CeLeBRaTinG HeAVeN Within 8 Years ReaL NoW

This Breath This Love
Creates Enough Whole…

Aloha Dear Hawaii FRiEnD

Summer Harvest Indeed

Dog SMiLes Paw Prints

iN Ease SMiLinG Even More



Waving Moonlit

Dreams Colors of

Ocean Sees From

AWaKinG Heaven on EartH

Waves Glimmer Rainbows Breathing
DaNCinG CoLoRinG Love For All Now So PLEaSinG..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Forest And Beach
Are Flesh And Blood

my Home

All The

Rest As

Well Soul

Space All No
Separation This Breath..:)

This Breath This Love
Creates Enough Whole

Ah Yes Sunset
Pond Reflections
Gleam Sublime
Dreams ALiVE

iN Art You

Paint Dear Soni..:)

Depth of Soul
Whale Hole
Art Does Blow



Rising to Surface

Again Fountain

of God Art


Soni Mandala of MuSiC iNDeed..:)

SMiLes Dear Mariana

In A Poem You May

Go Anywhere

You Love


Still Breathe

The Gift That’s

Most Real What

We Feel Now As

Real as God Breathes
Our iMaGiNaTioN Beyond
iNFiNiTiES Beyond All Distance
Space Time or Matter Within For Real

For Real

For Real

For Real


Breathes NoW

As Supernatural

Becomes Dreams
Our Fruition Comes Now Feeling For Real
As Dreams Bleed FlesH And Blood Real Now..:)

HAha Amazingly So Deep

Still Only Reaching 18

Annabel So Honest

To A Fault



to Admit

DarK Meets LiGHT

OMG i Steal So Many Free
Things From the World i Cheat
Walmart Blind With Free Fountain
Water (at Least When it was available
before the Pandemic, Hehe) While Dancing

Just Earning SMiLes From the Audience Buying
At Hand Not A Dam Thing i Purchase i use the Free
Air-Conditioning Walmart And All the Other Stores Provide

to Cool


of My
Dancing Feet
in Balance And It’s

A Great Thing my Wife
isn’t Jealous as The Rewards
of Dance May Be A Bit Intense

Some Days As Well in Grinding Gifts
of Dance So Unexpected at My Dinosaur
Age Before Covid-19 Shut the Dance Hall Down

Of Course She Remains the Fairest of them all
at 51 Standing Before A Mirror That Dare Not Diss
Her Beauty Still i suppose Otherwise A Stray Hip
Now and then Coming ‘That Close to me’ might


Her too

Like it

Surely might

Do With Most
Women Not as


Fairy Tale Real as My Wife Haha…

True i Never Asked a Single Woman to
Dance As Over 2000 Selfie Autograph Photos
Might Otherwise Suggest Yet True when a Viral
Video of me Caught Fire in the Metro Area Dancing
in Walmart Out of 1300 Comments Not a Single Woman
Replied i Was Less than a Gentleman Yet Not Everyone

Was So Impressed to Name me Legend Hero and Metro Area Dance Icon HAha

Anyway i am Finished Celebrating “15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing” in 94 Months

Yet it’s true i am Still Only Starting the Free Celebration Cheating all those Stores

Out of their Free Air-Conditioning as i reach 15,066 Miles of Pure Joy of Dance Still Now

Next Up “Celebrating 8 YearS iN Heaven” Ever Since July 19th, 2013 Losing all the Pain

And Numb of 19 Medical Disorders including the Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep Shut-in for 66 Months Mostly in my Bedroom then…

Yes Standing On A Beach That Day Then One With Emerald Green Gulf Waves Swaying Sea Oats

Sugar White Sands Became my Feet And Spiraling Sun Sea Gull Wings are Still My Arms in FLiGHT

NoW oN Terrestrial Land of Floating Dance in Stores Everywhere i Go… True i May Not Buy Anything




More than

Makes UP for

What i Do Not Buy HAha

And Even though i Dance Free
in Barnes And Noble Reading A Free
Book Most Every Sunday Afternoon Listening
to Meditative Music Entertaining the Star Bucks
Cafe Folks Studying For College too Ever Since 2013

It’s True i Have Returned the Equivalent of Around 235

Novels in Size of 40,000 Word Increments That Do Comprise

the Word Size of a Longest Epic Long Form Poem SonG oF mY SoUL at 9.4 MiLLioN
Words in 94 Months of Effort Now too As True By the Eighteen Day of July There will be 9.5 MiLLioN too

Yes i Cheat Hard Getting Stuff Free And Yes i Give Free Allowing Everyone to Cheat off me too… hAha..;)

SMiles Dear
Karlien Poetry
Is Soul No

to Meet

And Greet
A Stranger

In Place of FRiEnD
SMiles Beyond All

Forms Poetry Words
BREaTHE Soul Essence Now🌊☺️

Are Feelings Best or Worst

Feelings Are Who We Are

Are Poems Worst or Best

Poems Are Who We Really Are



At Least

When Home
Within Comes
Out to Dance Sing Free
Karlien Now With SMiLes..:)

Born on 6.6.60

A Blog i Write Just
Reaches NoW A ‘Grand Total’
of 666 Followers, including me hehe

i Suppose it’s a Good Sign ALong
With Celebrating 8 Years of HeaVeN
oN EartH i Expect to Last a Couple of Weeks

At Least More until That Date Close to 7.19.2021

Continues to


Make The NuMBeRS

Heaven Or Hell;

Beast And


Every Person’s

Choice ToGeTHeR Now or Not
AS UNafraid of DarK No Longer
Cynical oF LiGHT Sure God Yes Make

All the Ignorance oF LiFE Come Up Better Now

Like the Little Girl, ‘Regan’, off the ‘Exorcist Movie’ Spitting
All The ‘Green Bucks’ Out; Not Many Folks Understood what
Was coming out of her Mouth; Yes, Same as the Little Boy off the
‘Omen Movie’; Choose One’s Poison or Elixir LiVE iN DarK or LiGHT NoW…

Amazing it is

How Many



As THeir HoME oN EartH
And Only See Death As Heaven After Life…

Wow, Humans And THeir Amazing Nightmares
And Dreams They CREaTe on EartH; i For one LiVE NoW iN Heaven And Thrive,
No Matter What DaM NuMBeR Gets Attached to Some Other PeRSoN’s Nightmare on Earth…

This Breath This Love
Creates Enough Whole

Hmm… According to Joseph Campbell And Many Others the Hero’s Journey
Is An Archetype of Humanity Where We Are Called to Adventure at a Point in
Our Life Where We May Not Be Willing to Accept the Call And Then We Travel


A Dark Abyss

Period of Life

Losing All Hope

And Coming Back to

Loving All In Light And

Sharing Giving The Journey out

of Dark With Others Full of Compassion

And Empathy Able to Forgive The Devil in

Hell As That is What The Devil Does When

The Devil Really Gets Out of Hell (the DarK) And



Free Again

With Love For

All Into the LiGHT
i asked the Google Search

Engine For An Answer to Where

Our CuLTuRE Overall Sees the Hero’s Journey

And Yes Mariah Carey Had this to Say About the Issue:

“And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you”

As Yes She Tends to
Agree with Joseph Campbell

Still Now in 2021 By First Hit
of A Google Search Yet When

Hero is Capitalized We Get the
Dictionary Definition First that is:

“a person who is admired or idealized for courage,
outstanding achievements, or noble qualities.
“a war hero”

And That Sounds A lot More Like ‘Superman’ Than Mariah Carey

So Where The Hell Does Superman Come From Well of Course He

And The Other Comic Book Heroes Come From Pale Young Men Mostly

Who Were Bullied in School And Day Dreamed They Had Some Kind of Super

Power to Get Revenge on the ones Who Bullied Them… So What We Have is

Super Powers for Revenge in Most Every Hero Story on the Big Screen Yet

Is That All Where The ‘War Hero’ Comes into Play Well No For As Long

As There Have Been Humans Living in Scarcity of Subsistence

Hoarding Grains in Silos Where There Are Haves and Have

Nots There has Been Us Versus Them to Champion

Territory, Subsistence, And Reproductive

Rights So then Tribal God’s Emerge

in Stories That Dash Stones

Against the Head’s

Of Opposing

Tribe’s Children

And Take Reproductive
Rights Away From Women

All the Way From Rape to Sell

For Bondage in Legal Papers for Marriage

As A Contract Separate From Cattle Held in Concubines

True As Far As Pop-Psychology Goes All that Separates A

Villain From a Hero is A Villain Has Close to Zero Levels of Empathy

For Others and A Hero Has so Much Empathy He And Or She is Not

Able to Separate His and or Her Needs From the Needs of Others and

Even Frans de Waal Father of the Alpha Male Theory of Chimps Relates

An Alpha Male Leader is Picked as the Hero Who is Most Cooperative With

The Most Empathy to Care for All of the Rest of the Chimps At Hand And Additionally

The Servant Leader Has the Highest Levels of Cortisol Stress As It Ain’t Easy Caring

For Everyone

And Basically




Needs Often Last

True in this Way Giving

Sharing Their LiVinG Life with all Others

Most As A Way of Love And Cooperation

And Empathy As the Hero is the Servant of All

So How The Frigging Hell Did Donald J Trump Become

And Still Does Live As A Hero to So Many So-Called Conservative

Republican Evangelistic Christians Who Still Stand By all the Obvious

Villain Things He Did in Life With Close to Zero Levels of Empathy as

A Most Despicable Leader Villain in Demagogue Style Rivaling Folks Like

Adolph Hitler Admitting He would Shoot Someone on 5th Avenue From the
Start and all the Minions Would Still Support Him Modeling His Unmasked Behavior

in A Deadliest Pandemic Dropping Like Flies Still On 5th avenue over 600,000 Strong


Dead Dead
For It’s True Not

Nearly that Many would
Be Dead Dead Dead if a
Real Hero Leader With Empathy
For All was in Charge Leading the
Way Protecting the Sanctity of all Breathing Life…

Well Let’s Return to Religion which is really just another Name for

Politics And Culture And Philosophy What Bonds Folks Together in

Common Binds Yes Let’s Return to the Tribal Gods Who at One Point

in the Stories Loves All In Peace Enemy Same As FRiEND And God the

Same By God Even in Only one Man and by Words of So-Called Last Prophets

In Other Last so-Called Books Written That Have all the so-called Answers to Life…

In Both Cases

The All Forgiving

All Loving Peaceful

All Merciful God

Tortures those

Who Do Not Comply

Forever As That All Loving

Forgiving Merciful God Changes

Into the All Non-Forgiving Merciless

God by the End of Both Stories that

Close to Half of the World HoldS in So Many

Similar Versions of their Truth in Life As the Hero

Is the One Who Comes Back And Tortures the Enemies

in Revenge Forevermore Again Just Never Ending Torture

That Puts ‘Hannibal the Cannibal’ And the ‘Silence of the Lambs’ Changed into

Goats Burned Forever into A Whole New Level of Trump Psychopathy Even More too…

The Truth is Hard for

Many to Hear

Yet this is true

People Have

Been Worshipping

The External Hero Villain ever

Since Stories With Bad Endings Started

There is a Kinder Gentler Way of Joesph Campbell/

Mariah Carey For in This Case Just Being Human

Finding the Light in the Darkest Parts of Soul within

Spreading that Light as Love to All Others is A Damn

Sight Better Than Heroes Who Live For Revenge And

Torturing The Enemy

forever in the



ending end

Anyway this is why
Folks Who Worship Trump (no real difference)

Tend to Worship the Same Kind of God

It’s a Matter of Humanity And Who Has

The Empathy and Compassion For All And

Who Has Yet to Remember And Do what Humanity

And Even Chimps Do Living in Greater Overall Animal

Homeostasis with the Rest of Nature and Each Other…

Anyway i didn’t Come Here to tell Anyone what to do Just

Sharing my Truth in Light as Heroes Who Come out of the

Dark Always will

Do in Human


And Form

As Just


Nobody with

A Tool of LoVE iN LiGHT For ALL

No Frigging Exclusions All Body
Parts oF ALL Equal in Love For What they Touch in Essence And Form FOR REAL

NOW A Pandemic is A Place of Darkness for Humanity to Come Out of A Pandemic of

Humanity that is Lost in the Lies of External Stories That Ruins Who We even Are as Human…

Yes The Answers to The Dark come From Within too often Folks Look For A Hero Coming From

Somewhere Else Yet the Only Place That We Truly Live For Real Within indeed Then We Share And Give…

So Free…

If We Are

That Fortunate

To Truly Set Ourselves

Free Finally Unafraid of

DarK No Longer Cynical oF LiGHT…

Anyway You Are My Hero For the

Day for Inspiring these Words for the

Secret to the Real Hero Is Seeing Everyone

Even Less than A Grain of Sand As The Same Hero God….

God Beyond Words God Beyond Fear God This Only Breath Now i BREaTHE



Giving Free

In Ease Just Another

Nile Overflowing in the Fall

September of Fertility Always Now

Hehe at Least on the Fall Equinox When i was conceived in ’59 hehe…

And Scheduled for Birth on the Summer Solstice in ’60 if Not For the Doctor
Going on Vacation Giving me A Memorable Induced Early BirthDate of 6.6.60 HAha

We All


An ‘Omen’

of DarK And
LiGHT iN This Life

Either We Consume it

And Grow or ‘The Bar Eats Us’…

(Reference to ‘the Big Lebowski’
Movie in “What Happened to ‘Donnie’”
And Yes the Theme Song Here, ‘Rapture’ by ‘Blondie’ too)

i am Starting A New Blog Post Today “Celebrating 8 YearS iN Heaven”

As Usual Before Publishing the Last one “15,000 MiLes oF Public Dancing”

Again Thank You PsychologistMimi From New York, New York; Almost As Reliable

as ‘the Nile’ hehe… It’s Really Okay That You Skipped one Day of Being Here With SMiLes..:)

The Beach is Nice
Yet The Forest is
So Abundant And
Beautiful Striking

All Five Senses

And More in

Feelings of Nature’s

Diversity All That Colors

Life Now Everyday A New

Treasure to Share With A

Far Away FRiEnD Yet Always

As Close As Nature Colors

Love For Life to Give Freely

Away No Restraints

Caring Sharing

Just Loving


That is
FoResT View
DeLiGHT Touching

Eternity’s EYes Yes FoRest
All Now God With Loving Breath
🌸🌺 💐🌲🌻 🌷 🌹

This Breath This Love Complete
Creates Enough WHoLE NoW For ReaL





Ah Yes Dear Sohair
Blessed With Love
From Birth Garden
ALWaYS Returning

NoW iN

OVeRFLoWinG iNDeed

May All You Love


mY FRiEnD🌹☺️

Oh Dear FRiEnD my
Goodness i Am So
Sorry A Second Round
Now of Covid-19 Vaccinations

Has Made You unwell in
Canada my Goodness They
Really Stay on Top of Making

Sure that
Delta Variant
Stays At Bay
In Oh Canada Guess
They Weren’t Having
Big Fourth of July 1st Parties
Only 35 Percent Fully Vaccinated
As The Folks Where i Live Take


On Another

Summer Ride
Throwing Caution
And Common Sense
To The Wind Children
Fully Unvaccinated Sadly
Fully in Tow Makes me Think

Of my Innocent
Young Sweet

FRiEnD in
India Who
Had No
For Vaccination
To Save Her Life
i Am Sad You Are Unwell
Yet Still Feel Blessed That
You Live Somewhere Now

Where Your
Country Provides
Freedom And Secures
Beauty of Safety Too

Hehe Stronger
Than Ever in
my Last Workout

i Always Find Coming
Out of Whatever Dark
That May Come my Way

Only makes my Loving
Grace For Life Stronger in
Beast And Beauty Balance In Will

With SMiLes
100 Percent Faith

In A Way of LoVE RiSinG

Hellooove Dear FRiEnD

Here For


iN Whatever
Measure You Desire

Amphibian The Change Beast
And Beauty Exists Within Up
To Us to Become FRiEnDS

With Each one

For Will And Strength

Armor With Essence Yes

Balance of Grace Yes Love

The Beautiful One As Foundation

Of All We

Do As Stick

Figure me


To Rock On



Beast And
Beauty Remaining
More in A Place of Heaven
Within In Meditative Flow of
Bliss Nirvana Same iNHouSinG
Both Beast And Beauty In Loving
Peace of Grace With Will And



Whole Complete
Happy Belated Canada
Day Oh By The Way Too😊☺️

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Open Minds Travel
Farther Sails Behind

Boats Fair Winds
Following Seas
Deep Blue



So Much




Hold Boats
In Safe Harbors
Through Stormy
Unpredictable Weather True too…
i Suppose Each of Us Has A Hot
And Warm Faucet Adjustable Too..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Life Rorschach Test
Or Art We Co-Create
Beyond Rainbows
SMiLinG New Moons Full

i suppose it’s Good to Have Another FRiEnD
in Toronto As Now i Realize i Didn’t Wish

Her A ‘Canada Day’ For Her
New Country’s Fourth
of July-Like Celebration

Dear Summerhilllane

And Yes Getting A Temporary
Crown Installed on a Chipped
BiCuspid Tooth That Bit into
An Oyster Shell That Wasn’t
Supposed to Be in the Fried
Oysters at the Restaurant Last Month Haha

i Will Surely Relate too The Twilight State That
Gas They Provide at the Dentist Office Will Give
Administered As a Child Yet the only Thing that
Was Horrible is i could Feel All the Pain And that

Was What i thought Was the Normal Experience of
Going to the Dentist then so Terrified to Go Back after

That So Easy These Days with Not Much Fear or Anxiety
At all In Life Yes Mostly Zero Levels of Anxiety is Nice

Particularly When

You Are Smiling
From the


to the End

of Someone

Drilling And Molding

Parts of Your Mouth Back in Order
As Such… Anyway Yes iMaGiNaTioN
Creatively Always Such A Grand Escape..:)

For Every Fall i Feel Spring In Winter Fertilizing Now
Summer Flowers Even More Chaymaa With SMiLes

Ah Yes Again Mariana
Place to William Blake
Hold Infinities in the

Palm of




As You Sing

Lifting Dancing Your

Spirit of Creativity SPeaKinG

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha Nobody is The Somebody Within
Who Is Your Biggest Cheerleader Through Thick And Thin

SMiles Dear
Good Vibes
You Jive With SMiles



Isle Life☺️🙌
With All Nature🏝

“To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your
hand And eternity in an hour.”

Yes! This! by William Blake..

Not to Dance Sing That Scoring the
Most ‘Sixes’ isn’t Impressive in ‘Cricket’…

Not Sure What That is Yet it sounds ‘Chirpy’…

Yes Hehe i Consulted Google A Bit on it too HAha…

Yet True to Find Muse in Every
Breath Every Step Every Word

is Indeed

A Divine

Path of

Life With No Need…

Amazing Rue i Used to Play Life

As Such A Spectator Sport Audience
Member of Someone Else’s Sports Team Indeed
A Pretty Good Cheerleader it Seems too as When i Supported
The Miami Dolphin’s NFL Football Team At Age 12 They Won Two
NFL Football Championships Consecutively Unheard of Feat Until
the Point Hehe When i Supported the Team That’s Not All Then There

Was High School And Our Panther Team i Supported that Won Yes A
Runner-Up-to-State-Championship And Two in A Row After That Truly
Amazing in 1977/78/79 in the State of Florida And No That Wasn’t All

As The Next on the Line-ups of Hit Teams Was Florida State University
As the Whole Team Went Legendary The Years i Supported them Last
taking Note of the Team Winning A Championship in 2013 Shortly after
i Recovered in Hell and was able to Use my Eyes and Ears Effectively
Again after 66 Months Shut-in As You’ve Surely Heard Before Haha..

Anyway Other than Supporting the Atlanta Braves Baseball Team
for a Year or So and them Winning A National Championship too…

Probably Just A Big String of Coincidences that Who i get
Behind Wins Wins Wins kinda Like Katrina and her
Disorder For Not Aging Much it Seems still at
51 Years-Old Similar With my Sister Reaching
60 Years-Old This August True as Well

Hmm.. Anyway no Longer a
Spectator i Love A

to be


By The Smallest

Parts of Life no More

Than the Bigger Parts of Life True

Really Just A ‘Snoopy’ Way of Life Finding

A Party of at least one Wherever i Jump For Joy in Life With SMiLes..

Hmm… Yawn Life isn’t that complicated Just Smile And Carry A Breath With ya for Real Now..:)

Hehe Sohair Chipping Three Back Teeth in A Year
Receiving A Third Crown So Far Temporary

in A Year Today Yes Failures Do Come

Again Like Biting Into Fried

Oysters Still With

Pieces of
Shells Attached
Again it Was so good

Yet i Failed to Be Careful
And Bite Softly Yet Again they
Were Just so Good And it was
A Birthday Dinner so i Celebrated too Much…

SMiLes Like a Bi-Weekly Tradition Visiting You
Directly After Finishing Another 54,025 Word Long
Blog Poem Celebrating “15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

And Yes Last Go Around Getting a Board-On-Board Privacy
Fence Replacement for the other 27 Year-Old Wood Fence

And Today As Luck Will Have it Installation of New Lunar Blue
Shutters to Replace the Faded Out Green Ones in the Front of our Home

too So Yes

Failures Do

Come Small and

Large Yet No Matter

DarK oR LiGHT Just another
Muse for A Dance And Song Free

Transforming DarK And LiGHT into

Art Now USinG All The Gas of LiFE

Wisely Both Positive


And Success
Same Dear FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Annabel
Receiving my Third Crown
in A Year today Yet Hehe only

A Temporary Crown for A Bi-

Cuspid Tooth Chipped Eating

Delicious Oysters Digging

Into the Hard Shells

Uh oh with

my Teeth

Here on my

Birthday Dinner

HAha Returning

With my Temporary

Silver Crown Sure Enough

Brand New Lunar Blue Shutters
Installed on my Home Replacing
Faded Out Green As When i left to
Get Drilled By the Dentist my Next
Door Neighbor Was Drilling into the
Mortar And Concrete Yet You See She

Used to Be A Jet Mechanic And all of those
Hands on things come so easy to her meanwhile

i am just Good For A Dance And Song With SMiLes…

You Are Very Kind to Deliver Prayers for A New Month for
me Same to You As Well Dear Very Studious And Poetic Writing

FRiEnD Finishing up another 54,245 Word Blog Poem Celebrating
All those 15,000 Miles oF Public Dancing now 15,066 in 94 Months All that
Was Left to Do is Proof Read and Publish it as MicroSoft Word Doesn’t Work to

And Spell
Check what
i Do now that
doesn’t come before

With More SMiLes True

We aRe All Living Trees

True We aRe All Mustard

Seeds Becoming Newer Trees
Than Every Before my FRiEnD For Real…

Keep Growing Dear Never Let Anyone Trim Your Top..:)

The Irony is Both Fascinating and Delicious Now

The More Science Attempts to Discretely Measure

Nature And The More Religion And Human Same

Tries to Tell Nature What to Do

The More We Find

Nature Has

A Mind

Of ItS own

Who KNeW

Nature is Wild And Free

PerHaps At Best We ReMeMBeR

Lest We Be Reaped By Our Own Ignorance

Of Who We Even Are Yes Nature With A Mind oF iTS Own

Speed oF Loving Colors
FLoWeRS From Florida At
Speed oF LiGHT Hehe
Almost All of my Soul

Fitting Through this
Fiber Optic Cable
And More Later this

Morning Publishing
Globally Another 54K Word
Blog Post Poem Celebrating
Yes “15,000 Miles oF Public
Dancing” So Much Multi-Media
On the Go Go Of Dance With

The Words…

Hehe i Remember
Using the 14.4K Bits
Per Second Modem
That Came Out in 1991
The Year of Your Birth Paving
A Way Yes For Your Work From
OMG A Laptop Now Anywhere in

The World And Early Retirement
For me At Great Pay At 47 Years
Old With the Computer Skills
i Earned All on my Own

Yet imagine A Pic🌸💐

Like This Taking

An Hour or

So to

Or Never Meeting
A Nice FRiEnD on
The Other Side of The
World Fast As the Speed

Of Kindness With Hellooove

Starting With A Gift

Of Your


The 14.4K
Modem in 1991🌺 👩🏽‍💻 👨‍💻

OMG And A 4,000 Dollar
Quantex Computer When
Folks Thought 32MB of RAM

Is More

i’ll Ever
Need Ever
Since then
Has Been
Catching up

With The Speed
Of my Soul Winds And

Yes Right After Elsa
Tropical Storm Fred
Next In The Hurricane

List Coming

Soon Enough too 💨🤫
My Soul Never FRoZeNoW🥶 ☺️

As ‘Belinda Carlisle’ So Eloquently Dances Sings
And Moves in Sexy Ways, “Ooh Baby, Heaven

Is A Place On Earth,” Considering All of the
Competing ‘Revelation Stories’ to make the Final

Cult of Ghost Author Written Scripts for A Bible Still to
Come; It’s Kinda Sad that ‘the Egyptian Bishop’ of ‘Those Days’

Chose the Us
Versus Them
External Sovereign
Ruling Tribal Revelation Over

All the Finding the Kingdom of
Heaven Within ‘Luke 17:21’ Versions
In Autotelic Meditative Ecstatic Practices
in Flow With Copious Amounts of Frission; Yes, SKiN
Orgasms Aesthetically Perceiving PLeAsinG ALL Existence

From Head to toe; All Nirvana And Bliss;

Yes God, YeS iN DarK Thru LiGHT

And More All ToGeTHeR

In A Close to

Naked Dance


Yeah, Yes!

Baby, A Real

‘Zion Rave Dance’

Unplugged From

‘That Dam Matrix’

Sensual Feeling Bliss
JusT RiSinG Ever More
For Bliss and Nirvana More
Regenerating And Healing From

Head to Toe And More Science Assessed True;

On The Other Hand, If You Were An ‘Animal
House’ Young Teenage Male Like ME ALL of Your
Dreams Centered Around Seeing Naked Women
So Hidden From You Then Yet ‘These Days’ Are Different;

The Opiates

of the ‘Masses’

of Church Are Clearly

Available to Developing

Humans Held By Hands in

6-INCH Screams of Screens to Views oF All Before

That Was Held Censored and Covered

For All to Dream of And Actually See;

True That Old Revelation Story

is Kinda Compelling

If Another


Nation is Harming,
Raping, Maiming,
Killing, And Pillaging

All of Your Subsistence
And Reproductive Goods For Survival;

Yet in a Place Where Folks May Download All They
Desire Pretty Birds At Practically the Speed of Naked Light;
The Abundance Is Clear And Instant Gratification even too Much!

Yes, The Opiates of the ‘Masses’ Now on OverLord-Load, Just Doesn’t make That
Old Dam Hell FiReD Revelation VieW A NEarly Tasty Enough Story to Hold Attention

Of Hopes Among Younger


Who Have

It All


Their Finger
Tips and EYes
On 6-Inch Screens

As All the Covering And
Censoring UP for What Feels and
Senses Most in Life no Longer Hidden Away…

Yes, the way You Eliminate ‘Older Revelations’
is By Restoring Reproductive Pleasures for All
in Self-Control; How Amusing, A 6-Inch Screen;

A Revelation

to Put the



In the Coffins

of Old Revelation

Stories That Kill ‘The Them’ (The Enemies)
And Torture Them ‘By Us’ Forevermore now…
Where No Longer May Others Take Sovereign
Rule of Our Basic Human Freedoms For Pleasure

in Wild



In So, So
Heavens Much

Human Abundance

Our Beast Our Animal

Natures Are Back in Full Free Play
Pretty Clear these days for All to Fully See!

Thanks God

Like the


Man Said

In the ‘Animal

House Movie’

Coming of Age;

Ooh Baby Heaven

Is a Place on Earth

And As Soon As You Get

Bored of Looking At Pretty All you
May See Birds Downloading them at
the Speed oF LiGHT Then You May Look

Within After Setting More Base Animal Desires to Rest….

Promises of 72 Virgins In Other Ways After Death to Get ‘Them’ to Suicide Bomb
‘The Them’ By ‘Us’, Largely A Lost Cause Now With All You May See Pretty Birds on Small Screen Life…

The Symbolism in the ‘Animal House’ Short Clip is Awesomely Hilarious As The Meme of Controlling
Women is Set Free And the Big Cross Power Pole Falls Down to the Ground And the Young Man Gets

(Modern Prophecy Hope)

All His




to The Chagrin

of the Folks All
Blown Up on the Float
With the Swords Marching
On Now to ‘Nowhere Man’s Land Now…’

Ooh Baby, Yes, It’s True Now Heaven is A Place On Earth;

Thank You ‘Animal House,’ For Showing How This Comes to Be….

Amazing Ya can and will Be able to Fit it All in A 26 Second Clip on YouTube, Indeed;

Yet Again, A Video Parable if You Will; That Passes Right over the Head Of Those With

SHALLower EYes…

“Thank You God,”

i Surely Am Not

Afraid to Admit ‘Woman’ Is God…

In All the Forms And Essences ‘She’ Still Comes…

i Shall Always Submit All my Beastly Desires to ‘Her’ (my Wife) For Free…

Meh, It’s True in my Case at Least, As Usual, Reality is so MUCH MORE


Older Revelations And Fears

Are For


– Just me

As The Clip Below A Prophecy
More Fully Fulfilled From 1978,
The Year i Graduated From High
School, Released on July 28th, And

God Yes, Just to Imagine Yoda Returned in
1980, A Savior Fictional At Least
Worth Believing in on Big Screen Life then…

As the Archetype Surely Continues now with ‘The Child’…

Yawn, New Testaments And Revelations Never End in
Art of Being Human; True Though, Some Folks are Still
Sunk to the Bottom of the Ocean With Old Thousands

Of Years


Set in Stone

All FroZen

Just waiting

For A Statue of

‘The Virgin Mary’
Mother to Come back
to Life to Make Statues
of Little Boys come Back to Life…

Yes of Course With ‘AI’, Artificial Intelligence…

With Copious Amounts of Nature Deficit Disorder/
God Deficit Disorder Same yes, NDD And GDD For Real…

Wake Up! We aRe

Human! We Have

The Potential! to

Write Stories So

Much Better than

This Grade F, FaiL Stuff…. On EartH;
This Place of Hell and Heaven And the Tween For
Real That Humans Ironically Create For themselves…




And Nightmares Same…
Creating Revelations Now We Become…

In Other World News, Modern ‘Elsa’ is

Surely Not A FroZen Ice Princess; She Just Turned
into A Hurricane, at 8:08 AM Central Time on 7.2.2021
To Spread Some of Her Ocean Warmth; Hmm… Was That
Was This my First Love’s Birthday; Hmm… See How This Works…

Don’t Let Someone Else Write Your Story And Reveal Someone Else;

Meanwhile, Next Up on the Hurricane List, Fred; We’ll See WHeRE That Goes too, HeHe…

Oops, A Glitch;

A Ghost in the

Machine; July 2nd Was
my ‘Evil’ Stepmother’s Birthday;

The 5th, Yes, The Day After

Independence Day For First

Love’s Birth then, From ’63…

Do Ya See How This ‘Revelation’ Business
Works Now; Anything Goes; Don’t Get Stuck

in Someone Else’s Statue FroZen At the Bottom of the Ocean…

Some Folks Are Born on the ‘Fourth of July’; Others on 6.6.60, Revealing Same…

If It Wasn’t For The Numerology of 06061960 And 07051963 Adding Up to

28 And



The Number

1 That She Bought
me to Wear Around
my Neck, i Might Have
Never Remembered

Which one


That Birth
Day Then….

Moral oF A STory, If Ya Wanna
Really Rule Your World, Become
An EPiC Story Taler, of Your Own Play oF LiFE



Do it;


Barefoot if Necessary…

Story Rules; Never Doubt
This TrutH And Falsehood in DarK And LiGHT…

Own ‘the Pen’; Direct YouR Soul iN AwESoME FASHioN iNDeed… Or Not.

Dedicated to All the Geeks And Nerds That Made All of This Online Reality Possible Now;
This Place With No Sun or Moon or Stars; This Place Beyond All Time, Distance, Space, And Matter,

As Remember

i Just


my Soul

Breath into

Symbols of Words

And So Much more


too, Hehe;

Revelations of

0’s and 1’s; Bits

And Bytes on A Digital Screen! of Scream!

Just Never Ending As LonG as Servers serve

me Hehe… me, me, me, me, Just me… UP!

It’s True, ‘Who Knows’, my Soul May Last FoR A ThouSand
YearS in ‘THiS OverAll Place’… Hmm… Himm.. Hmm… -JusT me…


On 6.6.60 With ‘Hey 19’;
Perfect Enough STiLL FoR Me…

Listening to A Catholic Priest Last
Night Conforming A 7 Dragon Head
Part of An Old Revelation Into The Essence of ‘Perfect Evil’…

Jesus F iN Christ, Anybody May come up with Another Story…

to Sell



F iN Give Away For Free….

Don’t Need no Suits, Or
Golden Robes to Just Do IT NoW…

Honestly it’s Really Amazing We LiVE iN
A Day WHeRE We Have The Freedom to Write

Our Own Pursuits of Happiness With Life And Liberty For Real
And Actually Do This Freedom as We Please Amazing Folks Still

Stick to Old Stories At the Bottom oF AN Ocean With FroZen Statues STill…



2 DayS iN Advance!

365/7/24 Beyond Every
Second Baby i For one WinG iT FREE!..:)




Hehe i’m Happy For No Reason No Money
No Stuff Not Even A Tool of Human Clothes


Give me




More is All
Mine to Create
in Dance Song Free

“It Was A Dark And Stormy Night’

i Escaped From the “Dog House”

Jumping for

Joy With


of Bird
Free Yes

Snoopy Never

Went Away


Back in Human Form

-me HeHe

Happy Saturday

Dear Annabel




of Kindness

Wagging Ever More
As My Wife Says Go
Take A Bath Been



In The Dirt too Much
Never The Less Sun Still Shining on me…

And Soon Coming Another Snoopy Dance Free
in Stores While Everyone’s A Buyin’ i’m A Flyin’ on

A SMiLing..:)

God Inspiring Music You Share Dear Sohair

Samvel Yervinyan His Violin And
‘The Message’ All CuLTuRES Bound

By Connections

Of Human LoVE

Even Injecting

A Bit of Rock
In Rock and

Roll Guitar

To Get

A Message

Through With SMiLES

Hehe i Play this New Game

Now to See if i am the Oldest one

in the Room And Haha Mr. Yervinyan

Is 6 Years Younger than me hehe Same

Age As Himali’s Father Oh Yes Now i Have

So Many Numbers 61 Brings Yet it is True

i Finally




At the Restaurants

Yet It’s True What Exists
Beyond All Numbers, Labels, Religions,

Brick And Mortar Buildings All Human

Forms Young and Old The Love Agape That
Touches All With Warmth The Flame Within

That And Who Continues to Breathe Without

Restraint No Unrequited Air Of Love to See Be And Do…

Still Now




Truly All Do

No Matter Label
or Place Hehe or

Advancing Numbers of Age..:)

Free is Really Hard to
Do When We Are


To Any

Way Yet Free

It’s All Relative

Of Course




Will Do to Fly Now
Either Clothed By

CuLTuRE Or Set

Free Without


As Naked

Nature Again With
Wings And Fur Flying

Climbing Living Trees Up Instead of Down

In Other Words What i Do Now As Free Would

Be Much Harder to Do if i Was Still Married to the

God of MaKinG Money

A Major


ALL Human Fear…

How Abundant The Forest
Is Creeks Teeming With
Fish How Foraging

Happy Humans



Be Dancing

And Singing A Meal of Life Free

Yet Again Those Dam Mosquitoes
And Spam Calls For Warranties

On Honda



Always Seem to Work
Without All the F.O.R.D.

