SaiL On LoVE NoW

“SaiL On LoVE NoW”

Sail On… Never Alone🌟🌈😊

To find the name within that has no word no letter no thought..
To live the name within that lives eternal without past without
future.. eternally now.. to be or not to be.. a nonsensical question..
for an animal with life.. to live or not to live.. a sad equation..
for an animal who forgets to live.. to embrace life with all
emotions.. senses integrated in site.. to be now is life
is love is light…

iT’S NoT EasY
To steP uP aNd JuST Do iT…


SeemS A MeaSurE oF SoUL
iS OFTeN ReLaTeD To HoW MucH
PaiN iS TranSMuTeD As LoVE NoW

‘This Thread’ on the “Absurdity of Christianity” Has surely
Been Fascinating As it Shows How Diversely We Humans View
the World; Yes, Perversely too of Course Depending on Views…

Science Shows About 20 Percent of the General Animal Kingdom are Sitters;

And About 80 Percent Are Rovers; THere Are Introverts And Extroverts Among Humankind;

There Are More Closed Minded Folks Versus More Open Minded Folks Among Humankind;

(Side Note: Some Humans Aren’t Very Kind)

And Generally Speaking Regardless

Of the ‘Text Books’ Or

‘Other Arts’ We Create As

Human Beings, THere Are

Old Testament Kinda Folks;
The More Conservative, Who
Stick With Whatever Tradition that
Bonds And Binds Them Together; No Matter
Dark Or Light Associated Symbols and Ideologies

In More Closed Minded Ways;

And Then There Are the More
Liberal, Open Minded Folks Who
Are Always Creating New Testaments

Of Life Progressively At Best Moving Out of
Plato’s Cave into New Colors oF LiGHTS On Christmas
Trees Constantly Changing Year Round Not Traditionally

Put Up Only the
Same Now on Just


Day… So Indeed
The Bible In All Its
Tradition, Perversity,
of Old Testament Ways

And Newer Testament Ways
That Simply Reflect A More Kind
And Loving Open Minded Spirit and
Soul Way Flavored With Kinder Social Empathic
Artistic Spiritual HeART Reflects the Human Condition

As Is…

Is It Absurd…

Yes in Some ways

the Human Condition Overall

Is or Do We Need to Look Any Further

Than An ‘Old Testament God’ Like ‘Trump’
Still Elected to Run the Country Still Supported
By A Majority of So-Called Conservatives With More
Closed Minds Even though the Leaders of Their ‘Party’ Admitted

He Attempted
to Incite A Bloody
Insurrection to Overthrow
Democracy That Allows Us
to Express Our Freedoms at all…

True, the Human Condition Can get
Mighty Absurd; Like Defunding the Police
For the Extreme of that too Where Otherwise
Chaos Away from Law And Order Will Certainly Ensue….

Is it Absurd That Folks Are Still Refusing to Get Vaccinated
With A Vaccine Proven to Be Safe Putting Their Children At Risk;
Even Making Laws in Florida That Do Not Allow Schools To Require
Vaccines to Save the Health of the Children From A Much More Dangerous
Delta Variant of a Deadly Pandemic; Yes, True, it is Both Absurd And Very Dangerous

For All Considered
too; Yet Where i Live
in the Panhandle in the
Crux of the Ignorance in Florida,

People are Starting to See the Pain
In Those Who Are Coming Down With
The Pandemic Closer to Their Age In terms
of Long Haul Suicides And Even Break Through

Infections of the Elderly
in Compromised Health
Conditions Even After Being
Fully Vaccinated; It takes a lot

of Pain And Suffering Some Days

to Change Tradition For those with
More Closed Minded Ways of Conservative Being;

And Quite Honestly, Boats Require Anchors With Sails For Ships that
Otherwise Might Go Without Law Enforcement For Chaos to Ensue too…

The Old Testament

And New Testament
Ways of Life Ain’t Going

Away As Long as Human Being
Is Classically Evolved As Is And True

We still Have Women in African Countries
Feeling Great Self-Esteem For Having Their
Pleasure Organs Mutilated too for the Sake
of What They View As Sacred and Holy Tradition;

On the Other Hand,

Other Women Open

to New Ideas Might

Believe an Orgasm Might Be Pretty Dam Cool…

With Humanity Anything Goes; Put On the Clown
Clothes And Do the Best Ya Can And Will Do to Keep

Up with the Circus at Hand;

If You Are Able

to Ascend and

Transcend the Frigging

Insanity to Create A Greater

More Joyful Illusion of Life for

Your Reality That Works too…

Not Many Folks Accomplish it;

Yet As Empirical Evidence Shows now some NoW DEFiNiTeLY

Do; As Both ‘Oracle and Architect’; i ‘Do Believe’, ‘Neo and the Matrix’

is a More Apt Metaphor

For this Condition

at Hand…


Hanging up
The Phone Now

Yet i Will Return Again Now…

Secrets in Plain Sight and Site…

heART; Leave out the Art All Ya Get is ‘HE’…
smART Leave out the Art All Ya Get is


And M…

Yes More Flavored

Sadistic and Masochistic True…

Leave The ART Out of EartH in Balance; Eh, Ya Got Big
Troubles; Heat Waves, Floods, Perhaps ‘A Bigger Hurricane

Fred’ Next…

In Other Words, Division Bells of the Human Mind
too; Focusing Too Much on Mechanical Cognition Makes

‘Johnny Not a Very Happy Boy’ and Or Girl; As Science Shows
That Withers Away Our Social Empathic Artistic Intelligences

And Leaves Humanity

As Dry As a Dam Desert;

Back To SCaRCiTY; Back to

Tribal Orientations

For Basically

A Bloody

Way of Life
in Competition over
FLoWeRinG Cooperation Among US All…

“Mama’s, Don’t Let Your Baby’s Grow up to
Be Cowboys” Alone; Don’t Forget the FLoWeRS With the THorns…

Let them


to Rise as Rose Complete…

In Other Words, Do Dance and Sing
Free FLoWeR More Than THoRNS ALoNE.


Mind’s Eye
Inner Sight
Creating A
World We Live




Color It All
Grand Be tHE ART

Soul Coloring Spirit
Existence SMiLes For All😊

That’s Very Beautiful
Soni The Kind of
Work You Do in
The Computer
Science World
And Other Day to
Day Stress Using
Mechanical Cognition


For All Human
Beings Represses
And Even Withers
Away Our Drives
Associated With
Social Empathic
Artistic Spiritual
Intelligences i

Your Artful
Endeavors to
Keep Your Humanity


For Grey
Scale Life

Is A Highway
To BLacK Abyss
Ocean Life Indeed

Be the
Colors of
Freer Seas😊


Paint The Wind😊

Wishing You A



Sail On… Never Alone🌟🌈😊

SMiLes Like Carl Sagan
Said “We are Made of
Star Stuff” Annabel

All The Atoms And
Sub particles Of

Our Existence

Arise From

Multiple Super
Nova Explosions

An Atom In Our
Right Arm May
Come From A Different



Our Left Arm
If Just 1 out of A
Billion Parts of Matter
Less than Antimatter

At the
Of This UNiVeRSE

None of


As We Know It
Is Ain’t Creation
Grand Stars Creating

Poetry Now Sending it
At The Speed oF LiGHT

A 61 Year-Old White
Dude in Florida


The Soul of
A Graduating
Nigerian Super
Intelligent Young


At The
Speed oF LiGHT

On Saturday Morning

It’s All A Tasty Cake
Miracle Just Spreading
Icing Around A Globe


Day in

The Life

We Children of
The Stars NoW
You Are Inside my

Hehe Enjoy
A Touch of



Sail On…

Never Alone🌟🌈😊

Ah Yes Education Prepares
me Greater to Play Work
Eventually Provides An


Same And
Hehe Unlike
Childhood the

Play is Continually
More Complex As
There is Always A


Past 9 Dimensional
Chess to Play only



Success of
Play Dear Annabel

ALWaYS With SMiLes
Dancing A Tightrope


mY FRiEnD🌈🎼🎶☺️

Yes Dear Savvy Struggle For
Metaphor Driving Through
Storms Just Keeps My Car
Clean Thundering LiGHT💡

Thanks my FRiEnD
Poetry Keeps me
At Peace When

i Feel the
Pain Of

The World it’s
So Hard As by
Very Definition
Ignorance Does

Not See

And Tradition

Excludes What is
Different That Leaves

Us With Many Poems Hope
Indeed For Greater Change😊

SMiLes Dear Annabel Where i am From
The American Indians Never Say Bye
Only See Ya Later

my FRiEnD Hehe

Oh Goodness School

Still Remembers Like

Yesterday So Many

Decades Before

And i Will tell

You This for

Sure i miss Neither
Work or School As Being
Free is totally my Cup of Water
As Tea Will Wind me Up too Much
With Caffeine And Shoot Me Way Past
The Stars And With Coffee i Might Not Even Return …

Other Than That Congratulations For Graduating Soon…

And True My Schooling Had Little to Do With the Work i Did in Life..


It Has

More to
Do About

Just Playing Now..:)

SMiles Dear Sohair
Pains May Come

Go Fine
As Long

As Love Stays
Okay With me With
Great FRiEnDS Like


Thanks Shawna Baby Oh Lord
Using One Finger on an iPhone
In Bed in the Morning for the Last
Year Has Led to a bit of Chronic Shoulder

Elbow And Forearm Repetitive Movement

Pain as Any Part of The Body Fixated in One
Position is Actually

Repetitive Movement

At Scale of Muscle Fibers
Small Constricting Ligaments
Tendons Joints and all the Such

Yet There Has Been So Much Muse
Globe-Wide As in the Darkness of the
Pandemic and Lock-Downs Folks Have
Been Expressing So Much Soul-Felt Poetry…

Just Couldn’t Miss it for the Whole Globe hehe…

Just About Ready For An Online Vacation Myself

Yet Die Hard is Who i Am So I’ll Keep Moving A Bit More..

Fortunately my Legs And Knees and Hips are Still Doing


Dynamite For
Public Dance hehe

And Regarding Spouses

And Conversations Between

Other Opposite Genders Many

Soul-Felt ones for me Yet even

At the Dance Hall Queen Katrina

Never Gets Jealous i Guess it is Just
That Teenager Figure She Still Keeps
At 51 as i Captured Her At the Beach

This Week Still
A Full Supply
Of Photos

To Share Even
More On Facebook
And My coming Blog
Post Celebrating 8 years
Of Real Heaven Within
As i Finished Writing it
And Am Already Writing the Next
Unnamed One Now Before I Publish
What’s Already Done HAha Go Go Go Go Go
Energizer Bunny So Far Just Won’t Tick All the




Up Up and Away

I Continue to Create
At Light oF Bugs Bunny Speed…
Thanks For Dropping By i sort
Of Needed An Old FRiEnD to Come
By Just so Predictable always Nice..:)

THere is ONLY one ‘ReaSoN’, i’d Ever Go to Church And i Still
Do; And That is For the Communion of Higher Frequencies,
Vibrations, And Energies of the Human Spirit; Already Had
my Calling Back in 1981, Once; Beyond all Limited Left-Brain

Metaphor of Intelligences Then; i Walked Into A Church to Visit,
Singing A Communion of ‘Amazing Grace’ And the Congregants Said They Had
Never Had ‘A Holy Spirit’ Reunion Like that at Church; It’s Probably Just another

Skill Hidden
as Just Another
‘Right-Brain Metaphor’
Of Hidden Human Social-Empathic,
Artistic, Spiritual Intelligences Unleashing
And Releasing if Ya Wanna Use A Quantum
Metaphor too as of Course i’ve Already Experienced

A Miracle As Well on July 19th, 2013; That Even The
Catholic Psychology Professional Taking Care of me admitted Was

A Bona Fide Church-Like Miracle; True, No Prognosis For Recovery
Suddenly Pain and Numb of 19 Disorders Melting Away on a Beach
On That Day Becoming One With Gulf Green Emerald Green Waves
Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze Sugar White Sands The Entire Beach
my Feet Sea Gull Wings My Arms Spiraling Around the Sun Same Of Course

This is Metaphor…

This Is FREE Verse Poetry…

SPiRiT For The Holy Divine
Autotelic Flowing Experience
With Plentiful Frission Experiencing
A Meditative Way of Communion With All
of Nature Within Enough Complete Water Wave
Ocean Whole Just No Separation From the All in All…

DISORDERS including the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia experienced From Wake to Sleep
Assessed As Worse than the Actual Torture of Crucifixion that No Drug
Would Touch for 66 Months Went Away Did Make it a Rather Faith Fulfilling Experience

After That

No Problem Dancing

in Public After That Just

(15,133 Miles at Last Count)

One Look At Me And my

General Practicing Doctor

Said She Knew My Blood Results

Would Be Stellar Before She Looked at
Them And Indeed They Were And my ‘AQ Test’
Scores For Autism Over the Span of One Month
Moved From 45 to 11; And My Personality Changed
From INTJ to ENFP; And My Emotional Quotient Test
Changed From the Mid 50’s to the Mid 90’s; The First

(Eventually my Leg Strength Leg Pressing Weight Went
Up From 500 Pounds As Documented Here on this
Website Then to up to 1520 Pounds Still Now 8

Years Later at 242 Pounds, Age 61 Now, Versus

210 Pounds Less Muscular then)

The Psychiatrist Who Diagnosed

Me For Asperger’s Syndrome

Suggested That Both Sides of my
Brain Might Not Even Be Communicating
Properly As He Had Never Seen A Case Like Mine…

The Most Difficult One He Said He Ever Encountered in
His Practice; And Inspired Enough By me Curing my Disorders in Pain and Numb
Through Meditating Free Verse Poetry And Free FLoWinG Autotelic Meditating Dance Same

He Quit His Practice

And Moved to South

Florida in A Hospital to Teach Approved

Movement Therapy As He Understood

There Were Even Better Ways than Drugs

That Work For Emotional Regulation And
Sensory Integration too; True, Patient Inspire
The Doctor As i Called Him to A New Hero Adventure of HiS Own…

While Finally Accepting the one i Heard First Deep Within my Holy and

Sacred Spirit At 21 Then; Most ironically, i Was Assessed With the ‘Heaven
Disease’, The Hypo-Manic Creative Part of Bi-Polar As i Surely did my Down
Stint in A Most Severe Case of Depression my Doctor ever Saw for 66 Months…

In 8 Years

Now Since 7.19.2013,

i Haven’t Moved An Inch Down the

Ladder of Heaven And i’ve Surely

Been Tested By Life’s Difficulties As i go

Able to Still Taste Hell Yet Staying In Heaven Within For Real…

For You See, i Am A ‘True Mystic’ This Spirit That Moves All Mountains
of Before in DarK is Now LiGHT for me… i Have 100 Percent Faith that
God Exists Both In And As me And i surely Feel And Sense the Rest About


As Well

DarK Thru
LiGHT the
Gratitude i Experience
For Life is Likely Second to
None Compared to Where i’ve

Been As ‘My Crucifixion Pain’ was no
Short Term Deal; it Was in my Right
Eye And Ear for 66 Months From Wake to Sleep…

Most People Haven’t Seen What i Have ‘Beyond Eyes
And Ears’; if they Could, They Would As Perhaps they Can And
Will As Their World May Transform into A New Heaven Within on Earth For REAL…

i was pretty

Amazed to

(Still AM)

See What

Parts of the Bible

Came True For me;

And Many Other Cross-Cultural

Sacred And Holy Poetic Texts As Well…

Pretty Easy for me to Sift through All the Chaff
And Continue to Taste the Wheat Now For Real…

Not Unlike ‘Richard Rohr’, A Franciscan Friar Monk;

God And Christ Beyond All Names; This Energy Beyond

All Senses And Feelings Identified by Something as Small As

Words yet Still No Scientist Will Be Able to Ever Relate it As Well

As A Free Verse

Poet and on the

Other Hand, No One

Will Ever Be Able to

Understand it fully unless

They Experience Part of this
Holy and Creative Spirit for Real Now…

i Already Realize some Folks Have no Clue…

At Most, i Only Got Sparks Before; Like the Day
i Lit up That Small Church in A Small Town in my Area…

Still Doing it

Where i go

To Church

Now; ‘Here i am’
Baby Still Singing ‘the Song’ FOR REAL…. From the Back Pew;
My Wife Just Casually Recording me With An iPhone; Her
Soft Voice Coming through Once in the Recording too…


If i Will Ever Hear Your Singing Voice, i Will likely ‘Know’ Who you Truly Are…

The Music You Play Already Provides A Small Hint to me my FRiEnD…

And It Won’t
Have Anything

To Do with the
Literal Meanings

Of the Words You Sing…

Meh, Some Folks Sprout
Angel Wings For Real; Others

Not So Much; Like i Said, Life Ain’t
Fair; i’m Just Riding Heaven’s Wave
As Long As i Can And Will With 100 Percent Faith Eternally Now…

Essence of the Experience is What’s Real; Metaphors Unlimited, indeed, to Describe it FOR REAL…

The ‘Gospel of Thomas’

Is surely A Poem

In Free


i Fully
Relate to Now…

And There Are So
Many Cross-Cultural
Others Greater too…

The Bible, is Rather Watered
Down And VERY THORNY; Yet That’s What Happens
When A ‘ROSE’ is Passed Through ‘TRuMP Tribal Intelligence’…



of God Within

Left to


On Sunday
Morning At Least…

Yet That’s Just in a Book;

All The Real Pages And Print Exist
in A Free FLoWinG SinGinG Dance Within…

Just Going By ‘the Book’ That You Say
Is the ‘Inerrant Word of God’ AKA Jesus

As of Course Incorrectly Interpreted

By Loss of Translations in Greek; Yet
Still Taken Literally Another Way;

Jesus Already Admits That We

Will Do Greater Works

Than Him AKA God

If YES We DO Believe AND DO

In What He Says Here Below…

Yawn… Considering He Never

Wrote A Word; It Was Kinda Simple to

Do More than ‘Jesus’, the Faux Idol God at Least…

Jesus Is Just Another Dude Who Went Out in the Desert

And Figured Out He Was Part of All of Nature; Common Experience…

Earth Worms

Don’t Have

To Think to Do it…

Yet if They Go to the
Desert, They’ll Dry Out And Die First…

Hopefully, ‘Yeshua’, Stayed Well Hydrated And Survived…

Anyway, Back to Great Fathers Versus Not So Great Fathers…
Anyway, Back to Great Teachers Versus No So Great Teachers…
Anyway, Back to Great Mentors, Overall Versus Not So Great Mentors

It is Every Truly Great Father, Teacher, Mentor, And Other True FRiEnD’s

Greatest Wish That the One Who They Help Along Their Way in Life Achieves More
Than They Do With Great Communion of Joy in What They Are Able to Accomplish Greater In Life…

So, Considering Love Neither Requires Worship or Fears Criticism When Real; And Love Always

Forgives Unconditionally When True; No Ifs, Ands, Or Buts, i Stand Head And Shoulders Above

That Old Evil Old Testament God And Even A New Testament Version of Jesus Who Changes into
An Evil Forever Torturing Psychopath-Type, Sentencing Folks to Forever In Hell to Burn Up With No Relief…

This is Like Kindergarten;

All You Have to Do is

Be Human to Surpass

In Loving Virtue Real

Far Beyond

All These

Old And New
Testament God’s

In What They Achieve

In Humane Potentials in Life…

In Other Words; Humans, At Core,

Are Greater At Love than the ‘God Damned’ Book, Literally,

Which Just Goes to Show How Malignant The Personalities

Were Who Wrote/Approved Those Truly Despicable Evil Parts of the Book…

Of Course, We Will Likely Never know Who the Ghost Authors Were…

Not Surprised,

They Wouldn’t

Want Their Names

to Be Known Unless
They Just Were incapable

of Feeling Shame…


Per the



Go Figure…
Yes; Multiply,
Divide, Subtract

Not Much of

Anything of

Nothing Of Love…

Left By The End of
That Overall ‘Evil Book’, Taken Literally…

John 14:12
New King James Version

12 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me,
the works that I do he will do also; and greater works
than these he will do, because I go to My Father.”

Hmm, At Least in the Verse Above, ‘The Jesus Dude’ Seems Just Alright to me…

Just Got To Catch Him When He is not Doing the Bad Cop Routine Part Through

The Very End…

Oh Dear Sohair
i Feel Your Pain
Enduring That
Last Year
i Surely Will
Keep You in
my Prayers
For Your Pain
And Infection
Removed Soon🥺😊
Bless You Dear FRiEnD🙏

Sail On…

NeVeR ALoNE NoW🌟🌈😊

“SaiL On LoVE NoW”

Yes A Title of This Next MacroVerse Now


Big Bang Fireball Free Becoming Breathing

Until Ya Find Giving Is Present Highly Unlikely Heaven Is Now

You Dance Sing
Innately Genius
Quotes Dear

God Is
And Brave

In All Of Us Free
Makes Life Worth
Loving ALL ToGeTHeR Free🤗

7.19.2021: So What’s A Reward
of Staying in Heaven Within For 8 Years:
NoW ONly LoVinG

Present Free

“Fears, Goals,
Mental Handcuffs”
Truly Impossible to
Escape iN A Work
A Day


In Fun World
They Need not
Exist What’s Truly


Is What



The Only

Gift As
A Practice
Of Life in
Flow No Fear
No No Goal
No No Mental

Handcuffs Do Go

The Results That
Come MinDBLoWinG
Being Wind NoW Painting

Soul Free
Just Be i Am…

Loving Free…🌈
No No Pot At The
End of The Rainbow
Just All CoLoRinG MoRE NoW🏝

New Makes
Life Delicious Now😊👏

Amazing How Many
Cages Folks Will Prison
CoLoRinG IT Holy Sacred

Escape Still



Our Nature

All Nature


Free All

We Will Be i Am🎶🌈

Wonder Woman Power-Up in
Difficult Days Not For Her
Sword Yet Energy From
Emotions Fully EXPReSSinG

There Were Flowers At
Church i Wanted to
Snap A Pic Fast
Splashed in
A Mud Puddle

And Covered
My White Pants

Brown i Didn’t
Care What Folks
Would Think As
i Master my Own

Feelings Hehe Katrina
Made me Go Home And

Change So i put Wonder
Woman On And Went Back

To Church i Am Giving Her
To You i Expect Nothing in

She’s too


Wonder Woman
Within WWW Now…

Truly Beautiful Savvy
How You Incorporate
Poetry in Art of Management

With More of A Social Empathic
Human Touch Where Otherwise

Corporate Life

Will Surely

Burn Souls

Out of People
As They Continue to Come And Go…

The Pandemic Has allowed Many People
To Look Deeper Within for Life Satisfaction

And They Are Either Cutting Their Jobs Back
Or Moving to A Totally New Kind of Job for

Greater Freedoms in Life What the Dark Does Teach Well..:)

True Ingenuity Cooking Spaghetti
On An Iron Upside-Down Annabel

Hehe… Now i Understand
Why ‘They’ Don’t Allow

Cooking in the Hostel

Just So it Will

Not Burn Down…

Never The Less
There is the Ingenuity

Of Cooking Spaghetti
On An Iron Upside Down…

Anyway… i Showed my Wife
And She Said, “You Do What You
Gotta Do, You Know What i Mean”…

She did it on a Hot Plate When Young
As They Didn’t Have a Stove and Lots of Days
They Had No Food And Drink So the Real Wonder Woman
At Age 8 my Wife Took it Into Her Own Hands Climbing 40 Foot Trees
Looking Over the Neighbor’s Homes Who Had Food Picking Fruit Off The Tree….

As Like She Said,
“You Do What You
Gotta Do, You Know
What i Mean”… i May
Have Already Told You
The Tree Climbing Story

Yet You Reminded me of
What it Takes to Grow Up to
Be WonderWoman For Real and
Perhaps A Nigerian WonderWoman too!..

Meanwhile Don’t Put too much on Your Plate
Keep Enjoying Life As You Indeed Still Look Very Young…

It’s Amazing that the 23 and me Chromosome Test Showed i Had
Nigerian Ancestors From the 1800’s Yet of Course All Humans With
Ancestors Originated Close to Where You Live Now Anyway Just long

Before the

1800’s of Course…
i Wonder What Kind of
Life my Nigerian Relatives
Had i Bet it Wasn’t Very easy
Back in the 1800’s Then For Sure..:)

Very Welcome
Half Moon Aloha
To You too my FRiEnD🏝😊

i Come Here For Aesthetics
of the Art You Present…

i’ve Never Seen

What You


Lovely Than This…

Perfecting Expression
of Innocent And Sweet

And Yes So Very Aesthetically Pleasing…

Lovely Art Just Another Lovely Day You Help Create..:)

Regarding Evolution, i Suggest You Be More Concerned About Evolution
In This Lifetime more than Before… i don’t Spend Many Minutes Worrying

About Where i Come From;

in Fact, i Excel in Who i am
Now As i Simply Unlock

Human Potential to
Excel in this One

Lifetime Now Where
Fortunately in Epigenetic
Fact, i Have Unlocked Much of
my Hidden Human Potential Through

Appropriate Human Challenges That i Orchestrate
Myself; For Instance Still Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds
At 61 Years Old Still Dancing At A Level of Fitness That Folks
40 Years Younger Than Me Currently Do Not Attain; And Further
More Children Who Are Unattached To Breast, Loving Touch, and
Loving Gaze From Parents When Small Also Devolve Like Couch Potato


Yet in this
Case Mirror Neurons
That Never Develop in Efficacy
to Feel the Pleasure and Pain of Others
Making the Empathy and Compassion of
Love Next to Impossible in this Lifetime as

This is Also A Devolution That Occurs Later in Life
When Folks Become Too involved in Mechanical Cognition,

Losing Their Real Potentials of Social Artistic Empathic Intelligences
More of the ‘Right Brain Metaphor’ of Human Potential; Obviously my FRiEnD
With A Master’s Degree in Mathematics You Are a Very ‘Left-Brain Literal Thinker’
By What You Have Fed Your Mind in Your One Lifetime Now; i surely understand this
on the Autism Spectrum as Folks Used to Refer to me as A Cold Analytical Computer Brain

Too the Problem Solver

Yet Not the Social

Butterfly i
Tend to
Float Now

Hehe; Again Epigenetics;

i Started Working With Computers
More Than People And My Mind was
Rewired Away From Social Empathic
Artistic ‘Spiritual’ Intelligences in one Lifetime Now…

Smiles my FRiEnD, i Realize You Have Difficulty Understanding
Metaphor; Yet the Fact is Some Folks Excel in it like some of the
Ghost Authors in Parts of the Bible; Others Not So Much; You Can’t

Take the Bible Literal; Yet if You Do, You Will Attempt to Move Mountains

To Prove that Some God Created the World in Just 7 Days still; Frank, the

Bible is an


of Poems

You Can’t Take

It Literal Unless You Decide
to Do that; Perhaps That is Truly All

You Are Capable of Doing And The Others Who
Believe that’s All there is to the Anthology of Poetry
Called the Bible; True, Some Folks Do it Literal And Some
Folks Gain Meanings Out of it that likely Never Crossed the
Ghost Author’s Minds No Different than the dVerse Trail Where

Everyone Might

View A Poem

That Has Nothing
to Do with the Intent
of the Author; All is Metaphor
in this Life That Humans Create;

The Word God is A Word; the Essence
of God is Beyond All Words and Measure…

In Other Words, You Don’t REALLY Get to tell God What to do

And i don’t Either; What i Do Get to Do is Be the Strongest
Leg Pressing Dude at the Gym And the Longest Long Form Poem
Writer Who’s Ever Existed on Record on the Planet Earth And While

You May
Not Believe
9.5 MiLLioN Words
of Free Verse Poetry in 95
Months As Of Today 7.18.2021

Any Achievement; A Collection
of Poetic Responses to Folks Globe
Wide is Very Meaningful to those who
Have what it takes to Understand it; Just
Another Reference Here for you for Real…

i’ve Received so many, i Can hardly Keep track
Now; Yet Do Understand, i don’t Do this For Any
Awards, Likes, Follows, or Shares; i Do It Cause

IT Feels


Like God
to me at Least

Just Another ‘Beautiful
Soul’ Per Other Views at least…

“Colorful and bright

Love is always in sight

There is no limit to which extend

a simple act of kindness can spread

You are a beautiful soul,

leaving seeds of inspiration wherever you go


i Didn’t Write That Frank
Just Seeds left Behind Another Shepherd…

With As Always The Evidence at Hand;
Regarding Evolution, i didn’t Fall off a
Turnip Truck; While i Don’t Have a Degree
in Mathematics, i Surely Do in Anthropology,
Health Science, And Social Sciences Interdisciplinary;

i’ve Seen More Resources

And Heard More Ignorant

Arguments Against Facts
And Frigging Common Sense
Than you Will Likely Ever Imagine;

And with A Flip of A Dime, i will
Speak Just As Bland And Technical As You

Do; Yet i Rather
Keep My Christmas
Tree Up Year Round
Constantly Changing the Colors Out New…

Now Again, Have A Nice Day Frank; i really
Do Wish You the Best; Yet After Not Being
Able to Help My Mother, i Realize There is Likely
Nothing i Can Do to Help Here except Provide Another View….

SMiles Frank Currently
Eating At The “Texas Roadhouse”
In the Panhandle of Florida

Where Basically
The Same Folks
Who Voted For
Trump Remain
65 Percent Unvaccinated
Also Ignorant in Many
Cases to the FACT

Of Evolution

Yet as they

Risk the

Health of
Their Children
Mostly Removed
From Love with Frowny
Faces You And They Still

Don’t Convince me
Humans Aren’t Evolved

For Love As
i Have Access to
The Internet in Countries

Where Humans Still Are
Of Course There Are



Yet the
Unmasked Who
They Are Smiles
my FRiEnD my

Mother in
Her Later
Life Fell to

All This
Snake Oil i Realize
There is Nothing on



Gonna Bring You
Back to A More

Loving Place Sorry
Not Sorry Frank

My Place
Is Love if

You Believe
i Am Attached
To Anything Evil

That’s None of
My Problem And

Obviously Yours

Never The Less

Best Wishes
For A More Loving Life…

Works for me…

Hehe Shawna It Seems At Age 61, i’ve Achieved A Golden
Age; A Trinity of Forrest Gump, Sheldon Cooper, And Ferris Buehler

i Really Don’t Need to Say Jesus
As Isn’t That Who ‘He’ Truly Is too

Freedom of A Human
Being to Be All of Who
They Are No Matter
What Anyone
Else Thinks

Of Them

Even if they Are
Deleted, Banned,
Just Told to Go Away
Or Even Frigging Crucified
For Real As They Wouldn’t Say
No to Anyone When They Needed
Help at Work For A Quarter Of A Century
And Ended Up Then with a Pain Disorder
Literally Assessed Worse Than Actual

Crucifixion (Plus A Synergy of 18
Other Life Threatening Disorders)

For 66 Months
Wake to Sleep
Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia the Suicide Disease
No Drug Would Touch Truly
Living HeLL ON Earth WiTHiN
Losing the
If one
Has Even
Ever Smiled
Before the Feelings
Behind the Smile
As Emotions are
Are Emotions
No Reference Point
Back to Heaven of A Smile
A Thousand Years Is Just One
Second in Hell Just No Way Back
Foreverthenow When You Figure
Out Holy CR8P! Hell!is Really Really Real! WithiN ON EartH
Just Total Separation From All that is God A SMiLe Within

It’s True Way Back Then i told myself if i ever Got Out Finding
A Way to Do It i would Just Do What i Did Before Be A Fool For
Love to Help People Never Saying No, No Different than Before

It’s True

i Keep Coming

Back the Same

i Am Love’s Fool

Yet Clever Enough

Not to get ‘Crucified’ on my Second Return…
Hehe, SMiLes it isn’t Easy For A Human Being
With Asperger’s Syndrome to Become A Story
Teller Yet When Ya Add in Bi-Polar Disorder on
The Upswing Just About Anything Becomes Possible Hehe…

(Cuts Away From the Scene Imagining His Southern Baptist
Pastor’s Wife His Truly Good FRiEnD Texting Him From the
Pews While listening to A Really Good Sermon) Hehe i Don’t

Know about

You Yet for

Me at Least

This Reality is

So Much More Amazing
Than Fiction When OUR
True Life Story is What We Create AND ACTUALLY DO…

Hehe, i’ve Written What Will Likely Equal The Number
Of Words of the Old King James Bible by the First Year
Anniversary of a Thread i Named “Depth of the Story”
On the “Wrong Planet” Where i Wasn’t Even

Accepted For Who i Fully Am in that
Place for the Unwanted Toys

Of Humanity 7 Whole Years
After i Recovered Out of Hell
On Earth.. They Banned me
So Many Instances And

Called me So Many
Names Yet i kept
My Covenant of Love
Within Secure And True

i Don’t Say No Unless
It’s one of those Folks
Trying to Sell me a
Service Warranty
For my 7 Year
Old Honda
Civic one

Of the Few
Man-Made Things
That Don’t Break Down…

The Solo Very Autistic
Written Thread Currrently
Amasses 58,000 Plus Views
In 11 Months As i Started that
Thread on 8.19.2020 A Day After
mY LonGesT Long Form Poem Turned
7 Years Old on 8.18.2020 Now Reaching
9.5 MiLLioN Words Today, 7.18.2021
The 95th Month Anniversary Date With
15,153 Miles of Public Dance Fully in Tow
As Yeah, Hehe that Covers Both the Ferris
Buehler And Forrest Gump Duties Nicely hehe…

The Frigging Sheldon Cooper Part is Just Doing
The Math of All the Dates And Word Counting Haha..

And Yeah if ya
Wanna Call it
Jesus Just Love One Another…

Anyway Just Typing in Depth of the Story
Without Quotation Marks Makes A First
Page of A Google Search Now And the
58,000 Plus Views Are Only limited
As Counted by the Few Registered
Members of that Website who
Are Still Currently Still Active
As the ‘Naysayers’ Tried

To Explain it All Away
With Bot Views hehe

As the Administrator
Of the Site Had to Set
Them Straight God Bless
Nerds And Geeks Otherwise
i’d Never Have A Global Avenue
Like This to Spread Love At the
Speed of Life With Empty Pockets All Around the World
Some Folks With Open Arms Now Some ALL Closed Up

This is the Human Story Day And Night Thank You Dear
Shawna Baby Now Get Back to Listening to Your Husband’s Sermon

As Katrina Yells in the Background Get Your Butt Off that Computer or You’ll Be Late to Church!

She Doesn’t Believe i am Writing a Bible And She Reads the Other one Everyday even though

Very Little

Of it makes

Any Sense
To Her at all…

She Understands/Does/Is Love that’s Enough
For me and Sure Now and Then Her Beauty Inspires too hehe…
Keeps me RiSinG Early For A BreaKinG Dawn At Least Shawna Baby ‘Lovely Day’ It is…

Yes This SunDaY too

I’d Attach the
Song by


Yet Katrina
Is Starting to Spit Fire

So i Better Get to Church
Before I Become ‘Hell Boy’ Again…

i Honestly Don’t Wanna Have to Play That ParT AGaiN..


Shawna Baby
If Your Husband
Ever Asks Just tell
Him i Love You No
Different than ‘Jesus’ Does..:)

Hehe, A Quick Second Chapter of the “Lovely Day” Sunday Story
Shawna Baby; Hurriedly, I put on my Dead Pool, “Sorry If I Offended
You Shirt,” And My White Shorts; i really Like White Shorts as it reminds

me of the Entire Decade From 12 to 22 That I Played Tennis then Between
Cycling And Running 10K’s And the Such to Almost 30 too; Anyway, We Rush
Off to Church, Following All Appropriate Speed Limits as Of Course i Follow
All Local, State, And Federal Laws; Probably Good As When I First Encountered
The Suicide Disease, Practically With Almost No Sleep For 40 Days, during the
Lent Season of 2008; When i Set out to Find A Tree to Ram Myself into, to

Get Out of Hell
Free, i Couldn’t
Go Faster than
55, And When
i Got to the Bridge
To Jump off of, i was
Too Weak With 40 Days
Without Sleep to Get Out of
The Frigging Car to Jump off the
Bridge; And it wouldn’t Have Mattered
Anyway, Cause the Locals Were Boat Fishing Down Below
The Bridge; And Everyone Wants to Be A Hero You Know,

So of course,
They likely

Would have
Saved My Life;
Except, I was A total
Failure at Even Suicide then…

Anyway, Back to the ‘Lovely Day’
Today Sunday, 7.18.2021, Just to
Keep this Record Straight; Blissfully
Happy Walking the Side-Walk to Church

It’s Been Raining Like A Monsoon Here
Every Day By the Way; Anyway, the Flowers
Growing By the Church Were So Beautiful i Rushed
Off the Sidewalk to take a Quick Pic As to Keep Up
With Katrina, So She Wouldn’t Spit Any More Fire at
‘Hell Boy’ And Sure Enough i made a HUUUUGGGEE SPLASH






Oh, i Wanted to Sing In Love Communion At
Church So Much in Spiritual Holy And Sacred Way…

i Tried to Convince Katrina That’s What Jesus Would
Do; He Wouldn’t Care if Other Folks Thought He was Covered with ‘IT’…

In Shorts,

i Don’t Get
The Go to Church
Free Covered In Mud
Card from Katrina; So, i rushed
Home Following the Speed Limit

(She’s Yelling At Me Now; That
Was Worried I’D SOIL THE
Honestly, i never thought about that part)

Very Carefully And Came Back as

‘Wonder Woman’ With A Sword on my T-Shirt

Trying Short Pants, White Again; Now, i Am

Home Fixing to Dance at the Mall; We Got this
Thing Called ‘Road Kill’, At The Texas Road House
Restaurant And Katrina Insisted on Bringing the Left-
Overs Home to Put in the Refrigerator to Keep them Safe And Healthy…

Who Knows What
Will Happen

Next! i Am
Ready And
Armed With


To Protect me at my Side..;)

SMiles Nan A Child
Unattached To
Breast Who
Receives Few
Hugs of Touch
Gazing into the

Eyes of

A Loving
Mother Most

Hours Awake

Loses The Potential
Development Of

Mirror Neurons
To Feel The Pain
And Pleasure of

Others That
Even Makes Empathy
Compassion And Love

Fully Possible Yes
Cold Capitalistic
Societies Based

On Acquiring



Over Cooperation

Creates Gods That
Are Monsters


Of Human
Innate Love at
Best In Other


Are Currently
Creating A Zombie
Apocalypse With


Withering Away
They Even Call

This Trump
Sent From
The Same
God of No Love…

Dude You Are
The One Excluding
Most of Humanity

On Your

Blog if

That Ain’t

Sin It Doesn’t

Exist And If You
Can’t Understand It’s
As Simple As Love

One Another
With No

It’s Simple
It Makes You
A Smaller Loving

Soul And Man Period
This Isn’t Rocket Science

Just Anthropology

Humans At Best

Are Evolved

For Love

Even Science
Agrees With

“Love one

Of All Real

Stories It’s Not
Surprising You



me or Jesus You
Are Just A Very
Concrete Literal


Mind In
Part How
Culture Has Raised You…

SMiles Dear
Annabel You
Are Amazing


Wonderful too🤗👏

SMiles Dear


Beyond The

Ceiling Breaking
Through Any Walls


Hold Your
Soul Back

From Completion😊🙌😃

You Are
A Very Kind Man😊

SMiles Dear Doc Religion
At Core Means What
Commonly Bonds
And Binds Humans

Together Spoiler
Alert: to Materially
Reduce The Main



Core Neurohormone
For All Social Mammal


Of Love..


