SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words

DarK iS Light
Is DarK NoW
i Dance First
Then i Sing
in Balance
of Love’s
Grace in
Will And
Fear Loving
All Dark Thru
LiGHT Harming
All of Nature Least Now
Without Any Instruction
At All Free Verse LiGHT
iN LiFE’S Truths Works FoR Me
i Find Paths Within i Explore i Evolve
As Love Breathes Free iN LiGHT As my Truth
To Share And Give All Free i Find Receiving
Best is Giving
i get tired of
Same Old Phrases of Words
in Old Songs And Steps in Old Dances
So i Create New ones to Pass Days Forevernow

What i Love
Most Are
SMiLEs i Give…

This is my GOlden
Age Hobby Never
Old A Smile Within Breathes Younger
Freer to Create in Give And Share Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair
ReaLiTy Greater
Than Numbers of
Humans Will
Count indeed
Too Many
Views to
Sing in
Colors of
God EYes True
Both iN DarK ThrU LiGHT
Beyond All Colors
See And
Of God
To Be i Am

Is Day The
Most Lovely
Evening to
All You
FRiEnD Savvy
A Beautiful Name
Of Deed🌞😁🙏

Deepest Roots Love
Tendering Mother’s
Touch Leaves Seeing
Colors Homeward
Bound Love
NeVeR HideS Now

Thank You And God Bless
You Too Savvy And All Who
And What You LoVE iN LiFE
In Oldest Traditions
Soul Free
HeART Wind Seeing

“Understanding King” Now
‘Savvy Raj’ interpreted through
Hindi Why Does Queen Not Come
First Smiles
Of Course
First Verily in
Birth of Human
Breath Males
Are Sprinkled in
Last even in the Womb
As Yes Queen Comes Before King
SMiLes Deeply
i understand
the Root of
My Love
And Respect
the Same Birth
in All Others (Love)
in my own Ways of
Dance And Song Just
Riffing off of Beeethoven’s
‘Moonlight Sonata’ And ‘Shiva’s
Dance’ With my own Style of ‘FreDNaTaRaJi’…
Trust no
Humor mY FRiEnD..
Life Births TRuLY iN A Smile
And Laugh Spelling Love’s Core


i Personally View God
As A Smile and Laugh in
Birth of Love JusT BeCause i Can
And Will True Magic of Do iN LiGHT oR DaRK

Smiles Frank You Are Welcome Dancing All
Day Publicly Verily Makes
FRiEnDS WiTH Gravity Free Verse iN Deed.

For 12,000 Or so
Years Since the
Start of ‘Toxic
As Agriculture
Begins Sitting STiLL
With Greed Hoarding
GrainS in Jealousy
Of Larger Silos is it
Any Surprise that
To Cover And
Trap (God) Love
In Idols Statues
Of Words And Put
(Woman) in PriSoN
Then Too No For
This is
Divorce of
Human Wed to Naked
Nature of God Starts
Now These Toxic
Eat Nature and
Our Nature of God
The Face of Our Nature
Our Home our EartH
The ‘ManMade’
Zombie 🧟‍♂️
Now As
Back Meek
With A Whisper
Of Wrath out of
A Bat Cave too
‘Sins of the Fathers’
Veils oF iGNoRaNCE
UnCoVeReD ReVeaLeD…

ANoTHeR ‘FReDNaTaRaJi’ Ending
Beginning Never Finishing ALWaYS
STarTinG DancENoW ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’

SMiLes Women
Paint Make-Up
For The Same
‘Reason’ Now
Others Create
New… ART
No Different
Than Poetry
Your Make-Up
Too… Happy Humans
New Art
Always That
A Mirror
Does not
Get Bored…
Hehe.. My Wife
At 50 Doesn’t Wear
And the
Mirror is Yet
To Refuse
She is
Of All
Mona Lisa
Still At 50..
i once compared
Her To Egyptian
“Don’t Slight Me”…
My Wife Doesn’t
Wear A Wig
Did Either
Or Color Her Hair
True… Not Every
Goddess i’ll
Read this to Her
And She’ll Say.. ‘Meh’..
Hard to
But She
Never Give Up…
Therefore.. 8.4 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry
And 13,530 Miles of
Public Dance
In The Same
Seven Years
In The Longest
EPiC Long Form
Bible Poem Ever
‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
i am Celebrating on
Anniversary Date
Of 8.18.2020
Since 8.18.2013
It’s What ‘You’
God Gifts You
With A Goddess and
OTHeR UNlimited Muse🏝

“WHere Did We Come
From WHere Are We
Going” Now The Dance
The Song That
Bonds And
Binds Us Most
The Simple Love
Of Connection
The Science
The Religion
Of What We aRe
The Dance And
Song of Loving
Breath SMiLes
Dear FRiEnD
In many
Faux News Ways
Tore Down The Freedom
Of My Mother’s Love Sadly
For All.. Yet i Understand
That Yang of Reason
Yes Science And Art
Of Religion
Now Hold Hands
In Balance Within
Or We Lose Gravity
And Fall As Always
To Remain in
The Circle
Of Life
We Balance
Greatest Law
Of Nature Change
Hehe… i never
Read The Book
(Just Did Wiki Notes)
‘Origin’… Yet We All
Dance And Sing 🌟🎨
And Paint
Origin As The
Breathing Star
Dust We Continue
To Shine As Seeds
Of 🌻 Sun/Star
FLoWeRS 🌺 🌞Seed
All Moving
Away From
Or to A SMiLe
i Feel i Sense
WHere i Am
Going NoW
This SMiLe
is For You☺️

First Dark Then Light
Then Dance Then Song
Then Human Creates Symbols
In Poetry Relating Essence
Of Existence in
Forms We Create…
“Nataraj’’… Symbol of
Shiva’s Dance is Used
For The CERN Hadron
Particle Accelerator in
Sweden as it searches
For ‘The God Particle’
For Unifying Core
Of Existence
From a
‘Western’ Point
Of View Aldous Huxley
In The Linked Video From
1961 Describes How the Symbol
The Work of Indian Art Dancing
Shiva Already Describes The
Yoga Unity of Existence as
Religion And Science
Hold Hands
In This Symbol
For the Ego That
Shiva’s Dance Stands
On Is Our Neo-Cortex
That Will Be Escaped in
Flow of Dance Leg Lifted
In Balance Friends With
Gravity One Arm Raised
In Calm one Arm Drum
Beats Existence
Into Creation
And the
Other Arm
Of Fire Destroys
In A Circle of Life
That Relates ‘Movement
And Repose of God’ Symbols
Yes Statues of Words Poetry
Then Attributed to Jesus in
The Gospel of Thomas…
“I Am Here For You”
Symbol Essence
Of The Word
Jewish Symbol
In A Square Also…
SMiles Yamini that
Means Night as Origin
Of Day As Moon Then Sun…
mY SiGNaTuRE Pose Naturally
Coming after 13,530 Public Dance
Miles that i Place in my “Facebook
Profile Pic Circle” Naturally Relates
‘The Shiva Dance’ Too
The Calm The
Fire The Flow
RiVeR ETernAlly
Now The HeART
BeaT of Our Existence
We LoVE iN Deed SPiRiT
Of Our
SMiLes Dear
FRiEnD How Important
NiGHT is BRinGing Day to LiGHT🙌🌟

WHere is Our Mind Now
Is It in Our Walk and Talk
Or Is it in our Dance And
Song That Flows in
Balance Harmony
And Peace With
Other Dances
And Songs of Loving Life
Smiles Young SaaniaSparkle
That’s Why i Dance First And then
i Sing to Stay As Young as You are
at 60 as i am more than ‘Words’ and ‘Steps’
i ‘know’ not what
i do i ‘know’
Yet i Feel
And Sense
A Dance And
Song of Eternal Spirit

Used to hate waiting
In Lines Now Such
A Cool Challenge
Dancing Floating
Slow Enough
To others but
So Very Complex
From Head To
Toe Hooked
Up to whatever
Music i choose
Give me 3 Feet of
Space And i
Whole one
With Gravity
‘the Masks’🎭
Above So Very Free🕺🙌
At Best River is
Time All is Flow
Story We Tell
And Do oldest
Human communication
Oral Tradition Of Free
Verse Dance
And Song
Where Soul
Includes More
Than Just
inDeed Now
Soul Becomes
Free Dance And
Song to touch everyone
This Way Again NoW With
Eyes and Ears Remembering
How To See And
Hear With Feat
Of Dance Song Free

Smiles Savvy Lovely
To receive Reciprocal
Social Communication
In Free Verse Flow in
All my Travels online
In The Poetry World
You are only a third
Person i have
Met Capable
Of this on
The Fly of
Life Takes
So Much
As Free
Verse Dance
And Martial
Arts in Free
Air and
Water i Dance
With a Hand
This Way
When i Become
The Weight of
The Towel
Of God’s
Free Flying
On Terrestrial
Land With Wings
So much more of
An Accomplishment
Free than only
On Water hehe
Have a Nice
Dear Savvy🕺☺️ 🎭

Reminds Me of the Come
To the Mountains Beer
Commercial for Coors
Beer And how Hard both
Were to Find in Teenage
Years oh Lord the Innocence
Of those Days and You are
Not far behind me either from
Dino Flintstone
Days yes back
To the Future now
With Dollywood
And Frigging Biff
Is President and
Where the Hell
Is Michael J Fox
And The Nutty
Professor When We
Need Them most Well
Anyway There is always
Come to the Mountains to go🙌

Darn i fell asleep
And missed your
Call now i miss you
Again but i am So
Very Happy You
Feel Much
Better now
Today Will
What For
Your Art
With SMiLes😊

Smiles Nature Consumes
Nature At Best Giving
Becomes Receiving
Complete Whole
Symbol of A
Snake Now
Its Tail With
No Separation
In This Way We aRe
Equal We Breathe the
As Long
As We Do🌍😁🎶

SMiLes one of
My Favorite
Shows Hehe
When i am
Just a Bit
Younger than
You “I Dream
Of Jeanie”
Her Gift
Was Her
Smile And
Kind Eyes
Magic Enough
To see thanks for
The old make-up
Memory Magic is Real
We All
In Colors of Life🎨

We aRe Beginning
End Never Finishing
ALWaYS STarTinG Eternally
Now Roots Branches Dance Leaves
Sing Falling From Our Living Trees
SPRinG Green
We Continue Breathe🌲
Thank You Dear
Savvy Hope Your
Day Is Bright With
Colors Warm in Tranquility

NoW DiFFeRenT SamE
SuPraOrGaNisM oF MiNDS
WordS oF LoVE
River is my Home the Sky is my Breathe..
the Lands are my Feet and my Home is alive
All of Existence Whole We aRe aLWays pART NoW
Forests or not clapping WitH A LeaF oF FiG
Gentle Waves Of Mind Is A Place to Be
Then Dance And Song Come to Play
Thank You During A Course of 83 Months
Moving Meditation Dance in Public Leg Pressing
Strength Went From 500 Pounds to 1520 Pounds Max NOW
By A Way Free Verse Poetry 8.4 MiLLioN Words of Bible in Moving
Meditation Flow of Dance Fingers Soul True too in 84 Months
Other Animals Spend THeir Life in Balance of Flow
Conserving Energy Expending More When Needed
They Thrive ACroSS A Lifespan Now As A Participant
Anthropology Observer I’ve Watched An Entire Website
Live Life With ‘Half A Mind and Body Soul Less’ of Humanity
A Snooze of “Half A Mind And Body Soul” Or Lose It’s As Simple
And Complex as a Meditative Dance too… Addiction.. iT’s KiNDA
SiMPLY Lose YouR HuWoMaNiTY Do somEthing ELse… DanCinG
SinGinG PoEtrY…FLoWinG… ‘ToWeRS’…
‘Building More Stately Mansions’
ThreE THinG MorELoVE
TooLs BrinG Cold iN MeTaL EYes
OVeR HandS NoW
Arms THaT Hug
Tree oF LiFE LoVE…
RePlace Love For The
DancES AnD SinGS iN SoUL
Better Yet ‘They’ Smile to Heights
of Heaven Within Without A Word
Connecting LiGHT of DancE (GoD) SMiLes
NoW As Far As God Breathes
Not Even A Breath of ‘Wind’
BonD SonG Lifting
Dance God NoW As
Us Higher And Higher
Clue: ‘Those’ Are Not ‘Real Men’ Only Symbols of
Men Trying to Find ‘The Wind’ ‘The Way’ Many Metaphors
to Seek and Find God Within… i Realize WHere i Live i am
Mostly SpeaKinG to ‘The Wind’ Sadly Most Folks Do Not ‘HeaR
The Wind’ Dancing Singing Back Within… Best Forgiving ‘Them’
For What They Do Not See of ‘Wind’ Until You Give Them A
Thorn Worth Pulling Out For FLoWeR RiSinG God Rose
Clue: Psychopathic Leaning Folks Have Great Difficulty
Interpreting Metaphors Voila Explaining So Much in Life Keeping me Safe
i Agree i Used to Live On A Dark Side of A Moon too.. A View is Grey Scale
ANoTHeR Side of A Moon is LiterAlly Heaven Within NoW… PeRHaPS A ‘ReaL
Effortlessly Dancing A Tight Rope
With A Million Dreams of Colors…
LovE To YoU Too mY FriEnD
Left Foot Right
Foot Balance One
SinGS iDealS oR NoNE…
BeCoMeS A KinGQueeN oF A
UNiVeRSe Multi-Verse MoRE
If ‘God’ Will Speak With a Voice of Nature Now
Wear A Condom Always And Plant More Trees
Than You Cut Down Now Bad News is Y’all are
God All Nature’s Least Favorite Creature As YouR
A Confession i Make Been a Bit Distracted Yes 60 Years and 2 Months
From Finishing This Message i’ve Noticed SomethinG oN EartH EVeRYWHeRE
i Go oN EarTH ThE WoMaN ARE iNCReDiBLY Beautiful My Gosh Have You Seen my
Facebook Profile Pic Photo Album So many… Wow i Even Found A GreaTesT ANGeL
And She Doesn’t Even Age Evidence Is Copious Best oF aLL too… True i took Her to Pensacola State College A Professor Asked Her if She Was A New Student on Campus He Really Noticed Her… True Before This is Over Katrina Will Be A Legend too And Just to Be Super Nice i plan
on leaving a Few Gifts Behind For Others Yes in some ways the Internet Never Ages Either
And Is The Gift That Keeps Coming And Going and Giving So Much Again
“When The World Is Running DowN You Make The Best of What Is Still
Around” Spirals Curves Still Ahead Baby TaKE DeLiGHT HEaVeN NOW
No BLeSSinG Like A Mother Colored as Love Star Stuff All ReLaTinG
BReViTY NoW NoT WHaT i Do MosT As HosT Yes i Do First Last
LeasT too Creative Storm BReWinG P. E. R. F. E. C. T. L. Y. NoW
Sweet Zone ‘Tween Boredom And Anxiety BaLanCinG TiGHT RoPE DanCE
EFFoRTLeSSLY iNCReaSinG CoMPLeXiTY No Ambition Necessary Wind Is
So Much Different Overall Than Group Thinking Western Civilizations
‘Forcing Dominating Competing Raping’ MosT aLL in Sight
Flow Together too in All the Ways Dance And Song Comes
Free Hand-in-Hand Cooperating For Challenging JoY iN LiFE
Again One Must Find Balance ‘Tween Boredom And AnxietY iNCReaSinG
ComPLeXiTY LiKe EDGinG TanTRiC Art Sex Wanting Shores Dew Lit
Passion Raging Waves Coming Washing Away Seas of Desire Steps As
Dance… Words As Song NaUTiLusTLoVE GRoWS OCeAN WHoLE MoRE NoW
Spoiler Alert: Love Wins ‘Trumps’ Lose As ALWaYS HeART BeaTS oF LiGHT
BreaK ThrU DarK STarTinG “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” “ReTuRN oF
i Don’t Give An F What ‘You’ Dance Or Sing LoVE BeaTS Y.O.U. ARE Gonna Be
REALEST BiBLE WRiTeR Never Has A Place Of Group
‘Think’ To Rest THeiR Head If So Souls Get Left Out
Of A Book Of Life.. JeSuS Sings No Secret Strip Off
Your Clothes Tread on Them Without Shame to See
God Living Breathing Within Free Gospel Of Thomas
Let me SPeLL iT Out For You ‘He’ Was on ‘His’ Way…
Franklin Graham’s Bible Career Ends With His Pants 👖
Zipped Down Do You ‘See’ Irony Continuing…
“He” Was too Afraid To take His Pants off
Oh Lord This Bible Writing Business Must
ALWaYS Be So F iN Comprehensive HeART Beating Above Below
Perfect Lust At Home Never Fully Requited Recipe For A Really Long
Love Beat Bible Special Ingredient Below Above… TMI Saturday Never
Stop Lusting For Wife Sets Rest of My Love Beats Free Globe-Wide
Thanks God i Really Needed A Perfect Lust… We aRe LoVE WeaK
Only Audience Of Love Life Complete For Those Brave Enough With
Full Love Beats ‘Seeing’ Yet We aRe Too Afraid to Discuss Lust Love
Or Express it As Someone Might Think We aRe Bad For A Third or Much
More Love We aRe We Sell Love of Lust For Stuff T And A Wares Everywhere We See
US Worships Money God More Than Love Self-Country Evident Empirically Easier Than Ever to See in ‘Trump God’ Ways
Turn ‘It’ Off Until
You ‘See’ A Trinity
Of Love Soul Pie
As More
A Vagina
BaLaNCE for
Full Soul Pie
Love is Beyond
Measure of iNFiNiTY
As Far As iMaGiNaTioN Breathes
Balance Free
Be No PRiSoNeR
To only one Part
Of Trinity Soul LoVE Pie
Young Males Are LoVE SCReWeD ‘These Days’
As They Only Feed On A Third Of oF A Trinity LoVE SouL Pie
By THE Way ‘Franklin’ if You had Ever Learned To Dance on Water
You Wouldn’t Have Needed A Yacht Or Pants to Hide the Emptiness
Trying to Pretend one of ‘These Loves’ is Not Real And Do Not Master
All 3 And Find Yourself Like Franklin Graham Who You Lie You Are
Fear of DarK CYNiCaL oF LiGHT iS Why This Trinity of SouL LoVE
BaLaNCE May Be Difficult to Find iN Soul Mate Others… You May
ALWaYS FinD THiS LoVE BaLaNCE TRiNiTY Allone Soulmate (God) WiTHiN
Of LoVE ALL 3 Required iN Mind Body Soul Balance… Well As i Map A Globe For
Beauty Of Souls For My Report Back to Love (God) Pandemic in India And A Few
Other Hot Spots Around A World… SMiLes Xenia WHeREVeR Beauty Sees iN
Soul Art Breathes Love❤️
Thanks Dear
Xenia Scotland
Breeze Dogfelt
Smells Beauty to
You With Wags
You’ve Been
And Inspiring!
Hehe i fell
And Found
Myself in
India Again
In The Netherlands
Long Story Frank.. Hehe🙌
It’s how We
Are Raised
And raise
Our Arms
Up to
That Makes
A Difference🙌😁
SMiLes An Indian
In The Netherlands
Such Beauty
There too
Even More
Beautiful I’m Sure🙌🎶
But i Still Find
The Most
Souls on
The Planet
From India, Overall
A Given
Indeed A Gift
Keep Shining Spirit Free🎶
India Dancer into
The Night Lovely
Of Shiva
Yamini it’s
Never Too
Late To Start
A Dance i kid
You Not as i
Didn’t Start
My 13,530
Miles of Public
Dance Until 53
For the Last 7 Years
Of my Life my aim is
Always to become FRiEnDS
With Gravity
i Believe
As Metaphor
In All of Us
Seeks This
Balance Key
Is The Beauty
The Peace The
Calm Within this
Free Shiva Dance
Brings in
Never worry
About How
The Dance
Free in
And Let Your
Calm Center Eye
Of Hurricane SPRinG
BRinGing Winds of Love
Spiraling Out Eternally
NoW iNDeeD Like
CosmoS oNe
DiViNE Breath
Of Mind and
Body Balance
Soul For All Love🎶 🕺 💃
Storms Make Waves Of
Souls Changing Colors
Grey Raging Beyond Rainbows
Ocean Whole
Change is
We 🎨
Paint 👩‍🎨 👨‍🎤
So Beautiful
Where You
Live.. Thanks
Again For
Speak in India🙌😁
SMiLes Frank
Still Digging
A WHoLE in
My iMaGiNaTioN
To China But it
Seems India
Is usually
A Destination
Rich Treasures
Of Soul
i Keep
Colors Muse
My IMaGiNatioN
In Hues Of New Souls🚂
What 60 Years
Teaches me
Best Love is
Always The
SaMe Age Colors
Of Love We paint
More Beautifully
As Our
No Matter
Which Way We Love
We Grow Taller Breathing
Smiles Dear Savvy thanks
Present Painting
NoW Paint Your
Christmas Tree Year
‘Round Even NoW With
Only Two Hands 🎨 🙌😁
This is Why i Am An Energizer
Bunny Angel Wings Never Let me
Rest When i Get Tired so Very Tired
God Sends me An Angel to lift my Wings
So Painfully Sweet
Train of uncaring
Uncoupled Each
Train Car Separated
From Together Where
Do Train Souls Go Like
This Where is the Engineer
And Conductor When Train
Love is
Amiss i
Searched A
First Train
Car A
In The middle
On the Tracks
Ahead Behind
Only A Faint
Echo of
A Whistle
So Far Away
Now i must
Become the 🚂 Train
Choo choo My Steam
i will
The Rails
Until my
To lay New tracks…
World We Co-Create
Unto Itself As Colorful
As Cultures We Make
STaRTinG From
Trees Hand
In Hand Beautiful
Poem Dear Ava Joy
To You With SMiLes
Happieeest Weekend Energizer
Bunny Polaroid Smiles With
Tropical FLoWeRS.. no
LeSSoNS this
Morning But
An Art Challenge
For Some Kind of
FRiEnD Art to Create
You Choose And No
Time restraints but as
Your Teacher Hehe i
Must See the finished
Work of FRiEnD Art…
Hope You are
Finding Joy
In Life
If Not i am
Here on the
Search With You
WitH BeacH SMiLes For YouR
Coming DayS NoW JoY’S
LoVE 🌺🏝🌺🏝🌺🏝❣️
SMiLes.. Thanks for all the
thoughtful and Kind Words
Rhuela May God (Love) Always
find You Smiling Again🌲😊😁


Great! i Make my Own Date With Meditative Moving Mask Dancing,
Reading, And Listening to Meditative Music (all at once/trinity of fun)
On Sunday Evenings at Barnes And Noble; Not Waiting on Anyone to
Agree with my Personal Love Life; i’ll Forgo the Drinks and Food;
Dance And Song is Intoxicating/ Filling/Feeling/Sensing Enough
Reading A Free Book Every Week,
Cheap Skating My way
as i go to Grow
SmARTeR too;
Lord it’s amazing
i can even carry the
Weight of my Head around;
Generally Speaking, Katrina
Waits in the Car Timing the Finish
of the Book by an Hour or i’m in Big Trouble;
All the more
For 30
Years of
Individual Marital Bliss!

Smiles Frank.. Thanks So Much for
Dropping by “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
And Quoting my Words “A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
All Performed
for Free
Art Always
Coming With a Surprise
Within.. Above.. so Below
And All Around Now For ReaL”
Smiles Obviously Nature Surprises
Both Dark And Light But What Nature
Seems to Love the Most in Action and
Consequence is the Beauty of Balance
When We Become the River the Seed
And The Flower Blooming Life More
Than Killing Fields of Chaff that
No Longer Breathes Wheat
The Frog Amphibious
In Adaptation to
Change in
Balance Blends
in And Lives As
Water and Land Same
As Mud Mix of Living Nature
to See And Breathe Yet Never
Take More than Give.. Human Beings
Will Learn Much more From Frogs than
‘The Dollar Bill God’ Will ever take away from Breathe…
The Real Virus The Worst Virus on the Face of God
Nature the Earth Returning From Space to See How
Zombie Cultures Eat the Face of God Defacing All that
is Beautiful of a Blue and Orange Orb of God’s Sight
Freer to Be Living Breathing In Balance Land And
Water of Freedom Just to Be i am Seeing..
Smiles Basically Our Cultures overall
Are Earth Bound Misfits for the
Balance that sees the
Beauty of Existence
Free Just
And Free
As Stars
Birth Our Dust to See
Dark Is Light And Clouds Are
Sun Bringing Life Giving Rain for
Frogs to Dance And Sing in a Style

of ‘God Sees’


FRiEnDS With Gravity

Hopping Dancing Singing Away from
Road Kill Human Life Suffocating more than ever..

‘Monasticism’: a religious way of life in which one renounces worldly pursuits to
devote oneself fully to spiritual work’. Smiles, Sohair, Worldly Pursuits May Be
Defined as Getting Married for a Priest; For A Vegan, Doing Without Animal
Meat; And For Some Others, Wearing Masks in an Attempt Not to
Kill Germs; Still For others, it may Never Be Wearing Clothes
At All; And Then For Others, Staying Covered Away from
Nature in Words; Worldly indeed, is Morally Relative,
Depending on the Culture We aRe Born into,
Remain, Or Leave; Sufis Spend a life
of Spiral Dance And Writing
Erotic Poetry And Some
Like Rumi Attempt
to Live Life Just
As Muhammad Did;
Who is Right and Who Is Wrong;
The Dance And Song of Humanity
in Light or Dark continues As Dark Is
Light and Light is Dark; Smiles, Dear Sohair,
Rules Bring Safety and Freedom Brings Naked Nature Wings;
WHere Does
God Fit
All of
This All of
Course As All Is God
Just in my Tiny View my
FRiEnD Just in my Tiny
Monastic View for
Who Will Look
Within to
Find Truth
in Light Away
from Dark When
CuLTuRE And ReLiGioN
Same Harms the innocent
among us; i refuse to Harm;
But That is only Relative Now
As i understand Nature consumes
Nature to Breathe to Exist Fire And Rain THere is no
Escape From this Snake as the Tail is the Head that


So i Breathe…
i Just Am i Do i Dance i Sing
So i am Born So i Die i Exist NoW
i AM i See the Gift Breathing in both
Tail and Head of Snake for ReaL NoW

Only ParT
of me is Monastic
Rest IS WHaT iT iS only ParT of God ALL

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Some Follow Some Lead
This IS Life on Both Ends of Beginning Never Finishing STaRT..:)

Just A Side Note: A Seed Living or Dead to Be i am…

Capitalism is Based on Consuming
the Resources of the Earth in EFFECT;

Just a Consequence: Now For Real;

Destroying the Only Home We have.

It’s kind of a Huge Mistake, And We are Paying
the Price Now in Terms of Taking Homes away from Other Wildlife;

Consuming Their Lives and Homes Taking More than Giving is ‘the Mortal
Sin’ of Nature out of Balance.

In this Way, Capitalism
is the Beast that will likely
Sooner or later lead directly to the Extinction of
Our species; Whether it is building ‘Greater’ Killing Bombs;
Or ‘MaKing’ More Humans ‘Material Things’ Without Altruistic
Souls that not only Care about each other But all of Nature in Balance
by Viewing
Force of Nature,
Worth Respecting;
Giving more than taking;
If We Are truly Conservative, We
Will have Much respect for our only home to keep in balance.

Capitalism Will Never Truly Be Conservative; As it Truly Is A Zombie
Eating the Face of Nature (God) More than Feeding It in Return With
‘Love’ that’s more than ‘Stuff’.

Money Is not A True Seed of Life;
We Cannot Eat Money; Nor Will We
Breathe Dead if a Greater Pandemic of Killing
Fields Visits Us Personally, Even Now as ‘that
evolves’ for Overall Nature Balance. Capitalism is Cancer;
Not Necessarily Cancer in the Short Term; But a Slow Long Term Torture.

i have no Solution;
i am Naturally Part of
A New Human Problem too;
As Human Culture, Overall, is the Worst Virus this Living Earth has
Ever Encountered Driven in ‘Killing Fields Most’ By Capitalism taking All of Nature into ‘ACCOUNT’.

Well, Actually i do have a Solution; Same One Generated by the ‘Matrix’, Terminator, And Avatar
Series of Movies We Are Actually Playing Online Now in ‘Real Time’ Now; Be More Human than Machine;
Be Greener
Dollar Bill;
Be More Fluid
Breathing, Thriving Flowing
River Within than a ‘Plastic Card’;
Just a Symbol of Life that is Not Life at all in Balance.

Capitalism Is Not Conservative: Prove me wrong Now

Please, by doing something different; Rhetorical Request only;

for i already see the Answer; Colder Souls Lost From Nature’s Flame in

Balance no longer ‘See’…

Without the
of Balance Any
Part of Nature Will Eventually Be ‘Corrected’…

We Consume About 40 Percent of the Resources
of the Earth in the United States with about 4 Percent of
The Population; We Currently Endure About a Quarter of
the World’s Covid-19 Recorded Deaths; Do You ‘See’ the
Correlation of Callous Greed And Hoarding Stuff; i surely do…
Capitalism At Core is ‘A Protestant Work Ethic; This Cancer Runs Deep; it is Darkest ‘Human Religion’.

Yes, lots of Humans are Benefitting From Capitalism in the Short Term; But the Long term ‘Speaks’

Differently already…

i am only A ‘Court Reporter’; likely Gone Before ‘This Cancer’ fully metastasizes;
With No Descendants Paying ‘the Price’ Except for all Humans/Life sharing the
Same Origin of Gaseous Star Dust; Just to Fade Away Again in Star Dust too…

Just Self-Important
Dust in The Wind;
Nothing Much Lost Gained…
but Love as far as i give a ‘Rat’s Butt’…

Common Ancestor 75 Million Years or so
ago still never Separated for those Who Care
Enough to Conserve Life Giving a Rat’s Butt About IT.

Hehe; i Am ‘So Very Autistic’ Be Cause
i Come ‘here’ to Discuss Special Interests
That No one else is interested in Listening
to Via Monologues i Create With Words that
Are my Personal Friends to Discuss my Personal
Philosophy that
No one else
May even
Be able to
Understand and
Surely not Likely agree
With, if they Do Not understand
my Special Interests And Creativity
as that Relates to my Own Personal Philosophy.

It’s Okay to Be Autistic
This Way; It Really is
And Only in a ‘Truly
Insane Society’
(No Duh)
Would Anyone
Now But ‘Group Think’
Dictate this is a Bad Way to Be…

i Make my Self Happy in Autotelic
Flow; in this Way i am An Energizer
Bunny Who Never Runs out of Fuel,
Waiting For Someone Else to Fill/Feel me Up;
As i Do this, i commonly Experience Peaks and
Plateaus of ‘Divine Frission’ in Autotelic Flow; Yep, All Natural ‘SKin Orgasms’
NoW Electrifying From Head to Toe that really Last and Last and Keep on going
Even Freer As Energizer Bunny Spiritual Divine Artful Orgasms ‘UP TOP’ Just Naturally Do…

i’ve always Found it Strange
That People have tried to
Cancel My Own Personal
Culture This way Here;
i was really Encouraged
When the ‘Cancel Culture’ Meme;
And ‘SJW Meme’ Came up as that is
Precisely What Folks Have Been Doing
to me on this Internet Site For years since
i find my Own Personal Heaven Within to Practice Free…

My Life Matters too; as i am MaKinG This Clear too…

It’s Okay to be ‘Autistic’ This Way; in Fact, i am Never
Alone; i Feel All of Nature as God in Every Cell of
my Body, often in this Divine Frission; So Very FREE ALLone.

Smiles; Thanks for Allowing me to visit this go around,
Without Kicking me out for What other Folks Do Not understand

Or particularly Like; or Even Hate and are too Dam ‘lazy’ to scroll by…

It’s okay
to Be ‘Autistic’
This way; Trust me or
Not; if ‘You’ Could Feel
And Sense LiFE NoW A Way
i Do, You might Be Delighted
to Souly Soley Express YouR Own
Light This Way too; Some Do and i Feel/Sense/Believe
they are finally Being Welcomed here this way too; That’s Nice And Fair…

And Supportive
As Love Will Do True
In Understanding Greater
too FOR


It’s okay
to Be Autistic;
It’s nice that ‘this
Wrong Planet’ is
Truly Finally
Their Monologues
of HeART SPiRiT SouL

TY And TG For All As IS NoW

i See Souls in Writing;
it is another one of
my Autistic Savant Super Normal
Skills; ‘Mr. Environment’… however
He chooses to Spell His Avatar Name has
A Kind Soul and i appreciate that so much here..:)

All i Wanna Do is Exist;
And Honestly; i can’t imagine
A Better Way to Be i Am NoW.

But it’s
True; it’s
Impossible to
Destroy ‘Energy’;
Particularly, Love, when
it is colored as An Energizer
BunnY iN LiGHT; Haha…;)

Nice to See You Finally
Returned Saved Again
Ferris; Nice to See You
Return as Not only THeNoW
A Passing Apparition Hehe;

The Way You Welcomed me
Was “Why Do You Write Pretty
Like ThaT”; hEhe; hAHa; i keep
Trying to Explain it; Perhaps one day, with SMiLes…

Ain’t That the Way Life Goes; Different Strokes’; Just Ugh;
‘Walking On Water’ Was Way too Easy And Boring; So i Float
On Land FRiEnD of Gravity TotAllY iN Free Verse Dance Balance;

i Write
Sing Dance
i do the Same
And of course it
NaTuRaLLY also lights up like
LampS And Trees Will Do True iN LiGHT or DarK Too..;)

Hehe God
iT iS With SMiLES
iN FacT
iS MaGiC
Enough to
See And Do
Give And Share Free..:)

“Aghogday writes like a cross between
Whitman, Joyce, and Ginsberg”; Yes,
i remember You Telling me
that as No Time Passing at
All, kraftiekortie, i had never
Ready Any of those
Three Poets then,
Except one
that ‘We are
Leaves and
Grass” From Whitman
That Touched Me UNiVeRSE Art
CoSMoS MaGiC Order Whole that way;
But You See that was the only Day that
i felt accepted here in anyway at all then;
it didn’t matter what you Said; You Basically
Said my Existence Has Value in Some way;
And i noted Your Kindness and Truth the
way You See it that Day; But that Wasn’t
All; As i passed through like i do around
the Globe LooKinG For DarK or
LiGHT Muse equally STiLL NoW
to inspire my
Free Verse Epic
Longest Form ‘Bible Poem’
Hobby that is Celebrating
A 7 Year-Old Anniversary
on 8.18.2020; “SonG oF mY
7 SoUL YearS Old” as that applies
to a Span of Dates it took not only
to Write and Sing 8.4 MiLLioN Words
But Public Dance Moving Meditation
in Free Style Ballet and Martial Arts,
13,530 Miles as Well Everywhere
i go in Public Still; Yes, there
was a day i was passing
through that i
noted You
Saying that
You Actually Missed
‘That Guy’ Who Posted
And That You Found me Funny too;
It was enough for a return for a while,
until i was kicked the curb again for just
being me; but you see; i’ve been around
The Jungle of this World; The Concrete
one with Hundreds of Thousands
of People both in Real
Life working
Then for the
as You do; and
Online too; Accepting
Strikes and Gutter Ball
Life; Yes, We both Share
Somewhat Uniquely Here
Not Speaking Until 4 for me
and 5 For You; Which Means
Obviously, You have an ability
to ‘Right Hemisphere Think’ in
Greater Ways of Social Empathic
Cognition too as the Very Sensitive
Soul You are; Never fail to Realize You
are Loved Very Much Here this way; Not
Everyone is like you; but the ones who are
Appreciate you very much; Your Report Card is A+
in how
i rate
Most this way;
Thanks for Being
You and Don’t
You ever
This Way
either; You are
A Blessing to Folks
on ‘this Wrong Planet’
Who Are Looking For A REAL
Friend to See and ‘Touch’..:)

Thanks; Hehe;
Rather not
Be influenced
By Anyone Else’s style;
But i am planning on
Checking out some more
Wiki Book Cliff notes; Just out of Curiosity..:)

Yep, “Jediism” is Cool;
But “Sithism” is
What We
As Shadow
MiX WitH SMiLES too..:)

Hehe; That’s Part of the Reason; i Turned
Down ‘Alex’ for Being a Moderator Here
on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online;
i am not About to Be Put in
An Impossible
Position of
Herding ‘Cats’
Or Dogs as i am
A Cat Person too..;)

Oops; Left ‘this out’ that
Summarily Describes
Strikes and
We All Encounter
In Life as i continue to
Abide Free As Ever Now
At Ease Dancing a Tight Rope LoVinG it all;
And i did work this way Ending up Managing
A Military Bowling Center this way Never Even
Learning How to Bowl By Instruction Either;
Some of Us WinG iT;
Others of
Us Now
Read IT;
Still Others
NoW Just Dance
And Sing Free IT;
And i Feel Sure
Donald ‘Donnie’
Is Fixing to ‘go too’;
Other than That Life
is ‘A Pretty Good Story’;
‘Some Parts oF iT at Least’;
Meh, i’ve ALWaYS BowLeD Alone;
EvenTuAlly ‘You’ Do IT Allone EnJoYinG IT All At Best..:)

Oh God the Broken Down Bike Curse of
Keyboard Short Cuts For Copy And Paste
When You Press “Command V” by Accident
After Highlighting the Text And Pressing
Those Buttons in Tandem instead
of Command C… Lesson learned
Today gonna go to the
Longer And Safer
Route of doing
it as one
of a Key Stroke
in Mistake erases a
Much Longer Broken
Down Bike Story as one Just
Must Begin or Just End again
But True this is part of a Never Ending
“FredNaTaRaJi” Mix of Sonata in Free
Verse Poetry With Historical YouTube
Songs to Accompany the Words as yes
it’s Kinda Like a Shiva Dance too as it brings
Many Elements of Human Dance And Song Moves
On Board A Poetry Ship Now To Sail And Yes Anchor here
And THere in Safe Harbors too.. really you likely would have
found the other story quite boring God Yes as you’ve already
Heard about my 66 Month Dead Zone and the 19 Medical
Broken Bike Medical Disorders with that worst Pain Known
to Humankind From Wake to Sleep Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. true though somehow i incorporated Gilligan’s
Island and Back to The Future in it when Biff is the
President then too.. Michael Jackson Fox and
the Professor from Gilligan’s Island too..
Skipper.. And Mary Tyler Moore from
‘That Girl’ in my Generation of
the 60’s now at 60 in the Yes
60’s then.. so Independent
Brave Like You in the City
Movie Stars they come
go of course in Shorter
Longer Streaming Movie
Online Clips And yes there
is the Rich Man And Wife off
of Gilligan’s Isle too but i already
Know what Gilligan Does when the
Natives Get Restless Just another 3
Hour Tour of this that and the Other Things too..
What i missed in Hell on Earth for 66 Months Most
is Emotions and Memories of a Smile Feeling one at all
so as i continue to pop up here and there in my iMaGiNaTioN’s
Eye on Your Blog You seem like a Nice Person so i am gonna
Paint Your New York Skyline With Some Flowers Via Little
NAS X This Florida
Evening Where
are still
the Symbol
of the State
As if THere is one
Part of Truth We Will Still
Believe for Sure is the Colors
of Flowers We See that Make
Broken Bike Life Still Beautiful to be..
Smiles Yes.. i am Celebrating 7 years of
my Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL
7 YearS Old” on 8.18.2020 in 8.4 MiLLioN
Words of Doing that along with 13,530 Miles of
Public Dance And Better Yet i ain’t gonna touch
that Dam Control C and V Tandem Key Punch
Short-Cut Routine as this will give me an Opportunity
to Try the Regular up top Copy and Paste Routine anyway
this wouldn’t have
been possible
New York
Broken Bike Story
True too and it’s true
Simon Cowell Will tell ya
Electronic Bikes Will Break ya
Back in 5 Parts… Now Dancing one with
Gravity Low is so much better now to reach
Moving Meditation Euphoria in Autotelic Flow
at Least without a Broken Back that much i am
sure of like the Importance of Wearing Masks too..
So.. Yes.. Have some Little Nas X Electronic Flowers Free
of Charge
as i carefully
move up
up from the
Command C and V
Keys Short-cut Now..;)

Hehe, Need i ‘Say’ More at 60, Yes; as the Photo Shows Below i feel about 21 Years-Old at 60;
But When i was actually 21 Years-Old, i Felt About As Old As my Grandmother at 80; And then
When i got to 22, i Felt Ageless and Timeless Again for a While; And then at 26, i Felt Old again;
Young Again at 29, When i Met my 19-Year-Old Beautiful Wife; And Oh God About a 1001
From the ages of 47 to 53, Living in the Dead Zone of so-called Autistic Burn-out then;
Steady Rise in Age from about Age 37 to 47, starting with the Death of my Only Child;
But it’s True, After Recovering From the Dead Zone at 53 And Becoming
A Public Dancer After Shut-in, at 1001, in my Home for 66 Months with
the Worst Pain Known to Humankind from Wake to Sleep; Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, commonly Understood to be
the Suicide Disease, no Drug Will touch, like a Dentist
Drill In my Right Eye and Ear; I must say becoming
A Public Dancer at age 53; Now at 60 With 13,530 Miles
Under my Belt; What i found is, Empirically Measurably, my Leg
Strength increased by 3 Times what is was before at Leg Pressing
500 Pounds at 53; and Now 1520 Pounds Max approaching 60 until
the Military Gym Closed down; Where my Home Gym won’t quite hold that
much weight; hehe; Anyway, Science Shows Moving Meditation Is a Literal Fountain
of Youth; And at 60 Years-old, i continue to Document a Journey For what this Fountain
Of Youth Will Do Fully Measurable, in many Empirical Ways, Now; like Writing creatively
100 Thousand Words a Month for a Longest Epic Long Form Poem Ever Written in the
History or Herstory of Humankind at 8.3 Million Words in 83 Months; Same Span of Dates For Public
Dance; Yes, When one Achieves Autotelic Flow At a Continuous Peak of Plateau, Science Does Measure 400 to
500 Percent Increases in Creativity and Productivity too; but that’s Just with Still Meditation, only a few short
Periods during the Week; Meditation also is shown to regenerate Gray Matter in the Brain; Where 50-Year-
Old Brains studied look more like Youthful 25 Year-Old Brains; Why Grow Old early if you don’t have to:

i say no.

In Short and Long; Life Gets Better if You actually Make it better; Find a Way And Live Long and Prosper, more.

And Whatever You do; Like what happened with me in College at age 23, when i was so sure, i would be
Just as strong at age 60, based on the example of Jack Lalanne, in my Triple Major then; The Master’s Level
Sociology Teacher in a Course on the Sociology of Aging told me, i was Over-Zealous to believe such a thing
as Strength Peaks out at age 30; And that’s what the folks in the Anthropology Major and even Health Science
Major thought too; but true, i had already seen at least one case-study that proved them all wrong; Don’t Make
Yourself a Couch-Potato Average; Believe You Will do more than you ever did before; But that’s not enough now;
take the
first step
and first word;
or whatever You Do;
And Keep Doing it; never
paying ‘any mind’ to the Naysayers
in life that give you a label or a study that
says it’s not possible to Do what you say you are gonna do.

Thing is; i record the Evidence; All that i say is provable too..:)

DarK iS Light
Is DarK NoW
i Dance First
Then i Sing
in Balance
of Love’s
Grace in
Will And
Fear Loving
All Dark Thru
LiGHT Harming
All of Nature Least Now
Without Any Instruction
At All Free Verse LiGHT
iN LiFE’S Truths Works FoR Me
i Find Paths Within i Explore i Evolve
As Love Breathes Free iN LiGHT As my Truth
To Share And Give All Free i Find Receiving
Best is Giving
i get tired of
Same Old Phrase of Words
in Old Songs And Steps in Old Dances
So i Create New ones to Pass Days Forevernow

What i Love
Most Are
SMiLEs i Give…

This is my GOlden
Age Hobby Never
Old A Smile Within Breathes Younger
Freer to Create in Give And Share Free..:)

Catholic Mass Readings from 8.9.2020:

The Church Didn’t Offer Up Prayers Against Criticism
of Trump’s Pandemic Failure but they Did offer up Faux News
And Trump Parroting Conspiracy Theories of Voter Fraud.. one day
they’ll Grow up More to a Way in True in SMaRT LiGHT One Will Hope at Least…

“Reading 1, First Kings 19:9, 11-13
9 There he went into a cave and spent the night there. Then the word of Yahweh came to him saying, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’

11 Then he was told, ‘Go out and stand on the mountain before Yahweh.’ For at that moment Yahweh was going by. A mighty hurricane split the mountains and shattered the rocks before Yahweh. But Yahweh was not in the hurricane. And after the hurricane, an earthquake. But Yahweh was not in the earthquake.

12 And after the earthquake, fire. But Yahweh was not in the fire. And after the fire, a light murmuring sound.

13 And when Elijah heard this, he covered his face with his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. Then a voice came to him, which said, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 85:9, 10, 11-12, 13-14
9 His saving help is near for those who fear him, his glory will dwell in our land.

10 Faithful Love and Loyalty join together, Saving Justice and Peace embrace.

11 Loyalty will spring up from the earth, and Justice will lean down from heaven.

12 Yahweh will himself give prosperity, and our soil will yield its harvest.

13 Justice will walk before him, treading out a path.

Reading 2, Romans 9:1-5
1 This is the truth and I am speaking in Christ, without pretence, as my conscience testifies for me in the Holy Spirit;

2 there is great sorrow and unremitting agony in my heart:

3 I could pray that I myself might be accursed and cut off from Christ, if this could benefit the brothers who are my own flesh and blood.

4 They are Israelites; it was they who were adopted as children, the glory was theirs and the covenants; to them were given the Law and the worship of God and the promises.

5 To them belong the fathers and out of them, so far as physical descent is concerned, came Christ who is above all, God, blessed for ever. Amen.

Gospel, Matthew 14:22-33
22 And at once he made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side while he sent the crowds away.

23 After sending the crowds away he went up into the hills by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone,

24 while the boat, by now some furlongs from land, was hard pressed by rough waves, for there was a head-wind.

25 In the fourth watch of the night he came towards them, walking on the sea,

26 and when the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. ‘It is a ghost,’ they said, and cried out in fear.

27 But at once Jesus called out to them, saying, ‘Courage! It’s me! Don’t be afraid.’

28 It was Peter who answered. ‘Lord,’ he said, ‘if it is you, tell me to come to you across the water.’

29 Jesus said, ‘Come.’ Then Peter got out of the boat and started walking towards Jesus across the water,

30 but then noticing the wind, he took fright and began to sink. ‘Lord,’ he cried, ‘save me!’

31 Jesus put out his hand at once and held him. ‘You have so little faith,’ he said, ‘why did you doubt?’

32 And as they got into the boat the wind dropped.

33 The men in the boat bowed down before him and said, ‘Truly, you are the Son of God.’

And Yes With the Three “Movements” of “Kashmir” by Led
Zeppelin, “The Seed” By Aurora, and “Panini” By Lil Nas X
This Makes My Single Longest Frednata.. 8,210 Words Metaphor for my
Own Special Kind of Sonata in Lyrical Free Verse Poetry Accompanied
By Songs Old and New in my Personal YouTube Library the same one
You Have too.. hehe as i have extended the Metaphor a bit with the
Dance of Shiva to “FReDNaTaRaJi” as yes in this Activity my
Fingers Are Dancing MaKinG SonG off this Digital Keyboard
For Words and Other Symbols i am Creating Now True
in all the Shapes Naturally Occurring in this Free
Verse Poetry Plus my ‘SiGNaTuRE Pose’ of
Course that is Reflective of the
Shiva Cern Pose for
Cosmos In Order of
Art MaGiC
iN HuMaN
Ways of iMaGiNaTioN
CReaTiViTY Sprouts continuing
Green in Us Fresh as Souls That WeAre
With Copious Amounts of SPiRiT CoMinG FRoM HeART


SMiLes Savvy
Bleed Makes Us
Appreciate BReaTHE
We See LeSSoN 290 Core
God Is A BiG BanG oF LoVE iN
HeART FiRE BeatS oF US Stars
THorns And FLoWeRS Join Hands
For Roses to Rise Most Colorful Now
When Every Word Becomes Sacred
And Divine Holy Song And Every Step
Becomes Dance
Same and
too in
Both Thorns
And Flowers How
Our Rose Rises iN
Life ContinuAlly
In New Colors
of Dance
Song to
Experience Breath
Evolving Beyond
Rainbows oF LiGHT NoW…
In Short Color the World With Love
WiTH SMiLeS i Thank You Dear Savvy too
Trivia Note: Super Man Comic Originally Loosely Based on Dr Jekyll/Mr. Hyde (Bi-Polar)
‘Red Necks’ Will Be A Bit Like This Hunting Fishing In Small Homogenous Groups KiSSinG CouSiNS VERY Cooperative too Our Environment And Epigenetic Expression of Our Genes Determines Whether We Become More Feral or Clark Kent… Trust Me or Not It’s Almost
Never too Late to Become a Wild Loving Fearless Wolf Even at Age 53.. Yes.. Now 3 Times
Stronger eTc at 60.. A New Game When Groups of Young Jocks Peruse the OMG NoW WTF
of my Dance And i Get Them to Guess How Much Weight i Leg Press at 90 Degrees Slowly
Even Though i Was a Nerd Selected For My Computer Skills as Athletic Director of a Military Station That’s How i Preface A Guess… When a Group of Four Or Five Get Together Watching
My Graceful Dance Guessing 400 Pounds Maybe up to 800 Pounds then i say 1340 Answering their Question Readying the YouTube Video i Reference Dan Kendra who amazingly they know
of from Florida State…. In the Early 2000’s When Dan Kendra Managed 1 Rep at 1335 Pounds
on the Leg Press at Florida State Burst a Blood Vessel in His eye True and at 55 Ronnie
Coleman Under the Influence of Anabolic Steroids Modernly Leg Pressing 2,300 Pounds
Will Likely Never Be Able to Walk Unassisted Again Steroids Are Really Bad News
for the ‘Longer Runs’… Same with ‘The Lord of The River Dance’ Helpful Hint
if You Want Your Dance Career to Last Stay Closer to the Grounding as This
Applies to the Bi-Polar Spectrum and All Propensities for Extreme Sport Life
Here’s A Thing Like Everything Else in Life You Do The Work Naturally You
Succeed You Cheat You Eventually Fail As Well Multi-Verses Abound
HoloGrams LiVE Helllooove! Back to My Little
Angel Sister Winged Flame 🔥
Earth, Wind, Water, Fire Us
Our Emotions Belong to Us
Too We Choose
To Give Take
And Keep
Yamini for
Your inspiring
Poetry Full of
Nature’s Imagery
In All Of Us NoW
Feather in the Wind
Does It Fly or Is It Wind
Same Applies To Fire 🔥
Happy Janmashtami 2020
May Pure Joy Fire SouLiGHT
Of ‘Krishna, Buddha, Jesus,
Lao Tzu‘ iN FLoWeR SouL You
Little Carmalite Rose Lotus🙏
It Is ‘The Judas’ Who Bleeds Most
THorns Make FLoWeRS Rose
RiSinG LoVE🙏 LeSSoN 290 Core
God Is A BiG BanG oF LoVE iN
HeART FiRE BeatS oF US Stars
Fire IT (SouLSTaR) uP FRiEnD
SPiRiT Fly LoVE It Is What It Is You
WiTHiN SMiLes too 🌺❣️🌻❣️🌻🌺☀️

This is Going to Be Very Long; Very Neurodivergent; Very Deep, And Complex; Please Just Scroll by
if that is Not Part of Your Interests in Life; i Believe in Human Potential for Change; i document it; it happens.