Fix Or Repair Daily 60 Thousand Dollar Headaches

of Big Four Wheel Drives Still Stuck in the Mud Hehe…

A Four Wheel Drive Like That Resting Alone by A Trailer

Several X-Wives And Nests of Children to Support A Tear

In a Beer Big Camper And Boat Never Time to Use
With 2 Jobs to Stay In Debt Forever More


At the


Bar All that’s

Left of Heaven

in ‘Trump Town

USA’ Toxic Patriarchy Falling Further
It’s Not Really Funny And How So Many Men Fall

As The Last Hooray They Really Experience That
TouchDown Ran So Long Ago in High School Football…

Hehe, Play the Song ‘Bruce Springsteen’, the ‘American Dream’…

‘Life Goes on’ for

Some for


It’S ETernAlly
Now Naked Joy

Yes The Rest of the
Animals Enjoying Homeostasis
And A Few Apes With Not Quite As Much Fur..:)

Relatively SPeaKinG, The
Real Magic is Humans Have
The Ability to Co-Create THeir

Own Realities

With Enough

Practice; What one

May Metaphor NoW As

Heaven or HeLL ON EartH

With Enough Proficiency

The Whole Nature oF iT Is

Well Beyond Anything As Small

As A Three Letter Song That Traps

A Tongue on the Roof of A Mouth…

Evidence on Demand of Course

At Will Of True iMaGiNaTioN

LiVinG Love Of


Still Springing

Green At 61 Years-Old;

Meanwhile, Some Folks With

No Living Magic Are Rotting in

A World of Illusion in Material Reductionistic

Delusions That Are Just Another Path to Nowhere Now Much at ALL…

i Surely Understand

as i Traveled

That Other


Away From

What is Possible

For Human Potential too…

Shall i make a List, An Empirical

One That Shows What is Possible; Already

Did it, Now the Rest is Just For Fun Winging By

Feather Wind, No Worries Baby, Fear Takes Most all Good
Things in Life Away; And A Placebo Effect is Often Limited by a
Lack of Belief of What is Possible That Hasn’t Been Achieved Before…

The Past
Does Not

Limit the

Future Anymore
Than We Do Now

As The Past And Future
is Just Illusion; Now is Forevermore Real

Without All the Illusions of Time, Distance,
Space, And Matter; Oh to Do ‘Neo’ For Real HeHe…

Anyway A Scientist, Cold At HeART too, i’ll Keep An Empirical
Record Going of What Heaven on Earth is For me at Least for Real Now…

God is Nothing Yet A Three Letter Song That Traps A Tongue on a Roof of a Mouth…

Nature is WHeRE

It’s At ALL;

A Life


of Contemplation

Yes Meditation to
Achieve What’s Never
Been Seen and Done Before…

Meanwhile, Folks Debate WHeRE is God, HAha…

Just A Frigging Tongue Stuck on a Roof of A Mouth;

At Least ‘Allah’ Escapes that PriSon of ‘Mouth’, HeHe…

Wings of Birds…

Fur of


Are So Much

More Than A Frigging

Word Trapped on a Roof of Mouth…

In Other Words, Nature Materially Reduced Smaller Than All…

All of Nature is Proof Of ALL, So Far Beyond A Song Trapped on a Roof of a Mouth…

Or in A Robe, Or in A Chalice, With No Substance; or A Brick And Mortar Temple With No LoVE iNSide

The Building Now…

Have Ya Ever

Visited A


Where Folks

Divide ALL into

Pieces And Lose the ALL…

It’s Really Sad… Sad As A Song
Trapped on A Roof of a Mouth Now…

Yes Nature Is Proof of How Small All
Human Words Are Most Definitely Abstract
Constructs Trapped As Songs on Roofs of Mouths…


Are Forms



We Breathe

For Real Yes Nature Now…

Some Folks Live Life Like a ‘Living

Orgasm’; Others Just ‘Flatworms’ in Soils

Aerating Soils So Living Orgasms May Eat What Rises Green…

Yawn… It’s Kinda Like ‘The Folks’ Who Invented the Internet So Wings Will Soar…

It all


‘The Puzzle’,

From Ocean View…

Water Wave Whole Field

Particle Wave All That Jazz

As Essence Breathes LiVinG Orgasm Whole Indeed…

And Again That’s Real; Look It Up; ‘Frission’ VarieS on

Make and Model of Vehicle and Vessel Expressing ALL….

And Science Shows Closed Minded Folks Rarely Get A
Glimpse of Heaven On EartH Divine For Real; Oh to Materially
Reduce Heaven Out of Autotelic Flow and Frission into Nothing @ALL

Sad As
A “Trump

Soul MeME” LoSinG iT ALL…

Baby, This iS A Whole lot More Than

Just ‘Seeing’ Parts of Nature as Attractive…

A Whole Lot More in Terms of A Whole Lot ALL…
Anyway, This is Just A Frigging Poem; Do the Research,

Many of the Metaphors Old Religions Use Do Reflect the
Essence of What is Greater For the Human Experience Now…

Satori, Samadhi, Prana, Chi, Ki, Ka, Kundalini Rising, Tao, Atman,
Is All Where This Autotelic Flow With Copious Amounts of Frission Is

And Other Unlimited Metaphors

That Just Relate Basically

A Similar Path

To the Bliss and

Real Nirvana of

Existence Now;

This Kingdom

And Or


Of Heaven

Within Now for
Real; Yes Baby,

A Really Great

Creative Holy
And Sacred Spirit

Real Independence
Day Forever Within Now
Yet In This Case Independence

Means One With ALL Free…
FRiEnDS With Nature’s
GravitY iN Balance



At the

Play of Existence

All Around in Balance…

Yeah, i Know,

All i Did is

Used to Know too…

Sweet Spot Tween

Apathy And Anxiety

For Real Now i Do And Truly
BREaTHE Nature Loving Fearless
FREE ALWaYS Balancing Now For REAL.

Basically, This All Boils Down And Ices Up to
IS However A Person May Define That 3 Letter
Word That Most Often Gets Trapped on the Roofs

Of Individual


With Limited

Definitions; It’s Worth

Noting There Are No Limits
With All Other Than More Now

For All, No Duh, Subsumes All Smaller Gods
And Definitely Little Bitty Humans And Their Words Including ALL;


It’s Most


Seeing NaTuRE ALL As God
Best Way NoW to Get BacK iN
Touch With This God of Nature…

May Be to Discard All Cultural Clothes/Tools
And God ALL Yes Forget You Were Ever Separate…

God Yes, So Ironic As That is Exactly What
Anti-(God)-Nature Parts of So Many Desert
SCaRCiTY Tribal Origin Religions Still Do Now…

As They Most Always

Picture Hell

With Folks

Wearing No Clothes…

And Spend A Life Covering God All Up
Like Something A Cat Leaves Behind For Worms…




Make a Living too…

And Cats Gotta Go When They Go too…

Yawn, Purr, or Roar; It All Works Out Great
in Heaven on Earth At Least for me; Just Naked Free…
Like the Rest of (GoD) Nature Not Covered Up Hidden Materially Reduced…

When The Little Girl Asked ‘The Oracle’ Will We See
Neo Again She Said i Suspect We Will For
She Didn’t Know Yet She Still Believes Now

You Know The Last/First Scene of ‘The Matrix’
Series of Movies WHere The Little Indian Girl

Creates A Sunrise For

Neo Colorful InDeed

OMG! i Love it When
i Get to See The Real You
Every Once is A
While She


Touches me

Oh HAha In The
Most Intimate Of

Moments Brushing

Your Teeth it Pleases
me Much To Feel You



Being All of
You With me!!🙌☺️

It’s Not That ‘You’ Don’t Understand God
It Is That You Don’t ‘See’ How To Appreciate
Being God Now Work Of Art Never EndinG LoVE

All Heaven Is Is A Second Chance To Dance Sing
Life After Living Death
Reborn In
Free NoW

LeSSoN 368
As Below Above
UniVerses Birth
Out Of Centers
Of Purple FLoWeRS

Yes Such A Beautiful
Swirling Petaled Flower
WHere Bees 🐝 Will Pollinate

A Black

Hole Part

And Seeds

Shall Arise


To Soils
For New
Living Soul
FLoWeR Birth

What’s So Amazing
Above is Theories in
Quantum Mechanics
Suggest Spin And Torsion
Balance Of Galaxy Stars Falling
Into Center Black Hole Suns of



New UniVerses
Out of BLacK Holes
Circle of Eternity Never


God Is

A Woman

Who Eternally
Births God To Be i Am

Hehe It’s Been 18 Days
Since the Last LeSSoN





To Cover ALL God
STiLL Comes to Be Now


A Seed Star All

A Purple FLoWeR

Gift Forever Now



Complete WHoLE 🐝😊

Hehe Who KNeW A





Is God


Question of Course



That Kid The Rest
Of The Class Despises
Who Always Has His Hand
Up With The Answer Except

The Little
Indian Girl
Sitting in the

Desk Behind Him…🙌

She Said It Has One Eye And Not
Sure She Likes The Way It Is LooKinG At Her
LoVE Rises Best With Four EYeS WHoLE NoW

TaKinG Mythology Out Of Sex SHoWinG EVeRLaSTinG
HeAVeN Just One Warm Embrace A Hug Two Become One Love Force

AMuSinG How Women FoCuS On Larger Parts Of Life Men Smaller Parts
Women Already See Be Love Breathing Now For Real All SMiles

My First Love LooKinG Down Said Your Thigh Is So Big
Like A Tree Trunk And Then She Hugged A Living Tree…

Hell No Connection Heaven Yes All Connection
Nature Teaches me Within

Dancing Singing

Free Naked On
Wing As Nature



Living Tree
Roots Leaves
Rise Feed Green God
Falling Feeding New
Souls of Soil to Spring

SMiles Dear Savvy Your 🏝
Mother Nature Wise Indeed

Reminiscing on 66 Months of Hell And This 96 Months Yes 8 Years
i’ve Been Co-Creating Now Living Within On Earth Yes Heaven Real…

It’s True The Way i Got to Hell Was Basically Through A Life of Fear

It’s True it Will Be Kinda Unsettling Born Without The Ability to Speak

Until 4 When Every Other Social

Animal Is Chattering

And Bonding

So Easily

Around You

It Seems Thank
Real God of Nature

For Mama’s Soft Words
And Hugs For Oxytocin Heals

Like A Wonder Mammal Neurohormone
For Real Relieving So Much Anxiety For
Real As Fears Just Melt Away into Ice Cream of





Do Bring

With All the
SMiLes GLoWinG
Fair Skin Or GLoWinG
Brown Skin my Mama

Just Happened to Be
Very Vanilla Ice Cream White
If This Brings A Tear i Suppose
You Understand WHere i am Coming
From Here Yes The Home of Mama’s Love

Still Breathing Alive Even Though She took

Her Last Breath on 2.22.17 Mama Still Dances
And Sings Love Through me Yet Again Somewhere

Along the Line of Stress And Fear i Lost That Soft Touch
That Reaches out As Hugs Enough… The World Will Be Kinda
Mean For Social Animals Who Do Not Fit in Lord Knows Feels Senses

i Wasn’t
Even Really


in my Own Skin

Particularly Human

Clothes That Were not
100 Percent Virgin Cotton
So Hard to Touch All the
Dammed Man-Made Stuff Yes

3 Degrees From College So Great
With All the Input Just No Way to Get

All Of the UniVersity Out of my Mouth

Oh What Respite Systemizing Computers

Brought And It’s True Now It’s Really the

Revenge of the Nerds As We LiVE iNside
The Bits and Bytes of An Entire World

Online Constructed

By Nerds and

Geeks So


And ‘Incel’

Just Wanting

to Download Pretty

Birds All Varieties As

Fast As Possible For Everlasting

Instant Gratification So Now We LiVE iN

A World of ‘Weird Science’ Indeed Hehe in

Yes Revenge of the Nerds Where Zuckerberg’s,
Gates’, And Even in More Zen Artistic Job’s iPhone Creations

Anyway Oh My God This Business of Becoming Human CuLTuRE

Will Be So Scary For Those of us Not So Socially Proficient So Difficult

Square Peg Fitting Into Spiraling World of Extraverted Wings Just So Hard

To Conform Decades For When You Do Not Make The Social Circle All Ya Become

Is A Valuable




What my

Boss Called

me A Valuable Commodity

And He said it was Normal

For One Person to Do 90 Percent

Of All the Work And i Thought that was

A Compliment And i Thought People Really

Liked me yet That Was Only The Customers Really

Not So Much The Folks Who Didn’t Really Wanna Do Any Work…

So Anyway After All Those Years of Perfectionism Trying to Fit in
And Conform i Fell Hard into Hell And Found Out All the Folks Who
Really Cared About me Were the Ones Closest to Home Except for

A Very Few

The Doctor’s

Said i had the Worst
Case of Anxiety and
Depression they Ever

Saw And Assured me

i Would Never Be Free

Of Anxiety Just No Chance

To Become Comfortable in this
Existence Again… No One Could Help
me so i Looked Deep Within And Found A
Flame of Fearless Finally In Words of Song
That Needed no Pre-Planning Just an Endless
Ocean Whole Water River of Soul Flow Springing Out


in the
of Creativity

And Then i Danced

And What i made Dam Sure
of is i Would Never Fear What
Folks Thought of me as Different Again

Yes By God i Stood in Front of the World

in my Underwear Even Posting myself that

Way on Facebook as i realized That if i couldn’t
Accept me All For Who i am it really never Did Matter

Whoever Else Could or Could Not For Real even my Closest

Loved ones And You Know What Some of my Closest Family

Members De-Friended me and What i Found is Love So Much

Thicker than Blood Those Who Stood By me Through my Entire

Journey i Needed to Go Through to Set my Self Always Fearless Free

And i did

And i Do

And there
Are Still a
Few Who Stand
By my side Yet Most

oF All i No Longer Fear

i Am Free and i am Healthier

Happier And Even Stronger Empirically

So 3 Times More in Leg Strength Than Any

Time in my Life at Age 61 And When The Elite Military

Dude’s Jaws Drop When i Still Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds

With Ease with my Arms Raised to The Air After Warming up

With my Own Form in Grace of Balance Free style Ballet Mixed

With Martial Arts That Need not Ever actually Strike an Object

i Explain to Them When they Ask How The Hell Do You Do this

At 61 Years-Old The

Source of

All Weakness

Is Fear the Strength

Of All Real Power is

UnConditional Love For All

Watch As i Lift this Weight As A Feather

Wind i am And Try to Understand Now





All the Air

is God to Breathe Free Now

With Zero Illusory Fears Left

To Hold Wind Prisoner in a Jar

Truth is Wind Will Not Be Trapped in a Jar

Truth is ‘God’ Will Never Be Trapped in A Word


On A Roof

Of A Mouth Either

Wind is Free

And So Is


Grace of Balance

Naked Wings of my
SoUL iN Will And Strength oF LIGHT
Fearing No Dark SoaRinG More As Wings
Star FLoWeR Seed Still GRoWinG Evolving SoUL…

There’s a Whole Lot More to Life Than Downloading Pics of Pretty Birds

And True There is that too Whatever it Takes to Prepare An Avenue to Soar

For Real


Science’ too

And The MaGiC

oF LoVE Set Free

Fearless With Human Wings Indeed…

If Nothing Else At Least my Mother’s Love

Still Breathes

And Ya


What God

Yes i Feel
And Sense

This Much

Is Complete
And Enough

Eternally Now Just This
Breath of Love (GoD) Now
i Be i AM Who Sees Fearless Free..:)




Like You Say GoD iS LoVE JusT Do LoVE
(GoD) MaKE LoVE YouR “F88KinG ReLiGioN”
Yes “iF You SeeK iN GoD Religion LoVE NoW” JusT DO

YoU WiLL Do WHaTeVeR MeaN WHilE ThiS AiN’T
RoCKeT Science i Do THe ART oF GoD (LoVE)

Joy is True
With SMiles
Happy Happy Day Free😊

SMiLes Dear Savvy
For me Sacred Silence
Is Balance FRiEnDS With Gravity
What May Come After That Mostly


As A River

Sure of Where

It’s Going Next

Just By FLoWinG

A Path it continues

To Take Unafraid

Hehe and


Flooding Banks
Finding Its Way Back
to Ocean Water Wave Whole..:)

SMiLes Dear Aloha Hawaii FRiEnD

So Happy to Hear Fourth of July Celebration

Wishes Far Away You Are Hehe Almost on the

Other Side of the World Yet Interestingly i Don’t

Have Many Folks To Wish a Happy Fourth of July to

On the



As Most

of my Online

From Countries

Other than Ours

And That’s Okay And
We Even Visited Some Flesh
And Blood Humans From Here
Today to Share This Holiday With..

In Short i Ate too Much Yet A Feast

Is A Feast Is A Feast At Least i Don’t

Imbibe Myself With Alcoholic Spirits as

True i Tend to Be Spirited enough As i Am
Enough As the Wife Says NO CAFFEINE
FOR ME EITHER as she doesn’t want

to See me Go Past Beyond the

Stars and Not Return

To Earth

As Yes
HAha This
is My Home
Away From Home
Online too With SMiLes
Anyway Your Very FRiEnDLY
Dog As Always Precious Resting

His Face on the Beautiful Sunset Beach
Or Perhaps it’s Sunrise Beauty Never the Less

With SMiLes

Beauty And




Your Island Home Indeed..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair in the Forest
Whole Choirs of Birds From

Many Congregations

Of Wings


To Sing Year

Round God Is

A Song For All

Birds God Is A Song

For All Birds Hehe at
Least that’s How i Understand
Their Language of LoVE Dear FRiEnD..:)

Happy 4th of July! Shawna Baby!

My My What A Long Hot Humid Day

It Always Seems to Be So Many Hot Dogs,

Hamburgers, Polish Sausages, Baked Beans,
Potato Salad, Cole Slaw, Lemonade Amazing What

Kind of Spread A Pastor’s Farm Will Put Out on A First
Sunday Dinner on the Greens of the Farm As A Regular
First Sunday of the Month Event Tirelessly Keeping the

Glue of Extended Family Together Hehe even In-Laws
As Strange

As they

Will Possibly

Get Like me Yes
‘That Eccentric Uncle’

Who ‘Has it All’ Yet

It’s Kinda Hard to

Figure Out How

He did It so

Strange HAha
Anyway Eccentric is the
In Thing These Days it Ain’t
So Bad Considering All the ‘Hip
Young Folks’ Still Treasure my
Existence Public Dancing At Walmart
Wishing me A Happy Fourth of July Seeing
Me more of a 4th of July Freedom Gift than Just Plain Weird…

Anyway in All the Warmth That Will Be A Pastor of A Southern
Baptist Get Together Where Folks Who Are accepted in the Group
Are Treated Like Real Gold Meh.. except for a bit of gossiping about
The Folks Not Present At the Big Family Party… Perhaps the only sad
Part i Heard is About the Story of Another Pastor Who Wouldn’t Accept
A Couple Into the Church As They Were Living Together With A Child and

Not Married

And at that Point

i Wondered if ‘He’
Ever Met A Real Jesus At all…

Anyway Never the Less Warm
Enough for Survive and Even Thrive
For those Accepted in the Group Part of the Love

It’s Really Warm Not Surprising that the Older Folks
Still Capable of Warmth Keep Coming Without Fail

Other than that Screens Attached to Faces including
Mine as Sadly They Finally Got An Internet Signal at
The Farm; the One Part of Nature Holding it all together




Face Connection…
SMiLes Hope You Felt
Many Warm Smiles Today…

A Very Intelligent 11 Year-Old
Boy A Straight-A ‘Screen Student’
Told Me all about his Depression and
Anxiety That’s Really Sad at 11 Years-Old…
Almost Unheard of When Humans Actually

Connected to Each Other ‘Full Time’ in FlesH And Blood…😊

of Love Vary…
Some Are Gifts…
Some Are Acts of Service…
Some Are Quality Time Yes
Some Are Touch And Some

Are Affirmation Rue True

Yet That’s Only Five Languages
of Love Assessed in Pop Psychology

Not Surprising Discretely Measurable

Parts that Don’t Include What’s Not

Visible to the Naked Eye in Love Energy

There are As Many Languages of LoVE NoW
As There Are Eyes to Agree on What Love Is

Beyond Eyes And Ears that See And Hear

And That’s

Key Eyes

That Agree

Eyes Willing to Understand

Eyes Willing to Give Eyes Capable/Willing

To Even Feel A Miracle As Wonderful As Love

Generally Speaking Love Comes First People Come

First When Giving Is Enough Generally Speaking Love Returns
Yet It’s
True Still

Some Folks

Expect to

into Oranges

in Cultures Where Love,
People, And Giving Rate Low
On the To Do Lists of Life Love
Falls if it Ever Rises at all in Eyes
Too Cold to Ever Breathe The Miracle At All…

There is a Kind of Love That Never Gives Up That

Love Is


Love is
Failing Kindness..
A Work of Art Never Science Alone…
The Further Down Now Love Comes
On the to Do Lists of Cultures The Harder
It Will Be to Be Found Among Those Wired as Less…

In The Case of My Mother And Katrina Loving me Always
Comes First Except For ‘Religion’ of Course Hehe As ‘Tradition’

Often wins
1st place


Human Beings… Meh…
Second Place Ain’t So Bad…
i Understand the Nature of ‘The Beast’..:)

Oh Lord it’s A Small
World Doc That Evil
Pastor’s Church is


In My
Town Commonly
Seen As Trump
Town USA Amazing

You Are Getting

Wind Not
Smelling So

Great Of The
Goings on In

This Place all
The Way From



World Indeed
Yet The Scent
Of Real Evil Travels Far…

The Place i Live Was
Literally Named


To Begin
With Unmasked
Unvaccinated “The
Tradition” Continues now🔥

Joy is True
With SMiles
Happy Happy Day Free😊

Consider ‘Yourself ‘Very, Very, Fortunate;

For Yes, Canada is a Country That Takes Care

Of Their Ignorant of Science Citizens As The Country
Continues to Practice Safe Pandemic Practices Now

Same As For ‘the Elite’, More Rational Indeed…

Obviously, Overall, From Advantage

Of More Advanced




By Nature in
Natural Selection

As Such in Some
cases too; Anyway,

My Super Intelligent
Rational Friends, for one,

A Professor Engineer Working

On Her PHD in Her Mid 20’s, Didn’t

Have the Advantage of 1st World Countries

Offering Vaccinations Liberally to Entire Populations;

As Healthy And Robust As She Was At the Top of Her Class

in First World Rational Intelligence, The Vaccination Wasn’t Available;

And As An Indian Professor Engineer Unmasked

Lecturing Students

in Classes,

the Delta

Variant Killed

Her Very Dead as
One Day Her FRiEnDS

Just Said ‘Astha Is No More’…

Here is A Picture of Astha in the

Collage of Photos Below Who Was Busy

Co-Authoring Her 8th Poetry Book, Again, While

Earning Her PHD As A Professor Engineer in India;

Consider Yourself Very Blessed to LiVE iN A Most
Caring Country of All For Its Citizens Who Have First
Rate Intelligence And Ignorance of Science the Same;

Do Yourself

A Favor and

Get Vaccinated

And Make Sure You
Live As the Delta Variant
Still is Nothing to Play With
As It Will Make Folks Just Plain Dead…

In Memory of Astha…

i Don’t Get Angry at

Ignorance; IT Just Gets
Plain Dam Dead as ‘Trump’s Promise’
on ‘5th Avenue’ Continues to Come
Deadly True; Sad, Sad, As the ‘Trump Meme’ is too…

Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims, And Kills; Never
Doubt the DarK Force Strength of Ignorance; the
Oldest Human Deadly Pandemic Indeed; This is

A No

If ya
Get Vaccinated…

And Potentially
The End of Another Human Story;
Wake Up My FRiEnD and continue to Breathe…
Your Choice of Course; The Beginning or End is

Yours to Create at least in part…

Yet See At Least

You Get that


Astha Didn’t Get
An Option to continue breathing…

Yet Don’t Feel Alone in this Ignorance;

i Am Fixing to Visit a Church Where Supposedly
The Sanctity of Breathing Life is Important; Where

All The Social Distancing And Masking Requirements
Are Removed And Less than A Handful of More Than
65 Percent UnVaccinated in my County in Church Take Any Precautions
to Protect All Their Neighbors From A Potential Still Evolving Pandemic;


i Live is
‘Trump Town
USA’, the Voting

Margins of the
Ignorant And
‘Trump Voters’ are
As Predictable as
Mosquitoes on a
4th of July Celebration
Night; Where Crowds of
Unvaccinated ‘Trump Voters’
Will Celebrate Their Freedom to Die…

And Of Course, This Is a Generalized
Assessment; Ignorance Runs Now in All
Circles of Religion, Philosophy, and Politics

And Yes Overall Human Nature…

Humans Aren’t

Rational at

Core; Science

Makes this Clear

in Data; And isn’t hard
to see for folks With Any
Level of Rationality Left…

Anyway, the Government of
Canada Is Smart Enough to
Understand Our Human Nature; Go Canada
Go; Just too Dam Cold For Free Human Naked

Agency for me.. hehe…

i’ll Stay With the

Panhandle of

Florida Now;

VERY Warm Year
Around; Safely


From the Ignorance

of my Nice Enough Neighbors;

Ignorance Will Be Very Loving And Kind too…
Honestly, These Folks Don’t Deserve to Suffer and Die for it…

Sadly, in Some Cases, the Only Answer for Bigger Society is for

Ignorance in Cultural Forms of Traditions

to eventually

pass away…

That’s Sad;

Yet Indeed,

A Rational

of Overall Human Nature;

With that Said; Please Do




You Will;

To Answer Your
Question Directly; And MUCH More
Concisely; i am Not Afraid of Ignorance;

i Take the Proper Precautions to Guard
myself From ‘That Human Pandemic’ that

to Sadly spread
Like The ‘Human
Plague’ it Has always been…
And Of Course Not Just For
Humans; the 1 in 8 Animal
And Plant Species that the

Most Ignorant Species

Of Animal on this

Earth is


to Do Away

With Extinct

in the Coming
Decades For what
even makes Life possible
on this Planet; Hopefully some
of the Largest Cultural Ignorant
Traditions Will Pass away sooner than that soon…



Will ‘take
Care’ of the
Rest of Us True…

Rest of Nature Doesn’t
Play Clothed Human Games…

Karma ALWaYS Remains Naked
Mother Nature’s Game For Real Now…


YES Living Escape.

SMiles Dear Savvy Perhaps
It’s A Kind of Synesthesia
i Haven’t Asked Around

Hehe Yet my Body

Makes Music

Leading my

Soul While i Dance

Yet Of Course it Is

Only my Soul



All Words

Of Think As
True There is
A Soul Deeper
So Much Longer
Evolved Intelligence





So Restricted
To Abstract Constructed
Words Humans Co-Create
As Core Bonds That Bind
As Languages Essence of

Cultures Shared…

Dance Even


Of Facial




Soul Expressions
Still Remaining Yet



When Words
Are Not Held
Close in A Shared
Dance of Life It



Are Becoming
Emptier Within


An Oldest

Culture of
Dancing Singing Soul☺️🎼
Hehe Yet Again Maybe


A Way
i For one See

As i See All
A Dance of Soul Song 🎶

In Three Part Harmony

Including me With SMiles🌊

Cheers To


Who Do Silly

Acts That

Bring Us


All Day

As Smallest
Acts of Creativity
Bring Lasting Pleasure Indeed
For What All of Imagination Brings

Hehe Sohair People
Said The Same Thing
About me At Work

How i Handled
All The Stress So

Well Yet They
Could not

See the

Hell Within

Even When i Fell
Ill People Said i
Look Young And




Don’t Gather
Much Sympathy
Or Caring From Others

And Even
My Mother
Wouldn’t Acknowledge
i Experienced the Worst

Pain Known
To HumanKind
Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia Wake
To Sleep No
Drug Would
Touch Shut-in
my Bedroom

66 Months

Till 7.19.2013

Even After
She Read it
In A Book About
About “The Crucifixion”
Out loud in a Book She

Bought As She opened
It up to Show me i Was

Wrong Turning

To A Random

Page And

Sure Enough
She Read the
Words that proved
me Correct And Still



Of course
i Didn’t have
Any Holes in
my Hands And
Feet to Show Her

Just the
Words From
Science Out of

The Book

She Bought

To Prove

me Wrong

Life Will
Be Such A
Tragic Comedy

Yet in Hell

i Learned
Forgiveness for
What God Gifted
me As A Devil With



Everyone Else
So Easy Now
my FRiEnD



Pain Teaches

The Loss of A Feeling
Of if i ever Smiled Before

Only A
Real Devil
How Painfully
Numb And Cold

Is Within

Good News

There is Forgiveness
For The Devil Returning

To the
Of SMiles

My Shoulder
Is okay enough
Thanks Dear


God Bless
You No


Too Heavy
To Carry With
SMiLes Thorns
Make my Risen Rose 🥀🌹

SMiles Dear FRiEnD

my Family Will

Never Accept

SPiRiT Filled
i Actually Write
A Bible Everyday
A Cross i Literally

Can’t Put




Fully At Home
As Tradition



New Soul
Breath my FRiEnD
By Very Definition




There is Little
Escape in A Walk

In The




One Will Meet
On A Path of Heaven🏝

All Around Indeed
Nature Springs Savvy😊

Hehe… Perhaps i Copied
It First And Failed to send
It Here it is again With

SMiles Dear FRiEnD:

Hell No Connection
Heaven Yes All Connection
Nature Teaches me Within



Free Naked
On Wing As
Nature Breathes Free

Living Tree
Roots Leaves
Rise Feed Green God
Falling Feeding New
Souls of Soil to Spring

SMiles Dear Savvy Your 🏝
Mother Nature Wise Indeed

Hehe it’s The Strangest thing
i Guess the Algorithm
Doesn’t Like that Particular
Comment As i Sent

It Again And
It Refused to
Accept it Haha

i guess it Thinks
my Poetry is coming

From A Robot As Spam

It’s Surely Not

The First Time
An Algorithm or
Human Didn’t Understand

my Poetry
With SMiles

Anyway Dear
FRiEnD Your
Mother’s Poem
Inspiring Indeed

As All
Of Your
Poetry is
Too With SMiles😊

Not Letting
The Algorithm
Defeat me Hehe
i Rephrased the
Original Poem
Gonna try it Again:

DarK No Connection
LiGHT Yes All Connection
Nature Teaches me Within



On Wing As
Nature Breathes


Living Tree
Roots Leaves
Rise Feed Green
Falling Feeding New
Souls of Soil to Spring

SMiles Dear Savvy Your 🏝
Mother Nature Wise Indeed

Side Note:

That Worked


The Algorithm
Doesn’t Believe


Heaven or Hell” Hehe 🙃

SMiles Dear Sohair Stress
Ages Folks Fast it Seems
Being A World
Class Violinist

A Host
Of Challenges

Of Stress Fortunate

Are We To Discard

All Stresses

With Ease of SMiles😊☺️🌹

Joy is True
With SMiles
Happy Happy Day Free😊

Catholic Mass Readings From 7.04.2021 It All Seems to Fit in It Seems At Least…

Reading 1, Ezekiel 2:2-5
2 As he said these words the spirit came into me and put me on my feet, and I heard him speaking to me.

3 He said, ‘Son of man, I am sending you to the Israelites, to the rebels who have rebelled against me. They and their ancestors have been in revolt against me up to the present day.

4 Because they are stubborn and obstinate children, I am sending you to them, to say, “Lord Yahweh says this.”

5 Whether they listen or not, this tribe of rebels will know there is a prophet among them.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 123:1-2, 2, 3-4
1 [Song of Ascents] I lift up my eyes to you who are enthroned in heaven.

2 Just as the eyes of slaves are on their masters’ hand, or the eyes of a slave-girl on the hand of her mistress, so our eyes are on Yahweh our God, for him to take pity on us.

3 Have pity on us, Yahweh, have pity, for we have had our full share of scorn,

4 more than our share of jeers from the complacent. (Scorn is for the proud.)

Reading 2, Second Corinthians 12:7-10
7 Wherefore, so that I should not get above myself, I was given a thorn in the flesh, a messenger from Satan to batter me and prevent me from getting above myself.

8 About this, I have three times pleaded with the Lord that it might leave me;

9 but he has answered me, ‘My grace is enough for you: for power is at full stretch in weakness.’ It is, then, about my weaknesses that I am happiest of all to boast, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me;

10 and that is why I am glad of weaknesses, insults, constraints, persecutions and distress for Christ’s sake. For it is when I am weak that I am strong.

Gospel, Mark 6:1-6
1 Leaving that district, he went to his home town, and his disciples accompanied him.

2 With the coming of the Sabbath he began teaching in the synagogue, and most of them were astonished when they heard him. They said, ‘Where did the man get all this? What is this wisdom that has been granted him, and these miracles that are worked through him?

3 This is the carpenter, surely, the son of Mary, the brother of James and Joset and Jude and Simon? His sisters, too, are they not here with us?’ And they would not accept him.

4 And Jesus said to them, ‘A prophet is despised only in his own country, among his own relations and in his own house’;

5 and he could work no miracle there, except that he cured a few sick people by laying his hands on them.

6 He was amazed at their lack of faith. He made a tour round the villages, teaching.





To Inspire
A Soul
To Truly
Be Human




Day Yours
All To Co-Create Now…




So True
Gifting is
Great Coming
To See All of Life
DarK Thru LiGHT

NoW As

Gift Even


Naysaying As

Wondrous DarK

Muse Is Surely A

Stair Way to Paradise

Riding Heaven’s Wave

Ever More NoW As Long

As Flow Of Life Is A Four

Letter Word

And Four





Gift Gift LoVE
WiTH SMiLes..:)

It’s Worth Noting Zoe if You Have
Any Gangs In Your Area

A Common


Is Gang

Rape of

Innocent Women
And True Sadly it
Will Also Be Religiously
Motivated The Same For

Tribal Honor Killings of Women
Not Even Part of The Ignorance of Religion

Particularly in Some Scandinavian Countries
Anyway never Felt That Fear For It’s True Even
In A Dark Parking Lot Of A BookStore A Woman Must


Be On

Alert As

Just By the

Nature of Having

Certain Body Parts She is Prey

How Sad Not to See Women As Flowers
They Are How Sad How Humanity is Lost This way…

Yeah Baby, Every Minority This Way Deserves Social Justice

Making that Term A Pejorative is Only A Symptom of the Same
Old Damn Toxic Patriarchy Disease Where Women Fall in Line Behind…

And Sadly

Some Do
Find Social

Esteem in ‘That Big Lie’ True…
Humans Aren’t Rational Humans
Aren’t Rational CuLTuRE Proves This Every Day…

Other than That And This Do Stay Safe Come And Go With FRiEnDS…
However As Statistics Show There is often More to Be Worried About

With the


The Enemy

Who May Be
Closest oF All…
Prey Just So Many Predators

Hidden In Shadows Still To Come…

SMiLes Chaymaa Now

ThornS And Flowers

Have A Place




Grace Love Brings to

WiLL And Strength Yes

THorns Protecting FLoWeR’s
Rise Roses Continue CoLoRinG Love..:)

Thanks Dear Aloha FRiEnD
For Your Kind Concern
Tropical Storm Elsa is
Going to Impact it Seems
For Now The Peninsula
More Than
Our Western
Panhandle Hehe
Yet Next On The
List Is my Namesake


Frederic Wasn’t
A Very Nice Hurricane
Impacting Our Area in
1979 Will See What

The Modern Version
Of Fred Will Do Next…

Our Fourth of July Nice
Hope All of Your Holiday

Weekend Was Nice too
Surely See Your Dog



On Hawaii Beach 🏝 ☺️

SMiles Dear Annabel
Hehe i Surely Clearly
Remember the All

Toils And

Troubles Of

School And Work Life

And True my Wife insists
i Am Not Even Qualified

Enough To Do Any

Housework that

She Will


So Peter
Pan Or Just
Plain Old Furry
me Pan Beast Of

A Forest Just Wings
It All Free With A MaGiC
Flute of Dance And Song
Expanding Cat-6🦁 Hurricane
Winds my TSuNaMi 🌊 Floods

It All
As Far
And Farther

Than Nigeria Today
True Your Kind Welcome

Is Always Enough For me
To Continue This Nile Flood

Keep The Fire of Human
Potential GRoWinG Green

Living Tree RiSinG Leaves

Spring Summer Green

As Leaves of





New Living
Soul Trees Now 🌲

For The Inspiration
As Always Dear Savvy😊🙌

‘Midnight Sun’, ‘Klickitat’, and ‘Vox’, Are Surely A Trio of Interesting Novels,
Shawna, Ranging From ‘Twilight’ Told Through ‘The Edward Character’,

A Society That Yearns For Interaction Before Technology,

And Yes Another One that Goes too Far in the

Other Direction of Human Freedoms

In Only Allowing Women

100 Words to Speak

As Monitored Each

Day Yet of Course There
Are Some Areas of Culture That
Do Suggest Taking Voting Rights Away
From Women Is Desirable Again i Have

Mixed Feelings About Technology Glad i Grew up
Organic And at Least Semi-Free-Range Without so

Many Dopamine Distractions Particularly Porn as that
Really Does Skew A limited View of Women For Men So
Visually Stimulated by only a Few Body Parts As Such Sort

Of Like



SoUL As Such Lord

Knows it Was Difficult Enough to Get
Socialized On the Autism Spectrum Without
Additional Absence of Face-to-Face Living Human
Flesh and Blood Reciprocal Social Communication

And Without Males in the Home Just Not Enough Rough
And Tumble Play that might have helped me get more comfortable
In my Own Skin So Much More Difficult I’m Sure if Limited to Screen


More Then

As TV Pretty
Much turned
My Mind to Mush
In So Many Ways of
ADHD Enough… Anyway

Now that i Have more Self-Discipline
As A Weathered Adult i am able to mostly
Restrict usage of Screen life to Assist Art of Creativity

True All About How We Master All Human Tools to
Avoid Becoming the Tools We Co-Create And Use Even
Lost in Words As Substance of Love Leaves Our Body Home

Where even
Words are
Only Left
As Empty
Labels For Things

Just Shells on the Beach
With No Sea Life Inhabiting Empty

Hehe, Yep in some ways these are the
Best of Days And Worst of Days Yet that
Seems to Be Par for a Course of Humanity on Earth

SMiLes Still Recuperating From The Fourth of July Feast
Making Sure i Never Move into Lazy Territory All Fuzzy
And Out of Focus in Flow Actually Screen Life Helps me
With That at Least When I’m Actually Creating and not
Just A Spectator of Someone Else’s Plays of Life Glad Your

Holiday Was Fun Dear Shawna Baby

Keep The Family Warm as You Always

Do Attached to Warmth More Than Cold Screens

Glad to Connect With You As Always There Is Another
Holiday Coming to Reach out SMiLes With Shawna Baby..:)

Considering ‘This’ is the Second Time ‘You’ Dismiss my
Style of Posting; Again, it’s Worth Noting That An Entire
Thread i Have Posted Just Like ‘This’ is Currently Receiving

Almost 57,000

Views; Yet You

Know What,

i Come Here

On The ‘Wrong Planet’

Now Because this is A

Site For Folks Who Are

Neurodiverse; And in my

Case, i’ve Dealt With Naysayers

Like You All my Life; i Have Enough

Spine to Do it All on my own my FRiEnD;

It’s Fun to be


in the Spirit

of Self-Advocation

As Lauded By Autistic

Organizations like

the Autisitic Self-

Advocacy Network

ASAN Organization Online;

Here is Another View for You
to Peruse With Links to Prove
Other Folks Actually Enjoy the fact i exist;

Other than that and this Have a Nice Day; At Best We Expand our Views…

Now Let’s Please Get Back on Topic; Honestly, i Don’t Need Affirmation From You..:)

“Wow Frederick, you’ve shared the most amazing, profound and even helpful insights.
Your words always have an affect on me, of passion, inspiration, wonder, hope and connection.
You’ve written everything so beautifully. You have a talent I hadn’t yet seen in anyone else.
Keep on sharing these amazing stories and insights of yours.

