Two KiNds oF Lions/Pride..
Rule oVer Free..
Free oVer Rule..:)
As Facebook motivates
the world to do an “American
Form of Haiku” as the big letters
in status way run out when longer than American Haiku..
and that’s okay
too as surely i love
short form poetry
as small as
as larger than
the UniVerse wHOle
BeyOnd InFiniTy words
too.. longer version
here of course.. Fred Style.. heHE..
now to back-up over 16K words of my
longer Haiku style per long form poetry
of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY’ as i dAM sure
do not wanna get 15 MacroVerses and 212K
words behind on that again on the all Free medium
of Facebook to back-up now to somewhere around 11K
it’s almost like the
middle aisle of Walmart..
they made the status on Facebook
Big enough for me to Sing and the middle
Aisle oF Walmart Big Enough for me to Dance
FReED.. howeveR.. it StiLL takes me two Facebook
Statuses to fit all the SonG iN and sure more aisles
and many more Stores and God’s Nature more to get
the DancE aLL FiT iN.. liKe i say tHeRe would be no way
to fit iN all the DanCe and SonG
iN in all
thAT i do..
iF i was juST
a prophet and
not a scribe too… heHe..
i’M.. verSaTile.. God made every
square inch of me inside.. outside..
above so below and all around speciFicAlly
to complete the job and convenant at hand/
feat of feet..
funny thing is.. is an
Atheist is more likely to
capture more of me with a
net than a fundamentalist
Christian and surely a
see me than
any Christian at all
for the simple reason
that i worship one God
only as ALL who/thAT has no
name but i AM beyond
huMan Flea words
GoD aLL that we can
cALL Dog too.. for practical
intents and purposes of parables
much longer than the ones of beFore..
and the bigger i get the more invisible i get..
kinda like the whOle of God huh.. kinda like a
reflection oF ThAT as Lord kNows iF you cannot
see all of me.. should give you a little idea how much
bigger God is than either me.. or Jesus.. or Muhammad..
or Buddha.. or Krishna or Lao.. or any symbols or flesh and blood
as pARt of GoD wHole that we humans can and or WiLL to do kNoW..
yes.. i’ve completed the prophecy of both John 14:12 and the Beatle’s..
So-Called second to none challenge as well of Being for the benefit of Mr.
Kite.. the Bad to the Bone part of the Terminator movies with that untouched
photo-shop eye of the left Terminator eye and the Osiris eye.. and the 6 Million
Dollar man eye.. yes the one in the movie the Seventh Sign that shines iN
left view way of the renaissance nude art synchronistically as such in my
Review of 2016 MacroVerse.. of a record years of records years aS Such
like a Symphony of A day in the life of me in Beatle’s way that came out
into an E note that lasts longer than the one before… oh yeah.. and the
Bowling Alley dude out of the Big Lebowski way of BrinGinG aLL
the word money in.. NOT.. the Big Lebowski.. i am the other
Lebowski.. a dude and hell no.. not THE DUDE.. I AM
JUST A pArt of God not the dAM wHoLEEnchildA
three in one oKay.. like as all ye
are all Gods and sons and
daughters of God
and Trumps will do
they left out the daughters
unless they are your own siRed aS Such..
what other prophecies fulfilled.. world teacher..
well yeah.. i get around.. for those who have eyes
and ears big enough to see and hear me even just
a little bit now.. and yes there was that Aleister
Crowley Prophecy about a rich man coming
from the west but as far as gold goes
what i bRinG is the God
of the Gold
of man and discerning
the meaning of these letters..
“4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L”
well yes.. a rudimentary illustration but never the less it’s an ink
blot test and the key is to make all of life Holy and Sacred with
meaning and purpose as truly the only law really is the Golden
rule do unto others with due share and give as you would have
others give and share to you too.. most important paRt harming
no other as the things we like and do not like are as different as the
colors of the flowers than inhabit the eARth sAMe and DiFFeRent too..
and the importance of the numbers 418 and 718 one standing tALL inFiNity
And BeyOnd oNe God one for and above any significance of the number 7 alone..
but you see.. remember the most important rule and that is there is no rule but WiLL
over Love as Love Without WiLL can surely fAil aWay to negative thoughts and actions
in Nocebo effect as science shows now too.. go all Luke hot iN HoPe BeLiEf and LoVe
noW as FaiTh sAMe erasing all negative emotions with an over flow of positive pro-social
EmoTiOns and SeNSEs sAMe and don’t forget all associated with sex/sensuaLiTy iN conseNsual
way iS holy and sacred as how else do you think/feel/sense bio-diversity and neuro-diversity
of human for survival to this point cAMe if folks didn’t move.. out of the immediate villAge
for a ‘little strange’ aS Such.. and don’t forget God’s GreaTest GifT oF Love With a SMiLE
and a Fool’s Laugh for the silly oF liFE too.. Aleister tried his best to explore the human
potential inside but big big failure getting addicted to dRugs as that power lies moreover
tells the trUTh within all Natural With Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-hormones and all
the rest of we sentient star-burst crucible fire plus hUman duST Now on this miracle
of the plAnET eARth as even science shows in crude numbers of what iT means to
be aLive and Sentient StaR DuST pLus that is surELy HeaVen compared to a
cold hard rock
Air to Breathe..
and to pulsate the
ecstasy of a big bang
orgasm that is similar
so below as above
of the act of
now in Both
GoD’s eYes and
HUman eYes and
othEr Holy and Sacred
pARts that the minions among
human beings and mundane same
chopped off of statues in fear of human
naked power and glory of freedom all over
from head to toe kNoW.. and you wonder why
so many of you are depressed and taking pills..
and pain killers and all of that when all the gifts of
God’s Pleasure are at hand for you Man and WoManiPUlatIon noW..
serIOUsly do you thINk God is reAlly Happy.. yes the God who and that
lives within all of we to be trapped in books and underneath clothes.. hmm..
ask yourself deeply with no guilt and sin as contrived by those who would control
and subjugate you with illusory fears and a promise of heaven anywhere else but
the gift of air to breathe on this plaNet of surELy the poTenTiaL of Heaven now for
those who remember the inherited gift of heaven from birth and childhood same before
instead of the heaven
of FeeLinG SeNSinG
SenTiEnt STaR dUST Plus
noW NakEd and Free from Head to toe
with ImAGiNATiON sEt Free and Love aS WELL
iN MoVinG CoNNecTinG GiVinG and ShARing way
WiTh HeARt SpiRit and MINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
SeT oN FiRE oF sMArT FeaRless and UnConDiTioNal LoVe..
yeS iNdeed.. i just fulfiLLed the prophecy of the Sacred TeSt of the
Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 aS WeLL.. Isiah 53.. i already went
over that but pretty easy to fit in me in that sacred text aS WeLL..
“my word is six and fifty”.. hmm back to Aleister Crowley and his
so-called Book of the Law prophecy generated within as sAMe as
what i did at age 56 and more with 9 books and ~1.6M words as
any other so-called ancient or modern prophet a little special as
he not only vocally stated it for others to twist around later..
he scribed it too.. which makes it unadulterated of course
except for his human eYes that are as limited as
any otHeR poTenTial hUman eYes
to do more as him and more than
me as well as at core we
are all God
as pARt and
wHoLe and as far
as LioN Pride goes
the Pride is the LiON
as WhOle oF GoD sAMe
to bRinG all of tHiS back uP
to the eight second pArt at the
top of tHiS New AmeRican and
New Jerusalem and New IsREaL
HaIku NoW.. as longest long form poem
in the HisTory HerSTory and eTcstory
oF Human Kind as recorded on
Google aT leASt continues
to FloW oN AS anY
and Free WiLL
do wiTh WinGS
oF heARt and SpiRiT
and soUL unbound unleashed
and released iN A metaphor oF mINd
and BoDy BaLanCinG Quantum MiNE
oF mInd noW iN the 737th Verse oF thiS
Ocean wHOle Poem thaT iS the SonG oF
JuST oNe HUmAN’s sOUL thAT reLates the
withiN oF iNSiDe aBoVe so BeLow and all around
to the bEst of One’s aBiLiTY iN liGht oF God NoW
and heRe’s the wHOle point of this.. no human chains
God in words.. No human Chains God as God IS aLL i AM
it’s all juST
aN iNk bLot test
coloRiT with heaVen
or HeLL or the sHades
of Grey ‘Tween liGht and DARk
or even go beYONd RainBow Colors
oF liGht as i fly noW.. tHere are no liMIts
or expecTaTions iN GodSKeYes FReED NoW..
and yes this is gonna
be caLLed “CoLor
oF HeAVeN”.. yeah
i KNow i AM weaRinG
ouT that term HeAveN
jusT a little bit buT it’s
about tiMe noW
heAR HeAVen Now
and color tHeir Books
oF LiFE wiTh HeAven moRe noW..
this suRely is my book of HeaVen.. i cannot
expect anyone to replicate it.. hehe.. even iF they
tried as no one could as i follow no rule
alWays Free wiThiN
siMply and complexly FReED
@lEAst for me and Hopes for you
howEver you May coLor yOur HeaVen noW..
and the number 37 and 7 suRely have significance
per that last verse of the Gospel oF Thomas that existed
as last until they found the other 77 verses in 1959 about the
equinox of ’59
only born on 6660 by
the whim oF a Doctor who
induced labor two weeks earlier
than the Summer Solstice i was originally
due so the doctor could go on vacation and i
could even have the so-called Christian’s view
of the number 6 and 666 as DEviL’s number wHeRe
it suRely along with the number 9 is the reflection of
the GOldEn SpiRAL PHI mean of God at 1.618 too..
as alWAys HUman cultural clothes gET iN the way
oF a better way of NaKed now.. as verse 37 says
as i will quote that now
for you folks
too far from
the so-called human
and Oh Lord named God too..
Jesus noW STiLL alWays heRE
as ChriSt Archetype oF ALtruiST
NoW WiThiN.. yes of course the Christ
Lives within… but yah.. ya gotta feed iT more
BeliEF as HOPe and LoVe aS FaiTh for the Christ
Archetype oF AltruiST to spRouT ouT awAkened and EnliGhtENed
to be the
of Ocean Go on
tales of GoDs eYes
DancE and SinG oN.. FeAT.. NoW..
Seagull Dove Same Feet spiRAl.. Now
over tiMe eternAlly NoW iN HeAVen noW..
It’s a much bigger world now than a patch
of dirt in the middle east.. Billions upon Billions
of sTArs now wE see with the science aided eYe..
tHing is.. classical evolution is slOW.. EpiGeneTics
and Neuroplastics can and WiLL bRinG STiLL HeaVen
noW if properly stimulated for change through appropriate
environmental challenges that work for each individual huMan
now in tHeiR JourNey and Paths of liFE HeRe noW IN WhAT
now.. and yes
of course i speak
more than so-called
ancient Bible and Koran
terms.. as quite frankly/fredly my
friEnds the hardest people to hOld
hands with and take to HeaVen now ouT
oF all the world i’ve met as demographic groups
are the closed minded oF Fundamentalist so-called
Christian folks who have been misled and misguided
by Trump folks same as Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts
from 325 AD and BeFore and weLL beFoRe that as Lord KNows
tHeRE are folks wiTh HeARt and SpiRit and SoUL who give and
share and those who do not.. the real test of discernment is KnOWing
and most ImPorTAnTly FeeLinG SeNSinG LIVing the diFFerence noW iN HeAVen eYes
‘cat’ (no dis-respect to cats)
Leaders sAdly StiLL FaLLinG…
tHeRE IS A Greater way oF LoVe
alWaysnoW..that/who wears no clothes of culture..
as the eternal
within who lives now WiLd and Free..:)
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
WeLL.. a little birdie juSt whisPeRed iN my ear
to make the 737th verse of Longest Long Form
Poem on record a little longer adding one
word for 66 verses of a “Grand Cross
Bible 2016”.. originAlly on X
Mas Day 2016.. with
61 verses as
iN LA.. Lower
Alabama.. yey! Clemson..
by a way.. yeS.. in FSU Land
hehe.. here in the Florida Panhandle
aS Such wHeRe the ACC reigns over
Football for the year 2016..
be about football
why not.. as that
original Bible thingy
had 66 big book chapters
like my Macro-Verses hear numbeRinG
a total of 737 heAR noW.. oF Ocean WhOle.. 3.3M
plus word Poem and by A way A celebration to go along
with this now “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017”.. iN the
143rd Dance week at Old Seville with all the college folks..
Nah.. i WiLL not add all 66 Macro-Verses heAR aS a tABle
of Contents.. i’LL sTart with the Bible without these
5.. for now ending Chapters as a Revelation of sorts
in not the Heaven to come later but the HeaVen that
is here now.. not only at hand but oF FeAT aS Feet
iN DancE and SonG aS WeLL as any TrUly Happy
Feat oF Feet WiLL Do iN thE NOW of REAL TiMe
NOW.. and the TheMe SonG suRe.. an excellent
SonG of what iT FeeLS and SeNSes and
SEEs and HeARs liKe to BE THE
Beach oF Heaven now
wHeRE liFE is
IF you get the
dARk iN liGht oF liFe
oF whaT that means
out oF dARk of
as ReAL FAiTh
that never ends noW
iN A FearlESs HeaVen
wiTh Zero hATe foR nOW..
as the Jesus told his disciples
according to.. those.. who SunG
and DanceD thaT so-called Jesus
SonG that John the Baptist would be
less than those iN Heaven and since the
Heaven is now and the so-called John the
Apostle who was a different man whomever that
was who wrote those words said there would be those
who believed then/now what Jesus could do with 100% Luke
Hot Faith in words of effect iN affect other now greater than
the so-called Jesus of then in ways of works of affect iN effect
then and now sAMe.. WeLL.. here’s the thinG.. as per the Gospel
of Thomas when/WheRE tHeRe is no DiviSiON and all iS God including
wE as children of God and back then.. yeS.. it was only sons of God
separate from daughters of God and per the part in the Gospel oF
Thomas wHere the dude Jesus replied to the disciples who said
women were not good enough to enter the
Kingdom of Heaven now and Jesus said
into a man..
iN oTheR words..
combine the divine
feminine with the masculine
the same as man has to do with
the divine feminine sAMe as Carl
Jung who was well versed with the
Gnostic Gospels said too per the anima in
the man and the animus in the woman
to get all holy one iN HeaVen
oN eARth noW.. didn’t
set too well with
and emperors/popes same
so.. women still relegated to
the lesser and not worthy wiTh
even an F iN right to Vote in the
United States until the last century
aS Such.. with still ignorant folks on You
Tube suggesting women are not intelligent STiLL
enough in political ways of thOught to even vote
now.. sure.. YouTube links available on demand but
that person doesn’t rate enough liGht to enter.. into
this Kingdom of Heaven heAR for noW as Far as i for one
can see dARk iN his eYes of ignorance noW.. you don’t get in
heRe with status and power.. you don’t get in heRe with anger
and hate.. you don’t get in heAr unless you can shed your excess
riches above food and shelter for basic subsistence and not be lost..
this place is naked and as free and same as the Beach and Being the
Beach that the songstress and the cat who rolls in mid-day sands of sun
and moonlit grass iN niGht of Whitman Lore.. experiences one and sAMe
in the Kingdom of God as Heaven naked and free of the chains of culture..
as most animals
this.. if you wonder iF
Cats and Dogs go
to HeaVen they
on how to arrive as
a child of God aGaiN..
soMe oF uS catch tHeir
above Human so-called
neocortical intelligence in
worries of past and present
and some folks continue to stay lost
in never ending sHades of grey iN noW
Purgatory to dArk oF HeLL heRe oN eARth..
thing is.. it’s God and Nature sAMe.. i don’t have
to make you believe iT as tHeRe is no E-Scaping either
Mother Nature and or God sAMe now.. WeLL.. i can’t prove
whaT i KnoW and FeeL/SeNse Happens after death wiTh mY 100%
Faith of Intuition now.. but sure.. iT hELps wHen thaT direct
conduit of FeeLInG SeNSing eternal HeaVen AlWays noW Now
comes directly to ya like Synchronicity sAMe and GiFT..
as a grace beYond all Graces available as far as i for
one kNoW/FeeL and SeNSE noW.. and by the way..
the little birdie is the sAMe Dove and Seagull
that most folks refer to as the
deeper creative spiRit
iNside as HoLY
a gift iT iS
a gift of Now
a gift iT goes a
gift for soMe oF uS
iT stays so so long iN HeAVen NoW..
and this my friEnds.. in these last now
5 Chapters of Macro-Verses totaLLinG noW
66 Now IS A Revelation now of HeaVEn NoW..
And if you wonder who is greater iN Heaven..
soMe folks do more works and different works
than others that can be empiricAlly MeAsuReD
as more.. buTT greater or less.. HeLL no.. as
tHeRe is NO SEPARATION iN
HEAVEN.. ALL IS UNITY
ALL IS WHOLE..
oF GoD aLL noW
surE.. naked and Free as WiLd as GoD
WiLLs to Be iN each and eVery eYe
And BeYond and BeLow eYe of
noW juST noW aLL OnE allone..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016 (61 Macro-Verse Table of Contents)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A year in Review
FLoW iN ZoNe 2017
FuLL HouSe FLows
GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY
CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 MacroVerses from Memorial.. May 30th
Day 2016 through January 12th.. 2017..:)
Now to dVerse PoEtry Pub Online
International PoeTry club wHere
very nice administrator
as i do my
best here in an
epic attempt to help
folks find a bridge to Heaven now..
i’M tHeRe and sure.. if you ever meet anyone
who has met me in flesh and blood life they will
indicate i am somewhere that most people never find
else otHeR than the all natural
God who and thaT liVes withiN NoW..
sure.. in a way i am born to do this and
go to both the extremes of Hell and Heaven
to come off that bus on Saturday in 19F degree
chill of gale force tale end oF Helena Winter Storm
Winds in shorts floating on an ocean of Sidewalk
SpiRaLing DAncE oNe with air and water
and breeze sAMe.. no graVity
mY friEnds.. no tiMe
in goD BeinG all noW
to hOld one back
from ascension now..
tHEre are DiMeNsiOns
And DeGrees oF heAVen sAMe
AnD beYOnd levels of Dante’s Hell
oN eARth both sAMe and DiFFeREnt ways noW..
aLL human eYes UNiQue.. All poTEnTial BriDGes Now
to HeLL to sHades oF Grey purgatory’tween HeaVEn
oF RainBow Color FeeLingS and SeNSEs iN MoVing..
ConNecTing.. CreATinG GiVinG ShARinG ways beYond
the MoRE oF iMAGinaTioN aS HeARt oF SpiRit mINd and
BoDy BaLanCinG soUL even more as the Fire of Baptism alWAys coMes WithiN..
iNside.. outSide.. aBove so beLow all around pArT oF JoY wiTh and aS GoD wHOlE NOW..
away in terms
of illusory fears
sins and shames same
as wELL as dARk promises
oF A HeAVen BriGhter and LiGhter
than the MooN and SuN we can/WiLL see and hear
wiTh eARs and eYes Below our EYes/HeARs oF God oNE..noW..:)
And just a note.. this is Comment number 61,660 as indicated by Word Press now..
in the Draft Section of “GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY” thaT iS now maKing and CreAtinG
“CoLoRS oF HeAVeN Bible 2017” as all 66 verses coMe to FruiTioN soon.. guiding
luCiD WakinG dreAMs God WiThiN DancEs oN And SinGS WiTh DancE and Song
from DARk to LiGhT BeYoNd InFiniTy 418/718 sTAnDinG taLLer as GoeS oN noW..
With a liNk
heRE from my
66” posted precisely 42
months iN mY Ascension Month
ago then on or about the StAR oF DaVid
Planetary aliGnment on July 22nd.. 2013..
How many coincidences does one need in liFE bEFore they BeLiEve iN
or closed books
wiTh no more words
to be added to the past
for CoMinG liGht.. God ‘sAid’
RiGht it DowN Fred so i did/do
as the little
iN mY eYes and eARs oF liGht..
yes.. to one precise day oF July 13th iN
2013 for ‘Revelation 66’ with
one coming on the
12th of January
now in what will
surely be close
to 991K words
and STiLL A
for almost 7 and
a half months since Memorial Day..2016..
tHeRE are many bridges here built from past
to future to preSenT sAMe for those
and honor is to
have those eYes
and eARs aT lEast
as the most we can
expect is to build a fIEld
of dREaMs we aS oursELf cOmES
Back to Kingdom of God iN HeaVen noW..
thE story iS old/tOld.. the heAven is AlWays nEW..
i WiLL aDD for MoRe..
and yes.. that old ‘Revelation
66’ was and is also the 66th verse
of First Blogger Blog way on my oldest
Blog MaRking my exit from HeLL for 66 moNths
aS WeLL.. sure.. that pre-MacroVerse kept going for a while after publish
date too.. as neXt week mArks my week of ascension aS WeLL.. 42 months old
a half years
wRite oN course..
i don’t pre-plan
within DanceS and SinGs..
