Pepe, returns with a note from the Left Verses Right
Brain Benefits of Life with a Defense of the Left
Brain Way of Life as far as what he describes
as rationality; not particularly interested
in the Loving Arts of life that more
often come from the metaphor
of the Right Hemisphere of
Brain and to be clear
the whole thingy
works together;
Science doesn’t have much real hard evidence to
explain the Human reality in as the Inner Universe
of what we humans name our conscious experience
of life that flows far below and beyond that depending
NoW oN one’s mastery of their entire intelligences of life well
Over Book Learning and School and Church Pew life now, more.
Anyway, i return to remind him of my Spock-like Rationality
Credentials too, lest he forget that i can return to Robot Mode
on a dime or less now as a Human Computer and even make a
Human Computer sound like a Poetry Device even more now;
Hehe; SMiLes; it’s worth noting again (to me at least) now that
i graduated at the top of my class in high school; more specifically
number 11 out of 381 and through three college degrees and was
often referred to as more of a computer than a human being through
work. It’s true;
out of his
Shell in my case.
I’m not suggesting
what anyone else should
or should not do with their life, now.
That’s everyone’s else’s business but mine.
i just enjoy writing wherever the Internet takes me.
And it’s true, i do see the World through Rose Colored glasses;
’cause i can. And it’s also true as i’ve noted before; i literally lost
effective use of my eyes and ears for nothing but intolerable to almost
intolerable pain for 66 months. I’ve seen/heard both places; i’ll stick with Rose.
i only do
i care to, too;
it’s extremely hard for me
to feel pain; and that too
comes with my actual life experience..;)
And in a way Pepe starts to believe some how that i now see
a SuperNatural way of life instead of one that is all Supernormal
which in truth is the same F iN thing; just means that some folks
Supernatural is the Supernormal for other folks like me for it is
true once one experiences more of their experience of Nature;
Obviously it becomes broader as is; as for all practical intents
and purpose; folks who are color blind don’t experience
what they might define as Normal Colors as Super
Natural and or Supernormal if they suddenly
experienced life like that now as the
new norm of Supernormal now;
at least until they became
acclimated to it like just
another Snow day at School
for someone from Bermuda now too; or Hawaii or whatever
as that white stuff comes and goes that some folks never get
to experience as part of their all Natural experience now different.
Oh Lord ya gotta love Human Semantics and all the tribal instincts
about words as idols of God too over essence that’s real all Natural
God as all that is Love when one sees all of life that way as Agape
stuff now; anyway, i returned the message
below as this will become the introduction
of the third part of the concluding trilogy
of ‘LoVENoWFReED’ as i still am going
on all about putting together ‘LoVEFReEDNoW’
as the second part of the Trilogy now as of course
“FReEDLoVENoW’ as the first part is the part i published
on Valentine’s Day Last Week; as the second one coming
after i finish putting it together now once again to be named
‘LoVEFReEDNOW’ as this Three Week Produced Trilogy will
come in at close to 120 thousand words or so as i am in the
process of finishing the first 2 parts in two weeks at the size
of an older time ‘Koran’ that took around 23 years to finish
and 2 decades or so to put into any kind of print at all in
so-named final form then. Human potential; add in the
modern conveniences of TransHumanism with the
Additive of Information Technology and voila it’s
like a Human Miracle that is all Natural with
the aid of Modern Technology every day..
Anyway, the rest of what i said to
Pepe; as i’ve gotta get that
other over 40K word
thingy put together
on 2.22.18 now..:)
In no place on this entire Internet site have I ever suggested I believe in anything Supernatural.
Supernormal is my thingy; and I’m not here to suggest anyone do anything they do not want to, to help
themselves. Like I said, in the other thread; this is just a Hobby for me; and I’ve made it clear that Love is Literally
my God and Nature is my Church and Dance and Song is my Religion. Now, it’s true some of us now see and hear
and overall sense and feel and do more and less than others; but as i’ve also said, a grain sand is no less integral
to all that is than any thing else. The Placebo, as Science shows is an Emotional and Sensory Force of Being in words
as forms as they come as symbols for the essence of belief that is at essence a Neuro-chemical and Neuro-hormonal
healer that not all folks can employ to heal themselves, naturally. And in the converse as Science shows, not all folks
fall as low as prey subject to the Nocebo effect, either. Overall, Fear is a common denominator that mosts folks these
days struggle with; mostly a static of Chronic Anxiety that accumulates as poison over the course of life that many
folks have difficultly escaping through the ‘normal’ day. Fear, is basically the killer of good stuff of life. Eastern
Philosophies have used Martial related movement arts as a bio-feed back from head to toe for balance
to eliminate all tension to eliminate fear as the Body remembers how to do a real balance of peace
and harmony as our emotions and sensory tensions do flow from head to toe, in balance or out
of order. That’s what’s missing most over here in our Western Societies; increasingly, a problem
as folks move less and less fixated on screens in a Nature Deficit Disorder that
is not diagnosable as such; but never the less, a part of Nature that humans
pay for out of balance with the price of ever expanding anxiety in life.
Thing is, it doesn’t pay bucks to move in balance as left foot and right
foot becoming one in a Free Dance of Life. In my opinion, it
would be helpful for many folks if it was inherently as
important an activity as actually eating and
sure, having sex; but it’s true sex helps
out in the Balance of all of this too.
Not to say it’s everyone’s
cup of Lipton tea,
for it is most definitely
not for some folks care not to do
most anything that feels like work if they
are not getting paid for it now or particularly
hehe; if it’s done in a way that’s free and not according
to the guidelines of some pre-planned book. Anyway; as Eastern
Philosophies, among Yogi-Like folks like me who live up in Mountains;
Science does prove it works. It’s not easy to come down from the Mountain
and maintain this calm eye of the Hurricane and Winds that rarely cease prematurely
in a dance hall crowded with Several Hundred folks; but yes that happens too, albeit rarely as such.
I don’t expect anyone now to do what
i do; in fact no one amongst the 300
or so Thousand Folks where i live do it
all as a practice of life that works as i do.
But hey, i’m strange and i love it and i enjoy
folks who are different in however that comes.
Yeah, sure; this Love thingy that i call God is as large
as all that is, when one finds a practice of life that is real and
yes supernormal in making absolutely everything holy and sacred
full of meaning and purpose. I just finished writing over 40K words in 7
days and 166 miles or so of Public Dance in a same Month of Human
Clock time. That’s the way i do it that works for me; i don’t see why
anyone else should go through all this
fun; unless they wanna be like me; now
Like my wife Katrina says.. as we finish
Celebrating our 28th Anniversary; you are
something but i’m not sure what; and she says
who in the Hell would wanna do anything you do;
Of course as that applies to only me. Everything i am able
to do now at core is because i do not experience any illusory fears
anymore. I feel totally calm like a feather floating, keeping in mind again
that comes with a public dance of 8888 miles. It’s like being at Disney World
all the time and i am the ride that and who at essence is having all the fun as is.
The Yogi’s in the Mountains report experiences like this; rarely do they come to
share it with/as
common wealth.
Again, i do it
for the Joy
of Life for this
entire effort brings
me to a place surely
worthy for great thanks
and praise with my Glory giving
in Worship of a Naked Heaven within.
It’s not the kinda thing one can explain without
Poetry my friend; And true it is a place where the entire
mind and body is all naturally balanced from head to toe.
Again; for me at least it’s like an Olympic Sport that’s fun to live in here now.
True, i wouldn’t trade it for any amount or money or even a Gold Medal; hehe..;)

Hi Pepe.. Thanks so much for your kind concern
in sending a PM on the Wrong Planet website now
as that pertains to whether or not i still experience
the Dentist Drill-like Pain without Novocaine in my right eye and
ear making effective use of eyesight and hearing somewhere in the
range of unbearable to almost intolerable that i did experience from wake
to sleep for a total of 66 Months from January of 2008 to on or about 7.22.2013
where the pain all Naturally and Miraculously went away standing on a Beautiful
Beach with my wife which truly brought a new view all about life to me and that
is not at all that uncommon among folks
who turn a new leaf and outlook
on life after experiencing some
kind of Chronic Earthly Hell
like that.. Of course that
answers your question
but since this is a PM out of the
‘site’ of the what was at least once several
Gestapo-like Moderators against any kind of
Creative Free Verse Stream of Consciousness Shapely
Poetry like this where that was usually the only PM i got
with them attempting to limit me to 6 lines of communication
or enforcing that i wrote all the way from one side of the page
to the other in rigid walls of text of linear thinking as such as yes
a literal linear style of writing that only has edges of lines and no
curves too per keeping everything about me in a tightly fixed box.
It’s true they attempted to ‘exterminate’ my creativity, but just like
the test of ‘JoB’ per metaphor only of course.. i didn’t get mad i just
eventually moved on to Greener Pastures after they kept temporarily
‘crucifying’ me by either deleting what i wrote or temporarily banning
me after the owner said write however you like and the moderators
said no you can’t.. no you can’t.. bad cop good cop as an organization
of all volunteers at least as competent as The Trump
Administration as another metaphor.. hehe..
anyway.. it seems the most ‘anal’ one
Walrus is no longer moderating
here but to not offend
i still restrain
all of what
i do when i let it go
as i continue to literally write the
longest long form Poem in the History Humankind
everywhere i go like a reality show with ‘multi-media’ with
‘all my glory’ as a story that’s real and rather empirically measurable
as incredible too in terms of what will come to be 6 Million words soon in
what i name the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ and by the way word play that includes
Capitalization like that was a big no no for those former ‘Gestapo’ Moderators
on the Wrong Planet.. and from what i can see from the list they mostly look
human to me these days in the sense of a little patience and understanding
more for the really really neuro-diverse among us.. True.. my Friend i also
have the patience of ‘JoB’ and that comes with my Life Experience
Territory too for in addition to run down the complete list
of conditions of my 66 month stint in hell i also endured
theDeath of my Emotions which as my Psychiatrist
confirms is very rare and almost exclusive to folks
on the Autism Spectrum as i am diagnosed with that
condition by 4 Different Professionals per specifically
Asperger’s Syndrome although my form is more like what
Hans Asperger described among his case studies for unlike
what the DSM watered his description down for Autism Lite as
it was back in ’94 in the DSM IV.. i had a Hyperlexic Language Delay
in Speak way until age 4.. however.. my input of all symbols and ability
to decode them including words was precocious and stellar in Language
testing ways.. when i finally entered school.. and was measured as such then
as my Sister who is diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome was also measured
stellar in reading ways of life.. but writing was not my thing at all nor was
creativity much at all in school.. what i lacked was what i sought a way
to do for decades then.. i even checked out a book on Creativity
in College but never had the focus to even finish the book
after checking it out about 20 times as just another
repetitive Behavioral thingy to go along with
my ADHD too.. anyway.. back to the
list of hell.. i also was diagnosed
with Anhedonia and PTSD and
Severe Depression and Severe Anxiety
and Mood Lability that wasn’t changed to
Bi-polar not other wise specified until i rose up out
of the ashes like Snoopy on a Good Jumping for Joy day now
as never ending now for the gift of life out of that pain.. Heaven
is considered a Malady for it’s not normal for someone to be literally
thrilled to live without pain every day and always now.. sure.. ‘they’ then
could see a ‘joy without reason’ in my eyes.. even underneath the shades
without seeing my eyes at all.. as my Psychotherapist says.. when i come in
to her office.. it’s like i bring an electricity in the air that is a contagion of joy and
in the real life of dance that’s what i hear among the open minded who are now
not disgusted by a 240LB or so Law Enforcement Looking Dude (i inherited that
physical part from my Father who did do Law Enforcement for 46
Years but left at age 3 and left me in a Home overflowing
with fair skin and estrogen as such other wise known
and most definitely felt and sensed as an
Unconditional Loving Mother as
chances are if my Father
stayed i would
have copied
him more with
frowny face to stay)
out of parenthesis now again..
i also was assigned the condition of Alexithymia back then
as i could not explain how the Music i composed on the Piano
then made me feel as the Psychiatrist said we see this some time
in folks on the Autism Spectrum to the College Student he was then
mentoring in his office with me and he said.. ‘we’ think it is because
the Corpus Callosum.. does not serve as an open enough bridge for
communication between left and right hemispheres so perhaps it is
true for whatever the processes that do occur when this metaphorical
bridge opens up that’s why i went from very literal.. to playing words
as toys of metaphors from July 2013 on my friend where Creativity
became literally and metaphorically my best friend too for when
i do this i am in a constant state of Neuro-hormonal and
Neuro-Chemical Bliss from Head to toe Meditation
Free Verse same/different as when i dance as i
am just dancing with my fingers now
as the voice within speaks
totally free with
no restraints of flow
as the ellipses are a tool
to keep that flow going as waves
as ocean whole more.. and it’s true even
in my Wrong Planet days as i spent 33 months
on this site attempting to escape that dentist drill
in my eye and ear that no doctor had any pill for remedy
of that pain other than a large dosage of Ativan to knock
me out through the course of the day that finally allowed me to
sleep too with almost no sleep after my 40 day stay of ‘Lent’ with
that pain in early 2008.. where back to the list and the first 33 months
of that stay in Hell.. where i could not bear to read anything or listen
to any sound stuck in my head doing tricks like reversing the letters
of live to evil and lived to devil.. as yes pain and numb flavored my
view of life then to glass with nothing in it at all as also
with Dysautonomia my Nervous System no longer
allowed my heart rate to synch with my blood
pressure which meant every time i tried
to fall asleep the blood would not
get to my head so my heart
raced and i would wake
up again and again
and again until the Alpha Blocker
the Doctor Prescribed allowed me to
get 1 hour shallow sleep for the first 35 nights
then of that 2008 Spring Lent and none for the last
5 of 40.. when i drove to jump off a bridge somehow
then as i was too weak to even get in the shower mustering
up the energy to kill myself then from somewhere but too weak
to get out of the car and my Sister ‘miraculously’ guessed what
bridge i would be at the bottom of and found me there in her car
as then i wanted to jump off a shallow boardwalk by a river until she
sped 80 miles into the Country saying she didn’t want to live without
a brother and i said don’t do that and dealt with the Hell for another 64
months or so and finally gave in to go to the Hospital and got a big shot
of Ativan to put me down like any other rabid wounded animal who would
rather die.. what else
for the list.. yes.. Spinal
Stenosis and Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my spine along with Coat
Hanger Pain around my shoulders and
neck associated with the Dysautonomia
as basically when the brain doesn’t get blood
the whole body ‘up there’ tenses up ‘like crazy’
for basically every thing feels and senses out of whack..
And part of that was precipitated early in age by congenitally
fused Vertebra not diagnosed until then as well as the late life
at age 47 diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome too.. and sure the Mood
Lability and eventually the Bi-Polar that is a life long condition that
doesn’t get diagnosed when a person like me avoids the Doctors
all together for 23 years after the first manic episode along with
the Asperger’s Syndrome almost gets me ‘put away’ then in ’81..
have to admit it felt better than the numb that preceded that go
around but anyway.. i did end up working successfully for a total
of 33 years got the 3 College Degrees a Home a Car the
Wife and unfortunately a Child who suffered and
died in a 51 day life of the other part of the
so-called American Dream that didn’t
come true and it’s true if i purchased
A Revolver as part of that American Dream
it is highly unlikely i would be alive today for that
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that is literally assessed
as worse than the pain of actual crucifixion also has the
common medical name as the suicide disease too.. for very
good reason.. there are several other disorders like occasional
shingles that folks ‘our age’ get from time to time but while some
folks suffer with that after everything else i’ve been through that’s rather
minor and true the Sjogren’s Syndrome for the Auto-Immune Disorder
that dried up the tears my eyes made like a desert was threatening to
my sight as well as a discomfort similar to swimming in salt water
with eyes wide open too.. it’s all in remission now my friend..
Good enough for Heaven to still exist with as in me.. as
anyone who experiences Hell like this and
gets out of it.. it usually changes a life in
some way.. it motivated me
to write the longest
long form poem
ever with additionally
around 140K Photos i’ve taken
myself as of course i appreciate a visual
world that i can again enjoy seeing as well as
feeling beauty in the most mundane parts of life that
i might have called that before my ‘descent to hell’ then
and yes.. i love music now as i couldn’t listen to it in hell..
so sure.. my Long Form Poem is accompanied by Scores of
Thousands of YouTube Songs in most every genre of music too..
i am a Luster
and Lover
of Life my friend
for the perspective
i have lived.. the thorns
brought the rose and rise
of my life out of ashes and
the party will not end for me as
long as i continue to dance and sing..
i can and will tolerate and accept almost
any difference in other human beings unless
i see someone outcast being bullied or if someone
ignorant enough in these ‘down south’ parts attempts
to play that bully game they did with me as a rather androgynous
looking youth with Asperger’s Syndrome undiagnosed in the older
school days of ‘fore.. i don’t really do anything but stand tall before
them with zero fear.. people can read the body language as the ‘normal’
bullies of life do.. my friend.. fearless is the best defense of all as it says
more than
words ever will
as body language does..
it’s true my body speaks more
words now than i will every put in print..
Young Women love it and men not so much..
And that’s to be expected for A Public Dancer down
here in Trump Land USA.. still though i’ll make it to
One Ten Thousandth of the Miles of 93 Million to the
Sun by my 58th Birthday aLong with my 6 Million Word Poem
Man ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ then when that 9300 Miles of Public
Dance comes on or about 6.6.18 on that 58th Birthday and
when the locals don’t believe.. i achieved.. ‘their’ onward
ChristianSoldiers ‘John 14:12′.. for it’s true i’ve sub-titled
7 Large Chapters of the “SonG oF mY SoUL’.. including
the Ocean Whole Poem as King James Sized ‘Bibles’..
i just whip out my Driver’s
License and continue to
show ’em my Birth Date
of 6-6-60 so they can start
a conspiracy theory
about me..
hehe.. but it’s
true when i show ’em
a few lightening fast Martial
Arts kicks less than an inch away or so
from all the surrounding Floor Displays
at the store.. i just say the magic words of
have you ever met a Navy Seal and chances are
they’ll dream that conspiracy theory up too.. people
are predictable and one of my favorite hobbies is playing
with the bully boys all grown up from school who still wear
‘the pants’ in their imagination as i can pretend ‘he man’ too..
true i can
also do it
too.. in terms
of empirically measure
strength of ‘boy stuff’ too..
this is my special interest.. true
it has many rabbit wHoles but it is
what i love to do.. and if no one likes
it.. as some Singer that i will use sings
for all of this.. i didn’t drive my car off the
bridge and i don’t care if people do not like
it or not.. i get more done when folks ignore me..
Jesus F in Christ.. i guess i’m Autistic after all is
Danced and Sung
in the Bi-Polar
High of
life that
never ends that is
just me and the Nature
that exists as is the Love of
my Life that i personally name
God and no one and i do mean no
one.. not even imaginary Gods will ever
take Nature God away from me.. true i am
a fool for Nature..
nature too..
that i all spell God
as metaphor too.. anyway i
just wrote the 820th MacroVerse
per 43,151 Words of the Second Part
of what will be close to a 120K Word
Subchapter Trilogy of ‘FReEDLoVENoW’ as the
first part of that.. at MacroVerse Number 819 at
35,357 Words.. as the MacroVerse.. i just finished
is titled ‘LoVEFReEDNoW’ is in Word Press Preview
Mode.. as the actual writing part took me precisely
7 days to write starting it on 5:33 PM per time stamp
on 2.14.18 and finishing the writing part at 5:33 PM
on 2.21.18.. as true what i am writing now is part of the
beginning of the third part of the Trilogy that is now named
LoVENoWFReED as the 821st MacroVerse as i am also continuing
a write of Three ongoing titled Bibles as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” that includes “Nether Land Bible 2017” reaching 2,637,424 words
with MacroVerse Number 149 in close to a 21 Month Effort and “FB Profile
Pic Bible 2018” where that close to 9 Month Effort with MacroVerse Number 45
rises uP to over a Million Words now at 1,025,024 Words as this particular titled
‘Bible’ is included in Facebook Profile Pics that change most every
day at last once in the description areas where the links
to the multi-media and 7 to 9 thousand words of
‘that bible’ are fully enclosed in the Profile
Pics there.. yes.. just for fun.. for my
fun.. if anyone cares to jump
in my rabbit wHoles they
are surely welcome
but not necessarily
expected as a visitor or guest…
hehe.. it’s true i write 9 Dimensional
ongoing Poetry too.. perhaps a list may
help you and other potential readers of the
ongoing book of my life to see it more concisely
as sure details like pretty shells can get lost in amongst
the Ocean whole Poems too.. hAha.. so here that goes too..
as it’s true i need to proof read that preview Novel Poem at least
once and download around 400 fully illustrated photos to accompany
as my stream of consciousness visual poetry where synchronicities of
Creativity thrive with the entire picture for likely only me with the
living experience context of all of it as yes.. i do get around..
specifically many places in the flesh and blood world
and online ranging from Egypt to Scotland
to Pakistan and India and even
an International Poetry
Place where yes..
the more concrete thinkers
deleted more of the abstract of
me that they ‘failed’ and understandably
‘failed’ to understand of me.. for it’s true
the Broader Autism Phenotype and the Bi-Polar
flavored one too much broader too exists everywhere
one goes.. actors change but the characters remain hehe..
anyway.. here’s that concise list and i’ll let you go as a reminder
to myself as My Psychotherapist tells me Fred.. if you ever wanna
have friends you are gonna have to learn to just shut up and listen..
true i did that for 47 years.. not doing it anymore.. and not likely
she would be able to convince Michelangelo to stop painting or
sculpting all day long or Einstein for imagining a theory of relativity
for decades too..
that’s different
adheres to
different and stays
the Journey as any turtle
mix of rabbit will do to win
their own race with no cares
for the competition that others
see as just another story of life..
i am the director producer and actor
of my own play of life and sure i rub
elbows with Nature and my Love as Nature
and God same and different too.. true i love it.. too..
as Charlie whatever her Roman Numeral is Dances and Sings too..
true though i just changed the song from i don’t care to break the rules..
it’s more of my
kind of song as
i don’t take
chances with my
life but i will do all
the creativity i will do
with zero attention to
buttoned up Cultural rules
other than all Federal State
and Local Laws to keep my
Caesar coins all in line too.. hehe..
oh yeah and most all my conditions were
A result of.. Chronic to Severe Very Acute
Fight or Flight Stress in the last 2 years of a
total of 11 years of almost life ending stress of work..
some folks on this site specific to a condition name it overall
as Autism Spectrum Burnout.. i wrote a small pre-MacroVerse
on that when i first started Blogging back on 3.10.13 as i’m also
coming up to the 5th Anniversary whole of Blogging online.. it’s
one of the most popular things i’ve done as far as any science and
art that other folks have viewed in thousands of views as according
to Google Plus literally Millions of folks have viewed what i do in terms
of view numbers in just that platform alone.. Several Hundred thousand
came before i even could get out of this Bedroom with Shut-in Pain and Numb..
disability can
be fun
true i am still
legally and medically
assessed permanently as just
that too for the Happy Disease
and the Introverted in the extreme one too..
true i am both; rather rare but still real.. too now to ‘that’ list..

With All Word Counts below likely coming close to my 58th Birthday on 6.6.18

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90+ Months
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58+ Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24+ Months
1.5 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018 MacroMacroVerse 12+ Months
MacroVerse as each Chapter currently at a 30K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as each sub-Chapter separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as each Word in multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as each letter and or number of multi-meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc..

Anyway.. thanks for being part of my Book of Life as true there are literally
thousand of folks who ‘interact’ in this book with me additionally with
over 2000 Beautiful Young Women in Selfie Photos in over a Thousand
Selfie Photos from my Favorite Dance Hall.. Old
Seville Quarter in Pensacola where
tonight is my 201st week
of doing just that with
all the fresh
College Age
Dancing Faces there as
sure.. the photo documentation
of that will come to be real in this
current writing.. MacroVerse 821 too..
per ‘LoVENoWFReED’.. appropriately titled as
such too but oh Lord there is so much more fun
now to do before i get tHere too.. NoW Life is Good..
And to be clear i never expect anyone to take the time
and effort required to have any part of what i do.. For true
once again
to the
other place
of thorns and
of many more
limitations other wise too..
usually people like me much more
when i just dance that goes without saying..
particularly the fairest of the genders but true
as science shows too.. confidence is the highest
attractive trait women see and the one that makes
men jealous of other men the most.. i am confident..
fearless brings that free.. and the Love rains after that..:)

But true when i open my mouth…

it’s kinda more like this..

But no.. i don’t ignore blondes.. either.. at least not while i dance..
and my wife knows all about the bootie dances and she doesn’t care
for true she’s seen me in hell and part of my devil face too.. she’s
more like an Egyptian Goddess Isis who has a very hard time
aging and helps put all my Humpty Dumpty parts together
again including my ‘gold member’ too.. and acts as a great
Mother Sister Wife who and that allows
me to do
God Min
and Peter Pan too..
it’s worth noting too that
one of my three degrees that
includes Health Science and Social
Sciences Interdisciplinary along with
some graduate work after that includes
an Anthropology Degree and it’s also true
i am a Free Lance Free Verse Participant Observer
Anthropologist and Writer too.. in fact this is my entire
Science Research Project all for free for that too in empirical
means of testing diverse cultures and peoples too.. thanks for
being part of my Free Verse Science study too.. i continue to learn
much and
i’m not quite
sure what i will do
with the ultimate conclusions
i eventually arrive at next.. should be
interesting as these are very interesting
‘times’ we live in my friend surely worthy of
not only thanks and praise and great Worship
for all the fringe Benefits of Love.. and all the
other Creature comforts for a Lust of life in Glory
as such of showing all of that too.. butt yes.. worthy of
in at
least a variety
of case study ways too..
true we need scientist artists too..
My Neurodiverse Nature is the treat
and trick that work as me.. as is now..
again thanks for your kind words of concern.. have a nice
day as any 8900 Miles Forrest Gump Public Dancer will Happily Relate in
SMILes of
too.. heHe..;)


SMiLes Frank
thanks for quoting
MoRE ReaL..
LoVE Evolves
GoD aS
HuMaN EYes
WiThOuT iLLuSoRY Fears”
back from me and now i’ll quote
what you say here as “We are all the favorite
since we experience it subjectively and perhaps
together from different perspectives.”.. Per the
Video above with John Nash and Governing
Economics.. i’m more interested in God
as Love.. Nature as Church
And Dance and Song as a
Religion and True now
in about less than
two hours as i drive
off of Church Street
in Pensacola the Nature will
be the Young Folks who are Dancing
at Old Seville Quarter so really all that’s
Left is God as a Love of Dance and Song
together in waves of humanity where each molecule
of H20.. as Ocean Whole can and will not.. be reduced
to any less than a work of art that is continuously changing
Breathing and Holding Spirit of Emotions As HeaRt in a MiNd
And BoDy SoUL.. that is Flesh and Blood and SPiRiT Force in
Peace and Harmony of moving waves that rage with excitement
And lull with disappointment but never the less and always more
Expand on as shores never defined by what came before.. interestingly
John Nash who was devoid of Emotions as he admitted he lived without
A Life deep and nuanced as feelings beyond his lonely equations of life.. yes..
he also admitted that his theories were
inherently flawed with
then the reality
of his personal
condition that was
beyond his control as somehow
he came to understand in part what
he had missed his entire life.. it’s hard to
see when what’s left inside is cold by those
who are closer to empath.. particularly when
life has killed their heart too.. by living in mechanical
cognition as the metaphor of left brain thinking way too much
for a distinct and life changing dialogue that my very first Psychiatrist
who met me at the bottom of my pit after 11 years of Chronic Stress ending
at the last 2 years at the very bottom of flight and fight stress.. he told me use
something else other than adrenaline.. use your emotions to motivate
you Fred and it occurred to me after living like a Cat in a Cage
in a Lightening Storm for years that i had no clue at
that point if i had experienced emotions for
everything had become a life of do or
die.. i must say i wonder
how many people
live close to
this horrible
state of being..
and i’m quite sure that life with
a broken heart/spirit/soul within is greatly responsible
now for the current opiate epidemic in the United States
as so many folks live in the Basement of Maslow’s Pyramid
for Human Development where all is like a desert with no food
of Love and all associated with Joy.. as when i gained an emotional
life back i truly felt like 5 years old again and that had nothing then to do
with all i had learned through 19 years of School.. and 33 years of paid
work.. For it was feelings that came back alive as all the colors that faded
away like a slow twisting tourniquet of overall culture that stole.. my soul
away and put it in a Mortgage.. and Loans.. and Straight A’s.. and Being
A Supervisor then a Manager then an Administrator and an Information
Technology Assistant and a Valuable Commodity who no longer had any
‘Fresh’ Heart Spirit or Soul in Balance anymore.. as i actually Celebrate
the Passing of my Mother as a kind of a wake from a year ago as that
is what she would have wished as Joy for her Children in her memory instead
of any sadness.. my Mother was strong enough to say no.. and leave when the
workplace for her became too stressful.. i used to think she was not doing the correct
thing when she left early and went to College and cashed out 15 years of Government
Service.. but true she made the right choice for she only worked for love for the love
of raising her Children that really never ended for her until the beginning of her end
passing that Love to me as i fully understand the Lesson of that Love and my Emotions now that are a guitar with no limits that i play now in.. Dance and Song and never tire
for true all these Emotions Fire my Soul and refreshes me every present moment now..
Sadly.. and understandably.. they don’t teach that in school.. no.. not in Governing
Economics either or the work place either.. for it’s
true it is an art that is found within away
from the Cultural Clothes of
Work and School..
there are no
discrete rules
for Love
any more
than the Beauty
of a Flower for it’s true
it’s not enough alone to have a Beautiful Mind
Math Equation that’s not enough to even really live..
i made the correct decision to go into the Humanities
mostly in College for it’s true some of us have these really
‘tall foreheads’ where we have the propensity to get trapped
in neo-cortical ways away from feelings.. for all the colors of life
Human FLoWeRS WiLL BRinG Free from Work and School for Problem
Solving that/who Forgets the Crux of Love of what makes worth living at all.. so..
sow what we do.. reap as we make art to express this someway where other folks may
a similar
cold fate..
it’s not that Hell
is Hot.. it’s really cold..
just a few thoughts inspired
by your words Frank.. therapeutic
for me.. particularly on this day as i also
look Forward to Dropping by your place tomorrow
as your words of Poetry always inspire the best of me there too..
you.. and
Have a Great Weekend..
always now as you will..:)