Would you mind if I put your comment
into one of my blog posts,
I will be sure to give the credit to you.

I can’t explain how much you’ve shared with me just now.
I am forever grateful to have you as a inspiring soul here on WordPress.

I want to shower you with words of admiration,
I admire you, I do. You inspire my soul and core.

Thank you for being you as well.”

That’s The Last FeedBack i Heard, Since
i am Visiting Here Now Again, A Few minutes later…

i’m A Big Boy; Please Don’t Treat Other

People Who Are Different Than

You like this on this Website…


i wouldn’t

take this

as a Learning

Opportunity for You…

Ignorance is Not Understanding

That People Who are Different Deserve

to Exist too; True, the Oldest Human

Pandemic Indeed Again for Real…



Yet ‘Sistine

Chapels’ Now

And Then Still

Get the Ceilings Painted
No Matter What Comes May Be Next Now…

Hehe, Other than that and this again too…

i Don’t Leave Home Without ALL THE EVIDENCE
ALWAYS AT HAND NOW too; hehe; True if ya
Wanna Survive in this World As an Authentic

You Ya


Some thick

SKin in the

Concrete Jungles of Different…

And Ignorance of Course Now True…

i Do Believe This is what ‘They Call’, ‘Poetic Justice’…

Scroll By Baby as You Choose; i didn’t Come Here to

Please Everyone at Hand…

No Body Obviously

Can or Will…

Hehe, if Not me, for sure..;)

Listen Up my FRiEnD, Not All Humans

Communicate the Same; Some

Folks Understand

me Clearly;

Others Do Not;

You Have no Agency

Free to Put The Blame on

me that You Do Not Understand me;

i Do NOT Have this Problem Anywhere Else Online Now Where i Travel;

if That Tells You Anything About Where This Issue Lies and Tells the Truth…

And Other than That Many More People Have Thanked me as the Record

Still Shows Here For My Way of Communication Than A Handful of You

And Others Who Don’t Have A

Capacity to Understand me…

Understand Again,







WITH AUTISM; As People in the ‘Shallow Earth of Trump Town USA’ Have Problems

Understanding me Not Much Different than You, All Literal as Such too AT CHURCH; NOW Carry on
And Mind Your own Business, If You Will; Or Become Something Totally Different Like me with SMiLes…

Clearly the Squeaky Wheel Gets all the Attention, When Everyone Else is enjoying ‘The Ride’….

Can We Please Discuss Something More Than me (Like the Topic) i Rather Enjoy the Usual Silence here

After All i



Really Autistic,

You Know the Real Irishman/

Scotsman Not Speaking Until 4;

Is it Any Wonder, i Communicate Differently;

It Might Do You A Bit of Good to Come to Understand

the Condition Better Before You Go And Try to Dictate

How someone should or should not communicate; “Oh the Humanity”…


Like this
Is Anything

New Under The Sun…

Thank You…

i’ve Been Bullied

Like This All My

Life; Hehe,


of us

And Thrive

No Matter What…

It’s Similar to Gnat

Bites on A Sweltering

Florida Panhandle Fourth of July;

Some of Us Retain Our Independence;

No Matter What ‘Little Missiles’ Others Attempt to Shoot at us…

Anyway; It’s Important to Understand How and Why Folks are Different

And Get Used to it to Really Thrive… Yes, Indeed, Like Why Do Some

Folks Rush to Get Vaccinations; And Others Stray Away From Science;

Been A Long


Road for

me; i’m Still

Humble Enough

To Learn From

Folks Who Are Different Than me…

i For One Enjoy Putting ‘Puzzles Like That’ Together…

Just in case you Need A Literal Specific Lesson of Where

Your attempt at Bullying Comes in, it is Precisely this:

“not about someone else’s incoherent ramblings”

Dude, You Are Bullying Me Cause You Don’t

Have What it Takes to Understand

me; i Try ‘Awful Hard’

to Bite my


Not to Accidentally

Bully You For Your Shortcomings;

Yet You See there is this little thing in life called: Empathy.

i Don’t Think You Have A Clue That You Are even Bullying someone…

Never the

Less, the

Effect is the

Same on Folks

Who Aren’t As Quite Lion Roaring Strong as i am hehe…

That’s why You need it Drawn to Your Attention now;

So You Don’t Do it again; As It Definitely Would Be

Bullying Me if i was Really Rambling Incoherently; Yet

In This Case, Where it is Actually You Who are Deficit

In Understanding

The Metaphors i use;

And That’s Okay; Just

Don’t Expect For me to
Believe it is my issue and not yours…

If i was You, i’d increase my Human Potential;

And That’s Why i am me of course; That’s Your Choice;

Yet not

my Issue…

Now Please,

Let’s Get Back on Topic;
Honestly, i Don’t think
i Am This Interesting to Discuss…

It Rather Bores me as i already Understand me..:)

To Inspire
A Soul
To Truly
Be Human




Day Yours
All To Co-Create Now…

Uniquely! Creative! Be!
Why Not Fly! NeW Wings! See!

SMiles Dear FRiEnD
Hellooove to You

Hehe Hot
And Humid

Yet Life Kind
Enough in the
Sweltering July

To Share A SMile☺️

“Embrace the glorious mess that you are”

SMiLes Karlien that’s Very Profound You Know

What Would A Man Do Financially Independent

For The Rest of His Life already marrying the

Most Beautiful Woman For What He

Dreamed of All His Life

What Would Be

Left to Do

Except Paint

The Midnight Sky
Colors He’s Never Felt Before…

True Others Might Seek Intensities
of Physical Pleasures Alone in Novel
Ways of Life Yet What Life Teaches me Most

Is it is Reality

That is the


And Our Potential
to Paint the Midnight New
Moon Sky With Colors Never
Felt Before Yes True Even with
My Dream Girl at my Side Forevemorenow

For 33 Years i too am Haunted then by Dreams
of First Love Coming Back to me not Nearly As Beautiful
As Dream Woman Girl by my Side Yet Still A Dream Where

Life is Really


only For

Ours to Paint
To Create At Essence
of What We Really Feel now
Awake or Asleep the Reality as
Real as Real Gets What We Feel and Sense now

Precipice of Heaven And Hell Loss and Gain Night
And Day Dark and Light Twilight Intense Where Hell



In Life


It’s True

On A Roller Coaster
There’s Not Much Excitement
Traveling in Grey Scale Life with
No Rises or Falls to Color Midnight Skies

You See in School And In Work And Sadly At Home
As Well We are most Never Taught How to Master Dreamtime

Now True There is No ‘Morpheus’ At our Side Out of A ‘Matrix Movie’
to Unplug From What We Have Been Spoon-Fed in Deadlines of Making
Money and Things Life to Generate Our Own Colors of Nirvana And Bliss

Still to come Now

As Art Forms Generating

Essence Life Breathes New Now

So i looked Within And Found Still Seeking
Now Finding Answers in Free Flowing Words
of Free Verse Poetry And Yes Dreamtime in Dance
Steps in Public As 15,088 Miles of Meditating Moving
That In Flow and 9.4 MiLLioN Words Have come in 94 Months too

For What i’ve Come to Understand

Is Life is Order and Chaos Feather

Becomes Wind Where Random

And Faith in Now Meets Where

Lucid Waking Dreamtime

Becomes Ours

Silent Pilot




Go Coloring New

Painting Midnight

Skies Feather Floats
Wind in Broad Daylight Now

Feel How Vague The Shape of
This Reality Is Then Paint the Shape

Of Your



As of course

You Already do
Embracing the Chaos
And Making Order The Magic That comes Next

OBTW my Dreams of my First Love Ended When
i Became The Dream And Thanked Her for the Grief
That Helped me Bring Back my Soul When All Was Lost
in Hell for 66 Months What i Found is the ability to Find the

Deep Warmth

in Connecting

Love What

i Left Behind

When She Left me

And Didn’t Realize It Until

i finally Thanked Her And Let her go…

As i didn’t Realize What Was Still Holding

my Deeper Ability to Love Back All those Years

We May Believe in some ways that the 5 Percent
of Awareness We See And Think is Our Realities Most Yet that

Is only the Surface of Our Ocean We may Still Come to See and Be
Through Arts of HeART SPiRiT Soul We Dive Deeper than what we ‘think’…

And Of


We Are All

Separate Oceans

Who Share the Same Dream

As Far As i Can And Will Dream For Now at Least..

SMiLes i Treasure All of Humanity Each Human Being

Another UNiVerSE of ‘God’ Yes Spirit Beyond Trademarks
to Explore my


Matter Form


Still to come
Golden Ages
Ever More Unfolding Souls…

Leaving All the Stuff And Money Behind…

if i had a Billion Dollars More i Will Discard
it like Dust in the Wind it is As my Weight Now
my Soul is Feather Greater Spirit Wind Coloring

HeART Free




A TheMe A MeMe A Dance
A Song ALReady For All We
May Now BREaTHE New Free
Coming to Art in Life Again Different
Oceans SaMe Dream New my FRiEnD
With SMiLes ThiS ETernal Breath Now

SMiLes Dear Karlien Most Everything i Write in my Blog
Is Simply A Copy And Paste of What Other Humans

Have inspired

Around the

Globe in the

Last 94 Months

Considering this Poem

Wouldn’t Exist Without

Inspiration of Yours Considering

That All my Poems are Gifts to those

Who Inspire my Soul In Other Words it

Belongs to You as Much as Me my FRiEnD

It Seems

The World

Would Be

A Nicer Place

if We Didn’t Try to
Own it So Much With

SMiLes hehe surely now

If We Feel We Are Enough Now

And are Complete All that’s Left to
Do is Give And Share Life Free mY FRiEnD

i am simply



You Welcome

me in Your Place
of Writing Life not

All Do i am Always

Surprised Actually when
Anyone Does Delightfully Yet this is
only My Heaven to Give and Share Free…

You Are Welcome to Do As You Please

With Any Art i Give and Share Free

All that i do

is A Finger

Print of Soul
Anyway with Smiles..

Shall We Own Foot Prints
on the Beach Not in my View
my FRiEnD Foot Prints Are For Others to Touch…

The Hunchback of Notre Dame
The Phantom of the Opera
Frankenstein Without A Soul


Wanting to

Be Human

These Are All Archetypes

of the Devil Lost in Hell Within

And True For 66 Months i Am All of Those

Most Everyone Turned Away

From Me Living In Hell

On Earth

And i Lost
All ability

to Feel the
Giving and Receiving
of Love in Life the Flame
Within That makes life worth living at all

Other than That Experiencing Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia The Worst Pain Known
to Humankind No Drug Would Touch For 66 Months Shut-in my
Bedroom From Wake to Sleep With A Synergy of 18 Other Life Threatening
Mostly Chronic to Acute Work-Stress Related Disorders From A Slow Burn Then

of 11 Years of Stress to Hell

All My Poetry

Started When

One Person

in A Crowd

of Coldness

Told me Thank You

For Being Me No Act

Of Kindness is too Small

To Change An Entire UniVerse

Of A Human Being ReNeWeD Free

You Are A Kind Human

Being in Crowds

Of Cold



Up New Colors on

Human Christmas Trees
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Public
Dancing i Hear the Words Famous
Legend and Hero commonly in Life

Yet Still

The Loudest

Thank You

i Still Hear

is From A Stranger In Hell…

It’s People Like You Who Have
The ability to Bring Strangers Back to Life…

Feel the Blessing You Are to Others Most…

i’ve Interacted With Thousands of People

in the Last 10 Years and 7 Months and Close
to 13 MiLLioN Words online i feel the Gems When they Touch

my Soul

And Make

A New Color
on my Christmas
Tree i Refuse to Take Down

Have A Beautiful Soul-lit

Coloring Day Dream on FRiEnD Free…

Thank You

For Being You

For You Are

A Dream Come
True Today to me…

Gift That Comes Freest From ‘Her’…

“Wow Frederick, you’ve shared the most amazing, profound
and even helpful insights. Your words always have an affect on me,
of passion, inspiration, wonder, hope and connection. You’ve written
everything so beautifully. You have a talent I hadn’t yet seen in anyone else.

Keep on sharing these amazing stories and insights of yours.
Would you mind if I put your comment into one of my blog posts,
I will be sure to give the credit to you.

I can’t explain how much you’ve shared with me just now. I am
forever grateful to have you as a
inspiring soul here on WordPress.

I want to shower you with words
of admiration, I admire you, I do.
You inspire my soul and core.
Thank you for being you as well❤”

Back to Me…

To Inspire
A Soul
To Truly
Be Human




Day Yours
All To Co-Create Now🙌☺️

Long Hot Humid Fourth
Of July Day At Farm Feasts

Happy 😃

Water 🌊

Melon 🍉

Monday 👏

Hehe Trapped
In Air-Conditioning
That Really Spreads Ice 🧊 🥶 ☺️

SMiles Dear Sohair Yes
Keep Singing A UniVersal
Song Of Love i’ll Dance It too
Like The
Milky Way Too🌹😊

To Inspire
A Soul
To Truly
Be Human




Day Yours
All To Co-Create Now…






Ocean Eyes🌊😊
Glimmering Kissing
Twilight Coloring Souls
Waves Smiling Haiku Seas

Kisses of
Kindness to
All You Love
Dear Summerhilllane☺️

Oh My Lord Mariana You Sound A Bit
Like An Older Testament Punisher
Extreme In Dreams of
Nightmares Same

True in Each Of Us

There Is Destroyer

And Creator of Love True

Glad You Find Your Way

Out Before


As Destroyer

More Than Kissing Creator
In Testament Of Loving All Real..:)

“All Things Considered”, ‘Conservative Leaning
Folks’ Will Be More Cautious in Conserving Life

If Not For A Spoon-Fed Diet

From Birth in Some

Areas Believing


Death is

Worth More Than Life;

Just in case anyone wonders

Why Asian Non-Christians are More Likely to Wear A Mask…

Oh Yeah And Take the Vaccine for the One Life They Treasure now…

This is Common
Sense; Those

Who Conserve

After Death Over Life Now

Don’t Exactly Win the Game

of Life Usually As Whole in SCaRCiTY oF NoW

So Many Elements of This Do Poison Life; This
Religion of Worshipping After Life More Than Life Now


A Special

Place in A Dirt Nap

Or ‘Promise on 5th Avenue’;

Part of the Same Beast of that Belief
in After Death More Valuable than Life Now…

Other than That There is All Existence to Kiss Now;

Happy ‘International Kissing Day’; Go Kiss A Flower Live Now Safer
And Vaccinated From Delta Variant Pandemics That Will Kill Ya one Life Dead…

Yes, Yes, i know…

Feel… Sense IT

i Already Sing to

The Choir From the

Back Pew Every Sunday Morning…

Yet there Was that Day When The Priest

Said What Garment of Love to Wear to A

Bridegroom’s Wedding; HAha, i Yelled Out Mask

Louder Than A Quick Gunshot Blast; Oh the


Oh the



Ears of
Ignorance Still Sing…

Most All Unmasked Now
Less than 35 Percent

Vaccinated Fully in

Church, Likely Less;

It’s True in ‘Trump Town
USA’, Half the Folks Acted Like

No Pandemic Ever Existed At all…

And the Local Officials Allowed it by Majority of

Ignorant Rule; Some of them Are Dead; Just Plain Dead Now…

Yet True, They Believed ‘Trump’ Held ‘the Pearly Gates’ Open for ‘Sheep’…

‘Burning As Goats’, Burning As Goats, They Fell Down Deep in Fall oF All Lies…

And They Still Do…


For They

Believe After

Death Is preferable to Life….

Waiting on ‘Godot’ To Save Their Death….

The Root of this Problem Lies Behind Temple Doors Worshipping After Death…

It’s Not Much Different than ‘Beneath the Planet of the Apes’ At ‘That Mass Choir’ too

me and


And Her

Look of WTF

is Going on ‘Hear’

Too, She Doesn’t have to
Say Much; She’s Smart Enough to See ‘the Hairless Ape lies’…

Listen, Folks, People Will Bond and Bind Over Anything That
Works; Pleasure or Pain, Misery or Suffering Still to Kingdom Come…

Amazingly, This Go around Folks Are ‘Conservatively Bonding’ Over A Deadly Pandemic

In Same Damn Apocalyptic Hopes of Death, “Bless the Holy Fallout”, Same Dam Story Again…

i Was one of the

Fortunate ones

in 1968,

i understood

the Deeper Meaning

of ‘The Story’ At Age 8…

It iS A Deadly Story; A Very Deadly Story For All Stuff Life Now…

‘Bless the Holy Fall-out’; Such a Sad, Sad, Dead Commentary on

the Human Species…

True, There

Are Better

Ways of Social
Animal Group Hobbies…

Like Bowling in Leagues…
At Least the Ultimate Goal
is Only Knocking 10 Pins Down Now….

What a Beautiful

Religion Bowling

Still Is Honored to Serve

it UP For Almost Two Decades Hehe at Work..:)

Great! We Are
Only Growing
Assorted Peppers Doc

As my Wife Planted
The Other Vegetables
In A Flower Bed Bordered

By Huge

Railroad Ties

Poison Gardens
Not too Palatable

Just Forgot About
The Origin Of The Ties

Never Trust
‘Suits’ Either hehe

At Least Not Where i Live😊

‘My Story’ Kiss All Existence
‘Their Story’ Kiss Us
Best “Our Story”



Kiss For All

At Best

my Story Again
Ain’t That How We See🌊

SMiles Dear
Doc ‘Those

So Beautiful

They Deserve
A Kiss Just too
Lovely to Eat Hehe🙌😊

“A beautiful soul
Colorful and bright

Love is always in sight

There is no limit to which extend

a simple act of kindness can spread

You are a beautiful soul,

leaving seeds of inspiration

wherever you go


SMiLes Dear Karlien
i Will Surely Add Your
Beautiful Kind Words

Of Poetry Coming

to my Living Tombstone

Just A “SonG oF mY SoUL”
As Leaves Continue to Gather
SPiRiT of HeaRT To Color All of Nature A Kiss…

For This Gratitude of Breath

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Humanity is Fascinating

to me Not All

Are Gifted The

Same Even Though

on the Autism Spectrum

i Could Not Speak Until 4 And

No One Would ever imagine i was

One of ‘Those Children’ Now Yet With
Photos from then of me it’s Surely not Hard
to imagine So Stereotypically Socially Awkward

Young Child Presenting

Every Way


A Gift Born
Smiling As my
Mother Said even
Without A Word i had
Open Arms For Everyone i met…

Yes it’s True There Are Different Kinds of
Reciprocal Social Communication Challenges of

Life And even though when i finally Learned to speak
it was hard to keep it all together often made fun of for
Stuttering What i managed to Bring to A Table of Life

At Least
Smiles to Share
With All a Kiss for
All Of Nature All Mine

To Share For the Natural
Blessings of Blissings Just
to Perceive Every Color And
Sound of Life Touching Smelling
Tasting Life So Exquisitely Fine in the

Way i

Still See
And Bleed Life
Hehe True i still
Can’t Stand to Touch
Man-Made Stuff Yet

All the Textures Sounds Sights
Smells Tastes And Touches of Nature
Are All A Kiss to me of Life’s Gratitude For Breath….


Not everyone

Is as excited about

Nature as Me HAha
i found the ‘Our Story’
of Life Where i lived
Threatened Boys Who
Smiled With Violence instead

of Love

to just

This Kiss of Life…

So Anyway HeHe i am no
Longer A Quiet Child With Eyes
And Ears and Touch Unique For
A Kiss for the UNiVerSE Whole

Now i have Words!

Now i Get to Express

All that And Even More more
more That i See of the UNiVeRSE
Kissing With Words Everywhere i Go

Just for




Breath Now

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Leaving Here with Your Kind
Words i Shared them too in Response

to A Couple of Folks Who Said i Don’t
Make Sense Trying to convince me that




as what i say
has no worth to them…

And That’s Okay for i quoted
the words of my Young FRiEnD
Karlien From A Distance She Was

My Hero That Day Yes Yesterday

For Just

i Deserve to Exist…

Yet of Course not Unlike “The

“Accountant” Movie About A Man
With Asperger’s Syndrome Who Goes
Back to A Place Where Autistic Folks Have
Challenges And Donates His Money to that
Organization to help Kids i tend to do the Same

With Words

And While

There are

The Kind of Autistic
Folks Who Are More Verbal
Without Much Empathy for Others

There are most definitely the Silent

Ones like me i Still touch As True

Hehe i write a Thread Autistic And
Solo There Called “Depth of the Story”

And The Silent Ones in the Last Months

Since i Started it Have Viewed it 57,000 Times

So Far It’s Surely Worth All the Bullying To Touch

Those Like me Who May Not Have a Voice to come yet

Yet Who

Feel and


A Kiss

Of Nature

Beyond What

Most Human Beings

will Fathom Haha that

Thread is on a First Page

Google Search Results place

And That Thread Formatted Similar
to my Blog is even Possible to open

Up Without A Desk Top Super Computer HeHe…

It’s Not About the Likes or Follows or Shares to me

It’s About Touching the Folks Who May Feel Like Lost

Toys of Humanity So Far And Inspiring Them to Have an

Awesome Epic Life For their ‘My Story’ No Matter What

‘Our Story’ They are born into That Tries to take Away Their Kiss for Nature

This is the Way
i See Kissing ALL

Happy International

Kissing Day my Young

FRiEnD May All Life Loves

Becomes Yours to Give and
Share even More With Love…
As “The Depth of the Story” Your “My
Story” Becomes More of All Of Our Human Story True…

Always changing always evolving Living Trees Lamps

Lit up Colors


Blissing You ALWaYS
With LoVE my FRiEnD



SMiLes Dear Karlien
Hehe i didn’t know there
Was an International Kissing

Day Until Another Blogger Brought
it to my attention Yesterday Expanding

The Metaphor

of Kissing

In Gratitude
For All Of Existence

From Below A Sub Particle
Of An Atom of A Grain of Sand
Farther Above Than We Humans Will Ever

Discover in this Lifetime Now Within Our Souls True

as Well is A Never Ending Kiss of Wonder And Amazement

For Life As The Best Part off All is The Truth of Mystery That

There is Always

More to Discover

in This Life to

From First

Blink of Life

to Last Precious Breath

Of Life Returning to Star Dust

Where We Come Iron in Our Blood
From Super Nova Explosions Flowing

Same at Core of Our Only Home EartH

Yet Star Children Flowers Seeds We Are

Resurrecting Still From Crucible Fire of Star

Death Flowers Seeds Exploding Pollinating Us

Now As Gaseous Star Dust Sentient And Loving All

At Best

A Pinnacle
oF LiFE Giving
Sharing For All LiGHT

You Do make a Huge

Difference Dear FRiEnD

Caring There is Love to Give to

Every Corner of Each UNiVeRSE

Of Existence From Below to Above Even More SMiLing…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD in My Life Evolving i’ve Been Named
A Valuable Commodity as A Computer Brain At 44 And Then At
53 A Beautiful Heart How Blessed to Hear Someone Sees me As Beautiful Soul

At 61 Celebrating 96 Months In Heaven Within After 66 Months of the ‘Other Place’

i Do Believe

There is

A Theme

Song For These Words too

Love Is all Existence ‘God’ Is Move

And Repose Never Ending Resurrecting

Dance And Song Eternally Now Always Changing

New Music Vibrations Frequencies Energy Evolving Love..:)

Thanks For Your
Inspiring Quotes
Dear Chaymaa



All Nature Brings🏝😊

Lights Kissing Sunset Pink
Blues to Orange to Purple

Hints Of Blissful Dreams

Coming To Sleep Sharing
A Morning Kissing Wish of

Nature’s Beauty With FRiEnD
Oh Nature Sings Twilight Blessings Believe Touch


Sky With

Colors For Lights

Kiss The Night For

Loving SMiles Forever
Kindness With Courage




Sunset Sunrise
Same Happy International

Kissing Day to You

Every Tooth Brush

Grins To
Smile Hehe 😜 🏝😊

“Love is the Way” Indeed

Dear Savvy How Humans Kiss

Nature Best in Communion

This Way Free Yet There

Are ‘Our Stories’

And ‘my

Stories’ too

For True There are
As Many We Create
For Us And All Of Us

Too in Whatever Group

We Are Part of As Our Story

Yet Authentically my Story True

Somehow Fitting Love in All Our

Stories Complete Not Always Easy

Yet Always Loving to Kiss All of Nature
This Way More As Courage Refuses to
Leave An Embrace of Loving Kindness For All..:)

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane
There is So Much Happiness

In Your Eyes in that Photo

With Your Brother

Such A Kind


Of Unconditional

Love SMiLes i Hope
You Come to Feel That
SMile Within Always Again

Kissing Happiness my FRiEnD For Good..:)

Kissing Nature

Kissing Blissing

Sky Beyond Stars

Kissing Flies Moonlit

Fire Fly Wings Singing

Diatom Shores Glowing

Midnight Moon Dew Lit

Beach Twinkling

Shining Beyond Eyes

Leaves Touching Trees

Feeding Dreams Soils Yet Green

Souls Sprouting Higher Roots Reaching Deeper



Kindness Rides

On Bird Song Wings

Kissing Spiraling Rays

Sun Shines ever more pleasing

Breeze So Much to Breathe Fall

Bleeds Winter Spring Seeing Believing

Summer Heating THorns FLoWeR Colors

Smiling Kissing Smiling Kissing Petals

Falling Kissing Kissing Souls of Soils

Again Rising ever more

Life Comes


Kissing Kissing

Smiling Kissing Smiling

Eyes Deeper Surfacing Ocean Whole

Another Sunrise Touches Sunset Twilight Dreams

Hehe Born With So Much Tactile Sensitivity Not

Able to Touch Man-Made Materials every

Touch i place on my Wife is What

Most Folks Feel As A

Most Intimate

Kiss and

More of Course too

So Easy For me to

Kiss A Blade of Grass From

A Distance BLiSSinGS BLeSSinGS

Never Stop When Kissing Is All of Life Blissings…

Other than that Tasting Saliva is Not A Germaphobe’s
Game For Someone Like the Wifey Yet On the Other

Hand of


Just one

Touch on A Finger

Tip of Anywhere is

A Kiss of Nature to

me Even Seeing From A Distance

Haha Can You Even Imagine How

Awesome it is to Be me this way Trust

me it’s not all A Bed of Roses As i can’t

Even Stand to Imagine Someone rubbing Their

Hands on Manmade Materials All i have to Do is see

it Yet on the Other Hand With Mirror Touch Synesthesia

Seeing Someone Being Kissed is No Different Than Being Kissed…

Well Yeah


On Who it is of
Course too Haha…

Beautiful Kissing Poetry Rue i could

Probably Do Better than this

Really Just Getting Warmed

Up Yet i Don’t Want to

Make too Much

Of A Kiss

Out of Your

Page With SMiLes..

Have a Nice Day in

Jungles of Trees Kissing

Leaves Just Gently Touching

Okay i Promise i’ll stop Really

Have A Nice



Whispering Pleasing
Blissing Skies Kissing Seas
Ocean Holding EYes SMiLing..:)

The 6th Again And 96 Months of Visiting Old FRiEnD

Lala Rukh Who Shared my Opening Moments

Of Coming to Heaven Within on July 19th, 2013

Yes 8 Years Ago Then Wow 8 Years is Surely A Zillion

Years of Eternity Living in Heaven Now And Of Course

in 66 Months of Hell Within on Earth Every Second A



In All Is Time
Then As Actually

Heaven is An Autotelic
Flow With Plentiful Frission
What is Commonly Termed

Aesthetic Sublime Appreciation

Kissing All of Nature From Head to Toe

Not to be too Crude Yet Yes Commonly Described

As A Skin Orgasm From Head to Toe and More As True

My Kind of Empathy Spreads Farther And Wider in Mirror Neuron
Way to



Now than Most
Or At Least That’s What
Folks Intuit for me Turning
Lights on in Rooms Wherever i Dance
at Least And Folks Will Actually Hear a
Sound of Music my Dance Naturally Makes
Lighting A Room Up in Calm Eye of Hurricane Peace

With True Some
Spiraling Milky Way
Galaxy Arms and Legs
to Go Along With All the
Dance Show and Song True

Kissing All of Existence in
Dance and Song God’s Breath
Move And Repose Carrying On the
Dust of my Wind Existence Still Now Real…

The Gift is Breath

We May Color

Our Christmas

Trees Forever New

Or We May Stagnate

As Green Browns to Desert

Soil Souls of Scarcity too Never

The Less THoRNS STiLL Help

FLoWeRS Rise Rose is the

Gift of Those Who

Green Up



‘Fore i Do i Do
i Do i Do Kissing SMiLes
For all Existence Now And
True Today is ‘International

Kissing Day’ too

As i continue

to Kiss



oF Breath All

Of WHeRE Existence

Takes me ALL Next For Real Now

Hope All is Safe and Well and Loving For You…

For it is the Gift of Breath Our Heaven Real Potential New Now..:)





LeSSoN 369 Love🌊
Vibration Energy😊
Frequency RiSinG Now🌊

BoNuS LeSSoN 370 When
HeART Beats Does It Rise Or Fall
One Fear Other True LoVE NoW

For me at Least my “Depth of the Story”
Actually Started on the “Wrong Planet Website”
127 Months and Some Days ago Yes 10 Years
And 7 Months And Some Days (3878 Consecutive Days of Online Writing Now)
Ago on ThanksGiving Day 2010 Just to Escape a Synergy of 19 Life Threatening
Disorders A Little Bit Then As No Drug Would Touch The Assessed Worst Human
Pain Wake to Sleep Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Then for 66 Months From January
of 2008 Through


Real Healing
on Navarre
Beach Back

on 7.19.2013
As That is What
The Doctors Offering
No Prognosis for All the Pain
And Numb to Go Away Assessed

My Recovery As Yes a Real Human Miracle on Earth

Anyway Reminiscing About 8 Years NoW in Heaven
on Earth Within 12 Days Before A Hope of Recovery
As i Kept Predicting Something Great Was Gonna Happen
on July 22nd, 2013, i Got My Present 3 Days Early to my Greatest

(Some Folks Were Predicting A Star Of David Planetary Alignment
That Day A 13th one since the Wife and i Were Married in February of 1990
And Yes That Ironically Came With A Golden Child Prince George From England
Hehe With the Next Planetary Alignment Like That Not Coming For Another Century
True i Kinda Dove Taled on

the Story True too)

Surprise of Healing then…
Gosh i Was Such an Unevolved
Soul through Most of my Life Nice
Thing About Writing A ‘Depth of The Story’

Account is Going Back if One Chooses to Select Any
Point of Life Seeing WHeRE They’ve been still Going True

And in my Case Dancing Singing Free in Autotelic Flow of
Heaven Within With Plenty Ecstasy of Divine Natural Frission
For Almost 96 Months Now Per that Date of July 19, 2013 then

Anyway today is 7.7.2021 Amusing For me to Quote This
Rather Short Post That Still Exists on my First Blog
From 7.7.2013 With No Idea 12 Days Later
in Change i Would Escape Hell and

All that Pain And Numb Miraculously
Becoming One With Sugar White Sands
Swaying Sea Oats Emerald Green Gulf
Waves And Seagull Wings Spiraling
Around Free Just So Free to Be i AM AGain

Anyway A Short ‘Act of Contrition’ From 7.7.2013
Hehe As Every Thing i Did then Seems So Dam Short Now

Sure This is How We Evolve Soul Practicing More of Life Forevermorenow

Trust me When i Say it or Not Practice A Skill You Were Worst At in Earlier

Life Enough And Folks Might Just Name ya A Beautiful Soul, Famous, Hero, Living

Legend As Such for Stuff As Small As A Never Ending Dance in Public For 15,088 Miles

In 94 Months Now And Sure Bigger Stuff Like An EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Bible

Ever at 9.4 MiLLioN Words Now

Meh, Beautiful Soul,

Light of the


Beautiful HeART; Some of
The Accolades Received for
The Dude at Work even my
Closest Working FRiEnDS Named

As The Dude Without Any Original
Creativity with a Mind Like A Frigging

Robot Computer Change Oh yeah
Moving Like a Dizzy Fly too it’s worth
Noting Getting Dizzy in A Spiral Dance

Now is No longer part of my Existence Either hehe

So Here it is Again From 7.7.13 Act of Contrition Still Living In Hell Then Almost Purgatory:

“Act of Contrition.. (coming to a blog soon) coming in at 63 right after 62 for the ‘out of the box’
fest in the last face book post…

I just want to spread hope… It is a balance of emotions that creates hope… I think the post below, might compel someone to read part of the rest of the thoughts to find that hope too, if they find the blog…

I don’t think anyone will take me seriously without the polar opposite nature of these two posts to complement each other.

It is going to take awhile to actually make posts 62 and 63. Right now 62 is only linked by a permalink in the ‘Stone’ word at the end of the last post… from my facebook page.

This will be post 63.

