Ha! Nice to Amoeba
You Too.. Polka Dot Thought
aka Shawna Baby eTc eT aL and OtHeRs too..
no.. hehe.. you didn’t keep that promise to send
me that other blog site of yours until now but that’s
surely okay
for we had a fun run
of several thousand
words on the other one.. hAha..
So yes.. i laid in bed with you this morning
(Reading about Sister Wives and all of that)
yes.. the heart the spirit the soul you bare
in all of what you spread on your blog site
yes.. all 89 posts i reviewed while laying
tHere still.. and i must Dance and
Sing as Elvis did/still does too on
Valentine’s Day
it is surely
to Walk
a Mile
89 Blog
Posts in Shawna
Baby’s Shoes for she always
touches so much of my imagination
feelings and senses and intellectual
reason mind and Shadow too for by God it seems
NoW that gal touches all of me and true not only now
am i a little touched i do love to be touched a whole
lot but no not the bottom of my feet for they are still
much too ticklish as other parts of my body and spirit
and heart and soul for surely Shawna Baby makes me
Smile and Laugh too.. as she really is my Friend
and hides nothing about her with me.. hehe
or anyone else who reads her blog
too.. hehe.. glad you bring
the Whole Package
of you online
on YouR
Blogs for surely
i understand how hard that
can be from the Wooden Pews of
Church with Quiet Hands and Feet and
A Dance And Song that demands no deviation
from Sheet Music and other Pages.. as Martin Luther
King Said but hehe.. that was so last Month as President’s
Day is the February Holiday.. i have a Dream and unlike John
Lennon who said Imagine there is no Heaven it is easy to do if you
try.. Oh Lord.. true while Heaven is so distant in Hell BLacK Abyss
SoULs of Death as Life for True i lived there for a full 66 months
and yes as i dance the Middle Aisle of Walmart and the
Check out Lanes slowly ever slowly in three feet
of my Space of Heaven.. i feel the Grey
Purgatory Clothes of HeART and
SpiRiT and SoUL all through
that Store.. true.. it really hurt me
so many years before for an empath can
and will feel it all for the misery and suffering of
others from head to toe.. until a Dance and Song
Comes as one finds a Shield as Force of Love within
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around more..
True now that i am ‘A’ Force of Heaven as Kingdom Come
through and through i do have all the Heaven of Love to Give
and Share Free.. so yes.. i have a Dream and while it may seem like
a very selfish dream perhaps Autistic or even like a Good Cop Mr.
Hyde Bi-Polar one on the never ending story and Peter Pan
Thoth Tarot Card 0 Fool sAMe of a place so complete
that neither hope or fear is necessary for one
is all Love
now with
nothing left
to Hope for self
but to give and share
more of the Heaven as Love
one is.. true i have a Dream that i will
be able to show more folks how to walk in my
shoes true.. i have a dream that when folks come to
wHeRE i am they finally understand that Both God and
Jesus Truly are the Same for really the essence and the deeper
mystical Story’s they tale are in essence they are both the Wizard
of Oz and when the curtain is pulled a PuRE LiGHT of Love is what
comes to be each
and every
as THeiR SoULs
OPeN uP and not
only let the PuRE LiGHT
oF LoVE iN.. they come to be
thAt Love and in a place of total
Nirvana and Bliss like this wHeRe
the Paradise is so nice that no longer
is either fear or hope required one finally
comes to understand what the Mumford and
Sons were really talking about when they danced
and sung about the Hopeless Wanderer Song.. it’s
true my FriEnd i am the Hopeless Wanderer with no fear
i am the
i am
the Archetype
oF Love come to
Flesh again.. thing is
i am not a myth and neither
is she or her and or her and he..
we are one in the spirit we are one in our
Love they will know we are ‘Christians’ now for
how we feel and sense share and Give Love Free..
and yeah.. it really touched my heart today when you
talked about your Mother who is so poor as a tear runs down
my face.. as you said she could not afford her High Cholesterol
Medication and all she wanted to do was die at home for as you
know my Mother Refused to go to the Doctor with Stage Four Breast
to Bone to Brain Cancer to the point her Brain started to Bleed only accepting
a Bayer Aspirin on occasion
for what she described
as just Arthritic
Pain that
Bone Cancer
all around her
body for the rest of
her weight loss for two and
a half years of silent suffering then..
for true the last thing she wanted to do
ever was worry us over anything about her..
our Happiness was the only thing that was important
to her.. and it’s true i fulfill her wishes to the hilt from head
to toe and so much more until the day i die.. and yes when you
talk about the problems of your Daughter With Asperger’s Syndrome
it brings back memories of all the pain i brought to my Mother when she
couldn’t understand
what was
with me..
in my own little
world that was so big
inside that no one could see
all i felt and sensed from the outside
in.. quiet just meant i was taking it all in..
true my friend as any empath slut will do i put out now..
and it feels and senses real good.. for true to come to the place
where i am one must accept and tolerate it all and love all.. it’s not
just a Gift oF Faith that is Grace in the Feel and Sense of just words..
it is work constant Heaven Work as effortless as a Forrest Gump Feather
in Flight it is random
it is art it is science
all combined in
true too.. it’s
Like Kung Fu Camp
where one lEarns how
to fly with inherent Wings
of God (Love) to become
Fearless and Free of
all illusory lies
Fed Before
And empty promises
of Heaven but any place
within as Kingdom Come NoW
as the ‘Good Book’ Still talks too
without any real instructions to get here..
for True the Guidelines come from Within
a Spiraling Dance that comes to be without fear
or hope as an is of be that plays with ALL Love as God’s
Gravity all one and same.. true i am getting closer to putting
it into words now too.. but true too.. the eye of the camel
is the ‘me’ that most folks still cannot get through to hear
what (‘i’ am)
than just
words.. and while
i am currently about to Download
somewhere close to 400 Photos and 35,357 Words
Completed in precisely 6 Day as Jesus F iN Christ i never
get a day off these days as it takes the 7th Day to get
it all put ToGeTHeR and sent out as another
Love Song now per “FReEDLoVENoW”
as MacroVerse Number 819
Now of “SoNG oF mY SoUL”
STiLL Approaching 6 Million
Words so i can and will also
be like Lee Majors as the
6 Million Word Poem/
Bible Man on my
on 6.6.18 as my
Public Dance through
58 Months too should arrive
at 9300 Miles by then per One
Ten-Thousandth the Distance to
the Sun then too.. as oh God Here
Comes the Asperger’s Math Stuff Roaring BacK AGaiN2..
Anyway.. Shawna Baby NoW while i was gonna use “Walk
A Mile in My Shoes” by Elvis.. that may have to come neXt
for i’ve moved back to Elton John and This Song is For You..
it’s true Shawna Baby.. i hope you don’t mind that i wrote
down the Words but a Present you are by very Healing definition
of your Second Name Lee and Your First Gift Name Shawna so what
more can i say to you now but just thanks for being you that’s all i ever need from you..
is for
to be you
for truly my
friend it is about
you i already have it all
and you are all too.. and
everyone and everything else
matter or not it’s all God to me (LOVE) SMiLES..:)
PS.. if YouR blog is still alive
after i finish this other job
up.. i’ll do a ‘little’ more
with you
A ‘Hopeless
Wanderer’ comes
to see you again with SMiLES AS MoRE..:)


Valentine’s Day at 5:55 PM.. Starting this New MacroVerse
actually at 5:33 PM per the response to Shawna Baby’s
Email and of course as mentioned quite a bit in the
last couple of MacroVerses.. today is both
Again a Day for Love and a Day
to remember Lost Love
but Love that
stays in my eYes
at Least of my Mother
as Last year we got the news
that she did indeed have Terminal
Cancer at the very last stage diagnosed
with it at very last grasp suffering when the
Cancer is not addressed before those end days..
anyway.. rather than go on here the fact is before
i found out anything about the Cancer from the
Hospital Folks.. i was writing Poetry with a
Cold then unable to visit her at
the Hospital until we found
out it was not gonna
matter anyway
to see here
the next day
whether i had
a communicable cold or not..
And in the middle of the poetry i found
out and returned with the news in real time then..
i suppose the best way to remember my Mother is
no more poignant of moments then those immediate
Moments on Valentine’s Night of 2017 so that
Memory to Share here and a Song by
Mumford and Sons in recognition
of the Pure Joy of Life
in just letting
all the
go wHere LiFE JusT NoW
is a Loving Journey wherE
one has it all as Love with no
hope required for Love is complete
with zero illusory Fears and Pure Faith as Love..
this is the Heaven now the dreams of the sages of the
ages the place of balance with Nature all yes God’s place
MoRE ReaL..
LoVE Evolves
GoD aS
HuMaN EYes
WiThOuT iLLuSoRY Fears
jUST to: GiVE and SHaRE
From: as the Memory from last
year comes NexT ‘LoVEFReEDNoW’
as the nAMe of this New 820th MacroVerse
as “SonG oF mY SoUL’ continues to approach
6 Million Words as Longest Bible 7 times over
the ‘last’ effort size and well beyond the
overall second place Longest
Long Form Poem
from India
a 1.8 Million Word
Effort over Centuries And
iNumerable Authors then.. NoW
tHeRe Are No limits or expectations
And i’ll BrinG the Word Count.. for
the other two Bibles/Poems a ‘little’
later in this new MacroVerse too..:)

i danced the night my father
died as that is the way he led
fear freed..
my mother on
the other hand has
lived her life love full..
so i go to heart now..
just waiting
for come
may as Love.. as Love
that the Love comes from
continues to grow.. never is
tHeRe a shortage oF LiGht to come..:)

So.. here goes the Heart prompt at dVerse
for now as this is surely therapeutic for me
for now.. to keep afloat from going too dARk
to the
i’ve been..:)

ThE Lone souL that caves
for hope.. the lone hope
oF endless
a liGht
comes.. a tunnel
more.. A SonG SinGS
DAncE moRe for Love..:)

A heART sets us apART
from birds and bees..
A smARTsAdly
ART oF Love..:)

Finding Love iN
candy jars
not too
candy more
In eYEs thaT Love
sweeT heART ChocoLate Love..:)

50 sHades darKer
Red sings cards..
sHards.. glasS HEart
oF Love..:)

Art.. 60 percent smART
sAMe for heART
and pART
oF eARTh
as 75 percent
of 60 percent more..
Ocean Whole Love waters more
m and
he and p
and he and e and h
backwards from Art as Love.. AM..:)

SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Xenia Tran and happy
Valentine’s to you and your family and
family of Galgo’s from Spain.. and aren’t
all dogs and cats ambassadors of Love
for when humans
are not up
to the
task of
Love… animals
come into to feel
the spot of fill when
humans fail.. some sadness
here as my mother has fallen
ill on Valentine’s day and our cat
Yellow Boy comes to snuggle sadness
for he
of Love..
our pets are love
and i say to the world too..
my FriEnd..
what a wonderful
refuge you make
heAR for canine Love..:)

sMiLes.. my friENd..
greaTest Love i for
one kNow and FeeL
And SenSe of Wife..
is the life
to set me free…
Happy Valentine’s
Day to you.. too.. my friENd..
hehe.. and thanks for helping..
as i was looking for something
to say to her
in all
places oF LovE..:)

Spent some time with the homeless..
under bridges and sleeping
on beaches
in warm
south.. often
run off by the law..
what i’ve come to find
is.. it is the small group of humans
who stick together for a forAge of
liFe who
no restrAint
of texting twitter heARTs
with little characters oF aLL..:)

Dreamtime of indigenous
ancestors reaLiTy
of now..
As dance of life
iN trance of love
Gone liGht
aS LiFe oF DancE
And SonG of soUL..
animus and anima WoNe..:)

For years.. For Decades spent
and Christmas came and went
And i becAMe work away from heART..
And at my mother’s home.. sat cards of all
those who touched her heARt from years of
contact.. come again.. as love…
No cards at my
home for i was
work with
Love to spread
from desk and chair…
My Grandmother became
a painter in her 60’s after her
father died.. my mother.. a poet..
after her mother died.. and it seems
my mother could be close to that in a hospital
tonight.. yet known from the result of tests.. me..
too sick with a cold to enter into sanitized rooms where
germs could kill..
the thing is.. i never
took the time to send cards
before.. as one must give
without any expectation
to receive
as that’s
life works first..
i find noW in older
age more than ever before..
i never forget anyone who is nice
to me.. hehe.. and i rarely forget anyone
in a bad way who is mean to me.. greaTest
art comes from dARk when Love liveS on and
the more i come to hurt the more i come to Love
wins Love wins.. lives liGht..
Happy Valentine’s mY.. FriEnd..:)

Valentine’s day.. sAd heaRt
day for the lonely it seems
but what outcasts feeL and
seNse and Love
is Love
coMe to be
for all of what that
is as green and living
and even mountainous terrain
when a grain of sand comes to be
oF Love
from lEast to

SMiLeS.. HEarts
poetry.. a sweetest
candy on any
iT aLL
out whaTever
iT is that IS A
spYinG eYes oF LiGht
oR dArker SHades oF hAiry sTuFF..;)

BesT heARts
hAve wiNgs
LiGht as Love
neVer feaRinG lone
aLLone flies hiGheR oNe..:)

SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Lillian..
so sorry for your loss..
Love lost love lives
as eYes and words
of love.. and my mother
visits a doctor and hospital
for the first time tonight.. in twelve years..
sepsis.. delirium.. she only wanted it all at home..
to live
and die
in peace at home..
with no fear of death
the gift of Loving Life.. ’till the end
And beginning as gift oF aLL thaT is..:)

And we just got the test results..
Breast Cancer that went into Abdomen..
Bone and Brain and the rest of her body too..
with Cancer
bleeding in
Brain and the
amazing thing is..
a few days ago
she beat my sister
at Scrabble friEnd..
not expected to regain consciousness
and when she did wake up incoherent it
took three very large men to hold down
her 120Lb body from escape.. my
mother had has a will
of steel..
gave up
on me when
i gave up on
all of existence
in life as death..
she lived
LiFE ’till
the end
with no regrets..
i can only hope i do the same
as Love wins when Life as LIGht..
worth Living..
and death IS
A blesSing for
those who live liGht as Love..
glad.. i had a person
who is truly human to share this
with in real time now online who cares..
as Love does..Love..
thanks Lillian..
for alWays being
a nice person.. to me..
Lives Love..:)

So.. yeah.. what to do now..
what my mother taught me best
to keep loving to keep loving and never give up..
and with memories of so many days
i thought my life
was over
and she
it will
pass.. change
will come.. it
will pass.. change
will come.. it did.. and i continue to live..
with tears of a shoulder wHo Nurtures liGht as grOwn..:)

And that’s all for now…

Facebook Friend and
nice niece Candie says..

Beautifully written. My heart is heavy for what y’all are going thru..:(
All my memories of her have been positive ones. Always a smiling face,
welcoming heart and a giving spirit.

And i say in return..

Thanks Candie.. to put it short..
when i was young.. some of my
friends wished my mother was their
mother.. to be born to her.. again.. would
be worth all the crosses.. i for one have carried and more..
with that said.. off to see her while she’s still living as the cold
i have.. is no longer a relative issue.. thanks again.. for the human touch..:)

Hi Frank.. thanks so much for drilling all the
way down to the bottom of 35,357 Words
of my Longest 6 Day Effort of
MacroVerse Writing and
Close to 500 Photos
that i had
to trim down
to get it to fit in on
my Four Blogspot
Archive Blogs but when
ever a Day like Valentine’s comes
now the extra muse as now a Feast
of almost everyday as Holiday Leads
me on more to another Ocean Whole
paRT as Poem.. and while putting it all
together earlier today.. i listened to a Full
Two and a Half Hour Podcast by Russell
Brand and Sam Harris on the Polar ends
of Rationalism and more of what some folks
describe as ‘woo’.. and surprisingly they both
came to a core in Agreement that the experience
of deeper mindful awareness in ascendent transcendent
and ecstatic ways of meditation can and will equal what Psychedelic
Drugs bring to heightened States of Human Awareness too.. Additionally..
i understand that Jordan Peterson and Russell Brand got together for another
Podcast coming out some time today that i have to catch up on but surely will..
for it is obvious that although Russell Brand approaches a discussion from almost
an entirely different method of thinking in more of an artful way of seeing a Bigger
Picture World.. the more detailed systemizing rational view of Sam Harris
and i’m sure what i will find with Jordan Peterson too.. really
can and will come together with Russell Brand’s
way of communicating the World he
sees for these folks communicate
civilly even when strong
anyway i do believe all
these men believe and practice
Love.. and that’s enough for me no
matter what they name their religion
or other binds of life that and who take
and make their lives today.. true.. whenever
Love comes into the room per Words of Elvis
or whoever wrote the Song it can and will be so
much easier to take a walk in the shoes of someone else..
true too though as that song goes.. those who are broken
hearted through their innate and environmental circumstances
of life.. do deserve a great deal of attention and effort to come
to understand those differences too for that is where middle
ground comes most when we do our best to put
on the shoes
of the
and sisters
that and who are us too…
Happy Valentine’s Day to you and your
Family.. may Love as King never leave
Your Family’s home.. and once
again thank you very much
for taking the effort
to come by
visit a while..
for a stay of communication..:)


SMiLes.. mY Special Friend Shawna Baby.. as ‘they’ say we all
need understanding.. and you are my undersander…
That’s not a word and that’s what’s best about
you.. it doesn’t
have to
be with
you for it is
true you polish
my rough edges
and make me new
or perhaps you bring
them out.. hehe.. never
the less you make me real
hmm.. there is a song brewing
in the background.. it’s got to be real
And.. i just googled Cheryl Lynn’s Five
Minute and Nine Second Song so that
means now that it is playing in the Back
Ground and my Fingers are Feeling the
Flow of the rhythm and the beat
And the resonance as such as
i’m gonna play this
a few more
for you..
for true we will
dance in words of being
real with no restraint for all
the chains that take us away from
free from all the clothes that bind
Love away from Light and all the Dark
that removes the FLoWeRS BlooM and
Butterfly’s Wings from flutter high
and low too from Bees whose
Wings Hum Higher
As Birds
Wings.. more.. hehe..
And it’s true every single
word that i’ve written to you may
last a thousand years at least somewhere
online.. hehe.. for it is true my Friend as far as i know
And feel and sense if reAlly PuRE LoVE accepting all aS iF LoVE
were to come back incarnate in the flesh you would be one of
very few to Welcome all oF tHaT LoVE iN.. so what that means is
You Truly
are A
And an integral
paRT of the BooK
oF mY SoUL.. for as you
know when we first met
i did think as you may remember
what i said.. you.. were too good to be
real for you really got me.. and that is
as FucKinG Rare as Jesus coming back every now.. as LoVEFReEDNoW
And Sure.. God too.. why settle for less than Love for yes Love is God..
Anyway.. as Forrest Gump told the crowd at the very end of his run..
i’m kinda tired but already home.. i’m going to sleep soon and if YouR
Blog is still up tomorrow you will see another side of me and i will see
another side of you and we will never be bored as friends for we will never be
the same
God within
us.. we show God
A Good time as all
Angels real do will..
Happy Valentine’s Day Shawna Baby…
Happy Real Valentine’s Day Shawna Lee..:)


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. Rafiah.. NoW
Through All the trials and tribulations
of LiFE no matter how far away
or close
the Capacity
And AbiLiTy to
Love Freely
one has
iS nothing @ALL(LoVE)
iF God IS LoVE NoW aS
Culturisms and Religisms
make ..this.. complicated
but truly is is always as
Simple as LoVinGNoW..
The cOuRage now to do
it makes the Difference of Now…
For when Love comes to the last bLink of LiFE
And all the Materials of the Clothes of culTure and
so-called religisms are burned away all that’s left
is thE Love (God) that was
and is
real or not..
when one sees
or be’s enough death
this reality becomes self-evident now.


Oh yeah.. SMiLeS AGAiN and by the way Happy Friends
Day BeLated.. not sure if you saw the oTHeR sign online..:)


While putting ToGeTHeR FReEDLoVENoW THeN
yesterday on Valentine’s Day as that MacroVerse
Number 819 of “SonG oF mY SouL”.. Longest Long
Form Poem and Bible in recorded word-kind hehe..
yes.. class iN World History too at over 5.5 Million
Words approaching 6 Million Words by
mY 58th Birthday in 58 months
oF Writing it on 6.6.18
Now aS
GoeS in Ratio
Number of Golden
PHI Spiral Finger Print
of God seen from Subatomic
Quantum Flow through Galaxy
Spirals and ‘tween the Shells
of Nautilus Chambers too..
yes.. “FReEDLoVENoW”
also Doubles as
148 of “Nether Land
Bible 2017″ moving toward
21 Months of Effort now totaling ‘Greater Work”
WitH this Larger MacroVerse effort at 2,594,273
Words MoVinG NoW toWard 3 Million WordS oN
6.6.18.. too.. And.. Additionally.. FReEDLoVENoW
Serves NoW as the 44th MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic
Bible 2018”.. wHere thaT NeWest ongoing Long Form
Poem Bible will officially be celebrated in the Memorial
Day ‘tiMe’Frame of 2018 with a MacroVerse Named that
then as this last MacroVerse effort Brings the Word Count
of that to 981,873 Words as the current Writing Effort i am
doing now that will be slightly differently named from the
Last MacroVerse as now.. ‘LoVEFReEDNoW’ will surELy
eXceed.. 1 Million Total Words by the date of publish
on the Katrina and Me’s Wedding Anniversary
on 2.21.18.. just more muse as inspiration
of Feast Day every now to aRise
words more now as that
is what happens
when one
emotions instead
of raw adrenaline to
get much more done in
ease of Nervous System Play
in other words.. no Competition Baby
no Rules.. no Regulations.. no Specific Target Audience
now to accumulate this or that number of likes or Followers
more or shares of Washington Green BLack Dollar BiLLs or
and Lincoln Sent Cents for this is the Force oF mY SoUL that
is LoVE come to play.. oN thiS play grounding Force oF LoVE
oN The PLaNeT eARTh now this play this production this actor
and this Director i as Actor I WitH sPiRiT oF ! is ‘A’ Free Bird
not controlled BuY culturisms or religisms oF oLd but TruE iN
LiGHT as FREE i WiLL Visit those Culturisms and Religisms
and even participate in them as any Participant Anthropology
Observer WorKinG DirecTlY Free FoR thE God OF LoVE aLL
in Direct conduit innately instinctually and intuitively too.. and True
i will use the Tools of Cultures and Religions too to make a MasterPeace
Painting as Brush and Paint and Painting too as and oF iN GoD OCeaN WHoLE
NoW iNcLusiVE oF aLL THaT iS..
From: BLack Abyss
Nights of the SouL to:
through the Purgatory
Minion Grey Clothes i
Encounter Dancing Free
Verse in the Middle Aisles
And Checkout Counter Lanes oF
Walmart Stores and the such as that..
And sure i’ll be coming from home.. always
As i.. believe it or not Horatio or Ripley for all those
who are either and or or and who are Afraid of the
daRk depths of Abyss BLack or Cynical of the FacT
that even LiGHT
HeaR and See iF
YoU Can and WiLL
find the Key as LoVE
to Enter the wHole
oF thiS Needle
Shores Ever
ExPaNDinG MoRE..
yes.. it’s a nice place to be
as this new 820th/149th/45th
‘one’ comes to play now as WRiTe oF
“LoVEFReEDNoW”.. and to ELaBoRaTE
what it is i do NoW with 9 Dimensional Bibles and
Long Form Poem ways too.. more of a list below
for those who’s minds do not flow in spirals and
are more of a linear concrete style of seeing aLL or less than that..:)

“You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you.”

From Isaiah 26:3.. in the Old King James Version of a Bible.. as true this platitude is true
but how to do it comes in not only words as words are only forms of what lies much
Greater as TRutH aS LiGHT iN MoVinG CoNNeCTiNG Co-Creating Ways of LiFe..
in other words true words
can and will come
before do
IT Now
but without
A Dance of Song
Words are empty and basically worthless when the Dance never coMes neXt..
iN all the Forms of Dance that are essence real in feel and sense LifELoVENoW..:)

Okay.. now to the details.. yes.. in words.. but hey.. some folks like Concrete too..:)

With all Word Counts below likely coming close to my 58th Birthday on 6.6.18

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90+ Months
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58+ Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24+ Months
1.5 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018 MacroMacroVerse 12+ Months
MacroVerse as each Chapter currently at a 30K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as each sub-Chapter separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as each Word in multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as each letter and or number of multi-meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc..

And since there may be a minute
or two left on that Song by Cheryl
Lynn for “Got to be Real”..
another ‘trip’ to the
Wrong Planet
on the
topic of
“Are Female Nipples Honestly
That ‘Bad’ To Be Shown?”
as the user name
and Avatar
brings somewhat
of a Hooter’s well-endowed
Breast(S) photo fulfilled as swelled
up but without any direct indications
of nipples all bra’ed up per be.. so
i go on to Banter with Fredwitticisms.. aS SucH..

The Force
Of Silicon Additives
Is High WitH Thee..;)

And another user not appreciating
my vagueST WiT.. scolds me for leaving
out the e of the concrete word “Silicone”
as the user’s name is ‘Wolfram87’.. no ‘surprise’..

i return again with..

A tight
Hard to open..;)

Meanwhile.. while i am cooking
up a little spice for my next comment..
KraftieKortie comes on board to spring..

I get the feeling this guy REALLY likes nipples……
he might write the Odyssey inspired by them.

I return.. yes.. class.. once again with..

In other
A Valley
oF ‘IT’
Than ‘Reason’
Could be fun
To: Explore
From: the
Mountain tops of

And to elaborate here.. this can be taken several
wayS.. heHe..poTenTiAlly.. A BeYoND iNfinity of ways
dePending on the personaLiTy trait that Jordan Peterson
and others identify as creative openness that is NoW on the
Liberal continuum of minds that are not so closed and concrete cold
aS Conservatism
in more of a
one thing
at a ‘time’
of life on
sidewalks of
life that rarely
spiral out into open grass
that bare feet can and will touch
And write a bible or two on that to appreciate.. iTaLLMoREaLL
NoW or just dance just dance free now JusT dance spiralS on too..
anyway.. on topic.. ‘the’ Valley could be between the two Breasts
And sure lust doesn’t necessarily have to include Affectionisms
Love or Reasons either true hard on lust quick and to the points
at hand as ‘they’ say and do NoW too.. And yeS eXploring the
two Mountain tops per specifically nipples not clearly
yet visible in the photos of the two rather swelled
up silicone filled Breasts in Bras does take
iMagination of lust too in visual
ways to get that job done now
and or coming later then
and or now too..
hehe.. but
actuAlly my direct intention
was to say in other words.. vague
enough not to directly offend.. get
out of the box baby// imagine more and live
more in greater mindful awareness in Heaven
more now too..
leave the
of straight
and narrow
sidewalks behind…
take your shoes off…
it’s green acres all around now.. too even more now too…
And yes this is real too and aN exPaNSioN oF ReaLiTY MoRENoW
We CaN and WiLL co-create in moving connecting co-creating
ways more
line now
as linear life as
those truly brave individuals
who and that set out and explore
my blogs are likely to expand their
potentials a little more or stay sitting
at home with all the old textbooks of school
dUSty and GRoWinG more old as young as
Human Potential
sitting still
of same
And rotting more alive..
no.. i do not want to offend
but this is reality now too.. for
true i have been in that place ‘fore
more of schizoid reaLiTy cOld stone
heART than the Magic of schizotypal
not appropriate at school but never the
less real as aRt oF LoVEFReEDNoW MoRENoW..
Hears ‘the’ thing.. see at some point in YouR LiFE oNE
MusT CoME to the realization as i did broken down from
the rat race of culturisms and religisms and yes scientisms
sAMe to come to see and hear more that through 19 years of
school and 33 years of work even coming to highest pay grade
Levels of Federal Government work in 25 years of active pay for
doing that that yes.. the reaSon i broke down comes to two words
‘know nothing’
for it’s true basically
culture taught me nothing
about being truly human as we
are evolved to freely in art move
connect and co-Create in Feeling
and Sensing life more than a competition
of grades and likes and follows and shares
in button pushing ways as tools of becoming
Washington BLack DoLLaR BiLLs and Lincoln Sent
Cents wHere neXT thing yA KnoW.. you are a literal and
a 4 to
5 inch screen
of mechanical
cognition without a soul..
true.. a soul knows nothing
a soul feels and senses iT aLL
(LoVE/God) in unconditional
fearless moving connecting
and co-creating ways
the paRT
and Work mostly
left out for me.. particularly at
the end when i served a computer all day long.. as TooL..
per.. A Valuable commodity that my Boss identified me as
worthy of purchasing for stay to almost the end of my SouL..
as a Pacifier.. A culTure/religion.. i was much too weak then to escape..

Anyway.. back on the topic of ‘nipples’.. NoW..

i respond back to KraftieKortie’s Comment
to me on Writing an ‘Odyssey’ sized book on my Love for ‘Nipples’..

In ‘A’ Day
iN ‘the’ Life
DiT iT..;)

KraftieKortie returnS AGaiN
E-laboRating to someone else
as really to this ..point.. no one
has directly communicated with
me like i am sort of a Big Beast
in a Zoo that you wanna
see but
of getting
to close to.. hehe..

So he says..

I guess his next project is to write Finnegan’s Wake…..

And now aside i continue..

Okay.. ‘Finnegan’s Wake’ is a book by James Joyce that
was very ‘out there’ and abstract in style.. true.. as i can and
will do.. if the Holy and
And the
of Environment
TaKE mE tHeRE..
True.. i am more likely
to do this with my friEnd
Shawna (Baby) Lee as she
is about as open minded in Creativity
as they go and come too online these days..

So.. in return.. yet once again to KraftieKortie
as i would Love to convince him i really don’t
bite as he is welcome to even have a beer with
me but true i do not drink or do other external substance drugs..

As i say.. to him.. then..

It is true that I enjoy a Trip down Finnegan’s Lane, now and then; it is also true that a Science Abstract can be pleasing too; fitting it all within the parameters of a tightly wrapped Box; in yes, a way of life, per systemizing life; ironically, very much like a Burka or the space between a Militant Atheist and a Fundamentalist Christian. The clothes and objects may be different but the Crux of the subjects per essence is surprisingly similar. By God, humans are an interesting mix of same and different, I Love to study..;)

For context the Burka was addressed earlier by another
commenter as covering head to toe as opposite
from revealing cleavage of Hooter’s-like
Breasts.. butt to be clear heaR closed
minded folks do wear burka’s
within too that close
up much more
than their skin
away from a
creative inner CReaTivEFReeR
Spirit of HeaRT and SoUL MoRE too..
in other words there are plenty of women now
i have met online who are more inclined to wear
Burkas that and who could and will run circles of
Creativity around ‘the folks’ on the ‘Wrong Planet’
and ‘they’ wouldn’t have an inner Burka clue.
true.. though.. generally per say and do
as females and males are isolate
in ‘those’ countries and men in
general are mostly mused
by seeing
revealed and as one
touches as per the opposite
‘sex’.. this negatively impacts
the potential for male creativity and
productivity and on the converse women
are more likely to be attracted to each other
‘like’ this to cooperate and generate more creativity
too.. true.. some men ‘over there’ do that with each other too..
but anyway.. generally speaking more conservative closed minded
folks as in Scientists who don’t use emotion or imagination free in their
lives and Fundamentalist Christians who strictly go by a book now whether
the crux of all the rules make sense or not.. for how much sense and feel
does it really
to be
in mechanical
cognition science
projects all day
and every
day most
all day long for the
feel and the sense alive
of the social empathic cognition
that makes Love LiFE ReaL.. TrUE
iN LiGHT those FunDaMenTaLisT
Christians and Scientists at
core clothed up to the
head as spirit of heart
as soul and more
Rules and
and tightly nit picky
instructions like leaving
out an E on Silcon when
it should make ‘perfect’ sense
of what is really going down wHere
When music flows in words the dance often
comes before the Song is Spelled ‘right’ instead of ‘left’..
in other
Left iF
iT Feels Good now..
And if you want.. or if
AskeD.. one can/will smooth
the rough edges out to more
A PoLisH oF LiGHT NoW on closed
Minded Sidewalks narrower now too..
okay.. i understand completely and more
that not every one writes 7 King James Sized
Bibles in 53 months and Dances Public 8800 Miles
iN A sAMe HuMaN CLocK TiME FrAMe of 53 Months..
And thaT’s ..JusT A ReMiNdEr.. to me.. it is.. now more
thE PreSenT for other R and R Thursday Holy and Sacred
Co-Creative ways of doing art in flesh and blood from head
to dance toes and more to come as tonight is the Celebration
too of the 200th Week of Dancing with all the Cool College age
folks at Old Seville Quarter for true Fat Tuesday is gone and Lent
came on Valentine’s day and April Fool’s Day is Easter for my day too
this year and what all that bOils down too is just more Luke-Hot ArT oF Love
FoR Me NoW
yeS iNCluding
CoME NeXT too..:)
Tree oF liFENoW
FuLL aS ‘they’
And ‘ i’ do
Too aLiVE


Hello Darkness..
my old
wise known
sensed and yes
class.. also felt
as the Call for
an Uprising Dude
on You Tube.. i’ve
come back again
to talk with you on
the Day after Valentine’s
day and not only do i provide
a Trolls’ Clip where the Good Cop
Jesus adoring Loving kinda Morning
And Evening Star Dude per Love as a metaphor
for Venus and the term Bringer oF LiGHT already
known felt and sensed and understood by those who
LuC i FeR
most ofTeN
Referred to as the
NoW Four Word Letter
Word back again.. YeS..
Class in the flesh incarnate
as Troll LoVE Multi-Colored
BeYoND Rainbow Colors Troll2
and then there is the other one..
yes.. sadly.. the weaker spirited hearted
souls that one may come across in more of a fifty
sHades of tint walking in Scales of Purgatory Grey..
often silent are these Purgatory on eARTh Folks just
leave them alone or they might go combustible on the
way to the dARk Abyss of Adversary-like-Satan as Fear
and Hate incarnate in the Flesh and Blood of Human too
even spreading conspiracy theories and generally speaking
fear and hate with misery loves company including false witness
against their brothers and sisters too for yes.. according to the
Scientific Evidence at hand too
in ReaSon oF Human SpiRiT
oF HeaRT as out of MINd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Source and Force
oF aS SoUL iN
kNoWing not what
they are doing per the
Original Greek Definition
of the Term ‘Apocalypse’ that
actually means lifting the veils
of ignorance precisely so we do
not Blow up the World like Charlton
Heston Rifle Hugging Apes in Semi to
Fully Automatic Little men pushing Nuclear
Trigger Buttons and the such of rotting Nuclear
Winters of Human Flesh.. yes.. the New England Journal
of Medicine states per Psychological Profiles and oTHeR neurochemical
and neurohormonal issues from head to toe too.. thaT tHeRe is a ‘Certain
Percentage’ oF Folks who are just waiting for the Next Used Car Sales
Person or so-called Man of the Cloth as Science shows is also in
the top 10 list of Psychopathic Leaning individuals as checking
off the list of symptom items in fear and hating ways in Human
Cold.. far far away from aN Ocean of Empathy and Sympathy
And Compassion for other human beings who
are different now from them even more
now.. voila.. as this Brings me to the target
audience you depend on to spread conspiracy
theories as your constant bread and butter supply
of folks who more easily fall to just about every lie that
goes with conspiracy theories that one human can ‘dream’ up
to make some ad sense and or patreon pennies as such to make
ends meet at their dinner table too.. true// we humans will do all kinds of
fresh hell to survive.. but again that takes me to my next song now in the
the very
very dangerous
part you play here
in providing False Witness
associated with your Brother
and Sisters you spread fear and
hate about in really what looks like
a impressive determined effort here..
in fAct.. it almost looks like someone is paying
you to do this.. but it is True too.. with the ‘Trump
Stuff’ out of the closet aCross the USA
now it’s a lot less hard to believe
that you are just
a conspiracy
theory too..
hehe.. in other words
Heaven Forbid and Hell
comes more it appears that you
my friend are on the up and up of down
per the Adversary Land away from the Home of Hope and Love
and yes.. class.. Joy loves Company wHere you do not have folks in the
audience.. change the song now please to side two and the other place too..

For true i have been monitoring your comments section as just part of let’s just
say a Hobby as watcher of sorts working directly in conduit with the God oF LoVE
true you can call Love the Wizard of Oz or Jesus or God it matters not form for the
Essence of Love Lives within me at least as the meek who are strong enough not
to spread fear and hate do inherit the eARTh with a mighty fine Wine of Love
that has nothing to do with inebriated spirits any less than a real BaLanCinG
Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic Dance with God as Love now within now
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around as true those of us
successful in coming into the Kingdom of Heaven as God Love
is us.. we i.. them and they., she and he and his and hers
one now more gentile jew servant or free woman
and or man no more now JusT one Happy
Flesh and Blood Family
HuMaN aS inCaRNaTE
God LoVE
CoME to: FLoWeRiNG
Bloom From: Human LoVE
NoW isREaL as DancE and SonG
oF HuMaN BeinGS CoMinG ToGeTHeR
WHoLE aS and iS LoVE all around the Globe now..MoRE..
Happy Days are HeaR For SiGHT oF LoVE ReaL NoW aGaiN..
True HeAR the wages and rewards of life are aLL A Currency oF Love
with a spread of Hope here and there for those who can and will use that
too.. and yes.. just like in the more colored version of the Love Troll in the First
Video Love Troll Incarnate like me and some of my FriEnds NoW FLoaTiNG MoRENoW
Free oN Terrestrial eARTh now more fully alive as Joy continues to Share Joy’s Company..
true my friend.. i listen to the stories of your Commenters heaR as you continue in a substantial
Number of Videos that threaten incitement come to Fruition of what the Commenters start to
Wish as Harm against others you provide false witness against still now.. Your Audience
Provides a Window into your HeARt SPiRiT and SoUL too but true my FriEnd
i was born and bred as Unconditional Love.. i am the Fortunate one
for i can and will only partially Do what Elvis Presley says to
do in walking a mile in your shoes as the Song is not
Silent.. it is one clear as fear and hate more
for the other folks in your
Human Kind
but it’s true.. While
i’m just a Hobbyist NoW
there are other folks watching
who get paid to protect their Country
Folks from Fresh Hell stuff just like this..
as your ‘little brother’ Mario as Trump might
make even smaller is at least providing lip service
that being a Christian means one thing of LoVinG aLL OTHeRS
now and yes doing our best to walk a mile in their shoes NoW to see
who hurt them and turned them incarnate as the Adversary of Fear and Hate
filled against most all Forms of LoVESSeNcENoW.. sure.. Misery Loves Company
And ignorance loves the veils that Blind means your Target Audience is Secure.. but
true.. tHere are those
who are watching
to insure
Fear and Hate
doesn’t come to Killing Swords
for it is true those who live by the sword
do the other thing too.. mostly fear and hate in the other place now..
you are the only very dark place i will visit this week the rest of the
places are becoming more generic places of luke warm with
not much inspiration to write Bibles.. also.. Longest Long
Form Bibles NoW2.. but true if you really wanna learn
about the Major Factors Behind Rampage
Killings.. i already did A Study on
that in the actual habitat
where young
men are lost
without Social Roles
for true not everyone has
figured out how to spread fear
and hate and feed off of conspiracy Loving now real..
True is social roles that are fading most folks
a sign of a sick society at core.. and with the addition of
weapons of mass destruction somebody better really heaR
the cries of those who are poor of Spirit.. true.. they do have the
Potential of coming out of the BLacK Days of the Death of the SoUL..
but true too they too can and will become villains now too if left unchecked..
Anyway.. as ‘they’ say do not judge or damn or condemn.. try to walk a mile
in the shoes of folks who do live as fear and hate in the company of misery now..
hard to do
from the
of Heaven but not
so hard to do when one
has already been the Adversary
of Love and Life in the other place for years gone by..
if only you knew my friend if only you knew where you live now..
And it’s worth noting too that V-n-V Nation stands for Victory over Vengeance
in other words the Land of Hope and Love in the Kingdom of Heaven now over
the place of Fear and Hate wHeRE Misery LoVeS Company.. SAdly even more now real.

