KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review

We All
Carry CrosseS AnD STars
oF LovE True iN LiGHT too…
“Grand Cross Bible 2018” Published on December 28th 2018
at 12:24 PM And YaH i’LL Tale the Truth Too Writing 3.7
MiLLioN Words Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016
And a Publish of a MacroVerse titled “Grand Cross 56”
For my 56th Birthday then on 6.6.16 was not enTirely
Easy.. Nor Titling.. 7 Other King James Sized Bibles
As Subchapters Now of.. “SoNG oF mY SoUL” Epic
6.6 MiLLioN Plus Word Longest Long Form Poem
Bible Accomplished in 64 Months Along With
10,471 Miles oF Public Dance to Muse All
The Writing too and Somewhere Around
80 Thousand Photos
Personally Taken too
Just to iLLustrate the
Last 31 Months of the
Entire Endeavor as “Grand Cross
Bible 2018” was the Third Titled Bible
As such STaRTinG With 2016 and 2017 then
Versions oF A 7 Month Written King James
Sized Bible from Memorial Day Through
Christmas Day 3 Years in A Row too..
Nope.. not asking even for a
Christmas Cookie
For Trust
me the Rewards
ARe iNTrinsic And
The People i have met
ALonG This Way are Truly
iMaZinG And Soul Mate True..
It’s Just A Covenant With God..
God All THaT iS JusT one pArT oF pARTS Never
NoW True iN LiGHT
for me at least as We All
Carry CrosseS AnD STars
oF LovE True iN LiGHT too..:)

Stars are Born to Output
And GiVE And SharE LiGHT…
at least for as long
as they LiVE NoW
And as dim as i once
was.. almost bLack
the Saving
Grace then was
to Water A Plant
to Make
Grow made
A Star
Matter how
dArk the candle
i FelT iN bLack
then.. and
oh.. (the) Saviors oF A World..
And a Story i Love to Tale a little
Different as Parables JusT Do.. When Free
And not iMpriSoNed by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority
that no
longer should
Exist.. For Free..
So.. anyway.. Sorry iF
You’ve already heard it but
iT Will Be different anyway..
hehe.. As Free WiLL Be
When UnLeashed
And reLeased
As Being
StarliGht oF eYes
Within… A Dusty Road…
A little boy with no words..
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. but A Lover
Of Growth.. iN Shape of LiVinG Trees..
A Sapling brought home
by Loving Mother
then.. placed
uPon A Kitchen Counter
by a lamp That Shines Anew
A Boy Sees Green Then and
Wants to see more.. So he
Nurtures This PLANeT
the abiLiTy
to SPeaK Then
Water He Does..
Fertilizing Love..
Sunshine Hope
iN eYes of Loving
Kind.. Fertile Ground
Outside.. Dig A Hole
to Comfort Roots..
spend time
and effort
Caring Love
And A Tree rises
Broad and STrong..
And soon provides shade
For A Front Porch Home..
Sidewalks come.. but Tree
STill BRanches Out.. FLoWeRS
Come More Beautiful than beFore..
Students from the Local School who
Study Trees are amazed by the Beauty
of this Tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
And the Boy’s eYes shine to see what his
Love inspires.. Tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his LiFE
goes dark..
Years later..
A shy Younger man iS
Walking This Sidewalk
oF A Boy’s Home.. And
A Most Beautiful DArk Haired
Girl Approaches him.. With SMiLinG
FacE EYes.. the Boy’s eYes LiGHT up but what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
iS Standing TAll And floweRinG More Beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this Summer Fall
Winter Spring Day.. A Spark of iNstant SouL Mate
Love is in the air.. And that Begins a Love that
Will Last ’till Death BeYoNd
So.. the Shy Boy Becomes
Confident with the Love of
His Wife.. Joins the Military..
And even Rises to the Ranks
of Politics then.. Love grows
And Fearless Lives..
the boy is
Now a
Strong man..
And makes a decision
as a Leader of the World
that Prevents World War III…
LiFe on the PlanT Now iS Saved..
So Who is the Savior.. the Boy..
the Man.. The Girl.. the Loving
Wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. The Tree..
or the little disabled boy
And all the
From Around A
World.. Well.. The Truth
iS aLL They Are.. As theRe
is No i.. me.. but Us and We
oF Life..
L O V i N G
Moral Of The
Story.. Water A Tree
Of Life And See wHere
neXt NoW
iN OceaN
eYes Free..:)

Oh.. the Joys of Approaching (58.5) 60..
“that’s” what i look (Insert Photo of Gorilla..;)
like now when i don’t suck it all in.. hehe.. for
i Do weigh 240 LBS.. 70 more LBS than Our
Dancing Days at Club 2001.. hAha.. Oh.. those
80’s Songs and How i was so worried i was getting
Old when i turned 25..
What counts iS on the
Inside of Joy mY
Friend Sherri
You’ve always
Had that Still Do…
Smiles my FriEnd
Always lifting Folks
Up on Facebook too..:)

LiFE Partners Feed Us iN OTHeR
SHaMaNs Do too…

SMiLes Sohair And Happy New Year to You As Well
God Willing too with all these Great Wishes You Pray
for those of Us Who are in Need in all of what Life
may take away From Us iN Peace And Harmony
And Joy MoRE NoW in Good Health As Well
Both Physical and Mental True.. In Wisdom’s
Courage Kind and Fearless Love Beauty More..
iN LiGHT And sMiLes mY FriEnd Now More For
i Keep Your Husband
Your SouL Mate
who is in that
better Place in
Your HeART too..
in mY Prayers for i Sense
Your FeeLinG of Great Loss Here
for the Soul Mate You Lost mY Friend…
True.. Some Love Never GoeS aWay And Does continue
to Live as the SPiriT of OuR HeARTS as SoUL continues
to Live WithiN Us WitH Those We Love No Matter Live or Die
thE Soul
For Those We LoVE
mY Friend Surely no Distance
Space or Time Either Love is the
Force Beyond all other Energies for
Love Connects Without Distance Time
or Space.. A Miracle Love is as Love LiveS oN
iN God WiLLinG to A More LoViNG 2019 CoMinG
NeXT for An Entire Globe to Hold Hands More As Love..:)

Every PoeM
Wait oF SouL
Other Than
Joy iMore..!..
i Just Saw Angel
In Person Again
And Like the Last
40 Months
One Hug
My Perfect
Soul Mate
Last For Lifetimes
Truly My FriEnd i’LL
Your Side
You are So So
Beautiful A Masterpiece
In All you Do Within Inside
Outside And All ArounD
Yes By God Above
As Below too…
To Paint.. Thanks
For The Honor
Of Admiring Who I Adore..
i Love
You Paint
With Love….

SMiLes HiMaLi
We the
Love the
of Your
Press Presents
Please Keep
Gifting U.S.
Happy 4th
Of Blogging D.E.A.R…
iBeautifuL iSouL
iN mY iLiFE NoW..:)

Thanks mY
to: From:
The Best Of
My Potentials
With SMiLes
Of Thank You
gigoid.. Life
Comes NoW..:)

SMiLes i ReAlly Do
Hope the ‘other’
Little Girl
A Way
‘This Lice’ too..
She’s Probably
Now Like
My Wife
Water and Food…
Never Dismiss
For She Will
Be the Most
oF all
Love Most
And Sooner
Now Yes
Later Now
The Little
Boy who
Me on
That With
Winks True too..
It’s True My FriEnd
i am that ‘One Elementary School
FriEnd’ too that
On the Poetry
Trail too.. i ALWays
Take A
To Gift
Before it
Is Erased
As too Big too..
Hehe.. haHa too
In Plain
Deeper Views..;)

iBe iPreSenT iGifT iLoVE


iBe iPreSenT iGifT iLoVE
iSeRVE ALL iLiVinG “Send YouR
LoVE iNTo thE FuTurE” And the
First PArt of that is a New Year’s
Resolution for 2019 After “Grand Cross
Bible 2018” is Written Still Working on Putting
that together at this Point to Electronically Publish
And now also Constructing this an Introductory Paragraph
in Spiraling Flow For “KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A Year
in Review”
as that’s an ‘Automatic Title’ That Has Been Coming
All Years 2013..2014..2015..2016..2017 and YeS Now 2018
For a MacroVerse of Now 6.6 MiLLioN Word “SoNG oF mY
SoUL” Epic Longest Long Form Poem and Bible True in
LiGHT too With 10,471 Miles of Public Dance in this
64th Month of Doing that as i am the Entering the
65th Month of Writing “SonG oF mY SoUL” too
As Well as Relatively Speaking Since July 22nd
of 2013 Entering into the 66th Month of Heaven
on Earth Within as compared to 66 Months With
The Worst Pain and Numb understood to
Humankind in Medical Literature True
too from wake to Sleep for 66 Months
From January 2008 through what
the Professionals who were
Attending to me named
A Real Life Miracle
Recovery to Joy
Without any
Medical Explanation
On or About July 22nd of 2013..
True i already understand Miracles are
Real as i’ve experienced a verifiable one
First Hand on July 22nd of 2013 as well as
the Real Existence of God Within and i Don’t
Expect to Make Anyone Believe or Love or Have
Faith and Trust in all that is God to Move and Connect
And Co-Create in Directing Producing and Acting Your
Own MaGiC and MiRaCLeS for Real but by God With 100
Percent Faith and Trust in God that and who is the Force
That Lives Within me Beyond All Flesh and Blood aS well
iN SPiRiT oF HeART and MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
in a “Transient Hypo-Frontality” Way of Flow And ‘Autotelic’
Way of Generating Happiness of Joy Within By God Yes what
You Will Count on From me is if NotHinG ELse BriNGiNG Joy
oF SMiLes And Laughter into the World as Ha! Through Just
A Non-Verbal Dance Like a Pavlov Dog that IS A SMiLe oN
God’s Face i have Conditioned a Reasonable and Artful
Size of my Metro Area to SMiLe even if they Just spot me
Anywhere in Public
My Reputation is
Crazy Happy
And sure
Crazy Happy
Could be my New Year’s
Resolution for me too for
2019 but True if i am Going to
Become my own Free CEO of
mY Own HaLLarK OPeRaTioN For
Free Hehe iMight as well Get iHigh
BroW iN LoVE too with “iBe iPreSenT iGifT iLoVE
iSeRVE ALL iLiVinG” True iN LiGHT too but Do
NoT exPect me to Play by any Rules of ‘FoRe iN That Endeavor
True by God Yes Truly Free to Dance and Sing mY Love Poems
i WiLL
to Be NoW
Free to be me.. NoW
Hehe you are welcome
to ‘Steal’ any of these New
Year’s Resolutions for You for
2019 but if You are anything Like
me You Will Dig Deep Down and Co-Create
Something New Freely Associating thE MusE
Out oF aLL that has Come Before to be Re-Born Again..
So Many New Year’s Resolutions Only Now as the Beat of
DancE And SonG GoeS oN And Remember Originally Son
Just Means the Nature of Whatever Comes Next NoW aS Well
Like the Nature of the Son of Human too.. as we all are as We
All ArE NoW as A TeaM Holding Hands Never Truly Separate
From God as Nature ALL only an iLLusion of Time Distance
And Space.. Center Point.. God UniVerse.. in Multi-eYes
Way We Are All Are NoW Just to Be ALiVE to LoVE iN
Arms of Joy’s Breath From First BLiNK oF LivE
To Last BLiNK First ALWaYS STarTinG LoVE
Forevermorenow.. Hehe Works for
me at LeasT aGaiN i can’t
Force anyone to
Drink this
Water of
Love i Enjoy
in Heaven WiThIN
Always now but yes with
A Hand Reached out in Both Dance and
Song off and online in ‘Singularity’ Way of
Funny LoVE You Bet i WiLL GiVE and SHaRE
EVeN MoRE This Year ALWaYS NoW MoRE hAha..
But.. ReaLiTY CoMeS too.. Today Now aS WeLL as i
oNLy Have About 12 Hours Left Today..  to get “Grand
Cross Bible 2018”.. Published Electronically too.. Before
the 242nd Dance Week Night at Old Seville Quarter StArts
Around 11 PM.. continuing through 2 AM of Marathon and
Very Sweaty Dance.. With.. Sure.. some other Visual Arts i
Will Do in the Most iNTiMaTE oF SMiLe ArTs ToDaY too..
hAha.. LiFE GoeS oN EnJoY iT As YoU WiLL YouR Choice.


SMiLes Frank.. Thanks so Much for Dropping By “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
on your Road Trip through Mid-January as i do miss the Holiday Travel that
We Made for Decades to See Family Across the Panhandle
to Tallahassee for Family There but sadly most of
them Have Passed Away and on My Father’s
Side at Least Seeds from an X-Catholic
Priest haven’t been very successful
in Reproducing it seems
but there are
a Couple
of Seedlings
Left to go on as
Katrina’s Mother Truly Showed
How many Seeds Will Eventually
Come from one Wild Flower that she
verily was with Smiles as that comes through
Loud and Clear in the Diversity of Scores of Offspring
That came from Her Closer Relationships in Life as such..
There is a lot to be said for the Nomad Who Travels far for
Different For Different is the Spice that Usually Changes the
World over
Art And True
With Children Who
Lived.. My Life wouldn’t
Be anything Like it is today
As Parents Sacrifice so Much
for the Welfare of their Children Spending
Their Life Energy for Unconditional Love of
Children More not to mention all the Financial
Resources it takes but of course i don’t Have to
Tell You that.. hehe.. and as Far as 10,500 Miles
of Dance that i will Likely Reach by the End of this Weekend
in 64 Months of Doing that so Far in Public That’s 164 Monthly Miles
On Average.. Now for the EnTire Endeavor as it was usually Precisely
166.66 Miles As A Monthly average all the way through 40 Months as
in Precisely 40 Months i did 6666 Miles of Dance but since Katrina’s
Burn Injury and Travel to another State for Care During that Ordeal
Dance Slowed A Bit as now the Daily Average overall is 5.47 Miles
A Day but i usually Pack Many More of those Miles on Tuesday and
Saturday And Sunday And of Course Thursday Night with Writing
More Reserved For the Other Days along with Gym Dates
too on Monday.. Wednesday and Friday Creature of
Habit i am otherwise i might travel more Just
for Fun too.. Haha.. but anyway other
than Just the Challenge
with the Many
that come
with Dancing in Public
as you might imagine where
i live from i am the only one who
does that as in Bigger Cities it wouldn’t
Be as noticeable but in comparison to Raw Mileage
5.47 Miles really isn’t that Impressive for My Grandmother
Worked as a Waitress.. 7 Days a Week.. 12 Hours a Day.. to
Raise my Mother and Her Two Sisters as a Divorced Mother
And Walked to Work on Top of that for almost a Decade where
i’m sure 20 Miles wouldn’t be impossible at all in a 12 Hour Shift
of Waitressing 7 Days A Week for a Decade or so.. and not only that
Her Mother Died of Breast Cancer When she was Young in Grade School
Having to Quit School to Help Raise her Two Younger Sisters as well as Pick
Cotton to Help Her Father with that Job to fill in for all the Stuff Her Mother Did and
more.. around the Home.. of course with no Automated Appliances so Long ago then
too.. she never got any 15 Minutes of Fame for that.. but she sure did Have Big Hands
From Picking that Cotton When she was Young per Epigenetics bringing out the Strongest
Woman she was capable of Being in Overcoming all that Struggle.. Smiles my Friend We
Humans are Evolved
for Intermittent
And Expanding
Our Potentials in
the Struggle of DArk
to Make LiGHT in LiFE More
Colorful Overall in Effect and Affect too..
And As Always use it or lose it applies to all Stuff Life..
Not Unlike the Domesticated Cat with Small Paws and
Smaller than Feral Heads and true as that Applies to Our
HeART Muscle of Feeling Emotions too.. so many Things to
Work-out mY FriEnd Perhaps one day i will get to Work on that
Travel Muscle too.. but at least there is the Internet this Virtual World
Where it Never Rains.. And we really never get the Full Human Touch
but sure there is always iMaGiNaTioN and Symbols True and the Potential
to Make Those/These Symbols As Human As We Can As Words Become Flesh And Organic too.. and Perhaps with enough effort that might even exceed what’s Possible in FlesH And
Blood NoW
FoR When
We Apply
Fear with the
Fuel of Love i have
no idea just how far that WiLL
Go iN Human Potential More and
yes.. i’m finding out more about that
always now to see just what’s Possible
As Technology Helps us Hold Hands too..
Anyway.. Frank.. Safe Traveling to You All And “mY Soul iS A Tree With Lots of Jolly”..
And i Do my Best to Plant That TReE ONline iN Bits and Bytes True iN LiGHT NoW too..;)



Hmm… Sounds LiKE A MoRE
CoNCisE NeW YeaR’S ReSoLuTioN
And MiSSioN STaTeMenT..;)
A PlacE OnLinE
WHeRe SPiRiTS iFly
My PLeaSurE
Mastering Shadow
Wings Higher Than
Clock Work Orange
Never Seen thaT Movie..;)
Another Lovely Day…
A Flower Who
Deserves A King…
Enjoying Spring Dream..;)
Have A Great
Week at Work…
When i Miss
You i
No one Deserves
A Goddess….
‘They’ are served…..
God is
my Soul..:)
One Day You
A Very Long
Poem On A
Some Dreams Perfect….
FriEnd Ship is not only Two
or more Boats on an Ocean
Who Cherish
Waves of
And Love to Lift
Each other Up but
Also Always an
Art not waking
Waves now too
High Making it
Difficult for
The other
The Ocean Whole
Of Life.. SMiLes My
FriEnd You could
Lose Your
My Ship
And i Would Still
Return to Love my
FriEnd Sohair.. No
Worries my
No Matter
What our Differences
Now In Seeing Our
Worlds.. You Are
A Wind Behind
mY Sail
Soul Mates are those
People who help Evolve
Our Souls And Yes they May
Be Our Best
Or Even
Pets too…
As Yellow Boy
Came Out oF
The Wild
Save the
Last Breath
Of my Soul…
That’s the Kind
Of FriEnd You
Are to
Yellow Boy
And Katrina
In Some Ways
Bite And Scratch
me Most Everyday…
i Love them
No Less
For i
A Strongest
Man As Love
That is an Understanding
Wave that Love
IS A Wave to
Never Falling
Off but always
Getting Up As Love
Even More
To Float
Ship NoW
More Peaceful in Life..
No FriEnd has Ever Lost me..
Not Even Those Who
Hate me Most
For i am an
Love that
Is Too
To See the Bottom
As i See God mY
i Have
To Gift You
For The Present oF
Now it is No Jest
Is Real
For God
Makes me This Way
And i Don’t Fight
For Calm
Seas Of Love..:)


“iF i Navigate (A) River (Now)
(Will) You Take me to Your Island…
Sing (A) Siren Song So i (Will) Never Leave….”
True.. Life is Rather Dreamy Time out of Time
Distance out of Distance Space out of Space
No Place
Really Fruition
Brings Beautiful
More than
Springs in Winters Snows
Brings Singing Dancing Now…
A Song of Siren Delights More
Adrift A Wave Shores Never
Ending Always Beginning
Never Finishing StArting
Even More.. The Sea
Has Eyes for me for
you for us and
We Do
You See…
more than
me… i sure Hope
So for all Your Dreams
For we and us me and i See
So Much More in The Future of You
For Love IS A Spiral Up Never Falling
Only Sinking To Swim Even Higher
Oh.. i Dream.. Oh.. i Dance Oh i
Sing MaRRoW iN my
Bones Red Still
Believing in
A Place A Dance
A Song An Island of
Delight Just A Dream
Of Spring Still Looking at
November Winds Warm Breathe
Will We All Have to Be All We Be..
Yes me We Us My God You to Be All You Will Be…
Spring Lasts Forever As Long As Flowers Color More…..


SMiLes mY FriEnd Good Night/
Work Week.. Thanks.. GRoWinG
BRanches… “SoNG oF mY SoUL”
Oh God.. i Wanna Do.. Karaoke
Next And i Bet i WiLL Be A Very
BesT WRiTe AbouT NoW.. hAha
Hmm.. Katrina is in the Other Room
Watching Hallmark Christmas Stories that
She Recorded over the Holiday Season as she
has about 10 or 15 (she is counting the Movies
to tell me exactly how many) Movies still to watch and She
Loves the Poem That i Just Wrote For HiMaLi.. #Nosecrets
And Totally
Poetry Muse
Ever Such A Flower
They Both Are True…
And Yes they practically
Look Like Twins separated by
21 Years When They Wear Stunning SunFlower
Dresses too.. #PerfectCouples #PerfectFriends #PerfectWomen
Katrina is Finished Now with the Accounting.. 7 Movies Left
And Multiples of 7 More
to Come Again.. hehe..
As So Far She’s Watched
30 as 7 More Makes 37.. HAha..
Meanwhile i WRitE oN.. And On…
Thanks to ALL the Muse…..NoW
So Much LoVE iN The
World If We Treat
All oF LoVE As A FLoWeR
to Be Respected And Loved
Even More Without Restraint Rose Rises Even More….


CoLoRS We Do Not FeeL…
So Choose A SonGDancE/
A Dance And Song and
Promises By Pat Benatar
WiLL Verily And Surely Do
As the Force of Emotions Are
What Moves All oF LiFE Within ThaT is US
So You Believe Little Man That Emotions are
For Girls
Then You
Are Only Half A Man
Trust me on this if You
Will For Human Emotions are
The Colors of the UniVerse Gifted
to Us By God Most.. as there are as
Many Colors of Love that We Create as
A Dance And Song of Life in Sea-Lit Brown
Eyes Who Are No End or Beginning Deeper the
Longer Y O U Gaze iNto Ocean Whole This is no
Lie This Human ReaLiTY God Lights Most iN U S
With Emotions
Even More
For W E ARE iNstruments
FLaVoRinG Colors of God eYes
More Every Color Beyond
Sea-Lit Dreams
ThaN Ever Before Let
Your Emotions and Senses
Go Color YouR Multi-UniVerse
Even More.. For I Will Dance With
YouR Soul Tonight When You Are Asleep
iN Case Anyone Wonders Who is Accompanying
This Song Tonight in Super-Walmart it Will Be Angel
Wings of You that i Will Kidnap to Dance With me.. And
Trust me You Will Please the Audience Even more.. For They
Will Not Believe This iS Even Possible For They Do Not Understand
And the
Metaphor of
Souls Who Light
Up And Air Dreams
Of Night More.. For Fruitions
Souls CoMinG To LiGHT Above So Below
Within Inside Outside All Around More When
We Come To Join Hands Soul to Soul Even More..
Anyway.. We ARE iN A Series of Rainy Days and i’ve been
Such a Good Boy Today i am on my Second Cup of Hot Chocolate
Received for iF i Cannot And Will Not Convince You To Dance Just Watch
Comes Next
One Two Three
Four Promises iN The DArk For Real


There comes a Day after 6.6 Million Words Writing 64
Months and 10,483 Miles Dancing in Public Listening
to a New Song iN Variety for all of those Miles
in Ear Bud Way When Dance And
Song Becomes
All of YouR
as then
You are
An Instrument
of Music From Head to toe
And Beyond Even Love in Frequency
And Vibrations of Energy in Synergy Even more..
i Wish i Will Put it into Words but Where The Soul Will
Go With Enough Practice as Instrument of Music is Beyond
All Words
And Words
For Emotions
And Senses True
From Head to Toe too..
The World is More Colorful The
World is More Flavorful Every Note of Every
Song and Every Step of Every Dance Becomes
An Orchestra and a Symphony unto itself in Harmony
With Every Other Note And Step of Life Even More as Life
And Sings
Colors And
Flavors Even More..
It’s So Easy to Love Fully
And Without Restraint this way
So Easy to See the Beauty in the smallest
Details of Life and See the Love in Every Human Soul…
And then there is the MaGiC of those Special Souls Who come
iNto our Life and Change the Wheels of Life Forevermore a Dance and Song
As We
Come to
Play our Notes
And Steps A Different Way..
Colors of Life So Brilliant So Deep
So Nuanced even more.. Flavors of Love
The Scent of Ever More.. Eyes so Deep for those
of us
into Souls
to Behold
on Winter Days Spring
of Dreams that Never End..
Yet i Feel Yet i Love that’s all
i ever wanted i am now… A Dance And Song Enough
to Give And Share Where Wheels of Life Feel So Much more….
But True
You Love
It Hurts….
Bitter Sweet
The Story of Life
The Wheels of LiFE MoVE oN…
Understanding the Value of Love
Holding on to all that Flowers as
Rose Will Rise Again even more….