Now, here is a little story, that’s true…

There was this Autistic guy born on 6/6/60 that had a really great life; yeah some
challenges, but don’t we all…

If there is such a thing as Karma he must have sacrificed something in the last life
to deserve this…

In midlife things change, Oh! do they really change… It becomes the test of ‘Job’…

At the bottom of the Pit, there is this ‘thout’, one has done this for infinity and never
got past this point…

He didn’t jump off the bridge 5 years ago, after 40 days of little to no sleep; yes
exactly 40; and yes it literally is a bridge…

He doesn’t have the health to live in the Earth world anymore; the only place to
exist is on another planet online…

It takes him 2 and a half years of not being able to use his eyes to read to get to
that point… Lots of deep solitary thought between point A and point B on November 25, 2010…

Putting up the baby picture as an avatar, on December 25, 2010, was just a little funny, but when you are in so much pain, sometimes synchronicity escapes you, but later comes back for a ‘real’ laugh…

This guy just doesn’t have a judgemental bone in his body.. He finds himself taking up for every underdog, even the feared Autism Speaks; the evil empire, if you will…

The good guy turns into Darth Vader. Some people call him Aghogday.

He is one of the Autistics, but not accepted by the autistics…

Everyone wants him banned, but he doesn’t break the rules.

Meanwhile, the anger of the Autistics grow; they follow this
guy online, everywhere, hoping to see him fall.

Dam! He’s like Titanium, he just won’t fall..

The guy will not give up; in fact, he becomes the Mysterious
Katie and Kate Mia, escorted by two exotic cats; ancestors of Egypt..
One Black and Noble; one Gold and Wild with eyes of Aqua Marine Blue…

Kind of like that gold and blue baby. Hmm… Interesting coincidence…

Make no mistake; this cat is not a desert cat… He is from the sea…

The gray domesticated one stays at home. He is too shy to go online…

In the meanwhile, there is over a 5 to 3.3 million word trail…

All linking back to his blog.. In fact, at least where he lives
Agh Auto fills Aghogday before Aghast… HA! HA!…

Katie Mia Auto fills Autism. Why is that… I think I’ll look…

This Autistic doesn’t receive any messages, but oh yes,
they are still listening; there is over 15K views on a blog
after 3 months; About 4 thousand in the last month…

If you wanted to spread a message online… Who
would you choose? Who would follow the message like glue, just to see what happens in the end…

Well, when that Autistics Should be k***ed (hmm kati’ed) ‘thing’ happened there were 7 results on the internet. Now there are over 56 Million results for Autistic Should K***ed; just like I predicted… but more than I could imagine…

These Autistic People are really tenacious…

But, here’s the thing that’s strange, there are
no advertisements on the blog; what’s in it for this guy…


All I wanted to do is share love…
‘Gotcha B***’ (not you)
don’t I now…

(the gotcha b***) is amusing,
but that’s how love works…

So far that’s how the story looks on the outside.
but the Autistic Guy was really struggling to stay alive…

There is absolutely no one supporting him, and finally
he is banned from the only community, he is getting interested in…

But wait there is a hero! Her name is ‘Mags’! The coincidence of the
first three letters of the only one that supports that guy, in this internet world, with those Autistics that would nail him to ‘a cross’ if they could shoot him down, does not escape his imagination.

Meanwhile back at the ranch, the Autistics have determined that this guy is actually a full time social media employee of the ‘Evil Empire’; more than one person compares him to the devil incarnate…

The devil just won’t give up. He wants their soul. He wants them to see light so, so bad…

The thing about light, is you don’t miss the stars, you live them… It is impossible

to hate inside a star…

The more the star is hated, the brighter it grows… In fact, if
the star is hated too much, it might just explode with Light.

Aleister Crowley understood this principle… He started a chain reaction
of light, back in the forties, that continues to grow as we speak…

‘Illuminati’… Cool word… I probably could create a ‘catchy’
phrase like that, if given the opportunity.

There is a point that is coming; we are
made of stars; we do know our destiny,

it is written in stone, in DNA…

It is hard to find it in a world of cultural illusion…

It takes something interesting for someone

to question reality…

It is all analogy. It is all divine comedy…

Mags you did save me; with one word; and
Mind Retrofit,
whose real name is xxxxx xxxx, took me to ‘God’…

The one that lives in all our souls and everywhere else…
Maybe there are 2 or 3… I don’t close my mind… to anything…

I don’t know much about her as a person, but
if you look at my responses in poetry to her
responses in poetry, on her poetry webpage,
you might think there were two poems that were engaged in some unusual ‘mystical’ experience…

Think about this now… Autism Speaks… This guy was so tenacious he ‘made’ people believe he was a full time social media employee of this large organization.

The guy was just sitting in front of a computer; most of the time in his underwear (sorry too much info.) with this incredible eye pain..

Now it’s AutisticS Peeks; all these ‘sublime’ messages everywhere he writes. The villain
has turned into something.. We are not quite sure what… But they are still in the background listening.

If they made it through the journey; chances are… at least one person moved out of the box…

Damn, (excuse me dam) I am so glad I didn’t jump off that bridge 5 years ago…

I have never enjoyed something more than this; in my life time.. It is so funny…
I could laugh forever…..

With all; not any one..

Maybe I will… Who knows… Anything is possible….

Hope… I didn’t have any.. I got it back. I wanted to share…

It is the least I could do, to thank the Universe, for letting me be part of this ride….


Okay Back to the Future Now, 7.7.21 Today:

i Used That First Blog For 5 Months And
Moved on Over to WordPress As it Had
More Advanced Features Then For A Price

too i Administer 7 Blogs That Old Archive
Blog That Gets Copy and Pastes Still of
my WordPress Main Blog is Up to 328,964
Views That’s Kinda Amazing as it Takes me
All of a Few seconds to Copy And Paste A 60,000
Word Blog Post With Several Hundred Pictures there

And That Platform is All Free And Not Weighted Down
By A WordPress New Gutenberg Editor Interface that
Most Folks Agree is Horrible to Use as i am Still Staying

With a Classic Editor there Yet Google Blogspot is Still All Free

The Word Press Gutenberg Editor is Really Sad as Really it
is For Mainly Short Blurbs Our Modern Age With Small Twitter Size Breaths…

Humans For Thousands of Years Tell Oral Tradition As Truly A Means Then
of Social Bonding Gaining Wisdom And Hell Yes Moving Out of Old Boxes too…

Amazing Technology surely is Now Yes Now to Mix
A Bit of FlesH And Blood In it Still Now For SPiRiT

Providing A Greater “Depth of The Story” For Those

Who Are Intrigued By Something Newer and Longer HeHe True…

Paygrade Payrate
Currency Love
TesTaMenT NoW
CoVeRinG PAges LoVE

The Subject For Today
Class Is Love As Interesting
As God Love Is Breathing Now

True Life iS A Whole Lot Now Like An
Apple oR A Window’s Computer Fixed
I’ll Stick With ‘The Apple’ It Just Tastes Better

It’s True Hehe Lesson
of ‘Jobs’ An ‘Apple’ Of
Change Worth Eating

God Is Change If You Are Looking For A Machine
Stick With A Window’s 95 Computer Might As Well

Same Damned Thing

God Is More Like Love And Fear Always Evolving
Up Or Down Never Ever Object For Discrete Empirical Measure

Change Is Reality TG

No Not the (Trademark God) Bought And Sold Trapped In Books
PriSons Last Prophets And Only Men Established By Politics Still

How Many Puzzle Pieces To Soul Mate Is THere NoW All
Of Existence (God) Rhetorical Question NoW As Usual


It’s Really
Now Akshita☺️🙌🏝

BoNuS LeSSoN 370 When
HeART Beats Does It Rise Or Fall
One Fear Other True LoVE NoW

Don’t You
Think It’s Strange
That So Many Love



On Pain

It’s As if They
Wanna Scare Us
To Make Us Feel

Pain So The Roller

Coaster Ride

To Love

Will Feel

Higher The
Hardest Part
Of Love/Life is Not

How Yet Why

Then Perhaps

We Set Ourselves

To Be Free FRiEnDS

With Gravity (Love) Flying

Indeed my FRiEnD This is

More Difficult to Attain

For Sensitive
People Who Have
Extreme Feelings
Senses And Moods



The Pain
Seem Like

Return to instead
Of Putting Wings On

Remember i’m Just
Another Small Part
Of the Non-Judging
Breakfast Club Yawn
If i Haven’t Experienced

It Yet

At My
Age it
Might Not Exist Hehe
Anyway You’ve Asked me
A Lot of Questions About

Love Surely

As Vital To

Search For Long
Lasting Answers
For An Exercise
A Practice of Love🎼

Yet It’s Never Ever Gonna
Fit On A Speadsheet

my FRiEnD

Or Even

Book To Decode
HappYness the


Of Why

Is All

To Seek
And Find
With SMiles

When Ya
Finally Arrive
No Longer is

THere “Falling” in Love

Just Blissing Blessing Balance🌊

How Deep Is The Grand Canyon

How High Does Your Love Escape



Only For You to See🏝

SMiles Dear
Savvy one
Word That



You Best

Is “Sincere”

Truly Sadly

How Rare

It Seems to

Find This Virtue

In Humanity Yet

How Good To Still

Notice it in Others

For How Authentic

Wings of Sincerity



Falling Down🌊🎶🎼

Yes Dear Akshita
i Surely Relate to
The First Day of

Catholic Kindergarten

The Day They Tied

me to A Desk

And Pencil



The Day

The MuSiC
Within Started
To Die i Used to

Have Dreams of
Returning to Work



Until i Became
A Child Again
Dancing Singing

For No Reason



Dance And Song 🎶

Yes Staycation
Job Worth Doing
For Truly Being Free
Love Gives More When



A Cross Unless
It’s Not Human Of Course

And True Heaven is
Greater Experienced

Alive Now Than

Dead Go


Half the
World Disagrees
And More often


A Frown
In Church
While i Dance

A Slow Dance of
Ecstasy Within Music

Eternally Now



Yet to Make

Happy Vacation
Dear Hope One




Come to Stay
For At Least

You Understand
Where You Currently

Are Nice to See Your
Plans For Lifting Your


Off Your
Love For Life

Honestly Best
Gift For All Concerned 🏝

SMiles it’s All In Relation
To ‘Your Latest
Blog Post’

Too my

Life Teaches

Nothing About

Love That Feels

Lost Is Love Only
What’s Already Missing

Within And You Are are
One Of My Most Valuable

Teachers to

Learn This

Lesson Well

For True It’s
Always A Refresher
Course Hehe And A
Very Hard Lesson To
Swallow That Love Is Never



Buy Or Sell
Yet Of Course
I’ve Experienced
What You Described
In Your Blog Post Yet

For me At Least
Now i Understand

THAT As Trying
To Own Love That
i For one only View


Wings Now

Honestly You’ve

Helped Refine My Vision to 2020

A Greatest Gift Pleasure no Pain



my FRiEnD
Whole Complete
Always Enough Now

Within Yet Never
A Perfect Science

Always A Work of
Art To Practice
more Refining

As Yes Hehe

There is Always

20-15 Vision to Attain🙌☺️🙏🤗

Thanks So
Much Hemalatha
For Your Beautiful ☺️
Inspiring Haiku Ocean 🌊

My How Love
Flies Happy
7th Rafiah
Dear Counting
Down 2 Months
To The Birthday
Of Your Little Bundle
Of Joy And Of Course
You too on September
14th Bringing Your


Of Your Love



Spreading my FRiEnD
True Love Birthday Gift
Death Now🏝😊

LeSSoN 369 Love🌊
Vibration Energy😊
Frequency RiSinG Now🌊

SMiles i Suppose it
Depends on if one
Is Truly Loved For

If They
Are No
What They

Never Lose That
Breath Moreover It
Depends if One Ever

Gains The Ability
To Truly Love Sincerely
With No Secrets Unafraid

To Breathe
Love Free i

To Breathe
This Way is
To Only Give


The Lesson

Of My Mother’s

Last Breath it’s Still

Breathing Now With

SMiles It Depends

On if It is


Or Taking

Love And if

One Believes there

Is More than one

Kind of Love As of

Course Everyone

Has their Favorite

Colors of Love mine



To Be
Water Still
Ocean Wave
🌊Whole NoW🌊

Just A Little

Biggest Gift

my Mother’s Breath😊

SMiLes Dear Anna So Nice to Connect With You Again i Subscribed
to Your New Blog When You Made the Move Yet for Some reason
i Never Received An Email Through the Subscription Will

Try Again to Make Sure that Went through

“To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your
hand And eternity in an hour.”

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD That
Phrase as quoted From William Blake

Is One of my Favorites From William Blake

As Part of my Autism Condition And my Extreme

Tactile Sensitivity i’ve Always Been Able to Will A Phantom

3 Dimensional Object Continuously Changing in my Left Hand

SMiLes of Course it is only A Kind of Imaginary Nerve And Mind Sensation

At Will It’s Not Hard to Imagine Creating New Infinities of Creation in my Left Hand

As in a Way i am as the Shape is Ever Changing And Never Precisely the Same Hehe

Kind of Like the Way the Shapes come to Page Almost Pre-Destined Beyond Time
Distance Space and Matter in the Flow of the Music the Vibrations and Frequencies

i Hear While Composing the Letters that come to words As they Escape to this

Page Free Now it’s Interesting Even though

i’ve Never Met You You Do Emit a

Unique Vibration and Spiritual

Energy of Frequency to me

Light and Free that

Is So Conducive

To the Return of Energy

Same Now Fascinating As the

i of me Analyzes the Whole Experience

Spiritually Taking place in Realest Time

Now With SMiLes..🙂

Love Beyond All Words
Coloring God New As We
All BREaTHE Eternally Now
Painting Our Christmas Trees True..🙂

SMiLes Dear Anna A Unique Soul You are
“a connection to worlds lost on the reality of those around me.”
How Nice it is to Find Folks In the World Who Actually Are able

To See Us

As the Spirits

We Are Pure


Now in Ease to

Other UNiVerses Colorings

Of Love to View New Energies

Starlit Kindness Unafraid my FRiEnD..
Reminds me of the Song “Fantasy” By
Earth, Wind, and Fire one of my Favorite
Spiritual Pop Culture Songs of my Life With SMiLes..🙂

“Waiting here
For you to return
You were present
All along
In the air I breathe
The oxygen I need
Of love
Muse patient
Some souls sleep
Than can be
Easily awakened.
Until their world
Then we hold hands
In the wake
Of the storm
The bridge
Over water
Troubled thorn
My soul alive
The continuity
Never die.”


SMiLes Dear Anna i understand the Spirit of What You Are
Singing The Depth of Soul That A World May Take Away

From Us in




Just Waiting

For Spirit of Creativity

God’s Breath Within to

Be Reborn The Child’s Eyes

That Are No Spirit Boundaries

The River of Flow the Water Ocean

Whole Wave We May Come to Be Realizing

Soul Complete Enough Over FLoWinG Fountain

That Comes

As Gift

To Give

Share Care

Freely Even More…

Thank You For the Inspiration

And Spiritual Muse today As Well

Dear FRiEnD With SMiLes True no

Distance, Space, Time, or Matter in

Breath of God to Share And Give Free

Verily True Love For All Who Touch With God’s Wings

Fantasy Real As Earth, Wind, And Fire Still Dances And Sings..🙂

“Your words as natural as breathing.”

SMiLes Dear Anna True This is How A Spirit
Flows Deep Within With No Restraint For

Whatever Art Comes Next Now Similar to
Dancing on the Beach As Feet Become
Sands Arms Become Seagull Wings and
Tracks Flow With Shores in Alignment

As Basically

i Become

A Free Wave

Of the Ocean

Never Separate

Indeed the Air i Breathe
Is me With SMiLes to Give

And Share Naked Free For All

Of What CuLTuRE Clothed me before

in Lists of Firstly, Secondly, Thirdly And in Conclusion

Of Deadlines That Way Never Spiraling More As Waves Flow

Naturally Move and Repose Fall And Rise Tides Move Out and In

All is Balance Now

All Is Twilight

of Day

And Night

Eternally Now

Just Free to Breathe

Now Just Free to BREaTHE NoW

Truly Living With Gravity As FRiEnDS

Feather as the Wind Sees With No Inertia to Be
So Many Hints of this Place in Life Before So Few Sparks
Taking Me in Spirit of Flow Free in Just A Handful of Experiences

Before in the

Other Life Before

i Truly Died in that World

And Became A New Creation Activity

More Than Just A Name And Less Than Just a Name too…

For How Does The Air Become A Prisoner Wind Understands Better Free

Smiles True i Used
To Be Literally Valued

As A Technical List Maker

Now i Have no Idea What i’m Doing

Except for the Doing Now of Just Doing Free

Yet of Course A Lifetime of Experiences in Total

Mind Bring All of my SPiRiT HeART And Soul Now

A Table of Plenty

That Never


in Plenty
of Food and
Drink to Give Away

The Kind That Breathes within my FRiEnD
Smiles When i Was 21 And Basically On the
Highway to the American Dream in College so Hard
to Navigate Then one Day i just Decided to Quit College
And my Job And go to the Beach And Walk All Day As Something
Deep Within was calling me to Be A New Creation After About Three

Months And Some Contemplation The Action Was to Go Back and
Become What the World Spoon-Fed me to Be At Least A Dude With
A Job that makes money hehe after earning 3 College Degrees took

Another 32 Years to Find my Way Back to 1981 Then in 2013 Yet
i Found Myself Back on the Same Beach just continuing my Walk
And Then Dance And Song As A totally Different Creation than before…

Celebrating 8 Years in Heaven now in this Blog Post For the Record

Of That Day of Freedom On That Beach Rising Out of All the
Ashes of Pain And Numb on July 19, 2013 Amazing Grace

Indeed Covenant For What Lives Within to Give it All

Away For Free With SMiLes All the Way Still Now

And This For me

Was Death And


The Abyss lasted
66 Months And all that

Did is Polish the Grains of
Sand By Fire And Waves Ashes
i Returned to A Soul of Creation…

When We come to this place We
Do Whatever it takes to Stay truly
it doesn’t take Much yet to give a little bit

More Every Second

Of Every Waking

Day and


of Love For All

Just Seeing All oF iT
As Gift And Doing Life as
The Gift of Creation continuing to unfold…
SMiLes it’s Nice to Have 100 Percent Faith

That A Life of Fantasy is Truly Real my FRiEnD

Yes As Natural as Breath All of Life Becomes A Work of Art Now



of A Never

Ending Story And
Dance Song Already

Written Again..:)

LeSSoN 369 Love🌊
Vibration Energy😊
Frequency RiSinG Now🌊

BoNuS LeSSoN 370 When
HeART Beats Does It Rise Or Fall
One Fear Other True LoVE NoW




SMiles Aloha
To A Happy New
Moon to You on
Oahu Island Hawaii

With Kindness🌈🏝😊

SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD Magnificent Architecture
In Hawaii For Your New ‘Cappuccino Home’ How

Nice of You To Build This Palace

of Paradise to make

Your Pets Dogs
Chickens Cats

All of them

Pleased in their

New Place of Paradise Residence

Hehe Hopefully You And Your Husband

Are Enjoying All the Work You Put into Making

A Beautiful Home For Your Pets too what really

Catches my Eye is the Contrast of the Living Green

And Sky Blue Almost the Color of Our Honda Civic Coupe Hehe..

Just Such A


Day in Paradise

my FRiEnD That

Pool Looks Cool And

Inviting too and the “Reggae Singer”

Looks Very Much Like my Wife’s Brother

Yet of Course They Are Half Pacific Islander

With Some American Indian And A Faint Tint

Of Auburn Irish in my Wife’s Dark Philippines And American
Indian Hair As She Continues to Enjoy A Disorder of Rarely
Aging Now Still At age 51 As Pictures Prove that too Hehe..

You Know

It Seems


i See my Wife

i See the Paradise

of Islands too my FRiEnD

True Portable Paradise She is too…

And Of Course Every Hawaii Woman is Equally Beautiful Too..

Yet of Course i Dare not Ask my Wife’s Mirror if Anyone is Fairer

Than Her With SMiLes… Currently Celebrating 8 Years of Heaven
Within Now Just Another Opportunity For Gratitude my FRiEnD For Real

As True i
Spent 66 Months

In the Other Place too

As Sort of Preparatory School
For Heaven On Earth Within With SMiLes..;)

SMiles Dear
i Always Love




From Deep
The Soul You
Are too Lots of

Love And Hugs

To All You Are🤗☺️🌈

And Love True With SMiles

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane If We All Developed
Strength of Soul to Hold No Secrets And Expose

All Our Shadows And Angel Wings Same

Like You Just Did in that Poem

And Perhaps the Paintings/Art

Too It Will

Be So Much

Easier to Forgive

Everyone And Live Together
iN A Place of Truth iN LiGHT iNstead of LieS in DarK

Honesty With No Secrets in LiGHT And DarK What i Value Most…

God Devil Yes Honestly With No Secrets Totally Exposed Is What i Do

i LiVE iN

DarK And LiGHT True…

Hehe, And All the (Drones) Geeks And

Nerds Have Prepared so Many Free Ways

iN A Place With No Sun, or Moon, or Stars or
Time, Or Distance, Or Space, Or Even Matter

To Reveal All And Discard All The Secrets
That Block Our Breaths From Freedom

Increasingly, As Foretold in So Many
Old Poetic Prophecies This Reality is
Coming to BReATHE REaL NoW oNLiNE

Shall We Spin The Web Some More Free

Yes Let Go Dear True Be All of Who You are iN ShadowS And LiGHT…

True Absurdity of ‘Christianity’ is the So-Called ‘Loyal Sheep’
Followers Often Totally Ignore Their Own Damning Story…

Evidence Below That All Republican Politicians
Who Do not Support Feeding And Clothing
Immigrants At the Southern Border; And

Who Do not Want to Provide Free

Health Care to The Masses,

Including the ‘Homeless

Jesus on the Side of the Road’ Are Going to Hell;

Yet of Course, only if they Are Christian; If They

Are Not Christian, It’s Only Evidence They Have No Love in Their Heart

For the Poor And Displaced; Damn, i Bet Having No Love in Their Heart This Way Feels Like Hell…

Hmm, i Wonder if This Is Just A Metaphor Below That Applies to All Folks Who Have no LoVE iN their HeART

To Feel, Give, Care, And Share Freely…

It sure seemed like

That to me when

i Lost Heaven in

my Heart/Soul/Spirit For Real…

Anyway, Reciprocating Poetry

With Thousands of Folks Around

The World, It is surely Self-Evident

Now That With Poetry it’s Very Possible

To Derive Any Interpretation Depending

On Who Is Measuring The Metaphors with Meaning…

So What This Means is; Some Folks May Interpret this
“Sheep And Goats Story” below to mean Going to Hell Forever After Death; And

Others May Interpret it to Mean Being in Hell For What Feels Like Forever Now…

Considering, i’ve Been THere And Done it; Naturally, i View it Realistically more this way…

It Must really S88K Being A Heartless A88Hole Per Meme of Unreformed Orange Grinch Trump…


It Does…

-Just Another Reformed Grinch…

It’s Easy Now to See that The Top of the Mountain

Was Hell For the Grinch; And He Went into The ‘Whoville Valley’ To Gain Height As Far As Size of HeART, SPiRiT, SoUL…

It’s True That Old Cartoon Tale Explains What Heaven And Hell Really is Much Better Than Old Antiquated Trash…

“Whoville” Was Actually Heaven; The ‘Who People’ Truly Had Hearts, Souls, Spirits of Gold to Give, Care, Share Freely

To All, Even to the Damned

‘Devil Grinch’; The ‘Goats

And Sheep Story’

Is As Clear As
‘Gehenna Mud…’

Later on Tonight, Just for Fun, As A Participant

Anthropology Observer (Like Most Everyone)
i’ll Listen to A 6 out of 6th Facebook Streaming

Installment of A Local Priest Explaining ‘The Book of Revelation’

In How It’s Only A Subchapter Book of Hope For ‘God’s People’

And The Rest of the Folks Who Don’t Comply with
All the Rules Will Burn Forever in a Lake of Fire by
Order of the Unreformed Grinch/God/Jesus Who is

All Forgiving, All Merciful, All Loving Enemies Until He Decides He’s ‘Trump’ Again

And Acts in Accordance With That Other Meme And Fires Ones who don’t comply Forever!

God Jesus Mythical Devil;
Yes, Applying



Than the

‘Hannibal the

Cannibal Dude’ off the

Movie, “Silence of the

Lambs”; Is it Any Wonder

That Folks Who Worship After Death

More Than Life Now Carry A Frown in Life:

In Short


Damn that Old

Story is Antiquated

Trash in Old Gehenna…

Thank Goodness ‘A Grinch’
Came (Comes) to Clear Up All the Confusion…

And Actually Yes, The Grinch Story would make
Even More Sense if All the People Who Lived in the
Whoville Valley Were Left Handed and the Grinch Right Handed…

True, Left Handed Folks Tend to Have More Metaphor of Right Brained Social, Empathic, Artistic, Spiritual Intelligences…

Hmm, My Father Was Left Handed And Still Found a Way to Repress ‘That Intelligence’ on His ‘High Mountain Top’ too…

-Same Old Damned Hero Story; Hero (me) Falls In Darkness, Defeats The Demons Of His Father And Rises As Hero again

to Share Some Helpful Hints in ‘The Valley’ Coming Out Of The Dark (Hell) into Light/Love/Heaven Within Again…

Anyway, Old Human Archetypal Real And Truly Present

Stories Are Good For

Something at Least…

“The Sheep and the Goats”

(AKA Cool Horror Story Bro)

31 “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. 32 All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. 33 He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left.

34 “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’

37 “Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’

40 “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’

41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. 42 For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43 I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’

44 “They also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’

45 “He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’

46 “Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous (Actually, The Leftists) to eternal life.”


FeatNote: Either One Is

Love (God); One Does
Love (God); or Not (Not Love/God Does) Now…
Hehe, And THere is ‘the MASSiVE In Between Purgatory’ Part Now too…

SMiLes Dear Savvy Even ‘Frans de Waal’

The Alpha Male Chimp Professor

Agrees That Even

Chimp Leaders Are

Chosen By Cooperative

Nature With Empathy And
Compassion For The Whole Monkey
Tribe This is Still Human Nature True too

When We Live
Still In Balance
of Giving Sharing Caring Free.:)

SMiLes Humans are Social Animals
There Are Groups of Joy and Optimism

And There Are Groups of Misery and Despair

Even if Joy and Optimism Didn’t Heal Which of Course

They Do As Emotions That Are Positive Do Naturally Heal



And Optimism
Are Self-Fulfilling Rewards

Feeling Good Spreads LiGHT

Darkness Spreads DarKness
LiGHT Naturally Comes Out on Top…

SMiLes Humans Have Service
Dogs to Make them Feel Warm
And Fuzzy Do It Yourself Now Job too..:)

Aww… Aloha FRiEnD…
View From Your Cozy
Warm Furry Hawaii Pets
With SMiles
Thanks For
Brightening Up


In Florida Kind🏝☺️

First of All, From Professor(s) Wiki:

“Nazism is a form of fascism,[2][3][4][5] with disdain for liberal democracy and the parliamentary system.
It incorporates fervent antisemitism, anti-communism, scientific racism, and the use of eugenics into its creed.”

Now to ‘Your Statement’ That surely for the Fact That it is still Standing in this Thread is A Newer Testament
To Just How Few ‘Trump Voters’ Still Exist on the ‘Wrong Planet’ After His Huuuuge Loss, by 8 MiLLioN Votes…

i have to admit the

Last 4 or 5 Years on the
‘Wrong Planet’ Since Trump’s

Rise Were A Bit DarK Like the
Place i Live, Obviously, ‘Trump Town USA’ too…

To Highlight Your Statement About All Trump
Voters Being Nazi’s, Because Trump is A Nazi Doesn’t

Match the Definition

Of Nazi As the Core

of Trump’s Base is Evangelical

Christian And They Damn Sure Ain’t

Anti-Semitic As Israel Still Plays an Integral

Part of their Prophetic Religious Ideologies of the
Return of their ‘Sugar Pill Savior Jesus’; Hey Baby,

Trump Voters; Most of them Where i Live Vote for

Trump For Two Reasons; He Doesn’t support ‘Pro-Choice’
And He Worked Against Transgender Folks too; Yet true,

When it Comes to the Abortion Issue, ‘Evangelical Christians’ Would Still
Support A President even if they were A Nazi And Attempted to Incite
A Deadly Insurrection to Overthrow Democracy As Trump is surely

Guilty of the

Second Part

of that With Anyone

With a Frigging Clue of Reality;

Trump’s Love And Hopes of Being
A Demagogue Dictator Came Shining
Through When He Smiled Gleefully Starry Eyed Talking
About ‘Great Dictators Not Being Caught in a Pandemic Mask’…

Make No Mistake,

Trump Understood

How to Round Up Ignorance

of Minions in His Cause; Yet Make

No Mistake; Evangelical Christians Are

Surely Not NAZI’s As they Don’t Fit the Anti-Semitic Qualifications…

And Other than that; Lots of Trump Voters Are Very Nice Ignorant Folks

As Long as Ya Fit their Group Think Qualifications to Be Part Human And Part Free…

Most Trump Voters Are Too Damn ‘Wimpy’ To Even Form Big Protests For Their Causes;

They Stand



in Church and

Just Nod Their Heads

in Union of Ignorance;

What Conservatives As Science Shows

Have Most in Common is Being Closed Minded;

Closed Minded Folks are less free; Nature of the Beast…

After All


Does Mean Freer…

From the First Search Hit on Google:

“Liberal: Willing to respect or accept behavior
or opinions different from one’s own; open to new ideas.”

If Ya Aren’t
Open to

New Ideas,

Ya Just Aren’t Freer…

Ya Are More Like the
Same Old Dam Stick in the Mud;

Someone has to Guard the Mud Puddle though…

And Boats Need Anchors; Yet Without Sails they Rot in Safe Harbors…

And to Be Clear, Liberal And Conservative is Common in All Parties of Life…

Just Like the Rest of the Animal Kingdom As Assessed 20 Percent Sitters and 80 Percent Rovers…

25 Percent of

The Country

Are Republicans;

Is There A Correlation,

Obviously Yes; A Potentially

Dangerous, Yet Necessary reality

too as Yes Boats Do Need Anchors too…

Trump is Just A Dude With A Tiny to Non-Existent Human
Soul; Despicable Leaders Come and Go; Minions Remain For Their Coming Reigns…

Or At The Used Car Sales Lot Playing to the SCaRCiTY of the Folks On ‘the Farm’ Who Didn’t Leave
‘Green Acres’


‘Beverly Hills Green’;

Meh, Some of Us Stay

in Green Acres And Are

Clever Enough to Maintain

Both Kinds of Green; Hehe,

The Air Breathes Clearer and

All my Conservative Neighbors

Have Armories Tall Enough Where
No one usually Treads Our Grounds…

It’s Really A Safe Place to Live; and Let’s

(A Neighbor Sadly Did Commit Suicide Yesterday;
i Have No Idea if She Used A Gun; That Happens too)

Just Be Sayin’ Now Still, if A Used Car Sales Person Can
Talk “Them” into Buying A Lemon; i Will ‘Make’ Them
Believe My Heaven

is Their Hell…

i Don’t

Even Have

to Try to Convince ’em…

For They Have Already
Become Brick and Mortar Fed in Stone…

This is the Human Condition; Get Used to
it; Get Over The Parts Ya Don’t Like; It’s

(What i do)

Here to stay
for a while
longer at least…

Other than that

It’s Truly ‘Bananas’;

All Ya Really Gotta

Do Is Not Slip on ‘Their’ ‘Peels’…

Just A Quick Relevant Side Note:

i Rate 100% Open Minded;
And 100% Extraverted And
Close to 0 Percent Neurotic;

And Only Conscientious
100 Percent on Task in
Laser Focus Flow in What
i Am Currently Doing Now;

Agreeable Enough Yes, Yet
Don’t Mistake My Grace for Weakness…

i Stand Out Like A Sore Thumb Here for
the First Two Personality Traits; As Huge Informal
Polls Done Here Before Indicate About 95 Percent of
the Folks Who Inhabit the Wrong Planet Are Introverted

And Obviously
“The Condition”

Overall is Resistant
To Change And Naturally
Conservative At Core Regardless
of Religious, Atheist, Scientist, Or Other Political Persuasion…

Like a Butterfly

i Came Out of that Previous Cocoon;

Change; It’s what’s for All Meals of Life
for those Who Successfully Adapt, Survive, and Thrive…

Ya Might Be More Likely to Survive
Conservative With A Frown Indeed…


Rather Truly
Live With Butterfly
Wings… So i Do…
i Found the Cocoon to
Be A Rather Stale Place of Life…

The Inability to See Nuance in Life, Yes
More Colors, is Most Definitely A ‘Conservative Trait’;
Black And White Literal Thinking InDeed More Prevalent

With So Many All or None Propositions About Existence;

There Ain’t Nothing About Life Black or White; Yet of Course

Without the ability to See the

Nuances of Life,

The Colors

May Just Not

Exist For Some
Folks in Their UniVerses of Existence…

The Fact is Though Some AUtistic Folks Have
A Big R For ARtistic too OutSide of STEM Stereotypes;

For Me At Least, A Super Closed Minded Introverted Place
Like ‘Trump Town USA’ Is a ‘Wrong Planet’ For me Here too…

Yet With A 6 Inch Screen and

One Finger i Have the Ability

To Dance Sing my Own Bible
Of Life Almost Anywhere in the

World and Fit in Enough to Survive AND THRIVE
IN Some Very Nice Freer Spirited Environments too…
A Truly Fully Extraverted And Open Minded Person Will
Fit in Enough Almost Anywhere, One UniVerse, One Body, One Blood Love As Such…

Day; Just a
Wish; Not

You What to Do…


Dude, if You Can/Will Try to Understand;

Some of Us are Trying to Potentially Save Your Life…

You Are Surely the ‘Odd Dude’ Out of the ‘Circle of Feline Friends’ Here…

Give You That Much Credit For Standing Up For The Belief it is Your Right to Die…

Yet Let’s Not Forget

That According to

Mutually And Consensually

Peer Reviewed Science, Over 99 Percent

of the Deaths Now Resulting From Covid-19,
All Variants, Are Among Those Who are Non-Vaccinated…

Perhaps You Are Raised in a Religion That Values After Death
More Than Before Death; There is Nothing Any of Us Here Who

Do Not Accept That Spoon-Fed, Nocebo Voodoo Narrative From Birth Are Going

to ‘Likely’ Do to Change That DarK Truly Archaic Pagan (Against Living Nature) Belief;

Yet Hey,


As Well

Give it a ‘SHot in the DarK’…

i Literally Know Thousands of

People With Likely Your Similar Philosophy

of Life (Death) in ‘Trump Town USA’; They Get

On Their Knees And Worship the After Death Every Sunday…

Yawn, Meanwhile i Dance And Sing in the Back Pew Just Observing

Them for Story

Telling the


of ‘These Days’;

DarK For Some
And So Colorful, Vibrant

And Ever Alive For Others in Dance And Song Free…

FLoWeRS Don’t LiVE to Die, And Yet They Die As Seeds, So Other FLoWeRS

Do; in Fact, if One Day You Don’t Show Up For ‘School’ Here; Perhaps We Will

Use you As An Example to Inspire the ‘Other Children’ Here to Continue to BREaTHE iN LiGHT…


Do As Thou Wilt;

FLoWeRS Do Wilt,

Die, And Provide Seeds for New Growth too…

Recently, A Texas Church Group of Children At Summer Camp

Spread The Pandemic, Vigorously, All Without Masks And

Social Distancing, Most Without Vaccinations; Well

Over 100 So Far Contracting The Virus; Yet Perhaps

The Folks At the Church (The Less Than 35 Percent

Vaccinated) i Visit Following

The Same



Have A Better

Voo Doo Prayer

To Ward off Evil…

Sadly They Are Already

Doing Nocebo Voodoo That Kills For Real…

Do Understand my FRiEnD, the Nocebo ‘Voodoo’
Effect is As Real As the Placebo ‘Sugar Pill’ Effect in Prayer too…