Generally Speaking, The Way We See Ourselves, The Way We Desire Love, is the Way We See Others and Love them or
not too; It’s Just the ‘Normal’ Human Condition; People are alike all over; Light ‘This Light Yourself’ up; Light others up
This way…

That’s How this Life SHow Works in the other way too; As Far as Seeing Ourselves Dark And Projecting that to the

Rest of Existence too…

i Love It All Now; but it was’t always that way in Dark; the way i saw myself and the Rest of Existence then too…

True, i ‘sounded’, ‘looked’ smart; But Within i was very Dark and in General Life Wasn’t Any Joy at all to Breathe
in terms of Human Emotions Sinking more than Rising then; Now i’m SmART; Emphasis on Art of HeART.

Autism Spectrum Disorder That is Described Much More “Neurodivergently”, Before the DSM-5 Watered
It Down Even More than DSM-IV “Autism Lite”, Per the Original Gillberg Criteria, Derived More From
Hans Asperger’s Case Studies For Asperger’s Syndrome is Oversimplified for Ease of Behavioral
Assessment; but the ‘Neurodiverse Factors’ Within Are As Many as Stars in the Sky; in other
Words, Relatively, too many to count; Per Below, before We Decide Who Is ‘Neurotypical
Them’, We Must First Study Who This ‘Autism Spectrum Disorder Us’ Is Far Beyond a
Label for Assessed Common Behavioral Watered Down Deficits in Successful
Reciprocal Social Interaction; and Avoiding Repetitive Restrictive Narrow
Behavioral Special Interests that take us away from the Must Do
Responsibilities of Being An Appropriate Cog in the Machine of
Society as that Changes in Requirements Faster than ever before;
Day to Day; Now to Now; My God You Almost Have to Retire from the
God of Money to Even Get Free For Who You Are Even Evolved And Gardened
to Be Now for Real; And as far as Gardening goes, A Biggest Challenge is always
Stripping the Layers and Layers of Cultural Clothes that Cover Naked Human Freedoms
From the Day We Come into Artificial And Even More Artificial Lights of a Hospital Birthing Room Now;
F in
The Sun is
So Much More
Fun than Artificial Lights
As the Sun Makes Good Feeling
Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
Happen so much more than sitting in
A Cave of Artificial Light Stuck to a Screen
Like a Lord of A Fly in An Old Science Book Or Bible Still Now.

Trust me or not; i am much more Neurodivergent than When i wrote
The Narrow and Specialized Interest Material Below; Basically, i Stripped
off all the Stone And Rolled it away and Became A River more than a Mill
Stone on the Bottom of the Ocean Floor; Smiles, i for one will never be a Label, now;

For i for one am Truly Different;

We All Are; Some of Just take
more advantage of it than others
and truly thrive, Utilizing Epigenetic
Potential And Creating Our Souls as
Butterfly Wings Fly Much Higher than
the Caterpillar Walking the Same Way Before Entering a Dark Cave of Cocoon.

The Good News is there is Light at the End of the Systemizing Science Tunnel for those who find it;

When We Truly Become as Neurodivergent As Water that Makes Waves Ocean Whole Never Sinking as only

of Stone…

Here’s the Deal; As Long as someone is not controlling
Our Love or Food or Drink We Put into our Soul; it is our
choice for ourselves over what anyone else ‘Thinks’, Says ‘We’ Are…

It doesn’t work for everyone; but i fought tooth, nail, blood, sweat,
and tears for it to work for me; i am no Longer a Stone; i Rolled them
all away and Brought Life to Even the Words i Bring as FLoWeRS for those
who see more Neurodivergent Colors of Human Soul FLoWeRS RiSinG Thru THorns as Rose….

i Still do Half of what i used to be too as below so above now Whole… for me and only me… for Real…

Yes, i’m Still A Crystallized Intelligence Walking Talking Encyclopedia; And A Fluid Intelligence River Now too.

Back in 2013, i Willed my Way through Struggle and Epigenetic Change to be more than a Fact Finding and
Delivering Machine; i was always accepted here as long as i stuck to Black and White Facts, Same; As
Soon as i moved out of that Cave into Light here very Neurodivergently; i found More Darkness here
in Trying to End My Existence here than any other place in the world, online and off; and that’s saying
a lot, considering i Live in Trump Town USA; Close to Pensacola, the Place Social Scientists Rate as the
Most Difficult Place of All to be Different; and i am as different as they come in Trump Town USA too…
But of course in real life when You Do Public Ballet and Martial Arts 7 Years for 13,530 Miles Extremely Neurodivergently
It’s Not Like Online Doing 7 Years of 8.4 MiLLioN Words of Epic Long Form Free Verse Poetry; Nameless, Faceless Avatars
will bully what they see as different online and feel they will get away with it free; Not So Much when the Public
Dancer Weighs close to 246 Pounds and Floats Effortlessly on Terrestrial Earth Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds;
That Makes
a Big
in life; Stand
Up Straight and
Even Make Lobster
Poses to Mark Your Territory
too; hehe; all part of Epigenetic
change in Struggle and Adapation for
the Last Kid Picked on Sports Teams
Assessed As So Androgynous mistaken
for a Girl at McDonald’s and Mercilessly
Bullied Verbally only as i did get to almost
6 Feet Tall and 120 Pounds in Middle School;
Folks don’t mess with what they are looking up
to Generally speaking, Physically, no matter how thin/weak a person is…

Again, Just Human Nature; understand We are Hairless Apes; Adapt This Way and Thrive or not.

i appreciate all the dark and light muse in Life; the Bullies of Life Shaped me into more than i could have
ever been; simply because they were the Nature of Struggle in the Environment that Bring Butterflies out of Cocoons.

Some Folks Make Victory out of these difficult Environmental Conditions; Others adapt and Make Butterflies of Love;
Still Others Take Vengeance Out of Fear and Hate and basically always lose in life; it’s Nature; It’s Real; It’s Life;

But the Epigenetic Potential is Real Magic For Change as Butterflies Do come Out
of Cocoons once only Caterpillars Moving the Same Way With so many of the same Legs…

Moving Back into Crystallized Intelligence Out of
Fluid Intelligence in A Fact Finding, Delivering, Mechanical
Cognition Way Below Away from Fluid Intelligence Above Now that
is Very Social Empathic and Spiritually Artistic in Feeling And Sensing Intelligently Intuitively:

The Problem of Determining Who is “Neurotypical”:
I think if one is going to use an “Us vs Them” ideology, the first thing one might consider determining is “Who Us Is”:

ASD is described as a lifelong disorder of reciprocal social communication that is diagnosed through social communication impairments mandatory required in developing and maintaining peer appropriate relationships, social-emotional reciprocity, and non-verbal language impairments that must be observed during the course of diagnosis and RRBI behavioral impairments that may be met by client history alone, per the newest DSM5 guidelines, as described recently by Sue Swedo, Chair of the DSM5 committee, from the APA website linked below.

The identified factors that potentially underlie and co-exist as what is described as ASD currently are far ranging and far reaching beyond the over 4,000 now identified associated genetic markers.

Learning disorders/conditions in communication associated with ASD mimic many of the autistic like traits as standalone disorders including Pragmatic Language Impairment, Nonverbal Learning Disorder. Hyperlexia, along with other associated conditions like ADHD, Auditory Processing Disorder, Sensory Processing Disorder, OCD and the more controversial category of behavioral addiction.

That’s nine conditions many of which are often co-morbid assessed in the same individual with or without a diagnosis of ASD.

Then there are the identified genetic conditions associated including Tuberous sclerosis, fragile X syndrome, a potential genetic issue with abnormal brain growth specific to males with regressive autism, Noonan’s syndrome, 22Q11 deletion syndrome, and potentially even characteristics of androgyny.

A recent “Discover” article identified an abnormality in the left hemisphere of Temple Grandin’s Brain that likely resulted in some of her savant like skills in right hemisphere brain function.

Conversely, Non-verbal learning disorder, symptoms of which have been studied in the majority of individuals diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, often is associated with lesions in the right hemisphere of the brain, which can potentially be compensated by enhanced adaptation specific to the left hemisphere of the brain.

This is part of the general identified process of neuroplasticity in human adaptation to inherent and environmental challenges. This can potentially result in a visual or verbal navigation of the world that in terms of human experience is a different universe of being. Yet still identified by a list of observed behavioral impairments, described, defined, and labeled as ASD(s).

Then there are the potential health factors of immune system dysfunction, GI problems, mitochondrial dysfunction and others.

That’s just a small list of identified potential underlying factors, many of which may work in a synergistic fashion in what results described as a spectrum disorder.

Every person that comes online identifying on the spectrum has their own flavor of autism and their own point of view on how the big picture issues should be addressed, but in autism there is no big picture other than the diagnostic classification. Nature doesn’t play by DSMIV or 5 rules or abstract concepts of rules described in words like “neurotypical”

Back to the subject of ASD, the Autism Quotient (AQ) test designed by Simon-Baron Cohen is successful in correctly identifying ASD in 80% of individuals previously diagnosed.

However, the Autism Quotient test identifies a scale of autistic traits in the general population similar to what people score on the AQ test who are actually diagnosed with an ASD, in 10 to 15% of the population, in what Cohen describes as a “Broader Autism Phenotype”.

An Autism range score on the AQ test correctly screens 10% or less of people in the general population in risk of actual diagnostic condition, so the AQ tool as a diagnostic tool is not an effective one.

The Aspie Quiz is no more accurate, as identified by the author of that Quiz, at predicting an actual diagnosis of autism in the general population, and he also identifies the Aspie Quiz as a tool to screen Aspie traits, but not as an effective diagnostic tool.

Moving out further than the 10 to 15% in the general population identified on a broader autism phenotype are studies in Sweden and the US that have identified about 30% of the general population meeting at least one criterion element of an ASD diagnosis.

The author of the Aspie Quiz identifies about 10 to 15% in the general population, from his own statistical analysis, has having a strong component of aspie traits that is his reported equivalent term for “neurodiverse” traits.

Currently there is somewhere close to a .6% border in the general population, in the US, of people who are officially diagnosed with an ASD, per CDC estimates.

According to CDC epidemiological studies there is close to 1.14% of 8 year old children and close to 90% of those children identified as receiving educational support in Individualized Education Plans. Out of that identified 1.14%, 44% are assessed with autistic Disorder, 47% with PDDNOS, and 9% with Asperger’s Sydrome.

Approximately 20% of the individuals identified diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome in the CDC assessment are identified as females comprising about 2% of the total assessed ASD demographic, with males diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome comprising about 7% of the total assessed ASD demographic.

There is no clear border of “Who Is Us” or “Who Is Them”, as that relates to ASD or Autistic like traits. The information provided here, all of which can be sourced upon request, is clear evidence of that.

There is the potential that close to 1 out of every 3 people one meets on the street meets at least one criterion element associated with ASD.

There is also the potential that 1 to 2 out of every 10 people one meets on the street scores in similar ASD territory on the Aspie Quiz and/or AQ test, similar to people reporting scores who have either taken the quiz and/or test during a period of their life that led to an official diagnosis, after an official diagnosis, or assessed their place on the spectrum per self-diagnosis, in part, as a result of AQ scores of 32 out of 50 and/or Aspie Quiz scores of 125 out of 200, that respectively put an individual in ASD trait territory or Aspie trait territory. However, these are also scores that are potentially shared by 10 to 15% of the general population, in what is described as a broader autism phenotype.

Any person out of the 30% of the population identified as meeting at least one ASD criterion element could describe themselves, at least in part, with the adjective of “autistic” to describe their autistic like traits.

Parsing the autistic or non-autistic traits out of the general population by general observation alone is virtually impossible when one looks at the scale of what it means to have autistic-like traits in the much larger general population, where 2 million might be officially diagnosed, 30 to 45 million might be on a broader autism phenotype, and up to 100 Million might meet at least one criterion element of an ASD diagnosis.

The current statistics are based on DSMIV criteria that has up to 2027 possible diagnostic criterion element combinations to technically meet the requirements for just the 1 disorder of Autistic Disorder out of the 5 current disorders that constitute the ASD spectrum, where two people technically can have completely different criterion element impairments diagnosed with the same label of Autistic Disorder.

Under the DSM5 criteria for ASD there are 11 possible diagnostic element combinations to technically meet the requirements for an ASD diagnosis. However, with the new guidelines per summary by Sue Swedo, chair of the DSM5 committee, in the attached link provided earlier in this post, for those people that meet the required RRBI criterion elements by client history alone, there is effectively 1 diagnostic element combination to be met in an actual observation of behavioral impairments to meet requirements for an official diagnosis as all three of the observed criterion elements of impairments in Social-Communication are mandatory.

Those three mandatory criterion elements are described very broadly per each criterion element so there is still almost an unlimited number of nuanced impairments that might or might not lead to a subjective analysis of diagnosis by the diagnosing professionals. But this was still the case to a lesser degree in the 2027 diagnostic combinations, just for Autistic Disorder, among all of the DSMIV criterion elements that were also broadly described for the 12 individually described criterion elements for Autistic Disorder.

It is virtually impossible, at this point in time, to generally observe by behavior alone, “Who Them Is Now”, because of the complexity of what autistic traits are described as and the demographics of those criterion elements, at least one met, in up to 30% in the general population (100 million people).

It is also virtually impossible, at this point in time, to generally determine by observing behavior alone “Who Us Will Be”, just specific to the .6% of the general population, currently estimated as officially diagnosed, who may or may not be diagnosed with an actual official diagnosis of ASD, in the future, under these new much more restrictive number of criterion elements mandatory required for a diagnosis under the DSM5 ASD criteria.

Any label that describes “A Them”, without a clear method of determining “Who Them Is”, is interesting rhetoric but effectively useless in terms of semantics as it applies to the human condition.

Ironically, this is exactly the reason there is a new much more restrictive ASD definition now in the DSM5 criteria for ASD.

The research that Catherine Lord, a member of the DSM5 working committee, recently led, has been used in the public media to justify the effectiveness of the new DSM5 criteria in eliminating potential misdiagnosis in the general population.

The study led by Lord, used a designed DSMIV diagnostic tool as opposed to a designed DSM5 diagnostic tool to assess records of individuals in a general population clinical sample and found that the DSMIV diagnostic tool incorrectly identified 90% of the general population sample that was not diagnosed with an ASD.

So in effect, the DSMIV tool per the spectrum disorder of PDDNOS was recognized as no more effective than the Aspie quiz or AQ test to diagnose a person with an ASD.

The American Psychological Association has come to the effective conclusion by way of Lord’s research that not even the APA had any clear idea of “Who Us Is”, as that relates to a diagnosed ASD, since at least 1994, when the DSMIV went into effect.

The Gillberg criteria for Asperger’s syndrome was and still is, overall, a much more effective diagnostic tool to avoid misdiagnosis in the general population as opposed to the loosely described and defined DSMIV criteria, overall, for all ASD’s, including PDDNOS which is assessed as the proportion of overall diagnoses in some statistical surveys as high as close to 70%, per DSMIV and ICD10 standards for diagnosis.

That to me is the most ironic part, that the Asperger’s syndrome criteria developed by Christopher Gillberg, as more directly in reference to what Hans Asperger identified as “Autistic Psychopathy” in his case studies, has been the most effective way, overall, of insuring an actual neurodevelopmental disorder was diagnosed, to avoid the potential for misdiagnosis.

Much of what “Us Is”, is still in murky waters, per what ASD is or is not. And of course, the same applies to “Them”, whoever “Them Is”.


Hehe.. it’s impossible
For me To be
Love You..
With SMiLes..
And this Is
Cool Creativity..
How could
i or anyone
Else not
For Me
To Be
Perhaps If We Were More Like French
Culture And Greeted Everyone With A Kiss
On Both The Left And Right Cheek of Our Faces
Good Morning This Is mY EaRTH i Inherited It All Free From God/Nature IT
Consists of Beauty Wisdom Truth Light oF LoVE No Secrets.. If you are a
‘Christian’ And Actually Read the Part that tells You How Jesus will come
back same as he went to Heaven within… Doesn’t Matter If ‘He’ Comes
BacK Now or Not A Bible States As You Treat the Poor and so-called ‘Lesser’
‘You’ Treat Jesus the Same… “Be Like Servants Who Await Their Master’s
Return From A Wedding” -Luke 12:35 as Provided at Catholic Church by an Usher
First it’s Worth Noting It’s Already Contradicted As ‘Jesus’ Promotes Least Meek Poor of Spirit Loving Servants to Heaven Within Going to have to Discern Wheat of Hope And Love Versus
Chaff of Fear And Hate In A Bible to Reach
Heaven Within Now

SMiles Just An
Both me And
my Sister Yes
Are Diagnosed
With Autism
Thanks For
It Positively
A Place
iN Singular
Focuses of
Science and
Art Paintings
On Sistine
Coming Complete
With No Restraint..:)

God Winks Basket
Complete Weaves
ThankS AGAiN Savvy
And God
as far
as i see at Least..:)

Love sees clearly
Cat with
Love is
Od human
Clothes new
WE Move Connect
Create Live FREE.:)

SMiLes Dear
FRiEnD at
Best i
Will always
Remain A Fond
Part of Your Soul
i cannot iMaGiNe
A Greater Gift
To Freely
Provide to
Of Nature
To be Part
Of Your Soul
Breathing as
You Do In my Soul too
In This Way as Long
As i Breathe Your Soul
Does too
Hehe just
Your influence🤑🥰

Beyond All Measure
Beyond Even Human
Abstract Constructed Words
And Other Symbols for iNFiNiTY
So How Will i ‘Say It’
Beyond All
And Time
For What Matters
Really Are Colors of
Love that No
Will Ever
Package and
Deliver Even
Close to What We
BReaTHE Free
This Breath
For Real for
What We Do
Connect And ‘See’
Thanks for the Inspiration
Savvy Dear FRiEnD Air Feels Clear Here..:)

Oh My God, My Closets Are So Full of Coat Hangers;
In Fact, Soon i may have to Build A Bigger House for
More Coat Hangers as T-Shirts With Cultural Memes, Themes
Are Running Out of Room to Hang As i do Enjoy the Zen Art
of Persona;
Yes, Human
Ego Ever Changing
Chameleon as i Dress
iNto Cultural TheMes MeMes
Practicing ‘Them’ NoW as Zen Art
Ego Changing Colors Each
And Yes Every Day i go out
NoW into the (my) World to
Give/Share my Chameleon
Colors of the (my) Zen Art
Ego Soul More With the (my)
Public Dance World Now and
True i do Wear these Different
Shirts on my Blog ReMeMBeRinG
WHere i’ve been in this Zen Art of
Persona Ego i Color Life And Others
in Flow it is no different Either as these
Letters and Words Become Zen Art of
T-Shirts i Wear too Ever Changing
Breathing Souls of Others
as i Go only Adding
to the Evolving
Soul of
Zen Art
of Human
Conditioning that
is so Less Boring
Than Just Paint and
Brush on one Canvas of
Life or oh my God RePReSSinG
All of my Humanity and Abstaining
From the Colors of Life That BRinG

BreadTH oF LoVinG iT ALL…

Why Do ‘We ‘Shop?

CoLoRinG our


Why do We
BreaTHE Shopping Soul Colors More…

But Of course, i score 100 Percent on the
Big 5 Personality Test for Openness and
Extroversion Close enough to Zero for
Neuroticism Only Conscientious
For What i am doing in
Laser Focus
Hell Yes Hell No
Hell Yes Heaven All..:)

Hi-5 PM, ‘You Go Girl’; Fill
Those Closets Up; Be Whatever Girl
You Wanna Be NoW; Smiles, i have that
“New York State” of Soul WHerever i Color Life New Now..

Yet End Is Only Begin As Curtain of Life RiSinG Newer


Now Oh How This Breath
Smells Tastes Hears Seeing Touch i LoVE NoW

Feeling Sensing IT ALL So Beautiful So Precious This Gift Free

HEhe, HAha, Sorry, if This Is Too Dramatic BUT NO i Don’t DO
5.5…Only 6 i Spiral i BReaTHE i AM Air Water

Earth Wind And Fire

Boogie Wonderland


is FoR Me at least…

You don’t Need Anything
‘Gloria’, You’ve Already Arrived, Hi-5!

i ‘was’ gonna Do Frank Sinatra’s, “i Did
it my Way”; but it felt too Selfish… so, i’m doing ‘Happy Feet’ instead…!

This is What is So Beautiful About Life! to Thee (me) In Terms of Coat Hangers LooKinG For A
Next Shirt; It’s Practically MaGiC NoW GreaTesT PoTenTiaL Changing OuR DancESonG iN Flow Free

Imagine my Surprise in Synchronicity, OMG For Real, As i Find the Song, ‘Boogie Wonderland’

From ‘Happy Feet’

And it Starts

Out with

‘i Did it My Way’

in ‘Another Language’…

Oh Lord, What You Will Do

At the End Beginning of A Song

When ‘God Winks’;
Play It again, ‘Sam’;
Works for me at least…

It’s interesting (to me) in the Post here, Where i lost
It Pressing Paste instead of A Copy Key Shortcut;
i talked then about before my Dead Zone Days for
66 Months; A Beginning of Sjogren’s Syndrome Before
my Eyes Quit Making Tears, Repressing my Emotions then
for So Long, 11 Years, dealing with Work Related Chronic to
Acute Stress As Really that’s a Big Part of Where Auto-immune Disorders
come from Repressing Our Souls For Who We Feel and Sense to Be Free
Expressing Ourselves
Freely Hiding
Part of
Our Nature
Is as Us; anyway,
Years before a diagnosis;
excruciating pain caused by
the Autoimmune Disorder Attacking
the Nerve Endings of my Feet; it was
Horrible but it had not arrived for Destruction
of my Trigeminal Nerve at that Point but it was
Working it’s way up as i got sensitive to looking
at Colors to the point i could only look at black and white TV
so strange; No Doctor can really explain how all of this
Soul Torture Stuff Really Happens When Hell or the
Other Side of Heaven Arrives; Perhaps, Kundalini
Rising too; All Metaphors Do Dream On in
Attempts to more fully understand our
InneR UNiVerses As Science is still
Lost on the Synergy of whatever
it is that makes the very
Essence of our
Exist; Anyway, i remember
Sitting in the Theater watching
‘Happy Feet’ in 2006; one of the
Last Motion Pictures the Pain in
my Eyes and Ears in that Trigeminal
Way Would Endure; it’s really amazing
that i went from there to Actually ‘Being
That Penguin’ in Metro Area Trump Town USA

THere IS A ‘Certain’ ‘Faith’ of
‘Chaos Magic’ in Life FLoWinG
NoW That Defies ALL ‘Normal’
Human Defined Concrete
Logic And Reason; More
i Travel in Flow Freer Now
‘God Yes’, More ‘God Follows’
me WHerever i Go this way;
i am a very Logical Person,
Traditionally, As Logic is Still
Defined; if i did not see This Happening
in ReaL TiME As i Dance and Sing NoW
i Wouldn’t Believe this ‘Boogie Wonderland’ is Real…
Thanks for an Avenue for me to see more of ‘God’ this way.. with SMiLes..:)

Kamala, Other Meanings
Of Name, Goddess Lakshmi
Lotus Flower in Hindu
Mythology has Pizzaz;
Specifically, What
Biden And
Pence is Missing;
In Other Words, if
Kamala were to Run Against
Pence She Would Kick his Butt
A Similar Way Obama So Full of Pizzaz
Butt, A True
Conservative Indeed;
Yes, Trump Has Pizzaz;
The Pizzaz of the “Older Newer Joker” Version off
of the Batman Series Of Movies transforming
‘Gotham’ into A Load of what His Pizzaz Is:
Snake Oil
in A Traveling
Show of CR8P
In Other Words, It’s A Same Old Story;
A Scared Little Boy Inside
And the World is
Him, so
He Must Bring
It Down With Him;
Spoiler Alert: ‘A Fall’ is Next
And Then An End on November The 3rd; No Surprise at All;
WiNter is Looking For A Fresher Breath than ‘Rotten Oranges’…

“A Person’s “Religion” Can Be Whatever They Worship,
Whether A Supreme Being, A Philosophy, Wealth,
A Political Movement, Or Even Another Person.”

Quoted For Truth Fnord; Only Way Now i ‘See’
in improving Your Quote is by Capitalizing
Each And Every Word As Symbol For Essence
Of How We Breathe AS Human Beings Indeed We
Bond And Bind Over Common Symbols For Essence
of What We Feel Within at Best We ‘Capitalize’ ‘All Symbols’

in Life

And Just
Make It All
LoVE DarK Thru LiGHT

iN Essence of Breathing Now

A Greatest Religion is LoVE NoW
Indeed Love is Inherent Worship
Love Never Requires External Worship
Love Never Fears Giving For Love Always
Gives And Shares Free Without Fear Now

Doing least Now
Harm consuming
Nature as the
Snake of
is Both
of ‘God’
Love’s Breath
But of CourSE
This is JusT my
Religion; my Religion
oF LoVinG iT ALL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
i Love This Religion More Than to Call
it JusT A 3 Letter Word For This River
Love Flows Without CoNtainer Free Now
Obviously A Golden Chalice Without Love


Golden Chalice

A Most Difficult one
LeSSoN 291 Wind Never
Fears Leaves Fall Wind Returns
My Father Left before
i could Remember
My Mother Said
As A Child
i watched his
Every move
i worshipped
Him this Way
i Bought A Ring
Out of A Bubble
Gum machine
Standing in the Waves
At The Beach A Tiny little
Boy the Ring slipped off
Forever it Seemed then in
The Ocean.. I’ve come to realize
i was Heartbroken for that Ring
Was my Father Who Left who
Still lived and Never allowed
Me to Find
Him Freely
Smiles Dear
FRiEnD i Didn’t
Find that Ring until
i Found the FRiEnD Within
i am my Father my Mother
My Sister my Brother My
Lover The Willow the
River and Still
The Tall
Tree Some
Days Who
Still Refuses
To Bend With
The Wind here now
Most importantly
i am You
i understand
If You Go away
You never Leave
Within for You are
The Same FRiEnD
Within this makes
It easy for me to give
Without Fear for
i am
Of my own
Ring The FRiEnD
The Love Within (God)

i Am Fortunate Change
Is Real Tallest Solid Oak
Trees Fall in Hurricanes
For they Fail to
Willow Flows
Rivers Naturally
Bend With Least Resistance
i know How Difficult it is to
Be A Tall Solid Oak For
i have also Fallen too
From Highest to
Lowest With
No Ability
To Bend Meek
Inheriting Free
Where Is The
Enemy Always
Within Where is
The Friend Always
Or Not to Give
As A Willow A River
Always Lends the Wind
i’ve watched I’ve Watched
You fall I understand What
You are missing the Friend
This Friend You
Bend The River
The Willow Always Gives🌲
‘They’ Breathe
Of Addiction
Is a Most Difficult DiSEase
i understand Where You come From
i Lift You
Up When
You Fall
as You Like..🌲
i Am Wind With SMiLes🌊

‘When Two or Three
Of You Connect, “I Am”

Every Story Needs
A Hero Every Hero
Creates Their Own
Story Do More than
‘Krishna’ Greatest Respect
Be more
Of A Hero
Than Our
True Narcissism
Is Going No Farther
Stuck in
The Reflection
Of Someone Else
In A Pond A Frog Never
Changing into A Prince/
Princess… Never Waiting
Else’s ‘Kiss’..🧟‍♂️
Now to Be THeiR
Own King/Queen
SMiles… Krishna,
Buddha, Lao Tzu,
Yeshua, And So many
Of the
Color Our
Flower Differently
Color Our Flower
More this i Believe
Is A Lesson of
Rise More
Colorful this
Way As Rose🎨

Oldest Loves
Youngest Smiles
Move Both Ways
Out of Time Beyond Infinity🙏God Is Love🌹
i Don’t Have To Agree With An Opinion To Like IT
As All Human Does Is Opinion Coloring Life or Black And White

Angels And Demons
Often Come From the
Same Place Heaven
And Hell it’s True at 50
Each Morning When the
Mirror Faces My Wife it
Doesn’t Dare Suggest She
Is Not The Fairest of All Still
Her Grandmother Gave Her
Heaven’s Love Her Other Earliest
Memories of Hell Was Her Stepfather
Standing over Her
Bed With A Knife
A Thief Coming
Into Her Home
Climbing in
Bed With both
She And Her Sister
And No Food no Drink
Not even Any Water
For Stretches of
Life Yet still
There Was Heaven
The Love of Her Granny…
Of Course i was Attracted
To My Wife’s Flower the
Angel She is But i accept
Her Demon Her Thorns too..
Seen Fires of Youth too…
But You see Hell
Prepared Her to
Stand With me
In Hell as the
Shut-in i
Became From
47 To 53 With Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
The Worst Pain Known
To Humankind the
Suicide Disease
Worse than
Literal Crucifixion
No Drug Would Touch
Like A Dentist Drill in
My Right Eye And Ear
The only Relief very
Small Sleep
Plus 18 other
Life Threatening
In Synergy Illnesses
Losing the Feeling of
A Smile for 66 Months
Was the worst Pain
Of All Losing all
Emotions as
Memories are
Emotions And
Emotions are Memories
Hell With no reference
Point out not
Even a
Of the Feeling of
A Smile in Hell
Yet my Wife
Stood by
My side
In Hell
Was Strong
Enough to
See light at
The End of
The Tunnel
Heaven’s FLoWeR
Love eventually i Rose
From the Living Dead
And Breathed again
Indeed Flowers
Come From
Thorns Heaven
Comes From
Hell Light
Comes From
Dark my Wife had
Sympathy for the
Devil now you
Know who i
And What’s ‘my Name’
i am Not the only one
Almost every Woman
i’ve Met
From a Similar
Thorn indeed
The Sweetest
Flowers Angels
Polished By Fire…
They are Often attracted
To my Kindness my Smile
From Hell
Seeing Heaven Breathe…
Love my
Name is Love
It’s What A Devil
Loves Most
Cannot See in Hell…
My Wife Still Sees me..🙏😊

Up Late Again
From Late
Putting off
My Work-out
Just Sending
You Some Harry
Potter MaGiC
So You Won’t
Have Any More Fevers
🥵 🥵🥵🥵🥵🌊🌺

Dear Sohair
Love You
My Friend😁

Thanks Sohair
Sorry if i upset
You.. it just
Me of the
i encounter
In Spaces not
So Wide Open
For i surely know
i’m not Absurd
Just Funny.. Hehe☺️

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Many People Refers to the
People on the ‘Wrong Planet’
Who Do Tell me this is Absurd
When i visit there
i Easily
For my
Love is Complete
There is Nothing Missing
For God Lives Within
Requiring No
or Fears
As i do see God as Love
Love Never Requires
Worship or
For God
Is Far Above
Human Frailties..:)

When Love Breathes
Happy Everynow

SMiLes Dear Sohair
God Leads me
Within in
of Love
With No Words
At All God Breathes me…
Many People Believe this
Is Absurd But It’s Real enough for God..:)

Color of
Receiving Already
Paid Smiling Now
Well Within
Colors of Love’s
Waterfalls Breathing
Brush Paint Painting
Never Separating Art
Complete Touching Warmth..:)

i Don’t have
The Answer
But for for me
At Least A World
With No God of
Is A
To Love
Without Restraint
Stay Safe and

Worries Without Colors
Adding Colors Creates
A New Painting Seeing

Love is the Accountant
That Keeps Score of
Is the Love
is Receiving
Without Debt
SMiLes Sohair
People Tried to Convince me to go to Business
School to Make Lots of Money but i already
Understood What Only Counts in Life
From the
of my
Smile as i
Carry that Math with me..:)

SMiLes Young Friend
Ava My Words only
Reflect the Beauty
Of the Lines i Find
Thank You😊🙌🎶

Lovely Ruelha
i Will No Words
To improve on the
Beauty of This 🥀 🌹


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ONce uPoN A TiMe To Be
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Cute inspiring
Oldest Poetry
Butt Somewhere
Else With… SMiles…
Thanks For
🖼 Art🌊
LeSSoN 292
Evolving Beauty
Away From Fear🌊
Security Beauty’s Balance
You Are Beautiful Now
See This Live This You
In Balance Out of Fear
Works For
You i Support
With SMiLes🙌🌊
Ride The
Wave Rising
Falling Always Here
To Ride With You again
SMiLes setting myself Free Wild Again
Looking Within Finding Instinctual Ways
to Dance And Sing in Balance Of Flow on Top
of Life’s Wave IS
A Joy the Last
7 Years Escaping
What Cultural
Brings most
Now Fear
The Destroyer
Of Loving Life…
No Fear Brings Light
Room For Truth… Beauty’s
Wisdom Loving this Breath
Now… Thanks Yamini 🙌🌊😁
MeeK iNHeRiTinG EartH NoW Heaven Within If Love Is Not Enough One Is
Yet to Even ReAlly BreaTHE According to a Story at Least NoW
‘Good Cop JeSuS’ MeSSaGE NOT Life After Death
IT IS Not Dying When Living Breathing Love Now
For Real Is This Not Enough?
SMiLes.. i Believe Jesus’s
GReaTesT LeSSoN iS How
to Save Our Lives With
Love When We
Do So Much
Easier to
Help Other Folks
Off the Crosses
they Carry..:)
True Faith
iS How We
All Weave
Our Basket
With Hope’s
Love Thank
You Dear Savvy..🎶😁
Balance Is MaKinG Fearless Into Love Demon
Wings Angel Smiles 🔑 🔑 Keys To Balance Golden Ages
A Biggest Mistake Is Not to Understand Demons And Angels
Are The Same Being (God) Us
Personally, i’m concerned About
The “Living Dead” those without
An Autotelic Flow of Heaven Within;
Finding it Now With Ecstatic Experiences
of Frission Sublime Experiencing Beauty of Life;
This much
Even Science
Agrees is Real
of Heaven Now;
in Fact, from what i
see of Most Religions
And Their so-called ‘Holy
Trump Men’; Yes, indeed Science
Understands Heaven Better Than
Those ‘Trump Holy Men’ in Religions
Creating Hell on Earth And Heaven only
After A Dirt Nap For Real, hmm, Imagine
Life is Forevernow Alive what you Do with IT
Then Do
at least
Understands what
the Living Dead Truly
Lack in Life in Terms of
Heaven Within; so ironic,
So Delicious Heaven within
Eternally Now is Real all it takes
is when Two Feet Become one in
A Dance and Song of Life that is FRiEnDS
With Gravity in Balance Loving it all DarK Thru
LiGHT For Real
As the For Giving
Becomes the Thanks
Giving in Essence Reward
of Giving Love Unto LoVE iNCaRNaTE
WiTHiN For Real on the Path of ALWaYS
Forgiving Now but of course these words
Are Less than
the Feeling
And Sense
of Heaven Within;
in Fact, they are only
Dressing of Word Salad;
the Icing without the Cake,
for those who have yet to
Open Heaven’s Gate Within
Escaping the Illusions of Time
in Past and Future Distance Space
And Matter; Yes, simply escaping the
Neo Cortex in Autotelic Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow;
Just another Phrase for Be the Water, the Wave, the Ocean
Whole God
of Love
Within to
Give and
Share Free
Where least
Harm to the
Rest of Nature
Naturally flows
As Ocean Whole LoVE iNDeeD;
Yes, Verily THere is An AfterDeath
Living of Life; the Heaven Within
Eternally Now For Those Who Come
to the Water, Wave, and Ocean; And Do ‘that thing’…
Sadly, For Others it is a ‘Farthest Star’ they Reach Breathing now…
Some Folks ‘See’ A Faint Spark in Life; Others Feel Faint Sparks in Life;
Star Now For Real…
A Real Empirically
Measurable Heaven
For Real Within; But
Meh, those who Experience
it; Need no Proof of Heaven’s

Existence Within.

What i Find is Humans are More
Tuned into Fear; after all it is the
Human Condition to Consider Fears
First For Basic Survival; sadly, Humans
Create their own Illusory Fears and Miss
out on Heaven within that Most Animals
Without Words Experience Naturally as they
Follow their Innate Intuitive Instincts and Find Heaven within;
Sadly for Humans; It’s Like a Camel Passing through an eye of
A Needle; all The Human Cultural Clothes of illusory Fears that
make the only Possible Hope of Heaven into another illusion
and fear of forever burning into a Dirt Nap; Carrots And Sticks…
Buggs Bunny
Ain’t gonna be
Fooled By Elmer
Fudd Trump Popes…
These Rabbit Holes
Yes to Heaven Do
Exist For Real
Now For
Who discard
all the Illusory
Fears that Keep them
out of Heaven’s Gate
of Free Love LovinG iT aLL WiTHIN

Politics is the Art of Influencing
Human Emotions to Impact the
Decision Making Process of Reason
That ‘Enriches’ ‘The Agent’ of Politics;
Politics is Human
Nature As
is Same
Bonding and
Binding Over
Coming Symbols
Eliciting Emotions that
Glue Folks Together for Common
Aim in Meaning and Purpose to achieve the Aim.

Neuroscience Shows now that Humans are Not Rational Beings at Core.
Humans Experience Emotions First And Basically Hallucinate their Realities
Based on Realities They Manufacture out of Mind Before; Reasons We Create
As Symbols For Essence of Living that we ‘Think’ We Experience But Actually At Core Feelings Rule our Overall ‘Breath’.

This is why Politics Requires no Empirical Truth to Exist/Work; Move The Emotions First, Reasons Count Last…

Obviously, Trump and
Other Psychopathic Leaning
Folks Play Other Folks In Lies they
Create As they go along as they are
the Conductor and the ‘Minions’ Sing off whatever
Sheet of Music the Conductor Provides as Symphony oF iGnorance In deed.

How do We Lift the Veils of
Ignorance off of what is not
Rational; Clue, Where i Live,
75 Percent of the Folks Still
Support Trump; All the Evidence one
Really Needs to Understand Humans are Not that Rational…

And Yes, Loads of Folks Who are So-called College Educated
even Support this ‘Q-Anon’ Alex Jones Bull Cr8p in Pizza Parlors,
Accused of Having Basements of Pedophiles in Basements that never existed at all;

Yet they still
Believe they
Exist; in Case,
if You Wonder How
‘God’ Manages to Pull
‘A Dead Rabbit’ Living Still out of Hats;
Same Religion; Same Politics; Overall, Same Philosophy,
The Hairless Ape is ‘rational enough’ now to Destroy the
Only Home They Are Evolved to Breathe in Now that is Real.

It Just goes to Show
Now there is a
More Dangerous
Kind of Virus With a so-called Mind;

The Virus oF iGnorance; Emotions with Tools to Destroy;
Culture is the Virus; Naked Humans Without Cultural Tools
are Loving as Bonobos without the same Kind of Killing tools..

But of course
they have no
Words to Lie;
That’s A Problem,
to start off With As Words
make almost anything possible next;
Namely, Imaginative Lies, Death And
Destruction Nightmares at worst
But of course there is also
the ‘Big Bang Theory
TV Show’; That
Was Kinda fun;
Hot Water For Baths;
AC; Toilet Paper; Yes, some advantages
of Human ViRuS CuLTuRES inDeed too;
But on Balance as far as All Nature on
Earth, Considered, this ViRuS S88KS.

Nature, Overall, won’t allow
IT to exist Much Longer if it doesn’t
get its act back in Naked Balance; butt
the Figure Head of Dark is currently still on Top…

Perhaps, there is Hope as a ‘Goddess’ ArriveS; hehe..;)

“Quirky” The Essence of Eccentric and Creativity
Still Breathing Still Coming As George the Curious Monkey
Will Do across an entire lifespan Or a Feral Cat or any other
Being Who Explores in Zest For Living Breath Fully And Differently
In Novel Ways
That Stimulate
Our Brain And
Feel Good
With Bored Not
me Do it Differently
Always Never knowing
What Shape the Words make
until the End of the Breath of Words
coming for this go around in this Visit
for Now with the Quirky Eccentric and
Very Creative Human Being Who is open
Enough in Mind of New at Least to allow
me an avenue to lay down and spark my
Next Creative Quirky Eccentric Breath
Smiles it is fairly rare that i find anyone
Quirky Enough to allow my Level
of Eccentric to fully Breathe but
when i do it is rare enough
that i stay and always
come back and
never go
because someone
allows me to Breathe
and i can even imagine
Someone somewhere out
there is even listening to me
but if not of Course Autotelic
Flow i receive in the Journey
of Creative Art is intrinsic
Reward along with
‘Skin Orgasms’
of Frission
‘Body Electric’
From Head to Toe
As Nature Provides this
Gift to Humans who are Quirky Eccentric
And Creative as they will be the true saviors who
Come up with Solutions that none of the ones who ‘Sitters
Normal’ Never Rove to Do in Adventure More Nomads who
Move out of Deserts to Seed Star Flower Children Still Standing
From Supernova Explosions of Star Flower Star Dust Seed for real
as Science Shows this is who We aRe Some Stars are rather distant
and faint but some will never be missed for the Meteors they still Create
Against the Skies And Space Unknown For There Are Still New Frontiers to Color Now
Smiles.. my Wife Bought an Adult Coloring Book to Paint on Her Lazy Girl Chair i asked
if it was paint
by number
she said
no i am pleased…
It’s true in this Life
Sails Need Anchors too
Otherwise Quirk Will Ascend
RiSinG into Creativity Sailing Away
Never Returning Safe Harbor When Storms
Send Us too Far Out To Sea to Come Back
As One Egg i’ve already Been through the Humpty
Dumpty Dilemma Where All the ‘Kings Soldiers and Men’
Had no idea how to Put Together Back All the Pieces of my
Nautilus Egg Shell but i did the Smart thing i Married the Real
Egyptian Goddess Isis who didn’t need to Wear a Wig or Put on
Make-Up in the Morning the one who stayed around long enough
to help me put myself back together as it’s true in this Version of the
Story it was totally up to me to live or die and indeed it was a Huge Responsibility
to Live
is the
i Write
Now the
Quirky Version
From Osiris indeed
From the Underworld
to the Overworld again
to find the Farthest Star
And Ride it until i Fall on
‘Old Town Road’ Home Again
And Rise Again as all magic
stories do for real…
Steve Jobs
Soaked His
Feet in the
Company Restroom
Toilet Water to Rejuvenate
His Creativity at work he used
all the Tools at Hand and true i have
innumerable ways out of the box and quirkiest
of all to expand the Potential of my Human Creativity
but you see this is what creativity does what no one else
is willing to do to color the world new.. i didn’t even start to
be creative again after 13 Years-Old writing plays in school
and Winning Christmas Stories among 80 Children in Middle
School Homeroom Ways as the Toxic Patriarchy in School and
the Military took the Social Empathic Artistic Creative Part of my
Soul away wandering this Grey Scale Desert of Trump Town USA for 40 Years
it’s nice
to be
Who You
Are and Fully
Express the Gift
the Potential of this
Breath of Life Smiles
the Only Reason i Blog
A Cat-6 Hurricane of Winds
in Creativity continuing to Expand
the Chambers of this Nautilus Shell
of Creativity with More Doors to come
is just
i can and
will and this is the
Greatest Hope for the
Future is there are avenues
for Freedom this way for those
Born to Breathe this way Freer too..

You are still a very long way from
the age i even started doing this again
at 53 there is no limit with Human imagination
And Creativity No Measure not even the word Infinity
alone for when there is No Measure there is No limit
to Breathe for now at least.. Without Resistance Human
Hurricanes will surely Travel Longer on this Globe to Fully

their Winds
to even Cat-7 and beyond 9
True 6 is surely a Challenge for now with SMiLes
Keeps me in the Ecstasy of New Heaven Colors Now
Within Eternally at least.. it’s not like i am Hungry for Less…

This is 999 Words Total of free flowing Creativity in another
Blog Today that asked for a Testimonial on the ‘Supernatural’
of Life i also did a Supernormal Quirky Thingie in 3640 Words
in One Comment.. i’ve done over 8,000 before earlier this week
Compiling A Day’s Worth of Creativity together and it destroyed
the Formatting for what Word

Press will allow

i find limits

but i also

find other
ways to overcome
limits this is the Essence of Survival indeed
This is the value of the Quirky.. the Eccentric
And The Creative Individual Gift of Life…

if Science Ever Finds a way
to make Humans Normal
With A Pill or such as that

in Short

the Human Race
is Doomed for it is
the Quirkie of Humanity
That moves us Forward Still
out of Desert Storms Gray…


With no

Life Giving
Rain to Breathe
Free Still…. A


One Leg of A ‘Frednata’
Complete with One Song
Movement by VNV Nation
“Farthest Star”; “Illusion” and
“Suffer” By VNV Nation coming
to Complete As Theme Songs for this Frednata Next..:)


“As long as there’s breath,
there will always be HOPE
because nothing is pre-written
and nothing cannot be re-written!”