Outline of a Black Cat Human.. also known and felt and sensed
as A Mascot of my High School Team the Panthers too..
more specifically the Blank Panther the Predator
who blends in with night and is the
Shadow and often nightmare
of the prey.. as well
as pray for
Positive ways of life
out Loving rather than Hunting
but of course Love comes weaker
Without A Cost of Fearless that takes many
Cat Years of Practice to become invisible to prey
of furry and potential other Territorial Cats of Fury..
A Hunt of every day a life of capturing prey predicate
on very survival and potential reproductive success led by
innate instinct and intuition a Planet Cat Orbiting the Sun of Nature
all through the Hunt of night for both sport of prey and capture of reproductive
fortune lived as a present of now invisible to all of those who will have another way
but life’s
food and drink
of carrying on a Kitten’s
Dream of Life as Fruition now
brought to life by Mother’s Milk and
biscuits of paws as warmth that and who
Love to make a Life in Love’s Hunt Survive a
thrive of resting gait in the interim of a Successful Hunt for Life..
it’s true both African Americans and American Indians with the more
Cat Prowess.. in defense of freedom in a Fight for Life and Prowess in
Reproductive Success more naked than clothed away from wild and free..
intimidating to those domesticated worms as Humans who greater lost the call
of wild and love together as any domesticated wolf will live out of balance in shooting
sprees away from Harmony and Peace in a Hunt of life that and who is done as pack
rather than
the Moon
for a love forgotten
away from Helping Paws of life..
for those who lose the ability for naked
defense and fearless gait for reproductive success
there are other tools like Big Towers and Big Guns
and Big Fast Cars to compensate for all that’s lost
as the Natural Instinctive Intuition that and who learns to
naked defend.. in confidence.. enough to veer from too small
of men lost from real naked will and strength upon the foundation
of an invisible gait that spells a clear signal of the ability to capture
prey and escape any predator that and who may fail to heed the other
wise signal of true Divine Masculinity of Will and Strength as that gait
is of Grace a Planet orbiting a Sun within with the source of Mother’s
Milk and Cat Paws that/who bond together as sure even Black Panther’s
share the potential
to receive the Neurohormone
Oxytocin to bond together in a rest
after the Hunt of Day success in sharing
Food of Life to live another now alive just
alive the Joy of Breathing ease.. yes it’s true i am
appropriating a Current Cultural Meme but i am also
Happy for continuing Cultural Change that Dances and
Sings a Song that a first African American Director makes
a Super Hero Movie and that movie is comprised of an entire
cast once again as once was is of all folks who are only different
in their Melanin who still retain in deep down core more of the call
of Nature
that and
who is wild
and Loving Freed..
‘the white folks’ in ‘the bar’
can’t understand why ‘that’ gets so
much ‘attention’ or even someone like
me approaching 58 years of age.. i am no
longer ‘just a domesticated human’ for i have transcended
the Malignant Patriarchy of the Trump Trope that speaks on
TV today out of one side of mouth that says we will stone our
enemies 10 fold higher and live by the rifle more than ever after
we pretend to do something that will never happen to appease the
Voice of Youth that better represents the Spirit of this Country to the right
to life and liberty and the pursuit of everyone’s happiness with separation of
church and state that allows all language that Leads to a Force of God or nothing
at all if folks chose to separate themselves from all that is and to be clear there are
many so-called Atheists who make much better actual action of the speak of Matthew
Chapter 5 verses 3 through 11 intro to Beatitudes than those who stone others who are
different higher and higher as they live by the rifle and other folks die as such by the same
of little
men who’ve
never found the
original indigenous
naked divine masculine
will and strength upon a foundation
of Divine Feminine Grace in Balance and
Love that/who dances and sings together
all now.. just now.. it’s TruE iN LiGHT WitH
practice this way of
Balance in Strength
And Willful Love becomes
nothing at all to achieve as it becomes
a way of life that comes to be as you and me
and he and or her or whomever else walks in the
Paws of Fearless Unconditional Will and Strength Now
in Grace of Love with a sheen of black in the middle of the night
that pays a visit upstairs to the ‘Love of others’ even more than ever..
true the HeArt of courAge the Lion and Black Panther Will of Strength as Love..
LuST oF LiViNG LoVE ALWaYS CoMPLeTE NoW iN SuCCeSS oF BeinG OffSPRinG oF ‘thE FoRCE’..:)


Life Springs
Dances Grass Green
Fruition Dream Sings
Winter Fall
Spring Rise
Summer Eternally Now
So.. i suppose some might wonder why
a 57 year old man approaching 58 on 6.6.18
As A CoMiNG STill NoW 6 Million Word Poem Man and 9300 Mile
Public Dancer in the identical span of human so-called time frame of 58
Months that will also be one ten-thousandth the Distance to the Sun of 93M Miles
will continue NoW to do all of that for free.. never now making a penny or ill of a dollar
BiLL sure why would someone married to what some might describe as an American
And or Pacific Islander Princess who seems to never age still do very passionate nude
art for the practice of that perusing many miles of ‘other beauty’ too.. raising levels of
Neurochemicals and Neurohormones as that is also what happens in the 201st Dance
Week Night with all the nice college age folks albeit all females who get close enough
to the me in flesh and blood there.. as the story goes.. where two Young Women in
this picture story and not the College Blondes come to me in a bootie dance
for their videographer to share on Social Media with them.. i don’t
usually leave a trail of evidence for who comes to do this
with me.. but in this case they came to publicize
it so it will be no secret they are keeping
from any ‘significant’ others and
the such as that and on
bottom of that
as there was one rather
small young woman in back
of another rather small young woman
doing a bootie dance too as the shorter of the two
who’s rear connected my front then was not tall enough
to come any higher than my legs.. hehe.. so nothing much too
graphic HeaR to relate for the record as it but bumps the knees
of me last night.. anyway.. that too will inspire the Neurochemicals
And.. Neurohormones of Creativity more.. when it comes to Dancing
and Actually Writing two short Haiku’s as couplet in appreciation of the
Libido of me that lives passionately now inspiring all the Free Creativity
of me more.. as it’s true i too have made a Science out of Creativity too for it’s
true other wise there is no way in hell as the shut-in i was before for 66 months
mostly in white underwear in my bedroom to ever inspire the Beauty of Poetry as
two young women and many more will come to bring to me.. in a Precocious Spring
February Grass Brightly lit with Dog Wood Flowers Blooming for the Second Year in
the recorded history of me in what comes close to living 58 years in the State of Flowers
in Bikini Land
that can be found
in the Youthful Faces of
Joy to be alive and not afraid
to come close to wild and free and loving
no matter short of hair on crown or grey on the
edges of the Summer that lives so far away from the
Winter that was me at a much younger age now even at
19 years old of Depression and 21 years at Numb.. And Pain
And Numb AS HeLL for 66 Months from 47 to 53 from 2008 too 2013..
It’sTrue.. Happiness is NATioN of being WiTHIN the Kingdom of Heaven is
not an Oz of Emerald Palaces and Golden Towers.. The Kingdom of Heaven is oN
Earth and if someone told you it does not include sensuality including the raw comes
Of sexuality.. they are creating illusory fears for you.. of course all in moderation for
Sensuality brings Neurohormones and Neurochemicals that inspire all the more fine
arts and productivity of life but without libido and without the Freedom of Moving Connecting
And Co-Creating Fearlessly with Will and Strength atop of a Mountain of Grace as BaLaNCinG
Force oF uNConDiTioNaL Love.. let’s just say the thrill of life in productivity of co-creating
ways of Moving Connecting Life Dissipates to frowny face of buttoned up ways
of living as people shuffle down the aisles of Walmart in an attempt to
purchase a replacement as material goods for the Naked
Wild and Free Libido that dances as the
Moonlit yes of Campfires STiLL aS

Forever now wHeRe
tHeRE are no strangers..
only Love.. oF Free and Wild
as shaking hands and hips with
kind eyes and peace and harmony
forevermore now.. in the all free Inheritance
that is wild too Loving as Kingdom Come AS Heaven now..
to all the Women i have loved i love you for all the Inspiration
And Creativity and yes super inspired Productivity in Art you bring to me..
For it’s true every Friday i attempt to honor you for those who smile back at me
as Art of God smiles back at all.. there were too many to include all on a Facebook
Page today but sure the others highlighted with the joy of life will be included in the
this next MacroVerse titled LoVENoWFReED.. anyway.. speaking of “Matthew” and a
place where there is no marriage with no sun or moon could be online or in a dance
hall too where everyone is friends of spirit and no member of the body or the rest
of creation is any less integral to the importance of all that is as some folks
name the Namaste in all that is as a word that may be danced and sung
small as three letters that and who some name G O D.. sure.. a Song
by Matthew Wilder too and sure in fun of pun that surely could be
as a Modern Version of a Jesus who is no longer neutered
by smaller men.. now not afraid of their Loving Animal
Human Nature full bred as life now from head
to toe naked and loving freed for
true i can and will
be monogamous
as far as the Bill
Clinton Definition of that..
including no reproductive parts
touching any other ‘strange and brave’
loving human skin.. but no.. i don’t have to hide
the passion of the art of me for those members
are Namaste as God as all of me and you and she
and or he her and him in small him or Capital Him
way for all that is for whatever metaphor comes next
for what folks describe God as is now.. in Holy Sacred
Full of Meaning and Purpose from Head to toe.. too.. no.. Tain’t
no one gonna break my stride for God Lives in me Wild and Free..
And it’s quite possible that this 57 Year old Dude shows God a best ride
of all for at least now for all the places within inside outside above so below
and all
i go.. LoVENoWFReED
as it’s true again.. ain’t no one gonna break
my stride of love nowever spiraling higher and
flesh and blood Real as any Holy Sacred Human
Spirit of HeART WitH oPen SoUL WiLL Kingdom come
to be NoW AS Heaven now standing tall full of meaning
and purpose forever eternally now forever more NoW..:)

And while i wore my Rocket Cat Shirt last night shooting off the Earth as such
in a Cloud of Joy and Excitement.. i am not a Pussy Grabber for i only bring
smiles and lit up eyes to the innocent nymphs of the Forest as any
Covered Pan of the Precocious Spring and Eternal Summer oF
Heaven within will Bring in fAct i am coming out of the
closet as of this MacroVerse now.. doubt
it not i am
the and it’s
true very likely
i am not the first
or A only one
LasT NoW
ouT oF
Yes i AM


As far as whatever human condition exists as a label
or not per what body parts get used with others to create stuff,
including, Children; one cannot limit this discussion to the Slow Toad
of Classical Evolution on its own; for as before mentioned some primitive
tribes that focus on a ‘work of the night’ in missionary position leaning ways only
create a culture where small social group bonds together for a certain kind of Heterosexual
Sex as religion where there are not even any primitive words to describe either ‘Homosexual’
or ‘Masturbation’. Of course, considering this is culture and culture can do anything Human using
the Tool of Languages and all other Culturally Created tools; one can and will surely make the language
appropriate or inappropriate in small enough groups where otherwise than following along with the ‘game plan’
results in outcast status which without the ‘big safety nets’ for survival, modern societies bring for greater independence
of ‘strange’ in more extensive interdependent ways versus best to do the ‘wild thing’ as prescribed by ‘the book’; but anyway, science suggests that there is also a one generation
change in Hormones even at the Beginning in the Womb
that can and will provide an Epigenetic Greater Potential for
same stuff call of the wild as such; but course, when we speak of humans
in what does or does not have to make sense in any behavior humans do; there
is negative and positive cultural changes spoon fed from birth; whether or not there
are other ‘different sex’ opportunities as far as the environment goes to relieve the instinct
of release as such to get the job at hand done as it were and as it continues to come different
and same in missionary positions of primitive tribes too; and in the converse of that; there are
some tribes with cultures that bring the dictate that the more variety of contributing fathers of semen
with just one woman leading up to one pregnancy provides a greater benefit of wisdom and overall skills
to the child that comes next; while this doesn’t physiologically happen, when everyone partakes and feels
like they are part of the child that comes, the village is more likely to raise the child than what ownership
of other humans bring. And no, one cannot leave the Inner Universe of Human Being Emotions in ways
of feelings and senses in moving connecting and co-creating as limitless ways of changing cultures out
of this either in ways of empathy and sympathy and compassion and even Maslow’s and Fowler’s
Transcendence of Agape Love for all as Einstein suggested was the way to go to contribute
most for a species who and that relatively as whole in DNA hasn’t changed in thousands
of years; what kind of sexual behavior one ends up doing is both influenced by
nature and nurture and that should be common sense but it’s not for some
folks aren’t seeing a bigger picture of the Entire Human Condition;
depends on one’s life experience, as even John Nash admitted
his ‘Game Theory’ was flawed for he admitted he
didn’t have a nuanced Creative Emotional
Life that brings all the other
colors that are beyond
material reductionism
in. Anyway, we do share very similar DNA and
an only thing keeping one person as the last kid picked
on sports teams to being an Athletic Director; or a kid picked
on as the weakest one in the Middle School Aquarium; may be as close
to a 99LB weakling and a set of concrete weights with plastic from K-Mart
as it’s true somehow without any anabolic steroids, i made that change from
walking tall worm to 240LB looking Linebacker, at 57 years of age leg pressing
1020 LBS, 52 reps these days; couldn’t speak until age 4; couldn’t write a creative
thing mostly through college and the work place too; and was made fun of in how i couldn’t
even move more in balance than a dizzy fly into my 30’s. I am literally considered a Dance Legend
now starting that free lance career after a shut-in period of 66 Months then with the worst pain known
to humankind with 18 other medical disorders in a synergy of life threatening health conditions back then
until i started my Free Lance Dance Career Pushing 9000 miles in public now after 54 months of doing that now;
it’s true i could go on with other amazing facts that are documented with photos and videos too; but here’s a thing;
if one discounts the potential of change per moving from plastic to more of
an elastic way of life as incredible all natural Human potential of change per
Epigenetic Potential and Neuroplastic Change too; in unpacking
dormant DNA in one lifetime, yes, even as late as one’s 50’s
or after that for a Grand Ma Moses Painter or whatever
Human Potential hasn’t come out for the old
cliche of many more closets than just
sexual orientation now; it becomes
a little more apparent when one actually
does it that very likely other folks could do it too
per that very similar DNA with the proper Environmental
Challenge and dedicated effort in practice that never ends.
Sure, my AQ for Autism went from 44/45 to 11; although i am
still diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome for as I am today; and
yes, back in the Summer of my Epigenetic and Neuroplastic change
i also went from an EQ Score of the mid 50’s, as also documented here
to the mid 90’s now, where even noting my non-verbal language in the way
i moved; when my former Boss met me again, he remarked I was like an entirely
different moving person as no longer did i move like plastic per his words; instead,
it was more like a Lion’s walk on the Savannah or an African American Dude in the Mall.
For true at core
we all indigenous
human beings of Earth
only separated from the Call
of the Wild by the domesticated
Clothes and Culture we wear. Could
Explain while i’m just about as Strong as
an Ape now and lovely young women follow
me all around town video-taping me with evidence
of that upon request too; for those who per Fowler and
his stages of Faith as Human Love and Trust rise up
to the transcendent
level of Agape Love now; they do more.
It’s true some folks do more than others;
But no one can reduce a human being to just
an equation of science; for it is true the inner universe
of being is smART more like 60 percent Art when the
Call of the Wild comes out more free again; and we
get more in touch
of the move
and connect
and create of what
makes humans great;
For true there is Relative Free
Will where some folks do more and less;
in many complex and simpler ‘twitter’ ways of life.
Use it or lose it applies to all stuff animal and human animal too.
For me at least, i use every last drop of my known and felt and sensed
Human Potential and more to come as it’s just a myth that all folks grow
dumber and weaker with age for those who don’t use it until the last blink of life.
are based
on twitter
screen potatoes, now;
and couch potatoes too, still;
and that’s just a current cultural fact;
almost everything ‘we’ do is due to Cultural Evolution more than
the inherited gift of potential more; Depending on circumstance
that’s either positive or negative now. But no; one can reduce themselves down
to ‘material
of science’;
but one
beyond what
material reductionism
will prove in one’s next door
neighbor, who is open to most all change.
I’ve seen many a self-fulfilling prophecy as
to what folks become or do not; by their spoon
fed cultural philosophies of life from Birth; or what
they transcend to do in actual practice making more potential real.
It’s not a secret when the grades of reap come in all soWed up by Karma that’s real.
Anyway; this ‘Wrong Planet Bisexuality Makes Sense, Homosexuality Doesn’t’, is an
excellent topic to expand a few horizons of life for those who care to actually do it..:)

Coming Back from ‘A Wrong Planet’ Mostly Devoid
of the Fruit of Love perhaps additional Poetry WiLL BRinG
wise than
Literal attempts
to Breathe without Life…

Now off to gigoid.. Xenia.. and Frank’s Place FoR A Combined Effort oF ArT..;)

Give me Liberty or Give me death

“You cannot conquer a free man, the most you can do is kill him.”

~~ Robert Heinlein ~~

That’s hard to do for
some folks who’ve
never truly
Wild and Free..
Feral Cats Feel and
Sense more for they are outdoors..
Hmm.. SpeaKing of Outdoors.. glad to hear you..
gigoid.. are still exploring the Big Blue Place outside
of screens.. true though there is also an inner screen
beyond all outdoors of material reductionism too in
now more of
Creativity Fruition
Kingdom Come within..
true though.. i haven’t been
getting out enough myself but
with an early birth of spring after
a real Winter of Hot Chocolate heaR to
‘the extremes’ still how mild that really now
is never moving to long pants now where i live..
it’s True.. i feel and sense Spring Fever DraWinG
me out of
‘that’ scream
painting of Screen..
Been smoking a pack of
cigarettes without a stick
as sitting down as they say
is the equivalent of smoking a pack a
day for the truly free do it all naked and free..
for enough a full stomach eventual shelter and in LiGHT
A friEnd or two to Love and perHaps even 5 aLong A way..:)

“You are in a maze of twisty little passages, all alike.”

~~ Subtle Bee ~~

Minions and Masters of tHeir Minion

“The whole is greater than the sum of its parts.”

~~ Aristotle ~~

SuM BeYonD MaTeRiaL ReDucTionISM
PainT BeCoMes A bRusH PaiNTinG uS

“A man should be greater than some of his parts.”

~~ Subtle Bee ~~

SmAller pArts to: Make Bigger heARts aWay From: Twitter Talk..;)

“When mind soars in pursuit of the things conceived in space,
it pursues emptiness.
But when the man dives deep within himself,
he experiences the fullness of existence.”

~~ Meher Baba ~~

Beginning WiTHiN..:)

“Do the thing you fear most and the death of fear is certain.”

~~ Mark Twain~~

Adventure Therapy works as ‘they’ sway play naked..;)

“How would you know you are alive, unless you had once been dead?”

~~ Subtle Bee, (with thanks to Carl Jung…) ~~

True as this applies to life.

“Who is more foolish:
the child afraid of the dark or
the man afraid of the light?”

~~ Maurice Treehill ~~

FEar Of tHe DarK
Cynical oF thE LiGHT
Love iT aLL ERases aLL
thaT wHen
beYond RainBoW
MounTainS PeeK BeLow..:)

“Great is the art of beginning,
but greater the art of ending…”

~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~

KeY MaKinG EnD BeGiNNinG

First of all Frank on this visit i will remark
that all 5 Photos i am visiting here.. as one
First impressed me so much i looked ahead
in visual way as Beauty most always flavors
my words Visually and with Dance and Song
beyond all
but sure the
angles and curves
of words come from
Nature all for all to:
Be: From: Beautiful NoW2..
Love Need not Fly away when
Human and Love when
real is
to: Exist.. From:
ThE Beauty of SNoW
HeLd in a photo of as old
As Modern Servers Serve…
ArT oF MusE
SMiLes.. loSing effective use
of eyes and ears regaining sight
And hearing i became longer A
i Must wonder
if i ever regain
the flavors of
my taste..
i become
a Chef neXt..
BuT it’s True..
SKeYes without
Books Sunsets
WiTHouT Words
SeNSeS ReaLALiVE..:)

Smell A Flower oN A Beach
Rose Scent Rise
MosT AlLivE aS Well..
Barriers of See NoW
Human Walls BRinG
Ocean Quiet SinG
Rivers Waves
OPeN DancE
HeaRT aLiVE..
Crowded White Tops..
Ocean Deep Blue eYes..
Above so Below
FruiTioN BorN oF Care..
LosT aMoNg All sTones DancE oF LoVE
A PoTenTiaL FinD WiLL BRinG iN SonG

Hmm.. getting late.. off to work out
and perhaps a visit to A Hell after that
to the call for an uprising dude’s place
who among he
and his
Love is just an
act for they cannot
see and hear the Deep of Ocean heART
That is no myth For the PoTenTiaL oF aLL oF US Reborn as LiGHT to:
From: DaRK as a Dance and Song that and who only Loves to: Bring From:
Reap Sow
Turn A stone
over and be thaT
Love or tomb stone cold below above.

A ‘little’ “Symphony of Science” as accompaniment here where
replace the Word Cosmos and Nature with that other
3 letter word and the Zealous Nature of those
who want to spread a word and more
about the Interconnectedness of
all and how we humans
reflect the very
of the entire Cosmos does come;
where some Scientists would love
to Grab Folks on the Street and share
the Nature of all where we are made of Star Stuff whole;
Additionally, where the “Imagination of Nature”, is much
greater than what we receive of it and the Beauty of a thing
is not the Material Reductionism of what things are but how they
are put together in synergy for a much greater sum than the parts;
Well, considering that we are the Universe walking upright and we can co-create
our realities with all that is and use Techniques of Meditation to both Master a Regulation of Emotions
Now and Integrate Senses; including Meditative Movement and other “Zen Arts” that include a Stream of
Flow in Consciousness of Writing that Brings greater focus of mind with zero illusory fears disinhibiting
the pathways of mind in greater uses for what our human potential is now in raising both mindful and
body awareness; it is true some folks use more of the other ‘continent of mind/body’ than others do now depending
on relative free will and if one is motivated to gain a higher state of mindful and body full awareness as it’s worth
noting that our emotions flow through our body associated with our senses as some experience multi-colored
emotions and others experience a rather 50 shades of Grey and the such as that; gotta Love Human Diversity
in the technicolor and the gray scale too. For me, at least, I’ve become somewhat of a Master of my Emotions/
Senses through Free Writing in Connecting Language with Emotion and using Music with Free Verse Dance for
a flow that regulates emotions and integrates senses for my Relative Free Will to be as Happy
as i like; but not too Happy as the other Emotions are important to motivation of Creativity
and Productivity too. This is an inside job; and as many professionals that i met
along the way when i lost my emotions through a job of Chronic to Acute
Stress for 11 Years to the last 2 years of Hell where stress hormones
in the overload mode for those 2 years literally broke my bodily
systems down from head to toe. None of those professionals
really had a clue to bring them back; True, ‘they’ do not
teach us in school or work for how to deal with this
and particularly true and unusually tortuous
in a slow burn of misery loves company
too; for where i grew up.. boys
were not allowed
to smile
or do
any kind of
‘sissy’ art without
a threat with verbal abuse
to be outcast and the such as that; a
lot harder to deal with when one is young and
hasn’t found their own ways to generate happiness,
not dependent, on someone else, which really is a crux of
self-actualization in having more to give and share than need
of take to fill oneself up for what is empty within that usually is literally
a poverty of feel good emotions that includes the social bonding Neurohormone
Oxytocin along with a general mix of Serotonin and Dopamine and Noradrenaline
with some soothing endorphins too; oh how the Free Style Dance without any guidelines
and instructions works and the same with a free write and music one chooses for however they
choose to feel next becomes an Orchestra playing a Symphony of Emotions were we are the
as Director
Producer and
Actor that we master
as a self-actualizing person now
with a free pass to nirvana and bliss
in a lifelong practice of mastering just that
in balance with the Shadow parts of our being,
not afraid to come out and play either; meanwhile,
School and Work teaches us to be mostly a cog in a machine
and Malignant Patriarchy is stuck in Desert Tribal Mode to teach young
men to keep their empathy and sympathy and compassion as well as overall
emotional contagion in check to protect the rest of a Tribe that doesn’t count as much
these days unless one is in the Military as we don’t usually have wars on our soils; however,
currently, ‘we’ are living a little bit too much by the assault rifle as folks are dropping dead
with that activity getting out of balance, too; Anyway, I do believe the Shadow Modes of existence that
include something like a Free Style of Martial Arts to go along with something that looks like Tai-Chi
to Ballet are equally important for males and or females alike; for it’s true in our evolutionary design, too,
we are evolved to protect ourselves from Predator for Escape and Capture Prey too, invisibly, in Balance
quiet to sneak
up to or sneak out
of whatever situation
comes next. There is no one
recipe but for a person as Psychology
shows; it is very rare for a Human to lose their
emotions except for in conditions like Autism; what
i do works for me at least; and i don’t mind sharing what works for me.
My life is full of colors now, so enjoyable and not only that i can find my way
out of a paper bag where new environments out in 3 Dimensional space use to
always make me anxious; true, an intelligence of proprioception that comes from
a kick around of free style martial arts does the trick and treat too. Lots of creative
ways to become
a fearless
and colorful
human being if that
is what one seeks to find to do;
otherwise, don’t do it; as many folks
don’t care to; or are oppressed by others
growing up through adulthood or neglected and
abused; particularly, as science shows the worst time of
life for that are ages 0 to 4. If the wiring does not come young;
it much harder to start new pathways for emotions as years go by.
But true; it’s not necessarily hard wired for all across life as Epigenetics
in positive change to challenge of the Environment as well as rewiring from
head to toe through Neuroplasticity can and will bring amazing happy and resilient
change, too.
For me, at least
it started with two feet
becoming one in a successful
eventual dance and song of life as Joy.
Joy is nice when it comes and stays a while.
And as far as appeals to ‘Authorities who are
respected goes’; Jordan Peterson and Jonathan
Haidt and yes, Sam Harris all agree that an all natural
meditative practice of being; either still or moving focused can and will lead
NoW to an ascendent transcendent and yes, ecstatic expanding awareness
of being that is the equivalent of Naturally Healing Psychedelic trips without
the danger of course of the Illegal Nature part of that and trips that go out of control
away from an inner expanding consciousness of ‘Heaven’ to the other place of ‘Hell’ within.
The Experience that is all natural and comparable
in Meditation will free up emotions and even
bring one per words of Jordan Peterson
as a Clinical Psychologist and Social Scientist
up one standard deviation in Openness of Emotional
Life traits. In fact, well known folks in the so-called Autism
Community like John Elder Robison have undergone Trans Cranial
Magnetic Therapy to spark new connections in the Brain that are similar
to what the all Natural methods of still and moving meditation do too where even
Science shows that a 50 year old Brain from someone who has spent years in a practice
of meditation reflects the Brain Health of a 25 year old; additionally, Meditation increases
Grey matter of the brain in all areas except for the Amygdala for fear that often shuts down
Positive Emotions too, when engaged in a state of being in chronic to severe stress; in that effect
Meditation actually decreases Grey Matter in the Amygdala and specific to connectedness of Human
Emotions, the Temporoparietal Junction does increase in Grey Matter Form, too; Movement Therapy
is now a recognized successful treatment in treating Autistic Children who are severely negatively
impacted without an ability to emotionally connect to other folks through reciprocal social
communication as it’s true once the Neurohormone Oxytocin starts to flow
again in receptive ways the Natural drive to connect to other in emoting
way comes on board with a warm and fuzzy feeling of literally
feeling connected to other folks driving more touchy
feely ways of life; May not work for everyone
but increasingly and scientifically shown,
does work for many. And on top of that Effective
Meditation has been shown 26 Percent more effective
than opiates; ‘Middle America’ could use some ‘Tai Chi’ Before
work as the Chinese do in Corporations who understand the benefits
of increased Productivity and Creativity as well as folks getting along and
drums around
a campfire dance
of together as a Wave
of Human Love less Fear now;
Great topic shared here on “I Feel,
Therefore I AM”; for as far as do feel
and sense, thinking in words can and will
get in the way of just being I AM all connected
to the Rest of Nature that some folks Name God whole too..:)


Happy Birthday LoVE 2018
So ‘You’ wonder why
‘i’ Don’t ‘Dance’ with
‘People’ my ‘Own’ ‘Age’
EnCourAgeD By
Youth With Pure
Heart Spirit Soul
SiX MonTH Old SHoX ShoeS WitH
Blood Red Accents put to rest
UNderR A TiN FoiL HaT!
LoVE iS VieWeD aS ConsPiracY
Perhaps it helps to go
to Inner War for Peace
To: Venture From: LoVE
i Love Rod Serling People
Unafraid to Speak all of who
they are EXPreSSinG FeeLinGs
Yeah it’s true i like Reverse Order Poetry
And taking stuff apart and putting it back together
in new and or improved ways that are at least more different than old COLD…
Lesson of an old Robot who grew wings more than soulless letters of words…
Becoming so much more of a metaphor of a right brained thinker as a test on
Facebook.. you know.. one of those to make money off you for ‘free’.. suggested
like smART that i am now 60 Percent Art of the rest of SMart that surely is a mix
that works for 60 Percent Art as HeART and sure 60 Percent eARTh as Art too..
once the SoiLeD SoUL is Led out dArk oF ReASon to MaGiC oF iMAGiNaTioN
once again as flying free.. the eyes of the child of wonder and yes the Kingdom
of Love as Heaven comes again for those who escape from the reason heavy
way of broken arrows lost from dreams.. true it all fits together for those
who see and hear deep enough with emotions that are so much
more in synergy than just 5 senses separated from a
Master Peace Painting Beyond Rainbow Colors
of Oz as the Pot of Gold that and who
lives within you as the very
essence of
also felt and
sensed away from
know in reason as God is ART
Breathing in YouR every moving
connecting co-creating fLiGHT oF LiFENoW..
there is no reason without Love.. sure.. ‘people’ replace
Love with stuff with reasons with conspiracy theories even
Against love these days.. and leaders of fear and hate as god
sends of death as life in misery loves company bottom line NoW
Love wins when real in you.. if not.. the evidence is other wise dArk..
yeah it’s true i blew out the soles of those Nike Shox Shoes 3 months ago
as that’s as long as they last on the streets of dance and the ‘right hemisphere’
of my brain in intuition gave me a foreshadowing of dark to come before the ‘big
US Solar eclipse on 8.21.17 when i first wore those red accented Athletic Dance shoes
then.. excited i was about the Solar Eclipse but an even darker foreshadowing within after
that.. and the rest is the history of the three months after than in death and destruction over
many Environmental and Human-Made Disasters in a World Concerned overall over the
rise of fear and hate and a new world of lies in a so-called new leader of ‘the free world’..
nothing and i do mean nothing in existence is not without effect on the rest of existence
in a much deeper place of no time distance and space in the eternal now.. no i cannot
prove that but the Newer Quantum Physics is leading the old sciences here now
slowly but surely as new findings come in that ‘Horatio’ obviously never guessed
before to be real
although deeper
sages of the ages
intuited this much deeper
greater reality thousands of
years ago for those who have
the eyes and ears to see and hear
deeper in metaphor of right hemisphere
ways of intuiting reality more than black and
white reason that goes nowhere but old.. and cold..
anyway.. after i got my first pair of Grey Nike Shox shoes
with accents of more of an evolution revolution Orange in
accent of Love Coming More with a Golden Swoosh for Love
too.. the old red accented shoes became relegated to work-outs only
until last week we the Youth Rose up as Flowers of Truth and Love in LiGHT
against the demons of old in owning others with fear and hate less than Loving Light
as Truth as Life.. so yes.. the second wave of Grey Shox Shoes with accents of orange
and gold came this week.. with the old work-out Shox Shoes sent to the Dance Graveyard
as the 18th Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Worn now in 54 Months and 8900 Miles of Public Dance..
True.. i still have 4 pairs left enough now with this pair for another 15 Months of Public Dance of
the same Grey/Orange/Gold Shox Shoes.. got ’em half price in a clearance sell
online.. hehe.. true more than half price.. here’s the thing.. we can and will
create Hope and Love out of the smallest symbols in a-causal Synchronicity
ways NoW of Physical reality and make everything into Holy
and Sacred Hope for Love as a reality of now
Much Fuller in Meaning and Purpose
where Love becomes the reality
of pure we experience
always now in
the bliss of the
Nirvana as Heaven within
now.. the only thing that is stopping
some folks is they quit gardening their
imagination that leads to creativity so long ago..
for its true it takes eyes of a a child either young or old
to bring back whoever wrote the Dream of a story book
Hero named Jesus Now… the Good Cop Artist Liberal
Leaning Open minded bodied version for if you look in that
New Testament literally enough you will find enough fear and
hate in Pauline Letters and the such of that against the different amongst
us that contradicts what was said in the other Tweets in the New Testament too..
people are alike all over as the Twilight Zone and Rod Serling once told.. there are
those of us still in white robes watching other folks all imprisoned in a Zoo of their
own making with traditions of old and new that stifle the Human Spirit of Imagination
and Creativity Flavored with Unconditional Fearless Love.. and it’s true some of us
turn away and run with tears over the ignorance of fear and hate and some of
us stay and watch
and do what
we can
to help
others gain
a naked white robe
as Freedom of Spirit
Heart and Soul ln moving
connecting co-creating ways BaLanCinG
AGaiN as ForcE oF Love.. come out of the Zoo be
Free NoW iN LoVE or not.. it’s not easy to jump this high.. you’ll have
to lEarn a new way to hope as love away from broken arrows of fear and hate.


