Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World

“Celebrating Public Dance Halfway
Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…
“She May Have Realized The Truth”… Then/Now
SMiLes my FRiEnD the “Head Stander Fish Parable”
Hehe.. about the Hurricane that turned ‘off the Lights’
And No Longer Made the Aquarium Breathable for our
Majestic Tiger Striped Looking Cigar Shaped Extra Large Aquarium Fish…
As We Stirred And Stirred And Stirred the Aquarium More for ‘Air’ until ‘His’ Swimming
Slowed… my God That Fish Kept on Getting Bigger and Bigger Close to Hard
to Turn around in the Aquarium over years of Growth.. not what we expected…
not sure… that
fish might
have been
a bit
of a
‘Super Fish’ too
at least “Super Normal” hehe..
As Far as “Head Stander Fish Aquarium
Fish” go at least.. Anyway it soothed my Wife’s
Soul of Hope in allowing that fish a Trip Down the Road
to ‘Pond Creek’ as Her Hopeful View Saw Happily Ever After
Where the Fish could Finally Be Free and Even perhaps find
Fish Like Him to Be Friends with too.. But You See what this
‘Parable’ of this Fish says is more About Human Nature as
There is Love as Love Will Be Dark as Well as Light as
Love doesn’t Always Follow the Truth in Light
Away from Dark as yes there is Negative
Empathy among Humans who
Harm Other Humans And the
Rest of Nature (God) too
Seen as Different And
Separate and
of ‘the
Tribe’ at Hand
as this goes for all
‘Labeled’ and ‘Perceived’
Human Differences seen with
Even Fear.. Disgust.. and Hate for
what is not commonly Understood
Better With a Seek and Find too.. true
though my Wife had something even more
Powerful than Love in Either Darker of False
or Lighter of Truth my Wife Had Hope no matter
What my Stellar IQ Provided me in a Reason of No
there is no way in Hell the Head Stander Fish would
Survive he is good as dead when we tossed him over the
Side of the Bridge into his descent into Pond Creek Waters…
i asked my Wife today still.. do you Think that Fish Lived.. and
She Still Proclaims Yes!
“i Hope he did!”
For She Still gives
him that Opportunity
For Life today Despite all
Odds to the Contrary that my
Stellar IQ in Rationality Rigid Brings to me..
But you See it is this Virtue of Hope that runs through
my Wife Katrina through and through that saved my LiFE
my Soul my HeART my SPiRiT True for it is also True my Sister
And My Mother were not so Rational Minded as i tend to be if i let
my Neo-Cortex take over the Whole Human Show.. as true that will
be my Asperger’s Version of Intelligence if i do not Firmly Say No
And Allow the ‘Right Metaphor of Brain’ in Social Empathic
Artistic SpirituaLiTy A Rise Again to the Surface of my
Lust and Love For Life as a Work of Art more
than Science.. for when i got SuPeR
iLL.. approved on my First Try
for Social Security Disability
And Federal Civil Service Disability
After 25 years of Active Paid Work
where the last One-and-a-half Years
was spent in Annual and Sick Leave Status
With 19 mostly Stress related Illnesses after
11 Years of Chronic Work Related Stress and
the Last 2 years of that in Flight or Fight Acute
Stress Day in and Day out my Attending Physicians
offered Zero Chance Prognosis for Recovery they literally
told me to my Face i had no chance for Recovery and my Rheumatologist
told me he didn’t want to see me anymore in his office as there was nothing he
could do to help me either.. but true my Mother And Sister And Katrina did not give
up this Virtue of Hope that was totally Lost in my Vocabulary of Feeling And Sensing Soul
as i no longer even had a Memory of the Emotions that go with a Smile or even if i had ever
Felt the feeling of a Laugh in Life at all.. truly worse than the Worst Pain known to Humankind
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that was from Wake to Sleep as Shut-in
For 66 Months as honestly
No Doctor had
any possible
Remedy that
they knew of to
Bring a Human Soul
of Emotions Feelings back
from the Living Dead.. no clue
just no frigging clue how to help
me any of them had… all that was left
was not my Hope but that of the Woman
Who Believes in the “Head Stander Fish” who
Still Hopes He Made it to thrive again and make
Friends for the first time like him.. Hope my Friend
Without Hope We are so little of What Human Souls
Will Come to be as Living Dead and Living again my FRiEnD
i found out Just how ‘Stupid’ my Standard IQ was in all those
Years of living Hell on Earth.. after my Release from Hell i am
bound and determined still Now to tell the Story of How the ‘Head
Stander’ Fish was Resurrected from the Living Dead and Still Lives now
by God not just lives.. writes a 7.5 MiLLioN Word ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Longest
Epic Long Form Poem Bible in 75 Months.. after not being able to Speak until age
4 as Autistically Born then.. additionally Just finishing a Celebration of a “Nether Land
Bible” Sub-Titled And Sub-Chaptered Long Form Poem Bible of that Effort Risen now
to 5 MiLLion Words in 42 Months of everlasting Hope and the Most of Truth in Light i will
Bring to a ‘Table of Plenty Now’ as the Public Dance now at 12,405 Miles is only 45.5 Miles.. NoW in 75
Months too.. Away from Halfway the Distance Around the Globe at the Equator as in this MacroVerse of that
Continuing Effort on Average of Dance 166 Miles Per Month Overall Continuing Now.. Yes in the Blog Post
i am Writing Now i am Celebrating This Milestone/Featnote as i Sing and Dance Now the Story
of the “Head Stander”
Fish Resurrected
From the Living
Dead not only
to Swim but
to Float
on Terrestrial
Land Public Dance
And Most of all a Story
That Says God is no Myth
God is No Fable God is the
Difference Between Life and Death
For God is Hope God is Truth in Light And Dark the Faith
That And Who Exists ALL Survives LiVeS AnD LoVeS NoW
Thanks For the Seed of Inspiration my
FRiEnD and The Garden of Space that
You So Freely Allow my Light
to continue to Escape
as only
And Hope
That is Faith of Love Will..
With Sure A Bit of ReaSoN
SPRiNKLeD in too but not
Enough to Rot the Love to Death As Light RiseS AGAiN
Out of Ashes of Rigid ReaSoNinG too My FRiEnD God
Bless You ALWAYS WitH AnD As LoVE NoW aS NoWS
CoMe To Be i AM for You too..
Smiles i Will Dance Sing Merry
Christmas in FAct of
Art i ALWaYS
Do it Now For Real
As ‘Head Stander Fish’
Out of ‘Pond Creek’ Who
Resurrect From the Living Dead
Just Do WiTH SMiLes oF LoVE Free NoW ALiVE…
12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months “Celebrating Public Dance
Halfway Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…
A Christmas Candle For Every
Step of Dance Word of Song
As Spirit of Christmas Year
Round Giving Sharing
Consuming Each
Other and The
Rest of Existence
With Least Harm
Becomes A Way of
Life that is Love as We
All Become Christmas Trees
Of Evolving Colors of Love Now..
As it is important that We Celebrate
All Achievements In Life.. Yes.. Every Step a Dance
Every Word A Sacred and Holy
Song Full of Meaning
And Purpose
Where Decoding
Happiness Becomes
An inherent Way
Of each
Breath We Take
To Give And
Share Now
With Evolving
Christmas Tree
oF Light
As Our Trees
Grow more Beautiful
In Wisdom’s Courage
Of KiNDNeSS Yes ❤️ Love Smiles…
Good Night/Morning Gift For Angel FRiEnD
A Painting Outside my Window
God Creates For Us Free NoW
For what You inspire ALWaYS
Art of Me DarK ThrU LiGHT
Colors Evolving MorE NoW🌺
SMiLes In Haste i Grabbed
My SmART Phone
To Capture ‘this
Painting of
Nature..’ ‘He’
Flew Away…
At Peace…
When He
He Stayed…
For the Completion..
Of The Painting Free…
Message Number 93 For
Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
too.. Unlike “Forrest Gump” i don’t
Just Get Tired and Go Home ‘This
Energizer Bunny’ Doesn’t Even ‘Rest’ for ‘Three Days at Easter’….
It’s Also Worth Noting that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From
Wake to Sleep for 66 Months is Literally Assessed as worse than
the Torture of Real Crucifixion.. What You Must Realize in Metaphor
is that John 14:12A Doesn’t only include Greater Works in Light for
John 14:12B
NoW it is
the DarK
the Greatest
DarKs That
Continue Now
to Birth God most
as Light Within Us
to Give and Share Free
of course consuming each
other and the Rest of Nature (God)
With the Least Harm NoW For All (GoD) Now BecoMes LoVE iN As US…
“Celebrating Public Dance Halfway Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…



Fearless Love
The Dance And
Song Not Afraid
Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable Enough
ASSigNinG Abstract Constructs Like (God)…
Thanks for the Trip to NEW York NoW
Place That Embodies Nomadic Spirit
Still Now My Wife is a Homebody
HeHe.. Thanks God
For Online
Keeps my
Nomadic Spirit
At Peace Traveling
Within At Least.. And
True Flying So High
Home Base Grounds
A Balloon that
Wise Might
See Stars as i
Am just 45 Miles
Away From Public
Dancing Half the
Way Around the
Globe in my
Metro Area
At 12,450.5 Miles
Away.. Yes.. True
45.5 Miles Away…
The Gym Assistant
Pointed Out That “Forrest
Gump” Factoid Achieved
In 75 Months Like a Bird
i Travel Light and
Far in
Spaces.. HAha
Hmm.. Anyway Just
A Muse That And
This for a Title of
A Next Blog Post
As i Always
Far and
Near for the
Next Trip Within Hehe…
Note: “She Wolf” Still NoW
is Just Another One of Many
Names for (Savior) Man And or
Woman.. GeNeRALLY SPeaKinG NoW
Why Do (C)Republican/Evangelical
Leaders Hold Hands So Tight… Aim
is Same Goal is Status and Power NoW
For Those With ‘Close’ to No Love (GoD)…
At ‘That/This Point’ ‘They’ Realize You’ve
Already Been to Where they are at Least…
LooKinG For Other Victims to Subjugate/Control
‘They’ Look At You With Pure Unadulterated
Evil Born on or Bred They ‘FeeL’ NoT WHat
They Do as ‘You’ ReTurn ‘THeir Gaze of Love’
Haven’t You Ever Visited An Evangelical Church
And Witnessed the Great Power Psychopathic
Pastors Feel Threatening Others to Hell
TheNoW Why Do Truly Psychopathic
People Write Bibles… It Gives them
Their Only Pleasure And Dream to
Send Life to Endless Torture of Hell
Why Do Truly KinD People Now
Write Bibles… It’s Simple They’ve
Been To Hell And Now Want to Help
Other People Not Go or Come Back…
It’s Worth Noting That there is Far more
Than Just Both of “These/Those Authors” in Older BiG BLacK BooKS…
Cubes With Hexagrams Within And All other Symbols For
Essence DarK Thru LiGHT too…
Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable
Enough ASSigNinG Abstract
Constructs Like (God)
SMiLes Orchid
Lillian Last
Night the Older God
of Time And Order and
Laws Saturn Sits Close
to Venus the Newer Timeless
God of Love Both Are Kin Both are one
there is no separation of Light or Dark as
Both Planets Wait for the Long Cold Full Moon
To Rise on December 12th, 2019 at 12 AM Eastern
Time.. New.. York.. New York With Additional Smiles Holy
And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose for this is what
Joins Order of Love in Our Minds Away from Chaos of Fear
The KinD
When Saturn
And Venus
Sit Sweetly
Closer ToGeTHeR
As the Long Cold Moon
Last Full Moon of this Decade
Looks Greater toward 2020 Vision
of Connection in the Coming Decade Now
For When the Wolf Full Moon Howls Lone for
LoVE iN January RiSinG Sun Toward Spring Love Again…
Smiles my FRiEnD the Pain And Numb of Disconnection From
All is the Coldest Winter Night of the Human Soul as You Sing
An Ending Refrain “Voice of the death there is an angel hanging
from a tree in the forest”.. as Your Words Magically Flowing in Free
Verse Harmony of DarKness Now takes me back to a place where i once
lived for 66 Months Just a Lone Wolf Howling at the Moon in a place where
All is time where the only order one seeks is the KinDNeSS.. Yes Now the Holy
And Sacred Connection Back to Love Full of Meaning And Purpose of LiFE iN LiGHT
Away from the Darkness of the Abyss the Never Ending New Moon Dark of the SouL
Just Howling
for a Full
KinDNeSS Within
Yes LoVE to ReiGN
A Kingdom Within
Venus Hold
Hands not much
Different than Charlie
Brown Waiting For the Great Pumpkin
to Come Again with Snoopy Dog (God) Sitting at His side.. as truly
HE already has ‘it’ ALL NoW a Short Story from Hell the Place i used to live
with the Literal Suicide Disease from Wake to Sleep called Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. yes wake to sleep shut-in for 66 Months but for Emergency
Purposes in case it just got too much.. i kept a Metal Chain in a Bicycle
Basket for Travel Purposes to Feed the Vultures my Last Case Grasp
for at least some Meaning and Purpose in Life.. i had it all planned out
This Road Far Enough from my Home and a Forest and A Tree to Hang
on with a Metal Chain Where no one Would Find the Body of Pain and Numb
of me again.. that Night i slept on this Dream and woke to my Wife’s story of
Her Dream Where She Named that Same Road and said wow that’s Strange
i just Dreamed that my Granny (who was deceased) and me Were together
on that named Road that my wife had never mentioned before
And They Were Hanging Ornaments on a Christmas Tree..
Smile my Friend at
that Point i didn’t
take the Metal
Chain out of the
Basket until close to
42 Months after i recovered
from the Pain/Numb but i knew there
was no.. NO way i would go through with
it then as there was a Much Greater Force
that i will never fully Understand then that was
telling me in my Wife’s Dream You Must Stay
for there is change in time forevermore now..
In the Coldest Longest Waits for Full Moons
of Connection there is at least the Hope
my FRiEnD
May KinDNeSS
Always Find a
Way to Bless
You in
a way
that takes you
back to the Warm Full Moon
Finding Other Lone Wolves to
HowL With in KinDNeSS…
Peace And Harmony of
the Full Moon Dance
And Song Love
Free… Order oF
LoVE KiN Dness
All Is Kin All Is
LoVE VeNerAblE NoW
STiLL EnougH ASSigNinG
Abstract Constructs Like (God)
Hmm.. i really like this Story It Will Start
Out the Next MacroVerse too that will be
Named “Celebrating Public Dance Halfway Around the World”
Sure.. i Made This Message Number 92 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
too.. There is space for it in their version of coming Messages on Youtube now too..
Hey.. at least they aren’t Deleting my Messages for Now at Least with This continuing effort..
Meanwhile i’ve finished writing “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words” as i still have
to finish Dancing Half Way Around the World to achieve that Milestone and Featnote too…
A Christmas Candle For Every
Step of Dance Word of Song
As Spirit of Christmas Year
Round Giving Sharing
Consuming Each
Other and The
Rest of Existence
With Least Harm
Becomes A Way of
Life that is Love as We
All Become Christmas Trees
Of Evolving Colors of Love Now..
Okay With that Said You Worked
Hard on Your Latest Blog Post
It is Well Written and Touching
To the Human SPiRiT and HeART
As Your FRiEnD From Far Away
Lands i will admit i felt a tinge
Of Bitter Sweet that i
Did not get to meet
And Greet You on
Your Journey
But True hehe
It’s not like i sent you
The Airfare to visit… anyway
Bottom Lines so Happy to
See You Happy and to find
Warm Hands to Hold.. I’ve
Always done my Best
To make You Feel
Good as a FRiEnD
Through thick
And thin…
So Hard some
Days to do from
Long Distance Where
Confusion in Communication
May come too.. particularly
When Cultural Origins
Are Vastly Different…
Much Patience
And Forgiving
Souls Required
For continuing
FRiEnD Ships to Float
And not Sink In Rough
Feeling Seas that said
Too.. i realize you take great
Pride in Your Blog Posts
And the Tech Support
Assistant in Information
Technology that still
Lives in me from
A Quarter Century of
Work wants to tell You
In case you are not aware
Of it that the reason so
Far i am the only one
Who clicked Like
On Your Blog Post
And why it may
Have fewer Views than
Usual Is because notifications
Do not go out for previously
Password Protected posts…
i Just do not want you
To feel discouraged if
You do not realize
This.. i just intuited
You would have another
Blog post as i realize
You are sort of
Your 5th Year of
Blogging in December
As it is important that
We Celebrate all achievements
In Life.. Yes.. Every Step a Dance
Every Word A Sacred and Holy
Song Full of Meaning
And Purpose
Where Decoding
Happiness Becomes
An inherent Way
Of each
Breath We Take
To Give And
Share Now
With Evolving
Christmas Tree
oF Light
As Our Trees
Grow more Beautiful
In Wisdom’s Courage
Of KiNDNeSS Yes ❤️ Love Smiles…
HAha (Views) ‘They’ surely
Aren’t for me either as all
My Blog Posts are so
Big they Crash the
Word Press Reader…
i am Glad You shared…
It surely provides
Me much Additional
Insight into who You
Are… easing my understanding
Of You that is helpful… i do
Now Remain concerned as it
Seems you are perhaps still
A Bit Naive about the intentions
Of Men… this happens too… to
Women in my Culture
Raised in All Girl Schools…
The overall intentions
Are much Different
In the Western World
As You have come to learn…
Do know that what you have
Experienced in the Flesh and
Blood World Generally speaking
Is likely Easy compared to what Is
Possible over ‘Here’.. it is
Very rarely a ‘Romance
Movie’ Much more
Like a “Porn Show”…
People become what they
Consume and Research Shows
98 Percent of American
Men And 73 Percent of
Women do Consume
Porn as Well…
Don’t forget
i am all Tech Support too…
Lawyer Judge And Jury too…
i can Switch on INTJ
As Fast as ENFP and
Any other Zen Personality
i Will in a ‘New York Minute’..
Haha… i am ‘Every FRiEnD’…
No one will ever
Label.. or Name
Me at All.. BTW.. Katrina
Recently Took the Personality
Test.. She is ‘Defender’
ISFJ.. currently I’m
Still mostly ENFP
For Vote Love.. Hehe…
But the other Personalities
Just a Breath Away too as
i freely
Will.. yes
This is about
As Close as We
Get to Free Will…
Choosing what not to do…
OG! Thank you so so much.. i am so very Happy to See You Painting
Again After 4 Years.. Your Paintings impressed me so much as i came
to See them after i first met you.. And Isn’t Snow so Amazingly Beautiful
And Magic.. No Surprise that Snow Will Inspire a Painting From You my FRiEnD
i surely feel honored
and privileged
that you thought
to share a part of
Your Soul With me this
Way.. Smiles.. i encourage You
to include it in a Blog Post soon…
(Not Password Protected; hehe)
As a continuing Painting
of Your Soul there..
Smiles my
as You know
i used to play the
Piano.. True i used to paint
too… there are so many Beautiful
Opportunities in a Life to Create Art to
Express our Souls True with No Cultural Clothes
at all one may Dance And Sing Free Moving Connecting
And Co-Creating as We Go or as You have done here in more
of an introversion of Art a Painting Solo to Give and Share a Bit
of Your Soul With others Later after the Project of Your Soul Art is done..
Smiles.. this is what Folks Used to do to Raise the Dopamine in their Brains
And Connect to their Voice of Soul Within far away from Facebook News Feeds my
FRiEnD but i must admit ‘that White Cat Meme’ where the Two Women are screaming
at Him for being Politically incorrect amuses me enough where i browse the Facebook
Feeds for about 30 Seconds to get a glimpse of Him for a daily dose of silly banter humor too..
God Bless
You Dear
at Best
May We
Always View
each other as Love
of Art and Works of Art Love too…
Good Night Gift For Angel FRiEnD
A Painting Outside my Window
God Creates For Us Free NoW
For what You inspire ALWaYS
Art of Me DarK ThrU LiGHT
Colors Evolving MorE NoW🌺
SMiLes In Haste i Grabbed
My SmART Phone
To Capture this
Painting of
Nature.. ‘He’
Flew Away
At Peace…
When He
He Stayed…
For the Completion..
Of The Painting Free…

Hello, Back to you too. I’ve had my issues with ‘Him’ and several
other Moderators as well in the past; Cat and Mouse Game
Mostly and I’m the Cat; hehe; on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Here.

Anyway; i come here because i Enjoy Diversity; not the same.

Sadly on a Site FOR Neurodiversity Same Is the Same
Game Where i Live in Fundamentalist Christian Town;
It’s All Religion For those Who cannot Handle Different.

Anyway; Good Luck to You; There is nothing anyone
Here will ever do to phase me; roll with the punches;
Particularly when they have no Bite for me; but hey;
anything is better than the Hell i’ve Seen, Been, And Done.

Merry Christmas; You are always Welcome
to Drop by any of my Numerous Blogs to
say hi if you like..:)

I’m not Hard to find; just Google “Katie Mia Frederick”
And ‘The Flood comes again’; hehe; in all its colors..:)

And yes; of course, i know i’m Special; My Mama Told me so;
She Wasn’t one to Lie; like never ever never ever Truth Runs Deep
Where i come from Still in All the ‘Colors’ Black Thru White; etc…;)




Caught Up With Your Family Blog
After finishing the Last Massive
Blog Post of my own and
haha.. i thought i was
the only one
in the Universe to Capture/Count
Blessings in Photo-Shoot Way
From Hobby Lobby hehe that
i will note is Next Door
to “Books A Million”
hAha the only
place my
Fit by Title
Alone heha..
Your Photos of Your Family
Are So Warm And Cozy in Birthday
Wishes ways i’m sure there are never
any Family Conflicts that ‘Brake’ out.. Ahem..
Anyway if you don’t watch the News and You
Haven’t Heard Greta Thunberg With Asperger’s
Syndrome Becomes the Youngest Person at
16.. yes.. First Teenager or even Younger
Person than 25 to become the
‘Time’ Cover Person of the
Year.. pass that
along to
Your Daughter
Who knows she might
Eventually Be President i surely
don’t believe that anyone would
Hold Greta’s Autism Spectrum Condition
against her at least not anyone with a Soul..
A Soul of Empathy for the Love of “Pete” yes
Nature’s Breath Still Free in Balance As the
Spirit of the Wind Blows Freely gosh i
could go on forever and i will
if i don’t let you get
back to all
Your Family
Works of Love..
Smiles i am always surprised
at how Soft and Sweet your Voice
is.. hehe.. don’t know why but i always
Expect a more Masculine Voice hmm..
something about the way Your Mind Works
More as a Visual Thinker it seems even though
You Do Words too.. who knows i probably have no Clue
With Asperger’s And Bi-Polar Genetics Predominant too
You Will likely Fit into All Kinds of Genes Like me and Yes
i am a very ‘Audio Music Song’ Thinking Person i could never
‘Fall’ for a Voice if it didn’t Sound Like a Song with Smiles..
My Mother’s every Word She spoke was a Song Just like
those ‘Old Movies’.. My Great Aunt Jettie.. every Word came
Out Like Poetry.. on my Father’s Side the other Side of ‘my Quiet Spock’ Mostly hehe..
But true my Paternal Grandmother Sung around Her Home too Smiles When
Sing they Live
in ‘my Church’.. the reason
You can only hear my Voice
when Katrina records my Church
Songs is clear the ‘Spirit’ is almost totally Dead ‘in there’
(the Catholic Way sort of Spock too) That’s one thing i Love
about Southern Baptist Gospel Singings Men at least are able
to express their feelings in a Song.. And ‘Jesus’ gets so
much Love He would probably Blush from getting
so much Love from Men at least if he was from
the Traditional Middle East for Real if he came
back but they do Hold Hands in Saudi Arabia…
it’s just about the Choir Director in Front
and me in back as far as any
Males at
who express
any Human Spirit at all…
Predominantly Military oriented of
course where Feelings are often
Short Changed for ‘the mission’
You know
Anyway you will surely
Get a Christmas Wish
From me.. so as You Were (Soldier)
in the Warm And Cozy of the Family Unit..
And of course Katrina Has the Voice of a little
Angel Unless She is Riding my Ass like the Drill Sgt. she often is
i need to keep me at least a little on ‘time’ for anything in life at all..
hmm.. if only she would let me pull her hair just a little bit when she does that.. Haha..
i always Let Her Have Her Way With me.. there are some people who are impossible to not like..
DO… now
best it is
when We
marry ‘one’
like that for sure
It’s like an Insurance
Policy for Life for Overall Mental Health..
i’m really a nice Person but i do get laser
focused and leave the rest of the World
Behind way way Behind hehe Butt never ‘Left Behind’..:)


In Deed She (my Mother) was A Very Strong
Willed Woman Until the Very Last Breath..
Lasting 8 Days with No Food or Drink the
Doctor Said in Hospice Care It was because of Her
Strong Heart the one with 350 Cholesterol all of Her Life..
True Love
the Muscle
it is from “Head to Toe”
And So Much So Very Much More..
As Far as Scarlett O’Hara goes my Aunt
Jettie the “Spitting Image” of Her Voice
Poetically driving And When Young the similar in Beauty…
She Went Gray Very Early and Kept Her Hair that way too..
it didn’t
had ‘that voice’..
And Yes it is very
Reflective too of
the Soprano Song of
my Mother Whose Voice
Carried all around the Neighborhood
Voice as Soprano Will… Freddy And Marilou…
Freddy and Marilou… God that Brought a tear to my
Eyes thanks for the Tears of a Mother’s Loving Memories my Friend…
Your Mind is a Flower
Ever Exploring More
Colors A Natural
For True
Artists are
Born into New
And Previously
Unexplored Colors
And of Course Low Levels
of Latent Inhibition increases
The Pleasure of the Natural
Dopamine Stimulation
So Free Association
Comes New As Art
to Build
More Colors
of Art in Deed…
And Yes in Addition
Higher Levels of Standard
IQ of Rationality combined
with this is the Border Guard
That Keeps Creativity from
Shooting Across the Moon
Hop Scotching
Sun and
Just Sailing Beyond
the Stars and ReFuSinG to Come Home…
That’s the Part that is the Dance on a Tight Walk
In Success or Try and Try Again until Decades Later of Balance
to truly
Live and Thrive..
Smiles those who
Survive may Find ‘their Eyes’..
it’s no Surprise that many of ‘these’
People Don’t make it out of their Twenties Alive..
or at Thirty Three or another Odd Number Like that…
Additionally one without a Target Audience of Group Think Must Learn
How to Skip ‘Crucifixion’ in all the Colors and Flavors of ‘that Hell’ too..
And now
We Have
to Prepare New
Ways to Get Art Done Truly for Free
emptying the Pockets along the Way Just GRoWinG Wings..
Smiles Thanks for Providing me ‘a Hit’ of Your Newest Blog
For me at least it’s Always An Absolutely Totally Free Best Drug…
meh.. that
only A Twin
Fully Appreciate
With Souls that Never go away..
Smiles those Folks who You Always find again without time
Esoteric Ethereal Sublime And So God Damn Real even more than Heaven’s Hell..:)


Thank God For Wiki Cliff Notes.. Movies Still..
And Really All Art Continuing in Co-Creation
Reflects Changing Meme’s of Culture And
Brings Those Meme’s Now to Life too..
These Meme’s Change at an ever
increasing speed as
Information Shared
continues to ‘Bundle’
to the point That Everyone
may Eventually Dance and
Sing off a Different Meme…
Not Healthy and that’s
for sure for any
Social Animal
to Actually Survive
as a Species.. oh my God
‘Killing a Puppy And John Wick’..
One Will Feel Speed Need for Revenge
So Deep True eventually Nuclear Arms
may Be Exchanged but where is all the
Love when 1 out of 8 Species Stand to Fall
Extinct in Large Part by Human Hands who
Feel no Empathy for the Rest of Nature Ceasing
Slower and slower to Breathe.. True as far as ‘the Matrix’
Goes i always get a better feeling from ‘the Oracle’ than the
‘Architect’.. i suppose that says something about how my Personality
Usually Leans heHe.. unless.. i instantly switch back to Architect myself.. hAha..
Anyway.. Truly
We Need Neo
Back even before
May 21st, 2021…
as John Wick
Gets Back
to His
of Revenge
And the Survival
that Revenge makes
As a generally Speaking
Bloody Experience of Life…
But True What Cruel Will Kill a Beloved Puppy…
What Ignorance Will Destroy ‘IT’ All Who Breathe..
Anyway.. ‘Greta’ and others like Her are Rising to
Claim THeir FAir Share oF Air to continue to BReatHE Free…
i Enjoy
Heroes most
Who are Real
And Have no Need
For ‘Weapons’ at All…
THeir Only Tool an oPeN Honest HeART..
Most Importantly one Who Truly Cares IN ACTION
About All the Breath And All the Air That’s a Hero to me A Soul Soaring Spirit…
True.. Music to me at least in Weaponized Super Hero Movies is Very Inspiring..
Not Unlike ‘the Grinch’.. i JusT CLose my EYes.. LeT mY HeART Expand 10x and Let it
Explode as LiGHT..
As ‘the Song’
After ‘the Dance’
As LiGHT Comes From DarK..
i don’t do Material Gifts.. Not ParT
of my ‘Good Cop Grinch’ Love Language
but Wait! What are Words?
i Dance..
For ‘Human Dance’
Will Always Be “Heard”..:)


In Case You Ever Wonder All of Where i come from…
And Why i do the things i do my FRiEnD.. without fear…
i Thank You for Being my FRiEnD as you have surely helped
to inspire many stories of Soul….
It’s Never Been
about ‘me’…
i’ve already
Died as Life
And Come to Life
Coming Back Now
From Death as Life
Then… i’ll Never
any thing
to lose now
but Life Again
As Living Dead..:)

Feeling The Full Moon…


HeART BeaTinG…

Some See the Moon…
Others Feel and Long
For the Full Moon…
Those Who
Long For
The Full Moon
Bring Warmest
Hugs On Snowy Nights 🌚

Smiles my Friend
Find Someone Who
Feels Your Full Moon
Who Will Always Hug
You more
Just Seeing
You… For that
Warmth Never Ages..:)

This is the Hug Katrina
Feels Every Night and
Literally The Reason
She Ages So Slow
For the Full
Moon Who
Feels Her Hugs Her…
For the Hugs She Gives…

From what you’ve Said
So Far as Far As ‘Lovers’
Go.. You’ve only Been
Finding People
Who See You…
It’s True Your Art
Is Easier To Feel
Than Your Beauty
As your Beauty Will
Be Seen by 99 Percent
Of Dudes On ‘Dating
Apps’ As A Flower to
Consume Versus ‘Real Men’
Who Cherish Beauty of
Soul Flowers to Treasure…

But it’s True Some Moons
Only Want To Be Seen and
Are Afraid Of Being Felt…

This often Stems From
Some Kind of Neglect or
Abuse.. Particularly in
Early Life.. For these
People it may Feel
Safer to Be Felt by
Those People they
Can Never Have For
The Soul of Their Night
Sky is Very Much ‘This Painting’…

Tonight’s Full Moon is named
The Long Cold Moon Always
In December For Longest
Winter Nights Growing
Colder Not only
Seeking Light
But Feeling
Warmth Within…

As An Empath This is What
i often See of Your Soul
Below.. As Your FRiEnD
One who unconditionally
Loves You i seek to
Light Your Night
Sky And Make
Your Winter
Soul Feel
Like Never
Ending Spring…
In Fact.. Yes.. as an
Empath i Will Do this
For Everyone In The World…
Thus The Dance.. Thus the
Song Your Night Skies
Muse For them too
My FRiEnD.. Do
Understand the
Of Your
Night Sky…
DarK Thru LiGHT 🌝

Smiles! Hot Chocolate 🍫 Weather
Here Now Cloudy Cold Feeling
A Bit Nostalgic for
The Dark Side of
The Moon.. Yes the
Place i suffocated
In for 66 Months
The Place i then
Escaped never
To Return only
To Hold
With others
To visit Whomever
And Wherever they
May Be for i understand
That Place but as Bright
As the Days i Breathe now
It is only the Coldest
Days of Winter
Dark Side
Of Moon Back
For any Dim Glimmer
Of Hope to Return to
The Sunlit Soul May
You always Shine this
Way my FRiEnD
Art Lovely
Your Soul
Light with no
Beginning or
Ending River
Without Time
Dancing Singing Free
i Am
Multiples of 7 More
HeART Beats to Breathe..:)

