoW too.. the essence of this is spRead through hiStory
iN Many sacred texts and oTheR symbols.. including myths
and otheR artS oF HUman ArT that sTiLL Houses the Truth and liGht
NoW iN Vehicles and Vessels clear enough to HeLp us fiNd our way to
TrUth and liGht iN HeAVen noW2.. and all those otHeR.. cultural and
likely cross planET metaphors that come in abstract constructs iN what
folks name as the communication inTELLiGeNCE to spREad sOMe MoRe Good
NeWs to iNcrease eXiStEnTiAL iNTelliGEnce FoR noW.. as all of eXisTEnce
iS wHole and when we sePaRaTE by reFuSinG to hOld Hands ToGeThER we not
only diViDe.. we PoTenTiALLy FaiL to Either reacH ouR ExistenCe GiFt of PoTenTial
as inheritance from the GoD of/aS naTuRE.. and or FiNd HeAVen NoW aS any cAT aS i Love
to DancE and SinG.. rolls naked in the Sands of noon-day Sun-lit SkeYes.. and beCOmes
oNe WiTh miDniGht moiSt and GreeN LEaves.. A LawN oF aLL iN A Garden of Eden..
STiLL SpRouTinG taLL.. and BeYond thaT.. thiS is also in memory of my first
cousin Dickie who in a matriarchal family overwhelmingly female was one
of the few males who survived but also died early in just another
military industrial complex sponsored war for politics and
money.. yep.. the Vietnam War and Dickie burned
up in a Helicopter.. in ’69.. i didn’t wanna go..
as we also remember in solemn respect
that Vietnam war of Fifty years ago back
iN ’67.. i was 9.. in ’69.. i didn’t have to go..
i didn’t wanna go as tHen thaT early
and even at age 3 all naturAlly..
i kNew that killing
‘folks’ of
the sAMe
species was/
iS deadly wrong..
perHaps necessary
to protect freedoms but
sTiLL deadly wRong iF tHeRE
iS any other way but to do the most ‘retarded’
thing in killing your own FucKinG species as the
most ‘retarded’ species oF aLL continues to kill iTs home
as Heaven noW2.. displacing and killing the other inhabitants
of this God created Heaven noW.. as WeLL.. having no clue now
that in doing this they are creating suffering and misery for
God too as God is all thAT is and when you kill paRt of
God.. Believe it or not Horatio.. you are consuming
what is required to live or just causing moreover
misery and suffering and death in pain
for God as Well iN even liVinG liFe..
i supPose.. God.. iS kinda pissed
aS WeLL aS proud to liVe
as any Lion or
jusT does it
aLIve and ThriVinG
iN thiS poTenTiaL oF HeaVen now..
Renaissance man.. i will continue be..
co-creaTiinG this ArT oF liFE WiTh God
FReED wiThIn.. as any FiRE Rooster WiLL do too..
while other folks busy themselves with dollar bills and
killing tools to snuff oThER parTS oF GoD out.. for materialistic
gains.. thaT tHey WiLL neVer take WiTh them for the place they arrive neXt..
all naked
aS Such
iF ever
Born aGaIn..
yes.. ascension aS Such
too.. all naked and free from
the illusory fears and empty promises
when humans become moreover the tools they
make and lose the God WiThIn thAt/wHo wishes/iNsiSts to Be
free more than a tool with not much FeeLlinGs or SeNSEs aT Allone..
what else.. yep.. ‘this sELfie’ on the River.. wiTh ‘let’s get weird’ and all FReED NoW
uP iN poSe sTRIke for respecT oF ForCe of GoD WiThiN.. iS on my older home front
wHere i was raised in my maternal Grandmother’s home with my sister and
mother wHeRE i looked aCross the RiVer and FeLt God INsidE.. outsiDe
aBoVe.. so BeLow and all around as GoD intiMaTed WiThin thAT
my existence is consubstantial WiTh GoD forever now.. yes
eternAlly Now and for then and now AlWays NoW
for those who ever go thEir as pARt oF God
and for those whO alWays sTay tHeRe wHOle
jusT foR NoW.. it’s aLL Natural
plUS NoW..
like a Fire
or a
Renaissance man
as an Apollo pARt
reborn wHole wiTh GoD noW..
no creeds or even words necessary
as i could not speak when God Gave me
the firST meSsAGe i remember aT age three
WiThin.. so sure.. i could do all of this within
on a Desert Isle without books too.. but hey..
tools can be used foR liGht and TrUth
too.. even.. F iN FucKinG words

“In Honored Glory Of a Soldier
Known But to God”.. this is my favorite
monument oF aLL at the Veteran’s Plaza
in Milton FL.. as it can relate to all who
serve as God’s Soldiers.. FucK yes.. even in a military
oF liGht as ArT wHeRE the weapon is the painter’s brush..
the writer’s Pen as it were/are and is computer keyboardS now SonG
too.. the sMaRT phOne of the photographer these days at ease of point
and shoot.. the DanceR and SingeR all Free Verse too.. and the martial
artist who only fights for miNd and BoDy BalanCinG neVer StrIkinG A pound
or even an ounce oF LiVinG Flesh.. perHaps a leaF torn from a privet
wild shrub that will suRely GroW back as LeAves LiVinG oN Trees and
Shrubs WiLL do.. but of course only iF A Mistake by toe nail
spArRinG CliP.. as harm no oThEr even applies to an Ivy Vine
crawling up a shed or a DogWood Tree choKinG the
Septic Tank Drain Field of a HUman Being
wHo writes a Million and Ten Thousand
words Bible now so far with more
to come and longest long form
Poem at 3.3 million words
plus and 6666 Miles of
public Dance in
40 months..
or 12 Million words
since Thanks Giving Day
of 2010.. surE.. jusT to reiterate
NoW too.. before and After that hUman
liVeS iN eARth HeLL too for 66 months
all then.. suRE thaT ain’t the full story
but get my point.. if you will.. i am no more important
NoW as sTar duST liFE from Crucible oF StAR BurST beFore
than a DogWood Tree.. an Ivy Vine.. or a GrAin oF sand NoW
that holdS uP NoW thiS mouNTain of LoVe iN pArT aS WHOle as NoW
goeS oN.. see.. heRe’s the thing.. God Lives within us now
all of all of all N all.. and if God has to.. God WiLL
comes as me too.. and tale ya not to kill God aLL
either iF aT aLL possible pLease
to hELp aLL OThERs.. yes.. aLL
of ExisTencE LiVe/tHrive NOW iN
HoLY and
and PurPose
as liFE WiLL
iN an INheriTancE
oF HeAVen now.. in yes..
once aGaIN HoLy and SAcREd
BaLanCing ForCe as PlanETs
gracefully revolve around
stars and sun sAMe
as NOWs Do Go
On.. forever
more now..
never ending
alWays beginning
never finishing alWAys
sTaRTing NoW alWAys NoW
as is for Be as ALL ThAT iS..
so.. you say i’M not qualified.. i have
no instruction books and guidelines to be
a Soldier of God.. WeLL thAT’s hoW the liGht
of DArK can coMe iN GoD’s eYeS me too.. like any
thief in the niGht aS LiGht kNOWn/FeLT But to God NoW too
SeNSinG as i continue to strike a pose for GoD aS aLL nOW WiLL Do2..
and smARt
Love even iF i am
the only one to cOmE
aGaIN as REBoRn iN mY
owN FiEld of DreAMs
as Nautilus
oF Y i..
continUes to GroW.. rOle..
And roW an OcEan wHOle..RoLL..wAVe..
With no expecTATiOns oR LiMiTaTiOns
iN continuing Change oF
no bounDaries
or chains oF F
iN priSon noW..:)

StaR dAte 1.17.17.. 7.11.33..AM
as AnoThEr HeaVen dAy iN CloSinG
UPoN 42 Months on sTAr dATE 1.19.17
since StAR dATe 7.19.13.. hehe.. somenow
iN the Afternoon on Navarre Beach then.. 2nd aScenSion
StAR dATe for me.. since 9.06.81.. at age 21.. aRiSinG eVen
MoRE to StAR dATe tHen.. aS SiX pointed PlaneTary AliGnment
of So-called stAR oF DaVid NeW iN so-called new age
way too.. three days later.. oN 7.22.13.. on juSt
AnoThEr Manic MoNday per se.. WiTh A so-called
GOlden Child born iN England too.. all
royaleD uP per say too.. as they
say over the Big
too.. to the
east of the
west of Me.. hehe noW2..
anyWay.. asceNsion get away
STiLL GroWinG aS OcEAn wHOle
NoW.. heRe for NoW iN Heaven’s
Kingdom on Earth co-creating WiTh
GoD aS WeLL.. aS all goES WeLL.. and
WiTh all that DancE and SonG and NoW
GoES oN iN FaMiLY way toGeThER too..
sure with all my Seville
Sisters too..
yes.. all
of muse
as thaT
goES too..
yePPers.. wE ARE
aLL FaMiLy who DancE
And SinG iN TrUth/liGht.. joiN
uS NoW iF yA WiLL or noT aS thAT
pArT iS yoUr DancE and SonG or not
as i say iS per se aGaIn.. WiTh this
artful Facebook Algorithm Video Slide
assistEd preSenTaTiON of jusT anoTher
Day iN isReaL Paradise in the LA.. Lower
Alabama Panhandle of Florida that is
only a smALL TiNt of so-called
Red-Neck GloW
uP North
oF the Trump
county aS Such but
do not be fooled by clOwns
who BrinG GifTS of Health
care to aLL.. this shit
is gonna
be hilarIOUs
more so for the
Republicans than
for the po’ folks iF
Trump Turns a corner
as Robin Hood in Riches too..
in a Billion ways of crazy eYes too..
hmm.. somEthinG about the pull of that
so-called lap daughter and son-in law
miGht bRinG iN a little more liGht
than those in
of selFish
for now are
guesSing aT yET..
anyThiNg Goes
iN reAliTy
as it
gotta make
Back to the Future2..
SenSe.. like a fiCtional
ReAliTy shoW.. hehe.. you’Re
fired bad cop yoUR
is coming
Good cop too..
hA! that’s what
clOwns do.. the FucKinG
unexpected every now 2..
And sPeAKinG of Clowns.. wHat
a wonderful continuing celebration
of 42 months iN Heaven.. surEly the
MeaNinG and PurPose as HoLY and SacREd
for aLL wHo arrive HeRE now.. and quiet fitting
thAT i celebRate this on the inaugural eve’ of someone
really important as dollar bill eYes groW.. as my 19th
and my 20th of January with the DanCinG photos coming
on yes.. StaR dATe 1.20.17.. 3.00 AM or So.. WiLL
bE all FReED withOut a FucKinG Dollar Bill..for mE
heHe.. juST a MemberShip cARd to geT inTo
continuing Bliss.. PREPaiD.. heRe or tHeRE
NoW and TheN NoW WiTh all the Kool
College age
Old Seville
Quarter.. juST
anOTher Rave
number 144..
Blast and what
a Beautiful Day
at HeaVen’s Beach
alWays Now as
the Beach
of God
as Me
NOW too..
nah.. Life is
Good not A B88CH
iNFiNiTy dARk
of HeLL
LIFe ISaLL Good..
and even my great
new Psychiatrist agrees
that i have transforMed
ya can’t lose WiTh God all thAt iS
as the evidence continues to MounTaIN HeRE aS
smART and FeARleSs UNConDiToNal LoVE as Tree fAlls LEaves
uP as UP
does jusT Go uP
haha.. hehe.. NoW foR GooD..


Oh.. Lord.. and sPeaKinG of Men in red T-shirts
and not much of anything visible else.. ON
Whitey and Grand Pa Grey tightY’S.. aka
Briefs in a side sHow of Dance
for 23 miles around a Mall
as GPS WiLL do
iN Map
way too.. now2
a fun MacroVerse
from three years ago2..
OR NOW HEHE.. and no.. it’s not reAlly funny.. ‘family
members’ like ‘me’ have been trying to help folks for thousand
of Years.. SeeK and FiNd And liVe iN A KinGdoM oF HeAVeN alWays
NoW but we cannot force Horses who have no taste for a contiNuing
MoVinG ConNecTinG CreaTinG PraCtice to DrINk thiS SpiRit FiRE NoW of HoLY
and sACREd suRe.. LuKe heART FAiThForCe aS SenTienT StAR duST pLuS
rEd HoT SpiRiT fiRE wAter iF A Horse sees and hears no meaningful
purpose of DoiNG HeAVEn NoW.. juST NoW.. anYWAy.. i for oNe have coMe
to ToWN.. to shaRe a liTtle liGhT and no one wiLL diM WiT me now
or fell
a mounTain
liGhT noW
oF smART
and FeARless
LoVe thAT continues to
RiSe.. wHeTher yA fiNd
a paTh to work that B88AcH
aLL ouT to liGht or NoT iN suRe..
a YiN and Yang animus and anima
sAcReD and HoLY BaLance of feminine
and masculine BaLanCinG FoRCE FReED NoW
soUL too.. for those of you who are not aFraID
to coMplete youR TempLe of GoD as essence
oF RuNNinG
GoD wATer
over FloWs noW
juST NOW.. work iT.. OK
or not.. as noW iS all thAT


Back at 9.11 am
1.18.17 after maKing
a few quick technical edits on
Free FloWinG StreaM of HoLy
SpiRit ArT oF consciousness writing a SonG
from deep deep within last night after ramping
uP all mY liGhts of neurochemistry floating like a 233LB
feather in Nike Shox Athletic shoes in reverse surfing
deep white sugary sands of Navarre beach as
any new age walk on water dude or dudette
or otHEr liFe WiLL do on terrestrial
Land as anti-gravity does
to move pyramids
as metaphor
NoW oF
FoRCE of GoD
NatuRE WiThiN oF
course wriTE on course aS WeLL
as verily a keyboard can float iN DancE
and SonG likE thiS jUSt aS WeLL iN HoLY
SpiRit CreAtivity FloW iN ZoNe.. and to be clear
the so-called mostly bible associated English revised
terms HoLY sPiRit are relative to me as that old bible iN
New Testament and even Old Testament iN somE ways hElPed
me To fiNd a HiGhWay to HeAveN iN A pATh thaT works for me witHin..
inSiDe.. outSidE.. aBovE.. so beLOW and aLL ARouNd.. and sure even
othEr books.. even perHaps a Koran in someways.. if ya can get around the
tribal aspect of do as we say or suffer the consequences by the hand of a man
or God same as both are judging by little human flea hands.. sure tHeRE IS A little
Love in tHosE Books sAMe as tHeRE is for aLL of NAtuRE too as patterns visible with
no words oF Books aT aLL of GoD LIVinG iN and aS NaTuRe too.. as verily2.. i for one
could/caN seNSE and FeeL BeFoRE speAKing aT age 3 too.. nah.. i wasn’t literate then..
but would read very very soon after that at age 4 or so including a sTart of sPeaking too..
thing iS iN isReAL reAlity now the spiRit of ArT iS iN eYES of God seT FReED iN hUman
BeinG noW as a spArk within of creativity can bRinG arT and HUman BeinG moRe
aliVe as aRT and as my psychiatrist agreed yesterday afternoon.. yes.. Fred like
you sAId make liFE art.. you are awesome mY FriEnd in words to hiS affect
and effect that i had conquered the Bi-polar demons wiTh arT by
maKinG mySelf into a DancE and SonG Poem as i add a few
poetic phrases iN synch HeRE aS weLL as streams
continue to river to Ocean Waves SpRinG as
liVinG iNSiDE GoD LoVe oN to siMplY
BE surViVinG aLliVE ThriVinG as
puRE liGht LoVe iN eYes
that reFuSe to
flAME morE noW..:)


Haha.. my friEnd.. gigoid.. i’Ve surely
BeeN and sTiLL aM dancing my ass off
(although the muscles are getting
bigger.. hehe.. as photos indicate)..
as well as writing my fingers on and
on and now word press is acting
a little cooky as i didn’t get
a notification of your
but now.. never
the less.. no problem
friEnd.. i understand now
the trials and tribulations
of life all too well and never
expect anything out of liFe but
to keep DanCinG and SinGinG
no matter what.. so far so good
it works for now and since now
is all tHeRe is that’s enough.. mY friEnd..:)


SMILes.. my friEnd.. Prajakta
1000 followers.. no surprise to
me.. my frienD.. with congratulations
too.. as if my memory serves me correct
enough.. it’s inspired at lEast a few words
out of me and verily many more.. hehe.. A
Best pART of ART.. any aRt.. reAlly.. is iT helps uS
fiNd sELf and even
Self Actualization
in life whERe
the now
oF NoW
BeinG what
we Love to do
IS A Love oF LiFE
fulfilled WiTh soUl iN
what i like to SinG is miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG Force
iN positive emoTions and SensES
AKA liGht that GroWs A Ocean Fulfilled
oF liFE even more.. and sure.. through history
and herstory and etcstory.. the place ‘they’ cAll
Nirvana/Bliss.. Within a place we Master with Relative
Free WiLL.. and surELy.. as the innate Art that humans
are Born with is DancE and SonG without any written words
aT aLL.. the words we create as guideposts for our sOUl can be
A most HoLY and SacRed arT NoW iN MeANinG and Purpose to
come to
A point
is GooD and HappY NoW..
sure2.. what some foks name
aS A Verb oF aLL thaT iS GoD2..
wiTh at leASt some guideposts2
to get back to content and satisfied2
wiTh even Joy.. iF we lose ouR way…
i thINk and FeeL you Are continuing to
FiNd youR way through this art of Keyboard
wHeRE MoVinG two hands oN A Piano IS A percussion
keYboard too.. wHeRE thE StrinGs oF Vocal Chord SonG
come through noW iN A keYboard DanCinG WiTh Ten Fingers
And SunG wiTh words SinGinG and DanCinG A SonG oF soUL we
connect WiTh otheRs iN GiVe and ShARe ways by uploading ouR SoULs
online in a place with no external sun or moon shine but what comes from
my FriEnd..
as we are surELy
ShiNinG STArs as
Sentient Star DuST
PlUs too from crucible
Fire of STar BurST seed..
we are fLoWeRs of allthatis
too.. as the cosmos comes
unTo itsELf and we are the Priests
oF Our SoUls to DancE and SinG
aLouD my friEnd.. iF only heARd and
Seen WitHin A SouL thAT shiNes fulleR
iN this poTEnTiAL HeaVEn noW.. seLf actualiZinG
NoW iN symbols as MoVinG CoNnecTinG CreATinG
soUL oF HuMan liVes oN iN what the Egyptians refer
to aS everlasting KA as SpiRiT eXpreSSinG HeARt oF
A hUman
as long
as modern
servers without
pyramid stones.. serve iT uP..
wiTh a thousand followers or
whatever comes neXt.. mY FriENd..
soULS too..
now bottom
liNes now to
mE expreSsinG
MoRe.. and veriLY
moRE WiTh WiNks
And most imporTantLY..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. of the hUman kINd..
wiTh A little courAge as smART to spice sTuFF uP as LoVe
caN and WiLL
do more as MaGiC
coMes aliVE even more aS YOU..
to DO..:)


SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. back
aGaiN to catch up on
three here
as now
on and after
dealing with
the Septic tank
folks agaiN.. oh..
the joys of home ownership
and repairing drain fields as
they clog up too.. but hey..
NoW iT
happens aS
IT happens IS
and so does Joy..
Fix it and moVe
oN iN DancE and
SonG is whAT i do..
but nah.. i don’t repair
drain fields or drain septic
tanks but clean up was at least
once my Forte as a Janitor of Telephone
buildings.. bankS.. and stuff like thaT while
MaKinG way through school and three degrees
to get qualified to hand out shoes in a Military
BowLinG Center for about two decades at the
University of Human Nature as Cheers
WiLL teach as well in everyone
kNows and feels yoUr nAMe
and so do you as F iN
HUman too..
what a
i clean
neXt.. i’LL
sEE and heAR
FeeL anD sENSE..
for more to coMe..;)

“History has the relation to truth
that theology has to religion
— i.e., none to speak of.”

~~ Lazarus Long ~~

I go to the beach sTiLL
and look within.. i beCoMe
one with sugar white sand..
Emerald Green waves and
Seagulls spiRAlinG sAMe WiTh
SuN as Sea OAT Breeze.. after
foot prints of culture remove..
all is
and liGht
my FriEnd..
don’t need no fancy
books.. no classes iN
SchooL.. sAME liGht aS
oNly God i FeeL anD seNSe
tOld me WiThin at age 3 LooKinG
aCross a River to FoReST with no
human foot prints then.. books
are pastastime but
and SinGS with
more than RainboW
coLors oF WiNd NoW witH
no words aT aLL.. mY FriEnd
but the God who/thAt exists as all thaT iS NoW..:)

“A wise man, recognizing that the
world is but an illusion, does not
act as if it is real, so he escapes the suffering.”

— Buddha

All is as
real as
illusion.. so
might aS WeLL
Create joy
when aLLoWEd..:)

“We are what we repeatedly do.
Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.”

— Aristotle

seeks anew..

“By steadily disciplining the animal nature,
until it becomes one pointed, it is possible to
establish conscious awareness of The Eternal.”

— Lao-Tzu

It’s kinda simple..
now is eternal
or future’…
now is God
now is one word
and now is more than words
so much more than F.. iN words..
or a three letter word named God
that can’t
by those
lost from
all that is..:)

Man, n.: An animal so lost in rapturous contemplation of what he thinks he is as to overlook what he indubitably ought to be. His chief occupation is extermination of other animals and his own species, which, however, multiplies with such insistent rapidity as to infest the whole habitable earth and Canada.

— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”

No.. that’s
human culture…
Naked humans as
science shows now
get along quiET weLL
oF NAturE aLL
until they move into
insanely large populations
and start to collect grains in
silos and shit in septic tanks and stuff like that..
as well as weapons that
separate themselves
from the natural
aversion to
kill each
up to Nuclear
Bombs as a septic
tank of human arises
as culture even more..
and yes.. even violent
video games for
too.. to
killing like the
soldiers do before
they go into combat too..
yep.. culture is the virus..
human.. is the animal..
and not unlike
wild wolves
a nice
overall when
NatuRe’s BaLanCinG
ForcE DanceS and SingS
A Song oF Free..
the SHiTS..
as the practice of Sanitation
has saved many more lives
than medicine ever has
alone.. YaY..
rid of the shits..:)

“Few are willing to brave the disapproval of their fellows, the censure of the colleagues, the wrath of their society. Moral courage is a rarer commodity than bravery in battle or great intelligence. Yet it is the one essential, vital quality for those who seek to change a world that yields most painfully to change. Each time a person stands up for an idea, or acts to improve the lot of others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny ripple of hope, and crossing each other from a million different centers of energy and daring, those ripples build a current that can sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance.”

— Robert F. Kennedy Speech, South Africa, 1966

Humans are social animals who instinctually
require approval from the social
group for
leaning folks have
taKen advantage of
hUman Nature in this
way for thousands of years
since they gained weapons to
avoid being pushed off a cliff..
aversion then
iN touchy feely
Love.. for tribal
cohesion.. And
it’s a bigger world
now.. even in places
like hell.. as sure..
from even
a YouTube
SonG as psychopathic
leaning folks lose their clout..
Among those who WiLL choose to and can escape
the power of Group think in all the ways that comes..:)

“I am an agnostic; I do not pretend
to know what many ignorant men are sure of.”

— Clarence Darrow

i’m paNtheistic
and thaT
to miss
as iSReaL.noW..;)

“He who dies for virtue, does not perish.”

— Plautus (B.C. 254-184)

Love Lives
iN eYes
oF Loved..:)

“He who dies for virtue, does not perish.”

— Plautus (B.C. 254-184)

Empathy and Compassion
are paRts of Human Nature
that give
a shit
after death..
other folks
who do not
this.. not so much
to none now and for
those folks.. little to none
of this applies.. as humans
as oranges to apples with rotten core..:)

“The first panacea for a mismanaged nation is inflation of the currency; the second is war. Both bring a temporary prosperity; both bring a permanent ruin. But both are the refuge of political and economic opportunists.”

— Ernest Hemingway (1898-1961)

Square root problem
one.. more than
150 to 200 sets
of human eYes
and one
political rules
in religion or
whatever comes nexT..
as fresh hell2 on eARTh2..
and sure.. some
creature comforts
as usual too.. A trade off too.. to
be ruled as creature comforts grow2..
and humans increaSinGly become tools
fools as well
in not so
sacred ways..
with lesser and
lesser meaning
and purpose for woRkInG
A ForAGe oF LIFE for day
to day survival wHeRE most
everyone has a clear social
role to make the wHole dAM
ThIng named
and WorTh LiVinG NoW/ThriVinG
WiTh rest at the end of the forAGE
is welcome iN RecreAtiON of DancE
and SonG toGeTher too As A reward
is the MoVinG CoNneCtinG CreAtinG
day to day as liFE itSelf SpRinGS moRE aLiVe..:)

“Be wary of strong drink. It can make you shoot at tax collectors and miss.”

— Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”

Humans successfully
and integrate
their senses never
ever requiring even
one drink to
that shit
happen for escape..:)

“If it is not seemly, do it not; if it is not true, speak it not.”

— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, xii, 17

Seemly.. is A
of group think..
i’ll balance that
out and
no thanks..;)

“The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.”

— The Constitution of the United States of America Amendment 4, 1791

Love that
rule now
and never
worry about
it as i aint’ got nuThinG
to hide but
nuts and
i don’t even
hide thaT
ho ho..
Life is Good
without any worry
over losing my nuts
as nuts don’t worry about thaT aT aLL..;)

“The belief that there is only one truth and that oneself is in possession of it seems to me the deepest root of all evil that is in the world.”

— Max Born, physicist

i own my
are welcome
to bY tHeir’s from otheRs..;)

“Aryse ye techno Serfs! Let us seek out the bloated aristocrats,
and roast them in their own juice upon the fires of righteousness and justice!”

— Dan, rabble rousing the contractors

Live in
live there..
in other words
i don’t give a shit
what the Romans
are do
i dance and sing
Free in a Rome StiLL
Free enough to be
A Kali pART..;)

“In this world there is always danger for those who are afraid of it.”

— George Bernard Shaw

No Fear
is FReED

“Human beings are perhaps never more
frightening than when they are convinced
beyond doubt that they are right.”

— Laurens Van der Post, The Lost World of the Kalahari (1958)

It’s true.. some
folks see me for one..
as a very scary/crazy dude..
but those who ain’t
a bird
who flies..:)

In example.. aLL i was doing
AM floating down the beach..
Y E S T E R D A Y in the sun..
all 233LBS in reverse
with athletic shoes
on my
in really
deep sand..
and some
folks went
up the hill
with jack and jill..
but they were snowbirds..
they ain’t likely seen no trUly freebirds..
on the
lEast.. heHE…
tRuly it’s aMazinG
NoW to fly free on land..
walKing on water must really be boring..;)

“The three branches of government: lobbyists, media, PAC’s.”

— Smart Bee

And then Pac
man came
the rest..;)

“I love my country too much to be a nationalist.”

— Albert Camus

Yes.. i live in Rome
and follow the
all the
other shit
R E QuiREd
but the only
C O U N Try
i love is
and rest of
Nature that makes life iSREaL
And FeeLinG and SeNSinG enough
ME without
any words or books
or other labels
aS Such..
and sure.. i’d
pay Federal Income taxes too
but thanks to George W.. Bush
ET AL.. for eliminating that part of
the requirements all the way gone for now too..
unless ya have kids.. eTc.. to pay that debt off sooner or later…:)

“I demand IMPUNITY!” — Zippy the Pinhead

i am
oh.. my ancestors
the gifts you gave me..
to prepare my way and more..
from lawyer to law enforcement
to priest to business woman
to prophet to book
to artist
and more..
no more than
one generation removed..
in many
ways reborn as me..
ain’t nothing free ..
they aLL worked
hard so hard to
make me.. hehe..
sure.. i return the favor..
as that is how the cycle of liFe
works aS even more human poTenTiaL..
Don’t need no lawyers.. or none of the rest oF thAT..
the gifts
and the heARt
aS SpiRit DanceS
and SinGS now moRE hUmaN soUL..:)


sMiLes..i can’t
imagine anything
worse now than
wanting to
kill anything..
’cause that’s
noT pARt of
Human BeinG
and i hope i am able
to alWays stay this
way as i AM Human
and already
better that
this desire to
kill to resolve
a problem is also pARt of Human
Nature.. IT happens but currENTly
not a part of my human Nature
as much of unresolved anger
at least
as even science sHows
too that anger can actuAlly
create pain.. always better
to get it out in rants my friend
as rants can literally save pain
and even human life to get it out
late is
what i do2
do now aTleASt2..
And hopefully noW oN2..:)

HOMICIDE, n. The slaying of one human being by another. There are four kinds of homicide: felonious, excusable, justifiable, and praiseworthy, but it makes no great difference to the person slain whether he fell by one kind or another — the classification is for advantage of the lawyers. — Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”

And sHades oF GRay..:)

“For they starve the frightened little child
Till it weeps both night and day:
And they scourge the weak, and flog the fool,
And gibe the old and grey,
And some grow mad, and all grow bad,
And none a word may say.
Each narrow cell in which we dwell
Is a foul and dark latrine,
And the fetid breath of living Death
Chokes up each grated screen,
And all, but Lust, is turned to dust
In Humanity’s machine.

And all men kill the thing they love,
By all let this be heard,
Some do it with a bitter look,
Some with a flattering word,
The coward does it with a kiss,
The brave man with a sword.”

— Oscar Wilde ~~

from “A Ballad of Reading Gaol”

i am lucky..
i don’t
‘this place’..

“I do not wish to kill nor to be killed,
but I can foresee circumstances in
which these things would be by me unavoidable.”

— Henry David Thoreau

Sure.. with years now of martial
arts kicks and up to over 40 reps
of leg pressing 1020LBS with my
arms raised up in the
air on a very
leg press
that i have
never ever seen
anyone else come
close to doing at the
military gym wHeRE
i work out.. sure.. all it would
take is one kick.. and that my
FriEnd is the BleSsinGS2 oF A
WeLL RegulAtinG EmoTiOnaL
SenSe of BeinG
conTroLLinG the kicks
oF LIFE and maKinG
A Dance of poTenTial
Death into
of SMiLes
with over a thousand
young women from ear to
ear as the record sTiLL Shows
in Bliss away from pain and jail and sTuFF likE that..
trUE.. DancE has alWays been a ForcE of LiFE and DeAth..
for now the
better of course LiVinG
iN MiNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG
ForCE away from pain and suffering and death..:)

1. No matter what they’re telling you, it’s not the truth.
2. No matter what they’re talking about, they’re talking about money.

— Todd’s Political Principles

And aS iN aLL sTuFF
liFE tHeRE aRE
as some
not politicians..
don’t give a shit
about money or power
or status or any of that sHiT..;)

“A man generally has two reasons for doing a thing.
One that sounds good, and a real one.” — J. Pierpoint Morgan

iF FeeLS/
to do it..
don’t need no reaSons..
juST FeeLinGs and SeNses..TG..:)

“Be careful what you vote for. You may get it.”

— Smart Bee

one doesn’t vote for and
or votes for something else..
above principles..
iN words..

We live iN A country
wHeRe money
as the minority
votes NoW
hey.. for
most folks..
money by reaLiTy2..
reaLiTy by money2..
so is God.,
as all thaT iS..
And ReaLiTy
aS iLLuSioNs too..
Roll the Bones NoW..
And make it cake icing or shit pie..:)

“The American system of ours, call it Americanism, call it Capitalism, call it what you like, gives each and every one of us a great opportunity if we only seize it with both hands and make the most of it.”

— Al Capone (1899-1947)

CoMes in all
of grey
one makes
liFe nEXT..
i’LL do iT aLL without
excessive Green bLack
ways of dollar liFe..
a crime
or lust
inspired only
NoW buY A F iN
Green bLack Dollar BiLL..
Cheap thrills baby.. no money aT aLL..
few follows.. shares.. likes.. aT lEast in Faux land online
now.. but FucKinG sMiLinG lauGHinG all the way to the BaNk WiThiN..
and sMiLinG
from ear to
ear WiTh
so many
women in real life
without saying a
F iN word aT aLL
or even buYinG
me or
a SinGle DRiNK..
not likely.. heHE.. tHeRe
would be any Al Capone’s
or even TruMps iF they could
juSt EnJoY chEaP ThriLLs liKe me.. HaHE..;)

“America’s one of the finest countries anyone ever stole.”

— Bobcat Goldthwait

Speak for yourself
Bob.. no one has
or the
of happiness..
i’M too strong/free
for weak sTuFF like that..;)

“If law school is so hard to get through,
how come there are so many lawyers?”

— Calvin Trillin

‘Cause humans
live in groups
of more
to 200
sets of eYes..
back to
human problem..
too many eYes to
see aLL oF each othEr..aloneallone..:)

“Lord, Lord, how this world is given to lying! I grant you I was down and out of breath; and so was he. But we rose both at an instant, and fought a long hour by Shrewsbury clock.”

— William Shakespeare (1564-1616), King Henry IV — Act v, Sc. 4

And maKe tiMe..
whaT thE F is tHAt..:)

“The most useful tool for dealing with management types is,
of course, an automatic weapon.:

— Smart Bee

@iTs Virus..:)

Sun and Shadow

“As I look from the isle, o’er its billows of green,
To the billows of foam-crested blue,
Yon bark, that afar in the distance is seen,
Half dreaming, my eyes will pursue:
Now dark in the shadow, she scatters the spray
As the chaff in the stroke of the flail;
Now white as the sea-gull, she flies on her way,
The sun gleaming bright on her sail.

Yet her pilot is thinking of dangers to shun,–
Of breakers that whiten and roar;
How little he cares, if in shadow or sun
They see him who gaze from the shore!
He looks to the beacon that looms from the reef,
To the rock that is under his lee,
As he drifts on the blast, like a wind-wafted leaf,
O’er the gulfs of the desolate sea.

Thus drifting afar to the dim-vaulted caves
Where life and its ventures are laid,
The dreamers who gaze while we battle the waves
May see us in sunshine or shade;
Yet true to our course, though the shadows grow dark,
We’ll trim our broad sail as before,
And stand by the rudder that governs the bark,
Nor ask how we look from the shore!”

~~ Oliver Wendell Holmes ~~


“I only touch base with reality on an as-needed basis!”

— Royal Floyd Mengot (Klaus)

needed basis..:)

And in your dreams you can see yourself
As a prophet saving the world
The words from your lips
I just can’t believe you are such
A fool.

— Frank Zappa, “Oh No”.

As any Field
oF DreAMs..
WiLL goes..
i save
thaT iS LiFE
@leASt foR mE..:)

“Invite the man that loves thee to a feast,
but let alone thine enemy.”

— Hesiod (c. 700 BC)
— Works and Days, Line 342

Just leave out
and go eaT..
driNk And be Merry..
or on the otHeR Hands.. Be Brave..

“Experience is the name
that everyone gives to their mistakes.”

— Oscar Wilde

Sort oF A lonG noW
coMing buTT
greAteST Gifts to me..:)

“You know, it’s not the world that was my oppressor, because what the world does to you, if the world does it to you long enough and effectively enough, you begin to do to yourself.”

— James Baldwin.

Culture is insane
A Virus
esCape is not
easy but possible
wiTh due try and never GiVinG uP..:)

“Belief is not the beginning but the end of all knowledge.”

— Goethe

Didn’t need knowledge
to be happy
all i NoW..
need.. is free..
i believe iN happy as beLieVE
as happy is as SMiLes FReED..BeLieVEs..:)

1) Things will get worse before they get better.
2) Who said they get better?

— Ehrman’s Commentary

As alWAys..
liGht to dArk
sHades oF grey
to beYond RainBoW
colors.. both the placebo
power of believe and the
nocebo power of
the human
condition overall..
for those who
can even
liFe.. NoW
iN DaRk or liGht
as sHades oF ‘Tween..:)

“I, for my own part, had much rather people should say of me that there neither is nor ever was such a man as Plutarch, than that they should say, “Plutarch is an unsteady, fickle, froward, vindictive, and touchy fellow.”

— Plutarch (46-120 AD) — Of Superstition

And Human
Misery as
so mUch
HiGhER as FReED..
naked.. and unshamed..
PlanETs spiral sTArs..
trUly aRe..:)


“In a cruel and evil world, being cynical can allow you to get some entertainment out of it.”

— Daniel Waters, screenwriter of HEATHERS

Ha.. NoW..
never cynical
the dArk
it’s all so.. SO..
much dAM FuN NoW
iN thE
suRE.. i sWim
aS/iN dARk juST
foR F iN FuN too..
to stay
liGht too..:)

And it’s true
evil STiLL LiVes
and so does cruelty..
like that’s hard to swim
days now
mY FriEnd..
aS Far as turning
News and PoliTicS oN2..;)

“This planet has — or rather had — a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small green pieces of paper, which is odd because on the whole it wasn’t the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.”

— Douglas Adams — The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy

Oh.. Lord…
now back
to square
one root problems..
naked and furry
ain’T aLL..
and brutish..;)

“I never knew whether to
pity or congratulate a man
coming to his senses.”

— William Makepeace Thakeray

No problem as
long as
WiLL esCaPe
the otheR ‘stuff’..;)

“A sympathetic Scot summed it all up very neatly in the remark,
“You should make a point of trying every experience once,
excepting incest and folk dancing.””

— Sir Arnold Bax

Or.. Lord..
a true ‘man’..
oR A False Scotsman..;)

“There is nothing with which every man is so afraid
as getting to know how enormously much
he is capable of doing and becoming.”

— Soren Kierkegaard

True.. Even modern
science sHows through
the hiGher poTenTiaL
PoWeR and FoRcE
oF HuMaN
and NeuroPlasTiCitY
aCross the liFe sPan now
wE have aMAzinG HeaLing
poTenTial jUSt waiTing to
sPRinG ouT beLow
iN ouR DNA
and even
iN aLL oF whAt
we do by environmental
challenge stimulating isReaL
hUman Ripley.. BeliEVe it oR NoT
MirAcLEs.. STiLL now.. for those not too
functionally disabled at the teat oF A Virus as culture..:)

“Anacharsis said a man’s felicity consists not in the outward and visible favors and blessings of Fortune, but in the inward and unseen perfections and riches of the mind.”

— Plutarch (46-120 AD) — The Banquet of the Seven Wise Men, 11

more often
coMes now..
through Struggle
as FReED is WoRK..
as liGht aRises from dARk..
why i often
to aRise
even hiGher
aS LiGht.. some folks
avoid every inconvenience
iN liFe and liteRAlly.. F In Rot..
Been ThEre doNe iT aS SpoiLed..
and i ain’t going back to easy sHiT..;)

“What interests me is whether God had a choice when he created the world.”

— Albert Einstein

Life IS A
relative Miracle
as is.. surELy
thAT iS
to worship all
oF eXistence as GOD..:)

“When one studies the biographies of the founders and leaders of the various religions, one cannot help but be struck by the psychotic — or at least extremely abnormal — behavior that has characterized so many of them. Luther, Wesley, and Loyola had hallucinations (“visions”). St. Theresa almost certainly was a hysteric. The book _The Psychotic Personality_, by Leon J. Saul and Silas L. Warner, devotes considerable space to the psychotic personalities of Mary Baker Eddy (founder of Christian Science), Joseph Smith (founder of Mormonism), Mohammed, and the Rev. Jim Jones… It seems significant that the founder of Christianity itself, St. Paul, also suffered from epilepsy.”

— Frank Zindler, “Religiosity as a Mental Disorder,” American Atheist — magazine, April 1988, p. 27″

A definition of inhuman..
Richard Dawkin’s
words beFoRE that
Folks with Down’s
Syndrome have
to offer
tHeir pure
Love as smiles
not sullied by standard IQ..
data down load retardation of Love…
so as he suggested.. better to abort them..
as inhuman as inhuman can be retarded now..
People are different..
and so are
and so
poor rich.. as this..
So in other words..
there are extremes
on both ends but
is no
in Happiness..
and Joy.. all Stuff
fear and empty promises
i throw out with the Garbage Holy and Sacred2..
And keep the Down’s Happy and Holy Fool.. as me..
as hey.. a sMiLe is worth a Trump Palace when deep
now doubt..
or data now
download in
the dumps..;)

“Religion is fundamentally opposed to
everything I hold in veneration —
courage, clear thinking, honesty,
fairness, and, above all, love of the truth.”

— H.L. Mencken

BasicAlly.. the Golden Rule..
one of the oldest religions of
all.. worthy
praise and worship..:)

“pursuit or interest to which someone ascribes supreme importance.”

Per the Definition of Religion.. just another word(s) for what folks
hold as Holy and Sacred in life for meaning and purpose..
that range from the Pantheism plUs that i
practice NoW that puts me in FucKinG
DeliriousLY Happy Country
withiN alWays NOW
maKinG aLL
oF eXiSTenCe
HoLy and sAcred
frOM DARk to LiGht..
sHadES of Grey to bEYOnd
RainBow cOlors overFloWinG
as A chaLiCE wiTh no foRm WiThiN2
as BLISs continues to RocKEt moRe as NirVAna
DanCinG SinGinG an iNdigenous PersOn’s LoVe for ALL of ExiStenCE NoW..
iN oThER words.. i Love iT aLL.. Survive and F iN thrive as the empirical case
study evidence
from head
to toe now too..
and so much more..
in otHeR words.. my ReliGion
And God isReaL and Works..foR NoW..

And the other side of the
coin.. the absolute nihilist..
who believes in nothing and
holds nothing in life holy and
sacred with almost no meaning
and purpose.. as science shows
also.. a mental associated disorder often too..
and i’ve been to both places and can surely
relate that this place is HELL within and that
oTheR place now
is Heaven
of the
i once walked
in shoes as death as life..
juSt.. my LeArnEd opinion oF course..
the only way i guess to reAlly kNow
and FeeL and SeNSE is to go to both
places in just one liFe.. i guess
that’s perHaps
a Bi-Polar
too.. hehe.. as up is better than down..
And BaLanCinG allthATiS eats the cake and icing too..
so.. deliriouSly delicious in Peace and calm all centered aS SucH..;)

“Once blasphemy against God was the
greatest blasphemy; but God died…”

— Friedrich Nietzsche, Zarathustra’s Prologue

Most all so-called primitive
folks worship Nature in all
its simplicity
and all oF
including each
othER as ‘GOD’
and it’s trUe..
have killed this
(plus all the rest)
God and replaced
This GOD by worshiping idols
that are abstract constructs
Named aS
words.. now..
juST iMaGiNe..
HeAveN noW.. it’s
not hard to do iF one
liVEs iT iN BaLAnCinG
miNd and BoDy SoUl
one WiTh NaTure
the price of
Richard Dawkin’s
‘kind’ of ‘literal intelligence’..
housed in robes out of lab coats2..:)

Ever eating, never cloying,
All-devouring, all-destroying,
Never finding full repast,
Till I eat the world at last.

— Swift (1667-1745)

A price
A Soul thAT iSReal..
no one is immune..;)

Humans create
words.. love
them so
make those
words into God
when A whOle
original purpose
of Words
to DancE
and SinG
a SonG
oF WoRship
and Praise for
aLL oF LiFe WorTh
LiVinG and BreAthinG NoW..
A Record oF what iT was like to LiVE aS WeLL
Way.. iT’s
A tool/Form but
no God alone for/as ME..
as LiFe is The GiFT as NaTure
thaT God/NaTuRE breAthes iN/as ME
without tHaT breath none of this
HeaVen is HeRE NoW for me..
it’s all science
And art mY
i’LL take
art over science as liFe
and take science aS Scribe oF GoD to back the
value of God/Nature and ArT sAMe uP insteAD oF dOWN..
eARTh WiNd
FiRe and Water aS Me2..:)


dVerse online PoeTry PuB CluB
has a Monday 44 word limit
Quadrille with a theme of
whisper that
is wildly
it seems with
59 links to this prompt
recorded so far tHeRe..
and what would it take for me
to write a Micro-Micro-Verse poem
in free verse for me that can range anywhere
from 1 word to so many more depending on the
winds of me in laser focus as Chi rises aS Such when
human lets go oF aLL the worries and othER distractions
oF liFe and leTs the SpiriT wiThin as HoLy and saCred.. SinG
a DancE and SonG oF ArT as essence in all the ways the deeper
oF US exPreSsinG HearT aS SpiRiT BrinGs even more BaLanCing
ForCE to MiNd and BoDy soUL togeThER aS oNe foRCE NOW iN much
HiGhEr hUman PoTenTial and for me thaT ranges from ArT to sTrenGTH
to SmArT SciEnCe to overALL BoDy StrenGth as weLL as all fear
related sTuFF makes uS iN soME waY WeAker as NOWs
Do continue to come all repressed and oppressed
from Freely eXpreSsinG EmoTions and SeNses
iN aRT and or SciEnce and ways oF
MoVinG.. CoNNecTing and creATinG
thAT can be one or all of these
as WeLL as laser
focus as
Chi and Holy
SpiRiT HUmaN
BeinG BecOmES oNe
HoLy Whisper of DancE and
SonG for even more nows to COmE..
and ‘Whispers iN the dARk’ iS oNe SucH
soUL inSpiRinG SonG thaT fiRst caught
my eye.. by Mumford And SonS on a FriEnd’s
poeTry Blog.. by Name of Mind Retrofit
thaT suReLY iN somE ways
changed my liFE for
the better
as synchronicity
leads to change in LiFE
thaT can be for eiTher liGht
‘Tween sHades of Grey to dArK
and or back uP to RainBoW BeYoNd
Colors of liFe iN a Relative New Dimension
oF MaGiC InSpiRinG LIFE foR NoW as NoW GoeS oN….
it’s getting late in terms of tired eye lids but i’LL make my way NoW
to a few whispers oF PoeTry beForE the nite nite DanceS a SonG oF DreAMs NexT..
Oh yeah.. and that reminds me.. my Newer Psychiatrist who agrees a best way oF
LiFe is to make liFe art.. pondered with me what Van Gogh’s and such could
have done so much better if Information Technology were available to them..
then… and i said.. the giant drawback though is a distraction and a full
plate of Information Technology almost from BiRth as
surely as science shows.. the average human
being these days has a literal attention
span of a Gold Fish.. trying
to multi-task computer
tabs as A zillion stuff
at once.. NoW..
one can’t hope
to develop a super skill
NoW without thousands upon
thousands of hours constantly honing
iN NeW CreATiVE AbLiTies as they come
and data download is often the killer of the
HoLY spiRit within that sings a song so deep allone..
as whispers in the DARk come to surface and Breathe a LiFe oF aRT..
ha! that covers the SonG and rest comes beFore i even get to dVerse for ToniGht..
take it easy on me is whaT i musT do iN liFe too.. as empathy and compassion for
oneself IS A source oF aLL empathy and compassion for aLL elSE God’s Nature too..:)


WeLL.. somewhat of a rested sleep but i must admit.. i am a little sad today
as the verdict of the Septic tank folks is the beloved
Dogwood Tree that is enduring some
Dogwood Disease already
must come down sadly
as now soon a new
Drain Field comes
comes in that
must pass
that way
and i
suppose some
folks who carelessly
destroy Nature could
wonder how i could be that
close to just a Tree but you see
that is the modern Human diSease.. not seeing
AND THE grain of sand that holds up the love of
me and you and we and us and i that Flows as Love
and Respect for all or stops before all of God is seen
and heard
as is..
and now
then there
is Tennessee.. the
Cat.. the 18 year old
inside outside still vital
living paRT as God who has
visited us since the late 90’s in
our backyard.. a neighborhood cat
who does not belong to us and whose
master is moving in a few weeks and taking
Tennessee to his new country home to relax
his last few years of indoor outdoor life and surely
that is sad as it was close to a year ago when our
cat Moby went away with the disease of Diabetes
but hey.. i feel.. i sense.. i love.. i get sad.. i grieve..
i cry.. i love
ALL oF Nature
and can actuAlly
seNSE and FeeL
the ForCE oF God
iN all things liFe and
so called inanimate wHeRE
the electrons of God sTiLL are
swirling around a nucleus same as
iN and as me and God as sAMe and
DiFFeREnt iN foRm and eSsEncE sAMe
aT coRe as ForCE oF GoD WiThiN.. i suppose
that is enough in itself in moving connective creative
Force for me to JumP WiTh JoY and through iT aLL
thAT is what i Can and WiLL do.. DancE and SinG a SonG oF
SoUL thAT IS A Celebration oF LIFE NoW iN jusT anoTher daY
overall now..
and sure off to
dVerse to do some
poetic whisper responses
while i take it easy on me..:)

i muSt say.. a non-verbal God is
what i see most in A FoRest
aWay from
that take away
the sun of liGht
as liVing liGht
iN roots
up.. far away
from all these
words.. i whisper
a dance oF liFe
aLiVe.. noW as
SonG oF FeAT..Now..:)

