WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW

“WiTH SMiles
Christmas iN


SMiLes Dear Jiayali
A Greatest Compliment
You Will Ever Pay A Teacher

Who Is Real Like This Man You
Appreciate is to Become Even

A Greater Teacher

Than the one

Who Inspires You

Now And to Learn

Equal Lessons From
Every Grain of Sand Below

And Higher Than All the Stars
Breathing You Still Into Existence


A Pleasure to
Meet You in the

Sky my FRiEnD..:)

Look High to The Sky With Your
Palms Raised One With the Blues
And Yellows of the Sunshine Within

Contemplate Quietly With Your Hands
Wrapped Around Your Knees One With
Sands of Beach Breathing Freedom Breeze

Lay In Comfort With The Leaves Feeding the
Roots of New Trees Exhaling Love After Inhaling

All This Peace

Indeed Pray

With me i am

Nature i Will
Never Leave Your
Side i am The FRiEnD

Who’s Always Always Been
Here i Breathe You i See You

Both You and me And Them
And Us All We Are The Living One Within

Even Better Yet i Am One Human FRiEnD
Who Never Leaves


Yes i
Nature too

Love You As Much
As All of Nature And
You Will Never Be
Alone my



FRiEnD Aleesha..:)

Treat New FRiEnDS As Old FRiEnDS Old
FRiEnDS As New FRiEnDS MakeS Old FRiEnDS
Real Better A FRiEnD Than A Story…

Thanks Dear Akshita So
Much For Dropping By
Another Very Long
Spirited Winded
“Depth of The
Story” 8th New
And It’s
So True
Are Even
More Unlimiting
Words Of Poetry

Dear FRiEnD
Hehe That’s
Why The Bigger
Poem “SonG oF
mY SoUL” 9.6 MiLLioN
Words Yes Hehe My
Whole Blog

Over 100,000
Photos And Over
10,000 YT Videos too

All The
Visual Imagery
Of Poetry


BRinGS True🙌☺️🌈

“WiTH SMiles Christmas iN September”

ALWaYS Bee Kind To The Stranger ALWaYS
Bee The Butterfly Wings A FRiEnD GLaD i’M
JusT A ‘Country Boy’ WiTH SMiles…

HeHE ALways
A Pleasure
Dear Jiayali
Secret to

Letter And
Word Sacred
Song Every

Move And




With Most



To Others
Just For Joy
Of What Human

my FRiEnD🙌☺️

Sadly Church
Designed to

Sheep 🐑

The Hell
With We
The G.O.A.T. 🐐

Yes Of Course
Doc i’ll Add the
LiVE iN Chef



me To Eat Away
From Dance And

Song Hehe my
FaVoRiTE Meal 😜🙌

True More Wisdom
In Meow Than All
The Words of

The Ages

For They
Do Not Feel
The Forever
Of God’s Meow
That Never Dies Now


Wear Fur

Fins And



Words Meow 😺

Ah Yes Dear Jiayali
i Remember Days
Of Academics And
Work Just

All So
Life Consuming

HeHe Perhaps
One Day Like

Me All You
Will Do is
A Golden
Age of

And Sing
With Your
Loved ones With

SMiles Actually
It’s What our Distant
Ancestors Did Foraging

Through the
Day Hehe

These New Fangled
Up Modern Conveniences


SMiles Dear Jiayali
Thanks For Dropping
by Missed You on
Wordpress Since
June Glad You

Are Safe
And Well

my FRiEnD
Hope You
Are Feeling
Much Loved
These Days

With SMiles🙌☺️

SMiLes Dear Samreen
Kindness to Give

Is The Brightness

Of All The Stars

To Feel ALWaYS
Enough Dear FRiEnD

SMiles Hope All Of
You Stay Safe Well
And Fully Loved

This New


Year my FRiEnD☺️🤗🌈

Dear Sohair
Sleep Next Stop🌹☺️

Fighting Over Rocky Soils
With Or Without Religion
Tribal Souls Will

Do As
Does Sad When
There is Not Enough
Abundance of Love Yes
Life Liberty Justice For

All to Go Around
Dear Sohair
Is Only A Dream
Someone Hears in A Word…

While The Rest Just Seeking to Survive…

SMiLes Sohair Glad You Are Safe and Well With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Deep Blue Calm
Aquarium Water Fish

In Oceans
of Paradise
Free Dear Aloha
FRiEnD And Back

To Routine Another Weekly
Tropical Storm Arriving in
The Florida Panhandle yet

Mindy is at the Low End of
That Storm Strength Just

A Rain Event For
Some Perhaps

Not too
Much For
A Flood Plenty
of Miles Away From Us

Anyway Interesting Third One This Year
So Far in the Gulf of Mexico Florida Waters

Meanwhile As Usual Paradise is Breathing
Fine Here With SMiLes too My FRiEnD In Ocean Breeze
Double Rainbows Where ‘God Nature’ Is Clear to See the Beach…


Joy to
The World
For WHeRE You LiVe..:)

Well Obviously i Love my Curry
Sprinkled With Poetry

Every Day Free

i Had to Ask my
Wife What Coriander

Is And What it Tastes
Like She Couldn’t Tell

me And Now i Wanna
Explore And Have some

of that too… Aleesha

True There

Are Cave Dwellers

And Those Who Nomad
Through Different Countries

Too And Every Flavor of Humanity
To Appreciate When The Common

Bond Is


Indeed my FRiEnD
SMiLes i Do Love



in my Curry With Smiles..:)

Fire And Ice
Heaven Or Hell
Cold or Hot

Or Rough

For What Falls

Rises Higher Than

What Stays High For

What Rises So High

Begs to Fall


To Feel

Even Higher

As Roller Coasters
Excite With Thorns
As Flowers Bring Together

Love More Intensely to Absorb

And Regurgitate True There Are

Demons And


Who Exchange

Pleasures And
Pains Without Thorns
Flowers Eaten And No Rose To Rise

Dear Orchard Daughter Lilian With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
So Many Deaths In Nature
For Nature to Evolve As Us

What A Gift Death

Is Or All Would

Be Stone


A Machine
With No Breath
All Our Ancestors
Holding Hands in Life
All the Furry Creatures

With Warm Blooded HeARTS

To Even Make Love Possible

For Humans to Create

Every Leaf

Still Holds

Branches of Trees
Every Fall Leaf
Is September’s

Promise for

A New Spring

Fertilizing Winter

Soils So New Souls
of Sapling Trees Will Rise Again…




Is Greater
Life to come still
my FRiEnD As Stars
Burst Dying in Crucible
Fire of the Flowers and
Seeds Super Nova Explosions

Resurrecting Gaseous Star Dust

Still Comes as Iron in Our Blood
Stream And Core of Earth Same


Is Life
As Night
Brings Day
And DarK Brings LiGHT
From No Thing to ALL We
See Be And Do to BRinG A SMiLe..:)

Whenever We Inhale Peace Exhale Love We Not Only
Birth Christmas We aRe ChristmaS ETeRNally NoW

iNHaLinG Peaceful
FaLL September Exhaling
LoVinG FLoWeRinG Days To Ya

Joy to The World
“Christmas In
September” FoR ReaL

LoVE Is King And Queen
Married (GoD) Within Whole
Complete Enough ALLONE i Am You ALL

For Giving Walmart Selling Halloween iN August
Thanks Giving Year ‘Round ‘Joy To The World’ iN September

“Do You ReMeMBeR”

Never The Less Joy To The World September Coming Fall to
Spring Summer Out Of Winter’s Loving Death Next Eternally Now Real

Like i Told “The Protestant Lady” Lamps And Love That Do Not Shine Empty
SHeLLS Fossilized In Stone Ages Dead

Only Raises An Eyebrow In Places Of
Books WHere Idol Symbols Become God

Tribal Belonging Lone

Hey Ain’t my Fault He Went On Summer Vacation
And Induced Labor 2 Weeks Early on 6.6.60 Yikes

Such A Memorable Biblical BD

After All Dances Sings The Baby Doctor Said i Am
Conceived On Or About The Fall Equinox To Come

On Or About The Summer Solstice

Tis “The SeaSon” Year ‘Round For You And me To Do
‘Joy to The World’ ‘Earth, Wind, And Fire’ Assists Still For Free

Does A Bird Pre-Plan God’s Flight: NO

We Don’t Get To Measure God iN Advance
We Do We Lose God’s SPiRiT WinD WiTHiN

i Am A Lamp i Never Pre-Plan All Ornate Shapes of Lamps
That ForM Essence oF LiGHT my SoUL Breathes In Free Verse SPiRiT WinD

It’s Just As Well By The “Time” i Got to John 14:12 She Said i’d Have to
Ask Her Husband As She Was Not Qualified to Answer Spiritual ?’s

Oops Forgot to Tell Her i Do Greater “Vile Acts” Than King David
to Give Highest RiSinG Glory And Praise to God’s NaTuRE ALL

She Said i Am No “King David” i Said Of Course That’s Why i
Do Greater Works Than JeSuS With John 14:12

Yes i Knew Her Religion Quoting In Ease From
Back to Front i Said “King David” Did
The Same Close to Naked too (No “Links” Given)

She Said i Was Sinning Just Drawing Attention To
Myself i Said Is That What You Say to The Lamp Beside Your Bed…

Yes When i First Started Dancing A “Protestant Woman” About my
Age Now All Bleached Blonde With A Mighty Push-Up Bra in 2013

It’s True In The Early Public Dance Days It Wasn’t All Young
Women Gifting me With Smiles, Grinding Dances, And TipS Hehe

God Is Not A Dualistic Thought And Feeling And God Is End
The Separation Join Left And Right Hands Contemplating ALL

If Ya Expect To See The Sun Ya Can’t Hide Shadows

Not The Only One to Escape Modern Gehenna…

DecadeS iN A Dark World Gehenna In God
Is Money CapitalizeD i Didn’t Even
Inhale Peace Exhale

60 Dollars

(Ask me Anything,
Hehe, my Wife
Calls me
On A Nice Day)

Yes 60 Dollars
The Price to Dump
Horse 🐴 Manure

At The
Of Raising
Them For Show
Keeping Farm

Fresh i Kid
You Not my
Dental Hygienist
Told me This While

Cleaning my Teeth
To Have An Answer
For You Hey Even in

The Bible

There is
A Place Called
Gehenna That is
A Garbage Dump



It’s Where
The Unmasked
And Unvaccinated
Folks Who Fight

For Their



In Pandemic Death

Just Another Way


To Exist
On Earth…

In Bible
Belt States



Chosen Freedoms…

The Devil 😈 Grins Big
Ignorance Still Breeds…


Little Girls Raped




Up Until

It’s Too



Daddy’s Baby
In Baby Daddy Land…

It’s Impossible
To Hide

Of Gehenna
On Earth Ignoricism
Harms, Rapes, Maims,



Dead Most… ☠️

Yes Dear Savvy
Every Positive

An Entire

New Human
Within Imagine

What Will
Happen if
We Develop
Tools Record
Happiness And


Joy To
The World

A New Colored
LiGHT And More
On Christmas 🎄




Ever Green🎄
With SMiLes


KinD ☺️

SMiles Dear Sohair
As Far As Kindness

Travels Love

Will Return






my FRiEnD
With SMiles☺️🌹

‘They’ Say That Dog
Is Man’s Best FRiEnD

Well Considering
Last Night Some Young
Ladies Took Up A Money 💰
Collection And Offered to
Give It To me at Walmart
For How Good They Said
i Was Dancing


It’s Really
True Hehe
“MaGiC Fred”
Is Lady’s Best FRiEnD

True Though Earlier
In The Summer Some
Young Men Asked For



Too Yes Everyday
A Novel Experience Indeed😂

Anyway i Told The Young
Ladies i’m Not Allowed to

Accept Tips💰😜

Then i Checked My
Word Press Notifications
And A Sweet Young Poet

Responded to my
Poem That She Loved
me For my Kindness

For my Rule is Always
Be Kind Even To People
Who Are Not Kind to me

I’ve Been Kind to Some
Folks For Literally Over
Decades And They’ve


Reciprocated in Kind…

There Are No Ifs Ands
Or Butts If A Human
Really Wants to Be




Become The
Essence of Kind
Love Even On the
Days And Even The

Years There are No
Feelings of Joy At All

Make Kindness the
Number one To

Do List



Truly Finally

Thrive and It’s

True not Unlike
me it Takes Most
People Half A Lifetime
If At All to Find This Path

This Real Golden Age Now

Loving For The Sake of Love

For Every Person Now Who
Is Kind To me A Thousand
Others Receive That Gift

Than A

With No Tips At All…

i Sleep Easy And Wake
Early for Another Day

To Give…

It Makes
Worth Living
Even if it Starts

Out Sad…

Hehe or As
Old As The

Ocean is
Young Still
Waving Water At Ease.. 👋

Aww… How Sweet
Love You Too Dear
Young FRiEnD
And Love
To All

You ❤️
Love Aleesha☺️🤗

SMiLes Dear Savvy Omnipresence
oF Flow ‘Sees’ In Grace of Balancing

Moving Connecting


Gift Being
Freely Now..:)

Affording Enjoying A Luxury of
No Distance Space Time Or Matter


Do Not Blame
God As Nature From Biting
Back as We Steam Her Ocean Wrath

And Day
Green of
Tree Rises Higher
In Dark And Light
Roots unseen
At Night
Waving Blue
Sunshine Breeze
Hi Savvy Happy Tree
Day Every Day Now..🙂

SMiLes Love
In Snow
To Breathe🐸

SMiLes Dear Sohair Kind of You to Check Up on How
We Received Last Week’s Tropical Weather Sad it is
For Louisiana And the Northeast Yet We Were

Just Deluged by
Rain Living on High
Ground Our Home is
On A Hill With Flooding
Never A Problem Here with

SMiLes As Usual Putting Together
A Blog Post While Writing A New
One Now Together Hopefully
Yes To Electronically Post the
Finished One Somewhere
in the Vicinity of 55,000
to 60,000 Words on
Wednesday Hope

Things are Going
Well For You and All
You Love Dear Sohair through
The Pandemic Seeming Never Ending
Storm too Amazing Soon it Will Be Two
Years Experiencing This Huge CuLTuRaL
And Environmental Change Nature is in Charge For Sure..:)

SMiLes Dear Aleesha

How Do i Know Writing

Poetry in Flow Tastes

Better Hehe

It’s Easy

When my Wife
Says It’s Time
For Breakfast it Becomes
Lunch Yet True i Don’t Forget

Supper As By Then i’m

Ready Finally For

A Break

As Writing Poetry
In Flow is Supper, Lunch
Breakfast, And Dessert With SMiLes..:)

It’s Not So Much
Changing Lead
Into Gold As A

Metaphor For
Human From
Caterpillar Through
Cocoon Through Butterfly…

{Trans Form at i On}

Archetype of the Hero
Journey too; Rather
Common, Yet
Rather Rare
‘These Days

At Least to Actually Accomplish…

True; Without All the Modern Distractions,
Likely Easier Actually 12 Thousand Years
Ago When Humans Foraged With Their

Heads Not Pushed So Far Up

in the ‘Other Place’; Let’s

Just Relate by Metaphor at Least;

Yes, Wings oF A Real Golden Age
Now This Still Transforming Metaphor
of “MaGiCK” iS A Difference Tween Retaining

my Fountain of Youth, Dear Fnord For
Real As Empirically Measurable Now

At My Age And Stronger
And More Imaginative And

Creative Than Ever Before With
The ‘Applause’, The Same for Those
Who Have Eyes and Ears to See What i Do This Way…

True, About All You May Be Able to See is the Epigenetic Effect
of me Still Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds at Age 61; And Again

i am Surely

Not The Only

Example of This In How
Many Ways Human Transformation
Will Come When All of Human Potential







Far Removed from the
Restrictive Mind of Mechanical
Cognition; Best Yet, Ironically is

That Same Mechanical Cognition
Through the Scientific Method and
Simple Empirical Effective Results Shows


Do the Research Dude; Better Yet Live Forever Young Now
at 64; It’s 3 Years Away forevernow for me and a Lifetime away

For You…

As Far
as i

From Your
Verbal Text At Least…

For All i know You could
Have A Telephone Booth
And A Cape At Your Ease too, hAhA…

If You Are Still Looking to Pull A Magic
Rabbit Out of A Hat At Easter This Kinda

Real Scientific
Assessed MaGiC

Is Obviously Not for You…

And i Damned Sure Wouldn’t
Flim Flam Anyone’s Money for


as i

Am Born
With A Soul
Still Retaining
Empathy and Kindness
For Others Now; Yet True
Some Folks Just Do What They Do…

Different Shoes, Different Realities DarK Thru LiGHT

i for
one Choose

A Golden Age
That Works Perfectly
Enough for me Through
The Exercise of Perfecting Relative Free Will…

DOING Great Free Works of Life, Some ‘See’ And Some Do Not…

And That too is Nothing New For the HiSToRiCaL Human Record…

i Will Promise You This; Meet me at the Military Gym Big Brainiac Man
And i’ll Show You What

Is or A

Video SaMe, HEhe;

With A Reminder That
When Young, i Was considered
too Weak to Deserve to Exist by
my Peers, And Without Words to
Speak at Age 4; This Is MaGiC For Real

YES, The


A Lifespan

i Evidence Now FOR REAL;


ENVIRONMENTAL STRUGGLES, Both Endured and Personally Designed for Greater

It’s Not About
Hanging on A
Cross Waiting

For Someone Else to Solve Our Problems…

That Only Injures/Kills Humans in the Real World Now And Then…

Both In Metaphor of Mind of Soul And Mind of Body too For Real…

Other Empirical Evidence As Fully Documented is The Autistic
Person Labeled As Being A Dizzy Fly When Walking Through
Public Dancing Legend Assessed And Documented Too Through
15,353 Miles of Public Dance in 8 Years Along with 9.6 MiLLioN Words
of EPiC Long Form Free Verse Poetry Writing In Shapes those Same 8 Years
Rising Well Above the Second Place Attempt of 1.8 MiLLioN Words in India
That Took Centuries And Innumerable Ghost Authors To Create; True i had

An iPhone

in Autotelic


And They

Did Not;

True, i Can
And Will
Do it With
One Finger
in Bed Relaxing
And They Died for it
in Many Ways then; How Fortunate am i to be me, hehe…

Is It Surprising, Why it’s So Easy for Folks to Understand me in India;

And ‘Other Countries’…

No, Not Really;

They Exercise

More of THeir

Human Potentials;

And Do Not See an
Idol God of Man or Symbol of A
3 Letter Word As ‘The Whole God Nature Show’…

Go Figure; Add, Subtract, Divide, Multiply; Then
Lose All the NuMBeRS, Set A Soul Free to BREaTHE…NoW

The Invitation to the Military

Gym Remains…

iN September”






Love’s TheMe Never
Really Ends ALWaYS Dancing STaRTinG No
Finishing Beginning Fresh Through Fall RiSinG

SMiLes Dear Savvy

From my View

i Am Sand


Sea Oats

Breezing Free

Ocean Water

Emerald Green

Waves Playing

Low High

Sea Gull



MaKinG Sky
Blue Sun Shines
Within my Wings
Keep Expanding More

TaKinG FLiGHT Nice to
See You Today mY FRiEnD..:)

Seed or



Breathes Dances

Births Beautiful

Songs Connecting Free

The Deed..:)

In Short


This Isn’t

Kansas Anymore

And The Bad News

Is It is



True It’s
Only Another
World to Wonderland

In my Case Let’s Boogie…

And Fire to See..:)

Silence May Breed
Most Doubt oF all



SPeaKinG Up

And MaKinG


A Way
of BRinGinG
LiGHT From DarK

Waves Low and High

Waves Die Without High And Low…
Frequencies Vibrations Energy’s Play of Synergy



DarK And LiGHT
Hands in Hands of Seeing More..:)
Love’s TheMe It’s All About
LiGHT Coming Thru DarK

Crescent Moon Dear

Xenia SHoWinG

Off Venus

In New Evening
Light on This Day
of 9.9.2021 WHeRE
Day Will Come Again
From Night’s Promise Reflecting

Moon Shine of Sun RiSinG Once Again…

True NoW As Rays oF LiGHT Reach Thru

Darkest Clouds NoW to BREaTHE AGAiN…

Posts In EartH Now
Recollecting Depth
Of Ocean Shores


More Beach

For Dogs to
Dance Ocean Deep…

Wild FLoWeR
SMiles Beach
PinK to White
Beauty Streams
Oceans Breathe

Do Tale
Dog DeLiGHT…


Of Tree Soul
Mate NoW in

Pond Waters
For Humans to See Within
Dogs Breathe…


What Greens


Dance Sing
LiVinG Tree LiGHT…

Life Respects
Sun Returning
Green From
Yellow Soul


Xenia for Your Publishing
All of Nature’s Free Breath
With Paw Prints of Thanks…

What Bright EYes
Deep See Before…

Breath Believes…

No Separation
WaKinG Dog Dream…

Sea From
Skies Now

Touches Blue…

Salt of the
Smells of Life

SMiLes Dear

Is Coming
Soon Hint
of Spring BirthS AGAiN…

Love’s TheMe Never
Really Ends ALWaYS Dancing STaRTinG No
Finishing Beginning Fresh Through Fall RiSinG…

Hehe, “Katie Mia FredericK” in English Gematria
Equals “888 A Trifecta of Infinity Standing Tall”

(Thanks to You Bringing to my Attention Now
That English Gematria Exists With Numerical
Values of the English Language Multiplied
By 6 As K11 X 6 Equals K66 For Real)

Or “3 Crazy


Doing Free

Will From Birth;

Just Like the Challenges

In Numerology Dedicated to

my Birth Name of 0 For the

Fool Tarot Card At Birth Again

Giving me ‘Crazy 8′ x 3’ Free Will

Again With Number 1 x 3; Hence,

Yes, 0, 1, 1, and 1 Whole Life Challenges

WHere 1 Is Only Affirming in Meaning of What

i Wanna Do; Nothing or All In Life From Serving

Shoes in a Bowling Center for Almost 2 Decades

For the Military After Graduating With 3 Degrees

Or Writing the Longest Long Form EPiC Poem in Human

History; Yes, Once again 9.6 MiLLioN Words in 96 Months
And 15,366 Miles of Public Dance in the Same Span of Months too…

And if Not For You

And Your Special

Interest Now in

English Gematria,

i Would Have Perhaps

Never Heard of the English

Gematria Synchronicity of my

Pen Name That i Selected With

SPiRiT Breath Within As A Full Soul

Name Whole, A Tri-Fecta of Fortune

in MaGiCK iNDeed…

In The End And
The Beginning

And Never

Ending Start

It is the Life We

Move, Connect, And Co-Create
In Meaning and Purpose of Feeling
And Sensing Life That Counts the Most;

Yes Indeed, True Will With Great Works That
Become Fruition of Our Souls in Art That Others

May Connect to And Thrive Higher in And Others May

Miss As


As the

Ocean is High
in A Blue Sky
With Sun Shining Within…

That True Some Will See And Others Totally Miss…

And That’s OKaY, For Every EYe is A God EYe Unique to Be And See i Am…

Yes, This Fits in with the Definition of MaGiCK That Aleister Crowley Saw

As His Deeper Human Potentials; Yet Sadly Again Raised With A Dark Triad

And Indeed A Mother As Cold As A Freezer Who Called Her Son An Evil Biblical Beast…

She is Part

of What


Him Down

A Dark Road

of Soul Breath Stealing

Substance And Behavioral
Sex Addictions He Never Escaped

Truly Leaving Behind Some Magnificent

Poetry For Those Who Could See Through the DarK Parts of His Soul…

In this Life; There are Many Paths; The Ones Who Lift Us Higher are Stars Above…

As It’s True

Science Agrees

With Aleister Now;

We aRe All Star Stuff

Birthed By Star Death

Crucible Fire Resurrections

As Stars Are Truly Both Flowers

And Seeds From the Super Nova Explosions

Where That Iron And Atoms Still Flow Through

Our Blood Streams And Core of Earth Perhaps

Made Up of More Than One Star Flower and Seed

And Galaxies We aRe Within Yes Star Flowers and Seeds




Some Folks

See Smaller Now

Some Folks See

Practically And

Virtually As Large as

God Always More Moving
Connecting And Co-Creating Now…

Chapter II, Verse 76 From Aleister Crowley’s “Book of the Law”:

76. “4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L.
What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever.
There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it. But remember, o chose none,
to be me; to follow the love of Nu in the star-lit heaven; to look forth upon men,

to tell them this glad word.”

The Answer Is it Means Whatever

You Want it to Mean; Your Meaning

And Purpose in Life to Move, Connect

And Co-Create Your Relative Free Will As Star
of God Unique Star Flower And Seed Same Now…

For However You Paint The Symbols That Provide

The Feelings and Senses of LiFE’S Meaning and Purpose BRinGinG



Of Purgatory

Grey Through BLack
Abyss of SoUL So Cold

Or True Even A Greater Trifecta

Beyond Rainbow Colors Now Real

of “3 Crazy Eights” In Free Will NoW in

English Gematria That Unwittingly, Yes,

Yet Intuitively, i Chose Holy and Sacred

In Divine True Will for me And Sure With a Little Help from my FRiEnDS…

Indeed, It’s Nice to Be back on ToPicK of MaGiCK; Some Will See, Others Will Remain

As Blind

As A Rabbit

Still Dead In A Hat…

Yet True Now i Spell

MaGiC With Emphasis

On Capitalization Instead

of Needing another K for

True Katie Mia FredericK, Both



And Starts

With A K, the

Alpha 66, Of

English Gematria
Through and Through…

Or Of Course i Could Design

An Entirely New System; Yet of

Course in Some Cases, i Choose to Do Nothing Different At all…

For Those Who Have Already Prepared A Way For What i Do Different Now…

SMiles Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Hehe Sadly Technology
Has Not Quite Caught
Up With All my

Soul Creates
Bi-Weekly Now

my Sister Who
Is a Major Bird
In This Area

Her Bird
Art to

All Birds
From Our
Santa Rosa
County of Florida

Flowers… i Will Tell
Her You Liked
Them my


ARE ALways
New Work’s

Of Nature’s Arts
Here As In Your
Hawaii Paradise

Where God’s
EYes Bloom


And Bright🙌🏝😺

Love A Forest
Choose We Do
Favorite Flowers
Colors Spring Fall Leaves

Bringing Winter FroZeN
Healing Soils Rising
Spring Sapling Trees

It Seems Lesson of
Forest Leaves Furs
Feathers Snake SKins

Left Behind Now
Yet Still All oF iT
Remains LoVE RiSinG
Birthing New Leaves Feeding Trees

True THeRE Are Limitless New Colors to Paint

SMiLes Jade

A Forest
Is Love
As Far
As Fall
Leaves Color SPRinG..:)

PoliTiCianS iN ‘CoLoRs oF BLacK’

A Religion For All Or A Religion oF All Will
You Discern Which One Is More Comprehensive As God

A Religion of Loving iT ALL IS A Best Religion oF ALL In This Way
Science Proves This Is True Too Way SmARTeR Than Hell For Now

‘This’ Is No Reason Feeling or Sense to Give Up on Delivering A
Message of Faith Hope Love And Charity For All Just Do IT NoW

From: Those Who Can And
Will to: Those Who Are Up to A
Challenge of Just DoinG IT NoW FOR REAL

Meh; Most Folks Are CaLLeD WiTHiN
Go Figure iN HuMaN Temples This IS

Nah, Humans And Americans in General And Majority Are Not Evil;

Even Studies of Chimps Thwart Common
Beliefs They (Chimps) Are Not Kind,
Altruistic, And Reconciling With Each Other

In Forgiveness

After Monkey

“Fisticuffs” And
Such as That Overall…

You Are Using A Very Narrow
Definition Here With the Death
Penalty and The Real Yet Relatively
Rare Occurrence That Someone Innocent
is ‘Put Down’ This Way; Let’s Face It, Not

Everyone Loves the Enemy; Some Folks
Still Go By The Older CuLTuRaL Rules of
An Eye For An Eye, A Tooth For A Tooth, Vote

For the One In Charge Again to Keep Your CuLTuRaL

RuleS in Tradition

In Tact, Yes, Including
An Eye for an Eye in Death Ways True…

Sadly, Yes Even if the Charges Come Up
False Before it is too late to save an Innocent Life…

These Are CuLTuRaL Norms And as Fluid As the
85 Percent of Evangelical So-Called Christians Who Still
Voted for the Worst Example Now of a Beatitudes Direction

Leader in the History of Our Country to Date, At Least…

CuLTuRE With All the Symbols And Co-Created Traditions
Is More of What Creates Humans Who Are Bad to Each Other…

Yet the Human

Mostly Hairless

Ape Living in Loving
Balance of All Stuff Life

Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Are ‘Cool Beans’
A Real Classical Gas of Happiness True Now Too..:)

SMiles Dear
Aloha FRiEnD
Wild Life

Is What’s
Most Real
In Life With

SMiles Florida
To Hawaii 🌊
Waves To You👋 ☺️

It Seems Clear to me…

In Canada At Least
And Considering the
Op Has Said Recently He
Lives in A Shelter Experiencing
The Issue up Close and Personal As Such…

He Sees More Folks Stooped Over When they
Walk and Is Wondering if Anyone Else Has

Noticed And If It may Be Related

To MORE And More Varied Drug


Of course,

Not everyone

Here Lives in a Shelter
In Canada And Would Notice…

Yet Perhaps Someone Here Does
Considering That Some Issues Will Result
in More Challenges in Life That Lose
A ‘Normal’ Ability to Do Society…

As If to Say

As it is
From Our Natural
Evolution Now Makes
A Bit of God Dam Sense…


At Least Not From A Natural Evolutionary Perspective…

i’ve Met Homeless Folks, Yes, Under Beach Bridges Who Were
Happier Than All the So-Called ‘Rich’ And ‘Intelligent Folks’ i’ve met in my Life…

They were


‘Pissing Free’ in the Wind…

Actually, i’ve Never Met a Stooped
Over Homeless Person, Perhaps they
Died Alone in the Woods Before they Got to the Beach…

i really don’t know… It Can Get Really Hot and Thirsty
Here without a drink of water…

And of Course
Even More


In Freezing
Lands of Canada….

Yes, Shelter Becomes a necessity at least…

Yet It’s True Many Folks Suffer Through Life
Well Sheltered Yet As Poor in Soul as Humans

Have ever been…

So What’s
A Home Now…

Inside or an OutHouse same…

What About Empathy and Compassion…

i Surely Saw it in the Eyes of the Homeless

Where Human Was Enough Under Beach Bridges… THEY NEEDED EACH

OTHER They Were Practically ‘Jesus’ For Real And No Myth in A Fairy Tale Book…

And They Didn’t Have a Bit of God Damned Problems Seeing Nature is God For Real…


All the

DarK and LiGHT

Through All the

Pains and Pleasures

of A Human(s) Who Really

Cares Naked And Not So Far under Ocean
Free Life Drowning in Guise of CuLTuRaL Clothes…

HeHe, That Was Then
Now is Now ‘Big

Brain Man’; Yes,

And That’s My Whole

Point Transforming


You Are A Very Intelligent Dude; Don’t Be
Obtuse or Do; It’s Easy to See Through With SMiLes


Paradoxically So
With SMiLes too…

Get It… The Invitation Still Remains…

So Many People Have Given Up on ‘the Promise’,
Forgotten ‘THE INHERITANCE’ Years ago…

They Sit Behind Screens And Rot
Domesticated in Mechanical

Cognition Mind And Body

REAL Soul Separated…




So… True
More Than Ever Before…

This Is Little to No REAL Human Potential Realized Now…

At Least Not as Long as Humans Become Machines…

And Only Extensions of the Tools They Create…

From Words To Atomic Bombs And The Such

All of What Clothes Us Away from

Nature Freer as Living Souls…

Yes, Socially Empathically
Artistically Spiritually So…

-Terminator (A Living
Version Now)

i’ll Be Back…

i Always Come Back..;)

All my Pleasure
Dear Aleesha
Thank You

For Inspiring
me With Your


Art my FRiEnD❤️🙌🤗

Love’s TheMe Never
Really Ends ALWaYS Dancing STaRTinG No
Finishing Beginning Fresh Through Fall RiSinG…




Seems This is
What Poetry is
For Like Deep

Daylight Soul🙌❤️

Gratitude Living
Tree Indeed Dear
Savvy Same


Now Circle

Of Life Spiraling

Free DarK Thru LiGHT

Again Inhaling Peace Exhaling

Love Every Move A Step of Holy Dance

Every Word A Song of Sacred Poetry

Leaves Still Feed Tree Tops

Green Fall Leaves Brown

Still Feed


HeART For New

Living Soul Tree
Saplings to Spiral SPRinGinG
Up For All of Us To BREaTHE Free Now
In Balancing Force of Existence True iN LiGHT

True And
Deep Dear
Aleesha Life

Be When
Poetic Soul

Speaks Freely

From SPiRiT HeART❤️🤗

Yeah It’s True Dear Rafiah

i could Never Truly Understand
How much my Mother Loved me

Until i Had my Only Child for only
51 Days That Changed My Life my

Whole Perspective

For That Short

Stay As

A Parent Then
SMiLes i Guess if i was
A Woman i Would Be Your
Every Day FRiEnD Alas i am only

A Man Yet i am Still Here for You my FRiEnD..:)

SMiles Dear
Karlien the
Pain i
Feel Now
Is The Pain
Of Others
When Young
Always Difficult

To Separate
From me

The Dance
And Song
Are A Cloak

With Compassion

Pure Yet True

Some Days

i’m Just too

Human And
It Gets Through
Your Post is

This Way
Today my
FRiEnD Thank You🙌☺️❤️

SMiLes Dear Ava It’s True

Mix Our


And Bake Us

to Rise in More than
A Few Unwanted Ovens

of Strife However the

Good News Is

Cakes Will

Be Added

Frosting Never

Tasted Before Fresh

A New Recipe A Cover
of An Entire New Book

While the Rest of the

Pages of the



To Suit the

New Us Just
An Entirely Different
Cake We Re-Bake as
Butterflies Escape Cocoons

Once Only Caterpillar Cakes

Cakes With Wings MaKinG A Sweeter Free Life..!..:)

Thanks Shawna Baby! For Sharing
Thrift-Shopmama With me
A Really Wonderful


Family Blog

Katrina Said You
Look Younger Than
Your Oldest Daughter

Yes i’m Not Kidding!