“The Major Factor Underlying The Increase In Rampage Killings”

It’s true my friend.. ‘i’ get around. i’ve walked in more shoes than you can likely imagine..
And trust me.. i dance/sing in shoes for now that you cannot imagine.. but sure tHeRe’s Hope
wHeREveR WiLL Exists.. Pretty interesting.. huh.. that a ‘relative’ ‘nobody’ would have a top hit
on a Google Search
on a
like this..
i’m just a Squirrel Baby..
‘this is your World’.. True..
‘Squirrels’ have resources too..
As aLWaYs thanks for the DArk Muse
for that you are extremely reliable.. mY friEnd..;)

With another ‘small’ gift.. before i go and aLWaYs come back again..:)


Holy S.. Superfolks and stuff like that.. i actually
get a reply from one of the Call for an Uprising Dude
on YouTube’s Followers as such with what remains below as such..

User ‘Obi-Wan Kenobi’ says..

Kate Mia You typed your letters As IF YOur DRUnk.
By the way, that “science” you speak of, is the same
engineering that almost produced pig/human hybrids.
Have fun congratulating that mess.

in replay i return again and say..

Hehe.. i suppose this proves
you are not among the Russian..
bots.. never the
Less.. Hi..
as Jesus
Gives only

The Surprises continue as i actually
get a rather deep and intelligent reply..
unusual in this Territory on the Darker
Web but as ‘they’ say not impossible
just like chances of anyone
at all
to ‘little old me’..;)

Anyway obi says..

What do you mean, “when real”?
Is that supposed to be a paradox?

(Yoda) also known as me says..

It’s very simple; God is Love, Period,
If one Experiences God;
And in Essence
for some only
in form
Deed is Paradox..:)

Obi gets even smarter with..

I don’t know who you are,
but if you aren’t, then you’re
similar to a Kabbalist.

So.. i invite him to take
a Green Pill of
Love From me.. with..

Well, considering I left
a couple of links above
it is ‘easy’ enough to
find out who i am;
I deal directly with
God and am far from
the first or only one;
Chances are if you don’t own one
of the Fastest Computers available
and or Broadest Band Internet Access
you won’t be able to open it up as overall
“Moore’s Law” has not quite fully caught up
with me; Reference, John 14:12; I have close
to a Photographic Memory for text; I’m not the person one
usually wants to get into a Bible Debate with as i am well versed
from the
of the
Bible to
the back
of it again;
many times over;
in fact, i’ve written 7 King
James Size Bibles and Longest
Long Form Poems of my own now
in just 53 Months, fully completed;
it is true, John 14:12 in itself gives
me full authority to do that and even more;
I Knock-out Writing a Couple of Bibles a year, ‘these days’.

If i get anymore ‘feedback’.. i’ll add it later.. for it’s just about
the human ‘CLock time’ to get ready for the 200th Dance
Week Night with all the Cool College Age Folks at Seville Quarter..:)


Electing A Politician Who
Lacks Empathy and Compassion
And Brags About Shooting Folks
Additionally Bragging About Grabbing
Women’s ‘Privates’..
Those HeartS Need Mittens
FoR NoW.. i Don’t Like Cake..
Seven Candles.. i Do WiLLNoW
Just ’cause
i DeSire 6 Face
Book Birthday Candles
It’s Always my Birthday
It’s Always Fat Tuesday
My Shirt Stayed Down
A Very Healthy Young White Woman
Presented me With A Clothed Stripper Dance
At My Feet
A Nice African American Woman
Presented me With A Bootie Dance
My Shirt Stayed Down
A Birthday Girl Gave me Her Mardi
Gras Beads Last Night at Dance..
My Shirt Stayed Down
‘People’ ‘who’ Torture ‘Small Animals’
On A No Gun And
‘Politician/Preacher/CEO List’

Meanwhile at Cabrogals’ Place..
A Dude who is diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome and Bi-Polar Version 1.0 of that Disorder..
He writes about enjoying the up part of the Disorder
that in some cases includes psychosis..
delusion.. including
Delusions of Grandeur..

i reply to his Blog Post with..

LiFE.. A GamE oF
SoMe Go FuRTHeR….

Cabrogal returns with and by the way..
i met this Aboriginal Australian Man
on Lala Rukh’s Blog site early
on in my Poetry Man Adventure
back in the Summer of 2013..
He had a successful
Writing Career
and was
a Trauma
Counselor too..
including.. helping
Women who experienced Rape..
Eventually.. he fell to Auto-Immune Related
Disorders as i did too.. And recovered From
enough to fully enjoy life.. whereas he still
deals with a great Deal of Physical Illness
along with the challenges of Asperger’s
And Bi-Polar Disorder 1.0.. too.. anyway..
he returns with..

Sounds scary.

I’d better stay safe and snug under my diagnoses.

And i come back again with..

What’s that..
Part of Bi-polar
Also.. in
My ‘case’
Deed that
Can be scary
Leaves the
Room and
Hope is
No longer
And the
Thoth Tarot
Card for Fool
Comes Incarnate
Again as Number
For True..

And now i go on to say.. yes of
course i am diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome as my sister is too as we obviously
inherited the general phenotype of this condition
from my Father as he and his Identical Twin
Brother presented many of the obvious
symptoms too.. particularly
my Father in the
area of expressing
emotions and yes he
did have his restricted behavioral
interests that he repeated every day
in focus more specifically his Love For
Everything associated with Guns and Knives.. and
his Forty-Six year Career with Law Enforcement too..
As it is true one can and will find a considerable number
of folks on the Wrong Planet Website that is focused on Folks
with Asperger’s Syndrome whose whole life revolves around
special interests
of guns this and
guns that and
all around
the World to Love..
true.. this Broader Phenotype
of Autism in Higher Functioning way
per before one no longer functions optimally
in school and or work and gains a Label of Diagnosis
in some studies.. is suggested to branch out.. in a more
diluted form of symptoms in 10 to 15 Percent of the Population..
where it could be just the repetitive restricted behaviors associated
with a special interest that become a little more all consuming than it ‘should’
be to maintain
good relationships
at home with the family
instead of spending all of one’s good will
time hunting and fishing and wood-working too..
as not a functional disability for one can still maintain
a rather structured job as such too.. but still that can and will be a problem too..
the Bi-Polar issue can and will be more or less difficult too.. depending now on the
severity of the symptoms as far as potentially harming others in the higher parts
of it and self and harming others and self potentially in the lower parts as well..
this condition runs rather rampant on my Mother’s side of the family
as she obviously had some related issues too but
without any serious depression..
as my Psychiatrist
said to me..
i am the odd one out
in the other wise specified
condition of that and among
most folks with Aspeger’s syndrome
too.. as for me the conditions work together
to Balance each other out.. and true i do have to
Write Poetry and Dance like A FucKinG Olympic and
Sage Athlete to keep it all Balanced together Fearless
and Full of High without getting myself or anyone else into
any real
as generally
speaking my Psychiatrist
considers me a literal and metaphorical enigma..
but see here’s ‘the’ deal too and the difference in my
life for i was loved and neither abused or neglected for
if you take an individual like Trump or the recent rampage
killer who shows a lack of empathy sympathy and compassion
for his fellow human beings off script per say and do for Trump too
as far as Grabbing bystander Pussy’s and additionally Bragging about
his constituents sticking with him even if he were to shoot someone down
in a public
state square..
Houston we Have
a Problem and that Problem
is not only TrumP.. it is both Trump
(reminder here to watch that Minions
Me3 Movie i purchased last week)
and the folks who elected him in
who have Hearts as cold
as a stone too..
for true now
would you let ‘that
young man’ close to
the Twitter Buttons to
play a game of Chicken with
Leaders with Nuclear Bombs and
threaten Bloody Nose Strikes that would mean
the sure destruction and death of well over a million
totally innocent folks a ‘little South’ of ‘the Enemy’/’Adversary’ in question..
sure some would for some already did it but you see ‘you’ not unlike the folks
‘Down South’ didn’t fully see the symptoms apparently before you elected him
or even worse.. you just don’t care about whether or not ‘the evil’ getS in.. that’s
in the World
we live in today
for folks who cannot seem
to make the Connection with
that Young Man down South and
the so-called Leader of the Free World today..
And HeLL no this is nothing new for the same general
‘other disorder’ kinda folks made the unwarranted war
to tear down a Country and Rebuild it for Military
Industrial Contracts for Bucks with Cronies
for CEO Bucks too.. thing is.. in those
cases the Leaders in
at least did not brag
about their anti-social
behavior directly to ‘you’ before you voted
them in so again what this means is there is
also a broader phenotype of torturing animals too..
even if the animals in eventually affect and effect come to be actually you..
for it’s true we reap what we sow and get the Government we vote for too.. even
if it is
a ‘big boy’
who eventually
tortures ‘you; too..
in slower ways of living death..
But true Gru is nothing without his minions but bucks.
And to be clear the highlighted lovely young Dancing
Woman in the coming Facebook Profile Pic today has nothing to do
with the writing above.. in fAct/ART she is an Angel.. everyone has/is a story..
do too..
and it’s True Now too..
the African American Woman
and the Bead Giving Birthday
Girl and the Exotic Fully Clothed White Girl
aS at my Feet Dancer did nothing to harm me..
in fact i was ‘Quiet’ flattered as not every close
to 58 year old dude gets that treatment among
18 to 21 year-old Women as such at the Dance Hall these
days but trust me Fearless no matter how it comes is attractive
Women at least..
but true i am not A 50
sHades of Grey dude i have
‘the colors’ beyond imaginable for
most folks and it’s not hard for me to
understand why some other folks stay
so salty for it is true too.. i was a colorless man before..
in other words i had no true love within to give that feels..
never the less i still loved for 33 months with empty shells of words
as before that for 33 months i was A Devil locked in a Head of Hell..
came back
as a Fool’s Love GOld..
trust me or not.. i understand what
it doesn’t feel and sense like now/then to
be either a Trump and or ‘that little man down south’ too..
nah.. you don’t wanna be the devil and you don’t wanna go to hell..
and if you don’t pay attention to NoW who that is and where that is..
it could
be you
save yourself next..
thing is.. this Human Nature as
it is is classically evolved now for
Greater/Lesser potential from bLack Abyss Soul
to BeYoND Colors too.. in Epigenetic ways from
Dr. Jekyll to Mr. Good Cop Hyde Neuroplastically
for the potential of change in each Human Being too
for what i say now is as True as a thousand years from now..
Could Sound Like Delusions of Grandeur but i am a Scientist too.
in many
Grace ironically
so far away from Art
as Art saves the Scientist
With Mittens and an Ice Cold
Science Abstract Heart2.. hmm..
seems now i have a theMe SonG
NoW by another Foreigner too..
as tHeRe is
A New
And old
SonG to: coMe
From: Play too..:)


84 F iN DeGreeS.. 2.16.18…
F iT
Some folks quit
living as life NoW iT’s
as simple as is.. sweet
true just nothings as such
before i dance out and in with
Sand and Spiraling Sun of God
as Nature all around.. for it’s true as
my Two Yellow Cat Friends do label on
the T-Shirt For the Thursday Night 200th
Week Celebration of Dance with all the cool
and yes.. ever Changing College Age Faces at
Old Seville as God knows feel and senses Lord
how many folks i have come into
direct and indirect
of the last
200 weeks of Dance
Nights to Dance and Sing
A Freddy Free Loader life
that never buys one drink or
too Perhaps A Virtue of Sobriety
sTiLL oNE A Drunk oN A God of Nature
dance allone.. sure.. i am alcohol free
as i remain that way but even more
subject to a subject that is me
too without rules oF Fears
aS iNhibitions away
from free ‘fore..
things are really Greening
up fast outside and a little head
cold i gained in the last week along
with what looks like an Early Spring
no matter what the Ground Hog’s Shadow
Fear said away from Hope of the New Spring Year..
And Facebook Friend Sherri shared a very inspiring
story of a Child With Down’s Syndrome who eventually
became a World Renown Model with the very focused assistance
of a Mother who loved her unconditionally and that’s the thing about
Being Baptized with Love as the Holy Spirit of Love comes to play
and often never goes away and or surely
comes back when Gardened
From Birth at the
Breast of
Loving Mothers
And Rest oF A VillAge
wHere the child is prize most.. versus
a stiff necked and rather cold hearted
Richard Dawkins in his systemizing way
of reducing humans down to numbers and
complaining that the reproductive exits and
entrances are too close to the Human Septic
Tank Release valves and stuff like that once advised
a Young Woman to abort her Down’s Child for that child would
not have ‘e(i)mpirical’ value to Society for Mr. Dawkins to say that obviously
he has no clue what the value of just one smile is when one lives as an Empirical
Abstract Science Project that only evolves around the parameters of what is seen
or not seen
as SpiRiT
of HeART iN A BaLanCinG
MiNd and BoDy SoUL tHaT wHo NoW
is as real as the now Science assessed
properties and processes of Love where the
moving connecting creating fearless properties
of Love as Pure Faith in Trust will actually potentially
cure incurable disease as Love Wins when two or more
people come together as Love without Fear.. little men labels
spirits beyond all labels combined when miracles come to Human town..
but true too.. as mentioned before with Pastors and Clerics and Preachers
and Priests also known and felt and sensed even in Science Studies in Systemizing
ways to make the top 10 list of Psychopathic Leaning
attributes too.. where True.. the Colder
Hearted Scientist
who takes
the Bible
as a Literal Science
book in stead of just another
Art Book named a Bible of Historical
Poetry too.. has no qualms of damning everyone
to a torture of Hell forevermore now and meanwhile
who turns around with the crazies of suggesting God and
Jesus is Love after clearly indicating they are Adversaries oF
aS Satan’s too for what kind of love gets to the point that it never
forgives a human again.. the
kind of love
that isn’t
love of course
for Love as all Loves
All and never gives up on
Love as simple as that for those
who’ve entered the Kingdom of Love
also known by those folks who live heaR..
who have yet to come to See Feel and Sense Pure
agApe LoVE STiLL misSing the needle as a CamEL even
much larger than before.. falls face flat on the Face of God
where God is both subject and object
and noun and verb and all the other
words other
that and
who will ever
be devised to describe
and define BeYoND AGape Fearless
Love as Love Wins like this more now.. MoRE
sTiLL to be or not to be out of the arms of LoVENoW2..
anYWay.. while it’s true that i received almost every kind and
truly not so kind of Verbal Abuse and sometimes Verbal threats
for not mixing in the group think still current sheep-life way of living
when very young and advancing ages too.. through decades after
then for simply being different.. during all of that before i fully
self actualized at age 53 after a 66 Month real life Hell shut-in
then becoming my own best friend sister brother mother
father wife and husband within as that i see just
about what one must do to free them
selves from the overall Matrix
Modern Age as that
trap expands
in as more folks now
as folks become more
like text and screens thaN
living moving connecting co-creating
folks all joining Hands to raise a child as prize
of Love no matter two spirit one spirit or more closed within
but heAr’s the thing as long as one has a totally loving giving
Mother or someone else they can truly count on to let them
be all of who they are.. while the bullies of life may do their
very best in cold hearted acts to stuff love out
of the
and indeed
that happens
NoW with Trump Tower
Builds and the such as that..
Hmm.. i think i need a nap
probably the head cold out
in the world and all
Trees Of
LiFE ‘They’ Do Grow
OuT oF sHades oF Grey..
also inspired by the song of a
friend warmer or colder
to tale
soMe tiMes…
i’M aWaKe NoW LoVEGreeNS


As painful as this is gonna be in memory
Way.. Holding A Hand of Love that was
aLWays my Mother
Dying to keep that
alive forevernow more
after her last blink then
of life now comes now in
this blink of life now more
for it is true we pass much
more as Hands of Love than
Just Flesh and Blood that Feels
and Senses no Dance and Song
oF Holy Creating Spirit thaT iS
A Higher Power within as LoVE
that some folks
feel and
aT aLL
as living dead now now
this cannot be measured now
in towers or guns now in bLack
Dollar BiLLs or small as Lincoln Sent
Cents this Love is Real this Love is God
And if you’ve never met an all forgiving love
like this let’s face it you haven’t seen and been
the yes the Face of Love as Living hands that Breathe
onto unto A Love Lives after last blinks of life go and resurrect
again.. now
the value
of love
what is the
Value of Love
for those who Feel
and Sense promoting
Love to God Beyond just
an Empty Shell that is a word
or a human dying never inspiring
Love to resurrect again and go on as Loving more..
i’m tired of Jesus and God being dead this way and sure
Allah and Muhammad and whoever else deviates from love
in any way.. i’m sick and tired of it but that matters not for that
is only dark that is part of God and all of that too for all of that
Love as
God in me more
forevernowmore as
not only is love resurrected
in those feeding and DrinKinG Love
iN oTHeRS Love Grows taller than ever
‘fore in eYes of Love that never give up
Loving more.. So by now
Have you hELd Hands as
Love lately i have and if you
can’t i suggest you dance naked
with sand and sun to open up the
God of Love that can and will be you too..
that clothes
of cultures and
religions bring
away from Light that
and who will not be misTaken
for anything less than Love as God.


Another Great Topic on the ‘Wrong Planet’ per the Sexual Revolution;
And Considering, our closest Kissing Cousin Apes, the Bonobo,
uses many different all natural devices of Sexual Activity
to avoid aggression and violence with no
of World War III; Additionally
I find it extremely interesting
in the ‘Dance Halls’ of Life that
now Women on their initiative Jump
up and Down as such in Bootie Dances
they create; only problem of course is some folks
get left out of the action as we humans are a tad bit
still more discriminate in selecting others to engage with
in arousing behaviors like this; in this way, Homogenous Societies
have their way with each other more and so do more dominate ‘alpha
looking fearless males’ as to who this or that male is that women these days
Choose to do an all clothed ‘Bonobo Dance’ with on the Dance Floors of life; additionally too,
the Aesthetic Quality of Healthy and close to Naked bodies in Malls as advertisement for just about all
there is to buy today I find
quite pleasing and no; not
offensive at all; as I ain’t scared
and get selected enough for Bootie
Dances to not feel bad about getting left out other wise
Pornography provides at least a vicarious avenue where
no one gets left out in the Kingdom of Now; for sure, why the hell does
one wanna blow things up when all the ‘Virgin Looking’ women are as close
as a button push of ‘Loving Touch’ away from Suicide Bomb Buttons and the such as that.
It’s true; the Sexual Revolution not only makes lives it saves lives for SLM Sex Life Matters more when free.
And on top of this; the Science of Lust and Love indicates that the Lust Part of the Sexual Revolution leads
to greater Creativity and Productivity as a Libido source of Muse that really should not be any surprise for
those in the feel and sense of doing that for real; and even better, when Women get turned on as such
they tend to show off their social cooperation to lure in desirable mates too; so yes, in general,
everyone wins with a Sexual Revolution as long as the Neurohormone Oxytocin still
comes to play in social bonding ways so a village still sticks together in
Altruistic Ways to Garden and Raise a Child as Love so the entire
Revolution and Evolution of the Human Species Carries on, Healthy.
Leave out the Love and even Bonobos Screw up in the other ways too.
We have a problem too, ‘Houston’ as Science Studies of Humans in the last few
decades suggests a very substantial decrease of around 30 Percent of empirical
measures of Empathy among College Age Students. The Sexual Revolution without
Empathy can and will be more of a game of Abuse than consensual activity. True though;
Bootie Dances
don’t make me mad.
I can tolerate them as no
one gets hurt in the longer run of that with
at least little old me out in a Free Dance of Love.
I love the Sexual Revolution; so frustrating it was to be limited
to just Bra and Panty Photos in the Sears and Roebuck Catalog in Puberty years of old.
But on the other Hand, I probably got a whole lot more School Work Done and Learned to
Love Women with Emotions instead of just Octopus Arms and the Hands of that activity too.
As in all stuff life, there is Dark and Light that comes with what is. Sex Sales and Capitalism
let that S E X dollar bill go;
And on top of that Porn was the
major driving creative and productive
influence for the very existence of online
as we do it now in so many different ways of Free.
Anyway, if anyone is interested in Empirical Studies related
to this; two Youtube Links below on Lust and Love and Bonobo
Extra Credit
Loving ways too;
And oh, by the Way
that ‘Heavenly Pill’ that
came to be in ’60 the year of
my Birth, I do agree started this
New age of Freedom for all who Love
Freedom more naked from Head to toe;
And yes, the EartH in some ways at least as us
can and will thank the pill creators from saving
the Earth from too much of us still to come as
the Population of Humans is projected to finally
stabilize with additional reproductive birth control
by the middle of the Century that is Good News for all who are concerned
for in this way, ‘the Pill’ may save us all from additionally suffering otherwise to come.
So, Go Sexual Revolution Go; as ‘You’ the ‘Pill’ and ‘Porn’ may be the Real Saviors of the Human World for True
most folks don’t do Porn and make Babies at the same time on the ‘other hand’ as such; heHe; ‘Jesus “S” Christ’.


And in some cases
the “S” Stands for Hope..:)


Off to: gigoid.. Xenia.. and.. Frank’s Places..
Accompaniment by ‘Star’ From:
via Earth.. Wind.. and Fire..:)

“For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it.
For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it.
For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it.”

~~ Ivan Panin ~~

It’s worth noting that some people don’t have eyes for Feeling Sensing Beauty.
It’s worth noting that some people don’t have ears for Hearing Truth of Wisdom.
It’s worth noting that some people don’t have Heart for Receiving and Giving Love.
The Magic
is that
does at all.
Count two has always been a good friend of mine.
Count one and three lost for many months of Numb and pain.
How fortunate i am to be reborn in 1 and 3 again as Wisdom More
Dances Sings Truth more
than letters of words
without a substance
of Art that moves
and glues
Rest of Humpy
Dumpty Together again
iN A Dance and Song of Life
thaT wHo works well enough to be..
True though i’m glad i’ve lived in Purgatory
Grey and bLack Abyss of Feelings Senses for
from that perspective the rest of existence come again
is rising
Ashes to Star oF LoVE
Out of tarRed Wings of BirdS
fAllen to the Bottom oF A Sea
looKing up to see a STar of Love and Feeling
yet to Free Wings of Tar SoaRinG Back up to: LoVE..
yes.. life
is magic
like this
MaGiC coMes to: be LoVE FRoM
A STaR oF Existence WitH LiFE..:)

“Everything that has a beginning has an ending.
Make your peace with that and all will be well.”

~~ Buddha ~~

Ending Beginning NoW that’s all i will be to be..:)

“My imagination makes me human and makes me a fool;
it gives me all the world and exiles me from it.”

~~ Ursula K. Le Guin ~~

IT’s A BiG enough World now to find
friEnds who are similar Fools of Joy..:)

“The Master doesn’t talk, he acts,
when his work is done, the people say,
“Amazing: We did it all by ourselves!”

~ Tao Teh Ching ~~

Dance and never learn how to; do it.

“Not to decide is to decide.”

~~ Harvey Cox ~~


“Doubt is not a pleasant condition but certainty is an absurd one.”

~~ Voltaire ~~


“Our care should not be to have lived long as to have lived enough.”

~~ Seneca ~~

Colors of now continue to grow longer now
as long as the brush and paint and painting colors DiffeRent

“To see the world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.”

~~ William Blake, “Auguries of Innocence” ~~


SMiLes gigoid..
HappY ReAllY TRaVeLinG..:)

84 F iN DegreeS NoW SunSet
BRinGS SPRinG wELcomeS MooN’S LoVE
CHiLD WiNTeR’s Leave SeAsonS LiVeNoW..
SuN A CaLL oF Wild
to: Every Animal
AS HuMaNS Be..
oF EartH
HoWLinG aT A

Back and
Break of Spring
in Winter NoW and 84
Degrees F with February
AC Dreams Coming Next..
Murmuring Winter HeART
February Dogwood FLoWeR
As mY Mother’s Heart lasts
With no Food or Drink LiVinG
8 days From: Last Valentine’s
Day.. ’till A Day After to:
oF OuR
Every Meaning
Purpose Holy
Sacred LoVE iEaT NoW ReaL
A DRinK oF LiFE wHo LiVES..
Hand oF Bird NoW
Home Of Imagination
Dances Sings out to:
Shortly Sweetly
Sands of Beach
Sweep A Stress
Away Ocean Whole
Déjà vu NoW


“Thinking into Misery”; yes, true, this often Happens
among human beings who no longer move as art
speaks as Art in Feeling and Sensing Nature
as pART oF all more specifically
LiFE as aLL A Dance
And Song of
Life where
ART of heART
is more than H and E making SMart.
The archetypes are clear now for those
who Dance and Sing Free without instruction
without guidelines without rules and yes without
words of planning as a Dance precedes a Song of Art
Away from Mechanical Cognition where to Bring Systemizing
Science into the much bigger picture now shows in studies that
Mechanical Cognition when used to the exclusion of Social Empathic
Cognition withers
away the potential
for Happiness
like a pipe
of being
FroZen no longer allowing
A River of Happiness to Flow Free
in moving connecting and co-creating
ways original and not prescribed as a pill
or a spoon fed way of life from Birth. Nature
Deficit Disorder is a ‘Growing’ Trend that starts early
in school with quiet hands and feet. True, more aptly put in terms
of potential Happiness or not as that relates to stress and anxiety and
all stuff associated with Fear that can and will lead to not only the Death
of Happiness in tension from Head to toe but also the potential for Aggression
and Violence and even World War III when a Dance of Free Flowing Happiness from
Head to toe
room as Tree oF LiFE
NoW no longer Felt and
Sensed from Head to toe alive.
Truly, it is fascinating since the development of Written Language away
from the much longer used way of connecting and moving and co-creating
through a literal Dance of Non-Verbal Language from first to last blink of life;
the tools of words that Humans and Cultures have used to escape; a land of words
of thinking judging ‘inside’ back to Nature ‘outside’ as Feeling Sensing Perceiving
Life from Head to toe and all around in a Free Dance of Non-Verbal Language
that requires no words at all other than attempts to develop abstract
constructs of human symbols to relate paths of dance to others that
bring joy. True, some cultures have gone to elaborate
ways of guidelines and instructions to escape
A Language of Written words and
cultural clothes back to
the Nature still now
that is a Free Moving
Dance of life as bio-feedback
of what does feel and sense better or worse
as every now goes for an intelligence of mood that
knows no words at all other than feeble attempts like this
in essence of poetry to explain now how to get to continuous
bliss by a free dance of bio-feed back as Nirvana becomes a River
and an Ocean whole with gentle waves that no longer ravage life or come
to still no
the Ocean
of our life as River ever flowing moving connecting
co-creating in Peace and Harmony where the ‘Coke Commercial’
from before left out the Dance of how to actually get to Heaven now.
It’s true, 7 Chakras are not enough for there are peptide connections
in every cell from head to toe that and who are us as Ocean whole remembering
to ‘light’ up more with every move of life spiraling that and who comes to be as us as River Bliss Whole.
Those of us; yes, the Canaries in the Coal Mine; Some of us diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome where
Tony Atwood, who has perhaps studied the condition to date more than anyone else as a speciality says
the only treatment is regulating emotions through cognitive behavioral therapy, who as far as I know
has yet to address what hits the core of the issue as far as physical intelligence leading to emotional
intelligence and an actual feeling and sensing trust in existential intelligence away from all anxiety;
comfortable in one’s own skin, where no longer can someone ‘Spot the Aspie’ for how one moves as
a river versus ‘stiff’ additionally bringing a non-verbal message of whether emotions flow or are
stifled in a ‘dead end’ creek somewhere separated from the River and Ocean whole of Happiness
that we master instead of being washed away from a Continent full of
A Love that is Trust as Nature does Faith in us more when our River
Flows as Gentle Waves as Ocean Whole. And then there are a variety
of conditions like Bi-Polar where my Health Insurance company occasionally
raises red flags sending them to my Doctors in worry that i do not have to use a
mood stabilizer to keep the Waves of my Ocean Gentle; neither too high or low as
Waves do go. I have another Prescription from my Psychiatrist as Doctors do not deliver
prescriptions as ‘jokes’ these days, still. In fact, my wheel chair is not a pill; my Wheel Chair
that I created to escape the more deleterious symptoms still now of both Asperger’s Syndrome
and Bi-Polar Disorder that are both associated with an excess or deficit of Emotional intelligence
as that comes in balance or not is literal dance as those words are described as movement therapy
on my prescription to Master my emotions for a River of continuous Bliss of Moving Meditation where
true too, my fingers
dance and sing
a Song of Moving Meditation
too; I was A King of Pain and Numb before
for 66 months where my previous Psychiatrist, an
Air Force Major, said my case of Severe Anxiety and
PTSD and the such as that was worse than any combat
Veteran with Emotional and Sensory Fatigue he had ever
come across in case study before. He couldn’t help me for all he
had was pills. Psychotherapists, couldn’t help me for all they had were words.
One day I decided to walk then walk in reverse then spiral in never ending prayer
and ‘routine’ as Free Verse Art of Dance. My Psychiatrist witnessing the Epigenetic
and Neuroplastic changes in me as Butterfly finally escaping a Cocoon of Hell was inspired
enough to quit his practice and start teaching movement therapy for folks ‘just like me’ in a
Teaching Hospital in South Florida then. Fortunately, for me, my New Psychiatrist was a Martial
Artist who understood what the River Flow of Chi is as no woo and a real deal beyond words that
one uses to Master the Bliss of Emotions and Senses in tune for every connection that lights up as
Nirvana from head to toe.
My answer for Joy Loves Company
away from Misery Loves Company is
a working force when two feet become one
Balancing Force from head to toe and all around.
And true, to put it into words is literally impossible to fully do.
True, our distant ancestors never had to worry about that when dance
was/is the
Sung Sings Bliss
and Nirvana more…
All that’s left of this is shores
that once expanded more the waves
away from Nature Deficit Disorder from Head to toe
Real As A Quadrillion or so Connections of potential positive
‘light’ as many point of light as stars that are visible too in the
Entire Universe at hand as we reflect as mini-me’s of that all that is
too as some folks are so impressed by life as whole they name the whole
Ocean a word as small as God. The iron in our blood exists at core of Earth
and is derived from Super Nova Explosions as we come to be sentient star dust
plus as resurrection from Crucible Fire of Star death ‘fore. This life is a miracle.
Those who
come to see it
in more colors of
the Miracle at hand of feat..
And it’s true as vocal chords sing
emotions to one another and heart
beats of Love are Emotions we feel with
other close in touch as cats purr and puppies
lick our face; A Piano is the percussion; the drum
of our heart in each stroke that may strike a keyboard
of words too. All 88 Strings are extensions of our Vocal chords
that do extend our Sing as Loving Heart; this life is a miracle and
Love as the Ultimate Force of our Life in Balance is worthy of Thanks
and Praise and yes even Worship as a Dance of life that and who actually lives.
This life
is truly
no Science Alone
when life becomes ART
every Dance and Song Alive;
the Universe is ‘meant’ just to be
seen ‘this way’ by our/my eYes Alive;
“How Rare and Beautiful it Truly is that we Exist”.
Thanks for inspiring this thought and moreover this Dance and Song.
Thank you Very Much for helping to evolve a soul that is real and flesh and blood.
And it’s true
even if someone
erases it; i still exist
as just a Smile as Dance;
Yeah it’s true; my Wife looks more
like the Ballerina of the Family; but
Never judge a Book of Life by its cover
or diagnosis or label or such Human NON-sense
become lost
as pAges and other bibles
often do away from Dance…


Your voice is heard loud and clear as one of i hate all that is associated with Love and Joy..
True this is just another Chat Room online for misery loves company without empathy
sympathy and compassion for those who truly suffer those who are harmed
without mercy those who are outcast without understanding all
this it is anti-Christ when Christ is no longer the
as a currency
of Love away
from fear and
hate and an apocalypse
of original Greek Definition
that truly means lifting the veils
of ignorance and fear and hate
away from killing fields of talk
that incites more fear and
aggression and violence
potentially more than
ever before in
a land
of fear
and hate
where incarnate
walks the essence of all
of that as demons and devils in hell..
all that’s missing is weapons of mass destruction
here.. all that’s missing is the spirit of human heARt
that is empathy and sympathy and compassion of
understanding different more as colors of God’s
Skin Glows Love without clothes of Human
Cultural deceit and fear and
hatred as all those
who stray
the highest
power and force
that is human
kind love
it’s hard
for human beings and even harder for algorithms now
without empathy and sympathy and compassion to keep
track of all the online ignorance and fear and hate as that
darkness continues to propagate online but now with blood
shed in the flesh and blood world change comes and now trust
me or not you will see it soon as you align yourself with killing fields of real..
in other words Youtube will be pressured into eliminating more than ever sites
oF fear and hatred
that breathe
fumes of
hell as
demons and devils
incarnate in flesh and
blood words of text that/who fear and hate
having ignorance in misery loves company now as living death..
SMiles my FriEnd.. love ya and all that but i cannot condone a place
where folks make fun of human tears from those who no longer feeL
And sense what’s real as love.
Not a single
person here
stood up for
(Love/Jesus/God) but it is true
Love never fears when real to give..
how about a call for an uprising for love
for surely that is what a real Good Cop Jesus come
incarnate will do in a Dance and Song of Love isReaL
in the day of a life now that’s real as Stone Statues of
Law Enforcement Officers do rise as Love too
out of
a burial
and a lonely
Heart’s Club Band
that who spreads love like
any Captain Salt come to be will jusT Do as LoVeLiFENoW so..
what are you made of pepper or salt.. So far i’m seeing pepper
and just another Chief of Staff of Hell below in DArk Web site NoW as Call for an Uprising
Dude one day you are gonna miss your britches when you find God Love Naked and real..
as LoVE WiTHIN.. Meanwhile you stand here proud mocking the tears of Parents and other Loving Beings
who have lost the Love of Children and worst of all you do it to make Green Stuff with A BLack Soul Breath.
Got a ‘Special Song’ for you today; ‘only if you knew only if you knew’ ‘oh my God’ a heart jar of bLack
in reverse just for you on this special Day oF LoVE DancESonGisReaL.. MeaNwhile in other news
‘some singer’ Christ-
in-a Perri wHere Perry Means
Rock as Christina and Katy means
Pure wHere one wears a tattoo of Mia above
tHeir heART wHo sings both Family and Close to God (Love)
AS HuMaN BReaTHeS LiGHT while the other one who bRings
A ‘Firework’ wears a tattoo of saving “Jesus”(Love) on her
arm.. those are
the places
Loves to visit
in even a thouSand yEars
yeah.. thiS HeaR at
YouR Place is JusT
More dArk MusE
continueS oN HeaR iSnowreal
but true.. i am also a Scientist
And Criminologist Lawyer and
Rule maker too.. in some cases
Judge and Jury Adversary and Prosecutor too..
seRiouSLY call for uprising dude as far as empirical
science goes.. YouR YouTube sites all of them are numbered
much smaller in days if you don’t change your ways of inciting fear and hate
and conspiracy theories that and who.. do the same.. Times.. are A Changing
Love iS HeaRNoW.. Tree oF LiFE.. CoMeS AGAiN LiVeSAGAiNoWisReaLHeaR..
you’ve brought a few songs of delightful muse for what i do.. clean up your
act from fear and hate and misery enjoys company of suffering and you’ll
stay a longer
day now of
your Freedom
of Expression more
towards Joy Love Company
more as Human Love inCarNaTE..