I’m positive that folks who learn to
to be their Own Mother and Father and Sister
and Brother and Friend accomplish more than most
if it is only loving them selves as Friend they will not give up on.
It helps to put it into words and not all folks develop the art to do that.
It helps to develop a Free Style Dance and Song of life that is not deterred by other
styles of dance and to be clear that is a metaphor not specific to Dance and Song literally
as such and also a common cliche is all of this in other words of Courage and Wisdom as any
Cinda Fella or Fella Cinder will do; in other words; a strive for balance, within, for the anima and animus
both that and who Jung Suggested is an archetypal Yin and Yang experience that works for a best overall
outcome when achieved. The Heart is a Muscle that can and will be developed with Love And Grace in Balance
with the appropriate exercises one seeks and finds in life to do just that. The other Muscles of Will and Strength
is also a propensity of life that can and will be developed with the appropriate exercises one seeks and finds in life
to also do just that. In an arena of life where most all is mechanical cognition, both of those areas may go amiss.
Humans are mostly involved for a Will and Strength of Life that Moves as Grace of Love at the pinnacles of
Peace and Harmony without any regard to competition for who builds a biggest tower or stores
the most grain in a silo; for a forage that moves when the current resources are gone. Still,
Other folks stay in an Arid Desert; remarkably, with little to no water of what is required
still now most for basic subsistence. Others take great strides to move to Greener
Pastures; even crossing Bering Straits for a New World of Abundance
of Buffalo and Creeks Teeming with Fresh Fish and Warm to
Cool Air that is Moist with Green Life colored in
Flowers otherwise known and felt as
a ‘New Garden of Eden’ and
‘a Paradise’ with close
to naked Dancing and
Singing after the Forage of the Hour
is done for the Present of the Day of Now.
In short, most of humanity is out of balance as we are
not evolved to Peacefully cooperate without a ton of rules,
beyond 150 to 200 sets of Acquaintances called by recognition
of who they are, by either spoken labeled words or nonverbal language
from before. In other words, in general, Nature Deficit order within inside outside
above so below and all around is the issue as plain as spirits of heart in mind and body
flesh and body souls that have moved greater as lessor toward a desert within; i’ve lived
many years in that place and now i reside in the other place full of Flowered Gardens that i can/will
actually feel and sense over smell and sight alone all together again as one Happy of Family as Nature
within me at least on a Planet that is the right one now; where the illusion now for me at least after sought and
found again here; is the
‘other place’, was the
only one to live. It might be
easy for some folks to dismiss
that i am of the Autistic origin of non-speaking
Child and eventual little professor and valuable commodity
for only systemizing skills in fixing Software issues with Computers
for the other ‘jocks’ in the department as I was also being paid to be
Athletic Director. No, it wasn’t nearly as hard to identify that form of my strange
then. Now, I’m even stranger for I no longer hold back any part of me and am free.
Sure, easy for me to say now, financially independent with a lovely wife and ‘dance legend’ oohs and
awes of Photo Selfies now with the younger folks most every I go. Point is, I was also a frozen person
inside and a very poor person fortunate enough to finish college with three degrees on grants and
the such as that Government Assistance with a Scholarship here and there to get by. I lived at home
until the later part of my 20’s and after married at 29; the wife and I moved back in to save money for
a home that we eventually did while both of us were still making close to minimum wage a couples of dollars
and hour up for me by then. Thing is; I still had the advantage of the GPA, even if I didn’t have what it took to
get a higher paying job then. Hans Asperger, in the study of his Case Studies of the Children as he was attempting
to Validate cause for their existence away from Extermination of a NAZI Regime back in ‘those days’; he allowed for
their continuing existence in what he did to help them with others along the way then. Years Later, in a longitudinal
Study many were found to be quite successful in a Niche that worked for them. It’s true, too, as far systemizing
folks on the Spectrum and General Nerds per Stereotypical ‘Computer Jocks’; the last 30 years or so has
surely been an ‘ultimate revenge of the nerds’; for it’s true, my hand writing is so sloppy, it’s not
likely I would have ever finished a Book versus 12 Million Words in the last 2646 days of
doing just that without, “IT”; Bottom lines; change is reality and things can and will get
Better or won’t without can and will and potentially go even more sour. If it’s
A Wizard of Oz one can and will find a life exercise that brings
the Lion of Fearless Courage more to life; the Heart of the
Tin Man oiled more into being; and sure, if need be,
some more more brilliance in the pursuit
of intellectual ScareCrow Reason too.
And before one knows it; one, too,
might be clicking one’s
whatevers together
Dancing And Singing
there’s no place like this
home now in fact and feeling and
sensing there is no better now for all
is complete all is satisfied and there is only
a continuing stairway to Heaven one already lives.
I’m still stepping up for i never gave up at the very bottom
of the bottom when i felt nothing nothing at all. i feel Love that’s enough
but sure
i enjoy
a little
Science on the Wrong Planet
and many other places too. As in
all stuff light and life the Truth of Yin
and Yang makes a Karma of Reap as Sown
for what we do now as opposed to what we do not.
And that is for each person to seek and find and for me at least;
The fact that i used to live in the bottom of the pit; makes Heaven that more delicious;
even though i Lost my sense of smell close to a year ago with a cold and it hasn’t come back
but for strange and not always pleasant at all. That doesn’t taint my Heaven at all; for I always live up
to plan B, C, D, F and the rest of the Alphabet soup beyond Alpha to Omega all. That’s truly A Magic of LiFE:
and found
and used
for the
of what is now
and when now is all one
needs that’s best for now is all that is;
best pART of all it is mostly a do it yourself
endeavor, where it’s not a guaranteed robot
gift of empty within.
When one is whole,
it’s impossible
to bring
down by others
less than whole; other than
tools of killing of course, these days, too.
Find the exercises that work; unlimited
options and potential if one can and will.


LoVE iT’s aLL ABouT LiVinG A
HiGHeR FreQuenCY ViBRaTioN
As A Trilogy commemorating
as Memorial of my Mother’s Passing
a year ago on 2.22.17 as true “FReEDLoVENoW
Published on 2.14.17 Valentine’s Day also the day
my Mother Fell to Her Death Bed at the Hospital Diagnosed
with Stage 4 Breast Cancer spread to Abdomen.. Bones
and Brain at the internal cranial Bleeding stage of
that for her wishes to go naturally with no
feeding tubes for food or drink as
we Painfully watched her
slowly pass away
as that took a full
8 days as the Doctor’s
only explanation for that unusually
late stay for someone battling cancer
for several years with nothing more than
a bayer aspirin now and then for what she
refused to worry her children per my sister
and i over anything more than arthritic pain
was yes.. the Doctor’s guidance that she had
unusually strong Heart at her 82 years of age
then living with 300 Plus Cholesterol for Decades
refusing to either go to the Doctor after that and surely
refusing any ‘new fangled’ drugs for it as all she ever did
Was a Bayer Aspirin through and through her life now and then..
she lived on the will power of Love and the Force of Happy within
as Lord knows and feels it’s taken me many decades to fully understand
Emotional Forces of Being Human and even longer to understand within
Mastery of Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses through a Free Moving
Meditation of Dance and a Writing one that is also an ascendent transcendent actual
feeling sensing way of ecstatic life too.. surely part of my propensity for Happiness is
innate this way as it’s also true My Great Aunt Jettie in her walker at age 94 exclaimed
how happy she was from ‘the old days’ of less to still have a choice of what juice to
drink out her refrigerator thrilled for still a luxury that no one saw as bottled
sunshine like this when she was young.. however when she was
young no TV’s or even Radios.. the entertainment that
people shared was flesh and blood face to face
and conversations of love and war and peace
that lasted Hours on end where
there was no twitter
close to
just a few
words then
at competition for
a zillion other things to choose
to do from in life with the real danger
of never really getting close enough to really
feel and sense their spirit of Heart now
expressing that even more.. i’ve met a few folks
who still desire that but sadly most of what i see
is alarmingly shallow in depth of what is left of human
spirit of heart in a Yin and Yang Balance for the animus
and anima within as well.. no.. nah.. Aunt Jettie Didn’t say
anything about Carl Jung for they just really did do Human
Archetypes all balanced as such where every word they spoke
was like a song of poetry so lyrical in music all my elders communicated
to each other with for those left over retirees who visited her as her late life
peers and my oldest elders then in what was still left of my Family then close
enough to connect to me.. Aunt Jettie was one of those folks open to all 7 days
a week.. whenever someone would talk to her about life and the dreams that come
from all
that is..
not afraid
of death as my
Mother wasn’t either..
for Aunt Jettie was ready
for the next Great Adventure
to come next.. true foolish are those
who don’t enjoy a faith as trust in all that
is that is like this.. but one earns it through
Many ‘JoB’ efforts of life.. in light from dark
deep deep deep within where books and even
Bibles fail to tread beyond words the Spirit within..
yes.. it’s true My Mother’s Love and that kind of Love
in My Family Tree is still the leaves of me to spread all around
Free for all now.. sadly my Mother got too attached to Faux News
and the such as that darkness that did its best to rub off on her light
as it does to so many folks as they grow more averse to change as they
travel on earth longer.. and or whatever is left for them on TV or Radio Talk
Shows may be.. what they come to be closer to next.. within.. and next.. thing
one knows/feels after all is said and done then to brainwash folks in empty lies is
a ‘Symbol’ of all that is Malignant Patriarchy.. now at highest levels of Government
ashamedly so for what Lies away from Truth and Light in the Darkness of Lies oF Fear
and Hate now.. as that other side of the Human Story continues to putrid away from Love..
AnYWaY.. now.. 6 MacroVerse Memories.. from a year ago 2017.. and the last
of 6 written last year in Memorial of my Mother’s Fall to
Her Death Bed in the Hospital on 2.14.2017 through
Her passing on 2.22.2017 through then a receipt of
her Ashes in this “Serenity Garden Within” Macro
Verse as this all inspires what comes next.. now
amongst another Song as such by Ed Sheeran
Published through YouTube on 2.22.2017
As “Super Market Flowers” to go along
with all of this and of course much more..
as i will provide the titles of all the rest and
the links with the Song Version of this on FB too…
as my “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. for multi-media
including all my words rises well past a Million Words
now in around 9 Months too.. as any Million Word Baby
will continue to come now.. in Bible Long Form Poem of Course on Course
more specifically as the writing of this 46th MacroVerse “LoVENoWFReED”
Will add now to what the last MacroVerse “LoVEFReEDNoW” Reproduced
in total of that close to 9 Month Effort at 1,025,024 Words to be precise so far
as Lord Knows and feels and senses i am once again approaching somewhere
around 17K words in this MacroVerse now.. with a couple of more days to finish
as it’s taken me a couple of days now to get this far as this MacroVerse Started
on the Anniversary of my Mother’s passing on 2.22.. last year as the very therapeutic
Activities of Expressing Emotions and Senses through DanCinG and SinGinG continues
on in Victory of Love as down below now are the 5 other Titles.. with once again links
coming to the end of this effort to greater relate what i’ve been through now more too..:)
“Serenity Garden Within”
MoMenTos From Mother Helen
“Heaven is aLike aLL Over sTiLL noW”
“Sun oF Love”
“Dogwood Winter Blooms”
“Mother’s Gift Now”


i TaiN’T SCaReD
HoW ‘BouT YoU
oLe CuLTuRE aFRaiD
SCieNCe Of SeCReTS oF NaTuRe
LiVeS aKa GoD VeRSuS
BReaTHe aFRaiD oF GoD LiVe iN DaRK
Vibration 369
MiX oF ArT
Those wHo FeaR
DArK FaiL to See
Sacred Numbers
Geometry Colors
Yes Letters come
And sure.. Katrina is currently
Yelling at me get ready for Church
or we will be late but it’s true all is all
Patterns and Finger Prints of all that is
aka GoD to: Spiral like a Galaxy in long
And short Form NoW Essence is one answer to all that is
From: Capstone of Pyramid as LoVE LoVinG aLL THaT iS NoW..:)
(Fred: Get Moving now..! it’s 1010) (come on! come one! 1012 NoW)


Hmm.. just talking about the Return of Jesus Christ
SuperStar on April Fool’s Day in the last MacroVerse
and issues with loving him as such.. with Shawna Baby
and OMG.. sure enough the Monsignor at Church today
sings the song.. yes.. literally sings the song “I Don’t Know
How to Love Him” from the original 70’s “Jesus Christ Super
Star” Movie as yes.. the remake for more modern days is coming
April Fool’s Day on the TV Screen again where yes April Fool’s Day
that i’ve also identified as April Fred’s Day.. i kid you not.. Google it
it exists in MacroVerse ways from Years Before.. now.. anyway this year
in commemoration of my Day too.. it will probably be a new MacroVerse
titled “April Fred’s Day 2018”.. for it’s true.. i always Enjoy Easter too and
this one will be particularly special as Jesus Christ Super Star is coming on
April Fred’s/Fool’s/Easter Sunday too.. Jesus F iN Christ this is just about
as complicated as that 2nd Super Blue Moon Lunar Eclipse at the end of
January 2018 too.. and the fact that Ash Wednesday came on Valentine’s
Day too.. along with the first Publish Date of the First part of the ‘FReEDLoVENoW’
Trilogy then coinciding with the one year anniversary from that Valentine’s day Last
Year where my Mother Fell to her Death Bed in the Hospital too.. lots going on these days
and that’s for sure.. anyway.. the Monsignor did a pretty Good Job singing a Love Song to
Jesus and matter of fact he changed the words even better later on after his first try to Love
Jesus even more.. and of course the routine of the Catholic Church is to continue a tradition
of worshipping Jesus as an Idol God instead of a Humble Teacher and that’s okay i guess as
some folks don’t have enough Faith in God to Feel and Sense God whole as Love now unless
there is not some kind of Idol of Form to represent the Essence of Love like the Metaphor
of Jesus that folks of course take literally as an Only Idol of Man God these days still..
a little ironic it was as the Monsignor
made apologies for all the
sacrifice talk of
children in the
Old Testament..
not mentioning either..
the part about dashing the
heads of opposing tribe’s children
against stones to kill them too.. for
vengeance per say by instruction then of
Love that makes no feel and sense at all..
suggesting that the other folks in the Roman Empire
area were the Pagans with idols for God when the Catholic
Roman Empire did the same thing with a Humble Barefoot empty
pocketed man spreading Love with some friends all around the village front then..
anyway.. to each HeR or HiS own as sown and reaped.. if only people would really
believe and work on Love living within them.. instead of worshipping it out there some
where in just another Golden Fatted Idol of Calf in this case strung up on a cross.. instead
of Sacrificed as Calf as they used to do different in them days too.. true.. looking forward
to Seeing the Movie ‘Magdalene’ that will be released on Easter Weekend.. this year too..
Yes.. Fool’s Weekend too.. with Jesus Super Star on April Fool’s Day too.. busy weekend
for us coming as we will get to personally feel and sense and see and hear all of that then..
for real.. It’s kinda sad and of course hypocritical that the old Men’s Malignant Patriarchy
Club of Old Roman Age.. was so butt hurt over Women potentially coming to be spiritual
equals in Love with Men that they made Mary Magdalene who was more than likely
Yeshua’s Common Wife then as let’s face it Very Creative individuals have high
Libido’s as a Rule as Art..  particularly in ‘prophet’ mode as such.. lot’s of
Dopamine in the mix to talk about and make Poetic Parables too.. more
real then still as any Creative Artist with Holy Creative Spirit does
that opens all the way up from head to toe more than
usual too.. yep.. ‘they’ neutered Jesus and
made his likely common law wife
into a Prostitute .. wonder what
the 5 Foot 1 and 106 LB or so Brown
Syrian Looking Original Yeshua Dude
would say if he found out how much different
the story is today than it was back then.. so different
so different in the message.. even though it still exists in
how the last are the first and the poor of spirit and the meek
inherit the Earth.. meanwhile.. the so-called Man who said That as
This was much later changed into a Soldier Sun God by the Roman Empire
then where those.. who refused to believe the new made up story were named
non-believers for the Term Pagan these days and murdered then for believing
or thinking anyway different.. now.. well.. the Good News is.. no matter how many
words of a book were changed now or how many stories were changed to benefit those
who continue to rule with illusory fears and empty carrots to subjugate as such and control..
the answer is stiLL LoVE and for those who are sTill evolving as LoVe the answer is self-evident
as Love with no back-up needed by anyone other than Friends and Lovers as such now too..
i wish folks would/could practice
a moving connecting co-creating
Balance in inner peace and harmony
within instead of waiting for someone else
to do it for them after a Dirt Nap Next.. for
once again Class.. the Kingdom of Heaven is Energy
Frequency and Vibration of Love RiSinG as TruE iN LiGHT
oF LoVE ForCE WiTHiN all to give and share absolutely Free
without the necessity of any Green bLacK DoLLar BiLLs to boot..
and true.. this love.. i do kNoW AnD FeeL aNd SeNSE HoW to Give..
And Share For
And very sleepy
From: another Half
Marathon of Public
Dance for Dessert after
Catholic Closed-in Church
yes.. FredBed is coming soon too..;)


Come on!
Come one!
Katrina Bee Beckons
Don’t Be Late to YouR Blood Test
Collecting Conscious
Of Day Dreams ‘Fore
Fire in Morning Light
Dreams Winged
Humming Birds
Dance Sing me
Back on, “Jordan Peterson On His religious beliefs; I found his Book
for the 12 rules he brings for Navigating away from what he sees as
Potential Chaos in Life and my first impression was, wow; this isn’t just
another Book Watered Down for Mass Appeal on an 8th Grade Reading Level
to appeal to the Masses for he went ‘down town’ and ‘purchased’ a Target Audience
online first as what is common these days, even in Poetry town; get a Social Media Presence;
Bring in the Target Audience one is looking for and a year or so down the road, sell directly to
whatever masses one acquires in avenues like Blogs, Youtube, Twitter, Facebook as that list
continues to grow to make potential money if one is successful in drawing a target audience
in as comes to fruition
in Book Covers now of
Dollar Bills. Interestingly,
his appeal also traveled to what usually
would not be his target audience in out
of the box places like “Pewdiepie”, amongst
the New Generation of non-religious YouTube hipster-like
folks as part of the Millennials too and even when he reviewed
the book he (PP) had to admit it had value although the religious talk
turned him off as he warned his target audience that ‘God’ was part of the
mix too; sort of like what happens on the ‘Wrong Planet’ too; but of course not
unlike one of the most brilliant persons ever to walk the Earth in both so-called
left brain thinking ways of rationality and right brain ways of creativity, Tesla saw
a much larger God too; not restricted to a Beard and Penis as such; both recognizing
per Tesla and Peterson that Human Potential goes far beyond what is recorded History
so far for what we actually have of it as is as written down through ages of Censorship
for what didn’t fit the
‘left brain’ ruling of
those more restricted to
details than bigger picture views.
Tradition sticks together. Tradition goes to
Church together. Tradition is more likely to Vote
together. And Tradition is more afraid of getting outcast
from Tradition; so, Tradition is less likely to accept and tolerate
the different and explore places far out of Plato’s Cave with New
Art that has nothing to do with a Cave at all. Of course, Jonathan Haidt’s
research backs this up as also does his research on the transcendent ascendent
and ecstatic potential of being Human in much greater mindful and body full awareness too;
as the same goes with Jordan Peterson too; and in this case, even Sam Harris with his Experience
of Meditation too. Jordan Peterson, elaborates too, in his personal experiences of the Mystical with
many occurrences in his personal life with Synchronistic Events, too; where Tesla, viewed the Mystical
of life as all Natural and even at the ‘very beginning’, Socrates addressed the ‘occult’ of life too. But of course
as Science is beginning to show better now this is just another part of the color spectrum of Human Potential
that is a use it or lose it proposition in life, too. Work Programming a Computer day in and day out and voila;
on course, one becomes Mostly a Computer Programmer reflecting what they feed their mind and body as a day
in and day out experience of life. Hug and Kiss a child by the village as whole by birth with clear social roles
to be and do and voila, as Social Science shows, the 20 most Peaceful Societies live in more of a small give
and share group where folks work together and actually touch what they produce and create and touch
each other with it, with flesh and blood reciprocal social communication too. For me it’s easy to see
that the current Human Experiment is not working for we are no longer doing what we are actually
evolved to do in flesh and blood touch over thousands and thousands of years as just another
less furry primate with empathy and a touch of tribal instinct too of course and yes,
con-social potential emotions and pro-social emotions more when actually
practiced as such. Now, add in the increasing automation plus less now in
clearly defined social roles and what to do to make a living at all where/
when/now/here Humans Need not apply and yes, this works great for
the folks running the button pushes and the buttons
as the cream of the crop still making
the big bucks with social
status and roles that
work for them too as clearly defined
That continue not to work for more than
obvious reasons as stuff like huge swaths
of the population addicted to opiates in areas
of the Country that/who are more impacted by fading
social roles to make a living where the tradition of a security
blanket in thousands of years as a tradition of religion becomes even
more important to them as well as voting for “T”saviors and stuff like that;
even if they go against every single rule of love their religion teaches which
brings about greater cognitive dissonance and greater overall dissatisfaction of
being on the ‘wrong side’ of history now. It’s true, I wasn’t able to read two or three
books for free in Barnes and Nobles at the usual 8th Grade Reading speed for me while
dancing and listening to MeditativeMusicMovement at the same time to light up all areas of my
brain from head to toe for ascendence and transcendence and ecstasy while continuing all for
free my Autodidact education ‘cross the lifespan tHere. Yes, Jordan Peterson’s book came along,
written more like a text book than anything I’ve come across on the best seller list at that place
for mass consumption, before. The First 100 Pages with Norman Doidge introducing the book.
As a forerunner for the Science of Neuroplasticity and the Value of the Subconscious Mind
in understanding why humans do what they do and how to improve what they do
next in areas of Mental Organic Challenges, set the tone for what was to
come in the book. All Peterson’s talk about ‘Christ’ will probably turn off
most any “Material Reductionist” but it’s true he isn’t just
a ‘Traditional Thinker’ as he brings all the details
away from a bigger picture too. It’s a worth
while book to me but not likely any
‘traditionalist’ will make it past the
first 30 pages, either or so, now and
yes that’s okay; for it’s true the folks
who ‘think’ they are the smArTest of all are
sometimes the one’s most divided away from
their Animal Nature and the archetypes of subconscious
mind that are a potential major source of their general angst
and discontent of life. Peterson serves his Target Audience well; And
I personally give his book an A+ Review for what he brings to the Barnes
and Nobles Book-Cases of life. But it’s true; he’s still singing to an ‘ivory tower crowd’
And it’s also true, those are some of the folks that i know and feel and sense from very
personal experience do
need to get back
to Nature
to get Happy again.
As Far as I’m concerned, it is a book now
that I would recommend for every person on the
‘Wrong Planet’ to read; even if some have to hold
their nose through parts of it like other folks did when
they voted for Trump. It’s true, don’t discount all the Babies of life
for the so-called Dirty water for metaphor of Dark Matter, and Junk DNA;
I don’t discount any opinion, including the Dirty Water and the Dark Matter
and the Junk DNA; and while all of that may comprise most of life; that’s reality too;
To avoid it
is to only
get a much smaller
picture and potential
benefit out of life. For true,
life is Art and Science; And Left
and Right Brain; And Male and Female
too if one reaches the Archetypes of all of that
and so much more potential in one lifetime now.
It’s not gonna solve the World’s Problems but hey; the Sun
is still shining out side; the Birds are still singing; the Grass
is Green in an early Spring where i live with Dog Wood Trees Blooming
and all the fats and sugars one can possibly eat in moderation of course
with virtual virgins online, numbering more than any dream Hadith Heaven can count;
once again, in moderation of course to keep room for the rest of human potential too. Not
likely that Jordan, Mentioned any of that in the rest of his book; but it’s true that’s what really
smART folks do; yes, they do the Aphrodite Dance from the Matrix Celebration before the Machines
take over the
rest of their
body again;
sort of like the Terminator
Series of Movies as this Common
Archetype of Yang.. suffocating Yin
has been around since the first armored
suits and public drainage systems that eliminate
lots of ‘stuff’ in life, including more of Nature that
makes us what we even are as Human mostly Furry and
Naked in a Forage of Life for Survive that brings a heARTy
belly laugh and a smile and a dance and a song all free verse
together again. All the stuff in the world as tools will never replace
a flesh and
blood naked
Dance and Song
True, life will go on
other wise too as is visible now too
in all the other hemisphere(s) of life, too.
And really, as far as the general book goes, as i’ve
seen Jordan condense it all down into a 10 Minute YouTube
Video where it made him angry that the ‘School Crowd’ didn’t
like the Skating Crowd doing aerobatics atop concrete in School Business
associated areas; while it’s true, it’s not smART not to develop the Shadow
Side, no psychologist worth any real common sense would suggest that doing
that without a helmet makes any more sense than knocking heads in Football as
Science also shows that can and will create permanent Brain Damage too and many
Neuro-problems down the road. It’s true, one can become a Standing Tall Lobster
and never harm
anyone else
or themselves;
Shadow Martial Arts
is not what Lobsters do;
it’s what Humans with common
sense who want to keep their ‘egg heads’
from cracking can/will do as a work of art over foolish trauma
and injury now to prove something the truly meek who are strong
enough in defense will never have to do with enough practice of
a Shadow Martial Art that brings that Lobster out of the Shell with
never a tail
again to use a
canine example
of submission too.
It’s true, from what i can see amongst
the ‘College Crowds’ that’s what’s missing
most ‘these days’ for without a Fearless Nature away
from Anxiety, Fuller Human Potential will never ‘actually’ come.
NoW, Fear, destroys everything Good in life; sure, it saves lives too.
ReAlly smART Humans get both jobs done in Fearless and Due Caution too.
It’s obvious that Jordan is an overall Tortured Soul and he doesn’t hide that fact.
What he’s missing still is a free dance out of his mind for at least a day a week.
Some folks
But still some of those
folks refuse to Dance and Sing on Sunday.
SmART Tribes of ReAlly Happy Indigenous
Humans still do.
most oF aLL;
at least in empirical
terms of Social Science
Measure in the most Peaceful
Smaller Societies that and who do exist still now;
Also, Jordan needs to do some more research into
the Bonobo that and who is much more like a Peaceful
Matriarchal Primitive Human Society than the Chimpanzee as
that other Primate Specialized and Studied Group does show true, too;
They literally make Love Peace overall over violence and Wars but it’s true
their key advantage
is small Ape
where there are no
foreign invaders even
of the same species too.
Let’s face it; Humans are not
evolved to live in insanely Large Populations
in Peace and Harmony fuller in diverse ways
of culture in one big melting pot without mucho trouble.
We Got Mucho Problems; they are hear to stay for decades.
But again, the Sun is still shining outside and at least some
humans are dancing in bliss like a Thoth Fool Tarot Card Number 0 in
as a Kingdom (and just as a tarot side note, i do have a feral yellow cat)
of Heaven within
now as that deeper
more mystical reality of
life as promised in gnostic
versions away from literal
is as true now as it ever
was for a mostly
for those
who seek and find
that Peace and Harmony
and Bliss all Naked away from Cultural/
Religious ‘Big Lies’ of Cultural Clothes that
strangle the Heaven out of a Food and Drink
of life that feel and senses so much more than Drink
and Food alone or the organs of hear and see without so much
Deeper Heaven real now in ascendence transcendence and ecstasy
in the eternal now where there is zero feel and sense or know of Death
in Heaven
in other words,
Death is a Moot Point
when Heaven is real now.
It’s a within inside gAMe won that
most folks have no clue about on the outside out;
Needles, Camels and all that other metaphorical Jazz too,
For Truth and Light that is a real as what the color blind will
red and green
where green becomes red
Per Pill Metaphor too as a mix of blue ‘tooth’ too;
In, other words, technology is mastered as slave
instead of Humans slave to and as technology as
an ever present growing outside inside greater
as extension
of us away from ‘Life’..
Now as a general side note..
So.. i did a series of Haiku’s
last to first in Facebook Status
notes of three lines as they are first
to last presented here first before i return
to the “Wrong Planet’ Website to continue sort of
the same general topic there on a mix of science and
spirituality as Tesla did too in his recorded Diary link below in
a YouTube Video as Linked below in addition to the reference
of the Wrong Planet topic and site too.. true.. this is all rather
strange.. as far as Neuro-Diverse Minds and Bodies.. Do Create
with imagination of right brain metaphor of being and reasons
of left brain metaphor being too.. as Master of the Emissary
as Holy Creative Spirit over Reason of Left Brain too..
and the rest of all of this is written in free stream
of consciousness visible way as Concrete
Poetry shapes that bring Holy and
Sacred Meaning and Purpose
into this current free style
write of poetry
that flows as a river
as i danced yesterday evening
in public listening to music at BandN
in a swirl of reading too.. when one East
Indian Dude who could feel and sense the
flow of what i was and am doing then as they (he)
do(es) Yoga Meditation too as he said wow you are really
in a flow.. is that Jordan Peterson Book on 12 rules really
good as i next related.. well it doesn’t flow but it’s a good Science
book now for to digest too.. with some ‘traditional thinking’ too.. anyway..
now that i’ve done the Blood Test.. gone to Hardee’s for Mid-Brunch Celebrating
the finish of my Cholesterol Test with Fatty Breakfast Foods with an additional
Visit to the River Walk Plaza where a Community Park is now erected on the River
Front Land now strung with lights next to a RailRoad Trestle a little more than a
Stone’s throw from my GrandMother’s home downtown on the river where she
helped my Mother raise me and my Sister after my father left and we lived there
when i was three years old.. before i could speak at four and felt and sensed
i am here forevermore now then as somewhat of an adult mindful and body
awareness in a child before speaking words then too.. viewing God in and
as all that is within me too.. all naturally as such out of any spoon-food
words of Human Cultural Clothes as Bibles away from all Natural God too..
in terms of Golden Idol Words and Men God’s too.. as idols as such over essence
of God living in and as all of creation now never separated at all i am as ‘they’ used to
relate too.. on Moses Mountains and the such as that too.. burning bushes and all those
other myths to hyperbole a story housed as truth and light in vehicles and vessels that
and who would travel with emotional hyperbole more.. God is real all that is and it’s as
simple as that all naked and free before clothed with all human idols of cultural clothes.
IN other Words God lives
fine on a pristine beach without
any human foot prints or erected
condo cancers eating away organic
life on Earth for anything at all associated
with Humans less or more non-existent now
or then.. For it’s true God is the Beach and so are
we when we understand all is God and we are too..
this shouldn’t take Rocket Science to figure out but
often God is totally lost in a right hemisphere of Brain
somewhere away from feel and sense when trapped
in a right
hand way
of think
less than left hand
will bring as God innate
instinctual and intuitive now..
A Naked God that and who feels
and senses as us from Head to toe Free as LoVE
Fearless as such as all Noble Savages of and as LoVE too..
we are
Free God..real..
Blood Test today.. visit
to Navarre Beach Psychiatrist tomorrow
to check up on my increasing achievements
in art there.. just acknowledging the empirical
enigma i am all measurable as art and science too..
it’s true.. it’s not hard to be humble when a grain of sand is God
and you
feel and
sense God
in as a Grain of
Sand beyond iNFiNiTY
as Beach of Gift and Miracle
of Love within now isreaL.. that is
God is still putting it all together NoW
God never quits as is all together NoW


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Sohair For Love IS A Protective
Veil WitH Never Fear thaT and wHo protects all as God
WiTHiN and everywHeRE ELse.. Force of Center Point eYe
Balance that and Who Lives within as Love from and as GoD ReaL..
A place with no regret
within as well no
will never
Fear as Love isREaL..
Love is the Healing Force..
Love is the Best Defense oF aLL
For Love Never Fears and WiLL lay liFE
Down for those Love Loves for when ReaL
Love as God will do anything and everything for
TRuE iN LiGHT more than
FouR letters NoW as Actions
Of Dance and Song LoVE Speak
So much more than words alone now.. so
In other words.. my friEnd in a way it’s sad
i cannot show you how much i love you with
eYes of Friend’s Love but i do what i can to make
my words Eyes of Love and Ears of Love as anyone who
Loves will do when they lose those other organs of Love that
touch with feel and sense in face to face Human FRiEnD Contact Real..
Have A NicE
Day For
thE Symbols now
we create to approximate
tHe Essence oF God LovE LiVES.. WiTHiN as LoVENoWFReED
Tree oF LiFE ExPaNDinG RooTs oF LaMP LiT LiFELoVENoW..:)