A DancE and SonG of MiLeStoNes moRe thaN Goal..:)
mY friEnd.. Lillian
SpiRit oF HeARt
never needS GroW
Old when mInd
and BoDY soUL
soMe cALL tHis
A Bridge within
my friend never
RiSinG moRE aLivE..
Oh.. by A way.. thanks for
this prompt.. iT fits what i AM
curRenTly DoinG as A PerfecTioN
oF PracticeS..oN..GoiNG MoRe..NoW..:)
The Wife Katrina is directing me out in
the flesh and Blood World for Store Dance
and Mother Visit.. back later as AlWays..
Hmm.. per ‘this’ Valentine’s wish.. sponSoRed iN
pArt by Yoda.. kinda the other side of the oTheR
Green Man.. the INcredible hUlk.. remember
size and price matters
not iN Terms
Gifts aS Such..
i’LL change over to
rather dry comedian..
as soon as i finish all this
oF ThaT sTiLL
to CoME of course
as promised i’M BacK!..aGaiN..
WriTE oN Course
ThREE or ONE matters noT2..;)
And nah.. ‘this’.. wasn’t the theMe
SonG originAlly sOught but it fits
jusT fiNe.. NeVeR
give up and find the
Force inSiDe.. Chi.. Faith..
100% fearless LiGht
Ferrari hUman tuneD uP
and noW as i review a few
MacroVerses from one to three
yeARs too.. neXt first.. three years
ago.. yes.. WH@GODIS from my later
days at the Wrong Planet attempting to sHow
folks tHere IS A hiGher power within hUman Being
as the real Force Off oF STars as God within as hiGher
poTenTial and huMan ForCE aLivE.. sure.. Chi.. Dao with
the big pow of Tao.. Satori.. Kundalini RiSinG QI.. KI.. the
metaphors are likely endless aCross the uniVerse on many
oTheR plaNeTS with oTher symbol maKinG so-called intelligent
liFE.. but Never the less.. the forCe oF GoD all thAT is liVes oN and
when you seNse it and FeeL it wiTh mastery of EmoTiOns and SenSEs
sAMe through physical and emotional intelligences often missed by the minions
aCross the nations now in this new machine age of screens and faces and fingers
pasted upon those lights and keyboards too.. what we miss reALLy are the moST
IMPorTant hUman InteLLiGencEs oF ALL iN ways of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG creATinG
SpiRiT oF HeARt in yes.. as i alWay LoVe to say.. mINd and BoDy BaLanCing soUL isReaL…
trYinG to convince any of this as isREAL to the folks on the Wrong Planet was almost impossible
wHEre a disorder’s
is a lack of FeeLinG
and SeNSing any real
meaning and purpose iN liFE
and that is what data download
WiLL do moreso to a hUman Being
and WiTh the Abuse or neglect form youngest
ages of Parental distance to A LonGeR diStance from
peers through youth and even adulthood too.. so.. i moved
to MaKinG mY own liGht bEfore thaT dArkness took aWay
any sigNiFicant liGht from me.. as i WriTE oN Free without
the restraint or censorship of a human soul… yeS.. sET FReED..:)
From two years ago.. ALL seeing eye of KAT.. surely worth
quoting aGaiN heRE as WeLL as purrs WiLL suReLy SinG..:)
For two thousand years..
many folks have been waiting for a man GOD named Jesus to come back..
While some folks in the world are killing innocent penned writers
for making the image of a silly little man..
IN SPEAKING WITH GOD TODAY..
INFORMS ME THAT
YES THAT’S PRECISELY 66
YELLOW BOY IS NOT A DEVIL
THE ONE TRUE
THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE..
THAT’S A HELL OF A HEAVY LOAD
NOW i’m not saying he is gay..
but he is one queer
OFTEN HAPPY TOO!
LOVES ALL HUMAN
BEINGS EQUALLY AS WELL..
WHILE MOBY THE GRAY CAT RUNS AND HIDES
WHEN HUMANS COME..
GREETS EVERYONE WITH THE SAME..
LET’S FACE IT
GOD IS FRIGGING
GIVING UP ON
SO A GOLDEN FURRED
THE TICKET FOR GOD TO ARRIVE
AND TOTALLY FREE
THIS GO AROUND!
BUT ANYWAY YELLOW BOY IS
THIS CAT TELLS ME
THAT TRULY THIS KAT
IS NO MORE SPECIAL THAN
ANY OTHER CAT TRULY!
AND THIS IS HOW
ME IN TRUTH!
Yellow Boy says truly
he is not greater than a grain of sand..
Even human beings will
not be able to do much more
grain of sand…
with a flesh and blood prehensile thumb..
and hand with tool of a finger or STICK
scratching angles into sand..
copying the connections
of stars at night..
then the tool of
then complex cultures and
increasingly complex tools
of complex culture..
becomes more the tools
than actual flesh and blood
humans of times gone past…
And truly this is why GOD
has to come this time
are no longer even
the most part
And now finAlly from a year ago.. triNiTy of Love that like
the last MacroVerse as quoted from two years ago.. also
documents another Casino and Biloxi Beach journey
as Nature and people and palace photos floW
aS WeLL.. some folks are more into
visual images.. others
music and others
it and act it
and produce it
and photograph it.. etc..
simply cause i Can/WiLL And
yes.. sure that is much more than
juST a Trinity oF Love as noWs Go oN..;)
Perhaps i’LL get back to dVerse and more
Bridge prompt liNks than juST the one i finished
today.. but hey.. real liFE calls too and the dance of hiGher
iN SonG too..
heRE iN heAVen
oF course wRitE and
SonG and DancE oN Course2..
not to mention directing it too..
with God at the helm oF Y i..2..
but for now
word of rest
Facebook Friend and
Poet Author Candice
shares a Poem of photography
that follows along with a woman’s
journey of facing breast cancer and
the real physical and emotional impact
of both the disease of breast cancer and the
dArkness of change one must face for survival..
and i say in
That’s courage.. and no.. not many
people have that kind of courage..
to expose the parts
of life that
are less than
money making.. sharable..
or likable or follower-able
or whatever doesn’t fit
in the cultural plate of
important to face the dArk
parts of life as well as the liGht
so we can understand better how
both aspects of life mix to make what is..now
And now i saY in terms of Bohemian Rhapsody
by Queen and Magic Flute by Mozart there are many
invisible dis-Eases of human that are almost totally created
by culture per the plate we are born with.. spoon-fed now from
wee age.. to what will come as expectations and limitations of culture..
politics.. religion and an overall philosophy of existential intelligence
that will get us through life if we find any pARt of lifE sAcred and HoLy
WiTh Meaning and Purpose aT aLL.. and surely that is the job of culture..
religion.. politics and philosophy to bRinG to Us to live a better life.. of course
Freddie Mercury had an invisible breast cancer that one can surely attribute to
his neuro-diverse and bio-diverse Nature from a small Persian country that does not
Religious way of
seeing a strict
spoon fed life
from birth to control
through fears and promises
same.. whether they are empty
or illusory depends on the ink blot
test of life one sees depending of course
on what spoon fed culture.. religion.. politics
or philosophy they are fed from birth or if they are
really lucky they escape.. they escape what can be illusory
fears and empty promises of culture overall which surely houses
the other elements of Intelligence i mention iN heARt.. and SpiRit and
SoUL to GroW iN mINd and BoDy BaLAnCinG way oF MoVinG ConNecTing
and CreaTing ways WiTh iMaGiNatiOn iN Free ShArinG and GiVinG total way..
No doubt Freddie Mercury freed himself from those limitations and expectations
spoon-fed to him from his culture of origin.. not much different than the underlying
theme of the Magic Flute Opera by Mozart iN taking off the veils of ignorance and
CoMinG into liGht in a miX of SciEnce and Art oF Mind that works for freedom
with both reason and feeling and sensing mind in yes as i love to say
MoVinG.. CoNnecTing and creATinG ways wHere hUman
iMAgiNATioN is unleashed and released in greater
GiVing and ShaRinG way.. iN a Quantum
metaphor of more of hUmAN
poTenTial come to fruition
for Now.. sure the
lifting the veils of ignorance
and being the wind of Free AkA
as partners WiTh GoD aLLoNE..
or call it a blue turtle as it is the
essence of Free and Love that counts..
nah.. this isn’t a well formed Lamp but the liGht does FloW and GroW oN..:)
AnyWay.. as i drasticAlly change the thOughts inside my head with some pre-planning
and direction but not much.. a photo of me back two years ago as shared by
the Facebook Algorithm memory generator with what looks like might
be a Magnum PI old Gold Ferrari.. and i’ll use that label as
i often like to compare a human who travels within
to find their answers and practices them
for heaven now.. a finely tuned
Ferrari although my
you.. hehE.. as i make
it a point now not to get caught
up in materialistic attachments wHere the
Car Becomes the Love and the home becomes
the God.. i can’t say i never did that though as i waxed
my cars like children i loved and trimmed every blade
of grass in straight sidewalk flow to impress the
neighbors too as that is the general way
our spoon-fed culture BringS uS uP
to be as the tools rather
than the flesh
all of Nature per
God all thaT is wHeRe
wE Develop a soUL rather
than Trump Towers aS Such..
and i am beyond disgusted with
Trump as any other human with
common decency at this point
will be for those who
than a car and
a house and some
expensive clothes and
even a dream of an actual heaven
with gold and emerald floors like an
OZ aS Such too.. with a big headed lie
and a little old man inside.. after watching Obama’s
Speech last niGht it’s not hard to understand why he got
the Nobel Peace Prize before he deserved it for at least
allowing folks with any opportunity to have health care that
they never had before at all.. life or death per se.. per the first
paRt of this marathon holy spirit creative Flow per Breast cancer as such..
nah.. you don’t wanna get cancer without health care as the emergency room
will not cover the treatments from A to Z to potential recovery as WeLL.. you can just
die.. kinda like an abortion in youth to middle age and let’s hope that there is enough
heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL in the Republican pArty not to sentence adults to death in the
will or will
not be coming
next.. if there
is any Good Cop Jesus
left in tHeir Back pocket they
WiLL thiNk twice before they
sign the execution papers..
that was Obama’s
that it actually happened
and he the only man at this
point in the political arsenal in
this Century with the right stuff.. so far
to make it happen in any way shape or fashion..
there is no doubt that all republicans and those who
support that party are going to suffer greatly at the hands
of a political wave of Trump in as far as carrying on more conservative
adventures in the future as the younger generation will never forget this go
around and they will be the ‘New Sanders’ voters next.. yep.. what comes around
goes around.. and perhaps the next Democratic President will win the Noble Peace
too as now we
have the Nuclear
Trump who he says he
is the Greatest God created
creature to create jobs ever in
all of the world here.. as sure he
just made himself a self proclaimed
savior without even a need to wear sheep’s
clothes at all with sTiLL considerable support
from minions.. sheep same.. and since i am never
running for office and i only answer to God all that is
as Nature.. i have no fears of taLinG the TrUth and LiGht
As ThAT DancEsSinGS iN mE for NoW as it is the founding fathers
of the United States and God who are moreover responsible for my
ability now to write a close to One Million word Bible on my own little
my FriEnds and i
WiLL say both Mozart
and Freddie have hElped
me on my journey and paths
of life as both were champions
of great focus required to create
timeless pieces of Art with
in countries free
enough to fully allow
them to be all of who they
were and still are per the KA of
tHeiR heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL Now
at the reach of an all free YouTube
seARch foR noW.. while some folks
are battling over dollar bills otHeRs oF
uS are STiLL HaVinG the HeaVeN oF ouR LiFe..
Free now.. juSt cause we can as nothing really
matters as long as Freedom Rings in terms of illusory
fears and empty promises sAMe when thiS HeAVen is both Free and IsReaL NoW..
in a Bohemian Rhapsody and MaGiC FluTe that carries on like the wiNd alWays free..
and sure.. even a timeless piece of Art oF mINd and BoDY BaLanCing soUL mINe of mY
own personal 1M or so 1 man bible of all i AM WiTh GoD noW.. mY FiEld oF DreAMs
and suRe.. the
HeAvEN is noW
ReAL iS the IcInG
on the CaKe of TotALLy FReED..
doesn’t jusT coMe from a country iT
cOmes now from GoD WiThIN i AM Now..
and as far as dollar bills and Trumps
go and such as tHat.. pLay wiTh yoUr toys
as trUst me oR noT wHAt i have i WiLL take WitH
Away for Now..
iN oTheR words i wiN
without TrYiNG.. Trump Fans..
and as far as after death while i cannot
prove it too.. tRuST me or NoT iT works precisely the sAMe
way as what you create as Love stays WiTh you as well as the Fear and Hate that
to HoPe.. and LoVe..
and never ending JoY NoW..
As pure Faith lASTiNG..
Horatio LiVes noW..
and KiLroY is HeRe..;)
One of my favorite portraits is that of a country
road that goes on off into the distance
and it just so happens there is
one in my neighborhood
all free for the taKing
noW iN thAT way..
and it’s funny.. iN my
own personal journey
and paths to HeaVen from
within and through creativity
of how i make my miNd and
BoDy SoUL and SpiRit
of heARt as
into not a tool of
culture butT an instrument
of God thaT/wHo co-creates
wHeRe all of liFE
is both a
prompt WiTh a Dance accompanying
thaT SonG oF LiFe at a whim as smALL as
me raiSing one arm in bliss without a word aT aLL
as with 6666 miles plus now in over 40 months oF public
DancE with thousands upon thousand of positive liGht noW
and EmoTioNAlly And SeNsoRy toucHinG YouTube SonGS moRe
provided free by way of smARt phone and ear buds sAMe.. mY
entire body aS every Cell Now beCoMes A memory and realiTy SonG
noW as musical instrument that has no limits or expectations sAMe..
now.. don’t get me wrong.. to metaphor this in words over science as science
currently has no way to meaSuRE this BliSs is not easy.. but never the less and
alWays more iT IS A Blissful MoVinG cONneCTinG EmoTiONal and SeNsory NirVaNA
experience now that needs no words aT aLL.. Whitman’s Body Electric has come
trUe for ME never enDinG noW.. And i’M sure otHeRs who dance free and make tHeir
boDy into a musical instrument feel and sense this bliss too.. many.. without the poetry
much aT aLL to scribe the FeeLinGs and SeNSEs of HeaVen noW.. and that’s what i try
to do NoW iN this Million Word or so Bible heAR.. to provide a spArk.. any sPArk aT all thaT
miGht lead someone to all free HeAVen noW.. HuMan Colors are those oF EmoTiOns NoW
and SeNSEs sAMe while folks are searching for the answers in forms of materialistic
things all the bliss and HeaVEn is WaiTing to cOMe aliVE dorMant as poTenTial
WiThin.. and trUe.. we have so many man-made tools to hELp take uS thEir
now.. built by systemizing folks who rarELy ever made it close to this
Heaven now within.. more fully experienced.. so yes.. i give
thanks to all the robot minds in systemizing
way who could not feel and sense
this Heaven who made
the tools that
and staycation now..
forevermore now iN Heaven
NoW.. i remember someone saying
one time.. you aren’t in heaven that’s just
a bunch of Neurochemical ands Neurohormones
and oThER Bio-Chemical reactions happening inside..
but you see.. the difference is.. those material reductionists
were not eXperienCinG the syNergy of those minute pArts of HeaVeN
now.. juST ’cause it’s real and measurable iN pARt noW.. don’t make
the synergy of Heaven experienced any less of a super duper nature
way of being for those who never enter into the greenest of meadows here
with a country road that has the broad band width Now oF a place with opaque
windows that some folk do not find at all for now.. other than that.. i scribe it noW as
aLL aS instructed by God iN God speak as tHeRE is so much more than this of HeaVEn to relate
that no one would believe anyway.. likely.. if they haven’t even got to this point.. yeT.. Floating
on terrestrial land in total BaLAncinG Continuing Force with nary a FeeLinG of Gravity
is anoTHeR benefit oF A LiFe of DAncE.. wiTh the Songs that go along WiTh thAT..
sure.. much better than walKinG oN water as you can do that with a surf board
already and this way ya rarely to ever fall down.. or even get wet… hehe..
unless ya dance in the rain.. as when you become SpRing.. SpRinG
that is road
Ocean WhOle sAMe..
And alWays DiFfeREnt too..
AnyWay it’s more than safe to say
i kNow/FeeL the otHEr Side of Ventura Highway
too.. as i once sat in a hypnotist office.. yes.. then..
an insurance approved place.. for potential recovery
from pain.. and when the hypnotist/psychotherapist
asked me what i saw of that road in FeeLinG SeNSinG
way.. i looked toward her Aquarium and said i AM that
GOld Fish.. swimming in circles in HeLL noW.. WeLL.. the road
is open now and i AM alWays hOme owN it.. no more GOld Fish here..iN HeLL..:)
And now i’m gonna have a little fun
With a Gypsy Song version of Hotel
California With the Dude from
the Big Lebowski..
as you see/FeeL..
iF you can’t see the
big picture.. Horatio’s
in the sense and since
of God’s Big Picture FeeL
oF Synchronicity iN Purpose
And Meaning as Holy and Sacred
aLL thAT is.. as aLL of existence is synergy
Now of the masterpiece of God that is both we
as eYes of God and Brush oF goD sAme noW
as fractals All oF A reaLiTy from the point of material
reductionists that might look like Random soup but as you
miGht come to see and hear with deeper eYes/eaRS.. as Carl Sagan
even then says too.. it’s not the pARts but how iT’s put toGEthEr thaT iS
aMAZING MORE THAN A LIST OF F iN fActS.. here’s the thing.. our bRains
reflect the univERse.. so below as above.. as neurons and stArs sAMe.. sure..
diFFeREnt too.. but only iN scope and size and overall Function in size as WeLL
but don’t forget as Yoda says.. size matters noT.. we are God THERe and God
iS HeRE and TheRe too.. yes.. omnipresent one miGht DancE and SinG
as any CosmiC DanceR whOle and pARt of whoLe WiLL jusT do
as Goddess of Victory Nike miGht juST DancE and SinG too..
wE are but a smALL and whOle pARt of not juST neurons
and stars butT UniVerse oF God consciousness too..
have you already forgotten so below as above..
weLL.. while both hemispheres of our bRain
match a metaphor of hemispheres
oF eARTh and as we connect
HoLDinG smARt PhOnes
and such too.. we
yes as i surElY
loVe to DancE and
SinG.. yes.. oh God yes!..
DiFferent too.. ya see.. ya have
to see more of the complexity oF iT
to get a more full appreciation of what
the verb God IS.. anYway.. juSt cALL me tIMe’s
man of the yeAR who relatively speaKinG no one
kNows but God aLL aS oNe.. and yes.. Jesus F. iN
Christ i was a BowLinG aLLeY Dude for almost two
decades too.. and by the way.. tiMe is juST a clOck
noW and alarm one’s mess up Lucid Waking DreAMs..
and yes.. tHeir are dARk pArts oF A purple Jesus too
that folks have made into a royal God too.. iN thAT Brief
Case faLLinG out of thaT car soon to be recovered now.. is no..
not a a ticket to a million dollars but a million words and plus much
more recoveRed noW for all of Those who can hear and see thAT noW..
and hell no.. i am not THE DUDE.. as i’Ve said before i AM A dude okay and
if you are reAlly into Brevity.. not likely YA can hang wiTh me heHe.. and wild
and free friends that are women.. sure.. i have a few.. but the only child me and
my lady friEnd are conceiving is this WorD cHIld STiL GroWinG heAR.. and yes.. yA
can call this Hotel California too.. i have a FeeLinG it is possible now for even one person
to get stuck in here for one hundred thousand views.. from France per chance.. and i made
this into a Heaven Hotel and not a HeLL one for those of you conspiracy theorists who think
the Eagles are a devil worshipping band.. they are not afraid of the DArk and neither AM i..he
HE.. i’Ve met my Devil.. face to face and have soundly defeated him iN endless sleep.. what else..
yeah.. per other pArts oF that movie.. i kNow.. i’ve been in bed with all sides now both in metaphor
and heHe.. literal way too.. onLY virtuAlly aS Such2.. buT to get a job dOne of this size one must be lawyer.. judge and super
spy and soldier too.. eTc2.. but no.. like Isaiah said.. before we got another dude as a sun soldier sword
god2 in three parts one.. But naked.. all he promised was A dude who would come with words.. surELy iN A Book oF eLi.. i AM such A Dude too.. but the key IS A dude and not the only dude..
of all thAT is
but the illusions
put forth when symbols
oF aLL kinds become idols of all thaT iS..