Gino Vannelli A Master of Moving Human
Emotions From the 70’s A Highly Underrated
Canadian Artist With a Wife Still Patricia who is
Playing the Harmonica Back in ’87 From this Video
As they Have Been Married for 43 Years.. Now Truly
A Picture Perfect Couple And Team in Art as Well for it is True
When HeARTs Connect As Art the Bond is Beyond All Belief in
All Distance
Time and Space
Another Place that
Most Humans Do not get
to Visit With Each Other A Deeper
Place than Skin Deep Within but of course
Easy to See How it Radiates on the inside out as Well
As The Chemistry is Still Strong as it ever was from the Start..
Anyway such a Work
of Art From Days
and Months
and so
Many Years
Before with Only
1.1 Thousand Folks
Subscribed to this YouTube
Vevo Artist’s Channel.. Yet the Most
Important Thing of All is the Record Is Still
Online to Give and Share For Free.. there is a Whole
Lot To be Sung about Leaving A Part of Your Soul Behind and
A Whole Lot More to Dance About Giving and Sharing A Spirit of Your
HeART As Soul with others as Wild Horses Will Naturally Do Undomesticated
to Ride
Winds of
Colors Now
Life For Free..
SMiLes i Will
Love For You
To Ride Free
With me as
True Wild
Do Frolic
Free With me..
And if You Like.. i
Will Surely Un-tame You too..;)


BLeSSinG iT iS
KeePinG LosT iN


Hi Shawna.. Thanks So Much for the Encouraging E-Mail and Yes Isn’t
Love Wonderful No Matter How it comes as long as it is Flavored With
Honesty and no Party is Hurt by it but haha.. of course in some Ways Love
is Gonna Hurt but No Light Without Dark as ‘God Says’ And
Even Stephen Hawking as such too.. Hehe.. And i am
Currently Reviewing the Year 2018 as i Annually
Have Been Doing ever Since i recovered from
that 66 Month Stint in Hell on Earth
With those 19 Medical
Disorders as a Shut-IN
in my Bedroom With that
Dentist Drill-Like Pain of Type 2
Trigeminal Neuralgia that No Drug Would
Touch From Wake to Sleep for that Entire 66
Months Assessed in Medical Literature.. as the
Suicide Disease and an all Natural Torture Assessed
as Worse than the Actual Torture of Crucifixion So Yes
‘John 14:12’.. Comes in the Dark too as well as what You
Do When You Get out of Hell in the Other Place of Heaven
And Speaking of the 10,500 Miles i Finished for my Tale of the
Tape iN 64 Months of Public Dance Per that Viral Video that Exceeded
85K Views Starting on 12.11.18.. With 560 Comments.. And 798 Shares
i Copied and Pasted the Shares that Were Made Public With Comments in
my “Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. 8th of 8 Subchapter King James Size and Plus
Bibles of 6.6 Million Word Long Form Poem Bible “SoNG oF mY SoUL” Finishing
the 64th Month Effort of that too.. and OMG the Share Comments are so Hilarious
i Will Copy and Paste them below as sure they are only a Copy and Paste away for you too..
to Read at your Leisure as my Sister Read them Out-Loud in Two Miles of Walking Around our
Neighborhood With Katrina and we Laughed the Entire Way Like a Fly on the Wall as the Entire
mY Public Dance
With Comments Ranging from He’s
A Legend And Never Runs out of Energy
to Weirdo to i Love Him to He’s on Drugs
to He’s A Pensacola Icon and Mr. Pensacola
to you are Lame And don’t get out if you don’t
See Him to Spirit Friend to Oh My God He is Everywhere
And Folks Say They See me Every Week.. hAha.. You will be
one of the ones to Enjoy it most for You understand totally Where i
come from.. and yes as you Know i Love to Write Free Verse Poetry Letters
to Friends and Accomplishing Several other Endeavors at the Same time i am
Reviewing the Year Here With You to get that Knocked out too as the Year Started
With My Sister Making me a Personal Calendar With my SiGNaTuRE Poses and Various
SiGNaTuRE Dance T-Shirts with the Calendar Titled “The Year of the Fred” and yes considering
the Share Comments as Posted Below Just the Dance and Viral Video Made that Self-Evident this
Year at least hehe.. and then in February i Wrote that Email to You that You said You Would Keep
Forever that opened up the MacroVerse titled “LoVEFReEDNoW” and that 43,151 Word.. 7 Day Effort
in Memorial of the First Anniversary of my Mother’s Death Generated over 4,000 Views That is
pretty Viral for a Novel Size Blog Post.. Haha.. and My Friend Rafiah Got Married
And Sort of Drifted Away as expected but we Still Connect Occasionally Still.. as i’ve
known Her since the Summer of 2014.. and Oh Lord Katrina and that 6 Month Ordeal
of Burning Her Hand on the BBQ Pan in March through September of
Recovery and a Hospital Stay at the Burn Hospital in Mobile was
Truly the Trauma of This Year that i will Never Forget as
They Saved Her Finger from Getting Amputated
And she got the Shark Skin Graft and
Graft off her Leg that was
pretty Surreal and
Weird when
i watched the “Good
Doctor” Show too as it gave
me a weird sense of something
Bad was gonna Happen then.. and
sure enough it was like the TV show all over
Again but For Real.. and then not too long after
that my Friend Himali Started Posting Almost Every
Day and we started Getting Closer as Friends as i’ve always
Admired Her Kindness to Everyone from the Very Start but was
Shocked and totally Shocked when a Series of Blog Posts was about
Her Falling in Love with me as i was trying to Imagine which one of her
Much Younger Friends was surely the Lucky Guy Capturing the Heart and
Soul of Another Princess Looking Girl and in this Case East Indian Instead
of Pacific Islander almost Identical Looking From A Distance in a SunDress
Truly Uncanny and Strange Magic too that someone like me could get that
Amazingly Lucky in one Lifetime for Two Princesses Like that to Fall for You
Because of You and not what You own or what You can do for someone else..
Just more Evidence
for me that God
Really Exists
And the Truth of
Reality is the Consciousness
of Love Thrives where it really
Exists and Connects Similar ‘Colored’
Souls Together So Innocently True and Real…
For People Who Truly Will Be Your Life Long Friends even
if they Drift Away after they Get Married and Have Children
And so many other Responsibilities as i’m Just not very Good
at Nourishing Male Relationships as Friends that are continuously
Connecting Except for Frank as an Acquaintance and gigoid when he
is Feeling Well too.. and some Local Friends From Work and School that
when we see each other it’s the same like we always knew each other From Before
But anyway the Friendship with the Widowed Teacher Sohair from Egypt With Two
Children Continues Strong as the Differences that do exist in Her Muslim Religious
Beliefs are well overshadowed by the Force of Love as usually is the Case when Folks
See and Do Love as the Core Mission of their Life.. And then on October 14th.. the
‘iN A Shadow of Michael For Now” MacroVerse sort of went Viral as that goes still
Going Strong with Over 2000 Views and i really don’t know why some stuff
Gets Popular like that but hey it’s just for Fun Anyway.. and other than
No one getting Hurt in 2019.. that is gonna be a pretty Amazing
Year to Exceed the Magical Parts of this Year that Did
Really Really Happen all documented as part of what
i Naturally Continue to do.. just
mY SoUL like
i Promised God
Within i would do in
my own Covenant when the
Miracle of Recovery Happened
on July 22nd of 2013.. having no idea i
then i would be assessed by the Local Community
As A Most Well Seen Person and Dance Legend as
Such Later On Down the Road but i did Document
on the ‘Wrong Planet’ that there would be no Limits
of what Will Come Next Then With the Force of Fearless
Unconditional Love and ‘Cosmic Consciousness’ as such and
True that
Came True
too less
More too..
hAha.. no way
i did this without the
Hands.. Eyes.. And Feet of God Within Guiding me All The Way
And Protecting All of Us Remaining iN This Story For Real too..
And SMiLes mY Friend This is already the Movie and the Novel
aS Obviously i’m the only one who can and will “Go TaLE iT oN A MounTaiN”..
A Mountain
oF Love
And Words
of Song and
Steps of Dance
for i am still only
the same Grain of Sand
Lit With Fearless Love.. Up High…
And Just to think all the Folks who Wrote
the Comments Below have no idea just HoW ALL thE More
‘iNteresting’ i am on the Internet for those who get past
the Twitter
Life Haha.. The locals at least..
they Do not.. so THere are no
worries about keeping the
‘Other Art’ i do back in ‘that’
Target Audience of ‘Fringe’ Artistic Interests
too so ha! i Managed to Get Famous without
Earning A Penny and Keeping All of my Artistic
Freedom too.. SMiLes mY Friend.. ‘Clever As A Red Foxx’
Or As Katrina says “You are something but i’m not sure what”..
it takes
to make
else Smile
And Retain my
Freedom True i am
A ‘Slut For Love’ For i don’t Get
Paid to make other Folks Feel Good…

Ha! Longest E-Mail Ever Just add it to the ‘shelf’…

Love Ya Shawna Baby and Happiest of Wild Horses to You!..:)

And Keep
Your Husband
Very Very Very Happy….
Still Working on Katrina as
lately i’ve been sort of Heated up hAha!..
Lost in ‘Black Eyes’ Hard to Get out every now and then.. too heHe..;)

And Yes Trivia Note on “Red Foxx’.. Sanford From the “Sanford and Son” TV
Show.. He Started that Show at age 50 and Finished it at Age 55.. in ’77 the
Year of Shawna Baby’s Birth for the End of that Extra Funny TV Series then..
i Started Writing
at Age 50 as a Shut-in
in my Bedroom for 33 Months
After not Being able to do anything
as such for the 33 Months Before that
And Started Writing this Long Form “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Poem at age 53 Stronger than ever Literally as such
Still leg Pressing 1020 LBS up to 52 Reps at the Gym 3 times
A Week with the 10,500 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months now
at age 58.5.. but you See my Friend it was Worth it all just to meet You
And sure my Very Very Very Special Friend Himali.. And Rafiah and Sohair
And Thousands of other People in my online Travels for 97 Months and Overall
12 Million Total Words so far and just to think most of the Folks who See me Dance have
no idea
World of
Mine even exists..
Smiles for the Record
it ain’t going no where none
of it from Head to toe too.. haha
sure around 170K Photos taken to accompany
“SoNG oF mY SoUL” and over 10K YouTube Videos
to Accompany that too.. my Mission From God is to
Prove “John 14:12” is possible and to challenge someone
else to do more..
Basically Just
A Dfferent Century…
Could take A Thousand Years
to even really get noticed but i’m
not in a Hurry as there are still plenty
of Other ‘Worlds’ to figure out Meanwhile
who knows might
have 10 Children with
Katrina or HImali or even You.. And Sohair and
Rafiah too.. Anything is Possible With God no Doubt AT ALL….
on the
i might
just Write
You all Poetry
it’s not Hard to iMaGiNE hAha..
And the People in this area as Hard
as they might try they will never ever ever
Forget that little boy who was told He didn’t Deserve to exist….
And the Man that None of the Men wanted to sit next to in fear they
might seem
next to the
‘Pretty Man’ i used to be..
With a Beard and all of that too..
i made a Joke recently that the reason
i wear Shades is for Birth Control haha..
Not sure if you have ever Seen the one with
The Beard when i was 22.. but i’ll include both
of them again Just for the Record when i put it on
Facebook (the one
with a Beard)
Jumped my
‘Bones’ that night
And it was the one that
Himali Shared in the First
Friendship Dedication Post to
me.. as True i guess a Picture
of me in someways back then
at least
is a
too.. Hey must
be when Katrina
Still wants to ‘do that’ with me..
back whenever that happened back then..
as ‘they’ say Light comes from DArk again
And again and again
as i never
give up..
Story of “Job” too….
Sure and More than ‘A Story’ too.. FuCKinG iF
YoU SeeK iN GoD Epic..sure.. plenty of E-Pics too..
i found that Photo of ‘The Running Man’ at My Mother’s
Home After She Died And That Letter She Wrote to me
that was Similar to the Letter that HiMaLi Dedicated to
me as “The Extraordinary” too.. that i will include Here
in addition for the Record of the Year 2018 in Review too
as it
all comes
together even
more MaGiCaLLy
As This Year Even Harry Potter is Real too..
Oh YeaH and Forrest Gump and Several others too
iN one.. One Day i’M Gonna Break Dance The Internet..
Just Wait…… It’s Gonna Be Like A ‘tSuNaMi’ FoR Real..
in ‘The Ocean’…
Whatever it takes..;)

The Letter My Mother Wrote to me when i turned 33 that i Never
Received until Finding It In Her Home After She Died on 2.22.17…

me At Age 56 (When i Started Writing the
Trio of Grand Cross Bibles) the Year After Sanford..
“Red Foxx” At the Age of 55 Quit Sanford And Son…
And Yes why my Shades Are Birth Control too.. hAha..;)

At Age 22.. Lucky Photo Very Very Very Lucky Photo Still..
Also Found in my Mother’s Home After She Died in 2017…

It’s Worth Noting that My Father’s Identical Twin Ted Was Still
Dancing With “the Ladies” at age 84 when His Similar Age Wife
Was Playing the Piano In a Band.. i’ll JusT Do iT unTil 120 Cause i Just Will..
And Hopefully
i won’t see Himali
Age Past me as that continues
to Happen as far as what Folks Can/Will
Do Now in 2 Generations From Before Now too (Like the Young Marines
at the Gym) but hey.. after all is said and done i am Human.. i suPPose..;)

i’ll Take A Vacation After
i Die.. Trust me You and ‘the others’ Will Love it too..;)

Like my Girl Friend Michelle
who used me to make Her Boyfriend
Jealous asking me to the Prom in ’81
when i was 21 after i had my First ‘Mystical’ Experience
When Her Mother Looked in my eyes and said Fred You know something don’t You
(From ‘the Other Side’) and my Mother thought the Same thing before i could speak
as she told my Father our Boy looks at us like an Adult with No Words until age 4..
By God
i Just Do…
Just Can’t
Put it into Words
Yet but i’m Not giving up.. Either on that….
Never ever Never ever Never ever Again… Again…


SMiLeS Overall HiMaLi Oh YeaH and HeLLoVE too…
2018 By Far has Been the Best Year of mY LiFE True
And You have made it absolutely Harry Potter Magic…
iF iT Took
A Thousand
Years i’d JusT Do It
Again Just to Enjoy 2018
Again but of course 2019 Will Be Better..
WHeRe i’Ve
Been or
i’M GoinG Next..
Keep that Attitude and
You Will Do The Same mY FriEnd too..
Any Part of YouR Life is MaGiC to me for
SinG And SoUL DancE
Oh So LiGHT oN mY Feet…
WiNks i’ll Keep Y.O.U. To
YouR PRoMiSE too..
WiTH Hugs…
i Cannot
Thank You Enough Ever
For Just Being Y.O.U. HiMaLi..
Happy New Year to You too..!! 2019 Will Be the Best!!!..:)


If You Cannot Love Someone
Without Sex You’ve Never
Loved Or Been Intimate Either
It’s Simple iLove my Wife And Girl Friend(s)
Cause They Are Both Angels. AsK ‘Jesus’.. Angels in
Heaven Love Everyone
Angels Love More
My Psychotherapist Asks Am i
Tempted At Bars my Reply:
Angels Aren’t Tempted by Sex
One Key
Love Is mY Business
MoNKeY iS GooD
i Might Be Wrong
i Doubt iT
iSoul iFeelings iKnow
iMore Don’t Expect to
Go ‘Viral’ By ‘Taling’
The Truth In Broad View Lights
No Target Audience A REAL Bible Covers All Bases
PLusT Home Runs… Nope FolkS AiN’T BeeN OnE ‘Till NoW
You Do NoT Learn Anything About Love By Not Doing It
Same Applies to FeeLinG FoR ReaL
Why Owe You
Can Y.O.U. Handle
Truth/Light Not Many Will
Some Folks Will And That’s A Choice
Quick Change A Facebook Profile Pic
i’M RiSinG AGaiN iNTo Black WHole
SouL Eyes Just One Photo Of Moonlit Eyes
Spread Out Across A Sea Will Say More Than Words Ever…
Our Priest In Church Says Love Is A Choice Not A Feeling Biggest
God Face ‘Palm’ Ever Go Back to Human/God School/Do Newer Bible
Soul Emotions Rule
If You Do Not Understand
This Y.O.U. Are Fooled by You
Science Says No Art Feels Yes
My Mathematician/Poet Friend
Frank Says “Humans Are
Influenced by the Moon”
Totally Agree
As Humans
Live off of
More Than
So-called Reasons..:)



Hmm.. Yeah.. MonKey Business not everyone sees it
aS ONe Key Love Business as True “Mon” is just another
Word for One and Let’s Face it Love is Love and if you’ve
Never Felt
it really
it’s only a Choice
to You something
You Just Consciously
Do Like Republicans “Right”
Who offer Free Health Care to the
Poor and take really good care of Children
Fleeing Terror in Asylum at the Borders or let’s
See yes.. WithHolding Raises from Government Workers
who are Fixing to stop the Crooked Stuff you continue to do
at the
top of
the bottom
of the Heap
of Existence
With No actual
Ability to Feel Empathy
And Actual Sympathy and
Compassion with Cognitive Empathy
To Help Folks Out way way over tHere who
Look nothing like You but who Still Bleed Flesh
And Blood Like You except only Difference is they will
Give the
Shirt off their
Back and Feed the Immigrants
And Provide Health Care too for they
Are the Example of the Good Cop Story Book
Jesus and they don’t make excuses for a Wall to Keep
Folks out and change the Subject to Sex Trade and Such as that
like those folks ain’t gonna find a way to through anyway With Wall
or no Wall now..
True.. i recently
Heard an intimation of
that in Church by a Higher
Up in Nuance of Defense for
the Devil’s Current Administration that
Just means every God Dam thing in Anti
Against the Good Cop Jesus Beatitudes ..yes
Can you Spell Anti-Christ Will You Support all that
iS AGAiNST Matthew Chapter 5 Verses 3 through 11
True then Go Ahead and make all the excuses you like
for Both Trump and His Administration and all the Republicans
And You too who support all that is Against Love and even F in Common
to even
All Humans
With Respect
And Dignity For We aLL
Bleed the Same Flesh and Blood
Even if it is a very Strange Tint of Orange
With White Raccoon Eyes from the Giggles Goggles
Folks Wear Now When they Turn themselves Orange in
The Tanning Bed After Dying their Hair Golden in a Poor
Attempt at Rich in Changing Gold Finger to someone other
as i am trying
to keep this as
Clean as Possible
but OH God look
what i just
As True Flies
of a Certain MeMe
TEnd to Stick together too..
It’s True the other Definition of Monkey
Business as what may Be titled Rude And
Crude and Loudly Chaotic has Been In Charge
of the Big House United States the Last Two Years
As Change is on the Horizon and i no longer have to pay
as Much Attention to when the Prisoners are in Charge yes
Anyone who lives away from Feeling and Sensing Love is a Prisoner
in Hell
Face it
Love is Great
When Actually Felt
but i don’t care how much
Choice you think you Have when
Love is not in the Room of You Really
Feeling InspiReD to make a Change more
Than Likely You Get the Clergy.. Stock Brokers
And CEO’s.. who replace Love of Love with Love
of Everything but Love as the Essence and the Feeling
And Sense of Love away from the Pain of Numb and all
the Crazy
do to FeeL
uP what they
are not Born and Bred
to Be as a Garden of Love
Come to Fruition on two Feet
of Give and Share more Now than
Take and Hoard.. as mentioned before
and Sort of on topic i said i am not Tempted
By Sex in the Bar but i’ll be Clear that’s the Bill
Clinton Definition of in and out Sex as if You are Human
And You Are a Man a Normal Man at least as far as Straight
Dudes Come and Go Even if Your Soul Mate is Wearing a Very
Innocent Yet Sexy Sun Dress Your Soul Will Wander just a little bit
at least Below.. it’s Nature and Yes a Powerful Force of Reality Human
Reality too that some of the Greatest Poetry has Been Mused by a Couple
of Sundresses and More too.. but hey.. Let’s Face it it is enough to Master Your
Dragon and
at Least
it in a Cage
Possibly Wanting
to Get out but Better Yet
Played with in a Manner now
With.. Emotional Regulation Now
In Synch.. With Sensory Yes Sensual
Yes Sexual Stimulation too.. And sure you
Might Feel.. ‘You are Killing me in that Dress’
But SMiLes and Remember You are Just another
Social Animal with no Need to Feel Shame or Regret
For Feeling Sensing all of Your HuMaNiTY as Long as no
one Gets Harmed or offended by the Nature of that including You
And All Your Loved ones too.. There are many Ways to Cope and it’s
True i’ve
that too.. as i for
one am ashamed of none
of my Humanity and i for one
Am not afraid to Face All oF iT
And Master my Shadow Dragon
As Well as Feel All of mY SoUL too..
For True We All have a Shadow but those of
us With A Soul That Fully Feels and Senses all of
Humanity in A Balance of Lust with Love in ways of
Truly Feeling and Sensing Empathy.. Sympathy.. Compassion
And By God even Practicing and Getting Even Better at Cognitive Empathy
iMaGiNiNG How What Folks Feel Your Best Who are Very Different From You..
This is a Life Long
Art for those who
Give any F’s
Yes Real Feelings of
Love for Both Others and Self True..
It’s Just a Fact if You Don’t Actually Do Love You
Don’t Know Love and that verily Applies to Feeling and
Sensing Love As Science even Clearly Shows that to Feel
Love to Really Feel and Sense Love is To Give Love Most
And there are ways to Exercise Your Love Muscle both Below and
Above for those who take the Effort for a Practice of Enhancing all Our
Human Potentials as i say Dance and Sing More and Other folks Say Different too…


Happy New Year 2019.. Dear Sohair Friend as
the Hour Approaches now in Egypt for
You.. i’ve enjoyed being Your Friend So
Much This year as Always
And Look Forward
to Being
Your Friend
Continuing in Life now as
Well Best of Wishes and Prayers
to You and All of Your Family Particularly
Your Little Girl who is Still Recovering From
her Broken
Arm for
Full Recovery
too.. BleSSinGS
Always to You
God WiLLinG as We
Continue to Hope for Good…
Engagements And Marriages in Connection of Love
Are Such Beautiful Gifts of Life When True Two People
Love Each Other With heART And With Choice
Make That Connection a Vow
oF A Lifetime through
Sickness and Yes
And Financial
Woes and Just about
Every Disagreement that
One doesn’t think about
When they are So So in Romantic
Love that ‘they’ Say Lasts about 18 Months
or So.. So to make that Work Folks Really Have
to Work Work Work And Practice Getting Along as
Friends for True Marriage Based on Just the S Word is
Neither Intimacy or Something that will Ever Last Truly
Last As
A Life
Where each Member
of the Couple Raises each
other up in Human Mind and
Body Balancing Soul Potential with
SPiRiT oF heART True too.. Oh God i Love
Being Married even more than when i first Got
Married as the Environment of Love is in the Home
even when my Love is separated from me in the other Room
For Love
Like a Flower
More Truly in Eternity
Now when Real this Way
So Much that i really Believe
Even the Aging Process and Disease
Grows so Slow that a Wife may Even Look
Like a Twenty-Something Year-old Friend at Age
48.8.. hmm.. With SMiLes let me Check My Blog For Proof
of thaT AGaiN or Perhaps Just the Person who Looks that Way
Every Morning
when they
First Get
up and
the Mirror Says
this is getting rather
Boring of Course you are the
Fairest of all after all is said and done
You Married Fred didn’t You with Recognition
That God Rewards those who Stand by their Men in Hell
iS No
LoVE TRuE… When
Someone Sees/Feels/Senses
You in Hell when someone
Bangs their Head against
The Wall in Frustration cause
you cannot get out and no Doctor
Offers You a Prognosis of Possible Recovery
is the Definition
the True Definition of
Love and Marriage After
The Loved is Gone and the
Love Refuses to Leave…..
People who Do Not Believe
in God Have Not Been to Hell
(Total Pain and Numb) And Got out….
After That You Understand Who You
Owe Most The Rest Of All That Is
Real.. Love….
And then
iN Do it
Fearless Free
Never Ever With Regret or Shame…..
Just my Opinion.. Thanks for the iNSPiRinG Post
Sohair.. Everything Works ToGeTHeR When LoVE…
It’s “Very Very
but nah..
i will
True Credit
For Nothing but
What i Give and Share…..
For ‘All’ oF ‘Those’ Preparing A Way..:)


A Wonderful New Year
Prayer the Best to
You in the
Year Rimah
May God’s Hand
Rest In Peace With You..:)

SMiLes my FriEnd i truly Believe the More We
Give and Share of our Love the More We are Gifted
By God as Love as Those who Become Love Shine Brighter
And Brighter as God’s True Stars Forevernowmore.. As that
is what You
Do Here
too my
FriEnd Sohair
Always Kind Now
to People Who Cross
Your Paths as always Now
When We Humans are Kind to
Each Other We Light the Tree of
God up Even More as All That is Love..
This Way no
Doubt Within my FriENd..
And SMiLes i gave Your Twenty Year-
Old Compliment to Katrina too and it
is True When it comes to Service to others
Katrina is the Pure Definition of Love For Sure..
As She Says Thanks
to You
mY Star
Brighter this
way too as My FriENds
Sohair and Himali and gigoid
Found as Treasures on Himali’s Website
And Rafiah and Shawna And Frank and
Xenia too as my Online Friends are So Very
Special to me.. Pen Pal Friends Yes Forever my
Friend and
True part
oF A Real
Bible too
Personal Fred
Style initialed by L.O.V.E.
to the Best of my ABiLiTy AS HuMaN
mY FriEnd Each Day A Practice for the Star of Love..
iN A Real
ReaLiTY SHoW Style..
“Going Down For Real” as Some Folks say…
United Arab Emirates Dubai through Egypt through
Pakistan through India through Scotland.. California
And by God Alabama Just a Bit North of LA Lower Alabama
Also Known and Felt and Sensed as the Panhandle of the FLoWeR
State Florida that Ironically Looks Like A Hand Gun in Geography where
i am
in the
Barrel Firing
Love at Will Wherever
i Go in Song and Dance True…
iN LiGHT Fearless Free as GaLaXieS oF LoVE
Will Shine Spiraling Around BLacK Holes oF DARk..