WeLL.. HeLLo Armchair Perfectionist.. also known and
felt and yes sensed as Prajakta for aesthetically speaking
that name is like a Flower of A Friend always at ease to be..
And i’m glad you are coming back in ease of be now..
away from a Vacation from Blogging for
renewal but surely not A
Death of Free
Write as you
do in Stream
of Consciousness
Poetry too.. seems i have
been aboard with you on this
write ride for about 4 years now..
it’s true i’m also very much like a
Wookiee out of some Star Wars
Movie rather Hairy hehe.. and
A Loyal FriEnd through
whatever now may
come what
be.. next
like a fly on glue..
haHa who never leaves..
what ELse.. glad to see you are
taking care of yourself for that is enough for me..:)


Hmm.. dVerse has a Poetic
Prompt with Plenty of liNks
to Muse me a little heAR..
with a term called ‘Burn’
in what ‘they’ suggest
should be a Quadrille
no more than 44 words..
So.. HeAR.. i’LL See whaT’s neXT..;)

Collecting Conscious
Of Day Dreams ‘Fore
Fire in Morning Light
Dreams Winged
Humming Birds
Dance Sing me
For True Victoria S.. if my right
eye and ear had not caught FiRE
oF HeLL BeLoW For 66 Months my left
foot might not have come one with
A Right
allone iN
HeaVeN’s BuRN
At LEasT to me tHiS oNCE iS WoRTH
66 WorDS WiTH FredkuFredbun FLoWeR FReED..;)

SMiLes.. Lillian.. LonG.. NoW See
tHeRE is a FiRE.. HeaR
lit underneath
of these
ViBRating SpRinG SaTiN
ReSoNance FreQueNcy’s eNergy DanCinG LoVE
LoWeR NoW uPBeat SinGinG SyNErGY LiVinG NoW..:)

Water Beauty Ocean Depth
Lake Still Clouds Low
Numb Escape
Too Afraid
LoVinG DisTaNT CoMES AGAiNoW..:)

WaVeS PolisH
gRaiNs oF
OceaN RiSes
tHis WiLL.. NeVeR GRoWS oLD.. LoVEALWaYSNeWNoW..:)

Hmm.. Work-out comes now.. perhaps this will.. continue later…

639 PM 02262018


Hi.. Lillian.. thank you for such a warm welcome back
to the dVerse trail for true i’ve been traveling around
the Globe for even more diverse Muse for the Long Form
Poem i continue to write Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” approaching
6 Million Words in 58 months of writing on my 58th Birthday on 6.6.18.
aLong with One-Ten-Thousandth the Distance to the Sun in terms of 9300
Miles of Public Dance by then also in that 58 month period of additionally doing that and
i am happy to admit that the 820th MacroVerse i just finished named “LoVEFReEDNoW”
Accumulated 43,151 Words of Free Verse Poetry in MacroVerse way in just 7 Days.. True..
i never rest on a 7th day.. hehe.. as i finally got a Novel Sized effort done in a week as hey..
i’m here to fulfill Human Potential
and show what’s possible
with avenues prepared
by Humans Holding
Hands in Loving
Ways of
that do provide amazing
new avenues to create art
with sure.. my weekly average of 300 to 400
Photos i take to more fully illustrate the words
accomplished through iPhone Camera Technology
as well as 30 to 40 YouTube Videos per Novel Sized
Weekly Long Poem Effort where these days a Human
Being can and will be the Director Producer Playwright
Photographer Dancer and Singer and Actor in a one
Human show with ‘a little help from their friends’
which truly includes a ‘Lonely Hearts Club
Band’ of Art and Science through the
ages for now we have all these
amazing new avenues to
do what it took Innumerable
Individuals Centuries to create long before..
hehe.. and i guess the ‘advanced technology’ of my
Shoes and surely the feel and sense the iPhone Youtube
Songs have played a great muse in firing up what will soon enough
in June be One-Ten-Thousandth the Distance to the Sun In Public Dance..
And now unlike folks like Tesla and so many others.. we have pensions and
social safety nets now so folks no longer die leaving unpaid living expenses
as debts.. and a best thing of all is the Van Gogh’s of Life now can and will find
a kind word somewhere in the online world so no longer do they feel like they must cut their
ears off to breathe any peace of mind and heart and spirit and soul of belonging in this World..
To truly go somewhere and do something no one has ever done before one must be willing to
go it alone for long periods of time.. if required.. as these days with the Public Dance.. i get a little
more attention sometimes than what meets my comfort zone of even too much thanks.. now.. for
what goes up
must come
down as
i keep
the eye oF A
Hurricane Of my Art
calm as a Category
6 Million Word Poem mY friEnd
And dVerse has been an integral Muse
for what i’ve done so far.. always happy
to come back by when a trail leads me back this way..:)

Yes.. it’s 11 PM now on 2.26.18 as i return to a welcome
from Lillian from the dVerse Poet’s Pub online Trail as i continue
to travel along the road of links there just for fun as fun comes more..:)

Logos of Reason
Fire Burns AS Holy
Creative Spirit A Wing
Flight held
that and
who flies now

Moon Dreams Child Weans No Longer
Afraid of Dark Midnight
BRingS NoW
LiGHT iN DaRK..:)

Emboldenow Burning
Green Back Yard
Dog Wood Blooms
Fall Leaves Swept away
Winter passes distant Memory
FooD MoReNoW FoR Tree oF LiFE..:)

Tesla Dreams Fruition
AC Warms iN Science
20th Century thru
21st Century
Older no
colder.. Burns
Hands Warmer
Poetry as Science
Comfort’s LoVinG HEaT..:)

A Sober Dance Drunk
Prances away from
Stumbles down
no longer
Toes Star Feet
Burns aLiGHT..:)

Nights Colder
Dark Stings
DancESonG WarMS..:)

FAllacy EmoTioNS Enemy oF Strength
For Emotions Glue aLL iNteLLect And aRt
As WiLL GRows From: Balance Of GRace
to: OceaN WHoLE
eYe WaVe aS
aBove So beLow
WiTHiN iNside outSide BUrns
All aRounD LoVELiGHTFiRES..:)

DreAMs oF SuNken BRidges
Water SinKing Cars FLoaTinG
FAlling GiVinG uP FeaR unkNoWn
Feelings Senses CoMe MorE BriDGE
Longer Fears
Or Need for Burn..:)

sKeYes WaiT
to: Burn
CLouds ALive..:)

NoW oF
NeeD NoT HiDe
BiGGeR PictURe SHoWS..:)

Those wHo LiVENoW..:)

SMiLes.. Candy.. Moon only
exceeded for me
By Burn
As Glow
oF Diatom
Life iN Gulf Wave Salt
Shores Midnight LoVE..:)

SMiLes.. i have a slow burning
timer for the life of
my Poetry
it goes
past Breakfast
And Lunch and Suppermore..
Savior of me APetite Wife Who Serves
me with
A Notice
to get off!
‘that’ Computer ‘or else’..;)

ThE Fortune oF A Cookie
ServeD uP by A SmART
PHone forevermorenow
on Facebook.. eTc et al..
Cognitive Behavioral
iMprint Of Positive
thoUghts WeLL afTer
CooKie DOugh iS Done..;)

Burning Bushes
ComeS AGaiN..
Beach with Human
Foot Prints now or not..
Spirit FlOuRishes isReal

Trees oF LiFE
LEaves BUrn WiTHiN
Energy Synergy
HearS A Tree Leaf
Fall WithouT HuMaN ears..:)

Connecting Emotions to: Language
From: Healing Art of Poetry…
Dance and Song works too..
my my while my my my
some folks now actively
seek likes and follows
And New Fangled FB
HeaLinG WiTHiN now so much more..
Priceless as words do flow GoLDeNoW

For afTer
SoUL RiseS AGaiN iN LiGHt
Depths oF Sizzle FiRE HiGHeR TRuTHS..:)

Love’s Memory
oF Older
NeVeR Past or
FuTurE MeMories LiVE NoW..:)

HAha.. tHis reMinds me..
mY smEll went aWay afTer
A Cold last Spring and when
it came
ice cream
smelled like
bacon and
bacon didn’t smell
like bacon then on the
Solar Eclipse Summer Night
for me at least i identified
it as a Doomsday Smell
then the rest is hiStory
so far and with
A Youth
Fighting back now
out there the smell
is groWing normal now
perHaps one day bacon
And ice cream will come back separate..
As Love Wins aGaiN aS Hope aWay from lies oF Fear and hAte
And tEars and other ‘stuFF’.. it’s True ‘that’ smelled like ‘bacon’ too..
WitH A dArK T..
RuMP RoaST.. Hehe..;)

aS FreQuencies oF
SMiLEs ResoNate
ENergy SyNergies aS
UniVerSe FiRES BLooD

i suppose 25 will do it for now..
1:27 AM 2.27.18


NoW iS onLY
aS LonG As
iNHeRiT EARtH By FeaRleSSly
Gracefully LoVinG iT aLL MeeK
HeaVeN.. Is… tHe aLL NaTuRaL
MeDiCaL CoNDiTioN…
THaT iS All…

A Tale of three Facebook Profile
Pics now as of course pARt of the
over 1 Million Words “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
NoW wHeRE 7 to 9 thousand words are included
in each Facebook Profile Pic.. And True a Few
Strung FLoWinG LiNEs of Fredku sort of like
Haiku but i am not turning Japanese to do it Love
American Style.. hehe.. anyway.. Oh Lord.. a couple of Full
Days of Fun Activities including a River Walk Photography Art
Blast including Flowers and sure as Katrina continues to practice
her own version of a SiGNaturE Pose as more on that coming after
the Blood Test Yesterday Routine as such and River Walk Stuff for today
is the Quarterly Visit to my Psychiatrist at Navarre Beach which means not
only “the shrink”
loving the Progress
now of my Current Arts
as tHiS ShriNk who is also
an extra cool dude who now has
even done Martial Arts too.. but yes..
Additionally me.. then.. reporting the Fred
fAcTs sTiLL that a major difficultly about being
A Free Lance Circus Performer now without a group
of other Circus Folks to back me up.. is.. it can and will
Be Difficult to Form.. Develop.. and Maintain Peer Appropriate
Relationships as in effect and act i really don’t have that in much
Substance out of Marriage and other Closer relatives.. namely just
my Sister as such.. but true there is Shawna Baby.. A Southern Baptist
Preacher’s Wife from Northern Alabama and Sohair.. A Very Devout Muslim
Widow who lives in South Egypt and no that is no slang for anywhere in America..
it is the real thingie as Sohair is most definitely a Proud Muslim Woman too per
all of her
And that’s okay NoW
As Love is A Best Bond
Religion of all that is and will
Bind Friends together regardless
now of other differences of opinions..
Anyway that’s what.. Fred 006.. Dances
and Sings NoW.. for i only got about 4 hours
of Sleep Last Night and after a HalF-A-Marathon
and More of Dance through Ten Miles at the Beach
in reverse dance with Athletic Shoes in Deep Sand..
and the rest in Public Stores as i had some “Dance-in’s”
With the Natives as such as one Woman told her Daughter
in Ear Shot of Katrina and far far away from me.. i bet if you
Video Tape Him.. You’ll make his Ass Go Viral.. hehe and her Hip
Daughter said i bet he dropped some ‘Acid’ as common term
for LSD as such too.. true the all sober drunk on God
Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic Meditative
Free Verse Dance in what looks like
a Nut-Cracker Suite Loose
in spiraling ways.. is
not additive
enhanced other than
Energy of Frequency and
Vibrations of inspiring and Healing
YouTuBE Music from the ages all recorded
now for mostly give and share free.. Thanks God
of all that is AS NaTuRE PlUS includes not only us NoW
And the rest of NaTuRE but the extension of Nature MoRE
through all the technologies of our Tools NoW iN Systemizing
Science thOught ways.. actuAlly bECoMinG the Fruition of Tools
in Instant Gratification of all the sugars and fats one can and will now
Consume and of CourSE Screen Addictions that steadily closes off and
or Shuts Down Social Empathic Art in moving connecting co-creating
ways with the Rest of NaTuRE pLuS wHeRe A So-caLLed Terminator
Rise of Some Machines becomes us increasingly sownow.. in reap
As Robot Number 2 and 3 and even more now 2.. anyway.. in all
Good Fun of lEarNinG.. i FelT tHaT as good enough opening
Avenue to get in and share a Shadow Folks.. Fred Talk
with my newly found and not so completely
Friends across the Street top from
Purchase Ruined and
Dead Tools
of what Humankind
Continues to BRinG to uS
MoRE without regard to losing
A Greater Human spiRit oF HeaRt as
MiNd and BoDY BaLaNCinG SoUL ALiVENoW..
anyway.. True as the Psychiatrist also gets me as sort
of an extremely high paid pal around 10 years younger
than me and even closer than 2 Decades or so for Sohair
and Shawna Baby as so much Younger than me.. but true even
in Public it is often the Young Folks who are not so averse toward
a Dance and Song ANeW.. so sure the Daughter then kept her Cool Hat on
and said wow this is just like the ‘Foot Loose Movie’ and wow Dude.. your
Confidence is just amazing as well as your Witness Story for Human Potential
and the rest of GoD NoW FReED too.. but not unlike my Mother i just about lost
her Mother too when i laid out the Crucifixion Metaphor of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
Pain from wake to sleep.. yes literally assessed as worse than Crucifixion Pain.. No..
no.. 3 hour or 3 day tour for me.. wake to sleep for 66 months in real Hell
then.. of course with the spice of the other 18 Medical Disorders
Mostly just more DARk To Reach LiGHT now as yes hind
sight 20-20 is a mighty fine dine of wine and bread
as true.. she started walking away too..
the Mother.. When A story started
sounding more complex than the
Twitter Verse from ‘fore..
For 66 Months in Hell is no
Gilligan’s Isle Tour Bus either..
as the Woman Departed Paths with
me but the Daughter was caught up
in my Wings of Agape Freedom Strength
as WiLL uNdER FounDATiON oF GRace and LoVE..
iN SpiRiT oF HeArT MiNd AnD BoDY BaLaNCinG SoUL
MoRE NoW.. as it’s really early and there are more tales
to tell.. but sleep beacons Refresh and i’m gonna follow that
Light House to bed for now.. and get the rest of my Van Gogh
Stories of DancE and SonG DoNE BeFoRE any poTenTiAL NoW Further
of the Country Failing and the rise of the machines as us coming NoW to
Fruition Even Earlier for it’s a whole ploy anyway to achieve immortality
now.. rather than to move on WHeRe Nature Takes us Freely as Unconditional
LoVE to: the last BLiNK oF LiFE iN LiGHT.. From: Freedom Serves Wisdom and Beauty
WiTH CouRaGE aND KiNDNeSS and all that other LoVInG Jazz that comes and goes
AS History
continues to show
NoW for those who do not
come better now exPaNDinG tHeiR NaTuRE
And with that said FredBed CallS AGaiN..:)


True FAct; Smiles; additionally in case study way here. Not only is it not bad at all that
Nipples Be Shown; for Lust is a very Healthy source when consumed in moderation of
course without a disease of addiction that can be associated with almost any source of
Dopamine; substance or behavioral, in reference specifically to Porn when also overall
consumed in Moderation can and will be an excellent muse for Creativity and Productivity
as Science Also Shows; it’s true that in Mirror Neuron ways when Body Parts associated with
Reproductivity are visible and specifically to that potential activity associated with just that this
turns on the faucet of a variety of Feel good Neurochemicals and Social Bonding Neurohormones
for by God as even Science Shows when Athletes ‘adjust themselves’ on the field they reduce anxiety
by increasing the Neurohormone Oxytocin that actually enhances the propensity to bond socially for
team work too. Human Nature is fascinating and it is very sad when Culture cuts off the sacred and holy
full of meaning and purpose Creativity and Productivity Juices when Culture and or Religion covers up the
Human Form where the Beauty; yes, the all Natural Beauty of the Human Form for the essence of bringing
out the brain and body juices is oppressed and next thing ya know, ya don’t get as many Nobel Prize winners
and the such as that if your Culture of Humans is hidden in a closet of Baggy Clothes as such; But true, with
the uplifting Force of Bras and Girdles and Tight Jeans and stuff like that; clothes become more of a turn-on than
even naked and
live in
a Western Country
Now leading the rest of the
World, perhaps not in restrictive
Customs and Traditions but Foot Loose
And Breast High Full butt Form Bringing about
a Real Renaissance of Science and Art to the forefront of all
for it is true Porn led the Renaissance of the online associated
Productivity to make the entire online experience the reality it is now.
So yes, go Nipples, go, for the uplifting experience of the Bra and the Tight
Jeans too. And as far as old men go as ‘dirty old men’ learn to dance and the
Younger 21 year old Women as such will bring their butts to do a Bootie Dance with
you as for me at close to 58 years of age, I have personally documented the reality of
this experience too; for it’s true while Women might not get too excited over the visual
form of a man alone; a man who moves moves a woman much more than most men realize,
who just
a bootie dance
way of life; hehe;
but duh, the Cultural Phenomenon
of ‘Magic Mike XXL’, should put the fear
of dance to bed for any men with common sense.
Anyway, back to the original point, this thread kinda proves ‘the point’
as realistically it might go on forever for just the word ‘Nipple’ in the tiTle.
Sex doesn’t just sell. Sex does. Sex Dos. Sex is the Libido that Drives Civilization forward.
And now with the advance of virtual reality tools of media; as science continues to show now;
the Libido can and will thrive without a continued over-population and a reduction of Veneral Disease
too. And when ‘the Art’ is provided consensually as such, everyone ends up top and down bottom too; won now..:)


Hmm; “Bible Vs Quran: Which is Worse?”; interesting topic, discussed globally as such;
commonly, per: “Our QuarterBack and God Team is Better than your Quarter Back and God Team”.
Both Books, still, describe a tiny part of Human Culture, overall, Globally, as such, in a Middle East of
Scarcity in terms of Desert Areas without much water and fertile land to derive subsistence, including
Shelter and Mates, who survive in-kind with securing sources of Subsistence, including Shelter. This wasn’t
as much of an issue for Nomads who moved on to Greener Pastures than Deserts. The folks who stayed fought
more to the death for the resources available. Both Religions, are of course, similar, in Violent Tribal Nature, including
Rape and the such as that for they reflect the environmental challenges at hand for those who refused to go full bore
Nomad to a kinder and gentler environment, to live in. Anyway, back to the books; obviously, the New Testament part
of the Bible; For, its Altruistic Perks of a Good Cop Jesus for Extreme Pacifism of Love in Loving Enemies and Turning the
other Cheek; but rarely ever will one see an actual Christian who puts this Gandhi-like Jesus into actual practice out of
the Sunday School Environment. This works pretty Good for ‘Rocky types’; but not well at all for ‘little man’ types; i.e.
Trump Men and the such as that per do. In other words, it takes a ‘real man’ to achieve this for they don’t usually
get slapped around in the first place, per verbal and action do; in other words, True Fearless and Unconditional
Love works better for men and or women who are/do just that. Anyway, obviously, the New Testament, in the
Good Cop Jesus parts, at least, Brings it heads and shoulders above the Koran. Beyond this, though,
depending on the Environment, still, of those who adhere to the religious traditions; Muslim
Folks and Christian folks who live in areas more of abundance as that relates to
securing subsistence, including shelter, and finding mates who survive
to offspring healthy children, who also survive, will naturally
interpret both books to the exclusion of the more
violent and ‘rapy’ verses as such. That is just Human
Nature; so, in this regard, one might find more Peaceful Loving
Muslim folks in a land of Abundance as compared to Christian Folks
in a land of Scarcity; for again, overall, life is an inkblot test that folks view
from rose to septic tank colored glasses for a very loose metaphor for that.
Personally, i’ve met very fundamentalist Christians and Muslims, in case study way,
in anecdotal notes for me, who are almost identical in their ability to Unconditionally
Love; for it’s true, it is how the individual is raised with Love that counts the most in either
Abundance or not that counts most, too; But as far as an objective take on the Bible Verses the Koran
now as far as Negative Human Behavior that comes from each book. The Bible most definitely leads with
a read of both books taken objectively as such with the New Testament winning the entire book race, still now.
Neither Book, comes close to scratching
all my Existential Intelligence
interests, so i write my own in
numbers of 7, 7 times larger than
the Old King James Version, just for fun; Empirically
Completing a Koran sized version in 14 days; no sweat.
In my estimation, Whitman was a greater prophet, than
either of the ‘other two’, for more modernly in Poetry;
when he said, eventually humans would evolve, in other
words, in one lifetime, per Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity
to do ‘just this’; not unlike, Nietzsche’s ‘Overmen’; Whitman referred
to ‘these folks’ as the ‘Priests of the Cosmos’; for it’s true the World is
seen, felt, sensed, and heard as a much bigger place than lands of scarcity
in the Middle East, by many
now but true; some folks
have great difficulty in leaving the
Folds (Book Covers) of Traditions still earned
in deserts, thousands of years ago, in scarCity
then of the Human spirit of heart as soul more.
Lifting the Veils of Ignorance as that pertains now
more to the Original Greek Definition of ‘Apocalypse’; FoR LoVE
is a Job for more than ‘Atlas’; For the Human HeART weighs more.


SMiLes.. Sohair.. and Happy Wednesday Evening
in Southern Egypt for you.. Traditions in more modern terms
now of Human Language for the Binds of Religion that glue
Groups of Humans together in Common Cultural Bonds now
ranging from Shared Language to Poetry to Bibles to Korans
and to great works of Art with Literature and Theater too.. are core
even to Social Animals other than Humans who have no abstract
constructs in tools of language and other constructed art and
science For Binds and Bonds where non-verbal Language
and Emotions and Senses are the complete
religion and political rules as inherent
gift all innate and instinctual
and intuitive too for the
same is proven even
by Science that
Humans born and bred
with and as Love in Abundance
are Altruistic in giving and sharing
ways with no written language at all
or all the creature comforts of tools that
come in more ‘advanced’ ways we modern
Humans make as Art and Science of Culture..
Religion.. and Politics in survive and even thrive
now.. although humans are increasingly becoming
more the tools they make than the inheritance of Love
they are born as on date naked and free away from all Clothes
of Culture now in terms of Tools for Love as in born as bred and
given and shared when Freed.. Yes.. per “iLoVENoWFReED”.. too.. as
the ending Trilogy of three MacroVerses that i am currently concluding
at about 120K or so words now in 21 days or so with over a Thousand
Photos and somewhere around 100 YouTube Songs in Video way too
relating to the entire experience of Human love now in all the colors
i for one see and feel and sense and hear of LoVE NoW.. SMiLes
my FriEnd For Tradition is core to all Social Animal experience
either by the tools we humans make.. or the innate
gifted way of life that other Social Animals
Live in Non-Verbal Language
innate as such for Furry
Cultural Binds and
Rules in
and intuitive ways of
living and thriving too..
for true.. animals.. many more
animals than humans are at rest
with God whole like this than humans
these days.. overall.. from even a cursory
glance of a store walk of frowns as humans shuffle
by in misery and company of overall anxiety and fear..
in fact.. in this way.. Humans are ‘retarded’ most for what it
even means to live with God whole Fearless and Free.. but never
the less humans will survive.. the best they will together with the
Traditions they continue to make.. to do just that.. i surely will not
blame them now for doing just that.. for the will to survive at even a
base level of Reptilian Brain as that is what gets us here now in the first
place last.. the Heart is a Dance and Song that comes next and Reason
may preserve the Human HeART with Cultural and Political Traditions
that work for Love to Thrive in Being Human.. You do that Sohair and that’s
enough for me no matter what your cultural/religous/political clothes are..:)


Well, speaking as a Free Verse Poet and someone raised in the Catholic Church and matter of fact a Grandson
of a noted X-Catholic Priest of Last Century as Author of Several noted books, including “Behind
the Dictators” as that applies to close ties of the Papacy and the Nazi regime and ‘stuff’ like that;
Do ‘you’ even understand literally
what the Bread of Life and Manna
from So Called Heaven is. It’s not a Temple;
And it’s not a Cross; And it’s not just one man;
it’s simple; real; and as Colorful more than anything
Measurable by Scientific Method or Book Alone, including
Bibles and Korans and all the Poetry that will ever be written
to capture the Essence of what Truly Makes Humans all of what
they can and will be now fearless for all their potential now more.

Let me spell it out.

L O V E.

For it’s True when one lives with
and as L O V E Fearless and Unconditionally
the Kingdom of Heaven and God and other ‘Divine’ metaphors
becomes Love as a Fearless way of Life and Being within real
as that can and will be expressed in both Heart of Art and
Reason of Science too. But of course we are talking about
a Very Malignant Patriarchy of 2000 years ago; where
males then were even more separated from
their Emotions as males are today.
Is it any wonder they were
Jealous of Women.
Is it any
wonder of the lengths
they would go to find what they
were missing within. Is it any wonder
they are still lost now in a similar Ocean
Of Malignant Patriarchy now that and who
continues to Reduce the Essence of Love into the
Form of Tools and Men alone and even one man alone still, now;
in terms, of similar views of life with last prophets too per singular as such too.
No; it’s not, those were all just rhetorical statements with obvious answers for me,
at Least;
for all that
is worthwhile
within is Lost without Love.
When one gets this Bread of Life one
gives and shares it; no longer are the material
goods and shrines of Culture what are the most important ‘stuff’
beyond the flesh and blood of Love. Love is not A Church or A Religion;
And at least in Certain Parts of the New Testament that particular Message
of Beyond Infinity of an internal eternal Force of Now beyond any empirical
Means of Science Measurement now, still exists; and is beyond any measure of any word or book
as tool now, alone. It’s True, for Love can and will be found within as Greater than all the books
and other tools of the World when this Love is missing in a Human on a Pristine Beach
with no other Footprints or other Condo-Cancers of Humanity now; but when
this Love that is whole and fearless and unconditional lives within;
That Good Cop Jesus Message
comes to fruition
as Metaphor
Sadly, the message ‘hear’
is lost in a ‘Robot’ on a ‘screen;
in an idol of something that doesn’t exist at all, for some;
Or even a Man Hanging as Portrait on a wall with no substance
left of Love for those who view Love as more than just a form of essence real.
I’ve said it before; and sure, i’ll ‘see’ it again; i write my own Bibles as the other ones
don’t even now
get the
that God is Love;
Literally Love, when real within;
the higher Force that Grains of Sand
will hold up as God as Towers of Mountain Human Love more; now.
Anyway, first step to finding Love is to lose fear. Either a still or moving
meditation is a first step to regulating emotions and integrating senses to
do just that; if someone wants to recite a Romans 10:9 or look at a picture or
a video that is fine with me; but if ‘you’ wanna lose fear and become an Unconditional
Loving Force for as is as God as Love now; that’s gonna take close to the spirit of a Yogi-like
Story of Jesus to get that Real Job done now. It’s worth it in when a person achieves
this state of being of Fearless Love; actually doing it is where the Camel is
the Fear
the Love
is the Needle real.
In other words, Dance
and Sing more than is written before.
And sure, I haven’t missed a Catholic Mass
since September of 2013; but you see, i am a
Participant Anthropologist Observer of Love that
watches and takes notes of where ‘they’ are still ‘screwing’
up; no different than my Grandfather did and much different
for he was still sold on a fallacy that any man alone is Love or
that any man or any Grain of sand is any more or less integral to all that is;
For it is true, without
grains of sand;
no man
and or
can and or will
Stand tall as a Mountain of Love more..:)


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Sohair for as it is Written in Song
Before and Danced still as DOnE NoW
it is no coincidence that
the Language
of God
in Human
is inborn
and Bred as Love
Still now as truly
Bread of Life as us
when we do live fearless
And unconditionally as Love
in Giving and Sharing LovE all for
Free this way now too.. For true now too..
nothing in life need be viewed as coincidence
when even dark muse of life inspires a light of love
more but true too that is the relative free will gifted by
God of all that we choose to move.. connect.. and co-create
now or
some do
some do not
some dance
some do not
some sing
do not
Love lives
regardless of all of that at least
for even one grain of sand at
most that holds up human
Mountains of Love
Real God
Greater when
Love Dances and
Sings in Human Real
now to give to share to move
connect and co-create the Colors
of Love Beyond the Winds of time
Eternally Now Fruitful beyond all measure of words..
ToGeTHeR aS oNE..:)


Oh Lordy.. one of the ‘Wrong Planet’.. inhabitants
takes offense that my words don’t reach the edge
of the box of the page suggesting that the Wrong
Planet is an Internet Forum and not an Art Gallery.. so i go ahead
and return again with a few words to potentially tickle him outside oF his ‘box’..;)
i’ll take it as one of the greatest compliments
i’ve received years to date at the ‘Wrong Planet’
that ‘you’ view something i do even related
to an Art Gallery, here; Simply and
yes, complexly, because
i can and will.
Beyond that it’s
worth noting that
not all NeuroDiverse
Folks go by books of old;
No matter where they travel next.
Not all folks play by the old rules of when
in Rome do as the ‘older folks’ do; Amazing
what Art will do to bring a Spirit young outside
of Books of old most definitely including old Bibles with
or without
this or that.
Other than that a critique
of a form for essence is no
where to be found in truly critical
thinking other than an expression
of Art, itself; so, thanks for that too..;)


The Wrong Planet Crowd aptly
named for somewhat of a ‘Toilet
of Ignorance for Love’ ‘they’ currently
reside start to make their move to
flush me out of their current toilet
as such where of course i’m
just looking for a place
of dark muse
as light
can and
will come best
from dark just like this in ‘that’
other place.. i am not ‘too good’
to visit but Thanks God as LoVE.. i no longer
reside longer term for the better place of iLoVENoWFReED iN as LoVEMoRE..
so.. i return yet again and continue to say i did not come here for affirmation.
Trust me or not, there are much better avenues, even if i needed that;
For just that; And i can provide the ‘scientific evidence’ for that too.
Nor, do i restrict my avenues of where to find ‘other muse too’; I’ve
been named Genius before for my Words of Free Verse Poetry and Legend
for my Steps of Dance by the General Seeing and Listening Audience, too;
With sure, quotes and links available upon request for evidence of that too;
Of course, with full recognition that in ‘this place of muse’ that is neither
here or tHere. Here’s the thing; i started out with Agape Love for all as
the Kingdom of Heaven within, always in this generation
eternally now at hand from the beginning of this entire
Dance and Song Poetry Endeavor of Art and
Science in Reason too; 55 Months ago.
In other words, i had Love all then
as God as a Force
of Nature within;
And have it all
now; all that is left
is to give and share;
And this is just one of
many myriad avenues for
Muse ranging from bLack Abyss
DaRk of Fear and Hate to ‘the other place too’.
Anyway, Love is the God Topic at Hand, for me at least;
And these words do not veer from just that. Have a Great Day always now; it works for me;
Inheriting the EARTh as Love and all that Metaphorical Jazz that Rises from Concrete tombs of Words absent oF LoVE..;)


Hehe.. ‘they’ wanna
get a rise out of me
forgetting i already
exist at
the bottom
and top
of a ladder too..
So once again i return
with and maybe for a while
again unless they come up with
a really creative reply.. so.. i say..
Listen up dude;
i’m not here to play games;
but if you insist…. play with yourself; works for me.