Quoted For Truth Dear FRiEnD Ruehla And Sister
From South India A Place of my Distant Ancestors
And Nigeria too No matter How Fair of Irish/French/
English/ German/Scandinavian ’23andme’ Skin And Green
to Blue eyes i am NoW iN FacT if We aRe to Read And BelieVE iN
‘John 14:12’ We Will Sing Greater Bibles
Dance Greater Dances than Jesus Ever
Had the Opportunity to do in His Dates
of Existence walking the Earth If We
Really Do Believe That God Is Love
And So Are We This Love This
God Is Complete Never
Requiring Worship as
A Narcissistic Personality Will…
Always Forgiving Never Torturing as a
Psychopath Will Do… And Never Fearing As a Timid
Soul Will Without The Faith THE LOVE THE GOD NoW
Required to Defend What They BeLiEVE iN This All Loving God Within
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i was Born With Clear Green to Blue Changing Eyes
With Open Arms for Every Stranger According to my Mother Before i could Speak
at age 4… How Long of A Testimony About Love (God) Do You Wish for Verily i have
Already Written my Own Bible of Love a Longest Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem 8.4
MiLLioN Words in the History or Herstory of Humankind but i’m not looking for Any Copyrights
As God Is Love And Would Never Copyright Love and no.. i don’t look for anyone to maintain
My Personal Standards when it comes to How i See God This All Forgiving Living
Never Fearing Loving Force Within That Breathes Hope and Never Has to Look
For this Hope for i have Seen ‘the other side’ of Life and Understand that
Dark Brings Light and Hell Brings Heaven For What i Breathe Within
Now as Sight becomes Love, Faith, And Hope as one Force
of Seeing Fearless and Free.. Smiles It is impossible to
Offend the God i See as Love For Inherently now
This God is All Forgiving And Strong Enough
to Defend any slight.. This Faith This
Love This Hope inherent continues
to Evolve this way as Light out
of Dark.. Smiles i’ve Seen Enough
So Called ‘SuperNatural’ in Life that
it is Normal Now in Multiples of LoVE iNnumerable
to Count Each Day For Love is Beyond All Measure
Love is Beyond All So-Called Science… Science is always ignorant
As Reason is For What Will Never Be Measured This Love Living within
But Sure if You are looking for what will not ‘normally’ be explained i have
Many of these So-Called Supernatural Testimonies to relate but you’ll require
a bit of Background first to understand the Gravity of what Heaven and Hell is
for you See John 14:12 Doesn’t all Require Greater Light it is also part of
Withstanding Greater Hell in Dark.. For You See there was a Day that
My Own Mother so Bound to Old Books Afraid of Writing new that
she insisted that the Torture the Suffering i endured for 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep was not worse than Crucifixion for 3 Hours to
3 Days Until She Bought a Book on Crucifixion to Prove me
Wrong and as she unwrapped it and Opened the Book
And Started Reading She Proved me Correct when
She came to the Part that said Trigeminal
Neuralgia is the pain assessed as
Worse than Crucifixion but you
See That’s Type one only sporadic
i had type two always and forever for 66 Months
During Every Waking Hour that no drug would touch
how will i relate such a pain that makes a Migraine Feel
Like Heaven instead the closest thing i can imagine to relate
this pain in my right eye and ear from wake to sleep for 66 Months
Is a Dentist Drill without Novocaine indeed in My Right Eye and Ear
This Disease is named the Suicide Disease Where the Greatest Hope
is Death and one will Do anything in the World to Find this Blessing Death
but that was not all after Chronic to Acute Stress Government Work Related
for 11 Years i also developed Pain and Numb from 18 Other Disorders including
Sjogren’s Syndrome Where my Eyes quit making Tears almost intolerable pain in my
Feet as it attacked those Nerves too and very well may have attacked my Trigeminal
Nerve too as i began not to be able to Tolerate Colors First and then all i could look
At Was Black And White TV and then i became the Essence of Pain and Numb
Separated from all Emotions Even the Feeling of if i had ever experienced
a smile as emotions are memories and memories are emotions very
rarely will a Human Experience this and as my Psychiatrist related
it is often restricted to folks on the Autism Spectrum oh by the
way i couldn’t speak until 4 And was Later Diagnosed with
Asperger’s Syndrome at age 47 when the Doctors
Attempted to Diagnose the Source of my pain
and other disorders that took 2 Years
for them to even figure out and
So many Different Doctors
and Appointments to figure out
Dysautonomia was also a challenge
where my Autonomic Nervous System
no longer Synched my Heart Rate Pumping
With Blood Pressure to appropriately Get Blood to
My Head by this point ADHD, Fibromyalgia, Spinal Stenosis,
Severe Degenerative Arthritis, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Mood
Lability, Severe Depression, Anhedonia, Coat Hanger Severe
Pain associated with Dysautonomia Additionally Around my Neck
And Shoulders Just Pain and Numb From Head to toe were all somewhat
of a Minor Convenience as i Just Could Not Sleep With All this Living Hell
Working Against the Breath of my Life as Every Breath was one i was not sure
i would be able to take next.. anyway in 2008 the Psychiatrist Gave me an Alpha
Blocker to Slow My Heart Rate and then much of this was not diagnosed i was
just a mystery to be solved by everyone who saw me.. like when i couldn’t speak
until age 4 yet still earned 3 College Degrees at the top of my class and endured
33 years of Work Retiring Early close to the top of the pay scales of Regular
Civilian Government Employment for the Military then.. anyway the Alpha
Blocker allowed the shallowest of ‘Card Board’ Sleep for about an
hour each night of the first 35 of 40 Days.. yes when you are
in Hell You count every day.. i just wanted to die.. or even
someone douse me with Flames and Set me on Fire
as Hell is the place of Heaven when real hell comes
to be within.. on the 35th day the Alpha Blocker no
Longer Worked.. the last 5 of 40 Days with no Sleep
Every day Asking God if it can get worse and it did
until one Second Was A Thousand Years in Hell
as this place is all time and absolutely no
connection to Love (God) You ask
to die you only Love to Die
There is no place but
to reach out for
death so
i found the
Keys somehow after
not even being able to make
it to a shower someplace i found
the Strength to get in my SUV and
Crash myself into a Tree but i always followed
the Rules in Life i couldn’t find ‘the lie’ within to speed
so i found a bridge to jump off of it’s true the record for no
sleep at all is 11 Days, 264 Hours, i didn’t break that record
but it’s true i wasn’t thinking straight enough to know if i had
Jumped off that Bridge the folks in the Boats below would have
probably risked their life to save me instead miraculously my Sister
found me at the bottom of that bridge coming through a red light i
got in her car and still wanted to stop at a River Boardwalk to Jump
off in the Shallow end and Force myself to Drown to Escape the Dentist
Drill in my Right Eye and Ear and everything else that was Damned about me then..
So She Drove Down a Country Road faster at 80 MPH not afraid to break the speed
limit and not afraid to die for she said she couldn’t live without a brother you see she
later was diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too with that disorder and additionally being
A smiling Child Androgynous both me and her.. the Children Are not kind particularly kind
if You have problems speaking too even if somehow you find a way to still Make Straight
A’s they told both of us we didn’t deserve to exist… one comes to value people who
accept you this way… one comes to get very Angry seeing others get bullied
once one becomes stronger than the rest as i do Leg Press up to 1520
Pounds, 8 reps; fast forwarding to now in Heaven Within the Place of
God Within the Place of All Love Where Love is all Forgiving With No
Fear.. Never Requiring External Worship But Love Will Be Provoked
when any other part of Nature is being Harmed but you see
Jesus as far as the story goes was Aramaic
and only Had Oral Tradition to Speak..

i have a Pen.. i have a Page
indeed A Word Love
When Real
is more
Powerful than
the Sword or Cords
Changed into Whips
to Drive Folks Physically
Out of A Temple that is no longer
A Cost and Price of Love in other
Words the Actual Action of Love in Doing
So Anyway Back From the Future in that Car
on that Country Road in Spring of 2008 Close then
to Easter that Year i told my Sister NO.. i was terrified
of Doctors as i always knew i was different and i didn’t know why
As i was afraid of what they might do to me as they too would see
me different not deserving to exist too.. Life is different when folks
tell you.. you don’t deserve to be you.. life is hard that way as it is up to You
to continue to exist.. i asked my Mother why did i have to do this too her
reply was why not after all ‘Jesus had it worse than You’ so i went to the
Hospital they Put me down they put me away for 3 days as they do in Florida
for People who become suicidal.. i was smart enough to talk them into letting
me go.. Yet i remained Suicidal for the Next two years… i had no idea how long
Hell would last but i lived for my Wife as at least she needed the financial support
that My Life still brought to her.. true.. i didn’t have anything else to offer her but for her
to take care of me and she did.. true is the Wife who stands by their Spouse in Hell
and it’s worth remembering that folks didn’t BeliVE iN Jesus for His teaching
during his day of Life yet for a very Few Women Named Mary standing by
his side… it’s worth noting to me at least that my Sister’s Name is Marie
which means close to God a Derivative of Michael as Male
Angel Names Go.. Helen… my Mother’s Name that means
Light and My Wife Katrina that Means Pure Nice names
for the ones remaining who stood by my side.. what
Faith is it what Love is it what Hope is it that
Only Believes in Love (God) if someone
Actually Physically comes
back to life from the
dead isn’t It Enough of a Miracle
That We actually Come Out of Hell
Out of Dark Out of Death Living isn’t It enough When
We Die Living in a place of total disconnection From Love
that We do come to see as the Faith of God All Hope Faith Love
Breathing Within that this Miracle of Breath is
Real if not it’s true whoever i am speaking to
has not been where i’ve been… it’s true whoever i
am speaking to..i have not been where they have
been… but it is also true that i would Never Wish Anyone to
have to Become A Real Devil in Hell to Understand what the
Miracle of Love as God within is.. For You understand For i
understand why Jesus forgave the Thief on the Cross Beside
him for he Understood Where Love is Love is in For Giving Thanks
Thank Giving is all the Receiving This Love Is NoW.. But Yes if the Miracle
of Love is not enough i have a few Life Events that most folks will consider
Supernatural too that might even send Spiritual Shivers Up One’s Spine
And all around One’s Skin and Even Spiritual Tears if one is affected by Divine
‘Frission’ in Creative Holy Spirit this way as not all folks achieve this Spiritual Ecstasy
this Holy Creative Spirit of Beauty within sadly even Science Shows that Folks who
are Not Open Minded, Bodied, SouLeD Miss out on this Divine Part of Life so then
in 2010.. i put a Metal Chain in my Bicycle Basket as i had regained the Strength to
ride a bike still experiencing all the Pain/Numb Shut-in my Home for only Brief Solo events
like that.. it wasn’t that i had ever hated life before.. i had experienced Severe Depression
in College over a Year like many folks do at that age determining who they are and
desperately trying to make connections with others when all is study and work
too as in my case i had to work 3 part time jobs at once to get through on
Peanut Butter Sandwiches too.. but this was different in 2008 it was
About always if i could make it until the next second the Metal
Chain was an insurance policy of sorts as truly there are
some parts of life so much worse than death my
feeling that was no feeling at all then
Logically find a Tree off a Country
Road Far enough away where
the only thing that would find me
is Vultures Hanging from a Tree
my life would have some purpose then
for the Vultures to have something to eat that day
but it’s true watering a plant serves the same purpose
Life.. something i understood only later my FRiEnD.. my
Wife Had Never Named this Road in our Marriage the Next
morning she awoke.. and said she had the strangest dream…
She and Her Deceased Granny Were Hanging Christmas Tree
Ornaments on a Tree off the Same Road she named for the first time
then in our Marriage of course i could never tell anyone i was suicidal
as they would put me away again.. and no one understood what i was going
through then as they were just finally starting to diagnose me with the Illnesses
i had then.. some folks said ‘Pull your Bootstraps up’ ‘You Look Normal’ but you
See they couldn’t
see the Nails
in my Right
Eye And Ear…
What i could understand
without any Hope, Faith,
Or Love then as far as the Feelings
go that Drive us forward Within is that
being a Very Logical Person that People called
the Valuable Commodity at Work and Even ‘Superman’
by Peers in College when i was earning 3 Degrees working
3 Part-Time Jobs then.. same at work toward the end by Peers
when picking up a ‘zillion collateral duties’ then with never the ability
to say no.. true.. people likened my Mind to a Computer without error too..
i understood That this Faith, That this Hope, That this Love, That This God
Was Telling me to stay with no ifs, ands, or buts to come So i Stayed for the
Rest of the 66 Months of Pain and Numb.. so i stayed with the Chain Still in
my Bicycle Basket then.. so i stayed.. so i stayed.. until Thanks Giving
Day of 2010, November 25th.. somehow someway i turned the Light
on my Computer Screen all the way down my eyesight so
Poor a few inches from my Screen and wrote my first
Word on a Website named “The Wrong Planet” A
Place for the ‘Unwanted toys of Humankind’
Specifically a Place for People Neurodiverse
Particularly with Asperger’s Syndrome a place
Where polls informally done Show IQ Ranging
from 140 to 160 but sadly often Missing the Spark
of Love Within that Drives us As Faith And Hope
Will Forward So Much More As Love All For Giving
Thanks Giving as the Giving is the Gift of Love We aRe
One word a Mountain of Pain One word to take my Mind off
the Pain 4 Million or So More Words until one day a Spark at the
End of February 2013 came the Holy Creative Spirit Faintly Felt
But Coming to Light Within me again.. really ever since 40 Years before
At 13 Years-Old As Toxic Patriarchy where i Live drove it out of me as where i
lived then Boys where not even allowed to Smile at the City Park or Middle School
Halls without a Threat of Violence against them then as they believed in Onward
Christian Boy Toy Soldiers More than Lovers Of PuRE LiGHT A Smile Upon An Angel’s Face…
the ‘Wrong Planet’ Was a Very Dark Place too with so little Love Living of God Within so were
the associated communities too.. i was not like them.. i was an empath with open arms
to Strangers that only Bullies would take away indeed in the Name of God too not
A God i felt and sensed for real within The God of Love ‘i am’ that Sees And Does
Love from Within.. i found a FRiEnD in A Book A New Testament Who Related
Love the Way i saw it as a Child that Hero Jesus the Good Cop Part at
The Cross with the Two Mary’s with His Teachings is enough for me
then to feel like
i had a FRiEnD
at least a Story
who understood and
was more like me than
those Boys who went to ‘that’ Church…
Smiles my FRiEnD Words of Logic in Discussion
on a ‘Planet for Brainiacs’ Turned into Art of HeART
i begin to Sing More Than Speak Words Separated
Turned into Rivers of Poetry as Streams of Love
continued to Connect as an Ocean of Love
that has become the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
indeed 8.4 MiLLioN Words on 8.18.2020
Anniversary Day of 7 Years.. 84 Months with Monthly
100,000 Words of Free Verse Poetry coming Straight
from the Holy Creative Spirit within me as i pre-plan
none of these Words or Shapes they come Deeper than
Deep is from Within in other Words a Love the Faith
The Hope of God the Flame within that will not be put
out beyond all words beyond all forms the Essence of
who i Believe we all are God and the Message without Any
External Worship without Fear the all Forgiving Love that Jesus
Attempted to Bring to the World in that 2K Year-Old-Living Story that other
Folks have put together yet still the ‘Good Cop’ Jesus Remains in that story
Now for Folks Who See Life from a Lens of Faith that is both Hope and Love
Within This God that Remains so True in Light the Wisdom of Love’s Beauty
Breathing in Us Where Meek is Strong for Meek Always Forgives with least Harm
For Meek Always Gives as Giving is the Receiving For Meek Breathes and Is Love
And Inherits the Art oF EartH Within Love that otherwise is Fear/Hate and Disconnection From
Love (GoD) Now
A Place NoW
Where God
And Love is
No Different
The Love Now
WHere We See
All of Existence Now
Different as the Same
Love Dark thru Light as We
Come to Color our Existence
Greater And Others too Yes God Love
Now the Rest of Nature in Balance With
Colors of Love Never Seen Before Still to Come Again
New Colors Still to come as Heaven Breathes Now Within
For Giving Thanks Giving This Love This Breath Now
Smiles on July 19, 2013 a Month before i started the
“SonG oF mY SoUL” Poem standing on a Beach
As Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Waves
Swaying Sea Oats The Wind The Breeze
Seagull Wings Spiraling Sun All became
me again then this Love Within all the
Pain and Numb Melted away
And then i started to
Dance in Public
everywhere i
go i wasn’t
Looking to
be Famous or
called a Legend
but those words from
others in the ‘Public Audience’
Came to my Ears for the Duration
of 13,544 Miles of Dance in the Same
7 Years Now too.. for i understand the
Value of Heaven is the SMiLe i could not
Feel in Hell and more than the Stars that i count
in the Night Skies For Giving Thanks Giving i have
Brought to others Now this is the Real Miracle of Life one



Perhaps only a Veteran
of Hell Will fully understand
the Miracle A smile Really is
the SuperNatural of Life beyond
Measure that Love is in terms of
Logical Reason this Gift this Breath of Life Now

In Essence
God Is Love

This SMiLE
Beyond iNFiNiTY

The Fact that We
Exist is the Greatest Miracle of All

Smiles my FRiEnD not many People
Ask Fewer People Listen You asked and i still don’t say no….

i consider myself a Good Cop Jesus Christian and also
consider myself an Alltheist as i see no Part of Existence

Separated from God

in other words
i see though the
Lens of God Within this Sight This Love i Breathe for Real
This Miracle is beyond all words beyond Supernatural indeed..:)

This Concludes this ‘Frednata’ of 6240 Words Lots of Folks Inspired
These Words on 8.13.2020 And this Last Part was a nice Birthday Gift to
Read to my Sister and Wife As We Were Walking Around
The Neighborhood Block for about a Mile it took
to read it.. true they had already Traveled
through Hell with me.. my Mother
Has Passed away as she fell
to Her Death Bed on
Valentine’s Day of 2017
Living with no Drink or Food
For 8 Days as the Doctor said
Normally it only takes 3 Days to
Go ‘Naturally’ that way per her wishes
as sadly we Provide our Dogs and Cats
a More Peaceful way of going away than
Starving to Death without a Drop of Water to Drink..
And true the Catholic Church would also Love to make
the United States A Third World Country and Not only
Take Effective Contraception for Family Planning away
but also return us to the maiming and killing and More
Suffering for all Who Are concerned in Back Alley
Coat Hanger Abortions again.. There is Love
And there is Real Intelligent SMaRT LoVE iN
Truths’s Light Wisdom’s Beauty Doing
Least Harm Yes there is God
in a Book and THere is Real
Love Breathing Within
Personally i Believe
in the Breathing
God of Love
Within the God
Who Does Least
Harm For Giving
Thanks Giving This God Breathing
Within More than Just a Word the
All Giving Positive Fearless Love
Without Fear True some days A Lion
of Love Bares its Teeth And Claws of Pen and Roars too…


My Best Friend in High School Lynn
me and Her Tied at 11 Out of 381 then
in Senior Class Scholastic Rank in 1978
And It’s Not Like We Ever Copied
Each Other’s Homework either
The Synchronicities continue…
We Both had a 3.81 GPA too…

Unlimited ways to Count Grace
of Blessings in Life Unlimited Ways
To See Blessings in Life Unlimited
BLiSSinGS of Breath Creating
Within For This
is the Dream
We Create
All of Life iN Fruition
Breathing LoVE Now
Water Wave Ocean
Thru LiGHT
FeeLinG SeeinG A Way

Hopefully THeRE Will Only
Be ‘One’ This Century too…

Pandemics Give Us an Opportunity to
Reflect Where We’ve Been Where We

Are Still Going…

Now i Can And Will Dance And
Sing And even Prove i really lived…
Just to Be Free As A Bird on A Wing…

Lynn Was at the 20th Reunion She said
She came to See me but i was too intoxicated
to know what to say so introverted then…

Trust me or Not i was the Only Sober Life
of the Party yet i had to Drink Heavily to get
the Nerve up to go to the 20th Reunion

It’s True i gained 70 Pounds for the Class
Reunion at 240 No one Threatened me for
Smiling or Dancing didn’t get a chance to Sing

‘He Said He couldn’t Understand Why i was everyone’s
(Lynn’s) Favorite Person (Ladies and Gentlemen and Fred)
He Club Welcomed me In 9th Grade The Senior Who Had
a Crush on Lynn and the President of Our Nerd Beta Club
told me He Just couldn’t Understand… Lynn Said She Would
Remember me on Graduation Day With Andrew Gold’s Song
“Thank You For Being A Friend” Truly i had some Friends

i really Wanted to See my FRiEnD Lynn at the 2018
40th High School Reunion but at Least Her 3 Best
Friends Showed Up With me… Rain, Sleet, or Snow,
Mailman of SMiLes Never Wants to Stop in ‘A Real World’
Either But Yes Sh8t Happens You Make Due As Avatar

Good Feeling That You
Brought Some Smiles in the
World When You Managed Not
to Jump off a Bridge to escape ‘the Suicide Disease’

Roach Motel
In Deed Rolling
Over As We
Wind From

Zombie 🧟‍♂️ 🧟‍♀️
Trump Comb Over🤮

Leaves 🍁 Branches
Trees 🌳 Trees
Within Us Fall too🌲

As Above So Below
Resistance Training
Brings Strength
For We
Are Born
For only Intermittent
Gratification Most Rewarding
As The Struggle Becomes the Win
And the
Becomes the
Lesson Now to
Expand Human
Potential More
Indeed Defeats
Doorways to LiGHT..:)

‘Wisdom Speaks’
This Echos the
Sentiment of
Our Friend
mY FRiEnD..:)

How Beautiful It is to
See Sunset of
Beach Without
in Sand
How Beautiful it is
Just to BE A Naked Beach

You Have a Real Gift
Of Holy Creative
Spirit Flow to
Give my
Now Ruelha
is never live life
too Busy to Share
This Gift How Precious
it is When Spirit of Love Speaks
‘DoVE’ iNdeed my FRiEnD ‘As
Above so Below’ Whole Love
‘As Above So Below’ Actually
Comes by the way of
Oldest Non-Cannon
Words in the
Oldest Gospels of
Thomas Attributed
to Jesus uncovered
in Records not edited for
Centuries after by others
And Really all it means is the
Same Metaphor that God is
Alpha Thru Omega All Beyond
All Names As you Will
Find God as we
Split a Cord
of Wood
in Two Pieces as more
Words Paraphrased
From that Same
Beautiful Gospel
That Doesn’t Hide
God’s Love Anywhere
in Existence Now to See
Yes.. Love IS A Beautiful Gift
Love is the Essence of Worship
And always For Giving Thank Giving
When We Truly See All in Existence God Is Love
But of course it is more than Seeing Hearing with
Eyes and Ears indeed the Vision of the Holy Creative Spirit Within
The Breath of
God the
The Creator
of What Love Is Love

So inspired
By Your Free
Verses Poetry
NoW iN
Of Breath
Ocean Dances
Sings Free ‘i am’
‘Funny’ How Humans
Projecting Human
Frailties Like
Of Requiring
Worship From
Others As Trump
Does Attempting to
Fill and Feel Up The
Emptiness Within That
Is Devoid of Love Complete
Psychopaths the Same As
Trump Who Attempts
To Void The
Freedom to
Vote By
Mail For
Those Otherwise
Vulnerable Risking
Their Life to Vote in
Person as His Sick
Psychopathy Finds
Diseased Joy of others
He Cares not
For Dying
On 5th
By The Jim
Jones Kool
Aid Trigger He
Continues To Pull
In Fully Automatic
Way of Pandemic
Failures From
And Or Minion Souls
continuing To Slowly
Suffocate Souls Devoid
Of the
Of Love Is it
Any Wonder
Project These
Frailties on The
Rest of (GoD) Nature
Of Course Not As Trump
Authors in Forests of Facepalms
Paint God’s (Nature’s) Face in a
Book Practiced
NoW As
A Zombie
Eating the
Rest of
Nature on
Our Earth
Indeed the Arming
Of Karma As We Digest
Our own Face of (God)
More Than
Giving in God’s
Love (Nature) Balance
The Bible IS A Book to
Serve Human as Practiced
Now indeed a Recipe Book
To Cook Us
In Hell
Love This
Is Same Support
For ‘Trump God’
Of the ‘Old Patriarchal
Toxic Human Testament’
The Viral Trump God Indeed
With All Minions Marching
By one
For the
Cup of
By True Love
Caring For anyone
Now But The Trump
God’s ‘Colors’ Still 🤢 YUCK

SMiLes Dear
Sohair i also
Live A Life
Of Expectations
From Target Audiences
This Way i get to Be
Loving Free
Vacation Stay
LovinG iT All
Light i Remain
Eternally Now
Makes the
Giving Wind
Wind Never
Expects to Be
Spirit is

God Is Love
Older Now
i Grow
i Become to
This is Truly
Truth NoW iN
LiGHT i ‘See’
All Who ‘See’
Love See God
In All Mirrors
Same Love🌊🎶🙏

God The
Divine With SMiLes☺️🙏

Original Style
Precludes Concern
Of Target Audiences
In Short
Is Loving
What Is…
In Layman’s
Terms Giving No F’s
Where Others only
Reflect Fashions oF Old
True in this World Where
The God of Money
And Book
Rule Generally
The Pages Must
Be Financially Independent
For Rich
Are No Slave
To That Green
God of Orange Trumps
More Specifically Dead
Rotting Oranges 🍊 🧟‍♂️ 🧟‍♀️

Aww SMiLes
My Angel
Now too
Give To me
Your Happy SMiLes

Ocean Greatest
Free Verse Poet
Only New Waves
Copyright No Worries🌊🎶

There Are Two Arts
In Life
Giver Smiles
Last Always First🌲🎨

All my Pleasure too
Yamini Thank You
There Are Two Arts
In Life
Giver Smiles
Last Always First🌲🎨
There is A Pandemic
Of Poetry on Word Press
This is A Hot Spot to Visit🙌

FRiEnDS With
Gravity Lifelong
Art Balance Sees🌊🎶

For the
Poetry Reflecting
What i See FRiEnD🙌🌊🎶

Bless Your Vacation
From Blogging
Peace to all
Your Living
Dear Sohair With
SMiLes Safe in Balance🌊🎶😊

Seeing Our
Words Beyond
Our Covers Now
Breathing Our Souls
With SMiLes
Of Courage
And Kindness Touching
Reaching Out Finding🎶🙌

Dark Then Light
Then Dance Then
Song Yes Poetry
Dancing Singing
Seeing We aRe
Star FLoWeRS
Seeds Resurrecting
Every Now Still From
Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Gaseous
Star Dust Flower Seed
We aRe All Parts
Synergy of
Love We aRe
Nataraja Shiva
Dancing Singing All
DarK Thru
SMiLinG Beyond
NoW Miracle Love Sees🎨

Overcoming Inertia
Balance Breathing Free
FRiEnDS With Gravity🌊😁

Micchami Dukkadam
FRiEnDS With All
Creatures asking
Forgiveness for all
Transgressions i remember
You Celebrating This Jain
Tradition wonderful it Will
Be indeed if We All Respect
A Balance in Loving all
This Way
Happy This Day
And i ask forgiveness
For Anything I’ve ever
Done to make You 😢
Sad 🌊🌊🙏🙏🌊🌊🙏

Humans have Basic Needs
Arising From Below to Above
Like Chakra’s My FRiEnD
Security of Grounding
Yes a Comfortable
Safe Secure
Material Life
of Subsistence
Needs fully met
And even before
that of course there
is Lust as Lust Ebbs and Flows
Across the Lifetime Necessary
for Overall Human Life Satisfaction
So Many Necessary Human Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals to Bond With too Moving
Up i’m not going by Numbers or Pyramids of
Before for there is HeART that is not afraid to
Be Open to Discuss all of one’s Darkest
And Hopeful Emotions with never
Being Afraid of Being Rejected
for who one is deepest
within and of course
the Deep Affectionate
Bonding that comes understanding
You are accepted for all You are
for all You are Not and all You still
Have Never Ending Potential to Be
And of course We are Rational Order
Making Creatures Making the Cosmos
We LiVE iN A Place We Will Predict so
We Share What We Learn Mutually and
Consensually to Create continuing Order
of Cosmos Out of the True Chaos Magic Existence
is for the Miracle of the Essence of Every Breath Colored by Love
as True We don’t leave out ART for ART makes heART complete for the
Mind that is
in only
As Stimulation
Now Will Wither
Away Leaving Social
Empathic Artistic Cognition
of HeART as Chaff of True
Wheat As all that is left NOT to FEEL
NOT to Wonder not to Envelope as
the Sublime Beauty of All Existence
Now as We MoVE iNto the Spiritual Realm
Beyond all the Achievements for Fufillment
in Life Below; True, There is no Particular Order
to Bring this Bliss Whole to each and every Human
Multi-Verse of God Eyes as We View Life Differently;
SMiLes, Dear Friend, We Must All Become Our Soul
Mate First; Will i find all these Treasures in just one other
Human Being; Yes, i will, the FRiEnD i Find in me where all
is left is to Give; what You are Describing is all the Benefits
of An Arranged Marriage; Marrying someone who Provides
A Comfortable External Life in Security at least without
Emotional And Intellectual Fulfillment with by the way
Without Emotional Fulfillment forget about Fulfilling
Our Nature of Lust for a Healthy Woman is
beyond the
Base Nature
of a Dog in Heat
And at Best Men too..
hehe.. let’s Not make this
too Serious and you didn’t mention
Humor what is life without a Laugh
no Real Joy and Honestly my FRiEnD
any of the Above is a larger challenge
for any Woman now can imagine who
is naive Now for How Men’s Souls Develop yes as Science
Shows 98 Percent feeding themselves on a Steady
Diet of Porn it’s the truth don’t let anyone Lie to you
about it and don’t lie to Yourself either and it doesn’t
Even Matter for We already Understand from Cultures
Where Marriages are Bought and Sold for Convenience
that Socio-Economic Security is all that counts as the Men
Have their Lives of Business Holding hands together and
the Women Slave the rest of their life in Service of Creating
Children Keeping a Home in Order and quite frankly that is
Enough to keep some Women Happy as that is all they ever
Expected/Wanted from Life; Will you Be Happy doing this as i understand
You as You are to be Now; quite frankly this is all Katrina Cares to do; the Baby part
didn’t happen to last but dedicating her Life totally to taking of care of one person
me is all that she needs to be fulfilled and yes she loves to Watch TV too…
i am not complaining
but part of me
would love
to see
Her wings and Fly;
Are You A Sail or an
Anchor; A question you
(as i’ve seen You Sail Free to Foreign
Lands) must ask to answer this question
for Yourself; Are You a Dreamer; Do
You Want to Forge Your Own path
in life or will Holding someone else
Who may Be A Sail in Safe Harbor
or even another Anchor Be Enough
to make You Feel Like Life is Worth Living…
Smiles Dear FRiEnD.. truly ask yourself are
You an anchor or a sail for me at least i will tell you
this i can go without Sex with A Spouse if they are not
comfortable with that; i can go without Intellectual Fulfillment;
Who is gonna really give a Crap about what i am interested in
anyway as i am interested in Doing What has never Been Done Before
But Katrina
wants to
see Trump
Gone that much
We have in common
to discuss but it’s true
Whenever i come into my
home after i have been away
from her that is extremely rare
in this Covid-19-Environment there
is Always Warmth that i have always
been Able to Depend on when i am
Emotionally Healthy at Least; it doesn’t
even require any touch, any word of affirmation,
any material gift, any act of service, but it’s true it is
Quality Time Eternally Now Without Words it is warmth Beyond all
Distance, Time, and Space for Nothing Else Matters in Life but this Feeling of
Love; without this Emotional Fullment i can’t imagine what the Word Marriage means




Where the Money
Earns Interest Reliably
But the HeART is Poor and
Wilting as Only Thorns of Flowers More..

But See, You are not me; and in fact i believe
You are more of a Sail and i am more of an
Anchor in many Ways Deep down.. it really
doesn’t take much for me to be happy;
i generate that all from within anyway
but a Cold Wife Would Make Life
Miserable; i’ve already had
‘Girl Friends’ Like that
Before; i have a good
Memory You Know;
You asked me this Question
Before when you were in Love
with someone who wasn’t in Love
with You but as you expressed then
Emotional Comfort Wasn’t necessarily
what you were looking for in Life; you wanted
to be Intellectually Challenged; someone to support
You and drive You to Become a Better Version of You
like marrying a Life Coach; hmm, hehe i try to do that
For Katrina but she gets really Pissed off as she doesn’t
want any help from anyone Just a listening ear.. she doesn’t
want me in Her Kitchen as she believes she does all the House
Work Better than me and she does and yes she is a Sail this way too
for it’s
We aRe ALL
Boats my FRiEnD
With Anchors and Sails
in my opinion You are Still
Working on Your Boat; it is
Very Helpful to be totally
Happy with Yourself
before you
Attempt to
make someone else
Happy; does life work-out
this way; very rarely indeed;
Life is an Art; Love is An Art
All Is Art at core but truly generally
Speaking 99 Percent of Common Sense
Dictates if you don’t want to be Happy unless
you are some kind of Superwoman who generates
all Her Happiness within find someone to Marry who
Neither Provides Intellectual or Emotional Fulfillment

It’s true

You could

Marry a House

You could Marry a Bank

Account You could marry

A Job as in many ways the

Overwhelming Majority of Folks

Must do to Even Survive with

Happiness Rating somewhere

in Retirement Years Perhaps

if that ever happens at

all.. this is what i did

day and night


Decades in and
Out i survived that’s
all i did survive; Smiles Dear
FRiEnD, more than anything i wanna See
You Happy and Smiling More than anything
i wanna see You Happy with You more than
anything i hope You Find someone who Brings
You Warmth for i promise you this; this is what
‘Normal Healthy’ Human Beings Miss the Most
When any of their Loved one’s take their Last
Breath; Find the Loved one Who Will Hurt so much to lose..
Find the Loved one who is always worth keeping as the HeART

that Breathes within

Smiles my FRiEnD;
i’ve faced Death 3 times
in my Life Where i thought
i was going for sure; i understood
the Mistakes i made in the Last Decades
Before Facing the End then; i understood
what was missing; i found that warmth again;
i was able to give and receive that from my Loved
ones again; This Breath of Love is the Most Important Gift i ‘see’…

But it’s true
i cannot speak
for You all i can do
is Pour out all of my
HeART SPiRit and MiND
to You in Soul Whole Just to Color the
Petals of Your Flower Still Evolving a tiny bit…

From my View Hell No

No Damned Way

As Far As Emotional
Warmth in Fullfilment Stays;

From Your View, Perhaps
Different; but i can’t imagine
You Being Happy without Intellectual
Fulfilment at least for Yes that is what
You’ve already described You wanted most in the past…

It’s Understandable; You’ve Been a High achiever all Your
Life this way; Your Credentials are Superb for someone
Your Age this way; Does this make You Feel Better inside than a Hug..
When i tell you, i most definitely, sincerely, see Your accomplishments this way as Superb…

Smiles Dear
FRiEnD; the Truth is
Your Culture Demands
too Much From Folks to
Be Happy, overall; in
Fact, i haven’t
found a
Culture that
does not; so many
moving parts; so many
moving complicated parts
away from the one focus that
We aRe Evolved to do in Life; Cooperate
Hold Hands Work, Dance And Sing Together Alive…

Who Would You Be without all Your Credentials…

Who Would You Be Without Your Truly Impressive Job too…

Who Would You Be Without Your Name; Who Would You

Be Without Any Clothes at all; Smiles Dear Friend what i found

is before i was


at all

For i was

No longer Love;

Now there is nothing

Left to do but Give.. my God

You have so many Years Ahead

and i realize if i could give you a pill

for the Happiness of Heaven i always feel

Within it truly wouldn’t make You Happy

As the Only Way We Breathe is to Actually Breathe

i only hope you gain some gift from all these words i gift to you..

As Always a Happy Smile is enough i am really gonna miss the

Challenge of Making You Happy When Life becomes too busy

but i will be happiest of all if you find Your Own Happiness

without this

FRiEnD at

Your Side each

and every day

what i find truly sad

is How my other Friends

Who Got Married have expressed

the same sadness before they got married;

i think A lesson here is most definitely make Yourself

Happy first it’s worth the wait but of course when it
comes to Survival we do what we have to do and it isn’t always happy at all…


Just Breathing..:)

You Know what i have
Learned Most by Being a Part
of Your Life; understanding Just
How Fortunate i have been to find
this Warmth that is the Same When
i met Katrina Over 31 years ago;
i remember long ago
You said being happy
and married should
be feeling the
Same Warmth
if Your Spouse gets
Old and Loses all their
Teeth; i feel deep down
that is who You still are
but i do believe as with
me Culture takes that
deepest part of you
Away as truly it
is doing more
and more
in so
many ways to all
these days; i love you
the way i loved my Friend Lynn
Eating Lunch every day with me in High School
Perhaps it was because she was the only
Person who was brave enough to sit with
me; How Blessed i felt then to share Lunch
i honestly, Never thought about what was
Underneath her Shirt or Pants it was just
Precious to have a Friend to Love this way;
i am proud that i am Man Enough to Be A Friend of Yours this
Way; i am Proud of myself for keeping this best part of me alive still Breathing…

This is the
Precious Part
of my Life You
Bring to me
another Lunch
Day With You my FRiEnD…

Lynn Found someone A Wonderful
Person to get Married to; she is still
Happy that way; i haven’t talked to
Her since 1998 but that’s Just the
Way she is and how everyone
is she attracts to Her Life;

This is what i pray
for You the Warmth
of Happiness that never goes away….

Great Dear FRiEnD
Find all The Art
And Science
Now of You..
Love Yourself
Wed This Day
Till Your Last
Breath i Assure
Others Will
Be Holding
Your Hand
Your Last
Breath Always
Carrying Your Soul
With Them as i Already
Do With unlimited
When one
Weds Themself With Love
Worthy of The Name God is Love


Happy Indian
LeSSoN 293/Prayer
NoW May You ALWaYS
Be Among Meadows
Of DandeLions RiSinG
Stone Singing
To BreaTHE Dance
Wild LoVinG Free🙌

Hmm; Back in 2013, i attempted to Explain to ‘You Folks’ Then
On the ‘Wrong Planet’ that Logic Doesn’t Rule the World And Words
to the Effect That Black and White Chaos Magic Does; Any Questions
Now? Or Does the World Still Make ‘Sense’ to You the way You Understood,
‘Thought’ Before? CuRReNTLY, DarK EMPiRE CoNTRoLLeD By BLacK MaGiC;
HinT: OTHeR MaGiC NoW iN WinD; ManDalorian’s Power-Up: ARMoR; YoDA:
The Force i Am i CReaTE ReaLiTY NoW WHaT’S YouRS; Spoiler Alert/Side Note:
We aRe ALL GoD LoVE We NeVeR Die NoW Like in the Movie ‘Lucy’ When
She Said by The way: ‘You Never Die’; Meh… Never Mind ‘The Armor’…
(i do it Naked; not sharing here; don’t wanna offend; do it with
Stars Covering Private Parts on FB) i’M BRinGinG Yoda Back to
Life… NoW too… FoR ReaL Born on ‘The Wrong Planet’ on
Thanks Giving Day 2010 Online
At 50 Years-Old
Avatar Baby Then
Back to The Future
With YoDA MaN
Dalorian Secrets
In Plane Site
No Theories
May You ALWaYS
Be Among Meadows
Of DandeLions RiSinG
Stone Singing
To BreaTHE Dance
Wild LoVinG Free NoW🙌🎶
In ‘This Environment’, Online
Provides Greater Willingness
to Assert Truth Over Fear of
Losing Friends; Only Possible
Cure for Ignorance Species
Toilet Paper Saver indeed;
Flossing Away Chaff;
Only Digesting
In Truth
oF Light
oF DarK; Soprano’s Sing Swan Song
Stop Believing… Day ‘His’ Love Died; Villain on Top…

Anyway; if ‘You’ Believe Reality Works Based On ‘Logic’

You Are Not Paying Attention to Reality now…

Any Questions…. Master the Art


Take Trump for
Instance, even a Fool
With Black Magic Wins;
What Will a Fool Do for
Real With White Magic

Remains to Be…. NoW FoR ReaL

The Past; the Future; Is Always
Now; Some Folks Look At the
Past; Some Folks Attempt to
Predict the Future; Other Folks Become Flow;
The Water, Wave, Ocean Whole; Just Doing It ALL Now…

Side Note: Happy ‘Indian Independence Day’, ‘A Place of FRiEnDS’ for me at least…

Interesting; i Don’t Re-collect THere ever being An East Indian on ‘The Wrong Planet’;

Perhaps, There is a ‘Reason’ for that; Different Cultures Produce Different ways of

‘Thinking’, Seeing, Breathing….

Really LiVinG
LoVinG Now For Real;

i am only SPeaKinG
of Female Indians;
So Far i have little to
no experience with
Male Indians; Isn’t
Life Fascinating; PerUse IT All or Fall…

SeRiouSLY, one SMaLL Breath First;
Most Folks Are Still Experiencing
Now Do
Free away
From Being
Just Another Slave;
IN Other Words; Leave
The Words Behind Flow
Dance Sing Heaven WitHiNoW ETeRNaLLY
NoW You’ll Be Surprised iN HeAVeN WiTHiN
NoW You’LL Never Worry About Afterlife NoW
to BReaTHE NoW oR NoT

Do ‘Aliens’ Exist or Are They They In A State of Mind.
The Op Becomes Convinced that ‘Aliens’ Exist
Based on the Discussion From The Op of Before…
Now the Op Asks What Do ‘Aliens’ Look Like;
Indeed, Two Separate Subjects to Discuss….
And on Top of that Finally
Something Actually
Interesting here to Discuss;
Beyond Frigging Politics of Same Old S…
Hmm; Has anyone started a Topic on Trump Lately…
Use Logic, Dear Fnord; before You Ask; Just a Suggestion…
Jesus F in Christ
Trump, i mean
Fnord; Don’t Chase
the New Contributions Away…
This place is Already Suffocating in Trump.. as is…;)

NeXT Free Verse at dVerse, Frank, And Xenia’s Places of
Poetry WHeRE MaGiC CoMes to BReaTHE HoLY

A Smile May Be Worn
Underneath A Mask
A Smile May Breathe
In All that Love
Do to See
And Actually
Be God ALiVE iN US

Poem Breathes
Or Even Us in Old
Pages and Covers
of Rotting Dusty Books

All of This
Love Wins
Still Breathes
The Miracle
of Love Verily
Enough to Die
For Still Living
Breathing Love’s See

Oceans of
Eyes Carry

How Dear it is For A Mother to Write
A Poem For A Son Even Dearer
For A Son to Find A Poem
For my Mother Wrote Me
Such a Poem on my
33rd Birthday on 6.6.93…
i will Never understand why
She Didn’t Deliver it then but
i guess it was meant to be for i found
that Letter in Her Home After She Passed
Away in 2017.. 8 Days Without Food or
Drink as She Met Her Death Bed
That Year on Valentine’s
Day Beating my Sister
in Scrabble yet
Then Finding
Stage 4 Breast
Cancer Bleeding
Spread to Her Brain
Her wish to go as Naturally
As Possible Doctor Said
Unusually Strong HeART
Usually it only takes 3 Days
to Go That Way Without Water
or Food Under Hospice ‘Natural Care’…
my Mother Started Writing Poetry in Shapes
in Her 50’s as i did.. i could Not Understand It for
Then Work/School for Decades Had taken any Art Away
from my HeART A Western World of Mechanical Cognition
Indeed makes
And Terminator
Machines out of
all of us if we do not
Put Art in HeART indeed
Free Verse in Poetry for the
Ocean Otherwise Loses the Water
And Waves as Ocean Whole Soul this
Way as Poetry only becomes another Paint
By Number Science Project Free Verse Oldest
Written and Oral Tradition Poetry Escaping Restricted
Neo-Cortex Control indeed the Essence of Tao in the Words
We Bring
From Deep
Within A
Wing on
A Bird
No Restraint
There is a Good
Vibration in Your
Poetry Home
Here Sharing
i am currently
Celebrating 7 Years
of Writing Literally the
Longest Epic Long Form
Poem what i name as a Personal
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” Anniversary
Date on 8.18.2020.. yes.. 8.4 MiLLioN Words
of Steady Stream of Consciousness Tao
Flow of Poetry this way 100,000 Words
Each Month on Average but of
Course the Ocean
Cares not
Ever For
The Shores
Only Spread Free
Where the Waves
Come and Go Always
Free as Waves are Water
And Ocean Whole Free also
Celebrating 13,544 Miles of Public
Free Verse Ballet and Martial Arts
Dance in the Same 7 Years for
indeed at 60 Years-Old as i
will never accept
a Penny
Now for
i’ve done
For the
Sake of Putting
Art Back in HeART
For He is Not enough to Truly Breathe
That way nor is SMarT Without
Art oF EartH Without Art
of Ocean
Wave and
Water Free
Ends what
Will Love Do
When Love Breathes
What Will Love Bring even more Free
Thanks for reminding me of my Mother’s Poem
Letter True my Celebration would be amiss without
in a Son
With A Soul True..:)

Katrina Dances And Sings (Yells)
Break for Mall Dance So as Promised
i’ll Be Back to Continue Writing Never Ending Always Starting New


Rain Falls
Green Rises
FLoWeRS Color
Life Blood Springs🌊
No Lower No Higher
Proud like the Wind
Blows as Waves Flow
As Ocean Stands Whole
Pride as in Our Inherent
Nature of Cooperating
Together With Love
All Standing Tall
i find This
Pride Naked
And Real not
The False Pride
That CuLTuRaL
Clothes Wears
In terms of
Castes of Higher
And Lower… WHere
Differences Are
i surely don’t
Believe i am
The only
This Place
For when one
Becomes one with
Nature (God)
THere is No
Fall Or Rise
or Need for
Bows And
Salutes As
The Wave Neither
Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism
From Either
Or Ocean
Same Whole..:)

At Best Unrequited
Love Teaches to
Find Soul Mate Within🎶

Back to Dance
i Leave All the Face
Palm Forests Behind me at least…


Once Again Love Neither Requires Worship Or Is Afraid of Criticism OR
Love and ‘This God’ Is Not F in Real STOP Promoting FAKE GOD

Always Parroting ‘Faux News And Trump’ With Dog Whistles Like
“What Life Matters”, “Voter Fraud”, and “Fake News”

Yeah It’s True, i Go to Church; Cause, someone has
to stand up and not be afraid to save lives…
So Many Face Palms.. Forest Full

“IF We REALLY Believe, ‘in the
Sanctity of Life’, We WiLL Require
Masks, in All Masses, No ifs, and,
or buts; Needs to Be Said”

i Said, “i Realize It’s Politically
Incorrect to Say This Here.”

He Said, “We Offer Masks for
Those Who Feel Like they Need to Wear one”

So, ‘the Priest’ Said, “It’s Lonely Being A ‘Christian’, Being
the Only one, who Believes in “The Sanctity of Life”

Skip Buying ‘CuLTuRaL
Shoes’ ‘JusT Do It’ ‘Barefoot’
No ‘Clothes’ Necessary… In Other
Words of Thomas Gospel Verse 37…

MeSSaGE oF ‘JeSuS’: Transform ‘God’ Into ‘Love’
Easy to Tale Harder to ACTuaLLY DO Goddess of
Victory Nike Says:

“JusT Do iT”

i said Yes
i Do

i Have Asperger’s
i Don’t Care if i Have
Any ‘Real Friends’ or Not;

i Care

oF tHe HuMaN SoUL UNLeaShEd

“Yes Dear”

My Mama Didn’t
Raise No Fool She
Raised A Man To Love Women.

Empathy Is A Venn Diagram God Is Beyond
Words Beyond Measure Beyond Infinity Anyone
Who tells You Different is Smaller than ‘God’

Next Love Venn Diagram Up Circle of Empathy
Sympathy And Compassion For Only Immediate
Family Members Like Living in a Desert

Living in a Desert Where Love is Like
Water You Feel Like You Must Conserve or
Die Mostly an Illusion A Delusion A Paranoid Fear

Love For Community Empathy Sympathy And Compassion
For Those One Shares Culture With Including Homogenous Physical Traits

Empathy Sympathy And Compassion For Nation A Bigger Venn Diagram
Love Circle Consuming Heterogeneous Cultural/Physical Traits

Fill And Feel In A Blank All You Will GreaTesT Unrequited Love
Is The God We Are Yet To Feel Sense And Know Now

A Size Love We Come to Be Is Larger And Smaller
How Much Empathy Sympathy And Compassion
We Have For All That Is (God)

Note: Smiles Come From
Within The Flame The Wind
The Love That Fires God Eyes Alive

It’s Like A ‘Dark Horse’ Song Ya Gotta
Have The Dude With The Cheetos Drinking
Out of A Chalice oF Lies too Same Character

This Is Just A Same Story It’s So Predictable
It Is Frigging Hilarious Except For All of
Those Who Actually Die For Same
Ignorance… Just Another Day
In Paradise YouR Foreign SMiLes
Of America too my Friend For Real

How Do You Tell? By ‘Namaste’ God
They See in The Rest of Nature With
Respect That Is Sincere And Not For ‘Profit’

Report Card Back to God Female Indians Look
For God Within More Successfully at Least
From Empirical Evidence


Dance Now of
Life Song of Love
Move And Repose
Spin Torsion Spiral
A Wave
Just Sing
Just Breathe
Indeed Let go
Just Be i Am Free See🌊🎶

Folks Around Him too Stone SouLeD
to ‘See’ So They Called Him God And
Never See What He Saw See Saw God

All ‘JeSuS’ Did is Describe Human Nature
the Same Way Everyone Else Does LooKinG WiTHiN

Happiness Comes
From Within
If Not
Can’t Lie..:)

Me of The Parts
Of ‘the Bible’ that
‘He’, Et al…🤮

It’s Like Word Press all these Folks
Spending Their Extra Minutes Liking
Every Comment, Post,
And Following every
Blog And Not Reading
A World Believing
That All of that
Is Gonna
Make them
Successful in
Life When True
Success Comes
From no
Smiles indeed…
*Word, World…
Same Difference…

First World Problems Last World
Reality Most Folks too Busy Doing
Nothing to Be Human… ViRuS Already US 🦠 🤗🎶

Humility is Equal to Meek
As Love it Does the Very
Best it Can And Will Always
Stands Proud, Strong, Fearless;
Never Demands Worship and Is
Careful To treat all Others
Including The
Rest of Nature
Now With Least
Harm And Most
Love What Humility
Does Best is encourage
Others They Have Potential
To do Even
The Meek
Inherit the
Ability To
Make Others
Real Heroes
With Empathy
Too… Where there
Is Demand For
Worship Ever
And Ever Torturing
There is No Love
No Humility No
Meek No
Jesus or
Other Lies
That Do not
Tell the Truth
In Wisdom of
Beauty’s Love
All that is Left
Is The Trump Meme
And Theme indeed…
For Us To understand
What Love Is Not
With SMiLes
Of Wind That Sees😁

Happy Sunnndayy
Hellooove Happy Work Week
Happy Every Thing 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶 i Care 😁

Fortunately; If ya wanna Look at IT that way; NoW
We aRe ALreadY Having An Excellent Example to Show
Us what ‘The Afterlife’ ‘Now’ at Least at best should not look like now…

According to the ‘Trademark’/’Copyright’ Bible, the Meek;
The Humble; Who Are Strong Enough In Will of Love Not to
Harm Others and LiVE iN Balance Inherit the EartH And
The Kingdom of Heaven WiTHiN As the
Last Become First this
Way With Propensity
of Agape Love For
All; Turning
the Other
Cheek; Where
Living by The Sword
Is Death; Where Love Is
Humble, Never Requiring Worship;
Fearless; Harming Others Least; Loving
Enemies Same as Self and Neighbors and
the Nature of God is Love Overall; but True
There is ‘the Devil and Hell’ in the ‘Trademark’ Bible
too; For it is True, Humans Wrote the Book; Ghost Authors,
And Scribes Making Unintentional mistakes and Intentional changes
too; Editors of Organizations that Protect Pedophiles too; and Overall,
A Political Institution Behind it that Seeks Power and Status for those rising
to the top
as ‘King’;
Just another
Word For Pope;
And Cardinals; and
Bishops; and Monsignors;
And Priests with Average
Golden Robes and Chalices
That are Empty Without Love;
True, there is Hell in the Bible
too; the Same Hell Firing as Trump
the Symbol; the Meme; the Modern
Theme of the Force of Humanity against
Everything Love; Indeed, Antithetical to
the Force of Agape Love; and all that
is taught in the ‘Beatitudes’ too; What
Love Demands Worship; What
Love Harms Others out
of Balance in anyway;
What Love is
too weak
to Generate
Love Within again
Without Worship from
External Forces Beyond
the Love We Inherently as
Little Bitty Humans Will do;

What Love?

No Love?