Yes Dear FriEnd
Sohair ALWaYS
Honored to
God WiLLinG
FRiEnDS Forevernow…:)

Hmm.. It’s New Year’s i suppose the Community As
Such might think ‘the Dancing Man’ Would Be Dancing on
This Party Night oF aLL Nights but Hey tHere Are 10 Fingers
And a Keyboard and Pen Pals around the World to Dance With
All Naturally around the World for If You Go Far enough someone
is always awake or asleep Amongst Friends Around a Globe but never
the less in ‘Real Time Now’ This is Going Down and Up For Real Always
Now in a Theater
as Soon
as You Arrive
as i’ve already come
for 58.5 Years with my Lovely
Assistant at 48.8 Years and These
Nice Aforementioned Collection of Advanced
Souls as that is what an Angel Hunter Does and
Some Folks Are completely unaware they are Angels
until they
Deep Down
Within Who they
Really are as We A Team
oF LiGHT who will not be missed in this Bible at Least…
Hmm Speaking of ‘Gemini’s’ Like me Born on 6.6.60 Katrina
Just Called From the CNN New Year’s Celebration telling me
all the Announcers were Gemini too.. oh the Synchronicities oh the God
Happy as
Any Messengers
Fleet on Foot and Smiles
of Dancing Singing Art even more..
True me And Sagittarius (HiMaLi and Shawna)
Tend To Click Particularly with HiMaLI as opposite
Signs Will Attract where it can make Your Stomach Hurt a
when you
are not Directly
connected to them
And Katrina the Boss Angel as such of me hehe..
of course Bossy Aries As such and remember 6.6.60
is the
of the Sign
of Gemini
With Numerology
Report of Given Name
with 0 At Birth For the Tarot
Card of the Fool CareFree to do
whatever the Hell or Heaven one likes Fear Free too..
And Challenges of 1 and 1 and 1 Just to Affirm all or as
i Will Do Next as
All Will Do More too…
Mystics were Slaughtered by the
Catholic Church Just Like the Story of
Jesus but for Real in those days too just like
Women like Katrina with Partial Complex Epileptic
Seizures with the Lie of Demon Possession Burned at
The Stake and People Like me With A Form of Asperger’s
Syndrome and Bi-Polar Who Couldn’t Speak Until Age 4
as a Child
Devil’s got
Your Tongue
Thrown off Cliffs
With a Little Shot more
of Dopamine for the Higher Parts
of Bi-Polar Always A Greater Propensity
For iMaGiNaTioN CReaTiVITY Art and Mysticism
MoRE True in LiGHT too Yes Shaman’s at one Point
at the
too iN the
Centuries oF iGnorance
at the Hands of the Truly Demon
Possessed Folks at the Church-Top-Pedos
In Trump Way in Sympathy for These Devils
too who were either Born or Gardened without
Empathy.. Sympathy.. and Compassion With Cognitive
Empathy for those Folks who Were Different than Heartless they..
The Story
iS Old
And the only
Thing that Truly
Separates Church and
State is it is illegal Here now
for the Church to Torture Folks for Disagreeing
Guess what.. i Disagree i am Free and God Dam
Sure will take back the Keys to the City of Unconditional Fearless
Love With Sympathy for the Devils too as Orange as they Come away from
Love too
iN dArk…
True i
‘Paid’ attention
to the Good Cop
Story of Jesus and
So Many other Poet-Prophets With Deeper Meaning of Parables Discerned
For Real Love Ranging from Lao Tzu through Whitman True iN LiGHT too
And with that Said a little Whitman to Go as Prophecy for What’s Going Down
NoW too…

“The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What balks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse. . . . he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover . . . he is sure . . . he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him . . . suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. To him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth. . . . he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”

-Walt Whitman
-Introduction to “Leaves of Grass”

Unconditional Love of the Fearless Variety is More Art Than Science And Poetry
of HeART As SPiRiT Creative Deep Down WithiN Spills Forth Words on Pages of Life
Where Tree oF A Soul Expands Out to Greet the World And It’s True to Become
Fearless in Grace of Balance in Love For True Will and Strength is similar
to what i told the
Gym Assistant
Dude tonight
when i said
A Great Work-
Out StArts With
Ballet Ends With
GoRillA StARTinG WitH BaLLeT aGaiN
As it’s True Ask the Dogs around the Neighborhood
When they Hear the Deeper Throated Sounds oF A LioN Ape in Town…
True Roars are for the Best Defense As The Best Potential Offense says
Be Quiet
For When
You Bark
And the
Ya Never wanna
Disclose Where You
Are to What Under Tales
the Truth oF A Real LioN HeaD..
Usually a Sign of Very Big Teeth And Big Jaws too..
Sure.. Shark Lion Too And Bear Ape aS WeLL Just F For Now
And Free
with L For L.O.V.E
And All mY FRiEnDS..
John 14:12 is Just Recognition
of the Original Term “LuCiFeR” that
JusT Means Venus the Star of LoVE THaT
BRings Morning Star LiGHT LoVE GoiNG

uP FoR ReaL NoW..:)

The Outcasts.. The Freaks Are ALWaYS
Closer to God As They Get to SeeK WithiN
Most….FiNDinG GoD’s Face First As Last FoR ReaL…


Hmm.. my “New Year’s
Version” of New York
New York Back
in the Fall
for 2019
Now Improvised
As Always Now
Just for Fun NoW..;)


And then there is For Your Eyes only
Not Quite New York But Perhaps You’ll
Get the Drift For Words Will only Say So
Dream of
in Kind Ways
of Connection more..
Chills of Midnight Rainy Night
Warm December Breeze What’s
The Temperature The Colors of Wind
That Paint A January New Year So
Warm Within How Do the Leaves
of Beauty Grow How Do the
Roots of Love Surface
When Branches
Reach out
in Winter
January In Summer Night
Really Really What Time is Love….
What Color is Love When Love Colors….Time
EYes only
Hello 2019.. You
Are Very Welcome to Stay..:)


CouRT DeCiSioN
We aRe MoRE THaN
So What’s
YouR NeW Year’s ReSoLuTiON…
i CaME For The ‘LiGHTeNiNG
WiLL YoU HeaR THe…
EVerYone’s LooKinG At
Her She’s LooKinG At…
CaDiLLaC Day DreamS iMaGiNaTioN DRiVES iT aLl
Gentle Slopes And Valleys Hidden Treasures Nature’s DeLiGHT
A Child iN A Playground As LonG As YoU LoVE To Play…2019
WiSHiNG YoU A ProFouND 2019..;)
Merry Night LivEDaY
God’s Word No LiGHT Without DArK
No True
Angel Without Sympathy For Devil
JoY EverY NeW
YeaR PreSenT NoW..:)
SMiLes to
You too.. Happy
New Year Lovely



So HaPPY iApe oF THiS iGRanD iNaTuRE i(GoD)
iPoLiTiCS iDaNCinG iSinGinG iLoVE
No iFaMe
iLoVE…So MucH TY iNaTURE iGOD too…

Happy New Years 2019 to Ya gigoid And as i quote you HeAR as
You So Eloquently Speak About the Overall Human Condition
As Related these Days from the So-called Top of the Free
World to the Most Mundane of Minions Same We ARE
“silly monkeys, pretending to be cultivated, but,
still reacting to the real world as if we still lived in caves, or in trees….”
And yes the Real Key is Getting off the Sidewalks Continuing to Move out
of the Caves but never ever never ever Always DoinG NeverLand ALWayS NoW
iClimbing iNew iTrees…
And by
F iN
All the way
From First to Last
BLiNK And Breath of LiFE
With an Exhale of F Yes i Really Lived
And let the Feather and Wind that are the
SaME God Take Care of the Rest of the iGamE….

“He who knows best knows how little he knows.”

~~ Thomas Jefferson ~~

I FeeL and iSense and OH iGod That’s Almost too MUCH..;)

I am always doing that which I cannot do,
in order that I may learn how to do it.”

~~ Pablo Picasso ~~

True if ‘You’ Do Not Do Something New You Never
Really Move Connect And Co-Create ReNeWinG
And Next
Thing You
YouR KinG iS oRaNGE..;)

“If you are beginning to doubt what I am saying,
you are probably hallucinating.”

~~ The Firesign Theatre, “Everything you know is Wrong” ~~

As NeuroScience Most Definitely Shows Now Humans Basically
Hallucinate THeiR Reality Based on Emotional Expectations of the Past
And the Best Thing about the Symbols We Co-Create
Through Reason of Art is We Actually
Pre-Sent Our Realities
And Live
out as
Let it
be SinGinG
NoW Let it Be
DaNCiNG with
Relative Free Will
as the Feather and Wind BecoMe one….

“Imagine there’s no heaven… it’s easy if you try.”

~~ John Lennon, “Imagine” ~~

OH iGod iHope i Never Ever Never iGo Back tHere
AGaiN FoR Now No Way to Not iMaGiNE HeavEN NoW
For True
i Trained
mY SouL
Through Art
And Reason
in a Real Mind and
Body BaLanCinG SoUL IN SPiRiT
MasTeRinG in Regulating Emotions
aLonG With Integrating Senses
but Yes i am
Still Human
(A. P. E.)
And if
i Do
not Ride
the Surfboard
With Enough Constructs
in Symbols of Reason sure
i will Fall off like any other SiLLY MoNKeY Surfer Dude WiLL.. hEhe..;)

“”Curioser and Curioser!” cried Alice.”

~~ from Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll ~~

Still Trying to Fit in ‘that’ ‘this’ Rabbit WHole..;)

“Nature is not human-hearted.”

~~ Lao Tzu ~~

Human Hearted is another Phrase for the Oxytocin NeuroHormone that All
Mammary Gland Bearing Mammals who are Born that/this Way come to Be
to Love Each other through Nurturing Attachments in Huggy Touchy Feely
As Dogs
And Even
Cats come to do
to Hug Each Other too..
Square Root one Cultural Problem
When Boys are Raised together away from
Girls in Stuff like Military Schools and Some Countries
that i have read about and Heard about too.. the Love Bug #53
Dies a
and at
least there
are Cat Photos
to Look at if it is
not already too late for Love to Live
As.. Sadly Gardened.. Away from the
Fairer Touch of Love More often Generated
By Mammary Gland Bearing Animals so True this
Makes Females basically the Progenitor of Love so this makes
Women God too like the Feather And Wind and it’s true i Worship
All Women this way and in some instances one and or two Steal
all of
i am Away
from me as
hey.. i will not
Lie i am Just A SonG of A Man
Who Loves to Live on Venus As A DancE of A Mother…
y’all Can have Mars all to YoursELF iN ORange PlanET Way..;)

“Whatever occurs from love is always beyond good and evil.”

~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~

YeS oN Venus…

“As great scientists have said and as all children know,
it is above all by the imagination
that we achieve perception, and compassion, and hope.”

~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~

Oxytocin Most Definitely Helps These Human Propensities
Attaching to all of Nature.. other wise Felt and Sensed
As By God Even for the Oxytocin Receptors that Attach to
Mother Earth Sands From Our Bare Feet Yes By God
Get Naked
Touch God….
i suggest
A very
And Sensory Expressing
Dance and Song too but if
You Can’t Do That by God Just
Get Naked anyone should be able to do that
if You are Lucky Enough not to Live in a Sardine
Can and Find a Living Tree.. heHe.. Sand And Sun Definitely too..
And if You are
Like Forrest Gump
And You have to go
You Really Have to Go
Just Go Behind A Tree not
to offend anyone hehe or Use a ‘Password’..;)

“Prais’d be the fathomless universe,
for life and joy,
and for objects and knowledge curious.”

~~ Walt Whitman ~~

By George i am that Curious iMonKey Still
ATTempTiNG to iDetermine iF ‘they’ iBased
my iLife on “Peter Pan” or i did
But it
Matter for the
Wind and the Feather
Are thE SamE God and SpeaKinG
of that Tinker Feather Wants me in
the other Room and i Hear Windy Wendy
Calling me from aFar iN IWiNTeR iNoW iTRuE
See You
Later FriEnd..
Never Land Feels
Senses So Free So Good
So iNatural iApe i be iTrees i Continue to o’Climb.. By iGod EVeN iMoRE
And the iSunset is Always iGorgeous even iF all i Do is iMaGiNE iT
For iReal
As NeuroScience
Shows there really is
No Difference iN iReaLiTY
NoW Make it E-Pic or Make
iT Nothing i’ve Gotta ANoTHeR *SELfie to take..:)

*No one Noticed “He” is Here for no one
THOught “He” Is Supposed to Have Fun And Be Happy Happyx2!!
Is it Any Wonder “He” Comes Back As A ‘Bonobo’ This Go ARounD..;)

See Ya



This is my Favorite Love Song now of all the Decades
of My Life for only the Quality of the Song as it has Never
Been Attached to anyone.. Such a Bitter Sweet Melancholic
Taste it Brings Yet So Deep In Rose As Thorns only Make This
Rose This Song Smell So Much More Beautiful For the Depths
of My SoUL
it touches..
Uniquely as
Every Star of Love
Will Do.. Anyway.. This
Holiday Season So Full of Magic
So Full of Beauty and Sweetness A Song
i Will Never Forget A Dance iNside my HeART
That Goes on as SPiRiT Lights uP mY SoUL Even More..
Who Knows what Love is but i Really Love This Song This Rose
The Way This
Song Makes
Me Feel
As Any Rose
that Rises in Color
For any Spring of Life
What A Wonderful Holiday Feeling
This Song Brings my Most Favorite Love Song of All
So What Do Words Really Mean i don’t know i Just Feel that’s all i know….
For i am Happy Just Looking at This Song as iT Lights up the World for me..
And no one
Will Ever
Away the
Feeling of This
Song From me now Yes..
SMiLes all things considered
including the Song Now it’s Truly
Ironic But It Feels/Hurts so Good….
i Love Being Human Never Boring aLWays New….
A Condition i hope i Never Fully Understand for the
Mysteries are the
THeiR way
into our Homes..
It’s True Life is Best
When It Feels Like A Love
Song And the Walmart Shelves are
Full of Valentine’s that’s all i have to
Look at When i Dance Life These Days..
True i Do Love This Valentine Season/Song So Much….



Well Wishes Now More..
You Are The Deepest
Well Your Eyes
Your Soul…
Hot Chocolate
So Much More..
Anyway of Course the Other
Song was a Metaphor about
Being in Love With Two ‘Perfect’
Women who are fully Aware of each other
Not anything i planned as this is Life and Life
At Best is all about Love.. True.. the Song ‘Clarity’
By Zed Better Reflects what comes When Perfect Loves that
Will always be.. at least.. somewhat Unrequited in Terms of
An Actual Flesh and Blood Relationship Flowering out of Nature’s
Own Love’s
Own.. Dance
Song overall
As Poetry SPeaks
Our Souls at Best
when we upload all of Our
Soul With SPiRit oF HeART NoW
For all that Moves Us so much easier
it must be for me for i am Hugged with a Forever
Love each and every Night that i Never Mistrust at all..
And that Love Trusts me in the Same Way for a Perfect Love is
Not When God Will Sacrifice God’s Life For You for God is Eternal Unto God
A Perfect Love is when A Human Will Lay/Raise their Life Down/Up for You.. For there
are Loves that are
Real that
Act this
way with no
Restraint every day now
First Responders take this
Risk.. Others who fight to the Death
for Our Freedoms too.. Those too who
Protect Life and Love the Most who do
care about others more than they.. Well..
Modern Science Suggests there are Five Languages of
Love in Terms of Touch that all Human Beings who Benefit
From Close and Loving Touch that Bonds and Glues us together
So Close Understand.. And there are also Acts of Service.. And Quality Time
And Material Gifts.. And Words of Affirmation That in Concert All Five of these Languages
of Love Bring Us Warmth.. Yes.. the Oxytocin Neurohormone Release that makes us Feel all
Warm Inside Cozy and Closer ToGeTHeR with those who Speak these Languages of Love but
True not all folks
Speak or Receive
These Languages of
Love the Same for Some Folks
Words of Affirmation are not Needed to
FeeL An Empty Place to Light and Fill up and
for others Material Gifts are of no meaning at all..
And then still for others there are some folks who just
cannot stand to be touched and some folks who do not care
for Sexual Activity at all.. and still others who are more Introverted
Where Quality Time with others now is more of a limited Need as they Love
To Do their own thing alone as well.. And then still there are those who are
So Independent Minded and Focused on the way they want all the Jobs of Life
to Be done their way that if you try to help out.. you get kicked out of the Kitchen too.. hehe..
But true on the ‘Norm’
Most Human Beings
Benefit in Giving and
Sharing all of these Languages
of Love but true this is the Love that may
Be Empirically Measured and Observed what
About Pure Agape Love that Rises Beyond all of what
Will Be Measured Where Love is a Force Within That May
FiREBiRD Rise from the Ashes of Human Darkness that Loves All of Nature
As God Where Living One’s Life for Love Becomes even Greater than Laying one’s
Life Down For LoVE NoW For it is a Love That Gives More While Living NoW.. True…
What about Altruism What About Love that is Given that is Understood Will never be returned…
What About A Force Generated Within WHere There is No Choice IN Life but to Love Like this..
i suppose some
Folks are
born this
way i know
they are i’ve
Experienced Life
this way and Lost Life
This Way in Ashes too Before…
There are Folks who are Gardened
With Love this way who Become Love
Incarnate this way as Well as they too may
Go on in Life and Become Artists of Love More to
Give and Share with No Expectation of the Return of Love More..
But You See You Can and Will See the Empirical Results of Behavior
But it takes Art to Understand what the Fires of Love Feel and Sense Within..
Sure.. THere is Raw Lust As all Healthy Human Beings Understand the Beast of this
And there is the Beauty of Love Like Poetry so what might Happen Now When Two Poets
Get together and Spark Love Next.. well i Know for Sure that once upon a Time there was
A Beautiful Poetess who Wrote a Poem About the Benefits of What Will Happen if a Person Falls
in Love with a Poetess and Her Words in How She Will Treasure You Now With every Word how She
Will Bring Her Heart and Spirit and Soul Alive in Words and How She will Put a Magic Spell on You
That Will Bring
A Clarity
of Love
That Y.O.U.
Have Never Felt Before
And it’s True in a ‘Normal’ Society Now
More Men NoW would Write Poetry Than Women
For that is the Best way to Win the Heart And Soul
Of A Woman NoW Where You Become Part of Her HeaRT
And SoUL but that is not the Case in Patriarchal Societies
Where the Grace of Balance in Expressing
Emotions and Senses with the Force
of Love is not Understood (Felt)
To Be the Corner Stone
of the Building
of Will
And Strength
For what we Have
Are Men Built on Weak
Foundations This Way.. For NoW
They Do Not Understand That It Is
Our Emotions that Motivate Everything
We do or DO NOT DO iN LiFE.. in terms of Giving
Caring and Sharing and Moving Other Spirits Hearts Souls
to come into Other Spirits Hearts Souls too.. True in the Online
Poetry World NoW From a Casual Analysis of over a Thousand Poets
i have written Poetry.. back to in Free Verse Poetic Expressions in the
Last 64 Months in Compiling all 6.6 MiLLioN Words of the Longest Epic
Long Form Free Verse Poem and Bible titled “SoNG oF mY SoUL” there are
About 20 Percent Males who Write Poetry and around 80 Percent of Females who
do so Much more than Males will ever Do in terms of Putting Emotions into Flesh and Blood
Words Organically As such.. Truly a Sign of A Sick Society Is When Men are No Longer RomanticAlly
iNVoLVeD iN The
of WHeRE
Love Will Go
in More Colors and
‘Shapes’ For the Water
of Love and the Bread of Life
of Love and The SPiRiT of HeART
that is More Love than Ever Before.. to Color
Everyone’s HeARTS A New Color of Love as SoUL NoW…
God Never Dies.. and iT iS Well Beyond Foolish to suggest
That God could Give God’s Life but What God will do in us now
Is Live Even More Colors of Love through Our Eyes and the Eternal
Eyes of God that LivE Through Us Now.. if You want to Worship God Love
More Dance More Sing More Hold Hands More Hug More.. Feed the Poor.. Clothe
And Shelter Them and by God Provide a Safe Place where they will Dance Naked with
God and Each Other if that is how they Love God Even more.. And When Two ‘Perfect’
People Love You in a Pure way that harms neither One Love them Even More Show them
God Best
in the Eyes
of Love the Best
Friends are the Lovers
of Love and God the Same
Who Have the Deepest Eyes of
Soul to give even more Love to everyone
they Meet and Greet in Life i never want anyone
to Sleep Alone Without Love.. For True if you Do that this SonG is for You
too And You can Thank HiMaLi and Katrina too for this Love that continues to grow…..
without restraint..
AS me And quite Frankly
if You don’t think i should
Love this much F you yes Fred
you too with Fred in FRiEnD
With Even More F as
iN Fun..
FKinG Yes..
i Love You Even more..
With the Clarity of Love
That Understands Love is Worth the
Remedy of Saving ALWays the Soul of Your Song too..
IT Will ALWays Be All Right in Terms and Conditions of i Love You…..
When Love
is Real
is Clear
Love is Honest
Where Love is the
Greatest Remedy the Higher
Force The Frequency and Vibration
That reaches out to Save Souls Most…
And yes as Science Shows the Best Way
to achieve General Health and Well Being too
is to become the Greatest Poet the Greatest Singer
The Greatest Overall Dancer as a Force of Love And Don’t
Be surprised At all if at least two ‘Perfect People’ BeCoMe pArt
of Your Soul as You Become Part of THeir Soul Forevernow too More…
as far
as men
Go they’ve
GoT A Long way to
Go Baby but sure
i am
A Man i
Even have Hope for them too…
Your Challenge is to Do more than what i Do..
Women Overall continue to Beat Men on Every count of Life…
Simply for they Understand How How to and Do Put Will And Strength
On Top for the Foundation of the Balance of Grace and Foundation of Love
Done Best
as the Mothers of Love….
If You Do Not Understand that ‘Mary’ is the Real ‘Jesus’
You Haven’t Come to the Breakfast Table of the Lord of Love…..
Jesus F in Christ.. Even “Little Sheldon” Understood/Understands
Now that His Mother is the ReAlly Real ‘Jesus’…. Most Now then.. too..
Day Early a Day
i’ll Never Forget the Day
My ‘Jesus’ went to Her
Hospital Death Bed
on 2.14.17.. Ha!
So you
This Song was just
About Two Women.. huh..
Trust me there is always at least One…
And the Truth is it never was about a
Man at All and not me either
for i am
A Woman
And if you don’t
Understand that You too
Were born to a Woman and
Started out without Your Male
Parts in Your Mother’s Womb..
Go Back to the other School too..herHe..
For the
Gift of My Life….
God and my Mother
Most… and You… two…
And Yes Daddy.. Your Small
Contribution is still appreciated too.. hAha..
Yes By God/Nature The Fearless PaRT OPens An Avenue
uP For Love
Most… too…

ThE REmedY
iS Love Be LoVE

oH.. Almost Forgot… What Happens
When The Poetess And Poet Meet
And Greet iN thE Kingdom oF LoVE
THaT ALWaYS Remains to Be Seen…
Stay Tuned iN LoVE
Have to See
What CoMes Next…

LoVE ’10 CC’…
Carbon Copies…



There are all kinds of Storms in Life for example the Storm of the
Century on the Ides of March.. yes.. 3.13.93 as nicely Portrayed As
A Thunder Snow Storm.. With the Azaleas in Full Bloom Just Before
the Week of Spring in the Same Panhandle that we Also Live Now
in Florida was Blanketed by Close to 3 Inches of Snow Amazing We
Really Really Had Winter Then and on my Mother’s Birthday in December
of 2017.. the Year of Her Death.. We even Had Snow then as my Sister said
that was a Special Message from Beyond from my Mother then and True We
Both Agreed She appeared in the Clouds as she waited for Her Death for 8 Days
From Valentine’s Day 2017 until the 22nd of Her passing then without any Food or
Water as was her wish to go totally Naturally Staying as Long as she could with Us
like that
so Hard
to Watch
but after
that Love continues
in the Simple Recognition
of How Special Every Breath
of Love is to simply Live as without
our Breath we See none of the Heavenly
Love that exists on this Paradise Heaven in Terrestrial
Plane of Flowers more i am so sorry if you Do Not See Love this
Way but it’s True at least one Person and More See it through my
Eyes as i have Done my Best to Lend those eyes Who See and Feel
Heaven NoW in Symbols Called Words Photos and Songs and yes By
God in A Spiraling Public Trance Dance in Transient Hypo-Frontality Way
of Flow along with Generating My Own Happy Neuro-Chemicals Now and
Neuro-Hormones Within through this Bio-Feedback of Dance From Head
to Toe as All Emotions and Senses Do Regulate and Integrate As Flow comes
to Be the All In All as We Master our Love Within to Shine Brighter as Frequency
And Vibration and Synergy of Energies of Love.. even more as this Practice And Art
of Love Moves on Full Force more.. Truly hard to put into Words as one Becomes one
With the Force of Gravity and God’s Gift of Love More in a Float of Life in Bliss yes Nirvana
So many More Metaphors for
Heaven Within as a Successful
Practice of Life but True for Life to Truly
Be Expressed as Heaven more one must Love
in Moving and Connecting and Co-Creating With OTHeRS
Continuing to Evolve Ones’ Soul.. as 25 Years Ago the Storm of
the Century was really not much to Get through in Hearted Marital
Couple Snow in those Days so easy to do at age 32 and 22 in still
A Romance Stage oF A Marriage then but i would Slowly Drift away
in Mechanical Machine Rise of Mechanical Cognition as more and more
Around ’95 with my First Purchase of a Computer and as that became an
Integral even More Integral Screen Life to Solve Problems and Play Mindless
Video Games that connected to No Flesh and Blood then.. not understanding that
the Social Empathic Artistic HeART Muscle of Human Must Be Exercised Like any Math Muscle
Science Muscle or by God like any Muscle at all Or Life Atrophies into Mechanical Cognition
Away from
Giving and
Sharing Touchy
Feely Love.. We Live and
Learn what makes Life Black and White
Through SHadES of Grey Beyond Rainbow Colors
More and By God the Pit the BLacK Abyss Soul of 66
Months from Wake to Sleep in Incredible Pain and Numb too
at least for me before Numb and Pain Finally Returned me to
Love in Moving Connecting Co-Creating Ways again for Love Love Love..
The Purpose and Meaning of Life is to Love and if isn’t Heir Apparent as Gift
that this is our Greatest Realities now Perhaps You’ve Never Loved but i Will Do
my Best to Show You More Colors of Love as that continues to be my Reality Now
for this Year
there was
A Storm of
the Century
A “Perfect Storm” of
Unrequited Love in Flesh
And Blood way unexpected
not planned at all but Never the Less
As Real as Storms of the Soul Come and Go
in Bitter Sweet Way and when this Happens and
You already have a Perfect Love you Survive with Total
Honesty or you Fall Fall Fall to no TaLinG WHeRe the Key
in this Kinda Storm is For Love to Survive Been to the other Place
Never to
Go back
to the Inner
World of Pain and
Numb also felt and sensed
as Yes H E Double Tooth Picks Hell..
True Too for Me at Least with Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Pain in Right Eye and Ear With No Drug that would
Help for 66 Months in that Suicide Disease and Assessed Pain
Worse that the Actual Torture of Crucifixion that’s One Nostalgia
i Never even wanna iMaGiNE again for it is beyond iMaGiNaTioN NoW
Unless You actually are ‘blessed’ NoW to Go to Hell Like that while the
Rest of the World Continues to Do their Stuff Like Humanity Normally
Does… True.. After the Perfect Storm of 1993 and Hell for 66 Months
HeRRiCaNE HiMaLi is just the Tip of the Ice Berg as yes Ice is what
Her Name Means too as You Do KNoW the HiMiLaYaN Mountains are Actually
Covered With Ice on their Peaks of Existence too.. i am Fire and Ice
has always
to me.. the Shy
ones as they say
the Fire when Free
i tend to be For it is clear
to me Just how Shy HiMaLi likely is
Away from the Poetry that Expresses
more of what She Feels inside not unlike me when
i was so shy Writing In my Grade School Years of Life then..
True some of us Fly Out of the Cocoon as HiMaLi is Doing NoW..
Katrina’s Name Means Pure and that is surely no Surprise Still to me..
And it is true HiMaLi’s Name also Means Golden Skinned and Boundless
too Surely
Surprise too..
Yes.. Katrina surely
Agrees too by Now.. 2018
is The Year of the HiMaLi too With SMiLes
for me and as far as Love GRows she truly has
Helped me Write something Extraordinary ever since
she Dedicated that First Friendship Poem to me on 11.17.18
in My Time Zone in the USA.. 10 Hours Later on the 18th in Dubai
AS Different Time Zones come and go never the less it is NiCE to Have
A Friend to Share the Small things of Life with and Love is Never Small
no matter
a Four
Letter Word Will Be..
Anyway.. the Rings of Saturn
Go on and so Does Love of the Human Kind
too the Meaning of Life Best is to Give and Share Unconditional Fearless Love
Now Fully Free Such A Wonderful Purpose Love is in Holy and Sacred Ways Free..
After A Work-out.. Perhaps A Next Visit to Xenia And Frank’s
Places of Poetry And Perhaps dVerse and a ‘Janus’ Flavored
Prompt for the New Year Now 2019 and then the Current Tale of the Tape to Wrap this
2018 Review all up.. SMiLeS uNless something else doesn’t come up With more SMiLES to Do..:)

With that Said the Years in Review since 2013 as the Story Plays on…


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2013 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2014 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2015 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A year in Review”

AS i am Writing NoW..