S E P A R A T e ugh F iN Separate noW..
it’s not like God is looking for our respect
reALLy.. it’s only God within asKinG politely
like any cat trapped in a patio who can not get out
with a real functionally disabling disorder like Feline
Leukemia.. pleASe lET me out.. as i for one STiLL hEAr thE
CaLL oF God
Free SaMe noW..
D i F F e R e N T..
yes.. my friEnds.. this
is the Heaven Version of Hotel
California now.. coMe and go as you
pLease or not aT aLL and pleasE reMember
to sET yoursELf free of even thiS place heRe..
as everyone’s HeaVen DanceS and SinGS FReER
when we are all actors.. producers.. and directors sAMe aS OWN pLaY..
And DiFFeRenT as pointS oF LIGht and liFE oF GoD’s eYes now..
God iN ISREAL
Essence all that is
IS A ratHeR DiVerse DuDe ONEALL..;)
Hmm.. WeLL.. by NoW.. iF you don’t thiNK REaliTy
is stranger than FictiOn
who would have
to the future
rEaLLy did/does predict
the future on purpose thennow
aS Such as yes.. Biff was actuAlly
Based on Trump per the words
of the actual writer of that film..
and it’s worth
World Series was A
P R E D I C T I V E NOTE
then too.. yes.. ReaLiTy nowthen
too.. iS surELy Stranger than fiction
and trULy Trump sHows one can seT
out to do EiTheR dARk or liGht sTuFF WiTh
Faith and make BLack or WhitE mAGiC cOme
to fruiTion2.. iT aPpears thaT we need and perHaps
haVe moRe WhiTE MaGiCiaNs to counter-ACT thE
imPacT of what does apPeAR to be the real nocebo
Effect iMpACT oF
moRe dArk coMpany
SAMe.. pleAse coMe ouT
and pLay morE.. yA WhiTe
MaGiCIAn folks wiTh tHe smARt..
FeaRLess and UncoNDiTioNal
Sacred Pure Love that Battles
With Joy NoW aLL
overFiLLing and FloWinG noW..
anyWAy.. thIS iS My inCANtATiON
FoR NOW.. and perHaps thiS whOle
NoTrE dAMe Hunchback’s Bible iS too
from befoRe Back to A FuTure too.. iN HeLL..
aS tHis verSiON noW Will Do for ME aT leASt..
as the poor in spirit and the meek and the last
get ‘er all dONe iN the BacKGrOUnd aS Such..FiRst PerHaps..
As they say..
what did the Fox say..
And Michael2.. he wHo..;)
i suppose it’s about time as far as cLocK
illusions go to visit the dVerse PoeT
tEam online aGain with
aLL oF iT juST for FuN..
the reward i suppose for juST
maKinG iT through.. heHe..noW..:)
Libraries oF oLd
Libraries Of New
within out of books..:)
out oF A
cOurAge over words..
wHeRe liFE becOMes
Essence DanceS and SingS Free..:)
oF water BeLow..:)
SMiLes.. reminds me of the old
railroad trestle bridge that
has lasted decades longer
than me in my
and at the age of
5.. before TV waS iN
a shot gun home by the
whistle of railroad tracks
that shook the block foundation
of those wooden floors.. LooKinG
at thAT BridGe ImAginATiOn bred
moRe ways of LooKinG aT LiFE
then.. i suppose
that is what’s missing
iN liFE these days.. my friEnd..
BridGinG ImAginAtion CreaTinG moRe..:)
There’s an Interstate
10 Loop boardwalk bridge
underneath the big concrete
bridge in Biloxi CaSinos way..
And while the wife
i relax wiTh
A place for homeless
folks to rest tHeir head..
surELy mOre A gift oF lifE
than thaT new Scarlet Pearl
that Trump built on the other siDe..
funny.. how homeless can work with A HuMan
soUL.. morE BridGes needED to SpiRit oF HeART..:)
2008.. standing on a cOld
and Wintery Beach
then.. a bridge
to a past of 33 years
or so of work that was
on the verge of literally
killing me then.. i let it go..
like a comet tale that had become
me.. for 66 months thEre were no
more FeeLinG chapters of mY liFe..
To HeLL oFF..
and yes.. 66 months later
almost to date and 42 months
since the third week of July 2013..
i cAMe bAck and tHeRe is no going
back or forward as the bridge floats
forevermore NoW iN the
LIFe is too short…
And Long Forevermore
noW iN MaKinG every letter
A poem.. every note A song that soars..
And every step a dance thaT Never enDs noW oN..:)
sMiLes.. your Train of chaos
and Destruction plunging
to a deep
reminds me of
that is a circus
moreover now than
gridlock that never ends..
and oh gosh.. the train
to the Bridge yet..
hmm.. the liGht is
clearly and visibly dArk
in the Tunnel of political lore now2..;)
Well that does 8 for now as i don’t
wanna be late for an extreme workout
and martial arts and ballet mix
of free style
meaning and that IS A
key to HeAVen now @leASt
foR me.. maKe iT all HoLY
and SaCred MeaNing and PurPose
And HeaVen comes as predictable
as the planets that hold tHeir
orbit as Holy and Sacred iN
Meaning and Purpose
oFF orbiT noW2..:)
01112017.. 5:31 pm..
PerHaps.. i’LL be
As named by The American Indians.. January
Full Wolf Moon aRiSing iN the morning on the
12th before the publish
of this “CoLoRs oF
HeAVeN Bible 2017”
way of 12th too..
of course iN this
overall of longest long
form poem in the current
record of human being on
Google as WeLL.. and sure it’s
not too hard to prove that considering
that the other longest effort was 1.8 Million
words and just the Bible portion of this longest
long form poem is closing in on 1M words iN around
Seven and a half months.. hey.. you kNow what ‘they’ now
say.. BrinG the Money as Word count or iT didn’t even happen
as numbers go.. hmm.. easily provable it is for now.. coMinG
to both Facebook and several blogs too.. hehe.. will anyone
care.. sure.. reliably as alWays this builder of this field of
DrEAms heRE.. i Am an original.. i fit in no wHere
but that is what originals do.. they stand
out from the other crowds of words..
haha.. well.. with that said
and Dream Weaver
moVinG on now
a while longer
as long as i can keep
the eyelids open.. as surely don’t
you think writing close to a million words
of free verse poetry miGht be a little tiring at
the rate of 130 thousand words a month with
166.66 miles to go with that in DancE.. hmm..
what do super heroes do.. believe it or not
Horatio and Kilroy too.. they were
here and they
or without capes
tHeRE is more than
many ways to flY allone..
iN FloW iN ZoNE NoW..:)
Hmm.. this reminds
me of dreams of bridges
one rides on that slowly
gather water like
roads that go
no where but
happy to wake uP..
From Dream Bridge SuNk..;)
Wow.. the drum circles comes alive and
while i’ve been invited to a few
and never made it yet..
my cousin makes
a living with
of making human
music in synch with otHers
iN/oF joy as we connect alive..
and hehe.. i just dance and just
finished 6666 miles in 40 months
all around my metro area jusT for
fun as measured precisely by GPS
Nike sports watch too.. i surely have
some stories wHere dance connects too..
to spread on as..
sure.. word gets around
iN Trump Land North Florida..
when one steps out off a bridge like this..
And foot loose town2..;)
Tender wrists makes
fair of folly and love
a Song sTiLL..:)
Oh Goodness.. Bridges
leaDinG into fog
of a nightmare
that used to
dreAms oF FlyINg
Free.. hmm.. noW
i luciD wake dreAM..
water air sWiMflies me..:)
to look within..;)
Yes.. my FriEnd..
it’s trUe.. hUman
oh.. the hope..
oh.. the belief..
oh.. the faith
As Rose oF FloWers LoVe..:)
A BRain IS A poTenTial
HouSing oF A ZiLliOn
SoUl thaT makes..:)
it is.. as
aS nowS go oN..;)
I kNow you
don’t mean to..
in a-causal connecting principle
oF synchronicity.. and i’M not
sure iF iT was last time
when i dropped by..
per noting more then..
when i got enough
break to visit
you toward the
end again Lynn..
but with an act of
unwavering faith i am
in the process of finishing
the end of another Bible now..
66 Macro-Verses at 991K words long..
hehe.. that’s a mighty long bridge oF Faith
finished in around 7 and a half months now..
of John 14:12..
or maybe i was/am
naive as almost every
Christian i meet scoffs at that
a rap singer
or two i met on
the road when i finished
6666 miles of public praise
dance in precisely 40 months.. too..
not many folks are interested in that
these days.. my friend.. not realizing
are these noW..:)
So.. many dARk
BridGes that mix
with liGht bridges too
and surely i can relate
to the farm accident
of the small
over by a car
at a home and
my Aunt.. passed
away.. bridges to dARk
BridGes to liFE the gifT
of all that
and dARk..as iS..
i too savor liGht
of the dARk niGht of the soUL
wHere A plead iN bleed oF
death is all that’s left..
i’m juSt finishing
a poem toniGht..
one could noW
caLL iT a bridge
i suppose.. Tree..
or Lamp of 991K or
so words.. perHaps
A Bible too.. NoW iN
66 MacroVerse ways
aRound 15K words a verse..
in 7 and a half months and i guess
the reason this bridge reminds me oF
it aGaIn as i am cloSinG in the last Micro-Verses
of this 66 MacroVerse now.. is.. JuSt ’cause iT is..
Dance for me..
WeLL it surely not
so sure it’s well lit
the less hmm..
yes… the Trumpet
Blows and the
and i was juSt enjoying
an aMusing video wHeRe Biff
who became President in the
not so nice version of Back to the Future
was actually inspired by the live Character Trump..
out a little and
while i’M at it since
it seems that you are
the only dVerse administrator
i converse with any more ..a thanks
goes out from me to dVerse as tonight
i am finishing a 66 Macro-Verse pArt of
a sTiLL exceeding 3.3 Million plus word long
form poem at 737 Macro-Verses with
the most recent mega chapter as
sorts of 990K or so free
to go.. now2…
it a bible of
sortS and it
day of 2016..
dVerse has/is been
an integral paRt of
my poEtry muse.. so far my FriEnd…
i appreciate all ya’LL do.. and sorry i
couldn’t fit in any more.. hehe.. as far as liNking..goes..
but ya kNow/FeeL.. i’m sure.. in the world of creation
not everyone fits in the sAMe.. haha.. as winds bloW oN..
As such too..;)
SMiLes.. i just
got a movie
Fever and that
knows.. been there
almost and done
that smaller bridge
too.. aRound these pArts..
tHeRE is alWays someone
to save ‘ya’ though..
do literALLy saVe..
truth be tOld.. i was
ending bridge.. mY friEnd..
as the dice come uP.. Seven Heaven LiVinG..:)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
A best bridge
one that floats wiThiN
inSide Gravity Free
Air full and water
flow as LiFE
oN so poeTicAlly
as TrUth and liGht hiGh
skeYes aBove meet eARTh beLow..
the sAMe for you..
better.. mY friEnD..:)
WeLL that finishes
all 24 of what
to arise aGaiN
in Panhandle Sunshine more..:)
01122017.. 12:52 am…:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd gigoid.. nice to
see you back and sure.. i can
relate to the
climate of the human
who is becoming more
robotic and less human even
when it comes to failing to look up
from a customer service desk with
eyes glued on screen.. and truly
it’s a symptom of culture
are not classically evolved
to staY iN mechanical cognition
noW verses the social empathy that
glues togeTheR thAT one can describe
as the altruistic innate good pARt of liFe
and liGht thaT can sadly move in the otheR
so-called dArk and Evil pArt of souLess.. heaRtless
and SpiRitless person wHere these human virtues are
organic and real and yes hard for some folks to empiricAlly
measure but still as real and organic as the dirt and grains
we sAnd on that hold up mountains of Love iN hUman beings
wHo never give up..
and in that place of
that i for one have seen
up close and personal in an
organic non-emotionless state
wHere all that can be felt left is
pleasure of pain that is no pleasure
at all but change from pain internally
when emotions do die and are so hard to put
into words my friend but IS A true organic state..
the horror there of facing the fACT that even with
logos of reason that remains with a moral code we
are Nature’s slaves and face the action and consequence
of doing.. whether our intentions set out were of the best of completing
a seemingly impossible task.. in other words.. one must grow empathy
and compassion for oneself and do what is required soley and souly
to save oNe’s heARt.. sPiRit and SoUL when oThers.. including culture
as whole.. work.. school.. and other so-called requirements would take
that away as chronic stress can and will eventually erase not only the human
heARt… SpiRit and SoUL in seNseS and EmoTiOns at core of what is organically
and all naturally isReaL.. but one’s very life.. starting at all bodily systems from
respiratory.. to cardiovascular to endocrine and every other autonomic
and sentient paRt oF liFe.. i used to post blog posts almost every day
as a routine of sorts.. and i used to complete every task for
decades at work without fail and make straight A’s
in school without fail.. and trim every blade
of grass around the sidewalkS in
perfect towel hung
level same and
the hairs disappearing
off of the crown of my
head at 18 years old too..
and it’s true my friEnd as the
Ice Princess on Frozen said..
some nows ya just gotta let go of
culture.. get naked and let that shit all escape a septic tank of sunk..
it’s all relative but when it’s bliss and nirvana and heaven now heRe tHeRe
IS A reaLity that Life is Good.. and the journey tHeRE iS oNe oN one’s personal
path in a field of dreams that is as organically real and perhaps as difficult now
to put into words as a concept of a living God all that is jusT as isreal/organic
too.. and full of dARk and liGht and sHades of purgatory grey to
Rainbow colors that one has never fElt and SenSED Before
iN what feels and senses like liVing a thouSand lifetimes
in one liFe iN one second now as Heaven is
moment of NOW..
thaT my FriEnd is
wHEre i alWAys
travel too.. now..
but Heaven now..
and it’s true.. throughout all
history this my friend without any
material goods or status or power at
all is the HiGhest Gate of an ivory
tower that most people
like my cat..
Heaven is organic
i s R E A L No W
no different than the
all we can cAll a blue
turtle or whatever the FucK…
getting tHere IS A iSREaL miracle..
staYing tHeRe IS A Practice oF a liFE WeLL LIVinG
WaTer.. FindinG iT can take a lifetime of seeKinG it to even
escape the robotic machine world we live in mind/body today..
But as Neo miGht say.. those who can and will are alloWed to unplug..
it’s worth noting that in the Renaissance only about 5 percent of the
populace enjoyed any part of that thriving colorful awakening culture..
as our nature’s
and our struggles
in the environment do reMain..
tHere are sTiLL the minions in both
fiction and real who will sheep/mundane theiR
way to follow and support the most despicable leaders ever..
so life goes.. dARk sHades of Grey and BeyONd Rainbow Renaissance colors2..
“The minions on the
from tHeir septic tank view..;)”
“Everything can be filed under “miscellaneous”.
~~ Dilbert, Scott Adams ~~
i let it all
(oh by A way..
this IS a monoLific
allfred aS Such..;)
-as one big riff
“There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth:
(1) not going all the way; and
(2) not starting.”
~~ Buddha ~~
“Freedom is not free. Free men are not equal. Equal men are not free.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
This is true..
“The keenest sorrow is to recognize ourselves
as the sole cause of all our adversities.
~~ Sophocles ~~
Oh.. to be
oh now.. the inferiority..
oh my God.. Victoria’s Secret..
totALLy exposed iN Female Superiority..;)
Oh.. the joy
living without a
roboT all let go..;)
“As I look at your image,
I see only the light which was not absorbed.”
~~ Mark Middleton ~~
harder to see..
let’s face it..
“It will not out of the flesh that is bred in the bone.”
~~ John Heywood (c. 1565) — Proverbes, Part ii, Chap. viii~~
“What sane person could live in this world and not be crazy?”
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
Culture is illusion
and isreal too..:)
“Rotten wood cannot be carved.”
~~ Confucius ~~
~~ Analects, Book 5, Ch. 9 ~~
In the part of this universe that we know there is great injustice,
and often the good suffer, and often the wicked prosper,
and one hardly knows which of those is the more annoying.”
~~ Bertrand Russell ~~
Not easy being
A way now
with no followers..
often few to no friends..
aS liGht bLinds the briGhter iT
bLows.. few places to rest one’s head on…
as Water SinGs..
And DanceS Free as Fly..
heHe.. liKe mARTy McFly..;)
WeLL.. the Karmic
eYe comes out to play
one more place for now
in this ending MacroVerse
of what is surely turning out
to be the biggest so-called bible
in the history of humankind.. yep
edging up to 1 Million words in what
i’ve repeated a few times for posterity
purposes is more precisely 7 months
and 13 days since publish date of
the first first verse of 66
then around four
days to make that
verse happen so we
can call it 7 months
and 17 days now to get
jusT about as precise
as i WiLL care to get
for now.. hehe..
7 more hours
and 7 more
7 more seconds too..
but 7-17 for the first
month of ’17 of 2K
on the 12th day noW of
Publish is enough so-called time stamp detail for deTales
oF A 991K word Bible named “CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017”..
surELy.. somEthing Jonathan Livingston Seagull would write noW iN
A pen image of so-caLLed prophet/author/poet Richard Bach too..
As Seagulls anew go on to DancE and SinG a SonG and DancE
in Peace and Harmony
thaT tHEre is no greater
or less iN the sTate of mINd
and BoDy BaLanCing Force
of Nirvana.. BlisS and Heaven now..
iN the Sense of Rank and File and
Status and power of human being ego driven stuff aS Such..
iT floWs as any Ocean and wAVes to Rivers and StreAM gRows
without bounds of shores to detest wave spread more.. it’s all fun..
challenge.. struggles.. sure.. but that’s what fun can be when lived.. juST fun..
WRiTe oN course
iN DancE and SonG
FReED as the Declaration
of Independence allows iN U.S.
for those smART enough
and Free enough
as any upward FLYinG
or downward FLYinG seAguLL WiLL..
inside.. outside.. and all aRound oF course too..:)
Here’s A thing.. i leArned the first three times
i faced death and actuAlly the first time i faced
iT on the precipice of end of what i kNew/FeLt then..
