Not Afraid Of Dying As Long As i Am Living Now

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Always Love Your
Colors Flying
On Canvas As
BrusH And Paint

Us Yes


Painting All
Love For Life…

Candles Now
aRe aLWaYS
Dear Cindy
FRiEnD New
Same with
Love And Yes
Other LiGHT
Over over


Meh… When Ya Really Re-Tire iN Love
Away From Barren Wheels Just Naturally

It Happens (HeAVeNoW)

Often no words at First
at all for a feeling yes more
than a feeling HeART Yes Essence Love
SPiRiT UniVerse WHoLe SouL RiSinG NeW NoW

Bless You
Always With Love
Without Fear Now

It Took me
53 Years
i’ve Surely
Been To Heaven
And Hell For Real

Of Both Asperger’s
Syndrome And Bi-Polar

i Had

Really 53
In my Own Skin
And It Was Really

And Get
Out of my Head…

my Pleasure
Dear Young


i Danced
Naked in
Until i Collected

(Regulating All
Emotions Integrating
All Senses Head to Toe

And God



All my

The Poetic
Singing in Flow
Helped Tremendously

Too Fortunately
For my Neighbors

i Have A
Fence Really

Though Naked
Enough Whole


For Inhaling
Peace Exhaling


Be Different

Sigh Yet
Really Helps

A Far
For So Many Folks…

Hehe Considering
i Couldn’t Speak

USA Writes

4 my
Was Really

On Comments…

PS: Seems i
Caught up…

SMiles Dear
USA Writes
So Much
i Do Best
To Be
A Fresh
A Ripe
Core Story
Sweet Feedback

With SMiles…

Dare to Fly
Every Bird
Does At
Every Wing
iN Flight Feels the Free

So Easy
Loving to Believe…

Ring Tone
Ear Worm
Ring Worm

All Catchy Tunes
For Another Free

Verse Poem Dare
to Go Where No Other

Words Have Gone Yes Be Free



Mimi Yet Only
if They Could
Have Named it Something

Other Than ‘Top Gun’
Yet That’s Okay


IT Yes

It’s A
This Movie
Going Business
Thanks For the Review
It Was Either Wiki Cliff
Notes or PM Notes Even Better!…

THere Is No Doubt That
The Eye For An Eye Old
Testament God Still NRA
Lives With



Love to
You All
Dear Xenia
With SMiles…

Dear Xenia
With SMiles…

Thanks Dear
Sohair Wonderful
Day to You
With SMiles…

Hehe Dear Cindy You
Don’t Have to Light a
Candle Yet HAha After
All is Said and Done

my 62nd Early Social
Security Birthday isn’t

Until 7 Days From Now on

June 6th Yet in All Seriousness

AS Humor Cures So Much First

Flames Do Come
Lit And Go Out

Wax of
Love May


Yet Yes Full Moons
of Love Always Return
NoW As Sun Never Went Out
Moon Just Hides A While and Comes


With Sun

Below Again
As Night Becomes
At Least ParT Day Again…
Such A Lovely Inspiring Poem
Dear Cindy Congrats For Another Publish too…

Thanks Dear
HiMaLi You
Too Dear FRiEnD
With SMiles
Of Same Pinches


Hey Dear Vita Happy Birthday to You i Am
So Happy For Your Joy These Days With SMiles…

LeSSoN 410
It’s Not About
Yesterday or
Tomorrow Aging
Is Always About Now

i Am Not Afraid
Of Dying As Long
As i Am Living Now

Of Course Now it Helps
To Be Stronger Happier
More Creative Smarter
Than Any Other Moment

(And More
Of Course)

In my
So Who
Am i To
Reaching 62 on June 6th
Just 7 Days Away Hehe
Of Course Receiving 100
Percent Of my Retirement
Pay After Receiving Forty
Percent For So


Add insult
To Joy Either
Yet On The
Other Hand
It is Nope, Not
A Needed Gift
It’s True Hehe
i Used

Ahead too…

LeSSoN 411
“Not Afraid
Of Dying As Long
As i Am Living Now”

Hehe i Am Sending This
A Day Earlier Than Tuesday
As i Need LeSSoN 411 For
Information Purposes

Title A
Blog Post
i’M Writing
While Putting
The Last One
All Together,
“FB Profile Pic
Bible Vol 2022
5 Years Old,” Got
To Gather up Way
Over 2000 Thumbnails
From Face Book Profile
Pics Last Year to Finish
That Up Hehe Thanks
For Helping to Inspire
The Title Of


Lifting A Finger HAha
You Are So Very Powerful

Secret Student…

SMiLes Dear
Sohair Greatest

LeSSoN in

my Life
DarK Teaches LiGHT

Understanding Both Gifts
In Longest Terms of Course Now…

SMiLes Dear
Lilly The Beauty
Sublime of Erotic Poetry

All the Characters
Come to Life in

Us With


i Write Erotic
Poetry too Yes
Yet Not Suitable
For Word Press Hehe
Yeah i’ve Published A
6 Volume Erotic Poetry
Novel All 114K Words Electronically

Where Appropriate of Course All Legal And Tender

Yep Just Another ‘Bucket List’ Item Complete

And Yes What You Are Writing
Here is Appropriate For Word

Press You Master

The Touch



too Heavy or Light
A Feather’s Touch of Warmth…
SMiLes i Am Born With Extreme
Tactile Sensitivity Where i Can’t
Touch Human Made Stuff The

Natural is Great in Some Cases
As With Close to Mirror-Touch Synesthesia
in Terms of Super Tuned Mirror Neurons Yes God
Yes Pleasure And Pain of Others Is Fully Mine too

Yes Both
Curse and Gift…

In The Past
i’ve Heard
From ‘Others’
it Comes in ‘Handy’ HAha…

Happy Memorial Day Dear Shawna
Baby! Blood Bones We Stand Upon

For Our Freedoms These
Days For Those Fearless
Brave With COuRAge iN KiNDNeSS

Who Then Sacrificed
Lives For This Gift New

Of Loving Freedom
Free Loving SMiLes Now

To You Dear FRiEnD

Narrow Hehe And

NoW As Wide As me
HAha in So Many Ways

Rivers Flow Love Sees Free

Fearless New
With JoY iN LiGHT
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Giving Sharing Caring Healing Now

For All With Least Harm At Best New
Yes Let A New Testament God Love With

Least Harm


i Am
And You
And Us Yes
And Them For Real…


Indeed A Floral May And Coming June it is Shawna
Baby as i Do Believe Katrina Has Given Up on Her
Dream of A Brand New SUV Considering It’s too

(Yay! 8 Year-Old Azure Sky Blue Honda Civic
Coupe All Paid off and Still Running Great!)

(Yes in Lieu of New SUV Now She
Gets to Buy EVEN MORE Flowers!)

Hard to Get A Color
Just The Correct
Deep Blue for Her

Desire in Any New
Car Sales Lot

In Fact It’s
Hard to Find
Any SUV She Wants
In Any Lot to Utilize 100
Percent of my Federal Retirement
Pay as in 7 Days on my June 6th Birthday

That Gets Increased From What Was Only
40 Percent For Years and Years of Early Retirement

Before with All Those 19 Shut-In Disorders Since 2008
‘Still Crazy’ Yet I Love it All Still Really Just Dancing Singing

Free Every Day Some Days Clothed Some Days Not HAha

Yet Whatever Comes Is Surely Free Verse Nude Poetry
In Song and Dance
For the

Of Discarding
Cultural Clothes All
The Mechanical Cognition
Tools That Imprisoned me Before
106 Months of Heaven Escape From HeLL ON Earth
Yes On July 19th, 2013 And Yes Even Some Tries
After that With Paint By Numbers Poetry Yuck…

Other than that i’ve Never Felt Healthier Happier
Stronger Smarter More Creative And Empirically

Measured As Such Than This Eternal NoW as
If I Died Today i’d Never Feel Aged Now Hehe

Except for when I was 21 and 47 Oh
Lord i Felt Anywhere From 86 to 1000
Years in Hell in A Second Then Yes

This Life Experience i Find Eternally
Now is All About Perspective And

Reality For Real
Still Putting the
Realism in Theism
Ever Since 6.6.60

For All This SPiRiT Wind

Evening Now or Morning
Star it’s All Sunshine to me HAha…
i Hope You are Having A Wonderful Memorial
Day i Envision You Cooking Out For Your Whole
Family in Alabama i Tried to Talk Katrina into it Yet it Appears

There Will Still
Be Wonderful
Stove Top Cooking

Perhaps in A Much Bigger
View You Have Your Southern Baptist
Pastor Husband’s Whole Congregation at

Your Home and You Are Cooking For All of them
That’s What They Do At A Small Baptist Church

We Visit on the First Sunday of Every Month

Yet of Course i Don’t
Do Any of the


i only Eat
All the Delicious
Down Home Southern Cooking Sunday Dinner
On The Big Farm With All the Cows And Pigs
And Chickens And Turkeys And Other Folks So

Much Hehe
Not Like me

That’s The Way
It Goes Yet i’ve Found
Some Ways to Fit in like
Looking Like i Could Surely
Hit A Homerun on Their Church Softball Team

(If They Had one, it’s a Really Small Church)

Little Do they
Know I’ve
Team Sports…

Anyway Little Do They Know
Next Sunday They’ll Be Putting
Out A Big Spread to Celebrate A
Day Before my Birthday With Plenty
Of Cake They always Provide Yet i Don’t

Eat It as i
To Watch
My ‘Figure’ Go
Out and In Like my
Tummy And Waves of the Ocean Free…

my Sister is Buying A Hummingbird Cake
i’ll Probably Eat Some As i Just Love The Way That Sounds…


God Bless Your
Family Dear Ruchi

What A Wonderful Story
You Tale Of Your Mother’s
Love For Your Father As

You Dance And Sing in
Your Culture Mami’s Love

For Baba No Ordinary Love
For She Elevates Him to Status of God

Hehe And My Wife Katrina Treats Me
Like a Two-Year Old True There is DarK
And LiGHT iN Her Philosophy of Love For me

As She colds me Every Day For Some Small
Offense Hehe Like Writing Poetry in Laser Focus
of Autotelic Flow and Not Hearing Her Directions For me

True in Another
World i Tend
to Drift This Way hAha

Yet THere is the LiGHT
As She Also Takes Care
of me Like A Two-Year Old Child

It’s True When i Met her i Wondered
How Anyone Could Be So Beautiful As Her
Yet i Was Already Wise Enough to Understand

A Woman is More Than the Sum of Her Body Parts hehe
True i Wanted Her For A Wife Forever When i Saw How She

Treated the Little Children Ear to Ear in Smiles at The Place
i met Her Yes WHere i Worked As a Dude With Three College
Degrees Close to the Top of His University Classes Yet Never
the Less and Less Just Serving Out Rental Shoes at a Military

Bowling Center
Getting my
Foot in
The Door
to One Day
Retire With
the Golden
Hand-Cuffs of that Federal Job

Oh My Gosh after 19 Years Of
School Altogether i Was Still Making
Close to Minimum Wage i Guess You
Could Say in Terms of ‘Castes’ i Was An
‘Untouchable’ in Accord With Working Social Status Hehe

Yet You See my Wife Was Raised Poor too As i May Have
Already told the tale as How She Started Earning Her Wonder
Woman Status for Real Early Was Climbing 40 Foot Trees At 8 Years-Old
Looking Over the Roofs of Neighbors With Food and Drink As All She Could
Do Is Pick Delicious Fruit off the Trees As Legend Tales As Her Single Mother Raising

6 Children
Had No
Food or Drink
Or Any Electricity
Not Even Water for
the Family For Basic Subsistence
Then And The Bus Didn’t Travel Close
to the Mile to Her School and They Were
Way too Poor For Umbrellas So She Walked
in the Winter Cold And Freezing Rain to School

Without Even an Umbrella then Spit on by the
‘Higher Caste’ Folks in the Area Churches then

As Indeed They Considered Her an Untouchable
As They Did me When i Was Poor in School Just
For Being A Boy Who Smiled A lot Cause His Mother

Raised Him
As Love and
my ‘Big Daddy’
Law Enforcement
Dude Left Before i Could
Speak at 4 Years Old Yes
He Left when i was 3 as my
Mother Wanted to Spend Our
Early Years Taking Care of Us
Raising Us As Love And He Left
For A Woman To Work and Help Him Become Rich

Yep He Worked 46 Years in Law Enforcement Married
3 More Times Twice to His Second Wife too As She Left
Him Twice And His Third Wife Wasn’t Very Nice She Didn’t
Seem to Have a Nurturing Bone in Her Body Sort of Like Him
Who We Never Really Got to Know As He Just Didn’t Have What

it Takes
for A Human
to Express the
Emotional Intelligence
of SPiRiT HeART And SoUL…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD ‘They Say’

Opposites Attract As Indeed my Mother
Won the Honor of Young Woman With the
Best Figure in High School in Her 11th and
12 Year of Grade School And True When She
Worked in the Courthouse And Saw my Father
A Beverage Agent Busting People Who Were Moonshiners
Selling Alcohol When it Was Illegal to Sell Yes She Said Half
Shaven With Jet Black Curly Hair And Eyes of Emerald Gulf Green

That Whatever Woman
Had Him as A Husband Must
Then Be the Luckiest Woman
in the Whole World As She
Had Never Laid Eyes Upon
A Man As Handsome As Him in the Entire World…

Hmm, He Asked Her to Marry Him on the First Date
And She Said No as it seemed too Soon And then She
Considered Her Age of 26 As Rather Old For an Unmarried
Woman Then So on the Second Date She Said Yes hehe

And Then After they
Were Married He
Practically Never
Said Another Word
to Her for the Next 3 Years
Until He Decided to Leave

It’s True Dear FRiEnD Real True
Love Yes is More Than Skin Deep

However if it was not for Attraction
And Rule Breakers Neither my Wonder
Woman Angel Wife Would Exist or me

As Her Mother Strayed With a Sailor from the
Philippines While Her Husband in the Military Was
off to Another Duty Station in Another Country Another

‘Hook-Up’ Based All on Attraction except no Marriage of
Course As The Man She Strayed With Had A Family Back
in the Philippines Then And in my Case my Grandfather Born

in Ireland And Schooled With PHD in Limerick And Other Countries
Counsel to the Pope At The Vatican as Yes He Was A Catholic Priest
Then With Parishes in South Africa, Gainesville in Florida, And Taylor
County in North Florida too of Course Priests Aren’t Supposed to Get Married

Yet oh No what a Scandal Came After That as a 17 Year-Old Spicy Cajun Young
Woman Woo’ed Him From the Pews At Church Yet i Really Can’t Complain as even

Though he was
36 When that

If Not For the
Rule Breaking Neither
me or my Wife Would Exist

Hehe i wonder if God is Mad
At Us i’m Thinking God is Much
Smarter Than That Particularly if God is Love

As i Really Really Truly Believe God is Love in Fact

There Are too Many God’s to Count As i Worship Every
Part of Existence Dark through LiGhT As i Understand
DarK Makes LiGhT

Night Makes Day

Without Shadows

Both We And the
Sun Could Not
Exist Together As FRiEnDS hehe

Yet You See Not Unlike Your Culture in India
Where There Are So Many Gods As in my View
Every Part of Existence is the Face of God As You

Dance and Sing ‘Namaste’ Where You Live True too

Indeed At Essence All of God is Love the Love We Give,
Share, Care, Heal With Least Harm For All of Existence is the

And Divine

God We Actually
Do As Love the Verb

That No One Will Ever
Trap As Wind in a Jar

The Verb We Become This

God This Divine This Holy and
Sacred Love Again We Give, Share,
Care, Heal Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY OF LiGHT For All Now With Least Harm And SMiLes…

My Gosh Where i Come From Life is So Messy Where You

Live it is Virginal White and Love Yet it’s True Virginity is not About
Body Parts Used True Virginity is When All of Existence Becomes
Our Husband And Bride When We Love DarK Thru LiGHT Equally

And Truly
God the
Verb this

Love Once Again
We Give, Share, Care,
Heal For Free For All With Least Harm…

You Know Dear FRiEnD THere is Practically

No One in Person at Least i Can’t Get Along with
Them Once i Smile at them with Love That is Pure
Without Judgement For Whatever is DarK or LiGHT about THeir Life

It’s True There Are ‘Untouchables’ to me Yet Those Robo-Calls that
Try to Sell me Used Car Warranties for my Honda Civic That Still Works
Perfectly for 8 Years i Do Have to Ignore as i am Turning 62 on June the 6th

And Life is Too
Precious to

on Machines

When i Put People
First When i Put all
of Existence First When

i Love it All With Great
Worship For My Life/Wife As i
Truly Treat Her As Goddess of Love

i Become Love As i Truly Believe God is Love

God is Love God is Love the Rose That Grows So Colorful out of CR8P

In the Real World Heroes Often Raise themselves Up with No Fear God Yes
After Opposites Attract And Go Their Separate Ways and the Mother Raises
A Child A Daughter And or Son as Love And One Day The Child Becomes Their

Own Fearless

And The
Demons Their
Father had Away

From Love Are Healed
For the Child to Become A Hero True

It’s True What it is Who becomes a Hero
is often From A Very Messy Place Yet What

i Find is When We Embrace Chaos As A Balance
of ‘Kali’ and Order of the Cosmic Dancer ‘Shiva’ Now

Every Part of
Chaos Becomes
A Jewel of Art We All Co-Create
Even in the DarKest Parts WHere
Actually We aRe Fertilizing A Rose to Color Love More…

You Will Make A Wonderful Wife And Chances Are Your Mother
And Father Will Help Select A Wonderful Husband For You

i Hope Your

Never Have
to Go to HeLL ON EartH

Like My Wife And i had to Do to Get to Heaven Now For Real

This God This Love For All of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT

Yet Again This is How i See All of God DarK Thru LiGHT LoVE
Thanks my Dear Loving Kind Young Woman FRiEnD Ruchi Coming

From A Beautiful
Tradition of Love

Born in the Year
of my Only
Child and
Son in 1997

For Inspiring
These Words
Today And Haha
We Had A Waitress
Who Was an Indian
Woman At A Restaurant
Yesterday i Knew Where She
Was From Before i Asked As

She Was One of the Kindest Women i’ve Ever met…
It’s True Tradition Counts A Whole Lot my FRiEnD

Indeed MaKinG
You into
A Lovely

FLoWeR For Real…
Hopefully Avoiding THorns of Roses And
All the Difficult Fertilizer to Color Love (GoD) For All With SMiLes

Hehe Where i Live The Lowliest of Servants Handing Out Shoes For

Bowling May




Yet You See

The Serving Never Ends
For the Kind of Love As God i See And Breathe…

Last Is Always First is Love Forevermorenow Lasting


With SMiLes…

Love (GoD) Un-limiting Free

Always Worth A Great WorK iN
MeMoRiaL mY


me Colds
Me Hehe
Same Pinch…

Oh Yeah And Regarding
my Father’s Hopes For Riches
He Worked until 69 Retiring At 100 Percent
Of His Working Pay Plus Full Social Security Pay

When i Fell Deathly Ill At Age 47 Shut-In With 19
Medical Disorders Mostly Stress Related Chronic to
Acute for the Last 2 Years of 11 Years of Stress Since

1996 Having to Leave Work in 2007 With the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
Actually Assessed As The Suicide Disease And Worse
Than the Literal Torture of Crucifixion Yet No Drug

Would Touch For me
For 66 Months Shut-in
my Bedroom With a Full
Synergy in Life Threat of
19 Medical Disorders Then my

Father Still Seeking Riches in His Retirement
Spending 500 Dollars on Lotto Tickets A Week
Terrified i Might Have To Ask Him For Help Yet i Re-Assured

Him Not to Worry As actually i Had Accumulated An Amount
of Resources 6 Times in Life Savings and Assets For What He

Had Accumulated Then

He Was Truly Flabbergasted

Asking me How in the World Did i Do That
As That Side of the Family Always Chastised
me for Not Fulfilling my Money Making Systemizing
Intelligence For Earning Degrees in Health Science,
Anthropology, And Social Sciences Interdisciplinary

Instead of Going into
Business or Engineering
Schools to Move Somewhere

Else and Make A Ton of Money

For Social Status, Power, And Consuming Stuff

Anyway It Wasn’t Obvious to Him That Unlike He Who
Purchased a New Car Every 3 Years And Married Four
Times Having Many Apartments For Rent And Having to
Wait until His 50’s to Purchase A Home that Still Had A
Hefty Re-Mortaged Mortgage When He Dropped Dead

Still Fearless
at 81 on May 22nd, 2014,

True It Wasn’t Obvious That’s Naturally
What Happens When IT Isn’t Consuming
Stuff That Makes You Happy in Life As He
Told me When my Son Was in Surgery Soon
To Die Raise Ryan (That Means Little King by the way)
As A Man Implying my Mother Raised me As a Girl For

All the Nurturing
Kindness with SMiLes
i Came to Be When Young

Simply Gardened As Love

With No Restraints for A
Male Expressing Emotions then

As In His Toxic Patriarchy Still in My
Locality to Raise Men Without Empathy
To Go Off to Wars to Be Able to Kill Other Human

No Restraint

It’s True my Poor Maternal
Side Generated Love Within
For True and Lasting God Happiness

To Give, Share, Care, Heal, For Free With
Least Harm Yet Sadly only For Folks in their
Religious Tradition i Improved on that in what
is Described as John 14:12 And Luke 17:21 in their

Religion Among Other
Laws That Dance Sing

Love is All
We Really

Need to Be And Do

As True Bread And Water
Of Life For Nourshing Others
God And Us Now True For All

So i Improved on What i Was Taught
And Raised i Continue to Do so As Again

in my Big Book of


Love Truly Rules
With Least Harm And No Illusory
Fears that Attempt to Trap SPiRiT Love (GoD) Wind in a Jar…

And Yes God Yes i Kept the Same Home Always Same Wife
Always And Same Cars For Over a Decade too And

Not Having
Much Desire
to Buy And Consume

The Money Just Grew Like
Mold in the Bank And Everything
Else on Loan Naturally Got Paid off…

It’s True i am
Filthy Rich
in Every

Grow Out of MaNuRE to Love
And Color All the PAges of
Life With This Cover Love
First And Lasting Love Never
Ending Now Real True Fearless iN LiGHT
Thru DarK my Hobby Yes my ReTiReMeNT
(With Fresh Rubber on Barren Wheels Again)
Hobby is Putting Realism in Theism LiGHT
Thru DarK Bringing Back to Life For Real



{Jesus, Buddha,
Lao Tzu, Shiva,

‘Jack And or Jill,’
Yep The Plumber
And or Carpenter,

Or Whatever the F} Ya
Wanna NamE Love
YES Back to Life For Real Now

If Nothing Else At Least it Works For me…

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Always Love Your
Colors Flying
On Canvas As
BrusH And Paint

Us Yes


Painting All
Love For Life…

As Another Memorial Day is Passing By
Born in ’60 Fortunate to Miss the Patriotic ‘Ruse’
of Vietnam Yet my Cousin Dicky Not So Much As

He Wanted to Be Like the World War II Heroes For
Our Freedom And Burned Up in A Helicopter Dead in 1968

Since Then the US Has Participated in Several Unwarranted Wars
Going So Far With the Torture of War Crimes However it Wasn’t the Fault

of Those Who
Felt They Were
Doing the Patriotic
Sacrifice Their Country Asked

Question Authority Always One
Way to Survive Pulling the Wool
Over Sacrificial Sheep Won’t Be So
Easy Now That We Have So Much Information Free….

There Are Fresh And Rotten Apples in Most Every Bucket Choose

What’s Fresh if We Can And Will As True Poison Apples Happen too…


“The intuitive mind is a sacred gift;
the rational mind is faithful servant.
We have created a society that honors
the servant and has forgotten the gift.”

— Albert Einstein

SMiLes Dear
Savvy Love
Is A Mountain
With No Top Always

Now Room to Climb

More As Yes A Practice

oF Loving All DarK Thru LiGHT

NeW iNDeeD It seems DarK is Here
Sacred And Holy


in Gratitude

Hehe i Love
to Spell Perfect
Pefect As if Any ParT

oF Existence is Perfect

There is No WHeRE Left to Climb
We May Not See it Yet THere is Always

A Farther
Star to LiGHT…

NoW iN God’s
Breath So Free ThiS Way..:)

Feelings “Trump”
FActs Need i
LeSS Hehe..😜

GoSSiPPinG Wine
Humanity ALWaYS

MaKinG YucK
Group THiNK

Hehe Change IT NoW
Into Water Swim Free


Long too
Low High
However Now
Ya Come Whole
Become Ocean Free..:)

Hehe Dear Cindy Brain Dump
Sounds Like Fun to Either Dance
Or Sing Free And Our Elder Loved
Ones or

May Require
A Lot of Human
Juice to Take Care
of And Love So Fully too

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Hope
You Are Able to Close Some
Tabs on Your Human Love Machine

And Keep What You Feel is Most
Important Open Now too of Course

Like My Sister Told my Neighbor
Last Night She has No Idea How
She Ever Had Time to Work When She Worked

Hehe as Let me Throw Out This FReDWooD Number
Yet i’ll Do my Best Now to Make it a Logger’s Slow Pitch

18.12 MiLLioN Words What 2265 Facebook Profile Pics In one Year
Now in Series of About 18 Illustrating 8,000 Words On Average Each

In Description Areas Combines to Make for my Latest Blog Post
“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old” Now At 6.4 MiLLioN
Words As Held in my Blogs Now True too AS Hehe i Am Still
Proof Reading It as i Open up This Tab to Come See

You And i Had
A Couple of
on the
Way Over to
Southern Cali
to See Dear Cindy
Yet It’s Somewhat
oF A Living Tree or Lamp
Depends NoW on How Ya
Center The FRedwood Hehe

Love Ya Dear Cindy Finding Your
Effortless Ease in Wu Wei Please i’ll
Surely Pray For You Next Now mY FRiEnD

As Just Another Tab of Love To Keep OPen With SMiLes..:)

my my How Time Flies Seems
Like Just Yesterday When You
Were Blogging at 13 or So and
Now Headed to University So i’ll

Just Refer to You As SaaniaSparkle
Now Instead of Young SaaniaSparkle
Of Course You’re Still Very Young Hehe

Anyway Glad to See the Small Print as
at first i Thought i Was Seeing Double Until
The Clarification You Have An Twin Identical
Enough Looking It Seems True too And Yes Yes

West Washington State A Safe Enough Place to Live
And Go To College As You Surely Seem the Jetting Setting

Type Already
Now At Just 17

SMiLes We Didn’t
See my Father’s Identical
Twin until We Were Older
Children it Was Surely Odd

to See A Copy of my Father
Yet it Was Clear He Was Only
Clark Kent HAha as He Wore Glasses like me too
And of Course Shades Now As it Seems That’S How

You Get Famous
When You Wear
Them At Night Dancing in
Public First Nope Not A Penny
or Job Title Required First HAha
Anyway That’s Another Life Story
And 16,688 Miles of Public Dance
in 105 Months With Just About
8,000 Miles Left to Public
Dance The Distance
Around the
of the Globe
Again Anyway
Just Another ‘Forrest Gump’ Story With SMiLes
Hehe Jet Setter i Am Around the World Without A Plane
Yet Somehow i Manage to Fit 244 Pounds in this Fiber Optic Cable
Too With 10.5 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry And Here’s the
Moral oF A STory The Three Degrees in University Didn’t Teach me How to Truly
Just a bit
A Little Advice too
For Free of Course
As i Learned Fortune
isn’t Necessary to Truly
Earn Living Legend and
Famous Status By Living
Folk’s Legend At least With SMiLes

And i Didn’t Even Start Any of it Until 53
Oh ‘Just Imagine the Places You Will Go’
If You Keep Going And Do Not Stop Like So many

Lois Lane’s
Sadly Do Be
A Surprise A Really Big one
At Your 50th Class Reunion Hehe

As Really That Might Sound Impressive
Yet It’s Not As My Grandmother Who Raised
Her Three Daughters Without A Husband Who
Quit School To Help Raise Her Two Sisters Picking
Cotton For Her Father From Sunrise to Sunset so the
Two Sisters Could Go Off to College And Make A Good Living
Meanwhile my Grandmother For a Decade into Her 50’s Was
Still Walking to Work Waitressing 12 Hours 7 Days A Week

Probably at
Least 20
Miles A

Day Put on her
Feet And Here’s What
i Mean About Not Stopping
A 10.5 MiLLioN Word Longest Long
Form Poem in 105 Months Might Seem
Like A Big Deal Yet it Isn’t if You Write About
3.3 Thousand Words A Day Without Fail as it’s
True i’ve Been Writing Online Since Thanks Giving
Day of 2010 Now Consecutively Without A Day’s Break

(4207 Days)

No Matter
What Happened
in My Life And There
Surely Were Some
Challenges Ranging
From Real HeLL ON Earth
to Heaven of Course too And

As Far As Public Dancing 16,688 Miles
A Day for 105 Months Too Doing it Every Day
Only Averages Out to be About 5 Miles A Day

True A Record Breaking Life is Mostly Just About Not Stopping
As Genuinely A Turtle Ages More Slowly This Way and Wins All the Races
As He



He And or
She Only
Savors in Flow Every
Move and Love of Life New Now
Effortless Ease in EPiC Living Indeed…

Here’s A Real Key Though Wherever
You Go Be You And Not Who Anyone Else

To See in Life

God Yes JusT
LovinG iT ALL
With SMiLes Yes

DarK Thru LiGHT

And Here’s A Last First
Key if You Go Somewhere
Where You Might Not Be
Welcome Just Copy and
Paste Your Life Where it Might Be Needed hehe…

Folk’s Used to Just Dust Their Feet off And Leave Yet
Now Provides More Avenues And Less Opportunity to Get

At the
or Whatever
Nailed on a Cross
And All That Jazz too
Ban And Delete Doesn’t
Really Hurt That Much HAha

Darn if Only i Didn’t Have to
Deal With the Pain Worse than
Crucifixion Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia No Drug Would Touch
Shut in For 66 Months From Wake
to Sleeep Yet Of Course Just Another

GifT iN
DarK Yes
to iNSPiRE
of me Now For Real
DarK Muse And Or LiGHT
Will Surely Prepare A Way For Real..:)

Setting Free Wild🐺
Of Flowers💐
Of Bees🐝

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Love to Hear What’s
Holy Sacred And

Your SouL Most..:)

All Great! Good Life! Quotes Dear
Chaymaa my Wife’s Hobby is Always
Wearing “Life is Good” T-Shirts it Seems
to Brighten Up A Room Wherever She Goes

With A Smile

For me Life is Great
When The Giving Becomes
The Receiving The Sharing
Becomes The Art The Caring

Becomes A
Way of Life

For All
And Healing
Naturally Comes
Next For All Freely
With Love That Harms
Least For All of Nature True
Inhaling Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN
All that’s Left

To Do

is Love
With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
For Some Reason With
Your New Site Format
i Don’t Get Word Press Notifications
Any More for Your Replies So i Will
Check Your Old Posts Manually
With my Desktop
Where i Don’t
Have Access to
Emjoi’s so i Will
Write the Word SMiLes
Out and Such Instead With Thank You..:)

Okay If You Insist
Hope Fully i Will
Complete The List
It Is my Desire Now
To Make The Wish of
All Humans Come True
There is One Name Who
Stands out Who Perseveres
Through All Travels Of
Life One Name Who
Just Won’t Give
Up When Struggles
Come As Consistent
As The Rain Yes Sleet
And Snow Only Interrupted
(From Delivering Her Mail)
In A Day Away From Flow
In Pandemic Slowed Loyal
Forever To Mother
And Son
The Name
Glows As
A Source
Of Honor
And Trust For
The Service She
Provides All To Her
New York Community
A Marquee Would
Her Shine Down
Keep Striving i Intuit
Exciting Adventures
In Travels Are Coming Next!
Other Than That Still Generally
Speaking Mariam Is Practically
Name Divine
Same Size As Mimi😊🙏
It Practically Stands Out
In Every Bible From Egypt til Now
Other Than That When Everyone
Kicked me Out of Their Blog
Homes And Discussion
Boards You
For my
Words So
Yes i Honor
The Name Miriam Same…

What Would “JeSuS” Do If He Returned
And Only Found Beautiful Women On Bended Knee

(Stand Up Dance Sing Free
No More Bended Knee HeaR)

Thanks For
The Kind
Dear Sohair
With SMiles🌹☺️

SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD

Nothing Bluer Than An Empty
Pet Dish Beautiful Jewelry too

You Have Long Toes Like my
Wife of Course She is From
The Islands of

The Philippines
By Way of Her Father

Yes A Long Bit West of
You With SMiLes i’m Not
Sure How That Explains
Long Toes Yet i Intuit

Island Living
Long Toes

Hehe i’m Sure the
Furry Ones Have
Full Dishes For Food Now With SMiLes…

Hehe Trivia Note: i Met My Wife Serving Shoes
At A Military Bowling Center i Was Shocked When
She Said Size 9 Please as i Was Thinking So Petite

She Was
She’d Have
Size 6 or 7
Something Like that
Fortunately She Was Able
to Overlook my Surprise on Her Size 9 Feet
Later on i Determined it must be the Warm

Island Ancestry

As Long
Do Dissipate Heat…

Some of my Ancestors
Are From the Far North
Where Humans Tend to
Have Very Big Heads Like
me to Retain Heat Hmm…

Humans are
So Darn
And We Do
Reflect Nature
This Way Through and Through

My Wife Loved the Turtle Pics Thanks So Much..:)

Good Book Review Dear
Akshita And the Quote
You Picked Caught my


“I wasn’t aware that words could hold so much.
I didn’t know a sentence could be so full.”

SMiLes Words May Be Living As Poetry
Free Colors Life

Or they
As Dead
As A Science
Abstract And the
In-between of Purgatory True

SMiLes The Difference Between
Technical Support on A Phone too

And Any Song That creates A Heart Beat Alive

Birthing Soul..:)

Ah Yes How LoVE Rises
And Falls And Oh Yes

How Often Creativity

And Feelings Are Sparked

Most in the Precipice

Tween Heaven
And Hell

And Rising
Love’s Roller Coaster
Brings Farther Distance
More Feelings DarK Thru LiGHT

Yet Again the
For Creativity
in Art to Rise and
Of Course Taylor Swift
Works Charms of Her

Art ThiS Way

Dear Akshita
With Smiles..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair When We Got Married
Over 32 Years Ago Then on February 21st 1990
Katrina’s Mother’s Advice on Our Wedding Day

She Directed At Both Of Us
Is No Matter What Argument
Comes Up Always Hug Before

Going to Sleep And Yes Without
Fail that Has Always Been the Rule Completed
My Goodness She Gets Angry at me Almost Every

Day Tonight i Left
Some Potatoes
in the Microwave
And Oh No Goodness
i Left Them in There
too Long And They Basically

Blew Up All Over the Inside of
the Microwave It Took Awhile
For Katrina to Calm Down Yet She
Finally Did And i Remained Uninjured Hehe

It’s Interesting i Danced 6 Years With Literally Thousands
of College Age Women All The Way from 2014 Through 2020
Before Covid-19 Shut the Biggest Metro Dance Hall Down

And Through 298 Nights of Dance on Thursday Nights
i Shared All the Photos With the Lovely Young Women

With Katrina And Even the Ones When they Kissed
me on the Cheek Did not make Katrina Angry at

All in Fact She Would Pick Me Out Colorful
T-Shirts Like the Ones i Wear With Cultural
Memes And Messages on them And She

Would Wager How Many Beautiful
Young Women the T-Shirts Would
Help Attract to me to Dance and

Take Selfies With on the Other

Hand i am Going to Pay More Attention
to that Microwave Next Time i Heat Something

Up Hehe

i Surely
How Blessed
And Blissed i am

i Surely Don’t Sweat
The Small Stuff Now my
FRiEnD i’ve Already Drown in Sweat Before

When There Wasn’t Even A Tear Left in the World Then
For Any
Kind of
Relief in
Hell i Suppose
She Felt i Deserved
A Little to A lot of Heaven After Hell
For It’s True No longer the Living Dead i Became…

Other Than That Another “FB Profile Pic Vol 2022 5 YearS Old”
i am Celebrating With Finally A Count of 2265 Facebook Profile Pics
With 18.1 MiLLioN Words Approximately As About 18 Series of FB Pics
Illustrated Around 8,000 Words in Each of the FB Profile Pic Description
Area That


And It’s
True Over
A Thousand
of them are those
Selfie Smiles From the
Record Book of my Life

As For me to Bring a Smile
to Someone Else is Beyond
Measure of Value and Worth

As of Course A Smile Was No WHere
in my SoUL or Even Memory of UniVerse
in Feel All through those 66 Months in Hell…

It’s Sad What We Can Take Granted For A SMiLe
IN Life It’s Terrifying Beyond Horror Really that We

May Go to A Place on Earth Within We Never Remember
the Feeling of A Smile in Life at All As Emotions are Memories
And Memories Are Emotions When They Leave Just No Reference

Point Out
of Hell

Now i Dance
Now i Sing
Now i Smile

With SMiLes to Give,
Share, Care, Heal For Free

For i Understand How Close to Heaven
A SMile is And How Far Away a Smile is in HeLL ON EartH

It’s So Easy to Have Mercy and Forgiveness With that Perspective Dear FRiEnD
Hehe Meanwhile that 55 Thousand Word Blog Post Will Have to Wait Awhile

Hehe For
me these
Days People
First Before
‘The Jobs’ Get
Finished With SMiLes..:)

Tickle SouLS
Less DarK SMootHe
Words Dog BReatHE SMiLes
Leaves SonG
INnate INstinct
ALWays LiVeS NoW
SkillS and AbiLiTies oF LiFE
Green Rocky
Seen Crystal
Water Break
Dog Howl Moons
Pack ToGETHeR Two
Azure Blue SKeYes LoVE
SMiLes with canine and feline
paws with warm and fuzzy
mY FRiEnD Xenia
from the low lands
oF Florida WHeRE
no matter THaT
in LA
Now Florida
Dog Mountain SMiLes..🙂

Money More
Important than
ALL Life oN A Planet…
wHo is smART NoW….
Question NoW Old
THE Gift
A ‘Perfect’ Storm….

