“ReTurN oF ThE CLoWn SHArK ParT 2

Karma Only Far Away
As Fearless Love With Least Harm
#Forevernowmoreheaven ..Hmm.. Dance And Song Changes An Addendum
to “VaLENTiNES FiREWorKS NoW” on 1.18.2020 That Will Start.. Yes
the Next MacroVerse As Well For Real.. As Truly the Title of the
Current MacroVerse
is wanting this:
Candles Need
Flames Need
Do They Light
Means Of Love
Or Ends Of Love
RhetoricaL QuestioN
WritE On CoursE
Of CoursE… Since
Science Grows Now
Shows Reasons
Are Delivered
By Feelings
Born Of
Buzzy Bee Muses…
Wonder If She Loves Being
my Queen As MucH As i Love Being Her Be
Welcome Again to ‘iCafe’ And iLove Philosophy
How Will Sun Ever Express All Appreciation
Sun Feels For Inspiration of Moon to Rise
And Fall Each Day; Oh, How Sun Will
Love to Hug Moon in Reply
But Long Distance
Calls of Love
are Just
too Far
Away For the Rays
of the Sun to Penetrate
Shadows in Night Dreams
of Sunshine come out to Play
Reaching Out to Touch Moon
Beams of Light For the Moon’s
Reflection Still Dances and Sings
Against the Winter Grass; Sending
Up Leaves of Grass to the Morn of
Sunrise Next; True, Sun Expands
Now With Imagination No Longer
Bound By
Space or
Time For Moon
is Only Far Away from
Sun Now as Inner Soul
Brings Alive For the Light
Will Never Die as Long as
Sun Dreams of Moon
And Continues
to Rise
Morn In Respect
of Love Both Dark and Light;
Smiles, for the Magic ‘You’ Continue
to Do to me Truly From the Very Start Are Always
the Sweet Surprises of Your Soul You Bring to me
From Head to Toe too; How Blessed Am i to Receive
So Many Treasures of the Art of You; So, True, i Return Now
Again to You With Hellooove As Always Thanks for Just Being You.
“We Trust God Because God Is Love”; How Beautiful Now ‘We’ Will
Sum it up Here With Words True Light “We Will Enjoy Heaven on Earth
Now if We Have a True Love Inside our Souls to Everything and Every one
And Love For Our Fate ( Good or Bad) because we are sure that everything
Written by God is Good for us now even if it seems too Bad in Appearance…”
Smiles; my Friend, For God Writes With the Pen of Each and Every Grain
of Sand Holding Potential Mountains of Human Love Up Incarnate as
Such to Give and Share All of Life as Love Full of Sacred and Holy
Meaning and Purpose; Even More For God’s Pen is
The Air We Breathe And The Wind that
Carries That Breath With Our
Hair in Soft to Hard
Storms of
As Well
Even when
there is no Well
Left no Water and
Blood and Light of
Life We May Call Love
As Always Thanks Now
FRiEnDS For All the Words
You BRing HeRE STiLL iNSPiRinG Art of HeART
of me Spirit Carrying Soul Always
iN Balance my FRiEnDS;
Hurricane Of Love Never
Touching Always Feeling
Rainclouds Storming
Now Waking
More For All
Of Hurricane’s
Poetic Words as
Rain Drops Keep
Falling on His Head
Day and Night Fruition
Of Beauty Visits Winds
Feather Tides
His Soul
Until His
Heart Wakes
Up Again Spirit
Soaring Floating All
Of His Body Lost in
Highest Clouds of
Hurricane Arms
Bands of
Circling Around
His Soul Again Never
Ending Story Always
Starting More Raindrops
Of Hurricane’s Poetic
Words carried by
Brings Downpours
In Tears of Joy Just
To Be Alive Enjoying
Every Raindrop of
Eyes Now
Perfect Storm
Of Love
Always Felt
Hurricane Now
With Angel Wings;
Dancing Singing
In the Wind
Ever Now
Always Living
When Fire And Ice
Make Love in Hurricane
Winds of Words to carry
Of Hurricane
Beyond All Labels
Of Categories Only Love;
He will make Her Ice Glow
By Fire until
A Flower
Of Her Grass
For He and Her
Hurricanes only Love
Only if You
Count All Rain
Drops in YouR
Eyes Will
You Now
Know How
Much i Love
Hurricane ‘Y.O.U.’;
Perfect Picture Love
Thanks a Million More
Words of Love to Come
Busy Bee Circling Spiraling
Globe Pollinating All the Day
And Night Flowers Bringing Honey
Home to His Queen; Flower More Beautiful
Than Ever Before Pollinating Blooms Even more…
From Within
Flowers Color
Thorns of Rose Now
Forevermore iN Light
Colors Beyond Rainbows
Continue to Come; What A Beautiful
World He Brings to Her Brings Now to
Him She Sings to He Dances For She
Pollinating Flowers Busy Bee Always
V i
nG More;
For the Eyes
The Smiles Bee
Loves Most For
How to Hide
Love When Flower Still Blooms
Now True Queen Bee may be Reclusive
But When Queens Bee Love Comes Love comes
There is No Doubt In Queen Bee Eyes Love Lives;
Hive Grows For All Eyes Now That And Who See Queen Be Love
Some Days Love Will Neither Buzz Up And Out Or Down And Below
Bee Becomes HeART Pounding Louder Than Any Shorter Buzz of Love…
Note: Bee Picks SonG TeaRS WeLL iN EYes GRoWinG NoW EVeN MoRE
YeS EVeRFLoWinG Bee ReaLiZeS LoVE iS ReaL AnD God ExistS NoW
HiS Queen Lives…
-Buzzy Bee Muses…
Wonder If She Loves Being
my ‘Queen’ As MucH As i Love
Being Her Be Never Been to The Top of
A Skyscraper Never Flown in A Plane
Been to the Moon in Your
Eyes And the
Stars on Your
Cheek A
Kiss of Love
So Pure Your
Sun Smile Speaks…
She Loved It All for She
Understands Love is Deeper Than Blood….
Regarding “Dreamed Up Reality” Now; Yes,
The Ground is Only Solid As We Dance it.
The Sky is Only High As We Sing it.
What Else is there
And Song;
As Far as i Know
i Feel i Float i go High;
What is There but Joy; Heaven;
i Don’t Make Any Money Doing ‘It’;
But i Make my Reality Floating Now
All Naturally High No Way to Make
Money; Dance And Singing Partners
Come and
Go; but
They Continue
to Come What more
Do i Need to Know; Nothing but Love;
Nothing But Loving Life; Nothing But Love;
Life Is Easier
As A Dance
And Song;
is Key and Naked
of Target Audiences
Fitting-in and Cultural Clothes.
Drugs, any Drugs Will Only Dilute ‘Heaven’ for me.
Anyway; Thanks For Sharing ‘the Video’; ‘The Dude’
In ‘the Video’ Gets it; And perhaps He’ll find it too;
As Far as i Can And
Will See if ‘You’
Find it
On a Naked
Beach with
only ‘Your’
Foot Prints ‘it’ Doesn’t Exist.
Pay no attention to Myths And Don’t Worry
About Porn Let Science Soothe Your Fears..
Matters not if You Are Yoda or African or
Asian.. Science Doesn’t
Fudge… No matter where
You are From or no matter
How Big The Rest of You
Are any Part.. As a Young
Facebook Friend.. once
Announced.. Old Poets
Who Sprinkle Words
Of Depth inspire her
To ‘Pull Her Panties
Down’.. Learn to
Write in 50 shades
Of Grey and beCome
Much more now than the
World Average of 5.1
Inches or the Top
5 Percent of 6
Inches As Science
Shows no Matter how
Small Your ‘Asian Feet
And Hands’ are even
The PEN IS mightier
Still Now Than any
Porn Sword and
On top of that a
Violent Rapist
Will bring an
To A Woman
Yet a Man Who
Plays The Heart
Strings of Love
Will Have a
Wife Who
Stays By
A Husband
In Hell in a Place
That it so much
Worse than only
Being in only the
Percent of Growers…
Women.. Most
Women Do
Words Still
More than
Carry HeARTS
Over The Threshold
Of Love Eternally now
That always Stands
Upright… Now other
Than That Yes 3 Hours
Of Marathon Orgasm NoW
Is only 2 Percent of the
Week… Real Lovers
Touch HeART with
Humor and
In Dreams
That Dance
And Sing Now…
You inspired
This thought
You earned
A Follow now
No matter really if
You actually read
One of my 30 Thousand
Words Blog Posts When
You Followed me In
Trying that on
For Size
Words may
Bring more than
Infinite ways to
Touch the
A Winged HeART…
i Leg Press 1520 Pounds
Of American Weight
And the only
From a Woman
i’ve Received
For doing that
Is ‘Holy Shit’…
Still have
It on the
Video her
Was Taping
When i only
Did 810 Pounds
At Age 54.. at close
To 60 now almost
Double that Weight
With over 20,000
Photos of Selfie
Nude Art where
i ain’t scared
To do it
In Freezing
Weather now
Where Yes most
Men of Northern
European Heritage
Shrink to preserve
Heritage in Freezing
Weather And the
Size of A Lion’s
And Gorilla’s
To Survive
Tooth and Nail
Claws and Jaws
Fights.. In Human
Animals the Size
Of A Flacid
Does not
Reflect the
Reality of
The Whole
Show of a Warm
Weather Shower
Versus a Cold
Anyway at
Least For Women
Who have A Soul
The Distance
Her HeART…
Other Than that
Elton John has
Inspired more
Women to
Pull their
Any Straight
Porn Star ever
Now in the
Depth of
Flesh and
Helped sire
Yes More
Than any
Catholic Priest
Who is Secretly
Gay Still Now
Ever Will…
Art is the
Science is
The Tool Of Reason..
OBTW the way in the
Greek Days of
Really Sculpting
God’s… Culturally
Speaking Abnormally
Large Penises Were
Seen as Comical
And Grotesque
The Same
Thing my Wife
Says When We
Watch Porn…
His Penis
Is Gross
And Disgusting…
Yours is Beautiful
And Perfect there
Is Surely More
To Aesthetics
And by Far the
Greatest Human
Sexual Organ
Now The
Whether 50
Shades of Grey
Or Beyond Rainbow
Colors of an Elton
John Song…
As Panties
Slide off
iN A Passionate
Rush But you see
i Am not Writing
This just for You…
Holy CRaP Forgot
To Mention
Now What
A Fearless
Dance Will
Do surely the Bliss
Of a Smile or Do
i Need To Prove
That too With
Over 2,000
Teach Your
Sons to Dance to
Sing to Write Poetry
That does the Same
To A Woman’s Soul
And They Will never
Face this
An Angel’s
SPiRiT Touch Who
Still ReMeMBerS ❤️ HeART…
Dedicated to ‘my Mother’ who went to
Her Death Bed in Hospice on Valentine’s
Day in 2017 unexpectedly Diagnosed with
Cancer all over Her Body Lasting 8 Days With-
Out Food or Drink Us by Her Loving Side as She
Always Chose to Love A More Natural Way MaKinG
me into a ‘Real Man’ not ‘the Trump’ that ‘my Father’ other wise wanted of me…
Why only Shoot As High as a Face when You WiLL Shoot Across A Sky.. Hop Scotch
With Real Irish Green to Blue Eyes ACross A Moon Skipping Far Past A Sun Now
Yes in Deed
the Stars
Force oF LoVE ReaL..
Brighter than the Moon NoW
Shining God’s SMiLE SuNSHiNE REaL WiTHIN
to Give and Share Freely Without Restraint NoW as
Any ‘Brave Snake’ Will LoVinG Consuming the Rest of ‘the Snake’
with Least Harm as Butterflies Spring Hope and Love from Other
Wise Mouth
of Death
Fears And Hates
BLacK Hole Soul
Refrains Love LiveS AGAiN




Being Telling Truth iN LoVE LiGHT
Fearlessly Expressing Emotions Resorting to No Lies
Truly Being More Than Just Naked Alone
“The Real Emperor”
Is ‘God’ ‘WeaRinG No
Clothes’ ‘God’ Is ‘Nothing’
You Should Hide Either For Free
Ya Got ‘Your’ Wish.. Gotham
Is Real.. ‘The Joker’S in Charge”
Let it Go Much Further… Not Even
‘BAtman’ Will Be Able to Save Ya…
Integrity, Honor, And Overall Character
Are Not Virtues that Will Be Bartered To
Get ‘Your’ Way AND Stay Free… Elect a Villain Mind enjoy
A Villain Administration So Frigging Obvious for Anyone With
A Lick of Emotional Intelligence For Real Just A Reminder for Future
Reference.. The Executive Branch Wasn’t Created For Someone Bragging
About Shooting Someone on 5th Avenue.. Human Nature is WhaT iT iS
A Small Majority Will Still Support ‘Trumps’ AS HiSToRY Continues
to SHoW NoW HUGELY SAD BUTT So TRUE Disgruntled ‘They’
Will Be When They Were Told God is Somewhere
Else But Living Eternally Naked Within Now ALL
At Least According to the Politics of Those Religions
Both Expect A Tribal God to Destroy All Their Enemies
Even Nature in Deed… No Doubt Literally There Will
Be A Whole Lot of Christian and
Muslim Non-BelieverS iN Deed
So When ‘Jesus Comes Back’ And
Says All you Have to Do Is Take
Off Your Clothes to Get to
Heaven Who Will Be
“Skinny Tuesday Shirt
Do Kid Yourself All
Humans Want Beads”
Mardi Gras Real Parable
Voice in ‘the Wilderness’ Free
God Within Speaks Listens Naked Real
Still Dancing A Tight Rope In ‘Rome’ to Be Free
A World i LiVE iN Is So Different… God Free i Swim
i Dance i Sing Against A Tide Yet Still i Surf A Naked
Wave Free (God).. i ‘KNoW’ This Since i AM Created
All i Need to Feel And Sense NoW Is Foot Prints at
‘The Beach’ Within (God) When ‘All Members’ are
Sanctified AS Holy And Sacred THere is No
Difference All Becomes God NoW All
Becomes Natural God Meaning
According to A Gospel of Thomas
At Least When ‘Jesus Comes Back’
Gonna Be Butt Naked Hope ‘You’ Will
see more than A Penis/Vagina
Those Who MoVE iN RePoSE
of Naked God Within This Way
Do Set God Free And Become
Dancing Sand And Sun Air Free
True It’s A Metaphor It’s More than
Breasts, Butts, Vaginas, And Penises Exposed to Open Air
and Sunshine of God Free… 37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us, and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like Children
And tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”… If the Capitalism
of Money and Things is Your Way ‘Jesus’ as
Reported Is Correct IN the Gospel of Thomas
Verse 37… Read It Again This Is What It Means
to be Naked And Free Now Just To Be Enough Now
Without A Stitch of CulTuRaL Clothes Born Free Again
ALL ONE’s Life Demons Will Come Demons Will Go You Live When
You Conquer Them All You Breathe… THere is NO Escaping IT
THere is NO Having Heaven Without Digesting A Bit of Hell
AND Not THRoWinG IT UP AND GiVinG UP.. Matter of Fact
DarK Thru LiGHT Forget About Even Having A Real Life if
You Cannot And Will Not Face ‘the Shadow’ and Master IT
Here’S A Deal ‘Younger Generations’ If You Cannot
Face/Resolve Every Day Conflicts Forget about ever
Having a ‘Real Marriage’… There are Marriages
And There Are Magic Marriages Where Nagging
All Day is Butterfly WingS hehe Now
Anyway i Will truly Sing in 31 Years
i’ve Never Grown Old With Katrina
at almost 60 and almost 50 for Her
at least not in Heaven i STiLL Do
WE ALL DO God Doesn’t Gift You the Most
Perfect Companion Unless you Have the Most Difficult
Job Still Ahead of You to Do… Ending her Senior Year
in High-School Studying for Homework Sitting on the
Gym-Stairs the Most Beautiful Woman
at any age for me Morning Noon or
Midnight Same Amount Beautiful
Without a Stitch of Clothes 31
when she was 18… i am Reminded as Her Aqua Blue
Bikini Fabulous at 50 Bending-Over to Pick-Up-the-Grapes
my Computer Desk-top Screen Still Screams
Not Gonna Even Try to Lie the First
Thing i FELT WHEN i saw her is
one day i wanna see Her Naked..
Some Women are Just Gifted…
Ever Since i met Her at 18 Years-Old
She Still Looks Her Best without a Stitch of Clothes
‘Barely Legal until her 40’S’ hehe’… Celebrating 30 Years of Marriage
on Thursday Dance Night at Seville Katrina Never Wears Make-Up or Does “Instagram Filters”
Anyway i don’t Just Do the Talk i do the Entire Dance Naked.. Totally Naked of Cultural Clothes
too.. i will be amiss not to provide some kind of inspiration for Other People to become
Inspired and be Free this way in Sun and Sand too.. but sure do it legally
where appropriate as You are not going to see anymore here than
‘they’ did watching the First G Rated Movie on Adam and
Eve.. No Sanctified Front Parts Showing Barely
the Rear from Side View but Never the Less
the First Time i Danced this way
on this Blog Back in April
of 2014 as before
i had any followers
as this is that same ‘Gif”
No ‘liker’s then i was just Free
to Express All of my Freedoms
Somewhere as Art.. but still not appropriate
for Facebook as it would probably get flagged
there just for the Opportunity for someone who disagrees
with my Views.. there are other places of Freedom on Blogs
Where We Will Be totally Free to Celebrate the Sanctification of All
Members And Functions of our Temples of God in Glory and Worship
for the Gift of this Temple that Holds the Force and Unlimited Potential
of God.. for if you have shame for any part of God that is Your Temple of
God it is simple
Logic You
Fear God
And You are Ashamed
Now of the Temple of God
You Fully Are.. Love.. True
Love Never Lives Whole in Fear
Getting Naked of Cultural Clothes
Literally as such is just a real and Huge
Childhood small Step to Reaching the Peaks
of God That and Who Breathes.. as You.. i am
Not one who carries Zero Body Fat as A Genetic
Propensity of Folks up North but as i Honor the Temple
of God that i am.. and You are too each and every Week as
i do on my ‘Free Verse Nude Poetry’ Blog that is forewarned
Adult and Yes by God yes as King David Suggested according to that
Story.. OMG i do Sanctify all the Glory of my Temple of God there.. for it
is legal and it is allowed so far still at least for me to do my Religion of Holy
And Sacred Respect for the Temple of God i see at least from Head to toe too..
Just giving me more room to accept and tolerate the naked Soul of all others too..
And true
when i get
a bit heavy
around the Middle
something about making
Yourself be Naked standing
in Front of the World also makes
You more aware and a bit more ambitious
to stay Healthy as the Form Will Represent the
Stresses within.. as true as the years of this Art 78 Months
Passes it is obvious when i am dealing with a bit more stress as
the Human Body Keeps Score it also tells the tale of our Soul From Head to toe..
the most amazing
part is i am
still as
Vital i was
as a Teenager
Now as any Feral
Cat or Half Feral Cat
Will be as Long as they
Still Dance With Sand and Sun Free…
As Human Cultures Become more Free they tend
to be more relaxed and comfortable with Nudity..
People walk around in Germany all Days Naked
as a Friend from there related it’s no Big Deal as
what becomes Demystified may no longer be seen as evil..
it’s pretty sad in my estimation When any Natural Part of God is seen as Evil
it is what
it is
is No
Any Part of God
Some Women have
been taught to hate
their Vaginas some
Men have been
that their
Penis is Evil too..
And something that
Must Always Be Hidden From view..
When it comes to Art in Appropriate Adult
Avenues Mutually and Consensually Provided with
Plenty of Forewarning as i have done in this Blog at this
Point to make sure i don’t offend anyone who cares to read
further as most folks now will never even get this deep anyway
the Human Body Is Beautiful and in Adult Mutually Consensual
Ways an Art that in no way either Non-Erotic or Erotic that should
be any thing
Less than
Sacred Art
at the Highest
order of God Freedom
of Temple of God to Be
expressed Truthfully with
nothing Hidden for Lies to Harm…
Art Expressed Humanly Is Art that
Retains Value No Matter What Age comes Next
As i also will be Humorous too as below i match
Burt Reynolds for His Famous Cosmopolitan Bear Rug
Spread Centerfold Yes PG Rated Still and Two Decades Older than Him.. hehe
as this was done a few years back and will Provide another Pick of the ‘Litter’ From
the Google Search Engine that appraises Art Specific to the Free Nude Topic as well..
but i’ll have to Download That one as i Add Media to the Next Blog for it isn’t available
as a Jpeg
Image Yet
to include in the
Comments Section
on my Blog yet
and surely
not suitable
for Facebook either hehe..
Leaves enough to the imagination
but likely inspires too much to be there.. haha…
i haven’t stopped doing the Art one Week Yet but i
am still all the way backed up posting New Blogs since Last July of catching up
meh.. when i get in the mood it’ll happen just for the Long Form Poem Epic Record…
not sure if anyone has done a Longitudinal Record of Nude Art over a Decade but
there is always
A First
all the
Tools available
one thing for sure
is if you take care of
Yourself You May Live
a Lifespan Full, Vital and,
Definitely Fully Alive and Still FLoWeRinG in Libido too..
for those who Just sit around and become tools instead of Art
not likely they Will Move in Repose to enjoy all of God Force Potential in Light
within to give and Share Free As Art now too.. Free to Be Free to FULLY BE..
GIVE IT A COUPLE MORE GENERATIONS and this will likely be as Common
Place as Free Health Care and a Free College Education why because this
is what it is gonna take to Survive when the Jobs are gone and people
must find a
to re
tire the
Wheels of
their Creativity
Across the Lifespan
to Be Engaged in A
Flow of Bliss Eternally Now
when Folks say Jesus F in Christ
i can’t believe we were actually Plugged in as
Slaves Before Now the Tools are the Slaves we
are no longer in Prison all Plugged up.. Just a ‘Prophet of Heaven’ pay me no mind only
HeART That is Free and Still Throbbing in Full SPiRiT ALiVe as Souls of Passion
Still Dance
And Do
SinG Totally
Free Sweet
Emotions no
Longer Bound by
Lies; Sweet Emotions And All Senses of Feelings
come to Flesh and Blood Truth IN LiGHT Free Art
Or Women True..
As ‘The Big Cats’ Roam Free Again too..
You’ll Better Understand that more Fully on the
Published Fully Illustrated Blog Version of this Art..
oh yeah on the Restricted Blog No Barriers at all for i am Free totally Free..:)



JusT A COmmerciaL BreaK aS NoW to: Eat From:
DancESPiRaLinG SanD AnD SunG DancEFReED
A Laugh
Is Worth
The Air We Breathe❤️
In Fact i Just Found out
‘The Movie’ is Coming
Friday Bringing “Frission
Tears” to My Eyes AKA ‘God Drops’
It’s True All About Nature
God’s ‘Call of the Wild’
Inspires me.. So So Much!
It’s Just A Great
MeMe And TheMe
Maker That In Deed
Already Lasts For Ages
Obviously Katrina’s
Behind is Not All that
Inspires me Her Front does too…
A Dance A Song
ALWaYS Another
Step A Word Now
To Take And Give
TY God For ‘Crops’
Fitting Every Community
Standard hehe.. It’s like Moving
Out of ‘Aisles’ of Conservative Folks Dancing in Public

“I imagine fear is a kind of punishment. When I experience it I realize I need to change my ways, but it is not clear what needs changing.

If love doesn’t accompany any cure I come up with, as you point out, that lack of love is also a punishment. If fear transforms into a lack of love, then I need to change my ways some more. At least it all gives me something to do.”

SMiLes Frank.. Today i’m gonna Quote You First as i surely will relate
to What You Say Here.. It’s Like Falling In Love.. Biology increases
Oxytocin of Social Bonding Love With Super-Spikes of Dopamine Pleasure
Yet Serotonin Naturally Decreases thus the Falling Part as Fear Comes as Reproductive
Success is vital for
the Species
to Survive..
Taking All the
Focus of Two
Opposite Sexes
of the Human Biological
Organism when this Happens
Passion Rules and All Reason
Takes a Back Seat as truly Love
is ‘Mad’ this way Passionate to Create
A New Life In deed.. hehe.. Younger Generations
These Days Lacking Emotional Intelligence that only
Face to Face Interaction Brings so much farther away than
the ‘Sexting’ and the Like that Brings a Loose Connection at most
are in deed
For What
it takes really
for Any Relationship
to Work as surely in the
Romance Department Expectations
for Flowers to Survive always takes more
Effort than the Other Demands of Survival including
Raising Kids Brings for Sure.. for True a Marriage at
best is an Equal complementing Relationship that
Continues to Build Both Folks Up.. just thinking
About these things today as Our 30th
Anniversary is on Friday the 21st..
Remembering How Hard
i worked to win
Her Love
How All Was Romance
Fresh Going the only Focus
of my Life i will surely give everything
up for then.. but now there is Freedom and
continuing Rising in Love the Fears long gone
particularly the Money ones that Break so many Relationships
apart but ‘intimacy’ no.. i experience too much ‘Frission’ in Life in
Ecstasy of Tears to even worry about that.. but true too a Work
of Art Katrina continues to be truly a bit of Magic in this Life for me…
i’ve never had to Wonder if God Exists as if God didn’t Magical People
Like Katrina
come into Our Life..
Smiles my FRiEnD in ‘Real
Life.. since i got so-called ‘Famous’
inspiring Young Folks to Dance i’ve
received everything from invites to Pull
my Shirt off in a Dark Parking Lot by a Car
Full of Twenty-something Year-Old Women
To actual Wishes by Women i don’t even
know that they wish they could be
Married to Just that Guy
Dancing below the
hehe.. i ‘brag’ to
everyone continuously
that i am Reaching the Age
of 60 for i remember what it felt
like as an Older Adult with No Joy where
i didn’t honestly know what Joy or Happy
even felt like.. for those Emotions and Memories
of that Youthful Exhilaration will go away even the
Warm and Fuzzy of Oxytocin Bonding with enough
Adrenaline Fired Work-Related Stress Day-in-Day-Out
Never Ending for over a Decade too.. so true now that most
everyone hehe.. realizes i am old enough not only to be their
Father but Grandfather i haven’t heard many Marriage Requests
or Temptations in the Parking Lot and the such.. but what i do want them
to remember most as i will continue to Preach quietly in my Public Dance
everywhere i go for as long as my Feet will take me in Balance is We
Are Never
to Old to
The Happy of
Joy if We Just
Keep our Dancing
Feet Alive with each other
somewhere at least and Sing
A Song of Thanks Giving For Giving
this Gift of Life in both taking the Steps
and Words it takes to give them away True..

“A life without Fear is truly Bliss
but only when Love accompanies it”

And Now as i quote You Quoting me
Frank.. there is also a Disadvantage of
Life in experiencing No Fear at all
As Most Anyone who deals
with the Challenge
of Bi-Polar
Will Understand
for there are the Longer
Days of Spring When Struggle
is Over Where some of us must actually
make ourselves fear too Much Love and
Passion that may come with an Invincible Feeling
That The Sun Will Bring Brighter to those With already
Dopamine inspired Natural Creative Highs.. of course it is
‘the Call of the Wild’ too.. some of us Tend to Exercise it more
than others.. a bit more Feral we may come a bit more without fear
as that
may intoxicate
the other Gender
in Decades More of Experience Less…
Fortunately i have a moral code of Harming
no one else no Matter what the Temptation is…
it works pretty good but there are days when i must
install enough ‘Logical Fear’ to take myself done a few notches lower…
Emotionally Sensitive Driven People are Naturally Drawn to Expressing
their Soul in whatever Art may come next.. and of course the Poetry World
both Old and New is Ripe with more Highs and Lows than in the General
Population too but still When The Spring comes.. Zoom Zoom For me
and again that
is the
of Spring
for those Still
in Season Zoom
Zoom Zoom Just
Zoom Zoom Zoom ever more..
Fortunately for me i no longer am doing “Poe and the Raven”
But Oh Lord i still connect to those who do.. comes with the
Territory of course..
And i understand
and that
is the
Beauty of
All for as many
Shoes We wear
the Empathy is Palpable And Real
At Best Compassion Dances And Sings in Return..:)


i’ll Be Dream
As This ‘Job ‘
Never Ends More
Oh Lord With All This And That
And the Other Thing as Gilligan
From that Island Will Sing Going
to Bed Zoom Zoom to Rest my Soul
Awake NoW It’s Interesting How
the Fall of Love is often
Remembered More Soulfully
than the Rise of Giving Sharing
Love Even More for True We Humans
are Prone to Remember Dark More than
Light Just to avoid
what we may
See as
that Hurt us
Before the Down
And then the Up
is a Roller Coaster
oF LiGHT that indeed
Loves “Pastel Dark” as
You Say my FRiEnD for
Even Greater Pleasure
May come when We
are in a Safe Space
and May Fantasize
in what once made
Us Afraid for We
Are Strong
and More
Now Where Dark
Becomes Only a Plaything
to Amuse the LiGHT iN Us Now
even More.. Humans Are Complex
Creatures of Emotions and Senses
Understanding Feelings that may seem
Totally Out of This World reminds us
Truly that we are not of ‘that World’
We Are the World We create of
Us.. as Those who Visit along
the Journey do their
best to get
of Us the
Most if they
Really Care
if they really wanna
Touch a HeART With Emotions
More than an Empty LiGHTeD
Soul still Lost from Connecting More..
Anyway.. Lillian.. a Happy Belated Valentines
Day to you.. i tend to Use that as Plural now as
Surely every Day Best Will be A Free Love Day
Now Fearless Bringing Least harm to Others and
The Rest of Nature as of course Naturally We Do
Consume each other in Many Ways DarK Thru LiGHT
but as We Master our Emotions and Senses Regulating
Them and Integrating them as we Will they Become our
of Foe
as ReaSoN
Follows Joy Now More
That We Co-Create ALonG the Way…
SMiLes Your Words Inspire Magic Creativity
in me i never miss an
Opportunity for
This Experience
Yes.. When i find
Nirvana Within
SMiLes.. Yes
Your Words
Bring the
Bliss Within
DarK Thru
Light Victory
It is Sublime
My Words
Are Only
Of The
Sour Sweet
Bitter Delicious
Emotions Coloring
My Soul more Now Within
Heaven❤️🌹🎶😎 ‘Frisson coming’..
SMiLes Sohair Then When You Were
12.. i was 26 and i must say although
My Social Empathic Communication Skills
continued to Improve working with around
100 Folks Daily in the Recreation Environment i was
employed in by the Federal Government it was nothing
Like the Intellectual Stimulation of College Just 3 Years Before..
for then.. there was a Trip
to the Library and a
Card Catalog but
No UniVerse
of Mr. and Mrs.
Google to Set
in Search Free as Art and
Science Will Be.. i cannot
Get Over How Amazing this
Opportunity is in this Tiny Sliver
of Human Existence on EartH AS Human
Beings as an Entire Species now Has Virtually
All the Arts And Sciences at their Fingertips of Human
History in a 6-Inch Screen Slave to any whim of Furthering
Human Potential
or truly wasting
a bunch of
‘Time’ too..
getting further
and further away
from Humanity Cold
of Empathy Trolling for
Fear and Hate but of course
that is the DarK Way as We Other
Wise Become New Creations of Arts
And Sciences as We continue to GroW in
Human Potential Giving and Sharing More
For Future Generations to Give and Share More too..
A Brand New Experiment Hopefully a Brave New World
too we are all Part of that will Bring Love NoW True.. Hmm..
Lots of Folks go in Different Directions Traditions Lose their
Glue Humans Disconnect but that is going toward the DarK Part
of the Web Still Now.. other wise again we have the Relative Free
Will to do
More than
Less Hope
More than
Fear Love More
Than Any thing in
Life associated with Hate
for Maximum Human Potential
Force oF LiGHT Energy now where
true as you say amazing coincidences
come to be in Flow where Synchronicities
Further Occur so Psychologically Meaningful
to Us it is Clear that the Mind of God as Metaphor
Exists everywhere for Angel Breath We Grow More to see..
so far out
of Dark
so Much
More into
Joy of Hope
and Love so
Free to Be Consuming
Others and the Rest of
Nature with Least Harm
As We Only Hope and Love to
See Others Grow taller even taller
than Us in what they may accomplish
And Give and Share with Us Free.. Freer
As We Will come to be in all Mind and Body
SouL Spirit HeART to Grow Even More Hands
Together.. around the Globe both Hemispheres
of Our Brain connecting to God Mind all of Nature
in Balance True Now More too.. Yes and in doing this
as the LiGHT Grows in our eyes ever More Powerful in
Hope and Love Fearless Forgiveness Becomes a way of
Life with Unlimited Potential for Patience to understand the
Differences of Others and better accept what we cannot change
as Well as We May Hope that Others tolerate and accept our Differences
too.. SMiLes
A Best
to be
is to Fearlessly
Love All that is now (God)
As Best as we can/will continuing to
Grow to Give and Share even more!…
In Peter Principle
Rising Beyond
Now Of The
Gaslit Reality
Of An ‘Aerosmith
Phone Call’ where
‘Sweet Emotions’
Are No longer
What they
Even Are
In the
World Video
Where ‘Responsible
Folks’ have Had
Enough and
Tune out
Ship Goes Down
Finding out ‘Who
is On the Other Line’
Watching ‘That Video’
Last Night Sums
Up this Place
Of “Orange People”
As ‘the Virus’ Spreads…
As Nature Smiles
Back Towards
Balance Of
What Is Forgotten..
Now Rotting Away…
When Taking Care
Of Each other
Goes out of
Style Humans
Are No More
Than Burning Toast…
The Smell The Smell…
Of ‘Soylent Green’…
the Taste… Finding
Out Now what’s Up
For ‘the Last Supper’…
Holy God ‘The Fission’ at
the End of this Song Lighting
Every Sub-Particle of Soul on Fire Tears SPiRiT HeART Streaming
Down ‘Dinner of the Lord’ in Deed of Spirit Holy Sacred Prayer For all in LiGHT
SMiLes Sohair As Always i am Dancing Singing And Celebrating a 30th Year
Marriage Anniversary This Week on Thursday too but to be Successful that
is surely a Job for Always now accepting the struggles As Important as the
Joys for this Success in
Comfort And Caring
As that
with the
Joy.. Yes of
that may not now
Always Agree too.. hehe..
Perhaps my Greatest Gift is
A Peace Maker my FRiEnD
for A Peace Maker will
most always find
a way for
And Amends now
For it is True our Attitudes
Toward Our Self and the General
Environment We LiVE iN is Paramount
for How We Will Treat The Others around
Us Each Day for Where i LiVE iN The Forest
There is no Political or other Religious Dramas
here day today forever now Just Free Sand and
Sun and the Chatter of All of God’s Creatures
With All the Colorful Flowers, Insects and
Other Creatures
Who are here
for one
and only
one Purpose
to Live This Moment
to the Best of their Ability
to Live.. As fortunate are those
Who Find Space for LoVE iN This Life..
We Humans Are Blessed with the Ability
And Potential of the Gift to Experience and
Express almost Unlimited colors of Bliss With
Each other but only if Humans Find a New Ambition
More than Just Consuming Nature as fast as they can
will now
for Love
And Smiles
that Brings
me to Your Next Blog Post..
“Be Still thy Beating
HeART” Truly An Art
Humans At Best
Will Pursue Now
in Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses Where
Now they Don’t Have to Face
the Regret of Saying something
They Do Not Reasonably Mean
in The Heat in the Beat of the
HeART Out of Synch with
the Force of
the Peace
And Harmony
The Breath of Bliss
Willing To Wait for the
Relief of Love to come Back
Again to Play as once again
the Peace Maker of Patience
And Willingness to Unconditionally
Forgive in Understanding to make Amends
Comes to Surface
From the
of Shadow
Emotions that
are only saying
i am not enough
Someone made
me as small
as i really
i am’
as a Human
Being Spirit
WHeRE Mountains
of Truth In Light of
Balance Will Replace
A HeaRT gone Awry in Depths of Small Despair…
SMiLes Sohair it’s one thing to write a Poem like
this and quite another to Spar in the Battle/Joy Fields
of Face to Face HeARTS in LiFE as i ReMeMBeR AGaiN
Day-in-Day Out Most All My Work Career Dealing with Over
a Hundred People (many of them Drunken Sailors)
every day at Work for their Play responsible to be
Both a Peace Maker
And a Joy
too.. that is
A UNiVerSiTY that
Paid me to become
A Human Complete
A Human who serves
A Human who is truly Loved Becoming so Well
Acquainted of What Makes a Human Love And Shadow too..
for Serving in a way now that says none the less than Love…
This is what the Breath of Love Does now it strives to survive
ALWaYS in LiGHT NOW.. SMiLes Dear Sohair.. i Hope You are
Having a Wonderful Night in Egypt Respite from Your Teaching
Day Continuing Love of Labor Taking Care of Your Children too..
the best
i will
ever Do
Now is see
God’s Face
Same In each
And Every Human
Now No Matter What
With Love With No Fear and the
Potential of God’s Human Love
Face NoW As Each one For Real…
if i will Credit my Success in my Marriage
it is certainly the Unconditional Love instilled
by my Mother Both Born and Bred But Also it is
my Ability Perhaps even More to Face Conflict and
Usually Resolve them as MoVE iN Life Free.. truly i see
No Credit for that but actually experiencing doing it my
FRiEnD for a Person who Serves who Does Serve themselves
Well With Love
Is the Person
Who Will not
Quickly Wear
Out too when it
Comes to Serving others True.. ..
As Long as i Love my Self Completely Now
i am an excellent Server of Love to others with No restraint
No Place to Doubt Love Within to Never Run out to Give and Share…
Generally Speaking in Flesh and Blood Life few People understand
what the
i am
of this means
i must Self-Advocate
With Love or i will also Fail others
too.. Patience comes First with a Love
And the Acknowledgement That A Force
As Great as God Is Love Truly Breathes Now
i Am Within to Be.. Give and Share Free as LIGHT is LoVE…
SMiLes my FRiEnD Light Travels ACroSS the UniVerse never
TiRinG AlWaYS Free.. This is the Human Potential the Sunshine
We May
And Better
Yet Patiently
Give and Share
Whether ever Received or Not
For what We Will Master is what
We Give and Share And Are As Love Or Not..:)