NoW at thAT second it ain’t what ya earned or took that
means sHit it’s all you give and gave that means anything
aT aLL.. i didn’t give enough that go around and with a second
chance and third one and more aT liFe i said no restraints this go
around i’M GiVinG all i’ve LeArned and FeLt and SenSed oF LiFe
for free no matter wHat.. as thaT is what humans do when free.. they
give and share unrestrained.. and i realize there are some of my Verses
that require a reboot of my current powerful computer to fully open up..
the thing is.. my brain and body moves STrOnG fAST MoRe..
iN BaLanCinG Force
catch uP to my potEnTial
for Now as output too.. technology
has made me faster and stronger too..
and as history shows technology will catch
up with me and other Jonathan Seagulls WiLL
pass my singular achievements in so many othEr
ways of Art and Science too.. this is what hUmans
do when they work toGeThER.. they make the singular
free efforts of hUmans more possible too.. with an escape
from distraction and diversions WiTh Michelangelo and Mozart
and Einstein laser focus too.. the future is so briGht for those who
can see it.. they miGht wear cool shades at niGht if they could see it too..
theRe is no doubt
some do.. i met a few
in my online travels who
also see no limits or expectations
of human poTenTional Still and it’s worth
noting to me too.. that Facebook Friend Greg
shared a status quiz to find out what Roman Emperor
one could be as an ego booster of course as those
Facebook Marketing tools will do.. i’LL be the KinG
of Me iN Master of the gift of Nature by the God oF aLL
Nature butt a King or any kind of authority of Emperor over
oTheRs WiTH any status or rank or even file too now of power
in human ego driven con-social emotion way.. hell no..
that would only take the sweet of HeaVen
Free away.. and i suppose the only
way a ‘Trump Person’ could
FeeL and SenSe
to that would
be to seek and
find and practice
a heaven somEwhat
liKe what i experience now..
as a recent quote stated.. ya can’t
expect to carve rotten wood.. sure one
can hope.. one can wish.. but surely tHeiR
are both isREAL Miracles of LifE and cOld
Hard reaLliTies of struggle as yes i did go
to hell on eARth.. the real place of death
as life in pain and numb for
66 months first
for 42 months
now.. a celebration
week of thaT coming
neXt week.. particularly
on Navarre Beach on sTar
Date 1.17.2017.. hehe aS Such
as most everyone now loves sevens
and oneS iN this culture now.. miGht
as well tack on some more Holy and
Sacred to that gRavy human train for
more purpose and meaning to liFE.. tHing
iS iN all these synchronicities of what has arrived
noW in this Million or so word Bible iN ways of numbers
and events.. very few were either pre-thought or pre-planned
beFore they came to the print of this pAge now then in real time now
then now.. so sure.. it’s safe to say.. one cannot determine life through
a math equation alone to get to the full impact of sacred numbers/events allone..
that moves into the realm of the much hiGher of what humans might metaphor
as the conscious miNd and so-called Body aLL of God aLLone.. beYond human
empirical analysis but never the less apparent here as the case study shows with
time stamps too.. yes ..this wHOle enChiLda.. this Bible.. this longest long form poem
of humankind sTiLL eXceeding 3.3 Million words too.. from the first 42 month witness for
God i mARked at the beginning of all my blogs in an escape from dARk to the
liGht oF me on March 10th of 2013.. ending that mArk of 42 months on
911 iN September of 2016.. and additionally the 12 Million words
i staRted in tale end journey of 33 months iN Hell and
the 33 months before since January of 2008..
that i spent with no words at all..
yes as i started writing on
Thanks GiVing day.. 2010..
is all proof that this God
of Nature that folks
for centuries on
end cross culturally
IS A real deal now.. if for
no one butt the builder of this
FiEld of DreAMs as me.. you see..
on my next door step of death i WiLL
rest much easier WiTh 100% faith of this..
and perHaps you cannot understand the importance
of that if you haven’t faced death three times too.. i got
three strikes and i wasn’t out.. i dAM sure wasn’t gonna waste
a fourth one with extra innings alloWed.. that’s between my UniVerse
and God allone.. for me.. i share it as i KNow and FeeL the dArkesT
places of HeLL on eARTh too.. the answers for me are not the answers
expected by othERs iN tHeir search for tHeiR holy and sacred meaning
and purpose of LiFE but never the less i’ve found miNd/BodY/miNe and
fully illustrated mY soUL/HeARt/SpiRit/BoDy online for others to peruse
when technology and they do or do not
catch up with me.. what i lEArned
iN HeLL is no one is
and what i’ve
lEarned iN Heaven
is rarely WiLL anyone
even attempt to follow one
iN HeAR.. and yes as Karmic
eYes goes i suppose that’s Karma..
we reap what we so.. i’ve sown
both Heaven and
Hell iN liFE
with a little hELp
friEnds and what
some miGht describe
as enemies too.. thINg is..
iF not for the so-called enemies
iN life who were my greATest among
bully trUe FRIENDS.. they ARE.. iN the sEnse
that iF i had never met and faced the dARk
Head on STiLL i would have never made it
to Heaven now.. the DARk makes liGht.. even
Science sHows this TrUth and liGht too.. noW..
i ain’t scared of the
DaRk or CyNical
”tween or naYsAyeR
of rainbow colors now BeYond
that not many folks apParently
experience beYond what i do
now here and now who i’Ve
coMe aCross now then but
‘buy’ A sAme
applies now then
in my experience iN
HeLL as the Karma
oF goD SinGS the
Free Song oF dArk
beYoNd liGht iN the
i oF ME noW isREAL..
so.. sure.. been to both sides
now and BeYoNd.. and all i can
trUly hope and wish is whoever
you are.. you fINd a Heaven that works for you too..
and can square away reAlity as Peace at the end of yoUr paths
for now too then..
as the lasT liGht
oF eYelid meets the
force oF aLL thAT iS.. noW then Now2..:)
Oh yeah.. and the quiz picked
Marcus Aurelius for
me.. a Stoic
of that term now..
for all practical intents
and purpose what sets the
Stoics apart from the Christians
and heretics same is the Christians
saw an invisible transcendent God
and the stoics saw an isreal
now.. i sEE/ heAR
both iN SenSinG
and FeeLinG way
and never ending now..
and surely Socrates as
both a rationalist and
a mystic saw more
way beYond just
word thInking and otHeR
forms of abstract symbols
too.. it’s all isREaL but not all
see and hear all oF it wiTh eYes
and Ears as Gifted and lEArned For Now
and most importantly eYes and ears that
remember deeper within in ways beYond words
wHEre FeeLinGS and seNSEs bEcome more than words alone..
allone baby is what i see/hear.. and while Stoics and Christians see
lust as an inferior part of human being.. science now shows Lust noW
and a balance oF Love to be a source oF all creativity and productivity
in human and a peaceful easy way of avoiding aggression.. violence
and FucK yeS.. even the poTenTial of World War III.. one can commit
suicide and kill others for just the dream of a bunch of naked
women in heaven of a dirt nap.. or watch porn in heaven now..
aLiVe.. do no harm wins
as harm.. consensual
aS Such.. yeS in due moderation
as the nurturing of a village of both
male and female divine LoVinG force is what
makes children strong.. the family that
stays toGetheR IN a village that has
a balance of lust and love
is the family
but A family now/then
now who thrives aS WeLL..
it all comes now to the individual
in a free country to be the change
ya wanna see.. i don’t run with the sheep..
the minions or the mundane as they may
like to stay more grounded like that.. i fly
like an Eagle and A Seagull hiGher jusT
over the Power
oF smARt and FearLess
Love.. yes.. i WiLL LiGht TrutH and
flY even HiGher now.. WiTh LoVe and WiLL..:)
Now to wrap up a few Facebook Provided MacroVerses
sTarTing WiTh “Dancing the talk of TRUTh” as
monologue in response to a so-called
Gnostic Christian on the
by him as God
and God allone
above all Nature
and interestingly enough
while the Gospel of Thomas
describes Jesus as more Yogi
and Pantheistic.. tHeRe are some
Gnostic Philosophies that see the
material world as inferior to a so-called
transcendent one that is superior in matters
of spirit as the word was actually eventually
copied before translations by St. Paul from the
Romans who followed more of a
Stoic Philosophy of
of Marcus Aurelius
as well.. thing is.. the
SpiRit noW of EmoTioNs
and SenSes are organic..
some of which operate2
at a subatomic level that
even science with aided
eYes cannot yEt see
how now A
and SeNSory Way
never the less.. those
oF uS who experience
more oF iT realize more
of the Nature of Mysticism
iN liGht and what some otHeRs
call occult as well as placebo/white
magic and nocebo/black magic too..
it’s semantics and people will kill each other
in idolization oF Form as letters and words and
books over the essence of What is Real and
Transcendent DiFFeREnt sAMe.. diFFeREnt
eYes see a sAMe world diFFeRent sAMe
and alWays diFfeRent too.. and
that’s the color
Brushes of GodSEYes noW.. BeYoND
AS MasTErPIEce PaInTinG OceAn wHole noW..:)
Also from two years ago.. MacroVerse Memory titled
‘Leaves of Saving Tree’.. and interestingly enough
this IS a 2015 Version oF A story that i WiLL
repeat here at the near ending
of this bible..
call it wisdom
calL iT liGht
ThrEE and more..
i’LL leave that uP
to the Tree of God..
no hangingS on
for ..me.. this go ’round..;)
Tennis bALLS OF Hope
from a year ago.. as i increase
what i always lauded in my elders
as story taLing abilities.. the quiet
boy i was then..
and the illusions
of machine mechanical
mind cognition for so many years
of work and school of
it’s safe to say
the output has coMebacKaGain now..:)
Okay that takes care of all those
MacroVerse memories but as promised
a tale about a sapling tree and saviors neXt
from 2016 in a ‘Sand Box Heaven’ then now linked here too..
And as a note before i provide that memory and story
and newer age older age newer parable too.. iF those
of you who are sTiLL a little more OCD like i used
to be and the wife Katrina sTiLL is in
ways of lining
and even all the way cross..
take any MacroVerse or two
ya like out oF all the 737 that are
not included in these 66 of these
MacroVerses compRising this bible
here to total the 1 Million even that i will
fall short at around 9K words here.. 991K
is significant also along with the number 66 of
course in traditional bible ways but truly like i’ve
said before all 12 miLLion words plus the photos plus
the videos plus the links done to the nitty gritty oF aLL
i’ve dONe online is the soUL oF Y i unleashed and released
foR All who care to see and hear and sense and feel more of
perHaps wheRE theY’ve been beFore or noT.. and that’s the great
thing about the U.S. and our Great Freedoms of Expression uncensored
in self sponsored websites along with overall community support.. the
TrUth and liGht WiLL sET yA Free iN Ways YA hAve neVer ever
for now experienced liFE.. heAR now.. i add a verse or two
and yes more.. as Robin Williams said in the
‘Dead Poet’s Society’ too.. i stand
uPon the desk
in the 37th Verse tHeiR..
as i2 stand upon the shoulders
of Giants before me.. and the blood
and bones of those who sacrificed tHeir
lives to give me the opportunity to bE thiS
Free as the Spirit oF GoD LIVes WiThin me now.. in the U.S heAR now
so yes T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y A L L A S A L L I S G O D N O W..now
and yes.. after providing that Sapling Savior Story i will provide what stARTed
out all this witness of God inN a personal message on Facebook to my very
first and only Friend there to a woman named Mags who was the only
person who supported me in Autism Online communities
where empathy of the cognitive kind was seemingly
absent for the truly different among we humans
then.. all iT takes is one person to wipe
the blood oFF A cross for SonG
to DanCe and SinG louder
than ever BeFore..
moral of the
story to come next as well..
thaT First story was on or about
the last night of February 2013.. another
poetic spARk as WELL put on Facebook
for the public on March 1st of 2013.. and then
the Blog thaT sTaRted all oF this too.. oN March
10th of 2013.. and after this.. Holy and Sacred Thursday
R and R activities as deSignED by me and the God who
lives within sHall begin neXt.. along with more fun dance
photos coming to this ending 66th Verse of this so-called
personal bible by me.. in the wee 3 am hour or so
of 01132017.. after a celebratory 143rd niGht
of Rave-like ‘primitive’ dance WitH aLL
the Cool College age
to the two
now.. with a little
of Midnight at the Oasis
and Moon LiGht Feels riGht
on this Full Wolf Moon niGht and day..
iN R and R way..;)
Stars are born to output and share liGht..
at least for as long
as they live..
and as dim as i once
was.. almost bLack
grace then was
to water a plant
my life still
dArk the candle
i felt iN bLack
oh.. the saviors of the world..
and a story i love to tale a little
different as parables do.. when free
and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority
exist.. for free..
so.. anyway.. sorry iF
you already heard it but
it will be different anyway..
hehe.. as free WiLL be
starliGht oF eYes
within.. a dusty road..
a little boy with no words..
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. but a lover
of growth.. in shape of trees..
a sapling brought home
by loving mother
on a counter
by a lamp that shines..
the boys sees green and
wants to see more.. so he
nurtures this PLANeT
water he does..
iN eYes of Loving
Kind.. fertile ground
outside.. dig a hole
to comfort roots..
and the Tree rises
broad and sTrong..
and soon provides shade
for the front porch home..
Sidewalks come.. but tree
sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
come more beautiful than before..
Students from the local school who
study trees are amazed by the beauty
of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
and the boys eYes shine to see what his
Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his life
a shy young man iS
walking this sidewalk
of the boy’s home.. and
a most beautiful dark haired
girl approaches him.. with smiling
face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
and that begins a Love that
will last ’till death..
the shy boy becomes
confident with the Love of
his wife.. joins the Military..
and even rises to the ranks
of politics then.. Love grows
and fearless Lives..
the boy is
and makes a decision
as a leader of the world
that prevents World War III…
Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
So who is the savior.. the boy..
the man.. the girl.. the Loving
wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. the tree
or the little disabled boy
and all the
from around the
world.. well the truth
iS aLL they are.. as theRe
is no i.. me but us and we
Moral of the
story.. water a tree
Of Life and see wHere
i think i was born as
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers come along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made texture without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”, the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist, for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of heaven for some that do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything and everyone before me to
thank for that experience… Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo…
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The yellow cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
a balance in his life when we allowed him
a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard, in the afternoon sun.. he is
pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen.
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
Jesus F. iN Christ.. i finished an over 16K.. 66th Verse of close
to a one million word bible per 991K words and sure
no doubt at least 9K is coming
in the comments
‘Current CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017’
MacroVerse to top iT aLL oF heRe at
over one million words too..
if Ya wanna count
MaCroVeRse i AM
NoW working oN.. yeT
to be named.. anyWay..
to top that off i figured i’d go
dancing with all the cool college age
folks in the 143rd Celebratory WeeK
along with Celebrating finishing juSt anoTheR
pArt of my personal Covenant WiTh God and as
GoD WiNks more on that in a feW in synchronicity
way but tHeRe is someThinG about ‘this’ Led Zeppelin
Fallen Angel shirt that suRely i can relate as a demon like
dude in hell on eARth for 66 months and also looKinG aT the
ShiRt from anoTheR view point .. A Phoenix AnGel RiSinG uP
from FiRe AgAIn and a stairway uP to heaven instead of the downer place
ugh.. of hell.. on eARTh as i say HeAR noW.. anyWay.. seems to be
A very popular shirt among the young women dancers as
empirical evidence counts with selfie taking
and beautiful women
of me sMiLinG
ear to ear with these
sweet women cannot be
refuted as the photos do not lie..
nor are they photo-shopped aS Such either..:)
WeLL.. a few deTours beFore
i come back to this next
Facebook Profile Status pic
of me leaning in the window
of a car full of nice young
women as they are the same ones
i just had a passerby moment from car view
with them.. as i came out of my car in the
parking lot far away from the bar and they
caught a glimpse of the so-called P-Cola
Metro Area ‘Dancing Guy’.. ‘Dancing Man’..
i thiNk that is what folks young
and old mostly
close to some of the
stuff i don’t hear in
ear shot.. hehe.. aT leASt..
and such as tHaT crazy labeling
of human exhibition behaviors
from less extroverted
who don’t care
to see other males
shake their butts in
public either while they
clasp their hands tighter
around their girl friend and
or wives too.. hehe.. hey.. iF
i’m sexy that’s pretty amazing
considering i am approaching 57
this June 6th.. okay.. F day.. not D day either..
hehe.. oh.. i love Friday the 13th too.. that’s
pArT oF whY i F Y i win the
too as i mention
that somewhere else
on the gigoid home front too..
yes.. namely one of the detours plus
F iN sleep after writing and dancing
and writing ’till 4:40 AM on Friday the 13th too..
anyWay.. back to the car load of young
women.. they catch
sweet squealing not
mean squealing.. hey! there
he is!.. hey! can we have your
autograph with other unintelligible
various verbiages as they are all screaming
different other stuff at the same time..
while they have slowed their car
down to a short
by the parking lot..
i just raise my hand and
say hey and start drifting
off floating aS Such in
the bar then..
and oh Lord.. familiar
sweet female squeals i hear
again as they have circled
an entire city block..
and i don’t
i guess they realize
this and ask for.. hey!
hey! can we have a selfie
with you..! now that’s something
i’ve heard about a thousand times..
along with male yells of hey legend
out of cars as i walk by.. telling
me to go go go you
go go go
and get down
more and such
aS thaT iN
by A way..
i raise my
arms often.. heHe
iN a Victory Dance
alWays too.. now hehe2..
so i lean down to the car
and the sweet driver.. i record
a selfie with too.. to accompany
this Fredtale in continuing longest
long form poem exceeding 3.3 million
words in all free verse way.. as this
is my soUL uploaded and surely iT
IS A fun
ha! the funniest
part oF all.. considering
i was a hunch back of Notre
Dame shut-iN for 66 months
of metro public
dance cAMe next..
nah.. couldn’t even
get out of the car at
Walmart to face the crowd
with dentist-like drill pain then..
in right eye and ear.. so now.. then the
sweet young females.. and i have no idea
which one said it.. so i am not pinning this
saying on the sweet young woman who stuck her
head out the window but as i stARted walKinG away
one of the sweet women yelled out TAKE YOUR SHIRT OFF!
YEY! AND STUFF LIKE THAT!.. and as i relayed this story as
i have 100% transparency and no secrets from the wife down
to the nitty
attacks of bootie
dances i have also
been the receiver
of as a
and 40 months too..
by the way.. can’t measure
the miles at Old Seville..
as the GPS will not
work in Nike
100 year old
thick concrete walls.. a little older than me..
the old grandpa dancing dude.. thE spiRiTEd
Wife2 Katrina said last night2.. weLL.. iF
women start slinging their underwear
and bras at you from the road
and rolled down windows and
such as that your
nah.. these are
sweet girls they
would never ever
if i wanted
that i would
go to a strip
bar.. all i care
to share is smiles and
surely the fact i had no
idea what sex really was until
age 18 and never even saw it until
then.. likely has a lot to do with how
i view women as smiles/eyes rather than just T and A
as sAdly that seems to be mostly the young men view of
women today.. there is an entire emotional UniVerse of Woman
wHo exists iN eYeS And sMiles.. the same place i loved when i was
i really do.. sTiLL
noW i just love tHJeir
sMiLes and their
eYes as that’s
all i need
and yes.. ask
my wife if you
don’t believe it
WiTh WiNks and more SmiLes..
And sure.. you can ask all my girl
FRIENDS too.. i am also noW A Clark
Kent2.. sTiLL A mild mannered version of Superman2..
and cars and
walls and emerald
pearly gate walls
i seek different.. and yes..
often i DO FiND through out
life.. STiLL noW.. so many sMiLinG eYes
noW.. i Live.. too..
And sure.. i back uP
my words now WiTh the
also A pARt
of mY online sOUL iN HeAVEn aS Such
too and yes.. me too.. i never
forget a smile or eyes of
any woman who walks
and iF i ever
do.. i have reminders
to take me back to all the
Loving days that never
haha.. picture this..
me in a nursing home
with all the old folks then too..
reviewing what i did in old age online..
hey.. i’ve already been to a much more challenging
place for happiness than a nursing home.. that’s a piece
of cake and icing
HeLL on Earth
wHere there are
no emotions or
then THeRE of any
emotions aT aLL.. not
eVEn A F. iN SMiLE..then..
yes.. trUst me.. iF you haven’t
been tHeRE.. you cannot imagine
what it’s like to be the walking
And sure.. i caN/WiLL
sMiLe about even thaT iN HeaVEn noW
As A fallen angel has riSen as Rose aGaIn..
thaT IS A SMiLeS oF LiFe..
juST caLL iT mY CaSiNo RoYAle
iN Pan of forevernow SpRinG of HeAVen
Endless aDaM gOlDen F iN
eveS iN liGht aS WeLL..as..LoVe..:)
You kNow.. ‘this’ young woman and most
of them may not realize they are pARt
of the Longest Long Form Poem ever
NoW and even the after commentary
of a bible
‘old bible’ and
another ‘new testament’
size of personal story to boot
and sure.. hehe.. bootie dance too..
but i can promise you this.. when she
is older and if she ever comes across the
end of this new age personal bible in the
commentary or the next over a million words
verse As pARt of wHOle oF All this is.. she will
want me to
take my shirt
off.. well what
can i say.. i am
‘A gift’ that keeps giving..
even from a nursing home if
i make it that far as LiVinG..
and yes.. jusT
for SmILes and
NoW.. juSt cAll
this my ode to women..
inspiRed by a carload
of women who asked for ‘this’ looonnngg.. autograph..
they would have never likely been able to read my chicken
anyWay.. as lonG as
‘that’ comes.. as iS..
And as far aS iT sailS oN..