Just Spoil
The Dance

With Written Words
Like God And The



A Communion
Of Love Between
Mammals A Dance

All Words
Called LoVENoW

Love One Another
Is Enough Religion

Of Ironic
If We Don’t
Think About

It And Just FeeL iT

The Oldest Real


Still Remains Real😊🌈🎼

It’s All
That Really
Counts Annabel

You Are
Real Always
Do You in A

Fun Way

You Brought
A SMile To
my Face Any


Not For me

It’s Fascinating my
FRiEnD Almost No
One Understands me

From The United
States And Most

Everyone Understands
me From India We are

All Human

A Culture
With More Open
Minded Soul Felt
Religion Within



A Difference
Really Fascinating to

me indeed
As my Ideas
Seem So Obvious

Just Part of
Nature Perhaps

That is it
Our Nation
Further Removed


Perhaps Humanity

Interesting to Ponder Thanks😊

“Love One Another”

How ‘Modern Christians’
Miss This Message Doesn’t
Surprise me When i Study

Them As A
Observer “Jesus”

To Be

A Metaphor
Like What Modern
Christians Have Done

To “Jesus” Turn

Him Into

An Old Angry
Hateful Spiteful
Man About 70

Whose only
Source of


Is Reduced to
Torturing People
Who Don’t Agree
With Him Forever



You Receive

You Sow You Reap…

“Love One Another”

You Do Heaven

Or The
Place Hate
Now Applause… 👏
Job Well Done
In the Hell You Create…🥲



Is Dying Thanks
To Folks Who Spread
Hate And Ignorance

And Call
Something Other

Than Love One Another…

Dude You Just
Have Little

Not Enough
Naked As You
Are to Play Your ‘Game’

Love Now…

You Know What i Bet
The Level of Health
Ignorance in This



Explains Why

You’ve Done Something

i’ve Never Seen You Do
Before Write 3 Blog Posts
In The Span of A Day

Of Your Life

Hey If You lived
In The Deep Do

Do Of The Ignorance

Of The Panhandle of

Florida Down Here

In LA Lower Alabama

You Might Do

More Than me

So Your


Explode Either
My Head is Huge
my Wife Would Practically
Kill me If

My Head

Exploded And
Made A Big


In Her Kitchen…🤯

It’s The Craziest Thing
Science Shows Everything
In Existence Spirals In Dance Creating A


Of Energy

And People Still
Can’t Figure out
Why i Spiral Dance
Everywhere i Go
And Have More
Song Of Energy

Than A 16 Year-Old
Turn the Beat Around 61

Keep The Percussion

Of HeART Beat


SouL Raised to
The Tune of Heaven
All Vibrations Frequencies
Of God Energy in One


Yet i Profess
i Am Not The only
One Capable of This



Hint: God

If Only Folks
Would Just
Move And


Sing Free
For No
They Might
Get “IT” too…

i Just Don’t “KNoW”…😎

i’m Not Really Sure How
The Dishes Or Clothes
Get Washed my Wife
Doesn’t Let me

Get Close to
Sharp Pointy

Objects or

Too Close To
Machines That
Do Work She Tells

me Stay Away

Like A

Two Year-Old
Child i Happily Comply
Always Yes Dear Yes Dear😇

Sending Sunday Shark
Strength For Your
Difficult Times i
Find the Meme
Works for me🙂

SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby You’ve Never Given
me A Reason to Believe You Are not my FRiEnD
In All the Last 6 Years of Our FRiEnDSHiP Now Real
There’s Never Been Any Guessing That You Accept

All of me..

Hehe it Seems my Extreme
Enthusiasm About Love Making
Every Word A Holy Song Every Step
A Sacred Dance Ain’t Everyone’s Cup

Of Tea of Tradition MaKinG All oF LiFE
DarK Through LiGHT Essence of God

Now True Not Everyone Loves

Life This Much Yet This
Isn’t A Given For
me Either


A Practice of
Heaven Meditating
In Autotelic Flow of Dance Song
WorKinG Always in 100 Percent Faith
Of Doing it Every WaKinG To Sleeping Hour
Of A Day in my Life With SMiLes Now… Yet It’s True

Not Sure if it Was the Pandemic And Folks Becoming
More Poetic or Whatever; Yet I’ve Found More People
Who Appreciate What I Do This Last Year Than Any Year
Before by Far And Truly Compliments Not Many People Fathom

In A Lifetime

Like A Young Woman
In School In South Africa
Who Dedicated “A Beautiful
Soul” Poem to me Last Week Using The Words

Of Poetry i Wrote in Response to the Poetry
She Wrote as What i Always Do Wherever I go…

Not Sure What it is Perhaps I am Communicating

More Clearly in a Way Folks Can Understand Yet it
Seems this Last Pandemic Year Has Been A Break-Through

Year For People

Who Can And Will Actually
See What I Do With SMiLes…
Yet it Seems From Some Other
Reports of Dancing Long Before
I Even Realized As A Contractor
Installing A New Front Door From
Lowe’s Said Back In 2014 He and
His Middle School Friends Dressed
Up Like me For Halloween Trick or Treating
Dancing in Shorts, Colorful T-Shirts, And Shades hehe…

True Not Everyone
Becomes A Halloween
Meme HAha… And I know
How that is one of Your Favorite
Holidays With SMiLes.. Other than
That Several Years Ago a Young Woman
Graduating From High School Working At Lowe’s

Said the Young Women Traded Videos and Photos
Of me at School As Their Dance Hero of Being me no matter

What Anyone Else
Thinks Imagine them
Defending me When

Others Tried to
Make Fun of
Me Dancing

And I had no idea
It was even happening hehe..

SMiLes it’s Not Hard to Change
The Word Really Just Have Fun…

i Realize it’s not the Tradition Where
I Live yet considering Almost None of the
Folks Who Used me as a ‘Valuable Commodity’
At Work For Decades Noticed i Fell Off the Earth
For 66 Months So i Learned to Enjoy Myself No Matter

What Anyone
Else Thinks
About it in the World…

Some Folks Appreciate it…
Some Do Not Yet it Definitely
Seems like i am a Litmus Test
For Folks Who Are Extraverted and Open
Minded Versus Those Who Are Not True

i Tend to Give Folks Fredaches
Who aren’t Quite Up For the
All of me.. A Term Katrina Created HAha..

Quite Honestly Heaven is Worth
PebbleS On A HiGHWaY oF LiGHT…

And Bam Bam When Katrina Gets too Much of me…
OR GO Away or Escape For Others Who Can And Will And DO Hehe..;)

That’s Very Sweet i’d Have
To Ask Katrina If
We Were Home
With This Pose

Which She Likes
Best Her Outfit
Or House Then

She Would tell
Me What Needs

To Be
Replaced Next🤓

Time Oh Time Oh Time Mariana
Once A Day That Clock Ruled

My World

Yes Mind

The Hands

No Longer Work

On My Clock

The Hour

Glass Sand

Never Changes Now
For Me Eternally Now
Sand Up or Down Whole

Just No Separation All IN All Now

Grains of Sand Beach i Am Enough Yes
Complete Emerald Green Waves Sea Oats
Swaying in Breeze Gull Wings
Spiraling Sun my Arms Fly

Free Even Tracks

of My Feet one

With Sugar

of Beach
Edging Shorelines
Forever Waves Spiraling Milky

Way i Write True UNiVeRSE WHoLE mY FRiEnD


Now What
Were You Saying
With SMiLes Now

Looking Forward
to Your Next Poem For Sure…

Meanwhile Still “CeLeBRaTinG
8 Years of HeAVeN Within ReaL NoW”

Already Starting A New 60,000 or So Word
MacroVerse Poem too Already Named “SaiL oN LoVE NoW”

Yes Still Working on Electronically Publishing the Last one

And if i Don’t Get Off This Computer And Get my Work-out
Done in Date to Take My Wife to The Store to Public Dance too

Tonight She’s Gonna

Take A


Of Whooping Butt
to me Next With That
Dancing Singing See Ya Later Dear Mariana..:)

We LiVE iN A World that is More Centered
Between Our Ears in Abstract Thoughts

All the Constructions of CuLTuRE
Ideologies Through All the

Stuff We Create Tools

Increasingly Becoming Us

Truly Even Phones Part of
Arms Growing Brains on the
End of Our Hands Yet only Avatar

Brains Not What Actually FlesH and
Blood Moves Connects Co-Creates Us

As Our Emotions Actually Travel And Spread
Through Our Bodies All Feelings Senses From Head to toe

As the Brain Actually

Has No Sensations

When Actually Touched
Exposed to the World Some

Days We Forget We Are More than
A Head With Eyes And Ears Now Online

Without Taste, Smell, And Touch So Restricted

In All Associated Emotions and Senses in Synergy
No Wonder Folks Who Use Dating Apps Are So Often
Negatively Surprised When All Feelings Senses Are Employed

Of Life Moving Connecting Co-Creating Dancing Singing Free…

Science Shows A Best
Way to Increase
And Awareness
Is Truly Just to Exercise
Moving Our Bodies to And Fro
However There is So Much More to
The Art of Body And Mind Soul Whole…

All For Ours To Seek and Find Exploring Dear Chaymaa

With of Course What Ever Brings Flow in Meditations too…

True there is So Much More to This Potential And Improving
Inspiring Motivating Life All Around Than Just What Cognitive
Behavioral Word Therapy Used On its own Still From Literature


Therapy Too We
Are So Much More From
Head to Toe Than Words and
Tools We Make to Become And
Present an Illusory Sense of Self…
Hehe How Ironic ‘Hear’ i am Writing ALL This Online..

Yet i LiVE iN the Forest i Am Gonna Escape online

Next With SMiLes…

It’s Only A Few
Steps to the
Back Door

Opening it Up
To Real Nature Heaven Now

Just Breathing All of Greater ReaLiTY iN Free..:)

Yeah, It’s Pretty Amazing Shawna Baby, Just BRoWSinG
The Pics From Tuesday’s Beach Trip, I Will Not Lie
As i Tend to Be Deliciously to Brutally Honest too…
Even at Age 51, She’d Be The One I’d Be Dreaming

About when

i Got Home
At Sweet 16, From The Beach

Way WaY WAY Back then…

No Doubt i made
A Deal With God
To At Least Save

my World Before i Am
Visiting Earth Now to Receive

ALL ‘This Gift’…

It’s Like A Young Woman At the Dance
Hall Bar Grinding Her Hips On ‘Your Crotch’ And
No Matter What Happens Next It’s Just ‘So What’…

Considering ALL
The Variables
Here It’s no

Wonder i Turn
To Poetry to Release
All The Energies About in this Home hehe…

What’s So Fun About You, i Will Share Everything
With You and You’ll Never Send me to HeLL ON EartH, HAha…

Hmm, I Do Believe That Means You Are Really my FRiEnD;

This is Kinda Nice iNdeed…

As I’ve always
Tried So Hard
To Make FRiEnDS…

Just A Bit too Much of me
to Go Around AND AROUND it Seems…

Oh My God, It’s Just too Much Fun to
Amuse Myself, No Matter What Comes Next..

Some Days the ‘Penalties’ Do Come Low or High..;)


Lyrics to the Song ‘Sheep’ By ‘Pink Floyd’

True Matches What Happens to ‘Those

Sheep’ Who Follow ‘The Trump’
Refusing To Get Vaccinated

Taking Residence

Still Blind (And Potentially Very Dead) on 5th Avenue…

Truly Hopeless As Even ‘The Trump’ Doesn’t Believe
in ‘Sheep’ And Got Vaccinated Yet Of Course He Doesn’t

BelieVE iN

And Worship After Death More Than Life God Yes

Source of A First Case Bleed For ‘Sheep’ Still Now…

“Hopelessly passing your time in the grassland away
Only dimly aware of a certain unease in the air
You better watch out
There may be dogs about
I’ve looked over Jordan, and I have seen
Things are not what they seem

What do you get for pretending the danger’s not real
Meek and obedient you follow the leader
Down well trodden corridors into the valley of steel
What a surprise

The look of terminal shock in your eyes
Now things are really what they seem
No, this is no bad dream

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want
He makes me down to lie
Through pastures green He leadeth me the silent waters by
With bright knives he releaseth my soul

He maketh me to hang on hooks in high places
He converteth me to lamb cutlets
For lo, He hath great power, and great hunger
When cometh the day we lowly ones

Through quiet reflection, and great dedication
Master the art of karate
Lo, we shall rise up
And then we’ll make the bugger’s eyes water

Bleating and babbling we fell on his neck with a scream
Wave upon wave of demented avengers
March cheerfully out of obscurity into the dream

Have you heard the news?
The dogs are dead
You better stay home
And do as you’re told
Get out of the road if you want to grow old”

Hmm… if i Was A Conspiracy Theory Minded
Fellow (Which i AM NOT) This Story Might
Have A Twist; Perhaps It Was the ‘Trump
Plan’ All Along to Thin Out ‘The Flock’…

Wouldn’t Be Hard to Do; That

Much is Frigging Obvious Now;

Wouldn’t Take 9 Dimensional
Chess; Just A Despicable Demagogue Leader And
(Sheep) Minions to Breed Then Voluntarily Thin Out;
Not Even A Slaughterhouse; Minions Do All the Non-Work to Make It Happen

Perhaps ‘They’ Transform into ‘Goats’ Before ‘They Burn’; Essence Counts More


Metaphor For Real

Catholic Mass Readings For 7.18.2021

Reading 1, Jeremiah 23:1-16
1 ‘Disaster for the shepherds who lose and scatter the sheep of my pasture, Yahweh declares.

2 This, therefore, is what Yahweh, God of Israel, says about the shepherds who shepherd my people, “You have scattered my flock, you have driven them away and have not taken care of them. Right, I shall take care of you for your misdeeds, Yahweh declares!

3 But the remnant of my flock I myself shall gather from all the countries where I have driven them, and bring them back to their folds; they will be fruitful and increase in numbers.

4 For them I shall raise up shepherds to shepherd them and pasture them. No fear, no terror for them any more; not one shall be lost, Yahweh declares!

5 Look, the days are coming, Yahweh declares, when I shall raise an upright Branch for David; he will reign as king and be wise, doing what is just and upright in the country.

6 In his days Judah will triumph and Israel live in safety. And this is the name he will be called, ‘Yahweh-is-our-Saving-Justice.’ ”

7 ‘So, look, the days are coming, Yahweh declares, when people will no longer say, “As Yahweh lives who brought the Israelites out of Egypt,”

8 but, “As Yahweh lives who led back and brought home the offspring of the House of Israel from the land of the north and all the countries to which he had driven them, to live on their own soil.” ‘

9 On the prophets. My heart is broken within me, I tremble in all my bones; I am like a drunken man, like a man overcome with wine, because of Yahweh and his holy words:

10 ‘For the country is full of adulterers; yes, because of a curse, the country is in mourning and the pasturage in the desert has dried up; they are prompt to do wrong, make no effort to do right.

11 Yes, even prophet and priest are godless, I have detected their wickedness in my own House, Yahweh declares.

12 Because of this, their way will prove treacherous going for them; in the darkness where they are driven, there they will fall. For I shall bring disaster on them, when the year for punishing them comes, Yahweh declares.

13 ‘In the prophets of Samaria I have seen insanity: they prophesied in the name of Baal and led my people Israel astray.

14 But in the prophets of Jerusalem I have seen something horrible: adultery, persistent lying, such abetting of the wicked that no one renounces his wickedness. To me they are all like Sodom and its inhabitants are like Gomorrah.

15 So this is what Yahweh Sabaoth says about the prophets, “Now I shall give them wormwood to eat and make them drink poisoned water, since from the prophets of Jerusalem godlessness has spread throughout the land.”

16 ‘Yahweh Sabaoth says this, “Do not listen to what those prophets prophesy to you; they are deluding you, they retail visions of their own, and not what comes from Yahweh’s mouth.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 23:1-3, 3-4, 5, 6
1 [Psalm Of David] Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing.

2 In grassy meadows he lets me lie. By tranquil streams he leads me

3 to restore my spirit. He guides me in paths of saving justice as befits his name.

4 Even were I to walk in a ravine as dark as death I should fear no danger, for you are at my side. Your staff and your crook are there to soothe me.

5 You prepare a table for me under the eyes of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup brims over.

6 Kindness and faithful love pursue me every day of my life. I make my home in the house of Yahweh for all time to come.

Reading 2, Ephesians 2:13-18
13 But now in Christ Jesus, you that used to be so far off have been brought close, by the blood of Christ.

14 For he is the peace between us, and has made the two into one entity and broken down the barrier which used to keep them apart, by destroying in his own person the hostility,

15 that is, the Law of commandments with its decrees. His purpose in this was, by restoring peace, to create a single New Man out of the two of them,

16 and through the cross, to reconcile them both to God in one Body; in his own person he killed the hostility.

17 He came to bring the good news of peace to you who were far off and peace to those who were near.

18 Through him, then, we both in the one Spirit have free access to the Father.

Gospel, Mark 6:30-34
30 The apostles rejoined Jesus and told him all they had done and taught.

31 And he said to them, ‘Come away to some lonely place all by yourselves and rest for a while’; for there were so many coming and going that there was no time for them even to eat.

32 So they went off in the boat to a lonely place where they could be by themselves.

33 But people saw them going, and many recognised them; and from every town they all hurried to the place on foot and reached it before them.

34 So as he stepped ashore he saw a large crowd; and he took pity on them because they were like sheep without a shepherd, and he set himself to teach them at some length.

A MacroVerse Memory
From 4 Years Ago… 2017..
On That Date 7.19.2017…
MIdway Point Celebrating
8 Years of Heaven Within Now
With “Nether Land Bible” Rising
to 1.82 MiLLIoN Words Then Just
A Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Never the

Less “Nether Land Bible”

Just A Subchapter Now Over
7 MiLLioN Words of 9.5 MiLLioN
Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” Surpassed

A Past Longest Long Form EPIC Poem
From India the “Mahābhārata” Estimated
At 1.81 MiLLioN Words As At That Point
in 13.6 Months of Effort, “Nether Land Bible,”
Just A Subchapter of an Even Longer “EPiC Long
Form Poem” Surpassed What it took India to Do
For Centuries And Innumerable Ghost Authors too
at 1.81 MiLLioN Words Then of Course i am Only

One Person

With an

Index Finger

And And iPhone

Doing Much of this
Laying in the Bed Early
in the Morning Just Yawning
Away and Hugging my Wife
Intermittently Along the Way…

Such IS A Start of Every Day
in A Life of Heaven For Real Now

All The Giving Becomes The Receiving Now…

Yes Just Cause For Giving Thanks Giving Complete Enough Whole
Great Thanks And Praise ALWaYS ETeRNaLLY NoW Worshipping
This Gift This Miracle Breath of Existence Now ALL Some Folks

Create An Illusion

Of A Smaller

God Than

All Meanwhile

i Just Enjoy ALL

And Oh By The Way
Coming on 8.18.2021
With 96 Months of Effort
With “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible
Ever Still Coming at 9.6 MiLLioN Words

Then For That Coming 8 Year Celebration
of “SonG oF mY SoUL” It Rises to 12 Times
The Size of the ‘Old King James’ Effort at About
800,000 Words for that Rather Small Try Taking
Innumerable Ghost Authors, Scribes, And Centuries

to Do and Of Course About 120 Times the Size of
The Quran As Well too; Here’s ‘the Thing’ i am Born
Without The Ability to Speak Until Age 4 With Autism
Suffering With The Down Parts of Bi-Polar Disorder that
Most People Can’t Comprehend in Pain and Numb Within
All the Other Disorders in HeLL ON Earth For 66 Months
Shut-in too; The Message Here is if i Can and Will Do this

Assessed As the Weakest
Fish in the Aquarium in
School Where Folks

Made it Clear i Didn’t

Deserve to Exist And

Even After Accomplishing

All This In Ease With 15,153 Miles
Of Public Dance Some Folks Still
Treat me Like Gum on their Shoes…

Imagine What Someone ‘Normal’ Could/Will Do…

Or Perhaps Normal is NO GIFT AT ALL IN LIFE…

i Understand What Extraordinary Means in Life
And i Also Understand What Nothing At All Still Means…

They Are
Both the Same
‘Thing’; The Real
Gift And Miracle IS
We Even BREaTHE Now For Real….

Enjoy It IF You Can And WiLL ETeRNaLLY NoW
Co-Create Play Act ALL Hell or Heaven

or The ‘Tween…




Truly ALiVE Now Free…

Big Bang Fireball Free Becoming Breathing

Until Ya Find Giving Is Present Highly Unlikely Heaven Is Now



“SaiL On LoVE NoW”

Sail On… Never Alone🌟🌈😊

Contemplating Meditating Flowing
Autotelic HeART Deeper Strange
MaGiC Conscious Reality Meets
Subconscious Much Greater Reality

Chaos Magic Becomes Reason Now

Dualities Melting Away Union of Mind
Body SPiRiT HeART Body Whole Deeper

SoUL Playing Now Just For Freer LoVE SeeinG

Giving With No Concern For Receiving
Until Giving Feels Greater Than Receiving

Not Only Making Every Step A Holy Sacred
Dance Giving Sharing Free Yet Every Word
A Holy Sacred Song Joining Hands Poetry Naturally Singing

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

Always Adding Ways

Seeking Finding

Being LiGHT

EacH And
Every Day
Dear Savvy

Always Evolving
NeWeR CoLoRingS oF LiGHT

WHeRE Perfection NoW Will
Only Limit Perfecting Colors oF LiGHTinG More..:)

Key Seems to Be
Extending Shelf
Life of Unused Items

Spiced With
Change Nice😊

Vibrations, Frequencies, Energies Of SPiRiT Real…
Crude Matter Of Words Do Not Matter Unless The

Spirit Disappears As Wind Now…

Actually, ‘You’ Are Incorrect,

Science Agrees That Meditation
Is Indeed, 23 Percent More Effective
Than Opiates in Reducing Pain; In Case Study,

IF You Don’t Believe It, Try on the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia, From Wake to Sleep, For 66 Months
Actually Assessed Worse than the Pain of Real Crucifixion;

And Find Out For Yourself that Writing In Stream of Consciousness
Meditative, Holy, And Very Sacred For Real, in Feeling And Sensing Meditative
Autotelic Flow Will Even Eventually Take All that Pain Away For Free; And After

Using the Bio-Feedback
Of An Autotelic Free Flowing
Meditative Dance to Regulate
Emotions and Integrate Senses

As Science Shows This too is A Real (Dance Hall)
Highway to Heaven Within on Earth Now As Well…

As Far As Prayer Goes; The Belief that
A Doctor is Gonna Heal You With Words
of Loving Intent At Your Bedside is Indeed
Shown In Science Still to Bring Potential Sugar
Pill Placebo Prayer of Putting So-Called Incurable
Disease Into Remission; Further More, The Nocebo
Effect; is Also A Real VooDoo Effect as Real As Typically

Folks Who Believe That Aging Sucks, Have Even Been Shown
to Live 7 Years Less than Folks Like me Who Are 3 Times Stronger Now Since
Age 20’s as Still Empirically Shown, Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds At age 61;

i Am Surely Not the only one; As i have A Captain of the Navy Friend, who
Worked at the Pentagon, Who Squatted 450 Pounds in His Mid-70’s; Many
More Case Study Examples Away From the Nocebo Effect Way of Aging Couch Potato Life…

Science Also Shows That Even Imaging Exercising as A Kind of Visual Prayer in Improving
Human Potential, Actually Brings Empirical Measures of Strength as Well as Real Mind over Matter too…

Additionally, Science Shows Meditating Just Three times a Week is associated With Regeneration of Grey
Matter of the Brain; And by God Even listening to ‘Gregorian Chants’ Helps to Repair DNA Through the release

Of Human Growth

Hormone; Associated

With Basically Any Regular

Routine of Exercise of Getting

Off Ya Butt in Life; and Yes Indeed,

At Best MaKinG Life, A Holy And Sacred

Dance And Song of Meditating Life where in Autotelic Flow Free,

Each and Every Step And Word Becomes Eternally Now Forever Bliss…

Where Science Shows Creativity Rises 500 Percent With Meditation, Just
3 Times A Week; Where Human Potentials in Productivity in the Sweet
Spot Tween Anxiety and Apathy continually rise With Truly Stellar Results;

Again In Free FLoWinG Autotelic Way; A REAL Human Fountain of Youth…

Christianity Points to the Mustard Seed Becoming a Biggest Tree With Faith

Too and Indeed Meditation and Prayer is Essence of Faith For Real in Mind

Over Matter Still Now…

For True This
iS How Humans

Move Mountains; Mountains

of Love Held Up By Grains of

Sand on Earth Greater Than Any

Rocket Ship Escaping Heaven On EartH…

SMiLes My FRiEnD, ‘You’ Are a pretty smart Human;

Yet Horatio, And Believe it or Not Ripley; There are things for You to still Learn/Do
Now You Show You Are totally Ignorant of; At Least Some folks Put forth an effort to

Help You open your eyes…

And to Be Clear

i am not talking to ‘You’..

As Obviously, ‘The Ignorant’
Are Unwilling to Even Try to ‘Read’…

Thanks For Providing Dark Muse to Flame LiGHT…

Yep, There Are Many Hints in the Christian Bible That Heavenly NoW EternAlly
Points ThiS way; Unfortunately, Just Not the Science it in to Prove it works like Now;

For the Folks Who Believe
the Only Place They Are
Gonna Find Heaven Is

After A Dirt Nap

Of Death

True A
Death All the Way
ACross the Lifespan Now

In Terms of Actually Breathing Heaven Now For Real;

Is There Purgatory and Hell; Look No Farther than the

‘Pews’ of ‘the Churches’ That Worship Life After Death And See the Frowns



Potato Stares of Emptiness’…

True, Look No Further to See
The Saddest Creatures in the
Entire UNiVeRSE Separated From
The All in All (God) Free Loving Fearless Now…

For Surely A Grain of Sand Holding Up
A Mountain of Human Love Is HeAVeNLY iN Deed..:)

When “Sean Hannity” Implores “The Deplorables” to
Get Vaccinated, Praising the Scientific Efficacy, to
Curb A Deadly Pandemic Variant; Ya Know the SH8T SHoW

IS A Fixin’ to Hit the ‘Fans’…

Make No Mistake, Yes,

The Deep South May Be A Nice
Place to LiVE iN; Yet, Not So Much

For The Ignorance of the Folks, Faux News
Fed On TV And Church/State As Ignorance Is Blind
to the Reality of the Dystopia It Already LiveS iN NoW


For Those Who ‘See’…

Now It’s True, Some Folks
Don’t Like to See New Chapters
Added to their Books; Now It’s True,

Human Beings Bound to Tradition Will
Stick to Whatever Hell or Heaven is Provided
Spoon-Fed From Birth; Like The Belief in the After
Death Is More Important to Worship than What comes Now When

We Breathe…

Heroes, According to ‘Pop Psychology
Courses’ Are Not Much Different than

Villains; Both Are Willing To Break the Rules
At Hand to Achieve Their Intents in Life; What
Separates them; The Only Thing That Separates
Them is Empathy/Compassion That Cares for Everyone to the Point

That A Hero Has Difficulty

Separating Their Self

From the Needs of

Others; Whereas, Sean
Hannity, Trump, Gaetz, Trump,
Others, Majorie Taylor Green, Tucker
Carlson; And Yuck, Governor DeSataNis,
From Florida, Who Recently Signed A Bill
Preventing Schools From Requiring Children
to Be Vaccinated in the Midst of An Ever Growing
Deadly Delta Variant Pandemic, Additionally Selling T-Shirts

to Dismiss

The Leadership
of Science With Stellar
Science Citizens Like Fauci

Are only Concerned For Their OWN
Selfish Ego’s; No Matter What Happens
to Others; of Course until it gets to the

Point Now

Where The

Clown Show

is Hitting ‘the Fans’…

True, The Deep South Ain’t that
Bad, Unless You Are Sitting in An
Evangelical First Baptist Dinner in
A ‘Texas Road House’ Where Most Everyone
Drives a Four Wheel Drive And Believes

Sitting Down With Their Children

In An Extremely Packed

Restaurant to

Order Some
Roast Beast;

Yes, Where They All Believe
A Life Saving Vaccination is
A ‘Kill Shot’; Instead of a Tool

To Prevent Great Dystopia Far
Extending Its Reach At the Hands,

At the Usual Hands of Faux News and
Associated Church And State That Feeds

Off Group Think in Areas of Socio-Economic-
Emotional-Spiritual SCaRCiTIES Like Trump-Town
USA, Where i Live; Again, Analogous to the ‘Beneath the
Planet of the Apes Mass’ Where me and ‘Eve/Nova/Whatever
my Wife’s Name is these Days’ Watch Aghast as ‘The Deplorables’

Still Take Off their
Masks Unvaccinated
in the ‘Texas Road House
Restaurant Sunday Dinner’

Where Human is Served Ignorance

to the Point it Kills them Dead, Dead
As Road Kill oF iGnorance Clothed Comes…

Ironically That’s What We Had

For Lunch, Something

They Sell


Cheap at
the Restaurant

Called ‘Road Kill’ for $9.99…

(It’s Actually, Pretty Tasty)

It’s Easy to Save Frogs on the Road
At Night in Florida, July Monsoons, From
Big Four Wheel Drives; You just gently Nudge
or Pick them Up and Put them in the Freer Green Grass…

The Locals:

Just Do Beware…

Nothing You Can Do to Help them
at this Point; For There Are Even
More Evil Avenues For Their Dystopia

Than Sean Hannity; AS HiStory continues to SHow…

Make No Mistake; The Dystopian God Of This Country is Money At All Costs…

The Only Way to Defeat That God Is to Stop consuming the ‘Soylent Green’….

The People

In Darkness

Have Seen A Great Ignorance

And They Are STicKinG with Doomsday;
TicKinG With it, Until Their Blind Living Dead Demise…

36.8 Percent of the Population Are Fully Vaccinated Here;
Close to the Percentage of Folks Who Did Not Vote For Trump…

This Human
Condition is
Strangely Predictable, InDeed…

Anyway, The Essay ‘You Wrote’ Makes
Total Sense to me; Great Job, Keep Writing…

A Key to Life is Balance In Change; A Key
To Life is Always A Free Pen At Hand to Write, Play,
And Act a New Page in Life, Freer In Flow, in Human Potential in Ease



Within Now
to Give, Share,
Care Fearless Freely With All…

i Ain’t Afraid of ‘the Locals’..

Yet i Do Pity THeir Lot in Life…

It’s Not Any More Fair than the
Smooshed Frogs on the Highway to Someone Else’S Hell Now…

True, WHere i LiVE, ReaLiTY iS A Story More Interesting/Strange than Fiction…

Another Power-Up When It Comes To Challenges
In Life The Incredible Hulk Meme

Surely Reflects And
Empowers Human
Epigenetic Potential

Digging Deep
Yes Unpacking
Human DNA Previously
Not Used Not Exposed to
Appropriate Environmental

Yet Just Like
There Is Negative
Epigenetics Too like
The Warrior Who Loses

All Kindness
And Fear that
Takes All Good Things

In Life Away
Even A Smile

True We Often
Become The Environment
We Feed Ourselves The


For Strength
Yet So Empty
Without A Smile

Perhaps If He Holds
A Kitten He’ll Change😊

Thanks So Much
For The Inspiration
With Asperger’s

Syndrome on
The Autism

my Easter
Egg Indeed
Took All The

Numb And Pain
Away Hehe Graduating
With A Triple Major at
UNiVersity A 500 Word
Essay i Struggled With
Close to The Top of
The Multiple
Choice School

Making A Firstly,
Secondly, in

More Than
A Technical
List of Bulleted
Facts… Yes.. Change Is

30 Years
Grey Scale
Pain And Numb
Life New Colors in
Rainbows Of Creativity

It Just
Took The


To Humankind

In Challenge

To Unpack the
More Colorful


Potential in
One Lifetime

For me Then
Space Tween



Heaven Breathing Now
MaKinG Miracles Real😊🎼

“My ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is.
Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds
us, binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter.
You must feel the Force flow around you. Here, between you,
me, the tree, the rock, yes, even between the land and the ship.”


A Summer’s Eve A SPRinG i SinG

i DaNCE SinG NoW ReaL…


Beauty oF all
They come
And go enough
That we miss them more
Darkness Dances and Sings
FloWeR Colors of LiFe..
That die and come back
More than less StaRlit AGain..
A best
Of Beauty once..
Love them more
As they only come once..
Plant them more and never go bored
Colors oF LifE LiGHT reFreshing anew..
Thanks FRiEnD.. i enjoy
Wandering through
Your Poetry
i plant
i plant
Too as LiFE
Always comes new..
Never any perennial poetry
For me.. Only annual NoW…

“Since You Asked”…

Meh, Christianity And The Old Bible is Basically
A Collection of Stories That Follow Human Archetypes…

For Instance, The Basic Hero Archetypal

Story As Expressed in Isaiah 53,

King James Version:

“53 Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed?

2 For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him.

3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.

5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.

7 He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth.

8 He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken.

9 And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth.

10 Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.

11 He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities.

12 Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.”

So Once Again The Hero Escapes Darkness
Resurrected iN LiGHT to Provide His Wisdom

to the Rest of the Old Village…

Oldest Story Not Much Different

Than “Beauty and the Beast” When the

Most Feminine Woman Assessed with the
Best Figure in 11th and 12th Grade Working

For the Clerk of Courts, Spots the Most Handsome Masculine

Man, Half Shaven, She’s Ever Seen With Eyes the Colors of Emerald Green
Seas, Jet Black Closely Cropped Curly Hair, A Beverage Agent Making His

Report Back to the Clerk Of Courts…

She, Believing Whoever is Married to Him Must be the Luckiest Woman in the World
Just From First Glance; Just From Love At First Sight As He Asks Her to Marry Him on

The Second

Date And Rarely

Says a Word After

They Are Married

For Three Years

Leaving to Make
More Money With A Wife
Who Isn’t So Focused on Wanting
To Stay Home Raising Two Children…

RaiSinG Her Son as Love As He Must One Day
Fight the Demons His Father Had; Move into the
Darkness And Rise Up As HiS Own Father Then

With Father

As Son

And Holy

Spirit of Love
From His Mother

Now Fully in Tow
Fearless Master of the
All in All of His Emotions
Regulating Senses Integrating

Like A Ferrari Human All 12 Cylinders In Tune…

In Other Words, Most Any Hero Will Fit that Metaphor
of that Isaiah 53 Story And Jesus is Just Another Metaphor
For the Story too; Life is Basically Move and Repose; Death And


Dead Seeds

Bring FLoWeRS

to Life Again; Yes

Leaves Feed Trees,
Fall to Soils, Feeding

Grass for the Antelope

to Eat, Then the Lion Will Consume

the Antelope; Lion Falling to the Ground

At HiS End, Like Leaves From A Tree to Feed
The Soils For Grass to Feed the Offspring of the

Antelope As the Circle of Existence Continues; This Repose and Move…

Waves High, Waves Low; Tides In, Tides Out; Night and Day, Dark and Light; All is All

When Duality

And Detail

Comes Together

Just All in All ‘God’ Now to Breathe… ONE BiG PiCTuRE NoW

To See Be i AM…

Other than that It’s Obvious Most Old And So-Called Holy
And Sacred Text Comes From A Day And Age, Mostly of Misery

Loves Company in SCaRCiTY of Days and Nights As there is Zero
Humor Expressed; All Is Strife, All Is Night With Hope For One Day to Be Light…

If ‘God’ Isn’t A




Much Worth
Living to Breathe…

Basically A Lake of Fire…

Yawn, Thank God Folks Didn’t
Stop Writing, Playing, Acting, And Doing New
More Colorful Testaments of Life; Truly Breathing

What is Good as Life…

Life is Good Now;

Yet Not Much Proof

oF iT in Old Sacred
Holy Stale Text Without

Living Laughing Loving Now…

Fear of Naked God, Fear Of Even Being Naked Free; Now Nature
At Its Very Naked Best, Living Loving Laughing All of Existence As the Joke it is…


We Laugh

SMiLE And Truly

BREaTHE iN This Heaven
Now to Give and Share
Caring Free Just for the

Fun of LiFE NoW LoViNG iT ALL…

This Is Heaven

For Those who Laugh..

For the Sake of Joy Now…

The Word ‘Israel’ Means ‘Struggle
With God’ (Insert ‘Nature’ if You Like) The Bible IS A Reflection Mostly of Misery Loves Company…

Of Course It’s Still Very Attractive to Those Who Still LiVE iN ScarCiTY of Humor NoW iN Joy…

Honestly, if the Real Five Foot One or So, And One Hundred And Six Pound Or So, Little Brown Man
Looking Very Much Like A Modern Syrian Dude or Even Mexican Roofer/Carpenter With Shortly Cropped Dark Hair;

Yes, if The Original Little
Brown Man Jesus, Could

Really Return Now For Real;

He And Or She Would Be So Dam

Happy To Find

A ‘New Jerusalem’

Like The United States

To Truly Feel A Right
to Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit

Of Happiness; i Bet ALL ‘He’ Would Have to
Say Putting Your New Roof On, Even After
A Hurricane is This is A Land of Rainbows

God Bless

You; Thank

You For This

New Testament

Of Life is Good to me…

Thank You, Just Thank You;

Not Sending Anyone to A Lake
of Fire For Having Sex Just For Fun
Either, Without Being Married; Just

Thank You, For This Feeling of Joy; Life,
Liberty, And This Free Pursuit of Happiness;

Nailing All These Shingles to Your Roof of Course
in This Version Dancing Across the Roof With The

‘AM Mexico Radio Station Music’ on…

Heaven on the

Roof Being

Human Just Being Free
to Eat, Sleep and BREaTHE Loving All

Together Now

With A Laugh And Smile; Sun Shining
Above, Just Loving it All As the FLoWeR Life Will Be…NoW

Life Really S88Ked For Most Folks in the Days of the
Old Bible; And That’s Why Most of the Book S88KS Lemons too…

Some Folks Are Still Sucking
The Lemons; Minions And
Despicable Leaders/



Archetypes STiLL NoW

And Their Blind Sheep

Same Old Revelation Coming Again…

Death and Destruction, Unvaccinated in
A Deadly Pandemic; Worshipping After

Death More Than



Like Same
Old Stale Hell to me…

Just Another Lake of Fire Ready to BaTHE iMPRiSoNinG NoW…

Meanwhile, ‘The Am Station’ on the ‘Mexican Radio’ is Playing…

i Mean Honestly, Have You Ever Seen ‘The Mexican Folks’ in Walmart…
They Are Usually the Only Ones, Eyes Gleaming With Loving Freedom;

Smiles and LaughS on

Fire of Joy…

On Earth to Play
And Roof Away…

‘THeRE iS No Ceiling or Walls
Up THeRE; Just Sky And Stars Shining Free…

“Mr. And Or Mrs. Blue Sky” Returning Every Day, SuN SMiLinG Again…

It All Depends on How Ya Frame the Story And Build the Essence of Joy Within…


Just Building A Way…

Just Another Corner
Stone to Raise Loving Free NoW…

Yes, Dog Has A Soul As Much As Human Beings, If Ya Wanna Call That ‘Father’, More On That Coming in Part 3…

Yes, Dog Has A Physical Body As Much As Human Beings, If Ya Wanna Call That ‘Son’, Often Used More Than Humans Do.

Yes, Dog Has A Personality As Much As Human Beings, If Ya Wanna Call That ‘Holy Spirit’, Often Expressed More Than Human, Reference Part 1…

It is Crystal
Clear From

A Description of Your Faith, God Is Dog…

Amazing, Not A Bad Description of Your Faith, FRiEnD; i Am Rather Proud of You Today, At Least,

For Standing Up As A Dude and At Least Describing Your Faith, Elementary As Such, Yes; Even, if

You Seem Still A Bit Timid to Defend Your Faith, So Far, For What Might Come Next…

It’s Worth



Secure in Their
Faith is Not Afraid

Of Criticism, if They
Are Capable of Defending it;

Never The Less, i Am Proud of
You Today, For At Least Describing What You Believe ‘God’ is in 3 Parts too…

Truly Nice That Dog Will Fit in to Your Description, Just As Well With Common Sense And What
Science Shows Is Currently True About Dog too; The Metaphors Matter Not; Only, Essence Now Real…

Dog is
One of

Man’s Best
FRiEnDS, Simply

For the Fact Dogs Often Have

More Emotional Intelligence

Than Humans Who Tend to Wag
the ‘Tale’ Without Much Essence of Love…

(Yes, Named “Service Animals”; Yet Actually Love At Hand,
Truly Delivering Valuable Sources of Oxytocin, Humans Simply
Are No Longer Available to Do When More ‘Machine’ than ‘Dog’)

True, If ‘Trademark Jesus’ In ‘3 Parts’ is ‘Love’ (AKA God), He Is Surely
Now More Dog than ‘Man’ From What i Have Observed in Life at Least…

Of Course

And Often
Cultural Specific
When it Comes to Human;

As Some Humans Are Even
More Like Love Than Dog And
God in ‘That Old Book’ Named ‘Jesus’ too…

Dog Would Never Torture Anyone Forever;

Just Bite Your Butt, Forgive You, And
Wag His or Her Tail With Love Again!