Life is Full of Colors.. Grey SHades
of Only BlacK And White Some Breathe
For Others Beyond Rainbow Colors May
Come and Stay For Air Still Others may Visit
Coldest Dark Side of the Moon Hours that may
Turn into Years Even to Ashes And Grave Site Dust
Black Abyss of the Soul Does Exist in other Worldly
Soul Dimensions as Beyond Rainbow Colors
Bring Bliss and Nirvana
Ever Lasting Eternally
Now.. True in
Other Words
of Heaven
Now Within no
Myth no Fable
Even Science Will
Measure this Autotelic
Flow When Real Escaping
Neo-Cortex Lighting up the Rest of
the UniVerse Within inside outside
above so below and all around.. So
Many more places of Soul Left
Unexplored Yet to Visit
For there are those
of Us who
Visited all these
Places and so many More in Life
as Living Death and Floating Joy
Ever more as Friend With Gravity
Light that Dances Sings ever more now
Dreams Fruition of Beyond Rainbow ColorS AGAiN
Never Ending Do Understand just because you have
Yet to Seek and Find in Explore and Realize doesn’t
mean the Air You Breathe may one day not be colored
Beyond Rainbow Colors of Bliss You Dance and Sing
too.. for i remember my First Day in Heaven this Flow
this place beyond distance.. space.. time.. or matter
where one will pass their finger
through a flame feel
no pain
the attending
Physician will
ask ‘are you Jesus’
and you will of course say
No.. i am God and So are You..
And You Will get diagnosed with
Euphoria and locked up/drugged for a bit
With Heaven’s Disorder out of Hell For Real
for You See Time is the Prison that not every one
Comes to Breathe Now When they Finally See Free..
Oh Lord the Experience is cross-cultural not everyone
gets to go only the chosen ones of the Ocean Waves Rising
Highest and Falling Lowest..finally Coming Again to rest Peacefully
Harmoniously in Eternity Now of Never Ending Bliss of Effortless Heaven..
For True i remember that visit and now this place to keep.. i escaped the
First Heaven went back to Purgatory.. and finally entered the place of the
Darkest BLacK Abyss of Hell the place where there is no memory of a smile at all..
The place in my case of the worst pain to Humankind after a steady decent in Hell since
2006 as at that point with 10 Years of Chronic Work Related Stress and the First Year point
of Acute never ending flight or fight stress destroying slowly all my bodily systems as Stress
Hormones Naturally will.. the first symptom of Human Destruction was what would years later
be diagnosed as Sjogren’s Autoimmune Disorder attacking the Nerves of my Feet as we
watched the Movie “Happy Feet” where any surface my Feet touched was excruciating
Pain for me.. but only the Start as that pain would eventually go up top with
the First Sign Sensitivity to Colors Later that Year as all i could
watch was Black and White TV and not be in the most
unusual pain i had ever experienced in the general
vicinity of my eyes and face that continued
to increase as my body even grew
cold in 100 Degree Temperatures
in the Summer of 2007 as the Destruction
of Every Bodily System from Stress continued
as i couldn’t afford to quit my job no matter what
at least i thought it was a do or die situation then..
plus my wife with Epilepsy and no assurance of
getting insurance if i wasn’t covered through an
Employer’s plan.. the Stress continued
acute it was then.. fight or flight level
all hidden behind the smile on
my Face as in downsizing
one mistake might
mean i would
no longer
keep ‘that Temporary
Promotion’ that kept me in
a Job of Downsizing in Federal
Government Work as Computers continued
to do the Job of more Folks.. where less folks
would be able to Multi-task more in a focus that
Humans are not evolved to do at all as Humans are
Evolved to do one task and focus their attention on that one
task as that is what you do to capture prey and escape predator
without being injured by both but today’s Work Place now is Money
Based Humans can go to Hell as Long as there is Money to be made…
even if there is no Money to be made and Service is Modeled after Money making now…
The Pain increased in my Face as Life itself became more intolerable day by day by day…
i became Colder inside my Legs were chilled to the Bone even when Heat was available then..
‘Total Human Exhaustion’ was my Destination but i had no idea this was happening to me..
i just keep working and
keeping the same
smile on my face..
that eventually
Led to my demise
with a pain in my Right
eye and ear that became
as Severe as Someone’s Teeth
Being Drilled without any Novocaine
Named Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
Wake to Sleep then for 66 Months coming
Still.. Unfortunately for me it was my right
eye and ear with no escaping death as life..
there are some things in life worse than death
please whatever you do.. do not find these things
if possible and in part why this will not be the last
instance i relate the Nostalgia of the Dark Side of the Moon..
After 40 days with that pain first 35 of 40 where only an Alpha
Blocker would slow my Heart Rate enough for one hour of very
shallow sleep as Dysautonomia.. one of the other challenges of Bodily
Destruction no longer allowed my Autonomic Nervous System to synch
my Heart Rate with my Blood Pressure.. doze off to sleep gasp for breath
with all the Pain of the Dentist Drill where no Pain Medication would relieve
it and little things like Fibromyalgia from Head to toe and another Destruction
of Sjogren’s Syndrome.. where my eyes quit making tears like swimming in salt
water with eyes wide open too.. sure.. Spinal Stenosis.. Coat Hanger pain associated
with the Dysautonomia all around my shoulders and neck with Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my Spine.. Anhedonia with Severe Anxiety.. Severe Depression a given…
Alexithymia.. Mood Lability for what was left of my Moods then soon becoming
no emotions at all as fear even left with no hope too.. no memory of a smile
not even a reference point out of hell for that they don’t really
have a diagnosis for it but it’s true it is hell enough
not to remember a smile all by that disorder
of eternal hell now itself.. anyway
i talked about the Insomnia
already there were other
disorders but these are the
most difficult then to deal with..
Sure Asperger’s Syndrome.. Bi-Polar
Disorder Eventually at age 53 when the
Doctors saw me return to my Natural State
of Heaven AKA Eternal Now Hypomania as i am diagnosed
now with that Heavenly Disorder as just the way i Naturally now
am with really only a prescription of Dance literally so to regulate
Emotions dancing a tight rope now integrating senses as well yes
i still can’t stand to touch my Pants or any manmade materials with
Super Tactile Sensitivity but i’ve been that way all my life as well as
an Empath when that part of my Soul is working just about lost then too..
anyway there is that other 5 of 40 days that i slept none at all where a Second
Became the Experience of a Thousand Years of Hell.. Just give me a Gun Please
if you Love me and don’t hate me just give me a gun to end it all then give me a light
switch God Just End all of existence let me go.. Burn me to death whatever it takes just
let me go.. please let me go.. where ever there is to go but this then.. i couldn’t make it to
a Shower too weak then but the last breath of energy i found somewhere.. i found the
Keys to speed into a Tree.. following ‘the rules’ all my life couldn’t break the
Fucking Speed limit to do that so i traveled to the Closest Bridge to
Jump off with Fishermen below who would have likely risked
their life to save me.. i was too weak to get out of the
car then.. as a miracle happened and my Sister
Drove and found me at the bottom of
that Bridge then.. taking me away
while i focused on any other way
to escape the never
ending dentist
drill in my
right eye and ear
any of the rest of it i would
be able to survive.. but You
have to understand what it would
be like to always have a dentist drill
in your right eye and ear.. it’s well beyond
the imagination of what most folks will fathom
no different really than the Heaven i naturally Dance and Sing now…
i wanted to get out of my Sister’s Car at the River BoardWalk and just
Jump in the Shallow end.. Just let me escape please please give me a gun..
Yes.. she had Asperger’s too when you have that it is often Family that is all you
have.. close at least who understands and accepts you as you are.. so she sped
on a Country Road saying she’ll kill us both as she didn’t want to live without a brother
her only one.. i said of course not you.. so i finally agreed to go to the Hospital they
Put me to sleep with a Big Enough 4 MG Shot of Ativan before that i couldn’t say
A Word the Attending Female Emergency Room Nurse Poked my Chest for
a response asking me what Drug i overdosed to get to that point.. nothing
i could say i thought that was gonna be my last breath of life i could
hear my Sister and Katrina in the Background talking.. me wishing
i could still be truly alive.. so i woke up in Hell again out of order
thinking about being left on the Side of a Road naked
Somewhere Wild Dogs Eating me for what was left..
at least with some sleep i got Baker acted to
a place so i wouldn’t kill myself just
looking for a way to jump off
the Second Floor give me
a gun if you love me
just give me a gun..
what i remember clearly in that
Warehouse for folks who had given up
on life is a room full of us unshaven and
mostly unclean where they brought in a Dog
a Friendly Dog with empathy to visit as my Lovely
Wife Standing by Her ‘Man’ through all of this
And that Dog would only go to her he acted
as if no one else existed and i surely knew
why.. i had long gone past the point
myself where i couldn’t feel the
Love of a Cat and when
i touched the Cat
His Ears would
Peel back
no different
than if the Devil
Himself had come
to visit him just to get him
to scratch him to feel anything at all
suddenly i understand why some folks
self-harm to feel anything.. anything at all
with piece of paper existence then.. anyway
i’ve already told the story in this MacroVerse
of the Dream my Wife had a couple of Years after
that suicidal as what i had is literally called the Suicide
Disease till it all went away on July 19th of 2013.. 66 Months
from the Worst Part of the Pain start.. overall since 2006.. 2 Years
prior to that yes 90 Months really of Hell overall it’s just that i didn’t
feel the real necessity to kill myself for the First 2 Years of that Relative
Pain as Heaven then.. if not for my Wife’s Dream about Her Hanging Christmas
Tree Ornaments on the Named Road that i was considering Hanging myself in a
Forest Around that Day.. she and her Deceased Granny Hanging those ornaments
in Her Dream then.. i might not have lasted until July 19th, 2013 came on a Beach
Where my Emotions Returned and i felt one with Emerald Green Waters… Swaying
Sea Oats.. Blue Skies.. Sugar White Sands.. Seagull Wings Spiraling Around the Sun..
Heaven that Kingdom
Finally Returned
the Gift
the Breath of
Life mine once
again to Breathe..
As all the Pain flew
Away as Well then
my Psychotherapist
Describing it none
the less than a Real
“Catholic Miracle”
And then i Danced
With Song but this is
where it all comes from
the Darkest Months of the Soul
the Dark Side of the Human Moon..
The Full Moon Return now the Sunshine never goes
Away Returning as the Soul of Poetry in Dance and Song Love..
This is my Story that disease i had is literally assessed as worse than
the Torture of Crucifixion.. no 3 Day or 3 Hour Tour for me the Tears in
my Flesh from Head to toe all Natural in Deed of Pain and Numb as well..
if anyone reads this story anyone at all i just want them to know in the Darkest
Places of Pain and Numb of the Soul there is the Possibility of escaping the Dark
Side of the Moon as Long as You Will Your Survival one second more for it is true
during that entire 66 Months i never truly knew if i would survive the next second
where all feels like Never ending Time of Pain and Numb now there is no time but Heaven..
What you Must realize in Life is every Breath of Smile You Give and Share is Heaven enough
For this
Gift of
Life to
both Give
and Receive
and what you must also
realize is ‘No’ may Save
Your life your Love your Soul The God of You (all)
EvenTuaLLy This Will Be Message 94 for Bishop
Barron And FRiEnDS for True it is just as Important
to provide Messages About Real Hell as Real HeaVeN TRuE NOW..
i Hear Neither Message at Any Church i’ve Visited in Life here.. i find
that Very Disturbing..
It’s as if
all These
Still Exist on the Dark Side of the
Moon Other than the Dance And Song of Heaven they
Bring and Of Course all the Love They Give and Share
that is something to smile about too.. better so much better than nothing nothing at (all)



True as Much as We Hear
About People Finding
Soul Mates Without
A Look Within
That Effort
Is Lost
For What
We Sleep
And Wake For
When Soul is
Well Now All is
Well We Be🌲
Thanks Again
My Friend May
This Harmony
Of Peace
Find Mind
And Body
Soul Mate as You..🌲🙏
Thank You my Friend…
Blessed i am to Work
At What i Enjoy.. the
Human Soul now
Rather than the
Money i used
To Work for
In 33 Years
Of Doing that…
Truly Wish that
Everyone could
Experience the
Work for Soul
Joy At
Least once
In their Life

Why have a Big Social Safety Net?

On Average Human Beings are Terrible about predicting
What they Need in The Future; and Horrible about Saving Money for a ‘Rainy Day’.

1st Note: Not me; even without a Social Safety Net my ‘Saved Bucks’ Would Last for Years; as is at least.

2nd Note: Rainy Days do Happen; it’s a Statistical Human Reality too in Terms of Health and Overall Well Being.

Americans Are Notorious For Their Huge Debt; as well as putting off Saving For Retirement; not nearly enough.

There is another associated Issue; Decreasing Levels of Empathy; A Kind of Slowly Declining Terminal Disease of
Love by a Social Animal Species, increasingly becoming ‘the tools’ they use; Look around, ‘if you can’; ‘this’ isn’t
Hard to see.

Studies Show these Factors through and through; And Charitable Giving is reduced in Numbers of Humans
Actually Giving to their Fellow Human. “The share of Americans who give money to charity fell from about
68.5% in 2002 to 53.1% in 2016”. Given Reductions of Human Empathy Close to 30 Percent in the Last
few Decades in Empirical Studies; this isn’t too Surprising.

Of course there is an Option; Arrange Stuff Where our Country is Run By a Dictator; and Become a ‘Third
World Banana Republic’ that Doesn’t Care for their Citizens Who Fall and Need Help. Judging from the
“Climate” at hand that Mission, even if unwitting, seems well underway; slowly and surely faster.

The Average Man and or Woman on the Street; Surely has shown themselves to Be incapable of
Seeing Invisible Disabilities; like the ones Homeless Folks often Existentially Struggle with in Pain and
Misery every day.

Not everyone is Born/Bred into the Same Fortune; And Where Poverty of the Soul Exists, Chaos more
than Order becomes the Reality of what may look like a “Banana Republic,” Here, sooner and sooner.

And there is a Bigger Issue; The increasingly Nomadic Family Unit That Raises Children has Dropped to Two
And even Single Parents so far away from Smaller Towns and Extended Families who Provided a Social Net
for Family Members in Need. People are increasingly not Getting Married; where folks go Solo Nomadic
too, in Chase of any kind of Subsistence at all through the Work Place of what may be viewed as an
Entire Country now.

It’s simple; Take away the Social Safety Net and the Country Falls into Chaos; People who are Starving
and Have no Connections are much more likely to cause Serious Problems for the Rest of Society Now.

The only Connections some folks have is literally the Technology associated with the Government
and Private Industry too. Jobs Are going Away too; as increasingly the Tools We Create need Humans
Less to Create ‘the God of Money’. Ha! What Good is a God that no one can afford to even create.

Speaking of that; people are becoming Much too busy to become the ‘Archetype of Jesus’; the Story
Book Dude who Cross Culturally Matures in Faith of Love; Ascends and Transcends Group Think;
Becomes much more Understanding of the Differences of others; and Naturally Forgives all
their so-called Sins; Seeing Hope for all as Love Agape comes to literally be them Incarnate.

Let’s Just put it this way; do the Most Love Consuming others with the least Harm; including
the Rest of Nature; and the 1 in 8 Animal and Plant Species that some Autistic Folks like “Greta Time
Cover Teen” Has already evolved to save; Quick ‘Jesus Job’ she’s already done in Metaphor of course and
even more complete as she has a way of Non-Violently turning money tables over too; even when they
come driven by ‘Orange’. Not Surprisingly, she is from a Scandinavian Country Where Folks still take
care of each other Willingly for the Most part at least by Government Rule in a Small Enough
Homogenous Country to get that Big Loving Social Safety Net covered, at least for now.

The Bottom Lines are this though; Humans are living way out of Balance With Nature;
Eating ‘the Face of God’ that i enjoy also naming the Rest of Nature; Specifically on Earth Now;
Taking and Hoarding so much more than Giving And Sharing; Nature Will Spit us out
if we don’t get our stuff straight; there is no doubt about that as far as Science Sees at least too..

Anyway; i’m Financially Independent with ‘Free Money’ Pouring In from Retirement and
Early at that from Two Government Sources with a Very Expensive Health Care Plan now
Costing me over 10,000 Dollars; with the Government Footing about 66 Percent of the
cost still; but True it is the Cadillac of Cadillac of Plans as i can visit any Doctor i Like
and end up with at most a very reasonable Bill; Get Any Illness i like; which i am not
at least planning on doing; but Oh God those rainy Days do Happen; for now, Yes,
me and my Wife Remain Dry.

i don’t want to fill up the Space here on “Rainy Day Invisible Disabilities” that are the
worse known to Humankind that are totally invisible to the Casual and Ignorant
Observer of what all of the Human Condition may come to be; for the otherwise
Strapping Young Dude on the Side of the Road with a hand-out for a morsel of
Food; where you cannot See the Dentist Drill in his Eye or whatever the invisible
Disability he may have still standing Straight; True, Trust me now or not when
i say a person could practically be the Archetype of ‘Jesus’; yes, for all practical
intents and purposes and be legally and medically totally permanently disabled
and you would think he looks like the healthiest person you ever saw; surely for his ‘advanced age’…

People are Ignorant about Invisible Disabilities for Duh; obvious reasons; That’s just another reason
why we need smarter People in charge of making the rules and Helping People in Society than the ‘Average
Joe the Plumber’ who lost his Job to an Invisible Disability begging you for some food on the Side of the Road’;
Where he really is no Different than ‘Jesus’ if he came back to life for real; as of course when one attains that ‘Jesus
Archetype Thingie’, there is no separation; all of Nature is Brother, Sister, Parent and Child as Family God; Hell no;
Not Father God; that’s the God of the Old Testament of Selfish Hoarding Silo Grain Territorial Greed for Blood Sport.

Anyway; it’s wonderful being me; i’ve learned to be my own Soul Mate and overcome all my Permanently and Totally
Disabling Conditions; that does not make any money; but still i surely can and will do Heaven for Real as those Do who overcome all obstacles when money is no issue at all. It all worked out for me; but let’s just say i understand how to read and follow instructions on paper work; lots of folks do not; the people who need help often just don’t have what it takes; most often as a consequence directly related to their Disabilities or other Struggles of Life; That Really Blows; not fair.

Yes; We Can and Will have a Third World Country Where Folks do Back Alley Abortions Again; People Who are Different
Get Strung up and Killed; Where Women Have no Rights; all Directed by a Dictator too; Where Disabled; And Old And otherwise less Folks Fortunate Starve to death if they do not rob what’s left first; Be Careful; Be Very Very careful; for what
you wish for; for others may be what you really get; nothing but pain and misery more; even more than you may imagine.

Lots of folks ignorant enough are taking us that way as i speak; but not likely fast enough before i go away….

Meanwhile; i Dance and Sing; Don’t make a Penny; But it’s always Heaven now; every thing is paid for;
my ‘God’ is No longer Money or Stuff; Greed, Hoarding, Jealousy, Envy; Just Nothing more than Naked Pride; i just
Dance And Sing no Different than Snoopy Joy Forever now Eternally Just For Free; i’m a famous ArTHuR haha; but
only a Legend of Public Dance, Currently i am Celebrating 12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months; Half the Distance Around
the Globe; do keep in ‘mind’ i am totally and permanently Disabled with Asperger’s Syndrome; And Bi-Polar
Disorder with a Literal Prescription for Dance from a Psychiatrist to remedy Emotional Regulation and
Sensory Integration; There are no Jobs that Pay You for a continuous Spiraling Dance; And in a Twitter
World Now in Reality; no Target Audience for a 7.5 Million Word Longest Long Form ‘Bible’ Poem completed
in the same 75 Months of Public Dance; Both ongoing; at 59.5 now; by the Day i reach 66 on 6.6.26; chances are
i will Public Dance Circle the Globe in Distance at the Equator of 24,901 Miles; but only the Eternal Now i enjoy will
Pray tale..;)

No one rags me about this; hehe; at least not to my 240 Pound Face who still Leg Presses 15,020 Pounds at age
59.5, 8 Reps; got enough proof on YouTube for that Great Feat; for all the Permanently Medically Disabled Folks for
making Money; who make the Best of what they can and will still do; When You don’t Speak until age 4; You use Fluid Intelligence to excel; to adapt to struggle always and succeed as excellence sees no Obstacles but can and will do;
even if no money comes at all; F it; the God of Money; is what i do now; God of Love Within Pays all my intrinsic Rewards.

My Soul Flies Free; unfettered Wings; from the Drain of ‘the Big Green Machine’..;)




Every Square
Spiraling Inch
Of Humanity A Poem.
Rain Comes Harder and
i’M in the Mood For Poetry as
True Inside Out too But Dance is thE LiGHT…
Good Morning! Thank God it’s
Friday the 13th! Hehe Leave
it to me and Every Moment
Present Gift Now For Real
Is A Holiday And Festivities
Day to Celebrate! AnyWay…
Coming Out of the
Shadows Dancing
Halfway Around the World!
Now ‘They’ Will Never Likely
Know the Name i am Born
With.. Only Recognized as
That ‘Dude’ was one
Dancing Fool. It’s True
i am just another Dude
Who Comes to Dance
Not Unlike Our FRiEnD
‘Shiva’ and my FRiEnD
‘Kali’ Among other
Names that are
Human Stories
Where Story Now
Is King And Queen…
So True.. Ocean Deep Fish
Are Neither Seen or Captured..
Ocean Deep Fish Remain Free…
Now Just 33.5 Miles Away From
The Distance of Half the Globe!
In Some of the Human Circles i’ve Visited Around the Globe i’ve
Heard it said that the UniVerse is a Very Random And Uncaring Beast…
False.. that was not the UniVerse i Viewed of my Mother That Queen of the
UniVerse (Jesus as far as i am still concerned) Is the Queen of Love Who Still
Resides in the Loving Soul of me for True Our Awareness Our Consciousness Our
Soul Our Mind’s Eye is what Science is not close to fully Quantifying and Qualifying
Now for all the
Magic We
as Nature
come to
Be Nature’s
EYes that Look
Back on All Creation
And at Best Feel Close
to the Sense of All Existence as
is.. it’s incredibly Shallow i see to
Reduce any of this to a Label or Even a Name..
Smiles.. you inspired me to Google my Born on Date
Assigned Name.. i did this after my Work Career was over..
A Big Mistake i made and one that so many people still routinely
Do and that is establish Identity almost solely for the Paid Work
of Routine and Slave to Other Masters Humans Do.. far beyond the Self-Actualization
That is Other Wise Possible as we become so much more than Just an Assigned name..
Without Any Identity
And Really no Sense
of Ego outside of Work
No Sense of Self No Inner
Voice as Soul Mate of i.. After
Retiring Early i Googled my Born
on Name looking for some kind of Identity
And None was to Be Found and it’s still True
When i Google my Born on Name and my Wife’s name
there is nothing still to be found… Yes.. My Mother.. My Sister
My Father.. My Grandfather even with a Wiki Bio of His own..
truly the only one of the Family to be ‘Famous’ Enough to have
A Wiki Bio.. X-Catholic Priest Noted Author From Last Century
Even Dining in New York, New York ‘Socialist’ Circles With Einstein
Noted Person of His ‘Time’ my Grandfather and one Human ‘the Catholic
Church’ despised as he spent the rest of his life trying to convert folks to Protestant…
Smiles.. most everyone took me serious at work.. they said i was a Valuable
Commodity.. Even Labeled me as ‘Superman’
For all i did same as the Students at College
Did when i earned 3 Degrees at Once and
Did 3 Part Time Jobs too.. to work my
Way though.. at Work ‘they’ Said My
Brain Worked like a Computer.. Yes..
A Computer true that’s what i became…
As a Shut-in 66 Months totally and so-
called Permanently Disabled in so much ‘Record BreaKinG”
Pain and Numb.. my Sister promised i would turn
another Chapter in my Life.. And
when i was 33 my Mother
Promised in a Letter to
me we found after
she passed away
in 2017 that my
Life would tell a Grand
Story by the Date i Leave this Earth…
Smiles.. last night Dancing 33.5 Miles away
from the Distance Halfway Around the World..
Another Random Person at the Metro Dance
Hall Pointed at me and said “Hey, You are that Dude”…
i am reminded of ‘The Big Lebowski’ Movie When ‘the Dude’
Passed by the ‘Time Cover Mirror’ and Shrugged like F it who cares…
to be ‘the
Fool’… Life is so much
more fun when no one
really takes you serious….
in Fact Life is best as a Laugh
And A Wisest Human Does see ‘God’ as a Laugh…
From the First Breath to the Last Blink Life will be a Comedy….
if only We all Try
a little bit harder
to have fun always now..
Smiles.. the people who i worked
with who didn’t take ‘IT’ so serious
are still working.. they to me now are truly the
Wise ones who understood the Nature of YOLO Now.

i LEarned
my LeSSoN Well.

i use to Dream about
Going Back to Work… Those Dreams are Dust..

i Dance
i Sing Free Now
As Dust Will Breathe the Wind…

Thank You for the inspiration from New York..:)

“Tuesdays with Morrie”.. Smiles my FRiEnD i Loved
That Book too.. You know When i went to College
All Those Years Close to top of the Class with
3 Degrees i wanted to Be a Teacher but
Sadly Saddled with the Challenge
of not Speaking until 4 with
Asperger’s Syndrome
A Bit Odd for that
Disorder but common
with the Condition of Hyperlexia..
i still did not have the ability to express myself
Orally in Presentation or in Writing to go much Further
than Graduate Studies the Next Year and sadly they discontinued
The Social Sciences Interdisciplinary Masters Degree and then i ran out
of Money so it was off to find a ‘Real Job’ any job for someone who did not have
the ‘Social Graces’ to Present themselves well enough for Jobs then that took
that for the Academics i received
in Lettered Grades of A’s..
Reading “Tuesdays with
Morrie” What impressed
me most was his Freedom
to Dance Solo with the College
Students for the Simple Joy in
Breathing Life all in Free.. i couldn’t
imagine that then.. it took me a 6-Pack
and not a 6-Pack of Abdominal Muscles
My Bet with Katrina by Age 60 hehe that’s
been ongoing for months now interrupted by
All the Holiday Meals.. yes.. close to a 6-Pack of
Beer even to Walk into any Social Event at all When ‘Young’…
But Truly Within i was so.. so.. much ‘Older’ at even 16 than i am now Free…
Smiles my Friend
things change
and every week
i Proof read just
one of my Blog Posts
it’s just about Novel Size..
And Every Week when i Dance
at “Barnes And Noble” Listening to
Meditative Music i Complete a New Book
as i have literally Read Over A Hundred Books
Free this way at Barnes and Noble.. the way i Look
at Life i do no take any more than i give in
And Song too..
Keep GroWinG
my FRiEnD in all
that You care to do
As long as we continue
to Grow there is no Age Number in Life..:)
SMiLes Sohair.. Good Afternoon to You in Egypt from my “Thank God Its Friday
The Thirteenth” Morning Still in Florida.. hehe.. i Believe in Changing
Lemons into the Sweetest of Lemonades no Fears
for me i will make
the Scariest
Into even Sweeter
Dreams to come my FRiEnD
And SpeaKinG of interesting
Milestones.. at least.. i am only
33.5 Miles away from 12,450.5 Miles
of Public Dance in 75 Months Still Averaging
166 Miles a Month as Any Calculator will still Pray Tale..
hAha.. but the Nice Gym Assistant not too long ago pointed
out another FAcToiD to me and that is that 24,901 Miles is the
Distance All the Way Around the World At The Equator just a bit
South of You and me sure about 30 Degrees or so South as we are
Both Close to the Same Latitude.. True as far as Distance Goes i’ve
Long Since Passed the Distance in Public Dance from Here to Egypt
As actually that’s only 6,472 Miles from Pensacola, Florida And really
By Plane it’s not Farther than close to 9,000 Miles to almost Any Two
Land Locations in the World… but really the way i Love to tell the Story
is it was nothing.. nothing at All.. sure by the Date of my 66th Birthday
Around 6 and A Half Years more i will actually reach All the Way Around
the World in Distance of Public Dance.. but still that is really nothing nothing
at all i am just a ‘Peace’ of ‘Forrest Gump Dust’ Just Floating With Gravity in the
Wind.. Peace and Harmony.. Bliss and Nirvana.. Autotelic Flow continues to increase
with the Natural Evolving Complexity of the Dance in Skill of Balance achieved
more and more.. it’s really amazing as i Dance with a Gym Towel at the Gym and
i actually become the Weight of that Towel as i let the Towel Lead the Dance of
all 240 Pounds.. True ‘Be The Towel’ Bruce Lee said ‘Be the Water’.. i Sing Dance
Be the Air my Friend the Spirit of the Wind in Autotelic Flow as Science Shows
is possible.. yes.. the Kingdom of Heaven within as We Generate our Light within
more and more in Co-Creativity With Nature to Share the Same and more now
in Give to the Rest of Nature With all our Positive Colors of Energy in Human
Light True.. the thing is i understand what it is like to Forget
what even the Feeling of a Smile is for 66 Months as
if i never ever felt a smile or a laugh in my entire
Life By God i have Literally Thousands of
Smiling Selfies with people i have
Generated This Light of God
Within to Give and Share
Free.. smiles my
Friend my
Tombstone is already
Those Over 2000 Photos
That Dance And Sing i brought
A Smile to at least one Face i watered
A little Sapling Tree that wilted that was
me it comes back to Life and now i Dance and Sing Free..
This is Heaven my FRiEnD it is no lie it is Loving all that is
DarK Thru
LiGHT (God)..
i have
This Rain of Love..
And the Reason what i have
done is nothing nothing at all
as Speaking of Great Women Your
Topic of Your Blog Posts now.. my Maternal
Grandmother did A LOT more than an Average
of Public Dancing 5 and a Half Miles a Day which
is about what 166 Miles of Dance a Month i Average
comes out to be although i Load most of my Miles in on
the Weekend And Tuesdays and Thursdays as a Warrior more
of Dance Joy those Days.. True.. She Walked to Work as a Waitress
Working 12 Hours a Day 7 Days a Week for close to a Decade into
Her Late 50’s where she Just wore out and could no longer work as
my Mother Took Care of Her Financially then plus Us until my Grandmother
reached Social Security Age of 62 to receive a meager income then for all her
Life Long Work Starting at about 9th Grade Age Having to Drop out of School
when Her Mother Died From Breast Cancer Helping to Pick Cotton From Sunrise
to Sunset to Help on Her Father’s Farm.. having to Pick up all the House-Hold
Duties that were indeed all Manual back in the Early Part of Last Century..
to help Raise her two Younger Sisters who eventually went to College
And Got Great Jobs while My Grandmother was actually the First
Woman in my Town to wear Slacks during World War 2 at
the Local Car Dealership Service Department as the
Men Were gone off to War and the Help of
Women was needed to keep the
Economy going at Home..
What i remembered
was her Huge Strong
Hands.. Hands that work hard
from Youth Do Grow that way
no different really than the Difference
of the Paws of a Domesticated Cat Versus
A Feral Cat Like Our Cat Yellow Boy too..
Smiles my Friend my Paws Were Soft and
Gentle for they knew no World of Picking Cotton
My Fingers Played the Piano While my Mother Wasn’t
Worried my Grandmother was worried without the influence
of a Father from age 3 as he left to find a Woman who wanted
to make Money more than Raise Children at Home.. yes.. she was
Worried that i would never Develop the ‘Back Bone’ of a ‘Real man’
as i used to Watch the Men Work on the House from the Inside Out and
she would tell me those are ‘Real Men’ outside doing real Men’s Work so
much more than playing
the Piano as she intimated
if i was not careful i might
Turn into ‘Liberace’ hehe..
i had no idea what
she was afraid
about but
it was probably
the same thing my
Father was afraid of
as i came to Smile way
too much Like my Mother
Did in the Joy of Life of Being
And Loving Family through and through..
Anyway as You are With Your Family now
my Grandmother became my Father Figure through
Youth more than just a Gentle Grandmother my Friend…
it wasn’t in my Mother’s Nature to ever raise a Hand of Anger
Towards any one of us.. but my Grandmother and Her Crab Apple
Tree of Switches taught me about what Authority will do when it
gets angry too.. smiles.. my Sister liked to fish i have super tactile
sensitivity.. i couldn’t stand the Dry Feeling that came after touching
the Worms for Bait.. and on top of that i had too much empathy i could
literally feel the Pain of the Fish Being Hooked by Mouth.. smiles my Friend
i suppose
i was
and raised
with Loving Wings..
it took me so long to
be a Man as Strong Within as My Grandmother always was..
You Know when Katrina was 8 Years Old and then often lived
without water and Food.. it may hard to Believe but she climbed
heights with her Fraternal Twin Brother 40 Feet high in Trees..
Smiles my Friend i walked over a Railroad Trestle at that age
Seeing what was below me and i ended up Crawling as
i am still very uneasy about any heights at all as
truly i felt so light like a feather i might
blow away anyway.. hehe.. and i still
do for i Dance as Feather Light
now my Friend but it’s
true i’ve put Choke Holds
on Men who have tried to
start a fight with me in a Bar
now knocked them over just by the
fact that i am Grounded Like an Oak Tree
to the Earth Now as i stand.. still Leg Pressing
Up to 1520 Pounds 8 repetitions now at 59.5 Years Old..
But You know it would probably still worry my Father and
Grandmother if they were still alive and knew i wrote Poetry
and Danced in Public as well.. but You know it doesn’t make sense
to me.. as after all my Grandmother was the First Woman to wear slacks
in Town then.. it is important for a Woman to Develop Masculine Will and
Strength over a Foundation of Love and Grace but what my Grandmother
And Father Failed to understand is it is Just as important for a Man to Develop
A Foundation of Graceful Balance and Love to Hold Up that Will and Strength
With No Fear
as Truly
is Loving Balance
in Grace and Harmony
as Planets Revolve Around
Stars Friends of GravitY iN Deed
My FRiEnD.. for it is the Love and
Grace that makes me a Real Man of
Strength it is the Fearless that Foundation
Brings in Grace and Balance that Literally makes
my leg Pressing Strength Stronger than Military Men
Four Decades Junior to my Age.. and True no one keeps
up with a 3 Hour Marathon of Dance in the Metro Dance
Hall but true my secret Weapon is Grace of Balance and Love my Friend..
A “Greatest Martial
Artist” Never Gets
into a ‘Real Fight’
i’ve had some scuffles
in my Life but always with
Quick Endings my Friend..
Truly i have Lethal Force
with my Arms and
Legs now..
i stand
to harm someone
else much more than
me if i were to ever engage
in a Physical Real Violent Effort
with anyone now.. Smiles my Friend
it’s nice to have a Backbone with no need
to harm anyone else to prove anything for
the Air the Wind never Fears my Friend the Fearless Spirit
of Balancing Grace The Dance and Song of Life that is Love that never gets tired..
And in Biblical Terms of Christianity when ‘they’ Say ‘the MeeK’ will Inherit the
Earth the original Greek Definition Translated from Greek Actually means
Strong Enough Confident Enough With Loving Grace And Will Not to
have anything
to Prove
to anyone
else as Far
As Starting
Conflict not really
Any Different than
the Philosophy of Bruce Lee my
Friend it is clear to See that Humans
Who Live this way Live and Prosper my Friend
As Any ‘Spock’ Will do too Who Both Feels and
Additionally Regulates Emotions And Integrates Senses
as just another Feather Drifting Peacefully in the Wind
outside of Inertia my Friend
truly slowing
of Our
Being that
Conflicts Bring too..
Smiles this is a rather Lengthy
‘Fred-Talk’ but After i Dance 3 Hours
on Thursday Night my Laser Focus in Creativity is Sharper Than
A SWorD.. In A Way that Never Exhausts Itself Effortless And Free mY FRiEnD…:)

Hmm.. It Appears there is “Good News” About the ‘Church Fathers’ coming on Bishop
Barron and FRiEnDS YouTube Channel… Let’s include this Retroactively as Message Number 96 Fitting there too..:)



If You Can’t ‘Beat ’em’ Entertain ’em’..;)

Celebrating a New Liturgical Year as Catholics Are Currently Celebrating as Advent Comes Real; I’ll Park this ‘Hear’ for
at Least one Part of the ‘New Testament’ That Clearly Says Folks Who Wander Villages with No Money in their Pockets just
Celebrating the Kingdom of Heaven at Hand should be Fed Free Just For Sharing This Love Free as a Great Work of Life.

It’s what i do; it F in works. The Heaven Spreading Part at least as empirical Data in Thousands of
Smiling Faces i Bring with my Dance And Song Most Definitely Works for ‘Here i am Lord’, hehe; sure i sing it too; why not!

5 “Jesus sent out the twelve apostles with these instructions: “Don’t go to the Gentiles or the Samaritans, 6but only to the people of Israel—God’s lost sheep. 7Go and announce to them that the Kingdom of Heaven is near.d 8Heal the sick, raise the dead, cure those with leprosy, and cast out demons. Give as freely as you have received!”

9 “Don’t take any money in your money belts—no gold, silver, or even copper coins. 10Don’t carry a traveler’s bag with a change of clothes and sandals or even a walking stick. Don’t hesitate to accept hospitality, because those who work deserve to be fed.”

That’s me Singing in the Back of the Church by the way; no special Equipment; no Choir Practice; just picking up a song
once a week in Church; i’m too busy to practice Singing; Dance Speaks Louder than Song ever will; the Oldest Human Language of War, Peace and Love. i understand there is a ‘Christian Musician in the Choir Here’. i challenge you
to a Christian Music Sing-off with Just Your Naked Voice; Where A True Spirit of Love will never be hidden.

My Wife was nice enough to iPhone it to share it with you; hehe; whoever you are.

HAha; i Christmas Harder Than ‘You’ WiLL imagine. There are Countless Folks Who Wrote

the so-called Antiquated Bible. The Contradictions Inside are Myriad; YeS in deed.

You’ll Find Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free, Woman (And) or Man No more by Paul.

And then if you Look a bit behind the Verse above you’ll find Go to Israel
Save the Lost Sheep; ‘Screw’ the Rest of the UniVerse for a ‘King of Love’ that small.

There is the Christian Described by Paul who should not associate with the Adulterer in Church.

There is the Thief on the Other Cross that Jesus forgave by the Book too;
while he was wondering why God had Forsaken God as Literally taken as Jesus as God.

Oh Yeah; and if you go a bit below in ‘Matthew’ you’ll find what Leaders of Cults most often do; and that
is Put people Against their Family; Only holding What the Cult Leader has to say as ‘Gospel Fact’; No New Story in deed.

It is also Clear as Hell that ‘Trump’ Wrote the Part of Revelation that sends His Enemies to more than Just a Firing; Yes,
Eternal Hell; That’ Bad Cop Jesus’ ends up being worse than ‘the Modern Father of all Lies’-in that Book then;

Either that or Jesus is an F in Liar when he says Love Your Enemies as Yourself; It takes a whole lot of M out of
S And M to want to Volunteer to go to Hell first; including Turning the Other Cheek And Dying By whatever Sword
You Use, including Hell; of course unless you Wrote the Part about Bringing a Sword Not Peace; at least as some folks
take the Bible as Literal as God’s ALL of God’s So-called Words; Such a Small God that Book is; truly pitiful in deed.

Let’s Face it; Both Republicans Who Value Status and Power over Love And Giving
Wrote the Bible as Well as Democrats Who Value Love and Giving Over Status and Power.

Hahaha; i grin big when someone threatens to send me to Hell from a Gospel ‘Living’ Pulpit;

i already know where they are it is clear in the Tone of who they are through and through As Soul.

I’ll be Waiting for ‘Your’ Version of a Christian Song Whoever You are. i read Souls in the Tones of Songs.

Oh By The Way; There is no escaping Discernment when it comes from Light that has Been the Dark.

Other than that the Catholic Church Gives a whole lot; But the Catholic Church Still drives folks
closer to Suicide and all the Misery and Suffering that goes along with that; for the Children who are
Still Forced to Hear about Stories of Hell and that it is a Sin to Be Born Frigging Different and BeHave that way.

We need a new Bible; one that everyone should write of their own.

The other one is Soiled with the Blood of Ignorance Still With Face
Palms growing Higher and Higher as they Grow now even taller.

i don’t make many Friends were i am from where 85 Percent
of Folks voted for the ‘Bad Cop Jesus’ incarnate as ‘Trump’;

True; the Universe is still Bigger than those
who still Wish to Rule ‘Israel’ With A Book.

Reality is more Than few a People and one Barren Dirt Patch.

On top of that no Christian Church Would Welcome a Five Foot
one Slight Brown Dude With Dirty Bare Feet Sandals on the Soft Ball
Team unless they looked like they could hit a Home Run; That’s all i
Had to do to become Friends with the Christians Around ‘Here’; Look Like
A Southern Baptist SoftBall Player still Luke Warm and Cold unless they are on the Gospel Singing Team..;)

Anyway; Still Waiting For The ‘Real Grinch’ to come Down From the Mountain With Free ‘Santa hand-out’ Gifts
As Welfare Dances And Sings for all the Folks in Whoville To Smile While Eating their Hotel California Roast Beast..;)

PS.. It’s a Secret; Don’t tale anyone now;
i’m still on my way down to the Valley now..;)

And note: There is A Song Above About ‘The Good Cop Jesus’ and the ‘BaD one’ too.