As OceAn whOle SoUL noW2..:)
WeLL.. as i continue to peruse sweet
dance Memories as i celebrated
the finish of an epic
bible that most
course are not
even aware has
happened.. he he.. not yet..
at least.. with sMiLes.. or even
the longest long form poem ever
accomplished by even a group of
human beings over centuries of effort
in India aS Such.. it’s kinda amuSinG
how much more popular i am with never opening
my mouth.. all non-verbal aS Such.. which reaAlly
goes to sHow.. iN fACT.. juST how important hUman
non-verbal language is.. seriouSly.. how many folks
become what has now been termed as A legend.. a hero..
a Pensacola Icon.. with never ever saying
a word to the overwhelming
majority of the audience
and never ever
a Washington dollar
or Lincoln cent from
all the stuff i have done
since becoming technically
and legally and medically
permanently disabled 9 years ago.. still by
the pen of four professionals.. with Asperger’s
and Bi-Polar so-called too happy and dead bLack
whole soul disorder too .. as i stay in the uPsWing
oF tHaT noW iN continuing 42 months of HeaVen heRE..
oN eARTh and maKe it A F in Science and ART even
an Epic oNe beYond all written PoeTry Books/Bibles
As A SonG
sAMe to stay
heAr as surELy
my own created hero
of Love and liFe/Laughter JoY
and sMiLes too.. you see.. my story is
antiThEtical to the TRumps oF liFE.. you don’t
have to be rich in money to be delirIouSly Happy..
i don’t buy shit.. the wife takes care of the grocery
store and stuff to brush my teeth and wipe my face and
such as tHat sTuff
we have enough
money to last as
we saved every FucKinG
penny while making close
to minimum slave wage labor
pay for years and years in service
to others with happy smiles through
thick and thin then too.. what most folks
think is happiness at lEast the way i see it
if i try my best to put my TruMp Glasses on for
the folks who voted for that man who down trods
all who he disagrees with who comes his way in
so-called anti-Christ way.. while the so-called
Good Christians.. many of them named the
real hero and
figure and devil same..
lies of false witness in
years by the devil who comes
next in even false testament
of where An Angel
even some health
care too.. the hypocrisy
sadly stiNks of ignorance..
they kNow not what they do
is as pertinent from
you see Karma
IS A real deal..
the Bush administration
got away with blood for
the price of oil.. over a
hundred thousand truly
Bills and Lincoln
cents.. ThoSe faces
wHeRe for the respect
oF A country iN inTegrity/HoNesty
for a Declaration of Independence
to grow for all.. and folks have shit
on those faces so much.. one must wonder
if we will even be a third world soul as less
than that as we already are as voting aS wHole..
way.. well., you see.. ‘this’
young woman ‘here’.. wHo i danced
with toward the end of the night is
proud of her 3.92 grade point average
from my three degree alumni same of U.W.F..
smARt enough not to be fooled by men in robes
of past or men in suits now.. and this is the wave
of change that will surely change the current face
of this Trump Country now.. this IS A free country
i will continue
to honor and respect
the founders like
and other granite mountain
men like Obama who stand upon
a land of integrity and honesty same..
‘live and learn’.. the quote from the gigoid
place before.. free smiles.. with no restraint and no pulling other folks down..
but i ain’t
gonna sleep with no devils..
God didn’t make me that way
here’s the thing
bleeding heARt liberals
wear crowns of tears and
froWny Face trumps live life as death..
yes.. it’s just a general and parody-like
statement butt in anecdotal way i find this
BleedinG heART Liberal
Lives and FeeLs and SenSEs
more than frOwns and tHaT
from Trump Hell..
you see.. me at 56.. i can
look into this young woman’s
eYes and see anoThEr entire UniVerse
of BeinG HuMan iN VieW of a beYond
PANtheistic God thaT/wHo..
Trump FroWns too..
i never noticed anything
but her eyes and earS.. iN fAct
i cannot tale you anything about
her measurements below her chin..
i am a man.. not a mouse who grabs what is not his..
and you kNow what and feel what this young woman
will never have
best is to forget me..
and you know what else..
when Trump and his minions
go away the sTiLL waters of Peace
And H A R M O N Y..
Trump(s) is a most
FucKinG aMazing dArk
poEtry muse ever
i come aCross..
to go anywHere
but to the next
news story on
my iPhOne6s to
fiNd the neXt
over for a
million more plUs
words of a poem and
a bible that never
is God and yes
admittingLY so.. the
DarKer TRump flowers
are pARt of THE whole
too AS wHole oF course2
pARt of Whole
and it bears noting
aGaIn iT is often the
Judas who bleeds most..
i feel sorry for Trump
who have totally turned
their back on the teachings
of Jesus except for the lie
that he is
who wears the sKin of human..
the greaTest oF aLL isReAL
sAMe and all
the folks who say
they ‘follow’ Jesus as
about at core..
of what it even
means to be a student
and or disciple of TrUth and
LiGht.. remember John 14:12.. Jesus
was not too proud or arrogant
God ever created..
and folks would even
do more works than he..
with the power of being
WiLL set yA Free iN liGht..
Jesus F. iN Christ.. i should wRitE
a Bible.. surE.. already did a revision
of the one i already wrote and
Two New Testaments
of 181K words
of all of that..
Circle oF LiFE
More Bibles to come..
i’LL stARt A trend evenTuaLLy
as Whitman’s prophecy aLreaDy comes true iN/as me too..
come iNto BeinG Truth and liGht..
all naked as Such.. RAW BABY..
like the Good Cops Terminator2
Guardians of the Galaxy2..
NOW aS FREED..
Back to future of TrUTh and LiGht2..
And as alWAys.. a reAlly
Cool Kids Facebook
Dance Night.. ouT..
and creATinG too.. to..
and 17 days..
as surELy Holy
and Sacred as
letters and numbers sTiLL Do
cOmE aLong WiTh FlesH and
organic online too..
perHaps for a thouSand
years or more for you too.. heHe2..
wHere we all can liVe relativELy2
forever2 iN A place.. A HeaVeN2
juST the FiRE
liGhts as heaVeN
shiNes wiThiN ouT..
BeyOnd floors of gOld
and ceilings of EMErald pearly B. gates..;)
And now finAllY.. as.. oH Lord.. A Sun
is getting loweR and i muST
eScape out inTo
like mix of dance
comes as the practice
oF HeAVen muST never
end for SonG’s
i’LL share an ending
Clown photo Labeled Fred hehe.. hmm.. yeah
mostly labeled by the males as some
of the girls were even sweet
on me when i was a
all about eYes
and smiLes then
too along with
A dreAM then..
until age 18 too
for longer than a minute or too..
hehe.. yep.. they saw me as a clown
then2.. even labeled me as an older
lady clown too at age 13 or so
i got a secret.. the
same secret i had then
before ‘they’ wiped away
the Heaven oF smiles wiTh
and it continues
to rise now.. you can’t
take that away from me now..
and surELy.. i would give and share
it with you.. if you gave me the
time of day
not mine in the
Heaven HeRe alWays now..
so.. i DancE and SinG on
wiTh a Yellow
Boy nipping at
to HeAR the
CaLL oF the WiLd STiLL..
oh yeah.. and why do i include
all the pretty photos of the women
smiling with me at Old Seville at the
end and or the beginning of every Macro
Verse of my Bibles and New Testaments
and such as that up to this point
now.. they are VIP Muses..
oF A New age
and so am i..
i honor and respect
all of those who help
me create A bible(s)
IN thE FloWer
of Beauty’S liGht
God.. how that word
has been tarnished.. i suggest
a new idol for God as symbol
Rose oF FloWer..
and sAcReD NoW
WiTh MeaNinG and
PurPose iN HeaVen NoW..
works for me aT leASt as
aS Such aS WeLL
aS word spRinG waters..LoVe aS liGht..
A Bread oF LiFe..:)
Oh yeS.. and not
to forget to provide
continuing muse credit
wHeRE muse news is due..
The Facebook assisting extra
cool Robot provided the Clown
i will share here jusT for fUn
as enclosed iN that Micro-Verse
Memory from a year ago too..;)
Arrival of the Clown Shark
Joker Can be Wild AND Crazy
And sure one more..
as i remember too..;)
‘April Fred’s Day’ from two years ago..
for the aGes..;)
OH yeah.. and there is this
one from early April
of 2016 ‘FReED MiNions’
so.. what are the odds
that the first
are dressed with
exactly the same
shirt on come to dance
with me on the first day
ever i wear a Minions shirt
to Old SeviLLe Quarter.. thaT’s
a Question you’ll have to ask a FLoWeR too..;)
Yep.. go ahead.. caLLALL this
iF you like
YES.. THE FucKinG F iN
ONLY FLOWER NOWALL..
MYSELF ON THE BACK
AND PUSH FORWARD NOW MORE FOR THE
ULTIMATE VICTORY THAT IS FREE ALWAYS NOW ROSE..;)
Hope that was/IS A DramAtic enough ending2beginningmore2..
Best of wishes
and of course
Oh Lord.. i forgot
the Pearls.. gigoid..
“It is the ability to choose which makes us human.”
~~ Madeleine L’Engle, “Walking on Water” ~~
And sAdly this same neo-cortical
pARt of miNd/BoDy alLows
painful things if the
social group in group
think say let’s do ‘this’ now
iF you wanna Stay (i.e.. FGM
cultural Fe/male Genital Mutilation)
yes.. A pARt of the group and historically
have the benefit of shared subsistence..
including shelter and mates.. Oh Lord.. the
benefit of lifelong retirement.. hmm.. if that doesn’t
go away too.. and the poTenTial to set one self free
in a self-actualization
that spells tRue WiLL now..
Oh Lord.. Life.. an ink blot
test and sure.. i hOld Friday WITH the
13th.. Holy and Sacred and WiN liFE that way..;)
“You live and learn. Or, you don’t live long.”
~~ Lazarus Long ~~
And sAdly2 this means in areas
where cRaP does mean survival..
you learn to do crazy shit to survive..
social human animal
is.. smArt is only relative
to what one feels and senses in
life and how insane iS it in even more
countries to require a 20% discount on male members
people don’t realize
how important that
is until they are stripped of the clothes
of culture and finAlly live free.. as much as i love
LiVinG in the United States in retirement years now that
i do not have to fit the insane norm of being stuck in a windowless
office doing mechanical cognition in personnel.. financial management..
payroll.. Information Technolgy Support..eTc.. and eventually gaining a window
then.. but additionally gaining an open door policy to assist everyone above me
and at peer level and supervise everyone on the so-called ladder below me..
30 to 130 or so folks depending on if my boss was away.. then..
yes.. tHeRE is cultural
are only humans
when they are in tHeir
element of what they
are even F iN
on and yes feet
on and arms on and
legs on moving connecting
and creating human beings that
face to face give and share for a forAge
of life togEther and a group dance at the
end of the resource hunt and gathering day
in yes.. a naked moon lit campfire niGht that spells
one word that DAnceSinGS T O G E T H E R we stand..
And SinG my
FriEnd and i truly
wish you could have
had an escape from hell
a little bit earlier.. but yes.. we
do what we can my friEnd
that is what life
does.. and the ultiMate
lesSon my son taught me
in ’97 as he struggled to live for
51 days then in beyond adversity..
we just live that’s what life does.. SurViVe..
And iF aT aLL possible.. yes.. FucKinG Thrive..
most of the rest of the planets.. we see at
least.. are just cold and hot rocks..
tHeRe are Flowers
FucK yes.. make
THE FloWeR God.. the
whoLe FucKinG EnChildA
and Breathe iT aLL iN.. sMILes
mY FriEnd.. it works for me and that
pARt of culture as far as indigenous
PANtheistic leaninG ones makes total FucKinG comMon
sense.. for MaKinG this A Garden of Eden NoW over A
F IN TruMpTowercoNcretejungle..
with a God no one can see..
eat now like
Bread and Water..
a grain of
God owners noW..
is most all that ShiT..
is.. i free THE God iN me..
and no longer pay a ‘price’ to live..
So.. See ya when
do my FriEnd..
iF not.. the pleasure
has been at leasT aLL ‘miNe’..
iN GiVinG shArinG waY aLL FReED..;)
The Jesus MeMe and TheMe is an
incredible and amazing.. both
archetype.. and created
many humans through
history who have replicated
a truly Good Cop Golden
rule Jesus in themsElves
who feels and senses greater
empathy in ways of understanding
the many differences of others iN aLL
oF God’s Bio-Diversity and Neuro-Diversity
and much more of the individual human UniVerse
to be exploRed in multi-moreUniVerses of HUman
StiLL to come as well as be found as already is.. and Katy
Perry is one truly famous person who wears a arm tattoo of what
is now named Jesus that was once Yeshua and what was once then
an illiterate man who spoke an Aramaic oral tradition as those
who repeated and changed the story for decades did in HoPes
one hopes for TrUth and liGht too as roundtable discussion
on dusty and desert roads
or dArk as any
human round table
discussion in even 30 minutes
will do as assessed by modern science..too..
those folks were as human then as humans are
now.. and subject to the 3 to 4 hundred thousand
scribe mistakes that biblical scholars suggest were
made in the written and copied bible versions without the
advantage then of a ‘xerox’ machine now or a Jesus
Blog for the original Yeshua all literate aS SucH
and changed to write stuff
down then or
now.. some folks
believe faith is believing
what someone else says/said
without evidence… other folks
liVe A Faith as forcE that alLows them
to move relative mountains with ease..
sure.. like a 1 Million word bible in 67th
Verse of what now i WiLL Name as “VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn”.. too..
juST Cause i can and WiLL over Love of the smARt and UnconDitioNal
love i continue to give in repPrize here as well.. re-gifted Love for Centuries
online.. what a gift folks like Katy Perry have the poTenTiAL to give and surELy as
she continues to rise as A star of God Fire liGht oF Love inside.. she too
has earned her stripes oF Faith in BeiNG and DoInG thaT is
required to spRead the LiGht of a John 14:12 doing now
greater works than Jesus effort in her/his/eTc.. singular
or more focused variety of work/practice.. to
yes.. spRead LiGht and HeALinG
and liGht now..
wHeRE the outcasts
and down trodden folks
by hands like Trump rise
up as Rose like Katy Perry too..
and Katy Perry with her song ‘Firework’
as i’ve often reported in the entire form and
beFore of this Longest Long Form Poem Ocean
wHole way of more than 3.3 MilLiON words too.. and
even the total of 12 MiLLioN or so i have written since Thanks
GiVinG Day of 2010.. greaTly inspiRed me to bRinG a faint
FeeLinG and SeNSinG oF my SouL iN the deeps of Hell way
back then.. a voice oF aN Angel she was then and sTiLL iS
noW as her SoNG ‘Rise’ suRely and TrUly iN LiGht captures
the Good Cop Jesus meMe and TheMe.. oF re-born thaT aLL
most could/WiLL aspire to BRinG greater UnconDiTioNaL
smArt and FeARless Love liGht into
our world that so desperately
needs that hiGher poWer
of God as Gifted
to all of wE
and FeeL HumaNity
more NoW and for those
who do not and liVe in Trump
TowErs too wiTh bLAck oF SoUL
iN Bleeding Judas as trUly noT so WeLL
aT aLL iN poTenTiaL overFlowinG essence
of ChaLiCE Love with no golden waLLs as cup.. oF Love..
YeS.. WeLL and the water without visible Form but never the
leSs a SpiRit thaT/wHo heLps FireWork our World StiLL now.. juSt
anoTheR oBamA like EXamplE of John 14:12.. MoVinG Mountains
like a soul iN HeLL and Health care and marriage rights for those
so-called outcasts wHo never had those rights before peR the overall
Declaration of Independence sTiLL for unalienable God Given of Nature
Rights to LiFE.. LiBerTY and the Pursuit of Happiness that surELy includes
Health Care for more and marriage for gay folks too iF that is what they choose
to do.. now too..
i have a loop wHole
iF i ever get interviewed
by any news organization for
the dance as most no one is gonna give
any shits about new bibles.. overall these days
without a hook to take them wHere the bibles
livE.. my acceptance speech and this victory lap
already is.. i just did John 14:12.. continue to do it
and as God said in God speak oF Synchronicity and
movie way too.. in Seventh SiGn waY aS WeLL not
only do it Fred but wRitE iT aLL down too.. fulfill all
the old prophecies and even unnamed ones yet to be now..
and even do more than that after you finish this alWays noW too..
so yeah.. if the good news of this don’t get around until after i’m bodiLY
GoNe.. tHeRE iS alWays the words and photos and videos to prove iT dId
and does sTiLL go down for isREal noW2.. and to be clear lots more folks
have done John 14:12 endeavors but what we trUly need is to BrinG back
the Humble Jesus with hashtag #john1412.. what a world tHis would be iF
every one TRuLy understood Heaven is now and Faith in Emotional
and SenSory Force WiLL moVE mountains noW over smARt
And Fearless LoVe as iSreAL Faith now..
anyWay.. i ain’t
all you can
Dollar Bill Mansions
for Adults to scramble
after like a pile of dirt
with no love
i am not going to
be the one who shits
on those golden parades either..
i juST BRinG the TruTh and liGht
that God Brings wiTh me.. and i AM
not going to tale anyone what they have
to do as that suRely is BeTWeen them
and how they see GoD too.. but what
i WiLL do is sHow ya all oF whaT
and How my HeaVeN noW
looks and iF A
comes.. i just
Katie did and do you too.. hehe..
iN Mia as Family and a form of Michael
as close to God and Katie as pure as TrUth
and liGht thaT i can BrinG wiTh juSt anotHeR
Frederick WiTh a K capitalized for
peacefully ruling A and
the power and Force
with ‘i’ as soUL
and seLf sAme Director
of whatever ego ‘I’.. ‘i’ produces
NOW and directs wiTh an ExcLAmAtiOn
point’! ‘.. oF SpiRit thAT DancES and SinGS
HeARt oF EMoTions and SeNses thaT MoVes..
connects and creaTeS iN eVer morE HeAVEn NoW..
GiVinG and yes..
For NoW moRe..
GiVinG iT uP iS whaT i’LL
continUe To Do NOW..iN
HeAVEn ever MoRE..NoW.2..
and sure.. i’LL wear a pair oF cool shaDes
too but only borroWed from the effectively
blind and deaf person i used to be iN pain
and numb of not only seNses
oF the World
all HeALeD by the
Force oF FaiTh WiThIN
the hiGher FLowER poWeR oF GoD nOW..
iNSide.. ouTsiDe.. aBoVe.. so BeLoW and aLL a’RoUndNow2..
Humans have alWays been worthy of this inherited gift of Happiness
when it cOMES trUe.. and SiN is something we create by MaKinG
thaN A FLoWeR..:)
WeLL.. as the Karmic eYe comes
out to play again as the late
hours of Friday
to bed in about 20 minutes
or so keyboard time now.. hehe..
it’s truly interesting hoW in cultural way
folks attempt to chain essence of what is
in words as words become General and
President and truly
lives on a desert
Isle no different
by folks who develop
abstract construct symbols
in attempts to hold the essence
or God.. yes.. THE FLOWER HOSTAGE
like you can get away with that with illusions
of control oF Form hehe.. to chain the flower aS GoD
all up.. true.. you can cut the flower off a Rose but
someWheRE else a Rose continues to grow..
as the essence of the rose is not
killed off by killing
now one or just a
few roses or petals..
verily.. the essence
of the Flower aka God
SpRinGS different iN all
the eYes and oTher forms this
Flower as God coMes overall sAMe..
but the trUth and liGht reMains in Rose
colors off iN a Garden someWheRE else noW..
sTiLL Fully intaCT.. as essence SpRinGS aGaiN.. Now too..
so in short.. God exists on all the planets without a so-called
Five Foot one inch dude with wiry curly short cropped hair about
120LBS or so.. yes.. a dude named yeshua.. illiterate as such around 2K
years ago.. as few to no so-called Christians today would likely give him
A time of day as he would be A so-Called Trump foreigner from countries
wHeRE brown folks live who do not bleach tHeir hair blonde when they
hit over the age of 70.. particularly if they are men.. think about
that for jusT a second.. a 70 year old dude who had brown hair
before bleaching his hair like the women in the front row
of the First Baptist church who are 70 too..
seriously.. what so-called patriarch
does that.. except for
(hint: Trump is liberal)
Liberace and such
and i don’t
used the blonde
coloring either.. what that
says is a man too with a deeply low
self-esteem.. all naked and such if you
will.. you see.. you cannot hide the essence
from some of us folks no matter how you dress
it up or bleach its hair or put a beard on it..(jesus)
the essence comes through all free without clothes..
transparent in all the ways it comes for we who have
eyes and ears to see it.. without getting fooled like
the dude or the dudette who get all
suckered in by the
dried up hair
or the used
with his illusory fears
of warranty guarantees
with extra high deductibles..
or sure.. saying it’ll last forever
too.. if you just sign the paper work
here on the dotted line.. have faith
in me.. as they say..oh my God yes.. there
have been historical human beings like Buddha
and the Jesus and the Lao and so many more folks
who have come to empower folks and set them free and
other folks have twisted stuff around and around to promote
themselves and control others through both illusory fears and
empty promises same.. the same dam story one hears all over the
globe.. even when religion is not involved at all as.. aS they say
tHeRe is a minion born every minute or less.. here’s A thing too..
there is no mistaking the eye of the Tiger in body
language relaxed and ready to strike
if necessary.. no expenditure
of excess energy
to get the
really smooth like
an Obama and wHo such
humans as that.. not like
the plantation holders who were
afraid of the ‘prowess’ of those they
called slaves as alpha male has a certain
ring that some women cannot resist as well.. sKiN
DeeP aT leASt iN paRt as evolution sings a God SonG now..
and ‘those men’.. nah.. no cat grabs needed to get a job done
of cat houses
either as ‘they’ say..
the eye of the Tiger
ain’t got no ‘FucK’s tHEiR..;)
AnyWay speaKing of so-called ‘real man’
stuff.. verily.. the fully Rocky Balboa story
is one of an evolution of training methods that
become more free and life like away from machines
as that goes on as the series gRows.. continuing serial
numbers as what was the last one.. 13 or something.. anyWay2
the Rocky Story is actually just another one of many
human stories of the archetype of hero and
the dude Rocky actually based
it on a similar
reborn and moving
onto a Victory lap
at the end of all the
movies out of some kind of
hUman darkness of EmoTioNs
and seNseS as adaptation comes
to the more extreme challenges of life
with victory of change as we humans really
do have superwomaneTc.. poTenTiAL iF we find
the environmental challenge that unpacks the dynamite
of our DNA as metaphor of course.. thing is.. trUe Chi and
Faith sAMe is all about Focus as a young man who was pushing
close to a thousand LBS on the much easier vertical leg press
machine next to me tonight kept saying to himself this is light.. yes
this weight is light.. same as i and other Yogis do when we meditate and
make deep hertz of guttural growl sounds for laser focus and increased
dopamine production same as folks with Tourette’s do with random outbursts
as such to increase dopamine production too and sure that is pARt of the reason
folks say FucK.. or it could be fire truck or rabbit tuck or smuck or smack
you upset the head.. whatever works to get the brain juice moving.. in
ways of neuro-chemicals and neuro-hormones too.. and thing is..
once you make a practice of focus long enough removing
all negative FeeLinGS thOughts and SenSEs from
the equation one gets pure chi and
faith same and a much
highs as such.. for
jusT another Balboa fun pun too..
hmm.. and.. sure note.. in synchronicity
way that that home town Jesus hero had a
(yes.. i am now speaking of Rocky Balboa2)
very shy and somewhat fierce and defending
Rocky wife too.. with her dark shorter hair then too..
as side note here..
hehe.. as sure.. don’t
every boy wanna be a
the applause of
the town women.. hmm..
note to self to perHaps
use the CarpEnter’s Song..