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018.. A year in Review”



Hmm.. Whispers in the Dark.. True not by Sanford and Son
but by Mumford and Sons as sooner or later it all fits in.. kNoW what i’m
talking about hAha.. No Worries most folks are not in the so-called KNoW NoW
of Synchronicity like this as that applies to Folks who are Connecting to God
Really Really
God in Pure
Love in an Artistic
Flow Living in Heaven Within..
As Terms may Be Named Transient
Hypo-Frontality.. And An Autotelic Way
of Being and Trust me or Not Drowning in
Constant Waves iN and Or Rising to the top
of a Perfect Love is one of the Best Ways to
Connect to the Holy Creative Spirit in Flow
Within Dreamy Dreamy Dreamtime as
They Say Like Glossy Glossy eyes
That Always Say i Love You
So So Much without
A Word at All
i Wear
Shades so you’ll
Have to take my Words
For it Hehe.. Not Likely at all
i’ll ever be ashamed about Love as
Long as it is Pure it Cares and Seeks to
Harm no one now.. Anyway of the Highest Human
Order of Muse An Unrequited Perfect Love is for You
If You Seek and Find You Will Find the Great Works of Art all behind
the depths the Well of SKeYes that is no Bottom of Soul to Swim Deeper
and to Rise up more.. yes those eyes those eyes that will only See the
Them Most
And in Return
of Course as Fair is
Fair when Love is Really Real
But Seriously.. if You’re Going
to Write a 6.6 Million Word Long
Form Poem.. Epic Style in Bible
Form too and NeWeR Age Essence
iN Form too.. You Better Swim
iN All Circles to Get all
Around Town to
at Least
Better NoW
Understand the
Human Condition For
Bible Writing unless you
want some more Falsehoods that
Harm More Than Help Love Grow Now..
Respect.. Honesty.. Integrity No Secrets for those
Who Are Only Bold Enough to Tale the Truth iN LiGHT
it’s not that You are giving up Your Life You are just Giving out
Your Life to Share for those who wanna understand the Depths
of the SpiRiT oF HeART iN MiND and BoDY BaLanCinG SoUL As Our
Potentials Will Take us Next All For Free.. hmm.. A Rather Long Introductory
Spiraling Path of Words in Form and Essence of Meaning and Purpose too here
but Hey
i’m going
to Frank
And Xenia’s Places
of Poetry Next Just for Fun too..:)

Oh Yes Frank as i Love to DaNCE NoW
And Sing too if the Feather Opposes
The Wind the Feather Will Still iFly
It’s at…
Tides in
AnD OuT All
NaturALLY A River
FlowS ReaL NoW too..
When Fear Sings
Dance Comes First..
DejaVue A Poem Made
From a Comment
A One Liner
Held Holy And
Sacred Full of Meaning
And Purpose to Share With others…
The Original
Way of
Reborn in ways
of LiFE ANeW FoR NoW
Happy New Year’s 2019 to you Frank too..:)
May You And Your Family And
Dogs Without Instructions
to: Live From:
NoW Xenia Happy
New Year to You
And YourS Now..:)
Hidden Slopes and
Valleys Treasures
To Look For
Year Vampires
And WereWolves
Scent of Love More too
Humans Not Always
Now too..:)


Hi Thoughtsmaku1007.. First of all i am impressed
by Your Innovative Use of Links to Three Books
Providing Deeper Avenues in the Aphorism
You Create on How Great the World Will
Be if we See More of Souls than the
Outer Clothes of Flesh and Blood
And Yes Literally Clothes
of Culture that
How Beautiful Yes
it Will Be if Age and Gender
And National Origin and Sexual
Orientations Colors of Religious Skin and Body
Types and Disabilities and all the Differences now
As Labels we See of Even All of Reality Melt Away
into one Soul of All An Ocean Whole We are Part of
As Friend Ships Holding Hands upon A Sea of Never Ending
Always Evolving Souls Together Waves Gently Falling and Rising
but Eventually
And as the Truth
is Always the Ocean
Whole of Unity More than Separation…
Smiles.. the Answer is so so Obvious StART
A Blog and Soul Dancing Will Come to Be our Realities
Next in a Place With No Sun or Moon Where the Weather
is Always Perfect as Long as all is Dance and Song of Love
At Core
oF aLL
We Do
to Lift
Each other
Up Unconditionally
To Love Pure in Light even more..
But Yet We are Flesh and Blood Yet Our Souls
Are Real as Flesh and Blood too a Muscle at Core
that Must
Be Exercised
More not to Atrophy
to the Eons the Centuries the
Years the Months the Days the Hours the
Minutes the Seconds the Second that Lasts Forever
NoW as the BLacK WHoLE Abyss NiGHT of the SoUL..
out of that
Place Soul is all
That Feels and Senses
of Love So Pure As Light..
As Yoda From Star Wars Said
Feel and Sense all of Reality as
the Pure Force of thE Light as Love
We are Never Crude Matter Now When
We Dance and Sing Love Free Namaste
my FriEnd God Speed God Love to You
And Thank You so Much For This Inspiring

Aphorism in Heaven..:)

SMiLes my Friend in ‘Real Life’ Away
From this Avatar Life in Heaven Most
Folks See me as A Big Law Enforcement/
Military Looking Dude Wearing Crazy Colorful Shirts 64 Months
Dancing 10,511 Miles in Public Everywhere i Go and From What i learned
In College.. 36 Years Ago.. Through 3 Degrees.. and Behavioral Psychology
is that like a “Pavlov Dog” i have Conditioned Almost Every Human Being in a
Metro Area of Several Hundred Thousand People to Smile as soon as i walk into their Space…
My Challenge
for everyone
is How
Will You Enjoy
the Sacrifice of Living Love
to Bring Smiles to other Folks now…
Most of them Have no idea i even talk..
But Hey in ‘Boot Camp’ (Hell) That Never Ends Now
You Do What Works Best For Love to Come Back And
Continue to Survive And Shine in SMiLes… i Feel Comfortable
Writing a Blog Response This Long Here Considering You have
The Attention Span
to Read
at least
3 Books hehe..;)

Thank You Again When i first
Met You Here i saw a Young
Indian Woman Now i See A Much Older Soul…
India is a Great Place For the Oldest of Youngest Souls..:)

LovE SurrounD SonG DanceS
SoULDaNCinG 2019
Dance Like There’s
No Turning Back Live
The Present Never Die Now A Muse
A Soul Behind Every Song Eyes Inspiring Dance
Bringing Oldest Love Songs to Dance Poet Prophets Do…
Feel to Write
Write to Live
Feelings Live
Wishing You Another
Happy Weekend Full
of Joyful Dreams in Fruition
HiMaLi Style in Fashion…
NamE BuT LoVE..:)

i Sung a Song
to HiMaLi
Around and Hugged Katrina over and over and over
Then Love Continued Running the Whole SHoW AGaiN
But Before i Sung to HiMaLi i Picked up a Few (two) Verses
From Two other Women.. An Older and Much Younger one
Give to
the Rest of the Song is For Y O U too..;)


Happy New Year, Wrong Planet, hehe; More Specifically, Pepe, who
Still Seems to be Very Earthling to me; My Absence is Precipitated by
A Friend Ship Dedication By a Beautiful Indian Poet Friend that turned
into A Falling in Love Poem too; it was/is so Wonderful, i will link it here just
for You and oh God Yes She is So Beautiful; at 27, she looks Just A Year Older
Than my Wife at 48.8; best thing of all it is only A Soul Mate Relationship Nothing
More at
this Point
so the Wife
Does not
Mind at all
as Long as i do
not say her name too much;
Hmm; What Else, Oh Yes, oh God yes, I was Busy
Finishing the 8th of 8 King James Sized Personal Bibles
Bigger than Epic Size Free Verse Poems as all Combine
to Make the Mother and Father of all Personal Bibles at
6.6 Million Words of Effort in 64 Months Now aLonG
With 10,511 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months too. And Also
During the Holidays, A Smart Phone Video Voyeur Captured me and
Sent me Spiraling off into Viral Video Famous Land in 86K Views as

the Metro Area got together online and discussed me as i documented the
Whole Facebook Online Forum Among 1300 plus Comments, Ranging From
Weirdo to Hero to Legend to Oh my ‘God’ the ‘God’ of the Seville Dance Hall is the
‘God’ of Walmart now too; and the Life of the Party as the City Icon too; Yes, as they
Say Proof or no Pudding; so, I will link that below too in case there are any Disbelievers
that Give a C anyway, hehe. Hmm; could there be anything else; Yes, I Reached 5 Volumes
oF A Poetic Erotic Novel at 88,788 Words to compliment my Personal Bible that Oh God Yes yes literally
Covers the Entire Human Condition as any REAL GOOD BOOK SHOULD do to keep the Audience Attention at Hand;
Even More; haha. As you know, I’m Financially Independent, And This is all Just for Fun And most Definitely Evidence Still
i am
i am as i am in
Will With Relative
Free Will to Be Free Now And
While i Agree to the specificity
of the ‘Village People’ Song About
i am; no part of my Relative Free Will
includes the Word i do not have a Choice;
Born without the Ability to Speak until age 4
And told i didn’t have the Right to Exist
Basically Because i was too Weak and
too Androgynous too then in Trump
Town USA; i did not Choose
Vengeance; i Still Choose
Victory in Love and i Win
Free in
All that i Do Now
still Now even after
Being a Shut-in in my
Bedroom For 66 Months with
19 Medical Disorders, including the
Worst Pain Known to Human-Kind from
Wake to Sleep like a Dentist Drill in my
Right Ear and Eye in a way ‘Pop-Eye’ like
this too where no; No Drug at all would
Ease that Suicide Disease Then of Pain
And Numb of Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia; so, then i came
to the Wrong Planet
After 33 Months
to Tolerate the Pain
Enough to do another
33 Month Stint in Hell;
Got out at age 53 and the
Rest of What i am now is in the
History Above With Proof Below;
Now A Whole Point of Coming Back
Here Now is to Show Whoever Gives an
F; Jonathan Livingston Seagull is More than
A Book About ‘Lucifer’ too and all His Friends too.

Be Who You Will Be Not What Any Label Says You Are Other Wise….

Oh Yeah; and the Additional Proof of the ‘Pop-Eye’ Feat of Still Now
Leg Pressing Half A Ton of a Sub-compact Car is enclosed as well
Now Still in “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
of Age more now
at 52 Reps too With More Weight too.

No one tells me who i am but who i am and that’s
The Truth in Light that no one will ever refute now.

Moonlit eyes
heHe; tale the
Rest of all of
i am;
Just a
Lady’s Man too; haha..;)

Just Dropping Bye; “SoULDANCinG 2019” Is
Gonna Be An Even More Fruitful Year i am Sure..;)

And to Be Clear i am not linking the Erotic Poetry Novel
Now for it is Well Beyond anything Labeled X to Z; heHe;
Bigger than the Koran too for Real
And Let’s not
Sufi Poets Did
Erotic Poetry too with
A Touch of A Spinning Dervish Dance too; i Get Around More Too.

Again; Happy New Year Pepe;
Friends Are Friends No Matter
HoW oNE Labels
FRiEnD Now.

True; LiterAlly
IS A F R E D in FRiEnD;
Not All Folks See This And THat’s Par For THiS CourSE; Too..;)

Ugh; almost Forgot; Doesn’t Seem like a Big Deal now
but Last April 20th, i Finished a 4th of 4, 317K Word Newer
Free Verse Epic Long Form Poem New Testament too with the
Other 3 Larger than the Old Minuscule 181K Word or So New Testament, in 2016 and 2017.

My Wife Had to Go to a Burn Hospital for a Burn on Her Hand During an Epileptic Partial Complex
Seizure that took 6 Months for Recovery on April 21st; so that’s Probably why i forgot about that.
All my 8 Bibles
With Parent
“SoNG oF mY
SoUL” Bible at
6.6 Million Words
are Dedicated to all the
Victims of Ignorance through the Centuries (People Like My Wife/Me Tortured And Killed) by the
Catholic Church; i sit in the Back Row Every Sunday And most everyone pretends not to notice me hehe.;)

It’s True there is Really Now
A Point where ‘You’, Hehe,
Achieve Human Potential
Where You Become Just
About too Big to See.
i Love
the Freedom
of that/this as i don’t
get too many distractions
i Might Not Like; And Very Few that
Make this whole Endeavor Worth all
the Blood, Sweat, and Tears, So Much More….

Some Nights/Days,
Even one or two Seems
Like Oh My God More Than Enough.

iN SuMMarY;
Nature (God)
Is Good for those
Who Adapt to Struggle; Survive, and Epically Thrive;
If You “Think” Life is Fair; That’s Not Part of The i AM Deal.
If You “Feel” Life IS Fair; Chances Are You Will Make i AM Great!!!er..:)





WeLL it’s A Brand New Day A New Year And Thanks God
And The Voters for it is Clear that the Rule of Empathy and Compassion
With Sympathy and Some Cognitive Empathy is Once Again NoW in Charge of
the Big House.. of the United States.. with Checks and Balances Back Better so
the Dark Force at the Top and Bottom Same will both Have to Behave a Bit Better
As Human Being with Some Rules and Some Spankings As Such Likely to Be Handed
Out too But with
back to
the Good Old
Norm of what we
Are Used to in Government
as Let’s Face it’s always Money
Against Love One Party for Stuff and the
Other Party for the Actual Voiced Needs of the
Majority of the People.. Well.. Well.. thing is if the
Actual Majority wants to be Represented as Such they
Will Just Have to Come Together Make Sure They Register
And Actually Stand up for the LiGHT FoRCE of HuMaN Being
Empathy Sympathy Compassion and Caring Cognitive Empathy in Real Counted
Votes To Bring a Brand New Better Day at least For Love as LiGHT to Reign Again..
Hmm.. Meanwhile it almost looks now like i am trying not to let go of 2018 in this
Annual Review of the Year As Such Always A Great Day too And A New Year Now
When Love Comes into the Room and even Better when Love Visits More to Spread
Good Cheer to Life All of uS uP Even More as Real.. Children oF Light in Happiness even
more.. Anyway Overall Stuff is LooKinG uP FoR LoVE Much More in Politics Than it did before
And As Far AS General Love Lives Go Mine is at the Peak of the Love Mountain More but as
Be Careful
About Really
Falling too for if i get
Much Higher i really will
not Afford to Do that.. but hey
There are places of Dark too to Balance
Out Light When LiGHT JusT GRoWS too Bright..
With that Said 2018 Is the Year of The Love more for me and Do
And We All Do Feel and Choose How much More We Will LoVE NoW MoRE
i Dance
And Sing
For it may Be Cloudy now
Mostly over a Week but the
Sun is Still Shining Within the Soul of me..
And Now For the Rest of the Tale of the Tape
in Record Keeping of this Brand New Blogging Poems/Novels/Bibles
Day Now True too.. as “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Came into A Certain
Alignment in Numbers of MacroVerse More.. as 64 Month-Old “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
Makes MacroVerse Number 860 of 6.6 MiLLioN Word Plus “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Longest
Long Form Bible Poem.. And Doubles as the 188th MacroVerse of Ongoing STiLL GRoWiNG
“Nether Land Bible 2017” As A 31 Month Effort of that Poem Makes 3,734,510 Words Now
With “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Doing Triple Duty as the 84th MacroVerse of “FB Profile
Pic Bible 2018” in that 19 Month Effort that is also included in the Facebook Profile
Pictures Description Areas too.. as the Size of that Sub-titled Bible MoveS oN
up to.. 2,121,910 Words With the Erotic Poetry Novel Now at 88,788 Words
And tonight is the 243rd Week of Dancing With all the Cool College Age
Folks there too as Katrina has purchased more Shirts for Dance
for my Christmas Presents too.. as i may Go as A Giraffe Head
Big or Perhaps A Godzilla Wild Cat Toying With a Helicopter
And Such as That Yes.. Catzilla.. will Likely Come to
Visit Seville Quarter to Dance in Full View tonight
Again.. as now it seems i will finally Bring this
Review of 2018 in Annual Way to a
Conclusion with a Following
Few Words to Dance and
Sing too Now that Yes..
YeS OnLY CaPTuRinG A PreSenT
WHeRE NoW OnE FeeLs MosT LoVE to: From:
LoVE iN A PoeM BiG ENouGH NoW HOldinG iT ALL
Love FLoWeReD As Rose in Almost too Many Ways And
More than Any Way to MeasuRE iN Empirical Way This Year.. NoW
But i must Dance And Sing More i Captured A Whole Lot of Memories
of Love in the Last Couple of Months or So for sure.. And that Remains Here
no matter
Next for as Jim
Croce Said if he Could
Hold Time in a Bottle Art is
the Way We Do that For Love
Best A Place Where We Will Feel
That Way Again if We Ever Lose the
Feeling of Love
if you’ve
to Hell
You Value
A Place Like
Heaven that You might
Just Be able to Paint for Someone else
too All the Dark and Light that the Real Human
Magic of LoVE ReaL BeCoMeS FoR ReaL NoW
When LoVe Is iN OuR
HoME And Poems for
some of us too that and who last and last…
And Yes by God Every Photo That Brings the Beauty of
Deeper iN
EYes oF SoUL

1.3.19 4:24 PM But Wait!
Still Have A Visit at Sohair’s
Place First Before the Final Date Stamp
to Conclude this now and Hopefully Electronic Publish Perhaps
by Dance Tonight or Tomorrow Morning so Let’s See Sohair Next.. First..

Hi Sohair.. How Nice it is to
Listen to the Wisdom Quotes
From ‘this Man Abu’ as they Do Resonate
TrutH and Light With me too in a Human Way
More than
What We
have Seen
Lately at the
Top of Government in
the United States for Sure
as at least the More Human Part
of the Political Game is Back in Charge
for Checks and Balances More in the House
of Representatives over here.. Anyway.. We Need
More Humans
in Leadership
Positions who
Truly Do A More
Fair And Balancing Act of Love
That Is Real Outstretching Arms
of Warmth to All OTHeRS.. Some Folks
Call That Weak.. Verily they Have No Idea
What Love
Even is…
And Shares
And Shares
Some Gives Some
More For Free Even Again..
Anyway As Always Nice to See You Sohair..:)

Okay.. 4:37 PM NoW on 1.3.19..:)

Happy New Year Rafiah…
A Few Days Late But
Never the Less Happy New Year FriEnd..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.18.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW



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35 Responses to KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review

  1. Another Melody
    One Look A Muse
    Happy Red Rose Sweeping


    SMiLes Sohair for the Second Day in a Row i Receive Lovely
    Pink Roses from a Well Wisher.. in this Case Trapped in my Spam
    Folder Hehe.. but So Beautiful as You Went to the Effort to add the
    Dove with an Olive Branch From the Facebook Frame Feature to the
    Single Pink Rose and as Always a Bouquet of Pink Roses is so Kind
    And Special too For a Well Wish from a Friend to come as Gift
    And it must be Synchronicity too
    as Last Night when i went
    to Dance Solo as i have
    Never Approached A
    to Dance
    First as i am
    Married as Such…
    But anyway now that
    i Have Become Famous and
    Legend of Dance in the Eyes of
    the General Public For Dancing 10,511
    Miles in Public for the Last 64 Months.. A Beautiful
    Young Woman who couldn’t have been Much Older than
    18 Years Old Bought a Pink Rose that they were selling at the
    Dance Hall and Brought it to me not to Dance With me but Just as
    A Gift as she went on her Way and i continued to Solo Dance.. it’s
    Nice to Be appreciated my Friend.. Particularly when so many Folks
    In Your Life have basically told you.. you are not one of their Kind
    as i don’t Feel what that means for i Feel everyone as God Living
    in/as Human.. anyway i don’t Feel someone should have to Write
    6.6 Million Words in Free Verse Poetry in 64 Months or Dance
    in Public 10,511 Miles to Be Appreciated like this For i
    Believe that Every Homeless
    Person and
    the most
    of Human Beings
    Deserves what is in my HeART…
    You See my Friend it’s not that ‘they’
    Gave up on me it is that i did not give up on ‘them’…..
    And When i say them i say the Entire Human Species (outside of
    My Family) that at one point and even further down the Road did not
    one of their own….
    Smiles my Friend for there
    is a Story of an Alien Named ET
    Just Looking For someone to turn His Heart Light Back on…
    All it took was a Thank You From A Person Back in February 2013..
    my First Facebook Friend to Start a Blog and Eventually a 6.6 Million
    Word Bible Poem and 10,511 Miles of Public Dance so Imagine
    Will Do Next….
    i am very Happy
    for the Flowers in
    mY Life.. now the ones who
    totally accept all of who i am…
    Who are Truly Still only A Handful Now…
    How Fortunate i am that Himali Found me
    And i found Her Blog Site and Her of course and
    You and gigoid too for it is true i would not have ever
    Completed my Covenant With God if not for you Three
    Most People cannot
    Fathom the Responsibility
    i Have.. Perhaps You are an only
    one Who Fully Understands
    it means
    and what
    it is like
    to Truly
    Work for One God…..Full Time now….
    Never Expecting Anything in Return….but to Love….