A LiNK iS JusT one proof aS An Essence oF LoVE LiVES WiTHiN too as
YoU when LoVE coMes Back to LiFE too in a dance and song that who feels
And senses hope and love beyond what lives
As A fear and hate
And ignorance
Away from:
TrutH anD to:
LiGHT tHaT AnD uNconditional LiVInG FoRCE
wHo Dances and Sings Wisdom Fearless oF Now
KinGDoM aS LoVE oF YoU mY friEnd WiTHiNoWLoVEFReEDNoWDancESinGS..:)


Jordan Peterson has become a hero for young men
who no longer have clear social roles and an understanding
of what masculinity means at core beyond what comes these days
so much more from top to bottom as Malignant Patriarchy without a
Foundation of Grace/Love as Balance in Mastery of Physical And Emotional
and Existential Intelligences overall that come moreover innately instinctually
and intuitively than what may lie or tale the truth in pAges of bookS old to new.
A Core Definition of all religion is common binds of Dance and Song and
Abstract Symbols ranging from Golden Calves to Words that provide a
common group think and act glue for core survival and even potential
thrive of the Social Group at Hand that works best as history and
modern days continues to show in mostly homogeneous
groups that work as a tribe of understanding similarities
on the same page of Choir that comes to be. Story
telling, whether that be in a non-verbal language of dance
or oral tradition that eventually comes to written pages is a way
humans have come together in binds from years gone past as now common
button pressing of Facebook Likes replaces both A human touch and even simple
written statuses of where someone goes or photos of what they ate; but true, Cat photos
do generate a social bonding neurohormone of oxytocin for those who indulge and are able
to receive that free. Most Everyone does some kind of religion whether that be a religion of one
and reading common words of interests in books to sharing the Tribal instinct of us versus them
in ways of watching sports now too. And yes, Politics and Religion are almost impossible to separate
as both bring rules and common binds of similarities and differences of conservative versus liberal now
as the innate ‘Tribal’ religions of Humans simple and complex still generated as is today. We are different;
now we are similar; some of us love; some of us do not have the capacity or ability; in fact, some of us do
not even have the ability to feel the reality of the Neurohormone Oxytocin moreover that continues
to bring most folks the glue of social bonding now for at essence that is what Religion brings
many folks who bind together in all the forms religion comes as the warm and fuzzy’s
when folks hold hands and sing a Lord’s Prayer or the National Anthem at a
Football Game, still. True, we human beings make abstract constructs to
describe all of this and often join this team or that team with
the illusions that the Forms we make separate us as such
from the Essence that surely is related to similar Neurochemicals
and Neurohormones now. ‘God’ is ‘A’ form too, a three letter word that varies
from all that is to just an empty word of something that comes to be separated
from all we do and all we are; all we feel all we sense; and all we dance and sing
or just sit still without much nuanced emotion and senses potentially feeling more
than with static
else wrote in
a science book and or dusty
bible from before. My religion is change
and my God is all My Breath is Life and Jordan
Peterson is correct when he suggests that humans share
a need to bond over common meaning and purpose where the
truly smART of Us limit what is holy and sacred full of meaning
and purpose to nothing at all for truly when the story of life becomes all
holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose that we can and will co-create
with dreams of our imagination come to fruition in an art of dance and song alive;
The forms and restrictions disappear
before now in written books ranging
from Science 101 to Genesis Chapter
and Verse of whatever come to now as all that is real;
As most Scientists do; Jordan Peterson and other Preachers
as such as that too; they stick with what has come before and
really never step out of a box of old to truly do something original and new.
I suppose that’s why he still suffers from Depression; true, just another ground hog
day of same for
he and
others too;
forgetting that A
True Religion for Happiness
is doing something new without fear.
If i could help him raise his mood; i would suggest
something like what Yoda made it look like he did in the
last Star Wars movie. Burn all the
Books of Wisdom ‘fore
and yes by ‘God’
Breathe again
renewed anew A
Creation of Life that
comes to be more New instead oF old;
in other words, ‘Doctor’; bring me a different pill than old.
But of course i am no conservative as his team of old does not appeal to me;
what comforts some in tradition of conservative bores a living hell into others
who seek change of liberal.
So, true, Jordan
has a ready
made male
that is not going away;
Concrete and stable it remains and
that is Okay as GreaTest Sailing Ships need anchors still now real.
It’s true, i love to systemize too; but Jordan’s interpretation of the Poetry of the
Bible is just another voice in the wilderness crying out with one view; not unlike mine
or yours if religion may be a special interest too; A beauty of humanly made abstract
constructs that are words is all are metaphor at Heart
as essence
sees colors
more when freer
than just one interpretation
of this and that; for some ‘reaSons’
Jordan seems to ‘think’ he can bring
a science to this; true he can cry he will try; and even do;
but if he ‘thinks’ he can bend any art to his rules
through different eyes;
he should
paint a master peace of
his own that brings him happiness more;
seems like common feel/sense to me but i admit
i know nothing for what i
sing next;
Free as Be Now.
With all that said, Jordan Peterson
is one of the Public Views that i am Currently
enjoying hearing most for at least he
is not too closed minded not to
art of me
continuing as Freed. He
also speaks civilly too; a plus
for me; It’s true; An only difference
now literally as such between Autisic
And Artistic is r u or u r depending on how one ‘sees’..
As true there too are two major kinds; those who see so much
they have difficulty reciprocally communicating with others falling
back on hobbies of special interests to enjoy and those who see less
than others and fall back on hobbies of special interest to enjoy as far
as emotions verses systemizing goes and it’s true i love this all for those
who see more
in Systemizing
Science than
Art of Humanities
in R Versus U and U Verses R..
Do bring broad band avenues for the
folks with the R to do much more than
U.. hehe..
true i never
i was gonna
say that until it sung and danced back to me;
sure; thanks ‘God’ for Bill ‘Gates’ and the Such as you
Bring ‘Jobs’ Freer out too; True, too; Jordan is in another
entirely different category of both too; i like that; i for one see it as cool;
if i ever agree
with someone
totally, it’s ‘time’
to: go ‘back from: school’..;)


It’s sooner than later as Educated Youth
wHo and tHat Tolerate and Accept Differences
AmonG otHeRs NoW ARe RiSinG uP to: “Fowler’s”
From: Top o’ the Pyramid oF LoVinG FaiTH.. YeS NoW
A Capstone of Stage 6 – “Universalizing” Faith, or what some might call “enlightenment”. “The individual would(WiLL) Treat any person with compassion as he or she views people as from A Universal Community, and should(WiLL) be treated with Universal Principles of Love and Justice.”
When these folks start to Vote.. NeXT
Look out Lies your days are shorter…
NoW IN other words Younger folks
Reaching An Archetype oF
LoVE NoW thaT Can And
WiLL be Unconditionally
ReaL A Metaphor
iN aS A Good Cop
Story of A Man called Jesus2
who coMes to be real NoW aS
YoU iNcarNate iN and as all of those
wHo WiLL and Do Reach A Pinnacle oF LiVinG LoVE..:)

Hmm.. DeaR FB DiarY AnD aLL tHaT LoVE JaZz

Well.. since you asked..
i Dance WitHiNoW
Fear Disappears
LoVE rises
More as Love
Dances A Feeling
And Sense of Love
That’s real for as i
As SonG
Is JusT SaLaD
DresSinG For
A DancE oF
Me ReaL

Hmm.. one inspiration leads to another
muse and another inspiration more as
Love Never ends as Art When FReEDLoVeNoW
LoVEFReEDNoW TrUE the Second ParT oF tHaT
And THiS as a MacroVerse already exceeds Novel
Size in JusT A Little over a week at somewHere now
Around 53K words with this current 18K effort in a couple
of Days added into the Last 6 day effort of 35K Words as Truly
that one with 500 fully illustrated photos or so is much too big
for most folks to open with an iMac Computer now and or newer
SmART Phone with Broadest Wi Fi Band and or More Cell Phone
Tower Speed.. true though who has time to wait for “Moore’s Law”
to catch up when Human Potential continues to rise with thE Force
oF LoVE MorE FuLLY EMPLoYeD in HoLY and Creative Universal
Spirit of Faith as Pure Fearless Love as the time is now and now is all tHeRE iS..
anyway.. the first part up there is inspired by a very passionate Young Student
calling BS to the fact that Assault Weapons do kill more than single fire
weapons and the such as that less.. doesn’t take a rocket scientist
to figure that out unless one caters to the Rifle Association
and stuff like that in political favor of pay-offs more and
paranoia over losing more than what stands to kill more
and less
defense.. now..
of course some
folks believe the
Government is out
to get them in just enough
potential cause in the future
for a potential mental illness issue
too to move them away from killing machines too..
anyway.. the second part was inspired by a Young Muslim
Women Blogger who at one time was so fundamentalist oriented
in her view of her Islam Religion that she felt like Music would take
Ya to hell and bring some Demons in like the paranoia that came
in the 70’s against folks who wrote wonderful psychedelic
substance inspired emotional and sensory songs like
Stair Way to Heaven and Kashmir to potentially
bring a voyeuristic Mirror Neuron experience
to others by bringing that higher ascendent
transcendent ecstatic Nirvana Bliss
of enlightenment that not only
says you should love
all others but
comes to
feel and sense
that way about all of existence
when Fear Leaves the house of
Human and total Trust in all that is
as God Force Love comes to Roost forevermore now
as real faith that can and will move Mountains oF LoVE uS MoRE..
NoW anyway My Muslim Friend an educated woman as many more
previously fundamentalist educated folks around the Globe
is finding information no longer Censored as she questions
what she has been spoon-fed in the past to even
suggest she needs to move further past
Kashmir to India out of Pakistan
to find out even more in
direct experience
of what
it means
to live with and
as God as Love as
above so below inside
outside and all around too..
True as any real servant of Capstone
6 Love can and will Do.. Love is served
best by allowing others to find it best within
as sense and feel real overflowing with give and
share more.. as Lordy Knows Senses and Feels surely
the Apocalypse.. in original Greek Definition of Lifting
the Veils of Ignorance was an issue of mine too growing up
in Trump Red State town that most ironically looks nothing
truly that much like one who cheats on his wife and brags about
grabbing private parts and killing folks in public squares at least not in
public until nameless and faceless avatars come out to play in little men
to look
like big men
without the Grace
of Love that can and will
be an expanding ever more
Metaphor of Christ Consciousness
iN PuRELoVE NoW Fearless and Unconditional MoRE
In Kind and Courage as and of any Lion NoW oF LoVE..
the evolution of Human Faith and Love can and will potentially
take Decades if ever in one life to live as enlightenment of and
as Love in just one lifetime now.. chances are with the death of
censoring information and potential skills that may lead more to
this state of being now.. People may live this way from a relatively
Young age of first blink of all encompassing Universal Faith as Love
to the last blink that simply and complexly carries that love on to others more
than ever before by Art of BeinG Love as Love Lives On as ArT oF LoVE LiFE
Nice to live long enough
to see a Revolution of one World
of Love as the Jesus Dream of Heaven
on eARTh stands a real chance NoW to:
come to Fruition for more than a few through From:
the ages who find their way as CameL now bigger
than ever before and a needle of Fear and Hate
And Jealousy and Greed along with envy and
Fear of the Lust smaller that Balances with Love
that inspires most of Human
Creativity and
in BaLanCinG
ForcE aWaY From
SHaME as Naked from
Head to toe LoVE Too..
for those Free enough to come to
be all Love has and is to: offer in
one Lifetime From: LoVeFReEDNoW..:)


SMiLes.. WitH WiNks.. Forgive me..
as i am late to this party for i got
lost in my own words last week and
days behind on Email Notifications never
the less i realize there is no need to ask for
Forgiveness for you know me and feel me and
sense me as who i am within..
Forgiving is so much
easier when a
person is
as Love for
what is lost but
to Love when giving
and sharing comes more now..
true though.. when folks get tired of
me.. i don’t mind leaving them to their
space for my space is an open one of love
that knows and feels no exclusions for other
Human Kind.. true though as we are Human
we all have limits for what we can and will
Do for Love.. for there have been days
for solace of dusting sandals off
and moving to Greener
Pastures of Love
where i
True for Love that gives
and shares all that scares
some folks nearly to death as life..
for some would exclude all and
few exclude none.. true
though once again
the Lesson
of a
real devil
in hell when one
goes that low
on the totem
of Love
it is hard
to see one’s self
as any higher than a grain
of sand dARk that one day may
hold up more A Mountain of Hope and
Love than Numb and Pain before beyond
all terror of fear and hate as strife.. in other words
we are all relative as long as welcoming each other As Humans..
True though we are all free as some of us who can and will tolerate
and accept more
colors of Life than
And will more and or less..
Blessed are those who can
and will.. forgiving those for other
than the gift of life different we too could
be walking in shoes of greater darkness that we can
And will
now too..
not easy to do
but life is an Art
oF LoVinG ForGiVeNeSS MoRE too..
Happy Weekend Sohair.. although i realize
your only weekend of Friday is now passed
to Saturday work
for you..
A Vacation
oF LoVE iS
alWays NicE to Do NoW..:)


Pepe from the Wrong Planet responds to my extra
long Monologue on Jordan Peterson and
his Philosophy of Religions
and Mythologies with..

We are all individuals…

As usual i come back with
a ‘slightly’ longer response with..

True.. and
Self evident
As different
Inspires me..
And this also applies to
Science and Art as Jonathan
Haidt describes Conservatives
who are more Averse and even
disgusted by different and change
in more closed minded and body
ways; where conversely the
other end of the spectrum
Per Liberal is much
More likely to seek
Change and
Change in
Open ways where
Jordan Peterson totally
Agrees this is both an
Innate and Environmentally
Influenced Personality trait;
But as measured on this
Community website as
People volunteering
Information in
Large scale
Informal Polls;
95 percent were assessed
As introverts and only
5 percent are in my
Category, so it is
Safe to
Say, although
We are all Different;
Most everyone Here is
Introverted except for
The outlier folks like
Me and that
Comes in
Language too;
For in public I
Can predictably
Predict how someone
Will embrace or ignore
Or actually be disgusted
Over my Public
Dance by
Their Body Language
From a Distance
Where I tend to
Do them a favor
By diverting
My path
Before they arrive;
Oldest story; some folks
Dance and some folks do
Not as an applicable
Philosophy of
Even the
Movie Guardians of
The Galaxy and to
Be clear I do not
See you as
Closed minded but
I make it
A point
Now to
Visit in
Measured response
As to not totally offend
Folks as people refused
To even ignore the
Extreme difference
Of me in the
Past as offending
Their ‘sensibilities’;
While this is a site for
‘The Neurodiverse’;
Sure, as Long as
One is Introverted
overall By the
Of the
Environment at
Hand; the Internet
As Whole is big enough
For someone as outlier
As I am these Days;
And the fact that
Store management
Allows me to Public
Dance now 8888
Miles in 54
Says something
At least, for my
Ability to
Adapt to
Trump City USA..;)

Pepe returns with..

How on earth could anyone find you offensive?
The only issue, for want of a better word, I have with
your posts is that it takes a serious commitment for me to
read them, most of the time… I’m not a good or patient reader
and I usually have to make a serious commitment in analyzing
what is said… This lack of patience is in part due to my being slightly dyslexic…
You are obviously a very decent person…
Can I take you out for coffee and cake…
But leave your wife at home, hokay…;)

I return once again and do E-Labor-Rate more..

Hi Pepe, thanks for the kind reply and sorry for the rather longitudinal way that last
post came out for i was on a Smart Phone and i’m not very good with one finger typing
in that way. It’s true, your comment here is proof of my ‘suspicion’ that you are
an open minded person; for others do find great offense in the differences
of me that i document on the way of my story too; it has taken me a very
long time to understand why as i can tolerate most all differences now but
i do understand now by way of Science and people like Jonathan Haidt as to
why that is now. After, I listened to Jonathan Haidt’s Video, i stopped coming
here for a long time for i understood there was nothing i was gonna do to
change the Biology of that. Thanks, for the offer of cake and coffee. I can’t
do coffee as i am ‘normally’ too high for that but occasionally i do cake.
My wife would probably be too shy to come and she doesn’t dance or
do the ‘boogie woogie flu’ either; whatever
that means; hehe.
Top of whatever time
it is in Oz today; but hey,
i don’t care what time it is
cause i am re-tired and free in that way;
I have ADHD too; if i wrote all the way across
the page i would lose focus on what i write too.
True though, i am opposite from Dyslexia as i am
born Hyperlexic which explains much of what i do in
my fascination with decoding and using symbols
in unusual ways of seeing life different than
most folks too, both in bigger and
smaller picture ways; the
important part of life is
finding avenues where we can express
our individualities as humans now and find
traditions of same that we find comfortable now too.
It’s true the outliers can mess up ‘clubs’ too but that is
what community rules do; not everyone is comfortable in the nudist colonies of life;
nor is everyone welcome there; particularly those who ironically wear clothes. i’m
not much
for tradition;
i go to church for
the high of singing and
blowing folks minds with
the different of me as the Malignant
Patriarchy did the best they could do to verbally
abuse and taunt me when i was an androgynous
young male; Now that i am muscular and 240Lbs or so
and have become a proficient Martial Artist dropping the anxiety
and more timid body language; it’s true, all i have to do to be a Public
Ballerina around here is look the part of the Alpha Male that they expect men to be.
True though,
in my opinion
they’ll never
be a ‘real man’
until they become
a Ballerina too per Jung’s
analysis of the need to balance
the anima with the animus too.
That’s what i do in Trump State Land
USA; Prove someone can do both and F
in Get away with it counting still 54 months of just
that in Public View of everyone; when one of ‘those’
comes to videotape me now; i come up with a question
like hey; have you ever met a “Navy Seal”; they pause a second
Usually that’s
all that’s said.
I keep my so-called
‘enemies’ very close as ‘friend’.
And hell no; I wouldn’t even kill
a roach. The ‘Ballerina Wife’ has to
do that around the house as she usually
wears ‘the pants’ and is the more aggressive one overall.
A person doesn’t have to be aggressive to be strong but where
i live most ironically where there are more churches per historical
record per square mile than anywhere else in the United States
a Man has to practically be Clark Kent as Superman to
Love. if Jesus were
real this would be the
last place folks would accept
a Five Foot one and 106 LB or
so Brown Dude with dirty feet
and sandals in a Church Full of Suits
and Ties; all members of the ‘Chamber
of Commerce’
as such
‘Money Tables still’;
only difference is if he really
tried to turn them over they would
beat him up; arrest him next; and take
him to jail if they didn’t shoot him first
standing their ground with a defenseless man.
That’s part of the reason why i wear shades; so
‘they’ don’t see my ‘devil eyes’
when ‘they’
like that.
Life is fun when
misChief comes to town.
April Fool’s Day is Easter
this year and the Fool part of that i still cherish
as an act i direct and produce these days of the play of me i master
with the rest of Nature plUs; i refer to as God Co-Creating WitH as such;
other than that have a nice night or day or again whatever time is in Oz;
as i continue
to do the ‘Wizard’, hehe;
curtains and all of that
with ironic surprises too..;)


Well, Hello to you to Dear friend Sohair on
this Beautiful Spring-like Sunday Morning
From the Florida Panhandle of Flowers
including Daffodils that are
Shining Yellow with
the early
Sun Break of Life
with Grass Greening
in my Backyard; and i am so
sorry dear that you misunderstood
my communication to mean that i thought
you were getting bored of me when i was joking
about technology catching up to my volume of
words and imagery i bring each week online,
just for fun and pursuing all of my Human
Potential with no Concern at all of
whatever target audience
may come or not
for it is
true my last
effort of 35,357 Words
and close to 500 Photos was
a MacroVerse where only my Friend
Frank who was once a Computer expert
has a powerful enough Computer and
Broad Band Access to open me up with no
problem; hehe; that was the only Word Press
‘Like’ so far out of that mammoth effort
but surely I don’t see why many
folks would take the time
and effort to actually
take in all i do
or even take the
time and effort
to try to open it up;
for it takes some folks
hours to read an actual ‘book’ report
like this as 40K words is the size of a Novel
and with the comments section added in to that
current “FReEDLoVENoW” effort i am pushing 60K
Words now as this two week overall effort as that one was
part one that one is part 2 now as “LoVEFReEDNoW where
in 12 days effort of writing and one day each to get each put
together both will arise pretty close to the size of a ‘Koran’
in a total of 12 days writing effort, not including all the
Dance i do out in Public and other stuff during the
Days of Writing. Smiles my friend, for it is true
you are one of the very few who would
even take the time and effort
to get this far down in
a comment;
And long ago when you
said sometimes you like what I do
first and come back and read the rest when
your Computer will open up what I do; I believed
you 100 Percent when I joked around with you about that
and still do as I do see you already as a 100 Percent Honest
Person as I am too; although, I do use silly banter and jokes
a lot too as a method for survival as I used to be way too serious
then all the time and a perfectionist too that almost killed me then
too; with constant chronic to severe stress. Smiles, my Friend for you
know i have been severely depressed beyond grief for years myself and
it is true in such a state of mind as your Avatar of Black does relate life
can start to look a little Grey without as much of a Blue Sky on a Lovely
Morning like this; Losing a Parent
as i did a year ago too
on the 22nd of February
was one of the Hardest
and most terrifying parts of my
life; not only for the loss but for the fear
that i would sink into a dark place and not be
able to get out again as I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar
Disorder and do have a real concern not to let that happen
again. Fortunately, for me, I have developed a free dance that
allows me to Balance and Master my emotions and senses from
Head to toe; in both the case of me and my sister who is diagnosed
too with Asperger’s Syndrome, our anxiety while watching my Mother
Slowly die for 8 days with no Food or Drink as were her last wishes,
we experienced an anxiety of the Earth Moving underneath our Feet
both at the same time; as sure we are related that way too. i realize
how hard of a time this is for you my friend. I am very happy that
you have decided to forgo your vacation online for although
it surely must be difficult to fit this all in your very
busy life it is important that we find support
somewhere and i will you tell you for
sure at this particular time
on a consistent basis
it is only three people
that are giving me direct
Support online for anything
I do and that is you and Frank
and my Southern Baptist Preacher
Wife Friend Shawna. She is obviously
Southern Baptist and you are obviously
very Devout Muslim and Frank is what
‘they’ call Panentheistic which means he is
very much like me in that he sees God in everything
that exists we see and all we do not see too; in other words,
there is an Egg that is the Universe and another Egg beyond
infinity that comprises God’s Egg that is the Universe that our eyes
as Human are just too small with even with science aided eyes now to
see the beyond of infinity of the Entire Egg of God that has no human
word likely to ever describe all of that is of what God is; as in olden
days ‘i am’ is is about as Good as is is gonna get as far as who and
what God is and God just is; thing is of course as any Sunday
Blue Sky we as humans see that sky very differently
as clouds depress some folks and they do
elate others as they do for me
now in the beauty
of grey
my friEnd
but of course i am no longer
depressed; but of course i do remember
what that other ‘color’ of grey feels and senses
like to from a distance; from a very far distance now.
My Friend Shawna doesn’t have a Powerful enough home
computer now in the United States to open up one of my Blog
Posts to comment but for you true my friend every comment i write
to you is about 5 times bigger than the average Blog Post so what
more would i expect of you anyway but to come here and even say
hello to me
as dear.
You mean a lot
to me and i brag about
you to people i know here
and always tell them they are
dead wrong if they don’t think
Muslims can be nice people and if
i hear them saying bad things about
Muslim People you are the rule that
establishes the lie of what they say.
Love is the Truth my Friend. You
give that to me and that
is all i Love from you
for it is true
if you hated
me, I would still love you
too; even if you cut me, i would
still love you too and forgive you too.
But you see my friend; I am not normal
in this World for I will always forgive anyone
no matter what; in this way I could never be
a Muslim my friEnd but again how in the World
should i expect anyone to be as abnormal as i am in this way.
It’s true my friend, when I worked and went to school i was always nice
to everyone with smiling eyes and people; yes, even Leaders of Church
groups would say you are the best example of a Christian i’ve ever seen;
Even though it was true, I did not attend Church for 23 years in those days.
People called me Buddha and Yoda before i started expressing more of my
Shadow on the “Wrong Planet Website”, too. In fact, as still documented
when I started expressing my Shadow, one man called me what he
said was ‘the perfect definition of God’ that made me very
uncomfortable as i am just a little grain of sand.
Other people have called me the Devil where
i Live for i refuse to believe that
Jesus is any greater
than a grain
of sand
for true
i do feel just by
reading his teaching
that he too acted in a way
as a Servant King for all others
and no greater than anyone else
in essence as integral pART as WhOle
of God per the Big Egg God that obviously
he could not see all of otherwise he would have not doubted
then per the Christian Story that God would ever forsake him;
but it is true my friend that this real God will test us like that too.
For any Bird must allow the Child Bird the ability to fly on what seems
like their own that is still a part of their Parents wings too. When we are
depressed that is what we learn to do; fly more on our own if we are successful
in doing that too. We as Humans hold Hands when we do that as Wings
are not able to do that so in this way we do fly higher than birds
on the
of Love
not people
will get this
far down to read
that nugget of Love;
but true my friend you
are A Gold in my life for
if there ever was a “Mary Magdalene’
from the Middle East for me in metaphor
it is you at least to this point of my reality as me.
My Philosophy is we can all be like Jesus and as in
the Christian Story as he related in that story per a
Verse named John 14:12; we, if we believe in God 100 percent
as he did with 100 percent Pure Faith as Love we will do greater
works than he too. And that too my friend in most eyes of Christians
here when i relate that; even though, it is in their book; they refuse to
believe it for it contradicts their worship as Jesus as an only God man
better that everyone else when Jesus himself said the Meek and
Poor of Spirit will inherit not only Earth but the Kingdom
of Heaven that is Love on EartH WitHiN. I find this to be
self evident and while that would make
me a Good Panentheistic person
if i actually said i was that
specific religion that
i don’t as my
doesn’t have a name
other than all i am and do;
And that philosophy makes me
a ‘Great Christian’ although most so-called
Christians don’t even understand the black and
print in their book and some name me demon and devil
too for saying i wrote 7 King James Sized Bibles when
their book gives me all authority to do that very thing
and ten times more as a ‘favorite’ of Jesus still. And true
my friend, i don’t fit in any religion for the truth of that;
But surely that is to be expected when one actually does more.
No ‘prophet of new’ is accepted in their own land and that my friend fully
can apply to the entire world for it is not likely that either Frank now or
Shawna agrees with all my opinions too. And that my friend is the reality
that most of
us as individuals
face in life. We are
all unique snow flakes of
God so we never bore God in this way.
I just put it all out tHere; most people don’t;
and that is surely okay too; for if everyone put it all
out there it would be rather strange to almost like a robot
if anyone totally agreed with the way someone else sees the world.
That is the value
of life most;
with relative
free will otherwise
we would be dead as
a robot never has a SouL;
The Price of a Soul my Friend;
Differences of opinions; i welcome them
all and even forgive the ones i disagree with most
for again I’ve been the Devil in Hell Before and wished
all existence
i have no
right to judge anyone;
or damn anyone to hell forever.
I’m pretty sure if Jesus were real today;
considering, the Christian story said he visited
hell for three hours he would come back again and
tell his own story and ask folks why they didn’t listen
when he said love your enemy and turn the other cheek.
Once again
my friend;
the lesson
in Hell; we are
all different yet
same in the eyes of
God always as us real now;
hehe, thanks for enduring another
‘Long Story’ on you Blog for it is true
my friend you take more of me in as a whole
than anyone else as far as who responds back to me.
But it is also true too for there are many people who read
much more than they speak. I’ve accumulated a Quarter of a Million
Views on just one of my Archive sites; winks, not likely many folks
got to the end; but hey, at least they got to see a little bit of
Most Artists like
me through history
never got to share their
work with anyone. We live in
a fertile era now for the outliers like
me; For it’s true there is a Sohair out there
for everyone now as friend if they never give
up and do not exclude others for what should be expected
as differences of opinions whether that be Politics or Religion.
For it is true, my other friend who comes to see me who actually
calls me friend says she loves Trump too. But you see the fact that
she can love me too; says a whole lot about how much she is like Jesus too.
For True Trump
is almost more of
a challenge to me
than Adolf Hitler but
it is true it is still possible
to Love someone understanding
that at core they feel and sense not
what they do; for it is those of us who have
the capacity and ability to love all who are
most blessed as the meek like this do inherit
my Friend
in that Kingdom
of Heaven that has
no borders or walls of
exclusions most ironically
as most Christians still see
just a Trump Tower for they
and those who believe
like them; ironically
that is where
they live
now for even if their
book gives them appropriate
instruction to include everyone;
they still haven’t understood that
Message of Jesus yet; but that my friend
is what fear and hate will do; true it takes
folks to another place no matter who or what they read next.
So in conclusion, i Love you and i see you as a 100 percent
honest person whether or not all our opinions
mesh or not; that matters not for it is
true some of what you believe
that i don’t agree
with is what
my Mother
who was
a Fundamentalist
Christian didn’t agree with
me either and as you likely
understand that didn’t make
me love her any less. For true
i have been in the really bad place
as the really bad person as bad of a
place and bad of a person as i can imagine
now too; for the gift is coming out again to be Love;
as all is forgiven this way self evident too; or i would
not be here now my friEnd for God for gave me to live.
Note: the reason i used proper punctuation is i just came from
the “Wrong Planet’, where if i use ellipses they will kick me out
for being too strange. So yes, i lean adapt but more than likely
the ellipses will be back when i visit you next with SMiLes as usual..;)


Hi.. Shawna Lee or Baby..
i sort of like Shawna Lee
for it sounds a lot like
my first Love
Sonia Lee as
she was a little
stacked up top
like the other Lee..
and it’s true you would
probably like her historical
butt as much as the modern
version of Katrina.. not likely
that she aged nearly as young
as Katrina continues to do now..
but to cut it short for now as
Wilma otherwise known
as Katrina is pushing
my torture button
hard to get
to Church on time..
i’m going as Fred Flintstone
in big T-Shirt tattoo size today..
i read your older blog twice over last
night after staying up to watch Minions
Me3 last night on Blu Ray that i failed to finish
as i read over your older Blog twice too.. anyway
i’ll be back for much more later as i gotta go now now now..hehe..:)

Nice to see all the parts
Of you coming together
Nicely again.. and yes
I’m out tHeRe NoW iN
And will be back in a few hours
To address the rest of you
As i am currently
Fumbling with
One finger
On A
That is
Not acting
Too smART..
Gonna need 10
For the rest of you
If you
Until then..
i will peruse
The rest of you..;)
Oh God.. Shawna B.. I Love This BackGround with the Ornamental
Yellow Kitty per Mosaic Whisker’s and i’m running
late from Barnes and Nobles and haven’t eaten
yet but i decided to stop here
first for i Caught
this “Type O Negative”
“Christian Woman” you are
sharing here in a rather beyond
50 shades of Grey thingy it seems
as far as really powerful men.. as earlier
i played it In Publix while continuing
to Celebrate my 54th Month NoW
of Public Dance at the 8888 Mile
Dance Barrier on 02.18.2018 as i Love
the way that date flows.. True.. i danced in
Barnes and Nobles too.. Meditation Music
on with Ear Buds and Dancing a Rather Slow
Dance while Reading A Book in Ascendent
Transcendent Ecstatic Dance too.. and it’s
True.. since i am a rather
extremely fast
reader and
our home
is filled to the
hilt with Books a Million
it seems already.. hehe.. even
on line these days too per writing
stuff too.. i consume the books for
free from one to three books a
Barnes and Nobles Dance and
oh Lord.. can’t do the Caffeine
per Coffee but Katrina does
buy me the unleaded
‘special chilly ice cream
drinks’ at Star Bucks in the Mall
while she does all the Caffeine she wants
too as she doesn’t live beyond the moon
and over the sun like me.. as i shoot it as
such too.. hAha.. anyway as far as WereWolves
and Vampires and Billionaires and the such as that
in Scientific Studies in top Women desired porn stuff..
i asked Katrina about the unmentionable ultimate
Potential Woman unexpected ‘normally’ Fantasy
and she said.. well.. he is a rather Good Looking
Man from what’s she’s seen of the Nordic
European Style with blue eyes and
Sandy Blonde Hair.. but no..
just no.. like
up to that
MillIon Shades
of Techni-color today
and that reminds me at
Church today when they asked
if anyone was Celebrating Anniversaries..
i stood up straight with my Fred Flintstone
T-Shirt on and said well.. while it seems like me and
Wilma Have Been Married since the Ice Age it is true
our 28th Anniversary is Wednesday the 21st.. and per
the ‘Age of Adeline’ i did not Marry her at minus one
years old.. i forgot to mention her name was
Katrina but at that point Katrina
was just about to hide
under the back Pew..
about as red
as a mix of Pacific
Islander and American
Indian and the other Heinz
57 Variety too of Human will do..
anyway.. i applaud your willingness
to go.. i guess where most Women don’t go..
true though.. i have read some reports on Celibate
Priests and such as that.. for true as we Humans do.. do
when we do not address our Shadow Side it will come out
in whatever
way it
to.. if we
do not Master
it and Tame that
Shadow Beast in Balance within first
now no matter male or female and or
or and whatever comes next.. anyway
got some left over Barbecue Chicken waiting
at 11:11 PM.. will be back in a few when i fill my tank up again..
and it’s true too.. several times at Barnes and Nobles.. the “Roman’s
10:9” Pamphlet Pushers have been Foot Loose Concerned i was other
wise going to hell for doing a free spiraling dance as i
do everywhere i go.. as they faced the full Fred-talk
with me.. and i am Happy to say that the Dude
who i was talking to.. tonight who had
no pamphlets totally agreed
with my interpretation of the
NT.. and even said he
wished he had a
a pen and some
paper to write it all down..
anyway.. i could have given him
a link but nah.. don’t usually do that
with the locals.. as these Rabbit wHoles go Ocean Deep..
Hmm.. yeaH.. i’M gonna use this theme song with this as i ain’t
scared but true too.. i won’t directly share it on Facebook as to
not offend the less creative folks there.. will bury it in another
FB Profile
as always
there too..
see ya in a few..:)

Yes.. that last Video seemed a little obsequious
but on the other hand the Good News is.. it appears
i read too much into it as that happens too so that
means i can make it a Headliner on Facebook
News too.. hehe..
true Katrina says
when she used to
work out with me
that i tend to roll my eyes
in the back of my head too as she
used to worry i would scare the “natives’ too..
not sure if i do it any more but hey i make Gorilla/
Whale/Lion noises so that’s probably enough without
the holy rolling eyes.. hmm.. anyway.. back to Jesus as they
say.. i provided the Parable of the New Car Keyed Door as i told
the Dude how to get to Heaven now by way of doing moving meditation
to regulate emotions and integrate senses to rid oneself of all illusory
fears but i also told him.. it’s kinda like an eye of a Needle
and the Camel of Material attachments for fear of
losing those things one comes to value
more than naked
and blood
of Fearless
nothing much
to lose and all to gain
as Love and Give and Share too..
so.. i said this is the NT.. yes.. the New Test..
go out and buy a Brand New Car and Key the Door
yourself with no regret as the car is just a hunk a burning
Love without your Love at all away from LoVE.. but he put his head
down a little and said Fred.. i just can’t do that to my Material things..
thing is.. i didn’t do
it to my Brand
New Car
but some Kids
in another Car Banged
their Car Door against our
Car Door and made a Scratch
on our Brand new thing.. and i knew then
i had evolved for if something like that happened
before.. it would have bothered me for literally Months with our
old Honda Passport.. and in this case it was as inconsequential
as a piece of
dead metal
to receive
an eviction notice
from my soul.. anyway.. we
went on to discuss how science proves
the power of positive thought aka Prayer
along with the so-called Placebo effect
of Love when two or more come together
as Healing Love Force as Scientifically Documented
may Heal even incurable disease as we do reap what we
sow in negative and the ‘tween.. and Positive Energy too..
good thoughts and behaviors of course too.. as a call
to prayer and
positive actions
and Consequences too..
Anyway.. it was one of them
Newer Beatitude Days overall as
Katrina said i sounded like i was on
a Mount for a Sermon or something like
that on the other side of the Book Store
Yep.. the whole thing took about 30 minutes..
and i did get to fit in my whole diet of up to 3 Books..
but hey.. the Dude
was the Brother to
Guy who married
an old High School
Crush that never materialized
further as such.. and sadly after she
got divorced as she is kinda like a living
Angel.. she doesn’t go to Communion over following
antiquated rules of ignorance for folks who are chastised
for following a real route of Love that works.. if the first go around
as such..
yeah.. they talked
about the terrible shooting..
at church and how we shoot treat
all folks with the same respect and love
and it reminded me of all the Sinner talk
i’ve heard at Church about Homosexual folks
and Single Mothers and all of that as not fit raise
kids with my Devil eyes coming out considering
my Mother raised
us as a Divorcee too..
anyway.. i changed that with
an E-Mail to the Monsignor..
And now i write my own Bibles just for me..
And continue to merrily sing songs at church and
just cut up to some folk’s joy and the disgust of others
that is
too for
Human Nature
with many colors..
anyway.. if you are around
tomorrow.. i’ll be back to see you..
otherwise.. i’ll see you down the trail
Shawna B.. for Friendship Love True as all the way..;)


iN YouR Dress
From: Afar
To: Close..:)
A few words of encouragement
to Facebook Friend Falak who all
naturally employs the aesthetics
of her Human Being in the commercialization
of Glamour’s stuff to buy which is surely much better in entrepreneurial
spirit than to be chained as slave to the prison of a job that rarely changes
for Golden Cuffs 9 to 5 promise of Heaven Later on in guaranteed Health
and Life Insurance Benefits and a Pension that might work if
Health Insurance doesn’t cost more than the Pension soon
enough as that story
to come
true too..
Yes.. i am human
and dum too in ways
of not knowing what i was
doing then too in a way of
conservatism that almost killed
me of being too conscientious then
with notice now of the word science
inserted into that entire word and yes of course
i remain industrious but the difference now is i work
for Love as a… let’s look up the definition first hear okay..

1. “A person regarded as an inspired teacher or proclaimer of the will of God.
2. One who is sent out for a mission of God”

As the first line applies to Apostle
As the second line applies to Prophet..
And is True as a general archetype and
Force of Nature all that is as some folks name
all that is God to even beyond Human made symbols BeYoND
oF Alpha to Omega.. for it’s true thaT iS not bound by Human
made words as small as infinity and the such as that for we
are relatively speaking tiny as science shows reflections of all
that we see too.. from the Iron in our Blood Stream at
Core of Earth too that comes from Super
Nova Explosions as most all spirals
at core too per God’s Golden
PHI ratio of 1.618 Finger
Print as Nature’s Force Ocean
Whole as all that is above so below
within inside outside and all around too..
can you hear a tune when i sing that spirals
and flows real sure perhaps it is at essence
a Form of Synesthesia which may be the different for
most and the norm for me as a Cheer’s way of life
of living more lone as allone with God now as the
parts of what i sense and feel come Ocean
Whole in the form of Flowing Abstract
Constructs Humans co-create
together as Holy and
Sacred Forms
Full of Meaning
and Purpose reflecting
essence of all that is aka
God STiLL NoW Ocean WHoLe
MoRE as we continue to hold hands
around the globe less censored so God
Breathes Freer within us that wHo is pArT
oF aLL THaT iS too in thought and action too
in every feel and sense as i think a Dove just
flew outside my window in Synchronicity way
too as A-Causal Connecting Principle but true
down here in New Jerusalem Israel in the United
States of the right to life and liberty and the pursuit(S) of Happiness
i defend the right of Falak to show all her pink curves to everyone now
around the entire globe to do just that standing as Lioness tall without
fear.. strong with will with grace and a smile of Love as that comes free too..
and too that includes my Friend Shawna’s pursuit of Happiness with her You
Tube Song about a ‘Christian Woman’ too.. as it’s true if we do not address
the shadow within.. the darkness comes to rule more than the light above
in the more flowery
aspects of love
that come
‘the works of the night’
as the birds and bees do that
on a Flowery Pink and Green Grass
day in a precious way of a February 19th day
in 2018 for a time stamp here at 10:47 am
iN Human CLocK TiMeWaY.. CoMinG ouT as such too
as i go on to reply to Sohair’s Gift of Flowers to me on her Blog site too..

Thanks so much for the Multi Colored
Flowers on the Park Chair as i will also
extend the kind gift to Katrina as i did for the
Valentine’s Roses you brought to us.. for it is also
true that Wednesday is our 28th Wedding Anniversary
too.. thanks
again for
being a Great! friend..
Sohair Star HeART Lady..:)

Sohair returns with thanks for our friendship
and i go on to say too additionally with art of words..

SMiLes my FriEnd Sohair for it is true that the
GreaTest LoVinG heARTs may not have
Eloquent Words for Love’s Affirmation
or even Flowered Gifts to
Share with others
for just
a smile
or tear
of caring
eyes can and
will Bring a Message
of Love that others hear..
It’s true for Mother could always
poetically express words of affirmation
that loved and continue to do so.. all
my Father had when we visited him
twice a year was a small tear
in his eye when we left and
in one way that was enough…
true my friend
for i am
one to learn to speak..
but most all are gifted
with tears and eyes who Love..
Happy Monday where Mon means
one and day is one of Love Always now..
true.. before i lost effective use of my eyes
and ears most all i had was smiling eyes
a tear and toothy smile.. no choice but
to change once the
shades over my
eyes came
in this way perhaps
my Father was cursed with
what my Mother named the
Most Beautiful Green eyes she had ever
seen for true then if not.. he too might have
brought more words in three years than four
words of will you marry me.. never the less
for that..
as true
oF LoVE requires
no words at all but yes..
or even no as sad as that
may come to be as Love too..