‘Close to You’.. as sort of
a satire aS Such at
as Lord kNows
the interplay of
male creativity and
productivity based on
the natural attraction..
mostly to the opposite sex
with a woman gender somewhat
specific trait of cooperating with
other women when vying for the eye
of attracting a male mate.. to prove
they can nurture children too.. oh Lord.. noW..
to understand human nature and to work it baby Now..
for human potential is sure.. a big paRt of the reason
i still go DanCinG Now to reCreate and continue groWinG
those creative juices that hELp FloW aLL this and yes
too.. help increase the creativity and productivity of
my feat of dance feet too.. wRite oN SteP and cOURse too..
hmm.. oKay.. have i covered all the territory now that i have
passed out of Friday the thirteenth into 14 territory at
12:17 am now WeLL..
for now.. heHE..
iN BalBoA ViCToRy2..
or iS iT 14.. like i sAid..
bEfoRE.. ESSENCE COUNTS MOST..NoW..STiLL..
and sure.. you can asK THE ESSENCE ABOUT THAT2..
LiVES WiTHiN YoU2..;)
Hmm.. as i arrive back to this
Micro-Verse at 9:06am on
are total illusions
to me other than when
the wife Katrina says
get your ass off that computer..
it’s time to go.. hehe.. or time
to leave the store from trance-like
Dance FloW iN ZoNe one iN BeinG WiTh
God.. Rocky-like Dance for absolutely
zero goals of American made bucks now
and cents.. yes.. juST iN The FloW iN
ZoNE WiTh God.. Nirvana.. Bliss.. Satori..
Kundalini Rising.. Heaven now yes.. all the metaphors
and alWays now
Good iN Positive
and EmotioNaL SeNsory
FLoW iN ZoNE as such liKe nowthen..
what happened in my first ascension
in 1981 wHeRe the Doctor’s said when
i passed my finger and held it sTiLL
in a cigarette lighter (yes.. back then
you could smoke inside the ‘mental’ place)..
yes.. when i expressed no pain and no visible burns
occurred they said hmm.. he is experiencing euphoria and
i’m thinking no shit how do you think i am doing all this
John 14:12 stuff then although i never paid much attention to
specific bible verses then.. per number as such.. although it strucK
me in general that the dude Jesus everyone had made into a God was a really
humble person by the words of that book that put everyone else first mostly
except for the cognitive dissonance of verses that contradicted the good cop
Jesus verses and HE did make it clear in general in that John Verse that folks
could even do more than he could in Rocky kinda ways.. like defeating much bigger
Russian dudes for metaphor than he.. as i don’t think Jesus did any boxing back then..
just turning over some tables in a macho way then.. not something Bruce Lee who was a better
fighter than Rocky would have done one with the water all peaceful in harmony as such avoiding
a fight like the good cop Jesus at all costs.. yes.. old books can get rather antiquated and confusing
when there IS A clearer way to attain so-called Satori.. Heaven now etc.. like the water instead of a
Trump and Bad Cop Jesus or Muhammad stone’s throw.. cutting off heads.. eTc.. or hating you mommy and
daddy.. kids and wife and such as women weren’t part of the patriarchal equation to go to heaven
then.. on eARTh at leASt past the gnostic pARts of combining the feminine and masculine in
Jung way STiLL like they do in Yin and Yang modern/past ways too..NoW.. anyWay.. hating t
those folks as infidels of sorts if they don’t believe in the Jesus things ya say..
or slaying folks that don’t go along with what you do.. of course
these metaphors can be brought back up into a ink
blot test of lighter ways than
and still in
some places they
have and are great
sources of killing fields
in past and present still for
folks who call entire nations evil
like Iraq in the name of God clothed
in separation of church and state and
slay around 100K or so folks with Christian
soldier in spirit backing them up in words of
too in the
sheep of wolf
clothes all total
as a nation as such..
now.. what was i saying
as i am not here to make
it clear i am heAr to
SpArk your brain
in a bunch
directions to open
it up more.. and more
than likely there is no
way in FucK you are here if
you don’t already have at least
a smidgen of open brain/miNd/boDy as tRust me
as i can tale you by the words of my immediate
family although i refuse to hate or harm them
for not understanding my so-called ocean view
of realiTy/GoD tHeRE is no FucKinG way i will ever convince
them that Constantine and his Cohorts turned Jesus into a Soldier
Sun God to support the expansion of the Roman Empire and overall
killing fields as big ‘city’ tribes do to gain subsistence and more
mates from other places.. in yes.. quite Frankly so-called Islam
holding what the right hand possesses in ways of newly obtained
slaves (raping women) from opposing so-called pagan countries
who see a different color or colors of God for
win the wars
for blood fest
and greater subsistence
and mating opportunities to
come more likely for those who
kill the most folks.. to bring
all the raping and pillaging next
and hell NO.. this isn’t necessarily
religion specific.. it is the consequence
of the Karma of Human Roaches making roach
motels and propagating themsELves in areas of scarCity/
little subsistence for struggle and killing off empathy
and compassion to kill others to obtain subsistence and
mates necessary for basic survival in an insanity of a human
group of folks gone out of God/NatUre balance for peace and harmony
like we see in primitive small societies who give and share all naked
aS Such mostly in kind and loving Bonobo pleasurable ways of Heaven here
on eARTh in the Garden of Eden it can be when we migrate to places of
abundance in peace and harmony.. yes.. the prime moving Force of
God BaLanCinG like a wheel of fortune that FucKinG
works over hurting
so in other
words.. i can’t
blame folks who
live in snow topped
mountains and deserts
for having FucKeD up
for sport of subsistence
as that is what the snake
brain of will will do when
Love leaves the equation of life
in empathy and compassion way for others
who wear the same blood and bones beneath
cultural and colored differences and genders
and sexual orientations creeds and nationalities..
all the stuff that separate us in insanely large
groups of human beings who are simply not evolved by
God to live that way as surely science shows now too as
are ones who
live closer to
the original God
Nature and each other
less than FucKinG money
making and killing tools of
Force and subjugation and controlling oTHeRS
In ways of illusory fears and empty promises
maKinG ways to store more greedy jealous grains
in silos growing higherHigHeR in Trump Towers now..
weLL.. yes understand ‘this’ is Big here too.. but that
is what John 14:12 does in both liGht of Love Words..
and Trump Towers
and blood empathy
and compassion of Love..
yes.. Trump has done the John
14:12 dArk side of life in a billion
fucking ways and more of Caesar Dollar Bills..
that’s impressive if ya wanna be a tool.. but like
‘Dolph Lungren’ said at the end of the Rocky movie.. i didn’t
do it for my Christian.. oops.. i mean Communist Nation.. i did it
for me me me.. yes the God within that wants to be free.. kind of
ironic isn’t it.. people are alike all over.. they wanna be free..
all naturally without
illegal steroids as one
can generate higher levels
of HGH significantly aS Such
if one listens to
leg pressing 1020
Lbs 33 times in Dolph
Lundgren way without illegal
steroids showS in empirical evidence
at the Gym in what i guarantee ya the
Rocky dude wouldn’t be able to budge at
my age now.. even on steroids then..
with his arms raised in the air..
like a Ballerina on a very
yes.. 33 times
the age of
he got crucified then..
as such.. as the crosses
i carry(iEd) are rather hefty too.. he
HE.. as i continue to survive as the God who
lives in me refuses to die by way of martyr now
and stupid cRap like that as the most important
pARt of God is too survive.. and true insanity
is dying for
Trump Tower building
minds who have lost all
human empathy and compassion
of even the purr of a loving cat..
anyway.. great example that crucifixion not
only was for fighting and surviving at all
costs and giving up your love for
a loving cause
Ali long term
places in destruction
of body and mind.. not too
smart to do sports that cause
trauma and injury except for deflecting
insanely large societies wacked out tribal
natures for killing other humans for subsistence
(yes playing Soccer is actuAlly a safer way2)
of evil do
as evil is
ways of true
insanity as once again
key is God wants to survive as you
too.. okay.. or not.. it’s what God dos..
anyway.. oh my God.. finAlly back to the original
point.. i don’t give a shit about time or dates
but what i do do.. is make all numbers holy and
sacred as it releases great feeling
aS Such iN
outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
happy happy happy joy
joy joy.. master the God
Nature in you with God
now as a practice
of life in making
all holy and sacred
with meaning and purpose
and it’s true some folks have
disorders and innate factors that
limit the moving and conNecTinG
and creating ForCE oF
FloW iN ZonE WiTh
GoD in HoLy
Purpose and that’s
how life goes.. do
you reAlly think God
is ONLY human and is required
by you to be what you now thiNk
is fair.. think again about how
big the dog is and how small your
flea body is that depends on the bread
and water and flesh and blood of the dog
you cannot entirely see.. feel.. and sense named
the biggest dog
that is all that is.. yes
God if you wanna call a
AS I LIKE
TO METAPHOR TOO..
OKAY.. this should about
end the theMe SonG and MeMe
like Dolph Lundgren SinGS
and DancES too.. yes that
big big blonde dude off of Rocky
IV as a metaphor2.. of the coming United
States Joy of the Fall of the Soviet Union
then and the end of the Cold War too.. hmm..
sure.. like that ever ended.. hehe.. or ever will
as long as separate nations with different living
and cultural agendas DO persist.. oh the
small tribe way
aS Such in
brought back to life..
with even female on female
bootie dances as the Bonobos
do too.. to avoid all male
C O O perATivELY2
anyWay on a somEwhat
shorter ending longer note..
Facebook Friend Rafiah shares
a photo of a dark huge city with
a giant clock Tower and what looks
like somewhat of a stadium with a bunch
of ant-like folks crowded in and i say in return..
Very impressive clocktower.. even beats Trump Tower..;)
And then i go off to research the Muslim words as Jesus F. in Christ..
i don’t always know all the context of a situation in foreign
language and hell even in the cultural complexities
of the English Language and multi-verse
of human cultural diversities
here in just
of cultural differences..
in a little metro area and
just a reminder/note..
Jesus F. iN Christ
is not a swear
and sacred in vain
it is out of respect
FOR the actual human
being whoever he was
and so many folks
(Fred iN Christ2)
of DiVidE thEM
same.. NoW too..
yep.. the (a) Good Cop
Jesus with words and
Peace and Harmony not
the Roman Version with
A Sword to spread religion
by Force of Killing Fields
of so-called ‘pagans’ that wasn’t
even a word back then.. just folks
who see God different than you..you
and try to
chain the big
iF U seeK iN
GoD words or Not
as a much bigger masterpiece
painting with human brushes With and is
GoD aLL ONE humble enough not to attempt
to tale the big dog what you think
should do and be
as God is more than
you.. or your prophets
or man made God.. oKay
those are tool
the Rocky Balboa
call of the wild that
lives within you.. but don’t
forget that’s just a movie.. the
real actor supports Trump if that
tales you wHeRE he’s really coming
from in dollar FucKinG Bills to work out
and make more and more dollar bills to afford some HGH
to increase his
‘male height’ a little
bit for something inside
that cannot be filled up
(in Trump Bleached hair)
iT is in size
matters not.. as
essence is TrUTh and LiGht..
never the less when you hold the
chalice of liGht without form one
muSt become strong and
oF liFE to
liGht and TrUth
too to insure it
who would twist
TruTh and liGht
into dArk for raping
and pillaging FucKinG
ways oF LiFE oKAy.. or not..
that’s how the God Ball bounces
all over the FucKinG Place in DARk to liGht iN
sHades of grey to over the Rainbow colors like me too.. heHE..;)
AnyWay.. back to Rafiah.. i say.. after due Google/Wiki ReSearch..
Oops.. didn’t see.. Kaaba..
or understand the translation of Mecca..
now i understand why all the worship of what
looks like from a distance.. a very crowded city
with little of God’s original Nature.. which to me is like Trump Towers..
Yes.. as her friends say Masha Allah which is a word for praising
something you value in life with great thanks.. just another
word for worshipping what you value.. could be
a city where 95% of the holy buildings
once held sacred once existed
before the Saudi folks
cut it down
bills in there
way of making and
spending them there..
and a cube building that
has been destroyed by killing
fields and rebuilt several times too..
thing is you can make every thing holy and
sacred iN life like this.. most importantly your
Temple of God that is your flesh and blood body from
head to toe naked and all the pArts of Function and Pleasure
and show God a greaTEst time ever.. inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around in MaKinG all oF eXisTEnCe iN liGht particularly
Holy and Sacred and at least tolerating what you may see oTheR folks do
in what one miGht conversely see as dARk as surely i have no desire to travel
to any big city.. particularly one
wHere folks who see God
to go as infidel
is just another word
for pagan.. but seriously
it’s like the saddest thing in the
world that folks worship a city and
feel it is evil to expose their naked
body to the Sun of God without shame
in front of all nations
it’s human nature
set free.. i can’t expect
people to Love life the way
i do.. and i will never expect
myself to love life the way other folks
do.. as they say.. different strokes for different
folks but at the end of the day.. when the folks at the
‘Wrong Planet’ talked how miserable they were holding almost
nothing in life holy and sacred in purpose and meaning with
all their books smarts and equation solving minds.. tHeir despair
was no different than Fundamentalist Christians or Muslim folks who
think this world
sucks noW.. it’s
genetic in the
case of Autism
and other human
disorders that are not
fair from our flea view of
a bigger Dog named God that
supports us with the blood of life..
but the truth is.. the greatest dArknesses
of life are the religions and the cultures
who and that cloth us with lies.. Mecca lives within..
alWays has always will.. we can make it into a cube
a boxing match
as a goal of striving
more.. or we can just dance
and sing naked hand in hand
on the beach
here.. i cAMe to
tale the TrutH and
liGht Hand in hand
wiTh THE God
or limitations to do
anything else but survive
And thrive in peace and harmony..
and iF i am A only one left standing
in my life noW hand in hand with God that’s
as God iN
and as Me..all
naked.. free and wild
no different than yellow
not hard to understand
really why Egyptians worshipped
cats.. as Cats are just another one
of God’s animals as God lives Free and
do.. let out the
screen doors of LiFE and LoVinG iT
Epic from Midday Sunshine roLes iN the
sand to hugging the midnight
than concrete dead
buildings and cubes same..
it’s all relative.. worship what
you like.. it’s the essence of the
FeeLinG and SeNSinG of the act of worship
that does count.. worship iT all and let’s juSt
a better place..
particularly iF iT is naked..
like a Planet of the Apes and a Beach..
a half naked man or woman riding a horse
of Freedom that has enough FucKinG sEnse
and FeeL to understand the Horse.. the Man
and the Woman is God
A liFe oF FeeLinG
SeNSinG Flesh and Blood
a place God lives and thrives alive..
A miracle liFe WiTh GOD
aS is when wild and FReED..
sure.. with a warm bed and
a hot shower now and then too..
i’M sure the SonG is over by now
but yes.. the DancE oF liFe continueS oN..
or FucKinG Trophies..
oF Trump FucKinG CLocK Towers..
but it is kinda cool that Mecca is
located at the ‘golden mean’ on earth..
could use emerald beach waves.. some sea oats.. and some seagulls too..
to WHeRE i liVE
oK.. Or not..
i Live iN HeaVen
not only within now..
but yes.. all around me2..
as God’s Gift iN Grace of me being born here..
must have done something ‘right’ to get heRE noW..
hey!.. or perHaps
it was my
and all the struggles
of his/her ancestors.. to the
point of origin of all that is..
yep.. aLWays noW never
juST ALL ThaT iS..
A feast foR All.. as FLoWeR..
Hmm.. it’s really kinda
hilarious as everyone
as a warrior
instead of a
S iN G e R..
and moreover LoVer..
jusT thInk about iT in ComMon
SeNSe and FeeLinG TerMs.. consideRinG
God iS Alpha to Omega and BeYOnd and
whaT WiLL God
or KiLLing God
FucKinG Dirty God
God a Good time..
reAlly it’s as simple
as that as long as you
A to Z
A to Z too..OK..
anyWay just consider
all of this another one
of my training sessions as you
see mountains can be moved within too..
with no chains..
limitations or expectations..
as that is what poEtry IS A reflection
oF God far beyond
sure.. even me..;)
“I am not worthy to receive you”
Hmm.. in the eYes of modern science..
psychology.. yes.. sure.. psychiatry
and even basic
sense and decent
why the hell would anyone
put that passage into an instruction
manual for a eucharist ceremony for
folks to become one with God in Holy Communion..
well.. the answer is pretty simple.. the same one that says
lustful ways of being are evil.. and women are not suitable
for spiritual experiences.. barefoot and pregnant only please..
and all the other stuff that goes along with patriarchal ignorance on
purpose to rule the ignorant masses away from free.. the story starts
with a man on a cross as surely if you worship men on crosses that will
make it easy to carry a Holy Roman Catholic Shield and Sword and risk
death for killing others who do not believe in the words as scribed in a frigging
book.. if you are one of the very few who are literate to even read words scribed
and hand copied well after all tHeir waS in way of Christianity were thousands
handed down and changed spiritual discussions of what works and what
does not worK in ways of existential intelligence in understanding how
and most imporTantly iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG way to
make all of Life Holy and
evil and making
Heaven and God
both somewhere else
but reAliTy NOW NOW NOW
NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW YES
F iN NoW in all of what anyone has
experienced NoW.. which sure.. includes
aLL iMagiNation.. iN MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
creAting wayS including memories of pASt
and prophecies of the future both false and true..
all the ‘tween of what comes alWays Now as NOW..