Heaven Ocean Water Flow Increasing Yes More Now
Complex DaNCinG SinGinG All Naked Waves Away
From Fear Free One With Sand And Sun God SaME

Other Than That/This Did A Little
3-Month-Experiment Seeing WHeRE
Blog Stats Go With PG Stars ACRoSS
Other Wise Private Parts

Oh My God It’s So Hilarious
In Just 3 Months My Blog
Views Went Up Double
With Just PG Stars ACRoSS



Patients oF Lies
Away From Heaven’s
Waiting Rooms For Ignorance Of Clothed

Dirt Naps DarK

Side Note:
White, Black, Mello Yellow
WeeK LonG 62 oN 6.6.2022

BD PartY

Don’t Matter If Anyone Else
Comes Got The Irish, English,
French, German, Nigerian, South
Asian, Spanish, ViKinG Within to PartY

(Hehe 23 And Me
Test Says Yes)

iN FlesH AnD BLooD DancE

oF GLoBE-WiDE SonG iN Free Poetry

AMaZinG Really How Many Folks
Are Already In Line For A Welfare
God Handing Out Heaven Stamps

After Death

HeaR You Go
FRiEnD You
May Have
my Birthday

Month of June too
With SMiLes Heck

Why Not Celebrate
YouR Birthday ALWaYS Now

New Come Rain
Sleet Snow

Or Even

These ‘New
American WayS’ hehe

Just ReMeMBeR The
Most Beautiful Roses
Come From Shemanure

It’s Long
Over Due
to Put HiSToRY to Rest
Rest of HeRStory Comes




Life Comes Next
Truly Truly For Real Now..:)

You Are Very
Welcome Dear
Lilly Truly A Pleasure☺️❤️

SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby my ‘Mechanical Cognition’ my ‘Neo-Cortical Brain’
Of ‘Left Brain Think Processes’ Is Demanding Mastery And Control of my Feelings
And Senses That i Really Need to Put Together That 55,000 Word Or So Bi-Weekly Novel
Size Subchapter Titled “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old” Yes Along With What i Estimate

So Far Without Actually Exploring the ‘Empirical Data’ as Around 2265 Facebook
Profile Pic Thumbnails From this Last Calendar Year That Come in Series of 18
Illustrating 8,000 Words or So on Average Each Tiny Subchapters Along the
Way as Yes What That Means Is On average of 6 Series of 18
Photos in 22 Novel Size Subchapter Poems Each For
The Calendar Year Ending on Memorial
Day Weekend of 2022 Entirely Now

Still Relatively Tiny Subchapters
Bi-Weekly or So Averaging
Close to 57,000 Words
Or So as God Yes This

Last Year Multiplying
All the Factors At Hand
Will Likely Come Out to Be
A Total of About 22x6x18x8000
Words For a Grand Total of About 19,008,000
(As 2265 Thumbnails Ended Up With About 18.1 Million Words)
Words Yes Shared in Facebook Profile Pic Description
Areas Yet Again Yes Just For This Calendar Year Just

One Year of

Of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest EPiC Long
Form Poem Bible at 10.5 MiLLioN Words

Still Growing Every Word Free Hehe for
The Last 105 Months Since 8.18.2013

Haha Yet Still i’ll take A Vacation of Love
Away From That And Write You Instead About

The Essence of All Those Forms Above Yes LOVE!

For It’s True What i Do is Not Wait for A Nobel Prize
For Love As None Exists And How Could IT As Most Folks

Who Do Systemizing Awards Aren’t Always Clued in on the

Real Nature

Of Love

‘They’ Say A Greatest
Poverty is not ‘Knowing’
Oneself i Dance And Sing

A Greatest Purgatory to HeLL ON
Earth is Not Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses As A Total Art Free

In Autotelic Flow in Dance And Song

Enjoying Heaven on EartH NoW Within

So Yes this is How i Award myself A Nobel
Prize of Love of Course There is Always the
Breath of Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love As Positive
Energy for Real Eternally Now Yet in Terms of What
Others Can Really Reach Out and Touch Every Memory
Of A Selfie Ecstatic SMiLinG Joyous Dance With Others of
Course About 99 Percent Women Hehe Well Over 1000 Photos
Selected From Thousands More Collected Along A Long Term
Of 6 Years Dancing With Vibrant Young College Age Folks At Our

Biggest Metro Area Dance Hall Bar Is Indeed Each A Nobel Prize of Love For Ecstatic
Joyous Loving Life Smiles i Award Again to me And of course them too Yes if they

Catch Up to the Photos
Again For All the Places

i Share them Globally
As Such of Course not
Counting Every Word of
Holy And Creative Spirit
That Just Naturally Flows Out
Of these Fingers With Hardly Any
Neo-Cortical Planning of Reason at All

Just As the River Flows Narrow And Wide of my SouL NoW True
Sadly the Story of John Nash Was Sugar Coated About the Love
Part as He actually Never even made A Nobel Prize Speech and
He Surely Didn’t Mention Anything About Love and in Real Life

He Was Known to
Step on His Wife’s
Throat to Show How
Much of A Slave She Was
To Him Before His Decent to Hell

Yes he had ‘Issues’ indeed

And She Was Surely A Saint to
Help Take Care of His Issues And
Stay Around Smiles It’s Hard to Be

A Complicated Human Being Particularly
When We Don’t Come With Instruction Manuals
At First Particularly When Folks Tell Us We Are Special
Yet Really too Odd to Sit By at Lunch Yet This Much is

True the Story of
me And Katrina

As Fortunately For me
i made it out of the place
Where There Is No Memory of
A Smile and it is Impossible to Feel
A Human Connection Other Than Pain

And Pain
And Numb

For 66 Months

The First Joyous
Laugh i Experienced
From the Belly After Getting
Out of Hell About in August of 2013
Before the Long Form Poem Began

Was Surely Better Than Standing on
A Stage Receiving A Piece of Paper

From A Bunch of Stodgy Old And
Or Young Still Living Dead Men

John Nash Never Actually
Made it into the Kingdom
Love That is Heaven Within

He Was Still the
Living Dead till
The Very End Sadly Enough

Yet of Course The Movie Industry
Made it into A Fantasy That Never Happened

For Him Yet
Did for

me And that’s
The Thing About The
Kingdom and or Queendom

Of Love All The Awards Left Are for us to Give
Share Care Heal With Least Harm All For Free

Never A Place Where We Fear Criticism Never
A Place Where We Need Worship or Any Kind
Of Award Except Perhaps A Memory of A Smile

For others
To Feel and
Sense of This
Real Heaven on
Earth Or if Moves of Dance or
Words of Song in Poetry Will
Come to Color the Experience
Of Heaven too However That is All

Up to the
‘See’ of the
Human Now

New Reaching
Ocean Whole
Existence As
Water Wave Whole or Not

This Leaf (Love/God) This Living Tree That
And Who Feeds Us And The Whole Forest
RiSinG And Falling to Soils Enriching Green



SMiLes Dear Shawna
Baby This is A Humming
Bird Cake i Just Made for You

It’s Mysterious And Only A Relatively Few People
In the World Have What It Takes to Still Taste it

Other than that Katrina Said it is Something You Buy
At Publix Hehe with Mangos Bananas Pineapples

All Topped
As A Vanilla Cake

And Sadly Sky Blue
Won’t Work For Her
For Her Automotive Choices
It Has to Be Deepest Ocean Blue

Almost BLacK Yet Not the Place i Went to Before
Thank You So Much For Sharing Your Family Life
With me True You Were There at my Side When

‘They’ Wanted to Limit me to ‘Gold Fish’ Size

You Said Fred What Have They Done to

You In That Short Paint By Numbers

Poem in 2015 And It’s True i

Came Back

As A Blue
Whale and
Keep Swimming
This Ocean Deepest Blue…

Other than that i Always Love You

You Know in that Special ‘Jesus Way’
That Most Folks Still Don’t Have A Clue
About Inside or Out of Most Churches Now



Sell me a
For my Honda
Civic That Plans
On Lasting Until I Die

Or Live Forever Now As I Surely Do For Real
As This New Blog Post i am Writing Now is Named

“Not Afraid Of Dying As Long As i Am Living Now”

Unfortunately my FRiEnD Some Folks Who Live Never Do
i Do My Best to Help Folks Inhale Peace Exhale Love What’s

Really Great
Is When This
Prayer Becomes Living Breath
Eternally Now Without Even Having to

Think Hehe
As Then All Becomes God (Love)
me and You Us And Them For Real…

Anyway it Seems to me That is the
Message the Story of Jesus And So Many
Others Attempt To send too Sadly it is often

With too

To ActUally
Feel Sense
Do and Be
Naked, Enough,
Whole Complete…

And That’s Why i
Dance Love With No
Words Now For 16,688
Miles in 105 Months True
Best Done Totally Naked
Enough Whole Complete

Indeed Hehe
With or

Clothes of
CuLTuRE STill Now
Definitely Sooner Than Soon Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Aloha
FRiEnD It Seems
Our Home is
With Sea
Shells And Ocean
Life Yep Not Unlike

You it
my Wife
Is A Real
And Keeper of
Nature As She
And my Sister
Were Saving
Frogs 🐸 From
Road Kill After
A Big Rain
And Beautiful
Sunset Too
Of A
Moon To You🏝☺️

Thanks Dear Akshita For Dropping By
“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old”
With Kind Words Indeed This One is A Bit More
Labor Intensive Than What i
‘Normally’ Do

Hehe Yep
i’m Kinda
Tired Yet
STill With SMiLes..:)

Ah Yes Focus And Engagement
Dear Savvy and Yes i Just Picked
Through 2265 Facebook Profile

Pics Housing 8,000 Words or So
For the Calendar Year in Series

of About 18 Fully Illustrating

A Yearly Subchapter of
my Long Form Poem

“SonG oF mY SoUL”

As yes That Was
Actually About 18.1 MiLLioN Words
Shared in the Description Areas
of Facebook in One Calendar Year

It’s True
When i
Get involved
in A Special
Interest i Am
As Engaged as
A Married Couple
on A Honeymoon For

What i Do in Autotelic
Flow on Task..:)

SMiLes Dear
Savvy Love
Is A Mountain
With No Top Always

Now Room to Climb

More As Yes A Practice

oF Loving All DarK Thru LiGHT

Indeed It seems DarK is Here
Sacred And Holy


in Gratitude

Hehe i Love
to Spell Perfect
Pefect As if Any ParT

oF Existence is Perfect

There is No WHeRE Left to Climb
We May Not See it Yet THere is Always

A Farther
Star to LiGHT…

NoW iN God’s
Breath So Free ThiS Way..:)

“The intuitive mind is a sacred gift;
the rational mind is faithful servant.
We have created a society that honors
the servant and has forgotten the gift.”

— Albert Einstein


“To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your
Hand And Eternity in an hour.”

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Quote By A Famous
Poet Named William Blake

Yet it’s True Who Needs
A Title or A Position New

in Life Now When God Yes

Heaven is a Wild Flower
And Mountains of Love

Don’t Exist Without




of Sand

to Support
All of Who We aRe And Do

It’s True Born A Grain of
Sand Die A Grain of Sand

Meanwhile Let Folks
Build Mountains

Atop the

Support Ya
Provide Free
With SMiLes of Course..:)

It’s So True Dear Chaymaa
Depending On How Naked
Enough Whole Complete

We aRe Inhaling
Peace Exhaling

LoVE NoW Our
Connections Yes

To Others May Be
More Smooth Sailing
Anchoring in Peace Now

And Love No Matter What
Rough Ocean Rocks Our

Boats Complete Within


Or Foes
SaMe Wave
Love With SMiLes..:)

Hehe Making the Coffee

Will Be Okay If The Coffee

Is for Others Yet For
me i’d Skip
The Moon

Hop Scotch Over
The Sun And Stars
Beyond With Just One
Coffee Bean Cup Hehe

Definitely A Don’t Do For me
Occasionally My Wife Allows
A Sip of What i-Hop Brings

Yet i Do Remember
What A Full

Cup Might
Do to Send
Me into Orbit
And Write Even More…

Other Than That HeaR’s
‘A Free Hug’ Yet Kind of
Empty Hehe With Just ‘Air Quotes’..:)

Hehe Dear Cindy i
Love The Morning
After i Post Another
Bi-Monthly Novel
Size Poem With
300 Pics or So
And 30 to 40
YouTube Songs
To Accompany
55 Thousand
Words Now
New Yet It


Mountain ⛰
Climbed As
The Loving
Tabs Start
To Accumulate
After Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love Again

A New
Of Love To
Create No
Less No

Of Sand
Holding me Up



For Surfing 🏄
My Wave Length

With SMiLes Dear

Cindy ❤️☺️🙏🏝🏄

One’s CaT TalE
It Will be Amusing to
Watch a Cat Chase One’s
TalE at Least for the CaT
Filed under Tail Twisters
and/or Passed Twisters
in the Future It’s about Time Now

Stay Silly Breeze ReFuSinG DYinG DowN

Katrina IS A Great Great Aunt She IS Also
Pictured With Four Generations As Her Sister

Is A Great Grandmother

Yeah Yeah Yeah Katrina Will Be a Real Pain in my
Butt But What Do You Expect She Married A REaL


i Am Not Born on the Fourth of July i AM Born on 6.6.60
God HaS A Tremendous Sense Of Humor Brutally Honest too…

Every Year Two Days iN Advance of my Birthday i Celebrate
My Only Son Ryan And Child’s Life Only Born To Suffer Without A Smile

My Mother’s Only Choice to Go on Valentine’s Day 2017 Naturally No Food
Or Drink For 8 Days Starvation Any Easier Than 8 Minutes Minutes Seconds Second

Of Course THere iS A Difference This Was What She
Wanted This Is How She Wanted to Go As Natural As


This Is Why i Dance
And Sing Most Why
The F Will You Waste Love’s Freedom
Your Breath On Less Than LiGHT iN

Trump DarK

Oh Lord, ‘The Planet of the Apes’;
What A Prophetic Tale STiLL; WHere
Rod Serling, A Writer of the ‘Twilight
Zone, Renders A Prophetic Real Potential
End of
True iN Light
too; Just Don’t
Be Afraid of ‘Losing Clothes’…
Appreciate Flesh And
Blood ‘GoDSKiN’
We aRe iN
A Temple
of ‘Our God’
Covering Naked
Free Fearless Love;
Verily Doing Least Harm
in Greater Balance; Karma; Action
Consequence; Naturally ‘Kinder’ THiS Way

Back to Giant
Snacks And
Cheers to
Garden Plants
Yes Biggest HeRSheY’S
Milk Chocolate🍫 Bar
To You Celebrating The
King Sago Out of The
Cycad Family of Plants
Living Longer Than
The Dinosaurs 🦖
280 MiLLioN

Living Green
Sunlit This Way
Cheers 🥂 to FRiEnDS
Who Stay Green And True too

No Separation Tween A Bird
A Wing And Air We Breathe

Yes LoVE Dear FRiEnD
USA Writes Almost
Like MaGiC i Named
A New MacroVerse of

mY BooK of DArK Thru LiGHT Currently:

“Not Afraid of Dying As Long As i Am Living Now”

As Yes i Celebrate June Flowers Blooming Within
Now STill Reaching 62 On June 6th An Event of

Soul Well Faring Birthday As i Come As Love to Stay Now

And God Yes HeaR You WRiTE About ‘the Living Dead’

It’s True i used to Be That Way Too So Yes How Will
We Measure the Living Dead i’m Sure it Varies Vastly
Tween Each Human Zombie On Earth Terrain of Soul Within

For me at Least How Horrified i Was When i Lost my Soul All
The Human Warmth When in Winter The Sun Above No Longer

Warmed my HeART
Within in Material
Terms Yes No
More Serotonin
Dopamine And
Endorphins And
Adrenaline And
Oxytocin Connections
Sunshine Naturally Lights

Within As Indeed With These Chemical
Reactions in Synergy of Sum More Than
Parts Now There is No Real Separation Now
Tween Sun Above And Sun Within With SMiLes

Of Course i Will Copy and Paste This And Share it
in the “Depth of The Story” A 21 Month 1.6 MiLLioN Word EPiC
Long Form Poem Personal New Testament of my Human Soul

Yes On A Site for Very Systemizing Folks Who Often Informally
Report in Polls IQ’s of 130 to 160 And Above So Systemizing Often
In the ‘Intelligence of Elon Musk’ Indeed However Sadly As Science
Shows By Way of Simon Baron Cohen They Are Often Missing the
Social Empathic Artistic Real Spiritual Emotional Intelligences that

Are More Associated With Right Brain Intuitive Perceiving And Processing
of the World in Bigger Picture Views Than the Left Brain Think So Dry
And Materially Reduced Where the Addiction in more Limited Ways of
“Seeing and Being” in the World This Way Is Often Limited to Grasping
A World of Tools And Being Mastered By Those Tools Ranging From

Abstract Constructs of
Words to Yes AR-15’s And
The Such When Killing Machines
Are Valued Above and Beyond the
Lives of Innocent Lambs Kids Sweet

Faces in School Not Expecting A Return
on An Investment of Human Tools of Death

And in This Way of Being And Seeing in the
World it is often Anger And Hate That Brings
Shallow Addictions to Dopamine and Adrenaline

A World of Anger And Hate Does Day to Day From
Discontent to Malcontent And More So How Have We

Arrived At this Place of A Human Zombie Apocalypse
So Restricted in Soul Killing Ways of Being True it Starts

Often Young When ‘Big Daddy’ Tells His Little Boy Son to Be
A Man Means Keeping Smiles of Joy and Tears of Grief Within

When A Soft Touch is Described As Disgust And A Hard Touch
Without Empathy is Just the Tool And The Gun to Kill In Tribal

That Harm
Rape Maim
And Kill to Grasp
Tools of Subsistence
Ranging From Food And Water
to Forced Reproductive Success…

So Anyway Now that i’ve “Solved The World’s
Problems” At Least in Describing Where We are
Today In Terms of Where We’ve Been And Still
Are in Toxic Patriarchal Ways That Take More than
Give Hoard More Than Share Stone Hearts More than

Care And
More Than Heal

What Difference Does all
of that Make Once The Chronic
Stress to Acute Stress of the World
Has Taken Your Soul Away When the
Afternoon Sun in the Winter No Longer
Warms the Sunshine Within And What Really

Will Be Terrifying Beyond Grief is When You are
So Empty Within No Longer Sunlit to Be And Give
And Share And Care and Heal When You Reach Out

to Pet A Beloved Cat The Warmth is No Longer There and
to Add Reality to Hell the Beloved Cat Peels His Ears Back
Once You even come Close to Petting His Warm and Furry Head

As He Realizes
THere is Terror
to Feel When
The Living
Human Dead
is Close And Real

This Next Part is Really Hard
to Sing About Yet is Real and
You Watch FroM A Distance
While it Happens And THere
is Nothing You Can Do About
it As Your Soul Is Dead Desperate
to Breathe Any Life At All of Humanity

And Love
As Yes
my Mother
Was Choking on
A Piece of Bread
And Something Happening
to my Mother The Only One Who
Stayed By my Side With My Sister
in the Years of my First Severe Depression
Back in My College Years of Late Teens and
Early Twenties After Loss of First Love Then

Was my Worst Fear of Course Yet

i Was So Desperate
To Feel Anything
What Was Once

of Fear

The Only
Heaven as
Hell then And

Then You Come to
Understand All Those
Years in Love Why Some
Folks Cut Their Arms And Faces
And Legs And Other Parts With Razor Blades

True i Found Myself Wishing the Cat Would Scratch
me to Feel Anything At All In Life i Then Understood

What it means to Be A Ghost Wandering the
Earth never to Connect to God of Love

Ever Forevermore Thenow As THere is
No Memory if You Ever Lived Love

Before At All in Life

So What Do You Do
When You See The Psychiatrist
in the First or Second Session

You Cannot Describe the Emotions
When You Created A Piano Composition
of Your Soul Trying to Revive Itself in Art
of Music Then The Way Poetry or Other Arts
Will Save Our Souls True too Yes The Psychiatrist

(i Recorded The Song i Created on A Cheap
Dictation Device And Put it Up on You
Tube 6 Years Later in 2013 Since
i Created it in my Down Fall
to Hell Coming to an

Apex of Fall in 2007…

i Named it “Challenging
Alexithymia” Not Hard
to Find on A YouTube
Search At The Top

of the Online List,
Hehe like “Depth
of The Story” too
With A Google Search)

Turns to His College
Intern Referring to You
Much Like A Rat in A Study
Saying “He Can’t Describe
His Emotions in Words, This
Is ‘Alexithymia’ We Often See
in With Folks Who Have Asperger’s
Syndrome,” And Yes Research Shows
It is Prevalent in Up to Around 85 Percent
of Studied Cases Along With Non-Verbal
Learning Disorders at 50 Percent to the Point
Where Some
Folks Can’t

Even Identify
Familiar Faces
And Some Folks
Cannot Visually Think
At All Which Makes it Almost
Impossible to Understand Metaphors of Course

So Yes i Will Use the Inspiration of Your Soul-Felt
Poem For What Seems Like A Lament of the Romance
of Deep Moon-Lit Feelings Your Marriage Once Brought

To Vast Distance Between
Human Souls Who

No Longer
Seem to
Be Able

To Warmly
Connect in
A Joy and Warmth
for this Gift of Life Now

Yes i’ll Take These Words
to A Place Where The Canaries
in the Coal “Mind” And Mine of this
Modern Materially Reduced World Lives

And Bleeds My Once Dead And Now Living
Soul All Over That Place Again in What is Solo
Now 21 Months of Effort There and 1.6 MiLLioN
Words That Have Actually Collected 104 Thousand
Member Views As It’s True For the Most Part They May
Feel Sense What i Dance And Sing Free in Soul-Felt Poetry

God Yes This

Way Yet it may
Be So Far
Away for
Them to
Express How
They Feel Now

For You See i Had Many
Doctors And Many So Many
Appointments When i Lived
In Hell For 66 Months Shut-in
my Bedroom With 19 Medical
Disorders Coming From 11 Years
of Work Related Chronic to Acute
Fight or Flight Stress Wearing Every
Bodily System Down to Nerves With
Burnt Up Myelin Sheafs As That is What
The Acid of Stress Hormones Always Circulating

In the Blood Stream
for 11 Years Will Do
In Fact Stress Will Most
Definitely Eventually Leave
Our Lives So Much Shorter
if We Don’t Find a Place of
Sanctity to Escape As in Your

Muslim Religion Sufi Mystics Do
in Their Spiraling ‘Dervish Dancing’
And ‘Mystic Rumi-Poetry’ too What i Intuitively
Instinctually and Innately Found Seeing Within
As Body And Mind And Soul Finally Becoming Bird
Wing And Air With SPiRiT Wind Alive Again With No Separation

As All Becomes
God is Love to
Feel and
in Peace
Inhaling Love
Exhaling Once More
Eternally Now This
Heaven For Real Now

Yet You See The Fallacy
Is With What Culture Sees
As Man And or Woman Now

And As Far As Science Shows When
We Inhale Peace and Exhale Love Eternally

Now There is No Negative Stress There is No Fear
Illusory A Real Source of All Human Weakness Now For It’s

True A Little Adrenaline Turns into too Much And Just Burns Us Up

And All We Are Left With Is Anger And Hate in Discontent Malcontent

Leading to Potential


WHETHER in The World
Or At Home in What
Once Was A Place
For Human
Room Before

Before i Became More
Fully Human i Was only
A Scientist Another Tech
Support Guy the Problem
Solver The Financial Manager

Supervisor Administrator As Such

Growing Colder With With Every
Problem Solved to Keep The Work
Machine Well Oiled For The Story of
Someone Else i Was Working For Then Farther
Away As
A Slave
With Then
A Dying Soul…

Yet You See Dear FRiEnD

i Am only A Canary in A Coal Mind And Mine
From Before An Extreme Case Yet A Few Things
And Feelings Senses for ‘Normal’ Folks to Learn

About too

It’s What
We Canaries
Do When We
Escape the
Cold Mind of Soul

For At the Right
Hemisphere of Soul God Breathes

Through The FREE Dance And Song Life Brings

SMiLes Now i Consult my Psychiatrist on His Most
Difficult Cases And Of Course i Pay Him to Do it Better
Put my Insurance Company Does too As yes i Did Get

Out of that Deal
With ‘The Devil’ For
Real Golden Hand-Cuffs
of Federal Employee to Die

And Return
to Life Living

Returning Yes
Barren Wheels
With Fresh Rubber Hehe
of ReTiRinG Indeed It’s True

i am Literally Three Times Stronger
Still Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds
Now Versus 500 Pounds When i Got Out of Hell at 53

Still Public Dancing Now About 160 Miles A Month as
i Increase That Mileage Now to 16,700 Miles in 105 Months
Writing About 100,000 Words of Free Verse Poetry Monthly NoW iN
105 Months too Yes 10.5 MiLLioN Total Soul Song Words Sharing it All
Around Our Globe

For Free God Yes

For i Understand
What is Priceless
And Truly Really

Worthless in life

Life is Worth Living
As Peace And Love
Being This Bird Wing
And Air Whole This Spirit Wind

Anything Less i Will Not Allow
God (Love) to Spit me out Again

With SMiLes It is Those Who Have
Been to Hell Now For REAL Who Understand

WHere Heaven
Is Most Now Too Within

And How To Staycation
Here And Never Go Back

You Are Getting So Wonderfully
In Touch With Your Soul HeaR Dear
USA Writes And True It’s So Hard to Bring
Someone Else Back to Life As None of those
Doctor’s Ever Suggested A “SonG oF mY SoUL”
And Dance Free of Life Would Ever Bring my SoUL

Back As Sadly
They Materially
Reduced Cures
That Didn’t Work for me in
Terms of Pills And Cognitive
Behavioral Therapy That Was
Only Stuck On Materially Reduced Words

They Could Offer me no River only A Dam
Where my Emotions Could Not Escape in
Feelings and Senses From Head to Toe Again

Yet It’s True A Mystic
Sufi Yes Has it Figured

Out As i Love to Find Yes
A Holy And Sacred Divine
Part of Someone’s Religion

They May Truly Be able to
Relate to That Way It’s Easy

For me to See That Rumi Lived
in A Similar Place i Do THere is No

Part of the Human Condition i Am
Naked Enough Whole And Complete

Afraid to Express

And Honestly my
FRiEnD it Scares

Some People
to Find Someone
As Free As A Wing
And Bird And Air As
i Am As Spirit Wind Now For Real

For The God i See Is Love i am
For The God i Breathe is Air i Am
For These Wings For This Wind i AM


Thanks Dear
FRiEnD the More
That You Are You
The More i Am me

There is No Greater
Love Than Give Without Return

For it is in the Giving We Receive
Greatest Now For Real Just A Helpful
Hint From Heaven As Well as Counting
All Our BLeSSinGs in All the Arts We Do DarK Thru

LiGHT New Now…

Thank You
Freely Now
For Being You…

i Have No Idea What
Your Name is or If You
Really Live in the United States

Yet i Do Know You Are A Budding
Dentist And You Will Sacrifice Much in Life

to Help

It’s What
Love Does
Over and Over
Again It’s What
Love Brings Survival
And Even Thriving At Best Now

This Give This Share This Care
This Heal This Love This God For Real Now

And Or ALLaH
As Your Home

Allah Escapes With
Breath Never Trapped
On Roofs of Mouths

It Seems
Are Days
‘God’ Now
Gets Stuck
on the Roof of
Mouths And Cannot Escape…

SMiLes although i Relate Really
More to Sufi Mystic “Baba Tahir”
As i am Born With Extreme Tactile
Sensitivity And Can’t Stand to Touch
Anything Materially Human Made Except

SilK Now

So Yes It’s Hard
To Understand
For Some Folks
Why i Dance Naked
So Much However

Spiraling As The
Milky Way
Above Below Now

i Am Nature Free For Real
Bird Air And Wing Spirit Free
Sadly Often What Human Builds Tears me down
Indeed A Canary From A Cold Mind Has Much

To Dance
And Sing Now
Air Bird Wing Spirit
Wind So Naked God Free…:)

It’s So True Dear Chaymaa
Depending On How Naked
Enough Whole Complete

We aRe Inhaling
Peace Exhaling

LoVE NoW Our
Connections Yes

To Others May Be
More Smooth Sailing
Anchoring in Peace Now

And Love No Matter What
Rough Ocean Rocks Our

Boats Complete Within


Or Foes
SaMe Wave
Love With SMiLes..:)

“To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your
Hand And Eternity in an hour.”

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Quote By A Famous
Poet Named William Blake

Yet it’s True Who Needs
A Title or A Position New

in Life Now When God Yes

Heaven is a Wild Flower
And Mountains of Love

Don’t Exist Without




of Sand

to Support
All of Who We aRe And Do

It’s True Born A Grain of
Sand Die A Grain of Sand

Meanwhile Let Folks
Build Mountains

Atop the

Support Ya
Provide Free
With SMiLes of Course..:)


For it is in the
Giving We Receive
Greatest Now For Real

THere is No Greater
Love Than Give
Without Return

More That You Are
You More i Am me

For The God i See Is Love i am
For The God i Breathe is Air i Am
For These Wings For
This Wind

i AM NoW

As Free As A Wing
And Bird And Air As
i Am As Spirit Wind Now For Real

SMiLes Dear Savvy
i Only Want What

i Have Now
And True

i Always
Get This
Have For

Free Every
Day Newer Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Ava
Always Happy to
See Your New
Posts of Wisdom
On Word Press Yes
All Your Original Quotes

You Create So Free
Let’s See my Favorite

For Today That Really
Fits into What i am

Writing Today Just
Like Magic is “Storms

Make Some Trees Fall
While other trees develop

deeper roots” And Yes Dear FRiEnD
That is What You Do When You Go
Through Difficult Days And Still Return

Here to Sing
A Dance of
Your Creative

Soul in Writing HeaR

Keep GRoWinG Your Roots
Deeper Yes mY FRiEnD Never
Give Up Colors of Your Soul

Giving Freely..:)

SMiles Dear
Sohair Sadly
If one is Working
For Pay Where i
Live Still A Very
Real Necessity
To Keep
A Job is
To Fit in
The Local
Group Think
And That’s Hard
When You Find It

And Disgusting

SMiLes No
More Master
Or Slave In
My Life

Free For Real 🙏
With SMiles True☺️🌹

Hmm Miriam, ‘Glenn Campbell’
And ‘Gentle on my Mind’ Comes

Yet true i Too Have Experienced

Ignominious Areas of Life Ugh Yes
No WHeRE No Part Of You Belongs

NoW WHeRE We Land Authentically
In A Book of Life Older Now Nope
Not Authentic And Written By Us
A Play By Someone Else A Slave
To Someone Else’s

Story Just

Work Really

Yep No Free Play
Now of SouL At All

Oh Lord Anyway ‘Gentle
on my Mind’ Is Another one
of Those ‘Mushy Love Songs’

Yet it Was One of my Mother’s
Favorite Songs Always Somewhat
Sadly Alone it Seems Then Yet Still Room

To Give All of Her Love to Her Two Children then…

Yes A Gift
of Love Now
Still Breathing
On Indeed Gentle
Peace Gentle Love
A Balancing Force

Origin of mY LiGHT

Strength and Will
Without ILLuSoRY
Fears Still Breathes Free Now..:)

When Folks Ask Me If i am THere to ‘Steal A Kiss’ Number 1 Answer i’m 62
On June 6th, 2022, Old Enough to Be Your GrandPa Number 2 Look at my Wife…

Hehe Unlike Fancy Pants Dancers My Legs and Arms Are Not Insured for
A Million F(red) iN Dollars That Okay All i Do is For Free Now No Master

No Slave

Just Loving Free
Giving Sharing Caring
Healing For All With Least Harm FOR ReaL NoW

Same For All Free “SonG oF mY SoUL” All 10.5 MiLLioN
Words in 105 Months Along With 16,700 Miles of Public Dance

Let’s Face It THeRE are Strikes and Gutter Balls
in Life You Either Roll or You Gather Stone Moss

So If You Wonder What The Old-Young Couple Strolling
In Walmart Hand-In-Hand In Ease of Smiles Has Do Understand

Heaven Is No Age

She Said OMG That Really Means You Are A Legend i Said
That Was After Just My 1st Year of Public Dance Just Wait See What Comes

Most of my Life, my Mind Was Described As A Computer By Others;
And in the Work Place, i Was Described As A Valuable Commodity;
What 19 Years of School, 3 Degrees, Most of the Way Through
Near to the Top of the Class, And 33 Years of Work Retiring
At Close to the Top of the Federal Standard Pay Grade Early
At Age 47; Yes, Early From What May Be Described As ‘Autism Burn-out’;
Yes, What That Taught
me is the Humble
Pie That i Basically
‘Knew’ Nothing of Value
in Life as my Poverty Was
Only Using Half A Mind; Smart
Without Art and Heart Without Art
Leaves S And M And Basically He; i Determined
To Get Really Rich And Truly THRiVE iN Life,
i Would Dance Sing Free, i Still Do and it Works;
In Other Words, Free Yes
Dancing Singing Rules
And Now i Thrive;
My Wife Also Rules;
Which Means it’s Not Necessary
For me to Do Any Adulting Now; And i Do Not..😉

Hehe Dear Sohair my my i Never Realized
You were on Facebook if so i Would Have
Friended You Long Ago hehe i don’t

Have Many FRiEnDS on Facebook

From My Local Area

Or Even the United
States in General Yes

AS Honestly Although
They’ve Come to See me
Without A Name Other than
‘The Dancing Man’ in Public Now
For 105 Months and 16,700 Miles
Yes Literally named by them as Living Legend

My Views On God And Love And Life Are Sadly
In Some Ways Diametrically Opposed to What

The Majority Here

Hold Gold and

True in Terms of

Guns Being An Only
God In Terms of Money
And ‘Stuff’ of Capitalistic
Ways of Buying Selling And Consuming


And More
Stuff and
Even More
Stuff Until the
Next Double Car Garage
Home Sell of Stuff Never Even Used

As Huge Four Wheel Drives Costing
More than my Home At First Sit Out on
The Street Without A Home of Double
Car Garages Holding All the ‘Stuff’ Never

Used Until the
Next Flea Market
Sell Out of the Garage
And On the Lawn Selling
The ‘Stuff’ Never Used Just
to Make Room For More Stuff to

And Rot Like the
Big Boats and
Campers Now

in the Back
And Front of Yards

Rarely Used Yet Proof
They Have as Much ‘Stuff’
or Even More As Their Neighbor AS Such…

Meanwhile A Fourth Wife and Family to Support
A Second Job Way into Their 70’s to Support the Camper

