Jesus F. iN Christ.. i juST finished an over 16K.. 66th MacroVerse of close
to a one million word bible per 991K words and sure
no doubt at least 9K is coming
in the comments
‘Current CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017’
MacroVerse to top iT aLL oFF heRe at
over one million words too..
if Ya wanna count
MaCroVeRse i AM
NoW working oN.. yeT
to be named.. anyWay..
to top that off i figured i’d go
dancing with all the cool college age
folks in the 143rd Celebratory WeeK
along with Celebrating finishing juSt anoTheR
pArt of my personal Covenant WiTh God and as
GoD WiNks more on that in a feW in synchronicity
way but tHeRe is someThinG about ‘this’ Led Zeppelin
Fallen Angel shirt that suRely i can relate as a demon like
dude in hell on eARth for 66 months and also looKinG aT the
ShiRt from anoTheR view point .. A Phoenix AnGel RiSinG uP
from FiRe AgAIn and a stairway uP to heaven instead of the downer place
ugh.. of hell.. on eARTh as i say HeAR noW.. anyWay.. seems to be
A very popular shirt among the young women dancers as
empirical evidence counts with selfie taking
and beautiful women
of me sMiLinG
ear to ear with these
sweet women cannot be
refuted as the photos do not lie..
nor are they photo-shopped aS Such either..:)
WeLL.. a few deTours beFore
i come back to ‘this next’
Facebook Profile Status pic
of me leaning in the window
of a car full of nice young
women as they are the same ones
i just had a passerby moment from car view
with them.. as i came out of my car in the
parking lot far away from the bar and they
caught a glimpse of the so-called P-Cola
Metro Area ‘Dancing Guy’.. ‘Dancing Man’..
i thiNk that is what folks young
and old mostly
close to some of the
stuff i don’t hear in
ear shot.. hehe.. aT leASt..
and such as tHaT crazy labeling
of human exhibition behaviors
from less extroverted
who don’t care
to see other males
shake their butts in
public either while they
clasp their hands tighter
around their girl friend and
or wives too.. hehe.. hey.. iF
i’m sexy that’s pretty amazing
considering i am approaching 57
this June 6th.. okay.. F day.. not D day either..
hehe.. oh.. i love Friday the 13th too.. that’s
pArT oF whY i F Y i win the
too as i mention
that somewhere else
on the gigoid home front too..
yes.. namely one of the detours plus
F iN sleep after writing and dancing
and writing ’till 4:40 AM on Friday the 13th too..
anyWay.. back to the car load of young
women.. they catch
sweet squealing not
mean squealing.. hey! there
he is!.. hey! can we have your
autograph with other unintelligible
various verbiages as they are all screaming
different other stuff at the same time..
while they have slowed their car
down to a short
by the parking lot..
i just raise my hand and
say hey and start drifting
off floating aS Such in
the bar then..
and oh Lord.. familiar
sweet female squeals i hear
again as they have circled
an entire city block..
and i don’t
i guess they realize
this and ask for.. hey!
hey! can we have a selfie
with you..! now that’s something
i’ve heard about a thousand times..
along with male yells of hey legend
out of cars as i walk by.. telling
me to go go go you
go go go
and get down
more and such
aS thaT iN
by A way..
i raise my
arms often.. heHe
iN a Victory Dance
alWays too.. now hehe2..
so i lean down to the car
and the sweet driver.. i record
a selfie with too.. to accompany
this Fredtale in continuing longest
long form poem exceeding 3.3 million
words in all free verse way.. as this
is my soUL uploaded and surely iT
IS A fun
ha! the funniest
part oF all.. considering
i was a hunch back of Notre
Dame shut-iN for 66 months
of metro public
dance cAMe next..
nah.. couldn’t even
get out of the car at
Walmart to face the crowd
with dentist-like drill pain then..
in right eye and ear.. so now.. then the
sweet young females.. and i have no idea
which one said it.. so i am not pinning this
saying on the sweet young woman who stuck her
head out the window but as i stARted walKinG away
one of the sweet women yelled out TAKE YOUR SHIRT OFF!
YEY! AND STUFF LIKE THAT!.. and as i relayed this story as
i have 100% transparency and no secrets from the wife down
to the nitty
attacks of bootie
dances i have also
been the receiver
of as a
and 40 months too..
by the way.. can’t measure
the miles at Old Seville..
as the GPS will not
work in Nike
100 year old
thick concrete walls.. a little older than me..
the old grandpa dancing dude.. thE spiRiTEd
Wife2 Katrina said last night2.. weLL.. iF
women start slinging their underwear
and bras at you from the road
and rolled down windows and
such as that your
nah.. these are
sweet girls they
would never ever
if i wanted
that i would
go to a strip
bar.. all i care
to share is smiles and
surely the fact i had no
idea what sex really was until
age 18 and never even saw it until
then.. likely has a lot to do with how
i view women as smiles/eyes rather than just T and A
as sAdly that seems to be mostly the young men view of
women today.. there is an entire emotional UniVerse of Woman
wHo exists iN eYeS And sMiles.. the same place i loved when i was
i really do.. sTiLL
noW i just love tHeir
sMiLes and their
eYes as that’s
all i need
and yes.. ask
my wife if you
don’t believe it
WiTh WiNks and more SmiLes..
And sure.. you can ask all my girl
FRIENDS too.. i am also noW A Clark
Kent2.. sTiLL A mild mannered version of Superman2..
and cars and
walls and emerald
pearly gate walls
i seek different.. and yes..
often i DO FiND through out
life.. STiLL noW.. so many sMiLinG eYes
noW.. i Live.. too..