WeLL.. i juSt finished an hour of naked sand and sun
Trance Dance WiTh God raiSinG mY LeveL of SpiriTual
consciousness and yes for you material reductionist thinkers
out TheRE.. there IS A great inteRplay of Bio-Chemistry that one
can pARTly MeAsurE for the ingredients so far below in elementary
and molecule same ways and atoms and beLow SuB aToMiC FloW iN
ZoNe without DiStance SpaCe or TiME thAT you WiLL never understand
FuLLy with juST an archaic one step two step three step and more old
and ruSty scientific method that is only designed to meASure repeatable
observable phenomenon in what mutuAlly folks
can see.. hmm.. as sciences sHows as
WeLL alREady.. we see a minuscule
pARt of reAlity down to even
Atomic FloW and so
far aBoVE the
so what happened to the
Free God who lives within inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around..
sure.. the camel of culture and religions trapped
God noW iN a Book And TV commercials and a purple
Dinosaur.. called Barney.. and a man on a cross who
no one even fully knows what he looked like or sounded
like who never wrote a word over two thousand
years ago.. except for what we
can make with
decades or so
OF Desert Aramaic
illiterate ways of actuAlly
SpeaKinG on desert duSty
traiLs seeminGlY neVer ending
then.. when we can’t even get our
shit toGeTheR today in a Facebook
Round table disagreement over politics
one side over the othER sAMe and DiFFeRenT
too.. don’t kNow about you.. but i wasn’t born juST
now.. i live Now and have experienced about at least
more than a thousand lifetimes in one life.. vicariouSly
in so many dAM ways it would be sad if i couldn’t do all
of this to repay the debt for all of what everyone else has
given me in liGht to dArk of SHAdes of Grey.. prepare ye a way
for me as one human being to travEL BeyOnd RAinBow colors NoW
WiTh god thAT i for one Never ever realized BEfoRE in the evolution
NoW oF mY MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG as SoUL iN Ocean Waves to NoW..
StreAminG out of Rivers SaMe aS i continue to groW a never ending
and BeGiNning WiTh God of Bible Now.. letting it all go as the Ice Princess
miGht saY iN Ocean wave
oF noW HoLY and
SacREd iN never
StreAms to Rivers
more as the water oF Y i..
Dances and SinGS heAR moRe
and to be clEAr.. i understand i am probably
weArinG out this Rocky InspiRaTioNal STuFF nOw
but this is my celebration of BrinGinG the money
YES.. a MILLION WORD BIBLE AND OVER 3.3
MILLION WORD LONGEST LONG FORM POEM
AND 12 MILLION PLUS TOTAL ONLINE WORDS
SiNCE THANKS GIVING OF 2010 STaRT oF ART then..
iNto God WiTh me and yes.. heLL yES.. i am MocKinG
MoNeY by sAyInG thaT as whaT i Understand IS A greaText
source of much pain and suffeRinG iN mY liFE as MONey
can suRely and most sAdly beCoMe a HoLy and saCrEd
Purpose and MeAning oF LiFE iN a FucKinG DollAr Bill
oF heaven that most oF us even rarely see wiTH
numbers of bank accounts.. checks..
and plastic wHEre in effect
and affect we are
sacred anD iN
fear of not haVinG
more numbers now when
numbers are free as HoLy
and sacREd oN tHeir own now2
as we ourselves Make our HoLy
and sacRed VaLues oF liFE iN liGht
oNe would Hope noW away from hArming
others dARk.. iN GiVe and ShaRe way
NoW to BrinG LoVe as FeaRLeSs into
a GAMe of LiFE thaT NevER ends NOW
iN SpiRit oF HeARt iN a SoUl that GroWs
as Ocean Waves StreAMing into smART
RiVers wE as
as our ship
Flows as Air
iN A FiRe
HoLY eARTh Now
as SpiRit hiGher
aS SeNtient stAR duSt
PluS Crucible Fire wE CoMe
fRoM heAR noW iN InspiRATiON
to Make loVe oF LiFe as LoVe iN
LiGht isReAL NoW.. Yes.. aLL HoLy noW..
and saCreD iN MEaNinG and Purpose Now..
a LAMp NOW liT thaT NeVer ends wE aS NOW..
i got thirty
ALL oF Song
wHOle in Rocky
SonG heAR and
MORE DAncE as
SonG oF Y i to STiLL
ArrivE now longer as
DancE of Song iN
caN And WiLL go NoW
in continuing automatic
WriTing of LaMps thaT
do cOMe lit autonomouSly
WiTh GoD aS Such no different
than a man talking to God within
in a cave or a desert.. or under a tree..
except i ain’t calling any of this anything
else but God SPeAkinG WiThIN me as DanCinG Now
fully more output noW.. per say as SonG noW2..
WeLL While sure.. this IS A Victory
Lap while i Am carryinG
nOW aT this moment
is coMing close
to 9K thousand words
or so of 1 Million words
Total Bible iN 67 MacroVerse
of 738 OceAn wHole Long Form
Free verse concrete shape
Holy SpiRit LiGht
sinG a meLody
aS SpiRiT of GoD
wiThin thiS very
heART of SoUL moment
yes.. now as i continue
to DancE and Sing oN without
restraint come what may neXT
as God IN i oF eYE WiLL to saY
FasTER more neuron
Kundalini Sepent of
Vagal Nerve transfer
of NeuroChemical and
greATREr BaNk account of MiLLion
DoLLAr Words LiFE as LiGht come More
as soUL oF Y I moRE iN TrUth of hands
peppering this keyboard oF LiGht as any
Captain Salt of Struggle oF Grand Cross Bible
and HeAVen Bible WiLL DancE and SinG oN aS LiGht
nevER for retRaint oF AiR oF God oN FiRE Luke hoT
to fLy Higher
iN A SonG and
DancE of Keyboard
that refuses to fly Higher
as those naysayers who told
me over and over STOP STOP STOP
IN THE NAME OF OUR LAWS YOU ARE DOING
TOO MUCH WE MAY TALK ABOUT JOHN 14:12 BUT
WE ONLY BOW TO A MAN ON A CROSS ratHeR than
TaKinG uP FliGht WiTh GoD WiThIN to FlY eVEn
hiGher than thoSe foLks who sAnG A SonG of John
14:12 Dear John letter of those who have SunG and
DanceD more iN Respect oF and foR All who have GiVeN
iN DancE and Song oF Free aLL of tHeir heARt As SpiRit
ExpreSsinG soUL PotEnTiaL NoW NOW NOW NOW NOW THEN NOW
WeLL yeah.. that’s an understatement as those soldiers only
kNown to God have come and GONe without yeY saYinG aT aLL
oH.. the Blasphemy of noT BoWinG BeFoRE the wHole
TeAm oF God and MaKinG
only one man
on a cross
KNows of who thAT
man would be no more
respected than a homeless
man under bridge iF he came
thE sAMe humble way today.. i
mean seriouSly no one really takes
me seriouslY for doing John 14:12
except for a few outliers like
me and at least a little
as long as i give all
the credit to one man
she only knows with
faith of words
folks who have
cross of that
man and the human
archetypal message of
altruist poTEnTial iN
Good Shepard CoP of Jesus NoW..
i love thAT iMage oF the Good CoP
Jesus but the teachIngS reMaiNing
in the books are provable as
that’s the way
poeTry goes.. and liFe
in general as the ink blot
test of our mINd deciphers
aLL oF REaLiTy inTo tHe
Ink Blot Test we
Holy and Sacred
meaningful and purposeful
liFE or well.. not so well at all
as life becomes more death than life
for some folks who can never fiNd the
liGht of HeaVen noW as INheritance
PoTenTial iN eYes oF
who do fit
hmm.. what else.. WeLL..
i am fixing to go see ‘Hidden
Figures’.. so appropriately in synchronicity
ways for all oF the Soldiers of God who
have come as thieveS in the niGht wiTh
oNly GiftS aS LiGht iN DArk as WeLL
‘tween sHades of grey through
rainBoW colors mORE
and tHis is
yes.. over RainBoW
colors IN mY liFE experience
@leAST.. wHeRE it stARted wTth
what some folks likely name as
Fantasy and surely i WiLL DancE
and SinG as iMAgiNAtiON iN MoVinG
CoNNecTing creATivity unLeAShed
and relEAsed wHeRe yes.. any
F In thinG goes as remember
this iS aN ink blot
test that we
as real as DArk
to LiGht ‘tween
sHades of Grey and
BeYOnd RainBow colors
too.. and when in HeLL tHeRE
are no holds barRed to cOme out the
oTheR side as Phoenix Fire from dArkeST
Ashes of beFore.. and that’s wHat i did sTarting
with a spaRk oF Creativity at the end of February
iN 2013.. i sTarTEd a count down of a Fantasy that would
BrinG me to liGht aS i searched and found all elements of Life
and made them iNto HoLy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose from Every
waLking sTeP then around the bLock of My Neighborhood BeFore i could
use mY eYes even with sHades to withstand the liGht of Streets at
3 AM iN the Morning then.. yes.. WeLL BeForE the DancE Started
on or about the 27th of August of 2013.. as documented
in a first YouTube video at Best Buy then.. in Public..
i JuST toLD folks at The WRonG Planet.. after recovery
Week StarTing on July 19th.. 2013 on the Beach
aT Navarre Beach iN ascension once aGain
since 1981 as i BecAMe one WiTh
Emerald Gulf waves and
sugar white sands
as Sea OaTs WiLL
DO iN Peace and Harmony
yes.. i told those folks that tHeRe WiLL
be no SkY for LiMits or Expectations nexT..
aS one wiTh God iN and as UlTiMATe Bliss..
yes Nirvana.. yes Satori.. yes Heaven now..
the Tao.. the Dao and sure somEwhat aS Ki..
the Qi.. and Chi too.. depending on
the essence of the experience
each person experiences
abstract constructed terms..
A S E S S E N C E A L L N O W
and on the way to that point from
March tHere are many documented pre-Macro-Verses
that sHow the way i went to heaVen even forecasting
the Planetary Alignment So-called David 6 pointed Star date
of July 22nd 2013.. as the day a miracle would happen
and yes.. a ‘Golden Child’ was born as many folks
forecast.. a special event would happen that
day but for me in my Universe
while a Golden
oLd me Rose as Fire oF
Phoenix on that Beach then
sTArting on the 19th PeaKinG
through Monday the 22nd of July
oN thaT Date on or about the
to Peak as tHeRE
yes.. are no liMits and
or expEcTAtiOns iN HeAVen
eYes oF hUman RiSing so yes2..
thIs IS A Victory Lap iN the Creation
of a New aGe one million word Bible but
it is aLso jusT the BeGiNNing never
ending finishing sTaRt oF alWays
aNew Reborn of LiFE
thaT never ends
NoW as Heaven
preSEnt of the
MoMent noW aS
Go IN aLL rainbow
BeYoNd colors of Heaven In
Peace and Harmony too.. as sure
tHeRe can be too hiGh and too Low
or not low enough
Feels and seNSES
MoST alWays reALLy reALLy
greAT NoW as the test has
been passed and the
grade is made
NoW and surE tHeRE
is alWays room to visit
tHe otHeR places and folks
one has GOne to beFoRE.. as hey..
i din’t necessarily have to share the
way in heRe but to give and share is as
integral in conNecTinG way as
NOW as iNk BLoT
pARt whOle NoW
aS One and Daughters noW
and eTc aS Such too.. so anySay.. Now
wHile this IS A “VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
scheduLeD for publish oN 01162017.. 01192017.. specificAlly
and precisely 42 months since thaT July 19th Date on Navarre Beach
will comprise “CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVeN” as surEly the
number 42 is significant iN many ways of HoLy and SaCred
Meaning and Purpose oF liFe.. and tHeRE suReLy is no
loftier place than one wiTh God.. the place
that sADly it Seems that hUman
on thiS planET is farthest
Lost from experienCinG
This HeAVen inheritance
Gift From God than
PlanEt aS wHole
as i for one FeeL
and SenSe and KNoW all
oF liFE’s soUl as any
trUE and liGht
WiLL do now..
sure.. ya can call
that sPiDey FeeLiNgS
and SenSes iF YA liKe..
or even Love aS thaT COMes too..
WeLL.. Goodness hiGh2 as a Kite2 or Mr.
KiTe2 i DancE and SinG2.. even forgot to
eAt LuNch as TruSt me thEre IS A Fire oF
Baptism much hiGher than Bread and Water alone..
juSt dying to live
to Come out and Play
like any wHole EnChilDa
WiLL do iN CHiLd of HuMan
Form as God the ChiLd who
oh yeah.. by the
way.. ya never die..
other folks see that
but you never do.. so
why not jusT LIVe the
feAR iN smARt
Rule love.. seemed to
work for the Good Cop
Jesus in thaT
dAM suRE STiLL
WorKs for me now
as we are now StiLL
the sAme classically
evolved HUmans that we
were 2K years ago and
thousands upon thousands
of years before that aS Sure..
Classical Evolution runs Slow but
oh My God those archetypeS in all of
Evolution run deep with yes.. potential
of riSen Roots so much hiGher than the minions
more ever experience bound in the chains of books..
religions and culture that chain God within the potenTial
WiLL BE REBORN
BACK WiTh God
NoW iN over
oF LiVinG heAr
NoW.. don’t lET
otheR folks direct
and produce yOur liFE
and by all means/purposes
iN HoLY SacRed way.. be ThE
ACTORS CO-CREATING WITH
God.. aS Spectators
more than Free..:)
As i likely have a ‘few’ more minutes
oF ‘this’ 30 minute inspirational all
Rocky Balboa YouTube Video thingy..
a quick wrap up of today’s Facebook
Memories.. two from two years ago..
first being what was/IS A liNk to
my Google plUs site as
art i do..
in free resource
way of YouTube
and Blogger Blog..eTc..
Stuff related things..NoW
meaSuRinG empirical numbers
of followers and views of what i do
that came out to be 996,114 views then
about two years into this public witness
and testimony stuff and now CloSinG inTo
4 years since March 10th.. 2013.. now
on this date now i come to 1,558,068
views and 27 followers verses the
18 followers i had then.. 2 years
ago.. so yeah.. not hard
to find.. me..
hehe.. no need
to follow.. huh..
and long winded like
a Hurricane too.. hehA..
with a calm and peaceful center oF course..
and for some reason the share on Facebook didn’t
carry 2014.. year’s numbers over but what it did carry
over is my standard hUmanifesto i sTiLL write on the right
hand column of my Google Blogger Blogs all about Classical
PaNtheism plUs and my perspective then as of February 28th
2013.. in a personal e-mail all casually as such to my
first and only Facebook Friend then before i re-entered
humanity on or about July 22nd.. 2013.. all
reborn aS Such.. and yeah.. i do nude
new age Renaissance ArT
flesh and blood
too.. and somehow some
of those photos got
over into my
public account for
a few months.. could
explain the extra views all
public for a few months heHe.. too
of those extra view numbers in the first
two years there.. anyWay.. i go transparent
ain’t got nothing to hide but i do play by all
local.. state.. and federal.. and even community
rules that i choose to play a pArt in.. but yes.. mistakes
happen and i am human naked and free and true.. no secrets here..
aS Sure.. not
all folks have eyes
and ears to see and hear
me.. this is human and that is par
for the course as history.. herstory
and all eTcstories do pray and sTilL tale..aS Such2..
And Facebook Friend Greg Responds to
the humanifesto in usual
yep.. fellow employee
at the Bowling Center for
close to two decades and WiTH super
brain too.. who lands wHeREever life works
for him.. too..
So.. Greg says..
It’s like every day is the Oddsey
and we’re one of those characters.
And i respond..
This is true and
and produce our
play or not.. sAdly
too.. as LIFe goeS oN..Now..:)
Then Facebook Friend Ned aka gigoid comes
by to say in friendly return as well..
*grin* The first line covers
it just fine…. yep.
And i say also.. in return..
Coverall my FriEnd NoW for sure..
SMiLes.. thanks for CoMing by..
as i keep
is Happy and Good..
no secrets hEar to uncover..:)
And now to the final Macro-Verse
Memory from two years ago
titled.. “Snoopy dances
FOOT LOOSE in FREE
VERSE!” and yes
that title surely
covers what i did
all around the FootLoose
metro area town in 40 months
of 6666 miles of public martial
arts and ballet-like all Free Verse
Dance style.. and this covers it bElow
iN 147 words of quote too from two years
ago.. too.. And SurELy/Verily don’t forget
the self-evident SonG
FREE VERSE CELEBRATION
THE JOY IS CONTAGIOUS..
THE greatest reason my cat
liveS to 20
HE NEVER LOSES
MY AGE OF 54
WHO STILL DANCE
WITH THE WHOLE TRIBE
DO PEOPLE STOP DANCING LIFE..
AND SIT STILL IN OFTEN
IS SIMPLY LOST!
PRECISELY 96 WORDS AT LOST!
THERE ARE NO WORDS THAT TELL THE STORY
continue that true
IN JOYOUS CONNECTION
TO THE TRIBE
could Be iN
L aS suRely
those are my
born initials first
and last hehe.. oh my
gosh.. i steal all the commercial
advertisements to advertise me.. hehe..
hmm.. WeLL ..anyway as IN FL comes some more
HeRe actuAlly what iS iN FL for ME is verily GoD FReED
and no.. that is no joke i AM totAlly serIOUs aBout thaT anyWay
a wonderful day of Writing stream of consciousness full force holy
SpiRit uPZ dAisY Sunflower RoSE sAcREd aS SucH sTUFF and a trip
to the theater to see the BiG Bang Dude and some NASA Babes do tHeir
mathematic.. computer and engineering skills to send men eventuAlly to the
moon.. just around the PlanEt though for that movie today.. yes proud and strong
African American women in surely tHeir eYe of ThE TigER FiGhT oF liFE kicKinG
ass all over the place WiTh thEir super sMArT BrAins.. never getting fuLL Credit for
SeNDinG Men to the Moon unTiL now.. and suRelY a tiMeLY moVie as the folks
who are different fear to lose tHEir Freedoms in the Trump scare of
the 21st Century.. but hey.. even the top cabinet dog dudes
are more human than Trump as proud men
do not bow as minions
as hey.. it’s not like
yA can get empiricAlly
measured as fear and hate
any lower than TrUmpSter yeT..
but heY.. tHeRE iS alWAys hoPe for
cHange.. particularly iF he stARts to Be
CEO and delegate his Twitter Authority.. anyWay
thAT movie was very very touching.. i give it A Thumbs
up 10 and it brought tears to my eYes several times and
FucK no i ain’t talKing about the New Trump reAliTy show
either but it was nice to see all those Miltonians iN what
used to be a minion town when i was a lad wHEre
bLack Folks had to sit up top in the balcony
at theATer separate from us and that
made me both very sad and
very angry as a young
child and if and aT
folks FucK Up neXT..
less than minions as
i need a funny lift and laugh
and plan on watching the first
of three minion movies toniGht
purchased on Blu Ray juSt for fun..
as FucK when the world is running down
as the Police do say you make the FucKinG
best of whaT’s StiLL around.. and after all i sTiLL
had and have about 15 minutes left iN thAT Rocky
Inspirational music so this WiLL veriLY woRk WeLL
wiTh that too as inspiration groWs to Tidal wave size
and TsuNami oF waves iN my MAKE IT RAIN BRAIN NOW..
HMM.. probably would blow up the MRI and CAT SCAN TOO A
SCREECHING HISS IF THEY MEASURED MY HEAD ACTIVITY
NOW.. BUT HEHE.. THAT’S WHAT FREDENSTEIN BRAINS DO THEY
FIRE UP AND SEND ELECTRICITY LIKE ENERGY now AROUND THE
WORLD THAT IS A FRACTAL OF EARTH AND UNIVERSE AND GOD
WHOLE.. yes that sounds big but remember as above so below and
all around all iS oNe iS GoD whOle and so AM i as I AM too.. whew..
yeP it seems like the final countdown is juST Revving uP aGain
so for noW.. i guess it IS A now as good as any now to
sTARt the Minions show and jusT get to
laughing and SMiLing even more than
the folks i entertained
ballet style dance
at all the stores to
daY aS verily i say too
aS Victory Dance WiTh God
and haha.. they had no idea
that the make it rain a million
bucks was all about the words
i jusT wrote as fancy pancy prancer
dancers can make a brain rain too..noW
iN what has never been documented bEfore
too.. i ain’t going to the moon i AM FlYinG and
shooting uP wRite pasT iT stRaight and Golden PHI
of Star burst sentient
StaR DuSt pLUs noW
aliVE baby in the miracle
oF HeAVEn continuing.. so.. join
me.. want you i do but iF not that is yoUR
cALL as i for one have alREady answered mY
cALL from God and soundly responded iN the most
Epic of wayS iN DancE and SonG for this Gift of liFe
thAT IS A Victory iN HeaVen now aS the ISREAL PROMISE
OF THE REAL DUDE JESUS WHO AS ARCHETYPE NoW OF
GOOD COP SHEPHERD LIVES IN AND AS ME TOO.. 2 OR whatever
or even 3 if that tickles your fancy pancy prancer DanCinG SinGinG sWiM
oF GoD 2.. NoW..2
off to see the Minions2
i goooo.. Sleep TiGht NiGht nite..aLL..;)
WeLL.. after a good night sleep.. Church… and Mall and Bookstore
DanCinG WiTh SuPer DancE HaLL WalmART STiLL to coMe..
i Loved that movie.. ‘Hidden Figures’.. so much.. i had
Katrina.. photo.. one of my signature poses.. you
know the one wHeRE i maKe
myself into a Chalice
no need to raise
hands into sky so i curve
them back to the essence
oF GoD WiThiN.. yeS.. ouTside..
iNsiDe.. aBove.. so beLow and aLL
A’RouNd FoR NoW.. and surELy an appropriate
Statement pose for Martin Luther King Day tomorrow..
with reminder to me.. gym closes early.. work-out early
eTC… for tHIS HOLiday too.. the women portrayed
iN the Movie.. ‘Hidden Figures’ remind us of
the ignorance iN discrimination
against those who are
Norm oF SoCieTy..