Eyes Do Not Lie…
God ‘Call of
The Wild’ And
Loving Free With Least Harm For me
BeFore i Begin A SMaLL Prayer
God Make Me An Instrument…
YouR Wisdom Beauty LoVE iN Truth
CouRaGE Everlasting Fearless Freedom NoW
To: No one Now Will Take A Naked Solo Dance/Song Away From: Sun/Sand
Happiness Far Away As Homes/Cars/Etc… Close As Dance/Song/Beach
FiNDinG LoVE SeeKinG…
World So Full Of Shit…
Love So Free Now Be…
Truly A Dis-Grace
It Is Comparing
Life Giving
Shit to Money…
‘We’ Used To Laugh
About A Septic Tank
Truck Painted Rose-Bud…
What Privilege
To Destroy…
What Blessing
To Defecate…
From: What Life
to: Love One
Life to Live
From: What Life
to: Love One
Life to Live
i am Free to Love
i am Free to Dance
i am Free to Sing All ‘Naked’ Other
Than Food And Shelter What Else Is THere ReALLy…
Water of God
Drink of Love
Who Will the
People Follow
Who Will ‘This Person’ Be
What Will It Look Like if ‘A Person’
Gains ‘The World’ And Loses Their Soul…
i Will Not
Lie i am
No Tiny Ballerina…
i Wore Contacts For Decades too surely
Made my Value as a Dude Go up over
the ‘Four Eye’ Taunts of Youth.. anyway
Today is 02202020 surely a Day For Triple Clear Vision…
Meanwhile.. i see clearer ‘these days’ with my eyes totally
Closed just
FLoWinG Free..
Seriously i look
More Mysterious
Without ‘Shades’…
Spring is Getting So So
Close Daylight Even
Now With Clouds
Days Are Growing
Longer.. Flowers
More Coming Soon
Winter’s Dream
Fruition Spring…
Now 02202020..
Doubles Creative
Vision still to come
A Rainy Day
Poetry FRiEnD!❤️😁🎶🕺
God Paints With Wind Touches With Each And Every Grain
Of Sand A Soul Muse Of Woman Dances Sings Above Below…
Science in All Its Wisdom and Empirical
Tools That Do Not Fudge Hehe Shows
That World-Wide God Yes 90 Percent
of Erect Penises Fall Within the 4 to 6 inch
Bell Curve Range.. 5.1 inches actually
Being Average i’ve Already Gone Over
this in my Current Blog Post but it Bears
Repeating again with the Rest of this Newer
‘Sermon on a Mount’ that meh.. i do everyday
anyway hehe.. so anyways 5 percent Hit 6 Inches
And above And Oh Yes 5 Percent Hits 4 And Below
As True Life is Different that way don’t call it Unfair
Just Different that way.. what Most Males Forget these
Days as they are Drooling Over Porn Night And Day
Particularly When More Driven Younger that way..
Oh God Yes.. they tend to Forget Just How Big
The Biggest Sexual Organ of All they Own is
And How it is unlimited in GRoWinG
Size to please every Fantasy a
Woman hasn’t even
Dreamed up Yet..
True Women Read
Romance Novels Don’t
They Meanwhile Men Keep
Practicing Looking at Pictures
Forgetting How Many Colors a Feather
Will Touch Lightly and How Athletic an
Event Will also be in the Art of a Moving Body
That Will Go Oh God So Fast and Oh so Slow
Ever increasing the Moment when it is Just
about ready to come for not a better word
to use perhaps than Just another Longer
Lasting Big Bang Below than Above as
Stellar Events Lasting More in the
Eyes of Sparkle Stars even more..
In Other Words Pleasure and
Bliss is more than Just
an In and Out Event
for the Real
of Heaven
Always Tell
the truth as they
Lie Within for Greater
Heights of Bliss Still to come
as true with Practice those Colors
of Heaven Expand As Souls Evolve
Ever Younger as Soul is no measure
nope.. not 4 Inches not 5 inches not 6 inches not
Even A Foot a Ruler or Even An Ugh Orange King…
Trust me if You have to Pay to Have ‘Sex’ Now at any
(or Jesus F in Christ Go So Lo to Grab the Sacred)
Age you are the smallest Ruler of All no matter
how Thick Your
may Be..
or How hard
you Try to
the Size of Your
Stink Stank Stunk Grinch Spirit
For A Soul Will Play HeART Strings softly COMPLETELY
So much More Now Than any Inches or Rulers Will do..
In a ‘Slightly’ Related Note since the Trump
Fiasco and the continuing Crucifixion of all
of what the Beatitudes of the Great Story
Character Jesus the Most Well Known
‘Dude Story’ Now of the Last 2K Years…
‘Disney’ is Grooming ‘Baby Yoda’
to Take the Place of ‘Jesus’
unless the ‘Christians’
Find a Better way
to Promote
the Teachings
of Jesus Than THeiR Money MaKinG
5th Avenue Shooter Role Model TrumpS..
It’s no.. no different now than an Election…
Newer Generations Will want to Relate
to someone They Will Trust with Honor
Character and Integrity more than a Daily Soprano Show….
Full of
Stink Stank
Stunk Trump Thunk
Now off to more Unusual News…
Eyes Do Not Lie
Yes ‘Sex’ (Read ThiS AGAiN) IS Surely Still
Integral Now And ParaMount As Free Gift of Life
God BRingS AGAiN As ‘YOU’ Perhaps ‘You’ Have
Forgotten Now That God In Deed IS ‘The GReaTesT
Slut’ That Gives All of Nature Away Free to You…
Perhaps ‘You’ Have Forgotten
too Busy Selling All That is Truly
Holy and Sacred In Life Prostituting
Head to Toe For What Is Less
Big Bangs Above Create Life
Big Bangs Below Create Life
What More Proof Do You Need
That We Are Both Creators And Children of God
What More Proof Do ‘You’ Need
Other than When Windows of
Souls Commune and Life Joins
Life to Create Life Forevernow more
‘Star of David’ as ‘Male’
A of Pyramid Meets V
of Female Complete With No Separation
That Much i’ve Proven the
Documented Evidence
Neither Lies in Hips or Eyes
Sweet Spot of Success
Being Legend Living Unknown
Meh.. Who Needs ‘Disney World’ or the ‘Ellen Show’ WHere
Not Unlike ‘Bewitched’ i Will DIY From Home (The Advertising Project)
“Fairest of Them All” (That’s Hilarious) Competition Never Ends in ‘This’
“MaGiC Kingdom” Household MaKinG Dreams ReaL NoW
Maybe Doing A FB Strip-Tease
Close to 60 Years-Old (PG-Rated
of course) For My Soon To Be Wife
Fabulous at 50 Bending Over Bikini
Public Dancing Half Way ‘Round the
World Probably Not Enough to Get On the
‘Ellen Show’ to Spread my Dance Song Flow Good News
True i’LL Even F in Dance Like A Stripper Again
IF That IS what IT takes FOR REAL NOW
If IT Takes Thousands More
Lifetimes i’LL Never Give Up
i’LL Stand on a Robin Williams
Desktop Naked in Another Dead Poet Society
i Did Not Feel And Sense or Think
It Was Fair As Why Should i Alone
Have 100 Percent Faith And Proof That God Exists
At 21 on the Sidewalk Outside
the Church i Told Her Father First
One Day i’m Gonna Write a Book That Proves God Exists…
Not Unlike My First Love’s Father When
i was 19 and she was 16 We Hoped
You Would Get Your ‘Shit Together’
“He said” referring to His 17 Year-Old
Daughter When i was 21 After She
Took me to Her High School Prom
“Fat Tuesday Anniversary Forevernowmore”
Yes i also have a Title for This too…
Let’s Face FacTS There are Vagina
Dialogues and Penis Monologues
Yes Valentine’s Last Week Yet Now Never
the Less PEN IS Mightier than SwordS
BRinGinG Life to Fertile HeART
Eyes WindowS Now of Soul Spirit
Breath Gift God We Naked Breathe
Give me 3 Free Feet of ‘Space’ Sand And
Sun Born on Date FlesH and Blood Soul A Dance
And Song i Have it All Free (God).. Haha i have a
‘Perfect Theme Song’ For This Plus a Bonus ‘Prom Story’
Back from when i was 21 as a Conclusion too! True.. in the Worse
Shape of My Nude Art Career These Last few Years Then
But There are Some Days (Nights) Bedroom Eyes Say More
Didn’t Think That Facebook’s Recommendation of Yoda
Signing Her Anniversary Gift is Enough… Yes.. i searched
Long and Hard through Over 190,000 Photos For Hours
Last Night to Find A ‘Perfect’ Anniversary Gift for Her…
Not Silver Not Gold SaMe Old Wedding GifT AGaiN
02202020 30th Anniversary Eve 2020 True.. Don’t Worry
If People See You In Your Underwear When
You ‘Make a Sermon on A Mount’
Live Life Like ‘A Stripper’ Make
Every Move Holy And Sacred
Like Your Next Meal Depends on It
And Don’t Forget to Sing Flow too…
It’s True i have to work Harder to Impress Her Than She does for me..
That’s Worth Noting If ‘You’ wanna Stay Married too… Don’t Need No
Dollar Bills Or Beads… On Fat Tuesday Everyday(Night) for Cheap
Thrills When i Pull-up my Shirt for Katrina… She Married me for my
Eyes She Married me for my Smiles She Married me for the Soft Way i Stripped
Teased as i took off my Clothes Anyway Victoria’s Secret Is Already Exposed Today
i Celebrate the Event of my 30th Anniversary With Frederick’s Secret Exposed..
Partially at Least hehe.. ‘JeSuS’ (Bernie) IS A FLamING Liberal Democratic
Socialist Who Refused to Go By All The ‘Sabbath’ Restricted Church Rules
Promoted By The Same Folks at the
Protestant Capitalist Churches Who
Still Haven’t Figured the OBVIOUS OUT!
Here’s A Thing too For Decades i’ve
Been Bombed by T & A EveryWHeRe
i Go By Folks Trying to F in Sell me… SomeThing…
She Still Has No Idea what Romance i have Planned
For Facebook hehe sure “For Her Eyes only” but She
Hates Facebook! Hehe And She Thinks i Embarrassed
Her At Church With My Anniversary Speech It’s Worth
Noting “King David” Did too.. All Those 20-Plus-Something-
Women (Age/Quantity) At the Club are doing is Bringing
Spring Back to Katrina When i get HoMe.. hehe! She Gets
the Same Gift YES! After Every Thursday Night Dance You
Really Should Do This Now For Your Wife by Age 60 too!
It’s True.. THeRe is A Soft And Hard Side of me it seems
She Likes the Soft Side Better so i Gift her as she pleases…
The PEN IS Mightier Than the Sword! An Anniversary Gift
for Katrina After Midnight When i Come Back From Dance!
Eyes Do Not Lie
Anyway considering
She’s Already gonna get the
SaMe Old Gift After Midnight
i provided Her the Poem and
The Pics and Surprised i was
As She Said She Liked the Photo
of me the ‘Fat Tuesday’ one when i
Am Pulling Up My Shirt Standing
With my Underwear on more than the
one with Just a Close-up of my Eyes and Face..
Like i Said Hips Don’t Lie Instinct for Survival Naturally comes first….
It’s True When Women Experience Lust they tend to Cooperate with
other Women to Show to their Prospective Mate Just how Nurturing they
Will be on the Other Hand as Science Shows too.. Males Create Art
When in the Presence of a Prospective Attractive Mate and Just
Because You Get Married doesn’t mean this Narrative does not
continue all through Life.. those with Libido Alive Keep Creating
Those Who Do not Like any other Flower Fade away and Lose their Colors..
i always Make Katrina Feel Exotically Attractive true i still worship her from Head
to toe and she dam sure knows it from Head to toe too.. Her Flower has Yet to Fade
And yes
My Flower
Still Blooms
to Pollinate the
Art of Creativity More..
She Understands all those Women
from the Club are a Muse for the Art
of me.. she sees the Photos Beautiful Women
From around the World have sent smiling for me..
truly some of those Photos Are Works of Art True..
As Well.. but You See i never forget Who Stood with
me through Hell.. and i always remember who Truly Loves me no matter what
now.. when you find that you don’t lose it no matter what it takes.. i carry a close
to Naked Photo of my Beautiful Wife on Facebook Everywhere i go as she is by
my Side in my Word Press Avatar and on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Smiling from ear to
ear Shining Her Joy for Real.. Muses for Art come and Go the Wife Stays the
Your Ship
From Sinking
In Rough Seas
Back to Harbors Safe..
now to the rest of ‘that Prom’
Story my Wife in Labor with our Child
Ryan who would only live 51 days with only
Pain.. me two Days away from 37 on 6.4.97
the Birthdate of Our Child.. Katrina at age 26
Looking the Same as she does today.. the Girl
who was 17 who i met at the Navy Station Pool when
she was 16 and i was 20 then.. who invited me to Her
Prom after i only had.. one or two dates with her the
Previous Summer as actually i was still about a Month
Away from 21 as she was now the Nurse for My Wife who
had gone through a Life Threatening Blue Code Grand Mal
Seizure and Emergency C-Section then.. talking to me about how
Life was so unfair her Child had Been Born Blind she didn’t say why
or how but she said she really respected now how i was when i knew
her back then.. i was more interested in Her Heart than any part of her Body..
i don’t think she was used to that and i come to find most Women still are not..
anyway back to Prom Night i sat across
the Table from Her at Dinner
With Tears Streaming
Down her Cheeks
she said she
was afraid
my eyes
were too intense
they were scaring her
so surely i didn’t think i was
doing anything like ‘turning her on’..
anyway she wanted go to the Beach
After the Prom.. i was just Happy to be
with Her Just Happy to Be with Her.. some
Months Later a friend of hers Said i can’t believe
what she did to you.. she had a Date with the Guy She wanted
the next night she was just using you to make Him Jealous..
now to be clear i really don’t know if that was true or not…
she was so pretty.. and she asked me to go to the Prom i
was so lonely how could i really complain.. anyway i was
so Stressed Depressed for so long after losing a first
Love so Poor Working so Hard at School with
No Real Rewards of A Social Life then
that truly Make any Human
Happy.. this is what
Happens this is
AND SUICIDAL NOW.. i finally broke.. the Beach
the Forest Was calling i had to Leave the Classroom of
Culture behind i suppose it was Mania some folks name
it Kundalini Rising Natural for a Soul’s Natural DeSire to Survive
when imprisoned with all the Cult Nature Away from Nature CulTuRE
continues to be Making Humans into Tools they Create instead of Souls of Love..
i made my Great Escape Walking that Beach from Morning ’til the Moon Rose that
Night.. i found God inside of me i intuited God was nothing When God was alone
So God
A Huge
for some iMaGiNaRy
FRiEnDS who Are Truly
Flesh and Blood Real
God is no longer
Lonely We
When You Create
Heaven What will God
Do but SMILE WiTHiN You..
This is Heaven Ripley and Horatio NoW
Believe it or not Real and True and Yes Now
This is Purgatory and May NoW Be the BLacKesT HeLL
Abyss too but as God Still intimates to me as i understand
When i Lost My Soul of Feeling and Sensing the Breath of
Life Living Dead for 66 Months.. God Is Alive God Breathes
This Existence for the Most Part is surely Greater than Nothing at All…
And Perhaps
i made
a mistake
by not MaKinG
Wild and Passionate
Love to ‘Her’ on the Beach that Night..
For Sure No Matter How Messy it might
have got.. Another Child Who Could See
might have been Brought into the World…
but nah.. i don’t think We Kissed… i don’t think
we ever even did.. i was just Happy to Breathe that Night
Just Happy to take in the Salt Air and See the Moon Sparkle
in her eyes..
i am more
Than A Top
5 Percent Penis
i am more than
this Crude Matter
that is the Rest
of my Body
i am more
the strongest
Leg pressing dude
at the Military Gym now still with
a Max Effort of 1520 Pounds at 8 reps
i am more than 15,744 Miles of Public
Dance and 7.8 MiLLioN Words of Longest
Epic Long Form Bible Writing in 78 Months
Sure more than 20,000 Nude Art Photos
Hidden Behind Cautioned Doors yet
Spread all over the Globe by the
Google Search Engine breaking itS own rules
too… i am the Kiss that Young Woman Never
Got or Forgot
i am
than a
Kiss i am Love..
i Am a Living Soul
Like You i am the Eyes
of God Alive Breathing Now..
i am HeaR To Show God a Good ‘Time’
Just Call me at 1-Love-Love-Love NoW i’LL Be HeaR
And Yes This Is Much More than a Penis Monologue and sure that too..
No Member
or Function
Less Holy
And Sacred
Full of Meaning
And Purpose Other
Than God Whole Us ALL NoW…
Eyes Do Not Lie
Yes.. Yes.. God Yes of Course
This Will be Message Number
119 for Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
When Space comes Available to Comment
on Their YouTube Channel Again but no.. no.. God No…
No ReaSon to Share a ‘King David Dancing In Underwear in Public Pic’
THeRE NoW as Really most everyone gets that Picture by now anyway hehe..;)



Something Small
And Red that Grows
A Flower A Rose
Yes.. Yes.. God Yes..
As Usual i’M BacK NoW
i’M FiXiN’ To CoMe Again!
Nah.. When i Come in.. i don’t hear ‘Norm!’
of ‘Cheers’.. Just.. the Party Doesn’t
Get Started Until You Come!
NoW All i Need iS A THeMe SonG
Then An Adventure BeGinS AGAiN Get Down Get
Down Tonight! And Do Keep Up If You Can/Will hehe
Never Leave Home NoW
Without A Spare.. Yes
My Wife Will Let me in…
SMiLes THeRE aRe
Unlimited ways
Of Happiness
These Days!
There’s Just Something Nice
About Having Someone Predictable
Who Actually Breathes Love For
Real Yep DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
Happy 30th Anniversary… Baby
Got You On/iN My HeART! Yes!
I’ve Been Online for 111 Months
iDam Sure Realize How F iN
Lucky i am to Have YOU!
Honest to God It Doesn’t
Matter if i Am Born or
Breathing My Last
Breath Honestly A Smile And A Hug is Enough…
Whatever You Feed Your Mind/Body/Soul
Is What You Become Terminator
Matrix Avatar For F in REAL
It’s Already Happening in South
Korea And Japan As Technology
Is Really Erasing ‘the Human Touch’…
Yes.. Already Done the Research Now
First Comes Texting Then Sexting
Then Dating Apps Then Not
Even Caring About Anything
Love Associated…
Won’t Imagine
A ‘Dating App
World’ Because
Rather Have
A ‘Rental Car’
Than A ‘Fast Wife’…
Hey.. i didn’t Get Married Until 29 Years-
Old You Get Around Enough to Dam
Sure Appreciate Predictable 30 Years
Ago and Now too…
3AM After Dance
30th Anniversary
MuSinGS NoW True
Hehe As Usual
Spoiler Alert:
Glad You are Worn-
Out! Enough of Your
Gifts! Now Let me
F in Sleep! Haha
Smell of Roses are in the
Air Beautiful Red FLoWeRS And
just a tinge a Scent of ThornS HeHe
Just Getting Warmed Up For the Grand
30th Anniversary After 295th Dance
Week-Night Party Event! Yes NoW
A Great Solution (at Least for me)
A Public Dance Spiraling All Free Around
College Age Women Close to 4 Decades Younger than me
Hmm.. What Else Will i Do… A Public
Strip Tease for an Anniversary
A Poem Written Below that
Continues Above…
It Must be True.. huh..
i read this Anniversary
Gift Just Now to Katrina
And she said “oh i’m so Lucky…”
It Happens i met this
Woman From another
Country She Said oh
You are So Poetic Your Wife is so Lucky
Perhaps Silver or Gold
Rainbows of Love Beyond
Colors of Sunshine More
i Will Lift ‘This Weight All Day Night More
WeLL iT Seems She’d
Rather Have Something
Green as Opposed to
Red… Something Small
And Red That Grows
A Flower A Rose
Katrina Asks (Darling) What Are You
Getting For me After Dance for Our 30th Anniversary
Something Small And Red that Grows A Flower A Rose


Science provides the tools for Creature Comfort.
Love is the Art that Lives within that makes life worth living.
For me at least, it’s Worthy of Thanks and Praise NoW For ReaL
And Yes Great Glory/Worship. In fact, I call Love Literally God.
i Cannot Make my Mother Come BacK NoW
But i Will Provide ‘A’ Path For ‘Love’ to Come
Back Just Add My Bucket List Effort And
Keep Your Mardi Gras BeadS Hehe..
Don’t Need No Beads Or Dollar Bills
i AM A Cheap Thrill.. hAha… Ahem..
Cleanup-Crews Booming Business
Nope No Longer Blooming There
in Japan Where Elderly Folks
Only Visit Others online
Left Overs are sadly messy…
Peacocks Like Tradition Alfred
Hitchcock Provides Information in
Advance of Coming Peacock Anger
in Florida When Tradition is Taken away
Humans are the Same as taking a Bath in
Cheese Goo may become a New Religion
And Culture
But the Good
News is thanks
to Smart Phones
And Electronic Video
Surveillance Finally those
Employees taking Baths in
Restaurant Sinks are being Captured
Along with Victoria’s Secret and Frederick’s
of Redneck Deep Red State Hollywood from what i ‘hear’ too..
Anyway Happy Twilight Zone continuing to You as i do my Best
‘To Serve
In More Ways
that consuming
them with the same
Old Stale Black Recipe Book.. hmmhe…
THere IS NOT Much Choice NoW For ReaL Butt to
LiVE LoVinG Free Let Whatever IT IS BE WHAT IT
IS… ‘Call of The Wild REAL GOD’ i DancE SinG NoW
A Whole Purpose/Meaning iF A Real Original Jesus Comes
Back With His Teachings ‘They’ll Still Vote For TrumpS’ NoW
Crucifying LeSSoNS With ‘That’ Said i Have A THeME SonG
For This With Some More Close to
Naked FRiEnDS! Hehe So F in Ironic
Nope Don’t Need No Book Or Verse to
Instruct me NoW on God For i Cannot
ReMeMBeR to Forget God IS Real Within
John 14:12 SAYS Do Greater Works 7.8M Words,
78 Months Naked Writing A Longest Form Epic Bible
Poem/12,753 Miles of Public Dance Yep According to
‘the Old Bible’ the Best of Naked Company i AM in Jesus,
David, and Egypt/Ethiopia Naked Wandering Isaiah 3 Years
Meh.. Some Folks Wear ‘Stars of David’ Other Folks Wear Bikini’s
Whatever Floats Your Boat I’m Gonna Dance on Water NAKED FREE VERSE
If The Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 Is Anywhere Close to True i AM Surely NoW
In The Best of Naked Company THere IS (Real God Within)
There are some folks Who Talk And Other Folks Who Dance
If Jesus ‘Really Lived’ He Must Have ‘Danced’ too… If the Story of Jesus is Close to
True without the Myths He Had Less Than A Handful of Folks Who Actually Stood by
Him at A Cross… One Thing i Learned Many Years Ago is Only You Will ACTuALLY
DO YOU.. my Badge of Honor is far From A F in ‘Desert Norm’
One FB Friend i Actually Knew for 30 Years De-Friended
me Over Suggesting to Forgive Someone Who Didn’t Say
Thanks For A BD Wish… Only one “FB Friend” Left the
Event Forever too.. But Hey at least it wasn’t Like ‘the
Celebrations’ Before with ‘Family’ Going Away
“Fat Tuesday Anniversary Forevernowmore”..
Doesn’t Have to Be Tuesday to Celebrate NoW
‘Golden Laced Tower’
‘Temple of my Soul’
Essence Spirit Form Who i AM
i Do Not Leave HoMe Without IT NoW Naked Love Fearless FREE One
Thing i Do KNoW For Sure.. i Will Never Trade the Riches of my Soul for
All the Power, Status, And Riches of ‘the Trump World’… Okay That Just
About Covers IT ALL.. Off-to-Work-Out and Determine What to do With All
i Wrote And Illustrated Today! All i KNeW iS iT Will NOT Be Made of Silver,
Gold, or Diamond… It Will Most Definitely Come From SPiRiT HeART PoTenTiaL oF SouL!
My Rich Uncle Newly Buying A Million(s) Dollar Home on Shalimar Point Bay Showed me a Diamond Ring For His Wife for ‘Their 30th’…
‘This’ took Literally Thousands of
Hours of Blood Sweat And Tears
And Other Stuff So Much More
Than Buying Some Gold Jewelry
Plus Katrina Judged my Sexiest
Work of Nude Selfie Art on Our 30th
Anniversary How Romantic is that…!
Bottom Top Line i Feel Stronger and
God Yes! i Am Stronger Now Than Any Point
of My Life at Close to 60 With Heaven True That’s Enough
Yes.. A Decade Before that i Did Tennis.. Wasn’t Really Competing for Anything
Butt Zen Flow Same That i Attain NoW iN UNiSoN of Peace… At 22 as More Folks
Than Ever Experience Debilitating Depression In College Years i Escaped it With a
Decade of Running! Anyway ‘The Call of the Wild’ is Returning Today on the Big Screen
And Meh.. i am almost but not Quite Set Totally Free Here too!
True Michelangelo Sculpted A Nude of
Jesus that ‘The Catholic Church’ Not
Surprisingly Censored too until 2017.. Jesus Set Free!
It’s Really Close to a ‘Mortal Sin’ For me to Have to
Censor it To Share It as Art Butt Hey
When Not In Old Greece You Adapt..
i See IT More As Soul Building Than
Body Building As Soul Reflects As
Essence in Human Form As Real Aesthete Art…
i’ve Been So Busy Writing And Dancing
And Keeping Up Each Week With the
Nude Art too that i Really haven’t until
Recently Been able to Review it As The Dance Increases
All Aspects of Human Potential Spiritually and Physically too…
Really Happy i Documented This All The Way Through 78 Months
In 12,753 Miles of Spiraling Dance As Physical Changes Are Notable…
Katrina Of Course Liked the First Current Photo Art Best as Honestly
Most Women Are Not Gonna Get Turned-on by Body Builder Poses
Yeah Yeah Yeah i’m Just a Dude.. i Feel More Accomplished With the Second
Naked SiGNaTuRE Pose SHoWinG PHI Spiral Muscle Curves While i haven’t
Made the Goal (Aim) of Six-Pack-At 60.. i did reach An ULTiMaTE
Goal of Beating my Sexy Running Photo at Close to 60! So Yes! Yay!
My Father And Step-Mother.. His Fourth Marriage Slept In Separate Beds …
We Have not Reached The Brother And Sister Stage Yet.. hehe.. Nah…
BuTT IT’s True Having A LiVE iN Best FRiEND You Will Count on As
Never Really Leaving Your Side IS VERY VERY NICE! Yeah It’s True When You Live
Together 24/7 After 30 Years You Spice It Up or Mostly Become Best Friends Now And
Brother And Sister.. Ugh… When my Mother Passed Away We Found the Running Photo
Among Her Things And When i Posted IT Around She Really Jumped my Bones then…
Yes.. Katrina is the Judge of which 3 Photos.. Running Fred at 22 and 170 lbs Then
Or Current Aesthete Fred Of Nude Art at 240 lbs is Sexier… Love Isn’t Something
You Swipe Left Or Right Quite Franky that IS more to Do With Toilet Paper and
Flushing Love Away… 30-Year Wedding Anniversaries Don’t Often Come…
In the Future For Most People They Probably Will Not Come Now in Age of
Dating-App-Love… Something Small And Red that Grows A Flower A Rose
THere iS ONly One Greater Force than The Experience of A ‘Genuine Smile’..
It Is Inspiring ‘That Smile’ in Someone Else.. THE GiFT.. The Only Thing/Feeling That Makes
Sense in Life IS A ‘Genuine Smile’.. iT iS HoW You Arrive At IT And Stay That Truly Counts..
Another Reality That A Photographic Memory For Almost Everything Will
Never Forget Just Inspiration to Create LiGHT out of DarK.. Nah.. Why
Should i be surprised That ‘She’ Went to Her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day And Died
the Day After My Marriage Anniversary… Already Know Life is A Tragi-Comedy.. Lost an
Only Child Went to Hell Had the Worst Pain Known to Humankind Lost Emotions 66 Months
What You Find When Your Mother Takes Her Last Breath is THE SILENCE
You Learn to Make Some FucKinG Noise When You Breathe DO LIVE
When You Get Out of Hell For 66 Months Even if You Have a Lick of
Common Feel and Sense.. You Make Life Heaven Now For Real
Something Small And Red that Grows A Flower A Rose
Yep.. According to “Fonzie” From “Happy Days” I’ve
Come Close Yes.. but i haven’t Jumped ‘The Great
White Shark’ Yet.. hehe… And i Haven’t Even
Shared my 95,00 Word Erotic Free Verse Poetry
Novel Here.. Nope.. No Way to ‘Black Star’ that on FB NoW…:)

‘Someone’s Knockin’, ‘Magic Man’, A Song List GoeS oN haha…
‘Magic Fred XXL’ or Something Like that… Katrina’s Aqua Blue Bikini Pose
Versus Fred’s Black Star Pose ‘Black Velvet And That Little Boy Smile’
Something like that…. The Sexy Wars in My Household With a 30th
Anniversary Sexy At Sixty Fabulous At Fifty Competition is Over For Now!
Gonna Dance It Sing It Once Again Hips And God Eyes Do Not Lie Now
Run Your Mouth All Day/Night As i Verily And Surely Do too… Butt if You
Don’t Dance You Will Never Be A ‘Grand Pa’ like me.. heHe… Oh by the Way (Trumps)
That’s What 6 Feet Tall or so and 240 Pounds is Supposed to Look Like No Joking No
Joker All Natural Baby It’s Not What You Are Born With So Much As How You Use It How
Fearless Loving You Are Not Ashamed of Any Part of God’s Nature Doesn’t Look Like i’m Gonna Reach Six-Pack-At-Sixty on 06.06.2020 But Maybe Just Maybe Baby Sexy At Sixty hAhA
The Final Gift for the 30th Anniversary 2.21.2020 Starred/Delivered For FB Community
Standards Hehe Like A ‘Fine Wine Ages’… There Are Boats, Sails, And Anchors;
All Three Make Rough Seas And Safe Harbors Possible Potential Still Surviving
Helium Balloons Must Be Grounded Or They Go Away And Don’t Come Back
This Wouldn’t Be Possible Without ‘My Anchor’… If True Original Creativity
Nietzsche Identifies for ‘Overman’ From the Herd Per Do Survives Who They
Live With Cannot Be FREE AFRAID When “The Call of the Wild” in Creative
Genius Dies.. So Does the Lone Wolf Spirit.. No Longer.. Fearless And Free
Some Folks Get Butt Hurt… Some Folks Truly Appreciate You… Some Folks
With Focus in Meaning and Purpose When Every Step And Word Becomes A Holy
And Sacred Fearless Dance And Song i Can’t Imagine Forcing Myself on A Woman
i Can’t Even Imagine AsKinG A Woman to Dance NoW in FacT i Don’t Have to Imagine IT
There are not many Wives Strong And Confident Enough to Let Their Husband Howl at the Moon
Can You Even Imagine What It’s Like to Live in a Thousand Different
Worlds of Experience All at Once on Top of the One NOW
Part of the Reason i Public Dance 12,753 Miles And Write
7.8 MiLLioN Words in 78 Months is to Manage This…
i Still Remember the Smell of my Class Mate’s Skin
in College as i Was Required to Give Her a Massage in
Lamaze Class The Memory of ALL MY SENSES AND
Everything About A Moment i Choose from Life
In Anthropology College Classes when i actually
Did this as Part of Study my Assignment was
With A Female Classmate at a Lamaze Class…
Yes.. of Course i’m Just Human i Find iT ALL ‘Titillating’
For Real too.. Haha On Top Now of Being A Participant
Anthropology Observer Yes for Real one of my Three
College Degrees.. i find ‘This’ Curiously Humorous NoW…
Look at it this way the Contingencies of My Life at (Trumps Age)
Have Nothing to Do With Forcing Myself on someone else…
‘Then’ i understood why the Parking Lots of Strip-Joints
Are So Empty These Days As Women are Truly Taking
Control of ‘Their Power’… Imagine My Utter Shock my
Rising Surprise in 2014 When Women at the Peak
of Fertility Years Attacked ‘my Front’ With ‘Fast Hips’…
In the 80’s Dancing face-to-face the Males approached Females
First.. So surprised am i then in Spring of 2014 at Old Seville…
Studied it in Anthropology as Bonobos Meet And Greet Each
Other ‘this way’ in keeping Peace And Harmony in a Society of Love…
In March of 2014.. when i first started Dancing Again at Old Seville Quarter
i had no idea.. i just Had No Idea it Was even Possible… In Hell You Already
Give Your Life for One Smile Heaven Continues Now Jesus F in Christ Cursed and Blessed
in One Life All the Way From Hell to Heaven i continue to RISENoW SpeaKinG of ‘that’ it’s
More Flattering when the Woman who Doesn’t Age stays for 30 Years with the Most Beautiful
Butt… Hips and Eyes Don’t Lie For Both Survival of the Species And True Love… At my Age
can’t imagine anything Much More Flattering Than a Woman At Her Peak of Fertility of 21 or
so Offering A Booty Dance… ‘Real Men’ Don’t Use their Advantages to Take Advantage
of Those who are Younger and Naive… i am Enjoying a Spring of Winter Free that truly
Most Men will only Imagine in their Wildest Dreams as ‘Real Men’… You Will always tell
when Winter is Winding through Its Last Efforts and ‘Spring is Blooming’ at the Dance Hall
More…Yes.. the Verbal Version of ‘You Give Me Life’ was very Pleasing with no complications
at all hehe… Perhaps that is why the Offer of the Booty Dance Was Very Short Lived HAha…
Butt true i wanna know if i’m Dancing With Granny too… All Night Long i Bragged About it
Being my 30th Wedding Anniversary as i am reaching 60 Years-Old this June… To Protect The Innocent and Loving Nature of these Women None of them are pictured in the Following Smiling Selfie Fred Parade There are so many ways to Meet and Greet People These Days now both
Verbal And Still Non-Verbal too… Another Young Woman Perhaps More Shy Rushed Toward
Me.. Offering Her Hips for a Booty Dance then Smiling She Left a Hi… Sweetest Compliment
A Stranger A Young Woman i Never Met until Last Night Says i Always See You Here.. You
Make me so Happy You Give me Life… Now off to Sohair’s Place in Egypt For Discussion..:)