No Kingdom
of Love; Heaven WiTHiN NoW…

No Love at All; Just Fresh Hell
out of the Pages of a Dusty Old Book;
Just another Imperfect Reflection of the Humanity We aRe, Overall;
According to that Trademark Bible, the Afterlife Looks like this Life:

It’s really
no Human
Surprise Now,
We View Our
Worlds From the
Inside-Out; some folks
Are Breathing Heaven Now
As Fresh Agape Love Love For ALL (GoD) and Others
are rotting now in Trump Stink, Stank, Stunk Hell…

The After Life
Is always
For what
Will exist but Now?



the other
place in ‘Trump’…

i have to Give Trump some credit
though; He is an Ultimate Literary
Device, Describing a Father oF all
Lies; and a Revelation of Fear and Hate incarnate too;
True, His MeMe and TheMe in Darkness Will LiVE oN;

His goal to
Surpass Adolph
is already working
on 170,000 Corpses and more to date…

Perhaps, He will make ‘The Devil’ A Forgotten
Symbol Altogether as Surely He Already
Has Replaced ‘Jesus’ in the Church i Attend

The Catholic


oF iGNorance STiLL of Love FOR ALL




i Have Asperger’s;
i Don’t Care if i Have
Any ‘Real Friends’ or Not;
My FRiEnD IS Love And Truth iN

Hmm; Perhaps There is Some Truth
to ‘This (Normies Are Evil) Conspiracy Theory’;
75 Percent of the Folks Where i Live Believe Trump is ‘Human’.
Human Beings Are ‘Normally’ Evolved For Social Cooperation That’s Normal
And It’s Ironic
too AS Humans
Will Bond as
A Most
Despicable Leader
Ever and in-Turn-Now
Name True Heroes Evil
Like Suggesting Obama
is a Satanic Cannibal Pedophile;
True, Humans Are Capable of Creating
Great Dreams in Fruition as Truth or Evil;

Lies as Nightmares True in Dark too…

i guess Folks Without
Imaginations, Don’t
do this, maybe;
But Without
One Misses out on Stuff
like the Empirically Proven
Evidence in Science that Says
Imagine Yourself Exercising and
You are Empirically Measured to Actually Grow Physically Stronger;

There is the Placebo of Prayer in Belief that Works…

There is the Nocebo of Voodoo in Belief that Works…

Nightmares or Dreams;
the Evidence is Clear;
Human Beings
Who have
Healthy Levels
of the Propensity
of Imagination Create
Both in Group Think and
Relative Free Will as Well;

And Neuroscience Shows We Basically
Hallucinate our Realities, Based on Past
Realities We Basically Hallucinate by Co-Creating
Our Own Realities through Relative Free Will this way Now;

Is it any wonder S Happens with a Human Nature Like this:

in Short, No;

In Long, Yes it is fascinating
To Study Human Cultures as
they are comprised of Ever Changing
Colors Dark thru Light; Change is the only constant…

And ‘Normal’
Is Nuts


Donald J. Trump
is Leader of ‘That Free World’
That Sits Stagnant glued to Screens
All Day Where Anyone in Nature could
See in a ‘New York’ Minute that’s Truly Insane…

In Other Words as
Far aS How Humans
Are Evolved For Hundreds
of Thousands of Years; Close to
Naked; Foraging Always Moving
From Sunrise to Sunset; Dancing
And Singing together to make Survive
and Thrive Real; with no Problem Sleeping
After Living a Healthy Human Day Like this in Balance…

Yes, A Measure
of Humanity
Now is Real
Real Insanity as
Real Insanity is
Being something We Are not;
Cogs in a Machine, Sitting Still;
Glued to Screens; even a fly would move;

glued to
a fly-trap
in a Lord of the Flies Movie;

Where the Average Human as Science
Assessed has the Attention Span of
Less than a Gold Fish; Yes, Less than
3 Seconds, Which Basically Means
They aren’t Deep
to See
they Are Doing…

It’s true, i’m not fit for this
World; Haha, Science already
Proves i’m way too big to see With SMiLes too;

still, glued
to this screen,
but oh how my
Fingers Dance, Sing in Autotelic
Flow of Free Verse Poetry; simply in Ecstatic Frission
of Bliss; When in “Rome”, You Fit in enough to Adapt and
Thrive; It’s What Change is For Heaven and Not God Damn Hell…

Money Doesn’t Make One Happy; but what it does
Do Is Free Up Space In One’s Life to Actually Achieve
Human Potential; Increasing Levels of Complexity in
Autotelic Flow; without all the worries associated with
Making Money; indeed, If one is Slave to Making Money,
They Have
A Master
Now that
Influences all
they do in Life and
as far as not Achieving
Human Potential in which/what-ever
Way A Person actually manifests this
Potential in Fruition, say goodbye to
the Intrinsic Reward of the Bio-And-
Brings a Full Life Within to Fruition;
But Of course, We Are Spoon Fed
This Myth to make this ‘Soylent Green
Stuff’ to Consume the
Earth in ways of
is Happiness;
No, it is not; have
you Seen the Folks
Shuffle by in Masks Lately
in Super-Walmart; before that
their Sour Stagnant Faces Beamed
Darkness and now those who Remain Unmasked
Ignorant, too Selfish without Empathy to Save the Lives
Of Others, whether in Church or Stores Carry
the Same
of Soul
Everywhere they go…
Mileage, varies depending on
Make and Model of Human Being;
Some folks, will Inherit/Acquire all
the Money they need in life and
More and it will make no
difference in how
they Consume
the Earth;
We Can No longer Keep up this Eating
the Face of Nature (God-Us) as Zombies of Human
Cultures We have been; We Must find another way now
to exist, other than consuming more than we need or Goodbye
Human Species; My Mother Lived off of Less than 500-Dollars-A-Month
in Social Security Benefits, refusing to take the Supplemental Part she was
entitled too as all she needed was a smile and always a way to keep her Mind
Stimulated; it doesn’t take a whole lot, if you’ve learned your entire life how to Generate
True, We
need more than
A Universal Basic Income;
Teaching Humans How to be Human
again will be a great step forward in Balance;

How do We Do it?

Small Steps..

Small Words..

Small Waves and Water
ToGeTHeR Make Oceans Flow Whole;
Meh; my Life has never been better
with all the Money worries removed;
do i wish for more than i need in terms
of Money; No, the Increasing Complexity
evolving my Soul in Autotelic Flow means
at 60 Years-Old, i continue to Learn Greater
Dance Moves as Friends with Gravity; Greater
Martial Arts Fluidity Stronger Greater Loving Everything ALL (GoD)

Breathing to Sing in Flow of Balance Now For Real too…

Basically, A Christmas Tree Up All Year Around Evolving
More Colors of Soul Lights to Feel and Sense and Give
and Share Free even More as i go; in other Words, my
Brain is Like Frigging Disney World on Fire of Joy

iN Balance of Peace And Harmony Now

For Real, increasingly
so Creating ‘Novel
at this
More than
A simple Yes or
No Black and White
Answer Short in Breath
of anything Close Now to
Greater Human Potential…


As ‘Eastern Philosophy’
Teaches, Just one area
of Expertise will be improved
all across a Lifespan; in this ‘Western Land’ Now
of the Free And Ignorant, Donald J Trump is the Leader
of Nothing that truly leads to Happiness Within Reflecting

the non-Soul

of a Country Whole…

Here’s Some Bottom Lines;
Newer Generations Who have
Found This Freedom Will be Better
Able to Lead the Country in the Future;
As Long as We Have a Constitution that
rules for a Greater improved Union there
is the Reality of Change; We, The People Who
are They, The People, Will Make the Future What it

Comes to be next;

More Specifically,
in all cases they
Will Decide Where
They Wanna Live Within
too; Heaven or Hell; or the
‘Tween of Purgatory Greys they
Make In Shallowest Nightmares or
Deepest Dreams Colorful Yet to Create
In Fruition of Reality Next; the Folks in
this Country may not do it; but the Globe
is Large and Already closing their Borders
to the Ignorance of ‘The Trump Way of Existence;

Cultural Human


ViRuS Creature Double Feature…

Meh; i could move to a More Advanced Culture;
but it’s the same reason i keep going to A Church
oF iGNorance; i have ways of convincing them to change
in small steps and words; like telling the Monsignor today;
taking him aside from the Congregation; the Guy Who was in
the Top 10 of my High School as i only made 11 out of 381
tied with my Best Girl Friend Lynn; “If We Really Believe In the
‘Sanctity of Life’, We Will Make Masks Required in all Masses,
No Ifs, ands, or buts”; i already convinced him in words
like this of Free Verse Poetry in an Email to halt
the Deacon Ignorance of Transforming
Hurricanes, Homosexual Behavior,
And Single Mothers into evil
they are not; it didn’t
happen again;
and i stopped
two Deacons from
doing it again with two
Separate Emails Like this;
Other days, all it takes is a few
Words from someone who really

‘knows you’…

Hehe; i’m A Good Cop “Boogie Man”

Catholic Mass Readings from August 16th, 2016:

Note: The UniVeRSE is Beyond What Folks could
See 2,000 Or so Years ago makes the Lies plain
to See that God’s Land is Bigger
originally than any
small Patch
of Dirt
in the Middle
East as Somehow
Special all Trumps
Believe they are above and
Beyond as the External World
As Territory to Own, Rob, Maim
And Permanently Destroy too

But they are not; unless one
has an ant view of existence


Reading 1, Isaiah 56:1, 6-7
1 Thus says Yahweh: Make fair judgement your concern, act with justice, for soon my salvation will come and my saving justice be manifest.

6 As for foreigners who adhere to Yahweh to serve him, to love Yahweh’s name and become his servants, all who observe the Sabbath, not profaning it, and cling to my covenant:

7 these I shall lead to my holy mountain and make them joyful in my house of prayer. Their burnt offerings and sacrifices will be accepted on my altar, for my house will be called a house of prayer for all peoples.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 67:2-3, 5, 6, 8
2 Then the earth will acknowledge your ways, and all nations your power to save.

3 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

5 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

6 The earth has yielded its produce; God, our God has blessed us.

Reading 2, Romans 11:13-15, 29-32
13 Let me say then to you gentiles that, as far as I am an apostle to the gentiles, I take pride in this work of service;

14 and I want it to be the means of rousing to envy the people who are my own blood-relations and so of saving some of them.

15 Since their rejection meant the reconciliation of the world, do you know what their re-acceptance will mean? Nothing less than life from the dead!

29 There is no change of mind on God’s part about the gifts he has made or of his choice.

30 Just as you were in the past disobedient to God but now you have been shown mercy, through their disobedience;

31 so in the same way they are disobedient now, so that through the mercy shown to you they too will receive mercy.

32 God has imprisoned all human beings in their own disobedience only to show mercy to them all.

Gospel, Matthew 15:21-28
21 Jesus left that place and withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon.

22 And suddenly out came a Canaanite woman from that district and started shouting, ‘Lord, Son of David, take pity on me. My daughter is tormented by a devil.’

23 But he said not a word in answer to her. And his disciples went and pleaded with him, saying, ‘Give her what she wants, because she keeps shouting after us.’

24 He said in reply, ‘I was sent only to the lost sheep of the House of Israel.’

25 But the woman had come up and was bowing low before him. ‘Lord,’ she said, ‘help me.’

26 He replied, ‘It is not fair to take the children’s food and throw it to little dogs.’

27 She retorted, ‘Ah yes, Lord; but even little dogs eat the scraps that fall from their masters’ table.’

28 Then Jesus answered her, ‘Woman, you have great faith. Let your desire be granted.’ And from that moment her daughter was well again.


Love Listens
Love Hears
Love Sees
Love Helps
Love Lessons
About You..
A Me i See..
NoW No Eclipse HeRE…
More BLeSSinGS CountinG
More BLiSSinGS BeinG
Art BleSSinG
“Meditate upon these things Daily And
You too shall receive tablets of Relaxation”
“or hide them behind words and conjure Gold”

SMiLes Dear Savvy Now What Makes
me so sad is to Hear a Young Person
Say ‘is this all there is to Life’… when
The Facebook Likes No Longer Feel
And Sense Like Life When
the High Definition
Colors of TV
All Start
to Look the
Same Colors of Life
What i seek to Teach New is
That it is possible for our Souls
To Feel and Sense More Colors
All Across the Life Span Never
Ending Now as True We
Are Nautilus
Shell Creatures
With the Ability to
Build More Elaborate
Colors And Winds of Life
to Spirit See and Touch More
Better Yet to Give and Share for
Free what is Lost is what we are
yet to seek and find and the best
Part of all is what
is Next this
The Mystery
The Treasure
DarK Thru Light
Shadows Thru Sunshine
We Find Next to Open Clouds
More Colors of Life Rain to ‘See’…
For it’s true
When my
Started almost
7 years ago i had
no idea what Colors
of Soul More Would come
All Around More and each
And every Dance Friends with
Gravity i find a New Color Sprouting
Within Wild Flower i Dance And Sing even More Free..
Smiles i intuit
You come
From a
Place of Soul
Nice to meet you
on the Paths of Life Soul Free..:)

SMiLes Savvy What i find in Life
is When i Free Dance in Spirals
That is What Opens Up All My
Soul of Creativity Holy in Flow
Sacred Dance Teaches
me Song is what
i See of the Lesson
Dance Brings the Milky
Way the Golden Spiral Phi
Flow Moves through all existence
When Unfettered and Chaos Magic
Free as Colors of Wild Flowers not planted
By Human Instructions and Lessons indeed
Just Nature Nautilus Chambers And
Hurricane Winds of arms
Peace ‘Chi’
As We All
Do When Free
indeed Circle of
Life a Never Ending
Spiral Pattern of Sunflowers
Roses GRoWinG Cats and Babies
Curling Still in Fetal Rest Position of Peace
And Harmony
of Loving
A Spiral
Dance of
Love Comes
Again with Just
A Song to Teach
Us Where We Are Going Freer Now
i’ve Never Met an Unhappy Dancer
At Least When they Are Dancing Free With Wings
In Flow Sings..:)

i Rise i Ascend
i Transcend through
All Angels i meet Globe-Wide

Beautiful Savvy
Fibers We Paint
Grey Scale Beyond
Rainbow Colors We
Dream Master Peace
of Life in Harmony
Beauty of
We Continue
To Create Weaving
All of Life’s Dreams
Together Loving Fruition Fearless
Master Peace Painting indeed Smiles..:)

Shadows And Light
Life Giving Wisdom Both Dance

Raindrops And Sun
What’s MiSSinG
Life Giving Clouds
Shadows And Light
Life Giving Wisdom Both Dance

Raindrops And Sun
What’s MiSSinG
Life Giving Clouds

SMiLes Yamini, Self-
Actualization’ is A Secular
Maslow Term For Finding
Soul Mate Within
Where at the 7th
Level of Maslow’s
Pyramid Rising
Love Becomes
Faith Ascending
For All Now Yes
Us As Human
Beings Best
Of Pyramid
All Seeing
Eye of
Truth in
Fearless Beauty
Love For All🙌🎶

SMiLes To Me These Small
Red Star Morning Glory
Wild FLoWeRS are among
Greatest in Sublime Beauty
No Order Plants them
Except for the Chaos
Magic Of Nature
The Chaos
Bothers Katrina
All i See is Beauty
You know it’s True
Chaos Magic of Nature
Brought Us Together Too
He he which one of Us is
Chaos And Which one of
Us is Magic We All Are Both
When We Flow We Become
Whole Sublime Beauty inDeed
Wild FLoWeRS Grow Freer Now
With SMiLes

So Far So Very Far Away
From HeAVeN WiTHiNoW
PeRHaPS Locked in Brick
And Mortar Concrete of Temple Book PoLiTiCS
Land of Lillipuktians WHere Everyone Else Are
Giants of Living Love Invisible to ‘tiny Trumps’
With This LeSSoN Under A Belt Ya Understand
Why the Ilk of Trump Is Never Satisfied With A Smile
That Is Real And Deep Amazing When Giving Is Receiving
And You Start Receiving Too You Just Give Even More
Whether You Continue to Receive Or Not

SMiLes i Just Wanted to make sure
Your Effort of Fixing ‘the Comment
Section’ Feels Worth The Effort
What Will i Say About
In General
Suffering is
Related to the Amount
of Instant Gratification
We Receive IN Life Give
When You Don’t Feel Like
Giving Give Some More And
As Soon As the Giving Feels
Like Receiving The Reward is Forever now
What We Will Master in Life is What We Give
The way
We aRe
AS Humans
Literally As Science
Shows is to Always Be
Happy As Long As We Are
Giving the Key is Doing it no
matter what
Be Happy
Ever Expect
Anything in Return but Giving Do…
Smiles, Just in my Opinion for i am
100 Percent Sure This is the way my
There is
No Escaping
Human Nature
Those Who Expect
to Receive Suffer the Most…

Hell Is As Cold aS EVeR
Heaven iS HoT aS NoW
Land of the SPOiLeD Face Palms
Continues to Spread As This Zombie
Apocalypse as Forecast Is Real NoW
Metaphor Why Folks In ‘This Country’ Don’t
take the Trouble to Research Why ‘A Devil’ iS ‘A DEViL’
or Wear A Mask to Save Lives… Life In the United States
Forced to Take A Sip of Coca Cola Almost Every Moment of Life
It’s 85 Degrees Inside Now Heaven Just Keeps Getting Better
Thanks to 89 Degrees too
All Means All No Means No
All Means God ALWaYS NoW
Don’t Tell me Any Human From
Existing Requiring Worship Fearing
Criticism Is Closer to God Than Less
Than A Grain of SanD SaMe… If ‘They’
Had the Perspective NoW oF A Real Devil
iN Hell They Would Stop ‘Dead’ iN THeiR ‘Tracks’ oF LiGHT
On This 7 YeaR Free Public Naked DancE ‘SonG oF mY SouL’
Paths… A Few Have Tried to ‘Shade me’ All Miserably Fail iN
mY LiGHT NoW… True It’s Impossible to ‘Shade’ Someone Who
Has Been To BLacK Abyss Of Soul For 66 Months Essence of DaRK
i Have A BLeSSinG Overall In Life to Fully Feel Hell to Fully Feel
Heaven THiS WaY One Understands A Gift oF LiGHT From DarK
Like Getting the AC in Our Home Fixed 88 Degrees Now Doesn’t
Feel Nearly as Hot as Hell as 89 Degrees F the Final High for the Day
Honestly A ‘Famous/Legend Smile’ Doesn’t Feel Any Different than a Smile
Handing Out Rental Shoes at a Bowling Center 18 Years… It’s also Very Nice
Considering i had no Reference point to How a Smile Felt Shut-in my Home Ill for 66 Months Anyway… Nice Considering i Wrote A Poem to every Single Prompt and Linked Poem on
the dVerse Poetry Trail for a Year and rarely anyone responded… It’s Nice considering it
was extremely rare that anyone responded to me at all on the ‘Wrong Planet’ for 33 Months…
What i Find Out in the Experience of Public Dancing 13,553 Miles NoW iN 7 Years When Folks
In the Audience Name You Famous/Legend… Other Than That This And The Other Thing i
Remain iN HeAVeN ETeRNaLLY NOW HAPPY! Longest EPiC LonG FoRM Bible Poems
Will NeVeR Afford to Leave DarK oR LiGHT oF Dance And SonG OuT Of ReaLiTY NoW
FoR ReaL… Ignorance Kills Ignorance Kills Ignorance Kills Corpses Piling up to 170,000
Plus More LieS iGNorance Kills More Lives Dead… Anyway If We aRe Gonna Live Through Someone Else’s Story We Cannot Afford for Folks to Make it A Conspiracy Theory of Living
Now… A Shallow Life Lived Vicariously Through Others Never Even Starts
To Create A NauTiLuST SHeLL oF OuR OwN To Give And Share Free
Humans Born to Create THeir Stories of Life SAdly We Have Become
The Audience The Spectator More Than Dancing Singing Stories US…
Technology Provides A View So Many Colors of Life Thing Is Will We
Have Self-Reflecting Moments Generating Our Own Colors Within…
THeRE ARE Days to Fall Days To RiSE NoW This Moment Present
Gift oF ALL LiFE LiGHT From: DarK to: See Even More SoUL NoW
Son is Left no Choice But To EvenTuAlly Find Fearless Will And Strength
Father Within Births Wed With LoVE iN Balance of Grace… There Are Ages
it Takes Fearless Fathers Leaving All Loving Mothers Sons Gaining Foundation
LoVE iN Balance of Grace… Vaguely in School i Remembered i used to be the Story
Teller of my Life Before Tethered to a Desk and 3 Channels of B&W Home TV… Thing is Before Black and White TV With 3 Channels at 7, i AM Developing Inner Soul Then Multi-Plex Colors Springing at Age 3… “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” Longest EPiC LonG FoRM PoeM Bible
Ever in the World
8.4 MiLLioN Words
NoW on 8.18.2020
Yet i was Yet to See
the Beyond Colors Now of
Rainbows After A Hurricane
Blows over More for 66 Months
Then But It’s True i Saved for ‘the
Rainy Day’ then for i intuited A Storm
Was Sure to come and it did… But It’s
True at 47 i was a Shut-in in my Bedroom
Hell Ill i Couldn’t Even Muster what was Left
of a Tic-Tac-Toe Game to Complete… But You See
that wasn’t the Saddest Part of ‘His Life’ as He did Live to Be 81;
But Never Developed A Free Dance And Song of Soul My Uncle
Is A Story Teller More that’s how i found out More About my Father’s
Stories of Life Exciting Challenges Overcome in 46 Years of Law Enforcement too…
You See my Father’s Life Long Goal was to be Rich but He didn’t keep the Same Wife, the
Same Car, Or the Same Home All Paid off… When i Fell ill at 47 My Father Asked me How
in the World i Saved 6 times more Money than Him at 80 Years-old… i bought a ’94 ‘Camaro’ Lasting 14 Years; a 99 ‘Passport’ With 1,000 Dollars at 39 in the Bank, Lasting 16 Years
Katrina Got a Job My Job got Transferred to Government Funded Pushing my Pay
over 23,000 A Year.. We Bought a Home at 33 Years-Old Married at 29 Finally
Broke the 5 Dollar An Hour Barrier And Katrina Didn’t have a Job You Learn
to make every penny count… Still Making Under 5 Dollars an Hour at
26 Years-Old after 3 College Degrees First Credit Card Purchase
A Color TV No Remote… True i did not own a Car with
Heat/Air-conditioning Until 26 Years-old either but
at least i bought my Mother’s Old ’70 Maverick
Yeah It’s True We Had no TV until 7 Years-old
then Black And White 3 Channels to Watch
But It’s True Both Me and Katrina Grew Up
Without Heating or Cooling in A Home At
Best Fans Blew through Windows then
Lord Still in Other Worldly News Our AC Broke
88F inside Waiting For Repair This Afternoon…
Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses
Free Dance
Feel Sense
Get out of your Head
Don’t Be Afraid iF someone
Names You A Fool
F88KinG LiVE iT’s
WHaT FooLs DO BesT…
GeT OuT oF YouRHeaD
Physical Emotional Existential
Intelligences Thousands Of Years
Old Innate Forgotten… Humans Become Tools
Contrived Of Culturally Manufactured Standard IQ…
Life is
Seen iN
Letter PageS
Life So
It’s Probably True Most Folks Do Not
Realize i am Busy Painting A Sistine Chapel
While i am Dancing Singing to them… i Dance in
The Grass i don’t Walk On Sidewalks… With SMiLes…
And yes i am Both the Leaves And Grass… Hehe.. Hope
That Is As Good For You And Even Better Than me heHeR…

CuRRenTLY, as Far As Currencies, Pay Grades, And Pay Rates Go
Away From Love, NoW For ReaL We LiVE iN
A Country So Low On Empathy for others That People Refuse to Wear
Masks for the Inconvenience
of Saving Lives Still Now; WHere in the Middle of a Pandemic, The
Current Administration Works Hard to Eliminate Health Care that exists;
Where So-Called Religions
Support All That CR8P too;
including the most Ridiculous
Conspiracy Theories Spoon-Fed
To Ignorant Masses, Same; if You
Want UBI, You Will Not Find it Here
in the United States; You Won’t find
it Anywhere Where God is the Dollar Bill;
One Day The Dollar God Will Fall; Sooner than



Souls are
Already Dead Living Zombies in
Dollar Tracks of Do Less than Love.

UBI, Ain’t Ever gonna Happen in a Country
Still Breathing Less Than Love; Dollar is the Color of ‘Soylent Green’
As We continue to Consume Each Other Until Death Do Us All Part
Un-Wed From

Nature (GoD)

Good News
is Change Happens.

Trump’s Most Recently Appointed Lackey And Fool
With His ‘Herd Immunity’ Direction is Just That Same
Trump Fool CR8P… Yes, There is T-Cell Variations of
Protection From Enduring Covid-19/Related ones too
But We Just Don’t Know enough Not to Mask… Thing is
Anti-Body Protection may only last 3 Months And Whatever
We Had that Mimics Covid-19 Identically was 7 Months ago
It Surely Makes my Blog Post ‘Rushing Flu Away’ More Relevant
Now Only if We didn’t have Ignorance and ‘Sin’ Running the Cure Show
Growing Evidence Globe-Wide Shows This Covid-19 Pandemic Has Been
Around Longer than we first ‘Thought’ not limited to China… In Other Worldly
News Our Hair-Stylist Reports Her Husband ‘Flu Ill’ Late in December Like Us
in January tested with..Anti-Bodies… Smiles; as Soon As ‘Psychology’ Determines
what Boredom is i’ll give Psychology More Credence for the Science of
What Moves Human Beings Via Emotions of Course. Boredom is

Never ‘Filled Up’; ‘Feeled Up’;

And that’s for sure, Within…

What Fills/Feels Us Up Within?

Number 1 as Social Animals
the Oxytocin of Bonding of Course
Keeps Us Comfortable, Warm, and Whole Holding
Hands Together; so much Harder to do as Flies Glued to a Screen

Day in Day Out Sitting Still.

What Moves Us?

Common Sense do More than
Sit and Stare at A Screen; only using
Visual and Hearing Senses as an Audience
Member of Someone Else’s Play of Life in the ‘Real World’.

How about Dancing And Singing, Free Hand-in-Hand Together;

True; the Human Connection constantly Changing Dancing Singing
Even Better Naked and Free is Never Boring unless one is not yet fully Human…

Smiles, it took me a while to teach the Local Psychiatry and Psychological Profession
this Lesson but when i did; my Psychiatrist got inspired, Quit His Practice and Moved
to South Florida to Teach Movement Therapy in a Teaching Hospital now; for it is true
Free Dance is the Oldest and ironically Newest Way to Regulate And Generate Emotions
And Integrate Senses too; But What do We teach children from almost the first Years they
are born; sitting still; glued to Desks at School And Now Screens At Home; Jesus F in Christ

Where is the
F in Common
Senses And Emotions
Gone in Life; True, You
are looking at the Screen
Now Whoever you may yet
Still be to come Generating
Dancing Singing Free Your Own
Colors of Happiness within


Keep It Sunshine Simple…

This may Look Complicated
But it is only A Dance And Song
of Symbols; Essence of Colors Coming
to a Page Freely in Flow HAPPY NOW FOR REAL ALL FiLLeD AND FeeLeD UP.

Oh, and my Psychotherapist, who couldn’t figure out how to Bring my Emotions Back
and get all filled and feeled up
again in Bliss; Now, She asks me for advice for Her Other Patients Now; True, i pay
her to help her; it’s funny,
You Naturally Get Rich When You are FeeLeD And FiLLeD Up Within; Just no
need to get
something else

When Ya already
Have it all; Autotelic in Flow;
Yes, Fully Generated From Within…

Just about everything in Modern
Society takes Us away from this;
As Science Shows Mechanical Cognition
Activities wither away the Soul of Social Empathic Artistic Cognition FOR REAL.

“Despite boredom’s ubiquity and pathological associations, psychologists have yet to pin down what, exactly, it is. Several different scales all claim to measure boredom—the most widely used is the Boredom Proneness Scale—but a recent analysis suggests that they are measuring slightly different phenomena. Explanations for ennui are even more plentiful, ranging from Freud’s theories of repressed emotions to individual differences in personality traits, the need for excitement, and attention skills.”

Well This Concludes a Somewhat Abbreviated 3 Song Movement in ‘Frednata’ Essence
of Form via Metaphor of ‘Sonata’ For Piano Keys HaMMeRinG Notes of Percussion Strings
At Only 3238 Words Today 8.17.2020.. the Eve of the 7 Year Celebration of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem YeS AGAiN at 8.4 MiLLioN Words
And 13,553 Miles of Public Dance All Around this Trump Town Metro Area
of LA Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle of Flowers.. Rivers.. Forests
And Most Beautiful Beaches True.. Yes.. Makes Living with the Local
Minions of Trump Worth it too this way Kind enough they are just
missing a bit in Faux News Ignorance Propaganda of Course
Only a Relative Few Die Hard No Souls Remain Down here
in Trump Minion Ways With No Masks so Yes Three Songs
for this ‘Frednata’ Include “The Giver” By Duke Dumont
And Appropriately as Far AS Heaven Experience goes
in Autotelic Flow of Free Dance Within there is also
“Happy” by Pharrell Williams too and Yes of course
2.841 BiLLioN VieWeD On YouTube Katy Perry’s
“Dark Horse” too Resonating With the Human Supraoganism
Of Soul Minds True DarK Thru LiGHT as Chaos MaGiC RuleS NoW
Continuing BeinG Karma-Full BRinGinG Nature (GoD) Back to Balance More
Hmm.. Perfect Storms as ‘They’ Relate Perfection of Imperfection of Clouds
And Sun
Life Giving
Rain in Continuing
Ways of Cat-6 Hurricanes
in Arms of Creativity Spiraling
More in Winds of more Doors to
Nautilust Chambers of Creativity More..:)


As Far As Pay Goes; Money, As Far as
Universal Basic Income Goes; IT WILL NEVER

Storm’ example; saying ‘go to Hell’ to folks in
a Pandemic; “We Don’t FreaKiN’ Care”; Yes, The Devil’s

in the Details

of Why Caring
No Longer Lives Here Enough
to Allow it to have a chance
to work now at least;

in the future, maybe;
With Other Folks Walking the Earth
Further away from Jealousy and Greed
And Hoarding and all that makes Humanity the Worst
Virus in Cultural Ways that Nature has ever seen, here at least

From the Country With 4 Percent
of the World’s Population that uses
40 Percent of ‘the Instant Gratification’
of the World’s Resources to Greedily Survive; to the
Country that Holds the Honor of 25 Percent of Covid-19 Deaths


All of this comes
From A Force much
Different than Altruistic
Human Nature Freely Giving
Sharing; simply, the insanity
of Population Stresses gone affray;
Guess What; Batman’s Not Coming
Back; but ‘the Bats’ (Free Nature) Are
taking Care of Nature Checks And
Balances in THeir own way…

To: Be Clear, ‘Batman’ is
A Metaphor for the Conspiracy Theory
that one Dude is coming back to solve it all…

From: hmm…

Back to
the BatCave i go…

Lord i Feel so
Fortunate to
Leave the
God behind…
And of Course
i did it by not
Worshipping IT
As IT Still Now
Does most
The Metaphor
For This Country
Black Friday for Sale
With or Without
The tiniest
To Save Lives…
Go to Hell Dollar
Bill God… Stay out
Of MaKinG
Into Hell…
Of Course
Easy to Dance Sing
When ‘Devil’ Defeated
Only Serves
You and
No Longer
Creates US..:)

In Short, Real Universal Basic Income
Is the Real Learned And Practiced Ability
To Generate Happiness Within in Autotelic
Flow; Folks Will Go Back to Life Threatening Situations
to Achieve this Real Heaven Within, Staying in the Sweet
Spot ‘tween Anxiety and Boredom, increasing Complexities
of their Endeavors to Stay in This Sweet Spot with no Fears
or Worries in Effortless Play of Greater Creativity and Productivity Now.

My Metaphor is Dancing a Tight Rope with More Complexity in Ease.

Surgeons Do this; CEO’S Do this; And True, this Real Human Magic
of Flow Comes in Dark Colors of Orange (Trump) that have nothing to do with
Love Like Killing on the Battlefield Too; It’s not Money that Drives Trump; It’s the Same
Dark Flow that takes Soldiers Back on the Battle Field to Kill; Or Mountain Climbers without
Safety Harnesses to do the same, eventually as what becomes a Suicide Endeavor, Ultimately too.

But of course, Not all Folks Find their Flows In Colors of Loving Arts; For Some folks, it’s just ‘the score’; ‘the kill’;

And Honestly,
Some folks are
Just Born and or Bred
to Score and kill; is there a
better way, of course, for those
who can and will seek and find it.

Some Do; Some Don’t; ‘Some Folks Dance Free;

Some Folks Do Not’.

-‘Guardians of the
Galaxy’ of Love; Circa Volume
Whatever, However Now For Real…

Yep; You gotta fix A root problem
Before going to even step one, Now.

A Root Problem Now, is Instant Gratification;

The Coca-Cola Country; Indeed, a Sugar Fix it is;

Meh; at best, a Universal Basic Income Would be about
1,000 Dollars A Month; For A Person Who Can and Will
Generate all the Science Assessed Happiness they care to
Within through Autotelic Flow of Staying in the ‘Tween; the
Sweet Spot of Apathy (Boredom) and Anxiety; Guess what, in
most cases, at least on average, in the United States they get a gimme
of at Least a Thousand Dollars a Month; as they don’t need that Bigger Home;
That New Car; That New Wife; Those New Clothes; That New All Consuming Goods
Ideology To Replace What is empty Within and Not Generated For Free; The Greatest Creativity
And Productivity comes inherent in Loving What We Do, Generating this Happiness within For Real Now.

Currently, Most People Hate what they do;

Go Figure; Why This World is so Frigging Screwed
Up And Folks Just FreaKin’ Don’t Care Enough Now;

Many of them; Even to Wear a Mask, if it means Saving
the Life of Mommy And Daddy who Brought them into their
Assessed Hell Hole
to Begin WiTHiN


A Root Problem
indeed, is Within;
i would have never gained
All the Money i need to live
for the Rest of My Life; if i had
the Same Bad Habits of the American
Consumer with no Soul Generated From Within…

A Life of Consuming Bags and Bags of Orange Cheetos,
When One Becomes The Greed they Elect to rule The Empty;
The Same Empty Place Within they’ve never learned to Replace
With Living Water (Love for Life) Generated From Within NoW

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
my Biggest Fear is to
Lose the Ability to Love
Again Hence Every Breath
i Take i Love Giving
For Giving Thanks
Giving Yours as Well
Blessed Greatest Gift
i Give to You Now
Will Be Breathing
For Giving🎨🤗🎶
Thanks Giving Breath🌲

SMiLes A Cure For Most
Everything DarK iN Life
Thanks Giving For Giving🎶

Paint By Numbers Medicine
Going to see My GP Getting
out of the Car Receiving a
Call that my Mother might
Be Dying.. My Blood Pressure
Was Up to 140 Over 90 my
Doctor insisted on
BP Medicine after
My Explanation Why
Anyway They rush
You into The office Without
10 Seconds to sit now Before
Taking it that is an incorrect
Method anyway… it’s like
A Diagnosis of morbidly
Obese Just Because i
Really Weighed more
Than Trump Said he
Weighed in the Best
Condition of my life…
Sadly in Science
Common Sense
Doesn’t Always
listen in Paint
By NumBers God
It’s Like Cognitive
Behavioral Therapy
To Bring Emotions
Back When it’s all
About the Dance and
Song of Life away
And Talk…
True Medicine
Is Art That Feels..
Hope You are Feeling Great!

SMiLes A Beautiful Quality
Of this ‘Never Give-Up
Flower’ is no matter
How Many Buds that
Die it Seems to always
Flower More then one Day
It No longer Buds but eventually
As Seasons Change it comes back
To Share its Beauty With me how
Beautiful a Mother Flower Will
Be When a Son No longer Will
Bear to live With no Love Left
Feeling to give at all… A Mother
Flower Will Remember the
Hope that Loving Dead
Will Rise Again… One
Day In Early 2017
My Mother Flower
Suddenly Determined
And told me the Way i Wrote
Poetry and the way i supported
People Different than me was
Evidence i was Demon Possessed
That was difficult to hear but
Immediately Loving again no
Longer wanting to die so
Much all i could Feel is
How Difficult it Would have
Been to hear a Child say they
Just wanted to die please
Let them walk in front of a
Car to end it all so in my
Case With the Empathy
Of where she had been in her
Shoes with me, i reacted With
No slight at all several weeks
Later she died With Stage 4
Breast Cancer, Bone Cancer,
Bleeding Brain Cancer
Diagnosed At the very
End with 8 Days Left to
Die as Naturally as possible
With no Food or even a Drop
Of Water; she Lived 2 Years
With that pain with only
An occasional Aspirin
Smiling Saying her
Arthritis was acting up
Again; Indeed, Bone Cancer
Hurts; so Yes, She Finally had
A Bad Day; A Day she couldn’t
Understand; whenever i Love
Unconditionally, no matter
What i get Back From others;
Whenever i Forgive, no matter
How Heartless the Transgression;
i Remember the Never
Give-up Flower and
Bloom again and Feel
Sad that not Everyone has
A Never Give-Up Flower
To Bring ‘This Gift’ to them;
For True Love Forgives the
Real Devil
Or Never
Really Exists…

People Have Bad Days i always have Good Days for
‘i Breathe’ i can’t imagine Feeling This Way Without
Forgiving but when People tell me to go away i will
unless they Welcome me again i have nothing to lose
but Loving; just my opinion. This Philosophy You speak
of non-for-giveness that Indeed is common every
Where i
Visit now
Of Love; from
What I’ve Seen,
i don’t see anything
To Lose by Loving…
I’ve had Several 30
Year ‘Friends’ De-Friend me
From Facebook for suggesting
They forgive; i find that very sad
For them But i Understand
Why… it’s What They are
missing to Give.. It’s Hard
to ‘Get’ That Thing…
More people had it
To give Before ‘Net-Flix
And Wi-Fi’ that much i see…
Other than that i would never
Have stayed married for even
A Month With this Philosophy;
The Most Beautiful have bad Days too..:)

Lovely Portrait of Water You Paint Savvy; a gift
it is of Everlasting Beauty to make our Breath Last in Balance;
Resilient in Grace, Water Naturally Loving Is For Giving Life Strength;
You’ve been very Welcoming Here; in Fact, like Water as Water Fears
Neither Waves or Ocean
As Water is all Three
in Harmony
And Flow
In Peace of Night
Or Day of Existence;
in Honor of Water i bring
a Gift; a Story of ‘Oreo the Cat’ to You,
originally i wrote it about 7 Years ago
coming then out of Numb and Pain of 19
Medical Disorders, 66 Months; recovering
with the Light; the Miracle of Love Re-Born
in me again One with the Beach Standing
Blessed With Water, Living in me again then…
Today, is the 7th Anniversary of my existence on
Word Press and the continuing flow of these words
now at measure of 8.4 Million Words that might not
exist if not for the Encouragement of a Brand new Friend
as i was already somewhat tired of writing at Least 4 Million
Words then for 33 Months from wake to sleep; Just trying to get
my mind off Pain and Numb from the Literal Suicide Disease then…
Back to Oreo the Cat then a scrappy 7 Pound or So TomCat a Mix
of Tabby Tuxedo Cat Black And White; i was walking around the
Block after really miraculously recovering from
all that Soul Killing Disease; and He
Grabbed me around my Leg
That Night and telling
me in his way then
exclaiming, Don’t
You Forget, ‘i saved
Your Soul’ for i remembered
what he did as Neighborhood Stray
TomCats Naturally Do Protecting their
Territory for Basic Subsistence to Survive;
‘Sunny Boy’, who we could only guess was
the Son of Our Cat ‘Yellow Boy’, who was an inside
Cat because he was diagnosed with Feline Leukemia;
Sunny Boy, Wandered Up to Our Home on Christmas Day of
2012; It was amazing He looked Just like our Cat Yellow Boy;
i had lost all my Emotions then for 5 Years; a hardest part
was never having a single tear; just all dried up for all those years…
truly an empty
place with
No living
Water Within
of anything that
resembled the Feeling
of Love or any feeling at
all except pain and numb…
as close as i could get to Love
Were Cats; they were always my
Friends when Young when my peers
taught me i was too odd to deserve to exist…
So, like Yellow Boy, who was Feral and Wandered
Up from our Back-Yard Forest Woods, We Fed and
took care of him, until one day Sunny Boy walked
up with Horrible Wounds, Tears of Flesh on his Face;
the same thing happened to Yellow Boy, for the Scrappy
7 Pound Oreo TomCat Delivered Claws to Yellow Boy’s Face
Protecting His Territory too… what eventually got Yellow Boy
Diagnosed and Locked in a home forever not to infect Other Cats
Outdoors… so, we took Sunny Boy to the Vet in the Same Carrier that
We took Yellow Boy, some Months before… and sadly the Vet Brought us the
News that Sunny Boy Had ‘Kitty Aids’ and he might survive his wounds and he Might
Not but what he would do for sure is take the disease to infect the Other Neighborhood
Cats or Yellow Boy if we Tried to Bring Him Indoors;
i had lost all the Value i saw in Life as Love
Within… it was so hard to make
a decision Like that to
take anything
Away from
Part of Nature
but we made the
Difficult Choice the
Vet recommended;
then something happened
i never expected then; my First
Tear in 5 Years… My God That Sadness
Felt Like Heaven in Hell; even though i still
could Leg Press 500 Pounds that day was the
Only Day i felt Strength in my Legs Again; so weak,
they felt before, Just Pain And Numb all over my Soul
it took a while to fully
Recover and feel
the Love again
But that Day
Oreo the Cat
Taught me the
Lesson of Dark Brings Love Again;
indeed, every Tear is a path to Heaven…
For Oreo Wasn’t only Dark Oreo Was Light too..
Other than that His nickname was also ‘Devil Cat’

Yet a Dark Angel Light in Disguise…

We Forgave him…

For True, Without
Forgiveness for ‘Devils’
Love Doesn’t Exist as Dark is Light..

For It is also True That Humans Who
Have Been Harmed Most in Life
Are often The Kindest oF All
As Long as they
Turn to Love
For Victory
in Hope even
when Hope is gone
and never give up;
Vengeance is the
Other Way in Fear
As Hate; Blessed are those who seek and find
Light again; the Water of Love That Never Runs out to return again..
As Clouds Cover Sun And Indeed Bring Rain; Living Water For All of Us to Breathe..:)

A Bit of Room Left on this Moving Enigma ‘Rivers of Belief’ Theme Song Probably
Enough to make this Last ‘Frednata’ Move through Frank’s Place of Poetry
in Chicago And Xenia’s Place of Poetry in Scotland and i’ll probably save
gigoid’s place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages From California
to Riff off of For the Next Theme Song to Wrap this Celebration of
“SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” all the way
Up with the Tale of the Tape and MacroVerse Memories 3 Years
to Date that is Part of my ‘Religious Tradition’ per Do to make
Every Step and Word Holy and Sacred Free Verse Dance
And Song of Life Free as that will Probably Make close
to or over a 40,000 Word Novel Sized Effort As Feat Note
And Milestone for 7 Years of Existence on Word Press too;
Thanks to the advice of Lala Rukh From Pakistan Then who
Encouraged me to Give the Word Press Platform a Spin then
As the Hurricane of Creativity continues to Expand in Spiral Arms of Cat-6 Winds Now..:)

Men or Mice
Men Are Mice
Indeed Sharing a Common
Rodent Ancestor 75 MiLLioN
Years ago coming after an Asteroid
Plunging into the Earth MaKinG the
Gulf of Mexico 66 Years ago MaKinG
the Previous Dinosaurs into
Migrating Birds
With Smaller
That We
Fry Sunny Side
Up to Reflect the
Star Dust We aRe ALL
Star Seed and FLoWeRS From
Crucible Fires of Super Nova Star
FLoWeR Seed Gaseous Dust All of Us Now
So At Least
Now Who
Came First
The Chicken or
Egg inDeed Dancing
With the Stars in Big Bang Song Ways…
Oops Little Professor Mistake make that
66 MiLLioN Years…
Give It All Away
Give It All Away
True No
LovE ReaL
When LiVinG
Only Give And Share Love Free
Sun Is Yellow… Uh oh… Also Orange…
True if Butterflies
Only Wished for
Old Homes
No New
For Butterfly
Wings out oF Old
Cocoon Molded Covers…
ChaliceS NoW
LovinG NeVeR
HoldinG FReeR
All Pallet
Grass Dies
Summer Scorch
Burns New-Tradition Green All SEaSoNS
Weeds WiNTeR FLoWeRS RePLacE BoRinG Green…
Mountains Neither Fall
Or RiSE As they Touch
Clouds For They’ve
Already Felt Sun
Existing Tall
What Sun
FeelS oNEaRTh
SMiLes Monkeys Fly Out
Of Trees With Wings too
Calls For Jane iN
Breathing NoW
TowardS Love
DancinG Love
SinginG Love
FindinG Love
SeeKinG Love
SeeinG LoVE WHeRe
Dances Sings WiTHiN
NoW iN Dance And Song Free
As Far as i for One Will See FoR NoW
For Giving Thanks Giving One Is SaMe
ALWaYS For Giving
Thanks Giving
DEViL LEnding
A Helping
Requiring Worship
Or Fearing Criticism Just
All Love to Give as Is Free
For Giving Thanks GiVinG NoW
Temple Building Tree oF LiGHT
Daisies Color
Bring Shine
Below Above
SMiLes Frank
Happy 8.18.2020 my
Little Celebration of
my Existence on Word
Press 7 YearS OlD “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
Still Breathing
With Smiles
Of Leaves
RiSinG Green Again
With Roots Deeper to
See Above Below WiTH More SMiLeS NoW
BuildinG LoVE Never Ending ALWaYS STaRTiNG
NoW What i See A UNiVeRSE Do Best NoW At Least..:)
Amazing Except for the Mountains
Your Scotland Forest Looks Just Like
The River Forest Here
Life Without
Above Below Dancing
Yet Valleys Still Singing Green
Oopseems i Missed a Poem Last
Week On The “Fringe of the Forest”
And Am Back Here
on What the Sun
on Shadows
Reflecting Us
ABoVE iN ‘Trust
Okay Back to ‘Fernweh Forest’
And i must Say the Forest
Here With White
Sand in the
Green Without
Mountain Trees
Looks Identical from
This View at Least to
Panhandle Florida
River Forest Being
Wild FLoWeRS SinG
Weeds SeaSonS Now
EVerY WHere DanCinG
They Go GRoWinG Freer Being
Indeed So Hot Here on SunDay
Afternoon And MonDay as
Our AC Broke on the
Hottest Day of
the Year hehe
So Pleasing Waiting
Out the Heat How Will 86F
And 89F Do This Environment
Inside.. SMiLes Xenia When the
Cool Comes Again Scotland
Breeze Fall
to Feel
Out of Heat
to the Miracle Cure
of Scotland Falls in
Summer Florida Panhandle
Sweaty Otherwise Blue And
Very Humid Skies hehe as DarK
Brings LiGHT
Truly Better
Than Cable
TV HAha3144words..;)


“Life is both exquisitely beautiful & excruciatingly challenging often in the same breath.
Words let you shape your inner chaos into a pattern that flows through you.”
SMiLes Dear Savvy FRiEnD i’ll Quote Your Two Lines Here
For Core Truth in Life
For ‘The Rivers
of Belief’
Do Come
in Flow Out
of Restraints
of Past and Future ‘Time’
Transcending All Worries
And Fears and just Rising
As FRiEnDS With Gravity Will
Naturally Do in Balance Even
If Hope Leaves as a Feeling THere
is the Will to Never Give-Up And it is True
Those Who
of Love
Keep Us Moving
One Step Ahead
Even in Dungeons
too Dark to See as Tunnel oF Lights Ahead
God Bless All yes With You and All You Love too…:)

“It’s possible to love a human being
if you don’t know them too well.”

~~ Charles Bukowski ~~

Smiles Like Any Other
Challenge in
Life It’s Worth Trying..:)

“‘Love’ is that condition in which the happiness
of another person is essential to your own.”

-Lazarus Long

i tried it i still love it….

Life does not consist mainly, or even largely, of facts
and happenings. It consists mainly of the storm of thought
that is forever flowing through one’s head.”

— Mark Twain

At best A River that Feels Senses
Gives Shares Free Expanding Shores at Ease
And Yes of course Flooding When Necessary too
And Understanding
Where Dry
Floors of
River Beds
Come From True…

“Resolved, that the women of this nation in 1876,
have greater cause for discontent, rebellion and
revolution than the men of 1776.”

— Susan B. Anthony

Well coined indeed…
Of course Still..

“Between the acting of a dreadful thing
And the first motion, all the interim is
Like a phantasma, or a hideous dream:
The Genius and the mortal instruments
Are then in council; and the state of man,
Like to a little kingdom, suffers then
The nature of an insurrection.”

— William Shakespeare ~~

Julius Caesar — Act ii, Sc. 1

Sounds Like Almost 4 Years to me…
About the Same Distance it takes me to Write 5.5-MiLLioN-Words
Of Free Verse Longest Epic Long Form Poetry Namely This Year
“Netherland Bible” too Along with today’s 7-Year Anniversary of
8.4 MiLLioN Words.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” Living on Word Press too.. hehe…
Among Many
Other Places True..:)

“Now, that the sovereign power and deity, whatsoever it is,
should have regard of mankind, is a toy and vanity
worthy to be laughed at.”

— Pliny The Elder

Hehe also True..
Ruled By What is Less
Than The Size of the Head of Dust Now At Least…

“Decay, inherent in all component things.”

— Buddha-last words

Excellent Fertilizer for Green Leaves of Grass
Hopefully ‘they’ didn’t Just Burn Him And
Not Feed the Leaves as Grass….

“We all know that art is not truth.
Art is the lie that makes us realize truth
— at least the truth that is given us to understand.”

— Pablo Picasso

Considering Neuroscience Now shows we basically
Hallucinate Our Reality Now Based on What We
Co-Create As Hallucination Before
Life is Always
Best in
Dreams We Co-Create
and the ‘other side of Heaven’ too..:)

“Probably no invention came more easily to man
than when he thought up heaven.”

— G. C. Lichtenberg

Oh Lord, How did ‘he know’
what i am going to
Say Now
Way Back
then Hehe..
indeed the
Nature of Chaos Magic
Order Beyond All Human
Reasons the Art of ‘God’ Seeing in Us For Real
Out of Time, Distance, Space and All Nature (GoD) Matter at
Least ‘Modern Shiva of Modern Quantum Mechanics’ agrees…

“Not by years but by disposition is wisdom acquired.”

— Plautus — Trinummus, Act ii, Sc. 2, 88, (367.)

As Well Here for those Who Hear

“Virtue is its own revenge.” — E. Y. Harburg

True Science is a Dead End Now.

“A man can do something for peace without
having to jump into politics. Each man has
inside him a basic decency and goodness.
If he listens to it and acts on it, he is giving a
great deal of what it is the world needs most.”

— Pablo Casals

“What the Love Needs Now is Love Sweet Love”
It Doesn’t Really Matter Who Said it First as Long
As they Continue to Dance And Sing Love For Real in Do;
Other Wise Love only Rots in Pages oF Old DusTY Molded BookS in PRiSoN Dudes…

“Neither man nor woman can be worth anything until they have discovered that they are fools.
The sooner the discovery is made the better, as there is more time and power for taking
advantage of it.”

— William Lamb Melbourne

Amen Ever ‘Sense Feel’ the First Fool Rule Love

“And unextinguish’d laughter shakes the skies.”