It’s Warmer where the Good Cop Jesus lives; at least Within for Real the Kingdom of Heaven lives still as Love;
Giving and Sharing Freely; Doing the Least Harm to others possible; i understand the Latest Gift from the
“Bad Cop Jesus” is to take away ‘Free Food’ From Poor Whoville People; 700,000 or so in Number so they
may not be able to Afford Christmas Dinner for Empty American Stomachs still to come.

Disgusting; just Grinch Disgusting; in deed Deplorable at Best.

Let’s not Forget; Yes, Forgive too; as Even the Story Book Grinch, at least, Came Down From Hell..;)

Once again; the Refrain i Dance and Sing; Better to Entertain ’em than Send ’em to Hell; there is already no distance….

That part will never
be mistaken in the
“Dance And Song” ‘they’ do or do not do.

Hmm.. This really fits in with Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
Latest YouTube Message; let’s Make it Message 95 THere too..:)




SMiLes Frank.. i have High Hopes.. if a 16 Year-Old Young Woman
Will Be on the ‘Time Cover’ as Person of the Year for Her Efforts
in Recovering from the Human Species With The Condition of
Asperger’s Syndrome Free to Fill This Potential as You Relate/
Repeat my Quote.. “Almost Every Problem Humanity Has Now Will
Be linked Back to Eating the Face of God (Nature) (Over-Consuming)”
True Others Like her Will “Christmas Even Harder” Year Round For Love
For All of Existence That Place That Dream of ‘Jesus’ Agape Love For The
Eternal Now of the Kingdom of Love Within When Humans Rise to the Capstone
of Ascending Transcending Love For All of Existence in Give and Share Freely
Consuming the Rest of existence with the Least Harm Possible Where All
of Existence Becomes Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose
DarK Thru LiGHT Where Understanding of Differences and
Celebrations of Similarities of Love’s Joy with Forgiveness
And Charity For All becomes A Way of Life For All
As Humans Light up in Both Hemispheres of the
World to Hold Hands as Our Minds of
“Left Brain Metaphor” of Mechanical
Cognition of Reasoning Join
Hands with “Right Brain
Metaphor” of Social-Empathic
Artistic Altruistic Spiritual Intelligences
Even More Ascending Transcending Higher
as Love For All.. of Course increasingly We as a
Species Must Find New Ways to Dance And Sing together
to accomplish this practice of Life Spiraling Up in Light of Truth’s Love
Rather than Falling in Dark oF Lies False that take us Further Out of Balance
Now With Nature and the Greatest Gift We All Possess the Potential now for
Human Agape Love Once Again For Real the Capstone of the Pyramid Wisdom’s
Eye of Beauty Courage Fearless the Love that Never Ends Eternal Now For All…
Where ‘the Janus Face’ Becomes One Face of All to See with Colors of Love that
Both Tell
the Truth
Now And
Offer Hope
in Light More..
Smiles something
both Introverts and
Extroverts will surely
both Bring to the Table
of DarK Thru Light too as Real..
Anyway Thanks So Much For Dropping
By “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN
Words” Just 30 Miles Away now from Reaching
12,450.5 Miles of Public Dance in 75 Months Half
Way Around the World.. Just another Feast and Banquet
For a Milestone to Celebrate Making even Friday the 13th
into Sweeter Lemonade out of Lemons as 3 Days of Cloudy
Cold and Rainy Weather in Florida Will Give Way tomorrow
to the Name Sake of the Sunshine State of Colorful Flowers More…
Smiles Hope
the Weather
is Nice in
wait! i’ll Google
it quick.. yes.. a bit
Colder indeed as the
Sun is a bit more dim as well ‘up there’..
Smiles Just another ‘Reason’ For Hot Chocolate
And making Warmth with Poetry of Dance And Song
Free in Life’s Love.. Meanwhile got a New MacroVerse
Balloon to Release in the Atmosphere of the Hope of Love SMiLes..
Where Division Bells of Walls and Covers Hiding God come out to play as Love..:)


Thank You Dear Sohair You have been a Solid
Rock of Encouragement and Support for what
i Hold Dear to my Soul to indeed Lift others up
for what i see as Truth in Light in Life.. It is ‘the Dark Side
of the Moon’ That Will Teach Us so much in Life all the Pain
And Numb and other Heartache that will surely be part of our
Paths in the Journey We All take in Life often different yet similar
in so many ways.. When i Lived on the Dark Side of the Moon i looked
to find someone who could relate to all the Struggles i was having for that
Person who had overcome similar experiences of Dark and Returned to the
Side of the Moon that will be the Reflection of the Light of truly Living in
Sunshine again.. while my Closest Loved ones didn’t give up on me it
was impossible for them to fully understand what i was going through
for indeed so difficult for me to grasp what was going on fully
myself.. After Recovering from all of that as the Therapist
who was taking care of me did say it was a real
miracle that i recovered as no one really
offered any Hope for that Healing Other
than my Closest Family Members
Just on the Faith that Never
Gives Up Hope with
the Force of Love
Beyond all
true i still looked for someone
who had come through what i was
going through then.. i never found that
Person but i do what to be that Person for
someone else no matter if they ever thank
me for helping them if they read a story i bring
in their dark place that gives them at least small hope..
i wrote the Story of my Dark Place in Perhaps the most
Comprehensive way i have done so far during Days of Cold
and Cloudy Rainy Weather Where no Sun has come out to
Light my Soul up even higher as it usually Springs
on Coldest Winter Days as Long as the Sun
does Shine at least a bit.. i went back
to the Dark Side of the Moon as
best i could to put it into words
again that may show what
is truly possible to
escape from in
Dark my Friend..
i will share it with
You Here along with
the Song that goes well with it too..
Smiles my Friend i am Blessed to Walk
Dance Speak Sing in many Shoes in Life
BLacK Abyss through Beyond Rainbow Colors of Love..:)


My My What a Dark Cold Cloudy Three Shortest Days
of the Year we are experiencing in the Flowering State
of Sunshine as the Cold Long Full Moon LasT one until
Vision Clearer of 2020 comes Next Decade Soon and Sooner
too.. as Surely Sunshine Peaks through beginning on ‘Saturnalia’
of Saturday this Weekend as we are now on the Cusp of the 12 Days
of Christmas.. Yes.. Friday the 13th as at 4:14 PM Less Than 6 Hours the
14th and First of 12 Days of Christmas Does come Next.. but for now additionally
the dVerse Poetry Pub Also has their Last Open Prompt for anything goes Poetry
of course anything except for mine as Long Form Free Verse Writing is mostly
Reserved For Bible Writing and the Sacred Text of that Heavy in Deed in
Meaning and Purpose Holy and Sacred as well.. yes
this is the dVerse Poetry’s
Pub Last Open Link
For Writing Poetry
’till next Decade comes
Next.. i used to go more often
to that when my FRiEnD Shawna
Baby Participated but hey that place
is where i also started documenting Half
the Way Around the World in Public Dance at
the End of August.. 2013.. so has tradition will
Have it now i will go back again to those Roots
to Spread my Umbrella oF LiGht over THeRE a Bit Now..
And as Far as Autotelic Flow in greater excellence of
All Forms of Human Arts and Sciences Achieved
Obviously Ms. Rhianna is experiencing this
Heaven within when she is Dancing
And Singing the ‘Umbrella’ Song
Free.. as yes Creativity and
Productivity goes to
Max effort this
way in All Arts
And Sciences Greater
Achieved as even Science Shows now..
No wooo here.. unless ya just wanna do Choo Choo..
Sure Beyonce at Her Super Bowl 47 Halftime Show
Amazing example of What Human Autotelic Flow
Will Do to Enhance All Human Potentials Now..
Hmm.. A Few Detours Above Before continuing
Here on to dVerse to enjoy a Few Free Verse
Flow Poetic Responses to the Open Link
Prompt there amongst International
Poets some who Science Poetry
And Others Who Art Soul Free
First a quick stop at another
Indian Acquaintance Blogger
Home as True yes among
Young Woman as Whole
A topic of the Day Usually
is finding Love and it will
be a bit tricky when it is
Online Love as you really
Don’t understand what you
are ‘purchasing’ fully until
You meet someone
Face to Face Now oh
the rigors of Dating Apps
and the such theses days…
Just really Glad i met a real
Human in Flesh and Blood
First as you never ever
know what are getting
into online and that’s True…
for it is often a Measure now
of Folks who just can’t get ‘the
Job’ done in Flesh and Blood FOR REAL
occasionally it works a bit at most FROM AFAR
SMiLes Life is so easy
When You’ve Been
Married 30 Years
You Are Just Pleased
to Have that Person to
Come Home to EVERY Day
It’s like You don’t even have to
Touch them or impress them they
Your Home..
OMG imagine
if ‘Puppy Eyes’
Lasted Forever
the Human Race
Would Starve But True How
Sweet it is Just another Color of Life and Love

Measure of Colors
No Time As
Bloom Within
As Dance And Song Free..:)

No Farther away
Than the Love
We Find Within Who
Never Goes Away
Brave Enough
And Free Enough
to Give and Share Love Free…
First Breath to Last BLiNK
LoVE Breathes ALiVE NoW..:)

Every Link
of Life
A Hand
of Time Real
Every Dream
As Real When
to Breathe..:)

Side Note: Believe it or not
Ripley and or Horatio
When i am inspired by
A Poet’s Soul Like
This to Respond in
Turn of Soul
of me..
It Pisses
some folks off
so Much they just
Delete the Breath
of my Soul So Free..
Imagine a World where
Folks Shared Soul only
to Learn from the other
no matter Size of Love…
Like isn’t it enough thanks
to show ya how ya touched my Soul..
i suppose.. ‘they’ think.. i am trying to
Make Money off Love.. Likes.. Shares
Follows Whatever ‘Their’ Price of Love
i am No
Prostitute for
Love i’m a Soul Slut
i give it all away for Free..:)

SMiLes i couldn’t
Be Happier that
i don’t Recognize
my Self as who i
was Just Now hehe..
For it is New Colors
of Life No Matter What
they are that are so much
Growing at
All DarK Thru LiGHT
Humans Who Never
Climate ChangeE
Even If They
Could Now
Will Surely
Go into
Ice Age
at Any Age
of Iceberg Life
Even a Titanic
of Politics won’t
Change A View oF Lie..:)

Winter Cold Long Full Moons
Remind me of the ‘Epidemic’
Of Online LoVE NoW
Where Imaginations
Grow and Flourish
And People Fall
in Love
With Themselves..
So Easy to Love Imaginary
Lovers Even when they are real..
Fiber Optic Cable Just won’t fit A ReaL LoVE iN..:)

Inner Voice
A Soul Poem
At Best FLoWinG
Deep Ocean Whole Us
As What
to the
Finally Breathes..:)

At Best Blessed to Find The Voice of Our Truth…
At Best Given to Dance Sing Truth of Our Light
As We Rise
Out of Shadow Breath..:)

Meh.. That’s enough for
Now For Sleep Calls
As Rest
Warms Soul
Free More Tomorrow..:)



i AM
Love Wins
Amen Be! NoW!
Just Another Tree of Life.
A Word Thanks MoRE NoW
A Grain of Sand Will Rise
Mountain Tops of Human
Love A Way We See People
MoRE A Way We Feel Folks Now More
i Am STiLL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
RiVeR FoResT Free BeacH
WHoLE DancE SinG NoW
Jesus F iN Christ Easy to ‘See’
At 3 Before i Will Speak At 4
Naked in my Back Yard LooKinG
Over ‘RiVeR’ Toward FoResT (God)
In Words oF iGNoRancE/FuTiLiTY Other
Animals Don’t Have to Ask A Question Does
Nature of God Exist As They Breathe God Free NoW
The Other Animals Do Not Do Life
Like This If Wild They Are Born
And Stay Free One With Nature (God’s) Breath…
“Standards”.. It’s What Humans Do
Who Have Yet to Step Out of Book
Covers to Earn THeiR Own Wings to Fly
There IS A Huge Difference in
Meeting ‘Standards’ And Flying
One IS A Computer The Other IS A Hawk
True.. i could Have a ‘Standard IQ’ of
Over 130 But Without Emotional And
Physical Intelligences i may Not Be
Able to Direct That Sadly Many People
Believe That Intelligences are What You
Only Learn in Books, School, Work
And Overall Standard IQ Now
Mastering MindS NoW
Frequented By Low
Levels of ‘Latent
Finding Autotelic
Flow i Free Dance
Meditation Then
i Sing In Laser
Focus Ocean
Whole Mind
As 95 Percent of
Our Subconscious
Mind Rises to Greet
The Rider On Top of
The Elephant Who
Sees more than
5 Percent
Song Becomes
Equally Dance…
SMiLes My Young
FRiEnD Vrunda
A Key to All
Are Turning
Pet Peeves Into
Beautiful FLoWeRS
That Continue to
Bloom With
Cat Purrs
And Puppy Dog
Tail Wags With
Intermittent Color
Bursts Of ‘Puppy Dog
Eyes’ Coming Back
To Visit
Home As
We LEarn to
Laugh Now At
Our Annoys Before
They Become Frustration
Anger Contempt Aggression and
The Four Letter
Word of Hell
Hate That
A Different
Home.. Yes This
Endeavor A Never
Ending Practice of
Life LoVE iN All Human
Relationships NoW iN
Nature of Existence Senses
In Feel THinK iN Deed🌲🌟
SMiLes my FRiEnD A
Pleasure it is to ViSiT
FLoWeRS Blooming
No Matter Age
Or Human
Good Morning! Never Boring
With SMiLes.. Beauty We
Come to See is Never
Boring.. i’ve come to
See DarK Thru LiGHT
Mundane Thru Exciting
Below A Grain of
Sand And Human
Mountains of Love
Taller Than Sunshine
All As Beauty KPI Yes.. Key
Performance Indicators This
Expanding Human Potential
In Seeing With HeART With
SPiRiT And SoUL More than
Just 5 Or 6 Senses In
Unlimited More Soul
Colors is Yes Dancing
166 Miles of Public Dance
And Singing 100,000 Words
Of Public Free Verse Poetry
Each Month… Your Blog Post
About Reading Inspired me
To take the Speed Reading
Test on the Internet again…
Did it A Few Years Back
And it was 10 to 15 times
Faster than the Average
Human Speed of 200 Words
A Minute.. Haha.. my KPI this
Go Around is Well over 4,000
Words A Minute which now
Proves that not only Will We
Continue to Get Stronger as
We Age to 60 but Our Minds
Will Also Get Faster Not Slower
With the Fountain of Youth
That is Using rather than
Losing Out Potentials
And Coming to See the
Beauty of All DarK Thru
LiGHT in Amazement of
Wonder in Beauty’s Wisdom
And Courage of Love Where
All Becomes the Verb of God
In Life Now not limited to this or
That Grain of Sand or Mountain
Of Human Love Where Symbols
Of Love Like JeSuS And Buddha
Krishna Muhammad Lao Tzu
And All others Become no
More Beautiful than the
Grain of Sand Left on a
Hawk’s Beak
While Delivering
A Never Ending Story
Like this other than
That Yes Good Mrng
Again it Helps to Type
Up to 130 Words a Minute too
When Properly Focused With
More than one Finger now on
A SmART Phone Relaxing In Bed
But i Love A Challenge including
Not BreaKinG A String
Of Good Mornings
No Matter
Head Winds
Or Rough Sees..
Or Who they are
Addressed to With
Star SMiLes of Sunshine
In Multiples of Seven as
The Sun is Finally BreaKinG
Through the Cold Clouds and
Rain that You May Also
Sooner too.. HeHe
As Tree of Life
Expands Ever
Green Love As God
i am No Slave to Deadlines as the River With Forest And Beach iFlow iWhole What
i Measure Has Already Come Free As the Spirit of the Wind Free air me Breathes…
For the Records Past of Dance as A Photo Album Series of Photos from the Last
6 Months Record of Selfies Highlighted as such below finishing out “12,000 Miles of
Public Dancing”… “God’s Muse of Dance” Originally Starting the Photo Album of Wide
Grinning Selfies of Joy in 2014 with many of the Beautiful Dancing Partners then from
Seville Quarter through “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”.. on September.. 26th.. of
2017 as after that i consolidated the Photo Album in Highlights of Dance Smiles from
Old Seville Quarter in Selfie Way.. With the Thousand Mile Increment Public Dance
Celebrations.. starting with “9000 Miles of Dance Walking Now”.. through the Last
Title Change of “10000 Miles of Public Dancing” as it is pretty clear i am doing more
Than Just Dance Walking now as the Dance continues to Evolve wherever the Innate
Instinctual Intuitive Feeling and Sense oF iT Spirals more without Reasons Continuing to Evolve..
Anyway there are 9 Photo Albums included in the Links Below as Described Above for Selfies
At old Seville Quarter Some with over 300 Photos as Close to 2000 Selfie Photos are included
And more Beautiful Smiles as many are Group Photos of Smiling Faces all around the Dance
Hall More.. A Trail of Joy Left Behind and Highly unlikely a Smile will not come from viewing
the Joy of So Many People in the Free Arms and Feet of Dancing Smiles.. Now THere
are no
Arrows here..
Now Just Human
Potentials more
on Facebook the
Links are included
under the title song
For the Grimes 4AEM (Performance)
Video Yes Do Life Different Break the Mold NoW
“PoETiC MusE oN FiRE” And “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
Document When one of the Audience Voyeur Smart Phone
Videos from my Public Dance At Walmart Went Viral at
Close to 88,000 Views for the Video in the Twelve Days
of Christmas of 2018 in 1947 Dance Events So Far
in this 75 Month Endeavor of Public Dance Here..
There are Likely Thousands More Voyeur Videos
Still Circling Around the Globe.. Hehe Now For Free
Promoting my Ministry Now of Free Dance Moving
Meditation With No Work to Do that From me.. hAha
NoW as i Reach 12,420 Miles at this Point Just 30.5 miles
Away This Weekend Now that Will Surely be a Marathon
Two Day Dance Event in Public to Get the Milestone and
FeatNote of Halfway around the World in Celebration of
Distance in the Equivalent of 12,450.5 Miles Around the
Globe at the Equator that is Yes Half the Distance around
The World at 24,901 Miles that i will Likely Achieve at this
continuing Rate of Monthly Public Dance Mileage on average
Still of 166 Miles Per Month by my 66th Birthday on 6.6.26…
i don’t see why not after all Jack LaLanne Was Still Towing
60 or so Boats Swimming Across A Bay in His 60’s Too..
And that Dude Was only Five Feet 6 inches Tall imagine
what a 240 Pound Dude Over 6 Feet Tall Will Do in Balance
Like A Forrest Gump Feather in the Wind of Rhyme Over Reason..
That Remains to be seen but as History Shows so Far as i continue
to Become Lighter in Effect in Skills Naturally Achieved as Friends with
Gravity (GoD) What Sky is the Limit When You Float On Terrestrial Land What
Water Needs
to Be Walked
on to Prove
Anything at all butt iFLY Free
As Any Hawk or Seagull Yes
Eagle Spiraling Sunshine Love Within Will Still Do Free…
Anyway.. Those Two Blog Posts Document What is around
1300 Comments from the Metro Community Assessing me then
and now.. ranging from ‘He is Everywhere to Spirit Animal’ that
Puts me
in Good
Company Still hehe…
A Few Naysayers but
What Do You (i) Expect when
my Dance is Recorded in a
Walmart Where 85 Percent of
Adults Voted For Trump.. Thankfully.. hAha…
it was/is Mostly Millennials and Younger Who Assessed me then/now hehe..
Meh.. the Older ‘Trump Voters’ tend to Pretend they still don’t see me.. hAha…
But they Do and
Secretly Wish
They are Free
And Fear Free Loving LiFE NoW
As Wild God Nature True iN LiGHT For ReaL
The Verb of God the Living God Not a Dead Word (Noun) or Man Alone.. SMILes…
Yes and Amen Let’s Make this the 97th MeSSaGE for Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
CoMe HeaR
Just to Talk
About Jesus
And His Other
‘Avatar’ FRiEndS..
You/Them/Us to Christmas Harder than my Ugly SWeaTeR HeaR..
iT All
Make IT ALL God NoW
For ReaL DarK Thru LiGHT
Verb of GoD Dance And SonG NoW For ReaL
HAha if TRump THiNKS ‘Greta’ Was/Is Passionate
About Saving The Face of God Nature From the
Human Zombie Apocalypse Eating God This/That Way Wait
Until He
Get A Load
of Me for i Will
Never NoW Be A
Size of HiS oWN TwitterVerse Hehe..
i Do Multi-Flavored Colored UniVerse God
Verb Let’s Just Dance And Sing More Now.
i am A Free Verse
‘CourT Jester’ Ain’t
No one Paying me
With Money Power Status
Likes Shares Follows to Kiss Anyone’s Lord of THiS RinG..;)





















“Celebrating Public Dancing
Halfway Around The World”
12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months;
A Snippet; 18 Seconds
of ‘Maniac’
Spiraling Dance
in ‘Autotelic Flow’
At Super Walmart
On December 14, 2019…
“Let Heaven Rejoice” Singing At Catholic
Church Just For Fun At Mass Before
The Christmas Festival on Saturday,
December 14th, 2019; 11th Day Before
XMAS… “Good Cop Jesus” Providing A Path
to Kingdom of Heaven Within Now Loving All iN
Forgiving Agape Style Great; ‘TRumP Jesus’, NO.
Coming Generations Are Not Going to Put Up With
Myths And Calling Human Beings Sinful Now For How
they Are Born; They Aren’t Ignorant. Catholic Church
Has So Much Community To Offer But Sadly It Won’t
Grow Up Almost Everyone At the Christmas Festival Older Than me
The “Greta Generations” Are Going to Erase All The Stink Stank Stunk
TRuMP DumP Bull Stuff Like An Old Testament oF Fear and Hate
Meh; It’s Hard to Get Discouraged
When You Go Anywhere And
Bring Glee to The Face of
Youth; The Future With
Only A Free Dance
Overall i am Very
Disappointed in the
Human Species But
i Understand They Still
Know Not What ‘They’
Do Now Honestly Truthfully
Honorably Real In All the
DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
Rewarding Eternally
NoW (Heaven) iN Flow
i Suppose it is Fitting..Yes..
From Egypt #JusTForTHeREcordBooK
It’s Kind of Amazing There is only
One Person in the Entire World
Who Is Fully Supporting What
i Am Doing Here A Muslim Woman…
Signs Say It All Woman’s Best FRiEnD
LiGHTiNG Up my Christmas Tree Often
It Happens… Doing My Best to Fit In This
Shoe Size “Fleece Navidad”.. Just Beefing Up mY
Obituary in Advance.. Haha.. While i’m Still Luke-Red-Hot!
Fully Illustrated Videos And Songs For Comparison Purposes
Coming.. i’ll Let ‘You’ Be the Judge of ‘THaT/THiS/Hehe What
An F iN XMAS Shopping Crowd Today.. i Practically Had to Do
A Maniac Gorilla/Girl Style Flash Dance to Get the Job Done!
Meh.. i Just made it a Break in the Middle of 6 Hours of Public
Store Dance.. Publix.. Target and Walmart Two Trips.. HeHe
Wow Now How Did the Parish ‘Know’ About my Celebration
of Dancing Halfway Around the World.. so Nice to have a
Festival Today.. HAha.. Katrina Recorded me Singing “Let
Heaven Rejoice” in the Back Pew A Bit too Loud to Hear
Anyone Sing But me… #ObituaryGoals Other Than That A
Very Busy XMAS Shopping Day Finishing 16 of 30.5 Miles Public
Dancing Halfway Around the World And Guess What i’m Still in HeaVeN NoW Within..
ALong With a 7.5 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Poem Bible in 75 Months too i come
Good News
Big News About
The Kingdom of Heaven
Within that Most anyone Can
And Will Achieve Now but no one will now
if they do not believe they can and will now and Put forth the Seek
And Find in Practice to Find And Keep This Autotelic Flow.. This Nirvana.. Prana.. Chi..
Bliss.. etc.. Within Eternally Now.. Yes.. the Other Place.. the Kingdom of Heaven Within Now..:)



SMiLes my Dear FRiEND Sohair
SMiLes of Plentiful Kind And
Rosie Cheeked Greetings to
Meet a FRiEnD online with
Flowers in a Song of Cool
Shades HeART Felt Thanks With
Roses Where Even Thorns are Kind…
The Home of my FRiEnD Sohair From Egypt so true…
SMiLes Dear Sohair FRiEnD Thanks So Much Again for the Cool Shades
And 7 Kind Roses of FRiEnDship Encouragement with a Song and Beginning
Ending Flower again.. SMiLes.. Modern Technology With the ‘Advent’ of Youtube
Surely does allow anyone with access to this Gift Produced by the Ingenuity of Humankind
To Spread Additional Higher Levels of Emotional And Sensory Energy in a way Where Entropy
is very slow in the return of Gift to Humankind more….
The free YouTube Song..
The Gift that keeps
Giving hehe unless
there is a Copy Right Strike
or the Algorithm of Youtube mistakingly
Takes the Video Down like they did with one
of my Previous Dance Videos in a Public Store
Calling it Pornographic With Nudity hehe.. while
it is true i am Athletic in my Dance there is surely
nothing ‘sexy’ about when i dance.. hehe.. it is now
Just an Effort to Stay in Flow With increasing
Complexity for Greater Human Potential
Bringing Greater Focus for all of the
rest of what i do.. and this Song
is indeed Great for that for
while it is fast moving
And Very Eclectic
in the Sounds
it brings
as you may notice
the Beginning almost
Sounds Like Music from
the Middle East as the notes
fade in and out of Discordance into
Harmony.. this stimulates the Human
Mind/Body/Soul and in my case when i hear this Song
it is like Electricity Rising Spirit in my Body from Head to toe..
The East Indians will name this Kundalini Rising where it is
basically what others also name as ‘Chi’ The Higher Force of
God Within Human Being that takes us out of our Neo-Cortex
of Past and Future illusions of Worry and Directly into the
Present of NoW iN Flow where even Science Shows
this Meditative RiSinG experience increases
Human Creativity and Productivity
400 to 500 Percent and that
is only when a Person
Practices this Meditative
State of Being Several instances
a Week in relative Brief Periods of Flow…
Hehe.. imagine what a person will be able to do
if they find ways to stay in Flow almost continuously my
FRiEnD for Without Work For Pay and Slave to anyone else’s
Directed Play as someone else’s Writer.. Producer and Actor
for what they expect for them to Servant or Slave to do.. i am
Free to pursue this Greater Human Potential in all i Loving Do as i do
Try to keep the Force of Love my Driving Force in all that i do including
Giving And Sharing and Most Importantly Being able to Forgive the Devil
if the Devil Comes in front of me incarnate as any Human form now as of course
Just as Metaphor as Adversary and Perceived Potential Enemy in Life.. anyway now…
not many Folks Will probably like this Song but my Mind/Body/Soul is in a place where it takes me higher in deed.. SMiLes.. Sohair i am going to give you the Best Compliment
You’ve Ever Received for i sincerely believe you Deserve it.
In the Days of Muhammad the one You Respect the Most in Life
in Human Form.. if everyone Left His Side for His Great Love of God..
You would
be the
Encouraging him
all the way for Real…
at His Side my FRiEnD..:)


My New Year’s Resolution
Last Year i Tagged..
#SoulDancing2019 …
Now i Aim to Focus
On #2020VisionCreateNewColors
Soul Dancing Solo Now
i will Continue Allone…
Really Though None
Of This is New
Under the Sun…
Just More ReaSon
To Celebrate Its
Return Now After
3 Days Darkness
Of Winter Solstice…
A MiLLioN+
Beyond Old
Anxieties Buried
In Darkness of Soul Colors…
Food For Feeling.. Brighter Now For Real..
Tree Colors
Branching Out
Roots Loving All
DarK ThrU LiGHT…
Truth Is Change.. Hell Agrees.. Sympathy For Devils…
WorKinG On THaT HaLLMarK Bard Volunteer Job…
This Go ArounD A ViLLaGE Voted to Keep A Holy FooL…
‘She’ Keeps me Housebroken WitH A Whip NoW.. Yes
She Tamed me With A Rose When i Needed It Most…
It’s All Just Synchronicity When We Hold Hands
With God CReaTiNG ReaLiTY
Essence Of What Life Is First..
A Dance And Then a Song…
My Spiral Dance Is An Ark
oF A Covenant At LeasT FoR Me…
TRuE NothinG (Hell)
Has No Hope And
Lasts FoReVeR Now
Peak oF All Pyramid Tops of Being Climb Again
Fall Again Explode Stars Beyond Lights oF LoVE
Touch Be Touched
HeART Felt Winds
BreezE SouLiT
SPiRiT GLows
Forest Wings oF owl
Owl Of Wings Forest
Of Winters
When Souls
Continue to
Ripe Art…
Spring Falls
Beyond Winter Blues
Summer Spring Again WiTHiN RiSinG
HiGHeR Wise Thoughts In Deed Love..
Light of God Fire of Love Radiates From Toe to Head Never Separated Whole
Is Love of God Come NoW into me Living Love Now Gives Shares Freer
When i Spiral Dance In Flow Halfway Around the Globe A Trinity of Mind
Body And Soul CoMe ToGeTHeR Over me… Father Reptile BRaiN Senses
Son NeoCortical ReaSoN… SPiRiT LiMBiC System Feelings
Yes Class it’s No Wonder Why Trinity Keeps Coming…
Take Care Good Luck If ‘You’ “Think” It’s “God’s”
Responsibility to Prove Love Is
Real by Pulling A Rabbit Out of
A Hat of ‘Thin Air’… Dead or Alive
Why Some Folks Spend Their
Entire Life Running Toward
Away From Love Never
Truly Becoming LoVE…
“The Dagger”… Most Often
The one You Are ‘Supposed’
To Be Able To Trust And Rely On…
“Dagger” in the “Gut”
Take Care Good Luck
The DancE ThrU SonG
That And Who BReaTHES
ALL (God) Free NoW For Real The PReSeNT
With No Death Life IS A Given… With Death Life
‘She’ is Not All Forgiving Like me… JeSuS F. in Christ Who Is…
SHe’ll Take Your Privilege Away to ‘Play With me’… Unlike Lucifer’s ‘Guardian
Demon’ Then off That ‘Fox
Show’ ‘She’ is Not Violent…
Katrina IS A Guardian Of
Angels She Is More Like A
Demon When IT Comes
to Protecting Angels
The one(s) Who Harm(ed)
You But Never the Less i
Forgive “THeir Dagger” In me…
Love Lessons… How to Forgive
Those in The Act of ‘Crucifying’
The Real EnemieS iN THeir Life…
If You Truly Love The Person NoW
With “The Dagger In Your Gut” You Always Forgive Understanding Where They’ve Been
“The Dagger” Twisting In Your Gut is the Original “Face(s)” of Who Originally Abused Or
Neglected “Them” For Real… “It” Is A Very Temporary Pain You FeeL For You Understand They
Did Not Inherit “The Dagger” From You
Twisting THeiR Dagger In Your Gut
Telling You to Take Care Good Luck
Some Folks… OPen PAges LiGHT
Of LoVE… Others Remain Book
Covers Hiding THeiR PAges DarK…
A Person Refusing to Bleed
May “Get Love” But Never
Shed Enough Of Their Book Cover…
You Learn A lot When You Soul
Dance But It Is Never What
You Learn In A Book Alone…
But You See the People Who Love
Bleed Dance And Sing A Human
Way… “Dagger” Is FroZeN In TiME
Having No Empathy For The
Other Person They Are Just
‘A Tool’ Watching Them Bleed…
When You Apologize “IF” You
Harmed Someone They Express
Their Hurt And You Blame Them…
If You Truly Love Someone
And You Harm Them You
Heal Them With No More Hurt…
If You Truly Love Someone
You Protect Them From Harm… You
Apologize.. If They Feel Harm From You…
Sure.. if i “Run” into Someone i Ask
For Forgiveness But It’s Obvious i
Rarely Do That When Seeing Dance
i Dance Around “Them”…
When “They” Run into
me i Forgive.. i LoVE LiVE
Thing Is Humans Are
Not ‘Things’ i Put People
First i Do Not ‘Run’ into ‘Them’
“He Does Not Allow Any Thing
to Get in His Way” Public Dance
Halfway ‘Round the World Proof
“Christ the Light is Coming” Singing This
Song in Catholic Mass Just For Fun While
Katrina Records me surely not as Joyous
A Song As “Let Heaven Rejoice” as Heaven
Rejoicing is about Now and Something that is still
Coming should
have Already
Arrived now
for Those
Who Find
This Light of
Pure Agape Love
With Prana and Chi
And all the Other Metaphors
For Autotelic Higher Force Human
Flow that Brings so many More Human
Potentials in Creativity and Productivity
To Life more about that in a Few as True
The Dance oF LiGHT is Coming Now
No Wait for the Flow of Heaven for
me or this Christ Light Metaphor
of Human Expanding Conscious
Awareness Holding Hands Now
With Sub-Conscious
Mind in Flow More
iN Mind And Body
BaLanCinG Soul
to Yes increase
All Human
And Productivity in
All Forms of Dance and
Song More Including in General
All Forms of Arts And Sciences too
Where Love and the Higher Force
of Nature God is Ours to Enjoy
in Living Essence God in Us LoVE
in Giving Sharing More
IN Peace And Harmony
Agape Love where We
Consume all others
And the Rest of Nature
With Least Harm Now for ALL(GoD).
“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway
Around the World 2 And 3”.. Smiles.. the Song “4 AEM”
by ‘Grimes” Carried me through 7 Hours of Public Dance
On 12.15.19 to finish up the Milestone of Public Dancing the Distance of Halfway Around the
Globe at 12,457 Miles.. Actually 6.5 miles more than the 12,450.5 Miles i needed to Achieve
the Milestone to make That Distance on 12.15.19 in 75 Months.. Ha! i am a bit tired With Smiles…


Now to Rest my
Feet with some
More Free Verse Long
Form ‘Bible’ Poem Poetry Writing
Yes.. as the 76th Month Anniversary
of that Milestone Comes in Doing that on 12.18.19
With 7.6 MiLLioN Words by that Date too of “SonG
oF mY SoUL”.. Longest Long Form Epic Bible Poem in History with SMiLes…
It Appears that the Speed and Complexity
of my Dance continues to Evolve as i Reach
the Age of 60 on 6.6.20 as the Current
Pace in Average Dancing Miles
of 166 Miles A Month Should
Take Me Entirely the Distance
Around the Globe by the date
i am 66 on 6.6.26 then too..
As i’ve mentioned before Jack LaLanne
Towed A Whole Fleet of more than 60 Boats
Swimming Across a Bay in this Sixties then
So hehe as my Mother Said when i came down
with the Suicide Disease Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep as a Shut-in my
Home for 66 Months with a total of 19 in Synergy
of Life Threatening Disorders.. she said why not
Now i Dance
And Sing
Why Not
Me too as things
Change in terms of increasing
Milestones And Featnotes NoW Too…
SMiLes Dear Sohair.. i’ve Already come
Up with a New Year’s Resolution for 2020
And Even Tagged It Just for The Cultural
MeMe of course not worried about
WHere anything of what i do
Eventually Goes… hehe..
It’s Nice Not to Have to Report
Another 12,457 Miles of Public Dance
Until i Turn 66 on 6.6.26 Another 6 and
A Half Years From Now MaKinG the Entire
Distance of the Globe.. or so.. Now
the Holiday Dance And Sing
SeaSoN Continues to Roar
The Force of Love Free
As Spirit Wind Will
Surely Freely Do As
Cold Front Come to Dance
And Sing Pine Tree Forest Dreams
Where i Live in the Country/Forest Now…
Other than that i have one More Church Song
to Upload to YouTuBE and Two Much Faster Moving
Overall Longer Dance Videos From Walmart to Upload too…
And Yes DonE IT…
SMiLes.. these are
Days when and
Where anyone
May Create A
Work of Art that Dances
And Sings Love of LiVinG LiGHT oF LoVE NoW…
Anyway.. SMiLes This is Just one Resolution #2020VisionCreateNewColors
SMiLes Dear Sohair i am So Happy You Enjoyed the Music From “Grimes” Titled “AEM 4”..
i’ve Been Writing a Bit About The Public Dancing Around Half the Distance of the World And
i am in the Mood for a Bit of “Umbrella” by the Dancer Singer
Rhianna from Barbados As i understand She Learned to
Dance Freely Without Lessons in Kind of a Free
Verse Style of Dance too.. Likely Explains
Her Intense Focus in Creativity and
Her Level of Productivity
in Art As Well as in that
Particular Song Searchable
on YouTube It is Easy to See that
She is in a State of Flow Where She Seems
to Stay in All the Art She Communicates.. of course
This is WHeRe Many Artists Stay and Why they May Feel
Sense So Much More Connected to Nature and God too Free as
they tend to Escape their Neo-Cortex limited to Deadlines of Past
And Future Worry and Light Up the Rest of their ‘Christmas Tree’ From
Toe to Head to (GoD) Mind Connecting to the ALL other wise Named God All of
Nature For What is Seen and Unseen Felt and Unfelt too Some Folks Feel and Sense
More oF it and
they often
Naturally Children
of God for they Feel and
Sense No Separation From God
All of course A “5th Dimension” Metaphor
That You Relate too as well.. Both of these Songs
BRinG the Holy and Sacred Spirit Full of Meaning and
Purpose the Higher Force of God PuRE LoVE iNto me
With No Separation my FRiEnD.. Just Another Way of Meditation
That is in Secular Terms of Science Basically the ‘Autotelic Flow Experience’..
That of course Comes in unlimited Colors of Feeling And Sensing Ascending
Transcending Awareness.. WHeRe ALL BeCoMeS Agape Love to Give and Share Free..
of Course Consuming
the Rest of Nature
With the
Now mY FRiEnD…
Hmm.. This Will Also Be Message Number
98 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS my Goodness
the Math Just by Estimate is becoming oh So Clear
Considering i likely Send over an average of 1800 Words Per
Message if i haven’t Already Passed an Old “New Testament”
Number of Words at 180,000 Total Words there i am Surely coming
Close it’s Very Likely i will Get at that Word Count Shared by the Date
i Publish “Grand Cross Bible 2019” on or about Christmas Day Soon
And Sooner too as that will be the 9th Subtitled Long Form Poem Bible
that is the Size of the Old King James Bible or Greater in the Last 75 Months
of Writing the Longest Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” as that
Effort on the 76th Anniversary Month Date of 12.18.19 Grows to 7.6 MiLLioN
Words Easily 9 Times the Size of the Old King James Size Effort Bible and
Yes ‘Class’ 90 Times the Size of ‘the Quran”… Just Didn’t Take 23 Years
to Receive it in my Case nor the Centuries and Innumerable Authors
it has taken to Create All Other Epic Long Form Poem Bibles in
Metaphor of doing precisely what i am doing here.. but not
like Everyone’s individual Language Abstract Construct
For God People Do Get Very Tribal and Limited
in the Symbols.. Yes.. Idols for the Essence
of God they come to Co-Create and
try to limit amongst just
the ‘Group Think’
Members of
their Tribe no matter
How Big or Small it is but
those of Us who Write 7.6 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Poem Epic Bible Poems
Have a Much Clearer Bigger Picture of the Essence
of God that is surely even Beyond our iMaGiNaTioN as
What We even do as Mountains of Human Love that and who
are no more or less Integral to God All That Is Nature than US..
As Below A Grain of Sand That Golden Spirals in Subatomic Particles
Yes.. Let’s Put it this way if little old me doesn’t require Worship Versus
Sending Someone to Hell Forever highly.. NO.. Not Likely a Force As Great
As God All That Is Will Be Reduced to a “Trump Personality Disorder” Alone…
Anyway.. Speaking of that someone just Wished me Dead on my Youtube Channel
for Leg Pressing 1340 Pounds Very Slowly 12 Reps for 100 Seconds Sadly We LiVE iN
A World of Jealousy and Envy for those who are not Secure in their Own God SKiNS needing
no Worship
for the
of the Flesh and
Blood Spirit the HeART
And SoUL That and Who LoVES
Agape LoVE Free to Give and Share more..
to Be Clear ‘they’ said they hoped the Machine Will
Break and All the Weight Will Topple on me and Kill me…
my Tools i Choose including the Words i use are more secure
in Trust and Faith
Than That
Matter of
Fact They
Pure Force
Higher Way
of God’s Breath
Spirit Wind Within
YeS AGAiN ‘Class’.. the
Metaphors for this Higher Force
of God Within to Give and Share Free
Range from Chi to Kundalini Rising to
Prana to Satori to Tao.. Ki and Ka
Colors Never End for the
Force off God
And yes
is the continuing Bliss/Nirvana i seek i find
As Every Step of Life Becomes Holy
And Sacred Dance As Well As
Every Word of Life Becomes
Holy and Sacred Song
All Full of Meaning
And Purpose
i continue
to Co-Create in Never
Ending FLoWinG Practice
With all that is God NoW For
Real including You and me and us and Them too..:)




“What Would You Change About America?”