“Gabriel came to me and said, ‘O Muhammad, live as you wish, for you shall eventually die. Love whom you desire, for you shall eventually depart. Do what you please, for you shall pay. Know that the night-prayer [1] is the honor of a believer, and his pride is being independent on others.’” [Silsilah al-Saheehah]

SMiLes Sohair The More i Flow in Creativity the
More All of God’s Mind in Synchronicity ‘Speak’
Falls Upon Me And Rises in Spiraling Creativity
As God Breathes through Us.. SMiLes my FRiEnD i Love
All Views SoaKinG in Souls of ALL Others to Breathe Easier God’s Spirit
AS ALL.. Last Night on my Way Back From Dance listening to You Tube.. Interestingly..
What most People who are ignorant of His Entire Philosophy See the Philosopher Nietzsche As Militant Against Religion That actually Binds and Bonds Folks Together As A Language.. A Culture..
A Way of Life LoVinG
That Fulfills So Much
More of Our
Human Gifted
Potentials Now… Really
His Philosophy Mirrors
The Words You Just Quoted
Here only by a Different Author
Per Label Really Per Say and Do..
Actually When Nietzche Reported ‘God
Is Dead’ He Was Suggesting that ‘Christianity’
Killed God as it No longer Teaches but only Worships
Labels as Forms and Yes one Human Being rather than the
Essence of All that is God through All of Existence Alpha Thru
Omega True.. He Felt that People Should Be Independent from the
Herd of Usual Group Think that only Leads to the ‘Average’ holding others
Down from Reaching True Creative Genius that often comes so alone as
there may
be little
to No
Target Audience
of Beliefs And Forcing
Beliefs On Others making
Them Believe they are not Worthy
of Reaching their Fuller Potential Standing
Tall.. ‘Free Verse Nude’ From ‘Cultural Clothes’
That Blind the Light From Shining So Much Brighter In/From Us…
Smiles my FRiEnD for those who discount this or that View as ‘Rubbish’
they themselves
may Fall
to the
of Gehenna’
for the Rubbish
They Call May Be
The Light that other wise
Might Save Them From a Soul Turned into Ashes…
Happy Friday Evening in Egypt to You Dear FRiEnD Sohair..:)

“More People Will Be Making Their Dreams A Reality This
Year. You are One of Them. Believe This. Feel It. Celebrate”

SMiLes Sohair The Power of Affirmation the Literal Magic
of Visualization and Technological Tools That Allow Us So Much
More to Do Both In So Many More Ways of the Gratitude of Counting
Our BLeSSinGS More too.. Yet There are those as per Your Last Words
Quoted From Your Religion that Do not take this Independent Route to
More Fully Breathe
In and
Exhale Life
Now When ‘The
Call of the Wild’
Free Is God Speak Within
Innate Instinctual and Intuitive
to Fulfill Human Potentials in all the
Ways Possible they Come Listening to the
Yes-Sayer Within moving Far away from the Nay-Sayers
of Life but Understanding where they come from a Place
That is Yet
to Greater
Seek and
Find this Light
Within as We Co-Create
Both the Light We Experience
in Greater Human Potentials and the
Colors more oF LiGHT We Give and Share So Freely
to the Nay-Sayers too.. Hoping to Our Souls oF LiGHT in Spirit
Our HeART in Deed Praying That Yes They! Will become Yay-Sayers too!
It’s Just an Example
that most of the
World will relate
to.. but one may
Hope and Pray that even
Someone as Lost as ‘Trumps’ Will Seek and Find this
Way Moving Away From DarK Moving into the Bliss of LoVELiGHT!..:)

“Wounded Afraid to Speak Personal Truths Lacking Self Worth Staying
In Toxic Emotional Environments With Others Seeking Validation of
A Lack of Self Esteem through Extreme People Pleasing Apologizing
For Who One Is Along With Negative Self-Talk”

“Honoring Personal Truths SPeaKinG Them Without Fear Generating
Self-Esteem Within.. Setting Boundaries that Continue to Speak Love
Yes.. the Validation Now Within that comes From Generating Self-Esteem
Most Definitely Inspiring Others to Shine… Living One’s True Self Authentically
Without Apology Required With Yes Always Empathy in Loving One’s Self as Others too..:)

Smiles Sohair.. Generously.. I’ve Paraphrased Your Wise Quote that is two
Separate Bullet Lists into Two Paragraphs.. One Now that Describes an
Emotionally Damaged Human Being Not Able to Regulate Emotions
And Integrate Senses Out of Synch With A Soul of Mind And Body
Balancing Whole in UNiSoN instead of Falling Apart
And TaKinG
Ships but of course
it is the Wounded Part that
Most often Comes First Holding
Humans Back in some instances in
Many Instances of Never Really Genuinely
Attaining A Self-Authenticity of Life Not Afraid to
Come Out of the DarK Into the LiGHT So Free Just to Be and Do…
SMiLes My FRiEnD THere is a bit of DarK and LiGHT in the First
Profile that comes close to diagnosing a Emotional Regulation
Disorder that some folks Name Full-Blown as ‘Border-Line
Personality’ that may Happen with Super-Sensitive People
Who Do Feel Empathy but are just Out of Whack with Mastering
Intense Emotions and Senses out of Balance.. Dominating a Self
Where Functioning
In Every Day Lives
of Conflict may be
Just too much to take
As Emotions and Senses
Out of Control Are Certainly the
Feeling of this Darkness Any Day or Night..
But then again We ‘Normally’ are Not THere to see Just
How Deeply Wounded the Human Is that Brings them to
this Place of Real Human Chaos Now.. Yes.. it’s a Challenge
But those Folks Do Need a Loving Touch Somewhere that Never gives up!..:)

Happy Maha Shivratri!
i Will Surely Relate to All
Night/ Day ‘Shiva Dancing’
iN Yoga-Like Moving Meditation
iN Eternal Bliss Heaven Flow UNiSoN
And Yes! Wedding Anniversaries too
as February 21st is Mine this Year too!
30 Whole Years!
May Life
Bless You
Greater Dear FRiEnD!
With ALWaYS SMiLes🎶




Other than THaT aS expected Thank You
Very Much for This Animal Farm Story!
With THis i Bring ‘the Science Link’ As
‘Sheep’ And ‘Animal Farm’ And ‘Pink
Floyd’ FitS in too.. As Does 02.22.2020 too..;)

“There is a famous saying by some one I don’t remember his name..
he said..( Shame to humanity when someone committed suicide
and all what he/she needed was a hug..).. We need mercy
for ourselves and towards others..”


SMiLes Sohair the Way i ‘See’ IT ALL Yes ALL Faith LoVE
God No Separation We/ALL Are Integral Parts of God DarK
Through Light Now the Existence Now Yes And No
Then is Now For Love AGaiN DarK Thru LiGHT
People Closest to
me in some
Feel i
Am a Fool
For Believing
And Acting this
Way A Fool For Love
i Will Be Forevermore
NoW iN A Place AWaKeNoW
Love Lives And Doesn’t Die Now For
Real That Much of Existence (God) i Will Master Now (God) As ALL
That Much of Existence IS Love and Truth iN LiGHT for me at least ALLGOD..:)
SMiLes.. Thanks For The Shout-Out.. I’m Extremely open-minded And LiVE iN
an Extremely Closed Minded Area.. Hehe.. 85 Percent of the Populace Voted
For Trump if that Provides A Hint…
Although Science
Show Inmate Factors
Apply Surely this
Demographic Yes
And Continuance
Of Following Ahem..
A Character like that
Shows just how much
Environment Now Plays
A Part in this Valuable
Personality Trait that
Opens Human Ability
To literally see more
Colors in Life.. Let’s
Just say i will fit in
With anyone as my
Venn Diagram Now
oF uNconditional
Love Continues to
Grow and Yes Some
Days someone We
Do Not Agree with
Who We Don’t Even
Know may really be
A Best Friend for they
May Provide a Lesson
Even out of Dark that
Changes our Life for
The Best.. SMiLes as a
Public Dancer hehe and
The Only one for even one
Mile in this closed-minded
Place i LiVE iN Now for 12,753
Miles in 78 Months of that
Effort aLong with Literally
7.8 Million Words of Epic
Longest Form Poem Personal
Bible Writing and God Yes
20,000 Plus Published
Photos of Nude Selfie
Art what almost 100
Percent of ‘Straight
Men’ without abnormally
Large Penises are Afraid
To do.. Still even Body
Builders who do poses
With ‘Male Panties’
On As i recently used
A Black Star for THAT ‘redacted’
Part on FB that is rather common
For half the population as
A 30th Anniversary Gift
For my Wife as i am
Still Romantic And
Spicy too.. i don’t
Get ANY Comments
On that but will expect
For at least one person
Who Friended me just
To run away from my
Open minded and yes
Bodied ways.. but for
The Public Dance I’ve
Received Feedback
Ranging From Your
Public Dance gives
me Life to i just saw
You in The Distance
And was Afraid you
Were Literally going on
A Rampage Murder
Spree.. it’s true Now
Generally Speaking
I Look like a First
Baptist Softball
Player Who might
Hit Home Runs
Butt not Experience
All these other Colors of
Life ‘they’ are Truly Blind
to.. i see the Character
Of Jesus in That story
As only that but a Great
Teacher Never the less
That’s enough still where
i live to Lose A So-called
FB Friend too Butt
God Yes if that
Man Could Truly
Be He Would Stand
By My Side Now and
Love me no matter
If he Saw me as
Friend or Foe.. this
Is the Love my Mother
Showed to me no matter
How Dark or Light my
Life got and this is the
Friend Now i am Yes to
Everyone else whether
They Like the Open
Souled Person i am
Or Not.. Today is my
Mother’s 3rd Anniversary
Of Her Death as She was
This Commoner Just
A Daughter of Woman
As Now The Story Book
Character Jesus was/is
Just a Son.. i will be this
Loving Character as she
Was for me too.. Now
Welcoming not just
Me But All into
The Fold
Of My Book of
Life for I am in
Deed A Wild Free
And Loving Son
Of Woman too…
In a way you inspired
Yes Close to 30,000
More Words for the
Open Minded of You
Stay Free just
To Do You
Shine ALL Your
Star Never Hide
All Your LiGHT
And Yes Dark
GreaTesT LiGHT Now..:)
Let’s Face it Now my
Friend the Sample
Size of Humans
who are ‘True
Who Make
‘Real Effects’
Happen Now
is Just too
Small to Measure
With the Scientific
Method; only if someone
Took ‘the Time’ and ‘Effort’ to Document
Real Magic in ‘Real Time Now’ in Process;
hmm; Just hmm.
Case Studies
May Be An
Way to Do This Now
Until More Folks Become
Proficient in the Art of Magic
Where Some Method to the
Magic is Replicated in Mass.
Dearest FRiEnD i’ve
Been Thinking about
You and Praying for You
Through my Day and Your
Night of Sleep
it makes
me Very
Sad to Think
of You With Tears
And Not Being there
to Help Wipe them
Away from Your
Eyes and
if More are
To come For
Your Comfort Dearest
FRiEnD Your Life Means
So much to me.. You are the
Flower of My Life who Brings
So Many Colors to me and Yes
the Shades of Grey and the New
Moon Night True.. and Brightest Eyes
of Full Moon Love too and Yes Stars on
Your Cheek.. And Sunshine Kiss Smiles
of Pure and Innocent Love True.. Anyway
i Understand somewhat at Least of what
You Are Going through with Empathy
And Sympathy And Compassion
True too And With Cognitive
Empathy Now
i Understand
That this is Your
Journey of Dark
Where it may be Difficult
to Feel the Hands of Love
Outreached to Give You as
Much Comfort As Possible Now too..
but anyway You Stay in my Thoughts and
Prayers with all the Sweet Memories of Your
Loving Face in my Heart and the Touch of Your
Poetry and all the Word Play of Joy You Bring to me too..
Get Well Soon as Well as You Can and Will For Your Loving
Poetry Playmate
His Arms
Reached out
for You on a Merry
Go Round of Life that
is Happiness for Us All to Love…
Hellooooovvee FRiEnD as Your Saturday Weekend
Day Starts i Will Sing to You What You Sang to me Several
Weeks Ago when You Sensed that i Felt Sad and Alone then
And that is that You Are Not Lonely You Have iFred Connected
By Heart With the Promise that i Will Always Be by Your Side
Although Poles Apart in Distance of Thousands of Miles away
For it is True
Even if the
Sky Falls
i Will Be Standing
by Your Side Hand
in Hand the Best i Can
And Will Do to Hold Your
Heart up with Mine for it is
True Souls Connected Somewhere
Deep Down Are Never Apart when
Light Comes Back to the Home of
Your Soul As You Dance and Sing
Life in a Brighter Way
May This Day
This Saturday
Bring some
Beauty and
Light in
Joy to
You may the People
You See Bring Some Feeling
of Smiles to You Perhaps a Stranger’s
Hi or Smile too For There is Hope when
All is Felt As Loss for there are others who
Will Come to Lift You Up in Life When
All of the Sky of Your Home Within
Seems to Crumble in Numb
of Pain in Cold Shivering
Away From the
of Love to Give
and Share More So Just
Feel and Sense if You Can and Will
Today That i will not Leave Your Side Where
You Go i Go What You Feel Will Be What i Will
Feel Even the Darkness With you in my Dreams
Tonight Where the Wish for Your Joy Will Come Stronger
than the Darkness You Feel Now as My Prayers and Wishes
Will Go on For You in my Dreams Together We Will Rise Now in
Hope Faith and Belief and Most of all the Love that Brings Joy in
Life Yes
Tall Holding
Hands Poles Apart
And Thousands of Miles
Away as Close as Spirit of
Heart Yes Souls Connecting
Together Stronger in Light..:)
At Least One Theory in Physics Suggests
That Spin and Related Torsion Creates New
UniVerses in Black Holes Which Means Indeed
the Parent of All of Us May Be a Black Hole Yes
Indeed from Another Black Hole UniVerse as the Beat
Goes on So Still
my BeaTinG
HeART in a
Black Hole Becoming
Parent to Another UniVerse
As the Song The Never Ending
Shiva Dance of Nature Consuming Nature
With Kali New Continues Beyond iNFiNiTY of
Course if and When Physics and Mathematics
Wraps its Scientific Method around that Poetry too…
But Meanwhile one Theory in Physics Suggests That Spin
And Related Torsion creates all of the Existence With Energy
We Know of at least From Black Holes Birthing New UniVerses..
Back to Pork Chops on the
Family Farm Where
the Pig Crawling
Back to the
Farm finds
out the Terrifying
News that the Gravy
and Pork Chops indeed
are the Remains of His Friend
Gary as the Name Tag Falls off the Meal
Served so Politely at the Farm it’s True We
Serve Animals on Farms to Serve them to ourselves..
And While the Farm Folks at the Southern Baptist Get
Together Dinner on the Green Fields First Sunday of each Month
i visit Make Fun of the Free Roaming Chickens Munching on the
Remains of the Fried Chicken parts discarded by Children as they
Play in the Fields Munching On the Chicken Legs.. True the Adults
may Laugh
at this
Not Realizing
that all of Nature
Consumes Nature
There is no Escaping
That Even in A Black Hole
Home the one they may LiVE iN NoW
Anyway hehe.. people may wonder why i gracefully Spiral
Spin A Ballet Looking Several Minute Warm-Up now before
i Leg Press 1340 American Pounds 18 Reps Regularly at the Military
Gym Now as i do it While Loading all 28-45 Pound Plates with some
other Lesser ones.. as spare change too.. thing is it works i overcome
the Attraction of Gravity so Much and Become the Repulsive Force of
the Spin and the Torsion of every Subatomic Particle of me.. and voila
Feels Like
Me God Yes all
240 Pounds When i
Press It A Feather A New
UniVerse Floating Free Yes
in a BLacK Hole UniVerse Still to come..
New Not unlike the Chicken Who Eats the
Chicken on the Farm and Folks who make
Fun of Nature consuming Nature.. as practically
Everything in Existence Spirals/Torsions this way
sadly they miss
out they
Still think
All of Nature
And Me deep
Down are Nuts for
Spin and Torsion Just to Spiral Exist Once again more Yes
No Yes they don’t wanna see me really get Water Boiling
‘Still’ hehe.. as i just Might Create ANoTHeR UniVerse
too with enough Spin and Torsion as my Black Hole
Births another one True.. Other than that Love the
Eclectic Nature of Your Writing that allows the
Reader to Create Multiple NeW UniVerses as Waves
Tide In and Out Up and Down Calm and Ferocious
All Around Even More Now Yes
Within the UniVerse of Your
Parent Story too..
As Above So
Below Within
Inside Outside
All Around Never Limit
The Patterns one Sees to
Just one part of Existence
As ALL in ALL may indeed
Both Consume And Apply To ALL in ALL too
True we Already Have an Einstein of Space..
Time.. Matter.. and Distance and Matter too..
i wanna
See More
Out of this
And See so Many
More Adventures
of BLacKHoles CoMe to ADvenTurE More! aS UniVerses More!
Other than That As expected Thank You Very Much for This Animal Farm Story!
With This i Bring ‘the Science Link’ As ‘Sheep’ And ‘Animal Farm’ And ‘Pink Floyd’
FitS in too..
As Does
02.22.2020 too..;)

SMiLes Sohair.. “It Is What It Is”.. i’ll be wearing ‘that Shirt’ to Public
Dance tonight Emblazoned in Text With a Neon Font on a Black
Background Shirt that truly stands out too..
Yes.. i am what i am
No One Directs
what i do in Life
Now that i no longer
Am Slave to any Paymaster
of Green.. of Course i Navigate
All Local.. State.. and Federal Laws
as Any Lawyer.. Judge.. and Jury Mind will
Do in Analytical Ways as an INTJ Flavored
Personality Will but True i go to the Polar Opposite
Place of Art Mind and Soul with ENFP Flavored Personality
too on a Flip
of a Dime’s
It bothers
Some Folks when
other Folks are not
Predictable in whatever
Potential of Different may
Come Next but for me at least
It is Flavored With Love the Guiding
Force that takes me through Life Seeing
Both Sides of the River Hades of Hell and Heaven
too.. in places as Low where Demons will Fear to Go
And Other Places that will burn Most Angel Wings as
i Fly so Close to a Shine of Sun Star Within… i have Great
Patience for the DarK and LiGHT of the Entire Human Spectrum
of Differences.. in So Many Ways those Colors And Shades of Grey
And BLacK Abyss do or do not come and go Now.. I rest.. as i please
When i Enter the Darker Places of the Personal Souls in Personalities of
Folks i Visit in Life.. knowing feeling and sensing that.. if it becomes a bit
too much.. i will just step back and relax in the Cool and Soothing Warm
Waters of Heaven’s River Again.. in Flow of Dance And Song.. the People
who i am speaking of who haven’t really literally called me a fool or named
me foolish for Standing by the Side of Some folks in my Life who experience
incredible Challenges
of their own Soul
are actually
my Psychiatrist
And Psychotherapist
the People who understand
Just How Dark the Places are i’ve
Spent Years in Before.. they are really
Just Afraid someone will take my Heaven
Away through another Person’s Dark issues of
Life and send me back to Hell.. but You see i’ve so much
‘Time’ in Heaven Now Wiring myself in a way that is a Light
Shield Force Field that i will raise almost by will without even
A Dance And Song to Accompany it now.. i’ve Had so many Years
Away from Responsibilities owed to Pay Masters that at this point
in my Life i know just about all the short and long distances of the LiGHT
And DarK oF mY SouL Where there were literally Decades that i was so much
for even
who i am
Deep Within
then… Know Feel
And Sense thyself and
Not much More Will Harm
one other than.. Sticks and
Stones and Triggers that Send
Bullets Now.. if i find someone dark
enough to be a Friend too it’s a Just a Challenge
to Explore More of Humanity and Build this Love
Muscle of my Soul a Bit More with enough rest and
relaxation in Heaven now true too.. most People do
Not have all the
Advantages i have
Most People haven’t
Seen Angel Wings
Burn Now Demons
Iced over Petrified
to Descend to the
Places i’ve
Lived as Death Before..
in fact Most folks have no idea
These Within Experiences of Life even exist..
Souls Evolve Differently Blessed are We who
Are Challenged and Survive to help a Person in Darkness another Day..:)




Bottom Top Lines Millions of
Species in the Future Have
A Greater Potential for Survival
With Porn Birth Control Go Porn GO!
Anyway.. Overall in Centuries For People Who Enjoy No Clothes
And Art Coming With That Freedom of the Individual Continues to Come
Science Shows 73 Percent of Women View Porn and 98 Percent of Men Do
In the United States ‘Culling’ is Accelerating… Not Unlike Any Other Natural Drug
Judicial Use or Even No Use is Part of the Porn Deal As Always Balance KEY!
Porn Is Just Nature’s Way of Culling A Species That is
Over TaKinG the Rest of the Balance of Nature (God)
One out of Eight Animal And Plant Species Die Go Porn
Go Naturally Cull A Human Species to Protect the Rest
of Nature From US Butt You Know What on the Other
Hand or Both of them if You Use Both In the Coming Decades
Humans are Killing Off One-Eighth of Life… When Humans Lose The Emotional
Parts of Relationships Everyone Suffers It’s Sad It Is This Way for So Many
As Fertility Rates Drop Now Relationships Open About IT Mutually Consensually
Understanding And Happy With IT Make IT
Just Another Judicial Use of a Natural Drug
Porn Ruins Marriages
Yet It Also Saves Men
From Straying in Flesh and Blood
When ‘that Old Flame’ goes Out…
Seriously.. Why Blow Yourself Up
The Other Way When 72,000 Or
So Virtual Virgins are Available to Fingertips
NoW When People Who Are Censored
From Porn in Other Countries See
The Western Way of Porn now they
Practically ‘Explode’ Without Touching
Yes.. It’s Like Christmas Everyday
You Get Used to the Presents And
Move On to Something More Interesting to
Do… i Said Well Hell’s Bells You Know
Older Generations Are Now Offended
With This Butt Younger Generations
Grew UP With Nudity No Escaping IT…
i did my Best to Cover ‘the Star’ With
My Finger But They Saw it Anyway
And Said OMG You Look 33 Naked!
The ‘Target Worker’ is Open-Minded
No Way they were gonna Be Offended
First They Exclaimed Wow You Look
Buff in Your 22 Year-Old Running Pic
Katrina/me Sharing my Starry Anniversary Present
my Just Censored Enough Nude FB Selfie
Art With A ‘Target Store’ Worker Tonight…
Male Sharks Don’t Get Side-Tracked
With Instant Gratification of Porn
Traveling Thousands of Miles
Across Oceans to Procreate NoW
It’s True Sharks Don’t Write Poetry
They Just Boogie Wonderland Now Still
Dance Swimming Across Oceans Cold And
Gulfs Warm Sharks are Truly Awesome.. Jesus F
in Christ Takes me a Year-And-A-Half To Public Dance
3000 Miles! 2,076-pound Great White Shark Unama’ki
‘pings’ off Pensacola in February Traveling Over 3000 Miles
From Nova Scotia in 103 Days!
Baby Yoda Versus Baby Shark!
Let The Games Begin!
Make Way.. Return of
the Clown Shark Part2…
No Worries.. i ate at Navarre Beach…
i Did What You Asked.. Where Are the
Beads?! Don’t Just ‘Jump the Shark!
Be A Great White Hope! For Anyone Who Thinks
that Humans Will Successfully Dominate Nature(God)
Just Wait for What Happens Next For REAL Anyway i’ve Been
Studying this Up Close And Personal for Close to 60 Years Romance
Colors Life Porn Brings it to an
Ending Bang Bang Doesn’t Make
A Bang For Women Overall Now
No Heart Can’t Get No Satisfaction
Now.. Males and Females are Losing
Interest in Western Civilization.. True
In Actually Doing ‘The Wild Thing Together’
NoW.. Overall Effect of Humans Satiating now
In Instant Gratification With Porn Leading The Way
Particularly for Males Is ‘Shark Good News’
Humans Are Endangering Sharks
The Main Difference now Between
Sharks and Yoda is Sharks are Real
And Champions of Survival ON EARTH
Romance is Pretty Dead these Days
in ‘Coming Generations’ for Males
So ‘Penis’ Centered Life Be Porn Comes…
Yes.. i was a Romantic Little Kindergarten
Boy too.. i developed a Crush on a Girl
In Sunday School at age 5 it gave me
Butterflies… Penthouse Helped me Figure
out The Rest.. Hehe.. at Least Partially
by Age 16… Thing Is all my Crushes
On Girls Were Emotional Then ‘Pure’…
Jaws 2 was Filmed at Navarre Beach
The Place i first Attempted an All Over
Tan Lots of Good Memories With that at
Least That Was Life Back then for Many
Young Sheltered Folks From the Do Not Touch Yourself Catholic
Tradition too… i Lived A Very ‘Sheltered Life’ Then.. i did not even Have
an Idea what a Vagina was more than ‘Hair’ or an ‘Orgasm’ at 15 as
“Jaws” Came out on my Father’s Birthday, 6.20.75, i had
Just Turned 15.. A First Violent Bloody Disturbing Movie
i Saw then… Many Sharks are Actually Social Among
Sharks.. Human Attacks are actually still Very Rare…
‘The Movie Jaws’ Promoted ‘False Shark Witness’…
Sharks Reproduce Asexually In Other Words There are
‘Virgin’ Births For Real Among Some ‘Select’ Sharks… Sharks
Are Champions of Surviving Existence through 420 MiLLioN Years
Before Vertebrates and Most Plant Life… Yoda Lives to be 900…
Some Species of Sharks Live to be 272… Sharks Navigate by
Electromagnetic Field
Uses the Force
Once Again Sharks
Are Real They Breathe They Inspire to Really Live
Until Humans Respect the Rest of Nature in Balance they will Fail Sooner…




BeinG OffSPRinG oF ‘thE FoRCE’ Life Springs
Dances Grass Green Fruition Dream Sings
Winter Fall Spring Rise Summer Eternally Now
Yes i AM A(the) #AnTitRumP … SuM BeYonD MaTeRiaL
ReDucTionISM PainT
BeCoMes A BRusH
PaiNTinG uS
ArT oF MusE
LosT aMoNg All sTones DancE oF LoVE
A PoTenTiaL FinD WiLL BRinG iN SonG
ALL MALE Fred Review For Now At Least
As i get Some Sleep… It’s Really Not
Hard to Do With Copy And Paste
Lord Knows These Days what Just
one Person Will Accomplish With More Potential Used
Oh Lord… So Much More of me to Go Around IF i WiLL Be Able
to ‘CLone me’.. heHe… Hint: Flesh Love First… Then Words… Dark
then Light then Dance then Song Finally Poetry… Move Repose
Sexy at Sixty Not Challenging Enough Granda Moses Painted…
‘Sex Symbol’ At 60 next ‘Gump Bus Stop’ Coming… Plus…
Not Speaking ‘til 4 With Autism And Bi-Polar Gaining 3
College Degrees Challenging Yet some Flowers Bloom Later
Last Kid Picked on Sports Teams At 12… Military Athletic Director
At 45.. Hell at 47 Public Dance Legend/Bible Poem Writer At 53…
Ugh.. ‘This’ Reminds of
A Boss Telling me
Good Employees
Do 90 Percent of
All the Work
And His Boss
The Captain of
The Base Screaming
At Everyone Because
The Blinds were not
Closed a Specific
Way as well
as Yelling at
Me Accusing me
Of Bringing in a
Portable Heater
While the Kind
Souls From the
Public Works
Dept provided
Mercy as the
Captain Turned
Off the Heat to
The Building to
Win an Energy
Saving Award…
Honestly This
Is Common the
Work World
Zone Overall…
Don’t Live
THere no
Only Solution…
Love IT and
Want to write
TheMes like
Rod Serling!
‘That’ WaS oNly A Beginning…
Now Comes Part 2 of the
Arrival of ‘A Clown Shark’
Get Used to IT NoW
HeaR to Save ‘the Shark’
Difference ‘Tween Me and Trump
I Really Do Weigh 240 Pounds and
I Really Am Playing ‘9 Dimensional
Chess’ Without Lifting A Penny
As Ironic as it may Sound if ‘That’ IS
What IT takes to save ‘The Sharks’
i Already F88KinG Did My Part And i’M Gonna DO MUCH MORE
Haha.. i could make some Pretty Interesting ‘Sexy At Sixty’ Meme
PG Rated Male Pin-Up Calendars Out of 20,000 Plus ‘Raw Photos’…
‘You’ can’t Kick Victoria’s Secret Out
of the Mall and You won’t be able to
Kick my More Presentable View in the World Either..
And Those Two Photos that i made
PG With ‘David’s Star’ Below that’s
Just the ‘tip’ of the Iceberg… Nah.. That’s Not THE ONLY REaSON
i came Back… i’m Here to Gift the ‘GREAT WHITE SHARK’
AND ALL of Baby Shark’s Family/Friends
HAha.. ‘They’ Thought i came back out of
Hell on Earth for 66 Months to give it my best
‘Shot’ to be God’s Gift to Women…
Hehe.. still waiting on
The Painting of my Soul
But let’s go in another
Direction.. haha if you
Want to of course…
Your Challenge
This Week is
To Put something
Hilarious on Face
Book or Blogging
Or YouTube as True
Laughter is a Glue
Of inspiring Creativity
And Productivity of Life..
Haha not everyone found
The ‘30th Anniversary Sex
Symbol Strip Tease’ i did for
Katrina on Facebook Funny as
A Joke but We Will only please
Those now who understand and
Value our Full Wit And Humor!
Looking Forward to what you share
Next.. hehe.. i remember
That self-love Night
Gown photo that
Surely was a Great
Inspirational Bomb
You Shared on FB
For it is True
Fresh Flowers
Innocent Do inspire…
Mine was More Like
A Nuclear Bomb HAha!
Pack all your Life Free
As You do in the
Yes the Joy
Now Do And Be The ART!
Inspire Freedom Full At Best!!..:)




Sweet Little Breasted
Bird Stay in Bed With
Love Rod Serling People
Unafraid to Speak all of who
they are EXPreSSinG FeeLinGs
Perhaps it helps to go
to Inner War for Peace
To: Venture From: LoVE
LoVE iS VieWeD aS ConsPiracY
UNderR A TiN FoiL HaT! OG NoW
SiX MonTH Old Nike Goddess of
Victory Nike SHoX ShoeS WitH
Blood Red Accents put to rest
EnCourAgeD By
Youth With Pure
Heart Spirit Soul
So ‘You’ wonder why
‘i’ Don’t ‘Dance’ with ‘People’ my ‘Own’ ‘Age’ NoW…
!HA! Happy Birthday LoVE 2014, 2015, 2017, 2018, 2019
Nude Starry Starry Art Yes With BLacK Stars Keeping IT PG Yet a
Bit Fat Tuesday New Orlean’s Style Risqué Covers these Years Starting
in 2014 With a ‘Dancing Gif’ ALWaYS NoW aN APRiL
LoVE iT’s aLL ABouT LiVinG A
HiGHeR FreQuenCY ViBRaTioN
Got So Many iCoLoRinG Connections Most
Of ‘Them’ Are in my iMind And iBody iSoul
i CaLL iT ALL iLove iCall All ThaT iS iGod iNoW
True Love For ALL CaLL iT God or Jesus At Best
CaLL A MiRRoR Naked LoVE With No Fear.. Yes
oF LoVE Crawl Until Sprouting Butterfly Wings Free At
LasT A KEy to ReMeMBeR First Love The Child Who Crawls
HeHE “A Random Yellow Bike
With No Back Wheel Waiting” NoW
to Be or Not to Be Re-Tired to Ride Again
As Far AS Human Beings Go Truly to
Survive and Thrive It’s All About Love
That Consumes With Least Harm MeanWhile
Love Is Hungry… True i see A Catholic Church
Struggling Still to Perfect WingS iN A Mirror i for one
Surely Forgive Failings Remaining STiLL
Until A Church Supports
Holds All Freedoms of Love
Turning No Love Away ‘Catholic’
A Term that Means Universal Doesn’t Exist
IF A Catholic Church In A
‘Nicene Creed’ Will One Day
Truly Become A Church For ALL
If ‘You’ Don’t Believe “JeSuS” Will Stand Before the World of
CulTuRaL Clothes Naked Professing A Truth of Faith In Trust
Of Love’s Beauty Wisdom the All Natural Human Altruism
Living Free to Feed/Clothe/Shelter the Poor.. Heal the
Immigrants And Families Seeking Asylum From
Danger Allowing All To Be Free to Love
Those Who Love them..
Let’s Face Facts
iN ‘THat Case’
You Just are
Not A Full
Partner NoW iN
A Love Story Within
That Lives AS HeaRT SPiRiT MiND
And Body BaLanCinG SoUL NoW THaT TRuly Is Love For
ALL CaLL iT God or Jesus At Best CaLL A MiRRoR LoVE
Couldn’t have SunG it much better Paraphrasing Him
Dance Sing Aim A More Perfect Union of God Love
As You Become A Mirror of Love… Describing A
Newer Jesus Flavor of God Not An ‘Older Tribal
Trump God’ Who Gets ‘Narcissistic Butt-Hurt’
Eternally Hurting Others
True in the Last Visit the Priest
Had With the Children In Church He
Described God As Eternally Forgiving Loving
True Love Kind Understanding Always Forgiving
Compassionate Staying Here Love Lives Within
to Give And Share FRee aLL THaT iS GoD NoW
AsKinG A Group of Children Who They See LooKinG in the Mirror A Child
Said God! The Catholic Priest With NO Hesitation Confirmed the Answer YES!
Gotta Give This New Priest at the Catholic Church i Visit Lots of Credit NoW!
Perhaps i Will Run For Prez but Nah HiStory STill SHows Mystory Shot on 5th
Avenue True
Give Away ‘the Time’…
ALL Will Be ReveaLeD Now
It’s Worth Noting Still Now
That Matthew Chapter 5
Verses 3 Thru 11 Clearly
Establishes THE FACT
That ‘JeSuS’ The Man
by the Beatitudes is Yes!
Still A Greater Democratic
Socialist than Jewish
Bernie Sanders Who
Is A ‘Greater Christian’
In Actually Doing The
Teachings than So-Called
‘Christians’ Who Still Now
SupporT A ‘Real Father
oF ALL Lies’ Still
‘Snow Balling’
Past 16,000 LieS in
Less Than 3 Years
And Yes if it wasn’t for
The Social Welfare
Programs Driven
By FDR and Others..
47 Million Working
Poor Would LiVE iN
Abject Poverty Now…
Oh Yeah And Without
Social Security and
Medicare As Science
Shows close to 95
Percent of Humans
Don’t Have What it
Takes To Save For
Retirement when
They no longer
Can Work.. Countless
Folks YOUR AGE and
Older Would Live and
Die in The Streets so
Much More than
Most anyone will
Imagine Now…
Meanwhile.. A
‘Real Father of All
Lies’ Publicly Bragged
That ‘Christians’ Would
Support Him even if
He Shot Someone
On 5th Avenue..
Guess What!
He Did! Even
Worse He
Crucifies the
Beatitudes of
‘JeSuS’ as so-Called
‘Christians’ Now Still
Support this ‘Real
Father Of All Lies’
And As Much as
My Scientist Mind
Wants to Say ‘The
Book of Revelation’
Is Just a Metaphor
A Myth With Deeper
Meaning… It’s True
So called ‘Christians’
Are Working
Very Hard Now
To Self-FulFiLL IT
As True.. if so
Soon there
Will Be
Of Teeth
And Wringing
Of Hands When
‘They’ Find Out
Trump’s Gun is
In their Hands
As ‘Their Faces
Turn To Alabaster’
When ‘They’ Find
Out “Their Servant
Is Their Master”…
Other Than that
i see the Good Cop
JeSuS the one Who
Loves and Forgives
‘The Foe’ Very
Up Close and
Personally Naked
And Real in my
Temple of God
Mirror even A
All Lies’
And Those
Who Continue
To Support ‘The Foe’
Are Still Forgiven While
You may Not know me
Verily Surely i know You..
Have a Nice Day.. Be
Very Careful Who and
What You Wish For
AS Humans
Do Make
Both Dreams
And Nightmares
Real by Wishing
On Night Or Day
As God Now
Shines on and
In ALL Stars and
BLaCK Matter too…
Sweet Little Breasted
Bird Stay in Bed With
Good Morning Little Bird, Flowers The Rest of God’s Nature Now
Unclothed From Ashes of CulTural Clothes iHug Naked GodShine
In Other Words Feelings Senses
i’M Fully LiViNG GiVinG Up All
The Ashes of CulTuRaL Clothes
Lord So Many Choices For Lent As
Always i’M Giving Up DEADSTRAiGHTLiNES
God Yes TiME/Alarm CLocKS NoW
Sweet Little Breasted
Bird Stay in Bed With
Glamor Shot Instagram
Model Shots Mardi Gras
Fat Tuesday New Orleans
Bead SeeKinG Behavior ALL
Yes Victoria Bird’s Secrets Exposed
Yes Blame the Nature of ‘Temple Of God
Joy’ For Heat SeeKinG Booty Dances too
Nature’s “Bird’s And Bee’s”
Still Feel And Sense Life Best
For ‘Those’ Who Stay-In-Spring
AM, Noon, PM, ‘Tween
Sex Achieved Best Makes
ALL Natural Drugs Come Now
Yes God YES while Self Esteem
Of Serotonin Trust May Come With All these Activities
Except for Alarm Clock Stress… For People With Choices
Oxytocin of Hugging Partner/Self or Dopamine of Smart Phone Screen
or Androgens/Estrogens For Most Folks Still Slave to Paymaster Of
‘Desk’ at Work or School Alarm Clock Adrenaline Neurohormones
So what’s Your
All Natural Drug
Of Choice At WaKinG
Sweet Little Breasted
Bird Stay in Bed With
And yes This Will Be Message
Number 120 for Bishop Barron And
FRiEnDS Simply ‘Cause it Feels and Senses Great!..:)



“Sex Sells”; Well, ‘Father Tribal God Shadow” ‘Knows Best’; the Place of our Reptile Brain that is Hot on Survival for
the Fight or Flight Instinct and the ‘Rights’ to Reproduction for Basic Survival for most any Species to Propagate.