~~ Alexander Pope ~~

~~ The Iliad of Homer,
Book i,
771 ~~


Back From Savvy’s Place of
Beautiful Indian Free Verse Poetry
And gigoid’s Home in California
Now to the Tale of the Tape
Before i Run out of Gas
i wanna go outside
to Dance in
Sand And
Sun Currently
the Rain is
Falling in Sunshine Rays
but oh Lord any chance of
Publishing this on the Anniversary
Date 8.18.2020 of Writing “SonG oF mY
SouL 7 YearS old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” Now
Means gotta finish Writing it Now For Real More
as far as “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
The last finished and counted MacroVerse in Words
Makes for the 928th MacroVerse of THAT and the 256th
MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible” in that 50 Month Effort
of 5,892,998 Words as September is surely gonna Reach
6 MiLLioN Words of Milestone And Featnote True too with
This Finished Effort too Just about 68,000 Words Away No
More than Two More MacroVerses to come After Today
Around A Labor Day of Love Effort In September for
Sure too hehe appropriately i will add now already
too.. as the “GReaT WHiTE HoPE” MacroVerse
Already Finished Makes for the 154th
MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic
Bible” at 4,281,866
Words in
38 Months
of Effort in that
Subchapter Long Form
Epic Free Verse Bible Poem
of “SonG oF My SoUL” too…
With Volumes 2018, 2019, and
2020 With All the Facebook Profile
Pics too.. around 7 Thousand Words
on Average in each and every Facebook
Profile Pic since Memorial Day of 2017
No it’s Not Every Day that someone
Writes A Free Verse Epic Long
Form Poem Subchapter
Bible that Size
or anyone
doing anything
like that at all as
All Humans Are Welcome
to Do what no other Human
Has Done or even Tried to Do Before
That’s What Makes this Being of Chaos
Magic So Special As Art is core of Who We aRe aLL NoW
if We Uncover Our Human Potentials with all the Avenues of
Available Tools And Master the Tools instead of Turning into
Avatar, Terminator, And Matrix Plugged in Tools Alone.. hmm
A Work of Art We surely Can And Will Be Forever Greater Now
As Public Dance Miles come up to 13,553 Miles Now in 7 Years and the Erotic
“Free Verse Nude Poetry” Novel Fully Illustrated is catching up with some New
Art Work Soon Enough but the 6 Volume Novel of Words Remains at 112,340
Words of course in an Adult Cautioned Blog all by itself as i don’t want anyone
Stumbling into it here who is nor forewarned of what that Human Art Freest is
All About.. and of course the 298 Dance Week Nights with all the Cool
College Folks at Old Seville Quarter Frozen Ice Cold by Covid-19
Still in the Pandemic Freezer since March 12, 2020… Masked
Store Dance and Neighborhood Public Dancing Remains
You Do what You Can With What You Have even when
the World Seems to Be Running Down as far as
Human Culture goes yet Nature getting back
in Balance As we Come to Find Out
Nature is both Real God and
Our Real Master For Real
No Escaping all of
Nature no
Matter what
We Do Now
With God of Nature’s
Balance We come or We
Go Away From the Same Balance in Karma for real now
The ‘Evil Eye’ Belongs to US.. Now it’s up to US to get back to
WorK iN Balance for only one man sure didn’t make all this ‘Evil Eye Stuff’
out of Balance Happen now.. Orange Dreams run Deep in Rotting Orange style…

Now to MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date Unfolding More as those Memories
Have Memories since the Beginning of all this effort on 8.18.2013 too as Doors to
Nautilus Chambers More continue to increase and Cat-6 Hurricane Winds of
Creativity and Productivity continue to come more Dense And Complex
in Greater Winds than come Before As Soul Evolving GrowS oN Now

But first A bit of a Detour as Bishop Barron’s ‘Company’
Made itself known to me again on FB…

SMiLes You (Bishop Barron and Trademark Company) Shadow Banned me on Youtube Long ago feeling my contributions were not worthy… go ahead.. Shadow Ban me here too but i still listen to what you have to say as i continue writing a Bible of my own 8.4 Million Words… Anniversary 7 years today… all from Holy Creative Spirit FLoW in Free Verse Poetry as well
as Naked as ‘the Dude’ in the ‘Photo Above’ too
As Far As A Way of Truth and Light continues now

It’s Just A Very Long Lost REAL TRADITION

i really don’t mind that you wanted me to
go away but at least you could have been
‘Son of Man’ enough to say Just go away….

It’s not like i’m the first one to dust my Sandals off…

i didn’t seek you.. you ‘ended’ up on my Facebook Feed Again…

i don’t expect you to know me as you are very important…

But of course we already know the first is last…

If Your Tradition Still teaches that at least…

Anyway have a nice day.. Your Efforts there
still mused around 400,000 Words in 14
Months from last May thru July of this
Year and it’s not like i don’t know
How to use copy and paste
to keep it alive for who
Knows How long
Online NoW even
A Thousand Years
Perhaps… it’s what
i named as one of 6 New
Testaments the 5th in my
Personal “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Epic Longest Long Form Poem
Bible as Part of Ongoing Tradition too
as it’s true each and every breath we make
Now is another New Testament of God Nature
For Real and More as least still does with SMiLes..
but do try if you can to wrap Your Soul Around an effort
10 times greater than the ‘Old King James Effort’ and
100 times greater than the Old Quran in 7 Years effort
Oh yeah with 13,553 Miles in the Old King David Tradition
Of Public Dance True all in ‘Trump Town USA’ still supported
by the Catholic Church i attend supporting the Sanctity of
Life but Not requiring Masks Only for folks who believe they
Need to wear them.. except for one Mass.. So Much to write
about my Friend… imagine one day someone really coming
to Judge what the Living and ‘The Dead’ Still do.. Yes.. recite
something Long enough Together and Chaos MaGiC has a way
of coming to Fruition.. True.. i don’t leave any Page unturned
But Not ‘like’ ‘Faux News’ i’m Fair and Balanced.. You are Just
About the Cream of the Crop the Catholic Church has to offer..
overall.. You get a Good Grade from me.. Meh.. the Others not so much..
objectively at least now… And if you can’t understand me You surely aren’t the first
or last..;)

“SuPeR WoMeN oF GoDoH”.. Still is the Case

“i’M F*KinG A 0KAy”.. Okay

“Take the Wrong Planet Home”.. As Always Now

“Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts”.. True


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”.. And Again…

“Older Newer TesTaMeNTS oF LoVE”.. And Again..

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”.. And Again…

“STarT A NeW LiGHT SHiNE”.. Need i Dance Sing More

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. YeS Hells Thru HeaVeNS Yes!

Hehe.. It 5 O’Clock somewhere.. 5 O’3 PM Hear and do i ever
quit Quitting Time Hell No In Heaven There is No Time At
All For Quitting in Autotelic Flow of Continuing Complexity
Sweet Spot ‘Tween Apathy (Boredom) And Anxiety
With Zero Fears Who Wants to Leave Heaven
i sure
gonna take
any ‘time’ off
of Forever Eternally Now
Anyway this Does Finish the
Writing of “SonG oF mY SouL 7
YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” on 8.18.2020
Now at 5:03 PM Always STaRTinG MoRE NoW
As Lord Knows, Feels, And Senses this is a Big one
to Put All Together Now and Publish as that “Mechanical
Cognition Duty” Does Come Next in Flow Just Not As Much Art of Creativity With SMiLes..

Still Just
A Servant
A Golden
Band of
Around ‘Ya’ Finger..Now…
And Sort of a ‘Frednata’ too
Abbreviated in Two Movements
of Songs “Daisies” by Katy
Perry And God Yes “Wrapped
Around Your Finger” By “the Police” 2337 Words










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.3 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”

“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)

“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”…Yes Indeed A Bit Epic as
The Title Is Almost Self-Explanatory with of Course Fully iLLusTRaTinG Pics
Straight From My Facebook Personal Page too.. Anyway there are actually
3 Volume Years as Linked complete in the Title Link Above comprising
2018, 2019, and 2020 as this Epic Long Form Poem First of its
Kind No Doubt.. hehe at Least this Size Has an Average
Of 7,000 Words in Each Facebook Profile Pic
Description Area As this New style Epic
Long Form Poem Bible is Fully
Illustrated Not only with
Facebook Pics to Help
Tale the Epic Long
Form Poem Bible Story
but Yes YouTube Video Songs
And Information to Accompany it All too..
And Of Course This is Only Half of Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” that to date at this
Point Carries 8.1 MiLLioN Words over the Course of 81
Months.. along with 13,260 Miles of Public Dance in the
Same Span of Dates As Well..  So Yeah Ongoing “FB
Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”

“7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020”.. JusT ANoTHeR MiLeSToNE And FEaTNoTE
to Celebrate Eternally NoW WiTHiN.. Yes.. A Common Experience Across CuLTuRES
Referred to By Metaphors Like Nirvana.. Satori.. Bliss.. Prana.. Tao.. Even
Kundalini Rising and Chi.. Yes Just Other words in Metaphors for
Autotelic Flow Sweet Spot ‘tween Apathy and Anxiety
Continuing Ever Increasingly Complex
Dance And Song
on A Tight Rope Now
No one Religion or Human
Owns this KingQueenDoM oF
HeaVeN WiTHiN Eternally NoW
No Myth.. No Hyperbole.. This Place IS ReAL NoW


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16 Responses to SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words

  1. Frank Hubeny says:

    Moving 13,530 miles on foot is a long way to go. Congratulations. I might walk a couple miles a day Say 1000 per year. I would have to walk 13 years to catch up with that.

    Good point that a smile may be worn underneath a mask. I wonder how many do smile while wearing a mask, but one can always imagine them smiling.

    It has been some years since I’ve seen The Big Lebowski. I especially remember that final clip.

    • SMiLes Frank Thanks For Wading Down in 44,628 Words of
      “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” to Visit
      as i can’t go much Longer than this and be able to copy and paste
      What Word Press allows in Length on the Google Blogger Platform
      As there are actually Limits there on Length hehe.. having to Subtract
      Photos to get It all to Fit in Already but anyway i suppose a Title like that
      Deserves somewhat bigger of a flow of Words for One Weekly Chapter
      of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Moving Toward the 930th MacroVerse
      of Doing that with this Effort now.. and oh Lord The Public
      Dance Now Up to 13,566 Miles in almost 84 Months
      coming up on 8.26.2020 for 7 Years of Doing that
      And Now Masked but i remind folks when
      they say wow so much that really
      Is Not Much for even 162 Miles
      A Month on Average Now
      That has dropped a Bit
      Since Covid-19 comes along
      is only a little over 5 Miles Average
      A Day.. Whereas i often compare that to
      My Maternal Grandmother Single raising
      4 Girls Working as A Waitress 12 Hour-Shifts
      7 Days A Week Walking Back and Forth to Work
      For Close to A Decade as She Moved into Her 5th
      Decade of Life.. she could have easily done over 10 Miles
      A Day if not much more and while she did get paid for it.. i can’t
      imagine getting the Same Internal Rewards i Automatically Get When
      i Free Dance in Flow.. but speaking of the Big Lewbowski.. Movie i did
      Work and Manage A Bowling Center for Close to Two Decades for the
      Military and of course not unlike Poetry i never had a lesson how to Bowl
      and never
      How but
      Hey it was
      Fun to get to
      Know, Feel, And
      Sense Everyone Around there
      as i often interacted with more than 100 People
      A Day and often got to hear all their Problems Like
      Ted Danson From the ‘Cheers’ TV Series.. anyway yes
      it was a place where everyone knew Your real Name
      And there was a whole lot of Friendly Empathy going
      on it’s hard to Compare Mask and Screen Life with
      That Now but sure Us Humans Will Meet most
      All Challenges And Adapt as we Can And Will
      That Bowling Center in “The Big Lebowski ”
      Ending Was Eerily the Same as the
      One i Worked in.. even some
      of the Employees and
      Bowlers too
      but i guess
      Bowling People
      have Certain Looks
      Coming From Traditions too…
      Bowling Was Most Definitely Religion
      What Bonded And Binded many of the
      Same Folks In Tradition across almost
      Two Decades and the Bowling Finally
      Came to an End With League Play
      Going away and even Bowling
      Alone too.. that Building
      Most Definitely
      Has some
      We Used to Call it a
      Soap Opera “As the Bowling
      Ball Turns” and there were surely
      Many Characters there like the Old
      ‘Cheers’ Show with me at the Counter too
      just leisurely handing out Rental Shoes in Flow
      Listening to everyone’s Life Stories and sure Smilling
      All the way.. hehe.. whether i liked the Stories or not Service With A Smile…
      Yes.. i will Surely Relate to that “The Big Lebowski Movie” in Many Ways
      And having to wear a mask for Many Decades in Life that was really no part of me
      i guess
      that’s not
      uncommon hehe
      Particularly now all the Way for Real..:)

  2. No Inertia
    Only Stream
    Within Peace
    FoResT SPiRiT Wings 🦅

    SMiLes Dear Savvy
    All True Silence is
    A Dance of Life
    in Balance
    i Am
    Through this
    Eternal Breathing
    LoVinG Now For Real🙏🌊

    Send Love out
    to the UniVerse
    And ‘iT’ ReTurNs as LoVE…
    Love Your Spirit
    Filled Free Verse
    Poetry Thanks
    For Sharing Here😁
    Clouds More🎶

    A Way of Giving
    A Way Of Seeing
    A Way to BReaTHE Each
    Day Loving Living indeed
    Thank You!
    Savvy Joy

    SMiLes True Some
    Folks See the Depth
    Of ‘The Story’
    Is Both DusT
    Us And All
    With SMiLes
    For Real Love Breathes
    Eternally NoW iN
    me too Eternally
    Gift Now
    Me Worth
    Doing This
    God Of Love
    Now For it is Still
    True Science Has
    No Tool Worthy
    Of Observing
    And Measuring
    This Eternal God
    LoVE NoW Within
    Science Will ALWaYS
    Be God BLinD
    This Way and
    Finally Is Grown
    Up Enough
    Out of
    To Admit
    What Science
    Is Blind to ‘See’ Now
    Indeed the Irony
    i Find
    The Real
    Of Love
    That No
    Will Ever Prove
    Does Not Exist
    While Art of Love Does🎨

    Hehe.. i Have the House
    Police my Wife Grew up
    Without Electricity Some
    Periods of Youth.. So No
    Matter How Much Money
    We Have She Demands
    The Lowest
    Bill with
    Off THAT
    LiGHT! oh yeah,
    And She Reminds
    Me me to Eat
    When i’M

    Love the Indian Namaste
    Philosophies DarK Thru
    LiGHT Yes Will ALWaYS
    See God in You With SMiLes
    Hehe Your Dream might be
    America but honestly i’ve
    Seen Angel Wings attached
    To Practically Every Indian
    Woman i’ve Met Particularly
    My FRiEnD SPiRiT of
    Cooperation Reigns
    Too Much Competition
    Here often for Peace
    Yes Happiness And
    Love ALWaYS
    Carry it
    With You
    No matter
    Where You Grow

    Me At 60 You
    Are one of few
    Inspirations recently
    I’ve Met who speak
    Life doesn’t End At
    50… i was Fortunate to
    Work-out With a Navy
    Captain who in His mid-70’s
    Still Squatted 450 Pounds
    And Shrugged 700 Pounds
    As When the Military Gym
    Was still open i Leg Pressed
    Up to 1520 Pounds at a
    90 Degree Angle 8 Reps…
    What We Both had in
    Common is Discipline
    Of never Stopping
    Across Our Lifespans…
    Same Lesson of
    Jack LaLanne
    In his 70’s Towing
    A Fleet of Boats
    Swimming Across
    A Bay at only 5 Feet
    6 inches Tall… it is
    Important to see
    Case Studies who
    Do more than the
    Science Assessed
    Couch Potato Averages…
    As other Modern Science
    Shows Humans Literally
    Still have the Evolutionary
    Potential to be as Strong
    As Orangutans And
    In Deed i for one
    Achieved That after
    Being Assessed by
    Peers in Youth too
    Weak to exist…
    Smiles i went
    Back to my
    40th Class Reunion
    Stronger And Happier
    Than those former Peers
    Ever imagined in their
    Life for i pursued
    Human Potential
    Instead of ‘Things’
    And Naturally too
    Became Financially
    Independent by Age
    47 too.. it’s not how
    You start out it’s
    How You
    Give up…
    Stay inspiring Dear…
    At 72 With SMiLes..:)

    SMiLes My Life didn’t really
    Start until 53… Fortunately
    i escaped the World Before
    Molding me Away From
    Who i really am i must
    Wonder how many
    Others never even
    Have A Year
    To really
    Find Who
    They are Without
    All the CuLTuRaL
    Clothes i find the
    Answer within
    And Also
    Finally See
    What the Philosophy
    Of The Kingdom of
    Heaven Within Is
    Free From all
    The ‘Camel’
    Layers of Clothes
    That Come With
    Illusory CuLTuRaL
    Fears setting Love
    Free Within to
    Sprout Wings
    To ‘See’ Above Below🦅

    At this Point i am Sure ‘Mr. Flo Rida’
    Will Provide One THeMe SonG For
    The Overall ‘Frednata’ MeMe Poem
    Oh Lord Now i have to Figure out
    WHere the Start the Middle
    And the End of this ‘Frednata’
    is to Begin this New Blog Post

    Ugh; Now Marco and Laura
    “Planning” A Dance In A North
    Gulf Get Together Early Next Week….

    In Other Blogger News SMiLes
    WHere i Live Folks carry
    Concealed Guns
    Haven’t met anyone
    Faster than a Speeding
    Bullet yet and that’s
    Why i Don’t
    Carry a Gun..;)

    Never Met A Woman From India Who Isn’t Literally An Angel
    Fact: If ‘Jesus’ Actually Comes Back He’ll Have to Go to India
    to Even Be Recognized As LoVE iNCaRNaTE
    Sound of One Hand
    Clapping In A FoResT
    Leaves Be Grass
    Forest See Trees
    Deficit of Empathy IS A Most Destructive
    Human Disease Now And Sadly A Preventable
    One Like Leaving Children iN A Hot As Hell Car
    Now.. No… Mass Killing Is Not Caused By Trump’s
    Hateful Rhetoric or Violent Video Games Alone Yet
    As i noted Last Year but Now the Pandemic Delivers
    A Much Different Message on Trump’s Killing Failures
    Oh Not Only That Calling ‘That God’ An All Merciful Loving
    Forgiving God Who Tortures Folks Who Misbehave Forever
    This Really Nice Guy Comes Along Turn The Other Cheek
    Love Your Enemy As Your Neighbor Love IT All Name iT All Love (God) Now
    i Travel To India And Find ‘The Real Jesus’ Still Living In Women There
    The Men Don’t Talk Much Go Figure Same Story For Real too… Really
    Good News In India Overall Young Folks Don’t Believe In Castes
    Best News Women Overall Already “Jesus” Namaste They Do…
    Climate Change in Reduction of Human Empathy Attention Span..
    And Temperatures All Factors Correlated Cooking Children In Cars too
    Here’s A Thing ‘The Bible’ Is Written Mostly For The Folks Who Wrote It
    Most Folks Illiterate During Centuries Then… Sadly Still Similar Now People
    Exercise Less of the Social Empathic Artistic Part of Our Being Not Understanding
    Metaphors Well… When the Human Species No Longer Moves Connects And Co-Creates
    In Real FlesH anD Blood We Are Basically F88KeD… So BasicAlly Nature’s (God’s)
    Answer to ‘THiS/THaT Now Is Disconnect And Do Not Reproduce… Humans Have
    Long CuLTuReS Now Of Molesting Raping Killing The Rest of Nature… On Another
    Hand i Have No Living Child But The Rest of Nature Without Love Enough For
    The Rest of Nature (God) We Are All Doomed… MeanWhile i’m Gonna PartY
    Like It’s 1999 And ‘The Year 2000’ Doesn’t Come Until After i Leave This
    Planet #GLasssTillFull… It’s True AdditionAlly i iNHeRiTeD THe ALL (EartH)
    iN ALL WHiLE i LiVE ETeRNaLLYnNoW iN HeaVeN Yes By God FoR ReaL NoW
    i Talked to A Young Woman From India Today
    And Felt to Myself When i am in School A Few
    Folks Were Actually This Empathic And Nice
    Since ‘The Information Age’ Empathy Among
    Young College Age Adults Reduced 30 Percent
    And More On That In A Few…
    BE A Random Feather
    Be Wind Float All Be
    FoRResT GumP FlY All
    Sound of One Hand
    Clapping In A FoResT
    Leaves Be Grass
    Forest See Trees
    SuperStar Muse Positive or Negative
    Choose YouR ELiXiR Or PoiSoN WitH WiLL
    Hitler VieWed now as A Black Hole Star
    Story of Jesus VieWed as A Super Star
    ‘TRumps’ LeGacY iS ALReaDY CLEaR
    PreDeteRmineD AS HiStory PLuSciencE oF MusENoW2
    Joy Loves Company
    And So Does Misery
    Hope Feeds Love
    Fear Feeds Hate
    ALWaYS PoWeRS uP
    NoW aS FoRCE oF NaTuRE
    WiTH aS PoSiTiVE MusE
    PaC WO MaN
    Of ThE EMoJi
    iN CaSE YA WannA KNoW
    SuPeRSTaR… Sure Easier to Do For A Son
    of Man of His Days Just Empty Pockets And
    Live off Fruits of Other Kind Loving Folks Now
    Okay Folks Heaven Is Really Now It’s A Cross Cultural Experience of Autotelic
    Meditative Flow Heaven is No Myth Real As Wind Now… Kingdom of Heaven No
    Different Than Teachings of Jesus Not Over There Somewhere Else Always Within
    NoW For Real NoW When one Lives in the Eternal Now of Autotelic Laser Focus Flow
    There Is No Fear No Death in Heaven Now… Cannot Imagine A Worst Mortal Sin Against
    Spirit Within Than Suggesting That Heaven Is Anywhere Else But Now Spirit Wind Within
    When A Human Being is Reborn Again With Living Spirit Wind Within
    ‘Those Deep Parables Metaphors’ of A New Testament Make Sense
    Takes A Lifetime of Increasingly Complex Play Between A Sweet Zone
    of Boredom And Anxiety No Fear To Achieve Heaven Eternally Now
    Pulling An All Dayer of Heaven Within Eternally Now To Give And
    Share Agape… Love For All Free Doing Least Harm A Way to Truly
    Live… This Is Really Good News But You’d Be Surprised How Many
    Deaf Ears Still Live To Never Hear It Eternally Now
    Quite Honestly They Are Ignorant They Know Not
    How They Even Divorced Jesus And Heaven Now

    Glad ‘this Blog Page’
    Expresses Another
    Political View
    That is
    Than Human
    Zombie THERE
    Without Empathy
    Indeed All
    Is Inhumane
    Humanly Disgusting
    What Drive Humans
    This Way
    Of the
    ‘Jesus’ Who
    They Lie They Love
    Replaced or Always
    Orange Revealed As Trump
    Revelation Almost Complete

    Bottom Dead Lines 173,000
    Dead from the Direct
    Leadership of one
    Man Humans
    Are Not going
    To Re-Elect ‘The
    Trump’ to exceed
    Adolph Hitler’s
    Murders in
    At Least
    Not Humans
    With Empathy….

    From A Place Now
    We aRe Not Happy
    to See Others
    Smile From A
    Smile Yet to BReaTHE
    SMiLe to See😀

    Happy Girl Power Day Not
    Just That but of Course
    An Indian And Jamaican
    Woman Becoming a
    Vice President in the
    The Historically Very
    Patriarchal Protestant
    Work-ethic United States
    Where Emotional Intelligence
    Ignorantly also has Been
    Considered Weakness in
    Males and the source of
    Much Early Divorce, Violence, Prison Time, Heart Disease,
    Overall Stress-Related Disease
    As Lack of the Ability to
    Regulate And Healthily
    Express Emotions
    Integrating Senses
    From Head to toe is
    The Origin of Most
    Stress that is indeed an
    Origin of Most Disease
    And Even Premature Death
    That Will Be Prevented With
    Mind And Body Balance Soul
    From Head to Toe And More
    This way Women Generally
    Have Greater Emotional
    Intelligence indeed Emotions
    Are The Real Source of What
    Either Move Us or
    Stop Us Literally
    Eventually Dead
    In Our Tracks Yet
    Where i Live Most
    Males still see Emotions
    As only For Females indeed
    That is why empirically
    Measurably i am at Least
    Twice as Strong and ‘Vital’
    Than Peers of My Age…
    There are All kinds of
    Fools In This World But
    the Ones Who Discount
    heART Are
    Art of Soul that
    Indeed is Everyone’s
    Girl Super Power When
    Enhanced As Emotional
    Regulation And Sensory
    Integration Head to toe
    And this is why living
    With Someone who
    Does not provide
    Emotional Fulfillment
    Will Shorten Your Life…
    The Secret to Katrina’s
    Youth someone Who really
    Cares Namely Her with a
    From me…
    You are an Extremely
    Sensitive Soul too
    You gotta get that
    Full Art of HeART Out
    Of You as my inability
    To do it for Decades literally
    Almost killed me now I’m
    Literally 3 Times stronger
    As A Direct Result of
    Emotional Intelligence
    That Will Also be
    Expressed in Calm
    Eye of the Hurricane
    In Terms of Laser Focus
    And Creativity like Writing
    A Novel Size Poem or so
    Each Week For 7 Years…
    Oh And Also Public
    Dancing 13,566 Miles
    And Leg Pressing 6 Times
    My Weight of 246 Pounds
    At 1520 Pounds About the
    Weight of A Small Car
    But not nearly
    Size of
    The ‘Dance
    And SonG oF
    mY SoUL’ Make
    Some Noise Dear
    FRiEnD Move the
    Art of Your Huge HeART
    E X P R E S S Yourself🌟

    SMiLes Frank Thanks For Wading Down in 44,628 Words of
    “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” to Visit
    as i can’t go much Longer than this and be able to copy and paste
    What Word Press allows in Length on the Google Blogger Platform
    As there are actually Limits there on Length hehe.. having to Subtract
    Photos to get It all to Fit in Already but anyway i suppose a Title like that
    Deserves somewhat bigger of a flow of Words for One Weekly Chapter
    of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Moving Toward the 930th MacroVerse
    of Doing that with this Effort now.. and oh Lord The Public
    Dance Now Up to 13,566 Miles in almost 84 Months
    coming up on 8.26.2020 for 7 Years of Doing that
    And Now Masked but i remind folks when
    they say wow so much that really
    Is Not Much for even 162 Miles
    A Month on Average Now
    That has dropped a Bit
    Since Covid-19 comes along
    is only a little over 5 Miles Average
    A Day.. Whereas i often compare that to
    My Maternal Grandmother Single raising
    4 Girls Working as A Waitress 12 Hour-Shifts
    7 Days A Week Walking Back and Forth to Work
    For Close to A Decade as She Moved into Her 5th
    Decade of Life.. she could have easily done over 10 Miles
    A Day if not much more and while she did get paid for it.. i can’t
    imagine getting the Same Internal Rewards i Automatically Get When
    i Free Dance in Flow.. but speaking of the Big Lewbowski.. Movie i did
    Work and Manage A Bowling Center for Close to Two Decades for the
    Military and of course not unlike Poetry i never had a lesson how to Bowl
    and never
    How but
    Hey it was
    Fun to get to
    Know, Feel, And
    Sense Everyone Around there
    as i often interacted with more than 100 People
    A Day and often got to hear all their Problems Like
    Ted Danson From the ‘Cheers’ TV Series.. anyway yes
    it was a place where everyone knew Your real Name
    And there was a whole lot of Friendly Empathy going
    on it’s hard to Compare Mask and Screen Life with
    That Now but sure Us Humans Will Meet most
    All Challenges And Adapt as we Can And Will
    That Bowling Center in “The Big Lebowski ”
    Ending Was Eerily the Same as the
    One i Worked in.. even some
    of the Employees and
    Bowlers too
    but i guess
    Bowling People
    have Certain Looks
    Coming From Traditions too…
    Bowling Was Most Definitely Religion
    What Bonded And Binded many of the
    Same Folks In Tradition across almost
    Two Decades and the Bowling Finally
    Came to an End With League Play
    Going away and even Bowling
    Alone too.. that Building
    Most Definitely
    Has some
    We Used to Call it a
    Soap Opera “As the Bowling
    Ball Turns” and there were surely
    Many Characters there like the Old
    ‘Cheers’ Show with me at the Counter too
    just leisurely handing out Rental Shoes in Flow
    Listening to everyone’s Life Stories and sure Smilling
    All the way.. hehe.. whether i liked the Stories or not Service With A Smile…
    Yes.. i will Surely Relate to that “The Big Lebowski Movie” in Many Ways
    And having to wear a mask for Many Decades in Life that was really no part of me
    i guess
    that’s not
    uncommon hehe
    Particularly now all the Way for Real..:)

    SMiLes.. Compersion… Opposite
    of Jealousy.. Joy for Evolving Others
    Reaching all their Potentials in Life
    And So True to Become Our
    Own Best Friend Lays
    Down Builds Up
    A Solid
    to Immerse one’s
    Self In Joy For All Great
    Experiences that Happen
    in Life Both Outside Us and
    Within Us Joy of Loving It All Evolving
    Resilient In Dark as Light is Not Missed
    Even Dim
    iN Darkness…:)

    Maslow, in his Hierarchy of Human Needs;
    Not unlike Fowler With His Stages of Faith,
    End Up With the Transcendent in Giving LoVE iN
    Terms of Universal Justice And Compassion to Serve
    A Higher Meaning and Purpose in Life; The Connection that Life Evolves
    As Soul Within too; Where Faith Becomes LoVE iNCaRNaTE Us; indeed, at least
    for those Who Reach A Capstone Pyramid of Love that Becomes Faith Across the
    Lifespan; and what i’ve found in my Travels Around the Globe in reciprocating Poetry
    with many Cultures is generally no matter what the Religion; the Highest Service
    in Life becomes the Connection of
    All Giving Compassion and

    Justice in Love

    And This Is Real

    As Real As it Gets,
    For those who Experience
    Universalizing Faith as Love this
    Way; Inherent, this Force of Love We Come to Be iNCaRNaTE As such…

    And of course, it doesn’t take Science to Determine We Are part of all that is as Part of God As Nature Whole; Just look around and notice the Patterns in Nature that Spiral like ‘PHI’ in all things Living Existence; Moving At Core of Existence For Real Now From Smallest Spiral PHI Patterns in Sub-Atomic Particles to the Milky Way and Beyond; Spin and Torsion Spiral as some suggest New UNiVerses are Born this way Out of Black Holes. And After all is Said and Done, even the Bible of course Of Old Suggests that God is Love; it’s like sitting at the Hardee’s Breakfast Club and some Dudes who haven’t experienced Love that much finally coming to See love if they find that Universalizing Faith Within to Give And Share Free in Justice of Compassion
    now that is Real; and not just empty Words in A Book…

    Anyway, Folks have Struggled to Figure Out What makes Us tick in terms of what we
    cannot Discretely Measure Within as our Emotional And Sensory Life as Long as We Can
    and Will Mutually and Consensually Communicate; i for one, find A Dance As Friends With
    Gravity Enough to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses as Water, Waves, Ocean Whole
    And that is How the All Giving Compassion and Justice comes to play best in Peace and Harmony this way…

    “In his later years, Abraham Maslow explored a further dimension of motivation, while criticizing his original vision of self-actualization.[13][14][15][16] By this later theory, one finds the fullest realization in giving oneself to something beyond oneself—for example, in altruism or spirituality. He equated this with the desire to reach the infinite.[17] “Transcendence refers to the very highest and most inclusive or holistic levels of human consciousness, behaving and relating, as ends rather than means, to oneself, to significant others, to human beings in general, to other species, to nature, and to the cosmos”.[18]”

    Fowler’s Stages of Faith

    Stage 0 – “Primal or Undifferentiated” faith (birth to 2 years), is characterized by an early learning of the safety of their environment (i.e. warm, safe and secure vs. hurt, neglect and abuse). If consistent nurture is experienced, one will develop a sense of trust and safety about the universe and the divine. Conversely, negative experiences will cause one to develop distrust with the universe and the divine. Transition to the next stage begins with integration of thought and language which facilitates the use of symbols in speech and play.

    Stage 1 – “Intuitive-Projective” faith (ages of three to seven), is characterized by the psyche’s unprotected exposure to the Unconscious, and marked by a relative fluidity of thought patterns.[4] Religion is learned mainly through experiences, stories, images, and the people that one comes in contact with.

    Stage 2 – “Mythic-Literal” faith (mostly in school children), stage two persons have a strong belief in the justice and reciprocity of the universe, and their deities are almost always anthropomorphic. During this time metaphors and symbolic language are often misunderstood and are taken literally.

    Stage 3 – “Synthetic-Conventional” faith (arising in adolescence; aged 12 to adulthood) characterized by conformity to authority and the religious development of a personal identity. Any conflicts with one’s beliefs are ignored at this stage due to the fear of threat from inconsistencies.

    Stage 4 – “Individuative-Reflective” faith (usually mid-twenties to late thirties) a stage of angst and struggle. The individual takes personal responsibility for his or her beliefs and feelings. As one is able to reflect on one’s own beliefs, there is an openness to a new complexity of faith, but this also increases the awareness of conflicts in one’s belief.

    Stage 5 – “Conjunctive” faith (mid-life crisis) acknowledges paradox and transcendence relating reality behind the symbols of inherited systems. The individual resolves conflicts from previous stages by a complex understanding of a multidimensional, interdependent “truth” that cannot be explained by any particular statement.

    Stage 6 – “Universalizing” faith, or what some might call “enlightenment”. The individual would treat any person with compassion as he or she views people as from a universal community, and should be treated with universal principles of love and justice.

    Oh by the way; Now that Autistic Folks are Welcome ‘Here’;
    the Ones Who Do not try to mold themselves into something they are not;
    and in many cases become best FRiEnDS with Themselves, if no one shares
    their Special Interests in Life with Laser Focus; This is my Thread for the Deeper Story
    of that Now for Real

    the Monologue
    of the Deeper
    Story indeed for
    when one will not
    find Light in this World, One Generates
    their own; hehe, this way, i don’t interrupt
    Nearly as many Other Special Interests that
    come Aboard; and all You have to do is ignore just one
    thread on the Page of Politics, Philosophy, and Religion of my Deeper Story….

    i’m always LooKing For New
    And Better Way to Do Stuff;
    Always the Fluid Intelligence
    Secret of all My Stellar Success in life; hehe…

    You don’t have to wait
    for someone else
    to Celebrate Your
    Life to make it A most
    EPic Adventure of all but it’s true
    the Globe is a big Enough Place now
    for a few People to ‘see’ Epic too.. Haha..;)

    Ironically, Trump Is Born in Jamaica
    Medical Center, In New York, New York;
    Yet, Not many Folks Now in the Deep South
    Question His Humanity; Anyway, His Place
    of Birth is one Plus-Up for the Deep South
    States And Shame For ‘Yanks’; and in General,
    ‘Heart Burn’; Smiles, Considering How Much Trump Still Reflects
    the ‘Old Testament God’ Still Deeply Worshipped in Practical Effect
    in the Deep South; as Religion is one of my many Special Interests, in
    actually Visiting these Southern Christian Churches as an Anthropology Participant
    Observer (Another one of my Fun Retirement Hobbies; and also one of my 3 College Degrees)
    It’s Not Surprising that they would Vote For Someone Reflecting That Old Testament God Requiring
    Worship and Fearing Criticism in Penalty of Ever Firing; And Even Be Willing to Give their Life for their
    Old Testament God As Promised on 5th Avenue by ‘Trump’; the EPiToME of that Old Testament God at Least
    in Bad Cop God Form, Demanding Death of Innocent Lambs in Sacrifice; oh Lord,
    All the way up to his Only So-Called Son.

    What Kind of God/Love Requires Worship,
    Under Penalty of Horrible Consequences:

    A God With A Personality Disorder of Narcissism;

    What ‘Kind’ of God/Love Is Afraid of Criticism; And
    Will Torture those Who Don’t Agree with that God Forever,
    if they don’t agree; It doesn’t take a Rocket Scientist to Understand, indeed;

    That is Part of Psychopathy too as ‘this God’ Has a Huge Self-Esteem and Empathy Problem…

    Generally, Speaking; Not in all Cases, of Course as in Real Existence Change is the Norm; What
    ‘Kind’ of Folks Will Support Such an Old Testament Bad Cop God or Bad Cop Jesus this way or yeah,
    the ones in Other Related Worship Books, Where Words Become Idols of Sculpted Letters too; Rhetorical Question:

    Same Bad Cop God Love;
    Same Bad Cop Jesus Love;

    Misery Loves Company;
    Suffering is Great of course
    For those Who Deem themselves Unworthy;
    Or Purchase that Rotten Chicken Soup And Swallow it Whole;

    In This Case, Yes, It Wasn’t the Chicken or Egg that Comes First; it is
    the Idol Statue of A Word…

    Love Breathes Sweet;

    Or Love Breathes, Bitter Sweet;

    Or Love Just Plain Breathes Bitter Stink, Stank, Stunk ‘Trumps’;

    i will say this Much; Trump is an Ultimate Gift of a Dark Muse MaKinG ‘The Devil’
    Seem Real as He is Viewed Close to a ‘Personal Bad God and Jesus’ for the General Kind
    of Folks who Support Him same…

    The Southern ‘Pride’ You Speak of
    is Not real; it is False Self-Esteem Away
    from a Vessel Filled Up With Agape Love to Give and Share
    Free; the Southern ‘Pride’ You Speak of, is little Boys Who hear
    Their Big Daddy Trump’s Yell: Boy You Don’t Smile or Cry; Boy You Be A ‘Man’..

    And then
    it never
    really happens
    for all they become
    is a Son of Another ‘Man’…

    Southern Women, in General too;
    are most always the ones really in charge….


    Because with Human
    Social Altruistically Evolved
    Animals; Love is the only Reason
    We’ve Made it this Far With a ‘Mother’s Love’…

    i am No Son of Deep South Men; By God, Hell No; i for one am Son of Women…

    Oh Yeah, And Living in this Deep South State CuLTuRE for 60 Years; i’ve Seen my Share of Hell too…

    And again; for whom it may concern, don’t even try to Question my Masculinity Now at Least as

    Real Masculinity
    is Measured in
    Terms of How
    Much ‘Honey’
    It both Draws and Gives…
    It’s Not Like ‘You’ even have to try…
    Birds And Bees Both Fly Then FLoWeRS REALLY BLOOM WiTH SMiLes…
    Anyway, though as HiStory SHows; there will always be ‘Another
    Song ‘Down
    Here’ to Deal
    with all the Misery
    and Suffering; It’s what
    You do in Your Spare time in Real
    Hell Without; Devoid of Any Real Love Breathing WiTHiN
    Giving, Sharing Freely With Wings Still Attached as Love..:)

    Smiles; i’m Definitely into Nature
    As the Rest of Nature isn’t Capable
    of Lying; as far as i can see at least, hehe;
    And yes, it most definitely was my Mama
    And Grandmama That Held our Family Together;
    And Yes; that’s A Common Experience Where i come from in the Deep South;
    Even When the Male Folks are Present, It takes Emotional Intelligence to do that;
    The Deep South States Will be A better
    Place when that part of it
    Is overcome; Sadly,
    A Lot of it is Driven
    By ‘Standard
    Religion’ and
    Culture here too;
    But Perhaps, it will;
    The Internet is a big
    Source of a Bigger and
    Potentially Smaller Life;
    Yet, for folks who wanna be Freest
    i have Hope that they will set themselves Freer this way..

    Yeah; But We Can Still Hear ‘the Big Daddy’ Across
    The Street Yelling At His Son Every Day to Make
    Him a Big Daddy too;

    Hehe; his Mama
    Let’s Him Listen
    to Rap Music and Dance;
    I’m pretty sure when Big Daddy
    Ain’t around… Freedom is contagious All
    the way Baby; All the way with SMiLes…

    ‘That Kid’ is a really Good Dancer too;
    So Much Potential that a Good Mama Will
    Bring Out to Set Free; made Us Smile…

    In Short Or Tall “Women Don’t Scare me”;
    Nor Do Women’s Rights; in FAct,
    Women’s Powers, Rather Move me
    in a Great way only; Matter of Feeling, i Refer
    to Real Feminism as Divine Feminine; Yes,
    Rather Sacred
    And Holy
    Indeed; Yes,
    There are Men
    Who Get along
    With Women and
    Are not afraid of their Power;
    And HiSToRY other wise is full
    of many Failed Males in Life Who Do Not.

    Once You understand
    ‘HerStory’ More Fully,
    One becomes More
    Whole and of Course
    Divine And Sacred too;
    And don’t even try to attack
    my Masculinity as that is Measured
    by How Much ‘Honey’ it Draws in a Year….

    Of Course, Empirically Measurable too;
    but don’t let me bore you that way; HAha..;)

    Oh Gross; Please Let’s Not Sexualize
    The Twerking Style of Exercising/Dancing as
    it is an Excellent exercise to Build the Gluteus Maximus
    Muscle; Oh by the way; it’s a Muscle; Not a Sexual Organ;
    Anyone who sexualizes Minors Doing this; is a bit of a ‘sick puppy’ to me…
    butt it is also a very
    Old Traditional
    African American
    Dance; the Rhythm of
    it has Trance Enhancing Properties…

    in fact, in this way it’s
    kinda like Religion;
    Mystical at least;
    Sacred and
    in Autotelic Flow too;
    i for one Spiral instead of Twerk;
    Just don’t have what it takes; i guess, hehe;
    i can’t even do what Elvis Presley does but i do what i do..

    Point is
    is Freedom
    of Expression and
    Human Beings will
    Develop all kinds of Strange
    Fetishes and Obsessions; let’s
    Not make 11 year-Old Girls
    Dancing be one of them; okay….

    Even ‘Jordan Peterson’;
    Dear And Near to the
    Online ‘Incel’ Population;
    That Generally, Speaking, has
    the Most Problems with “Feminism”;
    Recommends, “Marking Your Territory”
    With “Lobster Poses”; Been Doing that Way
    Before Jordan Ever Developed the Idea;
    It’s one thing to
    Talk about it;
    it’s entirely
    A different
    thing to actually
    Do It; butt it is a very
    Healthy Yoga Pose, indeed,
    for a Mix of Divine Feminine
    Love And Grace of Breathing
    In Balance With Enough Will
    And Strength to Literally Leg Press
    1520 Pounds at 246 Pounds of Old Dude…
    Haha; And Please Don’t Make Fun of
    the ‘Elephant Book I’m Holding’..;)

    Up Dudes;


    Fell off the
    Side of the
    Earth as He
    talked the talk;
    but sadly is still
    attempting to Dance the Walk…. in Balance.

    NO; THERE IS NOT ANYTHING Inherently SEXUAL when an 11 Year-Old
    Girl Twerks; Unless, one Sees Her that way;

    No Different than
    the Frigging Color
    of Her Eyes;

    Or Tan
    of Her Legs;

    Been Watching
    Way too much Porn;
    if one can even see it that way;

    in my opinion, at least; before Internet Porn;
    Butts weren’t Sexual Organs on the Dance Floor….

    In fact, Face to Face Dance Was ‘A Thing’; hehe;
    it’s really Not Funny; BuT iT Is A CuLTuRaL Thingie…

    You’d have to have a Reference Point to understand that; have no idea if you do….

    Now, don’t get me wrong, even at my Age i’ve Been Attacked by enough Grinding Hips
    on the Dance Floor to understand Women Now Exercise every bit of their Woman Power
    Free to do it;

    Even More
    Than Males
    Will Get Away with;
    as far as NO ONE ASKING FOR IT;

    I’M WAY TOO NICE to complain about it to bouncers…

    Culture, is very Interesting the way it changes through History and Herstory;
    butt no; i will never see an 11 Year-old Girl Twerking as Sexual; the
    thought of it is
    disgusting to me….

    butt of course,
    i have no problem
    Getting Grown Women’s Attention either…

    2,000 Or so recent Selfie Dancing Photographs; always on hand for evidence…

    One bit of advice, i’d give any ‘Straight or Other Young Male’ or Parents, thereof; Lobster Poses Aren’t Enough;
    Forget about Impressing Dudes; Learn How to Dance and Write Poetry Freely and You’ll never

    Ever miss Female attention… AFAIK at least in Practice of An Actual Oldest Human Art of Doing it;

    Tons More Evidence upon Request; as this is another one of my Participant Anthropology Observer Special Interests…

    Fully Studied; Fully Recorded in Case Study evidence this way; it gets really hard sometimes to do this Volunteer Hobby

    butt meh;
    overaLL it’s Worth it..;)

    Hehe; Trust me, i’m always
    As Chilled As Chill Will Get;
    in Fact, i was Tested in the Dentist
    Office; and i was as Low as 92 Degrees F; With
    one of those Infrared Thermometer Scanners; did
    94 Degrees F, A Few Days Before; Listen Dude, You are Missing my Point;

    NO MATTER WHAT SHE DOES; UNLESS one is a frigging Pedophile seeing her that way.

    It’s all in the eye of the Beholder; Healthy or Sick Puppy; do i recommend 11 Year-
    Old-Girls Twerking; Hell NO; there are a lot of Sick Puppies; More than ever raised by Porn.

    Humans are
    Plastic they
    Become what
    they are Molded into…


    What Children Do In the Privacy
    of their Rooms is their Business;

    MATTER WHAT an 11-Year-Old
    Does they don’t Get turned on by it,
    Unless they are of Pedophile Nature.

    And No, Twerking Does not have to
    Be A Sexually Charged Dance by
    the Individual Doing it either;
    If You are Suggesting that was
    the Aim of the 11 Year-Old Girl;
    What are you; in Her Body and Head?


    Butt What you Do Have control over, is how you see it; since she’s 11 Years-Old;

    i’m just guessing; as i ain’t in Your Head or Body Either; In Other words, Practically, you’ve
    already convicted this 11 Year-Old Girl of an Offense that may have nothing to do with HER AIM of DANCE…

    Let’s Make it simple;
    A Kid can Move their
    Butt and Sex Never Cross their Mind; Capice?

    Capice”; Look it up in the
    ‘Urban Dictionary’,

    if You have to;

    It’s a Real Word that way;

    Don’t Bend my Words, either;

    i Said in the Eyes of An Adult.
    Are We Not adults Here; i Believe WE
    Are; WE are the ones Viewing this situation
    For the Point of this Discussion; that much we relate.

    And i did Say; i don’t Know What You Believe; and i do not care.


    If You can’t understand that; it’s NOT my Problem.

    i don’t recommend little Girls Twerking for all the sick puppies
    in the World seeing it sick that way; but true, i would defend their right (the Children) for them to
    express themselves in Dance That Way; if that’s what they innocently wanna do; the world ain’t ALL about Sex….

    That’s My Point…

    Children Don’t Necessarily see it the ‘Same Way’;

    Not All Children, Who Express Freedom in Dance and Other Arts of Life.

    Asking for agreement, understanding, belief. Answered with itself.
    Often used in italian mafia-type settings to emphasize understanding.”

    Let’s Make this Clear; Accusing me of Waffling is just an Ad Hominem…

    What the ‘Hell’ Do You think i am Disagreeing with:

    i said, i don’t recommend the Young Children Doing it.

    Ahem; i Believe, from what you’ve Said You Agree with the same.

    Other than that We Are Talking About ‘Theory of Mind’; go Figure….

    Sure; It’s kind of a touchy subject;
    The Dividing Line Between Freedom And Safety is
    Always Very Subjective; and very much related to ‘Theory of Mind’, Overall;

    And Personality too, of course; in how folks do view the World Differently.

    Smiles, You are Welcome; indeed, a Very Inflammatory Subject now;
    Particularly, with all this Qanon Non-Sense at the ‘Head of our State’ of Nation too…

    “Alex Jones” is No Longer a Fringe Part of Society; and to be clear
    this is not related to what we’ve specifically been discussing; just
    the overall ‘touchy subject’..:)

    Haha; You Had my Asperger’s ‘Acting Up Again’;
    Always the Student; i was gonna research
    Everything there is to know about “Saul Goodman”.

    i feel a ‘little bit’ Obligated to Share
    the Before ‘Fred Aspergers’
    About 150 Pounds ago or so
    at 11 Years-Old; A Picture Really
    Says a Whole Lot From 1971; Culture
    Has Really Changed, so Much Since Then; but i will
    Say this; We really respected Women then; and in fact,
    Overall; Boys Respected Girls too And Vice Versa; The Age of innocence
    Then; God Yes, It’s easier to Believe that i did not have much
    of anymore of a clue than what came out Books ‘then’;
    restricted to the Library of Course; not even a ‘Barnes
    And Noble’ then; 3 Channels of Black And White TV;
    And ‘I Dream of Jeanie’ With No Belly Button With
    The ‘Bewitched Blonde’ Sleeping in Separate
    Beds Like ‘Desi and Lucy’ too; let’s Just
    Say until Puberty at least; ‘Sex’ was
    no Where to Be Found; but i still
    Had Crushes on Girls since
    Kindergarten; the same
    way until 16 Years-Old;
    Ah; the Age of Innocence;
    So Much now influenced
    by Everything Culture;
    i did make straight A’s;
    A Bright Spot of not really
    Understanding anything else…

    And Life Then
    Was gonna be
    Obviously, rather
    Tough on me too;

    Fortunately, i sprouted
    About 6 Inches by 8th Grade;
    Yet, Remained Close to 120 LBS then.
    120 Pounds at 5 Foot 10 is very very thin;
    By then, i was definitely Just about the Oddest Kid ever; hehe..;)

    But Anyway; i understand what it means to be Treated Second/No Rate;
    In Terms of Where the Impetus of Feminism Originates; and Besides that;
    i was also Mistaken for A Girl by the Cashier at McDonald’s At 12 Years-Old;

    Not so much
    anymore; hehe;

    i’m Glad for the
    Challenges of Life;
    it makes me appreciate
    More in Empathy, Sympathy,
    And Compassion of what other folks are going
    through; it particularly, bothers me on the Transgender
    Issue as it was Hard Enough then for me to convince Folks
    i really wanted to be a ‘boy’; i can’t imagine what it would
    be Like; if i had really no idea who i wanted to be; i surely
    Can Understand all the Difficulties Folks encounter in the Grey Scales of Life…

    There Ain’t Nothing
    In Life Really ‘Cut
    And Dry; But Birth
    And Death in Life.

    Do i understand
    them all; no;
    but hey;
    More Questions
    to ask and be answered too..:)

    i do still keep a Pretty Sharp ‘Pencil’ at Hand…

    i was always waiting for ‘Sheldon Cooper’ to Break-out
    as a Public Dancer on ‘the Show’, too; but ‘Life’ ended way too soon for him..:)

    i picked out the Pin Striped Slacks in the ‘Sears and Roebucks’ Catalog for ‘Mail Order’ at 11;
    ‘The City’ Was too Far to Drive from ‘Hooterville’/’Green Acres’; not the Restaurant with Hot Wings; Haha…

    As Puberty Approached, ‘Hip Huggers’ were the in thing for ‘Both Genders’ in the ‘Partridge Family Days’; quite frankly,
    nah, i wouldn’t wanna go back to the ‘Innocent Days’; hmm, hehe; maybe if i knew and could do what i do now….

    i do believe it helps to have Generational experience When Discussing Topics Like Feminism.

    i was still Very ‘Sheldon Cooper’ into my 40’s and Moved Very Erratically and did Dress
    Like ‘John Nash’ did in the Fictional Part of the ‘Beautiful Mind Movie’ that didn’t really
    Happen in the Book; but made for great Fiction; but in my Study of Modern Bar
    And Dance Scenes; ‘Adam Smith’ Really Has to Be Revised as now it’s not, ‘Not
    Going for the Blonde’ that Brings You the Brunette, Per the Movie of course;
    But totally ignoring ALL THE WOMEN as during the Course of 298 Weeks of
    Dance at the Largest Metro Dance Hall; i never asked one Woman to Dance;
    Just ignored them and did my own ‘SiGNaTuRE Style of Spiraling Dance;
    The Photo Below is from the Last Night of Thursday Night Dance When
    Covid-19 Closed it down on 3.12.2020; my 60th Birthday was on 6.6.2020
    Devil Be it; hehe; then i was really wanting to Celebrate it there; but these Two
    Women Flattered me then approaching me from the Rear as that happens now;
    per the Twerking Style of Dance; and Asking For my Phone Number; it is kinda
    Dark in There Hiding some of what Folks look like in Bright Lights; so, i said, “How
    Old Do You Think i am”; they said 35; i laughed and said almost 60; my Wife is much more
    Attractive, anyway; haha; but i was very flattered as i am Just a ‘Normal Dude’ that way too.