And reminds uS aGAiN
How hateFuL iT iS to sET
the different among US ApART
iN fear and hatred..aS Fears and
Hates DiFFeRenT.. sADly sAMe noW..
And iN Church today.. emphasis is put on
The i AM oF uS.. Stepping forward to say to
GoD.. HeRE i AM oF Service to oTheR hUman BeingS..
wHeRe all are greater and no lesser iN eYES oF GoD FReED..
And perhaps one day aLL WiLL TrUly sEE aLL aS trUly Children
oF GoD.. and SaDly to add.. homogenous relatively smALL
groups of hUMans are about the only hUman society
this workS iN yeT.. but tHERe IS AlWays room
for improvement to go longer now..
and wiTH thAT Said after
oF DancE ThiS
WeeKend and various
myriad ways of wRiTinG
night nite now.. all over aGaiN..;)
Parable of the Snow Crab Legs and other ‘Stuff’…
So.. Katrina and i arrive at King Buffet.. the
Sunday place of all one can
eat Snow Crab Legs..
and the way it
oF aLL NaTuRe.
believe it or not noW iN
Guinness World Record ways..
the more you move.. connect and
create iN positive EMoTiOnal SeNsory
wAys as liGht.. yeS.. iN MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
CreATinG GiVinG and ShARinG wAYs the more you
attract the sAMe also kNown as Receiving liGht as LiFE
as one Travels as liGht iN liFe.. yes.. otherwise kNown as Faith
of the pure liGht LoVe KIND iN CourAGe too.. noW aS oNe also muSt be
Fearless of illusory fears to achieve this feat of liFE iN and as liGht..
so.. i smoothly walk in on Wings of Angel Feet as liGht WiTh no rush to the
deep pan that holds the KinG SnoW Crab Legs and wiTh no one waiting there then
behind me thEre are just enough hot legs to fulfill my plate in a restaurant
crowded of hungry snow crab folks.. and tRuLy it works out that way almost
every time we go to KinG BuFFeT and as i document heRe noW LIVinG
iN HeaVEn for 42 months.. soon coming into a Celebration of the
point aRRiVinG iN HeaVEn ascending on Navarre Beach as of the
date of July 19th 2013.. yep 42 months to date and
continuing the rise to July 22nd three days
A N D S T I L L A L W A Y S N O W T O O
later on what was referred to then
as a six pointed planetary
alignment as the
David Alignment that per that
date happened thirteen times since
the 1990 year when the (Isis) now
with shorter hair.. yes.. the Katrina who
has hair more like Trinity off the Matrix and
Adrian off of Rocky and sure.. Sabrina off of
Charlie’s Angels too.. to give you some idea of
her hair style now that she has broken away from
the Isis look of several thousand years ago.. in a hot
tall thin drink of water as they say for women.. i guess2..
yes.. 1990.. the year that the Katrina and me got married..
so as Katrina.. per revised Isis now goes.. she went up to get
a plate and reported there were no snow crabs left still.. so
i smoothly float up with a plate and a young Mexican man is
in front of me around the other side of the Restaurant away
from the Snow Crab legs and i do one of my dance moves
like i do as a secret agent dance clown just to enter
tain the audience as i often do as that is
the last FucKinG thing anyone
expects a law enforcement
or even secret agent
a smooth ballet move
noW in the restaurant..
hehe.. anyWay that puts
me ahead of the Mexican
young dude to arrive at the
SnoW CrAb paN.. and tHere i AM
arriving at a full hot steaming pan of
KinG SNow Crab Legs and i insist that the Mexican
young dude get his fill first as i tale him.. i arrived
last at the Snow Crab pan to get my full and top filled
plate when i first arrived and i surely do not wanna be
both last and first and first again.. instead i’LL wait for you
to be first as i already have my fill anyWAy.. as that is how the
Grace of the God oF Nature works (i didn’t tale him the last part
as he was probably Catholic and it would just be a redundant thing
for him as somewhat of a minority now and oh my God a Trump outcast
as the big news broadcast shows do relate.. now too as the Trump continues
to stick his not so graceful feet in his mouth on a whim of showers of Gold and
other dARk stuff oF liFE that continues to follow him around for pay of course with
little give and share and mostly take with folks walking in dark following him around
as yes.. dARk attracts dARk.. and the meek shall inherit the Earth iN SnoW cRaB way
for practicAlly Free and by the way this is jusT anoTheR number 42 meaning of liFE
too.. liGht attracts and receives LiGht iN MoVinG.. ConNectinG.. CreATiinG ways
as GiVinG and ShARinG and the DARk does juST aBout the opposite of that
iN RiGidity oF FeaR and haTe and diViSioN oF TAKinG and reFuSinG to
ShAre the gRains stored up in the silo as of years of old sAme
as today.. noThing REALLy has changed at the base core
oF HuMan Nature and God’s Nature too.. iN
liGht to dARk and SHades of Grey to
beYond RainBow colored
too.. let’s face it
folkS in gRain way you
reap what you sow and yes..
tHeRE is plenty of Good Stuff in the
Bible that RinGS TrUth and LiGht too..
iN oTheR WorDs of course and all otHeR
SacREd TeXt for thosE who have the eYes
and eARs to sEE and heAR the deeper right
Brain metaphors oF liFE.. yep.. the interpreting
watcher side of the BrAin that does more now than
read/talk the words.. yes.. DancES A SonG oF liFe
iN aNd as TrUth and liGht as discerned oF course
STiLL and MORE now.. thing is this kind of
introspection doesn’t normally happen
when one is alWays in a worry
state of mind which is
for fear of
and the past
as well.. when the present
beCOmES liGht NoW iN MOVinG
CoNnecTinG CreATinG ways
as GiVing and ShArinG WiTh
Positive liGht of SpiRiT ExpreSSinG
EmoTioNs and SeNses aS NoW iN TrUth
liGht does thaT iN hUman essence oF Form
oF and as HuMan HeARt iN A MiNd and BoDy
SoUL that continues to seek BaLanCe toward LiGht
and aWay from sHades of Grey and the even more
negative dARk of LiFE iN the EmoTiOns and SeNSEs LIGht
thAT are the essence oF liFE that underly form.. including
words noW that house those EmoTions and SeNSEs of liFE as Now
a home oF/aS liGht or the ‘tween to dARk..) as you can see that was
a very long run on sentence and parenthetical Fredthoughttalk and that
is pARt of the reason i didn’t tale the young Mexican dude the rest of
the KinG SnoW Crab Parable as i figured he was hungry so what else.. hmm..
yes in addition (since we can make this into a Dogwood/’stuff’ parable too..;)
tHeRE IS A dog wood tree in our back yard that the wife planted pretty close
to our septic tank.. and it’s kinda like the vine i let grow up the shed
that she wHacked down recently as she could see it invading the shed..
but nah.. the little vine meant no harm to shed.. the ivy juSt wanted
to liVe a simply crown and throne oF BaLAnCinG liFe as it reached
uP for the nourishment from the Sun and Rain a little more as
LiFE WiLL do when lEFt undisturbed by those who
would cut a sycamore tree down in a circle
of life beFore it has a chance to
GroW as tALL as miracles
oF liFE on EARth
WiLL WiTh GoD
As nature WiLL
do iF allowed to
by apex predators and
such as that.. anyway.. she couldn’t
see the roots that would surely come from
that Dog Wood Tree nor did she even realize
the septic tank was there because it was hidden from
sight too.. and as the years went by and i enjoyed the beauty
of that DogWood tree.. tHeRe was alWAys the option to cut it down..
but the life of that tree was more important to me than the ‘stuff’ that
might eventually come back up in our tub and even make that Dog
Wood Tree into a several thousand dollar DogWood Tree in
terms of repairing and or replacing a drain field from
a septic tank.. also hidden from view… but
never the less both water and fertilizer
perhaps in a two month drought
that preceded the current
on and off ‘stuff’
in the tub
when she washes
clothes.. (i still don’t
know now how to operate
that machine).. so we are in
contact with the folks who repair
septic tanks and affiliated ‘stuff’.. while
the Dogwood Tree continues to thrive now that
humans continue to take more than they give overall
and destroy nature overall2.. anyWay that’s my tree hugger
story and other stuff story for the day.. and the moral of the story
both dead/alive for
human consummation too..
as well in the cold North2..
i thanked those Snow Crabs
for tHeir legs beFore i took mY
Fill and Feel oF the liGht they gave me then..
and after a share of a couple of MacroVerse memories
this should finAlly exhaust that Rocky 30 minute training
video.. and finish off this ‘VicToRy LaP iN HeAVEn 2017’ for NoW..:)
But first oF aLL.. SpEakinG of ‘Hidden Figures’ a memory of an African
American Woman named Olivia who supported me greatly all through my Federal
work years alWAys accolading my efforts.. even naming me Superman as she across
the hall from me in view could see all that i did above and beyond my job
as Athletic Director in the last years of my so-called.. total of about
33 years of work career for pay.. i was always the so-called odd one out
at school and that didn’t change much at work either.. as
surely the Autism Spectrum can be a challenge
in any social environment that iS noW..
finAlly a decades VictorY iN wiN
for me too as a Victory
Lap for overcoming
for positive change.. anyWay
she was one person who alWays
treated me like a full and worthy
human being no matter how different and
yes.. strange.. other folks saw my eccentricities
that ranged from not even being able to walk like
most folks do swinging their arms freely as i was
out of sorts in MiNd AND Body BaLanCing soUL iN
the old days tHeRE.. and no doubt i was not too
much different than the other so
called minorities who
as tHeir IS A Certain
kinship of diverse minorities
as the group think folks hold too..
that sure.. comprise same thinking with
minorities too.. as surely there are tight
knit too.. anyWay2.. tHere are two ways of responding
to the bullies of life.. getting strong iN victory
or getting weak in vengeance.. the path of Victory
is my path and the rewards of Victory come all Naturally
as GoD of NAtuRE TruTh and LiGht continues to DancE and
SinG as TruTH and liGht WiLL do when seT FReED.. she was
the only one who visited me at my home when the deepest
illness came from work.. and shortly after that
i visited her on her death bed as she
succumbed from Lung Cancer
in that year
66 month illness
that i ended up surviving
by the Grace of GoD of Nature
that is Gift of this Miracle oF
liFe and liGht overall.. suRely
she was my hero too.. heroes
by those who Love..:)
And STiLL not to the MacroVerse
Memories and onto Micro-Verse memory
too.. Facebook Friend Rafiah now shares
a New Yorker comic that shows a little girl
in front of a Mirror with doll in dress and her
shapely mother zipping up her dress with a saying
by the little girl that says.. ‘Mommy.. when will
i blossom into a projection of male desire’.. which sure
is only a natural way for both genders to attempt to achieve
as that is innate biology at work as all natural paRt of liFe for
many members of both genders however not for all of course as some
folks are not even interested in sex at all.. yes.. tHeRE are/iS Rainbows
BeYoNd Colors of Sexual orientation of every which way and not loose at all..
and that is how
all naturally and hormonally
influenced from days even in wombs
depending on the environmental pressures
at hand that can be influenced even in the womb..
sometimes reproducing is not advantageous for the species
to survive and sometimes a fully blown orgy is what it takes
to survive with
and change.. while
we may assign words to the
essence of what we think should
or should not be up to countries
and nations and even worlds of culture
and religion.. God as Nature WiLL have
his and hers and eTc way,, either under the covers
in the dirt
and God says works
WiLL or pay the Karmic
consequences of getting out oF
BaLanCe for what it currently takes
for both the individual.. the species
and all oF liFE and for the entire Blue
as is for some
more nows to Go..
so,, i say in return to Rafiah..
and it’s probably not considered
‘appropriate’ for her to respond back
to me but a couple times a month or whatever..
but anyway.. i’ll support her whatever way i can
as long as it is allowed
at all so i go on to say..
iN Matriarchal Leaning so-called primitive
societies that was/is a way of liFe before
Agricultural AND Patriachal cultures/religions..
where everyday foraging was/is king.. it was/is
more like the opposite of this.. and even closer to egalitarianism..
culture/religion makes humans what they are for those who do not ‘Matrix
Escape’ in a culture and or religion that allows that escape at all..
without greater penalties up to death… My sister never ever
thOught/felt ‘this way’ ’cause she didn’t have to..
as there was/is no penalty up to death for it….
if you know what i fully mean….
not to say though
there wasn’t challenge
either but still.. possible.. at least..
to live the way she wants to overall.. and bottom line..
not just to survive but to thrive in happiness.. also known as
closer to Heaven now.. WiTh hUman HeART.. iN a ISreal liFe eARTh
Heaven Kingdom whEre God lives Free withiN as NatUre CAN and WiLL Do
when not a slave of other folks/culture/religion.. that’s kinda sad..
maKing God into a slave.. and surely that pisses God off..too.. @lEast
within.. and inspires uS to share comics/words to express that too.. @leASt i FeeL..:)
And now i say.. the requirement to do as culture and or religion says is a more powerful one
as of course emotion is the mainstay of life.. over rationality and you really can’t fight city hall and
expect to live in ‘that city’.. and even really survive as the rules require.. and sure.. city hall is all of
culture and religion too.. all the community rules and even how they say you are supposed to finish
a sentence with a period instead of a continuing flow of language as ocean waves only separated by
symbolic dots as ellipse for continuing stream of consciousness talk as we do in real
life.. anyway.. heHe.. in monologue way too.. either with or without emotion too
dissonance is of the
most painful paRts of liFe.. now
when what we have been tOld all our
lives is both TrUth and Lies too.. at our
deepest core oF BeinG.. naMeLY GoD would seNSE
and FeeL iF aT aLL Possible to overcome the dArkness of
Lies that feel wrong that are insisted uPon to be painful as trUth
that are Lies same..
and of course thaT is
up for us to discern as individuals
aS Sure aS SoMe folks like sex.. some folks
like it with one other gender.. both and
every which way and loose.. culture
and religion sets the
escapes as it can
or does not live this
way as free in chains
of doing what
in much pain and
suffering.. and it seems
sadly that only those of us
like the Buddha and the Jesus as
reported who have walked in more than
one pair of shoes in life and many more..
can understand the value of gentile.. jew..
servant or free.. woman or man no more.. problem is too.,
neither one of those dudes was free enough then to explore
sexual nature.. obviously.. as both considered as reporting
the sexual part of life less
and of course
that is total bullshit
as it generates the same
neuro-chemicals and neuro-hormones
responsible for human creativity and
productivity all in hiGher levels of being
across the life span sTiLL now.. can i prove
this.. yes i can.. in empirical analysis as time
dated both in words and photos and other experiences
of life.. yeS iN case study way along with other scientific
documented resources.. as yes.. the trUth from head to toe WiLL seT
you free.. eliminate
any pARt of liFe
as less than
and live a lie..
like the Oracle and
Architect did and do
both Agree and Neo too..
in the Matrix Movies too..
those who wish to unplug can
and will.. if the culture and religion
allows that without severe penalties
it is culture
and religion that
is responsible for
most oF our ills in life and
A saddest paRt oF all is when
we cannot even see the boards forced in our eYes..
Neo kNows and FeeLs what we can say is Better but the
thing is.. Neo ain’t gonna tale ya how all this is gonna
end for either the world or you as change alWays begins
with you.. whether you seek and find the truth for you
through WiLL and Choice or stay wHere you are as
thaT is what Karma does.. action or inaction
and consequences dArK ‘Tween to LiGhT
BeYONd NoW nOw..
in all the ways
YeP aNd noW as ‘this
Victory Lap’ extends a
‘little more.. a MacroVerse
Memory from two years ago named..
And it’s kinda hilarIOUs as i pop up every
wHeRE around my metro area in a dance similar
to the Fox heRe without a FucKinG
words of the
Fox yeT.. in a bed
tiMe sTory to wake
uP WiTh yET.. hE he or not..;)
Clown Wolf or Dark and Light
Sure.. with another theme SonG too.. as that Rocky Training Session Video
may be over in this VicTory Lap for now.. too.. he He.. yep
what does the Fox say.. iF you can
of the highest order
when designed by the
flame of being
light and dark clowns..
and truly the clown who feeds the ego..
with pro-social emotions
AND if GOD
can be metaphor
of human archetype..
TRUTH ABOUT THE FOOL
IS THE FOOL
WAYS THAT OTHERS
TRUTH ABOUT GOD
OTHERS CANNOT ALWAYS SEE..
THE ARCHETYPE OF FOOL..
PERHAPS TO REFLECT
with GOD at
So with that said here..
i will introduce GOD
PERHAPS you’ve SEEN THIS
THE FOX DOESN’T SAY MUCH..
SO FOLKS ARE ALWAYS
WAYS TO COMMUNICATE WITH THIS
guessing as to what the
And noW as i move
from a two year ago
to one year
and some more
School and adult
aS Sacred Fool photos2
that i will be sharing
noW iN this Victory Lap
a 1 miLlioN word 67th MacroVerse
oF A Bible as pArt of 3.3 Million
words plUs of Longest Long form
Free Verse ‘concrete’ poem too
in the history of hUman
terms go.. OK..
aS pARt of 12 MiLLioN
wordS even larger recorded
on line to date since Thanks
Giving of 2010.. and by the
way as pARt of all that 3.3
Million plus word lonGest
Long Form Poem..
all the way to
ViCtory Lap iN
HeaVeN NOW sTArTed
sTarTinG thaT pARt
On Memorial Day of
Publish in 2016
than juST poet
way three and more he HE
aS any new age sacred FooL TooL..
naMeLy God oF NatuRe SpeAkinG WiThiN too..
iN aLL oF HoLY SpiRit NatuRal FloW iN ZoNe too.. OK2..
The Nautilus moveS oN wiTh aRt rarELy
LooKinG back buTT WiTh hUmans..
many of them must have
proof iN words
oF GoD clEarly iN
aRt aS ShELL..NoW..
duh.. God iS aLL oVer ‘ThiS’ place..
but it’s no different than the size of this
entire poem.. almost impossible for some folks
or so when God lives as 1..too..
Sure we can call all of this NoW
and i DO mean FucKinG aLL oF this
oF the Nautilus
and no secrets
i AM the Nautilus.. oK aT iE..
me and God are
HaVinG onE sTAr BLast
FiRsT TiMe always noW wiTh
NoPe.. i’m not out of
ya can alWays
StART one of
ends as SoUl
continues to evolve
alWAys now.. jusT foR nOW..AKA GOD2..
YOU ONLY LIVE NOW.. MacroVerse yes.. from three
years ago.. and while there is
some DetAle and lots
to say NoW
thiS iS nOw
Whew.. yes.. i WiLL say whew at this point
as the gym closes early for this
Great MLK day 2017.. and
martial arts like
dance WiLL continue
theRe shortly as this memory
from two years ago named
ULOVE DRANO.. timELy i
N o W n O W
yes other ‘stuff’
and more ‘stuff’..
like that in
a visit to see a
from two years ago..
thaT may not be that hard
to believe consideRing all of
what i do for God in fearless
A L L N A T U R A L
ways from head
as i do today
two year ago from now
this trip to Navarre Beach
as i WiLL be doing tomorrow
to see my newest Psychiatrist
with some fun stuff for him
NoW all the
News i kNow/FeeL/
SeNSE as finAlly foR NoW
tHis currEnt VicTorY LaP
iN HeAVEn 2017 foR NOW..
seems to be sloWinG DoWn
But wait! theRE’s
alWays NoW for
Video Slide Presentation
aLL for thE FloW iN ZoNe WiTh GODOK..;)
SMiLes.. my home is nothing special..
but my backyard FoRest..
with a SoUl
of miNd and BoDy Balance.. NOW..
leaves of me fall free
as trees of Life..:)
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