But sure.. it’s verily true too.. before.. i did most definitely
play games on A “Wrong Planet” then
to exercise A Shadow
pART of me to:
the Feral From:
sPiRiT oF Survival
that who lives fearless
alloWing Love to Bleed
through As HeART unafraid
oF dARk and no longer Cynical
Of and For and is thE LiGHT oF iLoVENoWFReED

And sure.. per A photo from 4 years ago..
as i continued to bring that Feral Shadow
side of myself alive as an inherit
pArt of Human Nature
integral to
success of survive
before true Fearless
thrive of liFE comeS AGAiN
NexT aS LioN CouRaGE oF LoVE
iN KiND beGiNs NeVeR EnDinG NoW
AlWayS StArTinG NeVeR FiNiSHinG
Lines oF LoVE NoW and this is all just
an exercise and a practice for that
For the Fearless Force oF LoVE
LiVinG WiTHIN for it’s True..
once one is complete
spires of
Steps of DancE
and Words of SonG
as WingS oF LoVE SoaR
eVeN MoRE as OCeaN WHoLE
WinGS oF LoVE aRe We NoW iS ReaL
for only give and share after that where any thank
you or even kiss my butt is just icing on the cake for continual
mUse of LiGHT from LiGHT and LiGHT FRoM EVeN dARk of Abyss
Humans of the SoUL too.. for True to: LiGhT them up is miracle real now
if it is
at all for
even without Hope
as Will.. WiLL NeVeR to GiVE uP
NoW aT LeaST FoR aLL THaT Exists
as LoVE ALiVENoW WiTHIN as MosT NoW2..
Anyway.. to ForGeT a DaRK SpoT of Yang on SoUL
oF YiN is to poTeNTiaLLy FaDE WHole oF YiN thAT iS SoUL
as LoVE.. and surely.. an opportunity to participate in DARk on the
‘Wrong Planet’.. too.. a little while to find this go around.. but true there
are those waiting in the Shadows just to BRinG the Shadows ouT oF LiGHT
NoW.. i welcome that and can and will enjoy a Dance and Song at a bottom
Floor of Maslow’s Pyramid of Transcendent LoVE and sAMe too for Fowler’s
oF Faith
iN ALL AgapE Love
WiTH Transcendent
LoVE for the Rest oF aLL
oF GoD NaTuRE aLL iN Much
more of what can and will come when
the Bottom of the Ladder of all these Pyramids
oF Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic ways oF LiFENoW
CaN and WiLL Appreciate A Top oF Ladder even more as Real
LoVE coMeS to Fruition when LoVE CoMeS to Town WiTHiN aS
now out of the Shadow
Mask of Being with Shadow Dips
oF LiFE WiTHiN too.. when Survival
is Required in Fearless more than
just Brighter Colored Flowers of LoVEFReEDNoWtoo..:)


What eLse.. oh yeah.. THeRe is ‘that’ Tom and
Jerry Shirt for that Cartoon nicely illustrates the
Human ‘Lower’ Struggle for focus of Life that comes
in a constant hunt for just that in life of adrenalin.. less
Pro-Social Emotions beyond Rainbow
Colors as Mostly all that is
left is Blood Red
Less Greater
than Rainbow
Colors of ExPReSSinG
GiVing ShaRinG LoVE NoW
never the less the predator left
brain and the prey of right brain
receiving Metaphor of Brain for Art
as Master over Science all Exists within
Healthy Human Beings now.. from further than
Bridges of Right and Left Brain Metaphors now as
Hemispheres of Brains to Neuron Flow from Head
to toe for beyond Cardinal Points of Existence now too..
as Emotions and Senses Flow with sure.. a little Jerry wit as size
matters not in many cases of Yoda Like Green Man/Female Wit and LoVE
too.. to get all the inspired Jobs of LiFE KinGDoM DoNE NoW aS LoVE Stands
for Real
NoW more than
ever beFoRE too..
beYond Measure for the
LiVinG LoVE WiTHIN beyonD
all ladders and letters As HeaVeN
NoW LiViNG Constantly ever Changing
Colors oF LoVE CoME To LiFE EVeN MoRENoW..
True.. i do Love playing a role of Jerry too and it’s also does not have to talk any more loudly when the stick
they carry in their back-pocket fearless is really real now too..:)


Ooh Lord ..ooh.. ooh.. another trip to the ‘Wrong
Planet’ and i guess i ‘should’ give them a break
from me for it seems i am steaming the
logic off their brain for a place i live
and understand fully from
my own experience
that is as foreign
to them
a ‘Right Planet’ of
Love for them. It’s
sad all they’re missing
NoW is Love. And it’S even
sadder they can’t even see
where they are; and even sadder
there are many so-called Fundamentalist
Leaning Christians and other black and white
oriented folks without the Magic Colors of Love
within who live in a similar Home with Opaque
windows of old cold where the vitality
of Love is yet to come
to a door they can
open up with
a soft
of Spring..
sure.. keeping the shadow
at bay too as Love Dances
And Sings even more as real..
anyway.. not unlike the Call for an Uprising
Dude’s Place and some of the other dark web
avenues without the Spirit of Love raining in like
A Hurricane of Beyond Rainbow Colors oF LiGHT
the ‘Wrong Planet’ as usual when light comes to visit
roars back with dark when light stays a little longer than
dark can and will tolerate as i’ve been to that place of Hell
in reality already where the Love of others brings shallow emotions
in vague cellar depths of pain.. it’s no joke.. it’s at least Purgatory
Grey away from the
inheritance oF LoVE
aS Ocean wHole Waves
less often brought about
by abuse either through
family or outcasts from
School as Peers will do this
too through Work years too..
again.. a Newer Van Gogh
need not be driven to
cut ears off or
the other
who don’t make it
out of a hole of 27
years of age or
whatever they
find their limit
as in a World
that doesn’t
seem to
be made
for different of them
in NeuroDiverse ways
People Can and Will
Grow and Change
WitH LiGHTeR WingS
Co-Creativity oF FoRcELovE
too; Can they.. Will they That’s
beyond my pay grade now
for they too have some
relative free will at
least to make
a change
in their life
too but without some
belief in more than what they
see with their organs of
eyes and ears alone;
the path out is
Dungeon more..
anyway to put a
semi-colon at
least on my
Current stay at
the Wrong Planet
i go on to say after
another person
expresses displeasure
on the different of me..
Hehe; are ‘you’ trying
to vote me off of ‘your’ Island;
Trust me or not; just came by for some extra
Credit dArk Muse to finish MY own Personal
Milestone in 120K words of my own style now
oF A Trilogy in 21 days; just about done; with ya’ll for now.
But seriously; the ‘logical thing’ to do would be to pretend i don’t exist;
And carry on with the Topic
at hand of the Bible
Vs the Quran;
i covered that
topic already
i do
enough for me, too.
Life is Good Baby and Fun too
when lived for Free never worrying
what other folks think about you at all.
Trust me or not too, if you ever arrive
where i am now; you’ll do stuff no one else has done before too;
who knows; you might do more than me; and i’ll just applaud with a smile as usual..;)
Meanwhile back at the Nipple thread what usually can and will happen too happens too as
Other Wise
a Female
Bunny B goes
on to more
intimately relate
per Aghogday my
user name too still
there.. as she says..
then.. you are so right.
Women generally love men
who can dance. I certainly do and I
can say from my research, men who know
how to move to their bodies to rhythm and respond
well to a partner on the dance floor are almost invariably good in bed.
I think I am not the only female who knows this..:P
I return again with a Spirit of Thanks and Praise..
Hehe; Hey BunnyB, thanks for the Wrong Planet
Support; not often in my life have i received it
from the so-called same more fearless gender.
And it’s true too as at least my wife says; it’s the
Motion of the Ocean that counts; not the size of ‘the gun’ so much.
For it’s True the Brain is the Biggest Sexual Organ of all and Touch too
that is driven
more by
Art oF thE LoVE;
On yeaH and Foreplay
oF Words that toucH
HeArt stRinGs
lightest ways
as Butterfly Wings
FLoWeReD Ecstasy;
As I stand at the Modern
Urinals of life in the Dance Halls
as other Males talk about the desire
for Conquests; i just Sing, lEarn to
move your body and make words of
Poetry that move more than mouths;
i suppose they could threaten me with verbal
abuse like they did when i was an androgynous
young man; but in ‘real life’, ‘faceless avatars’ don’t do that
to 57 year old College ‘Linebacker’ looking Dudes at 240LBs
or so who have no desire to abuse Love
in all the
Love comes;
anyway, from ‘the sound’
of ‘this place’ now overall, other
than folks like you; it appears i’ve
already worn my welcome out for this go around; but
True, the Internet is Now A Ethernet Globe of never ending
Fun; always another Avenue for Creativity to Progress for Free;
unhinged, released, no longer restrained by those who fear more as different..:)
Okay.. now i return to ‘my territories’ of Social Media as such and go on to say.. now..
Anyway.. back to the New Testament as such it could have saved mucho resources
for the Poor if ‘that Young Woman’ who pampered ‘him’ with expensive ointments (oils)
Brought an all Free Bootie Dance of Thanks.. instead.. Works for me@least.. Cheap thrills
STiLL NoW for Humans and Food for the Poor per only Money.. True iN LiGHT.. too..
NoW (or dark) for ‘Poor folks’ can do a Richest Bootie dance oF aLL for Free too..
for those who are brave enough still in touch with aLL
oF tHeiR Body too.. to share and give too..
More more Now eVeN
more in a currency
of LoVE that KinGDoM coMes
in all the ways Love comes.. iLoVENoWFReED..:)


Coming Closer now to fly even higher in the third pART of this Love Themed
Trilogy as FReEDLoVENoW moves to LoVEFReEDNoW coming to the
third pART coming soon to a finish now of iLoVENoWFReED as
this 21 Day effort now exceeds 110K Words approaching
at least 111K Words now as total in 21 Days by the
end of this MicroVerse as i also share
MacroVerse Memories as links
Years to Date and
it’s true
as i related yesterday to
my very nice and always
encouraging Psychiatrist who
has the new fangled Neuro-Star
Trans-Cranial Magnetic Machine
to help severely depressed folks light
up the Feeling parts of the Brain more out
of stone cold dark nights of the Soul as that’s
what can and will happen with chronic to severe
stress and getting locked inside of Mechanical Cognition
Mind where the pipe to love Dries up and a Desert of SpiRiT
oF HeART as MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL slowly loses
all its icing where all that’s left is manila folders plain without any
icing colors of life where all is just one tasteless bland cake of life
ugh been
to those
66 Months
of the DaRK
Years of the SoUL..
i figured out how to get
out and even though i had
to learn to walk a tight rope of continuous
Write of Language connecting emotions
and over 8900 Miles of Dance along
with what is approaching 5.7
Million Words Now
of “SonG oF
mY SoUL”
Longest Long Form
Poem/Bible in the recorded
history now of all of humankind
for no innumerable hands over the course
of Centuries to accomplish this bible and long
form poem feat.. just little old me but as any tight
rope walker will tale you.. it just takes practice and after
that it’s like driving a car or riding a bike as bliss becomes
as effortless as that in Nirvana always Kingdom of Heaven within
now ever changing to different colors of Nirvana and Bliss too.. well
anyway in the waiting room to see my extra cool Psychiatrist.. i finished
a collaborative Smart Phone one fingered Poem with Jane from dVerse
as she is nice enough to actually respond back to my poetic responses
with poetic responses of her own.. which of course is a wonderful thing
to me but sadly some folks get a little ‘butt hurt’ over someone getting
inspired enough to write poetry in response to their muse of
Poetry where some seem like they would rather
you just give accolades of what they did
instead of getting inspired to
actually sing a song
back to them
in a Dance
of Written Words
of SoUL wHeRE for me
at Least tHeRe is no greater
Sacred And Holy Full of Meaning
and Purpose of Life other than a non-verbal
Language Dance with others where Souls fully
touch whether or not a flesh and blood hug comes before
or next now in the Flow of Waves of Rave dancing even more..
truly an ascendent transcendent ecstatic experience that entire
groups of folks can share in synch as waves of Humans together
Surfing all the emotions and senses of God Ocean real NoW HeaR..
works for me and us and we who go to this place of Heaven together now.. as
some folks use substances to help them along the way but for me it’s all Natural
Baby as God
Juices in
and Neurohormone
ways all naturally light
me up like a Bolt of Lightening
Freer as Love than ever before
longer now as the Thunder of Dance
comes next in SpiRiT oF HeaRT SoUL oN LoVEFiRE..
Anyway., as Rihanna Baby says i cAMe HeAR for ‘NLiGHTeNiNG NoW..:)

And this is what me and Jane did together in the waiting Room of the Psychiatrist office..;)

i begin in response to her
poem with what starts below
with my input punctuated by
a smile or wink emoticon..

Nights Colder
Dark Stings
DancESonG WarMS..:)
Sun breaks through
the coldest frost
birds warm feathers
drenched with cold
life goes on.
Seagulls tilt beaks
Up.. Spiral inches
Closer to: LiGHT
Of Sun reFuSiNG
BLiND BeLow..:)
into the sun
in water droplets.
HowL Moon Child
Lone iN DreAms..:)
No wolf howls
fox pads
the shadows.
Circus Wolf Still
Howls for Peer
Appropriate Pals..:)
Nothing sadder
than an animal
made to do tricks
for animals.
Lest a Fox in
Wolf Fur
ARound Town..;)
Let them free.


The Song “Thunder” is surely appropriate for by God.. even on the
F iN “Wrong Planet”.. i am viewed as what might as well be
an ET tHeRe.. hehe.. and sure that’s okay as
that’s what folks saw Van Gogh as
and the list of that Lonely
Heart’s Club Band
moves on larger
for those who
are different enough
to truly strike out on up for
something new will continue
to bring uncomfortable to the existing
Crowd of Sheep as we others Dance on
in Grace of Balance with full bore empathy
and sympathy and compassion in moving connecting
co-creating ways with God all Nature from above oF UniVersE
beYoND iNFiNiTY LoVE eVeN MoRE.. so below within inside
outside and all around LoVE even HiGHeR NoW ToGeTHeR
aLL.. sAdly others are lost as tools and clothes spoon-fed from
birth but that too is a ‘Norm’ of Nature as Being Human as
we are the Guinea Pigs and Scientists same now
as the Artists of Different in the World
attempt to continue to save
the Human SpiRit of
HeaRt iN a BaLanCE
oF mINd and BoDy SoUL
not so far out of whack that Love
dies from Purgatory Grey to those dARk
NiGhts and MontHs and YeS even Years of the
SoUL that no longer Fires a Saint Elmo’s Bonfire that is
Feal as Nature Glows Love as God iN HuMaN EYes and EaRs
of Hands and Feet that Dance and Sing a Feat oF God aLL FReED
works for
me at
anyway as truly
it can and will be hard
to put words beyond infinity
into any words at all less than
dance that feels and senses a Soul
More of non-verbal Language than form
of abstract constructed symbols as idols of Love
will ever fully do.. even in the most out of the box
to date..
thaT coMEs
FRoM: Next
to: LoVE EvEN MoRE NoW
anyway.. getting a little behind now
on a 120K Word Milestone to closer
to 111K Words for this Trilogy was/is surely
worth the extra day spent at the Beach too..
wHeRE Katrina finally did her Signature Pose Form
As Essence of Will and Strength with a Foundation
of LoVE and Grace too.. she might not Dance
or Write Poetry but a Non-Verbal
Pose can and will Dance
and Sing
than words
ever will too as
Thunder does come
in many Forms as Essence
ReaL LiGHT oF EnLiGHTeNiNG NoW too..:)


WeLL NoW.. off to a Sweet Sixteen of MacroVerse Memories
from years to date through March the First today as early
‘tween the hour of Midnight and 1 AM as i finish
up this MacroVerse on the 21st Day
of writing this Trilogy now
moving a little past
21 days
to 21.3 days
or so but it all comes
out in the wash and rinse
and dry cycle as Synchronicity in 111K words or so
continues to play a God WiNK.. DancE and Song for
little old me too.. as the Creative Holy Spirit is a Magical
kinda thing as on 3.1.13 as recorded on Facebook using
the Status as a notepad for poetic thoughts after writing
a first poetic response as a letter to my first and only Facebook
Friend as she has since moved to other pastures than Facebook as
some folks tend to get burnt out on the Facebook Drama and stuff like
that.. but anyway that “Perspectives of My Life” written to her on the night
before 3.1.13 in a Private Message Format as such then from me went on to
be the first Pre-MacroVerse of my First Blog.. KaTiE/MiA Aghogday in Google
Brought Avenue of Free Blogspot Blogs for the first actual publish date of that
for Blogging on 3.10.13 as i started a Page for Blogging too and added in a Nature
Page on Facebook on 3.13.13.. too.. where i kept text versions of all Pre-MacroVerses
and MacroVerses to come starting on 8.18.13 on the new Word Press Blog then of
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI in Word Press Additional Blogging Avenue there as soon
after that i went to buy a yearly subscription for the Premium Blogging avenue
for unlimited Space for another 120K Photos to come starting in the Summer
of 2014 as i changed from Flickr to providing all my photographs in Blog
way as each MacroVerse too.. becomes a Catalog Title for Visual
Streaming Photography as Visual Free Verse Poetry too..
with the Addition of the Muse of YouTube Songs for
a Full Multi Media “SonG oF My SoUL”.. Longest
Long Form Poem passing 5.7 Million words
now as i write the 821st MacroVerse
of that now.. heAR NoW.. Here.. Hehe..
as yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” does Double
Duty as a Bible too with 6 other King James
Sized Bible titled efforts as Sub-Titled Bibles too
underneath A Seventh overall Wing of Longest Long
Form Poem and Bible as “SoNG oF mY SoUL”.. GroWinG
more aLong with the other two ongoing Bibles.. titled.. “Nether
Land Bible 2017”.. at around 2.5 Million Words and.. “FB Profile
Pic Bible 2018”.. at over 1 Million Words now too as all these three
really Big Trio of over King James Sized Bibles are all now never ending
story bibles and long form poems in a real nether land with no sun or moon
that can even be referred to as a symbol of Heaven online now too.. now.. for those
with deep enough IMaGiNations with Creativity and stuff more like that now too.. as WiLL…
AnYWay that first poetic thought that drifted to me early on the morning of 3.1.13 for a
Facebook Status similar to Haiku Love American FReED Style.. hehe.. goes like
this below with the original Acronym for KaTiE MiA fully spelled out then with a
symbol of @@@ all laid out with all Three ‘A’ Phrases too as that comes then
now too..

Kind Autistics Taking In Everything Mindful in Awareness
@Autistic Love
@And the Science of Kindology
@An Ideological First Identity

So.. heAr goes that first..
as 5 year old Memory
and now to the rest
for 4 years to date
so far for MacroVerses
Shared on Word Press in “SonG
oF mY SoUL”.. as the 5 year anniversary
for that comes on 8.18.18 as look at the way
that date lines up with 8’s and 1’s and another 2 that
comes with the rest of 2018 too.. just 14 days after the
40th Milton High School Graduation Party that my Sister noticed
and gave to me from the Local Paper today.. will be held on “My Turf” too at
you (i) guessed it.. “The Heritage Room” at Old Seville Quarter.. a Cool Word that
i often photograph on the outside Window as HeRiTaGE as i leave the Dance
Hall too.. wow.. and just to think and feel and sense the 18 to 21 year old
Women occasionally still Bring a Bootie Dance for me as true the
only person who did something like that for me back then
was my First Love as such and a few others met at the
Military Station Pool too more front to front as the rear
woman to front of man thingy was not in vogue then at
all as far as my experience then at least hehe.. in fact
i came across a shorter flame from the Pool Summer
of ’80 who is a Walmart Cashier the other day too..
and she did say she remembered ‘the dance’ then
we had at the Deep end of that Pool that very hot
day as it’s true she rubbed me the right way then too..
time.. it surely flows like a River and with my Movie Maker
Memory i not only see and hear it.. i surely feel and sense
what i felt and sensed then too.. true ecstasy in the Pool..
And sure it’s true ‘they’ were all a few years younger than
me then.. but nothing like close to 4 Decades now.. hmm..
it’s true i do live ‘most mens’ dreams at age 57 now.. like
i said the richest Bootie Dances may be poor of money and
status and power but they are still among the most real experiences
of life that both a male and female will remember Decades later.. for it’s
true.. a man and or woman will never forget a bootie dance or a heated front
to front dance no matter if it is a one Human CLock Time thingie or not.. thenow..
And that’s the power of Human Lust it binds memories like no other emotion of life..
just ’cause it’s mostly what one might ‘feel’ is an emotion below.. it also exists in the
Biggest Sexual Organ of them all the Brain.. duh how else could i go back ‘tHere’ in
a Movie that i am still in now for real.. Hmm.. perhaps those Movies are held in some
other Quantum Place but never the less they are Supernormal and real as real gets..
in fact more
real than
or Song now
in Memorial of Words now too..
True.. as long as i live i can and will
meet all those turns of a friendly Card now of the past..:)

Hmm.. Well as Synchronicity will surely have God’s way too
as Nature plUS all Supernormal As such too.. i went to the
place of She’s only Sixteen or something like that and
i guess the ‘Time’ Song as my Mother’s Favorite
Song will come at the very end of this
for it’s true one of Katrina’s Favorite
Songs will go just fine with
that last series of Memory
Movie Maker thingies for down below too.. hehe..
for it’s true a One Hundred or so LB Man constructed
A Coral Castle in Florida where somehow he moved 30 ton
Monolithic Stones to do that as the Legend goes some folks
say he floated them in the air with secrets of Egyptian Building
Pyramid Technology but more than likely he used the Force of Balance
the same way in essence that i power my 240LB or so body as feather
float on Terrestrial eARtH aS even the ‘local boys’ in Winn Dixie remark i float.. hehe..;)

Yes that’s surely worth a Wiki link too and true that elder Gentleman
kept the Muse of a 16 year old First Love even erecting a Holy and
Sacred Altar to the Memory of his Sweet Sixteen that he never
got married to then.. this happens as i was Haunted
by my First Love for Decades too as she too
was my Sweet Sixteen First Love then.. too..
for it’s true.. i never processed the Grief
properly when it happened.. pushing it aside
and for that reason of feeling and sensing i also pushed my
heART.. overall away too.. and it’s also true until i could actually
contact her daughter then to thank her for that grief that came back to
me finally at the beginning of regaining all of my emotions in the Summer
of 2013.. that was instrumental as grief healing emotions in me then.. too.. never discount
the Force of Love or a Tear that grieves a (the) loss that is finally healed.. after that
i didn’t have sad dreams about her anymore always wondering how someone
could just say goodbye who seemed to love you so much for what seemed
like a lifetime of 10 months.. then.. it’s true.. a First Love teaches
much and can and will take much away if a person doesn’t realize
that it is the Love that lives within them that they give
to others that is the most real experience of life oF
all.. in other words.. i thought she owned my
feelings but no one ever does but us..
it’s up to us to own our feelings
and senses to regulate
them and integrate
them and
love again
whether it is a beloved
First Love or any other Love..
even the Love.. of a Pet or a Tree
Destroyed by a Hurricane as Ivan did
to my Favorite Oak Tree that once was all
that Grounded me to Nature and God the same
through many isolate years of work as mechanical
cognition of mind away from Love.. i live again as born again
now.. this is no myth.. this is no man alone and this is surely not
my story alone.. it is the story of Human iLoVENoWFReED it is YouR Story Too..
For it’s True Love is the Savior that never dies when living within now real if you
wanna call it Jesus or your First Love or whatever that is fine with me NoW as Long
as Love as Essence continues to Light the Home of YouR Temple of Nature/God/LoVE uP
to give and
oTHeRS FReED..:)

Oh Lord it’s 2:02 AM 3.1.18 and i’m still writing.. if this
keeps up.. no doubt i’m moving up past 111K words now hehe..
So now really to the Sweet Sixteen of Actual Long Form Poem
“SonG oF My SoUL” MacroVerse memories below all told..

“CORE OF creativity”.. in shorts or less or more never the less
and more this is a balance of Human Lust and Love that is a
core of all Human Creativity and Productivity more when real..:)

“FIFTH Dimension of LOVE”.. 2015 was a year of very long discussions
about Comparative Religions on the Wrong Planet along with responding
to every single link and prompt in poetic way at dVerse Poet’s Pub online
too.. from April of 2015 all the way through the 31st Day of March 2016..
the focus in this MacroVerse is the ‘Wrong Planet’ ‘Stuff’ where the
folks there assessed in informal Standard IQ of Book Learning
Stuff range in the area of 140 to 160 as they do know their
Facts as long as Essence of “HeART”.. SpiRiT of SoUL
iN MiNd and BoDY BaLanCinG way is divorced
from the Being of Human.. no.. not all of
them but enough to make the entire
place mostly one of the
loneliest places
that folks
ever meet
up to discuss just
the facts ma’m in Dragnet ways of Cold Life…

“Google Away HOme aGain”.. in this MacroVerse i visit the River i was
raised at per the Photography that will come to the Next MacroVerse too
as i usually put Last Week’s Photography with this Weeks’ MacroVerse to
Keep a Synchronicity of Art going not bound as my time or distance and
or space too.. as True Time is A River with no end of beginning
NoW for those who do find all of life Holy and Sacred
Full of Meaning and Purpose
Co-Creating Life just
like this now
and then for now more..:)

“Broken Arrows oF Dreams Dance”.. Per the opening song of this
MacroVerse it’s not always easy to live in ‘Foot Loose’ Town
but there is always a Trip to ‘The City’ to find open minds and
yeS oPen
Body’s too..
And Jesus F iN Christ Again as
i Edit this later in the Morning
the same thing applies to the F iN ‘Wrong Planet’ as the ‘little
men faceless avatars” there.. no different.. except for the ‘intellectual’ bullying
flavor they bring now more to keep folks in conform with binds of book boxes cold
of old verses what i experienced in F iN Middle School for those with extra small
enough closed minds and bodies that don’t even have the strength of Will in Fearless
Grace of Love to just F iN Ignore someone who is different than they when the other
one establishes their way of life in a different colored flavor than they.. Truth be
told it is a lack of human empathy.. sympathy and compassion.. truth be told it is close
to a lack of Humanity
and what eventually
leads sadly enough
to School Shootings and the
such as that as other folks who
hate the entire Human Race on the Wrong
Planet have intimated in discussions i have been
part of that they wanted to inflict mass destruction
on the actual Normal of Love that does exist in their life of dark…
They need help but it’s truly about as easy as putting lipstick on a pig
and making a pig a ballerina but hey if Aghogday can do it as me perhaps they can too..
one day
at least
if it takes
another thousand
life times to advance
to the pay grade of Loving Humanity real.. anyway.. as i quote
what they piled on in a last ditch attempt to have me banned
from their Island of Hell as Lucifer has already decided to go
as a Light Bringer on Staycation Heaven as Beach away from
Wrong Planet Gnashing of Teeth where sadly those are the
folks who need help the most and can’t see Beach LiGHT
standing tAll beFore them doing JusT tHat
to their disMay in tHeir continued
dArk of night as
little dudes
as Trump might
say in converse
to himself go on to relate
to do tHeir best to get me
kicked out of hell.. hehe..
in other words they
did provide
me a ticket
out as i would
have stayed as long
to help until my sandals
got filled with their dirt as it tends to come next..
same story.. now.. same characters.. same religion even
as these folks are the ‘old timey’ ‘Jews’ oF Old Testaments now still..
even if they profess to not believe in any God it is the Tribal God
within of closed mindedness and body-less of Love they still come
to be in
not what
they do not
feel and sense
Of Real Humanity oF LoVE NoW
being real as real as Humanity will be iN TruTH aS LoVE oF LiGHT

First “BLack Crow Chirps”..

This is an internet forum, not a modern art gallery.

Second “BLack Crow Chirps”..

Mmm. I wouldn’t go as far as saying he shouldn’t post like that,
but perhaps he should be aware that I never, ever read his posts
and I suspect I am not the only one. A shame really, there could
be hidden brilliance behind that awful eye-perforating formatting.

Third “BLack Crow Chirps”..


Fourth “BLack Crow Chirps”..

I question the merit of allowing posts by someone someone
who by his own admission is uninterested in participating
in discussions and is being intentionally disruptive with
the formatting even after having been told multiple times
by mods to cut it out.

Strike Four.. Lucifred Leaves Hell Again if they leave me be as is for now..

As i reply to keep my record in Hell Clean as Clean CaN WiLL Be iN DARk oF NiGHT..

I’ll have you know, the owner; Yes, the Owner Alex that i know; has no problem with the Art of me.
And as far as interacting with folks; look at the record as i’ve never left reciprocal social communication cold.
I am a very busy man; if I leave here for months; it will be ’cause there are places with more civil discourse than here.
And quite honestly, more open minds than what I find here in what is designed for a home for Neuro-Diverse Minds.
Any Way, Jesus F in Christ, quit attempting to bully folks who are different than you. You would never have the courage to
do this to me face to faceless avatar in the flesh ; I promise you that for I live in
“Red-State, USA”, where no one dares do that to me;
dancing ballet in broad public purview; Hehe;
have a nice Day and leave me the F alone and
go on about the business of on topic if you can and will.
Alex asked me to be a Moderator here; I thanked him and said no;
i’ve already done my time in prison of Hall Monitor for the Federal
Government for a Quarter of a Century for just that. And like I said;
I’m going on Vacation; anyway, for a while more from the Wrong Planet;
Just leave it be Dude; there is nothing about me worth your time or effort.

Hehe.. and no.. Alex is not God for the Owner of Hell online other
wise known as the ‘Wrong Planet’ is just another Yogi Potential
Human like you and me.. and Jesus too after ‘they’ changed
the Actor name of that Yogi Character too as far
as Unity of Mind and Body Balance.. Alex is
one of those Artistic Autistic Folks like
me.. he has great promise of potential for
at least he can still laugh
and smile.. as Humanity does
at its best.. in flesh and blood touch…
And it’s true there are worse places than Hell as when i
was the Devil online Hell saved my life for even Hell online
is better than nothing at all as piece of paper flesh and blood existence..
So Thank
you Alex again..
for one day you may
grow as deep as me too alive.. As Human too..
Ocean Whole With God as is Real NoW2.. LiViNG WiTHiN.. aS LoVE..:)

Talking.. “Shh.. wITh GOD”.. Mostly Comparative Religions talk
on the ‘Wrong Planet’.. not a fun place to hang out too much to drain a heart..
and it’s true the year of 2015.. i spent too much time at places where folks didn’t
welcome me in.. lesson learned again.. shake the sandals off sooner or the Temple
of God as YouR Body will suffer in places like that too for i gained
the most out of shape then and it surely showed in the
more unrestricted
Temple of God
as Art of
me then.. but true..
it’s not helpful to just show
all the good sides of life without the strife
as that comes to form as well as essence too in disorder..
for Historical Lessons for future use for better changes anew too..:)

“Moonlight Feels Right”.. anyway.. with this one i explored my Temple
of God and made it all Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose now
to me with a little personal haze of me along the way for as i mustered
the courage to stand in front of the World all natural as that goes too..
my Fearless
and still
is A+++ NoW
as just ask the folks
who feel and sense me in Dance
like this in the flesh and blood way ReaL..;)

“To CENsor Human being”…. Google Temporarily took the avenues
to fully explore the Human Body away and gave it back after an avalanche
of complaints.. True though.. the entire Country may move to more of a conservative
right with censorship of Violent Games and potentially Freedoms like this too but alas
Corporations are More Human that Politicians as Dick’s Sporting Goods and Walmart
are truly listening to the spirit of Passionate Angel Eyed and Brained Youth in feel
and sense of HeART too.. and finally banning weapon sales to under 21 years
of age folks who mostly are not old enough to even drink alcohol
in the bars i frequent.. yep some ‘those’ bootie dances are
stone cold
real in
back of
else.. hehe.. more too..:)

“ZEN ART of selfie”.. More Exploration aS Such..:)

“Tornado PoeTry and mE”.. just another Explosive array of Poetry
as mused from dVerse too.. as all of that comes and goes too.. hehe..;)

“INDIAN MOON CHILD in the alleys of LIFE”.. Fond memories at Old Seville.. too..:)

“Sounds of Sexual Healing”.. No fully ilLusTraTeD Photos HeaR..
truly about the Frequencies of Music that correlate with
pleasurable moans
and groans
stuff like that..
as True.. MuSiC
copies the instrument
of Emotions that are the
Strings of our Vocal Chords..
the Throaty Horns of our voice and
of course the Beat of Hearts in Drum ways too..:)

“Talking.. Shh.. wITh GOD2”.. More Wrong Planet Religious Talk..:)

“BE midnight LIGHT”.. And oh God.. even more exploration aS Such too..:)

“Don’t Look Me in the Eye”.. The Exploration continues even more..