WiNks that’s
52 words..
a Full
now to you.. FriEnd Lillian..:)

Whispers of dARk niGht
ruminations that multiply
like ants that sting..
nip it
in the
bud WiTh
a FloWer
that lives
as DancE
and SonG
thaT GroWs
as OceAn waVe
shoreS iN liGht
or go
as insomnia
in dARk clouds..
sMiLes.. Free WiLL
can groW toward liGht
but it takes more than SonG
A MoVinG DancE oF liGht muST coME too..:)

Whispers of transformers..NDD
NaTure DeFicit Disorder
as humans
are meant
to BE poems
and art no less
than LioNs
Art cOMes

Whisper oF inK
spLots on a pAge
gain liFe
And bloodS age..:)

Two words
Poetry heals
(side note

Every thing
oF liVe

another side
note.. muSt
i label
i do..
God LabEL
So.. i dance
and sing free
no labels heaR
FriEnds.. juSt
A SonG NoW
dArk makes
liGht enough for me..:)

SMiLes.. my fRiEnd Victoria..
tHeRE are places in liFE
so much
pain now
and numb even
than sadness and
depression as so-called
clinically described.. the abyss..
the daRkest piece of paper thin
from all
and even
just nihl…
i stand my
friEnd.. i’LL
never bow to
darKness aGAIn..
As Hope rises more..
Whispers oF LiGht..:)

SMiLes..mY friEnd..
from the snowscape
here frosted with
left over life
whispers a
uncanny of
the 80 degree
temps on A beach
in the Panhandle
Sugar white sands
of Florida i juST
in 300
or so
photos as some
beauty is too great
to censor.. for liFe
is greater than Haiku..
in the present NoW oF
A moment that flows..
As a poet joke.. i guess.. too..
anyWAy.. a photo tales a story
iNfiNite words oF beauty beYond words
mY fRiEnd and i only hope as liFE GoeS oN
More folks see that as suRely for decades i missed The Flower..:)

It’s true.. my friEnd..
too much now.. we live
in a world with whispers
of Love rarely
heArd more..
i suppose
that’s pART
oF why i dance
6666 miles everywhere
i go for 40 months..
Love muSt be
iF oNly
A Dance oF LiGht..:)

SMiLes.. my friEnd..
in an age
iN askance
wEar wolves
clothes bare unfOld..:)

you muSt
be as Irish
as eYe to wRite i like this..;)

Wolves.. whisper of moon
alone.. wishing to
find allone..
Full moon
rises my
wolf you
could not understand..
this wolf alone allone..;)

side note..
it would be
nice to beLong
but tHeir
is no
freedom of the
wild and call of GOD..
fear of
different or
dARk.. more.. moon

Shadows of muse
oh.. oh yes..
inspiraTions flow
from flowers above
to flowers
to butterfly
harder than now.. oh..
A sun when living strong..
Flower Rains..:)

EsSence oF FloWer Form..:)

Truly this speaks
to whispers..
oF liFe wHeRe
all is hiGh or low
with no beauty
of FeeLinG
oF dARk and liGht..
that iS LIFe aLL LiVed..
And i suppose one can see
thiS in music..
of life…
go farther….
higher and lower
lost from nuance

not likely most
of these folks can ‘phantom’
noW why anyone Now
would respond to them
like this and moreover
59 points more iN a Morn oF LiGht..
without even linKing
for likes aS Such..
as that
the answer..;)

All oF liFe is mY Opera..
and Andrew Lloyd
to find
a place for
me too.. staRting
in 1970 as WeLL
as ‘superstars’
with juSt the
dance notes aS WeLL..
too accompany me hEAR..;)

sMiLes.. my FriEnd..
A Victory
Santa Muerte..
juSt anotHeR
hUman archetype
for that.. no way to
liVe Fully without maKinG FuN oF dARk..
Cynical oF LiGht Fearful oF dARk.. the disEAse
of so-called Civilized ages away from LiFe..
to be
iN all oF US..
WiThiN to see
a morn mOre oF liGht..:)

WeLL that does 15 out oF 59..
i have another SonG plaYed
uP for the next round
but iN words
of take
it easy
on me..
this is after
all Holy
R and R
day for me..
but truly
aLL oF
as i
mY Opera
oF Rest
@LeASt for NoW
joy of heAVEn hERe..
so WiTh sAid.. some oThER
R and R Activities CominG
noW iNcluding Lunch and Sand
and Clouds Dance WiTh God.. and
sure.. i’LL be Back with more of somEthing aS Sure..;)

1.19.17 11.33 am..:)


1.19.17 5.29 pm..
yes.. star date now..
as i believe a pre-inauguration
event is going on elsewHeRe butt
heAr is oNly Art as Art FloWs and trUly
throughout history.. yes.. herstory and etcstory
too.. folks who have had issues with successful and
long term reciprocal social communication relationships with
otHeRs .. AKA FriEnds.. have surEly turned to Art to GroW a SoUL
through espreSSinG heARt through SpiRiT sAMe and DiFfeRent than
one does with
Flesh and
Blood Creatures
and.. oh Goodness.. while
eventuAlly in my mid to later 40’s
i got diagnosed with this thingie named
as Asperger’s Syndrome.. no doubt for stereotype
way even though penned by four diagnosing professionals
thaT’s the last ‘Label’ that folks normAlly expect as a so-called dance
legend through 40months/6666 miles of Public Dance all around tHeir General
Metro Area of several hundred thousand folks.. yes.. named by the
audience as one cannot self-proclaim legend otHeR than iN
tHEir own miNd.. hehe.. although.. all life and existence is
NoW Verily AwesoMe to ME too.. and that’s the TruTh
and liGht about thaT.. so to me.. to be named
as a legend is pARt for the course of wHoLe..
the miracle of all liFe.. heAR NoW oN
eARth.. sAdly.. noT aLL
folks hOld
as HoLy and sAcred
as I do.. butt you see.. this iS
A Kind of Art oF iNTelliGence thAT
sTandard IQ does not measure along with
the arts of physical and emotional inTeLLigences
thAT are suREly A three most imporTant oF intelligences
along with the ability to socially reciprocAlly communicate
to make survival works as we depend on each oThER.. theiR is
no liVinG esCape from exiStenCE.. so Lord kNows and FeeLs what
the F.. are they teaching children in school these days.. anything but
the most iMporTant inTeLLigences as the art of liFE makes or breaks
Human BeinGs iN these much greater necessary intelligences than anything
one can leArn and say on a StandaRD IQ test.. otheR than bEcOminG a
productive member as a cog in the machine of society to keep the
wheels of creature comfort and oTheR distractions to get
aWay from the fACT and FeeLinG and SeNSinG thAT
folks are losT from the most iMPorTant
Types of innate.. instinctual and
intuitive intelligences thaT
verily WiLL make
a thrive oF
when practiced
as perfection for what
‘they’ label as arrival as
Reborn.. Kundalini rising..
Self-Actualization.. Satori..
KI..Qi.. Chi.. one wiTh the Great Indian
American SpiRit.. NoW yeS.. YoGi UniSoN
and UniDaughter and so FoRtH anD so on..NoW
iF you get the drift and riff of this eTc..ETc… eT.. aL..
and such as that as Nature nOw aLL wHOle NoW whERe HeRE
every paRT oF eXisTEnce plays a roLe iN the roll oF ALL
as wHOle aS GoD larger than we can even fathom with Human
and Human aided eYes of Science for NoW.. so.. sure.. when some
of us fail with these othEr inTelliGences and even when we don’t and
esCape culture anyWay as a Giant Camel and the sMaLL eYe oF A needle
to gET through to HeAven now.. often folks turn to ArT to evolve tHeir soUL iN
a TaLk WiTh God that can be aLL forms of MoVinG.. CoNnecTing and CreAtinG arT..
And per the difficulties of the
so-called Autism Spectrum
specific to all these
Simon Baron Cohen..
suggests that about 15 percent
of the population is on a broader
Autism Phenotype spectrum and perhaps
the way the environment is taKing us and
MaKinG us more into Matrix Machines that percentage
as estimate wiLL likely rise as the rise of machines as we
continues.. as the TerMiNator 6 or whatever jUST miGht DancE and SinG..
anyWay.. other
than thaT
i reunite
with my
Friend Rafiah from
Pakistan.. yeS oN
Facebook and regions
of Poetry Blogs online that
surely she Paints with an Art
Brush of keyboard or aT leASt one
key of a smART phone now.. iN iF
i AM not mistaken.. sTiLL iPhone way..
although i thiNk she sAid she got a new
phone and iF so.. miGht be an Android instead..
never the less the Rafiah and Fred Friendship continues
in this continuing personal bible of miNe juST for fun as FriEnds do
for NoW..
Oh yeah.. but first
Autism and the Nautilus
back in 2013 when i first
pondered this idea iN Holy
SpiRit Deep Co-Creation WiThiN..


And when i first became FriEnds WitH Rafiah
on Facebook when she had her page in 2014..
in that Summer.. when i really didn’t have any friends
to talk to left online to speak of.. i was greeted with the words..
you have A beautiful heart sir.. as well as the Seagull by the shore
that she borrowed from my Blog as her profile photo then.. yes.. pretty
brave of her to reach out to me as a friend.. as most folks are not that
brave.. thing is.. the reward IS A friend who never ends.. and that’s juST
the way i for one am born.. loyal to the end.. and beginning and finish and sTARt aGain..;)

Rafiah shares a status that says..

The awkward moment when you
can’t find your favorite original songs
on soundcloud but it will be flooded
with its trashy remixes and covers.

And i say

smile emoticon

Rafiah returns
with kind regards of..

Miss you pal.

And i say kindly back..

Ha.. i don’t give up.. do i..;)

Saying additionally..

On a friend..:)

Rafiah says..

And thats why you are amazing.
heart emoticon

And i say in heartfelt return..

Yey.. i snagged a heart.. friEnd..;)

Rafiah says..
4 heart emoticons..

i say.. with thanks..

Thanks.. i really needed that.. just found
out yesterday i’m gonna have to take
down a beloved Dogwood tree..
as a new drain field
must come
in for
our old
Septic Tank
Drain Field..
needed a friend..
today.. my friend.. so thanks..
for all the heART you bRing..:)

Rafiah.. says.. with empathy and compassion..

Awwwwee no..:(

i return with..

Thanks for the
words/feelings oF
empathy my friend.. Rafiah..
i hope to grow some sprouts
from the tree first.. as that’s what Love does.. best..
Love wiTh SMiLes
as grief resolves pain.. With Love..:)

Rafiah says in thoughtful response..

For long i have been wanting to make some indoor terrariums.
But i cant find activated charcoal needed for that.
I hòpe to grow some sprouts as well.
Heart Emoticon with two Star

And i say..

Great! i really wish you could live
somewhere so full of Nature’s
beauty where i do.. in fact
and feeling.. i wish everyone could..
it’s hard to be sad on the beach.. and
almost impossible.. not.. to be happy..:)

And then i say..

And one more thing.. i was writing poetry in
response to 59 links at the poetry site i visit
and i always write best when i am sad that
is not very often at all..
i am not sad anymore
and you are worth
any degradation
sad poetry inspiration..
and surely liGht brinGS iT up too..
so.. i’LL see wheRE all that whisper goes from hEar..;)

Rafiah says..

Never seen a sea. Never seen a beach. Hope to see one day..:)

i say.. in a Fred Poem as usual oF sorts..

SMiLes my friEnd.. Rafiah aGain.. after dancing in sand
and sun for about an hour or so.. all relaxed and
rejuvenated for more word play and such..
90% of human populations are still
settled close to a large body
of water for what is
obvious reason
we too now
are comprised
close to 90% of
water.. the ocean
sTiLL Flows through
our veins in salty waters
way our blood is the ocean
our eYes are the sea.. tHeRe is
reAlly no esCape from Ocean seas
my friEnd as we are StiLL the Ocean NoW..
so i visit you Ocean heAR my FriEnd and you too
can be the beach as waves Flow as you too.. my FriEnd..:)

And finAlly i say..

i juSt drew you..
A Tidal Wave of Love..

And the ‘reading audience’
say now
Fred is such a nice guy..
he does more than dance the
SonG oF LiFe.. he SinGs iT too..;)

AnyWay… Rafiah
me SmILe..
that’s all thaT reaLLy
counts to me.. if i can
do the sAMe for her
in social
in Non-verbal way too..:)


Hmm.. speaKinG of DanCe..
the 144th celebration week
of Dance is coming soon tonight
at Old Seville Quarter with all the
kool college age folks.. StiLL owe another
friEnd a Fred Poem too.. but first.. a few Macro-Verses
to share and a Superman in robe photo of me thAT i WiLL
do heAR.. as it is way too warm this WiNter now that we had
Winter all in one day and night.. a couple of weeks ago.. it’s
close to 80F all week and now cloSinG iN on the third week
of January ThIs Sunday the 22nd of January as anoTher
milestone of 42 months liVinG iN HeaVen on eARth
after my full ascension and continuing rise on
the 22nd of July in the year of 2013..
coinciding too with that
STar oF David
6 pointed
that was all
the Internet
Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose
for not only me but a
so-called Golden
child born
to royalty iN
England iN Prince
and Princess ways2..
ha.. juST an old middle
age dude heAR maKinG his
little riSe iN UniSoN then STiLL
all WiTh GoD as is now of courSe
noW stARting the 19th.. precisely now..
today.. three years ago.. on July 19th
too of 2013.. as i keep the history and
the record straight in numerical and
sacred symbol and terms way..
as hey.. that’s how you geT
to stay in Heaven..
a practice of
MaKinG aLL
of Creation
aka GoD..
HoLY and
SacRed WiTh MeAnInG
and Purpose iN MoVinG
Connecting ways of eXpreSsinG
heART WiTh Free SpiRiT iN a
BaLanCinG mNd and BoDy
SoUL.. aS DancE and
SonG and
works for
me.. with
ballet and
martial arts
free style stuff
mixed in with the all
free verse poetry as sort
of a perfection as practice all
the now too.. butt hey.. somEthing
enTiREly else miGht woRk for yOur
Wheel of FoRTune and DesTiNy
toTally different than me..
in case.. anyone
ever thINks..
i get the
and say so
on anyThiNg iN
liFe as all i get is
mY WiLL over FeARless
And smARt UnConDiTioNal
LoVe NoW as a hoLy sAcred
purposeful and meaningful way oF LiFe
iN HeAVen aS thAT’S enough wiTh the Azaleas
blooming heRe STiLL as the fourth week of JaNuary coMes..:)


The Turing Effect

The Movie the “Imitation Game
that i saw two years ago as written
about in this MacroVerse memory heAR..
and suReLy iT is the Different aMonG us who
consistently change and even save our species
when struggle comes and adaptation in different is required..:)



From a year ago
MacroVerse.. lots
and lots of poetry
to answer and make that statement..;)


MAY the Pin UP Force BE with YOU

With a title
like that
be a fun
from two years
ago.. hehe.. and
sure.. i’ve got a memory
of a Song by Lana Del Ray
that takes me to another one by
Lady Gaga that i will use to round
this whole 739th MacroVerse “CelebRaTinG
42 MoNths iN HeAVeN” additionally 68th verse
of Million Word Bible now moving well past 1 million
and 20 thousand words.. wHOle since FiRst MacroVerse
publish Memorial Day 2016.. that’s a miGht big and humble bible
i’m jusT
iT aLl
Free and
hardly even
marKETinG iT
aT aLL as they say
build it and he which
is me WiLL come iN
a FiEld oF DreAMs as juSt
anoTheR paRt of a 3.3 MiLLiON
word plUs Witness for GoD iN anoThEr
42 months of the sAMe Ocean WhOle Poem
that are my blogs as WHole.. WiTh two oThEr
New Testaments at 181K words a piece and another
Book of October enclosed in one of those New Testaments
too at 141K words.. all pArT of a 12 MiLLiON online expedition
of WriTinG words sTaRting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. to Seek
TrUth and liGht to FiNd TrUth and LIGht to PracticE TrUth and LiGht
and to LIVe TrUth and LiGht now.. per DancE and SonG as PoeM and
ArT of
ha!.. got
the job dOne
and continue to
do JOB noW aLL FuN..
Oh yeah.. and i WiLL mention the
beginning muse oF aLL oF this in Facebook
Profile photo way and 300 or so beautiful photos
of Navarre beach on sTar date 1.17.2017.. visit tHeRE as
finger of i in the Sand wiTh heARt shaped sheLL sketching
the letters and words and phrase upside down.. i love God..
that surely is Dog Love i too.. or any combination of syntax
and semantics to GeT to the TrUth and LiGht thAT
eTc eT aL
every FucKinG all ThAT is..OK..;)

Facebook FriEnd Glenn says..
amen, Fred.. iN reference
to the photo of the heARt
Shaped SheLL on Navarre Beach
And the words sketched by my
Finger tip..
and i reTurn
aGaIn WiTh
Thanks.. my FriEnd
Glenn.. Finger Tips iN the Sand. NoW..:)








BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)


41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


Grand Cross Bible 2016

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


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17 Responses to CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

  1. Hi Leah.. great to hear from you..
    and thanks so much for providing some visual
    images of your new home in the Netherlands..
    i suppose when i hear that word
    it most reminds me of the
    Song Nether Lands
    that i used
    to play
    on the piano
    by Dan Fogelberg..
    and sad to see he passed
    away at my age now with prostate
    cancer.. living in a small place as you say..
    hard to meet interesting people.. i have so many
    interests in life.. it’s hard to restrain myself when i
    meet anyone new.. where i for one always see an
    opportunity to not only mind mELd with them but
    soUL meld with them as the empathy i can
    be in not only knowing them in
    interests but feelings and
    senses as well..
    i am surely
    a people
    person and
    also just as surely
    most often too deep after
    a few minutes of speaking
    for most anyone to stay around
    for the end of the fredtalk.. hehe..
    anyway.. the great thing about writing
    is.. folks can turn me off with just a few key
    strokes.. and that’s okay as Lord knows during
    my work years there were days that the only words
    i uttered much past thank you and drive through working
    at a Bowling Center and handing out shoes was putting in our
    military style pass down log each day as a record of what i did.. one
    word and that word was routine.. although the human connection then was
    there and felt good in happy and joy of smiles.. the intellectual aspect of
    my mind had gone to mush.. as all i had to say in sidewalk each day was the
    in a blog
    life of routine..
    kinda sad.. huh.. after
    graduating from college
    with three degrees but that’s
    the way the Autism Spectrum goes
    when one is still more in input mode than
    getting the words of reciprocal social communication
    out.. when computers came and i played that first little
    game of the worm swallowing its tail.. a sudden infusion
    of problem solving dopamine and the other side of my brain
    started working again in the most rudimentary ways
    of problem solving then.. thing is.. though..
    i went the other way and started
    losing the social empathic
    part where at least
    i could talk
    getting folks
    signed up for
    tournaments and
    making dry jokes on
    the intercom and such as that..
    i made a lot of folks smile as i could
    be the class clown in every which way to
    the strange way i walked and ran
    down the middle of the
    Bowling Lanes
    as a significant
    portion of my life then
    was chasing dead wood pins
    and sliding them down
    the gutter..
    public dance
    is so much more
    fun in a mind and body
    both stimulating way of
    connecting both hemispheres
    of brain together through head to
    toe as well.. anyway.. haha.. what i meant
    to say.. is.. i too wanna meet deeper thinking folks
    to play bRains with.. and that’s part of the reason i liked
    the Wrong Planet.. but on the other hand it was killing the social
    empathic part of my being even more than it was already dead from the
    get go.. after life killing chronic stress.. in doing a zillion things at one time..
    mechanical cognition against social supervision and helping every one from
    A to Z.. i do much better at least focusing on one way of communication brain
    at a time.. ALL of Nature does a BaLanCinG act to survive.. human
    beings are not much different in this way than planets
    that orbit stars like our Earth around the Sun..
    they don’t have complex language..
    collective intelligence and
    complex culture different
    the same
    to get
    all Trump
    FucKeD uP as
    we see around our
    country now.. as i hear
    the inauguration foreplay
    on TV now in the background
    in my wife’s life in TV Land where
    she has mostly stayed for decades now..
    and if it was not for computers i might
    be sitting on the couch too.. if it
    didn’t hurt my neck so much
    to sit less than
    straight up
    or make
    brain go to mush
    while waiting for the next
    big thing on TV.. what an opportunity
    in a little sliver of heaven’s bRains we have
    to fulfill human potential greater in so many
    ways of sharing human experiences in so so many
    more ways than the past could ever imagine in human
    eyes.. so yeah.. thank God for Computers.. a window out of
    small places and mind funk.. as in all stuff life.. use or lose applies..
    so happy to hear you are working out again.. as hey.. physical intelligence
    and emotional intelligence and the existential intelligence that as you relate
    with the Ron Perlman Amazon Series.. in Hand of God can get so far out of wHack
    as we humans in the movie ‘Contact’ as inspired buy Carl Sagan.. says.. we humans
    have the potential to move.. connect.. and create such horrible nightmares and
    heavenly dreams to liberally paraphrase as i always do freely to go
    to another place in words in life.. as you know.. words used
    to be my entire life without effective use of eyes and
    ears.. trapped in a mind verbAlly navigating
    A world after living one
    so much
    in visual
    navigation for
    so much of my life..
    and the beauty of epigenetics
    and neuroplasticity as a human can
    even become words if necessary to survive..
    my dreams used to consist of scrolling words every
    which way.. now there are no limits as i see and hear
    the value of both ways of thinking now and so much more
    in sensing and feeling life.. like ‘they’ say so commonly..
    you don’t miss ‘it’ until it’s gone.. problem
    is.. some folks never experience
    ‘it’ to begin with.. the
    conundrum that
    some folks
    on the Autism Spectrum
    substantially experience with
    deficits in the ability to think with
    images and other symbols beyond verbal
    language.. to navigate tHeir world.. and oh my
    Goodness.. the human nature that allows almost a quarter
    of the world’s population to trust a man’s words in a cave
    where he himself wondered if he was mad when he heard a
    voice of angel in the translation of another world of the
    Gabriel already created in other books of
    mythology to house vehicles
    and vessels of deeper
    truth and liGht
    that can
    to nature
    and human nature
    all as life.. and that is what
    the social animal human does most..
    group think.. for gaining and retaining
    social acceptance when the task at hand
    ranges from female genital mutilation to what
    they do to little baby boys too.. and when the folks
    who espouse a Golden rule of doing to others kindly
    as you would have them do to you.. consuming no others
    with harm.. vote for what would be an anti-christ except that
    ‘they’ already made A man into an anti-christ by suggesting he was
    a King of the Universe instead of humble giving and sharing love.. in
    doing no harm to others in at least parts of both sections of the bible now..
    but then.. there is the slaying of others.. swords over peace and hating family
    members if they don’t agree.. apologists scurrying like rats to justify the dark
    as light and the light as dark.. as far as Golden rules go.. and that’s the square one
    root problem.. my friend.. culture is the virus.. butt the more innate way of the human
    bonobo.. is one who lives for pleasure and love as yes a lust for all stuff life.. in happy touchy
    feely ways of being.. while humans continue to walk straight on whomever created the
    cultural sidewalks of before.. thing is.. the liGht parts of myths and religions and all other
    arts are just as important for a healthy and well BaLAnCinG liFE VERSES the Isis head hunting
    Trump stink stank stuff.. that sucks that sucks that harms and maims and kills
    some more.. so my personal bible of life continues as i escape the
    past and move to now.. always now.. and hey!.. i’m up towards
    1.025 million words since Memorial day oF 2016 in my latest
    effort of that as of the 69th MacroVerse celebrating now
    still what is my own personal ascension into
    Unison of miNd and BoDy BALanCinG
    Force with the rest of Nature
    and always more..
    that i for
    as God in a bigger
    way than most folks
    do restricted to books oF old..
    there is no bible big enough for
    me.. hehe.. so i create my own in making
    all of life a continuing state of nirvana and
    bliss in making all of life Holy and Sacred existence
    now overrunning a chalice of life beyond form of letters
    alone my FriEnd.. i suppose.. i was a poem waiting to sprout
    as a little boy at age 3.. i kNow for sure by the date
    of July 22nd 2013.. i came out of a cocoon
    like my newest Psychiatrist commonly
    relates to as butterfly human
    being for 42 months now too..
    coming up
    on this
    the 22nd of January..
    2017.. see that’s the thing
    the more meaning and purpose
    we can create with imagination fully
    in tow of positive liGht liFe as Love now..
    the more our neurochemistry sets fire a sun
    light inside.. and that’s the part of all myths.. art..
    and religion that rings trUe mY friEnd.. the greATest..
    and that is the way we experience lifE iN FeeLinG and
    seNSinG ways.. when all is liGht and we are not weighed
    down by negative emotions and unhealthy senses.. ranging from
    a couch potato life to iSil ways of insanely cultural created ways
    of thinking and doing life.. as well as Trump you gotta be dollar
    bitch rich with golden walls and fundamentalist Christian
    literal taking Revelation golden and emerald
    floors and ceilings and pearly gates..
    JuST get naked heHe.. i DancE
    and SinG
    my friend
    with a good
    book as unabridged
    bible of all that lives
    and breathes online in a potential
    otHeR pARt of Heaven with no
    sun and moon to light
    the neurochemistry
    of liFe within and
    then spray
    our hoses and otHeR
    butterfly paRts aLonG
    WiTh other stuff will reach out..
    like a lamp aLL LiT with no FucKinG
    Walls and Ceilings aT aLL.. Life is good..
    mY FriEnd Leah.. my wishes and hopes now
    is for life is good for you too my FriEnd in
    Golden years with no walls and ceilings too..
    And winks.. my FriEnd.. i supPose i live in Dan Fogelberg
    Nether Land never ending never land story of life now that
    not too many folks visiT iN liFe.. the aMazing thing iS.. it’s Heaven and isREaL2..
    And the most hilarious thing oF all is when naysayers say i’m crazy to liVe iN Heaven now..
    butt of course not to my
    face as something about
    leg pressing 1020 LBs
    33 times now..
    it harder
    now for folks
    to approach me
    in those bully ways of past..
    Different for the Win my friEnd
    when different no longer CONforms..
    And hehe.. a week ago a carload of young
    female women asked a 56 year old man for an autograph
    for doing nothing more than dancing free.. you kNow.. i told
    those stick in the mud dudes like i used to be at the Wrong Planet
    back when i lived 66 months as a hunch back of Notre Dame shortly
    after my personality transformed from INTJ to ENFP.. and my Autism
    Quotient Scan went from a high of 44 to 45 on a scale of 50 down
    to an 11 and my Emotional Intelligence quotient went from
    the mid 50’s to a 95 out of 100 in a matter of weeks
    during that July month of 2013.. soon to
    move from shut-in to dancing
    6666 miles in precisely
    40 months of Dance
    Public all around
    my metros area.. now..
    with over a thousand
    selfies with young women
    like those in the car last week..
    and after writing a 3.3 million word
    plus free verse poem with 740 MacroVerses
    as of this one now tHeRE would be no limits in what
    i would continue to do with my human potential then..
    i got to be too much for them so i left.. i got to be too
    much for the poet folks in the opposite end of online communities as well..
    thing iS.. it’s not too much for me.. and i no longer find walls and ceilings
    to hit my head up against as concrete steel like a did in never ending Another
    Ground Hog Day AHOGDAY aS a shut-in of same for 66 months then.. like i
    said.. NoW
    Life is GOOD
    for those who win
    without even a FucKinG
    Trump Green BLack Dollar Bill..
    Cheap thrills.. are all mine.. my friend..
    iN Nether Land NoW that is aLL miNd and BoDy noW aS BaLanCE..
    i suppose A theMe Song
    has run out by now..
    Love you Leah..
    best to
    you alWays..
    yoUr friEnd Fred..:)