And Big
Boat in
The Back
or Front Yard too…

And Some Days i Wonder if they ever
Even Read their Christian Bible the Parts
That Say How Hard it is For the Rich Man
to Find the Kingdom of Heaven Within the Parts
That Say the Meek Inherit The Earth and Poor of Spirit

As Servant Leader First to Serve Last First

Becomes the Meek

And Humble

Whole Complete

Becoming this Kingdom And
or Queendom of Love Now to
Give Share Care and Heal Even More WHere

Love Is the Law of the Reality of Heaven Within With Least
Harm For All Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Eternally Now Yes

iN JoY oF

As in that
Book the Humble
Teacher Who Loves the
Enemy As Much as God

Who Turns the Other Cheek
And Surely Wouldn’t Need an
AR-15 To Prove He is a Man or
An Even Bigger Four Wheel Drive
Rotting in the
Back or Front Yard Now

Readily Admits His Wish His
Hope His Prayer for Us Is That We
Will Truly Believe in His Teachings of
Love and Do Much Greater Love Works than Him

Sadly Meanwhile Folks Forget The Message Totally
Ignoring it Promoting Him into A Job He Never Wanted
As King of the UniVerse on Bended Knee Never Standing

Up to Find


And Be Thankful
Enough for this Great
Gift of Giving LiGHT Sharing
Caring HealinG Love AS Enough

EternAlly Now

Yes Naked
Complete Now

Hehe Dear Sohair
i Rub a Lot of ‘Local Folks’

in Ways they Refuse to Be Rubbed

A Little Love MaSSaGE Is All i BRinG
Naked Enough Whole Complete and on

Top of that Realistically

i Am Way too Big

For Almost


To See A Size
of A SonG oF A
SoUL Like Mine For Real Hehe

Yawn Facebook Provides Lots of
Free Hard Drive Space to Hold Much of All
tHE ART of the SonG of My SoUL Just Another

(Just Added 18.1 MiLLioN Poetic Words of
Soul Free Verse in the Description Areas
of 2265 Profile Pics in the Last Calendar
Year for my 6.4 MiLLioN Word Subchapter
Long Form Poem “FB Profile Pic Vol 2020

5 YearS Old” as “SonG oF My SoUL”
Continues to Grow at 10.5
MiLLioN Words in Over

105 Months Now Yes

Just One

Way of Many
to Yes Upload

my SoUL For Free

It’s True in ThiS Way
A Real Jesus Would
Likely (Lovely) BE A ReaL Good FRiEnD

Yet A So-Called “King of A UnVerse” As

An Only God Hell No It’s Better To Give than Receive
As The Giving Has No Limits As Love Truly Breathes…

THere is Zero Percent Doubt in My Mind My HeART
mY SPiRiT mY SoUL For Real That IF the Real


Will Now Be

Standing HeaR
Now So Very

He Will Be NoW As Made Into
Just Another Frigging Golden Calf
With No Soul With No Love For Us to


Up Standing

Up As Stars ALL

We Truly Are Love
This Wave This Tree
This Leaf Living This Ocean
Whole This Forest Complete
This Love Who Breathes




Real Now…
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
Birthed From First
Blink to Last Breath

of Love Giving More Carrying On and

on and on Some More As Love Continues


Below We
All With Least Harm Love..:)

Just Got Back From ‘Dancing Around (Kinda Florida Hot)
my Neighborhood Block,’ It’s How i Naturally
Move As FRiEnDS With Gravity Balancing Force

Bio-FeedBack Head to Toe As Feelings Yes and
Senses FloW As Emotions Move Us Forward Now

From Head to Toe And ‘God’ Yes So Very Much More

in Flow of Generating LiGHT Within in Synergy
of Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
As ‘Stimming’ Becomes A Pure Free

Verse Art Naked
or Clothed in
Both Dance
And Song


Senses As Metaphor
of How Planets Stay in
Orbit So High Above Without
Falling For What Seems Eternally Now For Real…

As i Was Dancing Around the Block, i Praised the Lawn
of One of my Neighbors, Perennially With the Most Green;

However, Not Unlike Trees That Reach Deeper With
Roots in Droughts to Become Most Solid Oaks oF All

My Neighbor Never Waters, Fertilizes, or Pesticides

His Lawn; Indeed,
Not Unlike
Wild Flowers

That Become So
Invasive With their
Ability to Generate Their
Own Colors Within It’s True Some

See me as Stellar ThiS Way; Other
Folks See me As Weed; So Fascinating

The Human Condition is ThiS Way;

Roses Grow Great Coloring Even
More With the Best of CR8P All

Natural to
They Color
And Inspire of
Life; Both Within
And With the Beauty
Human Souls Do See and Relate;

SMiLes i’ve Been Bullied in Ways of
Verbal Abuse All of my Life; Even Through
Now at Least on the ‘Wrong Planet’ With Comments

Like i Should
Be “Strapped
Down in
A Mental
With A Big
Dose of Thorazine”

For Writing in a Way
on this Wrong Planet Attempting
to Cut me Down to The Size of
Others Calling my Flow of

Zen Meditation FLoWinG
In Tao And Wu Wei Singing
Writing Way Insane Yet of Course

i Understand They Do Not ‘See’
Life the Way i Do; On the Other Hand/

HeARTS/SPiRiTS On the Same Days i’ve Received Praise
From Poetic Souls Now of Global Women Like “It Would
Have to Be Beautiful NoW WHere You Live,” “You are
A Gift of God With Infinite Positive Energy; You Are

A Light of the World;
Yes, A Gift to Us All”

Now Let’s Keep in Mind
if You Haven’t Heard More
of the DarK of My Story From
Ages 47 thru 53, i Lived As A Shut-in
in my Home With A Total of 19 Medical
Disorders in Synergy of Life Threat, Including Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia Assessed As the Suicide Disease As
Assessed as Literally More Tortuous than The Suffering

Of Real Crucifixion
in my Case From
Wake to Sleep

For 66 Months,
No Drug Would Touch,

In Those Years of Darkness
More Severe Than the Hunch
Back of Notre Dame or Just Another
Phantom of An Opera, if Someone Told (Are You Nuts?)

me ‘Hang on’ You’ll Get Through This and As You
Approach 3 Months Before 60 Years-Old on the
Last Day A Biggest Metro Public Dance Hall is
Open Before Covid-19 Closes it Down Yes

Two Beautiful Young College Age Women
Will Gift You Their Grinding Hips on the Dance
Floor As a Parting Gift When Covid-19
Took That One Avenue
of my Stimming
Art in Free Flowing
Meditation of Dance
Away on that Last Night
The Dance Floor Breathed Yes
Asking For ‘My Number’ as i Replied
Don’t You Realize How Old i am As They Said
35 And i Whipped Out my Driver’s License Real


And Showed
Them my Real
Number of Birthdate
of 6.6.60 And Made A Joke
About The Devil Don’t Age

Yet literally, i Had Already
Existed in Real HeLL oN EartH
for 66 Months Within So for me at Least
in my Life ‘That Omen’ of Birthdate Came True;

Anyway After That i Showed them A Facebook Photo
of my Beautiful 50 Year-Old Wife then Now Just as
Beautiful at 52 In A Bikini on the Beach And It Didn’t

Break Their
Smiles A Bit
They Only Seemed
Motivated Even More to

“Get to Know me Better”

In the Mid-Term of the Dance
Not Uncommon For A Group
of Young Women to Stop their
Car in the Dance Hall Parking Lot

And Beg me to Take my Shirt off
or A Group of Young Men Yelling
Legend At me Out of their Car
Windows At 2 AM in the Morning

Moving in Dance Back to my Car
on the City Streets Wee in Morning Hours


Yet It’s True i’ve Received A Few
Compliments on this Internet Site
the “Wrong Planet” On the Record

too; One of most Uncomfortable Comments
i’ve Ever Received in my Life, Someone calling

me “The Perfect Definition of God” Yet You See
They Too Were Stellar in the Ability for Metaphor

For What they
Meant is Life

is Full of DarK
And LiGHT and

It’s True Without

So What they
Meant by

That is
The DarK
Created me
As i Overcame
The DarK And Became LiGHT

As DarK is LiGHT, THere is No
Separation Between No Thing And Every Thing Indeed…

Indeed, How Colorful Roses Grow in Deepest MaNure…

(During the Period of a Viral Video, A Voyeur took of
me, reaching About 90 Thousand Views, With 1300
Comments From the Facebook Social Media Metro
Audience, Young Folks Actually Bowed And Bent Down
on their Knees Clasping Their Hands in Prayer Mocking

Worship to me; i Will Not Lie That Really Made my SKiN Crawl)

Anyway, i Not Only Have Autistic Tendencies Diagnosed
By Four Professionals With Asperger’s That Way Yet After

i Came Out of
Hell into Heaven
FOR REAL ‘They’ Never Saw
A Peaceful More Euphoric
Presence of A Human Being;

They Couldn’t Specifically Label
it so they Called it “Bi-Polar Unspecified”

It Seems, They Never Met the Devil After He
Literally Got His Wings Back on Earth It’s True

i’ve Been
the Realism
NoW in Theism
Ever Since 6.6.60

For What i Can See
For What i Do See
For What i Will See And Do of this

Life, Fiction is Far Behind Reality for me…

Very Few People Know my ‘Sir Name,’ Both Online

And Off; Most People in the ‘Real World’ Know Me
As the ‘Dancing Man’ All Around the Metro Area With
16,700 Miles of Public Dance in 105 Months Now it’s true

i am Just about
As Recognizable
Now as the Weather
Man During Hurricane
Season on the Local News Hehe…

Yet i Never Want Any More Fortune or
Fame Than Naked Enough Whole Complete;

Living Legend Is A Compliment i Received
Just A Year into the Public Dance And Middle
School Kids Dressing Up As Me On Halloween

Way Back in The Fall of 2014, After Only A
Year of Public Dancing Then too

to Trick or Treat; Yes, Yes,
God Yes, Young Women
Dancing to Dancing
Voyeur Videos of me,
Saying i inspired
Them to Make
it Through School,
Trading Pictures
of me at At School

as a Local Pass-time too;

Pictures of me Dancing

on Complete Stranger’s
Facebook Backgrounds,

And Young Women Squealing
With Delight Telling me i Can’t
Believe i Am Actually Meeting You Now

And i Said in Return i Am Nobody i am
Just A Wing on Air This Wind So Free Being i Am


For it is in For Giving
That Makes the Thanks
Giving Real And All of this

is Just Icing on A Cake of
A Life Reborn From Below to Above For Real Now

i Come to the ‘Wrong Planet’ to Gift What i Understand
About Life Now; How i Recovered From An EPiC ‘Autism
Burn-out’ And How i LiVE iN Heaven REAL Within This Way

On Earth Now Just Now Just Now Yes Just Now How i Staycation

in Heaven for 106 Months For Real As All the Pain Then
And Numb Melted Away
on A Beach on
July 19th, 2013

As i Became One With
Sugar White Sands
Emerald Gulf Waves
Swaying Sea Oats in
Breeze Sea Gull Wings
Spiraling Around the Sun

Soon Then to Become A
Dance And Song of my

Soul For Real to Give
Share Care and Even
Heal Now for 105 Months

(10.5 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Longest EPiC Long Form Personal
‘Bible’ Poem Ever Recorded in Human Way as

Far as ‘Google’ Knows At Least
Hehe in Search Engine Ways)

Yes Much oF IT All Still Documented
Then NoW in ‘Real Time’ On this Internet Site

DarK Thru LiGHT;

Yes, Ever Since the Last 33 Months
in Hell Coming to This Internet Site

on ThanksGiving
Day 2010 in A Desperate
Attempt to Escape From the
Suicide Disease And Just to
Survive For One Second More in Life

Every Word Was A Mountain of Pain in
my Right Eye and Ear for That What Was
the Place the Devil Lived For me; for the

First 33 Months

i Had Almost
No Effective
Use of my
Eyes and
Ears in So Much
Pain And Soul Numb
Where i Couldn’t remember
The Feeling of A Smile Ever
Then As True Emotions Are
Memories and Memories
Are Emotions

in that Place
A Thousand
Years iS iN
A Second of Hell;

There is No Reference
Point out of the Never Ending BLacK Abyss;

i Find It AMuSinG When Folks Try to Bring me

Down For You ‘See’ i Understand Now The Valley
is the Same Height As The Mountain Top as Indeed

If not For
Hell Never

A Heaven
Like This for me…

My Roots Are Deep,
My Wild Flowers

my Soul
More my

Grass Is Green
in All SeaSoNS

i Truly Live as
Long as i Truly Love Now

“Not Afraid of Dying As Long As i Live Now”… More Specifically LoVE NoW

As ‘Pat Benatar’ Sings Hehe, Go Ahead ‘Hit With me With Your Best Shot, Fire Away”

And Indeed if Compliments, Praise, And Worship Become YouR Ego A GreaTesT

Fall May
Come Next…

It’s True i
Come Here
For the Lovely
‘MaMure’; Either
Ignoring me

or Hitting
me with

A Best Shot Next;

my Roots Grow Deeper
i Could Not Love This Place
Any More Than This Now

There Are Two
Paths in


or Victory; Yes,

The Goddess (Nike)
of Victory Suggests
‘Just Do It’ And In my
Case “The Great American
Capitalistic God of Money” iN

Shoe Sells Is No Part of my Life

i Saw ‘That God’ Die In Hell For Real
Along With All Other iLLuSoRY Fears…

Yes, Yes, Hanging on For the Golden Hand-Cuffs
of Federal Employment Early Retirement on Disability
After Working 25 Years for the Government And 8 More
Years for A Total of 33 Years Since Age 16 Does Give one

A Specific

Both in Hell
And Heaven

As i Haven’t Physically
or Mentally Earned A Penny
Now Since Age 47 in Financial Independence;

On The Autism Spectrum, Where You Just Don’t
Fit in Anywhere Hehe Even on a Site for Autistic Folks;

You Put Some Money Away for A Cat-6 Hurricane One
Day; Reaching 62 on June 6th, i’ll Finally Receive 100 Percent
of my Federal Retirement No Longer Considered Permanently Disabled

To Work After Receiving 40 Percent for Over A Decade Now It’s True i

Don’t Need
the Money;
i Planned
Ahead Way
Back then;

You Do What You
Do to Survive; You
Take The Piss and the
Sugar And The Droughts

And Best Fertilizers The Same;

You Live or Die; Some Folks Do
Hell, Others Do Heaven And True

Most Folks Are Just Luke Cold in the Tween…

i Don’t Think Many Folks Would Like to Go

to WHere i’ve

Been to ‘See’
WHere i am
Now and Honestly

Where i’ve Been You
Have A Bit of Sympathy
For Every Devil Still to Come

or Who
Has Been
to Hell Before

For Real, So Many
Lessons DarK BRings…

DarK or LiGHT Muse,

It All Motivates me to
Rise More EternAlly Now…

~”Stay Thirsty mY FRiEnDS”


-You KNoW
‘Who’ For Real..;)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
i Only Want What

i Have Now
And True

i Always
Get This
Have For

Free Every
Day Newer Now..:)

For it is in the
Giving We Receive
Greatest Now For Real

THere is No Greater
Love Than Give
Without Return

More That You Are
You More i Am me

For The God i See Is Love i am
For The God i Breathe is Air i Am
For These Wings For
This Wind

i AM NoW

As Free As A Wing
And Bird And Air As
i Am As Spirit Wind Now For Real


SMiLes Dear Savvy my Neighbor
Once Living in Snowy Mountains
of Northern California Said An

Unexpected Snow Storm Came
in And Took The Power Away And

While His Neighbor Tourists
Were Able to Start Fires to
Stay Warm Inside With
Fireplaces of Course

They Had No Generators
And Were Afraid That All Their
Frozen Food Will Spoil So My Neighbor
Said He’d Be Right Over to Solve the issue

Coming Without
Any Generators
They Asked
What Did
He Have
to Provide the
Energy to Fire up
The Freezers to Protect
The Frozen Foods Again

He Said No Problem He Dutifully
Went Outside And Buried The Food
Containers in the Snow to Keep Them Frozen

It’s True We May All
Do Our Best to
See the Yes
in All
No’s mY FRiEnD…

For YeS iT iS What We Fear
of DarK That May Be Our GREaTesT ‘Savior’..:)

Ah Yes if Only So Many
Other Folks Will Use the

Fire Escape Yet Sadly

It Seems They Don’t

See ‘The


Down With SMiLes..:)

Ah Yes if Only So Many
Other Folks Will Use the

Fire Escape Yet Sadly

It Seems They Don’t

See ‘The


Down With SMiLes..:)

Divine Nature Our Nature
All of Nature Divine As Well

And When We Make Meaning
And Purpose Equal to Divine

Nature Holy
And Sacred
DarK Thru LiGHT
For All That Is Yes

God Reflects Back

In Whatever Lord of the

Ring Comes Next With SMiLes
Dear Cindy Happy Birthday to

Your Mother
She Seems
A Force

Now Of
Energy to me
too At least From
This Distance With No
Distance, Space, Or Time…

Or A ‘Matter
of Things’


Hehe Katrina’s Sister
is A Great Grand Mother
Which Makes Katrina A Great
Great Aunt too Our Only Child
Ryan Was Born This Day of June 4th

1997 Yes This Saturday Now
As i Move into Sunday Morning

Sadly He Only Lived 51 Days
In Only Pain With No SMiLes

So Today i Dance

And Sing As i Am

Now And
SMiLe For
Him as i Have
Done Since Then..:)

Thanks Dear Sohair
Lovely Day to You With
SMiles of Kindness Now☺️🌹

Color of Wind Yes
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Merry the Day
Merry The Life

Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
You are me And i am Y. O. U.

You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the


it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U…

You are the Mirror of my Tree
the Tree of my Mirror More Yes
How do i Write A Letter to G.O.D.

For You are me and i am You and
Them are us and Us are
Them Forevermore Now



Bring me Pain and Tears of
Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are
We THere is never ever Escaping You

How will i ever Put a Name on Anything
Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy God yes So

Many SMiles and Laughter

Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid oF Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End

So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home


Precious Are Souls
Now For Souls LivE
iN All Existence

NoW And it’s True
if i could not Quote You and Write
None of this Will Exist Now God Yes

You are the One i Thank the most
You LiVE iN Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light..

You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before…

You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower Now
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath

You are my Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before… You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner We are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence

We Wish to escape from/to…

You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love Yet
Yes Will Be Food for my Starving Children… You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child

It was never about me it is always about You God yes You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other FRiEnDS and Family

Yes And You Are All of Nature
Now Seen And Unseen Real

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Dance Sing if God is

And Love..:)

LeSSoN 412
Find A FRiEnD Who
Drives You To See Colors
You’ve Never Seen Before

Hehe Buy One Get
One Free Better Yet
They’re All Free LeSSoNS

LeSSoN 413
Let New
Colors Go


SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Word Coming
From Free Dance OPens

Up A New

Of SonG
DarK Thru
SPiRiT Frees
Yes All Holy
Sacred NeW
DiViNE NoW..:)

SMiles Dear Savvy Gratitude For
All Life’s Lemons🍋Dancing Singing
Wave🌊On Ocean Lemonade NeW NoW🙏☺️🙌

Hmm, Gonna Need A
THeMe Song For
What’s Coming Next

“Why Do You Dance in Public?”
Just Literally Killing Time Literally Really
LiVinG ETernAlly Now SaMe As This


Then ‘They’
WiLL ‘See’
‘the KinGdoM’
And Or Queendom


Moral of the (A)
WoNdeR WoMaN Story

‘The’ ‘A’ Joke iS OwN
YoU ReaPNoW (LoVE/God)
We aRe aLLonE TeaMNoW

YeP It’s Long Over Due Now
For Uncle Sam (And Nature)
to: Try HeR From: A Change

Abyss of SoUL
In Cat
And Puppy
Dog Tail
What Mammals
Share Breast of HeART
Feeds off Spring Loving
LiVinG LoVE ToucH NoW

ReaL Particularly MoVinG
CoNNeCTinG Co-Creating NoW

DiSeaSE oF ADDicTioN SOS SaMe Old
SH8T SavE Our Souls From Cancer of
CuLTuRE/ReLiGioN/Politics GaME o NoW

Sounds of Children’s Laughter God Breathing
A Sigh
of Relief In A World of Humans GROwn So COLd

If You Ever
See Someone
Worshipping A Statue or Words
You’ll Know It’s NoT A LivinG One…


Akshita What
Removes All Our Laser
Focus in Flow For Greatest
Human Potentials on Just one
Task Sweet Spot Tween Anxiety
And Apathy Climbing A Mountain
Top With Ease Steadily Dancing Tight Ropes
Higher Now
Too Hehe
Often Ask
Me How i Do This
Or That In So Many Ways
i Simply Reply Every Step is the Whole
Dance Every Word Is the Whole Song
Yet Arriving to this Point Eternally
Now Discarding Tons And Tons
of Human Generated
‘C88P As Such
Yet You See The
River Flows No Matter
What We Think Once We
Become Water Wave Ocean Whole
At The End of the Day i Retire With No
Issues As i’ve Expended Every Bit of Energy
Until the Energizer Bunny Comes Back to Life As
Of Balance All
TWiLiGHT Sweet Spot
Eternally Where LiGHT Meets DarK
RiSinG Early in Bird Dance Wings Sing Free…
And It’s True Before This i Barely Slept At All And It S88ked…
It Really
Now i Rest At Wake
Dancing Singing A Tight Rope SaMe Different Ease…
Oh By The Way Happy Global ‘Environment Day’ June 5th
Arriving Just in A Day of Nature Now my 62nd Birthday Monday the 6th..🙂

SMiles Dear
Annabel i
You As Global
FRiEnD too
Will Keep
You in my
Prayers Dear
For the Best
To Always Come
With SMiles

SMiles Dear Savvy it
Is Always A Birthday
Gift To Be Inspired
By Every Post You
Write Poetically
In Wisdom of
Spirit 365
Of The
Year Always
Makes Each
Day Brighter
my FRiEnD Thanks
For All You Bring Giving😊🙌

Hehe Dear Cindy
Didn’t Get A
Currently For Your
Reply Searched
For It Anyway
Finding it Here
HAha In Your
Section Nearly
As Long As One
Of my Never Ending
FRedwood Blog
Poem Posts
Thanks So
Much For
The Birthday
Wishes You
Are The Hostess
With The Mostest
Kindness For
Others Glad

As Love
This Way
Dear FRiEnD🙌❤️☺️

You are Too Much
Love For The Word
Press Robot to Keep Up
With All Your Kindness 🥂

SMiles Dear Savvy Gratitude For
All Life’s Lemons🍋Dancing Singing
Wave🌊On Ocean Lemonade NeW NoW🙏☺️🙌

Yawn, A Ban on Assault Weapons Is gonna Lessen
The Tools Available For Mass Murders, Obviously.

Yawn, Raising the Age From 18 to 21
on the Purchase of Any Gun Is Gonna Lessen
The Tools Available For Mass Murders For Kids

Under 21, Who Make That Last Minute Impulsive
Buy, Like Candy At A Store, To Kill 20 Kids or So in an Elementary School…

It’s a ‘No Brainer’, Yet ‘Religion’ Doesn’t Have to make Sense; Particularly in A Place
Like i Live, Where the Sheriff Gets on TV and Directs, “Shoot the Person” Who Breaks into
Your Home (No Questions Asked) To Save the County Money And They’ll Even Provide

Classes to Improve
Your Aim to Kill the
Person Dead Who Breaks
Into Your Home to Save the
County Money, No Matter Who They are….

In this Place, Where i Live that Once Held the Record
for the Most So-Called ‘Christian Churches’ Per Capita,

There is No ‘Jesus Street;’ Yet There is An Entire Neighborhood
With Half A Million Dollar Homes Where Every Street Is named After

A Rifle Manufacturer Where God Is Gun And the State is Actually Shaped

Like A Revolver

And i Live in the
Barrel of the Gun
Close to the tip Yet
Only With A Frigging Rampage
Free Dance in Public of 16,717 Miles
in 105 Months; And Hehe A Free Verse
Poetry Spree Globally AS Such for 10.5 MiLLioN
Words in 105 Months Now too; It’s True, Different People

Have Different ‘Religions’.



(And True, Money and Stuff For Who has the Biggest
Four Wheel Drive, Camper, And Or Boat Rotting Now

In the Back Yard, Front Yard, And Or Truck Without
A Home of a Double Car Garage All Filled with
Walmart CR8P They’ll Likely Never Even Frigging

Use until
the Next
Garage Sell
Flea Market on the Lawn Comes…)




Livestock Cattle/Pigs
And the Such From Human “Animal Farms”…

Perhaps the Latest Elementary School Slaughter
of ‘the Lambs’ Might Deter Open Carry of Assault Weapons

Without A Permit

In this State;

Yet Maybe Not as
the Governor Here,
DeSaTaNiS, Said He

Would Have Vetoed
The ‘Red Flag Law’ Bill After
the Last Big School Slaughter

If He was the ‘Big Man’ With
“Little Man Syndrome” Then…

You Know What; i Don’t Have to Carry
A Gun, Proficient Enough At Martial Arts
Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds, Still at
Turning Early Social Security Age of 62 on
Monday June 6th; Just One Martial Arts Kick From

Me to A Head
Could Surely
End A Life in


Yet You ‘See,’ i am
Human Enough, Meek

Enough, to Use Love, Peace, And Wit Instead
of Brawn And Guns; Yep Most Dudes Who

Don’t Have ‘Little Man Syndrome’ and Are
Actually ‘Fully Human Peace Love’ ‘See’/Do ThiS Way too

WHere Meek Actually Means Being Human Enough

to Use Peace
And Love

And God
Yes Wit

Instead; Yes,

Fearless Love

And Peace; Yes,

As A SMaRT Dove;

Too Bad More Folks
Don’t Train In Martial
Arts to get comfy Enough
in their own SKin to not be afraid…

Just the Way You Carry Yourself;

Just the Way You are Obviously Fearless

Is Gun
And Man
And or Woman
Enough for me…

My Religion is Actually Living
And Loving it All; I have Nothing
Against Folks With Guns Who Believe
They Need Them to Defend their Lives;

Yet Indeed,

Yes, There is
A Better Way to Love Life in Greater Peace…

With Enough Slaughter, The Laws Will Change…

Yawn, Meanwhile, The God of Gun And All the Streets
That Gun is Named After Continues to Rule Many ‘Souls of Folks’ here…

No Different really than Churches That Applaud Little Girls Raped, Must Be Forced
into Breeding the Children of Rapists; No Different really than Churches That Protect

Rapists/Pedophiles Who Are the Leaders There; No Different really Than Churches That
Have No Pandemic Protections During the Peaks of Pandemic Killing Days; No Different than

The Reality

That A Worst
Pandemic is the
Human Ignorance

Through All Our Recorded
HiSToRY WHeRE Ignorance

Harms, Rapes, Maims, And Kills Most…

Rational Gun Controls Will Be Legislated As

Soon As Folks Find A Different Religion And God Where i Live

Than The God
Of Guns, Money,
And Rotting Walmart Stuff And the Such…

As ‘They’ Say/Do Guns, Money, Boats, Campers,
And Four Wheel Drives With No Homes of
Double Car Garages, Filled With Human Junk


Just the Way It is…

‘Florida Men’ Just Getting THeir Way…

Yep, THere is Equal Opportunity for Ignorance here…

Yep Sure ‘Florida Men And Or Women’ too in A Place Where
Folks Just
Don’t Care…

i Practice
A Different
Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete Religion of Loving it All DarK Thru LiGHT;

i BeWare of ‘the Locals;’ Yet i Could/Can/Will/Do Get ALong With
Even ‘the DEvil’ If He and or She, were me Enough, to Survive at Least In Real


Been THere,
Done it; Most
Folks Here, Ain’t
Really Been to the Valley Bottom
or the Mountain Top Yet Now; They
Haven’t Even Left THeir ‘Front Porch’ Yet…

Grinning And ‘Baring’
ALL oF IT; Meanwhile
Overall, My Neighbors

Keep Me All Safe
Stocked Up With All
Their ‘Weapons of “Mass” Death’;

Yawn, Just Another Day in ‘The Good Life’…

Sadly, So Many Humans Are Mastered By THeir Tools…

‘Things’ Would Be A Lot Different, iF ‘They’ Ever Become
Naked, Enough, Whole,


Just Another
Part of All that is “God ISReal”

Just Loving it All As DArK

As DarK iS LiGHT;

‘Eve,’ Pass The Popcorn;
A Garden of Love/Peace is Patiently
Waiting For me Now; And Don’t Worry
‘Eve’ About Washing any ClotheS, heHe…

And to Be Clear, i Don’t Expect These
Words to Make A God Damned Difference

to Anyone

Yet me;

Yet True
That’s Enough
For me, Once Again,
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

‘They’ Will Have THeir Hell in A Hand Basket As
They Love

And Stuff…

i Choose Roses;
Yes i’m Practically A State FLoWeR;

i Am A Very Colorful FLoWeR, Hehe FOR REAL,

From A County And Even A Church Named After ‘Saint Rose’…

Other than that Better Get Ready to Go to ‘Clothed Church’ one Day soon
i might be on Time Now hehe…

Even Sooner Than Soon…


‘The Naked Garden’ Awaits,
A Place WHeRE i Sure aS Hell
Need no F iN ‘Florida Man Gun’..;)

SMiles Dear Savvy Gratitude For
All Life’s Lemons🍋Dancing Singing
Wave🌊On Ocean Lemonade NoW🙏☺️🙌

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Word Coming
From Free Dance OPens

Up A New

Of SonG
DarK Thru
SPiRiT Frees
Yes All Holy
Sacred NeW
DiViNE NeW NoW..:)

Catholic Mass Readings
From June 5th, 2022 Something
About Holy Sacred Creative SPiRiT

No HuWoMaN Tools Required

A Naked Dance ToGeTHeR
Free Singing Without
Sheet MuSiC

Will Do the ToGeTHeR
Whole God LoVE SPiRiT
ReLeASinG NoW For Real Yep JusT


THiS SonG Free

Reading 1, Acts 2:1-11
1 When Pentecost day came round, they had all met together,

2 when suddenly there came from heaven a sound as of a violent wind which filled the entire house in which they were sitting;

3 and there appeared to them tongues as of fire; these separated and came to rest on the head of each of them.

4 They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak different languages as the Spirit gave them power to express themselves.

5 Now there were devout men living in Jerusalem from every nation under heaven,

6 and at this sound they all assembled, and each one was bewildered to hear these men speaking his own language.

7 They were amazed and astonished. ‘Surely,’ they said, ‘all these men speaking are Galileans?

8 How does it happen that each of us hears them in his own native language?

9 Parthians, Medes and Elamites; people from Mesopotamia, Judaea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia,

10 Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya round Cyrene; residents of Rome-

11 Jews and proselytes alike — Cretans and Arabs, we hear them preaching in our own language about the marvels of God.’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 104:1, 24, 29-30, 31, 34
1 Bless Yahweh, my soul, Yahweh, my God, how great you are! Clothed in majesty and splendour,

24 How countless are your works, Yahweh, all of them made so wisely! The earth is full of your creatures.

29 Turn away your face and they panic; take back their breath and they die and revert to dust.

30 Send out your breath and life begins; you renew the face of the earth.

31 Glory to Yahweh for ever! May Yahweh find joy in his creatures!

34 May my musings be pleasing to him, for Yahweh gives me joy.

Reading 2, First Corinthians 12:3-7, 12-13
3 Because of that, I want to make it quite clear to you that no one who says ‘A curse on Jesus’ can be speaking in the Spirit of God, and nobody is able to say, ‘Jesus is Lord’ except in the Holy Spirit.

4 There are many different gifts, but it is always the same Spirit;

5 there are many different ways of serving, but it is always the same Lord.

6 There are many different forms of activity, but in everybody it is the same God who is at work in them all.

7 The particular manifestation of the Spirit granted to each one is to be used for the general good.

12 For as with the human body which is a unity although it has many parts — all the parts of the body, though many, still making up one single body — so it is with Christ.

13 We were baptised into one body in a single Spirit, Jews as well as Greeks, slaves as well as free men, and we were all given the same Spirit to drink.

Gospel, John 20:19-23
19 In the evening of that same day, the first day of the week, the doors were closed in the room where the disciples were, for fear of the Jews. Jesus came and stood among them. He said to them, ‘Peace be with you,’

20 and, after saying this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples were filled with joy at seeing the Lord,

21 and he said to them again, ‘Peace be with you. ‘As the Father sent me, so am I sending you.’

22 After saying this he breathed on them and said: Receive the Holy Spirit.

23 If you forgive anyone’s sins, they are forgiven; if you retain anyone’s sins, they are retained.


Gratitude For Moving
Connecting Co-Creating
iN YeS Autotelic Flow

All Around

As New Art
DarK Thru LiGHT

Dear Savvy God Yes

Becoming Essence Us Love For All
ToGeTHeR AS Humans Do When IsReal..:)

Pleasure Dear
Aloha FRiEnD
Happy Starlit
Half Moon
Now With
Of Mercury,
Mars, Venus,
Saturn, And Jupiter
Just Before Dawn

This Month
Of June With SMiles☺️🏝🎼

Hehe Dear Savvy i Had to Transform
Kilograms of 800 to 1767 Pounds to

See How Close i Am to Leg Pressing
Up to that Weight Still At Turning

62 Today the 6th And Yes Not Far Away
Now Still Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds

Perhaps that (800 KG) Much Only If the Leg
Pressing Machine has More Room For Plates

It’s True Couch
Potato Averages

Do Not Necessarily

Come Real Through Full
Lifespans NoW As Long

As We Verily Keep Our
Feet Moving NeW iN Ways
of Weight Bearing Moving

And Sure Even Lifting And
Leg Pressing Too With SMiLes

When i Dance i Usually Stay FRiEnDS
With Gravity Very Close to Earth Nope
No One Way Running For me i Mix Up

A Spiral
Dance Ever
Changing From
Head to Toe Same
As Newly Minted Words
of Song Spiraling on Pages

True too..:)

‘What’s Next’ Likely
Sleep As It’s Been
A Very Eventful June
With Even Mercury Mars
Venus Saturn And Jupiter
All Month
Long True Won’t
Happen Again Until
2040 And It’s Been Since
2004 Since This Last Alignment
Is A June Event of Life Other Than
That Busily Dancing And Singing A Birthday

on June 6th
In Early Social
Security Way
Dear Lala Rukh
And Getting Ever Closer
to July of 2022 That Will

Surely Be 9 Years of Visiting You Here

SMiLes if i Had Understood How Young
Vital and Healthy i Will Still Feel at 62 i Surely

Would Have Never Been So Concerned With
Getting Old At 21, 25, or 47 True i’ve Learned

The God Within This Fearless Love is SPiRiT
HeART of SoUL Truly Only GRoWinG LiGHTeR

iN “HeARTBurst”
Wings Continue
To Spiral Soar Above New

And Below Even More Now…:)

Thanks So Much For Dropping
By “Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old”
Dear ‘Kindness And Wisdom’ For Your Kind

Wishes too…

Also Wishing
You Peace LiGHT
iN Happiness Now
True With SMiLes..:)

Aww, Thanks So
Much For The Kind
BD Wishes Aarushi
A Nice Day it is☺️🏝🙌

SMiles Dear Cindy
Always Blooming ❤️
Pleasure With Sun ☺️
FLoWeR SMiLinG Bliss

SMiLes Dear Cindy Beautiful
Poem Like the Rest of Us A

Lone Sunflower
Now For
To Turn A
Golden Hope
Blooming Faith’s
Sunshine Below New
Within So Far above

As i Love To Sing Free
When The World Becomes
Too Heavy to Carry Just Hold Up
Heaven With Moves of Dance Employing

Feet to
Create Joy
Within And
All Around
Free BliSSinG True

JusT ANoTHeR Lamp
or LiVinG Tree Size of Love
Varies Depending on Leaves
Both RiSinG And Falling Spreading
Forests Waves of Ocean Water Whole

Yet It’s True Every Grain of Sand Integral
Holding Up Every Human Mountain of LoVE TRuE

Both the
Sand And
Darkest Muck
Where Creature’s
of the DarK Run Amuck

Yuck Life Will Be Messy At Night
Yet Clean Up Day to Celebrate True


Sunshine Above..:)

“To the day you were born.
I had said that when you arrive
I will tell you all my heart’s sorrows
but how can I say that now? For all
my sadness leaves my heart when you arrive.