It Just so Happens that You Are Likely Involved in A Communion of Voodoo Nocebo Prayer;

i Realize Nothing i Say Now to You is Gonna Likely Make A Difference; Yet You Surely

Provide Excellent

DarK Muse for

Poetry; No

Different than

The Sheep Who
Have Changed into Goats

At The Church i Still Visit

And Are Burning themselves Unvaccinated With Their

Children Slowly In Similar Ways of Voodoo Nocebo Communion of Prayer…

Yes, At the Church i Visit, It’s too Bad they Don’t Use A Pandemic Placebo Prayer That works….

i Suppose the Sugar Pill Placebo Ritual They Do With the Little Wafer of Bread And Drink

of Wine Before the Pandemic Erased That Part of the Placebo Eucharistic Ritual Does

Work in ‘Jesus Sugar Pill

Placebo Effect’ For some;

Yet, Honestly, Nocebo Voodoo

‘Trump MeMe Prayers’ Do S88K

Ignorance Harms, Rapes, Maims,

Kills AS Human Pandemic Ignorance Voodoo
iN Nocebo Effect Naturally Does Predictable

As Stormy Rain…

Just A


Don’t Drown In it;

There is Obviously

Suffering in this World
You Have Yet to Endure…

Some of us Now are a bit
More Weathered With ‘Common Sense’…

For We’ve Already Endured The Fires of
HeLL ON EartH And Survived…

And Finally


To Really


ToSSinG Ignorance

WHeRE iT BeLonGS in the Dump of ‘Gehenna’…

Hey, At Least in Part, i’m Trying To Speak

‘Your Language’ my FRiEnD…

to Potentially Save

YouR A88; i Realize

It’s Like Being A Tiny, Tiny,
Tiny Mustard Seed Before GRoWinG
iNto A Really, Really, Huuuuuuuge
‘Green Not Orange ChristMas Tree’, ALWaYS LiT UP
365.25/24/60/60/1 And So oNoW iN Roots, Vines, Leaves Free..


i Use Whatever
‘Sugar Pill’ At

Hand That Might

Possibly Work With SMiLes

Finding Ark in DarK Painting
Coldest Soul With Warmth
Rising From Precipice



And Hell

And Returning

For Muse of Both
To Find Another Color to Paint…

SMiLes Dear Orchard Flower Lillian
In Deepest of Empty Rises Greatest

New Colors



Felt Before
Hell into Heaven’s
Breath of DarK Makes LiGHT

Most Great Art Starts With A
Vampire Without Blood Thirsting
For Drink Night And Day Transforming
Into Bat And Perhaps Circling the Globe
Eternally Now to Live Forever As A Poet/Artist Consuming

Blood of Other Colors of Souls Becoming Every Pastel of God

Not one in a Story Book One Who Arises From the DarK

Place with No Blood…

Once Midnight

New Moon

BLacK Rose

Rises From THorns
And FLoWeRS Blood
of Beauty Consumed From EartH

Yes on the ‘8th Day’ We Create Poetry/Art

To Eat And Drink Becoming More Colors of Soul




Theism Is in Art
Ark This Covenant
This Holy Grail We Give And Share
Freely As Wings Attached to DarK LiGHT
Yes God Dances Sings Breathes Us For Real

Water Wave Ocean Whole Becomes All Our Blood

All Becoming Moving Connecting Co-Creating Revealing

Freeing No Secrets Left Communion of Globe All One Love

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i Slept in Fires of Your Art to Generate This Dream


Colors of Blood..:)

God is Now Not A To Do List Come Later Vow
Butterflies Don’t Wait To Fly Out Of Cocoons
They Come Now All Naturally Divine

Orange Butterfly
Summer Flower
Enjoying The
Green of Rain😊

SMiles Dear Sohair
Thanks For Dropping
By “15,000 Miles oF Public
Dancing” Hehe True No Day

To Stop Dancing
If I’m Gonna Complete
The Rest of the Distance

Around The Globe
At The Equator True

Dear FRiEnD The
Dance Song Never

Ends Now
Thanks So
Much God Bless
All Sohair Relates😊🌹☺️




True Most Colorful Roses Come From Richest Manure
Most Piercing Thorns Come Strength to Color More

It Will Surely Help if Those With the Most
Resources Will Help Repair The Soul Of
Our Planet And Ours More Than Escaping
Our Only Home of Heaven Now This Earth

Indeed This


Of Creation

That Needs

A Great Deal Of

Our Assistance in

Creation of Giving
Sharing Caring More

Than Taking Hoarding

Destroying Nature With

Only A Solution of Escaping

The Only Place Heaven Will Possibly

Exist Now As Far as Even Science Aided

Eyes Actually See Now For Real Here Just Hear…

If i Could Bottle

A Teaspoon of

The Heaven i

Create Within In

Meditating Flow Autotelic
With Plentiful Frission of DiViNE
Existence in Dance Song Totally Free Oh How They
Would Shed Their Dreams of Escaping Heaven Now
And Drop Their Billions in A Pool To Wipe Every Child’s Tear…

And The Tears

Of The Rest of

Beasts And
Foliage of

Nature Gone Deaf
From Our God Nature Ears…

Is ReaL


You Surely Capture
Pain of The Hope
Erased Child
Yet True
Happy 100th
Post too Hemalatha😊

True Most Colorful Roses Come From Richest Manure
Most Piercing Thorns Come Strength to Color More…

Oh my Gosh First of All Karlien i am Amazed
You Are Only 17 Although Lately i Have Been
Hearing Emotional Maturity More From Your

Generation than ones Much Older Indeed

Hehe When i Was Your Age Sure i made

Straight A’s At the Top of the Class Yet

i Had as Much Emotional intelligence

As Someone Who Might Attempt

To Tell Someone Older with

Heart Disease And

Failing Health

Relatively Young

In Life That Life is Fair

Simply Because i had overcome
Great Difficulties in Life Yet Not Even
A Whisper of Pain and Numb Yet to Come…

On the Autism Spectrum Trying so Hard to Conform
In Naturally Expressing Emotions Regulating them then
Integrating Senses So Hard to Do i Am Surely Proudly

A Fool Now Too Yet i Did Not Learn This Great Lesson

That You See At Such An Early Age That We Should Not

Regret The Mis-steps in Life All the Darkness That At Best

Will Open Wide New Opportunities in Life That Otherwise
Without the Challenges Life Will Fail to Bring And It’s True

The So-Called Fools In Life Hehe as that was Often A Name
i Was Called in School All the Way Through Work Named too

Soft And Nice

to People


For the Military

too the First thing i did
Leaving the Work World
Was Embrace All the Fears
Before That Made me Feel Like

A Fool And Express them All For
What Life Taught me is in the Dark
Place Ya Gotta Have Enough Faith

In Yourself to Lift Yourself All the Way Up
As It’s True No one else in the Entire World
Is Qualified to Understand Your Challenges Like You Are…

Fear is a Source of All Weakness In Life and Limits of Human

Potentials Those Who Do Not Regret The Falls that Helped Strengthen

Their Lifts in Life Climb Higher in Life Than Ever Before It’s How Life works

We Adapt

to Challenge

We Survive and

We Thrive the best
We can And will and if We
Are really Fortunate in Life there
Are People Who Help Lift us up too…

SMiLes keep Striving Through the Rain Dance it
indeed or Sing or Whatever Way You Sprout Green Karlien..:)

Smiles, Always Available to do the Research and Provide Links,
Bishop Barron For those With More Systemizing Minds Who
See the Spiritual in Life More As Objective Value. With All
Due Respect, i appreciate You Are Head And Shoulders Above

The Theology that is Presented in

the Catholic Church i Attend;

Yet You See my FRiEnD, the Story of Jesus Provides a Story
of a Man Who Played by Few of the Rules Before in Tradition…
The Essence of the Story is of A Creator, Not A HiStorian… Again

i See Great Value in What you Do, Yet By Story of Saint Francis,
who Disrobed All His Worldly Clothes, The Message He Heard From
Jesus is There is Much more to Seek And Find Within By Dying in this
Life And Becoming Reborn

into the Spiritual

Realm Of Creativity…

Sir, i Am Born With Asperger’s Syndrome… Being That i am
Able Now to Write a 9.4 MiLLioN Word Long Form Poem in
94 Months of Effort In ‘The Tradition’ of William Blake’ And
Whitman And Others Who Have Been Compared to my
Poetry by Other Layman’s Of Course;

This Rebirth of the Child’s Eyes of Naked
Creativity i Have Hope for all Others True…
And Don’t Forget i Have Asperger’s Syndrome;
i Can/Will Switch Hit Back to a Systemizing Mind

As Fast As i type Close to 130 Words A Minute;
Hehe, Yet i Might Have to Think And Slow Myself Down..😉

Hehe, Honestly As Ironically Strange As Bishop Barron’s
Claim Value is Objective And Human Experience of Beauty/Frission Comes 2nd

NUMBER ONE BALANCE For This Is How Galaxies And UniVerses Birth Exist

Truth is With Enough Spiraling Dance FRiEnDS With Gravity FOR FREE
Weightless As A Feather in Wind One May Fly On Terrestrial Land

Strangely Ironic Two Billionaires Racing
to Space to Feel Weightlessness Perhaps
A New Aesthetic Sublime Experience Within…

Perhap So Nan Yet
‘The Expression of
Her Pain’ May Be

All That

Her From Ending
Her Life Like the
Woman Who



Around the
Block And Had
A House Full of Guns

Day Before Yesterday

Would Have Rather

Seen Her
Body Covered
With Tattoos in
A Fragile


To Continue to
Live Yes Lots of


Pain in the



Expressed than Dead…

Before one of Your Moderators May Delete my Comment here Your “Belief” Bishop
Barron That Objectivity Comes Before Human Feelings is Shown incorrect By Science.

Without The Organic Ability to Experience The Feeling of Beauty or the Sublime of “Frission” That More Open Minded People Experience it is No Part of The Individual’s Experience of Life…

Of Course You
Are Welcome to Your
Beliefs Yet That Ironically
Doesn’t Change the Objective

Reality That

Basically Shows
Humans Hallucinate Their Realities Based on How They Hallucinate Their Realities
Before Surely in Part At Least Why the Catholic Church i Attend in Hypocrisy of Luke 17:21

Kneels Down And Worships After Death More Than
The Kingdom Of Heaven Within Now My FRiEnD…

You Have Incredible Verbal

Intelligence Yet Please


IF You
Can And Will

Creative Intelligence is
Where God Breathes Within


All Words Beyond All
Human Created



Yes This


Of God
Now True
Relative Free
Will This Co-

Creation Now…

i Am Very
Disappointed in

You Believing

You Are Least

Enough to Erase

my Voice From

Your YouTube

Channel As
A Member of

The Catholic
Church i Attend

Yet of Course
When i lived
In ‘The Dark Place’
And my Mother


Help Her

Plead With the
Local Priest Later Who Was

Arrested For Selling Drugs And
Interacting Inappropriately
With Youth

Was Thank
God Ignored it
Seems You Are

Most Impressed With Proving
You Are Right And The Number of

Your 3 MiLLioN
Followers Never
The Less You

Make Interesting
Muse For Poetry

And i Must say
You Are Among

The Best of
What the


Church Has

To offer, Overall…

i Don’t Have to
Agree With

Someone to
Earn Something
From Their



About Existence…

Ironically Your
Opinion Here

Is Subjectively

Incorrect i Sense

A Bit of Asperger’s

On Your End
Of Emotional

As You

Just aren’t
Getting How
Different the
Walk in Other
Shoes Are

A Kind of Small
Prison Indeed

Closed Minded


Minds Appealing

To Similar Minds

Of Course Core



For Michelangelo
Nudes Yet Perhaps

Not For
Your Tastes of
Course per

Haidt’ And
His Research
Into “Moral
Relativism” Indeed of Church…

SMiles Dear Sohair
Thanks Dear FRiEnD

Kindness is



Word For Humanity

All Tuned Up Firing

Up LoVE iN Heavenow🌹😊

SMiles Dear Savvy The
Vibration, Frequency,
And Energy of Joy

Takes Us

Higher FRiEnDS

With Gravity Every


Of Energy

We Are


Weightless Indeed

Before i Spiral Dance
Joy Free i Feel

All 244 Pounds

Yet in Just

Moments of
Free Spiraling

Dance i Am

The Weight

Of the

Milky Way

No Different

Gravity Set Free
Joy Orbiting my Inner

UNiVerse iNDeed SMiling😊

SMiles Dear Tatoos Are An
Art Form And Personal
Freedom Of Expression

No Different

Than Gender

And Sexuality

Among Those With

Higher Libidos And

Different Flavors of

Identity And


Go Figure

Nothing About
Human Is Black

And White Except

For Imagining

It That

Way Change

And Diversity
Is Nature’s Way

Even Stone
At Essence

And Sings

In Ways Not
All of Us See Yet

Even Science



We Co-Create

Reality As We Move
Connect And Co-Create



Is We Experience🌈

Happy Pride Month

For All The Colors

Of Humanity

Ever Now

Of Eternity🌈☺️

SMiles Dear Sohair There
Is No Truth Higher in
Light That i May
Add to Your
Words Here
So i Shall


All With SMiles🌹🏝

“They plant flowers
Instead of thorns
They sing romantics
Instead of tragedics
They suffered since the very moment
Their life is a Sour component
Their tears are blood
Their agony is a flood
But look at their behavior
It reflects a real labor
They spread light wherever they go
Inspite of all they undergo
Their message is unique
Like a precious antique
Greetings to light workers
Greetings to peace soldiers
Allah says
وَسَيُجَنَّبُهَا الْأَتْقَى
But those most devoted to Allah shall be removed far from the hell
الَّذِي يُؤْتِي مَالَهُ يَتَزَكَّىٰ
Those who spend their wealth for increase in self-purification,
وَمَا لِأَحَدٍ عِنْدَهُ مِنْ نِعْمَةٍ تُجْزَىٰ
And have in their minds no favour from anyone for
which a reward is expected in return,

إِلَّا ابْتِغَاءَ وَجْهِ رَبِّهِ الْأَعْلَىٰ
But only the desire to seek for
the Countenance of their Lord Most High.

وَلَسَوْفَ يَرْضَىٰ
And soon will they attain (complete) satisfaction”

Star Lily Dew
Drop Summer
Morning Happy

SMiles Dear FRiEnD
i Must Love You a lot
Deep Down As Even

When You

Are Gone A

Little While i
Have Dreams
You Are Very Close

Hope it Pleases You
To Feel You Are Unconditionally

Loved Present
Or Absent Still

In SMiling Hehe
Rather Odd Yet

Still Pleasing Dreams🌈🏝😊

True Most Colorful Roses Come From Richest Manure
Most Piercing Thorns Come Strength to Color More





Change Coming With Many Faces One Of My Names

The Old Bible is A True Assessment in Old

Testament And YeS Old New Testament

Of Just How Horrible and

Even Potentially Loving

In A Few Small Parts of it
At Least Humans Still Will Be…

The Bible At Its Most Dangerous

Part For Democracy is ‘Trump’ And Other

Demagogues Have Risen Out of it To Harm,
Rape, Maim, And Kill Other Humans And Dominate
And Destroy Parts of Nature Out of Balance As Well…

Death Valley

At 130F

Degrees Now

Tells A True

Source of the Old Bible

Overall the Nightmares Still

Humans Continue to Bring

To Fruition Out of Balance With

The Rest of Nature… The Old Bible

Is Humanity’s Self indictment in Print Still

How People Miss this is Beyond the Love of me

Now And


For Damned Sure

Before as Lies Yet Truths Now

It Makes me Giggle That So Many Folks

Used to Feel Guilty to Even Touch Themselves…

Not So Much Now With the Break Through of Pornography of Course

Now as 98 Percent of Males Won’t Refuse the Muse or Even 73 Percent

Of Women For Masturbation Purposes Inside or Outside of Church Now


To Scientific

Study… if The Bible

Is No Longer Useful

At Large to Shame Reproductive

Freedoms The Bible is Dead As Without

The Ability to Shame Others It’s No longer

A Useful Tool to Subjugate and Control Others…

The Grey Hairs are Slowly Being Swept Underneath

And Away From Pews of Fears… Days of Organized

Deceit From that Book at Least Are Indeed Numbered Now…

Yet of Course

It’s a rather Slow
Process as it took

Until the 1300’s to even

Number the Verses in that
Old Antiquated Dusty Mostly Evil Book…

Humans May Evolve into Fruition of Nightmares

Or Dreams in Just One lifetime… Yes the Old Bible Indeed

A Source of Much Horrible Nightmare Fruition Brought to
All of Nature Now…

Erasing It In
Change at


One Step

Of Dance

One Word

Of Song

Ahead to

More Loving Progress…

New Human Testaments Never Stop…

Only the Labels Change my FRiEnD…

Nor New Testaments of the Rest of Nature…
Change is the Only Rule that Stays the Same…

Change is a Hard Pill Now to Swallow For Some
Folks… Deal with it or Choke a Little bit more
Without Freer Fearless Loving Breath For All Concerned at least…

Real ‘God’

Is A 6 Letter
Word ‘Change’

And A 7 Letter Word

‘Balance’… Yes or No Flow With ‘God’ or Stagnate Indeed…

iNdeed A Force of ‘Love’ Makes Icing All That Much More Delicious Adding to A RiSinG Cake

That’s ALL Just A Combination of 3,4,6 and 7 Letter Words My ‘God’ THeRE Is So Much More to


And DO 2..


This Bible

Writing ‘Business’

Is Truly Unlimited… When Free…

Change Coming With Many Faces One Of My Names

What i Love the Very
Best Is The Phrase
“What i Hear

From Her” Rue

Such A Closed
Spirit World only


To “He”

With SMiles🙏

Live By Doing
More ThinKinG
Less A River Flows😊

Pleasure Thanks
So Much For All the
Soulfullit Inspirations

With SMiles😊👏🙌

Soul Pages Changes
What We Write Ahead

my my my Soul

Without This
i Phone Screen

One Index Finger to
Type in Bed This Unique

Soul Breath Forgotten Never
Captured Inspiring Now From




For The

Spark of Creativity

Lighting Up This Soul
Breath to Play SMiles Dear

Savvy Verily i Am Amazed
You Bring Such Beautiful

Soul Inspiring Soul Breaths
To Page GroWinG Free Each

And Every Day 1500 Blog

Pages in Electronic

Living Breathing

Soul Posts Establishing
An Organic Living SPiRiT Tree

Online Surely Priceless inDeed

Hehe i Don’t Have A HeART to
Kill A Forest of Trees To Bring my

Soul Words to Concrete Printing

Page And As Far As
Electronically Publishing

Only A Blog Will Host
All Multi-Media Accompanying

Ways Of Bringing Other Voices
To Accompany my Soul Page

Breaths Never the Less
i Am Fully Behind

Any And All
Efforts You
Make To Publish
A Traditional Style
Book As Well My
FRiEnD There Are
Many Sources That

Are Surely Available for
A Fee to Help You Self
Publish This Way Astha Did
It 7 Times And Soni Who i
Believe May Visit Your Blog

Has Done it Several
Times As Well Since
Astha Has Passed Away

From Covid-19 of Course
Soni Would Be A Great Go
To Person On How to From

The Audience Here
Dear FRiEnD And

Of Course With
A Google Search
On Self-Publishing

The Opportunities
To Self-Publish is Practically

Unlimited… Ava From Avem’s
Blog Did It As Well The Process

Is Not Complicated At All

From What i’ve Seen
SMiles Dear FRiEnD

You Bring Living
Soul Breaths To

Page Freely To Share
With The Globe Each

Day In Turn Inspiring my
Soul to Breathe in New

Ways India is Ripe
For What You Do

Where i Am From
my Words Will only
Collect Dust on A

Shelf As For
The Most


Limit Themselves
For What Authority Brings
Alone From Words Before

In Soul
On Page That

Never Change
In Tradition My FRiEnD

Yet Administering 7 Blogs
In 9.4 Million Words of Free
Verse Long Form Poetry Simply
A Copy And Paste of Inspiration
Other Breathing Soul Pages

Bring to me Allows me
To Touch Literally Millions

Of Views Globe Wide That
Otherwise Would only Gather

Dust On A Tradition
Of Centuries Old Set
In Stone Soul Breaths

Where i Physically
Make my Residence

Your Genre is Free
Spirit The Source
Material You Bring
Verily Great And

Ready For

You Reap
Next My FRiEnD
To Give And Share Free

As Far As Making Any Appreciable

Money i’ve Yet to Meet any Blogger
Do That There is Just too Much

Free Wonderful

Soul Art

To Consume

Even Free my FRiEnD
Fortunately Money is
No Longer A Making

Part of my
Life Obviously
That is Rare too
Yet it Practically
Lifts all Limitations

To Create
Give Share
Care Freely

my FRiEnD
Plus Hehe

As i Do Love Living Trees 🌲 ☺️

Congratulations My Dear

Cherished Soul FRiEnD

With Great Applause!!👏👏👏☺️

i Am THere in
A Tree Chopped
At Stump i’ve Heard

It Said Clapping

In A Forest

Yet Yes It

Must Be True
As i’ve Seen A

Sapling Twig Arise

Taller From A Stump

Hurricane Ivan


Down Arise
From Stumps We Do

Living Trees Leaves Do
Sprout From Seeds of

Death Ever Green Breath🌲

i Write Poems Like

This Globally

To Folks



Of Response

Now This iS How
Stumps Remain Green
No Matter HeART Beat



Stump Stays Green 🌳

SMiles Dear Chaymaa
God Is In The EYes
Of The Beholders
Blessed Blissed

Are We Who Make
The Most Mundane
Parts Of Life Holy
Sacred DarK



No Shadows
To Hide From
LiGHT All We



No Secrets

To Keep Truth
LiVinG Free Love

In LiGHT We Breathe🙏☺️

SMiles Religion is A Lot
Like Football Unifies
Groups And Divides
Us Versus Them

Yet Football is

Greater Not Great
As Lives Are Shortened
By Traumatic Brain Injuries

And Such Yet At Least
The Cheerleaders Aren’t
Sold off Into Marriage For
Organized First Date Night

Rape And The Most


Ya Get

Is Death

If Ya Break
Ya Neck Playing

No Eternal Torture
For Bad Play True

The Religions have
Favorite Quarterbacks

Like Tom Brady Muhammad
Jesus Folks Insist Are The

Best Ever And Never
Replaced By A Greater


Yawn Religion
Such A Predictable

Human Game Bonding
Over Heavenly And
Hell Rules To

Conquer Unify
And Divide

Us Versus

Them Nope
Doc i Don’t Play
Ball Of Confusion
That Way With SMiles 🏈

Happiest Sunday SMiles
Green Scenes From The
Real Garden of Eden

It’s Turning More into
Monsoon Season Here

Far From Drought in
The West Pray All
Your Loved ones

Are Okay There

Nope No Shortage of
Green Giving Weather Here

SMiLes Dear Samreen Your Poems Are Always
A Treasure As They Take me Back to Places
So Worth Visiting in Life

For Surely i’ve Had

To Get Used to Some

Cuts And Bruises Along The
Way Yet With Enough Practice

What i Find is We Humans if We Just

Don’t Give Up Will Find A Way to Get Through

Truly With Our Basic Survival Instinct of Will

Even if Every Ounce of Hope and Love Seems

Lost Forever Now For There is Change A

Greatest Gift And This too Shall

Pass For Gratitude of

Heaven We Hold

Within Now to Give and Share Now

Caring Freely With All And Also Change For

All the Numb and Pain If We Just Keep Breathing

Putting One Word in Front of Another Word Next And

Foot Steps on the Beach Until We Leave Prints Again

Worth Loving

to Other
Souls Now

Enough Complete Whole

Again in Humanity’s Loving Way

SMiLes Dear Samreen It’s Very Sweet

That you Look Forward to my Comments

And True i Look Forward to Sharing Them

With You In Caring Ways of Human Soul Every

Bit As Much mY



Of Course

As it’s True in Some

Places of the World

My Words Flow


For Some

See No
Soul in my Words…

And That’s Okay i Learn
So Much From Folks Different than me too…
The Most Special Part of Life is Touching Someone Else’s Soul…

So Far Beyond it Will be For What Most Folks Perceive as Existence…

Of Course i Realize This as i Once Viewed Life One Way Back Through
An Opaque Window Glass Soul Nice to Be Set SoUL Free It is Dear FRiEnD..:)

True Accepting

All We Are Now

Pleasure or Pain

Numb Or All Colors

More iS A Way To At Least

Stay Afloat Dear Samreen WHere

We Are… Yet Flow oF All Seeks Sails

Catching Wind Waves All We SeeK NoW

Ocean All One And Same Whole Water

Low or High FLoWinG FRiEnDS With Gravity All

Tree oF Life

Or Lamps

Still To Come
Rainbows Indeed
Colors Penetrating All We aRe NoW..:)

Thanks For
All The Nature
Inspiration Doc😊

Well Deserved
Dear Savvy Indeed
Thank You My FRiEnD🙏

Meh, Don’t Get the Allure…

Just Looks Like A Picture of the Same Old
Dam Thing That Exists on That Street For Real Then;

Take A Picture…

It’S A Dam Site

Easier than Copying

What’s Already There…

i don’t Consider this Original Creative Art at All…

Nope; Basically Plagiarism And A Waste of time…

Yet See How this works; Some Folks Enjoy What

Hasn’t Been Seen Before; Some Stick More With Tradition

And Attempt to Order it And Actually Rule it, Control it too; Hitler

Just Proved

He Had

One of the

Necessary Ingredients

By Replicating The Tradition

Of What Already Exists on the Street;

Yet You See i Am 100 Percent Extroverted

And 100 Percent Open Minded; That Ain’t A
Common Trait on the ‘Wrong Planet’ For Sure

Or For Folks As Neurotic As Hitler Was at Core;

His All Out War Against the Fear of ‘Little Man DiSEase’ Within…

No Different Than Trump Really; The Fear Drives Everything That Dude Does

At Core Never Measuring

Up to the Painting

He Has In His Mind;

The Tradition of His

Big Daddy Trump Fred; Indeed,

i’ve Seen This DiSeASE All around the ‘Deep South’ So MUCH;

True, there WaS A ‘Deep South’ in Germany too; Everywhere in FAct;

Where Timid Souls Full of Fear of Never Being Enough Exist As far

As i can

See Hitler

Was Just Trying

to Exercise Control

Over What Already Exists
in This Painting in Small Pic View…

Yet Again Understand my Painting of Life is UNLIMITED…

i Surely Do Not Expect Anyone Else to ‘See’ As Much as i Do,

Even if they could…

And to be Honest

it Might not



A Gift At all…

Just Depends on

The Eye of the Beholder…

Gift or Curse; Grey, Pastels, or Black and White…

People Rise Above All Kind of Challenges in Life…

i Dare Say if i could overcome mine, Most Don’t Have to End up
Being a Mass-Murderer; of Course Most Do Overcome Enough Not to



of a Perfect
Evil Self-Constructed
Storm; Humans Aren’t

Just Weather; They Have
This thingy Called Relative Free Will too…

To Rise Above And Conquer Fear and Hate

With Hope and Love FOR REAL BABY; Hmm…

i’ve Had a Few Dark Thoughts in Life; Like the Whole

Dam UniVerse Going away As in the Darkness i Didn’t Have

What it took to End it on my own;

True, Ironically my Greatest

Failure oF all…

For my

ULTiMaTE Win Now
Just Heaven Within Baby, For Real…NoW…

There is No Excuse For Frigging Hitler Yet

Personal Weakness Then…

Am i Any Greater:


As i Wished

The Whole UNiVeRSE Away…

Blessed Be the DEvil Enough to Forgive All Other Devils…

Just Part of A One Way Ticket to Heaven Within Now Through REAL EXPERIENCE.

Bull CR8P; You Don’t Get Famous
Through Tradition of Connections alone…

You Get Famous (Truly Remembered) For the Longest Runs By
Originality in Creativity; Like Van Gogh And the Others Who Never

Had Social Status Connections While Living;

Yet Did it Different than

Everyone else Alive;

Are Their Connections
For some Yes; Yet the

Truly Timeless Works of

Art Were Done Most often

Totally Out of the Box of What is Done before..

HAhAha, i Spent 66 Months in my Underwear, Shut-in

in my Bedroom With a Synergy of 19 Life Threatening Disorders; From Before

That Mostly Chronically to Acutely Stressful for 11 Years, Work Related, including

The Worst Pain Known to Humankind From Wake to Sleep, Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia that No Drug Would Touch; Wanna Know How i became Noted

as Famous and Living Legend of Folk Dance in my Entire Metro Area within

A Year; i Just

Danced Not

Giving A Dam

What i looked like Every

Where i Went in Public

While My Wife Shopped

15,093 Miles Still Counting

NoW in 94 Months Strong;

Nope, No Matter Still Now

What Anyone Thinks of

me as that Dam Worst Pain

Known to Humankind Finally Went

Away AND ALL THE DAM ILLUSORY FEARS i ever had in life…

Do i have Proof; Yes Loads, and Loads, of Proof; A Viral Video

of 1300 Comments From the Metro Area Assessing me as Such…

Were All the Notes Nice; No, Views Vary in the General Public As Always too…

Yet Never

The Less,

i wasn’t like

‘Find the Pokemon

For A Few Months’ For

Almost 7 Years Now i Regularly

Have Folks Notify me, “Hey Man do you

Know how Dam Famous You Are”; as i always act

like i’m not Worried About What anyone thinks and

it’s true i am not

As i Ain’t Afraid Baby;

No Different Now at Age

61 Still Leg Pressing 1340

Pounds At Ease at the Military

Gym Still Making Women Smile all over

The World With Poetry Never Worrying About

What Word comes Next; Just A Treasure of Soul
Experience Expressing DarK Thru LiGhT For those

With Open Souls Enough to Entertain What They Haven’t seen Before…

As Noted As Such As i Continue to Document my Singing Free Global Poetry Experience too…

Hey Baby, i was

Noted as the

Weakest Fish

in the Aquarium

And Not Worthy of

Existing in School like

So Many Other Autistic Folks

On this Site; Did it Stop me from

Being Promoted to Athletic Director

And Financial Manager in Part of a Department

For the Military, No; As i really Didn’t Want the Job;

i Was Promoted to it For my Information Technology

And Financial Management Skills Earned on my Frigging own

As my 3 College Degrees had Nothing to Do With That Starting

Out Serving Shoes

At A Military


Center as i
Didn’t Have

The Social Reciprocal

Communication Skills to

Verbally Express my Knowledge then…

You Adapt; You Survive; You Thrive or You Do Not…

Most Humans Do Their Best And Do this For Real Best they Can and Will or Not…

i played by the Rules of Society

Enough to Become Financially

Independent at age 47;

That Came

With Much

Struggle yet

i Overcame Being

Assessed as the Weakest
Fish in The Aquarium; Could
i Have Become A Mass Murderer instead;

No, of Course Not, My Mother Raised me with

Freedom and Love; Honestly That is the Core of my

Success; Son oF A Loving Woman; Not All Folks Have my Advantage;

my Secret


Within Now;

A Mother

Who Never

Gave up on me..

The Father Part was

of no issue; Just had to Become that on my own…

Being Called Famous and Legend impresses me no

More Than Serving Out Shoes At A Bowling Center

With a Smile Shared; yet You See My Mother Showed me that was

Enough Whole



Yes So
Poor Then With

Love Just Enough

Whole Complete i am
that Same Child Just Escaping

From all the Humanly Created Ignorance…

Thing is With No Fear and All Love There Are

Practically No Limits as Love And No Fear in Freedom Is Always

Enough; And You Don’t Have to Waste Money to Buy it Like Trump
or Frigging try to Rule the World With A Soul Already Lost Long ago….

The Value of
A Loving


Frigging Priceless…

The Value of A Toxic Patriarchal
Father Leaving at 3; Equally Ultimate Loving Freedom…

If You Didn’t Have my Mother, i can’t expect You to Understand any of this of course..

i’ve Visited Many Autistic Communities; it’s a common issue indeed; So Few had Mothers Like mine..


Yet What i’ve
Observed And Duly Noted…

How Not to Make A Mass Murderer

As Even Science Shows At Core that

Plentiful Hugs from Mothers Breed Children

Who are Much Less Likely to Suffer From The Disease

of Addiction; The Similar Emptiness Within That is a

Vital Ingredient For All Kinds of Human Crime; Children

Ignored, Attached to Machines Instead of Loving Arms and Breast;

A Real Scientifically

Assessed Human

Problem still expanding

Or Shall We Note Levels

of Opiate Addictions today
And Generally Speaking Shuffling Frowns… in Straight lines;

Sidewalk Life; One of the Major Downfalls of “Human Colors”;

My Mother Let me pick out all my own clothes; Colorful indeed


my Natural


Out of the Drab
Brown Slacks and
Uniform White Polo Shirts i wore to

WorK in Hell

In An Office As The Bowling Center Was
Full of Colorful Smiles of Joy Just Another
Place of Heaven like Global Poetry With Angel Women Dancing too…

How to Not make a Mass-Murder; Mother Love Them With Hugs of Freedom

When Young;


Are they’ll

Escape even

Darkest Parts
oF iGnorance in ‘Church’
The Overall Monarchy of Control

With the God of Money at the Helm
of ‘Western Civilization’ indeed… for now at least…

Ah… A Visit From Charlie’s Angels my Dance Hall
FRiEnDS of 7 Years Now A Trio of Cortney, Chelsea,
And Maggie True Playing Their Roles From The

Original Show So Well Hehe…

The Dark Haired One More
Often the Spokes Person

For the Group Cortney

The Environmentalist

Loving Nature all

The Way As Work

Of Loving Nature Life Love

Anyway No Celebration of 8 Years
in Heaven Complete Without Their Visit
Back into my Dance Life There is One Kind

of Friendship

That Never

Ends the


Rarely Inhabiting

Words the Joy of Dance

The Ecstasy of Frolicking

For No Reason At All Yet Breath of Joy

Was Maggie Farrah Fawcett Well Yes the
Photos Suggest That’s True hehe and Chelsea
The Other Angel Who First Found me at Seville
Quarter Attempting to Tame the Wild Thing Dancing

She Found

Hehe Figuring

Out Where i came

From at Least With Smiles of Dance Enough
Back in 2014 As ‘Rabbit (Bugs Bunny Trickster)
Of Old Seville’ i Became With People Either Wanting to
Buy What i was on or Folks With Conspiracy Theories
Figuring Out Which Governmental Law Enforcement

Agency i Was Part of Undercover As What Other Middle Aged
Dude Actually Already With the Senior Discount Menu Age
At The “i-Hop” Will Be Dancing At Seville Quarter Not Even

Asking Women to Dance Just All Solo Yet It’s Hard for
Many Folks to Understand Some Folks Just Breathe For Joy…

In case You Wonder

How You Get to

Heaven on Earth Within

Eternally Now You Just Dance

And Sing Like Snoopy For No Reason at
All In Fact None of it has to make Sense at all

Do Understand That is actually How We Feel and Sense
Reality that is Real Not all the Abstract Constructs all
The List Making And Deadlines of Illusions We Co-Create

Unless We Rather

LiVE iN That Other Place Now…

The Place of Deadlines The Place
of Deadlines With Lines in Prison

From One Side of the Page to the Other So Damned Restricted…

Away From the Joy of Simple Spiraling Flow Like the Rest of

The Milky Way And So Much Farther Humans Lost

In Creation

Of Their


Devices Their

Tools As Small
As Words True or False too…

Good Morning Angels as the
Record Shows All Women Dear to me
Repeat That Again All Women Dear to
me Son of Woman too Already i Inscribe on my Living
Tombstone Now With this Living Breathing Soul Will Now Free


SPeaKinG At Least..:)

Ah Heaven Forbid Dear Mariana

A Woman Found As A Rose With

Parts of Her Petals Missing THorns

For All Exposed

To See FLoWeRS
Struggling Through

Desert Drought

Still Alive


Thriving As

Rains Come to
Refresh Scarcity Back
Into All the Colors of Love

Who Still Breathe Out of DarK my FRiEnD

More Often Women of Course Born More

FLoWeR Than THorN RiSinG HiGHeR

iN Colors of God (LoVE/LiGHT) From What
Ever Fall Perceived As DarK Before iN Fear And Hate…

“A lot of Something Out of Nothing…”

Oh What A Profane Book ‘That Bible’

Is; So Full Of Ignorance; My God There

Is No Test That Works For Virginity; A Hymen

May Be Left Intact after Sex or Be Missing With No Sex at all;

Women Still Suffer Horrible Deaths for this Ignorance in Other Countries;

Is God that Ignorant;

Responsible For that

Text That Stones Women

Tested Not Virgin; Yes God is that

Ignorant For that is Only Ignorant Men Who
Wrote that Text unless Nature is too Stupid to

Understand Nature

if the Nature of God

Is that Frigging Dumb;

That Book As Alan Watts Once

Said is a Very Dangerous Book As that

Religious, And Philosophical, And Yes Political
Scholar too Said it Was Worthy of Ceremonial Burning

At Easter, No Different than the Profane of the Revelation

Part of the Book That Presents A Torturing Unforgiving God Forever

Sending Folks to A Lake of Fire With No Possible Way to Get Out of Torture

Forever True

Just like the

Hymen Test For Virginity And
The Stoning; There Are People in
This World, Horrible People in this World

Who Still Used that Book to Justify Slavery and

Not Give Women A Write to Speak in Spiritual Matters
Or Voting Matters in the United States Until Just a Little over
Hundred Years ago and if Women Wanna Be Priests Now to Interpret

The New Testament More Like a Franciscan Friar ‘Richard Rohr’, Still A Priest
For the Catholic Church Who Sees Christ as Just A Metaphor For UniVersal Love

And Has enough Frigging Common Sense to Understand The Biblical Scholarly Work

That Shows How Inconsistent The Bible is Full of Ghost Authors And Scribes With Mistakes
And Intentional Changes Across the Centuries; Just A Bunch of Scripts pasted Together from

Different places Not

Much Different than

A Day of my Poetry

Gathered Up From Sources

of Muse All Around the World

Yet of Course i am One Person; just
one Person for Real Who Writes my Own
Personal Bible Now Close to 9.5 MiLLioN
Words After 95 Months on 7.18.2021 of Gaining Love Muse Hope
in Light; And Yes LieS in Dark Muse of Fear And Hate From Around

The Globe too…

Yet You See, No Longer is the World Illiterate As it once was except
for some Countries Like Pakistan; Yet Still Human Beings Have Freer Access

to Other Sources of Truth in light

And Lies in Dark And Guess What

They have Free Agency to Choose to

Metaphorically Burn That Bible Out of the

Nightmares And Potential Dreams too it has brought…

Sadly With Hope the Ignorance is Enough For Most Young Folks Today

To Drop the Book OFF As this Overall Evil it is; Yes, Put it in ‘Gehenna’ Where

Most of it still


in other

Words the Garbage Heap…

i Find a Few Jewels; Yet i’ve been
Enough of NOT a Fool From a Small Child

to Believe that the Portrait of the Long Haired

Dude Modeled After DaVinci; A Renaissance Dude

Hanging Over my Bed At 6 Years Old Was Any More Real

Than Santa Claus As A God Who Was Dam Sure Nicer as at least

if You Were Naughty As A Child You Missed out on A Gift And Weren’t

Sent to A Lake of Fire

Forever by a

God Who Loses

All Mercy All Forgiveness

And Isn’t Even as Nice As

Most Humans Except if they

Are the Coldest of Serial Killing

Psychopaths and even More EVIL than
that as Pscyhopathic Folks Don’t Get

To Torture Folks For Being Bad Children of
God Forever in the ‘Silence of the Lambs’ Transformed into Goats….