And sure.. i back uP
my words now WiTh the
also A pARt
of mY online sOUL iN HeAVEn aS Such
too and yes.. me too.. i never
forget a smile or eyes of
any woman who walks
and iF i ever
do.. i have reminders
to take me back to all the
Loving days that never
haha.. picture this..
me in a nursing home
with all the old folks then too..
reviewing what i did in old age online..
hey.. i’ve already been to a much more challenging
place for happiness than a nursing home.. that’s a piece
of cake and icing
HeLL on Earth
wHere there are
no emotions or
then THeRE of any
emotions aT aLL.. not
eVEn A F. iN SMiLE..then..
yes.. trUst me.. iF you haven’t
been tHeRE.. you cannot imagine
what it’s like to be the walking
And sure.. i caN/WiLL
sMiLe about even thaT iN HeaVEn noW
As A fallen angel has riSen as Rose aGaIn..
thaT IS A SMiLeS oF LiFe..
juST caLL iT mY CaSiNo RoYAle
iN Pan of forevernow SpRinG of HeAVen
Endless aDaM gOlDen F iN
eveS iN liGht aS WeLL..as..LoVe..:)
You kNow.. ‘this’ young woman and most
of them may not realize they are pARt
of the Longest Long Form Poem ever
NoW and even the after commentary
of a bible
‘old bible’ and
another ‘new testament’
size of personal story to boot
and sure.. hehe.. bootie dance too..
but i can promise you this.. when she
is older and if she ever comes across the
end of this new age personal bible in the
commentary or the next over a million words
verse As pARt of wHOle oF All this is.. she will
want me to
take my shirt
off.. well what
can i say.. i am
‘A gift’ that keeps giving..
even from a nursing home if
i make it that far as LiVinG..
and yes.. jusT
for SmILes and
NoW.. juSt cAll
this my ode to women..
inspiRed by a carload
of women who asked for ‘this’ looonnngg.. autograph..
they would have never likely been able to read my chicken
anyWay.. as lonG as
‘that’ comes.. as iS..
And as far aS iT sailS oN..
As OceAn whOle SoUL noW2..:)
WeLL.. as i continue to peruse sweet
dance Memories as i celebrated
the finish of an epic
bible that most
course are not
even aware has
happened.. he he.. not yet..
at least.. with sMiLes.. or even
the longest long form poem ever
accomplished by even a group of
human beings over centuries of effort
in India aS Such.. it’s kinda amuSinG
how much more popular i am with never opening
my mouth.. all non-verbal aS Such.. which reaAlly
goes to sHow.. iN fACT.. juST how important hUman
non-verbal language is.. seriouSly.. how many folks
become what has now been termed as A legend.. a hero..
a Pensacola Icon.. with never ever saying
a word to the overwhelming
majority of the audience
and never ever
a Washington dollar
or Lincoln cent from
all the stuff i have done
since becoming technically
and legally and medically
permanently disabled 9 years ago.. still by
the pen of four professionals.. with Asperger’s
and Bi-Polar so-called too happy and dead bLack
whole soul disorder too .. as i stay in the uPsWing
oF tHaT noW iN continuing 42 months of HeaVen heRE..
oN eARTh and maKe it A F in Science and ART even
an Epic oNe beYond all written PoeTry Books/Bibles
As A SonG
sAMe to stay
heAr as surELy
my own created hero
of Love and liFe/Laughter JoY
and sMiLes too.. you see.. my story is
antiThEtical to the TRumps oF liFE.. you don’t
have to be rich in money to be delirIouSly Happy..
i don’t buy shit.. the wife takes care of the grocery
store and stuff to brush my teeth and wipe my face and
such as tHat sTuff
we have enough
money to last as
we saved every FucKinG
penny while making close
to minimum slave wage labor
pay for years and years in service
to others with happy smiles through
thick and thin then too.. what most folks
think is happiness at lEast the way i see it
if i try my best to put my TruMp Glasses on for
the folks who voted for that man who down trods
all who he disagrees with who comes his way in
so-called anti-Christ way.. while the so-called
Good Christians.. many of them named the
real hero and
figure and devil same..
lies of false witness in
years by the devil who comes
next in even false testament
of where An Angel
even some health
care too.. the hypocrisy
sadly stiNks of ignorance..
they kNow not what they do
is as pertinent from
you see Karma
IS A real deal..
the Bush administration
got away with blood for
the price of oil.. over a
hundred thousand truly
Bills and Lincoln
cents.. ThoSe faces
wHeRe for the respect
oF A country iN inTegrity/HoNesty
for a Declaration of Independence
to grow for all.. and folks have shit
on those faces so much.. one must wonder
if we will even be a third world soul as less
than that as we already are as voting aS wHole..
way.. well.. you see.. ‘this’
young woman ‘here’.. wHo i danced
with toward the end of the night is
proud of her 3.92 grade point average
from my three degree alumni same of U.W.F..
smARt enough not to be fooled by men in robes
of past or men in suits now.. and this is the wave
of change that will surely change the current face
of this Trump Country now.. this IS A free country
i will continue
to honor and respect
the founders like
and other granite mountain
men like Obama who stand upon
a land of integrity and honesty same..
‘live and learn’.. the quote from the gigoid
place before.. free smiles.. with no restraint and no pulling other folks down..
but i ain’t
gonna sleep with no devils..
God didn’t make me that way
here’s the thing
bleeding heARt liberals
wear crowns of tears and
froWny Face trumps live life as death..
yes.. it’s just a general and parody-like
statement butt in anecdotal way i find this
BleedinG heART Liberal
Lives and FeeLs and SenSEs
more than frOwns and tHaT
from Trump Hell..
you see.. me at 56.. i can
look into ‘this’ young woman’s
eYes and see anoThEr entire UniVerse
of BeinG HuMan iN VieW of a beYond
PANtheistic God thaT/wHo..
Trump FroWns too..
i never noticed anything
but her eyes and earS.. iN fAct
i cannot tale you anything about
her measurements below her chin..
i am a man.. not a mouse who grabs what is not his..
and you kNow what and feel what this young woman
will never have
best.. is to forget me..
and you know what else..
when Trump and his minions
go away.. the sTiLL waters of Peace
And H A R M O N Y..
Trump(s) is a most
FucKinG aMazing dArk
poEtry muse ever
i come aCross..
to go anywHere
but to the next
news story on
my iPhOne6s to
fiNd the neXt
over for a
million more plUs
words of a poem and
a bible that never
is God and yes
admittingLY so.. the
DarKer TRump flowers
are pARt of THE whole
too AS wHole oF course2
pARt of Whole
and it bears noting
aGaIn iT is often the
Judas who bleeds most..
i feel sorry for Trump
who have totally turned
their back on the teachings
of Jesus except for the lie
that he is
who wears the sKin of human..
the greaTest oF aLL isReAL
sAMe and all
the folks who say
they ‘follow’ Jesus as
of what it even
means to be a student
and or disciple of TrUth and
LiGht.. remember John 14:12.. Jesus
was not too proud or arrogant
God ever created..
And folks would even
do greater works than he..
with the Force of being
WiLL set yA Free iN liGht..