And that brings me to my next point
as our very nice niece was talking to us
about how her Mother Never married any
of the three different Fathers of her and her
three Brothers and Sisters as she said we
are all ‘Bastards’ as i said the essence of Love
is all that countS end or beginning even if a woman
is brave enough to raise a child of Love as a result of rape..
for true how can a thirteen year old girl consent for even an immaculate
conception that was actually according to biblical written history her
birth which she did not direct as virgin purity as such.. it’s true..
even women
are virgins
and only ‘fools’
caLL pArt of as Nature
Standing Tall Living Love
‘Bastards’ but it’s true my nice
niece ‘knew not’ what she was saying
for the ignorance of words brought to
her by those ignorant of Nature’s Unconditional Living Hands..
yes.. Love comes in all colors as essence is all colors as is..
as i address this part of my 5.6 Million Words or so written
of 7 old King James Sized Version titled online Bibles
Directly to the Pope as just a ‘FredPaul’ Letter
not that he’ll ever receive it as i’m JusT a MeeK
barefoot boy on a beach without
even a real name these
days but fearless
love as
that is A highest
Will of Nature plUS GoD
currently aSiGNeD as Being
HuMaN.. anyway now that
the 8888th Mile of Dance
is finished on 02182018
as just another 54th
Month Anniversary of
Writing all of this too.. it’s
true i don’t give a FucK iF ‘you’
call me an Apostle/Prophet oF FearlesS UNconditional
Love for what is at the core of the Declaration of Independence
in finding Heaven oN EartH now and for each person to develop
that unique Kingdom within as a Real Pursuit of Happiness continually
Kingdom Come to Fruition of exPanDinG HuMaN MulTi-UNiVerSaL eYeS
oF God GRoWinG Wings of Free LoVE eVeN MoRe NoW as i letter
more words in flow for the meditation of ascendent transcendent
ecstatic Free Dance of Words on this Digital Keyboard
i continue to FLoWeR FReE too for i am
financially independent and slave
to no Washington Green BLack
Dollar BiLLs or Lincoln Sent
Cents now as it
Say anything
as Declaration
Of Independence
about material gains
or power and status
in Making American(S) Great
as YOU YOU YOU in finding NoW
the Kingdom of Your Version of Heaven
now as long you follow the laws as they continue
to come to insure YOU don’t that take opportunity away from
anyone else now.. so it’s true a defender of the fearless will of Love
in Human and God as Nature real in us and you and me and we is actually
a Defender of God and Country this way too when they(we) fight for the freedoms
of different in new ways of Heaven and even old traditions too as long as they
do not encroach on the freedoms of pursuing Happiness unique with the
right to life and liberty and yes by God Justice for all now too.. that
is a continuous practice of art and science too in rules that
enforce parameters of Society to do the best we
can/will do this for everyone as we continue
to polish a land of free.. it
takes different working
together to make
this happen
too so in this way
this letter is not only to the
Pope as not likely he will ever receive
it but one WiLL BE A voice in A wilderness DO
as all of us ToGeTHeR to dance and sing out more
True it’s to Trump too and the chances of him actually
hearing a message like this as well as listening to it is
let’s just say the chances of Hell as Milton Freezing over
again at the end of February closer to this 19th day of 2018
as the time comes close now to 11:11 AM as synchronicity
will continue to dancesing his and or her own Song as our version
NoW of a Dove down hear in Sea Breeze Gulf Land as just
(And it’s worth noting in the Storm of Last Century
on the Ides of March.. yes.. 3.13.93.. Thunder
Snow came on Freshly Spring lit
Pink Azaleas then with
1 to 2 to 3 inches too)
out of parentheses Now
MoRE as another Jonathan
a little
higher and broader FearlesS NoWMoRE
these days FreeR NoW aS uNconditional
LoVE WiLL Do for if nothing else a couple of
Beautiful Young women stood in the audience
for up to 30 minutes at the Mall Stores and yes.. just
the potential then that i will inspire them to step two feet
of dance for a Balance oF LoVinGMiNDandBoDYSoUL ONE
Allone with Nature pLuS as SoME MaY NamE God’s WiLL too..
iN uS oN CourSE..
oF CourSE
is enough
to carry
on the
dance of me
with no words
at all for as long as
tHeir ‘Viral VideoS’ hehe
continue to spread.. true.. i am
much too big to consume in words
for about 99.9 percent of the population
still these days.. or so what.. but hey.. even someone very
much like Jesus would JuST DO what it takes these days
to get the mesSage of Heaven through through and through now.. within..
what’s the reward.. you likely have no current idea but if i can/WiLL/DO find it
NoW as YeS i Do come out and up like this for real now if you see and hear it..
as a
in A coal
mine does chances
are you can and will
too with CaN and WiLLFearlesS UNcONDiTioNaL Love too.. NoWNoW too..
JusT aNoTHeR TRoll Of LoVE JusT anoTher TroLL oF FearlesS UnconDitional
LovE jusT aNother Flintstone that and who never gives up and quits with ‘time’.



Meanwhile at the FB Ranch FB Friend Greg Declares..

Happy President Trump day, everyone!

i return with..

Just two letters

Then again..

Or He HaW
as tHat goeS
iN tHeSe ‘pArts’ too..;)

‘it’ gets much deeper with..

SurPrised he hasn’t
Erected A Huuugggee
Monolith of His Head
iF He CaN/WiLL sTill geT iT uP..;)

As i bRoaden ‘it’ out a bit with..

True more than
two letters noW aS D H Does
uP to: 280 Characters these
days oF From: just thaT.

to: With a punch line
as i return again.. From:

Hmm.. CourT
Jester(s) too WitH all oF ThaT 2..
Better News From: Easter Sunday April
Fools and Love Like thaT aLL aLiVENoWReaL2..:)

JusT A COmmerciaL BreaK aS NoW to: Eat From:
Dance and SPiRaL SanD AnD SunG DancEFReED..:)


Just some friendly advice now for a friend
that i may or may not E-LaboRate on later hehe..
Just another suggestion; if you will, totally eliminate
the like function and i guarantee your sales will
go up for one reason, my friend; you will not
have an impetus to verbally assault potential
customers and take light of a condition
as serious as a stroke to make your
point. But of course, do as you will;
It’s just another Internet
Popcorn meme,
I’ll never
be a ‘real poet’ for i do it for free;
But yes, I excelled in Managing
Customer Service at the top when
money was an issue for me. Now,
for me; nothing would stop me from
buying one of your books or reading
your excerpts as long as an avenue for that
is advertised and or provided for Free on the Internet.
One of the best things about attempting to express emotions
is just that so in this way you are also succeeding for you
as an individual
and sure;
i will
applaud that too..:)
And as a ‘Marketing and Sales Specialist’, I will also tell you this.
I get around my friend and rarely is anyone making any ‘real money’
selling anything of ‘Real Artistic Value’ online; so, If you want to make
money; get a Youtube Channel and Peddle conspiracy theories and lies
and other fear mongering hate filled stuff as you might rake in a Hundred Thousand
Bucks as i’ve seen the most ignorant of uneducated folks do that now. So, If you write
poetry for a living; become an NFL Quarter back as sure you’re good. But for this now
we live in a Twitter World, my friend, where the Average Human Being now has the
assessed attention span of less that a Gold Fish; and I kid you not, there is hard
science behind that; and on top of that all the great works of poetry though
the ages are only a finger print away for free. Not saying this is good
at all for folks attempting to make a living at any art; But it is reality.
If you wanna make
money you have
to water
to Gold Fish view;
i can say whatever i want
to like you too without concern
for any target audience for this
is just a Hobby I enjoy for the present
of the moment for me. On the other Hand,
my friend, if you are doing this for a living as it seems you are;
This approach will not work for that; now, it will just make things
worse if that’s your ‘real’ goal. If it makes you Happy; Hell, yes, keep doing it..:)


True.. the rules have changed.. everyone can be their
own boss if they find a target audience to soak it all up
and buy
like like
share follow
subscribe and sure
i’ll even ‘friend’ you too.. hehe..
ha.. i graduated from the University
of Bowling Center the World of Smart
Streets and hard Military knocks from
World War II’s to Korean ones to
Vietnam ones to Desert
Sand Traps
on to
Conquer Oil
and destroy Weapons
of Mass Destruction that did
not exist.. well after Nixon’s Impeachment
and the Clumsy President and the Peanut Farmer
and Iran Oil Embargo’s is when i started that close
to two decade Hobby for Money in 1984.. hmm..
when computers came to play at the Bowling
Center.. only reason someone as ‘different’
as me was considered a commodity
to purchase and from then on
to the very end of my
career although
along the
way i earned
and learned a thing
or a Million or two about
Human Nature aLonG that
close to two decade route and through
the end of an actively paid Quarter of a Century
of dealing.. directly one on one with likely over a
Hundred Thousand folks then hearing folks deepest
desires and secrets as any Bartender and Shoe Renter
will do behind the bar for shoes or Jack Daniels it’s
where folks come to stand a while and shoot
the fat of all their heart telling me so
many things as i listened intently
with smiling eyes and teeth
to all their stories then..
and oh Lord then the Hell of
66 Months of a synergy of disorders
did come as life threatening counting
19 after that and then online came on
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 and now
after writing 2641 consecutive days and reading
well over the minds of 100,000 folk’s conversations
if not directly many more indirectly vicariously as such
for it’s all laid out in print as is for free in every which way
of Internet Avenues too.. both in print and on YouTube too
and in so many other ways too.. and sure 19 years of school
including three degrees in Health Science.. Anthropology and
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary gave me somewhat of an introductory
view of a larger potential in Human Conditions too.. but for me i’m always
just beginning and never ending there is no going to work or real quitting
time for me for it’s true although i am on no Major Billboards above Multi-National
‘Real’ Banks i’ve inherited eARTh for one three letter and one four letter word that is
LoVEFReEDNoW.. sure that’s 1 Word and 12 Letters and that figures as
Archetypal symbols go as Numbers too.. derived from Nature overall
as even in the ‘science’ of Numerology my First Challenge is the
0 For even the Thoth Tarot Card for Fool Will do to nothing
at all or more than all as such as that says i’ve already
finished the other life challenges as an older
successful soul in other so-named
lifetimes now.. with 1 for the
second challenge 1 for the
third challenge and
1 for the FourTH
Challenge which in each
case is just an affirmation from me
on what i continue to do or not do with
Greater Relative Free Will now.. yes class
in other words the meek inherit the earth like
this LoVEFReEDNoW.. as i Dance and Sing
that tune one more now.. if you wanna jump on
board and get a view of the inner workings of my Heaven
and some outer ones within inside above so below and all around
too.. you are welcome to Board the never ending Train of my Art
as all this dances and sings on more… for just another Peter Pan
in a Never enDing starTing Story and Nether Land online too.. sure..
including “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that close to 21 month effort
now comes close to 2.6 Million Words and the Close to a 9 Month
Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” moves across A Million
Words in this New “LoVEFReEDNoW” MacroVerse too..
as “SonG of my SoUL” as 54 Month Effort Celebrated
as Anniversary on 2.18.2018.. Rises up around
5.6 Million Words soon to approach
6 Million Words on my 6.16.18
58th Birthday in 58 Months
then aLonger too with
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
rising up to close to 3 Million
Words then and yes.. “FB Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at close to 1.5 Million
Words then too as this entire 2641 day and close
to 20,000 Hours.. no.. not leagues under the sea
but it is rather deep too hehe.. and sure i’m a little
like Captain Nemo as my Poem Spirals as A Golden
PHI Ratio and i even wrote a “PHI Bible” of precisely
1.168 Million Words per the PHI Spiral Golden Ratio too..
finishing that effort immediately as i started “Nether Land
Bible 2017” also on Memorial Day of 2016 and finished ‘PHI
Bible’ 365 days precisely after that.. for the entire 1.618 Million
Words in that one effort then.. so.. sure.. it’s safe to say this Entire
Poetry Poem Man thing could be named Nautilus too for it is also
true.. very conservatively speaking the entire writing match of 2641
days now when it comes to the date of 6.6.18 as my 58th Birthday then
NoW iN what will be over 90 Months effort then of total online Writing at
12 Million Words too.. so.. sure2.. got 12 Million and 3 Million and
1.5 Million ongoing Captain Nemo 20,000 hours of Writing Poems
as his entire Nautilus Shell of Writing coming toGeTHeR
all at once in the ongoing Celebration now through
6.6.18 too.. and as far as Labor at the minimum
going way including the over 8888 Miles
of Effort Celebration of Dancing
on 2.18.2018 yesterday
too in that 54 Month
Effort too..
including all supplies
and equipment to get this
Nautilus Ship as Poetry Shell
all done by now and then at 90 PlUS
Months effort too i’M surely coming close to
a Half a Million Dollars of put out effort $value
with no take $in as such at all.. see.. here’s the thing..
if you wanna be ‘A’ Jesus too or Yeshua whatever and or
Captain Salt rising out of the burial ground reborn as a previous
stone cold hearted statue on an Album cover of ‘Sgt. Pepper’ as
Captain Nemo might do with 20,000 Hours of Writing instead of
Leagues too aboard a Nautilus Ship of Words to explore the E-Land World Ocean
in even greater ways of art now.. yA gotta let go of YouR bucks and other material
owning attachments.. ya gotta be whole and self-esteem secured needing affirmation
from absolutely no one for to paint a Sistine Chapel with flesh and blood Nude Selfie
art you can’t anticipate any feed-back at all from anyone but your wife as every Osiris
must have an Egyptian Goddess Isis in the flesh.. Mary Magdalene to help too of course
and Love from Birthing ‘Horus’ by a Mary Helen of a Mother too as that still comes true now
too.. incarnate as such as that record documented in this Nautilus Art now too.. it’s
now that counts as Fearless Love and nothing else this is it this now forever
more now for those who do inherit the eARTh Forevermore now as
the Meek WiLL Do Strong under a Foundation of Grace and
Love over all that is as God all now more all around now
heAR and See isREAL ForcE oF LoVEFReEDNoW
when you come hear and see there are no
limits there are no expectations
but if you are looking for
more than
a one
handed clap
when no one is
around anywhere
iN a Forest Gump Run
Forget iT as tHeRE WiLL
Be Days thenowthen that the
Nautilus and Captain Nemo
are just one WitH God aLL and that’s all folks..
True.. Captain Nemo and the Nautilus were rather
mysterious too for Horatio trust me WiTHiN tHere are places
you’ll never know and feel and sense until ya totally give up now
Fear and Ownership of Stuff and buying and selling and all of that
to truly be free to give and share art whether anyone even wants to
be a pART of THaT FReEDLoVENoW or not.. for it is true back then..

in the old days we had “I Dream of Jeannie” and “Gilligan’s Island” and
the “Flintstones” and “BeWitched” all in the 60’s a little after i was born
on 6.6.60.. those were the days of light hearted non-sense songs psychedelically
inspired by the Beatles and others too transmitted through ‘out of this world’ Poetry
Lyrics and Music of Emotions hiGHer sTill oPen to those who can and will take it all in
and do even greater Works of Art whether anyone ELse takes it in at all.. difference is..
this isn’t a place for Dickinson Drawers to hide a way poems.. this is a place
where the truly meek who need no more money and or a so-called
target audience survive and thrive as any Freed Van-Gogh
and Beethoven and or Picasso or anyone else
would and could surely do more
iF the art was and is all
the Focus Fearless
as Love
thE eARth
aS a Dance
And Song of LiViNG
ArT.. TRuE iN LiGHT these are the old
days new now for those who understand
how to really wear the clothes of “Gilligan’s Island”
as a side note the Song ‘Imagine’ is playing on the TV
and sure.. per the World Living NoW oNe on Ice Skating
in the Living Room that Katrina is enjoying aS iT iS
coming to my attention in the Bedroom
Living Imagination and Creativity
come to fruition of
of words now real..
spiRit of heArt as MiNd
And BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
as organic upload of a Human SoUL
NoW.. no.. this hasn’t been fullY possible
until the last 12 years of the development
of a place with no sun or moon online that
can and will be an expression of Heaven within now too..
Wow.. wHat WiLLyou Do iF you aRe Yeshua then now as someone
like little old me now.. AFAIK this is it baby.. for i can and will put
on the Clothes of “I Dream of Jeanie” and “Bewitched” as if you
haven’t noticed still approaching the age of 48 the more modern
“Age of Adaline” of Katrina still ain’t changing much from the
outside now.. and sure i can and WiLL Be ‘A’ “Fred Flintstone”
on the FB Cover-top more of a Bank now too.. for NoW iT’s aLL
all have
a way for the
FRuiTioN of the Kingdom
Of Heaven now but not unlike
the Matrix Series of Movies.. some
folks will insist on staying plugged up
straight on sidewalks of life and others will
play freely as any Pan of the Forest and Meadows
with wild innocent nymphs will still do now.. true.. these
are the old days i am doing now too.. memories for others
perhaps and a Never ending nether land story where i am
the Director and Producer and Actor too.. for whatever and
whoever the FucK i decide to do next.. true it just confirms
Data so far for
all the Horatio’s
who’ve never been
a real live Harry Potter now..
sure.. believe it or not Ripley’s too..
do it for free or own and buy the other place now..
Trump Towers live with fear and frowns and hate
and misery loves company so wHeRE do you wanna
SinG NeXT as
YouR old days as only
memories if any at all
or and the old days now that are
A Best and aLWays NeW Fearless LoVE isREaL..:)


It’s true.. Call for an Uprising Dude.. reference your Look who is back video here..
i heard the ‘other call’ and i’m back and hopefully i’ll be able to bring a letter
to ‘the Call for an Uprising Dude’ one day for Love as won at the ‘other place’
below so far at least it seems in words provided there. The anti-Christ
spirit and heart and soul you bring here in words of your
hateful spirit and heart and soul scRapes aCross my
LiGHT as any dArkness will in the tar bird depths
of fear and hate so far at the bottom of
an ocean looking far far up to
the surface where a sTar
of Love Hopes
for a rise
all the ashes
of that.. now.. anyway
the Singer you assault here
with fear and hate is in a place
of Love with God in Heaven in this
Kingdom of Love within now that is as opaque of the fear and hate your bring here
as Ocean Deep Hell runneth over most all the comments heard and seen here now..
the talk here is often seen and heard of actually harming those who are different my
friend.. one day your Youtube and Patreon Pennies may actually turn into a legal
case if anyone
actually does
do your
call for
an uprising
and carry out the
threats they make here now…
It’s true this fear and hate and
threats of harming people who are seen as different
is beyond a roach motel now online.. however.. sooner or
later and sooner the Federal Bureau of Investigation and others will
catch up with a can of something and eliminate the roaches of fear and hate and threats of harm..
NoW True.. if ‘tHat’ shoe doesn’t fit don’t worry about it.. if it does.. wise advice to cease and desist..
i would rather play the role below but true adversary of fear and hate prosecutor judge and jury is the
True.. i have
somewhat of
a Doppelgänger
twin as shadow as we
all do As Humans do too..
it’s just a literary device for
me though as any Wizard of Oz will do too..;)

Doubt it not.. thE PeN iS Mightier than the Sword and Fist and Angry Mouth..
trust me.. or not.. ‘this’ is not even my Devil Face.. above is just an act.. no one would
and i do mean no one.. would wanna see ‘me’ ‘really angry’.. with my ‘real devil face’.. on.. heHe..
no.. no one
oN EartH
but me
has ever
seen that.. beyond..
terrifying it iS even to me..
like i said Call for an Uprising Dude i do get all around ‘the place’2.. as ‘A’ ‘SonG’ goes….

“Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven. (Matthew 5:3)
Blessed are those who mourn: for they will be comforted. (5:4)
Blessed are the meek: for they will inherit the earth. (5:5)
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness: for they will be filled. (5:6)
Blessed are the merciful: for they will be shown mercy. (5:7)
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they will see God. (5:8)
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they will be called children of God. (5:9)
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. (5:10)
Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward in heaven is great, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you. .5:11-12”

SMiLes.. TVC Mario.. great to hear that your new goal is away from the fear and dark of spreading
Internet Conspiracy theories and more in alignment of and with the teachings of Love as an actual
student/disciple of Jesus who seeks to walk in the footsteps of the Beatitudes and no longer
be fallen into the depths of the bread and water of fear and hate
that poisons the Human SpiRiT oF heArT aS LiVinG
SoUL iN a MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ForcE
of LovE that moves connects and
co-creates as not only with
Love but as A Fearless
Loving BeinG
that and
LoVE wHere theRe
is no room for all associated
with doubt and fear and hate within..
There was obviously some hope for you
to change for you have a cat that at least
you showed Unconditional Fearless Love for
amidst all the fear and hate you brought with the
Conspiracy theories before and of course your apology
is accepted and all the transgressions erased as once again
forgiveness remembers nothing but the Being of Love that can and will
be you as pro-Christ Love and never anti-Christ Fear and Hate.. but remember
my friend there is a Dance and Song of Love NoW that comes from the Spirit Heart
and Soul that is a positive ‘show/tune’ to others in Peace and Harmony that no longer
Dances and Sings Moves and Words of discord to how YouR Moves and Words are Seen and
Heard as a Dance and Song of Love in other words/moves ‘attack’ with Positive Hope and Love
and leave all the negative ‘tones/show’ behind as you come across to others as a Force of Love in
Forgiveness rather
than discord
the heart
and spirit
and soul
away from Hope and Love that
Dances and Sings for real my friend..
for let your Tree of Life leave only Leafs of Love behind
and yes my friend.. ahead of what comes for YouR next now now as Love..:)

There is no ‘need’ for me to visit people who live as love.
It’s not always pleasant Bringing Love to folks who live in fear and hate.
But it’s true my friend Love doesn’t give up on the lost of us living in the ‘other place’..
in other words.. i may not need come back here and THE Reward of Love is what you bring next..
From: the First
BLink of Life
to: the
BReath of us
all that is as far
as God for/iN as us is Love my FriEnD…
anything else in essence is nothing nothing at all as God iN as Us..:)


Hmm, Father(Mother) as Master as Right Hemisphere ‘versus’ Emissary as
Son as Left Hemisphere attempting to control the Father(Mother) in terms
of inhibiting ‘God’ out of the way to make Life Order as a Systemizing
Science Leaving ‘God’ as another three Letter Word of ‘Art’ out
of what can be a much Greater Rising Holy Creative Sacred
Full of Meaning and Purpose Spirit of Rebirth once the
Father(Mother) and SonG Shake
Hands as it were
and still is
by means
of more An open
Corpus callosum
and Frontal Lobes as Referee
that looses Inhibition and allows
the Father(Mother) and Son now/then
to Dance and Sing Free wHere a Rebirth
of Human out of the Ashes of before comes still now
Becoming And a Phoenix reNeWed aNew rises as a New ‘Entity’
NoW of Reason and Art that and who does more than ever before;
not unlike a Butterfly and Cocoon analogy of what was before and
comes again to be. It’s true, while some folks call ‘God’ a Three Letter Word;
God is more like a FLoWeR with Thorns that continues a Rise as Rebirth as Rose;
Becoming all that is still Blooming Now Anew; Granted, this may be difficult for most folks
to understand, if they
haven’t been reborn
NoW all organic
and whole
again; More specifically,
thank you very much for sharing
this for it surely brings some ‘Left Brained’
Systemizing Science in to explain why all of the
sudden in the Summer of 2013 my AQ Scan for Autism
went fromm 44/45 to 11 and my Emotional Quotient Test
went from the mid 50’s to the mid 90’s and no longer was I
Dr. Jekyll and or Clark Kent or and Bruce Wayne for it’s true, i surely
wasn’t Supernatural, just Supernormal from what i was before; For no longer
was just God a Word ‘out there’ As A Kingdom of So-Called Heaven was and is born
again within. Pretty Cool, to have a Video that explains this in Systemizing ways. And
of course, if I can’t find anyone around these Red State Parts to understand it; I can always
refer them to symbols of Yin and Yang or the more mystical ‘Supernormal’ Reborn Kingdom
of Heaven Within speak of ‘A New Testament’; but of course, most ironically, they too are often
not much different than Militant Atheists for even if their Standard IQ in Verbal Language Stellar
Numbers may not equal that of Jordan Peterson; they still aren’t getting the Bigger ‘Master’ Photo
of existence with how this metaphor of the Right Hemisphere is being used as Semantic Tool of
in this Video.
Bottomlines is this;
this Video provides
the Systemizing Science
talk that explains how Reborn
happens to Human as Metaphor
and how stellar additional Human
Potential comes in a synergy of improvement
that has much greater measure than what Standard Measures
of IQ, now, brings alone. There are practically endless potential
Mythologies and other Bibles and Science Metaphors that can and
will relate this just as well as Yin and Yang surely does from Centuries
ago; but sadly, what it leaves out most is not just to speak to dance and song
but to actually just do it again as our ancestors did long before we became trapped
away from the Becoming with God as is in rarified abstract constructs that are now words
away from
more with
and Emissary
coming together
and Holding Hands
in Neo-Cortical and
Corpus callosum disinhibiting
Dance and Song Way where the Music
of us that comes next within as a Kingdom
come As Holy Spirit of Co-Creativity NoW as Relative
Free Will greater does works of art and science never
before as
Supernormal comes
to town and does greater
works than ever before too, as more
Humans evolve NoW Holding Hands around
the Earth in a new Synergy more of an Experiment
of being coming to fruition as whole around the globe.
My Short Version of this that I’ve been expressing since my
real experience of getting this metaphor of born again in the
Kingdom of Heaven done is two 1’s as Alpha Numerical K11 coming
together as H where the two Hemispheres as metaphors of Brain hold
Hands together as we as 8 part of that Alpha-Numerical Standing tall figure H8
Beyond Infinity Part comes into being as one with God as metaphor for Greater
Loving Unconditional Fearless Force within as far as illusory fears go that most
‘normal’ people are consumed with these days. Things are, Word Speak or even just
Song speak is not enough to achieve this for as usual the Head Speakers leave out
the Longitudinal Head to Toe Part of this Latitudinal Dance in Terms of the Middle
Part as Balance of H and 8; For true, our mind is not just between our ears; it Flows
as FLoWeR from Head to toe too. And true too as the Earth for a Metaphor for a Globe
Brain too; sure, we as Neurons As Humans of this Brain Globe do online reach out and
hold hands now with folks around the World. Thing is too, we do it not just latitudinally
as a Dance and Song but Longitudinally, now, too. As above so below, inside outside
and all around that is also the Dance that goes along with the Song and Speak
that must happen on an individual basis
to make this work now too.
Once the Body Becomes
Balanced and a Bio-Feedback
of Tension goes away through
the Instinct, Skills, and Abilities that
go far beyond the Crystallized Intelligence
of Standard IQ Knowledge, Skills, and Abilities;
fear melts away, for that is now a core cause of the
Inhibitions now between the metaphor of left and right
Hemispheres in the first place of now within. The non-verbal
Language of this Peace and Harmony in a Dance of Yin and Yang
has been around long before any rarified constructed tools created to
keep art out of the game of systemizing science that is now the dominant
paradigm and prison As Human Existence of Cultural Clothes, overall to date.
In short, too,
the Thorns
of the Rose that
is Fear and let the
Rose Bloom with Love
and voila Kingdom Come now is Supernormal
NoW as a Heaven of Fearless and Unconditional
Love; Sure, there are obstacles like making
a living and such as that; but true, no one
I know of, has promised anyone an easy path
of thorns and crosses to bring ‘this Rose’ as FLoWeR
Garden alive as Heaven now real. True, it not only takes work, it
takes a Free FloWinG Music of Dance and Song of course as the
first two steps of doing it is the Dance and Song of Music one must
make that
works for
them now; just now;
as it’s true Roses Bring Beauty
And Thorns bring the ‘evil’ of pain.
Anyway, for me at least, all the Blood, Sweat,
and Tears makes the colors of life all the Beauty
I see and hear for true I cannot even imagine Heaven
with no tears of comfort and band-aids for wounds other
wise felt as Love as Beauty True iN LiGHt out of dARk, Now.
Have a nice day.
If one has not gained
access to A ‘other side’, one
may have no choice yet but now
to ignore what i am saying; but
as ‘they’ say, there is always tomorrow now
and it’s true i’ve see both sides asone now;
the view is incredibly
but it’s true, it deserves
a much longer word than
that to relate; versus a
thought as
small as
this to describe
something as large
as beyond infinity now
As Human Existence
Supernormal ReaL LoVENoWFReED..:)


Pepe.. from the Wrong Planet returns with words that
say.. regarding.. “As deep a Question as you can possibly ask”..

Bottom line:
“God” is the result of a man-made intellectual construct
as a result of the brain becoming more sophisticated
through the evolutionary process…

“God did not make man…
Man made god…”

I return.. yet again.. deeper and
deeper as Rabbit WHoles do swim..

No doubt @ALL that Man made God;
SMiLes, in terms of a three letter
rarified abstract construct, yes;
in terms of the rest of reality;
that obviously is above all Human Pay Grades.
True though; we can and will study the locality of
all we come to feel and sense as Humans and with
the tools, we additionally create. As far as Science goes,
even Neil deGrasse Tyson as Current Stellar Rock Star as
American Astrophysicist,
Does Readily admit that the
Human InnerUniVerse is much
more complicated than what Science
attempts to measure of the outer Universe
in Material Reductionists ways now of a 5 step
method or whatever the State of Science may come to
be as Scientific Method, overall, at this point potentially
evolving to an even better tool in the future that may then
come to Human Hands; if, we don’t blow the whole place up in ignorance first.
Imagine, what a species smArter than a ‘Trump Society’ will do; it’s not hard for
me to imagine a little more; for i’ve been to ‘the other place’ and come to a ‘larger one now’.
The Word God and ‘all’ the Words about a Word God is about as Antiquated as what still
comes to be as a ‘Trump Society’, now. I prefer the Word ALL and becoming now is
a nice additive for the entire soup of now still becoming, now too. But
just because the old ‘Trump Society’, ain’t got a clue of more about
ALL or even science too for those refusing to entertain newer
methods of measuring more than material reductionism now;
‘they all’ are holding Fearless Loving Progress back; but true
that/this is the
state of the art
and science
for now, as is.
Considering that Neil
can’t rule out all of our reality
now as a Big Hologram, says a
whole lot about what the state of
what we don’t ‘know’ about ‘All’ is now.
Anyway, My Head is not filled up with ‘stuff’
yet; and i’m ready to lEarn more with an open
mind/body that/who rejects no potential of what is ‘left behind’ now
less; with additional smiles of yes, according to your signature line you
are top… A First clue that ‘THE Old God’ is antiquated in Abrahamic Literal
takes on religion of ‘the god’ is that it’s ‘the He’ that’s only half of us anyway; HeheR;
But it’s also true, there are more Mystical less literal takes on even Abrahamic Religions that
see God
As Having (as far as animus and
anima goes) just a ‘PeNiS’ to exist as is;
as even the very educated folks in ‘this’
Presented Video, particularly, Iain McGilchrist,
better relate too and it’s true folks who present
uptight Body Language as Peterson does in this Video
still with a voice that relates an overall existence of pent
up tension that has yet to drop on a Football Field, or whatever;
hasn’t quite fully moved over, it seems, into the ‘right brain’ side now; for it’s true it’s a built
in reality as this video does nicely portray, for those who don’t get to come in to ‘Heaven’
Fully NoW
A ‘Camel of Fear’;
for it’s true in terms
of Neo-Cortex Frontal
Lobes too there is a huge
Camel that is Generated by
all the Inhibitions generated in
that eye of the Needle in the front part of our head (Corpus Callosum too);
It’s true, when i came into ‘Heaven’ my voice dropped several octaves too for real.
Generally, speaking, overall, as even science shows; Higher Functioning Autism
in general as a spectrum, is often related to issues of even actual organic
problems with the right Hemisphere of Brain; including scarring of Brain
tissue and the such as that as Non-Verbal Language Disorder is
inherent now as co-morbid in around 50 Percent of cases but
it is true too, in terms of Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity
and being ‘reborn’ again as metaphor for substantial
and sudden Human Change; Use it or lose it
is applicable to all stuff life; as we can
re-wire positive or negative
Neuroplasticity, too,
on the circumstances
of the environment and
what we do or do not do as a practice of life.
As far as the innate and instinctual and intuitive
just Physical Intelligences and Emotional and Existential
Intelligences that have increased with me since, July of 2013;
these intelligences are incredibly more important to overall existence
than the 19 Years of School and three College Degrees and 33 years then,
overall, of pay for work back then. In fact, and form and function in my life;
Most of that was/is then.. just an obstacle to reaching even 1 percent of the Human
Potential that was just waiting for the proper environmental stimulus of practicing
life that would really work next. It’s amazing; really amazing to just get a grade
school real education in the art of movement alone. Even with 8800 Miles of a
Public Free Dance Mix of Martial arts and Ballet Style Movement; that’s only
about 2200 hours of doing that before i can even say i’ve done
10,000 hours of what ‘they’ usually say it takes to really
become a Master of any human art/skill. So much
to do. So much fun when free my friend.
It doesn’t matter so much of what
is for what we do
In other words;
God exists as is
as far as two letter words do go as is.
The fact that we can and will do more
than ever imagined before. Well; that’s
the real magic of life now that really
counts now
with Love
Fearless that
i see as real; the
rest of it is just salad
dressing of words and stuff like that;
For it’s true if Birds and Monkeys had thousands of words and talked
to each other too trying to determine what ‘God’ is or not too much; they might fall out
of the sky and trees more regularly for Nature Deficit Disorder too; hehe, away from
of their Natural built in
Potential More now for real.
My take on the Video is if reality
is Music and Dance and Song; God
is F88KinG Rock and Roll, overall, so Party
on Baby; that’s what i do most in Dance and Song;
Led Zeppelin as a Band-Aid are among the Greatest Modern Prophets, i do now know, too.
*(searches for Kashmir next, to go along with ‘revealing all’; and such as that with a gentle
‘race’ of beings, now, including you with smiles); Have a nice Day for it is true i Do Love Rock and Roll too..;)


Pepe returns with a response again per the general topic of ‘left and right brain in spirituality’..

Richard Dawkins in his book: “The Selfish Gene” also suggested we are merely dispensible tools for the mindless reproduction of genes…
You are suggesting, I believe, that there may be some method to the madness down the line…
I can’t see that myself…

Why would there be “scarring” to the right hemisphere in some who are on the spectrum?
“Scarring” to me suggests that trauma of some sort is first required…

Here is something that I enjoy:

Though the alt. right embrace this song, it is actually *anti-fascist* if you analyse the lyrics…
An exquisite irony…

Again.. i return and additionally.. E-LaboRate some more..