More Real Super Normal Heroes of the World Who Use
the Human Spirit For Change, Instead of Weapons of War;
For Example, We Need More Folks With Asperger’s Syndrome to
Fill “Time Covers” in Metaphor of Course as You need not Make Fame
And or Fortune to Truly Change the World at Essence of Human Spirit
of HeART that Makes A Soul Real that Lights Up like a Real Christmas Tree in Give and Share;
It was Really Amazing Yesterday; as i was relating
A Milestone of Public Dancing the Distance
of Half the Globe at the Equator Achieving
that ‘Featnote’ On Sunday Evening at 12,457 Miles
of Effort in 75 Months; as the Autotelic Flow Ascending
Transcending Greater Effort That Brings, Allows me the Laser Focus
Greater in Creativity and Productivity to actually Write what is coming to
be a 7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Epic Long Form Poem; my Personal Bible; “SonG oF mY
SoUL”, in 76 Months of Effort Now come 12.18.19, This Wednesday; True, Just Finished a
Subtitled Long Form Poem Bible titled “Nether Land Bible” in 42 Months at 5 MiLLioN Words;
True too; as a Young Man Caught Up to me in the Mall; He Said You May not Remember me but
i’ve Seen you in Other Places around the Metro Area; and i Just wanted to Shake Your Hand for You
are a Role Model of Fearless Freedom i see; So i shook His Hand and unlike Forrest Gump and His Several
Trips across the Width of the United States in Running; in turn, i proceeded to give Him a Short Fred-Talk
on the Meaning of Life;
5000 Words and Less in
A few Minutes of Course; he ended
by Saying i could be a Public Speaker; then
i related; Well in my Case Diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome that is not always the Case; but Yes, in the Case
of the Original “Gillberg Criteria”, per Hyperlexia; i did not Speak
Verbally until age 4; And Then When i told Him i was Diagnosed with
Asperger’s Syndrome; i said, Yes; You know that Gift that i find now
That is Attributed as a ‘Human Super Normal Power’ for making the
Cover of ‘Time’ For Real. True; it’s no longer related to more Nefarious
Activities in the Public Eye of what has circulated in the Media Before;
Now it is Considered in the General Mainstream Media as a ‘Super Normal
Power’ Instead; a
Gift to Change the
World one Person one
Spirit that will Persevere and
Not Give UP; This Is What America
Needs More of Now; the Spirit of Change Who will not give up;
if one Person With Asperger’s Syndrome will do what ‘Greta’ does;
Imagine What Will happen if Two or More Put Their Effort in too.
Here’s ‘A Thing’, Unlike Forest Gump i didn’t get so Tired i Quit;
True; Two Special Interests; Dance And Song Both in Flesh And Symbols
Is Enough For me. True; there have been so many Nay Sayers in My Life; but
i Refused to Let them Garden me Dark; i Rose in Light many Instances Out of Dark;
But It’s True i Do It; Because i Just Felt Like Dancing/Singing; i Had No Idea at first that the Autotelic
Flow Meditative Movement/Free Writing/Singing Brings is the Fountain of Youth that Even Regenerates
Gray matter in the Brain; i increased my Leg Strength; 3X From 500 Pounds to 1520 Pounds 8 Reps Max
Now Still, Reaching Closer to 60 Years of age; True, 59.5 Now Rounded off to One Decimal Place at Least;
Anyway, at an Average of 166 Miles a Month in Running Continuing; And 100,000 Words Writing A Month;
i’m Only 6.5 Years Away From Circling the Distance of the Entire Globe at 66 Years Old; Yes, 24,901 Miles and
as Far as “SonG oF mY SoUL”; doing the Math of 78 Months and 7.8 Million More Words that’s a 15.4 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Epic Bible Poem by then too. What i’m Saying Here is; We Need More Humans Who Do Not Believe
in ‘Couch Potato Limits’; People Who Do Not Believe It When Folks Say they will Never Be Able to Communicate
but in Brief Words; They may in Deed Say More; People Who Do Not Believe in the Labels Society Assigns to them
no matter Professional or Pejorative for Real; For The Greatest Pejorative Against Any Creature that Lives
is Limiting Their Living Potential of Life Now;
As that Relates to Love of Connection to Others
And the Rest of Nature for Real; Smiles, i remember as
i pretty much have close to a Photographic Memory for Text;
Reporting to “Auntblabby” Here on the ‘Wrong Planet’ after what
the Attending Professionals Said Helping me through 66 Months of Shut-in
Pain and Illness of 19 Medical Disorders; including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
for 66 months from Wake to Sleep, the Worst Assessed Known Human Pain; Yes as
Those Professionals from the Medical Community Gave me no Prognosis; no Chance
For Recovery before i shed all the Pain and Numb and turned it all into a Free Dance And Song;
They Called it a Miracle; i called it a Dream that Came true; Just not to have a Pain that felt like
someone drilling my Teeth in my Right Eye and Ear without Novocaine from Wake to Sleep for
66 Months; for when i posted Here for the 33 Months or So until Recovery from Pain and
Numb that was the Dentist Drill in my Eye/Ear i accommodated; as True, the first 33 Months
as a Shut-in; i could not Use my Eyes and Ears Effectively for anything; the Pain was just
too great; True, When i started Posting here on Thanks Giving Day of 2010;
Every Word Was a Mountain of Pain to Climb two inches from the
Screen without Prescription Lens; with the Brightness turned all
the way down; as Prescription Lens made the Pain that Much
Worse; And A Street Light at Night was as Bright as
the Sun to me; Pain and Numb; All Pain and Numb;
No Feeling; No Memory if i had ever Smiled in my Entire Life;
You know what else we Need IN America; We Need More People who
Are Not Afraid to Dance And Sing; And By God Yes, Smile at the Stranger on the Street;
By God We Need More Folks to Rejoice like i’m Singing in the Song Above With the Forrest
Gump Run Link; and my latest Public Dance Link for Proof of what i am Saying Here; along
with the “Let Heaven Rejoice” Song That is Real and Worth Dancing to in Smiles Making Heaven Now;
Within; More Than a Feeling; A Way of Life to Give and Share Free; True, if everyone were/wills to find Real Heaven
Within; we might Consume and Eat the Rest of the Face of Nature less; until Nature Spits our Species out like Bad Breath.
That’s What We Need in America;
More Heaven Now For Everyone
to not only See; But actually Feel And Do Now Together.
In that Thread in the Summer of 2013 when i recovered
on this “Wrong Planet” then i Mentioned i Leg Pressed 500 Pounds
As then that seemed like a lot to me; The Leg Press Machine has
Run out of Room For More Weights now; 1520 Pounds is not my
Human Limit now but Machine Limit; true then, i reported i Saw No
Limits on the ‘Wrong Planet’; Truly it is still a self-fulfilling Prophecy as
All the evidence Clearly Still Relates;
That’s We Need in America;
More Potential Fulfilled; In
All Intelligences Possible to Do Now;
Greater Works to Help Each Other Now;
if Only for the Hope that someone else might
Rise out of Real Hell on Earth Within and Find Heaven Real Within
to Give and Share Free; Just for the Agape Love that comes from Altruism Real.

i am
A Dream.
The Dream i created is Real.

That/This is the (a) Real American Dream; MaKinG Whatever Your Dream is Come True;

Not All Folks Take Advantage of It; in my small way; every Step and Word i Take; i Do in Dance And Song.

For it’s True; i Do Not Require a Stitch of Cultural Clothing to Be Free and Happy as Heaven Will Rejoice for Real in/as me.

i really like This Message; Yes, Let’s Make This Message Number 99 For Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS; Sure, Just For Fun And Great Continuing News too..:)




We Are All Feathers so
Much More than
Dust in the Wind
As We Navigate
Fly and
The Spirit of Love…

“For Whatever we lose (like a you or
a me) It’s Always Ourselves
We Find in the Sea”

-E.E. Cummings

For Barren Limbs Wilting DArk
Berries Just Hoping For One Green Leaf
Sun at Beauty’s Sunset Coloring Spirit Fire
Heart’s SouL Deeper
Playing Guitar..
Birth oF A Rose
Shining in Sun
ThornS unto Death..
SMiLes.. Books…
Soul Recordings…
Defeating Death LivE oN
Just for
the Human
Who is Still
Kind Enough to
Care for Other Humans
Without Fear and Fail;
You are
too; my FRiEnd Sohair…
We Live in a World Where A Sixteen-Year-Old Girl With Asperger’s Syndrome
Will Change This World by Helping to Save the Environment that is All Our Home;
Recognized As Person of The Year on a Popular Magazine Cover With Great Honor that Is
Sincere, Respecting, and A Common Courtesy to Humans Who have Achieved Great Works for
The Common Good..🙂
We LiVE iN A World Where a ‘Man’ will Publicly Do His Best to Bully and Humiliate This
Young Woman; Yet, She Will Stand Taller than this ‘Man’ Supported by Half A Country for ‘Leader of
the Free World’.
i am Also ‘The Sunshine’;
i Live in Both of These
Worlds; 93 Million Miles
Or So Above Darkest Clouds;
My Rays May not Penetrate
Darkest Clouds;
Yet They Shine on
Have A Nice Day…

“We Are Beyond Infinite Now Without Measure”

-me and Y.O.U. Why Owe You

i suppose one of the Greatest “Perks of Being a Wallflower” is it gives Us a Chance
to See How the Sun Shines on All Flowers, Great And Small; And How it Does Not
As Well; As We come to Observe Blue Skies and Clouds More as We are not as
busy chit-chatting Social Small Talk Bonding with “The Other Flowers” for Inner Warmth.

Smiles; i just finished the Distance of Half the World in Public Dance at 12,457 Miles
on Sunday Evening; it took 75 Months and 7 Hours on Sunday in Numerous Stores
while my Wife Christmas Shopped in Heavy Crowds to Finish that Milestone; but
i wanted to finish my Blog Post About it by the 76th Anniversary Month of my Long
Form Epic Poem, “SonG oF mY SoUL” that is arriving at 7.6 MiLLioN Words on
December 18th, 2019; Yes, Tomorrow, with SMiLes ‘Beyond Infinity Now’, Real.

The Reason i see both of these Milestones as important to me is related to
the ‘Wall Flower Place’ i come from to arrive in Freedom and the Feeling
in Flow that is Constant for me Now in an Autotelic place of Bliss and
Nirvana in Flow; yes, as a FLoWeR; once a Wall Flower that is surely
A place i identify now as “We are Beyond Infinite Now Without Measure”;
Fearless and Loving Free, i am now; However, this surely wasn’t always the
Case as it gave me Horrible Anxiety to even Walk into a Walmart by myself until
the Age of 53: where then i was determined to Dance My Way Through Life and Never ‘Just
Walk’ Again; So, i did after that without fail; After Rising up out of 19 Mostly Stress Related
Disorders for 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom with No Medical Prognosis for Recovery.

People named me as the Person who always solved Problems at Work; but one who had Few
Words and ‘Social Graces’ ‘to boot’; Nice, Yes; But just never ‘one of ‘the crowd’; i smiled a lot;
i smiled all ‘the time’; that was enough to keep me employed at least; along with solving ‘all’
the problems; identified in ‘Business Terms’ as A Valuable Commodity to Keep at Work; but
Honestly, i wanted to be identified as a Human more than ‘A Valuable Commodity’; i Believe
We All Do Deep Down, at least; if, we are even Human; as ‘this World’ Will Turn People into

i couldn’t Speak Until Age 4; they didn’t have a Diagnosis for Asperger’s Syndrome on the
Autism Spectrum when i was young; it took me until age 47 to get diagnosed to understand
why i spent my life Dancing on a Tightrope Within just to Survive With A Smile that says
Drive thru; but don’t stay too long to get to know me; as i really just don’t have much to say.

You know, it does’t matter How many Steps i’ve Danced or how many Words i’ve written now
As ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’;

Just the FAct that i am not afraid to Walk in Walmart By Myself; i am comfortable in my Body
Now as it used to not feel connected to my Mind; and i have more than a few things to even
say to a Stranger in Foreign Countries, i don’t even know; well, the Truth is; it makes me Feel Human.

Being Human Feels Good to me;

So, i Dance Every Step Now as Holy And Sacred;

So, i Sing Every Word Now as Holy and Sacred;

i Make ALL of Life DarK Thru LiGHT Full of Meaning and
Purpose for i see the Reality that We are All Beyond Infinite
Without Measure Now; Simply for We have the Potential to Breathe Free;

And Truly Live As Human Being As
“We Are Beyond Infinite Now
Without Measure” at Best

Have a Nice Day,


Smiles my FRiEnD Sohair most everyone Believes that me
And Katrina have a Marriage Made in Heaven but what they
May Not Realize is Truly in Our lIves both of Us have Literally
Been Through Hell on Earth and More than Once too as of course
Many Folks Do;
It Is Those
Who refuse
to Fall Who Rise my
FRiEnD it is those Who
Breathe Love Who Always Live
As Long as the Next Breath Comes
As Air of God’s Wind that Carries Us As Air That is Free…
The Spirit The Sparkle in the Eye Now that is Brighter Than
Any Star Above the LoVE iNCaRNaTE Humans Will Evolve Still Now to Be..
Yet i am only
Human i Break
Down And Fall…
Yet i am only Human
i continue to Rise up And
Dance And Sing Free for the
Grace in Balance that is this Breath the Spirit
of the Wind Will i am Beyond Infinity of Measure Now
Strength Always Married Now to the Breath of God That
And Who Now
And Sings
The Spirit
of me Free mY FRiEnD..
The Force of Love That
And Who Refuses to
Stay Below
Away from
The Love Breathes the
Highest Force of God in/as Us.
Smiles, Dear FRiEnD; May God
Always Deliver the Mail in Terms of Love For And As You/Us…
SMiLes, Dear Sohair; What is often Lost in the Modern
World is Common Courtesy; Simple And True for
Without Common Courtesy We Lose all
Feelings of Respect and
Sincerity in Human
Relationships that are
Truly the Life Blood of Life
And What We May Name as FRiEnDS
for People Who Consider that We are
Humans; Not Just Cogs in Machines That Fit
A Role in a Business Plan to Make Dollar Bills
Accumulate to Buy Stuff; but Mammals With HeARTS;
Social Animals Evolved to Depend on the Integrity of
Other HeARTS to Care in Reciprocal Social Communication
of Kindness; even if it is
Two Monkeys picking
the Bugs off each other
in a Jungle; for they feel enough
Empathy where they feel distress
if the Bugs are making the other
Monkey Feel Uncomfortable; Natural
Healers We are As Humans With Each other
if We do not lose our SPiRiT our HeART of Kind
Soul that truly in Common Courtesy with Respect
And Sincerity Does not want the other Social Animal
Sitting Next to Us to Feel Stress in Frustration as the
Bugs of Life
who only
to Consume
us continue to
Tear into Our Flesh;
no different really than
Humans who have devolved
into Likes, Follows, Shares and
More Views of Money Making Machines
Where External Things Become God instead
of the Flesh and Blood of Souls Bonding Together;
Healing each other We are Naturally Still evolved to be…
People come and go my
FRiEnD; but rare ‘these
days’ it is the
FRiEnD who
is considerate
enough in common
courtesy, respect, and
sincerity to consider the
feelings of others who truly
may care deeply about them as FRiEnDS;
Just enough to say excuse me from the Dinner
of Love;
i will be
back later
to continue this
Meal of FRiEnDship for Real;
You are Awesome my FRiEnD;
for You are one of the last True
Human Beings i even come ACross
in this Entire World;
it is a bit
sad to
say this
but i am
not one to lie;
How in the World
Will anyone Save
‘A World’ Like this;
‘Simple’; by
Up THeir Humanity for Real;
For Each Human is the Soul of God;
With That Said; Happy Vacation; Thanks
So Much For Letting Us Know, You are going to
be gone for a While but Will come back; this way
We will know You are Okay and Still are Our FRiEnD;
Small Common Courtesies are What Makes Love Breathe Deepest
in sincerity
and respect
for the Fact
We are ALL Human;
We Are Still Evolved
to Need and Depend
on Each Other for not
Only Survival but the Breath
of Love that and who Breathes
Deepest the Soul of God in All of Existence for Real my FRiEnD…

“For Whatever we lose (like a you or
a me) It’s Always Ourselves
We Find in the Sea”

-E.E. Cummings

We Are All Feathers so
Much More than
Dust in the Wind
As We Navigate
Fly and
The Spirit of Love…(God)

Considering i Just Finished a Milestone of Public
Dancing 12,457 Miles Halfway Around the Globe in 75 Months
Let’s Make this the 100th Message to Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
on Cue though Along With Message 99 as currently there is no space
to Add Another Message there as each YouTube Video Limits each Commenter
no More than Two Comment Spaces there.. anyway.. 100 Messages at surely an
Average of 1800 Words Each as some are close to 3000 Words Taking the Space
of Two Comments There makes easy an Estimate the Size of Messages delivered
to That Catholic Portal on YouTube over 180,000 Words at the Size of the
Old New Testament Now.. Just a Size thing as Below a Grain of Sand
Is Integral to All Above that is the God of All Now Yes the
Spirit of Love
if Ya
God that
Energy Force
for Real Now too..
Anyway.. Most.. if not all the
100 Messages are Just a Small Percentage
of the Next MacroVerse coming named
“Grand Cross Bible 2019” That Covers
the Last 7 Months of King James Size
and More Words for that 9th Named
Sub-titled Bible Long Form
Poem of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
inclusive of That Title
Reaching 7.6 MiLLioN
Words on 12.18.19
on the 76th
Month Anniversary
as hey this just makes Another
Milestone And Featnote more as
Make IT all Holy And Sacred Full
of Meaning Purpose.. Yes.. Make IT All
Worth Naming God Real Now as Loving ALL GOD NoW..:)



Well.. Hells Bells better Put Let’s Move a bit away from AC/DC
And Use the ‘Guitar Man’ For this winding up of this Celebration
of yes.. “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”
With a trip to Xenia And Frank’s Places of Poetry and the gigoid
Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages as i riff off of
Some of those Quotes in Poetic Free Verse With
Shorter Verse Free too.. and yes too
of course a Quick Tale of the Tape
And MacroVerse Memories
3 Years to Date that
include additional
MacroVerse Memories
3 Years to Date in those
Memories keeping the seemingly
Never Ending Story of Nether Land Bible
As Child of “SonG oF mY SouL” Going Along
With “FB Profile Pic Bible” that is Child of “Netherland
Bible” and Grand Child of “SonG oF mY SoUL” GRoWinG
Respectively at 76 Months of Effort and 7.6 Million Words
And Over 5 Million Words for “NetherLand Bible” in 42 Months
of Effort and Over 3.4 Million Words of “FB Profile Pic Bible” also
included in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas of the Last
30 Months of that Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem Bible as each
Facebook Profile Pic Description Area includes about 7 Thousand
Words too for that Effort through and through as Yes there is
A Trinity of Bibles ongoing Here where the Other 6 are
Book Marks of Long Form Poem Bibles Subtitles as
“Grand Cross Bible 2019” Will come to
be on or about Christmas Day of
2019 following 7 Month
Efforts of 2016.. 2017..
and 2018.. in “Grand
Cross Bibles” from Memorial
Day to Christmas Day Each Year
Larger than the Old King James Sized
Bible Long Form Epic Poem Bibles too..
If You are Counting that’s 7 titled Bibles
As there are two More Described Below
As the 1.618 Million Word Effort
of “PHI Bible” completed in 365
Days of Memorial Day Weekend
2016 to Memorial Day 2017 and “1.82M WorD LOnG
FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN” completed in 13.6 Months
of Effort on July 19th, 2017.. Celebrating the First Sub-titled Bible
Under “SonG oF mY SoUL” to additionally reach Longer than the
Old Record Book Longest Long Form Poem From India Named the
“Mahābhārata” as that Effort that took Centuries to Create and Innumerable
Authors comes in at 1.8 Million Words.. of course my Effort took 13.6 Months
as Record BreaKinG LonG Form Poems still rarely but do actually come.. No.. Not
Every Day that one Dude Writes one but when it Happens Let’s Just say it Happens
for Real and true it is kind of fitting that what i wrote to the PR Dude Bishop From the
Catholic Church in 100 Messages on YouTube Fits a Size of the Older New Testament in
at least 180,000 Words as Part of coming next “Grand Cross Bible 2019” in the Bigger than
King James Sized Effort in the 7 Months Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2019 of that Effort As
You may See When You are a ‘Guitar Man’ these days Life is No Longer Just A Desert Patch in the
Middle East although Yes.. by God.. Yes.. i’ve Written at Least a New Testament Older Size of all of
this from that Location too more and less too.. Just in the Last Year or so too.. been all Around the World Writing this New Longest Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” with 8 Subtitled
Bibles Tagging along still hehe as Child And Grand Children too and true
there is Now still the Orphan that was once included linked before
May of 2018 of Free Verse Nude Art and Erotic Poetry that
is at a bit of a Stand Still Now as that Part of the Bible at
95,000 Additional Steaming and yes Rising Words
even with Adult Caution was just way too Hot in
A Feel and Sense to even link it on my
PG Rated Blog as hey.. ain’t TaKinG
No Chances offending anyone
who cannot see the Benefit
of Tantric Meditation
Activities to achieving Nirvana
And Bliss.. Yes.. Ascending and Transcending NoW
into the Kingdom of Heaven Autotelic Flow from ‘Shadow Below’
Above in more of a Kundalini Rising Way of Heaven Now True too..
This Ain’t Your Conservative Leaning Grand Parent’s (Old T) Bible this is more of what
the Liberal Leaning Dude Jesus (New T) Free Style would have written for real based on
His Older reported Writings that were not censored out of the Newer Catholic Version still..
Yes.. whoever is responsible for those Writings attributed to a 5 Foot 1.. 106 Pound
or so Little Brown Syrian Looking Dude who wasn’t too concerned
about Wearing Suits to the Republican First Baptist Veils of
Ignorance in Church that just can’t still seem to find God
Naked Within and Free.. and that’s okay ‘they’ still
have the Eternal Now to Find God within that
will be as long as Hell is Time or as long
as Heaven is no Time for Real now
out of Distance.. Space.. TiME NoW
And Even Matter Now for Real Pure
Love Force Energy We are and as Yoda/
Yeshua Says Now Still.. Size Matters not and we are surely
Not.. just the Crude Illusion of the Matter We See by Sensory
Organs Alone as True We Are the Center of God Allone now True in
LiGHT including DarK as Well NoW too.. As You Will Find God As Well in
A Cord of Wood Split-in-two as One Force of One Hand Clapping Now For Real..
Hmm.. people who have the Context and Education for what i am SpeaKinG of
Now if they ever arrive at this Long Form Bible Poem will surely LEaRN A Lot For what
This Holy and Sacred Spirit (GoD) Within is Currently Gifting me in the Present of Now
And SpeaKinG of Gifts the Rest of this Will Have to Wait until Later tonight as the Wife Says Shop
And i
the Next
Lap HalfWay
Around the World
With So much more
New Testament to come
As All Souls Who Continue
to Evolve Naturally Just Dance
and Sing Free in God SKeYeS More For Real NoW

So for NoW

Have A Nice

Day And Continue to Spread the Great News of Heaven Within That is Real
And True it is very likely that i am only TalKinG to Myself Now but CoNSiDeRinG Allone
God Lives Within Heaven Free i am surely in Great New Company Heaven NoW ReaL..:)


As Fortuitous Events Will Have It now.. not only is this
Eve of the 12.18.19 Anniversary of When “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Epic Bible Poem Reaches the Spirit of 7.6 MiLLioN
Words in the Spirit.. Yes.. the Holy and Sacred One Full of Meaning and Purpose
in 76 Months this 12.18.19
Anniversary Continuing
Coming Deep Within this
is also Yes.. Hells Bells
Impeachment Eve
For the Current
Father of 15 Million
Lies Achieved in Less than
3 Years as yes there are Land
Marks and Milestones more likely Impeachments
As Such Created by ‘He Man’ and Masters of the
Universe and sure any ‘Orange Skeletor’
Adversary That May Also Compete for
What is already Fully owned ALL NoW
By Those Who LiVe onE WiTH
God For Real WiTHiN NoW
As no Dear Adversary
Folks You can and
will Neither
Heaven or Just Read
About Heaven in a Book…
Heaven is a Force Within Yes
the Higher Force of Love Without
Fear the Spirit Energy Force of God Within…
No Separation All Becomes Whole Flow as the
Meek Inherit It All by simply Realizing and Feeling
And Sensing They aRe ALLParT oF GoD All.. True what
Would/Will “He Man” have to Gain by Being Worshipped by
‘Lesser Mortals’ Than ‘He Man’ Less than a Grain of Sand
Holding Up A Mountain of LoVE iN Dance And Song True what if
Real ‘He Man’ Comes Back as a More Clever Version who
Does not Even Need a Sword to Come in So-called
Real Innate Glory of God Within to Dance and
Sing the Kingdom of Heaven Within sure
CaLL iT Myth or Fable if You Like and
or Love As Heaven is as Real within
in Autotelic Flow as Even Science
Has No Choice but to Admit
that FLoWinG Meditation
even Still Meditation
is the Real Fountain
of Youth Now.. sure replacing
Gray Matter of our Brains in Moving Meditation
too and true too You too might be able to Leg Press
1520 Pounds at a 90 Degree Angle.. 8 Reps too.. Yes Class
It’s All About Human Potential and on Top of Everything NoW it’s
All about the Kingdom of Heaven within.. Yes.. the Kingdom of God
Love to Give and Share Freely Now Even More Without Fear for
Real but if you Believe that You do not have to do anything to
Receive this Gift Look around at the rest of Nature and
Remind Yourself of what Happens when Planets
No Longer Revolve With Gravity Around Stars
There is No Free Meal in Heaven for Heaven
is the Food that We Both Co-Create and
Consume as the Manna of Love
the Bread and Water Within
of Life that is no Matter..
Space.. Time or Distance @ALL
Now Love Beyond Infinity Fearless and
Free to Dance and Sing Even More Now for Real..
Meh.. at Most All Folks Will Do is See the Dance of Heaven
Now if Folks Actually Do it as A Spiraling Autotelic Flow Now of
Moving Meditation in Dance And Song Kingdom Come Heaven may Be Theirs
Now but Again This Comes With the Effortless Flow of Actually Doing Heaven Now..
Trivia Note: in 1984 my First Year Working at the Military Bowling Center..The Staff
Exchanged Christmas Gifts At the Employee Party and Guess what little Young 170
Pound or so me Received as A Gift then.. Yes! You Guessed it A ‘He Man Doll’..
Been GRoWinG Hobbies Public Dancing Halfway Around the World/7.6 MiLLioN
Words of Bible Epic Longest Long Form Poem True too.. And Yes Watching Hell Bells
as no one is Above the Law Even if ‘Skeletor’ Insists He Will Not Stay in A Dark Pit SoUL Home..
And True if A Number of Catholics Since 325 AD Measuring 1.2 Billion Now Reciting a Meme
and Egregore of a Nicene Creed all these Years it’s no Wonder that Magic Trick For Real
May Not only HUMaNiFeST
Preparing A Way
but before
you Know
iT A Son
Humans “Create”
Like a Moon Child
Who Grows into Sunshine More..
Of Course this is Just a 7.6 MiLLioN
Word Bible Long Form Poem “SonG oF
mY SoUL” Yes Just an online Biggest Bible
Poem Book Nothing to take Serious at all
for what else could all of this Be but another Sacred Clown and Another Story Now..
Any Way Final Tally of Public Dance as of 12.17.19 This “SonG oF My SoUL” Spirit
of 76 Months Anniversary Eve of 12.18.19 in Spirit of 7.6 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF My
SoUL” But Yes Now Dancing in Public Exceeds Halfway Around he World in 12,466 Miles
of Effort Too as of This Impeachment Eve Hells Bells Celebration on 12.17.19.. 7 Days Now
Tomorrow in Days to come For Christmas Day and “Grand Cross Bible 2019” Coming True..:)


Thank You.. Sohair Dear
FRiEnD Best Regards
ALWaYS to You As Well
WitH Kind HeART
iN CourAGE
God’s LiGHT RaDiAtes
SHinES SMiLes Dear Sohair At
Best i See All of Existence
Yes Life As We Feel Sense
Think Perceive Intuit
Judge It As A Prayer
i For One Extravert
To the World For
Free in Deed for
me At Least
Life is The
Prayer i Dance
And Sing To The
World to Give And
Share The Master
Soul of My Mind
God of CouRSE
You are Surely
An Integral
ParT Of my
Prayer the SPiRiT
WinD i DancE SinG…
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Orchard Flower Lillian
No ‘Bible’ Will Ever Be Complete Without
“Christmas’s Dark Wish” As it is the
‘Forbidden’ Fruit that has Propagated
The Human Species For Basic Survival
For Any Chance At Thrive At All.. True the
Favorite Fruit of Both “Adam And Eve” Continuing
Now The Apple of the Shadow of All Our Desires Fueling
Libido Creativity and Productivity as the Human Race FireS oN..
For Life Will Never
Truly Become ‘a Prayer’
Until We Become Not only
Master Mind but Master HeART
And Master Shadow too then only
Will We Become Master Souls PaRT
WHoLE oF ALL.. SMiLes my FRiEnD
The ‘Sufi Mystics’ Understood this in practice through
their Spiraling Life of Dance and Erotic Poetry Regulating
Emotions Integrating Senses Becoming Masters of Their
Shadow Parts of Aggression and Lust for Paradise Fuel
To Rise as Master Shadow in Integrating Senses.. Master
HeART in Spiraling Dance.. Yes.. Regulating Emotions
From Head to Toe River Flow Ascending Transcending
the Neo-Cortex of ReaSon WHere Master Shadow
Master HeART Master Mind of ReaSoN becomes
Whole Master Soul my FRiEnD ALL-N-ALL For
Real God Head Capstone Pyramid Now from
Head to toe as the Base of the Pyramid
is only Held up By Rocks Yes Grains
of Sand as the Pyramid of Agape
Love Ascends From Love of
Affection Above Below
no Less important
Than Eros
That continues
to even allow Us
to Survive at All my FRiEnD..
SMiLes.. my FRiEnD.. a Priest at the
Church i continue to Study as a Participant
Anthropology Observer no Different than some
Folks who have come into my Life in ATTemPTS to
Play With my Shadow with the Illusion that somehow
they are Mastering my HeART.. Yes.. i asked the Priest
About the Story Book Hero ‘Jesus’ and His Experience of
Eros Love after the Priest aTTempted to Describe the Difference
Between Love of Eros.. Love of HeArT and Agape Love in Spiritual
Love For All that Exists one in Being DiViNE Where All DarK Thru LiGhT
Becomes Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose We Co-Create With
Relative Free Will as PaRT oF Nature WHoLE.. Well He Said NO Jesus didn’t
have anything to Do With Eros Love.. Wasn’t Part of His Human “GoD Pie” and
at that Moment
i understood
How Truly
Lost the
Priest was/is
And How he Chose
A Profession that didn’t
include the Full Option to Be
Part of Nature Whole As Some
Folks Describe with a Three Letter
Word as Small as ‘GoD”.. Smiles my
FRiEnD there is not even anything Close
to Reaching the God Head the metaphor
of the Capstone of the Pyramid until one
Masters the Grains of Sand that Hold up
the Entire Pyramid of Our Existence in Life
The Forbidden Fruit Our HeART’S Desire
Our Lust For Life that We should never
Have to Be Afraid of Hiding Naked
Now From the Rest of Humankind
Free and True when Humans
Needed Each other Before
Technology and Hoarding
Grains in Silos Before
the Industrial and Tool Age
Took that Away all there was separating
Us from Life and Death was the Warm Hugs
Above and the Hot Tools of Life Below that never
Could and Never Will Get Enough for A Lust of Life that is Real..
Smiles my FRiEnD i am not Afraid of the ‘Players’ of life for i understand
to Live…
i too will play
the Game but i for
one am Master Soul
of All Three Games my FRiEnD
in other words.. i never have anything to Lose by ‘playing’..
The Great ‘thing’ About Writing Erotic Poetry as i’ve written
95,000 Words or so of it totally letting go exploring every nook
and cranny as ‘they’ say too.. is no one will be harmed it is only
Shadow Play THere are no HeARTS to Hurt and there is still the
Ascending Transcending of the ReaSon Mind the Neo-Cortex to
Escape the Past and Future to finally Let go of Worry as usually
That is all ‘the Player’ is looking for an escape from the Newest Monkey
Mind the Mind of Past and Future the Worry Mind that just will not stop chattering…
Oh how Deep
the Shadow
Grows And Goes
Free When We Let it
All go Naked And Free
With All the Passions of
Lust Set Free in the Words
We Co-Create that will only set
the Environment Correct for others
to partake in the Divine Shadow the Prayer
for Survival the Gift of Life We All Are my FRiEnD
Some folks might say you are Brave to Write Poetry
Like this as a Woman.. i Dance Sing You Are Eve You Are Divine
Woman Now You are the Source of all Humankind from Beginning to
End and Beginning Again.. Smiles my FRiEnD i have also Observed
This Magic Spell up close as a Participant Anthropology Observer
but in deed
Never really
Been Part of
the Game only What
A Master Soul Will Be Able
to Do who Has Already Passed
Above Master Shadow Master HeART
And In Deed What those Two will Bring Master Mind
So God Head Capstone of the Pyramid Agape Love
Will Be Master Soul
my FRiEnD
in Deed of
God FRiEnD
Free Within Flesh and Blood Real my FRiEnD..
Where All of Existence Becomes A Prayer of DarK Thru LiGHT
Real.. SMiLes i will You Keep You In this Prayer that i Extravert too
For Your Swift Recovery From Your Illness Dear FRiEnD THeRE are
Humans like me Who See All Humans as A Prayer Worth Worshipping DarK Thru
LiGhT my FRiEnD..
And of Course
The Trees the
the Stars
Beyond Below
What is beneath
Grains of Sands
that Hold Up an Entire
Mountain of Human Love the Shadow
my FRiEnD The Base of the Pyramid oF ALL our Existence Real…
Thanks For Bringing ‘the Apple Back’ What is Lost most in a Machine
Age of Humans Now..
for it is True
it is much
more than
A Photograph
my FRiEnD it
is the Breath oF All Life…
The Existence.. The Gift We all Are Now The Prayer That is
Real to Feel And Sense So much more too than Just Word THiNK..
However.. You come You come Very Close to MaKinG Words Organic
Keep Up the Good Works..
True there is
Than Erotic Poetry mY FRiEnD..
It is the One Poem We Rarely Forget..
Surely Millions of ‘First Baptist Women’ Can’t Be ‘Wrong’
In All ‘their Participation’ of ’50 Shades of Grey’ and Sure
the Movie “Magic Mike XL” too as i remember ‘them’ standing
UP at the end of that Movie saying wait until i get home to ‘See’ ‘my Husband’
of course
only in
Flesh as
Magic Mike XXL
is the Lover they Will FeeL Next..
Humans aren’t that hard to Love
Once You Understand All Three
Parts of their Potential Master Soul..
Like a Prayer
That is
MaGiC iN Deed..
iMaGiNaTioN Beyond
of Distance Space Time (Creativity)
And Matter Our LiNK Our ReaL DReAM is (GoD)
So Much More Than Just one Human Mind mY
FRiEnD ALL That Is Truly Real NoW Ever Evolving ExPaNdinG ALL Now..:)