Jesus F. iN Christ.. i should wRitE
a Bible.. surE.. already did a revision
of the one i already wrote and
Two New Testaments
of 181K words
of all of that..
Circle oF LiFE
More Bibles to come..
i’LL stARt A trend evenTuaLLy
as Whitman’s prophecy aLreaDy comes true iN/as me too..
come iNto BeinG Truth and liGht..
all naked as Such.. RAW BABY..
like the Good Cops Terminator2
Guardians of the Galaxy2..
NOW aS FREED..
Back to future of TrUTh and LiGht2..
And as alWAys.. a reAlly
Cool Kids Facebook
Dance Night.. ouT..
and creATinG too.. to..
and 17 days..
as surELy Holy
and Sacred as
letters and numbers sTiLL Do
cOmE aLong WiTh FlesH and
organic online too..
perHaps for a thouSand
years or more for you too.. heHe2..
wHere we all can liVe relativELy2
forever2 iN A place.. A HeaVeN2
juST the FiRE
liGhts as heaVeN
shiNes wiThiN ouT..
BeyOnd floors of gOld
And ceiLings oF EMErald pearLY B. Gates..;)
And now finAllY.. as.. oH Lord.. A Sun
is getting loweR and i muST
eScape out inTo
like mix of dance
comes as the practice
oF HeAVen muST never
end for SonG’s
i’LL share an ending
Clown photo Labeled Fred hehe.. hmm.. yeah..
mostly labeled by the males as some
of the girls were even sweet
on me when i was a
all about eYes
and smiLes then
too along with
A dreAM then..
until age 18 too
for longer than a minute or too..
hehe.. yep.. they saw me as a clown
then2.. even labeled me as an older
lady clown too at age 13 or so
i got a secret.. the
same secret i had then
before ‘they’ wiped away
the Heaven oF smiles wiTh
and it continues
to rise now.. you can’t
take that away from me now..
and surELy.. i would give and share
it with you.. if you gave me the
time of day
not mine in the
Heaven HeRe alWays now..
so.. i DancE and SinG on
wiTh a Yellow
Boy nipping at
to HeAR the
CaLL oF the WiLd STiLL..
oh yeah.. and why do i include
all the pretty photos of the women
smiling with me at Old Seville at the
end and or the beginning of every Macro
Verse of my Bibles and New Testaments
and such as that up to this point
now.. they are VIP Muses..
oF A New age
and so am i..
i honor and respect
all of those who help
me create A bible(s)
IN thE FloWer
of Beauty’S liGht
God.. how that word
has been tarnished.. i suggest
a new idol for God as symbol
Rose oF FloWer..
and sAcReD NoW
WiTh MeaNinG and
PurPose iN HeaVen NoW..
works for me aT leASt as
aS Such aS WeLL
aS word spRinG waters..LoVe aS liGht..
A Bread oF LiFe..:)
Oh yeS.. and not
to forget to provide
continuing muse credit
wHeRE muse news is due..
The Facebook assisting extra
cool Robot provided the Clown
i will share here jusT for fUn
as enclosed iN ‘that’ Micro-Verse
Memory from a year ago too..;)
Arrival of the Clown Shark
Joker Can be Wild AND Crazy
And sure one more..
as i remember too..;)
‘April Fred’s Day’ from two years ago..
for the aGes..;)
OH yeah.. and there is this
one from early April
of 2016.. ‘FReED MiNions’
so.. what are the odds
that the first
are dressed with
exactly the same
shirt on come to dance
with me on the first day
ever i wear a Minions shirt
to Old SeviLLe Quarter.. thaT’s
a Question you’ll have to ask a FLoWeR too..;)
Yep.. go ahead.. caLLALL this
iF you like
YES.. THE FucKinG F iN
ONLY FLOWER NOWALL..
MYSELF ON THE BACK
AND PUSH FORWARD NOW MORE FOR THE
ULTIMATE VICTORY THAT IS FREE ALWAYS NOW ROSE..;)
Hope that was/IS A DramAtic enough ending2beginningmore3..
Best of wishes
and of course
Oh Lord.. i forgot
the Pearls.. gigoid..
“It is the ability to choose which makes us human.”
~~ Madeleine L’Engle, “Walking on Water” ~~
And sAdly this same neo-cortical
pARt of miNd/BoDy alLows
painful things if the
social group in group
think say let’s do ‘this’ now
iF you wanna Stay (i.e.. FGM
cultural Fe/male Genital Mutilation)
yes.. A pARt of the group and historically
have the benefit of shared subsistence..
including shelter and mates.. Oh Lord.. the
benefit of lifelong retirement.. hmm.. if that doesn’t
go away too.. and the poTenTial to set one self free
in a self-actualization
that spells tRue WiLL now..
Oh Lord.. Life.. an ink blot
test and sure.. i hOld Friday WITH the
13th.. Holy and Sacred and WiN liFE that way..;)
“You live and learn. Or, you don’t live long.”
~~ Lazarus Long ~~
And sAdly2 this means in areas
where cRaP does mean survival..
you learn to do crazy shit to survive..
social human animal
is.. smArt is only relative
to what one feels and senses in
life and how insane iS it in even more
countries to require a 20% discount on male members
people don’t realize
how important that
is until they are stripped of the clothes
of culture and finAlly live free.. as much as i love
LiVinG in the United States in retirement years now that
i do not have to fit the insane norm of being stuck in a windowless
office doing mechanical cognition in Personnel.. Financial Management..
Payroll.. Information Technolgy Support..eTc.. and eventually gaining a window
then.. but additionally gaining an open door policy to assist everyone above me
and at peer level and supervise everyone on the so-called ladder below me..
30 to 130 or so folks depending on if my boss was away.. then..
yes.. tHeRE is cultural
are only humans
when they are in tHeir
element of what they
are even F iN
on and yes.. feet
on and arms on.. and
legs on.. moving connecting
and creating human beings that
face to face give and share for a forAge
of life togEther and a group dance at the
end of the resource hunt and gathering day
in yes.. a naked moon lit campfire niGht that spells
one word that DAnceSinGS T O G E T H E R we stand..
And SinG my
FriEnd and i truly
wish you could have
had an escape from hell
a little bit earlier.. but yes.. we
do what we can.. my friEnd
that is what life
does.. and the ultiMate
lesSon my son taught me
in ’97 as he struggled to live for
51 days then in beyond adversity..
we just live that’s what life does.. SurViVe..