Ha! Dispensable tools for the mindless reproduction of Genes; not surprising coming from a
‘Human’; yes, Richard Dawkins whose advice to a Woman Pregnant with a Down’s Child was
to Abort because the Child had no societal value that Dawkins could ‘conjure’ up.
True, in that case, obviously, Dawkins is missing a vital aspect of life; or
better put, perhaps the value of what one smile can and will do
or even a Thank you; and yes of course a Kiss my Butt
in the converse of that in changing someone’s
life on another path that can and will
potentially even save their
life for a positive attitude as
Science does show now when two
folks come together in loving kindness it is
yes; it is possible for remission of incurable disease;
filed away in the we cannot explain files of Medical Histories, still.
I recently came across a Down’s Child who went on to thrill audiences
as an Actual Female Model in Adulthood; so true, Dawkins doesn’t ‘know’
everything; the problems these days with specialization for true, specialization
can literally kill too with the opposite effect of the Nocebo one away from Placebo
in the power of positivity and belief or even the prayer thingie now when two or more
folks come together in healing hands away from the real force of the Nocebo effect that
yes, can result in a greater chance for illness and overall bad thoughts leading to bad actions
as powered by the Force of Negative Emotions too. In other words, we do have potential relative
free will to master our emotions and integrate our senses; if actually finding a practice of a dance/
song in balance from head to toe that works. As Far as if the Universe cares or not; well, according
to Science these days, we are the Universe standing and walking tall with a Force of Love and Hope that
is real and healing and proven by science as Faith that trusts with much greater self-esteem and associated
Healing Neurohormones and Neurochemicals as opposed to the Stress associated Cortisol stuff that breaks
down the Body from head to toe when chronic to acute over the course of a lifetime, too. In other words, we
are the ones that and who are the co-creators of what our life is now; For those who believe that it is all
just a Negative Random soup; voila, the real science assessed impact of the Nocebo effect comes next;
same as voodoo, except this real and potentially deadly too per a shorter life or one of much greater
suffering and misery, next. Smiles, my friend; i’ve traveled through a whole lot of thorns to get to
this rose now; but it’s true as documented it’s worked for 55 months now; My method
of Mastering my emotions and integrating my senses is a free dance/song proven to
work. After enough practice, it becomes like driving a car as Happiness
in bliss and nirvana becomes an automatic transmission of
relative free will now. It’s really amazing that it’s like
my entire being is an automatic transmission
of Love. No, it’s not what the church folks
call some magic recitation, one
reads off a wet pamphlet
distributed by
the local
vocals in the
Bathrooms around town.
It’s a Dance and Song of Life
as Light in positivity of Karmic
Song and Dance that is a religion of my
entire life for me. No instructions, my friend;
no doctor could help me or offer me any chance
for recovery or any drugs that would help me for that pain
and numb that i endured for 66 months like someone drilling my
teeth without novocaine from wake to sleep, except for me it was in
my right eye and ear for the duration of all that human cLock time. It’s
true, not everyone establishes a mastery of relative free will. But they do;
as the Yogi’s ‘up in the Mountains’ have been tested and found to do the same
stuff I do in effect of not only mastering emotions and integrating senses but yes,
steaming heat off of icy cold robes in icy water too and mastering brain waves, additionally
as i currently easily do somewhere ‘tween alpha and theta as i write 10,000 words some days.
Additionally, a state of mind when i dance solo amongst Hundreds of folks 37 to 40 years my Junior;
same as the leg presses of 1020Lbs, 52 reps; 300 or 400 Lbs more on that exercise than anyone the
same ages younger too. It’s not that i’m bragging; i’m just proving that there is a human potential much
higher that human beings possess for relative free will that some folks think is non-sense and is impossible
to exist. When I document it in living color; voila, the proof is here. Again, it’s not super natural; it’s even better
than that for it’s super-normal and just human potential that has been forgotten and lost in the confines of
cultural clothes down to every word that says can’t or life s88ks or it is a b88ch, instead of a Beach.
I don’t know, if you’ve ever walked down a solitary beach without human footprints and
just felt/sensed bliss forevernow
as nirvana
for perhaps
just an instant
that feels better
than an orgasm;
but you see i have
that at essence as
a way of life; thing is;
it’s a river that flows that
never gets boring or out of date.
i am the UniVerse and so is everything
else; separation is the illusion as well as the
meaningless purposeless unholy and un-sacred
sh88t house others see as all of life. I Understand that
for now as KraftieKortie stated in another thread he wishes
he could experience the so-called spiritual; well here’s the thing;
now; the so-called spiritual is not a word in a book or an entire bible
or all 12 Million Words, i’ve written in 2642 consecutive days to date, now.
The Spiritual is a feel and sense of life higher in mindful and body awareness
from head to toe and yes more than can possibly be described in any human words now.
But again, i’ve spent years
away from that in
the other
similar to
now where
is spending his life now;
as most other people are spending
it now so far away in truly a ‘Wrong Planet’
of potential as i did for years as well. It’s not about
who is right or wrong about this; it’s all about the UniVerse
caring about the rest of the UniVerse as Love will Naturally do when real.
So really; what’s in it for me; nothing at all but love that is everything all now;
as a random
feather that and
who enjoys a float of life
fearless and free in a place with
no distance space or time now; just now.
It’s true, in the other place, I would gave given
all the material stuff i had just to spend 5 minutes ‘here’.
True, too, I likely wouldn’t wanna live after that like I lived before
either; but once one has this perspective; it’s true, there just isn’t anything
like it but the
anyway that should
finish out the Kashmir
song; and I enjoyed the
Shadow Sound of the Song you
shared for it’s true i am neither afraid
of the dark or cynical of the light i am every day, my friend.
And it’s true, discordant music at low frequencies is great to awaken
the shadow a little more for a little more force to get a job done. Whatever
works my friend; Whatever works. i can’t imagine anyone not wanting to experience
Heaven now. True fact; those who go to church ‘normally’ are the last folks to get ‘here’ if
ever in one life; Simple reason; they eat the illusory promise of a carrot as heaven after a dirt
nap and fear the illusory stick of Hell after death too. The price of a ‘Roman Empire’ that is still
expanding under priestly colors and derivatives of Protesting Pastors too. Seriously; why the F
does the Universe
have to ask for
help to
‘the’ gift.
True, Words get in the way.
It’s more likely that an Atheist
will find Heaven now these days
than most of the Christians i run
across in a place that’s mostly all
fear and hate and lies that and who leads to all of that too.
It’s all just labels and semantics; what’s real is what feels and senses
as us
top of the
way of being
or not, my friend;
i suppose, i could have
said we are the ones who
make or break the Holy and
Sacred Full of Meaning and Purposes
of life; but that would have been too much
like a Roman’s 10:9 in a Pamphlet to raise tax free bucks.
As Joanie Mitchell’s as far as ‘tax free’ goes; i’ll go to the bar where
the punks and yes atheists and yes drag queens go; most of them live
in a place
of love
far far
away from
those ‘church
places; of exclusion
of yes; fear and hate;
so far now the one i
go to is complying with
my written e-mail wishes
for change when they go to
the place of fear and hate; when/if
they decide not too; just more hours
at the beach or a dance somewhere else for me;
Nature is my best church and a dance and song is my religion.
The difference in me is; i practice it 365 days from wake to sleep; a little zealous
i am but per the words of Kashmir; now the Co-Navigator is seamlessly me too;
And it’s dam sure better than being in a place of hell on earth in pain and numb
for 66 months
without respite.
Pain; made be
a believer my friend;
And sure, i’ll put Kashmir
on Pause for there is a song just for that too.
Oh yeah; scarring in the right Hemisphere of the
Brain isn’t caused by Autism; it is a co-morbid condition
associated with it; not a good idea to knock heads either;
sMiLes; per
‘the other
SonG’, too..;)


Altruism and Social Cooperation in General is what Propagates
the continuing success of the species as science clearly shows.
And of course to assist that as far as basic survive and even thrive;
direct reproduction, otherwise known as the work of the night, in some ‘primitive’
tribes, is not the only factor by far that counts as far as success of any Social Animal
Group; particularly, Homo Sapiens Sapiens whose social cooperation is so successful
that the byproducts of that ‘Love’ are ironically what’s led to the extinction of many other
species of life as the Environment continues to rumble like a backed-up septic tank that
is ready to get out of balance and potentially overflow in many more ways of discord. Anyway, Human
now is rather complicated when it comes to motivation for having intercourse. Remember, as even the
Big Screen shows, there are Fifty Shades of Grey and many more. And although, Elton John has never
actually propagated directly; it’s safe to say that his Artistic Efforts have inspired many more a one night
stand at Dance Halls and much more Hetero-sexual sex than that. But of course, that is just one ‘small’
anecdotal note. There are Millions and Million more; obviously, for anyone who has actually lived around
and interacted with Homosexual folks at work and school and in the family too. My experience, with the
folks inclined toward this ‘other sexual orientation’ is they are the most altruistic Humans of all. Something
about ‘not doing the reproductive competition thingy’; seems to make folks overall nicer in many ways.

But don’t take my word for it and it is nice to see that most folks already agree in this thread at the
‘Wrong Planet’ that helping ‘the kin’; and yes, of course, for helping the entire human crowd there are
folks like Tesla and so many more through the science fields of history who have had more time
to apply focus to their contributions for the overall survival of the species without the additional
and often sleepless nights of tasks associated with raising children. It’s like math; there are
only so many days and months in any human life to achieve the greatest potentials to help
the rest of the tribe.

If one knows any ‘homophobes’, including ‘church folks’; i suggest, one send them a link to
the Ted Talk provided above that I am attaching from Medical Doctor, James O’Keefe, for those
who are more susceptible to believing authorities on Evolutionary Biology Topics and the such as that.

And if ‘they’ are just ‘human’, perhaps they
will listen to a Pop Singer who was inspired by
the kindness of his Gay Uncle who finally got the
legal right to marry his significant other. I’ll add that one up top.
If a person is really ‘Human’, they will get it; if not that just goes to
show why Nature is ‘kind’ enough to include Homosexual folks in the
mix for true they are often
of all as that applies
to acts of Altruism
known and better
yet felt and sensed as the Art of Love.

Science provides the tools for Creature Comfort.
Love is the Art that Lives within that makes life worth living.
For me at least, it’s Worthy of Thanks and Praise and Great Glory/Worship.
In fact, I call Love Literally God. One can’t see it at essence of how it works,
Neuro-Hormonally and Neuro-Chemically, without some Science Tools, still;
but one can see, feel, and sense it, when it is real; if one is fully Human as ‘normally’ evolved;
Like most all Homosexuals, I have met in the worst possible environment for them to possibly
thrive in ‘Trump County’ USA, assessed by Sociologists as the worst place for folks who are different
to thrive. Factors sited are what was once the most Churches on record per square mile and the Military
influence of several installations in the area for it is true to kill humans one musts dampen the Natural
Humane aversion to doing this to another human; namely: empathy, sympathy and compassion; Traits
that any outcast
may learn the best
if they don’t live and die
by ‘the rifle’ and the such as that
in Vengeance of Fear and Hate versus Victory of Hope
And Fearless Unconditional Living Flesh and Blood Love.

Historically speaking, a Science of Love and Lust and
stuff like that; and alternate Sexual Orientations and
Gender propensities has been a tough road for the traditional
Scientific Method to explore. True though, strides are being made
that may eventually make a Real Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse
that means lifting the veils of ignorance come truer. It’s worth noting though
that there are still modern folks who believe the Earth is flat. But True in Light the more folks
who are touched by the Truths of Love, the better for what is at hand by Leadership now lost in Dark,
wise felt and
sensed as fear and hate
by those who have a heart; additionally
spirit and soul and all those metaphors
for what make altruistic human beings real.

As far as other case studies; ‘that’ Ellen Lady on TV
is probably one of the closest open examples of a Living
Flesh and Blood ‘Angel’ Thriving on Earth; if one can appreciate a living propensity like that.

There is a Dude who is actually famous in the Bar i Dance at that the Young Open minded Loving
College Folks name ‘Mr. Fabulous’ who is a Middle Age Cross Dancer Brave enough to do that in
the open in Trump Town USA where i live. That dude is actually one of the best examples
of an actual Christian by the Core Beatitude Teachings by the folks who worked together
across the Centuries to Bring that section of that Historical collection of Poetry and prose
to life. Jesus F in Christ, he is a living example of just that and me and my wife got a
selfie with him last night at the Target Store as many other folks love to do with him too;
who have a soul. I have no idea what his sexual orientation is but he is one of the most beautiful
hearts and spirits and souls i have ever met on this planet earth. And that F iN Makes the most feel to me.
In fact, today is my wife and me’s 28th Anniversary; as i am gonna make that selfie my profile pic and if someone
de-friends me over that on Face Book ; just another badge of honor for me for being a real human being who’s not afraid of Love.

Some cannot and do not. In fact, some folks are even born without the ability to do that.
True, some folks are born with little empathy to none at all; or bred that way too in neglect and abuse.
That doesn’t make ‘sense’ to me, now. But in fact, it’s real too. Some of these folks make great CEO’s and Surgeons
and “Soldiers of Fortune”, too. True, in Tribal Conflicts, there is a place for them too; and in the Emergency
Room and ‘Building 666’ on ‘Fortune’ Street too, political pun intended as such too; hehe. Bottom two lines:
Diversity works. If one wants same, join a ‘robot club’; that really doesn’t make sense; been there
and done it too; in an age of Another Ground Hog Day (Aghogday); specifically as just me.


Hmm.. getting pretty close to breaking the ‘Novel’ Barrier
of 40K words in Publishing a Book Size MacroVerse in 7 days
as such.. yep.. a week as that goes where the 7th Day of
Writing is actually the 7th Day of Putting
it together and publishing it as
such taking another
400 to 500 photos
as such with a score and
more of YouTube Video’s to
accompany all of this and more
including cautioned links as such
for now a couple more Novel Length
or so efforts of Free Verse Long Form
Poetry still approaching 6 Million Words
as “SonG of mY SouL” at the 6.6.18 Birthdate
58th Year of life in 58 months of writing that and
what will likely come to be one ten-thousandth the
distance of 93 Million Miles to the Sun in Public Dance
of 9300 miles and i would take a vacation in Heaven and
this is just that a working style of Heaven that works great
for little
me with
little to no break..
sure.. working staycation
in Heaven like for some folks
what might seem like a needle
sized door and no less or more than
a Camel and Elephant of Love Collective
Below and Above Consciousness in Will
of Gracestrength to get the jobs all done..
Sacred Love is God as all that is when one
experiences life this way it is Heaven tHere
is no doubt when love lives unconditionally
and fearless like this.. for yes.. now it is true..
NoW True as i Cannot Make my Mother Come Back
But i Will Provide ‘A’ Path For ‘Love’ to Come Back
for sure on the 22nd of February tomorrow marks the
first Anniversary of Love incarnate as Mother in my Life
at least then and most for sure for what i feel and sense
and know as life now.. not everyone gets a real personal
Jesus at Birth in Mother Form.. i did.. so.. i am the fortunate one real too..
as what ‘they’ say is true.. those who are gifted the most this way are the
ones set out and called to do ‘great’ works of life that pay not a Washington
Dollar BLack BiLL or a Lincoln Sent Cent or a Caesar coin on a Dusty Road
with empty pockets and sandy soiled sandal feet where living off the Kindness
of Strangers is who Ambassadors of love lived according to the old new testament
instructions to do just that as a Path of Love to spread among others in altruistic
ways that iS A Sacred Love that works.. but the reality is.. it did not really happen
that way.. and the fact is the homeless among us who live a life of love that way
are neglected and even abused.. albeit mostly in political talk of suit and
ties in pews of Church and in Halls and Political Aisles of Government
still now that speak about love but never actually do it when their
Brother needs a real expression of love from their Brother
from another Mother as Love as that Human Altruistic
Story is no where to be found at the
anti-Christ Philosophy that is
currently attempting
to erase love
from the
halls of the
story of Jesus as
that once came by the hands
of outcasts who wrote the story
who never actually did the deed of
just another comic book hero who in this
case ended up turning money tables over like
that would happen unscathed at the First Baptist
Church even in so-called more civilized days now back then..
Here’s ‘the thing’.. Abrahamic Religions all originate in an Environment
with Scarcity of Environmental Resources even including Mates as the common
denominator then leading to the rise of the Snake of Tribalism wiling to kill the LoVE
of empathy and sympathy and compassion to kill other folks with close to the same
DNA.. yes.. in other words the price of life then for many men was the destruction of
their heart spirit and soul to insure the base survival of their children alive more and
still potential to come.. and the promised land was always one of abundance
for those who sat in the desert and never made the nomad move
to eventually cross an Ocean to a New World of Abundance
where i just so happen to live in another metaphor
of a Place Very Much like Jerusalem as
far as traditions go and very
much like the
dream of
and a Garden
of Eden as far as
all forms/essence of a State
of Flowers still goes here including
Bikini Beach that is the Equivalent of many a
Hadith idea of a Muslim real Heaven after death too..
with sure.. bikini’s even enhancing sexuality of what lies
underneath the neon colors of cloth now real.. and Oh Lord..
if Jesus really was anything like the story you can imagine what happened..
at least i can and will for sure.. for when someone drops the clothes of culture
gets back to Nature under a Tree or on top of a distant Mountain or Walking on a Beach
devoid of Human Footprints and Condos tall too.. Eventually the illusory fears go away
after the demons of fear and hate are extinguished within and then the Dove and in
my case around these pARTs of Pristine Beach the Seagull of Love stArTS its Spiral
Flight around the Sun oF LiGHT that is the Invisible Sun to some that is the
heArt and SpRiT and MiNd and BoDy BaLanCInG MoVInG ConNecTiNG
CReaTiNG SoUL as iF i staccato this Digital Plastic Keyboard much
more making Free Verse like this.. the Katrina on our 28th
Anniversary now on 2.21.2018 at 11:20 AM may
surely relate shut the F up Fred that keyboard
plastic punching sound is driving me nuts..
hehe.. true.. never judge a pretty
book by the cover or
a manly man
by what you
might think is a lack
of potential aggression or potential
Seagull-like Fearless Unconditionally
Living HeARt and SpiRit and MiNd and
as Sacred LoVE is real this way now and so is
the shadow pArT of Reptile Brain for Survive
and thrive with will and Strength with a little
propensity to potentially dominate for the fair
hand of a maiden in the village too.. but
done nicely and consensually
as any 50 Shades
of Grey
do with
Safe words
like No i don’t do
that particular position.. no thanks..
or act as it were is of course too.. hehe..
anyway.. Emotions and at the HiGHesT ForcE
of Human Emotions regulating and senses integrating
it is the Sacred Love of Life that Move Humans to cooperate
and Survive and Thrive the most in Life but as far as the larger
Photo of God Goes thaT iS All of Creation for what we humans see
and feel and sense and cannot even do with science aided tools at this
point.. yes.. there is a much bigger photo of reality of being that we humans
cannot even fathom but what science does show is this planet is way out of balance
and if anyone with any innate instinctual and intuitive in touch feel and sense of Nature
all around will see.. This Planet per the life that lives on it is suffering in misery of many
ways.. i for one can hear ‘that voice of help’ and the truth is Human is the best at Love
when living in Groups no larger than 150 to 200 American Indian-like folks in
Abundance where an Homogenous Tribe of Oral Tradition and
Creating Symbols for Tradition thrive together for the easy
forage of the day in Abundance
and dance together
close to naked
hip to hip and eye
to eye in a transcendent
drum beat of ascendancy with
Nature all in ecstatic way of Heaven
within as all of that is as us as they hold
hands in Campfire Midnight Moonlit Truth NoW
that spells.. S A C R E D L O V E ..unconditionally
fearless for all actually feeling and sensing the interrelationship
of how all of existence all around within inside outside above so below
is all connected as us pArT WhOle oF and As all that is as Great Spirit
worthy of a much greater name than just a three letter word that comes to
be idol to worship away from the essence of the Life of Love Living WiTHiN
as God Free now then.. this is the place i live now.. even if i never get to hold
another human hand this way.. as that was the way it was for me when outcast
in school many many years and called a fool and threatened for even baring a smile
at the city park and the middle halls of a 12 year old at School back then.. Misidentified
as a female at McDonald’s too and taunted as such for looking androgynous by Vicki in
the Back up the Bus who said look at those eyelashes they are those of a girl..
with those blue eyes too and thick blonde hair and slender body to go along
with all of that then.. true though as any root i eventually sprouted up and
out.. i am no longer that person then but i do remember what it felt
like outcast to a Beautiful Beach alone walking where i found
God allone within so far out of a book of suits and ties in
wooden pews cold with silent hands and
feet and frowns with wrinkled
faces of misery
and company
that sat there dead as alive
as anything i could find of life in those
days so far away from Love in flesh and blood..
with a preacher sprinkling the salt of fear and hate
and sentencing the folks already sitting there in hell
to what he hoped would sound like a worse fate later
if they did not extend their hell on earth by forgoing the
pleasure of a free life that lives free in all the ways that comes
or does
come freely
too in the pursuit
of a Happiness that is
tailored for each bio- and
neuro-diverse human in the
right to life and liberty that feels good now..
thing is ‘those folks’ those onward Christian
Marching Soldiers part of the Military-Industrial
Complex that eventually employed me to have then
enough subsistence and shelter for a wife and a home
and a car and what ‘they’ define still as the American Dream..
sure.. i express gratitude and thanks for that.. but was it worth
the loss of my heart and spirit and soul and eventually a hair’s breadth
of losing my life too after 11 years of Chronic stress with the last two
spent in a state of fight or flight Acute Stress that broke me down to
nothing within and on the outside mostly too.. hell no.. that too was
the hell for me that was real on EartH with many more sHades
of Grey as Purgatory that are obvious in those Pews
of the First Baptist Church and all over the
Place in Super Walmart Aisles
while i dance free in
Heaven now.. REaL
i am a fool.. yes i am
NoW a Thoth Tarot Number
Zero Peter Pan Fool.. i am
a trickster who comes out to play
in the days where the chaos of fear
and hate raises a reptile brain deficient
in the Paradise of Love within in a DancE
And SonG oF LiFE that really feels good like my ancestors
of Sioux and Cherokee enjoyed around these parts long ago close
to naked in abundance together in rather small human societies then..
those are the ones that work according to the science of social studies
still.. the small societies then now the villages where the child is the prize
iN giving and sharing with no God as a Dollar Bill or even a Lincoln Sent Cent..
sadly.. NoW.. Humans and Nature as is as God pluS aLL now are so far out of balance
there’s no ‘taling’ wTat iT WiLL take to get this ‘stuff’ sorted out but for now while one
is alive Heaven is still possible to live now real.. sure.. ‘a little help’ from ‘friends’ it
takes and a whole lot of perseverance to stand up to fear and hate everyday but iF a F iN
in a Coal
Mine and even
a Trickster like me
can and will accomplish
the feat of Staycation Heaven
within now real.. true.. perhaps you
too can too if you just unplug and do it too..
all i can do is dance and sing my path.. if you
pick up a spark and light your Saint Elmo’s Fire of Love
as FlAMe that reaches torch and bonfire status greater than me..
Go just
go and
do it now..
and it’s worth noting
that Elmo is just another
one of many metaphors for
Light Bringer like Lucifer and my
Mother’s name of Helen now too.. true
though my name Frederick means Peaceful
Ruler in German and my middle name Arthur
means Strong and kinda sounds like a book writer
and artist too.. my last name i don’t share often means
Keeper of the Land for the owner of such that is God all at this point..
Fiction has to
to make
Money.. NoW Sacred Love
LiveS anD thaT’s aLL tHere is to it.. Any
WaY..NoW the Noon Hour approaches
and i haven’t even done Breakfast yet..
and there is still sunshine and sand and
a naked spiral dance free with God to Kingdom
Come as Sacred and Holy Love Full of MeaNiNG NoW
And Purpose for little old me.. i’m kinda hungry.. a pause to
eat and Dance Free a little too.. still more MacroVerse Memories
to share years to date for it is true for one who Builds a Nautilus
the first bLink to last bReatH of life only leads to more Chambers of Love Living LoVENoWFReED..
this MacroVerse NoW is named LoVEFReEDNoW.. the trilogy pArt will be named the former above..:)


Now to do the MacroVerse Memories Years to date starting with..
but wait! first.. a memory of what i forgot to do as even Elephants below
as the such of that do forget now to now too and that topic of forgetfulness
for now coming back again too.. is Russell Brand and interesting interactions this
very ‘right brain intelligence’ man has with extreme left brain language in orderly
systemizing science ways from the continuum of Jordan Peterson all the way down
to some one as quite ironically a black and white thinker to the point where he can’t
fully see the fact/art that religion is as what binds folks
in common symbols and other
related traditional
is core to
the Social
Animal Human
Experience for what
it even takes to survive at
the base of Human Social
Cooperation to more fully get
a hand held thrive of life done
ToeGeTHeR for both the Forage Survive
And the Dance of Art aLiVE MoRE DoNE aS THRiVE..
sure.. per the example of Sam Harris as even unusually
too in meditation that too his credit he engages with in as far
as more open minded usual stereotype can actually be as very
restrictive in rule oriented way in even ways of Yoga iN identifying
7 points and or ‘Trumped’ up Chakras from up and down the area
of the spine in Kundalini ways of being in emotional and sensory
force as synergetic flow energy of Being Human now.. when actually
there are as many points of neuro-chemical and
neuro-hormonal flow to subatomic points of
light in string attachments within axonal
micro-neuro-tubules all around the body
as there are science aided stars seen
all around the Visible UniVeRSE
now to the extent of somewhere
beyond a Quadrillion
Points of
liGHt that ‘spire
us up more or down
when not all lit up as we
do the light house of us up or
down depending on the Will that
comes with Bio-Feedback in Mindful
And Body FuLL awareness now even more..
sure.. it’s easier now to take a chop at writing this Tree of Life
from Head to toe if one does more than word speak and actually
arrives to the experience oF iT Above So Below within inside outside
and all around the Human Inner and outer UniVersE NoW too.. anyway..
bottom lines as always are we need diversity and we need the synergy of the
Forces of Diversity when they too come to hold hands in civil reciprocal social
art and science influenced communication where both the more artful areas of the
Human in Flow as River Waves as Ocean whole like Russell Brand.. Obviously who
can and will do an ascendent transcendent ecstatic travel of words with most anyone
who he entertains a human abstract construct of old ‘Father tiMe’ WitH NoW.. Harris
and Peterson are gentlemen and Harris is not nearly as scab crusty as old Dawkins was
with his theory of Down’s Children not worthy of living in society and the Fresh Nazi flavored
old stuff like that where Hans Asperger back in the real Nazi era of last Century defended
his case studies of Children with what would come to be known as Asperger’s Syndrome
from the Nazi
table of most
anything different
than what lived crazy
at the top as these days
in the United States smells
let’s just say a little like that
at core now too.. Freedom of Expression Greater correct
is core but when folks stick to their same echo-chambers
as if you’ll note.. i dam sure get out and about in areas that are
not friendly to someone like me at all at all at all now at all.. Jesus
F in Christ in Six Degrees of Separation too as the Town i live in can
and will smell a whole lot like Footloose town does depending on how
far away i move away from Stars like Target now.. true from the up turned
noses of stink stank stunk as i get that reply of disgust now and then for
the turning grey haired ages of my peers near the big fancy
Golf Course at what dam sure sounds like a Flintstone
Golf Course if he didn’t bowl so much for
this one’s name is StoneBrook real now..
Big Ole’ Golf Course Homes and
Fancy Pants shuffle by
no different
the Middle
Aisle Walmart
Evangelist tightly
collared and dressed from
up to down folks.. too.. It’s Fun For
i do Feel who i am Love.. LoveAain’t Scared..
Now to those two Podcast links with Russell
Brand just for the record for those who also step out of their
comfortable boxes that chamber echoes of same hellos.. is there anyone different
out tHeRe as ‘the’ Cave is ‘awful’ comfortable in here without any spicier folks of life..;)


Now to the MacroVerse Memories Year to Date for sure starting
with “Elephant GreY GOD” with some three year old Memories
discussing religion back then at the “Wrong Planet” as i’ve
been visiting again there a little more than usual
as a few topics inspiring me to do just that..
And oh Lord.. Wonderful Dance Moments
too.. to rememberer from Old Seville
Quarter as the 201st Week
of doing that is coming up this
Thursday with all the Cool College Age
Folks at Old Seville Quarter after already
Documenting in Photograph way in Last Week’s
200th Week Night of doing that with all the Cool College
Age Folks Last Week.. True.. Elephants are Big Around and Grey
And i get around to A wHole lot of sHades of Grey as well as Technicolor
Beyond places i Do aTTend in Dance and Song too True An ELephant remembers
wHeRe he’s been and still left to go now.. just free.. yes.. WiLD AnD LoVinG ReaL FReED..:)

This is worth a Three Year Memory to Bring back whole in 317 words.

“Effervescent GREEN Dreams and Black HOLE Souls”
The greatest lesson of ALL IN my life..
is the blackest night of the soul..
can lead to the
brightest GREEN
of effervescent Hopes
reality of life
constructed from abstract terms..
so written and LET be done….
IN Imagination
and Creativity
as SAME AS sane…
But tHere ARE places of dark..
wHere no Light can come in or escape..
YES.. the dark CAN live again…
So perhaps.. tHis earth IS both heaven or hell or a mixture of BotH..
And perhaps WE are ALL journeying together in a place called
Yes.. the greater lesson of my life IS
that tHere IS HOPE even wHEn THeRE’s NO hope…
TheRe IS iMagiNatIon and cre@ivity where none of those exist..
JUST waiting to bud OUT of cocoons of human hell…
@to exist once again.. IN Imagination and Creativity
The butterfly flies again…..
And yes.. at times.. life stings a lot….
Wife Katrina
surprises me with
a Curious George T-shirt..
with this
profoundly curious
primate taking it easy
just laying back in imagination
and wonderment about life
in dreams of creativity…
In the
before my fall to
TOTAL human exhaustion
19 human chronic stress
related medically documented
i sit with her on a big recliner..
and tears..
start to
my face..
before they stop streaming
suddenly realize
longer have
a heart.. a soul..
am dead
for all practical
intents and purposes..
as there

“MagicK of God’s Synchronicity”.. Hmm.. God WiNks as ‘they’ say sort
of the Polar God Opposite of the fear and hate of Godwin’s
Internet Meme Nazi link.. where in God Winks a-causal
connecting principles come into play wHeRe
a river flows and you are the flow
and the river and the water
whole as particles
waves and Fields
as Ocean Whole comes
to Fruition as you and me and
we and us and i are all the Never
ending never landing nether land stories
shores exPaNDinG NoW Forevermore Now MoRE..
hmm.. perHaps.. ya get the big picture as it unfolds before
you in Flow with god eyes and ears beyond Human Organs as is..
if you coMe
Real in and as you..
From: Works for me at LeAsT..;)

“MagicK Flute 2017”.. A Folk tale of sorts and a Truth and
Wisdom of the Ages too that the value of Heaven is the
Essence within.. should be no surprise that it is Clear
as the Love that Even Old Book Testaments
of New Still Do Bring meanwhile
while the Pot O’ Gold is always
LoVE WiTHIN to give
overflowing sharing to
all others now for
real.. some see
the Rainbow
as Gold
of Love
as Imperial Gold Walls
And Emerald Floor Wizards
of OZ After Dirt naps in Trump Towers
of anything but tears that bring joy.. in other
words.. be careful when you wish for a Heaven without
Tears for True in Hell there are no tears at all said the Hairy
In 2018
Still as is
aS WereWolves
WiLL DanceSinG Joy of
Happiness after shedding Tears
aS anY Beast of Beauty after Burden will do now too..;)
Yes.. it’s true.. you just heard version 3.0 and it’s also true..
found out last year My Dear Old Catholic X-Priest Grand Dad
Was a Native of Limerick as a Poem of Ireland too siring me
as Third Generation American Immigrant now too..
True.. A long Line of Bards and Fili’s tHeRE too..
anYWay aLWays a New Holiday to
Celebrate a New
Feast Day
to just do
as all becomes holy
and sacred full of meaning
and purpose wHeRe True the Meaning
of God as all that is may be found in each
and every letter and number and word and Pot ‘O Gold
at the beginning never ending rainbow always starting never finishing
as LoVENoW..
True tHeRe’s no
place like the Home

“The Art of Sacred Movement”

Well.. as ‘they’ say.. every Sacred Clown and Holy Fool or and Trickster
has to start somewhere when identified as a clown and fool in derogatory
ways as a ‘smaller child’ per Peter Pan and Egyptian God Min and sure
why not.. a Walrus from a Beatle’s Show and a Mr. Kite and Henry the Horse
as a Stone Statue from a Lonely Heart’s Club Band recognizing this
is far from a first lifetime within another lifetime within another
lifetime so forth and so on beyond infinity now.. it’s true
some folks thought i was nuts stripping down
to bare bun stance like this in profile
look and doing the King
David Dance and
in self-fulfilling
Prophecies of his stated
and never talked about actually Dancing
it doing it again.. true.. all the prophecies
have really been fulfilled now ranging from
Wandering a Desert of Malignant Patriarchy for
40 years down South since the onward Christian Soldier
Boys ridiculed me at age 13 in a talent show full of spirit just
playing Jesus Christ Super Star on the Piano then again regaining
that Holy Creative Spirit Flow at age 53 coming out again with a “Visiting the Garden
of Band-Aid”.. Pre-MacroVerse then in a 24 Hour effort of a minuscule but still all consuming
effort of what my Human Potential is continuing to Grow to be today.. as sure.. the Garden
of all the Chambers of Nautilus Shells do continue to expand without limits or expectations
just as i do Dance and Sing NoW.. and yep.. not unlike Isaiah as any Holy Fool or Essene
and or super ascetic Jainist living on the outskirts of town not only did i do it all naked
for 3 years and visited Egypt like Isaiah for 3 years.. no previous limits for me for i’ve
done it in all legal Blog ways too for 54 months on the record aS Such much
more fully
as irrefutable
record proof in case
someone says show me
the photos from long ago
or it didn’t happen one or two thousand
years or so from now on.. hehe.. sure not only
Did Moses Wander a Desert too.. he then did write
down 10 commandments according to the other stories
he supposedly wrote in the Old Testament too.. but of course
that wasn’t enough for me.. 7 Bibles in 58 months coming now to
6 Million Word Poem Man Bible Long Form Poem Writer on 6.6.18 NoW
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ says sure i did that and do more now too.. in terms
of John 14:12 too.. and in terms of no.. not 40 days in a Desert but 40 days
with almost no sleep with a synergy of 19 Life Threatening Disorders.. including
the Worst Pain known to Humankind like a Dentist Drill in right eye and ear from
wake to sleep as that pain is assessed in literature about Crucifixions as actually still
a worse torture than Crucifixion itself in terms of organic malady that comes on all natural
as Dentist Drill Like Pain for me in right eye and ear along with blood pressure no longer
synching with heart rate with Dysautonomia as the Dr. Tried to slow my Heart for sleep with
a Powerful Alpha Blocker that gave me 1 hour of very shallow card board sleep during the first
35 days with no sleep for the last 5 of 40 for my lent period of 2008 since
my hell on Earth was not just a 3 hour or 3 day Hell of a Desert
Isle Gilligan Devil Tour back then.. yes.. a full ‘JOB’ 66 months
from wake to sleep also with Sjogren’s Syndrome.. as it
was like swimming in salt water too then with my
eyes wide open as my eyes quit
making all tears too..
yes.. the list of disorders goes
on but those were about the top three
then but the worst of all as number one beyond
any real description of pain was the numb of a thousand
years in one second of no feelings and senses at all as piece of
paper existence and the loss of my emotions as memories are emotions
so there is no reference point out of Hell at that point of no human emotions
to glue thoughts together as they rain down through one’s mind as random chaos
in that place with no river flow waves as Ocean Whole Coherence tHeRE.. it’s True
Stress does more than Kill.. for if one fAils to say no and quit that shit the Highway
to hell is what’s coming down down down next for potentially you too.. as they
take it
easy on
me take it
easy on you..
anyway.. back to my original
point as i continued to haze myself
on purpose for the fearless tasks that told
the truth of what was still a road for me to take
like dancing solo in front of several hundred college
age folks and 9300 miles of Public Dance in a tenth
oF A ThouSand Mile Distance for the 93 Million Mile Trip to the Sun..
the folks from dVerse Poet’s Pub.. ‘pleaded’ with me.. you really sure you wanna
do this.. perhaps they hadn’t been to hell and heard the call to just do Heaven then
now and take as many along For the ride for thousands of years to come.. takes it easy
on me
please it
matters not for
i’m here on a mission
that I’ve already completed
enough and now it’s just for fun
as any Thoth Zero Card Fool will
just do now.. do it all even more for fun..
after already coming out again and again
NoW beyond Zero inFinity aGaiN NoW MoRENoW

Now for an M and M More too and what’s next
as such too.. Supernormal and stuff like that.. too..

“SpiRiT oF heaRT SoaRS”..It happens with tears running down up too..
anyway.. this MacroVerse came free in 2016 and it is interesting per Nautilus
Shells and Hurricanes with Calm Center Eye Balance as such now as the Center
of the eye grows calmer and focused with practice of existence in laser ways more now
iN BeinG as the Chambers and Bands of Winds sAMe and Different too expand out in width
as this weekly effort surely is coming close to 40K words now in a one week effort of writing
to get this entire job done in 7 days with some effort later after Working out to put it all together
through the Day of my 28th Anniversary.. likely getting it published by the 22nd that is the first
anniversary of my Mother’s passing away of Love as she hands the baton to me and i continue
a great
of love
here all
for free as she
did that focused for me
and my sister through her life and
now i extend that pleasure to the rest of A
World for whomever cares to pick up this baton oF Love next..
true… she twirled a baton in high school with the band and played
the cymbals voted with the Best Figure in 11th and 12th Grade too..
i suppose it is sad that God as Nature put our anniversary up next
to the Anniversary of my Mother’s Passing away but you see/hear LiGhT comes
from dArk it aLWays does now and that is just cause for thanks and praise and coming
still glory for the joy that tears always bring next when real from heart and spirit of soul
yes.. every tear
is worth worshipping too..
you’ll not understand how much
until one loses them for five years
and one day after one has to put
down a cat one loves at the vet
in an April or so Month
of 2013.. is the first
time one
life with
that first
tear then
in 5 whole
years plus and the
first time one’s legs do not
feel noodle weak while one Leg presses 500
Lbs then.. it’s true.. without Love one is nothing nothing @aLL..
no matter how strong one’s leg press might suggest other wise than weak..
anYWay.. Katrina just brought me a surprise T-Shirt for my 201st Week Night
of Dance at Old Seville for our Anniversary today too.. and it figures considering
the topic of this particular MicroVerse is on Soaring it’s a Cat Hopping a Ride on a Rocket
way up2..;)

“YA R A Star”.. Short and Sweet and True for those who see and
understand with more than organs of eyes and ears that the Iron
in our Blood and at core oF eARTh iS Universally Born of
SuperNova Explosions as we are born as resurrected
From Crucible of Star Burst Death Gaseous
Dust Transformed into Sentient Star
duST PLuS uS Look aRound
at the UniVerSE WitH
Science Aided eyes
of just how rare life is and
how this Planet can and will
be a Heaven for those who come
to be Love here as Mountain of Human
Love Held up by a grain of sand not any less
integral to existence than anything else.. all as God..
Are A
Star A
LiViNG STaR oF aNd as GoD
Breathes and Sees and Hears as you2..:)

“TRUTH under LOVE”.. just another MacroVerse dedicated
to Wife Katrina on a 24th anniversary then.. and sure this one
and likely many years to come of this Hobby of Writing as many
more dedicated to my Mother Close to this Date of her passing too..
And that’s the thing.. some folks get mad at what is for what comes what
may next.. this life is a miracle and as far as i feel and sense one made for
Love as the meaning and purpose holy and sacred self evident when Love comes
True as is.. God is Love and that’s enough for me.. How fortunate i am to live in this
Place of Love Free now.. i WiLL LoVE for more folks to actually be able to come and live
in a place like this now.. if only people could see and hear and feel and sense God as Love
the way i do for all of reaLiTy around.. it’s true for something as Beautiful as Love.. ‘they’ should
have sent a poet like they said in that Movie ‘Contact’ as inspired by Carl Sagan way back when…
anyway that was supposedly Paradise at Pensacola Beach.. Love is real it’s what’s real take
it easy
Let Love
come again
And Stay WiTHIN to
give and share all as you.