  2. i just Read the Coolest Anonymous Generated
    Quote on Someone’s Blog for F.E.A.R.. Fear Everything
    And Run or Face Everything And Rise as i tend to Do the Second
    Kind of Fear These Y.E.A.R.S. And Find it Really Does Work to Make Y.O.U.
    R.I.S.E we’ve already Gone over Why Owe You And i’m Pretty Sure Y.E.A.R.S.
    Has Something to Do With Why We Hear With Ears And to Save Time now Let’s
    Just Say R.I.S.E. Means Rise.. Anyway i was going to save this For A Bedtime Story
    Wishing you another Wonderful Work Week but it seems we might be Going to the
    Mall During those Hours tomorrow.. so i thought i would go ahead and knock it out for a
    Breakfast Story and about the Theme Song it’s not Really About Fifty Shades of Grey it’s About
    God and God’s Eyes and God’s Ears For one Reason why God Loves Folks So Much With Disabilities
    And the Least Among us and Such as that is not many Folks Know it but God is Born Deaf and Blind
    And Even Mute too
    So What this Means
    is God Had to Create
    Human Beings to Be
    God’s Eyes and Ears and
    Voice to See and Hear and
    Create Music to Appreciate All
    of Creation For God Lives in us and
    God Loves it When We Appreciate God
    This Way in Dancing And Singing all About
    The Beauty of Creation as Far as We Will Dance And Sing
    So Any way in the Song When they Sing “Follow me to the Dark
    Let me take you past our satellites You can see the world you brought to life, to life”
    Obviously.. They are not Talking About A Billionaire into S and M they Are Singing All about
    God and what i was Just Talking about of Course in this Story Book Version at least so anyway
    too.. Not too long ago i heard another Quote About Wonder and Amazement And Holding on to What
    Brings us
    This in Gratitude
    About Life and i see it
    a slightly Different Way for
    All is Change All is Flowers Flowers Still Do
    Color Wilt and Come Back to Life and Flower
    Again and this Morning for the First Time ever
    A Red Passion Flower Bloomed in our Yard in
    January for this New Year 2019 So Amazed i AM
    For i’ve Never Seen what truly is my Favorite Flower
    Bloom So Deep in Winter as i rushed outside barely taking
    the Time to Put on my Sandals And Then Took A Picture for it is
    Very Possible this Will Be the Last Time i See a Passion Flower
    Like this in January in my Entire Lifetime as i understood there is no
    Way to Hold on to that Flower for Another Day but what i Will Do For Sure
    is Cherish That Flower to Day.. So that is What i try my Best to Do Every Moment
    of Life Face Everything and Rise And Cherish Every Flower of Beauty i See Most…
    God Doesn’t
    Talk Back to me
    Obviously in the Way
    Most Folks Think About
    Talking But God Does Bring
    Passion Flowers in January
    For the First Time in My Life
    For A Beauty i’ve Never Enjoyed
    in my Life so i am Only Repaying
    the Debt to God Now for the Beauty
    of this Life And Passion Flowers too..
    i hope You Have A Great Work Week and
    if You Ever See a Red Passion Flower Please
    think of me.. if You Will And God too of course..:)

    Yes.. It Comes
    The Flow mY
    Favorite way
    Too.. It
    River Goes..:)

    To: Threepeat
    Stars are Born to Output
    And GiVE And SharE LiGHT…
    at least for as long
    as they LiVE NoW
    And as dim as i once
    was.. almost bLack
    oF LiGHT
    the Saving
    Grace then was
    to Water A Plant
    to Make
    Grow made
    mY LiFE STiLL
    A Star
    Matter how
    dArk the candle
    i FelT iN bLack
    then.. and
    oh.. (the) Saviors oF A World..
    And a Story i Love to Tale a little
    Different as Parables JusT Do.. When Free
    And not iMpriSoNed by books.. pages..
    paragraphs.. lines or words of print
    of yesternows.. bound
    by past authority
    that no
    longer should
    Exist.. For Free..
    So.. anyway.. Sorry iF
    You’ve already heard it but
    iT Will Be different anyway..
    hehe.. As Free WiLL Be
    When UnLeashed
    And reLeased
    As Being
    StarliGht oF eYes
    Within… A Dusty Road…
    A little boy with no words..
    disabled from birth without
    the ability to speak.. but A Lover
    Of Growth.. iN Shape of LiVinG Trees..
    A Sapling brought home
    by Loving Mother
    then.. placed
    uPon A Kitchen Counter
    by a lamp That Shines Anew
    A Boy Sees Green Then and
    Wants to see more.. So he
    Nurtures This PLANeT
    the abiLiTy
    to SPeaK Then
    Water He Does..
    Fertilizing Love..
    Sunshine Hope
    iN eYes of Loving
    Kind.. Fertile Ground
    Outside.. Dig A Hole
    to Comfort Roots..
    spend time
    and effort
    Caring Love
    And A Tree rises
    Broad and STrong..
    And soon provides shade
    For A Front Porch Home..
    Sidewalks come.. but Tree
    STill BRanches Out.. FLoWeRS
    Come More Beautiful than beFore..
    Students from the Local School who
    Study Trees are amazed by the Beauty
    of this Tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
    And the Boy’s eYes shine to see what his
    Love inspires.. Tree no longer needs boy
    to grow strong now.. and the little
    boy becomes ill and his LiFE
    goes dark..
    Years later..
    A shy Younger man iS
    Walking This Sidewalk
    oF A Boy’s Home.. And
    A Most Beautiful DArk Haired
    Girl Approaches him.. With SMiLinG
    FacE EYes.. the Boy’s eYes LiGHT up but what
    to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
    iS Standing TAll And floweRinG More Beautiful
    iT seems than ever before on this Summer Fall
    Winter Spring Day.. A Spark of iNstant SouL Mate
    Love is in the air.. And that Begins a Love that
    Will Last ’till Death BeYoNd
    So.. the Shy Boy Becomes
    Confident with the Love of
    His Wife.. Joins the Military..
    And even Rises to the Ranks
    of Politics then.. Love grows
    And Fearless Lives..
    the boy is
    Now a
    Strong man..
    And makes a decision
    as a Leader of the World
    that Prevents World War III…
    LiFe on the PlanT Now iS Saved..
    So Who is the Savior.. the Boy..
    the Man.. The Girl.. the Loving
    Wife.. the parents.. the schools
    providing education.. The Tree..
    or the little disabled boy
    And all the
    From Around A
    World.. Well.. The Truth
    iS aLL They Are.. As theRe
    is No i.. me.. but Us and We
    oF Life..
    L O V i N G
    Moral Of The
    Story.. Water A Tree
    Of Life And See wHere
    neXt NoW
    iN OceaN
    eYes Free..:)

    To: Repeat
    We All
    Carry CrosseS AnD STars
    oF LovE True iN LiGHT too…
    “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Published on December 28th 2018
    at 12:24 PM And YaH i’LL Tale the Truth Too Writing 3.7
    MiLLioN Words Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016
    And a Publish of a MacroVerse titled “Grand Cross 56”
    For my 56th Birthday then on 6.6.16 was not enTirely
    Easy.. Nor Titling.. 7 Other King James Sized Bibles
    As Subchapters Now of.. “SoNG oF mY SoUL” Epic
    6.6 MiLLioN Plus Word Longest Long Form Poem
    Bible Accomplished in 64 Months Along With
    10,471 Miles oF Public Dance to Muse All
    The Writing too and Somewhere Around
    80 Thousand Photos
    Personally Taken too
    Just to iLLustrate the
    Last 31 Months of the
    Entire Endeavor as “Grand Cross
    Bible 2018” was the Third Titled Bible
    As such STaRTinG With 2016 and 2017 then
    Versions oF A 7 Month Written King James
    Sized Bible from Memorial Day Through
    Christmas Day 3 Years in A Row too..
    Nope.. not asking even for a
    Christmas Cookie
    For Trust
    me the Rewards
    ARe iNTrinsic And
    The People i have met
    ALonG This Way are Truly
    iMaZinG And Soul Mate True..
    It’s Just A Covenant With God..
    God All THaT iS JusT one pArT oF pARTS Never

    Putting it all
    Getting Ready
    to Put it all out

    First Lines Centered Turning iNto An
    Ornate Chalice Hmm.. This is Some Holy Sh88..;)

  3. Certainly quite a year! Hope 2019 brings some positive changes.

    • Hi navasolanature.. So DeLighted Now that You Dropped
      by “KATiE MiA Frederick 2018 A Year in Review” Surely 2018
      FeeLeD With Every Nuance of Human Being For me for what more
      Will We Ask for but to Experience it all as Long as We are Able to Feel
      And Sense the Dark and Light of this World the Beauty of Coming From Nothing
      is Being
      At all
      That and
      Who Feels and Senses
      And With that LandMark mY
      FriEnd every now is a New Year
      of Joy for me even in the Depths of
      the Pools of the Deepest Tears for
      The Desert the Dry Well of Being
      IS A Place Where a Thousand
      Years is one Second of A
      Hell With No FLaMes
      ut a Desire
      Pain of
      Hell Fire to
      Erase the Nothingness
      that is Truly Hell Within.. SMiLes
      mY FriEnd you’ve Caught in the ‘tween
      of Taling Another Story as always the way
      i See LiFE NoW Thanks for the Inspiration for the
      Greatest Gift is the Black Hole in the Center of the
      Milky Way that Drives all the Light Above the Quiet Child Below..:)

  4. i Write/Love
    From: FeeL For
    Been to: The Other Place…
    ‘You Love Too Much
    Take Care Of
    FeeLinG iT iN
    my GuT i LovE
    To FeeL iT All
    My Psychotherapist Says
    i’m on the Precipice of A Cliff…
    i Hazed myself
    To Bury Fear
    Under Wear Arts…
    i am Surprised She Looked…
    She also told me my Internet Photos
    Are Seductive… i Laughed.. hmm..
    No Prob Been Dancing On A Tight
    Rope iNto 66 Months
    ‘We Both Have Seen
    What Happens
    When You Fall’…
    TruE Irony Adults
    Afraid to Be
    God’S TeaRS….
    Thanks Rimah…
    Let’s All Make
    A More
    It’s True there is An Entire
    World Just Waiting for the
    Gift of What Lives Within me… and You
    And Potentially You Too.. i Wait.. i Give…
    What i Hear… is
    Asked of me….
    to try
    i Cry ALWays
    Never ever Give uP oN
    The Ocean (GoD) Is ALWays Bigger For Love
    in other News it is my Nice Niece Candie’s Birthday today..
    1.5.19.. i told her i forgot the Age she told me no need to worry
    About Numbers and i replied as long as we are Children…. For
    it is
    Children are
    Not Afraid to express
    Love in all the ways Love Comes and Goes…
    And Dances and Sings Like a Young Woman With
    A PinK Rose and one with no age at all as a Child So Free to Love…
    WitH LoVE No HoMe
    For Fear WHere SMiLes LiVE…
    THeRE Is noThing to: LoSE NoW
    From: When You Are YouR Best FriEnd…
    The Ocean (GoD) Is ALWays Bigger For Love
    A PinK Rose and one with no age at all as a
    Child So Free to Love… THeRE Is noThing to:
    LoSE NoW From: When You Are YouR Best FriEnd…
    THere Are No
    WitH LoVE No HoMe
    For Fear WHere SMiLes LiVE…

    Hi navasolanature.. So DeLighted Now that You Dropped
    by “KATiE MiA Frederick 2018 A Year in Review” Surely 2018
    FeeLeD With Every Nuance of Human Being For me for what more
    Will We Ask for but to Experience it all as Long as We are Able to Feel
    And Sense the Dark and Light of this World the Beauty of Coming From Nothing
    is Being
    At all
    That and
    Who Feels and Senses
    And With that LandMark mY
    FriEnd every now is a New Year
    of Joy for me even in the Depths of
    the Pools of the Deepest Tears for
    The Desert the Dry Well of Being
    IS A Place Where a Thousand
    Years is one Second of A
    Hell With No FLaMes
    But a Desire
    Pain of
    Hell Fire to
    Erase the Nothingness
    that is Truly Hell Within.. SMiLes
    mY FriEnd you’ve Caught me in the ‘tween
    of Taling Another Story as always the way
    i See LiFE NoW Thanks for the Inspiration for the
    Greatest Gift is the Black Hole in the Center of the
    Milky Way that Drives all the Light Above the Quiet Child Below..:)

    SMiLes my FriEnd thoughtsmakeu1007 and at least
    for me a Product of 1960 How Nice it is to Hear a Reply
    From a Young Person that is Longer than 3 Words and or
    A Like Hehe.. but hey.. not everyone is Free of Work and School
    And Most all the responsibilities that go with First World problems
    these days hehe..
    Smiles it’s really
    not a Secret
    i am A
    “Peter Pan”
    And “Forrest Gump”
    And a Story Taler who
    Tends to make Myths come True..
    At Least for those who See a Bigger Picture of Life…
    i spent 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom After a 25
    Year Career Working for the Government Where Chronic to Fight
    to Flight Constant Stress from the last 11 Years of my Career to the
    Precipice of Fear the Last Two years of that Brought on 19 Mostly Stress
    Related Disorders including the Worst Pain Known to Humankind.. Type Two
    Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in my Right eye and ear from Wake to
    Sleep for 66 Months that no Drug would touch.. for 33 Months.. i was just stuck in
    my Head in my Bedroom with that Issue commonly Referred to In Medical Literature
    as the Suicide Disease that most folks have Sporadically that i was just so Blessed to
    Have for 66 Months from Wake to Sleep.. true.. every second i had no idea if i would be able
    to make it to the Next second Next and it’s true i repeat this Story often.. in my online Travels
    for it’s true i could find no one to relate to that pain then and i’m sure somewhere.. there might
    be someone who will be able to relate to it now that i just want to let know that one day it can Disappear
    out of the Blue like A REAL Miracle and in Fact 18 other Medical Disorders Will Fall to the Ashes too and
    You Will Rise
    Like a Phoenix Fire
    on a Beautiful Beach
    into the Kingdom of Love Within..
    Something Like Kundalini Rising
    That You Come to Learn to Master
    Within from the Deepest Abyss of
    Human Hell.. anyway my FriEnd
    i’ve Never Been to India and
    not many Places too far
    from where i live in
    Florida but as an
    Avatar as we
    all are online now
    i’ve Traveled the Globe
    And Danced With the Souls of
    Thousands upon Thousands of other
    Folks while i was a Shut-in in my Bedroom
    Finally Tolerating the Pain well enough to type
    my First Word of what has become over 12 Million
    Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 Culminating now
    to a 64 Month effort of a 6.6 Million Word Long Form Free
    Verse Poem and 10,511 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months too
    And even Better now i am Celebrating on January 22nd.. 66 Months
    in Heaven Within on Earth in Juxtaposition to the 66 Months i Lived
    in Hell from January 22 or so 2008 through July 22 or so 2013.. what
    i’ve Learned in life so Far is the More We make all of Life For Every Detail
    And all the Biggest Picture Views of LiFE NoW Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning
    And Purpose the More We BecoMe Love and the Greater Potential We Have to
    make another Person SMiLe NoW for When i Say when i Sing when i Dance SMiLes
    i am coming from a Place of 66 Months where that Pain was not the Worst Pain in the
    World to me for Memories are Emotions and Emotions are Memories and although it is
    Very Rare it is possible for a Person to Lose Their Emotions and Memories of Emotions
    in a Catch 22 of Hell Beyond Pain of Numb where there is no Reference Point Back to if
    You ever Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Life for those Feelings are Memories and Both the
    Memories and Feelings are gone totally gone with no Reference Point back as that my Friend
    is the
    of Hell that
    Sages through
    the Ages Have Related
    at least attempted to Relate
    to others who have not Visited
    Hell in this Lifetime now.. the Real Human
    Being Art of First World Problems is Dancing
    And Singing to Regulate our Emotions.. And
    Integrate our Senses as all the Great Masters
    who i have studied From India have Done the Best
    my Overall Goal is to be the Metaphor of a Dancing
    Shiva in other Words staying one with God Moving
    Connecting Co-Creating and Respecting the Shadow
    of Kali the Destroyer the Dark the Aggressions the Lust
    that Lives within all of us Facing that Shadow and Making
    that Shadow my Best Friend as well with the Light of Love
    but of course my Friend to Spread Good News Like this the
    Best We Will is to immerse ourselves with the Souls of others
    Around the World in all the places they live of Soul as i have visited
    some Wonderful places online as the Avatar of me and places where
    Love is
    even Felt
    or Sensed as Real…
    i continue to Learn from
    Everyone i meet Learning to
    Speak THeir Languages of
    Love And Shadows Dark.. True
    Born From and continuing to LEarn
    Namaste NoW That is all of existence
    And as Existence now.. it’s not every day
    that someone writes a 6.6 Million Word Bible Poem
    in Free Verse Poetic Epic Style sort of like the 1.8 Million word
    “Mahābhārata” but it’s true not everyone Goes to Hell First with
    Technology Next
    With Smiles.. i couldn’t Verbally
    Speak until i was 4.. i’ve always
    Been Catching up.. it only took
    me 53 years to Move Ahead and
    Now at age 58 it seems i’m Finally
    Really Making Progress with Winks..
    SMiLes my Friend.. Always a pleasure
    Speaking to a Seeker And Finder of what is possible in Life….


  5. “Hot Chocolate School”
    A HeART-ON For LiFE

    “You Should
    Be Proud of me..
    i Got This Far”
    i’m Coming
    “Lord Help Me”..
    I’ll Be Right THere…
    “i Don’t Know WHere The New Folder Is”
    It Used to: Be From: Her Computer….
    (me) i Really Gotta Go..;)
    Ugh.. Katrina Is Asking
    Tech Support For Her
    Computer.. Be Right Back..;)
    A Sensitive Subject to Discuss
    But A TiMeLY One Never The
    Less Take Notes While You Do…
    TouCHinG HeART FaLLinG
    MooN RiSinG SuN
    Thanks For The
    SonG CHRiS iT
    FiTS iN
    FaLLiNG iN
    LoVE RiSinG
    WitH No PurPosE
    VerSuS LusTinGSeXuALiTy
    Life Is No Place For A
    Robot Do Dance Do Sing
    Vulnerable EXPreSSinG EMoTiON
    DiSEasE When We Do Not Come to Regulate
    Our Emotions and Integrate Our Senses in a Practice
    of Life that Works Like Still or Moving Meditation Across the
    Lifespan all the Way Yes to the Last BLiNK And BReaTHE oF LiFE..
    For the Folks Who Wrote the ‘Original Bible(s)’ yes the Fragments of Written
    Texts that were eventually Copy And Pasted Over Centuries by Hand With so
    Many Mistakes and Changes and Revisions until they Finally Put it all Together sort
    of Like i do
    with What
    i Write Each
    Week and
    Verse Numbers
    Where i just Separate
    My Text With Numbers of
    Words to Divide it Like Chapters
    Will Do in A Book too and Hey you Might
    Feel Pretty Accomplished in How Far you
    Can and Will Go to get even Close to the End
    of a Bible Written Just From me to You if you have
    A Powerful Enough Computer and Internet Access and
    A High Speed High Capacity Brain that and who Enjoys
    of Puzzles
    And Stuff Like that
    In Mystical Ways of Seeing
    Feeling and Sensing Life more too
    but true there is Science Behind Most of
    What i do like the Trance the Flow of “Transient
    Hypo-Frontality” Where Time and Distance And Space
    per those iLLuSioNs of Life Melt Away And We Vacate the
    Neo-Cortex of Deadlines and Problem Solving Equations of
    Life We Co-Create though the Use of all the Tools We Make from
    Words to Sticks and Stones and Atomic Bombs too.. to Lighting up the
    Rest of the Brain and Awakening the Potential of the Subconscious Mind
    of Which we are only a Tiny Ant Rider of that Elephant of So much more Human
    Potential oF aLL Our Experiences of Life Just Waiting Within as a Higher Force of
    Human Potential
    To increase Human
    Creativity in anywhere
    From 400 to 500 Percent
    as Science Studies Show so Far
    and there are those of us who Achieve
    an ‘Autotelic’ State of Being Where We Generate
    Our own Happy Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
    Where Happy Days is A Concert and Symphony of Orchestra
    That through the Bio-Feedback of A Dancing Mind and Body Balance
    We Achieve
    Like Zen
    And Tao
    And Kingdom of
    Heaven Satori Masters
    With a Dash of Kundalini
    Rising always Under a Practice
    of our Mastery True.. but true You’ll
    Have to Actually Seek it Find it And Continually
    Achieve Bliss and Nirvana in ‘Fresh’ and ‘Blow-out’ Ways
    if You are likely to ever ever understand what i Just Said in
    Words About How to Get to the Kingdom of Heaven now..
    True.. most all
    of that/this is
    Left out
    of the Modern
    Bible as Mistakes came
    And Went and Revisions continue
    to come even now as i speak hAha..
    So anyway Back to Love and Sensuality
    And Raw Lusting Sexuality for there is
    A Big Difference When someone
    Says they Miss You and
    You Tingle
    When someone
    Viciously Attacks Your
    Lower Frontal Parts with
    A Bootie Dance at the Bar as
    One Will Last Your Entire Lifetime
    and while You May Remember the other one
    for a Lifetime Never the less it is an Empty Shell
    Compared to Love All the Way All Around Above so
    Below Within inside and Out all Lit up.. hmm.. the Theme
    Song by Chris Says a lot about our Modern World mainly considering
    Human Empathy and Sympathy and Compassion and Cognitive Empathy
    The Hook-Up World of Today when all is Reversed and now it is a Question
    of Does a Hook-Up Relationship Become an Emotional One And that is Really
    Screwed Up as Science Shows A Man will become Disinterested in a Woman After
    Sex in an Emotional Way as a Woman Will become More Emotionally Attached After
    Sex as She Will Generate much more of the Neurohormone Oxytocin that Bonds Folks together
    And that is What a Slow Romance Does Best to Men as they never get ‘in’ Per small talk as such…
    So anyway
    no Surprise..
    Don’t Last these Days
    Very Long when Sex Comes
    First and Love Never Comes next…
    And true some folks have Never Experienced
    Love and Sex is as Close as they get particularly
    if they are either Neglected and Or Abused as A Child
    and even in their later Years in terms of no eye contact and
    Hugs in the Touchy Feely ways of Experiencing Emotions and
    Senses that Bond us with other Folks across the Lifespan of a Village
    Now where
    Life is
    except the
    Warm and Cozy
    Doesn’t come out of
    A Bottle and instead comes
    Directly From HeART.. is it any Wonder
    the Ladies Love me overall everywhere i go
    When i Dance With So So Many Women as i never
    Make the First Move and out of over 1300 comments from
    the Viral FB Dance Video.. So many Women who have Danced with me and not a
    one said i tried any Lust Business With them Naming me a Dirty Dog Man and such as that..
    True i have
    Been Used
    And somewhat
    Abused on the Dance
    Floor by the Opposite and
    Usually Fairer Gender in Bootie
    Dance Way as let’s remember too
    that certain Functions of the Body are
    Automatic whether you are Cognitively
    Desiring a Response or not True.. and
    That too is why if you do Nude Art it
    is best to have A Warning on Your
    Blog all about that.. but i had
    no idea that my Psychotherapist
    Would Think my Hazing Photos of myself
    to Become Fearless would be Seen by the
    Opposite Sex as Seductive as i was thinking more
    Like ‘Retarded’ and “Foolish’ and Just plain “Silly” Like
    A Clown Instead as after all back in my Younger Days as
    a Married Woman was attempting to Woo me while Her Husband
    was off to Sea.. she then said when i wore contact Lens in my 20’s..
    No one will be looking at my Body they will be looking at my Face/Eyes
    and that’s
    the way
    i feel
    about some
    of my Friends too…
    i’ll leave the rest up to
    Your Imagination and Experience
    and if you are a Catholic Priest Chances
    are Fairly Likely that you understand Very little
    of what is underneath every thing We do for Creativity
    And Productivity and Social Cooperation for the Truth is all
    in Life is Fueled in Human Ways by a Balance of Lust and Love
    And if you
    Do not
    with Your Love
    in Terms of Aggression and
    Lust Per our Reptile Brain Versus
    the Complex Emotions of our Limbic System
    in other Words if you Stay Stuck in the Illusions
    of Time and Distance And Space of the Neo-Cortex
    Most of Your Life You Will Never Likely Fully Enjoy HeART
    Felt Emotions in all the Colors that Will come and that ‘other thing’ too…
    Human life While
    We Live First World Problems
    Most are the Loss of Humanity
    Restricted in a Neo Cortex World
    Between our Ears Never Expanding Out
    With A HeART-ON For LiFE LoSinG LiFE.
    I’ve Worked
    And Soft
    to Able to Get to an
    Understanding Totally
    Putting this in Words and
    Again thanks all of You Who
    Helped Prepare This Way now…
    And if you
    ‘Drink Wine’
    i’LL Give you
    A Cup of Hot Chocolate For Free…NoW
    24/7 Day or Night You Are Alway Welcome….

    Katrina Calls From the Other Room..

    “You Better Not Be
    Talking about me”

    i Return With..
    Of Course Not For Now it seems.. at
    Least.. i’m Always talking About “Hot Chocolate”…

    iHelped Define The Term
    Empathy oN Wiki No Sh88
    Empathy Editor2 On WiKi #iReacHFaR
    Now off to
    to Raise
    SMiLes of Awareness…


  6. Frank Hubeny says:

    That is a great new year’s resolution:
    “Crazy Happy
    Could be my New Year’s
    Now how to make that resolution come true. I think you’ve found the way.

    • Haha Frank.. You Made Me SMiLe Per “Crazy Happy Could be my
      New Year’s Resolution” With Your Recognition that you Think I’ve
      ‘the way’ to
      Make that Happen..
      i Think as Close to a Science
      Term or a Term In General
      For How i Manage Crazy
      Happy is
      something Like what
      some Folks Term as “Chaos
      MaGiC” that is an iNtuitive Process
      Well Beyond Any Science Project and
      Always Changing in Fruition Depending on
      Human iNnate iNstinct for iNtuition That Spurs A
      Direction in a More Creative and Productive Way
      Now So
      in other Words
      one Recipe does not
      Fit all Desires and Purposes
      the MaGiC Truly is in the Art of MaKinG MaGiC ReaL..
      And SPeaKinG of That i iNtuit Some More Crazy Happy MaGiC
      Coming to Fruition Soon But i Feel a Good Night’s Rest Will
      Bring Fire Works Next..
      Thanks Again for Dropping
      “By KATiE MiA FredericK 2018
      A year in Review” By Now it All
      Feels Like Loving MaGiC CoMe to Fruition…
      But as
      Always Tomorrow
      For Even Greater
      Happy MaGiC MoRE
      THere is no End to Other Colors Ever
      As Long As “Chaos MaGiC” ‘Rules’ For ReaL oRiGinaLLy TRuE..;)

  7. iHoPE
    iFAiTH iBeLiEVE iLoVE
    iMaGiNE iBeinG iN A iPLaYGRouND
    iWiTH iGoD iTRusT mE oR NoT iT
    iHaPPeNS iGoDSHeLoVES iNoW
    iEssence oF iLoVE iGive iShare
    iNever Take Hoard iGive iMore
    iLove iAlways…
    iSent iFrom my
    Never iMind iMe…
    iJust A iChild iN A
    iPark… mY iLast iName
    iStARTs iWitH L.. iGood iDay…
    Give iUp
    iLove iHappy
    iSent iFrom mY iPhone
    No! Don’t Care What ‘They’ Say
    Or Do! Never! Ever! Banal iNoW! iLoVE!