And iF aT aLL possible.. yes.. FucKinG Thrive..
most of the rest of the planets.. we see at
least.. are just cold and hot rocks..
tHeRe are Flowers
FucK yes.. make
THE FloWeR God.. the
whoLe FucKinG EnChildA
and Breathe iT aLL iN.. sMILes
mY FriEnd.. it works for me and that
pARt of culture as far as indigenous
PANtheistic leaninG ones makes total FucKinG comMon
sense.. for MaKinG this A Garden of Eden NoW over A
F IN TruMpTowercoNcretejungle..
with a God no one can see..
eat now like
Bread and Water..
a grain of
God owners noW..
is most all that ShiT..
is.. i free THE God iN me..
and no longer pay a ‘price’ to live..
So.. See ya when
do my FriEnd..
iF not.. the pleasure
has been at leasT aLL ‘miNe’..
iN GiVinG shArinG waY aLL FReED..;)
The Jesus MeMe and TheMe is an
incredible and amazing.. both
archetype.. and created
many humans through
history who have replicated
a truly Good Cop Golden
rule Jesus in themsElves
who feels and senses greater
empathy in ways of understanding
the many differences of others iN aLL
oF God’s Bio-Diversity and Neuro-Diversity
and much more of the individual human UniVerse
to be exploRed in multi-moreUniVerses of HUman
StiLL to come as well as be found as already is.. and Katy
Perry is one truly famous person who wears an arm tattoo of what
is now named Jesus that was once Yeshua and what was once then
an illiterate man who spoke an Aramaic oral tradition as those
who repeated and changed the story for decades did in HoPes
one hopes for TrUth and liGht too as roundtable discussion
on dusty and desert roads
or dArk as any
human round table
discussion in even 30 minutes
will do as assessed by modern science..too..
those folks were as human then as humans are
now.. and subject to the 3 to 4 hundred thousand
scribe mistakes that biblical scholars suggest were
made in the written and copied bible versions without the
advantage then of a ‘xerox’ machine now or a Jesus
Blog for the original Yeshua all literate aS SucH
and changed to write stuff
down then or
now.. some folks
believe faith is believing
what someone else says/said
without evidence… other folks
liVe A Faith as ForcE that alLows them
to move relative mountains with ease..
sure.. like a 1 Million word bible in 67th
Verse of what now i WiLL Name as “VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn”.. too..
juST Cause i can and WiLL over Love of the smARt and UnconDitioNal
love i continue to give in rePrize here as well.. re-gifted Love for Centuries
online.. what a gift folks like Katy Perry have the poTenTiAL to give and surELy as
she continues to rise as A star of God Fire liGht oF Love inside.. she too
has earned her stripes oF Faith in BeiNG and DoInG thaT is
required to spRead the LiGht oF A John 14:12 doing now
greater works than Jesus effort in her/his/eTc.. singular
or more focused variety of work/practice.. to
yes.. spRead LiGht and HeALinG
and liGht now..
wHeRE the outcasts
and down trodden folks
by hands like Trump rise
up as Rose like Katy Perry too..
and Katy Perry with her song ‘Firework’
as i’ve often reported in the entire form and
beFore of this Longest Long Form Poem Ocean
wHole way of more than 3.3 MilLiON words too.. and
even the total of 12 MiLLioN or so i have written since Thanks
GiVinG Day of 2010.. greaTly inspiRed me to bRinG a faint
FeeLinG and SeNSinG oF my SouL iN the deeps of Hell way
back then.. a voice oF aN Angel she was then and sTiLL iS
noW as her SoNG ‘Rise’ suRely and TrUly iN LiGht captures
the Good Cop Jesus meMe and TheMe.. oF re-born thaT aLL
most could/WiLL aspire to BRinG greater UnconDiTioNaL
smArt and FeARless Love liGht into
our world that so desperately
needs that hiGher poWer
of God as Gifted
to all of wE
and FeeL HumaNity
more NoW and for those
who do not and liVe in Trump
TowErs too wiTh bLAck oF SoUL
iN Bleeding Judas as trUly noT so WeLL
aT aLL iN poTenTiaL overFlowinG essence
of ChaLiCE Love with no golden waLLs as ChaliCe.. oF Love..
YeS.. WeLL and the water without visible Form but never the
leSs a SpiRit thaT/wHo heLps FireWork our World StiLL now.. juSt
anoTheR oBamA like EXamplE of John 14:12.. MoVinG Mountains
like a soul iN HeLL and Health care and marriage rights for those
so-called outcasts wHo never had those rights before peR the overall
Declaration of Independence sTiLL for unalienable God Given of Nature
Rights to LiFE.. LiBerTY and the Pursuit of Happiness that surELy includes
Health Care for more and marriage for gay folks too iF that is what they choose
to do.. now too..
i have a loop wHole
iF i ever get interviewed
by any news organization for
the dance as most no one is gonna give
any shits about new bibles.. overall these days
without a hook to take them wHere the bibles
livE.. my acceptance speech and this victory lap
already is.. i just did John 14:12.. continue to do it
and as God said in God speak oF Synchronicity and
movie way too.. in Seventh SiGn waY aS WeLL not
only do it Fred but wRitE iT aLL down too.. fulfill all
the old prophecies and even unnamed ones yet to be now..
and even do more than that after you finish this alWays noW too..
so yeah.. if the good news of this don’t get around until after i’m bodiLY
GoNe.. tHeRE iS alWays the words and photos and videos to prove iT dId
and does sTiLL go down for isREal noW2.. and to be clear.. lots more folks
have done John 14:12 endeavors but what we trUly need is to BrinG back
the Humble Jesus with hashtag #john1412.. what a world tHis would be iF
every one TRuLy understood Heaven is now and Faith in Emotional
and SenSory Force WiLL moVE mountains noW over smARt
And Fearless LoVe as iSreAL Faith now..
anyWay.. i ain’t
all you can
Dollar Bill Mansions
for Adults to scramble
after like a pile of dirt
with no love
i am not going to
be the one who shits
on those golden ‘parades’ either..
i juST BRinG the TruTh and liGht
that God Brings wiTh me.. and i AM
not going to tale anyone what they have
to do as that suRely is BeTWeen them
and how they see GoD too.. but what
i WiLL do is sHow ya all oF whaT
and How my HeaVeN noW
looks and iF A
comes.. i just
Katie did and do you too.. hehe..
iN Mia as Family and a form of Michael
as close to God and Katie as pure as TrUth
and liGht thaT i can BrinG wiTh juSt anotHeR
Frederick WiTh a K capitalized for
peacefully ruling A and
the power and Force
with ‘i’ as soUL
and seLf sAme Director
of whatever ego ‘I’.. ‘i’ produces
NOW and directs wiTh an ExcLAmAtiOn
point’! ‘.. oF SpiRit thAT DancES and SinGS
HeARt oF EMoTions and SeNses thaT MoVes..