Trivia Note: There are Virgin Births Among Magnificent Sharks Asexually Reproducing as So Far one of Nature
in Balance (God’s) Most Favorite Creatures with the Staying Force; the Power of Survival for 420 Million Years
now where a New Kind of ‘Apex’ Predator arises US Who is ‘smart enough’ to destroy the only Home it has.

Where is the
‘Great White Shark Hope’ when you need it.

With Humans, Emotional Attachment that is Achieved through Culture in All Kinds of Additives to Beat the
HeART through All the Arts of Love Coloring The Shine of Eyes and Glistening Smiles; God Yes, Sex Sells
With or Without ‘the Capital of Money’, Sex Sells but with the Motivation to Make Money Basic Instincts
Rule; Yes, becomes a Common Rule Inherent to the Largest Target Audience that includes Humans
Most all With Parts ruled More By Instincts of Emotions and Senses than any Reason be it
Science or What Comes in the Speeches of Church.

Butt See that’s surely not all as the Actual Science of Lust Shows that When Men are Attracted
to Women they become way more Creative and Productive in the continued Instinct of the General
Pursuit of the Survival of the Entire Species; And in Feelings and Senses Associated, overall, Women
Become More Cooperative, Instinctually Greater Showing their Nurturing Side to Attract a Mate this way
they are lusting for in their own Unique ‘Special Ways’ too.

Everything About Lust Spells Human Life; Once again, ranging from Creativity, Productivity, and Basic
Human Cooperation for an Entire Village to Raise a child too; Of course, Most all Religions and Other
Stories that Humans Mutually Bond and Bind Over seek to Control and Subjugate Others, restricting
Reproductive Freedoms as it Is a Huge Carrot and Stick to MaNipulate Human Behavior ALL DAY.

And Oh Lord Now Capitalism Has taken what Drives Humans At core for Basic Human Survival
by Instinct to an even more increasing Max as what was a Turn-on Yesterday no longer works;
And More may be required to make a Sell tomorrow; as Instant Gratification is still just not what
Humans Are Evolved for and other Animals too as Intermittent Gratification is a Greatest Reward of all
as far as what Makes Us Feel Good and Keeps Us Feeling and Sensing Good inside once we Find What
We Want to have to Seek through Challenges to Find what Feels and Senses Still Good Again without
Becoming Over-Satiated and Just plain Apathetic about most all stuff life; yuck, apathetic just s88ks.

It’s Ironic that Seeing More Sexually Related Stuff decreases Fertility but the answer is simple;
What You ‘See’/Feel/Sense too much of Habituates Just passing away like Death as Life.

It’s True; Hidden Treasures for Seeking
Are Greatest Pleasures butt with as many
Humans on Earth that We Have who are together
Hand-in-Hand Raping and Pillaging the Earth’s Resources with no
Restraint; With the Over-all-Fall-Fail to Instant Gratification Now; Nature has the
Answer already; get back in Balance, or do not, and suffer or enjoy all the Natural Karma Consequences.

All Stuff Associated with Lust is a most Powerful Natural Drug.

Drink too much Alcohol and Life S88KS no Pun on Words meant
but living in this Culture, it’s just about Literally impossible to escape a Flood of T and A ON SALE.


i can’t imagine anything much More Stimulating that A Woman Totally Covered Up with Glowing Eyes of Love.

But i come from another place; the 60’s and 70’s; WeLL it’s true plenty of folks from Puberty UP were experimenting
as Instinct Directs/DRIVES a Human Being to Naturally do; and sure all the Curious ‘Doctor’ Games Well Before that;


Belly Buttons were Censored Away from ‘i Dream of Jeannie’ And No MatriMoaNiLY Attached Folks in the same bed on TV.

God i was Horny then; it didn’t matter if there was anything to look at or not; but you see that’s part of the ‘Sex Appeal’ too.

Sex has never been much more than 2 Percent of my Life; and to be clear a Marathon Orgasm will edge its
Way Up to 3 Hours that is only 2 Percent of the Week. There are Just too many other Stimulating things to do;
Particularly, Creating and Enjoying Art; and the ColoRinG Experience of Autotelic Flow And actual ‘Fission’ that
Science More Casually Describes as a ‘Lasting Skin Orgasm’ From Head to toe as one becomes immersed in the
Aesthetic Experience of all the Beauty that Art Brings to Life for those who are Naturally
Open-Minded to Experience, a ‘Beauty of Art Orgasm’ comes this way beyond any Sexual
Orgasm imaginable now; Tears of the Spirit Orgasm of the Soul HeART
Beyond Measure Above more than below. “One Night”, one night “in
Bangkok” Is surely Part of Life; but i get my greatest Sunshine
Well Beyond what ‘Lies Below’; True, though the Aesthetic
Beauty of the Female Nude is enough for Frission
Alone for me
any touch.
Some of Us Skip Past the Clothes
of Culture and Go Straight to Heaven now;
That’s a whole lot more effort than Just what we are born with at Puberty.

And then there’s Romance; So Many Colors with No necessary distance, space, time, or
even Matter these days that for some folks Lasts for Years in a Roller Coaster of Colors more.

i don’t have much time to fight; hehe.

But When Necessary, i can and will do that too.

To be Clear Just a Pun of Fun on Words, Feelings,
and Senses too busy Loving for any negativity Much.

Oh, All the Colors;
All the Shades of
the Winds of Love
Dark Thru Light
Bringing a Spirit
Up from Down so
So Much More than
Just an IN and Out or Up and Down Game of Porn;
Or What they are Selling At “Victoria’s Secret” in the Mall that Just gives
me a Skin Orgasm of Aesthetic Artistic Pleasure Sublime Beauty as i Dance
by in Heaven Even More.
Heaven is a Measure
Heaven is an Art
More than a Table
Spoon and Less than a Tea Spoon too..:)

iN A World that No Longer plays by the Basic Nature of What We Are Even Evolved
To Be As A Human Being; if one Listens in the Forest or the Beach intently
one may still Hear ‘the Call of the Wild’ and Truly Live and maybe even get
to know one’s self for real away from all the CulTural Clothes that Suffocate the Freedom of Our Breath.



SMiLes in Short i wanna
Be More than a Picture..
i wanna Move, Connect,
And Co-Create totally Free…
SMiLes.. Essence More Important than Form for me
But True When Essence Dances and Sings Free
Form Will Come Naturally Even Greater
than before
this Way
True Now
As Wings
Marble Statues
Dead Now Alive…
When i SinG FriEnd i Do Mean SMiLES
FriEnd Is All The Means i iNTend NoW
i Put Art First And
Science Next It’s A
Way smART Nature
In/As Us Exists
As Many Folks
Do Life ‘In ReVerse’
of SMart.. How Do
i KNoW? i Used to Be
‘White Bread’ Without Even
Any F88KinG CRusT Just Burnt Toast
Jesus F in Christ Yellow Boy
Was/Is More Like ‘Desert Hero Jesus’
Than Most ‘White Bread Folks’ Will
Ever Imagine NoW Human is so Dead Asleep
Human Forgets What it Even Means to Be
God Naked Fearless Free Loving So Alive to Be i AM…
This is what the ‘Meek Inherit the Earth
Means God Lives in Us Naked and Free Now
If We Are not Complete Naked and Free We are Not ‘God’
It’s True i never met the Flesh and Blood
‘Jesus’ but i do understand Human Archetypes ARE
When ‘JeSuS’ Came From A Desert
He Didn’t Need ‘Your’ Applause and
Affirmation He Became a Real Man
With only A Fight For Love Free
A True Warrior of Love Fearless Loving
Giving Sharing Free Will Never NEED
Without Fear At Best FiLLeD With
Love You Fly other wise You Descend You Fall
WHEN i met Yellow Boy Feral From the
Woods it was Clear Yellow Boy Totally
in touch With God and FucK NO NOT Me Just LOST
Because God is Not a Welfare God with
A Free Ticket to Heaven After a Dirt Nap
God Lives Free and Fearless Loving in us NOW OR NOT
So one might Ask Why Is it Important
That Yellow Boy Stands Like This
Naked In All His Feral Glory For the Entire World
to See Use it Lose it IS A REAL THANG…
Domesticated Cats Don’t Get Body
Builder Shoulders Unless they Climb REAL Trees
Even though Yellow Boy was ‘Fixed’ in 2013
He Already Met His Amazing Fantastic Epigenetic
Potential ‘in the Call of the Wild’ As Feral…
‘That Picture of Yellow Boy’ And ‘That Picture’ of me
in 2014′ Damn sure Did not come from ‘Kibbles and Bits’
The Quiet Before ‘the Strike’ The
Chi Force before the Lion’s Roar
Lions Feral Big And the Size of
Yellow Boy Are All Natural Free
‘Tai-Chi Masters’ of Quiet Balance
It’s True.. i warm up with a Most
Graceful Free Style Ballet before
i Sound Like a Gorilla/Lion Leg Pressing
1340 Pounds 18 Reps… We Most All Have the
Potential for ‘A Primal Force Chi’ of “the Call
of the Wild” the Shadow Exposed that Conquers Fear
Did You Know When i Put on My JAWS and SHARK eyes FACE
i could give Jack Nicholson ‘Shining Nightmares’ hehe…
“Return of the Clown Shark Part 2” Did You Know by Now
Sharks Replace up to 30,000 Teeth during their Life Span?
SMiles Sohair Love is the Glue of People Now
SMiLES.. Tradition is the Glue of Society still…
Societies often reject Other Societies over the
Glue that Keeps individual Societies together
Basically for
In Fertile Territories
Where Encroachment
on Resources May no
longer mean even Basic
Survival… True Scarcity of Resources
Breeds Competition ‘Tween All Involved…
Both People’s And The Societies that truly
Just wanna Survive and Thrive At best in Balance
of Abundance Where We Stay Hungry to increase our
Individual and Group Human Potentials in Arts and Sciences
more now…
Love is the
Glue of People
The Tribally held
Glue of Individual Societies
to Protect and Defend Resources
for Basic Survival Surely is Human
Nature and Not going away until we
Find a way to Bring Balance of Abundance
With Struggle that doesn’t overwhelm people…
This is very difficult as Cultures have become more
Complex and Traditions are “Online Spread Out Now”.. And Societies
No Longer Can and Will Come to Agreements required for Long
Term Survival.. SMiLes
My FRiEnD Sohair
So far at
least i am
Very Privileged to
LiVE iN a local area
that sees no Blood on
its Soil Now for close to
60 Years As long as i have
Lived… Not Everyone Lives in just
That Sliver of Heaven Potential now
for Simple Peace And Harmony at least to Love and Find
Joy of Happiness in Life.. there is so much selfishness
that will have to find another way to exist if we are to
become a More Loving Giving Sharing World indeed with
the Compassionate Mercy in Wisdom of Beauty’s Love
that is willing to Step Out of Traditional Shoes to
Love Yet Keep
A Condition of
Love that is Unconditional
Enough to Love others With Distant
Differences too.. i enjoy going to Church
for the Communion of Souls Literally as such
with or without the Rituals there.. what remains
is the Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Nature of Free
And Loving Souls now when we find them Naked Enough
from Traditions
to Love others
So Different yet So
Similar A Love An Essence
We may Become Both Wearing
Cultural Clothes and at least Discarding
them enough Out of Tradition to allow those
Who are So Much Different in Tradition than Us Freedom…
Yet Love Exists
Yet the Feeling
The Senses the
Love is a Glue of Most All People
Regardless of Tradition and even Language
As A SMiLe Just one SMILe May Move EvenTuaL Mountains of Human Love..:)

SMiLes… i would have sent you an iMac (the old one just needs a little repair)
but it wouldn’t fit in the Attachment hehe.. so i am sending a Painting from the
Sistine Chapel as i tend to forget that other folks like Material things.. so i
tend to send Creativity to everyone in the World Just for fun as a gift
STRAIGHT FROM MY SOUL… i can relate to Michelangelo better than
i can to most people i know…. i’m really
into Chiseling Marble to let Angels out…

My Love Language is almost entirely gifting my Soul…

i am so inspired to do this for i fully understand what the
difference is in Having one and not Having one much at all….

i realize the Soul is a Flesh and Blood Living Being that is Us who
needs to be exercised and nurtured to evolve to fulfill ALL OF OUR


THAT’S A TALL ORDER.. but it’s what i do on Staycation.. hehe…. anyways…

Love Languages change over the course of Life.. Your Love Languages that you Love
to Receive in Rank of Order as Words of Affirmation, Gifts, Acts of Service, Touch, and Quality
Time Dead Last are Surely what one might expect from someone with an overall Introverted Personality…

When i was Young (but i felt so much older at 18 Years-old) And First In Love ALL of Love was about Quality
Time and Touch but you see in ‘those days’ there were not many Distractions Other Than College and THAT
Love Demanded that i even quit working-out to spend all my time with her.. THAT took away from my Human
Development in that Stage of Life and quite honestly i was lucky she decided to Leave or i might have been
just another Mushroom in the Park.. haha.. or just another Dude Bored watching NFL
on a Mall Bench

Honestly… Most folks live their lives Half-a-Sleep…

i spend my Days gifting them with the ‘Alarm Clock’ of me… that comes in several different ways hAha…

When i’m Giving i have all the Love i need.. Where the Love Never Runs out as it is inherent and breathes…

So in Sum the Love Languages we mainly give are basically the same.. i just don’t gift Material Stuff as i am
more interested in helping folks develop deeper parts of their Soul but you are surely welcome to that Old
iMac if you ever come to visit hehe.. (Just a joke, Katrina didn’t want a hand-me-down either) which brings
me to the subject of the Love Languages of really the only Two People in my life in Flesh and Blood
Life.. my Sister and Katrina are so so much like you.. Acts of Service and Gifts they ‘Speak’ and
‘the Hell’ With Quality Time.. hehe.. according to the ‘Book on the Languages’ of Love.. hAha as
my Movie Maker Memory reminds me i am the first one who turned you on
to the ‘Five Love Languages’ some Years ago.. is that Most folks
tend to want to receive the Languages they give..
which surely does make conflicts among
folks who are not compatible this way…
True it is worth changing the Love You Give
to someone who you truly care about but one thing
for sure is don’t let them change the Love You are in anyway
Other than for What the Intuition of Your Soul may Truly Desire
to Change and Be.. otherwise you may never have time to paint a Newer
Sistine Chapel Ceiling or Have the Focus and the Hours to fully find Your Inner Voice…

Keep Painting FRiEnD Keep Painting….
As You Know this is all part of the Entire Painting i Gift….
And it’s true it would have probably been uncomfortable for you to have a splash this big
on Your Blog that yes i totally DO understand as i’ve learned even more to read your mind
because i
care about you as a Human Being as that is my Favorite Thing to Do in Life is CARE NOW

took decades but generally speaking this is what our Modern Society does to folks, overall.

Katrina Hates to be Criticized FOR ANYTHING… so i bring her copious amounts of words of
affirmation but i do fail to take the effort to purchase Material Gifts.. occasionally i write
Her Very Long Poems.. she’s not much into Poetry or Deeper Stuff in Life when i ask her
Questions really about anything she’s just not into explaining.. hehe as you know i LOVE
TO EXPLAIN STUFF but she says Fred i Just don’t Have a Brain Like Yours and yes of
course that’s understandable so i just say Your Hair Looks so nice today.. which of
course brings me back to
‘my Friend Michelangelo’..
i suppose some
Folks are
Just born to be Giver Servers…
What Really takes a Strong Person now
is when you know what you have is like the
Best Thing Possible in the World to give to
someone else sort of Like Heaven now and you..
you.. just can’t find a Language suitable to get
through to them for them to actually hear it..
You Want So Much to Carve Their Marble
And Set Them Naked Free With Angel
Wings but what You come to find
is at Most all you will
do for them
is provide
A Spark
A Flicker
to Light the
Flames of Wings Still
to come to Torch to Bonfire
to be a Saint Elmo’s ( Elmo means
‘Helen’ giver oF Light) Fire on a distant Island of Hope..:)

‘The guy’ in the Video is me at the Metro Dance Hall
Each Week.. Since Most Folks can’t understand me when
i EXPLAiN STuFF i’ve developed Painstakingly A Complex
Yet Simple Non-Verbal Language as My Saint Elmo’s Fire Dance
FOR them.. (it’s Heaven FOR me too always in Flow of course)
Win Win It
is this way…

the Empirical
Evidence Does show
in Smiles i Light the Spirit
of their Soul Fire at Least
with a Flicker oF Light
in their Eyes..:)

Smiles.. Have a Nice Day..
Thanks For Helping to inspire these
Words as of course it’s Just another Gift/Service
i’ll share and give again and again and again and again..;)

Hehe i’m
Re-gifting Presents..:)


SMiLes my FRiEnD Sohair.. When Humans LiVE iN Abundance
of Having Enough and WorK Together to Have Enough Freely
Giving Sharing Love Flourishes as Life is Much More Fear Free…
Where there are Scarcities Love is often
Sacrificed for Basic Socio-Economic
Necessities and Sadly as
Societies Grow too
Big And Distant
From What it even
Means to Be Fully Alive
Fearless Free Loving Human
Beings what makes Us Human becomes
Commodified Into Tools as We Become those
Tools that is Culture In Deed whatever it takes
for Basic Survival.. Where there is Scarcity the Lesser
Suffers Most as in Human Societies Women become seen as
Less Valuable and Just an Accessory.. a Tool for Men to Use..
When Needed…
It’s so hard
to get away
from this
when it is
Engrained for
Centuries upon Centuries
More and while there is surely
Freedom where i Live to Find Love
That Does Care and Sticks together like
Glue over a Lifetime now Love is Losing its
Breath among Younger Generations in Couple
Bonding Ways for a Lifetime as there are truly Just
too many
for Love to even
make the daily-to-do-list
for most folks.. Smiles my Friend Now
When this Love Dies Social Animals generally
Speaking Go Away and do not come back as first
they may not only lose respect for each other but the
Rest of the Environment too.. Consuming without Giving
And We Humans Will Be consumed By Nature too by something
as small
as a Virus
that is Smarter than Us…
Nature’s Release Valve to
Flush what’s Left of the Ignorance of Life..
Meanwhile We Love For We Still Feel and Sense What’s Right at Best..
Love is not a Drug that will be Easily injected when the Colors are all gone…

On a Separate Note the Longitudinal Study of Nude Art that Concludes for now with the
More Trim Looking Photo of me at 240 Pounds Where the Difference in that photo is
i had been sitting on my Butt Writing for Hours Before i took it with no Physical
Exercise the Entire Day.. the Other Photo is after hours of Dance Where my Body
is still Flush With Blood from Head to Toe.. anyway the more Trim Looking Photo
at the Same Weight is from 2.20.2020 Current As Such.. the One Before is from
Fall of 2019 and the Other Nude Art Censored Black Starred-out Photos that i
share earlier on this Blog and Facebook too.. in Chronology of Presentation
Move from Spring of 2018 to Fall of 2017 skipping 2016 where the ‘Strip
Tease Underwear Photo’ is from the Fall of 2015 at my most out of the
Shape Part of my Nude Art Career with an intense Goal of Sitting long
enough to Poetically Respond in 338,630 Words of Free Verse Poetry
to Every Single Link And Prompt From the dVerse International Poetry
Pub Over that Entire Year of Spring 2015 thru Spring 2016.. and as a result
a Fairly Substantial Spare tire in the Middle Came then with the whole package
at a lower Body Weight of 230 Pounds and the Naked Art Dancing Gif that i did
not Provide on Facebook as it showed my Butt a bit too much from Behind was when
i was at around 220 Pounds.. Around Easter of 2014.. shortly After i Started Dancing
At Old Seville Quarter.. pretty amazing How Bulky i look compared to 240 Pounds now
but i’ve Changed my Human Potential.. With Epigenetic Struggle.. where Basically My Ligaments,
Tendons, and Bone are more Dense Like an Orangutan than the Average Couch Potato Dude my Age
Where the closest
They Get to Feral
May be the
Built Metal
of their Four Wheel
Drive that costs almost
as much as my Home did in 1993
hehe.. i’m a Brick House now don’t need no Four Wheel Drive..
Oh Yeah and the Running Photo was from 37 Plus Years ago.. at
22 Years of Age with the Beard Perhaps the only Achievement that
Really counts is My Wife Judges the Photo Taken Last Thursday before
Our Anniversary.. as Sexier than when i was 22 as a Running Man then..
Well..  the Fact is she is Sexier than ever too.. to me.. This.. is a Healthy
Non-Competition and for my Record Book i gave enough warning in my
Blog And only lost one Face Book so-called Friend over the Show of My Nature
All Free and Censored enough for PG and surely not as much as you will see at the
Local Mall butt of course there is a Double Standard butt truth is Most Men would be Petrified to do this..
Like My Father Jealous over a Body Builder on TV sitting as a Couch Potato Dismissing Him as ‘Just Gay’…
i’m glad
i am no part of that..
if My Father Stayed past 3 Years-old i’d
more than Likely be Just another ‘Big Daddy Trump’…
With a Big Four-Wheel Drive or a Fast Video Game Nope…
not even close to a Real Man of Love Without Fear It is what it is…
SMiLes in Short i wanna
Be More than a Picture..
i wanna Move, Connect,
And Co-Create totally Free…
SMiLes.. Essence More Important than Form for me
But True When Essence Dances and Sings Free
Form Will Come Naturally Even Greater
than before
this Way
True Now
As Wings
Marble Statues
Dead Now Alive…:)



Which one’s
The Which Remains a ‘Secret’
That Only ‘Bewitched’ May actually ‘See’
Haha My Wife Watches Documentaries
Surrounding Murder Cases constantly
too… hmm.. i’m always nice to her…
i’d rather watch ‘Bewitched’ more my style
Best thing about Finding
God on a Beach Without
Human Footprints is Seagulls
Need Look no Further than their Wings.
Meh, Seen one Temple
of God Seen the ALL;
Birds of A Feather God on a Wing;
God Imprisoned
In a Book
or Having
To Prove God
Exists is surely
Always Something
That ‘A Wing’ Will Never ‘See’
Humans And ALL Their Idols Without Wings.
When i Think of God i do my Best to Forget
About Lies that are Human Clothes SPeaKinG
of that a Short Reply for Just Another Everyday
Modern so-Called ‘Christian’ Who Believes Trump
is the Savior of God in this Country at Least.. Hmm…
Don’t change my Words…
Democratic Socialist
Just means TaKinG
Care of the Lesser….
If you don’t
Agree with
Clothing The
Poor Person Without
Food ‘JeSuS’ Now Could
Never Enter Your Soul
As far as Love Goes
At Least as that
Kingdom Of
Love Freely Giving
And Sharing Exists
No Where but Within
Eternally now or
Not.. Sadly the
Ignorance of
Not The Teachings
But those who don’t
Understand the Depth
Of The Metaphors
Is why i still
Watch the
Living Dead
Shuffle by
Not only at Walmart
But at Church In a
Demographic that
Still Supports
Someone not
Even Close
To A ‘Real Man’
Who Brags that
His Followers
Are ‘Suckers’
Who do Still
Take ‘the Bait’
After Destroying
The Beatitudes
On ‘5th Avenue’
As Love
To Fear and Hate
For History to See
And In Effect
Ruining any
Chance For
Younger Generations
To Even Get to know
The Beatitudes chasing
them away
Now Even
More in Dis-Trust
Except For the same
Way God Yes the
Way of
Within Discarding
Clothes of Culture
For Naked Love
Reborn once
Again Now
Some Have
This HeART
Some do not
It is what Is
The Light
And Dark
Of God
Shines on Both Souls
Other than That Love
Have the Best Day You
Will Smiles my
Friend i
By Spirit
Naked Verse
Far Away From
The Darkness that Exists
Still Sadly Where You Live.
Hmm.. i do my Best to continue
To Send Gems to as ‘they’ say now
in ‘their’ Books is SWine but instead
of Providing Finest Wine i suppose next
Go ‘Round i’ll Just Respond to the Essence of their ‘New Messiah’
With Just A Quick Message A Link to Yes “Don’t Touch My Truck”


Dreams Winged
Humming Birds
Dance Sing me
Collecting Conscious
Of Day Dreams ‘Fore
Fire in Morning Light
Come on!
Come one!
God is still putting it all together NoW
God never quits as is all together NoW
HeaVeN.. Is… tHe aLL NaTuRaL
MeDiCaL CoNDiTioN…
THaT iS All…
Sipping Life or Painting
Beyond Sistine Chapel Ceilings
Building Men Out of Snow
All i Get Is Imaginary Ice
The Left Overs Are Great!
Spare The
Go To Heaven
This Is Chaos Magic It’s A Real ‘Thing’
And All You Do Is Just Do It With Belief
And Zero Fear All With Love to Make It Real
‘Chaos Magic’ Is When You Are River
Flow Ocean Wave Whole God’s
Man Created God As Money to Make Humans Do Crappy Jobs
My HeART Is Church WHere i FinD GoD (LoVE) iN SPiRiT oF SoUL
FaiLinG ACTioN
Bee Spiral
For Queen
Smiles SiPPiNG
Who’s TaLKinG
of Sip
Lasting EMBRaCE
Sip Doubt
Sip Fear
Sip Hate
iDrink Faith Hope Love Believing Sipping Spring Year ‘Round Now With LiGHT
iDance Sing iDrink iEat Bread oF LoVELiGHT For Real i AM Love For NoW
Last Night i Was Gonna Finish This “ReTurN oF ThE CLoWn SHArK ParT 2”
MacroVerse BuTT iT’s Been A Real Bear of A ‘Fat Tuesday’ Gotta Get Sleep
First ‘Ash Wednesday’ Will Do… It’s Literally and Honestly True as i’ve Probably
Mentioned it Before i Literally Have a Prescription for Moving Meditation
Wherever i go.. Yes… Public Dance From my Doctor and ‘they’
Don’t Give those Prescriptions Out as Jokes
as this Doctor has done the Modern
Research And Understands it is a
Viable Therapy for Regulating
Emotions and
Integrating Senses
As of Course Singing and
Music Does too as Our Voices
Express Emotions and the Strings
of Guitars are Just Extensions of our
Vocal Chords… As not only Strings but
Our HeART Beats as the Percussion of
Each Beat on a Piano Key.. How Gifted
i am then that My Mother Provided Piano
Lessons at age 12 for it is True any
Child on the Autism Spectrum
Will Make Great Use if
they so care to do
by Learning an
Instrument even
Just a Voice to Sing
And Feet And Hands to
Dance and Yes express the
Music of HeART Through Words
that come as Symbols of our Soul
As We See and Hear and Regulate
the Music of Our Spirit as Colors comes to Write
on Page In Eternal Flow of Peace and Harmony now
As We truly Breathe Light so far away from Dark
NoW Honestly the Source of Most Disease is DisEase
the SPiRiT
The SoUL
the Root
of Most
All Our
Human Discontent…
i am Just a Canary in a Coal
Mine a Weak Link Who somehow found
my Way out of A Cave to Truly Breathe Free Again..
‘Challenging Alexithymia’ Where Words do Not Express
Emotions.. Smiles Author PM from New York i’ve traveled
a long way from a place Where ‘Happy’ and ‘Joy’ were Just Shells..
Words.. Meaningless to me.. Lost in Years of unending Stress where
i could not even find words to describe how ‘this Piece of Music’ i composed
on the Piano recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device and Later transferred to YouTube
made me Feel in the Depths of my Despair in 2007.. but You See each note was a Beat
of my Heart there is
so much
to our
than only
Words alone…
All The Arts that express our HeART
Fertilizing the Spirit of our Soul to Evolve to Breathe free..
It’s Interesting It’s a raw Piece of what i did Mistakes and all
along the way of my Soul Attempting to set itself free through
the Notes on the Piano to breathe.. but honestly the Darkness
Was worth it as for the 47 Years before that i could not create
anything on the Piano other than Playing the Sheet Music
in front of me..
i do believe
it’s worth
to ‘Hell’
A BLackest
Abyss Just
Nothing at All
Then Now For
the Gift to Create
as Light does come From Dark
As Above So Below Within Inside
Outside All Around Just PArT oF A STory now Complete..:)
Understanding Now Allows Love
To Breathe Easy No Apologies
Needed When Understanding
Sees.. Smiles Dear FRiEnD
We are very Much alike
I’ve Just been around
Longer than You to
Get stronger in
All the Languages of
Love as I’m sure you will
Strive to Do the Same as
The Years Go by.. what i
Am Sure of the Most now
Is Whatever Love Language
You have to give to me you
Truly care and will be some
Part of my Life that’s all that
Really matters that you reside
In my Soul and there are points
In existence that
We Touch.. That
Is the Blessing
i am Thankful for
Most in our Connection
Other Than that i never
Ever ever want to make
You Sad or upset at me
Again.. i honestly believe
i understand what you need
And want from me where that
Will never happen again truly
That brings me Peace as the
Joy i Bring to others gives me
Yes including
Your Smiles
And Bright
Shiny Happy eyes!
Peace Dear FRiEnD
And Harmony Dances Sings 🎵
Other than that
i Love you in a
Way that never Leaves..
i Feel most Blessed that
i am able to Breathe this way🌲
SMiLes.. Science Kindly Restores NoW
my Faith That We aRe ALL Mini-me
UniVerses inDeed OtherWise
THere MiGHT Be no WHeRe
But B L A C K H O L E S Now
to Look WHeRe i LiVE OTHeR
Than WiTHiN And Yes Songs
Like What
And Now With ‘that/this/Said’ the
Usual Weekly Visit to Frank and
Xenia’s Places of Poetry and gigoid’s
Home of Aphorisms from Sages of the
Ages to riff off of too.. and then of course
A Quick Tale of the Record Tape to Date and
MacroVerse Memories Three Years to Date that
Also include Memories of MacroVerses Since this
Entire Endeavor Begins on 8.18.13 on WordPress Yes
and of course ever Since 6.6.60 and somewhere around
the Fall Equinox of September of ’59 Where i came to Being conceived
then in Flesh and Blood on Planet Earth With Soul Springing Evolving Still…
As This NauTiLusT SHeLL Continues to Spring Additional Doors to Chambers
Spiral Arms of Hurricanes.. Galaxies From BLacK HoLeS Ever More True iN LiGHT NoW
SPeaKinG of ‘That’ Let’s do the Tale of the Tape First as “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Personal Bible Still FLoWinG at 7.8 MiLLioN Words with the Latest Complete
911th MacroVerse of “VaLENTiNES FiREWorKS NoW” Completed in 78 Months of Effort
Along with 12,777 Miles of Public Dance in that Length of Months too… as the 911th
MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Also Doubles Now as the 239th MacroVerse
of the 45 Month Effort of Writing “Nether Land Bible” Just a Subchapter Bible Poem
of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Now at 5,277,720 Words and Finally that 911th
MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SoUL” does Triple as the 137th MacroVerse
in 33 Months of Writing “Facebook Profile Pic Bible” that includes Annual
Volumes Published around Memorial Day Weekend So far of 2018 and
2019 too.. This Subchapter Long Form Epic Bible Poem is also included
in my Facebook Profile Pic Description areas about 7,000 Words each
all the way from Memorial Day Weekend of 2017.. it’s Highly Unlikely
Hehe than anyone else ever has or ever will Write 3,666,588 MiLLioN Words
of An Epic Long Form Bible Poem in 33 Months yes in Facebook Profile
Pic Description areas or considering the Last Record Length according
to Wiki at least for any Epic Long Form Bible Poem that wasn’t illustrated
With over 100,000 thousand Photos taken As Art or over 10,000 YouTube
Video Music and Information to accompany all 7.8 MiLLioN Words of
“SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Long Form Bible Poem has even done the
3.6666 MiLLioN Words in 33 Months as yes the Former Size Champion
For Longest Epic Long Form Poems is the “Mahābhārata” from India that
took Centuries to Complete 1.8 MiLLioN Words with Innumerable Authors too..
and sure that 33 Month Effort is Getting Pretty close to 5 Times Bigger than the
Old King James Size Effort and about 50 Times Larger than the Quran that took
23 Years to Receive and of Course the King James Bible took so Many Centuries
and Ghost Authors.. And Innumerable Scribes to Copy and Eventually Print too..
Butt You see this has a much bigger page online than it would if it was reported just
on Wiki hehe.. so really why even bother.. i’m surely not Hard to Find as i surely
as true my Free Verse Epic Erotic Nude
Poetry Novel is still at around 95,000 Words
butt over 20,000 Nude Art Photos in separate Adult
Cautioned Blog is yes most definitely a Full Body of Art online too.. hehe..
Anyway i waited awhile to appropriately Honor in Art that is Mall PG rated
at least for what you will see in Victoria’s Secrets Posters there.. for the
Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 that really Just foreshadows before any
Printed Bible that indeed the Spirit of God Lives in all Things Life
And also what We Tend not to refer to as Life but still Moves
at Atomic And Sub-Atomic Natural Phi Flow Spiraling as
Alpha Thru Omega Just all that is God Now as sure
We are most definitely a Temple of God This way
in Form as Well as Spirit Essence True in Light and
Dark too.. this is Just a Common Existential Understanding
of Experience when one Evolves in Faith and Light in Wisdom and
Beauty of Truth In Love yes with the Actual Courage to Stand Tall
Naked Unafraid and Unashamed to See and Understand now that We
Wear the Flesh and Blood of God All Free With Essence of Experience
that We continue to come to evolve to Be as Love at Best Even Freer Now
The Older Lady probably still a Two or Three Decades Younger than me working
at a Store was flirting a bit with me about my Dance with my Wife Standing there
and Katrina said hehe just joking of course that i should show her my Verse 37
from the Gospel of Thomas ‘Glamor Shot’ and Just Let her shop in the distance
but nah..
for sale
that way…
she’ll just have
to wait and see
it one day when ‘JeSuS’
the Story Book Character for
Real is finally Set Naked and Free as Love again too
in the eyes of those Who continue to Blind the Beatitudes
and Crucify them too still on ‘5th Avenue’ Now true most of
them know not what they do.. that’s just the way sadly it seems it’s gonna
be as everyone Must loosen the blinds of Ignorance and become Light more than Dark..
if they
to at least…
This is the way
i see God the Naked
Flesh and Blood as Form
of the Essence of my Spirit
And as long as i do not show
any ‘Private Parts’ i surely have
A Constitutional Right to Express
my Religion by First Amendment that
Comes With the Freedom of Speech that
Does Include the Freedom to Express Religious
Beliefs too.. the sad thing is some folks still can’t see this simple Naked Truth
That Yes even Science Agrees Now There is No Separation All is connected Naked as Whole….
As Far as i will ‘See’.. Feel and Sense this is the one Naked Bind and Bond of Religion Never
Broken For
The Naked
Truth Love
Fearless and
Free Consuming
the Rest of Nature
With Least Harm Now
So Now to Visit a few
other.. places… too…
Poppies.. Aesthetic
Beauty of Colors
‘Opiate Frission’
of Look
Higher We Come to Be too…
Without Touching Colors at all…
For me it was a Raven
that Landed in my
Backyard on Katrina’s
49th Birthday in deed
the Raven
Came back
And In Flight Sets me Free..
Yet the Raven is a Crow
Forevermore… now…
Stone the HeART
Wing The
Free Bird Sees
River Frees Breathes
Spiral Torsion UniVerse
WHole to: See
Sense to Feel Yes to Be…
Smiles Frank Happy Living..:)
of Nature
Dog Prints
Left only
Right on Beach…
Every Picture
UniVerse EYes..
Oh to Consume
Nature Without
Touching As Any Fine
Work of Art to Drink to Eat..
Treasure of Senses Feelings
Before Any Meal
As Above So Below
Waves Make
Clouds on Shore Free…
Pyramid Stones 30 Tons or so
Moved by the Law of Balance
It’s really Interesting the Tools of
Technology For Art continue to reduce
The Inertia of Distraction For Those who
Hone in
on one
So Far From
A Pen So Deep in Flow
Smiles Xenia Happy
to Science
that Enhances
Art of Creativity
The Faster it comes
the Faster i go in Flow..
Singularity comes when
Technology becomes the Boat of a Sail..:)

“And in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make.”