    Anyway; there is No Second Rate For Women in the Dance Hall; they definitely Rule the Dudes now;

    Girl Power; Is all the ‘Rave’ Now, They stick together; Smiles, i have over 2,000 Photos Just like the one Below all recorded
    in my Long Form Poem at 8.4 Million Words now with all the 13,566 Miles of Public Dance in the Same Period of
    7 Years now; Recently, Celebrating the Anniversary Date of Recovering as a Shut-in in my Bedroom Ill with 19 Medical
    Disorders for 66 months; the Most Amazing thing about life is Struggle, Adaptation, and Positive Change; Women have put
    in the Work and are moving way ahead of Dudes; Plenty of Research Now to Back that up; My Wife insists that
    She is better than me at all the House Work; i agree and left her have her way with me; i still Bring in the Bucks
    Retired and she does the rest as she loves to be in Charge; Basically, this is How Male Bonobos Live; and they
    don’t even have to Bring in ‘the Bucks ‘so much; Just allocate Their ‘Services’ As Desired….

    Peter Pan; isn’t Just a Human Myth and or Reality….

    If one lives long enough, One sees way more than just 2 or 3 sides of Life….

    i refuse to Complain about any of it; and it surely doesn’t bother me when
    Women Hold their Heads Higher than me; haha, or even take advantage of

    me in some ways too; Males and Females have A Lot of Freedom, now by
    any past Standard; We Stand to lose it more By Not Paying Attention
    Now to what’s going on at the so-called ‘Top of the Bottom’ Now

    Like Smaller Than We Can See Coming Out of the ‘Bat Cave’;

    Where is ‘BatMan’ When We Really Need ‘Him’; Hmm,
    or has ‘he’ just given up on us and released all the Bats and ‘Their’ wrath….

    Another Topic Perhaps… for another Day to come again…. i sort of miss the Dance Hall indeed…

    From the Picture i provided from ’71 it’s pretty easy to see; there wasn’t much ‘funny (fun) business going on’.

    The Culture Really Changed a lot by ’73, When Rowe Versus Wade Was Passed; and became very Sexually
    Liberated even more until ‘Aids’ in the 80’s and Reagan and the Such as that; Things Changed but when i
    was 13-16; no matter what the Folks were doing around me; i just didn’t have much clue; most definitely
    part of Asperger’s Syndrome then; Sexually Liberated Women don’t bother me now at all; but God Yes i was
    Catholic and Brain Washed then into Believing that Only ‘Good Girls’ Were Good; totally ridiculous to me now…

    But that Sexual Repression wasn’t Healthy to that extent for sure; as ironically it made ‘Church Life’ all ‘Vagina’ Focused.

    Actually, Teenage Rates of Pregnancies are declining; take the Taboo away; that was really Driving the
    Curiosity to Do it; more and now, meh; so what; seen it 10,000 times in the last Several Years; why go to
    The Trouble and Potential Real Negative consequences of actually doing it; It’s Nature’s Balance in my Opinion;
    As Porn actually becomes Birth Control in Effect; Less Humans ain’t gonna hurt the Rest of Nature’s Feelings, overall;

    Even More so as Research Shows in the Newest Generation; ever more solitary in Pursuits of Life;

    that’s for sure
    And as Far as the
    Women in the Dance Hall
    Bars they might have been Grinding (sort of safely sowing their wild oats)
    in there Wild and Free; but they mostly went home with the Women they came with…

    298 Weeks provided a lot of study; and yes Like ‘John Nash’, i literally went home and took notes
    in the Participant Anthropological Study of the Entire Cultural experience; Really Fascinating Stuff, overall;
    Except for a Few Bar Scuffles; choke Holds to get folks to submit; stuff that i never expected but just happened
    suddenly out the Shadow of me; i had no idea existed; yes, learned a lot about myself too; in those 6 Years too.

    Freedom becomes somewhat Conservative this way; always many sides to consider to the Story..:)

    Thanks For Sharing that Version of “Fly me to the Moon”; it’s Driven Similar like the
    Beat of the Old Disco Days of the 70’s; Enhanced on all ends of the Spectrum of Sexual
    Liberation as Truly Pure Lust Drives Creativity and Productivity as an Origin of All Humanity
    Has Accomplished in this way; There Just aren’t any Hang-ups in the Modern Dance Hall, even
    in one of the Most Conservative Areas of the United States where i live as the Dance Hall is Yes, in
    Pensacola, A Haven for Trump Supporters, indeed overall; and my County that is close to Pensacola
    even Greater supporting him at 75 Percent; the Younger Generations, albeit skewed by this Example
    of Bars that generally attract more open and extraverted Personalities to even walk in the doors; but
    Still i have not come across a less Discriminatory Environment, Anywhere, Where i Live; as far as the
    ‘Stereotyped Differences of Human’ Playing any part of Exclusion as everyone really is so accepting;
    in fact, people go out of their way to accept People Who are the Most different among the Crowd;
    Indeed, a very Lust Filled Environment but the Science of it shows that it was going to
    be a very conducive Environment to increase the kind of Neurochemicals and
    Neurohormones i needed to enhance the Potential of my Human Creativity;
    along with the Autotelic Flow of the Dance in ascending and transcending
    Trance, it was really a ‘Perfect Church Under the Milky Way’ to
    Enhance everything about Human Potential for those
    who weren’t stuck in the Morality of the past
    against so many Human Freedoms this way;
    And really the Grinding thing is practiced Less
    intimate than a Kiss, a Hug, Or even a Handshake;
    in fact, there are instances that you never get to see
    the Woman’s Face as they move on after they are finished
    with you; to the Next Green Meadow of Bees to play in; A Very
    Natural Filled Experience; Very Earthy indeed and very very alive.
    hehe; maybe the Pandemics will go away by when i reach 70 to study
    it some more; the Whole ‘Trump Pandemic’ Has Soured So much of the
    Positive Direction Human Freedoms are heading; but on the other hand, Humans overall,
    paying a price for Consuming the Nature of the Earth more than Giving Back ‘Fair and Balanced’;
    who knows,
    what price
    we may all
    Pay for that
    Soon and Sooner too…
    it would help if the Nation
    as a whole would acknowledge
    that we are really in a fight for the
    Survival of our Nation, overall, with how
    we deal with Life And Death Catastrophe’s;
    Anything Close to a Change in Leadership will help, Obviously..:)

    Finishing out today’s ‘FredNata’ Reference ‘Sonata’-like Form of
    FreeVerse Poetry With 3 Movement Songs in this case of Coldplay
    “A Sky Full of Stars” and Flo Rida With “It’s Going Down For Real GDFR”
    And Yes Finally Bayonetta with Their/Her Version of “Fly me to the Moon
    And i will see if Today’s Effort of Close to 8,000 Words Won’t Break the Word
    Press Comments Sections Formatting to Fit it all in one place for Now.. HAha

  3. SMiLes Dear
    You Always

    WHere Love Speaks
    Connects Sees
    Without Eyes
    And Ears
    Good one
    Love’s Wisdom
    Love’s Beauty
    Truth iN LiGHT
    All Ways LiVinG NoW🌊

    What Will Not Be Forgotten Lives Now
    Beautiful Mornings WaKinG Up iN ParaDisE ViewS Now
    Anemic Yes Literally Anemic ‘Superman’ At Private Catholic
    School 7 Years Old in 1967… True She Got Older Weaker in
    Fear And Changed Her HeART But By Then… i am Already Who
    i am NoW My Father Collected Guns Cars And Silver Bars Such
    As That i Collect Love Guess Whose Pay Day It Is Eternally Now
    Happy For He Never Left Us A Curse of Much Money Just All His
    Estate to Repair And That Was Okay Just Another Labor of Love to Pay
    i’M FLYinG NoW And Quite FredLY Getting BoReD of Landing on Ground
    For Y’aLL Meanwhile
    Catch My Cape While
    You Will Now
    Artists Trading
    Money For
    Halloween Sign at Walmart So Strange
    In August Bumping X-Mass NeXT ALWaYS NoW
    Here’S A Deal If You Understand Metaphors Parables
    As Such What Do You Have to Lose When You Are 100 Years-Old At 7 Years-Old
    Original Creativity Birthing Present Gift Ignoring Guidelines Past AND Future
    Sailing SoaRinG WindS NoW i Must Dance Sing Aesthetics of Her
    Butt Beauty Sublime Still Competing Here’s A Thing i Capture myself
    Before my Flower Fades hehe Sure
    Katrina Too Why Not No LimitS HeaR
    TurN iT On FLaSH DaNCE NoW
    Maniac As Such Too Oh Please Yes
    People Believe We Become What We Think
    Actually We Reflect What We Dance And Sing Moving Connecting Co-Creating
    As Dark Becomes Light As Nite Becomes Lite As Day Becomes Human Now
    LOVE iSiTAnYWoNDeR People Worship Love is God
    i DoN’T TakE LoVE
    aS GoD Literally
    iN FAcT i DoN’T TaKE
    AnYTHinG liTerAllY HA
    NoW LOVE Don’t Let THE SUN

    Sitting Under A Tree It All Hit
    me Branches Above Roots
    Below THere i Am Entire
    Living Tree iN A Leaf🍂
    Thanks For the Leaf🍃
    ‘Savvy’ So Much Easier
    to See Turning A Mirror
    of my iPhone Around 🍁
    Why Be Earth
    Why Be Water
    Why Be Wind
    When We aRe Stars🌟
    Been Giving ‘JeSuS’ too
    Much Attention Lately Credit
    ‘Buddha’ and ‘Aleister Crowley’
    For Some of the Real Truths that
    Are Scientifically Assessed True NoW
    They Spoke in Poetry of Soul Then too
    No Matter What other Gifts Then they
    Brought that Were (Are) Considered Dark too…
    Yes Credit ‘Savvy’ And ‘Yamini’ From India too
    Credit Every Muse in LiFE DarK Thru LiGHT For At
    Sure, Let’s CaLL iT ‘The Force’ And Give ‘Star Wars’ And
    ‘Yoda’ by ‘Stephen Spielberg’ Credit too
    Or Just CaLL iT ‘Tao’ in ‘Autotelic Flow’
    Related By ‘Lao Tzu’ too; And
    True, Although We aRe
    Stars We Will Do
    ‘Wu Wei’
    As ‘Bruce Lee’ too
    As Verily This is
    What ‘i am’ Now True too
    JusT ParT of the Depth of ‘The Story’
    NoW As LonG As THere’s
    Breath THere’s LoVE NoW
    No Equal But One For Love
    First Breath
    NoW ‘Till
    Last BLiNK
    Truly Living
    ‘SeeinG’ LoVE NoW
    Credit ‘Rhuela’ From India too…
    SMiLes ‘Sohair’ From
    Egypt… We All Rise
    And Fall At Best We
    All Lift Each
    Other Up
    And Insure
    No One Not
    Even Less than
    A Grain of Sand
    Falls Behind in God
    EYes of Love For Real
    How i Will Improve on
    This Love only one Way
    Love More
    And then i
    Will Surely
    See More
    of God
    Outside and
    All Around As God
    Is This Love We BReaTHE iNDeeD..:)

    Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse Means Lifting the Veils of Ignorance
    We aRe No Longer Ignorant to What the HeART BeaT of this Country is
    Trump Reveals indeed Just How Cold The Heart Beat of this Country Is
    The Challenge Biden
    And Harris Have
    is Jump
    The Country
    Back to Something
    Anything That Resembles Soul;
    One Start of Course, is Giving A Rat’s
    Butt Whether or Not People continue to
    Die at this Rate and accelerating From Covid-19;
    And Whether People Who are not so Fortunate to have
    Assistance for Subsistence Receive what they Require
    to Survive for the Coming Year Including of Course
    The Funding Required for the Infrastructure to
    Grab Hold of the Pandemic and get it under
    control for real
    with no
    Talk’ of Cures
    And Other Associated
    Conspiracy Theories
    of Snake Oil Sales
    From Used
    Car Sales
    in Car Lots
    that Even Demons
    Would Fear To Tread in
    if they realized who ‘they’ are…
    i’ll be doing the same thing i am doing
    now Just ‘Taking Receipts’ to ‘edit the story later’
    What is Broken Here is the Reputation of Soul
    What Is Dead May Be Resurrected Again as
    Love but Only With Leaders who indeed
    Not Only Express Empathy but do the
    Action of Common Basic Humane
    Decency for All (Love) Apparently
    the Speech that Biden
    Provides last
    as noted Receipt
    for the Rest of my ‘Court Report’ Today;
    Now all i need is a Theme Song to Begin this
    ‘Frednata’; yes, i’ll probably still be doing ‘Frednata’s
    When the Trump Apocalypse Ends as Dead Souls are Revealed
    And Even Franklin Graham Has Celebrated with His Pants Unzipped
    And a bit taken Down; too much of a Wimp to Do it the way ‘Jesus’
    Suggested in the Gospel of Thomas 37; that’s also one of my Favorite
    Religious Traditions of Freedom in Taking off the illusory Lies of CuLTuRaL
    Clothes layer upon layer that way indeed Lifting the Veils oF iGNorance in
    my own ongoing ‘Apocalypse’ too WHere actually according to Original Greek
    Definition Meek Actually Means Powerful enough to never raise a Fist and
    Even the Word ‘Son’ Just Means ‘Nature of’; therefore, a Term Related to
    Human inherent
    the Nature
    of Nature
    We Obviously
    Are AS Humans
    No Longer Ignorant
    to Believe We are some
    How Greater than less than
    A Grain of Sand for the ‘Son’ of
    God Is indeed Inherent as Nature unto Nature Ourselves;
    Anyway A ‘Frednata’ is my own coined Term For Free Flowing
    Free Verse Poetry that creates itS own form of essence as it
    travels free often accompanied like a Sonata by three Moves
    of Music in way of YouTube Avenues to do that too; When
    Change Happens; When Struggle Comes; We Adapt as
    Best We can and Will as Gaseous Star Dust from
    Supernova Crucible Fire Death of Stars will
    Resurrect as Star DusT Us as Stars Are
    Flowers and Seeds indeed and So
    Are We As Stars Still Evolving in
    different Form Now; Holy
    CR8P and all Trump
    Can do in a
    is Frigging ‘Pillow Talk’
    to ‘Cure’ a Pandemic Now
    Worthy As Star he Definitely
    Needs to Work on His Human Star Potential
    As Truly He is more like a Black Hole Soul but
    it’s worth noting in Apocalypse Way of Lifting
    Veils oF iGnorance too that some Theories in
    Quantum Mechanics Suggest that it is the
    Spin and Torsion of Stars Dying in Black
    Holes that indeed Repulse in Attraction
    Gravity Birth of Brand New UniVerses
    This way in this Case Perhaps
    Trump the Black Hole
    Human Soul
    Love Again
    As Science in Terms
    of Quantum Mechanics
    is beginning to Show
    Resurrection Now is the
    Way Existence Forever Now Works
    As DarK Makes LiGHT And The Spiral of Existence forever now
    ‘Moonlight Sonata’ by Beethoven Expresses this Spiral of Existence
    We all Do Everything Else
    Too No Separation
    Veils oF iGnorance
    Lifting Whole Revealed
    Yes; i’ll be doing something
    Like this But Eternally Different
    As Truly We aRe ALL Resurrecting this
    Way New in Every Now We View and Do…

    Have A Nice Day With Star Smiles Apocalypse

    is So Revealing and SO MUCH FUN! AT LeAST FROM


    JusT ANoTHeR
    MultiUNiVeRSE WiTHiNoW
    “And nothing to get hung about
    Strawberry Fields forever”; Hmm,
    Perhaps i’ll Use that for the Next
    ‘Frednata’ THeMe MeMe SonG; HeHe..;)

    It’s also worth Noting Now (to me at least) that Destruction as opposed
    to ‘Lifting the Veils of Ignorance’ per Term ‘Apocalypse’ as originally
    Defined By Greek Writing Roman Ghost Authors of the ‘Trademark Bible’
    Was Much Later Re-Defined
    As Some Kind of External
    Destruction Outside of
    Within the Truths
    oF Light Being
    Human Unveiled
    From Darkness of
    Lies into Light; but
    True as far as Magical
    Thinking Goes as that’s
    Part of What Brings Both
    Human Dreams And Nightmares
    to Fruition for real; even in Science Terms
    of Placebo and Nocebo, indeed, in Self-Fulfilling
    Ways of Actual Do as Individual And Group Think
    ‘Religious/Political/Philosophical’ Effort goes in the
    Gulf Two Storms; Marco Originating From Roman God
    Mars by Name and Laura (My Cousin’s Name by the
    Way as She played a Witch For Halloween when we
    Were 7 Years Old; i did Superman of Course; my
    Sister Marie Did Batman; and my Male Cousin
    Teddy who also gets a Name of a Tropical
    Storm or Hurricane This year Played
    A Werewolf that i’m sure You
    Will relate to as ‘Wolfman’
    too as Laura is defined
    As Victory and Honor;
    Nice Tango with
    A War God
    in the Gulf; hehe)
    But Anyway, the Last Day
    that Two Hurricanes did a Dance
    in the Gulf Together Like this was
    in 1933; so, it’s a good idea indeed
    to Go another way in Leadership now
    Before Truly Darker Days of Veils of
    Ignorance Cover the Truth and Light From Day..;)

    By the Way this is the Third Anniversary Day of
    the Last United States Solar Eclipse Moving in
    Through Charleston South Carolina Through
    Portland Washington too; haha, imagine me doing this as A
    ‘Court Jester’ Influencing Directions oF iGnorance Hundreds of Years ago;
    Of course it doesn’t work now with More Rational Folks; but Yes Trump
    Shows with ‘the others’ Absolutely Any F in thing Goes as Minions Will

    Do or
    Die on
    ‘5th Avenue’…

    A ‘Court’ Jester has to have an incredible Rote Memory to Free
    Associate Totally Unrelated Events to Make A
    Somewhat ‘Unbelievable Story’ Real;
    Trump Just Turns The
    Fire S88T Hose
    on Full

    but what
    if i am ‘real’.. heHe.. too..;)

    Of course, Trump
    And the Old
    Would have
    Been the
    of the
    United States
    Then and Now; Biden
    Is surely more
    Than a
    ‘Father oF aLL
    Lies For Real; SMiLes..;)

    My Uncle Bob Got Rich Selling
    (he could Sell Used Cars too)
    Vacuum Cleaners; Has a House
    on Shalimar Point, Where the Latest
    Trump Associated Walton County
    Criminal Building Mexican Border
    Walls And S88king Money
    Out of Ignorant Folks
    Goes; true my
    S88ked too;
    His Vacuum cleaners
    Were Ridiculously Expensive
    (still got rich) over the Walmart Brand then
    on Paradise Emerald Gulf Coast Beach;
    Biden is Modeling Himself Already as
    A Next FDR in His acceptance Speech
    For Democratic Nomination for President;
    4 Terms, No; but any Term Greater than Trump as
    Is THE
    President in
    This Country Ever
    As Even ‘Republican Appointed
    Dignitaries’ From the Past Publicly
    Readily Admit NoW iN Union of News Worthy Effort..:)

    Me and my Wife and Sister are literally the Only Registered
    Democrats in my Entire Family and Hers on Both Sides in a way as they
    Are all relating Support For Trump now; somehow the Red State Location rubbed off on them.

    Ugh, Location, Location, Location of Trump/Republican Souls; We all Know at least some of us where ‘that goes’..;)

    Hehe; My Grandfather Literally Was a Catholic Irish Priest From Ireland
    Born Literally in Limerick so i guess maybe where i get the ‘Fili’ Poet Wit;
    Of course, Scandalously a 17 Year-Old Cajun Girl My Grandmother,
    Spicy Indeed then Woo’ed Him at 36 From the Pews of The Church
    In Taylor County Perry Parish in Florida; My Grandfather
    Was Summarily Excommunicated From the
    Catholic Church; Lived in New York, New
    York, Where my Father was born in
    Long Island; and my Grandfather
    Leo actually ran in the same
    Socialist Political Circles
    as Einstein then and
    Actually dined with
    Him in Terms of Similar
    Political Persuasion; My Grandfather
    Wrote A Book, one of many Published
    Last Century as a Noted Wiki Author
    Called “Behind the Dictators” (still
    available online in PDF Form Free)
    As the Catholic Church Similarly supported
    the Nazi’s then as they are doing with
    Trump now; at least where
    i live in ‘Trump Town
    USA’; a Place where
    Trump Egged the
    Florida Panhandlers on
    in their Jaunts of Shoot
    the ‘JeSuS’ Immigrants Coming across the Border;
    My Other Maternal Grandfather Was a Homeless
    Fiddler and Indeed a Panhandler too as the Poor Man
    he was; i wouldn’t be surprised if all the Creativity came from him;
    The Asperger’s Certainly Did come From my Father’s Side for Sure; no doubt;
    Both my Sister and i are Diagnosed; it’s definitely at least Part Genetic as Whole..:)

    Trivia Note: i was voted as the
    Wittiest Boy in Catholic Private
    Blessed Sacrament School in Second Grade;

    i had no idea what the Word Witty Meant until Years
    later; if there was Google; i would have known a whole lot more then..:)

    Per Wiki on ‘Irish Fili Poets’

    “The fili maintained an oral tradition that predated the Christianisation of Ireland. In this tradition, poetic and musical forms are important not only for aesthetics, but also for their mnemonic value. The tradition allowed plenty of room for improvisation and personal expression, especially in regard to creative hyperbole and clever kenning. However, the culture placed great importance on the fili’s ability to pass stories and information down through the generations without making changes in those elements that were considered factual rather than embellishment.

    In this manner, a significant corpus of pre-Christian myth and epic literature remained largely intact many centuries into the Christian era. Much of it was first recorded in writing by scholarly Christian monks. The synergy between the rich and ancient indigenous oral literary tradition and the classical tradition resulted in an explosion of monastic literature that included epics of war, love stories, nature poetry, saint tales and so forth which collectively resulted in the largest corpus of non-Latin literature seen in Europe since Ancient Greece.”

    One Thing For
    Dam sure doesn’t have any
    Recognizable Form of Dementia
    in His acceptance Speech for the
    Democratic Convention; Considered
    By Most As The Best In His Life;
    Yes, He Stuttered
    And Got Made
    Fun of For
    With that
    Human Functional
    Challenge But Guess what
    He Still Rose to the Top at
    Age 77 and Gave His Best Speech
    Delivering It ‘Soul-Felt’ in His Life.
    That Much We Do Know NoW about ‘The
    Real Joe Biden’; For Any of Us Who Believe We are
    Who We Were 50 Years ago; 10 Years ago or 10
    Seconds ago; We Do Greater Feats of Humanity
    than Before in Victory and Real Honor NoW As
    Some continue to Rise;
    Some Continue to Fall;
    We All KNoW Should KNow WHere Trump
    And His Supporters Are Currently Traveling
    NoW in Terms of Pandemic Numbers and the
    Such on 5th Avenue Now for all to see FOR REAL.

    Memory From Solar
    Eclipse Day in 2017 8.21.2020

    Hope Your Weekend is Happy!

    Sharing one of my Favorite
    Friendship Memories With You!

    “Hellooooove, (new learning from Fred on FB..:D)

    “tHeRE are many kinds of love but FRiEnD’s Love is
    Pure as Love Shares and Gives for Free without conditions..”

    This is the biggest compliment ever ! Thank you, Fred..🙂 You made my day so beautiful..

    I want to say, Fred is a beatiful person. He is warm, kind and caring. He misses his friends when they go missing and expresses his love without fear or hesitation. He is my, Kat’s and Yellow Boy’s HERO..🙂

    Hugs to Florida..🙂”

    I return in thanks with..

    WeLL mY friEnd.. these are SurELy
    Epic and
    Of Kindness
    From FRiEnD
    That i WiLL
    With the
    As A
    Peak of
    That HeAR
    At 1:37 CST
    PM too..:)

    Hehe as usual i’m Binge Writing
    Blood Circulation Says
    Get Up and Move Too
    Oh Lord it was so
    Nice No
    to See when
    the Military
    Gym Was Open then
    Or at the Dance Hall
    All that’s Left now Mostly
    is Just Temptation to Binge write
    what i’m
    Doing for
    1 Second More..
    Covid-19 2020
    Binge Writing it is for NoW..:)

  4. Wisps Now
    oF A Human Touch
    GRasping For Life Found
    Trust me or not Be Careful What
    You Wish For You Might Just Get It…
    Hmm… Wonder Who Will Fill ‘That Role’
    #IntHiSmovie… So Ironic Some Christians Really Believe
    TrumP iS oNLy the Second Coming oF LoVE So Ironic ALL
    oF iT iS As iF LoVE iS MiSSinG… Hint: Wherever Love Is MiSSinG
    “Anti-Christ” Lives ThiS Ain’t Rocket Science Do NOT ELECT Fear And Hate iN SouL
    Trump ‘Shot’ ‘Jesus’ iN Public… Sadly Most So-CaLLeD Christians Still Neither Understand
    Parables Or Simple Love Metaphors… i Will See This Day Out As No ‘Christian’ Calls Out
    Trump For Re-Tweeting He is ‘the Second Coming of God’… Trump Went into Office The
    Priest Praised the Change From What He Named A Nation No Longer Recognizable
    #Gaymarriage… How Much You Wanna BeT i Look ‘This Priest’ Square In The
    Eye What’s It Gonna Take For The Church To Rebuke Trump
    Yeah Right What’s Trump Gonna Have To Do… Re-Tweet He
    Last Year Then For ‘Bishop Barron’ Just Another Muse For my
    Participant Observer Anthropologist Real Bible Poem Project
    Haven’t Cooked Washed Clothes Or Dishes For 31
    Years Oh GoD iT’s True.. Freddy Free Loader HeaR
    Haven’t Worked For Pay In 12 Years And 7 Months…
    True i Did Work For Pay For 33 Years But Still it Makes
    ‘Some Christians’ So Pissed i Just Freely Public Praise Dance And SinG NoW FoR ReaL
    Whether Or Not You BeLieVE iN Love That’s Your Profitable Business NoW Not Mine Key: #Nomoneynowinheavenorhell … And No It’s Not my Fault my Household Boss Forbids
    me From Entering Homemaker Business As She SAYS i Do Not Meet Her Norm
    As Always Thank You my Friend.. Hehe.. told you i would come back to You…
    When We See Deep Enough Always A ButterFLY iN Grass of Leaves..
    A FLoWeR (GoD) ReaLiTy is Poetry… Trust me or Not i Work my Ass
    Off MakinG iT ALL HaPPeN Orange Fires Blaze Ignorance Rains
    And True to Hold A Stranger’s Hand iN THeir HouR of DarKNeSS

    Meaning of Human
    Life For All of Us Now
    To Encourage Others
    On A Path of Love
    That Creates
    For All
    What Any
    Great Relative
    Of Our Human
    Condition Freely Will Do🎶

    SMiLes; Politics ‘ALWaYS’ Basically
    IS The Art of ‘i am’ Better Than ‘You’;
    Love Is the Politics of Enough;
    This Is An Origin
    of Folks With
    or Without
    Of Course
    There is Love of Enough
    And Love of Never Enough;
    i have Enough, so GenerAlly
    SPeaKinG, i sit back, Eat ‘the
    Popcorn’ And Watch Folks
    In Their Battles to never
    Gain who they
    Even Are
    the Way they
    Are; ‘Naked Stars’
    No longer Seeing
    Through all the Labels
    of Cultural Tools and Other Clothes
    in Other Words; Yes, i LiVE iN A Deep
    South State but Just the Deep; Not the South Part….

    ‘Trump’ Masters
    DarK MaGiC
    Indeed ‘He’
    Is ‘’The
    Film Yet
    ‘He’ Doesn’t
    Under Stand
    The Color of
    DarK MaGiC
    At The End
    And Beginning
    Of ‘His’ Feature Film
    Audience All Patiently
    Waits Already Sharing End
    ‘His’ Film…

    Left Right
    Hand in Hand
    FLoWeRS Bloom
    Reaching Holding Moon
    Sunset Union Ocean All Becomes one
    Good Morning
    Stars of Smiles
    From Florida
    Dear Savvy
    hAha in
    Called You
    Shiva Just
    Dance my FRiEnD
    Keep Shining Your Star
    Star Love Never Sees Alone allone..:)

    For You
    Too as Well
    Dear FRiEnD
    Sohair With
    Wind Love Free

    A Common Symbol Shared Throughout the World Ava
    But Sadly Only GRoWinG Green and Lit Up Temporarily
    Metaphor of Christmas Trees Us Some Seldom Grow
    Theirs Green Now Others Seldom Light Their Tree
    Others Seldom Let the Light of their Christmas
    Trees Shine for Others to See Free but yet
    THere are Others who never Quit ALWayS
    GRoWinG Their Christmas Trees Green
    Each and Every Now Finding another
    Color oF LiGHT to Shine Their
    Living Trees for all others
    to See As Free You
    Dear Are a Young
    Living Tree i really don’t
    ‘know’ You but i Feel/Sense/
    Intuit Colors of Your Tree Growing
    And indeed i am Very Proud of Your Being Human
    Such a Beautiful Living Colored Tree You Become Now
    God of Nature
    Bless all
    that Rise and Fall
    Feeding More Leaves
    of Grass to Fall And Rise as Living
    Trees Roots to Branches Leaves Coloring Life Green..:)

    Human Reality
    Devil Show
    A New Breed
    5th Avenue String
    Like ‘That Painting’
    They are soon
    And Sooner
    When They
    See Their
    Sold inDeed…

    Smiles Hope
    You Get To See
    Shiva’s Son Ganesh
    Again too
    The Wait
    In Line
    Be Nearly as
    Long to See The Statue
    Interesting How Religions
    Cross-Cultural Really
    Just Dress What they
    Do Differently in
    Clothes We
    Breathing Stars🌟🎉🌲

    SMiLeS How Humans
    Adore their Clothes
    And Find Disgust
    In The Real Temple
    Of God Our Naked
    Flesh Let’s Face the
    Truth Some are
    Just Afraid
    To Be
    Naked God
    Haha i’ve Shared
    Literally Tons of
    Me only Wearing
    Stars Below as
    Above But there
    Are Weeks i
    Literally post
    A Million Words
    As Generally SPeaKinG
    God Gets Lost In
    Words and
    Other Human
    Clothes/Tools Away
    From all
    God Flesh
    And Blood
    Seeing Freely Love
    Obviously You Have
    Some So-Called Face
    Book Friends Who
    Don’t Go
    To the
    Church of
    The Milky Way US🌊

    🍃Stars Rise Fall🍂
    🌊ALWaYS SHaDoW🌟
    😁SHiNE WiTHiNoW🌲

    When i Danced/Worked-Out
    6 Hours FLoWinG Yesterday
    Only Seeds THeNoW Morning Star FLoWeRS

    HAha Maybe i Should Write A Book For Bucks
    But i Love YOU SO MUCH even though You Don’t
    ‘Know’ me i Write me Free me me me You

    How Ever Now Godly Romantic
    Nature Breathes Existence NoW

    In Other World News Turning Laura Shifts
    West Dancing To Kiss Winds of Marco
    As They Spread Ocean Warmth NoW

    Yes Yes Of CourSE THE WORD GOD
    We CReaTE Yet Essence

    Amazing Beasts…
    🏰 Castles, Words,
    🍃 Leaves, May All Retain
    Green Value We Create 💃 🕺

    ‘Ever Dance
    With The Devil
    In The Pale Moonlight’
    My Angel
    Star Dust
    DarK Thru LiGHT
    Shadow Breathes Dance…

    AnGeL OR DeViL SaMe GoD OTHeR
    Wise Alpha Through Omega BLaTaNT MiLiTaNT LiE

    It’s So Frustrating ‘These Folks’ Trying To Prove only One
    Man is God Honestly It Doesn’t ‘Matter’ if You
    CaLL ‘IT’ JeSuS OR TRumP…

    In Short and Long Now You
    Are God Too if You Didn’t Get
    That Total Good News From ‘JeSuS’
    You Missed His Message🎶🌟True Not
    Everyone understands
    ‘Poetry of God’ They
    Miss The Big Picture
    Of God
    For God Everywhere
    Forever Now Out there
    God Within
    Indeed This
    Is Why ‘JeSuS’
    As Reported then
    Said Strip ‘Those’
    Worldly Clothes
    Off ‘See’
    God Within Then
    Do God Is Love Always
    Giving Sharing Free this
    Now Go Ahead
    Delete the News
    Again Better Yet
    Find God Within🌊
    Without Fears
    Of LoSinG the
    God of Love Within
    You Generate Free of
    ‘Charge’ This Breath God🍃

    Congrats For finishing
    The 8 Day Spiritual
    Journey of Your
    Fast indeed Valuable
    In Developing inner Wisdom’s
    Beauty where We Generate
    Our Own Strength of Balancing
    And Regulating Emotions and
    Integrating Senses That Do
    Not include the way We
    Obtain Food through
    Relative Instant
    Really the
    Reason Most Folks
    Can’t Find Happiness
    Is it’s Never Ever Out
    There It Always Comes
    Within Once You Develop
    The Discipline to Generate
    Happiness Within Patience
    Is Always the Way of Life
    As No one can Take Away
    What You Generate Within
    And of Course there is no
    Need That Way to ‘Buy’
    Happiness so in This way
    You become Financially
    Independent From Buying
    Stuff to replace Emptiness,
    Worry, All Illusory Fears Now
    Within; Thing Is Our Thoughts
    Are not Us they are Abstract
    Construct Tools we Create
    To Label And Navigate The
    World…. Peace Of LoVE iN
    Mind And Happiness indeed…
    At the Organic Level is how
    Well we Escape the ‘Worry
    Mind’ the Dorsal Pre-Frontal
    Neo-Cortex and Move into
    The Older More Evolutionary
    Experienced Big Picture
    Seeing, Creating, Loving
    Social Empathic Artistic
    Ocean Whole Mind and
    The Fact is Neuroscience
    Shows All Mechanical
    Cognition withers
    Away Our Feeling
    Big Picture
    Nothing if We
    Do not Gain the
    Discipline to Develop
    The Spirit.. The HeART
    Of Our Ocean Whole
    Soul Mind… Yes There are
    Many Kinds of Fasting
    Some have Physical
    And Spiritual Feeling
    Benefits but the
    Worst kind
    Of fasting
    For our
    Is one
    That only Does
    Mechanical Cognition
    And Never Develops
    Flowers of A Living
    Tree… Smiles Dear i have
    No need To go without
    Food For my meal is
    Always a Free Dance
    And Song
    Naked of
    The Fears
    And Lies of
    Modern Backwards
    Soul Cultures Based
    On the Tools We Create
    Versus the Living Trees
    The Souls.. The Living
    Stars Now With Feeling
    Sensing Spirits We aRe
    Naked oF all Human
    Tool Life
    It’s Just another Religion
    i for one create every now
    HeART of
    Naked SMiLes
    Of Soul With SPiRiT Wings
    The Pride Flows From Within🎶
    And This Soul Needs no Name🌟

    Meaning of Human
    Life For All of Us Now
    To Encourage Others
    On A Path of Love
    That Creates
    For All
    What Any
    Great Relative
    Of Our Human
    Condition Freely Will Do🎶

    My Pleasure Dear FRiEnD
    Ruehla Keep Spreading
    Your Soul-Felt Spirit
    Filled Loving

    It’s So true, Conservative that isn’t
    Necessarily Republican; True OR Democrat;
    There are Many Liberal and Conservative
    Leaning Folks in Both So-Called Parties.

    But Indeed, Republicans
    Are Telling the Truth;
    With No Restraint Now;
    All is Becoming Revealed;
    That they Simply Do not
    Care About Whether Other Humans
    Live or Die; So How Will We Measure This?

    4 Percent of the World’s Population;
    With 25 Percent or So of Covid-19 Deaths;
    Easy to Remedy With Leaders Who Care Enough
    to Employ Science; as Other Countries Have to Reduce the
    Numbers of Misery, Suffering, Death; and Ongoing Disease in REAL NUMBERS.

    i’m not worried about
    What Happened in the
    Past; i wanna see RESULTS NOW;

    BY DECEMBER, 25 Days before Christmas:

    Science, Already Shows 70,000 Lives
    Will be Saved if Americans Wears Masks;
    Trump and His Followers, Just Yesterday
    in a Small Room Campaign Rally, Refused
    to Social Distance, Or Wear Masks; That Is NOTHING
    More than Blatant Ignorance and Lack of Human Caring for Others.

    BIDEN MAKES IT CLEAR he will MAKE A Mandate for A National
    Mask Wearing Policy that ACTUALLY SAVES LIVES; meanwhile, during
    the Pandemic, Trump And His Administration work ‘Feverishly’ to Remove
    Health Care During A Pandemic; WHAT the only Man worth Salt of Soul in the
    Republican Party did before he died; a REAL WAR AND HUMAN HERO; John McCain,
    Prevented the Republican Party As Whole From Inflicting the Misery and Suffering
    and Deaths that would have come from what they set out to do, Two years ago,
    Removing Health Care from the Arms of 20 Million Americans, Then; Yes

    This is the
    Difference Between
    Republicans and Democrats
    Now as far as empirical Knowledge
    of the Effective Policies They Bring in
    Truth; The Republicans Policies are INHUMANE;

    IF IT WERE NOT FOR MCAIN, my Sister might not have
    Health Care Now; i take this very seriously; it is a life
    or death potential Policy for Other Human Beings;
    They wanna mess with the Potential Life or Death
    of My Sister; indeed those who support that will hear from me;


    KUDOS; they Just signed their Pact and Exit of Power with ‘the Devil’ at the top
    as soon they go the same way they came; nowhere at all close to Human Soul and soon out of ‘Power’.

    That’s Good News; it means this Country is Still Human enough to remove policies from Leaders, INHUMANE.

    Meaning of Human
    Life For All of Us Now
    To Encourage Others
    On A Path of Love
    That Creates
    For All
    What Any
    Great Relative
    Of Our Human
    Condition Freely Will Do🎶

  5. Pain No Escaping
    Only Sleep Only
    In Dreams Do We
    In Dreams
    Reality now
    We Co-Create
    Pain ERaSinG
    LoVE NoW
    Enough to Never
    Take Again Peace Exhaling..:)

    Peace Generates Love
    Love Generates Peace
    In Love Breathes Hears
    Sees Never
    Faith Lives
    Hope’s Love Indeed
    All of Us Now When We
    See Through Love’s Eyes
    For All No one is ever Excluded
    in Love as Love is All ToGeTHeR NoW
    Happy Sunday Reulha May You Always
    Breath SMiLinG NoW
    Better yet May You
    Always Spread
    This Breath
    Near and
    Forevermore Now
    Love Always Lives in Love
    As my Mother Took Her Last
    Breath This is what i Remember most in me
    For She told me This Story When We Were Babies
    And the Marriage wasn’t working and she didn’t know
    if she could do it anymore A Man With Eyes the Color
    of the Sun Lit Ocean came to Her in a Vision a Dream the Same
    At the Foot of Her Bed And Looked at Her With Words of Eyes that
    Dance And Sing
    Still in my Soul


    You Can Do It

    So She Loved
    Some more and Never gave up
    And Guess What that Man’s Ocean Eyes
    Of Sun-Lit-Love Still Breathes in me as Hers..:)

    The (my) Answer IS YES!

    Beat Beat Beat Will You Hear Will You See Will You Feel
    (GoD) LoVE YeT NoW FoR ReaL For GiVinG Thanks GiVinG

    ‘They’ Talk About Heaven And Hell And God After Life Yet They
    Refuse to ‘BReaTHE’ NoW HoW Very DiM iN MiNioN Deed SMaLL

    Elephant Ears Mixing 🌞 Sunshine
    Caterpillars 🐛 Becoming Green Leafs 🍃
    🐸 Toads Reflecting Asphalt Roads Lit Up
    in 🌝 Moonlight Are All Great
    Gifts of Nature Humans
    Blending in With
    Light of
    Love Joy
    To Behold
    Love i Name
    This All God
    Free Gifts for
    You on Sunday
    With SMiLes
    For Giving
    Thanks Giving No
    Reason At All But
    Love Seeing Now to Breathe
    So Easy No Gravity AT ALLoVE
    🍃🐛 🐸 🌝🌞😁🌟

    Not Quite Morning Yet Sun Shines ALWaYS HEaVeN STaRRY
    LoVE GoD BReaTHES WiTHiN ReaL GiVinG SHaRinG Free
    A Mother’s LoVE… Either God IS LOVE OR NOT There is No
    Luke Warm Purgatory Or Hell In Love So Is God Real DePEndS On
    WHere You LiVE NoW WiTHiN… Not Gonna Let Low Soul Esteem Fool
    me But Go Ahead Believe In The Only God of ‘5th Avenue’ See’ WHeRE Ya Go Now

    ‘Seen’ Enough Dudes Like Trump With ‘Little Man Syndrome’ Like Incels in Robes to
    ‘See’ Where Hell ORiGiNaTeS..Only A Psychopathic Leaning Person Without
    Empathy, Sympathy, Compassion; And Or ‘God’ Same Difference
    Humans Wrote/‘See’ ‘the Words’ Will Dream Up A Hell For Others
    Take Note: ‘Church’ The Word Fear Is Not A Four Letter Word
    Breathing anYWHere iN LoVE This IS What REAL LOVE of
    Mother Teaches Best In ‘This Way’ i Learned (God) Exists….
    At Church Then HELL no that’s what i remember First HeLL AND

    NO God IS LOVE

    Children Who Are Cuddled
    By Mothers Moreover Love
    Life in Fact That Love Saves

    There is Sun in the Pun
    Of Having A Great Day
    On Sunday There is
    Night in the Day now
    Moonlight Feels Right
    Making Day into Night
    It is Dark Where i am
    And Light Where You
    Are Never the Less
    There is No Moon
    Or Sun
    Only Star Light
    Creating Chalices
    Without Preformed Gold

    Regarding Mr. Fnord’s New Avatar Photo per Discussion ‘here’:

    That’s Hilarious; from cursory closer inspection, the Hooded Reptile Dude was Obviously Photo-Shopped on the Coffee
    Mug; And as Mr. Fnord Used to List His Age; i remember it very close to mine; but i’m not going to ‘Out Him’ on
    His Specific Age; Definitely, Younger than this 70-80 Something Year-Old Man; on the other Hand, he might
    Be Aging Like some of Peers at my 40th Class-Reunion as they did not learn in School How to age more
    Gracefully (Hint: Free Dance And Sing) With Smiles. Haha; i even went to Hell on Earth for 66 Months
    and avoided aging decades faster; but i will Say my ‘Old Boss’ at my Age now looked very Similar to this.

    i must say ‘This Kind Old Gentleman’, Could Surely Play the Role of Santa at the Mall; Twinkling

    Eyes with a Smile looking all Self-Authenticated Through And Through Happy to be here too…

    Yes, This is an image to attain within at least at any age for real.

    i Commend You, Mr. Fnord, on Your Amiable Aim; Been

    Delivering Gifts all Day; for

    myself, at least..;)

    Catholic Mass Readings for 8.23.2020
    Going Ahead and Providing them Before
    Church Will See if the Priest Really Believes
    in ‘Sanctity of Life’ IF HE TOOK MY ADVICE
    to require masks to save lives not only at one
    Mass But Every
    Event The
    Inside of Doors
    Where Folks Pass
    By Each Other Breathing
    to Gain a Communion of
    More than Pandemic Death
    This is one Part of the Mass
    The Church Will or Will Not
    Do to Prove IT Really Supports
    A God Of Love That Breathes Life NoW iN US FOR REAL
    And More Than Just Mouthing Symbols We Co-Create At Church
    In Meaning and Purpose For it is True iN LiGHT When Love Does Not Breathe
    For Real all
    the words
    are is
    And Mortar
    With No Love
    As Temples Fail (Fall)
    to Meet the Standard
    As Churches Fall (FAiL) to Meet
    the Standard As Bibles Fail (Fall)
    to Teach the Flesh and Blood Standard of Loving Breathing NoW
    Within That Lives Enough to Easily Save Lives with a Cotton Mask Spelled Love

    Reading 1, Isaiah 22:15, 19-23
    15 The Lord Yahweh Sabaoth says this: Go and find that steward, Shebna, the master of the palace:

    19 I shall hound you from your office, I shall snatch you from your post

    20 and, when that day comes, I shall summon my servant Eliakim son of Hilkiah.

    21 I shall dress him in your tunic, I shall put your sash round his waist, I shall invest him with your authority; and he will be a father to the inhabitants of Jerusalem and to the House of Judah.

    22 I shall place the key of David’s palace on his shoulder; when he opens, no one will close, when he closes, no one will open.

    23 I shall drive him like a nail into a firm place; and he will become a throne of glory for his family.

    Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 138:1-2, 2-3, 6, 8
    1 [Of David] I thank you, Yahweh, with all my heart, for you have listened to the cry I uttered. In the presence of angels I sing to you,

    2 I bow down before your holy Temple. I praise your name for your faithful love and your constancy; your promises surpass even your fame.

    3 You heard me on the day when I called, and you gave new strength to my heart.

    6 Sublime as he is, Yahweh looks on the humble, the proud he picks out from afar.

    8 Yahweh will do all things for me. Yahweh, your faithful love endures for ever, do not abandon what you have made.

    Reading 2, Romans 11:33-36
    33 How rich and deep are the wisdom and the knowledge of God! We cannot reach to the root of his decisions or his ways.

    34 Who has ever known the mind of the Lord? Who has ever been his adviser?

    35 Who has given anything to him, so that his presents come only as a debt returned?

    36 Everything there is comes from him and is caused by him and exists for him. To him be glory for ever! Amen.

    Gospel, Matthew 16:13-20
    13 When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Philippi he put this question to his disciples, ‘Who do people say the Son of man is?’

    14 And they said, ‘Some say John the Baptist, some Elijah, and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.’

    15 ‘But you,’ he said, ‘who do you say I am?’

    16 Then Simon Peter spoke up and said, ‘You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.’

    17 Jesus replied, ‘Simon son of Jonah, you are a blessed man! Because it was no human agency that revealed this to you but my Father in heaven.

    18 So I now say to you: You are Peter and on this rock I will build my community. And the gates of the underworld can never overpower it.

    19 I will give you the keys of the kingdom of Heaven: whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven; whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.’

    20 Then he gave the disciples strict orders not to say to anyone that he was the Christ.

  6. Just For ‘A New Record Book’
    BeYonD iNFiNiTY Our Gift of iMaGiNaTioN
    As All of God’s EYes Now Connect Within inside outside above so
    Below and All Around… And More Than All the Stars beyond the aided Science
    Eye of HumanKind… ‘The Wind’ That Spirals All the ‘DNA’ of Existence The God my
    Friend That And Who We All Owe this Gift of LiFE too… Those of Us Who Do Not
    Reproduce Will Verily Bring Greater Light too oF LoVE iNto Sons And Daughters of the SaME
    MoRE LoVE iN LiGHT
    Beauty Wisdom TRuTH
    WHoLe iN oNE NoW DaYNiGHT
    It Is Worth Noting That Soul
    Mates Are Not Someone
    We Find It Is Who
    We Co-Create
    Love At Best Is
    Life What We Sip Now
    Treasure Wine of Life Best
    Consumed As Gift With GreaTesT GRAtitudeS
    “You Are What You Love” Love At Best Consuming
    Others All of Nature (God) With Least
    Harm Eternally Now Agape Love
    SMiLes.. Words Are Home for
    Emotions Poetry Is Life… EscApe CardBoard
    BoX HoME oF SoUL ToWeRS HomELess
    MoRe ofTeN BElieVE
    MoRE iN aS LiGHT
    Beauty Wisdom
    WHoLe iN oNE NoW
    Vacation Novelty Staycation Home
    Travel Same… Travel Different Change…
    Pretty Sad When Walmart Is More About
    REAL LOVE than so-Called Churches
    Bishop And The Priest Do Not Believe
    Wearing A Mask To Save Sanctity
    Of Life Is Necessary ‘Trump God’
    Rules Their ‘Choir’… Great Thing iS ONly A Handful
    of The Congregation Were Not “Conservative”
    Masks NOT REQUIRED at Church instead ONLY
    Encouraged “Lift High The Cross” Commercial Stores Will
    Lift A Cotton Mask but NOT CHURCH… Sadly the Answer
    Provided at Beginning Of the Mass By the Choir Director

    Mastered by The Priest No no No!

    So Delightful Spiraling Free Ballet At Walmart
    For Hours Whimsy Spreading…
    Children Spinning Souls

    FoR ThE GRaiN oF SanD
    iS FreeR THaN tHe
    HuMaN CLoTheD iN LieS

    Deadly Pandemic Fires Doubling
    Hurricanes In Gulf Perhaps Folks Will
    Understand Nature Says NO IF
    Red Sea Does Its Part

    Rich Don’t Purchase
    The Bait of The FaceBook
    Fed Sponsored Wall Street
    Journal they Get the Contents
    of The Article Summarized
    In A Couple of Comments
    Making The Wall Street
    Profits Sponsor Them
    Cost Free…

    As Far As ‘Southern Pride’ GoeS, Over
    Here iN The U. S. A. For The Far
    West Deep South
    As Such, ‘Record
    Year’ Now By Eric
    Church really does
    Feel Like Great
    Deep State
    in Being
    of Pride; Just
    Getting All the Jobs Done, Now;
    Not really caring what anyone
    else thinks; Like a Carpenter
    Inherently Who Build His Home
    Out in the Country HiS Own
    Way; Even if No one else
    Likes His Build; For
    It’s True
    Are FLoWeRS
    Up Down Here
    And Lots of Pretty
    Girl Flowers With Bikini’s
    Too So Deep As The Beach Is Beautiful True…
    Pandemics And Hurricanes; Hell, Double IT Even Really True..;)

    “Given this list of concepts or “Estates” upholding a republic or feudal empire…”

    Only Going to Give An Opinion on ‘America’:

    “1ST ESTATE: A term referring to religious institutions and their leaders.”

    Religious Institutions Vote Together Over Common Issues And Folks to Keep Their Ideologies in Charge, if Possible.