ConNects and creaTeS iN eVer morE HeAVEn NoW..
GiVinG and yes..
For NoW moRe..
GiVinG iT uP iS whaT i’LL
continUe To Do NOW..iN
HeAVEn ever MoRE..NoW.2..
and sure.. i’LL wear a pair oF cool shaDes
too but only borroWed from the effectively
blind and deaf person i used to be iN pain
and numb of not only seNses
oF the World
all HeALeD by the
Force oF FaiTh WiThIN
the hiGher FLowER poWeR oF GoD nOW..
iNSide.. ouTsiDe.. aBoVe.. so BeLoW and aLL a’RoUndNow2..
Humans have alWays been worthy of this inherited gift of Happiness
when it cOMES trUe.. and SiN is something we create by MaKinG
thaN A FLoWeR..:)
WeLL.. as the Karmic eYe comes
out to play again as the late
hours of Friday
to bed in about 20 minutes
or so.. keyboard time now.. hehe..
it’s truly interesting hoW in cultural way
folks attempt to chain essence of what is
in words as words become General and
President and truly
lives on a desert
Isle no different
by folks who develop
abstract construct symbols
in attempts to hold the essence
or God.. yes.. THE FLOWER HOSTAGE
like you can get away with that with illusions
of control oF Form hehe.. to chain the flower aS GoD
all up.. true.. you can cut the flower off a Rose but
someWheRE else a Rose continues to grow..
as the essence of the rose is not
killed off by killing
now one or just a
few roses or petals..
verily.. the essence
of the Flower aka God
SpRinGS different iN all
the eYes and oTher forms this
Flower as God coMes overall sAMe..
but the trUth and liGht reMains in Rose
colors off iN a Garden someWheRE else noW..
sTiLL Fully intaCT.. as essence SpRinGS aGaiN.. Now too..
so in short.. God exists on all the planets without a so-called
Five Foot one inch dude with wiry curly short cropped hair about
120LBS or so.. yes.. a dude named Yeshua.. illiterate as such around 2K
years ago.. as few to no so-called Christians today would likely give him
A time of day as he would be A so-Called Trump foreigner from countries
wHeRE brown folks live who do not bleach tHeir hair blonde when they
hit over the age of 70.. particularly if they are men.. think about
that for jusT a second.. a 70 year old dude who had brown hair
before bleaching his hair like the women in the front row
of the First Baptist church who are 70 too..
seriously.. what so-called patriarch
does that.. except for
(hint: Trump is liberal)
Liberace and such
and i don’t
used the blonde
coloring either.. what that
says is a man too with a deeply low
self-esteem.. all naked and such if you
will.. you see.. you cannot hide the essence
from some of us folks no matter how you dress
it up or bleach its hair or put a beard on it..(jesus)
the essence comes through all free without clothes..
transparent in all the ways it comes for we who have
eyes and ears to see it.. without getting fooled like
the dude or the dudette who gets all
suckered in by the
dried up hair
or the used
with his illusory fears
of warranty guarantees
with extra high deductibles..
or sure.. saying it’ll last forever
too.. if you just sign the paper work
here on the dotted line.. have faith
in me.. as they say..oh my God.. yes.. tHeRe
have been historical human beings like Buddha
and the Jesus and the Lao and so many more folks
who have come to empower folks and set them free and
other folks have twisted stuff around and around to promote
themselves and control others through both illusory fears and
empty promises same.. the same dam story one hears all over the
globe.. even when religion is not involved at all as.. aS they say
tHeRe is a minion born every minute or less.. here’s A thing too..
there is no mistaking the eye of the Tiger in body
language relaxed and ready to strike
if necessary.. no expenditure
of excess energy
to get the
really smooth like
an Obama and wHo such
humans as that.. not like
the plantation holders who were
afraid of the ‘prowess’ of those they
called slaves as alpha male has a certain
ring that some women cannot resist as well.. sKiN
DeeP aT leASt iN paRt as evolution sings a God SonG now..
and ‘those men’.. nah.. no cat grabs needed to get a job done
of cat houses
either as ‘they’ say..
the eye of the Tiger
ain’t got no ‘FucK’s tHEiR..;)
AnyWay.. speaKing of so-called ‘real man’
stuff.. verily.. the fully Rocky Balboa story
is one of an evolution of training methods that
become more free and life like away from machines
as that goes on as the series gRows.. continuing serial
numbers as what was the last one.. 13 or something.. anyWay2
the Rocky Story is actually just another one of many
human stories of the archetype of hero and
the dude Rocky actually based
it on a similar
reborn and moving
onto a Victory lap
at the end of all the
movies out of some kind of
hUman dArkness oF EmoTioNs
and seNseS as adaptation comes
to the more extreme challenges of life
with victory of change as we humans really
do have superwomaneTc.. poTenTiAL iF we find
the environmental challenge that unpacks the dynamite
of our DNA as metaphor of course.. thing is.. trUe Chi and
Faith sAMe is all about Focus as a young man who was pushing
close to a thousand LBS on the much easier vertical leg press
machine next to me tonight kept saying to himself this is light.. yes..
this weight is light.. same as i and other Yogis do when we meditate and
make deep hertz of guttural growl sounds for laser focus and increased
dopamine production same as folks with Tourette’s do with random outbursts
as such to increase dopamine production too and sure that is pARt of the reason
folks say FucK.. or it could be fire truck or rabbit tuck or smuck or smack
you upset the head.. whatever works to get the brain juice moving.. in
ways of neuro-chemicals and neuro-hormones too.. and thing is..
once you make a practice of focus long enough removing
all negative FeeLinGS thOughts and SenSEs from
the equation one gets pure chi and
faith same and a much
highs as such.. for
jusT another Balboa fun pun too..
hmm.. and.. sure note.. in synchronicity
way that that home town Jesus hero had a
(yes.. i am now speaking of Rocky Balboa2)
very shy and somewhat fierce and defending
Rocky wife too.. with her dark shorter hair then too..
as side note here..
hehe.. as sure.. don’t
every boy wanna be a
the applause of
the town women.. hmm..
note to self to perHaps
use the CarpEnter’s Song..