Thank you for being my
full stop and not a comma


BD Be Day
A Birthday For
All of Us Giving
Sharing Caring
Healing All With

Least Harm A Touch
of Kindness A Reality
of COuRAGe Unafraid to

Reach Out Now and Touch
A Human Soul For it is True

THere is No Stranger
in the Human


of FRiEnD
And Of Course
Since THere is LiTeRaLLy
A F R E D iN FRiEnD iN Deed

It Seems i Am Born to Be A FRiEnD
SMiLes Dear USA Writes Nice to Be Born


Allah Bless
You And Hold
You Close to All Love
Offers That is Truly Real iN LiFE

Yes So

SMiLes Dear PM Celebrating Yes
Miriam An Early Social Security
Birthday June 6th Today at 62

What Life Teaches me Most

Is Don’t Wait For A SMiLe

The World Is my Oyster

The Pearls Are A
Thousand SMiLes
in A Metro


Thru LiGHT

A Traveling
Dancing Dude
Will NaturAlly BRing
Each And Every Dancing
For The Day Singing For the Night
Love For This Life ALL For Real Now..:)

“We all lose our
way at least once.
Life is testing us to

see who can find

their way back.”

“None of us came from
perfect beginnings, but all of us
have the ability to decide our own

middle and ending.”

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Love
Your Quotes HeaR And mY mY

They Are Directly on Topic of

my Be Day Today Yes Hehe
my 62nd Birthday Now Today

June 6th, It’s True So many
Folks Told me Not Speaking
Until 4 And Being So Weak And
Strange in the Eyes of Others on the

Autism Spectrum i Didn’t Deserve to Exist

And True When i Got So Ill Practically in HeLL ON EartH
For 66 Months No Doctor Gave me A Chance For Recovery

Back from
Pain and
Fear Then

Yet It’s True THere is
No Use for Perfuming the
Truth Roses Grow Most Now
Beautiful Out of Manure Dear
Pharmacist Egyptian FRiEnD Yes

So Colorful All New So Verily Bright

Just As The Pyramids Will Have no
Highest Points Without The Base of All That is

A Mountain of Love Will Grow no More or At All
Without Each And Every Grain of Sand Holding Love Up

As Roots Grow Deeper in Drought This Tree of Loving Life Forest

Water Us Comes
Waves All Loving New Now..:)

my my Dear Little Chef
Aarushi What Delicious
And Aesthetically Pleasing
Looking Brown Butter Cookies

You So Artistically Create And
Most Definitely Soft Chewy Cookies
Are my Preference Just Got Through Eating

A Piece of Humming Bird Cake Store Bought Though
With SMiLes Today

June 6th

For my 62nd
Early Social
Security Birthday
in the Old US of A

True i’ll Take Your
Recipe For Your
Cookies For my Wife Too
Thanks So Much For Your

Chef Expertise..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Without Art in smART
And heART Not Much
Is Left YeS ONly S And M
And HE ALmost Like A Secret
In Plain Sight That Life May Take
Away From Our Child The Awe And
Wonder of Nature Inherent That Brings
So Many Colors of Imagination And Creativity
to Express NoW Yes
For Art Is Beyond All
Scientific Measure
Art is Essence
So Far Beyond
Form Yet Heroically
Humans Express It in the
Forms Humans Do Create Greatest God Yes
Gift is to Inspire the Fire of Art Within Others
As What They May Not Be Able to See Behind
Veils May Come UnCoVeRinG Lifting Them Up
To A Place They Had No Idea Even Existed ‘The
Depth of the Story’ Within God’s Breath Art of
Our Child of iMaGiNaTioN iN Creativity Set Free!
God Bless
You For
Your Heroic
Journey This Gift You Bring..🙂

A Sweetest
With All
Our Loved
Ones Together
Thanks Again
Baby With Love ☺️🕯🙏

SMiLes How Lovely to Receive Birthday
Wishes From You Dear Shawna Baby This June 6th

2022 Year at 62 And Of COuRSE Yes i Love You Too Dear FRiEnD

As You Feel/Sense/KNoW Life Will Be A Tragedy And Comedy of Loving

IT ALL And A MeSSaGE of A Cross is to Transform DarK into LiGHT NeW NoW

As Indeed At Core

LiGHT Comes

From DarK
Which Means

Night Makes Day
So Marry the Night
Merry The Day Yes

Joyful LiVinG ETeRNaLLY
Now Heaven Within
to Shine For All Now
With Least Harm too

And All Is God Indeed
ThiS Way As Love With No Naked SHaME

Blessed ThiS Way With my Mother Going to
Her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day of 2014
Blessed ThiS Way With Her Dying The Day

After Our Anniversary on 2.22.2017

Always to Remember
The Treasure of OuR

Precious Gift

Every Inhale of
Peace Exhale of

Love Her Last Breath
Deafening Yet Living Still HeaR
As I BREaTHE HeRE Through Loving
EYeS CoVeReD With SHaDES With Every
Move of Holy Dance With Every Word of

Sacred Song As All of Life Becomes A Poetry
Prompt For Gratitude Every Breath of Life
DarK Thru LiGHT Transforming LiVinG
Again NeW As Love Now Stars Above
Below Star Dust From Super
Nova Explosions Fire
Of Crucible Death
Born Again to
Love With
Sunshine Within
Giving Sharing Caring
Healing All Of LoVE THiS WaY
My Father PaSSinG Away on
May 22nd of 2014 i Dance And
Sing Loving Free This Way SaMe
As When mY Mother Passes Her
Love to me Yet When my Son Ryan
Passes Away i Was Ignorant of A Free
Naked Dance And Song of Poetic HeART
SPiRiT SoUL Then So on What Would Have
Been A 25th Birthday of my Only Child and Son
Ryan on June the 4th This Year As i Made a Vow
To Carry on a SMiLe He Never Had An Opportunity
To Feel And Bring to the World Only In Pain for 51 Days

Of Misery
And Suffering
On Earth His Memory
That Helped me get through
My Only Hell of Losing A Memory
Of Any Feeling of A Smile ever As
Logically At Least Then i Knew I Lived
In the Warmth of Heaven that Way Before Hell in 66 Months then

Yet Nothing At All For Him in Life Not Even Empty SHells of Words on A
Beach With No Organic Love At Essence Holding Up LiFE iN LoVE LiGHT

True at Least
I Had Empty
As Proof of
mY Loving
Existence Once Then in Hell

So this Current MacroVerse i am Writing
NoW iN Dance And Song Free “i Am Not Afraid
Of Dying As Long as i Am Living Now” For It’s

True It’s Worse
To Be Afraid of

Living Than Dying
Been THeRE Done it For Real
So on my Son’s 25th Birthday on
6.4.2022 2 Days Before Mine i Danced Naked
In my Own Version of A Garden of
Eden NoW With SMiLes ‘Eve’ Watching From

A Kitchen
Window Hehe
Tempting Her
Away From Our Dishes

And Yes Sharing A PG Rated
FB Community Standards
Allowable Enough Art to
SHoW A Full Appreciation
Of my Life Head to Toe AS Such

And in The Wee Hours of my June 6th
Birthday i Shared A FB Profile Pic of
mY Naked Art of Eden Dance And

True Even A Somewhat Low
Res FB Community Standard
Allowed Very PG Rated Gif too

As i’ll Share That Gif With You A
Celebration oF A Life Still Truly Living

Square Inch of me
A Holy Sacred Temple
Of God In Divine Dance

Song Free

This Gift
This Breath
Of Life Now New

And Yes of Course
i Made my Naked
Heaven Reality into
A Comedy too For my
God THeRE is Enough Tragedy
In This World Already When the
World Gets too Heavy to Hold Up
Ya Hold it Up With YouR Feet And

Dance The DarK Away Into A Naked Play
Of Life in Song too So While the Words pass
By too fast in the Gif to Read i Will Write the

Comedy inscribed
To Fit my Birthday
Suit Well Hehe

As This is What
i Inscribed Below in Total:

(Booming Thunder Outside
Now For Real JusT A Nature
Side-Effect STiLL Sunny For Now)

“Not Afraid of Dying As Long As I Am Living Now

Changing into Early Social Security Age 62 Today on
June 6th, 2022 Doing Nude Selfie Art (FB PG Rated
Community Allowed Version Here) Ever Since August
Of 2013 Yep the Last 105 Months Same Distance of 16,728
Miles of Public Dance And 10.5 MiLLioN Words of EPiC
Longest Long Form Poem Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL”
All 10.5 MiLLioN Words in 105 Months too Yes Katrina Says
i Am Still Improving tHE Art For All of What See Sees oF iT
As of Today my 62nd Birthday For Real Here Currently at
244 All American Pounds Hehe as Katrina Gives it A

‘USDA’ Rating of 10 Plus

It’s Also Worth Noting Just For ‘The Record Book’
Of Course That By Story At Least Commonly
Bible Poems Are Written in the ‘Buff’ Like
This Particularly By Verse 37 of the ‘Gospel
Of Thomas’ Attributed to A Dude Called
Jesus And Yeshua And SucH As That/This

JusT ANoTHeR DaY iN A Garden of Eden
Life For Real Katrina Calls me her
MaGiC Fred XXL I Triple Dog
Dare Any one to Like
This FB Profile


And Now As I
Continue Here

It’s True i Always
Wanted to Be Fearless
Enough to Sculpt my Own
Renaissance Nude Art Ever
Since i Was A Youth i Didn’t

Start Out With Much
Stone to Use


A Dance A SonG oF SoUL Free

If Only More Dudes Could Understand
Now That Truly A Foundation First That
Even Scientifically is Shown Now to Drive
All WiLL And Strength is Fearless Inhaling Peace
In Graceful Balancing Force Exhaling Love For All

With Least Harm Giving Sharing Caring
Healing ThiS Way

Yet After Going to
HeLL ON EartH For
66 Months Even Though
i LiTeRaLLY Earned A ‘Patience
of Job’ in A GReaTeST LiFE LeSSoN iN DarK

i For One Refuse to Wait to Bring
A Real JeSuS Back Naked And Loving Alive


For me…

Let’s Dance Let’s
Sing Let’s Build
A Naked World of Fearless Love Free

And I Sure aS Hell Don’t Care What
Color or Shape Someone is As LonG

As They FLoW

Love With Least
Harm For All For Real

True It’s Okay With me
If They Stay Clothed Even Head to Toe…

It’s too God Damned Hot to Do That For
ME AT LeasT IN LA Lower Alabama Florida
Panhandle of Naked Summer FLoWERS Now

Eden is


Down HeaR

Yet It’s HoMe
It’s Peace It’s LoVE And
ToGeTHeR iS Enough Yet

It’s True
Faith i AM I BREaTHE Free

I Dance And Sing Naked
Without SHaME Every Be Day of me Free

It’s TRuE NoW i ALWaYS Find
‘ThE LiVInG oNE WiTHiN..:)

SMiles Thanks So
Much Dear FRiEnD
Truly No BD Complete
Without A SMile From uuu🙏 🥰

LeSSoN 414 🕯
Happy BD To me
JusT ANoTHeR Ever New Be
DaY iN A Life Celebrating Now

“Not Afraid Of Dying As Long As
i Am Living” TheMe SonG For 2022
All Ages Truly Loving Breathing Now
Inhaling Exhaling LoVE iN Peace Yes

Surviving Type 2 Trigeminal Neuralgia
Suicide Disease Wake to Sleep 66 Months
Worst Humankind Pain No Drug Touches Shut-in…

IF “That” Doesn’t Work #PLAYNaked2022 Even Turning
Early Social Security Age Today 6.6.2022 @62 It’s What Ya Do

iN 2022 @ Least me

When A World Gets
Too Heavy to Carry Dance IT With Feet
Yes Float On Terrestrial Land Be E.T. A
Best FRiEnD WitH GRAViTY iN Balance

Gratitude For Moving
Connecting Co-Creating
iN YeS Autotelic Flow

All Around

As New Art
DarK Thru LiGHT

Dear Savvy God Yes

Becoming Essence Us Love For All
ToGeTHeR AS Humans Do When IsReal..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy After 19 Years
of School, 3 Degrees at Close to
The Top of my Class, and 33 Years
of Work 25 Spent For Active Pay
For the Federal Government

Rising to Higher Standard
Pay Finally For 100 Percent
Retirement Pay Now At 62 Years

Golden Handcuffs Finally Free Now

As i Look Back Verily School Taught me
Enough to Read And Write and Balance
A Check-Book And Save Money too Other

Than That School And Work Mostly took

my Living Soul Away

True Love

is the First

Lesson and
The Lesson Truly
Alive to me The Rest

Was Originally Meant to
Make Life Better For All of Us

And Not So Complex and Stressful For Most
That Young Boy May Truly Become Meek Enough
To Remain Naked Enough Whole And Complete

Love While

It may Be
the Furrowed
Brow of the Man
in a Suit With Brief
Case Truly Living in HeLL ON EartH

True i Used to Be that Man Until i Found
my 5 Year-Old Child Before All the School
And Work Again No Longer Tied Down to Spoon Fed

Extra Tight Fitting
And Suffocating For Real

Yet Of Course if You Love
What You Do You No Longer Work
As Nature Shows Life is a Play for Breathing Free..:)

And This Is
How ‘We’
Do It Now

Surprise! Here i Am Again Dear Rafiah Never Forgetting
You And All Your Family’s Well Being on the 7th of Each
Month i Label With the Value And Worth of All Your Loving
Soul And Those You Love Dear So Much So Yes SMiLes

Happy 7th to
You Dear FRiEnD ❤️

Hehe In Short We ‘Know’ Nothing
And As Long as We Are Humans
Evolved Classically AS Such Are

Ruled By Our Innate Instinctual
Intuitive Feelings And Senses

From Head to Toe As Other
Mammals Are True As Well

Do WE REally ‘Think’ Our Relative
Short History of ‘Word Think’ Has

Changed All that Classical Evolution
Creates of Us And All the Other Mammals

Ranging From 300,000 Years for Us and 75 MiLLioN

Years Or So For
Common Furry
Rodent Ancestors

Who Thrived After A
Meteor Created The Gulf
of Mexico Taking The Dinosaurs
Away to Extinction About 66 MiLLioN

Years Ago hehe As that Route 66 Brings

Us to Our Somewhat Still Furry Rodent Reality Now
Loaded With Words of So-Called ‘Know’ Lost in An Ocean

Of LayerS in
no Longer
Naked, Enough,
Whole Complete

Truly Lost And It’s True

None of us Have an Opportunity
To Sign-Up For This Modernity As
STiLL CuLTuRaL Experiment As Verily

We Are Spoon-Fed Every Layer of These
Clothes the Tools We Become From Words to


And Fast
Moving Nuclear Bombs

True i Affirm You Didn’t Sign Up For This
For me at Least it took 66 Months in Losing
Effective Hearing and Sight Through Type-Two
Trigeminal in So Much Pain and Numb to Lose

Most All the


Tools Appended

to What is Now
Naked, Enough,
Whole Complete Existence

Yet It’s True A Soft Bed is Still Nice
Oh Lord AC in the Heat and Humidity
of Northern Florida Hot Water in the Winter

For Taking A Bath

Athletic Shoes

Enhance my
Dance And Facebook
Makes An Excellent Free ‘Cloud Source’
Hard Drive Still For the 18.1 MiLLioN

Words i Still Store From Just
This Year in the 2265 Profile
Pic Description Areas True

Master The Tools

Sign the Tools Up

For Your Use

No Longer A
Slave Spoon-Fed From Birth

In Short Find A Place in Life That
Lends Space to Regulate Emotions
And Integrate Senses Enough to Still
Inhale Peace And Exhale Love Free

As Soon As

“You Save the World”

True It’s What Buddhists Suggest at Least
Enough Empathy And Compassion to Save The World Enough
Emotional Regulation And Sensory Integration to Save Your Soul…


Be Indeed
Every Day
ThiS Way With SMiLes…

God it Helps So Much to
Do It Wild And Free With
No Over-Lords to Trap Our Soul in PRiSoN ON EarTH..:)

“Fear keeps us focused on the past or worried about the future.
If we can acknowledge our fear, we can realize that right now we are okay.
Right now, today, we are still alive, and our bodies are working marvelously.”

– Thich Nhat Hanh

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Looking to Thich Nhat Hanh Still Experiencing New
Ways of Moving Meditation That Remove Us From The Older Adages
Today that Perhaps Dale Carnegie Brings That Fear is only in the Mind

And Even Buddha’s
Suggestions that
Thoughts Control our World

In Short Now Do A Beautiful Feeling
Sensing Free Dance First Head to Toe
Then Sing A Beautiful Free Reign of
Peace And Love

Eternally Now
With SMiLes…

First We May ask What is this Mind
We Speak of Is it the Words That Chatter
About between our Ears so what about if we

Were Not Literate Human Beings

Living on an Island Might There

Just Be Tunes Non-Sensical
As Far As Logic in

We Sing
Like Bird Song
to Attract Mates
And Show Defense
of Territory and the Such
Like A Small or Really Big
Lion Cat’s Hiss or even intimidating Roar of

A Lion For It’s True A Lion Wisely Uses A Roar
to Raise Adrenaline and And Innervate More Muscle
Fibers to Use in One Fast Intense Fight to The Death Either

Another Predator
Even as ‘King of the Savannah’
And Surely A Quick Capture of an
Antelope For A Satisfying Bite to Eat

As Folks Who Practice Moving Meditation
Practice All Their Life Like Tai Chi And Even
Once Again A Muslim Sufi Dervish Spiraling a
Milky Way Dance ToGeTHeR Like This With Big

Skirts On That Even Enhance a Show of Their Orbit on Earth ThiS Way

True Emotions Move Through Every Cell of Our Body True Feelings and Senses
In Synergy Like This Affect And Effect All of Mind and Body Brain Chemistry Head to
Toe in Terms of Neurohormones Like Adrenaline to Excite and Oxytocin to Soothe And

For Warm
Nurturing Love
At the Breast of Child
Suckling And Mother of Course

And Among Males As Well With
Even Receptors on the Bottom of All Our Feet

As Neurochemicals at the Seat of Moving Feelings
And Senses of Emotions Like Serotonin Bring Comfort
And Trust in Our Self-Esteem And Dopamine For Pleasure
And Creativity From Head to Toe too Oh there are So Many Others Now Free

in A Synergy of
What Moves Us
From Head to Toe

Yet It’s True When We Balance
Our Bodies ThiS WaY in Moving
Meditation We Balance in Bio-Feedback
A Regulation of Emotional Feelings And
Integrating Senses From Head to Toe too

When Peace Comes to Body Head to Toe No Longer
Do Stress Hormones Circulate in the Blood Stream to
Keep Us on Such High Alert of Generalized Fear in Anxiety this way

It’s True While Thoughts Are Associated With Emotions of Feelings
and Senses in Synergy This way The Core of What Science Shows

Now is Emotions
in That Synergy
of Feelings and
Senses From Head to

Toe Move Us First to Whatever
Rational Decisions in Word Think
to Remember For What Best to Do Next
in Terms of Past Experience And Prognosticating
Future Success Yet Again With Peace of Body No

Fear Labeled in Words By Mind And Most Importantly
in Ways of Emotions no Fears Felt or Sensed in Synergy
ThiS Way Head to Toe For True Peace is A Place of Balancing

Grace That
Fear Has No
Place to Exist at all

And of Course After Inhaling
All This Peace From Head to Toe

Love Has More Space Exhaling to Roam in terms
of Emotions And Feelings and Senses Associated
With Love and With Particular Neurohormones Like
Oxytocin of Nurturing Others With Love ThiS Way Yes

HeART Faith
Felt in Chest
Warmth Felt
in Tummy Too

Motivating Us to
Reach Out and Hug
The World in Trust without
Anxiety As A Nice Balance
of Neurochemicals in Serotonin
And Dopamine Are Gently Sprinkled in

As We Become The Masters of Our Minds and
Bodies This Way Simply Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses For Greatest Cognitive Executive
Functioning in Stellar Laser Focus on TasK iN Flow

And Excellent
Short Term Working
Memory and Long Term
Memory For Retrieving
Whatever Tools For Life
In Moving Feeling Sensing
Ways of Life Driving Us NoW in
Effortless Ease of Excellence For Real

True THere is So Much More to This Than
Just The Words That We Often Idolize
Over The Essence of What

Does Live
From Head
to Toe at Best
All Emotions and
Senses Associated
With Peaceful Love
For All Balancing Now For Real

In Short Now Do A Beautiful Feeling
Sensing Free Dance First Head to Toe
Then Sing A Beautiful Free Reign of
Peace And Love

Eternally Now
With SMiLes…

And Sure Roar
Like A Lion If
You Have Developed
A Lion’s Soul For Fight too
i Use That Method When i
Need to Innervate Muscles Fibers
at the End of A Work-Out and the Such Hehe

Soul Hacks
May Be Used
ThiS Way to
Enhance Human
Potentials in Many Ways True

Yet if We Limit All of Life to Words
All We May Be Left With One Day Now
Are Empty SHells on A Beach Without Essence of

Life’s Love Free

This Living
One Within
Indeed my FRiEnD
What We May Name
As A FLaME Of Love Or Even God Or Allah Among Other Symbols as
Such to Drive LoVE iN Peace Forward Now For Real ToGeTHeR Free..

After Being Labeled By An Air Force
Reserves Major Psychiatrist as the
Worst Case of Severe Anxiety
Mixed With Depression He
Ever Dealt With Wanting
to Implant A Vagal
Nerve Stimulator

in my Chest
to Bring Any
Essence of This
Living One Within Back
All my Feelings And Senses
in Regulating And Bringing Emotions
to Life to Drive me Out of HeLL ON EartH

Now With A Practice of Dancing Feet Free
And Dancing Song of Soul With Fingers
Bringing Words to

Page Very Rarely
Do i Ever Experience
Any Kind of Anxiety Fear
or Depression my FRiEnD

For Almost 9 Years Now
As of July 19th, 2022 Yes

And It’s True It’s All A Drug
Free Therapy Same One Our
Ancestors Used to Dance Free Around
A Campfire Light in Moonlit Ways With A
Free Verse Song ThiS Way All Natural Innate


And Intuitive Free
Sadly though In Our
Modernity of Mechanical
Cognition Restricted So Much To
Word Think We Have Lost So Much

of the Essence
of What Lives

in the Empty
Shells of Beaches

Sea Life We Come From
And BREaTHE Free

Now This Ocean
Whole Wave Water
Way of Peace and Love
ToGeTHeR Now With SMiLes Dear FRiEnD in Egypt
As A Bottom of A Pyramid Soul Comes to Be New

Top and Bottom True…

In Short Now Do A Beautiful Feeling
Sensing Free Dance First Head to Toe
Then Sing A Beautiful Free Reign of
Peace And Love

Eternally Now
With SMiLes..:)

Thanks For The Kind
BD Wishes Dear
Chaymaa Truly
A Free Gift
Of Inspiring
Quotes You Bring☺️🙌

Great Idea
Cherie Seen
Lots of Folks
Having Problems
Keeping Their Word
Press Readers On
Sites there
Is a Ready
Made Target
Audience Here😊

Yawn, The Buffalo Shooting And The
School Shooting Both Accomplished
By the Impulsive Action of An 18 Year-


Fool Able
To Fulfill
A Sick Religion
of Killing Human
Beings For Sport
And Twisted Ideology.

The Average Age of School Shootings
is Age 18; Only A REAL Fool Wouldn’t Raise

The Age of Buying These Style Weapons
no Matter Who the Manufacturer is As Tool
of Mass Murder By Kids Less than 21 Years-Old;

The Majority of the General Public Agrees; The Senate
Minority Leader Mitch McConnell At The Current Hour
At Least

is Reported
to Possibly
Come Aboard
the Humanity Sanity Boat.

Now Obviously, This Won’t Solve The
Whole Problem; Yet ‘You’ Don’t keep
‘Your’ Head Stuck Up Your Butt While Children

Are Dying Either

By Cowardice Now

of Police or Leadership
That Doesn’t Make Sane Decisions from the
So-Called Top of the Bottom These Days Now.

And This is How It’s Gonna Work, if Change Doesn’t Happen
Now, More Children And Adults Will Die Until Enough Die for
Change to Happen;

It’s the Math
of Human
And Misery
of Finally ENOUGH,
to get Heads out of Butts
Or Ostriches Enjoying Heads
Buried in Sand for a Kinder Gentler
Metaphor That’s Lost its Place in
What is Required For Tougher Talk Now

At The Bottom
of the So-called Top Now;
It’s Working Somewhat, at Least Now.

(Comment From
The “Peanuts” Gallery)

That’s Really Sweet of You to Note;
Sadly in Terms of Empirical Data
That Comes From Views of
Registered Members Your
Admission Puts You

In A Small
On This
Website; So
Let’s Get Back

On Topic As It
Won’t Be The
First Time


Made it
All About me, Hehe.

Some mornings An Energizer
Easter Bunny Wakes up
A Bit Drained Yet Just one
Dance Move Voila Light

DanceS AGAiN…

The Nature of the Beast
Group Think Group Lies

Most Powerful People i Ever See Are Women
If You Believe Men Are Ever In Charge of Life
Blind You ArE A ‘Trump’

Hehe.. i had To google
‘Dark Enema Trump’
By Christopher
To Pinch
This Is Real

Is A Not
So Nice Side
Oh YucK

I’m Writing this As A Participant
Anthropologist Observer Just an
Extraterrestrial In Catholic Church…
Love Coming In Glory Loving Living
Or Dead ‘They’
Worshipped A
Name instead
And This
That Man
Is Orange..
Nope… “God
iS A Woman”

-Ariana Grande
~Circa 2019

A Young Man Once Said to me Oh No! How

Does it Feel to Grow Old! i Replied

Numbers Age Yet Soul Within

Actually Grows Younger

As Spirit Grows



Even Body

Becomes More Balancing

With Nature Of Our Planet Spiraling Sun

Yet i Told Him True This Ain’t A Numbers

Game it is a Human One Full Of Soul

Or Empty as i Was When i Was

21 And 47 Not Nearly As

Full Now Within

At 62 True


Soul Continues

To Grow Feather Wind Same

Spirit LiGHTeR Just Playing With DarK oF NiGHT Akshita…

LiTERaLLY i Kid You Not Each Day my SPiRiT Grows LiGHTeR..

True Waves Gently Rise Fall Rise Through Days As Nights SPRinG..:)

SMiLes First of All Dear Shawna Baby Thanks For
The Free Verse Poetry Prompt in All my Avatar
Days Fitting All 244 Pounds STiLL Now In this
Global Traveling Fiber Optic Cable at the
Speed oF LoVE NoW And God Yes Every
Consecutive Day of Writing Not MiSSinG

Even A Day of Writing Online This Avatar
Way With Numerous Pen Names Ranging
From Aghogday to Katie Mia Frederick Ever

Since Thanksgiving Day of 2010 Yes Really Escaping
Hell Then in the Last 33 Months of A 66 Months Stint
Then Of Shut-in Devil Pain and Numb Yep Mostly
Then In my Right Eye and Ear An Invisible Phantom
Of the Opera Mask That WaS Only Hell For me to be in ‘See’

Yep 4213 Consecutive Days of Escaping Hell Through
Writing to Embracing Heaven Within in The SaMe Place

Of Free Verse
Poetry Only
Colored With Love

Instead of Empty SHellS on A Beach

It’s True Love is More Than Written in the
Stone When We Bring Love Back to Life and

Yes The Story of Jesus in the Beatitudes at Least
Is Surely Worth Breathing Life iNto Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For All With Least Harm

Giving Sharing
Caring and
As Well Saviors
Of Our Self Love to
Give to All that is God
Yes AKA Love For Real
This Fearless Grace in Balancing
Force of FRiEnDS With Gravity Yes
This Peace That Opens Up A Garden of

Love to Spread
Globally Humanity
Dancing And Singing
With More than A ‘Coca-Cola
In Peace and Harmony’ With SMiLes

Yes in All my Avatar Days Online Since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 Through Words
Of “SonG of mY SouL” RiSinG Soon to 10.6 MiLLioN
Words on 6.18.22 in 106 Months Whatever You Bring

To me Are Among
The Best Holy Sacred
And Creative SPiRiT Free
Verse Poetry Prompts to Write
Even More of the SonG oF mY SoUL Free

To Make Words Written In Stone Organic Soul
Uploaded Hehe With SMiLes Dear FRiEnD NoW

An Oldest HiSToRiCaL Human Condition And Thank
God HeRSToRiCaL Condition too as It’s True if these

Last 106 Months Are Any
Indication of What’s Missing
In Older Bible’S A Woman’s Spiritual
Touch Indeed For What Has Been Inspired
By Dudes At least in Modernity of Left Brain
More Restricted Processing of Grasping and Owning

THis World At Hand
FLaVoReD More with
Con-Social Emotions
Of Anger And Hate And
One-Up-Man-Ship Bare of Love

In a More Mechanical Cognition World
Is Surely Missing the Anima Sacred And Holy

DiViNE A Feminine Touch of God i Reach Out and Freely
Receive GlobAlly Now Devoid of Any Body Parts to See

Only SPiRiT
Only SoUL
Only HeART
Now to BREaTHE Free mY FRiEnD

Hehe, Katrina Has All the Body
Parts i NEED HAHa Yet it’s True

THere is No Finer Body Than A Woman’s
Soul the Shape of Love So Free to Be As

Wind Feeds
Above Below With SMiLes

Sadly What’s Been MiSSinG
From So Much Sacred and Holy
Text Bringing Life Love to Words Written

In the Stone
More Than
And Owning
The World At
Hand With the Metaphor
Of Reducing All of Existence
To Body Parts ThiS WaY iNDeeD

Yet of course ‘Body Parts’ Are Inspiring
Too Fueling Dopamine For Both Pleasure
And Creativity too Worth ‘Suicide Bombing’
For Some Folks in Hopes to Attain After Death

Yet Honest to God

There Are So Many

Body Parts Swimming

In this World Without Restraint
Ironically What Was Once Taboo
And Desired Most is Now An Every
Day Take-Out Lunch WHere Younger
Folks Have Lost Interest in Reproduction

Entire Countries
As Such As Japan

Where Robot Dogs
In Strollers Even Replace
Furry Warm Dogs With Human HeARTS too

SMiLes Humans Have Grasped And Owned too Much
Of Nature Humans in THeiR Ignorance Have Harmed, Raped,
Maimed, And Killed too Much of Nature as the United States with
4 Percent of the World’s Population Not Only Uses 40 Percent of
Human Resources Yet Also Has About 40 Percent of Mass Murders
And About 40 Percent of Pandemic Deaths so Far Globally Too it Seems

The Number
40 is Relevant
In Lent Spent
Short Living Deaths
In the Deserts of Earth

Sadly This Slow Downward Spiral
Might Last More Than 4 Years, 40 Years,

Or Even 400 Years if Humans Don’t Blow Up
US and Lots of the Rest of Living Nature Like

The 1 in 8 Living Animal And Plant Species Forecast
To Go Extinct At the Current Human Killing Rate in

the Next Few Decades

Yet Even Without
Bees in 4 Years Yep

We go extinct too
Sooner Than Soon

Nature’s Remedy of Course
And Greatest Law is Balance

Nature’s Wrath is Culling What
Takes Nature Out of Balance So Yes

Let it Be Written

In Stone Yet Without Free Dance Song

Now Love For More Than Just Whatever
In-Group We Come to Illusory BeLiEVE iN
Alone Our True Home is All of Nature And
We Humans are No More Integral than A Grain

Of Sand
That Holds
Up A Potential
Mountain of Human
Love For All That is God

No Exception A Best Rule
‘Those Beatitudes’ BRinG

A Most Important Note

It is Verily True The

Meek Do Inherit

The Earth

In Grace of
Balancing Peace
Inhaling ThiS way
ExhalinG Love For All With Least Harm

This Life This Love or Not THeRE is No Escaping

The Nature Of God Balance if We Wanna Staycation

A Bit
iN Heaven
On EartH at Least

Yet It’s True Until We
Find This Queendom And
Or Kingdom of Love WiTHIN

The Desire The Need to Only Grasp
And Own the ‘Body Parts’ Continues

As One Body of God Gets Lost Under All
These CuLTuRaL Clothes No Longer
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Yes Eternally Now This Naked
Dance And Song of God
More Than
Body Parts
Fully Without
Shame to BREaTHE
All of God iN as Peace ExhalinG LoVE…

There Are So Many Ways Truly And Yes Not Messy Naked Enough
Whole Complete Ways to Make LoVE Come Real With SMiLes For All..:)


iMaGiNE A World Without Guns It’s Not Hard to Do If You
AcTuAlly SMiLE With LoVE (GoD) For ReaL ETerNaLLY NoW

Christmas in June Christmas in December Christmas NoW LiGHT
YouR LiVinG Tree Newer Colors And Keep iT UP Just For the HeLLuVA iT

A FRiEnD iN True
Is The Give
That and

Only Receives
With Even More SMiLes

Joy to YouR World Dear Savvy..:)

Oh My Lord Whenever
i Hear About Brain Ghosts

i ReMeMBeR Those Days
of Being A Lonely Ghost Wandering
the Earth Not Realizing i Am Dead

No Matter How Much i Was Loved

Now All i Wanna

Do is Turn

on my HeART

LiGHT and

Distress A
Stranger May
Feel As JusT ANoTHeR
ET For ReaL ON EartH

NoW It’s True All i Have is a
Care Package With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear
PM Indeed
Best Misadventures

Aren’t Planned

They Just
in A
We Never
Considered Before

i Rarely Plan Ahead
i Just Flow And Let
The MaGiC Capture
me And Take me WHere
i Didn’t Know i Wanted to be Most…

ReAlly A
Key is

Simple And Sweet
Human Kind
Our Meaning
Of Life This Love
ToGeTHeR Spreading

Fearless Waves That Create More
Beautiful Shores of Human Beaches

iN Flow oF LiGHT

Have A Great
Day Dear
With SMiLes..:)

What a Beautiful Poem Dear Cindy
It’s True It’s How We Embody Our
Soul How We MoVE iN Dance of
Life How

We Sing

In Words
of Soul Now
That Enrich
Us So Much
From Head to Toe And More

Hehe As i Travel the Beach
in A Spiraling Flow With Athletic
Shoes in Deep Sugar White Sands

of the Emerald Gulf Coast Beaches
All that’s Left Behind Is A Mirror of the
Waves i Create As Additional Shores

i Travel
in Life
On Terrestrial Earth..:)

Do Note, in ‘the Article’ It Specifies
Loss on Average For Folks Who

i never Stopped, Since 12 Years
Old, And Continue Getting Stronger

Every Year Now, including This Year as i Still
Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds at a ‘Sweet 62 Age;’

i Could Only Leg Press 500 Pounds From Ages 21 Thru 53;

However, i Only Walked or Ran One Way then And Sat A Whole

Lot More Than i Dance Today IN EVERY DIRECTION, About 160 Miles Average
Each Month in Public, All 16,733 Miles Now in 105 Months Without Stopping.

Science Also Shows Some
Humans Still Have the
Potential to be Strong
as Orangutans For Real;

For Those Who Use Their
‘Ape Potentials’ More Than Lose IT.

We LiVE iN A More Sedentary Society
Than Ever; Don’t Believe Every Science
Study Based on Couch Potato Averages Will

Necessarily Apply to ‘You’, IF YOU USE MORE OF


Now of Course, There is Nature and
Nurture involved With This; Yet Considering
Most Folks Assessed me as the ‘Weakest Fish
in the Aquarium’ Young at School; i Changed

My Epigenetic
So Much More
of my Genetic Potential
Through Environmental Challenge then;

And After Retiring And Recovering From Work And The Sedentary Part of that;

i Applied All My Effort Starting at Age 53 in Focus on Increasing Human Potentials;


So Much
More Potential
Realized in measurable
Empirical results From Age
53 currently through age 62, Now;

However, Jack LaLanne, The Inventor
of the ‘Universal Machine’ Also Towed
A Fleet of 70 Boats Swimming Across A Bay

At 70 Years-Old; And A Retired Navy Captain,
A Friend of Mine, Still Benching And Squatting
450 Pounds in His 70’s; Common Thread While His

Buddies Were out
Getting Drunk

At Bars; And
Just Giving IT
Up Later with
Marriage, A
Family and Career,

He Was Hitting
More of this Human
Potential at the Gym
on Friday Nights And the Rest of the Week Without Fail;

Without Fail is A Key to Human Potentials; Don’t Quit;
And Environmental Challenges Are Avenues for Potentials Realized.

i Understand the Dyslexia issue; Yet on the Other Hand, Grade
School Kids Have no Difficulty With my Style of Writing; in Fact,

i Often Receive Poems Dedicated To the Value of the Unique Style AND Deeper Than usual Substance;
Almost Always by Women; Yet That’s the Way my life goes, hehe, FOR REAL. There Are Different Ways

in Viewing/Feeling the World, Indeed.