“She Wolf Lives”.. And He still does too.. NoW..;)

“Lazarus and a Beer”.. Give a Man a Beer if that’s all he needs to live…
Not that much different than.. ‘Hard’ Psychotropic Drug side effects now real too..:)

Well.. it was quite a Challenge to make this Trilogy of Love HapPen and for NoW iT’s finished..
With the next Challenge as i for one will never leave a Boot Camp of Art NoW iN Dance and SonG
NoW WiTH probably most of 3.1.18 to get it all put together too.. in publish way oF LoVENoWFReED

2:40 AM 3.1.2018










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 44,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)



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31 Responses to iLoVENoWFReED

  1. Some of the folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’.. pose a question:
    How does a Rationalist Deal with a Wolfman; in likely a
    final return for a while at least; i go on to reply ‘in kind’..

    Just a pArting so long, ago, for now, so, so long, again…
    i appreciate all the input in/out for this;
    one of my Favorite WP threads;
    all aBout pArts aS Such too (specifically, Nipples, too)
    See y’all aRound; i think you guys are really Cool Dudes
    And Dudettes..:)

    Ahoo.. Ahoo..;)

    I fell a little short of my milestone
    for writing 120K words in 21 days; but true,
    i Will get 114,404 Words published in 22 days;
    it’s just the Downloading of 400 photos or so
    that is slowing me down..:)

    The Muse here was/is integral;
    Thanks again for all of it, ‘Wrong Planet’..:)

    And just a little Memorabilia here
    in recognition of the Wrong Planet too..;)

  2. Play Naked.. the cure to all human ills.. plus dance it with song.. voila Heaven.. comes.. And Oh Lord.. Letters not sent.. not a problem of mine and Lent Restrictions.. Hell no.. i just give more of me to the World
    whether ‘it’ wants me or not.. hAha.. heHe.. i just finished
    ‘A’ 114,404 Word Love Letter Trilogy to the World in 22
    days to finish from first letter of word to last online
    publishing effort just for fun.. FReEDLoVENoW
    to LoVEFReEDNoW to the last pArt of the
    Trilogy.. iLoVENoWFReED.. cLicKinG
    Post just before i Celebrated
    A 202nd Dance Week Night
    with all the Lovely
    Spring Breakers
    around the
    Country down/up for the
    Beach and excitement and
    the Locals too with Cat Shirt on
    With a Carton of Milk Spilling on it..
    As Love of Dance for everyone to Drink
    up for Free for the Freest Celebratory Dance
    of me.. and my favorite pArt of the Entire Night
    was coming home and finally hearing my FriEnd
    Shawna Baby’s Voice Dripping Words of Soft Estrogen
    as Mother of Four will Sing.. reminding me of one of my
    Favorite School Teachers (with no F iN Southern Accent)
    who saw the value in me when most every one
    else of ‘Southern Accent’ said i was not one of
    tHeir Humankind..
    she made me feel
    like i belong and Jesus F in
    Christ.. i went back to the ‘Wrong
    Planet’ and all the folks trapped in a box
    did their best to bully me out again.. hehe..
    so i just wrote them a small
    Dear Fred Letter
    and left
    as usual
    on my Merry Love way..
    hehe.. perhaps i should link
    my Trilogy Love Letter to: dVerse.. huh.. but it’s
    too F in Big NoW for anyone but ‘Nerds’ with Big
    ‘Fat’ Computers to open up.. thing is.. my FriEnd
    if no one reads my
    Love Letter
    to the World
    My Letters Love me
    for it’s true my Letter
    is God spelled L O V E..

    As in Nights of White Satin
    With Moodie Blue i lament too..

    “Breathe deep the gathering gloom,
    Watch lights fade from every room.
    Bedsitter people look back and lament,
    Another day’s useless energy spent.
    Impassioned lovers wrestle as one,
    Lonely man cries for love and has none.
    New mother picks up and suckles her son,
    Senior citizens wish they were young.
    Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
    Removes the colours from our sight.
    Red is grey and yellow white.
    But we decide which is right.
    And which is an illusion?”

    Love is no illusion.. And if only
    people prayed more than Lip
    Service that God is Love and
    actuAlly JuST DO LoVE and Worship LoVE
    as essence with thanks and praise NoW iN
    kind communion with all that is Love is.. NoW
    then love will do back now again as REaLNOW.

    i wish your voice was on Youtube..
    that way if i ever feel like no one understands
    me.. i could listen to it and my favorite teacher would
    back to life.

    A little sad today.. as at the end
    of the Write and the beginning of the
    publish of the last leg of my Love Letter to the
    World.. i got the news my First Cousin was killed in
    a Car Accident.. sadly my Father’s side of the family
    didn’t believe in wearing seat-belts.. such a good Family
    Man my Cousin David was to the family he took in of his
    Girlfriend’s all the way thru Grandchildren loving them as his own..
    he was only 49.. i missed out on that part but i refuse to miss out
    on Love.. and it’s true i’ll always wear my seatbelt for my Love is
    Worth Living as Long as i WiLL Love.. a person doesn’t have
    to be understood to Love.. in Fact Dance says it all
    without a word.. and that my
    friEnd will always be
    enough for me
    if all that’s
    is fingers to sing..

    Smiles.. ET i’ll continue to be..
    More Smiles.. Beach i am and Katrina
    finally came around to do my SiGNature pose too (gloRious)
    Happy SpRing wHere Cancer never exists as Love my FriEnD..
    And thanks for inspiring so much of my Love Letters to the World
    me as Love..
    Lives as ET oN eARThBeaCH.

    Let’s make Iggy’s Dream come True..
    Let’s Bring Love Back ALiVENoW
    As True Letters LiViNG L O V E
    For theRE is too much
    Love Lost in
    Robes.. to: DarK From: LiGHT NoW
    wHo Fail to: BReaTHELoVENoW.. From:
    perHapS A Trilogy is FouR mY FRiEnd For
    it’s True.. i’LL Dance and Sing Love the Rest
    of my LiFE no matter if anyone WiLL oPen ‘my’ Letter or not

  3. ReHi.. hehe.. Hellow.. i mean high Shawna
    Baby as i continue to give ‘a little bit’ to you..
    See the Man with the Lonely eyes take
    his hand you’ll be surprised as it’s
    True Katrina Practically
    adopts every
    we meet to give
    at least a Bottle of Gatorade to..
    like the Man on the Beach we met
    Last Tuesday after the Visit to the Psychiatrist
    for me to share my Asperger/Bi-Polar continuing
    Enigma Achievements with just for fun too as we
    passed by the Spot on the Road that would take my
    First Cousin David’s Life about 24 Hours after we passed
    close to that spot on the way home as i went home and changed
    into my Wild Elephant Shirt.. the same one i wore on December 29th
    when David’s Parents invited us out to all the really expensive places
    to dine and for ‘higher class’ entertainment too.. funny.. how life goes
    for that man who is a ‘Rich Man’ as they go around these parts and a
    Successful Entrepreneur often went to the Bi-Polar Spectrum lows and
    highs too in his life of risk taking.. for as liberal as i am.. now.. i’ve never been a spender
    or a risk taker without a Helmet on a Motorcycle or even any Motorcycle at all..
    in this way the Asperger’s
    Caution likely saves my
    life in some ways too..
    anyway.. he understood
    the dark nights of the soul
    and always came through to
    give me support back when i was
    21 and ‘they’ wanted to throw and
    send me ‘away’.. and at 47 at the bottom
    of 19 Medical Disorders when i couldn’t breathe
    for a day from Dysautonomia for i was no longer
    making ‘those’ Adrenaline related Neurohormones
    to keep all the autonomic functions in synch.. he
    randomly called me.. not having any idea how far
    i had fallen and by the end of the Conversation
    i no longer wanted to be put of my misery as
    put to sleep as such forever
    as i could breathe again..
    it’s true.. Saviors come
    in many colors
    for my
    politics of life
    surely do not match his
    but it doesn’t require the
    same color of Savior for the
    Savior to be.. anyway.. this is the last together
    photo where left to right is Bobby sitting And David
    both sons of my Uncle Bob who always came through
    when i needed support the most from ‘that’ side of the family..
    my Father never got/gave it but sure.. he was of the Asperger’s Flavor too..
    where i get that from too.. in his case.. he didn’t have the kind that refused
    to fear or hate anyone different like me.. as that went then.. Teddy.. my Father’s
    Identical Twin’s Son is standing next to me.. he.. two years younger than me.. and
    the other two.. 8 or so years younger than me.. as apparently in someways they put
    more mileage on than i did.. even though i did live in Earth Hell Twice in my life.. for
    around 7 years total in that other place.. and yeah.. i’ve got photos of me when i was
    41 and the other two closer to 30 where we all looked 6 Feet tall.. Oh Lord.. the ravages
    of Mileage for i seriously don’t think i grew 4 inches taller unless i shape shift at will.. hehe..
    hAha.. maybe i do.. i won’t release those secrets completely for now.. hAha2.. seriously though
    now it’s kinda hard to believe that Trump is three inches taller than me and we weigh the same at
    around 240LBS.. guess it depends on how one stretches it out per do..hehe.. my Cousin Teddy has been
    a Free Lance Musician all his life and that’s obviously kept him young as it’s True Art is A Real Fountain of Youth..
    and it’s also True i’ve got photos that most conclusively show i looked much older right when i got out of hell at age 53..
    Before and After Views for the reality that there is a Fountain of Youth of Art in Dance.. sure.. Devil Fred and Angel Cake Fred too…
    where the other Photo is from 2016.. and it’s also true in case i did not note it to you before.. science shows now that
    just still meditation reverses and regenerates the visible Brain Scan Aging of the Human Brain where 50 year old folks
    reflect the brain scans of 25 Year old Human Spring Chicken Brains younger now more.. additionally.. it is proven that
    meditation increases gray matter in the brain in building blocks of potential Higher intelligences too
    except for the Amygdala of Fear where Meditation actually decreases the gray matter
    in Amygdala Fear Land between our ears that dampens illusory fears to surely nil and
    void when one dances close to 8900 Miles approaching 55 months
    on the other side of Hell now Fresh and Free Living Loving
    Freer Still.. of course moving meditation has
    much greater benefits.. hell.. after hell
    in Heaven someone could probably
    write Novel Sized Free Verse
    Poetry each and every
    week with a
    of 40 Miles or so
    of Public Dance for the laser focus
    and concentration that that much Meditation in
    Moving Free Style Public Dance will do.. each month..
    and nah.. my legs surely are not getting weaker as they
    still rise up to do 52 reps or so with 1020 LBS these days..
    on a Parallel Leg Press Machine that is hard enough to do
    where most no one even attempts to use that Machine.. hehe..
    have i convinced you to twirl all around for the Fountain of Youth
    as People who dance and sing live much longer and most importantly
    in the Kingdom of Heaven within all now.. Love Yogi-Style Fearless Mindfully
    and Bodily Aware Love that is all positive with no restraints of fear and hate in
    synch moving and connecting and co-creating together where a little bit turns
    into an entire Mountain of Love that’s never been done or seen before real now too..
    sure.. it’s a ‘little’ harder to do when one
    is raising Four Children inclusive of two
    Children on the Autism Spectrum too..
    i am so Happy you don’t have to work.. Shawna.. now..
    for working and raising us two per the greater Challenges
    associated with Children for what my Mother Had to Deal
    with.. My Sister and me.. melting down all around the
    House ways back then.. was surely a price to pay for
    Raising Love these days.. every loving Mother is a
    Savior.. my FriEnd.. particularly.. the most to
    Otherwise Outcast Children with issues
    as both my Sister and i diagnosed
    with Asperger’s Syndrome
    Decades after the most
    Severe Challenges of that..
    for Human lost toys still now
    who are not in the Football
    Game Play Books at Grade School..
    And as yes.. i did peruse your entire
    Blog and more fully know as always the
    Secrets you do noT keep.. as i’m Feeling you
    up here on E-Mail.. instead oF Filling YouR Blog
    Up as i usually do overflowing with words.. i will depArt
    again by saying more fortune to convince your Husband to let
    go of Materialism so one may be lighter trapped in Loans and other
    Stuff as i surely know several Dudes Around heaR Still Retired from the
    Military working at least one more Job to support their Big Camper and Boats
    where they may never even use these Catch-em up to the Smith and Jones’
    Yard Ornaments Next Door.. particularly in ready made hierarchal spots in
    Church Now too… hehe… yes.. of course to Mention Politics.. moreover too..
    anyway.. Oh God with Google and my Blog and 140K photos or so.. my entire life
    is like a Card Catalog where in my brain i can match the photos with the original
    MacroVerse Title or do a search on a certain word and voila it’s like an F In Card
    Catalog of more than what i could say in one sit down of my soul.. it’s true this
    is already
    my Tombstone
    or Egyptian Pyramid
    of continued KA as far
    as what’s left over after the
    last blink of life and one of the
    best pArts of all is you are literally
    part of my Soul online too.. Shawna Baby..
    Beats an empty tombstone or any Memorial
    Service after Death to enjoy a Memorial Service
    living in a Kingdom of Open Sharing Giving LoVE.. Heaven with in
    no moon or sun.. they may say i’m a dreamer but this shit is real now
    and remains as the remains of me.. seriously.. when i hit the bottom
    i searched my name on Google just to find some remnant of a soul gone dead..
    i did not come back with anything.. but it’s true i didn’t have any key words then..
    to Heaven.. so as usual
    Love ya Shawna
    Baby you always
    light up my
    life.. should
    i change
    the theme song
    now.. hmm.. i’ll stay with
    give a ‘little bit’ for now just
    for the incongruent humor for what i do.. do..hehe..
    i’m making a big heART sign with my hands and yes
    you are my Girl Friend without sex for after all
    i’m just spirit with no age or gender for now
    hear anyway as hard as that may be to see..
    and yeah.. the bottom two photos are when
    i was your age now.. close enough any
    way at closer to 41 for me then
    as you’re still 40.. and in the
    bottom photo
    my Uncle
    and Aunt are
    my age now..
    and yes for all practical
    intents and purposes i feel like i’m 5 years
    old with the perks of being bigger hehe..
    and oh God that place on Shalimar Point
    where my Uncle lives on the Bay in his really
    Big Home.. not a more Beautiful Place in the World
    but it’s still true the best place within is Love and No
    Whoever Wrote the HisTory of Jesus wasn’t kidding
    about the First and only Amendment oF LoVE that
    really counts.
    i Celebrate
    Life and Love
    and i’m changing the SonG
    to the same one most that’s always
    been Humanly Real.. hehe.. additionally
    i just found out my High School Reunion..
    the Fortieth 1978 one is gonna be on 8.4.18..
    and guess where.. yes.. Old Seville Quarter my
    School of Dance too.. like a homecoming that never ends..
    but nah.. i’ll Save the Song about Celebration for it’s True my First Cousin
    died but it’s also true that dude partied on.. and i’m sure he would
    want his life Celebrated too..
    i think my Book
    of LiFE is
    And yes.. there
    are cool people in it too..
    the cooLest F iN People i KnoW
    oF aLL i FeeL and Sense at least now..:)

  4. Back to the Future i mean the Future Back..
    actually with about Four Hours of Sleep
    the last few days i need some
    sleep hehe.. as no..
    Bi-Polar Flavored
    Neurology doesn’t
    Balance well with lack of sleep.
    but hey.. lots going on where i do not
    think i will make it to Frank And Xenia and
    gigoid’s place ’till likely early in the morning or on
    the Church Tour Bus to the Hard Rock Cafe as that’s
    the next life travel on Casino Saturday and then it is Church
    on Sunday and First Sunday Dinner on the Southern Baptist
    Pastor’s Farm Grounds after we get out of Catholic Church and
    then the Art Festival on the River Walk again later after Farm Grounds
    come and go and Lord Knows Feels and Senses if we get around to going
    to the Mall on Sunday and Barnes and Nobles Book Store space.. this writing
    endeavor may play a little second fiddle over the weekend it seems with always
    many more avenues of Muse to Kingdom Come as soon as i get back with 10 fingers
    to an iMac Featured KeyBoard to get that job all done.. yes.. i’m dancing and singing on
    Fingers out of Gas it seems.. but for now i’m alive and that’s enough for me as far as i do..
    with additional Friday before Midnight
    Tribute to all the Lovely Young Women
    at Old Seville Quarter as i am not only
    Daddy Material for them but yes Grand
    Daddy Material too per spread of ages..
    But true Dance is no age now nor is Sing
    Nor is Love too
    when innocent
    the same
    oF Fair Nymphs
    From the Forest as True
    iN LiGHT and dARK any PaN
    Hairy Naked and Innocent too will
    even wear clothes to keep the Dance
    all innocent as such too.. aS LiT uP LAmP..:)

  5. ANGeLS CoMe
    To: BarE From:
    GoD WinGS iN
    DancE AnD SinG
    M A G I C M U S I C
    Add iN A Free Dance
    oF Moving Meditation
    And Get Supernormal
    How Do You PLay
    tHe aLWayS Way
    DancE and SinG
    SMiLes.. ELegance
    Never Goes Out oF Style..
    Colors Spread BLack to Gold
    Freedom of Expression a Path to Heaven
    now for those folks in the Know away from
    Ignorance of the Days of Manila Brain Human
    Beings who spread lies that the Pure all Natural
    Joy of Music and Dance was all a Devil’s Doing when
    the Devil’s Doing was and still are the Folks around the
    Globe taking the steps and chords and notes away from
    God of Nature Dance and Song in a First Amendment of
    God for the
    of Nature
    as Human Being
    Grows an Orchestra
    of Mind and Body Balancing
    Force Alive from Head to Toe..
    And the Symphony is what others
    Hear of God DaNCinG And SinGinG WiTHIN
    Angels Come to Bare God Wings in Dance and Sing…
    Champions of Dance And Song JusT Do it For thE Love oF iT
    Well true it’s a HeLLuvA Lot More than Poetry that backs up the Reality
    oF what Moving Meditation iN A Free Dance WitH Song and Lord kNows
    And feels and senses yes you can and will even read a book while you do it
    for a TriFecta of Coloring one’s Mind and Body from Head to toe expanding
    focus and concentration building grey matter across the Hemispheres Building
    the Corpus Callosum thereby increasing interconnectivity in all areas of the Brain
    Spreading NeuroChemicals and NeuroHormones of Healing from Head to toe..
    increasing connections of memories and emotions with words that bring
    greater cognitive executive functioning for much greater short
    term working memory.. focus and concentration so why
    the hell do folks
    sit still
    in text alone
    well true that’s better
    than nothing but if you
    wanna get Supernormal
    ya Gotta Dance and Sing
    and by all means play a Musical
    Instrument too and next thing ya know
    ya Math Scores Will Improve too.. and oh
    Lord if you are Older and ya wanna reverse
    An Aging Brain do Dance just do Dance
    aS Dance and Song has aLWaYS
    Been/IS the real Fountain
    of Youth even
    Indigenous Americans
    Before so-called Onward Killing
    Christian Soldiers turned the lights
    off on the Higher Force of God within
    yes a Free Dance and Song that’s real
    iN moving connecting co-creating ways
    As any naked savage of God will do to Hold
    Hands with God as Free and Wild as any Call
    of God will Dance and Sing within.. Thanks For Science
    for the Ignorance of so-called ignorant cultures/slash religions
    who take this gift of God away plus sensuality and the Human Libido
    that is equally as healing in productivity and co-creativity of the Entire Tribe too..
    Well.. they Fail.. they fail in misery loves company they fail in stumbled frowns they
    as they
    more than
    Leaves of Grass
    AS WHole as God’s Spring
    Year around in Human Fingers and
    Toes That and Who Dance and Sing A
    three letter word better than sidewalks will ever do..
    Ha!.. iS iT any Wonder ‘they’ were/are Afraid oF ‘A’
    ‘Choir Director’
    ObViouSLY NoT..;)

  6. 3.3.18.. i like the ring of that
    and even though the First
    of the Second Blue Moon
    on 3.31.18.. is held on
    3.1.18.. it did not
    the 3 day
    old Full Moon
    from Turning
    Blood Red over
    the Escambia Bay
    tonight while we transited
    Back from Biloxi Casinos as i did
    the Dance and Song in Public All Around
    the Roads and Sidewalks and Beaches there
    even going as far past the Visitor Center and
    also there too.. to Capture some Art in iPhone
    Ways for Share in this Next MacroVerse Now
    named “BReaTHELoVENoW” as Shawna
    Baby Helped inspire that title that can
    and will be named a Fourth
    Leg of a trilogy GRoWiNG
    from: “FReEDLoVENoW”
    to: “LoVEFReEDNoW”
    to: “LoVENoWFReED”
    as that last MacroVerse
    Number 821 of over 5.7 Million
    Word LonG FoRM PoEM BiBLE
    “SonG oF mY SoUL” Doubles now
    as MacroVerse Number 150 of “Nether
    Land Bible 2017” as that 21 Month Effort
    oF Long Form Poem Bible Writing arises to 2,674,320
    Words as “LoVENoWFReED” also Triples in Effort as
    MacroVerse Number 46 oF A 9 Month-Old Endeavor
    oF “FB Profile Pic 2018”.. as those Words also GRoW
    iN size to.. 1,060,920 Words Moreover NoW iN A Current
    Writing Exploration as MacroVerse Numbers 822/151/47
    Respectively as “BReATHELoVENoW”.. but as usual the Prettier
    Shells can/will be lost in A Big Picture Ocean View so here is a detailed
    and more orderly list with all of what i do as 9 Dimensional Poetry iN FoRM Too..;)

    With All Word Counts below likely coming close to my 58th Birthday on 6.6.18

    12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90+ Months
    6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58+ Months
    3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24+ Months
    1.5 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018 MacroMacroVerse 12+ Months
    MacroVerse as each Chapter currently at a 30K Average Word Count
    MicroVerse as each sub-Chapter separated by Word Count
    MicroMicroVerse as each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
    MicroMicroMicroVerse as each Word in multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
    MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as each letter and or number of multi-meaning
    per H8/K11 and eTc..

    Anyway.. i’m sort of late to several usual Poetry Dates that i verily surely
    get done well Before Saturday night but the Outside Activities in Fresh
    Air continue to supersede word efforts indoors as what comes with Public
    Dance.. hehe.. on Beach Sidewalks and on Beaches of Biloxi way is Car
    Loads of Young Women giving a Man a Cat-Call or Dog Whistle or whatever
    the Biggest Grins mean that come with that too.. true.. there is plenty of Affirmation
    that goes around and comes back for me from God as Whole too in the Points oF
    LiGHT iN Young Women’s Smiles and eyes that and who smile from eye to eye too..
    or in
    my case
    Cool Shades
    With Camouflage
    Shorts and a Brown
    T-Shirt that says “Big
    Foot Saw me but no one
    Believes Him”.. weLL.. iT’s TRuE
    NoW iN these days there are
    Smart Phones and
    where folks can point
    and shoot and Capture me
    for Social Media no matter if anyone
    believes in ‘Big Foot’ or not.. heHe.. i exist..
    And there is proof of me from near to far and
    yes.. close-up too in all the ways i come Back again to Town.. heHe2..
    Speaking of getting around now to gigoid.. Xenia.. and Frank’s Place
    to try to knock the rest of this out of the Writing Ball Park by Midnight
    or so on 3.3.18..
    as the River
    that is
    Ocean Whole
    Shores Expanding
    and Changing Different
    forevermore now.. but the
    Pattern still makes sense and feel
    whether any pre-planning is put into Nature
    oF aLL thaT iS now other than do.. JusT Do iT NoW..:)

  7. WeLL.. as somewhat of a Promise to Shawna
    i’ve done.. ‘You Light up my Life’ And
    now off to gigoid.. Xenia.. And
    Frank’s Place iN “Celebration”
    From: to: “BReATHELoVENoW”
    that makes now Everynow always
    A Holiday Feast nowevermorenow
    for those who count all the Blessings
    now on Planet Heaven in all the ways
    Planet Heaven comes.. for those who
    have some clue of wHeRe they are
    NoW unless they fail to ever live
    the Inheritance now of all the
    Struggles of the
    last 14.5
    Billion Years
    And Beyond iNFiNiTY
    oF thAT iN NeAR siTE
    oF HuMAN eYes oNLY NoW
    BReaTHELoVENoW Catchy ain’t
    it unless you don’t have
    the LoVEFLu Too..
    i’m aLWays gonna
    have a good time NoW
    For that’s just my JusT Reward
    that i would Love for you to Have
    even more but that is up to you.. not me..
    i’M JusT A LiGHT BrinGeR oF Sorts.. A
    CheerLeader As iS NoW GamE oN aS ‘they’ DanceSinG.

    “I’m going to happydance among the stars
    and wear my stripes anyway I want to.”

    ~~ Stripes the tiger ~

    Hi gigoid.. nice to see ya..
    And Ain’t thaT thE TruTH..:)

    “A beginning is the time for taking the most delicate care
    that balances are correct.”

    ~~ from “Manual of Maud’Dib” by the Princess Irulan ~~

    ~~ from “Dune” by Frank Herbert ~~

    Left Foot
    Right Foot Left Foot…

    It’s True i’m Cherokee and Sioux

    BuT iN LiGHT TRuE..

    Kokopelli, the
    Hopi/Navaho trickster

    WiLL JusT DancESinG2..:)

    “Still round the corner there may wait,
    A new road or a secret gate.”

    ~~ J. R. R. Tolkien ~~

    Best Advice For
    Ever Now When
    LiFE BeCoMes DeatH.

    “Why are we here?
    Because we are here.
    Roll the bones.”

    ~~ Rush, “Roll The Bones” ~~

    The More i Roll more
    From: CoLoRs coMe to: ToE..:)

    “If you want to know all about the sea,
    you go and ask a sailor, or a marine biologist, or an oceanographer,
    and they can tell you a lot about the sea.
    But if you go and ask the sea itself, what does it say?
    Grumble, grumble, swish swish.
    It is too busy being itself
    to know anything about itself.”

    ~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~


    “The light is reached not by turning back from the darkness,
    but by going through it.”

    ~~ Leonard Roy Frank ~~

    Even iF DArk
    never ends
    FoR Change..:)

    “Cat advice: Take some time to eat the flowers.”

    ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

    And Feel the Colors..:)

    “The secret of a good sex life is to have a good sex life….
    In other words, kid, don’t let yer meat loaf.”

    ~~ R. Crumb ~~

    aS iN aLL tHings Animal
    Existence eTc eT aL Too
    Don’t waiT For
    anyThing to
    BacK AGaiN
    JusT CoMeNoW Do iT FirsTLasTNoW..;)

    “If I don’t meet you no more in this world
    Then I’ll see you in the next one.
    Don’t be late”

    ~~ Jimi Hendrix ~~

    Forget the Sheet Music..
    i kNow You From: WiLL to: FeeL..;)

    Spring Break
    For Snow
    Soft ‘fore Chill..
    Spring Sings
    Dog Dreams
    Fall Snow Far..
    Spring Brisk
    Dog Paws Dance..
    Snow Fall
    Eyes Rise..:)

    Cracks in Sidewalk
    Spaces in Board Walk
    Streets Seek Highway..
    Life Springs Eternally
    Fall Breaks Repetition
    Cool Winters Cold
    Summer Eyes..
    All Morning
    SinG DeW LiT Day..
    A Notch
    iN Time

  8. JusT ANoTHeR
    Punch A Shark…
    Dance Sing AsHuMaN
    You Make Your Bed With A Seal oF Love
    or Not and Wake or Sleep A Bedspread of (God)
    Rhetorical Question on Facebook.. Which Quarterback (You)
    Most Ironically.. Black and White Jesus says.. God is Love..
    And many of his Followers Don’t Do God
    Multi-Colored Jesus says.. an AR15 will
    Be a Sword in a Parable about You
    Black and White Jesus Says..
    an AR 15 cannot be a Sword
    Liberal Jesus says..
    Those who live by
    the AR 15 die
    by the AR 15
    Conservative Jesus says..
    I Bring an AR 15.. NOT Peace
    Proof there are two folks named
    Jesus in A Bible And most ironic oF
    aLL Half the World Believes that Jesus is Real
    Half of that World Believes he is God and the
    other Half Believes he is just A Greatest Prophet
    and what most all of them believe is if Jesus were
    to come back He would have to do just what they say
    with no Free Will or he Will not be Jesus which is proof
    that is just
    a Story
    Men as paRT
    oF GoD Exercise
    Free Will Relative With LoVe..
    Anyway.. next part of this Admirable Story
    i am in the Gym with a Very Admirable
    Retired Captain from the Military
    Still Squatting Four Hundred
    Pounds up into his 70’s…
    Maverick enlisted
    first as
    Combat Soldier
    in Vietnam the kind of
    Hero that anyone will respect
    in real life as we go on to discuss Freedoms
    Verses Safety and how one cannot have both without
    giving up a little bit of the other at least as this applies to the
    rules of Culture and Religion as that goes for the Politics that are
    the rules associated with what Binds Humans together successfully
    for survive and even potential thrive iN Life for the Right to Life.. Liberty
    and the Pursuit of Happiness too.. in other words do you get to use a Cell
    Phone and type on it while you drive or does that become a primary offense
    for a Traffic Fine.. do you get to own an AR-15 or are children shot by one as
    it’s still true any person mentally ill or not can pick one up at some store and do that
    now if they use their relative free will with fear and hate to do the other thing as Devil
    on Earth.. as that goes too.. albeit.. Corporations are commanding their Freedoms to
    make it harder
    for that to happen
    now on a whim at least
    at Walmart as that goes with
    any Gun now for folks under the
    age of 21.. who haven’t fully Matured
    as a Human Being yet.. sure.. they probably
    should have to wait to serve in the Military until
    21 years of age for the very same reason however
    this is for each person in a Democracy to decide by
    who they vote for to represent those decisions by political
    rule.. anyway.. folks like the Captain have enough experience
    with people to see what Tells the Truth as the Essence of me (Love)..
    And i go on to tale the two Young Men fixing to Leg Press a Couple of Hundred
    Lbs on the Sled assisted Leg Press machine.. hey.. as i’ve already done something
    that looks like a Ballet Routine for folks who do not understand Free Style Martial
    Arts in the Flow of Balance and Zero point Fearless ways of Being for Maximum
    Strength as all Fear is what leads to Tension and Weakness to do less as every
    Hurricane at Calm eye clearly focused and laser concentrated in the Center
    of Balance Fully Understands with Category 6 winds or whatever it takes
    little old me to Leg Press 1020 Lbs.. 52 or so times through a couple
    of Songs on the Radio with my arms raised in the air in just
    another Yoga Pose that removes all fear and tension
    to even exercise greater Strength in the Chi of
    the Moment that is real as fear and hate
    in other words Pure Positive Energy
    Pure Positive LoVE oF WiLL
    Powered by the
    Eye of the
    Hurricane that is the
    Love of Grace that is Center
    Core Balance for the Strength of
    Hurricane Winds that come to be my
    Legs at that point.. so.. i go on to show the
    Young Men just how small my little finger is
    as i go further to point out that my ears are rather
    small for someone who is fixing to turn 58 years old
    for it’s true Ears usually get much bigger than this when
    a Dude Grows as Old as me.. but you see.. the light colors
    changing green to blue of my eyes.. yes.. my Father’s side comes
    from Ireland and before that the Black Forest in Germany and any Long/Large
    extremity as Geographically and Naturally evolved by reproduction will freeze
    off in the Snow if left uncovered or in a naked flight to the death to protect or gain
    valuable/scarce resources for basic survival of life.. true i probably have more than usual
    Neanderthal Genetics as that goes too.. Additionally Hairy from Head to Toe and thinning on
    top as that goes too.. anyway.. i do go on to say that the Greatest Strength is limited by
    the weakest links and in the case of human beings when we do not have strong Hands and
    Feet the entire rest of our body is limited in potential increase of strength by those
    weakest links.. and not only that but in Scientific Studies ‘they’ do show that
    Leg Strength is the greatest predicator of mental acuity in later age..
    True that Captain Doing Squats plus 400 Lbs into his 70’s
    is still one very sharp Mental Acuity Dude too..
    and then i went on to say.. but if you
    rarely do actual weight bearing
    exercises with your feet
    and hands the
    rest of your
    will be limited by that..
    And it’s also true.. Dance long
    enough on EartH Free Style and then you will
    fly as any Terrestrial Bird As Human WiLL on EartH..
    Float or Fly.. ‘they’ both do the same in Center Balance oF FLiGHT..
    anyway.. i advise.. try this Parallel Leg Press Machine sometime as it’s
    Much easier on the Back and close to twice as hard without the Mechanical
    Advantage of the Sled as far as Physics go and i say no.. i don’t do Squats
    as i was born with Congenitally Fused Vertebra in my Spine but it’s true there
    is this option and no.. i don’t bring 1020LBs all the way back to my
    chest for i do experience some age related arthritis in
    my knees as most everyone who approaches
    58 years of age does.. however.. after
    accomplishing this
    i will go over
    to the
    Cable Driven
    Nautilus Leg Press
    with just 500 Pounds
    that is also on a Parallel
    Angle.. And row that like a boat
    over 50 times after doing this with
    my arms raised in the air like a Ballerina
    Bringing that feather light weight all the way to my
    chest for this challenge makes that challenge nothing.. nothing
    at all like a feather drift as by now this is like walking a tight rope too
    that’s like driving a car or bicycle as practice anything long enough and it becomes
    just another
    6 Hurricane
    Human as such..
    you see.. ‘we’ don’t become
    Cat 6 Hurricanes to waste our energy
    on Harming other Hurricanes.. we become
    Hurricanes in Category 6 way now to equally
    Distribute Winds of Love ACross the EarTH NoW
    iN A Balance of Grace and Strength as Will of Love
    And that’s just my admirable story before Catholic Church
    this Morning.. my version of a Homily to the World that is
    Naked without this or that particular cultural cloth to Veil Truth
    in Ignorance away from a UniVersal Love as LiGHT.. take it or leave
    it as this is me.. just me.. and you are you.. JusT you.. be who you WiLL.. iT’s like that2..:)