Can’t Stop The Feeling When NoW in Flow WiN iN ZonE Autotelic
Coming Bliss and Nirvana MoRE NoW as Finishing Up Hells Bells
the Viral Video of me Dancing From Last Christmas When
A Christmas Comet Briefly Came through then too.. anyway
the Share Brought the Views Past 88,000 as i was finishing
the Hells Bells “Pass Down Log” Before this as Perhaps i will
Get on Over to Xenia And Frank’s Places of Poetry Now and
gigoid’s Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages with
the MacroVerse Memories to Date for 3 Years as a few Detours
Have and Come Again and Come Again as true not to forget about
the 290th Week Night of Free Dance coming at Old Seville Quarter
With all the Cool College Age Folks on Thursday Night too to Wrap
Up the Tale of the Tape as such here as a much More Detailed Purview of
Course will come with “Grand Cross Bible 2019” With the Table of Contents
of the 7 Months of that too at Larger than King James Size Bible too.. in that
Next MacroVerse of course so off to those places of Poetry and Aphorism Quotes Now..
As Forrest Gump Said at the End of His Run in 3 Years.. 2 Months and 14 Days of doing
that almost Precisely Half as Long as i’ve Spent Close to 76 Months Now in Public Dancing
More than Half-Way Around the World Yes the Distance of 12,466 Miles.. He Said “I’m Kinda
Tired I’m Going Home” but True i’m Already Home so there is even more to do now for Real..
for Real
keep going and
going and going now more..
Never Mind Tomorrow is like
Christmas Day of Impeachment
This iMac Pro Note Book is Battery
Powered Just Close the Lid and the
Words will Still be Here to conclude this
on the Actual Anniversary Date of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” in the Spirit of 76 Months Free of Doing that
for 7.6 MiLLioN Words Now For Real It’s true too now
Back in December of 2012 at or on about this Date too..
i Published Another Post on the Wrong Planet 7 Years
Ago Sadly about another Human.. A Male in this Case
Potentially Assessed with Asperger’s Syndrome who
was responsible for the Sandy Hook Rampage
Spree of Elementary Children as i provided
A Poll and Facts about the Potential
Major Factors of Rampage Sprees
then yes it is still searchable
on Google Easy as it Received
over 88,000 Views on the Wrong Planet
Website too.. the Poll Informally Done assessed
the Major Factor of Rampage Killing Sprees as Loss
of Social Roles among the Folks Engaged in those Horrible
Crimes.. Meaning and Purpose in Life as Holy And Sacred
in Binding Bonding Fashion amongst Human does save potential
Lives.. Don’t Dismiss the Safety of Community and what even Traditional
Church Does to Prevent Rampage Killings too.. People who are connected
Develop Empathy.. People who Treat other Folks Disposable Like Garbage well
they just
they are
Parts of Tools..
Sad but True be Careful
What You Feed and Do with
Your Mind Lest Your Soul Becomes Just
A Number and You No Longer Know what
Love is or actually does in Action for Real..
i study Numbers too from far away as Well For Real..
Other than that Night Night Sweet Impeachment Dreams
Where i am From No one is Above the Laws of LoVE iN Truth as LiGHT..
Trust me or not
when you
get HeaR
You’ll Understand True…
Well Well Another Detour Before Finishing this as
This Still Coming Bible Needed a Bit of a Woman’s
Touch Yes.. Eve.. Madonna.. and Mother Mary too..
For it’s True what would you do if you stood the Reality
of Being Stoned Along With Your Unborn Baby after You
Strayed with the Carpenter the Real Father of
Yeshua who Lived Next Door to You down
the Road not Far from Where your
Boy Friend Joesph Lives then
too.. Perhaps Joesph and
Mary were Married
First but anyway
the Stoning to come next
A Reality if so and sure why not
Deliver a More Interesting Story to
Protect the Life of Your Unborn Love Child
And Your Love For Real Sure this story is nothing new
For Eve and Madonna and Mother Mary at least for real
are very Similar Women Who Go Out and pick the Best Fruits
for Reproduction even if they are seen as Forbidden by others as
the Temptation for Success Grows even Harder and Moist as a Garden
Read for Most Colorful Flowers to come next.. it is Nature who is to Blame
but Nature shall we Name God the Devil or for Real the Nature the Reality
of all of who we are now DarK Thru LiGHT for However We iMaGiNE LiGHT
to Color
our Life
Now DarK Thru LiGHT
if not for Eve in the Front Row
Pew 17 Year-Old Madonna and Mary
Cajun Young Spicy Women with Moon Lit
Eyes for What would come to be my Grandfather
eventually an X-Priest for falling to the Eyes of Beauty
to Rise.. he at 36.. wasn’t too late yet.. not really any different
than Katrina’s Mother and Her Trip to the Boats that came in with
Sailors from Far Away Lands when Her Husband was off his way in
the Military in other Lands too.. what Beauty will come from Mary and
Madonna and Eve as Well as the Forbidden Fruit is born into even more
Courage and Wisdom Beauty of Love’s Breath come to Breath even more..
Life really isn’t that much of a Mystery if You just Face all the Truths DarK Thru LiGhT
Tolerate what it is Hard for You to accept
and ride the Wave whatever wave
may come in as much
Balance as
Peace and
Harmony of
Still Ocean Seas
Will Bring Whole
of Rough Waves more..
i SMiLe at the Human Condition
All oF iT From DarK Thru LiGhT for
if not for the Forbidden Fruit Eaten
i would not exist at all and no one
else would either at least if we
take the Old Bible as Literal
For Eve’s Fall and Our
Rise in deed of
the Forbidden
Fruit the Apple of our Eye the Gift of Life Free
as no link DarK Thru LiGhT Will Be Broken for our Existence NoW Real..
“Can’t stop the Feeling And Sense of Life” At Least not if the Species is to survive
hmm.. gonna need another Song Change for the Trip to BanGKoK for The Chess Game i play next.
Beautiful Exotic Temptations are Nice but there are Higher Potentials of Life and that’s for sure below
now for
me might
not reproduce
but i will leave
“Something Else Left Behind”
Master of my Soul For All to Breathe..
At Least For Those Capable of Seeing “The Wind”…
Thank ‘You’ so much
For Eve of
Christmas Inspiration🌲


Fall BRinGS Spring
Winter LamentS NoW
Summer DarK BRinGS
Light.. Day Turns Into Night
Mornings Bring Promise of Most
Beautiful Sunsets After Sunrises to Compete
For Beauty Those at Greatest Peace And Harmony
We Echo
It All
Present Gift Now…
SMiLes Frank i remember a Cloudy
Day Last December the Beginning
A Saturday at Biloxi Beaches All
Seagulls Gathering Together
Seemed Almost Like
Noah’s Ark.. Was
Coming Again Yes
Feeling of a Flood
Terns With Orange
Beaks too Temptation
Was on the other Shore…
MaKinG me Feel too Weak to
Fly.. First Instance In Years then…
Living Life As Truth Is True Strength iN LiGHT
No Matter Eve of Sunrise SHaDinG SHaDoW DarK…
Smiles Melt Snows
Within Leaving
Ice Cream
Dreams Alive
Virtue True Setting
Heaven Away From Hell
Part Who
to Forgive Never
Party of Heaven my FRiEnD…
No God Without Forgiveness…
No Love Without Forgiveness…
Other Wise Only
Live to Die to Live…
Death ForGiveness for Life
Life ThanksGiving for Love
Rusty Side
of Occam’s
Razor… Those:
A God/Human
Too Small to Forgive…
Quick Side note: To Self..
Don’t Forget to Turn on the TV
Today at least Long Enough Now
For some imPeacHment ParTY TeA
Born in this Country Chastised For Real…
Now Off to Xenia’s Place of Poetry LiGHT True…
TReaSurE All THat
BRings Play
To Spirit oF LiGHT
Kind Eyes of
Dog Book
No Cover
Only PAges of Love…
Nature NoW No Digital
Record Not Even Vinyl…
Spirit of Nature Never
Written Fully Down…
Good News…
Still Alive..
of Dog
PArtinG Seas
of Division With
Wagging Tale of BarK..
How Fortunate Are We To Face God’s
Nature Never Consuming More Than We Love…
Polishing Souls.. Grains..
Sands on Shores.. Waves
Create New Shores
of Eternity Ever
Changing MorE Now
Diamonds We All Come To Shine…
SMiLe Xenia.. may All Your Christmas
Tree Continue To Color Ever More as Love Anew..:)

“God must love assholes — She
made so many of them.”

~~ Hilarious Bee ~~

Hehe so much Better
Than Being Uptight Constipated
Eventually Things Blow Up one way or in the other…;)

“Sick cultures show a complex of symptoms … but a
*dying* culture invariably exhibits personal rudeness.
Bad manners. Loss of consideration for others in minor matters.
A loss of politeness, of gentle manners, is more significant than is a riot.”

— Friday’s boss (“Two Canes” Baldwin)

Common Courtesy Respecting Sincerity
So Easy to Give So Much Harder to Return Without.

“A thing is not proved because no one has ever questioned it…
Skepticism is the first step towards truth.”

— Smart Bee

Most Often People Without Common
Courtesy Respecting Sincerity
Do Not Want to Face
The Music
Tune of
‘Ignorance’ Brings… Lit
6 inches Below A Nose
To Eternity of Ignorance A Screen Screams
Real More at least for Flesh and Blood Souls…

“The common dogma [of fundamentalists] is fear of modern knowledge,
inability to cope with the fast change in a scientific-technological society,
and the real breakdown in apparent moral order in recent years That is
why hate is the major fuel, fear is the cement of the movement, and
superstitious ignorance is the best defence against the dangerous
new knowledge. When you bring up arguments that cast serious
doubts on their cherished beliefs you are not simply making a
rhetorical point, you are threatening their whole Universe and
their immortality. That provokes anger and quite frequently violence.”

— G Gaia

The Problem With Modern Technology is Science
Shows in Empirical Studies Among Coming Newer Generations Now
Empathy is Reduced 30 Percent Already in Just a Couple of Decades…
the Human
Condition is Doomed..
SMiLes.. i’ve Done the Research too…
‘they know not even what they do now.. too”
What Good is A Brightly Lit Book of All the Knowledge
in the World
Without A
A Soul..
We are
Out now
As i continue to SPeaK..:)

“I just stepped on a factoid!”

– Zippy the Pinhead

Smiles… too many Factoids
Without Soul Lead to Him Roids too.. hehe..;)

“Youth of today! Join me in a mass rally for
traditional mental attitudes!”

— Zippy the Pinhead

Okay Boomer.. hehE..;)

“This is patently absurd; but whoever
wishes to become a philosopher must
learn not to be frightened by absurdities.”

— Bertrand Russell

Considering That Neuroscience Shows
Now We All Hallucinate Our Current
ReaLiTies Based on the Last
Hallucinations We ‘ReaSon’
of Existence
Best to
Be Faced
With the ‘Fantasy’
And Make it one too.. for Real
As Real As ReaLiTy CoMes to
Feel and Sense to be or not to be now..;)

“Happiness depends upon ourselves.”

~~ Aristotle ~~

Sing it to A Mountain
Dance it to The Water
iN A Flood DRoWninG
Sure Love
iT ALL While
We Breathe for NoW..;)

“Go ahead and play the blues if it’ll make you happy.”

— Homer in “Moaning Lisa”, from The Simpsons

Dark Comes From Light Day Comes From Night on
and on and on it HaPPeNS…

“The secret of man’s being is not only to live but to
have something to live for.’

— Fedor Dostoevsky

Stand Up Straight Lobster Reach Your Claws Beyond the Stars…

“You can discover more about a person in an hour of play
than in a year of conversation.”

— Plato

True.. hehe..
So i Dance…
For that Much
‘They’ Will HeaR..;)

“When I examine myself and my methods of thought, I come to
the conclusion that the gift of fantasy has meant more to me than
any talent for abstract, positive thinking.”

— Albert Einstein

Deferring Back to Neuroscience on the Power of Hallucination once more…

“A good word is an easy obligation, but not to speak ill, requires only our silence,
which costs us nothing.”

— Tillotson

Some People Just Don’t Understand
How Dark the Force of Silence Is
Breathe i Move
i Connect.. i Co-Create i am Never
Alone i am Allone i Live i Love ALL i am
Never Silent Now Not Even When i Dream….

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way
by moonlight, and his punishment is that he
sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”

— Oscar Wilde

Smiles this UniVerse is Beautiful
I cannot Force Folks to See All the
Colors of SKeYeS…

“Dying is a very dull, dreary affair.
And my advice to you is to have nothing
whatever to do with it.”

— W. Somerset Maugham


Fear death?–to feel the fog in my throat,
The mist in my face.
. . . . . . .
No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers,
The heroes of old;
Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life’s arrears
Of pain, darkness, and cold.

~~ Robert Browning — Prospice ~~

i EmBRacE thE DarK
i BReatHe tHe LiGHT
All THaT iS (God) NoW

MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date…

“Supermoon Trinity Christmas 2016”..
All We Are Comes
in 3 Minds Above For Below

“i’LL bE hoMe For xMas DanCinG”… For HeaRT

“7 YearS 11 DayS Aka 2666 DayS”..For ReaSoN

“Poetic Muse Greens”.. For Shadow.. Mix of Seagulls..
Painting Snowy Sand Beach.. Pure of Soul on A Beach
i Still ReMeMBeR no missing from me first…. Y.O.U. Why O You…
Plain Vanilla….
Colors Disappearing From
View to Come Now Greater Fresh Anew Truth Alive in Light Breathes…

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World” Writing
Complete on 12.18.19.. at 1:19 PM.. “Grand Cross Bible 2019” Coming Next For Real..:)














BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)









The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)



“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)




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20 Responses to Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World

  1. i Say…
    You Say?
    iBelieve iDance iSing
    ALLONE iFree iLOVE
    iFearless i AM AliVE i Breathe the Spirit of the Wind

    “Quirks”.. i have a Couple.. 9.21.81.. Ran in Reverse Around
    the Local Area for 3 Months (Went Back to College After That ‘Fall’ Break Down)

    7.19.13.. Commenced the Start of in one Month And 7 Days What would Hence Be
    76 Months of Reverse to Spiraling Dance.. the Distance of Half the Globe In 500 Miles
    or so Span on the Lower Bible Belt of The Gulf Coast originating In the Panhandle of Florida
    out of 77 Months To Date
    Today in Heaven
    Within (Hypomania
    In Terms of APA)…

    Oh yeah.. 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words Writing Long Form
    Poem Bible ‘SonG oF mY
    SoUL’ In 76 Months..
    Crashing the Word
    Press Reader on
    Mobile Platforms
    Each Week Practically
    Impossible to open now…
    Each Weekly 30K Word
    Chapter With 300 High
    Def Photos until Technology
    Catches Up With Me as i continue
    to Expand my Human Potential evermore… So…
    You’ve Heard of “Moore’s Law”? Welcome to ‘my World’….

    One More thing.. With
    Asperger’s Syndrome i
    Tend to Flood Folks
    TalKinG About my
    Repetitive Restrictive
    Special Interests…
    (Dance And Song All of
    Life Poetry Holy And Sacred
    Full of Meaning And Purpose
    i Co-Create With the Nature of God ALL)

    Riding my Bike as a
    Child Hands Free i
    Repetitively Blessed
    Myself With the
    ‘Sign of the

    Some ‘Things’
    Never Change….(End)

    i am Ending the 9th out
    Of 9 Old King James Size
    Bibles as Subtitled Subchapters of
    ‘SonG Of mY SoUL’ Named
    ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’
    This Week…Before i
    Begin Another one…

    Perhaps more than
    Quirks… It Appears
    Now that i Am
    ‘Super Freaky’…

    Happy Holidays
    To You And All
    Your Loved ones!

    This is my Version
    Of A Christmas Card…
    i send them Repetitively
    Year ‘Round.. to Complete
    Strangers Around the World..
    i Have ‘Santa Syndrome’
    Too… Other Folks
    CaLL iT A ‘Complex’…

    i Am Assessed Legally
    And Medically Permanently
    Disabled to Be Able to
    Do Work for the Level
    Of Pay i received for
    33 Years ‘Real Job’
    Pay… of Course who
    Wouldn’t Be as a shut-in
    in their Home with 19 Medical
    Disorders Mostly Stress Related
    And Associated With Work including
    the Worst Pain Known to Humankind..
    Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia the Suicide
    Disease assessed in Literature as worse than
    the Torture of Crucifixion like a Dentist Drill in
    my Right Eye and Ear with no Novocaine or any
    other Drug that would Ease the Pain from Wake
    to Sleep for 66 Months Entirely Covering this Experience
    of Hell within on Earth in my Last MacroVerse titled
    “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”
    i also HaVE iNViSiBLE
    HuMaN Syndrome i
    Have pursued Human
    Potential to the
    Point Where i
    Have Become
    ‘Literally’ At Least..
    Too Big to See.. That’s
    Why i Dance.. To Prove
    To People Who Cannot
    ‘Literally’ See me That i still exist…
    It’s Really Impossible For Folks
    To Ignore
    me When
    i Dance…
    All i Ever
    Wanted was
    A Real FRiEnD
    Who liked me
    For Who i Am i
    Have A Handful
    Now Who Have
    Stayed by my side…
    My Mission In this
    World to Find these
    Angels And i Have
    Determined the
    Is Worth
    Saving And All
    The Other Animals
    And Plants too.. That
    Task You INHeRiT
    From me for
    Human ‘Literally’
    Too Big To See Be Able
    To Do But Dance And
    BRinG A SMiLe
    CoMeS AGAiN…
    Now For Real Off to
    Complete the
    9th out Of
    9 Long
    ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’…!
    “Snoopy” Says Merry X-Mas! From”
    My Dog HoMe To: YouRS..!. We Are Not
    Extinct Yet! Cheer Up! Grand Cross Bible
    2019 iBelieve iDance iSing 9th of 9 King
    James Size Bible Poems Combining to
    Make 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months…
    And Here’s another Thing… When a Kind Person
    You ask to Visit Your Home Actually Comes by…
    Be A Human Actually Express in Some way that
    Human is Welcome in Your Home if the Human
    Species Fails in Reciprocal Social Communication
    Star Dust
    We Will
    Make of Ourselves
    Sooner Than Soon Believe
    me or not i am A Canary in this Coal
    Mine Who Escapes ‘YouR Poisonous Gas’…
    Do Not make the Next Holocaust Real Again at
    the Hands (Lies) of a Demagogue Your own the Message
    Is Already Sent NoW ACross the Ages This is no New Story..
    Story NoW
    History And OR Herstory
    Best Both in Balance oF ALL(God)
    DarK ThrU LiGHT And All That Jazz
    of OnenesS NoW..
    i Say…
    You Say?
    iBelieve iDance iSing
    ALLONE iFree iLOVE
    iFearless i AM AliVE i Breathe the Spirit of the Wind



  2. Welcome..
    With Lights oF
    Happy Holidays…
    ALL The Mary’s Who Ever Lived…..
    Who Produce thE Light And Fruit oF Love Most
    It’s An Old Archetypal Story my Friend That Does
    Still Live Where Fire And Ice Meet And Continue to Greet…
    Eternity of Death… Life From: Leaves Brown
    to: Green Grass Springs
    WiNTeR BRidge
    BoardinG NeW
    NaTuRE iNViTES
    Shore to LoVinG Shores…
    Emptiness With No Soul of Age
    but time but time of Emptiness
    More Cards Lined Her Book Case For Friends
    She Loved For Decades Her Life By God No
    Matter What i’m Never Ever
    Going Back There Again Even
    If i Must Become A Greatest Poet
    Who Ever Lives A Second Coming
    oF Love Just for me… So.. in Refrain
    Again i Dance And Sing the
    Same Old Lang Syne Anew..
    i iMpeached ‘The Father oF All Lies’
    From: my Soul Long Ago After
    DarK iS GonE To: Light Thrives
    OuTSiDe Church Walls oF LiES
    TRuE LoVE ReaL Gift You Never
    Take Back God of the Old Testament
    And Revelation True Now For Real
    Will Surely Be This Gift from me
    SMiLes.. Happy Holidays
    To Norway… May the New
    Year Bring You Ever Green
    Well Being.. Lillian🙏🌲🎶

    The ‘Ignorance’ in ‘This Thread’ Seems ‘Significant’ to me, at Least; A Couple of points.

    People in Wheel Chairs Don’t tolerate the Heat the same as ‘Regular Folks’ Who Don’t Use A Wheel Chair; they often do not have the Same Ability to Regulate Body Temperature; Therefore, they get to go to the Front of the Line at Disney World.

    You Teach Students; yes, So called ‘AngeRho’ this is directed at You; My God, i surely hope you don’t teach Students with Disabilities; if you don’t already understand basics like this.

    It Seems you may have Been Bullied in some way in Your Life; as you are coming very close to bullying the ‘individual above’; would love to meet you in Person in Mississippi to see what you are like up Close and Personal; Just Curious.

    It’s worth noting that You are only responding to people here that will take what you are giving; you are not very nice.

    You don’t seem to have much of a Clue of what it means to even be a Human Being from what you’ve stated here; other than the Human Being You are; par for the course; for folks who Lack Basic Human Empathy; You are showing very little here, in words at least; that i see.

    Anyone with a Shred of Empathy understands that People Experience the World Vastly Different; You cannot adequately
    Judge them from an ‘Armchair Position’; all you can really do is Hear their point of view; therefore, ‘the curiosity’.

    Neuroscience Says we basically Hallucinate Our Realities Based on our Experience; it is no Wonder that
    Environment counts so much in how We Develop as Human Beings based on unlimited Environmental
    And Genetic Factors.

    i just hope that None of Your Children are leaning any way than what you see yourself as;
    What would do you think would Happen if one of them doesn’t fit your mold of ‘Normal’?

    Something to think about and that’s Your Business of course; Just a Suggestion.

    Treating other people with Respect is something else to think about too.

    You Reflect nothing of the actual Teachings of Jesus; for what that is worth to
    you as far as what you are saying here. i don’t remember you being that way here
    before; i wonder what happened…

    You Seemed to be a Kind Human Being Before; more Like a ‘Good Cop Jesus Christian’;
    i Wonder if You have Fallen into the ‘Trump Trap’; many people have Down South on
    the Gulf Coast; it is ‘purely disgusting’ in my view at least; The ‘Bad Cop Jesus Christian’
    is flowering all over the place here; it’s sad to watch the Spirit of Love Devolve into ‘Gehenna’;
    where i Live for Sure.

    Maybe, You Need a Hug?

    Perhaps; from a Transgender Person so you can learn to be more Like ‘Jesus’ and accept everyone as Yourself?

    Just a Suggestion; Good For any Loving Soul Who cares to Evolve more into Agape Love that is not selfish and callous
    of the differences of Other Human Beings. God is a Flower that Lives in all of existence; a Flower with Endless Colors;
    The Dark was too Boring; So God Colors all Things New Constantly Evolving out of just Black and White as metaphor of course. Other than that; have a nice day; We haven’t gone extinct yet; and Probably won’t for a while; something to be
    Happy about; the Life of All Existence; Short and Tall; Bald and Fat; Gay And Fabulous; And even Superstars like ‘Jesus’ too..;)

    It’s Interesting; Always Interesting to me; How Folks Who Struggle Seem to find some Joy out of someone Lower on
    the Totem Pole than they view themselves as. This Gentleman You are talking to; expresses Himself with all the
    Values of Jesus as described in Matthew Chapter 5; Verses 3 through 11; truly Perfectly; in my view He is the Angel;
    And if Atheist; An Angel Atheist; why would God be so Small to care about labels; when Love is all that counts for real;
    Just from the words in how he expresses himself to others; i doubt he ever ‘turns Money Tables over’; i tend
    to do it more with Words than the Physical effort i am surely more than capable of. No Doubt in my mind
    who Jesus would wanna hang out with if he really came back; He wouldn’t give a crap about anything but
    the Color of Human Soul; the Color of Love in Action and more than worshipping A Book when
    that becomes empty pages of Love Within the Human Who Pledges Allegiance to it.

    Sort of Like Modern Day Republicans Who not only Piss all over the Beatitudes
    Right ‘Behind’ Trump in actions as Followers of their Newest Messiah; along with pissing
    all over the Constitution of the United States like it was toilet Paper too; Sad; Truly, ‘Hugely’ sad;

    When ‘they’ Defended Trump as ‘Jesus’ on the Cross; it’s almost enough to see the Story of ‘Revelation’ Real.

    But of course; it’s Just another Archetypal Story about a Demagogue (Anti-Christ/Leader Without Empathy) and what eventually Happens to a Demagogue, in Metaphor of course; it’s Not Pretty; You’ll See them Sweating from ‘the Pulpit’
    Bullying Women and Children; compensating for the Small Grinch Soul Within; and whatever else are their issues of ‘small’.

    And Yes; i have a personal stake in this too; nope; standing over 6 Feet Tall and Leg Pressing 1520 Reps at 240 Pounds
    And Surely Hairy Enough From Head to toe and at least from the evidence Ladies Man wherever i go; i never get
    confused for a Girl anymore; but i did when i was 12 Years Old in School; Ruthlessly Bullied for i was Kind and
    Smiled Everywhere i went; i was told Boys don’t get to Smile; Only Girls do; literally as such; Trump Stink
    Stank Stunk then too; Just wasn’t around to Lead the ‘First Baptist Republican Choir’. I remember How that
    felt; i was just a nice person; but the ignorance of others did their best to tear my smile away; no
    Different than when i worked for the Military; Just because i was a Loving Soul; kind to everyone
    i met; even accused of wearing Pink Underwear; but of course that was before i became a Martial
    Artist and Became 3 Times Stronger and 70 Pounds Heavier in Muscle; Rare that anyone bothers my Ballet/Martial
    Arts Public Dance Now; And the Rare Occasions they do; don’t Last for Long at all as i am Clever as Bugs Bunny; hehe…

    It’s Sad to Say but the only way Jesus could back now and Love as much in the Deep South;
    Is if he was practically Frigging Superman/Bugs Bunny; But chances are if Jesus really ever
    lived/liveS he would do whatever it takes to keep loving all that is (GoD) That’s What Love Does…

    Whatever Day it is that you come back to this place; consider this Your ‘SuNday School LeSSon’ From Me to ‘You’; Smiles; only if you would like to.

    i encourage all ‘debates’; it is rare that i get exhausted or run out of new stuff to say; it is rare that anyone even ‘tries’ me….these days at least.

    Anyway; i am Currently Writing the 9th of 9 King James Size Epic Bible Poems as Part of “SonG oF mY SouL” Longest
    Epic Long Form Bible Poem in the History of Humankind at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months of Effort; and no; it’s
    not for a tiny piece of dirt in a Desert in the Middle East; it covers the Entire Globe; and has taken lots more than
    3 and A Half Years to do; although in the Last 42 Months one Sub-Title, “Nether Land Bible” is at Over 5 MiLLioN
    Words; along with Public Dance now 12,466 Miles that has carried me more than half the Distance of Around the
    Globe; Speaking of Inspiration Porn for someone like me Permanently Medically And Legally Disabled still
    With Bi-Polar Disorder and Asperger’s Syndrome too; with one; a literal Prescription of Moving Meditation
    Effective for Both Disorders to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses; i found ‘the cure’ by the way
    And then the Psychiatrist Wrote me the Prescription; as Moving Meditation is an Approved Therapy;
    in other Words, of 12,466 Miles of Dance in Public now for What Arrives at 76 Months at the end
    of this Month; i’ve danced as far as Biloxi Mississippi about 60 Times over the Course of 5 years;
    Betcha, if You ask most anyone who lives there; they will remember who i am; i used to get
    flagged down there from People who knew me from Pensacola; We Live in a Very Backwards
    Area of Existence; Where i am the Frigging only one in the Entire Southeast who Public Dances.

    Our Ancestors did it as a Staple of Culture and Basic Existence; They stayed much clearer from all Illnesses;
    as the Stress was dissolved away in Autotelic Flow of Bliss; Yes, the Great Spirit; the Kingdom of Heaven within
    one with all of Existence; as the American Indian Still Dances and Sings, Now Free; smiles there are no Cultural
    Clothes With God; i’ll leave You with the Greatest Lines of Truth Likely ever Spoken; Censored out of the New
    Testament; as of course it wouldn’t matter what you called Yourself to find ‘God’; What You May not Understand
    is that Calling Yourself ‘Christian’ is Identity ‘Politics’ too; and today at least it is the Color of Trump; not a very
    nice identity in deed; We All Call ourselves something Until We Free Ourselves into Love; Enjoy Your Trip my
    Friend, wherever you go now; And As Far As what anyone Calls themselves; i tend to Focus on Love Beginning
    Always Love Story; No Better Place to Go Now AFAIF for Sure; For Real No Better Place but the Present Gift of Love;
    All the Colors
    of Love as
    A Four Letter
    Word that Make
    God Real; to me at Least;
    No Books Required Tread
    on all the Pages of These Cultural Clothes of Words too..

    37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
    and when shall we behold you?”
    He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
    take your garments and put them under your feet like little
    children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
    Living, and you will not be afraid.”

    114) Simon Peter said to Him, “Let Mary leave us, for women are
    not worthy of Life.”
    Jesus said, “I myself shall lead her in order to make her
    male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you
    males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the
    Kingdom of Heaven.”

    (Masculine Will And Strength)

    And Another one Just for fun and another Great Suggestion:

    “Let ‘Paul’ Leave us, For Men are Not Worthy of Life”
    He Says, “I Myself Shall Lead Him in order to make
    Him Female, so that He too may become a Living Spirit
    Resembling ‘Mary’; For Every Man who makes Himself
    ‘Mary’ will Enter the Kingdom of Heaven.”

    (Feminine Grace in Balance of Love)

    Females Are Catching Up in Western Cultures;
    Males Still Lag Far Behind For the Kingdom of Heaven Complete Within NoW.

    The Dude up there you are trying to talk ‘down’ to it seems; is the Sky Above Your Ground from What i see here.

    i don’t appreciate Bullying Behavior; no matter how thickly guised it is; that’s what i see here, sadly as not so well;
    i have no idea if you see it that way; but it is coming close; i commend the Individual above for being one of the
    Best Examples of ‘Good Cop Jesus’ i’ve seen online lately for sure; Jesus F in Christ at least where i live; for sure.

    i doubt Very Seriously that ‘Jesus’ would even want his Name Associated with the Deep South Christian Republican
    Identity Politics of Trump; no more than Going to the Outskirts of Town And Visiting Gehenna Again; (Deep South).

    Don’t Expect to Hear ‘His Name’ again; it would Likely Literally Be ‘Suicide’ if he came back with that Name down here.

    Anyway as Always thanks for the Inspiration to increase the Size of my ‘Special Interest’; i come here to Exercise
    my Asperger’s Nature occasionally of Monologues and Special Interests; as really who really Pays attention to what
    anyone else is saying here; anyway; and that’s okay; Currently, i Speed Read Over 4000 Words A Minute; so it’s a breeze
    for me at least to ‘Read the Whole Thing’; Pages All Soaked up in my Soul, too; As Someone Recently told me while they
    Were telling me to ‘Shut up’; Good Luck; and Take Care; Of course they would never say that to my face; that’s the color
    of Humans these days, overall; mostly invisible like me too…..Like Matters and Anti-Matters..when both meet For Real
    Expressing Real Colors of Soul; often Hidden Online until Anti-Matters and Matters MeetS AGAiN.



  3. The Light; i dance
    i sing; no walls or
    books will Hold the
    Love of my Soul,
    at least for what
    i name as Real God Within.

    Love Is Too Big And Real For Most People to See As God.

    To Really See God As Love Is To Really Live As Love God.

    Wow! So Simple! Deep! And True! Perhaps i’ll Finish 9 Bibles Poems in Two Sentences.

    “Pondering the Quantum Mechanics oF iT All”
    Hope You Don’t Mind that i used this as ‘Open Source Code’..
    My God! Yes! A Poem! Unto Itself this Is Surely For All…!
    SMiLes.. Quantum Mechanics is Proof ‘Mushrooms Exist”…
    For me at least; i don’t Need Mushrooms, LSD, and that ‘Other Stuff’ to Arrive
    i AM Center
    of Existence
    Without Distance,
    Space, Time, Or Matter;
    Matters Not as ‘They’ Say
    by the way so excited about
    the Opening of Star Wars Today
    As i understand Luke Skywalker Rises
    Again; 9th Part of three Trilogies Today,
    12.20.19, That Movie Shows Essence over
    Form The Substance of Eternity Now
    The Force; The Energy; That is
    No Time, Distance, Space or
    Matter; True, We are “Not
    this Crude Matter” too;
    to directly Quote
    Yoda too;
    And sure, even
    the Mystical Aspect
    off Many Religions around
    the World That and Who See
    Eternity Now again without Distance,
    Space, Time, Or Matter; Simply i am Love the Force
    if ya wanna use that metaphor with Endless Colors
    Still to come of course in the Present Gift of NoW ALL THaT exTists…
    Anyway; Quantum Mechanics
    Also Leans Toward
    “Intelligent Design”
    For the Potential
    That ‘Bill Gates’ Is ‘God’;
    True; Geeks and Nerds already
    Really Respect that Man; His Hardware
    And Software Blows Blows up too much for
    me; i’ll take ‘the Apple’ for i’ve Never Found iMac to Bite the
    Dust; Hard Drive, yes; but Software Keeps going as long as
    the Hardware Supports it; Anyway; Reality as a Holographic
    Simulation points to the Reality of Intelligent Design otherwise
    beyond our Reach; ‘Entity of Creation Now’ that might as well be named ‘God’;
    Even if ‘He’
    is a Pimply
    Face Nerd
    Like Bill Gates
    or Fabulous Moody
    Geek like Steve Jobs;
    i suppose ‘God’ Might
    Be A bit of All oF THat
    more; sure, bytes too…
    Thanks i needed this
    For Life Without Muse is Not…
    SuRE.. tHeRe Is Positive And Negative
    MUsE to: Sunshine from: BLaCKnWHoLE
    SuNSPiRaL.. Yes.. Be Your Family NoW ALL…
    True With No Past Or FuturE oNLY NoW The Breath The
    Bread The Water ThE Light The Miracle oF LoVELiFENoWNeW
    Find Spine. Say No to Lies, Injustice, Fear, And Hate;
    Even if it Takes “Sunshine” (Hope, Faith, Love,Truth)
    In LiGHT to Do IT.
    Some Days The
    Sun SayS iT ALL
    i take no pleasure
    in watching a Human
    Being Squirm in the Hell
    They Create for Their Self…

    Trump, has a Serious Literal Flesh and Blood Illness of the Soul. Obviously from a View of Observing the Human Condition
    At least; he has the Condition of ‘Little Man’ Syndrome; this is what ‘they’ call ‘IT’ in the ‘Deep Big Daddy Trump South’.