And She Said Your Son
Transformed into a Totally
Different Human Being With
That Hair-Cut Short at 7 Years-Old…

You are Totally Oozing With Family
Life Warmth As Usual Always A Joy

To Share with

You From

Eternally Now
Empty Nest Hehe…

As We Still Don’t Have
Any New Cat Children in
The Household Yet… Yet
Anyway Always Something
To Celebrate as I’m Doing “With
SMiLes Christmas in September”

Just For the Hell of It As Walmart
Started Advertising For Halloween
And ThanksGiving in August Never

Too Early Or Late Eternally Now

To Yes Celebrate
Christmas Always
Now As There Won’t
Be Nearly as Many Fall
Festivals to Accommodate
The Shorter Cool Days in


Warmth that

Way of Course
My Sister and
Katrina Might

Be Happy Enough

Never Leaving The House Hehe
i Am Surely Still Associated with
Mostly Introverts That i Will Enjoy too

Yet Somedays i Just Wanna Incredible
Hulk Burst Out of the Seams of These
Pants And Go Dancing Wild at the Metro Dance Hall again…

Yet it JusT Ain’t Safe Really to Go Anymore Wonder if it will

Before I get too Old…

Yet Who Am i

Kidding I’ll Probably
Be Dancing at 124 Just
Because No One’s Gone

Past 123 Living Doesn’t Mean
Another 3 Minute Mile Won’t Be Broken…

It’s Really Nice to Hear From You I’ve been
Thinking About You Every Day For A Long While Now
Just Waiting For An Appropriate Holiday to Make Contact hehe..;)

Poetry Always
Inspiring Deep
Parts of
me Seeking to
Speak that Might
Stay Lost it
Seems This is
What Poetry is
For Like Deep
Daylight Soul

SMiLes Dear Karlien i Wrote
That This Morning And It Seems
The Theme of Emotional Pain is Common

Where i Travel Today So Fitting it is How the
Gift of All Arts Help Us Process All Kinds of Emotional

Pain Yes Restoring Renewing Purpose And Meaning in Life Anew As Well…

i Danced When my Father And Mother Died i Held my only Child to His Last Breath
of 51 Days at My age of 37 Then Yes Before i Danced Free Years Later in Public
Starting at 53 Now for 15,366 Miles at 61 That Totally Regulates My Emotions
And Integrates my Senses

That Are Truly All A

Synergy of Our

Human Energies
That May Remain
Wild And Unkept to

Dominate Us Out of Synch
Or A Practice of FRiEnDS With
Gravity Where Balance Inhales
Peace Exhaling Love Where there are No Fears Left
Foundation LoVE iN Balance of Grace Mighty Strength of Will

As The Poet Nadia From South Africa Your Home Moving into Spring
Relates So Well Passion of the Marginalized Breath of New Life Reborn Creation

For True Grief is
The Leaves

Spring in
Winter Death

And Technically Oxytocin
The Bonding Natural Love
Drug Drops With Serotonin
Trust In Nature too However

Nature’s Present is the Bitter Sweet Gift
of Dopamine in Grief that Rises Inspiring
Us For Change to Replace What’s Lost Namely

Human Relationships Most As Social Animals
Inherently Evolutionary Intuiting Life or Death Consequences
of Hand-in-Hand Survival For All the Villagers Concerned to Survive And Thrive…

Once Afraid of the Intensity of Emotional Pain i’ve Learned to Embrace Grief of
All Kinds As A Highway of Leaves Falling to Make My Internal Spring Greener Anew…

Which Only Means i am Not Afraid of Expressing Authentic Sincere Emotions DarK Thru
LiGHT i Understand Nature Has my Back As Long As i React in Intelligent Balance FRiEnDS

With Gravity

in Both Arts

of Dance And
Song Spirit Wind Free..

In Short i am Not Afraid
to Fully Live Now And it

Took me 5.3 Decades to
Become Free This Way
Dear FRiEnD Karlien at

17 i Hope You Shine Like
Venus Orbiting The Sun With
Loving Life Most As Here tonight
it Shines With the Crescent Moon So Bright
You Are A Very Young And Incredibly Talented Human Already!!!..
Hehe, as i’ve Said Before in Many Places At 17 i Was Still Figuring Out

How to
Smile Then

For Class Photos hehe…
And Yeah i met A Classmate
Friend From 1st Grade in a Restaurant
By Coincidence Then The Other Week Who
Said She Had Just Come Across A Friendship
Photo of me in the Senior Class Photo When i Was
17… It Was So Sweet She Still Remembered me We
Always Competed For Grades She Made it into the Top 10
And i Tied With my Other Nice female Friend Lynn at 11 Out of 381…

Yeah i Was
Really Book
Smart Hehe

Like ‘Sheldon Cooper’
off the ‘Big Bang TV Show’

Feeling Very Powerful Emotions
Yet Just Having No Idea then how
to Regulate Both my Emotions and
Integrate All My Powerful Senses too

The Environment As A Whole Really
Overwhelmed me then yet Not Now As i
Feel Like i am Just A Balancing Part of All that is…

Anyway She Messaged me A Copy of the Antique Picture at 17
me Some 44 Years Ago Then.. And True i Wish i had Met
the ‘Back to the Future’ me Then at 61 to Give me some



to Avoid

All the Fresh
Hell Then Out of
Balance i Would
Eventually Encounter

In Life The Hidden World
Within Not Fully Unleashed
Released And Mastered my FRiEnD…
A Most Important Win That is often left
Out of Life Then and Now too Yet Always Room For GRoWinG!!..:)

Thanks Dear
Cindy Have
A Beautiful
Family And


Of Kindness❤️☺️🤗

It Depends on Where Ya Live in the United (AND WHO YA ARE)

States; It’s True, Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims,

And Kills The Most; Never The Less, i LiVE iN A

‘Reddest’ Area in the United

States and It’s

Still Basically



Fact is Even As ‘Woke’

As i am, Humans Tend to

Live More Peacefully In Homogenous

Ways of Tradition in Believing And Acting

Similar Ways And In Doing So As One Happy

Family Unmasked and Unvaccinated in Ignorance

Loaded to the Hilt in Most Every Home An Armory Exists…

It’s Basically

Safe Enough

To Keep one’s

Doors Unlocked While

They Are Home; Yet True

my Wife Watches Way too Much TV to Do that hehe…

Basically, The Internet Does Not Reflect Reality for Most Folks in
The United States; There are Hot Spots of Conflict, Yes; The Rest

Is Mostly

Boring Now

Routine at Most..

Just Getting ‘Buy’ to
Survive With French Fries
And Hamburgers to Go Quicker too…

Been to Many Family Farm Sunday Dinners
After Gospel Singing Churches Let out with

The Pastor Conducting Prayers Before Pot Luck
Dinners Rain Down on Picnic Table Warmth… As

Long as Folks Believe in the Same Jesus, Everyone Gets Along Fine
Enough; Except For Idol Gossip When Other Folks Are Not There

to Talk About For
Jumping Status…

It’s A Real


Jesus Seems to

Save the Peace in the

Church And Spread the

Ignorance That Harms And Kills,
These Modern Days, More Than Ever Before,
Specifically in ‘Killing Fields of Red’ in Pandemic Way…

All They Would Have to Do is to Decide That Trademark Jesus
Wants them Now to Wear a Mask and Get the Vaccination Shot in Church

And They’d March Like Onward Christian Soldiers to get that Job Done too…


Ya Gotta


Where the Peace
And Problems Come From
Most; Throwing the JBaby Out

With the Dirty Holy Water Will
Most Definitely Take Away The Peace We Have now too…

Ya Can’t Have too Many Ships Without Matching Anchors With Sails…

It’s Always
A Fine


Of Safety,
Security, And Freedoms…

Generally, Actually Doing, Solving Ignorance Usually Comes in Last, Sadly…

It is What IT is; Super Peaceful for me and Most Folks Here IN REAL LIFE…

When i was Young, No so much; Yet Then Again, i Have White Privilege of
Looking Like

A Military/Law
Dude Now Who Could

Hit a Home Run on the
Baptist SoftBall Team; Yuck,
Oh The Boring… Never Left
Field for me again.. hAHa…

Anchors, Sails, And Wings…
Fair Winds And Following Seas…

Clue: The Internet Isn’t Real Life….

We Create This Reality Most By Our Biases in Life…

And i Don’t For a Minute Question That Some Folks
Don’t Live in An Inner Hell Who Come here… What i’ve Learned

Most in Life Now is Yes, Most Success Starts, Ends, Finishes,
And Begins Again Within…

As Most Archetypical

Usually Just Do…

If Ya Feel Great Within

The United States Feels

Great; if Ya Feel S88ky Within Most Everything S88ks…

And God Yes In A Land Revolving Around the God of

Money of



Is A Highway to
Escape Indentured Servitude
Where Ya Remain In Debt For Decades
Never Really Coming Out Ahead to Escape

The Green God Capital

Of What Otherwise Will

Be Real Heaven on Earth

With Life, Liberty, And Real Happiness Earned…

Happiness Always Comes With A Cost of Freedom, Security, And Safety…


the Parts
Ya Just Cannot change…

DarK Is Part of Life; No Escaping
Shadows For Those Who LiVE iN Sunshine True…

Again, i LiVE iN A Reddest Town There is; And Yes
Everyday People Are Far FROM SO-CALLED EVIL; JUST F


IT IS ya blend
in Enough, in Rome, to Survive

Ya Escape When Ya Need too hehe, online…

Or In the Forest, or At the Beach, Or Just

Sitting Under A Tree;

Like Any Other

Buddha Now Who

Finds Nirvana in ‘Rome’
Or Mayberry R.F.D…
Nature Remains Now
King And Or Queen…
For Real; Nah, Don’t Fool
Yourself in Believing There is
No Escaping CuLTuRaL Clothes…

Even Some Homeless Folks Are Successful This Way…

A Hand-Out of Neighborly Love Dear Cindy
Will Surely Be A Smile, Good Morning,

And A Wave Each And Every Day…

(You Make Your Blog Feel Like
Everyday Life That’s KinDa Nice)

True Being On the Autism
Spectrum Earlier in Life
One May Believe

It’s Up to Others

to Get to Know Ya
And True i’ve Just about
Recovered in my Ability to

Touch Others More Than Smiling
Eyes, A Wave, And Only Hello; Yes ‘Small

Talk’ About the Weather And Other Parts of
EveryDay Life i Finally Exercise to get to know

my Very
Very Very

Red State Neighbors
And Even A Small Percentage
of Liberal Blue Along the Way

We Used to Walk At Night Only
i am Always the Naturally Friendlier
One Among my Sister With Asperger’s
Syndrome too.. So i Wave at Each And Every

(And my Wife is Very Delicate And Shy
Unless It’s me Cornered Over A New Shed
And Suburu SUV To Buy Spending the
New Full Raise in Retirement i get in June)


in the Dark

As a Special

Interest i’ve Earned All My Life..

True i guess one May Become too
FRiEnDLY Too Yet i Just Can’t Stop
A Hand-Out All My Life Now So i Wave

in the

Dark and
If i’m the Only
One With A Warm
Smile Among So Much
Red and a Little Blue i Win

i Win



Is Big Sheldon’ Again…

And It Really Works as i Have
So Many Life Stories to Bring Back
to my Sister and Wife About the Neighborhood

Now i Do Love




All i Am With SMiLes…
Hehe And in Pandemic
Conditions it’s Still Safe to
Smile, Wave, And Speak From
The Road to Their Personal Homes…

And We Are just about the only ones
Who haven’t Collected So Much Stuff
Our Reliable Old ’14 Honda Civic EX Coupe

Will Still Fit

in our

And True i
Feel Like i
Finally Fit in the
Neighborhood better
too With A Hand out of Wave

In Broad

Day Light
Shining Smiles
And Smaller Talk-in-Kind..:)

Hehe, Other That It’s True

There Are No Gurus Who Only

Wear Wings Particularly “The Trademark Dalai
Lama” And “That Indian Dude Who Wears Diamonds

on His Glasses” too…

We All Have


It’s What

Makes Us Continue Appreciating
Sunshine Within too With SMiLes..:)

SMiles Dear
Xenia First
Real Hint
Of Fall
59F Degrees

Yet Still

Not Quite
Hot Chocolate
And Thicker


True too

For All the
Soul Warmth
SMiles Winter


Bring Soon
Have A Wonderful
Highlands Scottish

View to You All 🍁 🤗


Starry Starry Crescent 🌙
Moon Venus Night Xenia☺️

Yes! Last
Night it Was
So Beautiful!
Took A Pic

Of The
Moon Dancing
With Evening

Aloha FRiEnD!☺️🙌🏝

SMiLes Dear Aleesha

It’s Not That Bad

To Not Fit

Into What

Others Believe

Is Good No Different

Than Wild Flowers They

Always Come Back And Rule

Even When





From Very
Tiny Ragged And Green

The Key is They Are Still Green
Be The Wild Flower Fruition Never Lose

Colors Different Who Become THeir Dreams..:)

Yeah It’s ‘Funny’ Dear Psychologist
Mimi When Folks In the Same Breath

Ask Me Why i Always
Dance And Sing

Forever Now

Free Like This

Is No Tomorrow
Or Yesterday For

Never Any Money,
Or Other Expected
Rewards or Awards

Externally Of Course

And Then They Ask

How in the World You

(What Drugs are You On)

Stay So Happy Always

Blood, Sweat, And Tears

Is The How of Loving Life

The Rest oF iT iS Rather Easy
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE NoW…

Within WHeRE No Fear or Anxieties Exist

All All That’s Left Over After That Grace
in Balance of Foundation LoVE NoW is

Strength of WiLL ETeRNaLLY NoW

For Real

For Real

For Real

That is the Hardest
Part For Others Now to
See Why And How For Real…
Like Any Other Living Tree With
Leaves That Rise Green Feeding Higher
Leaves Falling Brown Fertilizing New Trees

Moves That Become Steps of Holy Dance Now

Words That Become Sacred Song of Poetry No Different

Except in This Case i Control The Weather Within Mastering


BRingS For Real..:)

SMiles Dear
May Love
Be Your

FRiEnD Within
To Give Share Free🌹🙏

Hehe Doc the Taj Mahal

(And The ‘Mahābhārata’
Is Rather Tiny From my
Book Case Views)

Doesn’t Impress

me Nearly

As Much As A
Forest or the Beach
As Where i Live Now is Still
Naturally A Wonder of the World

Yet True The Sunset at the Beach Is
As Real And Beautiful at the Taj Mahal…

When We Built Our Modest 1333 Square Foot
Home With A Garage And A Screened-in
Patio to the Woods And A Shed for Garden Tools

And Sure A Board-on-Board Privacy Fence for all
Natural Activities of Being Human Outdoors In Nature Free…

The Real Estate
Agent Back in


Tried to Shame

Us in Getting Such A
Small Home in A Never
Ending Story of A Forest

Of Never Ending Beauty of Flowers
And Trees Birds And Furry Little Creatures
of Wonders And Insects of Most Every Variety

That Make
Fall Spring
And Winter
Summer’s Caress
of Fertilizing Life Dead to Living

In Other Words Hehe i Just Built
A Taj Mahal of Nature in Words Above

Yet It’s Something i Always Do Now Never
Settling for one Form to Worship as Change

is Reality

And Beauty

Is the Flower
That Colors
Differently Most

Hehe At Least for
me Who Is Not So
Traditional As Stone Temples
And Navigators And Pilots Who Stay Inside…

Yeah It’s True ‘They’ Still Have Their 3500 Square
Foot Homes With No Trees And Trucks That Are
too Big to Fit in Garages Multiplying By Two or
Three in Every 5 Bedroom 3 Bath Home
One Will Spit on Next Door From

The Bathroom

Window Hehe..

It’s True We AS Humans

May Value Below A Grain of

Sand As Much As The UniVerse PLuS

And All That Builds Above As GRains of Sand Hold Up Mountains
of Human Love or Below mY FRiEnD in Statues That Never Change

Yet A Sunset is the Edge of Twilight Ever Coloring Existence New As Each


of Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love New Colors BRinGS FREE…

As It’s True Obviously That Flock of Birds Migrating
Didn’t Settle for A Stone Temple Home Either With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair It is Never
Stupid to Love Only Foolish

For Those Who Do Not

Appreciate the Rare

Gift of Love

When It is
Real And True

That Is Who You
Are As Surely i For
One Will Always Stand
By Someone As Rare And

Treasure As You are With SMiLes

Dear FRiEnD Some Folks Step ALL OVeR
me And Take All my Kindness For Granted

And True Some Try to Step on me And that
Part Doesn’t Really Hurt It’s True the Ones We
Love the Most Who May Hurt Us Most As They No



What We Give

Most As Long As We

Rise to Give Most We

Continue to Breathe

The SMaRTesT

oF All As


RiSeS in Our Inhales
of Peace And Exhales of

LoVE For The Winners of
Love Are Those Who Continue
To Truly Love And Appreciate Love’s Rare Gift too…

Feeling Only Sorrow For Those Who Have Lost What’s

Most God Real

in Life

Yes the
Ability to
Truly Cherish
And Respect Love’s Gift…

And Of Course It is Often the
DarK Days That Make the LiGHT
As Precious As Love Is And Indeed
Those Who Treasure The Real

Gold Giving Gift oF LoVE..:)

Ganesh Chaturthi special!

How Creative of You Aarushi!

Now What’s Really Sweet About
This Dessert is You Are Not A Part
Of This Tradition in The Diversities

Of Beliefs

That Make

India So Very

Colorful Yet You
Celebrate Anyway
In Authentic Way

True i Once Had an
Indian FRiEnD Who Stood

In Line 8 Long Hours to Worship
A Statue of Ganesh on This Festival
Day As True Muslims Will Travel Far
in Patience to Spend A Day Of Worship

in Mecca As Well…

As i Still Have A
FRiEnD From
Egypt Who
Does That True…

For me at Least my
Dessert And My Worship
Consists of MaKinG Every
Move Holy Dance And Every
Word Holy Song of Free Verse


Life True

And Yes

Every Breath
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love

To Give Kindness

to All Yet Fearless Enough

Out of A Foundation of Loving

Grace In Balance TO STAND UP



TOO… Yes Now

Every Religious

Recipe At Core

Does Seem

To Have


At Best of

Inhaling Peace
And Exhaling Love of
Kindness For All Of Existence
in Namaste As Your Culture Breathes
For All of Nature True As Well… i Tend

to Love A Bigger God than Most a God

With No Walls Or Restricting

Form A God



Love in Inhaling
Peace Exhaling

Love my Ingredients
of God Special i Bake And Make..
Smiles Dear FRiEnD The Structure Above Now
Is Just Another SonG oF mY SoUL Never the

Less Yes

The Same




In Love’s Form For
All Essence Free As Wind Sees..:)

The Price of Telling the Truth Is High Yet Still Satisfying

When The Extent of How Despicable And Deplorable





Will Be Becomes
Profoundly Ignorantly

True Empirically Measured
In Terms of Ignoricism
That Harms, Rapes,

Maims and

Kills ‘The Innocent’…

Meh, ‘In this Case’, ‘Hillary’

Was Just Someone Brave

Enough to Tale It HoW it is…

Truth Hurts And Potentially Saves lives too…

She Was A Bit Too ‘Rational’ to the Tastes

of Those for ‘Emotionalism’…

So… Yes

It May Not
Pay to Tell the Truth

Yet i Damn Sure Do
Sleep in Ease at Night iN LiGHT True too…

It’s Not Like She Literally Got ‘Crucified’
For Telling the Truth anyway… meh…

Flake Days’…

And Delicious
Meals of Irony For Real…

She Wasn’t Very Nice; Neither

Was 666,000 Folks Dying Out

Of Ignorance Many Who Modeled (AND STILL DO)

Trump’s Unmasked Role Model of ‘5th Avenue Death’
Now It’s More Focused on the Ones ‘TaKinG the Bullet’….


Is the Saddest

Human Pandemic oF All

For All Of Us and The Rest
of Nature in Breath Losing to Ignorance too…

Shall We Be Proud When Ignorance Wins; i am Not

Part of that
Snowflake Party…

Ignorance Will Become Deplorable

And Sadly Often Blind to Fixin’, Obviously…

And Yes That’s the Reality of What Makes

Ignorance Naturally Deplorable… It’s a Bit Frustrating…

And Some Days It’s Just Hard to ‘Turn the Other Cheek’

And Even Let People Die over it…

It’s Not Like A Hurricane…

It’s Not Like the Force

of 10,000 Nuclear Bombs
That Mother Nature Brings

We Cannot Stop; Yet It Will Be As Simple

As Lifting a Mask And Restricting Pandemic Disease…

And Better Yet Getting A Vaccine And Saving Thousands

More Lives And Perhaps Eventually the Human Species All…

We Are A Country Now of Kackling Snow Flakes, Indeed; Yes,
That Makes Kamala’s Nervous Kackling Pale in Comparison IN DEED…

Or Hillary’s


That Was As True

As It is Then As It is Now…

The Truth Hurts And Ignoricism


This Is Not A Kind of Intelligence
That Standard IQ Will Ever Measure

Flowers for Algernon Best Short Story in 1960 i Will Surely
Relate Except i Lost All my Intelligence Reborn With A Soul Of Love

A Perfectionistic
Even When
MaGiC Rules
Effortless in Ease

SMiLes Dear Zoe True As Social Animals

Rejection Hurts Particularly When Society

Sells Yes Sells Such Impossibly High Standards

to Fit in
is it any

Wonder That
Increasingly We
Are Entering the
me Generation

of the


Child True if We
Cannot Meet The Standards
That Society Sells to Us What

We Can And Will Do is Build Our

Own Society Within And ALong the Ways

Like a Fantasy Come True It’s Real Online

ProvideS A World A Place Big Enough to
Find Others Similar to Us

True the Way

That “Herman

Munster” Jumped
For Joy When He
Met His True Love
“Lilly Dracula” Who Looked
All of 15 Years-Old Yet Surely
Aged More Like A Vampire Hehe…

in Numerical

Years at
Least Now…

Well in 2nd Grade
Blessed Sacrament Private Catholic
School in the City Tallahassee in 1967
The Year the “Sgt. Pepper’s Album Cover”
Came Out With “Aleister Crowley” in the Back
Row And a Stone Bust in the Burial Ground Front
Row Looking a Bit Strangely like me hehe at Least

in my View


All the Arts

From the Folks

Behind the Stone
Bust Becoming A Brand
New Creation of ‘Fredenstein’
As Such Through All the Efforts
of the “Lonely Heart’s Club Band”

As True The Color of Artists is Blue
With All Their Sky Blue Lows and Highs…

Well the Nuns Voted me As the Wittiest Boy
in 2nd Grade for my End of the Year Award
For Years i Wondered What it was that i did
that was Witty Yet Not unlike Herman Munster

All i had to

Do is Be me

Awkward, Clumsy,
Naive, And True Even
my Aunt the Mother of the
Cousins in the Photo Below
Just Bluntly Said i Looked Like Lurch
Yet i suppose She Forgot What Endeared
me to the Nuns Most Even though i Looked

Like A Frail 90 Year-Old Grand Pa Lurch
Man At 7 Years-Old And Didn’t Even Speak
Until 4 Years-Old on the Autism Spectrum True

my Aunt Forgot

That Lurch



Yet even then

i was the Cheshire

Cat Through All the
Storms Through So Many

Years and Even Decades
In Some Areas of my Life
One Who Never Lost a Smile

Then Even When the Children
Later in Middle School Spit on
me As Even in Trump Town USA
Back then in the Early 70’s Boys
Were Not allowed to Smile by the
Authority of Young Onward Christian
Marching Bully Boy Soldiers Same Ones Who


Yell Don’t
Mask my
Child And
Save Him and
or Her From a Deadly
Pandemic Unvaccinated

Some Ignorance Remains

And So Does Fredenstein’s Smile
That i continue to Hide my True Identity
With a Mustache my FRiEnD yet not really

As i Celebrate My Eccentricity As Any Frankenstein
Will Who Comes to Accept All the Diverse Parts Gifted

By Both Ancestors and All the Lonely Heart’s Club Band

Members Then And Still to Come… It’s True i am Just about
As Strong as Herman Munster too And i Probably Wouldn’t
Even Have Any Grey Hairs on my Chest if Only i had Learned

How to

Age in Reverse

Before the Age of 53 Hehe…

As Yeah i Just increased my Warm-Up
Weight in Leg Pressing from 1340 Pounds
to 1380 Pounds and i’ve Already Done Up
to 1520 Pounds With Ease 8-Reps at Max Now

at 61, The Child Who Everyone Said Was too Ugly,
Strange, And Weak to Exist the Child the Christian
Kids Spit on For Smiling As A Boy And Called the
F Word And Not Fredenstein Either or Even Frankenstein…

The Same Christian Kids Would Eventually Spit-On My Wife for
Being Poor In the Free Lunch Line Shaming Her to the Point She
Couldn’t Even Bear to Eat And It’s True the Kids Were Not too Kind

to me at


School Either

Even in Second Grade…

The Nuns Were Terrifying

If the Hall Monitors Caught You
Breaking Any Rules They Would
Bang Rulers on the Children’s Hands…

i Couldn’t Eat Either And Developed Anemia
i Was Not Only Autistic yet Very Ill From A Maladapted
Society That Had Already Lost some of its Ability to be

Kind to

Who are Different…

i Celebrate my Eccentricity
And my Inner Herman Munster

And True i Literally Had to Become

Faster than a Speeding Bullet at the
Speed oF LiGHT to Do it Fitting All 245
Pounds in this Fiber Optic Cable Flash

i Am And Spider Man

For Real too


my Net

And Lair

on a Web

Others Have Created
For me and You/Others to Be All of who We
Are As Eccentric And Strange And Creative
As We Care to Be Those Who Want to Ride

Mr. Toad’s



Ride Are Welcome

to Come with me A

Small World Now it is

of Mother Nature’s Strange SMiLing FRiEnDS…

Hey i can’t blame You for Dating Up With Beauty

After All i Did Marry ‘Lilly Dracula/Wonder Woman”
Who Seems to Never Age too And Even When She Gains

That Attractive White Streak in Her Hair She Will Still be the Best Girl in the World to me…

i Kid You not i spend Day and Night Still Grabbing At Her Butt And Taking Photos of

Her Like a Super Model…

Yet Remember

Where i Came

From too…

A Fine Wine

That Ages in Reverse
Truly Appreciates All

The DarK And LiGHT Life Has to Offer Now…

i Never met a Stranger Not Even A Grain of Sand

Below How Blessed to Come From the Real Bottom of
The Pyramid And Never Lose Where i come for Real…

Yet i Don’t Take Kind to People Bullying Others and
Injustice Finds A Way to Heal with me As Gently As

Possible of


As i am
Way too
Strong to Harm
Anyone too Long…

As One Martial Arts
Kick Would Practically
Kill Anyone Stone Cold Dead…

True, i Don’t Always Turn the Other Cheek Either
With WereWolf Grins Not Restricted to Any Particular

Phase of the Moon…



It’s A Huge Mistake
To Mistake One Who
Inhales Peace and Exhales
Love Eternally NoW as Weak…

As This is a Place of No Fear…
Fear IS A Source oF ALL Weakness

Peace and Love is the Place of REAL

As Long as We Continue to Inhale Peace and Exhale

Love Forevernow…

Just Living





As Vampires

Who No Longer
Drink Blood Do too..:)

SMiles Dear Lillian
Your Poetry Always
Inspires Deep

Parts of
me Seeking to
Speak that Might

Stay Lost it

Seems This is
What Poetry is
For Like Deep

Daylight Soul🙌❤️




When i am a little boy there is no question..
There is me and Nature and we are ONE..
When i go to school.. i become a lesson..
There is a lesson and me are separate..
When i become a man i go to work..
There is working working always..
Well.. all that almost
Kills me…
Now i am a little
boy again.. there is
no question.. there is
me.. there is nature and we
are ONE.. i live again AM FREE..
There are lessons.. there is working
and yes.. there is moving.. connecting
and Creating yet without me.. ALL IS LOST…

For me

Hi Zee..
and one should
never forget

From: All Is Good
With Love All Is
Good With God
As Love We coMe to: Be

Smiles inside
And Out
Wide Awake
For More
Dance to Play🤗😁

A Life of Brevity Shallow
Inherently Twitter Short
Rarely Deep to See Wind

“Solitary Pursuits Are OKaY As LonG As
You Entertain Folks ALonG The Way oF LoVE”

– Snoopy/me


For Giving Now

Thanks Giving

SMiLes Dear


i Find

No Greater
Wisdom than
Love Who is Not Afraid…:)

SMiLes Dear Rue in Alice And Wonderland It is Said that Time Flows
Backwards Yet The Real Magic Is When the 7 Year-Old Boy Who

Looks Very Much Like A Frail 90 Year-Old Version of
Herman Munster



in Reverse

For the Rest of

His Life in Will and
Strength Built Upon
A Foundation of Love in
Grace That Only A Mother
And A Few Close Relatives
Might Fully Embrace That Brings

A Smile That May Go Away Yet Always
Returns Eventually in Full Force of Love

So How Do The Meek Inherit the Earth the
Story Of Isaiah 53 Is Surely Not an Exclusive one

Dear FRiEnD For It is A UniVersal Human One in How
Humanity Has So Much Potential to Rise Out of So Much
Challenge in Dark Parts of Life Retaining Empathy and Compassion

For All One
Day Returning
Their Gift in Their
Journeys Out of Hell
BacK into Heaven on EartH
With Others to Share the Fruits
of Their Entire Life As LiVinG Trees

Spreading Leaves to Fertilize The Earth

This is A Journey for Everyone my FRiEnD
For the Meek to Inherit the Earth For AS Humans
We All Carry Crosses of Struggle in Some Way Either

DarK or

For Having
too Much And Never
Having Enough is as
DarK As Having Nothing

At All Yet As LiGHT As Finding

Nothing at All Is Actually All my

FRiEnD Finding God in The DarK

And Finally Truly Seeing and Hearing
Without Eyes or Ears to Again Share
With the Rest of the Village for Real…

Stories Are Great As Long

As We Do Not Hold

Them as


For only One

Person to Fulfill

We Need More Heroes

With Dance And Song And

Stories For all mY FRiEnD

Swords And Guns and Fists

Are Just No Real Heroes in a World of Love….

The Current MacroVerse i am WorKinG on is
“With SMiLes Christmas in September” It’s Up

To All of Us Each And Every

Day to BRinG Christmas

To Life More Than

Buy and Sell

Just A Free

Give Away

For All my FRiEnD

Every Day In Life Always
Now in Full Meaning and
Purpose Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love Words

Gifted By Dear Rue True…

Hand-in-Hand Much more
That Just 2 Or 3 to More Fully See
God in Our Midst Where Peace inhales

And Love Exhales Again You Are the

Kind of FRiEnD The World Cannot Do Without….
When i Visit Here it Always Feels Like Home With no Strings Attached…

The Reason We Go To Hell is to Forgive the Devil in Us And The DarK That is Also

God It’s A Hard

Lesson For

Even Young


Munster my FRiEnD
in Form With a Mind
Like ‘Sheldon Cooper’
For All the Parts DarK
And LiGHT That Comprise Us All….

For The Weakest Will Be The Strongest

And The Silent Will Bring the Most Words to Life…

As i Surely Never Spoke till Four Years Old With Autism

And For Those Who Are Scientists Epigenetic Response
To Struggles in Life Unlocking Our DNA Potential Make it Possible

For Humans to Regenerate Reborn As New Creations in One Lifetime…

Yeah it’s True if one Does The Research Science Backs Up a Whole

Lot of What Folks Naturally Intuited Was Possible in Sacred And

Holy Texts ACross All Religions By LooKinG Within

Digging Deep

And Finding

The End of
The Tunnel
That Becomes

New LiFE in One Lifetime Now
Lifting Crosses ACross Mountain
Tops Bringing Valleys Low High As Well For All…:)

Isaiah 53 KJV

53 Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed?

2 For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him.

3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.

5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.

7 He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth.

8 He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken.

9 And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth.

10 Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.

11 He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities.

12 Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.

SMiles Dear Aleesha
HeART Felt Art Keeps
All Our Souls


It’s Not Always
Easy yet What’s

Most Amazing
Is Turning Personal

Into Someone
Else’s Happiness

As Long As
Dark Generates

The DarK

And Purpose

In Life Deep
As The Ocean Is Sky🙌😊🏝

At A World
Where Everything

Is For

Buy And
Sell Ironically
Even “The Devil”

As Metaphor

Of Course

About So
Many Lives


Been Lost
For Profits

As If A
Soul is
Worth Nothing

Sadly Indeed

The American
Way Yet Not


Human Way…
Of Course Not
Restricted To
Any One Country…

Peace Exhaling
Love Among 2

Or 3

Indeed Rue🙌☺️

“Turn on my VCR, same one I’ve had for years
James Brown on the T.a.m.i. show, same tape I’ve had for years
I sit in my old car, same one I’ve had for years
Old battery’s running down, it ran for years and years
Turn on the radio, the static hurts my ears
Tell me where would I go, I ain’t been out in years
Turn on the stereo, it’s played for years and years
An Otis Redding song, it’s all I own
‘When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around’
When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around
Plug in my M.C.I. to exercise my brain
Make records on my own, can’t go out in the rain
Pick up the telephone, I’ve listened here for years
No one to talk to me, I’ve listened here for years
When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around
When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around
When I feel lonely here, don’t waste my time with tears
I run ‘Deep Throat’ again, it ran for years and years
Don’t like the food I eat, the cans are running out
Same food for years and years, I hate the food I eat
When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around
When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around
When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around
When the world is running down
You make the best of what’s still around
Turn on my V.C.R., same one I’ve had for years
James Brown on the T. A. M. I. show, same tape I’ve had for years
I sit in my old car, same one I’ve had for years”

‘The Police’ in 1980, When i Was 20 Years Old 41 Years
Ago Capturing the ‘American Way of Life’ Then…

The Difference Now

Is We Aren’t


To the
Walls of

This Country Alone…

And We Are Able to Hold
Hands Around the Globe
For A Synergy For New Change

That Has Never Been Heard And Seen Before…

In Other Words, It’s A Totally New Egg And Chicken


Is Coming

Even More…

i Can Do Everything
That ‘Sting’ Did Then
And Unlimited More Now

Depends On if We Are Mastered

by ‘The Tool’ Or The Master of All Tools…


As Such Now
And Yes that
Has A Lot to
Do With 9/11, Change…
When The World Has Never Been The Same…

In My Opinion From What i’ve Seen in Life
1980, Was A Stone Age and A Modern Age

Is Just Beginning….