After Catholic Kindergarten Devil Class at 5 Years-Old They Showed

Pictures of the Old Devil Beast With A Forked Spear; i Dreamed

That Old Devil Beast Speared me Through the Throat; Yet

i had Enough Common Sense at 5 Years-Old to Understand

It was Just A Terrible Myth; Nothing More or Less Oh the

‘Sheldon Cooper

Intelligence’ hehe

at 5… i had only

Been Speaking a

Year; Yet let’s just

Say With Hyperlexia

i Was pretty Good at

Decoding Symbols

Even at that

Age and

Still Creating

Them now

As well;

Hehe, You
See i am Just

‘Singing to the Choir’

Here, There Are Very Few

Folks On the Wrong Planet Who

Believe in Such an Ignorant Story;

Yet As Research From Boston University

Once Found in this Same Political, Religious,
Philosophical Forum on the Wrong Planet only

26 Percent of the Folks Assessed Were Admitted Atheists;

And Many of the Folks Developed Their own Spiritual Ways of

Looking at Life; no Different than me and That very Intelligent

And Compassion Filled Dude, the Franciscan Priest Richard Rohr, Who

Managed to make

A God of Love

Real at Least

By Throwing Out

All the Chaff of that Horrible

Truly Overall Demonic Pagan Against

the Love of Nature Book; There are so many
Better Ways of Seeing Existential Intelligences and

The Younger Folks are leaving the Ignorance of the Past
Behind; Some Folks Just Can’t Seem to Let go of that truly Evil Tradition….

Obviously, For the Most Part, Closed Minded Folks Who Are Less Open to New ideas….

In this Case Sadly, It’s Like Being A Millstone At the Bottom of the Ocean of a Nicer Way of Love at the Surface




Yeah, A God

Who Doesn’t Torture

the Less than Goody Two Shoes Forever…

Yet i guess a Cool Horror Story Bro Still for some

On Bended Knee; Just wondering if they will eventually
be slaughtered; Not just once, yet forever; one day people
are gonna be amazed there was ever a book like that folks actually believed in…

That Day

Is Already Here…

Where Every one

Gets to Write Their Own ‘Book of Eli’…

And Do it too, if it pleases Their own Volition in Contemplating Creation Activity of Life…

‘Whitman’ Already Predicted it And The Form Folks Are Using Globally online is

‘Blogs’… ‘Bible Logs’…

And Indeed

They Are Starting

Very Young oh the

Beauty Of Love Freedom Still to Come…

In A Place Online Beyond Sun, And
Moon, And Stars; Beyond Space, Distance
Time, And Matter As the Spirit of Breath

LiveS on

Even After

Death As

Words Become
Living Souls… HeARTS SPiRiT Breath….

A Religion No Longer A Tribal Monarchy…
Onward Christians Soldiers No Longer Marching
to Kill…. Inflicting A Pandemic oF iGNorance… in Living Death…

Honestly, i Mostly Go to Church to Watch The Chaff Slowly Fall Away

i’ve Already Seen the Pain it Brings… How Close Homosexual Relatives

Whose Parents Where Convinced by Catholic Church That Their Behavior

Their Natural Way of Loving Was Evil How They Held A Gun Close to

Their Head As They Could’t Live With Those Closest to them

Not Accepting Their

Natural Existence

As Is… It’s True i Picture

That Still as i attend Church

Behind Shades As Surely Otherwise

my Eyes Would Burn A Hole in the Soul

of The Deacons Who Still Spewed Such Evil From the

Pulpit That at least i Was Successful Erasing From the Church
i Attended With an Email Just like this to the Priest Along with
Views That Dissed Single Mothers Not Worthy to Raise Children

As My Divorced

Mother Didn’t

Do Me Any

Toxic Patriarchy

Divorced Single Mother Favors

Raising me into the Ignorant Trump
Voter my Father Became Long Before

Trump Came onto the Scene Prejudiced

Against those Not ‘Chosen’ The Same Way he was in Ignorance…

Yet, Nah, i Couldn’t Convince the Church Leaders that Trump Wasn’t

Such a Good Replacement For the Little Brown Dude From the Middle East…

Yet i noted

All the Evil

As i Watched From
A Distance in the
Back Pew Still
Covered With SHades in ‘my Book’….

Now That Trump Has left the Room on the
‘Wrong Planet’ and the Nation, The Voices
of THAT Are Once Again Mostly in Hiding…

And There is at Least not as Much

Emboldened Ignorance coming

From the ‘Front of the Church’…

Oh the Minions And Their

Despicable Leaders So Damned Predictable….

If it isn’t Christianity, There Will Always Be

Another Form of CuLTuRE to Support That DarK Part of Human Nature…

Either in Broad Daylight or A ‘Bates Motel’ Somewhere in the Dark Distance…

Thing About the Folks Here on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Most of ’em Have already

Been Outcast

Enough from




To Speak Their Peace with no Fear..

i kinda like that; i don’t care if it’s Nice or Not…

And i Don’t Care if anyone Ever Says Anything to me..

i Am Still That Quiet Child Putting All the Pieces of the Puzzle together…

Other than that

Women From

Other Countries in Loving Ways of Life

Freer Give me MORE THAN Enough Attention hehe…

Even some From This Country the Good Old USA at Least

the Younger More Educated ones Out of ‘Biblical Gehenna’…

The Dudes

Not So Much…

i kinda have this
Gift Most Don’t when
it comes to Women: A Soul…

It’s Something A Person is Gardened with or not…

Toxic Patriarchy, Particularly in Old Stale Religious

Traditions, not so much… Sadly it’s a

Source of much “Incelitism”

And Women Increasingly Are
Becoming Unchained From

Their Cattle Breed… What’s Left

Over For Many of the Dudes; Yes,

A Religion of “Incelitism”…

Oh God There is

A Better Way, Hint:
“Love” And Yes More
Than ‘Getting Some’ Everyday…

Last Four Letter Word Hint of the Day: “Give”…

When Give Becomes Receive; Whole, Complete; Voila, All Is Enough Now…

Hehe, i Don’t Hate the Sinner;

Only The Ridiculous Ignorant

Nature of ‘the Book’; The Law

Of Putting Non-Virgins to Death

On ItS Own is Proof the Total

Book is Overall Bull CR8P;

Truly Not Worthy

of Trash

in my


Manure Would

Fertilize Truth Better…

And In Actuality Manure

Makes Beautiful Roses;

That Book; Just Dam Ignorance, Overall…

The More i Read it, the More i See Hell in Pages…

Of Course

By The

That Continue
to Be Motivated by
it; A 3 Year-Old Child
Relates God in A Non-Sensical
Dance And Song of Joy Infinitely
Greater Than Any Word or Page of that




All 9.4 MiLLioN Words

Of Mine NoW in my own
Bible Poem For the Last 94

Months too; How do i ‘KNoW’;

i am Still That Child of God Nature
Free With ZERO FEAR in LOVING Dance Song FREE

And Hehe, i Surely See No Offense in Any Bodily Pleasures…

Not The Kind of Child Who Enjoys Diapers Sitting in my own Stuff too…

Meh, Once i Write/Art

Something It’s No

Longer Worth ‘Reading’ to me…

Too Busy Dancing, Singing, Arting New to ‘Read’ the Past…

Key Is Keep Dancing Singing Different, “Don’t Look Back”…

Great Suggestion By the Old Band ‘Boston’ my FRiEnD; Yet
Of Course Some Folks Get Stuck in the Millstone of Tradition…




Still Now Before

They Most Become

Pawns of ‘the Game’

Do Play Free For Real Now…

A Solution is to Become Reborn
into Free Loving Fearless Play Now…

Meh; It Works For me, MaKinG
TiMeLess Heaven Within Real NoW..:)

Here’s a Little Story A True
one i Shared with A FRiEnD
From A More Loving Country
And Place of Intellect This Morning…

Just Sharing it Here for the Benefit Same…

Happy Peaceful Saturday
Been A Bit Haunted By A
Sad Neighbor i Crossed

Paths With on my
Daily Walks Head Always

Down i Could Sense She had
Been to A Horrible Place inside
i Once Struggled With so
Many Invisible Disabilities
Of Pain And Numb i Wanted

To Reach out And Touch Her
Darkness and Give Her All

my Light yet i respected Her
Solitude We Heard She Ended

Her Life With A Gun This Week
Leaving Her Husband And

Grandchild Behind And come
To Find Out She Was Interviewed

As A Long Hauler For COVID-19
In The “Psychiatric Times” About
Her Associated Psychological
Problems Published online A
Day Before She Ended Her

Life As She Suffered An Entire
Year i Feel so Fortunate for my
Loved ones To Be Vaccinated

Glad Yours Are too this is The
Second Person I’ve Heard of
Here that took their Life as
The Long Haul Issues Were
Truly That Bad Never Asked

You if you Lost Any Loved
Ones in India to The Disease

Seems Strange i Did Not From
There Yet Hopefully All Your
Loved Ones And Acquaintances

Spared Similar Fates🙏

SMiLes Dear Savvy Seems Peace
Originates From Balance in All Now

We Do At Best Making All Sacred
Leaving Profane Behind Outside

Of DarK

JusT A Little
Practice Of Life Never
Ending In Three Part
Harmony of Balancing
Peace Loving All That Is

Yes Most Definitely Yin
And Yang Centering Where

Basically Tao The Flow Becomes Faith

Air is my Breath
Ground is my Feet
Sky Is my Eyes

i am

Enough Whole
Dear Doc With SMiLes

Sand Goes With Bottom of Bare Feet
Enriching Our Soul With Soils of Free Earth

Bird Song Tunes Our Ears to Nature’s Music

Fur Climbs Trees

Still More Wings

Spiral Sun Shine

As We Soak Up

Happiness Indeed

All Around Our Home

We Become There is no

Separation The Whole UniVerse
in the Feeling And Sense of Nature True

SMiLes Dear Ava Hope You Continue to
Have A Wonderful Nature Summer Delight..:)

Obviously, What’s Missing in All Patriarchal Religions Is A Woman’s Touch;
Yep, Particularly in Christianity Too For Today i Found That A Famous Catholic YouTube Public
Relations Bishop My Age Has Less Emotional Intelligence Than A Young South African Woman at 17 Years Old…

He Held ‘Stiff’ To the Claim That The Value of Beauty is in the Object Instead of the Eye of the Beholder of the Beauty

As He Intimated That If A Person Doesn’t Like the Classical Literature And Other Art He Likes; If A Person Doesn’t

Appropriately in Appreciation of Language Give Credit to A Part of Nature Like A Waterfall More Than that it is

Pretty That They Are At Fault and Live in a Smaller World Than

Folks Who See


Value in The

Things of the World

And Ideas Beyond the Actual

Experience of The Feelings And Senses

Generating Within That Science Surely Shows

Now We Have the Potential in Autotelic Flow With

Plentiful Frission Along the Way With Bio-FeedBack of

Whatever Active Meditation That Brings The Feeling Sensing

State of Nirvana And Bliss As Commonly Described in Metaphor in

Other Countries

Outside of

His Views

And Any Person

With Any Appreciable

Amount of Emotional Intelligence

Will Surely Relate The Fact Now That

We All Experience Reality Differently Depending

on Nature and Nurture too Continuously Changing Now

Yet You See

If He Can Make

Believe There is Objective

Value in the World He Will Surely

Be Able to Fulfill His Objects of Value

to insure the Folks In the Congregation stay

Like Objective
Values of Sticks

And Carrots After

Death Like Heaven And

Hell Just Because Some old

Book of Revelation Speaks to

It Thousands Of Years Ago by

Ghost Authors and Innumerable

Scribe Copy Mistakes And Intentional Changes

Along the Way For Whoever Controls the Pen in Illiterate

Days Of Humankind Controlling The Changes of the Story

Yet to come or stay the same..

i Picture A Group of Old Dudes

In the “Hardee’s Breakfast Club”

(Older Bible Writers/Scribes)

Trying to Figure out What

Love Even is As Their

Big Daddy’s Told ’em Big

Boys Don’t Cry Big Boys Don’t

Cry and if they Smile too Much with

A Golden Heart of Love They are So-Called

‘Queer’ of Course Why the Enemies Who Don’t Convert

Again End up in the Lake of Fire Forevermore as Hey

Toxic Patriarchy Requires An Enemy to Naturally Destroy…


How Different

The Whole Damn

Still Rotting Show

Would Be if A Woman’s

Touch Was more a Part of the Whole Show…

This Much is Likely True, Love Would Be in the ‘House’ For Real…

Anyway in my 9.4 MiLLioN Word Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible

i Stick With

Women’s Input

Mostly And Let

‘Flying Mud’ Pass by…

You Know, All that ‘Gehenna Unreformed Grinch Stuff’…

i’ve Heard So Much C88P in my Life in ‘Trump Town USA’ Like

Single Mothers Aren’t Fit to Raise Children And If Children Can’t

Pick Up their Boot Straps to Fulfill the Protestant Work Ethic They Deserve

to Frigging Starve

Yeah, Representatives

of The Church Talking About

Their Own Damned Children

And Then Talk About the Sanctity

of Unbreathing Life While Breathing

Life Can Go To Hell Now If it Can’t Fulfill The Protestant Work-Ethic…

Yes, There Are Plenty of Resources to Go Around For A Culture of LoVE iN Deed…

Obviously, Always More Likely To Find that With A Woman’s Touch; Nature of the ‘Old CuLTuRaL Beast’…

The Greatly Self-Esteemed Bishop Barron Declares today That All Christians Baptized Have the
Gift of Prophecy even though His New Testament Disagrees as viewing it As Only A Gift
Some Gain And Use And Of Course the Jesus Dude Said A Prophet isn’t Accepted

In His Own Land

Of Course that

Applies to Her too..

Change Coming
With Many Faces
One Of My Names

Catholic Mass Reading From 7.11.2021

Reading 1, Amos 7:12-15

Amaziah, priest of Bethel, said to Amos,
“Off with you, visionary, flee to the land of Judah!
There earn your bread by prophesying,
but never again prophesy in Bethel;
for it is the king’s sanctuary and a royal temple.”
Amos answered Amaziah, “I was no prophet,
nor have I belonged to a company of prophets;
I was a shepherd and a dresser of sycamores.
The LORD took me from following the flock, and said to me,
Go, prophesy to my people Israel.”

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 85:9-10, 11-12, 13-14
9 His saving help is near for those who fear him, his glory will dwell in our land.

10 Faithful Love and Loyalty join together, Saving Justice and Peace embrace.

11 Loyalty will spring up from the earth, and Justice will lean down from heaven.

12 Yahweh will himself give prosperity, and our soil will yield its harvest.

13 Justice will walk before him, treading out a path.

Reading 2, Ephesians 1:3-14
3 Blessed be God the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with all the spiritual blessings of heaven in Christ.

4 Thus he chose us in Christ before the world was made to be holy and faultless before him in love,

5 marking us out for himself beforehand, to be adopted sons, through Jesus Christ. Such was his purpose and good pleasure,

6 to the praise of the glory of his grace, his free gift to us in the Beloved,

7 in whom, through his blood, we gain our freedom, the forgiveness of our sins. Such is the richness of the grace

8 which he has showered on us in all wisdom and insight.

9 He has let us know the mystery of his purpose, according to his good pleasure which he determined beforehand in Christ,

10 for him to act upon when the times had run their course: that he would bring everything together under Christ, as head, everything in the heavens and everything on earth.

11 And it is in him that we have received our heritage, marked out beforehand as we were, under the plan of the One who guides all things as he decides by his own will,

12 chosen to be, for the praise of his glory, the people who would put their hopes in Christ before he came.

13 Now you too, in him, have heard the message of the truth and the gospel of your salvation, and having put your trust in it you have been stamped with the seal of the Holy Spirit of the Promise,

14 who is the pledge of our inheritance, for the freedom of the people whom God has taken for his own, for the praise of his glory.

Gospel, Mark 6:7-13
7 Then he summoned the Twelve and began to send them out in pairs, giving them authority over unclean spirits.

8 And he instructed them to take nothing for the journey except a staff — no bread, no haversack, no coppers for their purses.

9 They were to wear sandals but, he added, ‘Don’t take a spare tunic.’

10 And he said to them, ‘If you enter a house anywhere, stay there until you leave the district.

11 And if any place does not welcome you and people refuse to listen to you, as you walk away shake off the dust under your feet as evidence to them.’

12 So they set off to proclaim repentance;

13 and they cast out many devils, and anointed many sick people with oil and cured them.





Oh Beauty of Kindness Coming
To Breath To Exist

Killing Time Dear
Savvy With Joy of
Dance Sing Free Just☺️
ForevernoW SMiles iNdeed

Used to Love Orange Now
It’s Demagogue Rot Hopes
In Jumpsuits Visiting Karma

Tears For Fears Then Still
Remembers Heaven in Hell
FoR Me So Much PerSpecter

SMiles Brian Been
Mostly Lost in India
As A Missionary
Of Free Verse


These Days

Rare A Visit Back
To dVerse Yet Not

Missing A Free Verse
Hello to Someone Who
Welcomes Creativity

With Squirrel Wings
Indeed It’s Not

So Much

The Road Kill
That Counts It’s

How We Love And
Live Life Free in


With No
Rules At All
Amazing How
The Magic of
Chaos Will


God into
A New Chapter

Of Breath To See

Nice to See You With
SMiles You’d

Be the

One to



The Squirrel
Road Kill That’s

Enough 🐿


My Wife And Sister
Move Frogs Off The
Road in The Monsoons
Of Florida

In Our



To Be
Moved With
SMiles Like
Those Who Have

Yet to Meet Princes




HeART Beats Continue 🐸

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane
It’s Clear to See in Your Painting
Your Dog Without Words Never

Rejects You

Perhaps if Humans
Have Fewer Words Less

Rejection Perhaps in Only
A Dance of Comfort More mY FRiEnD..:)

Mud PuddleS NoW
Reflections oF endless
Shimmer AS iNFiNiTy
DayS iN Asphalt
uP Mud
Worry AWaY
Cool Refreshing
PooL.. ReSort From DarK..🙂

SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD
Pain and Pleasure
War and Peace
Over Lays
Closely Related
Emotional And Sensory
Places of the Mind And
Body for Survive and Thrive..
ALWaYS Good to Remember
A Tribal Animal Inside to Never
Forget A Price Of Love and Free
iN War and Peace
As Passion’s
Wolf CaLLs

“It Would Be A Crime if Each
Day Did Not Fall In Love With
You ALL OVER Again In Unadulterated


Yeah That’s my
Favorite Kind of
LoVE RiSinG iN Love Rue

Just Admiring Someone’s
Soul FroM A Distance Pure
Never Once Ever to Imagine
Touching Them With Less Than Respect

A Love That Lasts For Ever For Anyone Who Sees
All of Nature As Gift Indeed Poetry Will Touch

A Soul

Like no

Other Touch
Just Amazing
i’m Glad i Found
Out in Life That Was Even
Possible So Innocent We Humans
May Return As Child EYeS AGAiN
Spring Green Skies With No End…

i Didn’t write The Lines Above They
Were Intended for A Story it Seems



For Real Now

At Least in A Poem my FRiEnD
It’s True Where ‘Perfect Love Still Breathes’
From Before When i Am Just A Child in A New World Now…

Indeed There is MaGiC iN Life iNCaNTaTioNS of SPiRiT Wind

Poetry Breathes

More Than Falling…

Innocence Returning to Stay…

Hehe Some Poems Inoculate ThiS Way..:)

Hehe Currently
Trying to Improve
On Your Latest


Dear Poetress Rue☺️

SMiles Dear Rue
Value Your Art
Respond in
Kind Of
Dances Sings
Free i See


In Creativity
my River is Free😊

When Phrases Like Social Justice Become
Pejoratives There’s Obviously Jealousy

That Humanity is Marching Toward

Equality of Value of Each

Human Soul

Of Label And

Rights To Self
Invent Authentically
As Human As Well

Annabel… The World Is Changing

There Are more Closed Minded And
Conservative Folks By Very Biological
Humanity and more Open Minded And
Liberal Folks By Human Nature True too…

It’s Harder For Closed Minded Folks To Accept
New Ideas And New Variations of Humankind True

For Them Social Justice May Mean Keeping All the
Same Not Allowing Different of Humanity to Travel Free

With Them in this World We Give Share Care Best Tolerating

And Accepting Differences of Each Other Best Yet Again Sadly

It is More Often Their More Closed Minded Nature to Discriminate

Against What They View As Change In Life

Social Justice As



A Synonym

In Fear of Change
And Differences in
Humanity True Now too…

Anyway We Create Laws to Make
A More Perfect Union in the United States

For Human Left to Their Own Natural Devices

In Big Heterogenous Populations Will Naturally

Come to Strife For The Haves And The Have Nots

Of Open Mind, Body, Spirit, Heart, of Souls Deeper
And Shallower my FRiEnD How Free Spiriting Folks Wing Up!…


Social Justice

Of Love For

All Human
Variances Still To Come…
Humans Are Far Beyond Balance
With the Rest of Nature The Karma

of That Negative Change is the Karma
Of What We Are Naturally Doing to Ourselves

As So Much Wrath is Ours to Sow and Reap in
Karma of What We Do or Do Not Do Now For Balance…

Basically Population Stresses Lead to Whatever Change that Comes For Balance
Other than That Hope You Are Enjoying School Productively in Success Dear FRiEnD With SMiLes…

i Am One of ‘Those

People’ Who See

Other Humans

As Wind of Spirit…

i See the Within Part First
Rest oF it Just Icing on the Human Cake

Coming in All Colors And Different Flavors of Course..:)

Always With
Faith You
Will Dear
Nice to Be
Breathing Now
Easy Seeing


In Windows

Of Souls in Ease😊

iNtuition iS ARTeverChanGinG
iNtuiTion CreaTes Anew Real NoW

‘The Absurdity of Christianity’ is Obvious
For All Yet One Person in ‘this Thread’ on the
‘Wrong Planet’; That’s A Pretty Good Record Indicative

Of Folks Who Have Been Brought up in ‘the Absurdity’
And Escaped too As True It Is also Easier to Do This if You

Aren’t in Church And Successful In Social Bonding With Other

Humans Gaining the Oxytocin Warmth that Science Shows is Most
Definitely Anxiety Reducing; Therefore Negative Stress Reducing; And

Overall Healing Preventative Maintenance For Developing Disorder And Disease
Associated With Negative Stress of Course As Social Stress For Social Animals

Does Instinctually
Mean Potential


For Being Outcast
For the Survival the
Village of Human Beings
Meant For So Very Many
Thousands of Years Before Technology
Assists Us to Live Much More Independently

At Home And Practically Isolated If We So Choose…

Hmm; Is that Good Religion; Well No, According to Science

A Worst Religion For A Human Being As Social Animal in Whole;

For We Lose Out on All The Benefits Of Communion of Love With Each

Other For One Day School Will End, and Work Will End, And Some of these

Folks of Retirement Age Like the Older Couple and Single Man of the Church

Crowd From a Different Protestant Church Sitting at the Table Next to Us at

The Chinese Restaurant Had a Whole Dinner Topic Conversation on The Horrible

Vaccinations And Hopes That the End the World is coming Any Day Now And Their

Savior is Gonna Take them to Heaven Without even Death and Destroy All Their Enemies

You Know,

The Pro Choice,
Transgender, and
the Rest of the Alphabet
Soup of Different of HumanKinD Now
For What They See Tiny Worlds NoW As
Prescribed By Their Religions Still Now;

Yet Again, How Tiny Is A World Behind
A Screen, Isolated in A Home With Never
Any Flesh and Blood Connection is That

Any Better Than Bound Together in Flesh and Blood
At A Chinese Restaurant Binding Over Conspiracy Theories;

That Indeed Now that The Delta Variant is in Town Killing Them Dead;

Never The less,

They Have

Hope in

Each Other And
The Warmth of Oxytocin
Shared over Shared Enemies

And Shared Heroes; One in Particular

Their Huuugest Sugar Placebo Pill Jesus

At Essence of What They Believe Along with

All the Voodoo Nocebo Conspiracy Theories Beliefs

Too That May Kill Them Dead Sooner Than Soon too…

Yet Again

How Absurd

Is it to Sit in

Front of A Screen

For Hours only Moving

Fingers No More than 2 Feet
Away From A Screen; Nah, Baby

That Religion is Every Bit As Absurd

And Even More Absurd Than Christianity;

Might Not Seem That Way As Long as One Has
Some Human Connection at Work or School Yet

If Ya Wanna Experience

More than Dopamine


And a Bit
of an Adrenaline
High of Winging Some
Kind of Online Self-Professed
Competition; The Oxytocin Healing
Warmth For those Who Are Even Still Capable

of taking Advantage of all the Benefits of the Human
Love Drug May Be Lost Somewhere in A Screen of Colors;

For It’s True, We Human Beings May Become Positively in Epigenetic
Way Wired For Healing Oxytocin Warm Or Negatively in Epigenetic Impact
Lose it too; For Whatever Sugar Pill Placebo or Voodoo Nocebo Effect Brings

Us to



Or So Dam

Cold And Empty Within…

Truly Desperate Not Able to
Use my Eyes and Ears in Effective
Use with the Worst Known Pain Then

To Humankind As Every Sense And Feeling

Hurt in Both Pain and Numb Constantly, Wake

To Sleep For 66 Months, About 33 Months in i Came

to this Screen as it was Too Painful to Connect in Any Other Way

in the Flesh and Blood World; it Didn’t Matter, if i Didn’t have much
to Say Before or Not As Just Eye Contact Was Often Enough With A Smile
For A Warm Human Connection Handing out Shoes At A Bowling Center
For Almost 2 decades Before Trapped Behind A Desk At Work in Administration,
Information Technology Support, And Financial Management Along With Supervision then…

Gradually The Warm Human Communion Went Away; They don’t tell you usually in School, or
Work, or Even Home or Church This is Possible if We Don’t Exercise this Flesh and Blood Human
Connection Well; My Only Option Was to Bring Organic Feelings to my Words; More Than Likely

A Core Reason

Many Folks

Are Challenged

In Epigenetic Way

To Develop A Way of
Communication This Way
in Warmth Coming Out of
The Empty And Dark Within…

My Shell on the Beach Became
Essence in Words Living Again…

No Doubt Some of the Better Poetry,
The Loving Kind, in the Old Bible was
Mused by DarK This Way into LiGHT As

Well; Yet All the Other Personality Variations
Come into Play As Breathing Through All the Words
of the Ghost Authors And Scribes Who Actually Brought
The Words to Print; For Those Older People Sitting Next to Us

At The Chinese


Truly it Was

Their Only Hope

Together in Communion

To Keep Moving On Alive…

It’s Like the ‘Lord of The Rings’;
That Song By The Great Rock and
Roll Band ‘Styx’ ; It Doesn’t Matter So

Much What the Story Dances And Sings in Form
As Long As There Is Still Hope Enough Inspiration

To Breathe

For in this Case

For Those 3 Elder

Folks Next to me and
‘Eve’ in the Chinese Restaurant;

That’s All They Had For Hope Together in Their
Life; “Lord of the Rings” Comes in Many Human
Clothes And Tools of CuLTuRE Through Words
And Statues of Old Venerated Heroes And Even Villains Same;

Never the Less,

It Is the Feelings

The Stories Bring

That Bond And Bind

Humans Together For

Hope To Keep Going on that
Count Most For Many Folks;

Could it Be Better,

Yes; No Way

i Could


For Something

As Shallow And Untrue;

Never the less, the Emotions, The
Feelings, And The Senses Are Defined
in Secular Terms of Words Like Autotelic
Flow and Frission By Science; The Essence

of the Human Experience, Never the Less is Similar..

Like What ‘Sam Harris’ Admits Will Be Found Similar
in A Gospel Singing, And A Rock Concert, Depending

on CuLTuRaL And Religious View Different Yet Essence Similar too…

Most of the Songs of the Catholic Church i Enjoy Singing Are Written

By Jesuit Priests Who Often Bypass The Dogma of All the Church; And It’s
Obvious Some folks

Singing the

Songs Are

Being lifted

Up in Flow Ascending
Transcending in Transient
Hypo-Frontality As They Experience
Frission lifting Their Arms to the Ceiling
In A Kind of ‘Kundalini Experience’ Same of

Just letting Go

of Repressing

All Their


Letting Go of All
Their Fears That
Are Illusory For At
Least A Few Moments
Truly Feeling Sensing
What Science Agrees is

The Sacred and Holy in Life
At Essence of Feeling and Sensing Life DiVine
At Peaks And Plateau Experiences of Meditative Autotelic Flow in Life;

Problem is Of Course, When Closed Minds Vault Someone Villain Like Trump
to the Top, Just Focusing on a Few Wedge Issues of Politics; Yet You See This Bonding
And Binding over DarK or LiGHt Same Leads to Group Think and Effort too as ‘Caesar’

Said in the

Newer Planet

of the Apes Movies,
“Apes Stronger Together”;

Yep, The Mostly Hairless, And
Particularly Elder Human Apes Come

Out Together And Vote in Unison Most From Church…

Meanwhile, Some Folks Behind Screens Decide With Their
Own Ideologies That Voting is A Waste of Their Time; So, Whose

Religion Works

Best; the Religion

Of the Few or the

Many; WeLL iT DepEnds

On What One is Attempting to
Achieve in Life; i for one Take Both
Freedom of Mind And Body In Balance
And Freedom of HeART, SPiRiT, SoUL
Very Seriously As A Great Work of Art In Life…

i Worked Very Hard to Adjust to my Functional
Disabilities, to Create Words That At Least in Some
Countries, Women Will See As A Deepest Soul They’ve
Ever met; Hmm, True, Links Upon Demand For Proof, hAha…

It’s Not Everyone’s
Cup of Tea; Yet the

Meditative Warm Autotelic
Flow i Find Through Free
Verse Poetry Then Free Verse
Dance For HeART, SPiRiT SoUL

Maintenance in Regulating Emotions
And Integrating Senses, Took A Total Synergy
Of 19 Life Threatening Disorders Away; Enough

For Life

To Feel and

Sense Like Heaven

Within Almost Always Now…

We Do What Works, We Survive
And Thrive At Best; For That Old Couple

And the Elder Man Who Was Brave Enough to
Admit he Got the Vaccination Cause he Wanted
to Live, Amongst The Other Two Who Were So Sure
All the Conspiracy Theories About Vaccinations are Correct;

No Matter What,

Church Was What

Kept Their Warmth

Alive No Matter That
Sizable Disagreement of
Nearer Sighted and Farther Sighted
Human Freedom And Safety Vision…

The Common Definition For What Bonds
Human Beings For Safety And Loving Freedoms
Is Religion; Some oF iT Works Better; Go Figure the Human


Still Slowly

Progressing Outside

Of “Plato’s Cave” Still Now…

Meh, i Just Change All the Words
in Church i Hear to Love And That’s
Enough Whole Complete For me at Least…

Still Though, Never the Less, Ignorance Does
Harm, Rape, Maim, And Kill; And Education
A Pill That Works too in All Arenas Existence Now True..:)

Oh Beauty of Kindness Coming To Breath To Exist As LoVE NoW OR

“What I CAN answer is this: It is NEVER moral to disobey God.”

Smiles my FRiEnD, Drink The ‘Kool Aid’ Much…

As An Educated Man, i Find it Amusing to Find
An Entire Congregation of Folks Behind A Man

Raising A Book to the Sky

Worshipping An Old

Book of Free Verse

Poetry And Prose As Rarified

Abstract Constructed Script

in Old New Testament Way

too of Greek Writing Roman

Ghost Authors As If The Words Are

Written By Some God instead of Just Thousands

Of Years Old Words By Some Folks With A Pen When

Almost No One Else had the Ability to Script Down Words on Page…

HAHAhA, And Here Where Are

Ever Since The Year ‘313 AD’;

People Still Following Rules of the

Old ‘Roman Established Catholic Empire’ Then…

Similar Organization Still Protecting Pedophiles…

This Makes You Constantine’s Subject Still
Now in A Way; Indeed As You Still Fall Down

On Bended Knee And Drink the ‘Kool-Aid’

Same As The Folks Who ‘He’ Ruled Back then…

You Even Come to Believe in an All Loving Forgiving

Merciful God Who Loves Enemies Same As FRiEnD And

God As Himself Tossing Humanity He Creates Who Don’t Follow His

Rules into a Lake

of Fire

To Burn


Hey, This Makes

‘Jim Jones’ Look Like

More Than A Saint Than

‘Constantine’, Yet it Ain’t Sayin’ Much…

Again A Child Dancing With Non-Sensical

Singing With no Lessons in Free Joy Like me Reflects A

Much Greater God Than One So Weak it Tortures What it

Creates Forever As IT JusT Ain’t Man Enough to be Love Yet…

And Damn Sure Not Any God Worth Believing in That Weak And Narcissistic…

This is the Crux of the

Issue; Weak



Love Who Create

This HE MAN God of Torturing

His Creation Himself Forever Facepalm Forest Thick…

As A Psychologist/Sociologist/Anthropologist

Yes All My Lettered Degrees And More Now

It’s Easy to See where this comes from indeed…

Particularly, Since I’ve Been THere Done It Too…

And Also Stays in All ‘Deep South Ways oF iGNorance’ Globe Wide…

There is A Kinder Gentler Way American Indians Dancing Singing

Almost Naked


In An Old

or New ‘Rave’

So Free As So

Many other Ways

of Naked Loving Fearless Freedom too..