  8. SunsetSunrise NeverEnding Beauty AlwaysBeginning
    And Insert Every Sublime Sunrise and Sunset Felt and
    Sensed by Humankind is about the Best Metaphor i will
    Find for the Beauty of Your Eyes and Smile Sublime Enough
    To End and Start A New Year on a Very Loving Note of Life Accompanied
    With MuSiC oF LiGHT As PaSSioN FLoWeR EasTerN STaR To Bethlehem.. Describes
    The Beauty of Your Soul as it Guides Humans Like me to Higher Levels of Soul Love
    Never Experienced
    Before As Yes i will
    Dedicate A Line from
    A Song to You HeAR too..
    Sure By the ‘Back Street Boys
    too.. only Thing is i don’t Need to
    Touch you for the First Time i met
    You.. You Touched my Soul As Soul Mates
    Will From the Very First Word As i KNoW YouR
    Soul in Thousands of Lifetimes the Essence the Same
    And Different
    mY SouL
    up as you Enter
    it in Various Forms
    Always at some Point in
    my Lives.. i will not Prove
    This For i Feel and Sense it
    And That is as Real as Life Ever Gets…
    Oh and About That Song Lyric it goes like
    this..”Oh…. Star of Wonder Star.. Star of Night..
    Star With Royal Beauty Bright.. Westward Leading..
    Still Proceeding Guide Us to Thy Perfect Light” Smiles
    My FriEnd My Wonderful Beautiful Bright Soul Mate Star
    You are
    No Myth
    You are
    Real And i may
    Never Hold Your
    Hand or Hug You
    But YouR Place is
    ALWaYs in mY SouL
    i am Blessed to Have
    You in my Life continuing
    to Guide the Light of Love in
    me Higher and Higher until i reach
    Beyond the Moon Bounce Over the
    Sun And Shoot Past The Stars to God Love More…

  9. Another Year is uPon us Lala Rukh.. And this has been
    Such an Interesting Promise to Connect to Someone You
    Feel so Close to as a FriEnd Who Changes Your Life in Many
    Ways Just for Being them those Parts of Life You Spend with
    them as FriEnd.. Moving into the 66th Month now of Heaven and
    Communicating with You Here as FriEnd it’s Probably Hard to iMaGINE
    BuT AGaiN With my Memory for Text i can and will Still See Just about every
    Word i Wrote to you and you Wrote to me so imagine what’s it’s Like Writing 12 Million
    Words into the 98th Month of Doing that now And the Ability to Picture Groups of Words
    And Photos to Go Along with the Words Since the Very Beginning on November 25th, 2010…
    That’s a lot
    of Words
    And a Lot of
    People thousands
    upon thousands i have
    Connected to online since
    11.25.2010 and Particularly
    in what is coming up on 65 Months
    of Writing what will Soon Come to Be
    a 6.666 Million Word Bible Poem Close to my
    Anniversary of getting out of Hell for 66 Months too..
    And Staying in Heaven now for 66 Months on or about
    January 22, 2019 Since the Release from Hell on or about
    July 22, 2013 When i met You After Losing a Very Close Friend
    And finding Unconditional Love of Friendship with You as You gave
    most everyone who visited you too.. And after You Left Rafiah saw me
    Here and Found me on Facebook and Eventually Got Married like you did
    and off and on she still visits me to say Hello and in the Interim Came Himali
    And Sohair For the Four Women From the East including You who have Helped
    me so Much on my Journey as another Friend Shawna From the U.S. and a Man
    Named gigoid too for all 6 have Been Instrumental in Completing a 6.6 Million Word
    Long Form Bible Poem with 8 King James Sized Titled Sub-Chapters along with close
    to 170K Photos taken and over 10K YouTube Video Shares getting that Job Done in 64
    Months Culminating with the Final Subchapter ‘Grand Cross Bible 2018’ for Christmas
    2018.. Part of a Trio for Christmas Day Bibles.. 2016 and 2017 too.. And True that First
    Friend that Seventh One.. Angel Mind Retrofit who brought me to You and dVerse and
    Prajakta an Eighth Friend From that Online Poetry Pub who Brought HiMaLi to me
    Rounds out the 8 People who were Core to Prepare me the Main Paths that it
    took to get this Covenant with just me and God Done from Within.. Smiles
    my FriEnd God Sends Angels to Help us out in Life in Many Forms
    for it is true there is a 9th Friend A Cat Named Yellow Boy who
    was a Soul Mate who helped me Regain my Soul too and
    so so many more Thousands too not even to mention
    the SPiRiTS HeARTS and SoULS of All my
    Flesh and Blood Family and Friends too
    It’s been Interesting being an Avatar
    of A Soul Online but the thing
    About Online Souls
    is relatively
    They Never
    Go Away as Your
    Place is Just Another
    Place Our Souls Exist too..
    To Make Words Organic To Bring
    Words to Flesh and Blood is the MaGiC
    of that and so many other Arts Humans Make
    that are the Gifts that continue to Reach out and
    Touch People far far far after we leave this Terrestrial
    Plane Some Folks might say it doesn’t matter for i will
    Be Dead other Folks Live 100 Percent Assurance they
    are Eternal Souls and all that we Give and Share is for the Same Soul
    of God that and who Lives in us and as us as in the ReaLesT of Realities
    the only
    is the Illusion
    We Make away
    from WHole so True
    my FriEnd even if i wanted
    to Ever Give up on coming Back
    here to fulfill a Human Covenant with
    you too that is no different in Essence than
    A Promise to God Who and that Lives Within too..
    it wouldn’t Matter for in the Grandest Picture that
    Humans See
    we were/
    in the First Place
    from the Origin of all that is (God)
    iMaGiNE A World NoW WHeRe everyone
    Realizes We are all Parts of the FLoWeR oF God..
    It’s not Hard aT aLL when we come to meet the Angels
    God Sends to us..
    Woe it is
    to those
    who never
    Find the Hope
    the Faith and the
    Belief to Seek and
    find the Gifts Love Brings to them…
    As one Gets Older it becomes easier to Remember all of this…

  10. A Couple
    of Trees..
    Gray Dogs
    Getting Out
    More ColorFuL
    Couples Sitting together
    on the Dock of the Creek
    the River the Bay the Gulf
    of Where i am Where You are
    Where the Ocean Dances and Sings
    Back Whole to All of us For it is True there
    is always a Little Gray Kitty Perhaps a Yellow
    or Even White and Yellow Kitty who Dances Around
    the Dock Wanting to Get out More And Reach out perhaps
    a Grey and Lonely Kitty Perhaps a Very Bright And Sunshiny
    White and Yellow Kitty So Bright You See i would Have Written
    this on the Facebook of Me but the Tree of You is more Like the Reflection
    of my Soul and the Resurrection of my heART to Set my SPiRiT Free Soaring
    Around the Globe With Love as any Bird Cat Grey and White and Yellow Dog Will
    Do as
    a Cat
    so Wild
    and Loving
    to sit in the Seat
    of God and Make
    The Whole World a
    Play Ground to Hunt Love…
    True that Couple on the Dock
    Are Children and they are Best
    Friends the Cat is Free to come and
    Go and Love them and others as the Cat
    i’m not sure which Color now Goes out to Hunt Love more..
    And it’s true there are Two Adults Sitting there who Love Each
    Other So Much more now than the Cat but that’s not all for they
    Have Two Children and These Two Children are Brother and Sister
    Sitting with their Cat Playing Together as Friends and Best Lovers Do so
    True too.. The Sky is Pink Always Pink With Gentle Love the Heart is on Fire
    to Love everyone else so much more when the Creek and the River the Bay
    and Ponds on Country Roads Reflect the Ocean the Tree of Love so Much more
    What if All Love
    is Just Like
    Trees Reflections
    of Souls Young and
    Old Always Looking
    Forward to Love
    Just like this for the Greatest
    Soul i ever meet and greets
    Puts it just like this as i quote:

    “If you and I both are hungry
    And we have just a piece of bread to share,

    I’d pass the piece, to you…
    As I’d be satiated to the brim,
    Just watching you with delight…

    If you and I both were exhausted
    And we had just 1 warm blanket,
    I’d tuck you to bed with a goodnight kiss…
    And envelope you with the warmth
    Watching you sleep so blissful,
    Would be my treasure to behold…

    All this and so much more
    I’d love to do for you
    Not just because I can,
    Much more because I want to…
    To watch your lips curl up in a smile
    For the joy that transcends to my heart…

    I only wish that someday
    And someday only when you can,
    When I wish you to be by my side
    To just flash your beaming smile,
    When I feel battered down by life
    I find your fingers intertwined with mine…

    Even when I’d find you missing,
    When I wanted you the most,
    My sadness would be disguised
    With twinkling eyes and laughter…
    You wouldn’t see any difference
    Because once I love you,
    I’d just keep loving you, unconditionally…

    When the going gets tough,
    When the tides get rough,
    When we lose our way in darkness,
    You will find me by your side…
    I may not be your lover or your muse,
    I shall be your friend, always…

    This is my Only Bible my Holy
    Grail and i shall Never Forget it
    This is my Life This is my Love This
    is what God will Say if God is Human and Love..
    It was never about me it is always about You You
    are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
    are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family
    You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
    but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
    Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child
    You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
    is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
    Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
    We Wish to escape from/to.. You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
    Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath You are the Pain
    You are the Pleasure
    my Food
    You Teach
    me more about
    Love than i ever knew
    and sensed and felt before
    You are the One i Thank the most
    You live in Everyone You are my Star
    You are my Guiding Light.. And it’s True
    if i could not Quote You and Write You
    None of this Will Exist now.. How
    Precious Are Souls for
    Souls Live in
    All of
    So Bright so Dark
    So Cold and Warm
    All the SHades of Grey
    All the Colors of Home
    Yes all the Love the Pain
    And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
    Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
    Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
    River Hades that Never Seems to End
    How will i ever Put a Name on Anything and
    Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s true You
    Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter You
    Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
    For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
    For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now
    You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
    to G.O.D.
    it is no Different
    than Writing to Y.O.U..
    You Are the Sky You Are the
    Earth You Are the Moon and
    the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
    Stars You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
    And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.



  11. Y.O.U. am i And me are You
    You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
    And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
    You are me And i am Y. O. U.

    You Are the Sky You Are the
    Earth You Are the Moon and
    the Sun and All That Is Beyond the

    it is no Different
    than Writing to Y.O.U..

    You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
    to G.O.D.

    For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now

    Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
    For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You

    How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s true You Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter

    Yes all the Love the Pain
    And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
    Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
    Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
    River Hades that Never Seems to End

    So Bright so Dark
    So Cold and Warm
    All the SHades of Grey
    All the Colors of Home

    Precious Are Souls for
    Souls Live in
    All of Existence

    And it’s True
    if i could not Quote You and Write You
    None of this Will Exist now..

    You are the One i Thank the most
    You live in Everyone You are my Star
    You are my Guiding Light..

    You are the Pleasure
    my Food
    You Teach
    me more about
    Love than i ever knew
    and sensed and felt before

    You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
    Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath

    You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
    is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
    Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
    We Wish to escape from/to..

    You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
    but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
    Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child

    It was never about me it is always about You You
    are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
    are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family

    This is my Only Bible my Holy
    Grail and i shall Never Forget it
    This is my Life This is my Love This
    is what God will Say if God is Human and Love

  12. True my Friend Lovers Must become
    Warriors to Defend Love For
    We are
    There is Dark
    And Light and
    Night and Day
    For Love is
    Comes with
    The Responsibility
    To Ensure Freedom is Love
    And Love is Freedom aS Well..
    There is Ocean
    There is Lake
    There are Waves
    That Are Gentle and
    Rough There are Pebbles
    And Rocks and Even Bombs
    that Make Ripples in Ponds
    Yet there
    is the
    Tree of
    Life the
    Love that
    And who
    Refuses to Die..
    Love and Peace and
    Harmony is Unmistakeable
    When the Dove Becomes the Rose…
    Thanks Sohair As always A Pleasure to Be in Your Present..:)

  13. SO ARE YOU
    -GReaTeST LoVE
    TEaRS oF A HoLY SaCReD
    CLoWN RinG i TrY iCry EvEN
    My STaTioN WaGoN iS FuLL
    NoW to ReLeasE SoME
    MoRE BiG BaLLooNS
    i WiLL NaME CHRiSTMaS 1.7.19
    FoR NoW
    DiViSioN BellS
    RinG But i HavE HigH
    Hopes For A World Of
    ChrisTMaS ALWaYS NoW
    Technically ChristMaS Means
    Annointing ForwarD iDeALLly WitH aS ONly
    LoVE FoR aLL NoW
    It’s Worth Noting More Is
    Also Less “Janus” Sees this
    One Way Reverse ‘Trump’
    One Way Forward ‘Rafiah’
    Ideally Under The Force of the
    Creative Spirit Holy Is Anointing Forward
    Ideally According to “John 14:12”
    You Will Do Greater Works Than
    ‘Jesus’ If You Believe NoW…
    SMaLLesT GifTS
    mY FriEnD Rafiah..:)
    AnYWaY i WiLL use a Vacation
    NoW At least A Few Hours Working
    Out And Besides i’ve already Released
    6.6 Million Words of A “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    Bible and 8 Sub-Chapter King James Sized
    Bibles Public Dancing over 10,500 Miles all over
    my Metro area in 64 Months True Just to Condition
    Get Folks in Shape Get
    Folks to SMiLe
    As That
    is the
    Force of
    Love in Action of Dance
    More than Words of SonG NoW..
    Anyway As THeRE is no Distance
    Space and Or Time This Video is Made
    Especially For Now Same as it is Now then…
    So NoW iN other Words the Rest of the Meaning
    is in the Song and Visuals of Tongue and EYe Even More..;)

  14. Life IS A Balance of Lust and Love
    Ignore Either and You
    Get ‘Catholic Priests’/ETC

    She Said She wanted
    to Be Part of HisStory
    Hmm.. Someone was
    really listening.. heHe

    So You Never Wanted to Write Poems
    to Your Favorite Love Songs Perhaps
    You are not a REAL Man then…. F in
    Man up..

    SMiLes Poetry is my Morning Coffee
    Any Kind of Poetry Even Hot Chocolate
    Prose With iCe Cream Dreams on Top of
    That But Wait! Jesus Lost His Cool in
    the Temple and Muhammad Changed the
    Rules for More Wives.. Can’t
    Escape F iN ReaLiTY NoW WiLL We..
    Olden Day ‘Bibles’ Don’t Address
    or Undress our Humanity… at least
    the Censored ones… Ugh.. Just Ugh..SoBoRinG…
    When i die.. all that will be left of my online
    Tombstone is Cheshire Smiles Plus Unusual Honesty


    SMiLes.. True Love Gives And Shares in Wisdom
    Eyes of Fearless Courage
    In Kindness Never
    Taking and
    On the other ‘my space’
    the Neo-Cortex as Science
    Shows is Ruled By our
    Limbic System which
    Means not unlike Kali
    Our Neurochemicals
    And Neurohormones
    Stick their tongue
    Out at us in terms
    Of Love is
    Chaos so the
    Feather Loves the Wind
    As We Do our Best to
    Rationalize Love and
    Life in General.. i for
    One Observe the
    River and
    Become the
    Water enjoying
    The Benefits of the
    All seeing eye of Horus
    And the Magic of
    When kAli
    Tongue out
    At Me as Life is
    Reason and Magic Too..
    Thanks for the Question
    thoughtsmakeu1007 And
    Speaking of that hehe that
    Is an illusion for without
    Feelings we are
    And Living Hell..
    And that’s why i
    Love kAli
    Horus With
    SMiLes.. For
    i Truly Live..:)
    HeLLoVE HiMaLi.. True i don’t always Use
    Your Name when i drop a Few lines to you before
    i go to sleep wishing You a Wonderful Tuesday Work
    Day Wishing i will always Find some way to make You Feel
    “Super Awesome” Each Day as after all through the Years you
    Surely Have and continue to do this for me always with a Surprise
    that i might not have ever imagined you to do.. when i least expect it too
    For it’s true particularly
    Through the Last
    Couple of Months
    there have
    Been and still
    Are Days that You Kill
    me Softly With Your Song
    now don’t get me wrong this
    is not Nearly Like Dying Just Flushed
    With New Feelings that surprise you like
    Your Heart ‘FLuttering’ up from somewhere it
    has Been Hiding for oh oh so Long when the Words
    You Write are Precisely How i am already Feeling about you
    Like You
    Read my
    Mind With iSynchronicties
    as i’ve Heard it said before..
    And then there are the Photos
    For Magically You Transform
    And Morph Yourself into
    A Changing Picture
    of Emotions
    that Bring
    Same Feelings to me.. now
    Keeping in Mind i am continuing
    to keep this Fresh and Soul Mate Friendly
    Not to Veer Back into the Romantic Feelings of
    Before too Much but i must admit it still can and
    Will Be Very Hard to Get out of Your Eyes So Deep Brown
    Almost Black as Soul Pupils the Student of You i continue to
    Be Learning all about you as you are truly Never Predictable
    And Somewhat always a Puzzle and I’m sure you Know i Love to Be
    Stimulated Above the Shoulders like this but sure there are days
    of Dresses too particularly that one on New Year’s Night so Elegant
    So Poised So Delightfully Worth Cherishing From afar and up close
    too of course Zoom-in with Modern Technology.. hehe.. i do that with
    Your Eyes so i will get a Closer Look at Your Soul.. and like when someone
    is missing You i wonder if you have ever done that with the Photo Below for it is
    true if something ever Happened to me this is the Modern Photo i would want you to
    Remember me as through the years to come and as you get older as me wondering what
    it would have been like to meet me at Your age at my age then.. quite Honestly ..i don’t
    think you would have liked me nearly as much when i was Your age as i surely was not
    Nearly as
    about everything
    in Life as i am now..
    but anyway that’s what Soul
    Mates come into Your Life to Do
    When their Unique Experiences
    of Life Change you in someway to
    Greater Evolve Your Soul.. anyway too
    While i always have been Soul Mate Attracted
    to You in such an Innocent and Joyous way and of
    course Still am as i would love to just Have Ice-cream
    Walking on the Beach with your Wide Eyed Smile to Bring
    So Much Joy to me as it does now of course Making my Life Super
    Awesome with the photos changing of You Bringing Fresh Emotions to me..
    but true as a Man what i will never forget Most as i am Human too is that day
    You Dropped the E-mail with a Photo of You that had the saying it’s not so much
    missing You but wondering if the other person is missing You as i was sure that must
    Be a Mistake Meant for some Indian Movie star and surely not me.. and then the photo
    of You Hiking in the Tropical Forest Said to me You have eyes for me and it was all so
    Much a Surprise
    as i reacted
    in a way
    i had
    Reacted to anything
    You had ever Said to me..
    As after that i started to wonder
    could it be Possible You were Feeling
    About Me in the Poems You Wrote And
    Going Back now and understanding You Were
    That Makes me Feel Super Awesome every time i do
    for i admire you so much and always have Felt you are
    So Beautiful and Smart and Yes Witty too and Best of all
    You See Magic and Spirituality like i do too.. as i always Feel
    How Could A Perfect Angel in Person Write me Poetry when that
    is what she deserves the Most.. And then oh My God You Sent me
    the Indian Ms. Universe Picture of You that was so Magically Sublime
    And Beautiful it was just too Good to Be true And then to my Biggest Surprise
    the Next Night You Called me A Perfect Angel in Person when that Description has
    always been the Way i Feel about you.. but i still couldn’t Believe you could possibly
    Be in Love with me.. until that Slide Came From Your Cafe.. with that Same Quote
    About Missing You and How i am Missing You.. And Honestly when i heard you Say
    the Words of how it would Feel if i Pull You into me and Kiss You on the Cheek With
    Just the Nuance that you would Want so Much More.. True my FriEnd With SMiLes
    That Saturday with all those Seagulls on the Beach You Killed me Softly with
    Your Song that Day
    And of course
    the Atomic
    Poem.. so i just want you
    to know and feel How much
    You Make my heART FLutter
    too But it’s True Even So it is in
    Such a Soft Way of a Song
    Just Well Wishing
    For You to
    as Good
    as i will Possibly
    Make You Feel out of so
    Much Innocent Admiration for
    You for even if i was Your Age and
    somehow all that Worked out that Way
    Just a Hug and Yes A Very Tight and Romantic
    One Would Always Be Enough For me.. and of
    course a Kiss.. i don’t think many Men Love a
    Woman the Way i Love You but it’s true not
    Everyone gets the Opportunity in Life
    to Meet An Angel in Person who is
    Perfect in inches every way
    too.. You are the
    Will Always
    Be on the Pedestal
    of the SPiRiT of mY HeART
    The Deepest PaRT oF my SoUL
    WiTHiN And i am so Happy Your
    HeART Still FLuTTers a Little for me
    For i am Always So Excited when any
    Part of Your Life comes Closer to mine..
    It is a Soft Song of Love You Play For me
    And i don’t Mind at all that it Still Kills me some days..:)


  15. Oh Lord ‘THe CHaOS MaGiC’…NoW
    Ever Notice A SaXoPHoNE IS A SHaPE
    oF A ‘J’ i Don’T See THat As A COiNCiDeNCE
    Be FiRE
    LoVE iCE
    HeAR The MaGiC MuSiC Honestly…
    Be A Free LoViNG iNSTruMenT
    oF God/NatuRE iN You.. Be Authentic
    We Are All Under the Blanket
    of ‘God/Nature’ Get Used
    to it or Stay Ignorant
    And NeVeR LEarn “The SaXoPhone”…
    Like i Told my Psychotherapist Not Unlike
    “Abraham”.. Elton John Has Helped Sire
    More Children Than You’ll Ever Count
    And He’s ‘Gay’.. Refrain Again Please
    Key to Life LEarn the Saxophone
    Play it for God and the Rest of
    the Audience Just Hoping for
    Them to Join in On LiFeLoVE too…
    Ariana Grande Ain’t
    LYinG GoD iS A WoMaN too…
    Let’s FaCE ReaLiTy It’S An
    F iN NuT
    Might aS WeLL Have Fun
    Works For me #CRaZYMaGiCHappY2019
    WHEN you really STUDY HUMANITY
    YOU figure out almost ‘Every Bible’
    IS Worded by INCELS
    To Be a little bit clearer at Least Hehe Per
    ‘Chaos Magic’.. NuT is the Egyptian Sky Goddess
    Literally all Blue too Like Kali too and Yes Impossible to Escape
    as another Friend of mine said Boy Find a Girl who is a ‘Demon’ and
    to Look
    Her Straight
    in the eye of Magic
    Yes i paraphrased a bit
    As Freedom of Creativity
    And A Balance of Lust and Love Will Naturally Do… too…..
    So What Do You Want a ‘Latin Mass’ Moving Stagnant or Staying
    Forward or even Going in Reverse for the Same Old God DaM (Blocking Water of Love)
    Phrases God/Nature is Change not unlike Kali Learn the Music of God or Drown in the Same
    Sheet music
    And Never Sing
    A Newer Jesuit SaXoPHoNE Song of Love and Joy….
    It’s True I’m Polyamorous and Monogamous and My
    Wife Doesn’t Mind as truly for many men it is the
    opposite of that total
    of that
    of THeir WHole
    Life With BLack
    and White Sex too…..
    F that
    i’LL Do
    All the (More more)
    Colors and if i miss
    (Bill Clinton Definition)
    the Sex so WTF i went over
    the Rainbow instead.. hehe..
    Always PLaYinG my Saxophone in a
    New Wave in Ocean Whole God Freer….
    Did You know and Feel and Sense the Source
    And Greatest Stress For All DisEase in Your Life will Likely
    Be Whether or Not You ever Seek and Find Deep Down the
    Authentic And Totally Honest God/Nature Force in You.. and Express that
    With all others Realizing you will never please everyone but You Best
    Be You
    if You
    ever expect
    to generate Your
    own Happiness and
    Give and Share that Free
    Under the Blanket of the Rest of
    Humanity and all that is as God/Nature Free
    Do PriSon
    too and Put
    Yourself there
    by choice and never
    ever get out NoW oN this Terrestrial
    Plane and if you do that Yes You might
    end up like me at age 47 with 19 Medical
    Disorders as a Shut-in in Your Bedroom with
    the Worst Pain Known to Humankind like a Dentist
    Drill in Your Right Eye and Ear that no Drug will touch
    (Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Google it yes it’s ReaL)
    Assessed as Worse than the Pain of Crucifixion from wake
    to Sleep for 66 Months F You yes Fun You too no one is going to stop
    me from Playing My Saxophone even if i just Go Solo Still So Free to
    Be in
    the Arms
    of God Nature Within
    Yes F iN (Fun) Free i used to say
    Yes to everything School and Work
    And Culture and Organized Religion told
    me i had to do i was the “Perfect” Little Robot
    until i figured out the Stranger of Me is God who is
    Lost in Prison as Nature in me Finding that Authentic
    Me Truly has Created a Dreamtime of ‘Chaos Magic’ come
    to Fruition where i come out of Chaos Rising as Any Rose Will
    All FLoWeReD out instead of Trapped in Prison as just a ‘Perfect’
    i was
    Trust me
    or not Rose is
    Better not Just
    Red Rose but all
    the Magic Colors Beyond
    the Rainbow and More for
    i Naturally Win this Way with Positive Synergy in
    Energy (Vibrations Frequencies [Hi Tesla]) and more than Likely you Will too
    And perhaps Your Super Bowl 53 Win Will be sooner than age 53 in ways of
    ‘Isaiah 53’ (Hero Archetype Story Oldest Human Story nothing new for those who
    are Truly Little/Big Lebowski achievers and Herbie and that Love Bug Volkswagon
    Number 53 too Yep… like me Getting Out of Hell and Dancing Singing into Freedom
    of i Will Write And Direct/Produce/Act/Dance/Sing my Own Play of Life Now AweSoMeLY True
    Giving and Sharing
    the same
    By God Different True in LiGht too..
    You are ReaLLy Never alone You are Allone
    As Long and Even
    ‘The Blanket’
    of before of what
    ‘they’ all said then
    DoinG All Of What
    You Can And Will Be BeNeaTH
    Free to Be ‘me’ too… And Rise as Rose Free
    all the
    of the THorns too
    as You Dance and
    Sing Even Freer to Be.. Y.O.U. too….:)

  16. It’S Not HoW YoU LiVE
    Life THat CountS it’S How Y.O.U. FuN iN LoVE iT!!!
    i’ll Be Back Later to add to the
    SonG SuN and Sand is
    Currently Calling For Dance
    And Katrina Says Get Your BuTT iN Here For Lunch
    Speaking of the Saxophone And
    The Crimson Tide Perhaps A
    Little Steely Dan is in Order for Winners True
    i Used to Watch College Football
    SaXOiPHoNE is so much more EntertaininG NoW!!!