‘Close to You’.. as sort of
a satire aS Such at
as Lord kNows
the interplay of
male creativity and
productivity based on
the natural attraction..
mostly to the opposite sex
with a woman gender somewhat
specific trait of cooperating with
other women when vying for the eye
of attracting a male mate.. to prove
they can nurture children too.. oh Lord.. noW..
to understand human nature and to work it baby Now..
for human potential is sure.. a big paRt of the reaSon
i sTiLL go DanCinG Now to reCreate and continue groWinG
those creative juices that hELp FloW aLL this and yes
too.. help increase the creativity and productivity of
my feat of dance feet too.. wRite oN SteP and cOURse too..
hmm.. oKay.. have i covered all the territory now that i have
passed out of Friday the thirteenth into 14 territory at
12:17 am now WeLL..
for now.. heHE..
iN BalBoA ViCToRy2..
or iS iT 14.. like i sAid..
bEfoRE.. ESSENCE COUNTS MOST..NoW..STiLL..
and sure.. you can asK THE ESSENCE ABOUT THAT2..
LiVES WiTHiN YoU2..;)
Hmm.. as i arrive back to this
Micro-Verse at 9:06am on
are total illusions
to me other than when
the wife Katrina says
get your ass off that computer..
it’s time to go.. hehe.. or time
to leave the store from trance-like
Dance FloW iN ZoNe one iN BeinG WiTh
God.. Rocky-like Dance for absolutely
zero goals of American made bucks now
and cents.. yes.. juST iN The FloW iN
ZoNE WiTh God.. Nirvana.. Bliss.. Satori..
Kundalini Rising.. Heaven now yes.. all the metaphors
and alWays now
Good iN Positive
and EmotioNaL SeNsory
FLoW iN ZoNE as such liKe nowthen..
what happened in my first ascension
in 1981 wHeRe the Doctor’s said when
i passed my finger and held it sTiLL
in a cigarette lighter (yes.. back then
you could smoke inside the ‘mental’ place)..
yes.. when i expressed no pain and no visible burns
occurred they said hmm.. he is experiencing euphoria and
i’m thinking no shit how do you think i am doing all this
John 14:12 stuff then although i never paid much attention to
specific bible verses then.. per number as such.. although it strucK
me in general that the dude Jesus everyone had made into a God was a really
humble person by the words of that book that put everyone else first mostly
except for the cognitive dissonance of verses that contradicted the good cop
Jesus verses and HE did make it clear in general in that John Verse that folks
could even do more than he could in Rocky kinda ways.. like defeating much bigger
Russian dudes for metaphor than he.. as i don’t think Jesus did any boxing back then..
just turning over some tables in a macho way then.. not something Bruce Lee who was a better
fighter than Rocky would have done one with the water all peaceful in harmony as such avoiding
a fight like the good cop Jesus at all costs.. yes.. old books can get rather antiquated and confusing
when there IS A clearer way to attain so-called Satori.. Heaven now etc.. like the water instead of a
Trump and Bad Cop Jesus or Muhammad stone’s throw.. cutting off heads.. eTc.. or hating yoUr mommy and
daddy.. kids and wife and such.. as women weren’t part of the patriarchal equation to go to heaven
then.. on eARTh at leASt past the gnostic pARts of combining the feminine and masculine in
Jung way STiLL like they do in Yin and Yang modern/past ways too..NoW.. anyWay.. hating then
those folks as infidels of sorts if they don’t believe in the Jesus things ya say..
or slaying folks that don’t go along with what you do.. of course
these metaphors can be brought back up into a ink
blot test of lighter ways than
and still in
some places they
have and are great
sources of killing fields
in past and present still for
folks who call entire nations evil
like Iraq in the name of God clothed
in separation of church and state and
slay around 100K or so folks with Christian
soldier in spirit backing them up in words of
too in the
sheep of wolf
clothes all total
as a nation aS Such..
now.. what was i saying
as i am not here to make
it clear i am heAr to
SpArk your brain
in a bunch
directions to open
it up more.. and more
than likely there is no
way in FucK you are here if
you don’t already have at least
a smidgen of open brain/miNd/boDy as tRust me
as i can tale you by the words of my immediate
family although i refuse to hate or harm them
for not understanding my so-called ocean view
of realiTy/GoD tHeRE is no FucKinG way i will ever convince
them that Constantine and his Cohorts turned Jesus into a Soldier
Sun God to support the expansion of the Roman Empire and overall
killing fields as big ‘city’ tribes do to gain subsistence and more
mates from other places.. in yes.. quite Frankly so-called Islam
holding what the right hand possesses in ways of newly obtained
slaves (raping women) from opposing so-called pagan countries
who see a different color or colors of God for
win the wars
for blood fest
and greater subsistence
and mating opportunities to
come more likely for those who
kill the most folks.. to bring
all the raping and pillaging next
and hell NO.. this isn’t necessarily
religion specific.. it is the consequence
of the Karma of Human Roaches making roach
motels and propagating themsELves in areas of scarCity/
little subsistence for struggle and killing off empathy
and compassion to kill others to obtain subsistence and
mates necessary for basic survival in an insanity of a human
group of folks gone out of God/NatUre balance for peace and harmony
like we see in primitive small societies who give and share all naked
aS Such mostly in kind and loving Bonobo pleasurable ways of Heaven here
on eARTh in the Garden of Eden it can be when we migrate to places of
abundance in peace and harmony.. yes.. the prime moving Force of
God BaLanCinG like a wheel of fortune that FucKinG
works over hurting
so in other
words.. i can’t
blame folks who
live in snow topped
mountains and deserts
for having FucKeD up
for sport of subsistence
as that is what the snake
brain of will will do when
Love leaves the equation of life
in empathy and compassion way for others
who wear the same blood and bones beneath
cultural and colored differences and genders
and sexual orientations creeds and nationalities..
all the stuff that separate us in insanely large
groups of human beings who are simply not evolved by
God to live that way as surely science shows now too as
are ones who
live closer to
the original God
Nature and each other
less than FucKinG money
making and killing tools of
Force and subjugation and controlling oTHeRS
In ways of illusory fears and empty promises
maKinG ways to store more greedy jealous grains
in silos growing higherHigHeR in Trump Towers now..