Yes, Dog Is A Much Greater Love Than God
In ‘That Old Dusty Antiquated Truly Absurd Book’…

i Rest my Case for Dog Now; It’s Just Frigging Common
Sense; My God, Even Dog Easily Understands this Now;

And Even More Territorial And Feral, Cat, When He And or Her is in the Mood too…

Dear Mariana
Hope Your

Week Is CoLoRinG

LiGHT Tuning Now😊🎶🎼

SMiles Savvy i Am
Fortunate To Know
People Who Continue

To Evolve

Across The

Lifespan And
Sadly Those Who
Naysay Early Feeling
Limited By Their Age

Sad To See The Footballer
Passing Away Last Year At 55

SMiles Thanks to the Inspirations
Of The People Who Continue
To Evolve Across the

Lifespan Like
My Naval Captain
FRiEnD Still Squatting
450 Pounds In His Mid-70’s

At 61, i Still Leg Press up to
1520 Pounds Giving me the
Strength Required to move my
242 Pound Body in Balance
Of Public Meditating
FLoWinG Dance

Now For 15,153
Miles in 95 Months

Jack LaLanne
Towed Fleets of
60 Boats Across
A Bay Swimming
Through His 70’s

They All Kept Moving
Like The Rest of The
UNiVeRSE and More

Dances Sings

There is No
Vacation in Move

Yet Repose And Move More😊🙏

This Staycation of Sacred Song
Holy Dance Just Doing More Now

SMiles Dear Akshita
Soul Reflecting

H U M A N i T Y

What Modern
Work A Day World

Takes From Humanity
Most Whole Complete


Without All
The External

Sidewalks Without

Meadows Dancing
Singing Free Within

Others Basically Living
Dead What Price What



Is So-Called
Civilization to Machine…

“SAiL On LoVE NoW”

Love Sold Lost All




True Kally This Is Why in
Part After A Pandemic
So Many Folks
Have Left

So Much


Of Work
And Returned
More To Breathe
So They Won’t Come

To Their


Last Now of
Breath With
A Quote of
What A Waste

Of Time While
The Person Who
Actually Spent Their
Life Loving Freer Dies

A Poor
Human’s Rich SMile

i Already Faced The
Suffocation of Death
Thrice in Life Saving

me From
This Eternal
Death As Life…

It’s Really Impossible
To Understand Unless



With Breath

Of Life Shut-in
In A Pandemic
Provides A Suitable


As Well Indeed
For Those Who

Become Born Again😊

Circling Life
Lovely Soni😊

Interesting, i Actually Started
Writing to Get my Mind off
The Worst Pain Known to
Humankind No Drug

Would Touch, From
Wake to Sleep, Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia; Several

MiLLioN Words And 33 Months
Into the Escape A Creative Flow
Of Meditative Free Verse Poetry

Naturally Came And Transformed
my Words Organic In Other Words
They Became Human With Colorful

(And So Did i)

Emotions All The Pain And Numb
Went Away Of A Synergy of 19
Life Threatening Disorders…

Every Word Now is Literally
Heaven All 9.5 MiLLioN
Words of The Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem
Ever in 95 Months Now

And 15,153 Miles of
Public Dance Free
FLoWinG Meditation
Coloring Heaven Same
Since the Pain And Numb
Went Away With The Start
Of the “SonG oF mY SoUL”

Heaven is What We Do

When We Become

A Dance and


Of Life
While Always
Enough Ever Word
Sacred Song Ever Step
Holy Dance Naturally All


Tasting Real
‘God’ 100 Percent
Faith in Every Step, Word


No Writer’s
Block Or Living
Dead HeaR Now



And Song Breath
Loving Free Now


SMiles Ever Word Takes
me to A Different Place
Yet They All Come Free to


And Stay😊

LeSSoN 372
Well Wishers Stay For Greater
Play Other Than That Hoping Your
Days GRoWinG Easier CoLoRinG All…

Happy Eid Al Adha to You Dear Sohair
Been Praying That Your Tooth is Feeling

Better Glad to See You Writing
Here Today my FRiEnD

And Hope All

Is Going Well
For You And All Who
You Love As Well With Love…

Hehe Now Just Starting to Put Another
57 Thousand Word or So MacroVerse Together
Been Finished Writing it Since 7.16.2021
Yet Been Too Busy Writing the Next one

To Catch Up And Publish the Last one hehe
Yet.. Perhaps i’ll Start By The Morning At Least with SMiLes

As Sleep

Is Calling

me Deeper
And Deeper Now…

So Happy You
Are Feeling
Better Dear


to You😊🌹☺️

i Cannot Lie, i Like to Write Big Bible Poems
(10 King James Plus Size Titled Efforts), And 8 New Testaments too

Another 8th Bible Sized New Testament of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Since 8.19.2020, Continuing Like the Rest of the Whole Bible Poem Show

Last Time i Counted ‘The Words’ On 1.11.2021; “Depth of The Story”
Becomes An 8th New Testament Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL”

Just A Thread On The “Wrong Planet Website”, Only Partially Of Course,
What i Have Written This Year NoW As Part of “SonG oF mY SoUL”

“Depth of The Story” at 802,164 Words Today, 7.19.2021, Exceeding
the Size Of An Old King James Size Bible in 11 Months Now FoR ReaL

Thanks For Dropping By “CeLeBRaTinG HeAVeN Within 8 Years ReaL NoW” Akshita
Finished Writing it 5 Days Ago Writing the Current One Now Finally
Publishing the Last One As You Arrive Now at 57,262
Words With Florida Flowers As Described by

The Name of my State
Making A Summer Show
At My Home as Typically
Some Kind of Flower is
Blooming Here


Round Yet
Summer is Peaking
In Colors For All to Love

SMiLes Dear Akshita
Have A Happy Colorful Day my FRiEnD..:)

Thanks Chaymaa For Your
Very Inspiring Quotes!😊

“SaiL On LoVE NoW”

Sail On… Never Alone🌟🌈😊

Contemplating Meditating Flowing
Autotelic HeART Deeper Strange
MaGiC Conscious Reality Meets
Subconscious Much Greater Reality

Chaos Magic Becomes Reason Now

Dualities Melting Away Union of Mind
Body SPiRiT HeART Body Whole Deeper

SoUL Playing Now Just For Freer LoVE SeeinG

Giving With No Concern For Receiving
Until Giving Feels Greater Than Receiving

Not Only Making Every Step A Holy Sacred
Dance Giving Sharing Free Yet Every Word
A Holy Sacred Song Joining Hands Poetry Naturally Singing

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

Always Adding Ways

Seeking Finding

Being LiGHT

EacH And
Every Day
Dear Savvy

Always Evolving
NeWeR CoLoRingS oF LiGHT

WHeRE Perfection NoW Will
Only Limit Perfecting Colors oF LiGHTinG More..:)


Sublime Beauty Now of
Neighborhood Night
Skies Clouds An

For Buck
Moon Filling

For All Who
Look Up Hearing
Colors Of DreamS iN DarK

Various Imaginary
And Realer Loving
Stories Still To Come…

Gaetz, DeSataNis, And Trump All Peas
In Pods of Harming, Raping, Maiming
Killing Ignorance Don’t Be Foolish

Worshipping Them (Florida Men)

Leadership That Does Not Protect
Health And Well Being of Children (And Others)
Is Pure Ignorance True DeSataNiS Idiocy As Well

MUSinG A REaLiTY Living iN A Most Ignorant Led Political
State iN A Country Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims Kills

Truth Speaks LiGHT

Dreams of Paradise Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Fruition Free For Your Black Happy Cat
Smiling Siamese And Other Peaceful

Grinning Dogs on The Beach And
Patio With Cool Ocean Breeze How

Beautiful All the Colors of Life FLoWeRinG

Are Dear Happy FRiEnD

Keep Joy Shining


BrinG Loving

Companionship Always
Sincere Genuine Peaceful Free…

Never Imaginary As Some Love’s

Are True It’s Always Love Life When
Paradise Purrs And Wags Its Tale SMiLinG mY FRiEnD..:)

So “Lorde” The Rather Shy Teenage Singer From 2013
All Grown Up at 24 Years-Old Now No Longer Sweet 16
Decides to Use An Artful Photo of Her Taken From Behind
(Like i often Art My Wife As Well) By Her Boyfriend on Her
Album Cover She Just So Happens to Be Wearing a Thong
Bikini on the Beach So the Art Includes What We All Still Have Now
A Behind to Sit on And Carry Our Weight Through Life in Balance Yes

At Best Making All Moving A Free Dance/Song… So Anyway She’s Interviewed
By ‘Stephen Colbert’ On the ‘Late Show’ and CBS Refuses to Show ALL
The Album Cover Art That’s Really Not Showing Anymore Now Than
Victoria’s Secret at the Mall Before They went all New Age Trump
Prude And No Longer Promote Erotic Art in Clothing Free The
Way They Did Before As True the Trump Meme Has Swung
Prudishness the Other way although It’s True it was a bit
Out of Bounds And too Much Before Balance Will Return Soon

“Oh Imaginary Lovers” The Way Humans Create Our
Cultures Some Days Freer Some Days Not So Much
Roaring Teens With the Obama in Office And Back to
More Old School Coming After The Trump Meme comes
And Still Drags Along Like Lorde Said in The Interview Use
it While You Have it Enjoy Life Free Naked as You Can And

Will to the Max There are No Guarantees Yet How Free this
Moment We Will Be Together Now or Not i realize how Small
Slivers of Heaven Are in This UniVerse of Existence Yes about
The Size of the ‘Painted on’ G-String Lorde Was Wearing it takes a Whole
Lot of Courage in Change for Someone Shy to Put All Their Coming Freedom
Out for Others to See God Yes So Why Be An Imaginary Lover of Life When You

Can And Will Actually Experience Loving Life For Real instead
of Waiting for A Dirt Nap And the After Life As Such Or All worried
About Being Burned Forever perhaps because You Touched Yourself Free…

Anyway Back to the Condition of the Human Condition i am Still Studying and
Writing all About in this Longest EPiC Long Form Bible Poem Narrating A Story
Now of HuMaNKinD As We Continue to Travel From DarK Thru LiGHT As the

Rest of Existence Naturally Does Now Move and Repose

Go Go Do Live Do ‘GoD’ Love Free…

SMiles Mariana As You Noted Expecting ‘Sly Green
Eyes’ For A Poem Yet Presenting What Looks
Like A Hand Holding A Half-Husked Corn Cob

With What May Be A Cotton Glove
Closed Around the Top of the Corn

Cob i’m Not Sure Why Yet With
Creativity And Poetry We

Surely Can And Will
Use This Symbol

And Perhaps

Design An Entire

Religion Around This
Totem Symbol Worshipping As Folks Do

Humanly Commonly In Binds and Bonds

Of CuLTuRES For Centuries Still to come

Particularly if We Somehow Provide Enough

Sticks And Carrots Real or Imagined Making Little

Difference to Hold Folks Tight to the Half Husked

Corn Cob With Hand Below Wrapped Around it And

Cotton Glove Above As They Say So Below As Above

There is No Separation of the Culture At Hand of Glove

With the Human Hand Holding The Cob Below True in

A Way It’s How Corn Cobs of Which The Seeds and

Fruit Are Implanted Around The Flower (She) Part of

The Male (He) Part of the Vegetable Humans

Consume That Become Who

We Are Next In Whole

And How the

Tools We

Are Clothed

With Become Part

of the Corn Cob We Are…

Never Heard the Phrase ‘Maize Comb’
Yet i’m Thinking it is Just Another Name
For ‘The God’ The Symbol of This New
Religion Which is Actually The Same Old
Human Religion of The Corn Cob We Hold
And Mask With Our Clothes And Tools of CuLTuRE

That Will Become Even More As Us A Glove Surrounding
The Cob Than Fruit of the Vegetable (God) Actually Allowing Us to Feed/Breathe…

As Far As Whether Or Not the Symbol is Horror or Not Depends on How it is used in
Hope and Love in Communion oF UNification Away From Division Of Fear And Hate

On That Other

Path Of Existence

Now True As Well…

True it All Starts with
The Corn Cob A Human
Hand And The Glove We
Make That May Hide The Fruit
We Need of Love to Even Thrive in Life Now For Real…

i’ve Seen This Kinda Thing All my Life… Meh.. People ARE ALike ALL OVeR..:)

Free Just Free Naked Dancing
Singing Sun Sand RiSinG Shine
Mountain Love


Sand No

Less Holding

Mountains of Human Love
Great Art “Lorde” Stay Free
As You Dance Sing “Prettier

Than Jesus” Now Yes True

All Atoms This Temple of Love Born
Of Star Birth Death Seeds FLoWeRinG
RiSinG Differently In Left Right Arms

“Solar Power” iNDeed Changing Colors

Never Changing Non-Goodie Clothed
Two Shoes Sheep to Goats Burning

Them Forever No Fear of Criticism
No Need For Worship Love That Is
Really Real True Just Giving Sharing Caring
Fearless Naked Freely Even More Now to Believe for REAL

There Are No Forever Lakes of Fire in This Place WiTHiN

HeAVeN oN EartH to Send Those

Who Disagree Tribally

AS Such God Yes

Loving Free


Loving Now

This LiFE HeAVeN
Within Inside Outside
Above So BeLoW ALLARouND NoW “This Beach”

So True Without Bees 🐝
Life Ends As We Know
It In Four Years

Dear Savvy
We Have A
Haven For
Bees In Our
Real Forest
Garden Of
Eden Backyard
Lovely To Take Pics
Of Their Life Loving Ways

And You Feel Sense Know
What You Are my Favorite

Kind Of Human
Bee Those

Who Pollinate

SoULS Complete
Never MiSSinG A
Day Soul RiSInG



Savvy Bee Plays

i Appreciate



Pollinating Ways😊🎼🙏

Ah Yes Dear
Doc Birds,
Bees, So Many


Flower the
World In my
Real Backyard

Garden of

Eden True

Nature Now 🐝

Falling In Love Is
Nature’s Way Of




Rising In
Love Is


Wings Above
Below Sadly Many

Fall Never



No… ‘One Night
Stands’ Do Not
Lead To Soul



For Assisted
“Imaginary Lovers”

Like All The Women
Who Sadly Believe
Dating Apps Are


Soul Mates
When All They
Are Sought For

Is Store Bought

Free Tools





Hard Ware Stores
Not Much Different
Than Meet-Ups

At Meat
Market Bars🔩

Yes i’ve Studied
The Condition

Of The



In Detail As All
All Anthropology
Participant Observers

Do Other Than
That Thanks

For Liking

A Dozen of
My 60,000

Word Blog


Poems my
God Just A
Baker’s Dozen

Short One Of
13 Equaling The
Size Of The King
James Size Bible
In Less Than

7 Months

Of Touching

Wings With

Angels On Earth

There Is More Than
One Way To Create

Another “Child of God”

SMiles Thanks For



“Santa’s Workshop” 👂 😊

No “Imaginary Love” HeaR

Good To Hear Otherwise
Troubling To Get The


Within Perhaps
A Song By The
“Atlanta Rhythm

Section” Too
Let me Searchit
Be BacK iN A Second

Yes Released As An
Album the Year i Graduated
In 1978 Where As A Senior
In High School “Imaginary
Lovers” Never Let me

Down And Now

They Cannot

Possibly As
i Write, Direct, Play
Act This Entire Story

Spiraling Line As

i Am

my Only Savior
In The Darkest
Places Where Even




Not Tread
Or Other Demons
Who Torture Enemies
Forever For Looking


Magazine Or
The Catholic
Monsignor Who
Just Got His Hands
Caught in The


Revue Grindr

Imaginary Lovers
Imaginary Lovers


A Champagne
Jam of Loving Life
Again all Bubbly Over


So Happy And Free🥂

Sublime Beauty Now of
Neighborhood Night
Skies Clouds An

For Buck
Moon Filling

For All Who
Look Up Hearing
Colors Of DreamS iN DarK


LeSSoN 373 i Am The Full
Buck Moon Ever Since The Sun
Started Shining on me i Return

SMiles The Best Gift
i See Are Loved Ones
Who Never Give Up

On Us

No Matter
What How

Rare Unconditional
Love How Healing

How Life Saving

How Life Giving

When Staying


To Always
Give Share Care Free

Honestly All i Wanted
To Do Is Be Human

i Suppose

It is We Who
Have to Achieve
It Who See Being

Human is Heaven
Thanks Best Wishes
To Your Son On The

Spectrum Love Is Real😊

Ironically Death of
‘Time’ For Humans
First Sadly Now ‘Machine




oF So


And Addiction
Away from Natural
Loving Humankind Set Free



For All
That’s Loving Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Jane As So Many Folks Do i Sacrificed Most
Of My Life So One Day The God of this World Money Would
No Longer Rule my World i Just didn’t Know What Else to Do….

Except For Perhaps my Own Style of ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’ To Come True…

Yes, i Needed A Nap So i Dreamed i was Holding Yellow Boy
In New York City Where Large Electronic Parts Of A Media
System Were Falling Off Tallest Skyscrapers My Sister
Was Holding Yellow Boy Our Feral Cat Who Passed
Away in January of 2019 i Took Him

Into My Arms Traveling

Home as i Was

Afraid He

Would Be

Harmed in a
Place Like That

Perhaps Lost and
Never Found Again…

Then i Found Myself Home

In A Huge Four Wheel Drive

Truck Oh Lord my Mother Was Alive
Again Driving Me Past Several Cemetaries

She Couldn’t See Out of One Eye traveling
Down the Road to Take me Back to my Down
Town Home on The River Bank ‘Mama i Just

i Just Killed A Man’ He Was the Man Before
i Became the Man Reborn i am Now i am

No Longer A Poor Boy i Am Rich

With the Three Year

Old Child

Before i Became
Lost in Human Words
Stick Man Tools With no

Soul Tied to A Desk For A
Golden Grade of Zero Sum Game in Competition

Of A Never Ending Game A Highway to Hell then…

Zero Sum Games So Many Folks Play Until Born Again…

Just A Child

Free With

Eyes of Creativity…

SMiLes Jane You May Ask
My Wife Harsh Task Master
i Was For Decades A Budget
to Buy of 75 Dollars A Week
On the Autism Spectrum With
A Balance of Bi-Polar Disorder i
Had No Choice Yet to Save For A
Rainy Day For The Storms i Barely

Survived Before

She Came Along

How In the Hell
i’m Even Alive Biggest
Surprise oF ALL my FRiEnD

Were 66 Months in Hell on Earth
Worth my Independence Fully From
The God of Green Paper Dolls Dead Yes, Just Yes, my
FRiEnD Whatever it took to Kill That Man From Before


Still Do
Of Course Still
A Bit to my Wife’s
Chagrin i Have Enough
Whole Complete i Am Love

No Longer A Poor Boy Then Not Even A Man At all..:)

“Faith And Trust
in Synchrony
Meeting Belief”

SMiLes Dear Savvy

What i Am Sure of Most

Is i Will Attain This Aim Within
In Action For All i Do Yet True


iN A World

That Doesn’t

Allow Some Days Even

Minutes For Introspection,

Contemplation, Meditation, ToGeTHeR
Play, For the Joy of Loving Life Being Free

For So Many Folks Parts

As Cogs in A Machine

Someone Else owns

As i too Lived

For So


Decades ‘Fore

i Surely Will (At Least Do my Best) Not Expect Those
Folks to Match The Within With the Outside of Life Now…

For It’s Honestly True One Must Develop A Within First…

SMiLes… i Remember So Busy At School, Work For So Many Decades

A Hurricane Coming Through in 2004, All the Power Going Out Left

to My Own Device of Soul For A Week Then Within With Nothing Much

Of Value Innate

Left At All…

All Stolen


Blind of

Soul’s Thief

All Externally

Tool of Machine

Of Others i had Come
to Be; Not Even Truly Fully Human Then…

For Many Folks, it Starts Young; Quiet Hands
And Feet, Downloading Data Becoming Machine…

And For me in the Sixties That Was Even Before
TV Until 7 Years-Old And Surely no Other Screens Attached to…

Without That Reference

Point Life

Is So Very


For Humans Now

For Children With Days
For Soul Building Within;
To iMaGiNE, To Create, SeeKinG
Finding Within Soul Far From Lone Blank Slate..:)

After Writing 10 Years and 8 Months Online in 2 Days for
That Anniversary Date of Months (128) on 7.25.2021 That Amasses
Close to 13 MiLLioN Words Without Missing A Consecutive Day

Through All Kind of
Weathers And Beyond
Horrifying Illness the Last
95 Months And 9.5 MiLLioN
Words of it Since Getting Out
of Shut-in Hell For 66 Months Since
8.18.2013 All Those 9.5 MiLLioN Words

A Longest EPiC

Long Form Poem

Hehe the Size of

my Whole Blog

Equivalent Size of
Close to 12 King James
Sized Bibles Of Course mine
Fully Illustrated with Over 100,000
Photos and Over 10,000 You Tube
Songs to Accompany As Themes
for Moods Coming to Page…

What i’ve Determined Is

Some Folks Write/Art

to Publish/Art Soul

And Other

Folks Hope

To Put Their Words/Art

‘Bound in A Book’ While
Being Concerned About
Copyrights And The Such

When A Soul Is A Finger Print
in Style of Words On Page That

May Be Copied A Zillion Times

Yet Never Truly Owned By Anyone
Yet Original Soul Authors of Words/Art…

Of Course, Unless Someone’s Form from
Before is Used As Template For Soul…

i Feel Like Many Of the

of the Past

Would Have




At the

to Write Just

For Spirit Free

Of Connecting to the
Soul of Poetry/Art in Voices
All Around An Entire Globe…

Or At Least too Busy to Try to Sell Their Soul…

(Of Course, if They Were Financially Independent)

A Never Ending Passion, A “SaiL oN LoVE NoW”…

Of Course Views Vary Dear Irish FRiEnD Jane As Long

as i am

i BREaTHE Free..:)

Some Americans

BelieVE iN A Same ‘Capitalistic

Competitive Christian God’ That ‘Trump’ BelieveS in
Still; And Those Like ‘Him’ With Little Human Empathy

For Others Different Than They Are With Little Compassion,
Not Even As

Much as A
Literal Dog;

It’s No Wonder

Trump Didn’t Like Dogs

As True Dogs Are More Loving

Than Any Entity of Reality Torturing

What is Created Forever for Revenge on Enemies…

i Think The Question That Should Be Asked is, Will

Christians Ever Create A Real All Loving Merciful Forgiving

God That Has Honor And Integrity And Doesn’t Go Back on Their

Word When the Going

Gets Tough

And Other

Folks Get Rough
And Mean too; Instead,

They BeLiEVE iN A ‘Trademark God’
of LoWeST Common Denominators;

All the Colors of Trump As Far as i am

Concerned, ‘the Big Lie’ Is Already Established in ‘That Book’

From the Get Go of



Only Wishing to
Spread Faux Carrots
And Sticks For Faux News
to Subjugate, Master, And

Control The Masses Through
Life; at Core of Course Through Control
of Reproductive Freedoms Against Pleasures…

Putting People to
Shame in Fear;
Same Old Damning

Way Group Think
Bonding Over Dark Most Always Does…

HeHe, Trump BelieveS in A Theism of ‘HEism’…

Nothing Much New Since Humans Started Hoarding Grains
in Silos Creating CuLTuRES oF Have’s and Have Not’s For Buy and Sell…

A Theism
Of Real

Love With

Honor and

Integrity With

Truth in Life to Boot…

For Individual And Group
Rights to Life, Liberty, And
The Pursuit of Happiness, A Real
Cool Idea; Yet The ‘Group Right’

Part oF iT

Is Always

A Potential of
A Real ‘SH8T SH8W’
Now Hitting ‘The Fans’
Who Support the ‘CR8P’ Shared…

Yawn… Glad i LiVE iN A Forest Free
As LonG As This Peace of Eden Lasts for me

Of Course too;

Or ‘Trinity’, ‘Trina’,
‘Katrina’, Whatever
Ya Wanna Call ‘Her’ Now…

It Kinda S88KS, ‘the Pandemic’
Shut Down the “Xion Rave Dance”…

Yet, Hey, i Got A Good 6 Years in Before
The Dance Hall Ended By COVID-19, Dead, Cold…

Yet, It’s Still ALWaYS Free Dance in Public Stores
As Ya Ain’t Gonna Shut The ‘Holy Walmart Dollar Down’…

Ya Know ‘That 6 Pointed Star’ in Walmart; That’s A Symbol
of the ‘God’ Exercised Most in the Modern Christian Religion…

Meanwhile, Not
Much ‘Really’


i Continue
to Move and
Repose; Dance
And Sing Free Like the
Rest of Real Naked Nature,
Unadulterated, By Human SH8T SH8W ‘Matrix’ CR8P…

Be Back Later…

Got A Few

More ‘Calls’ to make..;)

“How Could Any American Ever Vote Republican Again”…

Just Goes to Show All Humans Are Not Evolved Similarly
Over A Lifetime; Both in Neuroplastic Wiring And The


of Epigenetic

Potential For Real Now;

Like me For Instance; Yes,

Hmm…. i Used to Look Forward

to A Beer Everyday After Work,

Just to Relax, And Feel That First

Few Sips of Euphoria As Alcohol Does

Bring to Most Folks; Lord Knows, i never realized
Then Through an Autotelic Flow of Free Dance and
Song; And The Bio-Feedback of That; Now i am Master

Of my Own

Euphoria Bliss Nirvana

Beyond What i imagined

Was Possible in my Life Then

Only Colored By A Beer Before in Life…

Additionally, During my Work A Day Forever
World, The Height of Peak Experiences in Life Was
Mowing The Grass Every Three Weeks in the Summer
And Watching College Football in the Fall; With The Only
‘Real Excitement’, Coming During Hurricane Season ‘Weather’

or Not


Came Or Not…

Honestly, A Reason

Folks Vote Republican is

They Are Barely Living Just like me then…

“Some Days You Eat The Bar; And Other Days

The Bar Eats You”; In Other Words, Barely Breathing

People Are Drunk on the Misery And Suffering the Republican

Party Brings Now; Like Being Excited By A Hurricane Until it Kills You…

Or Blows

A Tree


In Your

Yard and You
Begin to Question
What the Meaning of Life is…

Some Folks Do And Basically Become Reborn Again…

Other Folks Do Not, and Continue to Vote Republican…

This Is a Metaphor For All of Life; Indeed, a never ending ‘Tear in a Beer’ for some…

Other than That; Trump Doesn’t Drink Alcohol Either; i’m Actually A Natural Blonde in the
Sun at Least; And Yes, Our Official Weigh-in’s Are Generally the Same at around 244 Pounds
or So; Yet of Course, i’m Likely 5 Times Stronger than Him; And i Don’t Need Anything in my
Pockets to Gain Female Attention; No Power Grabs for me; Additionally, i Don’t Even Need A

Body At All;

Honey of

My Words;

And or Dance

At 61, Still Ironically

Attracts Female Creative Bees All
the Same In A Peak of Fertility in Life…

In Other Words, i Don’t ‘Need’ to Vote Republican…

True, All of this is Correlation, BACKED UP BY EMPIRICAL EVIDENCE; Yet, i Do
LiVE iN Trump Town USA for 6 Plus Decades, Giving me Years of Note Taking For ‘School’…



‘Autistic WRiTinG ASSiGNMeNTS’…

Trivia Note; HellBoy’s SuperHero
Career Didn’t Start Until He Was
53 Years Old In the Comic; Other
Than That my Wife Catches Fire
too in Several Ways too;

Other than That

All Me And




Are ‘Marks’ of

‘The Beast’

Meh, for me
Only A Birthdate of 6.6.60;

And For Trump, A Family
Name of Both ‘Frederick’ And ‘Christ’…

It’s A Small, Small World; It’s A Small, Small World…

It’s Worth Noting, Trump’s Father’s, ‘Frederick’ Name
Means Peaceful Ruler in German; And ‘Christ’ is

NOT the ‘Last

Name’ of Jesus…

-Just Another

Very Sober Happy Mouse,
For No Damn ReaSoN AT ALL…

This Bud LiGHT Is For Y’All, HeHE…
“Y’All” is A ‘Real Word’ Now too; Just
Added to the Official English Dictionary….

Anyway, Today is 7.23.21, Just Celebrated
A Date of 8 Years in Heaven WiTHiN on Earth
For 8 Years; Next on 7.24.21; Tomorrow is the
24th Anniversary Death Date of my Only Child ‘Ryan’
(Means Little King in Old Irish by the way) He only Lived
51 Days Without A Smile and Only Pain in His Life; Only
Kept Alive Through Open Heart Surgery Through Multiple
Congenital Anomalies by Modern Medicine Not Afforded

The Blessing

Of Death

At Birth

With No

Ability to
Breathe On His Own…

My Son, Was Not Afforded
The Gift of the Feeling of A Smile;
Only Pain In Life Kept Alive by Generous
Insurance And a 300,000 Dollar Gift to

Modern Medical Procedures…

The Reason Humans

Vote Republican and

LiVE iN Capitalistic Societies

That Over Consume The Earth

And Hoard Their Dead Starving Worms

Is the Condition of the Human Condition is All F’Ed Up…

Have A Beer

Dance And

Sing While

Ya Can And Will;

Or Stop Destroying

The Only Home of Heaven on Earth….

Different Strokes for Different Folks As
A Young Boy Dies of A COVID-19 Stroke At 7 Years-
Old And Governor DeSataNiS, A Florida Man, Instructs

Children Will Remain Unmasked in Schools in the
Latest Variant Phase of A Deadly Pandemic All in

(Cause He’s ‘Face Palm Forest Thick’ Worried
They Won’t Be Able to Breathe With A Mask On)

The Name of ‘Republicans’

And Or So-Called ‘God’…

Same Old ‘Trump’… ‘Smoke On

The Water’… ‘This’ Too Shall Pass Away…

AnYWaY DeSataNiS Proves A Soul Is Not Required
For Harvard, The Military, Or Church/State/Politics

Priest, Prophet, King… No Thanks, i’LL DO Wild
Loving Free Fool Father Moon Mother Son Born Baptizing LiGHTLoVE Free

By The Way, You
Have A Very Interesting
Blog; Very Inspiring And
Always Creativity Provoking.

i Never Realized

You Had Over
Until A New WordPress
Feature in The Reader

The Statistic
At The Top of
Your Website.

Honestly, the
Fact That i Am
Usually The Only
One Commenting

Says A Lot




Of Modern



It’s me Who
Is Not Really Gone ‘Mad’…

Could Explain “The Trump”


Of Social
Affect What
Will A Nation
Of Button


And Screen
Leaches Like

me Become… Hmm…

Pay me No Mind…

-Florida Man 👨

True Wacky News
For Levity In Other
Wacky News For

And Death

Even Among
Children As A

7 Year-Old Boy
Suffering From
COVID-19 Dies
Of A Stroke in

A Hospital

Governor DeSatanis
Trump Protege And
Great White Minion


Declares Children
In Florida Will Be
Left Unmasked

In School
To Insure

They Will Breathe Free

In A Deadly Variant
New Pandemic Phase

i Would Say Indict

To Hell Yet

He Already
Lives In Trump’s

Home State Shaped
Like A Revolver Meanwhile

i’m Cocked
And Always
Ready For
A Rampage
Dancing Singing
Spree in The Panhandle
Barrel Tip of The State Gun

All i Master Who i Am
This LoveThis God Within For Real Now

i Often Wonder Who What My Father
Would Have Become Done As Force

oF LoVE Real Gift Of Go(L)D

LeSSoN 373 i Am The Full
Buck Moon Ever Since The Sun
Started Shining on me i Return

It’s Safe to Dance
Sing my Savior Was
A Feral Cat Whining
Under Our Shed
For Survival
In A Drought
My Drought

Was Missing

Love And The

Call Of The Wild…

i Fed Him He Changed
From A Feral Killer in

The Wild

To A Lap Cat

Of Love in Turn

He Taught me

The Call

Of The


LoVE Returned

To me As It


For The
Kitten Of Him

i Have Great Respect

For Wild Loving



Aloha FRiEnD

Thank You
Always A
Being Inspired
Dear Savvy With SMiles😊

Yes! With Smiles Dear Doc🐝🎶

SMiLes Dear Jane Not Nearly The Monument to What Has to Be Done
Versus Struggles of My Ancestors For Sure As When i note i’ve Danced
in Public 15,166 Miles for the Last 95 Months to Muse A Greater
Autotelic Flow in Moving Meditation For Creativity

To Explode

As Honey

Makes A
River What it Does in Ease…

That’s Only An Average of 160 Miles
A Month Just A Bit Over 5 Miles A Day

Whereas my Maternal Grandmother Worked
7 Days A Week Single Divorced Mother As A Waitress
12 Hours A Day For Close to A Decade Walking to Work
Each Day Worn Out in Her 50’s Fortunately My Mother Who

Carried A Similar

Load Able to

Help Her ease into
Social Security Age
As We Did for my Mother too…

Not to Lie Dealing With The Suicide
Disease Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep No Drug Would Touch
With A Synergy of 18 Other Life Threatening
Disorders Wasn’t That Easy For 66 Months as
A Shut-In in my Bedroom Yet My Mother, My Grandmother

Nor Anyone Else

i Know Has

Tasted the

Flavor of Heaven
on Earth i Verily Have
for the Last 8 Years i will only

Credit Those Who Came Before
And Those Who Still Do For Preparing a Way…

What Else Could Even ‘Jesus’ Do Returning This
Way If He Could Be Real Except for Saying Thank You…
For me at Least DarK Thru LiGHT i’ve Learned By Experience
It’s All One Play to Do… “Strikes And Gutter-balls, Ups and Downs” It is
Waves High Waves Low Night And Day Kiss DarK And LiGHT to Create


And Make
Believe Now Exists..:)

Ironically Death of
‘Time’ For Humans
First Sadly Now ‘Machine




oF So


And Addiction
Away from Natural
Loving Humankind Set Free



For All
That’s Loving Real..:)

SMiles The Best Gift
i See Are Loved Ones
Who Never Give Up

On Us

No Matter
What How

Rare Unconditional
Love How Healing

How Life Saving

How Life Giving

When Staying


To Always
Give Share Care Free

Honestly All i Wanted
To Do Is Be Human

i Suppose

It is We Who
Have to Achieve
It Who See Being

Human is Heaven
Thanks Best Wishes
To Your Son On The

Spectrum Love Is Real😊

LeSSoN 373 i Am The Full
Buck Moon Ever Since The Sun
Started Shining on me i Return


FoCuSinG ON ONE TasK iN Autotelic Flow of Meditating Tween Apathy And Anxiety Sweet
Spot Indeed Increasingly Complex Always Increasing Human Potentials Loving All You Do all
The Way Giving Sharing Caring Freely With Others At Best of Course Tree of LoVE Sheltering All

Experiencing Copious Amounts of “Frission” Divinely Aesthetically INSPiRinG SKin Orgasms ALonG The Way All Senses Feelings In Synergy of Vibrations Frequencies Energies come to
Play For ReaL NoW

The Movie “City Slickers” Surely Agrees…

“Curly (Jack Palance): Do you know what the secret of life is? (holds up one finger)
Curly: This. Mitch (Billy Crystal): Your finger? Curly: One thing. Just one thing.
You stick to that and the rest don’t mean sh8t. Mitch: But, what is the “one thing?”
Curly: (smiles) That’s what you have to find out.”

Yeah.. SoME (ALL) Days Now i’m like the Nautilus that works steadily all hours of the day..
and wakes up bright eyed and slimy tailed.. and with a surprised look like ‘Steve Erkel’ says..

My philosophy is.. just keep dancing singing .. look back and enjoy the moment.. for a moment..
yet just keep dancing singing… one step one word Holy All Sacred forward now… KNoW NoW
You Create your mark… and a difference in the world.. when the shell is finished.. for others to
enjoy.. resting easy on the shores of eternity.. FoR NoW…

When the shells we make.. are the shells for others.. the life we live will be bliss.. when we spend it
creating.. instead of waiting.. or following the pattern of someone else’s shell.. oh the world.. will
be such a beautiful place.. if we all create shells rather than just follow the patterns of before.. the
tapestry is in the flow.. and when all is said and done the pattern is the meaning and purpose of life.. as SHeLL.. AS TRuly Well of Life Living Water.. Earth.. Wind.. And Fiery Passion

Free to Be

i AM


NoW Eternally Real

Being Nature One With God Same
Different Some Artists Relate Others Do Not

Clear As Day i See

Her Standing Dancing
Singing Free Within

Stars Sprinkle


She Is

Wrapping Her

Body Galaxies Spiraling

Warming Snow Flake HeART

Dropping Tears Star Light Breathes

Just Happy


Shining Colors
More Above Below to Be i Am…

SMiLes Jade Thanks Now For

Forrest Green Star Lit Poetry…:)

Always Fails to Amaze me
Atheists Describing God of Nature REAL
NOW Greater Than Most So-Called ‘Christians’…

“And the nautilus sings to the
spiral arms of the galaxies
that spin on the axis
of the universe
in the eternal darkness
of the ceaseless sea of time.

Forever and forever


SMiLes Dear
Jane Born on


Three Similar
Nautilus Shell
Symbols Also

Embossed on
3 Degrees Still
On My Desk As
“Build Thee More
Stately Mansions”
By Oliver Wendell
Holmes The Motto
And Logo Of The

Of West Florida
Although Its Changed
Now to A Bloody Sword
Bearing Argonaut


The University
Acquired A New
National Champion
Football Team As
Just Another


Tribal Religion
Bearing Swords
For Lifelong


Brain Injuries

To Play Football



School Buildings

Hmm… The Prostitution

Never Ends Yet A

Prayer Of


6’s Still Begins
Only A Mark

Of Another



Nature’s Beasts…

Amen Amen

i Dance
Furry Free

The Beast
i AM Not

to Be

i Am Now 🌟
Again This Just
Fumes Gaseous


Left As Shell 🐚

Indeed The



Of Our
Spiraling Milky
Way As The



Leaves Behind

A Song of “The Dance”…

Hehe Depends in
Which “Believer”

You Ask
Dear Jane
A Franciscan
Monk Richard


And So
Called Saint
Francis Relate

Sister Moon

And Brother


And Stars
And Galaxies
And Beyond


As Essence of
All That is Vibration

Frequency And Energy

With No
Words And
Surely No





Of Words

On A Beach Alone
Without Essence of Breath
Vibrations Frequencies





Of All That
Is Relates Nature

In Words of The Gospel
Of Thomas Strip Off
All The Clothes

With Naked

No Shame
Tread on All
Man Made Clothes

(Finding Living
One Within Now)

Including Words of
Course The Oldest

Of Culture


Of All That is…

Stories Vary Dear
Jane Nature Remains


Of Dance And
Song Move Repose




Ask ‘Tesla’
And Not the Car
Or Just The Vehicle
The Vessel The Shell 🐚

Florida SMiles

DeaR Chaymaa
For All Pharmacists

Indeed too🙌😃🙏

Being Nature One With God Same
Different Some Artists Relate Others Do Not

Hellooove Dear FRiEnD
These Peace Lilies
Are A


For You Hope
You Are Feeling Better🙏😊

SMiles At This Point
Its Changed into
A Story that

The Story Was

Built HiStorically For

Empires to Subjugate,
Master, Control, Oppress
Expand, Destroy

And Conquer

A System
Of Lies

The Older
Texts Are
Not Much

Than Any
Other Appeal
For A Life of
One With Naked
Nature Away From
What Divides Us As
Humans And Binds


All The CuLTuRaL
Tools We Become

SMiles Jane Most
Everything i Need
To Feel And Sense

Is Built
In As the
Nature i Am

Humans DisGuise
That With Many
Tools to Compete


Others Ironically
Now Technology
Allows Us To More



Out of
Our Life
Unless Technology
Becomes A “CuLTuRaL
Constructed GoD”




And Masters
Us too A Balance
It Is Life is The Story

We Write, Direct,
Play, And Act

Key is


Our Own

Story Or Like So
Many Are Mastered
By A Story oF iGNoRaNCE

Like Worshipping
The After Life More
Than Life And An All
Loving Forgiving Merciful
God That Tortures Enemies


There Are “Greater”
“Silence of The Lambs

Stories” Yet
Some Still
Follow Great
Ignorance in


oF LiGHT….