  9. Frank Hubeny says:

    I like that quote about cats being love on four legs and your description of your beliefs as: “Love is Literally
    my God and Nature is my Church and Dance and Song is my Religion”

    • Giving thanks to Love For Love is Good for Love endures for ever…
      Kyrie Eleison as ‘they’ say for Love inherently is Mercy..
      Altruism by Innate Birth when Gardened and Fed
      As Warm and Fuzzy Kitten Hugs on Two Legs
      From BirtH aS WeLL.. And thanks for stopping
      by Frank.. on a Happy Sunday to me
      for the Monsignor at
      the Catholic
      Church i attend
      let the Children Conduct
      the Mass.. and As aN Example..
      Dressed up the Children in signs
      with the Old 10 Commandments and
      made a game plan to sell memorabilia
      with the 10 Commandments etched as
      Tools in Commercialization of Written
      Down Religious Laws of the past..
      hehe.. even.. Candy Wrappers
      with A Commandment
      or two to sell
      as a trade
      mark per say and do
      as form away from Essence
      as Love within to give and share
      All For Free.. anyway.. when the Priest
      called out to the Congregation as to.. if Selling
      the Old 10 Commandments would please the Jesus
      Fellow and i said.. No.. it’s Idol.. from the Back Pew in a voice that carried..
      additionally.. literally.. explaining why as the Forms of Tools we Make
      often lose the Essence under the Symbols.. particularly Love When
      Love loses the warm and fuzzy Kitten Stuff and or no longer is WiLL
      to keep Love as Flicker Flame Candle Torch and Bonfire alive
      Longer from Deep within a Mind and Body BaLaNCiNG
      SoUL as ForcE LoVE.. anyway i was happy that he
      pointed out the only real Law is Love for
      usually the other Piano Keys
      fall into place after
      the Harmony
      And Frequency
      of the Energy of LoVE Peace
      as Force to Get all of Productivity
      And Co-Creativity Done as Great Works
      oF LiFE sTill NoW iN anS aS thE LiViNG FoRcE oF LoVE..:)

  10. 818.. yes.. two standing tall
    beyond iNFiNiTY Hemisphere
    Brains connecting as one per
    H or 8 individually as one as
    well as some of us think/see
    Broader and Taller
    than others
    where Fear of
    dARk And Cynical
    OF LoVELiGHT becomes
    the Inhibition that drives any potential
    for original art and creativity to a cannon
    of only 27 books.. 10 Commandments or
    613 Torah Laws away from Love that opens
    others to the different of us to Dance and Sing
    as one tribe of multi-colors.. no surprise really for
    the other side is Human Nature too.. for true the eye
    of the Needle that has always been fear and disgust of different
    is what prevents the open subconscious of Art’s Freedom as Love from
    rising up to conscious awareness where ever steps and words becomes Holy
    And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose for all that is seen and unseen and
    heard and unheard of life coming into Greater Focus.. where the next Dance
    and Song and even word and step has never been Danced and Sung before
    in just one
    to Love it all..
    Love it all do you understand
    what it really takes to Love it all for
    to Love it all means and feels and senses
    to be it all in other words open arms for all that is
    God now as Husband and Bride one a Force of Love
    that will never be quenched by rules of old that and who
    Force Love in rules as small as 27 Books or 613 Torah
    Laws or 10 Commandments or 2000 words of Vocabulary
    in book that and who folks describe as God as small as
    one who only speaks 2000 words of Vocabulary
    amongst 80K words or so of what took 23
    years and 2 decades after that to
    come into print as a common
    Law Marriage to a
    God with
    2000 words
    of Vocabulary
    to express the Colors of all
    that is mostly colored by fear and
    exclusion of others colors of God too..
    not to mention other laws that restrict 7 points
    of light on the Human Body as Chakras where there
    are a Quadrillion or so points of light to light up as beyond
    metaphors of Quantum light Human Beings lit up as Love
    reflecting all star point lights in numbers and more of the UniVerse
    as we co-create our UniVerses Holding Hands within inside outside
    above so below and all around moving connecting co-creating in a
    fully open Dance and Song as Rose Blooming always of Life or
    wilt and refuse to come bad anew every now as a New
    Creation of God all that is as all continuously flowering
    NeW as multi-colored greater Rose Creation
    of God as Moving Connecting
    Co-Creative Force of Love
    that/who Opens HeARTs
    And Minds more
    for where
    a Time on a Computer
    Screen of 8:18 will reflect God Us
    and the UniVerse whole Beyond more
    for those who see and hear in more of a Top Down
    way than Bottom up Material Reductionist Black and White
    View of what’s only seen with five senses alone still as the Old
    Metaphors of the Story of Good Cop Jesus did the best to relate
    that those with
    eyes and
    to see
    and hear
    without an oPen
    heART of Child’s Wonder
    And Amusement of Curiosity more
    Every Day and always now a Loving
    HeART of Creativity is A Key to Loving
    more to the never ending milestones of Loving
    God as all that is and more of what we see and hear
    beyond just the five senses of life alone.. making life a Science
    Project as Abstract with only colors of black and white that truly
    are no colors
    at all for
    is left
    of Emotions
    no longer flowing
    and Senses of flame
    flickering out to: Dark
    no longer Lighthouse of Beacon From:
    to: inspire Loving Creativity Shores Expanding
    Ocean Whole never confined to Black and White Print of
    yesternow rule.. Love is an oPen heART and by very definition
    of Humanity closed hearts will never do an open heART Love until
    A Driving heART Change comes that opens Hearts to Love.. Love
    Love is
    Never Blind
    WitH A heART
    Closed to: See More…

  11. It’s True.. We are All Blessed WitH Human PoTenTiaL
    But it’s Do.. We either Wire iT More.. or ‘we’ Do NoT…
    iN LiGHT It’s also True.. ‘These’ are
    A ‘Few’ oF
    mY Most
    Things.. moreover
    i’m ‘that’ version of Julie
    Andrews as a Messenger
    of Love on all Natural Juice(S)
    of God (allthatis).. Every Now Baby All Day NoW
    And it’s Also True i have A Memory for all my Favorite
    Things as any Elephant Messenger of Love WiLL JusT Do
    too in Dance and Song that never ends as an Art of now that
    L O
    V E
    FoR aLL..
    Yeah.. i kNow.. the
    fAct that my GrandFather..
    an X-Catholic Priest.. Dining
    in A Peer Group With Einstein
    in the Last Century brought a Certain
    Seed Potential More that someone like little
    old me Born in a Red State Town in a little Mill
    Town on a Black Water River might be a little different
    more than the rest of the Children in the Aquarium of
    Different ColoRed Fish.. but never the less without
    Adaptation to Environmental Struggle and Bliss
    Any Firework
    up as
    JusT ANoTHeR
    ‘Nerd’ LiVinG at HoMe..
    And that’s Okay too for Parents
    And other Family Members surely
    Deserve Loving Company too.. no matter
    if that is Farm Life or even Urban Decay for
    Love sitting on Front Porches IS A GreaTesT
    Force STiLL oF ToGeTHeR NoW iN the Arms of Love
    that and who never give up Holding Hands as a Family of one..
    true though.. some of us venture further even if only in A UniVerse
    the place
    that those who
    are strong enough and
    fearless WiTHiN sprout a Love
    NoW as Tree Of Live that and who
    Will Never End NoW as Flicker of
    FLAMe.. A Torch of Bonfire iN Saint Elmo’s
    Fire aS Light House BeaconTransfigured aWay to:
    FroM: all iLLuSoRY Fears.. and moreover the perspective
    that many Messengers oF LoVE BRinG As DArk NiGhts
    to Months: to Years of the SoUL as Devil iN EartH HeLL
    WiTHiN without even a memory if one has ever laughed
    or smiled for what that Feels like as Love Deep WiTHIN
    For True when one
    BeCoMeS ThAT
    Perspective aS every
    SMILE NoW Generated
    iN OTHeRS by LoVE thaT/wHo
    DanceS and SinGS TrUE FReEDoM
    oUT of DaRK oF Fear and Hate as Misery
    Loves Company in Numb and Pain LEarns now
    to Bless oTHeRS More by the LiGHT tHey BRinG
    as SeLF FuLFiLLinG Nirvana and Bliss as these
    Meek of BeinG Human Messengers oF LoVE
    InHeRiT aLL NaTuRALLy the Kingdom
    of LoVE WiTHIN aS iT iS A Flash
    DancE SonG oF LoVE.. so
    Sure.. i JusT Changed
    the Song
    A Few of
    My Favorite Things:
    to: A More Modern Flash From:
    Dance Song oF LiFE.. or better
    yet put.. Mr. Blue SKeYes Straight
    out of Hell as Devil for 66 Months.. sure
    as X is Alphanumerical 6 for Kisses and
    0 is Alphanumerical 6 for Hugs.. and HeART
    is the he of ART that never gives up A GRace of
    WiLL iN LoViNG BaLanCinG ForcE oF FReEDoM’S
    LoVE as STRenGTH iN ‘LoVEBReaTHENoW’ ALiVE..
    PerHaPS A Title Changes now too as aN oTHeR one stays too..:)

    Funny how people Measure success for those who have
    lost the abiLITy to FeeL a sMile Do Feel and Sense Best for True
    Some Folks MeaSure succesS in terms of Large Homes and Fast
    Cars and others Measure Success in Terms of Status and Power
    of subjugating and dominating others with illusory fears and empty promises
    that through the ages have been Religions (binds) that bring both Love and Death
    And Destruction and Misery in the Company of Suffering of so many oTHeRS still for those
    viewed as too different and made outcast from the Social Group at Hand wheRever Love
    Comes or Lives A HoMe oF BeinG Human now.. it’s true there are many hoLLow sHells
    oF BeinG Human
    aRound the GLobe
    as tHere are many
    Front porch Sitters
    oF LoVE oN old FArms
    And in decaying Urban Homes
    that are only shells of Real Love WiTHiN
    NoW who sit and dance and sing alive too
    MoRE WiTH Poorer cLoTHeS oN thaT and wHo NoW arE
    SPiRiTs oF HeaRT BaLaNCinG SouL GOLD ALiVE NoW iN LoVE aLL
    HoLDiNG Hands ToGetHeR WArm and True iN Hugs and Kisses NoW
    oF ReaL LoVE tHaT iS No Equal of Sunshine Blue SKeYes WiTHiN
    Reaching out and Touching Beyond iNFiNiTY for LoVE is no place
    sPace.. time.. and or distance alone now away from Forevernow..
    allone True.. i am not only a Messenger of Love.. for i am a watcher
    NoW of Pain and Numb and Dark Nights and Months and
    Years of the Souls oF oTHeRs sTiLL.. as that too
    coMes iN many ways as empty
    sHells of BeinG Human
    in Gold Towers
    from: LoVE NoW.. to:
    sure.. in Homes of PoliTics
    And CoNgress of that and SeNate
    in little men now who have never truly
    found security within Fearless and Free
    no matter height or weight as Meek is never
    small within as Fearless and Free.. true though
    my weight yesterday peaked at 242.6 Lbs afTer
    a Farm Home Dinner so Generously provided by
    A Southern Baptist Pastor’s Family.. and it’s also true
    i had stories to bRing of views they rarely see like Young Woman
    Wild and Free Bringing an ointment of fine rich oils for Bootie Dances
    more.. as Gift to me for the Dance of Smiles aS iNNoCent LoVE i BRinG..
    And while it’s true i do get my fair share of frowns and looks of disgust for
    the Dance of someone ‘as large’ as me in the public stores from those buying something
    now to replace a FeeL oF LoVE and tRust iN Nature as is as God all that is now.. sAdly.. those
    folks closer to my age as peers for AS HiStory sHows it is the much younger folks who have not
    yet grown a heart of stone no longer FiLLinG the Joy of a simple naked play of Life in Dance
    and Song clothed or not for the Essence of Love as Play Dances and Sings more out of
    all iLLuSoRY
    and hate
    of the different
    among us shining
    Brighter as any Blue
    SKeYes oF GoD WiLL NoW
    without restraints of an Apocalypse
    in Veils of Ignorance that and who have
    Forgotten the original Greek Way of Wisdom
    to remove those veils of fear and hate as well as
    BRinGinG Older Jewish ways of feeling and sensing all the Signs
    of the MiND of ReaLiTy that is never ending story of a play that makes
    full feel and sense if not all oF iT makes any knowing way of BeinG aT aLL..
    oTHeR than
    A FeeL
    thaT iS Real
    As Beauty SpRings
    A Fountain of never ending
    JoY that and who finds Heaven now real..
    True.. i still ‘see’ that on Front Porches of Urban
    Decay.. True.. i still see that in Old Farm Homes
    far far in the Country aS HeARTs of Gold that and
    who Live within sharing a a Meal of Love with every
    one who sTill comes to A Table of Love to eat and drink
    A Manna
    oF as The
    oF LoVE iN TRuTH
    And LiGHT Beyond all
    Hyperbole and Myths that attempt
    to define and confine Love to anything
    less that a LoVE For all that is as God now Real..
    HeLLo.. i am Mr. Blue SKeYes and sure Miss Blue SKeYes
    too for what i am not missing iS the Force that lives Beyond
    as all
    thaT iS LoVE
    And.. it’s True while
    i may be way too large
    as just aNotHeR thief in Broad
    Band Day Light in an Ocean online.. yes..
    too big for most to see.. every Point oF LiGHT
    AS Human BeinGs who sMile at me LoVE albeit far
    below the numerical ages of my peer group now less
    in graying ages more.. yes.. every sMiLE that/who comes
    to me as i travel this metro area of smiles and frowns.. Smiles
    are the Riches i bless to others aS iN my Kingdom of Heaven now
    come.. it’s true.. it takes work to establish a Kingdom of Heaven within.. NoW
    True.. it takes Great Works of Humble and Meek neVer SeeKinG aN iLL Dollar
    biLL or A Lincoln Sent Cent NoW either as the Wages of Love Are JusT LoVE
    aS WorK
    now only
    those who
    do not FeeL iT
    NoW are those who
    FeeL and SensE they need more NoW.

  12. AHeAD
    FoR Me
    iNSidE JoKE to: Those
    From: ReALLy
    KNoW me
    To: PuT iT
    iN LaYMaN’s
    TeRMs FRoM:
    aS SucH
    SMiLes.. Victoria..
    HeART oPeNs
    SPiRiT SoULoVE..

    9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
    April Fred’s Day 2018
    FourTHENeW TesTaMeNT oF LoVE 2018

    YeaH iT’s True.. those are the 9 Chapters
    oF A “FourTHENeW TesTaMeNT oF LoVE 2018”
    of which only the first 3 Chapters are Complete
    And yes.. three larger than Old King James Versions
    have already come and gone and still exist as various
    Sub-Chapters of still overflowing 5.7 Million Word Long Form
    Poem Ocean Whole Bible named “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. For the First
    New Testament.. i titled.. at leasT.. iS.. “New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
    as a total of 12 MacroVerses at 181,222 Words and if that wasn’t enough that just led
    to “2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen” by Christmas Day of 2016 at 181,201 Words..
    wHeRE what often happens as the SubChapter TiTLeS unDer “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Do
    WiLL ofTen Come Close to the Entire Effort of all that i do in the present moment NoW
    of the Doing Art Come what may be.. when the Art Kingdom Does come
    from within me.. as a Heavenly Act of Nature All Natural As such
    from Deep within me.. More.. as Creative Holy Spirit
    Action Free For MorE Art to Kingdom LoVE coMe..
    NoW.. Anyway.. the Second Titled Bible Effort then
    Since Grand Parent Bible.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
    came the same day on Christmas Day of 2016
    that the 2nd New Testament i wrote came too..
    as that Entire “Grand Cross Bible 2016” Effort
    Rose up at 915K Words in 61 MacroVerses
    on Christmas Day of 2016.. with sure.. still
    5 other Titled Bibles to come aLonG WiTH
    “A SaVaNT oF LoVE” then as A Third New
    Testament Published then close to the
    end of 2017 With 13 MacroVerses
    at 255,193 Words.. So..
    yeah.. all of this is included
    in my MacroVerse Featnotes and Milestones too..
    And this year.. “9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”..
    May Share Dancing and Singing Space with Highlighted Selfie’s
    oF aLL of the Women Captured at Old Seville Quarter since 6 Months ago..
    where THeRe are A Multi-Tude of Chapters since i started Celebrating Thousand
    Miles as Increments of Public Dance with the First 2000 MilesPublic Dance Effort close to the
    End of Summer 2014.. And the Dance at Old Seville Quarter StArTinG Close to the Spring
    Equinox iN March oF 2014.. anyway.. the little Birdie of which i Love to name something
    like A Jonathan Livingston Seagull WiTHiN AS Holy Spirit Phoenix oF Fire Brand
    Creative Ways brought up to Conscious Level from deep below in
    Subconscious Mind as Most Truly Original Artists and
    Scientists relate this Real Quantum Metaphor
    of Deeper MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    LoVE ForCE oF SoUL WiTH SuRE..
    soMe Yang Shadow SprinKLeD
    iN too as that WiLL Happen
    MaGiCaLLY aLL Natural
    too as nows go by
    Smoothe in
    Higher Cosmic
    Consciousness all Natural
    too for what is perceived oF aLL
    that is as God all that is Nature seen
    and yet to be seen and heard as well next
    from deep deep within as Kingdom of Heaven
    Real all Natural coMe now too.. in even more Colors
    of FeeLingS and SeNSeS CoMInG into aLL Natural Forms
    reLating Essence oF Life’s Experiences even more to go go go..
    as nows go by and sure.. in some nows a forEcast coMes to Guide
    WaKinG DreAM Fruition as deep deep down WiTHIN iS liKe DreAm Control
    in WaKinG Dreams CoME to Fruition EveN More as Sailing Ships AMonGST
    A SpiRiT FLoWN HiGHeR KinGDoM OCeaN WHoLE MoVinG CoNNecTinG
    Co-Creating with all that is as GOD NoW eVeN MoRE.. to put it my Layman’s
    Terms again at least again.. hehe.. Got just the SonG for this too.. by someone
    else with a Last Name Tate in tHeir LineAge too.. anYWay.. it seems that final
    9th Chapter as “FourTHENeW TesTaMeNT oF LoVE 2018” WiLL Come to
    Fruition in this WaKinG Dream coMe as Plan AHead on 4.11.18..
    as Lord this is about as far in Milestones i’ve brought forward
    oF Future in PreSenT yet.. it seems.. but hey.. don’t forget..
    distance space and time is only iLLuSioN
    When Love Comes to Town Beyond
    Ocean Whole More ShoreS
    eXPaNDinG iN HuMaN
    BeinG eYeS eVen
    DReAM’s FRuiTioN LiVES..
    And hehe.. ‘they’ thought it was
    complex thousands of years ago
    to complete THaT OTHeR CaPStoNE
    oF KA SpiRiT ReVeaLeD iN SToNE but
    hey.. this is the New Transhumanism of Tools
    Brought Forth from the Nerds of the Ages come to
    Garage Fruition and the Such of that aS Science too.. to
    BRinG the ArT of HuMaN SPiRiT some Bare Bones Science
    to make a New Renaissance oF LoVE as FruiTioN Real as Real WiLL BE as LoVE..
    anyway.. hehe.. looks like i won’t have to wait for any ‘signs’ for any next title soon of
    MacroVerseS NoW uNTiL 4.18.18.. hmm.. like the RinG oF THaT day too like 4.11.18..
    as it’s worth noting entire Civilizations in actual Concrete way were built using the Ratio
    of Phi for miles to be seen above as Macro-Cosm of Ancient Civilization Cities still now..
    no.. tHere was/is no
    grand plan
    to do this
    other than
    God as God
    Revealed God
    in Human eYes more
    in all that comes in every Human
    eYe and Hand and Foot in all that
    Makes Dance and Song Real in Art and Science MoRE NoW iN
    oTHeR Words.. RelativELy SpeaKinG iN GoD eYes and Hands And
    Feet NoW aS such we all continue to Reveal More of God as we are all
    nobody and everyone one.. and that’s why i don’t have much problem now
    with the ‘Nicene Creed’ at Catholic Church other than only this and only that
    as we are all one Universal Catholic Way of BeinG LiFE as PaRTs of GoD
    OCeaN WhOLE SiGNaTURE STiLL UNCoiLiNG NoW iN No Distance
    Space or
    time but
    As now
    is aLL tHeiR
    is constantly
    ChanGiNG sAMe
    And DiFFeRenT NoW..
    iT’s True tHeRE is noTHiNG
    RaNDoM NoW iN CHaoS aS OrDER ONE..
    WeLL at Least.. in these Layman’s terms @LeasT..
    For it’s True.. don’t forget about “April Fred’s Day 2018”
    too and remember.. yes.. you can Google it as tHeir IS A
    HiStory Online oF April Fred’s DayS iN Past Years too2..;)

  13. Dormant then Regenerate…
    Human Art comes from
    too.. as Buds
    of Trees Sprout
    out after Seasonal
    Rest.. and true many
    Trees and other Flowering
    Leave Bushes are having problems
    With Growing Seasons of year Long Springs
    as Climate Change of Warm for Two Years screws
    up the Other Wise Nature Balance of Dormant to Spring
    Buds of Living Fresh.. Humans are different though for we do
    have a potential
    Science as Art
    to Re-Create
    A MiND and
    BoDY BaLanCinG
    SoUL as i told the Gym Assistant
    Friend Vida tonight as i walked in and
    grabbed two towels instead of one conversing
    with her speaking about all the words still Flowing
    out of my Head and she said she had about 35 Windows
    Open in online screen time in her Head.. Tabs open as such
    as they say in Computer Multi-Tasking Lingo too.. for i went
    into Yogi and Free Style Martial arts and Ballet Style Dance
    for around 20 Minutes coming back confidently in trust to
    say all my Windows are closed now longitudinally
    in Hemispheres of Mind from west to east and
    North to South in Body LaTiTuDiNaLLy
    from: Head to: toe.. No Ball of
    Confusion up top for me
    anymore then as
    A Practice of MoVING
    CoNNecTinG Co-CreaTinG
    of Actual Free Dance to BRinG
    all of existence in synch all around
    within inside outside above so below too..
    Control of one’s thoughts no problem at all when
    all is laser focused and concentrated as the Clearly
    Defined Center Point Balance oF aN EYe oF A Hurricane
    WitH Wind Burst Bands of Graceful Love as Foundation
    of WiLL And Strength eVeN MoRE NoW.. Sure.. it’s easier
    to see the Countenance of that in my Non-Verbal Display
    in Peace and Harmony of 100% Confidence away from
    iLLuSoRY FeaRS but as i told the Gym Assistant
    Vida.. sure.. easier to do when Competition of
    School For Grades and Work for Pay
    is no longer a Slave Soup
    oF BeinG Spoon
    Fed Humans
    as attached
    CoG as Machines oF
    CuLTURE to BRinG
    Creature Comforts while
    often the Nature of Human Goes
    lost inTo reaSon out of Much Greater Art
    Intelligence from MoViNG to EMoTioNaL
    to Co-CReaTinG INTeLLiGenCeS ToGeTHeR
    aS Existential InTeLLiGences BRinG Peace and Harmony MoRENoWEvERNoW
    Real as Energy oF Frequency and Vibration Synergy oF Human LiGHT MoRENoW..
    anYWay when the other nice Gym Attendant Jolie agreed that sure Stress and Work
    are the source of that Stress anyway.. i went on to say.. oh but.. yes.. oh but.. when
    School and Work is done one must get original and create tHeir own Sacred and
    Holy Meaning and Purpose Passion to Drive life in new Pathways of Journeys
    that work now.. such as Dancing 40 miles or so in 7 days and Writing 40K
    words of so of Free Verse Poetry when not out and about in the
    Big Blue Room oF Nature more than doing that as i surely
    have the last week as that current routine continues
    to expand through this week from Hair Cut to
    Dr. Visit through Public Dancing in Stores
    tomorrow too through Working
    out again on Wednesday
    through Seville Quarter
    Dancing the 203rd Week
    on Thursday Night as Marathon
    with all the Cool College Age Folks
    then to JoY oF A Psychotherapist visit on Friday
    to Funeral for my First Cousin David in Ft Walton
    Beach and Dinner with Family over there to more Store
    Dance Saturday night in Public to Church the next Sunday morning
    And Mall Dance and Barnes and Nobles Reading Dancing in Public too..
    while listening to Meditation Music there.. nah.. not likely another 40K Word
    or so week again this week if i will get this thingy published in a Day’s Effort of
    Wednesday Before i work-out but the Enriching Environment of Nature either Blue
    SKeYes Green Grass and Flowers or the Nature of Humans Visiting inside of Buildings
    for all of the other activities too.. i find it all inspiring from dARk to LiGHT and alWays now
    JusT more Muse for Writing SonG as it’s true i’m not just working for the weekend i am
    ALwaYs NoW
    as JusT Another
    NoW iN mY Park Like
    the Fourth of July with Fireworks
    of iNdependence iN MoVinG CoNNeCTinG
    Co-Creating ways for the Right to Life and Liberty NoW
    and my Pursuit of Happiness never ending as Weekend NoW..
    And on top of that i get to visit my Public Audience more for Dance
    who at least Bring a Smile to me NoW of Non-Verbal Reciprocal Social
    Communication NoW.. aS iT’s True.. SMiLes are not unlike Love as they
    are like Oxygen and they alone will never get a person too High like
    all the Bootie Dance Dangers at the Dance Hall and Stuff like that
    for rises of moods that can and will go too high now without Dude
    Caution aS
    Such below
    so above within
    inside outside and
    all around now ReaL.. too.. all around more
    NoW aS iT’s True.. i really don’t have to continue
    to work for the weekend now as all is now as PLaY..
    anyway.. dVerse.. has a Haibun prompt that i always
    do as FredBun with FredKu aLonG WiTH mY UniQuE
    Martial Arts Style of FredFu to go too.. still catching up
    on all the short sleep nights of the last few days as
    great strides for that were also made last night..
    For True.. Every Tree wHo Springs with Buds
    Needs Dormant nows to Regenerate
    in Re-Creation too.. Sleep
    is surely and verily
    for that too.. as
    true.. even Shaman’s
    And Yogi’s Need Sleep too..
    so.. with that sAid.. night night
    as i continue to enJoY A Never
    Ending Beginning oF My WeeKEnD NoW..:)