weLL.. yeS uNderstand ‘this’ is Big here too.. but that
is what John 14:12 does in both liGht of Love Words..
and Trump Towers
and blood empathy
and compassion of Love..
yes.. Trump has done the John
14:12 dArk side of life in a billion
fucking ways and more of Caesar Dollar Bills..
that’s impressive if ya wanna be a tool.. but like
‘Dolph Lungren’ said at the end of the Rocky movie.. i didn’t
do it for my Christian.. oops.. i mean Communist Nation.. i did it
for me me me.. yes the God within that wants to be free.. kind of
ironic isn’t it.. people are alike all over.. they wanna be free..
all naturally without
illegal steroids as one
can generate higher levels
of HGH significantly aS Such
if one listens to
leg pressing 1020
Lbs 33 times in Dolph
Lundgren way without illegal
steroids showS in empirical evidence
at the Gym in what i guarantee ya the
Rocky dude wouldn’t be able to budge at
my age now.. even on steroids then..
with his arms raised in the air..
like a Ballerina on a very
yes.. 33 times
the age of
he got crucified then..
as such.. as the crosses
i carry(iEd) are rather hefty too.. he
HE.. as i continue to survive as the God who
lives in me refuses to die by way of martyr now
and stupid cRap like that as the most important
pARt of God is too survive.. and true insanity
is dying for
Trump Tower building
minds who have lost all
human empathy and compassion
of even the purr of a loving cat..
anyway.. great example that crucifixion not
only was for fighting and surviving at all
costs and giving up your love for
a loving cause
Ali long term
places in destruction
of body and mind.. not too
smart to do sports that cause
trauma and injury except for deflecting
insanely large societies wacked out tribal
natures for killing other humans for subsistence
(yes playing Soccer is actuAlly a safer way2)
of evil do
as evil is
ways of true
insanity as once again
key is God wants to survive as you
too.. okay.. or not.. it’s what God dos..
anyway.. oh my God.. finAlly back to the original
point.. i don’t give a shit about time or dates
but what i do do.. is make all numbers holy and
sacred as it releases great feeling
aS Such iN
outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
happy happy happy joy
joy joy.. master the God
Nature in you with God
now as a practice
of life in making
all holy and sacred
with meaning and purpose
and it’s true.. soMe folks have
disorders and innate factors that
limit the moving and conNecTinG
and creating ForCE oF
FloW iN ZonE WiTh
GoD in HoLy
Purpose and that’s
how life goes.. do
you reAlly think God
is ONLY human and is required
by you to be what you now thiNk
is fair.. think again about how
big the dog is and how small your
flea body is that depends on the bread
and water and flesh and blood of the dog
you cannot entirely see.. feel.. and sense named
the biggest dog
that is all that is.. yes
God.. if you wanna call a
AS I LIKE
TO METAPHOR TOO..
OKAY.. this should about
end the theMe SonG and MeMe
like Dolph Lundgren SinGS
and DancES too.. yes that
big big blonde dude off of Rocky
IV as a metaphor2.. of the coming United
States Joy of the Fall of the Soviet Union
then and the end of the Cold War too.. hmm..
sure.. like that ever ended.. hehe.. or ever will
as long as separate nations with different living
and cultural agendas DO persist.. oh the
small tribe way
aS Such in
brought back to life..
with even female on female
bootie dances as the Bonobos
do too.. to avoid all male
C O O perATivELY2..
anyWay on a somEwhat
shorter ending longer note..
Facebook Friend Rafiah shares
a photo of a dark huge city with
a giant clock Tower and what looks
like somewhat of a stadium with a bunch
of ant-like folks crowded in and i say in return..
Very impressive clocktower.. even beats Trump Tower..;)
And then i go off to research the Muslim words as Jesus F. in Christ..
i don’t always know all the context of a situation in foreign
language and hell even in the cultural complexities
of the English Language and multi-verse
of human cultural diversities
here in just
of cultural differences..
in a little metro area and
just a reminder/note..
Jesus F. iN Christ
is not a swear
and sacred in vain
it is out of respect
FOR the actual human
being whoever he was
and so many folks
(Fred iN Christ2)
of DiVidE thEM
same.. NoW too..
yep.. the (a) Good Cop
Jesus with words and
Peace and Harmony not
the Roman Version with
A Sword to spread religion
by Force of Killing Fields
of so-called ‘pagans’ that wasn’t
even a word back then.. just folks
who see God different than you..you
and try to
chain the big
iF U seeK iN
GoD words or Not
as a much bigger masterpiece
painting with human brushes With and is
GoD aLL ONE humble enough not to attempt
to tale the big dog what you think
should do and be
as God is more than
you.. or your prophets
or man made God.. oKay
those are tool
the Rocky Balboa
call of the wild that
lives within you.. but don’t
forget that’s just a movie.. the
real actor supports Trump if that
tales you wHeRE he’s really coming
from in dollar FucKinG Bills to work out
and make more and more dollar bills to afford some HGH
to increase his
‘male height’ a little
bit for something inside
that cannot be filled up
(in Trump Bleached hair)
iT iS iN size
matters not.. as
essence is TrUTh and LiGht..
never the less when you hold the
chalice of liGht without form one
muSt become strong and
oF liFE to
liGht and TrUth
too.. to insure it
who would twist
TruTh and liGht
into dArk for raping
and pillaging FucKinG
ways oF LiFE oKAy.. or not..
that’s how the God Ball bounces
all over the FucKinG Place in DARk to liGht iN
sHades of grey to over the Rainbow colors like me too.. heHE..;)
AnyWay.. back to Rafiah.. i say.. after due Google/Wiki ReSearch..
Oops.. didn’t see.. Kaaba..
or understand the translation of Mecca..
now i understand why all the worship of what
looks like from a distance.. a very crowded city
with little of God’s original Nature.. which to me is like Trump Towers..