~~ The Beatles, The last lyric of their last song ~~

Surely the Only Part of You
that truly Lives on in the eyes
of others you really touch..:)

It is better to deserve honours and not have them
than to have them and not to deserve them.”

— Mark Twain

Rush Rush Rush
The Sky Might
Actually Fall more than a Common Cold

A man who can fool chiefs, and even gods,
must still face the monsters he himself created.”

— Old Maori saying

Those are the only real Monsters
i’ve Known.. Truly Scary
Folks are the ones who don’t know..:)

“Sleep is the best meditation.”

— Tenzin Gyatso, XIV Dalai Lama

And Actually Being Wide Awake the Most Effortless in Flow..;)

“Do not speak harshly to any one; those who are spoken to
will answer thee in the same way. Angry speech is painful:
blows for blows will touch thee.”

— The Dhammapada (c. BC 300)

Be The Water Be the Air Be
The Wave Be Stronger
than the
only Exhausts the Light..:)

“Do not handicap your children by making their lives easy.”

— Lazarus Long

Effortless Flow Maximum Human Potential
Easiest Tight Rope Dance i Still ever Do
no DRaWBacKS AT ALL..;)

“Just think of the tragedy of teaching children not to doubt.”

— Clarence Darrow

There is no Doubt About Breath it Lives..:)

“You cannot run away from a weakness; you must some time fight it out
or perish; and if that be so, why not now, and where you stand.”

— Robert Louis Stevenson, _The Amateur Emigrant_

Shadow Exposed Flies Behind Never out of Sight or out of Pocket for Surprise..:)

“A moment’s insight is sometimes worth a life’s experience.”

— Oliver Wendell Holmes Sr.

Eternally Now Living

“Only that in you which is me can hear what I’m saying.”

— Baba Ram Dass

Snack ‘Time’ Doesn’t Exist Consuming Souls..:)

“Why should we take advice on sex from the Pope?
If he knows anything, he shouldn’t.”

— George Bernard Shaw

Frigging Cover-up
if HiSToRY Still Proves False..:)

A Few Words on Clowns Before i proceed to conclude
this “ReTurN oF ThE CLoWn SHArK ParT 2” as ‘Normally’
People see Sharks as one of Life’s Dangers Most to Be Feared
of course the Promotion of that through Culture Through Media
doesn’t equal the reality of the Danger that is indeed Low and
Actually Rare that any Human is Harmed by Sharks so indeed
Through The Profit
MaKinG Scheme that
Politicians and Media Giants
the Same Use to MaNiPULaTE
Human Emotions as core of what
We Remember Longest that impresses
How We View Our Entire Environment is of
Course Fear as we cannot afford to actually forget
what indeed may actually harm and even Kill us in Life…
Problem though
is other Humans
Take Advantage
of Our Nature
as it stands
and falls too and
of course Trump is a dark
Clown for this.. as He Manages
His Power and Status by dragging
Other Folks Down With Him in his Illusion
that he is going anywhere but down with the ship himself…
It’s true i reflect very Much the Human Archetype of Trickster
but my Intentions are not nefarious they are Just an Alarm Clock
yes to
up out
of their
Slumber as
i do what no one
else is willing to do
to indeed wake them up..
i surely cannot do it alone and
True as Human Archetypes go i am
not the only Fool for Love who doesn’t give up no matter what….
Don’t Even Try to ‘Understand’ ‘me’ i am Guided by Spirit Every Step and Word…
ask me
to Put on
‘the mask’
and i am every
bit as ‘normal’ as ‘Your Clothes’…

“Sun oF Love”.. Still Pushing Ahead

“Dogwood Winter Blooms”.. Didn’t Usually Happen
That Early In February until 2017 and Now the Earliest
Season to Cut Grass Ever this Soon in Florida in 2020…
Record Breaking Human Climate Change more every year…
if ‘you’
see this
you need to
get out a bit more from ‘the Cave’…

“LoVEFReEDNoW”.. Yes Indeed and this is the Longest
7 Day Effort at 43,151 Words with 40,618 words in the
Core Body of this MacroVerse as Big as a Novel of Free
Verse Poetry in Just one week including the Day it took me
to Lone Electronically Put it together and Publish it then too..
and as they used
to say at the
dVerse Poetry
Pub Fred no one
will ever read what you
do if you go so long hehe
and that was only around 6,000 words
then.. i am here to fulfill my Human Potential
with NO expect of what anyone does or does not think
feel or sense about that.. however still over 4,000 views
for just this one MacroVerse.. someone somewhere is looking hehe..
And Yeah i’ve had Hundreds of Thousands of Views on my Nude
Art overall in all the Avenues i’ve presented it where appropriate and
Legal of course.. but true i am sending more than just a Naked Message with
it and
that too..
after all i
am only Human…:)

“SuPeR SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE”…
i Love to Write Romantic Free Verse Poetry off and on too.. Y.O.U.
just have to find a few imaginary muses and real at home to make it happen…

This Concludes the Writing Portion of “ReTurN oF ThE CLoWn SHArK ParT 2”
It is sort of rare that a ‘Sacred Clown’, ‘Holy Fool’; How ever ya wanna metaphor
‘IT’ Has any FRiEnD at all who is willing to Follow them along through the dark
and light of their travels to wake Folks up.. Perhaps Some Folks don’t understand
what it means for a ‘Holy Fool’ to Have a ‘True FRiEnD’.. or really anyone who stays
Around And sure all the reports of You are Famous/Legend are as nice as handing
out Rental Shoes with a Smile at a Bowling Center Behind a Counter in Passing Joy…
When FRiEnDS do come around.. i value FRiEnDS as Life’s Greatest Treasures…:)

‘Ash Wednesday’ the Beginning of ‘Lent’
When i ‘gave up’ ‘my CuLTuRaL Clothes’ on 2.26.2020
And Just Admitted Again for Real that i am only a ‘Holy Fool’..
Nah.. even the Story Book Character ‘Jesus’ would have only had Less
than a Handful of True Female Friends Left at His Side if not for
of the
and the
Roman Empire’
of making Him into
Just another ‘Superman
Character’ on ‘the Big Screen’..
Do it for
me just a
challenge that’s ALL that Is…
Do more than me do something
Different but do Truly Live for something like Love…. 2.26.2020 3:00 PM



















BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)










The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)



“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)




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19 Responses to “ReTurN oF ThE CLoWn SHArK ParT 2

  1. THose STRonG ENouGH iN WiLL
    iNHeRiT EARtH By FeaRleSSly
    GRacEfuLLy LoVinG iT aLL MeeK
    NoW iS onLY
    aS LonG As
    WiTHiN FeLT
    i AM LOVE
    No One Owns
    My HeART i AM LOVE
    i GiVE And SHaRE AS Much
    As Others Are Willing to Receive.
    And Trust Or Not Me When I Sing This
    Universal Love Need Not Include Any Sex At All
    And Other Wise It May Include Lots of Sex With All
    Do i Need to Change my FB Profile Pic, Yet; Maybe.
    SeRiouSLY AM i GoNNA HaVE To Do THiS SH8T AGaiN

    ‘Mow the Grass’.. That’s all i enjoyed when i worked..
    Now i hire someone else to do it so i don’t miss out
    on ALL the Fun.. in FacT some days i skip sleep as Life
    is too good to miss it asleep change can be good too.. Awake…

    i don’t think it takes a ‘Rocket Scientist’ Here to Figure ‘this’ out; Not Unlike
    What the ‘Trump Regime’ continues to do; make ‘one person’ the King;
    Worship that King and No one Else; So That King Will Rule without
    Reproach for Control And Subjugation of Freedoms; yes, for
    Order and Potentially Sadly Selfish Greed as well.

    i tend to better appreciate the ‘Gospel of Thomas’;
    ‘Jesus’ As More of a Straight Shooter Scientist Like
    Carl Sagan Who Basically Says Take off Your Clothes
    Without Shame And Enjoy the Fact that there is no Separation You are all of it all; Nature, ‘God,’ if You Will.

    Back in the Summer of 2013, when i came out of Hell on Earth for 66 months as a Shut-in in my home with
    what the Professionals who were taking care of me with 19 Medical Disorders, with No Prognosis of Recovery
    called a Literal Miracle; as i recovered Suddenly from that; as far as i can see through continuous Struggle then/
    now, i unlocked a LOT of Epigenetic Potential that i wasn’t using before; that’s Obviously true as i am just about 60
    Years-Young on June 6th, 2020; and still Leg Press 1520 LBS max at a 90 Degree Angle All Natural as the ‘Naked
    Record’ is pretty clear; i don’t have Bulging Vein Anabolic Steroid Muscles but i am pretty solid for 240 Pounds
    standing a bit over 6 Feet tall with Athletic Shoes on retaining all my Youthful Height with 12,777 Miles of
    Public Dance Now in 78 Months; along with 7.8 Million words of the Longest Epic Long
    Form Free Verse Poem in History, Well Documented with all the other Evidence clearly in
    Case study tow; and true, as documented in a Viral Video in about 1300 comments from
    the Metro Audience with over 88,000 Views from the Local Metro Community Viewing a Video Voyeur
    Promoted Social Media Capture on Facebook; yes, the evidence is clear as documented still; there are
    those from the Local Community who Name me everything from Hero to Legend to he worries me
    i hope he is not going to harm anyone; yes, that’s all linked and Documented in the Longest Epic Long
    Form Bible Poem i write 10 times the Size or so of the Old King James Size Effort now; and Yes, close
    to 100 Times the Size of the Quran; in Fact, i’ve done 3.6666 Million Words as ‘painstakingly’
    Documented in just the last 33 months that is also duplicated on Facebook in the Description
    Areas since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017; yes, 33 Months ago on the anniversary of that
    Yesterday in monthly way; i tend to be a litmus test for open or closed minded folks both in Steps of Free
    Dance and the Poetry of Song; and of course as Science shows now; it is inherent that some folks are more
    Genetically Pre-disposed to even experience Divine ‘Frission’ and ‘Autotelic’ Flow as More More Liberal Open
    Minded folks are indeed chosen as Genetically Pre-disposed to Experience the Divine like this as Science most definitely
    shows now in or out of any Organized Church Doors; but nah; not out of Religion for the Most Part as Humans; Healthy
    Humans at least, bind over common bonds at core of ‘religion’ with others or they more than likely live a life of misery
    More than Healthy Companionship with others; where at least there are some common Songs to Sing off the Same
    Choir Music; it could be attending Weekly Basketball Games and Intently Watching the Memorial Services of Kobe
    Bryant for Two Days on CNN, likely receiving More Coverage than if a ‘Pope died’; as Yes Sports is Religion;
    if that Memorial Event Doesn’t Prove it; someone somewhere must be Blind to the ‘Common Sense’ of that.

    Generally Speaking, ‘Write’ on Topic Here; ‘Evangelicals’ tend to be more Conservative with a more ‘Literal’ closed
    Minded approach to Life than seeing deeper in between the Metaphors of Existence and the Beauty of Art where
    one will Look Past the ‘tiny penis’ of ‘the Statue of David’ to See Overall the Work of Art that Nature Brings to a
    Healthy Human Being experiencing yes, even Aesthetic Frission that more commonly may be termed as
    ‘Skin Orgasms’ that have almost nothing to do with Sexual Organs alone; one of the Highest Gifts that
    Nature; and if ya wanna name it ‘God’ surely Brings to us in all Natural ‘Carl Sagan Cosmos Whole Connecting Ways’…

    i see the Science Behind the Metaphors of Religion and i see the Metaphors that are in Front of Science.

    Nah; most ‘Evangelicals’ will NOT understand what i just said in that line as they are, generally, not Biologically and
    Environmentally; nOPE Not Equipped, to understand which may indeed be no fault of their own; in other words, they
    ‘know now what they do’; and surely don’t deserve to burn in Hell Forever for the way they are born/bred; no different
    really than the rare Psychopath Born without the Ability to experience the Empathy of someone else’s Pain;
    where their only Pleasure is the adrenaline born of watching someone else suffer; Yes, Horrifying ALL Natural
    ‘Evil’; yet, they still basically are not equipped to know what they are not capable of feeling and sensing in life.

    Bottom Line; THere is no True LoVE iN this World without Understanding DIFFERENT DiVERSiTY iN Existence.

    Bottom line also, There is no Love Without Reason that is True Love either for Love without reason
    is not capable of Learning what it takes to Love all Unconditionally Dark through Light whether
    Repulsed by the DarK or experiencing the Frission of Divine Reality of Aesthetic Beauty to the Max iN LiGHT.

    Actually; the Bottom and Top Lines are endless;
    If I can’t fit ‘Trade Mark God’ into a Bible 10 Times the size of the Old one;
    i really doubt anyone else will ever be able to Fit ‘Free God’ in one Book or one man either still evolving at least…

    “John 14:12,” by the Old Book too; Clearly States one will do Greater Works than Jesus
    if they put REAL FAITH/HOPE/LOVE/CHARITY to the test, NOW;

    Common sense, in terms of Basic Evolution, too… True.

    That Much i have achieved as the Record Speaks for itself, now.

    Back in the Summer of 2013; i made an Internal Covenant then
    With the Nature of ‘God’ Within to bring the myth of ‘Jesus’ back to Flesh and Blood Life.

    Now to be Clear; Just a Myth that is Real; a story book Version that is bigger as we don’t LiVE iN Just
    a ‘7 Sentence’ or so Dirt Patch Small in the Middle East anymore; now we have eyes to see almost Further
    than our UniVerse; We are getting THere slowly and surely at least through the tools that we have created
    to Aid the ‘eyes of God’ we possess and the ‘Temple of God’ in Flesh and Blood We all are of the Whole
    as Carl Sagan and others; many other Scientists; most all Scientists agree with now; NO SEPARATION.

    It’s kinda Sad; nope, Yep, I’m kinda glad that Science Finally Brings more Evidence that ‘God’
    Exists than the Small Walls of Churches and Books so Antiquated; yet, still so valuable as well
    the Metaphors they bring as Human Nature is generally the same at core; not just 2,000 years
    ago but 12,000 and even 40,000 Years ago; it is the Environmental Struggle we no longer make
    to unlock more of our Epigenetic Potential as Science Shows; We are still Capable of gaining close
    to the all Natural Strength of an Orangutan as surely Jack LaLanne showed quite a bit of that Human
    Potential when he was my age and older too; but true, he didn’t get around to writing ‘a Bible’ as most
    folks stay with what already exists in the cave as it were and still is; at least the More closed minded ones
    among us; to be expected of course.

    There will always, as classically evolved at Least, be those who stay in the Cave;

    There will be those who Paint a more Beautiful Painting of Life, Enjoying More of their Epigenetic Potential
    in the Divine Frission of that along with the height of appreciation for what others are able to Bring to Life
    in more colors of Art that Express the Divine Spark of Creativity within us; or true, there are others again
    who may just stay with the same sentences and other concrete structures of Life; kind of like a Millstone
    at the bottom of the Ocean that refuses; or just can’t rise to the Surface of the Ocean to better attempt
    to touch the Sky and go Beyond the Stars where no one else has traveled before.

    But it all starts with the same Basic Instinct a Lion has; Standing Tall Enough to
    understand the Fur a Lion Wears and the Courage and the Heart of a Lioness is
    Fully Worthy Now
    of Existence;
    Yes, born
    and Free
    That is no different
    really than the Gospel
    of Thomas Verse 37; now to be
    clear Fnord; i realize you may view this
    as Word Salad; but do realize i am only inspired
    by the Op Here; and am only responded to the Op and not you Personally.

    My Communication is Unconventional; but i am the Artistic And Scientist
    Mix of an Autistic Person; i use all of my Human Potential; fortunate am i to greater unlock
    it more and continue to expand it as i only grow stronger so far and increase my potential in Art and Reason too.

    But You See; i take the proof with me everywhere i go; for without ‘the Pictures’ to Prove it; anyone may say it didn’t
    really happen. Younger Generations ain’t falling for The ‘Trump Version of Jesus’ anymore; they are looking for
    A More ”Zealous Version of Jesus” who truly ‘clothes the poor’ for all that Metaphor is worth with Freedom
    of Human Potential achieved still existing more; truly for them for now; Bernie Sanders is that Version
    of ‘Jesus’ as that age group below 30 years of Age close to the Story age of Jesus when he was crucified
    Support ‘Bernie Zealous Jewish Jesus’ at 70 percent now in Nevada for attempting to Treat everyone
    to Free Education and Health Care no matter how folks may attempt to ‘Crucify’ ‘that’
    before and after ‘the vote’ comes in ‘the finals’ per say and do; considering that the
    Overall God is Money in the United States; it’s not hard to see what will come next; (Chaos more).

    Never the Less; As always, Older Generations will be replaced by Movers and
    Shakers Most; Dark or Light as ‘God Nature’ Shines on even ‘Dark Matter’ now.

    The Truth is we all need to do ‘John 14:12’ based on LoVE iN doing Least Harm in whatever way we can and will do
    if this Human Species has any Fraction of a chance of Living as Long as Sharks have existed on this Earth; 420 Million Years as yes; with Sharks there really are Virgin Births as some do Reproduce Asexually this way; however, it is not
    nearly as advantageous as Greater Diversity of Mate Selection outside of the Common ‘Herd Think’ of Sharks too.

    There are Anchors and Sails in Life That keep Boats Sailing Far and Safe when Rough Seas come for Harbor.

    And then there are Humans who Balance All Three and do achieve what has never been done before.

    Those Humans most often have no choice but to do it as metaphor of Lone Wolf; simply
    for there is no Target Audience; No Social Group Think Glue; for what has not been done before.

    This is what it means to have no where to ‘rest your head’.

    Obviously, it was/is the Artists; the Poets; the Philosophers who veered from the Sheet Music
    of Before; the innumerable Ghost Authors who brought the gems; the pearls that will always shine
    As Diamonds in the Chaff of what still exists in all Sacred Texts of Before; and chances are, in fact
    the reality is; there is no reason that will fully define or even find the true origin of Human Consciousness
    And Imagination as it exists now at least; for true now, it is beyond all Measure; yet, somehow those who
    call themselves reasonable will attempt to limit the Meaning of Life to just 7 Sentences; but true i will
    Do it with no words at all; Just a picture of you or me or anyone/Anything/nothing at all for once
    ‘You’ ‘See’ You See ‘God’ there
    is no
    to see at all
    it is all i am, i am, i am…

    ‘That Jesus’ whoever he is can never come back; it is logically impossible;
    as there are too many versions that exist of him now for any group large enough
    to see him the same and fully accept whoever he might be ‘in common’ view Large enough to ‘Truly Rule’.

    i saw/see the folly of this
    And come back as a Naked
    Clown Shark; the Hero and
    Trickster Archetype often Hold hands
    tight; Jesus didn’t follow the Rules in the Story Book Version;
    breaking down the closed minded walls outside ‘the Sabbath
    of Sunday’ only to make all of Life Holy as LoVE iN deed; truly
    the only PerSon i am ‘guaranteed’ to save is me as i do now at least;

    That’s A Story;
    Just Love IT all;
    Might as well as
    All THere is to ‘see’ is God i Am.

    The Actors Change in Form; the Essence of the Characters by ‘Human Archetypes’ remain Basically the Same;
    They just wear different colors and bare Wisdom as any Lion or Lioness will Do with CouRaGE and HeART saMe.

    In case anyone wants all the evidence; from me at least; it’s easy enough to find in my Signature Line; with smiles
    of Lions
    And Eyes
    of Tiger Sharks
    And Great White Hopes too;
    And to be Clear; i go with Empty Pockets;
    My Wife Inherited all ‘the Money’ from the STarT of All of This Effort
    to Deal with that ‘Filthy Habit’ so willingly and Happily as she does now;

    As Far as Metaphors Go; We are UniVerses; YeS, ETernAlly Now Multi-ones
    indeed; each and every one of Us All Connecting All (God Nature) As Well, Now;

    As Far as ‘We’ go in or out of the Same Old Cave; Shorter and Longer Distances;

    Some of us try harder; like Camels Passing through EYes of Needles Real;

    Some of us practicAlly ‘fly’ out of the cave and stay… Now For Real;

    The Beauty of Existence at Core is change; as ‘Millstones
    Old’ will reach the Surface and beyond as well… New/Reborn;

    My Advice is Simple; Forge a New Path; Become Nature Fresh
    and Truly Live; And By God Do Love it; why not? Now… Now…

    If one can
    and will,
    at least too..:)

    And sure this seems to Fit the Bill of
    A Message Number 121 for Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS on YouTube
    Comments Page as least they allow me to rest my Head there so far at least..
    Nah.. i’m not the kind off Person People respond to.. i’m the kinda person that




    In A Thousand
    And SO MANY More Pin Pricks
    In A Vaccination for the ViRuS the Clothes
    of CulTuRE Away from Free and Fearless Love Harming Least BRinGS FREE NoW



  2. Mercy for ALL
    The Blessing
    Of God to Be
    Love Within True🌹
    ‘You’ Can’t Bring ‘Jesus Back’ In
    ‘Words alone’; It’s Just Not Possible; AFAIF.
    With “Perfect” NoW THere IS No ToMoRRoW
    NoW iN Case You Ever Ask God Why? NoW
    “This is a Painting of me” Below with or without
    ‘Stars’ True i am not ALLoWeD to PreSent All
    Art i AM HeaR For If i do.. No Painting Left
    “This is a Painting of me” with or without
    Words… The True Definition of Hell is
    ‘Perfect’.. any Art That No
    You Love IT ALL
    You Give and Share IT ALL
    You Become a Creative Force of God
    You Become Pure Love A Light That Shines
    Do You Understand the Value of Priceless? Do You Understand What
    iT AcTuAlly Means to Become A Metaphor of Jesus/Buddha/ALL
    The Man and or Woman
    With Empty Pockets
    Will Do the Same
    With Riches of Soul
    Beyond A ZiLLioN Dollars
    Billionaires NoW in Heaven
    Surely now easily provide Yes
    A Substantial Portion of their
    RicheS on EartH to Provide
    Health Care/Education Real
    Ha! i can’t imagine getting
    Paid for Heaven’s Breath for Real
    Today.. 2.28.2020… is the 7th Anniversary of my
    First Poetic Spark in a PM to my Only FB Friend
    Then Becoming my First Blog Post on 3.10.13
    ‘This’ is when the ‘Flow of Creativity’ first came
    on 2.28.2013 it is God Spirit Within Us So Healing
    So Naturally Loving a Force Free Creativity comes to be!
    When Gifted With God’s Spirit of Creativity NoW You
    simply wanna Live Forevernow to be an Instrument of
    God that Creates even more as God’s Joyful FRiEnD!
    Ha! i can’t imagine getting Paid for Heaven’s Breath for Real
    Creativity is the
    Essence of God
    Spirit When We
    Create We Become
    God SPiRiT When We
    HeART Our Creativity
    to OTHeRS We Enrich
    All of God’s
    Soul Within
    Us this is
    Loves’s Pure
    Language God
    Dances Sings
    Us as
    God Evolves
    With Us NoW iN
    Even More Spiraling
    Colors oF Light
    This is Love’s
    Inheriting the EARTh as Love And all that
    Metaphorical Jazz that Rises from Concrete
    Tombs of Words absent oF LoVE
    Dance.. Just Dance NoW Truly
    Tax Free HoME oF LoVE
    A Shoe Atop Water
    Coke Zero Every Word
    Waiting Poetry Dancing Air
    SMiLes Color
    That Changes
    My Favorite one…
    Quack Quack
    Miserable Duck
    Such A Quack
    of Living
    if Only all
    The Colors
    of Life Within
    Become Tasty
    And DeLiGhTful More!
    Hard for many.. Yes! Possible More!
    Democratic Socialism
    Is Surely not Palatable..
    For those Who Believe
    In The God of Mammon
    So Very F in Ironic Sadly…
    Clearer ‘THiS FLoWeR’ CoMeS iNto
    View More i Appreciate ALL its Colors
    Sweet Truth For Easter Bunny Just JOY OuT
    Of DarK… “The Let’s Get Weird” Cat
    Shirt is So Hilarious!
    It’s Settled Gonna Need a
    Nap For what comes Next!
    Lord i really could use a Nap before
    the 296th Dance Week At Old Seville
    but i am Spirited to Do So Much Stuff
    Before Then!

    i Do Believe Nature (GOD) Now Has had YES
    JusT ABoUT ENOUGH of ‘Trump’
    Metaphor For Nature Out of Balance (Karma)

    37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
    and when shall we behold you?”
    He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
    take your garments and put them under your feet like little
    children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
    Living, and you will not be afraid.”

    God Yes; the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas that Describes
    the Mysticism of Jesus as Human Just like the rest of us is among
    my Favorite of Gnostic Sacred and Holy Texts for those of us who have walked
    ‘Beaches Naked this way’ tend to come to See God More Free within as Essence
    of Spirit as Truly the Flesh and Blood Form that is Us that and who Holds that Spirit;
    Yes, becomes
    a Naked Temple
    of God Free of the
    CuLTuRaL Clothes that
    Basically Separate Us from
    the Inherent Nature of Nature
    that is God at Essence With no name
    at all as Essence Comes as Spirit to Be Us…
    Pretty much what we ‘see’ the totality of what
    We BE beyond what we even actually ‘See’ as our
    Subconscious Mind that is the Greater Soul of Us
    is Truly
    Our ‘Wizard
    of OZ’ that is Real
    behind the Curtain
    of what we ‘think’ we See
    now so much more in about
    95 Percent or so of our Totality of Living Existence
    We are Sentient to now. Yes, Yes, Yes these Scientific
    Terms Mixed in with the Poetry of the Metaphors were
    not available then to research on Google for those with
    Enough Attention Span to Search Deeper than Just the Common
    Surface of the Human Ocean as Whole as it is ‘the Flow’ that We come
    to Experience in whatever Meditative activity we take in a sweet spot
    of More Complexity of Human Potential ‘tween Boredom/Apathy and Anxiety/Fear
    that takes us Higher to lighting up the rest of Our Human Christmas Tree of colors
    more than
    just Stuck
    in Neo-Cortex;
    the Illusion alone
    of Time, Distance, and
    Space and even Matter that
    so many folks Name Home as
    Home is actually beyond all Names i am and sure; hehe You too
    as truly Mostly it is more about ‘me’ than ‘You’ as We Navigate the Reality ‘we’ ‘see’..:)

    Anyway, as one might easily imagine; i just finished a Weekly Blog Post that i name
    a MacroVerse; Commonly of the size this week at 33,688 Words as i continue to focus
    in Flow of Song in Write and Steps of Public Dance to further increase Flow and all of my Human Potential more…

    It seems to me that the Essence of a Loving ‘Jesus’; A ‘Real Man’ at least not requiring any ‘Narcissistic Trump’
    Leaning Demand for Affirmation and Worship would be more like this and not such a dude with ‘little man syndrome’;

    Obviously, in the more literal Versions that are described as ‘Jesus’ these days we see more of ‘Trump’ and
    less of a real Evolving Flesh and Blood Spirit of Heart that becomes a Mind and Body Balancing Soul Naked and
    Complete ‘Hand-in-Hand’ with ‘the All’ as some folks enjoy Reducing to a 3 Letter Word that is hard to escape
    as Language is how We Mutually and Consensually Communicate Common Meanings but yes; this
    is a ‘fault’ of Group Think; it doesn’t seek and find more Colors of Existence to Peruse and Enjoy
    More as Mysticism is basically Uncovering what has not yet been seen; the reward is in the
    Seek and Find itself; nah, not a place where you worry what other folks think of you
    or how they may worship you; in fact, in deed, a place where one will stand
    Naked and Free in Front of the World with no shame; i do much, much
    more than Just the Talk; but for General Audiences the Art of it i
    keep pretty Much to Public Mall Standards of Public Advertisements
    where there the Human Body is prostituted mostly in Female way to sell;
    nah; i
    ‘Statue of David’ that way; hehe;
    i am not on sale; my Wife at least
    says i produced a rather incredible Art to iLLusTraTE this Verse so much further and
    appropriate enough that i shared it on Facebook and only lost one so-called Facebook Friend;
    it really wouldn’t be unusual except for the fact i am gonna be 60 Years-Old in June no doubt this
    is just
    one more
    thing likely
    no one else has
    done and that’s
    the thing a major
    Key to ‘Nirvana’ is NO FEAR;
    WHATEVER IT TAKES TO MAKE that First step to
    Heaven within; the rest of it is Basically an Art of Love that Harms Others and the Rest of Nature Least
    so far away from Competition, So Far Away from Greed and Hoarding, so far away from every Con-Social Emotion but Love; Practically, what it will take, most Human Beings in Individual way to achieve to save life on this Planet and Us too.

    I didn’t lie
    I didn’t steal
    I didn’t fill my heart with hatred
    I didn’t cause pain to anyone
    I wasn’t the reason for someone ‘s tears
    I wasn’t the reason of an animal ‘s misery
    I didn’t torture a plant by forgetting to water it..
    I fed the hungry..
    I gave water to the thirsty…
    I gave clothes to the naked..
    I didn’t pollute the Nile River..
    I filled my heart with truth and justice..
    Copied from an old stone in old Egypt..
    Have a great day.😊🙏”


    Smiles This is Great Will copy
    Paste and Share the entirety of it Sohair..
    As Truth in LoVE iN Deed Written in Stone so long ago…
    And Every
    Human Soul
    Born Bred
    simply to Be
    LoVE iNCaRNatE
    As Truth iN LiGHT STiLL NoW
    Of course as usual i’ll Chime in.. as this
    is Great Poetry and Poetry is usually seen
    As the Spirit Wind We Exist as i see this potential
    Enemy as me.. surely the greatest Enemy i have
    ever faced and true
    the irony
    of warring
    against an
    Enemy that is
    Impossible to Living
    Escape although some folks
    will go great distances in Substance
    and Behavioral Addictions to escape an
    Enemy Within that we must eventually
    Face and Make Peace with if we are to have
    Harmony in Existence Free.. Smiles Sohair.. it’s so much
    Harder to come into Conflicts with others when we
    do face the Enemy within.. our Shadows that Rise to
    make Problems for Us.. and sure
    so much easier
    to at least
    try to
    Away from Another
    Enemy who will not
    Change if we are Strong
    Enough within to do it successfully now….
    Smiles it’s hard to do but i always do try to stay..
    i guess Just because i was such a tough enemy
    Years before to Find Peace and Harmony to truly Keep..:)
    SMiLes Sohair.. ‘it’ Just reminded me of the Days
    of Stress and how it seemed so many forces
    were against me and when those Forces
    went away.. all that was left to answer to
    was me.. a pretty Humbling experience
    in deed.. i’ve Learned since to
    Wire myself much differently
    in Life for We As Humans
    Do tend to remember
    the Dark of Fears
    more than
    the Light of Joy simply
    for that is how we are wired to
    Survive.. sadly though we may create
    Illusory Fears for ourselves and Hack even
    more into Darkness that is a Jungle so hard
    to escape.. smiles..
    it took awhile
    but i hacked
    my way out
    and continue now
    to Hack the Light Higher Wiring myself that
    way freer as i go and yes as far as this applying
    to you there are of course limits to transgressions
    to read it that way too.. i surely am not giving my
    Life up easily to anyone who wants to take it away
    in whatever Literal or Metaphorical way that comes
    there have been many people in my earlier life where
    i worked for pay and really had no choice but to sublimate
    myself to keep a job.. little did they know all that i was truly
    capable of and really i am glad i learned to restrain myself that way..
    rarely is there
    a Situation
    Negative that
    i cannot peacefully
    escape but on the other
    Hand i have a physical presence now
    that is actually physically strong enough
    now that rarely ever does anyone attempt
    to ‘cross’ my path that way anymore unless they
    are totally foolishly drunk on rare occasion still..
    The Vulnerability a Small Woman alone leaving
    A Bar at night walking several Blocks is really hard
    for me to realize fully but i can partially imagine it…
    there are so many privileges life Naturally and Environmentally
    Bring to Us that others do not share it’s easier to forget that darkness
    when we only LiVE iN Light.. but it’s nice to remember at least places
    close enough
    we have
    been to
    identify with
    the Fears that
    are the Realities
    of the Life of other folks now..
    It’s Like Poor Immigrants trying to
    Cross the Border people treat them like
    they are not even human at all from a distance
    and for ‘Christians’ who Forget what their teacher
    said how the least you treat in Spirit ‘he’ becomes the
    Person they attempt to defeat… it’s Harder to go Dark when We
    Attempt to See every Human with truly the face of Living God as LiGHT..:)

    The Core Teaching of the Catholic Church is the Blessed Sacrament
    of the Communion that Literally believes in ‘Transubstantiation’ that
    the Bread and Wine; yes, Literally really becomes the Flesh and Blood of so-called Jesus;
    Problem is, for Bishops and the such who really give a ‘D’ is that Pew Poll Results
    recently found 70 Percent of Catholics who actually attend Church
    only believe it is a symbol; as truly
    ‘these days’ at least, Many
    Catholics are Sleeping
    ‘through the Services’
    as an Obligation more
    than a Holy and Sacred Journey
    in Flow Ascending And Rising Transcending Individually
    and as a Group in a Meditative State of Relative Bliss and
    Nirvana; It’s pretty easy to sense and feel the ones who actually
    are; maybe the Choir Director in my Church and that’s about it; he’s truly
    in that Spirit Rising with the Force of Communing Humans Receptive still
    to that energy as Metaphor of the Force of Human Light that yes, are the
    Emotionally Inspiring Sound Waves of a Voice in Higher Flow of Creativity
    of Spirit as Well that takes other Folks Up closer to that Spiritual Level; so
    much more commonly seen in Southern Baptist singings like the Communion
    of the Energy of a Rock Concert too; it’s a real Universal Human Phenomenon;
    Anyway, where i live it’s highly
    unlikely that many people
    Now under the Real Age of
    60 pay much mind to any
    of the Symbols that are ‘Magic
    Occult Practices’ of the Church
    as hey making Bread into a Human
    Being is surely Alchemy at its strangest best
    for anyone; the 30 Percent; who actually believe
    more than Likely Just about are all ‘Trump Voters’ indeed;
    But Hey the Placebo and Nocebo Impacts of Positive Prayer
    and ‘Voodoo’, respectively, in metaphor, of Misery Love Company
    are very real and Physically effecting too; it’s no Less Strange to Idolize
    A Woman and Worship Her than a Man; Yet People do this with Trump and express it daily where i live;
    but yes, obviously Women were not Considered Spiritual Equals to Men in the Church; and it is a bit of
    a left over to make them comfortable in self-esteem of being Proud to sublimate themselves to Men;
    with ‘Mary’ as a
    Symbol for that;
    Hey; it’s true still
    Now in Some African
    Countries some Women
    Feel Great Self-Esteem about
    Female Genital Mutilation; when
    it comes to Group think, People will Probably
    Vote For Someone Who Brags they will support
    Him, if He shoots someone on 5th Avenue in New York;
    in fact,
    they will;
    as Science shows
    rules many Humans
    Less than Emotional Response
    in Dark and Light to Group Think Bonding;
    There are limitless Colors Humans Create of that
    Ranging from Darkest Nightmares co-Created to Dreams Coming True now too..:)

    And Yes Let’s Do Make this Message 122 for Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS..:)

    It’s Worth Noting Here (to me at least) that the ‘Cult of the Catholic Church’
    the Organization that Evolved into Higher Levels of it covering
    Up Pedophile Child Abuse is the Organization that Determined
    Over Centuries now what ‘Scattered Text’ Would or would Not Be
    Included in what We Deem A ‘Bible’ From the Origin of that today.