    “2ND ESTATE: A term referring to Nobility, and (technically, though not in common use) royalty, other than the Soveriegn, who stands outside of the system of estates. The Second Estate is traditionally divided into the “Nobility of the Sword” (Knights), and the “Nobility of the Robe” (Barons, Marquis, Counts, Dukes, and Archdukes), the magisterial class that administers royal justice and civil government.”

    Technically, No; Metaphorically Yes, of Course there is an Elite Class of Folks Who Exert Much Influence in ‘Empire’ Building.

    “3RD ESTATE: A term referring to all of those who were not members of the 1st or 2nd estates, and can be divided into two groups: land-owners and wage-earners, although there is considerable overlap between the two.”

    People Who have Ownership in the ‘Empire’, Will Naturally Strive More to influence What Holds the Empire Together.

    “4TH ESTATE: A term referring to the press and the news media, both in explicit capacity of advocacy and implicit ability to frame political issues. Though it is not formally recognized as a part of a political system, it wields significant and indirect social influences. The media news services are an example of the 4th Estate.”

    Obviously, in America; In Terms of News Outlets like Fox; Absolutely, And Amazingly influential, Literally at the ‘Top
    of the TV-Watch-List, Now; Bringing together What Happens Next; Integral to How ‘the Empire’ Continues to Build
    in Unity; or Fall Down in Division.

    “5TH ESTATE: A term referring to landless people, especially non-citizens, foreigners, exiles, and anarchists — people who have willingly forsaken any allegiances to any established government body.”

    “They Pick the Corn”; Without Corn; We Don’t Get to Eat as Much; So Sure, ‘They’ play an Integral Role too.

    “Given this list of concepts or “Columns” upholding a government of, by, and for The People…

    1ST COLUMN: A term referring to the concept of Liberty, which is the state of being free within society from oppressive restrictions imposed by authority on one’s way of life, behavior, or political views.

    2ND COLUMN: A term referring to the concept of Unity, which is the quality or state of two or more entities coming together in agreement to form a greater whole.

    3RD COLUMN: A term referring to the concept of Justice, which is the impartial adjustment of conflicting claims or the assignment of merited rewards or punishments without regard to wealth or status.

    4TH COLUMN: A term referring to the concept of Equality, which is the right of different groups of people to have a similar social position and receive the same treatment under the law.

    5TH COLUMN: A term referring to the concept of Insurrection, which is the right of citizens to reject the authority of their rulers and govern themselves. Historically, this has been applied as a label to any group of people who undermine a larger group from within, usually in favour of an outside enemy group or nation. The activities of such a “5th Column” can be overt or clandestine. Forces gathered in secret can mobilize openly to assist an external attack. This term is also extended to organized actions by military personnel. Clandestine 5th Column activities can involve acts of sabotage, disinformation, or espionage executed within defense lines by secret sympathizers with an external force.”

    For Brevity Again; only Commenting on ‘America’:

    This is a simple one in terms of Just this Country America: Liberty, Unity, Justice, Equality
    Are All Noble Aims to Uphold the Republic of America, Through The Democracy Established Now.

    ‘Insurrection’ is the Antithesis to this Notion of Overall Unity; When We Get to that/this Part,
    in Upholding A Government ‘For the People’; We Are in Dire Straits as a Union; Obviously too.

    Just a Quick Note:

    In A Way, ‘This’ is very very
    Neurotypical Thread; hehe;
    In Other Words, Ironically,
    It’s So Totally Diverse;
    i miss the insistence
    on Sameness, somewhat,
    Strangely Enough; Yet,
    my Condolences
    And Awe for
    Anyone who
    has ever
    to Moderate ‘All these Cats’..;)

    In Other Words, We Are Very Fortunate,
    Using this Platform; that there are Brave And Willing
    Souls to Do that Job For No Money at All; Just Volunteering;

    Other than that; There’s Not Much ‘Profit’ in Running a Site like this,
    so others may take advantage of Using it for Free; It’s working better
    Now Than What Many People see of a New Platform WordPress is

    Using, folks are actually paying for to use….

    Meh; i arm Wrestled ‘them’ to the
    Point they gave me the Old
    Platform Back that Actually
    Works; but Yeah; Of course when
    You are a paying Customer, You Will
    Demand What You Want, Reasonably as such..:)

    i like it just fine here; there is surely nothing here
    to take anything
    away from me;
    And the Diversity
    And Lack of
    is what
    i usually Like the Most;
    but ‘This Thread’ is even
    A bit Chaotic to me; HAha..;)


    All That’s enough,

    For me, at least..:)

    And OBTW, if this Comment,
    ‘Kills this Thread’, There is
    No Thread, anywhere,
    i am not capable
    of ‘Killing’, hehe;
    if Nothing else, ironically
    Again, at least i slowed
    Chaos, Ironically Again..;)

    ‘This’ Must Be Milton Now…
    For those who Still Don’t
    Understand NoW there is
    Some Injury Worse than
    Death… Trivia Note:
    Before Milton Was
    Named For its
    Pine Mills,
    The Name
    Is Scratch Ankle
    For the Thorns
    On The Bank of the
    Downtown River Front
    i am Raised… Before
    That Milton Is
    For Hell
    May Be
    Too ‘small’
    to ‘Breathe’…
    Hehe… other Than
    My Sister, i Believe You
    Are the Only Democrat
    i Know Here other than Wife
    Who only Knows My Sister
    And me this way too if
    Not For Katrina Having
    A ‘Soul’ This
    Way Perhaps
    i Would have
    Never Got
    From ‘Here’ Greg…
    Wait! i Left out my
    Sister’s Significant Other
    Change Is Still Coming
    HeaR Love Eventually Rules 👸

  7. Man (Human Versus Machine)
    Smiles what is still Moves
    For All the Muscle Fibers
    Twitching namely to keep Us
    Still true the Ascetics of a Yoga
    Pose to overcome the Nature of
    Move Yet At core it Fails for it’s
    True as Ocean
    Waves Calm
    They are
    Water True
    Essence All Ocean
    Dance Song is Next..
    More Particularly A
    Calm Wave is only What
    We Do not See of Waves Within..:)

    SMiLes what Speed
    💻 MacBook Pro
    Would You Like
    On Display here
    For You.. Your Gift
    My Gift as All i Have
    To Give is my iMac
    Brain to You.. Hehe but
    It’s True You Are the FRiEnD
    Who Taught me Most about
    Love All The Parts DarK Thru
    LiGHT Waves to Ocean Whole
    In Return Now i Will Teach
    Others Blessings
    Of What You
    Taught me
    Indeed You
    Are my
    FRiEnD oF LoVE

    Hehe.. my Statement
    indicates.. i Don’t have
    To fight or carry a Gun
    Because i’m faster than
    A Speeding Bullet indeed
    In a Pandemic As Avatars
    Traveling around the Globe
    At the Speed of Fiber Optic
    Capable Wit of Clever
    Words is All one
    Needs Like
    Parables Where
    Foes Never Know
    What Hit them for
    The Bullets Pass Right
    Over their Head and
    The Loving
    Those Capable
    Of Hearing Peace
    And Love have a nice
    Day i would help you
    With Money but when
    i retired i emptied all
    My Money into
    My Wife’s Purse
    i find Money
    It almost
    My Life
    When i worked
    For it As Most
    Folks have to as
    Both Slave And Master
    To the Capital of the
    World Worshipped as
    God… may You one
    Day Free
    Of this
    Beast too
    Where Love
    Is Your Eternal
    Destination Now
    As Close As Within
    For What this Prayer
    Is Worth Soul Breathing

    SMiLes Yamini.. Romantic
    Love of Youth Now May Be
    Painful Yet Love Enduring is
    Raging Waves Understanding
    They Are Ocean
    Whole And Have
    It ALL SMiLes
    To Look Forward
    To When Your Wave
    Becomes As Old
    As The Ocean
    like me..

    Indeed Love of the Raging
    Wave Transforming to
    Ocean Whole Genuine
    Forever Love is Always
    Warm Yes Even More
    Enticing than
    The Lust
    Of Young
    Newborn Raging Waves
    Of Romance As This
    Love is As Deep as
    Trust as Faith
    Never Jealousy
    Only Taking Delight
    In The Joy Springing
    From a Smile oF Light
    SMiles Have A Beautiful
    Day Yamini keep Smiling😁

    God Bless You
    Too Ruelha May
    Your Ocean Now
    Always Be Love
    Whole… Interestingly
    Your Unique Name
    Is Very Similar to the
    Name of Buddha’s Child
    As i came Across The
    Baby’s Name reading A
    Biography of Buddha
    By Stellar Religion
    Scholar Karen
    Yesterday in
    Barnes And Noble…
    Hehe.. always interesting
    In The Meaning of New
    Names And Everything
    Else… i couldn’t find
    The Meaning
    Of Your

    So, Rue Means ‘Allah’… ‘Path to God’ too… Interesting…
    Well, Thanks, Ruelha, you teach my Something
    New today too… i Googled the Specific name
    of Buddha’s Baby and it is Spelled this way-
    “Rāhula”.. One of my Best Friends
    From South India (Gujarat Jain)
    Who i Have Known More than
    5 -Years.. A Blogger too has
    the Name of ‘HiMaLi’
    it means Ice
    like the Tops
    of the Himalaya
    Mountains in India too…
    When You First Followed my
    Blog i was amazed as you look
    almost identical to my Friend Himali…
    i Showed my Wife And she
    Surely was amazed and
    Agreed too.. Smiles…
    considering my
    First Name
    Still in
    Now Means
    ‘Peaceful Ruler’…
    i suppose We are
    All in Great Company
    With Smiles my FRiEnD
    always remember there is
    Fred Literally in FRiEnD too.. hAha..:)

    SMiLes Thanks.. So
    ‘Rue’ Means ‘Path’
    SMiLes i Will Guess
    All Paths
    At Best
    Lead to the
    Essence of God
    Love Sadly Different
    Labels for this Love
    Essence God Will
    And Destruction
    In Life Now So Far
    Away From Love
    That Love No
    God Love THE Path
    to me at Least With SMiLes😁
    🌊🌊🌊🌊🎶 Hehe.. You can Google
    “Decoding Happyness”
    And Find
    Sister Too..🎨

    My Stepmother is in assisted Living Now
    And Sadly what So many Folks are Facing
    Now in Assisted Living and Nursing Homes
    is that all visitors are excluded from
    Interaction for what may be the
    Last Months or Years of Their
    Life Depending on when the
    Pandemic is finally under enough
    Control here in the United State at least
    So Yeah… it makes it more Difficult For Love to really
    Reach out and touch Close Elder Family Members this way
    And speaking of Family i saw the
    link at the Bottom of this
    Page and that is what
    i Believe was the First
    Blog Post i saw here
    About You and Your
    Mother and actually
    it was the Picture of Your
    Mother when she was Young
    that my Wife Agreed looked so much
    Like my Friend Himali.. and of course
    i surely was the one who agreed with that too..
    But yeah of course it depends on the specific Pictures too..:)

    Actually, You Did Interpret ‘It’ Correctly as BLacK MaGiCK is basically
    the Science Assessed Nocebo Effect Opposite From the More Positive
    Thinking and Yes Manipulating Too, White Magic of the Science Assessed
    Placebo Effect, The Deeper Mind; Beyond The Mechanical Mind of Cognition in Systemizing Thinking
    That is Assessed at around only 5 Percent of Our Total Ocean Whole Mind Orchestrating the Bigger
    Pictures Behind the Scenes of our Conscious so-called Reasoning Thoughts when one operates
    in Autotelic Flow of Trance one basically will Play the Symphony of Their Entire Being More as
    Water, Wave, Ocean Whole; Obviously the Potential Becomes More Astronomic Indeed. Yang
    And Yin Nothing that Philosophy of Older Sages haven’t already figured out
    Finally Science is Beginning to
    Take a bit of its Diaper
    off and See
    the Death
    of Spirit in HeART
    of SoUL Human Beings Are
    in Still the Oldest Evolutionary
    Parts of our Minds/Souls/Bodies
    to simply and more complexly as
    Always Get in Greater Balance With
    Nature first part is not separating ourselves
    from Any Other Part of Nature higher or lower
    That takes the ‘Good Stuff Deep Within the Hope
    The Love the Faith Of Love itself Just Positive Energy
    We Feel, Sense, Give And Share Through and Through with
    Ease although
    hehe; it might
    Make some
    Other Folks BeLiEVE
    We Are Dancing A Tight
    Rope Totally Naked and
    Free and Likely to Fall Off
    and go way down; smiles true
    Little so very little do they See of More
    of their own MuLTiUNiVeRSE Within Potential Now
    It’s a Hard Knock Life; Thorns Make Flowers Particularly Roses too..:)

    By ‘Curious George’, Not only Did You Get ‘IT’ ‘Right’;
    Bingo! As Above So Below in a Kaleidoscope of A Beautiful
    Mind; Better Put, An Imperfect Perfect Definition of God, You Put it into Words:

    Co-Creation, Connection, Doing ‘God’ is How We Dance Together
    And Then Attempt to Sing And Put it all into Words Now;

    Yet, We continue Dancing
    And Singing Together Forevermore now
    Or We Attempt to Restrict The Nature of
    All of this And Retreat From the Play Of

    Life DarK Thru LiGHT NoW;

    Birth And Death of Stars;
    Every Wave That comes
    And Changes the Shore

    We Breathe; We Dance; We Sing
    Together Or We Fade Away into Black
    ‘Wholes’ Together or Alone Again to Dance And Sing;

    Smiles, it’s Easy to See This; Particularly As We Observe
    Stars Born And Die with the Science Aided Art of Eyes too
    As Above So Below; Within, Inside, Outside All Around the Dance And Song


    At Best
    At Jest;
    We Join
    Hands and
    Make the Play
    of Life A Happy one indeed ToGeTHeR
    NoW As LonG as This ONE Breath Lasts now…

    But of CourSE, LiGHT Comes From DarK; Day Comes From Night;
    We See No Contribution, Anything But Integral of the WHole SHow
    of Connecting Co-Creating Now; Smiles, i Dance and Sing Now With
    Everyone; This iS How We Evolve Our STaRS and How We LiVE oN After Ours Dim..:)

    Per The Theme Song and the Central Character. ‘John Nash’; Indeed, He had a Beautiful
    ‘Mathematical Mind’; But What He Was Missing Most is Art of heART; Sadly, all ‘he’ was left
    With in Life was ‘Reason’/’Yang’/’He’ Without Art; So, His Mind then Naturally Co-Created A
    Reality in Search for a Complete Soul; Did He ever Find it; sadly, from looking into his Eyes
    As Indeed Eyes are Windows into our Souls And Also Unique Neurological Organs of Mind;
    And Listening to His Voice, Without Any Song; Likely Not; Either THere is heART WHole
    or a
    Hole Soul
    LooKinG for
    A Star to make it WHole;
    Is There Any Escape ‘to’ Nature: No.
    Is There Understanding Nature and Our
    Nature; Yes, And The Remedies that come
    When We Look Deep Within to Find them now;

    Generally Speaking, they are almost impossible for
    Folks Still Looking For their ‘Star’ to understand
    But change is the Constant Dance And Song
    is one opportunity to Gain a New Dance
    as Co-Creating Connecting Continues;
    Those Who Neglect No ‘Black Hole’
    or ‘Star View’ most often
    Become Dark
    and Light
    in Balance;
    Truly Breathing WHole;
    Truly Mastering this PLay
    of Co-Creating Connecting Now
    Where Truly it ALL Becomes L O V E;
    What We Do Connect As Co-Create (God) too..:)

    Smiles Edna; it’s fascinating to me; for you are
    From the Philippines; rarely does anyone understand
    me who comes from somewhere ‘Cold’ but it’s true
    ’23andme’ Does tell me, even though i am born with
    Fair Skin from Cold Northern Europe that i also
    have South Asian and Nigerian Roots from the
    1800’s or so, comprising 1.6% of my Genetic
    Make-up; Truth is We Are Basically all
    the Same Genetic Make-up; Some
    of US Just look deeper within
    and find what’s been
    missing all
    the Most
    Evolved Part of
    Our Brains, the other
    Animals Share too: Our Soul;
    Some of Us Dance; Some of Us Do Not;
    Some of Us Continue to Evolve This Soul;
    Sadly, Others Get Lost in the Tools As the Tools We Co-Create too;
    What We aRe Born With, the Evolution Beyond Numbers indeed the

    Gift of ‘God’

    (Nature) Whole Within…

    Ironically, This ‘Stands’ Taller to ‘Reason’
    And Closer to Perfectly Imperfect
    Logic for This Who Finds the
    ‘Biggest God’ Still (Nature ALL) Within;

    Deepest Ocean, Yet to Explore and
    Find More Colors of Love at Best;
    This is Why Perfect is Hell
    There are
    no more
    of Love
    To Explore; Find
    And Give and Share Free
    Always Connecting Co-Creating
    Forevermore Now BLacK Abyss thru
    All the Purgatory Greys, if only ‘They’
    Will Ever See Beyond the Rainbow of Soul Colors too;

    so much
    more than
    A Frigging
    Pot of Metal Tool Gold
    Like Words In Old Books too…

    But only For Those Who Fly Higher
    Than Old Antiquated Rainbows in
    Dusty Tool Books, Rotting in Pages of ‘Fore;
    Including, So-called Religious Text Books of
    SaMe old Systemizing Science of Bones Without Flesh And Blood LoVE NoW’;
    AcTuAlly Breathing; Still EvolvinG As Soul iNSPiRinG OTHeR Stars to BREaTHE too..:)

    “Those Who Sort Who Seek Do Not Find”;
    Profound, Indeed Edna and Inherent of the
    Systemizing Mind That is Yet to understand it is
    the Water, Wave, And Ocean Whole Just Being ‘i AM’;

    Smiles; More than Likely ‘A Saving Grace’ For You was Being
    Away from All the ‘Catholic Tradition’ of the Philippines for in
    General, Religion is a ‘Science’ That Systemizes Group Think of Common
    Meaning and Purpose that Binds the Group Together For Basic Survival now
    in Subsistence as no matter ‘How’ it happens, Generally Speaking, “Hairless
    Apes” are Stronger When they Work Together of Course; But there is an Added
    Element for those Who Master Technology And Do Not Become the Tool Will Use
    it to their Advantage to Become More Independent as Interdependent this Way;

    If you can Imagine; Me identifying that ‘JeSuS’ is Just a Story that Represents another
    one of many Stories for the Hero Archetype of Humanity as “Isaiah 53” in that Old
    Art Book of the Old Testament that aptly Describes this Hero Archetype; Same one
    Expressed as admitted by the Creators of the Last ‘Superman’ Series of Movies, where
    Even ‘Resurrection’, ‘Literally’ ‘Out of the Grave’ was part of that story to mirror the other
    Old Hero Archetype Story as Close to the Original as Possible; It doesn’t go over so well
    with the Community i Live in; the one that still supports the ‘Trump Old Narcissistic Personality
    God’ of the Older Testament Requiring Sole Worship as they Extend this Narcissistic Right into making
    the Hero Archetype Teacher into a Frigging Statue of A God Alone; Yes, Sadly some folks Shamed Buddha;
    Another Humble Teacher who Naturally had it all because He understood He was Nature, Just like the Rest of
    Existence All; He Strove to be only a Teacher; Yet, He became a Statue, Folks Kneeled to too; as if somehow
    they are not worthy as Him To BReaTHE Nature; Indeed as Human Love Does Best without Harming Others too;
    at least as much as Possible as Nature is both the Head and the Tail of the Snake That Naturally Consumes
    itself as God
    in this
    Does Not unlike
    the Symbol of the
    Symbol ‘Shiva’; Fire in
    one Hand of Destruction;
    Drum Beats for Creation in
    the Other; and a Calm Foot and
    Hand Raised in Peace and Harmony
    of Calm and of Course a foot Stomping
    on the ‘Ego Troll’ Our Dorsal Lateral Frontal
    Neo-Cortex that is our Mechanical Cognition
    that comes to Rules Our Souls as We Become
    that Tool of Words rather than the Colors of Love Deeper
    We Will Surely Be Free Giving And Sharing Freer with Least
    Harm Consuming
    each other
    in many
    Naturally too
    Like the ‘Sperm’
    That Seeks to Fertilize
    as many ‘Eggs’ as Possible;
    and the ‘Egg’ That Naturally
    Nurtures Life to Breathe Love’;
    Yet, We Attempt to Call God as
    Nature Evil this Way As is the Nature
    That continues the Species as Breath now
    As Free as Free Will BREaTHE Enough (God) at least as All…
    Yet, We continue to make Small Parts of Nature God, including
    Men who never really existed as someone else wrote the Story
    as the Words of those Souls Become Gods Truly Folks Still Worship
    As Ghost Authors Still Live in the Spirit of Words they Created then.

    Very Ironic, Indeed, to Understand the Deeper Stories; But True Our Stories
    We Communicate Are As Real As Any Other Part of Life As Our Stories Generate
    Nightmares of DarK iN Culture And Dreams that are So Smooth and Peaceful Colorful
    More True too; Just the Kingdom of Heaven Within to Give and Share Free More Loving True;

    Haha; i was lost too in Chaos of Words, Emotions, and Senses that i couldn’t Fit Altogether in
    Balance, Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses too; One Day the Words Within Decided
    to Guide Me as Dreams in Light Started to become Fruition of my Reality in Story then; and then
    i Danced Free And then the Song of Trust and Faith of My Inner Being Continued to become more
    Integral, Strong, and True to me; Evolving Always Evolving; Understanding still that Devolving is
    Part of Change too; Moving always toward the Lighter Feelings and Senses in Life As FRiEnDS
    With Gravity With Little Inertia of Fears and Doubts Now and everything related to Hate of
    course the Journey is Never Ending; the Path always New; but true

    so much more fun

    Being a ‘Rover’


    Now New

    No Longer ‘Sitter’;

    Just a Spectator; and

    Audience of Someone Else’s

    Play… Now i Write, Direct, Dance
    And Sing my Own Play of Life Free;
    Conductor Within Guiding Every Step
    of Dance And Every Word of Song in
    Orchestra of Symphony Whole Now True…

    i Just Patiently Listen to the Guide Within the Deeper
    Part oF all of my Mind in UNiSoN and then i basicAlly
    Fly Dancing on a Tight Rope Naked oF all Instruction And Rules FRiEnDS FLoWinG
    With Gravity THiS Way; what comes Next Effortless ALWaYS More Complex Free..:)

    You Are Very Welcome..:)

    Smiles Edna, Internal Action Comes From the
    River Within; the Flow that We May Generate
    From Within; for True Eternal Happiness Now
    in Scientific Terms Is The Bio-Feedback
    in Terms of Neurochemicals
    And Neurohormones Within;
    Generating ‘These’
    Through Arts Like
    Yes, Dance Now And
    Song in Laser Focus
    ‘Tween Anxiety (Fear)
    And Apathy (Boredom)
    Bringing Sweet Spot of Ever
    Increasing Complexity Now; Yes,
    Of Whatever Art or Even Science
    in Life We Choose to Do; And True,
    There is Dark Flow, What Drives Trump
    And Light Flow that Drives Lovely Poetry
    to Spread Globe-Wide too; Oh Gosh, and there
    are also those who Climb Mountains without Harnesses
    Almost like a Death Wish too; and oh Lord, those who
    wanna Go Back into the Combat of War in Killing Fields
    For the Similar Flow out of Anxiety and Fear too; but true

    Just a


    Naked Dance

    Private in Sand

    And Sun Will Do True

    too for if ‘God’ Like this

    Will Not Be Found on a Deserted

    Beach alone, allone with Only one Set

    of FootPrints; God Surely Does Not exist

    Anywhere; But a Tool; A Word; A Page; A Book We Co-Create

    And True more than Obviously We Humans have Always

    Loved Our Symbols, We Bond And Bind over as Much

    or more


    Our Living

    Breath for there

    are those Who Die

    For A Piece of Cloth

    CoLoReD Waving



    in the



    Deep Down too iN

    Meaning And Purpose;

    Or A Book; Or A Page;

    Or Even Word; or Human

    Named This, That or ‘the other thing’ too…

    Smiles; i skip all that And Dance Freest Naked With Sand

    And Sun (hehe; i have a Privacy Fence Board-on-Board)…

    And Understand Where i Come from and AM still Going

    NoW (JusT ALL oF iT GoD Naked Born As Is) FoR ReaL NoW..:)

  8. SMiLes Dear Sohair.. The Only way i Can And Will See For Why Folks Won’t Help
    Other Folks Who Have Been Without Water is They have yet to Experience This
    In Life in Desert Real Conditions.. . Typically A Person Will only Survive Without
    Water for 3 Days.. Katrina in Her Childhood often Went Without
    Water Here in the so-called ‘Rich United States’.. it depends
    On Who You are and Where You Live Here too.. Not only
    That but the So-Called ‘Christian Children’
    Would Spit on the Children Requiring
    Reduced Priced Lunches as
    soon as they found
    out their Parents
    Were Not meeting
    The Held Sacred ‘Protestant
    Work Ethic’ too.. For true no
    one with any ‘Conscience’ will let
    their Pet Go A Day Without Fresh
    Drinking Water in the Bowl… there is
    A Parable in the Christian Bible Where
    A Woman of a Different Culture has to Convince
    Jesus ‘For some Scraps off of a Table’ that at least
    He indicated were worthy for Dogs as also intimated
    Where some Humans Are Swine And Do Not Deserve
    Pearls of Wisdom to Be ‘Sown’ Their Way which brings
    me back to the Memory of my Mother’s Death always Etch
    A Sketched in my Soul of Course as the Death and Life of
    Every Loved one is.. She Didn’t Wanna Be Hooked Up to
    Feeding Tubes at the End so the only Natural Way
    She Was Able to Go is by Total Starvation..
    including Water too.. not a Drop to
    Drink as the Doctor Said Most
    Folks Don’t Last More
    than 3 Days this
    Way until
    they Pass
    away well everyday
    my Mother Suffered a bit
    More albeit with plenty of Pain
    Killers so she couldn’t really tell
    us even if she was in any discomfort then..
    3 Days turned into 4, into 5, into 6, into 7
    on the 4th Day We Asked the Doctor Why
    And all He could Say is she must have
    A Very Strong Heart but how could
    She with Cancer all over Her
    Body Her Bones Her Brain
    Bleeding this way
    still the 8th Day
    Came and She Was Still
    Surviving… With Our Cat Yellow
    Boy it was much Different… We had the Opportunity
    to allow His Passing as Comfortable As Possible through
    Anesthesia we Paid extra for He only Went to Sleep Never
    Even Had to Suffer the Convulsions of Death with an
    Injection as Merciful way of Death For Cats and
    Dogs… Well My FRiEnD i had already been
    through the Suicide Disease for
    66 Months i already Understood
    the Real Blessing That Death
    is in Dignity indeed.. as
    Loving Family
    Sit around
    And Watch
    Their loved ones
    Waste Away to the Last Drop
    of Water… What has Human Learned
    About Love and Mercy in the Last 2,000
    Years through All our Technological Developments
    That Allow so Much Mercy for Our Pets but Will Not even
    Give ‘Lazarus’ A Drop of Water in Hell through Suffering that way…

    Ignorance Does more than Kill

    Ignorance Does More than Kill

    Ignorance Still Tortures



    Do We even
    Know about Love that is Real..
    Without Mercy there is No Love…
    Sadly.. one may have to Face all of the
    Pain and Torture to even understand why Mercy Still Breathes…

    Obviously, ‘We’ Live For
    ‘Material Things’ We
    Own as Long
    as We


    Even Suffering
    Without Mercy
    Ownership of Torture that’s Real still…
    Torture that is still Celebrated in so many Nightmares for Real…

    Our Priest Gave a Long Speech about the Sanctity of Life in
    Slow Ending Life Torture This way and almost in the Same
    Breath Mentioned Folks Wear Masks to Church ‘IF they
    felt ‘the Need’ to Do It; Not Requiring a Mask as
    Science Shows if A National Mandate
    Required one, 70,000 Lives Will
    Be Saved 25 Days Before
    Christmas This Year…
    i confronted Him with it
    after Church and told him to
    his Face if We Really Believe in
    The Sanctity of Life We Will Require
    Masks as the Necessity they are in every Mass
    So Sunday in the Mass After That.. When Most
    All of the Respectful Congregation Had enough
    Love and Mercy for Others not to take a chance to
    Send them to their Deaths without a Mask.. it was if the
    Priest Was asserting his ‘Holy and Sacred Authority at the
    Pinnacle of His Golden Robed Success’ as of course i am ‘nobody’
    in the Church with my Suggestion… Just the Dude Leading the Choir
    From the Back Row When ‘the Choir for Love’ Doesn’t Show Up…
    So the Priest Had the Choir Director go to ‘the trouble’ then to
    announce that While Masks are encouraged THEY ARE NOT
    ‘THEY SUPPORT TRUMP’ that much or just consider
    it too Heavy ‘a Cross to Lift’… A Cotton Mask to
    Save Lives.. What Have We Learned about
    Love and Mercy in 2,000 Years… Not
    much i’m Afraid as i include
    The Truth and the Light
    That is really going
    NOW in my own
    Record Book of Accountability

    Ignorance Does More than Kill

    Ignorance Does More Than Kill

    Ignorance Tortures, Maims Still for
    the Sake of only Moral Authority that is no color of
    Mercy or Real Respect for the Sanctity of Life in Dignity of Living Now.

    For You See What is Missing Here is even more That Water.. Water is Missing


    Soul Capable
    of Walking in
    Someone Else’s
    Shoes Who Is Suffering Now…

    Anyway.. unlike the so-called ‘Christians’
    around Here who Taunt the Homeless with
    Mental Illness who Look Solid Enough on the
    Outside to Pick Corn in the Fields and even the
    Poor Immigrants who are willing to do the Job
    Yelling ‘Shoot Them’ When they Cross The Border’
    Even if ‘JeSuS’ Himself Could Return here that way
    With Their Real ‘God’ The Trump Cheering them on this way…
    Katrina Won’t pass a Homeless Hungry Person on the Road without
    Giving some of what she has.. the Lesson of No Water my FRiEnD

    and for
    me at

    the Lessons
    of Hell that is
    more than a place in a Book…

    And it’s True i continue to Visit Church
    Just for the Slight Chance Just for a Small
    Drop of Living Water of Soul i may eventually
    Be Able to Gift them too.. ironically it is often
    the Ones in Charge who are not able to ‘See’ Their Thirst..:)

    “Hearts became stones Or more solid than stones.. Some stones
    are broken by the waters of rivers .. Some stones are more delicate
    than the hearts of some humans.” SMiLes Sohair Indeed This Tells The Story…
    Your Words Here… Differences of Soul…
    Thanks Dear
    May This SoUL…
    Peace Of HeART iN SPiRiT…
    ALWaYS Find You Breathing..:)

  9. It’s Not Hard to Find Heaven
    If You Just Look ALL Around
    TaKinG A ReAlly Good Faith of
    Love So Many Colors MoRE NoW
    Play Saved
    Me From
    The Freedom is Bliss
    For Instance motivated by
    Perfectionism to complete my
    Blog Post Last Night the Hell
    with it… i slept instead now refreshed….
    Not Unlike A Woman Enjoying the Freedom
    of Going Without A Bra NoW on a Cold Day
    If You want to Stay Young/Stress Free Even If
    You are a Man.. THere are Days You Must Let
    Your Hair Down to Be Truly Free.. hehe..
    Yes Like my Bros from the
    Dance Hall Who Wear their
    Pants Down to their Knees
    Not Unlike Casual Friday Dress
    Code Days at the Office except It’s at the Mall on Weekends
    The Golden PHI Spiral Ratio of 1.618034 Yes Like Arms of Our
    Milky Way Spiraling Changes EverMore Like Waves of an Ocean Deeper
    Attaining A State of Autotelic Flow We Put Aging Into Suspended
    Animation Telomeres Continue Staying Longer Perhaps Growing Longer
    It’s Already Proven the Meditative State of Autotelic Flow Just Experienced
    Intermittently Will Regenerate Gray Matter in Brains… If You’ve Ever Seen
    An Individual Practicing A ‘Meth Way’ of Life You Should Understand It Works
    the Opposite Way too… Soon Enough After ‘that’ i spent a Couple of Decades
    And More Watching Weekend College Football on my Butt too no Longer Dancing…
    Got Married So Content Happy And Getting Fat Once A Week At The Gym Enough for me
    then… True.. i Became Super Poetic Practice Makes Everything Better But Meanwhile A rather Non-Aesthetic Spare Tire Developed… “IT” Will Literally Take Just About Every Fear You HaVE iN LiFE Away Particularly When Brave Enough Now to Show ‘Cold Weather’ Art… Claws And Jaws And Warrior Lions And Low Dangling Parts Means No Reproduction for the Future Frozen Weather too… NO MATTER HOW BIG YOUR HEADS ARE WE ARE ALL NATURE THERE IS NO SEPARATION WE ARE ALL EARTH NOW… THE ‘AMAZON RAIN FOREST’ ON FIRE NOW
    A Nap to Get a Title For ‘the Book’ No Time No Late Rain Sleet
    Snow Forest Fires… All That Jazz And Fresh Hell too With
    Sugars Spices of HeaVeN ETeRNaLLY NoW WiTHiN
    There Are Brand (Clown) Names Like Ronald
    At MacDonald’s And Then There Are
    Those Who Actually Serve And
    Eat ‘The Food’

    iNDeeD Yes
    When Love
    Inside Outside
    Above So Below
    All Around Love Painting
    🌟 Stars😁Living🌲Trees🎨

    No.. She is
    More Focused
    On Washing
    My Underwear…
    If Love


    SMiLes Hehe
    It’s Really Nice
    Being an Old
    Still Married
    To A Princess
    No longer
    About A Kiss..;)

    Key is Seeing
    Value in Valley
    Low Same As
    Mountain High
    Then THere is
    To Escape
    Free BReAThe See..🌲

    Waves High
    Low Shows
    Waves 👋 Hi

    Greatest Gift Teach
    Be Old While Young

    Best Relationships
    In Rain No Dancing
    Princesses And
    Princes 🐸 Frogs
    Happy As Is
    SMiLinG All
    Shines Ease😁

    Even Pandemic Doors
    Lead to New Joys Today
    Good Old Day Best🎨
    Smallest Pleasures like
    WatchingAlfred Hitchcock
    With My Mother And
    Sister on
    Black and
    White TV
    She let me have
    Coffee the Original
    Drug to Focus With
    ADHD funny things
    You ReMeMBeR
    Become Human
    Again inDeed Golden
    Age Any Place No Time🌲

    Wild Flower Purple
    Painted With Rain
    Inherent Frog
    Princes All
    Just Born
    Beauty in
    Nature’s Smallest
    Wild Life For Biggest
    HeART DeLiGHT Hope
    They Both Brighten Your
    Day With Little Sister Indian
    Vampire Grins too
    🧛‍♀️ 😁🎶🌺🌊🐸❣️

    Dance Is Literally As Even
    Science Shows Now Truly
    A Moving Meditation Free Flowing
    Fountain of Youth Regenerating New
    Eternal Human Shores of Growth in Water Wave
    Ocean Flow
    W H O L E
    Eyes Now
    Of Soul to
    Gratitude In
    DancE SonG SMiLes😁

    Smiles of Flow
    Have A Great Day🙏🎶
    SMiLes When
    Giving Becomes
    Receiving All BLeSSinGS🙏

    SMiLes Sending Someone
    Capable of Providing
    A Very Very Tight
    Hug Trust me it
    Might Hurt
    Hehe as
    Katrina Tells
    Me i Squeeze Too
    Hard And Don’t Know
    My Own Strength but
    My God You Look Like
    A Teenager Again With
    That Elephant Selfie
    Profile Shot in the
    Mirror at an Ever
    Fresh 42 Years-old
    i can Innocently Compliment
    You This way Still A Generation
    Removed And GrandPa Age
    60 Now Hehe but True OMG
    i Felt so Much Older in EVERY
    WAY at 42 in the Rat Race of
    The Money Making World
    i would have never Been
    Able to see Your Very
    Successful Weight
    Loss Bathroom
    Mirror Selfie The
    Way the
    Way i
    Do now
    If You are
    Smiling Feeling
    Warm All Over Mission
    Accomplished all my
    Pleasure comes from
    Imagining How Happy
    i May Make Someone Else
    In My only Mission in life
    Now that the Money and
    Work God Was Buried
    And My THorns Were
    Resurrected at 53
    Into FLoWerS AGAiN
    RiSinG as Rose From
    Living Death On the Beach
    On 7.19.13 oh God the Whole
    Experience Was So Much Like
    Isiah 53 In WWJD Again With
    Our Living Opportunity Now
    See Considering You are A
    Southern Baptist Wife
    i understand the Key
    To Your Soul
    Most Just
    A Feather
    J Word to
    Make Your
    Spirit Squeal
    With Delight
    Sure I’ve got close
    To a Photographic
    Memory for text i remember
    Your Surprise When I gifted
    You the ‘Whole Ranch’ but
    SeRiouSly JeSuS
    Is Just alright
    With me
    But You are
    Really Looking
    Mom Hot so much
    Warmth you Give Your
    Children and So many Fun
    Activities You are the Best
    Stay at Home Mom Ever
    And Honestly
    Maybe it’s
    You Share
    The Same
    Birthday as
    My Mother But Still
    You Deserve a Tightest
    Incredible Hulk Hug Ever as
    You are the Best Preacher’s
    Wife and Friend of a Somewhat
    Free Lance Nutty Priest Ever so
    Are You Smiling Yet
    i Love
    You Love
    i am SMiLinG
    With A Little tear
    In my Eye True Colors
    JeSuS Too
    Hehe incredible
    Hulk style for the
    Moment At Least hAha

    SMiLes Dear Sohair to Fly is to Believe
    to Stay Up is to Love All As Faith
    Becomes Essence of Love
    Seeing Hearing More
    With Intuition
    iN Positive
    Than Eyes
    And Ears Alone
    For Miracles Are Real
    But for those who Fly
    With Belief And Stay Up
    With Love as Essence of Faith
    Where All of the Journey
    Each Path We Color as
    Miracles of Faith
    Holding Love
    As Belief
    Radiating Light
    Coloring Life More Real…:)

    SMiLes, my Wife is 50… When Himali, Before, First Saw
    (Katrina Is Half Pacific Islander; By the Way Plays a Part)
    Her, She thought She could Be Literally An Age
    of Her Sister… She (Katrina) will tell you though
    She Feels More Like 50;
    Yes; No Stress, No Fear
    All Love Plus Free Flowing
    Dance And Song in Meditation
    Literally As Science Shows Now
    Is the Fountain of Youth; even if
    one doesn’t stay in ‘Autotelic’
    Flow, Almost Always as
    A way of Life but
    Really Science
    Shows that Brains
    on Meditation actually
    Regenerate Gray Matter
    And a Dissection of a 50 Year-
    Old-Brain this way may Reflect
    the Organic Health of a 25-Year-Old
    Brain for Real; In this way, one will find
    Many Life Long Dancers and Martial Artists
    And Really anyone who finds a Practice of Life
    in Flow, No Fear, No Stress, All Love Looking Younger
    And so Much more Vital than their Peers as i really do
    Leg Press Up to 1520 Pounds; More than anyone in their
    Twenties before Covid-19 at the Military Gym i Work-out
    at Per Empirical Measurement, once i started Public Dancing
    in 2013, My Leg Strength went up Triple from a Start of 500 Pounds
    then through 2019; and Double Just the First Year. In one of my 3 Degrees
    from College as they all are Health Science, Anthropology, And Social Sciences
    Interdisciplinary; the Master’s Level Course Teacher in the Sociology of Aging when
    i was in my Early Twenties, basically told me i was overzealous to think i would even
    be as strong as i was then at 60 Years-old; i already knew it was possible by the Case
    Study of Jack-Lalanne; only Five Foot-Six, Towing Over 60 Boats by Swimming across
    a Bay in his 70’s then; He stayed in Flow of Exercise as His tool all of his Life and
    Really Just never
    Got Any Weaker
    to that point then…
    One of the Guys
    i Worked out with,
    A Retired Captain
    in the Navy did the Same
    And was Squatting 450 Pounds
    and Shrugging 700 Pounds in His
    Early 70’s too; It’s Really ‘Epigenetic’
    Potential; We Dismiss Our Whole Mind
    Potential for Mechanical Cognition of
    Abstract constructs We Create to
    Navigate our Complex Cultures;
    Where while Orangutans
    May seem to Be
    stronger than
    Us; We Are
    Just As Strong
    When We Move all
    Our Life In Flow and Use
    so much more of our Human Potential
    That We aRe Born With and is included
    In No Book Necessary; Just ‘Looking’ Within
    to Live by Intuition; Really By Faith With No Eyes
    and Ears my Friend; so Much Science Now is beginning
    to Understand, in so Many ways then; actually the Teachings
    Of Jesus as totally Literally True; He Just Basically Went
    into the Desert, Separated From Culture for 40 Days
    Looking Within Finding So Much more of God
    THeRe Out of ‘This World’ That is Just a
    Name for All the Cultural Layers
    of Clothes We Are Spoon-Fed
    That Take us away from
    Our God Potential
    the Nature
    of God
    Within only
    What is Forgotten
    Yet to be ‘Seen’ With Pure
    Faith over Words in a Book oF Old
    indeed, the Kingdom of Heaven Will Be Found within

    Best oF all

    WiTH SMiLes

    of PuRE LoVE
    Ever Enduring NoW

    Did JeSuS Not Say those
    who Believe WiLL Not See
    Death; Smiles Dear, Just
    Because no one else
    Has done it yet;
    the New Human
    Potential Forgotten
    And Remembered or Created
    New doesn’t Mean the Present
    Gift of Life Will Be in Faith what is Never ‘Seen’ before…

    in this
    are most
    Definitely Real…

    SMiLes… sorry to keep you so Trapped
    in my Text today but this is pretty
    Good News Worth Repeating
    Just about every where
    i travel around the
    Globe Again;
    no Hidden
    All is Love my FRiEnD..:)

    Smiles; THere’s a Difference in Writing
    A’ Bible’ and Dancing One my FRiEnD
    And that too is a Parable to uncover aCross Life indeed..:)

    i take this ‘Jesus Art’ Very Seriously, Indeed; like Souls meet it seems..:)

    Smiles, Good Night ‘over THere’..:)

    Seconded ‘Here’ again;
    It doesn’t Effect me Personally now as i am totally Confident and Secure in Who i am.

    But i’ve Received Enough of ‘this Abliest’ Bullying Behavior’ here, if i Wasn’t Totally
    Confident, to Write A Several Page Book On It to “Officially Complain”; Don’t Wanna Mention any
    Names; As I believe We are On A Better Track Now; But i am Affirming here again that Ableism
    is Definitely Unacceptable For a Site Dedicated to Providing Support For People
    Who have dealt with Many Functional Challenges in Life; and
    have surely had their Share of Bullying This way; It Doesn’t
    Effect my Confidence in myself now; but i usually react
    With a Long Enough List of my Accomplishments
    in Life With Evidence to Solidly Refute the
    Ridiculous Nature of the Effort that Has
    been done in failed attempts to Bully
    my Very Poetic Way of Describing Philosophy/Religion/Politics in relation
    to my ‘Mental State of Being’; no different than it has Been Done in Eastern
    Philosophy/Religion/Politics For practically ‘Eons’ of Human Existence; The Human “Innerverse”
    Is Far Away, From Western Civilization’s Recipe Restricted for Human ‘Mechanical Intelligence’;

    Obviously, People aren’t going to Understand who have not Explored some of the Reality
    i have; but on the Other hand; i hold my Tongue the Best i can and will; for i am surely not ‘the Ignorant’ one
    of these Other parts of Human Existence. On the Other hand; Some Folks Bring Terms to Describe it better than
    me; Those are the Folks i find Interesting Here; So, i come back to see what the far and few between may have to say.

    On the Other Hand; i’m one of those kind of folks who find everything interesting and exclude no views;

    There are ‘Fuller Sponges’ of Human Potential soaking

    Up More Volume across life this way;

    It IS A Certain advantage;

    Anyway, Hurray for the
    Neurodiverse; if Not for
    the Neurodiverse;
    ‘Plato’s Cave’ And
    ‘the Matrix’
    Would Still have
    no Escape to ‘See’ More ‘Light’;
    Not Just in Fictional Books; For Real..:)

    And i promise you This With a More Open Minded
    And Accepting Environment for People who are Neurodiverse
    Here; You Will Find More Curious Folks Like me; Yes, both

    Participating and Reading.

    If there is any Significant
    Amount of Dollars to be made running this Site that Spells Money
    too; for anyone Still Concerned about that ‘Metal Staple’ of life too…

    Anyway; it’s Hard to Hash it All Out; But That’s How Positive
    Change Eventually Works; Good Job..:)

    i for one read ‘the Whole Passage’
    NO SARCASM HeaR; i am Human
    For My Special Interest Is Human Nature;

    And God Yes; The Rest of Nature As Well;

    (Note: That’s Kind of a ‘Normal’ Thingie)

    How Does One Excel at This Special Interest;

    Well, of Course ‘they’ take the Effort to Actually Absorb
    the Nature of Others; and Not Only Develop Patience to
    Understand what may not Be Understood Before; but ‘By
    God’ to Develop Cognitive Empathy; Now that Really comes
    in handy, in Terms of All Human Success; So, Perusing Your ‘Soul’

    As You Go to All the Trouble to Express that in Words Commendable



    And You Even Admit
    You are having some
    ‘Cluster B’ Personality
    Disorder Stuff; i didn’t
    Notice, if You are a Man
    or a Woman; but that surely
    Shows You Are Not a Timid Soul
    Afraid of what Other Folks will think
    about you; so, Perhaps you really don’t
    have a Cluster B Problem After All; as it
    is rare that someone ‘like that’ will admit REAL challenge.

    A Greatest Challenge is Social Abuse and Neglect; if Folks
    Without the Cognitive Empathy to Walk in those Shoes could
    Actually Experience A Torture of That; Surely, Sympathy Would Arise

    at least…

    My Father was likely
    Somewhere on the Autism
    Spectrum; Very Aloof; but my
    Mother Dripping with all Caring Estrogen Love Nurturing
    Even A Potential Lion into A Lamb to the Point A Lion has

    to Seek And Find That They Even are actually Born to be Wild;

    These Feelings, Senses, Thoughts come Now in Autotelic Flow All
    Naturally And Holistically, With Really No Effort at all; Feather Floating
    in a Random Breeze; Yet, Full of Meaning and Purpose Without Any Planning at all.

    Disclaimer: i am totally Financially Independent; it would be too much of a Nuisance
    Away from the Experience of Constant Heaven Within to Sully My Self in any act associated with
    Making Money
    or Buying
    Stuff; Yuck,
    Stuff Like
    that Born
    of Humans
    No Longer Naked and
    Wild and Free (by the
    way, 3 times stronger
    than Young Folks in
    the Military Gym
    at 60 Years Old;
    Evidence upon
    Request Enough
    up to 1520 Pounds
    Leg Pressing 8 Reps
    at 90 Degrees Deep
    Angle; Additionally,
    Still, 1340 Pounds
    12 Reps this way
    Extremely Slow
    100 Seconds
    in Duration;
    Now Still on
    too; Thousands of
    Selfies Taken with Beautiful
    Women, College Age, at Close to
    60 Years-Old; Before Covid-19 took
    That Other Special Interest of Dance and
    Smiles; Yes that too; With 13,588 Miles of
    Public Dance Assessed by the General Audience
    Of Public as Legend, Famous, and stuff like that documented
    in 1300 Comments in a Viral Video with over 88 Thousand Views
    that someone else took the trouble to Promote my Overall Ministry
    of Moving Meditation Free Flowing Autotelic Dance; Works to gain the
    Focus to write A Longest Epic Long Form Poem: “SonG oF mY SouL”
    ‘Personal Bible’ Now at 8.4 MiLLioN Words in the Same 84 Months as
    The Public Dance to Complete in a rather Massive Effort in Bliss of Dance
    And Song Of Autotelic Flow; ‘By God’, i even Do it in Dreams of Night Just Heaven
    this way
    Yes, Introspection
    And Sharing Achievements
    in Life for Pay or Not For Pay;
    May Be Seen As Bragging or Sharing
    or Inspiring; Depends on if one wants
    to Grow Taller as A Tree to the Sun Higher
    or Just Spend Their Lives attempting to Shade
    Taller Trees; As By God that’s Just Physically
    And Psychologically Impossible to do; For the
    Tallest Trees Never Feel Any need to Shade
    For People Naturally Fall Under the Shadows
    And At Best, ‘By God’ Bring A Smile
    to someone
    Face For
    Real and who
    Knows, Perhaps
    Inspires someone to
    Grow a Taller Tree;
    instead of Pretending
    They are a Tall Tree
    And Doing their
    best to Shade
    that is again impossible to Do;
    unless they actually Put More
    than the Talk Necessary to
    Grow Taller; if i may
    Say Kudos my
    and to
    Be clear
    Just Means
    Fred in FRiEnD
    that much i will
    Always count on and it’s
    Amazing the Honey a Self-Sufficient
    FLoWeR Will Collect Every Day of Their Life;
    Again for those Non-Believers; evidence upon ‘Demand’…

    Do Understand, if ‘You’ Will; How to Make Folks With ‘Little Folks Syndrome’ Leave
    You Alone; Just Prove to them, there is Nothing in the World but Love they will Give to You..;)

    i Definitely Understand my Precise Nature of Transformation at least; As Every Experience
    though Human Archetype of Hero Journey; is Different as Same Indeed; i Moved From Not
    Speaking until 4 Assessed as too Weak and Strange to Exist by Peers in School and Work
    through 3 College Degrees; Handing Out Shoes at A Military Bowling Center then through
    Higher Grades of Federal Government Pay in Athletic Director of a Military Installation;
    Last Kid Picked in Sports in School; But Not the Strongest Leg Pressing Dude in the
    Gym until After Recovering From 19 Medical Disorders at 53, Including the Worst
    Pain known to Humankind; Type Two-Trigeminal Neuralgia that is assessed as
    Actually Worse than the real Torture of Crucifixion, Wake to Sleep; Yes,
    66 Months Trapped With All that Pain, 47-53; Not able to Remember
    if i ever Smiled At All; You See, We have a Metaphor of a Rational
    Mind that really is only a Tool of the Pre-Frontal Cortex
    that as Assessed at most comprises about 5 Percent
    as Our Conscious Thinking Mind; Some Folks
    Are Ruled by this Mechanical Cognition
    Mind as a Limited Tool And Machine
    they Become; Others Find Ways
    to Autotelic Flow and Escape
    ‘The Rider’ of the Rest of the ‘Blue
    Whale Mind’ and Astronomically Increase
    their Overall Human Potential; in Not Only
    Neuroplasticity; but Epigenetic Positive Change
    to Extreme Challenges in the Environment one
    May Design themselves in Ways of Never Leaving
    ‘Boot Camp’, Even if One Never Goes in the First place,
    or in someone else’s Play of Life; True, As We may become
    The Writer, Director, Producer, And Zen Ego Artist Actor And
    Scientist of Our Own Play of Life; Wow, isn’t Transformation Interesting;
    indeed it is And real it is; and again for those who say it is only Woo and Pooh
    surely they
    are full
    of something
    else they are yet
    to actually Seek and
    Find as the Real Human
    Potential Within Worthy of
    A Name Like the Force of ‘God’
    Within and not the ‘Trademark God’
    in a Book used by real Psychopathic leaning
    Folks Still to Remove Self-Agency From Others
    With Belief as Love of All Stuff Existence Becomes
    The Faith that is impossible to Remove and 100 Percent Human Light…

    i would love to hear
    someone else’s
    of Life; An Ultimate
    Philosophy, Religion
    And Politics of Finding
    Whole Life Within, Out of
    the Nasty other Cocoons of this
    Life And Truly Doing Butterfly, Birds, And Bees Free…

    Yeah; You Get to hear Fictional Stories like this that
    are usually Centered around some World Domination
    Conquest as such; but how Do ‘You’ KNoW they are real
    When one Masters ‘The all within’ All that’s
    Left to Do is Give; Real Love this way
    in Light Never Demands Worship
    And is Never Afraid of Criticism
    And Has No Secrets in Fear
    to Share for this indeed
    is the Real Capstone and
    The Base of the Pyramid
    One For Real; Just Another
    Living Tree; Just Another
    Weed With Flowers Unafraid
    to Fully Bloom And Inspire
    A World to actually Breathe…
    At least those Unafraid to See
    Shine of Stars AcTuaLLy Fully Breathing Now..:)

    Actually, A Rather Apt Metaphor is Losing the
    Parachute of Slave and Master That Keeps
    Us Bound In Only Worldly Potential of Lies;
    Sure, There are many Other Metaphors too
    When Agency (Will), Faith And Belief Become
    The Essence of Love; WHere No Hope is Needed
    As Feather and Wind Become One ‘Spirit Free’; Hmm,
    Now the Only Question is, do i used Katy Perry’s ‘Rise’
    Song to Accompany These Lyrics too or do i do i do
    All About
    A ‘Lioness’ King
    too; hmm.. let’s
    See; Lion King Seems
    Apt HeaR; But Lioness Queen is
    ACTuALLY’ KinG’ oF ‘SPiRiT WinD ONE”

    “Lowest Brow Art” (Porn) is Core As Far as Lust Related Activities Go; “It Is A Driving Force Behind the Creation of Art”.