Yet of Course

i See NoW with
Eyes OverFLoWinG
iN Ease Again An Inside
Job This Reality Game is Within Most…

The Remedy to So Much Stuff Life is Don’t Live in ‘The Big City’…

Evolution, Human Evolution, Dictates The Reality of this Greatest Human Fall…

We aRe Evolved to LiVE iN Relatively Small Groups Homogenous to Get Along…

In Cans

Is Just Not
A Natural Human Way…

“London Bridges Falling Down”…

WHere A SMile
Breathes God
Sees Dear Samreen😊

London Bridge Is Falling Down

London Bridge Is Falling Down

My Fair Lady

i Have

No Idea

Why These

Words Come

to Memory Again…
London Bridge Is Falling Down

London Bridge is Falling Down

Everything Will Be All Right

As Long as the




And Sing

Love is all We Need
Hey Jude Yesterday Let It Be

Being For The Benefit of Mr. Kite Again…

“They” Say Heaven Feels

Best Yet They Haven’t Risen

From Hell to
See True
Depths Yet

Waiting Patiently
For the Pain to Make

Pleasure Again Understanding
That With Enough Heaven Hell

Is Always



That Brings Heaven More
“They” Say The Devil is An Evil
Key Yet True He is the One With

Doors to the Kingdom Above…
So the Devil Shall Love You

More Until You Pray

One Day



Wings Return
Again to Feather
Dust Breath Heaven Again…

Hehe, Rue i Guess i’m Just in a
Heavenly Hell Mood Today There
Is An Antidote Waiting Somewhere

Just Waiting

Just Waiting

To Make the
Next Word of
This Poem Come Again

Fire And Ice Earth and Wind
Breath And Death Life is Gift…

For Whatever

Angels Next

SMiLing Eyes of Love’s Burn
Icy Cold Minty Fresh Here
Have A Piece of Gum
Hehe As True This
Has All Been A
Commercial For
CHeWinG Gum…

It’s the American
Way On This “Special Day”
Where Nothing Is Really Real…
Except People Like You Far Away…

Not Withstanding my Immediate Family Hehe..;)

BacK FoR OnE HaS iT aLL To

Wrap Your Arms Tightly Around
Yourself Lift Yourself Up And
Feel A Good Day Hug You
Will Never Forget From me
Better than A Half A Million
Words Delivered as Flowers
And Butterfly Gifts NoW iN
33 Full Moon Friendship
Prayers for Your Happy

MeeK iNHeRiT GoD Ant Consumes Lion And Stronger For Size

iMAGiNE See Wind Of A World That Loves All Be’s All i Am Then

Just Do IT ETerNaLLy NoW

That Point In Your Life When You’ve Lion King And Queened
It All YeS HeAVeN And Hell And Living Legend For Real

For Verily If They Do It Is True the Birds and the Fish Will
Precede Them iN the Kingdom of God Yes Heaven Within For ReaL NoW

Why The Hell Is IT in Other Wise Heaven Now That Priests And Pastors
Do Not Deliver The Message of the Kingdom of Heaven Within

So Many
More Colors as Poetry Will Come to Live And Never Even
Be Touched Lighter or Deeper Than Spirit of HeART

What is Better For a Friend To Be Loved Now by Small
Twitters or a Thousand Brushes of Paint

A Thing About ‘The Beatles’ in the 60’s is
they Took Us Somewhere Else
Beyond Rationality Somewhere
Else Closer to God Free i Am

SMiLes Happiness
Doesn’t Come From
The Part of The Mind
That Generates Our
Modern Standard
Quotient of
Having Little to
Nothing To Do
With Peace of Mind
And Happiness When
i Finally Got SmART
Enough To
This Out
i Spend The
Rest of My Life
Losing My Mind…
Parts of it Anyway…
i Don’t Advise this
If Money is Any Issue..
The Real Driver
Standard IQ..😉

SMiLes.. i’ve Literally
Come to ‘See Flow’
As Faith In Action
Without Know In
A Conventional
Sense of KNoW As
Reason.. Yes now
Letting Go Again
Letting the Flow
Do All the Work
Observing Faith
In Action Enjoying
the Ride For Free Truly
Hard to Put into Words
When All Synchronicities
Come Together in Flow
And Basically the
A Story
We Watch
Unfold As Us Free..🙂


Hehe, Yeah, True i Have
One Distant Cousin

Who Imported

His Wife
From Russia…

i’ve Never had
to look that
Far Hehe;

i No longer
Have to Look

Far At All With SMiLes…
Yet of Course i Surely
Wasn’t the Most Attractive

“Superman” Child Either HAha…
More of Herman Munster at 90 at 7 Years-Old…

People Tend To Get Pre-Conceived Notions From
How Someone Looks on the Outside as to Whether
or Not they Could Possibly Be Autistic; It’s Easier to Imagine Before With SMiLes…

Yet Honestly, The Last Thing Anyone Would Imagine Knowing me Now in ‘Real Life’….

Even the Professionals
Treating me During the
More Disabling Aspects
of the Challenge Agree i’ve

Totally Cured myself of the
More Functionally Socially
Impairing Parts of the Challenge;


Yet Really,
Are More Valued
Now, Overall, Than Any
Other Days in Modern History…

Somewhat, even in ‘Trump Town USA’
Where i LiVE iN the Deep South Still Now…

Lots of All in One, Solo Target
Audiences, Walking Around Now, Hehe…

And in a Negative Way There Are Not Many
Other Folks More Eccentric than Trump For Damn Sure, HAha…


ProduceS iNdeed…

Yet Variety is at the
Spice of our Very Existence…

Trump Is Just Part of the Price oF LiGHT (DarK)

i Wasn’t Impressed With Melania’s Nudes;

Spoiled Rotten

That Way, HAha…

Come A Long Way
Since the Herman
Munster Grandpa 7 Year-Old Days in ’67..;)

My Sister Diagnosed With Asperger’s Syndrome
Is Dressed As ‘Batman; And The Boy on the Far
Right, the ‘Werewolf’, Did A Musical Career, Still,
Including Playing Elvis on the Emerald Gulf Coast;

He is Not Professionally Diagnosed; Yet We Inherited it
From My Father And His Father is my Father’s Identical
Twin Brother (Both Passed Away)… The Witch on the Left Is

the “Normal One” in the Family Like My Wife of Course, Hehe
As i Remember

There Was Always

A ‘Strange’ Normal
One in “the Munsters”,
“Adam’s Family”, And Yes
“Penny” of Course in “The
Big Bang Theory” Show too


An Anchor

(Melania Wasn’t ‘Normal’)

And Yes Sails too Of course…:)

Ah Yes Dear Shawna Baby All the Responsibilities That Come
In the Life of A Southern Baptist Pastor’s Wife Along of

Course With Providing

A Stellar Family

Life For 4 Very

Unique And

Creative Children

Of Course Fractal
Of Who Shawna Baby is

It is Rather Strange too That You
Became FRiEnDS With the Older
Version of Herman Munster Hehe

As True While Your Son Has Movie
Star Good Looks At 7 Years-old

i More Reflected

A Failing
90 Year-Old Man
Version Trying to
Hide Herman Munster
In A Halloween Costume
Of Superman at 7 Years-Old
As True, The Private Catholic School
Blessed Sacrament Was So Much Bigger
And Complicated Than the Little Two Story
Elementary School in 1st Grade Just a Walk up
The Hill From Our 100 Year-Old Shot-Gun Home
DownTown on the River Front that Since Has Been Torn

Down As that
Land on the
River Front
Now is Where
They Have the

Bands on Stage
For the Fourth of July
County Wide Events and Such
When Pandemics Are not So Aroused…

It Must Have Been A Piece of Cake Transforming
From Clark Kent Let’s Just Say Herman Munster
At 7 Years-Old At 90 Years-Old Was Quite the Challenge

The Nuns Voted me As Wittiest Boy in Second Grade

Just For Being An Older Younger Version of Herman Munster

Yet Autistic Not Speaking Until 4 the Stellar Requirements
At that Private School, My Paternal Grandmother Paid for
In my Father’s City Tallahassee WAS JUST TOO MUCH


Yet True

My Secret

Not Unlike



Is Keep SMiLing

Just One SMiLe Might
Save All of Nature on this
Planet Even One Pair of Butterfly
Wings Outside of a Very Dark Cocoon…

For It’s True The SMiLe Saved me And my
Only View of my UNiVeRSE With SMiLes More…

Anyway Both me And My Sister Much Later Diagnosed
On the Autism Spectrum me at 47 And Her in Her 50’s
Both Developed Anemia From the Stress of that ‘Institution’

As We Couldn’t Even Eat At School, We Were So Stressed…

So My Mother Returned

Back to live With

My Grandmother

On the River

And i Eventually

At Least Survived Hehe…
And of Course Now it’s Just Heaven on Earth For
Real… Still have the Inner Herman Munster Optimism FOR REAL Hehe…

Anyway Dear FRiEnD Every Time i See Photos of Your Autistic Daughter
I See The Similar Struggles i Had On Her Face Now How Brave it Becomes to Still Smile…

Of Course She Still Has The Same Tremendous Gift Of Love i had A Mother Born on December 10th….

In Your Case

When I Was
17 Years-Old
In 1977… 10 Years
After the 1967 Photo
Yes The Second
Class Photo Above
Antique As Such 44 Years Ago…

Of Course Me Not You
Still Teenage Dream HAha…

A Mother’s Love All
The Difference ‘Tween
Heaven or HeLL ON EartH mY FRiEnD…

HAha Old Enough to Be Your Daddy in that Photo…
Yet i Remember You Reserve That Name for Your Pastor Husband

(Yet it Was Cool When You Called me Your Priest)

Call me Grandpa
Munster… i Won’t Mind
Anymore than my Aunt
The Mother of my First
Two Cousins Who Called
(Kids At the End of the Photo)
me Lurch as i Guess She
Then Got Her Fredenstein’s
Mixed Up As Lurch Wasn’t the Smiling Monster hehe..;)

9/11, A STory of Karma

Actions And Consequences;

Yes. Reminded of the Day

By Coincidence Making my
9,911th Post At 1:01 AM on 9/11/2021 on the “Wrong

Planet” Of Course Only Psychologically Meaningful

To Me As Just Part of What Humans Naturally

Do With Acausal Connecting Principle (Synchronicity) Events in Life…

The Story of Karma Continues; Just Actions And Consequences;

One Country Imperially Acting For ItS Own Benefit Using the
9/11 Tragedy to Bond and Bind A Country, the United States,

In A Distraction of Iraq To Kill Way over 100,000 Innocent

Brown Muslim Lives That Made No Difference to Power and

Greed Seeking to Tear Down and Rebuild A Country For

The American



And Expansion
of Powers In Another
Line of Unwarranted Wars
Since World War II, Where Many

Innocent Folks Died for Not Any God Damn
Good Reason at All Except for Power And Greed…

That is Never A Good Reason For Sacrificing Human Lives…

And The Rest Of Nature As Atomic Bombs Might do
in Future Unwarranted Conflicts too… So the

American Way of Economic Greed And

Power Continues As We continue

To Eat Away 40 Percent

of Humanity’s

Resources on
the Planet Earth
With 4 Percent of the

Population; WHere Selfish Human

Beings From Minions to Despicable Leaders

Can’t Even Join Hands in a Decision to Safely

Vaccinate to Thwart A Defeat Of Our Economy
And Way of Life By A Common All Natural Enemy

Of A F In


Virus Used

As A Tool for
Only Political Gain

No Matter How Many

Humans Around the World
May Fall to Death As A Consequence

of the Ignoricism Real Religion Now Professed
in Churches Across the United States From Pulpit
And Politics Same


A Special

Brew of

Ignoricism Disease

As Blood Runs Ripe and
Diseased on Our Soils Now…

Karma of over 666,000 Souls

Many Now Unmasked and Unvaccinated

Associated Who Didn’t Need to Die at all…

Yet We Take All Day to Remember the 3,000

Or So Who Did For that one Day 20 Years Ago When

Another 1500 or So Will Die Today Just Because We

Cannot Bond


to Defeat

A Common Enemy

Vaccinated to Thwart

A Deadly Pandemic

Variant From


Our Neighbors Dead;

If Jesus Could Be Real

And Living Today; All there

Would Be to Show is Tears now

Through Face Palms Forests Thick….

On That Day, 9/11, ‘The Soul of America’ These Days,

Existed in a Department Head Meeting At the Military

Station i Was Employed at as a Federal Employee; A Manager
of A Facility of the Base With Other Managers too And the Leader

In Charge’s Response

Was Get Back to

Work It’s

Likely There

Will Be More Attacks;

Our Work is More Important

Than What is Happening in New, York, New York Now…

This Work Ethic of Soulless Humanity is the Plague Now

And Then Still That
is Steadily Falling


Falling U.S.

As HeLL ON Earth…

The Pandemic of Destruction;
The Ignoricism of Humanity
That A Substantial Part of
Humanity Has become

Within Our Borders..

Karma Never

Sleeps Nor Does Death…

9/11 Has Been the Smell of
The Soul of America Since the 1950’s…

As The Portable Morgues On Our Soils Continue to Fill-up

Out of Sight, Out of Mind For Most, If only A ‘Twin-Tower’ could

Be Blown

Up in



so We Could

See How We

Are Blowing Each

Other Up As Blood
Runs Deeper than
Ever Now on Our Own
Soils For the Sake of

Both Money

And the
Reality of
What the
Real Religion
of this Country
Most Ignoricism
Does In Terms of
Harming, Raping, Maiming, Killing Most…

i Am Sorry For Those Deaths on 9/11; Yet

The Reality is the Karma From That Day
And Before We aRe ALL Facing Now As

THere is No Separation

In A Village No

the Walls
We Pretend
to Build Around Our Humanity…

Let’s Remember too The Day Most of
The Country Held Hands in Plans to
Kill Over 100,000 Innocent Brown
Muslims FolkS iN Iraq For A Dream

of Domination…

Over A
Stone Lie…

It Was Clear to
me A Scam From Day One..

All i had to do is Look in George W. Bush’s Eyes…

He Gets Off Easy Now With the What He Helped
Spawn with Trump too…

Never the Less

He And ‘His’



Innocent Human Beings

And Now We Fall Over the Same
Money God of Power And Domination…

So Where Are We Going; It’s As Simple
As Where We Have Been for now… And Yeah,
i Remember That Feeling of Unity of Patriotism
For the First Time in my Life too When We Were




IN Power

Cr8pped All over
The Eagle’s Wings

No Longer Able to
Fly through Storms of Challenge…

Karma Doesn’t Judge Yet The Blood
Flows Now on
Our Soils



Such is the
of Life’s Humanity…

SMiLes Dear Aleesha We Always
Hope Most For A Two Way Airplane

Ticket When We Take A Flight
To the Hospital to Heal Our

Ills For Death too is A
Reminder of Every

Precious Breath

of Life

For Life

Is A Reminder
Again That Death
Provides All of Who We aRe
No Different Than Leaves Falling
Brown From Autumn Trees MaKinG

Green Again Possible In New Spring After
Winter Death True All Of Existence May Be

Reflected in A Fall Leaf Branches of Full Living
Tree Held in Each Leaf Fractal oF All Existence

Dying Living Trees in One Brown Leaf Yet to Turn

Green Spring Again In Another Form Similar to Living Trees

Holding My Only Child And Son Ryan Then Close to my HeART
As He Took His Last Breath and HeART Beat oF LiFE in 1997,
After 51 Days of Life, All In the Hospital mY FRiEnD, my Mother
Falling to Her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day of 2017 Where ‘They’

Say Folks Who Wanna Leave Earth the Most Natural Way With
No Tubes, Food, or Drink, Usually Only Last 3 Days in Hospice Care

Except That Love is What
Makes A HeART Strongest
oF All So My Mother’s Ending
Days Extending to 8 Days Remaining
At Her Side Finding Her Last Breath Then

Passing Away on February 22nd, 2017, the
Day After the Anniversary of my Marriage Since 1990…

Her Breath’s Love Became Mine For it is True
my Child Never Smiled Only Living Pain, 51
Days, my Promise to Him Then at my
Age 37 Is That i Will BRinG SMiLes
To Most Everyone i Meet in Life
And Treat Them No Different
Than A Beloved Child
of Mine True No



The Face of God

No Matter Pain or Pleasure
DarK or LiGHT Midnight Grace
Of Love or Stormy Fear and Hate

LiGHT Comes From DarK It Is Always
Our Responsibility AS Humanity to BRinG

LiGHT Always to Breath Now Dear FRiEnD

This iS HoW We Heal Most Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love Through All of DaRK And LiGHT


My Mother’s

Breath LiveS on

As My Breath oF Love

And The Peace My Child

Never Had Until He Went Away

Still Breathes in the Inhale of All
This Gift of Life to me Living Gratitude Tree….

Yes Dear FRiEnD “Let’s Build Something Together”

All of Us


Hands FoR ReaL..
This Living Tree
This Leaf



oF All
ThaT iS LoVE NoW..:)

SMiles Dear Jade
Your Poetry is
Always Gift

For Inspiration
Treasure of


You Create🙌☺️

“Who Has The Cuter Wife Kim Jong-Un or Trump”

Korean Women Are Naturally Assessed in Some
Studies As the Most Beautiful Women in the World

And It is Clear to me that Kim’s Wife is Cuter Than Melania….

Even Science

Hehe Backs

Up This ASSessment Some What…

However, Since Other World Leader’s Wife’s

Are Considered And Basically My Whole Life

Has Been a Parody Considering i Only Inherited

My Name of Frederick That in German Means “Peaceful Ruler”…

Hehe As Parodies Continue, i Will Verily Enter my Wife
Who Is Born the Same Year As Melania, April, 1970,

In this Competition

Too At Age 51 Now…

Even Pandemic Properly

Protected That Surely Proves

These Are Not Throw-Back Photos

And True my Wife Never Wears Make-Up…

She Looks Precisely the Same When She

Wakes Up As When She Goes to

Bed… i Promise You This

Without Make-up

There Would Be No
Contest And A Clear
Winner Hehe Never the

Less my Wife’s Best ASSets are Clear..

My Wife is Half-Pacific Islander With
A Mix of American Indian And A Hint of

American Irish As Well When The Sun Tints
Her Dark Hair With A Touch of Auburn In Fall Sunshine….

Have A Nice Day…

Life Is Always

Good With Eve

In Modern Eden…

A Parody That is
Real As Parodies Come True For Real, Hehe…

And Yes, Fairytales, Where ‘They’ (we) Live Happily Forevernow for Real…

Remember As ‘They’ Say The Really SmART Meek Folks Still Inherit Eden For Real..;)

Catholic Mass Readings From 9.12.2021 Below Still Studying The Church As An All Volunteer
Participant Anthropology Observer And Katrina Really Patted the Priest on the Back From
The Distance And me too For Finally Breaking Down And Calling Out the Insurrection, Conspiracy
Theories, And All the Problems that Has Brought Defeating Covid-19 As Of Course Before everything

Was all on
The Trump
Plan of Attack
in Church From the
Pulpit too Against
Gays Getting Marriage,
Transgender Rights And
Little Girls Who are Raped
By Their Daddy’s From Getting
An Abortion As they Become Breeding
Ground For Blood on the Streets of Home Front Life…

Anyway the Bishop Is too Weak Still to Be Brave Enough
To Save Folks From the Delta Variant By Providing Social
Distancing And Masked Mass To Protect Both Young And Old
As Only A Handful of Packed Sardines in the Church-Can

Are Doing

The Patriotic
Real Thing in
Saving United
States Lives However
They Don’t Wanna Bite the
Hands That Feed the Collection
Baskets Just So Far as the Priest
Went A Little Farther in Justice Today…

Amusingly Bishop Barron on His PR Show
Today Quoted The Same Isiah 53 Chapter
i Did To Make His Suffering Servant Points too
Resurrecting Out of HeLL ON Earth to Inherit

The Earth As
Most Every

Meek Person
Fulfilling a
Human Archetypal
Hero Journey Will…

Anyway My Life Is Bursting
Out of Blooms In UNiVeRSaL Seeds
Forces of Synchronicity in Dance
And Song Do Continue To Come in All Arts i Create..:)

Reading 1, Isaiah 50:4-9
4 Lord Yahweh has given me a disciple’s tongue, for me to know how to give a word of comfort to the weary. Morning by morning he makes my ear alert to listen like a disciple.

5 Lord Yahweh has opened my ear and I have not resisted, I have not turned away.

6 I have offered my back to those who struck me, my cheeks to those who plucked my beard; I have not turned my face away from insult and spitting.

7 Lord Yahweh comes to my help, this is why insult has not touched me, this is why I have set my face like flint and know that I shall not be put to shame.

8 He who grants me saving justice is near! Who will bring a case against me? Let us appear in court together! Who has a case against me? Let him approach me!

9 Look, Lord Yahweh is coming to my help! Who dares condemn me? Look at them, all falling apart like moth-eaten clothes!

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 116:1-2, 3-4, 5-6, 8-9
1 Alleluia! I am filled with love when Yahweh listens to the sound of my prayer,

2 when he bends down to hear me, as I call.

3 The bonds of death were all round me, the snares of Sheol held me fast; distress and anguish held me in their grip,

4 I called on the name of Yahweh. Deliver me, Yahweh, I beg you.

5 Yahweh is merciful and upright, our God is tenderness.

6 Yahweh looks after the simple, when I was brought low he gave me strength.

8 He has rescued me from death, my eyes from tears, and my feet from stumbling.

9 I shall pass my life in the presence of Yahweh, in the land of the living.

Reading 2, James 2:14-18
14 How does it help, my brothers, when someone who has never done a single good act claims to have faith? Will that faith bring salvation?

15 If one of the brothers or one of the sisters is in need of clothes and has not enough food to live on,

16 and one of you says to them, ‘I wish you well; keep yourself warm and eat plenty,’ without giving them these bare necessities of life, then what good is that?

17 In the same way faith, if good deeds do not go with it, is quite dead.

18 But someone may say: So you have faith and I have good deeds? Show me this faith of yours without deeds, then! It is by my deeds that I will show you my faith.

Gospel, Mark 8:27-35
27 Jesus and his disciples left for the villages round Caesarea Philippi. On the way he put this question to his disciples, ‘Who do people say I am?’

28 And they told him, ‘John the Baptist, others Elijah, others again, one of the prophets.’

29 ‘But you,’ he asked them, ‘who do you say I am?’ Peter spoke up and said to him, ‘You are the Christ.’

30 And he gave them strict orders not to tell anyone about him.

31 Then he began to teach them that the Son of man was destined to suffer grievously, and to be rejected by the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and to be put to death, and after three days to rise again;

32 and he said all this quite openly. Then, taking him aside, Peter tried to rebuke him.

33 But, turning and seeing his disciples, he rebuked Peter and said to him, ‘Get behind me, Satan! You are thinking not as God thinks, but as human beings do.’

34 He called the people and his disciples to him and said, ‘If anyone wants to be a follower of mine, let him renounce himself and take up his cross and follow me.

35 Anyone who wants to save his life will lose it; but anyone who loses his life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it.




New Flowers
Make Colors
of Life
Free to Color
Our Dreams Real

Thanks Dear Savvy
Some Experiences
Of Life Will

Be Hard
To Describe

Never The
Less Reality
Is More Than
We Will Measure

With Words With
More to Describe😊

True.. my
Hotel is

One Bottom Line Here
Now Is Heaven Is Not Supernatural;
It Is Real Now And As Easy To Bring

As A Dance That Is Free.

The Kingdom Of Heaven Is At Hand Now
Always in This Generation Within As Such

Paraphrased for Brevity

WereWolveS Ain’t
Scared Considering
i Don’t Need Money
You Can Have It All🤗😁
Like Katrina
Says if
Insist I’ll
Take It All Too😂

And No Different Than
God As Reality All A
Poem Will Evolve
With No Limits BeYoND iNFiNiTY NoW

Some Systemizing Minds Make Me Giggle When
They Claim There is No Intelligent Design or Caring From: ‘The UniVeRSE’

THeRE iS No Greater iNHeRenT Beauty For LiFE Than Two Human
Beings MaKinG LoVE No Matter Who They Are For ReaL

Hidden Under CuLTuRaL CLoTHeS oF LiES NoW FoR


Aim to Be A Butterfly
Always Leaving Beauty
Of Color Behind Love
to: Color You my FRiEnD

Me And Jenny Were Like Peas
And Carrots Well Actually at 5 Foot 10 And
120 LBS i was More Like A String Bean Seeing

Her Tank Top

You Know i am Glad i am not a Middle
Schooler Today For if i was i can’t
iMagine being that Mesmerized by

Jenny’s Tank Top…

Considering i’m Still A ‘Little Sheldon
Tall Professor’ Rhetorical Question Relative to

Relationships Yes and No…

What’s Really Missing From
An ‘Antiquated Version’.. Bible..
Sensual And Sexual Intelligences
That’s Already Changed #LessLies

Creating Mundane Holy Sacred Full of
Meaning Purpose Every Step Dance Ever
Word Song Ever BReatH BLinK GoD ETeRNaLLY NoW

New Flowers
Make Colors
of Life
Free to Color
Our Dreams Real

Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
With No

Fear Now

Leaves Rise Green
Feeding Tree Roots

From Above to Below

Falling Depth to Feed Soils
Circle of LiFE ReNeWeD Indeed

SMiLes Dear Doc Happy Green
To Brown Leaves Same For Life..:)

Begging Jesus At the Southern Border
Unvaccinated Unmasked
Begging to Come

For Help
From Starving
Lands Deeper South

Then At Church Vaccinations
Free Yet Left Out And Trashed
Masks Plentiful Unworn Still With

Innocent Unprotected Children
Left Unmasked With No Ability
To Get Vaccinated Like Starving

Jesus At the Southern Border

Social Distances




In A Diseased Can

The Church Crowd Sings
To God Give, Give, Give,
BUCKS Now Except Saving
Your Neighbor’s


A Cross
As Light

As A Cotton Mask
And Just Some Social
Distancing Where Eucharistic
Bread Is Not Enough to Offer
Jesus at the Southern Border even


At the


Of Humanity

For Bread of Life…
Oh Lord How Will Our
Roofs Get Replaced After
The Next Big Hurricane Without
Jesus From the Southern Border to Save Our Homes…

SMiLe Dear Doc From The Sunshine of Mexico With SMiLes…

i Understand the Law There No Longer Demands That Raped
Little Girls By Close Family Members Carry the Rape to Term Now

Unlike the Theocracy RiSinG ITs Disgusting Immoral Head in Texas

Yet Women Exercising Their Nature Given Right For Reproductive


Core of

Rights Indeed…

Afforded By Nature

Which Doesn’t Include
Raising Daddy And
Daddy Baby’s Baby…

As The List of Dead Grows
Longer In Prayer Lists Now Left
Unmasked and Unvaccinated at Mass…
With No Social Distancing Curse to the Sanctity of Breathing Life…

We Have Met the Terrorists Among Us Sitting Calmly At Church With

Quiet Bombs


Suffocate Life…
And Spread What
Harms, Rapes, Yes
Maims, Kills Most; Human Ignorance,
A Pandemic Cursing Nature Most Now With
Edifice of What Ignorance Destroys Out of Balance…(Life)

SMiLes.. i’ve Literally
Come to ‘See Flow’
As Faith In Action
Without Know In
A Conventional
Sense of KNoW As
Reason.. Yes now
Letting Go Again
Letting the Flow
Do All the Work
Observing Faith
In Action Enjoying
the Ride For Free Truly
Hard to Put into Words
When All Synchronicities
Come Together in Flow
And Basically the
A Story
We Watch
Unfold As Us Free…

SMiLes Dear Savvy Some Days
Some Years Before Answers
Come Like MaGiC For Without
Any Real Time, Distance, Space,
Or Even Matter Poetry of Last Year
And Yesterday May Come As Poetry to Answer Today…

There is An Ocean So Deep of Creativity in Flow that
Connects Us All Only To Dive Deep Enough to Open All See to Be..:)

Love Is A Pool To Fill
And Feel Within

A Fountain


to Give to Give

When Enough
Complete and
Whole is the Water

We aRe and the Rest
of the Ocean is Ours Sharing
As Waves to Feel More in Ease

Love is A River At Best And Never
An Ocean That Drowns With Waves

too Tired

To Rise



As Falling
In Love the
Feeling is At Most
Always Temporary

Yet RiSinG iN LoVE For
All Comes From An Ocean Sky Deep Warming All…

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha Have A RiSinG Life oF Loving All..:)

Easy For me to Still
Find 9.6 MiLLioN Words
Celebrating All that is Life
DarK Thru


In 8 Years

And 15,388
Miles of Public
Dance With Over
2,000 Photos of
Ecstatic Joy Still

SMiLing Every
Bit As Happy

In Recorded
my Story
too as History’s
Return too WitH SMiLes

Yes i Sing about it a lot Dance Still

too in Hopes One Day Now Someone

On this Earth Will Create Even More Joy

Just Free Never MaKinG A Penny oFF iT Like me

Once Again With SMiLes of Dancing Singing All Free For All…

More Interested

in The American

Way of Free Where
Grass Grows Greenest
in My Neighborhood Of Life..:)

Enjoy What You’re
Doing is Enough Yes

And Don’t

Be Afraid to
Stand Tall


Hehe Back
Pain may Follow
Behind With SMiLes..:)

Here’s A Little
Secret For You
About 90 Percent
Of The Folks Are
Liking Posts on
The Reader


The Posts
Of Course
It’s All A Casino

The House
Unless You
Enjoy the


Of Just Playin’…
Enjoying Dancing
Singing to Yourself

Few Are
To The Choir of One…

If It’s A Pretty Girl in
The Photo Bingo

For A
Further look
Yet only Maybe..
With Cover Pic Enough…

The Fact That Folks
Are Still Liking
This Post

Enough Now…

i Stay in The Top
10 As i Ain’t

Yet the Pay
Of Inspiration
DarK As Great
As LiGHT Muse Free…

‘Discarded By Messenger’

Thrown Away As Garbage

With Never A Day Now to

Return A Call of Humanity…

Human Communication is
So BLeSSeD Summerhilllane

And FRiEnDSHiP is Real Gold BLiSSinG

Away From Only Sexual Gratification

Of Course As that is Temporary at

Most And When There is

Love THere is

At Least


to Accompany

Spurts of Pleasure

WHO Last Longer…
i’ve Found Some Real
Human Beings on WordPress

Who Value Human Reciprocal
Communication That is Social
And Deeper Touching Soul Where

It’s Obvious That Connecting Brings
Them Soul-Felt-Joy Yet It’s True We

LiVE iN A World That is Twitter Deep Where
Science Assesses the Average Human Attention

Span at Literally Less than A Gold Fish Yes 3 Seconds
mY FRiEnD… the Sad thing is Ya Get a Dopamine

Hit For Every

Thing ya

Do Yet

if the Human
SPiRiT No Longer
is Connecting Deeper
in Human Way it Just Withers

Away to Only A Dead Leaf That May
Fertilize Our Life to Find More Green
Leaves Living to Feel Warmth Lasting mY FRiEnD…

Use it or Lose it is the Way of Existence People Don’t
Realize When they Put Their Humanity Off For Other

Activities They Lose

The Ability

to Even

Feel the Warmth
Of Love For It is Organic
Oxytocin Biology No Different Really

Than A Muscle Now That Is An Arm
That Withers Away And is No Longer
Even Useful to Give or Return a Hug…

Or Even A Frigging Emoticon Smile Text

As A One Finger Punch Love Man And or Woman…

Such is the Human Condition When Mechanical
Cognition Becomes US AS Cold Hard NuMBeRS

Just Shells on

A Beach


Words with
no Song oF SoUL
HeART SPiRiT Living
Just Gone Withered Away
As Dust Takes the Place of Love..

No Sea Creature Left to Beat As Breath…

Good News is Work the Muscle Again and Grow Warm…

Sadly Dudes Who ‘Think’ That Emotions Are just Mush, Just plain Lose…

And Sure, Women Who Become Their Work World More Than Soul True…

And All of These
Folks May Wonder
Why They End up
Cold And Lonely Like

If Walking Wasn’t an
Exercise You Have to
Keep Doing to Even Stand up and Breathe…

And Yes Dear, i’ve Learned This Through
Many Personal



Very Very
Shallow As
Deep as Nowhere at all…

It’s Easy to See In Your Beautiful
Paintings Who The Truly Living
Are And The Living Dead As Yes

You Paint the Breath of Their Souls
Through The Windows of Their EYes

or Breathing…:)

With All Due Respect As i realize
You Don’t Have The Same
Mid-Life Financial

i Actually
For And
Died From
33 Years Then
As A Volunteer
Indentured Servant
For The American
Protestant Work

i Fell
To As The
God Of Capitalism
Required Then to
Have Any Health
Care For A Disabled
Wife Soon Then to Be my
Early Retired Fortune too…

WordPress Is The Place
Where Poor Folks Are
Most All Trying to Sell


For Likes,
Follows, Or




Of Empty
Green Here
Too And A Few

Real Rainbow Gems
Who Are Already the

Gold In The Journey

Of Rainbow Writings

Yet i Have Yet

To Meet

One Person

Really Making
Money Maybe
One Comment
With 20,000



Is A Seller’s
Market And
A Fool’s Buy


And Fortune
This Isn’t The

Target Audience
You Are Looking

For it’s



101 What
i Did to Make

A Living Free

Now From Before
Never the Less Good
Fortune to You At

Is Human
Enough to
Support Your
Health Care




This Is The
Casino Where
Poor Folks Get
Shipped in to


A Game
Of Follows
And Likes



Bandit to
No Where

Ya Love
The Music
Playing at
The Hard
Rock Cafe

To Rhythm
And Red

Hot Blues.. Hmm…

Yes.. Yes Free in Autotelic Flow
Free Bliss Of Co-Creativity Now

Thanks For The Inspiration

And Don’t Be Surprised

If One Day


You Don’t Expect🎼

Online, “An ocean filled with sharks and toxic sludge”…

True, too, And Typically Even
More So, A Difficult


For Many


Folks to
Traverse, Who
Can’t ‘See through’

The DarK Parts of Humanity…

Just Another Art of Cognitive Empathy

That i Have Surely Swam Through in Tarry Pits too…

For Decades, Upon Decades of Course, in ‘The Real World’ too…

Yet, i Didn’t Go into A STEM World to Make Money as All my ‘High IQ Peers’

Suggested i Wasted my Life;

i Went into the ‘University

of Military Bowling Center

Life’ And


More of a
Well Rounded
Human Being

For My Own Good;

As That Relates to

A Pursuit of Happiness more than ‘Things’…

i Knew (INTUITED) i had a Greater Propensity to lose my
‘Soul’ Than Most Others By Going into a STEM
Major and World; And Although i Avoided it

in School; i Still Succumbed to it in the Bowling

World Of Social Education to Once Again BE A Cog

in a Machine, A Computer And Operating System IN ‘IT’

Educated to Continue to Survive and Get Promoted
Whether i Wanted the Promotions or not For the Rest

of the World Around

me on Their Cigarette Breaks at Ease… Assisting Them…

Yes, True, Not Smoking Was Even More Intelligent, hehe,

And That Was Just Collateral Duties As Athletic Director
For A Military Station; Last Kid Picked in Sports, me, Hehe,

of Course Selected For Totally Unrelated Skills; Yet Still,
Expected to Do Another Job i Was in No Way Qualified For

Yet i Was Too Damn Afraid of Taking A Break As i was

only Judged As A Valuable Human Commodity and Never

Really Part of Any Social Circle That Truly Meant Usually Getting Ahead…

And Therefore, my Eventual Fall to What i Couldn’t Deal with in Social Capacity…

19 Stress Related Illnesses, including the Worst Pain Known to Humankind, Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, All A Synergy of Life Threat in Pain and Numb From Wake

To Sleep, After 11 Years of Chronic to Acute Flight or Fight Stress the Last Two

Years of That; All Originating From Just Trying to Fit

In Where i wasn’t

Made to Exist Then…

Financial Independence,
The Gift of Retiring Early
After 25 Years of Federal
Service; Yet, Shut-In-in-My-Bedroom

For 66 Months in HeLL ON Earth Recovering

From Basically ‘Autism Burnout’ Specific to Most
of the Life Threat in Synergy of What i Experienced…

Do A Google Search on This User Name “Aghogday” And
You Will Find Research Referencing Work i’ve done in this Area of Study…

Yeah, i Know What’s It’s Like to Have Wings and Totally BE CLIPPED…

YET i adapted

To Hell

And in Epigenetic

Effect Remain in
Heaven Within Now
For Over 8 Years of
Effortless Ease in Continually
Increasing Human Potential of
Autotelic Flow Effort of ‘Dancing A Tight Rope Higher’…

There Was No Prognosis For Recovery From My Doctor’s

And No Guess That After Sitting in my Bedroom in All that
Pain And Numb From Ages 47 to 53, Basically in my Underwear,

Spending the last 33 Months of Hell on This Internet Site then;

That Soon After That in the Journey of 15,388 Miles of Public

Dance i Would Just Be Walking Down the Road at 2 AM From

The Metro Dance Hall Bar And Car Loads of Men Would Yell Out “Legend”

And Car Loads of

Women; Yes





Would Stop

And Yell Take off Your Shirt…

Change Happens, And according

to the Doctor’s Who Helped me…

What i Was able to accomplish
in Recovery Was as Close to
A Real Life Miracle that they had ever seen….