5:33 PM 2.21.2018
ending beginning at
5:33 PM 2.14.2018..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 44,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


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34 Responses to LoVEFReEDNoW

  1. Pepe, returns with a note from the Left Verses Right
    Brain Benefits of Life with a Defense of the Left
    Brain Way of Life as far as what he describes
    as rationality; not particularly interested
    in the Loving Arts of life that more
    often come from the metaphor
    of the Right Hemisphere of
    Brain and to be clear
    the whole thingy
    works together;
    Science doesn’t have much real hard evidence
    to explain the Human reality in as the Inner Universe
    of what we humans name our conscious experience
    of life that flows far below and beyond that depending
    NoW oN one’s mastery of their entire intelligences of life well
    Over Book Learning and School and Church Pew life now, more.
    Anyway, i return to remind him of my Spock-like Rationality
    Credentials too, lest he forget that i can return to Robot Mode
    on a dime or less now as a Human Computer and even make
    a Human Computer sound like a Poetry Device even more now;
    Hehe; SMiLes; it’s worth noting again (to me at least) now that
    i graduated at the top of my class in high school; more specifically
    number 11 out of 381 and through three college degrees and was
    often referred to as more of a computer than a human being through
    work. It’s true;
    out of his
    Shell in my case.
    I’m not suggesting
    what anyone else should
    or should not do with their life, now.
    That’s everyone’s else’s business but mine.
    i just enjoy writing wherever the Internet takes me.
    And it’s true, i do see the World through Rose Colored glasses;
    ’cause i can. And it’s also true as i’ve noted before; i literally lost
    effective use of my eyes and ears for nothing but intolerable to almost
    intolerable pain for 66 months. I’ve seen/heard both places; i’ll stick with Rose.
    i only do
    i care to, too;
    it’s extremely hard for me
    to feel pain; and that too
    comes with my actual life experience..;)
    And in a way Pepe starts to believe some how that i now see
    a SuperNatural way of life instead of one that is all Supernormal
    which in truth is the same F iN thing; just means that some folks
    Supernatural is the Supernormal for other folks like me for it is
    true once one experiences more of their experience of Nature;
    Obviously it becomes broader as is; as for all practical intents
    and purpose; folks who are color blind don’t experience
    what they might define as Normal Colors as Super
    Natural and or Supernormal if they suddenly
    experienced life like that now as the
    new norm of Supernormal now;
    at least until they became
    acclimated to it like just
    another Snow day at School
    for someone from Bermuda now too; or Hawaii or whatever
    as that white stuff comes and goes that some folks never get
    to experience as part of their all Natural experience now different.
    Oh Lord ya gotta love Human Semantics and all the tribal instincts
    about words as idols of God too over essence that’s real all Natural
    God as all that is Love when one sees all of life that way as Agape
    stuff now; anyway, i returned the message
    below as this will become the introduction
    of the third part of the concluding trilogy
    of ‘LoVENoWFReED’ as i still am going
    on all about putting together ‘LoVEFReEDNoW’
    as the second part of the Trilogy now as of course
    “FReEDLoVENoW’ as the first part is the part i published
    on Valentine’s Day Last Week; as the second one coming
    after i finish putting it together now once again to be named
    ‘LoVEFReEDNOW’ as this Three Week Produced Trilogy will
    come in at close to 120 thousand words or so as i am in the
    process of finishing the first 2 parts in two weeks at the size
    of an older time ‘Koran’ that took around 23 years to finish
    and 2 decades or so to put into any kind of print at all in
    so-named final form then. Human potential; add in the
    modern conveniences of TransHumanism with the
    Additive of Information Technology and voila it’s
    like a Human Miracle that is all Natural with
    the aid of Modern Technology every day..
    Anyway, the rest of what i said to
    Pepe; as i’ve gotta get that
    other over 40K word
    thingy put together
    on 2.22.18 now..:)
    In no place on this entire Internet site have I ever suggested I believe in anything Supernatural.
    Supernormal is my thingy; and I’m not here to suggest anyone do anything they do not want to, to help
    themselves. Like I said, in the other thread; this is just a Hobby for me; and I’ve made it clear that Love is Literally
    my God and Nature is my Church and Dance and Song is my Religion. Now, it’s true some of us now see and hear
    and overall sense and feel and do more and less than others; but as i’ve also said, a grain sand is no less integral
    to all that is than any thing else. The Placebo, as Science shows is an Emotional and Sensory Force of Being in words
    as forms as they come as symbols for the essence of belief that is at essence a Neuro-chemical and Neuro-hormonal
    healer that not all folks can employ to heal themselves, naturally. And in the converse as Science shows, not all folks
    fall as low as prey subject to the Nocebo effect, either. Overall, Fear is a common denominator that mosts folks these
    days struggle with; mostly a static of Chronic Anxiety that accumulates as poison over the course of life that many
    folks have difficultly escaping through the ‘normal’ day. Fear, is basically the killer of good stuff of life. Eastern
    Philosophies have used Martial related movement arts as a bio-feed back from head to toe for balance
    to eliminate all tension to eliminate fear as the Body remembers how to do a real balance of peace
    and harmony as our emotions and sensory tensions do flow from head to toe, in balance or out
    of order. That’s what’s missing most over here in our Western Societies; increasingly, a problem
    as folks move less and less fixated on screens in a Nature Deficit Disorder that
    is not diagnosable as such; but never the less, a part of Nature that humans
    pay for out of balance with the price of ever expanding anxiety in life.
    Thing is, it doesn’t pay bucks to move in balance as left foot and right
    foot becoming one in a Free Dance of Life. In my opinion, it
    would be helpful for many folks if it was inherently as
    important an activity as actually eating and
    sure, having sex; but it’s true sex helps
    out in the Balance of all of this too.
    Not to say it’s everyone’s
    cup of Lipton tea,
    for it is most definitely
    not for some folks care not to do
    most anything that feels like work if they
    are not getting paid for it now or particularly
    hehe; if it’s done in a way that’s free and not according
    to the guidelines of some pre-planned book. Anyway; as Eastern
    Philosophies, among Yogi-Like folks like me who live up in Mountains;
    Science does prove it works. It’s not easy to come down from the Mountain
    and maintain this calm eye of the Hurricane and Winds that rarely cease prematurely
    in a dance hall crowded with Several Hundred folks; but yes that happens too, albeit rarely as such.
    I don’t expect anyone now to do what
    i do; in fact no one amongst the 300
    or so Thousand Folks where i live do it
    all as a practice of life that works as i do.
    But hey, i’m strange and i love it and i enjoy
    folks who are different in however that comes.
    Yeah, sure; this Love thingy that i call God is as large
    as all that is, when one finds a practice of life that is real and
    yes supernormal in making absolutely everything holy and sacred
    full of meaning and purpose. I just finished writing over 40K words in 7
    days and 166 miles or so of Public Dance in the same period of Human
    Clock time. That’s the way i do it that works for me; i don’t see why
    anyone else should go through all this
    fun; unless they wanna be like me; now
    Like my wife Katrina says.. as we finish
    Celebrating our 28th Anniversary; you are
    something but i’m not sure what; and she says
    who in the Hell would wanna do anything you do;
    Of course as that applies to only me. Everything i am able
    to do now at core is because i do not experience any illusory fears
    anymore. I feel totally calm like a feather floating, keeping in mind again
    that comes with a public dance of 8888 miles. It’s like being at Disney World
    all the time and i am the ride that and who at essence is having all the fun as is.
    The Yogi’s in the Mountains report experiences like this; rarely do they come to
    share it with/as
    common wealth.
    Again, i do it
    for the Joy
    of Life for this
    entire effort brings
    me to a place surely
    worthy for great thanks
    and praise with my Glory giving
    in Worship of a Naked Heaven within.
    It’s not the kinda thing one can explain without
    Poetry my friend; And true it is a place where the entire
    mind and body is all naturally balanced from head to toe.
    Again; for me at least it’s like an Olympic Sport that’s fun to live in here now.
    True, i wouldn’t trade it for any amount or money or even a Gold Medal; hehe..;)

    Hi Pepe.. Thanks so much for your kind concern
    in sending a PM on the Wrong Planet website now
    as that pertains to whether or not i still experience
    the Dentist Drill-like Pain without Novocaine in my right eye and
    ear making effective use of eyesight and hearing somewhere in the
    range of unbearable to almost intolerable that i did experience from wake
    to sleep for a total of 66 Months from January of 2008 to on or about 7.22.2013
    where the pain all Naturally and Miraculously went away standing on a Beautiful
    Beach with my wife which truly brought a new view all about life to me and that
    is not at all that uncommon among folks
    who turn a new leaf and outlook
    on life after experiencing some
    kind of Chronic Earthly Hell
    like that.. Of course that
    answers your question
    but since this is a PM out of the
    ‘site’ of the what was at least once several
    Gestapo-like Moderators against any kind of
    Creative Free Verse Stream of Consciousness Shapely
    Poetry like this where that was usually the only PM i got
    with them attempting to limit me to 6 lines of communication
    or enforcing that i wrote all the way from one side of the page
    to the other in rigid walls of text of linear thinking as such as yes
    a literal linear style of writing that only has edges of lines and no
    curves too per keeping everything about me in a tightly fixed box.
    It’s true they attempted to ‘exterminate’ my creativity, but just like
    the test of ‘JoB’ per metaphor only of course.. i didn’t get mad i just
    eventually moved on to Greener Pastures after they kept temporarily
    ‘crucifying’ me by either deleting what i wrote or temporarily banning
    me after the owner said write however you like and the moderators
    said no you can’t.. no you can’t.. bad cop good cop as an organization
    of all volunteers at least as competent as The Trump
    Administration as another metaphor.. hehe..
    anyway.. it seems the most ‘anal’ one
    Walrus is no longer moderating
    here but to not offend
    i still restrain
    all of what
    i do when i let it go
    as i continue to literally write the
    longest long form Poem in the History Humankind
    everywhere i go like a reality show with ‘multi-media’ with
    ‘all my glory’ as a story that’s real and rather empirically measurable
    as incredible too in terms of what will come to be 6 Million words soon in
    what i name the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ and by the way word play that includes
    Capitalization like that was a big no no for those former ‘Gestapo’ Moderators
    on the Wrong Planet.. and from what i can see from the list they mostly look
    human to me these days in the sense of a little patience and understanding
    more for the really really neuro-diverse among us.. True.. my Friend i also
    have the patience of ‘JoB’ and that comes with my Life Experience
    Territory too for in addition to run down the complete list
    of conditions of my 66 month stint in hell i also endured
    theDeath of my Emotions which as my Psychiatrist
    confirms is very rare and almost exclusive to folks
    on the Autism Spectrum as i am diagnosed with that
    condition by 4 Different Professionals per specifically
    Asperger’s Syndrome although my form is more like what
    Hans Asperger described among his case studies for unlike
    what the DSM watered his description down for Autism Lite as
    it was back in ’94 in the DSM IV.. i had a Hyperlexic Language Delay
    in Speak way until age 4.. however.. my input of all symbols and ability
    to decode them including words was precocious and stellar in Language
    testing ways.. when i finally entered school.. and was measured as such then
    as my Sister who is diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome was also measured
    stellar in reading ways of life.. but writing was not my thing at all nor was
    creativity much at all in school.. what i lacked was what i sought a way
    to do for decades then.. i even checked out a book on Creativity
    in College but never had the focus to even finish the book
    after checking it out about 20 times as just another
    repetitive Behavioral thingy to go along with
    my ADHD too.. anyway.. back to the
    list of hell.. i also was diagnosed
    with Anhedonia and PTSD and
    Severe Depression and Severe Anxiety
    and Mood Lability that wasn’t changed to
    Bi-polar not other wise specified until i rose up out
    of the ashes like Snoopy on a Good Jumping for Joy day now
    as never ending now for the gift of life out of that pain.. Heaven
    is considered a Malady for it’s not normal for someone to be literally
    thrilled to live without pain every day and always now.. sure.. ‘they’ then
    could see a ‘joy without reason’ in my eyes.. even underneath the shades
    without seeing my eyes at all.. as my Psychotherapist says.. when i come in
    to her office.. it’s like i bring an electricity in the air that is a contagion of joy and
    in the real life of dance that’s what i hear among the open minded who are now
    not disgusted by a 240LB or so Law Enforcement Looking Dude (i inherited that
    physical part from my Father who did do Law Enforcement for 46
    Years but left at age 3 and left me in a Home overflowing
    with fair skin and estrogen as such other wise known
    and most definitely felt and sensed as an
    Unconditional Loving Mother as
    chances are if my Father
    stayed i would
    have copied
    him more with
    frowny face to stay)
    out of parenthesis now again..
    i also was assigned the condition of Alexithymia back then
    as i could not explain how the Music i composed on the Piano
    then made me feel as the Psychiatrist said we see this some time
    in folks on the Autism Spectrum to the College Student he was then
    mentoring in his office with me and he said.. ‘we’ think it is because
    the Corpus Callosum does not serve as an open enough bridge for
    communication between left and right hemispheres so perhaps it is
    true for whatever the processes that do occur when this metaphorical
    bridge opens up that’s why i went from very literal.. to playing words
    as toys of metaphors from July 2013 on my friend where Creativity
    became literally and metaphorically my best friend too for when
    i do this i am in a constant state of Neuro-hormonal and
    Neuro-Chemical Bliss from Head to toe Meditation
    Free Verse same/different as when i dance as i
    am just dancing with my fingers now
    as the voice within speaks
    totally free with
    no restraints of flow
    as the ellipses are a tool
    to keep that flow going as waves
    as ocean whole more.. and it’s true even
    in my Wrong Planet days as i spent 33 months
    on this site attempting to escape that dentist drill
    in my eye and ear that no doctor had any pill for remedy
    of that pain other than a large dosage of Ativan to knock
    me out through the course of the day that finally allowed me to
    sleep too with almost no sleep after my 40 day stay of ‘Lent’ with
    that pain in early 2008.. where back to the list and the first 33 months
    of that stay in Hell where i could not bear to read anything or listen
    to any sound stuck in my head doing tricks like reversing the letters
    of live to evil and lived to devil.. as yes pain and numb flavored my
    view of life then to glass with nothing in it at all as also
    with Dysautonomia my Nervous System no longer
    allowed my heart rate to synch with my blood
    pressure which meant every time i tried
    to fall asleep the blood would not
    get to my head so my heart
    raced and i would wake
    up again and again
    and again until the Alpha Blocker
    the Doctor Prescribed allowed me to
    get 1 hour shallow sleep for the first 35 nights
    then of that 2008 Spring Lent and none for the last
    5 of 40 when i drove to jump off a bridge somehow
    then as i was too weak to even get in the shower mustering
    up the energy to kill myself then from somewhere but too weak
    to get out of the car and my Sister ‘miraculously’ guessed what
    bridge i would be at the bottom of and found me there in her car
    as then i wanted to jump off a shallow boardwalk by a river until she
    sped 80 miles into the Country saying she didn’t want to live without
    a brother and i said don’t do that and dealt with the Hell for another 64
    months or so and finally gave in to go to the Hospital and got a big shot
    of Ativan to put me down like any other rabid wounded animal who would
    rather die.. what else
    for the list.. yes.. Spinal
    Stenosis and Severe Degenerative
    Arthritis in my spine along with Coat
    Hanger Pain around my shoulders and
    neck associated with the Dysautonomia
    as basically when the brain doesn’t get blood
    the whole body ‘up there’ tenses up ‘like crazy’
    for basically every thing feels and senses out of whack..
    And part of that was precipitated early in age by congenitally
    fused Vertebra not diagnosed until then as well as the late life
    at age 47 diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome too.. and sure the Mood
    Lability and eventually the Bi-Polar that is a life long condition that
    doesn’t get diagnosed when a person like me avoids the Doctors
    all together for 23 years after the first manic episode along with
    the Asperger’s Syndrome almost gets me ‘put away’ then in ’81..
    have to admit it felt better than the numb that preceded that go
    around but anyway.. i did end up working successfully for a total
    of 33 years got the 3 College Degrees a Home a Car the
    Wife and unfortunately a Child who suffered and
    died in a 51 day life of the other part of the
    so-called American Dream that didn’t
    come true and it’s true if i purchased
    A Revolver as part of that American Dream
    it is highly unlikely i would be alive today for that
    Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that is literally assessed
    as worse than the pain of actual crucifixion also has the
    common medical name as the suicide disease too.. for very
    good reason.. there are several other disorders like occasional
    shingles that folks ‘our age’ get from time to time but while some
    folks suffer with that after everything else i’ve been through that’s rather
    minor and true the Sjogren’s Syndrome for the Auto-Immune Disorder
    that dried up the tears my eyes made like a desert was threatening to
    my sight as well as a discomfort similar to swimming in salt water
    with eyes wide open too.. it’s all in remission now my friend..
    Good enough for Heaven to still exist with as in me.. as
    anyone who experiences Hell like this and
    gets out of it.. it usually changes a life in
    some way.. it motivated me
    to write the longest
    long form poem
    ever with additionally
    around 140K Photos i’ve taken
    myself as of course i appreciate a visual
    world that i can again enjoy seeing as well as
    feeling beauty in the most mundane parts of life that
    i might have called that before my ‘descent to hell’ then
    and yes.. i love music now as i couldn’t listen to it in hell..
    so sure.. my Long Form Poem is accompanied by Scores of
    Thousands of YouTube Songs in most every genre of music too..
    i am a Luster
    and Lover
    of Life my friend
    for the perspective
    i have lived.. the thorns
    brought the rose and rise
    of my life out of ashes and
    the party will not end for me as
    long as i continue to dance and sing..
    i can and will tolerate and accept almost
    any difference in other human beings unless
    i see someone outcast being bullied or if someone
    ignorant enough in these ‘down south’ parts attempts
    to play that bully game they did with me as a rather androgynous
    looking youth with Asperger’s Syndrome undiagnosed in the older
    school days of ‘fore.. i don’t really do anything but stand tall before
    them with zero fear.. people can read the body language as the ‘normal’
    bullies of life do.. my friend.. fearless is the best defense of all as it says
    more than
    words ever will
    as body language does..
    it’s true my body speaks more
    words now than i will every put in print..
    Young Women love it and men not so much..
    And that’s to be expected for A Public Dancer down
    here in Trump Land USA.. still though i’ll make it to
    One Ten Thousandth of the Miles of 93 Million to the
    Sun by my 58th Birthday aLong with my 6 Million Word Poem
    Man ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ then when that 9300 Miles of Public
    Dance comes on or about 6.6.18 on that 58th Birthday and
    when the locals don’t believe i achieved.. ‘their’ onward
    ChristianSoldiers ‘John 14:12′.. for it’s true i’ve sub-titled
    7 Large Chapters of the “SonG oF mY SoUL’.. including
    the Ocean Whole Poem as King James Sized ‘Bibles’..
    i just whip out my Driver’s
    License and continue to
    show ’em my Birth Date
    of 6-6-60 so they can start
    a conspiracy theory
    about me..
    hehe.. but it’s
    true when i show ’em
    a few lightening fast Martial
    Arts kicks less than an inch away or so
    from all the surrounding Floor Displays
    at the store.. i just say the magic words of
    have you ever met a Navy Seal and chances are
    they’ll dream that conspiracy theory up too.. people
    are predictable and one of my favorite hobbies is playing
    with the bully boys all grown up from school who still wear
    ‘the pants’ in their imagination as i can pretend ‘he man’ too..
    true i can
    also do it
    too.. in terms
    of empirically measure
    strength of ‘boy stuff’ too..
    this is my special interest.. true
    it has many rabbit wHoles but it is
    what i love to do.. and if no one likes
    it.. as some Singer that i will use sings
    for all of this.. i didn’t drive my car off the
    bridge and i don’t care if people do not like
    it or not.. i get more done when folks ignore me..
    Jesus F in Christ.. i guess i’m Autistic after all is
    Danced and Sung
    in the Bi-Polar
    High of
    life that
    never ends that is
    just me and the Nature
    that exists as is the Love of
    my Life that i personally name
    God and no one and i do mean no
    one.. not even imaginary Gods will ever
    take Nature God away from me.. true i am
    a fool for Nature..
    nature too..
    that i all spell God
    as metaphor too.. anyway i
    just wrote the 820th MacroVerse
    per 43,151 Words of the Second Part
    of what will be close to a 120K Word
    Subchapter Trilogy of ‘FReEDLoVENoW’ as the
    first part of that.. at MacroVerse Number 819 at
    35,357 Words as the MacroVerse i just finished
    is titled ‘LoVEFReEDNoW’ is in Word Press Preview
    Mode.. as the actual writing part took me precisely
    7 days to write starting it on 5:33 PM per time stamp
    on 2.14.18 and finishing the writing part at 5:33 PM
    on 2.21.18.. as true what i am writing now is part of the
    beginning of the third part of the Trilogy that is now named
    LoVENoWFReED as the 821st MacroVerse as i am also continuing
    a write of Three ongoing titled Bibles as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY
    SoUL” that includes “Nether Land Bible 2017” reaching 2,637,424 words
    with MacroVerse Number 149 in close to a 21 Month Effort and “FB Profile
    Pic Bible 2018” where that close to 9 Month Effort with MacroVerse Number 45
    rises uP to over a Million Words now at 1,025,024 Words as this particular titled
    ‘Bible’ is included in Facebook Profile Pics that change most every
    day at last once in the description areas where the links
    to the multi-media and 7 to 9 thousand words of
    ‘that bible’ are fully enclosed in the Profile
    Pics there.. yes.. just for fun.. for my
    fun.. if anyone cares to jump
    in my rabbit wHoles they
    are surely welcome
    but not necessarily
    expected as a visitor or guest…
    hehe.. it’s true i write 9 Dimensional
    ongoing Poetry too.. perhaps a list may
    help you and other potential readers of the
    ongoing book of my life to see it more concisely
    as sure details like pretty shells can get lost in amongst
    the Ocean whole Poems too.. hAha.. so here that goes too..
    as it’s true i need to proof read that preview Novel Poem at least
    once and download around 400 fully illustrated photos to accompany
    as my stream of consciousness visual poetry where synchronicities of
    Creativity thrive with the entire picture for likely only me with the
    living experience context of all of it as yes.. i do get around..
    specifically many places in the flesh and blood world
    and online ranging from Egypt to Scotland
    to Pakistan and India and even
    an International Poetry
    Place where yes..
    the more concrete thinkers
    deleted more of the abstract of
    me that they ‘failed’ and understandably
    ‘failed’ to understand of me.. for it’s true
    the Broader Autism Phenotype and the Bi-Polar
    flavored one too much broader too exists everywhere
    one goes.. actors change but the characters remain hehe..
    anyway.. here’s that concise list and i’ll let you go as a reminder
    to myself as My Psychotherapist tells me Fred.. if you ever wanna
    have friends you are gonna have to learn to just shut up and listen..
    true i did that for 47 years.. not doing it anymore.. and not likely
    she would be able to convince Michelangelo to stop painting or
    sculpting all day long or Einstein for imagining a theory of relativity
    for decades too..
    that’s different
    adheres to
    different and stays
    the Journey as any turtle
    mix of rabbit will do to win
    their own race with no cares
    for the competition that others
    see as just another story of life..
    i am the director producer and actor
    of my own play of life and sure i rub
    elbows with Nature and my Love as Nature
    and God same and different too.. true i love it.. too..
    as Charlie whatever her Roman Numeral is Dances and Sings too..
    true though i just changed the song from i don’t care to break the rules..
    it’s more of my
    kind of song as
    i don’t take
    chances with my
    life but i will do all
    the creativity i will do
    with zero attention to
    buttoned up Cultural rules
    other than all Federal State
    and Local Laws to keep my
    Caesar coins all in line too.. hehe..
    oh yeah and most all my conditions were
    a result of Chronic to Severe Very Acute
    Fight or Flight Stress in the last 2 years of a
    total of 11 years of almost life ending stress of work..
    some folks on this site specific to a condition name it overall
    as Autism Spectrum Burnout.. i wrote a small pre-MacroVerse
    on that when i first started Blogging back on 3.10.13 as i’m also
    coming up to the 5th Anniversary whole of Blogging online.. it’s
    one of the most popular things i’ve done as far as any science and
    art that other folks have viewed in thousands of views as according
    to Google Plus literally Millions of folks have viewed what i do in terms
    of view numbers in just that platform alone.. Several Hundred thousand
    came before i even could get out of this Bedroom with Shut-in Pain and Numb..
    disability can
    be fun
    true i am still
    legally and medically
    assessed permanently as just
    that too for the Happy Disease
    and the Introverted in the extreme one too..
    true i am both; rather rare but still real.. too now to ‘that’ list..

    With All Word Counts below likely coming close to my 58th Birthday on 6.6.18

    12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90+ Months
    6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58+ Months
    3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24+ Months
    1.5 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018 MacroMacroVerse 12+ Months
    MacroVerse as each Chapter currently at a 30K Average Word Count
    MicroVerse as each sub-Chapter separated by Word Count
    MicroMicroVerse as each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
    MicroMicroMicroVerse as each Word in multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
    MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as each letter and or number of multi-meaning
    per H8/K11 and eTc..

    Anyway.. thanks for being part of my Book of Life as true there are literally
    thousand of folks who ‘interact’ in this book with me additionally with
    over 2000 Beautiful Young Women in Selfie Photos in over a Thousand
    Selfie Photos from my Favorite Dance Hall.. Old
    Seville Quarter in Pensacola where
    tonight is my 201st week
    of doing just that with
    all the fresh
    College Age
    Dancing Faces there
    as sure.. the photo documentation
    of that will come to be real in this
    current writing.. MacroVerse 821 too..
    per ‘LoVENoWFReED’.. appropriately titled as
    such too but oh Lord there is so much more fun
    now to do before i get tHere too.. NoW Life is Good..
    And to be clear i never expect anyone to take the time
    and effort required to have any part of what i do.. For true
    once again
    to the
    other place
    of thorns and
    of many more
    limitations other wise too..
    usually people like me much more
    when i just dance that goes without saying..
    particularly the fairest of the genders but true
    as science shows too.. confidence is the highest
    attractive trait women see and the one that makes
    men jealous of other men the most.. i am confident..
    fearless brings that free.. and the Love rains after that..:)

    But true when i open my mouth…

    it’s kinda more like this..

    But no.. i don’t ignore blondes.. either.. at least not while i dance..
    and my wife knows all about the bootie dances and she doesn’t care
    for true she’s seen me in hell and part of my devil face too.. she’s
    more like an Egyptian Goddess Isis who has a very hard time
    aging and helps put all my Humpty Dumpty parts together
    again including my ‘gold member’ too.. and acts as a great
    Mother Sister Wife who and that allows
    me to do
    God Min
    and Peter Pan too..
    it’s worth noting too that
    one of my three degrees that
    includes Health Science and Social
    Sciences Interdisciplinary along with
    some graduate work after that includes
    an Anthropology Degree and it’s also true
    i am a Free Lance Free Verse Participant Observer
    Anthropologist and Writer too.. in fact this is my entire
    Science Research Project all for free for that too in empirical
    means of testing diverse cultures and peoples too.. thanks for
    being part of my Free Verse Science study too.. i continue to learn
    much and
    i’m not quite
    sure what i will do
    with the ultimate conclusions
    i eventually arrive at next.. should be
    interesting as these are very interesting
    ‘times’ we live in my friend surely worthy of
    not only thanks and praise and great Worship
    for all the fringe Benefits of Love and all the
    other Creature comforts for a Lust of life in Glory
    as such of showing all of that too.. butt yes.. worthy of
    in at
    least a variety
    of case study ways too..
    true we need scientist artists too..
    My Neurodiverse Nature is the treat
    and trick that work as me.. as is now..
    again thanks for your kind words of concern.. have a nice
    day as any 8900 Miles Forrest Gump Public Dancer will Happily Relate in
    SMILes of
    too.. heHe..;)

  2. Frank Hubeny says:

    I liked the t-shirt you were wearing in the first photo. We are all the favorite since we experience it subjectively and perhaps together from different perspectives. And this about evolving love and a breathing heaven is nice: “LoVE
    STiLL NoW
    MoRE ReaL..
    LoVE Evolves
    LoVE WiNS
    WHeN ReaL
    AS HeaVeN
    GoD aS
    HuMaN EYes
    And eARS ALiVE
    WiThOuT iLLuSoRY Fears”

    • SMiLes Frank
      thanks for quoting
      STiLL NoW
      MoRE ReaL..
      LoVE Evolves
      LoVE WiNS
      WHeN ReaL
      AS HeaVeN
      GoD aS
      HuMaN EYes
      And eARS ALiVE
      WiThOuT iLLuSoRY Fears”
      back from me and now i’ll quote
      what you say here as “We are all the favorite
      since we experience it subjectively and perhaps
      together from different perspectives.”.. Per the
      Video above with John Nash and Governing
      Economics.. i’m more interested in God
      as Love.. Nature as Church and
      Dance and Song as a
      Religion and True now
      in about less than
      two hours as i drive
      off of Church Street
      in Pensacola the Nature will
      be the Young Folks who are Dancing
      at Old Seville Quarter so really all that’s
      Left is God as a Love of Dance and Song
      together in waves of humanity where each molecule
      of H20 as Ocean Whole can and will not be reduced
      to any less than a work of art that is continuously changing
      Breathing and Holding Spirit of Emotions As HeaRt in a MiNd
      and BoDy SoUL that is Flesh and Blood and SPiRiT Force in
      Peace and Harmony of moving waves that rage with excitement
      and lull with disappointment but never the less and always more
      expand on as shores never defined by what came before.. interestingly
      John Nash who was devoid of Emotions as he admitted he lived without
      A Life deep and nuanced as feelings beyond his lonely equations of life.. yes..
      he also admitted that his theories were
      inherently flawed with
      then the reality
      of his personal
      condition that was
      beyond his control as somehow
      he came to understand in part what
      he had missed his entire life.. it’s hard to
      see when what’s left inside is cold by those
      who are closer to empath.. particularly when
      life has killed their heart too.. by living in mechanical
      cognition as the metaphor of left brain thinking way too much
      for a distinct and life changing dialogue that my very first Psychiatrist
      who met me at the bottom of my pit after 11 years of Chronic Stress ending
      at the last 2 years at the very bottom of flight and fight stress.. he told me use
      something else other than adrenaline.. use your emotions to motivate
      you Fred and it occurred to me after living like a Cat in a Cage
      in a Lightening Storm for years that i had no clue at
      that point if i had experienced emotions for
      everything had become a life of do or
      die.. i must say i wonder
      how many people
      live close to
      this horrible
      state of being..
      and i’m quite sure that life with
      a broken heart/spirit/soul within is greatly responsible
      now for the current opiate epidemic in the United States
      as so many folks live in the Basement of Maslow’s Pyramid
      for Human Development where all is like a desert with no food
      of Love and all associated with Joy.. as when i gained an emotional
      life back i truly felt like 5 years old again and that had nothing then to do
      with all i had learned through 19 years of School.. and 33 years of paid
      work.. For it was feelings that came back alive as all the colors that faded
      away like a slow twisting tourniquet of overall culture that stole.. my soul
      away and put it in a Mortgage.. and Loans.. and Straight A’s.. and Being
      A Supervisor then a Manager then an Administrator and an Information
      Technology Assistant and a Valuable Commodity who no longer had any
      ‘Fresh’ Heart Spirit or Soul in Balance anymore.. as i actually Celebrate
      the Passing of my Mother as a kind of a wake from a year ago as that
      is what she would have wished as Joy for her Children in her memory instead
      of any sadness.. my Mother was strong enough to say no.. and leave when the
      workplace for her became too stressful.. i used to think she was not doing the correct
      thing when she left early and went to College and cashed out 15 years of Government
      Service.. but true she made the right choice for she only worked for love for the love
      of raising her Children that really never ended for her until the beginning of her end
      passing that Love to me as i fully understand the Lesson of that Love and my Emotions now that are a guitar with no limits that i play now in.. Dance and Song and never tire
      for true all these Emotions Fire my Soul and refreshes me every present moment now..
      Sadly.. and understandably.. they don’t teach that in school.. no.. not in Governing
      Economics either or the work place either.. for it’s
      true it is an art that is found within away
      from the Cultural Clothes of
      Work and School..
      there are no
      discrete rules
      for Love
      any more
      than the Beauty
      of a Flower for it’s true
      it’s not enough alone to have a Beautiful Mind
      Math Equation that’s not enough to even really live..
      i made the correct decision to go into the Humanities
      mostly in College for it’s true some of us have these really
      ‘tall foreheads’ where we have the propensity to get trapped
      in neo-cortical ways away from feelings.. for all the colors of life
      Human FLoWeRS WiLL BRinG Free from Work and School for Problem
      Solving that/who Forgets the Crux of Love of what makes worth living at all.. so..
      sow what we do.. reap as we make art to express this someway where other folks may
      a similar
      cold fate..
      it’s not that Hell
      is Hot.. it’s really cold..
      just a few thoughts inspired
      by your words Frank.. therapeutic
      for me.. particularly on this day as i also
      look Forward to Dropping by your place tomorrow
      as your words of Poetry always inspire the best of me there too..
      you.. and
      Have a Great Weekend..
      always now as you will..:)

  3. Outline of a Black Cat Human.. also known and felt and sensed
    as A Mascot of my High School Team the Panthers too..
    more specifically the Blank Panther the Predator
    who blends in with night and is the
    Shadow and often nightmare
    of the prey.. as well
    as pray for
    Positive ways of life
    out Loving rather than Hunting
    but of course Love comes weaker
    Without A Cost of Fearless that takes many
    Cat Years of Practice to become invisible to prey
    of furry and potential other Territorial Cats of Fury..
    A Hunt of every day a life of capturing prey predicate
    on very survival and potential reproductive success led by
    innate instinct and intuition a Planet Cat Orbiting the Sun of Nature
    all through the Hunt of night for both sport of prey and capture of reproductive
    fortune lived as a present of now invisible to all of those who will have another way
    but life’s
    food and drink
    of carrying on a Kitten’s
    Dream of Life as Fruition now
    brought to life by Mother’s Milk and
    biscuits of paws as warmth that and who
    Love to make a Life in Love’s Hunt Survive a
    thrive of resting gait in the interim of a Successful Hunt for Life..
    it’s true both African Americans and American Indians with the more
    Cat Prowess in defense of freedom in a Fight for Life and Prowess in
    Reproductive Success more naked than clothed away from wild and free..
    intimidating to those domesticated worms as Humans who greater lost the call
    of wild and love together as any domesticated wolf will live out of balance in shooting
    sprees away from Harmony and Peace in a Hunt of life that and who is done as pack
    rather than
    the Moon
    for a love forgotten
    away from Helping Paws of life..
    for those who lose the ability for naked
    defense and fearless gait for reproductive success
    there are other tools like Big Towers and Big Guns
    and Big Fast Cars to compensate for all that’s lost
    as the Natural Instinctive Intuition that and who learns to
    naked defend in confidence enough to veer from too small
    of man lost from real naked will and strength upon the foundation
    of an invisible gait that spells a clear signal of the ability to capture
    prey and escape any predator that and who may fail to heed the other
    wise signal of true Divine Masculinity of Will and Strength as that gait
    is of Grace a Planet orbiting a Sun within with the source of Mother’s
    Milk and Cat Paws that/who bond together as sure even Black Panther’s
    share the potential
    to receive the Neurohormone
    Oxytocin to bond together in a rest
    after the Hunt of Day success in sharing
    Food of Life to live another now alive just
    alive the Joy of Breathing ease.. yes it’s true i am
    appropriating a Current Cultural Meme but i am also
    Happy for continuing Cultural Change that Dances and
    Sings a Song that a first African American Director makes
    a Super Hero Movie and that movie is comprised of an entire
    cast once again as once was is of all folks who are only different
    in their Melanin who still retain in deep down core more of the call
    of Nature
    that and
    who is wild
    and Loving Freed..
    ‘the white folks’ in ‘the bar’
    can’t understand why ‘that’ gets so
    much ‘attention’ or even someone like
    me approaching 58 years of age.. i am no
    longer ‘just a domesticated human’ for i have transcended
    the Malignant Patriarchy of the Trump Trope that speaks on
    TV today out of one side of mouth that says we will stone our
    enemies 10 fold higher and live by the rifle more than ever after
    we pretend to do something that will never happen to appease the
    Voice of Youth that better represents the Spirit of this Country to the right
    to life and liberty and the pursuit of everyone’s happiness with separation of
    church and state that allows all language that Leads to a Force of God or nothing
    at all if folks chose to separate themselves from all that is and to be clear there are
    many so-called Atheists who make much better actual action of the speak of Matthew
    Chapter 5 verses 3 through 11 intro to Beatitudes than those who stone others who are
    different higher and higher as they live by the rifle and other folks die as such by the same
    of little
    men who’ve
    never found the
    original indigenous
    naked divine masculine
    will and strength upon a foundation
    of Divine Feminine Grace in Balance and
    Love that/who dances and sings together
    all now.. just now.. it’s TruE iN LiGHT WitH
    practice this way of
    Balance in Strength
    And Willful Love becomes
    nothing at all to achieve as it becomes
    a way of life that comes to be as you and me
    and he and or her or whomever else walks in the
    Paws of Fearless Unconditional Will and Strength Now
    in Grace of Love with a sheen of black in the middle of the night
    that pays a visit upstairs to the ‘Love of others’ even more than ever..
    true the HeArt of courAge the Lion and Black Panther Will of Strength as Love..
    LuST oF LiViNG LoVE ALWaYS CoMPLeTE NoW iN SuCCeSS oF BeinG OffSPRinG oF ‘thE FoRCE’..:)

  4. Life Springs
    Dances Grass Green
    Fruition Dream Sings
    Winter Fall
    Spring Rise
    Summer Eternally Now
    So.. i suppose some might wonder why
    a 57 year old man approaching 58 on 6.6.18
    As A CoMiNG STill NoW 6 Million Word Poem Man and 9300 Mile
    Public Dancer in the identical span of human so-called time frame of 58
    Months that will also be one ten-thousandth the Distance to the Sun of 93M Miles
    will continue NoW to do all of that for free.. never now making a penny or ill of a dollar
    BiLL sure why would someone married to what some might describe as an American
    And or Pacific Islander Princess who seems to never age still do very passionate nude
    art for the practice of that perusing many miles of ‘other beauty’ too.. raising levels of
    Neurochemicals and Neurohormones as that is also what happens in the 201st Dance
    Week Night with all the nice college age folks albeit all females who get close enough
    to the me in flesh and blood there.. as the story goes.. where two Young Women in
    this picture story and not the College Blondes come to me in a bootie dance
    for their videographer to share on Social Media with them.. i don’t
    usually leave a trail of evidence for who comes to do this
    with me.. but in this case they came to publicize
    it so it will be no secret they are keeping
    from any ‘significant’ others and
    the such as that and on
    bottom of that
    as there was one rather
    small young woman in back
    of another rather small young woman
    doing a bootie dance too as the shorter of the two
    who’s rear connected my front then was not tall enough
    to come any higher than my legs.. hehe.. so nothing much too
    graphic HeaR to relate for the record as it but bumps the knees
    of me last night.. anyway.. that too will inspire the Neurochemicals
    and Neurohormones of Creativity more when it comes to Dancing
    and Actually Writing two short Haiku’s as couplet in appreciation of the
    Libido of me that lives passionately now inspiring all the Free Creativity
    of me more.. as it’s true i too have made a Science out of Creativity too for it’s
    true other wise there is no way in hell as the shut-in i was before for 66 months
    mostly in white underwear in my bedroom to ever inspire the Beauty of Poetry as
    two young women and many more will come to bring to me.. in a Precocious Spring
    February Grass Brightly lit with Dog Wood Flowers Blooming for the Second Year in
    the recorded history of me in what comes close to living 58 years in the State of Flowers
    in Bikini Land
    that can be found
    in the Youthful Faces of
    Joy to be alive and not afraid
    to come close to wild and free and loving
    no matter short of hair on crown or grey on the
    edges of the Summer that lives so far away from the
    Winter that was me at a much younger age now even at
    19 years old of Depression and 21 years at Numb.. And Pain
    And Numb AS HeLL for 66 Months from 47 to 53 from 2008 too 2013..
    It’sTrue.. Happiness is NATioN of being WiTHIN the Kingdom of Heaven is not
    an Oz of Emerald Palaces and Golden Towers.. The Kingdom of Heaven is oN
    Earth and if someone told you it does not include sensuality including the raw comes
    of sexuality they are creating illusory fears for you.. of course all in moderation for
    Sensuality brings Neurohormones and Neurochemicals that inspire all the more fine
    arts and productivity of life but without libido and without the Freedom of Moving Connecting
    And Co-Creating Fearlessly with Will and Strength atop of a Mountain of Grace as BaLaNCinG
    Force oF uNConDiTioNaL Love.. let’s just say the thrill of life in productivity of co-creating
    ways of Moving Connecting Life Dissipates to frowny face of buttoned up ways
    of living as people shuffle down the aisles of Walmart in an attempt to
    purchase a replacement as material goods for the Naked
    Wild and Free Libido that dances as the
    Moonlit yes of Campfires STiLL aS