    Petroglyph 101; One of my Special Interests too, by the way; as a Degree Holder in Anthropology, Spending
    One Summer in University as a Research Associate in Archaeology, with two other Part Time Jobs to achieve
    All Three College Degrees then butt true, Darn, We did not find any Amazing Pornographic Petroglyph Scenes From Thousands of Years ago; Charcoal And Bone and other Subsistence Fragments Were the Only ‘Name of the Game then’.

    “The Kangjiashimenji Petroglyphs are bas-relief carvings in a massive red-basalt outcropping in the remote Xinjiang region of northwest China. The artwork includes some of the earliest—and some of the most graphic—depictions of copulation in the world.”

    “These are just some of the mysteries surrounding the Kangjiashimenji Petroglyphs. Hopefully, now that the political pressures have abated, the site will receive deeper study. But whatever the answers, if any are ever found, the tableau is at the very least a spectacular demonstration of sex as one of the driving forces behind the creation of art.”

    Pornographic Art is Among the Oldest Muse for Driving Human Creativity in Art; and Lust in General Drives Males
    to Greater Creativity and Productivity; and in General, Females Become More Nurturing And Socially Cooperative
    With Each Other When They Get Lusty for the ‘Opposite Sex’ too; It’s Nature; It’s Real; It’s Not Going Away
    Thousands of Years ago; and it’s not going away now; even if someone Sketches Stick Figures Doing ‘It’
    in Sand, if we were to Remove all the Video Representations of Porn that actually is assessed
    for the Driving Force of the Creation of ‘Online’, in the First place; in other Words, Thanks
    God For Porn; Otherwise, We might NOT be having this discussion on Banning Porn;
    Human Beings Are Driven By Lust at Core For Creativity, Productivity, and
    Social Cooperation; so yeah; Repress that Human Nature and Get in
    Big trouble as a Society too; However, of course with any Dopamine
    Producing Stimulus, either Behavioral or Substance; Folks who are lacking
    in other Warmth of the Oxytocin Social-Bonding Neurohormone, often as a
    Result of Social Abuse Or Neglect in Life, are more often susceptible to the Disease
    of Addiction; Trying to Replace the Emptiness within with Whatever Behavior or Substance
    That increases the Pleasure Neurochemical Dopamine for Receptors in the Brain as the Empty
    Most often comes from a Lack of the Warm And Cozy Neurohormone Oxytocin; all Filled up and
    even overflowing in Easy Peacey Life; Warm And Fuzzy Comfort Indeed; this Love Neurohormone Helps Create.

    Anyway, Like Any Other Behavioral or Substance Stimulus that Creates ‘Copious’ Amounts of Dopamine; Whether
    That Be Porn, Gambling, Or Even Frigging ‘Meth’; Those susceptible to the Disease of Addiction May Just have to
    Stay away; Not to become Addicted through the Disease of Addiction; anyway, everything about online, even
    the Screen Colors are A Huge Dopamine Hit; true, Porn is a really big one; but addiction will find a Dopamine
    Source and Lord Knows that Disease has more avenues than ever to Flourish; Hampering Focus on
    Activities Required for Subsistence And Survival; Yes, Video Games are Just about as Addictive
    As Porn too; and of course with the Prevalence of Porn everything in Life becomes More
    About the Driving Sex Force of Dopamine to Sell Just About Everything We Buy in
    life too; one or the other; Lips Stick; or a ‘Certain Sultry Pose’ Will Do the Trick and
    at least
    a little
    On Top of that
    The Supreme Court of
    the United States, so far,
    Provides the Freedom to Express
    Human Lusty Arts Through Porn;
    As part of our First Amendment Rights;
    Perhaps they Studied Older And Newer Petroglyphs
    Then To Help Arrive At Their Educated Decision too.

    Teenage Pregnancy Rates are going down;
    Taboo is one of the Greatest Aphrodisiacs;
    Provide all the Gift and Even Steak and Ice Cream
    Will Get Old Every Day and Night; yeah, imagine having
    to Eat Steak And Ice Cream; every meal; You’d do almost
    anything else to escape that Horrid Same Hell in Life; meh;
    People move on to other stuff; of course, unless they suffer from the
    Disease of Addiction; Humans Are Evolved for Instant Gratification; those
    Who are Responsible in Discipline Within; Will understand they must practice Moderation;
    if they can’t;
    Yes, like an
    or a Gambling
    Addict Same, may
    Be the Similar Necessity too.

    Anyway; Fascinating Subject from the
    Discovery Channel Below to Study; Explains
    a lot of the Realities of Life that so-called
    Religions/Others attempt to Call Evil that are Just a
    Part of the Saving Grace of Lust for Human Creativity,
    Productivity, And Social Cooperation As Well; Porn is staying;

    Best thing to do is stay away; if one can and will, if it is hampering
    Functional Abilities in Life, necessary to make Subsistence and Survival happen in Balance.

    i’ve Been Studying the Science and Art of Lust and Porn practically Since Puberty; usually that’s the Human Case.

    For me, since the 70’s When ‘i Dream of Jeannie’ First Got to Show Her Belly Button; Big Problem for Dudes though
    Who Never learn to Love Women through HeART and enough incentive to Actually Create Art to meet the Reward of one’s
    life; Love at Best, Cooperative and Productive Indeed in all stuff life Creative, including Arts and Sciences for real too..:)

  10. Perhaps New York Has
    Better Leadership Now
    Perhaps ‘They’ Really
    Care about Life
    Now More than
    A Convention
    Tonight of Overall
    Total Group Lies
    After All ‘They’
    Say Truth Will
    Really Set Ya Free…
    Funny Thing about Dudes
    the ones who are most assuredly capable
    of killing you with their bare hands
    are the Nicest to be around
    Truly Strong Men Have No
    ‘Need’ For Any Arms Other
    Than the Ones they Carry
    Male Privilege Real Male Self
    Esteem is Feeling Sensing Understanding
    You Need Not Fear Totally Free to Love
    What Would ‘Jesus’ Do Would ‘He’ Love
    Guns Short Answer No No No No No No
    What Would ‘Jesus’ Do Now Would ‘He’
    Love ‘Stuff’ Short Answer No No Nope
    At the Catholic Church i Attend there was a Day Where
    Deacons Called Out Single Mothers As Unfit To Raise Children
    At the Catholic Church i Attend There
    was a Day Where Prayers of Mercy
    Were Not Offered For Immigrants
    Looking For A Better Life
    Don’t Be A Hypocrite Give
    More Than You Take Share
    More Than You Hoard NoW
    i may be Legally And Medically Considered Permanently Disabled
    With Bi-Polar And Asperger’s Syndrome but that Doesn’t Stop me
    As Far as Giving And Sharing For Free… These Are Only Gifts
    And Never Any Curse for me Now From God as Nature Free
    We Do What We Can And Will Some Folks Love More Some
    Folks Love Less… Fortunate Ones Love More Give And Share Free

    Beautiful.. Lovely Yamini…
    Most Powerful 3 Words
    “i Am Enough”
    ‘Naked Pages’
    Without Any
    Book Covers
    Born As Love
    We aRe… Sadly
    Cultures, Religions,
    Others, And Yes Us,
    Seem to Always Try
    To Convince Us
    In So Many
    Ways We aRe
    Not Worthy.. No…
    Not Enough… Just
    The “Naked Pages”
    Of Our
    We aRe Born…
    KinDLinG Bonfire…
    We Create As Finally
    Becoming Worthy to
    Love It
    6 Words
    No One Will
    Take Away…
    i Am Love…🙌

    Thanks Dear FRiEnD
    Pray you are Having
    A Beautiful Loving
    Day And Start
    To a Joyful
    Weekend True

    Wrote this to a Muslim (Stranger
    Following My Blog as Folks
    Do Without Reading Anything)
    Person Trying to Develop Prayers to
    Convince Parents to allow ‘Love
    Marriages’ and of Course it really
    Struck me From My Cultural and
    Soul Point of View
    For What is
    Living Without
    Love but
    Dead Alive
    Anyway it
    Me of Your
    Question recently
    So i wanted to share
    It With You When You
    Have an Opportunity
    To Read it Really Sadly
    The World is Really missing
    This Love (God Marriage)
    Even Where i Live Most..🙂

    This is what i wrote:

    What God (Love) Creates
    Let No Human Take Away
    Sad HeARTless Marriage
    Where God is Tool/Money
    SMiLes ‘This Arranged
    Marriage’ is Surely
    Not Confined
    To Only
    For It Is
    True God
    And Not
    Love is Married
    To Politics Even in
    The Christian Church
    i attend But do not Belong
    As Love Continues to
    Die As God Does when
    ‘Politics’ Rapes, Maims,
    Destroys Love Within
    Good Luck on Love
    It’s ‘What the World Now
    Needs Most is Love Sweet
    Love’ Where Stuff And Money
    And Even
    Women and
    Or Men Become
    Machines They
    Need Love (God) Most🎨

    Room NoW
    For GRoWinG
    Very Nurturing
    Folks Really
    Must Provide
    Room For
    Their Soul
    As Well Fuel
    For Giving Thanks
    Giving ‘Stranger FRiEnD‘…

    SMiles with
    Winks i
    My First
    With SMiLeS AGAiN…

    Smiles.. i also Did
    Marketing For Target
    Audiences at Work
    And The Science
    Of Human
    And Anthropology…
    Evolutionary speaking
    That Humans only
    Proficiently Focus
    In Flow on
    One task…
    So Yes, in these Terms
    Of Human Averages
    Science Says
    To Reach
    A Target
    Keep it at the
    ‘8th Grade Level
    Norm’ Focusing on
    Only one Niche…
    Indeed one
    With Smiles
    at Best for the
    Greatest Average Response
    True Average Responses
    Are the Glue of all
    Chaos may
    Come With True
    Always A Balance
    Of Freedom
    In all Humans Do..:)

    Do what YOU
    Opposite of
    “Serial Likers
    And Followers”…
    With Meaningful
    Smiles Full of
    Hehe Works
    For me at LEAST..;)

    “Incredible Hulk of Burning Love” Thank God Finally
    A Title to Conclude This Novel Sized Weekly Subchapter

    Love Poem

    ‘Thoughts From All of Life’s Fires’; Didn’t wanna
    Make a Separate Topic For the Same General one here:

    Sticks And Stones; Real Bombs and Stuff like that
    Are Really All that Break my Bones;
    But Not Everyone
    Is made of Steel;
    Superman, all those
    Other Metaphors for
    Folks Who Persevere through
    All Fires of Life as they come and go…

    Obviously, Alex is saying ‘BLACK LIVES

    i have enough ‘Cognitive Empathy’ to understand
    What Folks are ‘really’ Trying to Say when they come aboard this site.

    It’s a Nuisance to See Some of ‘the Propaganda’, Associated with
    ‘Other Lives Matter’ But for Now a Dude Got Shot 7 Times in the
    Back and Folks Are Still taking Notice; ‘Alex’ is Leaving no Room
    For Anything But BLACK LIVES MATTER; it seems plain to see;
    And he was also Clear if the Person is NOT RACIST
    they may make their Case
    to the Moderators
    if they are
    identified as such;
    True; it’s a Tough Rule
    But What He’s Saying
    HERE FOR REAL; if anything
    else is intimated; Go somewhere else.

    It’s His Toy; one day if he decides to take
    All the Marbles and go Hike somewhere
    Else; he surely will; When Something is
    Free; There will always be a Cost somewhere;
    Just Don’t Act Racist and if You Are not and
    someone calls You Racist, Defend Who You are;
    i don’t see that as too much of a Human Responsibility to achieve;

    But that’s Just from
    my Restricted


    Yes, it may
    ‘Mean’ some folks
    Will be Incorrectly
    identified; but in this
    Case the Owner Rules His
    Territory and We Either Follow
    the Rules at Hand as they change or go away…

    In my Life; i’ve learned to deal with Much inconvenience;

    i suggest Climbing The Mountain through all the Obstacles that come and go…

    Do i suggest, Becoming A Moderator

    In this Environment:


    Thats Why i take it as it comes and
    goes; i’m not willing to do the Job;
    Same as i Look at Politics at the Top;
    i’m not willing to do that Job either; but
    someone has to do it; and that’s why Often We don’t
    Have Great People in Charge (in General in Life);
    they find better ways to Serve…

    Here’S A Thing If Ya Wanna
    Reach Human Potential
    Ya Don’t Go Only to
    Least Resistance Human
    Waves Will Stay RAiSinG THiS WaY

    Yes! Do Love What You Do
    Be The Wave When
    Falling Naturally
    Get Back Up
    As the Ocean
    And Water Same
    Does Differently True
    Hehe… Just like the Base
    Of This ‘Sentence’ FoR NoW FLoWinG

    Surely, not the way i would Handle ‘the Situation’.

    But on the Other Hand; it wouldn’t bother me anymore
    if someone Called me Racist than all the other ‘Ableist Names’
    Folks have attempted to identify me with here as far as making
    ‘Schizophrenia’ into a Pejorative that way; yep i can name Names
    and Probably Find the Quotes too; or Suggesting i need another Excuse
    But Being ‘Bi-Polar’ for the Way i Write Free Verse Poetry that indeed was
    very ableist and Happened recently enough where i’ve already Provided
    the Truth and Evidence
    that that Ableism
    and Attempt at Bullying
    Really Did Occur Here then
    too; Particularly, indeed, because
    i DO HAVE A Co-Morbid Condition of
    Bi-Polar Disorder all my Life; and God Yes,
    it’s definitely a Plus that condition is considered
    Scientifically Associated With Great Feats of Human
    Creativity; Recently Higher IQ, too; and indeed in terms
    of Science; Folks with Higher IQ will Navigate the ‘Hypo-Frontality’
    And Lower Inhibition of the ‘Default Network’ of the Human Mind better that
    Does not Filter Out Feelings and Senses of the Environment that so-called
    ‘Normal’ Folks don’t have to Deal with in their Life; Surely, some relationship
    there with the Sensory Difficulties associated, Generally, with some Autistic
    Folks and Extreme Affective Empathy too; But not all; as some are rather Numb inside
    this way on the opposite end of that Spectrum too; Yes, i do Spock and Van-Gogh Now
    Too; But According to My Doctors and Psychotherapist, at Least, i do a Magnificent Job
    of Making it through all the Fires of Life associated with the functional Difficulties
    All Naturally With Nothing in Pill Form to Numb my Creativity in all ways Now
    that Naturally come
    From Both Conditions
    too; i would never call
    A Person Any Label
    at all; for i
    that Labels
    are Labels
    And it is what
    We aRe Doing with
    Our Life; this Gift; this
    Moment Now that is really
    All that counts; Work Hard Enough
    to Dance A Tight Rope; You Don’t Fall
    Off; Do Not Work hard enough and You Fall.

    The Situation here; is nothing to me; for i will Never be a Label or Name.

    On the Other Hand; Not everyone will be ‘Superman’ This way and that
    is why i would not have Handled the situation this way; but i personally
    Can/Will Deal With it; as i’ve already Dealt with the other BS, ironically ever
    Since i was Really Mentally Ill; Not able to actually Feel Oxytocin for 66 Months.

    That’s Not a ‘Mental
    Illness’; but it really is;
    Science just hasn’t found
    the time and effort to Label it, Specifically;
    For me at least it felt like an Illness of Having no Soul;

    But i had
    a Reference
    point back to Heaven;
    couldn’t feel it; but i had
    A Shell of a Memory as i used to live there too.

    Anyway, when i heard that Comment that ‘what
    was my Excuse’ for Writing Free Verse Poetry the way i do beyond ‘Bi-Polar’ too;
    i found it Cringe Worthy and Lacking Human Empathy and i understood that condition too…

    And That’s why, Some Folks Here, also have no Clue they Are Being Racist; They
    Probably have no
    idea they are…

    In this Case;
    They need the
    Time and Effort
    Required to Explain
    to them Why, What they
    are Doing is Racist; Not unlike
    Someone who makes an Ableist
    Comment Derogatory; And Yeah
    Dude it was like Your Attempt to
    Insult my Intelligence By Suggesting
    i didn’t Know how to Spell the Urban
    Dictionary Word ‘Capice’ as i was using it
    as Slang; Just as Dry Humor; and actually
    Agreeing with you on the issue we were discussing overall;

    Welcome to the World of Autism; We Have to be much More
    Patient to understand each other; but that is inherent to the Condition.

    A ‘Neurotypical’ Moderator’s Input into this Site will indeed be Beneficial this way…

    Are Mistakes gonna happen; of course; but we must have Much Room For Flexibility;
    Is it a Surprise When Alex Made the Rule All this way or the Highway; no, of course not;

    It’s More of a
    Concrete Way
    of Doing and

    Let’s Have
    Some Patience
    With Him too;
    as Remember
    He is on
    Spectrum too…

    Examples of Covert Racism:

    The Way White Men Used
    to Call Black Men; Even Their Elders, ‘Boy’;
    ‘They’ Still Do in Some Instances, When in Positions of Authority;

    For Those of Us Who Grew Up Around this Racism, it’s NOT Covert to us at all.

    Might Not be as Obvious, if One Did not live here when it happened/Happens for Many Years.

    Current ‘Top of the Pile’ Example:

    When Trump Called Members of the NFL
    Son’s of B’s, Kneeling Before the National Anthem And Flag
    for “Black Lives Matter”; Most Everyone Who is From the Deep
    South; And Been around here for any Length of Decades; Listened
    And Understood His Tone Reflecting the Same Racist Tone AND INTENTION
    AS When a White Man
    Calls A Black
    Man, ‘Boy’;
    Like He is
    ‘Something’ ‘He’
    Scraped off His Shoe;

    Meh; Now ‘He’ often Calls Him ‘Son-in-Law’…

    Times are A Changing, indeed they surely are…

    Not Everyone is Happy With it; but the Melanin of
    the World is Changing Again…

    Bottom Line; No ifs ands or Buts;
    Donald Trump Proved without a
    ‘Shadow of a Doubt’

    He was indeed
    A Hardened Racist that Day;
    How did ‘We’ Know; ‘Cognitive Empathy’
    Indeed, for ‘We’ Walked in the Shoes of Black Folks that Day…

    Yes, This
    is possible;
    it Happens
    For Some Folks
    Most Every Day of
    Their Life in CE Ways…

    But ya See, it Works the other Way
    Cognitive Empathy for Why Some
    Folks Are indeed ‘Mind Blind’ to it all…

    And surely not, Specific to the Autism Spectrum Either;

    Cognitive Empathy

    Takes Life long practice…

    One Doesn’t ‘Get it’ as
    Much Passive in front of ‘Screens’…

    This is an Excellent Environment
    to Learn/Do; Kudos for the Opportunity to gain more…

    If One is A ‘Social Human Animal’ Per Science Definition;

    It’s Almost Impossible to Go Through Life Without Shaming;
    Yes, Dehumanizing Others Who Do not Fit into Whatever Group
    Think Rule For Whatever Cultural Size Group Unit; But Sure; It’s Possible
    With Enough Discipline; And Also With Enough Courage Not to Be Worried About
    Getting Dumped From the
    Group Think; Yes,
    Whatever Cultural
    Unit one is in; for
    in this way, one Will
    Get Shamed, And Dehumanized
    too; not as Big Of A Deal Now; But A Huge
    Deal When Being Part of the Group Subsistence
    Efforts, Means Actual Life or Death in Real life then;
    And Sure, in Terms of Losing A Job or Losing Support
    of Friends for Real Now too; As While Not Necessarily
    Economic in Negative Impact; Psychological Starvation
    in Ways of Social Shaming is as difficult as Physical Injury in Pain,
    As Assessed By Science too; Therefore, Rules, Regulations, Laws,
    Moderators, Policeman And Politicians for Change are necessary
    to Balance it all out for Least Harm; eliminating the Harm, NOT altogether;
    A More Perfect Union Yes, With Appropriate Discipline in Every Way; Hmm…

    There are no Concrete
    Answers; Flexibility is
    Required for Even the
    Basic Human Nature We
    All Are at Core; We Tend to
    Be Very Tribal this way; but with
    Technology and so many Avenues now
    for Social Support Globe Wide; We Don’t
    Need each other this way as much individually per say and DO;
    And Ironically that means We Have less Overall Empathy for Folks this way…

    It’s a Good Day to Be a ‘Cat’;
    But Not so Much if one is a ‘Dog’…

    Wolf is best for me;

    Wild Doesn’t Nearly
    Require as much Maintenance
    As Domesticated does, overall…

    Oh Lord, Black Folks Have
    Been called ‘Animals’ and Less
    than Human For As Long as they’ve Been Around

    in the United States at least…

    Racist indeed, it still is.

    Meh; on the Other Hand
    i’m a Very Proud and Rather
    Wild Animal Within; but You See for
    me it’s not Pejorative And For Them it is.

    (By The Way, Wild Wolves Get along
    Better in the World that Domesticated ones do)

    Cognitive Empathy my Friend; Ya ‘Gotta’
    See it From Where Whoever ‘They’ are has
    Been and How they are Still Treated Now…

    Additionally, This May Be More Difficult
    To Do as it seems You are not from
    This Culture and Have Perhaps have
    Not Seen The real ‘Dark’ Part of this
    Too in Terms of Empathy of Feeling
    How Other Folks Feel Treated this way;

    And Again; i am surely not going be the
    One To Volunteer to try to help folks see
    this when it seems they are not able to Walk in “the other Person’s Shoes”….

    Obviously, You Don’t See it this way; And it seems i surely can’t blame you
    for not being able to see it this way…

    And yes, this is the
    Problem here;
    Some folks
    Are NOT
    Doing it on Purpose…
    Hence, The Time And Effort
    Required to really understand both sides…


    It’s About Less
    than a Half-Hour
    Where i live; When
    i Worked For the Military, a Quarter of
    A Century, African Americans Were Advised
    in the 80’s, When they Got Here By Ship-Mates
    Not to go there After Dark; Yes, Systematic
    Racism is Still A Substantial aspect of Life
    Still Down
    Here now;
    But as Real
    As Real Gets
    for those who
    Are mostly Psychologically
    Abused that Way now; Not
    A Place that is Easy to Be Different;
    As one Social Science Study indicated,
    This Is A Most Difficult place to Be Different;
    That Being Said, Considering i am the Metro
    Area ONLY PUBLIC DANCER in a span of 200 Miles
    Distance, in Every Direction, Before one arrives to
    New Orleans, at Least; with 13,600 Miles of Public
    Dance Under my Belt of About 246 Pounds With
    Shades on, Chances are if You’ve Visited the
    Pensacola Area in the Last 7 Years, You’ve
    either Seen me Dance here; haha, or at
    least Seen it on a Social Media Video;
    Been Recognized By Pensacola
    Folks As Far As Biloxi
    Casinos Where
    i Danced the
    Public Beaches
    There For 10 Miles
    or So in 100 Degree
    Summer Humid Heat and
    19 Degree F Temperatures
    in Wind Chill; With Shorts
    on in the Winter too; an
    African American Dude
    Who looked like he Could
    Play Lineman for the
    Green Bay Packers all
    Bundled up said You
    Are ‘A Bad Dude Man’
    As i Basically Floated by
    Him on the Sidewalk in Reverse then…

    There is Nothing about
    the South that Makes
    me Afraid; or anything
    Else; for if you are Brave
    Enough to Public Dance and
    Stand in Front of the World Basically
    Naked; that about Covers the Fear thing
    out of Your life,
    altogether Now…

    i don’t Need
    or any other
    Thing’s Pride;
    Funny How Territorial
    stuff floats right out the
    Window When Fear Dies
    And is totally Resurrected with
    LoVE iN Terms oF ALL Naked And Free Verse Dance in Life…

    Haha; All You Have to Do is Look Like You Are a Southern Baptist
    SoftBall Player Very Capable of Hitting a Home Run; Look Like You
    are Law Enforcement, Military or Been in the Military; Or Just Say the
    Magic Password ‘Jesus’ And No One Will Mess with Ya down here; particularly

    if You Say
    the Name

    Jesus with
    A Twinkle in Your Eye….

    Meh; in Rome You Will Get by too…

    Even Epically and Fabulously too; With
    Tie-Die-Color-Shirts on Dancing too…
    Generally, Speaking, What i find
    is Women Understand the
    PassWord of Dance
    And Poetry
    Than Men,
    Anywhere in the World;
    Never Been one to try to impress Dudes;
    Just Something about a Woman’s Smile Melting my HeART..;)

  11. SMiLes Pleasure
    All Mine Life
    Is Good Worth
    Giving Sharing
    When Giving
    Is Receiving
    Love Free With
    Wings For Giving
    Thanks Giving SMiLes🙏
    Art And Reason Combined Is More
    Powerful Than The Force of Any Tool
    For Indeed Art And Reason ToGeTHeR

    Ignorance Kills;
    Ignorance Kills;
    No ifs, and or buts;
    Ignorance, Definitely Kills…

    This Is An ANTHeM
    i WiLL ALWaYS Fly With Free

    -by me
    ~Short And Tall
    ~So Very Sweet And Real too

    Love Never Requires Worship Or Fears
    Criticism For This God This Love Is Free

    The Flag Doesn’t Have to Stand Up For
    Freedom; For the Flag Flies When Free

    Or Being A Victim of Folks Brainwashed
    To Kill Innocent Protestors… Mileage Varies Depending
    On Which End of ‘The GuN’ One is on… ‘Human’ ‘Tools’ Do Kill;
    For Instance, If one IS Black, They May Walk Towards their Vehicle
    Without Having Any Weapon, and Be Shot in the Back by Cops; If one
    IS White, They May Kill Two Innocent Protestors, Still Carrying the
    Long Gun, Potentially Killing Others, including Cops
    And Be Spared Death by Cops And Taken Alive
    ‘The Colors
    of Guns’, indeed;
    Where ‘Make and
    Model’ Will Be A Life
    or Death Answer as Humans Tools DO;
    This Really Happens; In Fact, It is in the U.S. News;
    Clear For Everyone to See As i Speak Now at Least;
    Pictures Say so much Now that they can’t Just Be Covered Up with ‘Killing Tool Lies’.
    To Be Clear, i support Second Amendment Rights too; But Not Human Killing Tools.
    On the Other Hand,
    i Am ‘Man’ Enough
    Not to ‘Need’ ‘a Gun’,
    A ‘Four-Wheel-Drive’, Or a ‘Trump’, to be a Dude…
    There Really Should Be A Song For This that is
    Sung So Much Better Than ‘Trace Atkins’; His
    Taught Him
    How to Sing ‘That Song’…
    As That Relates to ‘Atkins’
    Last Night Singing ‘The National’
    Anthem’ And Trump’s Minions Who Were
    Standing Next to each Other With Similar
    Killing Tools oF iGnorance With No Social
    Distancing or Masks to Protect Others From
    Pandemic Death, Herman Caine way as simple
    Worship for
    their Similar
    Leader with No
    Empathy for anyone
    Else but Himself; not
    much really as He Can’t BE
    A ‘Real Dude’ unless He Wraps
    His Bleached- Blonde-Hair From
    ‘The Ground Up’ And ‘Back Again’;
    Comb Over of Soul; More Dangerous than Guns…
    My Father in Law-Enforcement for 46 Years; Longest
    Serving Deputy Sheriff in Florida in One Point in His Career;
    Was a Gun Collector; i could have Collected Tons of Guns, inherited
    From Him; but i gave them away to Women Relatives Who Really Needed them instead….

    You Know what; i don’t Love Guns at all; But i See Their Place; As SWords Still Do too;
    For those without What it takes to live life without a Sword; One thing i Do Love is What
    The American Flag Stands For; For You See, (not you really, just telling a story HeaR)
    The Flag Doesn’t Have to Stand Up For Freedom; For the Flag Flies When Free;
    As Do We, Who Are Not Hampered By Ignorance Spreading Fear and Hate;
    And You Know What; It’s true; i Can Sing this Song Much Better (Technically)
    Than ‘These Two Country And Western Cowboy Singers’; meh, but i have
    more ‘important’ things to do; Like Wearing A Mask; Picking Up the Cross
    of a Little Cotton Piece of Cloth, Protecting Others from Potential Death;
    Where is the Pride of Freedom
    for those who will not
    Protect Their
    From Potential
    Death from their
    Ignorance that Spreads
    Fear and Hate and Killing
    Winds of their Breath of Love;
    No Where Free; No Where Free, indeed;
    For You See they May Have Lots of Guns;
    Lots of Four-Wheel Drives; But Without Enough
    Patriotism to Protect Their Fellow Citizens Lives From
    Potential Death By Lifting a Little Cross of Cotton, a Flag
    Indeed too; not only
    Do they not have
    Any Flag of
    Flying as Soul;
    So far; So far away
    Removed From the Flag
    of their God, according to
    Their Religion Love that Gives
    And Shares Free And does least Harm to All of Existence Now;
    but only if they Believe that ‘God’ is Alpha Thru Omega and Not




    one Dude…

    Their God Tool Trump…

    Guns are A Metaphor for
    What Humans Have Become;
    And are Becoming More; Cold
    Metal Fingers; Cold Metal Fingers…
    For You See; ‘Charlton Heston’ was real
    but not their God of
    Love Now…

    or even
    Saving a Life
    With a Cotton
    Cloth Cross of Mask…

    “Love Never Requires Worship Or Fears
    Criticism For This God This Love Is Free”

    -by me
    ~Short And Tall
    ~So Very Sweet And Real too

    This Is An ANTHeM i WiLL ALWaYS Fly With Free

    Like i ‘Sang’ (Sing) ‘A God
    of Cold Metal Fingers’;
    Where Stuff is More
    God Than Human;
    Hehe; i’ve already
    Attempted to
    Sing to the
    They Hear
    me but they
    Really Don’t Listen;
    Or Even See Me, As Such
    Is Still the Human Condition;
    Without REAL Regard for ‘the Condition’…

    Other than That Shooting Innocent
    Protestors on the Highway of Life; One
    may get taken alive, if one is White; But
    That’s Murder; One Goes To Jail at least For Life….

    No Different Than ‘The Pizza Guy’ with a Long Gun Looking
    For a Basement That Never Existed at all; that some folks still believe exists too

    As Similar Ignorant Killing Tools, Seeing No Further than Fear and Hate Same….

    Ignorance Kills;
    Ignorance Kills;
    No ifs, and or buts;
    Ignorance, Definitely Kills….

    Art And Reason Combined Is More Powerful
    Than The Force of Any Tool For Indeed Art And

    SMiLes Pleasure
    All Mine Life
    Is Good Worth
    Giving Sharing
    When Giving
    Is Receiving
    Love Free With
    Wings For Giving
    Thanks Giving SMiLes🙏

    i LiVE iN the Forest…
    We ‘Use’ Big Snakes For ‘That’…
    But Yes, Very Nice Snakes that are

    Just Hungry…
    Keeping the
    of Rodents
    in Check…

    Other than that
    i Let Other Life
    Do All the ‘Real Work’ too..;)

  12. Stars We Paint Above Below Words We Create Love Is Real🙏

    Un-Numbered Lesson/Prayer:

    See that Quote Above.
    i woke up with it on the
    Tip of My Tongue Grabbed
    My Phone to Write it as
    A Facebook Status… Oh
    Lord Saw An Email
    Of Your Blog
    Post Flash
    Across the
    Forgot the
    Words of my
    Profound Thought
    That’s How Influential
    Your Art Is ‘Eve’ You
    A Bible
    Before it
    Hits A Page
    And i Don’t Really
    Know You True It Is
    No Lie Your Art is
    Most Influential
    So Hi-5🙌
    For Truth
    In Light
    No Dark Lies🙌🙏

    Smiles If We Dismiss
    An Apple For
    Its Peeling There May
    Be No More
    Fruits in Life To Nourish 🍎

    Chaos Magic Feather
    Floating Through Wind
    Enduring Meaning Purpose

    SMiLes my
    Wife is 50
    And She is Still
    The Most Beautiful
    Wall Flower
    I’ll share these
    Words With Her
    And Tell Her
    Someone i
    These Words🙏🙌

    Stars We Paint
    Above Below Words
    We Create Love Is Real🙏

    Un-Numbered Lesson/Prayer:

    Stars We Paint Above Below Words We Create Love Is Real🙏

    TRusT Me Or NoT Nature (God) Is FURYiouS AT IMBALANCE HUMANS BRinG
    WannA See ‘THE Omen’
    TRust Me Or Not IT CoMeS
    WeLL BeFoRE DoriaN AGaiN
    (Note: i recorded ‘this Omen’
    Precisely a Year ago)
    And God
    is Coming
    Soon too
    And yes
    Sooner too…
    The Entire “Christian Church” Is the
    Portrait The Bride Who Wears The
    Scarlet Letter With No Shame Now
    ‘Just Do It’ Even If You Don’t FeeL iT LoVE Catches Up iNHeReNT HoPE NoW
    Michael, Dorian, And Laura… There Are Many Others… More Coming… In This
    ‘HuLK oF BuRNinG LoVE’… No More Integral Than Dust In The Wind Of God
    Yet So Easy To See HumanKind Stars Falling Through GoDSKeYeS LoVE
    7 SMiLes For
    YouR WeeKenD
    Trump’s ‘PoLiCiES Are NOT
    Cooling 90 Degree Temps IN THE
    Gulf Nature Says Wanna Play God
    See What Comes Next Mark Stars
    Here’s ‘The Thing’ Humans With ZERO
    If Ya Wanna Get All ‘Scientific’ About ‘This’ Stellar Historian
    Noam Chomsky Dictates Trump IS More Dangerous Than Hitler…
    If Ya Wanna Get All Biblical About ‘This’ God’s Nature (Balance)
    Ain’t Been too ‘Happy’ Since
    2017 And Trump

    You and
    One of
    Ways of Being..:)

    Love Stories That
    Have Happy Endings
    And New Beginnings
    Yes, Dear;
    Makes ‘A
    Marriage’ Last
    For Practically Forevernow;
    Considering That Dudes only
    Arise From Women in the Womb;
    Women Have always had the First
    Vote/Word For Real…
    in Other Words,
    God IS Really
    My Mother
    Taught me this
    Early With the Same
    Words; ‘Yes Dear’; It’s
    Amazing Now the Places
    Yes Dear Will Take Us inDeed…
    It’s Worth Noting ‘This TheMe’ Song
    Is Much Much Deeper than JusT SKiN DeeP

    Chaos Magic Feather
    Floating Through Wind
    Enduring Meaning Purpose

    Smiles If We Dismiss
    An Apple For
    Its Peeling There May
    Be No More
    Fruits in Life To Nourish 🍎

    SMiLes my
    Wife is 50
    And She is Still
    The Most Beautiful
    Wall Flower
    I’ll share these
    Words With Her
    And Tell Her
    Someone i
    These Words🙏🙌

    Stars We Paint
    Above Below Words
    We Create Love Is Real🙏

    See that Quote Above.
    i woke up with it on the
    Tip of My Tongue Grabbed
    My Phone to Write it as
    A Facebook Status… Oh
    Lord Saw An Email
    Of Your Blog
    Post Flash
    Across the
    Forgot the
    Words of my
    Profound Thought
    That’s How Influential
    Your Art Is ‘Eve’ You
    A Bible
    Before it
    Hits A Page
    And i Don’t Really
    Know You True It Is
    No Lie Your Art is
    Most Influential
    So Hi-5🙌
    For Truth
    In Light
    No Dark Lies🙌🙏

    Un-Numbered Lesson/Prayer:

    Stars We Paint Above Below Words We Create Love Is Real🙏

  13. HeART-FelT
    WordS HeaR
    SPiRiT SoULS OPeN😊

    Understand Where Killing Tools Come
    From Most Human Ignorance Indeed

    Pandemic In A Country Without Effective
    Leadership/ Poor Cooperation Saving
    Lives Will Kill 180,000 People SO FAR
    #IGNORANCEKILLS … A Hurricane Like Laura
    Will Release The Energy of 10,000 Nuclear Bombs
    And Kill A Handful Of People Where Safety of Life is Job 1

    Off to Conclude “HuLK oF BuRNinG LoVE”
    Visiting Frank, Xenia, and gigoid’s Places
    Of Poetry and Aphorisms but First in
    “Other World’ News As Usual too:

    It’s Really Simple You Don’t Vote For
    Folks Incapable of Empathy or You
    Pay the Price They Are Already Paying

    Where ‘the Hell’ Did this
    Come From; Rhetorical
    Answer Of Course
    This is How ‘The
    Joke Starts
    And Ends
    With Folks
    Mixing At
    A Pandemic
    Convention Wearing
    No Little Bitty ‘Cross
    Cotton Masks’ to save
    The Lives of Others…
    Just too Heavy
    A Cross to
    Lift That
    A Work-out
    Of Love might
    Fix; Worse Yet
    They Continue
    To Bond Closer
    Together Spreading
    Their Pandemic ViRuS
    Of Fear, Ignorance, Hate
    And A Real Father oF ALL
    Lies Yet You Send
    Out This Facebook
    Sponsored Feed
    To Tempt Folks
    On 5th Avenue
    To Follow, Support,
    And Even Vote For
    A Real Devil to Go
    Where ‘They’ Are…
    Is No
    Just A Forest
    Thick of Facepalms.. HeaR…

    Now to Frank.. Xenia.. and gigoid’s Blogs…

    i am Enough i am Love
    6 Words Enough 8
    Stars We Paint Above
    Creating Love Is ReaL
    Below Words We See
    SMiLes Frank Thanks
    Wrote This Earlier
    And Your Poem
    me to
    Put it together
    A Different Way…
    Smile Frank Looks Almost
    Like Those Heavenly Looking
    Shelf Clouds i Captured Over
    The Church i Attend
    Some Weeks ago…
    Flowers Come FLoWeRS Go
    Saving Grace Now Flowers Grow
    Magic FLoWeRS Color Human Love…
    Marco Rushed to the Gulf to Give Laura A Kiss…
    Marco Gave Up… Laura it Seems Is Still A Bit Pissed…
    Now Laura’s Mother Nana Is Starting to Get Upset too..
    But See It’s Really Her
    Mother Nature
    Fuming Now
    90 Degrees F iN Gulf
    With Open Arms for
    All of Her Other Young
    Children Growing in the
    Atlantic With a Little Help From Humans too…
    Such Ocean Warmth These Children Spread.. indeed they Do..
    So Powerful too… Laura with the Strength of 10,000 Nuclear Bombs…
    i See Godzilla
    on the Radar…
    Tail Currently
    Tucked Between His Legs…
    Perhaps He’LL-STiLL-Talk-To-Night…
    At Least
    i got
    to See
    Him once
    So Far Today
    i thought He was
    Green Maybe He is
    Now But True He is Orange too…
    Timely THere After NoW Laura
    Came Then 24 Elders Fell Down
    Or Is it 23.. i Lost Count… i’ll Start
    Again… Very Interesting indeed i came
    To ‘These Yellow Flowers’ then Last Week
    And Asked Katrina if they Were Sunflowers
    And She Said Daisies that Made me think of
    Katie Perry’s Song ‘Daisies’… i Used the Song
    And Now i come
    to them Again
    Here on Your
    Blog OMG
    And She Just
    Told Me
    Had Her
    Baby Named Daisy
    Without Seeing me
    Looking At Your Daisies Again…
    Pushing Up Daisies Here i go Again…
    NoW A Revelation in Stepping Stones
    of Daisies Indeed and then Katrina
    Returned to tell Me Her Great Niece
    Daisy Just Had Her
    Too.. Daisies
    Daisies Daisies
    Just all Daisies
    Steeping Stones
    of FLoweRS iN DeeD…
    Now Returning to
    Bend of Your Tree
    It Seems It
    Is A Sign Of
    Laura’s Return
    Been Hoping
    For Butterflies
    If Only i Will
    Get unglued
    From this
    Screen the
    Rest of the
    FLoWeRS Are
    Ready to Comply…
    Smiles Frank… Happy
    Catastrophe Free Chicago to You too..:)
    Cooled By The Water
    Refreshed With the
    Rain ‘Marco’ the Gifter
    Thank Goodness
    ‘Laura’ Refused
    His Kiss
    Took Her
    Winds Sadly
    Somewhere Else too..
    She is a Bit Determined
    Soon You Might Even Get to
    See Her if She Returns again
    In Scotland too.. Hmm.. Ocean
    Warmth Cooling Grows Spreading Life…
    Helping DOTS Dogs on the
    Street Such a Worthy
    Cause Xenia
    So Giving
    Sharing Free
    For Giving
    Giving More..
    of Beach
    Wash Away
    Castles From
    These Parts Here..
    Hurricane Eye
    Perfecting Calm
    Black Hole Quiet
    Center Milky
    Way All Teach
    LeSSoNS Above
    So Below Within
    Inside Outside
    All Around
    PeacE NoW
    Greatest Moves
    Songs of Existence Dancing
    Coming Creating Colors oF LiGHT..
    SMiLes Xenia Happy Weekend Now
    Love to All You Love Congratulations
    For Your Poem Being Accepted in
    A Video Journal Too Depth
    of Telepathy
    No Past
    Or Time All
    Matters Dog ‘Sees’
    Breathes Feels Senses
    Now Just Air And
    Water Forever
    Life is
    i Am i Am…:)

  14. “It’s hard to be religious when certain people
    are never incinerated by bolts of lightning.”

    But Love Exists
    With No Ifs and Ands When Real too..:)

    ~~ Calvin, Bill Watterson’s Calvin & Hobbes ~~

    “The world is so constructed, that if you wish to enjoy its pleasures,
    you must also endure its pains. Whether you like it or not, you cannot
    have one without the other.”

    — Swami Brahmananda

    Sunrise and Sunset
    Is Equally Beautiful to me..:)

    “Life is not the way it is supposed to be. It is the way it is.
    The way you cope with it is what makes the difference.”

    — Virginia Satir

    As Above So Below…:)

    “A good friend, who points out mistakes and imperfections,
    and rebukes evil, is to be respected as if he reveals a secret
    of hidden treasure.”

    — Buddha

    Like ‘the Beatles Sing’
    All You Need is Love
    But Don’t Forget Dance and
    Song and Watch For Red Lights too..:)

    “Belief in the supernatural
    reflects a failure of the imagination.”

    — Edward Abbey

    Rather Do Real
    Miracles Rainbows Are Boring
    And Pots of Gold So Unsatisfying..:)

    “Whoever lives true life, will love true love.”

    — Elizabeth Barrett Browning

    Leave Shadow Behind And Truly Get Lost….

    “A candour affected is a dagger concealed.”

    — Marcus Aurelius
    — Meditations, book 9.

    No Secrets Just Smiles All the way….

    “Each morning puts a man on trial and
    each evening passes judgment.”

    — Roy L. Smith

    Errors Don’t Scare me
    What Errors Don’t Scare me…

    “Character is that which reveals moral purpose,
    exposing the class of things a man chooses or avoids.”

    — Aristotle

    Like Almost the Whole ‘Mass’
    Not Wearing A Pandemic Mask
    When Fifth Avenue is Celebrated Again, at A so-called White House

    “Fortis fortuna adiuvat.” [“Fortune assists the brave.”]

    — Terence

    Where Is Love With
    Fear No WHeRE NoW

    “It is best to love wisely, no doubt; but to love foolishly is
    better than not to be able to love at all.”

    — William Makepeace Thackeray


    “…life is long enough
    if it is well-spent.”

    — Erasmus

    No Age No Time No
    Distance No Space
    No Matter

    Inside the museum infinity goes up on trial.
    Voices echo, ‘This is what salvation must be like after a while.’
    But Mona Lisa must have had the highway blues; you can tell by the
    way she smiles.

    ~~ Bob Dylan ~~

    The Look on the Faces
    of the “Adam’s Family tonight”

    What A Soul Pays indeed

    Lost From Breath

    of No Empathy
    Tradition Without Soul…

    Well.. After Listening to the God of the Dollar Bill (Trump)
    Speak to a Nation of ‘Christians and Other Minions’ who
    Support His Every Non-Masked Non-Social Distanced
    Pandemic Breath had to find a bit more of a Sweet
    Life to Rinse my Soul off a bit so now the Tale
    of the Tape Followed by MacroVerse
    Memories 3 Years to date.. This
    MacroVerse “iNCReDiBLE
    BuRNiNG HuLK oF LoVE”
    Dances and Sings on
    A Bit Pass 7 Days
    into the 8th one
    Now but hey
    The River
    Where Shores
    Come Next Wave
    Ocean Water Whole
    So.. “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YeaRS Old
    8.4 MILLION Words” Last completed
    MacroVerse Is Number 929 oF Entire
    Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible
    “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 8.4 MiLLioN
    Words in 84 Months of Effort with that
    7 Year MacroVerse Celebration Doubling
    as the 257th MacroVerse of “Nether Land
    Bible” Subchapter Epic Long Form Poem
    Bible at 5,937,626 Words Where this New
    MacroVerse at around 40K Words Means
    The Next MacroVerse Will Be Yet Another
    Celebration, Milestone, and FeatNote too
    for “Nether Land Bible 6 MiLLioN Words”
    Close Enough to Labor Day for the 51 Month
    Effort that is Since Around Memorial Day Weekend
    of 2016 as 2017 Memorial Day Weekend is when The
    Third Ongoing Epic Long Form Poem Subchapter Bible
    “FB Profile Pic Bible” Started then at 39 Months Writing that
    Now With the 7 Year Celebration of Song of my Soul MacroVerse
    Tripling as the 155th MacroVerse Writing Exploration Amassing
    4,326,494 MiLLioN Words with Annual Celebrations For 2018, 2019
    And 2020 Close to Memorial Day Weekend Too.. with Yes on Average
    Around 7,000 Words in the Description Area of Each Facebook Profile
    Pic Since that 2017 Memorial Day Weekend when that Subchapter
    Epic Long Form Poem Free Verse Bible Came and Still Now is
    coming to Life as i continue to Dance And Sing it all now
    Just For Free to Give and Share with No Restraint
    Now True too.. Side Effects in the same Entire
    84 Months of Art include 13,600 Miles of
    Public Dance.. Also Dancing With all
    The Cool College Age Folks Has
    Been Suspended
    By Covid-19 at
    The Metro Dance
    Hall Frozen at 298 Weeks
    of Doing that Closing the place
    Down with the Pandemic on 3.12.2020…
    Anyway there are other Hobbies to do True too
    Like the 6 Volume ongoing “Free Verse Nude Poetry”
    Erotic Poetry Novel Fully Illustrated where that Entire
    Effort is 7 Years-Old too Since August, 2013 Carried
    Through 3 Separate Blogs too as that Art continues
    to Evolve Now in the 6th Volume of the Erotic
    Free Verse Poetry Novel As Side Show
    of 113,547 Words adding around 1,200
    Or So Words somehow in addition
    to the Rest of all of this Now
    too this 8 Day Week of
    Getting through
    this All now Too..
    So Now to MacroVerse Memories
    3 Year-to-Date with MacroVerse Memories
    Since the Beginning of All of this 84 Months
    Ago.. as NoW Newer Doors to Nautilus Chambers
    of Creativity Continue Opening With Calm Center Peaceful
    Eyes of Cat-6 Or so Creative Hurricane Winds Now Freer too….

    “NUmber 696 MacroVerse”…
    Spiral PHI Golden Numbers Curve Indeed…:)

    “SasQuatch LoVe Feat sKeYes”… Below As Above..:)

    “SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”… Continues to Grow..:)

    “SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017”.. i Remember the ‘Dooms Day’ Smells then…

    “THRouGH EYes oF WiSDoM KiNDNeSS CouRagE BEaUTY”.. Just No Other Way… NoW..:)

    “All WEaTHeRS MaiL DeLiVeRinG NoW”.. to Get A Job Done For Real Truth iN LiGHT..:)

    This Completes the Writing Portion of “iNCReDiBLE
    HuLK oF BuRNiNG LoVE” As “Nether Land Bible 6 MiLLioN Words”
    Will Begin After This Celebrating the FeatNote And Milestone of Those
    Words too.. Anyway.. this one is Complete Now on 12.18.2020 at 12:09 AM still gotta
    Put it all together
    And Publish It
    In Several Places Next..:)

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