  2. Trump.. signing paper work..
    you kNow.. all the required stuff
    of Government AKA as systemizing
    society and culture and yes.. religion
    same.. truly.. life is politics when two
    or more folks
    some folks are
    successful like me
    and the Katrina for
    close to 27 years now
    and some cannot power
    broker tHeir way to unity
    of success.. in other
    words.. we
    let it
    out and
    tolerate the dArk
    and liGht as oh my
    God.. holding all that stuFF iN
    CAN result in poTenTiaL nasty explosions
    eventually.. and i have to say.. yes.. now..
    while Trump is surely rude and uncouth
    down to potential abhorrent rains in snow
    and swimming pools.. tHeRe is a certain
    endearing quality to me of his.. oh my God
    surely Munster-like family as diversity sings
    her sweet song.. while Trump nonchalantly
    says FucK the rules here and bend the shit
    out of them as any successful power broker
    will do to get the job at HAND done for
    dARk or liGht
    as EmoTioNs
    of the HeARt
    from dArk
    to liGht
    us to adapting
    to challenge and maKing
    change for either dARk or liGht
    and ‘tween the all of that as sHades
    of Grey come waving in like some stubby
    middle finger saying i FucKeD the rules..
    and now i am a Billionaire and the Leader
    of whatever the FucK i wanna make the world next..
    and that’s the thing.. go by the rules slow or jump all around
    the obstacles to gain success in all of liGht or the road to dARk
    one brings nexT.. anyWay… our entire new age of Robot mechanical
    cognition ways of getting jobs done is a brand new experiment where
    nobody really knows what is gonna happen next.. Trump IS A Microcosm
    of reALiTy as theRE is much existential angst in suffering and pain wHere
    the majority of folks are trying to make ends meet.. as half the adults in the
    country on some kind of pain killer show for sure.. folks are holding the shit
    within like a time bomb ready to protest explode on both sides of the
    political aisle now.. meanwhile.. the artists in all liberal arts will
    thrive with the muse of Trump and his whole supporting
    Cast as Munsters and it’s not too hard to find
    the similarities in his family but i will
    not pin the roles in any of
    the individual
    are currently
    in charge in Munster
    way now.. thing is.. if you
    take shit too serIOUsly.. it will
    wHack you out from head to toe
    and more.. i am gonna make as
    much artistic fun with this as i can..
    in hopes that most everyone will get
    through the next four years in substantially
    ONE PEACE.. meanwhile.. lots of real problems
    are exposed that have been somewhat swept across
    underlying the statistics of growing Walmart dead end
    jobs where everyone is as happy working there as Lurch
    behind the crowd.. and the best part of all the proceedings was/is
    when that little boy from ‘home alone’ said.. i wanna go home.. Jesus
    F. iN Christ.. he said it at least 5 times.. i think.. yes Dorothy or Dan or
    whatever his/her/eTc name is.. thiS ain’T Kansas anymore.. but it’s home.. might
    as well
    and do
    a Matrix
    Dance before
    the Machines control
    you too.. on the home front of Robot tiMes..
    and yes.. there is definitely some broader Autism
    phenotype stuff going on in his family and as my
    anecdotal experience shows that is both an innate
    and environmental issue too.. as people get wrapped
    up in their ‘special interests’ and the children kind of
    fly by the seat of what ever happens nexT..
    anyWay.. healthy and happy the kids seem
    at least but poor Trump’s wife..
    it’s more than obvious
    she didn’t sign
    up for
    this shit
    as hey.. this
    is a job where you
    eventually serve or get kicked out..
    and a very dangerous one too.. poTenTiaLLy
    more so.. than the beauty queen circuit of before..;)

  3. So.. my little birdie friend.. winged over what leads
    to the Federally protected Lands/Waters of Navarre Beach..
    says.. President Bane.. hmm.. sure.. i mean Trump.. who
    is Bringing back the power to the people in America.. his
    first initiative is to revoke the rules that provide
    protection from the rape of
    God’s Lands/waters
    to ensure
    human dominates
    nature to cloth hiMself
    with Dinosaur remnants
    and to further pollute the air
    and water that is all our home..
    yes.. folks all around the world that
    depend on the blue atmosphere of Love
    of God to breathe clean air.. and drink clean
    water.. and while conservatives decried the Raping
    of Indian protected lands this is the same dam thing
    they support in a new President here for as hypocrisy rains
    down in acid like ways continuing with change for the dark
    dollar bills to kill mother earth and destroy the future
    for the children’s children etc.. of Human.. eT aL.. for
    a place of breathe and drink wHere
    we must have both
    to live
    just the April Fool’s Month
    of January in the LA.. Lower Alabama
    Trump Panhandle oF Florida wHere
    Spring Azaleas now commonly
    bloom in the so-called
    Coldest months
    of the year
    and ‘this
    seagull’ reminds
    me that when i first got well
    from the insane ravages of culture
    that make human into robot mechanical
    cognition thinking creatures instead of socially
    empathic touching feeling people.. yes.. back on
    the third week of July of 2013.. standing upon the Navarre
    beach one with emerald green waters.. sugary white sands
    swaying sea oats.. and the wings of a seagull spiraling the Sun/
    AKA almost juST like ‘this’.. for a few moments and a rant on Twitter
    that is rather difficult for me.. hehe.. as you might imagine.. haha..
    with 140 character limits and such short shit as that.. i wished a
    flood to come and wipe all the cancer of condominiums away
    like sores from the distance of human footprints removed
    first from the sand.. but of course it was just a satire
    and not serious as yellow boy is included
    in that group of terrestrial by
    products and beings
    who/that cannot
    afford a flood
    now to
    continue life.. and seagulls
    eventually must land too..
    anyWay.. it’s still disgusting
    when folks take almost total disregard
    for the home that feeds both their stomachs
    and lungs.. and blood stream as blood
    to flesh.. but that’s the way of the
    world.. win the lottery of
    one’s own life to
    everyone on earth
    who depends on this home..
    and it’s true.. if humans go away
    and even their nuclear power plants
    melt down.. in a few million years not even
    the pyramids will be left to prove we were even
    here and the next intelligent species to arise in 300M
    years or so.. perHaps WiLL live longer Without Bane of Intelligence..
    if not.. don’t matter.. as God continues to exist alWAys noW iN those/who/that/what survives..
    our friend the
    roach and
    will likely continue
    to smile above bane refrains..
    nothing is your own except your life..
    all the rest eventually goes away to pyramid duSt..
    so i dance and sing while alive and celebrate what is alive and free per GOD alive2..:)

  4. WeLL.. back to the past a little bit now..
    hehe.. all the way back to Thursday
    night dance that for me came
    shortly after midnight
    as there were
    400 photos
    to download complete in
    two blog posts.. one G rated
    and the other.. let’s just say
    rated passionate per
    se in all legal
    ways noW alloWed
    oF the greaTest USA
    first amendment rights
    STiLL to express oneself
    fully aS Such.. anyWay.. then
    dance came and dance went
    and dance cAMe aGain.. and all
    the lovely very intelligent women on
    Thursday night college night from my old
    Alumni..School UWF.. made the niGht one briGht muse oF LiGht
    thaT alWays iNsPires the appropriate levels of neurochemistry now
    as any fully human holy praise dance WiLL do to reach ‘the other’
    side of deeper ways of creativity also known as the Holy Spirit
    unleashed and released in Quantum metaphor
    of HUman mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    soUL super-tuned as far as
    hUman Ferraris can
    speed alway
    aS liGht
    oNe iN Yogi UniSoN
    WiTh God and yes..
    daughters and eTcS..too..:)

    And now as what most often
    comes at the end of Dance
    on Thursday night as this week
    at Good Old Seville Quarter iN P’Cola
    will number 145 DanCinG weeks since
    close to the Spring Equinox of 2014.. yes..
    only one week missed was with an intestinal virus
    that would not go away and sadly kept me running
    aS Such to
    the porcelain
    throne and i
    blessed this
    year to stay away from
    any severe bugs like that..
    And the dance experience i have
    with all the young college folks reminds
    me of the book by Mitch Albom named
    “Tuesdays with Morrie”.. about a dying man
    doing it gracefully with a full life of living joy
    and pARt of what that young man at heARt
    and SpiRit and SoUL who was a little advanced
    as far as numerical age goes.. is dance freely.. in yes
    sort of a free verse dance like i do with all the college folks
    and beloved for his free spirit there.. couldn’t imagine doing
    solo dance in a crowd back in the day i saw that movie and
    surely i have advanced to Morrie-like Happiness now.. by
    the spiRit of
    so free now..
    and while i got a little
    grief from folks who tend
    to try to eliminate different from
    the crowd when i first danced there
    like stuff on the Twitter big screen feed that
    said that guy thinks he is Neo and he is rolling
    on drugs and stuff like that.. i get a lot of love now
    as that is what WiLL of perseverance in being free
    will eventually do from ridiculed at the first of this by
    a few Southern Baptist types that suggested i was just
    drawing attention and being dark while i was lighting my
    lamp up so briGht and now to legend and can i have your
    autograph and metro area icon and stuff like that.. and as i love
    to say.. considering i was the hunch back of Notre Dame for all
    practically no intents and purposes and meaning as a shut-in in
    my bedroom in my uniform of white underwear for 66 months..
    of this
    yes.. every
    bit of This
    is an isReaL
    miracle of an
    isReaL God LiVinG
    within me StiLL noW
    fully alive and RiSinG aS
    enLighTeNing even more now
    iN aWakeNiNG ForcE even MoRRiE than thAT..
    now while ‘this’ all free Facebook Algorithm video
    slide presentation documents isREal miracles now..:)


    AnyWay ‘that’ wall of shut-in pain and numb for 66 months is all
    gone now.. and i continue a rise of liFE that moves.. connects
    and creates further than ever beForE iN my liFE as dimensions
    of consciousness iN MiNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG ForcE continues
    to GroW now..WiTh aLL oF heART.. eXpResSinG SpIRit of heART
    iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG.. SoUL.. eVen moRe.. noW aLIVe..
    And surely a substantial pARt of my Freedom was from the stArt
    of the increase of my physical and emotional intelligence as well
    as existential intelligence in the art of movement all the way down and
    yes.. up to Body Art in what would eventually become male renaissance
    new age arT thennow.. wHere most men my age would be terrified to go
    in any restricted public art forum in life for adults.. so sure.. in a way i got
    my ass FReED in PG way iN this blog post’ titled “Freedom of Expression1”..
    and as ‘they’ say too.. in Virginia Slims commercials i’ve come aLong way baby
    NoW iN un-domesticating the more extreme divine masculine side of my nude
    art from what started out as a more softer divine feminine reflection that surely
    is harder now in many ways that art can come.. a lot of work goes into it.. truly
    hard work.. and the thing is.. i am the one who benefits most from exploring my
    human poTenTiaL.. but hey.. without the proof.. how can i say that miracles are isREal..
    as any barefoot King David going to war without clothes and dancing the same in more
    extreme Hallelujah ways of Praise and Glory to the God oF aLL that needs no clothes at
    all to express the wild and free innate.. instinct.. and intuition that makes up the drive for liFE..
    all Free as
    free can
    or not..sTiLL NoW..:)


    And here is a ‘similar post’ that moves a year past the last MacroVerse
    memory from three years ago.. 2014 to 2015.. named ‘Finding LIGHT
    Force in ART and GRACE’.. which trUly spEaKS IN LiGhT more
    to what i am saying here.. as there is alWays ‘MoRRiE’ to come
    aGAIn.. as WilD and FrEE over domesticated pain
    and numb of disorder and disease and other iLL
    LiFe NoW..:)


    And the last Facebook Memory shared Macro-Verse..
    for now is.. “DanCinG FloWers WiNter THorns”.. as i make
    the final laps of completing poetic responses to
    all of dVerse Poet’s Pub poetry links for
    an entire year of thousands and
    thousands of MicroVerse
    Poems written in
    response to
    forms of ART
    and essence oF arT noW too..
    and now for nite nite now too..
    as the eyelids juSt ain’t
    gonna hOld
    much longer
    after hardly any sleep
    iN LAST NiGht of Dance..:)

    Butt.. before i go.. one of my last
    dances in discussing differences
    of opinions about God and religion
    with friend Soheir from Egypt.. last year..
    before we made a sharp break in irreconcilable
    differences PER the sanctity of the life of Lesbian
    women getting covered up with dirt to chest so they
    cannot cover their eyes and getting FucKinG Stoned to
    death in Iran.. but that was another last dance that came
    after ‘this’ Micro-Verse about fear in religion.. as my God don’t play
    games NoW
    in any shape
    form or fashion
    of only God men
    or so-called last
    prophets and tHeiR
    minions still living in
    caves of yesteryears with
    voices that have labels beyond
    essence oF GoD WiThin.. so.. here
    we go with anoTHeR hoLy spiRit tune
    by me and God WiThIN all NoW sET
    FREE thennow..AS FucKinG LOVE..
    as tHere are no first or last dances iN Essence
    LiVinG NoW yes!
    by me.. beside me
    within me to always
    guide me and hold me
    and sure.. if i don’t follow
    the rules of human nature
    and the laws of Nature all..
    scold me again like
    a new age
    JOB.. aS
    i DancE and SinG
    soMe morE noW
    now.. OK.. or not.. i
    caN and juST WiLL Do iT!..;)

    SMiLes.. my friend.. Soheir.. i have read much about how
    Muslim people interpret fear in Islam.. and as in all
    religions the opinions vary in accordance with
    how individuals interpret the metaphors of
    the sacred text..
    so sure.. as a Muslim
    it is for you to study and
    interpret the sacred text
    to arrive at confidence within
    your own beliefs.. and of course
    i would not expect you to agree with
    any of my opinions on this.. as you know
    while i believe that Muhammad was a messenger
    of God and a powerful and influential one certainly then..
    quite frankly we are all to some degree.. the eyes.. ears..
    and mouths of God.. some more effective and influential
    than others.. some more helpful and harmful than others..
    but of course.. at the end of the day.. that all comes down
    to the filter of human understanding and how human
    will understand the metaphors and so-called
    concrete realities of life within the
    scope of how large or small
    their eyes.. ears and
    mouth of Allah are..
    but no.. while i believe
    that Muhammad was an
    incredibly successful warrior
    and leader.. Muhammad falls
    as lesser among the many prophets
    of humanity who became famous or perhaps
    never famous at all.. if they were weaker.. and
    not warriors.. politicians.. or priests… The warrior
    often makes a great case for tribal strength
    and fear in others.. but the Love is not
    as great as it could be
    without fear
    my friend..
    and only
    and Kind..
    but alas.. humans
    are born with only two
    innate fears.. falling and
    fear of noises.. all other fears
    are learned.. and when there is aggression
    and violence.. one must learn to protect themselves
    in defense and offense if one is going to be able to
    Love God with all their heArt.. without the fear
    that will Naturally limit love.. as the state
    of mind of fear… is one that
    inhibits Love..
    as it is
    for base
    survival in fight
    or flight means
    of hand to feet
    combat or
    so naturally like in the
    wilderness.. the Tom Cat
    is more fearless.. courageous..
    and even kinder to human beings..
    ’cause he is confident in his ability
    to both defend himself in warring
    ways with other Tom Cats..
    and capturing both
    prey and
    for reproduction..
    but no.. not all Tom cats
    are equal in this natural
    ability.. nor or all
    female cats
    there is even a spectrum
    of differences in behavior
    of Cats.. and humans that are much
    more complex than that as a human
    being has reasoning abilities to remember
    past details in abstract constructs of language to
    forecast the future.. and live in an almost constant
    state of rationally constructed fear.. that is extremely
    truly illusory and irrational.. as they live in almost
    constant.. unrelenting.. limiting fear to
    move.. connect.. create.. or
    even love other human
    beings.. and the
    rest of allthatis
    AND sAMe…
    It takes not much time
    to create a fearful human
    being.. spoon-fed with fears
    from birth.. that can be both
    cultural and religious in
    illusory fears..
    it took
    me years
    to lose all my illusory
    fears.. and sure.. at times
    they come back to me in
    spurts of memory way..
    but God gifts human
    beings with
    the ability
    to pray..
    yes.. to pray..
    some folks call it
    cognitive behavioral
    therapy but it is truly
    no different than Muhammad’s
    soldiers who feared before they
    went into Battle and prayed to
    Allah for fearlessness for
    the fight.. to find
    the power
    of hope
    and fearlessness
    inside.. and even science
    now provides the scientific
    term placebo.. to show
    how powerful
    belief is
    positive change
    in behaviors and effective
    results in life for as you say
    in the blessing from Allah
    to gain Prosperity..
    and Hope..
    and if anyone
    thinks that material
    prosperity will bring
    happiness alone.. of course
    we know and feel they are
    incorrect.. as it is often fear
    of loss of material goods or
    even owning other human
    beings as material goods
    that brings human
    great anxiety
    in fear..
    of losing
    that control my
    friend.. and the greatest
    way any culture or religion
    can control other human beings
    in subjugation.. through fear for gaining
    selfish desire for power.. status.. and
    material gains.. is to institute
    a reign of fear.. as we
    see in America
    where we
    have false
    fears in exaggerating
    terrorist attacks
    and as we
    see in
    ISIL controlled
    territories.. where there
    are threats of extreme physical
    punishment.. like beheadings..
    and crucifixions and the
    such for not following
    extreme interpretations
    of the sacred texts in
    all of this is why
    i discount religions
    and or cultures as providing
    all the answers for me to Loving
    God with all my heArt.. and of
    course respecting God with
    all my heaRt too..
    ’cause psychopathic
    leaning humans with little
    fear or love in their heart will most
    always twist anything they can around
    to put their subordinates into a state of fear
    so they can control them.. and sadly these individuals
    as long as they are in that state of fear will never ever
    meet God face to face… my friend.. or gain the Holy
    Spirit of God inside to do incredible amazing
    positive miracles in
    life my friend..
    both individually
    and collectively as a society
    of God that moves… connects
    and creates as free.. and i understand totally
    my friend.. that you and i may never see life completely
    eye to eye.. but that is how God makes all of God’s
    children with different eyes.. so God will
    never get bored my friend..
    and that is just
    another metaphor
    my friend.. the prophet
    that God makes me and infinite
    numbers of others throughout infinity
    now.. as you kNow… the way i feel that it is
    no less blasphemous toward God to suggest
    any human no matter who they are.. as either
    the only begotten son of God or
    the last prophet of God…
    in my opinion those
    words whomever
    they come from
    come far
    far away
    from the God of
    Infinity my friend..
    as no one has the last
    anything on God ’cause God
    has no endings or beginnings
    and this is far far.. from any human
    being or science abilities to get their
    pin head brains around.. but never the less
    in God’s world that is complete.. a grain of sand
    is no less important than the mountain it stands
    upon.. and these are just grains of sand i am
    speaking for God now
    my friend..
    through God’s eyes
    small and large and infinitely
    many in our sensual organs of
    eyes.. ears.. and mouths.. where God
    may create other beings on other planets
    of God’s Universe.. with ways of perceiving
    GOD.. that we cannot even fathom on
    this speck of dust
    named earth..
    but never the less
    even if we are the only
    one’s with this potential
    we all have unique gifts
    my friend as messengers
    of God.. none last.. or
    only.. ever in eYes
    as infinite
    as God’s
    so many..
    my friend..SOHEIR..
    Anyway.. i am looking forward
    to hearing your opinions on fear
    on your blog one day my friend..
    and who knows or feels.. my
    message may be different
    then.. as i am only
    of God
    and.. now
    realize i know
    and feel nothing
    compared to God..
    so sure.. i have due
    respect for God.. but no
    fear of God as long as God
    tells me in God’s voice now that
    is never recorded in text now that
    i stand in the balance of God’s Graces
    now my friend.. just now.. God.. will take
    care of aLL the rest.. in God’s scope that is
    beyond all human and science understanding
    as grains of
    fearing any of THAT
    is just a waste of Love..:)

    Anyway.. just to be clear i have
    much respect for all the prophets
    of God.. regardless of what God tells
    me now.. is both their accomplishments
    and failures my friend.. and one of my
    favorite verses attributed to Jesus..
    of course removed from the modern
    versions of the New Testament as
    it would give power of
    fearless Love to the
    human and
    away from
    rule is
    the following..
    recovered around
    the area of Egypt my
    friend.. with other gnostic
    texts recovered around
    1959.. the year
    before my
    birth.. so
    sure.. as they
    talk about resurrection
    of Jesus.. in someways
    perhaps he was uncovered
    and resurrected in 1959..
    through the discovery
    of those words..
    but we will
    never know
    for sure if we
    have any of Jesus’
    words for sure as even
    top scholars suggest that
    only 18% of the New Testament
    words.. come from Jesus.. so sure
    i can never really say for sure if he is
    correct or incorrect in all he says as
    much is reported through second
    hand.. and perhaps
    a thousand hands
    of degrees of
    from his mouth..
    but truly that matters not
    as again.. all humans are
    God’s children and all
    children of God iN
    some degree
    are messengers
    of God.. even
    if they have no
    mouths.. no ears..
    or no eyes at all..
    as we see with the
    Great woman Helen Keller
    who could not speak.. hear..
    or see my friend.. never the less
    she knew God true.. no less than
    i at age 3 before i could speak my friend
    what a gift that was to both me and Helen
    Keller where she was provided sign language
    and when i once again.. could not effectively
    see.. hear.. or talk in my environment to
    participate in the flesh and blood
    world.. that God through all
    God’s messengers
    on earth holding
    hands in efforts
    provided me
    this tool
    of keyboard
    that i still use as
    a messenger of God
    with Keyboard my friend..
    as the truth is.. all of human language
    is sign language.. that approximates a
    gift of communication from God.. the
    keyboard is just an extension of
    that my friend.. no different
    than a piano.. or other
    musical instruments
    in essence now..
    that carry the
    voice of
    emotions of
    God as manifest in
    uS.. far far through
    space too.. on the
    airwaves of
    too.. perhaps
    there are others
    who are listening
    and have
    far far
    more to
    say than
    me or others
    here on Earth
    my friend.. but i am
    never too large to listen
    to more my friend.. as i know
    and feel all of creation belongs
    to god ONE AND SamE as NOW..:)


    Psalm 37..
    as reported
    from David
    in the Old

    1. Do NOT fret.. etc..

    that’s how it starts off..
    the rest of it in 40 verses
    is consumed with political..
    and base tribal oriented fear..
    so i for one do not
    as God
    is no politician
    alone most certainly..
    all though we humans
    are certainly instinctually
    tribal in Nature with
    cognitive abilities
    to overcome
    that.. now..
    in ways of
    praying in
    for unity
    instead of
    the separation
    and the division
    of the old testament
    then.. with a new
    of Courage
    and Kind


    Jesus as reported
    in the Gnostic
    Gospel of Thomas..