IN Other Words, Where We aRe Today Doesn’t

Limit WHere We May Be Tomorrow; Even if

Everyone Else

Says That’s

Impossible, You’ll
Never Leg Press up
to 1520 Pounds at 61
Now, Considering 50 Years ago

All Of the Folks When You Were
Young, Who Told You in No Uncertain
Terms, You Were Too Weak and Strange to
Even Exist; And Were Spit on For Even Daring
to Smile as a Boy in the Place of Onward Christian
Marching Bully Boy Soldiers then in Trump Town USA;

i’ve Seen the Pain; all of it Physically And Psychologically

to Numb Existence As Well in Piece of Paper Life;

And Now i Do the Pleasure, all mine,

my FRiEnD

For What

i ‘See’, i am

No one Special

And Others Will
Surely Recover more than me…

Yeah, There Are A Lot of Sharks

Out There, A Lot of Sludge; Yet i am

‘The Ocean’, i Cover Over Their Shadow
as Just another Star in the Sky on Earth.. i Co-Create


Free Will;

Both A Practice

And Skill Developing
Still in Both Laser Focus and Human Potentials in HeART…
Still Seeking And Finding; Expressing; ‘JUST DOING IT’ Now..:)

The Term ‘White Trash’, Pejorative
For Those Not Meeting

‘The Qualifications’

Of Either the Protestant

Working Ethic or the Elite

Higher Educated College Classes With Clean

Hands and Nails Working From Home ‘These Days’…

Ironically, the Story Book Character

Jesus and His FRiEnDS Who

Went Against all

Modern Day

Ideas of

The Revered
Protestant Work-Ethic;

Emptying His Pockets Just

Living Off the Kindness of Others

On Front Porches Spreading Good News

Of Love in Social Communion Without Respect

to Class; Similar to my Wife’s Poor Mother Who Welcomed

Any Homeless Person Aboard Her Home Paid for by A


Grant for

The Less
Folks Without

Enough Working Class
Protestant Ethic; It’s True,

White Folks Who Are Poor
Often Stick Together Like the

Story of Jesus And His FRiEnDS

With Empty Pockets only sharing Love And

Available Food With Little Need For Best Dress And Fattest

Wallets of Oiling The Bigger Machines of CuLTuRaL Luxuries…

Pecking Orders of


As the

Only Place

For Those Who Aren’t
Satisfied With Their Positions
Of Life is to Bring Some ”Other
Classes” Lower in Their Minds to

Come Out of Whatever Sinkhole They See Themselves in…

True, The White Privileged Would Surely Name the Story
Book Character Jesus ‘White Trash’ If He came the Same
Way Now Returning As He Lived As Promised His Life in

The First Story

As the Story
Told Of Empty

Pockets Living
off the Kindness
of Others Spreading
Good News for Love…

‘They’ already Tested
That Hypothesis in A Big
Church, Where the Pastor Came
Dressed as Poor Jesus And Verily

Was Treated Like ‘White Trash’; This

America, Home of the Money and the
People Who Make Money Most; Our God is

The God of All MaKinG Money and Even

Some Church Congregations Praise Money
As The Bringer oF All Good News Over Feeding

Poor Jesus the Roofer

At the Mexican

To Repair
Destroyed Homes in Louisiana;
Or Whoever Else Needs Help With Shelter Next…

It’s The Human Condition; It’s Kindest to In-Groups;
Whatever The In-Group Bonds and Binds over Most…

It’s The Human
Condition’s Religion…

Only Inclusive to Those
Who Fit Within the Boundaries of Tradition….

Meh, There’s Also the Nomads Like the Story
Of Jesus, Just Moving to Greener Pastures of Love too…

With Little Regard to Power, Money, And Status; Green Abundance
Enough As Nature Finding A Little Trailer Used; Fishing At the Local Creek

Or Owning
A Big

Like ‘Green Acres’
Far From City Life…

Sadly That’s Not Even Working for
Many Folks Now Looking For Some Way out…

In terms of Lack of Meaning and Purpose; a Lost Religion
in Ways of Bonding and Binding For Common Meaning and Purpose

Replaced often
With ‘The Kiss
of Jesus’, Where
The Warmth of Belonging

Comes in Opiates and Other
Drug Substitutes for the Warmth of Humanity…

Or A Leader Who Reflects Their Misery of Not Fitting in Anywhere…

The Start of How So many Countries Fall in Lack of Meaning And Purpose in Life…
Yeah, Truly It’s More Sad Than Deplorable; Yet It’s True, There is No Dismissing
THE FACT that Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims, Kills Most not Restricted to

Any Class

Really Except

For the Class of IGNoRiCiSM
For All That Falls Away Now for
Meaning and Purpose FOR Humanity…

As The Old Pick-Up Truck Rattles By
With Some Young White Men Listening
To Rap For Whatever Religion of Life

to Find…


The Good
Times and Bad the Same…
Belonging to Whatever Will
Hold the Size of Soul That’s Left…

It’s Rather Fuzzy With No Clear Boundaries and Rules…
So Close to Anarchy, So Close to Anarchy; Yet Just too

Fuzzy to ‘Go

To War’…

Of America
Beginning to
Middle Part For Now…

Winter Coming Soon Enough…

Hopeful Still That Fall Produces
Spring And Summer Flowers to Return
As In General at Best DarK Brings Day…

Meanwhile, Elon Musk a Person Self-Admitted

To Being Diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum is

Close to the Richest Dude in the World With Bill
Gates close Enough Behind in the Top Five too
Along With Mark Zuckerberg to Round Out the

Top Five Richest Dudes in the

World; Gates and Zuckerberg

Are As Autistic as Elon Musk

With Or Without a Diagnosis;

They Are Just Billionaires, An In-Group

of the Top 3 Out of 5; It Depends on if You Find Your Niche…

Systemizing Skills Have Been In Big Demand For the Last 3 Decades

And Folks Who have The Ability to Work From Home are A Modern Privileged

(And Only A Third of Folks Studied Higher Functioning With Autism Are of
The Systemizing Major ‘Ilk’)

Class Where


And Systemizing
Skills Overall Are

The Revenge of the
New Nerd In-Group…

Not Everyone is included;
Yet the Fact is, Many Are
in This Pandemic Environment

Where Technology is Indeed, In A
Way, A Savior of Our Human Species Survival…

Not To Say All Those Folks Working From Home
Are Happy; Yet True They Are Still Breathing With
Clean Hands

And Nails…

If they feel
the Need
to get

of Their
Pajamas Yet hehe…

Human Nature Changes
According to Environmental
Struggle; Rise or Fall; Winter or Summer Next…

Systemizing Mind Privilege is A New Way of Life That Works Best

In Feast
of Famine…

True, Not Usually
Fitting the Meme
of So-Called ‘White Trash’…

Sadly, The Jobs ‘They’ Did Falling, Falling Away…
At least the ones that Brought them out of Poverty….

Of the New
Nerds’; A New
Age And Way of Humanity, Overall….

The Point Here, Is There Are Way too
Many Grey Areas to Generalize Humanity in This or That Prison…

Chances Are, ‘the Dude’ Fishing at the Creek is More Satisfied With Life than
Elon Musk, Bill Gates, And Zuckerberg Could Ever Dream of With Clean

Hands and Nails…

i Don’t Fish;

Can’t Stand

To Touch Live Bait, Yuck…

Or Kill Fish For Sport; That’s Life down there too…
My Wife Does All the Cooking; Haha, i Try not to Look…

And Her Sister Kills and Skins Deer; We Do What We Have to,
to Survive…

Or We

Do Not;

This is Life on Earth…

It’s Gonna take a Lot of
Understanding for A
‘Zillion Different Religions’
Coming From So Many Different
YouTube Channels to Get Along Now…

i Like Complexity Now; Looking Forward to the Future Now…
Folks Who Don’t Like Change, Are Not Going to Be too Happy….

i Wouldn’t Trade my Life With Anyone; Even if i had to Go To
REAL Hell Again to LiVE iN my Own Version of Heaven, For Now Eternally At Least…

First of All, Let’s Be Clear, Bishop Barron, the Placebo Effect Works And Putting Jesus in A Eucharistic Pill, A Wafer of Bread Is Indeed Ingenious this way; Yet, Objective Truth? Do We
Really Expect 70 Percent of the Catholic Church to Believe that; Well, It’s True Most Folks
Realize it’s a Metaphor; A Very Helpful Metaphor As A Sugar Pill Yet, never the Less, Only
myth like a Sugar Pill that May House it; Whatever “Lords of the Rings” Story That Comes
Next in Myth; It is the Essence of the Hope, Belief, and Faith, That is a Best Human
Preventative Medicine and Cure For All Of What

May Ill Us in Life in Ways That Do Not Inhale
Peace and Exhale Love Without Fear my


Science Shows That Nature Produces
Homosexual and Transgender Related
Folks To Cooperate More and Benefit
the Species When Population Stresses
Exist, Particularly As the Child Develops in

The Womb; And Forcing A Child to Bear Another
Child Raped By A Father Is Indeed Often a Death

Sentence of Soul and Literal
Suicide For The Child Forced
to Bear That Curse of Human Soul
Where Most Basic Reproductive Yes

God Given Natural Rights

Are Forcefully taken away…

True, The Church Could Learn a lot
From Objective Values too, if they
Could Just Dig Out of a Place of
Antiquated Study That Still
Prevents Women From
Being Priests and
Gay Priests
From Exercising
Who They Truly are
Without Being so Hung Up on
What Body Parts touch What Forgetting

One Body, One Bread, Means One Love For
All Without labels And this Is Your Monday
School Lesson for the Day…. Dear Bishop Barron…

-No Body in Particular; Just one Body, One Bread,
One Wine, One Humanity of Love FOR ALL… IN TOTAL.

And ‘Here’ ‘lies’ a Major Issue of Autism

And that is Issues With Cognitive Empathy…

Walking in the Shoes of Others That yes Is Possible

to A Great Extent for Those Who Don’t Believe it is…

IF they Haven’t
Ever Developed
A Greater Ability
for Cognitive Empathy…

Obviously, the Generalization of
White Privileges in ‘the List’ Doesn’t

Apply to Disabled Folks; that’s A Given
That “Normally” Folks With Common Sense

Of Cognitive Empathy Understand… An Unspoken

Rule if You Will; Better Put, if You CAN Understand;

Some Folks Cannot Understand; And This is why

Autism is Considered A Deficit of Cognitive Functioning
For Disability Purposes in the United States in Text Book Law For Disability…

Deficits in Cognitive Empathy Are Deficits in Human Potential For Navigating the
Human Social Empathic Environment; And Of Course This is How Autism is in Part
Generally Scanned For With Simon Baron Cohen’s Autism Quotient Test as it Simply

Measures Systemizing Mind
Behaviorally Now Opposed
to Social Empathic Cognitive
Mind And Associated Cognitive
And Affective Empathy That Ranges

From Difficulty Putting Ourselves in Someone
Else’s Shoes to Treating Other Human Beings Like
Objects to Be Used in the Environment; All Assessed in Scientific Literature…

Not Being Able to Grasp The Bigger Pictures of Life; Yes the Metaphors as
Well That Fortunately After 61 Years i’ve Finally Been Able to Master as
There are not Many Challenges Discussed on this Internet Site for Folks
With Autism that i Haven’t Struggled Against in some Part of my Life; Yes,

The Difference Between Someone

With a So-Called IQ of 160, Not

Able to Understand Poetic Language

And A 17 Year-Old Girl From South
Africa Who Doesn’t Just Have “Left
Brained Intelligence” As Metaphor
For Systemizing Thought Without

All the Colors of Life that Make Up

The Human HeART; Yes, With Arts
of Life Over Common ‘STEM Major’ Stereotypes…

It’s Just as Obvious that the OP IS NOT A ‘WHITE
SUPREMECIST’; it’s the Same Kind of Deficit of Mind

That Would

Come to
That Conclusion too…

Typical of Black And
White All or Nothing Thinking

Without The Nuances, The Colors
of Life That Come Through Cognitive Empathy…

And In General, Larger Picture Ways of Seeing
Life With More Colors of the Human Experience…

Good News is There is Room For Improvement as
We Human Beings All Possess Incredible Epigenetic
Potential that is Untapped… Sticking With Labels

And Believing

You Can’t

Escape them

is One Sure Way

of Disbelief and

Automatic Future Failure
For Improving and Having
A More Satisfying Colorful
Life, Of Course if that is what
You Want; As Some Folks Inherently
Refuse to Change too that is Inherent of the Issue at Hand as well…

The Views On this Internet Site Are Often ‘Colored’ By ‘Black And White Think’…

There Will Always Be that Natural Bias; As That is Part of What This Site

Naturally Supports,

Or Not;

It is what
is is, Just

Another Part
of the Diversity

of Humankind and

To Be Clear Now that i’ve
Gotten over the More Difficult

Issues associated with Autism;

All i See is real Human SuperNormal

Abilities; That’s What Ya Do In Life Best, You Shed
Away the Chaff and Keep the Wheat if You can and will…

If Not,



Karma, You Do Not…

First Step to take is Change…

Autism is a Seriously Disabling

Condition; Often When Folks

Don’t Even Have An Idea

Why Life is so Hard;

Been there

Done it

And Overcome a Lot of it…

Yet Sure, Some Days
Are Still a Challenge to me…

i Never Give Up; i Never Give Up….

For me i’ve Come to See Naysayers

As Just Gnats on my Fourth of July Always Holidays of Freedom…

And This is What it Means to Self-Advocate; Yeah, Baby, toot your own horn…

Don’t Wait

For Someone

Else to Affirm Your Worth…

It’s Not Necessary, unless they
Are all that Stands Between Life or Death of Life and Soul…

i no Longer Find Anyone with Power Like that Over me for
i have learned to Be Whole, Complete, and Enough With

A Few
To Receive
Love From For Real…

Even A Village of the
World Now ‘these days’, i CHOOSE…

Online iS A VEry Big Ocean for the
Otherwise Opressed to Find Company of Allies…

And In This Way STEM Majors; Yes, the Drones, Like me at
Points in my Life, The Geeks, The Nerds, The ‘Incels’ Who

Made Online Possible

In Pursuit of Downloading ‘Pretty Birds’ As Fast and Free
As Possible Who would never tell them no again; True, They

Receive a lot of Thanks From Me too; For Providing Avenues to meet



of Even


FRiEnDS with
Someone as

Different as Me…

No Stranger to me or them now…

Just takes a Few Thousand Times
Circling the Globe to Find them in
A ‘Fantasy’ That’s Real Now for me… at least…

Rarely here; And That’s Okay as Haha, Ironically
For Most of the Last 8 Years i’ve been too ‘Neurodiverse’

To Be Even Be Allowed to Exist on A Site for the ‘Neurodiverse’…

Yet This Internet

Site Is Also


in Understanding
The Different Among
‘Us’ More; And That’s
Called Real Success in Life
For All of us; Yes, Cognitive Empathy;

Not Everyone Sees and Does the World the Same as ‘me’…

And When You Become a so-called ‘Veteran’ of ‘This Site’

It Provides a Best ‘Medicine’ for ‘the Condition’, Simply Being

Exposed to More Views of Life; And Indeed, i surely bring

THAT (this) Reality,


i Travel Now…

It’s What Life is
About Greater Evolving
More than Staying Same…

(A G H O G D A Y
‘Another Ground
Hog Day’ When
i first came here in
2010, And Every Day Felt
Pain and Numb Same With
No Colors of Life to
Feel And ‘See’ AND LOVE)

Even If We Don’t wanna; We
Still Change With Every Inhale
And Exhale of Breath; Whether it is
Fearless Peace and Love or Some ‘Other Place’…


Old Aghogday…

And to Be Clear This Is Surely Not
Specific to Only Autism; As We Live

In A More Systemizing World Now than
ever before; Ultimate Revenge of the Nerds
Hehe; As Now We Are Largely Relegated to

Virtual Online Worlds As ‘Avatars’ Designed

By Minds


The ‘Gates’

And The ‘Zuckerbergs’

Of the World; Yet By the

Same ‘Token’ For Those Who

Don’t Remain Blinded By the
Those on Social Media Who Think
More Like Them; There is Room For

The Whole World To Evolve With Cognitive
Empathy In Understanding How Other Humans
Walk In Their Shoes too; A Pre-requisite, if the



Is Gonna

Even Survive;

As Loving Ways of
Understanding Each
Other As Science Shows

Is All that has Ironically

Brought us to this place

Where Strife Has Risen Higher in Folk’s Minds…

i Don’t Welcome ‘Strife’ in my Mind; i’ve Learned to Separate
It and That is a Skill That is a Most Important one to really Thrive in life…

Yet in General, on the Spectrum, It’s almost Like Becoming an ‘NFL Star’ in Difficulty…



-Michael Jordan…

Lebron James

Tom Brady

And Fred…

i Just Don’t get Paid for it, hehe…

To Be Clear That’s Just a Joke (Maybe)..;)

“If you hear a song that makes you cry and you don’t
want to cry anymore, you don’t listen to that song anymore.
But you can’t get away from yourself. You can’t decide not to see
yourself anymore. You can’t decide to turn off the noise in your head.”

From the Book “Thirteen Reasons” All Of What May
Contribute to a Life No Longer Worth Living…

Hard to Hear And Parts Some Would Like
To Sweep Away And Disappear Yet Never

the Less When We Try to Hide Reality
Reality Doesn’t Go Away Particularly
In Ways Now We Feel and Sense
Our Human Environment Around

Us as the Social Animals
We aRe Who Intuit

As A Life

Or Death
Proposition as
Evolutionary Speaking
Before Technology to Assist

Getting Separated From the
Village Meant Almost Sure Death…

True Though Now We Have So Many Tools
If We Use Them that may Bring Respite to

Psychological Trauma IF We Use Them
And True One Great Source of Therapy

Is the Talk Therapy of Joining Words
With Deep Emotions Letting them
Out And Sure Sharing them
With the Entire Globe

For Support
Now For With

A Big Enough NET
There Will Be Fish Who
Swim in Similar Schools of
Life’s Experiences DarK Thru LiGHT…

When We Go Silent And No Longer Reach
Out is when The Demise of Our Ability to connect
With Others May Falter More Learning How Important

Our Feeling And Sensing Minds Are And Nourishing Ourselves
Moving Connecting Co-Creating With Others is Simply Nourishing

Our Humanity


Whole More
Complete Now

And Enough And Best

Of all to Be Best FRiEnDS

And Soulmate With the One Within

Us Our Self Most to Become More Of

An Overflowing Fountain to Give and Share With Others…

SMiLes Akshita A Best Psychotherapist Is Getting to Know Our
Self Getting to Feel and Sense All Of Who We aRe Head to
Toe and More And Blogs Are an Excellent Way of Practicing
This as An Art and Free Dance Is Yes also an Excellent way
of Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses as They Do
Flow From Head to Toe.. Master Moves Master Emotions and



All And Yes

Indeed Master

Mind as Science

Shows Emotions
And Feelings and
Senses Precede Most All So-Called
Rational Decisions in Life and Best

Of All With Enough Bio-Feedback in

Autotelic Ways in Flow We May Develop An
Ability To Be Happy As We Wanna Be Self-Generating Positive Feelings
Senses Emotions Truly Mastering All that is Our Human Feeling Sensing
KNoWinG ReaLiTies Best Giving Sharing Freely of Course in Spirit of Love

For All That Exists… DarK Thru LiGHT NoW..:)

Another Wonderful Review Alesha of ‘This
Author’ Particularly Fascinated by the
Science Fiction Cover Art That
Is Really Sublimely Stunning

And Glad To See Another
Author in it For the Love
of Writing And How
Great Writing
is for the


And Speaking
of SPiRiT Wings
From the HeART ‘Jonathan

Livingston Seagull’ Was Actually
One of the Very Few Books i Read
in My Work Life After College For 25
Years And i Found it So Inspiring The Thought

Of Always Increasing Human Potential And Truly
The Young of Today Are So Fortunate as When i Graduated
With 3 Degrees And Entered A Work Force of Whatever Job
i Could find not required for anything i Did for Work then There

Were No Resources
At Hand Like the Amazing
Potentials That May Be Fulfilled
Now as All the Sciences And Arts of

Humans In All of History is Practically
Free At our Finger Tips From a Relaxing
View of Before We Take a Nap Just Lying Down
As i’ve Written Truly So much Free Verse Poetry

With Just one
Finger on
an iPhone
In Bed… Only
Problem is it will
Cause Shoulder Problems
if Ya Keep Your Arms Raised
Up too Long Holding the iPhone…
Oh the First World Problems Haha…

Truly Doing So Many Things Humans
Have Never Done before on the Planet Earth…

No Greater Years to Be Alive though For As Far
As Any Common Person May Decide to Fly with
Jonathan Livingston Seagull Wings ByPassing now

the “Middle Men” And Qualification Requiring Folks
to Hold Us Individually Back From Reaching So Much
More of our Potentials And this is where i Hold Hope for
Humankind in the Future So Much Budding Potential Now

In FLoWeRinG

Humans of

Like You
Dear FRiEnD
Aleesha Here and
of Course Karlien And
So Many Others Who Have
Really Amazed me at Such a
Young Age As i Was So far Behind
All of You When i Was Younger And After
School With No Resources For Furthering

My Human Potential

my Mind Basically

Devolved into

Mush as True

Human Potential

Both Will Evolve
And Devolve in One Lifetime

Depending on What Challenges We Meet And Keep..:)

Thanks So Much Dear Sohair
For Dropping by the 8th Video
Celebrating 15,000 Miles
Of Public Dance

Hehe i Almost
The Older
Ladies to
Dance With SMiles🌹☺️

New Flowers
Make Colors
of Life
Free to Color
Our Dreams Real

FRiEnDS Dear Aleesha Now

A World Of Colors Pleasure
And Pain All The Greys

Even Touching

Nights of

BLacK Abyss

What Makes

A FRiEnD Last
One Standing
Who For


Giving For This

Dream Come True

Simply Sharing Happiness

Rising Up Out of Vortexes of

Struggles A Hug Will Surely Warm Away

With SMiLinG EYes Present for This Gift Now…:)




All Intuitive True
Only Metaphors
Will Describe


All What
Some Folks
Relate Now to
Cosmic Consciousness
Or Christ Consciousness
or Buddha Consciousness

And All Still Coming Metaphors
As That Relates to We Humans
And The Rest of Nature Fractal

Of All In All Nature is

Yet Understanding



Not Only
Is The Physical
World We Will Readily
Measure Fractal As Leaves
Holding Branches of Trees Living

or Falling
Brown to

Soils Through
Winter Death
Through Spring
Birth of Sapling Green

The Part That No One Will
Ever Be Able to Discretely
Measure Our Minds Our
Conscious And

We Now
With the All In
All Surely Fractal

Of Conscious Mind
Subconscious too
of All No Different

Than Living
That Hold
Both Branches
And Roots of Trees
Up Unfolding For All
To See Tree Tops Higher
Than Ever Before Revealing…

What We Will Dance And
Sing About A FRiEnD Who
Helps Us See More of God All

SMiLes Dear Savvy Beautiful
Day of God True to You Breathing Now..:)

iS A SonG
Sand iS A Dance
Free paws LiFE..🙂

Love That Is More Than
An Empty Word
Or God Without Breath

Yeah.. i had to Leg Press Up to 1520 Pounds
8 Reps to Accomplish the Public Dance…

There’s Always Room to iMProvE When
Angels And Devil Stories Come Real In

Literally No Evil Worse Than a Story About A God
Who Creates Psychopathic Leaning Human Beings Torturing Them Forever to Boot

They Seek Power And Status in Politics to Govern Countries Empty of the Bread of Love

It’s Also True Some Folks Are Neglected And Abused Horribly Through Life So
What Would You Do if You Walked in their Shoes…



Stained Glassed Window Ceilings
Sidewalks Narrow With Tall
Building Both
Of Living
Breath Colors
More to See as Wind..🙂

WaY to iNHeRiT AN EaRTH SeeK
And FiND A WaY To MaKE
Fly Shameless Free
Lively Prints Indeed

For Every Mountain
High Valley Low


RiSinG Rose



Top Reaching



Highs Lows

Balancing Meadow
Flowers Butterfly
Wings Springing




Love Once
More Dear
FRiEnD Now
Aleesha With SMiLes..:)

Got Good News; Yes!

‘The Sky isn’t Falling Yet’;

No Matter What Any Other

‘James Bond’ Movie May Relate;

In Kentucky in An Expected Crowd

To Celebrate The Orange “Make America
Great Meme” oF iGNoRaNCE And Lies the Same

‘The Pillow Guy’ And Some ‘General Flynn’ Deserter
From Our Constitution of Laws Were Expecting 10,000

To Show Up

To Celebrate,

And A Pale

300 Or so Showed Up Instead;
Not Unlike The Promised Protests

After 1/6; Or the Promised Ones Coming,
Except for the Extreme Of Out of Balance

Folks In Four Wheel Drives Carrying Lone Weapons

of Self-Destruction,

No Different Really
Than the Failed


Crowd of 1/6;

Listen UP Folks; Republicans

Comprise 25 Percent of Voters;

And 60 Percent of Who Are Still of
The Orange Ilk oF iGNorance to Still
Support Trump, Mostly Evangelistic

(As That Generation Passes Away
In The Coming Decade As Well)

Christians, Supporting Him
From the Pulpit too,

Relates to A Dollar
Fifty Cents of

A Quarter,

In Other Words,

15 Percent of the
Electorate; Yes It’s

Extreme; Yes It’s an Extreme

Minority; Yet Believe It or Not Ripley

And Horatio, the Adults of the Majority
In this Country Are Still in Charge Just

Like They



The Height
oF iGNorance
That Elected Trump,

Even After He admitted
First He Could Take the Lives

of Folks on Fifth Avenue and Even

More Through Pandemic Unmasked Ignorance

In Advance;

Not Everyone

Drinks the Orange

Meme Kool-Aid; And

The Phenomenon of

Despicable Leaders And

Minions to Follow Most Despicable

Acts of Humankind Is NO NEW Human

News; THere Has Always Been a Pandemic

of Human Ignorance; Particularly When Scarcity

of Meaning and Purpose Rises to New Heights…

The Common

of Ignorance

Is Now The One

That Joins Forces on the

Other Side Where The Munster

Family Still Rules The Adam’s Family

With A Progressive Smile More For All…

i See America From Trump Town USA 10

Years Now Same as 10 Years Before; Some Dudes

Will Be Hunting And Fishing; And If They Finally Get
Smart Enough to Mask Up and Vaccinate Perhaps

i Will be SMiLing

And Grand Daughters

Again Dancing The Nights
Away With Ecstatic SMiLes
of Joy In Largest Dance Hall Glee…

True, i’ve Already Danced With Most
of their Adult Female OffSpring around ‘These Parts’ At Least…

My Father’s Identical Twin Was Doing it With the Ladies at the
Country And Western Bar While His Wife Played Piano At 84 Years-Old…

He Didn’t

Even Work-Out

To Keep His Strength

to Do it; Gives Me Another

Good 63 Years or So to Exceed His Effort…

If i Can Talk America In to it; They Will Be
Dancing Singing More, 10 Years From Now; if Not,

Just Like



8 Years Before

i Won’t Change
A Thing; Every Where
i Go A Dance And Song Free…

And This is What it Means to Still
Be Free in America a 245 Pound Dude

Dancing A Mix of Free Ballet and Martial

Arts in Trump Town USA Walmart With





on Foot-Loose T-Shirts…

i’ve Already Danced 15,388
Miles; More Than Half the Distance
Around the World Free in Trump Town’s
USA; Next Decade Will Just Exceed Around The World Again…

And as a Sizable SideNote to Add, A Long Form EPiC Poem Reaching

20 MiLLioN Words or so too…

Life is Mostly A Within Game; Wherever one Lives Will Be Dictated Most

For How



Our Realities

From Within Now;

Heaven or Hell; Yes,

Inhaling Peace Exhaling

Love or Inhaling Fear and

Exhaling All Stuff Related to
Fear Like Despair and Hate (Yuck)…

Beautiful Soul-Felt
Poem Dear Cindy
For Giving Now
Thanks Giving
Love That Is Real
Will Always Be Merciful

Both Apologizing

And Forgiving

A Hardest Part
May Be Showing
Someone How They
Harmed Us They May

Not Consider

A Hardest Part May
Be Admitting Harming
Another Without Enough Consideration

Of Their Unique Soul Feelings Sensings

And Knowings Of Life As True We aRe All
Unique EYes of God Creating Unique UNiVeRSES

Of Our Own A Greatest Art of Progressive Wisdom
Now Across The Lifespan From First Shared Touch

Smile and Love

With Mother

In Affection of Empathy
Sharing Emotional Contagion

Through Cognition of Empathy
That Grows As Practice of Art With
All Our Different Views of Life And The
Views Others Help Us See of Their Unique
UniVerses Created Now by Their Unique EYes

of God True

Through All the
DarK and LighT
We Come to Blind
And See Greater Now Alone Allone

Love is Never A Concrete Science
When Real Always A Practice of Art
DarK Thru LiGHT WHeRE Blind is Willing

to See More of the Soul of All FRiEnDS We
Meet and Greet in Life For True THere is Ego
We May be Mightily Attached to For Feeling Whole

Yet There

is Also Detached

Compassion From
Ego Loving Unconditionally
Feeling No Less From Whole
Complete Enough Whether We
Are Apologizing or Forgiving in Greater
Works of Love For All to Feel Sense BE

For When Love is
Real Apologies

Never End

Nor Setting Free

For Wings of Love

To Determine When

To Come Back For A Smile

And Hug Or Just Perhaps A Text of Hellooove

Whatever Symbol May Say Hello With Love my FRiEnD..:)

SMiles Dear Rafiah God’s BLeSSinGS to All Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love With No Fear And SMiLES Eternally Real Now♥️♥️♥️

SMiles Dear Aloha FRiEnD At Twilight

Where The Sky is So Big on Your Hawaii

Beach The Ocean Inhales Peace And Exhales

Love With Every Move Connecting Co-Creating

As Waves Inhale

And Exhale


of All that is

Nature Same as

Loving Dog Resting

On Shore Inhaling Peace

Exhaling Love One With Shores

Grains of Sand Breath of Waves

Within to Give Share Freely in Kindness

As Bird Rests Nestled in Dog’s Fur For Close

Warmth Perhaps Taking Care of Any Sand Fleas

That May Appear Hehe… It’s True We Are Waves of
Breath Our Ocean Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Best…

And How Nice to

See that Far
Away You Are
Able to See the

Same Crescent Moon
Dancing With Venus

As i Do in the Dark Forest
As You Do in The Starlit Moon Filled
Venus Evening of Paradise Breathing…

SMiLes my FRiEnD Meanwhile Nature
Spreads Ocean Warmth With Hurricane
Breath of Nicholas 5th One in a Little Over
A Month for Our Gulf Coast Missing Any
Target of Us With Blunt Force Winds

Yet With Rains Making

Our Grass and


And More Colorful
Than Any Tropical
Forest Here of Past…

With Every Night Comes Day my FRiEnD
Have A Wonderful Paradise Day of BLeSSinG
BLiSSinGS For All… And Give Your Lovely Shepherd
Dog A Pet From me of Kindness From Florida Flowers True…:)

28th! May God
Glow Many More
Birthdays 🥳 of
Joy For


All You
Love Dear
Rafiah Particularly
New Baby Haleema
And Father Husband
Of Course With

Of Love
And Hugs!☺️❤️🤗

SMiLes Dear Annabel
Humans tend to Get All Trapped
And Tribal Worshipping Symbols
We Create As Idols

More Than

Essence We

Feel and Sense

of Reality Within Now

Yes Above So Below
Within Inside Outside

And All Around the

Secrets of

Are Not Secret At
All For We AS Humans

Are Obviously Fractals of the
All in All As A Dead Leaf Holds the
Branches of A New Tree As The Leaf

Falls to Soils And Becomes New Life
Through Winter As Source Nutrition For

A New Sapling Tree Green Arising in Spring

For Summer FLoWeRS to Bloom And Make

Seeds For New Trees So Who Are We True

in Some Psalms of Old And Dusty Holy and
Sacred Text Some Sages of the Ages Do Author

That We Are All Gods Sons And or Daughters of

Such of the All In All And Yes Science Agrees We aRe
All Made of Star Stuff Crucible Fire of Star Death Super Nova

Explosions Are Both Star Flowers and Seeds As We Come Resurrecting

Still From Gaseous Star Dust And Atoms From Perhaps More Than One Star
And Galaxy too MaKinG Up All of Who We aRe And The Rest of Existence True

Our Minds UNiVeRSES Unto Our Existence Neurons As Stars Light Us Up With
Waves of Connection in a Synergy So Much Greater Than the Sum of the Parts

Alone And True Science Will Surely Not Rule Out Intelligent Design Greater than
Our Minds Creating A Holographic Simulation of a UniVerse Where Indeed Gravity

is Illusion Yet

Still There is
No Illusion of
Balance For Whatever
Gravity is When We Find
Ourselves FRiEnDS With Gravity

In Balance As A Free Dance That Leads
Us to this Path As A Free Song of Poetry
That Expresses This Balance Within

Opening Up New Frontiers As

Every Inhale of Peace

Now And Exhale of

Love is A New UNiVeRSE

We Create in Connecting to

Other UNiVeRSES of Human Minds

For If We Are Mind As Above So Below
Within Inside Outside and All Around it

May Be Clear that What We aRe is Fractal

Of All that is Mind For What Some Folks Symbol

In Three Letters As G O D Thing is When We Sing

G O D GOD Gets Trapped On the Roof of Our Mouth

With Tongue to Sing Perhaps A Greater Symbol Now to

Create Not Trapped on the Roof of Our Mouth to Express

A Highest Force of God Within is When We Inhale Peace

And Exhale Love As the Force of Love is What Connects Our

Minds Our HeARTS Our SPIRiTS Most of All the Glue of All We

May Best


As LonG As

We Express This Love

For All that is And Leave

No Part of God Out of God

Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love

No Place For Fear Total Balance

of Grace in Strength of Will to Move

Connect And Co-Create Living Happily

Ever More Now Eternally In This Force oF LoVE For All…

Hehe See How Easy it is to Write a New Testament Everyday

It’s True For Every Inhale

of Peace and

Every Exhale

Of Love Without

Fear As We Move

Connect and Co-Create

Are New Worlds of God to

See and Be And Feel and Sense For Real
Or At Least As Real As Love Gets As

Force For All..:)

Happy Birthday Dear Rafiah!!
Hope You are Having A Joyous Day!!