    He Never Measured up to His Big Daddy Fred Trump; And He has never found a way to make up for it.

    While Impeachment is only a Flaw on His Record; For a Human Without the Ability to Feel or Give Love;
    That Flaw Takes away the only height of an Empathy-less Soul; A Label; His Name now on ‘a Tower’ With
    the Label ‘Impeached’ Attached. For The Rest of His Life Trump Will have to live with the Fact that
    He IS the Third President Impeached in the Country; and Since He IS only a ‘Name’ and Not
    Really a Human Soul Through and Through; Able to Give, Receive, And Actually Share/Feel Love;
    Still Without Empathy for anyone else But Himself; Even that is a failure already since he will
    never be enough to Measure up to ‘His Father Figure’; all that he has
    that is Left
    Is an
    President Label as
    That’s all He’s Ever
    been now; His Name now
    is Impeached, Impeached
    “Impeached President Trump”; with An Elder
    Woman in Charge of His “Sentence”; His New ‘Name’…
    The Reckoning of His Empty Soul; A Label; A Tainted
    Label Finally that Clearly Shows the World Who He is;
    as if anyone fully with a Soul; could Not Already See all He IS;
    A Label; Word Without a Soul. i Saw Him Sweating on CNN
    Yesterday talking about Women Running the Dish Washer
    Over and Over Again; True, ‘Nancy’ is in Charge of His Dishes now; for the rest of his life;
    Just Watch as he continues to Squirm; the delay now of getting any ‘Revenge’ in the Senate
    is Boiling ‘His Lobster’.
    Despicable; Yes, but
    i take no pleasure
    in watching a Human
    Being Squirm in the Hell
    They Create for Their Self;
    Been THere Done ‘IT”. Minions
    TenD to Follow ‘Suit’ too For Real.

    “A leading Christian magazine founded by late evangelist Billy Graham — father of key presidential supporter Franklin Graham — published an op-ed on Thursday calling for President Donald Trump to be removed from office and urging evangelicals not to support him.

    “Whether Mr. Trump should be removed from office by the Senate or by popular vote next election — that is a matter of prudential judgment,” Christianity Today’s editor in chief, Mark Galli, wrote in the op-ed. “That he should be removed, we believe, is not a matter of partisan loyalties but loyalty to the Creator of the Ten Commandments.”

    Galli, who told CNN’s John Berman on Friday he is leaving the publication, continued, “We believe the impeachment hearings have made it absolutely clear, in a way the Mueller investigation did not, that President Trump has abused his authority for personal gain and betrayed his constitutional oath. The impeachment hearings have illuminated the president’s moral deficiencies for all to see.”

    “None of the president’s positives can balance the moral and political danger we face under a leader of such grossly immoral character,” he added.”

    “To the many evangelicals who continue to support Mr. Trump in spite of his blackened moral record, we might say this: Remember who you are and whom you serve,” Galli wrote. “Consider how your justification of Mr. Trump influences your witness to your Lord and Savior. Consider what an unbelieving world will say if you continue to brush off Mr. Trump’s immoral words and behavior in the cause of political expediency.”

    Hmm; Perhaps THere
    is Still Hope the
    ‘Christian God Exists’;
    Of Course it is telling that
    The Editor in Chief of ‘Christian
    Today’ is Leaving His Position After Writing ‘This Op-Ed’.
    ‘Men/WoMen’ In ‘Power And Status’ Tend to be the ‘Weakest Souls’; until they become “Meek” again.

    Additionally; i wish/hope/pray the Catholic Church i Visit as a Participant Anthropology Observer From Pope to Priest to Folks Who Collect the Money Behind the Back Row Pews Will Have the Soul; The ‘Integrity’ to ‘Call a Spade What a Spade is’ too; And Call for the Removal of President Trump at Most; And at Least Quit offering the Blind Faith in Support For Him
    From The ‘Altar’ for 3 Years for All ‘They’ Name as Love and ‘Common Human Decency’. We are Talking About a President
    who just recently Actually Bullied a 16-Year Old Girl With Asperger’s Syndrome for Winning Person of the Year on the ‘Time Magazine Cover’ versus ‘His Political Antics’; And 15,000 Other Lies too; Perhaps someone with a ‘Really Good Memory’ Should Write it all Down in one Paragraph; All the Grinch Deeds This Man has Done in His Entire Life; but i
    do not want to get warned for ‘A Novel Length’ Paragraph on this Website; “Some Folks” Have taken notice of it all.

    i listened to a Priest When Trump got Elected tell the Congregation then How Thrilled the Catholic Church was
    to Have a New Trump Administration as the Obama Administration with ‘the Advent’ of Gay Marriage as intimated
    Created a Country that the ‘Catholic Church’ Could No Longer Recognize; Considering that it provided the RIGHT
    for a Close Family Member to Marry their Life Long Partner; And Considering that Family Member Heard of A
    Certain Priest at a Gay Bar in Her Lifetime at least; the Hypocrisy was too much; maybe he was just visiting A
    Friend’; Never the Less, i considered what he said in Church a Purest Example of Human Evil intimating that Human
    Rights; Basic Human Civil Rights; Made His Home Country a place that was not recognizable anymore to ‘His Church’.

    A Woman in the Front Row; ‘crazy enough’ to Speak up Stood Up and Yelled; NO NOT Trump Not for my Country;
    or at least Words to that effect; The Priest Quietly patronized her passion and said we will talk about it later.

    i sat down through the Nicene Creed; i only repeat the parts i believe in already; after all i am just a Participant
    Anthropology Observer; and just about the only person with a voice loud enough to hear when the ‘Love Songs’
    Play from the Choir up front; other than the Choir.

    There is one thing that is real and that is the Human Spirit; The Spirit that Breathes; Not Unlike the Wind that comes back.

    There is one thing that continues to exist when it does not die in Life; and that is the Force; the Force of Love for All.

    This is what is missing from ‘the Church’; This is what almost always dies Trapped in Four Walls or a Book.

    The Sin Against ‘the Spirit’; the Dark Force; has ruled much too long ‘tween Walls and Covers of
    Books in Ignorance of Love;

    The Light; i dance
    i sing; no walls or
    books will Hold the
    Love of my Soul,
    at least for what
    i name as Real God Within.

    Anyway; Kudos goes out to at least
    One Man with A Spine of Justice in Truth; at least until he leaves ‘his office’ too From the Realm of ‘Evangelical Leaders’.

    Whenever i Hear the Word Jesus or God or whatever Label there is; All i ‘see’ is Love; Makes Life Simple, Good and True.

    So, in the Theme Song i am linking Here; Just for proof i am practically the only one heard in the Congregation
    Who Sings; As otherwise, the iPhone my Wife was using to Record me would have picked up voices other than
    mine; While the Song may Say ‘Here i am Lord’; my Interpretation is ‘Here i am Love’; otherwise it would Sound Selfish;
    For Whoever it is directed at Other Than Love; other than Truth in Light that is not a disguise itself in Power and Status.

    Additionally; i am speaking to the Op Here; not the one behind the Op; just to be clear; as that helps too.

    Donald J. Trump @realDonaldTrump wrote:

    “A far left magazine, or very “progressive,” as some would call it, which has been doing poorly and hasn’t been involved with the Billy Graham family for many years, Christianity Today, knows nothing about reading a perfect transcript of a routine phone call and would rather have a Radical Left nonbeliever, who wants to take your religion & your guns, than Donald Trump as your President. No President has done more for the Evangelical community, and it’s not even close. You’ll not get anything from those Dems on stage. I won’t be reading ET again!”

    Trump is ‘Swimming in Very Dangerous Waters Now’. If He Becomes A ‘Fish’ that ‘Evangelical Christians’
    Hate; He will be Nothing more than Shark Bait in the Next Election; He May Yet Find ‘An Ideal’ to Shoot
    on 5th Avenue that he Will Not be Forgiven for by ‘God’ And All “God’s Evangelical Glory” as that comes and goes….
    Depending on Who Becomes the Target of ‘Almighty Evangelical Wrath’; Trump Must Remember ‘The Mirror’ He looks
    into; he many not always be the ‘Fairest of them All’ to Evangelicals If He Messes With ‘Their Tribe’; Trump Doesn’t
    Have a Tribe; He is Forgetting the Tribe Principal Here; Yes, if he is not careful; Cannibalized as the outsider he
    Truly Is; An Island of ‘something’; doubt he even ‘knows’….

    Yeah of course this is gonna be Message 101
    for Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS on that Catholic
    Church YouTube PR Channel; Still got Messages
    99 and 100 to Deliver to a Recently Published
    Video there with Space to Comment as only
    Two Comments Will stick; Just a Truth and
    Dare for the Catholic Church now to Finally
    Stand up And Be ‘A Man’; Son of Woman;
    Son and or Daughter of Love; Whatever
    it takes for Truth and Light to come
    Love The
    Force the Light
    the Spirit of the Wind True in LiGHT.

    Love Is Too Big And Real For Most People to See As God.

    To Really See God As Love Is To Really Live As Love God.

    Wow! So Simple! Deep! And True! Perhaps i’ll Finish 9 Bibles Poems in Two Sentences.

    The Light; i dance
    i sing; no walls or
    books will Hold the
    Love of my Soul,
    at least for what
    i name as Real God Within.





  4. Frank Hubeny says:

    Very colorful cardinal in the yard with those yellow and red leaves. It is a painting outside your window as you mentioned.

    Beautify should never be boring. Good point.

    I also like the thought that your wife gives the Head Stander Fish the opportunity for life.

  5. SMiLes Frank thanks So Much for Coming By “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway
    Around the World”.. hehe.. i suppose i’m East.. somewhere in the Pacific Ocean Now
    But it is Also True that Forrest Gump By Fiction and another Man By Reality Ran Across
    the United States Enough Laps to Do Well over 15,000 Miles in Just 3 Years
    2 Months And 14 Days.. yes.. precisely 15,248 Miles For Forrest but
    Actually 15,300 Miles Running in 420 Days Across the West
    to East Coast Forrest Gump Run For Another ‘Real
    Man’.. It’s going to take me well over Twice the
    Months to increase my 12,477 Miles to
    That Milestone.. on top of that i get
    Protected from Most of the Inclement
    Weather Inside.. Free Air-conditioning
    Matter of Fact and All the Fountain Water
    i can and will Drink For Free.. what else will i ask
    for But the Joy of Dance.. Shelter.. Something to Eat
    And Drink.. Loving Wife And Relatively Small Family And Friends
    in Circles of that But True.. Fortunate Katrina Did not Lose Hope
    Then on the ‘Headstander Fish Parable’ of me.. My Big Head Might
    Be Big Enough to Hold Up my Body.. but i Feel i’ll Stick With Free Dance.. HAha..
    Oh yeah i find Paintings of Beauty everywhere i go for True too As LonG as i Will
    Paint The
    Most Colorful
    Weeds With Beauty
    Why Not Paint The World
    With Dance And Song even more..:)

  6. Donald J Trump is Still Supported
    NoW By 75 Percent of Evangelical
    Christians i LiVE iN an Emotionally
    Disturbed World Ignorant of Truth
    in Light/Love Need i say more….
    Someone Oh God Finally
    Spoke up in ‘out’ of ‘That
    Group’ A ‘Christian Today’
    Magazine Editor Chastised
    For Defending Truth Now By the
    Deceased Billy Graham According
    to His Son.. not sure if he is his only Son…
    In Other ‘Good News’ 62 Percent of Female
    College Students Experience Panic Attacks
    that’s up from 31 Percent in 2011.. Doubling the
    Percentage in 5 Years as of 2016.. Teenage Female
    Depression Has Skyrocketed since 2007.. Loneliest now
    Ever Reported in 2018 are Teenage Girls.. God Yes.. and
    of course this is an Important Future KPI Key Performance
    Indicator of any Success of Society at all for Females are still
    the Social Bonding Success Story of All Societies For All times
    Considered through All HiStory to Date that Would not exist
    except for HeRstory of Love Still what Glues Society together
    to Hold Hands
    to Survive
    and have any
    real chance for
    Thrive the Hope
    that Rises every Morning
    As Sunshine.. Smiles of course
    While Women are twice as Likely
    to attempt Suicide… Success is owned
    by Men Three Times over.. Empathy Still
    Wins out over Violence in the Darkest Days
    of the Every Day Woman Still.. Depression is
    the Leading Cause of Disability World Wide
    Merry Christmas
    Happy Holidays
    The Grinch
    is President
    of the United States
    What are we going to do next
    in this Reality Show of Chaos now…
    THere was once a Day WHere Females
    are the Champions of Emotional Success in
    Resolving Conflicts of course that is because they
    Cooperated enough with each other in Flesh and Blood
    to FucKinG LEarn how to do it at all.. Likes on Facebook
    do not
    do the
    of Getting along
    in Flesh and Blood..
    Oh how the lonely
    cry dry eyes of Blood
    Oh how hard it is to LIve
    As A Corpse only a Ghost of
    A Human Wandering the Earth
    not even realizing they are Dead Inside
    it sneaks up that way.. you get busy in School
    and Work.. the Warm and Fuzzies Disappear
    All Becomes Work and Johnny is no longer a
    Happy Boy Sitting Still With Quiet hands
    that wanna play Glued to a Desk
    With Quiet Feet that only
    wanna Jump around
    in Rough and
    to eventually develop
    A Back Bone to Survive
    Just to Survive and Thrive at all..
    Now it’s an After School Brightly Lit Screen at
    A Desk or even smaller.. a 6 inch Scream of Screen so far
    Away From the Horizon.. When Boys and Girls no Longer play
    they Fall Down no Different than Toy Soldiers Addicted to Drugs..
    Smiles my FRiEnD Veterans of Pain and Numb We Are now too..
    The Nice thing about Having No Hope is Fear may Disappear too..
    i remember
    Lightening Storms
    Just Daring the Night Sky
    to Strike me.. it didn’t matter
    i didn’t FucKinG Care at all then
    i was no Matter i was no Matter
    at all i was no Ego even after i developed
    an inner voice there was no warmth of Sunshine within…
    Now i am complete since 7.19.13.. honest to God a Miracle
    happened it happens it just happens i rose from Black Hole Sun
    into Rays of Sun that Never Get Tired
    of Shining and
    Will Forgive
    a ‘Dagger
    it Twists
    in My Gut’
    not afraid to Feel the
    Pain for i will melt it away
    just by raising my Arm in a Dance of Bliss.. a moment later the Present
    of Now Real.. Smiles.. it’s a simple answer too simple but i’ve truly come
    to the (my) Conclusion that Dance still is the Solution to all the World’s Ills..
    but only when We Escape the PriSons oF All the Layers of Cultural Clothes
    that continue to Multiply more than the Rabbits (Males and Females no
    no longer Wanting to do the ‘wild thing’ WITH EACH OTHER) We aRe
    DWinDLinG So We
    no longer eat
    the Face of
    for the
    Zombie Apocalypse
    We Have become
    over Consuming
    And the rest of Nature in Pain and Numb…
    Nature Smiles the Flowers Bloom Now we
    Own the Misery and Suffering of HumanKind
    is what we have done storing Grain in Silos
    so Far Away from the Naked Dance of a Hug
    Keeping Warmth in Winter of the Soul… NoW
    So.. Merry Christmas
    Year ‘Round NoW…
    my Christmas
    Tree Continues
    to Color more
    Lit.. Head to Toe And So Much More i cannot measure.. either
    i found/find a way to bring the Sunshine Back Within For Real
    (the Eternal Force of Love Now) or it found/finds me what is
    the difference THere is none when Sun Shines for Real NoW
    how did i know when it caMe/coMes back? ‘That Day of Lightening’
    that i ran to escape the Night Strike and once again Now found/find Warm
    Arms of Wife (Life)
    As far
    as i can
    tale that’s
    the Verb of
    God that is Real
    Just Loving Life
    for People who have
    Been WHere We have been
    for me at Last Now after Seeing
    Hell in a Corpse A Ghost wandering
    the Earth for 66 Months Life is Heaven
    when it literally is Loving Life that’s (Good)
    God enough
    for me
    For Real (Love)
    Never the Less Happy Holidays!
    Some Now Continue to Breathe ‘The
    Wind’ Alive some do not.. And thanks For
    the Inspiration as i continue to Hurricane
    through arriving alive..
    Even past
    55 soon
    enough to hit
    Sixty Miles Per HouR A Minute A Mile
    Faster than the Speed oF LiGHT( Love)
    Other than That it’s the Shortest Day of the
    Year it now is a Very Cold and Dreary Rainy
    Day Just Another Great Day to Visit ‘The Dark Side
    of the Moon’ With That Feeling of Win that no matter
    What Now at Least
    The Full Moon
    NoW is mine
    in Sunshine
    of Rays
    never end on Cold Cloudy
    Dark Dreary Shortest Day
    for Now just to know/feel/
    sense this still has and still can
    And will go away again Makes a Dark Day Like
    This even more Delicious to Smell and Taste..
    That And the Fact that i am getting Older and
    Closer to Death Each Day a delicacy more oh how
    the Dark
    and Light
    Tuned for
    Human Love and Bliss
    the Capstone the Meaning
    that’s Real oF iT ALL at least to/for me..
    With That Said gonna Celebrate the Grinch (DarK)
    (iF YoU
    A SMiLE
    (hehe to
    be clear
    not you)
    i’ve been
    You and i Survive Now…
    i Thrive Now… ‘FucK’ (’em in LiGHT) All the
    God ‘Dammed’ ‘Trumps’ Wish You Were Here too WHere
    Out of A Clogged Grinch Septic Tank i am now just to Live See and be God (Love)
    Capstone of THE REAL Pyramid Love so far away from a Dollar BiLL Grinch (Trump) God.
    What Is God? YoU LoVE iT ALL THere is no Point in Labeling IT unless You wanna Give and Share.


  7. Old Anxieties Remembering
    Those Who Have
    Come and Gone
    With Yuletide
    In Sunset
    Dreams once
    Close.. Blessings
    Of Loved One’s Stay
    When Christmas Spirit Lost..
    Brave of Love Holding On ‘till Ice
    A Hug
    To Souls
    With no
    Yuletide Spring..
    Forgiveness for
    Being Human
    DarK Thru
    LiGHT Ice
    SKaTinG HEaRTS…
    Silent Nights of Christmas
    That Feel no Warmth Real
    Snowy Dreams so Distant
    Icy Fingers Reaching out
    of Soul With No Touch
    No Breath of Love
    Smiles my
    Lillian for there
    are those Who have
    no one at Christmas
    to Hold Hands with
    And Hug but
    there are
    those of Us
    So Loved without
    Hands or Hugs to Hold
    What Hell there is to Pay
    When Loved one’s Smiles
    Only Reach out in Numb of Soul..
    But Then There are those All Alone
    What Hope What Will Is Left when Not
    only After the Love is Gone to Receive and
    Give but there is no one even Left at Home to Lament..
    In Fact No Lament
    In Memory
    Left at all
    No more
    in White
    Satin no more
    Letters of Memories to Write
    Smiles my FRiEnD i’ve never been
    alone never ever except Loneliness of the Soul…
    How Blessed those of us Who Lose our Soul are
    to Still be Loved through Pitch-Dark Nights of Pain and Numb..
    When there are no longer
    Any Enemies
    the only
    to either Stay
    or ‘Go’ The Darkest
    Nights of Soul the Never
    Ending Time of Christmas Lost Within..
    Smiles my FRiEnD For Christmas is only
    A Dream that Lasts as Long as Love that’s
    Felt and Sensed Given Shared for Real.. there are
    those who Coldly Will take that away but there are those
    of Us Who have been to a much Darker Place that they
    are yet to visit
    and see
    for those
    Who have
    Visited Yes
    ‘That Place’
    Will Never Send
    another Person that way…
    This is Where Angels come
    from most when they really do come back From Hell..
    And it Doesn’t Matter How Much They Hurt They Numb or Pain
    For They’ve Seen
    the Ego
    all that’s
    Left to do is Love….
    The World is Full of Arms
    Who Feel No Love Somehow
    We Escape Hell to Give and Share once more..
    Smiles why FRiEnD Your Poem Brought back an Empty
    Memory of Cold at Christmas it’s hard for me to remember
    much of anything that happened to me when i was in Hell
    on Earth Within for memories are emotions and emotions
    are memories all is dust when Hell comes for real.. but
    what i do remember when i read Your Poem is the
    First Part of Hell.. Sitting in the Living Room of
    My Mother’s Apartment my Wife and
    Her Smiling at me..
    so lost
    so lost
    the World of
    Love all i saw
    Was Teeth the lament
    for Feelings of Love to come again..
    i didn’t understand what was wrong no
    one could help me but the day the Light came home…
    i suppose what i’m saying here is it can and will come back even with no Hope….
    but for me it did take 66 Months through the Darkness to see the Light again..
    Out of Nights
    in White
    with no
    Love to Breathe as Life..:)

  8. Memories For Negative
    Thoughts Associated
    With Negative
    80 Percent of
    Average Human
    Thought.. No Wonder
    As Evolutionary
    Speaking.. Fight
    Or Flight.. the
    Difference in
    Predator.. Sum
    Difference.. Life or
    Death.. What is now
    Reduced to unresolved
    Road Rage in Shadow
    Of Aggression Just
    Waiting to Strike
    Out on Whoever Will
    Take it now or implode
    Into Self-Destruction…
    SMiLes.. i make Every
    Step and Word Sacred
    And Holy Dance And Song
    Full Of Meaning And
    Purpose Enjoying
    Every Emotion DarK
    ThrU LiGHT as my Play
    Of Dance i Sing
    Direct and
    Produce as
    Actor Ego
    Zen Changing
    Personality.. Christmas
    Tree Lit-Up Ever More
    Colors Year ‘Round to
    Give and Share Freely
    to All Now WHere Love
    Is the Ultimate Winner..
    May This Force Be With
    You Craig.. currently
    In the Audience
    Waiting to see
    The Newest Star Wars
    Movie still SoaKinG
    Up Dance and Song..
    One Finger on This
    SmART Phone for Real…
    “Bad Blood” That Spells and Sells
    And Yes Smells the Entire Star Wars Series
    Not any Different than A Mass Fight Amongst
    Teenagers that Broke-out in the Mall Tonight
    Right Next to Where Youngsters were getting
    their Photo With Santa.. fortunately no AR15’s.. No
    Cocked Glocks.. No Knives.. Just a bit of Head Stomping as Coward
    Stomping A Young Man While he Was down.. Yes.. ‘Blessed’ i’ve encountered
    This “Kind of Intelligence” too at the Metro Dance Hall a Handful of times
    only minor scuffles that lasted for Seconds the latest A Threat by ‘3 Good
    Old Farm Boys’ From likely Up North in the Counties.. never had a problem
    with an African American ‘Customer’ usually the Boys with “Little Man Trump
    Syndrome” From Up North of the Counties.. it’s a way of Life that is Learned
    for those who are Emotionally Disadvantaged in Controlling their Temper like
    Bruce Lee..
    who has
    Sense the Same
    FucKinG Sense/Feel
    that Star Wars Portrays…
    Intergalactic Travelers still
    not with the Ability to Resolve
    Differences More than what
    Evolves in Death Stars
    Destroying Planets
    Just in case
    Wonders why
    They Don’t See many
    UFO’s at night for ‘Trump’
    Rises on those Planets too and
    their Version of a ‘Jesus Christ’
    Eventually is Developed into the
    Anti-Part of Love.. as we see today..
    i must say though the Star Wars Plot-Line Followed the
    Evangelical Christians Close as Yes.. the Grand Daughter
    of Billy Graham not Unlike the Granddaughter of Emperor
    Palpatine Stood Up For Truth and Light Against Franklin
    Graham.. the “Purveyor of Pool Boys” As Such… Her Uncle
    got no Evangelical Free Pass of Sinful Lies from her as she
    decided not to be Part of the Bad Blood Play.. Standing Up For
    ‘Good Cop Jesus’ beyond What has Been Created Now as ‘Bad Cop Jesus Trump’
    Now who almost reaches the Evil of Sending Folks to Eternal Hell for Not Worshipping Him..
    Anyway there was plenty of Coming Back From the Dead and the overall Moral of the Story
    Without any Real Spoilers is Bad Blood need not have anything to Do Now With Your
    Lineage of Parents Now as the Environment and Adaptation to it in Light of Truth
    In Beauty of Wisdom’s Love in Courage Will Even Bring Someone literally back
    From the Living Dead.. really the only thing Keeping a Hero From Becoming a
    Villain is Human Empathy.. the Fact that Levels of Empathy among Young
    Adults has Dropped 30 Percent in the Last Few Decades is worrisome
    more no Doubt for even Additional Bad Blood Dark Force Villains
    to come.. some days it is just Common Courtesy.. And Sincerity
    of Respect that is at Stake However it is repetition of these
    Virtues Lost that equal Star Wars for the Ending of
    Human Love.. Love is not a Battle Field
    Love is a Life-Long practice of
    Truly Caring how the
    other person feels
    and if not
    coming to
    understand why
    that Person Feels
    Different than you do..
    At Least Best Making Amends
    And Keeping Forgiveness Real
    other wise we as a Human Species
    Will Not even Last much longer relatively
    Speaking as a Species on this Planet surely
    Now not what the Meek Roach and Dragonfly have
    Done With 300 MiLLioN Years NoW as the Nautilus
    Fossil Shell Will Last this Long as Science Suggests
    than Any Human Artifact will Last 300 Million Years after
    We have Gone Extinct and the Roach and Dragonfly and Nautilus
    Are Still Thriving Alive Now to Kingdom Come then as the Meek in
    Balance With Nature Can and Will come to Inherit the Earth Next Now..
    Other than that i’ve been Wearing the Athletic Wear of my Alumni University
    of West Florida and Yes.. on this Shortest Day of the Year.. December 21st, 2019 And
    They Won the National Championship.. first one in their Division as they’ve only existed
    as a Football Team For a Few Years.. anyway.. hehe.. let me know if you’d like me to wear
    Your Team’s Shirt for the Last time i wore a Florida State Shirt as Documented in 2013..
    They Won their Division Level of a National Championship in Football then.. same as
    My High School Football Team my Graduating Year And More in ’78 and ’79 And
    When i Watched the Miami Dolphins Play in ’72 and ’73 Winning the Super Bowl
    Two times in a Row too.. True ‘That Year’ i watched the Atlanta Braves too.
    Yes.. similar to “Star Wars” the Franchise of Original Movies that
    Equals 3 Trilogies for 9 Movies Produced in 42 Years As my Titled
    Bibles that are titled as Such As 9 King James Size and more
    Bible Poems Come in the Last 42 Months For Real WHere Yes What
    i am Writing Now the 9th to finish is “Grand Cross Bible 2019”
    By Christmas Day 2019.. already over 840,000 Words Since Memorial
    Day of 2019.. so much Bigger
    than the King James Size
    Effort in 7 Months too
    Like the Rest of the 8 total
    Bibles that comprise “Nether Land
    Bible” as that Effort Now Well over
    5 MiLLiON Words in 42 Months as really
    i didn’t plan it.. i titled “Grand Cross Bible 2016”
    After i almost already finished Writing it as all
    Efforts that Yes Comprise “SonG oF My SoUL” Bible
    Poem now at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort now..
    Just like i did not report i was Dancing Half The Distance
    Around the Equator of The Earth until someone recently pointed
    that out to me as that Mileage arises to 12,484 Miles as of Tonight..
    The Longest Night of the Year 12.21.2019.. Meh.. Movies like Star Wars
    Portray Basic Human
    Values Systems and
    Archetypes of how Shadow
    and Light Work Together for the
    Human Spirit of HeART as Soul NoW
    to Come Balancing in DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    but come on let’s get real if Adults Traveling
    Between Planets are still fighting like Teen-Age
    Boys in a Mall not even Evolving to Use something Adult
    Else More than Violence in Solving Problems Or For that
    Matter People who will not take the time/effort to understand other
    Folks Feelings and their Different View Of Life For Forgiveness Now
    when mistakes or misunderstandings Do Happen.. if We continue in that
    Direction We are All as Doomed As Trump’s Soul Now is Living Dead…
    Not a Nice
    Place to
    Be Not
    A Nice
    Place at
    All Yes.. ‘the other place’ Now
    of Bad Blood Named Fear and Hate..
    yes i’ve had my ‘Sith Challenges’ This Year
    too and that is why i showed my ‘Sith Face’ with
    ‘No’ on it today.. You have to have A Shadow Now to
    Survive Alive in this World Now too For Real.. The Call
    of the Wild Not Afraid to Keep Loving And GRoWiNG aS LoVE
    Now so far out of Bad Blood Games folks Play for Pride of Ego Leading
    to death of
    all that
    is Good
    in Fear
    And Hate
    of the Human
    Bad Blood Real…:)


  9. Gravity…
    Wings to
    Fly or Fall
    Do Appreciate
    Thank You🌹😇
    mY Soul iS A Tree…
    Writing (Dancing Singing
    Free Verse Poetry) Grows
    More Rings WiTHiN Tree Now
    GroWinG More Leaves BRanchinG
    OuT Longest Nights… Years Full
    Moons Meteor Showers Brighter Ever
    MoreS NoW Death LifeLove Fear Dies
    Freedom Lives.. If Sun Will Do iT So Will
    We Stars of God’s Nature Existing
    TRuLY ALiVE too…. Death LifeLove
    Fear Dies Freedom Lives
    If Sun Will Do iT So Will
    We Stars of God’s Nature …
    Fear of Loud Sounds for the
    Lion Roars And Will Eat Us…
    That Will Strike Us aS Well…
    Fear of Falling for It Is Still Better
    For Us to Become Light And Rise Up
    “Train Yourself to Let
    Go of Everything You
    Fear to Lose” Versus
    “Anything is Possible”…
    God.. i miss Yoda.. the
    Galaxy.. Has Become
    So Shallow And Vapid…
    i sat There During ‘the
    Entire Movie’
    Come Back
    To Life Except
    Yoda.. Hmm.. WHere
    Is Yoda… Really.. We
    Need HiM/HeR MoRE NoW
    Than Neo and
    John Wick
    on 5.21.21…
    We Need Yoda Now
    For 2020 Vision to move
    Out of the Arena
    Of Tired Vapid
    Shallow Deep
    Cliche’s that only
    Idealize Eventually
    Leading to Devaluation…
    Yes.. Be Prepared to
    Never Die
    When Living
    Now That much
    Is Possible Yes
    PS.. Kindness
    And Forgiveness
    Makes LovE Light
    Matters Not What…
    Bad Blood Need Not Be…

    -he He

    Other Than That i saw The First ‘Star Wars’ Movie when
    i Was 17 in ‘77.. 42 Years Ago.. Now With the 9th Movie
    Ending of Three Trilogies Healthier Addiction Than
    And ‘ Old Time’
    ‘Trump Religion’…

    “Anakin Skywalker: From the moment I met you, all those years ago,
    not a day has gone by when I haven’t thought of you. And now that
    I’m with you again…I’m in agony. The closer I get to you, the
    worse it gets. The thought of not being with you—I can’t breathe.
    I’m haunted by the kiss that you should never have given me. My
    heart is beating…hoping that kiss will not become a scar. You
    are in my very soul, tormenting me…what can I do? I will do
    anything you ask. [pause] If you are suffering as much as I am, please, tell me.

    Padme Amidala: I can’t… We can’t… It’s not possible.

    Anakin Skywalker: Anything is possible, Padme, listen to me.

    Padme Amidala: No, you listen! We live in a real world, come back to it. You’re studying
    to become a Jedi, I’m… I’m a senator. If you follow your thoughts through a conclusion,
    it will take us to a place we cannot go, regardless of the way we feel about each other.

    Anakin Skywalker: Then you do feel something!

    Padme Amidala: I will not let you give up your future for me.

    Anakin Skywalker: You’re asking me to be rational.
    That is something I know I cannot do. Believe me,
    I wish I could just wish away my feelings, but I can’t.”