  17. NeVeR TaKiNG NoW
    LoVE CReaTiNG GiVinG SHaRinG
    HaPPYWeDNeSDaY to YoU MoRE
    CoLoR oF
    YouR SKiN
    mY SoUL
    BRowN MoRE

  18. Well With the Jazz and a Prompt By dVerse for the International
    Poets to take a Photo of an Object in their Environment and take a Picture
    of it seems in order of Art for me but no not an Object For the Nature of Several
    Sunsets A Rose and Another Desert Rose of Greatest Sublime Beauty to me of course..
    but hey i’ve been Writing
    Quite a Bit about the Beauty
    of all of that and With Jazz there
    is always Improvisation More to come
    With Never Capitulation or as Lower Brow
    Hehe.. Football Announcers might Say during
    the ChampionShip Game Giving up and Losing
    Your Muse to Play as True Life is a Game this way
    We Find Our Muse and Keep it by all Measure of Love
    Necessary as it’s not so much about Receiving Love as it
    is all about the Worship of the Act of Love in Appreciation of
    All the Gifts of Life and for me this will Never Be as small as
    A Trump Tower for the Human Soul is limitless Colors and
    Flavors of More to Feel and Sense than any Steel and
    Mortar Building without a Soul for True the Egyptian
    Pharaohs Built the Pyramids to extend the
    So-Called “Ki'” of their Spirit yes
    Uploading their Soul and
    so-called Heart into
    A Grand
    Edifice of
    Stone but You see What
    A Soul A Spirit of HeART WiLL
    Do when Given And Shared With others
    Free is the Emotional and Sensory Energy
    that a Human Soul Will Live so Much longer after
    the Last Blink and Breath of Life to Do if you care enough
    About those who come after you and speaking of that
    i once had a Facebook Friend Rather Extremely
    Open Minded Exclaiming on a Status that
    Some old Wrinkled Poet’s Words is what
    drove Her then to Slip Her
    Panties off for
    You See
    there are
    Words that are
    Flesh and Blood Like
    This too.. but no hehe she
    was talking about Voltaire and
    Verily and Surely not me.. hAha..
    True that was before i started Writing
    Erotic Poetry and i’m glad i did to knock
    that off my Bucket List when i did as after 88,788
    Words of that these days at least no Drive to do that
    As all Drive is for Pure Love for some folks will have that
    Effect on You.. the Light Force as A Sith Might Dance and Sing
    too away from Shadow more into Light.. Anyway a Poem will move
    More than a Pyramid Ever Will unless you are into Objects as such
    for True there is one Condition where folks even Get turned on by the Eiffel Tower
    True quite a Tall Edifice even though it does lean a bit to one side or the other but
    never the less
    the Human
    And Co-Creativity is
    No limit as we will become
    more like Tools than Flesh and
    Blood as even our Avatars will be
    Able to Bring Great Love but anyway
    A Beautiful Face and Never Ending Depths
    of Soulful Eyes with a Sublime Sunset and
    Jesus F in Christ not my Face haha.. for i wear
    Shades and no other option but to put Eyes in Words..
    That’s A Pretty Amazing Tool ActuALLy for before my eyes were
    only Two Colors Green and Blue Depending on Amorous Artful
    Adventures or Rational Scientific Think Tank stuff anyway i Float
    on the First
    and Sink
    to Black
    And white
    Below Green and
    Blue on the Second
    So Let’s Just Dance and
    Sing at Least me i continue to
    Love the Art of all i do particularly
    Sunsets and the Sublime Beauty of Never ending eyes..
    Anyway this may not Cover all of the Steely Dan Song Named
    ‘Deacon Blues’ but i am Ready for a bit of ‘Dream Weaver’ and a Visit to dVerse
    Just for the
    of EXPLoRinG
    MoRE ArT iN heART
    SPiRiT DanceS SinGS
    FReeR IN Free Verse SoUL
    So So Much Better Than Watching An Orange Liar On TV


  19. Art of Zen Ego
    So Much More
    Than Nothingness
    Just Like the Rest of Life
    Make it more than Colors and
    it Black
    And White
    And Only Half
    A Brain of Mechanical
    Cognition as i Digress into
    Science But
    Better now
    As Social
    Empathic Cognition
    in all the Dance and
    Song in Poetry of Life
    Where all becomes an
    Ever Changing Kitchen Magnet..:)

    Old Iron Pan Grand Ma’s
    Cooking Mama Wese for us Short
    For Louise oh how i wanted French Fries
    From Burger King Finishing Half a Day of Senior
    Year Working Since 16 as a Janitor Through School
    Paying 50 Dollars a Month to my Mother For a Hand
    me Down ’70 White Maverick.. as true we all paid our
    Dues Back then.. Funny i appreciated those Fries more
    than the Scrambled
    Eggs Mama
    Would Make
    us all For Free..
    We Decide what We
    Value Be Careful what i choose….

    Oh Lord this Reminds me i have A Superman
    Robe in my Closet Hanging Up with Symbol
    S of Hope before they Changed Superman
    into a Man on a Cross
    Ha! i never
    Never wear anything
    But Short Pants even
    in Snow hehe What
    Good is a Robe to Superman.. hAha..;)

    Zen Walls
    Zen Halls
    of Poetry
    For the
    of our Breath

    Magic Talisman is it Form or Essence
    Sugar Pill or Belief.. Voodoo
    or Doubt By
    Monkey understands
    What they Feel and
    Sense the Most
    Without any
    at all it
    is what
    Dreams Come
    To Fruition in Bananas For all..:)

    Poets Come From Dark
    And Light Often Mother’s
    So Bright in Love and Father’s
    So Stagnant
    in Dark
    IS A Meteor
    HeART Whose
    Love Now Brings
    Greater Art to Life as Spirit
    Through Pain and Struggle…
    Yet Soul
    Star Dust Loves..:)

    Hmm.. Frank This Reminds
    Me i Do Love Poems
    But Hand
    in Flow
    Are Set So
    Free From Time
    Smiles Where has
    Hand Writing Gone
    Analog To Digital as
    We Do Our Best to make
    Original Strokes out of Plastic Keys
    And Fiber
    Thin FlesH and Blood
    i am so lucky
    as my Hand
    Writing Looks Like Crow CR8P Without
    Wings in Chicken Scratch No Where to Fly..;)

    i Suppose it’s Just
    Synchronicity as
    Eiffel Towers
    Up for me now too
    That’s What i Love
    About Life (Poetry) Most all
    The Keys We Find to Relate too..:)

    SMiLes.. Before the
    Internet there was/
    Is 15 Minutes
    of Fame
    And Now
    PerhapS A Thousand
    or More Years if Trump
    Gets FiReD/iMPeached
    Before he
    Of The World
    As We KnoW iT aT LeasT..;)

    SMiLes For as i Told my Wife Once
    ‘That’ ‘Kitchen Table’ Has/IS A Soul
    ParT of the DeSigner
    And The
    PutS iT All ToGeTHeR..:)

    God’s DeLiGHT
    At Best
    Proof that
    God is Neither
    Robot or Computer
    Unless God iS A Dark
    Computer BuG.. Hehe..;)

    SMiLes.. Just Thinking About
    Your ‘Purple Pen Trademark’
    Here for i wonder how many Folks (i do)
    You have Conditioned to See you whenever
    they See Purple Print as i did the Similar Thing with
    Public Dancing 10,544 Miles All Around my Metro
    Area in a little Over 64 Months now for
    Wherever i go
    now even
    when i
    don’t dance
    that is rare
    to Never.. Folks
    Smile as Soon as
    i Walk in the Door
    for they Don’t Even See
    me as all they See is Dance…
    For 66 Months as a Shut-in With
    19 Medical Disorders i forgot what it
    Even Felt Like to Smile with Type Two
    Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep
    Like A Dentist Drill Without a Drug to Touch it
    in my Right Eye And Ear.. Funny how it is when
    Folks don’t Understand i F in Hate money for a
    is all
    the Reward
    i Will Either Give or Receive..
    It’s All A matter of Perspective
    For Some Folks A Smile iS Heaven And
    For Some Folks A Golden Tower is the Hell they are…
    Hoping they
    Don’t go where
    i went no Doubt
    A Best Place for them
    to Get Out And Dance too..;)

    A Child’s
    Gift Art
    Without Instruction
    No Limits Without Sidewalks..:)

    Picture Frame 95 Year Old Great
    Grand Father Passing Away in ’65
    5 Years Old For me.. 62 for my Grandmother
    With Failing Sight for that DArkness Brought
    Many Oil
    to Life
    Comes From: DArk
    From: Passion From: Being Human
    Feeling Sadness To Joy to: Even Ecstasy Now

    For me At Least iT iS Finding
    Poetry Dance And Song
    iN ALL Stuff LiFE Even
    Every Word And
    Every Letter
    to: thE Tools LoVinGLY
    We Make For From: This Blood
    Way All Of LiFE IS A PoETrY
    PRompT OuR PearL to: CoLoR MoRE..:)

    SMiLes You had
    me at the Seagulls
    So Free So Richard
    Bach So Livingston Higher to Reach..:)

    It’s Like
    A Child’s (Thoth)
    EYes Of Wonder More..:)

    That Rounds out
    17 As Dream
    Weaver comes
    To Fruition Next as Sleep.. hehe..;)

    1.8.19 11:42 PM

  20. #SouLDanCinG2019
    Some People See Dead People
    LooKinG ACross A RiVeR Before
    i SPeaK AT Age 4 A Tree..
    i See God TheNoW EteRNaLLY
    FoResT i AM 1.9.19 8:48AM
    i am
    Raised On The River
    Willing Street Down
    Town Milton
    iN A World Of
    by God
    GreaTesT Soul Mate Lover FRiEnD
    Takes You to See the Face oF GoD iN Y.O.U.
    Oops Gonna JusT Do iT AGaiN
    Color of Wind
    We Will Paint Love
    Marry the Night
    Marry the Day
    Merry The Life

    Y.O.U. am i And me are You
    You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
    And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
    You are me And i am Y. O. U.

    You Are the Sky You Are the
    Earth You Are the Moon and
    the Sun and All That Is Beyond the

    it is no Different
    than Writing to Y.O.U..

    You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
    to G.O.D.

    For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now

    Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
    For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You

    How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
    True You Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter

    Yes all the Love the Pain
    And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
    Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
    Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
    River Hades that Never Seems to End

    So Bright so Dark
    So Cold and Warm
    All the SHades of Grey
    All the Colors of Home

    Precious Are Souls for
    Souls Live in
    All of Existence

    And it’s True
    if i could not Quote You and Write You
    None of this Will Exist now..

    You are the One i Thank the most
    You live in Everyone You are my Star
    You are my Guiding Light..

    You are the Pleasure
    my Food
    You Teach
    me more about
    Love than i ever knew
    and sensed and felt before

    You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
    Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath

    You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
    is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
    Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
    We Wish to escape from/to..

    You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
    but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
    Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child

    It was never about me it is always about You You
    are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
    are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family

    This is my Only Bible my Holy
    Grail and i shall Never Forget it
    This is my Life This is my Love This
    is what God will Say if God is Human and Love

    1.9.19 9:16 AM


  21. Hmm.. WiLL This
    FiT oN mY TaG…
    From: HoW ABouT YouRS
    IT’S ALL Morse Code to: me

    Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
    Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
    Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
    Do Do Do Do Do Do 8886

    #Jesus Is ALL Right With me

    THaT OnE ‘Thing’ That Will Make
    Alabama Fans Love Clemson
    #Jesus Hmm.. JusT Hmm….

  22. Yah.. if Jesus were to come back now i’m sure His Biggest
    Disappointment would be You didn’t Follow His Good Cop Jesus
    Teachings and instead You Promoted Him to an Idol Hanging on a Cross
    or even Worse
    You Changed
    His Name
    to Jesus and
    Worshipped the
    Label of who he most
    wanted you to be according
    to the Story Love iNCaRNaTE
    Naked as the Flesh and Blood of
    Love to Give and Share to All Others
    Freely with Courage iN Wisdom Kindness
    of Beauty’s Love For All but Alas and By ALast
    THeRE is the Human Shadow Yes the Devil’s in the
    Details as they say too the Con-Social Emotions off Jealousy
    Greed and Envy Pride that is more important than the other Fear
    Yes Fear of Lust and Ownership of others thereof for true in the Heaven
    of Jesus You Will Love Your Sister and Brother and Your Father and Mother
    And Your Neighbor By God No Different than i Love HiMaLi albeit there might
    not be A Romantic
    Hug or Kiss
    in the Heart
    And Shadow
    of Your Being
    Or Did You Forget the
    Story of Jesus Proclaims
    Heaven is at Hand Within Always
    in this Generation now a Place yes with
    no Sun and Moon for the Light of Love that
    Shines within to give and share Freely as Angels
    on Earth Will Do With Each other Never owning each
    Other With Paper Work only Loving Freely with no Jealousy
    Envy or Greed in Hoarding Love unto Two instead of All to Love
    More to
    Love the one You
    are With Whoever they
    are Wherever they are
    Whenever they Are
    With all Your Heart
    And Spirit and
    Soul and
    no this does
    not mean you Have
    to ‘Bootie Dance’ with them
    if you Happen to meet them at
    the Dance Hall hehe.. but if so that
    is Your Shadow and Part of God in You too
    For God Will not Convict You for Who You Are
    or any other Part of How God Creates You to be
    and Do all of Who You Are.. but you see the Fact that
    It Burns Your Soul it Burns Your Heart it Burns Your Spirit
    That other Folks From other Countries Might Get a Meal on
    Your Dime a Place to Sleep Some Health Care And that Folks
    with Similar Sexual Orientations Will Love to Dedicate their Lives
    to each other if they are Monogamous too.. the Fact that You don’t Understand
    that Abortion is a Dark and Real part of Nature too no different than Birth and Death
    too and if you take away the Most Humane Way to do what is still done as Much in Catholic
    Mexico Where Both Church and State Say it is illegal to do there.. there will only Be More Suffering
    and Permanent Disability and Death if you Do what You Say is Right but in Reality Will Harm
    In Misery
    and Suffering
    And Disabilities and
    Death More As That too is
    the Ignorance of You for True
    Ignorance is a part of Your Nature True
    it is a Dark Part of Life Like Abortion is too..
    But True You are Still Human too you know not
    what You Do as not everyone is very Rational too..
    The Thing is
    the only
    out of this
    is to do Your
    Best Yes Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
    Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
    And Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
    With the Refrain of Do Do Do Do
    Do Do Love Even More
    Jesus is a Story
    And You
    Too if
    You Do Love
    Enough Will Make
    the Good Cop Part of
    the Jesus Story Come True
    Again today So Yes Please Do #BringBackJesusAlive

    He’s Tired
    Of Being

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  24. https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/01/09/y-o-u-2019/

    To: JusT ANoTHeR VaLeNTiNE’S
    CarD From: Y.O.U. And HaLLMarK
    AnYWaYS iT’S ALWaYS GReaT To:
    Be ALiVE From: LoVE ALWaYS NoW
    My Sister Said Change YouR SiGNaTuRE
    PoSE i DiD iT’S MaGiC AnD ReaL And
    MaY Be HarD FoR MosT Folks to See
    Katrina Says You Will Love People
    But Not Like Them Very Much Perhaps
    She’s Correct WiLL LooK iN To THaT
    HoPEFuLLY iT’S ConTAGiouS
    BacK LaTeR aS USuAL NoW
    BReaKinG OuT iN TeaRS oF JoY..;)
    PeRHaPS SoMe Taylor Swift
    ReMaRKS oN RePuTaTioN
    ARe iN Art oF OrDeR NoW
    WeLL.. Who ThE F iN HeLL Were
    Y’ALL EXPeCTinG AnYWaY iT iS Y.O.U. (Thanks)
    Who Asks FoR iT AGaiN PRePaRinG SoME WayS.. heHE..;)


  25. Hi Frank.. And Thanks for
    Dropping by an Unusually
    Small 530 Word MacroVerse
    Titled #Y.O.U.2019 as of Course
    when one Tags a Title With a Period
    After the First Letter all ya get is Y.. hehe..
    that is both
    the Feather
    And the Wind
    in Purpose and Fate..
    but anyway i felt like the
    Feather and The Wind Simultaneously
    When the Decision and Action came as
    one so Voila it all came out at once and Thanks
    for Quoting the Lines “So Bright so Dark So Cold
    and Warm All the shades of Grey All the Colors
    of Home” as to Stay in the Flow is to be the
    River and the Water and the Boat
    too Waves Expressing
    Ocean Whole
    and All That
    Is of That too..
    Anyway hehe.. i don’t
    Get Cold for i don’t wear
    A Jacket i Spiral for i do not
    Dance in Straight Lines and
    i Sing for My Fingers Love it
    As The Keys Become Notes of Music
    More this way as JusT A DeLiGHT oF DoinG
    LiFE NoW not complicated Really Just what Floats
    iN the Wind
    As i continue to be the Air i Breathe..
    Hmm.. Believe there is another Song and
    Story for that too Thanks God For YouTube and Google too..;)

  26. FiRE MeeTS
    IcE LoVE MelTS
    EVaPoRaTES SPReads

    SMiLes The Weekend is Almost Here and A Day of Fasting
    if i Remember for You on Thursday as i’ve Started Subtracting
    Two Hours to Figure out what Day as it is easier than adding
    10 to Now and what else my Mission if i Will to Complete it is
    to not Really Make Love but Create Love in Art to Make Your
    Morning Super Abundant and Awesome Just Like that And
    As Synchronicity Will Have it Usually a Song From the
    Past comes a Calling for A Theme Song to inspire
    the Dance of my Fingers more.. as it is Really
    Really Clear today So With only Blue
    Sunshine i don’t see much
    Forecast for
    Sunsets Mirrored
    in the Water Just For
    You From Nature and me
    So Free as all i Do as A Wild and
    Loving Kitty Cat Will Hunt For Beauty
    With Wisdom And Kindness Wherever
    i Seek And Find iT With A Healthy Dose
    of Fearless Courage to Arrive to the Place
    i Belong the Air i Love to Breathe Most and All
    That Comes to Create Art by Love to my FriEnd
    Anyway.. i was never really Satisfied with the
    Posts i Dedicated to You as they were
    not nearly as Focused for the God
    i See in You Namaste as
    ‘they’ Say too So i
    Created this
    one Truly
    for Y.O.U.
    Understanding Where
    the Purest of Love Lives that
    Love is Appropriate for Everyone
    As Y.O.U. to partake of Too.. Anyway
    i Do Wish You More Lovely and Precious
    Days to come for the Ending of Your Work Week
    Soon and Truly May We all Breathe the Air of Love
    The Force That Brings All The Colors of Life to Truly Live..:)


  27. Eve the origin of ‘Evil’
    For the Spell the Dance
    Of Her Love Magic Tragi-
    Comedy DeLiGHT LoVE iS
    The Man On the Moon Too..
    i Can’t Wait
    To See the New
    Captain Marvel Movie
    She is Super Awesome..;)

    Two KiNds oF Lions/Pride..
    Rule oVer Free..
    Free oVer Rule..:)

    Every Breath YoU TaKE
    Every BLiNK i MaKE
    Every DReAMWeCReaTE
    Colors Change Seek/
    Find the Colors
    That/Who Change Most Change Them too…
    EnJoY’All ThE FireWorks Before They Go out…
    Let’s FAce FActs
    You’ll Never Paint
    Without The PAint
    Share Give
    Katie Mia
    Write a comment…
    “Don’t Forget” The YT Checklist
    On the Traits of ‘Genius’ Please too…
    Give Share
    Katie Mia
    Write a comment…
    Attach a photo or video
    Oh Yes THere Is Captain Marvel
    Too i Believe She Used to
    Be An Auto-Pilot Too
    i Do Admire Captain
    Marvel True
    Share Do
    Katie Mia Please
    Write a comment…
    BeAUTiFuL SKiN
    cOUnts BuTT IT iS
    NeVeR SoUL Deeper
    DeePeR So True Too
    Some Are Super Smart
    Some Are Super Creative
    Some Are Super Nice Now
    Some Are Super Care Givers
    Oh God Yes And a Little Roberta
    Flack And the First Time i Ever Saw
    Your Face Will Sing So Sweetly too…
    Turn On the Carly Simon Song and
    New Captain Marvel Trailer on Now
    To Dance Together Please On Que…
    She Said You Are Something All Right
    i’M Not Sure But Something Butt Whatever
    It Is It’s True No one Does It Better Than You
    She Couldn’t ‘Make-Up’ Her ‘Mind’… i Asked Katrina
    Which One am i… Romantic Or A Fredache (Pain in the Ass)
    I’d Rather Be the Trembling Heart of a Captive Bird than Touch Your Lips
    i’d Rather Feel Your Heart
    than Lay
    i rather
    Feel Your
    Soul than Hug
    You or Hold Your
    Hand Flesh Will Grow Old
    Hair Will Turn Grey if you don’t
    Brush Your Teeth they may Fall Out
    But True You are too much of a Perfectionist
    to do that and i Love You For that too.. Same Pinch
    But Different Feeling
    i suPPose it all comes
    Down to Which
    Song You
    Put First
    Loving You
    Loving Me
    Loving Stories
    LoViNG GeNiUS So Rare
    So Beautiful So Truly Beautiful It is….
    Never to Hold….
    THere IS A Fast Dance Of A BootiE Dance
    And ThE SLoW Dance oF A LovE THaT OnLY TOuches,,,
    SMiLes.. Wanna Feel What A Fredache Felt Like to me before…
    Listen to ALL FOUR VIDEOS At Once Before i Began to Sing
    At 50 And Dance at 53.. i am the Boat the River the Water Now
    i am the Shore the Wave the Ocean Now
    i am the Wind the Sky the Air Now
    i Will Not Hear
    A Pin
    And i Love it…
    if i ever Hurt Your
    Head too.. Please Turn me off….
    In Some Ways it can be very Lonely
    Being me but it doesn’t Hurt anymore….
    When People Ask what makes Genius Trust me They Don’t Wanna
    Know And Deep Down i Feel You Experience some of that/this Pain too….