RiSinG Green Falling Leaves

Dancing my Way Free Spirit

Weight Wind Invisible True

iN LiGHT Feeling SMiLinG From

Deep Within



Birthing Singing

BLoWinG Winds
Everywhere i Go
Perennially Always

F L O W i N G EVeR

Green Now WitH SMiLes

Christmas In September NoW

Ever Month of Ever WHere
Dear Rue Simple So TRuE

Not Much More Complicated

Than A Dancing Smile Singing For All

LiVinG Tree Spreading Out

Just Leaving

Foot Prints

From the

Beach i Come
Again Inhaling
Peace Exhaling

Love my Teacher
Rue Teaches me So TRuE too..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Yes Space of Calm
Grace of Balancing

Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love

Yet Origin

Of All

Love Springs
Grace of Balancing
Moving Connecting Co-Creating
Now Inhaling Peace Exhaling

Love Water Waves Ocean

Whole Never Ending Story

Waves Rise Higher Lower

Tides Return


Shores Expand
For New Room
For Flowers of
Love to Bloom
Out of Peace of Calming Grace
Center Point Balancing FRiEnDS
With Gravity’s Hand..:)

SoUL Bones Cold
FlesH And Blood

HeART Awakes

SPiRiT Song





HeART Beats
Back to Life SMiLing

All the Way Back to
Peace Grace Inhaling

Generating Dancing SPiRiT
Exhaling Love Balancing Back


With Gravity

Less Inertia

Holding Us Back

SMiLes Dear Aleesha

Rest Easy Awakening With
New Colors Springing SPiRiT SinGinG

For However Your Truth iN LiGHT Arrives Now…:)

my Mother’s Only Clear
Meaning and Purpose

In Life Raise



Them With

Love Let Them

Stumble and Get

Back Up And Forge

Their Own Unique Path
Truly A Hero’s Journey

With Darkest Hell Pitfalls
And Joy Of Laughter Along

The Way in Heaven True too



A Few

Still Resonate

Her Hero Journey

Is Still An Amazing Success

No Greater No Clearer Value
In Meaning And Purpose of

Life Than Raising

A Child Now to

Remain Become LoVE iNCaRNaTE

For All They Meet And Greet In Life…

It Seems You’ve Set Your Sails On A
Similar Path Never Distracted Over What

Truly Counts…

Love is The

That Never
Leaves A LiFE
Through DarK And
LiGHT True it May
Leave Yet A Mother’s

Love Will Return in Sails
Many Breaths Still to come

Fair Winds FoLLoWinG Seas…

Ocean Breeze Love Will Continue Seeing..:)

“TWaS A DarK And Stormy Night” Just Breathing

No Matter How Grey And Stormy Clouds

No Matter How Still Ocean Smiles

Sun Always Comes

Back to Shine




From Fall to Rise

“TwaS A DarK And
Stormy Night” i Smiled

At A FRiEnD And They

Did Not Return A Smile of Kind

Meanwhile Snoopy Dances And

Sings for No Reason At All For

The Essence

Of Joy

Is Purpose

Enough For those

Strong Enough to
Return Smiles Through Dark Sky Clouds…

Why Go To the Moon Coloring Moon Within…

So Many Reasons And Not Nearly Enough Smiles For No



Yet Joy
Of Dance
And Song
Foraging Still
The Day Close
To Naked Holding
Hands Only Clothes
of Love Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love Most With
Enough Food And Shelter to

Exist Now


Is Love

Returning Again
HeART Beats of
Drums Campfire
Midnight Dance Free
Trancing FLoWinG Allone

ToGeTHeR What Makes the
Tribe Most Real Raising the
Child to Be A Greatest Prize
to Secure Love For the Future Now…

So What Will We Build Next to Make
A Happier Future… Leave Smiles of Love


In Oceans
No Longer

SMiLes For
All Bright

To Return
From ‘Twas
A DarK And Stormy NiGHT’…

Where Hope Tells Truth iN LiGHT
Peace Inhales Love Exhales Returns

Now to Give
And Share

of ‘TwaS A DarK And Stormy NiGHT’…

-Just Another Dog With No ReASoN Yet A Tale to Wag…

CoNFuSinGLY Sadly From A Young Pup… Rarely ‘Man’s
Best FRiEnD’…


We LiVE iN A Country Where
78 Percent of Republicans

Still Believe The Big

Lie That The Election

Was/Is Stolen From Trump

In The Most Secure Election
America Has Ever Executed
By Study of Trump’s Own Officials…

The War May

Never End

In ‘The


Only in
Minds oF iGNoRaNCE…

Never the Less, This Ignorance
Is the Minority of the United States

Consisting Of Less Than 20 Percent of the Electorate

Yet Enough to Entertain A Failed Insurrection on 1/6…

To Overthrow

The Democratic

Electing Process for
A Free Nation to Even Exist…

Modern Civil Wars Are Not Fought

With Guns In the United States; They Are Fought With Ignorance
Holding Hands With Lies As Thankfully Mostly Solo Mental Masturbation…

Yes, Sadly Except Now In
Small Skirmishes, True

And Deadly Ones
Indeed Making
Laws Against
to Protect
Children With
Masks in Heights
Still Of Most Deadly
Pandemic Variant
Disease in ‘Florida
Man DeSaTaNiS State’…

And Yes, Several Similar State
Governments of Pandemic Ignorance…

Yes, Like Insurrections Before
That Failed Then and Making
Little Girls Carry Daddy’s Rape
Baby to Term in Baby Daddy
States of Ignorance Now too; Yet

Again, Despicable

Leaders and


Are Nothing
New in Any Area
Of Historic Human Rule…

If You Don’t Believe me,
Hehe, Watch ‘The Movie’ Again…

Yet, At Least In ‘The Movie’ in School AND CHURCH ‘They’ Didn’t
Expose Innocent Children by Law More to Pandemic Disease…

Not Everyone Believes in Despicable Leaders and Not Everyone

Does the


And Song
On Puppet
Strings of

‘Superior Ignorance’…

Again, If THere Is Any Good
News, It Is That The Majority And
Rule, Still Ain’t Lost Some Element Of Truth…

As Gavin Newsom Beat An Attempt to Over-Turn
Covid-19 Delta Variant Protection By A Landslide In California

Last Night…

Which May



Other Coming

Results of Elections

In The Future As Not Everyone

Is Part of Cults That Worship Death

Like the Evangelical Christian Way of

Let’s Vote Trump To Usher in the
End of the World

So Jesus


Be Happy
to Return
to Send Their
Enemies Straight to Hell

And Torture Them Forever in ‘Perfect Merciless

Unforgiving Hate’; Thing is ‘They’ Are Already Left Right Behind…

In Fruits

oF iGNorance…

Considering Neuroscience
Suggests Humans Generate
Their Reality Like Hallucinations
Based On Previous Experiences
of Hallucinations They Co-Create

Is This All


Surprise: NO.

The Human Experience
Will Be Dreamy Heaven
On Earth Or Literal Hell
Fire on Earth too; Depends

On What ‘They’ Wanna
Hallucinate into Fruition
Now; Dreams of Heaven or
Nightmares of Hell For ReaL ON EartH…

We Are Basically the Same Classically Evolved Human
Species As We Were 10’s of Thousands Of Years Ago;

Whatever We’ve Done in the Past We Have the

Potential for Now and

Fortunately Good

News too;


And New Colors
Of Heaven Now True…

Sticks And Carrots…
Sticks and Carrots…

That’s Still What’s Down
And Up ‘Doc’ With the ‘Human Condition’…

As ‘The Rabbit Holes’ Are Still Rather SHaLLoW iN Ignorance…

‘General Milley’ Is More oF A ‘Real Man’; Not What ‘Little Men’

In the


Are Able to
As Much ‘These Days’ still…

Honor And Truth iN LiGHT
Before Loyalty to ‘The Fallen’

oF False Lies…

It’s Not Easy being Human, Period.
Let’s Lift each other up, instead of the other.

It’s Neither Church or State Fearless Love That
Gives and Shares Consuming Others And Rest of Nature

A State of SPiRiT BeinG NoW

Those Homes Are my FRiEnDS Places Who See SPiRiT WinD

White Privilege: Getting Stopped In Your
Nice Neighborhood In Your Nice Car
That You Afford Working 80 Hours A
Week Supporting A Wife and Several

(The Black Dude Married to my Great Niece)


For ONLY the Color
OF Your Skin By A Patrolman;

Whereas, i Don’t Work at All;

Nope, And Don’t Get Stopped,
No Matter What Neighborhood
i Drive in Or What Car i Drive Now
As Long as i Drive White According

to the Law…

‘Black Privilege’: As Assessed in Research,

African American Folks, Both Male and Female,
Have Higher Levels of Self-Esteem; In the Dance

Hall, Women Are More Attracted to Males with Greater
Self-Esteem That May Be Noted Just By the Way Males

Carry Their Self Without A Word….

Side Note: Per ‘Weird Al’, i am

No Longer A ‘Nerdy White Boy’;

(Moving More Like a Lion On the Savannah)

Even As A White Dude Approaching
60; Just The Way i Carried my Self
With Self-Esteem; Enough, Whole,
And Complete Was Enough to Attract

(Never Carried A Dime in my Pocket;
Women Offered me Drinks, i refused,
And Of Course Said No Thanks too)

Women to Me at the Peak of Fertility
Years (Around 21) to the Tune of Thousands
Upon Thousands; Where i Got High 5’s By my

(As The Photographic Evidence Irrefutably ‘states’)


Through the Dance

And The White Dudes too,
When They Figured out ‘Success’

Isn’t Always Tied to ‘Socio-Economic Success’…

Of Course, i Was Only An All Volunteer Anthropology (FOR REAL)

Participant Observer Taking Notes for My Own BIG


And to Be Clear,
Some of the Other
Research i Have done
Has Already Been Cited

In Peer Reviewed National
Institute of Health Research Papers online…

Yet Those Are Applicable to ‘The Condition’ Of ‘Autism Burn-Out’…

Side Note: i’m ‘On Fire Now’; Yet i’ve Learned How Not To ‘Burn’…

And Literally A Major Way i Do Not Burn is by Always Moving in Grace Like A Lion

On the Savannah…

For It’s True, A Balancing Body, FRiEnDS With Gravity, Makes A Balancing Fearless
Mind in Grace

Peace Best

Nope That’s Not ‘Normally’ How Life Works…

The Author Wasn’t Preparing
A Math Equation; She Was
Generalizing A Thought
Specific to the Human
Condition In American Culture,

Many Folks Will Relate to;

Yet Of Course, Not All,

Or We Would Only Be
Machines, With ‘Black And White Thoughts’…

Again, There is Obviously Some Bias in this Thread
In Common Response

That One


Expect, Seeing
Additionally, Outside The

‘Control Group’ Here of Opinion…

As Pedantic As One Might Like the World
To Be; It Just Doesn’t Work That Way; One

Has to

Out the
More Often On Their Own…

Without Every Possible Exception
Spoon-Fed to Others, Hehe, Like i Provide…

To The Chagrin Of Those Who Don’t Like to
See the Bigger And Smaller Pictures ALL AT ONCE…

And the Obvious
Pleasure for

Can And Will…

SMiles Dear
Karlien Peaceful


Loving Waves
Ocean Lets

All Waves
Come Play

Honor All Mine
To Be A FRiEnD
Of Your Waves 🌊☺️🙌❤️

Thanks Dear
Lillian You


my FRiEnD🙌❤️

SMiles Dear Karlien A River
i Am Effortlessly Flowing
Where There Are

No Damns

People Who
Welcome Rivers

Are Those Who
Accept All Languages

Of The River As
i Empty myself

As Water Same
Becoming Waves

And Ocean Whole
Thanks For Letting

me Wash Over
Home of Your

Soul Not Always
Welcome Where
Different Languages

Of God

The Kindest
People See
Essence Over Form

Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love

For Me Every
River Language

Valuable With SMiles🙌☺️❤️

Hehe Aloha
FRiEnD Rainy
Days And
Now Yet
Night The


At me
Clouds Before
Hiding in Night


🐸 Frogs
Are Hopping
A Best Rain True☺️🙌🏝

Happy Days🙌🤗❤️

SMiles Karlien The Second Chapter Moved
Effortlessly Out of A Dream Questioning
Distance of Reality


By The End of
The Chapter to
Questioning if
Reality is A Dream
Again Keeping the Reader

Guessing If Both Men Are
Actually Real Or Is One a Dream
Or Perhaps Both Are Dreams Maybe

It’s All A Dream And Of Course it is
As Imagination Transforms into Creativity

With SMiLes


Until Next
Time Out of Time

And Do Your Best not
to Get Bitten Again By
Long Fanged Women In
Colors Vampire Red GLoWinG…:)

Thanks Dear
Cindy Pleasant
Western Mountain


To You
With SMiles
Or Valley Same🌹☺️






On A LIGHTER Note Now With Plenty oF LoVE…

Hi Sweet friend Zee.. as i Grow Older..
i Truly BeCoMe More Independent
And Free.. Yet More
Loving NoW And
In Interconnecting
Relationships ALL1
At the SAMe NoW…
i Suppose THaT THiS
is What It Means
to Be A Child
Co-Creating Yes
Finding FamiLY..
Giving Sharing
Once again to
WHere FaMiLY
Essence NoW Of LoVE
And Not Just A Three Letter Word..:)

Me Toooooo Hope
YouR Day is Full of Stars
(Tonight) 🌠🌌🌆🌄 too

The Issue IS ‘The Money Within’…

SMILes Dear Hemalatha It’s Raining on the
Gulf Coast It’s Pouring 5th Tropical System
in Just a Little Over A Month Hehe on 9.16.2021

It’s More Like
A Monsoon

of India

These Days

In the Sunshine
State of Florida

Yet i Have A Secret
Super Power Rich That the
Rain Cannot See i Generate

My Own Weather Within Now

No Matter How Winters Spring Summer Falls…

No Matter Gender Or Nation Or Religion

Or 244 Pound Dude

Who Leg Presses

1520 Pounds

Still At Age

61 Dancing Now
Singing Everywhere
i Go MaKinG All Words
Sacred Song Every Move
And Step Holy Dance Only

To Generate More Words of Song
Every Peace Inhale of Life Every



No Different

Than When i Am

A Weakest Child Before

i Could Speak on the Autism
Spectrum At Age 4… We aRe More

Than Human We Are Our SPiRiTS
Within We aRe ALL Our Ancestors

From Stars to Amphibian Frogs Who

Have Existed Hundreds of Millions of
Years More Than Us And Billions More

As Stars And
Even Children

Of Beyond
We Cannot
And Will Not
Ever Be Able
To Even Measure
With the Science Tools
We Create True Our Heritage

Is As Deep as All That Exists and

The Greatest Miracle of All Is if Any

Of These Links Are Broken We Would

Not Exist At All We aRE aLL Miracles Breathing Now
With the Rest of Existence Revolving Around ‘God Nucleus’ More..:)

Yes! Love, Hope, Faith, Patience,
Courage, Understanding, Peace,
Passion, Healing, Strength, Beauty

Freedom Thanks Dear

Savvy For Always



Poetry Prompts
Touches HeART NoW

Reaching Beyond For Soul More…

i Will Add One And More To the List…

Fearless Will To Give Share Freely With

No Restraints



More Virtues

Of Love ALonG Our Ways ToGeTHeR NoW
Cooperating Always For the Win For Love…

oh my Gosh i Feel As Rich As Love Hope Faith
Births Human Breath! Reborn into A Newer


Creation Now
Always New
Thanks to Dear
FRiEnDS Like You…
Hehe, And Even the

Ones Who



Like All
Love i SPRinG
With SMiLes At Least…

Hehe, My Middle Name
is ‘Arthur’ Can’t Decide Now
if i Wanna Do Art or Author

Stuck “Somewhere Between
The Moon and New York City”…

Fortunately My Middle Name Allows
Both And Even More With my Other ‘Names’ With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Doc Life is As Long
As We Dance Sing Together




Life is As

As We


Where the Only
Prize is Another Win…

And We Really Never LiVE aT ALL
NoW in Joy Complete Enough Whole

ToGeTHeR Ocean Waves Holding Hands Water All..:)

In America Just About Every Thing
Is A Frigging Competition Up or Down
In India Folks Respect Wisdom to Grow More…

Small Thoughts Not my Forte
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love

(11 Words)..:)

Thanks Akshita
For the Poetry Prompt…

When Every Experience
Of Life Becomes Muse
For Dance And Song


Is Always
Good Now
DarK Thru LiGHT Best (37)..:)

Congrats Little
Chef Aarushi On
Your New Instagram
Recipe Art Endeavor!

As Far As Showcasing
What i Do Dancing And
Singing Everywhere

i Go

Free Eternally Now

Is Probably Enough
Hehe Not to ELaBoRaTE

Any Further



Missed You Donatella
You Add So Much

Color to Word
Press Spring

Year Around
Colors of Beauty Free!..:)

Like Most Everything Else in Mythology
And Stories; There Are Real Life Lessons

To Be Heard

That Are


For The Essence

of All the New Colors
Of Heaven; Grey SHades
of Purgatory; And BLacK
Abyss of the DarK NiGHT(S)

Of the SoUL That May Extend

Out For Years, Yes, 66 Months in
my Case And Sadly, A Thousand Years
In A Second Of Life in REAL HeLL ON EartH

Within For the Rest of a Breathing Life that
Is Surely A Living Dead Hell on Two Feet if

One Is Fortunate

Enough to Be

Able to Still Stand Up Straight…

Thing Is, You Don’t Have To Do Anything

Immoral, Or Unethical to Go to HeLL ON EartH At
All When Hell is Real Within; For You See in Hell WHeRE

Demons in Silly Little Hollywood Movies Like the Ones

You Copy Here on this Internet Site, Are actually

An Illustration of Heaven

In Hell; As In Hell You

Don’t Get to Feel Fear,

You Don’t Get to Feel

Hope, There Are No Feelings

At All; Only Empty Time that is

Again the Perception Otherwise of

A Thousand Years in One Second Multiplied
Beyond All Measure For Every Breath of Life

there is
Never Now

An Inhale

of Peace

Or Exhale

Of Love Either

Nor Even A Memory

If that Place Ever Existed

Before in the Current Experience

Of Life Eternally Now in Hell; It Makes

me Seriously Giggle, Every time on this

Internet Site, Someone Has Tried to Dismiss
me as Less, or Strange, or Different, Or Not

Valuable Enough to Exist here….

If They Could Spend

Just one


Where i have

Been Forever in Hell

They Would See How Foolish

It is to Try to Bring A Real Innocent
Devil Down to Any level Lower than

They’ve Been In Life For No Reason Yet

This is Part of Nature too; i got to Go For

Not Doing Anything Bad; Just Going Beyond What

My Human Nature Was in My Parameters of Human Potential then…

And Again…

Difference Now
i’ve Learned to Be
FRiEnDS With Gravity..

Balance In Body Makes
Balance in Mind Creates
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love

For All in Existence And Surely

Makes Folks Experiencing HeLL ON EartH
Far Less In Pain and Numb Than i’ve Experienced
As A Real Innocent Devil on Earth So DAMNED EASY





Have you ever Danced With
The Devil in the Pale Moonlight…

i’ve met the Devil in Person and
i am Surely Not Afraid of my Angel Now…

Or Anyone Who Might think they have the
Authority to Send Anyone to A Lower Place than i’ve Already Been…

A Place that Any Mythological Demon/Devil Beyond Fear Would Dare to Tread…



Nature’s Greatest Rule is Balance; Fail Balance




Yeah, Baby, the Mythology of “Dante’s Rings of Hell” Are Very Real

Like Going Without Sleep for 40 Days with the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind assessed as Literally Worse than Crucifixion Torture;
The Suicide Disease Lasting 66 Months From Wake to Sleep, Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia Among 19 Life Threatening Disorders in Synergy

That No Drug
Would Touch;

Only an Alpha
Blocker Would
Allow 1 Hour of
Shallow CardBoard
Sleep for the First 35
Out of 40 Days and No
Sleep for the Last 5 Days…

The Record by the Way for
No Sleep is 264 Hours, 11 Days…

Every Day Another Ring of Dante’s Hell
Deeper From the Get Go of the Hell in the
Spring ‘Lent’ Period of 2008… Every Day

Can the Pain Get Any Worse, Will The
Numb Get Any More Empty The

Answer Always Back

From Within from

The Devil i am

Then, Yes, Yes,

There is No End to
The Depths of Pain and Numb….

Yet, You See it Was No Youtube
Clip With Spine Tingling Scenes…

Just a Thousand Years of Hell Within
Every Second That No One Else Could

See and Experience, Yet me in my Own
Mind Constructed Experience of Hell Then…

If only i had learned BEFORE TO SAY NO
if i lost ‘the Job’, it would be the End of the World…

True i Learned
my Lesson
Well and

i Found Out

Both HeLL And

Real Heaven Are

ReaL ON EartH; Hell is
The Place of All Time Eternally
Now Empty and Cold; Heaven is the
Place of No Time Eternally Now Just Joy
For All That Exists as the Essence of LoVE iNCaRNaTE

iN A Human

Being Loving

it All And Even

Able to Forgive A
Devil in Hell me for ‘You’

See Without Forgiveness for
Self and All Others There Is NO


In Just my

Devil And

Angel Opinions Of
Course Weighing in
Feather LiGHT NoW
FRiEnDS With Gravity
SPiRiT Wind LoVE iN

i Do Relate in A Post i Just Made IN ANOTHER PLACE (The Wrong Planet)

i Got Kicked off the Site Numerous Times for
Expressing Myself in A Very Neurodiverse way;

Yet in 8 Years, i Never Gave Up And Now i Get to
Help People, Whether They say Thanks or Not…

Not Everyone really has An Ability to Say Thanks

Or Surely Debate Complex Philosophical,
Religious, And Political World-Wide Topics…

And that’s Okay With me, As i too Used to Be

Part of
The Silent
Majority too…

Moving On to How

i Relate to Your Post here too

On ‘the Wrong Planet’ As Well:

Ahem, It Doesn’t Take a Rocket Scientist

to Understand Most Users of this Internet Site

Do Not Post; For The Simple Reason That Many

Autistic Folks Are Introverts And Many Are not Very Verbal…

Never The Less, THEY DO READ;


And Obviously, Considering Our
Administrator CORNFLAKE Already
Dispelled The Notion That Bots
Or Other Influences Outside the

Registered Members Here Might
AFFECT the View Count, THEY DO NOT;


Which Means That All Close to 65,000
Views of my Solo Monologue Thread, “Depth of The Story”
That is Also a Number One Hit Now on the Google
Search Engine In Quotes; And Still Hits the First
Page Without Quotes, Which Likely Means it
Draws Views in For Revenue Outside of the
Members/View Count on this Internet Site for the OWNER



Way that is the Oldest Most ‘Eastern Way’ of Discussing All 3 IN MORE MYSTICAL
WHOLiSTiC Ways That May Not Be Popular With Folks Who Materially Reduce the World

Who Lean
More Toward
The Ilk of the STEM

Major, Which i Can And Still
Will Surely Relate to Working With
‘IT’ For the Federal Government,
For the Military, For A Quarter
Of A Century and Financial
Management too; However,

Studies Show THAT Is Actually
A Minority of Higher Functioning
Folks on the Autism Spectrum, With STEM Majors Only
Weighing in At About 33 Percent according to those Studies…

Once Again, the Fact is as ‘Temple Grandin’ So Eloquently Speaks
to, In Her ‘Ted Talks’ For Many Years Now is that The Spectrum is Just
That; the Neurodiversity that Comes With Folks Who Excel in Maths
And Language; And Those Who Excel in Visual Thinking; And Those
Who Excel In Pattern Thinking And Quite Frankly (Fredly), Those Who Excel

in Them all

And Will Switch

Hit With Ease
to Do Amazing
Works of Life that

Obviously Not Everyone
Will Be Able to Appreciate,

Depending On What Niche of
Human Potentials They Reside In;

However, Intellectual Snobbery that
Decides that One Way of Thinking is Greater

Than the Other, Doesn’t Understand that it Takes
An Entire Pie of Different Pie Kinds of Human Beings

To Make A Human Society Work; Just Like it Does With
80 Percent of the Rest of the Animal Kingdom Assessed
As Rovers and 20 Percent Who Are Sitters And Continue

To Vote For Trump
As Part Of Their

Yet You

See that’s

Mixing Science

With Art; That Blows
the Mind of Some Folks

Away Who Believe That Thinking

Only Works One way; Clue: IT DOES NOT.

When i Finally Expanded Out of my STEM Mind;

Folks Here thought, i Was Out of ‘My Mind’; Yes, i took

A Vacation to Art; Yet i can Still Go Back and Write A Science

Abstract Devoid Of Soul, If i Don’t Wanna Feel All the Wonderful
Colors of Life (Emotions, Feelings, Senses) That i Was Totally Missing

In Life Before


World That
Colored the Smiles
of Folks Around me

So Far Out of my Grasp…

Now i get to go to what i personally
See is Yes, A Much Better Place in Life;

Not Everyone Agrees; Yet Never the less,
An Average of 5,000 Views A Month that

Aren’t likely Yet A Few of the Folks Who Actually Post


And Just Because they Aren’t Posting, Doesn’t Mean they Are not
Getting Support From this Site for what it was Designed to Do;

A Support Site

For the


Just Because ‘You’ can’t
See the Benefit; And Just Because

Those People Might Be Too Reserved
to Jump in my Thread and Provide Their
Point of View, Doesn’t Mean They are not
Feeling Supported As Neurodiverse in Some Way…

As My Whole Goal By Coming Here Was Becoming MORE



i Get to See and Do
The World in More Human

Shoes Than Before and i Have





And helping other

People even if they
Don’t Debate Or Say
Thanks is Just (F) in Being HUMAN.

According to:

-(Fred) At Least…











ThiS Ain’t Wales Baby… You

Have No Idea What Goes on Still here…

In the Farms to The North of the County

Just After Church, ‘The Blacks And The Whites

Are Separated into Mud Mix’ That ‘God’ Never

Accommodates As Good…

In Other Words,
if they ‘Get


And Create Children…






Harming Folks Deep Down away from Love…

In Other Words It’s Harder to Get A Job Or
In Next Door Where A White Daughter

Might Be


For Someone

Who Moves with More Confidence…

It’s a Fact, ‘Some White Folks’ Have
Feared ‘Black Men’ For ‘This Reason’ All Along…

Is it Part of Human Nature; Yes, And Also Part of

Racism Still Today…

Every Night
We Walk
Around Our
Forest Block
My Wife And

All Kinds
Of Frogs
And Toads🐸
From The Middle

Of The Road

Now Not To
Be Smushed
By Huge Four
Wheel Drive



Jump on
My Sister’s
Shoes as Word
Gets Around Among



Of As Such🐸🙌☺️🏝

SMiles Lots
Of Stars
To See
Of Creativity
Where Your



SMiLes Dear
Only First
Dances Of
New Poems

To Sing Free🙌☺️❤️

HeHE ALeesha
i Have No
To be
An Amazing
FRiEnD As THere
Is No Escaping



As F R E D
Is Literally i n
FRiEnD HAha🙌☺️❤️🤗

By Inspiring
Poetry Prompts
Thanks For Perfecting

A Practice
Of Inspiration
Poetry FRiEnD
Dear Hemalatha 🙌❤️😊

Pleasure Dear
Aleesha Thanks
For Your Inspiring

i Prefer Dudley Moore Playing My Middle
Name Sake of ‘Arthur’ Better in 1981…

Something About

Charmed Lives

And Always

Ending Up

Smelling Like
Roses No Matter
How Many Thorns Ya Fall iNto…


And Yes Meeting ‘Perfect 10’ Wives
At ‘Bowling Centers’ Yet Not “Dorothy’s Daughter”…




Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay🙏

Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening

Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again

After Thunder Invites Its Return…

Yet Rain Always Falls on its own…

Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch…

Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All….

SMiLes Dear Cindy The EggPlant Recipe
Looks Delicious Will Have to Ask my Wife

How to Exactly Assemble it

As All i’ve Really Done

Is Oatmeal With

The Ingredients


Just Add Water
Microwave Then
Butter hehe And Actually
i’ve Only Shopped Once in
31 Years When She Had
A Virus The Winn Dixie Customer

Service Associates Volunteered to
Help me Find the Lipton Soup As All
i Use Stores for is the 15,400 Miles of
Public Dance in 8 Years And Of Course

The Wife Just Dragged me Along With Her
Behind the Buggy Before That For the Rest
of the Decades Then… Anyway Dating was

Hard Enough in the 80’s Without Today’s Swipe
Left And Right Business i Don’t Buy my Groceries

Online And

Thank God

i Didn’t Have
to Swipe for
my Wife Online…

Always like to Touch
What i Buy And Smell
It A Bit First Hehe With SMiLes…

As It’s True There is So Much Attraction
In Smell And There is No Sniff And Scratch

Online Yet Hehe…

And Would i Have Ever Let my
Mother Find a Blind
Date for me: No…

Rather Use
my Own
Eyes too HAha..;)

Yes Yes Dear
USA Writes
This is Why
We Have To

Be Whole


Of Will on
Of Balancing
Grace Loving All

Oh Goodness
When i Worked
That Exhausted
me So Much Giving

For Pay
Left At

End Of
The Day
Sad Wife
Then This
Is Life in the

USA For So
Many Just
Up to Sea
Level my FRiEnD

Why They Call
Golden Ages


For Pay 💰

Hehe Yet
You Are

In School
Be Happy As
You Will And
Are Able to


Money Free
Makes A Huge
Difference for me😊

Every New Bridge We Cross
Creates A New Reality
to Land in A Way We’ve




Yet True There Are

Even More Bridges to

TraVerse Within to Get

To Where We Never

Leave Yet Grow Most

And Yes In Life Without
Challenge There is No Growth

Rewards Come For New Mountains
Scaling We’ve Never Climbed Before…

For Sure It is True Though
When We Come to
Inhale Peace
And Exhale

Love Most
Free The Blood
Sweat And Tears
of Challenge Roll Over
The Shadows Of Us Easier

For New LiGHT

To See Out

oF Caves

We Sit Before
Dear Aleesha With SMiLes..:)

Yes! Dear
USA Writes

More Than
We Receive

For Even Science
Shows One Altruistic
Act of Kindness to
Others Without


When We Become
Loving Enough Whole
Complete in Will And
Strength With

of Grace
In Balancing
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love This Way

Will Bring Higher Levels of
Happiness And Well Being
For Even Months to Come
What A Free Love Drug Giving Is!