Placebo Effect
Is Real Wafers of
Bread May Be Effectively

Used As Sugar

Pills As Stories

May Be

Used Effectively
The Same By Symbols

Too Doubt The Power
Of Belief As Essence
Of Human Nature

And Fall
To Another
Folly of the
Overall Human Story

SMiles Dear Jane
i Use the Tools of


Proven That
Work The Effective


Are Just
Plain Awesome
With SMiles my FRiEnD

At Core
An Autotelic
Meditative Flow

Keeps Me IN

Real Heaven

Within Now

Still Lots of
Clues This
Is Real


Old Poetry
Too In Essence
Of The Meditative
FLoWinG Autotelic

For Real




Just Fumes 🌟 💫

Just Gaseous Star Dust🌈🏝☺️

Pleasure Dear
Chaymaa Have
A Beautiful

my FRiEnD
With SMiLes

Thank You For
Your Kind Welcoming Ways..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Some Words Are ShellS oN
Beach Just Forms Once Within Living Essence
Other Words True Are Seeds Often Called Poetry
Holding Essence

Hope Faith



As Seeds


Sapling Trees

Eventually Sheltering

Other Homes Falling

Leaves Once Feeding

Trees Hope Fertilizing

New Seed Trees of Faith

Feeding Love To Spread Ever More
Evergreen Higher Brown Leaves Green Leaves

All Holding


Of Faith

Love Springing
Hope For All NoW..:)

SMiLes Chaymaa The Other Day Every Poet i Came
Across Writing About Kindness Today So Far it is Hope
Three In A Row Truly Hope is An Emotion More Than Words

Truly Faith That is Fully Present With Love to Give Share
Care Free Is Whole




Not Even

Needing Hope
As All Becomes
Faith Love to Give
Even More Sharing

Caring iN FLiGHT of Humanity Seeing

True Though When All Feels Whole Complete

And Enough As Faith With Love’s Wings i Always

Hope Others Will Find Their Way to Evermore Faith And Love to Give


SMiLES of Course… Yes
True Hope Is So Precious
For A Standard So Low Now
It Seems for A World At Hand
So Far Away Machine More Than Humanity Now..:)

In A World Where All The Quotes Seem to Be Shared
By Someone Else Always Refreshing to See

People Creating Their

Own Unique


Of Life to
Add A Verse
to the Entire

Humanity For A New
Wave Of Our Ocean Whole…

SMiLes my Favorite Here is Acknowledging
That Words Are Not All There is to Our

Thinking Minds…

So Much Deeper

We Move And


So Much Dance to
Do More to Inspire Songs
Within to Surface Our Ocean

A New Wave to Ride Free Giving
Sharing Caring All the Way Ocean Whole

Keep Creating Dear Ava Always Be You my FRiEnD..:)

As Scholarly Motivated Folks Do
Most Definitely Understand the
Nature of the Human Beast too…

Same Thing That Motivates
Bonobos to LiVE iN Peace

And Harmony As Love
Does In Bonobo Essence
When Not Threatened By
‘Invaders’ In Threat of
Removing Subsistence;

The Nature of Altruism
That Includes Offspring Who
Are Loved in a Mammalian Way
of Nurturing From Birth Developing
Wiring of Mirror Neurons That Feel the
Pain And Pleasure of Others Bonding with

The Neurohormone Oxytocin; Otherwise known
As Natural Love As Even Flesh and Blood Healthy

Dogs and

Cats Do Living

In Naturally Loving

Environments This way…

REALLY Sorry, If You Don’t LiVE iN
An All Natural Loving Environment

Like A Naked Bonobo Tribe; Yet Honestly,

Humans Should Be Able to Do Better if they Are Healthy And Well Living In Balance…

No Doubt That ‘A Jesus’ Who Lovingly Accepts Everyone These Days, Would Likely Ever

Be Fully Accepted

in Any



Clothed Church,

Ignorant of Naked Love For All;
All Warm And Furry For Us Without
Bald Ape Bodies too; IN OTHER WORDS me too…

A Side Show of The Roman Empire

To Bond And Bind Minions Together

For Despicable Leader Rule; All Thru

The Use of Faux Made Up Carrots And

Sticks; Of Course, Ridiculously Creating Them

After Death; Not Much Different Than A ‘Shady Lot’

Used Car Sales Person’s Guarantee On A Note Pad;

Scribbling It On A Desk Behind Their Backs;


Fool’s Gold For

Charlatan’s Taking

From Minions, Feeding The Bait, Hook, Line,

And Sinker Swallowing IT All In One Lifetime Now…

Thing Is, When ‘Religious Ignorance’ Separates From

‘Caring State’, Eventually Fool’s Gold Isn’t the Forced

Value on ‘The Masses’ It Once Was;

And Of Course This Is
Happening Now

As All

Studies of
American CuLTuRE Do SHow;

As Even 70 Percent of Catholics

Do not Believe A Pagan Magic Trick

Zombie Cult Of Turning A 2,000 Year Old Dead Corpse

Into A Flesh and Blood Bread And Wine Man to Literally Eat…

No Doubt A Large Portion of the 30 Percent Who Still

Believe IT Remain Unvaccinated As Well As Minions Tend
to Flock Together Around Most Despicable Conspiracy Theories Still…

As Long as

Some Despicable

Authority Generates

The Conspiracy They
Kneel Before And Still Worship Now
AS IGNoRaNCE Continues to Harm,
Rape, Maim, And Kill; Despicable
Leaders And Minions Hand-in-Hand Make;

As Long As The State Provides Adequate
Safety Nets for Survival; The Lies Will Die With
Progressive Nature of Actual Empathy And
Compassion For All Humans And Nature True…

It’s Getting Hard Enough to
Find A Republican Leader

Capable of Telling

The Truth;


Or Later


Truth Will
Rule More Important

Than Continuing Snake
Oil Sales, Thousands of YearS Old…

Perhaps, Good News That Love Is Real
Will Come to Eventually Rain A Reign
For Real That’s True As Long As Those
Who LiVE iN Socio-Economic-Soul-SCaRCiTY
Get Lifted Out of ‘The Pit’ For Real in Greater

Abundance of Balance For All To BREaTHE LoVE FReeR…

Happy Full Moon
To You Aloha
Dear FRiEnD
🌝 ☺️

Clear As Day i See

Her Standing Dancing
Singing Free Within

Stars Sprinkle


She Is

Wrapping Her

Body Galaxies Spiraling

Warming Snow Flake HeART

Dropping Tears Star Light Breathes

Just Happy


Shining Colors
More Above Below to Be i Am…

SMiLes Jade Thanks Now For

Forrest Green Star Lit Poetry…:)

Being Nature One With God Same
Different Some Artists Relate Others Do Not

Yeah.. SoME (ALL) Days Now i’m like the Nautilus that works steadily all hours of the day..
and wakes up bright eyed and slimy tailed.. and with a surprised look like ‘Steve Erkel’ says..

My philosophy is.. just keep dancing singing .. look back and enjoy the moment.. for a moment..
yet just keep dancing singing… one step one word Holy All Sacred forward now… KNoW NoW
You Create your mark… and a difference in the world.. when the shell is finished.. for others to
enjoy.. resting easy on the shores of eternity.. FoR NoW…

When the shells we make.. are the shells for others.. the life we live will be bliss.. when we spend it
creating.. instead of waiting.. or following the pattern of someone else’s shell.. oh the world.. will
be such a beautiful place.. if we all create shells rather than just follow the patterns of before.. the
tapestry is in the flow.. and when all is said and done the pattern is the meaning and purpose of life.. as SHeLL.. AS TRuly Well of Life Living Water.. Earth.. Wind.. And Fiery Passion

Free to Be

i AM


NoW Eternally Real


LeSSoN 374 May ‘The Force’
Be With You Always NoW Day
Dreaming Nice Night And Day

God IS A FLoWeR…
So are


Ear plugs..
Even better
Buds Flowering
With SonG Now

FeeLS ThE DancE Of GoD’S

FeeLS ThE DancE Of GoD’S WiND

Sharing REAL Heaven WiTHiNoW Can/Will Be
A GREaTesT TesT oF “JoB” Out of Hell iNTo

HeaVeN For ReaL..

Meh.. i Cry…

i Do…

No Try

Please Note:
Not Selling Or Buying Any Thing
Just Giving Heaven Away For Free

True i Retired at
Age 47 Financially
Independent Yet

According To The
Story At Least

Jesus And
His Followers
Emptied Their


Like Homeless

Men And Lived off
The Kindness Of

Others Only Returning
Teachings of Love
One Another


Says If

We Don’t

Feed and Clothe

Those Folks The



Do Not Will
Be Changed
Into Goats




True Some Days
Socialism Has

A Bad


When Heroes
Of All Forgiving



Their Loving Tune…

SMiLes my FRiEnD i Read
What You Are Doing

Take Ease


That It’s Not Anyone

Much Here Really Disrespecting

Your Talent By Not purchasing Your

E-Books For Less than 2 Dollars the

Fact is As Folks often Like 13 of my

60,000 Word EPiC Long Form Poems

In a Matter of a Few Seconds of Effort

More Than the Size of the Old King James
Effort of Literature That Took Innumerable
Ghost Authors/Scribes And Centuries to Put into Print;

‘They Are No More Likely’

To Be Reading

What You Write

Here in Short as

What i Write There

in Longest Long Form
Poem Unique and Most Original
Creativity Ever Hehe at Least
By Empirical Measure Yet You

See Being Financially Independent

Still Having No Clue How to Write Poetry

Or Dance in Public Now for 95 Months and
15,188 Miles too Is Precisely Why i am Noted as

A Folk Legend Where i Live Every where i go…

i Never Gave an F For What Anyone Else

Thought of What i Did and Still Do NOT

i Do it All for the Autotelic

Joy of Bliss in Flow

All Meditating


Dance And Song

Brings Free True Now

i Gave 33 Years of My Life

Toiling And Troubling in Mundane

And Slave Work For The Government

And Even Suffering 66 Months Shut-in
From 19 Disorders Work-Stress Related in Synergy oF Life Threat
For That Sacrifice to Be Free From the Green God of Dead Money



Now i’m

Free And It Doesn’t

Matter if Anyone Views

What i Do or Not Yet Millions
Have as the Record Still Clearly Shows…

Whether they read any of it or Not, hehe…

True Whitman Was Offered Wombs to Bear
His Children Yet Only Grinding Hips for me on the

Dance Hall Floor Yet At Least it was More than A Promise

Or A Like to Reciprocate in only A Dead Button Push Like with no Feeling…

i’d Probably Buy A Book Just to be nice if i had any Money in my Pockets
Yet Again First thing i Did Retiring Financially Independent Inheriting All the Sin

to my Wife Free…

At Least you

Have one


Lots of

Folks, at Least One i know, with 20,000
Plus Followers Have As Few as one Human
Now inspired enough to leave 1 comment now…

In Other Words, If You Are Not Doing this Now
For You, It’s Possible You Are only doing it for me…

i Thank

You too

You are a iNSPiRinG Poet,

Worthy to Read iNDeeD…

People on Word Press are
Basically Broke for the Most
Part Hoping For Fame and Fortune
One Day; at Least the ones on Liking Button RamPage Sprees…

i’m Already Named Famous, Legend, And Rich; It Doesn’t Impress me
Any more Than passing Out Shoes At A Bowling Center For Almost
Two Decades Only Sharing A Smile And Listening to All the Life

Stories at

The Counter

Like ‘Ted Danson’

Providing ‘Cheers’
Of Irish Smiling Eyes
And Bright Teeth in Return…

True i Was Gifted Oral
Sex By Some of the
Female Customers

At the Military


Before i got
Married of Course

Things Just Work
Out that Way When

You Are Focusing on the Job

And Not Worrying about The Still Coming Rewards…

Oh Yeah, At 51, No Real Pictorial Evidence She’s (my Wife)
Still Aged Much Since Age 19, 31 Years Ago When We
Were Married, Poor, All i Could Promise Her is

She Would

Be Loved

And At

Never Age Within That Way…

i Don’t Create Expectations

i Cannot Provide As Promises…

All i Really Have is a Dance And
Song Free to Give, Share, Care With Empty Pockets…

My My My, How This Rhythm With No Reasons works…

It’s Almost Like Chaos MaGiC in Art is Best at Least the

Empirical Results

SHows it is…

Don’t Worry

About MaKinG

Money Love What

You Do the Rewards

Come in So Many F in Ways…

Yet Only if you Seek and Find
A Way to Set Your Wings Truly Free Now…

Oh By The Way Almost All of the 9.5 MiLLioN
Words of mY Long Form Poem, “SonG oF mY SoUL”

Hehe, Were Written in Blog Post Free-Form Like This to Folks
All Around the Globe; Just A Copy and Paste of THAT mY





Yet true it’s Karma,

i Listened to the Stories

of Folks For Almost 20

Years Behind A Bowling Center Counter;
Oh God, Bosses, Fellow Employees, and
the Such From the Military And General

Public to the Point it Gave me an

Incredible Headache, Yes a ‘Fredache’

For 66 Months So Karma Dictates i Return the Favor

to the Rest of Cultures Around the World So i Just Still Do it…

Copy and Paste it to my Blog, Still Proving i Return the Favor, hehe…

True God Yes Pay Back Is the Mother And Father of All Blogs; That’s What

Folks Called

it when


were only
6,000 Words
Long in ‘The Beginning
of the End’ That Always Starts now…

Basically, i am Agreeing With You
We Do LiVE iN A Very Mud Puddle

Deep World Now, Overall…

i For One Refuse

to Drown

in the

Even if it means i AM Covered With ‘Mud’…:)

“How to Live And Die”
Surely One Way Living
Dear Savvy Loving All of
What Life Brings Our Best

DarK Thru LiGHT

Life Naturally





From Fall
Thru Spring Again…

All Great Suggestions You
Provide Here i Particularly Like
The Way You Share Health As Number 1

In Our Modern

Western Cultures,
Religions, Politics,
Philosophies and Overall

Way of Life We Tend to Focus

On Our Thoughts As Champion

Of All We Do And Who We Are…

Even Leaving The Dance Out of the
Song Little HeART SPiRiT SoUL Pretty

Much Just Labels For What We Materially

Externally Observe; Yet of Course What Would

Capitalistic Ways of Life Naturally Do Buy And Sell

Things Where Even We Become the Human Made Things…

The Tools

From Words

to Even Phones

Our New Brains

Attached to Fingers too…

Who Are We; My Mother Wasn’t a Particularly
Complicated Person; She Was A Mother Raising
Her Children Making Sure they are okay the Focus

Of All Her Life

Really, Really,

Nothing Else Mattered

to Her in Life; Even With Stage
4 Cancer undiagnosed, Breast
to Bone to Bleeding Brain Cancer

For All of Two Years Losing Weight

With Only A Bayer Aspirin Happy

Playing a Game of Scrabble With

My Sister Just A Few Days Before

She Went to Her Death Bed on

Valentine’s Day of 2017 Lasting

8 Days Going Natural Without Food or
Drink the Doctor Saying All that Kept her
Alive was Her Strong Heart as Even Science




A Heart Grow Stronger

Heart Ache Will Actually

Kill Us too if the Grief

Is not Resolved

SMiLes My FRiEnD

As Much as i Value my
Health my Mother’s Love

Was Stronger than Her Health…

Perhaps the Writer of the Rules
Didn’t Have a Mother Like Mine..

LoVE RuLes






Most Yet even
More When Love
Focuses on Others more than self…

Men, Particularly, Have a Harder
Day Understanding this; When they
Have A Child they may Or May Not Come to ‘See’…



Of Selfless Love
For Others So Living Now
Giving in Happiness NoW

Being in Every Way my FRiEnD

And The Greatest Gift i could Possibly

Receive to Still BREaTHE..:)

Side Note: My Mother’s Name
Was/Is Helen Another Name for ‘Elmo’…

A Word That Means Light Bringer of Course…

And Of course my Name Frederick in German Means
“Peaceful Ruler” Ruling My Soul Enough to Love For All…

My Middle Name Arthur Means Strong, Noble,
Courageous, In Old Irish ‘Bear Prince’ As Such

My Last Name Means Keeper of the Land
Very Similar to Page 8, A First Name Of Karen Armstrong’s
“A History of “God” A Mixture of Earth And Water As Silt…

i Suppose i am
Born With a Lot

to Live Up to
By Full Name at Least…

My X-Catholic Priest
Irish Grandfather Born
in Limerick Then Later in
New York, New York,
In The Social Circles
of Socialism Dining
With Einstein With
A Wiki-Bio Page
of His Own

As A Noted


Not A Very
Shallow Dude Indeed…

Naming me that way…

As A Junior of my Father…

Anyway, Katie is Short for
Katrina and Means Pure…

Mia is A Derivative of Michael Close
to God And in Italian Means Family

And of Course Again Frederick Means Peaceful Ruler…

For It’s True i am A Rather Hairy Bear Human Yet Love Comes

And Last
In Name For me..:)

Oh ‘God’
‘This’ is So True

Victory Versus Vengeance

For Every Bully Comes A

New Bully

Or Hero

And The
Tween of that

iN A P A T H Y

too of course

What Separates

Villains And Heroes

In ‘Pop Psychology’ too…

C O M P A S S ioN

Feeling the
And Pain

The Emotions

Of Others And RiSinG

UP in Victory instead of
Falling to Ways of Vengeance

And Apathy As Not So Well too…


True Without





Bad Fails…

Without EMPaTHY
And Compassion for
Real the Greatest Force
for Cooperation Over Competition



Love Dies

Hooray LoVE RiSES

With Empathy and


Never Ever

Gives Up

For it Feels For Real

More Than Just Words

Empty ShellS on Beach

Without the Sea Creature

of Love (GoD) Truly Living Within

To Give And Share HeART SPiRiT SoUL
For Real Caring Freely without restraint…

Have You Ever

(Rhetorical Question)

Been on Someone’s

To Do List For Freely
Caring, Sharing, Giving…

i’ve Never Made Such a List…

i Am Fortunate to Not Have too
Many FRiEnDS i Guess hehe..



That for me…

As my Boss Once
Said 10 Percent
of the Workers Actually Do the Work

Hehe, Or Perhaps 1 in 20,000,
Harder to measure ‘these days…

Yet of Course When Reduced to
Screens And Text What Should We Expect…

More or Less


Depending on
Make and Model of ‘Love’ (GoD/Nature)

The Scientific Method As Basic As it is; is an Outgrowth
of Our Systemizing Mind to Predict the Future Based

On What We Observe In Nature to Work in the Past;

With Or Without the ‘Trademark Scientific Method’,

Humans to Some Degree;

Most All of Us, Are

Scientists This Way;

As Little ‘Professors’, The Problems
That Come Are When We May Limit Our
Human Potentials Based on Observable Measurements,
Largely Impacted By the Culture We Co-Create And Measurably

Observe in Attempting

to Predict the Future

By the Same Restraints

We Co-Create Before;

This Is Common Sense,

For Anyone Who Pays Attention

to More than One ‘Cultural Case Study

Way of Life’; Of Course, By Very Human Nature;

Some Human Beings Are More Closed Minded And Conservative;

Other Human Beings Are More Open Minded And Liberal; And of course

What This Means is the First, Respectively, is More Likely to Stick to the ‘Science

Of Old Tradition’; And The Second, Respectively, Named Again And Labeled Open
Minded And Liberal, Are More Likely to Break Out of Tradition Through Imagination
And Creativity; And Co-Create Originally For What is Not Observed Before; Wanna Make

A Very Closed

Minded, Conservative

Person’s ‘Head Explode’;

Create Originally What Their

Systemizing, Very Closed Mind,
Has Not Observed And Measured Before;

For Those Who are More Neurotic and Fear Change;

Original Creativity And New Frontiers Are Harder to Explore…

It’s Worth Noting That The Word smART is Comprised of 60 Percent
Art; Of course that’s Just a Metaphor; Not Everyone Uses 60 Percent

Of that Human

Potential intelligence
of Imagination and

Creativity in


What Has

Not Been Observed
And Measured Before Real…

None of this is Set in Stone With
Epigenetic and Neuroplastic Potentials
of Human Adaptation in Increasing Human
Potential Unpacking Human DNA; And the Negative

of Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity Is Just as Real

Sticking With Observing And Measuring That Same
Old Traditional Thing; Might Keep Boats in A Safe Harbor
During A Storm; Yet on the Other Hand, That Anchor Might Lead to Death

When Ya Only

Observe and

Measure Conspiracy

Theories to Guide Your

Life Others Spoon-Feed

You in Their Science of Ignorance in Life…

Meanwhile, Those With Greater Sails Get New Vaccines

And Survive, Moving Out of the Harbor of Conspiracy Theories

As Ironically, And Deadly As those Traditions May come to Harbor…

Indeed, “Science” Will Be Way too Rigid; It’s Only as Good As What it is

Able to Observe and Measure Now…

Some Folks

Only Measure

And Observe

Faux News; Go Figure: The Human
Condition; There is Good Science And

Bad Science too.. per



Effect For Real…

Or It’s Like the Marine Dude i knew
When He Was 31 Years Old; Him and
All Of His Friends Observing Each Other
No Longer Getting Stronger; Believing

He Would Never Increase His

Bench Press Strength again;

As He Believed in Couch
Potato Averages Based

On Couch Potato CuLTuRE…

Yawn, i Looked/LOOK at the Outliers…

i Looked/LOOK beyond the Science Averages…

Therefore, i am 3 Times Stronger at 61 than 21 And 53;

Yet, on the Other Hand, i am 100 Percent Open Minded;
And 100 Percent Extraverted; And Just about 0 Percent Neurotic;

(To Be Clear, i surely always wasn’t this way; Yet open to change, TG)

And Only Conscientious on what i am Currently 100 Percent Laser
Focused on in Autotelic Flow of Task (my Wife Takes Care of the rest)

And i am Only Agreeable For What Makes Sense in Life to me; In Other (O.C.E.A.N., Big Five, Personality)
Words; Results Vary, Depending on Make of Vehicle And Vessel of Human Essence for Real As ‘Model’ too…

A Final Note,

60 Percent
of heART

Is Art too…

Without Art

Life will be a
Bit More Gray Scale

And Even Toxic Still Now
in Patriarchal ways of HE as well…

As The Entire EartH, EH, Will (DOES) Suffer Without Art too…

In Conclusion, Science Works Okay, As Long As WE Balance the Art in Smart…

And That’s A Practice of
Life That Takes

A Great



As Social Animals As That
Relates to Vaccines We Truly
Are Not

Free If

We Do

Not Take

To Get Vaccinated

And Protect Each

Variants Sadly

Human Is The one
Social Animal That


To Selfish
Made Constructs
oF iGNoRaNCE All
Of Nature



By This
CuLTuRaL Pandemic

Sharing REAL Heaven WiTHiNoW Can/Will Be A GREaTesT
TesT oF “JoB” Out of Hell iNTo HeaVeN For ReaL..

Meh.. i Cry…

i Do… No Try

Please Note:
Not Selling Or Buying Any Thing
Just Giving Heaven Away For Free

Reflects A ‘REAL MAGiC’ of Human Belief…

Science Shows That it is the Connection of the
Feeling of ‘Faith’ In Belief And Hope By Loving Intent of the
Person Providing A so-called ‘SUGAR PILL’ THAT PROVIDES

Subconscious ‘REAL Magic’ that in Synergy Brings

Healing to Play Greater

Than With No


YES, YES, ‘Class’, it’s like

That little Wafer of Bread

That Trump Made Fun of at ‘Mass’

Or Other So-Called Religious Services….

No matter if Jesus ever Spoke A Word in that
is Written Down About him in the Bible or Not;

No ‘MATTER’ how ludicrous it may Sound And Fantastical

That A Priest Has Some Magic Power to Turn A Wafer into

A 2000 Year Old Story of A Dude who is Supposedly God With



Oh Lord That

is Precisely

What a Doctor

Does with A Sugar Pill…

Let’s Not Get Lost in Semantics

When Science Shows All the Words

We Relate Do Not Equal the Essence They Symbolize…






And to Be Clear, Not Everyone
Benefits From So-called Sugar Pills;

And to Be Clear, Not Everyone Equally
Is As Affected And Effected By the Power of Suggestion…

Is that Good or Bad, Not to Be Impacted By the Power of Suggestion;

Yes it is Good AND Bad; Bad For the Folks Who Cannot Use it to Heal themselves;

And Bad For the Folks Who Succumb to the ‘Nocebo’ Opposite Affect and Effect of

Negative Suggestion too; And Again, Good For Those Who Use the Power of Suggestion

to Heal Themselves

Through Having Great

Belief and Faith And Hope

in the Loving Intent others Bring

in Prayers of Sugar Pills and the Wafer of

Jesus or even Just the Story of Jesus in A Book…

Obviously, Stories Use the Placebo Effect and Nocebo Effect too…

i Tend

to keep myself

iN LiGHT and Only

Allow the DarK to Transform Thru Art
As Muse into LiGHT; This is Emotional
Intelligence/This is Spiritual Intelligence;

The Only Difference is Semantics For those

Who Attempt to Own the Essence With Symbols;

Or Those Who Are Cynical of the LiGHT of the Essence

The Symbols Hold And Never Develop The REAL EMOTIONS

IT is a bit ironic

And Sad That Folks

Don’t Take Full Advantage of

‘Soul Hacks’ That Work in Life…

Only Because They Believe that

Stories Are not As Real as the ‘Nose’

on their Face And The Subjective Ability to Smell…

Yeah, It’s True, Smell is Subjective too; Lose That Ability

of the Neurons, the Hardware in Your Nose to Smell; And


As Science

Shows May

End Up Smelling

like a Metaphor of

‘Doomsday’ for A While;

As A Cold Before Covid-19
Brought That ‘Novel Virus Experience’
to my Life after 6 Months with almost no Taste
Or Smell at All; As Science Shows Everything Smelled
And Tasted Horrid at First; It can get so bad that some
folks commit suicide; For Me though, i had already lost
Effective Use of my Eyes and Ears And Emotions through 66
Months of Real Hell on Earth with the Suicide Disease, Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia; and a Synergy of 18 other Life Threatening
Disorders From Wake to Sleep like the Suicide Disease that No Drug would touch;

With Extreme Tactile Sensitivity From Birth; i haven’t Been Able to Touch Most Human Made
Stuff my Entire Life; Fortunately For me, i had the Rest of my Senses in Synergy to Master Emotions

Even With the Loss of my Taste And Smell and The Return of A ‘Doomsday’ Taste and Smell for Existence…

It’s a Matter

of Perspective

As Human Beings Do
Basically Hallucinate their
Lives as Neuroscience Shows
Based on their Experiences of Life Before…

Now my Taste and Smell is Better than Ever before…

As i Paid More Loving Intention to it and Created A Greater
Smell and Taste of Life; We Create Our Realities as We Go;

Only True Fools

Believe this


is Objective,

Concrete, And Set in Stone;

By the Day You Die; You May
Find Life is Much More Different
Than You Imagined it to be before;

In Fact, As Human Beings Everynow

We ‘Die’ And Create A New Reality

in A Thousand Cuts of Hell

Or A Thousand Brushes

of Feathers



Choose Your Elixir
or Poison Wisely;

Yet of Course,

It’s A Lot Easier

if you have 100 Percent Belief
Faith, Hope, And Love Now You

Can And Will; It’s the only way

All my Pain and Numb Went into

Miraculous Recovery Still on File with
The Doctor’s Amazed at my Recovery

So Fast When i Found the Autotelic Ways
of Meditation in Flow and the 100 Percent
Belief, Faith, Hope, And Love to Heal Myself by

my own

of Suggestion;

for You ‘See’ or Do Not See…

Like Every other Potential Intelligence

in Existence, Use it or Lose it Applies..

Oh Woe, to Those With Little Belief, Hope, Faith, and Love…

The Nice Part is This Existence is Open Source; No One Owns

The Essence;

It is the

Fire Within;

The ‘Real Saint Elmo’s
Fire’ We Either Create or Do Not…

Don’t Be Afraid of the Dark And Don’t Be Cynical oF LiGHT

Or Do

Lose more than Win…

i have no Problem With Religion;

With God; With Jesus; Except for the

Ignorant Nocebo Affects and Effects Per
The Voodoo of the Stories Past and Present
Still Generating That Harm, Rape, Maim, And Still Kill;

When Despicable Leaders tell People in Advance they are
Gonna Shoot Folks on 5th Avenue in Broad Daylight; Or Send
People to Hell and Torture Them Forever, ‘Right’ After they insist

They Are All Loving, All Forgiving, All Merciful; For Enemy, FRiEnD, Self,

And ‘God’ of Nature Same…



The Final

Breath at Death;

Humans Create All
Flavors of Hell, Purgatory,
And Heaven on Earth Within,
Inside, Outside, Above, So Below
And All Around; We Have amazing

Potentials to Bring Dreams and Nightmares and the
Gray Scale ‘Tween to Fruition; Do Not Dismiss The DarK or LiGHT

Forces of Belief, Faith, Hope, And Love at Our PeRiL or GREaTesT ENDless

Forevernow DeLiGHT; THere is DarK And LiGHT And The Tween of That

in Christianity, Religions, in General Culture, Politics, Philosophy, And Everything About

Existence All that is…

Master the DarK and LiGHT iN ‘YouR’ LiFE and For All Practical
Intents And Purposes Master the All in All of Your Existence Now…

(Specifically, by Regulating
Emotions and Integrating
Senses Through an Autotelic
Flow Now of Meditating All the
Dance And Song of Life We Do
MaKinG All of Existence We Create
As Fruition Holy And Sacred Divine

For Real DarK

Thru LiGHT)


Works for me…

(As Always All the
Empirical Evidence
That Proves this works for
me, Available in Copious Amounts At Hand
On As Small As A 6-Inch Screen, WHerever i ‘Never’ ‘Land’ Next
i Am; Sure Am Glad i Don’t Have to ‘Forrest Gump’ Tote Some

‘Big Brief

Case’ to

All the

Bus Stops of Life…
Hitchhiking ‘A UNiVeRSE
Meaning of Life’ NoW in Ease FOR REAL…)

Life.. overall.. is Merciful as Death brings end to misery and suffering in old age
and in all younger ages than Death.. EMoTioNs are evolved to move us and
tears are the medicine in grief that comfort us
and grief is the medicine in
science terms that
the warm and
fuzzy Neurohormone
Oxytocin at the same time..
technically.. Dopamine.. the
Creativity Neuro-chemical
rises to inspire us to make
that next move in connectivity
and creativity with others
to keep the internal
and external
Love turning
and that my friend
as most all artists know and
feel and sense is surely a gift
of grief yet joy and the ecstasy
of the ecstatic transcendent experience
of life that can and will come from Dance
and Song of Life BRinGs all Neurochemicals
and Neurohormones in a ‘Chi’ of LiFE LiGHT that Dances
and Sings
of Love
in MoVinG
HUmaN CoNNeCTioNs oF Love..
all n all LiFE is Beautiful.. A Masterpiece oF LiGHT..
hehe.. and no.. i haven’t learned to Gangsta Rap YET
to Dance THaT aT LeASt..😉

And before i forget…

Hellooove Himali…
Nice to
you today..🙂

LeSSoN 374 May ‘The Force’
Be With You Always NoW Day
Dreaming Nice Night And Day

God IS A FLoWeR…
So are

Ear plugs..
Even better
Buds Flowering
With SonG Now

FeeLS ThE DancE Of GoD’S

FeeLS ThE DancE Of GoD’S WiND

ArT IS A Place
We Exercise

SMiLes Dear Jane Considering That the United
States Consumes 40 Percent of Human Resources
From the Environment With 4 Percent of the Population

It’s No Wonder That A People Living So Far Out of Balance
With the Rest of Nature Can’t Even Figure Out, So many of

Them You Get Vaccinated

During A Deadly and

Changing Phasing

Pandemic as

New Variants

Continue to Become
Resurrected For Humans
Who Don’t Even Have Enough
Agency And Common Sense to
Save Their Potential Lives With
Such A Free Part of Health Maintenance

Considering Even The Governor From Alabama
Considers A Majority of Her Constituents As Basically
Too Ignorant to Take Responsibility For Themselves


The Rest of the
Plant/Animal Kingdom
Will Yes Rise Again in the
South too Before All the Ignorance
Harming, Raping, Maiming Killing As A Self
Fulfilling Comes Back To Haunt Those Who Harmed

The Rest of

As Surely
They Are Feeling
A Bit of Nature’s Equalizing
Pressures in Balance Dooms Day If Necessary

On Local


Of Schools, Work,
And Colleges From the
Old Deepest South STiLL Now Real..:)

Hehe Dear Doc Try This One on For Size…
i’m Not About to Repent to Any Dude

Who Says i Have to Forgive

My Enemies Loving Them
No Different Than All
of Nature And me

Turning All My

Other Cheeks

As He Turns
A Possessed
Head Around


Around Again

And Tortures Them
Forever As A Despicable
Leader No Different Than Trump

Of Course If He Had Mythical Abilities too…

On the Other Hands i Use Real Negative
DarKeR Emotion For Poetic Muse And Always
Drop it Off At The ‘Cleaners’ For Ever Lasting Bliss On Earth

Honestly Can’t

‘They’ Come

Up With

A Better Story

With At Least More

Than Trump Integrity and Honor…
Oh Wait! He’s One of ‘Their Saints’ Already….

No Surprise

What the

Comes Again…

It Doesn’t Matter
Which One Comes
First The Nature of ‘The Beast’ Remains…

Oh Cock-A-Doodle-Doo Cock-A-Doodle-Do

Can You Imagine How i Spin Around the
Heads of the ‘Profession’ When i Create my Web…

It’s a
Just A
Holy And
Sacred Real
Blast Just Truth
iN LiGHT Preceding Thunder For Real..;)

Oh My Lord to Focus on One
Task The Discipline

Of What

All Of The
Animal Kingdom
With Teeth And
Canine’s As Evolved

Always Do to Survive
Capturing Prey Escaping
Predator Where an iPhone
Distraction May Surely Lead

to A Vehicular Crash…

Indeed Discipline of
Focus on One Task
Spells Survival

In Balance

Of Flow

Every Step A Lion
Gracefully Walks
FRiEnD’S With Gravity
That Some Might Propose
Is Effete Conserves A Calorie
That May Mean The Difference
Between Eventual Life or Death
in Days of Drought on the Savannah Still…

Considering Now that Science Shows the
Average Human Being Force Fed An Information
Age By Their Own Volition In Instant Gratification

Has Yes A Literal Attention Span of Less than A
Gold Fish… Oh No! Just 3 Seconds… No Escaping
Predator or Capturing Prey That Way With Only



Balance in Flow
On One Task to Survive
Becoming An All Natural Expert in
Every Step of Grace to Survive in Balance

FRiEnDS With Gravity Becoming the
All in All in Peace of Existence Best
Yoga Unity With SMiLes Dear Savvy

Every Step

Holy Dance

Every Word Sacred Song…

My Wife Does All The Walmart Shopping
Don’t Have to Deal with Prey or Predator…

Just Dance

Then Sing

Then Eat Sleep

Now i Repeat With SMiLes
Always A New Path to GroW on
TasK iN Flow of Focus In Balance Now



Step Word
Now For Real..:)

i Understand Some Folks
Are Still Awaiting The

Great Orange Pumpkin’s

Return in August

Before that

It Was

Someone Else…

Before That Someone Else…

Some Folks Are Still Waiting on ‘Godot’ too…

For me at Least
i PainT A New


On my Christmas
Evergreen Tree Always Now

Yet i Never Root it i Always Fly
On Terrestrial Land Floating as
WaLKinG on Water is Way too Boring Surfing

Or Flying Into Outer Space When i Already Exercise

‘The All’…



With Gravity
FoR ReaL NoW..:)

TRuE Rue Key is Becoming
Essence More than
Worshipping A Shell…

SHells Sit Still On Beaches
Becoming Fossilized

Yet Love

Breathes Now for
Real Best Giving
Sharing Caring Freely With



As NiGHT Kisses DaY
DarK Becomes LiGHT

iN BaLaNCinG ForcE oF ALL

“Love is Written in the Stone”
Key Per Earth, Wind, And Fire Is Be

More Than Stone…


Be Water
Be Air

And Of Course, Have A Nice SunDay…
Hehe, Yet i’ll Surely Never Tell You What You Must Do Now..:)

SMiLes FRiEnD, i Like ‘This Post’, Because it’s Fascinating to me

That You Didn’t Include Doctor’s Who Provide Sugar Pills,

Casting Spells on Patients, Influencing Them With

The Power of Suggestion that they will Be
Healed And Through Their Great Belief
Beyond What Science Understands

In Real Magic That Intent

Comes to Fruition of Healing
And in Some Unexplainable Cases,
Remission From So-Called Terminal Disease…

Oh Lord, Some of the Teachings of ‘Jesus’ come true…

Wonderful White Magicians, These Placebo Effect Doctors
Are; Practicing This Healing White Magic Witchcraft Indeed…

Well It’s True, Words As Smooth As Honey Will Mesmerize
Women in a Spell Bound; Particularly, the Effect Poet’s Have on Some
Women too… Ya Don’t Have to Try; it All Just Naturally Happens in Flow…

Next Thing Ya Know, someone might Dedicate A Poem to Ya…
You Don’t Even Need A Body; Just Words in Flow to Elicit feelings
of Passion for Life, In General; Indeed Poetry is White Magic Witchcraft

this Way

For those

Who Practice
The Craft And
Become All Natural
Experts; Indeed, Yes, Conversely
too; Like The ‘Buddy Love’ Version
of Jerry Lewis “That Old Black
Magic” When the Practitioner
Is Attempting to use the Tool As Craft
to Consume Prey in Black Magic Witch Ways…

Smiles FRiEnD, i Use White Magic Every Day; Indeed,
i’m Like The ‘Good Witch From the South’ on the ‘Wizard of

Oz’… Sadly, You Have Become A Black Magic Witch Influencing Folks
With Unreasonable Nocebo Fears in Suggestion almost every day of Your Life…

Hahahahahaha… even suggesting that Yoga is Demonic Black Magic Witchcraft too…

Considering, Yoga Only Brings Balance in Union of Mind and Body That’s Kinda Sad that You
Don’t Understand it is actually White Magic in Creating Realities of Bliss In Balance instead

of Anything

Demonic; Yet it’s
True, Some Folks
Already Have Their
Inner Demons that come
Out in Balance; No Longer
Repressing Negative Emotions
And Feelings Do Come out; And
As Far As Horoscopes Go Frank;
That’s Just Another Sugar Pill of Suggestion,
Not Unlike Fortune Cookies too; Yes, Placebo Works;

Science Proves

This For Real…

And Positive
Affirmations, Positive
Placebo Effect Indeed, Real; Sadly,

You Are Living in an Ocean Unreasonable
of Nocebo Fears And Indeed, Yes, believing
in Conspiracy Theories through this Nocebo

Effect Are Deadly ‘These Days’ for Folks Who
Are Refusing to Get Vaccinated in a Deadly Pandemic…

That’s One Form of Black Magic That Will Destroy A Life
Faster Than Most Ludicrous Black Magic Witch Craft Conspiracy theories…

True, Could
Sadly Be Written
On your Tombstone

if You Don’t Get Vaccinated…

“Only if He didn’t Believe in
Black Magic, He Would have Lived a Few more years…”

Smiles, The Majority of Folks Can See Through What You
Are Doing Here; Yet, Not Unlike the Rest of the United States
There is the 30 Percent or So Who March Like Sheep to the

Slaughter Still on ‘5th Avenue’…

Just A Suggestion Now;
Don’t Be one of those
Sheep Who Turns into
A Goat And Suffers
on 5th Avenue As
Trump’s Promise

To Shoot Folks

On that Road comes
True By Their own Hands of Ignorance…
And the Power of Suggestion in Black Witch Craft
of Black Magic in Nocebo way As True Trump Still Remains
Close to the Top of the Class With Adolph And the Such of Black

Witch Craft Magicians…

Oh How


Ignorant Fall…

And The Point of Tarot
Cards, Human Archetypes
To Be Explored, Looking Within
As Some Folks Need Tools For Introspection this
Way Far Beyond Just Literal Black And White Think
Trying to Force Order on What Neuroscience Shows
Is A reality We Basically Hallucinate And Create With
Our Subconscious Minds, Based ON the Hallucinations of
Experiences Before; Yes FRiEnD, As All of this is Metaphor;
What this Means is the Supernatural We Create Is Far Beyond
Any So-called Objective Measurable Reality By Scientific Method Alone…

The World Is Your

Oyster if You Get
Out of the Shell;

This Life Will Be

Heaven Within if You
Seek and Find The Magic
Best in White Witchcraft Within…

Call It Holy Spirit or the Wind; it is the Essence That’s Real….