  14. Apollo.. A Greek God of Athletics.. Music.. Poetry.. Truth.. Prophecy..
    Healing.. Sun and Light.. Plague.. and yes much much more sits atop
    my ‘file cabinet’ with a 24X inch View of Nature.. let’s make that
    A Phi 1.618 Ratio 24k Gold View of God as Nature too.. for True
    Reason oF Art and the Science oF heART Fulfilling Human
    Potential more next to Hebes.. A Greek Goddess of Youth
    as surely Katrina in some ways portrays in
    the First Half Century of her
    Life but HeaR’s A Deal
    for it is Moving
    that IS A True Fountain
    of Youth and Pathway to
    a Kingdom of Heaven within
    For the Inner UniVerse of BeinG
    Human Portrayed in Human Symbols
    as Essence for much greater Human Potential
    of Shadow through Love.. dArk BRings LiGHT And even more
    the Good News today now and really potentially Human Species
    Saving News overall is the Greeks in someways have potentially
    saved the Modern Human Species not only through our ways of
    Democracy but also through the Olympics and the overall Power of
    Sport as Microcosm of What Brings Team Work of Warm and Fuzzy
    Social Cooperation at the end of the Competitions that fulfill the Human
    Tribal Instinct to game with each other less Violence and Killing Wars that
    lead to destruction and death of the Human way of Life in Altruistic Ways of
    Empathy.. Sympathy.. and Compassion as a Good Sport will Surely Bring in
    Cooperation of Team Work and Greater Humble Winners who Celebrate the effort
    of those who win no medals of material gain but exercise their Will of Excellence to
    Progress the Human Species Hand in Hand iN A Sport of Love more than guns and
    knives and violence of wars will ever do as Sword over Peace where Sports Bring Peace..
    true this is self evident today as the Olympics has brought a spiRit of worKing toward Peace
    as South Korea works with North Korea to get a guarantee for the Sovereignty of North Korea
    in exchange of DeNuclearization so Crazy Clown Trump won’t go nuts and Kill a Few Million
    North and South Korean Folks as someone has to step up to be AdultS in World Scale aS
    Such.. and sure credit South Korea all the way for that.. for one must remember the
    United States in Karma of do and effect has/is proven that they are surely capable
    of Killing over 100K innocent folks over Wars with no Justification to
    destabilize entire regions of the World
    in exchange for Cronies building
    back in Military Industrial Complex
    ways in what was
    torn down
    by the
    same just
    to make money just
    to make blood money more
    then and potentially now without
    South Korean Humans in the Room
    to work stuff out.. true there are bigger
    AR-15’s and Empathy-less Humans to
    worry about at the very top as opposed
    to the very bottom of the Food Chain
    of Power and Status that and
    who was never loved
    enough with
    animal love as a child
    with hugs and kisses of
    Parents who never neglected
    their children for making bucks and
    bigger bucks for nothing nothing at all
    but eventual misery loves suffering more
    away from warm and fuzzy Love of Human Potential
    ways that Hugs after win or lose of Sports the same now
    more as Team Work More.. true.. one of my College Degrees
    is in Sports, Leisure, and Health and We Had a Teacher named
    Dr. Watson who brought to US A Philosophy of Sports and the real
    importance of Sports to balance out Societies through History as is and
    not only that but to bring tolerance and acceptance to human differences like
    Color and Gender and Sexual Orientations and Nationalities and Different Religions
    too.. Moving Connecting and Co-Creating no longer A World more Valuable as Sword less Peace..
    and as pARt of this entire Science Project of Creating 7 King James Sized Bibles ongoing in what is coming close
    to 55 Months of effort by 3.18.18.. along with 9,000 Miles of Public Dance as any Messenger
    of God like Hermes born in A Middle of Gemini on 6.6.60 in Human Form as that too
    is just a mythological metaphorical archetype for all Humans who Bring any Healing
    Message to the rest of Humanity like the old reliable ways always as thousands
    of years iN moving connecting and co-creating more in Peace and True
    although i’ve only reached Several Hundred Thousand Folks
    in my Southern Gulf Coast Region from Biloxi
    Mississipi to Tallahassee Florida in
    Direct Face to Face Dance
    in this New Age of
    Mass Communication
    and Volunteer Smart Phone
    Video Voyeurs to Promote my Ministry
    of Dance more than likely my Message of
    Dance in Flesh and Blood with no words at all
    is/has reached Millions of folks around the World
    particularly in one simple Avenue of Facebook Shares.. as
    those folks are not among my Facebook Peers overall.. those
    folks are still Budding Fresh as Love Flowers Anew those Faces
    are the Faces of those who will replace the Cobwebs of Fear and
    Hate currently in Office who can not do anything successfully but give
    Huge Welfare Breaks to the already Rich.. in Reverse Robbing Hood this
    Future Generation for Resources for Infrastructure and already the Arts and
    Potentially for Athletics and Greater Opportunities for Physical
    Education too for A saddest part of our New age
    of Computer Cog Human Being Schools
    is after 9th Grade where i live
    Physical Education
    is just an
    and no longer
    a Requirement to enrich
    the Physical Intelligence of not only
    Individual Human Potential in Regulating Emotions
    and Integrating Senses for Mind and Body Balance more
    in Peace and Harmony but additionally missing out on lEarning
    social cooperative skills that team work brings.. for it is true my friends
    as in all stuff existence.. use it or lose does apply both to new Culturally
    inspired skills as well as what we have as epigenetic and neuroplastic
    skills from Head to toe for innate instinctual intuitive gifts more
    For Being Human that wither away for the Hawk who does not
    practice flying and the Monkey who does not practice
    falls and
    more.. Humans are no exception as
    most Humans are Six times weaker
    than Monkeys and so are most Humans
    much weaker than someone like me who
    Dances 9000 Miles coming up in 55 months
    of go go go.. as same applies to A mind as well
    use it or lose it applies so stay sharp or go dull stay
    hard or
    Karma is the
    rule always in
    positive attitude
    positive action and
    positive consequence
    aRiSinG as Higher within inside
    outside above so below and all around
    as the Kingdom of Heaven come to be as us
    both individually and as team-work too as a Sport
    of God as all that is as Nature pLuS that works for US..
    And the rest of the World Eventually PoTenTiaLLy too.. True
    i went to the University of Bowling Center to work for close to
    two Decades as A University of Human Being after Graduation with
    Three Degrees.. in Anthropology.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. and
    Health Science with plenty of Sports and Leisure studies to go along with
    that eventually becoming Community Activities Director and Athletic Director
    of a Military Installation before falling to 19 Medical Disorders as the new ‘Efficiencies’
    of the Work Place Dictated i be A Human Computer Machine and Human Human Being
    too in Multi-tasking way that we Humans are simply NOT evolved to be or do.. i broke down
    i broke down and almost died after 11 Years of Chronic Stress thru the last 2 of those years
    in constant fight or flight stress erasing all emotions but fear driven adrenaline ones then..
    what i was able to
    do at the University
    of Bowling Center
    was move all around
    and connect to others
    and even co-create a little
    with others before i became a
    Computer Cog then too.. now i still attend
    the University of Gym.. eventually recovering
    enough for the Kingdom of my Heaven now as that
    goes for the Rights to Life and Liberty and the Pursuit of
    Happiness in my Declaration of Independence now too.. yes..
    i’ve lEarned a lot.. And most of what i’ve lEarned is BRinGinG out
    the inherent gifts of instinct and intuition as ISA’s as Instinct Skills and Abilities
    well beyond the cultural spoon-fed Standard IQ ways of KSA’s per Knowledge
    over Instinct of Skills and Abilities more and in essence less of what all of human
    potential can and will be when the Art of Physical and Emotional Intelligences Bring
    Much Greater Overall Existential Intelligences For a Balance of LiFE thaT iS ReaL aLWays
    NoW forevermore NoW iN Peace and Harmony of Loving all of existence now real.. true though
    iT aLL stARTs
    within inside
    outside above so
    below and all around
    as that applies to the exterior
    World of Team Work with the rest
    of Nature True iN LiGHT too.,. i give
    and share it all for the simple reason and
    art of can and will.. in both reason and art too…
    And Florida.. since emboldened by Trump and his Dark
    Arts of Manipulation of others through illusory fears/hate
    and potential death and destruction he’s created himself
    A L O N G W I T H M A N Y E M P T Y C A R R O Tpromises
    Has now cut the Funding For Cultural Arts down to a just few
    percentage points of what it was before ‘The Trump Dark Night’
    came to be elected just a year ago and some months now.. yes..
    5 Million Dollars for an entire state while Trump and his ‘Dark Knights’
    continue to do the same on a Federal Scale too.. we live in sick nation
    for now.. a very sick nation where guns and money for the richest are
    the Gods that 30 Percent Avenue of America many of which who
    in affect/effect name themselves as Swords over Peace Bad Cop
    Jesus ‘Christians’ too.. Worship.. and that too is a World lost now
    From A Force
    oF LoVE
    the Force of
    Peace under Guns
    and the Force of Humans
    who no longer even seem Human
    to me at lEast.. for what i understand
    as LiVinG LoVE that’s real and not JusT a
    myth Hanging on a Cross that becomes a
    Sword instead of Jonathan Livingston Seagulls
    who rise Higher in Fearless Unconditional LoVENoW
    WitH a Dove Branch of Olive in Seagull Hands of Human
    Real ThaT and wHo is not afraid to fly free with GoD aS NaTurE’S
    GRaViTY OnE As LeFT FooT BeCoMeS RiGHT FooT OnE aS Feat oF LoVE MoRE..
    Yes.. NoW.. i’m proud of my South Korean Olympic Spirited Friends and yes the
    move toward cooperation away from Killing Fields of the North Koreans too…
    So Many Beautiful South Korean Exchange Students from the University
    of West Florida i Have danced with through the years at old Seville
    Quarter as i recognize them here in photo way once
    again as i will
    do my
    Roles to
    help save
    tHeir Country
    Folks too for it is
    the Spirit of the Sport
    of Love in Team Work that
    ends up as the Loving way thaT
    wHo LastS NoW WoRLD WiDE..:)

  15. Just back for a short return here. I’ve been listening to a few Christopher Hitchens’ YouTube
    Videos too as at least he is capable of Humor and not quite as ‘Dour’ as the ‘English’
    ‘Gentleman’ Dawkins as such. I must say, I agree with all he is saying about the
    Ignorance of Religious Ideology as far as ‘Rationality’ Goes for the Religious
    Traditions developed in Abrahamic Ways of Desert/Stone Scarcity away
    From the Greener Meadows of the Nomad Path out of Desert/Stone
    to what is now India and China and Eventually the Bering
    Straits and North America and Creeks Teeming with
    Fresh Water Fish in Warm Climates of Green
    And Even Paradise of Sugar White
    Beach with Shell Fish and
    Emerald Green Gulf
    for the Paradise
    Real of Nature
    I currently Inhabit as such; thanks to my more
    open minded Nomad Ancestors not afraid to move,
    And get out of the ‘Cave’. The truth is, Human Beings as inherent propensity
    when ‘normally’ ‘healthy’ bond together still more under common traditions
    now and with languages of belief for greater cooperation and even a Dance
    and Sing together as Thrive after the fight and flight to capture prey and escape
    predator; And Forage for tasty Berries and other Plant life that is edible as delight.
    Religion is what Binds and for some it can be Heavy Lifting in Bringing a Little more Truth
    and Light to the Traditions at hand under Veils of Ignorance more. Have we really changed; Have
    we really improved as a Species inherent of Group think now verses then; well, yes, and no for true
    Religious Rules like the ignorance of not understanding that Abortion is gonna Happen like it does in
    Catholic Mexico where it is illegal in non-safe Medical Procedures in Back Alley coat-Hanger ways as the
    reality in the United States, before greater ‘First World’ Procedures for greater overall greater Human Health came to be.
    And for the reality that Homosexuality still is a Natural occurrence when species incur environmental stress and hormonal
    influences in the womb and other innate and environmental factors come into play as Nature over old Books away from
    Love in the Old Testament, still. Fact is, in London there is a Muslim Mayor as tradition continues to vote together no
    matter what Tradition is that becomes as the Voting Majority votes on to Rule as Political rules will be now same as
    any Country that is a Democracy where Majority Rules. Fact is, as self-evident now across the Globe, the Binds
    that are Tradition and Religion no matter what they are come to rule the rest of Countries now. If it’s not
    Malignant ways of Christianity that will rule our world next; it will be other Rulers elected who
    Attribute Traditions that other Binds Bring to and as Group Think, whether they are officially
    Named so-called ‘Religion with Mythical Gods’ or not. Bottom Lines as long
    as Humans are Classically Evolved as they are now; the necessity
    for Tradition and a Group think of Cooperation that Votes
    Binding together over Common Cultural/Religious Customs
    will be the continuing winners, next
    As Apes stronger together no matter
    what they bind over next in Human Form too.
    In other Words; go ahead and get rid of the Current
    Religions if one can and will as that will take Centuries more and
    whatever Religions with ‘Gods’ or not that folks bind over as Tradition
    Will Rule the Rules of Democracy next. True, we get the Government we vote for;
    And the Majority Rules, no matter what religion comes next. Communism Doesn’t work
    as that is self evident in Large Heterogenous Populations, already. It’s true, we need more thinkers
    like Jordan Peterson and Jonathan Haidt who are willing to think out of either box of red pill or blue alone
    And come up with Green Pill Solutions that really work more for Peace and Harmony of getting along together real.
    Meanwhile; disregard the Force of Tradition and Religion and come under rule of whatever religion stays or comes next.
    Sure; it’s funny and tragic and in many ways disGraceful too out of Peace and Harmony and Potential Loving Human
    Beings Harming other Human Beings less now than potential before; but only if a Better Tradition and Form of
    Religion comes to be more in alignment with a Golden Rule with Cognitive Empathy for the differences of
    others comes next. If that’s gonna come; it dam sure ain’t gonna come with the ‘gray hairs’ now.
    Freedom of Expression is always the way to a new way of doing life that works better than before.
    We do Have Freedom of Expression.
    I for one use it to the Maximum of my Ability;
    Coming to understand both sides of a Human Story
    as progress for the change i for one aim to be. As always
    it starts with one and two and many more. And sure, it must
    come these days in Twitter terms of no more than one or two lines
    for the Science assessed Attention span of less that Gold Fish Human Attention now.
    In other words, as long as no one is paying much mind to the significance that Current
    Traditions that Religions make now to rule the World we live in; ‘they’ will continue to vote
    Together in spirit of Winning the next race to rule the others of us who aren’t holding hands to do more different.
    But true, it is that all naturally more open-minded folks are not as likely to come together in tradition like this
    for they by very Nature are the rule breakers of Tradition and not the rule makers who sit down in Church
    together and
    make the
    voting selection
    by means of large numbers together
    again as Tradition of Group think that wins.
    It’s simple math; two is more than one as that goes when two or
    more come together in traditions that bind a vote of rules all that come
    to be now to rule the ‘others’
    And that’s religion
    by very
    of Definition
    with or without so named
    ‘Gods’ but it’s True as long as
    Human Beings are Humans there is
    no escaping at least a Pantheistic God of Nature;
    whether one calls it Nature or the Ground one stands uPon ToGeTHeR allone or lone.

  16. Pessimist or an Optimist; I surely cannot pass this topic up now, for i’ve been to the very bottom of Pessimist
    according to well informed Professionals and Live at the top now of a Human Chalice Overflowing more
    in Practice of Art of Dance and Song where every step and word i create for me at least is holy and
    sacred full of meaning and purpose. This is a work of light in the sense and feel; and yes, actual
    Science of regulating emotions and integrating senses from head to toe in Mind and Body
    Balance in Moving Connecting Co-Creating ways in Balance also with the rest of Nature
    for an actual metaphor of a Verb of God as actual experience in Pure
    Light of Love that is Unconditional and Mastered within in terms
    of Actual Flow of Endorphins and Serotonin and Oxytocin and
    Dopamine and other Miscellaneous Feel and Sense Good
    Neurohormones and Neurochemicals from Head to toe lit up
    as such with all the Neurochemical and Neurohormone reactions
    that become as effortless in Bio-Feedback along with Mastering Brain Waves
    somewhere in the sweet spot of Alpha to Theta with Relative Free Will too as Eastern
    Philosophies in Movement and Yogi Meditation is Science assessed with real time results
    now as real with Brain Scans and other tools to Measure Biological Bliss and Nirvana in terms
    of Mastering Feedback of those Neurochemicals and Neurohormones and Brain waves within;
    additionally, with the ability in Feedback way as well to better control Body Temperatures in relation
    to Environmental Challenge of Cold and Heat too. And as far as the rest of the Problems of the World
    as far as I am Concerned it would be rather Foolish not to enjoy what is only ever now as eternal Bliss
    of a Real Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic Way of Life; but true, I am far from the first person to experience life
    in a get a way from Pessimism
    and Negativity that comes with
    Antagonist to Happiness Stress Related
    Hormones within. In fact, some folks never even feel
    the Neurohormone Oxytocin that ‘feels’ one up with warm and
    fuzzy’s that some folks only come close to approximating what they
    metaphor as a ‘Hug from Jesus’ in Opiate addiction ways to replace what comes
    all Natural as a Garden of Love within as watered in Hugs and Kisses and Kitty Cat Purrs
    and Dog Licks of Face from a Very Young age as receptors come in tune and the Brain is fed
    and watered in wiring for filling up the Chalice of Human in Feel Good ways that last and need
    nothing as far as external substances to fill up what may be empty within; specifically, as that relates
    to deficits of either Neurochemical or Neurohormones too, in Feel Good Fill the Chalice way to the brim
    overflowing with plenty left over to give and share with others, never ending as such. I credit my personal
    optimism first to an Unconditional Loving Hugging Mother; then, next, to never giving up even after not being
    able to feel and sense anything at all like piece of paper existence mostly for 66 Months of Real Hell on Earth
    when the Psychiatrist said I had the most Hopeless case of Numb Human in Pain he had ever come across;
    working with Combat Veterans as a Major in the Airforce, then. In fact, he went so far as to suggest a longest
    case study shot to get me a vagal implant to feel something, anything at all. My insurance wouldn’t
    cover that or the other severe option for Depression of Trans Cranial Magnetic Stimulation for the
    Machine ‘they’ call the Neuro Star Machine these days in Upscale Psychiatry Practices; To
    end this shorter than what it could be now; my cup runneth over with a great deal
    of work as Practicing a Science/Art of Happiness that never ends for me. It’s worked
    close to 56 Months now; for it’s true too, i’ve gone decades before with a Glass overflowing
    too; but never with the expertise to keep it going like this; that only can/will come fully with a search
    and find of what works within. The Ascendent Transcendent; and yes, Ecstatic Common Experience of
    Human Beings who have attained Chalice OverFlowing is well documented by Social Scientist Jonathan
    Haidt who has also provided outstanding Studies in the Biology Behind the Differences of more Open
    Minded Liberal Folks versus More Closed Minded Conservative Folks. What I do is proven to work for
    others too in terms of a Tai-Chi Like Movement as Meditation to keep my Emotions Regulated and
    Senses Integrated with a Neurochemical Stimulating Music to Motivate that Free Style Dance
    with Dopamine more. Bottom lines are; I fire like a 12 Cylinder Finally Tuned Human
    Ferrari and no I am not Magnum PI; I am just another Fred who figured this stuff out
    Anyway, Documentation
    Below for anyone who cares
    to see the studies that show
    this way of life is a real one too.
    Empirically Speaking, considering I can
    and will make Heaven always Happen now within
    for me; I would be rather foolish to live in any other place now REAL.

  17. Well.. i woke up at 6:18 Am.. this Morning on 3.6.18
    enjoying the last three whole Numbers of the Golden
    Spiral Finger Print of God as PHI Ratio Mean 1.618
    wHere of course that decimal place moves Further to
    1.618034 as more precise Numbers go so what is the
    Number of LoVE.. WiLL iT Flow as A Spiral or will it have jagged
    edges now that begin and end at the sides of Human Pages and
    Book Covers less.. Essence it is that Feels and Senses and Gives
    And Shares EvermorenoW thE God Stuff at Highest Human Potential of
    Moving Connecting Co-Creating SPiRiT oF HUMaN HeART aS MiNd and
    BoDY BaLanCinG ForcE SoUL EveN MoRE NoW for it’s True i don’t think and feel
    and sense.. Lala Rukh.. that i’ve shared a ‘Saturn Song’ with you yet for True iN LiGHT
    iT iS one of My Favorites STiLL NoW for the Iron in our Blood Stream as River to HeaRT
    oF Ocean LoVE is made from Super Nova Explosions as we do come From Crucible Fire
    of Star Death Burst Resurrected we are as Sentient Star duST PLuS uS thAT and wHo Best
    oF aLL.. Enjoys a PoTeNTiaL
    LiFELonGNoW FeeLinG and
    SeNSinG GiVinG SHaRiNG
    Fearless Unconditional LoVinG
    Force AgaiN WiTHIN FeeLinG And
    SenSinG GiVinG And SHaRiNG to: and
    From: ALL oTHeRs NoW for you see mY
    FriENd whaT WiLL aN aLL Fearlessly GiVinG
    UnConditionAlly SHaRinG FRiEnD Do to HeLP
    ANoTHeR FRiEND aLoNG iN LiGHT oF A Greater
    LoViNG Journey FelT and Sensed WiTHIN aS ReaL..
    i’m doing this JusT for tHaT for it is those who are lost
    out of sight that we do our best to BRinG BacK iN SiTE
    oF LoVE HeaR and See as LoViNG ReaL for as you may
    FeeL anD SenSE MoRE by NoW iT iS A Sleep that is awake
    in rest thaT and wHo is A Calm God aS eYe WiTHIN Clearly
    Defined as Bands of Hurricane LoVE WiNDS CoME to bE
    MoRE NoW eVeN ReaL tHan BEFoRE As Nautilus Core
    Center BaLanCinG ForCE NoW ReaL too.. Endless
    Chambers of Shells OpeNinG uP to and as LoVE
    NoW ReaL.. For this Lamp is continuing to:
    LiGHT uP From: A ForcE oF LoVE ReaL
    NoW Green for iT iS A SPrInG oF
    HeArT thaT iS Summer that
    never Falls to Winter
    end forever for
    NoW iS
    SPRinG aGaiN
    As LoVE BRinGS to
    OtHeRS A Rose oF LiViNG
    LoVE MoRE NoW FlickeR FlaMe
    Torch and Bonfire SpiRinG uP FoR
    ALL to see and hear more than with eyes
    and ears alone as SoUL CoMeS oNLiNe as
    Sentient StaR DusT uS plUS Metaphor unleashed allone
    And Released as Quantum Force LoVE Forevermore NoW..
    anYWaY… mY FriEnd.. wHat LoVE WiLL Do when real non-assuming
    never needing or wanting anything other than to be real as LoVENoW..
    Fearless and Free as Garden Tree oF LiFELoVE Roots Spread MoRE NoW too..:)

  18. It’s True.. on Sunday Morning for 30 Minutes to an Hour some folks come
    whole together in transcendent ascendent and yes in some cases
    Ecstatic Experience of Singing and yes even in some Case Dancing
    together a Dance and Song in Worship of one Man as Bind together
    to feel and sense pART oF A GRouP as WhoLe in other words
    to lose self more and become one with all that is felt
    and sensed and kNoWn now at that (this) moment
    as present of being all that is
    aka God Nature regardless
    of the Traditions
    in Different
    including yes.. idols
    of symbols even an only
    Man God Hanging on a Cross
    or idolized with a Name that was not
    his when he lived as just another Human
    Being like you and me and just another grain
    of sand that is as integral to the Whole of all that is
    that is God beyond Alpha to Omega of all Human related
    Abstract Constructs of Idols that are symbols that and who do
    their best to approximate the essence of a consensually experienced
    reality we can and
    will come together
    for both survive
    and thrive
    of Life
    in an Eternal
    now of and as God
    all that is pArT as WhOle
    with no worries no illusory
    fears just warm hands singing
    and dancing together as feat of feet
    barefoot no longer clothed by illusory
    fears that and who may separate us from
    all that is as all that will and will not be seen
    and heard now of all that is Nature for what we
    may experience now and more of in Mind and Body Greater
    Awareness in the next present of Now yet to be experienced
    that for some may be an ink blot experience as Multi-Universe
    View of Nirvana and Bliss of Heaven now all together all one or
    for my other
    on the ‘Wrong
    Planet’ and yes many
    other places both religious
    and non-religious in so-called ways
    of tradition that are more like Islands lost
    from the Arms of God that are one for all who
    come together no longer separated by anything
    less that Pure Agape Love for all as is LoVinG HuMaN
    Beings Fearless Standing Tall with no regrets or shame
    over any member seen and heard and felt as different now
    sAMe one Being Different clothing flesh and blood essence
    real to be US
    ToGeTHeR Holding
    Dance and Song ToGeTHeR one..
    Yes.. there are different levels of the ascendent
    transcendent experiences of life to escape Islands
    of being human no longer feeling and sensing the Ascendent
    Transcendent Ecstatic Bliss and Nirvana of Kingdom Come Heaven
    within and altogether allone as Being Present away from all illusory fears..
    And the further away one is from thiS UNity the more they fear and hate the
    existence they live and the more they look for scape goats of people and cultures
    that look different from them to reinforce a pessimistic view of what other wise can
    and will be Heaven on
    EartH for what they
    do instead of
    joining together
    in a Joy Loves Joy
    oF Company in Fearless
    Loving Dance and Song NoW
    together is other wise A fight together
    in binds oF Fear and Hate against the differences
    they see of other people and cultures and religions
    to attempt to elevate themselves simply with some feeling
    of Serotonin at base Lobster Experience of Crustacean fights
    of 350 or so Billion Years ago of Evolution for at base level that gives
    them some social role and status feeling that is better than totally feeling
    isolated with little to no social role or social status to elevate a sense and feeling
    better than being lone and separated and cold.. as we travel to see some of my relatives
    for a Funeral for my First Cousin this Saturday who also suffered with Diabetes in his life..
    as we saw all the Joyous Family Photos of how
    He Loved all the Children and Grand
    Children of His Girl Friend through
    the years as my sister and
    i experienced the
    of how
    we remembered
    our Cousin’s zest for
    life in years of his life
    where he was happier and
    healthy too.. it’s true i’ve been to a place
    of misery and suffering in poor health with
    stress and severe stress where i wished the world
    away so i would no longer have to deal with what
    came to be a portrait of existence in Dark Clouds of
    sHades of Grey that no longer felt and sensed as a place
    that belonged to me aS even a PlanET i could call my own for it’s
    true there are many more folks who feel and sense they live on a Wrong
    Planet than that place of the lost toys of Humanity that i once existing on
    for there was no other place for me to go.. and an only a place i could go
    with all my illness with the assistance of a device that is
    my Computer to accommodate all the
    Functional Disabilities that
    took me away
    from the
    rest of
    Humanity then
    in terms of 19 total
    Medical Disorders then..
    shut-in in my Bedroom for
    66 Months like a Hunch Back
    of Notre Dame and or a Phantom of the
    Opera where one side of my face was
    not visibly scarred but yes invisibly
    felt and sensed as what Science
    assesses as Worse than
    Crucifixion Pain
    like Dentist
    Drill without Novocaine
    as Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia DEvil Pain then
    in right eye and ear stabbing
    wake to sleep for that 66 months
    with other Garden Variety Disorders
    as life threatening synergy of problems
    where death was surely preferable to me in
    many of those days then.. never quite knowing
    if i would even be able to make it to the next second
    for the almost intolerable way i felt in life for those entire
    66 Months from Wake to sleep.. yes.. we went down my Cousin’s
    FB Wall until we got to the only place on his entire wall that he verbally
    opened up to relate how he felt about life within as this was when Homosexual
    folks were gaining the rights to marriage including a right for some of his other cousins
    that he loved but could not accept for their lifestyle choice for how they were all naturally
    gifted by God as Nature as different from him.. going on in dismay over how a man’s
    man of Bruce Jenner could make a different choice than him lamenting over how
    he couldn’t feel comfortable flying his ‘rebel flag’ and enjoying some
    Confederate War Hero Statues to remain for his version of
    Holy and Sacred then as well as the restrictions
    for men to only wear pants and only same
    different sex individuals to get
    married for what
    he felt were
    his ‘group think’
    only ways that should only be
    allowed as holy and sacred tradition
    of life.. true it read like the same script of the multitude
    and sadly majority of so-called Christian Folks spoon-fed
    this ideology at even more sadly a Church that is supposedly
    based on an Unconditionally Loving God Man whose only Temple
    was the Body of Love that is us together regardless of gentile jew servant
    or free and yes woman and or man no more transcendent ascendent
    born again in an ecstasy of experience that no longer feels separate
    from any other part of existence now.. sadly for some as close
    as they come to experience this reborn of life
    in and as agape love for all of creation
    is the tribal instinct to go against
    scape goats that are seen
    and heard and
    felt and
    sensed more
    and less as different
    for a misery loves company
    that says there is no Heaven on Earth
    or within while alive for he said he was ready to
    go then for ‘God’ hath cursed the sin of this as Earth..
    sadly he never even got to know the essence of the Good Cop
    Jesus for all but it’s true in essence he got to meet him again at least
    once in the essence of agape love that lives as me now reborn away from
    differences of ‘fore.. yes.. last time i saw him at a family get together where
    no longer a timid man i was ‘fore afraid of so much of the world around me uncomfortable
    in my own skin for then i could freely dance in public and freely sing to the surprise
    of my Uncle.. a Free Song of ‘Perfect Pitch’ too while my Professional Singer
    Cousin played the Guitar for as what happens some days with
    Professional singers he was only comfortable singing
    on a Stage where he transcends and
    ascends the Crowd and goes
    into an ecstasy
    of hiS own..

    True.. i can/will do it anywhere
    NoW but true my other Cousin’s
    Version is one that very few humans
    experience either for the reward is inherent
    in the Holy and Sacred Song that comes now.. anyway
    i suggested an Elton John Song to Sing and for his gain
    in hopes of a little manly Serotonin Lobster Fight Juice to
    come more he attempted to one up man ship himself as a ‘real man’
    by saying in spite against Elton John that he didn’t know any songs
    on the guitar to play by him for ‘he was a little funny’ as both word play
    joke on the words of one of Elton John’s songs and hopeful a he man
    elevated status for a human that is of slight masculine stature as my
    cousin is in musculature as such.. not an Athlete type as i wasn’t
    either but transformed much later in life through epigenetic
    and neuroplastic change but oh my cousin can and
    will dance on stage too as all that takes is
    two feet in flow and synch.. anyway
    i just looked at his ignorance
    for he knowing not what
    he did then
    and i forgive
    that kind of ignorance
    everywhere i go in this red state
    area other wise i would have to move
    for the very disgust of that difference true it’s
    really no different than how they see the different as
    disgust of homosexual folks as true in that sense they
    are the outcasts i see and i just go the extra mile to never outcast
    them although some of my other cousins and other extended family
    members have FB de-friended me for joining in on all the naked play
    of life no longer clothed with illusory fears that include
    the fear of either other naked people
    or those who only love
    with other religions
    or no religions
    at all
    but reborn
    as naked children of God
    no matter what age comes next
    53 or 101.. for it’s true once one gains
    this oneness with Nature all as God there is
    no distance space or time in age.. only love.. i feel sad for
    those ignorant of this feel and sense of life beyond all words
    and knowing ways of think below sense and feel real oF aLL LoVE.. but it is the
    needle to get through and even more so for those who group think CamEL themselves
    STiLL NoW away from the different of others and exclude paths that might other wise bRinG
    to the
    of Unconditional
    all giving and sharing
    love.. for true they feel
    and sense not what they
    are yet to experience.. the keys
    are all around these days the stair
    ways are lit and the doors are open but it’s
    still true no matter how much water is provided
    one cannot force the Ignorant of Love to drink from a Fountain
    NoW of this Higher Potential of God Nature within us a cocoon just
    waiting to sprout multi-colored wings of love when all the Members
    of Nature God as Creation beCoMe whole holy and sacred full of never
    ending story in a nether land play full of meaning and purpose constantly
    changing ever more NoW iN Kingdom Come Heaven WiTHIN anD aS eARTh NoW..
    it’s True you can and will do it like the Story oF A Good Cop Jesus too.. empty your pockets even
    more now travel as naked from all the Tools of Culture you care to take.. homeless of the lies
    that bring
    to suffering
    to company
    in a LiFE dArk A
    Way From LiGht
    A LiFE oF LoVE
    as Naked Play away
    from all the tools of culTure
    that dArken eyes of brown to green
    to blue away from LiGHT
    oF LoVE
    No MaTTeR
    CoLoR NeVeR DiE NoW..
    And that reminds me again when
    my Father Died and the Funeral came
    and i was no longer timid about speaking in
    public for the first time then as i came to do
    most everything else from Dancing to Singing
    Free with zero Fears of doing that then.. for i wore
    a simple pair of Blue Jean Shorts and a Camaro T-Shirt
    for my Father always loved Fast Cars and Small Cars to
    Sell of Nascar Flavor for 11 years or so religiously every weekend
    at the Tallahassee Flea Market for My Rich Uncle who once said that
    when the Hurricane came and destroyed his Lovely Bay Pier that it wasn’t
    fair that the Homeless man who worked for no material gains didn’t lose a thing
    in that Hurricane then.. me aghast of course of what did not live within my Uncle then..
    understanding though of course as that is the Spoon Fed way of a Material God fed to
    Humans in Western Cultures throughout the World still in other words just another case
    of someone knowing not what they do.. anyway.. my Uncle was aghast that i did not wear
    a suit or tie that i no longer owned to fit my newer coming feral body.. hehe.. so i referred him
    to the fact that’s how my Retired Law Enforcement Father of 46 years lived the last 11 years
    in Shorts and T-Shirts.. so i was just honoring his way of being free then.. yeah.. after that he
    shook his head and walked on in his in hiS own disgust.. anyway.. when i became reborn as husband and wife of art and reason in the two Hemispheres of my Brain Joining Hands on Navarre Beach WiTHiN
    on or about my reborn as Phoenix Birth out of the Grey Ashes of Dark Before in my life as
    Butterfly out of Cocoon around the human CLock TiME Frame of 7.22.13 in just
    another Planetary Alignment Date as Synchronicity will have it only for
    me in A-Causal Connecting Principle of a Personally Psychologically
    meaningful to me so-named Star of David Alignment on that day
    in Planetary alignment ways for the 13th Rep.. since 1990 in
    23 years since me and the Katrina were
    married then and not to
    occur again for
    100 years or so
    as Astronomical Events
    come to be as Humans gain
    Synchronistic Signs of Holy and Sacred
    Meaning and Purpose as Humans Naturally do
    A-Causally as such in any pattern of personal and
    Psychological Magical Like thinking and feeling and sensing
    that raises healing Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones within
    for this is an abiLiTy as gift to regenerate life as is and those who do not
    have it and live in more of a schizoid that schizotypal way of life are cold
    inside with little imagination and creativity that lights up a Land of Oz within
    and to give and share with others more than plain vanilla folders of life like a Zombie
    Apocalypse just shuffling by slow clothed up top to bottom.. oh.. just so cold.. NoW iN oTHeR
    words now aLL my life is FucKinG FaBuLouS for i can and will Create it JusT FucKinG LiKe this..
    NoW wHere thaT JusT means if you seek and find.. yes iF YoU SeeK iN GoD as Nature and see
    and hear and feel and sense a little farther in being than Zombie Life on Earth in Sidewalk
    Shuffle Of lines
    that never
    N o W
    As A
    Finger Print
    of God does when
    Fluidly LiVinG as Nirvana
    And Bliss of US Free.. FReEDNoW
    to be more than just a F iN Straight line..
    anyway.. looks like i’m gonna need a another song
    for this as this song continues to grow longer.. in a line
    break above somewhere yet to be determined hehe for Blue
    eyes has long ru