Obviously, A Weak Attempt
at A Personal Attack
in ‘this case’; of Course
Empirical Data;

Some Folks Are Afraid
of Different, Others Are Not; i For one am not.

Now Back to the Topic At Hand and Specifically as that Relates
To Cognitive Executive Functioning For What it Takes to get the General
Public’s Attention Span Long Enough to Get Enough Support, Even at Highest Levels for Effective Change:

“That pair of green Converse sneakers, being held on her knees by Matthew McConaughey’s wife
Camila as he spoke with searing passion at the White House about the Uvalde school massacre.

The simple hand-drawn black heart above the big toe on the right foot shoe.

They belonged to Maite Rodriquez, a 9-year-old girl who was annihilated so
horrendously in her classroom that the distinctive sneakers were the only way

anyone could identify her afterward.”

Obviously Not Everyone Is Moved Through Heart Strings; Yet Commonly Humans
Are; And Interestingly, Science Shows That the Failure of Cognitive Executive Functioning

At Core is A Failure of Emotional Intelligence in Terms of Regulating Emotions And Integrating
Senses; And Indeed, Generally Speaking That Takes Males Longer Than Females As an 18 Year-
Old Boy is More Likely to Go off Unhinged And Do Something FOOLISH Unless There is Some Barrier

to What May Destroy
His Life or Someone
Else’s Life or Lives;

Ranging From Vehicular
Manslaughter, Driving Recklessly,
Through The Extreme of Slaughtering

20 or So Elementary Kids for Sport By
Impulsively Purchasing a Weapon of Mass Death,
Easy As Candy to Buy for A Child at the ‘Five and Dime.’

Levels of Human Emotional Intelligence As that Applies to
The Resource of Human Empathy have Fallen Substantially Among
Younger Generations, Since the Advent of the Mechanical Cognition of

Electric Devices



What this Means is That Realistically
Humans Are Less ‘Human’ Than They
Were Before, When Face to Face Contact
Was the Way they interacted And Increased
Human Emotional Intelligence With Empathy for Others of Course.

For Instance, A Human With Empathy Doesn’t Personally Attack Someone
Who is Different Just For the Sport of it; as i’ve often Seen that Happen on
This Internet Site by those Who Show Little Empathy for Other Human Beings Who Are Different.

Yet Location Counts; That’s A Major Scientific Reality of Difficulty For Folks on the Autism Spectrum to Be
Expected of Course; So it Doesn’t Phase me as i always consider the Source as i for one am Neither Deficient

in Emotional Intelligence or Human Empathy, Stronger Than Ever This Way; And in Fact, With GREATER Cognitive
Executive Functioning in Terms of Laser Focus, Short Term Working Memory, And Long Term Memory as Well;

Sadly, Folks Who Don’t Work On Their Emotional Intelligence And Human Empathy Have more Problems with
Cognitive Executive Functioning As That Applies to All Areas of Human Potential in living A Successful Happy

Life with or
Without a
Whole Lot
of Material Goods
and Monetary Resources.

We LiVE iN a Different World
Than When These Weapons of
Mass Death Were First Available For Sell to the General Public.

And what This Means is We Must Make Adjustments to Insure
Greater Safety With the Fewest Limitations on Human freedoms too.



THIS WAY, it’s like a ‘Mental

Institution Overall’; You take away the
Pointy objects And You Sure As Hell Don’t

Provide Weapons of Mass Death at the ‘Local Five and Dime’…

Particularly for Young Males Who have always Had more Problems
With Emotional Intelligence And Empathy for others, Only Compounded
With Interest in Killing Games Every Day And Loss of Human Connection

For What
it even
to Be A Human Being;

Indeed, it takes a Perfect
Storm of ‘Real Evil’ For Something
As Horrid in Humanity of this Nature to Occur;

And Indeed, it takes Practically An ‘Academy Award’
Performance by A Life-Long Paid Actor to Frigging Get

The Attention Span of Human Beings Lost From Emotional
Intelligence Where Science Shows the Average Human Attention
Span now is less that A Gold Fish; Yep Less Than 3 Seconds; Not


has this issue;

in Fact, Some Folks
on the Autism Spectrum
And Obviously Some of the
Hundreds of Thousands of Views

Who Read me Have Laser Focus And
Attention Spans for Complexity that make

Them Every Bit as Neuro-Diverse in A World

in Every
Way of Human Potential.

Raising the Age to 21, for
the Purchase of Weapons of
Mass Death is Indeed A ‘No-Brainer’

For Anyone Left With Any Human ‘Common Feel’…

And For Those Who Are Against it, ‘A Common Thread’ is often ‘Cold’…

And Even Among The General Public, it Takes An Academy Award Winning

Performance to Even Get Their Attention of the Blood and Guts Spilled on ‘The Big or Small Tube’….

Science Shows That Most All
Our Rational Decisions Are
Moved By A Synergy of
Feelings And Senses
By Emotions We Feel First;

Overall, A Human Species
Without Emotional Intelligence
And Empathy is on the Highway
to Real Hell in Every Way; Trump
As President and the Support That He
And His Ilk Still Receive; All These Mass
Shootings With Domestic Terrorism, Far Exceeding

Any Threat Outside our Borders

Is Surely Even More Evidence

For What Science Already

Suggests is Watering
Down the Human
Condition and
Potential for
Survival And Thriving
With Human Happiness Even More…

Look Around And See the Gnashing of Teeth
And Wailing As Folks Strike Out in Addictions
to Anger and Hate of Different Just to Attempt to
Fill the ‘Empty Feel’ Within That YES the Adrenaline

Ranging from an Anonymous Avatar on the Internet Attacking someone
Who Communicates Differently to A Mass Shooting That Kills Little Kids for no

Reason Other
Now Than An


To Anger and Hate

Anger And Hate

Anger And Hate

All The Vengeance THAT
Brings So Cold So Very Far Away From Victory

With Every Heaven Associated With Love Real And True
Giving, Sharing, Caring, And Healing For All Concerned

With Least Harm.

Just to Be Clear, my ‘Dissertation’ Wasn’t
Personally Directed Toward You;

Additionally, hehe,
Thanks for Carrying
Art Now For What
i Do to Another Page;

Keeps Me Breathing, HAha,
One Massive Quote Tree unto myself…

And Other Than That It Does Appear that
The Senate is Gonna Compromise On Some
Kind of New Regulations And Assistance to Slow the Slaughters…

‘Humanity’ at Least;
Note: i Kept this
Almost Twitter
Size, Just For
You Dear ‘Skunk’..;)

Well Considering Over 1 MiLLioN Folks Died in A Deadly
Pandemic And Where i LiVE iN ‘Trump/DeSaTaNiS’ ‘Trademark
God Town USA,’ During the Peak of the Deadly Delta Variant, Folks


Like There Was NO Pandemic At All, Except for the Employees at
Walmart And Target And the Corporate Protected AS Such; And True,
Give the Priests And the Deacons Credit for Wearing A Mask Delivering


Yet not the Congregation,
Giving Them the Freedom of Choice
With No Requirements For Social Distancing;

Yet What Really Worked For Vaccinations Was When
Personal FRiEnDS And Family Members Close Started

To Actually DROP LIKE

Small Attention Spans Make Small
Plans for Safety





CONTINUE TO RISE in more Harming, Raping, Maiming,

Killing Ways As That’s The HiSToRY of the Worst Pandemic That
the Human AS A SPECIES Delivers to the Rest of Nature out of Balance in
Killing Ways as 1 in 8 Animal And Plant Species are assessed as destined to

By the Human
Hand of Erasure
in Coming Decades
OUT of Balance Now With
Living Nature on this Planet;

Yet ONLY As Long as We Are Here;

And Now We Are Raising Up LoWeRinG Down Children
That And Who Slaughter Children; Not A Good Look for Any

Social Animal
Species Really
That And Who
Wants to continue to Exist;

Yet Nature Culls What offends
in Balance; It is REAL Karma in Terms of Simple Actions
And Consequences That Humans Are Surely Not Exempt

From Now Or Ever Will Be Now As Classically Evolved, So ‘We’

Turn The Other Cheek in Trump Towns USA As The Zombie
Apocalypse of the Face of Nature That is Also Us WE EAT That We
Have no Way to Escape on this Planet Slowly And Steadily Growing
By Human Zombie Armies
Now in Larger Armed

Size Ways; Yep,

Propagating Smaller

Offenders of Pandemics

As We Spiral Down the Path
That Imbalance Naturally Brings;

Less of Us in every way Still to come and go away…

In Short, considering How So Many Folks in the United
States Were Able to Look the Other Way, While A Million
Folks in the United States Died A Horrible Death of Suffocation

That a Respiratory
Deadly Pandemic Brings;

Nah, There Won’t Be Many Hermits

Here; It’ll Take A Lot More Pain And Suffering

AND DEATH For Folks to Stay Inside; Yet What if they

Showed the Photos of the Bodies More than the Faces of the

Zombies Eating the Face of Humankind; People Around Here
Would Just Look Away

After A Few Views
As iF iT Ain’t in THeir
Backyard It’s Out of View…

Yet Really People Are Just Too Damn
Busy With the Complexity of Our Culture
For even Surviving at All; Most Folks Are Just Treading

Water Trying
To Survive
As They Are Today…

As 50 Percent Making 50 to 100 Thousand
Dollars NoW Assessed as Living Pay Check
to Pay Check; And Yes, 40 Percent Reaching
Middle Upper Class Well Over 100 Thousand
Dollars Living Pay Check to Pay Check; Where
The Price of Gas Going Up to 5 Dollars A Gallon
For Every Person Living Pay Check to Pay Check

Seems Like A Worst Natural Human Disaster they
Are Currently Coping With Out of Balance With A Mind

For Financial Management too; Oh, the First World Problems;

Not Many Folks Even Have the
Capacity Left in Their Arsenal
of Human (Empathy And The Such) Juice to FREaKiN’ Care At All…

So Goes A Human Condition Out of Balance With the Rest of Nature;

And Truly It’s Up to People Who Have What it Takes to Pay Attention to Do

At All to Save
Our Ship From TOTALLy Sinking…

It’ll Probably Take a Few More Decades
to Totally Sink; Perhaps i’ll See it, Perhaps i Won’t…

Never The Less, Over Here in ‘Trump Town USA’, Where Most
Folks Act and Look Like Each Other And Attend a Church of Some
Kind on Sunday; i Can’t imagine Currently A More Ignorant And Safe Place to Live;

See How
This Works?

As Long As It Works
This Way For Them
And Even me We are
Gonna Survive And Thrive in Paradise The Best We Can And Will;

All The Retired Baby Boomers Moving Down Here to Soak Up the
Sun And Buy Up The Rest of the Real Estate At High Prices While

The Younger
Folks Get
Lost For Some
Place to Live And
Raise Perhaps, Even
A Family; Yes The Pot
Is Stirring Here too; So Far

Peace Exists For me to Stay in Bliss…

And It’s True, i Give Credit to the Tradition
At Hand; Good For Short Term Survival So Far;

Yet Some of We Will See What Ignorance Added
to The Soup Does in

the Longer

Run for
Down Here…

Down Here
In ‘Hooterville’ And Paradise too…

Tradition Brings Safety and Ignorance

Ironically the Two Work Hand in Hand For
A While it Seems at least…

Till Change
And the
That Brings
Safety Enough
to Survive and
Even Thrive Takes ‘Residence’ again…

Yet What Happens When All The Traditions

Melt Away; What Happens When Humans No Longer
Stand Together As a Group With Common Meaning And Purpose


Mass Shootings

Increasing Human
Carnage, Year by Year;

Younger People Lonelier than

Ever Before; And Older People Left
Without Caregivers too; There is Room

For So Much More Misery and Suffering; Yes, So Much
More Than Just the Most Publicized Offenses of Humanity…

Meanwhile i’ll Do ‘Liberal’ online
And Keep ‘Conservative’ Folks

Close as
my Safety
Net to Continue
to THRiVE iN Eden…

Generally Speaking
‘Realists’ Make A ‘Better’ Living…

I’m Not suggesting Many of the Other
Folks Are REALLY Thriving With Their
Current Ignorant Ways of Life; Yet they
Are Surviving…

We Do
It’s What Nature Does;

Yawn, i Play, it’s What
The Rest of



iMaGiNE A World Without Guns It’s Not Hard to Do If You
AcTuAlly SMiLE With LoVE (GoD) For ReaL ETerNaLLY NoW

Christmas in June Christmas in December Christmas NoW LiGHT
YouR LiVinG Tree Newer Colors And Keep iT UP Just For the HeLLuVA iT

A FRiEnD iN True
Is The Give
That and

Only Receives
With Even More SMiLes

Joy to YouR World Dear Savvy..:)


Naked Enough Whole Complete
UNiVeRSE Within Below Above
Outside Inside All Around Now

For What A Fountain Now
May Give of Well Spring

For What The Early
Morning Dew

Dear Savvy

Reminds Us
of Tears to LiVE Again..:)

Ah Yes THere is The Dead Line Mind
And A Shirt i Have Somewhere Stocked
in A Couple of Wardrobe Closets That Says

Better Yet
Dances And
Sings Totally Free

“Out of My Mind
Be Back in 5 Minutes”
On A Logo Sign of Expressing

What it Means to Get Out of Our Heads
So Far Beyond Mechanical Cognition

And Perhaps Like i Did Then
For Only Escape in Work Life
7 Days A Week Yep Mow The

Grass As Close to

Zen Nirvana
And Bliss
In Meditating
Life i Got to Get
Out of my Mind Then
For Mindful Awareness
Deeper Where Creativity Free Springs The Most

Now It’s True i’m Almost Always MoWinG Grass
Yet Now No Mower Required For i am The Leaf

Free This
Entire Forest
of my SouL Breathing ALiVE
i Suppose Washing Dishes might
Do the Trick too and it Appears that
is Still Only One of my Wife’s Meditations ThiS Way

True Dear Sohair
It’s Often LiGHT
of Love That


As Shine
Does The Sun
Within Humankind True…:)

Love Ya
With SMiles❤️🙌🙏

Just Giving Ya An Opportunity
To See Through mY EYeS No
Requirement to Use Them @ALL

Really ‘Moses’ You Should Have
Been Ashamed Verily JusT Wait

So Let it Be Written So Let It Be Done Yep
These Cold Dead Hands This God of Gun

Feel It
FeeL iT
Isn’t IT Amazing
NoW HoW SmAll A
Change As MaKinG
One Letter Large And Another
Small May Make Such
A Difference NoW iN A SmAll Sized Phrase

For True Some of Us Feel Things ‘Out THere’

And Others Of us LiGHT Our FLaME Within And

Shine Forth Our Rays oF LiGHT As Love Radiates

ThiS WaY For
All Dear FRiEnD
Aleesha Yes This
Ocean Whole Love
This Water That Flows We
As Waves to Spread All Around

This Life This Love This LiVinG Tree
As Leaves We aRe to Green And Rise
As Leaves We aRe to FAll And Fertilize
Souls oF FoResT Whole To RiSE Even MoRE LoVE CoLoRinG

It’s Like FRiEnDS in Distance, Space, Time, And Matter NeW
THeRE iS No MeASuRE iN FRiEnDS BeYonD iNFiNiTY NoW..:)

He who does not
Master the Dance Cannot
Understand the Principles oF Fly

aLReadY Have
aLL ‘THiS Sh8t’
FiGuReD out
NoW iN tHe U.S..😉

A ‘Long Day ‘TiLL the
Moon Rises’
Yep Been
iT mY FRiEnD for
too long too yet
Hope Dies
ThaT Snake carrieS on..🙂

Gospel of Thomas
Verse 37 WHeRE
Jesus says GeT NaKeD Find GoD

Weak Men With Swords Afraid of Losing
Mates Forced Clothes On Strong Armed Men


So Modern Religions/CuLTuRES
Chase Humans Away From GoD

Ha! A ‘REaSoN’ i AM so much
to Give/Feel/Share Is THere Is NoThing

To ReCeiVE NoW

Thank You
Karlien All
You Provided☺️
Truly Sublimely Beautiful🙌

SMiles Savvy
Waves Coming
GoinG Love Expands
Waves Fall🙌

And So Are
You Dear
Breathing Singing
Now All That’s Left🙌😊
Dance Freeing Toes💃


While A Father May Be
A Hero THere Is No one
Endearing As Mother
With That Sung
This Dance
To Your
Dear Mom
Hehe Now Still
3 Years Younger
Than Katrina and
Just a Newborn
When i Am
Up Like
A Weed
At Thirteen
Yet my Mother
Was Sure i Am
A FLoWeR Hehe

iS HeRStory me

Thanks Dear
Cindy only
Your Flow
WitH SMiles☺️🏝❤️

Yawn, Let’s Use Common Sense/Feel, in A Nation,
‘A Party’ With A ‘Well Being’ to Re-Elect A Dude that
Both the Republican Senate Majority Leader at That
Point in History and the Minority Leader of the House

(IF that Doesn’t Work THere is Mini-me-TRumP-DeSaTaNiS)

Both Admitted That Trump Was Practically Responsible
For a Deadly Insurrection in an Attempt to Overthrow an
Integral Part of Our Representative Democracy, Obviously,

When the Majority of that Party Has No More ‘Well Being’ Than
That It’s
A Sign
That We Have
an Unwell Country,
No Matter What Label
We Choose to Diagnose

The Condition of the Condition
of Our Country Which is Not Yours
of Course ‘Dear Skunk’; It Is those without

Feathered Nests From This Roost Who Get Lost
And Have No Where To Turn, Who Most Often Go

Rogue Without A Home That Feels Like Home to Them

And Again that’s
Fostered By the
Condition of the Condition;

‘You’ Don’t Sell Weapons of Mass
Death Like Candy in a store to
18 Year-Old Kids When You Have

A Country Overall With An Unwell Condition of the Condition;

Or You Do And People Randomly Get Killed By Unwell Folks of this Condition.

And as Far As Mental Health Help in Terms of Well Being and Overall Health Care For
The Disenfranchised Among Us; Let’s Not Forget About All the Trump States that Refused
to expand Medicaid for those Folks; And Let’s Not Forget About the Sweeping Tax Reform

For Welfare For the Corporate Rich,

While Then the ‘Republican Regime’
Did Their God Damndest To Remove
Health Care From About 20 MiLLioN
of the Most Disenfranchised of our Populace;

The Only Real Man, Who in that Whole ‘Republican
Congregation,’ Stood Up Then And Proved He Was
A Real Man With A ‘Soul’ More than Cold; God YES,

John McCain,

A REAL F iN Hero
Then Practically
An Anti-Trump Then;

Yes, We Have A Sick
Nation Indeed Now;

Yet Many, Many Causal
Factors Are Associated
With Mass Murders And
Most All Studies Agree You

Can’t Just Pin-Point it to One
Correlated Factor Like Mental Illness;

And It Would Be Ridiculous to Suggest the
Tool Provided Like Candy over the Counter
At a ‘Five And Dime’ Doesn’t Provide AN Impulsively

Chosen Tool

to Blow the Heads
off Many Kids in a
Shortest Period of
Effort to Create HeLL ON EartH;

Remember THAT Blowing the Heads
off Sweet Little Kids who No Longer
Have the Ability to Sing Nursery Rhymes,

Sadly Replaced Now By a ‘Party’ Overall That Just Doesn’t FreaKiN’ Care.

Yet ‘We The People Do’ as 80 to 90 Percent Support Most of the Gun
Reforms Currently


By the
‘Other Party’
For Something
Less than Anger and Hate
And the Ignorance that Propagates


to the
of Death
With Little
Kids who
Have Heads Blown Off
By The Condition that
Buys the Tool So Easily
to Bring REAL HeLL ON EartH,

In a Country of TaKinG More Than Giving;
In a Country of Hoarding More Than Sharing;
In A Country of Harming More Than Healing;

In A Country Where 4 Percent of the Global
Population Uses Around 40 Percent of the Earth’s Human Resources;

In A Country That Holds the Honor of Close to 40 Percent of Global Pandemic Deaths


In A Country That Currently Is Well Ahead of the Rest With Close to 40 Percent of Mass
Murder Shooting Deaths;

Do You Understand
The Condition of the

Condition Yet; Do Open
Your Eyes and See; And to
Be Clear, This isn’t Directed at Only You.

And Honestly, it Seems You Live Way too
Far Away to Completely Understand, Feel,
SENSE, And Smell This

OVERALL Condition


Dear Skunk
With SMiLes;

Skunks Are Lovely
Creatures Compared to ‘This Smell;’
This Real Smell of Hell RiSinG ON EartH;


Oh Lord GOD REAL LOVE, my Home Away From Home STill Now…

Mary Had A Little ‘Lamb’, A Little Lamb, A Little Lamb; Mary Had a Little Lamb,

Until ‘They’ All Stood Around While ‘The Others Blew’ Her Head off With an AR-15;

Not Sure IF

‘THAT Lamb’

Ever Even Existed ‘Here’…

Maybe Just An Empty
Dream or Prayer it Seems;

Nice Day ‘Down Under’ HeaR With SMiLes..:)

Naked Enough Whole Complete
UNiVeRSE Within Below Above
Outside Inside All Around Now

For What A Fountain Now
May Give of Well Spring

For What The Early
Morning Dew

Dear Savvy

Reminds Us
of Tears to LiVE Again..:)


“To Ease Another Heartache
Is To Forget One’s Own”

And How Appropriate
That Lincoln Will Bring

These Words

Dear Savvy

Coming Out of
His Darkness As
So often Folks Who
Accomplish the Most Do

When Giving Becomes the Receiving More

Remembering A Story i Heard About “Colonel Sanders”
The Nickname of The Man Who Started An Empire

of “Kentucky
Fried Chicken”
Franchises in the
United States Yet Not

Until He Felt His Life Was
Over at 65 Years of Age
And Was Already
Ready to

It Away
Yet He Persevered Then
Went Door To Door Selling
His Special Recipe For Fried Chicken

And the Man on The Bottom of His Pyramid
Became A Billionaire By Age 88 With His ‘Kentucky
Fried Chicken Empire’ And While it’s True Hehe i’m not
Much One for Eating Fried Chicken And Making More Money

By Way of
Work is
the Last
Goal of
Life i Possibly
See Now It’s Still
The Healing of Perseverance
The Will To Survive When We Hit
Rock Bottom Where We Find DarK

iS oNly
Now The
oF LiGHT New
For All We Do
Next Fall to Rise
Indeed With SMiLes..:)

To You too
Dear Cindy
With Stellar
Weekend For

Joyful When All Feelings And
Senses Come Together Elating

Every Cell of

Our Beings

With Sunshine
Radiating Smiles
All Around Us in That
Eternal Now of Joy

Where All of Life
Smiles on the
Inside Out New

Bliss When Feelings
Senses All Emotions
Floating Balancing Soaring
Peaceful in Tween of High And Low
Just A Flow That Is No WHere Yet Now to Go

So Naked

SMiLes Miriam
in the Pinnacle of
my Work Career That
Place Where ya Have the
Highest So-Called Title And
the Most Pay And Pay Grade too

It’s True in that Place of Darkness All
Spent For What it Means to Be Human

The Words Joy and Happiness And Bliss
Were As Far Away As Fearless Love Then

Play Was An Activity in Another World And

Eventually So Many Years After That i Constructed
A Place Then of “Visiting The Garden of Band Aid”
Yes A Gratitude Tree for All the Positive Parts of my

(Aka Blog

Life i
Then 24 Hours
on my 53rd Birthday
And i Linked The Definition
of Hope Through All 6,000 or
So Words of Effort i Was So Determined
to Escape the Pain and Numb of 66 Months

i Had No Idea Then on the 6th of June of 2013
Just a Month and 13 Days And i Would Return to

The Colors oF LiGHT Beyond All The Pain and Numb
on a Beach So Beautiful Where i Live Just one With
Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Gulf Waves
Sea Oats Swaying In Breeze and Sea Gull Wings

Spiraling the
Sun Yes the
Bliss of All
Emotions Whole
Regulating All Floating
in Balance Eternally Now Then

And For The Play of A Child i Lost
And For The Joy of A Child i Lost
And For The Happiness of A Child i Lost
And For The SMiLes Lost in A Bottomless Pit

It Wasn’t Enough For me to Have These Gifts
So i Set out on What is now Almost 106 Months

To Give It All Away to Others And to Record The Gift
As Well And Give and Share That All Away for Free

After Collecting Over 2,000 Photos of Ecstatic Joyful
Photos in Peaks of Flowing Dance With Others i Let my
Psychiatrist See a Collage of 100 Or So of the Photos that
i Saved As Facebook Profile Pics And He Said He Couldn’t

For the Joy
Still Lives in SMiLinG
Ecstatic Faces of Loving Life…

If i Ever Forget i Went to Heaven i Surely
Won’t Have to Look Far For A “Garden of Band-Aid”

To Remember It is Truly A Wonderful Life And to Feel
my Decision not to Jump off A Bridge With the Suicide

A Real
And Lasting
Difference in this World…

This Play This Joy
This Happiness


Loving Life For Real

Yes This Bliss Now
Of Eternal Balancing
All Feelings Senses
Emotions Whole

This Free


Song Breathes
my Soul LiveS ETernAlly New..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy Ocean Water Dancing
Singing Be A Wave of Human Sunshine
As Flowers of Creativity Bloom

Step Back
And SoaK
iN Sublime
Beauty All You

Do Every Bloom A
FLoWeR Loving Life
Every Petal NoW A Part

Bloom A New
Home of
Every NoW EternAlly
New Colors oF LiGHT..:)

a piano
no longer
Yellow Boy
has found
in a place
to stay.
of comfort.
at the
where one’s
to some
One takes one
in FLoW iN
If there is
no spirit
there is
no spirit iN


Hi.. old FRiEnD..
Angel Mind Retrofit..
NoW i never forget a
FRiEnD who helped
me in LiFE which truly
you did so much back
in the dead zone days oF
i.. so yeah
iT’s Fred
just stopping
by to say hi..
WitH all the best
Wishes of Peace oF
to you my Friend greater
than ever BEfore And sorry
i haven’t checked back so long
to read you here.. and hope to see
your writings around someday online more..🙂

SMiLes my Friend…
6 Feet Above IS
Always A
Greater Gift…
No Worms for me…
Ashes Below
Fumes from
Of What’s
Left Right Above..

A Life Living
Never Dead Now
Thanks just Thanks
For the
Gift Now..🙂

ReAlly JusT A Matter of getting Back
to: God Born i am on Date Mastering
Technology From: ReFuSinG to Be A Tool NoW

ChangE THoRN

‘They’ Believe No Value in Life That Does Not
Lead to ‘Trump Green’ Or How Others Do ‘Stuff’

Re-Born Golden Age Any Age HEaVeN Is Simply
ReMeMBeRinG Do of Play Original God CREaTiViTY iN


Storm Enduring Sun Shining Green NoW Do You Only See It Or

Do You FeeL iT NeW

Aloha Dear Hawaii
FRiEnD A Dog’s

Life Paradise





Spill Colors Of Peace

Enough Whole Complete

Nature Sees Unadulterated



EYes Of Beach Sunrise 🏝 ☺️🙌

True Savvy Most of the Animals

Spend Most of Their Place Now

Of Breathing In A Balancing

LiFE Whole Enough of

UBAE Universal Basic

(H O M E O STaSiS)

Animal Existence



Truer Away

From Poorer

Feeling Wholer

Never Just Part oF iT All

Being All No Separating

Dancing Touching Singing
Naked Enough Whole Yes New

SMiles Dear HiMaLi
YouR Mother is Truly
And THere
With SMiles
my Treasure
Born FRiEnD From
FLoWeR Blooming☺️🌸

“Maybe our supporters have the right idea,” Trump said, according
to committee Vice Chair Rep. Liz Cheney. “Mike Pence deserves it.”

This About Covers The Book of Trump; He iS TRULY PSYCHOPATHIC



MIKE PENCE; And So Called
Conservative Christians Still Support
This True


On Earth…

It’s Beyond Disgusting that
The Priest of the Church i Study Claimed
God’s Direction is to Vote For This True Evil….

As He Instructed The Congregation to Do AS Such
Combining Church And State in Support of A Wanna
Be Dictatorship, Not Much Different Than What my Grandfather
X-Catholic Priest Exposed in His Book, Free Now, PDF online per

“Behind the Dictator’s”
Last Century, in the
Support, The ‘Popeship’
Provided to the Dictators Then For Real;
If THere Was Ever A Human Being that Houses
the Metaphor of ‘Anti-Christ,’ it is Trump and His Ilk

in the
And Future More…


What An ILL Country
The United States Has Come to Be…

Yet This is Naturally What Happens when
A Country Supports Unwarranted Wars that
Kill Hundreds of Thousands of Folks Who Otherwise

Might Still
Be Alive Now;

Yet This is Naturally What Happens when
A Country Uses 40 Percent or So of Human
Resources of the Earth in Greater Taking, Hoarding,
in Greed of the Human Condition With Around 4 Percent of the Global Population;

Yet This is What Happens When Freedom is Put Above Human Life And the United
States Holds Close to 40 Percent of Pandemic Deaths at Over A MiLLioN Deaths Now;

Yet This Is What Happens When A Country Has Close to 40 Percent of the World’s

Mass Shooting
Deaths With

4 Percent of the
Population of the World;

Yet This is What Happens
When Anyone Shoots Themself in the Foot;

They Hobble Until They Can’t Walk, They Trip,
They May Fall, And Eventually Sooner than Soon they

May Neither

See the
oF LoVE or Life;

‘Karma,’ SHe Might
Be A Real B88CH NoW

Yet At least She’s Honest

As Mother Nature Don’t Play
No Favorites As ‘THe REal God’ Rises

to the Occasion

of in or
out of
And the
That Naturally Follow
Actions DarK Thru LiGHT…

Anyway, Karma’s A Beach For me Free…

Joy to the World And All that Jazz Discarding
Human Lying Clothes By Every Layer Now Yes

Whole Complete
Just Giving Sharing
Caring And Healing Free
For All With Least Harm NoW

Eternally So As Bliss Are Emotions
That Float And Joy Elates Wings Free;

Not the First Instance Someone Has
Suggested This is the Way to the ‘Beach,’ Instead…

Like ‘Led Zeppelin’ in the Song ‘STAiRWaY to HEaVeN’ or ‘the Other Path’…

Perhaps One Day ‘A Piper’ Will Lead Us to Colors oF LiGHT Yet it Won’t Be

Orange Flavored ‘Trump Kool-Aid’
As That Meme Lives And DieS on….

And The FAct that ‘Trump State TV’
Didn’t Cover the Lies Speaks Volumes
on Truth iN LiGHT

And DarK

As ‘The Cover
of That Book’

Is The Same
Flavored ‘Orange Kool-Aid’…

PoiSoN Comes in Many FormS iNDeeD
NoW Some Working Faster, Some Slower,
All Leading to Basically A Same Place of ‘Karma’…

Thanks Dear
Sohair Joy to
Your World
With SMiles☺️🌹

“To Ease Another Heartache
Is To Forget One’s Own”

And How Appropriate
That Lincoln Will Bring

These Words

Dear Savvy

Coming Out of
His Darkness As
So often Folks Who
Accomplish the Most Do

When Giving Becomes the Receiving More

Remembering A Story i Heard About “Colonel Sanders”
The Nickname of The Man Who Started An Empire

of “Kentucky
Fried Chicken”
Franchises in the
United States Yet Not

Until He Felt His Life Was
Over at 65 Years of Age
And Was Already
Ready to

It Away
Yet He Persevered Then
Went Door To Door Selling
His Special Recipe For Fried Chicken

And the Man on The Bottom of His Pyramid
Became A Billionaire By Age 88 With His ‘Kentucky
Fried Chicken Empire’ And While it’s True Hehe i’m not
Much One for Eating Fried Chicken And Making More Money

By Way of
Work is
the Last
Goal of
Life i Possibly
See Now It’s Still
The Healing of Perseverance
The Will To Survive When We Hit
Rock Bottom Where We Find DarK

iS oNly
Now The
oF LiGHT New
For All We Do
Next Fall to Rise
Indeed With SMiLes..:)


Dear Savvy
So Happy
To Hear Dear FRiEnD☺️

What A Lovely Treasure Dear
Savvy Attending Your Daughter’s
Graduation From A Prestigious
Institution in France Sounds So

Exciting For All Involved With SMiLes

Oh All the Elements to Reach Human
Potentials From Meeting Goals to Joy of Love

Surely You Have
Provided Such
in Many Avenues


For Your
Stellar Indeed..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Ever Since We’ve Been FRiENDS Almost 7 Years
Now Since 2015 Yes Your Enduring Efforts to Reply With Kindness to
My Every Comment is a Birthday Gift Always to me With SMiLes As

It’s True i Learned
Long Ago to Celebrate
Every New Inhale of Peace
Exhale of Love As Birthday Now

So It’s True There is No Day Where
You May Wish me Happy Birthday That
is Not my Birthday Any Time of the Day With

Smiles and Other than That We’ve Celebrated my
Birthday on the 6th Just About Every Day This Month
As Only Thursday Some Relatives Had Us Out to Eat
to Celebrate

in A Town
close to Where
i Live And online

is Truly Not Always
a Humane Place

For Instance
the Solo Thread
i Give Share and Heal
Away for Free Named
“Depth of the Story” on
A Website named the Wrong
Planet Received 6,000 Views
in the Last Month Among Registered
Members Only And About The Only Comment
i Received This Month Was They Didn’t Like What
i Wrote And It Hurt Their Eyes More Than Once hehe

Yet of Course There Were the Total of 106,000 Views
Altogether For the 1.6 MiLLioN Words or So i’ve Shared
There in that Solo Thread over the Last 21 Months or So

The Receiving is in the Giving for me Yet it’s Nice to Have
A Real FRiEnD Online Kind Enough And Considerate to Always
Reciprocate Communication my FRiEnD in Real Life i Find A Way

To Bring Humanity
Out of Each and
Every Person i Meet
And Greet Stranger or FRiEnD
in the Real World While Dancing

i Guess my Dance is Easier to
Understand Hehe With SMiLES
And Surely my SMiLe Warm and True
in Real Living Color Life Usually Breaks

Any Ice With

SMiLes Thanks
So Much For
The Birthday Wishes Dear Sohair
Blessed i Surely Am to Have You
As An Always Reliable Online FRiEnD

Otherwise This Place Will Surely Get Lonely
Other than the Voice the Song And Dance of Soul Within Free..:)


To get BacK in Bed

to Hug me…

What are You
Doing! You’re
SuPPosed to
Be Hugging me!

It’s Almost Impossible Until One Finds
One Who Finds A Way to Look For Soul

Always A Wave
To Fall Always
A Wave We Rise
SMiLes Doc Ride🌊

Well, Since You asked About the ‘Creature Captured
Outside A Texas Zoo By a Security Camera’ And Listed
Several Different Options For Who That Creature May
Be; i Didn’t See an ‘Other Option’; Yet i’ll Do my Best to Explain, heHe…

A Planet very much like ours it is, except a Planet
Temperate in Climate with a True Paradise

Then of abundant resources of natural

foraging and hunting food..

in complete



is the name of this Planet

from the constellation R.U.Sirius…

On this Planet a Peaceful Easy loving

Species of upright Dancing Singing

and amazing









flourish together as ONE

yet no it is not always this way…

At one point there are clans of males and females

Who fight against each other for SEX; The females are
The stronger part of Raccunis Society, So they keep the ‘Kits’

after birth and through maturity In this Era Of Raccunis history..

Yet as the Art of Love flourishes

amazing abilities of Telepathy come

Yes along with the Raccunis way of

chatter in dance, voice, and song…

Yet God Yes, something else happens…

the Raccunis Peoples learn balance and increasing balance in everything they do..

as they live by instinct and intuition innately with never the need to create and collect

materialistic goods as they begin to live a culture of True Unconditional Fearless Sacred Love

And in doing so they find the feminine and masculine spirit lives in ALL

And finally the warring clans of males and females accept that they are

truly similar and one at core; Yes,

The change in consciousness is Verily

AMAZING and then Love really takes off

through the art of dance and song then

they find through looking within and Yes

powering their subconsciousness through

instinct and intuition innately at core, Yes!