    Verse 37:

    His disciples said, “When will You become revealed to us and
    when shall we see You?”
    Jesus said, “When you disrobe without being ashamed and take
    up your garments and place them under your feet like little
    children and tread on them, then [will you see] the Son of the
    Living One, and you will not be afraid”

    Jesus apparently did everything
    he could to tale his disciples
    over and over again..
    that he was just
    another son
    of man..
    no more
    than anyone else
    and God exists in
    us with no cultural
    clothing at all..
    but sadly
    rarely does
    any Christian even
    understand the most
    important and truly
    good news of Jesus
    that we are all children
    of God no less or important
    in all of God’s eyes than
    the other my friend
    or the grain
    of sand
    that holds
    up the Mountain
    my friend.. to come
    to truly Love God with
    all one’s heart.. one must
    escape all the clothes
    of religions and
    to become
    NAKED GOD in uS..
    And seriously dancing naked
    or almost naked like King
    David did as reported
    in the bible is a great
    way to become
    fearless iN Love
    with God..
    there are
    relatively few of
    us left that have
    that type
    of courage..
    but yes.. there
    are still many in
    numbers alone
    out of 7 billion
    or so humans
    as such..
    particularly in
    smaller so-called
    primitive cultures that
    live ONE with God whether
    there is a word for God to
    trap God in or not as
    smaller than
    Infinity and
    my friend..
    anyway.. back to
    the Gospel of Thomas
    Jesus also suggests that one
    must hate one’s father and mother..
    brother and sister.. for their
    ways of the past.. and he did
    not come for peace but
    with a sword..
    so no.. i do not
    agree with all
    of what Jesus
    has to say there
    either.. as i will
    continue to
    Love my
    and Father
    no matter how much
    i disagree with them
    on their views of
    limiting God my
    friend.. and
    that includes
    everyone else
    who i may feel is
    misled or misguided
    now.. as we are all grains
    of God’s sand equally important
    to God always and forever now.. worthy
    of Love and Respect that comes with
    understanding more of both
    human nature..
    religions.. and
    cultures now..
    and Jesus didn’t have
    Google.. or 18 years of school..
    so sure.. he was correct to say
    of course.. that others will do much
    more than he in the future.. as God
    does not create humans
    to stagnate
    and never
    fulfill their
    greater.. much
    greater human potentials
    in mind and body balance
    my friend.. and Jesus was
    humble enough at least
    to understand
    the truth
    and liGht of that
    as of course reported
    but those words ring
    Truth iN liGht no
    matter what
    of God
    them first
    and continues
    to write them now
    in many other metaphors
    of Truth and liGht just now.
    or many times then.. in history.. now..
    SMiLes.. my friend.. i realize.. you asked
    for none of this.. but aS alWays God
    that lives within
    my Pen
    and i am
    not an easy
    friend to keep..
    as theRe iS a
    of God
    iN me
    that continues
    to spread more now..
    but yes.. i am only
    human and
    i Love
    who Love God
    with all tHeir
    heARt too
    no matter
    And so am i
    for now

    Oh.. yeaH.. and one
    more dance with
    Penniewindfall iN
    a Facebook Memory
    shared MicroVerse memory
    from last year as well.. as
    hey.. it’s all free..
    now to go..
    all the way.. per say..;)

    Thank you.. my friend..
    penniewoodfall.. i was thinking
    you wrote ‘that’ and i truly believe
    there is a UniVersal Poet inside of all of us..
    Just waiting to escape the science of culture
    and return to Art as the core of Nature is truly Art..
    whereas.. modern cultures are increasingly changing
    Nature into an illusion of science away from the
    Nature of Art that is more a river
    than a sidewalk.. My friend..:)

  5. Organized religions are full of structure and organization
    as much as any Government ruled by politicS.. And generAlly
    speaKing.. human spiritualLiTy as a metaphor of course as tHeRe
    are aLmost infinite paRts of thaT wHOle of Human experience and
    much different intelligence than what comes from religion and or
    politics same.. yes.. Spirituality is free with a free verse expression
    of life that needs no rules and regulations from the past as the wings
    inside of God fly free without any words aT all from whatever source they
    are sAid to come from as we are all from the source of all that is that one
    can term God or a Blue Turtle or a starry night that has no end or beginning or
    finish.. onLY stARt noW for more eternAlly as now..
    we are bound to nature and human nature in
    many ways.. and through what one can
    term as the laws of Nature and
    hUman Nature same looKinG
    from a distance as we are
    pARt of what may seem
    like an insane game
    of life at times
    when we
    wear more comfortable
    shoes than others in different
    ways of feeling and sensing life
    with eYes of God sAMe and different
    too.. one can somewhat predict the directions
    society will go when scarcity or abundance is viewed
    more or less as a way of life.. as scarcity brings fear brings
    anger brings aggression brings violence brings overall hate
    for the state of life.. and what happens next is often predictable too
    as a Bane or a Trump and if we really want to look deep at hiStory
    and the way it goes still now.. sure.. a Muhammad too.. who suggests
    a strong hand of God while bringing a mighty sword to surely kill
    now to protect the tribal interests of food and drink and
    reproductive mates.. and yes.. shelter.. material
    goods.. and trade of such and what
    it takes for a society to survive
    in continuing elements of
    scarCity in deSert
    lands to
    Mountains to
    snow covered hills
    dominated by the same kind
    of patriarchal defense of life to
    kill others for vital subsistence resources
    if necessary as the snake brain above love
    becomes the rule of the day once more and surely
    Trump is a microcosm of the same elements coming to
    the forefront.. as Technology is taking away jobs and Technology
    in a Free Market Capitalism State of Affairs is tHeRe to make more money
    at the lowest costs with little to no respect now for any real ethics and or moraLiTy
    of who loses out but the winners of bucks.. bottom line.. this equals an environment
    of scarCity and is ripe for the Banes and Trumps and Muhammads of the future to rise
    up with a patriarchal message of both strength and a God that/who reflects this
    philosophy of win at all costs at the blood of other folks slain as slain goes
    in many more ways of taking human freedoms away besides just
    draining blood from living flesh.. for death in living per the words
    of give me liberty or death as well.. as we see
    hundreds of thousands of folks.. mostly
    women.. who do NOT want to get
    in tHiS situation again
    tHaT many
    still face
    at the face
    of Trump/Bane
    patriarchal rule in other
    countries who wear a God of
    Fear and Patriachy same.. yes it is
    the cooperation of Matriarchy that is singing
    her song with pink pussy caps that says you canNOT
    possess me with your right hand aS Such in grabbing ways..
    or even kiss me without my permission or even fucking tell
    me what to do against my own free will as a child of God who
    can love whoever the FucK they wanna love no matter what
    you believe is good or bad in life.. and that’s the thing.. while i listened
    to people bring false witness against Obama.. for almost a decade as
    they feared the different among he.. so-called Christians who even demanded
    sterilization for women on welfare after they had one child.. who said that they
    would refuse health care benefits from Obama even if it meant tHeir OWN family
    members dying at the hand of disease.. all of that was full of fear and anger and
    hate and lies in false witness.. including the lies of birther conspiracy theories led
    by the so-called man at the top of the heap of these minions now.. thing is.. the dissension
    we see now.. is not led by false witness… it is led by the truth of the disgust at the man who
    brought the false witness already against his predecessor who left office with a 60% approval
    rating as compared to the lowest approval ratings of any President since the 70’s at about 40%
    coming into office.. and that my friend(s).. is the consequence of action also known as Karma
    as Obama was a man of integrity and character who didn’t fall to the weakness of trying to
    bring other folks down to make himself look bigger.. as Obama achieved what is kNoWn
    and felt as self-actualization as a man who was bullied in life and took the route of
    victory over vengeance.. male self-esteem.. true male/female esteem.. doesn’t
    have to bring other folks down to make it seem taller as that strength comes
    from within in a Disciplined way of excellence iN miNd and BoDy
    BaLanCinG Force of LIFE.. Super Heroes and Villains are
    very close in nature as both are willing to break
    rules.. are somewhat compulsive
    and do what ever it takes to
    get the job done.. thing
    iS in the theories of
    science what
    sets a hero and
    a villain apart and what
    sets a Villain and the traits
    of psychopathy and malignant narcissism
    the same is the common difference of the hero
    who cannot set himself apart in empathy from the rest
    of the human race and the villain who does whatever it takes
    to fulfill self-purposes to fuel his need for power and status as he
    can feel and sense little of the overflowing essence of chalice that
    is the power of love.. and that’s the thing.. the pink pussy cap folks have
    behind them in numbers of hundreds of thousands marching on Washington
    today.. the power of love.. that bring abundance to scarCity/gothamS in life.. thing2 is..
    the power of money is the God of this material world as far as human by
    products at the hand of complex written language.. collective
    intelligence in standard IQ ways of assigning folks
    to tHeir place as cogs in the complex culture
    machine to keep the wheels oiled for creature
    comforts to come more.. and that’s
    the problem as abundance
    becomes a dollar bill
    and stuff
    abundance of spirituaLiTy
    that stArTS with love within that
    becomes liGht to give and share with
    the rest of the human race set FReED
    and that takes not only fearless Unconditional
    Love but smARt Fearless Unconditional Love
    so in the rest of my ‘little’ bible story that continues to
    GroW in what i will name now “Nether Land Heaven 42 Months 2017”..
    in 69th MacroVerse of a new age personal bible that reaches past last
    MacroVerse way of 1.025 Million words.. these are some of the things that
    need to be said out of the liMits before of closed books that became the unabridged
    versions of what were named God’s word’s in chains of priSon then.. as SpirituaLiTy
    doesn’t even
    have to
    to exist
    in God’s eYes as
    And in HuWoMaN NoW
    Freed on a Desert Isle
    today.. funny.. how life gets
    trapped in Books and Trump/Bane words same..
    and that is the way of the Minion Social animal who
    lives in fear and finds the most despicable leader to
    follow who drives illusory fears and empty promises same..
    thing is.. for a metaphor that sings its Song in the expression
    of Trump’s wife and the joyous smiles and giggles she prEsented
    twirled as a free bird once again.. by an Army Staff Sergeant by
    the name of
    a first name reminiscent
    of Mexico and a second
    one reminiscent of a place
    where Muslim folks cherish..
    Karma.. action.. consequence..
    it is what it is.. and sure a little humorous
    when God SinGs A SonG of Free SpirituaLiTy
    iN HeaRts and SpiriTS who/thaT ExpreSS liFe
    Free iN MiNds and BoDies twirLed in spiRals oF God
    set free more than a Trophy wife of emperors and such as that..
    it’s true.. the TruTh and the liGht WiLL set you naked free with sMiLes..
    if you are clothed from head to toe with a frown.. it’s simple.. it ain’t the trUth or LIGht..
    new age
    now to
    the rescue
    of Trump
    inspiRed frOwns
    and crOwns as thE
    tHrONE oF SpiRiTuaLiTy
    DanceS and SinGs hEr SonG
    And DancE Free wiTh sMILes oF liGht..
    i would love to dance with Trump’s wife.. just once..
    i promise you.. she would sMILe and i wouldn’t even
    have to tOuch her in a sLow dance oF liFE or even
    twirl/spiRAl her as she would find a way to do that on her OWN..;)

    So now back to the Fred/Soheir Dialogue coming
    from my end and yes there are references to
    these full discussions in the comments
    sections of past MacroVerses
    before these newer
    age Bible
    Start to appear
    in first MacroVerse
    publish of this now
    MiLLioN word plUs
    Bible on Memorial
    day of 2016..
    and yes ..
    those Macro-Verse
    liNks from pre-bible
    way sTiLL pARt of Longest
    Long Form Poem in the history
    of human kind in plUs 3.3 miLLioN
    words Style sTiLL approaching or exceeding
    4 MilLliON words on three of my public blogs and
    other more private blogs and many other public places online by surely
    my 4th anniversary of blogging on March 10th of 2013.. as this IS A Nautilus
    sheLL A reflection as a SonG of MY soUL that has no liMiTS or expecTaTions FReED
    within me
    with spiRiT eXpreSSinG
    HeART iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ways..NoW..FREE..:)

    Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
    for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
    well it seems..

    And there are two particular quotes that caught
    my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
    as a Hadith quote
    Abdullah ibn Masud

    “Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”

    I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
    Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
    New Testament attributed to Jesus that
    clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
    and not a place one has to
    wait until after life..
    and while it doesn’t
    clearly state Hell is also
    a place in life that one does not
    have to wait to enter until after life..
    as discussed already on your site here
    and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
    and i have described that place i entered
    in detail both here and on my site.. my
    friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
    good reason to fear Allah in terms
    of the Hell that is real on this
    terrestrial plane.. and i for
    one respect
    Allah to the
    degree that
    i give 100%
    of my life to Allah
    so there is no fear
    for me now.. but as
    the other quote
    that i could
    not find
    a resource as to
    who originally reported
    it… as i am assuming it is
    part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..

    “If the believer had known the amount
    of the torture and punishment of Allah,
    nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
    If the unbeliever had known how much
    the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
    no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”

    This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
    for one have described in similar metaphors
    in language.. as i have been to both
    places.. and i for one can
    say for sure.. that
    in Hell..
    there is no
    hope.. and in
    heaven all there
    is.. is hope my friend
    and truly paradise now..
    and as a person who had
    glimpses of heaven from
    age 3.. and sparks after that
    as culture and religions i was
    exposed to took it away.. now that
    i live there always now.. one can certainly
    see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
    all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
    that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…

    So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
    with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
    that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
    reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
    And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
    in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
    maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
    Christianity or the Islam religion
    or many others address one of
    the most important parts
    of gaining and
    that balance
    my friend..
    as that relates
    to actual physical
    movement in balance..
    as we are temples of God
    on this terrestrial plane now..
    heaven is now and hell is now..
    and in truly knowing and feeling
    this.. one can gain great strides
    to peace of mind and body
    balance through
    the art of movement..
    even the Buddhists and
    Yogis speak to meditation
    as only a sitting still
    where all of
    God’s Nature moves
    around us.. and in deciding
    that human is somehow different
    in this respect than the rest of Nature
    Humans ends up separating themselves
    from God more so by sitting still away
    from the reality of God in Nature
    that is always moving
    now my friend..
    it is easy
    to get stuck
    in one’s head when
    living in our modern cultures
    in school.. office work and such
    but what this does often is
    separate ourselves
    from the
    Nature that
    is God in us as
    a Temple of God..
    and in the United States
    the effect of this is one
    moving toward a life
    of empty
    and empty
    empathy for
    other human beings
    as emotions run through
    our bodies.. when freely
    moving in balance and
    are not something
    limited to
    our ears
    people are suffering
    greatly in separating themselves
    from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
    as moving feeling connecting creating
    creatures.. as reflections of God of
    Allthatis.. as us my friend as
    well.. anyway.. the
    results of this
    in terms of health
    is empirically measurable
    as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
    is sky rocketing.. school age
    children.. are assessed type two
    pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
    close to half the adult
    population is on
    some kind
    of prescription
    pain killer.. for
    chronic pain that is
    often somatic in nature
    from a body that is repressed
    in human emotions and full
    of tension.. treating symptoms
    of pain.. instead of addressing
    the root problem.. of a mind
    and body out of balance..
    where sitting still
    stagnating and
    rotting still
    in front of screens
    is a mainstay of even
    children’s lives who also
    have skyrocketing rates of
    psychotropic medications..
    treating symptoms now..
    instead of treating the
    root cause of
    mind and body
    imbalance as well..
    but no my friend.. no bible
    addresses this adequately as
    there is still much to learn about
    a new human condition that is a result
    of modern technology ways of life that
    were not present when either the bible
    or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
    is why there will always be new prophets with
    healing messages from God.. as this experiment
    of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
    with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
    just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
    past alone.. as if this human species is going to
    survive as whole.. without much more
    suffering and misery approaching
    that place of hell on earth..
    even science and
    medicine will
    have to
    to address
    the root causes
    that are truly human
    beings out of balance
    with God of All my friend..
    all that is seen.. unseen..
    felt.. and unfelt now.. or
    on the other
    stay with the
    prophets.. politicians..
    scientists.. priests..
    teachers and only
    books of the past..
    go no further..
    and just
    misery my friend..
    Nah.. God didn’t give us
    brains.. to shut them down..
    after this book or that book..
    not to adapt to change of the
    future.. God gifts us rationality..
    innate instinct.. and intuition to
    adapt to the challenge to live
    in heaven now..
    as this place
    is real
    and i prove
    it everynow of my
    life my friend in
    sMiLes.. an open
    mind AND BODY
    in Balance iS
    A path
    to heaven now
    and seeing and feeling
    so much more of God my friend..
    Signed your friend
    of God..

    Thanks my friend.. and i will
    end with a little story here..
    there was once a woman..
    a troubled woman..
    very poor.. with
    a religion named
    Christianity.. that like
    Islam.. suggests that
    adultery is a sin.. worthy
    of hell fire.. this woman..
    innately instinctually and
    intuitively was empty inside..
    with a husband off in another
    land with the military.. so empty
    inside.. she was looking for something
    to feel that emptiness as many humans
    do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
    is a troubled childhood with parents who
    are not there to give touchy feely love to
    their children.. and perhaps they have
    smilar problems of this vicious
    cycle too..
    of emptiness
    my friend.. so this
    woman.. has different
    fathers of different children..
    adultery was her escape from
    all encompassing emptiness
    likely each and every time
    she strayed.. but it was
    her innate instinct
    and intuition
    of finding
    to feel that whole
    that was behind her
    straying too.. so no one
    to blame at this part
    but her nature
    as gifted
    by God..
    so this woman
    did what she could
    to survive as is.. taking
    care of her children at
    hand the best she could
    that eventually numbered
    6.. including 8 or so
    with miscarriages
    and such.. yes..
    she was a
    real reproducing
    machine.. getting
    the job done..
    as best she
    to the humans
    of earth.. and her children
    a diverse group.. with different
    fathers of course.. the last two children
    half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
    father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
    on head.. in some kind of costume
    party clothes.. deep black
    eyes.. and extremely
    youthful face for
    a man he
    was then..
    those children
    of that man were
    boy and girl.. twins..
    some folks in the local
    area commented that the
    little girl looked like an
    American Indian Princess..
    and that little girl grew up..
    left home..
    and found
    a nice poor man
    to marry.. who eventually
    went kinda crazy from stress
    himself.. but even when he didn’t
    wanna stay here on this earth she stood
    by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
    as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
    Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
    too.. as her mother was very troubled
    when she was young..
    of course..
    anyway.. the fact
    is.. if she was born in many
    Muslim Countries of that
    time.. early on a decade or
    so before those twins then..
    Because of her mental illness
    related condition.. and her open
    adultery.. she would have potentially
    been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
    for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
    what this means.. is that beautiful
    young Indian American looking
    princess would have never
    been born.. and
    God’s plan
    for the young
    man after he
    recovered from
    his problems would
    have never met fate..
    as he would have never
    survived his illness without
    the help of his Wife with no
    legal or Christian marriage father..
    So that man lives today my friend.. as a
    result of that Mother who looked for Love
    to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
    was having a child who would never age.. at
    least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
    her photos today.. from the time she married
    that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
    and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
    of old
    God works in mysterious
    ways.. people who
    do not continue
    to listen
    to those
    ways and
    for the
    face the
    of hell here on earth
    my friend.. same story
    as always..
    now.. my friend..:)

    SMiLes.. thank you for your story
    my friend.. and i understand
    the different ways
    that the Islam
    religion is
    depending on the
    political structure
    and understanding
    of the religion.. and
    obviously a kinder gentler
    version where you live.. but
    truly there should be a book where
    there are no confusions my friend..
    humans.. many of them..
    just do not have the
    and or the
    to understand
    the simplest of human
    metaphors in poetic way
    of heARt speech.. even some
    poets.. even some technically
    popular poets too..
    in the online
    i find..
    anyway.. always room
    for a kinder gentler
    courageous way..
    but it does not
    come with
    the sword..
    or back
    of hand
    or whip..
    it comes
    with Love
    iN HeARt my
    friend.. the other
    place away from
    human hell now..
    some folks need the
    trUth and liGht spoon
    fed to them like little
    children.. and some folks
    never get that as children
    on an individual
    and societal
    lies the
    start of
    the lies my
    friend.. from
    early childhood..
    and the sins of the
    fathers and mothers
    who were once misled
    and misguided children…
    It takes constant never ending
    work to even scratch the surface
    of that
    cycle of
    on earth..
    but we Must
    try if we hope..:)

    SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
    and thank you for all the inspiring
    discussion here on your site..
    Aggression.. Violence.. and
    Wars have a place with
    tribal ruled humans
    but never ever
    a place
    WheRe Human
    iS ruled by LOVE..
    The place of no
    fear and hate..
    related emoTioNs..
    And true that place
    did not live as
    religion or
    or Jesus
    or many
    places around
    the world now..
    i for one now.
    need no sword
    but hands and
    feet to walk
    and strong
    with the gift
    of Kind and Courageous
    Love.. Swords are for
    weaker children
    of God whEre i
    live but of course
    i am blessed as such..
    differently than either historical
    reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
    many others.. then and now.. in other
    words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
    very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
    no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
    that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
    in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
    wHere i live
    walking tall
    and strong
    with courageous
    Love.. is the only
    sword i’ve ever needed
    really.. with a few skirmishes
    of hands and feat.. and the stronger
    i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
    and courageous love wHere i live at
    least.. the necessity
    for actual
    to retain
    my freedoms
    becomes less and
    less.. if all men and
    women were like me..
    in this regard of training
    in physical effort.. of confidence
    my friend.. there would be no
    tribal wars.. as each man
    and women would
    be confident
    to live
    in Peace
    with kind and
    courageous Love
    instead of strife my friend..
    but no.. no book is enough
    it takes practice.. truly
    in martial
    an art
    that all our
    ancestors naturally
    did as a way of life
    before they no longer
    heard the call of God
    to walk tall.. with
    kind and
    love.. no different
    that Lions on the
    Savannah very
    close to
    you live
    in Egypt
    my friend..
    as we close out
    here on 3 thousand
    or so more words.. on
    this 21st day of January..
    pleasant dreams of night
    now peace my friend.. my
    day is
    with ART
    of LOVE..

    Now you
    Are a Poet
    too.. SMiLes
    With greater

    (as Soheir
    all of her gained
    joy to stay away
    from lost in love
    for the Koran)

    i sAid..