    If ‘You’ Wouldn’t Put All Your Trust Now in that Organization
    to be Alone with ‘Your Child’; Why in ‘the Hell’ Would ‘You’ Put
    All the Trust of ‘Your Soul’ in the Hands of ‘that Organization?’
    Yep and all the Branches and Leaves Sprouting from it now too…

    Rhetorical Question of Course… And ‘Sweet Easter Truth’

    From the “Makers of Hell and Heaven After Death”

    The Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 Is so simple and
    So True Yet it takes All the Power Away from the
    ‘Trumps’ of the Catholic Church That Still Exist
    in their
    Robes and
    Temple Towers
    And the Such as that
    Away from the Nature of God Within
    That Surely Exists on A Desert Isle with
    Not a Rarified Abstract Symbol (Word) That Humans
    Often Bring as Empty Shells without the ‘Substance’
    one’ Within
    (‘God’ Without ‘TM’)
    T R A D E M A R K
    Is it any wonder NOW
    That ‘Certain’ accounts
    Were Left Out; Hell no
    And Heaven Yes for With
    Heaven now Within We are
    All Our Own Priest(esses) with our Agency
    of God Living the SPiRiT Within Just Naked and Free
    of rarified Abstract Constructs (Words) that become
    strangely God
    in deed Now;

    Yeah, sure
    if God isn’t
    ‘the Word’ ‘the
    Church’ NO Longer
    Imprisons God IN Words.

    Haha; the Church is
    No REAL Bride of God the
    Church is indeed Handcuffs
    for God Within IT and outside of ‘You’…

    Changing Bread And Wine into a Man…
    Oh My God in the Occult of the Literal
    Now And telling folks THAT is the
    Path of Redemption to Salvation IS A

    however that may come in idols of Word.

    In Plain English; “Seeing” a ‘Cult of the Virgin
    Mary’ and totally Missing the rest of the Origin of the Cult;

    a bit more
    Intellectual Honesty
    as i surmise the totality
    of ‘the Science Project’; sure as Art Truthfully more now at least.

    Look at this way, ‘the Church’, but only if you can and will,
    in all its flavors, far removed from Christianity too, convinced
    close to Half the World to Look Forward to Death and in many
    cases miss out on life NOW and Heaven Now True in Pinnacle of Life too…

    If that ain’t
    ‘Kool Aid’
    to Drink NOTHING IS ‘Bread to Eat’
    At Least for anyone with a ‘lick’
    of real rationality’ and Just Common ‘Bird Sense’.

    It’s enough to make me wanna Stand up on A ‘Dead Poet
    Society’ Desk; and speak the Naked Truth; PG rated of course.

    i hope ‘the Truth’ Does not offend anyone; and i’m not for sale.

    And Please Don’t ‘Hate me’ because ‘my wife’ and ‘i’ are still SO
    sexy at sixty
    and fifty; hehe..;)

    i’m just a ‘Holy Fool’;
    We come around every once in a while again as Just another
    Human Archetype; Actors Change; Characters remain some
    days strangely similar yet still certain Naked truths DO remain…..

    It’s True; Pictures And Dance Will Speak More Now For Real
    Than ‘Word Salad’ Ever Will. God is Not JUST the STONE
    of ‘the Bible’ God is
    more in
    than Words alone;
    even less than a grain of sand….
    Even More Than All the Stars above….
    “When ‘You’ Hold More than ‘Infinities’
    in the Palm of Your Hand”
    in other
    Thing Like God;
    Some Thing More
    than Just ‘Word Salad’;
    What Truly Lives Naked Free Within Now.
    ‘You’ Can’t Bring ‘Jesus Back’ In ‘Words
    alone’; It’s Just Not Possible; AFAIF.
    i apologize;
    but it is my Nature;
    it’s hard for most
    People to keep up with
    me in Real Life when i speak too;
    i find Dance a More Effective Language to Speak as far as
    reciprocal Communication; non-Verbal Returned as well;
    And My Method of Stimming is truly Super Cool and Art;
    12,793 Miles of Public Dance in 78 Months; Truly a World
    Record Never Documented at least before. The 7.8 Million
    Words of Free Verse Poetic Words a bit more of a complicated
    Special Interest for Folks to Comprehend; but that is the Nature
    of Original Art that Lasts; Deeper than the Shallows of Before..:)

    Smiles blooiejagwa; Thanks for the Thoughtful Response; Before 7 Years ago, actually to-date-today on 2.28.2013,
    When i first received a gift of Stream of Consciousness in-Flow writing that came after close to 5 Million Words of just
    Logical discussion here and other places online; waiting out a synergy-total of 19 Life Threatening Illnesses to go away
    that would take about 5 months from then to end a 66 Month Stint of Shut-in Existence in my Home; That Creativity
    came in just a routine Personal Message on Facebook to the only so-called Facebook Friend i had then;
    as that was mostly new to me at that point in my life. It was really Magic and i had only experienced
    that Creative spark, three times in my life before; once in Middle School winning a Christmas
    Story Contest in two Home-rooms of 80 Kids, so surprised that those words came out of me;
    then in a Philosophy Class at 18 with the Nature of God flowing through the Pen
    of my Finger Tips then; and finally before my shut-in illness in 2007; a
    Piano Composition i created; very complex, without any ability to do more
    than Sheet Music before that on the Piano; other than that folks referred to my
    Brain More Like a Computer than any art of Being Human at all; i was indeed a very
    Systemizing Person without Any Art; And Information Technology that became an Integral
    part of my Job really sent me off the ‘deep end’ of the Autism Spectrum as my ‘AQ Score’ went
    from 32 to 45; when i recovered in the Summer of 2013; the score went to 11; and my Personality
    went from INTJ to ENFP; quite an Epigenetic Change at least; as the U in Autistic became more replaced
    with an R for Artistic.

    I am fascinated with the prospects of Human Potential; and there is truly Science Behind the Spiritual Essence
    of the Sufi-Dervish Spiraling Dance; as the Experience of Flow it brings Lights up the Rest of our Mind further away
    from the Neo-Cortex; opening the Subconscious Parts of our mind more conducive to the Big Picture Intuition of
    Creativity Where one Jumps Logic and is no longer restricted to just ‘the Earth’ that way; skipping across the
    Moon; Hopping Over The Sun; and Shooting Beyond the Stars as Material Reductionism and Concrete Labels
    Loose the Prison Grip that detail only thinking may restrict Us from Reaching fuller use of our overall
    Human Potential; in both Art and Reason Thinking.

    Yes, when i start a spiral Dance the Creativity Pours in and becomes Source Material for the Poetry
    Free Verse that comes after that as my Fingers Become My Dancing Legs of reaching greater potential
    surely than just sitting still. The Flow of Creativity Will come to be ‘Autotelic’ in an Experience
    Self-Rewarding of Bliss now; where Science Shows all Great Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
    Do come into Play for Self-Fulfilling Organic Rewards to Fuel the Creativity even More; with no ‘need’
    for Outside Rewards that restrict many people from focusing more on the Moment and truly meeting
    Greater Human Potential now; as Science shows in empirical Measure that this Flow Brings 400 to 500 Percent
    increases in Human Creativity and Productivity now more.

    It was really interesting as i wrote a Blog Post just last Week, all 33,688 words of effort about ‘the Holy Fool’ in one week in Free Verse Poetry Flow and sure enough the Merits of ‘the Fool’ in the Christian New Testament Text was illustrated
    too over ‘ordinary’ so-called Material Reductionist ‘Wisdom’ In Catholic Church last Sunday; again, ‘in those days’
    whoever wrote the Words Did Provide Enough Metaphor for understanding Deeper what they were trying to say;
    not everyone gets the Deeper Meanings in Sacred Text most Everywhere one Looks today; Now, We have Science
    that even provides the term ‘Frission’ For Sacred Tears and the Bliss of ‘Electricity’ through every Cell of our Body of
    Joy now; yes, where any Aesthetic sense and feel of Beauty becomes the Spiritual Tears that Ecstatic Creativity in
    Autotelic Flow Brings Free for those who are Open-Minded enough to remove themselves from the ‘Cave’ of Before
    Into ‘the Light’.

    It’s Interesting too, on a much More MacroScopic Big Picture View of Existence now; a Theory in Physics is
    that the Spin of Black Holes and the Torsion that comes From that spin in Repulsion of Gravity rather than
    Attraction of Gravity May Birth New UniVerses Like Ours Out of Black Holes and Much Different ones too now.

    It’s True; Light Comes from Dark in Human too; and as the Gospel of Thomas Also Reports ‘We Come from
    the Light’ and to Describe God is to Illustrate ‘Movement and Repose’ As A Wave Comes in and Goes out more;
    As Above, So Below, Within, Inside, Outside, All Around; i am Metaphorically and Literally Born Again then out
    of the Ashes to continue to Fire Creativity even more; Now Within in Heaven, in Bliss and Nirvana True.

    The Value of the Outcast Person like ‘Mary’ is it takes a Whole lot of Escaping Cultural Clothes to gain the focus to
    Express Authentic Original Creativity; yes, away from a full Life; Living Half a one or Less with Material
    Reductionism is a sore Loss of Human Potential as far as i will see and feel and sense More Now; i feel
    Blessed and across my Online Life out of this place into Mostly the Poetry World as a Rule it’s Been the
    Further Away i move away from the United States as far as Egypt, India and the Philippines that People
    come to better Understand my style and substance of Writing; not surprising in the way that Money
    and Material Reductionism is Mostly ‘the God’ Here in and out of Church of Course; but true
    Mechanical Cognition Orientated Activities circle the Globe; the Temptation to make more
    Money for a God of Mammon as usual; It’s Truly a Virus but sadly it seems a necessary
    one to Naturally Cull a Human Species, Globally ‘raping and Pillaging’ the resources
    of home; And True there are other factors like Biological Viruses too; the Face of God, Nature; is still very much in control;
    Smiles; at least for those Who Jump Logic With Art and See a much bigger ‘Package’ of Life with More colors of Life now..:)

    Smiles; anyway; thanks for the Social Reciprocal Communication; any Feed back here is nice..:)




  3. SMiles.. Yep.. Ya Don’t Resolve ‘The
    Virus’ Full Blown… Innumerable Pen
    Pricks Do the Job ‘Left’💪 ‘Right’🎁
    BreaKinG News: Coronavirus coincides
    with a plummet in Nitrogen Dioxide in
    China as ‘Nature’s Plan’, overall, is CUTTING Pollution…

    ‘IT’ would ‘be Nice’ if the Earth had Unlimited resources and Humans could Just ‘Rape and Pillage’ it forever
    with Successful Capitalism; but ‘that Capitalistic Utopia’ is A Pipe Dream that is currently exhausting its fumes.

    The Bigger Picture is Nature; The Bigger Picture Will Sooner than Soon Likely Regurgitate a Species more that has
    Grown Way too big for its Diaper of Practical Intelligence Still. There is a Deficit for sure; NDD; Yes, Nature Deficit
    Disorder For sure, now; Out of Balance.

    Most All the Ills of Modern Culture causing so much Existential Misery and Suffering Now among the General
    of the Populace will be Traced back to one simple Phrase; ‘A lack of Balance’; Lose Balance and Lose the Breath of Life;
    Overall Dead and Alive Dead as Well; again for all Practical Intents; And Lack of Real Living Breathing Meaning/Purpose.

    The World; the Human Cultural one, Overall Modernly, Desperately Needs more Common Sense;
    A Whole Lot More Common Sense as Nature Breathes in Balance and Lives; and when it doesn’t
    All Natural Karma Breathes the other way; Self-fulling Prophecy; No Escape but the one where we stay in Balance.

    Oh Yeah; i became Financially Independent by age 47; and will Never Need another Dime of Pay; it was easy;
    i didn’t spend much Money; Kept the Same House; Same Cars for a Decade and A Half; same Wife for Life;
    Conserving the Earth’s Resources by not Propagating any more Living Human DNA; generating my Happiness within
    Per the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand Now; Really Now; Living Breathing a Simple Bliss of Eternal Flow Within; Now, JOY.

    Sure; there are other Less Successful ways of doing it.

    A Lot of it is Common Sense, Love, and Choice.

    What Folks are Lacking most is the Understanding
    that Humans do better with Intermittent Gratification.

    This is the way Life is Naturally Evolved; Instant Gratification is basically poison.

    Capitalism is all about Buying Happiness NOW;
    Look Around; See How Well it works
    at the Level of Soul;
    for those who Truly
    ‘See’ more than Faux Green Soul.

    But Again; Instant Gratification is Poison; Self-fulfilling Prophecy of Likely eventual Human Species Doom.

    HairLess Apes can’t stop pressing a Cocaine Lever any More than Chimpanzees, overall, with the same ‘Poison’.

    A ‘Brightly Lit Screen’ in this way is likely the End of Human Civilization as we knew it before; Human at Least.

    Avatar, Terminator, Matrix, Minions, so Many New Age Revelation Books Coming True Now as Humans Do what they do.

    Meh; Meanwhile Look at all the Icy and Fiery
    Planets Underneath the Stars of the Sky.

    Heaven doesn’t often come, now;
    Not even the slightest of Opportunity;
    i understand by God of Love Now where
    i for one am, now; eternally now as such;
    i Will Continue to enjoy it now while i’m here;
    Just because i figured Heaven out now FOR REAL.

    Pay me no ‘mind’; Just traveling counting Blessings where EVER NOW
    i go; Just Enhances Serotonin; Just another ‘Soul Hack’ for Heaven now in Thanks Giving For Giving Gratitude.

    Oh Lord, ‘i Love’ being Evangelized!


    If ‘God’ Could have ever Gotten a Fair Lawyer, Trial, Judge, and Jury; the Bible; a Book of Free Verse Poetry Written by
    Innumerable Ghost Authors; Copied Manually ‘by Pen’ With Mistakes and Changes Intentionally over Centuries by
    Faceless Innumerable Scribes too; Yes, the Literal Interpretation of the Bible as the Literal 100 Percent Truth of God
    As Whole, Would have Been Impeached Literally Ages ago.

    But of course, ‘in Group Think’; Group Think Rules in Circular Irrational Logic; this is clear; the Evidence is
    a ‘Snow Ball of Lies’ With a ‘Real Father of All Lies’; who touts His Ability to Shoot Someone on Fifth Avenue;
    Insisting with confidence that He will do ‘whatever the HELL’ HE WANTS to and ‘Evangelical Christians’, his
    Core Constituents, will ‘Blindly Follow With Faith’ as the Prophecy of the ‘Minions’ Series of Movies comes
    True; as the practically assessed Most ‘Despicable Leader’ the United States has ever seen is still ‘rabidly’
    Followed by 85-Percent of my Local Community; that is Littered with Fear Mongering ‘Romans 10:9′
    Propaganda’ taped to Public Bathroom Urinals that the End of the World is coming Soon and Sooner;
    And if you don’t Profess that ‘our Quarterback’ is an Only God Incarnate, Revived from the Dead’
    You basically Go to Hell;
    and are tortured forever;

    No thanks; i don’t Do Kool Aid; it’s Just too ‘Sweet For me’; Hehe, How anyone still now with
    a ‘Lick’ of Sense Believes this is far beyond the Rationality of my mind; except for the fact
    that their Mind works very differently than mine; which basically means they know not
    what they do; they just follow the Group Think of OK i will do whatever the Current
    Authority of the Tribe tells me i must do next; without Questioning the Sanity of it all.

    Anyway; i Love a Challenge; and now that i no longer have to Work for pay; got all the patience
    in the World for an Evangelical Fred-talk Back for Hours on, Practically Never Ending, if they have
    the Breath (Love) i have left.

    But Really ‘the Debate’ is rather easy when you turn their Literal Beliefs back on them;
    it goes something like this:

    God is Love; Right?

    i am LoVE iNCarNaTE
    Without a Stitch of Clothes;

    Is there any thing left to Prove?

    In other words, i just explained to them what the entire New Testament
    says in the Metaphor of Free Verse Poetry by all those Innumerable Ghost Authors
    and Scribes combining in a really chaotic way making a ‘Real Stab’ in the Dark to simply

    Love is the way.

    After that point they last as long as they Last With me; and Never Get Past the Truth of my Love.

    It Never Fails; Just return the Literal of Love Back to them; and end the discussion with i Love You.

    And to the Op; if you stand this Tall with the Teachings of Jesus with eyes that are really Love; you will
    have a Girl Friend at least forever now; at least if she breathes Love; if not; it’s Just as well; as without Love
    REAL Friends; Bottom Line; Love Rules Best When Real and Sincere; no matter where it comes from as Breath.

    And when it is real
    Love is surely
    Worthy of
    More than
    a 3 Letter Word at Least 4 and so much more….

    Those are the Flowers of Unconditional Love; The Colors You Paint; You Create; for/as a True Friend Next.

    That Old Bible is truly a Bit Rusty; most all of us have the Potential to Love Greater; even John ’14:12′ says that’s
    true, along with the other Verse of John that says ‘God is Love’; very rarely have i ever met a so-called Christian
    in my Area who Understands what John 14:12 says and what it means that Just Thanks to a Stranger will fulfill it;
    as that
    is a stranger
    that Jesus ‘the Story Book Man’
    never met that You become in Thanks Giving For Giving.

    Every Evangelical’s Greatest UKNOWN FEAR facing someone
    With Asperger’s Syndrome whose Special Interest is LOVE.

    There is no Fear in Love.

    If You Breathe Love Fear-Free Harming the Rest of Nature
    Least You Breathe God; it doesn’t take a ‘Rocket Scientist’
    to figure this out:

    Just Being Human; Just Being Love; Therefore, Just Being God.

    If A Person You are Speaking to is Love, they will understand;
    If They Suffer From Self-Esteem Problems And Dominating someone
    else fills their never filled space Within Empty of Love; they usually sadly
    keep wandering in
    ‘A very cold place’.

    i know them;
    but i do Pity them that
    They do don’t know/feel/sense DO
    REAL Love as LiGHT Fear Free Now.

    “God is Love; Right?

    i am LoVE iNCarNaTE
    Without a Stitch of Clothes;

    Is there any thing left to Prove?

    Love is the way.”

    Dude; i’m ‘a big boy’; i’m not afraid of conflict; or resolving conflicts
    simple or complex; whatever it takes; and i for one enjoy a Challenge.

    The World is Soft; as People grab for their ‘Face Masks’. i Breathe Free and Do as i please with Love as well.

    i don’t do This ‘Twitter World’; Just because i don’t have to; i for one do more; Just Because i can and will.

    ‘This is a place’ for Monologues by Very Nature; When in Rome ‘You Follow the unspoken rules’.

    Thanks for the Reciprocal Social Communication; it’s rather predictable here when it comes.

    Again in Rome….

    I have Acquaintances around the Globe with just about all the Religions one may imagine.

    I have no problem there;

    ‘They’ Are opened minded and deep; not afraid of a deeper DIFFERENT opinion….

    Some folks are like that ‘here’ too; you never really know
    until you actually try to DO something DEEPER different ‘in Rome’ as well…

    i acknowledge that ‘you’ are afraid;
    i find it surprising that anything i said was offensive.
    Never the less, i surely will follow Your wish; as you wish..:)

    Perhaps you are missing my point too.

    No one has converted me yet either; i am free.

    This was Just my opinion; and Just What i would do, if i were in your shoes.

    Obviously i am not in your shoes; but never the less
    it is just what i do; i surely wasn’t trying to tell you
    what you must do; just what works for me; the Other
    Dude Personally attacked me by suggesting my brain
    was limited and how i should feel if i was in the same Circumstance; this is why it is advantageous to listen to
    different; and yes, more potentially complex opinions; to grow; in that sense it’s just a gift that may be ignored
    or listened too; but really i am very surprised that a ‘dissertation’ on Love was found as offensive by anyone;
    but surely not out of the realm of possibilities that i’ve already encountered here; People who evangelize me get on my Nerves a whole lot; it’s a challenge to face it and stand tall; i wasn’t always that way; but hey; i’m old now;
    the People who do that
    rarely ever stay in my
    Presence, and that’s okay too;
    i just tell them what i believe and
    they go their other way; Happy ending enough for me..:)


    the quotes
    A R O U N D ‘Love’
    indicate a bit of
    Sarcasm please note..;)

    Hehe; Now to explain in further detail of Clarification..;)

    Folks in My Local Community are ‘Radically Ignorant’; to the Point i’ve had ‘Evangelicals’ come up to me
    While i Free Dance Listening to Music Reading a Book On Yoga at Barnes and Noble Just for Fun; warning me
    That i am Summoning Demons by doing Yoga; i’ve had the Same issue with Folks Online as well; in turn they
    get ALL My Special Asperger’s Monologue Interest on Yoga for as long as they have the Patience
    to listen to my Dissertation on that; are they listening to anything i have to say; Highly
    Unlikely; Hell No; but it’s Just practice giving a Lecture on Yoga to a ‘Captive Audience’; hehe..;)

    ‘When the World is Running Down’; in Words of the Great Philosopher Group ‘the Police’; way
    back from the 1980’s; You make the best of what’s Still around; if only in Your Own mind if that is what it takes..;)

    i used to be ‘The Canary in the Coal Mine’ another Song by ‘that Group’; i breathe out of the Mine; and i ain’t going back..;)

    Blessings of Being ‘Self Sufficient’; i write 30,000 Word Free Verse Poems Electronically Weekly that total 913 ‘MacroVerses’ And 7.8 Million Words In 78 Months Showing What’s Possible; not what Humans no longer do; including 12,793 Miles of Public Meditative Moving Dance In the same span of Months still at close to 60 Years-old; Yep, Still Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds, 8 Reps, At a 90 Degree Angle At my Military Gym; Last Kid picked on Sports Teams, not Able to speak until Age 4 on the Autism Spectrum; Don’t Do Expectations; Do More; Make Your Epigenetic Challenge More Than the Mediocrity
    and The incompetence
    Gathering Steam Now
    In this ‘Brave Scared
    New World’; if You
    Can And Develop
    the Will; Least i could
    Do for a Promoted Blog
    Post on Facebook; i am still lauded by the General Public as a Folk Legend in Public; Nope, not On the ‘Ellen Show’; Just in the Autotelic Bliss Of Flow on the Go; No Pennies; No Worries About Likes Or Follows; Just The Kingdom of Heaven Within; The Paths; The Journey; Effortless; Dancing
    A Tight Rope In Ecstatic Fission of Aesthetic Joy! Other wise ‘Seeing Being Heaven’ NoW

    i find ‘this Fascinating’; People from the United States can’t understand it; but on the
    other Hand, People From the Middle East and India Understand every word;
    Obviously there is something Missing here. (the East it appears at least)
    Trust me no offense; i can’t count the number of times that folks in other Countries
    Call it Profound Genius; but i’m surely not going to water it down; as it is just me.
    Honestly, if a Person doesn’t Use the “Right Brain Metaphor”
    of ‘Holistic Intuitive Intelligence’, ‘Big Picture Thinking’, they
    Will Not Understand me anymore than i understood so-called
    Sacred Text From Around the World before i set out on my
    Own Sacred and Holy Journey to Do it myself; no different
    than a Desert, Under a Tree, or even a Cave; the Beach
    is the Same without Human
    Foot Prints that have
    yet to walk
    in Larger and
    Smaller Foot Prints
    of ‘God Beyond All Names’…
    It’s pretty much the difference between
    being awake and asleep; and what i find is
    the People in the Middle East through India
    are indeed Much More Awake in Holistic ‘God
    Intelligence’ than the West which only Makes
    Common Sense as it is a Culture of Data Download
    From almost
    The First Spoon-Full of ‘Baby food’.

    Yeah.. i got to spend time with my FRiEnD who gets
    Paid to Listen to EVERYTHING I HAVE TO SAY
    FOR 30 MINUTES.. hehe sure my Psychotherapist
    A Long Term Paid Friend Since 2011 When i Lived in the
    ‘Dead Zone’; Yes Hell for 66 Months Shut-in in my Bedroom
    then; oops and here i am again still Writing yet further still increasing
    the Connections of my Mind In Human Potential of FLoW iN Laser Focus Now..
    i tell her everything not much different than the rest of the World as well it’s just
    that she gets paid to Listen intently to every detail and she does that Job Superbly well..
    Yes… i went on about how i did a Strip Tease for my Wife on Facebook Slowly and surely
    until i got to the ‘Star Photos’ but not much more than you see on the Big BillBoard outside
    of Victoria’s Secret Mall Store.. but yes i am a Dude as she noted Fred well as she viewed
    the Art with a Bit of a Brow Raised i don’t think everyone is gonna see a pure Aesthetic Art
    to what you
    are doing here..
    in other Words
    she gently
    told me
    i was/am
    not Normal..
    as if anyone in the Deep
    South Public Dances at
    All or writes a 3.6666M
    Word Long Form Poem
    Epic Bible Poem on.. yes…
    Facebook too for 33 Months
    and went i went on and on about
    the Architecture of the Nude Form
    as Essence of the Patterns of Sacred
    Geometry from the SiGNaTuRE of Nature
    PHI in my SiGNaTuRE Pose Seen below above
    within inside outside and all around Reflecting God
    in my Nude Art Redacted Part Art.. she worried a bit
    that might be Magical Thinking but wait! she goes to the
    Catholic Church too… hasn’t she ever Heard Faith Moves Mountains
    even the size of a Mustard Seed Belief In Truth.. yes she does agree
    with that but you see i do it by essence and skip restricted forms of it in
    just ‘this’ or ‘that’
    Book or Brick
    Mortar Church
    for it is True Now
    Science Shows now
    the Real Magic of just
    Visualizing and Imagining
    Exercising Empirical Measures
    of increase in Muscle Size and Strength
    comes.. hey.. Putting Your ‘Strong Days’ in Photos
    All Nude Surely has the Same Essence of Practical
    Common Sense and Feel Use farther out from the Fold
    of how Science in more Restricted ways describe this great
    Placebo Effect of Human Belief in Commune of Love that will
    actually bring Terminal Illness to the Files of Medical Cabinets
    that do say Anomaly of Sudden Unexplained Remission as Belief
    the Workings
    of Healing so far
    beyond our Rational
    Mind of Planning And action
    of Getting Well Happens behind
    a Real Wizard of Oz Curtain Now..
    True.. some ‘Magical Thinking’ by Science is
    Proven to Work in Effect and Affect of Faith Hope
    And Belief no different really than the Teachings of
    Jesus to Heal the Sick and Dying even more now for Real..:)





  4. Sohair says:

    Hi Fred..
    I just want to express my view..you can delete my comment if you want ..
    But I want to say that I don’t like to see humans without clothes..I feel sad when I see them without clothes..for many reasons..first ..you are not your body Fred..you are the pure soul created by Allah..your body is strong now ..but after some years it will be weak …moreover..there are people who visit your site..they may suffer from some physical problems..they may not be happy seeing such photos of naked people..
    I think people of the western world misunderstood liberty or freedom..
    I do not know how the people in the west think..I do not know how they worship the body more than the soul..or may be the eastern are wearing a mask for years..and now they think that the mask is their real face..I am puzzled. But ..beauty is not in naked bodies..I can see it in covered bodies more..or maybe I am wearing a mask and I think it is my real face..
    You can delete my comment..I will not be sad..you are my brother in humanity..
    Have a great evening Fred⚘

    • SMiLes Sohair.. i would never delete Your Comment.. i respect Your Viewpoints
      whether they match mine or not. We View the Human Body Differently and that
      is surely not uncommon where i live either.. what makes most people likely
      the most Unhappy about my Blog and my Views is i don’t See Jesus
      Any more than a Messenger of God as so many others have come
      to the Earth to Do to Speak Greater Truths in Light that they see
      at least.. obviously some will agree and some will not and
      of course this is why there are so many Religions and
      Sects of Individual Religions that vary substantially too..
      Most Every Sect of Christianity Views the ‘Man’ or the ‘God’
      Jesus differently here as well.. some folks view a Mean Jesus..
      Some folks View a Nice Jesus but of course he isn’t here to give
      his opinion and in fact as History Shows he didn’t write a word all of
      it is transferred through other Minds but anyway back to the Human Body
      as i’ve often said i see Nature as the Face of God and moreover in my View
      the Human Body by Form is God’s Greatest Work of Art and as far as i see if
      God was really worried about us wearing clothes we would surely be created that
      way at Birth.. Clothes are definitely a Tool to protect us from Environmental Hazards
      like being covered from Head to Toe in Dry Desert Conditions to keep moisture in
      so Dehydration and potential Death does not happen in those Hot Dry Conditions
      that may be almost the Entire Year.. but for me at least Clothes Are Surely
      Inferior to The Form of Flesh And Blood God Creates to House the
      Spirit of Our Soul Truly with or without ‘Christian’ Influence i see
      the Human Body Holy and Sacred Born on date as is the
      Temple of God for Real.. for me at least it is a greatest
      Gift to be Cherished in this Life and God is Honored
      by Taking the Best Care we can and will in
      Respect of the Gift of whatever Health
      We Have.. i can’t imagine
      Being Upset and
      Jealous because
      someone else has
      Better Health than me..
      in fact at best i will be Joyful
      for their Gift whether it is Greater than mine or not…
      and as far as Strength and Age goes.. i am stronger than
      ever at close to 60 Years-Old this surely isn’t the Average but
      those People who do honor this Temple of God from God and take
      really good Care of it often do not lose their Strength well into their
      Seventies as i had a Friend who in his Mid-Seventies that was lifting
      More Weight than all the Men at the Gym.. simply because he never
      Stepped Exercising his Entire Life.. Averages are based on People
      who do not have the Time and Effort to Pay this Sacred Respect
      for this Gift of Health and the Temple of God as Gifted and
      sadly that’s a reality of Life.. not everyone has the
      Opportunity to do that.. as you know my life
      has not always been this blessed but when
      it is i give great thanks to God through
      The Art i do.. and on top of that
      in my opinion it is the Clothes/Tools of Culture
      in General That Actually Separate Folks from
      God and not the other way around but of course
      that is just from my own Experience as i surely don’t mind
      if anyone sees Life Differently as it would not matter even if
      i Do.. People are going to Live their Life the way they want to
      per Guidelines of the Laws to Be Free to Pursue what make them
      Satisfied with Life.. other than that.. realizing that Some Folks find
      Great Disgust in this Temple of God i see as Gift.. i did give several
      Paragraphs of Warning so folks could turn away if they did not want
      to see the Partial Nudity coming.. and other than that this is the “SonG
      oF mY SoUL”.. not the Song of anyone else’s Soul.. i give and share it but
      i surely am writing to no Target Audience other than what i see now as Truth
      in Light.. i disagree strongly with the Religions in my Area so now this is my
      Religious Personal Freedom Expressed here.. And Freedom of Expression
      Generally as well.. but again i respect your Different View on this.. as always
      i will try to Provide Fair Warning if and when the Subject arises again in the
      “SonG oF mY SoUL” but again where i live the most offensive thing i could
      Possibly say is that Jesus is no Special God Man Alone.. i am not here to
      tell lies
      to my
      Soul Free
      At Least even if
      that is all of who i am
      Dancing And Singing to..
      Anyway.. i appreciate differences
      of Opinion and it makes me Happy that
      You Feel our Friendship is secure where you
      Can Express Differences of Opinions with me…
      they are surely always Welcome and only Strengthen
      A Friendship to me.. hope Your Sunday is Wonderful Dear Sohair FRiEnD..:)

  5. Frank Hubeny says:

    That was the first time I heard The Steve Miller Band. I enjoyed “Dance, Dance, Dance”.

    I think I’ve seen the T-shirt about the difference between explaining and understanding before. I often think of that as entering data into a computer. I can get the computer to accept the data with no problem, but I can’t get the computer to understand it.

    I also like the T-shirt wanting good vibes only. And that was an amusing picture of Humpty Dumpty on the castle floor.