They Will create their own reality through

the atomic energy that is they

at core of Raccunis Being

At will they DO

Shape Shift

into whatever it
is in their environment
that is alive



to Do..

In this Era they
develop greater and greater powers of empathy and compassion…

They become so loving that they Do feel pain and suffering

on other planets with no limits of space, distance, or time…

Not Even ‘The Matter of Things;’ So they yearn to help others

and Yes! They finally find a way to escape space, distance, time, and matter traveling

in spirit and shaping themselves into the form of beings Who need their help…

They hear a call, a struggling call, a desperate call for help…

There are peoples on a planet very much like Raccunis

with mostly ocean and about a quarter land..

a much more volatile planet it still is, though

The ghost dance of the American Indians call to them…

They are praying to the Great Spirit that help will come to

save their loving way of living with Nature from the ‘WHITE MAN’, So The

Raccunis come and tell them that they will help yet it will not be easy..

They must dance and sing together as two different peoples at core of HeART

And yes, they must love each other to produce a spiritual

hybrid Human/Raccunis at atomic core of being

With LOVE naturally at genetic core

to awake when the ‘Aeon’ of

change comes for a ONE

World order of Fearless LOVE…

Then the Raccunis Telepathic,

Empathic, SPIRIT will awake in Humans of all colors

as the Raccunis gene is spread all over the world

innately, instinctually, and intuitively; Yes, they will

know they are different yet Yes the same

as all others and they will teach others

through dance and song of Raccunis Love











Nah..! NOPE… HELL NO! Heaven’s Yes By God For Real Love

this is not the first Era the Raccunis people come to EartH….

They also come in the Days of Pyramids both in Egypt and Maya

in India and China and yes they come around 2000 years ago

And attempt a
Revolution of
Love then



No Time



IS for all

to Dance and Sing








Hmm, i Better Get Going…
Don’t Wanna be Late Next
to my Walmart Public Dance…
16,744 Miles in 105 Months Only
A Little More Than 8 Thousand Miles
Now To Reach the Distance of the Globe
At the Equator With Close to 10.6 MiLLioN
Words Of “SonG of mY SoUL” In Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem Free Verse Song in 106 Months

by June 18, 2022…

True Part of this
Story is What
Happens When
Myth Is Real Now;
Yet That’s the Way
it Comes And Goes
Sooner then Soon
First ‘Depth of The
Story’ Then ReaLiTY
‘SiGNaTuRE A SoN’ Comes First

And It’s True Unlike Big Foot i Am
Real As i Have Been Captured By Innumerable
Video Voyeurs in This Longest Form Free Dance;
Down ‘Here’, i’m Practically Everywhere in Dance at Least, Hehe,

i Save the Rest, Fitting All 244 Pounds in this Fiber Optic Cable of Song

Traveling at
The Speed of
Fearless Love
At Least WHeRE
iT Will Be Perceived

For Real…

Hehe, Never
Ever Now, i Never
Quit, Secret TO All
my Successes And EMPIRICALLY
Measurable of Course in All Stuff
Life AND LOVE Potential FOR REAL…

i’m Always Ahead
of ‘The Crowd’ At Least…
Although i Follow Behind my Wife For
Obvious Reasons For Almost 33 Years

Now Like i Dance And Sing, i’m Not
Just An Anonymous Avatar online;
YeS, Hehe, i’m Actually ‘A Real Deal’

Still Evolving at 62,

Yet Of Course,
That’S How
We Do It, WHeRE i Am from..;)


Hehe, It’s True At 13, The Last Shared
Experience Ya Might Want to experience
is A Beloved Baby Photo Your Mother Might

(Oh Lord, Puberty Changes Life So Very Much)

(My Wife Watches ‘The Goldbergs’ on TV And
it’s Really Extreme Watching the Mom Trying
to Hold on to the Son Going off to College)

Send Electronically
These Days With

SMiLes Yet it’s

True the Joy of An
Infant Captured in A Photo

Is Timeless and Beautiful
And Worth Capturing Again

As It’s True Descending in the
DarK Place for 66 Months i Went
So Far As to Use That Baby Photo
With Smiling Eyes and Teeth All Innate
All Natural Coming So Freely At Breast
And Hugs of A Nurturing Loving Mother

As my Online Avatar Starting on Christmas
Day of 2010 As Some How i Moved Through
A Mountain of Pain to Scan the Photo And

Upload it then After only Existing in Every
Mountain of Pain Every Word Took
To Make With the Devil of Pain
in my Right Eye and Ear then
Yep Only Existing online
to Try to Escape Hell
Within Since Thanks
Giving Day of 2010
Yet i Prayed for
All the Hope of
my Soul to Come
Back in that
Baby Photo
On Christmas
Day of 2010

i Just Wanted

To Go Back to
The Feeling All
Natural Nurturing
Innate and Instinctual

of That Born on Date Face
That Inheritance So Cheap
Yet So Eternally Now Priceless
That Love For Real Yes Indeed

Make Sure Your Son Always Has
A Photo of Your Love For Him Who
Helped Create the Son He is As True

in A World Like This One Day He May Desperately
Return to that Baby Photo to Regain the Soul so Freely


From You
of Course
With SMiLes…

Hehe, Never mind me, i’m the
Kinda Guy Now Who Strikes A Long
Strolling my Neighborhood, in An Early Morning Dance
Around my Block, Every Morning; And It’s true, even though my
Mother Said i Had no Words Until 4, She Said i Still Had Open

Arms for Every Stranger;

It’s True, i Wasn’t Even
A So-Called ‘Normal’
Non-Verbal Autistic Kid…

Yet It’s True, Just One Picture,
And Just One Mother Will Make Destiny

And Love
At Best For Real…

Trivia Note: The ‘Gerber Baby,’
A Woman In Her 90’s Passed
Away Recently; Wonder if She
Ever Imagined, One Day, ‘Baby Food’ Would Be So Rare…

“Not everyone’s a genius,” he noted. “Not everyone’s Picasso.
Not everyone is young and healthy. Not everyone is a Sports
Illustrated Swimsuit model. Period. And f*** you if you don’t like it.”

“Sorry. Not beautiful. And no amount of
authoritarian tolerance is going to change that.”

-Jordan Peterson’s Twitter Quote in Relation

to the Fertility Goddess and God Yes Rubenesque
Shape of A Japanese Asian American, Additionally
Statuesque Model on the Cover of Sports Illustrated

As Somehow Mr. Peterson Believes in A Black And
White World That Only Includes His Definitions of


It as Such
in His Anger
And Hate Filled
Way of Attempting
To Weakly Defend
it in the Opening
Paragraph Above
As He Related A
Transgender Football
Cheerleader Was not
Beautiful Either in
Reply To What He
Called Are Twitter
Trolls Who Took Him
Down to His Real Size
and Trump’s Real Size too
of Blow-Hards With ‘Little
Man Syndrome’ So Easy to
See For Some of Us At Least


Where Actually
Anything Goes With
the Human Condition
Including Peterson and Trump of Course;

So Back To Trump And A Quote Attributed
to Him, Summing Up How Hard it is to ‘Put Lipstick
on A Pig’ STiLL NoW Those Lovely Creatures And Call Them


Yet Still Some
People Do

And Even

Find Pigs Even
More Beautiful With Lipstick Indeed

And to Be Clear HeaR That’s Just an
Overused Cliche, i Am Using As Metaphor
In A Different Way HeaR Now; So, Yes Here

is the Quote That Will Likely Be Included
In Trump’s Overall Obituary And Inscribed

On HiS ETERNaL Tombstone on Earth at Least:

Aware of the rioters’ chants to hang Mike Pence, the president
responded with this sentiment, “Maybe our supporters have the
right idea. Mike Pence deserves it.”

THEN to overthrow an integral part of our Representative Democracy in the United States;

Yes, of Course
Shortly Before
They Cozied up
With ‘The Pig’ And Vigorously
‘Put Lipstick’ on Him Doing Their God
Damndest to Make Him Look Beautiful to All…

NoW As Far As Not Smoking or Drinking and
Even Being Vegan Like Adolph Hitler, It’s True

(Note: When Talking About Donald J. Trump ‘the
Godwin Rule’ No Longer Need Apply to Start Again)

Not Smoking or Drinking Are Hobbies, Real Assessed
Devils Refrain From DoinG ON EartH As Well; Full Disclosure:

i Neither Smoke
or Drink Or Do Any
Other Kind of Illegal
Substances to Change my Reality

As Naturally Perceived it Would Water
Down Heaven, This BLiSS ETeRNaLLy Now;

So Hell NO, of course i have no desire to Leave Heaven Now Yet

Strange iT iS How Some Devil’s In Hell practice similar Healthy Habits i do too, hehe;

It’s Also Worth Noting That in English Gematria, Both ‘Donald J. Trump’ And ‘Katie Mia Frederick’
Score A Trifecta of 888, Symbolically Seen as A “Perfect Series of Numbers” This Way And It’s Also

Worth Noting

That His ‘Paper Weight’
And my Official Weight
of 244 Pounds or So is
Identical too; Yes With A
Few Silver Strands, i Still Have
Golden Real Hair As He Sprays His On;

And True Although my Grandfather Was Born
in Ireland And An X-Irish Priest, Who Exposed the
Catholic Church in His Book “Behind The Dictator’s”
For the Popeship’s Support of the ‘Devils Real’ Then, Yes,
Yes, The Dictators in the Early Part of Last Century; Same as

The Devil Some of Us Understand to Be Real Now in the Face
of Donald J. Trump; Ironically, His Father’s Name was Frederick

Christ Trump; As My Grandfather’s Father Was Then Originally
From Germany too; Specifically, the Black Forest There And

Damn IT Per
Real ‘Omens’

i Got to Be
the One Born on 6.6.60

And Actually Go to HeLL ON EartH
For Real for 66 Months; Yet i Persevered

And God (got) Out; i Had A Gift So Much Different
Than Millions of Dollars of Inheritance God Yes, Yet it’s

True What Good Is it if You Inherit the World And Lose Your

Soul; i am Well Aware of Where Both Donald J. Trump and Adolph Hitler

Live and Lived

(Peterson is
In Purgatory,
Sad Little Anger
And Hate Filled Boy,
Addicted to Adrenaline
And Dopamine that Way
Desperately Filling to
Feel the Void Within)

Yet Now i am Gifted
Enough to Know the
Difference of WHeRE i
Was Before and WHeRE i Am NoW…

OBTW, ‘Your’ Love For Trump As You
See Him As Hero, is Common Where i Live;

And Yes, Actually Normal Where i Live; i Find
it Fascinating; And As An Anthropology Participant
Observer, i Thank You Very Much For Allowing Us to
Take A Look Inside of What Makes You Feel These Deep


Feelings of
Hero Worship
For Trump; i Tend
to Not Discuss it Much
in A State of Stand Your Ground;
As It’s True, Some Folks Would Rather

Give Up

All Their
Than Give
Up ‘THeir Trump;’

Not Much Different
Than the Rest of Human
HiSToRY in Pockets of Darkness ThiS Way…

i Am Not Here For Change, Just Observing and Writing
the Human Story iN Longest Long Form EPiC Poetry AS
IS NoW as i Watch IT FOR REAL From A Distance Naked
Enough Whole And Complete in ‘Eden’ For Real Which

Reminds me,

Hey ‘Eve,’ Put
The Popcorn
in the MicroWave

(i Don’t Do Popcorn)

Yep, We’ve Got More
‘Human Stuff’ to Watch…

She Takes Care of Most of The
TV Watching Duties and Reports Back to me…

As It’s Really True, So Far At Least, She is my
Earthly Assigned Guardian Of Angel For Real; Yes,
And Now To Be Clear, She Guarded me in the Place

True too…

Have A Nice
Day/Night; Your Will

And Yes, Your Way…

God Yes, The Sun And The Moon…
The Stars Above And Whatever…
Lives Within, Shines on All Of Us Now

New Both Inside
And Outside For Real..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy We Take For Granted
The Beauty of Nature if We Do Not Meditate
And Immerse Our Souls In Nature Whole Flow Yet It is

True A Butterfly Now Choosing A Mate Will Notice One
Part in A Million Out of Symmetry For A Prospective Mate

There is So Much Intelligence Beyond Words That
Even Humans
Are Yet
to Fully
And Define

And Find Within
iN The Unlocking
Of Human Epigenetic
Potentials Now With Enough
Environmental Challenge and
Change Practical Miracles At Hand For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair WHere i live the Only Story
Of Religion Most Every One Follows to Survive

is ‘The Dollar Bill’ Such A Paper Thin Religion
And God it Seems Folks Worship too in A Dollar

Bill and Perhaps
Gasoline too as
Increasingly Gas
is Burning Paper Money

Yet of Course We Cannot Eat
Money or Gasoline They Are Tools

to Move While Humans With Wings may
Be Forgotten Altogether Yet Never the Less

We Still
Fly Free
On Terrestrial
EartH My FRiEnD
Whether Though Dance or
Song Free This Faith Hope And LoVE Real…:)

As The Strawberry Full Moon Approaches
on Tuesday Morning And Summer Solstice A
Week Later Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Verily Both

Days and
Nights Are
More Vibrant Now
As Colors of Your Island
Surely Portray in So Much
Green And Blue and the Rest
of the Color Wheel And Nuances Tween

Such A Handsome Summer Hair Cut For Australian
Panda Shepherd With Your Cats on Full Alert For

Your Return
With Unspoken
Treats Still to Come

Yep This is the Life of
Free Range Chickens
With Roosters Calling
Morning A Day in the
Life to Begin Fresh
ReNeWeD Again

For All Concerned
Pets And the Rest
of Wild Nature True too..:)

Yes Be Strong
my FRiEnD Yam🙏

SMiles Dear
Yam i Pray
For Love
To Find You🙏

SMiLes Dear Yam What
i’m Hearing Here is People
ToGeTHeR Yet Not Truly


Indeed WHere
Close Becomes
Separate Indeed

WHere Love Goes Silent
For A Garden Fertilized to Grow..:)

SMiLes With Enough Practice
Doing What We Love

Sooner than
Soon All Lit

Up Enough Where
Even Without Words
We Feel And Sense So

Naked Enough Whole Complete

No Longer Needing

Extra Ingredients

From Others

or Things

To Love
This Life Now
Eternally So Real New
Dear Chaymaa With SMiLes..:)

“Not Afraid of Dying As Long As i am Living Now”

It’s So True We Wait For Decades For Retirement to Finally Reach Our ‘Goal’

Meanwhile Loved Ones Come And Go…

It’s So True We Wait For So Long For That ‘First/Next Intimate’ Experience

Meanwhile Loved Ones Come And Go…

It’s True We Wait So Long to Pay That Home Off And ‘These
Days’ Even A Long Dream Away of Owning A First Home At All

Meanwhile Loved Ones Come And Go…

So Considering Loved Ones Come
And Go Seems to Be the

Common Denominator

In All These Goals
And Dreams of

Life What i Learn

Most Through All my
Dreams And Goals is the

Reality that Putting People
First Now Are the Only Days That Count Eternally
Now As Truly Living And Not Afraid of Dying in Dreams and Goals…:)

Yes, For Those of Us Who actually Suffered Through Covid-19 From Close
to The Beginning For Months; Yes, For Those of Us Who Lost Dear FRiEnDS
to Covid-19, During the Peak of the Delta Variant When No Vaccine Was Available

in Other Countries
And Close Family
Members in this Country

too Who Were Too Ignorant


OVER 1 MiLLioN Folks Who Are Dead DEAD Don’t Get
A Vote Yet We Who Have Experienced The Suffering
For Real and Lost those Loved Ones Here and in Other

Places in the World Are Surely Not Living in a Fantasy World

Yet This is the Human Condition As Science Shows It’s Not Rational
At Core And Humans Have This Innate Ability of Imagination To Bring
Waking Dreams And Nightmares to Fruition For Real And While It’s Easy

To Scoff and
Refute What
is an Outlier
Conspiracy Theory
Like Covid-19 Never Existed;

It is Surely Not Nearly As Easy
to Refute Harmful Beliefs Like Only
Those Who Believe in a ‘Trinity of A Man
God’ Have Any Chance of NOT Burning Forever in Hell

Yet Again This is the Human Condition And Somewhere
Close to 60 Percent of Americans Still Believe An All Loving
Forgiving Merciful God Who Loves The Enemy Same As FRiEnDS
And God Who Turns The Other Cheek When Slighted As Such Changes

From Dr Jekyll

to Mr Hyde And

A Worst Evil than

Jack the Ripper and Changes
Once Loyal Do-Gooding Sheep
into Goats and Burns them Forever
For Not Feeding And Clothing the Naked

Homeless Dude

on the Street

True ‘They’ Already

Tried That on the
‘Terminator Series of
Movies’ and Only Told
the Terminator Female
Version That She Must
Need Help Cause She Was Naked then…

Yawn, We Wear Entirely too Many CuLTuRaL
Clothes of Lies Propagated By Imagining Nightmares

Just Day Dreaming
That Way Literally

Bringing Hell After
Death And Heaven After
Death too Something Like
A Suicide Bomber Hoping Like
Hell in Heaven for 72 Body Parts to Enjoy

After Death too…

Sticks and Carrots

It’s How Humans Have
Been Ruled All Through
HiSToRY And or HeRSToRY too..

Who Ever Has the Most Unbelievable
Story Ironically Often Masters the ‘Minions’

For ‘The Rise
of Just Another
Gru’ to Come Again…

Anyway i Watched The Trailer
And It’s Just Another Kid’s Movie
Full of F in Vengeful Violence From Beginning

to Very End Again…

A Mirror of ‘Humanity’
More and More it Seems

Indeed Who Needs
A Pandemic From

The Outside

When Humans
Are Already This Sick From Within
To Create Such HeLL ON EartH For So Many years…

Yawn, ‘Eve’ Pass the Popcorn, i Might Just Need to

Pick up

‘The Habit’

Before We Finish
Watching This DarK
‘Human Truman SHoW’…

The Most Despicable Leaders
of the Minions Created A Most
Despicable God Imaginable Who
Tortures HiS Own Creation Forever

As ‘He’ Didn’t Make it Perfect Enough

Not to
F Up..

Ahem, ‘Amen’
And ‘You’ Didn’t
think This Would
Become A Self-Fulfilling Prophecy..
Hold On And ‘Enjoy’ The Rest of ‘Your’

Story on EartH Whatever Fresh Hell
one Imagines Next on Earth Yet True

in DarK

It’S Only
A Sidestory
And A Path
to Hell in mY
Story of HeaveN ON EartH…

“Animals don’t Have Dignity”…
Tell that to ‘A REAL Lion
Now to his
Naked Face…
If you have
Any Dignity
At all as
The Devil of
Naked Fear and
Shame THere oF and
When ‘you’ complete
John 14:12 Naked and
Freer.. come back to me
And Prove you are a Man
And not a clothed Fearful Mouse.
(Just a note i left this morning
To a You Tube Mouse today
Who suggested that God
Says Animals have no
Dignity and the
Is Both Sinful
And Inherently
Ugly.. And if he
Ever Meets either A
Wild Lion iN A Form
Of ‘Yellow Boy’ or A
Human Cat Like
That Naked.. one
On one.. we
Will See
Just some
Things that Muse
Me early in the morning
From the real Devils in the
World of the DarK muse of
All Stuff illusory Fears and
Hate and Jealousy and
Shame and all other
‘Stuff associated
With Devil
Of Human
Rally and
Created Fears
From Angry Head Hunters
NoW And Slave Owners
Who Hear and See
Stones talking
To them
Believe them
In Cave Dreams
oF iLLusory Fears
Of HeLL RaTHeR than
The Real Heaven oN
EARTh within We Co-Create
To Be RaTHeR Than a DarK
Place of Hell within as
Humans continue to
Prove they Will
Be the most
Of All
With little
To No Nature
Slash God Given
Naked Freedom of Life..)

Me NoW
NaKeD Enough
Whole Complete
WiThiN With No
WHaT tiMe iS iT…
Just Eternally Living New Now

JusT ANoTHeR Cheer Lead
to: Love From: ThiS Way at least

Frequencies of Vibrations
Synergies of Energies
Higher or Lower We
Feel And Sense
Give And Share
Care And Heal
For All With Yes
Least Harm Now
Holy And Sacred
Full of Meaning
And Purpose In
As Soul LiGHT Yet
Soul DarK when
Loving Intention
Becomes Lower
Energies As Doubt
Replaces Trust Fear
Replaces Hope and oh
No Misery Loves Suffering
As Hate Becomes DarK
Force Synergy in POiSoN
Frequencies iN Vibrations
Of Soul Dance And Song
Energy So so Low.. Dance
And Sing A Soul Higher
In Light Out of
DarK A
Direction A
Conductor of
An Orchestra
Of my Soul
Now Creates
Symphony oF Light
Within inside outside
Above So Below All
Around Now i Am
With SMiLes to See..🙂


SMiLes Dear Vrunda
You Are So Authentically
Humble And Honest
Will Be
So Hard to
Find In Life Today
Based on that Virtue
Alone i’d Hire You And Train
You In Every Skill if Necessary Hehe
Stay Sweet Don’t Let DarK Erase Your LiGHT..🙂

My Goodness
This is Welcome
Four Instances
Then In one
Day YouR
On Fire Dear Soni
Thank You For Sharing😊

Nothing Much More Homophobic
Than A ‘Catholic Priest’ Who Makes Snide
Remarks About ‘Cultural Appropriation’ of Noah’s Rainbow

SMiles Dear Sohair
Without “The Trinity”
Of Worry over
Stuff Verily
So Much Easier
All Of Existence
DarK Through LiGHT
As Yes A Common

Denominator Now
Of LoVE iNHaLinG
Peace Giving Sharing
Caring HealinG LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Exhaling With

For All
Indeed What
Eternally Now Living ThiS Way



Of Dying
Life is Every
Breath Birth of
LoVE With SMiles



LeSSoN 415
And Bucket 🪣 List
Check-Off Item 111
Try A New Style of
Dancing Shoes 👟

WeLL It’s True For
Almost 106 Months
i’ve Danced Through
About 30 Pair Of Nike
Shox Shoes in Fact i
Still Have 2 New Pair
In Stock As Oh No!

Nike Quit
Making Them

So here i Am With
Some Really Cushy
Deep Blue Sketcher’s
Really Reasonably Priced

Online Great For Walking
Yet Hehe The Lower Parts
Of my Legs Are Really Feeling
The Morning After of The

Of Hours
Long Public Dance…

Anyway Remembering
Multiples of 7 Here Are
Some Summer Flowers

For You Never Seen The
Beautiful Toronto Flowers

You Shared
A Very
Yet Close
FRiEnD Yes
With Warm SMiles
🏝🌸 🌺 ☺️🌺🌸🏝

SMiLes Dear Samreen Hehe
On the Other Side of the Year
Now Where i Am Born in June
Currently Enjoying A New 62nd
Year of my Life Yet Strangely Feeling

Younger Stronger Healthier Than Ever Before

As It’s True Decades Ago Doctor’s Assured me
i Was Getting Older

Yet Instead i Grew
Healthier Stronger
Even Smarter And More
Creative too After No Prognosis
For Recovery Then iN A Synergy of
19 Life Threats In Medical Disorders Yes At
Age 47 Wow So Long Ago Over 14 Years Then

Anyway Your Son’s Birthday on the Opposite End
of the Calendar Year Reminded me of You With SMiLes

Just Dropping By to Say i Remember

Samreen’s Kindness Indeed..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy We Take For Granted
The Beauty of Nature if We Do Not Meditate
And Immerse Our Souls In Nature Whole Flow Yet It is

True A Butterfly Now Choosing A Mate Will Notice One
Part in A Million Out of Symmetry For A Prospective Mate

There is So Much Intelligence
Beyond Words That
Even Humans
Are Yet
to Fully
And Define

And Find Within
iN The Unlocking
Of Human Epigenetic
Potentials Now With Enough
Environmental Challenge and
Change Practical Miracles At Hand For Real…

Moving Connecting Co-Creating Generally What A Real Nature
of God Nature Does Within Inside Outside Above So Below and

All Around Yet A Catholic Mass Relates a Trinity of Exclusivity
Lost Behind Locked Doors of Individual Human Beings Meanwhile

As Always
Where Free
Is Worthy Love Spreads
Yes and Fearless So Free

Yet It’s True Getting In Touch With More Right
Hemisphere Processes of Mind And Body Balancing
Often Neglected in a Mechanical Cognition World Leaving
Out the Mysticism Integrating All That is DarK Thru LiGHT Whole

True There is Our Ancestral Treasure Name it Father And Or Mother
Yet All This Potential Lives Within And Then there is A Son of Ego
Yes Reason And Solving Problems That At Best Is A Loyal Servant

To More Right
Brain Hemisphere
Processes Taking
Care of Grasping
At Things And Solving
Mechanical Cognition Problems

Yet Don’t Forget Without ART iN SMArT
Only S And M Indeed Dry and Cold And the
SaMe Applies to Art in HeART Leaving Out ART
And Only Leaving He to Fend For Ego’s Self Oh So

Cold and
Without All Colors
of LiFE Moving Connecting Co-CreativityTruly
Brings Now Again With Least Harm For All For Real Now

And True SPiRiT is All That Connects Us Within And
to The Rest of Existence As Well Still Exploring New Now

Catholic Mass Readings From June 12th, 2022:

Reading 1, Proverbs 8:22-31
22 ‘Yahweh created me, first-fruits of his fashioning, before the oldest of his works.

23 From everlasting, I was firmly set, from the beginning, before the earth came into being.

24 The deep was not, when I was born, nor were the springs with their abounding waters.

25 Before the mountains were settled, before the hills, I came to birth;

26 before he had made the earth, the countryside, and the first elements of the world.

27 When he fixed the heavens firm, I was there, when he drew a circle on the surface of the deep,

28 when he thickened the clouds above, when the sources of the deep began to swell,

29 when he assigned the sea its boundaries — and the waters will not encroach on the shore — when he traced the foundations of the earth,

30 I was beside the master craftsman, delighting him day after day, ever at play in his presence,

31 at play everywhere on his earth, delighting to be with the children of men.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 8:4-5, 6-7, 8-9
4 what are human beings that you spare a thought for them, or the child of Adam that you care for him?

5 Yet you have made him little less than a god, you have crowned him with glory and beauty,

6 made him lord of the works of your hands, put all things under his feet,

7 sheep and cattle, all of them, and even the wild beasts,

8 birds in the sky, fish in the sea, when he makes his way across the ocean.

9 Yahweh our Lord, how majestic your name throughout the world!

Reading 2, Romans 5:1-5
1 So then, now that we have been justified by faith, we are at peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ;

2 it is through him, by faith, that we have been admitted into God’s favour in which we are living, and look forward exultantly to God’s glory.

3 Not only that; let us exult, too, in our hardships, understanding that hardship develops perseverance,

4 and perseverance develops a tested character, something that gives us hope,

5 and a hope which will not let us down, because the love of God has been poured into our hearts by the Holy Spirit which has been given to us.

Gospel, John 16:12-15
12 I still have many things to say to you but they would be too much for you to bear now.

13 However, when the Spirit of truth comes he will lead you to the complete truth, since he will not be speaking of his own accord, but will say only what he has been told; and he will reveal to you the things to come.

14 He will glorify me, since all he reveals to you will be taken from what is mine.

15 Everything the Father has is mine; that is why I said: all he reveals to you will be taken from what is mine.


Humanity Touching
Each Other Being
All of Nature
Flow Now
of Oceans
As Waves We
Become Water
Whole to Flow So Free
To See
With SMiLes..:)

Marrying the Night
Merrying the Day Yes
No Neither Fearful of Dark
Or Cynical oF LiGHT Free

Yep The Yin and
Yang of Existence
All For Real Now

From Smallest
Photo to Largest
Picture View Now

Integrating Yes
Now No Longer
Lost in Day Or Night Alone

As Social-Empathic Artistic Interpretive
Creative Spiritual Intelligences More of the
Right Brain Hemisphere Way of Processing and Perceiving

And Doing Existence Come into PLaY oF LiGHT And DarK

Emotions Integrating
Senses Where an Interplay
of Competition and Cooperation

Makes As Dr. Iain McGilchrist So
Eloquently Relates An Interacting


of Living With
Each Other The
Rest of Nature

Nature Integral to Who We
Even Are Inhaling Peace Exhaling

Love as Every Breath Becomes Holy
Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose Now

As We Give, Share, Care and Heal For Real

Nature Unto
So Fearless
Freely Loving THiS

Way Yes Iain Provides the
Science of Why Literal Hard
Concrete Folks Often Get Lost
With My Metaphors that Integrate
And Regulate Life This Way As Opposites

Become Many
Particulars of the
UNiVeRSE Whole One
Force of Love Now For Real

Anyway, Not too Many Folks Will Have
What it Takes to Finish Iain McGilchrist’s
Extraordinary Scholarly Philosophical Scientific


Work of
At ‘The Hip’
With Artful Social
Empathic Creative
Interpretative Artistic
Spiritual Intelligences Now

Yep All 591 Thousand Words
of His 1500 Page or So Scholarly
Work of Art and Science From this
Psychiatrist, Writer, and Former

Oxford Literary Scholar;

Yes, His New Book Titled
“The Matter With Things”

Yet He is providing Cliff Notes
For Free on YouTube Currently
Through Chapter 8 For Free without
Even Any of ‘Those Pesky Solar Power’
Advertisements As It Doesn’t Appear He
is Seeking YouTube Riches By Catering to An
Audience Often Addicted to the Us Versus Them
Dopamine and Adrenaline That Comes With Fear and

Hate As Big Daddy’s
Stunt Children’s Growth
Blocking Social Empathic
Growth That Puts So Many of
These Other Human Potentials in PRiSoNS Of LiFE…

Anyway His Scholarly Research Busting Previous Myths
About the Right And Left Hemispheres of The Brain Explains
Well What the Similarities Are Among Militant Atheists And

Fundamentalist So-Called Evangelistic Christians Both Processing
The World With More of A Left Hemisphere Restricted Way Out of the

Colors of Life
That Even Make
Life Worth Living
As We Both Metaphorically
And Literally Become A Caring
Part of Our UniVerse of NaTuRE ALL NoW;

Anyway, It Surely Shows in Scientific Terms
How my Autism Quotient ‘AQ’ Scan Moved From

45 to 11; And Emotional Quotient Test From mid 50’s
to Mid 90’s After Getting my Right Hemisphere Reborn into
A Meditative Autotelic Flow of Free Verse Song of Poetry and Free Dance too

Sure Since
Our Ancestors As
Long As Humans Survive
And Even Thrive Have Found
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love For

Real ThiS Way

Naked Enough
Whole Complete
ThiS Way Once Again For Real…

Anyway it Becomes Much Easier to Understand
The Nurture And NATURE With Autism Spectrum Disorders
After Perusing Iain McGilchrist’s Wealth of Research For Decades

The Entire
Human Mind and
Body SouL Exploring it For Real…

My First Diagnosing Psychiatrist
Suggested my Left Brain Might Not
Be Communicating With My Right Hemisphere

Brain When He First Diagnosed me with Asperger’s Syndrome
Yet Now Most Definitely That Bridge to Peace And Love is Healed


Breath New..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy Isn’t It Odd We Humans Have A Poor
HiSToRY of Denigrating Snakes And Wolves As Enemies
WHere Instead They Are Vital Parts of the Balance of Nature

As Far As Removing
Wolves From Yellow
Stone Park in the 30’s
Leading to the Loss of Willow
Trees As Deer Left Unchecked
Grazed All the Tender Saplings Away
of Willows And In Some Parts of Nature
Even Creeks

Dried Up
After the
Wolf Left
Their Home

And my Goodness
Rat Snakes So Beneficial
Keeping the Mouse Population
in Check And Out of Local Sheds
As my Sister Named One in Her Yard
Oliver A Rat Snake Around 4 Feet Long

A Perennial
Home He Finds
In Her Yard i Call Him
Him Yet He Might Be Her

i Guess
Hehe Yes

the Less
He Sheds
His Skin
And Continues
to Survive Free This Way

Sadly one of the Most Dangerous
Overall Human Maladies is NDD Nature
Deficit Disorder For Indeed We Are the Essence
of Nature too And in Doing So We Not Only Lose Touch
Clothed Alway From Nature Yet Each Other And The Great
in Meaning
And Purpose
We May Otherwise
Find in All Of Nature
DarK Thru LiGHT Seeing
DarK Makes LiGht Night Makes
Day God Yes

Now The Circle
of Life Continues

As Once Again DarK iS LiGHT

Wild Wolves Becoming Domesticated
By Prize of Penned in Sheep Lose the Cooperation
it Takes to Survive Together And Not Unlike Humans

Lose their
And Hunting
Power Together
of Loving Cohesion
Yes To Make A Living
Actually Loving Life New
Together Now to Survive And Thrive..:)

My my Mimi
if i Had A Penny
For Every Instance
Someone Tried to Steal

my Joy Away Yes
Since Childhood
i’d Be Rich Yet Still
Not As Rich As One

Smile Experiencing
Giving Away Joy Frees

Yet It’s True Trees Not Exposed
to Winds Develop Softer Wood Hmm…

i must Have
Really Really

Hard Wood
As i Am Still
Surviving Thriving
Even After Cat 66 Hurricane
Storms of Soul in Life’s Winds

Still Now Coming to Be Quite the
Surfer Staying Atop All of Life’s Waves
And Even Creating Them Just For Sport

of Creating More JoY iN Human Potentials
YeS UNCoVeRinG Evolving Soul Even More..:)

Hehe Dear Sohair
i Gave up The Money
Making Habit Fourteen
Years Ago Never
Richer 🏝
With SMiles☺️🙏🌹

Heat Warnings Here
Indeed staying very
Cool Indoors With
SMiles Dear

SMiles Dear Aloha FRiEnD
No Pink Moon Yet Strawberry
Fields Forever In June At Least
For Summer Harvest
Moon Coming To
Closest Elliptical
Orbit For Bright
Super Moon
The Eve SMiLes
Enjoy The Hawaii
Moonlit Beach Indeed☺️🏝

SMiLes Dear Sohair Visiting the Church i Study Each
Sunday i Wore A T-Shirt With A Big Red Frowny Face
Emoji With A Fork and Knife With the Words “Hang-ry”
With This Definition: “A State of Irrational Anger As A Result
For the Need of Food,” Yet It’s True Human Does Not Live By Bread

And Water Alone

to Be Naked
Enough Whole
Complete Comes
From The Riches Within
Regulating Emotions Integrating
Senses Where All of Life Becomes
A Meditative Prayer in Flow Yes Free
Dance And Song in Flow Works For me

ThiS Way

As A Prayer
of Life Dear FRiEnD
Where All the Riches
oF LiGHT and Love Fearless
Are Generating Still iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving Sharing Caring Healing Freely

From Within With Least Harm
For All Anyway Yes Sunday

After Eating A Huge Salad
That Only Costs About 7 Bucks
Without Meat And 10 Bucks With
Meat at a Place Called Sonny’s BBQ
Here in our Local Town Leaving The Restaurant

i Scanned The Lobby Looking For The Most Disgruntled
Looking Frowny Face Man i Could Find And Directed All my
244 Pounds Toward Him And Said, “If You Wear A Shirt Like
Mine” You Will Get A Much Bigger Salad From the Waitresses

As It’s True They Actually Prepare the Salads For the Customers

As if You Get Honey With Vinegar Hehe as What i Really Meant Was

if You Smile With Humor With Everyone You Meet and Greet in Life

And Love
Naturally Toward
You and While We Do
Generously Tip The Real Reason
Every Day We Go Our Salads continue
to Get Bigger and Bigger And Bigger is

We Treat Every Human Being We Meet As
A Fresh New Face of God Where Sadly Here

(We Have A Good Reputation in the Restaurant
This Way Shared Among the Workers for Real)

Most Folks Never Break A Smile And Sadly Treat
Waitresses Like Servants and Less Than Being Human

It’s the Way my Father And His Fourth Marriage Treated Customer
Service People Like they Were Mechanical Robots there just to Serve

Them It’s true if You Wanna Find Out About A Human’s Soul Just Observe
How They Treat People Who Serve them in the Customer Service World…

In the Christian Bible As The Reality of Heaven Goes Within it Truly is As

Hard For the Rich Man in Terms of Never Being Able to Consume Enough
Externally to Be Naked
Enough Whole