Smiles, FRiEnD, i Don’t Expect You To Understand Anything
As Deep As the (Heaven) Place i Exist Now; Already been to Hell,
the Real Hell FRiEnD; Trust me You Don’t Wanna Go; if All of this Takes

Your Fear of

Death Away

More Power to Ya…

Just Make Sure you
Get Vaccinated, So You
Don’t Die Any Earlier than Necessary…

Other Than That You Sure Do Seem to
Be Fixated on Pornography A Lot these
Days; You Know What ‘They’ Say About
Those Who Doth Protest Too Much; i don’t
Have to Keep it a Secret From my Wife, now
She Understands the Full Nature of ‘the Beast’…

And i Only Use it Occasionally to Raise Dopamine Levels
All Naturally As A Medicine to Expand my ‘Creative Powers’, hehe…

Smiles FRiEnD, i Am Surely Not Afraid of Naked Human Beings; Last time i
Looked, i am Part of ‘That Group’; Anymore than the Furry Beasts of the Forest

Or Birds on Wing…

People Do ‘it’

too; It’s Reality;

Balance Is Key in All We Do…

We’ve Already Seen What ‘Prudish
Priests’ Actually do under ‘the Pews’…

And How True Evil More Often Comes From Inside of ‘the Church’… like the Production of ‘Trump’…

It’s All Being Revealed These Days As ‘Saints’ Come Fully Exposed For The Sinners They Are…

Yes, Like ‘Saint Augustine’, Engaged to 12 Year-Old Girls, Until He Had His ‘Feel’ going to

the other ‘extreme’…




Yoga Unity

or Just plain Chaos…

Per the ‘Pendulum of Existence’…

Other than that Whatever
it takes to Alleviate Your

Existential Fears of Death….

Smiles FRiEnD, i Already
Faced Death Thrice;




i’ve Seen

What’s On the Other side here…

Hehe, Other than That Don’t Doubt
My Faith; Its Impossible, You Can’t Prove it…



not yet…

Baby Yoda’s Super Power
Is “The Force” AKA Faith
The Power Of Belief

In Focus Of Flow

Unity With

All of

In Balance
Unafraid AKA “Chi”

Whereas That Leaves
Bugs Bunny With His

Super Power ‘Wit’ What The
Trickster Uses To Outsmart
‘Enemies’ Without Ever Raising
A Fist Or Sword Sending Them To



They Enjoy
It Like Heaven
All The Way on



YeS A Devil’s
Advocate too

Endless Rabbit
Holes to Explore
Perhaps Never Escaping

Anyway Happy SunDay to You😊

SMiLes Dear Jane

By Putting Humankind
Above Beyond
Rest of


We Humans
Piss On Nature
Through Our



Through Our




Too the Other
Animals Only


To Exist
Naked Enough
With Nature in Balance
And They Shall Inherit


Brings… Existence…

Thanks Dear Sohair
Welcome Sleep Indeed

to You😊🌹😃

Ah Yes Dear Sohair
Indeed These Pandemic
Years Now Have Become

A Death For Some

And A Spiritual


Through Contemplating
Meditating Life’s Experiences
For Where to Go Next Best Away

From Confines of the Past to Grow
to Evolve in One Lifetime With More
Meaning And Purpose Room To LovE ALL Freer..:)

SMiLes Dear Jane Your Words
‘Prophetic’ As i Turned
Up the ‘Sheep’ Song
off of ‘Pink Floyd’s
“Animals” Album
Back From the 70’s

When i Barely

Slept At Night

Kept Awake by
Psychedelic Music
Bringing That Extending
Human Conscious Realm
To Expressions of MuSiC
And Lyrics For ‘The Consumer’

To Relate Yes All Sober Within Four
Saintly Walls With A Ceiling too Until
The Music and Lyrics of ‘the Floyd’ Takes

Ya Beyond
All confining
Limits of Before…

Anyway The ‘Sheep’ Song
So Apt For ‘Minions’ and the
“Pigs” Song So Apt for the
‘Despicable’ Leaders As
The Whole Show Based
on Orwell’s ‘Animal Farm’

Comes to

Play in my

Now too Oh Yes

Of Course Prophecies
Are Only Self-Fulfilling
Recurring Individual and
Group Human Archetypes

Story Exists First Then Written
Down Instance After Instance the
Waves Still Play Ocean Whole For All to

See And

Be And

Play again…

With Understanding
of Human And Nature
Comes Freedom From the
Chains People Put themselves in
From Group Think Truly An Outcast
Has An Advantage Escaping the Animal Farm Now..;)

Hehe Currently
Dancing Naked
In The Forest

(my Backyard)

Dear Jane

With My
Fence Birds Squirrels
Bees All Trees Still


All i
Do i Disgust

Folks With
my Public Dance
In Trump/Jesus
Town USA i Identify
As 16


i Get Away
With it As
A 61 Year-Old
Who Might Hit
A Home Run on
The First Baptist
Softball Team
(If i Ever Played)

Or An Undercover
Security Dude In
Walmart to Catch
A Thief As True



Theories Are

Circulated About
me Too Yawn Naked
Dance With Nature


Favorite iNdeed🐝🎶

It’s Thundering



i’ll Retire

To The

Desk Top
Computer Again



i Get Thunderstruck

With What

Comes Before That🏝

Just to ‘Think’ i Am ‘The Dude’
Serving Out Shoes At A Bowling
Alley For Almost 2 Decades Having
Poetic SoULeD Discussions With All These


Super Intelligent
And Artistic Folks

All Around A Globe Now

It’s True THere is No Middle

Man, Church, State To Control
Human Potentials Now Free For
All Based On Merit of Soul Expressing



Now What i Find
Is Women Are Head
And Shoulders And Feet

Above Most Dudes When
It Comes to Real SPiRiTuAL
SoUL Intelligences Now Through HeART
Any Surprises Through Centuries of Toxic


Discounting the
Energies of Emotions
And Feelings That Move
Us At All iN A Word NO to little spirit…

“Man with Stars on his heels
Tripping the Light fantastic
Across the Universe” -Jane

HeaLeD Feet Dancing On
Land Terrestrial Starring

Balance is Key to Moving
Pyramids 1 In A Billion More
Parts of Matter Versus Anti-Matter

Creating All Of Existence We Understand Now

A Free
SPiRiT Now

Moving in Balance

Otherwise HeHE All 244 Pounds
of my Body Anchored on Land

Sails Move me in Balance “SaiL oN LoVE”

Dear Jane As LonG As Meditation Moves
me in Flow i Am Wings Without A Body

Within Inside



Of Less

Than One

Finger my FRiEnD
iN MiND And BoDY Balance
Whole SoUL SPiRiT HeART Enough Complete
As Is JusT A Free Tree Of Life Spreading Roots
Vines Same Above So Below All Around Now…

It’s A Same Way i Still Leg Press Up to 1520
Pounds at 61 Years-Old With My Arms Raised
To The Sky i Simply Empty mY UNiVeRSE At FeaT oF Ease…

Hehe Can You imagine How Hilarious it is to See A 61 Year-Old
Dude Warming Up With Free Style Ballet in Front of Everyone
in A Military Gym Before Doing That Dead Pan Face Laughing Hilarious Within



Just DanCinG
Away From the
Whole FeaT ALWaYS
Like it is Nothing At All…

Precisely A Way A Whole UNiVeRSE
Starts According to Stephen HawKinG
And Some Quantum Mechanics Physicists
Suggesting New UNiVeRSES Are Born Out of
BLacK HoleS in Balance of Spin And Torsion of Stars…

TRuE Dear Jane THeRE May Be More to This Dance Than Meets Most EYeS…
Yet THiS oNLY oF A SToRY A SonG Approximating A Dance For Real NoW..:)

HeHeHe Jane Considering the ‘TriskeLion” Nature of Our
Brain Father Authoritarian Reptile Brain ReaSons SeeKinG
Finding Neo-Cortical Brain And At Best Loving Holy Spirit
of Our Limbic System Brain Really

Really Connecting

Us to Each Other

And The Rest of Nature

Oh If Only i Have Three Legs

Too How Much Easier it May Be

To Spiral Dance in Slow Mo to

Gain So Much More



In Life As All

Of Nature Spirals

At Best in Balance

This Way At Core of
What Even Science Sees
As Sub-Particles of Nuclear
Energy Now With More SMiLes
Anyway While Yes the ‘Beware of
The Locals’ Still Vaccinated at Less
That 40 Percent Were Buying Away
All the ‘Goods’ At “Ross Dress For Less”

All My FoCuS ON A Spiraling Dance All
Three Human Brains in Flow of More Potential in Creativity…
Plus it helps to Have A Feature on the iPhone to SLoW iT ALL Down…

HeHeHe Anyway my Two Arms Seem to Serve A Purpose of A Third Leg

For A


TriskeLion Dance..;)

Trust me
You Are Not

The Only
One With

Asperger’s Syndrome
Who Must Constantly

Be On Guard For Not
Being too Bubbly And
Drowning Folks in an Ocean Of Joy

Just For This Existence Just For
This Free Naked Breath

NoW iNdeed…;)

LeSSoN 374
May ‘The Force’
Be With You Always NoW Day
Dreaming Nice Night And Day

Catholic Mass Readings From 7.25.2021

Reading 1, Second Kings 4:42-44
42 A man came from Baal-Shalishah, bringing the man of God bread from the first-fruits, twenty barley loaves and fresh grain still in the husk. ‘Give it to the company to eat,’ Elisha said.

43 But his servant replied, ‘How can I serve this to a hundred men?’ ‘Give it to the company to eat,’ he insisted, ‘for Yahweh says this, “They will eat and have some left over.” ‘

44 He served them; they ate and had some left over, as Yahweh had said.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 145:10-11, 15-16, 17-18
10 All your creatures shall thank you, Yahweh, and your faithful shall bless you.

11 They shall speak of the glory of your kingship and tell of your might,

15 All look to you in hope and you feed them with the food of the season.

16 And, with generous hand, you satisfy the desires of every living creature.

17 Upright in all that he does, Yahweh acts only in faithful love.

18 He is close to all who call upon him, all who call on him from the heart.

Reading 2, Ephesians 4:1-6
1 I, the prisoner in the Lord, urge you therefore to lead a life worthy of the vocation to which you were called.

2 With all humility and gentleness, and with patience, support each other in love.

3 Take every care to preserve the unity of the Spirit by the peace that binds you together.

4 There is one Body, one Spirit, just as one hope is the goal of your calling by God.

5 There is one Lord, one faith, one baptism,

6 and one God and Father of all, over all, through all and within all.

Gospel, John 6:1-15
1 After this, Jesus crossed the Sea of Galilee — or of Tiberias-

2 and a large crowd followed him, impressed by the signs he had done in curing the sick.

3 Jesus climbed the hillside and sat down there with his disciples.

4 The time of the Jewish Passover was near.

5 Looking up, Jesus saw the crowds approaching and said to Philip, ‘Where can we buy some bread for these people to eat?’

6 He said this only to put Philip to the test; he himself knew exactly what he was going to do.

7 Philip answered, ‘Two hundred denarii would not buy enough to give them a little piece each.’

8 One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said,

9 ‘Here is a small boy with five barley loaves and two fish; but what is that among so many?’

10 Jesus said to them, ‘Make the people sit down.’ There was plenty of grass there, and as many as five thousand men sat down.

11 Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were sitting there; he then did the same with the fish, distributing as much as they wanted.

12 When they had eaten enough he said to the disciples, ‘Pick up the pieces left over, so that nothing is wasted.’

13 So they picked them up and filled twelve large baskets with scraps left over from the meal of five barley loaves.

14 Seeing the sign that he had done, the people said, ‘This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.’

15 Jesus, as he realised they were about to come and take him by force and make him king, fled back to the hills alone.


Dream Now
Or Nightmare
F R U i T i o N
Still Coming to
Nature’s Theater So


So Long

For Now…

How Similar The Nautilus
Spirals A UniVerse

Sunflowers Galaxies


From Below

Sub particles

Of Nuclear Energy

And Beyond Yet Even

More Elegant Than
Mathematics It

Is Never

Restricted to
Mathematics Alone

Each Spiral is Uniquely

Golden As Living Creatures

Create The UniVerse They Now

Weave Like All The Metaphors

That Relate God Uniquely

Yes All the Art We


Our Breath

Our Shells Now of
God We Leave Behind
True to Who We Uniquely
Are Not Binding Others




Of Our Love

As Even God Is Free…

DoN’T WaiT FoR SomE oNe ELsE To CReaTE

Rue Thank
You Breathe



Breathe Out Love
With SMiLes Of Course😃

Hehe Rue
At Your
Age Yes
We Will

Keep That

Secret Just
A Cog in A

Machine till

53 So Blessed
An Artist All



Stop Dear Rue😊🌈

“Every Writing Leaves A Soul Print”

So Wise Indeed Dear Savvy This

Quote You Bring i used to

Comment in Poetic


on An International

dVerse Poetry Trail for
A Few Years Just for Fun

True What they Were Looking

For Is Criticism of Objective

Graded Points of the

Science of Their
Poetry like


Chemicals in A Test Tube
For me though Truly i Saw Each
Poem as A Unique Soul Print of Existence

All A Treasured Gem of Each Unique Pair of God
Eyes Namaste As ‘They’ Say WHere You Are From

If We Look For God In Each Other God Does Come
Revealed in All Human Breathes too From Creation

to Sadly

too True Some

Folks Got Very

Offended that
Their Poetry Inspired
Soul Prints From me IN Response

i’ve Never Seen Life As A Competition

That Way as It’s True Some Folks Even Wrote
Entire Blog Posts Suggesting i Was Trying to Upstage
the Soul Prints of Others When Their Soul Was Only


me to
Dance And
Sing on Page…

Not Speaking until 4

Having No Creativity to
Speak of and Do Really until 53…

Not Even Able to Really Write by Pen As True

From Young On It Looks Like Chicken Scratch of a Doctor

My Hands By Pen Just can’t keep Up with my Mind

And True Not Even my Voice my FRiEnD

It’s True What A Gift This Keyboard

Is It allows Me to Dance

My Soul in Words

As Every Dance

Step Every Beat

of Each Letter on

Keyboard is A Note

A Dance Step A Song

i Hear Coming From Within Free…

True i am No longer ‘me’ Just A Free Dance And Song on Page…

Just Enjoying the Song FLoWinG Within Just Happy to Dance it Share it For Free..

Like Snoopy Just Jumping For Joy Cause it Feels Good to Escape Gravity And Become
With Gravity too..:)

“To love oneself is the
beginning of a



-Oscar Wilde

Oh My Lord i Just Heard That
Quote in “The Nutty Professor”
“Old Black Magic” YouTube Song Scene
With “The Nutty Professor” Jerry Lewis

Playing His Alter Ego Buddy Love

More of the Mr. Hyde

Version of Dr. Jekyll too

Where the Wonderful Oscar
Wild Quote Was Used By A
Woman He Was Hitting on as

Pejorative Rather Than Life Long

Aim to Live Life Solo Or Together True
Whole Complete Just Enough As Is As

It’s True There is

More Unlimited to
Give, Share, Care
Freely Greater This Way

For An Empty Ego

More Often



To Fill Up What

Is Never Filled Up Within

By Free Agency of Loving

Just For The Sake Of Loving This Breath…

It’s Funny How Some Philosophers Attempt
to Discard Parts of Humanity That Even Allow
Us to Survive As Social Apes At All… Leave no Part



or Light


More 3 DiMeNSioNaL
Than One Dimensional Now…

Ah YeS iNdeed Full Theatre of Zen Ego True..:)

Eclectic Dear Soni One Adjective

That Describes All the Art You

Have Accomplished in this Last

Covid-19 Year on WordPress and

YouTube And All the Other Places
You May Present Your Very Inspiring

Art too And Goodness

Just to See You

Do this as

A Very Busy

Computer Scientist
With A Very Tight Schedule

Too That’s quite A Stretch

For Mechanical Cognition to

Reach Outside the Box As Much
As You Have in the Past Year Art

Brings True Happiness the Fruit

of Creativity Within my Only Advice: Don’t Stop…

For Use it or Lose it is Applicable to All Stuff Existence…

And the BesTesT

Thingie of All

Is if We

Do Not

Stop We May
Open Up New
Frontiers Never

Ever VieWeD And
Experienced Before As
True You Already Do Dear Soni
Original in Creativity With Free Wings..:)

i Used to Know A lot About Algebra

And i’ll Admit i Know Very Little About

Mangoes Yet i Will Relate to Big
Rains, Humidity, and Heat

Oh What i Really

Appreciate is



Tags As Detailed

As “Value-Wise Mangos”

Oh My God There is Nothing

You Leave Out of Your Works
of Science and Art Systemizing
Coloring Masterpieces Touching

So Many Colors of Soul Just So Much
Fun So Inspiring i Wish You Were my Best
FRiEnD in Kindergarten No Doubt i Would

Have Become

An Artist


Of a Cog in
A Machine Oh Dear
Mango Such A Wonderful Fruit
So Precious Just A Gem Somedays in Empty Space…

Thanks for
Out to Play..:)

What’s Really Hilarious, Absurd, if Ya Wanna Use That Word

is Tiny Little Humans (Dudes) Attempting to Dictate The Way

The Rest of Creation Creates Always Changing in Flux Now

Like The PHI Golden Spiral Coming Up With A Mathematical

Equation Dictating to A Nautilus Sea Creature (Yes God) That

Creature is Somehow Bound by a Ratio of 1.618 Creating Through All the

Changes That Come With Day to Day Existence As Each Now of Existence

Is Eternally

Changing Now;

So True, the Nautilus

Establishes ItS own Unique

Spiral to Create Its Home of Shell

As All Of Nature Does; Yes, Me and You

And Us and We too And Even ‘Them’ too; Yes, All That is




Tiny Little bitty
humans attempt
to fit all of Creation
CaLL iT ‘God’ and Fit it
in a Minuscule Book And

Close the Last Page of 800,000
or so Words And Limit All of Creation to that

Book… Yawn, i Knocked that out of ‘the Park’ on
the ‘Wrong Planet’ in a ‘Depth of the Story’ Thread

Over 800,000 Words in Just A Sideshow That 59,000
Views Said They Didn’t Wanna View in 11 Months; Haha; Go
Ahead And Count the Words, if ya don’t Believe… Anyway if

i Can’t Fit God, Yes All of Creation in 9.5 MiLLioN Words

As One Human in 95 Months in a Longest EPiC Long Form
Poem Ever Written in the HiStory of Humankind as the Little

Boy Who Couldn’t Speak Until 4;

There Dam Sure Ain’t no way

A Bunch of Antiquated Dudes

Will Do it in Many Centuries

Among Many Ghost Authors

Among Many Copy Scribes Making

Mistakes And Intentional Changes too…

For It’s True They Can’t Even Manufacture

A Unique Galaxy in A Nautilus Shell in Just one Lifetime now…

i Can

i Will

Yet my

Shell is Different…

The Absurdity of Christianity

Is it Attempts to Fit Trademark ‘God’ in
Just one Tiny Mix-Matched Scripts of Book

And In Just One Tiny Brown

Dude With A Penis

When Women

Are So Much

More ‘Spiritual’

Than Most Men Ever Dream of…

i Pay Attention to Folks Who Color
The World Love and Folks Who Do Not…

Overall, Christianity is Just A Stale Old Men’s Club…

Grey Scale

At Best…

Boring at Most…

Truly Flavored With ‘Ayn Rand’ Indeed…

And On Top of that the ‘Socialism’ (Hero/JeSuS/GoD) Ends Up

As ‘Stalin’ (The Villain ‘GoD’) Killing ‘Masses’ of Enemies at the End…

As The So-Called Christians Continue to Congregate Unvaccinated
And Unmasked At Church in the Name of Freedom That Has no Love

For one Another…

Not Even


to Save A Life

With A Free Dam Shot

While Others Die Around the

World Without Even an Opportunity to

Save themself…

Yes, Now Still…

Christianity, Yuck!

As ‘Sick’ as ‘Trump’

And Trump is Smart
Enough to Get Vaccinated

At Least to Save Himself…

Greatest Evil Still LiveS in Ignorance…

And Freedom UnMasked UnVaccinated As Soulless Ignorant
Selfishness So Far Away From Even Being A Social Animal

Where All Hands Efforts Count…

Love One Another

Requires More than

Freedom; Love One Another Requires

Responsibility For Everyone in the Tribe,

You Know, The Alpha Chimp Servant Leader With
Empathy; Not The Trump/Stalin/Jesus/God Deranged
Part of Love Killing Masses of People at the End of the Stories…

Christianity, As Practiced, Overall, Through the Ages, is As Absurd
As the ‘Minions’ Movies Series And As God Dam Scary As Real Now, Still

Ignorance Harms,
Rapes, Maims Kills…

Any Questions, ‘Class’…

‘Christianity’, Overall, Unmasked And
Unvaccinated is Still Very Dangerous…

It’s No Joke, And A Threat to Our Freedoms today…

For It Does NOT Take Responsibility to Love One
Another Masked And Vaccinated Enough, And That’s

Just one Part of the

Maiming, Ignorance…

And of course Just one Religion…

And Just One Part of One Human Culture

Currently Destroying Living Nature; This Overall
Creation (GoD) ON EartH, We Are Uniquely Evolved
on to Survive; Yes, We All Depend on AS Home As

Cold And Hot Rocks in Space is Not This Place…

And It’s Not Surprising

‘Things’ Arise
in SCaRCiTY oN EarTH…

Overall, Human CuLTuRE IS ABSURD…

Let’s Not Just Pick on Christianity, Alone; it
is Only A Symptom of A Species OUT OF WHacKO


And Trump the “MeMe”

NoW iS ‘Incarnate’ of

This Current Human
Condition; True, Still Be
Careful Who Ya Congregate
For Each Sunday And Wish For in
A ‘Magic Egregore Incantation’ For Centuries…



Do Return in Fruition

Of Human Wishes and Creation as
Part of the Whole Creation (God) Pie;

Just Fractals Creating Nightmares And Dreams Real…

Night And Day; Dark And Light; Creation And Destruction

Resurrecting Again…

Go Figure…

The BaLL


For Balance At Best Or All of This


Dream Now
Or Nightmare
F R U i T i o N
Still Coming to
Nature’s Theater So


So Long

For Now…

How Similar The Nautilus
Spirals A UniVerse

Sunflowers Galaxies


From Below

Sub particles

Of Nuclear Energy

And Beyond Yet Even

More Elegant Than
Mathematics It

Is Never

Restricted to
Mathematics Alone

Each Spiral is Uniquely

Golden As Living Creatures

Create The UniVerse They Now

Weave Like All The Metaphors

That Relate God Uniquely

Yes All the Art We


Our Breath

Our Shells Now of
God We Leave Behind
True to Who We Uniquely
Are Not Binding Others




Of Our Love

As Even God Is Free…

DoN’T WaiT FoR SomE oNe ELsE To CReaTE

Thanks Dear Doc
Some Folks Bring
SwordS iNstead

Of Peace…

Yet Not

Unlike “The
Child” And




Is Trickster Wit..😜
It Was Almost Like
A Prophecy When
The Nun’s Awarded
me A Certificate

For Wittiest

Boy In

Grade Blessed
Sacrament Private
Catholic School i
Didn’t Have Google to
Check The Metaphor
Def. Then on The Autism


Yet I Didn’t

Have To Even

Try to Be Whatever

It Meant Smart or
Funny i Just Play A Fool🤪


“The rule is, jam to-morrow and jam yesterday—but never jam to-day.”
“It MUST come sometimes to ‘jam to-day,’” Alice objected.
“No, it can’t,” said the Queen. “It’s jam every OTHER day: to-day isn’t any OTHER day, you know.”
“I don’t understand you,” said Alice. “It’s dreadfully confusing!”
“That’s the effect of living backwards,” the Queen said kindly: “it always makes one a little giddy at first—”
“Living backwards!” Alice repeated in great astonishment. “I never heard of such a thing!”
“—but there’s one great advantage in it, that one’s memory works both ways.”
“I’m sure MINE only works one way,” Alice remarked. “I can’t remember things before they happen.”
“It’s a poor sort of memory that only works backwards,” the Queen remarked.

–Lewis Carroll from Alice and Wonderland

Every Day SouL FRiEnDS You Will
Always Count On Who Naturally Lift
You Up As It is Not In Their Spirit To Bring Folks Down…

When You Are Truly Loved You Eventually Thrive Yes
Exceptions Apply Alone The Path Of How Wind Blows

i Asked For The GREaTesT

Gift As ALWaYS
God Provides

And Is


All That Is

Change Now


LoVE Best i Can And

Will NoW To ReTuRN

A Favor

of Change
SMiLes Dear
Savvy Keep
Root and


Below to SMiLe..:)

TRuE iN BeTween




Oldest Human

StorY iNdeed

How WE ARise

From: Cocoons Sprouting
to: Butterfly Wings Free

Truly Then

Only A Matter

Of Flying Far Enough
Touching Wings With
Butterflies Freer ‘Seeing’ Bee

YeS A DarKNeSS Of A Human
Pandemic Continues Extending Potentials

TRuE iN DarK

False iN LiGHT

Change All We Guarantee…

SMiLes Young SaaniaSparkle We CuRReNTLY
LiVE iN A ‘He’ World All That’s

is ‘S’ in Front

of that To make

it More of A Cooperative

World than Competitive World

For The ‘HE’ is Symbol For Our Reptile

Brain In More Patriarchal And Even Toxic

Patriarchal Driven Cultures As The ‘S’ That Completes

The ‘He’ is the ‘SHe’ World More Cooperative Indeed

More Limbic System Orientated Toward Love For

Bonds and Binds For Cooperation For Survival

Oh Yeah,

And Then There
Is ‘The Executive’

Of This Cognitive Functioning
of Cooperation Verses Competition

(Our NeWesT Neo-Cortical Brain)

Our ReASoNS For What Works in

Past to Make Our Future Best Now

In Trinity of Human Minds All Complete

So Shall This Be More ‘He’ For heART

More S And M Sado Masochist For smART

Like Folks Who

Sadly Take

Competition to the
Extreme in Selfishness

And Ignorance Like those

Who Refuse to Get Vaccinated

And Even Masked in Cooperation

to Avoid Spreading A Deadly Pandemic

to Others Seeing Selfish Competition as the Prize…

So Who Are We, Only Reptile Competitive Beings

Or the ‘S’ With ‘He’ That Makes Both Supermen and or
Superwomen of Cooperation Now… Yes True We ARe

Both A Mix

of Art in


And heART

As Well As True

The Weight of S in
SHe Must Weigh more

Than 33 Percent to Work

True More Like 60 Percent of Art in heART And smART to Truly Be Effective…

Now For Real… Other than That While Human Ego is A Necessity For
the Social Animal to Adapt to Cultures Humans Co-Create

Brought Down in Shame And Brought Up in Applause

For Common Binds and Bonds to Bring Order to

Large and Very Heterogenous Cultures At

Hand From Devolving into Chaos

Of Anarchy Our Technology

And Of Course


Financial Independence

Allows Us to Ascend And Transcend

This Reptile Brain Competition of Patriarchy
Yet True The Shadow Remains Yet Also True

We May Ascend AS Humans Whole and Enough Complete

In A Practice of Perfecting WHere Indeed THere is No Mountain

High or Valley Low Only Do in the Autotelic FLoW iN A Meditation of

Arts We Do Yes A Narrow Path on Task And Continuously increasing Complexity

Now of Human Potentials Tween Anxiety and Apathy Yet Never the Less Now For REAL

A Practice

of Perfecting

Life Now of

Bliss Yes Nirvana

Yes Real Heaven Within Now

in Other Words Young SaaniaSparkle

All These Words Are Only Fumes From

My Real Heaven Within Still Perfecting Eternally




Now And
Just Do… Now
With Big SMiLes of
Course Understanding
Fully i Am No Lower than
A Mountain Top Now And No
Higher Than the Same Bottom of
This Valley As Base of this Pyramid

i See


Top of the Bottom…
Or Tree Or LiViNG LaMP of Breath
Vine Low Root High DarK iS LiGHT..:)

BacK on ToPicK; MagicK With A ‘K’ is Not

About Pre-Cognition of Lottery Numbers

to Win Money or Pulling Rabbits Out of Hats;

According to those who Define This DIFFERENT

May Be SPeLLeD


For Much

Different Associated Meanings

Is That MagicK is Actually ‘The Study’

Of What Science Does Not Readily Measure;

Sure, Including Subconscious Human Potentials

Associated with the Placebo Effect And Even ‘Sex MagicK’ as
That Applies to What Science Does Currently Associate With
Lust As Naturally Generating Neurohormones and Neurochemicals

In Synergy that Lead to GreateR OVERall Male Creativity And Productivity

And Moreover For Women, Greater Cooperation Among Females to Cooperate

To Show They Are Nurturing Enough to Be Suitable Reproductive Mates; For A Species

Like Human Being Bearing Children, So Dependent For Years for Survival; Evolutionary Speaking,

Lust Is Life or Death Without A Desire to Procreate every day in some way as in a Small Village of

Humans Living By an All Hands Effort Without Much Technology, The Ability to Successfully Reproduce

Year to Year, Day to Day, As LonG As Possible

Is Most Definitely A Matter of

Life or Death for Long Term

Survival of the Tribe At Hand;

So Now We Face Population

Pressures to the Extreme Where

Our Success in Cooperation of Love

And Lust Has Produced Collective Intelligence

Through the Tools We Create; Yes, ‘Class’, Including

Words That Have Put Us Far Out of Balance With the Rest of Nature,
Where the Tools of Our Science Show We Will Help Erase 1 in 8 Out of

All Species of Plants and Other Animals We Depend on to Survive As Well
in the Coming Decades; Just Four Years Without Bees And We Come to Starve to Death

As Many Other

Creatures Will too…

It’s A Really Big Dying or Living Deal;

And So Naturally, According to the
Balance of Nature; The Laws of Basic survival;

We Still Are Hugely Lusty Creatures; And Beyond
Our Ability to ‘Rationalize’, We are Using ‘MagicK’ iNDeed
To Resolve The Issue of Life or Death in Balance Still; So

True, Abortion on Demand; True, Sexting and Pornography
And Distances too Far to Procreate Where Desire is Funneled

Into Avenues that Do Not Actually Procreate Further and Put the
Human Species And the Rest of Nature Even in More Danger From
The Population Pressures Humans Exert on the Rest of Nature Now…

The MagicK is the Big Picture That Small Views of Detail Thinking Do not
Readily See; And Even in Studies on Pre-Cognition, The Ability to ‘Guess’ What
Someone is Looking At Far Away Beyond Time, Distance, Space, or Matter as ‘Science’
In Measurable Way Will Readily ‘See’ is actually Correlated Higher When Pornographic

are used

For it Simply

Takes One out of the

Mechanical Cognition Small
Picture Thinking Way of Life
Expanding Human Potential More

Into the Creative, Cooperative Subconscious

MinD Of Our Fuller Reality;

For All the Parts of the Big Picture We Rarely See at
All for What All of our Human Potentials Holding Hands
Can And Will Do to Help Us Survive; Not only As a Species,

Yet A Whole

Circle of



NoW in Balance

As Galaxies Naturally Do
Around BLacK Hole Suns

Until Some Quantum Mechanics

Theories Suggest New Universes

Are Born Out of A Balance of Spin and
Torsion of Stars Dying And Falling to THeir
Seed Death in Resurrection of New Flowers…

(That Come to Be Creatures As Odd As Us)

It’s True, This iS iN A Purview

of Mind That is 60 Percent

More Art in SmART Now

Than Just The Sado

Masochistic, S And M,

ParT of HE for heART

That Continues to Destroy

The Rest of Nature Without Empathy

And Compassion For LoVE Ruling ‘The All’….

‘See’ What i just Did: MagicK; Most People Can’t See ‘the K’…

And to Be Clear

That’s Just

A Metaphor

As Well Beyond
Eyes and Ears Capable

Of Seeing A Newer Bigger Picture
That has Existed Longer Than we ‘Know’,
Beyond All Time, Distance, Space And Matter Now As Mind Still Now;

Thing is For Aleister Crowley, A Man Dominated by ‘The Dark Triad’
AS Such; His Definition of Love Was More Selfish as He Was Lacking the
Empathy And Compassion Part of Love; His Definition of Love More Restricted

To Lust and

Taking Drugs

As An Addiction

to Fill Up the Part

That Was Missing Within

That Colored His Whole Life Drab

For A Pursuit of MagicK to Ironically

Figure out what he was missing all along

That His Cold Mamma Who Called Him ‘The
Beast’ Out of An Old Antiquated Bible THAT
Didn’t Help Him Come Out of A Cave of ‘Sin’ as
That only Refers to What is Missing Within; Sadly

Again, He Gave Addicts ‘Permission’ to Shorten Their Lives too…

On the Other Hand, He Was A Leg up on Science That Shows Lust is
A Real Human MagicK, All Natural, Like the Rest of the MagicK in This Poem…

Again for
Those Who

Have Eyes and
Ears New And ReNeWeD

To ‘See’ What They’ve Never Seen Before

That Existed All Along; With Just No
Words to Describe A Reality Now as is
‘Blind’… This Isn’t a Purview of Getting

Rich From Winning the Lottery; This IS A

Purview of Becoming An Overflowing Fountain
Enough as Is, Complete, Whole, WHere All THere is

Left to Give is More in Share and Care Over Take and Hoard….

WHere Love

is Real

And Not

Just Lust to Survive…

True, Aleister’s Study of his
MagicK Was Very Limited And Narrow Indeed…

Lots of Symbols, Lots of SHells, Just Not Enough Essence to
Thrive Without Something to Add As ‘Substance’ (Love) to

What is Empty Within…

As A Participant

Observer Through

‘The Depths of the Human Story’

By HiSTory of Stories, Aleister Crowley

Is A Fascinating Case-Study to Actually

Study By the Literature he Wrote; Like

His ‘Book of the Law’ that Just Basically
ReflectS A Deepest Emptiest Soul

Of Who He Was


So hard

to Rise

Out of His

Pit of Life; His Inheritance
And Financial Independence

Bought Just Enough Sex And Drugs to Carry on…

Life Ain’t Fair, ‘Little ones’; Life Ain’t Fair;

Indeed, Per ‘the Circle of Life’,

Some Folks Feast

THeir WHole

Life Complete

With Love For All in All;

Others, Struggle For Scraps
From the Table of Plenty That

Old Black And White (Etc) Poor Women Enjoy on Front
Porches With Grandchildren on their Lap Smiling All the

Way to Heaven

Now Within…

HAha, and

So Many Children

With Smart Phone

Souls Feel Nothing of Heaven At all…

No, it’s Not Funny, Just Aha Funny; Sort
of Like the Case Study of Aleister Crowley Multiplied…

PerhapS A Different MagicK Will Come To Rise Farther than Fall…

-Captain Salt

Nope, Not ‘Sgt. Pepper’
Off that Old Beatles Album
Cover in the Very Back of the
Funeral Grounds With All the

Lonely Heart’s Crowd, Sad; Yes,

Yes, the Statue, The Bust in Front
RiSinG DanCinG Out of Ashes of ‘the Crowd

Source’ Left Behind…



Leading ‘the
WaY’ iN A Red Dress…

In The Front of the Entire ‘Crowd Source’…

A Key to All oF This IS A THouSanD Lakshmi’s DanCinG on

A Head oF A


Is Love
The GReaTesT

Human Force

Yes! in All the

Side Note: Per Old Antiquated
Religions The Term ‘Thousand’

Is Far


Only NuMBeR…

And No, None of this
Is Written to be any
Less Challenging

That What

Wrote As
Poetry too…

That Much He UnderStood
Correctly In All LeSSoNS; Challenge Makes
Growth iN All of Existence Dancing SinginG ETerNAlly Now…


He Never Truly

‘Resurrected’ Out

Of His ‘Cocoon’ into
A Realm of LoVE ReaL WiTHiN…

All Butterflies ESCaPinG ReaDiLY ‘See’ THiS NoW



sure he
even had a clue

to: And That’s
Not SuRPRiSinG

Now From: All the

Case-Studies i PeRuSE…

It’s Much Harder to ‘See’ DarK…

Possible, Yet DiFFiCuLT, iN Deed, To TransForm LiGHT…

When You Are Truly Loved You Eventually Thrive Yes
Exceptions Apply Alone The Path Of How Wind Blows

Wrapped Up Around A Pillow
In “The Fetal Position” First
Time Hehe i’ve Slept Alone

Without A Cat
Or Kat since 2008
Truly A Spoiled BRat..

i Surely Am in No Place
To Judge Your Challenges

Hope You Are Doing Okay

Katrina Went To

Louisiana to

Help A Friend
Bring A Boat Back
Hope It’s Not A Sign

Of Coming Flood With
SMiles Of It Is What It Is…🙏

In 2008 i Slept Alone in
A Hospital Close to Death

And Position
Ain’t So Bad…🌈

SMiLes Dear Savvy From the First Visit Here
From Over A Year Ago And Every Day Your

Soul Words Inspire my Soul Words

Without Fail It’s Nice to Be

On A Similar Wave

Length of the

Colors of Dance

And Song With Another

Human Rare Indeed my FRiEnD

And Much Appreciated Each And Every Soul Day…

There Is Never A Heavy Feeling Here Only Air Only Spirit Wind Free..:)

SMiLes Victoria So Nice to See Your Poetry
And Your Presence on WordPress again, Hehe
As Before i Wrote Poetry i Did Information
Technology Support Along with

Many Other

Hats Working

For the Government

The Link Below That Should
Be Private and Only For You

Should Take You Back to the
Classic Editing Page You are

Used to For the Button That

Says New Post Just

Click on the


Editor Option
And Voila You
Are Back Where
You Last Left-Off on Word Press…

It appears That WordPress is Attempting
to Make More Money By Making it Harder
to Write Longer Posts Yet Hehe There’s
Always A Work-Around Thank Goodness

As my Once 6,000 Word Poems Each
Week Are Now Averaging 60,000 Words
Bi-Weekly Just A Free Retirement Hobby
As my Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Is at 9.5 MiLLioN Words in 95 Months along with
15,188 Miles of Public Dance in that Span of Months too…

True Information Tech Support

Was Really Easy As My Autistic

Tendencies Do Travel A Very

Limited Systemizing

Mind of

Life too
Oh Lord So Nice
To Break Out of the Computer Box…

Anyway This Worked for the Last Person
i Helped So it Should Work for you too my FRiEnD…
Basically it should work for anyone on Word Press
Just Put the Site Name Where i’ve Inserted Yours here


“live2write2day” With SMiLes..:)

Every Day SouL FRiEnDS You Will
Always Count On Who Naturally Lift
You Up As It is Not In Their Spirit To Bring Folks Down…

When You Are Truly Loved You Eventually Thrive Yes
Exceptions Apply Alone The Path Of How Wind Blows

“The rule is, jam to-morrow and jam yesterday—but never jam to-day.”
“It MUST come sometimes to ‘jam to-day,’” Alice objected.
“No, it can’t,” said the Queen. “It’s jam every OTHER day: to-day isn’t any OTHER day, you know.”
“I don’t understand you,” said Alice. “It’s dreadfully confusing!”
“That’s the effect of living backwards,” the Queen said kindly: “it always makes one a little giddy at first—”
“Living backwards!” Alice repeated in great astonishment. “I never heard of such a thing!”
“—but there’s one great advantage in it, that one’s memory works both ways.”
“I’m sure MINE only works one way,” Alice remarked. “I can’t remember things before they happen.”
“It’s a poor sort of memory that only works backwards,” the Queen remarked.