Giving Becomes The Essence
Of Receiving Same Happier We
Make Others Naturally Happier
We Become in Cooperating
SPiRiT HeART Souling


Problem is
Sadly Our Culture
in the West is Based
More on Competition Than
Cooperation That Means Profit
For Most All We Do in Life Even


Where We may
Expect to Make

A Profit Off of What
We Give to Others

As This Applies to All
Stuff Nature of Life True too
iN LiGHT And DarK AS Humans
Through Their Competitive Spirit of
Profiting off All Stuff Life Consumes Nature


Hoarding More Than Sharing Taking More Than
Giving For the Competitive Spirit of Profiting Off of

Living Associating

Hehe So Don’t Even Try
to Feed me More Words than
i Give to You People Wonder Why

i Am So Happy They Haven’t Seen
The SMiLes i Put on Other Faces With

Life Now

Indeed Dear
FRiEnD Make
Someone All ones

Happier than You and

You Will Be The Last

And The First to Inherit

All the LoVE oN EartH

You Create NoW..:)

Yes Hehe i’m
Very Different


Up Born
On 6.6.60

In Numbers

Beastly Some Days😱😜

Sadly Savvy With Invention

Of Time And Clocks To Rule

Each Second Minute

And Hour

In Deadlines

Still To Create

What Comes Missing

Now Most is the Human

Touch For It is True There

Is A Lock In Every CLocK

That May Separate

Us From

Flow Now

of Dreamtime

WaKinG FoReVeRNoW iN Ease
Moving Connecting Co-Creating
Humanity Dancing Singing ToGeTHeR

Thriving Again As MoonLight Sings

Promise of Sunshine Again

Complete Whole


Hands With
No CLoCK Hands
Substituting for

Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE
ToGeTHeR NoW Real…

Hehe, Yet It’s True It May Be
Hard to ‘See’ ThiS Way As Money
May Offer Little Soul to Create mY FRiEnD…

Indeed BLeSSinGS BLiSSinGS Free Am i to Be This Way With SMiLes

For All the Blood, Sweat, And Tears Still BRinGinG me to This Place of

Loving Co-Creation…

With A Little
Help Yes

Of Help
From Kind FRiEnDS…:)

Very Sweet BD
Appreciation Annabel!🥳

Whatever God You Pray To Remember Capitalism Is No Soul

Lust Comes And Goes True Love Lives Forever Now Cares

Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay🙏

Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again

After Thunder Invites Its Return…

Yet Rain Always Falls on its own…

Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch…

Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All

We Systemize Life Now For
Order out of Chaos Truth Gold
Standard yet as Neuroscience
Shows We All Hallucinate
Our current Reality Based
On Past ExperienceS How
Easy We May Fall to
Matrix order of
Lies fed from
Birth the light
Or dark alternatively
We Will generate
Within Escaping
Matrix oF Lies
The Emperor’s
Clothes in Deed
A Challenge for most🦅


When We Are Deleted
In A Way it is more
Room for Us
To Generate
A Hug As
There Are So
Many Who Will
Appreciate Unconditional
Love Who Only Breathes
This Way
To Give🤗🎶

Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening

All In
Of Loving
Life Giving
Sharing Freely🙏😊

Pleasure Hemalatha
At Least We Do Get
Some Breaks in The
Rain ☔️ 🙌😊

Thanks Dear Aloha FRiEnD
We Just Got Back From
Saving Frogs And
Toads With
Yes Total
Success in
3 Miles Now
No Road Kills
By Huge Four
Wheel Drives
🐸 Frogs
And Toads

“When Spirit is Empowered
There is No Need for
Wings to Fly!” Indeed
Dear Savvy Thanks!😊

Thanks Dear Doc
Always A
my FRiEnD
With Much


To You
With SMiles too☺️🙌🤗

Here is a Ted Talk From Temple Grandin That Goes into
Much More Detail of Course About the Diversity Of the Mind,
And How that Relates to Thinking Across The Autism Spectrum…

i Didn’t Have Any Problems Staying At the Top End of my Class
Earning 3 Degrees in Mostly Educational Areas of Anthropology,
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Health Science That Only

Really Prepared me for Master’s Levels Courses That i Entertained
Until the Money Ran Out; And i Had to Seek Work, Wherever i Could
Find Work That Had Nothing to Do With the Degrees i Earned; As i
Was Never Concerned About Making Much Money as My Family on the

Maternal Side in A Small Town Showed it Didn’t take much to be

Happy. My Problems Weren’t Input, Yet Output In Terms of Creating

Anything More Than A Technical List in Writing And Bare Bones Social
Reciprocal Communication Lost From Small Talk More than “Take It Easy”;
Or “That’s Cool”; Or If Someone, Anyone Asked me what i had been doing,

Even Family, i Usually Had only one Reply That Became Two: Working, Working…

As At Least if i Said it Twice, it was the Best i Could Do to Connect Longer that way….

There Were Some Days At Work, Still in my 40’s After Having No Verbal Words Until
4 That i had No Motivation to Speak at All At Work, And In Meetings With Bosses and
Peers as i Went up the Ladder of Pay Grade, Managerial, And Administrative Duties

It Took Literally An Hour to Come Up with Anything to Say in a meeting; Yet

Even Before i Could Speak at 4, The Doctor Told my Mother She Loved me

Too Much Providing all i needed

Without Any Need to Ask

For Anything in Life;

And That i Had Bright Intelligent
Eyes, Where i would Speak When i Got
Good And Ready to Ask For Something i Needed…

Yet True, Before i Could Speak my Mother Said She was
Frantically Looking For Her Car Keys, And i Toddled
My Way Back to the Bedroom, Found Them Under
The Bed And Brought them Smiling From Ear to Ear;

Empath in Feelings and Senses i Always Was;

With Arms Reached out for a Hug to Everyone She
Said; Yet a Stay At Home Mother That’s What She Gardened

In me, Same Open
Arms for A Hug Her

Number One Focus
in Life That She Set Her
Mission to; After my Father
Left at 3; Things Went Way Downhill;
When She Had to Go Off to Work; And
i Lost Some of the Emotional Close Contact that way….

Not Easy Getting Along With Other Children Well; Not Able
to Speak Well; Same With Stuttering in Middle School; Yet

Never the Less, Intelligent Enough Eyes Smiling And Straight
A’s to Get By, Even if my Hand Writing Was So Horrible the Teacher

Graded me High When i had to Write, Based on All the Acing of Multiple
Choice Tests; Just Based on Stellar Rote Memory Then; The Hardest Part

Of All Really Not
Being Comfortable

In My Own Skin; So Hard
to Navigate the 3-Dimensional

Environment Around me Like Going
Into A Target Store And It Always Seemed
Like a Maze i was Lost in; Eventually The
Stress of it Almost Killed me in Total; Yet

Fortunately Being Able to Retire Early; With
All the Permanent Disability i Was Assessed with
Then; i Looked Deep Within and Found the Answers

For me That ended up Being Connecting Emotions to
Words in Poetry that Finally Provided A Flow Where My

Thoughts Were All Finally in Focus away from ADHD, Gracefully
Inhaling Peace, Exhaling Love Finally For All My Life; And The Dancing

Naturally Evolved to Where i am totally Confident in my Body And With
Some Kind of Epigenetic Effect i Moved From Total Introvert to Total Extrovert

Where i Still Enjoy Both Ways of Life; Best of All i Developed An Autotelic Flow

To Generate My Own Happiness Within; And the One Emotion i Left Behind

Losing Most All Emotions for 66 Months

Was Fear that i Still Leave Behind

As the Free Dance and Song

Still Regulates All my

Emotions and

Integrates my Senses;

Yet, My Inability to Comfortably
Touch Almost All Human Made
Material Surfaces is As Much of a
Challenge As It Always Was; Just as i
Am Born i keep my Hands Closed into

Mostly A Fist

Always to

Avoid Touching
Most Human Made
Stuff in Life; hehe

Smallest Challenge i’ve
Faced At All in My Lifetime;

Yet What Most Folks Couldn’t
Imagine Dealing with IN Life….

i Adapted to What i Could and
Accepted What i Couldn’t Change…

If Not For the Early Retirement, i’d
Be Really Screwed Big Time; Financial

Independence Made All the Difference in
the World to Eventually Recover, Never the
Less, with the Assessed Suicide Disease for 66
Months From Wake to Sleep in Pain Most Folks

Cannot Imagine
Exists Past

Getting Their
Teeth Drilled
Without Novocaine;

In My Case, Type
Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Impacting
My Right Eye and Ear
Rendering Effective Use
of Eyes and Ears At Almost
Nothing In Life For Most of that
66 Months; Trapped in A World Within….

It is safe to say it’s really a Miracle i’m even alive today…

i’ve Come to Appreciate
Every Breath Now

And i Have

Zero Regrets
About Any of the
DarK in the Past
That BRinGS me Where
i Inhale Peace and Exhale Love
In Ease Now; Never Making a Penny;

Yet Accomplishing things in my Life

i Never Thought Was Possible

for me or


Else; Mileage
Varies Depending
On Make and Model
of Human Being; i Surely

Won’t Ever Judge Personally
How Someone Walks in Another
Pair of Shoes; There Are Just too
Many Invisible Circumstances Other

Folks Go Through That they May Never Talk about at all..

i Didn’t Meet Anyone Who Couldn’t Touch Human Made Materials
until my 40’s, Where One of the Life Guards That Was Underneath

My Administration

Remarked She Couldn’t
Stand to Touch Towels
Coming Out of the Dryer…

My Wife Does the Clothes, Now Thank God…

As She Always Has For 31 Years; Fortunately She Was
Attracted to Men Who Smile A lot When i met Her

At The Bowling Center i Worked At Early On for
The Military in Surprisingly A GS-5 to 7 Federal Position

Eventually GS-9 to 11 Equivalent Position as
Athletic Director of A Military Installation as
Yeah, Hehe, Last Kid Picked For Sports; Yet my
Collateral Financial Management And IT Support

They Needed me Enough to Hire me for Something Else…

Back to Towels, i Never Had A Dryer When i Lived With my Mother…

Wasn’t so Bad Hanging them Up On A Clothes Line Still Wet…

Yeah, There Are So Many Variables About Autism That Makes
it Incredibly Functionally Disabling

And So Much That Others

Don’t See That

Indeed Makes it this way;

Same With All Mental Illnesses
too; As Bi-Polar Was Likely Part of
What Led me to Darkest Depressions too…

My Highs Don’t Get me in too Much Trouble; And in
General My Mood Will Be Hypo-Manic For Decades…

i Finally Found the Focus to Express that Potential in
Creativity; All the Dance And Song; And Even a Literal
Prescription From a Doctor For Dance keeps me Emotionally
Regulated And Sensory Integrated From Head to Toe in this World…

My Doctor Says i Am A Fairly Rare Case to Manage it Without Drugs…

Yet Again, It’s Always A Tight Rope Act Higher in Flow For Me continuously

As Surely 9.6 MiLLioN Words in EPiC Long Form Poem Writing, and
15,400 MiLes of Public Dance in 8 Years Shows How Far That


When Actually

Used Will Go;

Haha, if Anyone

Had told me i’d

Be Writing Poetry

And Dancing In Public,

In The Days i Could Hardly

Muster A Word And Never Feel
Comfortable Walking in Walmart
or Target Solo in my 40’s, i Surely

Would Have to Ask them Twice if they Were Talking About me, hehe…

It’s True, i Came to Amaze Myself Enough Where it Doesn’t Matter to me

What Anyone

Thinks about

my Recovery

From HeLL ON EartH

To Heaven Within One

Lifetime Now; i’ve Lived

To the Point That Life
makes Death Worth Doing
In Only Gratitude for the

Inhales of Peace And Exhales
of Love i’ve actually Experienced
in my Life Now in So Many Giving
And Sharing Free Ways; Where i Basically

Lived in a

In A Prison
Within in Varying
Degrees Most of my Life
For Some Functional Disability…

Even When Peers Called me ‘Superman’
For Earning 3 Degrees at Once With
3 Part Time Jobs in College And

For the Work-Load

i Handled

At Work

With A Smile
Outside Where no
One could See i
Was Gradually Dying Inside…

It’s True, Most Folks Can’t
Imagine How Difficult the
‘Clark Kent’ Part of ‘the Job’ is For Real…

Yet Again, Of Course, it is ‘The Geeks and
Nerds’ Who Created the Comic Books

to Get the Revenge of the Nerds

With Imaginary Super Powers

For ‘The Wedgies’ They

Received in School;

Ultimate Revenge though;

Now Most Everyone Lives

in Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, And
Mark Zuckerberg’s World; And

Perhaps More of Elon Musk’s
World For Whatever New Invention he Creates Next…

Hehe, If Not Only Paving the Way For Basic Income
For All Through HiS Own Personal Trillions When He Goes that way…

THere iS A Whole

Lot of Human

Potential in This
World Not Realized Yet;

And It won’t Be coming

Nearly as Much From the

Folks Who are Not Considered Neuro-Diverse Now…

It Takes All Kind of Folks to Make A Species Survive…

If ‘They’ Ever Figure Out How to make ‘Cookie-Cutter

Perfect Humans’, The Species is surely Doomed…

Nature iS A Whole Lot More Smart

Beyond the View of


We Will
Likely Ever
Give Nature
Credit For; Just
Because We Don’t
Have the Tools to See it;

No Different Really than
What i thought Was Impossible

For me to
Do in


Lifetime of
mine that still
Changes Every
Now Eternally Real…

And For Everyone Else
too of course, Wittingly Or Not, True…

Of Course, With Everything i’ve Been
Through, i Don’t Like Seeing Anyone Bullied for What They Cannot Change…

Yet, On The Other Hand, What Will Be Changed For the Better
Will Be Greater News For All..:)

It’s True Dear Aleesha Love
That is Real Is Always More

Than Touch Some Say it is
‘The Shape of Water’

True A Blanket

to Cover The

Entire World


Warmth That

Is Shared Within With
Special All Others Filling

All Rooms With Sunshine Bright Feelings

Lighting All The Nights Up With Daylight Trust



BLiSSinGS Soft

When LoVE iS Truly
ReaL IT Only Rises

And Never Falls

Again as


Now That
Are Green
May Only Fall
To Become Brown
To Nourish Soul Soils Fresher

For Even More Green Life Of Love

In Spring As All SeaSoNS Become
One Water Ocean Waves For All to Rise From Fall…

Other Than That Your Poem Definitely Beyond Touch

Indeed With


Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening

Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay🙏

Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again

After Thunder Invites Its Return…

Yet Rain Always Falls on its own…

Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch…

Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All…




Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS

Nice to See You Back Dear Soni
Just Thinking About You Yesterday
Praying That You Are Well and Okay…

Wandering Ghost on the Earth
Neither Realizing He is Dead

The Way From 2007 A YouTube
Piano Piece i Later Constructed

Struck One Person Then
Who Was No Stranger Yes
To Depression Yet Others

Described it As Light and Whimsical

Oh How Our Human Views Differ

Depending on the

Filters We BRinG
From Past to All
Future Now Existence

SMiLes Dear Soni Relieved
To See That You Feel Upbeat
Now in the Rest of Your Current

Communication… True We Never Truly

Understand All Of What May Be Behind

Even A Human Smile Anyway on a Note

Longer Than i Have Room to Copy and Paste

Here Celebrating a 97th Month Anniversary, 9.18.2021
Of mY Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” my
Entire Blog Houses And Several Other Blogs
i Administrate too in total Numbering 7 With
Other Subchapters Spread Around Online

As The Entire “SonG oF mY SoUL” Is
Actually Just A VERY LARGE EPiC
Longest Long Form Poem at 9.7
MiLLioN Words Now Just
A Copy And Paste
A Collection Now

Fully Globally

Of Poetic Responses to
What Other Folks Have
Inspired From Their Soul
to Mine in Connecting For
97 Months Now Along With

15,400 Miles of Public Dance
And Over 100,000 Photos i Take
To Fully iLLuSTRaTE it too And Now

Can’t Afford to Kill the 14.4 Trees From
my BackYard Forest Real Garden of Eden

(And Over 10,000 You Tube Videos Would
Never Fit in Paper-Filled Books Either Hehe)

To Get the 144,000 Pages of Copy Paper
Yes 288 Boxes of 500 Reams As Such
To Publish the Equivalent of 242 Or So
Novel Sized Poem Books in One Hehe

That Would Surely in Weight Crash
Down The Most Sturdy of Barnes
And Noble Book Shelves Just

Collecting Dust There

Years and



ON the Floor HAha
Thing is All the Pages
Are Just Fumes of my
JoY iN Heaven on EartH
DarK Thru LiGHT Then Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Now
Center of
In Balance


iN FLoW More
Enough Whole
Naked Human Complete…:)

Mirage of Comfort
Always Nice to


Essence Real NoW

No Matter Mirage Of Comfort

WHeRE TiME RunS iN ReVerse
And We MoVE iN FoRWarDVerse..:)

Hehe, Yes Ever Since 2016 Halloween
Although Still Orange Like Pumpkins

Lost Its Appeal

to ‘Fresh Stuff’

On EartH HAha…

It’s What We May
Eventually Come to
Enjoy Once We Realize
Alice In Wonderland Isn’t

Really Fake News HAha

As Yes Humans As Neuroscience
Shows Actually Basically Hallucinate
Their Realities Based on Ones Their
Minds Co-Create Before So i Choose

And Co-Create
With Nature


More Now Than

And Everything Life is Good…
Even In DarK SHades Of
Grey And BLacK Abyss
Portrayed Just All


Just All Rainbow

Not Even Any Need

To Find An End of
my Rainbow Now Hehe..:)

Let’s Step (And Strip) Away From the Smaller Picture About
“Social Welfare,” If We Can And Will And See A Bigger

Picture of C O I N;

Yes, ‘Conservative
Or Whatever Acronym
Someone Else Chooses

To Originally Create…

How Do You Spell (Sing) Social
Welfare; YES! MaKinG Vaccine
Mandates to Protect the Most

Vulnerable Among US Both Unvaccinated

Children And The More Vulnerable Vaccinated
Elder And Health Compromised Adults to CONSERVE


In Social Welfare For All!





You Fight Against
That Ignorance as
The “Democrat Side”
And More Open Minded
Liberal Folks Are Currently
Doing Who Care More About Freedoms;
Yes, Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Individual
Happiness, Harming Others Least, More Than Just

Establishing Another

Traditional Theocracy of Ignoricism; Yes, A Religion
Of Ruling Ignorance On the Planet of Human’s On Earth…

OBTW, Welcome to ‘The Matrix’, A Place of ‘Avatars’ Where
We No Longer Inhabit ‘The Physical World’ Nearly As Much;

Where We No Longer Sniff Each Other And Touch Each Other
Or In Some Cases, Hehe, Taste Each Other; Losing Entirely 3

of Our


Human Connections
With Long Distance Dating
Apps, Swiping Left and Right
That Surely May Eventually Leave

A Bad Smell, Taste, And Touch that
One Surely Wasn’t Expecting With Only
Sight And Hearing AS Such; Yes, THere

Are Some Serious Drawbacks of Living

Modern “Matrix” “Avatar” Life As More
“Terminator Machines” Than Flesh and

Blood Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Human Earth Beings…

Yet It’s True, Humans Have Become A Vector of Pandemic Disease
That is Being Spread By Our Global Economy, Precipitated Most Ironically

By ‘This New Version’ of Our “Matrix” Ever Changing by “Moore’s Law” As this
Ain’t Windows 95 Anymore; And As A Side Note, Still Trying to Catch Up with
“Fred’s Law” of Bi-Weekly Creative Output, Still Waiting on 5G Access that Brings

Me to my Next Social
Welfare Point; The Democrats
Fight to Not Only Fix our Infrastructure
Yet Improve Broad Band Access For All

in the More Socio-Economically Disadvantaged

Areas of the Country; As the Rules of MaKinG A Living
Are No Longer The Same; Sitting Behind A Laptop At Home With
Appropriate New Skills And Even Original Creativity Way Out of the
Box and Eccentric; And Sadly YouTube Creators Bonding Over Fear
And Hate and Conspiracy Theories too as Innumerable More Religions
of Ignoricism too; Never the Less, This is the New GIG Economy of MaKinG

A Living
Online Now
More Safely
As Global
Yes, Vectors
of Pandemic
Disease; IT is As
if ‘Big Nature’ Had
This DeSiGN Planned this
Way All Along; Yet since Yes,
Quantum Mechanics Suggests
That Time, Distance, Space and
Matter Is All An Illusion, Anyway, As
Oldest Eastern Religions And Philosophies
Suggest too in Sanskrit Ways; It what It IS NOW…

It’s Like Moving The Same; Start Hurting And You Move
A Different Way; Simple Karma, You Adapt And Change
to Survive and Potentially Even Thrive or You DO NOT…

(I.E., If You Walk Straight on Sidewalks All Your Life, Even iF iT
Looks Strange, Yes! Walk Backwards to Rid Yourself of Back Pain)

By Very Nature, Still, Conservative Human Nature, is More Adverse
to Change; This Is Surely Not All Bad NoW in the Same Way That Being
Liberal is Not All Good; As Tradition is What Bonds and Binds Human
Groups Together Most; And By Very Nature of Tradition it is Exclusive

Of those who
Do Not Bond
And Bind
Over the

Similar Symbols
And Ideologies of Tradition…

Tradition Keeps the Bonds and
Binds of Successful Procreation
In Check too; Like Catholic Rules
AS YOU DO IT; Meh, For A Species

Living Out of Balance With
Population Pressures
Killing off Much
of the Balance
of Breathing
Nature NOW



So Now We Live As Avatars, Terminator Machines
of Change in A Matrix that is Always Changing, Diffuse
In Human Tradition Where Fertility is Ever Decreasing Now

in this way…

And Yes of Course
The Opiates of the
Masses Are Dependent
on Broad Band Access Now too…

The Opiates of the Masses are On-Screen Now
And the Religion of the Hopeful Theocracy That
Dominates Minions With Despicable Leaders Has

Most Definitely Changed, For it is as easy to Find True
Peaceful Loving Enlightenment on Screen; As it is to Find A ‘Zillion Religions
Of Ignoricism’ Now That Support As Many Conspiracy Theories as A Person

May Enjoy
In A Tradition
of Bonding and
Binding Over Fear
And All Stuff Emotions
And Feelings and Senses
Related to YUCK HATE YUCK…

IT IS what IT IS, the Human Condition…

Yet Still Boats Require Anchors for Safe
Harbor And Sails to Find New Subsistence;

And As Far As Science Shows; It Already Now
Shows that More Open Minded Social Empathic
Feeling Human Beings Care More About the Social
Welfare of Everyone Concerned, Far Out of the Tradition

Of Any One
Box of Yes
Religions Now
Of Ignoricism;
Where THeiR only
Remaining Advantage
Is A Tradition of Voting

The World Is Changing And So Are
People; the Older Ages of BIG TRADITIONAL

What We Are Left With By the Nature of the Human Condition
Are Human Beings Born and or Gardened to Be More or Less

Liberal or
As Of Course

In Epigenetic
And Neuroplastic
Terms Change Does

Happen in One Lifetime
This Way; Just Like Moving
From Introverted to Extroverted

And Systemizing Science to More
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual
Caring Ways Of Life For More of the
Human Condition to See And Help
And Yes! Bring Greater Social Welfare to
All as Yes of Course Real Social Justice Warriors
That of Course is Only a Practice and An Art Where

Mistakes Will Come
too that Do Require
More Conservative
Anchors That Make
Sure We Continue to
Actually Stay In Safe Harbors,

Where Ironically the More Conservative
Liberals Are Demanding We don’t Harm
Our Children And Kill Our Vulnerable and
Other Elder Vaccinated Population in Religions
of Ignorance in Deadly Pandemic Disease and

Additionally, More Specific to the Topic At Hand,
The Last 2 Trillion Dollar Social Welfare Package
For the Pandemic Challenge Would Have Never
Happened at the Hand of Republican Control…


The ‘Other Side’ Still
Cares More About
Social Welfare as
By Basic Human

Nature; Liberal Leaning
Folks Always Will For those
Outside of Their Individual
Tradition and or Church In-Group Doors…

And That is Just Human Nature As Assessed by
Science; Some Folks Care About Those Outside
The Church Doors More than Others; Like the Story

Book Dude Jesus

That in Reality

Wouldn’t Be

Welcomed in
Many of those
Churches for His
Obvious Super Liberal
Human Nature Turning the
Other Cheek Loving The Enemy

That is Surely Not Conservative…

Nor is Even Torturing Folks For Being
Bad Forever That is Just plain PSYCHOPATHIC…


More Prevalent And More Easily Measurable Per Check-List items on the

Side Still of
Doing Human

Nature; Again,

Just Check-List
Items, no Arm-Chair Diagnoses
Necessary When Other Humans
Are Being Harmed Callously As Such…

Horribly As Such Like Little Girls Forced Carrying
Daddy’s Child and Unmasked Children By Choice of
LawS in a Deadly Pandemic That Insists on Not Saving Human Lives…

The ‘Democrat Side’ is Doing the Best They Can And Will Not to Let The Other
Side Kill People Through Ignorance; Core of Social Welfare Indeed And
Additionally the Only Humane Human, John McCain, in Terms of Caring

About People

Outside of His

Group Last Go around
When the Republican
Side Tried to Kill Health
Care for So Many Folks
That Yes Would Have Literally
Killed So Many Human Beings too…

The Democratic Side is Insuring that
Doesn’t Happen Again for Now… If there
is Any Sign of A Sick Society, Our Country
Has Been Rife With Signs Through Every Unwarranted
War that Has Killed So Many People IN Other Countries

And Our


too… Yes,
Social Welfare
Is Always THE


Humane is Far Beyond Conservative, Liberal,
Republican, Independent, Or Democrat;


Cares; End
And Beginning
Again Living Breathing
Peaceful Loving Starting

And Never Finishing Story At Least

For Now THE HUMAN Condition REAL…

Unmasked And Really Peaceful Caring Loving All…

Giving, Sharing, Freely Without Restraint And Yes,

All ‘That Good Jesus, Buddha, Lao Tzu, Jazz Stuff’

NoW True iN ‘Tao FLoW’ As More Humane Story

Books Autotelic Outside of Restricted Labels


The Name
Human is Enough
Clothed With Peace
And Love HUMANE.

i Will
Do my
Best Not
To Shed
Too Much
Hair Karlien



Ship HeHe 😉🙌🤗

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS

SMiles Dear Karlien
You Can Count on
The Fact i Am Always

The Last Loyal
Wookiee FRiEnD

Left Standing🤗🙏
With SMiLes🙌☺️❤️

Just Another
On Your
Space Ride 💫

HAha i Come Here
For Your Kindness



Keep GRoWinG

BRAIN 🧠 Dear Karlien
i Will Surely Drop By
To Water it With

my FiRE Hose
Size Flow of


Prayers For Peace And
Love in An Ocean

Of Kindness
So Nice


FRiEnD Sohair🌹🌺☺️🙏

Thanks Dear Akshita
For Your Kind Words
And Inspiring
Poem i Always
Rather Participate
With FRiEnDS Than

Contests NoW As
Before in my
Work-Life It
Was More

Than Cooperation

i Did Try A Poet’s
Prompt Club Online

Yet it Was More
About Science
Of Poetry
Than Flow
Of Creativity
i Do This For
Freedom Of
Creativity And
Connecting my
FRiEnD Dancing
Moving Fingers

On A Piano
Of Words
SonG oF
mY SoUL😊🙌🌈

Thanks Dear Karlien For
Such An Informative
And Inspiring Piece
On Self-Doubt It
Brought so Many
Thoughts Out in
Flow i Practically
Flooded Your
Blog Hehe
With SMiles❤️🤗🙌🌈

All Great Created Quotes
By You Dear Ava my Favorite

Is Turning Negative Emotions
Like Anger Constructively into

A Song With A Greater Ending
Before They Fester Yes into Hate
And Regret That May Long Term

Hold Hands to A Deeper

Pit of Emptiness

Within that

Just Can’t

Find the Warmth
Of HeART Free to
Give Unconditional
Love Again Love is
A Practice And Muscle
Same And For Giving
Thanks Giving is the
Fuel That Keeps Love
Alive Inhaling Peace Exhaling
Love Giving Sharing Caring Freely

With No
to Put out
The Flame
Of LiFE iNDeeD..:)

True Indeed Very Sad Sohair Many Decades
Ago Wars Were Fought For Freedom
And Safety

Now They

Are Mostly

Fought From
Our End for Greed
And Continuing Power

To Destroy Where Others
Live And Build Up An Empire
Stolen From What Bleeds and Dies

of Humanity Seen As Lesser as ‘the Other’…

Thing Is We Reap What We Sow and the United
States Overall

Is At War With
Itself in A New
Religion Here

Better Identified
As Ignoricism With
Nothing Really Associated
With Peace or Love Just Imposing
Harming, Raping, Maiming, Killing
For The Innocents All Around Us

No Religion of Peace and Love
Just Gone Down A Different

Drain to No Where

Yet Where

Fields Fear
And Hate And
Just Can’t Seem to
Dissipate Yet Always Good

News Now Not Everyone Is Like
That Not Even the Majority Really mY FRiEnD…:)

Hehe Cindy i Mentioned
The Surprise Eggplant
Dish to my Wife She Said
That’s Funny
And My Sister
Said i’d Have to
Learn How to Turn
The Stove on Actually

When Young
Pleased i Would
Have Been to Have
Any Arranged Date

Like Stoves Nothing
i was Accustomed to

HAha i
Do Love
Will try to
Talk my

Wife into it😊🙌😜

Become What We Do Now
Then Nothing
Left to Do Yet Do What We Do

Hehe, Dear Karlien, i suppose
i Will Just Say “Just Do It” too

And Don’t Worry About

Any Shoe
Sales Now

If We Don’t Have
to RUN A Big Corporation Like ‘Nike’

For It’s True Where Money Is Involved
There Is Always More Than Just Do
True There is Collecting A Pay

Check That Will Be Such
A Distraction For the
Flow of Human
Free For With MaKinG
Money With Creativity And
Productivity Always An External
Audience to Satisfy True if We Get
Hooked On Likes, Follows, And Even

Views oF All That We Do However Yes
Metrics Are Great to See What Influence
We Might Bring to Help Others too And Also
Obviously True Yes Usually We Have to Make
Money to Survive Unless Independent of That
Paper Green And Even Green to Gold In South Africa

my FRienD
Fear is the
Source of So
Much Human Weakness
Stress Disorder And Disease

Loss of Inhaling Peace And Exhaling
Love As In This Place There is No Room For
Anxiety or Self-Doubt Either That is Of Course Fear
And Associated With Reductions in the Neurochemical
Serotonin Yes The Self-Confidence Brain Juice That May

Come Greater As We Become More Comfortable in Our Physical
Bodies And Even Become Proficient in Martial Arts For Indeed We
Are Part of the Animal Kingdom And As Long As We Do Not Have
Any Experience in Successfully Defending Ourselves Physically

There is Usually Less
Confidence to Feel
In the Jungle,
And Deserts
of Humans too…

Yet True… No Need to Ever
Strike Anyone Now Just A Free
Dance of Moving Meditation Will
Do For Literally Becoming Comfortable
in Our Bodies This Way BOOSTS SEROTONIN

As so often in Somatic Ways That is Where
Our Unresolved Emotional Issues Go indeed
in Tension From Head to Toe Where Bio-Feedback
Through Moving Meditation Will Actually Help to Regulate
Emotions and Integrate Senses Where We Move More Like

Lions and


Across the
Savannah Through
Non-Verbal Language
Yes the Way We Move

It is Usually Pretty Easy and
Basic to See Who Is Self-Confident
Without As Much Self-Doubt And Those
Now Who Live a Life of Anxiety And Fears
And Yes Of Course Self-Doubt And As Psychiatrists
Admit Now Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is Not Enough
As Indeed ‘The Body Keeps Score’ For All the Trauma
We Experience in

Life too

Head Down

And Depressed

Or Standing Tall

Making ‘A Lobster
Pose’ Hehe as i often
Do as A Yoga Pose

LIKE A Wolf HAHA… Boosts
Levels of Serotonin And Just
Makes Me That Much More Confident
In All i Do… It’s Like Writing Free Verse
Poetry Every Where i Go Whether People

Like me or Not or Like What i Do or Not Now

i Generate My Own Happiness And Comfort
Within Through A Dance Naked Enough Whole
Without Any CuLTuRaL Clothes Of Tools At All…

Naked Complete Whole Enough Look Around

And Try to Imagine How People Would Feel This
Way if Everything They Had Was Taken Away

Yet the Skin They Wear And The Love They

Give And Share Freely This Is Freedom

my FRiEnD The Kind of Confidence

The Rest of the Animal

Kingdom Enjoys

Without All the
External Illusions
That Humans Impose
On Themself As Anxieties
Fears and Self-Doubts that

We Surely Won’t Worry About
As We Take Our Last Breath on Earth…

Basically Again Autotelic Flow A Practice Now
Of Life That Brings Flight With No Need For Wings…
And Of Course This Is Just Specifically From my
View There Are Unlimited Other Ways to Do it
Yet The Essence Becomes Fear Is For Others

And Never
For Us Now
With Smiles
of Peace Inhaling
Love Exhaling Best
For All We Meet and Greet in Life…

Living on the Autism Spectrum For 5.3
Decades Never Comfortable in my Skin
As A Biological And Environmentally
Induced Challenge in Life Confidence

Was One of the hardest Parts of
All In Life As i Wasn’t Literally
Comfortable in my own

Skin i’ve Kept a Record
of My Public Dance From the
Beginning 8 Years Ago Until
Today From the Beginning Where
i was assessed as Ridiculous By
the Viewing Public To the Years
i was Assessed as Famous and
Living Legend Literally As Such as
Far As 200 Miles From Where i Lived
As True still the only one Who Public
Dances in a Radius of 500 Miles or More
in the Deep South of the United States the
Hardest place assessed by Social Science
To Be Different in Life Traditionally So i Set
Myself Free From Caterpillar to Cocoon to
Butterfly With No Need For Wings Yet You
See It Doesn’t Matter What Folks Call me
Ridiculous or Legend I AM COMFORTABLE

i Lost the Fear


i even

And That’s the
Gift Then of the
Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia from
Wake to Sleep 66 Months No Drug Will Touch
Will Do Take Away Hope and All Fear too..

i Left the Fear
Behind as
i Came
Out of the
Cocoon my FRienD…
After 5.3 Decades Fully As Such True…
Yes as the ‘Imagine Dragons’ Sing “Pain
Made Me A Believer” With 100 Percent
Faith in Every Breath i Take Where Hope
Is Not Even Required Any More As I am
Sure As The Ocean is As Waves And Water Same…

In This World We LiVE iN Today In This World of Competition
And Impossible Goals to Achieve Having no Fears And Being

From that
Is Gold Indeed
For Verily i’ve Lived
The Other Way Long
Enough mY FRiEnD to Know the Difference…

From Your Video You Seem Poised And
Confident For Your Age in Your Non-Verbal

Language A Sure Step to Removing All Self-Doubt
As True Even Selfies And YT Videos Help As A Practice

And A Journey
THere as Well

Some Folks
Will Make it
To A Place Without
Fear Others May Never
Do it in this Lifetime


i Feel Sure You Will
It’s Already Written In Your Stars…:)

Well, If ‘You’ Had Just Paid Attention
To What i Actually Wrote And Understood it, And
NOT Read INTO What i Did NOT Say, in my Personal
Anecdotal Report, You Would have ACTUALLY, YES,



i Pointed out That We Live in A Very Systemizing

World And Even Said in my Last Discussion

That Dudes Fishing At the Old Fishing

Hole in A Used Trailer Feel

Probably More Happy

Than Any of the Dudes
Doing Systemizing Science
All Their Lives; As That isn’t

The Part of the Mind That
Makes Lasting Warmth of
Happiness Real; i Suggest

You Step Outside of the Autistic
Label Box As It is only Assessed
By Behavior; And Indeed Change is Possible, FOR SOME FOLKS;



You Did Again What You Did With
the List of White Privileges;

Yes, Including Your World

View of Functional Challenges
That Had Nothing to Do With

The List of ‘White Privileges’

As Assessed As Such…

Listen, i Realize How
Difficult it is for Any
Kind of Real Success, Like
Even Being Comfortable in
Your Own Skin Being on the
Autism Spectrum; How You interpreted

That to Mean That ANY Autistic Person




That is A Major Functional
Disability of the Spectrum;
Not Being Able to Understand Intent of Others…

And The Fact that You are Intelligent Enough
to Write Grad Papers, Yet Can’t Find Happiness
Is Indeed Indicative of What Success Even Means in the First

Place; It Surely Isn’t Being A Billionaire or A Trillionare

As That Is Only A Measure of Capitalistic Success;

And Surely Nothing


To Do

With Basic
REAL Humane
Happiness Now…

Yeah, Baby, i understand
The Entire Struggle Up Close
And Personal, Yet only Mine…

As Far As Getting Rid of Most
of the Problems and Keeping

my Own Definition of


On Earth…REAL;

Surely, i Can’t Show
Anyone Else Where
i Actually Live Within Now…

And Surely, i Can’t Give ’em Any
Magic Pills to Get Out of the Hell They Live…

All i Can And Will Do is Describe Where i’ve Been and Where i am Now..