    My Life is my book..
    My Heaven is my book..
    My Happiness is my book..
    My Refuge is my book..
    Hello again..
    friend.. SOHEIR..:)

    And now before i go on to
    visit gigoid.. a self professed
    atheist dude that i met on SOHEIR’s
    site that gave kind regard to the peaceful
    way that SOHEIR and i discussed our differences
    in beliefS and on the subject of God.. after our irreconcilable
    differences on the stoning of Lesbians in Iran i drifted off to
    the gigoid place where probably a third of a million of words
    have come as muse of inspiration as he quotes the sages of the age directly
    tHeir and in
    i get
    to respond
    to all that wisdom
    in discernment of now..
    thing is.. tHere are no coincidences
    in lIFE all is synchronicity.. all is beYond
    eYes isReaL of beauty full tapestry masterpiece
    Painting of/as GOD for those with brushes to paint it..
    as pArt
    aLLThAT iS
    adding another
    verse.. another brush
    of paint
    God’s Face
    LiVinG as wE KNow..
    FeeL and SeNSE NoW..Free..
    or unwitting of the Glory of GoD FReEd
    we as
    us as
    me as
    i foR AllNOW..:)


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  6. https://gigoid.me/2013/09/02/another-in-a-long-line-of-wretched-laundry-confessions/#comment-21190

    Hope you’re feeling better with pain..
    my friend gigoid on this day
    of piNk today in so many
    cities around the world..
    thiNk piNk.. and that reMiNds
    me.. i love the PiNk PaNther too..
    so cool.. graceful.. and
    too pussy
    W i LL
    be when
    let loose..
    sure.. with
    a bite to go along
    with meows too..;)

    “A string of excited, fugitive, miscellaneous pleasures is not happiness; happiness resides in imaginative reflection and judgment, when the picture of one’s life, or of human life, as it truly has been or is, satisfies the will, and is gladly accepted.”

    — George Santayana

    And surely happiness lies
    in the eyes of some
    can only
    feel pain as anywhere
    related to happiness as
    been tHeRE.. worn out
    those old
    of pain
    is all tHeRE
    is in life and
    verily A source
    of pain for many folks
    not directly involved in
    that beyond sad sense of Happiness..
    anyWay.. beyond thaT of course.. Happiness
    tales the truth or lies in the behold of all that Happy sTuff..
    some folks truly believe bliss is not an emotion.. let’s face
    iT.. iF oNe
    it and
    it inspires
    them to move
    in anyWay iT is emoTioN
    as surELy even the feeLinG
    and sense of pain is an emotion
    that can move us from even sitting
    still as you well know and feel of course
    and i do too.. as a connoisseur and modern King
    of more
    than crucifixion-‘like’
    pain for 66 months
    as detailed in Devil’s
    way of medical literature now2..
    per type two Trigeminal Neuralgia..
    of course from wake to sleep in hell for all those months..:)

    “Going to bed with a woman never hurt a ballplayer.
    It’s staying up all night looking for them that does you in.”

    — Casey Stengel

    soMe score..
    soMe don’t..
    And soMe
    F iN Strike
    out for F iN Decades long….
    And then.. every once iN A while..
    SOme hiT iT aLL ouT thE pARk..;)

    “The great French Marshall Lyautey once asked his gardener to plant a tree. The gardener objected that the tree was slow growing and would not reach maturity for 100 years. The Marshall replied, In that case, there is no time to lose; plant it this very afternoon.”

    — John F. Kennedy

    never mature.. iNto full grOWN Trees..
    pARTicularly.. when it comes to the
    ‘that’s OK’..;)

    “Pizza is a lot like sex.
    When it’s good, it’s really good.
    When it’s bad, it’s still pretty good.”

    — Smart Bee

    eXplains weLL
    thE FuLL suCCess
    oF thE INterNeT..;)

    “Beware of the “Black Swan” fallacy. Deductive logic is tautological; there is no way to get a new truth out of it, and it manipulates false statements as readily as true ones. If you fail to remember this, it can trip you – with perfect logic. The designers of the earliest computers called this the “Gigo Law”, i.e. “garbage in, garbage out”. Inductive logic is MUCH more difficult – but can produce new truths.”

    — Lazarus Long

    And of course.. NoW..
    tHeRe IS A logic beyond
    logic that doesn’t ‘thinK’ aT aLL..
    And hAha! people who don’t
    experience iT
    O F T E Nnow
    Have no F iN
    iDea iT even
    exists.. NoW..
    And iF and when theY
    find iT.. iT’s like bEinG
    rEborn into A radicAlly
    Different way oF
    hmm.. some folks
    caLL iT Holy SpiRit
    buTT IT wears no essence
    of Religion allone.. of course..
    for those who fully understand and
    experience it.. without the experience..
    it’s often like explaining something supernatural
    to those who
    do not experience..
    it.. BeinG isREaL iT..
    And thaT’s A White Swan
    Truth.. Dove.. Seagull
    thE F iN

    “Man errs as long as he strives.”

    — Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust

    It’s impossible to get uP
    without falling down first..
    And that’s why straight A
    students often become
    under achievers
    as they rarely
    feeL thaT experience
    oF FaLLinG down to rise higher..
    and then eventually when it comes as
    most would say it does for anyone who
    lives long enough.. there’s not enough
    to the
    moon through
    empty space
    then to
    out oF A
    new vacuum
    created aS SPace..
    ‘FAil Forward’.. as ‘they’ say..
    it was/is so liberating For A
    previous perfectionist..
    to get nakeD
    faIlliNG that way
    to foRward straiGht uP noW..
    no matter what ‘they’ say aBout
    the ’emperor’ noW heHe.. wHo..;)

    “‘T is but a part we see, and not a whole.”
    — Alexander Pope (1688-1744) — Essay on Man, Epistle i, Line 60

    As whole
    iNcluding the shit of Life
    As whole..;)

    “If you tell the truth you don’t have to remember anything.”

    — Mark Twain

    you say..;)

    “Eternity is a mere moment, just long enough for a joke.”

    — Hermann Hesse

    Amen Hermann.. man..
    cake icing
    shit pie
    Price oF A Laugh..NoW..
    And that reminds me..
    the first time i went
    to heaven.. i
    then.. iN otHeR
    words.. i walked
    into a full class of
    philosophy students and speLLed
    mY nAMe backwards
    as naM hEL on the
    having no
    theN.. EL.. was/is God then2..
    and as a side note the name
    of my mother is hELeN too..
    the class erupted into laughter
    as i was alWays so serious unTil then..
    yes… aN F iN John Nash moment.. so
    many shoes.. so little life to wear theM aLL..
    and much later.. far into the second life round of
    Heaven on eARTh i found out in the booK.. A hiStory
    of God by Karen Armstrong on page 8 that a version
    of the same last name was the original name of so-called God that
    means a mix
    of water
    as silt..
    and the SanD
    SingS on mY FriEnd
    dry with a little water MiX..
    oh.. yeah.. and by the way2.. i hadn’t
    been to church for years and visited a little
    church the first go around in a so-called hick town
    named Bagdad.. yes.. Bagdad.. Florida.. and back at school
    wandering the halls like John Nash.. a church goer said.. OMG..
    Fred.. when you sang the Glory Hallelujah Song so loud and spirited
    there was
    a spirit in
    that church that
    we ain’t experienced
    since whenever since happened before..
    true story.. i had no idea what
    he was talKing about then..
    at least
    not in
    as i directly
    IT without words..:)

    “Lost in the forest…
    Lost in the forest, I broke off a dark twig
    and lifted its whisper to my thirsty lips:
    maybe it was the voice of the rain crying,
    a cracked bell, or a torn heart.

    Something from far off it seemed
    deep and secret to me, hidden by the earth,
    a shout muffled by huge autumns,
    by the moist half-open darkness of the leaves.

    Wakening from the dreaming forest there, the hazel-sprig
    sang under my tongue, its drifting fragrance
    climbed up through my conscious mind

    as if suddenly the roots I had left behind
    cried out to me, the land I had lost with my childhood—
    and I stopped, wounded by the wandering scent.”

    ~~ Pablo Neruda ~~

    Whitman was the only
    poet i even heard of
    really.. hmm..
    and Edgar
    i supPose..
    just remembered
    a few leaves of grass
    AS WhOle nowthen
    before i started writing
    free verse poetry by
    the reams
    anyways.. bottom
    two lines.. foR NoW haven’t
    there’s a nAMe
    for that when it goes
    on for more than 42 months..
    i’m pretty sure.. it’s the meaning of liFe..
    and this is the second revision of 42 months
    as of this
    since March of 2013..
    when the scent of ascent
    in and cAMe ouT..
    just a whiff before tHe tSuNaMi..
    Started on July 22nd or so.. the
    date of that so-called Star of David
    Planetary alignment on the same day iN
    the Summer of 2013.. when the Monarchy
    in England had their Golden child marKinG
    aS Synchronicity
    Flows for both the meek
    and the last and the first
    and Kings and Queens..
    thing that makes
    me different
    is.. i inherited
    the eARth then
    with never another
    want beyond basic needs
    and innate instinct and intuition..
    sAMe thing most other reALLY
    smART aNimals experience as LifE
    the Meaning
    per se..
    iT aLL..
    the co-owner
    oF aLL oF eXistence
    as two fingers beCoMe1..
    noW.. no matter who attempts
    to labEL it or own it like a real fool sTiLL noW..
    Funny.. how something so simple and beyond
    now of
    G E M..
    can be
    as Golden
    Age oF liFe
    never ending
    beyOnd words.. too.. mY friEnd..:)

    “I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.”

    — Professor Bernardo de la Paz

    Yes.. when
    two or more
    become one..:)

    “When the need arises — and it does — you must be able to shoot your own dog. Don’t farm it out — that doesn’t make it nicer, it makes it worse.”

    — Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”

    From the sense and feel
    of Love and modern
    technology.. i for
    one would
    pay the
    extra few
    bucks to take
    him to the vet
    and have him first
    put to sleep with gas alive
    and then put to sleep with
    needle asleep.. as i’ve already
    experienced the sense of death
    three times.. and i dam sure ain’t
    gonna make it difficult for any other paRt
    makes one..:)

    “It is the ability to choose which makes us human.”

    — Madeleine L’Engle (Walking on Water)

    do it
    these days..
    overall.. at least..:)

    “How much time he gains who does not look to see what his neighbor says or does or thinks, but only at what he does himself, to make it just and holy.”

    — Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, iv, 18

    This is true..
    my neighbors
    and so many more
    will have to choose
    to unplug themselves..
    yeS.. even my closet one.. the wife..
    as Neo ain’t no horse whisperer.. alone..
    my two is
    but i cannot
    F O R C E
    folks to add
    one and one

    “I think a man ought to get drunk at least twice a year just on principle, so he won’t let himself get snotty about it.”

    — Raymond Chandler

    No thanks..
    don’t need
    none of that
    or the
    Happiest dude oF aLL..
    at least that is what most
    everyone says who meets
    me in the flesH.. and
    far as
    i KNoW
    iT iS true
    and fuLL
    oF LiGht..
    and yes..
    iT iS
    and alWays practiCinG
    as a practice for morE LiGhT noW..:)

    “A person will be just about as happy as they make up their mind to be.”

    — Abraham Lincoln

    i have A
    WiLL beyond
    any fictional JOB..
    for all practical
    intents and purposes..
    empiricAlly based as
    the evidence sHows..
    and it’s
    Pure Faith
    No doubt..
    aLL positive..
    Drives iT aLL..
    even Love.. and
    suREly liGht oF hUman
    eYes without words aS WeLL..:)

    “Sometimes, you just gotta say “What the fuck.””

    — Risky Business

    No Fucks
    aLL Trust..
    100% Faith
    iN thE Force that is now me..
    WiTh and yes.. as ME nOW..
    as the PiNk PaNther.. miGht casuAlly grin..WTFTW..;)

  7. https://gigoid.me/2012/07/08/conundrums-be-damned-fire-away/#comment-21191

    “What we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos.”

    — Kerry Thornley, Principia Discordia, 5th edition

    chaos of form prevailing the merely is order is imagine we What.

    In Human
    is how/
    what/where/who we create it..
    NoW and for some folks
    that sentence in reverse
    makes ‘perfect’ sense
    and for
    it is
    is it
    for and
    sense ‘perfect’ makes
    reverse in sentence that
    folks some for and NoW
    it create we who/where/what
    /how is
    Human In..

    “what we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos”



    “If you make people think they’re thinking, they’ll love you;
    but if you really make them think, they’ll hate you.”

    — Don Marquis

    Leaving the think
    totally out as science
    shows nonverbal language
    constitutes an innate
    60 to 93 percent
    of human
    social communication
    led me to the realization..
    the best way to become a
    legend beyond legends as
    noted by at least one person
    who saw
    writing that
    on Facebook..
    but of course that is
    after the fACT as the
    act of dance unto itself
    is Heavenly Bliss without
    thinking aT all.. so.. while i’m loving
    it there is no action or consequence
    beyond the words of others as far as
    how much i am loving what i am doing
    in the present
    of now
    so in other words..
    the Legend thingy
    IS A pleasant sweet
    surprise but the bliss of
    dance is a bliss unto itself
    no matter what the FucK anyone
    else views it as from cake icing to shit pie..
    or sure.. legend.. P-cola icon.. awesome.. boss of dance..
    awesome.. inspiration or holy Jesus dude i wanna be just like you..
    i say/do
    Dance on..
    And sure.. i’ve experienced
    enough of the opposite too..
    in 40 months and 6666 miles
    of public dance and more now
    too in Trump County USA and the
    metro area assessed by modern
    sociologists as the most difficult metro
    area to be different in than any other metro
    area in the United States now.. factors cited..
    five military bases in the area.. and the world
    record awarded to the most churches per square
    mile of any locality like this too.. who kNows.. perHaps
    in the world too..
    butt verily..
    A case
    study now
    in evidence2
    of this place as a
    new ‘Jerusalem’ of
    sorts about the same
    latitude of ‘that place’
    across the
    Pond per sey
    and do of say2..
    iN whaT can/WiLL be
    a country too of sorts
    oF A New israel/zion for
    those who unplug in terms oF USA..;)

    “No man ever believes that the Bible means what it says;
    he is always convinced that it says what he means.”

    — George Bernard Shaw

    Back to Human Mind 101..
    the ink blot conundrums..;)

    “Then you should say what you mean,” the March Hare went on. “I do,” Alice hastily replied; “at least – at least I mean what I say – that’s the same thing, you know.” “Not the same thing a bit!” said the Hatter. “Why, you might just as well say that ‘I see what I eat’ is the same thing as ‘I eat what I see’!” “You might just as well say,” added the March Hare, “that ‘I like what I get’ is the same thing as ‘I get what I like’!” “You might just as well say,” added the Dormouse, which seemed to be talking in its sleep, “that ‘I breathe when I sleep’ is the same thing as ‘I sleep when I breathe’!” “It IS the same thing with you, ” said the Hatter.

    — Lewis Carroll, “Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland”

    The genius oF aLL poetry/Art.. iNcLuding
    so-called non-sense sTuFF..
    AdventureS iN
    2.. i.e.. as
    the ink
    SinGs more
    differENtly aMoNg eYes..
    when vague and abstract..
    And even rarified aS Such like Bibles..;)

    “Which is better?

    A genius knows when to dumb it down
    A smart man knows when to know nothing
    And an idiot can be all three
    Well what does that mean?

    You’re only as smart as others allow
    So if you’re too smart to be understood,
    To others your intelligence level goes down
    So to truly be a genius you must know when dumbing it down is good

    To know nothing isn’t unintelligence
    It’s best for different situations
    Though very different from a genius,
    A smart man recognizes when on his knowledge to put limitations

    An idiot is in the best position,
    Because it’s second nature for them to put it in layman’s terms
    An idiot has the best potential for genius if it’s his intention
    And being an idiot is how others feel their intelligence is confirmed”

    -unknown.. (so far)

    Oh.. yeah..
    the Trump
    Credo for
    all practical
    intents and
    of winning
    against all odds
    as A Billionaire underdog..
    the billionaire part was/is a clue..
    as genius can be hidden and evil too..
    or even good
    all of that
    as genius
    does what no
    one expects is possible neXT..
    give credit to Trump for doing what
    everyone else said was/is impossible.. except
    mostly for
    A clown
    and his
    make-uP on
    thE fLiGht
    uPper uP
    wEar pArTy..
    OMG! what an
    interesting now to LiVe..!
    i for one am continuing to enJoy thE rIDes..!
    more and more and more as any maD hatteR who
    WiLL do..;)

    “After a hundred years
    Nobody knows the place,–
    Agony, that enacted there,
    Motionless as peace.

    Weeds triumphant ranged,
    Strangers strolled and spelled
    At the lone orthography
    Of the elder dead.

    Winds of summer fields
    Recollect the way,–
    Instinct picking up the key
    Dropped by memory.”

    Emily Dickinson

    PoNds never
    and waves..
    no matter dARk
    or liGht or sHades
    of Grey or even beyOnd
    rainbow colors oF Stones
    that coMe NoW neXT.. sooner
    or later
    waters come
    aGaIn and the
    wHeel of ForTune
    sinGs on iN heavenLY
    purgatory of heLL and
    Heaven aGAIn..
    A key is to
    Be noW
    An eYe
    iN iiGht
    to dARk ‘tween
    sHades of grey
    beYond RAinBow colors more..
    suRE.. doing iT IS A fun pART noW..
    When yA gET tHeRE..as two BecoMes oNe..
    juST for FuN..
    aLL aScended aS
    Such wiTh RiSE my FriEnd..
    disCarDing any paraChutes
    beLow as aBoVE air and
    water allone..
    iN sKeYes oF
    moRE noW..
    aS FiRe oF spiRit
    seNtieNt stAR duST
    plUs now from cruciBle
    oF sTAR seed paRentS…
    iF thaT ain’t A Miracle WTFTW iS..
    to rise
    thE empiRical
    eVidence proVides..;)

  8. Facebook Friend
    Eli.. shares a somEwhat
    new video that provides
    some movies of a Seagull
    following the Obaminator..
    And i saY iN metaphor
    of return now too..
    Yes.. it’s true..
    i somEwhat
    as a Jonathan
    Livingstone Seagull..
    can and will do.. heHe..;)

  9. Hmm.. the closest thing i had to celebrate
    the dignity and worth of women as well as
    stuff like continuing access to health care..
    respect for the disabled and folks
    of different
    and creeds
    for at least tHeir
    rights as they exist
    as constitutionally provided
    and of course.. a statement against
    down ‘right’ lies left and rights to the
    most ridiculous assertions where a photo
    proves without a doubt ‘they’ are wrong on first
    glance.. yes.. crowd size.. like someone is covering
    up the
    now of
    else or whatever
    the deficiency of Trump’s
    self esteem is behind an obvious
    malignancy of narcissism that hides
    a timid soul behind the bravado of exploiting
    others of course.. anyWay.. i didn’t have a pussy
    cat hat to wear but what i did have was a pink shirt
    that in someways says that real men are not afraid to
    wear pink and do life gracefully like Bruce Lee.. heHe..
    be the water..
    be the air..
    and by
    all means
    don’t be afraid
    of women.. they
    don’t usuAlly bite..
    so.. no need to grab them
    to prove you are a man.. or
    kiss them with frOwn lips.. that
    says life is a bitch underneath all the gold..
    this is surely gonna be a carnival ride from pluTo..
    the thing is though.. you can fool some of the people
    most of the time but all the people ain’t gonna FALl for
    the used car sales person.. or the preacher with Blow
    hAir as
    politician same..
    Trump is like a flame
    for the demand for sane..
    first there was a tea party.. then
    another.. and now there is the cooperative
    spirit of women.. around the globe.. so.. in many
    ways morE NoW a sleeping giant is brought to wake..
    Women have always tRuly ruLED the world.. now they march..
    fear.. so..
    Lord help
    the ‘iDiots
    who Now noW..
    don’t see the
    of Freedom
    heAR.. iT DanceS
    and SingS wide awake
    louder than ever when threatened..
    much harder to take away freedoms
    than it is to start new freedoms AS HiStory sHows..:)

    AnyWay.. back to the stART of the pInK PaNther and the
    general Jungian human archetype of the trickster and the Native
    American Definition from Wiki that makes the most sense to me
    in terms of what i for one do as a social role jusT for fun.. sELf-created
    sELf-actualized.. un-ashamed.. yes.. jusT for fun.. and it is described like this..

    “Many native traditions held clowns and tricksters as essential to any contact with the sacred. People could not pray until they had laughed, because laughter opens and frees from rigid preconception. Humans had to have tricksters within the most sacred ceremonies for fear that they forget the sacred comes through upset, reversal, surprise. The trickster in most native traditions is essential to creation, to birth.[15]”

    Here’s the thing.. there are not enough clowns in modern life.. and a clown can either be
    a light clown or a dark clown.. both challenging the social norms of rigid and of course
    Trump is a dARk Trickster or Clown who likely unwittingly will produce eventually
    great changes for social reform for the better of Liberty.. no different reaAlly than
    the dARk Clown.. G.W. Bush.. as his dArk antics eventually led to
    juST the right ingredients for A FuLL deck of Democratic control
    and the seemingly miraculous passage of any health
    care reform in affordable care for all that is
    going to be almost impossible to
    get rid of for essence
    of benefits as folks
    really get
    off as millions
    of folks marching around
    the world.. surely indicate today..
    as these folks are surely not willing
    to lose their already rights even if it means
    wearing pink pussy cat hats the rest of their
    human born life.. hehe.. if you think they are visible
    now.. just wait and see what happens if the Trump actually
    follows through with anything that actually takes the rights folks
    already have away.. the more he digs a whole the more the Republicans
    as A wHole WiLL have to Climb out of it.. no different than Inspector Clouseau
    out of one of my favorite Trickster Cartoons other than Bugs Bunny.. yes.. the extra
    cool smooth PiNk PaNther who most alWays comes out unscathed by the end of the
    ‘toon on TV or the Big Screen back at the height of the piNk cAT’s popularity yeS.. even
    more popular then Trump then as far as favorability but what do you expect from a
    DaRK Clown.. big audiences at an inauguration event.. of course not.. when he
    loses the popular vote.. and continues to dig a dARk CloWn hole.. now.. anyWay
    us pInK
    aS liGht
    WiLL continue
    to thrive in positive
    liGht Karma of action
    and consequence as
    smooth as pINk
    can fly
    A BaLAnCing ForCe
    on terrestrial Land and
    for now.. bye bye and see yA
    lAter as aNoTheR PaNther Adventure
    of SonG and DAncE comes next in perhaps
    a ferocious beast style of a bear as tomorrow..
    oops.. past 1 am closing iN on 2 am NoW on Jan..
    22nd 2017.. as the pinnacle of 42 months celebration..
    total LiVinG iN HeaVen since that rise of mine and miNd
    as miracle of recovery from 19 documented medical disorders
    happens on the same Star of David.. so-called the.. Planetary
    6 pointed aliGnment yes.. that day.. 42 months aGo iN 2013.. thE
    last of 13 for a while since the Katrina and i hitched up the marriage
    papers in 1990.. the first Star of David Planetary alignment of 12 more
    to come ending on.. yes.. July 22nd 2013.. aS heY a PaNTheR WiLL aRise aGaiN..;)


    Oh yeah.. and perhaps the most popular Trickster of them all.. yes
    the Jesus.. the Trickster.. the Good Cop Bad Cop Jesus that
    keeps shallow minded folks in the dark and
    those with deeper eYes and eaRS
    whomever and however
    many folks wrote the story
    of this parable riddle writing..
    well.. considering he was illiterate
    as far as we kNow in Aramaic language way.. yes..
    vocal speaKing Trickster dude no different really
    than the
    and little old me..
    and yeS.. even my mother
    told me i was going to hell
    tonight for slandering the King
    of the Universe by calling him a man
    and dare be intiMating that NoW A holy
    spirit.. as creative one.. sPeaks as me..
    So much of that story is true and the swords
    of dissension in anti-christ way of fear.. anger
    and hate are still surviving and thriving in New
    Jerusalem and Israel in a true poTenTial isreal
    place of Freedom.. soMe oF uS wiTh deeper eYes
    and eaRs STiLL sEEheaR the core Golden Rule Story
    of the Jesus AND Heaven within of smARt Fearless
    Unconditional Love and yes.. tHere are soMe of uS WiTh
    a Lamp LiT BriGht enough to shout iT through the roof tops
    oF oNline2 and face rejection by our closets relatives. by aTtuninG
    oursElves to the deeper messAges.. stiLL easily sought and found by those
    wiTh the sAMe/DifFeRenT eYes and eARs capable of sEEing and heaRing A TruTh and liGht
    seTS uS
    WiLd and Free
    aGain reborn with
    smARt and feaRless Unconditional
    Love.. anyWay.. can’t force horsies to
    DrInk GoLden Water when Trump Towers continue to fAll..
    and on top of that nothing changed from crosses before..
    ‘tHey’ kNow noT what they do..
    be LiVinG
    iN A Kingdom
    of God within
    with a Happy
    Clown Face too.. heHeR..;)