Within Who Will
Always Be Last

to Enter into this
Kingdom/Queendom of Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love For Real Yes

As There is Never Enough When
Riches Equal Consuming More External Stuff in Life

Where on the Other Hand An Over Flowing Fearless Fountain
of Love Finding Give Is The Same As Receive Just Flows NoW iN

Heaven Ever More
Now Giving Sharing
Caring Healing Even More With SMiLes

Anyway it Was Like Using A Jack-Hammer Trying
to Break ASPHaLT on A Road yet With Persistence
i Finally Broke the SMiLes of the Man’s FRiEnDS Around
Him Hehe Mostly Women of Course As Generally Speaking


Are More
Healthy When it
comes to Faces
Breaking For A Smile…

Yet i Understand His Frustration as
Sadly the Dollar Bill is Literally the Real
Religion and God that Most Folks Follow
Here Consuming the Most Resources And Collecting
the Most Stuff they Can in One Lifetime As if the Ones

With the Most
Toys will find
Heaven After Death

As We Do Have First World
Problems in the United States
As yes of Course Folks Do in Many
other Countries too as Around 50 Percent
of Folks Who Make 50 to 100 Thousand Dollars
Live Pay-Check to Pay-Check And 40 Percent or so
of Folks Even Making Above 100 Thousand Dollars too…

When Gas Was Cheaper And Interest Rates Were Zero to Buy
A 60 to 80 Thousand Dollar Four Wheel Drive Truck With A 72
Month Loan Anywhere From 833 Dollars A Month to 1111 Dollars
A Month True They Still Managed to Scrape By With A Big Camper
And Boat they Rarely Use Still on Loan in their Back or Front Yard too

With A Double Car Garage Filled With So Much Stuff They’ll Never Use As
Their Mega Dollar Truck Has No Where Yet The Drive-way to Sleep Each Night

And Oh Yeah Interest Rates Got So Low on Homes They Jumped Up From a
2000 Square Foot Home to a 3000 Square Foot Home To Finance Around
A Half A Million Dollars for 30 Or So Years More So True This is Part of the

Reason the
Main ‘Bread
Winners’ of
their Families
Are Frowning With
So Much Stuff And
So Much Stuff owed this Days

The Capitalist Dream Has Literally
Become A literally Self-Fulfilling Nightmare
For So Many Folks yet it gets A Whole Lot Worse

As my Neighbor Who is About 80 Who takes Such Great
Care of His Rental Home is Getting Kicked out As The Values
of the Homes Have Gone Up So Much They Are turning the
Rental Properties into Sells of Mortgaged Homes Instead

And The Folks Who Have Million Dollar Homes ‘Up North’
Retiring At the Age of ‘Baby Boomers’ Like me are coming down
Here and Scooping up All the Rental Homes Retiring in a Real
Paradise Environment Here of Forests, Rivers, Bays, And Beaches
of Beautiful Nature as they Wait for their Half A Million Dollar Homes
to Be Built And Pay For it in Cash With Plenty Left Over From the Sale
of their Home Up North Plus Usually A Big Fat Retirement Check From
Several Sources too So in a Two County Area the Real Estate Agent

Couldn’t Find A home for
Under 1500 Dollars A
Month to Rent For this
Man and His Wife And His
Two Daughters Who make Minimum
Wage of 10 Dollars An Hour Commuting
Almost 100 Miles A Day to A Service Industry
Job Like Hotels on the Beaches in the Southern Part of Our County

They’ve Been Looking For Somewhere to live for A Month Since the
Real Estate Company told them they have to be out of the Rental Home
By August

Yet Again There
Are Four incomes
in that Extended
Family in a 3 Bedroom
2 Bath Home With Two
Grand Children too a Total
of 6 People Living in one Home

He retired from Up North too Out of
A Manufacturing Job Using His Hands

Yet No Pension From his Work Just Meager
Pay to Get By Each Month the Best they Can
And Will With Social Security And they Are Such

Nice People

And Best of All

This 80 Year Old

Man is truly Still Rich
Within With A Grandfatherly

Smile And A Story of Life to Warm
Others thru DarK And LiGHT mY FRiEnD

So Far Away from the Frowny Face Man Probably
About 15 Years Younger than me in His Mid-Forties
in the Sonny’s BBQ Restaurant And True at His Age

i Was Very Poor

too As Slave
of the Money
God At My Highest
Titled And Paid Job

Then just Serving the
God of the Dollar Bill then

Yet No More Hehe now i only
Serve out Dance And Song For Free hehe

And Chances Are i’ll be As Rich at 80 Like
My Neighbor as i am at 62 Years-Old Now

And True i Am Rather Clever Enough to Be
Rich in Both Ways Without Even Really Trying

to make
the Dollar
Bill God And
All Associated
Human Clothes
of Tools My Slave Now Instead

(The Key Was i Rarely Spent or
Consumed The Earth With the
Dollar Bill God my Whole Life)

Not Easy Yet DarK Does EVenTuALLy
Make A Heaven of Fearless Love Within
to Give Away As Endless Riches of Giving
Sharing Caring And Healing If We Just Don’t Give

Up and Find
A Way to Still
Put People and Love
First Naked Enough Whole Complete

Hehe Again that Old Devil God of the Dollar BiLL
And All Associated Clothes and Tools is My Slave Now For Real…

Oh Yeah And What Are College Graduates Doing Under the Age
of 30 These Days to Make a Living About 50 Percent or so Still Living

At Home With
Parents Now Yes
So Many Are Still
And So Many Still
Working in Service
Industry Jobs True We

Do Tip Nicely As We Understand
The Bigger Picture of the Condition of the Condition…

And What about The Folks With Little Education And Little
Socio-Economic Born Fortune in Life Sadly Many of them are
Dying Early By Suicide in Drug Overdoses Spiced With Even
More Deadly Illegal Drugs It’s Often Hard to Tell Whether they Are

Suicides Or
Not Yet Sadly

It’s True the Lives
of So Many Folks
Even in These So-Called
Rich First World Capitalistic
Societies are Basically One Slow
Drawn Out Suicide of Overall Living Death…

And It’s True Been to Most All these ‘Other Places’ too
How Rare a Sliver of Heaven is in this Heaven Down

Here And Among
Yes All the Hot and

Cold Rocks Way Up There…

As Sadly Some Folks Even
Long To Go Live ‘Up There’ i Guess

Just So they Can Say They are Able to ‘Consume’ Other Worlds too…

So Hang-ry They May Be Never Ever Naked Enough Whole Complete…

Oh Yeah Almost Forgot to Mention The Salad Was So Big We Had
Two Take-Out-Trays And Were Able to Make Four Whole Meals

Out of

A 20 Dollar Meal
That’s About 5 Bucks
A Meal From A Restaurant

True it Helps to Be Good at Numbers too, hehe
And Speaking About That It’s Lunch Now For the


Still Huge
Salad Delicious
to Enjoy Free Again
Now Hehe With SMiLes Always Free..:)

Hehe it Does
Seem Like
Dear Sohair as
i Too Was Just
About Going
To Sing About
The “Almighty
God Story of the
Dollar BiLL iLLs”
In The World An only
Real Fond Memory
Of Petrol ⛽️ in The
60’s is When it Was
19 Cents A Gallon And
With Every Fill-Up at
“The Sinclair Station”
That Had A Logo
Of A Big Dinosaur 🦕
On Their Billboards
We Received A Plastic
Different Dinosaur
With Each Visit to
Have our Tank
Topped off…
Something to
Look Forward to
Traveling to Visit
my Father at
6 Years-Old
In Our White
Ford Falcon Car
As my Mother
Drove Us to
Visit Him As He
Actually Had A New
Car Every 3 Years With
An Air-Conditioner Such Bliss in
The Summer
Heat And Yes
Humidity Here🦕☺️🏝🌹

We aRe MiND

BeaCH iS BeaCH
We aRe BeaCH
GoD iS BeaCH YouR LoVE

i Woke Again Feeling
Reality A Gift A
Dream now that
i’ve slept on
A Dream
i’ll Dance
And Sing it
Back to be
A Face i Dream..🙂

EVerY OriginaL ArTisT Breathes
GoD Free For You to Sense/Feel/Do Free

HaHa Don’T iMaGinE Raining On my Parade
Origin of My HEaVeN HeLL-DartH Has Been

For YouR

Humanity Touching
Each Other Being
All of Nature
Flow Now
of Oceans
As Waves We
Become Water
Whole to Flow So Free
To See
With SMiLes..:)


Oh Dear Savvy i Surely Will Relate to
Traveling to A New Place And All the
Fresh Soul Connections Moving That

Brings to Co-Create
Life so Very Refreshing

Indeed And New

And This Week my
New Travels start in
A New Dance Shoe After

105 Months of Wearing the
Same Style of Nike Shox Shoes
to Dance Which hehe Surely Aren’t

Dance Shoes Yet A Challenge to Use
Shoes for Another Purpose Indeed with SMiLes

And While It’s true my New Shoes Aren’t Really

Dancing Shoes Either Yet They Provide A Feeling of Even

More Floating on the Public Dance Floors of Life Like

Smooth and
Shiny Walmart
Floors Glass on
Top of Concrete That Way

Yet With New Shoes Comes A Different
Way of Dancing to Master Just All Free

And True Now i Feel More Like i Am Flying
Even More on Terrestrial Land and True this

New Practice This New Travel is Only Newborn For Less

Than A Week
Now So Many
Ways to Do New
Travels in Life mY FRiEnD

to Renew Our Souls So Fresh Indeed..:)

Hehe it Seems i Don’t Have an ‘Inner Circle’

Hehe it Seems Like The Venn Diagram

Is Beyond Measure

And Foenemies

Are Truly

Best FRiEnDS

As DarK Muse

And LiGHT Muse

WorK in Harmony to
Create Entire New UNiVeRSES

Like Just A Hair More of Matter
Than Anti-Matter to Create All that is Now Newer

With SMiLes The Way i See it As Above So Below
Within Inside Outside And All Around Best Part of the


i Am NoW iN

No Longer Fearing
DarK Or Cynical oF LiGHT…

Although It’s True i Don’t Suggest
Trying ThiS UNless One is Financially
Independent and Totally Naked Enough

And Yes


Room Plenty
of Room For
DarK And LiGHT iN LiFE..:)

Hehe Dear Akshita Poetry
Is in the Eye of the Reader
And How The Essence Touches

The SoUL HeART SPiRiT of the
And of
Course The
Writer too And
my my Just The Title

Alone of “She Dropped My Hand
While Dancing” Brings Back Deep
Deeper Deepest Feelings of Grief

of Yes First
Love Lost
on A Dance
Floor in 1979
Hehe Probably Before
Your Parents Were Born HAha

Almost Like Pre-Destiny the Song

“After The Love is Gone” By Earth Wind
And Fire is Playing Then Blind Sided By
Her All of the Sudden, “i Can’t Do This Anymore,

Bye, This
is the End
of my Love
For You,” Period As Such.

Oh Goodness my HeART
Dropped to the Bottomless Pit
And It Was So Long, So Very Long
Probably Another 34 Years to Fully
Return Warm Again And Free to Fully Love

Yet The Thing is And The Thing Isn’t DarK Brings
Greatest Gifts Beyond Even Imagination When DarK Comes

As Then i met The One Who Was Practically Supernatural For Love

Never To Worry
About “After


Love is Gone”
Again With SMiLes…

Indeed i Thank That First Love
Every Day of my Life Now For Saying Goodbye…

Yet It’s True After She Said Goodbye She Came Again
For a Few Weeks And Left Again And i Just Happened to
Go See A Movie With FRiEnDS And There She Was in the Back
Row With A New Boyfriend Smiling At me Caressing His Chin With Her Hand…

i Really Cried A Lot that
Night my Mother Thought
i Was Going to Cry
Myself to
And That’s
What it Felt Like
Years to Come After
That Yet Again Still Her
Good Bye Worth Going to Where i am Now With SMiLes…

And It’s True The Second Time She Came Back Was

After i Saw Her At the Movies That Night…

Bitten Once, Bitten Twice, Smitten Almost
to Death, So Very Long To Rise
Again With SMiLes… Yes, Yes,

And Now The Last Chapter

of the Story of my SoUL HeART
And SPiRiT Fully Finally Coming Back
to Life after i Lost it All in 2008 And it Finally
Returned in 2013 From 11 Years of Work Related
Stress in That Trip to Hell for 66 Months as i Lost All my

Emotions And the Path Finally Back Was Remembering
The Full Grief of the Loss of that First Love Back in 1979

And Finally After All those Years Reaching Closure
Regaining my Full Emotions As i Reached Out to Her
Daughter And told Her Tell Your Mother The Grief of Our

Love Helped
Bring Me Back
to Life Many Years
Later in 2013 as i Still
Had A Photo of Before

i Lost mY HeART Then
to Love So Long Ago…

What i Finally Realized
is my Love my HeART Belongs to me
And Is Free to Give Away With No Charge or Loan Fee…

And Here’s Another Interesting Part of the End of the Story
People Still Say my Wife Now at 52 Looks Like Her at 16 Years Old…

Indeed She Was
Almost Like A
First Signal

For Who to
Find Forever Now

And Of Course As Life
Evolves THere aRE ALways
New ChapterS UNfolding Now..:)

Always my
Pleasure Dear
Cindy Yes in

“I put my heart and my soul into my work,
and have lost my mind in the process.

– Vincent Van Gogh

So True Dear Chaymaa
Art Need Not Think Now
Only Create in Effortless
Ease Always Dancing
Singing A Tight Rope
Higher In Flow As




New to Fulfill Even
More Human Potentials Now..:)


i suppose the sickness of this
whole shooting match started
with circumcision and before
that with the storing of grain and
domestication before that when humans
became dependent on culture more than
fur and bones.. when the heads became
too big for the hips and the cycle
of dependent offspring
became longer and
longer.. and now
in many cases.
30 years or so..
in the basement
eventually of mom and
dad’s home.. oh.. to be wild
and free.. oh.. the truth is.. 12,000
years at least of storing grain is not
too long in just one life now to revert
back to wild and loving wolf humans
away from the teat further than
what is now.. a functionally
disabling way to even be
ALiVE NOW @basic
animal homeostasis
of peace and mind and body
SoUL BaLAnCinG as any sane
creature WiLL do after the fight and
flight to capture prey and escape predator
is done for the day as the road runner and
the coyote might say at the end of the work
day.. we might not get along yet let’s just go
our separate ways and rest before the hunt
and gathering of life starts again so free
so WiLD in thriving ALiVE.. mentally
healthy cats don’t eat too
much and get fat.. Yellow
Boy.. even with Feline Leukemia
Nibbled HEar and THere.. moving for
play.. connecting to humans who provided
predictable subsistence Yet the Creativity
of kittens has long since said good bye with
the human domesticating further operation
for that Yet anyway.. moving and connecting
is enough for him.. And iT takes moving.. connecting
AND CO-CREATING for human beings or ya get
sick animals like Moby Cat who died early
from diabetes and weight related
issues.. ‘normal’ healthy animals
have a kinship with
the rest of Nature WHole
that cannot will not be dismissed..
sick animals sh8t aLL over it without
remiss.. Yet the bottom line is they
are sick.. and there is nothing happy
truly about being sick.. the worst
sickness is being out of balance
with nature.. and hell no..
school won’t cure that..
only looking within Now
innately.. instinctually Yes
and intuitively WiLL Bring
HUmans Back ALiVE WitH
Nature in Natural primate
AGape way.. sure.. most
people are missing A God
with THeir ape named Nature..
and when one loses that they have
LosT iT aLL and nah.. rarely does one
find thaT in BLack books unless it is Psalms
about Nature that tale the truth.. SAdly ‘they’ separate
Lord from Nature.. the greatest mistake oF all maKinG
God separate from God’s self oF Nature in the most
insane devised nightmare ever SOld in saddest story
ever.. separation from God aLL thaT iS Nature iS BOTTOM LINE..

SMiLes my FRiEnD and
thanks for wading down so
deep to respond to this one that
is somewhere around YeS A NoVeL PoeM
Long Forming in length from head to comment toe
Yet gratitude iT iS
for the BLeSSingS
A Nautilus SHeLL
of just doing
LiFE NoW aS iT
WHoLe FLoW iN Fields waves

Thanks GoD (LoVE)

“Starlord: A Dance-off to Save A UniVerse oF LoVE…
Spider-Man (Dead Pool): Like Foot Loose?
Starlord: Yaasss… Precisely.”

i Have A FRiEnD Who had a motto That

if Someone Will Lie to You They Will Steal

From You Too; Seemed A Little Harsh to me;

AS Humans Do Tend to Lie, Overall; However, in this Case
of the ‘Second Hearing’

About the ‘Trump
Dark Fiasco,’ Begging
For Bucks in Emails for
A Defense Fund For His Own
Negligent Behavior in Inciting A
Deadly Insurrection; Yes, FOR A Defense Fund that
Still Does Not Exist And Used in Part to Fund A 2 Minute, 60 Thousand
Dollar Motivational Speech by His Son’s Girlfriend, Before the Deadly
Insurrection Proceeded as An Assault on Our Capital And
Attempt to Damage an Integral Part of Our Representative
Democracy; Yes, And in Doing So, Milking A Quarter Of
A Billion Dollars of Gas Money; Out of Many, Many, Loyal

‘Minions’; Many of Who Now Still Vaunt Him to the Level
of A ‘Religious Figure’ (Like ‘The Rise of Gru’) Who Can Do no Wrong in Terms

of Demagogue Cult of Personality, and Literal ‘Apotheosis,’ All ‘God’ Sent
in ‘Divine DarK AS Such;’ Yet as i mentioned ‘Several Instances Before;’ NO,

Is it Really Surprising As Many of Them Already Worship A Story of An All Loving, Merciful,
Forgiving, Turn The Other Cheek, Love The Enemy Same As God Whole, Man God Who Changes
into A Worse Evil than ‘Hannibal The Cannibal,’ Regarding Sheep in His Flock By Story At Least
Then Who Changes Once Loyal Do-Gooding Sheep into Goats, if they Screw Up and Do Not
Clothe the Naked Homeless Dude on The Street And Give His Starving Self A Free Bite to Eat;

And Yes, Burns ’em Forever, Burns ’em Forever, Burns ’em Forever; True, Just Fires Them That

Way Forever

If they don’t
comply With
That Demagogue
Cult of Personality Rule;

It Does Seem in this Case That When
‘This Person’ Tells Biggest Lies to You; He
Will Indeed Steal From You; And Not Only That This

Offers Even More Evidence That the Worst Human Pandemic
Through HiSToRY IS Still the Pandemic of Ignorance in Human Style That And
Who Continues to Harm, Rape, Maim, And Kill Folks, and The Rest of Nature Most;

Yes, Ranging From A Pandemic Sponsored in Part by Trump’s Ignorance; Yes, Still on
‘5th Avenue,’ With His Minions Picking Up His Habit of Going On to Die Unmasked
in a Deadliest Part of the Delta Variant of A Pandemic, While A Million Eventually

Fell to Their
Dead, Dead,
Dead, Death

ThiS Way, in Part, in Ignorance; Yes,
For Real Yet Again All that Quarter
of A Billion Dollars of Gas Money

Just P8SSinG iT Away iN the Wind; Just Gone,

Just Gone to the ‘Apotheosis of Donald J. Trump’;

HiSToRY Shows, Folks Have A Hard Time in Letting
Go of A Cult of Personality; my God, Some Folks Still
Believe Elvis and John F Kennedy Jr, Still Lives to Return to

Airports to
Come Again
‘in Glory’ Even

Perhaps to Judge
the Living And The Dead

As Part of Another Conspiracy Theory too…

This is The Condition of ‘the Condition,’ i’ve Observed
Now in Just Another ‘Trump Town USA’ for 62 Years Now
As Just Another Usual Participant Anthropology Observer,
Even Before i had the Ability to Speak at 4 Years Old; You

Get Used to
‘The Locals;’

Yet You Always
BeWare of THeir Sway
to Be BamboozLed By

Used Car Sales Folks AS Such;

True, really, i’m ‘The (A) One’ Ya Want in the
Room With ‘You’, When You Actually Face

the Used Car Sales Person,

On Every Judgement
Day Someone Pulls
the Blinds/Veils of Ignorance
Over YouR EYeS And You Swallow
the Hook, Bait, AND SINKER WHOLE…

Yet of Course, For Folks Who Still Insist
On Buying An Orange Lemon, What Will You

Do Yet
Do Your
Best to Stay
Out of Forests
Face Palms Thick;

And This is Why i Establish ‘REAL
Eden’ Behind A Board-on-Board Fence

So Far Away From the Locals at Least
on One Side of the Yard Who Aren’t Part

of my
Who Do NOT
Tell Lies or Steal…

(Squeezing All 244 Pounds of me Through
This Fiber Optic Cable At the Speed of Love
Globally AS Such to Rest my Dancing Feet too)

Some of these Folks Have Already Shown
Their Will to Die And Have Died For Trump
on A ‘5th Avenue’ of Their Own Volunteer Preference;

And Yes, Some of the Remaining Ones Are Still Willing to

Give Trump
THeir All, No
Matter How
Far He Continues to

Fall in ‘The Other Place’ Now…

Cult of Personality 101; A Fascinating
Human CuLTuRaL Study indeed; ‘Eve,’ Go
Ahead and Put the Popcorn in the Microwave,

You’ve Got

More Human
Reality Shows to
Watch and Report
Back to me on, Hehe…

Anyway, i Suppose i’ll Take
‘my Car’ to a Car Wash Today;
It Doesn’t Appear This Town
is Gonna Get The Enema it Needs Still Today…

And They Still Appear to Be Far, Far Away From Ready
For ‘a Load of me’;

Even if they’ve
Already Seen the
Lightening of me Dance, hehe;

Verily, the Thunder Will Likely
Still Be too Much to Hear in Their
Literal Lying Believing Ears Still in

‘Rational Illusions And Or Delusions’

of Literally


Mostly In ‘Left
Brain’ Processing

WayS in Grim Story Tales…

Renaming SH8T Pie Paradise

or Hell After Death….

Indeed THeiR
Are So Many
Ways to Slice
And Dice Life
While Trying to Even Live now…

Many ‘Sheep And Or Goats’ Never Ever, Never Now
Do; Sooner
Than Soon; Sadly So Much ‘These Days’ STiLL NoW…

Don’t Be So
Sure THere

is Fire in Hell Now;

MoraL oF A STorY iNdeed…

As Now Truly Lasts Forever Now…
Choose A Place Ya Love to Live Most



Location STiLL For Real Now…
Still SMiLing in ‘the Other Place’ i Am..:)

Happy Morning
to: Your Happy
Sunset SuNDaY

LeSSoN 416🎼
Little FLoWeR How You
Bloom Always A Mystery
Unfolding i Love to Find


Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real..🙂

SMiLes Dear Savvy So True it is often
Those Who Are Outcast Most

Who We May Describe
As Hermits Living
in Forests Lone

Who May Truly
Commune With

Nature And Learn
All The Wisdom That

HumanKind May Truly Need to Live
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love So Very

Free Loving All
Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

With Least Harm
in Balance As Nature Truer Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
Rises All As One And One ToGeTHeR Freer to Breathe..:)

SMiles Dear
Cindy BLeSSinGs
Of BLiSSinGs to You
And All You Love True

SMiLes Dear PM

Even When Demons

Chase ‘You’ Down

‘Running Up That Hill’

Running Up That Hill

Running Up That Hill

And If It Doesn’t Touch the
Whole World

Just Wait

Until 2022

As With Art
THeRE is No
Age yet SPiRiT

-Kate Bush and ‘Running Up That
Hill’ Making A Deal With my First VCR
And Digital CD Player As Well Yep Back

in 1985 And

Yes A Hint an
Omen to Where
i Would Eventually
Land Next And Rise Again With SMiLes
iN A World Where ‘The Matter With Things’
And All That May Be Attached to ‘Silicon’

Often Trumps
Life Yes
And Love Still
Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Yet Now Ruling to Use the Tool
No Longer Mastered At the Bottom of the Hill..:)

62 Years Now And 9 Days Born On 6660 An ‘Omen’ too FoR ReaL

LeSSoN 367 True Art is in🍎
Art of HeART Moving SPiRiT
SoUL No Rules Muse Musics

SMiLes Peppers Ever 🍌

GRoWinG More 🍉

Unique on 🌽

Sea Horse 🌶

Trees In Gardens

Of Eden Hehe Here

Have A Bite Free There

Is No Cost of Free Fruits 🍎

Of LivinG TreeS only Fresh

Temptation Art Singing Muse


Beauty To See

BREaTHE Free 🍎

One Word Before
i Go Karlien
My Wife is


Best to

Bring Another

Pain Disorder

To Medical


She Terms
It The

Rare “Fredache”…

Have A Beautiful Day🙌😊

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa In A World

Of Dance There Are No Words

So Surprising It is

How Folks

Get Along

When There

Are No Words to Confuse
True A SMiLe is A Dance
Too And Yes When Words
SMiLe Words Dance True..:)

Historically, Last Century,

‘Then’ As A Great Global
Scholar of Religion And
A Philosopher, Alan Watts
Related; Yes, Basically All

Of ‘Life is A Rorschach Test’

We Continue to ‘Co-Create;’

Both Unwittingly and Wittingly,

Based on How in Touch We Are With
Who We Really Are at Core Authentically As such;

And While i Made The Vague Outline of Whatever
The ‘Rorschach Test’ is As A Still frame of a Fuzzy Black
And White Video Outside a Zoo, A Prompt For A Myth to
Write Anew And Reality too; There Are Folks Here Attributing

As Many Different Realities
As Human Experiences
Currently Providing Their
Rorschach Test Results Ranging

From Dressed Up From the Modern
Cultural Niche of ‘Furries’ to ‘Skin Walkers’
And The Such From Native Religious Traditions;

Listening to Folks, i Surely Don’t Always agree with Like
Bishop Barron, Head YouTube PR Guy for the Catholic Church
And Angry Old White Dude And Old Professor Jordan Peterson

Who Is Good With
Facts Yet Not So
Much With Humanity AS Such

In Terms of Basic Frigging Common
Sense and Feelings; Yep What Elon Musk Also
Misses so Much in His Current Failing Endeavor

to Rule Twitter
With His Over Zealous
Ideologies As Such too;

Oh How Butt Hurt ‘The Bishop’
And ‘The Peterson’ Get When the
Reality is We LiVE iN A Modern Age

Where Folks Have the Will And Freedom if They
Choose to Exercise it, At Least Still in the United States

to Create Their Own Life, Liberty and Pursuit of Happiness
Separate From the Rest of Cultures And Religions Other than

Laws that
Must be Followed
of Course to Live Here Free…

Not Realizing What A ‘Cosplay

Event’ The Catholic Tradition Already Is,
Dressing Up in Really Big Hats Like Lady Gaga

And Wearing Golden Robes And Many Other Fabulous
Costume Colors As An Inclusive Tradition Every Damn Year;

And of Course Participating in a Made-Up Story With Magical
Bread And Wine that Turns into A Dead Dude From 2,000 Years
ago; Transforming the Story of A Crucified Man into An Only God and

King of the
Now Yep, God Yes,

True In the United
States You get to Be
And Do And Practice
Whatever Subcultural
Niche, Smaller and Bigger
And Religion Ya Wanna Do
As Long As You Don’t Break Any
Local, State, and Federal Laws to Stay

Out of Jail
And Hefty
Fines and Such…

Anyway, Where i LiVE iN
STiLL A Rather Small Trump
Town USA; i’ve Never Seen Cosplay
Characters Practice Their Subcultural
Niche of Belonging Warm Together Now

Or So-called ‘Furries’ Dancing Around
Walmart in Public Dance Like i Do as

True, i’m Sort
of Furry
Any Costume
At all And i Am
Surely in Touch with
The Deepest Still of ‘FeRaLiTY’
Yet Still Civilized Enough As me…

Yet, Lately Particularly, as ‘TRuMPiSM’
Continues to Rise in the Guise of DeSaTANiS
in Florida And the Such; Cosplay is Rising to the

Occasion, Among those who otherwise Might feel
Increasingly Disenfranchised in Trump State USA

Among ‘Florida
Men’ and the Such

And It Was So Cute, A
Young Woman So Petite
Riding A Motor Bike Was Wearing
A Furry Helmet Bouncing A Dance
At the Red Light to Her Own YouTube Way of Life

on an iPhone
Secure to the
Console of the
Motor Bike AS Such;

It Was among the Cutest
And Most Creative Experiences
i Witnessed That Day, Hehe, of Course
As Usual Other than what i ‘Normally’ Do

As A Culture
of One Force
of Humanity Now
Where i Damned
Sure Please to Go Free…

It’s Nice to Visit Civilization Freer
And More Open Minded Just 14 or So
Miles Away to Be so Much More Creative

THere AS Humanity Colors Life more;

And True, the Place i Dance There
in Public Holds Multi-Cultural
Cosmopolitan Life as

It’s About
50 Percent
White and
Every Other Color
of ‘the Rainbow’ and More

Particularly Increasingly Latin,
Muslim, And East Indian True too..

This is the Reality i Enjoy Most Always
Changing And Always ReaDy for A New Story Now…

Some Folks Don’t Like Change

Yet In Trump Town USA

They’ve even

Had no
to get
Used to me…

As True, i Have
the Ability to Step
in CR8P Multiple
Instances And Still
Shed THorns And Bloom As Rose For Real…
Not Much Different than the Young Woman

So Furry
and Multi-Colored
On Her Motor Bike
Enjoying the Red Light
While Most Every One

was so
And Lost From Loving Now…

Bottom Lines That Vague Fuzzy
Image is All of Ours to Uniquely Co-Create

Or Just Totally Ignore; Sort of Like me, Hehe;

That Girl on that Motor Bike didn’t give a God
Damned Worry About Anyone Else who Didn’t Wanna
Join Her Party…

Anyway; Yes,
‘The Unknown’
is What Keeps
Life Worth Mystery
And Still Unfolding

As FLoWeRS Blooming
With Newer Colors Never
Seen Before

or False..:)

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real..🙂

Hmm, The Importance of Art And The Importance

Of Those ‘Stars’ Who Rise High Enough to Shine Light

in Darkest Recesses of Humanity

And Encourage Innocent

Love And The

Touch of HeARTS

Not Lost OR Lost in Cold, Cold

Places ‘Running Up That Hill;’ Yep,

Trying to Escape ‘the Monster’ That
Depression and Anxiety Will Bring

And Yes Like Many Young Artists Through
All the Celebrity And Accolades, Justin Bieber

Has Received As He’s Only Human And Had His Share
of Drug Abuse, Depression, Anxiety; and Now Ramsey Hunt

Syndrome With Partial Facial Paralysis; And True For Those He Inspired

in Light through His Celebrity as A Teen Heart Throb And Later Songs Hitting

The Main Stream
Including Adult

Emotions Associated
With Dark and Light; Yes By GOD

Art Matters Much More Than ‘ReaSoN’ EVER
WiLL, When it Comes to the Human (Love) Condition;

And God Yes, Even Wanting to Live at all Now; Yes, FOR

REAL With A HeART More than Just ‘He’ MiSSinG From Art…

Or in the Case of SMart All That May be Left is ‘Get off my Lawn Kids’

From ‘Angry Old White
Dudes’ And the Such

Who Only Have
S And M Left
to Give and Share
With the Rest of the World
in Addictions of Anger And Hate
of What they Don’t Touch in Life

Through An Opaque Window And
Heart Covered With Glass That Won’t Break…

There Are A Whole Lot of Depressed And Anxious
Folks in Every Generation; Yet ‘Stranger Things’ Do Happen

When Folks Come Out
of The Dark As Art Saves Lives

More Than ‘Mechanical Cognition’
Will Ever Touch A Human Soul For Real, Period;

Indeed, Getting in Touch With Humanity is A BIG
ParT of Actually Living

‘Running up That Hill,’

‘Running up That Hill,’

Escaping Demons Within

That Are Indeed Very Real;

What One Song By Kate Bush
Or Justin Bieber Will Do For Folks;

And while It’s True, i Never Expected my
Public Dance to Help Young Folks Get through
High School When they Felt they Just Didn’t Belong

Anywhere; Yet never the Less, after 16,753 Miles in 105 Months i’ve Received

Messages From them IN PERSON That Just One Person Not Afraid to
Dance Solo in Public

Was Enough Then

to Dance to too,
With Voyeur
Videos; Yes,

To Help Them
Get Through the
Lonely Places of Life…

Just Knowing You Don’t

Have to Be Part of a Crowd to BeLong…

As It’s True One Person May Create
THeir Own Dance And Song of Life FREE…

Running Up that Hill, Running Up That Mountain
Escaping Places
Even Demons
Fear to


IT Before, i Even
Started A Free Dance And Song… So,

To The General Issue of the Value of
Art, And Music, And Song And Celebrities
That Reach Stardom by Touching the Human

in Regulating
Emotions, Integrating
Senses And Bringing Folks
Out of the DarK Nights of the Soul
For Real; Kate Bush’s Song “Running Up That
Hill” As That Addresses The “DarK NiGHTS of the SoUL”

Is A Song From 1985,
Currently Hitting Number
one in the Billboard Top 200
Globally As Such Now; As True

it Touches the Darkness That so
Many Folks In Younger Generations
Are Experiencing Now And Provides
Healing FOR REAL; GOD YES, Yes, Yes,




And Here’s A ‘Thing,’ When You Break Through,
You Do What Ever it Takes to Help Other Folks Get

Through too;

If Ya Really
Went to
The Dark, Darker, Darkest
Place and Ever Really Escaped…

You Don’t Pay Any Attention to
‘Demons’ Still Trying to Drag You
BacK iN THeir Home Away From Home…

Justin Beiber is Just Another Slob, A Face of God,
And In His Case He’s Touched Innumerable HeARTS



For Real
More Than
Just A “Matter With Things”…

i Never have Really Listened to
His Music Much; i Don’t Have to, to
Understand How He Impacts the Condition
of Being Human…

For Real






Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that

Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real..:)

Lovely Poem Adorning Love
With Roses As FLoWeRS Blooming
Naturally Do Dear Cindy Yet THoRNS

Are Glue True too
As Night is To Day
And DarK is to LiGHT

Oh How Wonderful
Moon Reflects Sun

Above As THorns

Below Protect

Next Blooming
SMiLes of LoVE ANeW..:)

“You give away nice like it doesn’t cost you anything.”

SMiLes Dear Akshita Not Unlike Humans THere is
Value in At Least Some Lines And Or Spirals in


of Life
With SMiLes..:)

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;
Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating;
Ocean Whole Water Wave Verily Field


And All That Jazz too…


THiS Ain’t ‘Rocket Science;’
Yet It is; And that’s A Problem;

Master the Tools,

Survive And Thrive;

Be Mastered By the Tools,
And Wither Away As Just Another
Grape Vine Who Never Truly Lived At All…

In Other Words, i Don’t Need to Change Water into Wine

As i HuManufacture My Own Grapes; They Stay Sweet Eternally Now



Now As i Shift Back to the Old Ways of iRobot;

With The Attention Span of Less Than A Gold Fish;
Yes, Less Than Three Seconds Waiting for the Next

Hit of Social
Media And The ‘Such’;

THere is Gonna Be A Whole
Lot of Misery And Suffering Before

(Wailing, Gnashing of Teeth,
And All That ‘Blues Jazz’ too)

Folks Strip oFF ALL the Layers of CuLTuRaL

Clothes And Actually ‘Unplug’ And Set Themselves Free…

Yep, Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete; Moving Connecting
Co-Creating on ‘The Cheap’ Generating Energy oF LiGHT From Within

Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Least Harm; Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT iN Effortless Ease of Autotelic Flow
Increasing Human Potentials Always Dancing A Tight Rope Higher;

Yawn, of
Course it
Helps to Start
Off Financially Independent
to Do this When Money Is the

‘God’ And It is Worthless As What’s
Left of Dead Dinosaurs and The ‘Such’ (US).


Post Script: i Realize The “Matrix MeMe” Has Become
Old And Overused; Never The Less, if one Can And Will
Leave ‘The Old Words (Worlds) Behind,’ The Music in the Trailer is Most

A Renewable
Source For

Within in
Terms of
Moving, Connecting,
And Co-Creating More;
For Those Still or Firstly Capable
Of Being In Moving Connecting Ways To Co-Create Anew.