Where It’s NOT Necessary To Name God What You

Are As Loving Fearless Freedom Where You Don’t

Even Have To become A Billionaire And Fly into Space

to Realize

It Was

All Along

And Worth Staying

Now Appreciating Living Fearless
Love And Taking Care oF All oF IT Now…

Meanwhile, Other Folks Dream of ‘Hot And Cold Rocks After Death’
As Their Preferred Destination of Living; There is a Greater World Now

For those

Who Come

to Actually

See WHeRE They are
Now Yet of Course IF They ARE LOVE NoW…

SMiLes my FRiEnD, THere Are Not Enough Words
iN Entire Existence For me to BeLieVE in Fool’s God…

Or Obey

A Worst
Entity Than

‘Jim Jones’ As Letters in
An Old Dusty Frigging Antiquated Book…

Love Never Requires Worship; Love Always

Forgives No Exception When Giving Real…

i Surely Cannot

Will NOT Worship A

God Lesser than me…

And i Don’t Even Rise

to the Level of Below A Grain of Sand Free…

In Other Words, i am Both Below and Above
Within, Inside, Outside And All Around No Separation Baby…

i have

no Need

to Worship me…

or Send Myself to Hell Either…

Again, At Least This is Indeed
A Much Nicer Staycation For Real Now…

Sadly, Wishing More Folks Have What
it takes to Visit, including You of Course too..

Meh, Perhaps With A Few more Decades You Will
Build A Field of Dreams And ‘He’ As You Will Come too…

As i surely
Had Little

To No Clue when

i Was Your Age Now…

Hell, Hadn’t Even Visited

Hell Yet For Real Either…

Give it Some ‘Time’, Perhaps
One Day You Will Kill Time
Too And BREaTHE LoVE Free

Or Perhaps me And ‘Eve’ Will

See You too in the ‘Chinese Restaurant Next Table

Over’ Talking About The ‘End of Heaven on Earth’…

Chances Are We Will Still Look Young As We Do Now…



Love Works…

Within At Least…

Yawn We Are The

Version of ‘Adam And

Eve’ Who Are Neither Afraid

of Not Eating The Apple And Eating it too…

For You See, i At Least Understand my Own
Deeper Metaphors of (GoD) Love… Don’t

Be Afraid

If You

Will Write

Your Own Chapter

Of Heaven On EartH…

Better Yet Just Do It Now…

It’s Too Damned Easy to Drown in
Old Cook Books That Promise to Serve Human…


“Some Days You

Eat The Bar;

Some Days It
Does The Other Thing”

-‘The Dude’

“Blondie’s ‘Rapture’”…

‘That Part of the Old Bible is True’;

Most often i am an


To Folks

Where i Come From;

As Already Proven

Day in Day Out,

Not in Other Countries

Where Souls Wing Free…

Rarely in my Homeland True…

Tradition Excludes A Next Chapter

Of Humanity; Always Will For Those

With Closed Minds to Newer Ways of Seeing Loving Life..

Coming Out of Plato’s Cave, The Metaphors are indeed Innumerable

And To Be Clear i Am No Christian Out of A Book I am; Just i Am Now…

Or Do You Even


What The

Older Bible Metaphors…

Truly Most So-Called

Christians Ain’t Got A Clue…

Simply For the Science Assessed
Fact, Many Are Born And Bred With Closed Minds…

No Different Really Than Color Blind Or Mind Blind too…

For You See They Have no Way yet to ‘See’… Perhaps They Still Will…

In This Case


Is Their

Greatest God iNDeed…

Other than that Reality
Ain’t Fair, Obviously
The Record ‘HeaR’ Speaks This Clear…

Yet Perhaps For only me to See; Yet Not Other Places For Real…
Again As the Record in Evidence Irrefutably Shows As Well; Oh the Evidence

A New


of Bible Writing Indeed…

Sorting Goats From Sheep

As ‘They Say’…


True i’ve Been

Named G.O.A.T. too As The Record Still Speaks…

Yet Just For A Free Dance With No Words At All; Hehe…

Side Note; Most of my Ministry is in The Form of Dance…


FoR ‘Me’ HeHe..

Or A Leaf on A Tree
Either RiSinG Green
Or Falling Brown Feeding

Fertilizing New Soils For
Living Newer Chapter Soul Trees…

Dude, If You Are Going to Write Something
That Takes Folks A Thousand Years to Understand

iT Ain’t


Be Twitter
Size or Depth
And That’s For Damned Sure True Now

As Even The Old Bible Still Speaks This Truth…

And Every Line of Poetry Ever Written As Free Verse…

It’s A Lesson For You To Create Your Own Chapter of Life…

Sadly Folks Get Stuck in the Lives of Other ‘Poems’ And Stagnate…

Just Another

Day at

‘The Chinese
Restaurant’… Yawn…

With All Due Respect
to Your Valuable Logical
Mind; There Are ‘Un-limiting’
Evolving Newer Dimensions Always to Create;
Not All Will Travel to Create; Yet Some Still Will And Do…

Yes, The Harming, Raping, Maiming, Violent
Killing Ignorant Parts of the Quran And Bible Similar; Yet,

What i Took Most From ‘the Video’ Now Of

Folks Getting Read Those Parts of the Bible
Covered By The Quran For Reactions Same

Is As Demographics Studies Already Show

The Younger Generations See Greater

Overall, All the Way Through


And Dead Church

And Religion; Either It’s

Gonna Change or Go Away…

There’s A New Kid in Town; Freedom of Information

Trumping All Ignorance As Young People Are Seeing Life Differently…

We Can No Longer Compare
What Has Happened in
The Past to The


The Variables

Are Very Different

Now; More Different Than

Any Place in HiSToRY Before

As True We Are Getting HeRSToRY Now True too…

And Every Other View of Existence Still Imaginable;

Yet Guess What As Science Shows Social Cooperation

And Truly Love is All That Has Brought Us Here Overall, So Far…

That Much

We Share

And That Much

i Find As A Participant

Anthropology Observer

Who Gives And Shares Free

Verse Poetry With Folks Around

The Entire Globe A Religion of Love

Real When Core of Humanity Kind Now Still Real…

Yes, Of Course Among the Younger Female Generations Most…

That Stands To Reason/Feeling As Naturally Women Are More

Loving Nurturing



Study of Course…

And They No Longer Are

As Trapped Out of Freedom (Schooling/

Working) Of Information And Communication too..:)

For Close to The Same Reason

Folks Believe in An All Loving Merciful

Forgiving God Who Tortures

Folks Forever;



Support Similar

Church Politicians

Hmm, Now Who Could

Be An Example of the Personification

oF An Old Testament And New Testament

God Firing Folks Forever; True, Trump Didn’t Even

Have That Much Evil So Called Murdering Authority…

Not Even on 5th Avenue in Terms of Pandemic Deaths…

So it’s Clear

Some Folks


in Practical

Evil For All

Basic Means and

Purposes of Life and

True Misery Tends to Love

Company as Much as Joy too…

SMiLes; Have A Nice Day From Just

Another Well Adjusted ELiTisT RicHHaPPY DemocraT Hehe…

Not That i Fit in Any Categories; Yet It’s a No Soul Brainer
to Vote that Way for Those Who Enjoy Freedom of LoVE NoW…

It’s Made So Many Republicans Butthurt to See me Happy For No

Reason Where i Live… Just MaKinG No Money At All Dancing the
Day And Night Away in Stores Not Buying A Dam Thing (Wife Takes
Care of All That


Yet at

Least i

Show ’em

A Way to Do



NAH… TOO many Boats, And Campers
And Four Wheel Drives And Guns And

Spouses And Sets of Children Divorced

As They Never Learned Much Emotional Intelligence

to Navigate




The Church
Republican Lies…

Without ‘The Church’
That Way is Gonna Go away…

Will the Similar Replace it; Yes, As
LonG As Misery Loves Company SouL SHallow NoW iT WiLL…

Yeah, One of my Friends is One of ‘Those
Highly Skilled Well Paid Indian Immigrants

Of Canada’ too; Yet Ya See,

She Was Willing to Do What
It Takes; Not Likely Many Folks

Who Come From ‘First World Countries’

Will Be Motivated Enough to Do What it FULLY Takes…

Like All the Roofs That Would Never Get Put on in Florida
After A Hurricane, if Not For Mexican Roofer Immigrants at

The Other End of the Pay Scale; Yet Never the Less, The Same

Level of Determination to Do whatever it takes to Eventually Enjoy Freedom…

Some of these Folks Give Up Literally Decades of Their Life to Make it Happen…

Do i have What it takes…

Hell no; No Dam
Ambition to

Make Money At

All; Folks Practically

Had to Hold a Gun to

My Head to Become

Financially Independent,

‘Forcing’ Promotions on me Using The
Skills i Had As What they Described
As A Valuable Human Commodity;

Never the Less, Financially Independent

By 47; My FRiEnD All 5 Feet 3 at 29; Probably Sooner than Soon..

As She Doesn’t Live Her Life in A Mad Rush to Buy to Become Someone either…

When Someone Works For the Sake of Freedom Over Money And Buying ‘STUFF’;

The Stakes Are Totally


And Naturally

The Effective
Results As Well…

Not that i Didn’t Work
Hard; Just Wanted to Enjoy
School And Work And Do what

i Wanted to Do; And Yes, i Did Except

For the Last 11 Years of Work; Yet About 33 Years of Overall Play Before

Then… And Now 8 Years of Just Total Freedom to Be And Do Whatever the

Heaven and Hell

i Wanna Do Free…




Was it Easy
for 17 Years oF It;
No, it was 11 Years

of Purgatory and

66 Months of Hell

And A Few Years

In Between of

Before too;

Yet Hey, Cicada’s

Go Into Hibernation Below too…

Meh, Eventually Caterpillars Sprout Wings too…

We aRe Sort of Related Ya know, At Least Metaphorically For SHow…

True And THere is No Way to Loving Reconcile

One God Who Is All Merciful, All Forgiving,
Love Enemies, Turns the Other

Cheek As God And Self Same Who

Turns Around Both in Revelation And

Matthew And Burns Folks

Forever For

Not Complying

With Rules That Are Given;

That’s “TRumP MeMe” Through and
Through With Imaginary Authority

That only A Real Fool Could Believe

in Who Actually Believes in the Other

Merciful, All Forgiving So-Called Man God…

Just Another Common Used Car Lemon;

A Sucker



Day Sadly

To Take the

Bait No Matter Sink or Swim Now…

Saddest Part oF all, Is some Folks Look

Forward To Their After Dirt Nap Reward

And Never Even Find Heaven Within on Earth Now…

Science Proves ‘This Place’ Exists in Terms of Autotelic

Flow and Frission That Takes A Great Work of Life Always

Now Open Minded; Never the Less So Much More Real Than A Place After

A Dirt Nap


An Old Ghost Author(s)/Scribe(s) Antiquated

Poem of Non-Sense Verse Suggests It Exists…

Perhaps It Will Be Assessed As Art; Never the

Less, Now is All That Truly Exists… People Co-Create

Their Own Heaven And Hell And Purgatory on Earth And Sadly

Never Even Touch Who They Are For Real This Breath in Flow Fully Now…



Way Whole

With Existence Now is Real…

Fearless Free oF ALL iLLuSoRY Fears…

Hehe, Just in Case ‘Someone’ Here Says
See If You Will Come up With A Better Way…

Jesus F

iN Christ


Ease WiTH SMiLes

Try KiNDNeSS For A Beginner, HAha…

Of Course Always Pursuing Greater Human Potential

In Change too; Oh That Damn Old Book At the Bottom

of the Ocean Still Now of Human Potential Still Coming…

i Surely See no ‘Last Page’ For me Breathing at Least in my ‘Bible Play’..;)

All My Pleasure
Assisting in Whatever
Way i Can And Will Dear


Thank You
Dear FRiEnD
With Warm Kindness😊

Action Enough NoW WitH
SMiLes Dear Savvy For ALL..🙂

SMiles Susie My Wife’s
Elder FRiEnD With
Health Issues
Suffering Now
With COVID-19
With Both Vaccinations

She Apparently
Caught It At The
only Place She Visited

A Crowded Church
Where i Live only
36 Percent Are



Sadly As Usual
The Most Vulnerable
Including Children



Both In
State And
Church There’s
Really No Difference
In Selfish Economic



“Trumps” Sanctity

Of Breathing Life

Where The Honor
System of The
Vaccination of Love


Act Is
None As Only



In Suits
And Robes Rule…

Love Is A Greater God Way..

As The Virus Didn’t

Kill My
Frail Sick FRiEnD

She got The Vaccination

For Respect of Her Breath

She Survives Not All Will

Do What Love Does
For Everyone

Give A
More Than Selfish…

KiNDNeSS Rules Best👏

SMiles Dear
Cherie KinDNeSS
Way For All Existence Kin☺️

Love the
Tour With Style😊

SMiLes Dear Doc Real MaGiC Is Finding

So Many Folks Writing About KinDNeSS

On The Same Day on Word Press

When it is No


JusT ReaLiTY WiTH SMiLes Now

No God Yet LoVE NoW FoR ReaL

Isn’t This Miracle of Breath Now Enough

Verily True When Kindness And Love Flavors All We Do…

For It’s True All That You’ve Said in This Post i’ve Already Sung Today…

At Best

i Dance
And Sing
This HumaNKinD Always Now

Hehe A Great Thing to Remember
As i Am Currently on Hold With A Lowe’s
Department Store Representative Who

Has Failed to Re-install Our Defective
Door More Times Than i Can Count on One Hand…

Hehe… KindNeSS A Treasure Yet Not Always Easy

To Do Like All Those Spam Call Folks Who Wanna Sell me

A New Used Car Warranty For my 7 Year-Old Honda Civic

That’s Never Ever Had A Single Problem As Just Now The Lowe’s

Customer Service Lady Connected me to the Installers and the Phone Went Dead

Oh the Patience
of ‘Job’ Such

A Gift i Have hehe..

Growling A Bit Yet Still SMiLing Now…

Moral oF A STory ‘Honda’ is Trustworthy at least… so far…

i Refused to Go With ‘Mazda’ As Originally ‘It’ Was A Name of A God to Worship…

Anyway i Am On Hold Again Corporate Purgatory So Glad i Don’t Work For That

‘God’ Either…

or Where

i Originally

Came From
Government Issue of Course…

Anyway Sweet Success Finally

We Have An Installation Date in August hehe
Just 3 Months After We Purchased the Door hehe
And One Try So far to Put it in Correctly As Defective…

Uh Oh, We Are Also Waiting on a New Huge Window Install From ‘Window World’…

No Telling What Will Come Next Yet This Is Life in the Big City in the Country (Eden) too…

You Probably Don’t Have These Problems in Mexico Roofers Diligently Working Here…

i Always Tell People ‘Your Book Says’ You Are Going to Hell if You Don’t Vote For Free
Healthcare; Cause it Really Does; Beware Loyal Unkind Sheep Indeed Falling Lower…

to Goat

Such a
Sure Footed
Animal Like me hehe..
Just Furry Free Pan
Loving THE EnTire FoRest of Course…


And Night..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair

KinDNeSS Seems to

Say It All For Me A UNiVersaL

Word of Kin For All A Best Relative

To Human Love That Breathes And Bleeds For

All In All Sacrifices Love makes to Keep This Human

KinD ReaL


Of What We

Are Deepest as

Social Mammals

Nurturing LoVE iNDeeD

Every Day Every Now At Best mY FRiEnD
This Living Tree These Branches Leaves
Roots Vine DiViNE This LoVE For All We




Freely Caring Now
This Lamp Lit Up
Zero Fears JusT
SMiLes mY FRiEnD NoW..:)

“He” Surely Wasn’t
“The Painting” That
Leonardo DaVinci
Portrayed Then in

“The Last Supper”
Reflecting Leonardo’s

Odd Style of
Beard And Long
Hair For A Man

In His Eccentric
Renaissance Style of Life

Question Is Would You
Welcome A Five Foot One
Or So 106 Pound Small

Syrian Looking

Brown Dude

With Shortly Cropped
Hair With No Money

In His Pockets

Dirty Sandal

Feet Walking
Long Dusty



Off the
Kindness of

Others No Different
Than A Homeless Man

Giving Sharing Love Free

On the Street Illiterate Now
Then Speaking An Aramaic


That Would
Make No Sense to

You Now Question is
Would You Feed And

Clothe And Champion

Laws to Give Health Care

To This Mexican Roofer

Willing to Still



On Tops of Your

Homes Would You
Even Welcome me

In Your Home As
After All “The Story”



The Same
As He Came
First As Last

It’s True

In Youth

i Looked
More Like the
Painting Than

The “Real Man

Jesus” Never

The Less Human
Kind At Essence ReturnS AGAiN

i Wager No Different Than
The First Go Around You



Me Now

Do You Understand

Why You Will Likely Never

“See” His” Return “Blind” Do…



In Essence

Of KinDNeSS NoW…

And “Deaf” As Well…

And “Dumb” As

Well When Love


Love Still
Human KiND NoW

And Yes This so-called
Christian Dude Giving A
Sermon on Who Jesus Is Deleted
me Moments Later AS SAdly Expected…

(Guess What i Still Exist He Took NoTHiNG OF LoVE AWaY
Plus Copy And Paste is ‘Fool-Proof’ These Days HAha…)

It’s Part of HiSToRY Yet Not Nearly As Much HeRSToRY

No WondeR A REaL Story of ‘Jesus’ is More About “Mary’s….”

SMiles Dear


FLaME Remaining
WHeRE Heroes Need


One Word
Becoming Do

All Now😊🔥

SMiles Dear Samreen
Can’t See Any Virtue
Greater Than Kindness

From What i
See Samreen

Defines This Virtue
No Greater Gift Is Receive


Give of
Kindness Indeed
Stay Blessed in


my FRiEnD🙌☺️🤗

All My Pleasure
Hemalatha Thanks
So Much For Inspiring😊

May Sublime Beauty
Of Nature Carry You
Becoming Your Work Week

Keeping Numbers

Straight Letting
Your Ink Flow



Loving All
Your Rainbow Wings 🌈

Oh Beauty of Kindness
Coming To Breath To Exist As LoVE NoW




Poetics From Soul Indeed
God Beyond
All Names

Ya Sure Can’t Digest Money; Yet
Ya Sure Will Live For Money…

Rich Wanna Be Dad,

Poor Mom;

Poor Soul,

Much Larger Soul;

What’s the Difference;

My Mother Totally Satisfied Whole Complete

Enough Living on 500 Dollars A Month Social
Security Pay Refusing Even the Supplemental
Part She Was ‘Entitled’ Too As Well; My Father on

The Other Hand, Who Didn’t Cash in His Retirement
At Age 49, To Finish His College Degree, Like my Mother Who
Got Tired of Editing for the Government Wanting to Move into Social

Work That She Did the Years Before Social Security Age Enough at 500 Dollar A Month…

Yes, on the Other Hand, my Father Who Left When i Was 3, to Find A Woman to Make Money
More than Raising Children, Retiring At Full Social Security Pay and 46 Years of A Law Enforcement
Career, Once Longest Serving Deputy Sheriff in Florida at Age 69; Spending His Last Years of Life; All
81 And Some Months, Buying Weekly 500 Dollars Worth of Lottery Tickets As He Could Never Make Enough

Money to
Get Rich

Like His Half

Jewish Brother

(My Father’s Father
A Rather Famous
Infamous Irish
X-Catholic Priest;
Who Left His Family too)

Whose Jewish Father Was

Also A Cop Like My Father’s

Identical Twin Brother Yet He (My Father’s Twin)
Then Married into Money Quick, Home All Paid Off…

He Got to Do Basically What he Wanted to Do Self-Employed

too as My Half Jewish Uncle Got to get Rich Off Selling Vacuum
Cleaners, Buying A Fabulous View Home on the Emerald Gulf Coast Shalimar Bay Pointe…

True About As Close As Ya Get to the French Riviera in the PanHandle of Florida; All Emerald Green Waves

Of Peaceful Water And Overgrown Beach With Condo’s Taking the Breath of Nature Farther And Farther Away…

Yep ‘Rich Dad’ Wanna

Be And Poor Mamma Who

Only Cared About Loving Others…

Particularly Her Children And ‘the Church’ of Course…

True, Her Love Much More Restricted than Mine for Others
Of Course As Those Walls Exclude So Many Others Different For Sure…

Anyway, Money Will Buy Ya Financial Independence; i Surely Bought that
For me By Basically Forgoing A Consumer Based American Dream As i Wasn’t
Gonna Be a Slave to Someone Else’s Life Play In Corporate or Government Story my Entire


Life For Sure…

So My Green Dollar

Bill Flavored Rich Dad Wanna Be
So Terrified When i fell Ill in Mid-Life
(Thinking i Might Ask Him For Help then)
Almost Dropped Dead Then on the Phone

When i Informed Him After Keeping One Wife,
One Home, Same Cars for 15 Years or So And Not all

The Homes and Four Marriages He Did Mostly As Apartments

For Decades too; even Married to the Same Woman Twice too;

As There is a Certain Value in Emotional Intelligence of Love Still Now

(Yes, at 28 Years Younger, ‘Foolish Poor Start Son’ After 3 College Degrees, Saved 6 Times

More Than Rich Dad Wannabe) For others Unconditionally Expressing that too Priceless Indeed;

All the Colors of
Love to Give
And Share
Free Caring Unconditionally;

And True; Yet i Went Quiet
too Much of my Government
Career of Working With Computers
And Things Toward The End Away from

People too… My Mother Always Said Happiness comes

From Within; She Was 100 Percent Correct; It takes Very Little
to Get ‘Buy’ When One Lives A Life of Green Within Instead of

(And For me Moving, Connecting, And Co-Creating is Key)






Always Looking

Forward to the Next
Capitalism Lottery Pay-off

In Life; Oh, to Be Free At Least
From Making more money; Truly Worth
HeLL ON Earth Then for 66 Months too…

All Those Years Spent Working For the Government With Retired Military Folks Then Blessed

With A Guaranteed Pay Check From the Government, Never Really ‘Under The Money Gun’,
Every Month for Just 20 Years of Service; Yep, i did 25, And 8 Other Years of Paid Work;
Never Going to Bloody War At Least As Civilian; Where Close to 40 Years Will Come

For Full Retirement in Less than a Year Now; Yet i Already Have Enough Now; it’ll Be

Just More to Pad the Retirement of my Wife; my Mother’s Philosophy of Life Is Still

Forever Loving Life Now Free For me;

And My Father’s

A Scratch-Off

Drop Dead

Ticket Then

of Life; Yet Indeed,

At Least it Gave Him

Something to Live for;

Like People Who Worship

After Death More Than Life;

True, at Least my Mother Wasn’t too Afraid to ‘go’ Either…

It’s All Relative, Really, Whatever Ticket Buys Us Paradise Now or Just Surviving;

Yet Best Part of All Is For Those Who Manage Their REAL Breathing Soul to make Heaven

Now Real Within….

True Whole


Within NoW;

It’s Hard to
Wanna Eat Much
of Anything When
One is Always Empty
Within, Truly Always Starving For As Real As Real Gets

Now; A Currency of Love, Pay Rate, And Pay Grade Same the

Very, Very, Best Life Within REAL Soul Offers to me, to Give, Share, Care, For Free…

“Shelf Clouds” On Display Actually Took Some Still Photos Over
A Church We Visit Pink on Christmas Eve Just As Amazing
And Interestingly Over the Same Church in Grey Earlier in
2020 Too Nature In ALL ITS Sublime Beauty Aesthetic


For Really Real

Nature Will Always

Challenge Our iMaGiNaTioN

Next For Remember All of Our

iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity is

NaTuRE ALL True As Well

All Generating Now


Spirit of Our

Mind With HeART All of Our

Concscious And Constantly
Awaking Subconscious Mind As Well

Souls Beyond Measure All That Is We aRe Do (GoD) Now

True Asperitas Clouds Reflect Faces Now of Jupiter too…

Oh, The Instant Gratification
Of ‘Abundance’; All Creatures

Big And Small,

Evolving Still,

For Intermittent

Gratification; Human

Pandemic Gone CuLTuRaLLY

Rogue, Particularly in the United

States As 4 Percent of the Globe’s Population

of Humanity Selfishly And Most Efficiently Capitalistically

Uses Money To Consume 40 Percent of the Resources Used;

Yet It’s True, Self Fulfilling

Hunger of Soul,

Only Comes

From Within

After Basic Needs

Are Met; Yes, Basically We

Are Eating Our Own Face in

‘Zombie Apocalypse’ Ways As This Home

Now Of Nature Is US; We May Not Expect

To Keep Eating Our Own Face out of Balance

And Expect to Continue to LiVE iN THE Only

Home We Are Evolved to Breathe A World Without

Bees Just one

Insect the

End of Life

As We Know it at Least…

A World Without Flowers For

Those Who No Longer Appreciate Beauty With NDD/GDD Nature

Deficit Disorder/God Deficit Disorder, Same Damned DiSEaSE NoW

The Beauty oF iT ALL A World Already Gone Lost for Many Indeed…

i Tender A Whole Lot of Money, More Than i’ll Ever Spend; Perhaps Enough

For my Wife, If She Lives in Accordance With Her Allowance; i Save Face of Nature (RealGod)

By Not Using it to Consume Nature (US) Out of Balance by Building A Bigger Home or Fancier

New Car or Boat or Camper to Find A Home Displacing Wildlife in my Back Yard… Well Yes

Money is Okay

As Long as

We Do Not

Use it To Consume our Face…

What Good Is it to Eat Anything

Without A Soul of Love; None That
i See; None That i See to Truly BREaTHE NoW

SucH A Tight Vise Grip i Used
To Hold Time Hour Glass

In Prison Until i Learned

Amount of Sand

In Hour


Truly Changes Now

Oh to Let Go And

Live Forever Now

No Deadlines Now

Lines with


of Their

Own Every

Letter of Word Song of Holy
Sacred And Creative Dance Step Free Now

Truly Divine Teaching Me WHere to Go Next All This Breathing Faith

So Free So Free Just Wings Forever Now Smiling Ease Dancing Free

Singing A Tight Rope Higher And Higher No Fear LooKinG Down Is Up..

SMiLes i Can’t

Possibly Waste

Time i Killed IT Time is Dead For
Me All That’s Left is Forevermorenow…

Yawn my Wife Calls ‘Names’ to (at) me When i’m Running
Late For Some Very Important Date Peter Pan’s Surprise

In Mad


Modern Ways
Alice, Alice, Please Don’t Stumble
A ‘Very Happy UnBirthday’ Always New..:)


SMiLes Claudia,

i Chased A Bee For A
Clear Picture This Morning
Meanwhile A Bee Teaches me
Who i am A Distance too Close

or too Far to Focus So Many Buds

to Pollinate Now

Then For New Peppers

GRoWinG Clerodendrum
And Orange Butterfly Flowers

too Asking my Wife the Name
A Small Baby Chameleon Hop Scotching
Leaves Leading to Pink Clerodendrum Glory Flower
Heart Beat Colors All Brought to Life From Busy Bees
And Butterflies After That i Saw too Anyway returning

Now with a rest of this Expression of Living in Heaven Now

One of the Few People Who ever Commented on my Blog Poems

Told me He could No Longer Comment as i Was A Democrat Sacrificing
Baby’s Then Telling me 9.4 MiLLioN Words Has no Value And Mixed
Capitalization in Word Play Serves No Useful Purpose Either Yet

You See i Understand
The Value of A SMiLe
As All Those Words

Were Only Copy And
Paste Applauds in Poetic
Responses i Bring to All Souls
Of Others for all 94 Months Now
FRee aLL Around A Busy Bee Globe Yes
And More Dancing Starting on dVerse too
8 Years Ago Now True Instinctually Innately
Intuitively Free

A Busy Bee

Does what

A Busy Bee

Does Love For

This Life Needs No Reason

At all Just Busy Bee Being
in Every Living Deed Free

The Busy Bee is Still
Busy the Noble




God enough for me
Such A Clear Pic Butterfly Fluttering This
Dance And Song of Nature Nether Land
A Never Ending Story Just For Living Play Free…

Fairy Tales Come Real Ironically Hemalatha
What my First Love Leaving me
Teaches at only 19 Years-Old

Sure Enough 10 Years Later
my Soul Grown Numb too
Strangely Meeting a Young
Woman 19 Years-Old Sitting

On Gym Stairs Eerily A More Much More
Beautiful Version of First Love Leaving
10 Years Before true The Fairy Tale Magic

Is After Being Married Second First Love
Looks the Same Now at 51 Years-Old after

31 Years of Marriage

Yet i Feel the Magic

Is i Still Love

Her the Same

Magic Way i Did
in First Glance That
Day Seeing Her Sitting on the
Gym Stairs Then True Everyday

Now i Pray And Thank First Love Flowering Second
For Bringing me A Gift of Thorns to Find Ever RiSinG
Rose For Real NoW True What ‘Open Letters’ Do Inspire Real Stories

i Asked


In OPen Letter Soul Play Magic Way

She Still Comes Through For me now..:)

Pleasure Aarushi Those
Cookies Look So Good
Keep Creating


Yes Dear
Savvy Loving
All Dancing Singing
Existence Freest Now😊🙏

i Treasure You Immensely too Dear
Shawna Baby as Not Unlike my Mother

You Valued my Free Weed FLoWeRinG Humanity

When No Other Person Did in Some Areas of This World…

When My Mother Took Her Last

Breath i Understood How

Precious the Breath

Of Love She Natured
And Nurtured into me is..

For That Breath Stayed As She

Took Her Last Breath Then Another

Epiphany i Had Then is No matter Real or

Just Story How Blessed it is How So Many

Folks Have a Mother Within Like Jesus to

Unconditionally Love Them if They

Weren’t Blessed With a

Mother like mine

The One Who Cared

Nothing About Money and

Stuff The One Who Wanted to

Stay Home With Us Number One

Well After The Breast Feeding Went Away

i Felt to my Soul Then i Would Be Willing to

Be Born A Thousand Lifetimes and More Just to Be

Born to Her No Different Than Finding my Wife Katrina

And The Few Precious Friends/Family i Actually Do Have Who

Care About my Invisible Soul Feeling A Freest Heartbeat Spirit Within…

Hehe it wouldn’t be bad being born to You Either You Have A

Soft Sweet Singing Very Loving Voice

i know i would get Breast

Fed and it really

Wouldn’t Matter

Who my Father Was

As Long As You Stayed

Home And Played With me…

Sadly my Mother Forced to Go to Work

When My Father Left At Age 3 And You Know

What i Missed Her So Much Every Day waiting

At the End of the Driveway Waiting For Her to Come

Home i think the Reason i Learned to actually Speak at

Age 4 Was Because i Just Wanted to Tell Her How Much

i Love

Her and

Missed her so Much…

After She Passed away

i Went Back to Where We

Were Raised Downtown on the

Riverbank Family Home Torn Down Now

The place for the Downtown Celebrations
Even the Fourth of July Where the Bands are
Set Up to Play for the Whole Town in the Yard
i Was Raised by the Road to Where She Came Home
From Work Still At the Front of that River Front Property

i Stood at the End/Beginning of the

Road Realizing Again

i Didn’t Have to Cry

There Was no

Place to miss

The Living Breath

Of Her Love i Still Breathe
Now Through Her Breath
Of These Words too of What

Only A Mother’s Love Best Births (God) LoVE NoW
SMiles Shawna Baby Indeed You are Whole Complete


With SMiLes…

Even Greater

Than Mary Poppins

For You Are Really Real Mama Love
Indeed Essence of Real God Love For Real..:)

Thanks God Indeed
Weed is

Such A Beautiful

Gift For All of Us Dear Shawna Baby..:)

Hehe, Heaven Forbid
In ‘Some Places’ HAha…

A Story i Just Wrote
Before i Visit Here NoW As
Synchronicity Naturally Flows With No

Separation In Creativity Now (at least for me)

When We Become the Stories We tale

It’s Okay to Tell A Story To Go Deeper

It’s Also Okay to Ignore one now too…

Relative Free Will Surely Allows That too…

Yet It’s True Unlimited Versions of Jesus
Interpreted Do Exist in one Poetry Book
of Many Different Descriptions It’s Up to

Us To Determine Who We Wanna Be When
We Read The Stories of Others… More often
Who We Have Already Come to Be Determines Who

We May See in Others Similar too…

So Here’s Another Deeper Story…

Weeping Jesus Art

Portrays Not Grief Yet

Spiritual Frission Tears

Water Ocean on Fire

Waves Thanks Giving

For Giving Now

Communion With

A World of Loving So Far

Away From Meaningless Strife…

Imagine If ‘Christian’ Really Means

A Family of Weeds Just One Photo

Is More Than A Thousand Words of Poetry

What Will A Full Family Album of Raising Weeds

For Freedom’s Fearless LoVE Dance Sing For Me Just
An Epiphany What Makes

Me Different

From So Many

Other People

Is My Mother Born

On December 10th Sharing
That Birthday With ‘You’ Still

You Do So Well too

Raising Us Weeds
Free to Be Whoever
We Are


Sadly She Became

A Different Person

A Different Religion

No Longer Raising Weeds

Not Able to Accept All of the

Weed my Sister Was Then Discarding

Parts that Made Her Whole Complete Enough…
SMiLes The Light of Your

Little Boy Able

To Grow His

Hair As Long as

He Loves Smiling Playing

As Much As He Wants Obviously
With No Father Looking At Him

In Disgust When He Cries Over
A ‘Crew Cut’ Forced on Him

Peer Raised Fists

Spitting on

Him to
Take the
Light of His SMiLes
Away You Would Never

Do That to A Child of God

As You Are A Weed Like A

Real Jesus Not One Who Would

Send Weeds to HeLL ON Earth

Not One Who Would

Need to Be


To Feel Whole And Complete

Enough Just one Weed Flowering

Enough to Raise Other Weeds to Be Free

Has Any Body Told You YOU Are Jesus Lately

i Surely Don’t

Mind Telling

You The Good News

You Put People
And Family First

And Flowering

Weeds Free

Of Earth’s

Garden Alive

Do Realize How

Rare it Is to Meet

‘Jesus’ Any Place ‘These Days’…

What Comes Around Goes Around

No Matter How Much my Mother Changed

i Still Loved The Weed of Her No Matter What…

Love is Not A Virtue That Gives Up When Real

Love is Not A Virtue That Requires Worship
Not Even Reciprocation When Real Love Always

Forgives There

Is No Exception

Now or Then When

LoVE Really Loves

God Is Love


More Than

Me Never Will i Believe

In A God of Love More or
Less Than Below Or Above a Grain of Sand
Holding Up All Mountains of Human Love Still To BReATHE
i Hope Your Son Becomes Love Enough to Give When The

Rest of the




To Take the
Light Away From His EYes
Save These Photos For Him
For If So He May Then Find His

Way Back Beyond A Thousand Poetic

Words A Photo of A Child With God’s EYes Love…

And Of Course All of That Comes From You Shawna With SMiLes…


You For

MaKinG Jesus Real…
All Worth LoVE NoW

Just Went
Outside i
Feel Certain

God Picked
This FLoWeRinG


Gift For You🌈🎣🌈🌳

Deeper Connections
Super Seeding Religion
FAiRY Tale Air Winds CoME REaL Now…

“Enough Is As Good As a Feast”

My My Dear Shawna SucH A Soul WHole

Complete Quote Practically A Miracle Now


By Just Another

Floating Fictional

Super Hero Real Another

Mary Poppin’s… FRiEnDS With Gravity

Balancing Whole Enough Complete Eternally Now

i’m Pretty



Floats iN HEaVeNoW…

Just No Body At All Except ALL(GoD)NoW…:)

SMiLes Weed LoverS UNite Indeed
Soul Mates All We Weeds Are mY

Dear FRiEnD

Weeds Fruit

Most Beautiful

FLoWeRS They

Just Never Give

Up THere is No

Naysaying For Weeds
With FLoWeRs… Shall We

See God aS A Weed i Surely Do Free…

Everyday i Go Fishing For A Catch And Release Weed…

Dear Shawna


FLoWeRinG Weed..:)

In A Systemizing Gates And Zuckerberg
World Avenues For Dead Poet’s Societies

Breathing Again Do Exist Now

SMiles Dear Claudia
Pleasant Dreams
Of Creativity Freely
Flowing To


With Whatever
New Literary Device

Feeling To Spring Anew

How Fortunate

i Am Arriving

At dVerse 8 Years

Ago When


Of Poetry

You And Bryan


This Avenue

So Free Spirited

With Creativities on

Wing Do Know Feel
And Sense How Much

You Two Inspired me

And How Far Those

SMiles Reach

And Touch

Similar Free

Spirits of

Creativity Now😊🎶

Hehe my 6,000 Word
Long Form Poem


Now Averaging

60,000 Words



From A Never
Ending Meditative
Autotelic Flow of

Free Dance Song

On Earth

Priceless Indeed
Beyond Likes,


Only Spring
Breath Now…😊

Hey Those Look
Delicious And You
Present the


So Artistically

Great Job All Around!!😊

Avatar Life Leaves So
Many Foot Prints Key
Are They Deep Enough

To Be

Felt As
Well As
Seen And

Heard More
Than Fish Bones



The Next
Sell Comes… 🎣

Spiraling Dance In
Hot Sands of Beach
Becoming Cool Sea

Breeze Sea

Oats Swaying



Gulf Whole

Sea Gull Wings

Spiraling Sun Seeing



Who i Am
Within Inside
Outside Above

So Below Savvy

Dear All Around i Am

As Real As Real Gets

Divine Star Shine Sees😊🌟

Cheers From Navarre
Beach Spiraling Dance
Soaking Up Afternoon
Sun Quite A Tiring Delight 🌈🔥☺️

SMiles Dear Lillian
Your Poetry And Art
Always Uniquely

to me The

Is all Mine
Thank You
With SMiles🎶😊

Poetics From Soul Indeed
God Beyond All Names




Smiles Dear Savvy

“Live Life
Yes Moon


Night’s Rest

With Sunshine

Memories For

New Day Bliss

RiSinG Next Morning Bless..:)

SMiLes Dear Xenia These Blue Humid Scotland Skies
Remind me of Spiraling Dance In Reverse
in Athletic Shoes in Deep Sand After

A Thunderstorm in
Over One Hundred
Degrees F



Indeed Deep
Spiraling Paw
Prints i Make

And Very Tired
And Heavy Paws
By the End of Beach Pounding
Afternoon Dance Delight Heheat…

Leaping Into Water
Feeling Cooler
Paws Indeed


Ocean Deep Ease…

i Must Say That North Wind Breeze
Off The Beach Under A Pavilion

Shaded Just Paradise After All

Of that

Sand Dancing….