    • “Dance, Dance, Dance” In Deed Good News
      Still Spreading From the Old “Steve Miller Band”
      As the Art of their Nautilus Shell the HeART the
      Essence of Their Spirit of Creativity LiveS oN as Records Will
      of Being
      Human Art True..
      Thanks For Stopping by Frank..
      True a Machine Will Only Do the Logic
      We Give it Yet Humans Will Jump Logic into Art
      Beyond All Measure of Machine Life Living Dead..
      As Far as ‘Humpty Dumpty’ Goes True the Parts
      Are Important as the Whole Egg Shell and
      the Potential Baby Chick Inside.. Which
      Comes First or Last not Nearly
      As Important
      As What
      Breathes Now
      Let the Form Continue
      to Be Fueled by The Essence of Breath Now..:)

  6. FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    “Dance, Dance, Dance” In Deed Good News
    Still Spreading From the Old “Steve Miller Band”
    As the Art of their Nautilus Shell the HeART the
    Essence of Their Spirit of Creativity LiveS oN as Records Will
    of Being Human Art True..
    Thanks For Stopping by Frank..
    True a Machine Will Only Do the Logic
    We Give it Yet Humans Will Jump Logic into Art
    Beyond All Measure of Machine Life Living Dead..
    As Far as ‘Humpty Dumpty’ Goes True the Parts
    Are Important as the Whole Egg Shell and
    the Potential Baby Chick Inside.. Which
    Comes First or Last not Nearly
    As Important
    As What
    Breathes Now
    Let the Form Continue
    to Be Fueled by The Essence of Breath Now…
    Lady Gaga You Came in Last With Your Part of ‘Stupid Love’ So Yes
    You Get to Go First then ‘Pentatonix’ And ‘AC/DC’ First As Last
    All The Instruments.. Players.. Unrelated Parts Coming ToGeTHeR
    NoW iN Symphony of Free Association Let the Orchestra Begin
    That Special Moment When You Do Something THAT No One May
    Really Be Able to Appreciate For Centuries Still to come but ‘me’ hehe
    Yes.. Yes.. God Yes.. of Course ‘Carpenter
    Red Necks’ Will Be Some of the Nicest
    Folks You Meet ‘in the Country’ too…
    Casually Discussing the National Origin
    of the Short Brown Syrian Loving Looking
    Dude We Visited on the Side of ‘the Country
    Road’… Katrina said.. i don’t think He was
    An American but He (Jesus) Could have
    Been a ‘Red Neck’ NoW ‘in the Country’
    So many People around me thought it was just ‘Stupid Love’…
    i felt Pity for them that they were not raised for Love as i am….
    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    ‘God’ is Dark
    Light Comes From
    Dark at Least this is
    What An Astronaut then
    Said Viewing ‘Home/God’ From Space.
    i Agree; i’ve just about ‘seen’ every Darkness
    in Life And Have Seen it ALL GroW into Light
    Never the Less
    ‘The Lion’
    Will Eat
    me and ‘Burp’
    And Chances are
    After that a Big Bang Again
    With or Without me; i exist now; That’s Enough;
    Surely Better than Nothing for me; ‘Nature’ Consumes
    Nature At Best We Savor Every ‘Bite and Drink’ the
    Fruits of the
    Earth/God that the
    Lion Decays in Every
    Leaf of Grass to Birth
    New Food and Drink…
    in continuing Balance/’Circle of Life’
    in other
    Words it
    Depends on How You/We/Us/i ‘See’…
    Limiting ‘God TM Trademark’ to one Man;
    Limiting God to ‘Perfect’;
    Is little understanding what
    it means to be a Never Ending
    Machine of Existence Versus Breath
    That Feels Senses Changes Evolves Colors
    Dark thru Light Lives and Dies Lives and Dies
    What is Light Without Darkness Nothing Nothing
    At All… Science Agrees…. at least… and i agree…
    Back to The Future in 1984.. An African American Flight
    Officer.. Yes Female.. hehe.. asked me out on a Date when
    i worked at the Military Bowling Center… treating me to it… then

    She took me to Her Room in the Officer Barracks first.. i was
    impressed She Had a Color TV and a VCR in an Entertainment
    Center.. True.. it would take me 2 More Years to afford to Buy
    My First Color TV and VCR too.. but really that didn’t matter…

    (i also had to apply for my First Lowe’s Credit Card to buy it)

    After The Steak Dinner She Treated me to.. We Chatted for
    A While.. She was Smart.. i wanted to get to know her but
    i was not Physically attracted to her…had nothing to do
    with the Color of Her Skin.. there just wasn’t the
    Natural Chemistry required for that… none of that…

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    At age 24 Working a Part-Time Job Close to Minimum
    wage at a Military Bowling Center as hey.. it was
    an Entry Level Position to make a Decent Living
    then on a Military Station.. i related to Her that
    yes i Strived to make a Great Investment in
    myself.. she took it to mean an Investment
    in Money and said how she admired the fact that
    i was working and not on some kind of Government
    Benefits.. but what i meant was my Investment had
    Very Little to do with’ Money’ for i was raised in a Home
    before without many Economic Resources.. i already saw
    A Reality that Human Happiness Just Means being Human
    Having enough to Live on.. Yes.. Increasing Human Potential
    far beyond Material Goods along with Moving.. Connecting..
    Co-Creating with or without More Cultural clothes.. yes as
    just a Distraction for what was/is more important in Life yes..
    Health And Well Being.. Yes.. Continuing Education for
    the Wisdom That Comes With Greater Understanding what
    it means to be Human what it means to really be
    Human and not just
    the Tools We
    Create yes
    more than
    a Color TV
    And More than
    The Plays other folks
    Create on the VCR Tapes
    that come to Color the TV More..
    My Father’s side of the Family made
    Money Mission Number one.. Money
    had the Last Position with me.. single
    at Least yet things changed as more responsibilities
    came supporting someone else.. yes a wife.. and potentially
    A child.. but never the Less i saw my Mother in Her retirement
    Years Living in a small Older Age subsidized Rental Apartment
    Living off of about 500 dollars a month in Social Security
    Benefits refusing any Supplemental income and having
    Plenty to be Happy as Her Happiness was generated
    within with few Cultural Clothes of Tools to Bring the
    Balance of the Savings Account of Her Happiness
    Necessary she kept learning expanding Horizons..
    she had cheap Hobbies.. i learned more from my
    Mother Than All ‘His’ New Shiny Cars every three
    Years would ever teach me in life.. my Father
    was sorely disappointed that i was ‘wasting’
    my Life not Pursuing Huge sums of money
    In deed my Peers and Acquaintances were
    too.. i remember one of my longer term
    Friends who was rising High on the
    Money Making Adventure asking
    me what in the World was i
    doing wasting my Life
    in a Bowling Alley..
    well.. as a Participant
    Anthropology Observer from
    that Degree as such and another Degree
    in Social Sciences Interdisciplinary along with
    a Health Science Degree working in a Department
    that focused on Health and Athletics and Recreation
    as Yes Overall Morale, Recreation and Welfare of the
    Captive Military Audience at Hand.. for the Long term
    aims of an all Volunteer Cultural Anthropologist i was then
    in a Best place of all imaginable to fulfill my Human Potential
    in the Long Term… Nope didn’t have much to do with Money
    but Yep a whole Lot about continuing Education and Health
    and Well Being in Moving.. Connecting.. and Co-Creating
    with others as well and on top of that a Work Environment
    Where providing services to people to make them Happy
    and Healthy in Greater Morale in connecting with other
    Folks in Co-Creating Moving ways is the whole Goal
    of the
    Game of
    Life for what
    the Hell else is Life
    except for the Mammon
    of Material Goods and Money
    Where Cars become Lovers and
    Houses become Gods the Bigger they come..
    The more Expensive they cost.. true i made sure
    i married someone who saw value of what counts
    what counts for real in Naked Flesh and Blood of God
    the Living Force of Love Now Within Expanding Moving…
    Connecting and Co-Creating even more now meanwhile
    so many People around me thought it was just ‘Stupid Love’….
    i felt Pity for them that they were not raised for Love as i am….

    still do..

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    What Blindness What Ignorance is so short-sighted now
    That it does not understand that The Health And Well-Being
    The Education Well-Rounded of a Human Being is the Most
    Important Investment that any one Human or Entire Country
    Will make
    for the
    Well Being
    of not only
    Now but the Future Now as Well…
    i don’t blame Bernie Sanders for his
    Zealous Jesus-Like Nature on this Issue
    but True i’ve seen the Enemy of Ignorance
    my Entire Life and understand how Truly Blind it is….
    A prayer was said in the Catholic Church for the ‘Poor
    President’ being Criticized by those who Seek to Expose
    the Truth.. Par For ‘the Course’ Par for the Blindness that still exists… Now
    While ‘that
    ‘Poor Man’
    to Enjoy
    His ‘Golf Game’
    in ‘Expanse’ of ‘Empty Green’…
    Mary Poppins Floating
    Chimney Sweeps Free
    Associate Flow Spring
    Magic out of Chaos
    i Don’t Plan for Words
    To Align When they Spiral
    PHI Pyramids
    You JusT Do iT ALLOnE
    Yes.. JusTALLOnELoVE
    When Real
    as in as
    NoW REaL LoVeRS oF aLL God ALL
    Oh to Be in and Be as Love
    Such A Sweet Dance
    And Song Love
    Will Come To Be
    Love iS onLY As SmALL
    And BiG AS Human iMaGiNaTioN
    CoMeS iN CReaTiViTY FRuiTioN For ReaL NoW
    Bugs Bunny, Snoopy, Mickey Mouse
    All Inspire And Are Real Enough too
    True This Go Around More
    Than Just A Story FOR REAL
    AND Just in case no one Believes anymore that ‘those Old Prophecies’
    RECORD We Said Sure We are Re-Tired Go Rest We Will take
    care of the Rest of the Job Now no MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.
    He was so Happy to see Us.. He Mentioned How Tired He was and
    How He Hoped others will pick up the Cross and Do Greater Works..
    Sadly.. Standing Patiently on the Side of the Road with ‘His Cross’ Yet
    no one else from the Local Community Stopped to say Hi… Some Meek Country
    Folks Offered Him Shelter they waved to Us as they passed by saying they Hope
    We Like ‘Him’… ‘He’ was so easy to identify Carrying a Cross With a Big Heart and
    Smile Open to Anyone Even An Enemy! Holy Son of God there ‘He’ was coming back
    from the First Baptist Farm Dinner; yes, as expected about 5 Inches Shorter than Katrina…
    Katrina spots almost every Homeless Individual on the Side of the Road Hoping to Help
    them anyway we can… Such a coincidence on the ‘Wrong Planet’ This Morning
    Suggesting that no one will pay Much Notice to ‘a Brown Syrian Looking Dude

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    SMiLes.. Imran Ali.. As Above So Below.. Yes In the Heaven’s on the Earth…
    Words of Wisdom Repeated Cross-Culturally in Different Forms Yet the Essence
    Remains God is a River Never Set in Concrete Stone.. but true some folks shape
    God into Concrete Millstones SinKinG God to the Bottom of the Ocean No Longer
    Surfacing as the
    Whole of All
    to Be ‘Seen’
    For Now..
    As i enjoy studying
    Cross-Cultural Sacred Texts
    that are in deed Holy in Essence
    SpeaKinG the Nature of Existence
    IN Deed God’s Face in All of Existence
    One Force One Energy one River that Flows through All..
    one of my Favorite Passages is in the Christian Old Testament
    Where a Snake Tempts Eve to Eat from ‘The Tree of Knowledge’
    to Be More Like (God) However it doesn’t Work-out that way as
    Human No Longer Sees God Naked in Existence No Longer Sees
    the Reflection of God in all the Beauty of the Flower And Bee that
    is Naturally Born.. instead Human becomes ashamed to be a Natural
    Part of the River of God and starts to Cover-up the Nature of God to be
    Hidden no longer
    to be ‘seen’
    And now what
    We Obviously Have
    is Folks who Only See the
    Concrete Millstones as Form
    Small Details at the Bottom of an
    Ocean so far away from the Surface
    of Seeing All That is and surely Beyond as
    God as the River Continues to Flow as Yes the
    River is in Control.. the Essence of All that is Beauty
    Beyond All Names Wisdom Beyond all Words Courage
    Beyond All Fear Love is The River The Freedom to Flow
    For It is What is inside and outside of The Chalice That is Wine
    to Love
    other than
    that it costs
    nothing to be nice…
    Nice to see You Blogging
    Again Imran Ali do Return..
    The Nice Thing About God is
    God is Open Source Free For All
    to ‘See’ Those who have ‘eyes’ of the River in Flow..
    It is clear from these Passages You Relate that the
    Author of the Book You Share does have the Eyes of God the River in Flow..
    Genuinely i will pick any part or all of Nature and Express God there is no part
    of Existence
    that i do not
    see as Poetry of God….
    A Dance A Never Ending Story A Song so Free….
    No Longer Hidden Naked From View All is Revealed as God….
    People where i Live no Longer See This God they Put God in a
    Pamphlet on Urinals in Restrooms And Call God “Romans 10:9”
    They Make
    God Money
    They Make God Stuff
    And This is the Ugly Part the Dark
    of God’s Poetry that never the Less
    is indeed part of All too..
    True.. ‘Sown Fig
    Part of God too….
    Blind But Part of God too….
    Smiles my FRiEnD God Is
    After and Before the Apple too..
    I go Without ‘the Apple’ i am Free i am River i Flow…
    Yet i recognize ‘the Apple’ And Refuse to let it take ‘THE River’ away from me…

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    Just A Book Mark
    Until i Come Back
    Actors, Audiences, Spectators In Deed from Someone Else’s Play;
    Yet Writers, Directors of Burning ‘the House Down’ in Change: THE PLAYER.
    Twitter Age Hotel
    No Rooms Available
    Come And Go Humans
    Crumbs Of
    You Re-Tire Wake Up One Day And Sing Holy Shit i’M Human Again i’M 5.
    WHaT iLove Most About PoETry Is Folks ExPress THeir F(ol)KinG SouL
    Every Word Out of My 94 Year-Old Great Aunt’s Mouth Was Poetry
    Twice My Age And A Thousand Times More Human…
    She Helped Me Find The Root Of My Problem..
    i FinAlly Re-Turned iCame Back AS Human
    The Good News!!!
    Is!!! i WiLL
    Dance Sing to: From: mY SoUL
    ‘They’ Labeled me Autistic Before iCaMe Back As Artistic
    This ‘World’ Takes Your Child Away Even If You Are A Child
    Moral of ‘The’ Story: Either We Ascend And Transcend the
    Beginning or Stay at the
    End of The Beginning..
    Yes Dorothy And Alice
    And ET Phone Home Before
    It’s too Late For Joe The Plumber too…
    ‘Click Click Click’…
    That Extraordinary
    ‘Thing’ Can and Will be Both Gift and
    Curse and Thorns and Flowers of Rose True in Light and Dark too

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    i don’t hang around people who lie;

    Not my style;

    Just noting the Facts; and sure, you can check my Blogs out
    if You like, and See the Tally of Hundreds of Thousands of Views;
    Just in One of Seven Different ones; that doesn’t lie either…

    Never the less, i write for the Fun of it; yes, just for the fun of it.

    You can also check out around 1300 comments from a Viral
    Video of My Public Dance Documented as well, from one of the Video Voyeurs who follow me around
    From my Metro Community that assesses me as Hero and Legend; etc. etc. etc… in 12,818 Miles of Public Dance
    now in 78 Months; and sure, a few ‘Stuck in the Mud Folks’ get a bit afraid of a 240 Pound Dude Dancing in Public too;
    There are Lovers and Haters in life; nothing new; God Yes, Open minded folks; and very closed minded folks too.
    Very rarely do the closed minded folks Understand much of what i do; to be expected as Science Shows now too.

    Never the Less; not unlike Forrest Gump; i do that Just for Fun too.

    Dude; i’m married to a Beautiful Woman; and am Financially Independent;

    That’s really Enough Blessing For me;

    The Rest of it is Just Icing on the Cake other folks have offered up to me;

    i surely Never Asked for any of it;

    As far as anyone pulling my Leg; considering that i still Leg Press 1520 American Pounds
    at 90 Degrees, for 8 Reps; and have the YouTube Video Proof of 1340 American Pounds at 90 Degrees
    for 12 Reps, in a duration of a Very Slow 100 Seconds of Effort; not likely anyone, you know at least,
    could Pull my Leg; literally as such of course.

    i don’t leave home without the Proof;

    Just because you don’t understand me; does not mean that other folks don’t get it; ‘the World’ is a much bigger place.

    Oh, there is one other thing; and lots of other stuff; but let’s conserve space; over 2000 Photos of Beautiful Women
    That Appreciate the Dance of me Very Much that are also Documented too smiling ear to ear with me as well;
    i suppose some folks think that the Dance is A waste of time too; but nah; it’s not.

    Here is just Two Links below for the Tip of the Iceberg at close to 60 Years-Old.

    Come back and tell me what you accomplish in life when you get to my age;

    i’ll Still be Dancing…
    And Writing…
    Just for Fun…

    With or without any external rewards at all; nothing i do is a waste of time; the Journey is the Bliss all the way, NOW.

    In case, you aren’t familiar With the Phrase ‘Autotelic Flow’; in other Words, the Kingdom of Heaven Within, NOW;
    That is Generated and Mastered by Relative Free Will; and tons of practice to keep the Heaven Journey REAL NOW.


    Life is Good;
    And sure, 2000 Plus
    More Photos Just like that
    included in my 7.8 Million Word Epic Free Verse Poem accomplished
    in 78 Months; And yes, this too; Smiles; just for ‘the Record Book’ even more..;)

    Just Showing You a tiny bit of what is Humanly Possible; that most folks can’t fathom in Life for real.

    It is inspires most folks i meet in ‘real life’, who are confident in themselves; and generally speaking really Happy.

    But of course, Just one Photo speaks more than all the Words ever written in recorded History too; Just Human Bliss;

    Yes by God; Heaven on a Young Woman’s Face; the Joy ‘one’ Brings to Her AND OTHERS without a Word; Just Dance.

    Smiles; i write to rest my Feet; Smiles; i come here to rest my Happiness; hehe; Can’t afford to get too Naturally High..;)

    Oh, one other Thing; Free Flowing Autotelic Meditative Writing and Dancing is assessed by Science as Literally a Fountain
    of Youth too; this all in synergy allows me to achieve more and more of my Human Potential as No one can keep up
    with me at the Dance Hall or the Military Gym i work-out at; that’s almost hard for me to believe; but not impossible,
    considering i both do it; and record the case-evidence study as i go; others have done this too; but technology allows
    me to do that more too; as far as case-evidence study continues to accumulate and grow….

    THiS ain’t no Myth; THiS ain’t No Cult; Human Potential Far Exceeds anything for Real written in Old Sacred Texts now.

    In other Words, to top it all off; this is also on topic too.

    And as far as the ‘Cult of the Virgin Mary’ goes; every Woman should know/believe her Son Will do more than me too…

    But it will probably take close to the Faith of A Mother in A Son; as my Mother Had in me; all this still deserves a song;

    But Her Name is Helen; Actors Change; Human Archetypes remain.

    To Be Crystal Clear; my Name is Just Frederick; in German, it Means Peaceful Ruler..;)

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    SMiles Xenia
    ALWaYS FLoWinG
    Soul Brights..🌲
    Of Soul..🎶😁
    To See
    To Live
    Colors More🌺
    Tally So Far:
    Nature: 3 Trillion Dollars; 6 Deaths…
    US: Zip…
    i SuPPosE That Trump(s) Believe(s)
    God Will Disappear With Nature too..
    Got Good And Bad News God Is BOTH
    For all the Deniers of Science NOW AS UsUAL
    Got BreaKinG News Bigger/Smaller Nature
    Ain’t Listening to NO LIES AT ALL NEVER NoW
    We Truly LiVE iN Most Fascinating
    Days but Enough of THIS.. it’s MaKinG
    my ‘Bread’ A Bit Stale Perhaps A Public Dance AND Change
    A ‘Machivillain God’ Still Lives Dominate
    For Those LooKinG for A KinG NoW
    of ‘the Stock Market’ for all THAT rises and falls for too
    Chances are LooKing pretty ‘good’ at
    this Point that Health Care will become
    More Important than Stock Market Success…
    Well like ‘it’ or not Soon Enough
    Newer Generations Now
    Want ‘it’ and they will Rule
    With their Vote
    No Different
    Than the
    Makers of D J Trump..
    It’s just Reality too..
    No choice but to
    Live it here
    Or Go
    Where ‘God’
    If Still ‘Dominate’
    A Kingly God in Deed…
    in Love…

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    i can ‘relate’; when our Child Was Born with so many Problems and obviously not Likely going to survive for very
    Long, unless some kind of Miracle Happened; somehow, a Deacon from the Catholic Church i had not attended
    for 7 Years, found Our Hospital Room Number Telling me he had the Authority to Say the Baby was never gonna
    get to Heaven, unless He came and sprinkled some water on his head; let’s put it this way; that was the
    Least of my Worries; or the Baby’s Worries for that Matter too; Ignorance is Ignorance still Ignorance
    As Science Shows Humans Are Not Rational First; Almost
    everything Points
    to that fact
    of Human
    Reality Now;
    pretty much a 3 Ring ‘Orange’ Circus;
    Yeah; that Sticks in my Mind ‘Little Man
    Dude’ saying He has the Authority to tell
    Babies Where to Go after they Suffer and Die if
    they do not comply With His ‘Imaginary’ Authority Over Them.
    Humans Dream up Incredibly Horrible Nightmares and do their

    Best to Spread them into Reality now.

    Ain’t Drinking none of their ‘Cult-Aid’…

    Smiles; i think ‘you’ missed my Sarcasm that is subtly indicated
    at the beginning of my first comment with quotes around ‘Love’ and
    and the further explanation below it. That’s Okay; i should have been more clear
    from the beginning; i get Subtle Sarcasm and provide it; not everyone does; particularly here.
    And i do realize that English is not everyone’s first Language here; that presents a challenge too.

    i was born on June 6th, 1960; where on my Driver’s
    License three sixes existed with 6.6.60 printed on the Card.

    The People Here in my locality are so afraid of Three Sixes in a row from some
    Free Verse really strange Poetry someone wrote Thousands of Years ago then in
    ‘their Revelation Book’; that when i used to buy a beer every now and then at the Local
    Walmart; the Cashiers related Fear back to me, when they saw the three sixes for my Birth Date
    as they carded me for my age up until my 40’s. Hehe; now at close to 60 they finally Judge me in my 40’s;
    but i don’t drink a beer now and then; as it only takes me down a notch from a Stress-Free Life Now for Real.

    What i dislike the Most is the Hypocrisy; some of the Teachings in what is ONLY A STORY about
    a Dude named Jesus are Healthy as far as Loving other Folks; and Basically Just Altruistically getting
    Along with other People that Humans are Good at doing; as Anthropology Shows in Small Groups that
    Are Homogenous with Folks Working, Giving, and Sharing Freely Together; not against each other; they get along;
    Even Bonobos Manage this with ‘Free Love’ Very Well; unless invading Ape Tribes come into the Picture of their Life.

    Very rare is it where i am from; that a ‘Trade Mark Christian’ Actually Walks the Talk of their ‘Beloved Teacher’; the excuse
    is oh well; i am a Sinner and my ‘God Man’ Forgives me as long as i believe he rose from The Dead; and in the case
    of Catholics, literally Drink His Blood and Eat His Body at Communion Each Week; i think that is a Poorest
    Excuse to be an awful person every week, until one asks for forgiveness that i’ve ever heard of; it’s not that
    Hard to Be nice to people consistently; just takes Practice, Patience, with inner Motivation to do it; In general,
    Religions and Churches Glue Group Think Together; but discard those they see as different as Basically Garbage;
    in effect; no matter what they may say differently from ‘the pulpit’.

    Anyway; Anthropology was one of my Three Degrees in College; along with Social Sciences Interdisciplinary;
    and Health Science; Religion is one of my many Special Interests in Life; and basically i come here to do my
    ‘Little Professor’ Monologues in Free Verse Poetry style as that is my Special Interest as well.

    i don’t expect anyone to like me; or enjoy what i have to say here; i just come here to be who i am.

    i usually end up only having me to talk to; and i’ve become Good Friends with ‘that person’ who is willing to
    sit and listen. i realize how Strange i am; how Different; and indeed by the record how extraordinary i am
    taking the documented effects of what i’ve literally accomplished in Life through Struggle; i don’t like
    Ignorance; and i don’t sit quietly while other Folks Burn down the Nature of what is Beautiful in Life through
    that Ignorance;

    i am surely not going to save the Balance of Nature that is being Destroyed by Ignorance of Humans myself;

    But i am surely not going to be one who sits silently by and watches it happen; just not my ‘Normal Nature’;

    The People; yes, ‘the Christians’ who Put Trump in Office are indeed as much of a Danger to Nature as Trump is too;

    Not because of who they are born to be; but just for the Ignorance that is still Propagated all over this Nation from
    ‘the Pulpit’ each week; I surely Understand where the OP is coming from; i’m just a Weathered Human Being from
    the Ills that i have seen from ‘Group Think Ignorance’ and am fortunate enough to have thick enough skin to
    express my different opinions with ‘these People’ face to face; and end up always being the Last Person standing
    in the discussion; but true; chances are; hehe; they won’t be precisely the same at least; Humans are Plastic for Change.

    Ignorance has the Potential of Opening its eyes; i should know; i am raised in a Locality in the Panhandle of Florida
    that held the record for the Most Churches per square mile; and also an area that still ‘rabidly’ supports Trump
    at 85 Percent of the Populace here; This really says it all about How Effective ‘Christianity’ overall
    is in Bringing Genuine Truth to the World in Light; not very effective at all; but it does keep the Locals
    docile enough now; not to shoot each other; it’s truly a fairly nice place to live; as long as you are not
    different from the Group think. i am as different as ‘they come’; but i do know how to Love now still and
    ‘imitate’ the ‘True Spirit’ of ‘their God’ (Love) That did NOT come from Church; That Came from my Mother;

    As Far as i am concerned; my Mother was ‘Jesus’ for me; for me that word is Just a metaphor for Love.

    i am not so foolish to believe that anyone from this locality would give a Very Brown and Syrian Looking
    Dude from the Middle East, any notice; about Five Foot one and around 105 Pounds as the study of Paleontology
    From that ‘Time and Place’ Suggests. In Fact, from where i live as History Shows some of the Folks Would Yell
    ‘Shoot Him’ At ‘the Southern Border’; with their ‘New Messiah Trump’ Snickering and saying ‘Only in the
    Panhandle of Florida can you get away with that’. All of it Disgusts me; But it is the Human Condition

    in dark it is what is…
    ‘who made who’; Humans make it
    what it is; Nightmares or Fabulous Dreams come True of Love.

    People will do better; if and when they lift the Veils of Ignorance;

    By the Way; the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse is Literally ‘Lifting the Veils of Ignorance.’

    Life is so ironic; truly the Sarcasm is Built in all Naturally too; if and when folks do actually Wake up to Truth in Light;

    Just another Monologue; just another expression of Freedom; easy enough to scroll ‘bye’; and surely a challenge to read.

    i’ve always loved challenges;

    ‘Evangelicals’ are definitely a Challenge; hehe.

    Life is a Challenge; c’est la vie; it is up to me to be me.

    The Rest of it comes and goes…..

    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence
    SMiLes Sohair.. i would never delete Your Comment.. i respect Your Viewpoints
    whether they match mine or not. We View the Human Body Differently and that
    is surely not uncommon where i live either.. what makes most people likely
    the most Unhappy about my Blog and my Views is i don’t See Jesus
    Any more than a Messenger of God as so many others have come
    to the Earth to Do to Speak Greater Truths in Light that they see
    at least.. obviously some will agree and some will not and
    of course this is why there are so many Religions and
    Sects of Individual Religions that vary substantially too..
    Most Every Sect of Christianity Views the ‘Man’ or the ‘God’
    Jesus differently here as well.. some folks view a Mean Jesus..
    Some folks View a Nice Jesus but of course he isn’t here to give
    his opinion and in fact as History Shows he didn’t write a word all of
    it is transferred through other Minds but anyway back to the Human Body
    as i’ve often said i see Nature as the Face of God and moreover in my View
    the Human Body by Form is God’s Greatest Work of Art and as far as i see if
    God was really worried about us wearing clothes we would surely be created that
    way at Birth.. Clothes are definitely a Tool to protect us from Environmental Hazards
    like being covered from Head to Toe in Dry Desert Conditions to keep moisture in
    so Dehydration and potential Death does not happen in those Hot Dry Conditions
    that may be almost the Entire Year.. but for me at least Clothes Are Surely
    Inferior to The Form of Flesh And Blood God Creates to House the
    Spirit of Our Soul Truly with or without ‘Christian’ Influence i see
    the Human Body Holy and Sacred Born on date as is the
    Temple of God for Real.. for me at least it is a greatest
    Gift to be Cherished in this Life and God is Honored
    by Taking the Best Care we can and will in
    Respect of the Gift of whatever Health
    We Have.. i can’t imagine
    Being Upset and
    Jealous because
    someone else has
    Better Health than me..
    in fact at best i will be Joyful
    for their Gift whether it is Greater than mine or not…
    and as far as Strength and Age goes.. i am stronger than
    ever at close to 60 Years-Old this surely isn’t the Average but
    those People who do honor this Temple of God from God and take
    really good Care of it often do not lose their Strength well into their
    Seventies as i had a Friend who in his Mid-Seventies that was lifting
    More Weight than all the Men at the Gym.. simply because he never
    Stopped Exercising his Entire Life.. Averages are based on People
    who do not have the Time and Effort to Pay this Sacred Respect
    for this Gift of Health and the Temple of God as Gifted and
    sadly that’s a reality of Life.. not everyone has the
    Opportunity to do that.. as you know my life
    has not always been this blessed but when
    it is i give great thanks to God through
    The Art i do.. and on top of that
    in my opinion it is the Clothes/Tools of Culture
    in General That Actually Separate Folks from
    God and not the other way around but of course
    that is just from my own Experience as i surely don’t mind
    if anyone sees Life Differently as it would not matter even if
    i Do.. People are going to Live their Life the way they want to
    per Guidelines of the Laws to Be Free to Pursue what make them
    Satisfied with Life.. other than that.. realizing that Some Folks find
    Great Disgust in this Temple of God i see as Gift.. i did give several
    Paragraphs of Warning so folks could turn away if they did not want
    to see the Partial Nudity coming.. and other than that this is the “SonG
    oF mY SoUL”.. not the Song of anyone else’s Soul.. i give and share it but
    i surely am writing to no Target Audience other than what i see now as Truth
    in Light.. i disagree strongly with the Religions in my Area so now this is my
    Religious Personal Freedom Expressed here.. And Freedom of Expression
    Generally as well.. but again i respect your Different View on this.. as always
    i will try to Provide Fair Warning if and when the Subject arises again in the
    “SonG oF mY SoUL” but again where i live the most offensive thing i could
    Possibly say is that Jesus is no Special God Man Alone.. i am not here to
    tell lies
    to my
    Soul Free
    At Least even if
    that is all of who i am
    Dancing And Singing to..
    Anyway.. i appreciate differences
    of Opinion and it makes me Happy that
    You Feel our Friendship is secure where you
    Can Express Differences of Opinions with me…
    they are surely always Welcome and only Strengthen
    A Friendship to me.. hope Your Sunday is Wonderful Dear Sohair FRiEnD…
    SMiLes Sohair…
    FLoWeRS ALWayS oN The
    OTHeR SiDE of The Fence..
    Colors of Flowers Do Change
    But As Long As They Breathe Love Remains…






  7. “On Eagle’s Wings”.. 03012020 Sung at Catholic Church of Course…
    “KATiE MiA”.. Yes it’s Not Just A Form of Katrina’s First and Middle Name
    An Acronym it is for the Ideology of Identity i Create for myself each day
    now surely not one that i follow from any part of Group Think Alone which
    Means i travel Freely to all Visits of both Group and Individual Think too..
    No Barriers No Walls for me Largest Venn Diagram of Human Connection to
    God THeRE is in my LiFE in other Words All “ON EAGLE’S WINGS” INDEED
    TO ‘SEE’ but no.. no Pronouns for God as God doesn’t Need a Gender or Sexual
    Identity.. true no Soul Pure in FLiGHT Does Only Soul in Frission of Aesthetic Tears Delight..
    Anyway.. my first 3 Line Poetic Thought posted on Facebook on 03012013 and the Longer
    Thought Below Composed as a Message to my First Facebook Friend then.. on 2.28.2013
    And actually Posted in Public On Facebook 7 Years ago today on 03.02.2013.. And sure
    Today i’ll Sing a bit with it mistakes and all too for it is the Essence that Counts the Spirit
    What time
    or Space
    Either Just
    the Joy of Now..:)

    Kind Autistics Taking In Everything Mindful in Awareness
    Autistic Love And the Science of Kindology
    An Ideological First Identity

    Ideology of Identity:

    I think I was born as a kind of classical pantheist, as I saw patterns and connections in things that were more of my thinking process, along with the tactile sensory world, than what I think most people may experience as an internal dialogue of thought.

    I still have a vivid memory of connection to everything in the world, as if I had been here forever, before I was able to speak that I cannot fully put into words, from about age 3 looking out into the distance over the river I grew up next to. But I think in some ways I knew more about my existence then than I do now, as I could not separate myself from what seemed like a very old home of nature.

    I am glad I had the opportunity to roam desolate pristine beaches as a teenager and young adult, without any fear, and feeling one in being with the waves, white sand, emerald green gulf, sea oats and sea gulls, with no dramas in my head.

    But even my ancestors could not experience that with not being sure where their next meal was going to come from. Not likely that many creatures in the Universe could experience a little slice of nirvana like that.

    I can remember getting back into my car and being jolted back into the reality of all that is the complexity of modern culture, which at that point in time was so, so limited as compared to today. I was never quite the same after home computers came along, as I drifted further and further from a home of nature.

    The people I dealt with in the public at that time, in what was a “Cheers” like environment, was also a slice of nirvana. Cigarette filled, but the emotional contagion of a hundred human beings that are happy that I had the privilege to serve and make even happier, equaled the nirvana of the walks on the sun-filled beaches.

    I loved my exquisite sensory experience of life….

    It was worth not being able to touch man made texture without goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.

    When I see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic Self”, the little guy on the front is how I usually felt inside that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes.

    People often told me they wished they had what it was I had, or wanted some of the drugs I was taking, but I had no idea what they were talking about because there was nothing I wanted but to exist, for so many years…

    It was a powerful feeling that no one’s negativity could take away from me, not even when the rest of the world told me I was not one of their kind.

    Sorry, that was quite a tangent, but it is kind of therapeutic for me; I hope you don’t mind…

    My point I started off with was religion and classic pantheism, which is all of nature and science for me; the cultural complexity of what has come from human collective intelligence, including all the strange oddities, even the strangest of religious cults and beliefs. But most of all the reality of that beach those waves, and those grains of sand, that do not exist without me.

    A gift, a wonderful gift that was provided by my father and mother, and their ancestors where there could be no break in the chain of events of human struggle that all my ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce, and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago, and all the other ancestors not identified and material substances that came together to make that possible, from the origin of what is, whatever is, is.

    That one point that I can only abstractly define because of the human collective intelligence that provides the map to what can be described, as one point that we all share that can never be disconnected, as long as we exist…

    Wow, I just realized that sounds kind of like the intro to the “Big Bang Theory” TV show…

    And relatively speaking the knowledge that I gained that this is one sliver of conscious existence and what really is a little slice of heaven for some that do exist, considering just the benefit of a warm soft bed, a hot shower, and things now considered so mundane that took billions of years to come into existence that were not here a little over a century ago. Like toilet paper…

    But I could never experience that connection of what is, any stronger than when I was three. I have everything and everyone before me to thank for that experience… Including collective intelligence and the understanding of that one point that still exists in all of us and everything else…

    I never met a stranger, not even a grain of sand on the beach…

    But I did not feel a category, a religion, a race or even a gender for myself, which at least for me enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand.

    I suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes, but it still exists in the eyes in what I perceive of the anthropomorphic expression of the cat in my face book photo.

    Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the wisdom of that three-year-old child that only exists in my memory and pictures…

    I sense that type of wisdom requires no human intelligence at all beyond the core that is shared.

    I think it can be lost so much easier in a human into a little sliver of hell somewhere outside that balance of heaven.
    Particularly in lives where instant gratification has become the norm…

    I am at the service of my fully inside cat, but he has never had that gleam in his eyes, or the same struggles to survive.

    The yellow cat in my Google plus avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website, was a feral cat that only knew struggles in his several years of life behind our house in the woods.

    He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from my existence. He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have a balance in his life when we allowed him a place to gain predictable subsistence.

    An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring, younger and stronger appears intermittently out of the woods and started to injure our now neutered cat, racking up $200 dollar vet bills, every other week so the once feral cat has now been forced to become a fully inside cat.

    I am watching him slowly lose that gleam in his eyes, with the call of the wild slowly drifting away, along with all the likely incredible sensory experiences that come with an outdoor world that the other cat that never gets injured in fights at age 18, can still fully experience.

    As I sit outside toward the back of my yard, in the afternoon sun, he is pacing back and forth politely, still with a humility of respect for a place of subsistence that keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.

    Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words what I was taking away from him, I would listen.

    But I cannot bear the thought of additional bloody wounds on his face. But still I remember what it means to have that connection and balance…

    When I watch him pace back and forth, it is one of the few things in life that will bring a tear to my eye that reminds me that I too am still connected..:)

    Other than that, it could be just a word like Synesthesia that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes off the logic to move into figurative space.

    At least for me, even one word can be a gift that leads me to a place in words that I don’t often visit.