  10. STar Date 1.22.2017.. 7.22 AM parable of
    the irony of numbers.. hmm.. well as reported when
    i finished the 66 Verse of a second revision of a bible
    named.. CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017 published then on
    1.12.2017.. 7 months and 17 days since the first writing
    of the first Macro-Verse published Memorial day of 2016..
    yes May 30th of that year.. where actual writing commenced
    about three days before that yesterday.. 1.21.2017 was 7 months
    and 22 days since the actual first publish date of the Macro-Verse to
    date of celebrating the date of 7.22.2013 as 42 full ascension months
    for me since that very date now on 1.22.2017 that back then in 2013
    also marked a noted planetary alignment already noted
    several times in this Macro-Verse and yes a few
    others as the Star of David Planetary
    alignment that occurred
    on that very day
    where even
    who were taking
    care of me noted it
    was a real miracle i came
    out of the dark of 19 medically
    diagnosed disorders in a real life threatening
    synergy of illnesses including the worst pain known
    to humankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia noted as
    worse than the torture of crucifixion in medical literature
    from wake to sleep for a full 66 months since the year of 2008
    starting in January way way back then when i went to real earth
    hell documented through this bible and documented all through
    12 million words starting on Thanks Giving day 2010.. and part of the
    reason my mother basically disowned me last night.. (she’ll get over it..
    sooner or later).. is she believes i am self aggrandizing myself by presenting
    all these facts over and over like i am shining my light in John 14:12 accomplishments
    from the rooftops of the world.. she of course embarrassed that her son is becoming
    even more of a nut than from before.. heHE.. and worried that i am gonna disgrace
    myself.. hehe.. like i haven’t already hazed myself in so many ways to be as
    fearless as the real original David who fought/danced ‘naked’ and killed
    Goliath with a sling-shot.. i though.. refuse to actually bring a sword
    Beyond words to do any of that consistent with the 66 verses of
    Isaiah.. where he insisted that the coming
    messenger or whatever wasn’t
    gonna do the social
    reform with
    bleeding folks dry
    either.. anyway.. onward
    Christian soldiers and all of that
    as one can see that the Roman Catholic Empire
    surely then brought enough steel swords to kill
    pagans that wasn’t even a real word back then.. just
    the folks who didn’t believe in what they forced folks
    to believe in as A Jesus as a pre-made soldier Sun God
    antithetical to a humble last is first meek inheriting the
    Earth Yogi-like dude that comes in clear still even in the
    New Testament for whoever hid the meanings in parables aS Such
    of riddles sTill… for us folks with the eyes and ears sTiLL
    too.. to see and hear the deeper core meanings in how
    to live an epic super great life in giving and sharing
    of self in unconditional love.. and nah.. there
    is no getting through to my mother..
    or even all the way with
    my wife in understanding
    that Jesus was trying to bring
    the power to other folks and not himself
    as he already.. through those writings at least..
    in sacred deeper meaning text found uniSon with
    God wHeRe there is no greater human than a grain of
    sand as all of existence is ocean whole aS oNe Force
    of God Being iN all thaT is all of existence.. yes.. alWays
    forevermorenow.. yes.. it’s about YOU.. not about Jesus or even
    me.. but without providing empirical evidence of John 14:12 through
    and through it’s not likely the minions will ever believe anything YOU
    say.. as they can be misled by all kinds of actual lies from the pulpit
    of stone face liars like Trump as he leads his own sheep into disgrace
    to lie for him as that Press Conference dude he set up yesterday read
    from his lying Trump notes to try to make Trump’s ‘Dick’ or whatever seem
    bigger than it really is as metaphor of a timid soul hiding behind a wizard
    of OZ Fascade.. same story.. different characters.. human archetypes still
    reign in dARk and liGht and even new myths like the Minions Movie series
    that of course predicted all of this/that in that movie of 2013.. in many
    trickster ways too.. as the art world is full of tricksters.. Chuck Lorre..
    creator of the Big Bang Theory TV show aS oNe of my favorites too.. who jabs
    ya into thinking even when ya think you are not thinking..
    hehe.. TrumP.. on the other smaller hands or whatever
    sticks it to you.. with lies.. knowing all the way
    that he’s got your heart fear strings
    all played up like a little
    violin in his big back
    pockets and
    his minions
    too.. numbering..
    hmm.. around 40 percent
    of the population or so.. who will
    FucKinG believe anything he says or
    does.. as even the Church going crowd suggests
    that the fact that yesterday.. his first full day of presidency..
    also the 21st of January falling on his 70th year.. 7th month
    and 7th day of age since birth date of June 14th.. 1946..
    proves that he is tHeir God sent savior now..
    but here is something to consider.. IF Jesus..
    the real trickster dude IS A really
    important son of God as
    reflection of..

    the real synchronicity
    speaKinG GoD IS A trickster
    too.. a joker.. who doesn’t really
    send you to hell.. just fucks with your
    head to teach you a lesSon or two when you
    have been ignorant kNow not what you do little
    boys and girls aS Such2.. and you aren’t doing so
    well in the Karma of sow and reap.. in action and
    consequence of negative and positive poTenTiAL REAL
    liFe isReaL results.. anywAy.. for today.. let’s jusT say
    for shits and giggles that this is all going down for real..
    think i have a strong arm video for that to go along with this
    too.. with the Ladies taking the power into their own hands in
    pink power too.. as that New Age MTV-like prophecy comes to pass now
    isreal too.. you see.. it’s not everyday someone writes a bible that
    is now coming to 1.04 Million words in around 7 months and 3 weeks too..
    without a lot of help over centuries per say and do and dance for 6666
    miles all around a metro area for 40 months but hey.. if i didn’t count the words
    and miles and document it like Isreal God tales me today/do NoW iN synchronicity ways
    as milestones as nows go on in holy spirit writing and dancing flow.. who the FucK
    else is gonna remember all this shit and write it down.. just to prove all of this went down
    in my little lifetime now.. and ALL yours too by the way sincerely of course too.. nah.. the wife
    and mother can’t understand all this deep shit.. and that’s okay as Jesus F. in Christ sometimes
    it’s hard to believe.. except for the Love and Fearlessness that i cAMe from my mommy and daddy even at
    all or even from this planet at all sometimes.. let’s face it.. for all practical intents and purposes
    i am like Katy Perry’s ET too.. but hey that’s neither here or tHeRe.. (it’s now) but what is sTiLL true
    is the delicious irony that i was born on 6660 and quite a few of the beer cashiers
    when i used to have a cheap brew a day back in my work days for bucks
    rejected me in ways of fear when they saw them three 6’s that
    reflect the Golden Spirals of God like today’s 69th Macro-Verse
    does too and one of the most empathic sexual
    positions oF aLL.. as why would you
    do thaT if you couldn’t
    feel the other
    as even Bonobo’s
    can do with empathic
    eYes! and other sexual paRts
    of liFE too.. yes.. eYes! are sexual
    pArts in-case you didn’t know now about
    pupil dilation in getting all turned on in
    ‘that’ way too.. that’s why covering women now
    up to tHeir eYes iS StiLL.. oh my GoD! yes! such
    a Turn on as their eYes reflect their so-called
    nether pARts of desire too.. for those of you once
    again.. i say with eYes.. to see that of course as some
    folks cannot read facial expressions hardly at all due
    to a lack of affective empathy and disfunction of mirror
    neurons too.. i fall in the category of super empath too..
    high libido you might say too.. overall.. most of my life
    too as empaths will surely do too in all
    of nursing ways of life
    hehe.. yes.. oh yes! to
    get the jobs
    all licked
    and finished
    and stuFF.. perhaps that is
    a strange way of teaching now
    but that is what us tricksters
    do.. we challenge the rigidity
    and try to get a laugh to get ya
    to open up your heARt as well as youR
    Rational thinking mind to get both hemispheres
    of yoUr brain woRkinG for Yogi UniSoN and Daughter.. eTc..
    NoW WiTh God too.. as two become one in so many ways aWay
    from division and rigidity in floWing river unity.. so today noW as i related
    before.. i will wear my special BEast shirt to celebrate this synchronicity
    spEakinG Holy and Sacred day full of Meaning and Purpose to me and here’s
    the (A) thing.. the Jesus dude already brought (A) way.. not many folks heard it then
    or saw it and not many folks who cAll themselves Christians sTill actuAlly hEar and
    sEE and act the dance upon the talk of the core messages of the Kingdom of Love
    in the Heaven of Love now in smARt and FearLess way.. as Jesus understood more
    than likely that people are alike everywhere.. open and closed minded then as
    they are today.. and some folks will unplug from lies and other folks will suck
    on the teat of lies ’till the day they die.. And hate folks to protect
    tHeir lies to and even kill them too.. as once again they
    truly kNow not what they do.. as their innate
    God Given Nature plus the environment
    they are raised in makes iT very
    difficult for them to do that..
    (KNOW/FEEL what’s really going down
    now too of course as isreal now2)
    so even IF they drive
    us otHeR folks
    crazy with
    their obvious ignorance
    of accepting and supporting
    and even promoting lies.. we must
    try to understand and tolerate and even
    accept that as once again they truly kNow not
    what they do.. otherwise the propagation of these
    lies would not have led to my 82 year old mother
    disoWning me last night for just brinGing the
    original jesus message to the table
    in my writings as many otHeR
    folks have attempted
    to do through
    hiStory falling
    on blind eYes and
    deaf ears that cannot
    see this truth and liGht.. but reaL
    Golden rule folks do their best to accept
    and love these folks living under veils of ignorance
    in at least tolerating it and moving on tHeir best without
    strife.. and that is why the demoNstrations yesterday went
    so well without any major conflicts as they were based on Jesus
    golden rule love mostly with plenty of trickster messages too
    with pussy power and having Trump keep his small hands
    off of their private parts and stuff like that and truly
    God must Be a Joker as this sHit couldn’t
    be more Joker-like if it happened
    in fiction as going down
    isreal stuff
    have to even
    make so-called rational
    sense and it doesn’t and Trump
    was well aware of that when he said
    he could shoot someone and his minions
    tallying about 40% of about that same percentage
    or more in the original Jerusalem of the olden days
    but the thing is.. the Obama was never crucified for
    not being born in the homeland here.. he went out victorious
    at 60% approval while Trump retains his minions same at 40% as the
    so-called Jews did back in the olden days too.. they are closed minded
    folks And that’s pARt of human nature and even science provides evidence
    for this now too as i’ve often brOught that to the table with researcher
    TeDtalking Jonathan Haidt at the forefront as pioneer
    of that research on what makes conservatives
    and liberals tick per innate human
    nature in biological
    in the
    brain and
    body too.. basicAlly
    the difference of someone
    seeing beauty in a King David
    Michelangelo Statue and the other
    person turning away in disgust saying
    oh my God.. a wee wee.. i am so embarrassed
    and terrified of that little piece of mutilated
    male member from birth.. oh.. the song
    of ignorance.. you cut
    so deep
    so deep
    from long ago
    STiLL but the eYes
    of open minds and bodies
    STiLL SinG a Free Seagull SonG
    as any Jonathan Livingston(E) Seagull
    WiLL DancE and SinG Freer and hiGher NoW
    if only for his or her or eTC’s Field of dreAMs
    WiTh God NoW STill flYiGg through eYes of
    Needles with Camel Bodies with the greaTEsT
    of ease in BaLanCinG ForCE WiTh God’s Gravity now per say
    oF LiFE NoW..
    UnderstandinG love and DancE and SinG oN
    FearLesSlY iN the Kingdom of Heaven NoW
    aS iNherited as last is first and meek inHeRits the
    eARTh now IsReaL wiTh sMiLes as dARk Trickster TRump
    FroWns and his miNions reap what they sow too.. as sAdly sAD….
    but hey!
    IS AlWays
    HoPe and liGht
    for them! as i ain’t
    giving up anyMore than
    Bugs Bunny or the PiNk PaNthEr would/WiLL too..!..
    oveRAll at
    lEast iN
    paNthEr ways..;)

    Star Date 1.22.2017
    9.!1 AM..;)

  11. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2017/01/21/glass-handle-with-care/

    sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Prajakta..
    so many people but so really
    few intimate connections for so
    many folks these days as we hide
    more from FriEndship sMiLes
    and other touches of flesh and
    blood are hidden
    of bits
    and bytes…
    there IS A book named
    “Bowling Alone” that speaks
    to this more modern issue well..
    so.. you are correct.. what friendships
    there are.. are surELy valuable to honor
    as any fine glass in the china cabinet.. aT lEast..
    hehe.. anyWay that’s why i dance everywHeRe.. an
    excuse to keep my head out of screams of screens..
    and reAlly..
    tHeRe iS
    no way
    i don’t connect
    with folks as non-verbal
    language and human emotional
    and sensory affective empathy
    connections are the mainstay
    of overall human connections
    and surely dance spreads
    some liGht ouT
    iN the
    Public.. haha..
    friend or foe aS oNe
    surELy cannot eXpect
    everyone to warm up to very different..;)

  12. Hmm.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. third edition of a Bible or
    revision.. iF ya wanna name it that way too.. as the title keeps
    changing along with more MaCro-Verses.. too.. anyWay.. surELy
    surpassing 1.04 Million words now3.. with this 69th MacroVerse
    soon coming to an end as the first Bible consisted of
    61 MacroVerses for about 915K words.. the second
    one at 66 MacroVerses at 991K words and now..
    yes.. this one going over the
    Million word mArk by
    over 40K words
    now too..
    as this is just
    a special milestone
    new edition bible all revised
    aS Such.. as milestones continue to
    coMe and gRow and so will this bible too..
    with no end in sight.. a rhetorical exercise of
    course.. wRiTe oN Course.. too.. and yes.. after
    while.. i will provide links to the 2nd Bible that links
    to all the previous MacroVerses as well as listing
    the last two links that came after that.. sure..
    i’LL do that now.. with these liNks heRE..

    CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017 991,183 words


    VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017 19,306 words


    CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn 16,079 words

    1,026, 568

    Nether Land Bible 2017..
    count.. coming later..;)

  13. http://misstalkaholic.com/delhi-darshan-rail-museum/

    Hello.. misstalkaholic..
    Living a Stone’s throw from
    a railroad trestle crossing a river
    growing up in a mill town as such..
    your post ‘here’ as you guide us through
    the visual imagery of a Railroad Museum in India..
    is surely a delight to me..
    and i must say i admire your
    strength in
    out there as the
    guide host of this post
    and your others too.. as too
    often the flesh and blood element
    is missing in the world of blogging..
    sure.. not everyone is extroverted in a
    world of words.. and haha! that’s why i get
    out and dance in the real world too.. lest words
    to almost
    nothing without
    a real touch of life..
    anyway.. i truly enjoy
    your posts as they are
    refreshing in a world of words
    that often does not have a real world touch..
    and surely
    hehe.. i talk
    a lot too.. wiTh WiNks..;)

    misstalkaholic responds back
    with a note that she has enjoyed
    my comments on other blogs and
    is pleased that she has achieved
    me responding in kind like that
    on her blog too.. with a remark
    that perhaps
    she is
    obsessed with
    herself.. so i say..

    sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. than
    surely we have something
    in common as you are the eYes
    of Living Nature in what i like to refer
    to as God as Nature.. and why wouldn’t
    Nature be happy
    to be
    with nature
    after 14 billion years
    or so much effort of crucible
    Star burst seeds as sentient star
    dust plus life like me and
    you.. coming to
    birth on
    planet eARTh..
    i understand this is heaven..
    i am no fool not to be able to look
    at a rock of moon or other stars now
    just hoping to burst into eYes of liFe
    like this.. so.. i celebrate this sliver.. this
    poTenTial of Human Heaven come to fruition
    as child of stars
    and Heaven
    friend now..
    and you know what..
    there will be a Nautilus
    shell of me without a doubt
    left behind and forward and now
    that says i lived and appreciated this
    gift of heaven with all my life might and i encourage
    you to continue to be obsessed with god as nature
    who and
    as yoUr
    eYes my
    friEnd full
    of HoLy and
    Sacred Meaning
    and purpose in THIS thing
    some folks call NAMASTE
    holy and sacred respect in poetry SonG
    and moving connecting creating DancE
    full of meaning and purpose
    with tears in my eYes
    almost every
    i appreciate
    this gift of life fully with
    others..and ocean nature whole and surely
    i scare many folks with the extent of my love as life..
    nice to hear you are not afraid of life.. my friend..keep up the good life..
    and i will visit you as long as i can find your blog.. as i for one am a friend of ALL..
    i ain’t
    to Dance it and Sing thAT LOUDER..;)

    responds back with
    words that say.. i have
    a gift of words and lucky
    to be surrounded by me and i say..

    A gift of life
    My friend..
    all.. thanks..:)

  14. Hi Leah..

    modus vivendi.. “an arrangement or agreement allowing
    conflicting parties to coexist peacefully, either indefinitely or
    until a final settlement is reached.”
    Haha.. so good to hear from
    you again.. Leah..
    and surely
    considering the
    climate of the United
    States and World.. this eloquent
    Latin phrase is the timeless answer
    not only for married couples like me and
    Katrina but yes.. the world in general as well..
    where liberal cats who go tHeir own way and
    more conservative dogs who need a leader to follow
    find a sweet
    jaws ‘tween iN
    all the chaos of differences..
    i’m wild and free and surely more like
    a feral cat than either a domesticated dog
    or even a wild wolf in many ways.. as in this world
    today.. no doubt without 27 years of real life experience
    training.. someone slowly getting used to all my changes
    in the art of marriage..
    if that ended now..
    i would be dancing
    a life even more ‘allone’
    than this that of course i
    recognize as it’s beyond most
    folks comprehension that any woman
    would knowingly and openly give ‘their man’..
    hehe.. at least in the deep south red state lands..
    THIS MUCH FREEDOM.. down now to the nitty gritty
    of advancing bootie dances in the dance halls of life now
    and be totally okay with it.. i suppose the nude art primed
    her for acceptance once she tolerated that and oh goodness
    emotional co-dependency among couples is a prime mover
    of course in restricting freedoms in the couples nomad
    moving ways of life these days as the bottom
    line.. cats or dogs.. humans are mostly
    social animals and do need a
    human touch of the
    village to thrive
    with plenty
    of free moving..
    connecting and creating..
    sure.. almost naked if possible
    to feel the nourishment of the sun
    and even moon at night in temps that
    allow that like the steadily global warming
    current panhandle of Florida and such as that..
    wHeRe the Yellow Jasmine is blooming in the ‘normal’
    coldest months of the year.. and sure.. spring azaleas
    too and hey that almost sounds like a flower of your name
    too.. i never felt that emotional co-dependency like i did of course
    when i moved from a village of Ted Danson and Norm Cheer’s like
    environment of a Bowling Center working and small village of life
    full of social flesh and blood touch for two decades into a life of computer
    chair/screen and often a windowless room 8 hours a day ’till dark in the Winter
    time with significant Seasonal Affective Disorder too.. as most human being do
    need the light more than none at all in sunshine ways through Winter Months..
    so much of my happiness..
    is simply recognizing what human
    nature is and putting myself out there
    in finally fearless ways to embrace what
    i am as an animal and not just an abstract
    construct of words and what work expects..
    and culture in general beyond the animal touch..
    And that’s a core problem with cultures/religions.. the most
    popular ones at least.. they take us away from our animal
    nature in so many ways while serving an interdependent
    role sTiLL iN providing
    a social touch
    of some kind at
    least in a world grown
    so cold as a matrix and
    terminator world will grow
    in ways of machine cognition
    over that overall social world of
    truly close to naked animal touch..
    in small village way of course too.. as humans
    are not adapted to connect innately and comfortably
    to more than about 150 to 200 friendly sets of naked and furry eyes..
    and on that line it’s worth noting that after folks saw the movie.. ‘Avatar’.. some
    of them committed suicide as they determined tHeir FULL loss in a trap away from theiR
    at least
    that’s the
    theory and
    i had the same
    experience the first
    time i saw the movie
    ‘The Emerald Forest’ back
    in the mid 80’s.. back to the
    wild is where i wanted to go
    but as a mama’s boy
    with apron
    back somewhere
    in the past i had no
    idea how to get there
    until pain took me away
    from modern culture all the way
    and i started reborn from pain aGain..
    you know.. i’m glad i documented the whole FucKinG
    thing as in case study view in actual real time photos
    i can review my change from apron string boy to wild
    man with love again.. as a three year old child looking aCross
    the river without words at all.. only the feeling and sense that i had
    been/AM forevernow.. as surely my genetic memory in innate instinct
    and intuition was then working A-Okay until i got trapped behind a
    pencil at a desk in a small two story school.. thank God..
    as it had small classes and not an overwhelming
    number of human eyes where everyone
    easily knew your name.. so much
    different from big
    these days..
    and the world
    as whole of course
    in big city Western World
    life.. Different strokes for different
    folks.. my friEnd Leah.. and i must
    say i feel like i’ve lived so many life’s
    in just one life and at your age of early
    40’s.. i felt so old back then.. and at age 47
    when the stress almost killed me i felt like i was
    older than my Great Aunt Jettie at 94. all crippled with
    walker then as at least she could smile oF that i had
    no idea of iN feelings in opaque window view iN/oF thaT
    when i saw her do tHat back then.. and in college at age
    21.. Before i escaped it and after i got trapped back in it..
    i felt as old as my Grandmother then.. as she had problems
    smiling then.. you kNow and feeL and sensE my friEnd age IS A
    smile with no age at all.. a place with Nature wHeRe grains of sand
    and feet feel love.. that is forevermore now.. no different really i guess
    than the 18 year old cat Tennessee still visiting our yard wHo rolls around
    in that sand religiously each day about noon too.. looking off into the distance
    with no separation aT all in a WinTer’s Breeze FeeLinG and SenSinG liFE all
    in the
    real time
    present of now..
    Fuck the world my friend..
    not the flesh and blood.. sun/
    sand one but the one of Trump..
    and all those minions.. GET naked
    and pARty with the sand and sun
    is what i do.. even if i never find
    a human dance partner
    free enough
    to do
    with me..
    i cannot be ‘alone’
    when sand and sun
    and me are one as
    leave of
    Ocean whole..
    for all practical intents
    and purposes.. i AM Nature my friEnd..
    or a tree or a lamp without a bulb..now..
    That’s the answer for me.. i trUly wish
    tHeRE was/is any way i could help folks
    find the essence of this Heaven in
    FeeLinG and SeNSinG ways
    so far from empty
    and religions
    and cultures and
    politics and
    all that
    the music of liFe LIVinG.. my friEnd..
    hey.. i’ll give it a stab with a Kiss of
    DancE and SonG is all i caN and WiLL do..
    still looking for
    the song i want to go
    with this as tHeRe are so
    many songs with that name
    but i heard it last night on the
    radio and i’ll put it uP tHeRe when
    i find it as i found it before and i find it again..:)


  15. WeLL.. as i continue to enjoy very
    much the deLiGht oF writing
    this 69th MacroVerse
    that will be the
    third revision of
    a personal newer
    age Bible now revised
    with title.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
    aS what stArted out as “Grand Cross Bible 2016”..
    on Christmas Day publish at 11:58 pm as flow then..