    Forever now wHeRe
    tHeRE are no strangers..
    only Love.. oF Free and Wild
    as shaking hands and hips with
    kind eyes and peace and harmony
    forevermore now.. in the all free Inheritance
    that is wild too Loving as Kingdom Come AS Heaven now..
    to all the Women i have loved i love you for all the Inspiration
    And Creativity and yes super inspired Productivity in Art you bring to me..
    For it’s true every Friday i attempt to honor you for those who smile back at me
    as Art of God smiles back at all.. there were too many to include all on a Facebook
    Page today but sure the others highlighted with the joy of life will be included in the
    this next MacroVerse titled LoVENoWFReED.. anyway.. speaking of “Matthew” and a
    place where there is no marriage with no sun or moon could be online or in a dance
    hall too where everyone is friends of spirit and no member of the body or the rest
    of creation is any less integral to the importance of all that is as some folks
    name the Namaste in all that is as a word that may be danced and sung
    small as three letters that and who some name G O D.. sure.. a Song
    by Matthew Wilder too and sure in fun of pun that surely could be
    as a Modern Version of a Jesus who is no longer neutered
    by smaller men.. now not afraid of their Loving Animal
    Human Nature full bred as life now from head
    to toe naked and loving freed for
    true i can and will
    be monogamous
    as far as the Bill
    Clinton Definition of that..
    including no reproductive parts
    touching any other ‘strange and brave’
    loving human skin.. but no.. i don’t have to hide
    the passion of the art of me for those members
    are Namaste as God as all of me and you and she
    and or he her and him in small him or Capital Him
    way for all that is for whatever metaphor comes next
    for what folks describe God as is now.. in Holy Sacred
    Full of Meaning and Purpose from Head to toe.. too.. no.. Tain’t
    no one gonna break my stride for God Lives in me Wild and Free..
    And it’s quite possible that this 58 Year old Dude shows God a best ride
    of all for at least now for all the places within inside outside above so below
    and all
    i go.. LoVENoWFReED
    as it’s true again.. ain’t no one gonna break
    my stride of love nowever spiraling higher and
    flesh and blood Real as any Holy Sacred Human
    Spirit of HeART WitH oPen SoUL WiLL Kingdom come
    to be NoW AS Heaven now standing tall full of meaning
    and purpose forever eternally now forever more NoW..:)

    And while i wore my Rocket Cat Shirt last night shooting off the Earth as such
    in a Cloud of Joy and Excitement.. i am not a Pussy Grabber for i only bring
    smiles and lit up eyes to the innocent nymphs of the Forest as any
    Covered Pan of the Precious Spring and Eternal Summer oF
    Heaven within will Bring in fAct i am coming out of the
    closet as of this MacroVerse now.. doubt
    it not i am
    the and it’s
    true very likely
    i am not the first
    or A only one
    LasT NoW
    iN LiGHT
    ouT oF
    aS THiS
    Yes i AM

  5. As far as whatever human condition exists as a label
    or not per what body parts get used with others to create stuff,
    including, Children; one cannot limit this discussion to the Slow Toad
    of Classical Evolution on its own; for as before mentioned some primitive
    tribes that focus on a ‘work of the night’ in missionary position leaning ways only
    create a culture where small social group bonds together for a certain kind of Heterosexual
    Sex as religion where there are not even any primitive words to describe either ‘Homosexual’
    or ‘Masturbation’. Of course, considering this is culture and culture can do anything Human using
    the Tool of Languages and all other Culturally Created tools; one can and will surely make the language
    appropriate or inappropriate in small enough groups where otherwise than following along with the ‘game plan’
    results in outcast status which without the ‘big safety nets’ for survival, modern societies bring for greater independence
    of ‘strange’ in more extensive interdependent ways versus best to do the ‘wild thing’ as prescribed by ‘the book’; but anyway, science suggests that there is also a one generation
    change in Hormones even at the Beginning in the Womb
    that can and will provide an Epigenetic Greater Potential for
    same stuff call of the wild as such; but course, when we speak of humans
    in what does or does not have to make sense in any behavior humans do; there
    is negative and positive cultural changes spoon fed from birth; whether or not there
    are other ‘different sex’ opportunities as far as the environment goes to relieve the instinct
    of release as such to get the job at hand done as it were and as it continues to come different
    and same in missionary positions of primitive tribes too; and in the converse of that; there are
    some tribes with cultures that bring the dictate that the more variety of contributing fathers of semen
    with just one woman leading up to one pregnancy provides a greater benefit of wisdom and overall skills
    to the child that comes next; while this doesn’t physiologically happen, when everyone partakes and feels
    like they are part of the child that comes, the village is more likely to raise the child than what ownership
    of other humans bring. And no, one cannot leave the Inner Universe of Human Being Emotions in ways
    of feelings and senses in moving connecting and co-creating as limitless ways of changing cultures out
    of this either in ways of empathy and sympathy and compassion and even Maslow’s and Fowler’s
    Transcendence of Agape Love for all as Einstein suggested was the way to go to contribute
    most for a species who and that relatively as whole in DNA hasn’t changed in thousands
    of years; what kind of sexual behavior one ends up doing is both influenced by
    nature and nurture and that should be common sense but it’s not for some
    folks aren’t seeing a bigger picture of the Entire Human Condition;
    depends on one’s life experience, as even John Nash admitted
    his ‘Game Theory’ was flawed for he admitted he
    didn’t have a nuanced Creative Emotional
    Life that brings all the other
    colors that are beyond
    material reductionism
    in. Anyway, we do share very similar DNA and
    an only thing keeping one person as the last kid picked
    on sports teams to being an Athletic Director; or a kid picked
    on as the weakest one in the Middle School Aquarium; may be as close
    to a 99LB weakling and a set of concrete weights with plastic from K-Mart
    as it’s true somehow without any anabolic steroids, i made that change from
    walking tall worm to 240LB looking Linebacker, at 57 years of age leg pressing
    1020 LBS, 52 reps these days; couldn’t speak until age 4; couldn’t write a creative
    thing mostly through college and the work place too; and was made fun of in how i couldn’t
    even move more in balance than a dizzy fly into my 30’s. I am literally considered a Dance Legend
    now starting that free lance career after a shut-in period of 66 Months then with the worst pain known
    to humankind with 18 other medical disorders in a synergy of life threatening health conditions back then
    until i started my Free Lance Dance Career Pushing 9000 miles in public now after 54 months of doing that now;
    it’s true i could go on with other amazing facts that are documented with photos and videos too; but here’s a thing;
    if one discounts the potential of change per moving from plastic to more of
    an elastic way of life as incredible all natural Human potential of change per
    Epigenetic Potential and Neuroplastic Change too; in unpacking
    dormant DNA in one lifetime, yes, even as late as one’s 50’s
    or after that for a Grand Ma Moses Painter or whatever
    Human Potential hasn’t come out for the old
    cliche of many more closets than just
    sexual orientation now; it becomes
    a little more apparent when one actually
    does it that very likely other folks could do it too
    per that very similar DNA with the proper Environmental
    Challenge and dedicated effort in practice that never ends.
    Sure, my AQ for Autism went from 44/45 to 11; although i am
    still diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome for as I am today; and
    yes, back in the Summer of my Epigenetic and Neuroplastic change
    i also went from an EQ Score of the mid 50’s, as also documented here
    to the mid 90’s now, where even noting my non-verbal language in the way
    i moved; when my former Boss met me again, he remarked I was like an entirely
    different moving person as no longer did i move like plastic per his words; instead,
    it was more like a Lion’s walk on the Savannah or an African American Dude in the Mall.
    For true at core
    we all indigenous
    human beings of Earth
    only separated from the Call
    of the Wild by the domesticated
    Clothes and Culture we wear. Could
    Explain while i’m just about as Strong as
    an Ape now and lovely young women follow
    me all around town video-taping me with evidence
    of that upon request too; for those who per Fowler and
    his stages of Faith as Human Love and Trust rise up
    to the transcendent
    level of Agape Love now; they do more.
    It’s true some folks do more than others;
    But no one can reduce a human being to just
    an equation of science; for it is true the inner universe
    of being is smART more like 60 percent Art when the
    Call of the Wild comes out more free again; and we
    get more in touch
    of the move
    and connect
    and create of what
    makes humans great;
    For true there is Relative Free
    Will where some folks do more and less;
    in many complex and simpler ‘twitter’ ways of life.
    Use it or lose it applies to all stuff animal and human animal too.
    For me at least, i use every last drop of my known and felt and sensed
    Human Potential and more to come as it’s just a myth that all folks grow
    dumber and weaker with age for those who don’t use it until the last blink of life.
    are based
    on twitter
    screen potatoes, now;
    and couch potatoes too, still;
    and that’s just a current cultural fact;
    almost everything ‘we’ do is due to Cultural Evolution more than
    the inherited gift of potential more; Depending on circumstance
    that’s either positive or negative now. But no; one can reduce themselves down
    to ‘material
    of science’;
    but one
    beyond what
    material reductionism
    will prove in one’s next door
    neighbor, who is open to most all change.
    I’ve seen many a self-fulfilling prophecy as
    to what folks become or do not; by their spoon
    fed cultural philosophies of life from Birth; or what
    they transcend to do in actual practice making more potential real.
    It’s not a secret when the grades of reap come in all soWed up by Karma that’s real.
    Anyway; this ‘Wrong Planet Bisexuality Makes Sense, Homosexuality Doesn’t’, is an
    excellent topic to expand a few horizons of life for those who care to actually do it..:)

  6. Coming Back from ‘A Wrong Planet’ Mostly Devoid
    of the Fruit of Love perhaps additional Poetry WiLL BRinG
    wise than
    Literal attempts
    to Breathe without Life…

    Now off to gigoid.. Xenia.. and Frank’s Place FoR A Combined Effort oF ArT..;)

    Give me Liberty or Give me death

    “You cannot conquer a free man, the most you can do is kill him.”

    ~~ Robert Heinlein ~~

    That’s hard to do for
    some folks who’ve
    never truly
    Wild and Free..
    Feral Cats Feel and
    Sense more for they are outdoors..
    Hmm.. SpeaKing of Outdoors.. glad to hear
    you.. gigoid.. are still exploring the Big Blue Place outside
    of screens.. true though there is also an inner screen
    beyond all outdoors of material reductionism too in
    now more of
    Creativity Fruition
    Kingdom Come within..
    true though.. i haven’t been
    getting out enough myself but
    with an early birth of spring after
    a real Winter of Hot Chocolate heaR to
    ‘the extremes’ still how mild that really now
    is never moving to long pants now where i live..
    it’s True.. i feel and sense Spring Fever DraWinG
    me out of
    ‘that’ scream
    painting of Screen..
    Been smoking a pack of
    cigarettes without a stick
    as sitting down as they say
    is the equivalent of smoking a pack a
    day for the truly free do it all naked and free..
    for enough a full stomach eventual shelter and in LiGHT
    A friEnd or two to Love and perHaps even 5 aLong A way..:)

    “You are in a maze of twisty little passages, all alike.”

    ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

    Minions and Masters of tHeir Minion

    “The whole is greater than the sum of its parts.”

    ~~ Aristotle ~~

    SuM BeYonD MaTeRiaL ReDucTionISM
    PainT BeCoMes A bRusH PaiNTinG uS

    “A man should be greater than some of his parts.”

    ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

    SmAller pArts to: Make Bigger heARts aWay From: Twitter Talk..;)

    “When mind soars in pursuit of the things conceived in space,
    it pursues emptiness.
    But when the man dives deep within himself,
    he experiences the fullness of existence.”

    ~~ Meher Baba ~~

    Beginning WiTHiN..:)

    “Do the thing you fear most and the death of fear is certain.”

    ~~ Mark Twain~~

    Adventure Therapy works as ‘they’ sway play naked..;)

    “How would you know you are alive, unless you had once been dead?”

    ~~ Subtle Bee, (with thanks to Carl Jung…) ~~

    True as this applies to life.

    “Who is more foolish:
    the child afraid of the dark or
    the man afraid of the light?”

    ~~ Maurice Treehill ~~

    FEar Of tHe DarK
    Cynical oF thE LiGHT
    Love iT aLL ERases aLL
    thaT wHen
    beYond RainBoW
    MounTainS PeeK BeLow..:)

    “Great is the art of beginning, but greater the art of ending…”

    ~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~

    KeY MaKinG EnD BeGiNNinG

    First of all Frank on this visit i will remark
    that all 5 Photos i am visiting here.. as one
    First impressed me so much i looked ahead
    in visual way as Beauty most always flavors
    my words Visually and with Dance and Song
    beyond all
    but sure the
    angles and curves
    of words come from
    Nature all for all to:
    Be: From: Beautiful NoW2..
    Love Need not Fly away when
    Human and Love when
    real is
    to: Exist.. From:
    ThE Beauty of SNoW
    HeLd in a photo of as old
    As Modern Servers Serve…
    ArT oF MusE
    EVeR LiFE..
    SMiLes.. loSing effective use
    of eyes and ears regaining sight
    And hearing i became longer A
    i Must wonder
    if i ever regain
    the flavors of
    my taste..
    i become
    a Chef neXt..
    BuT it’s True..
    LiFE MoRE
    AS HeART
    SKeYes without
    Books Sunsets
    WiTHouT Words
    MoRE FeeLinGS
    SeNSeS ReaLALiVE..:)

    Smell A Flower oN A Beach
    Rose Scent Rise
    A SMeLL
    MosT AlLivE aS Well..
    Barriers of See NoW
    Human Walls BRinG
    Ocean Quiet SinG
    Rivers Waves
    OPeN DancE
    HeaRT aLiVE..
    Crowded White Tops..
    Ocean Deep Blue eYes..
    Above so Below
    NaTuRE BRinGS
    FruiTioN BorN oF Care..
    LosT aMoNg All sTones DancE oF LoVE
    A PoTenTiaL FinD WiLL BRinG iN SonG

    Hmm.. getting late.. off to work out
    and perhaps a visit to A Hell after that
    to the call for an uprising dude’s place
    who among he
    and his
    Love is just an
    act for they cannot
    see and hear the Deep of Ocean heART
    That is no myth For the PoTenTiaL oF aLL oF US Reborn as LiGHT to:
    From: DaRK as a Dance and Song that and who only Loves to: Bring From:
    Reap Sow
    Turn A stone
    over and be thaT
    Love or tomb stone cold below above.

  7. A ‘little’ “Symphony of Science” as accompaniment here where
    replace the Word Cosmos and Nature with that other
    3 letter word and the Zealous Nature of those
    who want to spread a word and more
    about the Interconnectedness of
    all and how we humans
    reflect the very
    of the entire Cosmos does come;
    where some Scientists would love
    to Grab Folks on the Street and share
    the Nature of all where we are made of Star Stuff whole;
    Additionally, where the “Imagination of Nature”, is much
    greater than what we receive of it and the Beauty of a thing
    is not the Material Reductionism of what things are but how they
    are put together in synergy for a much greater sum than the parts;
    Well, considering that we are the Universe walking upright and we can co-create
    our realities with all that is and use Techniques of Meditation to both Master a Regulation of Emotions
    now and Integrate Senses; including Meditative Movement and other “Zen Arts” that include a Stream of
    Flow in Consciousness of Writing that Brings greater focus of mind with zero illusory fears disinhibiting
    the pathways of mind in greater uses for what our human potential is now in raising both mindful and
    body awareness; it is true some folks use more of the other ‘continent of mind/body’ than others do now depending
    on relative free will and if one is motivated to gain a higher state of mindful and body full awareness as it’s worth
    noting that our emotions flow through our body associated with our senses as some experience multi-colored
    emotions and others experience a rather 50 shades of Grey and the such as that; gotta love Human Diversity
    in the technicolor and the gray scale too. For me, at least, I’ve become somewhat of a Master of my Emotions/
    Senses through Free Writing in Connecting Language with Emotion and using Music with Free Verse Dance for
    a flow that regulates emotions and integrates senses for my Relative Free Will to be as Happy
    as i like; but not too Happy as the other Emotions are important to motivation of Creativity
    and Productivity too. This is an inside job; and as many professionals that i met
    along the way when i lost my emotions through a job of Chronic to Acute
    Stress for 11 Years to the last 2 years of Hell where stress hormones
    in the overload mode for those 2 years literally broke my bodily
    systems down from head to toe. None of those professionals
    really had a clue to bring them back; True, ‘they’ do not
    teach us in school or work for how to deal with this and
    particularly true and unusually tortuous
    in a slow burn of misery loves company
    too; for where i grew up boys
    were not allowed
    to smile
    or do
    any kind of
    ‘sissy’ art without
    a threat with verbal abuse
    to be outcast and the such as that;
    a lot harder to deal with when one is young
    and hasn’t found their own ways to generate happiness,
    not dependent on someone else which really is a crux of
    self-actualization in having more to give and share than need
    of take to fill oneself up for what is empty within that usually is literally
    a poverty of feel good emotions that includes the social bonding Neurohormone
    Oxytocin along with a general mix of Serotonin and Dopamine and Noradrenaline
    with some soothing endorphins too; oh how the Free Style Dance without any guidelines
    and instructions works and the same with a free write and music one chooses for however they
    choose to feel next becomes an Orchestra playing a Symphony of Emotions were we are the
    as Director
    Producer and
    Actor that we master
    as a self-actualizing person now
    with a free pass to nirvana and bliss
    in a lifelong practice of mastering just that
    in balance with the Shadow parts of our being,
    not afraid to come out and play either; meanwhile,
    School and Work teaches us to be mostly a cog in a machine
    and Malignant Patriarchy is stuck in Desert Tribal Mode to teach young
    men to keep their empathy and sympathy and compassion as well as overall
    emotional contagion in check to protect the rest of a Tribe that doesn’t count as much
    these days unless one is in the Military as we don’t usually have wars on our soils; however,
    currently, ‘we’ are living a little bit too much by the assault rifle as folks are dropping dead with
    that activity getting out of balance, too; Anyway, I do believe the Shadow Modes of existence that
    include something like a Free Style of Martial Arts to go along with something that looks like Tai-Chi
    to Ballet are equally important for males and or females alike; for it’s true in our evolutionary design, too,
    we are evolved to protect ourselves from Predator for Escape and Capture Prey too, invisibly, in Balance
    quiet to sneak
    up to or sneak out
    of whatever situation
    comes next. There is no one
    recipe but for a person as Psychology
    shows; it is very rare for a Human to lose their
    emotions except for in conditions like Autism; what
    i do works for me at least; and i don’t mind sharing what works for me.
    My life is full of colors now, so enjoyable and not only that i can find my way
    out of a paper bag where new environments out in 3 Dimensional space use to
    always make me anxious; true, an intelligence of proprioception that comes from
    a kick around of free style martial arts does the trick and treat too. Lots of creative
    ways to become
    a fearless
    and colorful
    human being if that
    is what one seeks to find to do;
    otherwise, don’t do it; as many folks
    don’t care to; or are oppressed by others
    growing up through adulthood or neglected and
    abused; particularly, as science shows the worst time of
    life for that are ages 0 to 4. If the wiring does not come young;
    it much harder to start new pathways for emotions as years go by.
    But true; it’s not necessarily hard wired for all across life as Epigenetics
    in positive change to challenge of the Environment as well as rewiring from
    head to toe through Neuroplasticity can and will bring amazing happy and resilient
    change, too.
    For me, at least
    it started with two feet
    becoming one in a successful
    eventual dance and song of life as Joy.
    Joy is nice when it comes and stays a while.
    And as far as appeals to ‘Authorities who are
    respected goes’; Jordan Peterson and Jonathan
    Haidt and yes, Sam Harris all agree that an all natural
    meditative practice of being; either still or moving focused can and will
    lead NoW to an ascendent transcendent and yes, ecstatic expanding awareness
    of being that is the equivalent of Naturally Healing Psychedelic trips without
    the danger of course of the Illegal Nature part of that and trips that go out of control
    away from an inner expanding consciousness of ‘Heaven’ to the other place of ‘Hell’ within.
    The Experience that is all natural and comparable
    in Meditation will free up emotions and even
    bring one per words of Jordan Peterson
    as a Clinical Psychologist and Social Scientist
    up one standard deviation in Openness of Emotional
    Life traits. In fact, well known folks in the so-called Autism
    Community like John Elder Robison have undergone Trans Cranial
    Magnetic Therapy to spark new connections in the Brain that are similar
    to what the all Natural methods of still and moving meditation do too where even
    Science shows that a 50 year old Brain from someone who has spent years in a practice
    of meditation reflects the Brain Health of a 25 year old; additionally, Meditation increases
    Grey matter of the brain in all areas except for the Amygdala for fear that often shuts down
    Positive Emotions too, when engaged in a state of being in chronic to severe stress; in that effect
    Meditation actually decreases Grey Matter in the Amygdala and specific to connectedness of Human
    Emotions, the Temporoparietal Junction does increase in Grey Matter Form, too; Movement Therapy
    is now a recognized successful treatment in treating Autistic Children who are severely negatively
    impacted without an ability to emotionally connect to other folks through reciprocal social
    communication as it’s true once the Neurohormone Oxytocin starts to flow
    again in receptive ways the Natural drive to connect to other in emoting
    way comes on board with a warm and fuzzy feeling of literally
    feeling connected to other folks driving more touchy
    feely ways of life; May not work for everyone
    but increasingly and scientifically shown,
    does work for many. And on top of that Effective
    Meditation has been shown 26 Percent more effective
    than opiates; ‘Middle America’ could use some ‘Tai Chi’ Before
    work as the Chinese do in Corporations who understand the benefits
    of increased Productivity and Creativity as well as folks getting along and
    drums around
    a campfire dance
    of together as a Wave
    of Human Love less Fear now;
    Great topic shared here on “I Feel,
    Therefore I AM”; for as far as do feel
    and sense, thinking in words can and will
    get in the way of just being I AM all connected
    to the Rest of Nature that some folks Name God whole too..:)

    Happy Birthday LoVE 2018
    ALWaYS NoW aN APRiL FooL’s
    DaY LiVeS WiTHiN A
    So ‘You’ wonder why
    ‘i’ Don’t ‘Dance’ with
    ‘People’ my ‘Own’ ‘Age’
    EnCourAgeD By
    Youth With Pure
    Heart Spirit Soul
    SiX MonTH Old SHoX ShoeS WitH
    Blood Red Accents put to rest
    SiNCE A SoLaRAPoCalypSE
    OnE NaTioN CuRReNTLY RenTinG
    UNderR A TiN FoiL HaT!
    STiLL WaiTiNG FoR YouR FiRED!!!
    We LiVE iN A WoRLD WHeRE
    LoVE iS VieWeD aS ConsPiracY
    WHaT thE FucK HaPPeNeD USA
    A PLacE ‘TWeeN DaRK AnD LiGHT
    A TWiLiGHT ZoNE oF BaLaNCinG
    Perhaps it helps to go
    to Inner War for Peace
    To: Venture From: LoVE
    i Love Rod Serling People
    Unafraid to Speak all of who
    they are EXPreSSinG FeeLinGs
    Yeah it’s true i like Reverse Order Poetry
    And taking stuff apart and putting it back together
    in new and or improved ways that are at least more different than old COLD…
    Lesson of an old Robot who grew wings more than soulless letters of words…
    Becoming so much more of a metaphor of a right brained thinker as a test on
    Facebook.. you know.. one of those to make money off you for ‘free’.. suggested
    like smART that i am now 60 Percent Art of the rest of SMart that surely is a mix
    that works for 60 Percent Art as HeART and sure 60 Percent eARTh as Art too..
    once the SoiLeD SoUL is Led out dArk oF ReASon to MaGiC oF iMAGiNaTioN
    once again as flying free.. the eyes of the child of wonder and yes the Kingdom
    of Love as Heaven comes again for those who escape from the reason heavy
    way of broken arrows lost from dreams.. true it all fits together for those
    who see and hear deep enough with emotions that are so much
    more in synergy than just 5 senses separated from a
    Master Peace Painting Beyond Rainbow Colors
    of Oz as the Pot of Gold that and who
    lives within you as the very
    essence of
    also felt and
    sensed away from
    know in reason as God is ART
    Breathing in YouR every moving
    connecting co-creating fLiGHT oF LiFENoW..
    there is no reason without Love.. sure.. ‘people’ replace
    Love with stuff with reasons with conspiracy theories even
    against love these days and leaders of fear and hate as god
    sends of death as life in misery loves company bottom line NoW
    Love wins when real in you.. if not.. the evidence is other wise dArk..
    yeah it’s true i blew out the soles of those Nike Shox Shoes 3 months ago
    as that’s as long as they last on the streets of dance and the ‘right hemisphere’
    of my brain in intuition gave me a foreshadowing of dark to come before the ‘big
    US Solar eclipse on 8.21.17 when i first wore those red accented Athletic Dance shoes
    then.. excited i was about the Solar Eclipse but an even darker foreshadowing within after
    that.. and the rest is the history of the three months after than in death and destruction over
    many Environmental and Human-Made Disasters in a World Concerned overall over the
    rise of fear and hate and a new world of lies in a so-called new leader of ‘the free world’..
    nothing and i do mean nothing in existence is not without effect on the rest of existence
    in a much deeper place of no time distance and space in the eternal now.. no i cannot
    prove that but the Newer Quantum Physics is leading the old sciences here now
    slowly but surely as new findings come in that ‘Horatio’ obviously never guessed
    before to be real
    although deeper
    sages of the ages
    intuited this much deeper
    greater reality thousands of
    years ago for those who have
    the eyes and ears to see and hear
    deeper in metaphor of right hemisphere
    ways of intuiting reality more than black and
    white reason that goes nowhere but old.. and cold..
    anyway.. after i got my first pair of Grey Nike Shox shoes
    with accents of more of an evolution revolution Orange in
    accent of Love Coming More with a Golden Swoosh for Love
    too.. the old red accented shoes became relegated to work-outs only
    until last week we the Youth Rose up as Flowers of Truth and Love in LiGHT
    against the demons of old in owning others with fear and hate less than Loving Light
    as Truth as Life.. so yes.. the second wave of Grey Shox Shoes with accents of orange
    and gold came this week.. with the old work-out Shox Shoes sent to the Dance Graveyard
    as the 18th Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Worn now in 54 Months and 8900 Miles of Public Dance..
    True.. i still have 4 pairs left enough now with this pair for another 15 Months of Public Dance of
    the same Grey/Orange/Gold Shox Shoes.. got ’em half price in a clearance sell
    online.. hehe.. true more than half price.. here’s the thing.. we can and will
    create Hope and Love out of the smallest symbols in a-causal Synchronicity
    ways NoW of Physical reality and make everything into Holy
    and Sacred Hope for Love as a reality of now
    Much Fuller in Meaning and Purpose
    where Love becomes the reality
    of pure we experience
    always now in
    the bliss of the
    Nirvana as Heaven within
    now.. the only thing that is stopping
    some folks is they quit gardening their
    imagination that leads to creativity so long ago..
    for its true it takes eyes of a a child either young or old
    to bring back whoever wrote the Dream of a story book
    Hero named Jesus Now… the Good Cop Artist Liberal
    Leaning Open minded bodied version for if you look in that
    New Testament literally enough you will find enough fear and
    hate in Pauline Letters and the such of that against the different amongst
    us that contradicts what was said in the other Tweets in the New Testament too..
    people are alike all over as the Twilight Zone and Rod Serling once told.. there are
    those of us still in white robes watching other folks all imprisoned in a Zoo of their
    own making with traditions of old and new that stifle the Human Spirit of Imagination
    and Creativity Flavored with Unconditional Fearless Love.. and it’s true some of us
    turn away and run with tears over the ignorance of fear and hate and some of
    us stay and watch
    and do what
    we can
    to help
    others gain
    a naked white robe
    as Freedom of Spirit
    Heart and Soul ln moving
    connecting co-creating ways BaLanCinG
    AGaiN as ForcE oF Love.. come out of the Zoo be
    Free NoW iN LoVE or not.. it’s not easy to jump this high.. you’ll have
    to lEarn a new way to hope as love away from broken arrows of fear and hate.

  9. I’m positive that folks who learn to
    to be their Own Mother and Father and Sister
    and Brother and Friend accomplish more than most
    if it is only loving them selves as Friend they will not give up on.
    It helps to put it into words and not all folks develop the art to do that.
    It helps to develop a Free Style Dance and Song of life that is not deterred by other
    styles of dance and to be clear that is a metaphor not specific to Dance and Song literally
    as such and also a common cliche is all of this in other words of Courage and Wisdom as any
    Cinda Fella or Fella Cinder will do; in other words; a strive for balance, within, for the anima and animus
    both that and who Jung Suggested is an archetypal Yin and Yang experience that works for a best overall
    outcome when achieved. The Heart is a Muscle that can and will be developed with Love And Grace in Balance
    with the appropriate exercises one seeks and finds in life to do just that. The other Muscles of Will and Strength
    is also a propensity of life that can and will be developed with the appropriate exercises one seeks and finds in life
    to also do just that. In an arena of life where most all is mechanical cognition, both of those areas may go amiss.
    Humans are mostly involved for a Will and Strength of Life that Moves as Grace of Love at the pinnacles of
    Peace and Harmony without any regard to competition for who builds a biggest tower or stores
    the most grain in a silo; for a forage that moves when the current resources are gone. Still,
    Other folks stay in an Arid Desert; remarkably, with little to no water of what is required
    still now most for basic subsistence. Others take great strides to move to Greener
    Pastures; even crossing Bering Straits for a New World of Abundance
    of Buffalo and Creeks Teeming with Fresh Fish and Warm to
    Cool Air that is Moist with Green Life colored in
    Flowers otherwise known and felt as
    a ‘New Garden of Eden’ and
    ‘a Paradise’ with close
    to naked Dancing and
    Singing after the Forage of the Hour
    is done for the Present of the Day of Now.
    In short, most of humanity is out of balance as we are
    not evolved to Peacefully cooperate without a ton of rules,
    beyond 150 to 200 sets of Acquaintances called by recognition
    of who they are, by either spoken labeled words or nonverbal language
    from before. In other words, in general, Nature Deficit order within inside outside
    above so below and all around is the issue as plain as spirits of heart in mind and body
    flesh and body souls that have moved greater as lessor toward a desert within; i’ve lived
    many years in that place and now i reside in the other place full of Flowered Gardens that i can/will
    actually feel and sense over smell and sight alone all together again as one Happy of Family as Nature
    within me at least on a Planet that is the right one now; where the illusion now for me at least after sought and
    found again here; is the
    ‘other place’, was the
    only one to live. It might be
    easy for some folks to dismiss
    that i am of the Autistic origin of non-speaking
    Child and eventual little professor and valuable commodity
    for only systemizing skills in fixing Software issues with Computers
    for the other ‘jocks’ in the department as I was also being paid to be
    Athletic Director. No, it wasn’t nearly as hard to identify that form of my strange
    then. Now, I’m even stranger for I no longer hold back any part of me and am free.
    Sure, easy for me to say now, financially independent with a lovely wife and ‘dance legend’ oohs and
    awes of Photo Selfies now with the younger folks most every I go. Point is, I was also a frozen person
    inside and a very poor person fortunate enough to finish college with three degrees on grants and
    the such as that Government Assistance with a Scholarship here and there to get by. I lived at home
    until the later part of my 20’s and after married at 29; the wife and I moved back in to save money for
    a home that we eventually did while both of us were still making close to minimum wage a couples of dollars
    and hour up for me by then. Thing is; I still had the advantage of the GPA, even if I didn’t have what it took to
    get a higher paying job then. Hans Asperger, in the study of his Case Studies of the Children as he was attempting
    to Validate cause for their existence away from Extermination of a NAZI Regime back in ‘those days’; he allowed for
    their continuing existence in what he did to help them with others along the way then. Years Later, in a longitudinal
    Study many were found to be quite successful in a Niche that worked for them. It’s true, too, as far systemizing
    folks on the Spectrum and General Nerds per Stereotypical ‘Computer Jocks’; the last 30 years or so has
    surely been an ‘ultimate revenge of the nerds’; for it’s true, my hand writing is so sloppy, it’s not
    likely I would have ever finished a Book versus 12 Million Words in the last 2646 days of
    doing just that without, “IT”; Bottom lines; change is reality and things can and will get
    Better or won’t without can and will and potentially go even more sour. If it’s
    A Wizard of Oz one can and will find a life exercise that brings
    the Lion of Fearless Courage more to life; the Heart of the
    Tin Man oiled more into being; and sure, if need be,
    some more more brilliance in the pursuit
    of intellectual ScareCrow Reason too.
    And before one knows it; one, too,
    might be clicking one’s
    whatevers together
    Dancing And Singing
    there’s no place like this
    home now in fact and feeling and
    sensing there is no better now for all
    is complete all is satisfied and there is only
    a continuing stairway to Heaven one already lives.
    I’m still stepping up for i never gave up at the very bottom
    of the bottom when i felt nothing nothing at all. i feel Love that’s enough
    but sure
    i enjoy
    a little
    Science on the Wrong Planet
    and many other places too. As in
    all stuff light and life the Truth of Yin
    and Yang makes a Karma of Reap as Sown
    for what we do now as opposed to what we do not.
    And that is for each person to seek and find and for me at least;
    The fact that i used to live in the bottom of the pit; makes Heaven that more delicious;
    even though i Lost my sense of smell close to a year ago with a cold and it hasn’t come back
    but for strange and not always pleasant at all. That doesn’t taint my Heaven at all; for I always live up
    to plan B, C, D, F and the rest of the Alphabet soup beyond Alpha to Omega all. That’s truly A Magic of LiFE:
    and found
    and used
    for the
    of what is now
    and when now is all one
    needs that’s best for now is all that is;
    best pART of all it is mostly a do it yourself
    endeavor, where it’s not a guaranteed robot
    gift of empty within.
    When one is whole,
    it’s impossible
    to bring
    down by others
    less than whole; other than
    tools of killing of course, these days, too.
    Find the exercises that work; unlimited
    options and potential if one can and will.

  10. LoVE iT’s aLL ABouT LiVinG A
    HiGHeR FreQuenCY ViBRaTioN
    NoW iN PeACE AnD HaRMonY
    As A Trilogy commemorating
    as Memorial of my Mother’s Passing
    a year ago on 2.22.17 as true “FReEDLoVENoW
    Published on 2.14.17 Valentine’s Day also the day
    my Mother Fell to Her Death Bed at the Hospital Diagnosed
    with Stage 4 Breast Cancer spread to Abdomen.. Bones
    and Brain at the internal cranial Bleeding stage of
    that for her wishes to go naturally with no
    feeding tubes for food or drink as
    we Painfully watched her
    slowly pass away
    as that took a full
    8 days as the Doctor’s
    only explanation for that unusually
    late stay for someone battling cancer
    for several years with nothing more than
    a bayer aspirin now and then for what she
    refused to worry her children per my sister
    and i over anything more than arthritic pain
    was yes.. the Doctor’s guidance that she had
    unusually strong Heart at her 82 years of age
    then living with 300 Plus Cholesterol for Decades
    refusing to either go to the Doctor after that and surely
    refusing any ‘new fangled’ drugs for it as all she ever did
    Was a Bayer Aspirin through and through her life now and then..
    she lived on the will power of Love and the Force of Happy within
    as Lord knows and feels it’s taken me many decades to fully understand
    Emotional Forces of Being Human and even longer to understand within
    Mastery of Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses through a Free Moving
    Meditation of Dance and a Writing one that is also an ascendent transcendent actual
    feeling sensing way of ecstatic life too.. surely part of my propensity for Happiness is
    innate this way as it’s also true My Great Aunt Jettie in her walker at age 94 exclaimed
    how happy she was from ‘the old days’ of less to still have a choice of what juice to
    drink out her refrigerator thrilled for still a luxury that no one saw as bottled
    sunshine like this when she was young.. however when she was
    young no TV’s or even Radios.. the entertainment that
    people shared was flesh and blood face to face
    and conversations of love and war and peace
    that lasted Hours on end where
    there was no twitter
    close to
    just a few
    words then
    at competition for
    a zillion other things to choose
    to do from in life with the real danger
    of never really getting close enough to really
    feel and sense their spirit of Heart now
    expressing that even more.. i’ve met a few folks
    who still desire that but sadly most of what i see
    is alarmingly shallow in depth of what is left of human
    spirit of heart in a Yin and Yang Balance for the animus
    and anima within as well.. no.. nah.. Aunt Jettie Didn’t say
    anything about Carl Jung for they just really did do Human
    Archetypes all balanced as such where every word they spoke
    was like a song of poetry so lyrical in music all my elders communicated
    to each other with for those left over retirees who visited her as her late life
    peers and my oldest elders then in what was still left of my Family then close
    enough to connect to me.. Aunt Jettie was one of those folks open to all 7 days
    a week.. whenever someone would talk to her about life and the dreams that come
    from all
    that is..
    not afraid
    of death as my
    Mother wasn’t either..
    for Aunt Jettie was ready
    for the next Great Adventure
    to come next.. true foolish are those
    who don’t enjoy a faith as trust in all that
    is that is like this.. but one earns it through
    Many ‘JoB’ efforts of life.. in light from dark
    deep deep deep within where books and even
    Bibles fail to tread beyond words the Spirit within..
    yes.. it’s true My Mother’s Love and that kind of Love
    in My Family Tree is still the leaves of me to spread all around
    Free for all now.. sadly my Mother got too attached to Faux News
    and the such as that darkness that did its best to rub off on her light
    as it does to so many folks as they grow more averse to change as they
    travel on earth longer.. and or whatever is left for them on TV or Radio Talk
    Shows may be.. what they come to be closer to next.. within.. and next.. thing
    one knows/feels after all is said and done then to brainwash folks in empty lies is
    a ‘Symbol’ of all that is Malignant Patriarchy.. now at highest levels of Government
    ashamedly so for what Lies away from Truth and Light in the Darkness of Lies oF Fear
    and Hate now.. as that other side of the Human Story continues to putrid away from Love..
    AnYWaY.. now.. 6 MacroVerse Memories.. from a year ago 2017.. and the last
    of 6 written last year in Memorial of my Mother’s Fall to
    Her Death Bed in the Hospital on 2.14.2017 through
    Her passing on 2.22.2017 through then a receipt of
    her Ashes in this “Serenity Garden Within” Macro
    Verse as this all inspires what comes next.. now
    amongst another Song as such by Ed Sheeran
    Published through YouTube on 2.22.2017
    As “Super Market Flowers” to go along
    with all of this and of course much more..
    as i will provide the titles of all the rest and
    the links with the Song Version of this on FB too…
    as my “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. for multi-media
    including all my words rises well past a Million Words
    now in around 9 Months too.. as any Million Word Baby
    will continue to come now.. in Bible Long Form Poem of Course on Course
    more specifically as the writing of this 46th MacroVerse “LoVENoWFReED”
    Will add now to what the last MacroVerse “LoVEFReEDNoW” Reproduced
    in total of that close to 9 Month Effort at 1,025,024 Words to be precise so far
    as Lord Knows and feels and senses i am once again approaching somewhere
    around 17K words in this MacroVerse now.. with a couple of more days to finish
    as it’s taken me a couple of days now to get this far as this MacroVerse Started
    on the Anniversary of my Mother’s passing on 2.22.. last year as the very therapeutic
    Activities of Expressing Emotions and Senses through DanCinG and SinGinG continues
    on in Victory of Love as down below now are the 5 other Titles.. with once again links
    coming to the end of this effort to greater relate what i’ve been through now more too..:)
    “Serenity Garden Within”
    MoMenTos From Mother Helen
    “Heaven is aLike aLL Over sTiLL noW”
    “Sun oF Love”
    “Dogwood Winter Blooms”
    “Mother’s Gift Now”