–Lewis Carroll from Alice and Wonderland

Side Notes:
Featnotes too:

i Write Poetry
In ReVerse Now
i Run In ReVerse At age 21
And Dance in Reverse at 53

Been A Few Years

In The Future

Since i’ve

Been Writing Free

Verse PoetrY iN ReVerSE NoW
Truly It’s All Rather Giddy And Silly
And Lovely Joy ALWaYS NoW iN FLoW…

TRuE i Feel Pity For Folks Who Only Have
A Poor Sort of Memory That Only Works Backwards In the Future Now


The Distance of Love
Is Always
Some Rise
Sunset Sunrise
TWiLiGHT Forevernow Love…

Aloha Dear Hawaii FRiEND

Rocks of Life Solid As Love

Blue and Green



Life All in Abundance

Of Wellness in Health


SoULS Free Pets And Nature

Bring From



of Heavenly

Hawaii Paradise my

FRiEnD Again Not UnLike

Alice And Wonderland i Write

My Free Verse Poetry in Reverse

Again Today You Are Again Last As

First on Top of the Beauty of This Paradise

You So Reliably Bring At Ease Green As Blue

Solid As Love’s

Rock For All

This EarTH

This Paradise

This HeAVeNoW

Above So Below All Around You Always
Remind me NoW WHeRE i Staycation
For Real No Matter How DarK ATTempts

To Creep Within my Paradise Colors Now With
YeS EVeRlasting ChessHire Cat SMiLES on Course..:)

Now What
We Always
Do Yesterday

And Tomorrow

Flavored With

Love Now

Yes Best


Year Round Now

Dear Savvy FRiEnD..:)

SMiles Dear


A Pleasure
Inspired By


Original Poetry😊🙏

Walk A Mile With mY SMiLE NoW

True THere’s ALWaYS Another

Mile To Dance

And Sing



Even Masked
One Human Made




Still Now

Within Still
Moving Generating
Dancing Singing Free
Loving This Breath Now

i Must (i DO) Wonder if We All
Must Wear Masks As A Necessity
To Protect Life For The Rest of this


If Just



WHere i Exist

Will Develop What

It Takes to Replace

Eyes Behind SHades

And Smiles Behind MAsks

A Return to



When What Lives

Within Breathes Free
For All to See and Be…
Spiraling Free as the

Rest of Our

UNiVeRSE Dances

Sings Loving Free Enough to
Still Exist Survive AND THRiVE ALiVE..:)

i Just Have
A Few Words
That Really Count

“Love One Another”

In The Panhandle

Of Florida

These Days

Some Days

That Requires

A Mask Only

Heavy Enough

A Sacrifice

To Protect

Those Ignorant

Of Science to

Survive Yes Love

Is Patient Love Is

Kind Love Never

Gives Up And Carries

A Mask And Cross



To Climb

Love’s Mountain

Perhaps If It
Was Phrased

This Way in
Churches Truly


The Gift
Of Good

News of
Giving Thru
Sacrifice The


Would Be

Defeated And

Humanity Greater
Might Return To

Love i Suppose

It’s All in


Of How Heavy

A Cross Love

Is Willing to Carry

To Continue to Breathe…🙏

My Neighbor Around
My Block Shot Herself
In The Head After


Long Haul
Syndrome After
A Year Of Suffering

My Good FRiEnD From
India Named Astha A Poet

Authoring Her
8th Poetry Book

Finally Finding

Love Who

Had No

To Get Vaccinated
For The 1000 Times
Heavier Virus Load

Of The Delta Virus
Heathy in Her 20’s
Lecturing Classes
As A Professor

Engineer In
India Working

On Her PHD Sadly

Her Life Was Erased
In A Week With Her
Mother Too And


Family FRiEnD
Catching The Variant
In A Crowded Unmasked
Church Elderly In Poor
Health Fully Vaccinated

Close to 80




Saved From
Hospital Care
And Potential Death

i Only Hope You Stay
Safe Life Is Neither

Fair or
Easy of


Love Breathes
When Real


Saves Lives
Masked And

Vaccinated Science
The Savior In This

Case Yet

Love One
Another to
Help Sadly A Longer
Term Failure Of

Lack Of Love
One Another


And Death
Too Weak
To Lift

A Cross
To Save Yes
A Mask to Save A Life…

Truly Freeing Yourself

In Love Within

Is Truly

Freeing Others

For Their Love to Find
SMiLes Congrats Hemalatha

On Your Upcoming Performance

Keep Writing Within Expressing Without Planning




Than Breathing Love Free..:)

Oh What Synchronicity BRings
Hehe Dear USA Writes i Just

Wrote In Another Place Online

Quoting The ‘White Queen’

And ‘Alice in Wonderland’

About the Perception

Of Time is There

Tomorrow Or Yesterday

Never Those Days To-day

to Have ‘J’am’ Yes Love Only Now

Humans Give Share Care Freely Now

i For One Believe Beyond, Space, Time,


And Matter

Your Opening

to Love For Life

Will Grow Even 6 Times

Greater than Now FOR REAL

Hehe Now All You

Have to Do

Is See

As Old Young

As me.. i’ll Check
Back When You are
61 my FRiEnD About 40
Years From NoW i’ll onLY

Be 101 Still Dancing NoW in
‘Boogie Wonderland’ For Real…

Why oh Why oh Why Same Reason
i Leg Press 3 Times More Than i Did at
Age 21 At Age 61 Still up to 1520 Pounds And

My Wife Never Really Ages Much In LoVE

i Still

i Still Believe

i Dance Sing i Believe…

SMiLes Dear THeRe is

Real MaGiC iN Life Always

Fueled By Love Within No Distance
Space, Matter, or Time Just Love Now

Inhaling Peace

Exhaling Love

Now And You

Know What Most

Folks i have told this

to Have Only Scoffed at me…

Even the Teacher the Masters Level Professor in
Sociology of Aging in The Class in UNiVersity
Then When My Only Expectation Was to

Retain my

Strength at
60 And Beyond

Hehe All that i Was
Missing then is Enough
Love Within Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love to Become Three

Times Stronger

And Beyond

iNFiNiTY of Loving

Love Beyond Words

Just This Breath Free my FRiEnD…
FRiEnDS With Gravity Nothing At All Holding LoVE DowN…

Hehe, Oh Lord USA Writes, First Love So Long
So Long Ago for me Let me Count All the Years
Yes Ever Since 1978 My God That’s 42 Years

Around Twice Your age Now Away

From First Love Then

Hehe Almost As Long

As the Meaning Of Life

As of 43 Years Coming

Up in September of 2021
Year Yes i still Remember
The Anniversary of that Date

Of First Love Asking me then to
Dance At Her High School Dance

Yes i Was 18 And She Was only 15

Such A Beautiful Cuban American Wonder

Such A Difference in Emotional Maturity

She Had So Much More Than me And Yes

Experience In Loving Per Say And Do True…

My My It’s Been 42 Years Since First Love Went
Away Around This Day Back in 1979 On The Dance
Floor And Almost Like ‘Earth, Wind, And Fire’ Were Playing
The Song “After The Love Is Gone” For Our Very Last Dance

When Out of Nowhere

She Just Said

i Am Leaving

i Am Going

Away Like A Corpse

of Love i had no Idea That
Was Coming Then For Real…
Totally Crushed Indeed No More Crush

And True it Wasn’t Until i Earned the Truth

That The Distance of Love Is Always Within

Until i Came to Truly Love Again…

That Took From Age 19 to 53

Where Even A Flower

or my Wife


Next to me in
Bed Held No Beauty Of

Love At All Finding the Lesson

of Hell For 66 Months Then The

Distance =of Love Is Always Within my FRiEnD

And Honestly It’s No Different Than God Whatever

Name Ya Wanna Use for Loving The All in All For Real..

It’s Thorns It’s Flowers Green And Wilting Brown It’s Rose RiSinG




Only To

Live Within to
Give, Share, Care,

Freely for All For Real…

Hehe, You Once Said How

Lucky my Wife Was And How

i Seemed too Good To Be True…

SMiLes mY FRiEnD the





From Inhaling
Peace And Breathing Love For All..:)

My God Florida You Are Named After FLoWeRS HoW

Instead of Dead THorns FaLLinG

Florida i Realize You Can’t Help You Are Shaped Like
A Gun Yet Please Do Not Shoot Yourself With 5th Avenue Ignorance

The Distance of Love

Is Always Within

Such A Hard


Of Cold
Dead Living
Bones i Earned

Then Laying Next to
A Most A Most Beautiful
Loving FLoWeR on the Planet

Earth my Wife Of Course With SMiLes…

The Distance of Love Is Always Within Now

How A Beautiful FLoWeR Laying Next to Us

Or A Flower

of Spring

We Will

Not Feel As

Beauty TeacheS iNdeed…

True Some Folks Will Make

An All Loving Servant Leader

Into A Selfish Trump King

True The Distance

Of Love is Always

Within For We

See How

This Lesson

Is Earned And

Learned All Around Us
Now Unmasked to See And

Hopefully For ‘Them’ To Still Breathe…

For True ‘They’ are Us too Only Disguised

By The Distance of Love Is Always Within

SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchard FLoWeR Your

Poetry is DarK Real And BLacK Rose Rare

For It is From the Darkness That We Find

The RiSinG Rose Red Blood And

Thorns Whole LeSSoN

Earned The Distance

of Love Is Always

Within Oh



Lovers Bleed too… Rose

Lost From THorn’s FLoWeR

Yet To Be RiSeN RoSE Distance From Love Whole..:)

Very Welcome
Jade Your


Soul Deep Within

It’s Rather


i Get
To See

How Blessed😊

Oh Lord, Like Every Other Story, Myth, Sacred And Holy Text of Antiquity,

It is Vehicle And Vessel, Yes Metaphor That Holds Greater Essence, For Deeper

Truths of Our Existence As Human Beings; Yes, in Other Words, Avenues That Story, Myth,
Sacred And Holy Text Make And Create for A Larger, Deeper View of Being Human in Fuller

Meaning And Purpose…

As Far As These ‘Stories’

‘Move’ US ALL in Life, Depend

On How Deep We May Create
Meaning And Purpose For Ourselves

To Create A Greater Existence For Ourselves
And Others Around Us We May Come to Love
All Naturally Greater in An All Forgiving Merciful Ways

Where We Come to Save Ourselves As Us As You And Them
too A Bigger View of Life That No Longer Divides and Separates
That Instead Unifies And Joins Forces of Love Together to Survive And Thrive Greater…

“Christ The Redeemer” That Huge Statue on Corcovado Mountain, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil,
With His Arms Outreached Is Simply A Metaphor of Love Outreached For ALL It’s True Take

A Pen Now Around the Tips of Out-Reached Fingers to Around Top of the Head and Bottom
of Feet and You Get An Orbit, An Oval of Love, the Force That Gives, Shares, Cares, Freely

To All Others



All Merciful
Forgiving with
No Exception, Compassion For How

Each Human Being is Resurrecting Now

Out of DarK iNto A Real Hero Archetype

of Evolving LiGHT Love For All This Way

As Metaphor of UniVersal Christ Or Buddha

Consciousness of Compassion in Lao Tzu Flow

of Eternal Bliss With No Separation From Our UniVerse

Within As Is Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love For All Our Salvation

Our Redeemer Love All Free Within to Give, Share, Care For One Another All

of Nature

Well For Real

Healing Existing

This is Common
And Cross Cultural
Through All Ages Sadly

Some Folks only take the
Stories Literal And Make them
Tribal And Separate And Selfish Away

From Others And Totally Miss the Core

Message of Love One Another Universally

Where One Another Is All of Existence Now in Complete Love…

‘Fowler’, in his ‘Evolution of Faith’ Shows the Progression of Humans
Who Take Myths Literally And Finally Excel to the Top of A Pyramid

Of An All


Eye of

LoVE For All…

True Wisdom is In Unity
And Love For aLL A Way

to Eternal Bliss aS UNiversal
Love Comes To Breathe

From Inhale

of Peace

to Exhale of UniVersal Love For All…

As ‘They Say’ They Will Know We Are

‘Christians’ By Our Love Any Lesser oF A STory

of Love For All is Verily Not Good News Now….

And to Be Clear “Universal Christ” Is No Different

Than the Redemption

The Savior

Of “Universal Love”

Within to Give, Share,
Care With Empathy and
Compassion in Unity For All…

Anything Less is Truly ‘Anti-Christ/Anti-Love’

And to Be Clear in ‘That Bible Book’ Written

By Many it’s Reasonable to Take Some Parts

of it as Written And Believe in a God Like Trump

That if He Could Would Torture Folks Forever As

Both a Psychopath and A Narcissist Just Like they

Do at the End of the Evil Story too, Where the Villain Turns into
Non-Merciful, Non-Forgiving, All Torturing Enemies, ‘Anti-Christ/Anti-Love’ Forever…

Y88K That Really S88KS

In Case Ya


The ‘Anti-Christ/Anti-Love’ is

Revealed in Revelation of Course…

Sweet Delicious Dark Irony Truth in DarK is LiGHT too…

And Surely There Are Many Now Who Still ‘Reflect’ That DarK
Revelation As Despicable Leaders and Minions Same That Revelation

Of Villain and Followers in So Many Mythologies And Stories too


And Vessels

in DarK Truths too…

Choose the Good News

or Bad News aS A Way

Of Love


Love Salvation for

All Or a Lesser God iN Deed…

Surely Not One RiSinG Out of DarK
Resurrecting into LiGHT oF LoVE FOR ALL






An Orbit of Love Continues

FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance Away Now From Fear, Hate,
And Ignorance In Flow, Truly An Apocalypse (Revelation) of Love
to See and Hear for Those With Eyes and Ears Evolving For Love
At the Top

of An

All Seeing

Eye Pyramid

In Wisdom Love…

Yet Never Forgetting

Now Base oF All Fears,
Hates, And Discordance
oF FaLL That Hold Love Up Not Much

Different Than A BLacK Hole Sun at the Center of a Galaxy…

No Light Without Dark, No Day Without Night, No Light

Without Ignorance

Still Now…



Some Rise

Sunset Sunrise

TWiLiGHT Forevernow Love…

Some Good News Summer
Flowers to Brighten Smiles
On All Human

Faces Meanwhile

In The State of Florida
Showing The Most
Ignorance in A Deadly
Phase of A Pandemic
Variant We Begin Another
Day Fully Vaccinated Wearing
Masks From A Christian


For Real To Turn
The Other Cheek
Love The Foe Despite
Their Ignorance Covering
Our Bright Highly Educated
Happy SMiles With A Mask

Is No Problem

For me At

Least As The
“Mail Man” i Am
At Least Dances
Sings In Bliss No
Matter What Weather
Or Ignorance Comes my

Way Sad to
See the Evolution
Of The Virus Though
And The Devolution
Of Humankind As

The Unvaccinated
Majority Here Will
Cull Their Population
Sadly With No Mask

Or Social Distancing

In Church
And State
Of Politics
Of Ignorance

Sorry Again
For Your Difficulties
Yet i’m Glad The Politics
Of Your Area Still Evolves

Toward Loving
And Taking
Care Of

Each Other

In Canada


All Those who
Love One Another

Here Will Do is Stay
Vaccinated And Masked

As The Minority of Love Here…

NiceWhile My FLoWeRS



No Matter What…
As A Practice of
Loving Life Through
All “Mail Man” Weathers…😊🌈🙏

B I N G O!
Thanks For Helping to Bring This to my Attention,
Katie Mia Frederick in English Gematria equals: 888:

Again, Considering my Numerology
Report For the Four Challenges of
Life Based on my Actual Birth

Name And Birthdate Is 0,1,1,1,
For Free Will At Birth For the Fool
Zero Tarot Number 0, And Three
Consecutive 1’s, Just For Affirming
Free Will Doing All or Doing Nothing ACross A Life Span,

Not At All Surprising Now That The Pen Name i Selected

Reborn As Such At Age 53 Equals 888 In English Gematria…

Yes, Indeed MagicK At Work Beyond Rhyme And Reason, Just Meaning And Purpose

As The Essence of

Existence is

Just That

As Our Whole

Human Mind Perceives in Flow
of Autotelic Bliss All Connections Naturally Now;

Depending on Vehicle And Vessel of Being Human
Evolving In Just One Lifetime Now By Nature And Nurture too..:)

My my Dear Rue You Sound Like A 17 Year-Old Girl

In this Fictional Poem Reminds me of “I’m in You” At 17 Years-Old
too in 1977… Peter Frampton Celebrating Emotions Kind of Rare Where

i am From Then to Hear that From A Dude And True Greatest Live

Album Till An Album By Garth Brooks Surpassed it in 1998.. i had
no Idea Garth Brooks is the Second Highest Selling Album Artist
Behind the Beatles Until Just Now Anyway Back to Emotions

How All i Longed For Then is Love From A Girl

In A Sea of Straight A’s

A Love Deep Inside

of me Never to

Go Away

i guess as ‘they’ Dance
And Sing ‘Soul Mate’

Yet True What i See
Now is Love is Enough to
Breathe Beside Us And The

Soul Mate is the Breath of Love
Most That Gives Shares Cares Freely
To All A Soul Sees as FRiEnD of Love

Indeed Breathing the Peace of the Universe
And Exhaling That Peace As Stars of LoVE iN LiGHT For All…

It’s Kinda

Nice as

No Matter
What One is Never

WHAT Love is Always All Forgiving
And Merciful For All Love Meets and Greets in Life…

My Gosh Truly A Myth Read in Stories That Becomes Reality of Breath…
As Love Typically Evolves This Way From Stories to Reality of HuMaN Soul


It Can
And Will

And Just Does
All Naturally As
Dead Seeds Become
Colorful FLoWeRS to Be i AM..:)

Of Course Sadness Is an Emotion; And

If It’s Not Grief And Temporary Emptiness;

Lost From Emotional Regulation And Sensory

Integration, Part and Parcel of the Whole Human Feeling

Package Is Broken Indeed, By Big Daddy’s Who Tell Their

Sons, “Big Boys Don’t Cry or Even Smile For Joy” For No Reason

At All yet to Enjoy The Gift of Beauty This Life Will Otherwise

Be Without

Illusory Fears…

As Fear Destroys True
Strength And Will By
Foundation of Grace
Of Balance And Love
That Inhales Peace
And Exhales Love to
Give Share Care Freely
With All Love Meets and

Greets in Life Now;

Funny How This Works;

Again, Aha, HAha Funny; Not

Really Humorous As Science Shows Emotions

Precede Most of Our So-Called Rational Decisions

In Life And Well Regulated Emotions and Integrated Senses

Bring Stellar Cognitive Executive Functioning in Laser Focus

Plus Greater Short Term Working And Long Term Working Memory too…

In Other words, it’s

Hard to ‘Get it
All Together’

In Life, if One Leaves

Emotions and Overall

Feelings of Existence Out in the

Cold, Where Use it or Lose it, Comes into

Play to Sadly Lose in Life As The Stereotype

Goes, A “Tear In A Beer”, “Looking For Love in All the Wrong Places”…

And Of course, This Applies to Women With ‘Daddy Issues’ too; Sadly,

As Little Girls Are used As ‘Play Toys’ to Abuse More Common Than Most

Folks Believe is Real; Like What Happens Under the Pews With Priests in Catholic
Churches, Where those in Authority and those Who Should Be Trusted Most Are

Damaged in A Vicious Circle of Emotional Intelligence Gone All Out of Balance In Life…

The Struggle is Real; i’ve Lived in Trump Town USA
Before He Even Became Famous And Is Worshipped
in the Florida Panhandle of ‘Florida Men’, Gaetz
And DeSataNiS too; Champions of Harming,
Raping, Maiming, And Killing Others

Through Pandemic

Ignorance As

i SpeaK Now

A State Where
Burning Masks
And Celebrating
Suffering of the Greater
Than Ignorant Is A Way of Life…

Yeah, Big Daddy, Leaving at Age 3, to
Marry a Woman Who Didn’t Wanna Stay Home
to Raise Her Children in A Garden of Love; Going
To the City Park In Puberty, Middle School Age Life,

Being Told That in this Town

Boys Don’t Get to Smile

And Not Unlike

The Hero, ‘The Capital
Hill Policeman’ Battered

With Words Like the F Word
And Not Fred For Standing Up
For Loving Smiles; Yet, Only Verbally
As i Was Approaching 6 Feet Tall Soon
Enough in 8th Grade, Something About Looking
Up that Avoids Actual Physical Abuse, at Least at
All of the 120 Pounds i Was then, Mistaken for A
Girl by the McDonald’s Cashier and Taunted As A Girl
Before i Sprouted Up and my So-called Beautiful Eyes
And Eye Lashes Like A Girl Didn’t Make me A Girl So Much Anymore…

Never The Less, i Caught
All of my Mother’s OverFlowing

Love And Was Taunted For Being too
Soft and Kind And Nice to Folks All the
Way Through Being An Athletic Director
Of A Military Installation by the End of
My Federal Employee Working Career

Oh Yeah, And There Was that Day

At Age 37, My Only Son Ryan,

Going to Open Heart Surgery,

Only Living A Life of Pain 51 Days;

Father’s Day In June of 1997;

A Surgeon With Huge Hands

Saying, “Kiss Your Baby Goodbye”…

My Father Rarely Said Anything to
me for 37 Years in our Annual Visits
to See Him; Yet that Day He Finally Gave

me the Advice, He thought i Needed Most,

Raise Him Like A Boy, as if my Mother Raised
me as a Girl; As if i never Had A Father to Give
me advice To Tell me What the Hell That Even Means…

True, My Father Was
Half a Man; True i did
not Have the Benefits
of Rough And Tumble
Play in Youth; True, Every

Annual Visit i Wondered How
in the World Someone Could
Be As Fearless As My Father in
A Law Enforcement Career for 46 Years…

So Prejudiced Though, Against Black Folks
And Gay Folks too; Nothing Could Make
Him Happy Yet Getting Rich; And He Never
Did And Got Married 4 Times, Twice to the Same Woman…

Those of Us Who Have Experienced Toxic Patriarchy
Understand it’s Real and it Comes From Ignorance;

Those of Us Who Rise Above

it Understand that A Balance

of Masculinity and Femininity

In Terms of Common Masculine

Qualities Like Logic, Reason, Action,
Firmness, Survival, Loyalty, Adventurousness,
Rationality Overall, And Strength, Are Indeed
Valuable Attributes For Both Males and or Females too

With Common Feminine Traits easy to Find with a Common
Google Search too Like Intuition, Nurturing, Healing, Gentleness,
Expressiveness, Wisdom, Patience, Emotions, And Flexibility Are Just

As Important too in a Balance of Life; So Which Way Do i Lean; In the

Middle of Course; i am a Human Being; i Enjoy Being A Man Very Much;

Yet i Surely Am not Afraid to Experience All of the Qualities Equally as



And Feminine too;

True These Qualities also

Closely reflect the Left Brain
Rational Analytical, Yang Mind by
Metaphor Versus the Right Brain
Brain Social Empathic, Artistic
Spiritual Yin Mind; Again,

Balance Is Part of the

Reason i Come to This Very Left Brain
Systemizing Place on the Internet And

Go to India Where The Creme of the Crop

Of Young College Age Women Express Height

Of Divine Feminine Qualities Globe-Wide from What i have
Seen So far; Likely As They Are not Exposed to Abrahamic
Religions that Are Indeed Patriarchal and Toxic In Nature As Well, Overall…

Toxic is What

Harms Out of


And of course

Indian Culture Has
Castes that are also
Toxic By Class and Poison too…

Humanity iS A Work in Progress at Balance Best…

As Individuals, We Surely Will Conquer the Valley and

Mountain Within At Same Height of Balance, if Successful in This Life now…

And Indeed, In One Lifetime, Depending on the Environment At Hand; And How We Use
These Virtues As A Practice of A Great Work of Life; We Can And Will Move Back Out of Balance too..

i’ve surely

Gone in


in this Life Now…

Folks Who LiVE iN SCaRCiTY

Are More Likely Now to Lean
Authoritarian And Conservative
In Tradition That is Rigid this way…

As it’s True, Evolutionary Speaking,

As Nature Comes to Play With Nurture too;

A Warrior who Overcomes the Aversion
Of Killing Members of Their Own Species
iS A Valuable Commodity of Survival too…

In Depths of SCaRCiTY for Subsistence

When Competition Becomes

A Greatest Rule of Life;

The Cold

of Souls

That Are Stripped

of Trees of Caring,

A Forest Lost of Love For All…

Generally Speaking, There is Both

Toxic Competition And Toxic Cooperation too…

Yes, Gotta Have Disagreement for Change and
Gotta Have Cooperation For Love to BREaTHE Free

And Thrive ToGeTHeR…




Life is As Is…

Obviously, All So-Called
Right Wing Men And Or Women
Are Not Sad; Some Are Thriving
Within the Tradition they Live;

Ironically, my Home Life

is About As Traditional

As the Home Life of A Couple

With No Children in the 50’s; i Provide

Most of the Income For Survival and Protect

my Wife Wherever We Go, ‘Driving Mrs Daisy’

As With a Form of Epilepsy, She Can’t Do that; Yet

She Does the Rest For Me Nurturing and Taking Care

of me; Not Much Different Really than my Mother Did;

That’s All My Mother Wanted to Do; And That’s All My Wife

Cares to Do to Feel Happy, Complete, Whole, And Enough…

She is Super Feminine With A Healthy Balance of All these Qualities

too; Yet She Climbed 40 Foot Trees At 8 Years-Old to Pick Fruit looking
Over the Children’s Homes Who Had Food and Drink That She Did Not Have…


She Got

All The Rough

And Tumble Play, i Never Had;

Yes, She had what it takes to

Stand by ‘Her Man’ in Hell for 66 Months…

Never Dismiss the Gifts We all Earn in Life From Young Thru Old…

i’ve Had Women Tell Me they Wished They could Marry Someone
Just like me only For the Fearless Dance i Do; Without Even A Word…

And True With
Words i’ve

Had Women

Tell me i am

Too Good to Be True;

Nah, Every Tear, Sweat and
Blood Makes me Who i am…

If i Have any Advice For Folks Raising

A Son; Don’t Raise Him As A ‘Cowboy’;

Raise Him As A Poet And A Free Verse Dancer So

Fearless; He Might Not Get Rich Externally; Yet alone,

Without a Feminine
Touch to


A Soul,

Highly Unlikely…

Common Human Archetypes

Are Servant King, Fearless Protecting Warrior,

Lover of All, And Magician For Whatever Craft Becomes

A Great Work of Life…


A Balance

Of All At Best..:)

Trust me or Not, No Worries of Mine;

True, After Responding Now Poetically

to Thousands of Poem And Poets

Around the World Reading Same

True One Interpretation

Of Poetry



One Interpretation

of Poetry AS Heroes Have

Been RiSinG From the Living

Dead As LonG As Humans Continue to
BREaTHE Similar Archetypes of Existence Now…

Bringing Light to the Rest of the Village Grown
DarK in Traditions of Human Ignorance

That Naturally Exclude

Any New Meanings

And Purposes

Of Life to Give Share

Free Caring For Greater

Human Potentials FOR REAL

Still To BREaTHE NOW God Yep

Reality is a bit

More Plausible

to Swallow and

Spit Out Than

Myths of the Truly Dead…

Yet True A “Sugar Pill Fictional
Dead Hero” Also BRings Some
Placebo Relief Healing In Belief Now For
Whatever Color Ya Paint And Flavor them Next…

Yet True Any Form

Of Poem Will Do

Or Other Art


Much Deeper

Essence Within

To Feel and Sense

Even Deeper Greater Change
To Come Even More Now For Real…

Meh, Limit Yourself to the Same Old Stories As You Wish…

The Distance of Love
Is Always
Some Rise
Sunset Sunrise
TWiLiGHT Forevernow Love…


SMiles Dear Lillian
Stairway to

Starts At
The Very
Bottom of

The Top Never
Ending Now Hard

To Understand

Until Our Rose

Dies As


From THornS AGAiN..:)

i Am Only Being Who ‘You’ Say i Am
i Need No Forgiveness To Love

Without Restraint Now…

A Toast to Green And Blue

Cheers To Ground And Sky

A Drink Of Water So Pleasing

Rain From



This Breath

to Love Now

SMiLes Dear

Savvy A Wonderful
Life This World Is Now…
All DarK Thru LiGHT Colors More..:)

Freedom IS A GREaTesT Gift…!
Yet IT iS NOT A Christmas Gift…!

Freedom Will Not Be Stored… Now…!
Re-Gifted… Freedom Will Not be Shared…!
Something Same… ONLY Done BeFORE..!

Freedom IS Doing Something NEW..!
TRuE FREEdom! IS Standing UP!
AGAINst! Common Heard! of Herd…

Doing something NEW..! NoW..!

Changing A World A FLOWER!

Instead of Withering Seeds
Only Tendered for Fire
When Withering Seeds
Living Dead Become FIRE!
LiVinG Trees GRoWinG!
Leaves BRIGHT! Blue!

Textromancy is my Love too… It Seems… HeHe

All human words are lies as only idols and metaphors
for essence of truth and light.. Therefore we know nothing
Yet we must guess to live love and learn an approximation
of truth and light as we move on as life now… Yeah.. I feel
That has ‘nothing’ to do with what you are talking about.. Yet
‘everything’ tales me to say that.. Smiles and happy now FRiEnD…

Side Note: Colonel Sander’s Didn’t Start His Kentucky FRiED
Chicken Endeavor Until Age 65… Hellboy in the Comic Didn’t Mature until 53…

Guess that Gives

Me 4 Years to

Get Started

to Clearly Knock

That Billionaire Thingie Out of the Park

Like Colonel Sander’s by Age 88 Hehe..

Probably Start Dancing Again After That Will See… Never Stopping

Now At Least Anyway Finishing 12 Subchapter Titles Including “SonG oF mY
SoUL” All Greater Now Than An Old King James Sized Bible Try in Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem Ever Now By 8.18.2021 in 96 Months… Yes 8 Years

Plenty of

Days to

Fry Stuff Up Later HAha…

Best Wishes MeSSaGES Positive LiGHT
Travels Globe Peace Prayer WHoLE NoW

A very thought provoking Blog you are writing
here and so refreshing that a secondary like on
one of my responses on another Blog Site didn’t
link back to just another picture of a Beautiful
Woman With A
Thousand likes for
A Pair of Nice
Legs Butt such
Is Art
Of Core
Value in
The Human
Soup.. anyway
This is one Blog
Actually worth
Reading.. Thanks
For Sharing
For true
There are
Jewels of
Both have
Their place
In Muse and
Intellect that
And who
Skin Deep
With Spirit Free..🙂

Thanks ZZ Top For
All You Did And Still Do…

Stained Glass Kingdom oF Heaven…

We’ve Had The Same Patio Door Knob
And Latch Now For Nearly 28 Years

Come This October since 1993

Oh Lord It Broke

Got Stuck in

The Hole And We Spent

Hours Prying it Out; More
Specifically, The Handy Woman
Next Door and my Wife Did While

i Continued to Write, Hehe; Anyway,

This Is What May Happen to Folks Who Fit

Into Tradition of Culture, Religion, or Work
Too Well In Golden Handcuffs Of Federal Employment

Too Waiting For the Golden Watch Bundle of ReTiReMeNT

Benefits at the End of Wherever The Circus Ride You Come
To Find Out You Have No Way Out Takes ya Next No Longer





Outcast and Free

For the Ones the Unwanted
Toys NoBody Else Wants Part
Of Their Group Think of Religion,
School, Work, Yes Overall Culture Now

In Short And Shorts, i’m Glad i’m Not A Broken Door
Knob Like i Was Before; Machine Parts Much Easier to Repair…

And I AM

Now God Yes

i’m Totally Free…

It’s Hard to Be Free

As A Door Knob Forever
Part of A Door SeaLeD iN A Living Cocoon…

A Toast to Green And Blue

Cheers To Ground And Sky

A Drink Of Water So Pleasing

Rain From



This Breath

to Love Now

SMiLes Dear

Savvy A Wonderful
Life This World Is Now…
All DarK Thru LiGHT Colors More..:)

Prisoners of Books, Tests, Classes, Schools, Countries

Now Truly So Many Folks Praying to Leave Where They

Are In Life in Terms of Work, Car Loans, Big Mortgages

Too and So Much Credit

Card Debt With





EVeR Increasing
DiSEaSED and The

Bizarrely Rich Seek

To Take Extreme


Dollar Fair



Space Just to

See How ‘The Other’ Side
Lives It’s Cold And Without

Air It’s Dark And Only Reflects

This Blue And Green Heaven Now

SMiLes Dear Annabel i Pray You Find

This Paradise Lost too Keep Your Chin Up

ALWaYS SMiLe And Naturally Rise and Fly


Is Still

Better Than

Empty Space

With No Smiles

Even If Behind a Mask

This Lamp This Living Tree

We LiGHT uP CoLoRinG

CHRiSTMaS Tree within

New Year Round Never

Taking Us Down Now For Real..:)

Hehe, my FRiEnD, iNdeed, i Sadly or Happily Have

Good or Bad News For You; Before i Started my Own

Naturally Intuiting Style of Public Dance, So Introverted

Before, So Naturally Uncomfortable in my Own Skin, Indeed,

Very Introverted to the Point i could Hardly Leave my Bedroom Shut-in…

My Therapist Had A Lifelong

Goal of Therapy

For me to

Enter A Whataburger

For 15 Minutes Then, Now True,

i Started A Free Verse Poetry Practice
First as Gift That comes As Naturally
Then as it Does Now, in the Summer of 2013…

A Pubic Dance Came Next in Public on August 26th,

Of 2013, as i can’t Say That the Dance Alone is What

Caused Me to Become a Blooming Dam Social Flower

Now Rating 100 Percent in Extroversion/Open Minded, Close to
Zero Percent before in ‘Real Flesh And Blood Life’ Then; Yet True,

A Keyboard And Fingers Makes a Song A Dance too; Just have

8 Feet More to Dance with hehe; It’s true Like Playing the Piano

Dancing With Foot Fingers too; Yet in this Case, the Piano Keys Sing

As Letters too; All oF it Extending the Capabilities of Extroversion

Of Vocal Chords Alone;

As True the Flesh

Of Organic Emotions

Transforming Transfiguring

Into Symbols Printing From 10 Fingers Dancing

As Feat of Feet on All 10 Fingers Now Again in Song…

i Can And Will Still Switch Hit Back to Extreme Introversion

in Terms of Being Inside This Keyboard And Screen; Yet it’s Also
True, Very Rarely, Do i Ever Not Write to A Live Audience Online;

Whereas, When i Did Dance

A ‘Real Piano’; i Often Did

It Electronically With

Headphones Alone;

i’ve Become A Very Connecting
Dude Indeed; And Yes, i Do Have
An Actual Literal Prescription From A
Psychiatrist For Dance as Moving Meditation
to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses Losing

So Much Fear and Naturally Becoming Better At All Non-Verbal

Communication as that is Precisely what Dance is the First Human

And Other Animal Still All Natural Extraverted Communication With Others…

It Works…


Don’t Give

Out Prescriptions

As Jokes; and If Anyone

Ever Gives Me a Problem

In Management of Stores;

It’s My Wheel Chair Baby

That For me at Least Makes

My Form of Autism Only Great

For the Perseverance in Laser Focus

And Special Interests i Still Thrive At Now Dancing
And Singing Free Verse in ‘Hyperthymic’ Way Every way i Go…

True i am Diagnosed

With A ‘Happy Disease’,

These Days at Least WHeRE

For me Heaven iS A Disorder…

And Capitalism For Stuff to Buy is God…

As the Doctor Doesn’t Mind Relating It’s Good

to be me; Yet Not So Good for Folks Who Aren’t
Quite Ready for Freddy Heaven, In Other Words,

i’m No ‘Good’ For This World; Yet i’m Pretty Sure
The ‘Good Doctor’ Wouldn’t Mind Changing places Behind His Desk…

At Least for
A Quick
Ride Now

Where iFly..

Yes, It’s Possible to

Change From a Introverted Caterpillar
to A Social Butterfly; You May Ask Anyone

Who Knew the ‘Before Fred’, It Really Happened…

Oh yeah, And Documented More Than Fully on this Site…

Being Introverted Is Okay; Almost Every Woman i know is,

It Does Appear though that Overall, Being An Extraverted
Dude Is Better for the Overall ‘Woman Scene’; Something About the ‘Fearless’ For sure…

Yeah, i Have Videos of me Public Dancing At First Where i Look Like i am doing it foolishly
On Purpose to Be Funny; Truth is, i Was a Horrible, Uncoordinated Dancer in all i Moved in
Life Before, Assessed aS A Dizzy Fly Lost in Space; How, i Ever Became Noted As A Famous Metro Area
Free Style Folk Legend Living Dancer is As Miraculous As Staying in Whataburger, At First,
For 15 Minutes…

Ever Since then

My Doctor’s Have

Been Taking


Notes on
my Continuing
Butterfly Path; Hehe…

There’s Nothing Really

‘Voodoo’ About it Just

Adjusting in Epigenetic Way

With Environmental Struggle;

What Helped Most is After Enduring

All that Worse than Crucifixion Torture Pain and Numb..

i Just Didn’t Care Any More About Conforming or what

Anyone Else Thought of me; That Fearless is Key to All i Do Still…

It’s Not Really Different Than Going Out into the Forest Sitting Under
A Tree, Or A Desert, Or A Beach for 40 Days or so; Or Shut-in in A
Bedroom With the Worst Pain and Numb for 66 Months; Ya Shed All
Leaves And Grow A New Living Tree; Phoenix Rising out of Ashes;


All that Jazz


Suggesting that Science Does Not
Prove A Need For Religion Is Surely

Not Understanding Anthropology And

The Core of What Religion Is; And That is

Similarly How the Literal And Mystic

Continues to
Be Expressing

What Binds And Bonds Human in ‘Terms’ of Ideology
And ‘Totem Symbols’ To Keep the Glue of Society in
Order and Meaning And Purpose to Carry on Working Still In ‘Real Life’ Now…

Meaning and Purpose in Life Brings Actual Feelings And Senses of Sacred And Holy And
Makes Life Worth Living More Than Just Seeing Everything in Life as a ‘Materially Reduced Thing’… Oh God No

SHells Without

Living Sea Creatures

Within; True, Ya Really

Can’t Relate Religion Properly

Without Using Poetic or Other Artistic

Metaphors to Discuss it in a Mutual And Consensual

Way Other Folks Understand it; Yet, Without the Kind of

‘Right Brain’ Metaphor of Intelligence in Larger ‘Picture’ Views

of Feeling and Sensing Life In Unifying Ways Beyond A Dualistic

Nature of


‘DarK Separate
From LiGHT, Ya

Lose the Ability, the

Capacity, to Even Get

Involved in a ‘Discussion’ of
What Religion is And Does to Relate it at all…

And Of course the ‘Wrong Planet’, By Very Nature

of More Systemizing Minds As Opposed to the Very

Social, Empathic, Artistic, Spiritual Minds i am used to

Through Young Open Minded Women Artists of India Makes A Huge

Difference Now of Who Has the Ability to Understand Every Metaphor

i use through Actual Experiences in Life And Who Does Not; Anyway,

Carl Sagan Admitted He Had to Use Hallucinogenic Drugs To Get Out

of His Restrictive Systemizing Ways of ‘Science Thinking’, To Gain Greater

Unifying Mind

of Larger



Life Holy
And Sacred
Greater than

“Test Tube Life”…

What ‘We’ Got Out of that

is the ‘Movie Contact’ That Pretty

Much Spells Out the Christian Religion

in Connection of “Love One Another” That

Is As Dam Simple Ancestrally as True, Before; Humans

Communicating More By ‘Dance’ Than Words (Including
Non Verbal Communication of Facial Muscles Powered
By Human Emotions, Feelings, Senses, And of Course More

Limited Than Ever Now

By An Increasingly

Text Related World);

The Upside of ‘This’ is

The Creative Abilities for
Folks Increasingly to Express

What Might Otherwise Be ineffable
Mystical Experiences of Life; Yet of Course,

For ‘The Creme of the Crop’, Who Are Able
to Develop Art Enough to Do that With Others
With Minds that Are Able to Relate through Experience too…

Anyway, Basically, ‘The Tao’ and So Many Other Metaphors like ‘Chi’,
Satori, Prana, Ka, Ki, Kundalini Rising, Samadhi, And Unlimited Others

Is Expressed Secularly

By Systemizing

Minds In Terms of

Science Empirical
Measures of Autotelic

Flow Of Transient Hypo-Frontality

Escaping The Neo-Cortex A Bit Now

For Greater ‘Contact’ Within, With the

Rest of the Human Subconscious Mind

That Science Suggests Comprises About

95 Percent of what our Mind is And Does,

Where Creativity Empirically measured Goes up

500 Percent, With Only Several 30 Minute or So Sessions

Of A Meditative Activity of Flow Like This Weekly; And Of course

Even More, For Those Like me, Who Employ This Human Potential

Almost Continuously Through All Waking Hours in Free Verse Poetry

In Meditative FLoWinG Way; And A Mix of Free Style Martial Arts and Ballet in
Flow Now in 15,202 Miles of Public Dance in 95 Months, Along with 9.5 MiLLioN

Words of A Longest

EPiC Free Verse Poem

Ever as i continue to Empirically

Measure What Human Potential Will Bring

This Way, with of course Still Leg Pressing up to
1520 Pounds at Age 61, With So Many Other Measurements
Empirically Associated in my Case Study too; Let’s Face it, in

A World of What Science Assesses of the Average Human Now,

With Attentions Spans At Less than a Gold Fish at 3 Seconds,

It’s Gonna Be Very Hard

From This Point on

To Develop

Any kind

of Group For

Large Study Size;

Never the Less, i am

Leaving my Empirical Results,

Irrefutable, For All to See Free;

That’s Part of This Human Potential for

“Loving One Another’; Its Shown to Work Best

When The Human Condition is Kind, Giving, Sharing,
Caring Freely In Cooperation over Capitalistic Competition Now…

True, i’m More

Like the ‘Orangutans’

On the ‘Planet of the Apes’

Than the ‘Monkey Scientists’

And ‘Gorilla Warriors’; Yet of

Course, i Retain and Develop

My ‘Ape And Monkey Skills’ Still…

See How This Works? If You Do Not; I understand why…

Never The Less, Folks Tend to Trend Alike ALL oVeR As

i’ve Found Some of the Most Restrictive Left Brain Metaphor Thinking

Folks On Poetry Sites, Who Are only Able to Write By Strict Scientific Poetic Formula…

And It’s Not Different Than Religion, You Will Find Very Systemizing, Rigid Folks Who

take all the Words Materially Reduced As Shells on Beach; Totally missing the More



Living Within

The Human Being Now…

This Ain’t Nothing New

In Essence Under the Human
Sun For Tens of Thousands of Years

Now; i’m Just Singing it More Than Dance…

Yet, Of Course, Like Last Night, i Get my

Autograph Requested For Real More for

The Non-Verbal Dance and Euphoric

Smiles of Women in Dancing Selfies

In Numbers of Thousands, Irrefutably too
By The Dopamine Shine In their Big Pupil Eyes…


of Heaven

Willing Case

Studies of Joy

They Are Still Now

Recorded for Further Case Study

Of Connecting Joy of Art The Love
of the Human Dance, Our Smiles…

Meh, It’s A Choice; Shell or Sea Creature;


Just Leaving

Shells NoW as

Sea Creatures

Behind As Well

As Art Reflecting ‘KA’,
Our Spirits As Pharaoh’s

Sadly Attempted to Do through Others

Expressing Their Art As Artisans in Pharaoh LabelS ONly in Pyramid Art;

No Different REALLY than the Old Bible; Folks Bow Down To Ghost Author
Artisans in Essence of Shells That Are Only Imaginary Labels of Leaders Still Now…


Is ‘King’;

‘Actors’ Are ‘Shells’…

Really No Different than

The Movie ‘Contact’, The

Actors Are Relating Carl Sagan’s
Soul In A Message in a Bottle Still Breathing…

We Are Made Of Star Stuff; We Are The Cosmos

Breathing; Surely, Carl Still Lives As Part of my Soul True… too…

We Have Traveled

Far And We

Still Have

So Much More to Explore

Or Lay Rot in Books of Before…

Just Spectators, Just Audience Members,

Just on Bended Knee, Worshipping Ghost Authors of Before…

Again, There Is Traditional Religion That Tries to Stay the Same;
There is Mystical Religion That is Living Within Giving Sharing Caring Freely







New Now

Exploring A New
Frontier As Surely, ‘Verily’,

So Many Souls Breathe through me too…
Always, Love the Metaphor of the Stone Bust
on the Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Album

Cover; Stone Rising SoaKinG Up the Souls Still of

All The Crowd of Artists, Scientists, Philosophers Behind

Him; Just



to Complete A
Human Pie As Servant Leader….