SMiLes Dear Savvy So True it is often
Those Who Are Outcast Most

Who We May Describe
As Hermits Living
in Forests Lone

Who May Truly
Commune With

Nature And Learn
All The Wisdom That

HumanKind May Truly Need to Live
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love So Very

Free Loving All
Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

With Least Harm
in Balance As Nature Truer Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
Rises All As One And One ToGeTHeR Freer to Breathe..:)

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real..🙂


Oh Dear Savvy How A Tree is Such
An Everlasting Symbol For All

That is Life Now Yes
And Existence Whole

Remembering A Tree Again
of My Life Grounding me through

Decades of Oh So Cold Mechanical
Cognition of Work All Lit Up At Night

With Strings oF LiGHT Truly A Worship
At the Feet of Leaves The Roots That Grow

Green So Tall
Even Falling
Brown to Fertilize

All that Sprouts
of Spring Again Sadly

Then Hurricane Ivan
Tore Our Tree Down All
That Was Left A Stump of
Once Living Oak So Tall and Strong

Yet A Twig A Branch Grew From Stump
Below And i Talked My Wife into Leaving

it A Chance to Live Again And Verily So True

A Tree Wider And More Varied Than Ever Before

As It’s True the
Ocean Grows
Whole For

Waves to
Water Our Lives
Again Free in All That
Is Above and Below From
Trees to Roots That Stand Love So Tall And True..:)

Oh How pleasurable Paddling
Calm Crystal Clear Hawaii
Waters Before
Surf’s Up
Again Dear
Aloha FRiEnD

Sea Turtles Paddling
With Calm FLoWinG
Ocean Waters True

This is the Life As
Finch and Panda
Australian Shepherd
LiVE iN Peace Now

As Panda Becomes
Both Fur And Feathered Nest With
SMiLes As Nature Really Can And Will

Get Along
As Birds
of A Feather
With Dogs of Fur True

And Yes Hehe Even Us Humans Too..:)

Running Up That
Hill, Running Up that
Hill, Making A Deal With
Love To Come Again FOR Real..🙂

Sadly AS Hard As it May
Be to Do if We Stop Caring

Yep Giving, Sharing

Healing True

And Yes False

The ‘Trump
Meme’ OH No

For All of what
Paints Life Ashen Grey

Not Even Fifty SHades of Gray..:)

Folks Drink ‘The Kool-Aid’ Of Others to
Even Survive ALL ‘The Big Lies’ Others Live
Without Kool-Aid AT ALL Except LoVE ReaL NoW

Light Draws Us
Yet Grief Paints
The Will to LiVE oN

This Love This LiFE For Real
Dear Xenia With SMiLes All

Of What A Dog’s EYes
And Face

Will Tale
Our Living
Trees of

Life Leaves
Tall Falling
New Life


So Free

Truth iN LiGHT True…

Nature is the
Touch Always
Living On When
Breathing Free Within
From Loved Ones Come

And Gone
Still Living
Within mY FRiEnD…

Bitter Sweet
Nature of Give
And Take Share
And Hoard Heal
And Harm Yet What

Lives on Are Those Who
Truly Love Becoming ParT

of Our Soul to Carry on mY FRiEnD

Xenia So Sad to See the Other Twin Angel

Pearl Go
With Eivor
Now Twin
Angels of
Fur On Earth
iN Living And Death
This Living Tree As Leaves
of Eivor And Pearl Breathe
On in Loving Eyes of We Who Are Souls

Still FoLLoWinG ALong THeir Nature Love Free
As Verily True i Haven’t Missed A Step Here for
Over 5 Years Since 2017 What A Gift They And
You aRE ALWays to Inspire Nature of SoUL Dancing Singing Free
SMiLes i’ll Drift on Over to the Rest of the Nature of Your Poetry mY FRiEnD

i Love
Xenia With SMiLes..:)

“Our new report suggests that 36% of all Americans—including 61% of young adults and 51% of mothers with young children—feel “serious loneliness.” Not surprisingly, loneliness appears to have increased substantially since the outbreak of the global pandemic.

The report also explores the many types of loneliness, various causes of loneliness, and the potentially steep costs of loneliness, including early mortality and a wide array of serious physical and emotional problems, including depression, anxiety, heart disease, substance abuse, and domestic abuse. While Americans clearly need to adopt distancing measures to curb the spread of the novel coronavirus, the report authors argue that we also must take steps to alleviate loneliness, particularly for the populations the survey suggests are most affected.”

Loneliness, Depression, Anxiety, ETc.; Most All that Come From NDD Nature Deficit Disorder As that/this Applies

To Connecting to All That (GoD) Is; Ranging From the Nature of Self; Regulating Emotions, Integrating Senses on
Task in Autotelic Flow; Generating A Cocktail/Synergy in Balance of the Materially Reduced Neurohormones
Of Oxytocin Warmth of Binding and Bonding Love and the Such; And Neurochemicals As Basic As
Dopamine for Pleasure And Co-Creating; And Serotonin to Curb Anxiety/Pain As Oxytocin Does

With Natural Greater
Self-Esteem Yes Now with
Meaning and Purpose Feeling
Sensing Connecting Now to Each
Other and All Of Nature Moving Yes
Connecting and Co-Creating Actually

Not Only Surviving Yet Thriving Together
Naked Enough Whole Complete Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For

All With Least
Harm; Giving
Sharing Caring
Healing New This
Way for Real Now

It’s True Now i Find
This BLiSSinG And
BLeSSinG For Real

Eternally NoW iN A


NOT Until i Lost Every God
Damned Gift i Am Dancing
And Singing About Now in only

Pain and Numb Then With No Meaning
And Purpose in Life; Even Words only

Empty SHellS on A Beach Attached to
No Organic Feeling Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Ways of Actual Truly Breathing Life

For 66 Months of Real HeLL ON EartH True From
11 Years of Chronic to the Last 2 of 11 With FiGHT
or FLiGHT Acute Stress At Work For What is Commonly

Understood in Ways of ‘General Adaptation Syndrome’
Or ‘Autism Burn-Out’ of Course for those So Out of Touch
With Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses That Indeed

Folks Like me then
and now still are




Our Modern Western Civilizations Teach Us How to Become Fitting Little Cogs in a Well
Oiled Consuming Capitalistic Way of Making Money And Things As An Only God For Real in

And Even
Eastern Worlds Now;

Spread From the Pandemic
of the Money Eating Things
And the Rest of Nature Pandemic
of this Human Cultural Zombie Apocalypse;

When the Light Goes Out in THeir EYes; When
They Shuffle By With No Spring in their Moves;

When They No Longer Connect to Self, Others, and
the Rest of Nature DarK Thru LiGHT ‘Seeing Hearing’ the Holy
And Sacred; Yes, Actually FeeLinG SeNSinG Dancing All of
Existence As


Worthy Gift
Always New Now

Co-Creating ToGeTHeR Free;

Yes TheNoW We Will KNoW Feel

Sense We aRe No Longer Really

Alive And Then We Will Realize

Once Living Now We aRe Ghosts
Wandering the Earth as ‘the Living Dead;…

Anyway, Thank Goodness for Classical Evolution;

12,000 Years or So Years of Hoarding Grains In Silos More Than Sharing; TaKinG
STiLL More Than Giving This Way; Harming More Than Healing; And Becoming too

God Damned
Dead Within

to Even Feel

The Drive of Warmth
Within to Ask Someone

About How They Are Feeling
And Sensing the Weather, Both
Outside Yes and Within; A Dying

Breed The Human Species Is Yet Indeed

With Still As Much Potential as 12,000 Years
Ago to Be As Strong As An Orangutan in Moving
Ways For Real to be As Loving in Connecting As Baby And Mother’s
Breast For Real In Nurturing Ways for All With Least Harm And to Understand

That A Grain of
Sand And Less

Is As Integral

As the Milky Way
Above and Below

For Any Mountain of
Human Love to Still Come
into Being as God Is Love Now For Real

As Essence of Human Form For Real to Reach Out and Touch Eternally Now

Considering i am Naked Enough Whole Complete THiS Way and i Don’t Give an
F About


Any More
Money or Over-Consuming
Any More Stuff; Considering i
am Still Just Dancing And Singing
Free for the Heaven oF iT All Out of Hell

Then And Now Joy Is Inherent iN LiGHT of Every
Sacred Song Of Word And Holy Move of Dance i Do…

Why Should Anyone Really Care What i Dance Sing; It’s True,

i Understand

as i too Come

From ‘the Other Place’

too Yet the Joy is Inherent

So i Never Stop Dancing And Singing Heaven
Free Eternally Now For Real i Figured ‘The GaMe’

All Out
And Now

i Just Dance
Sing Play For Free…


Hey, if The MilkY
Way Will Do It

-Me Too..;)

Meanwhile, THere Are ‘Clean-Up Crews
In Japan Cleaning the Remains of the Elderly
With No Connections in Skyscraper Apartments at all…

An Approaching Majority of Dudes in Japan Are Never
Interested in Getting Married At All; And Many Young
Folks; Woman and or Man, Are Not Interested in Any Real Physical Act of Sex;

And Yes, of Course, A Smallish Island OverPopulated With Skyscrapers First, Just
Spreading Out in the Rest of a World, WHere God Is Money And Consuming Stuff Same…

Yet there is the Bigger Picture of Nature too; Returning to Earth From Space, it is Clear
That THere is A Human Pandemic, A Real Zombie Apocalypse, A Real ‘HuMaN’ ‘CuLTuRaL Cancer’

UPon THE EartH;

Eating Now the
Face of God That
Is Us And The Other ALL
Nature As God For Real;

So Much Bigger Than Us As
We Will Indeed Continue to Reap
As Long As We Sow this Living Death Of Nature Now…

Answers for me May Not Be Answers For Anyone Else;
Never the Less,

And Of CourSE
And On COuRSE More

It Works NoW As God Yes Love
WeLL AS Heaven iN Hell For Real..:)

i Remember The Day i Couldn’t Feel the Warmth of the Family Cat;
In January of 2008; in Fact, He Peeled His Ears Back, No Longer Sensing Humanity
of me; Not Even Mammalian, An Innate Fear i Might not be A Welcome Family Member or Guest to Pet Him;

Then i Remember, No Longer Being Able to Feel the Warmth Within From The Afternoon Sun in the Winter;

And Then i Forgot the Feeling of If i Ever Smiled Before in my Life as Emotions are Memories and Memories

Are Emotions And

It Didn’t Matter How
Much my Wife, Sister,
And Mother Loved Me;

What Was Once Warm
And Cozy Became Ice Cold And
All that Was Left of me A Ghost Wandering
The Earth Not Fully Realizing He is Dead WiTHiN NoWTHeN;

The Doctors Couldn’t Tell me How to Revive the
Emotions of my Soul; How to Generate The Oxytocin
Connections Within Again of Human Warmth; All they Could

Do Is Hit me With
Various Pills that
Didn’t Do A God
Damned Thing to DeFrost
The Ice of my Soul Grown Frozen;

Other than the Suicide Disease, Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia, the Literal Worst Pain Known to Humankind Like
A Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear No Drug Would Touch

(And a Synergy of 18 Other Life Threatening Disorders Coming
Yes From What is Commonly Understood As ‘General Adaptation
Syndrome’ as 11 Years of Chronic to Acute Stress Work Related in
Terms of Real ‘Autistic Burn-Out’ Will Generally Speaking Break Down
Every Bodily System Now to The Reality of A Real and Early Death too)

During All Waking Hours for 66 Months; Yet there are No Words Fully in Emptiness Within
to Describe How Soul Cold A Soul Numb Will Come to Be in Piece of Paper Existence on Earth

Where Dousing Oneself With Gasoline Forever is Actually A Wish of Heaven In Hell of Burning Forever

True i Lived in a Place
Where A Thousand Years
is Just Another Aghogday
Yep Another Ground Hog Day
in Hell Every God Damned Second
of Every God Damned Day of Every God
Damned Month of Every God Damned Year

For 66 Months;

And As Far As that
Worst Pain known to
Humankind Literally
Assessed As Worse than

Literal Crucifixion For Real;

Not Even Close to the Dark
Second of the Soul Where all There
is is time that Never Flows As the River

Does of my
Soul in Heaven
Eternally Now Real;

For It’s True in Hell
The Loneliest Place,
One is connected to Nothing at all…

And then One Finds Out Who ‘God’ the Verb Really
Is This Real Feel and Sense of Living This Connection

That Will Always Be A New Flower Blooming For All that is Or Just Piece

of Paper Existence,

A Lonely Ghost
Wandering the
Earth, Not realizing
They Are Truly The Living Dead
Now as THere Is Not even A Memory

of what it ever Felt Like to Be Fully Alive At All…

You Know, when i Was Young, i Was considered the
Weakest Fish in the Aquarium At School; The Kid Who Didn’t
Speak Until 4, the Strange Outcast who almost No one Wanted to
Sit Next to at Lunch; Yet i Found a FRiEnD in Nature; Still had A Dog,
And A Mother and Sister Then; Yet It’s True even Though i am a Strongest
Leg Pressing Dude in a Military Gym Among Elite Military Dudes at age 62; And
Let’s Just

Say eventually
Attention From
Women Was No
Longer Rare At All;

It Doesn’t Matter What You
Gain When Ya Lose The Feeling
of Ever Smiling in Life At All; Didn’t
matter that i was Financially Independent
At Age 47, And Would Never Have to Worry
About Money Again Either; ‘They’ Don’t Lie When

‘They’ Say What Good Is it to Gain the Whole World Losing
A Soul of A Feeling of If One Ever Smiled At all; And this is ‘the Thing,’

Being Fully ‘Human’
Isn’t Guaranteed Ever;

Science Shows That too Much
Mechanical Cognition Will Wither
Away the Human Potential for Intelligences
That Are Social-Empathic-Artistic-And Spiritual
For Real in Terms of Emotional Intelligence From Head to
Toe Real As Emotions Are The Synergy of the Senses For what

We Literally
Feel From Head
to Toe in Every Cell
of Our Bodies We May
Come to Color or Lose Cold
to Piece of Paper Existence For Real…

Emotions Are Generated; Yep, All These Connections
to Others And the World Around Us Whole By Feeding
This Garden of Human Potential Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual
And Yes Interpretive Wholistic Way of ‘Seeing/Feeling’ Bigger Picture Life than

Materially Reducing
All to Smaller Parts
Leaving Them

From Whole
As Soul Now
Connecting to All;

Yeah, It’s Almost Impossible
To Talk About IT For Real Without
Dancing Singing Free Verse Poetry For Real…

Yet It’s True, No Longer Do Folks In the ‘Real World’
Call Me Just A Machine, A Valuable Commodity at
Work to Solve All the Mechanical Cognition Problems Folks

Get in the Grind
of A Day At Work
In Terms of Financial
Management, Accounting,
Administration of Programs,
Information Technology; And Every
Thing That Used to Be Associated with

The iRobot of me; Oh God Including Supervising
And Managing Up to 131 Employees then too;

The ‘Revenge of the Nerds’ Already Happened;

Now We LiVE iN A Zuckerberg, And Bill Gates World;
With A Little Steve Jobs Art Sprinkled in Apple Products At Least;

And the Fact is, Without That Systemizing Science advantage of Mind;

Where my Greatest Strength Was Figuring Out all the Mechanical Cognition Stuff;

Yep, Without That Revenge of the Nerds Era We All LiVE iN As Home Now; It’s Highly

Unlikely i Would
Have Become Then

Financially Independent
At Age 47; Although, Was

it Worth Losing My Soul for
66 Months; Considering the

Reality That All is Eternally Now;

All That’s Left is Heaven Now to Do;

And Perhaps Help Someone Else Not Go to
Hell or At Least Perhaps Escape as i Did For Real

Connecting Emotions Back to Words in Free FLoWinG Poetry connecting
All my Feelings Regulating them And Senses Integrating Head
to Toe in A Free Dance of Flow And Bio-Feedback Where i Control How Happy

In Autotelic Way i Care to Be Now
FOR REAL in New Emotional Colors

of Living Life For Real Now;

Thing is, Thing is Not; Ya Really

Can’t Teach Someone To Color THeir Life

This Way; No Psychiatrist or Psychologist Could
Help me in Anyway When i Was Lost; So i Looked Within

And Eventually my Body ‘Talked’, Eventually My Body Danced And Sang

Free in a Dance

of Life New to

Truly ‘Hear and See’
Yet Again This is Art
So Far Beyond Reason;

Yet Again, This Life This FLoWeR Still Booming New;

What i Do Know For Sure is Our Way of Life Now So Restricted
in Ways of Mechanical Cognition is ‘the Terminator Series of

Movies’ Come

Real in


of Who
Are Increasingly
Coming to Be So

Disconnected From Each
Other So Disconnected From Nature Whole;

So Lost From Any Connection At all Just Living Dead For Real…

i Wasn’t Always An Ocean FLoWinG Deep; Barely A Running Stream Before;

-Canary Only

Once in A Cold Mind of Life…

Sure, i am An Extreme Example;

As ‘The Folks’ ‘Attending’ to me Readily
Admitted They Saw No Prognosis for me to ‘Live Again’…

Some Days You Truly Do Have to Find the
Bootstraps to Your Soul And

Put Your Love on Again.

Generally Speaking, Science
Shows this Loneliness Now is
An Epidemic, Truly Pandemic, A First World
Increasing Problem in Most Every English Speaking Country
Now And Verily Spreading NoW As ‘THE ReAL Terminator
Series of Movies’ Continues to Do… Honestly to ‘God’

As Verb For Real

It’s Up to Each
Person to Unplug
And Get Moving, Connecting,
And Co-Creating Again For Real…

Of Course OnlY iN A CuRReNT UNiVeRSE of mY View Now New..:)

Let me Do my Best to Put This In Terms You May Not Understand;

Yet, I’ll Give it A Try in “Plain English”; Best i Can And Will

As Existential Intelligence Is More the Purview

of Poetry Than Science…



This is no Simulation Theory, it is Real For those
Who Reap The Cause and Effect, Real Benefits too….

A Clue is MaKinG All of Life A ‘Sugar Pill’ At Essence of Belief…

Perhaps it might even Open Your Mind A Bit Ascending Transcending

A Bit Past Your ‘Neo Cortical Part of Conscious Existence’ to Not Live

In Such A Left Brain Metaphor Restricted Measure of Existence; True,


A Place

With No

Distance, Space,

Time or
of Things’



BREaTHE Free ETernAlly

Now; Make it All A Sugar Pill At

Essence; Sow Every Word A Song;

Sow Every Step A Dance; And Perhaps

You’ll Reap All the SMiLes You Meet And

Greet in Life Same And Different as We All Are Now…

Anyway As Far As Simulation Theory Goes; Minds Much Greater

Than Ours in Science Like Neil DeGrasse Tyson Entertain the Possibility

That That is Part of Reality too; In Other Words, ‘He’ has iMaGiNaTioN Too…


i Didn’t

Always Have

It Either; Just like

‘You’, At one Point i Scored

A 195 on the Aspie Quiz too…

And 45 on the AQ Scan As Opposed

to Relatively Speaking, 92 and 11 Now;

What this Means, Whether You Have the ability

to See it or not is i Expand my Human Potential

Exponentially As i Still Have All the Knowledge Crystalized

Before to Go Along With The Fluid Intelligence in Flow that Comes So Easily Now…

Bottom Lines

Baby is

i Make

The MaGiC of

SMiLes Come to

Those Who Exercise

More of their Human Intelligence,

Existentially SPeaKinG So; i’ve Been

Observing You Long As Well As All the

Others Here; Not Much Has Changed it Seems

With You; Yet Others Continue to Evolve; Ask Your Self Why,

Or Not;

That’s Up to

You as Far as i Feel

And Sense, it’s Never too

Late to Make The Concrete A River of Heavenow;

Remember (or not) i have Close to A Photographic Memory

For Text; i remember Your Views of Jesus Actually Being Real

According to Story As Written; However, it Seems You Don’t Have

What it takes to Defend The ‘Magic Sugar Pills’ You BeLiEVE iN Life…

i Personally See that As ‘Weak’; You May Look At it Whatever Way You So Wilt…

Other than That According

to What You’ve Stated

You Believed in, in the

Past, The Dude Yeshua for

Real Never Had a Pen, or A Blog,

So We Will Never Know What He Actually Said or Did…

Like You Profess, Mere Belief Proves Nothing; Yet Only

Relatively Failing, When It’s Just Empty Shells of Words With No Essence…

And to Be Clear, The Essence of Belief is the Synergy of All Our Mind; The Vibrations, Frequencies The

Energy; Yes the Feelings, The Senses That Combine to Make Our Existence Real Now And Improving At Best…

If Ya Wanna


Reduce it

to Terms like

Serotonin, Dopamine,
Oxytocin, And Epinephrine

You May Do That As Well;

Yet It’s Not Necessary at All

When One Employs Intuition

From Evolved Innate Instincts

More Like An ENFP Than

An INTJ As True

The Second

Was my Personality

Before too; True, Those Personality

Tests Are Antiquated too; yet still i move

Around them All With Ease As Need Be with Relative Free

Will In Zen of Ego too As Art; Oh Lord Horatio And Ripley Believe

It or not; You Are Not Seeing Bigger Pictures of Existential Intelligences Now

From What i Observe at least, As An All Volunteer Participant, Anthropology Observer;

And Don’t Get Me Wrong, If You Can And Will; Your Rational Intellect is of Great Value When it comes to Keeping

the Measures of Science in The Discussions Here; it’s Just that You Are Not Bringing A Balance into A Larger Picture

of Art in smART

And Art



It Seems to me;

Ecstatically With

1000’s of Beautiful

Women Just Bringing

(Reaching 60 Years-Old)

Smiles to them From An

Act of Art With No Words,

Just Dance; You See It’s Not Always

The Intellect of Words That Makes Heaven Real Now…

The Essence is Within; Otherwise, Just Empty Shells of Words And Human Beings Same And Different…

Perhaps, It’s Difficult For You to Understand; Yet A Song And A Dance From Soul is the Essence of BELieVE NoW…

And To Be Clear, Soul is What We Feel and Sense Beyond the Form of Empty Shells of Words And Human Beings Same…

Science Does Not Adequately

Measure Our Inner


As It’s Always

Changing Now;

Impossible to

Do Through that

Old Tool That Measures

Buildings of Human Yet
Not Synergy of Soul All Flesh and Blood Energy Now…

i For one Am Very Satisfied With The Programmer of This Simulation For Real; Hint: me.

And Other than That Our Philosophies At Core Are Most Often Ruled With How We FeeL and

Sense Within; My Cup Is OverFLoWinG Through DarK And LiGHT; i Co-Create my Reality With Relative Free Will

As i Keep the Boot Camp Up Here; And the Other Place More Like Heaven Down With the Souls in India More;

Whatever Works…

(For You too)


Thumbs Up!


It’s Worth Noting, to Others At

Least That i am ‘Extraordinary;’

That Seems to Be The Issue At Core Here…

Sorry, my FRiEnD;

Can Not





Down to ‘Your

Level’ And Explain this;

How Will Someone View

A Reality They Have No Way to ‘See’ for Now;

Like i said, i Gave it a Shot; Others May Reap A Greater Benefit…

You Just


A Bit of

‘Dark’ Muse

Sadly For What

You Seem Not to Be Able to ‘See’…

Yet It’s True; i Earned This, It Was
Not Given to me by anyone else either…

If ‘This’ Is a Simulation Theory; It IS A Rather ‘Poor Attempt’, Overall, now;

It Appears to me at Least, THeRE is Room For Improvement For Whatever ‘God(S)’ Exists now…

Feet Lowest Part

Of Fear To Take to


Fear Free



iLLuSoRY Fears NoW..:)

i realize ‘This’ is ‘Literal Conjecture’ on “Who Killed Jesus”

Yet the Truth is, Considering It is A Story Written By No One

Named Jesus And or Yeshua, ETc. AS Such; The Only Folks Who Can/Will/Do Really

Kill ‘The Story’ And ‘Message’ Are the Ones Who Actually BeLiEVE iN it; Considering

This, It’s ‘Safe’ to Dance And Sing

That For the Last 2000 Years or So
From Whoever Was Potentially

Crucified Before in The Story
About the Associated Hero;

A Little Humble Brown Dude,
Probably about 5 Feet Tall,
A Little Shorter Than ‘Picasso’

(And At Best Without Horrible
Personality Disorders, Harming
Others, Particularly Women Now too)

Yet Likely With Shortly Cropped
Hair and Potentially Having A Beard
And Likely Not Nearly As Overweight;
Probably around 106 Pounds or So at
Available Dietary ‘Supplements’ Way Back
Then “Paleontologically” Speaking As Some

Studies Show the Potentiality that the Artistic
“Last Supper” Renditions May Greater Reflect Da Vinci’s
Eccentric Style of Long Hair, Modern European For His Day too, Rather Androgynously

‘Artistic’ As Such too; a ‘Far Cry’ From Patriarchal Enough to Gain Any Dude’s Attention
From the Patriarchy of the Day of the Dude of Yeshua or Jesus and or the Such; Anyway,

As Far As Who Made Him ‘The King of the UniVerse’ And More Like A ‘Sun God’ For Constantine

And the Such to Mirror in Demagogue Ways; And The ‘Catholic’ Roman Empire Church Assuring Status
And Power for those in Leadership There; Yes, The Ones Who Truly Killed The Story of A Teacher, Otherwise

Who Taught Beautitudes

of Servant-Leader WHeRE

Last is First

To Take Care of
the Poorest And Most
Disabled And Sick First
And Outcast Too; Yes, As Soon As They

Worshipped Jesus As A King of the UniVerse For
Real; And Only Requiring Bended Knee, Believing He is
the King (God) of the UNIVERSE AND IN doing It SO alone a Really

‘Freaky’ God Man Indeed As Generally Speaking, Intelligent ‘Mystical’ Religion

Understands Even With Science That We Humans Reflect Nature (God) From Above to

Below; Within Yes
Inside, Outside and
All Around From Star
Dust We Come From Star
Dust We Eventually Go And

Who Knows Yet Perhaps the
‘Simulation Programmers’ if they
Really Exist too, Perhaps We Come Again,

And Again, And Again, to even the Same Sh8t SHow

if those Programmers Are As Psychopathic as What Happens

to Kill the Original Story Message in Teachings of Jesus That We Turn
the Other Cheek And Love Our Enemies Same As God And Ourselves;

Yep Treating

Everyone As Brother,
Mother, Father, and Sister
And Best FRiEnD Us As God All that is
Just Loving All that is DarK Thru LiGHT THiS Way;

Yes, by the end of the Story of Matthew, According to the
Ghost Authors Who Wrote That Story With that Still Famous Pen
Name, Transforming Jesus into A Psychopathic Leaning God Man

Who Changes Once Loyal Do-Gooding Human Sheep into Human Goats
For Not Clothing and Feeding The Naked Homeless Dude on the Street;

God Yes,
More Aptly
Put, Devil Yes;

Changing Jesus into
the Devil That Burns His
New Felt Enemies Who Fail
His New Demagogue Instructions

Forever in Evil of Torturing And Suffering
That Way; Yep, Who Ever Changed The Story
From The Beatitudes Part to Make Jesus into A Monster

Like that

Killed Jesus
Dead on Arrival

Before He Really Ever Got
to Live As Truly Unconditional
And SoULS For the Truth and the LiGHT

Is Love That is Real And True Never Requires
Worship, Never Is Afraid of Criticism, Is Always

Merciful and Forgiving in accordance With the Beatitudes

True too Yet In Complete

Lying Fashion, Never ever

Does the Complete Anti-Christ

Opposite And Burn Love Forever With
NO Mercy or Forgiveness At All For those

Who Transgress With No Chance for ANY Mercy
or Forgiveness At All From Love; Yes, Indeed ‘the

Anti-Christ’ is Still Alive And Well; Both at the End of the Matthew Story
After the Beatitudes; And at the Head of the ‘Dear John Lake of Fire;’ ‘THE REaL

DEViL’ in

Revelation too,
For It’s true by Metaphor
at Least Revelation Exposes
What Changed of Jesus As God/Love

Into A God Damned Torturing Forever
Devil by the End of the God Damned Book…

(Heroes Changing into Villains A Common Human MeMe)

Obviously, Part of The Reason, Demagogues Like Trump
Are So Celebrated By Many Folks Who BeLiVE iN That Truly Evil Ending Story…

What Kind of Person Would Believe that an All Loving, All Merciful, All Forgiving
Turning the Other Cheek Loving Enemy Same As God Would Burn And Torture any

Part of Nature
Forever for

Screwing Up;

Sadly It Seems, in
Large Part, Folks Who
Still Believe ‘TRuMP’ is ‘God’…

And No Matter How Big The Lie
is From 2000 Years Ago, Until today
in the Form of Another ‘Little Man’ They Still

Believe IT;

Cause Some
Says So; Read That Again
Until Ya Understand; Cause Some
Made-Up-Story Says So; And Then
Write Your Own

And Set Your

Self Free

Or Do Not;

Indeed, if We aRe
Free We Have Enough
Will/Love or ‘The Other’
to Write Our Own Stories of Life…

It’s truly Amazing, A Person Can Write
A Story As Twisted And As Sick As the Story
of ‘TRumP’ in Biggest Lies They Will Come Up with
And No Matter How Despicable and Deplorable the Story is

There is A ‘Minion(s)’
Somewhere Who
Is Even Willing to
Give Up THeir Life
on ‘5th Avenue’ To Believe
it, Even If ‘God or Trump’ Says in Advance

He’ll Shoot Someone or Burn Them Forever
And You’ll Still BeLiEVE iN the Story AND THE


YOU KNOW WHAT i Believe in the Love (God) Part of the

Story of Jesus; And It’s True, i don’t imagine TRuMP is Not Real Either…

It’s Truly Amazing
And Reflective of

Reality that

Both Jesus
And Trump
Are ‘Human Archetypes’
Still Living in the Same God
Damned Book And Reality Now;

For It’s True, This Is Reality; TRuMP
Pie, The Tween, And Heaven in
Eden Still Now For Real….

Enjoy Your Popcorn

‘Eve’ (my Wife For Real; Or ‘Nova’
if Ya Wanna Use that Metaphor
From the “Planet of the Apes”
Bible Story too) The Human
TRuMP God Damned Real Story

is Much More Interesting than
Fiction; Don’t Need No Popcorn
to Pay Attention to it, Hehe; Just
So GOD Damning to Loving Now


Indeed iT All Is;
Seriously, i Could And Do
Watch it For 62 Years; And
Never Even get bored… In this
Way, These Are The Best of Nows to Exist

of Course
At Least for Real…

Not Unlike That Famous
SHow of the Twilight Zone;

Beware When The Dude(s) Who
Write ‘The Book’ Means it when
It Says ‘To Serve Humans’ When Ya
Find Out ‘They’ Were Never REALLY Hiding IT
Was A ‘TRuMP’ Cook Book By the End of the Story’

As They Say,
And Or Dance
And Sing Past
Just Sitting
And Walking;

Bon Appétit;

Different Tastes For
Different Folks… And THeRe Goes/ComeS AGAiN
the Condition of ‘The Depth of the Story’ By Humans…

Hmm.. Depends
On if ‘they’
Really Believe
In them
And i’M
Most Trump
Minions Now
Voting Christian
Will say yes
For the rest
Of the ‘Good
Brown Hard
Working Apples’..
In Fact
With their
Vote.. any
Way.. It’s ‘THeir’
To be
A MiNion
Too.. or
3.. Moral
Of the Story..
Don’t throw
Jesus out with
The Dirty MiNioN
Water.. And that’s
Why i STiLL Go to
Church.. Saint Francis
Style.. All Creatures
Great and Small
‘The Brown’
Ones2.. With WinGs..🙂

Katrina is the ultiMate ImMigrant
She Can Fit iN aLL ‘those’ Countries

ReMeMBeR ‘thE
ParAble’ oF aLL
WorK FoR PLaY..🙂

Yes this
NoW YoU..😉

Essence God Nature
SeT Free Now

Thanks God For
Angels Who STiLL
ArE LiVinG WinGS

Free oF ReLaTiVE WiLL
Fee oF LiFE As LoVE
Or Hate oF LiFE Dead

TRumPeT BLoWinG BRinGinG
JeSuS (LoVE) BacK As GoD
ThankS TrumP A GooD PeT

When All BeCoMes
Meditation All Flows Ocean Whole

Good Morning
Dear Doc With

Thanks For The
SMiles Dear FRiEnD
Indeed A Real World 🌎
🌍 🌏 Remedy
Of Souls From:
What The Little Diwali
Poor Girl Holding Candle

As Treasure
iN LiGHT Yes
While the Rich
Man in Suit Frowns

Alone Yes
DarK NoW
From: Soul☺️🙏🎼 🪔

“Not everyone is a genius.
Not everyone is Picasso.
Not everyone is young and healthy.
Not everyone is a Sports Illustrated

Swimsuit model.”

LeSSoN 417
It’s Okay
BeinG Old As
Tyrannosaurus Rex 🦖

LeSSoN 418
As LonG As i Age
Like Baby Yoda (‘The Child’)
As Van Gogh Spiraling🌀Art

Other Than
That It’s Almost
Perfect Room Temperature
In Toronto at 72F And Hot And

As India
In Florida
my Sweet
Foreign FRiEnD

With SMiles

Yes Super
SMiLes Hehe 🦖☺️

Oh Dear Savvy How A Tree is Such
An Everlasting Symbol For All

That is Life Now Yes
And Existence Whole

Remembering A Tree Again
of My Life Grounding me through

Decades of Oh So Cold Mechanical
Cognition of Work All Lit Up At Night

With Strings oF LiGHT Truly A Worship
At the Feet of Leaves The Roots That Grow

Green So Tall
Even Falling
Brown to Fertilize

All that Sprouts
of Spring Again Sadly

Then Hurricane Ivan
Tore Our Tree Down All
That Was Left A Stump of
Once Living Oak So Tall and Strong

Yet A Twig A Branch Grew From Stump
Below And i Talked My Wife into Leaving

it A Chance to Live Again And Verily So True

A Tree Wider And More Varied Than Ever Before

As It’s True the
Ocean Grows
Whole For

Waves to
Water Our Lives
Again Free in All That
Is Above and Below From
Trees to Roots That Stand Love So Tall And True..:)

WeLL iT Seems Like that Completes An Almost 6,000 Word
Daily Frednata to the Tune of Beethoven’s MoonLight Sonata

And Now That Means Over 10,000 Words Won’t Fit in Just One
Description Area of A Facebook Profile Pic Yet Hehe There is Always
the Comments Section to Provide An Extending Extra Link And Now

To Conclude This New MacroVerse of “Not Afraid Of Dying As Long As i Am Living Now”
With a Quick Tale of the Tape Oh Lord It’s 1:16 AM Which Means Gotta Calculate All the
Word Count Still To Finish this Before i Go to Sleep So Let me do That Now Be Back
Sooner Than Soon For Sure HAha… So Yes With The Addition of the Last Finished
MacroVerse “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old” RiSinG Up EPiC Longest
Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 967 MacroVerses With What i am
Currently Writing Now to Almost 10.6 MiLLioN Words on June 18, 2022 in What
Will Be the 106th Anniversary Month of That Effort As “FB Profile Pic
Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old” Also Doubles As the 295th MacroVerse
of “Nether Land Bible” RiSinG That 6 Year Effort to 8,081,118 Words
Which Leaves Overall “Facebook Profile Pic Bible” in that 191st MacroVerse
Tripling to Rise Overall “Facebook Profile Pib Bible” to 6,478,109 Words Now in
5 Years Total of Also Adding Those Words to the Description Areas of Facebook

Profile Pics At An Average of Around 8,000 Words in Each Series of About 18 Photos
or So Illustrating Each Story That Way on Facebook For Real in Profile Pic Reality Now

Oh Yeah And Public Dancing For 105 Months Now Rises to 16,766 Miles as i Continue
to Move Closer to the What is Left of 8,000 or So More Public Dancing Miles To Reach

Around the
Distance of
The Equator
As Such as i continue
To Sing This Avatar “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Fitting All 244 Pounds Through This Fiber
Optic Cable At the Speed of Love Usually Coming First
Concluding this Effort Now at 1:42 AM on June 17th, 2022

And i Suppose i’ll Get the Multi-Media Together to Put This
All Together For Electronic Blog Publishing Soon Enough For

Free Verse
Play at Least
As The Dance
Continues Free Now True too..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

10.6 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i CaN WiLL Do
BUiLD iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”

“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)