    A Third of a Billion Retail Store Jobs are Going away in the
    World this Decade; Another Slow Extinction of Human Labor
    From the Arms of Automation; An Estimated 80 Percent of those
    Jobs are Employed by Women; Why Pay a Human When You can/Will Make More
    With a Machine; the Dream of Automation; the Spoils of the Rich of Capitalism at Zenith of ‘Cold’;
    until ‘the Consumer’ no longer Now has ‘the Money’ to Pay for the ‘Goods’. Humans are Greedy;
    but only when
    They No Longer
    Now ‘See’
    No longer
    ‘Do’ Human
    No Longer
    Even really
    ‘Live’ at all When
    ‘the Tool’ Becomes the
    ‘Human’ When ‘The Horse’ is
    Replaced by ‘the Car’ And Now ‘We’ ‘the Horse;
    are our own worst Enemy in ‘Ignorance of Green’;
    Scientist; Experiment; ‘Guinea Pig Horse Face oF iGnorance’ unglued…
    Sadly so too.. where Money and Stuff is a more important Investment than
    The Health And Well Being of Each Human Being and Education that is far
    and wide and not only specialized in one restricted interest and a Country as
    Whole as well.. lest we have Citizens with the Character Ineptitude of the Leader
    today who
    is the
    top of the bottom..
    People too afraid to give and
    share with each other to give each
    individual an opportunity for actually
    thriving in Life fail as Social Animals No
    Longer Holding Hands in Unity Now
    becomes the
    Strife oF Fear and Hate more…
    If You are Full of Love to Give and Share
    there is no more need to take more than you give…
    or Rape or Pillage the Resources of the Mother Earth
    the Only Place We are truly Evolved to Live as Home Now..
    The Solution is to Garden With Love over a Lifetime but without
    A Broad Education and Health/Well Being Scarcity in Ignorance
    will continue to rise as fall…
    Yet Still
    Eagle’s Wings
    Will Soar Free to Be Seeing
    More than Veils oF iGnorance Covered now
    Sure.. i’ll make this Message 123 for Bishop
    Barron And Friends too.. the Last one of over 6,000
    Words in a day Just will not Fit in that Venn Diagram there..;)



  8. Excessive Admiration For ‘Memes’ are surely not a New Phenomenon. Cult is generally used as A Pejorative; but as I pointed out earlier in this thread excessive admiration for the storybook character Jesus written by innumerable Ghost Authors and Scribes as Biblical Science shows is at essence no different.

    The Gentleman who has great admiration for the Meme of the Virgin Mary hasn’t been forcing anyone to submit to his Beliefs; he has Been a Real Gentleman whose beliefs are attacked by this Op.

    He only defended himself which he should be allowed to self-advocate as i Damn sure will too in a tactful enough way For personal beliefs/expression when personally attacked.

    It’s worth noting that A ‘Cult’ of Jesus or Muhammad would be a Pejorative attack of those excessive admirations too.

    Technically widespread And yes excessive admiration for the Virgin Mary is not a ‘Cult’ because it is A Global commonly held belief.

    Therefore ‘this thread’ is an attack on a specific widely held Belief System (Religion).

    I doubt ‘Cult of Muhammad’ would be allowed because it would be seen as Xenophobic; Similar thing is happening here.

    The Gentleman’s religious Beliefs are being Personally attacked in a Pejorative way with this thread.

    There is a bit of Hypocrisy ‘here’.

    Personally, I’m not much one for idol worship; I’m into doing; but never the less others see life differently.

    From a Support Perspective, It’s important that people have a place to express what they Believe In; Particularly folks on the Spectrum as long as it doesn’t break the rules.

    It’s Not uncommon for folks on the Spectrum to make Religion a Special interest; no need to disrespect beliefs with pejorative attacks; where no one can actually force folks to convert…

    No Different than Greek and Roman God’s;
    So-Called Biblical History is Rife With Mythology.

    Mythology plays as Metaphor for the Parts of Life
    That are Emotional That do not Easily Reveal
    Truths in Light through ‘Reason’; so Yes, Story/
    Mythology, Proves as Historical Important Parts
    of understanding the Deeper parts of our Emotional Existences.

    There is Very Little Objective Reality associated with Biblical History;

    But Never the less, Archetypal Lessons in ‘Human
    Memes’ to relate and increase Human Potential are provided;

    Unless it’s taken
    ‘Literally’ as ‘the Gospel Truth’;

    That’s a Big Problem that has and does still lead to to widespread ignorance in Death and Destruction;

    That’s when aspects of Cult-Like Behavior within the Framework of the Myths/Story become a reality, too.

    The Meme of Mary sets a standard for Behavior within the Framework of Binds and Bonds of Religion; Religion does this.

    If ‘the Meme’ of Mary is Cult, so is all of established Religion. It doesn’t bother me at all, as i hold no Great ‘Veneration’ for any actual Physical Character of any ‘Story’/Myth. I learn from them; but i realize not unlike ‘Superman or Micky Mouse’ they are NOT REAL; Jesus and Mary is a Story/Myth written by Innumerable Authors/Scribes even in the More Modern Versions of the Christian Religions and all the ‘Sects’; or
    what some folks may Tribally and Pejoratively Identify
    as ‘Cults’ if they don’t happen to be in that specific Sect.

    This is Obviously all Tribal Behavior; on a Personal Level as a Participant Anthropology Observer
    i find it fascinating.

    Please do Carry on…;)

    And to Be Clear, i realize there indeed may have been an actual Physical Person crucified around 2k Years ago
    Named Yeshua or Whatever; But The Words We Have are all Written by Other Individuals; again, Story and Myth;
    Same With the so-called Virgin Mary; but we have no idea if she existed or not; Science Shows there was NO
    Virgin Human Birth; Sharks do that; but not Humans;

    And sure it is all a ‘Pretty Cool Story Bro’ too.

    Biblical History Shows ‘Yeshua’ was an Illiterate
    Aramaic Person from his day; Brown and about 5 Feet
    Tall and Barely Over 100 ‘American Pounds’;
    Given the Study of Paleontology from ‘those
    days’ too; the rest of it is someone else’s story/myth, too.

    So In other Words in most Every Case in Actual Reality it is the Story Teller’s Words who Are Venerated now;

    Really, No Different than Leonardo DaVinci, Who
    Wore a Beard and Long Hair when Culture Frowned
    upon it; and Painted ‘Jesus’ in the Likeness of His Style of ‘Masculine’ Behavior in ‘His day’ for the “Last Supper”.
    Now, in effect, Many Christians Worship the Physical Image of Leonardo DaVinci in Form; that’s one way to stay alive’ after Death; Leonardo was surely a ‘Trickster’ too; And Mostly Definitely Remains as ‘A Cool Story Bro’.

    Personally, i’m more interested in Doing Reality; but this is a Fascinating Study; Reality is Much more Fun than ‘Fiction’
    to me. Apparently, Not Many Folks have Found a Way to Do Life real that way; Religion continues to take Center stage for many People in structured Historically Organized ways; no surprise to me, for sure; where i Live, at least but not for
    what i actually Do; it’s fun to visit; but i surely keep plenty of distance from it; Love and the Human Connection remains
    as real; i ignore the rest of ‘the other stuff’… easily….

    And as Far As TM (Trademark God) i am 100 Percent Sure that all of Nature/Reality is one Force of Energy Common to All that is ‘God’;

    Science Agrees too; Call it a ‘Blue Turtle’ or ‘Whatever’ as Nomenclature is Form; Essence is Real Eternally Now as Science Shows that all that is; i didn’t have to have Science to Prove this to me; only seeing with no Words at all; only ‘Seeing’ All of Nature within as God from before i could speak at age 4….. built in eternally now.

    Younger Generations are Falling Away from ‘Organized Religion’ as the ‘New God’ Google;
    the ‘New Bible’ Google Provides answers in most Countries at least that are no longer Censored.

    And on top of that there are just too many fun things to do than Sitting Still Having Quiet Hands
    And Feet in the Precious span of an Hour Each Sunday; if i did not enjoy the Emotional Experience
    of Singing Uplifting Songs in Church, where i just exchange the Metaphor of Jesus for Love or He
    or God or Whatever Else; even Mary and Saint Francis too; i likely would not go; but i enjoy
    the experience as uplifting and have a very nice Joyful rest of the Sunday; i filter out the
    Dark Parts and understand how they arrived; and take ‘The Wheat With me’ and Leave
    ‘the Chaff Behind’; A ‘God Of Love’ is Nice; But a ‘God of Reason’ too; Understands Love Better and Thrives..:)

    ‘The Church’ still Runs this Country At Core in Binds and Bonds of Politics at the Pulpit.

    That’s Changing; The Younger Generations are the Change; It is Heir apparent in the common
    Sense of Expanding Health Coverage and College Education to all People; Ignorance will come to
    Fail more this way; the Greatest Investment is Human Capital; Hehe; perhaps i’ll write a speech ‘in plain
    English’ for Bernie; Perhaps a Speech for Freedom and Love Without So Many Clouds of Ignorance that Breed Lies..:)

    The Song Above is titled ‘Here i am’; I believe most Humans have the Potential to be Lords of Love to give and share free;

    And to learn more about this existence now; and how to make Life Good. And Yes; that’s me singing; there are still many
    things; innumerable things and experiences that Life has to teach me; When we No longer Evolve, We Stagnant and die as Life; i feel the Same Way about ‘God’; the Force the Energy of All; Art instead of just a machine set in stone/concrete cold.



  9. Rise!
    Always Travel
    Explore Wonder! NoW
    “NeW RePorT CarD FoR NoW”
    It’s Worth Noting NoW iN ‘THiS Report Card’
    THat as LonG aS ‘GoD’ Lives THeRe WiLL
    BE A NeW TesTaMeNT NoW For You and me
    Rise! Always Travel
    Explore Wonder! NoW
    Not Enough Feeling
    Wind Painting Air Now
    Breathing Coloring
    Assistant to A Captain No Idea How to
    Do A Job A Boss Who Had No Idea How
    to Do A Job Either Just Wander the Halls AsKinG Questions
    Thanks For ‘ the Song’ ‘Katy’.. Meanwhile
    Back Under the Parachute ‘They’ Were
    Dividing All ‘You’ Can Eat Sugars, Fats, And Screens
    But Here’s the Deal When You Become
    Truly Proficient In RiSinG The Dance
    Is Floating Effortless in FLiGHT SoaRinG…
    In Other Words The ‘Founding Fathers’
    Were Incorrect.. ‘The All Seeing Eye’
    Will Always Remain at A Bottom oF A Pyramid to Rise…
    Rise Read that Once Again There Is No ToP iN Rise Only RiSE Again…
    Here’s a Secret For Those Who Fail to Fall All You Get Qualified for Is To Climb
    to the Top of an Even Taller Pyramid Next to Rise The View From the Top of this Pyramid
    Is Surely Interesting but Quite Honestly It’s too Easy to Figure This Whole Thing Out
    Just Another Candidate…
    Fool Enough to Do IT ALL…
    Established in ’63 at age 3.. A Wandering
    Fool An Explorer Full of Wonder Seeing iT ALL
    The Samaritan Stopped. Got out of His Car
    Picked me Up With A Frown took
    me Back to my Mother’s Arms…
    My Mother took her eyes off me for a
    Second while she Hung out the Clothes… Darting into the Middle of
    Davis Highway in Pensacola… Just Wandering the Backyard SEEING
    GOD ACROSS THE RIVER AS THE FOREST AND ME not a Word to speak Until age 4…
    Getting Three Degrees From College With No Plans to Make Much Money…
    An Athletic Director With Practically No Knowledge of Team Sports…
    A Bowling Center Manager Who Really had No Idea How to Bowl…
    A Real Singularity A Real Capstone oF A Pyramid is when one Person
    Accomplishes IT A Turning Point For More to Just Do IT NoW
    What the Hell the Purgatory the Heaven Now
    Do You ‘Think’ A ‘Bible’ IS JuST A Report Card
    All About ‘You’ sure me too GoDALLNoW
    Here’s A Deal i am HeaR to See ‘You’..
    It Doesn’t Matter if ‘You’ See me or Not
    i am Just Delivering A ‘Report Card’ To God (You)
    Sorry Not Sorry Folks A Pyramid Way too
    Obese for Seeing Capstones to Lift the
    Weight of the Rest of Traditions And Changes Alone
    If Newer Cultures Do Not Replace Old
    Dead Tradition Chaos Reigns..
    Misery And Suffering Becomes
    the Staple of HeLL ON EartH…
    When Younger Generations Become
    Apathetic The Old Dead Tradition Dies
    And Cultures Disintegrate As New Ones take their place….
    Horus is the One In Eight Under Age 30 Voters the Only Ones
    Who Showed Up to Vote Not Enough Came out To ‘Birth’ The Baby
    Horus… News iS iN Isis (Bloomberg) Putting the Parts Back together
    For Another (Biden) Osiris Win Childless with No Horus (Sanders/Jesus)
    ‘These’ Are Human Archetypes Call Them God’s Or ‘Whatever’ The Actors Change
    The Characters of Human Nature Remain As Nature Whole… Where is Isis Putting Together
    Order Out of Chaos Birthing Horus (Sanders/Jesus) Revolution of New World Order
    Osiris: Old Dead Cultural Tradition (Biden) Seth: MaleoV(i)olence Destruction of Order (Trump)
    If you Do Not See the Parts
    You Do Not Get to See From
    The Top of the Pyramid In Fuller Vision NoW
    All Seeing Eye ToP-O’-The Golden Rainbow Pyramid of
    Cultural Traditions so Far Lots of Moving Parts in this
    Job of See For Sure Proof there are two folks named Jesus in
    A Bible… Conservative Jesus says.. I Bring an AR 15.. NOT Peace…
    Liberal Jesus says.. Those who live by the AR 15 die by the AR 15…
    Black and White Jesus says.. an AR 15 cannot be a Sword…
    Multi-Colored Jesus says.. an AR15 will
    Be a Sword in a Parable about You…
    Most Ironically.. Black and White Jesus says..
    God is Love.. And many of his Followers Don’t Do God…
    Rhetorical Question on Facebook.. Which Quarterback (You)…
    You Make Your Bed With A Seal oF Love or Not and Wake or
    Sleep A Bedspread of (God)
    Congrats All Work
    Reaching out
    Pays off in Returns…
    Cultures Vaulting Leaders Bragging
    About Harming Others Too…
    Trust no Culture No Where
    Childhood Begins Still
    With Mutulating Female
    And Or Male Genitals
    Priests Molesting
    Same Protected
    In the Name of some
    God Distant From Nature
    Men Who Are Loved Most
    By Mother’s Become
    Genuine Dancers Of
    Love No
    Greater Gift
    Now Than A Mother
    Of TruE LasTinG Love…
    Moving Meditation Rests
    The Mind And Body Providing
    A Greater Avenue to ‘Capitalize’
    All Paths
    of LiFENoW…
    How Beautiful Traveling A Globe
    Finding Y.O.U. Accepting ALL me
    Dark Muse Creates Light
    Light Muse Creates Dark
    Rose Rising Now
    “Love Is Spontaneous And
    Never Goes According to Plan.”
    SMiLes.. Every Now
    A New Beginning of
    Change Always
    As Life
    Ever Art Now…
    In This World If You Have ‘A Real Job’
    You Must ‘Keep Secrets’.. If Not
    You Do Not As Long As You Are
    Not Trying to Hide ‘Stuff’.. NoW
    We Live In A Much Newer Older
    Age NoW Where Folks Do Not Have To Hide
    Their ‘Naked Freedoms’ In All Ways That comes/goes…
    This Is Truly The Dream of the Forefather’s/Mother’s
    Of This Country FuLFiLLeD NoW… Do Not Let Anyone Take This Freedom Away….
    Exceeding Bell Curves Of Freedom Beauty Wisdom Love And Creativity Spiraling Milky
    Way More Us To Be Free Now… The Forefathers of This Country Were Majority ‘Deists’
    And ‘Mason’ Oriented They Believed In An Open Source God of Freedom For All
    Trivia Note: ‘Conservatives’
    Stay in the Gene Pool
    Washing Hands more
    Easily Disgusted Living…
    Always Travel Explore Wonder! NoW
    Hiya Hiya Hiya Sounds Like an American
    Indian Chant For How’s it going for you too Shawna
    Baby.. Fredster is a nice Nickname reminds me of Hamster.. too.. hehe..
    Replace the E with an A and you Get Fredstar.. hAha.. sort of like the U and
    R Business of Autistic Transforming to Artistic.. only a difference of U R
    From a Different Diagnosis that Colors Life More.. Now.. Hmm.. let’s see
    How many More Colors will i put on my Re-Tired Wheels Each Day
    that is what i wake
    up each morning
    So.. So Ready to Do..
    Paint the Air i Breathe
    A Different Color to ‘See’
    ALWayS NoW in Just Bliss of Be…
    Hope all Your Children have recovered
    from the Old Flu and do not come anywhere
    Close to the New Flu.. Flu is challenging enough
    Without ‘New Coke’.. particularly when it sounds like a Beer…
    or an Old Typewriter..
    Yep.. i used to type
    on a Corona TypeWriter
    In School.. burning up the
    Keys the Old Tool i used to
    play In High school then.. such
    a Pain in the Butt to do corrections
    Such an Advantage We Do Have With
    Technology Now.. finally answering the
    Question of Who made Who yes You.. hehe…
    Rise! Always Travel Explore Wonder! NoW
    Star dust that walks and cares for other
    Star Dust Beings.. again that’s an
    incredible gift.. at least to me..
    and i for one
    use iT.. SMiles
    As GreaTest gift and
    Truly that for now.. iS
    All i need to understand..
    The gift oF now and use iT
    to my ultiMate potential
    As a really cool
    oF Nature REAL
    aka GOD REAL2..
    hmm.. some folks look
    forward to death and something
    after thaT.. i feel every now as
    sacred and never ending
    or beginning..
    makes no logical
    sense.. perhaps..
    but it is as
    as now
    and the
    magic i for
    one feel.. and sure
    sacred and holy fits
    it as metaphors just fine..
    with i as Director.. I as
    Ego Actor iN Relative
    Human Free
    WiLL wiTh
    the rest oF
    Nature GOD..
    i wiLL continue
    iN exclamation! SPiRit!
    oF now.. iN focus and
    just do iT..
    as the
    of Victory
    Nike says best..
    along with an almost
    infinite number of other
    prophets of doing now the
    Best They Can And WiLL.. whatever creatUre
    They may be.. they too are STaR DusT As We ALL Rise!
    Always Travel NoW Explore Wonder! “NoW NeW RePorT CarD FoR NoW”
    And yes Message 124 For Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS too as there is
    enough space in a YouTube Video then about two Before the New one Now


  10. Pay Phones Leaving NY
    Humans Leaving Smart
    Phones Avatar Life Rule
    Art Don’t
    Walk on
    SMiLes.. ELegance
    Never Goes Out oF Style..
    Colors Spread BLack to Gold
    How Do You PLay
    tHe aLWayS Way
    DancE and SinG
    M A G I C M U S I C
    Add iN A Free Dance
    oF Moving Meditation
    And Get Supernormal
    ANGeLS CoMe
    To: BarE From:
    GoD WinGS iN
    DancE AnD SinG
    Champions of Dance
    And Song just Do it
    For the Love oF iT
    Without Love i am Nothing…
    i am
    Nature (God) The Force of All
    ‘Celebrates Balance’; Sadly, Currently,
    Human Beings Celebrate Taking,
    Greed, and Hoarding…
    The Law is Balance…
    The Change is Nature…
    The Balance is the Change
    of Nature That Always Comes Next;
    Where Does that Leave Humans out of
    Balance With the Rest of Nature; Well,
    With or Without the Money, the Stuff,
    the Taking, Greed, and Hoarding out
    of Balance Means Misery And Suffering
    For What ever Species Decides to Do the Truly ‘Insane’;
    Going Against
    the Nature
    of what
    is Balance
    And The Change
    That Will Naturally Come Next…
    Currently, it is Climate Change and
    the Potential of ‘Darker Viruses’ yet to be even
    Seen as Nature Will Bring Back Balance With Change…
    Meanwhile, i’m gonna Dance And Sing to Keep the Balance i am…
    A Key is While Humanity May Have it Wrong; Which only a ‘Real Fool’ Will Miss by Now; Yet,
    An Individual Will Find a Way to Find the Balance And Keep the Change For The Greater Now.

    Expanding Health Care and College Education to All Folks is surely an Investment in Human Capital that cannot
    Afford to Be Neglected for when it is; it leads to Less Creativity and Productivity of the Populace; and More Ignorance;
    the Kind of Ignorance that is not even easily able to research the difference between Truths and Falsehoods.

    Sadly, the Capital of Money and Stuff; sure, Power and Status; and all stuff of Life Shallow Still prevents the Deep
    of Human Potential from Coming to Fruition More; Even More Sad is the Apathy Shown in ‘Super Tuesday’ by the
    Younger Folks Under 30; where only 1 in 8 exercised a truly Sacred and Holy Right to Vote; to Keep Freedoms
    And Expanding Rights in Tact.

    Ideally, Sander’s Ideas Would Catch Fire; and they really are not New; more Specifically the Reality of Universal
    Healthcare for First World Countries at Least; Strange World We Live in where folks would be afraid of Universal
    Health Care and College Education; but a World with ‘A God of Capital’ Still Rules Far away from ‘the Capital
    of Human Investment’;

    Happy Humans who Generate their own Happiness within are not ruled as much by the addictive
    Nature of ‘Raping and Pillaging’ the Resources of Home (Earth) through Continued Over-Consumption
    As they Naturally Generate what they Need from Within; but ‘THAT’ takes a Well-Rounded Education;
    Yes, Health Care for Well Being; that is available, affordable and accessible For all; but the problem
    is Inherent and inescapable as the Less Educated don’t have the ‘tools’ to Understand ‘these facts of life’.

    Understanding the Character of this Nation, overall, and the Reality of the Situation i voted for Mayor Pete with a
    Mail-in Ballot before he dropped out; the Day Will Come when ‘a Sanders Wins’ but only When the Overall Population
    is ready to finally accept Help for ‘the addictions of Life’ as they currently stand’; if not, a Nation of Unhappiness will continue to Reign what is; And if they cannot Get Inspired enough to Vote; basically they do get what they don’t vote for too.

    The Good News Is a Win by Biden May Keep Democrats in Office for the Next 16 Years;
    As the Balance of what is continues, in terms of the Human Species; i based my decision on whether the Ship
    continues to Sail or Sinks Sooner than soon; one thing for Sure is ‘this Ship’ will not able to easy Tolerate 4 more Years of “Orange Bad News”.

    It Looks to me; with all the Bucks of Bloomberg’s Support for the ‘Safe Choice’ Biden; that he more Likely will win the
    Nomination now; and sway many more Republican’s His way who have Choked Enough on ‘Orange Funk’ for now.

    Boredom May Be What the Nation is Looking forward to the Next Four years most; back to status quo with more
    of a ‘No Drama Obama Way’ that yes; may not bring much change; but at least a break from a
    3 Ring Circus that
    just makes no sense at all.



  11. Having a Favorite Student i will Teach them How to make Magic Real i will inspire them to make every Breath the Wind of Spirit every Word a Song of Love and every Step a Dance of Sunshine Light Other than that i will teach them how to make themselves the Essence of Love Indeed to Breathe to Give to Share All Their Light for Every Breath For Every Blink they ‘See’ DarK Thru LiGHT i Will Teach them the Same
    Lesson Birth Brings
    Naked Love a Hug
    for All That is
    Eyes of
    Return that
    See this Love This Light
    No Longer Hidden No Longer Afraid
    Lesson Number 1 Yes i’m counting.. hehe..
    ‘You’ Will be ‘the Secret Student’ with SMiLes…
    SPeaKinG of Lesson 1 of the Tale of the Tape before
    i go any further as Yes Providing Metrics now of what you
    Do in Empirical Measure Shows Where You’ve Been and
    Where you are Still Going Yes GRoWinG iNDeeD for the way
    i see it i would not want to Live a Second Before now no Matter Age
    of Lower Number of Years for this is a Metric of my Soul Evolving.. Yes
    the Overall Tale of the Tape of Dance And Song of Free Verse Spirit Poetry
    Life.. As Yes A Tale of the Tape for my ‘Secret Student’ is Lesson Number 2!
    And Yes Secret Student You May Devise Whatever Form of Tale of Your Tape That
    Fits Your Every Desire to Keep up with Your Soul Evolving Even a Diary Will Surely Work!
    Okay now back to me me me.. yes my individual Tale of the Tape as “SonG oF mY SouL”
    Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem at 7.8 MiLLioN Words continues to Grow with the
    Latest MacroVerse Number 912 titled “ReTurN oF ThE CLoWn SHArK ParT 2” in 78
    Months Now that Also Doubles as MacroVerse Number 240 of “Nether Land Bible”
    RiSinG NoW to 5,311,408 Words in 45 Months Additionally Tripling as the 138th
    MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” in that 33 Month Effort That so far
    includes Volumes 2018 and 2019 Published Around Memorial Day
    Weekend for Both of those Years so far and not only that
    but duplicated in the Description areas of my Facebook
    Profile Pics at an average of 7,000 Words or so each..
    yes all the way Back since Memorial Day Weekend
    of 2017.. as that total Long Form Poem Subchapter
    Bible Poem of “SonG oF mY SoUL” is all the way
    up to 3,700,276 Words Now of Total Effort Too..
    What Else Yes.. 78 Months of Public Dance
    Now increasing to 12,828 Miles of Steady
    Moving Meditation in Flow that keeps
    Energizer Bunny Going too.. along
    with the 297th Week Of Dance
    Coming Thursday.. 3.5.2020 with all
    the Cool College Age Folks at Seville
    and Not Only That But My Free Verse
    Erotic Poetry Novel along with 78 Months
    of Free Verse Nude Poetry and Art as such
    Located in an Adult Blog Appropriately as such
    Warned is staying at around 95,000 Words of Effort
    With the Art continuing Each Week but still a bit back-logged
    in Getting the Blog Posts New actually Published Since July of 2019…
    but true some Partially Clothed PG Rated Efforts have obviously Made
    Their Way More Current to this Blog as Well Just for the Art of it as that
    takes quite a bit of focused effort to make it what is Just Nature’s Art Free
    Call of the Wild As Such And Yes Shadow Play with No Restraints as well
    for those who practice their Shadow Tame it for only When Needed in the Background
    for whenever
    The Wild
    Call May
    Actually Be Needed…
    Okay that covers Lesson 1 and 2
    for my Secret Student and My Tale
    of the Tape complete as i am really tired and need some sleep…;)

  12. The Smell of Death
    Is Surely Written on
    the Living Stone of Love
    Love Wins NoW For Real
    End and Beginning NoW
    of Never Ending Story
    NOW… Love Sees
    Love is Never Blind
    WitH A heART SPiRiT
    SoUL Closed to: See More… Now
    It’s True.. We are All Blessed WitH Human PoTenTiaL
    But it’s Do.. We either Wire iT More.. or ‘We’ Do NoT…
    SMiLes.. Victoria..
    HeART oPeNs
    NoW THReads
    SPiRiT SoULoVE
    To: PuT iT
    iN LaYMaN’s
    TeRMs FRoM:
    aS SucH NoW
    iNSidE JoKE to: Those
    From: ReALLy
    KNoW me…
    FoR Me…
    Love has Is No
    Wrinkle In Time
    Of Human Eyes…
    The Smell of Death
    Is Surely Written on the Living Stone of Love
    Verily i Sing It’s ‘Cool’ To Stand Next to ‘A Legend’
    Come Back And Show me ALL The Callouses On
    THeir Dancing Bare FeeT AGaiN
    FLoWeRS oF LoVE ALwayS oN
    ANoTHeR Side of a Fence
    Branches Leaves Tree of Life
    If ‘You’ must Leave This Truth in Light
    Don’t Hesitate ‘i’ CaMe into this World
    Outcast And THat’S How ‘i’ plan on Coming again…
    i am NOT Ashamed of Naked ‘God’
    Naked ‘Jesus’ Naked ‘Love/me’ NoW
    Don’t Even iMaGiNE ‘You’ Will Shame
    A Trinity of me Totally Naked With Stars
    Raising Her Brow Taking a Deep Breath
    Studying ‘the Work of Art’ she knew she
    Had to Break ‘the Reality News’ to me heHe
    She Said Well Fred In These Modern Days It’s Not Likely
    that Everyone Will See ‘this’ as a Classic Work of Censored Male Nude Art
    Sharing my Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 Classic Work of Censored Male Nude Art
    With my Psychotherapist to get her ‘Mental Health’ Notes… It was so much Fun
    i made an actual 78 Month Art out of it.. All ‘She’ Could Say to Katrina was ‘well it was nice’…
    People With Low Self-Esteem find Great Comfort In Seeing Someone They Feel Makes a
    Greater Fool of themselves than they do… It’s true though People Love Fools the top Hits
    On my Pen Name Images are All the Silly Photos i created to Outcast myself Free!
    i spent most of my Life doing what most folks do trying their Hardest to FiT in
    i decided to do it soft too.. heHe… One ‘Good Old Boy’ Tried to Shame
    me With a Photo of me With My Underwear on and i said wanna
    link to see much much more.. hAha!
    i fully understand the Archetype of
    the Sacred Clown/Holy Fool they simply
    Outcast themselves to Live Fear Free Getting a Job Done
    i warn Folks what i’m all about when
    They Friend me.. they don’t seem to
    always hear me no surprise either…
    Now Last ‘Time’ i did it i only Lost
    one so-called Facebook Friend i only
    met once who Friended me harder to get outcast these days
    As Expected the First Time i did IT
    i lost So-called Facebook Friends Who Were
    Actually Family still in Good Company with ‘Jesus’
    A Quickest way to start off outcast and Stay that way Fearless was/is simple
    Wear my Underwear in Front of the World Surely ‘Harder’ God Yes Crosses to Carry than That…
    If you CHAMPION THE RIGHTS OF ‘THE OUTCAST’ don’t expect to find any place ‘local’ to rest
    your Head easy… Meh.. i have something ‘Jesus’ Didn’t have Technology to Support
    Technology to Assist as Life Support For Free A Greatest Fear Most Humans Have
    is Being Outcast as Evolutionary Speaking the Instinct
    Is Intense Social Animals Outcast DO DIE
    Haha.. i ‘Shamed’ myself in Front
    of the World to Insure i will start
    As ‘the Outcast’ who i continue to Support
    If Not Now Soon and Sooner…. The Smell of Death
    Is Surely Written on the Living Stone of Love Yes Now
    God Exists Freest Wherever Spirit Wind of Love Dances
    Sings Free Without Clothes of CuLTuRaL iLLuSoRY Fears
    Yes it’s Worth noting ‘that It Is’ 10 Times the Size of the Old
    King James Effort and 100 Times the Size of the Quran in 80 Months…
    Didn’t have to Write an 8 MiLLioN Word Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible
    by Easter 2020 Or Public Dance 13,000 Miles in 80 Months i found the Place
    That God is Not Afraid to Exist Free as Love Under a Bridge ‘ACross A Fence’
    Flowers of Love Do Live.. two African American Women Who Surely Could Hold
    A Child of Love to Their Bosoms Engaging Rings for Love… No Kidding i searched the Entire
    Globe North to South East to West Dancing Miles and Miles on Biloxi Beaches i found ‘THE PLACE’
    No Doubt iF A ‘Real JeSuS’ Could Come BacK NoW He Would Attempt
    A Similar Endeavor
    i Traveled the Entire World to
    Find A Place Where God Lives Free as
    Love The Color of Love is For All Free Now
    The Color of Love is God Free NoW For ReaL
    Heaven is When Love Becomes Free NoW For Real
    What Does Color of Skin Nationality Religion Sexual
    Orientation Differences in Gender Any F88KinG Difference
    Have to Do With IT… It Is until Folks Start Adding Clothes then/now
    And Become The Tools They Make Instead of Nature of God Love Free
    Be Free Be Love Be i AM Isn’t that Naked Nature of God Enough?
    But It’s Just For me For Free to Be i AM
    People Say if You Don’t like IT Start Your
    Own Religion Write Your Own Bible! NoW
    i reply i LiVE iN the USA Yes! i JusT Do for Free..!
    Idols oF Old Moldy Dusty Words oF iGnorance and Division Still
    Played Up for Fear and Hate Against the Outcasts among US Now
    What Kind of Disgusting Human Virus Will take Away The Freedom
    to Love The Freedom to be i am Yes a Virus Will be a Book too.. Yes
    If a Virus Deadly Enough Comes Perhaps We Will Love More Now than
    Taking Freedoms/Loves Away from those who seek Freedom to be i AM
    Love ‘Dictates’ Other wise Love Dictates Real Compassion not Dead Lip Service
    As Science Shows that Transgender Issues are Just Part of Nature… ‘The Pope’
    A Scientist Instructs His Bishops to FIGHT AGAINST IT Transgender Folks Have
    the Highest Levels of Suicidal Behavior for the Lifelong Abuse they Receive Yet
    the Ignorance oF iT All… My Father Never Lied Like Trump But He Was Gardened to
    Hate People Different than Him then… i Know one thing for sure i could have Been
    Gardened no Different than my Father.. i could have become a ‘Bad Cop Jesus’ too…
    It’s Common… Well TrutH iS Ya Gotta Understand WHeRE iGNoRaNCE CoMeS From It’s
    Just Part of God’s Painting Genetics And Environment Paints too More than just Literal Clothes
    All the Tools We Become Away From the Nature of Love Freedom to Be i Am… Have You Ever
    Stood Naked and Free in Front of The World WeaRinG God’s Clothes if not ask yourself ‘what’
    You hide… Love is the Wind The Spirit of Freedom Never Captured Held PRiSoNeR NoW (God)
    The Outcasts See me For they Truly Know/Feel/Sense Who i AM: Free Just F88KinG Free to Be LoVE NoW… How Fortunate Am i: Living VeRSuS LiVinG Dead.. Seen Both sides of the Spectrum of Nature God’s ‘CoiN’ When i Look at my Face i see my Father Yet The ‘Good Cop JeSuS’ Not the Other ‘Trump Branded (Fired) Name’.. Away.. So Far Away From Compassion that understands all the Colors of Love DarK Thru LiGHT Nature God’s Artist Paints… And It’s F88KinG True if my ‘Big Daddy Trump Jesus’ Didn’t Go away I could have Fit the Mold oF iGnorance the Same Damned Way Away When the Tools Become More Alive than Flesh And Blood Love of Freedom to Be We Die Just a Little Bit more as We Fall As We Fall Ignorance: Those Color Blind to Creativity of Nature (God) so much More Than a Gun a Big Truck And Cross Without HeART The Right to Love The Right to Be Whoever You are
    As God (Nature) Paints With More than Black And White What Disgusts me the most about ‘Churches’ in General are the
    Leaders/Participants who
    wanna take rights away
    “Not Here” what i often
    Hear From the Philosophy
    Of Parents when they Yell
    At their Children to stop
    Copying me by making
    Silly Spiral Dance
    Moves in Walmart
    As Children are
    Instructed to
    GROW UP Now
    And Be STILL yet
    This is what all
    Dead Things do
    Best early in Self-fulfilling
    Zombie Apocalypse
    Still suffocating
    Under Veils
    Of Simple
    Ignorance other
    Wise Dancing Singing
    Free i will be NO PARTY
    Living Dead
    For I Am the
    “Clown Shark”
    Yes.. i AM Back Again..
    Sharks have been around
    For 420 Million Years
    They Never
    The Ocean
    Deeper Free
    And By God
    Yes! They do Virgin
    Births For REAL!…
    SMiLes Sohair The Smell of Death
    Is Surely Written on the Living Stone of Love…
    as Katrina’s Neurologist reminded her that those
    With Her Disease often Die Suddenly in the Night..
    i Love to Hear Katrina Snore
    for Decades i’ve cherished
    Every Breath as she Sleeps
    understanding the Smell
    of Death that Keeps
    Love Vibrant
    And Alive
    For Real..
    Smiles Sohair
    the Real Virus is the Fear
    And Hate of Different now that
    Brings the Death of Love… When
    Humans Lose their Cultural Tools
    and Depend on Each other Birthed
    As Naked God Will Be In All of Our
    Nature’s of Love Set Free.. We Do
    What We Do We Respect the
    Struggle We Respect the
    Blood We Respect
    and the Silence
    of it that No Longer
    Means this Gift of Life..
    Perhaps the Smell of Death
    is not Strong Enough my FRiEnD….
    Perhaps the Day Has Come Where i Live
    at Least for the Smell of Love to finally come Real…
    For God to Live Finally a God of Love That Sees only the Color of Love
    With That And This Said Let’s Make This Message 125 For Bishop
    Barron And Friends as it may still Just Fit in that ‘Smaller Place’ too..:)