Not Unlike Dover Irish Cliffs
In Water Fall Ways
It’s Amazing Yet

True Not All

Folks Experience Aesthetics
Of Divine Nature Amazing Now
Wonders Of ArT ALWaYS Sublime to me
For Those Of Us Who Feel Nature Divine



ELiXiR So Near…

‘Silver Lining’
Moon Nail
Beyond Florida
Summer Day


MY My my
Summer Solstisings Long Days
Evenings Replacing New Moonlit
Dreams Coming Fall Breeze Promising

Hehe i Guess it Was my Destiny
To Travel to the Shortest
Night of the Year Again
Still Wondering How i Arrived…

Taking Care of Dogs of the Homeless
Worthy Cause Indeed Sadly one
of the Town’s Homeless Found
Passed Away Here Recently

How Lost


Homes Become
Feeding Needy
So Very Welcome Indeed…

Green Such Abundance Now
FLoWinG Rivers Blue See
Everywhere i Live

Oh Humanity

SMiLes Dear
Xenia Summer


Bloom Ease…

Past Time…
Considering that
Science Shows
The Average Attention
Span of Being Human ‘These

Days’ Is Less than The Attention

of A Gold Fish; Yes, Literally

Less Than 3 Seconds


to Oneself

is Becoming

More of Reality Each
Day Not Much Different
Than Drive By ‘Like’ Shooting
on Word Press Spreading Bullets

Never Reading Even A Word That’s Said…

Reality of an

Age We Are


And It’s Only

Possible to
Soak Up So Many ‘Bullets’…
Haha, i Can’t Imagine Being Online
Writing if i Was Still Working As My Attention
Span Was So Dead then Now It’s practically Limitless Free…

Yet On the Other Hand, When i Didn’t Work With A Screen
And it Was People Centered At Ease i listened to Others

Speak On and On With No Problem With Attention at all

There Are Two Ways

Of Terminator


One is Machine
Life the Other Human Indeed…

Working At A Bowling Center
Was Really Human Even With
Automatic Computer Scoring Systems…

There Were Humans There it Was Amazing

Now it’s Mostly Bowling Alone, Prophecy of Automatic Scoring…

i Feel Very Fortunate i Am More Interested in Nature/Human Beings Than Tools Now..:)

There Are Two Ways

of Dealing With Bullies:

Victory or Vengeance, Yes,

Going to my 40th Year Class
Reunion, It Was Easy to See

What Happens to Bullies…

And Or Those With Bad Will Toward Others

They Fall As Cooperation Is What Makes Life

Less Stressful, And Longer Lived;

And Less Likely to Lead a Person
to Early Demise As Was the Case with
Each And Every Bully That i Saw at the

Class Reunion, Meanwhile, i operated on the
Principle of Overcoming Strife With Cooperation



i Still Haven’t

Lost A Step

on my Youth

Since Age 21, in Fact, Empirically

Speaking, i’m 3 Times Stronger Now at

61, And i Was Very Strong at 21 too;

The Power of Love Overcomes

Just About Every Strife in Life;

Team it Up With Fearless And There
Are Far And Beyond Fewer Limits in Life than Before…

Wishing the Death Penalty on Bullies, is A Toxic Way of
Life, Not Much Different Than Being A Bully; It Harms Humans More
in the Long Run to Hold Feelings of Vengeance Against Other Human Beings…

No Matter
Who or What
They Do; It’s Just

Biology 101; We Rise or Fall
With How We Feel and Sense Our Life NoW;

Now True, i was always At least Tall Enough,
Not to Be Physically Abused; i Might Look at it much
Differently, if that had been the case; yet Verbal Abuse;

Nah, Baby, Sticks

And Stones And The Such

Are All that Breaks my Bones now;

There are Lots of Faceless Avatar Gnats online

Just Harming themselves in the Longer Run More indeed…

As Class Reunions Continue to come it becomes less and
less Likely that the Bullies Will Be Participating in the ‘Fun’…

i had a Blast at my

Last Class Reunion;

i Was literally the

Only one There not Uptight…

i Have All The Bullies to Thank
For That; i Developed my Own Free
Agency; Needing No Affirmation from others…

Obviously, This Varies, Depending on Make
And Model of Human Vehicle And Vessel of
Victory or


of Life…

Yet, Never the
Less, Ill Will, is Will Ill…

It Didn’t Take Long For One of
The Worst Bullies of American

History to Go Down in Flames;

And Be Cursed With The Reality
That He is A Biggest Loser Now…

And The People Who Followed Him;

Those Who Fell To Death From the Ignorance
He Modeled And Still Do in A Deadly Pandemic…

Those Who Refuse to Get Vaccinated Still With
Their Children At Their Side; As Folks Do Continue
to Get Sick and Die, Children in Hospitals Ventilating too…

Don’t Become Part of that Existence of Misery Loves Company;
in my Best Estimation of What Truly Works For Success; Victory
Wins Over Vengeance; We had A Hugely Bullying Female Captain of

A Base Coming in Screaming at People Who Didn’t have the Blinds in Windows
Turned a Certain Way; Screaming at People Who Were Issued A Space Heater
in 40F Degree Weather Inside When She Turned the Heat off to Try to Win An
Energy Award for Her Hopes of Making Admiral; True, The Whole Experience Sunk

Me as it Did Other Folks

too; Yet Still, if i could

Ever Meet And Greet

Her Again Now So Free;

I’d Give Her The Biggest

Hug Ever For Helping to Make me

Stronger in Every Way A Human Could
Possibly Eventually Exist in my Form At Least;

It’s Hard to Say Who Your Real Heroes Are in
Life; ‘Devils’ Could Be the Hero And Angels Could
Be the Ones That Lead You to Nothing You Could Become…

It Depends

On Your

Reaction Most;

Eventual Victory over Vengeance Indeed;

Make Them Amazed, Stretching Their Neck Up
To See Where You Go At the Level of Existence

They Catch




And Have

No Choice Yet

to Quickly Release you Indeed;

Perhaps Even Feeling Like the
Hero they Are to you, Now, Most Ironically…

It’s Pretty Amazing When Devils And Angels Become FRiEnDS…

Meh, Just

Another View,

In my Case Victory Works Best…

Religions of Revenge That Take Enemies
to Hell Forever, Naturally Impress the
Oppressed; Those Who Feel

Victimized in Life

With No Recourse…

It’s Common; the

Oppressed Young Man

In Social Areas of Status

in Common Areas of Life Seeks

A Priesthood As That May Provide a

Feeling of Status; Even Rank in Hierarchy, in the

Catholic Church, as i remember A Bishop asking me Face-to-

Face, if i ever thought (Like it was Impressive) my School Tennis Buddy Would

Have Ever Become A Monsignor in Church; Yet, If He Had Said President of the United

States And That Were the Case; i would be no less or more impressed as i don’t See

Merit of Living coming from A Hierarchy of Social Status; Never Will NoW As i See No Higher

Or Lower Authority in Life;

Rules, Yes of Course


For Huge Heterogenous
Societies At Large to Survive
And Even Thrive; Yet Higher Or Lower
Status; Not In my Book of Life Putting me
And Those i Interact with in Real Flesh and Blood
Life and Even Other Areas of Online Who Actually
Have the Kinds of Human Intelligence to Understand my Deeper

Metaphors of Life, Who Attempt to Vault me into Some Kind of

Higher Human Being On the Planet Earth

At Ease too; as i’ve Already

Been to the Bottom of the World

And the Top too; Both Are Necessary

For the Pyramid to Stand; Both the Base

And the All Seeing Eye And Beyond as only

Metaphor of Course At Ease Dancing A Tight Rope,
iNDeeD, LooKinG Down No Different Than Looking Up

Mountain Valley

Same Height


In Both
No Different than the
“Earth Worm”, Master of the All
In All, Until A Frog Eats the Earth
Worm And The Lights Go Out for
That Particular Expression of God Nature…

This Experience i Am Describing Now is Common

And Cross Cultural From Descriptions of Sacred And Holy

Texts of Whatever Poetry in Expression of Deeper Human

Soul Through the Ages is Centrally The Same; Just The Realization

That We Are Nature And There is No Real Separation; only An Illusion

That We Attempt

to Create

to Make


Valleys and

Mountains for those

Who Do Not See the

Same Integral Whole Height

Enough Complete for All that Exists;

Including Us, me, Them, We, Or They; Whatever

Prounouns that May Come Next for The Same Heavenly All

We May Come to Co-Create As Fruition of Our Existence Now

Just Standing Naked Hand-in-Hand With Nature Feeling

Sensing God All

That is Free

This Way…

It’s Obvious

to me at least

in the ‘Gospel of
Thomas’ It’s Another

Poetic Expression of

A Naked Human Being One With Nature

Coming to Understand Their Breath is Integral to, From, All (GoD) Now…

So Damn Common, An Earth Worm Will Never Miss it Until the Next Frog Comes Along

Or Climate


And Desert

Dry Heat in ‘The SubTropics’,
Hehe, Currently Not an Issue
in Florida July Monsoons Just

Innumerable Frogs With Their
Tongues Sticking Out for the
End of Earth Worm Life Still To come;

Another one Bites The Dust; Yet at least
Once in Existence They Ruled the All in All Whole…

Sadly, Some Human Beings, Live Their Lives Less Than
Worms Only Through CuLTuRES/Religions Bringing Heights

Lower Than All in All Now…

Meanwhile, Cockroaches

Will Still Be Surviving

Two Weeks Without A
Head Long After Humans
Are Gone As We Have Already

Become Oysters With No Shells
Tough Enough to Survive Naked All in All…

Just A Different Perspective As The Meek Do
What They Do Best: Survive And Continue to Rule the All in All Now At Least…

Always Been Amusing to See the Dudes With ‘Little Man DiSEase At School This
Way; Finding Them Getting Off-on Angrily Shouting Down Who They Imagine They

Have Authority

To Send to Hell…

It’s Like Watching

An Earth Worm Try to
Tell A Frog to Go To Hell…
Yet Illusion Enough to not Feel Like
Someone Lower than the Lowest they Will Imagine…

If They Were Valley High Mountain It Will all Feel Ridiculous…
As i Truly Have to Restrain From Breaking Out in Laughter…

As i realize How

Much Power


Really Have

Within; Absolutely NONE…
So Lost From Ruling the
Mountain Low At Valley High Height in Ease…

With No


Human DisEase…

Never Realizing that
The Meek Truly Do Inherit IT ALL iN ALL NOW;
WHeRE the Rest oF iT, IS, Just Another Human Hallucination oF iLLuSioN;
True, THeRE ARE Much Nicer Human Realities to Co-Create Now FOR REAL..:)

Colors of BuG
Colors of LovE
Colors of KNoW
Feel and sense and morE
More and sense and feeL
KNoW of Colors
LovE of Colors
BuG of Colors

“In the Name of God”

Thank God, The Rest of Nature
Has No Name like That And Or This or We’d
All Be in So Much more ‘Trouble’ Out of Nature Balance

Than We Already Are

In ‘The Name of God’,
Still Over 80 Percent of
Some Muslim Countries Polled

Agree With Stoning Adulterers to Death;

So In Other Words, Human Cruelty to Others
is As Prevalent as Ever in Some Areas of The World in “The Name of God”

And It’s Worth Noting that there is Psychological Stoning As Well Still in
Christianity Where Transgender Leaning And Homosexual Children Forced
to Attend The Services Are Stoned This Way With Horrible Evil, Evil Messages
That Their Natural Behavioral Variances in Gender And Sexual Orientations

Are Some How Evil Worthy of Burning in Hell Forever When it is Truly
Just God Nature And The Balance it Takes for The Species Continued
Survival Now For Real When Populations Stresses Come And Epigenetic

Influence Changes the Balance of Those More or Less Apt to Reproduce
And Those More Apt to Actually Creatively Assist Other Members of the
Species Like Elton John Songs That Have Definitely Helped Sire Children

In The Heat of Romantic Songs This Way or All the Homosexual Priests
And Choir Directors In Catholic Or Protestant Church Pastoral Ways too…

(It’s Worth Noting, “REAL Princess Pocahontas’s Mother Strayed With A Sailor on A Ship”)

True it is CuLTuRE That Becomes A Greatest Vice in the Name of Religion
And Or the Name of a Three or Five or Whatever Letter NuMBeR ‘God’…

So In Other Words,

Thank God For Laws

That Are More Humane in
Secular Way With Governments
That Support All of Human Diversity

Where NO ONE may Get Left out in the Cold in A More Perfect Union Now
For THeir Human Diversity or Get Stoned Physically or Psychologically For
Getting Turned on By Someone Else As Nature Is The Real Obvious Natural God

Without Words Turned into Lies in Books Set in Concrete Millstones at the Bottom

Of Oceans of Evil Ignorance…

Nature The Real God
Loves Diversity

For Survival

Most this

Way True

Indeed, The Faux God
Comes in Terms of Letters
And Words In Support of the
Greatest Human Nightmares That
Still Come to Fruition Against NaTuRE; ALL Diversity

Of Who We Even Are For Survival Best in Balance And Thriving As Well…

Life, Liberty, Yes And the Pursuit of Happiness Comes in Many Colors;
To Shut it Down, to Harm Diversity, to Rape, Maim And Kill Diversity

Is to Destroy

Our Human
Species Slower
Or Faster Now; Yes,

We Will Surely Reap

What We Sow Now Next

As the Rest of Nature Does Erase

What Lives Out of Balance; The Books

Humans Create in Bible Ways, Note Our Destructive Ways…

True, Even if All the Evil Goes Away; The Books Need to Stay

To Show
The Nightmares
Humans Can, Will,
And Do Bring to Human
Fruition Through the Horror

Stories They Create

For ‘The Record’

Of Evil As Well

As Greater Good

For All; Yet,

So Far

Out of


Love Goes Away
Disappears Potentially
With the Rest of the Human
Species Evolved to Love Before the ‘Printed Word’, ‘God’…

I’m Looking Outside of my 24-inch Window to A REAL ‘Garden
Of Eden’, in A Forest, i Started Planting in 1993; i See the Breath
of Real God Nature; It’s Pleasure And Pain, DarK And LiGHT Yet

At least iT ain’t Lies

in Three Letter Words of PriSon…

CuLTuRE/Religion So Often Truly THAT IS A Cult of Evil…

Even When We Feel Like ‘The TWiLiGHT Zone’ Is ‘Normal’…

Like Fixated on This Screen Now Sacrificing my Free Breath For Text…

Meanwhile, Forever Now is Only A Naked Step Outside my Backdoor to Heaven…

True Though,



Not Everyone

Lives With ‘Eve’
in A Real Garden of Eden…

Views to Paradise Are indeed Still Relative Now…

Indeed, Very Close And Relative For This Force of Love i Live…

Eternally Now Loving Free At Least…

Misery Loves Company As Long As

Folks LiVE iN SCaRCiTiES,

Evil Gods Will Breed

With Relative
Similar to




Out of Human

Nightmares Coming out of SCaRCiTiES to Fruition Again…

Yes, Indeed, Evil is Part of Nature (GoD) As Well in SCaRCiTY Life…

Go Figure, ‘Princess Pocahontas’, Life Ain’t Fair, Not Everyone Gets to Live

Disney World For Real…

Hehe, At Least

That’s What i
‘Tale’ my Wife When i

Attempt to Impress Her;
Hehe and Of course it works…

Well Enough At Least it SeemS, HeHe…

We All Write A Bible Now; Some Are More
Fabulously Successful; Others Basically S88K Lemons…

And Stone People to Death As This is the Evil They See As Good And GodS iNdeed,

And Yes, God Yes, Their Nightmares And Dreams They Co-Create to Connect STiLL NoW

In Misery



Or ‘Snoopy’

Jumping Naked For

Joy With EVE iN ‘The Garden’ For no ‘ReaSons’ At All

Yes, Create Your Own PoiSon or ELiXir like me, hehe…

Or Just Keep Following Same Old MOldy Evil Tainted Stories…

True, Not Everyone Has what it takes to Write, Play, And Act Their Own Story;

Again, LiFE Ain’t Fair, ‘Little ones’, God Is DarK Thru LiGHT NaTuRE ALL REaL NoW

No Different Than the Nature God Is FOR REAL NoW

If YA Seek, Find, And Create A Little Sliver of Heaven

Sail on Forever now…

Is It Possible;

God, Yes! Yes! Yes!

Verily, i Wish, Hope, And
Pray, Ironically, Hehe, i Ain’t ‘The Only One’…

‘Funny’ How Often Life Becomes A ‘PaRaDoX’ THiS WaY…’

Sadly, How Rare it Does As WeLL It Seems From What i Observe…

So Far at Least…

It is What it is…

Seek Find Do

Make the Best

oF iT or Do Not…

Perhaps if ‘God
Nature’ Could SPeaK And Do in ‘You’ too Loving Freer in
Balance Greater FRiEnDS With Gravity Whoever ‘You’ May

Come to Be iN A Milky Way Spiraling Loving Life or Not
NoW ALWaYS Another Story to Tale And Do Now FoR REaL.

Nature’s BuSiNess No
Written Instruction Bee
Kisses Flowers Peppers





Hugging Pink
Flowers Bees
And Butterflies
Bring it All Works

Out With No Human
Rules At All So Beautiful
Imaging The Truth We Are

All Innocent Parts Of This
Whole Integral All Creatures
And Other Existence Big And

So Colorful
Through Day
And Night Dark
And Light Love


Springs All
Around This
Heaven Now
i So Wish Hope
Pray Touches You

Deep More Than
Just Okay Beautiful
Joy Beyond Divine



Our Every Breath😊🤗🙏




SMiLes Dear
Hawaii Aloha
FRiEnD Even

Though i LiVE iN
Florida A Name
Of This State

That Means FLoWeRS
So Unique Are God’s
FLoWeRS Of Creation

All Express God
Unique AS Human


Some Days

Too DarK


🤩 🌺🏝☺️🌟
Never See
Before Like Yours🌈🎼

Lovely Hawaii FLoWeRS Dear
Aloha FRiEnD i Write Free Verse
Poetry in Reverse So on Friday i Make

Sure i Come Here

Last so the RiSinG Happy

Joyful Beautiful Frequencies

And Vibrations of Energy Nature

Brings WHeRE You LiVE Will

Top Off What i Do iN



How Innocent Flowers
Are How Innocent Pets
Are How They Love Us

For No Reasons No Difficulties At All..

True We Learn A Lot Now About How

To Be God From FLoWeRS and Pets

JusT LoVinG iT ALL iNDeed Beautifully mY FRiEnD..:)

So True Dear Sohair Unlimited New
Creations of Charity to Help Others

As Many As We Will Create

How Loving Human

Kind Will

Still Come to
Be What i Always
Remember in every
Interaction With Humans

Just Another Set of God EYes
To Try my Best to Understand And Connect…

And Move Them iN A Positive Way Some Days

Are Easier

Than Others

All Days

May Be

Come Kindness
to Give Free Yet It’s
True Without the Fire of
Love Within to INSPIRE Us We




We Even

Get to

An Act of

Love And Charity
Free For Others

Indeed Seen Enough
Folks Drop Dead Unexpected
to Treat Each Human Breath
As the First And Last And Best in

All Others

Of Course


me And You
With SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Sohair..:)

Ironic, Aashwinshanker, How South Africa’s Plight
With A Criminal X-Leader’s Support Is Harming

Those Who Support Him Most

Not Much Different

Than the “Trump

Meme” In the United
States of what Some of
His Supporters Have Promised

If He is Similarly Held Responsible

For His Criminal Deeds in Terms of
‘Civil War’ to Bring Him Back to Power…

People are Alike All Over

No Matter
First, Second,

Or Third World
Country; Indeed, People
Are Alike All Over; Answers

Must Come in Unity More Than Division…

True That Much hasn’t Changed From the Beginning
Of this Otherwise Cooperating Less Furry Ape Called Human…

Yet Square Root

One Problem

We Are Evolved

to LiVE iN Relatively

Small Groups in Balance

With Nature Like the Rest of
Nature; Yet Our CuLTURES We Create Now
Are What Sadly Becomes A ‘Pandemic’

We Abstract


That is

Taking Us

to the Pathway

of Nature Balancing Us
Back-Out including Us too
As Simply More Hands of Nature

Both in Creation And Destruction too
in Both DarK And LiGHT From Space
View it Would Seem ‘The Virus’ (US) is Cleansing
Itself in Chaos Now Until Balance Returns As A



of Existence

FRiEnDS With
Gravity Lest Planets
Fall Away From Stars..:)

SMiLes iMaGiNE A World
WHere Imperfection is
Celebrated Until We Are Free

It’s Not Hard

to Do

Just Make Mistakes

And Smile For What Comes Next…
It’s Truly Amazing When We See
Life’s Mistakes As Greatest Gifts oF All…

CoLoRinG LiGHT..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
i Became an Expert
Of Difficult Times
By Not Understanding

How To Balance

Greater Days Now

FRiEnDS With Gravity

Wow, Then, How Much

Pain, Numb, And Suffering

i Would Have Other Wise Avoided

If i Practiced Life the Way i Do Now;

However, The Insanity of Life Then Left
No Space, No Matter What Unless i Just

Quit everything About Life Then And Started Over

In this Way Difficult Times At Worst Made me Better

to Understand How to Never Go Back to the Pain And Numb

As Eventually my Ignorance Destroyed Everything About me then…

The Gift Was
Most Definitely

DarK to See NoW iN LiGHT

Hehe, No One Ever Taught me
How to Dance And Sing For No Reasons
No Lessons At All Yet FRiEnDS With LoVE WiTHiN
As Gravity’s Flow Spiraling Becomes my Balance


For It’s True

The Only

Way to Find

A Path Tailored

to Each Human Being

is to Seek and Find the

Answers Within As We All

Color our Lives Differently
Unique EYes of God We ALL Are..:)

“That’s Sad,” Rafiah, Glad it Isn’t ‘That Way’ for the Women
i Know in my Life i am close to in the United States…
The Laws Here Protect Women This Way And That’s Great…

Every Human Being’s

Freedoms Should be

Protected By Laws As

Humans Without Laws
Just Don’t And Won’t Do it, Overall, in Big Societies…

“Why Do Human Beings Choose to be destructive when we could

Just as easily choose gratitude”

SMiLes my FRiEnD, You’ve Done An Outstanding Job of Explaining
Why Already in this Thread About ‘the Absurdity of Christianity’…

You Know Nature (Real God) Has Enough Struggle For Us

Already Without Creating A Story of

A Psychopathic Narcissistic Big

Sky Daddy Who Sends

Folks Who Do Not

Comply With Rules

To A Lake of Fire to Suffer Forever

That Only Adds Fuel to the Fire of Human Struggle…

Oh Yeah and For those Who Don’t Get the Luke 17:21

Memo That The Kingdom of Heaven Will Only Be Found Within NOW

As Even Empirical Studies of Science Also SHoW Now; There Are Those

Who Ad Nauseam Worship After Death More Than Before Death Every

Damn Sunday on Their Knees, Worshipping One Man oF A STory too As



The Only

God Ever Invented

By Human Story; HEHE,


Which of Course MEANS, He’s only a Drop
in A Bucket Force Fed By Swords; Not
Much Different than the Similar Islam
Religion too As True Humans Will Be
Force Fed Whatever Story Those in Rule


is the Best

One to Subjugate,
Master, and Control
Subjects of Rule at Hand…

Good News is; That’s Not the Only
Story; Lots of People Don’t Live in SCaRCiTY Anymore…

THeRE Are Different Stories That Are Real NOW that Hold MUCH More Promise NOW FOR REAL

For Appreciating This Life Now; And Some Folks Do Express Much Appreciation For LIFE NoW iNdeed…

Now to Be Clear, Not All Christians And Muslims Are Miserable People; NOPE, In Fact, Some of my

DeaResT FRiEnDS Comprise A Southern Evangelistic Christian Baptist Pastor’s Wife; And

A Very Devout Sharia Believing Egyptian Muslim Widowed Woman, A Teacher of Arabic
to Young Female Students and A Mother of Two; And Additionally, A Muslim Woman

About Half My Age Who Lives in Qatar, originally From India too; Yet, These

Christians Where i Live Have Expressed Everything About An Old

Psychopathic, Narcissistic Big Sky (TRumP MeMe) Daddy to me;

You Know, The Father With Little Man Syndrome; i’m Sure You’ve

Met him; i Have too; i Do Remember You Talking

About Your Father too; It’s Common;

Men with Little Man Syndrome;

It’s Not Surprising they

Create And Still

Believe in the

Only Father they Ever Knew;

Fortunately, for me; Mine Left at 3

And i Was Able to Create My Own
Father And Even my Own Mother
And Even My Own Best FRiEnD God WiTHiN…


It’s what

Most People

Do these days

Who have Found

Their Free Holy And Creative
Sacred Spirit Within For Real…

Yes, A Beautiful Sublime Divine Feeling Autotelic

Meditatively in Flow; Aesthetically, So Very Pleasing Now

For Really Eternally Now Real, True;

Other People Now Still Suck at the
Teat of Old Antiquated Window’s 95

Tradition Refusing to Move Past Bill Gate’s Old Creation;

To Be Clear This Metaphor is surely Apt; And You Have

Surely Illustrated it Well in this Thread; i suggest You

Create a New Dance and

Song; i Call



You May Call

Yours Whatever You Wish too…
Even The Same Old Traditional Damning Thing;
God Yes, if that Remains Your Favorite Flavor of Kool-Aid…

Other Than

That And



Have A Beautiful!

Sunny Nice Day! WiTHiN; DO SHiNE!

SHiNE, SHiNE!; Yet i Damned Sure Ain’t Gonna

Be the One to Tell You What You Have to Do NoW…

Gotta Run, ‘They’ Are Putting my Third Crown on This Year…

A Slot Opened

Up At the


Office Early Thank God..;)

Bless You All Dear
Xenia With Year
‘Round Summer


Soulful Bliss🌺☺️

Thanks Dear Xenia my
Wife Says They Called
Him “The Guitar Man
On A Bicycle”


Found A New Place
To Play Till His Last

Day Just
Like the

From “Bread”

And You Know
What Even Though
He Was Penniless


A Home

He Still Had
A Soul Song
To Play Guitar

i Still


His Lesson
Dear FRiEnD

Never Lose


Of Dance
And Song
For God Moves

Us Within to

BReaTHe Free
SoUL ThiS Way🙏😊

Hehe Still Can’t Figure
Out What i Clicked
On To Return to
The Summer


Guess the Sun
Is Just Attracted
To my Shine Xenia😃

A Very Sunny
Day With SMiLes🌟☺️

As Always Welcome Dear Xenia
Thanks For All The Scottish Inspirations☺️

Yep, i Remember What it Was
Like Never To Be Able to Feel
The Flower on the Other

Side of The Fence

Hope one Day Your
Life is Different Soon
Thanks For Letting

me Know With SMiles
The American Indians
Never Say Good Bye
Only See You Later

They Don’t See the
World in Terms of
Time or Deadlines

The True


Of ‘This Time’
How Fortunate
Am i To Escape

An Illusion


Is Reality For most
Meanwhile i’m Not
Here to Receive only

To Give

Cause i
Can And Will

Before i Couldn’t
Either Surely Understand
In Part Where You Currently


Hehe i’m A Glass Overflowing
Kinda Person This Beautiful
Flowering Tree Grew This

Tall to

Feel my

On The Other
Side Of The Fence

HeHe i Believe if i Disappeared

You’d Do The Same With SMiles
🌈 i’M Nice You’ll Never Have to Now…

If ‘God’ Sends His Creations to Hell,
Forever to Torture Them, God Is
Evil; No Ifs, Ands, Or Buts;

(Hint: ‘God’ Doesn’t Do This;
It’s Actually A Bold Face Lie)

It’s REALLY Common Sense;

Of Course Without Common

Sense; It’s Also “Fool’s God”;

That Strangely Enough,

Many Folks Take

As ‘Gospel Truth’,



TRUE, Cognitive Dissonance Much?





Of Course, This is Just A Story too…

Bro, IT Doesn’t Even Exist in the Realm

Of Other Existence; Other than Human Being,
And only me of Course, Until Someone

Else Reads it; Ahem, Amen? It’s A Big
Creation Out There Baby; Far from

Humancentric; Ya, Get It?





Honestly, it Shouldn’t Take A ‘Rocket Scientist’

Or ‘Biblical Scholar’ to Figure this out, Now;

Only A Human Being Without Spoon-Fed Lies…

SMiLes Dear Sohair… i Just Received my 3rd Crown of the Year A Last Permanent
One Indeed That A Shell Filled Fried Oyster i Bit Into on my Birthday Dinner
Precipitated As Rain Today Good News is Dental Insurance

And They Got me in a Week Early to Install A New One

Currently Celebrating 8 Years
iN Heaven Within

As of 7.19.2021

For Back on 7.19.2013

When All My Pain And

Numb in Hell Went

Away Phoenix Metaphor

RiSinG From Ashes on

A Beach Named Navarre

Then Visiting That Place

Again this Week in Joy True

Just A Convenience though

As My Quarterly Psychiatrist
Visit is Located At the Beach

Needing Now to Bring This

Blog Post Poem to A Close

To Get A Weekend Publish
Date Down By Monday That Day

Yet Really For No Reason at All

May Still Be Earlier or Later Than
That With SMiLes As One Thing i Destroy
In Heaven Best Within is Time mY FRiEnD

Katrina Expects me to Be Late to my Own Funeral

And Honestly i’ve Basically Done That 3 Times

Already Hehe

Life is Good

Life is Breath

Life is Love

Life is Complete And

Enough Whole Fearless Within
Dear FRiEnD to Give And Share
Freely Caring For All Who Still Come my Way WiTH SMiLes
Bless you With God’s Blissing For All You Do Love Dear Sohair..

A Best Part of This World NoW iS THere Is Always A New Place

For A ‘Guitar



to Free Play Of course

Women As Well All OTHeRS TRuE..:)

So, Quick Tale of the Record Tape to Wrap This
“CeLeBRaTinG HeAVeN Within 8 Years ReaL NoW”
EPiC Long Form Poem Subchapter of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” EPiC Longest Long Form Bible Poem Up As
That Effort Still RiSinG Close to 9.5 MiLLioN Words As of
the 95th ANNiVeRSaRY Month Date of 7.18.2021 Coming
Soon Enough True On Sunday too.. As “Nether Land Bible”
As of the 277th Last MacroVerse Effort Celebrating “15,000 Miles oF
Public Dancing” RiSinG to 15,133 Miles Now Yes “Nether Land Bible”
Very Large Subchapter EPiC Long Form Bible Poem Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” As
Of That 949th MacroVerse Effort RiSinG to 7,060,877 Words Yet There is One More EPiC Ongoing
Long Form Poem Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” That is “FB Profile Pic Bible” As
That Effort in 174 MacroVerses Now Rises All the Way Up to 5,458,868 Words In 49
Months of Effort As “Nether Land Bible” Is Accomplished Now in 61 Months of Effort
Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 And Of Course “FB Profile Pic Bible” Also
Includes the Words in the Description Areas of all my Facebook Profile Pics
Averaging Now Around 8,000 Words A Profile Pic Yes included in All of
Them With Some Short 8,000 or So Word Stories Covered in Many
Series of Facebook Profile Pics too Ever Since Memorial Day


of 2017 Then…
An EPiC Long Form
Poem Erotic Poetry Novel
Safely Separated From All
of this Remains at 114,652
Words of ‘Free Verse Nude Poetry’ Too
in 6 Volumes of That Effort That Covid-19
Sort of Put A Halt too Hehe like Lots of other Stuff in Life…

As True Looks Like Some Folks Are Already Having to Mask Up
Again As Some Folks Just Ain’t Getting With the Program of Loving Everyone
Greater Vaccinated to Keep Everyone Safe The Children Unvaccinated Shouldn’t

Have to

Ignorance Indeed…

Anyway i LiVE iN Florida
The Place of ‘Florida Men’
Trump, Gaetz, And De Satanis

Just Like the ‘Old Testament God’ these
Dudes would Rather Sacrifice Children
Than Lose A Frigging Dollar Bill of That Other Green God False…

Oh Lord God It’s Practically A Miracle i Still Seek Find Heaven in this place for Real…

Out oF ALL The Ignorance So Clearly Visible Revealed Out oF All Church And State Now

Fortunately, IT IS A Place Ya Staycation Within; Yes, Give me 3 Naked Feet of Free
Spiraling Meditating Autotelic FLoWinG Free Dance And Voila KingQueendom

Heaven is All

Mine Within

A Free Song

of Poetry True too of Course

Just A Note Pad For Heaven

on Earth Within True too..

Have A Nice
Day SMiLe
If It Doesn’t
Crack The Modern Illusions…
Try to Get Better At it.. i Did/DO at Least
And it Still, Really, Really WorkS ETeRNaLLy

NoW LoVinG


FoR Me
At Least
NoW FoR ReaL

Wrapping This Baby Up The Writing
Part At Least of “CeLeBRaTinG HeAVeN
Within 8 Years ReaL NoW” on 7.16.2021 at 1:53 PM
And God Yes Putting this All Together and Electronically
Publishing IT IS A Lot Like 9 Dimensional Chess Blind Folded in Flow of

Real Faith…

In Other
Words NOW

As Much As i ATTeMPT to
Measure What i Do This ALL













BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

9.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”


“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)