Not Much Different Than You Do; You Are Just Still In A Darker Area Like me Before…

If You Don’t Believe

You Can Change;

If You Don’t Believe

It’s Possible, You Will
Surely Be Who Ya Wanna be Next…

Basically, The Same…

At Least That’s What Happened to me For
Many Years As Well; Zero Hope Left, Just in HeLL ON EartH…

As The Acronym of My User Name, AGHOGDAY, Originally Portrayed the

Same on this


Ground Hog
Day’ of Never
Ending HeLL ON EartH…

The Worst ‘Movie’ Ever
Produced then, the one

my Mind


i No Longer
LiVE iN That Theater..

Can You Change; That’s
Up to You; No Different
Than It was Up to me then…

Took 66 Months; That’s A
Long Wait in HeLL ON EartH Indeed…



As Far As i See; And Even the Medical Profession
That Labels the Disorder i had as “THE REAL SUICIDE DISEASE”…

Most Folks Experience THAT Pain Sporadically; Again for me, Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, From Wake to Sleep 66 Months, No

Drug Would

Touch Like

A Dentist
Drill in my
Right Eye and
Ear With No Novocaine…

And Only One of 19 Mostly
Stress Related Disorders then;

If You Went to that Place

You Might At Least Appreciate
A Breath of Life Without that Kind of Pain…

Yet i Don’t Really Know; As That Wasn’t the
Worst Pain for me; The Worst Pain Was Not


If i Ever Felt

A Smile

in my Life….

As Emotions Are
Memories And Memories
Are Emotions; When Left

In THAT Place, THere is No
Reference Point OUT; Not
Even A Memory of Any Place Yet

AGHOGDAY; Always In Hell Now Then;

It’s A Matter of Perspective of Where
We Have Been And Go Next; If there

Is Any Memory

Left of

At All in Hell
All Alone With
No Connection to
Any Kind of Feelings At All…

My Psychiatrist Said That Losing
All Emotions is Rare and More
Commonly Seen on the Autism Spectrum;

Truly The Bottom
Of the Barrel

Of What’s

Possible in
This Human Condition…

i Couldn’t Find Anyone
on The Entire Earth, Even Online,
Who Was Experiencing What i Did then…

And Very Little Sympathy in ‘Real
Life’ As It Was Totally An Invisible

Hell That Wasn’t

Even Diagnosed

For Two Years;

i Whined Until

No One


And i Finally
Figured Out

There Was no
Use to Complain
Anymore Like my

Mother Said When i Asked Why?
She Replied, “Why Not You”; She
Also Said This Too Will Pass; Yet
i Didn’t Believe Her at all then

As i Was Incapable of Feeling
Any Emotion, Including Hope…

She Was Right And i was Wrong, Thank Heavens Now…

When All Hope is Gone All That’s Left is the Snake Brain

And The Will To Survive…

The Shadow
That Saves
Most; the
of Fires Within…

The Reptile Brain of Survival…

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS




Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds

Oh eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh eyes of beauty
Light’s TRUE Love
Oh eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
and no
one no
no one
Will take
that away
When eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES..🙂

SMiLes America A Motto Best Might
Be ‘These Days’ Land of the New Car
Smell Where A Work-Around to Beat

The God of Money

Might Be Sprayed

Out of A Cheap

Plastic Bottle More
Than A 70,000 Dollar
New Huge Four Wheel
Drive For Frog Road Kill

In Soggy Close to Fall Days

And This is the Way it is For Many
Folks Who Have Been Working in
Soul SucKinG Jobs For So Many

Years AS Humans Get Called to
New Adventures When Darkness
Comes Like A Global Pandemic

And They Finally Have an
Opportunity For Soulful

Introspection Yes

Their Cheese

Gets Moved

Enough Finally

To Say Good Bye
To Old And Hello
to Greener Pastures
Within First and Let

Success Greater Naturally
Come From A Greater Attitude Within..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy ‘This’ Is Precisely
What Comprises All 9.7 MiLLioN
Words Now of my Long Form
EPiC Poem “SonG oF mY

SoUL” Just A Compilation
Of Poetic Responses to

Folks Around the Globe
And Poetic Responses

To What i Do in Flow too
Also From Poetic Memories

From Years Past And On top

Of That i Write Most All The Verses

NoW iN Reverse Hehe Similar to

How the ‘White Rabbit’

Speaks in ‘Alice
And Wonderland’

For Real As the
Synchronicities in

Flow Are Beyond All Distance,
Space, Time, and Matter Where

Reality Is Chaos MaGiC Of Art

ShoWinG How Deep The Rabbit
Holes of Creativity Do Flow Yes

Beyond All Measure of ‘Normal
Rationality’ mY FRiEnD And A
Real Bliss of Awe And Wonder
All the Way Through the Mystical
And Creative Process Ecstatically
So All Connecting to 15,400 Miles
Of Public Dance Now True As Well too Through Creation

Activities In This 97 Months of Creative Wonderland Indeed


JusT ThE WaY iT iS

SMiLes Dear Sohair
A Mask Without tears
May indeed Be More
Painful than Life Giving
Tears of Mercy
For Our
in Darkness
Life Brings
The River
of Soul
in this way
For Those Who
See For Giving
Thanks Giving
Within Most mY FRiEnD..🙂

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
i Found the Playful
Banter Between

The Two Best
FRiEnD Authors
in Your Interview

With Them Very
Sweet and Amusing…
Great Job my FRiEnD!..:)

Hehe Cindy
You Gave my
Wife And

A Great

For A
Laugh Too🙌☺️🏝

Thanks Cyberdad, Your Kind
Words Are Much Appreciated
On the ‘Wrong Planet’ For Sure, Hehe…

“All the world’s a stage”

A Quote By A Rather
Noted Writer And

i Will Paraphrase
And Change Now

There Are Three
Levels of Existence:
The Spectator/Watching,
The Actor/Interacting,
The Creator/Creating
Avenues For Folks
To Watch, Interact,
And Get Inspired to

Create Even

Greater Avenues
As The Progress of
Humanity May Move Ahead
This Way As Long As Compassionate
Love With Empathy For All Others Is Not

Lost Along the Way…

“Twas A Dark And Stormy Night”

-Fictional Character Snoopy

‘They’ Said that Snoopy Imagined
Himself One Day to Become A Famous

Author; Yet i Don’t Believe That’s The Truth;
After All Was Wagged and Done No One Really


Him to Find the
Answer, Yes or No…

It’s Clear to me That Snoopy
In His Life Found Creative Activities
Then That took Him Out of Neo-Cortical
Prison into What Science Names Autotelic
Meditative Flow Generating Happiness Within

Where Snoopy

Generates His

Own Happy Dance
Naked, Whole, And Complete…

Whether or Not Anyone Joins in
on the Dance, Or His Activity of
Hours of Typing Away His Newest

Novel; He Has the Highest ‘Dog Privilege’

Of All As He Generates His Own Heaven Within;
Yes, Bliss AKA Nirvana, Tao, Satori, Prana, Chi, Ki
Kundalini Rising Meditation; Yes, in Autotelic Flow

That Requires No
External Rewards
Or Awards to Maintain
This Plateau of Bliss Practically

Eternally NoW iN Heaven Within…

Of Course, All Non-Exclusive Metaphors For this Common
Yet Rather Rare Pinnacle of Human Experience
That Is Better Than Any Old Plain Orgasm In
That Other Highly Prized Part of Life; As This

Orgasm of Creative Autotelic FLoWinG
Transient Hypo-Frontality to Bring it
Back to Science Described Words

Lasts and Lasts and Lasts as Long
As One is in Autotelic Flow of Doing

Their Favorite Creative Laser Focused Task…

Some Folks Risk Their Lives Climbing Rocks and
Going to Fierce Combat in War to Experience This Flow…

All i Have to Do in Effortless Non-Knowing is Allow This River
Of Flow to Spring From Within Creating in Writing Words of Song
in Poetry And Every Move Equally Feeling Divine, Holy, And Sacred

In Free Dance
In A Similar Way…

15,400 Miles in Public
Along With 9.7 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry
in The Same 97 Months Now;

Happy Same in my Backyard
Garden of Eden Dancing Without
Any Tools of Human CuLTuRE
Attached At All Becoming Sand
And Sun Allone With All the Furry
And Winged Creatures Including
Ants Building More Oliver Wendall
Homes Stately Mansions of Mound Homes…

Or Even More ‘Interesting’ Yes, Whereas, Walt Whitman
Received Letters From Women Offering Up Their Wombs
To Father His Child; me Just Dancing Solo Free in A Dance

Hall Never Asking

Ever A Woman to Dance

Collecting Thousands of
Ecstatic Smiles With them
In Total Bliss of Joy in One
Eternal Moment of Life Where
Fear Can’t Possibly Exist And that’s

The thing in this Place, There is No
Fear; This Place of Autotelic Flow in
Creativity; And Yes i Did Receive Some

Marriage Wishes Just Based on a Free Solo
Dance, Haha, Reaching 60 Years-Old By Women
in Peak Fertility Years; And Yes They Didn’t Only
Offer Up Their Hips for A Grinding Dance on my
Reproductive Parts; HAha, They Just Did it Without


Really no Complaints
And It Just Made My
Wife Giggle; As she
Knew Who i Was coming
Home to That Night And
Subsequent Nights too
During A 6 Year Stint
of Most Every College
Thursday Night at the
Biggest Metro Dance Hall…

Before Covid-19 Ended That
Participant Anthropology Observer
Experience on March 12, 2020,
Damn It All, Just 3 Months Before
i Reached the Age of 60 Then, Hehe…

Yet, i’ve Never Made a Penny
Off Any of this And Regardless
Of What Rewards May Come in

(And i Haven’t Even Carried A Dime in
my Pockets for the Last 8 Years Either)

Female Adoration for Both Dance and Song
of Free Verse Life; i Basically Have the Creative
Privilege of ‘Titanium’ As It Doesn’t Matter How
Many Times Someone Comments to me i’m ‘Insane’
or Go Kill Myself Because i Write Like the ‘R Word’;

And It Doesn’t Matter How Many Times Someone Comments
on the YouTube Video Showing me Warming Up with 1340
Pounds, Leg Pressing 12 Reps Very Slowly for 100 Seconds

And Yes Wishing
to me it Would
All Fall Down

On me

And Kill me…

There Are Some Folks that
Raise People Up and Other

Folks Who Think They Can Cut
A Highest Sycamore Tree Down With Words…

In Other Words, Hehe, Sticks And Stones May
Break my Bones

And Words

That Attempt
To Cut Down
Tallest Trees

Surely Have
No Influence on ‘Titanium’ With Smiles…

For After All, i Never Forget, i was once ‘A Smallest Sapling’…

It Doesn’t Matter Who Someone is, i Treat Small Trees the Same

i Way i Treat myself…

i Always Have
Control Over
How i Treat
Others and

How i Generate
Bliss Within Enough
Whole And Yes Complete With

Smiles, Thanks Again for
Welcoming my

Philosophy my
FRiEnD And if my
Life is Any Example,

i Didn’t even Start Living until i Reached 53…

If i Had Been William Shakespeare And Died
at 52, i would Have Never even Really Started Living Free…

Surviving The Suicide Disease For 66 Months, Was Surely A
Challenge to Make it until 53, and Finally Truly Becoming Free…

Yet It’s True

Without Thorns

A Rose Will Not
Survive to Flower
Nearly As Much…

And That’s Life; All
Thorns And FLoWeRS
All the DarK Thru LiGhT

If We Can And Will See Mystically, Whole RiSinG Rose
Complete Enough ALL IS What Makes Life The Beauty

It Can
GRoW iNto Now….

Some Folks Call the
Experience God And
It’s No Wonder, if They Don’t
Understand the Amazing Bliss
They Feel in Creative Autotelic
Flow IT Surely Feels Like a Metaphor
of Being Visited By Angels Within Best

Thing of All
Hehe it’s

Not limited
to One Damn Religion
Or One Label of Some
So-Called God To Bind
And Bond Over Tribal Domination…

Usually the Thorns/The Marginalized
Of Any Culture or Even A Home, Break
Through This Way In Greater Human
Original Creative Potential; Basically,

Joesph Campbell And Jung’s Archetype
of the ‘Hero Journey’ my FRiEnD FOR ANYONE


Can And
Will Do It…

As It is the
Epitome As
Assessed through
Human Potential of
‘The All Seeing Eye
of the Pyramid’ HAha,
to Coin Another One
of Someone Else’s Creative Phrases…

Creative Privilege Trumps ‘White Privilege’
Hehe; Not Hard to See When Ya Live in Trump

Town USA
of So Many
‘White Frowns’…

And Truly
Ignorantly Sad…

Same Frowns
In Walmart And
Church; Doesn’t
Make A Bit of
Where They Stand or Fall…

i’m Still Standing With A SMiLe
my FRiEnD, ‘God Experience’ Enough for me…

And By The Way, i Never Pre-Plan What i Do
No Different Than The Ocean Water Makes Shores With Waves…

HAha, My Wife Once asked me if ‘Google’ Formatted it Automatically for me…

If i Knew How to
Write or Dance

i’d Never Be Able to Do this…

And That’s The Part that’s Almost
Impossible to Understand Until
Someone Receives this Gift
From Within As It’s Truly

Like a Quantum
‘Neo’ Jump
Out of ‘The

My FRiEnD…

i Experienced it in 8th
Grade Winning A Christmas
Story in Two Home Room Classes
of 80 Kids; And In A Philosophy Class
At 18 in Junior College; It’s More the Real
Feeling of MaGiC Doing it than Any Effective
Results That Made me Always Wanna go Back

to the Creative Flowing Autotelic Blissful Place Within…

HAha, i Even Checked A Book Out on Creativity
To Try to Figure it out in College; Yet, Barely
Could Muster the Focus to Start the Book;
Why i Tried 20 times to do it; Yet Just

Couldn’t Do It…

There is No
School For this;
Only Do When
The River Springs From Within…

Some Folks This Way Gonna Love Ya
To Death And Others Will Hate You More

To Spring


More Creativity…

There Really Isn’t
Any Down Side to
Life Living this Way, hehe…

Both DarK Muse And LiGHT Muse WorkS Well…
And Truly That’s How One May Master “tHE ALL iN {GoD} All” Within…

It’s Truly Healing As Science SHows Meditative Autotelic Flow Is And
Yes An Only Explanation of How i Recovered From So Much Pain and Numb in 2013…

The Record of HoW it
ALL Happened

Still exists…

And That’s A Joy of Creativity;
Sharing What Individually Works…

To Potentially Spark Others to Help Themselves…

Not Everyone Sees that Value; Others Actually Do IT..:)

Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds

SMiles Dear Savvy
Seeking Finding Being
Divine Holy Sacred Creative

SPiRiT Within This Flame

Seeking Finding
Being This
In Others
True And

Yes Setting
All Experience
Of Existence Afire

Seeking Finding
Being This Creative
SPiRiT This Flame

Of God In All We Move
Connect Co-Create All

We Do

Loving Freer
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love


Eternally NoW..🙂

SMiLes Dear Sohair Beautiful
Song And i Do Agree

God is Like the

Wind There

Is no Imprisoning

The Wind in Any
Made Human Jar…
And While We
Don’t See the
Wind We Verily
Do FeeL it Surrounding All..:)

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
Just Came Back From
A Place Where Someone

Suggested i Need to Learn to Write
‘Normal’ Hehe if Anyone
Is Gonna Be Able to Understand me…

It’s True Not Everyone Utilizes the Right
Brain Metaphor of Intelligence to Write Poetry

In the Part of the Mind That Thinks in Visual
Images Yes Pictures Feelings Senses A More

Wholistic View of

LiFE Through All
The DarK Hard
And Wonderful
Colors oF LiGHT
iN LiFE True Yet What

A Gift Poetic Free Verse
Writing is As We Connect
Both Sides of Our Brain Express
All of Our Feelings And Senses DarK
Thru LiGHT That Do Not Get Repressed
Causing Somatic And Other Kinds of Long
Term Emotional Pain Yes to Express All Of our
Emotions Feelings Senses Is to Let Go And Become

More Totally
Free and

To Dance
And Sing

Creatively More
Bringing Great Joy
And Understanding
Of Painful Events in Life

For Support to Others Yet of
Course There Will Always Be
Naysayers Who Do Not See Value

In Doing Life Freer More Wholistic
Using All Parts of MiND Body SPiRiT
HeART SoUL Yes Holding Hands At
Best too Inhaling Peace And Inhaling Love Now..:)

Apology Accepted; Considering That i Receive
Accolades All Around The World As Documented
Everyday, For The Way i DON’T WRITE NORMAL, NOW,

i Surely Don’t Ever Wanna Go Back to Writing Normal…

True, Where i Locally Live (Trump Town USA); Outside of My College
Educated Family, Folks Have Difficulty Understanding me too; Yet in

Other Countries, Highly Educated Teenagers Have No Problem at all.
It’s Just A Different Way of Doing and Viewing the World; Some Folks

Get It,
And Some
Folks Do Not;

It takes A lot of So-
Called “Right Brain
Intelligence,” What i
Was Severely Deficient
In Before In “Left Brain Hell”…

The Doctor’s At First
Wondered if Both
Sides of my
Could Even Communicate

As Part of A Decades

Long Condition Then,


Never the Less, i Used
To Approve Technical Printing,

Which Is No Surprise, Excelling
In The Metaphor of “Left Brain
Intelligence”; i Was Often compared
to A Computer, The way then i Always
Did Life Logically and Solved All the Work

Related Problems, Other Folks Couldn’t Figure out…

The Printing Jobs, Then, i Approved in Technical Writing

Were For the Military, For An Entire Military Installation;
The Boredom of Editing ‘Normal Writing’ Was Just About Enough

Not to Enjoy Living; Other than Driving 60 Miles, to And From the Job
Each Day As A Result of a Federal Reduction In Force that Only Lasted 3 Months,

Thank Goodness; Other than

That This Isn’t
A Site for

Folks, Thank God…

Normal Is No Fun; Did it
For 5.3 Decades, and it Almost Literally Killed
me And Dox Is Correct, i Can’t Help Enjoying Every
Word And Every Step of Life, Ever Since 19 Actual

Medical Disorders

In A REAL Life
Synergy, 8
Years ago,

Just Melting
Away in the Breeze one Day
At the Beach in Yes, What the
Doctor’s Attending to me Identified

As A REAL Miracle of An EvenT of A NATURAL CURE…

Ever Since Then, i Have Basically Been Pleasing Women
Every Where i Go With Dance And Or Song of Poetry; With
Plenty of Documentation to Prove That Ad Nauseam too…

Anyway, As Cyberdad Related Above; Yes, it Can Be Easier
to Hold Down A Job Intellectually Disabled, Than With Autism

For Folks Who Are So-called Higher Functioning; Seen it Happen in Real
Life too As We Hired Both Autistic Folks and Intellectually Disabled Folks

In Programs
At the Military
Installation of
Which i Supervised

Some of the Individuals…

Matter of Fact, One Intellectually
Disabled Janitor Named Walker Was
The Only One Who Could Figure out
How to Enjoy His Job, When Everyone
Else Wanted to Leave; Yes, BeCause of
A Perfectionist Female Navy Captain, Who
Was Also An Intellectual Bully; He Wasn’t

Too Smart
To be Happy;

Just Like Down’s
Adults Who have
Enough Kindness to
Turn Around And Shake
Someone’s Hand in Church,
While Everyone Else Remains
Stone Cold Zombies, Barely Alive For Real…

i Learned How to Be Happy And Make Women Happy;

That’s Enough for me, For Damn Sure, Compared to the Hell Before…

Being Autistic Is Really Hard And The Doctor’s Who Diagnosed Me
Before Have Suggested i Practically Did the Impossible in ‘Curing’ it;

Have a Nice Day…


‘They’ Still Say

my IQ is Off the Charts;

Which Just Means, Hehe,
Now THere ain’t no way to Measure it…



Yet Again That Obviously
Doesn’t Give Me Any

Privilege Restricted

More to the

of Places
of “Left Brain”
Only Thinking…

And That’s Okay, the
Folks Who Post here, Generally,

Are Far From Representative
of the Entire Autism Spectrum;

i’ve Seen Others Try this place
Out And Be Intellectually Bullied
In All Kinds of Disgusting Cruel Ways…

i’ve Never Had A Problem Understanding
Anyone’s Writing Here; Including Days
That Others Bullied Folks Suggesting
They Weren’t Making Any Sense at all;

Not So Bad Anymore; Hehe, i’ve Kind
of Paved The Way for A Better Understanding
That Not Everyone On The Autism Spectrum

Like me Before too…

i Basically Come Here As i Don’t
Expect to Fulfill All of my Human
Potential Where Everyone is Loving me to Death, hehe…

It’s Part of the Reason, i Still Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds At 61,
At the Military Installation, i Still Have Base Privileges to
Work Out At; Where i Arranged for close to A Million
Dollars of Gym Equipment i Picked Out for me too,
Just In the Nick of Time, Before i Retired Early then;
Hehe; Never Been Active Duty, Yet i Find New
Ways to Do Bootcamp Everyday; NO PAIN





i Don’t Have
to Create it
Here, hehe…

All i Gotta
Do is Come
Back Each Day…

For my “Medical

To “Work-Out”
Here at this


Site For
People Even

As Strange As me..;)

Oh eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh eyes of beauty
Light’s TRUE Love
Oh eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
and no
one no
no one
Will take
that away
When eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES..🙂

Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds

Conceived on Or
About September 20th
Close Enough to the Fall
Equinox 62 Years Ago Just
Another Harvest Full Moon
in 2021 Versus 1959 Then
And Little Old me Only Psychologically
Significant to me as This is ALWaYS HoW



Catholic Mass Readings From
September 19th, 2021 Also
The 98th Month Anniversary
Date of Moving Out of Hell into Heaven

oN EaRTH For Really Real Within Then Now…

Reading 1, Wisdom 2:17-20
17 Let us see if what he says is true, and test him to see what sort of end he will have.

18 For if the upright man is God’s son, God will help him and rescue him from the clutches of his enemies.

19 Let us test him with cruelty and with torture, and thus explore this gentleness of his and put his patience to the test.

20 Let us condemn him to a shameful death since God will rescue him — or so he claims.’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 54:3-4, 5, 6-8
3 Arrogant men are attacking me, bullies hounding me to death, no room in their thoughts for God.

4 But now God is coming to my help, the Lord, among those who sustain me.

5 May their wickedness recoil on those who lie in wait for me. Yahweh, in your constancy destroy them.

6 How gladly will I offer you sacrifice, and praise your name, for it is good,

7 for it has rescued me from all my troubles, and my eye has feasted on my enemies.

Reading 2, James 3:16-4:3
16 Wherever there are jealousy and ambition, there are also disharmony and wickedness of every kind;

17 whereas the wisdom that comes down from above is essentially something pure; it is also peaceable, kindly and considerate; it is full of mercy and shows itself by doing good; nor is there any trace of partiality or hypocrisy in it.

18 The peace sown by peacemakers brings a harvest of justice.

1 Where do these wars and battles between yourselves first start? Is it not precisely in the desires fighting inside your own selves?

2 You want something and you lack it; so you kill. You have an ambition that you cannot satisfy; so you fight to get your way by force. It is because you do not pray that you do not receive;

3 when you do pray and do not receive, it is because you prayed wrongly, wanting to indulge your passions.

Gospel, Mark 9:30-37
30 After leaving that place they made their way through Galilee; and he did not want anyone to know,

31 because he was instructing his disciples; he was telling them, ‘The Son of man will be delivered into the power of men; they will put him to death; and three days after he has been put to death he will rise again.’

32 But they did not understand what he said and were afraid to ask him.

33 They came to Capernaum, and when he got into the house he asked them, ‘What were you arguing about on the road?’

34 They said nothing, because on the road they had been arguing which of them was the greatest.

35 So he sat down, called the Twelve to him and said, ‘If anyone wants to be first, he must make himself last of all and servant of all.’

36 He then took a little child whom he set among them and embraced, and he said to them,

37 ‘Anyone who welcomes a little child such as this in my name, welcomes me; and anyone who welcomes me, welcomes not me but the one who sent me.’




Do Live
Do Breathe
Do See
Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings
Touch the
Sky Below Higher
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works..🙂

Generally Speaking Love That is Really Real Now
Wants to See The Least Harm For All of Nature…

Love That Is Not So Real May Have Some to
Numerous Rules for Exclusion…

The More Folks Cooperate

And Love One Another The Better

They Generally
Get Along…


Surely Are Totally
Polyamorous Without

Any Papers of Ownership…

And They Are Among the Most
Peaceful Loving Animals in the
Animal Kingdom on Earth Love is

Love Bonobos

Prove Love

Needs No

Human CuLTuRE
To Work With Least Harm…

Unless We are Less Advanced At
Loving Compersion Over Hateful Jealousy

Which We Are As We Simply No Longer Practice

Putting People First As A Human Species Based On
Love Any More

As We Used too
Before Faster Cars

Became Lovers

And Bigger Homes

Become God Now too…

There is However Another
Aspect of this As Some Human Beings
Are Naturally More Liberal And Open Minded…
They Are The Kind of Humans Who Don’t Get
Offended When Michelangelo Sculpts a Naked
Statue of Jesus Same Way He Did David too
And the Ceiling of the Sistine Chapel Painting True…

The Catholic Church Didn’t Unclothe All of Jesus Until
the Year 2017 As i mentioned Before Strangely The Church
Has Left Their Man-God Emasculated This Way For Thousands

Of Years


Yet True If God
Will Be Called
Him God Will Be
Called Her and The Rest
of Us As Well As Children of
God Where All Of Nature Shares
This God Prize Where No Member of
The Body of God Is Any Less Than Any

Other Even if Michelangelo Sculpted

Jesus and David With A Tiny Member

As True Back in Those Days ‘Small’

Was in Vogue For Artistic Aesthetic Man Porn Haha…

And No, i’m Not Kidding That Was the Male Style then…
Not Unlike Lions Larger “Packages” Get Ripped off For REAL
By Large Claws And Large Jaw Teeth And On the Other Hands

It is Similar to Gorilla’s

Who Live in Big Harems

With Multiple Ape Mates And Small ‘Members’ too…

There Are So Many Interesting Oddities in Mother Nature True…

i’m Proud of You Annabel as you Refuse to Get ‘Pigeon Holed’

Now in
Any One

Mold Yes Necessary

Indeed For Human
Creative Potentials Fulfilling
in Fruition Most my FRiEnD..:)

When The Startle Response Becomes
Exaggerated It’s A Potential Sign of

An Eventual Decline Toward

“General Adaptation
Syndrome” As Stress

Becomes Cumulative
As Stress Hormones

Steadily Slowly Destroy
All Bodily Systems As Such

Like Acid That Builds Up in
The Blood Stream Over Years
And Perhaps Even Decades too…

Re-Creation Necessary As Pandemics
Make Respite So Much More Difficult
In Spite of All the New DarK Challenges

That Seem to Never End
And the Health Care

System is Most


The Pit of the
Fire of Unrelenting Stress…
Yet True A Restaurant Without

Enough Employees Will Come in
Somewhere in the Top 10 too as

Managers Work continually 70 to 80
Hour Weeks to Rise Above the Surface
Of The Ocean As Employees No Longer

Show Up So Hard to Find All that’s Left
Is For the Top to Do the Bottom As Well

To Keep the Whole Ship of Business
From Sinking Now True Meanwhile

The Mexican Roofers Across the
Street At Least One Named
‘Jesus’ Are Listening Now
To The Mexican AM
Radio Station Coming

In A Van From Texas
That Looks Very Much
Like the Ones From the
Late 70’s With That Used
Van Vinyl Smell Yards From
The Van Never the Less These

Folks Ain’t Sitting Still Behind A
Desk They Are Dancing to A Forage
Of A Job That Continually Moves Differently
Only Real Danger Is Not Using A Safety Harness

On A Roof Yet Birds Rarely Fall From the Sky and
Monkeys Rarely From Trees Until They Fall Ill and

Die As They LiVE iN Animal Homeostasis Balancing

As They Live Life Foraging As Continual Re-Creation
in Balance Where Fight or Flight is Only Used for Real

Life or Death


In Life…

Oh Yeah, When
Everything Starts
Reminded Ya About
Death That is Another
Sign of General Adaptation
Syndrome too Just another

Warning Sign From Our Subconscious
Mind As Evolved to Get Away And Start Living now

Or Face the
of Waves
That Simply
Rise and or Fall

As Tides Go in And Out

Thing is They Keep Moving

Never Trapped Sitting Still Behind

Screams of Screens That Never SHUT-UP…

Anyway i Was pretty close to Your Age when
i Started Experiencing these Symptoms out
of 11 Years of Chronic to the Last 2 Years
of Acute Continuous Work Related Stress

About A Year After That Everything

About Life Underneath my

Skin Went


Yet of Course on
The Autism Spectrum
With Bi-Polar Disorder
Non-Specified i Was Just

An Early Warning System
As Such Just Another Canary

In A Coal Mine You May Be Much
More Naturally Resilient than me


A Cat Will Scratch
Now And Bite when
IT gets overstimulated
By Environmental Stress…

i Had No Teeth or Claws then…

i Grew Some And Now Everything Is Alright Balancing…
Yet the Practice Never Ends for Animal Homeostasis…

Yeah, i Remember Riding Down the Road then As the

For It’s True There is Positive And Negative Synchronicity too…

All For Signs
to Marry The
Night And Merry The Day..:)

‘Love The Foe’ is my
Favorite; And ‘This’
Is A Wonderful List

(DarK Muse, A
Fabulous Muse
For Those Who
GeT HoW to Use IT)

That Points Out A lot

of the Ignorance of the
Bible; Yet There is So Much

More, And So Much More That
Self-Proclaimed Followers of

‘Jesus of Nazareth’

Seem to



Not Sure What
Part Stinks Worse, HeHe…

Trust No Sacred and Holy
Text that Writes Without Humor;

Otherwise, One May Never See God is A Joke too…

Anyway, ‘Works’ Speaks Louder Than Words; Even

When ‘Works’ Are Only Words…

Some of The Kindest People i’ve Met on the
Planet Earth Are Muslim Women; Yet THeir
‘Holy Book’ Supports Just As Much of the

DarK Of Humanity

As the Christian

Bible Does too;

And Of Course that

Includes Buddhists Who
Still Discriminate Against

Homosexual Folks And of

Course Jains Who Forbid

Women to Hold High Holy Places too…

Let’s Face It; Humanity Ain’t Perfect And Never Will Be…

Meanwhile, Discard All the Ignorance of CuLTuRaL Clothes,

Smile and Hug

And Even Break

Out in Joyous
Dance and

for me)


Song and
Yes Use the Foe
to Your Best DarK Muse Delight…

Loving Night As Much As Day
Generating Our Own Weather

Of Happiness Within Just

No Matter What or Who
‘the Weather’ is

‘Out THere’…

Have A Nice
Day, Lovely One…


In Just
At Least, NoW.

And Oh By ‘The Way’,
‘Inhale Peace Exhale
Love’, Which Makes me
A Most Fundamental REAL
And Evangelical Christian
Or Just “Love One Another”, Whatever
Fundamentally ‘Works’ For ‘You’ Now too.

Do Live

Do Breathe

Do See

Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings


Touch the
Sky Below Higher

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works..:)

Timely Indeed
Freya aS Endemic


From NoW on
As Even Where

Measures Are
Freely Accessible
And Available There

Alldemic of
Indeed A
Blindly That
Harms Rapes
Maims Kills


NoW As Your
Novel Overall
ToPicK HeaR

To Stay
And Take
Breath Away…🌊
Good Waves
And Bad
Waves Night
Day DarK iN LiGHT🌊☔️

Let’s Do Some Quick Math Regarding Social Welfare
For All; Yes, Including Bridges, Roads, And the Rest
of the Infrastructure too…

The W Bush Administration
Used A Tragedy of 9.11, to
Orchestrate An Unwarranted War
In Iraq Over the Bind and Bond of A Virtually
Separately Related Catastrophic Attack upon the United States…

In Doing So, Trillions of Dollars of Wasted Tax-Payer Money Were Used
To Tear Down A Country And Build it Back for the Wallets to Get Thicker
From the Contractual Aspect of the Industrial Military Complex Then And

Overall, Continuing For Years to Come… And Additionally, Speaking, in the
Process of this POLITICAL SCAM OVER 100,000, ‘conservatively’ SPEAKING,




And True, Some Liberties of Privacy Were taken Away As Well
to Track Potential Other REAL Terrorist Activity From Coming Our Way…


By That Democrat Administration Rule is Most DEFINITELY OBAMA CARE,
CHANGING the Social Welfare of Millions of Americans in Many Ways Like
My Sister’s Ability to Retire Early From A Military Contractor With Government

Health Care
Yes, Yes, Social
Welfare Enhanced
Life, Government
Supported Indeed!