    then.. comprised of 61 MacroVerses since Memorial
    Day 2016 publish of the first MacroVerse.. unwittingly
    of course.. as i had no idea that would be the first MacroVerse
    of any Bible then.. other than juSt a continuing MacroVerse of
    Ocean WhoLe Poem in what i continue to document as
    the technically longest long form poem in the
    history of humankind as reported
    on Google at least.. hehe..
    as i am not A
    REAL fool
    enough to
    thiNk i would ever
    actuAlly page print publish such
    a tSuNaMi of Words.. weLL surpasSinG
    3.3 MilLion words/water that MS word suggests
    without printing the 100K or so photos that go
    along with aLL thaT and videos from Youtube that can
    only be linked in print of course in hard back page cover..
    yeS eVeN without ALL the multi-media.. MicroSoft Word
    estimates about 30,000 pages for actual page print and
    that was back
    at the first
    42 month point
    on September 11th.. 2016..
    where i suggested it was A
    42 Month Witness for God of Nature
    too in personal way of course.. doubling
    as that effort in all blog effort of 3.3 million
    long form free verse poem words since March 10th..
    2013.. at that point of rhetorical exercise of course.. i AM
    doing this ’cause i can and will do it.. and have survived much
    naysaying from places of online reason like the ‘Wrong Planet’
    to places like dVerse Poetry Pub Art who did tHeir best to rein in
    and reign over my creativity if i wanted to share my STUFF there
    even with all my politeness of responding to every single prompt
    and link there for an entire year.. in micro-micro verse way with never
    ever any complaint if no one visited my blog as it requires not only
    big technology to open it up and any interest in what i do antithetical
    to either Haiku-like poetry or modern world Gold fish attention span
    per the words of science in Twitter Verse of 140 characters too..
    as for me.. the seize the day is the seize the noW iN fLow
    of streAms of words and dance iN sonG sAme iN ZonE
    as Rivers to waves of Ocean whole
    in Field of dreAms LiVinG
    liFe heAR heRE.. noW as
    me and
    God oNe
    wiTh NoW
    And aSoNe
    ForCE oF liGht
    if ya like Star wars
    Metaphors to go along
    with yoUr otHEr religious
    and cultural soup as God lives
    with in as as all and to make God sMaLLer
    or my words that reflect my view of all thaT is
    God would be My greaTest Blasphemy oF aLL
    for this gift of life to extinguish the gift of life given
    to me in any censoring way alloWed within the guidelines
    of new age ‘Caesar’ laws at the local.. state.. and federal
    level of course.. as ‘these’ free highways are regulated by laws
    to keep freedom of expression in tACT and fACT and aRt aS Such aS
    all of
    no maTter iF
    no one but me
    and God allone
    ever reads
    it or writes
    iT aT aLL..
    it is what it is i
    am what i am
    i am Love
    and Free
    With Can
    and WiLL
    surViVing and
    ThriVinG NoW..
    aLiVe as smART
    and FeArLESS LoVe
    Can and WiLL DO as
    LiVinG liGht of and as LoVe NoW..:)

    AnyWay.. as my early Philosophy Instructor
    Hunt back in the years of college so wisely
    then instructed.. beWare of specialization as use
    it or lose it applies to all stuff in life.. as all animals
    face the Karma of that in use it lose it ways of breathing
    and eating and drinking life.. in yes.. action and consequence
    way of doing or not doing more of liFE NoW… i use it A wHole
    lot.. and in doing so in sow and reap way.. as the evidence now
    surELy proves.. i reap the benefits of God Nature within inside..
    above so below and all around as God of Nature as my Human
    Nature is at the hElm now of the Will that is the Rider/Writer of
    the GOlden Elephant and Camel saMe that
    are the words/symbols of human thOught
    that are only a tiny sliver
    of the
    of the much fuller
    human experience in so many
    otHeR ways than what standard
    IQ meaSuREs as Human InTeLLiGence..
    nah.. it is not woo when some poets and
    other philosophy folks of deeper way than
    just the rationality of equation of words say
    we have forgotten our roots as children of
    Nature and God sAMe.. as science shows now..
    Emotions and SenSes comprise more of our actual
    navigation of reaLiTy now.. much more than the sHells of
    words alone bring.. words are but signs and guideposts now
    along the way as tools to help us navigate life but the invisible
    navigator inside is not invisible at all.. it just has a LiFe and essence
    beyond the words as tools that have become the idol of human eYes
    and taste over the essence that is the inheritance of 14 Billion years or
    so what we see now as the origin of wHERE we come as God Now as
    Nature life.. sure.. it’s hard to put the full experience of liFe in words.. and
    surEly it is impossible as the rider and writer same is only riding/writing a much
    bigger gOlden Camel and Elephant oF liFE than we can possibly see with
    just the guideposts and signs that are words and other symbols of life in
    human abstract
    construct of
    that either
    help us or harm
    us too.. in LIGht to
    sHades of Grey to dARk
    to beYond rainBoW colors of
    liFE eXperience that some folks
    cannot even fathom exists in the EYes
    of othER folks now.. modern culture and even
    older religions are an experiment of life with both
    failures and successes from human misery to bliss..
    and the same impact to so much of the rest of creation
    as existence noW on this planet eARTh.. people are alike
    and different like the rest of existence sAMe and DiFFeRent
    noW as God as sepaRaTe pARt and WhOle NoW aLL.. LiFe is
    ArT.. Creation.. a Masterpiece aLL and we as brush continue to
    co create and paint thaT Masterpiece whOle oNe WiTh GoD aLL
    oF NatuRe NoW.. And sure.. we paint it And scribe it with our so-called
    rational systemizing ways of science mind.. the best we can while life
    already happens in EMoTiOnal and SeNsoRy ways and i’LL tale you
    whaT.. iF you leave the
    esSence behind
    in specialization
    of use it and lose
    it ways you lose.. you lose
    and you lose more and more of
    liFE iF yoUr liFE is anYthing like
    my liFe beFore iN the HaLLs and
    PriSoNs of threading the needle of
    thaT iNsanity of modern religion/culture/politics
    and yes.. philosophy of life in general sAdly left
    ouT iN the modern class room while we humans
    are made more and more into machine as cog
    of Society to continue creature comforts when
    the comfort goes away as we are no longer even fully
    human beings.. anyWay.. the tHeMe SonG heRe as MeMe..
    surely DanceS and SingS to thiS in ‘Emerald Forest’ and
    ‘Avatar’ ways similar and sAMe.. as don’t let anyone lie
    to you.. living naked with nature is not as oppressive
    as “mama’s boys” will tale ya.. in use it and lose it NoW
    ways.. as alWays A BaLanCinG oF DiViNe maScuLiNe
    WiLL and Strength.. and DiViNe FeMiNiNe LoVe and
    GrAce.. And DO you lEarn thaT All in school hell no..
    it’s mostly
    all about
    and more Walmart
    Stuff to fill up a Garage oF LiFE
    aS A so-called American dreAM..
    the American Dream is the Declaration
    of Independence for the Right to Life and
    Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness ..
    be careful
    what you
    for.. i’Ve
    and FeeL/SeNse
    aLL to weLL the
    innocence lost of
    use and lose LiFe
    as Nature as
    as GoD’s
    Nature free
    or pRisON so far
    aWay from the call of the
    WiLd of GoD thAt is born
    Naked and Free and best liVinG
    that way as metaphor for MoVinG
    and CoNNecTinG LiFe reBoRn as child as God LiVes aGaiN..
    in wonder and amazement as a gift oF liFE caN and WiLL DancE
    and SinG liFE from dARk to liGht.. ‘tween sHades of Grey.. And.. BeYOnd
    in an
    of Heaven
    NoW oh so aLiVE..:)

    And i will now share Six videos of reaSon
    from youTube heAr thaT provide a Great
    core iN understanding toGeTheR what
    the problems of modern liFE are..
    the ironies oF all of this
    are both incredibly
    sad and
    if we can juSt
    gEt oUr shit togeTheR..
    and if nothing else.. a few
    folks can matrix un-plug aLonG
    the way and set tHeiR sElf free
    iF they live in a culture and or country
    WiTh a Declaration like the U.S. has that
    sTiLL cAN and WiLL work Now for them..
    noW as IndepEndence oF Free..
    iT works
    for me
    as all
    the case study
    I N T E N siVe
    evidence heAR sHows/
    Proves to any courtroom..
    L A W Y e R oF LiFe NoW
    judge.. and jury thAT/wHo
    can see and heAR it..NoW..;)


    And sure.. a couple of MacroVerse Memories to
    share as Facebook so FReeLY provides iN
    robot algorithm way..
    as hey..
    minds and even
    “Mama’s Boys”
    a prepared
    way on the HighWay
    ‘straight’ to Heaven too..
    as i spiRAl FReED noW
    with a quote of this
    “Pizza Man Playing”
    somEwhaT shoRt
    ago NoW2..:)



    of GOD

    fully expressed in

    Yellow Boy..

    And patterned Nautilus























    MEAN OF 1.618…

    The Dark side of Nature And..

    And.. the All Seeing Eye.. i mean.. the LIGHT side of Nature..

    And.. finAlly Wide Awake…


    i must have

    too much time

    on my hands.. that’s

    five Facebook profile status

    photos in only 9 hours.. an all-time

    record for Katie Mia..aka FRED… What

    can i say.. i like making FACES! he.. HE!

    and the so-called tough guy crazy eye

    with the Don’t FWM look

    is one of my favorites to

    display JUST

    FOR FUN..

    BUT HA! HA!

    IT’S ONLY an act..

    as IS ALL OF EGO to me

    orchestrated by the director

    and producer of my own

    play of ego.. that is

    i making I reality..

    however.. i does


    to wHere i’m GOING NOW!..


    So what’s



    i never wanna




    the mysteries of life

    is what makes IT ALL

    amazing every now to me



    i used

    to plan

    it out

    day by day

    decades in advance..

    looking forward to this day or that day

    or the end of all



    retirement too..

    but no.. life is always work for those

    who truly RE

    TIRE wheels

    with no rubber

    TO graces of human being

    to simply be FREE child of Mother






    i am born with the ability to see the patterns of GOD

    through and through almost every abstract and natural




    And i share that here..

    is all i do..




    blessings of ALL

    this Pizza

    man in


    is for



    And with all that said..





    ‘Tonight’ is my 43rd RAVE DANCE CELEBRATION


















    N O












    i and I and !

    for spirit!





    the creator







    And now.. from a year ago..
    “WeYes oF God”..
    as A FReED
    verse NoW
    oF liFe..
    iN HeaVen
    noW.. aT lEAst
    for me as afTer
    aLL iS sAid and
    thiS GiFt
    oF HeAVEn
    oN eaRTh..
    use it noW as A
    GreaTest GifT aLL
    GoD GiVes NoW as
    FeArless smART Now
    UnCondiTonAL LoVe
    FloWinG StreAMiNg
    Rivers Waves
    dArk to
    liGht to
    Colors noW..
    iLiVeS oN..:)

    Hi.. Noorain.. thanks
    so much for dropping
    by and
    i stumbled
    into you and
    your blog as WeLL..
    as aLL can/WiLL be art thaT flows..
    and not
    at aLL..
    SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
    And have a liGht filLed NoW..:)


    SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. thefeatheredsleep..
    i followed your site here and
    never got any new
    and have
    found it again
    through a Google
    search and i see you
    have been just as busy writing
    here and i will be back to catch up
    as liGhteNinG fast reading can and will
    do and haha! one of my posts as long as
    A 40 thousand word Novel depending on the
    muse and inspiration of the day SaMe.. so what
    to say about disappearing foot prints in the snow
    from the grief of life that grow so cold and numb
    with or without pain wHeRe numb now is worse than
    pain.. i kNoW and FeeL/SeNsE tHeRE was/is once
    a day and so much more that
    i dreamed of falling into
    the Gulf and
    a gAIn..
    a huMaN
    BeinG WinGinG DeeP
    far above a bLack wHOle
    SuN sOuL and suRE that’s the way
    iT iS for neuro-diversity and bio-diversity
    whoLe even from BiRth iF bOnes roll in dARker
    roles of liFe… one.. i WiLL say are the footprints of liFe
    i live and lived not much different from that other book
    of ONE by Richard Bach who wrote the Seagull Story of
    HiGher FliGht too.. ONE one wHOle so diFfeREnt so sAMe
    so driVing warm to cold to ice HoT stArs as hole of Whole..
    Experience ..mY FriEnd.. a masterpiece painting.. we.. A brush..
    iN sHades of Grey.. RAinBoW coLors more
    than scenes bEfore.. diMeNsioNs
    oF FeeLinG and SenSinG
    never foretOld that
    words cannot
    at lEAst
    my FriEnd
    for more oF LiGht ‘tween
    DaRk oF aLL ThAT iS.. anyWay.. glad
    i found you today for some ending words
    foR just aNoTher Bible oF thiS Thing cAllEd Life..
    as hey.. it isn’t ofTen.. i find folks like you… iN liFE.. mY FriEnd..

    And to honor a couple more
    blogging friends who have
    been instrumental inspiration
    of muse for my continuing
    StreAming Free Verse poetic liGht..

    SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
    the greaTest Love/Empathy..
    iN my opinion.. does come from
    the challenges of life.. the stress..
    disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
    who will tell us.. we do not deserve
    to exist.. sadly.. some folks
    turn to darkness..
    when these challenges
    come.. but for those who never
    give up.. even if.. there are no little
    voices from Loving people who can
    see the liGht iN a homeless person
    from this earth of cultures
    that no longer
    the eYes
    of Wisdom that
    can come through
    the victory instead of
    vengeance over life’s
    dArk.. with LiGht.. the
    human SpiRit to survive
    is great.. and pARt of why
    the greaTEst liGhts of human
    often come from the dArkest
    challenges that
    we all face
    to some degree..
    and perhaps the greaTEst
    challenge is not being challenged
    enough.. as there is no bliss as great
    as the Victory of liGht that conquers
    dARk.. wheRe one even understands
    and forgives those who continue
    to ignore or transgress
    the survivors
    among us..
    die hard
    and are still
    energizer bunnies..
    with greater liGht
    than ever before..
    you are a liGht
    my friend.. now
    who continues
    to grow.. and
    wheRever i
    see this
    i for
    not let
    go of that
    iN liGht.. my
    friend.. Zee..
    and sure.. sometimes
    i have to travel literAlly
    thouSands of miles iN a
    split second to find iT
    great fortune
    as well.. and
    that’s the best
    thing about online..
    it is a big small
    to find those
    who can at least
    relate to different
    now in liGht..:)

    And.. finally A MacroVerse
    inspired here by friend Lala Rukh
    from three years ago.. that i’ll quote
    again.. as what are another hundred words
    or so.. at this point.. only more as more goeS oN..

    The Child’s Dream


    THere IS A time when children ARE born with no matter
    of who the father IS as the village raises the children..
    and everyone IS family..and people reAlly connect as their
    very survival dependS ON tHIs connection…

    IN THIS WORLD women ARE the leaders as well as men..
    sometimes more so..than even….

    Everyone shareS..freely..as love IS necessary to survive….

    This IS before agriculture…

    Then agriculture..comes..and time to be still..and yes a
    stagnant mind and body..can make an illusion of evil..for all of mankind…

    Well..then comes the idea that wealth IS important..and yes my friend..this
    is where the Dowry started..as it becomes important..to insure that wealth..
    in collecting things..property ..or whatever..IS THE GOAL IN LIFE…


    YA SEE.. Muhammad and Jesus..come to deliver a message..that this IS not a way to go..that this..is simply illusion..that IS not true human happiness of divine love..sharing..caring..and even what wild wolves share in the snow…

    But OH MY GOD..NO ONE REALLY LISTENS…not many at least…

    THESE new agricultural..patriarchal ways of control and dominance..over others..for material gains..continue and even ARE PUT FORTH..AS TRUTH..TO SPOIL THE WORDS OF THESE TWO PROPHETS….

    But NOW..people are listening to TRUTH ALL OVER THE WORLD..









    This is about how long agriculture..has been around…

    Moving .. hunting… gathering.. sharing… loving..

    is the way of the little child….to continue to live life…

    in the Heaven

    Your story inspires my words dear..this is nothing personal for any hope of anything i can do for ya now..

    But it is truth..simple and plain.. as my wolf friend in the snow…could tell ya..

    if hOWLing could SPEAK words..2ya

    I cannot tell ya how sad i feel for ya..as i can not give this to ya..

    my truth th@IS…

    It is always for ya to find..dear..and I WISH you the best and weALTH OF LOVE…

    And i only wish the light of your wedding dress..IS IN yOur eyes..on your wedding day..

    for simply being love my dear is all…

    DIVINE LOVE..the eternal spirit..

    that lives



    So DIVINE love.. and my tears free flOWLy for YA…
    As you did help to open up my soul..and heart..in..
    what seems like ten or twelve thousand years ago now…
    As divine LOVE is reAlly eternity…
    To live in IT IS nowforevermore…in HEAVENOW..

    To live out side of IT…




    Peace to ya friend..and blessings always..to come yOUR way….
    WITH YA2..


    Mythology..is often created

    to deliver deeper meanings..

    of the ‘supraorganism..

    of mind’.

    th@IS described..

    as the spiritual mind

    of overall human kind…

    The eye of Horus..is symbolic of many things..

    Along with the mythology of ISIS..the mother

    of HORUS..and OSIRIS..the father



    Well..as the story goes..the matriarchs..per ISIS..or the

    GODDESS element..is in effect before Agriculture..

    in the days of sharing of Hunters and

    gatherers ..that is still a way

    of life in primitive



    And OSIRIS or the Father GOD..is the way

    of Patriarchal rule past agriculture..

    to collect ‘things’ and dominate..

    and control other folks..




    other material gains…

    Well..as the story continues..the

    NOW is a time for the emergence of a NEW

    WORLD ORDER of HORUS and the ALL seeing

    Eye of Liberty..Freedom..and Justice

    for all Human


    The human child once again..







    Okay.. weLL.. now that this
    is FinAlly Completing what surely
    is A Million and about 42 thousand
    words oF A Newly Named third revision
    of A Bible named Nether Land Bible 2017..
    here is an easy short-cut too to the bible as
    sure.. just start with the first verse and move
    on.. if you can marathon read like that hehe.. yes..

    “tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”.. A First MacroVerse.. of Nether Land Bible 2017
    at 19,9004 words spArKinG this New Bible oFF continuing to GRow too..
    NoW at this Ocean whOle Poem MacroVerse as number.. 740.. too..
    by name of
    this Bible at
    the end instead
    of the beginning for
    now and for now beginning
    for some more words as i say here too..


    SurEly.. A forecast of what would evEnTuAlly come next
    here.. as a celebration of not only a New bible.. all
    personal as such but also a full 42 months of
    recovery from hell for 66 months in An
    Ascension of Heaven on juST anothER Manic
    Monday.. about three
    dayS iN
    Phoenix ashes
    on Beautiful Navarre
    Beach.. with my wife then..
    yes.. more fully on Manic Monday..
    July 22nd.. 2013.. wHeRE A 6 pointed
    Planetary Alignment named the Star
    of David came to eARTh too.. a fEast
    for every now for holy and sacred
    meaning and purpose as we
    and as
    GoD’s eYes
    toward liGht or
    dARk.. i for one.. continue
    A Row for OceAn FuLL oF liGht WhOle noW..:)

  16. https://childiris.blogspot.com/2017/01/le-squid-pro-quota.html

    WiNks.. Shawna.. yOur
    sTar is missing
    A point for 6
    iS misSinG a Petal…
    bE back lateR iF
    A WhoLeNoW
    doeS not
    or beCoMe
    A Re: Wolf Flower RatS Star..;)

    Shawna says and i quote her directly..
    “Hey you. I tried to visit you a couple of days ago,
    but your awesome blog takes so long to load..:)
    I hope I’m not a rat’s star! Ew.
    Now a re-wolf flower,
    I can definitely
    get down with.

    (I love palindromes and anagrams. So thank you for
    always bringing toys with you when you come visit me, Fred.)

    Hey.. as ‘they’ say.. rats and us have a common
    Rodent ancestor.. some 75 million years ago..
    and we share a majority
    of the same
    DNA and
    Lord knows
    and feels the
    crosses those rats
    carry saving our lives
    in all those science experiments
    too.. but it seems they started
    sharing the grain in our
    silos and the
    folks who
    wanna share..
    got pissed off at
    our hungry rat cousins
    and then came the importance
    of the cat.. hehe.. anyWay.. Shawna Baby
    i haven’t had a day off of writing in almost 74 months
    and i do mean 7 days a week.. first 33 or so of that in
    hell writing and the 33 before the 74 months without a
    word or even a photo or gosh even a song to be tolerated then
    with right eye
    on Terminator
    fire and right ear too
    in dentist drill pain
    without novocaine
    too but i must say all that
    work to survive brought me to this
    point today where i am publishing the
    third revision of a Bible since Christmas
    Day of 2017.. started the whole now 1.051 Million
    word effort noW in 69 MacroVerses since the first MacroVerse
    published online of course on Memorial Day of 2016.. didn’t
    know i was writing a bible ’till close to Christmas Day as Lordy
    that’s how the holy spirit creativity thingie works.. you do the work
    first and then
    you or someone
    else gives it a label
    later on.. hmm.. yeS and
    i write all this on Facebook in
    realtime too.. so what that means
    is 15.233K words per MacroVerse and
    130K words on average a month for 7 months
    and 3 weeks too.. moving into the fourth week now..
    as this is an open source bible too..
    that will continue until
    whenever.. with
    help from
    others too..
    if they like.. of course..
    to go along with the rest of the
    3.3 million plus word long form poem now
    comprising 740 Macroverses in this 74th ending month
    of writing now.. overall since Thanks Giving Day of 2016
    as hey.. i had to get some on the job training in both
    reason land and poetry land for homework enclosed
    in over a total of 12 million words too..
    Jesus.. this John 14:12 stuff is
    a really
    Job.. i think
    most folks fail
    to realize that you
    can do greater works in
    anything that Jesus did in
    his life including writing another
    bible as he did say greater works
    are possible with basically Luke
    Red hot laser focused faith
    all 100 percent full
    re-born as such too..
    hmm.. i think the only
    online person who has agreed
    that this is along the lines of that
    is that nice lady Lynn from dVerse..
    other than that last weekend my mother
    told me i was going to hell for saying this
    all was holy spirit inspired and that i was a
    bragging witness for God with all the facts
    and numbers for evidence of doing this too.. as hey..
    who else
    is gonna
    the words
    except for word
    press and me.. hehe..
    anyWay.. the last 24K MacroVerse
    in a comments section that i am
    fixing to publish after i add you to the
    mix in honor of course per the muse you
    provide too.. to inspire more spirit of words..
    the 69th MacroVerse will be finished and then it’s
    on to more more
    more tomorrow..
    and yes.. it’s true//i am
    getting much too large to see..
    except for the public fancy dancy
    stuff where i just met 6666 miles
    all measured up of doing that on December
    27th in precisely 40 months since start of that
    on August 27th.. 2013.. and documented in a first You
    Tube Video at Best Buy on that date.. anyway.. since
    you have a Daughter with Asperger’s syndrome and you
    probably have as much of that along with the Bi-polar
    thingie as me.. know you won’t mind me sharing.. as honestly
    but me
    and God and
    a few other people
    give a FucK about this..
    and hey.. par for the course as
    they say in the history books and other
    bibles and stuff like that.. one day technology
    will overall catch up with my Fredenstein Brain
    and perhaps
    will be able
    to see more
    than the non-verbal
    stuff i carry on as a way-ward
    son.. as Kansas might say too..
    oh yeah.. on the topic of the number 74..
    740.. etc.. and i just the love the number 69
    too as it’s like the Golden Spiral Phi mean of
    1.618 and sure.. oTheR STuff too..
    to reduce
    the population
    and all of that
    so the other species
    of animals will get a fair
    chance to survive and thrive
    in Heaven on eARTh too..now..
    oh yeah.. i finished the 74th
    Verse of my first blog before i moved
    on to 740 more MacroVerses on Word Press…
    so sure.. it’s
    a day
    74 i guess
    and 69 is always
    good.. and Shawna
    baby is alWays cool..
    as i drive through and
    say thanks for coming
    by and
    nice to me today..
    oh.. i really love people..
    and SonG..
    people tend to
    like me so much more
    when i keep my mouth shut..
    hehe.. a car load of young women
    asked for my autograph catching me coming
    out of my car in the Bar parking lot.. while driving
    down a side road.. spotting me from the distance and
    after i gave them a selfie as they circled the city block
    and stuck their head out for one.. they drove
    away asking (yelling at) me to
    take my
    shirt off..
    i could
    have given them
    a link but i am too
    modest for that..
    likes me
    a little
    at least
    without all these
    words that make me
    like a thief in broad daylight online..
    as i row
    waves more..
    eniGma.. i’ll GRoW..
    hehA.. seen or unseen..
    and an iPHone6s and plus that edition
    me up..
    by the way..
    and see ya neXt
    go ’round Shawna
    baby.. got a midnight
    deadline to get this shit
    all published as that little birdie
    of the holy spirit keeps taling
    me to
    iF yoU SeeK IN God
    get the job dOne..
    FucKinG now OK..
    as the holy spiRit don’t have
    to play
    human rules
    only on this planET heRe..
    ha.. and
    oh yeah..
    a Valentine’s
    bLow kiss
    too in
    i don’t see
    yA aGain unTil
    sweet heART
    and smArt
    ass days..
    oh.. yeah.. and the
    name of the third
    Revision of the Bible
    is “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
    yep.. the numbers and names keep
    reMains isREaL2..
    i wanna call God a Flower
    change it to a verb like FloWer..
    but now that i proved two Flowers
    can make a werewolf in reverse letters
    and words no one will probably ‘by’
    they’ll change
    tHeir heARTS
    in new
    of FlowErs too..;)

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