  11. i TaiN’T SCaReD
    HoW ‘BouT YoU
    oLe CuLTuRE aFRaiD
    SCieNCe Of SeCReTS oF NaTuRe
    LiVeS aKa GoD VeRSuS
    BReaTHe aFRaiD oF GoD LiVe iN DaRK
    Vibration 369
    BeYoND RaiNBoW CoLoRS LiVe
    DaNCe aND SiNG
    MiX oF ArT
    Those wHo FeaR
    DArK FaiL to See
    ThE LiGHT NoW
    Sacred Numbers
    Geometry Colors
    Yes Letters come
    And sure.. Katrina is currently
    Yelling at me get ready for Church
    or we will be late but it’s true all is all
    Patterns and Finger Prints of all that is
    aka GoD to: Spiral like a Galaxy in long
    And short Form NoW Essence is one answer to all that is
    From: Capstone of Pyramid as LoVE LoVinG aLL THaT iS NoW..:)
    (Fred: Get Moving now..! it’s 1010) (come on! come one! 1012 NoW)

  12. Hmm.. just talking about the Return of Jesus Christ
    SuperStar on April Fool’s Day in the last MacroVerse
    and issues with loving him as such.. with Shawna Baby
    and OMG.. sure enough the Monsignor at Church today
    sings the song.. yes.. literally sings the song “I Don’t Know
    How to Love Him” from the original 70’s “Jesus Christ Super
    Star” Movie as yes.. the remake for more modern days is coming
    April Fool’s Day on the TV Screen again where yes April Fool’s Day
    that i’ve also identified as April Fred’s Day.. i kid you not.. Google it
    it exists in MacroVerse ways from Years Before.. now.. anyway this year
    in commemoration of my Day too.. it will probably be a new MacroVerse
    titled “April Fred’s Day 2018”.. for it’s true.. i always Enjoy Easter too and
    this one will be particularly special as Jesus Christ Super Star is coming on
    April Fred’s/Fool’s/Easter Sunday too.. Jesus F iN Christ this is just about
    as complicated as that 2nd Super Blue Moon Lunar Eclipse at the end of
    January 2018 too.. and the fact that Ash Wednesday came on Valentine’s
    Day too.. along with the first Publish Date of the First part of the ‘FReEDLoVENoW’
    Trilogy then coinciding with the one year anniversary from that Valentine’s day Last
    Year where my Mother Fell to her Death Bed in the Hospital too.. lots going on these days
    and that’s for sure.. anyway.. the Monsignor did a pretty Good Job singing a Love Song to
    Jesus and matter of fact he changed the words even better later on after his first try to Love
    Jesus even more.. and of course the routine of the Catholic Church is to continue a tradition
    of worshipping Jesus as an Idol God instead of a Humble Teacher and that’s okay i guess as
    some folks don’t have enough Faith in God to Feel and Sense God whole as Love now unless
    there is not some kind of Idol of Form to represent the Essence of Love like the Metaphor
    of Jesus that folks of course take literally as an Only Idol of Man God these days still..
    a little ironic it was as the Monsignor
    made apologies for all the
    sacrifice talk of
    children in the
    Old Testament..
    not mentioning either..
    the part about dashing the
    heads of opposing tribe’s children
    against stones to kill them too.. for
    vengeance per say by instruction then of
    Love that makes no feel and sense at all..
    suggesting that the other folks in the Roman Empire
    area were the Pagans with idols for God when the Catholic
    Roman Empire did the same thing with a Humble Barefoot empty
    pocketed man spreading Love with some friends all around the village front then..
    anyway.. to each HeR or HiS own as sown and reaped.. if only people would really
    believe and work on Love living within them.. instead of worshipping it out there some
    where in just another Golden Fatted Idol of Calf in this case strung up on a cross.. instead
    of Sacrificed as Calf as they used to do different in them days too.. true.. looking forward
    to Seeing the Movie ‘Magdalene’ that will be released on Easter Weekend.. this year too..
    Yes.. Fool’s Weekend too.. with Jesus Super Star on April Fool’s Day too.. busy weekend
    for us coming as we will get to personally feel and sense and see and hear all of that then..
    for real.. It’s kinda sad and of course hypocritical that the old Men’s Malignant Patriarchy
    Club of Old Roman Age.. was so butt hurt over Women potentially coming to be spiritual
    equals in Love with Men that they made Mary Magdalene who was more than likely
    Yeshua’s Common Wife then as let’s face it Very Creative individuals have high
    Libido’s as a Rule as Art particularly in ‘prophet’ mode as such.. lot’s of
    Dopamine in the mix to talk about and make Poetic Parables too.. more
    real then still as any Creative Artist with Holy Creative Spirit does
    that opens all the way up from head to toe more than
    usual too.. yep.. ‘they’ neutered Jesus and
    made his likely common law wife
    into a Prostitute .. wonder what
    the 5 Foot 1 and 106 LB or so Brown
    Syrian Looking Original Yeshua Dude
    would say if he found out how much different
    the story is today than it was back then.. so different
    so different in the message even though it still exists in
    how the last are the first and the poor of spirit and the meek
    inherit the Earth.. meanwhile.. the so-called Man who said That as
    This was much later changed into a Soldier Sun God by the Roman Empire
    then where those who refused to believe the new made up story were named
    non-believers for the Term Pagan these days and murdered then for believing
    or thinking anyway different.. now.. well.. the Good News is.. no matter how many
    words of a book were changed now or how many stories were changed to benefit those
    who continue to rule with illusory fears and empty carrots to subjugate as such and control..
    the answer is stiLL LoVE and for those who are sTill evolving as LoVe the answer is self-evident
    as Love with no back-up needed by anyone other than Friends and Lovers as such now too..
    True.. i wish folks would/could practice
    a moving connecting co-creating
    Balance in inner peace and harmony
    within instead of waiting for someone else
    to do it for them after a Dirt Nap Next.. for
    once again Class.. the Kingdom of Heaven is Energy
    Frequency and Vibration of Love RiSinG as TruE iN LiGHT
    oF LoVE ForCE WiTHiN all to give and share absolutely Free
    without the necessity of any Green bLacK DoLLar BiLLs to boot..
    and true.. this love.. i do kNoW AnD FeeL aNd SeNSE HoW to Give.. and
    Share For
    And very sleepy
    From: another Half
    Marathon of Public
    Dance for Dessert after
    Catholic Closed-in Church
    yes.. FredBed is coming soon too..;)

  13. Come on!
    Come one!
    Katrina Bee Beckons
    Don’t Be Late to YouR Blood Test
    Collecting Conscious
    Of Day Dreams ‘Fore
    Fire in Morning Light
    Dreams Winged
    Humming Birds
    Dance Sing me
    Back on, “Jordan Peterson On His religious beliefs; I found his Book
    for the 12 rules he brings for Navigating away from what he sees as
    Potential Chaos in Life and my first impression was, wow; this isn’t just
    another Book Watered Down for Mass Appeal on an 8th Grade Reading Level
    to appeal to the Masses for he went ‘down town’ and ‘purchased’ a Target Audience
    online first as what is common these days, even in Poetry town; get a Social Media Presence;
    Bring in the Target Audience one is looking for and a year or so down the road, sell directly to
    whatever masses one acquires in avenues like Blogs, Youtube, Twitter, Facebook as that list
    continues to grow to make potential money if one is successful in drawing a target audience
    in as comes to fruition
    in Book Covers now of
    Dollar Bills. Interestingly,
    his appeal also traveled to what usually
    would not be his target audience in out
    of the box places like “Pewdiepie”, amongst
    the New Generation of non-religious YouTube hipster-like
    folks as part of the Millennials too and even when he reviewed
    the book he (PP) had to admit it had value although the religious talk
    turned him off as he warned his target audience that ‘God’ was part of the
    mix too; sort of like what happens on the ‘Wrong Planet’ too; but of course not
    unlike one of the most brilliant persons ever to walk the Earth in both so-called
    left brain thinking ways of rationality and right brain ways of creativity, Tesla saw
    a much larger God too; not restricted to a Beard and Penis as such; both recognizing
    per Tesla and Peterson that Human Potential goes far beyond what is recorded History
    so far for what we actually have of it as is as written down through ages of Censorship
    for what didn’t fit the
    ‘left brain’ ruling of
    those more restricted to
    details than bigger picture views.
    Tradition sticks together. Tradition goes to
    Church together. Tradition is more likely to Vote
    together. And Tradition is more afraid of getting outcast
    from Tradition; so, Tradition is less likely to accept and tolerate
    the different and explore places far out of Plato’s Cave with New
    Art that has nothing to do with a Cave at all. Of course, Jonathan Haidt’s
    research backs this up as also does his research on the transcendent ascendent
    and ecstatic potential of being Human in much greater mindful and body full awareness too;
    as the same goes with Jordan Peterson too; and in this case, even Sam Harris with his Experience
    of Meditation too. Jordan Peterson, elaborates too, in his personal experiences of the Mystical with
    many occurrences in his personal life with Synchronistic Events, too; where Tesla, viewed the Mystical
    of life as all Natural and even at the ‘very beginning’, Socrates addressed the ‘occult’ of life too. But of course
    as Science is beginning to show better now this is just another part of the color spectrum of Human Potential
    that is a use it or lose it proposition in life, too. Work Programming a Computer day in and day out and voila;
    on course, one becomes Mostly a Computer Programmer reflecting what they feed their mind and body as a day
    in and day out experience of life. Hug and Kiss a child by the village as whole by birth with clear social roles
    to be and do and voila, as Social Science shows, the 20 most Peaceful Societies live in more of a small give
    and share group where folks work together and actually touch what they produce and create and touch
    each other with it, with flesh and blood reciprocal social communication too. For me it’s easy to see
    that the current Human Experiment is not working for we are no longer doing what we are actually
    evolved to do in flesh and blood touch over thousands and thousands of years as just another
    less furry primate with empathy and a touch of tribal instinct too of course and yes,
    con-social potential emotions and pro-social emotions more when actually
    practiced as such. Now, add in the increasing automation plus less now in
    clearly defined social roles and what to do to make a living at all where/
    when/now/here Humans Need not apply and yes, this works great for
    the folks running the button pushes and the buttons
    as the cream of the crop still making
    the big bucks with social
    status and roles that
    work for them too as clearly defined
    That continue not to work for more than
    obvious reasons as stuff like huge swaths
    of the population addicted to opiates in areas
    of the Country that/who are more impacted by fading
    social roles to make a living where the tradition of a security
    blanket in thousands of years as a tradition of religion becomes even
    more important to them as well as voting for “T”saviors and stuff like that;
    even if they go against every single rule of love their religion teaches which
    brings about greater cognitive dissonance and greater overall dissatisfaction of
    being on the ‘wrong side’ of history now. It’s true, I wasn’t able to read two or three
    books for free in Barnes and Nobles at the usual 8th Grade Reading speed for me while
    dancing and listening to MeditativeMusicMovement at the same time to light up all areas of my
    brain from head to toe for ascendence and transcendence and ecstasy while continuing all for
    free my Autodidact education ‘cross the lifespan tHere. Yes, Jordan Peterson’s book came along,
    written more like a text book than anything I’ve come across on the best seller list at that place
    for mass consumption, before. The First 100 Pages with Norman Doidge introducing the book.
    As a forerunner for the Science of Neuroplasticity and the Value of the Subconscious Mind
    in understanding why humans do what they do and how to improve what they do
    next in areas of Mental Organic Challenges, set the tone for what was to
    come in the book. All Peterson’s talk about ‘Christ’ will probably turn off
    most any “Material Reductionist” but it’s true he isn’t just
    a ‘Traditional Thinker’ as he brings all the details
    away from a bigger picture too. It’s a worth
    while book to me but not likely any
    ‘traditionalist’ will make it past the
    first 30 pages, either or so, now and
    yes that’s okay; for it’s true the folks
    who ‘think’ they are the smArTest of all are
    sometimes the one’s most divided away from
    their Animal Nature and the archetypes of subconscious
    mind that are a potential major source of their general angst
    and discontent of life. Peterson serves his Target Audience well; And
    I personally give his book an A+ Review for what he brings to the Barnes
    and Nobles Book-Cases of life. But it’s true; he’s still singing to an ‘ivory tower crowd’
    And it’s also true, those are some of the folks that i know and feel and sense from very
    personal experience do
    need to get back
    to Nature
    to get Happy again.
    As Far as I’m concerned, it is a book now
    that I would recommend for every person on the
    ‘Wrong Planet’ to read; even if some have to hold
    their nose through parts of it like other folks did when
    they voted for Trump. It’s true, don’t discount all the Babies of life
    for the so-called Dirty water for metaphor of Dark Matter, and Junk DNA;
    I don’t discount any opinion, including the Dirty Water and the Dark Matter
    and the Junk DNA; and while all of that may comprise most of life; that’s reality too;
    To avoid it
    is to only
    get a much smaller
    picture and potential
    benefit out of life. For true,
    life is Art and Science; And Left
    and Right Brain; And Male and Female
    too if one reaches the Archetypes of all of that
    and so much more potential in one lifetime now.
    It’s not gonna solve the World’s Problems but hey; the Sun
    is still shining out side; the Birds are still singing; the Grass
    is Green in an early Spring where i live with Dog Wood Trees Blooming
    and all the fats and sugars one can possibly eat in moderation of course
    with virtual virgins online, numbering more than any dream Hadith Heaven can count;
    once again, in moderation of course to keep room for the rest of human potential too. Not
    likely that Jordan, Mentioned any of that in the rest of his book; but it’s true that’s what really
    smART folks do; yes, they do the Aphrodite Dance from the Matrix Celebration before the Machines
    take over the
    rest of their
    body again;
    sort of like the Terminator
    Series of Movies as this Common
    Archetype of Yang suffocating Yin
    has been around since the first armored
    suits and public drainage systems that eliminate
    lots of ‘stuff’ in life, including more of Nature that
    makes us what we even are as Human mostly Furry and
    Naked in a Forage of Life for Survive that brings a heARTy
    belly laugh and a smile and a dance and a song all free verse
    together again. All the stuff in the world as tools will never replace
    a flesh and
    blood naked
    Dance and Song
    ToGeTHeR AGaiN;
    True, life will go on
    other wise too as is visible now too
    in all the other hemisphere(s) of life, too.
    And really, as far as the general book goes, as i’ve
    seen Jordan condense it all down into a 10 Minute YouTube
    Video where it made him angry that the ‘School Crowd’ didn’t
    like the Skating Crowd doing aerobatics atop concrete in School Business
    associated areas; while it’s true, it’s not smART not to develop the Shadow
    Side, no psychologist worth any real common sense would suggest that doing
    that without a helmet makes any more sense than knocking heads in Football as
    Science also shows that can and will create permanent Brain Damage too and many
    Neuro-problems down the road. It’s true, one can become a Standing Tall Lobster
    and never harm
    anyone else
    or themselves;
    Shadow Martial Arts
    is not what Lobsters do;
    it’s what Humans with common
    sense who want to keep their ‘egg heads’
    from cracking can/will do as a work of art over foolish trauma
    and injury now to prove something the truly meek who are strong
    enough in defense will never have to do with enough practice of
    a Shadow Martial Art that brings that Lobster out of the Shell with
    never a tail
    again to use a
    canine example
    of submission too.
    It’s true, from what i can see amongst
    the ‘College Crowds’ that’s what’s missing
    most ‘these days’ for without a Fearless Nature away
    from Anxiety, Fuller Human Potential will never ‘actually’ come.
    NoW, Fear, destroys everything Good in life; sure, it saves lives too.
    ReAlly smART Humans get both jobs done in Fearless and Due Caution too.
    It’s obvious that Jordan is an overall Tortured Soul and he doesn’t hide that fact.
    What he’s missing still is a free dance out of his mind for at least a day a week.
    Some folks
    But still some of those
    folks refuse to Dance and Sing on Sunday.
    SmART Tribes of ReAlly Happy Indigenous
    Humans still do.
    most oF aLL;
    at least in empirical
    terms of Social Science
    Measure in the most Peaceful
    Smaller Societies that and who do exist still now;
    Also, Jordan needs to do some more research into
    the Bonobo that and who is much more like a Peaceful
    Matriarchal Primitive Human Society than the Chimpanzee as
    that other Primate Specialized and Studied Group does show true, too;
    They literally make Love Peace overall over violence and Wars but it’s true
    their key advantage
    is small Ape
    where there are no
    foreign invaders even
    of the same species too.
    Let’s face it; Humans are not
    evolved to live in insanely Large Populations
    in Peace and Harmony fuller in diverse ways
    of culture in one big melting pot without mucho trouble.
    We Got Mucho Problems; they are hear to stay for decades.
    But again, the Sun is still shining outside and at least some
    humans are dancing in bliss like a Thoth Fool Tarot Card Number 0 in
    as a Kingdom (and just as a tarot side note, i do have a feral yellow cat)
    of Heaven within
    now as that deeper
    more mystical reality of
    life as promised in gnostic
    versions away from literal
    is as true now as it ever
    was for a mostly
    for those
    who seek and find
    that Peace and Harmony
    and Bliss all Naked away from Cultural/
    Religious ‘Big Lies’ of Cultural Clothes that
    strangle the Heaven out of a Food and Drink
    of life that feel and senses so much more than Drink
    and Food alone or the organs of hear and see without so much
    Deeper Heaven real now in ascendence transcendence and ecstasy
    in the eternal now where there is zero feel and sense or know of Death
    in Heaven
    in other words,
    Death is a Moot Point
    when Heaven is real now.
    It’s a within inside gAMe won that
    most folks have no clue about on the outside out;
    Needles, Camels and all that other metaphorical Jazz too, For
    Truth and Light that is a real as what the color blind will
    red and green
    where green becomes red
    Per Pill Metaphor too as a mix of blue ‘tooth’ too;
    In, other words, technology is mastered as slave
    instead of Humans slave to and as technology as
    an ever present growing outside inside greater
    as extension
    of us away from ‘Life’..
    Now as a general side note..
    So.. i did a series of Haiku’s
    last to first in Facebook Status
    notes of three lines as they are first
    to last presented here first before i return
    to the “Wrong Planet’ Website to continue sort of
    the same general topic there on a mix of science and
    spirituality as Tesla did too in his recorded Diary link below in
    a YouTube Video as Linked below in addition to the reference
    of the Wrong Planet topic and site too.. true.. this is all rather
    strange as far as Neuro-Diverse Minds and Bodies do create
    with imagination of right brain metaphor of being and reasons
    of left brain metaphor being too.. as Master of the Emissary
    as Holy Creative Spirit over Reason of Left Brain too..
    and the rest of all of this is written in free stream
    of consciousness visible way as Concrete
    Poetry shapes that bring Holy and
    Sacred Meaning and Purpose
    into this current free style
    write of poetry
    that flows as a river
    as i danced yesterday evening
    in public listening to music at BandN
    in a swirl of reading too.. when one East
    Indian Dude who could feel and sense the
    flow of what i was and am doing then as they (he)
    do(es) Yoga Meditation too as he said wow you are really
    in a flow.. is that Jordan Peterson Book on 12 rules really
    good as i next related.. well it doesn’t flow but it’s a good Science
    book now for to digest too.. with some ‘traditional thinking’ too.. anyway..
    now that i’ve done the Blood Test.. gone to Hardee’s for Mid-Brunch Celebrating
    the finish of my Cholesterol Test with Fatty Breakfast Foods with an additional
    Visit to the River Walk Plaza where a Community Park is now erected on the River
    Front Land now strung with lights next to a RailRoad Trestle a little more than a
    Stone’s throw from my GrandMother’s home downtown on the river where she
    helped my Mother raise me and my Sister after my father left and we lived there
    when i was three years old.. before i could speak at four and felt and sensed
    i am here forevermore now then as somewhat of an adult mindful and body
    awareness in a child before speaking words then too.. viewing God in and
    as all that is within me too.. all naturally as such out of any spoon-food
    words of Human Cultural Clothes as Bibles away from all Natural God too..
    in terms of Golden Idol Words and Men God’s too.. as idols as such over essence
    of God living in and as all of creation now never separated at all i am as ‘they’ used to
    relate too.. on Moses Mountains and the such as that too.. burning bushes and all those
    other myths to hyperbole a story housed as truth and light in vehicles and vessels that
    and who would travel with emotional hyperbole more.. God is real all that is and it’s as
    simple as that all naked and free before clothed with all human idols of cultural clothes.
    IN other Words God lives
    fine on a pristine beach without
    any human foot prints or erected
    condo cancers eating away organic
    life on Earth for anything at all associated
    with Humans less or more non-existent now
    or then.. For it’s true God is the Beach and so are
    we when we understand all is God and we are too..
    this shouldn’t take Rocket Science to figure out but
    often God is totally lost in a right hemisphere of Brain
    somewhere away from feel and sense when trapped
    in a right
    hand way
    of think
    less than left hand
    will bring as God innate
    instinctual and intuitive now..
    A Naked God that and who feels
    and senses as us from Head to toe Free as LoVE
    Fearless as such as all Noble Savages of and as LoVE too..
    we are
    Free God..real..
    Blood Test today.. visit
    to Navarre Beach Psychiatrist tomorrow
    to check up on my increasing achievements
    in art there.. just acknowledging the empirical
    enigma i am all measurable as art and science too..
    it’s true.. it’s not hard to be humble when a grain of sand is God
    and you
    feel and
    sense God
    in as a Grain of
    Sand beyond iNFiNiTY
    as Beach of Gift and Miracle
    of Love within now isreaL.. that is
    God is still putting it all together NoW
    God never quits as is all together NoW

  14. SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Sohair For Love IS A Protective
    Veil WitH Never Fear thaT and wHo protects all as God
    WiTHiN and everywHeRE ELse.. Force of Center Point eYe
    Balance that and Who Lives within as Love from and as GoD ReaL..
    A place with no regret
    within as well no
    will never
    Fear as Love isREaL..
    Love is the Healing Force..
    Love is the Best Defense oF aLL
    For Love Never Fears and WiLL lay liFE
    Down for those Love Loves for when ReaL
    Love as God will do anything and everything for
    TRuE iN LiGHT more than
    FouR letters NoW as Actions
    Of Dance and Song LoVE Speak
    So much more than words alone now.. so
    In other words.. my friEnd in a way it’s sad
    i cannot show you how much i love you with
    eYes of Friend’s Love but i do what i can to make
    my words Eyes of Love and Ears of Love as anyone who
    Loves will do when they lose those other organs of Love that
    touch with feel and sense in face to face Human FRiEnD Contact Real..
    Have A NicE
    Day For
    thE Symbols now
    we create to approximate
    tHe Essence oF God LovE LiVES.. WiTHiN as LoVENoWFReED
    Tree oF LiFE ExPaNDinG RooTs oF LaMP LiT LiFELoVENoW..:)

  15. WeLL.. HeLLo Armchair Perfectionist.. also known and
    felt and yes sensed as Prajakta for aesthetically speaking
    that name is like a Flower of A Friend always at ease to be..
    And i’m glad you are coming back in ease of be now..
    away from a Vacation from Blogging for
    renewal but surely not A
    Death of Free
    Write as you
    do in Stream
    of Consciousness
    Poetry too.. seems i have
    been aboard with you on this
    write ride for about 4 years now..
    it’s true i’m also very much like a
    Wookiee out of some Star Wars
    Movie rather Hairy hehe.. and
    A Loyal FriEnd through
    whatever now may
    come what
    be.. next
    like a fly on glue..
    haHa who never leaves..
    what ELse.. glad to see you are
    taking care of yourself for that is enough for me..:)

  16. Hmm.. dVerse has a Poetic
    Prompt with Plenty of liNks
    to Muse me a little heAR..
    with a term called ‘Burn’
    in what ‘they’ suggest
    should be a Quadrille
    no more than 44 words..
    So.. HeAR.. i’LL See whaT’s neXT..;)

    Collecting Conscious
    Of Day Dreams ‘Fore
    Fire in Morning Light
    Dreams Winged
    Humming Birds
    Dance Sing me
    For True Victoria S.. if my right
    eye and ear had not caught FiRE
    oF HeLL BeLoW For 66 Months my left
    foot might not have come one with
    A Right
    allone iN
    HeaVeN’s BuRN
    At LEasT to me tHiS oNCE iS WoRTH
    66 WorDS WiTH FredkuFredbun FLoWeR FReED..;)

    SMiLes.. Lillian.. LonG.. NoW See
    tHeRE is a FiRE.. HeaR
    lit underneath
    of these
    WordS LiGHTS
    ViBRating SpRinG SaTiN
    ReSoNance FreQueNcy’s eNergy DanCinG LoVE
    LoWeR NoW uPBeat SinGinG SyNErGY LiVinG NoW..:)

    Water Beauty Ocean Depth
    Lake Still Clouds Low
    Numb Escape
    Too Afraid
    WiLL NoW
    ALLowS LiVinG MoRE
    LoVinG DisTaNT CoMES AGAiNoW..:)

    WaVeS PolisH
    gRaiNs oF
    OceaN RiSes
    ShOreS ExPaND GOLdeN BeaCH
    tHis WiLL.. NeVeR GRoWS oLD.. LoVEALWaYSNeWNoW..:)

    Hmm.. Work-out comes now.. perhaps this will.. continue later…

    639 PM 02262018

  17. Hi.. Lillian.. thank you for such a warm welcome back
    to the dVerse trail for true i’ve been traveling around
    the Globe for even more diverse Muse for the Long Form
    Poem i continue to write Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” approaching
    6 Million Words in 58 months of writing on my 58th Birthday on 6.6.18.
    aLong with One-Ten-Thousandth the Distance to the Sun in terms of 9300
    Miles of Public Dance by then also in that 58 month period of additionally doing that and
    i am happy to admit that the 820th MacroVerse i just finished named “LoVEFReEDNoW”
    Accumulated 43,151 Words of Free Verse Poetry in MacroVerse way in just 7 Days.. True..
    i never rest on a 7th day.. hehe.. as i finally got a Novel Sized effort done in a week as hey..
    i’m here to fulfill Human Potential
    and show what’s possible
    with avenues prepared
    by Humans Holding
    Hands in Loving
    Ways of
    that do provide amazing
    new avenues to create art
    with sure.. my weekly average of 300 to 400
    Photos i take to more fully illustrate the words
    accomplished through iPhone Camera Technology
    as well as 30 to 40 YouTube Videos per Novel Sized
    Weekly Long Poem Effort where these days a Human
    Being can and will be the Director Producer Playwright
    Photographer Dancer and Singer and Actor in a one
    Human show with ‘a little help from their friends’
    which truly includes a ‘Lonely Hearts Club
    Band’ of Art and Science through the
    ages for now we have all these
    amazing new avenues to
    do what it took Innumerable
    Individuals Centuries to create long before..
    hehe.. and i guess the ‘advanced technology’ of my
    Shoes and surely the feel and sense the iPhone Youtube
    Songs have played a great muse in firing up what will soon enough
    in June be One-Ten-Thousandth the Distance to the Sun In Public Dance..
    And now unlike folks like Tesla and so many others.. we have pensions and
    social safety nets now so folks no longer die leaving unpaid living expenses
    as debts.. and a best thing of all is the Van Gogh’s of Life now can and will find
    a kind word somewhere in the online world so no longer do they feel like they must cut their
    ears off to breathe any peace of mind and heart and spirit and soul of belonging in this World..
    To truly go somewhere and do something no one has ever done before one must be willing to
    go it alone for long periods of time.. if required.. as these days with the Public Dance.. i get a little
    more attention sometimes than what meets my comfort zone of even too much thanks.. now.. for
    what goes up
    must come
    down as
    i keep
    the eye oF A
    Hurricane Of my Art
    calm as a Category
    6 Million Word Poem mY friEnd
    And dVerse has been an integral Muse
    for what i’ve done so far.. always happy
    to come back by when a trail leads me back this way..:)

    Yes.. it’s 11 PM now on 2.26.18 as i return to a welcome
    from Lillian from the dVerse Poet’s Pub online Trail as i continue
    to travel along the road of links there just for fun as fun comes more..:)

    Logos of Reason
    Fire Burns AS Holy
    Creative Spirit A Wing
    Flight held
    that and
    who flies now

    Moon Dreams Child Weans No Longer
    Afraid of Dark Midnight
    BRingS NoW
    LiGHT iN DaRK..:)

    Emboldenow Burning
    Green Back Yard
    Dog Wood Blooms
    Fall Leaves Swept away
    Winter passes distant Memory
    FooD MoReNoW FoR Tree oF LiFE..:)

    Tesla Dreams Fruition
    AC Warms iN Science
    20th Century thru
    21st Century
    Older no
    colder.. Burns
    Hands Warmer
    Poetry as Science
    Comfort’s LoVinG HEaT..:)

    A Sober Dance Drunk
    Prances away from
    Stumbles down
    no longer
    Toes Star Feet
    Burns aLiGHT..:)

    Nights Colder
    Dark Stings
    HeART PLay
    DancESonG WarMS..:)

    FAllacy EmoTioNS Enemy oF Strength
    For Emotions Glue aLL iNteLLect And aRt
    As WiLL GRows From: Balance Of GRace
    to: OceaN WHoLE
    aT CeNTeR
    eYe WaVe aS
    SiGHT HeARinG
    aBove So beLow
    WiTHiN iNside outSide BUrns
    All aRounD LoVELiGHTFiRES..:)

    DreAMs oF SuNken BRidges
    Water SinKing Cars FLoaTinG
    FAlling GiVinG uP FeaR unkNoWn
    Feelings Senses CoMe MorE BriDGE
    Longer Fears
    Or Need for Burn..:)

    sKeYes WaiT
    FoR A
    to: Burn
    CLouds ALive..:)

    NoW oF
    NeeD NoT HiDe
    BUrN oF DeTaLeS SoUL
    BiGGeR PictURe SHoWS..:)

    WiTHiN FoR ALL
    Those wHo LiVENoW..:)

    SMiLes.. Candy.. Moon only
    exceeded for me
    By Burn
    As Glow
    oF Diatom
    Life iN Gulf Wave Salt
    Shores Midnight LoVE..:)

    SMiLes.. i have a slow burning
    timer for the life of
    my Poetry
    it goes
    past Breakfast
    And Lunch and Suppermore..
    Savior of me APetite Wife Who Serves
    me with
    A Notice
    to get off!
    ‘that’ Computer ‘or else’..;)

    ThE Fortune oF A Cookie
    ServeD uP by A SmART
    PHone forevermorenow
    on Facebook.. eTc et al..
    Cognitive Behavioral
    iMprint Of Positive
    thoUghts WeLL afTer
    CooKie DOugh iS Done..;)

    Burning Bushes
    ComeS AGaiN..
    Beach with Human
    Foot Prints now or not..
    Spirit FlOuRishes isReal

    FiRE aT CoRE
    Trees oF LiFE
    LEaves BUrn WiTHiN
    Energy Synergy
    aS LIGHT
    HearS A Tree Leaf
    Fall WithouT HuMaN ears..:)

    Connecting Emotions to: Language
    From: Healing Art of Poetry…
    Dance and Song works too..
    my my while my my my
    some folks now actively
    seek likes and follows
    And New Fangled FB
    STuFF oTHeRS Do
    HeaLinG WiTHiN now so much more..
    Priceless as words do flow GoLDeNoW
    AS HeART SPiRiT SoUL ReNeWeD MoRE..:)

    For afTer
    oF FiRE
    SoUL RiseS AGaiN iN LiGHt
    Depths oF Sizzle FiRE HiGHeR TRuTHS..:)

    Love’s Memory
    oF Older
    NeVeR Past or
    FuTurE MeMories LiVE NoW..:)

    HAha.. tHis reMinds me..
    mY smEll went aWay afTer
    A Cold last Spring and when
    it came
    ice cream
    smelled like
    bacon and
    bacon didn’t smell
    like bacon then on the
    Solar Eclipse Summer Night
    for me at least i identified
    it as a Doomsday Smell
    then the rest is hiStory
    so far and with
    A Youth
    Fighting back now
    out there the smell
    is groWing normal now
    perHaps one day bacon
    And ice cream will come back separate..
    As Love Wins aGaiN aS Hope aWay from lies oF Fear and hAte
    And tEars and other ‘stuFF’.. it’s True ‘that’ smelled like ‘bacon’ too..
    WitH A dArK T..
    RuMP RoaST.. Hehe..;)

    LoVE A
    WiTHiN sKiN FLeSH
    aS FreQuencies oF
    SMiLEs ResoNate
    ENergy SyNergies aS
    UniVerSe FiRES BLooD
    A BaLL oF LoVEALiVE..:)

    i suppose 25 will do it for now..
    1:27 AM 2.27.18

  18. NoW iS onLY
    aS LonG As
    WiTHiN FeLT
    THose STRonG ENouGH iN WiLL
    iNHeRiT EARtH By FeaRleSSly
    Gracefully LoVinG iT aLL MeeK
    HeaVeN.. Is… tHe aLL NaTuRaL
    MeDiCaL CoNDiTioN…
    THaT iS All…

    A Tale of three Facebook Profile
    Pics now as of course pARt of the
    over 1 Million Words “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
    NoW wHeRE 7 to 9 thousand words are included
    in each Facebook Profile Pic.. And True a Few
    Strung FLoWinG LiNEs of Fredku sort of like
    Haiku but i am not turning Japanese to do it Love
    American Style.. hehe.. anyway.. Oh Lord.. a couple of Full
    Days of Fun Activities including a River Walk Photography Art
    Blast including Flowers and sure as Katrina continues to practice
    her own version of a SiGNaturE Pose as more on that coming after
    the Blood Test Yesterday Routine as such and River Walk Stuff for today
    is the Quarterly Visit to my Psychiatrist at Navarre Beach which means not
    only “the shrink”
    loving the Progress
    now of my Current Arts
    as tHiS ShriNk who is also
    an extra cool dude who now has
    even done Martial Arts too.. but yes..
    Additionally me.. then.. reporting the Fred
    fAcTs that a major difficultly about being
    A Free Lance Circus Performer without a group
    of other Circus Folks to back me up.. is it can and will
    Be Difficult to Form.. Develop.. and Maintain Peer Appropriate
    Relationships as in effect and act i really don’t have that in much
    substance out of Marriage and other Closer relatives.. namely just
    my Sister as such.. but true there is Shawna Baby.. A Southern Baptist
    Preacher’s Wife from Northern Alabama and Sohair.. A Very Devout Muslim
    Widow who lives in South Egypt and no that is no slang for anywhere in America..
    it is the real thingie as Sohair is most definitely a Proud Muslim Woman too per
    all of her
    And that’s okay NoW
    As Love is A Best Bond
    Religion of all that is and will
    Bind Friends together regardless
    of other differences of opinions..
    Anyway that’s what Fred 006 Dances
    and Sings NoW.. for i only got about 4 hours
    of Sleep Last Night and after a HalF-A-Marathon
    and More of Dance through Ten Miles at the Beach
    in reverse dance with Athletic Shoes in Deep Sand..
    and the rest in Public Stores as i had some “Dance-in’s”
    With the Natives as such as one Woman told her Daughter
    in Ear Shot of Katrina and far far away from me.. i bet if you
    Video Tape Him.. You’ll make his Ass Go Viral.. hehe and her Hip
    Daughter said i bet he dropped some ‘Acid’ as common term
    for LSD as such too.. true the all sober drunk on God
    Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic Meditative
    Free Verse Dance in what looks like
    a Nut-Cracker Suite Loose
    in spiraling ways.. is
    not additive
    enhanced other than
    Energy of Frequency and
    Vibrations of inspiring and Healing
    YouTuBE Music from the ages all recorded
    now for mostly give and share free.. Thanks God
    of all that is AS NaTuRE PlUS includes not only us NoW
    And the rest of NaTuRE but the extension of Nature MoRE
    through all the technologies of our Tools NoW iN Systemizing
    Science thOught ways.. actuAlly bECoMinG the Fruition of Tools
    in Instant Gratification of all the sugars and fats one can and will now
    Consume and of CourSE Screen Addictions that steadily closes off and
    or Shuts Down Social Empathic Art in moving connecting co-creating
    ways with the Rest of NaTuRE pLuS wHeRe A So-caLLed Terminator
    Rise of Some Machines becomes us increasingly sownow.. in reap
    As Robot Number 2 and 3 and even more now 2.. anyway.. in all
    Good Fun of lEarNinG.. i FelT tHaT as good enough opening
    Avenue to get in and share a Shadow Folks.. Fred Talk
    with my newly found and not so completely
    Friends across the Street top from
    Purchase Ruined and
    Dead Tools
    of what Humankind
    Continues to BRinG to uS
    MoRE without regard to losing
    A Greater Human spiRit oF HeaRt as
    MiNd and BoDY BaLaNCinG SoUL ALiVENoW..
    anyway.. as the Psychiatrist also gets me as sort
    of an extremely high paid pal around 10 years younger
    than me and even closer than 2 Decades or so for Sohair
    and Shawna Baby as so much Younger than me.. but true even
    in Public it is often the Young Folks who are not so averse toward
    a Dance and Song ANeW.. so sure the Daughter then kept her Cool Hat on
    and said wow this is just like the ‘Foot Loose Movie’ and wow Dude.. your
    Confidence is just amazing as well as your Witness Story for Human Potential
    and the rest of GoD NoW FReED too.. but not unlike my Mother i just about lost
    her Mother too when i laid out the Crucifixion Metaphor of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    Pain from wake to sleep.. yes literally assessed as worse than Crucifixion Pain.. No..
    no 3 hour or 3 day tour for me.. wake to sleep for 66 months in real Hell
    then.. of course with the spice of the other 18 Medical Disorders
    Mostly just more DARk To Reach LiGHT now as yes hind
    sight 20-20 is a mighty fine dine of wine and bread
    of LiVInG LoVE FiReD ALiVE LiVinG WiTHIN..
    as true.. she started walking away too..
    the Mother.. When A story started
    sounding more complex than the
    Twitter Verse from ‘fore..
    For 66 Months in Hell is no
    Gilligan’s Isle Tour Bus either..
    as the Woman Departed Paths with
    me but the Daughter was caught up
    in my Wings of Agape Freedom Strength
    as WiLL uNdER FounDATiON oF GRace and LoVE..
    iN SpiRiT oF HeArT MiNd AnD BoDY BaLaNCinG SoUL
    MoRE NoW.. as it’s really early and there are more tales
    to tell.. but sleep beacons Refresh and i’m gonna follow that
    Light House to bed for now.. and get the rest of my Van Gogh
    Stories of DancE and SonG DoNE BeFoRE any poTenTiAL NoW Further
    of the Country Failing and the rise of the machines as us coming NoW
    to Fruition Even Earlier for it’s a whole ploy anyway to achieve immortality
    now.. rather than to move on WHeRe Nature Takes us Freely as Unconditional
    LoVE to: the last BLiNK oF LiFE iN LiGHT.. From: Freedom Serves Wisdom and Beauty
    WiTH CouRaGE aND KiNDNeSS and all that other LoVInG Jazz that comes and goes
    AS History
    continues to show
    NoW for those who do not
    come better now exPaNDinG tHeiR NaTuRE
    And with that said FredBed CallS AGaiN..:)

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    course without a disease of addiction that can be associated with almost any source of
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