    Second Day of Sun’s Halt to Rise or Fall on the Horizon
    Begins as Longest Night Still.. Rain Finally Ending After
    2 Days Notice In Cold Misty Overcast Days of Rain Dreary
    As the Dark Side of the Moon comes out to Play in Quarter
    Moon Beauty.. The Dance And Song The Hope oF LiGHT continues
    to Color Moon Brightly Lit Leaves of Ever Green Love.. For True
    For Some the Greatest Love is to Give and Share Free Forevermore for All..
    Where Focus Becomes Diffuse Yet More Colorful Real.. Spreading Out Rays of Sunshine
    in Quarter Moon Dark Side coming Yet More Beautiful as there are Homes Grown Even Colder
    That And Who Still Seek to Find Invisible Sun Alive Within.. Divine Holy and Sacred Meaning
    And Purpose We Come to Dance And Sing Free Within as More LiGHT Comes Home to Be God’s Face Nature
    of LoVE iN Us Please don’t go LiGHT is HoME the Place WHeRE LoVE Wins As Forgiveness Breathes Colors
    More ALLoWinG Blood As Flesh oF LiGHT oF LoVE continues to Rise Free as Gravity Becomes the Love of Us
    Only Falling
    As Waves and Tides
    Go Out and Always come Back..
    the Hope the Truth the Beauty Shores
    Expand the Wisdom oF CouRaGE LoVE Free Now(GoD)
    iN US Real BReaTHeS SPiRiT HeART SoUL Wind Free ALiVE NoW


  10. Padme’ Amidala.. Princess Leia.. And Other
    Diminutive Princesses A Few Have Come and
    Gone in My Life Some i still Visit Perhaps on the 6th
    and the 7th There was the 8th but Perhaps that Day Will
    Never Come.. Never the Less We LeARN Something From
    Everyone Who Enters And Exits Our Life.. and if You are the
    Most Fortunate oF All
    You Find Someone
    With No Position
    Status or
    “Official Power”
    Of ‘Office’ As Such
    Just the Fire Now Real
    of Nature God Love Living
    Within Naked and Free Survival
    As Intuition Best Comes to Rule
    As Love.. True You Find the One
    Who Climbs 40-Foot Trees at 8-Years
    Old You Stay You Always Stay With What
    True Love is True Love is the LiGHT oF NiGhT
    And DarK of DaY That touches in Hell to Bring
    The Breath of Love that is SPiRiT HeART SoUL
    Resurrecting Alive Once Again.. Don’t Fool Yourself
    Do Know Do Feel Do Sense Do Breathe The Scene
    For Real Already Come True in 66 Months of Hell
    There was no one night touch to Bring me back
    Alive for that one Person who Would Give
    Truly Give their Life for me.. Find the
    One Who Is Neither Afraid of
    DarK or Cynical oF LiGHT
    Find the one who Lasts
    Forever now Find the
    One who will
    stand by
    Your Side
    In Hell Yes find a
    Real Woman who
    Never Gives Up on Hope
    After Buried So Deep So Deep and Dead..
    Find the Woman at 8-Years Old Who Climbs
    40-Foot Trees Find the Woman Who survived
    With a Stepfather and a Knife at the Foot of Her
    Bed find the Woman who Literally Will Stand by
    Lucifer after He Falls With a Touch for 66 Months to
    Bring Him Back Alive With Angel Wings That Soar Ever Higher More..
    Find Someone Who Will Forgive And Stay With the Devil in Hell Find Someone
    More Powerful
    ‘God of Love’ With
    No Forgiveness or Hope
    for the Devil in Hell Who is Real to Rise Again…

  11. #WeArETheChampionsoFLoVEReaL

    Let’s Not Forget “Yeshua’s” Six “Friends” When He
    “Died”.. Three “Mary’s” Two “Thieves” One “Soldier”
    According to Modern Accounts of the Story Book of Jesus
    If Not For coming Back From the Dead No one Would Believe
    in His Teachings.. He Would Only Be A “Son of Woman” as in those
    Days Women were Cattle No Different than what People Criticize the
    Muslim Religion For and No Different Really Where Women are Not Allowed
    to Vote Last Century and in Many Churches are not Seen Worthy Enough to Speak
    of Spirit or Come to Be Pastor and Priest to Deliver a Message of Love How Hypocritical
    This is as Women Have Always Been The Champions of Cooperation And Love the Ones
    Who Most All Bear Children of Love to Be Gardened as LoVE IN Cooperation of Kindness
    And Courage Best for a Foundation of Love And Grace In Balance of Divine Feminine
    With Yes Divine Masculine Will and Strength often Bred and Gardened By ‘Real Men’
    In Balance of Peace and Harmony Truly MeeK iNHeriting The Gift of Love this
    World Innate the Altruistic LoVE iN HuMaN Best For Not Only Survive but
    Thrive in Loving Touch for All.. What Changed.. Storing Grain In Silos..
    i’ve got more than You.. Envy and Jealousy.. Pride for Having More
    ‘Stuff’.. Lost of Divine Feminine Cooperation in Hunting and
    Gathering For Survive of Eating And Drinking and
    Thrive for Dance And Song of LiFE Holding
    Hands ToGeTHeR More.. Replaced
    By Competition of Who Has the
    Most ‘GoodS’ EXternal so much
    Further than the Intrinsic LiGHT
    oF LoVE WiTHIN the GreaTesT
    Force to Give and Share Yes LoVE..
    Love and Grace in Balance With the
    Rest of Nature Will and Strength to
    Survive and Thrive Light and Night
    Dark And Day All Ruled Best by
    the Force of Love Nature God
    Real Within.. Where Sadly Women
    Came to Be Tools Only to Use Subjugated
    And Controlled Reproductive Freedoms taken
    Away Just for OwnerShip of Men to Come…
    The Story of JeSuS was the Hope to Bring
    The Champions of Love Their Queen Back
    to Join Hands With the Same King of Love…
    The People in those days same as now
    Lived in the World of Clothed Material
    Goods over Love.. Nothing New
    Under the Sun in 2000 Years
    the Grinch is Still President
    And Sadly “Jesus” is still Hanging
    on a Cross Waiting to Be Resurrected
    as LoVE iN the SPiRiT oF HeART Reborn
    Soul of LoVE iN Human Come to Be Again BaLaNCinG LiGHT
    And DarK Champions of Love Who Cooperate in Understanding
    And Forgiveness NoW of Dance And Song of LoVE ReaL NoW…
    ‘Son of Man’ is Pejorative for a Way of Life Still Then Sadly… Now
    QueenKinG of Love for Some Still Reign as Champions of Love…
    Man and Or Woman Whole Love Gentile Jew Servant Free No More…
    To BeLiEve Or Not To BeLiEve
    To Love Or Not To Love
    To Live or Not To Live
    3 in 1
    Ye Of
    Faith In Stories
    “Vehicles and Vessels”
    “Housing Truth And Light” On “Fire”
    3 iN 1 LoVE
    What About US NoW
    What About LoVE NoW
    We JusT Do IT And That’s
    All That Counts NoW 3 in 1
    Some See A Sky Bluer OTHeRS
    See A SKy FoReVeRNoW
    DaYSLoNGeR… CaN YoU
    See WHeRE
    i AM
    Be WHeRE i AM NoW… Shorter Days Last FoReVeRNoW AllReLaTiVE
    FReeWiLL LoVE VaLuEWiTHiN… Machines Without DReAMS…. NoW
    Empaths Do ‘This’ As Breath in Quiet Breeze… Yes… They Hear Your
    Soul in Silent Nights of Days… MarK my Words… MarK my Finger ForGivinG ThanksGiving
    It’s Worth Noting At Least to me that i Wrote ‘This’ With one Finger On A SMarT Phone
    For Real That’s All ‘David’ Needs to DeFeaT AGain.. #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o Sooner…
    ‘She’ Invited me to “Roll Tide”.. i Told ‘Her’ Love is The Team TheMe MeMe Dance Song
    Still Coming Again by ‘Freddie Mercury’… i Told ‘Her’ ‘The Sports’ Parable’ About All the
    Teams i Supported That Won Respective Championships to A ‘Woman’ At “A Store” #ForgivenessWinsThanksgiving ..But of CouRSE ‘JeSuS’ iS onLy A ‘Son of Man’ He
    Deserves Forgiveness For Turning Heaven into HeLL AS ‘Trumps’ Do too If “JeSuS” Ever
    Fails to Forgive And Sends A Soul to Hell He Becomes The Hell God of The Older Testament Revealed Again… Emperor Palpatine Trump the Old Testament Hell God Destroyed
    As Always By The TRuE Light Of Love… Forgiveness… #SoulDancing2019 #ForgivenessFinalDanceSongOfTheYearWinsLoVEiNme …The Mortal Sin
    The Fear The Hate Against Eternal LovE NoW iN ForGivesness ThanksGiving
    Half the World BelieveS in an Eternally Unloving God… Moral Of A Bankrupt Soul World
    Moral of ‘An Entire Story’ if ‘Kylo’ Will Kiss And Bring Love Back to Life as ‘Gentle Ben’ Why
    Not ‘Greater God’… i Expanded ‘Her Rule’.. my Final Word is Forgive All Now so i Am Greater
    Meek than ‘the God’.. ‘He’ of the “Older Testaments” too… When ‘We’ Got Married the Advice.. Katrina’s Mother Provides.. “Always Forgive Always Hug By Sleep” To Forgive ‘The One’ Who Endangers The Very Life of Our Soul.. The Virtue Of Forgiveness Unto Our Soul Backbone of
    Love.. 2019.. The Year i am Tested Through and Through For Forgiveness The Reward Always
    Intrinsic RiSinG Higher Dark Makes Light Hell Makes Heaven God Love Us No Separation All
    Is All This ALWaYS A MeSSagE For Real What You Must Remember is Those of Both…
    Light And Dark Force… Wrote ‘That and This Bible’ Other Wise A Human Lie For DarK…
    THere is No God Of Love Who Sends Anyone
    to Hell… THAT iS The Real Devil of Unforgiving
    ‘Anti-Christ’ in Deed… THere iS NO Where of (Love)
    Without The Virtue of Understanding And Forgiveness…
    ‘Who’ Is He and Or Her as Failure to Forgive Always Reflective
    of the Soul ‘Who’ Does Or Does Not Hold Love…
    ‘God’ Will Never Truly Exist As ‘Love’ Until ‘He’ And Or ‘Her’
    Becomes Humble Enough to Forgive ‘The Devil’…
    Entire ‘Star Wars’ Saga/Bible About the Virtue of Forgiveness
    Sincerity, Respect, And
    Common Courtesy;
    Understanding And
    Forgiveness; Yes,
    In Deed this is
    The Place
    That Gardens
    LoVE iN Deed
    The Perennially
    Politically Love Correct
    “Chris Pratt and Aqua Man
    Water Bottle Environmentally
    Safe Love Story”
    “Field of Dreams”
    Build it and they
    Come to the Temple
    Of Love (PS: Chris Platt
    Is A Christian Star of
    A Movie Series that is
    A Parable about A Savior
    With An ‘Evil Father’ too…
    Who Saves the ‘Galaxy’
    Of Love; did a Quick
    Google Cliff Note
    First)… That ‘Peloton
    Exercise Machine Commercial’
    where The Husband Perhaps
    Thin Shames the Already
    Thin Wife to make Her
    A More acceptable
    Instagram Model
    For His Personal
    Use.. What a Sick
    Society We Do
    LiVE iN So Flesh
    And Blood Vapid
    Shallow in Deed
    With Little HeART
    SpiRiT Soul-Deep-Talks
    Left.. Yes… ‘Who’ owns
    ‘Time’ in the Twitter
    Verse of More
    Than a Zillion
    Less Than 280
    Character Blurbs…
    True.. She Could Have
    Been intentionally
    Inspired to fulfill
    Her Greater Human
    Potential but i
    See it in Deed
    As Another
    Sick Society
    Soul of
    Trump Instagram
    Glory Trophy Significant
    Tool other… What Else..
    Been Encouraging my
    Wife to Gain Weight
    All Her Life.. She
    Finally Fits Perfect
    In a Bikini.. Close
    To age 50.. So
    My Sister Marie Helped
    me Create A Buy one
    Get one Free Walgreen
    Desktop ($9.99) Top
    Bikini Pin-Up Calendar
    Of My Wife.. already
    Posted ‘The Spread’
    On Facebook…. me
    And Her Had
    ‘Star Wars’
    Over The Christmas
    Gift.. We Kissed and Made
    Up as Always our Love
    Comes BacK in deed she
    Is the Real ‘Rey’ and
    i am ‘Kylo’.. hehe..
    More often
    The Roles
    Reversed to
    Keep the Dark
    And Light Force
    In Balance.. so i
    Created a Parody
    Calendar of me
    For Her too…
    ‘Sexy At 60’
    Relating the
    Story to the Waitress
    At the Restaurant…
    My Wife Didn’t even
    Crack a Smile…
    She Did
    And i Dodged
    Her Light Saber
    As Dancing Road
    Runner then the
    Rest of the Day…
    Do know That
    At Least Road Runner
    And Wylie Coyote are
    FRiEnDs At the end of
    The Work Day.. sadly
    Still Now i find what may
    Seem like the Warmest
    Folks these Days as
    ‘Eternally Unforgiving
    InstaGram Models’
    Who ‘Work for
    Pay’.. Yes.. Male
    And or Female
    Sadly… so glad
    NoW Kylo and Rey
    Are Still Together For Real
    Just Another XMas Story🌲EverGreen For ReaL
    No Magic LiVE Rabbits Out of Dead Hats to Prove A Lesser God than Love.


    This Will Be Message 102 on Cue Whenever Space Comes Available for
    Message 101 and 102 On Bishop Barron and FRiEndS YouTube Channel…
    Not Like i have to Provide it as it has been ‘Written’ A Zillion Different Ways in Art Already..
    Just Something
    to Do
    for LoVE
    Why Not?
    LoVE ALways
    Enduring Ocean
    Whole Souls Expanding
    For Those Who Never Give
    up and Just Do LoVE iN Victory of
    Believe Faith Hope Charity Giving Sharing
    Free MoRE NoW aS Even Folks Who Sell Shoes
    Ones That Carry ‘ Mercury Wings’ STiLL NoW (Apple too)
    of my Feet and Fingers Understand this simple Principle of Do Do.


  12. 3 Days of Darkest Night Rainy Days…
    Clouds Break For an Xmas Rainbow
    Over Our Home.. Seems Like a Good Sign to me
    at Least. When i asked ‘Her’ to Ruthlessly Judge
    me.. ‘Objectively SPeaKinG.. i Was Not
    Expecting More of a Score Above 6.66…
    Katrina Says i Still Score a 10 Like A Fine Xmas Wine…
    She Has DeMaNDinG Standards. Good News in the Slightly
    Less Ripped Version “Fred 2020 Sexy at 60!” is
    Still Full Speed Ahead for the Calendar Year.
    Due to the Festive Eating Season
    Six-Pack At 60 on 6.6.20 is on
    Hold for Now. i Remember
    30 Years Ago or So
    Sitting to Have
    Her Hair
    Cut i thought
    How Can Someone Be
    So Beautiful Without Make-up
    At 19.. And Without Clothes she shouldn’t be
    Ashamed to Make ‘this’ a Work of Art For the Ages
    Still to come True This Much hasn’t changed what you
    do when the Princess never ages You come to understand
    Magic and God is Real.. for true you still have something to do
    to pay it all Back for the Fruition of Angel Who Still Breathes Free..
    You See.. Katrina Doesn’t Dance.. Yet She Allows me the Freedom to
    Do So.. So every Thursday Night of course i carry Facebook Around With me
    with Her Picking up Grapes on the Sugar White Sand Creek Now Just in case
    if ‘they’ wonder what i am doing at the Bar Solo as the Dance Continues with
    Smiles of Accolades from Beautiful Female Young Strangers too.. 2000 Plus
    Selfies of Joy Still Counting.. this would Terrify Most Women but Not ‘Rey’ closing
    in on Age 50.. for ‘Kylo’ Spirit too.. a Woman Who is a Warrior is not a Push Over Plaything
    or “Instagram Model Alone” True No Filters or Make-up-Believe With Her More Than a Fine
    Wine that Never Ages True.. as Well.. the one who is not Afraid to Let me ‘Put it all on Her’
    to Even Offer Support
    When Other Female
    Friends May Bring what
    she sees as unwarranted
    Harm to me.. True She eventually
    Will Put Her Foot Down too and say No
    but only if she sees me the one who is Harmed
    too many times for Her to Give the go ahead to play..
    But Only as Children in a Playground Park.. Best for
    Me to Just Dance with No words said at all.. but there
    Are Exceptions there are Friends Like Her who do Handle
    All of me without Fail Day in Day out.. ‘Real Women’ too
    unafraid of DarK and surely not Cynical oF LiGHT so
    Here’s to Katrina the One who Doesn’t Dance and
    Yes.. the only Material Gift i am Giving Her for
    Christmas is a Pin-up Desk-top Calendar of
    Her.. ‘Fabulous at 50’ Highlighting Now
    Her Best Bikini Photos of this Year
    For 2020 Vision of Beauty Still..
    But True.. after being a Real
    Budget Task Master for
    23 Years.. when
    i got ill..
    i emptied my Fine
    Point Accountant Pen
    And Let Her Go Free on ‘the Budget’
    How She pleases.. but You see i could feel a Rainy Day
    coming from the Very Beginning Much More than a Rainy
    Day A ‘Perfect Storm’ of Pain and Numb..19 Life Threatening
    Mostly Stress Related Illnesses from 11 Years of Chronic Work
    Stress Ultimately with the Last 2 of 11 Years spent in Fight or Flight
    Level Constant Adrenaline Charged Stress Eating every Bodily
    System Away for DisEase.. There were no Financial issues
    of course whether i lived or died the least of my
    Worries then but for Her a Livelihood
    Without Financial Worries..
    Some of Us Work
    Very Hard to
    Plan for a Secure
    Financial Future and surely
    in a “Perfect Storm of Disorder
    Pain and Numb”.. 66 Months as
    A Shut-in Within in my Bedroom
    of Hell.. the Storm Came And Went
    And the Blessing Now is the Love oF LiGHT
    Within to Give and Share for Free.. For True God
    Naturally Gifts those who come Through Hell to Heaven for
    Free Love Fearless In Kind Courage.. Yes.. Beauty’s Wisdom
    of Love For Real.. Reborn Transformed Transfigured in LiGHT
    Again Rising Fire of Love.. Phoenix out of Ashes Forevermore now..
    Age is not a Number it is Heaven Within and Much Less.. it is Hell within
    And Much More.. it is what it is.. Love is What Counts Most.. Timeless with
    No Distance.. Space.. or Matter Other than LoVE DarK ThrU LiGHT For Real NoW (GoD)
    i don’t mind saying Her Desk-top Calendar is 10 Times More Valuable than mine for Real..
    And What i like Best too.. i Travel Light Now With Empty Pockets of Green Evil Worries
    With No Cultural Clothes
    or Tools Other than
    a 3 Foot Naked
    Sand and
    Sun Dance
    to Keep My Tan
    Year-Round Head to toe..
    hehe.. and additionally the
    Flow Autotelic of Heaven Within
    The Hands And Feet Solo Dance of
    LiVInG LoVE iNCaRNaTE to Simply
    Exist Free With Wings of God Who Dance And Sing Naked Free…
    i am not ashamed still closing in on 60 of How i came and still come to be Free
    in this World NoW ONly Flesh and Blood Clothes of Love God of Nature Grants to me Still NoW.


  13. The Christmas Day Eve Has Almost Arrived.. so Now for Some
    Earth, Wind, And Fire ‘Joy to the World’ Christmas Cards Sent to Xenia
    in Scotland.. Moving to Leah in Germany.. And Yes surely Last but not
    Least Shawna Baby From Alabama Where She Lives with Her Southern
    Baptist Preacher Husband.. And Yes After Xenia’s Christmas Cards
    A Trip to Norway First to See a latest Poetic Muse of Poetry Lillian
    that i have Enjoyed Visiting Meeting Her at my French Blogger
    Friend from Nice.. France.. at Her Blog.. Hmm.. Wonder what
    Happened to Ilona She is Rather Full Speed Drops Out and
    Suddenly Storms Back into the Blogging
    World With All Her Personal Art of
    Mighty Giving And Sharing
    i just keep going and
    GRoWinG More
    iN Creativity
    of Art in Dance
    And Song Just for
    Can And Will Do MoRE NoW
    i continue to Be Inspired Like Never
    Before by Most and disappointed by the
    Fewest too.. but that’s the Way Yin and Yang
    Goes for there may be a bit of Dark Spot on Brightest
    Souls oF LiGHT Just for Standing Up for Truth in Feelings Now..
    Some Folks Can Handle Feelings For give And For get and continue
    to Bless Thanks Giving and Like the “Guardian’s of the Galaxy 2” Movie says too…
    Some Folks Dance And Some Folks Do Not.. True some folks have not yet
    LEarned that the
    DarK Force
    is A Shadow
    they will
    Overcome until they
    Face up to it and become
    Authentic Versions of Greater LoVE iN LiGHT
    This may take Decades too long after i am gone..
    Perhaps then they will understand what i reLaTE NoW
    As my Truth and Light For Real… SMiLes.. Xenia..
    surely Santa’s Sleigh Will
    Never Miss A Visit
    to Your Home In ⛄️ Snow
    Sending FRiEnD Xenia
    6 FredMark Christmas
    Cards for Her Evergreen
    Kindness Year ‘Round🌲🕺
    Love Times
    Ever Lasting
    Christmas Glow🌲🌟🎶🕊
    Ever Green Scent
    Dogs Smell
    Xmas Love🌲🏝☺️
    Snow Breathes
    Winter Dreams
    Crystal Clear Happy
    2020 New Year Vision🎉
    Snow Flake Dreams
    Candy Canes Dance Sing🕺🎶🌲☺️
    SMiLes.. Xenia.. Holiday
    Treasures to All Of
    You In Christmas
    Colors Ever Lighting
    SMiLes mY FRiEnD Lillian Happiest Of Holidays
    Joy May BRinG to You.. WHeRE i LiVE iN Florida
    Closest to ‘Northern Lights’ We Have Are Rainbows
    So Rare to Have A Rainbow Close to Christmas but
    After 3 Days Dreary Darkest Nights of Cold Clouds and
    Rain.. as i entered my Garage coming Home From a Work-out
    A Rainbow Caught my Eye in deed Directly Over Our Home Arches
    From Left to Right of Beautiful Colors Christmas Tree Lights in the Sky
    Pot of Rainbow Gold
    Always Love
    Within that’s
    Real Invisible
    Sun come Real
    As Sunshine to Give
    And Share more.. interestingly
    My Sister had Just gotten off the
    Phone With my Stepmother as she related
    She had to Put Her Beloved Dog Out of His Misery…
    Her Husband already Passed away Years ago at Christmas
    Time and Now Her Beloved Dog as she said She was Sending
    Him over ‘the Rainbow Bridge’ exactly the Time We Saw the Rainbow
    Above our Home Almost 200 Miles to the East of Her Where We LiVE iN
    Florida my Sister said She’s Never Seen a Christmas Rainbow but True
    i Have a SmART PHone and Proof of this Miracle Gift of Nature’s Colors
    Lit Up For Christmas Future Now Still to ReMeMBeR… SMiLes my FRiEnD
    My ‘Facebook Memories’ Are as Deep as God is Real as LoVE iN LiGHT Now
    All the Colors
    of my Soul
    i Feel and
    Sense Give
    And Share for Free
    may not touch that many
    Folks in the Song i Bring
    but The Dance in Public Surely does..
    True all the Colors Touch me to Give and
    Share More.. and True inspiring me to come
    Visit Very Nice People Around the World Like You..
    Smiles my FRiEnD Every Candle-Lit A Word of Sacred Song
    A Step of Holy Dance Full of Meaning and Purpose Giving and Sharing Free..
    My Christmas Spirit Lives ‘Year Round ‘i am Titanium’ When People Try to put
    my Christmas Light out on Purpose or out of Ignorance my Flame only Grows
    Torch more
    Fire on Distant
    Shores Up Close and Personal
    as My Light comes to not only Burn
    but Explode as Stars do to Flower Life
    Star Seeds We continue to Shine “Joy to the World” Love Thrives iN LiGHT..:)
    Hello ‘Princess Leah’.. Smiles.. as i Think To Call You that at a Bit Under 5 Feet Tall
    And a Hundred Pounds as i remember you Telling me Long Ago but so
    Strong when it comes to Working-out.. SMiLes Still Looking Forward
    to Seeing You Play with Your Cat Soon.. but always waiting my
    FRiEnD patiently as True FRiEnDS Will ’till the End of Time
    of LoVInG HeARTS UNconditional Where Time Has
    No Hands of Endings.. or Beginnings One Day
    Soon enough out of Time.. Distance.. Space
    And Matter i must Say You Always Give
    me the Same Feelings of Trust in
    FRiEnDship whenever i hear
    from You.. true that
    is what is important
    How a Person Makes You
    Feel without any Anxiety that is real..
    Happy Holidays to You Dear FRiEnD..
    These days of Life in the United States continue
    to Grow Face Palms of Politics and Religion Beyond
    Belief almost of Fear and Hate and Ignorance in Lies so
    Far from Truth.. Yet i Dance and Sing without Refrain
    Only Higher my FRiEnd in Celebration oF Light that is
    Life JusT LoViNG iT All DarK Thru LiGHT inspired
    By DarK as Much as LiGHT LoVinG LiGHT Most
    in the Case of Peace and Harmony so much
    Farther than me too.. Life is Good to Breathe
    And Love i Do Hope and Wish that All of Life’s BleSSinGS
    And BLiSSinGS Do Come to You as LoVE LiGHTS even Higher my FRiEnD..
    i’ve come to appreciate Honesty.. Sincerity.. Yes Trust Respect and Common Courtesy
    the most so far away from the Politics and Religion of Life i see where 85 Percent of
    the Folks Still Support a “Real Father of 15,000 Lies”.. SMiLes my FRiEnD it’s Good
    that the ‘Dark Force’ is Still Accountable to the ‘Light Force’ Here now at least
    Somewhat for without the Minions Who Support this there would be no
    Accountability necessary at this Point for the Darkness that continues
    to Sink into A Pit oF LiES More.. but again i dance and sing i can and
    will do that much to BRinG ‘the Galaxy oF LoVE’ further back to
    a Balance
    of Joy
    in Love
    For Life Real
    that does its best
    not to Harm anyone
    else and the Rest of Nature
    too in Respect of what We Consume
    never Taking and Hoarding More as Giving Sharing More..
    Anyway.. again Happy Holidays to You and Your Cat.. we
    haven’t had a Cat since Yellow Boy Passed Away Last January
    And one thing i’ve found as many people Do Animals are more Human than
    that can
    and do
    come into our life..
    they prove this
    Sincerity of their Breath..
    The Respect And Common
    Courtesy for what We Give and Share With them..
    Merry ‘Catmas’ ‘A Free God’ We will always be able to Trust..:)
    Merry Christmas Shawna Baby to You.. Your Children and Husband too!
    Wow so Dreary Cloudy Cold With Rain And Clouds for the Last 3 Days Yet
    Clouds Parted this Afternoon For A Pre-Christmas Rainbow over our
    Home to Welcome in Finally a promise for some Sunshine on
    Christmas Eve as the Sun Finally starts a Journey up
    on the Southern Horizon Toward Spring Equinox Away
    From Winter Solstice Next.. Really
    i Love the Dark Weather as it
    Colors What i Dance and
    Sing with a Bit More
    Spice of Dark
    To Go along
    With Euphoria
    of Sunshine Real
    Within to Give and Share More…
    And On Top of that By God i Sleep
    And Even Take Naps Easier so
    Nice to Have the Refreshment
    of Dark after so many
    Sleepless Nights
    of Creativity
    in Days
    of High
    in Summer
    that Seem to Never End..
    Funny When You have the DisEase
    of Happiness Heaven Real and you
    Can’t Afford to Float much Above the
    Moon to Skip Across the Sun and Hop Scotch
    Irish Eyes Beyond the Stars my FRiEnD Shawna
    Baby as i have surely had play dates like that with you.. hehe..
    Smiles.. i never miss you that much for you LiVE iNside of me..
    i suppose that is the Best FRiEnDship one that Always
    Trusts one that We will rely on who does not
    Keep Honesty
    mY FRiEnD
    of course there is a longer
    Story to that finally reaching a
    Conclusion already seen before it comes..
    SMiLes mY FRiEnD Precognition Helps
    When it comes to Peace And Harmony Again..
    Guess What Joy to the World is Real my FRiEnD
    Joy Breathes Light of mY SoUL Colored HeART SPiRiT Higher more..:)

  14. “To Bring Anything Into Your Life, Imagine It’s Already There.”
    -Richard Bach, “Author of Jonathan Livingston Seagull” (too)
    A Thank You For It All Personally Delivered by my Mother/God Why?
    Because i Can i Will i DO Believe NoW FoR Real Miracles At Home.
    Rainbow Over my Home Yesterday Afternoon Only Break In Cold Clouds
    That Still Cover Us For Four Days IS A Christmas/Thank You Card As Far As i’m
    Concerned as Far As Synchronicity Travels Beyond Distance, Space, Time, Even
    Matter Now… The Public Dance Rises to 12,493 Miles NoW in Close to 76 Months of Effort
    too… “Grand Cross Bible 2019” A 9th Titled Long Form Poem Bible in 42 Months Finishing it
    By Christmas Day… “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible Begins on 8.18.13…
    7.6 MiLLioN Words 76 Months Ago Inclusive of Housing 9 Long Form Bible Poems… The First of
    9 King James Size Long Form Bible Poems But in the Middle of ‘The Show’ Not Unlike ‘Star Wars’
    too… in ’77… Close to the Date of ‘These Photos’ is When i Decided on a Whim 42 Months Ago
    to Title “Grand Cross Bible 2016” Then.. Yes.. The First of 9… In Case You Ever Really Now Meet
    me Y.O.U. Will Feel The Wind Of ‘Her’ Soul NoW iN The Breath Of my Dance And Song iBelieve…
    Her Cholesterol Hovered around 350.. No Drugs for ‘Her’… The HeART is more Than an Organ
    IT Plays The Spirit of Love Our Soul Life.. Obviously She Was Hanging on For “Us” the Doctor
    Said She Must Have a Very Strong Heart… Most Folks Last 3 Days… She Didn’t Complain…
    She Did not Want to Worry ‘Us’… She Lasted 8 Days in Hospice With No Food or Water
    As Per Her Wishes… 3 Weeks Away From Her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day 2017…
    Christmas Eve 2016… She Said It Was Arthritis.. Refusing to take Anything for
    Bone/Brain/Other Stage 4 Cancers But Bayer Aspirin for Two Years…
    These (Don’t Stop Believing Photos) Taken Christmas Eve 2016..
    My Mother Smiling with Undiagnosed Stage 4 Cancer From
    Head to Toe… What You Must understand
    Is my (YouR) Mother Never Dies This way
    As LonG as You (We) BReaTHE LoVE iN Others
    Y.O.U… Why Owe You Thank You For Giving Thanks
    Giving… This is the LeSSoN my Mother Taught
    me my First Breath Through Her Last Breath
    That CarrieS On as LoVE iN The Wind Her
    Wayward Son.. Love IS Who Believes in You
    And Never Gives Up on Y.O.U. No Matter FucKinG
    What! Love Breathes this Way or Suffocates And Dies…
    SMiLes.. Humans Wield
    Swords of Crayons
    MaKinG Longest Nights
    DarK.. Day LiGHT..🎄
    i took a Picture of a Christmas
    🌈 Rainbow Yesterday so rare
    BreaKinG through
    Longest Nights of
    Dreary Dark Rain
    And Cold Calling
    It the Colors of God’s
    Love Healing All Breath
    True Now Why not Make
    All of Life a “Sugar Pill”..
    Science Shows this
    Works As Even
    Exercise in imagination
    Brings Empirical
    Measures of
    Increases in
    Strength.. True..
    Believe in Santa…
    Better Yet Be the Gift
    Be the Healing Hand
    Of Imagination Be
    The Believe the
    Within The Magic
    Will Continue to Live
    Merry Christmas to
    New York New York PM..
    Flowering For Christmas in Deed in Metaphor Ever Green
    Dream Fruition Year ‘Round Coloring Life Love🙏🌲🏝
    Smiles.. I’ve already eaten too
    Many Christmas Cookies.. too
    Much Sugar takes me out of
    Emotional Balance too..
    Overall .. We Eat fairly
    Natural but Restaurant
    Buffets do not always
    Provide the Same…
    i saw a Rainbow for
    Christmas made it feel
    Like Magic Brought the
    Balance Back to the Light
    Force Again.. Science Shows
    If We just visualize getting
    Stronger in imagination
    Empirical Measures of
    Strength Physically
    Grow.. i’m not waiting
    On Science to prove the
    Rest of our Hidden Mind
    Over Matter Human Potentials…
    i will innately instinctually
    intuit them first in Seek and
    Find like the Spiral Dance
    That Brings a Healing
    Chi Light Force to me
    Holistically from
    Head to Toe.. True
    Emotional and Sensory
    Balance Naturally Heals
    From Head to toe All Forms
    Of Mind And Body Meditation
    For Balance the Science proven
    Real Fountain of Youth now too
    For what used to be described
    As Woo.. Yet this a Real
    All Free Christmas Gift
    To practice across the
    Lifespan for Great Health…
    Keep up the Great Work
    And Merry Christmas
    My Friend who
    A Seek and Find too…
    Hmm… Considering i am born on 6.6.60 And throughout my Life of Being
    Carded for a Beer a Day (Don’t Need It anymore; got Dance) for Relaxation as
    the Walmart Cashiers Carded me in my 40’s and Protected themselves with ‘the sign of the
    Cross’ when they got a gander at my Birthdate on my Driver’s License; as they inhabit the ‘Tribal
    Religious Place of Trump Town USA’; where yes; After 15,000 Lies, 85 Percent of the Inhabitants
    Still Support Literally a Real Father of Lies For Sure; Literally as far as Twitter Verses Will Still Travel.

    Anyway; i will surely relate to Being the Devil (Lucifer too) at Least; spent 66 months at least in a Living
    Hell Within as a Shut-in in my Bedroom; at least a Phantom of the Opera and Hunchback of Note Dame too
    back then; perhaps, with a Mix of ‘John Nash’ Isolation from Society too; but as Far as Anti-Christ For what
    comes in the place of Unconditional Loving Forgiveness Where We Love Our Enemies Same as Ourself; Yes,
    And Neighbors all Part of Alpha thru Omega All God With No Name; the ‘Anti-Christ Dude’ will surely already
    Be found in the existing New Testament in Revelation for sure; the Dude Forecast to not only forgive; Yes, His
    Enemies; but Torture them to Hell Forevermorenow; been there done it all Naturally where a Thousand Years of
    Hell is equal to One Second; if ‘Jesus’, Yes, the Story Book Character ever really went there; nah; he wouldn’t wish
    anyone to ‘that place’ as that is the place of the Least and Meek the Most; the Piece of Paper existence of less than nil.

    Anyone with a Smidgen of Emotional Intelligence can and will clearly see the inconsistencies of the View Points
    of all the ‘Republicans and Democrats’ who wrote both the Old and New Testament too in that Old Thousands
    Of Years ‘Black Book’; Innumerable Ghost Authors; Scribe Mistakes Copying Over Centuries; and those Scribes
    who called their Version of Holy Spirit Inspired ‘Visions’ more important than “Paul” and the such to make
    their own ‘Spirit/Visionary Related Intentional Changes too’; Let’s remember there was nothing set in
    stone in Print then; all subject to the Stroke of every Pen Change, until around 1450 AD, where
    Printing Presses came into being; and so many revisions still came after that as well as Different
    Translations from Greek as let’s face Facts; ‘Son of’ Originally in Greek means ‘Nature of’ in other
    Words ‘Son of God’ Means ‘Nature of God’; considering all we Can and will Observe is the Nature of all that
    Is We Feel and Sense and Know; that indeed is at least a small Venn diagram of the Venn Diagram of All.
    And the Word ‘Apocalypse’ in Greek still originally means Lifting the Veils of Ignorance; instead of Blowing the
    Whole ‘Dirty Dam Hairless Ape Place Up’ at least in words to that effect; That Have come in Literature and Theater too.

    The Fact is if the Whole Story Was Literally True now; as Inconsistent as it is; and Insincere; and Unforgiving
    as it can and will be too without much Respect to the diversity of the Overall Human Condition; but Wait! yes!
    ’cause even all the Ghost Writers; and Scribe Changers have Different Opinions Obviously too; even at that
    if “Jesus” Were Real and could come back; he Must be Observed as an Anti-Christ in the place of whatever
    Version that is not consistent with each Denomination/Sect/Individual Who has their Own Favorite Flavor
    of Jesus And Will Balk at any Jesus; but the Jesus they Demand to come back now; Of course this includes
    the Major Viewpoint Difference in How Muslims and Christians View Jesus too; Basically he is gonna come
    back and destroy the respective Enemies of Both Religions Differently too; Depending on which Sect and
    Denomination insists on their Version of Jesus; and Yes God Now too; Jesus F in Christ; there are at least
    Thousands of different Versions of Jesus; and everyone who is ready to Tell ‘Jesus’ who he has to be if he
    were to dare to come back now.

    Just For S’s and G’s; Let’s Pretend that the ‘Anti-Christ’ could come back and to be clear whoever the Real
    Free Jesus would be; obviously, He would not be the one 99 Percent of Folks would Naturally Now Identify as Real;
    even if he could come back all Syrian Brown Looking; Still at about 5 Foot 1 and 106 Pounds; He wouldn’t be any more
    Welcome in a ‘Trump Church’ than a Mexican Immigrant without any Paperwork Still.

    “Trump” is one “Jesus” that 75 Percent or so of Evangelical Christians Will Agree on at least; and at least he isn’t
    evil enough to have the so-called Authority to Judge folks who are Different and send them to Everlasting Torture
    now; yes, sadly the fact is Trump is Less evil than the ‘Old Testament God’ and the ‘New Testament everlasting
    Torturing Jesus’ against all of his Adversaries too; who Fail to Bow and Kneel Down and Pledge Allegiance to Just
    Another Dude Without Human Empathy and Oxytocin Social Bonding Capacity; only getting off on Power and Status.

    In This Case, whoever replaces this Evil with all Real Forgiving Endless Love Unconditional And Fearless Will remain
    practically Invisible to all those Who Still Believe in a ‘Son of Man’ Full of Fear and Hate so much that they would go
    as far as not only not forgiving their Adversary; but torturing them to Suffer in Misery for Eternity now Forevermore now.

    Most Anyone can and will become ‘this Antichrist’; All Forgiving Full of Holy and Sacred Love Full of Meaning and Purpose;
    Where Unconditional Fearless LoVE iN Wisdom Beauty of Kindness And Courage is the Aim Overall All Stuff Life Loves Real.

    (Meanwhile, my Wife; Mrs. Claus, is in the ‘Great Room’ Watching Hall Mark Christmas Movies with Hot Chocolate Love)

    Best thing of all is ‘they’ will go practically unnoticed (by Name) and Just Spread Love and Hope everywhere they go.

    The ‘Anti-Christ’ has always Celebrated Christmas this way; always holding Hope for ‘Christ the Grinch’ too for Change.

    Let’s Put it this way if God is Really Love; and God Really is Responsible for Love and God Really Loves ‘Jesus’ as Much
    As God Does; God Wrote the Bible this Way to Protect all the Anti-Christs Still to come the Ones Who Worship Love the most.

    (Trivia Note: Frederick Trump and Elizabeth Christ Trump are the Names of Trump’s Paternal Grand Parents; it’s No Joke; Maybe)

    Here’s A Deal; the Form has always been Dead; the Essence of Love is Real; and Lives Forevernow in those Who Breathe it For Real
    as They Too Become the Spirit.. the Wind.. of LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW.

    Without Forgiveness that is Eternal there is No God of Love;
    THere is No Jesus of Love; THere is no True Love at all For Real.

    No thanks; i’ll keep my Birthdate as is.

    i literally could not live with myself if i did not forgive;
    excuse me; i was am born this way; too. And Reborn this way again; in just one lifetime too.

    Other than that any “Real Jesus and or God” Will Giggle Beyond Eternity if “Mere Minions’ ‘Believe’ they
    Will Control the Free Will Relative of someone more than with Minion View; Where Eternity will never be measured now.

    Other than that; i Believe God IS A Laugh with a Fabulous Feel and Sense of Humor; Why? Because i can and WILL.

    ‘God’ is no ‘Nerd’; ‘God’ is surely not going to come back in Full Human Form and Be Slave to Any Cover of a BLacK Book;

    But True; Be Careful for Like the ‘Twilight Zone’ ‘Says’; ‘Someone’ at Least Could Really Come Back “To Serve Humans” with A Recipe; hehe.