Fast Forward Slowly
To the Trump Administration
Where Basically A Malignant
Assessed Narcissist is Elected
As An Already Empirically Assessed

Despicable Leader As He Promised
In Advance That If He Shoots Someone
on 5th Avenue in Public They Will Still Follow


Even Though His Ignorant Unmasked Role Model Behavior
As Assessed Led to Over 600,000 Pandemic Deaths As Folks

Still Willingly Drink the Trump Kool-Aid, Even After He Has Been
Soundly Replaced By A More Empathic Assessed Leader in the Most
Secure Election Ever Held As Assessed by His Own Appointed Officials;

Never the less, And Horribly And Ignorantly So, Over 70 Percent of His

Minions Still Blindly Follow Him, Even After The Then Senate Majority Leader
McConnell And the House of Representative Minority Leader, Both Republican
Top Leaders, Both Admitted in the Face OF THE ACT THAT TRUMP HELPED TO


F A i L e D





You Do the Best You Can And Will to Get Things Done, Even Though as Proven
Before, All the Republican Leadership Will Do is Protect Their Power and Status
And Positions No Matter How Many Ignorant And Innocent Folks Fall In their wake

To Politically
Motivated Pandemic
Laws to Help Harm
And Kill Even More

United States Citizens…

Land of Those Who Try to
Change things for the Better
And Land of Those Who Fall



More to
The Religion
And Yes Hopeful
Theocracy of Ignoricism…

Is The Democrat Rule Perfect
to Establish Greater Social Welfare…

Obviously Not; Yet Greater
Than Pure Selfish F in Evil on Show For All the World to See

in Specific Measures, Like Laws That Seek to Provide Dangerous
Environments For School Learning Children And the Church Holding
Hands With That Portion of State With Crowded Congregations With


Not Requiring

Even Their Own

Children to Wear

Masks to Stay Safe

in What Has Been A Peak
of Pandemic Danger and Death

In the State of Florida, the Last

Several Months and Other Minion
Filled States That Fall to the Rule
of Despicable Leaders Who Only

Care About Their Selfish Political Lives And Gains…


To Improve the Infrastructure For Basic Living Conditions
To Survive and Thrive in this Country And Have Already
Provided Social Welfare, the Republicans Were Not Willing

To Allow in A Deadly

Pandemic; Is it Enough: No;

IS IT More Than Republicans

Would Ever Dream to Help
Social Welfare Of ALL Concerned: HELL YES…

AS WHOLE, The Republican Party Has NoW As
Much Compassion and Concern For Social Welfare As






Welcome to the ‘Beast’ of the United States….

Not Even Worthy of the Name Social Animal in Some Parts…


X.. Poetry is a first
step to dance…

Poetry is
a missing link…

Poetry is a ‘Lonely
Heart’s Club Band’…

Poetry is a ‘Dead
Poet’s Society’

Where Poets
just Love to
get inspired
and Live

a Poet
to me..

Hi Poet
of another
Color as Poetry
is another Color to me…

We aRe aLL Brothers
and Sisters of another
Universe.. and Poetry
gives me a fully
opportunity to
feel and see
that difference
to understand
it with a heart that
grows larger to
dance and sing..
and wilt…

Yes expresSing
freely Poetry
is the Fountain
of Youth..
and as history
and or herstory
shows to be a free
poet and truly free artist
is often to practice alone…

So perhaps the name
‘Lonely Heart’s Club’
the best
when done

Yet no i’m never
alone when i am
ART as ART is that
voice of GOD in me…

And truly now to
me GOD is ART

i respect ART no
matter what…

And that’s
why.. i sMILE..:)

Oh yeah.. and a friend now
is one who lets one speak
whether one has the time
or ability to listen or not..
’cause NoW it’s

*fuller opportunity
replaces fully
*larger heart
not smaller
heart now…

‘you’ already
know yet that’s
just so no else
with a ‘finer’
me from
their heart….

Poetry expresses
the human condition

oh so well..

Confession oF an X-
not X… Smiles…
letting miStakes
go is also
the path to


i don’t know anyone from here
Who is touched by Writings of
Kafka that’s why i travel as far
As India and will always Wish
You Good Morning Good
Evening until you no
Longer Wish to Hear
Hellooove from me then…
No.. Doesn’t matter what
Kind of Doll you Become
Next it’s Worth noting you
Look in your Twenties With
The Black Jacket on and like
An Elfin Teenager Without It…
Honestly with the Jacket you
Look little like Kafka might
Interest you Without the
Jacket perhaps better
‘Suited’ to play
With Dolls you are an odd
Doll so sublimely beautiful
Ever Changing mesmerizing
my never ending interest
In Your Humanity this way…
Smiles you would almost
By Default have to be
Interested in writings
By Kafka to still
Be interested in
An ever Changing
Good morning and
Good Evening as obviously
Even though the poses may
Look similar the Doll of
Me Is Ever Changing
And Hopefully Evolving
Toward Light to a Younger
Soul Doll with little to
No Weight of Karma
Except to give and
Share more of
The Doll i
Become too.. i was missing
You a lot last night not sure
Why i always want to lend
You A shoulder yet it is
Always an Art to determine
How Tall a Shoulder you
Want as it
Is with Everyone
As no one’s Doll stays
The Same even Dressed
The Same Way DarK Thru LiGHT
Meanwhile Now still writing letters
A Doll🌟

Not Unlike “John Bluto Blutarsky” Currently i do not Attend
University/Work Giving me a 0.0 GPA And i Never Carry

Money Either…

Anyway Like ‘The Dude’ off the “Big Lebowski” Movie
Exclaims ‘Lot of Strands to Keep in Old Duder’s Head’…

Dear Freya
Keep The
Write ✍️ UP!!☺️🙌

True For Now Dear
Doc Marginalized
May Be
Yet Yes
Later Changing
Entire Landscapes New🌋

Aww And You
Are So Sweet
And i am so
Glad You are
my Every Day
FRiEnD Who
i Love Making
A Smile to as SMiLes
Are Human Love Beyond
Labels Never Running out
Indeed You are my Hero too💕
Do Live

Do Breathe

Do See

Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings


Touch the
Sky Below Higher

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works..:)




iS ‘A Writer’

Moon Light
Reflecting Day

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Let’s All Take A ‘little’ Walk On Our BeacH

Reptile Brain of Competition
Limbic System of Cooperation
Neo-Cortex At Best Coordinating


Even in

Who Just Don’t
Seem to Have
An Ability to Care

With Compassion
And Empathy For

That Feels


And So Transcendently
All Together Heaven All
Dear Savvy With Soon to
Come Fall Equinox SMiLes
A Day Early Of Course

Always True Now..:)

Lazarus and a Beer..

A story of two men..
AT the bottom of the pit
of hell in 40 sleepless days..
during the Lent period of 2008…

And Sure i Wrote IT on The First of the
Month March the Third Month of ’16
i would have paid a million dollars
or infinity more if a drop of
beer could have given
me an ounce of
comfort to
quench the
death of my SoUL

In hell.. Yet at that point
there was no remedy for
the fire burning numb inside
me then.. so yesterday we are
coming out of Barnes and Noble…

And a large Black man is walking toward me
and says sir can i speak to you.. i am not
homeless.. i have a job.. Yet i am out of
money and if i could only have one
wish now before i go back
to the evil that is my
wife it would be
a beer.. can you spare
me a couple of dollars for a beer…

And i said.. wow..!.. OMG.. what honesty you have..
if i had a dollar on me i would give it to you..
yet i do not carry money.. and i said bless
you for your honesty my FRiEnD…

Honesty is always the
best option.. i
as i walked away..
and so i asked the money
keeper.. my wife.. then when i
got to my car.. where she was

Waiting for me there.. if we could
spare the honest man who wanted
a beer a few dollars.. and she says
yes.. and we are wanting to go
see and document the
destruction of
the Tornado last
week as the sunset is coming

Soon.. yet instead we go search for
the black man and i decide to give
him a $5 bill.. to get two beers
if he likes.. and he has already
traveled several city blocks
on foot.. and we see him
on the side of the
road and
we stop by
and give him the 5 dollar
bill and i tell him.. when i was in
hell i would have paid a million

Dollars for that beer
if i could have
any relief
from the fire/
numb then.. ANYway…

The thing is.. regardless
of what he would do with
the 5 dollar bill.. some folks..
who had money.. had a kind gesture
for him that day.. and what

i KNow/FEEL for sure..
iS no act of kindness
no matter what it is
is too
to save
the world..
it could even
be a beer to a man
who wanted a little
comfort from the angst of life…

For His World Then At Least Real…

And ha! if you go to a psychiatrist..
it is no less addictive to get a pill
of Ativan.. and actually MORE ADDICTIVE
TO GET A PILL OF ATIVAN.. and one would
buy their friend a beer in a bar.. so why not
a stranger on the street
who is just
or sister…


And to be clear i do not drink or
smoke or even do caffeine yet
i totally understand
why people

Do.. and i dam
sure ain’t the one
who is gonna point
out the board that
i’ve experienced in my
sleepless eyes as REAL
Life is
a real b8tch

IN hell.. folks
in heaven
care about
that and do whatever
they can to help it seems…

Whether the
prudes and
propers or
prescription pill pushers
say it is correct or not…

After all ‘Jesus’ changed
the water into
and only fools
would think it is

SURE.. there was angst then too..
i would have taught the black
man or at least showed
him how to
to relieve his angst..
Yet he probably already
saw me do it somewhere
in town.. and knew and felt
that he could be honest
with this man who is
to dance free
and wild again..

Perhaps it was his
‘roots’ who could see
or HA! MAYBE i’m like ‘Lucifer’
in that Fox TV SHOW Then AND

WHEN i peer into
tHeir soul wITh
oF eYEs..;)

Watching ‘Them’ Across the Street in Action, the Mexican Immigrants,
Have Relatively Lower Centers of Gravity, Plenty of Melanin, And Little
Body Fat Seems to Be An Advantage As i Haven’t Seen Any So-Called
White Folks Attempting to Roof Here in 110 Degree Heat
Index in the Summer For Years in Florida, No Way
i Would Or

Do it
as my
Only Real
Fear These
Days Is Heights
And it is Rather
Extreme as i Don’t
Even Like Walking out
on A Fishing Pier hehe…

Other Than That Their Work Ethic
Is Obviously In Focus As They Move
With the Precision of A Ballet Troupe
in Action As You Can tell They Appreciate
The Opportunity to Live Freer Here in the United

States With
A Lot of
in Their Sub-Culture…
Not a Bad Way to LiVE iNDeed…

And Without Their Expertise in
Roofing and Resilience to the
Elements, the Deep South
Would Be Ironically
Very Screwed After
Hurricanes Now


Considering That
So-Called Christians
Chanted Here With
Trump’s Support in the
Panhandle “Shoot ’em”
As Trump Said “Only in the
Panhandle of Florida Can You
Get Away With That” in A Rally to Shoot to Kill…

Some of the Folks Where i Live Are Very Kind And
Others Don’t Have A Lick of Real Soul Conscience Left…

As Basically That’s How it is Everywhere When ‘Those Kind’
Of Folks Find A Dark Bond And Bind over to Raise Their

Darkness to

Be Heard

Common Motels
in Broad Daylight…

Yet Ya Have to Be Careful
Analyzing it Lest We Fall In And
Get Stuck And Can’t Get Out of Their ‘Hotel-6’…

Hehe, Only Problem is Our Roof is 17 Years-Old
And Now Seeing How New And Beautiful the Cross
The Street Neighbor’s Roof is She’s Even More Motivated
to Insist on A New Roof, A New Blue Subaru SUV, And
Whatever Else Comes Up Between Now And When
i Finally Get my Full Retirement Pay From
Federal Civilian Service in June
At 62 As That Increase
May Get Eaten
All Up

By New
Stuff ‘Buy’
More New Stuff

Hehe.. i could Live
off of Practically Nothing
Like My Mother Did With Just
500 Dollars of Social Security
Income a Month Refusing the
Supplemental Income She was
Entitled too As Well And Yes at
Three Dollars and Sixty-Nine Cents An
Hour Out of College in 1984 i Made
Less Than That After 3 College Degrees…

Just Not into Things and
Money And My Wife
Can Do Without It


Until Money
Comes and

i Am No Longer Here As She’ll
Probably Live to Be Even More
Than 124 Like me With SMiLes…
Just Because only 123 Has
Been Done Doesn’t
Mean that

A 3
Mile Still
Won’t Be Broken HAha..;)

“Listening With Our Hands

Seeing With our Hearts

Knowing With Our Senses

Understanding Without Words”

Oh Lord Dear Cindy

i Had No

Idea This is
Called “Cranio-
Sacral-Therapy” too…

As Actually i Get the
Same Exact Benefit
From A Free Moving Meditation
Dance Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses Yes
Similar to Tai-Chi
too as Science

Does Show

Moving Meditation
Mindfully Aware
Does Provide
Therapy For
Folks to Do the Same
As Yes Somatically The
Body Keeps Score in terms
of Emotional Traumas That
We May Hold As Repressed
Tensions in Our Bodies the Bio-Feedback

of Body and Mind Helps Create A Greater
Potential for Emotionally Regulating And
Sensory Integrating Life All In All in More


Now of Peace Inhaling
Loving All Of Life Exhaling
Love Still To Come my FRiEnD

Now With SMiLes

Whatever Works

Use it to Your

Greatest Potential…

i’ve Found What Works
For me Requires No Lessons
At All Looking Deep Within my

Body TaLKinG Back to me in this
Way Still Guiding me to Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Even More my FRiEnD

The Writing Part A Dance Brings As Song Usually

Next True…

The River
to Flow

Ocean Whole Now

As Any Free Guitar Man And
Or Woman Might Play With SMiLes…

Hehe And Yes At 61 i’m Still Usually
The Strongest Dude on the Machines
i Work Out on At the Military Gym Particularly
The Leg Press Machine at Up to 1520 Pounds

Yet True Hehe, Yes,

After A Free Dance

In Public For Many

Hours Coming Out

of Our Very Small

Honda Civic Ex Coupe
Still Running Since 2014
Strong Yet i Do Look A Little bit
Like Fred Sanford From ‘Sanford
And Son’ As i Crawl (All 245 Pounds) Out
of the Car And Make it up the one Stair Step

To Get into Our Kitchen With SMiLes TO REFUEL.. HAha…

Yet There’s Always A Day Next to Be Young At Soul Again my FRiEnD..

Trivia Note: Red Foxx Started That TV Show At age 50 Three Years Before
i Even Started My 8 Year Stint of Public Dance Still Ongoing And Growing With


Yes 15,414
Miles as
of 9.21.2021..:)

God How Can i Possibly
Forget About the 21st of
September i Was
Conceived on Or
About That Day
In 1959 And

That Was the
Specific Day
That me

And Katrina
Up in 1989
And Ever Since
1959 i’ve Been


To Spread
Too Much
With No


Hehe Yes
i Do Remember
The 21st Of “September”

By Earth
Wind And
Fire And
“After the
Love Is Gone”
Song Playing
On The Dance Floor
At A Disco In 1979 When

My First
Love Broke
Up With me

Yet i’m Still
Like it’s
To A Guitar
Player Named
Prince And
‘Bread’ Reminds
me Now Hehe

Go Find
Place to
Play Now
As A “Guitar
Man” Have A


Ashe Flash🙌🌋

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
In General, Love That is
Platonic, Romantic, And

Agape Is More Pandemically
And Technologically More Distant

To Relate Than Ever Before Yet
At Least Technology Does Provide

Some Kind of Long Distance

Connections Even

In Small
Where A

Smile is Still
Masked Away
From Freedom of Love

True There Are Many Ways
To Send Bouquets of Flowers
These Days And Fortunately

Flowers too Are Still Immune
To Both Pandemics And Technology True..:)

Considering That Science Agrees
This Pandemic is only A ‘Startdemic’

Of A Global Economy That Will Support
An Environment For Many More Pandemics to Come…

This Isn’t A Future Where Humanity Can Afford to Just
Ignore Ignorance of a Subset of Humanity That Keeps

The Health Care System in A Constant State of Overloaded
Responsibilities That Can No Longer Even Meet the Demands
of Those Who Need ICU Care for Other Totally UnRelated Illnesses

That Demand
Care for

And Of Course There Are
Other Far Reaching Economic
Struggles Associated As Well

Still To Come As This is Just A New
Modern Challenge That Will Become
More Difficult Than Ever Before Both For
The Spread of Ignorance And A Global

Economy That Supports Human Vectors
of Pandemic Disease; Of Course, There’s

Always An Option of Shutting Yourself
Out of the Ignorance to Be Safe; Yet it Would
Be Nice If Enough Folks Cooperated Where One
Day it Might Actually be Safe to Go Unmasked

In A Place
Like Frigging
Church, if they
Would Have Enough
Frigging Common Sense
To Protect the Sanctity of
Breathing Life At Least by
Frigging Social Distancing

The Congregation away From Each Other;

The Ignorance Amazes me more Everyday;

‘They’ Cancel Eating Get Togethers, Yet Keep
Folks Packed in Sardine Cans Unmasked For An Hour…

If They Could All Just Agree That ‘Jesus’ Says Wear A Mask
And Get Vaccinated to Save Each Other That Would Help For

Real; Yes, Harm,
Injury, Long Haul
Syndrome And Deaths
Would Definitely Go Down
In Trump Town USA Places
Where Ignorance of Politics
Holds Hands With Church the Same…

At Least, Where i Live in Such a Place, The
Binds and Bonds of Church And Politics still
Holding Hands Against Protective Measures
For A Deadly Pandemic is Part and Parcel of

The Real
of Ignoricism
Now The Church
Holds Weekly Leading
Folks Down into A Valley
of Pandemic Disease Deeper…

It’s Not Any Easier to Change this Now
Than Convincing Someone That A 2000
Year Old Dude Really Doesn’t Get Revived
Literally As Flesh and Blood in A Wafer of
Bread And Wine Now Where At Least ‘They’ Don’t

(Yet, 70 Percent of More Introspective Catholics

Refuse to Believe That Literally)

Allow Anyone
To Drink out
of the Same
Frigging Glass
As A Practice
of Unmasked
Unvaccinated Mass…

WE CANNOT Eliminate The Human
Propensity For ‘Magical Thinking’ Yet
YES, WE Can And Will Potentially Steer
IT Away From Nightmares to Better Dreams…

Actually Coming to Fruition Now For Real…

There Are People here on this Site Who Insist

They Are the Most Rational Folks in the World…
Yet They Still Believe in A Pagan Zombie Death Cult
Where a Dead Person One Day Is Gonna Come Back

to Life and
All their

And Send them
To A Better Place Next…

Beliefs Like that OH GOD DeViL
Do filter into

And to Be Clear, It Doesn’t Have to
Have Anything to Do With Any
Specific Religion to

Come out

The Same
Way; Folks
Who Bond over
Nightmares Binding Do
Bring Their Ideologies to



‘Real Life’ too…


Where There Are No ICU Rooms Available

With An Acute Life Threatening
Illness Have Family Members
Who Disagree With the

Suggestion That the
Unvaccinated Are

Mostly A Danger To Themselves

And Again, The Health Care

Workers Are Getting Burnt Out

Without Enough Health Care Workers Everyone

Suffers and Of Course Break Through Infections Do
Kill Elder Folks For Real Too And Those Who Are More


With Associated

Conditions As Well…

And Additionally, Again, Now
This isn’t the Last Pandemic
Or Necessarily One That Still
Comes That Vaccinations Don’t Touch…
Even Ones Still Propagated in Variants
of the Current Pandemic in ‘Petri Dishes’

of Unvaccinated
Folks Concentrated
in Places Like Churches
In Places of Ignorance Around our Country still…

This is Way More Complicated Than Just A

Pandemic of the Unvaccinated…

And Potentially More Deadly



Of Course, Ironically,
This is Coming From
A Very Conservative
View Point Regarding

The Value of Healthcare
And Well Being of All Associated
With “Love One Another;” Yes, All of Us Together
That Seems Like Such a ‘Foreign’ Idea to Some

Folks at


In Just
Plain Ignorance

Of Love FOR ALL At Least For Sure…

If Folks Developed A Kind of Education
That Was More Compassionate Towards
All Their Fellow Human Beings; Yes, Empathy
Would Spell Wear A Mask That Spells Love the
Same And Yes Get Vaccinated to Save a Neighbor the (Love) Same…

Ironically, The Same Essence of the ‘Love Story of Jesus’ That Somehow,
Someways, in Ignorance Of Those Who Profess to Follow the Teaching of

So Called

of Nazareth”

Fail to Act ON,
Even if they Pay (Pray)
Lip Service Only With Ears…

mY FRiEnD HiMaLi..
FoR MELodieS HeARTExisTence..

Can’t Stop! Dancing!
Have ‘Happy Feet’ Now!😁

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Let’s All Take A ‘little’ Walk On Our BeacH

Embrace Darkness Dive in Seeing
A Window To Somewhere New Yet
to Explore Diving Deeper to
A New World Colored Grey
Scale Yet A New
Sun New
to Rise Within
Out of Shadows into Light..🙂

It Doesn’t Seem Like Jesus Had Any
Idea how Rare Autotelic Personalities
Are Other Wise He Would Have Seen

the Futility to Change

Where the Material World of External Rewards
Is As Close to Heaven as ‘they’ have ever Traveled
NoW ‘Outside’ of Soul ‘Inside’

‘Living Water’ iS A Within Job
Not An Outside
Job Like ‘A Carpenter’…

Hehe.. Depends on
Creativity of A Poet
And Intuition of
A Reader And A
Bit of ‘Chaos Magic’
As to what Secrets
Poetry May Hold
And Reveal of

Moon Light
Reflecting Day

Sunshine Child
Within Phoenix
Sunshine EYeS EasE🌈🔥

iS ‘A Writer’

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Fascinating Really And ‘That’ Probably Explains
Why The Other Very Creative Folks Who Obviously
Also Live Almost Constantly in Elevated Consciousness

Have No Problem Understanding my Writing Either Whether
They Are 17 Or Close to My Age As i Tend to Hang Around
Extremely Creative Folks Outside of this Internet Site and

Occasionally Here There are Folks Who Obviously Are Experiencing
Elevated States of Consciousness Who Understand What i am Relating
More From a State of Elevated Consciousness too Where i’m Totally in Flow

And Using So Much
More of my Subconscious
Potential in Focus as Such…

And Yeah, i’m Diagnosed
Bi-Polar Non-Specified As
i’ve Experienced Extreme
Depression Where All Creativity
Is Out of the Question and my
Psychiatrist Who Has Seen me
Very Creative And Always In Flow
Agrees That My Natural State of
Being is Basically Hypo-Mania…

Yet i Am Able to Regulate my Emotions
And Integrate My Senses Through A Meditative
Song of Poetry and Flow of Dance Where i Stay
As Peaceful as The Eye of A Hurricane Within

And Basically Never Run Out of What Some Folks
May Describe as A Force of CHI That’s Basically

Just An Autotelic Flow That Stays Almost Always

In Plateau…

Hehe, i See
A Psychiatrist
Every Three Months
And He Says He Always
Looks Forward to Talking
To me So He Can Learn
Something New From me…

On the Other Hand my Danger
is Going Back to Low So i keep
My Hypomania in Check That’s
Really Easy to Do Now Compared With
Dealing With All the Stresses of Work…

Anyway, It’s Just Creativity… Some Folks are
Able to Get into A State of Consciousness to
Understand it As i Write it in A Similar State of

Consciousness too…

Thing is It’s Always
Bliss that i Master…
i’d Be A Real Fool not to do it…

And Of Course Some Folks Experience
Mania That Can Become Absolutely Painful…
And That’s When The Roller Coaster Comes to A Crash…


And Just
Smoke Falling
After The Firework Show…

In This (Mine) Case Most
Definitely Creative Privilege…

Anyway That’s Two Votes For me
to Get to Stay on ‘The Island’ Hehe…

i Scored A 45 On the Autism Scan As
Designed By Simon Baron Cohen When
i Came Here in 2010 And in the Summer
of 2013 When i Was Basically Reborn Back
With A Creative Consciousness i Scored 11…
That Really Blew the Minds of All the Folks
Who Had Seen me From Before; Indeed, Like
A Totally Different Human Being Yet of Course Yes
The Metaphor of the Archetypal ‘Hero Journey’ Out
of ‘the Cave’ Back into the Light of Sunshine Within Again…

Mood Disorders Are Highly Correlated With Human Creativity

And In General As Studied Higher Standard IQ People More Often

Are Able to Balance The Highs and Lows By Keeping Neo-Cortical Control…

Basically The Old Yin And Yang Metaphor of Balancing Mind And Body ‘Soul’…

It Comes From my Maternal Side And Some of Those Relatives Who Didn’t Inherit
My Father’s Asperger’s Genetics Indeed Struggled And Struggle to Even Survive…

It Probably Happens A lot As The Super Masculine Quiet Father And Super Feminine
Mother With One Cold and Aloof and the Other Super Empathic And Extremely Creative As Well…

So Yes, A Good Thing

Opposites Attracted

It Seems For me and
My Sister As Well With A Touch of Both…
However She Has More the Mind of my Father…

My Mother Was a Published Poet Yet There Aren’t
Enough Trees in my Yard to Publish my Book Haha..;)

There are No Job Descriptions or Rules in ‘Wonderland’; Just
An Enhanced Ability for Original Creativity That By Very Nature

Means A Smaller Target Audience Who Can Even Understand
What One is Expressing in Art And Generally Speaking A Smaller

‘Gene Pool’ to Find FRiEnDS in As Well; Yet the Internet is A Very
Large Ocean And There are Other Super Creative People Who

LiVE iN Wonder Land True

And This Really Isn’t Off Topic As There are Quite a Few Folks
on the Autism Spectrum With A Co-Diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder

And The Title of this OP Would Have Been More Realistically, “What
if You Are Autistic, What Kind of Privilege Do You Have As Autistic”

As The OP Listed His Personal Issues As They Relate Specifically to
Being Autistic Outside of Folks Who Are NOT Autistic And Are White…

So What If You Are Autistic And Bi-Polar And Choose to Use ALL OF YOUR


Dominated By Very “Left
Brain” Thinking Folks As Far
As Who Posts Who Are More Interested

IN Debating What’s Already Been Done

PHILOSOPHY NOW; Considering, i Became
A Topic of This Thread As to If AM A ‘Viable

Human Being’ to Be Included on ‘This Island’




IT’S True People like
me are Discriminated against
on this Site for the Neurodiverse…


And This Continues ON As This
Thread Clearly Relates As Well Now;

No Different than Black Folks in Jay
in my County Who As Recent as 1984,
Experienced the Systematic Racism of

Not Even Being Able to Visit A Town After Dark…
At Risk of Some Kind of Potential Injury to Their Life…

I’ve Always Been Reasonably Civil on this Site. And It’s True
What i Do Goes Beyond Most limited ‘Boxes’ in Life in Complexity,
Length, And Depth of Rabbit Holes of Art; Never the Less i am the

Poster Child All Grown

Up For Expressing


Freely Without
Harming Others Beyond
What it takes to Scroll by
me if they Don’t Have the
Kind of Human Potential Required
To Understand What i do… What’s Really

Amazing is that i Was Able to Turn that Side of
my Human Potential Off Enough to Survive 33 Years
in the Actively Paid Work Force and 25 Years For the
Same Federal Employer Long Enough to Retire Early

(And Earn 3 College Degrees Close to the Top of the Class)

After i Just Couldn’t Fit in Anymore With the Challenge of
Both Autism And Bi-Polar Disorder… My Whole Life Has
Been A Tight Rope Dance Higher and Higher Yet Through

‘So-Called Disabilities’, And Associated Labels As Such, i have

A Kind Of Human Potential

Expressed That Most Folks Can’t
Even Imagine Exists in Terms of

How Great Life Can And Will Be
When All of Human Potential is Set

Free in Balance And No Longer Held in Prisons
Now of Rules and Job Description Restrictions…

Yes it’S A Whole Lot Like the Metaphor of
‘Neo And His Matrix’ That He Lived in Before

or Nietzsche’s Dream of Doing “Superman”
The Way i Do it All Natural And Free Now…

A Future Lesson NOW For those WHO ‘GET IT’,



HeHe, with a little help from FRiEnDS More like ‘US’…

These Days Even in Trump Town
USA, Amazingly As it Happens
Everyday i Dance in Public
A Free Style Original
Creative Mix of
Martial Arts
And Ballet


And i Slowly Boiled
Them Where They
Don’t Even Notice
Where They Are When They See me now…

And That’s Pretty Much the Moral of the ‘Matrix’ Story too…

It’s A Small Club for Neo’s and Superwomen Without Any Labels Yet Free…

Other than that i Still Turn this Off Long Enough to do the Taxes Once a
Year, And General Speaking my Wife, ‘WonderWoman’ Takes Care of all the


Reminding me to Eat…
And When i’m Late to
An Important Time, Date,
And Place, in the ‘World of Matters’…

Alternately, Yes, Boogie Wonderland With Song
my Green Acres in Colors of Eden Forever now…

In Short, Let’s All Try to Put Our Actions Where
The Stated Philosophy of this Entire Site is And



(Yes, Yes, i Realize That’s Difficult For Folks Challenged With Deficits in
Cognitive Empathy And That’s Part of Why i’m As Patient as i am here)

Yet, See the thing is, i Have Skin As Thick As Steel Now;

Not Everyone does…

People Do Deserve
Avenues to Express Their
Neurodiverse Nature here
As Long As They Remain
Civil and Don’t Go Bullying People
For Being Different as i’ve Seen Here

i Don’t Tattle
Tale, It’s Not
My Nature As
My Skin is Way
too Thick to Get Butt Hurt These
Days, Never the less, the Other
People who Don’t Have that
Privilege, Deserve Their Pursuit
to Be who They Are Free Now too…

So Here’s Another Title And Topic
(Really The Same one in Essence) Someone Might Explore
Here Further Again “What if You Are Really Neurodiverse and You

Come to the

‘Wrong Planet’”;

How Will Folks

Treat You Here;

Will They Welcome
Your Differences Or
Shun You And Complain
About How You Express
Yourself Differently Than Everyone Else;

It Should Be An Aim Exercised, in my Opinion…

And Honestly, The Environment For the Truly
Neurodiverse is More Accepted Here than Ever
Before, And True i am An ULTiMaTE LiTMuS Test For That, hehe..:)

iS ‘A Writer’

Moon Light
Reflecting Day

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Let’s All Take A ‘little’ Walk On Our BeacH

And For Now To Wrap Up This New MacroVerse
“WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW” As i Attempt
To Lighten the Load oF A Pandemic September Again in 2021
With Some Never Ending Christmas Cheer of Ever Green Trees
of LoVE iN



YeaR Round

DarK Thru LiGHT

Now With Morning
Noon After Noon Real
Delight As Moon LiGHT
Feels Just WRiTE For Harvest Full
Moon After Never Ending TWiLiGHT

For Eternal
NoW Peace
Inhaling Love
Exhaling For my
Own Vision of Boogie
Wonder Land in Forest
of Eden Plentiful Fruited
With Gardens of Abundance iN LoVE TRUE

From DaRK Again too

So Yeah An Ending Quick Tale
of The Tape So Far As the Last Completed
MacroVerse “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament”
As That Endeavor Rises Close to A MiLLioN Words on
The Wrong Planet in 13 Months Effort Now Running Close
to 66,000 Views Now in 2021 Yes That MacroVerse is Also
The 952nd MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem NoW iN 97 Months And 9.7 MiLLioN Words
As It Appears It Will Hit A Rainbow Sized Length of 10 MiLLioN
Words By Christmas Day This Year On or About the 18th of that
December 2021 Month for 100 Months of EPiC LonG FoRM Poem
Writing Then Yet Anyway “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament” Also
Serves As the 280th MacroVerse oF EPiC LonG ForM Poem Subchapter
“Nether Land Bible” RiSinG to 7,232,144 Words in 64 Months Ever Since
Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 As That Was Also When i Began A String
Of Grand Cross Bibles That Would Be Written From Memorial Day Weekend
Until Christmas Day All Larger Than King James Sized Efforts With Separate
Volumes of Grand Cross Bible 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, And Yes By
Simple Guessing of Progressive Matrices Christmas of December 2021 Will
Mark the 6th “Grand Cross Bible 2021” All 7 Month Efforts Yes Again Now Larger
Than the King James Sized Effort From Memorial Day Weekend Until Christmas
Ever Since 2016 As That “Grand Cross Bible 2021” Will Be The 11th Titled Subchapter
EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Inclusive of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Then Yes All Efforts
As Titled Longer than the Old King James Effort too as This Entire Effort is Already
12 Times Larger Than the Old King James Size Try and Around 120 Times the
Size of the Old Quran too in 97 Months of Writing So Yes Getting Back to the
Quick Tale of the Tape hehe, Yes “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament”
Also Triples As the 177th MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” That Rises
to 5,630,135 Words in 52 Months Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017
Where Those Words Are Also Included in All the Facebook Profile Pic
Description Areas Averaging Between 8 and 9 Thousand Words Now
in Series of Facebook Profile Pics That Tells A Very Long EPiC
Long Form Poem Bible Story There too All Personal of
Course With Plenty of Global-Wide Associations
And Viewpoints Influenced By People All
Around the World As Most All
of this is a Copy And Paste
As Parts of A Poetic
Dialogue on
My End

From Countless

Other Places Around the Globe…
And Yeah i Wrote a 114,652 Word
6 Volume Erotic Poetry Novel Too

Yet Just Too Much Going On Since
Covid-19 To Get Inspired to Do that For Now hehe

i Guess 6 Volumes And 114,652 Words Covers Enough of that too…

And Sadly After 298 Dance Week Night Events With All the Cool College
Age Folks At the Metro Dance Hall Covid-19 Shut Doing That Down Safely
on March 12, 2020 And If it’s Ever Really Safe to Go Back i’ll Be Back i Always Come Back…

As This Concludes “WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW” And Considering Lowe’s
Home Improvement Store Is all Lit Up With Christmas Trees and Halloween Decorations
In September Why Not Start Celebrating Christmas SPiRiT Year ‘Round Real Kinda
Hard Not to Do When You Are Writing A 10 MiLLioN Word EPiC Longest Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” By Christmas of 2021 True This Is How You

Make Every Word of Life Holy and Sacred in Meaning And Purpose
in Blissful Feelings Flowing Autotelic Within Same With Holy And
Sacred Meditative Steps of FLoWinG Free Autotelic Dance as
That is Where i’m Going Next Before i Get Glued to This
Screen And Chair Like Just Another Fossil Fly


Jurassic Park
Hehe At Least
There Will be
Some Words and
Pics Left of me Sure
Over 100,000 Photos i
Took and Over 10,000 You
Tube Songs For Theme Music
For All of the Words i Come to Create too…

Anyway if Anyone Thinks it’s A Headache
to Read this imagine What it’s Like to Write
it yes Effortless Tao Non-Knowing Wu Wei Ease it is to Do True

Sort of Like What Those Folks Do in Combat With Swords on the
Matrix series of Movies And All the Other Super Hero Movies Yet

i Use Other Symbols That Don’t Actually Draw Blood at Least Hehe

A Bit More Like a Very Large Helping of Bread And Wine in Words for

Those Capable of Seeing and Hearing What i am Doing Here Nothing
Really New Folks Have Been Doing This Through Ages of Sages More…:)

September 21st, 3:58 PM Writing Complete Now Perhaps to Publish
it Electronically

Too in Full


on the
Fall Equinox Next..:)












BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

9.6 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”


“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)