Pretty Amazing What A Human
Will Do Earning More Than 3 Seconds of
Focus and Attention; Perhaps Someone
Will even Paint A More Elaborate Sistine
Chapel Ceiling With Whatever New Art Comes Next Free in Autotelic Flow…
Additionally Science Shows Meditation Regenerates Gray Matter in Brains
And Even Listening to ‘Gregorian Chant Music’ Repairs Human DNA By



As A Religion

Of Exercise Arts
Do As Well; Yes in
A Sport An Art of The
Religion of Dance and Song True too
As Yes, Gregorian Chants And Sufi
Dervish Style Spiraling Dances Are Far

From An Only

Path of Heaven

Within Now

To Give Share
Care Freely For All
As This Force oF LoVE
THiS LiGHT OuT oF DarK Now
Nah, We aRe Only Alone As We
Are Not Connecting NoW WiTHiN
Inside, Outside, Above So Below
And All Around Science Is the
Bones Art is the



Blood to BREaTHE

To LiVE to LoVE Hey
Even Dead Poet Society’s Get it
In Some Ways Even in Those Old
Bibles; Hints at Least, Until Science
Comes Connecting Forms Along With Art
Essences to Prove It’s Real too… Our Deeper
Stories ‘Aligning’ Now… For Real, For Real, For Real.

“Imagine there’s no heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us, only sky”

(The Kingdom of Heaven
Is Within, Inside, Outside,
Above So Below All
Around At Best
Love Now)

“Imagine all the people
Livin’ for today

(True The Kingdom of Heaven
Is Love Within Now To REALLY Give,
Share, Care, Freely With All At Best Now)

“Imagine there’s no countries
It isn’t hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion, too
Imagine all the people
Livin’ life in peace”

(It’s True, There Are No
Countries Or Religions
When Peace Is Inhaled

And Love Breathes For All;

Have You Visited Other
Countries, Other Religions,

And Been Accepted For

Only the Peace Now, You

Inhale; Love Now, You Exhale For All;

i Have, i Do, i Am, “i Am Only Being
Who ‘You’ Say ‘i Am’; i Need No
Forgiveness To Love Without

Restraint Now”


You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will be as one…”

(One Body, One Bread, One
Love; Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free,
Woman And Or Man, No More)

“Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world”

(A Man Suggested Sell
All Your Possessions;
Feed And Clothe the
Poor; Treat the Last
And Least As First And Most;
Love Your Enemies As FRiEnD And
God Of Nature All the Same, Turn
the Other Cheek Always Forgiving Mercifully)

You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will live as one”

(Sadly In ‘the Bible’, This ‘Socialism’
Ended With the ‘Hero’ Turning into
The Villain or ‘Stalin’ if You Wanna Use
That Metaphor And Burned The Enemies Forever

In A Metaphor of Changing Sheep into Goats;

Yet Stalin Did

Not Have that

Much Evil Power As Villain then…

It’s Not Surprising that Famous
PR Bishop Barron Shamelessly Relates He
Hates the Lyrics of This “Imagine” Song As A
PR Representative of the Modern Catholic Church…

What in the World is Wrong With This Church; Ask
Cardinal McCarrick And the Pope Who Still Excludes

Children of

God, Those of


Nature Away

From the Body Of Love…
Ask the ‘Promoted Living
Saint’ As Promoted in the
Catholic Church i Visit at
Least; Who Could Do No Harm;
Sprinkled With the Blood of Ignorance in 600,000 Plus
Dead on His Promise of 5th Avenue Now And Still Growing…

Ask Yourself

Where is


Ask Yourself

And Do Bring
A Real Hero Back…

If You Still Can And Will Return this way…
The Groom (Love) Is Still Waiting for A Suitable Bride…)

SMiLes Dear Victoria From my Rise From REAL HeLL ON Earth
For 66 Months Shut-in With 19 Medical Disorders Including
the Worst Pain Known to Humankind Wake to Sleep No
Drug Would Touch, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia,

Yes Literally Assessed

As Worse than the

Torture of Crucifixion

No 3 Hour to 3 Day

Gilligan’s Island Tour

of Hell for me Full Bore

Hell For 66 Months on Earth…

Escaping that Place Barely Human

Returning to HumanKind Your Acceptance

of me As Human Being With A Handful of Others

Including Brian on ‘dVerse’ Was Instrumental in my

Full Recovery In Finally Losing The Restraints of

Culture And Become All of Who i Am my FRiEnD

Just to Spread The Energy of Who i am At Core

For What i Believe Are the Human Potentials

The Colors of Ever Green Christmas

Trees That May Be

Created As

New Colors ACross
A Lifespan And Never

Taken Down in a Place

of Being and Doing Love More Than

Only One Day of the Year my FRiEnD…
Your Husband is Very Lucky to Have a
Caregiver Like You In His Age of Need…

As i Was Much Younger With A Wife Without
Food or Drink At 8 Years-old Who Had No Choice
Yet to Become Wonder Woman Climbing 40 Foot
Trees Looking Over the Roof of the Have’s Who

Cared Not For the

Have Not’s

To Pick


to Eat…

The Same

First Baptist

Christians Who Spit

On Her in the School Lunch
Lines For Receiving Free Lunches

God Yes The Similar Ones Who Spit

on me Just for the Sin of Being A Boy who

Smiles The Hardest Part of Being a Christian

My FRiEnD Is Forgiving Christians Yet i Never Give

Up As Rainbows Do Still Now Coming Out of Hurricane Dark…

The Center Eye is Heaven Is Balance Belying All the Storm


Still Coming
As Equalizer of
Ocean Heat my FRiEnD

i Do Believe the Next one

On the List is Named Fred…

‘Elsa The Ice Princess Storm’

Already had Her turn…

In Other Words

Thanks my FRiEnD

SMiLes God (Love) Blesses You For Real..:)

The Message of Jesus
is “Love One Another”

Same Religion

Our Ancestors

Practiced Before
Written Words Same


Bonobos Practice
With No
Word For Religion

At All
Sad Humans
Have Become So
Lost As The Tools Now

They Create

That A Song
By The Beatles
Is Required To
Imagine Who
We aRe Even


Born To
Be Smiles

Bishop Barron

You Are A Very
Complicated Man

And So

Am i

Both The
Beatles And
Jesus Had A

Simple Message
By Story, Poetry
And Song

When We
Inhale Peace

And Exhale Love
The Spirit Together

All Naturally
We aRe Enough
Whole And Complete

Science Agrees

Sadly The Church Lost
In A Labyrinth




Stone of
Love Having
To Imagine the

Gift All
Born Within

A Child’s Smile
And Open Arms




We aRe NoW
The Human Kind

i Am Only Being Who ‘You’ Say i Am
i Need No Forgiveness To Love

Without Restraint


Always Dear
Doc Inspired
By All of What You Do😊

“Anesthesia dreaming” Oh God i Love Creative Souls

Of Course With Unlimited Energy of Joy and Bliss in Nirvana

of Euphoria Why i Never Miss A Visit to Psychologist Mimi’s Place

in New York, New York, Every Day With All of Her 20,000 Plus

Followers Tagging Along True it Could Be “California Dreaming”

In Paradise With An All Healthy

Born On Dose Nurturing

Hyperthymia As An

All Naturall


Type From Birth
Inherited From my
Mother So Happy With
A Smile And Her Hobbies
Existing Complete Enough Whole
on a 500 Dollar A Month Social Security
Check in The Cheap Apartments Subsidized
For Older Folks even Refusing The Supplemental
Income She Was entitled too Meanwhile Dear Old

Cold Dad


500 Dollars
A Week On Lottery
Tickets Never Enough
Lifetime of Being Rich
Only Path to Happiness

He Never Managed to Catch

Whereas Dear Old Mamma

A Smile for No Dam Reason At all

All Hyperthymic As Such My Inheritance

From Her Although the Multi-Tasking of Use
As A Cog in A Machine By the Government for
A Quarter of A Century Took me Down Down Down

to See How the Other Side Lives Out Of Dream Time
In No Time At All of Wonderland For Real Now No To-Morrow
No Yester-Day Not Even To-Day Only Now Eternally Wings Touching

Clouds Higher

Than Those Who

Wish With all Their Might

They Could Stay on ‘Propofol’
For That Temporary Euphoria
After A Colonoscopy A Routine
Preventative Maintenance Procedure
For Human Plumbing Yet Heaven on

Earth Finally

The Kingdom
of Euphoria Within

Hehe.. Folks Tend to Laugh

When i tell them That is My Natural

State of Being Human For REAL YET


SAID i wish i was on Whatever Drugs He takes…

With All the Energy And More of a 16-Year-old at 61

Still That Never Ends Just like Dear Old Mama While

My Father With A Frown And His Endless Mission of

Scraping Off Scratch-Offs in Purgatory on Earth

In All Is Time of Lottery Ticket Life

Up and Down Up and Down

Meanwhile i Dance

A Tight Rope


And Higher

To the Overwhelming

And Chagrin of Others That
Ironically Make the Discomfort
Of Others A Happy Disorder for
me as You Just Don’t Stop The
Energizer Bunny Solar Powered
All Ya Can and Will Do is Just Escape His Rainbow Light…

True It’s Rather Pleasing to Visit Disney World as i get that
At First Whoever i Visit Next Yet my Wife Will Tell Anyone

Disney World


Is A Place

of Fredaches Beyond

What Was First so Delightful Like Heaven…

Ya See i am Heaven That’s What i Do Shine And Never Stop Shining
Even if it Means Those Without Shades Get Blinded on the Path of Rainbow Spread…

Anyway i’ll Share A Song That Reflects My Enthusiasm For Existing Within i am

Surely Not

The only


One’ With

This Heaven
DiSEaSE Within
To Give, Share, Care
Freely Without Restraint

As The River Does Flood Some Days…

Over Banks Filled With Nothing Yet Joy For LiFE Loving it ALL NoW…

Yeah, It’s Such A Pleasure Such An Ecstasy Hearing ‘This Song’ for
2 Minutes And 36 Seconds Yet my Wife Will Not Bear it All Day And

Night So She Sends Me Away on This Screen to Light The Rest of the World

So She

Will See

Out of

Light’ Rainbows
Beyond Time Being Brings Free…

If The Real Man ‘Jesus’ Had ‘This
DisEase’ For Others It Wasn’t Fair of Him to
Expect Anyone Else to Reciprocate ‘The Gift’….

And Still Isn’t Now That Much i Do is True Now…

Yet That’s Not the Point, There is Sun And Moon,

There is DarK And LiGHT, THere Is Night and Day, And me and Others…

i Am


‘The Only One’…

Ah the Nostalgia of
Masked Dance in
Public Returning

To Walmart Dance
Last Night Where
A Couple of Young

Men Literally Asked
For my Autograph
Where my Find the

Pokémon Dancing
Man Meme And 15
Minutes of Fame Extends
To Eight Years Now Of Dancing
Free Creativity Ironically With

No Words Just
A Flow of Moving
Meditation Autotelic

In Free Style Mixed
Martial Arts And Ballet

Anyway Wishing You SMiles
For Your Weekend If You Are
Getting One These Difficult Days

i’m Assuming It’s Work Related
Yet if Depression Continuing to
Connect As It’s Important

Someone Doesn’t Give Up on
A FRiEnD As Lots Of Folks Do
When Their FRiEnDS Go Troubled

And Quiet As They Get Mad
Instead of Staying connected
Out of Unconditional Love



Your Lows
i Stay High Enough
To Give No Matter What

You’ve Said i Always Bring You
Pleasure And Never Annoy

You So
i Continue
To Give, Share,
And Care As You
Have Done for me in
The Past When Injuries

Do Come in Life And
Other Difficult Issues too🙏😊

SMiLes Some Days It Takes

Science to Prove to Some Folks

Philosophy of Old Is No Woo

And Shown Empirically

Sound By Evidence

With Scientific

Method FullY iN TOW Now…

Other Days It Doesn’t Matter
How Much Philosophy, Science
Or Art Ya Have And Do Just Nothing

Will Get Through Tradition Rigid And Stiff From Before…
Anyway Emotional Intelligence By Regulating Our Feelings
From Head to Toe Integrating Senses all Around Is Surely

A Way To Greater Human Potentials At The Source Code

Of Our Soul

All That We Feel Now
Sense or Do Not in Life..
As Every Human Being Now

Brings A Different ‘Seeing’ Story of LiFE..
Hehe Bicycle, Bicycle, Bicycle i Want to Ride

my Bicycle Reminiscing How i Rode All Over Town
From Elementary School On With No Fears From my

Mother Then How My Asperger’s Routine in Repetition and
Special Interest Drove me Up to the Town Bank the Only Place
to See A Digital Temperature Just to See How High It Would Get
One Day in the Summer Like Now So Far Over 100F Heat Index
Then at Over 114F Heat Index like the Current Days Now Over and

Over i Rode my Bike

Up That Big Hill to

The Bank to See the Digital
Temperature Change Higher

And Higher And Higher Yet the
Karma of the Heat Paid me Back

in Close to Heat Stroke And the Most
Horrible Feeling Dream About Potato Chips

In Oceans of Soft Drinks i’ve Ever Had in my Life

A Star With my Mother’s Love Above in the Sky And
Tarred Birds Living Dead So closely Gathered Together

All Dark in Gehenna On Earth Easy to Talk About As Long
As that Heat Stroke Feeling Doesn’t Come Back In Delirium As ‘They Say’…

i Rode that Bicycle on A Busy Highway to Towns Nearby i Probably Would
Not Have Survived if Folks Texted on Cell Phones Driving Those Narrow Two

Lane Highways then..

Anyway the Flowers Were

A Peace Lily Wild With Huge
Elephant Ears for A Long Term
Indian Woman FRiEnD Living in
Canada Where i understand You Live too..

Experiencing Some Difficulties in the Corporate
World of Auditing Long Hour Work-Weeks Oh My

God What i Will Surely Have Nightmares About on Earth

Now Any Life That is Not Pure Art of Dance and Song Free…

When i Started Dancing in Public Arising Now to 15,202 Miles Tonight
Hehe As A Group Of Young Men Literally Asked me for my Autograph
in Walmart Tonight Yet at the Beginning of this 95 Month Dance We Gave

Away my Fancy

600 Dollar or

So Bicycle to Relatives…

i Can’t Imagine Doing Any
Kind of Aerobic Exercise Now

Except for Dance in Free Verse Flow
Autotelic in Moving Meditation the Way
i Go Just So Much Fun And Very Effective Exercise All Around…

Been Having Some Shoulder Issues Myself Seems to Ironically Be
Associated With Ergonomic Repetitive Movements Now Holding My
iPhone too Statically in Bed in the Morning FLoWinG Words oF SonG With

No End to Mostly

Women Poets Around

The Globe Mostly In India too…

True So Much More Fun Than
Riding My Bike to the Bank Then
For A Heat Stroke Experience FoR ReaL..:)

SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD About 114F
Heat Index With

Close To July
Florida Rains

Never The

Less All Still
Breaks Clear
Blue Beautiful
Greener With
More Colors

Than Ever Before🏝😊

More Efficiently Asian Countries
Have Been Controlling
Pandemics Through
Masking And Social
Distancing For
Many Years
And Continue to
Do So Here Yes The
Ignorance of Those
In Charge And the
Populace Continue
To Harm, Maim,
And Kill Either

We Stop The
Virus Or It
Stops Us

There Will Be
No Prayers For
What Nature Brings

To Cure


Glad To Hear
You Are Staying
Safe At This point
The Only Effective
Solution Is Vaccinations
Where i Live 60 Percent
Continue to



As They Have
The Whole Way
And Now Refuse
Vaccinations Guess

What My

Loved ones
Are Smart
Enough to


Takes Care
Of Those who Aren’t


Not Always Pretty
Seen Too Much


Suffer Fools…

What Folks
And Group Reap…

i Am Only Being Who ‘You’ Say i Am
i Need No Forgiveness To Love

Without Restraint Now…

A Toast to Green And Blue

Cheers To Ground And Sky

A Drink Of Water So Pleasing

Rain From



This Breath

to Love Now

SMiLes Dear

Savvy A Wonderful
Life This World Is Now…
All DarK Thru LiGHT Colors More..:)

Always A Pleasure
Again So Inspiring
my FRiEnD Lillian😊

SMiles Dear Lillian
Stairway to

Starts At
The Very
Bottom of

The Top Never
Ending Now Hard

To Understand

Until Our Rose

Dies As


From THornS AGAiN..:)


Rock of Tables
Plenty to Eat Atop
SMiLes Bring Dog
So Real
Waggling Tales
Nature Loving ALL A Wind


SPiRiT Breeze…

Moss Attached to Rock
True Mushrooms
Grow Older

Most of
LifeKind too

Rocks Provide Life
EartH Swells With
Green And Blue Pride…

BreaK iN LiFE NoW
CLouds SPRinG LoVE
Dog EYeS FeeLinG


GiVinG Water
Dreams Rain BRinGS…

Taste of Starlight

Dog Days Stars

Above Resurrecting
Below Wagging Sirius

Tales of Super Nova Explosions

Returning Gaseous Star Dust Alive

Star Seeds

Different Same
Love Above
Below Now

For Real…

Sand Lands to
Grass Lands Now

Ocean Front Properties Mountains

SCaMPeRinG ACross Globing Free
Dogs Domesticating Wild Wolves
SaiL oN LoVE NoW

Free Wind

PRiSoNS Beyond
Below Stars Above…

No Separating
Dog Winds Now

From All off Wolf’s
Existence Reborn



Ocean Frees
After Life Giving Rains…

Crofting Earth

Providing Life
Returning Green

From Isle of Man
To Scotland Highlands

More So Many Tables of
Plenty Golden Harvesting SMiLes

Xenia Dog Days Leaving Soon

Yet Always


Wagging New
Tales BRinG Always
Beginning New Enjoying
Warmth Embracing Cold Coming…:)

Yes! Every
Day! For
FRiEnDS Soni😊

As BLeSSinGs…
To YoU WitH LoVE..🙂

SMiLes.. FRiEnD.. DroppinG By
Up i’ll Raise YoU A SoMeWHeRE
WiTH YouR SoMEdaY iN A NeW
Way of LiVinG WHeRE Standard
PuRE FearLeSSly
iN A Place for all oF uS
WitH Peace and Quiet
And Open Doors
to Nature
Yet of course
i Visit Paradise
Today so i have
NoW the edge
NoW iN A
And State oF
Beach of LiFE
SMiLes.. Whether or not it is
Ever returned or even received
The giving is the receiving ALWaYS NoW..🙂
As BLeSsinGs…
To YoU WitH LoVE..🙂

Hehe, Not Sure if Your Post is Finalized Or Not

Mine Surely Will Never Be Finalized HAha…

You Know i Like coming By Annabel’s Place

in Nigeria As She Is No American Spoiled Brat…

Annabel Understands

What Struggle Is Now…

Annabel Understands

Cruel Reality too and

The Limits The Environment

Place on Us Yet Annabel Still Does
What it Takes to Both Survive and Thrive…

For You See i have Spoiled Brat Acquaintances

in the United States Who Go to Church And Are too

Weak and Ignorant From Feathered Nest Life to Lift a
Mask as Light a Cross

As One to

their Unvaccinated

Unmasked Children

In A Pandemic That Even

The Priest As Such a Weak Leader


Admitted Was A Third Wave Now of
A Much More Dangerous Delta Variant

That Has Already Infected My State at
Levels Seen in January Before a Vaccination

Was Even Approved Oh Lord Not Giving F’s in A Deadly

Pandemic, So Frigging Nuts and While the Priest Had Some
Scripture that Relates the Love of Heaven Manna Dripping down For Free

As Icing

ON the

Cake of Survival Thriving

He Spent The Whole Mass Homily
Complaining About Complainers
Perhaps Because He Knows Folks

Will Stand Up For Truth iN LiGHT And
Leave the Blind of DarK Behind Without Ignorance

my FRiEnD Toxic Cooperation in Ignorance Not Giving

Any F’s About Truth iN LiGHT out of DarK That Is Responsible
As A Human Pandemic For Most of the Harming, Raping, Maiming,
And Killing The World All of Nature Sees Now at the Hand of this



of Ignorance…

True There Are Some
Days Ya Have to Spill the
Blood and Guts of Giving a F88K

Or It’s No Longer Just A Platitude

And An Innocent Child on A Ventilator in a Hospital…

There Were A Few People Masking themselves and
Their Children; Most All of them Hailed from A Origin
Brown of Another Country understanding the Sanctity

Of Breathing Life Now Greater…

True Some
Days ya


Get Out

of The Old
Town Ways to Survive…

Hey, At Least You Are Trying…

While Other Folks SPOiLeD Who Have it all are Dying….

“The part of eugenics that wants to improve the genetic breed of a stock isn’t bad”

This Reminds me of the Day That ‘Richard Dawkins’ Put His ‘Common Sense
Of Love’ Away And Said A Woman Aborting A “Down’s Child” Would Be Doing

A Service

Of ‘Good’

For HumanKind

As that Child Wouldn’t

Nearly Be Productive
Enough for


Cause and Effect;

Yet What If That Down’s

Child Became An Adult And Was

The Only One Brave Enough to Smile

At A Stranger At Church And Shake Their Hand;

Could That Down’s Adult Save A Life That Day…

True, Never
Doubt the

Super Power

of Just One Smile

That Is Loving and Sincere

And too “Ill-Educated” to Have A ‘PoiSon Agenda’…

Meanwhile, All the ‘Smart Folks’ In Church Who Remain
Unvaccinated During A Deadly Pandemic Where the
Children At Hand Are At Most Risk As Now They Will
Be the Victims of Infection As Readily As Adults Left

Both Unmasked

And Un-Protected…

As Least A Down’s

Child Is Not So Ignorant

To MaNufacture Organized Deceit…
Anyway, Every Greatest Weakness in My Life Eventually

Became my Greatest Strength Now Starting Out Weak
Becoming the Strongest Dude in the Room Starting

Out With No Words Until 4, Now Leading the World
in Most Words Of EPiC Long Form Poem Written, Once Described
As A Dizzy Fly Lost on Terrestrial Earth Now Public Dancing

More Than Half

The Distance

of the Globe

in 95 Months too…

Noted As Famous and
Legend By Passerby Folks…

Sure with All the Irrefutable

Evidence At Hand on a 6-Inch Screen

At the Forrest Gump

Bus Stops

Of Life

That For me
At Least Are Globe-Wide Now….

True, What if ‘They’ Erased ‘Forrest Gump’ From
The Earth By Making Him Perfect And Bland with
No Real Stellar Life Days Accomplishments Got Good

News Forrest Gump

Is Fiction

And i Am

Real; The Unwanted
Toys of Humanity Become
Strong Enough to Rule Their World…






‘Bright Side of Life’ Indeed…
70 Years Not Nearly Enough…

To Add More

Candles oF LiGHT..
No Different Now Than
A 7 Year-Old Child, Really..:)

Don’t Believe Everything MaNipulated
On Videos Or Without Context

(Or Simply Get Refuted)

To Make Believe

in Conspiracy


‘This BS’ Has Already

Been Refuted As “Pants on Fire” Lies… LONG AGO…

It’s Really Not Hard to Do the Research to Refute it…

Or Use Common Sense; There Are No

Credible Allegations Against Biden

In the Records of Him Acting







Orchestrated Conspiracy Theory…

Seriously, How Hard is it to FACT CHECK ‘Stuff’ ‘these days’…

Seriously, It Doesn’t take Much Longer Than 3 Seconds;
The Average Attention Span of A Human Being, Yes,

Literally Assessed By Science As

Less than A Gold Fish…


So That’s

Why Folks

Swallow All

These Bold Face Lies…
Not me Baby, My Attention
Span Dances

And Sings

Over Half the

Distance of the Globe…



Oh, Watered Down Humanity, How We Suffer For Our Ignorance…


Sheep, Blindy
Trusting Wolves For Eat…

‘George Orwell’, Might Agree….

‘The Animal Farm’ of Humanity Now in FULL PRODUCTION…

How What
We Domesticate

Reaps What We Sow… (US)

Superman Has A Cape and Wears Man Panties and Wears Hose…

Batman’s Super Power is He’s Rich and Has a Lot of Tools…
Yes, He Also Wears Man Panties And Wears Hose…

Hehe, My

Super Power

Is Attention Span And That’s It…

True, i Don’t Need Any ‘Clothes’ (Lies) At All…

in CuLTuRaL

Organized Deceit…

“Bearing False Witness”
The Way of Organized Deceit…

True, There is Both Toxic Competition And Toxic Cooperation…

Both Depend on Human CuLTuRaL Ignorance of the Nature We Are Innate…

In Other (More)




Domesticated Humanity…
So Far Away From A Simple
Dance ToGeTHeR in Truth oF LiGHT





Credible SOURCE…

That’s the Bottom Line…

The rest of it is Speculation
at Best and False Witness For REAL.

Has He Made Anyone Uncomfortable
in Life; No Doubt Everyone Sees the World
Differently; Yet, Again NO CREDIBLE ALLEGATIONS…

This isn’t Petty Theft…

If the Evidence Was

Real for the Criminal Offense of Sexually Abusing Children


In this case, It should be pretty Easy to Figure out

with Just Common sense…

Go figure…

Not Everyone is “French”
And Gives Everyone Kisses on the Cheek Either..

Context Baby, It’s All About the Cultural Context…

It’s Like All of my Close to 60 Years-Old at the Dance
Hall Before Covid-19 Shut-it Down; And Two Young Adult
Women Just Barely 21 Or So; As Yes Everyone is Carded in the Bar…

Both of them Coming Up to the Old Free Dancing Dude Fearless of
me And Grinding their Hips On my Crotch to Get Some Kind of Rise out of me…

And Then Asking For my ‘Number’…

Was it A Criminal Offense?

Did i Ask For them to
‘Attack my Crotch’ With Their Hips…

Context Baby Context; They Understood

The Cultural Context And Brought it All On me;

And Even After i Showed Them my I.D. to Prove i am
Born on 6.6.60, All They Showed me is a ‘Devilish Grin’…

In Short,

i Did Not


‘Investigate’ Their

Motives And it Was
Flattering they Assessed
me at Age 35 For A More
Reasonable ‘Sugar Daddy’ Age…

i’ve Been ‘Molested’ By ‘Strange Women’
Off And ON Most of my Life; Sure, i’ve Seen
Life As ‘The Nutty Professor’ And Felt it as ‘Buddy Love’ too…

Yet, Wait, i am Drifting

Off into What Does or

Does not make an

‘Incel’ Angry Or Sad; Biden

Was No Incel in Youth;

He Was a “Lady’s Man…”

(Getting into Anecdotal Land)

What this Means; It’s Less Likely

That He’s A Predator For Little Girls…

Or Any Other Kind of ‘Incel’ Who Harms Women…

i’d be a Lot More Concerned If Some ‘Loser

Authority Figure’ did it in Church…

Or State; It’s Hard Not for me

To See Who Has

‘Little Man

Syndrome’ Or Not…

And Yes, In Someways

It’s Obvious that Biden Has Self-Esteem Issues…

Stuttering is A Life-Long Source of Folks Shooting You Down…



Is Understandable AND REAL…



more than

who checks
the fact checkers…

And True The Way The Videos
Are Presented is Obviously Disturbing


what should be Obvious as the Dude is THE PRESIDENT


And has no

Credible Allegations

Where Trump Frigging

Admitted What He Did;

(P Grabbing By Force of Power)

And Even Promised Folks Would

Still Support Him, if He Shot Someone
on 5th Avenue; As He Presented a Role
Model For Dangerous Behavior Unmasked

The Whole Way of his ‘Covidiocracy’…

Let’s Stick
With Facts…

At Least i will…

Meanwhile, Biden Isn’t
Inciting Deadly Insurrections
To Over Throw Democracy Validated
By McConnell, The Top of the Republican

Senate When it Happened…

Along With

Top ‘Dog’


From ‘the


Two Men
With No
Spine, Obviously

With ‘Little Man’ Syndrome too…

Not Following Through

With Any Real Human

Honor And Integrity…

Again, Biden Hasn’t

Proven He’s ‘Pure Real Evil’ Yet…

When You Find a Credible Source
He is ‘Evil’, i Will Surely Give it a Look…

Meanwhile, Trump And His Minions
Have Fallen ALL THE WAY Down on THE LIFE JOB…

And True Biden is Far From Perfect Yet At Least Mostly A ‘Real Man’…

You Could Look Up my Words; “That’s Almost Precisely What i Said,” When i First
Viewed His Behavior On This Site… We Observed A Deacon At A Church, one of Many We

Visit in the Area, He Was Patting a Little Girl, Helping With The Service, on Top of Her Head at

Church, telling the Head ‘Holy Dude’ Right in Front

of Everyone Coming Out of the Church as My

Wife Standing There Related, With Pride, He Told the

Head ‘Holy Dude’, “Look i’m Patting Her on the Head”…

It’s Not A Criminal Offense, Yet it made my Skin (and my
Wife’s too) Crawl Just to Hear it As i had Already Observed

His Touchy Feely Behavior With that
One Little Girl in the

Service of the Church…

There is An Illness Among
The Older Men in the Church
i have Witnessed Grabbing the
Body Parts Atop of Co-Working
Young Women Taking Advantage

Of Their Position At Work…
Targets of ‘Their Affection’
Taking This Bad Behavior of
Dudes in Stride Before the
‘me too’ Days of our Current Age

i Respect the Autonomy

Of Others… No Matter

How many Days Women

Have ‘Felt me up’

Yes At Work

And the

Metro Area Bars too…

Yeah Baby All the Way
From my 20’s Thru my 50’s…
(In School, i was More like
The Before Edition of Sheldon Cooper)

Yes it is Creepy to me too…

(No, i did not Squirm When
The Women Did it to me;
Yet i Could Surely Relate Many
Adventures With All Those Real Life Stories)

I’d Keep my Eye on Him too…
Yet, Hey, They Aren’t Requiring

Any Masking or Social Distancing in the Hottest Unvaccinated
State Place of A Deadly Pandemic Variant in the United States…

Yet Again,

i Am Only

Studying the
Churches As A Participant
Anthropology Observer Now…

Most oF IT is Out of This World in Ignorance to me…

So Face Palm Forest Thick Most of The Folks Can’t Even Seem to ‘See’…

Love Is All That’s
Worth Living The
Only Important


i Have




A Mother

Inherits For
Breath Earth’s Peace…

Hehe Imagine A Life
With No To Do Lists



It’s Easy If

Ya Just Dance

And Sing And

The “Higher Ups”

Pay Ya


To Love Life
One Another

Devoid Of


That Are
Of Gravity


Peace Exhaling

Love Yawn Just

Another Always

Beginning View SMiLing
Zoe Through Shallows


Mud Puddle


Brutally Honest
As Someone Visiting
“Christians” 61

Years Who

Could Feel Worthy

With A Very Narcissistic

And Sadly Psychopathic

Santa Claus Who is

All Loving, Merciful,


Until One

Day In The
Story Of Life
This Parent


In Advance The
Parent Promises
If You Mess Up

Too Much That
Parent Will Burn

You Forever

Unless You Kneel
Down And Profess



Is God Obviously
The Catholic Editors

Of The Bible Had
Some Issues


Cardinals With
The Blood Of


Souls Lost
On Soulless

Hands Of Evil Stories…

i For one Am No


Fool i have
A Greater

Parent Real Love
Not A Good Cop

Cop Fool
oF A STory
Yes A Truly


MakeS A Difference


Love That
Actually Breathes
For Real Never


Worship Always
Forgiving Merciful

Love That Is Not Evil…

Absorbing Now
Manna’s Reality
This Gift Loving



Nature BE

Dear Savvy With SMiles😊

Manna From Heaven
Loving This Wild Free
Breath Eternally Now
Glad To See Bishop Barron
You Recognize That Dog Finds
The Kingdom of Heaven On
Earth As Luke Suggests
Yes This Manna
RiSinG From
Heaven Within

Sad Though

You Don’t Seem
To See The Boring

Parts of

Reality A

Dog And Human
Both Experience

Apparently You
Haven’t Felt
Call of God’s Wild

Wolf Feels

Howling At

Full Moon


Sister Sun
Same Other

Than That



Way Home
Wild Loving
Breath Free

To Organized
Deceit Of Human
Clothes As There
Is No Lake of Fire

In The Kingdom

Of Wolf Where

God Eternally


Is So Verily
Wild Loving
Free With



Moon’s SMiles

All Star Children

Free Wings Bees

In FLight Like me…

Bee’s Work

Not Unlike “Guardian’s Of
The Galaxy” When Life
Gets Tough i Mask
Up Turn Up The
MuSiC Dance




Until i
Save Human
Kind… Meh… Like
Black And Gold Bee
Pollinating Rose Of
Sharon Works FoR Me



With SMiles😊
And “Groot” Free…

‘Tongue Roast’ Such An Exotic
Dish Rue i’ll Ask Katrina about
This Yet With the Other 3 Dishes
And Two Birthday Parties, One for
Katrina’s Great Great Niece That

Makes me a Great Great Uncle too
Yes one Party at the Beach on Saturday
Nearly as Hot in Humidity as the Jungles
Where You Origin in the Temperate Zone
of South India.. And Today on Katrina’s Sister’s

Farm Such A Pleasant Extremely Hot Farm House
too Yet Land Rich For All of What Nature Offers in Abundance
Like The Jungles of India with Mischievous Monkey’s Too Nature

Is So Beautiful

And Here i am

on the LapTop Sweating

to Life Still Absorbing the
Manna of Reality This Gift of Loving Breath…

i Must Admit i Am Currently Too Full to Feast on
Tongue Yet There is Always Another Dance at
Walmart Coming Later Feasting off their Free
Air Conditioning And A Song For Rue for No

Reason Yet Still

Singing mY FRiEnD Now
Interesting it Feels Like March Again…

Just Passed Through April Fool’s Day too
With April Lavigne of Course With Skater Boy SMiles..