    God is Endless Pages and We are the Breath; not everyone can and will understand this; for True there are ‘Minions’ too; i am Not waiting
    for the Next Movie to come out; hehe..;)

    Thank You; It was the Same For me; Before Age Six; Perhaps as Early as Five or Four;
    Looking Above my Bed There was a Nordic Looking Man Sort of Like Kenny Loggins today;
    i already Recognized that Folks From the Middle East Did Not Look Like that; Additionally, i wondered
    Why There Had to Be Both a Santa and a ‘Jesus’ too; as this was Christmas Eve that i wondered about this then;
    But True Santa Brought A Magic Feeling Within; That Jesus Never Did; What i remember is a ‘Stupid’ Dream
    About a Creature With a Pitch Fork through my Neck; What i Also Remember is a ‘Psychopathic Looking Preacher’
    Screaming at People with some kind of Sick and Selfish Pleasure that if they didn’t do what he said they would
    be Tortured forever.

    i also later Wondered After that why Jesus looked so Much like a Woman With a Beard in so
    Many other Artistic Representations; Then i came to understand Later That When Leonardo DaVinci Painted
    ‘The Last Supper’ he Lived in A Patriarchal Culture Where Facial Hair and Long Hair Was a Big No No For Men.

    So; In Deed, Not only Did Leonardo Paint ‘The Last Supper’; in a sense at Least, People have been Worshipping
    ‘His Style’ instead of Whoever the Real Man was who was likely Crucified on a Cross Like So Many others;
    Just that part of this Man’s Story ended up as Oral Tradition; and Legend to Eventually come to be a Book;
    And even some Movies too.

    What i BelieVE iN is Love; It’s Not Hard for me as my Form of Asperger’s is Super Sensitive Everything
    From Touch to Hearing to Seeing to Smelling to Tasting To Feeling and Sensing All of Life as a Literal
    Human Empath Will Experience Life. i Understand now; not everyone experiences Life this way; in Fact,
    We All basically According to Neuroscience Hallucinate Our Realities Now Based on the Past Hallucinations
    that We Co-Create to Develop some Potential Mutual and Consensually Understandable Feel and Sense of
    Reality with others, at least; as We Co-Create Abstract Constructs of Labels to Articulate this at Best to others.

    Smiles; it probably would have been Easier to Intuit, Feel, Perceive Less; Ignorance in someways this way surely will
    be Bliss too as Feeling all the Pain and Misery of others in this World Now of Stress is enough to make You Wanna Dance
    Spiraling as such 12,493 Miles in Public in 76 Months; Just to Develop A Shield of Light Around You (me) in ‘Chi Force’
    to Escape all the Misery, Suffering, and in General Pain of others; True, i work close to as Hard as an Olympic
    Athlete to Achieve a Bliss Away From all of that; for there were some days i felt like An Entire World of Hell
    on my Shoulders; Even Worse; inside of me; i separate that out Now; and LiVE iN Peace And Harmony for Real.

    For So Many Decades; Being Ignorant like what other Folks could not Feel and Sense was just not part of my Human Pie;

    Relatively, Speaking of Course; as We All Have Gifts and Curses in Life as Born and Bred Now too.

    Smiles; it’s really true some folks Feel and Sense and Know More of Reality and other Folks Less; Science Agrees.

    What Will Never Be Completely Empirically Measured is Our Worlds Within; they are Unique; as far as Nature
    goes another Set of Eyes Each of us co-create for all the “Colors of the Wind” We continue to ‘Paint’ or not;
    best for me colored with Love;

    Sadly; best for others in Wishing other People Suffer; up to Forever.

    i am A Truly FortuNate one; by far by far; as far as i for one ‘see’ with EYes of Love.

    i only Feel Sad for all the others now, who cannot Love Complete in a Home of Love Now For All that is DarK Thru Light…

    For me at least; this Love Lasts Eternally Forevernow in only Life; When i die, i really Lived And Loved; That is surely
    A Greater Gift Than a Wish for anyone else to Suffer for what they already give themselves away from Love; Wishing that
    for others now; It’s sort of Like the Ending of the 9th Star Wars Movie; not to spoil it for anyone; But Hate Eventually
    Destroys Who Holds It Within; Always Does Always Will as far as Loving Life Goes Eternally Now; No other Escape but the
    Force of Love; AFAIF at least..:)

    Well; i haven’t even Posted the 101st Message to Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    YouTube Channel Yet; But this Surely Will be my Own Special Christmas Message
    Number 103; whenever Space Becomes Available for that as they limit Comments
    to two Spaces there; and with a Limit of 1834 Words or So; this is gonna fill two Comments; hehe..;)



  15. ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019!’
    ‘Yeti’ Dances And Sings! Raise Your
    Spirit Free! So much Cheaper! Than Over
    Consuming the Environment! Gonna Miss
    Xmas! Wait! Who Says Love Has to Go Away!
    ‘Target Dog’ Celebrates Xmas Year ‘Round! Now…
    Ceiling Can’t Hold Us Down! Not! This Xmas Spirit!
    Year ‘Round! No Such Thing as an Ugly Catmas Sweater!
    Katrina’s Smile Lights Up A Great Room the Color of Love!
    After a Three Day Stall on the Southern Horizon in Dreary Cloudy
    Cold Rainy Days with only a Break in the Clouds Long Enough Yesterday
    Afternoon For a ‘Miracle Magic Rainbow Gift Over my Home of Thank You From
    God/Mother’ For Coming to Finish the 9th King James Sized Bible Poem Titled Well
    Actually in the Last 3 Years as ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’ Started on Memorial Day Weekend
    of 2016 but i actually did not even get the Idea to Title it a Long Form Poem Bible
    Poem until Briefly Before i Finished it on Christmas Day of 2016 The Previous
    Christmas Day Celebration then in 2015 Resulted in a 41 Thousand Word
    ‘GodsUniverseNovel’ and then in February 2016 Came a 51 Thousand
    Word ‘GodsUniverseNovel2’ And My God the Word Count Novels
    Kept Expanding as ‘GodsUniverseNovel3’ Came to be Published
    At the End of April of 2016 as that Effort comprised Poetic
    Short Free Verse Responses to all the Prompts and
    Links from the dVerse International Poetry
    Prompt For an Entire Year of Effort
    From April of 2015 through
    March of 2016 as my God
    that one Single MacroVerse Blog
    Post Rose all the way up to 338,630 Words
    as “GodsUniVerse Novel3” that also provides
    Around 300 Beautiful Navarre and Pensacola
    Beach Photos Plentiful.. Sunsets from Both Beaches
    too.. sure.. i will link them below Just for the Record
    As Really the Gift i provide to ‘my Parish’ is the Gift
    of my Spirit my Song and my Dance as i empty my
    Pockets as i Write this Song of Free Verse Epic Long
    Form Stream of Consciousness Holy And Sacred Creative
    Spirit in Meditation Flow Full of Meaning and Purpose Effortlessly
    Continuing Like a Water Fall of Holy Sacred Creative Spirit coming
    off my Dancing Finger tips in Flow of Song now for the ‘SonG oF mY
    SoUL’ overall Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Poem at 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words in 76 Months of Effort as Actually ‘Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway
    Around the World’ is the 903rd MacroVerse Effort of that as that MacroVerse
    Is also the 231st MacroVerse of ‘Nether Land Bible’ in 42 Months of Effort closing
    in on 43 Months Soon at 5,055,586 Words Now.. And True.. “Celebrating Public
    Dancing Halfway Around the World” Thirdly is the 129th MacroVerse of “FB Profile
    Pic Bible” as that Titled Epic Long Form Poem Bible Poem arises to 3,444,454 Words
    in 30 Months of Writing that is coming very close to the 31st Month Now too in Just a
    Couple of days on the 26th that will Also Celebrate the 76 Month Point of Public Dancing
    In Free Flow Meditative Moving Dance that Brings additional Focus to do all of this as i
    Surpassed the 12,500 Miles Mark on Christmas Eve Dancing At Walmart now at 12,501
    Miles.. Yes.. More than Halfway the Distance Around the Equator of the Earth Now.. so as
    i approach 60 Years Old on 6.6.60 it’s Safe to Say.. Yes.. Dance and Sing that All my Human
    Potential in Both Strength in Dance And Song Continues to Expand as any ‘Jonathan Livingston
    Seagull Human’ Will Naturally continue to do with or without others at Breast of Flying Height
    Maneuvers More and More Complex in the Sweet Spot of Flow Between Anxiety and Boredom
    Continuing an Expanding Human Potential of Ocean Whole Shores even More.. Okay and So
    Far i’ve only named 5 of the 9 titled Bibles that ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’ Makes as Yes there
    is also ‘Grand Cross Bible 2017 and 2018’ as that makes 7 and additionally in 2017 on Memorial
    Day Weekend in one Year of 365 Days Precisely of Writing 1.618 MiLLioN Words ‘PHI Bible’
    Came too as per the Synchronicity in attaining the Golden Spiral PHI Ratio Number of 1.618
    of course Rounded off as i would have needed 34 More Words for another Three Whole
    Decimal Places to 1.618034.. Hehe.. Close Enough for ‘Government Work’ ‘Guardians
    of the Galaxy of Love For Real’ And All that Other Love Jazz for Real too for it is
    also True that in 13.6 Months of Effort on 7.19.17 my 4th Anniversary in Heaven
    on Earth after overcoming 19 Medical Disorders in Terms of Pain and Numb 66
    Months Coming to a Noted Miraculous end on 7.19.13 that yes that was the first
    LandMark Child of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’.. Longest Epic Long Form Poem
    Longer than the ‘Mahabharata’ From India then at 1.82 MiLLioN
    Words in that 13.6 Month Milestone Landmark Featnote For Real
    Point titled fully ‘1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN’..
    So that Makes 9 Titled Long Form Poem Named Milestone Bibles Larger in
    Size than the King James Size Bible.. Yes there is a lot of Overlap amongst
    the 9 of the Titled Efforts But Never the Less the total Word Count of “SonG oF mY
    SouL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words of Effort in 76 Months is Well Beyond 9 Times the Size
    of the King James Size Bible at around 780 Thousand Words as this Effort is going
    to Reach Close to 880 Thousand Words itself in 7 Months for “Grand Cross Bible
    2019”.. Yes.. on Average for the Last 42 Months i’ve been knocking a King James
    Size Bible Poem out of the Poetry Park as such titled as NoW in Milestone Bibles..
    And Yes once again ‘Nether Land Bible’ at 5,055,586 Words in 42 Months of Effort
    That does include 7 Long Form Poem Bible Poems underneath its Parentage too..
    All Beginning on Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 including ‘Nether Land Bible’ too..
    as once again these are Milestone Landmark Featnote Titled Bibles all 9.. as the
    History of the Effort and Herstory in some cases too provided in the Names of
    the Bible Poems too as when my Friend “Princess Leah” From the ‘Wrong
    Planet’ lived in the Netherlands that is where i got the idea of Naming
    “Nether Land Bible” as it was first titled “Nether Land Bible 2017”
    for the First Year it Lived online too.. as of course “Nether Land”
    may also be defined as ‘Other Worldly’ as of course All
    Books and Art online are as they come through
    Fiber Optic Cable even folks who we think
    and feel and sense we come to know
    However when we Hear their Voice
    or See them in Person they may not
    be anything of Who We imagined them to
    Be for the Senses and Feelings We will not be able
    to Surmise through a Fiber Optic Cable.. It’s True much
    of who we come to meet online becomes ‘voices’ in our Head
    We really have no choice but to create them in imagination until
    We actually Hear their Voice if We ever do at all.. same as with how
    they may fully visually appear before we meet them that way in either
    Photograph.. Video.. or in Person too to actually touch them and smell them
    too and of course as Lovers may do taste them as well in terms of Sweet Kisses too..
    So Yes.. in many many ways this Entire Effort is both ‘Nether Land Bible’ And ‘SonG
    oF mY SoUL’ too.. and Yes for the Last 30 Months ‘FB Profile Pic Bible’ is included in
    all the Description Areas of my Facebook Profile Pics too on average of around 7,000
    Words Each.. oh Lord Just Think Now i have to go back and read over all of this to see
    if it makes
    Sense hehe
    before i go any
    further and Provide
    the Titles with the Links to What i just
    Described to keep the Record Book going here..
    As it’s true when i was in Middle School i was bullied
    quite a bit and told i did not deserve to exist for what i was
    termed as Ugly as a Boy who Looked Like a Girl in Androgynous
    Way and so Thin i was called the Boy with Bird Legs too.. well it’s
    true still approaching 60 Years Old on 6.6.60.. i Leg Press up to 1520
    American Pounds 8 reps at the Military Gym i work-out at now and yes
    in the Calendar for 2020 Desktop ‘Walgreen’ Edition in this MacroVerse the
    Former Fred at Age 13 is included on the Calendar Page of October 2020..
    Yes.. i did not speak until age 4.. people made fun of how i talked and really just
    made fun of all of me altogether in fact they put my Name on a Lunch Lady Dressed
    as a Clown For Halloween in my Middle School Year Book too.. in fact when i played
    the Song ‘Jesus Christ Super Star’ on the Piano at 13 Years-old in the Middle School
    Talent Show.. so filled with Spirit i couldn’t walk straight after it.. as i had many problems
    with Motor Coordination anyway with ‘Asperger’s Syndrome’ and the Entire Class erupted
    in Laughter at me then.. for they saw me like a Dizzy Fly.. it’s true i never get dizzy now as
    i surely will Literally Dance Spiraling Circles around everyone now with the Greatest of ‘Circus
    Ease’.. okay now in Terms of “John 14:12” out of that Story Book Verse i challenge anyone else
    to do more now too.. all you have to do is believe and make all of what you do a Holy and
    Sacred Step of Dance and Word of Song Everyone You Co-Create in the Eternal Now
    of Heaven Bliss Nirvana Nature Flow in Dance And Song too.. Full of Meaning and
    Purpose and voila success you too will make a Great Work More than ‘JeSuS’
    too but of course only if you Believe Now too and if you wanna take it literally
    by ‘the Book’ ‘He’ Gives You the Authority to do more than He and me too..
    But Remember.. Yes.. as far as i Dance And Sing when Folks Put try to
    put me down i just rise Higher as an Explosion of Light more.. true
    then i used to Ride my Bicycle Far all the way around town..
    Played Tennis for a Decade.. Ran a Decade like
    Forrest Gump too but i just really haven’t
    gotten into Ping Pong Yet or
    officially joined any
    Military as i do
    not do
    but Weapons
    of Love Force Flow now
    to give and share free as
    the arrow of Love Spirals more..
    Just something to do here before
    Mid-Night Mass starts and i return again there..
    oh yeah i’ve done around 20,000 Photos of Nude Art
    too and a 95,000 word Erotic Poetry Novel that is Just too hot
    now to attach to this PG Rated Bible Poem Now.. even though
    it has the appropriate Adult Warnings before one enters what
    is surely the ‘Nether Land’ of that Place as i am 21 or so Blog Posts
    Behind to Post on that Blog but the Art is Already done for the Record
    Book of that too.. butt hey my excuse is i was writing another Bible Poem
    instead and i have had at least one Major Distraction this Year that sort
    of Poured Cold Water on that as true certain feelings will take that kind of Art away too…
    basically a
    Bit More
    in and out of the
    DarK Side of the Flow too..
    but hey if you are going to survive
    in this World You Dam Sure Better
    Build a Backbone of Shadow for Real too
    as this Worldly place other wise may literally Eat You Alive
    As Trust me or not you will find out Stress will do that to you from head to toe..
    My Nude Art is Always a Reflection in Form of How Well My Soul is doing in Light Within
    it is one of the Most Holy and Sacred Flow in Tantric Meditation Activities i do and the
    Art of it comes as Shadow Work too.. not everyone’s Cup of Tea but not everyone has
    done the
    Song to
    Actually Grow
    Wings from Head
    to Toe Free as i have
    done empirically measured
    enough in Flow Here to Prove
    that for those With a Scientist type Religion too..
    Trust me or not you will not find a Person with
    much more Faith and a Personal Relationship
    With God Within True ‘We’ are still on SpeaKing Terms ReaL ONE..:)





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    Note: It continues now…


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    ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’ The MacroVerse Complete i am writing now for the
    Last 7 Months Effort of this With Table of Contents Coming Soon for that too..:)

  16. Some Folks Work… Others Twerk… iQuirK… NoW…
    Joy… The Word Now That/Who Dances Sings Happy
    Gratitude And Love For Existence in one
    Three Letter Word i suggest We Change
    The ‘Name of God’ to Joy And Worship
    Joy As
    Always NoW As
    A Happy New Year!
    Forever Eternally Now!
    Only as far away as Love!
    That is Happy In Gratitude for ALL!
    Those Who ‘Come in Glory’ Have Always Done it With ‘God Clothes’
    That ParT iN ArT WiLL Never Change When LoVE ReaL FlesH And Blood
    Unless i Break the ‘FucKinG’ (iF YoU SeeK iN GoD) Rules And Find God Within; How ‘Bout You?
    Just A Challenge from ‘me’ NoW too… i can’t Possibly be ‘That Superman’ For i am Close to 60
    And Have No Beard… When Comic Book “Superman” Returns Last; Comes Without A Shirt And
    A Beard at 33; Make no Mistake What That Movie Was/Is About… NoW
    Katrina Says, “Can’t Believe They Printed ‘That Picture’ at Walgreens;”
    i said, “i’m Just Another Dude Without A Shirt; We Happen”
    “For Where Two or Three are Gathered
    Together in ‘my name’ there ‘Am i’
    in the Midst of “Them”…
    -Matthew 18:20
    “Love one
    Like i Have
    loved You”
    -John 13:34
    i For one Insist
    That God Continues
    to Exist For LoVE ReaL
    When Someone Harms me i Will AlwayS NoW Be the First One
    to Forgive And Hold Hands First in Unconditional Love (Re)Born
    ThiS WaY We aRe ALL Only God’s Children Yet We Connect As God too…
    True.. ‘Story Book Character JeSuS’ Must Hold Hands for God to Connect
    9th of 9 King James Plus Size Titled Bible Poems to Complete in 3 Years…
    42 Months… and 76 Months Whole too.. on ChrisTMaS NoW “Turn On Turn on
    selling features for this post to get more interest and easily post to more groups.”
    Made it to Midnight Mass… Christmas Mass… No… ‘This’ Other ‘Hobby’ Now…
    They’ll Have to Do Without the Voice of my Song… “Like Comment Share
    Comments Katie Mia Write a comment…” Humans Now And All OuR CulTuraL
    Clothes Are Slowly Surely Suffocating the EartH All i Want For ChrisTMaS Is
    MoRE Naked LoVE ReaL.. Top Lines Are Still The More Folks of Differences Now
    Hold Hands Around the World.. The More Potential to ‘See’ Common Hands of Love..
    It Is So Much Easier Loving Someone Online Never Really ‘Seeing’ All of Them And
    Additionally Harming Them as Well… A Real Challenge of This Existence Is Holding
    Hands With Each Other And The Rest of Nature (GoD) Doing the Least Possible Harm…
    We Face A Dichotomy in Life As We Are All Connected as
    God Is Real Yet Only Children With Unique God Eyes too…
    iQuirK of Nature
    Super iFreaK2
    Merry Christmas…
    Best Wishes… Take
    Care… Best Fortune to
    You… i Hope You Always Feel Love… Some Work.. Others Twerk…
    iQuirK..NoW… SMiLes Sohair.. able to connect to Everyone at Christmas
    Who have been so Kind to me through the Year the Day will Surely
    Not be complete without connecting to my Great Dear FRiEnD
    Sohair a Wonderful Muslim Teacher of Young Women in
    Egypt.. First and Foremost too a Loving Mother
    of Two Children.. True Now with or without
    Your Return from Vacation on Christmas
    Day i am coming Here today to visit
    You no Matter what.. for
    True in my ‘Book’
    Christmas Spirit is Always
    Now to Give and Share in Joy
    of Happiness in Gratitude for Love
    Even More… i Love it How You Express
    Your Word Press Blog is Your ‘Daughter’ too
    For True i may not Have any Flesh and Blood
    Living Children but all 9 Titled Long Form Poem
    Bibles Personal as i name them now all 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ is surely not only the Child
    of me and Katrina but the Child of God Whole too as We
    All Are my FRiEnD.. As This Child is Now 76 Months Old
    Only 6 Years and 4 Months Old as the Public Dance i
    Give for Free for 12,501 Miles Now over Half the
    Distance of the World at the Equator is also
    A Child of my Soul in Art of Love
    i Provide for Free With yes
    Empty Pockets
    i Travel in the
    World for that Child
    Mostly Brings SMiLes
    And SMiLes are the
    Joy on God’s Face
    Whole Love
    Any Measure
    of iNFiNiTY Now
    Love no Distance
    Space or Time or Even
    Matter Love Always Now
    the Force that Gives and Shares
    When Real Naked of All Cultural Clothes
    of Lies and Deceit or whatever other wise
    Might Harm someone else including the Rest of Nature
    True as God’s Face that We Will Respect instead of Raping Maiming
    And Overall Destroying God’s Beautiful Face of Nature Now For Real..
    True though as an Empath i Always Feel the Peace And Harmony of the
    World Where i Live of Christmas Spirit in LoVE AiR NoW if only if only We
    As Humans
    Will Make
    This God
    of Joy in
    Spirit of LoVE iN
    Happiness of Gratitude LoVE MoRE
    Eternally Now Best the Kingdom of Heaven
    Within the Love to Give And Share with Least
    Harm to All others the Rest of Nature God All NoW
    So Without Further Adieu Merry Christmas Always Joy Thanks Giving
    For Giving Sharing And Happy New Year Eternally Within LoVE Now For Real…
    It’s Also True My FRiEnD No Christmas
    Will Be Complete Without Recognition
    of the Shadows oF All Our Souls for it is
    Rare that any Human Includes All Humans
    And Their Differences Together As one Human
    Welcoming Pie of Love.. that my FRiEnD Will surely
    Require more than 14 BiLLioN Years of Existence that
    Only God as Creator Existence All Will be able to Fully
    with Empathy
    DarK Thru LiGHT
    Horrible it is that
    People are so Ignorant
    That they cannot ‘See’ and
    Feel and Sense We aRe ALL the
    Face of God Nature Real and when
    We harm anyone truly We Harm ourselves
    aS in ReaLiTY THeRE Is no Time.. Distance..
    Space or Even Matter that Separate Any of
    Us From God Whole By God Even Science
    is Beginning to Agree with Oldest
    Religious Sacred and Holy
    Text too that God is
    All and there
    is No Separation
    of God Ocean Whole
    As Waves Are Water and
    Ocean Whole too… Fields Waves
    Particles as Even Science Shows too…
    Indeed it is Pitiful How Humans Are Still So Cruel
    to Other Humans of Differences whether in China
    or the Southern Border of the USA Separating Children
    from their Parents Killing the Soul of LoVE iN These Children
    Potentially for a Lifetime as Some Scars are not erased easy
    Scars of the Soul of Love my FRiEnD no Different than what
    Catholic Priests and Namely the Historical Organization of
    Those who are supposedly Leaders of Oversight have
    Overlooked as the Destruction of the Souls of Young
    Children Pure Soul’s of Love to Use these Children as
    Psychopathic Tools for Sickest Selfish Pleasures…
    Empathy Dead within for Other Souls
    Dead for those who Perpetuate these
    Crimes Continually Now
    Whether in Church
    South of Our
    Border With
    Walls of Fear and
    Hate in the United States
    or China in places where Rape
    And Killing Continues in the Face
    of Nature that is also the Face of God As Human too..
    The Day of Healing will only come when Folks Truly ‘See’
    All of Existence NoW as God mY FRiEnD A God That and Who
    is Real A God of Joy the Happiness the Gratitude the Love that
    Life Worth
    Living more
    Than Just Survival my FRiEnD..
    For Now each of Us may verily and
    surely complete this Task Successfully
    As Love (GoD) Joy Breathes in Us Now to
    Give And Share for Free For Real NoW..:)


  17. Hi Sohair.. in Terms of World Conditions i am surely
    Most Fortunate to liVE iN a Place Where it’s practically
    Safe to Leave Doors Open to one’s Home.. So Peaceful..
    So Quiet Living in a Neighborhood of Homes.. Yet
    Living in the Middle of a Forest as close
    As my Backyard Everyday… Such
    A Beautiful Afternoon Today
    i took a long 5 Mile
    Dance Walk wandering
    into a Neighborhood With Huge
    Homes yet so close to each other
    with so few Trees.. Just Brick and Mortar
    Sameness as even the Homes Were Painted
    the Same Colors.. Nature is Priceless all the Wild
    Life Free Where i Live too.. Butterflies in Winter..
    Rainbows Over my Home.. and Rabbits Hopping
    Across my Backyard too.. Nature as is unaware
    of all the Human Cultural Conflicts around
    the World Here where Life Thrives
    without restraint.. i Learn
    a lot from Nature
    in Fact i Learn
    the Most
    as Nature
    Just Lives the
    Best it can and will without
    so many illusory Fears and Real
    Consequences living out of Balance
    With Nature Brings.. Smiles.. We Humans
    Tend to make Life more complicated than
    the Forage for Life in Survive and Thrive
    in Dance and Song it might other wise
    Be.. Best though it is to Look for Happiness
    Within and surely Gratitude and Love is a Great
    Path to Joy my FRiEnD in Peace And Harmony too…
    Now.. if we can and will only talk more folks into boarding
    An Ark of A Covenant of Love This Way for All That is Real to Give and
    Share Free…. SMiLeS AGAiN i must Say and Dance And Sing too that i am
    Very Fortunate To Be Retired without Financial Worries
    Able to Focus on the Art of Love Where there
    are no contingencies for basic Survival
    in anything of what i do.. so
    Different than the 33 Years
    Spent in Work for Pay
    So Many Deadlines
    but of course i don’t need
    to go on to relate this as You
    Already Have all the Feel and Sense
    of our Modern Life where We Work to make
    A Living Possible at all.. as i approach 60 Years-
    Old and Katrina 50 by the way as you asked how
    she is doing and she is surely smiling and happy
    mostly but she does have some family related Stress
    as that comes and goes for most folks too.. i’ve always
    Gotten Along with my Sister really perfectly we never argue
    at all fortunate that she lives next door she is really a lot like
    me with Asperger’s Syndrome like Greta Thunberg the 16 Year-
    Old Environmentalist who was honored with Time Magazine Person of the
    Year for 2019.. i do appreciate so much Your Friendship as it comes to 5 Years
    span soon.. it is very predictable it never gives me any anxiety as any Friend Ship
    that is smooth Sailing Will this has been my experience mostly in Life online
    with Friends i have made some grow more distant as of course life
    changes happen but of course i have ‘all the time in the world’
    To Keep in Touch as i am the one who doesn’t have to
    Worry About Money.. such a difference that can and
    will make in Directing one’s life so much more
    as Humanity evolves to Live Moving
    Connecting and Co-Creating too…
    Smiles my Friend in Feeling
    And Sensing Life being
    an Empath.. yes
    surely will
    Be difficult as it
    may be difficult to understand
    if what we are feeling sensing is actually distress
    we generate within or the Pain of Others around us…
    It Used to be so overwhelming to me.. until the Meditative Flow
    of Dance came and even the Meditative Flow of Writing as Well..
    Now there Feels Like a White Light of Love in Strength and Will
    Surrounding me now in Balance.. Yes.. i surely do hope that some
    of that Positive Light Filters through my Words to You as well..
    You See this is why most of what i write is written to folks
    Who i care about Who are Human for that Care at Best
    Comes through the same for anyone else who
    might read it for a spark of the Heaven i
    Truly Feel Within as i Write Every Word
    As Literally Indeed a Dance And
    SonG oF mY SoUL.. Smiles
    This Feeling of Flow
    Will most Definitely make
    Us Feel so much more invincible
    When We Feel More Like a River than
    Blowing Grains of Sand in a Tornado Wind
    of Life so far out of Focus my FRiEnD for As Humans
    When We Come All Together in Peace And Harmony
    That Empath Energy is surely transmitted to others in PuRE LIGHT True..
    Blessings and Blissings Always to You Dear FRiEnD Sohair.. Merry Christmas
    to you
    my FRiEnd..:)

  18. Now to visit Frank And Xenia’s Places of Poetry
    And the gigoid Place of Aphorisms from Sages
    of the Ages as Oh Lord.. Still Have MacroVerse Memories
    From 3 Years to Date to share that include MacroVerse Memories
    from 3 More Years to Date to keep all the Doors to Nautilus Chambers
    increasing in Epic Long Form Bible Poem Flow “Building thee more
    Stately Mansions of Words” to Paraphrase Oliver Wendell’s
    Poem about the Nautilus Shell as well.. for God Yes it’s
    True a Table of Contents for the Last 7 Months
    it took to complete “Grand Cross Bible 2019”
    Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2019..
    All Caught up with the Tale of the
    Tape Noting Here too that the
    Public Dance is up to 12,506
    Miles and the 291st Dance
    Week Night of Dance at Old
    Seville Quarter With All the Cool
    College Age Folks is coming Thursday Night too…
    For as An Annual Event too coming After this MacroVerse
    Titled “Grand Cross Bible 2019” it is “KATiE MiA FredericK 2019 A year in Review”
    Coming Next as i have Titled Blog Posts at the End of the Year like this for the Record
    Ever Since 2013.. Nice to Review Where You’ve been the Entire Year what stands out
    in my HeART MiND and SPiRiT among other ‘Stuff’ is Katrina’s most Fabulous Bikini
    Photos of Her Life as she reaches 50 Years-Old Soon in April too.. sure.. more on
    that coming in Detailed Photo Way in the Next MacroVerse too as Hey.. i Will
    Go Even Further than that with the New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse
    i have also completed Every Year Since January of 2014 too. Now..
    As Titled to come in January of 2020 ” #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o ”
    SMiLes Frank Merry Christmas on this
    Day in Deed.. i’ll Read this to be About
    Our Shadows Our Aggressions and Lusts
    All About Life as some folks Name Emotions
    Weak Yet they are the Real Strength That Drives
    Most of The ‘Reasons’ We take Before We even
    Actually ‘know why’.. As A Shadow that is
    Not Well Rehearsed Will Not Come out
    to Play and iNstead Master Us instead…
    SMiLes ACRoSS the Life Span Still
    Star Wars to Fight
    Within more
    Than Any
    Light Outside
    For Victory in Peace and
    Harmony of Joy Even more…
    DarK Becomes Light
    On Christmas Eve
    HeARTS Shine Brighter
    Sunshine SPiRiT SoUL Within
    On Christmas Day.. As An Empath
    i Feel And Sense the World’s Rest and
    Peace And Harmony Close to my SoUL to Keep…
    True Just proves
    That if More
    Folks Put
    their Effort
    into it How Long
    Christmas Will Last…
    Sun Rising Again on Southern
    Horizon… Clouds Sing Heaven
    In Reply of Puffy And Swirling
    Breath Sublime As Art Will Be ALiVE NoW AGAiN..
    SMiLes.. December 25th ALWayS NoW
    Seems Like a New Year to me.. Xenia…
    Sun RiSinG Higher VisuAlly DaNCinG
    On Southern Horizon Again So Free
    A Star Is Born To
    Rise For We
    Will Never
    See A Star Fall
    We Name as Home my FRiEnD NoW…
    Merry Christmas from Santa Florida
    Otherwise Known Felt and Sensed
    As Santa Rosa And Saint Rose of
    Lima too the Church i Visit
    To Dance And Sing
    Free THere..
    Under The Milky
    Way The Church of
    Love Within my FRiEnD We(i)CaLL iT LoVE…

    “Love is that condition in which the happiness of
    another person is essential to your own.”

    ~~ Robert A. Heinlein ~~

    Compassion is True Love
    That Lasts no Matter How
    Dark the “Other Light” Dims
    Where We Are Strong Enough
    In Balance of Grace in Love WHeRe
    Our Souls Do
    Not Fade
    as the
    Than Our
    Ocean oF LoVE..:)

    “Whatever you’re doing,
    it’s not as important as petting the cat.”

    ~~ Leelu ~~

    SMiLes.. so nice.. when ‘the Cat’ Pets back..:)

    “At birth we woke to dream in this world between.”

    ~~ Kan’ami Kiyotsugu ~~

    The Walls of Birth And Death House Breath
    Yet More So Much More the Force of Love We Live..:)

    “As long as you live, keep learning how to live.”

    ~~ Seneca ~~

    Love It

    “In walking, just walk. In sitting, just sit.
    Above all, don’t wobble.”

    ~~ Yun-Men ~~

    All Dance
    All Song No Words Alone
    or Feet that Never Feel A
    Spiral of God’s Breath For Real..:)

    “If you would attain to what you are not yet,
    you must always be displeased by what you are.
    For where you are pleased with yourself there you
    have remained. Keep adding, keep walking, keep advancing.”

    ~~ Saint Augustine ~~

    Effortless No KnoWinG
    Dancing Singing in Flow
    Peace And Harmony Bliss
    As Blessings.. Never Ever
    Displeased NoW Always
    Flying Higher NoW
    in Ecstasy
    LiVinG NoW
    Free FLYinG
    Even Higher Flow
    Sweet Spot ‘Tween
    Boredom and Anxiety NoW..:)

    “We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.”

    ~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~

    It Helps to Regulate Emotions First
    Integrate Senses get SMaRT Be
    FRiEnDS With Oldest Shadow
    Brain Reptile and Mammal
    Brain of Emotions
    What Holds
    All of
    Our Memories
    And Focus Together
    More than Just Neo-Cortical
    Illusions of Distance.. Space.. Time
    And All Matter of Worries that Need not be Now..:)

    “Men are born with two eyes, but only one tongue,
    in order that they should see twice as much as they say.”

    ~~ Charles Caleb Colton ~~

    Not Sure if Twitter Was such a Good Idea…
    Not Sure How Deep The Ocean Will Continue to Breathe..:)

    “If happiness changes hands, that’s no catastrophe.”

    ~~ Simone de Beauvoir, Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter~~

    Don’t Be Afraid
    of ‘Doing It’
    With the
    Left Hand Too..;)

    “Not all who wander are lost.”

    ~~ J. R. R. Tolkien ~~

    True Effortless Flow
    Forrest Gump Feather
    In the Wind of RhyMe Over ReaSon More..
    Way the Air Breathes that Holds Up Our Spirit of Life/LoVE ReaL..:)

    “Even death is not to be feared by one who has lived wisely.”

    ~~ Buddha ~~

    i Breathe LoVE NoW
    The Wind.. Only
    Air i Find as
    God NoW i AM

    Merry Christmas gigoid…
    Happy New Year ALWaYS NoW
    With Lit Up Christmas Tree For ReaL
    All CoLoRinG Ever MoRE NoW You too..:)

    MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date…

    “i’LL bE hoMe For xMas DanCinG”.. True.. i’m Back Again..:)

    “WiNteR SoUlSticE CLoseS iN 2016”.. The Sun is RiSinG DanCinG Again..:)

    “Grand Cross Bible 2016”.. The First of Four 7 King James
    Size Plus Long Form Poem Grand Cross Bibles Starting Memorial
    Day Weekend Ending Christmas Day on or About for A
    7 Month Effort Complete of Bible Writing Each Year..:)

    “WHaT’S uP DoC2 NoW1”.. Who Really Who Will Believe ‘it’…

    “PoETiC MusE oN FiRE”.. i will Always Find Muse for i am Love…
    As Any ‘Guitar Man’ i MovE oN to the Next Fire of Muse When A Flicker Goes out…
    No Different Really Than MultiVerses Forever NoW SaVinG LovE oN ‘The Next Planet’…:)






  19. Grand Cross Bible 2019 Table of Contents:

    FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019 31,928 Words


    SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old 27,747 Words


    MaKinG A GRaDE oF LoVE NoW 30,130 Words


    i AM Be L.O.V.E.N.O.W. 26,706 Words


    ReTurNs oF ADaM’S EVE NoW 26,091 Words


    A Child’S AGE iS BoRN NoW AGAiN 28,200 Words


    LioN KinGQueeN RiseS AGAiN 26,006 Words


    CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW 35,130 Words


    BeYoND HEaVeN WiTHiN BeacH 28,044 Words


    Slide Shows Soul Muse 31,922 Words


    STarT A NeW LiGHT SHiNE 29,022 Words


    SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old 30,921 Words


    All WEaTHeRS MaiL DeLiVeRinG NoW 30,888 Words


    iN EYeS of Dorian’s Wind 29,326 Words


    CaLLinG ALL FRiEnDS VeRSioN 2.0 PLuS 27,965 Words


    Last Perfect Man FaLLinG RiSinG NoW 28,234 Words


    FaLL EQuiNoX DREaMS CoNCEiVE 60 YeaRS 30,502 Words


    12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 36,257 Words


    Get Here When You Love And Will 29,617 Words


    Storm of Zen Compassion 32,591 Words


    WHerE Rainbows Art Reigns 30,495 Words


    HaLLoW EVE FLoWeRS DancE SinG 30,982 Words


    Veterans of HeLL And HEaVeN NoW 27,163 Words


    CheerLeading DarK Thru LiGHT 29,842 Words


    Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love 30,883 Words


    Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words 27,371 Words


    Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World 36,260 Words



    Grand Cross Bible 2019

    Grand Total of Words:

    Completed The Writing Portion of this on 12.26.2019 at 12:13 AM
    Publish Coming Likely on 12.26.2019 Later in the Day..:)

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