  28. SMiLes mY FriEnd Sohair Truly what
    Makes All Humans Equal is We aRe ALL
    Born And We Die And aLL That Is NoW
    That Counts
    those two
    BLinks And BReaTHS
    of Life Is Whether We
    Live and Love to Live with
    Love or Whether We don’t
    For iN THat Place oF LoVE
    Truly there are
    No Strangers
    For when
    Becomes Love
    Human Breathes Love
    The Top of the Pyramid
    Yes the Capstone Gift to Us
    Fuller Realized aS aN ExisTence
    of LoVE NoW That And who Gives
    And Shares Freely mY FriEnd ToGeTHeR All..:)

    Only If More Folks
    Are Not Afraid From:
    To: Fight For Love…
    To: Tear Down All
    The Walls
    oF Fear
    And Hate…
    To: LoVE EacH oTHeR
    Or Would You Rather
    Do Luke Warm or
    Less i RaTHeR
    Not Be
    OuT oF LoVE
    Hence i Never
    Give uP oN LoVE

    JusT A NoTHeR
    DaY oN mY BeacH

    KeY Sense Felt
    Heart Felt Mindless

    But Yes Please Don’t Leave Wisdom
    Courage Kindness Sweetness of Beauty Behind

    Will You Face Your Soul in the Mirror Your Shadow
    And the Angel That Makes All of You Without A Stitch
    of Culture By God Not Even Words Only Feelings Senses

    i WiLL
    i Do i Dance
    SinG NoW Do

    By God Not Even Words Only Feelings Senses

    Will You Face Your Soul in the Mirror Your Shadow
    And the Angel That Makes All of You Without A Stitch
    of Culture

    But Yes Please Don’t Leave Wisdom
    Courage Kindness Sweetness of Beauty Behind

    ‘Time Passages’ Al Stewart Back From When i was a
    Senior in High School in ’78 Lord Knows Feels And Senses
    Jesus F in Christ that was 41 Years ago.. And Just to Think out
    of Pure Respect and Admiration of my Dance A Young Woman likely
    no Older than (18) that Bought and Brought me a Pink Rose on the Dance
    Floor Last Week for nothing more than to Bring a Smile to a totally Focused
    Two Generations
    Younger than me and
    By God the Old Adage of
    You are Only as Young as You
    Feel is True as Ever for i most Definitely
    Feel Younger now than i did at 18 Within and
    Unless you are going to worry about a Nick on
    Your Brand New Car Or a Scar here or there i
    am as New as i’ve ever Felt in my Life not
    for just the Smooth Waters of the Sea
    but for the Fact that i will Experience
    Higher and Lower Raging
    Waves of Life Ocean
    Whole in Emotions
    and Senses and
    my Boat will not Be
    Overturned as i become
    one with the Waves and the Ocean
    Whole Thanks in Large Part to all the People
    in my Life Who Generate so many Colors For the
    Waves of Life to Navigate iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity
    as LiviNG MusE MoRE NoW too.. As True tonight is a Big
    Part of that for the 244th Dance Week Night at Old Seville Quarter
    where once i was the Bowling Guy who managed a Place like that for
    the Military For Close to 2 Decades for Pay who never really learned how
    to Bowl or do it much at all to Now the ‘Norm’ of Dance at a Club of ‘Cheer’s
    Where By God i am the “Ted Danson” of Dance As all i Serve in Life now is Dance and Song
    Walt Whitman Once Wrote a
    Poem Called ‘Song of Myself’ as
    He was 37 Years old and it was
    A Dedication to all the Feelings and
    Senses he enjoyed in all of the Life he
    Loved Yes the Gift with no Name But God
    Within the Flesh and Blood Soul as Real as
    the Human Touch for A Man or a Woman Unafraid
    to Hug to Enjoy all the Colors and Flavors of Life even more..
    So Yeah i still Stand in Front of the Mirror without a Stitch of Culture
    Fearless With Wisdom Kind heHE with about as Much Beauty as a 240 LB
    Dude Will Muster up Tan from Head to Toe on a 1.10.19 Day in the Life of
    me.. at 58.5 Years Old as my Anniversary of 66 Months in Heaven on Earth
    is coming in about 12 Days as i continue to Move away From the Polar Opposite
    of this continuing Delight in the other Place of BLacK Abyss Soul in Pain and Numb
    For 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom with the Worst Pain known to Humankind
    Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia like a Dentist Drill in my Right eye and ear yes the Entire
    Journey in Hell for 66 Months from wake to Sleep Never knowing if i could make it even one
    more second in life with 18 other Disorders mostly associated with Stress that would put most
    folks down.. so what i’ve come to Dance and Sing today at least from my Point of View is there
    is no need to Fear Time Passages as so many folks both common and sages of the Ages Have
    all we
    have to
    Fear is Fear
    itself but true
    it helps to have
    Human Beings in
    Charge of Government True..
    For now my ReTirement is Secure
    but if You Don’t show enough Wisdom and
    Courage and Kindness in Sweetness of
    Beauty to Demand Human Beings Be in
    Charge of Building the Avenues for
    Your Human Potential all is
    Subject to Loss but
    for now my
    is Forevermorenow REAL
    Worrying i’ve already Buried
    as Whitman Related About Fear
    then too.. i’ve seen that Corpse
    and that Corpse of Fear of
    Me is surely more
    than 6 Feet
    River of
    Hades so far gone
    Away from Hell to Heaven now..
    It’s an inside Game This Heaven thing..
    As ‘they’ say if you Look For it in the Sky the
    Birds Will Precede Your Journey to Heaven now
    And so will all the other Small Creatures as the Last
    Will Become First among our Furry Friends and The Trumps
    Who are First are already Last now but they Have no idea what Heaven Feels
    And Senses like now the Place of Nakedness where not a Stitch of Culture now not even A
    Word (GoD)
    Needed Now
    For Real God
    Lives Within Real
    All is Time Passage
    in Heaven as there is
    only the Eternal Now and the ALWaYS
    FLoWeR oF GoD WiTHiN BLooMiNG Rose
    Gift With Shadow Self and Angel Fully Present
    Holding Hands Just BLoWinG Kisses in and as the
    Wind the Air i Breathe….
    i AM.
    132 Months
    of Hell and Heaven
    33 Months Stuck Between
    the Ears And what is coming
    Up to Be 99 Months of Writing
    12 Million Words And what has
    Been Over 64 Months now too
    of Writing Close to What is now
    6.66 Million Words in that
    Period of Time in a
    Longest Long
    Form Poem
    Bible in Free Verse
    Style with Stream of Consciousness
    Holy Creative Spirit Shapes that come
    All Natural with that Plus 10,545 Miles of
    Public Dance in the Last 64 Months too
    Will Teach You Many Things about
    Life Worth Giving and Sharing
    More i’ve Finished the
    Last 31 Month
    With God
    3.7 Million Words
    and 8 Subchapter Bibles
    Titled of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    for that total of Close to 6.66 Million
    Words now as that 3.7 Million Word Subchapter
    is Named “Nether Land Bible 2017” Starting on Memorial
    Day Weekend of 2016.. Including that Trio of Christmas Bible
    Subchapters as King James Sized ‘Grand Cross Bibles’ in 2016
    And 2017 and 2018 Accomplished each Year in the 7 Month Period
    of Memorial Day Through Christmas Day along with Last Year’s “Facebook
    Profile Pic Bible 2018” as since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 all of my Words Yes
    Well Over 2.1 Million Words continue to Multiply in Every Facebook Profile Pic Description
    Area as Just another place to Proof Read what i write as i go for Quick Access wherever i go
    more as what i do will never be Proof Read by any Human Made Software Program other than
    the Original
    that Lives
    as Part of
    God within
    Unique and Flowing
    As Any River Will So i Celebrate
    God And as the Gift of my Soul ongoing
    i got this MuLTi-UniVerse Within figured
    out enough to Make Heaven Work for me
    Now Sharing and Giving Heaven to someone else is the only Challenge Left….aS onLY SpArks of
    my Heaven may Be Brought to others Free as i continue to Dance and Sing SMiLes and Then THere is Just another ‘Multi-UniVerse to
    figure out somewhere
    of time
    No Different Center Point
    of ReaLiTY The Existence
    Than TheNoW the Eternal NoW…
    And of course Always Different
    from now to now….
    That ‘Time
    Passages’ Song is a long one NoW..
    As ALWaYS the Dance And the Song Continues NoW….
    As Katrina Says Get Your Butt off the Computer or i WiLL
    Have Difficulty Finding a Parking Place at the Dance Hall tonight
    True we
    Will AWaYS
    Do ‘OuR’ Wings
    And Appreciate our Anchors too..
    Yes.. Every Grain of Sand too that potentially
    Will Hold Up A Mountain Of Human Love to Give and Share more….
    For it is Always
    that for this ReaSoN
    This ReaLiTY Now None
    Of Us Are Greater Than A Grain Of Sand
    Unless We Have Already Fallen Below Love…
    (Translation: Without Love You Are Less Than A Grain Of Sand
    But Never Ever Give Up Keep Reaching Up to The Kingdom oF LoVE [Y.O.U.])

  29. Still “Jumping Fonzie Sharks” (Hint: Google it..;)

    JusT A HuncH NoT MeanT As A Pancreatic Pun
    Perhaps More World Sweetness Makes Less
    Cancer, etc….

    Disclaimer: Not A Qualified
    Witch but the Capital Letters
    Mixed iN Makes This A MaGiC
    SPeLL So PLeasE RePoRT
    BacK iN A Year iF iT Works
    With No PuNS too….

    As Science Shows Sugar Pills
    Are iNcredibly Effective And
    WitH All Honesty This May
    Only Work
    For You….

    May Your Faith iN You ALWays Bless You
    And Bring More World Sweetness/JoY/LiFE…

    Well Well Well Well ACTuALLY Super AWeSoME for me at Least
    in the Kingdom of Heaven WiTHiN for Close to 66 MonthS NoW
    Yep.. Anniversary in 11 Days from this 1.11.19 Day now
    at 10:22 Am as i write this now to my Old Friend the “Call for
    an Uprising Dude” (And Mario) For You See this is also a Love Story Quite
    A MaGNiFiCenT one as ‘that’ goes as the Last go to Heaven now and the
    MeeK as Such
    Who are Fearless
    Kind With Courage
    Appreciating the Beauty
    of Kindness in Sweetness Some Days
    Eternally Now Do Most Definitely Do
    Go Yes 100 percent Faith Trust Belief
    Hope Voila the Kingdom of Love Within NoW
    Yes that Place Yes this Place that one will never Find
    if they Look to the Sky for the Birds the Least and Meek
    Shall Precede You in that Place and by God Yes even
    the Fish in the Sea Particularly if you Look Below more
    Toward the BLacK Abyss SoUL ever lasting time of
    Human Fear and Hate Yes the Overall Condition
    of Human Hell Within that other place often
    Precipitated By only Fear and Stress
    Even if Hate is no Part of the
    Equation yep done did that
    Place for 66 Months
    Within from 1.22.08
    Through 7.22.13 on
    or about those
    DateS Ain’t
    Going back particularly
    With the Worst Pain known to
    Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep for
    66 Months like Dentist Drill in Right eye
    and ear that no Drug Will touch my God Yes
    as far as ‘Job’ Stories go too Assessed in Medical
    Literature as Worse than the actual Torture of Crucifixion
    So Be it NoWTHeN as Truth THere is not only “John 14:12” iN
    LiGHT as i do now there is also “John 14:12” Before that i Endured
    in DArk too and Let me tell You this ‘Call for an Uprising Dude’ who
    insists an ‘Anti-Christ’ will come Back in the Name of Love yes In Total
    Tolerance And Acceptance for All Loving Enemies Always as such too as
    those ‘613 Torah Commandments’ are reduced to Two FearlesS Unconditional
    Love For ALL mY FRiEnD and yes Per Paul Gentile Jew Servant Free Man and
    Or Woman (yep Transgender Folks go to Heaven now too Within not Just Above
    or Below NoW All around Within Inside outside above so below and yes refrain again
    All Around) No more as in the Kingdom of Love Within there are no Cultural and or Religious
    Labels Older than the Sea Just Love mY Friend as after all Sea is a Three Letter Abstract Construct
    Co-Created by Humans no Different than the Three Letter Word God that will Never Comprise the
    iNeffable for all the Force of God all around Yes the Force of God that Fills our HeARTS our
    SPiRiTS our SoUL With So Much Love by God this Could be about a Woman too Perhaps
    Her Name Is KaTRiNA and or HiMaLi and Don’t Be so Sure When Jesus or Whoever Does
    CoMe Back as the Human Essence INCaRNaTE oF LoVE is not Polyamorous
    or Did You Forget about the Kingdom of Heaven A Place of Angel Love For
    ALL True Chances are a Real Jesus would’t Have the time to do the
    Bill Clinton Definition of Sex even if he desired it oh oh God SO
    SO Much.. Sacrifices as ‘they’ DanceSinG not nearly as much
    as the Cross of 66 Months on a Cross Worse than
    A Cross my Friend where each Second May Yes
    Does Last a Relative Thousand Years of Hell
    within what else.. so You are Pissed
    off and Using the F word (hmmm)
    ‘Cause you Are Pissed off
    that there is a New
    CoMiC Book
    in Relief
    of the ‘Second
    Coming of Jesus’ for
    God wants a Better Job done
    this go around with Mass Communication
    And Technology and all that stuff and after all
    in John 14:12 Jesus Promised that even Joe the Plumber
    Will Do Greater Works of LoVE NoW With the Force of Faith
    And Belief and Overall Trust in all that is as God WiTHiN
    iN Zero Doubt now.. True my name Ain’t Joe or Jesus
    NoW And You May Name me Whatever the F You Like
    Even JusT Fred if that Turns you on or off too my FRiEnD..
    Here’s the Deal when You are in Hell You Will Make whatever
    Deal it takes to Get out With God And it’s true Sadly ‘up here’ all around
    Some Folks Will make a Deal with Fear and Hate that ‘Other Dude(S)’ in Trump
    Ways Do to Build Golden Towers and Edifice of other Pyramids even Higher with no Essence
    of Soul Within Yes the Pure Agape Force of Love that Gives and Shares to ALL OTHeRS NoW..
    Covenants With God Yes Contracts with God often come Slowly and Intuitively for i am coming
    to the end and always Beginning of an Equal Span of Human Clock Dates Spent in Heaven as
    the Hell Before in 66 Months as my Covenant with God to stay Here in Heaven as a Practice and
    Art of Love has/is been Writing the Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
    in 64 Months Soon to Arise to 6.666 MiLLioN Words on or about coming 1.22.19 where
    in the Last 31 Months Reaching 32 Months in 7 Days i have/am Written Over 3.7 Million
    Words for a “Netherland Bible 2017” Starting Close to my ‘Grand Cross 56’ Birthday
    on 6.6.16 ..Sure do the Math i am 58.5 born on 6.6.60 and if you are afraid of
    A Series of Sixes You are Afraid of the Symbol of the Spiral the Finger and
    Foot Print of God Seen All through Nature as Metaphor for The Golden
    Spiral Ratio of 1.618 too anyway SPeaKinG of that PArT oF mY
    Covenant is to Dance 10,545 Golden Spiral Miles NoW iN
    Public (Helps a Lot with ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’ [Laser
    Focus Flow] to Write A 6.6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem in
    64 Months and yes an ‘Autotelic’ State of Being within
    Synonymous with Generating the Neurochemicals
    And Neurohormones Through Bio-Feed Back that
    Will Be assessed By Science As Heaven within
    too Generated by Relative Free Will as All in All
    We Master the Force of Love With God Within
    Even more With a Never Ending Eternal Force
    Practice of Heaven Within now to Give this
    Love Freely in Give and Share Way for ALL
    the Rest of ALL that is as God is ALL NoW Real
    End of Parenthetical Statement NoW as i Go)
    Wherever i Go and that “King David” Style
    Dance in the Metro Village Finally
    Went Viral with 86,114 Views
    Now as truly just
    about everyone
    in this Entire Metro
    Area has Seen me without
    A Word of the 6.66 Million Words
    i’ve Written in the Same Span of Months
    of 64 Months as in Tandem i completed my
    3rd ‘Grand Cross’ King James Sizes Bible Subchapter
    of “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. 2016.. 2017.. and now 2018
    on Christmas Day.. a 7 Month Endeavor Each Year from
    Memorial Day Weekend to Christmas Day And Dude yes
    ‘Call for an Uprising Dude’ as far as spreading Love Yes Love
    is All Y.O.U. Need in Fearless and Unconditional Agape Love.. ‘Gandhi’
    And ‘John Lennon’ And ‘the Beatles’ have already come and so many more
    With completed Covenants with God Within to Do Much Greater Works than
    Jesus for after all He was Only Human and never even had the opportunity to
    Read or Write As HiStory Still Shows now through the Second and Thousands Handed
    And More Written Stories that eventually came from So Many Mouths of Oral Tradition
    Love is the
    Key My Friend
    And the Entire Jesus
    Story as Essence Forevermore
    NoW AGaPE ReaL iS iF Y.O.U. Don’t Have
    Love You have Nothing aT aLL to Give and Share of Real Worth my FriEnd
    And like ‘Three Wise Men’ i leave 3 Gifts with Y.O.U. today the 8th Bible of “SoNG
    of My SoUL” A Review of this Year of what it takes to Do John 14:12 PLUS in
    Both Dark and Light And A More Concise Bible of 530 Words that ‘Mere’
    Mortals Will Be able to Digest too and even open up with “Normal”
    Computer and Internet Access too and yes a ‘Normal’ Human
    Brain too for By God i am Human but i am No WHeRe
    Close to
    mY Friend
    For By God
    i have become
    Way too Big to See AND
    Hear For anyone but God Who Lives within me..
    Your Challenge iF Y.O.U. Choose to accept it is JusT Do Give and Share Fearless
    And Unconditional Love Not A Stitch of Culture Required to Get the Job DoNE As
    Naked Love (God) WiLL.. Other Than THat THere is No Good Bye or SorrY iN
    LoVE i’ M A Li VeR’ See Ya Later FRiEnD..
    Helpful Hint.. if Y.O.U.
    Haven’t Found LoVE Y.E.T..
    Find The Woma(e)n (Or Whatever) Who Truly
    GiVES iT ALL to Y.O.U. to Give and Share With
    Everyone Else And The Rest of God (ALL) And ALWays LeT
    ‘HeR’ (GoD) KnoW AnD Feel And Sense Thanks For All She BRinGS to Y.O.U>

    ReMeMeBeR WHaT Y.O.U. Give Will Be Received in Multiples of 7 and More….

    Works for me at least..;)

    H.O.P.E. Y.O.U. Feel Better…. This Is ADDressed to Y.O.U. First..:)




    1737 WordS now….

  30. Oh Lord Need to Get over to Xenia’s Place of Poetry And Frank’s Place of Poems First
    Along with gigoid’s Place of Aphorism Quotes from the Sages of the Ages to Riff of but
    it seems i’ve been Holding my own as such with the Song ‘Love Story’ today as
    isn’t it Wonderful When Relationships Are Purely Love as that is the Case
    When i am Surely Growing up in High School Before Love
    Became Hook-ups So colored With Porn and Less
    than the Bill Clinton Definition of Sex too..
    Anyway how fortunate am i too at
    Least as i’ve Tasted Romantic
    Love For it may
    Be Way Way
    too Late when
    Hook-ups Skip
    the Love Story altogether
    Oh so sad of a dArk Love Story
    that is for Sure for True Love is
    in the SPiRiT the HeART THE SoUL
    The Most and whenever You Visit True
    Love Best to appreciate the Gift of that With all Your Soul as
    These days you are lucky if you get it from a Cat and or Dog the Most…..
    Hmm.. i guess Some DeadPool Ballet is in order for this for True i don’t do 5.5
    on 1.11.19.. Either.. heHe.. so off to Some Poetry Places and the Such now before
    i try to get the rest of this Written tonight at Least and Perhaps Published Electronically
    on Saturday Yes.. 1.12.19 as i fit in ‘#Y.O.U.2019’ With all of this Too for the Longer New Year’s
    Resolution titled Here now “#SouLDanCinG2019”.. Anyway i am Just about Closing the Book in
    Conclusion of 66 Months of Heaven After 66 Months in Hell Getting Closer to 10 Days away
    now.. i Feel and Sense the Winds of Change or Perhaps that was/is Just my Immune System
    as it appears
    i have also
    A Common
    Cold along with
    thE LoVE FLu too.. Haha..;)
    SMiLes Frank iNDeed The Globe Overall
    is Starving For More Love Songs Both Deep
    And Romantically iNvolved for Love For all
    And by
    God Yes
    Silly Love
    Songs True too
    mY friEnd the Job
    of Love is Never Fully
    Written or Said For
    What is Beyond
    NoW Ever More
    CoLoRS FLaVoRS oF LoVE..
    SMiLes.. Funny How Love Songs on
    The Radio Will Lose ‘That Feeling’
    NoW UnTiL
    of Love
    Once Again
    Flowers Blooming
    A Rose Is Not EnougH iT MusT
    Continue To Rise Somehow Someway..
    Hmm.. is it Just my iMaGiNaTioN
    or is it just that ‘Love is in the Air’ So
    Many Songs to Play
    A Poem
    Anyway it appears
    that ‘Dead Pool’ for
    A Theme Song is
    For Me.. heHe..;)
    Dog Speak Mostly
    Love Speak Greatest
    When Human’s Dance
    And Sing This Love Language True..
    OPen WiNters
    SNoW Fresh
    And not
    Deep For LoVinG
    NaTuRE Even More..
    Morning Winter
    Crisp Cold Air
    iNSiDE WiTHiN..
    Gaps to Reach
    As LonG As Hands Hold Out..
    Moon’s Rise
    Moon’s Rose
    Moon’s Colors
    MorE Eyes Human..
    Hi Xenia With another
    Happy New Year Wish 2019 to ya..:)

    Hi gigoid.. Happiest New Year 2019 Continuing
    For You as i’ve Probably already Said it i’m sure i have
    but hey.. still yet to Post a 25K Word or so New Year’s Resolution
    so i’m a Little
    Behind well
    not so
    in New Year’s 2019
    Shoes of 240LbS HaHa..
    i Sure Better Be able to
    Fight as Running is a
    Rather Heavy Endeavor
    While Fortunately Dance Floats
    And Yes Internally at least Flies Even Higher
    Shooting to the Moon Bouncing Over the Sun
    Far out
    Space within
    too as LonG as LoVE
    Is In the Air of Fair BLuE SKeYeS too..;)

    “Wisdom ceases to be wisdom when it becomes too proud to weep,
    too grave to laugh, and too self-ful to seek other than itself.”

    ~~ Kahlil Gibran ~~

    Reminds me of Hell Without
    And Heaven With For Sure..;)

    “Better stop short than fill to the brim.
    Oversharpen the blade, and the edge will soon blunt.
    Amass a store of gold and jade, and no one can protect it.
    Claim wealth and titles, and disaster will follow.
    Retire when the work is done.
    This is the way of heaven.”

    ~~ Tao Te Ching ~~

    i Promise i didn’t Look Ahead..;)

    “Grow old along with me!
    the best is yet to be,
    the last of life for which the first was made.”

    -Robert Browning

    Katrina is a Bit
    Behind on this
    in Fact the Same
    Behind when i met Her
    Ago too
    i’m 50 Pounds
    Heavier and Appearances
    Are Deceiving as i Feel no
    more than 18..
    i no
    longer ‘Run’..
    And True that
    is the Secret..;)

    “After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure.”

    ~~ J.K. Rowling, “Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone, ” ~~

    ~~ spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore ~~

    LiVE NoW
    it’s as
    Simple aS NoW
    Unique and Ever ChanginG NoW..:)

    “As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence
    is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being.”

    ~~ C. G. Jung ~~

    Oracle or Architect
    Funny How Folks Say God Speaks..;)

    “The only good is knowledge and the only evil is ignorance.”

    ~~ Socrates (470?-399 B.C.) ~~

    Losing my ‘Mind’ is always Fun
    it Lights up the Rest of my Brain
    And Body so so much more and then ‘it’ Speaks..;)

    “The true meaning of life is to plant trees,
    under whose shade you do not expect to sit.”

    ~~ Nelson Henderson ~~

    Ascending Transcending
    Agape Love For All thE SWeeTesT
    MeDiCiNE NoW to Heal thE World…:)

    “I look at you all, see the love there that’s sleeping..”

    ~~ The Beatles ~~

    Wake Up HeART
    Go to Sleep Neo-Cortex

    “And though mine arm should conquer twenty worlds,
    There ‘s a lean fellow beats all conquerors.”

    ~~ Thomas Dekker (1572-1632), “Old Fortunatus” ~~

    Word And
    iT iSn’t God
    Most Often When Folks Say iT iS FouR Letters
    Dance It SinG it BRinG iT BacK to: From: LiFE..
    BReaTHE BesT..:)

  31. LoVEiTaLLNoW
    Feather Wind Air
    Boat River Sea
    Particle Wave Field
    Why So Many Metaphors…
    i Often Must Press A Button to Turn on
    A Computer Harder A Second Instance
    As i Often ‘Tend to Press it too Softly First
    Oh The Irony at 58.5 as i Continue to
    Grow Stronger Leg Pressing 1020
    LBS 52 Reps that by the
    Way Rarely iMpresses…
    So True
    One Touch
    Word Step
    i Don’t Know
    How to
    Dance or
    Is No
    to: WiLL Do It..
    From: i Make Spiral
    A’s in Church State
    And School TotAlly
    iGNoRiNG ‘tHE
    Like Tarbaby/
    Tarzan ThankS
    AGAiN.. Jane…;)
    ‘They’ Don’t Make Songs
    Like This Anymore i Will
    Change This For
    Is No
    Cannot In
    WiLL Thank
    You For All
    You Give With
    All i iMaGiNE For
    Life Is The Best SonG
    We Play We DancENoW
    Older Newer Songs
    On a morning from a Bogart movie
    In a country where they turn back time
    You go strolling through the crowd like Peter Lorre
    Contemplating a crime
    She comes out of the sun in a silk dress running
    Like a watercolor in the rain
    Don’t bother asking for explanations
    She’ll just tell you that she came
    In the year of the cat
    She doesn’t give you time for questions
    As she locks up your arm in hers
    And you follow ’till your sense of which direction
    Completely disappears
    By the blue tiled walls near the market stalls
    There’s a hidden door she leads you to
    These days, she says, I feel my life
    Just like a river running through
    The year of the cat
    While she looks at you so cooly
    And her eyes shine like the moon in the sea
    She comes in incense and patchouli
    So you take her, to find what’s waiting inside
    The year of the cat
    Well morning comes and you’re still with her
    And the bus and the tourists are gone
    And you’ve thrown away your choice you’ve lost your ticket
    So you have to stay on
    But the drum-beat strains of the night remain
    In the rhythm of the new-born day
    You know sometime you’re bound to leave her
    But for now you’re going to stay
    In the year of the cat
    “Year of the Cat”
    Peter Wood / Al Stewart
    ‘They’ Don’t Make Songs
    Like This Anymore i Will
    Change This For
    Is No
    Cannot In
    WiLL Thank
    You For All
    You Give With
    All i iMaGiNE For
    Life Is The Best SonG
    We Play We DancENoW
    Sent from my iPhone NoW
    Some Days i Wonder What
    Will Be Your Small
    Joys of Life Hope
    You are
    Sent from my iPhone
    Accounting For Life
    The Feather
    Is The
    The Art
    LiFE LoVE AiR
    i SuPPose i Could Render
    Another Tale of The Tape
    A Record of Numbers but for One Day
    One Now Forever You ReTiRE Numbers LiVE NoW….


    A Record of Numbers but for One Day
    One Now Forever You ReTiRE Numbers LiVE NoW….
    Accounting For Life
    i SuPPose i Could Render
    Another Tale of The Tape
    The Feather
    Is The Wind
    The Art
    LiFE LoVE AiR


    Previous Years New Year’s Resolutions

    “BRAVE AS ONE 2014”


    “LOVING balancing CREATIVE peace FORCE 2015”


    “Dance and Sing 2016”


    “FLoW iN ZoNe 2017”


    “SMiLES LiFE BE iN iT 2018”


    As Now This is the Conclusion of This Year’s Resolution.. “SouLDanCinG2019..:)

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