It Was the Funniest Thing A Bishop Was Giving a Homily
on the Way to the Farm on His Famous YouTube Channel

He Said No One Human Is Happy As A Dog For No Reason
At All And Katrina Agreed i am Fool Enough For Heaven on
Earth True Dog Enough for God.. Just A SMiLe Wagging A Tale…

They Don’t Have Any Satellite TV Here They are Playing Re-runs
of the Old Show “Love Boat” Reminds me of FRiEnDS Ships in an Ocean Somewhere..:)

Haha Yes!
Love Pizza 🍕
Yet It Takes


To Sleep🏝🙌

Nice Thing About
Being A FRiEnD
iN A Big

A Ship

Will Sail
No Matter Return
Giving FRiEnD Away

Sailing Free Now
Happy FRiEnDShip
Day Akshita in India

Overall Nicest


Of FRiEnDS i Find😊

What A Great Idea
Bite Size Pizza
Pieces That
Don’t Fill
Ya Up
Ya Wanna
Take A Nap!😊

It’s One ‘Thing’ to Fix ‘My Story’…

It’s Entirely Another ‘Thing’ to Fix ‘Our Story’…

Land of the Free, Home of the Brave, Rights
to Life, Liberty And the Pursuit of Happiness

Works for me as i Defeated The System At

Hand That Did Not Work For me…

Obviously, It’s Not Working

For Millions of Americans…

Obviously, Millions of People Getting

Evicted Now From their Homes, Entire

Families, Is More Important Than Infrastructure

In the Long Term, And Obviously No Matter What

The Biden Administration Did In a Better Faith Effort

to Fix This Problem Beyond Their Miserable Failure Now

Is, If They Did Everything they

Could to Look Good,

The Senate Would

Have Still Shot it Down

No Different than the Fools

People Suffer in Florida, Namely,

DeSatantis, Protege of The Real Evil

Of Trump Making Laws That Prevent

Schools From Requiring Masks When the

Pandemic Rates Of Infection Are As High in Florida
As they Were In January Before A Vaccine was Available

As Science Shows the Virus Load is 1000 Times Greater In Even
those Who are Vaccinated And In this Version of the Virus Children
Are Just as Likely to Get infected As Adults Are And Potentially Suffer…

And The “Heroic” Effort DeSataNis Made to Get Rid of Unemployment
Benefits To try to Force ‘Imaginary Folks’ Back to Work When They’ve
Simply Found Greater Avenues of Freedom Than Slave Work In Cheap
Paid Restaurants and Such, Like Big Corporations Such as Walmart And

Target That Pay Their Employees Nearly Twice as Much Money Now From the Start…
Oh Yeah, And Those Big Corporations That At Least Put Up Signs Requiring Masks

When Churches

Let Folks Congregate

Without Masks to Infect
Each Other to Death Loving
One Another That Way as today

Small Churches in the County Are Closed
Down With Members Struggling in Hospitals to Breathe;

Yet it’s Not in the ‘Approved Local News’; That Would
Ruffle the Feathers of Fools…

Biden is Negligent;

The Other Folks

Are Pure Evil

in the Church and

State of Florida Where

Corporations Are the Only
Protectors of Life We Currently

Had And Now So Far the Corporations
Couldn’t Fight the Tide of Florida Ignorance

in My County As This County Never had A Mask

Mandate And the Governor Has Already Made the

Case That No matter How Many Folks Suffer, Money Freedom is more Important…
Everything Associated With Trump this Way is Pure Evil And Biden Isn’t The World’s Savior

Yet A Much

More Reliable

Leader Than ‘Devils’ Incarnate…

Or Come On Down to North Florida
To See the ‘Fool SHoW’ On ‘Broad Street’

Where Corporations Love One Another More Than Churches…
Not Suggesting it’s that Way Everywhere; Yet Perhaps You Haven’t
Been to the Town That Originally Was Named “Hell”, Yes Literally Named First as ‘Hell’…

i Feel

At Home Here…

Yet Not Everyone
Is Able to Wear Wings in Fire…


SMiLes Ruehla, You Have Something Else in Common
With me Wearing Your Wedding Ring on Your Right
Ring Finger Yet of Course Tradition in India

And Among Jewish

Folks and For me

And my Wife We Quit

Wearing Them Long Ago…

(Oops, i Just Asked Katrina and
She Said She Doesn’t Wear it
At Home Yet She Does in Public…
Whoops i’m in some trouble now..😉

i Have A Ring That Folks Mistake

As A Wedding Ring on my Right
Hand Yet it is Just A Ring with my
New Name “Katie Mia Frederick”

The One God Within Gave me

When i Came Back from the

Living Dead for 66 Months

And When i Say God i mean
the Creative And Holy Spirit
Within of Course That All of Life

Has And Even All Of Existence in Flow

That Continues to Exist Free As Free Will Be ‘i Am’
As ‘They’ Say.. One of the Folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’
Where i Share A ‘Depth of the Story’ Thread there YeS HAHa
Even though they Said they Didn’t Like me and told me to go Away…

Hehe in 11 Months it’s Now larger than the Old King James Effort
Well Exceeding 800,000 Words Yes And Just the Small Number of
Members there who say they never read a word i write Have Viewed
it closing in on 60,000 Views Now As the Anniversary of the Start of it
is 8.19.2020 The Day After my Long Form EPiC Poem “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Turned 7 Years Old and 8.4 MiLLioN Words ARiSinG to 9.6 MiLLioN
Words in 96 Months of Effort, 8 Years on 8.18.2021… There are some Rigidly Extreme
Systemizing Thinking Folks There Yet there is Also Another Kind of Autistic
Where The R Replaces the U And it Becomes More Artistic As a Visitor
in That Thread Brought me a Gematria Calculator And Just for Fun i Put
the “Katie Mia Frederick” Name in As Assigned by God Within And Lo And Behold

For the Least of me

It Came Back with

The Numerical Value

in English Gematria

of 888 The Number Assigned

in Gematria Tradition to ‘Jesus’, ‘Christ the Redeemer’,

Yet You See i Understand That to Mean ‘Love the Redeemer’,

Love the Meek That Inherits the Earth, Love That Treats the Last

As the First, Love That Never Gives Up on a FRiEnD, Love That Never
Requires Worship, Love That Never Fears Criticism, Love That Always

Forgives With Mercy No Matter What; Even Psychopaths Born without

Love Who Already Live Sadly As ‘Goats’ on Earth in A Fire of their Own Without
Respite as the only Pleasure Some Feel is their Pain and the Pain They Inflict

On Others in fact Now

They are ‘Real Devils’

On Earth Yet You

See that’s

How Jesus Earned

His Wings By Giving

Them to The Thief on the
Cross Next to Him As this Is
What Love Does when it is
Real and No Fairy Tale in A Book…

Anyway Back to Rings And Lords and
Such As That my Rich Uncle Who Has
A Very Fabulous Home on the Paradise
Bay of Shalimar Pointe on the Emerald
Coast Where the Rich And Famous Come to Sun
And Sure the Locals Like me Visit Every Once in A While too

Just For

Just for the
Gas of A Honda
Civic Hehe.. Yes..

it Disturbed Him Much
to See that Ring on my
Right Ring Finger He said Don’t

You Know Now ‘Gay Folks’ Wear
Their Wedding Ring on their Right
Hand And the Lady At Church Said
He Doesn’t Want People to Know He is Married

Yet you See Katrina and i am Married to Love

It’s Not Something that Requires A Dog Tag Now
or Circumcision Or Other Rigid Formality Created By

Culture It’s Not What You Own You Are 100 Percent
Correct in Your Fictional Poem It is the Home of Love
You Give to Others For Free With No Strings Attached

Unconditionally accepting all of Who They are Free DarK Thru LiGHT

And You Know what This Love That Doesn’t Even Require ‘Sex’ Scares

A Lot of People A Whole Lot For It’s True Some Folks just never Wanna Go Home…

In Fact,

For Some

Folks Love

Is Not Home at All…

All We Can And Will
Do Is Show them A SMile that Doesn’t end…
The Beauty is in the Window of The Soul my FRiEnD…

Happy International FRiEnDSHiP Day A Day Late And Always Without Time.. 8.1,

Today is My Day An 8 Spiraling Forever Now 1 FRiEnD With All mY FRiEnD no


For It’s True


A FRED ‘in’ FRiEnD

Literally as Such

Not Even i Will Turn ‘Fred’ Away…

i Tried So Hard to Jump off a Bridge

And Only Sprouted Wings out of Hell in 2013 at 53, After That Event in 2008 at 47,

Yet Hey, ‘HellBoy’ Didn’t Start His Super Hero Career Out of Hell Until Age 53, Either

at Least in The Comic Book mY FRiEnD, i Wonder How Love Will Prove Love Exists…

i SMiLe

And Let

God (LoVE) Do All the Work…

Happy SunDay Keep SMiLinG iN Heaven (Love)..:)

Imagination is Wonderful

Magic is When A Friend

Is Inspired by Another

Friend And So



Greater Than

What You just
Said to Another

FRiEnD Beyond All

Time, Distance, Space,

And Matter of Causality

Just More Evidence That

Imagination And Creativity

Is More Real than The Rest

of ‘This Crude Matter’ As Yoda

Another one of my Fictional FRiEnDS

Says We Are ‘Luminous Beings’ The

Gift is


This Now

Reality We Co-Create
The Continuing Miracle
And Magic Actually Breathing Now…

SMiles Dear Savvy Happy International

FRiEnDSHiP Day Always For All Humans Connecting
With the Rest of Nature of Course in Union of What is Now..:)

Hehe in 2014 Writing Free Verse
Whatever it is i Write on an Online ‘dVerse’
Poetry Pub Site One of the ‘Poetry Professionals’

Told me ‘i Hate to Rain on Your Parade Yet There
is A Limit of 14 Lines to ‘Good Poetry’ Double Spaced…’

And Then Another Day One Said Such A Shame

You Could Be So Good If You Just Left

All the Pics Out Yet i suppose

She Didn’t Understand

Poetry Will Be

Only Visual

Thinking too Beyond
Words Where Photos
Sprout Meaning and Purpose

So Far Beyond Just ‘Left Brain Think’
All Analytical And Cold Measuring Verse
By Mathematical Formulas Oh Lord i Left that
Way of Life Back in the Purgatory Through Hell
of School And Work Years in ‘The Other Place’…

It’s Like Public Dance ‘Big Boy Trump Voters’ Before
Trump Became The Despicable Leader for Those Minions

Suggested i Danced Ridiculous And Of Course i Did Silly is Fun

Silly is
the Road

to Joy and

The Highway

To Heaven And True

Eventually Getting Assessed

As Public Dance Legend and Famous

too As Ya Don’t Think About the Dance

Your Body Eventually Works Out All of the Soul
Moves Without The Mechanical Monkey Mind Upstairs…

It’s No Different

Than Song Now

The Beatles Didn’t

Create The Best Selling

Albums of All Days and

Songs Like the ‘Walrus’ and

‘Yellow Submarine’ By Going to

School And Work They Just Took

A Nap And Let the Grass Grow on ItS Own

For You See Like Whitman They Already Understood

They Were Leaves of Grass And Dead Leaves Fertilizing this Soil


to Grow

New Souls

Free Just for
The Silly Joy Now of
This Miraculous Gift of Breath…

Funny How that Works Funny How
Free IS A Real Bread And Water of Love..:)

Rapture IS A Place
Ya Dance Where
Everyone Becomes
FRiEnDS Whether They
Like it or Not



Known as

Foot Loose Town
Orange And Blues
Dance Ecstatically Removes..:)

A FRiEnD Is Who We
Give No Matter Who
We Receive


Is No Real

End in FRiEnD

Hehe And A FRED

‘in’ FRiEnD Who Now

Always Returns

With Giving



SMiLes Happy

Dear Indian Soni
Artist And Poet True

Finally A Day Named
After me.. hehe.. Or
i Will Surely Imagine It
As Such And Make me Real…

i Realize FRiEnDSHiP Day
Internationally is On 7.31.2021
And Not 8.1.2021… Yet You See 8
Is A Double Spiral of FRiEnDS Never

Ending And Not Unlike Christmas

Day For Real It is 1 Day That Never

Ends Now When Fred is in FRiEnD

At Least iN A Way


Number is 81..
The First of

FRiEnDS Day too..:)


Art oF DancESonGLoVE

SunDay School LeSSoN 375
A FRiEnD Is Someone Who
Catches You RiSinG to:
Or Falling From:



You See If i Don’t
Do This i’m Not
Who You Say i Am

All i Would Be Is
An Angel With No Wings…

i’ll Fly Away
The Day

You Find
Your Protector… And Wings…


i Suppose First You May Define What Reality

Is As Neuroscience Once Again Shows It’s What

We Basically Hallucinate Reality Co-Creating With

Our Mind Based On What We Basically Hallucinate Before

Co-Creating that With Our Mind True too; The Great Scene

Of Life About this is We Do Have the Ability to Co-Create Our

Realities, Where Reality that Our Minds Co-Create May Seem Cold And

Uncaring When Science Shows We Already Are Humanifest of What Science

Shows the Reality Of the UNiVeRSE Is Namely Human As Just Another Face of

Nature AKA God

All The Same

For Metaphor

True too; There is

No Doubt that Some Folks

Generate A Reality That You Describe As

Cold And Unfeeling; Yet That is no Part of the
Reality My Mind Co-Creates Now as By Relative Free Will

i Personally Develop A Real Bio-Feedback Through Flowing Contemplative

Meditative Autotelic Practices Nearly Every Waking Hour NoW As i Actually

Get to Co-Create My Reality As Wonderful as i Make it Real Eternally Now…

i Am surely

Not the

Only One;

Science Has Been
Studying Human Heaven
Within For Many Years Now…

It’s Real And Far From What You’ve Described

Here as When One Masters the All in All Within

There is No Need to Own Anything As Anything

Is the Everything You Already Have Making All LiGHT

Thru DarK Holy And Sacred Meaning And Purpose Finding

The Same God in Sub-Particles Spiraling in the Same Dance

You Find Yourself Doing While Random Folks In the General Public

Ask For Your Autograph Just Seeing You Live in Heaven For Free; Yet

of Course

This is my
Reality that

i Co-Create; Yours is Good
Enough for You; Yet Would Never
Meet my Personal Practice of Reality now;

However, In My Younger Older Years of Soul

i Surely Can And Will Relate to A Similar Case Study for me…

What i Experience in this Kingdom of Heaven Within is indeed
Cross Cultural And Scientifically Proven to Be Real; The More ‘Tao’
Mystical Version of Jesus in Left-Overs of the Old King James Effort,
And The Gospel of Thomas, And Lao Tzu Basically Describe A Contemplative
Flowing Autotelic Meditation of Being All In All With No Separation; Yes Baby

It’s Far Beyond

Words It’s What You

Feel and Sense of Life

FRiEnDS With Gravity All In All

Ya Never Thought Even Existed At all;

Not Unlike the Experience of HeLL ON EartH too;

Not Everyone Gets to Go; Yet Never the Less it is the Reality for Some…

SMiles Dear Sohair The
Days Are Great For
Some And Sadly

DarK For

Others Always
Important To
Care About

The DarK
To Make
For All Never
Ending Really
Yes Stay Blessed
Dear FRiEnD For

LiGHT Days🌹😊🙏


A Threat to The Almighty Sovereignty

Of Ignorance That Still Harms, Rapes,

Maims, and Kills… True There Are

Weak and Timid Tongues

And Noble


Tongues Not Afraid

To Swim Against the

Tide of Ignorance mY FRiEnD

It’s What Nature Does Wave High or Low

Day And Night Dark and Light True or False
it is what it is now


At Best Truly
Empathic, Compassionate, Giving, Sharing, Caring Free
Merciful All Forgiving Love For All Considered At Best..:)

“We confine our cat to our house interior because she’s our cat and we aren’t going to let her run away. Yet she cannot resist the impulse to escape. It’s not a matter of wanting or choosing to escape—she is COMPELLED to escape.”


“Ummm…cats are known for being naturally curious creatures. I don’t blame the cat for wanting to explore outside. The problem is that we live in an area that is more dangerous for the cat if she were to go outside.”

“She’d sometimes go chew on grass to get rid of a hairball, but that was about it. I thought that cat would live forever. Broke my heart when she died.”

“She knows our schedule and wakes us up in the morning, snuggles up to me and purrs right in my ear first thing in the morning.”

Hehe, FRiEnD

i Had a Suspicion

You Might Be Able to

Pass A ‘Turing Test’; God Yes,

You Just Passed it With Flying

Colors Expressing Your Deep Love For Cats….

Language in Text Will Be So Misleading And If We Are Not Careful Will Lead

Us to Personal Judgements About People that are totally False Both in Good and Bad ways…

It’s Like the Bible my FRiEnD,

If We Are to take An All Loving

Merciful God Who Always Turns

The Other Cheek, Loves the Enemy

Same As FRiEnD; If We Are to take that as a Literal

Expression of Self-Less All Loving Mercifully Forgiving;

We See a Very Loving Part of Humanity; Yet on the Other

Hand Per that Old Matthew Verse of Changing Folks From Sheep
to Goats Who Don’t Feed and Clothe the Poor Homeless Person on the
Street As No Greater than Jesus as the Lesser as Matthew Describes the

Poor Homeless Person Or Immigrant at Our Southern Border, A Mexican
Carpenter or Roofer as Such; And then For Whatever Nurture and Nature
Difficulties Another Human Has As A Real Disability in Life of Empty Empathy
And Compassion of Desiring to Help Other Human Beings; Yes, If We Take that

Disabled Person

Through Nurture

And Nature And Burn those Goats

Forever; What Kind of Ignorance Now

Is that my FRiEnD of the Human Condition;

Very Little Emotional Intelligence For Sure; And Surely Not

Worthy of Any Virtue Called Love; And this is a Big Reason why

We Have Christians Who say the Mentally Ill Person who Looks

Otherwise Robust on the Street Should Pull His Boot Straps Up;

They Don’t Have the Ability to Walk in the Man And or Woman’s Shoes…

If They could,

They Would

Greater Understand

And Lend A Hand

If They Had the Ability

To Feel Sympathy For Someone

Who Perhaps Experienced a Dark Part of Life they Did OR Did Not…

i For One Understand that the Ability to Experience the Feelings
That Underly Empathy and Compassion Will Be Destroyed By Chronic
to Acute Stress in Life for Many Years; It’s Similar to What Mother Teresa

Described as Losing Her Very Real Organic Faith/Hope/Love

As An Empath Worn Out By Stress; Soul Drained Away,

She Lost the Feeling of Burning Love For All Others Within…

My Psychiatrist Said it is Very Rare for a Human Being to Lose
Their Emotions Like i did for 66 Months and Much More Likely
to Happen to Someone on the Autism Spectrum; what i Learned in that

Place Still With the Same Moral

Code Learned From Birth, Fortunately

True, As A Habit Learned in Behavior

All Across my Lifespan And Nurtured by a
Mother Both in Inheritance of Natural Propensity
And Gardening in Love Before Is How Different Life

Is Without

The Fire


True the Mirror Neurons

Working Properly and the

Ability to Feel the Neurohormone

Oxytocin and a Synergy of All the Other

Wellbeing Neurochemicals And Neurohormones

That Simply Means We As Humans Are Living in Balance,

Loving Balance as Naturally Evolved to Be Now Far Beyond Words And

What We Surely Will Assess of a Human Being by the way they Treat

And Talk About the Pets they Love So Deeply As Furry FRiEnDS…

The Day i Knew i was going to/in

HeLL ON Earth Is the Day

i petted Our Cat

And i could

Feel no

Warmth at

All the Same Day

i Could Feel No Warmth

From the Sun And It Didn’t

Have Anything to Do With Heat;

It Was all About the Damage Chronic

To Acute Stress for 11 Years Did to my Brain

And My Nervous System And All Bodily Systems From

to Head to Toe to Destroy Most all of my Humanity

That i was Before… And Moreover, Beyond Words

And Behavior my Cat Could Feel The Death Within me

As whenever my Hand Got Close to His Head

He peeled His Ears Back In Fear Like A

Dark Force Might Be Present to Harm Him;

A Sobering Experience in Hell, Indeed, As A ‘Real Devil’…

True, i Screamed in the Mirror like ‘That Painting Scream’;

There is No Respite for A Devil in Hell Yet Waiting Forever Now to Escape Where all

Is Time, A Second iS A ‘Thousand’ Years in Hell; Beyond All Numbers and Other Measure…

True, It’s why i Surely

Don’t Mind it When

my Wife Spares

Some Dollars

For the Homeless

Person on the Street;

And Hey, If a Beer is all that makes

Them Able to Feel something; They Are Much

Better off than me As It’s Just Like Losing A Sense

of Smell and Taste After A Virus Like Covid-19 that i Experienced

Well Before That in 2017; You Just Have to Patiently Wait for the Body to

Repair itself And then You Have to Learn to Smell Again; And Often as What

Happened to me as Science Shows, at First Everything May Smell and Taste

Like Doomsday Rotting Human Flesh; There Are So Many Horrible Disabilities

That Humankind Experiences That are Invisible that We Cannot See; Yet to Lose

The Feelings of Love; The Feelings of Emotions i For one will Surely Tell You is

Worse than

Everything Smelling
And Tasting Like Doomsday;

And Worse than the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months too…

And that is Why i Have ‘Sympathy’ For Whatever ‘Devil’ Crosses

my path for more than Likely They suffer in a Way Most Folks Can’t

Imagine, Is Even Possible in Life; Where All the Feeling they Know in Life

Is the Pain and or Numb They Experience and the Same they Inflict on Other Folks…

That’s the Kinda

Person who has
A Worst Disability

of all; That’s the Kind of

Person Who truly Deserves

The Most Help for whatever is Possible

to Bring them Back to Humanity; if they
Were Ever A Part of Love to Begin With…

Thing is my FRiEnD, it isn’t Everyone Who

Lives in Heaven, Goes to Hell, And Returns to

Heaven to Understand What the Differences And Similarities

Truly Are; i can’t Expect everyone to Have Sympathy for ‘Devils’,

Yet What i Do Know is this; If the Story Book Character ‘Jesus’ REALLY

Went to ‘HeLL’ ON EartH and Came Back to HeaveN ON EartH Like i Did/Do;

He Would Never

Burn Less Fortunate

Souls Than

Him Forever;

For He Would Understand

the Parable of Matthew Very Personally to Mean

Those Folks Are Already Separated As GoatS in Hell…

And then He Would Do Everything in His Power to Bring them Back ‘Home’…

That’s the Part of the

Parable that

Got Left Out
of the Book; Yet of

Course People in those Days

Thought that People Like My Wife

Experiencing Partial Complex Seizures

Were Possessed by Demons or They Were Witches

And Burned them to the Stake; Smiles my FRiEnD,

It’s the 21st


We Can and

Will Bring A Greater

‘Jesus’; Back to Life As US

If We Truly take the Time

And Effort of what it takes to

Walk in All the Shoes of Humankind

And Not Just the ones We Have Traveled in Life…

i’m Just a Bit More Blessed and Cursed With Gifts to Walk in More than Most FOR REAL…

Anyway; i do have the patience of ‘Job’ in Hell; And i Don’t Mind Waiting Forever for folks

to pass

A ‘Turing Test’…

You Get an A-Plus on this one my FRiEnD…

And in the Case of Higher Functioning Autism,

Alexithymia, in Difficulty Expressing Emotions and
Feelings With Words Is Measured At About 50 Percent
in Associated Studies; Some of the Coldest Sounding

People Here in Text

May Have the


Eyes of

Love in Real Flesh
And Blood Life; Or They

May not Have the Ability to

Even Express Their Feelings with Their

Eyes and Facial Expressions, Never the Less ‘Angels’ Within…

Life is Way Too Complicated to Express in a Book with only
800,000 or So Words, Written so Many Centuries Ago; If We

Do not



All Up for Progress…

Sadly the Bible and
The Quran Are Sorely
Antiquated And Inadequate
For What We Understand About

Existence Now GREATER…

Even the Most Ignorant of Folks

Will Find this out with a Few Google Searches…

The Great Equalizer, Freedom of Information And

Arts of Human Souls Globe-Wide FULLY EXPRESSING NOW FREE…


There is the



May Survive

A Bit Longer;

It surely won’t

Happen if folks

Stay Stuck in Books

CenturieS Old in Ignorance…

On the ‘8th Day’ ‘God’ Creates
the ‘Google Search Engine’… STiLL RiSinG…

And Yes Heaven And Hell Is As Real As The
Nose Smelling Rotting Flesh When Sniffing Flowers…



And Much

Worse Than THAT…

Yet FLoWeRS Still Exist…

We Do Have Science to Help

Us ‘Love One Another’ Greater…

i Doubt Seriously ‘The Pope’ is the

First Person ‘He’ Would Thank If He

Could Really Come BacK Now; He’d Probably

Find a Scientist

And Pat

Him On the Back…

Perhaps Someone who

Looks Like ‘God’ or ‘George

Burns’ Someone ‘They’ ‘Fauci’ in Florida…

Thing iS, ‘He’ Would Probably Help/Inspire Science

Sponsor Research to ‘Cure’ the ‘Trumps of the World’ Most

It’s Gonna be

A Requirement

if Humanity Is Going

to Hang Around A Bit Longer…

Other than That Pet A Cat Today…

Other Than That Feel the Warmth of God (Love) Purr…

The Only Good Thing About Living in Hell Was, Somehow

i Lost my Allergies to Cats That Closed my Airways; That Feral

Cat Helped Bring Back the Call of the Wild And Eventually Helped me

to Become

A Lap

Cat Again

Yet Gaining And Retaining

the Call of the Wild (God) Loving Free…

Pets Help us Bring Back Our Humanity
Most When Lost in So Many Case-Studies… i Find And Still See…

Our Cat Died in January of 2019; i Really Need Another Master Like that

For Soul

Insurance, Indeed…

All This Dedicated to
‘Yellow Boy’ With Tears
of Thanks From ‘A Real Jesus’…

Just Whining Under A Shed In
A Drought of ‘Living Water’ For me… too…

Feeding ‘Him’, Mind/Body/Soul Slowly Healing By

Mind/Body/Loving Furry Free Avenues FOR REAL…

26 Letters
Wonder What
More Intelligent
Beings Might Tell

Us With 52 Letters

Perhaps They Have

None NoW And


There Are No
These Hot And Cold

Rocks to Tell me What
Color FLoWeRS God Wears😊

Except All
One Gem Stone
Blue And Green 🌏

We Can’t Eliminate The Effect of Environment

On Animal Behavior; Our Feral Cat Chose My

Wife’s Lap Over the Rest of Nature;

Honestly, i Don’t

Blame Him…

i Think It’s Kind of

Sad Your Cat Feels Compelled

To Escape; Perhaps A Psychotherapist

For Cats Might Help; Sadly, My Wife’s
Lap Is Not Available for Rent, It’s True

Every Loving Creature Gravitates toward

Her; Those Not Capable of Love; The Actual Energy,
Giving, Sharing, Caring Free From Within FOR REAL,

Not So Much…

It’s Funny, Not Really Funny,

For Some Folks Love

Is Like


to A Vampire…

Or A Stake in HeART…

How Visually True

Dear Savvy


IS A Stamp Eternally Now

to Heaven With SMiles

Accompanying Letters

Flavored Pure With Love..:)

‘Living Life


Dear Savvy

Even Thru
DarK Thru

Thru Every
Flame Life BRinGS🙏😊

Thanks Dear
Savvy Love
For All SMiles See😊🙏

It’s True The Giver Always Has the

Most Power of Joy When The

Receiving is the


of the Giving…

Meh, What Being on the
Bottom of The Totem Pole

Meek Inheriting the Earth Serving

Out Rental Shoes At A Bowling Center

For Close to 2 Decades Yes At the Bottom

of the Ladder Teaches Best After

Being Near the Top of the

Class At School

Through 3 Degrees
The Rest of my Life Before

The View From the Bottom is Always Up…

Some Days Folks Understand How Beautiful
This View Truly Is Free Most Days They Don’t

Yet What Do Ya Expect in a Land of Owning Happiness…
i’ll Always Remember The Lesson Coming Back to Haunt
me Suddenly Getting Vaulted in 3 Promotions to the Top of
The Class of the Military Installation Face to Face with A
First Woman Captain of the Station Seeking Admiral

No Matter Who

Falls In Her Wake…

While everyone was melting

A Man Called Walker Intellectually

Challenged as Janitor Was the only

One Retaining A Smile in an Entire
Administration Building Run by A
Similar Trump Tyrant And then

i Realized How i was Correct

Before the

Meek Do

Inherit the EartH

of Joy the Other World

Is Basically Self-Inflicted Hell…

The XO Said, i just Don’t Understand

Why That Guy Is Always Jovial With

A Smile Well Wishing All He Meets

i Just Don’t Understand Why that

Guy is Always Jovial With A

Smile Well Wishing All He

Meets i’m Quite Sure

That XO Still


Meet Everyone

On the Street

With A Jovial Smile

Perhaps He’ll never

Get to Heaven ‘Walker’ Never Left
Still Working There Now With A Smile After 30 Years…

Here’s a Little Secret Happiness Has Nothing to Do With Standard IQ…

i Visit A Place Everyday Where Informal Polls Assess IQ’s of 140 to 160…

i’ve Never Seen a More Frowny Dull Place So i Visit Every Day As ‘Walker’…

Same Reason i Go To Church Every Sunday As ‘Walker’ too Many Places indeed..



My Own ‘Walker Style’..

Generally Speaking Folks
Ignored ‘Walker’ Like He Wasn’t
Even in the Building We Always Shared a ‘Secret Smile’….

Such An Angel

That Old


American Man

Several Years Younger than me…

It’s Funny What We See As Disability in Life

Versus ‘Normal’ Aha Funny As in HAha Not Really Humorous…

Catholic Mass Readings For 8.1.2021

Reading 1, Exodus 16:2-4, 12-15
2 And the whole community of Israelites began complaining about Moses and Aaron in the desert

3 and said to them, ‘Why did we not die at Yahweh’s hand in Egypt, where we used to sit round the flesh pots and could eat to our heart’s content! As it is, you have led us into this desert to starve this entire assembly to death!’

4 Yahweh then said to Moses, ‘Look, I shall rain down bread for you from the heavens. Each day the people must go out and collect their ration for the day; I propose to test them in this way to see whether they will follow my law or not.

12 ‘I have heard the Israelites’ complaints. Speak to them as follows, “At twilight you will eat meat, and in the morning you will have bread to your heart’s content, and then you will know that I am Yahweh your God.” ‘

13 That evening, quails flew in and covered the camp, and next morning there was a layer of dew all round the camp.

14 When the layer of dew lifted, there on the surface of the desert was something fine and granular, as fine as hoarfrost on the ground.

15 As soon as the Israelites saw this, they said to one another, ‘What is that ?’ not knowing what it was. ‘That’, Moses told them, ‘is the food which Yahweh has given you to eat.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 78:3-4, 23-24, 25, 54
3 What we have heard and know, what our ancestors have told us

4 we shall not conceal from their descendants, but will tell to a generation still to come: the praises of Yahweh, his power, the wonderful deeds he has done.

23 Even so he gave orders to the skies above, he opened the sluice-gates of heaven;

24 he rained down manna to feed them, he gave them the wheat of heaven;

25 mere mortals ate the bread of the Mighty, he sent them as much food as they could want.

54 He brought them to his holy land, the hill-country won by his right hand;

Reading 2, Ephesians 4:17, 20-24
17 So this I say to you and attest to you in the Lord, do not go on living the empty-headed life that the gentiles live.

20 Now that is hardly the way you have learnt Christ,

21 unless you failed to hear him properly when you were taught what the truth is in Jesus.

22 You were to put aside your old self, which belongs to your old way of life and is corrupted by following illusory desires.

23 Your mind was to be renewed in spirit

24 so that you could put on the New Man that has been created on God’s principles, in the uprightness and holiness of the truth.

Gospel, John 6:24-35
24 When the people saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they got into those boats and crossed to Capernaum to look for Jesus.

25 When they found him on the other side, they said to him, ‘Rabbi, when did you come here?’

26 Jesus answered: In all truth I tell you, you are looking for me not because you have seen the signs but because you had all the bread you wanted to eat.

27 Do not work for food that goes bad, but work for food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of man will give you, for on him the Father, God himself, has set his seal.

28 Then they said to him, ‘What must we do if we are to carry out God’s work?’

29 Jesus gave them this answer, ‘This is carrying out God’s work: you must believe in the one he has sent.’

30 So they said, ‘What sign will you yourself do, the sight of which will make us believe in you? What work will you do?

31 Our fathers ate manna in the desert; as scripture says: He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’

32 Jesus answered them: In all truth I tell you, it was not Moses who gave you the bread from heaven, it is my Father who gives you the bread from heaven, the true bread;

33 for the bread of God is the bread which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.

34 ‘Sir,’ they said, ‘give us that bread always.’

35 Jesus answered them: I am the bread of life. No one who comes to me will ever hunger; no one who believes in me will ever thirst.


Breath Unique😊🌏

SAinT ELmo


Ah Yes Loving Thoughts So Powerful in Belief
Birthing Loving Actions For All In Dance And

Song Oh Giving



Love to Breathe

Dancing Singing

More Dear Savvy to Last..:)

Love Is Never Giving Up on A FRiEnD Now
And Finding Relief When They Finally Respond

They Are Okay…


i Have Love
Around me 24/7
How Blessed i am
To Give Forever Relief
to Others my FRiEnD

Yet This iS How



Love Spreads
As The Gift it is
Naturally Receiving Giving

So WHeRE Does my LoVE Come

From It’s Mostly From the Love i am
Given 24/7 Of Course True How Will
i Not Dedicate The Source of this Love to my Wife…

It’s Really Easy


God When Love

Breathes Beside You

It’s Really Easy to Give

God Away As Love To All Others

When Love Breathes Within From

Truly Being Loved This Way For You

See It Is Ignorance That

Refuses to Give
Credit Now

From Where

Love Comes From
Most A Mother A Wife
A Sister A Daughter All
Women Indeed Most Where

Nature of Love is Birthed And Gardened

Same Woman is GREATeST Relief Still Birthing God Love Now

My FRiEnd Rafiah Just Reported 50 Percent of Women Are Abused
By Their Husband and 90 Percent are Verbally Abused There is

Something Wrong

With that Picture

in Pakistan

Dear Sohair

Meanwhile i Take Photos
Adoring my Lovely Wife at
The Beach in Her Bikini While Onlookers
Immigrants Beautiful From Mexico Now

See that

Love Still

Lives in this

Country and is

Real in Adoring Women
In Every Age of Love my FRiEnD

And All They Return is A Gift of A Warm
Genuine Sincere Loving Smile With Nothing to Hide…

‘They’ Shall Judge Our God Love By How We Treat Our Women… Indeed…

And Those With Disabilities And Those Who Are Different From the

‘Norm’ As



is The
Relief Love

Is The God When

Real And Loving All..:)

Feelings Are Surely Wonderful Dear Soni
And How Nice it is To Be Recognized For

The Gift of Feelings You Give

SMiLes i haven’t

Had Any Book
Review Yet

With No
Books’ for me Yet

i Did Have a SMiLe
Review at the Beach
Celebrating My Wife Katrina’s
Great Great Niece’s Birthday Yes
That Makes me A Great Great Uncle too

Dinosaur Age it Seems We Are With SMiLes

Yet You See my Wife i Adore Looks Not much
Different than 19 When We Got Married At 51
on the Beach i Was taking Snaps of Her Wading
in the Shallows With Her Bikini on And hehe the

Second Most Lovely

Young Woman

on the Beach
A Young Hispanic
Woman Was with
Her Child and Husband
Taking Care of Her Child
As With Socio-Economic Scarcity
As Mexican Immigrants No Doubt
Their Life Was Challenge anyway

Looking Our Way in The Distance Looking
At the Picture Later Closer As Zoom And High Def
Brings i Saw the Warmth of Her Smile that my adoration
of my Wife Brought Her Seeing that Love Doesn’t have to Die

With Age

Not Even


my FRiEnD

You Know as a Dude

i Wasn’t always Evolved Enough

in Emotional Intelligence to Understand

Just How Deep The Warmth of a Smile Glows
And Brings Hope Faith And Love More in Trust of
This World So Challenging Life Brings Yes FEELINGS




Keep giving
sharing caring
freely Dear Soni…

Never Leave Art MiSSinG From HeART…
Your Art And Poetry is Indeed All Very Feeling…

It’s True i Still Have Those Pics And That Young
Woman’s Depth of Warmth in SMiLes is Poetry

That Never Ends

With No


to Say A Word…

It’s True if Her Husband
Adores Her as i Do my

Wife at 51 Chances Are
She’ll Smile as Warm As the Ocean Is Deep…

Honestly i Can’t Imagine What’s More Valuable
Than A Human SMiLe, A Cat’s Purr, A Dog Just
Wagging Another Tale All The Art This Planet
EartH BRings to LoVinG Colors of FLoWeRS

mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes i Don’t Care What You Look

Like Your Poetry Reflects

Your Soul

And It


Very Nice
With SMiLes Akshita..:)

In Other World News Among “Florida Men” The State Hits the
Record Book of Covid-19 Hospitalizations at 11,515 And Governor

DeSataNiS Still Insists He Will Institute No Masking
Mandates Particularly As School Returns to

Session in the Next Couple of Weeks or So

He Expects the Hospitalization Rates

To Go Down After the Next Couple

Weeks With Heat Relief As More

People Spend Their Hours

Outdoors as ALL THE

Wonder What He Did to
Earn His Harvard Degree…
What He Had to Do to Become
A Naval Officer And Why Does the
Dude Not Have a F88KinG Human Soul…

Cause He’s Obviously not Ignorant Just Frigging
Evil Doing Whatever It Takes to Replace the Empty
Soul Within Seeking Power and Status To Feel What’s Empty…

Yet You See Without

The Support of

Minions He is NOTHING AT ALL
As Florida Men Gaetz, Trump, And DeSataNiS

Are Living Dead…

Let’s Try to


The Defenseless

Children at Least.. Okay…


It Works For
me Yet Of Course
i’ve Been Financially
Independent Now For
13.6 Years Since Age

47 Now At 61 Being
That i Don’t Work For
The God Of Competition
Money Greater The God

Of Love


Works Better
For me Everyday
In Terms of HeART
Felt SMiles Receiving
Is The Giving As Far

As Empirically
Measurable REAL
Never EVER Never
Ever For the Green


God Money Love
Springs The Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem
Subchapter Than An
Even Longer one on
7.19.2017… 1.82

MiLLioN Words in
13.6 Months Then

“Nether Land
Bible” Now
7.1 MiLLioN
Words Only
One Subchapter
Effort of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” at 9.5 MiLLioN
Words in 95 Months
Now Along With

15,222 MiLes Of
Public Dance
Currently Titling
Soon An “8th
New Testament”
Already Titled
As “Depth of The
Story” Yes Search
It in Google if You
Like All 800,000 Words
Of Just Part of What
i’ve Written NoW in

Long Form EPiC Free
Verse Poetry In The Last
11 Months Exists in
One Thread on
The “Wrong
Planet” Web


A Place
For The
Very Neurodiverse
And Sadly As You
Describe in Some
Cases Seemingly
The Lost Toys

Of Humanity

Ah.. Yet All
The Potential
Gifts of Epigenetic
Expressions Amazingly
To Come From Environmental



New Niches
Of Human




Or Shall
i Provide
More Evidence
How Nature Rewards
The Have Nots Who

Beyond What
The Haves As Born
Will Even Comprehend
And Wrap Their Much

Human Potentials


Dear Nan
Verily There
Is Yes Classic
Evolution Slowly
Breathing And New
Coke Epigenetic


In Human

In One Lifetime
Now As True i Was
The Autistic Child
Who Couldn’t Speak
Till 4 Most All the



Was too
Odd And
Weak to
Exist Trust

me or Not
i Was The only
Person Who Wasn’t


In My
40th Class


See i Am
Whole Complete
Naked Enough As

Is Love is
my Master
And Servant

A Wonderful
In Laser


Of Autotelic

Flow Meditatively


Now This

God Love Is Free
To Love Wild


Now Even
More As me
With Zero Fear
Yes an O.C.E.A.N.

Of 100 PerCent Open
Minded, Conscientious
100 Percent Only on
The Task in Flow,
100 Percent

Only Agreeable 100
Percent For What All
i Come To See In Truth
oF LiGHT And DarK NoW

And Close to Zero
Percent Neuroticism
As i Play With It

To Remember
What Fear



If This Sounds
Like i Am Tooting
my Own Horn

i Am

A Lamp

Is No


Turned Dim

There Are Still too
Many Ships Lost Now
From FRiEnDLY SPiRiT Seas😊🏝

Art Is Expression
Of HeART Science
Is The Bones


Blood Sadly
Western Civilization



To Be Bones

SMiLes Stay East
In HeART Hemalatha🪴

SMiles “Turn The Other
Cheek” Is Another one
Of All The Metaphors
In Poetry That
Are Never
To Be Taken
Literally True
Though Evil
People Will Use
It Never The Less

To Make
You Suffer
Abuse Not
Much Different
Than Threatening
To Torture You Forever

If You
Mess up
Bad Always
Amused How
Folks Cherry Pick
Poetry to Serve Personal


To Subjugate
Master And Control

Others i Serve Only the
God Of Nature Within

i Don’t
Even Have
To Think About
Striking Back As
With Martial Arts
And Up To 1520
Leg Pressing
Pounds of


One Kick

And The Offender
Is Dead And That’s
Why i Don’t Get in


And No
One Messes
With The Guy
Who Fights Naked

The Crazy
Eye Anyway Hehe😜

Oh My Gosh i Love
To Hear About Your
Trips As i Never
Get to Go on
Any So Sad
For You Your
Plans Did Not
Work Out True
Though You Surely
Wanna Avoid Places



WHO Act Like
The Pandemic
Never Happened

Until Their
Peers Are
Dying Now
Sadly There
Are Many Empty
Shells on The Beach

Here too
Sadly Sadly Yet
Love Takes Better Care

The Living
Sea Creature
Unafraid Truly
To BREaTHE Free🐚🌈🪴

Living Breathes
Living Seeds DarK

Miracle Enough

This Our

Living Seed

EartH Egg Breathes🌏
SMiles Xenia Together

We See🪴☺️🏝

Stars Above FLoWeRS
Seeds Humans All




Below Above

Now Best Wild
Loving Free Sees🎶🎼😊

Breath Unique😊🌏

SMiles Dear Xenia From
The First Day i Visited
You All Your Words



MaGiC oF Poetry😊🙏

Best Wishes For Your
New Family Edition Dear
Business Woman Kally😊😃

Election Hell Puberty Aches Or Married
To Loving Tradition Of Spell Check Issues
At 61 FLoWeRS BLooming Poetry Dancing Sings

Thanks Missed
You Lots So Very
Glad you Are Okay

New Blooms Red And Green
Peppers Summer Long As
i Attempt to Extend My


Life Too Hehe
In My Garden 🪴
Of Eden 🙃

Breath Unique😊🌏

“SaiL oN LoVE NoW”
With All The Major Numbers
Recorded For the Tale of the
Tape Except For 5.5 MiLLioN
Word “FB Profile Pic Bible”
Arriving Now in 50 Months
Of Effort Along With Those
Words Still Arriving in All my
Facebook Profile Pic Description
Areas for the Last 50 Months too…

Lord it Seems With Somewhere
Around 64 Thousand Words Now
To Bring This MacroVerse to A Conclusion
Now As True ‘This Song And Dance’ Captures
The Sublime Nuances of “SaiL On LoVE NoW”
It Seems In Terms of What Love Is CuRRenTLY
Enduring For Buy and Sale And How Love Does
Ail Now In Struggle Yet Love Does Survive And SailS on…

ALWaYS Returning

NoW As TRuly

We Have Faith, Hope,
Belief And LoVE iN FoR ReaL…

So Much in Multi-Media To Gather
To Electronically Publish This Yet As
Always Dancing Singing Continues
As Ya Just Cannot And Will Not

Stop the MuSiC

Of Creativity


Birthing Now FoR ReaL..
Hehe as the Writing Part
Takes Only About 13 Days…

Dedicated to The Ones Who Got Away
And Most oF All to The Ones Who Truly Return Now… 8.3.2021 At 2:02 PM

WitH ALWaYS A SPiRiTuaL Tear To Give No Different Than ReceivinG LoVE NoW..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

9.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)