Yes.. as her friends say Masha Allah which is a word for praising
something you value in life with great thanks.. just another
word for worshipping what you value.. could be
a city where 95% of the holy buildings
once held sacred once existed
before the Saudi folks
cut it down
bills in there
way of making and
spending them there..
and a cube building that
has been destroyed by killing
fields and rebuilt several times too..
thing is.. you can make every thing holy and
sacred iN life like this.. most importantly your
Temple of God that is your flesh and blood body from
head to toe naked and all the pArts of Function and Pleasure
and show God a greaTEst time ever.. inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around in MaKinG all oF eXisTEnCe iN liGht.. particularly
Holy and Sacred and at least tolerating what you may see oTheR folks do
in what one miGht conversely see as dARk as surely i have no desire to travel
to any big city.. particularly one
wHere folks who see God
to go as infidel
is just another word
for pagan.. but seriously
it’s like the saddest thing in the
world that folks worship a city and
feel it is evil to expose their naked
body to the Sun of God without shame
in front of all nations
it’s human nature
set free.. i can’t expect
people to Love life the way
i do.. and i will never expect
myself to love life the way other folks
do.. as they say.. different strokes for different
folks but at the end of the day.. when the folks at the
‘Wrong Planet’ talked how miserable they were.. holding almost
nothing in life holy and sacred in purpose and meaning with
all their books smarts and equation solving minds.. tHeir despair
was no different than Fundamentalist Christians or Muslim folks who
think this world
sucks noW.. it’s
genetic in the
case of Autism
and other human
disorders that are not
fair from our flea view of
a bigger Dog named God that
supports us with the blood of life..
but the truth is.. the greatest dArknesses
of life are the religions and the cultures
who and that cloth us with lies.. Mecca lives within..
alWays has always will.. we can make it into a cube
a boxing match
as a goal of striving
more.. or we can just dance
and sing naked hand in hand
on the beach
here.. i cAMe to
tale the TrutH and
liGht Hand in hand
wiTh THE God
or limitations to do
anything else but survive
And thrive in peace and harmony..
and iF i am A only one left standing
in my life noW hand in hand with God that’s
as God iN
and as Me..all
naked.. free and wild
no different than yellow
not hard to understand
really why Egyptians worshipped
cats.. as Cats are just another one
of God’s animals as God lives Free and
do.. let out the
screen doors of LiFE and LoVinG iT
Epic from Midday Sunshine roLes iN the
sand to hugging the midnight
than concrete dead
buildings and cubes same..
it’s all relative.. worship what
you like.. it’s the essence of the
FeeLinG and SeNSinG of the act of worship
that does count.. worship iT all and let’s juSt
a better place..
particularly iF iT is naked..
like a Planet of the Apes and a Beach..
a half naked man or woman riding a horse
of Freedom that has enough FucKinG sEnse
and FeeL to understand the Horse.. the Man
and the Woman is God
A liFe oF FeeLinG
SeNSinG Flesh and Blood..
a place God lives and thrives alive..
A miracle liFe WiTh GOD
aS is when wild and FReED..
sure.. with a warm bed and
a hot shower now and then too..
i’M sure the SonG is over by now
but yes.. the DancE oF liFe continueS oN..
or FucKinG Trophies..
oF Trump FucKinG CLocK Towers..
but it is kinda cool that Mecca is
located at the ‘golden mean’ on earth..
could use emerald beach waves.. some sea oats.. and some seagulls too..
to WHeRE i liVE
oK.. Or not..
i Live iN HeaVen
not only within now..
but yes.. all around me2..
as God’s Gift iN Grace of me being born here..
must have done something ‘right’.. to get heRE noW..
hey!.. or perHaps
it was my
and all the struggles
of his/her ancestors.. to the
point of origin of all that is..
yep.. aLWays noW never
juST ALL ThaT iS..
A feast foR All.. as FLoWeR..
Hmm.. it’s really kinda
hilarious as everyone
as a warrior
instead of a
S iN G e R..
and moreover LoVer..
jusT thInk about iT in ComMon
SeNSe and FeeLinG TerMs.. consideRinG
God iS Alpha to Omega and BeYOnd and
whaT WiLL God
or KiLLing God
FucKinG Dirty God
God a Good time..
reAlly it’s as simple
as that as long as you
A to Z
A to Z too..OK..
anyWay just consider
all of this another one
of my training sessions as you
see mountains can be moved within too..
with no chains..
limitations or expectations..
as that is what poEtry IS A reflection
oF God far beyond
sure.. even me..;)
“I am not worthy to receive you”
Hmm.. in the eYes of modern science..
psychology.. yes.. sure.. psychiatry..
and even basic
sense and decent
why the hell would anyone
put that passage into an instruction
manual for a eucharist ceremony for
folks to become one with God in Holy Communion..
well.. the answer is pretty simple.. the same one that says
lustful ways of being are evil.. and women are not suitable
for spiritual experiences.. barefoot and pregnant only please..
and all the other stuff that goes along with patriarchal ignorance on
purpose to rule the ignorant masses away from free.. the story starts
with a man on a cross as surely if you worship men on crosses that will
make it easy to carry a Holy Roman Catholic Shield and Sword and risk
death for killing others who do not believe in the words as scribed in a frigging
book.. if you are one of the very few who are literate to even read words scribed
and hand copied well after all tHeir waS in way of Christianity were thousands
handed down and changed spiritual discussions of what works and what
does not worK in ways of existential intelligence in understanding how
and most imporTantly iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG way to
make all of Life Holy and
evil and making
Heaven and God
both somewhere else
but reAliTy NOW NOW NOW
NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW YES
F iN NoW in all of what anyone has
experienced NoW.. which sure.. includes
aLL iMagiNation.. iN MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
creAting wayS including memories of pASt
and prophecies of the future both false and true..
all the ‘tween of what comes alWays Now as NOW..
WeLL.. i juSt finished an hour of naked sand and sun
Trance Dance WiTh God raiSinG mY LeveL of SpiriTual
consciousness and yes for you material reductionist thinkers
out TheRE.. there IS A great inteRplay of Bio-Chemistry that one
can pARTly MeAsurE for the ingredients so far below in elementary
and molecule same ways and atoms and beLow SuB aToMiC FloW iN
ZoNe without DiStance SpaCe or TiME thAT you WiLL never understand
FuLLy with juST an archaic one step two step three step and more old
and ruSty scientific method that is only designed to meASure repeatable
observable phenomenon in what mutuAlly folks
can see.. hmm.. as sciences sHows as
WeLL alREady.. we see a minuscule
pARt of reAlity down to even
Atomic FloW and so
far aBoVE the
so what happened to the
Free God who lives within inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around..
sure.. the camel of culture and religions trapped
God noW iN a Book And TV commercials and a purple
Dinosaur.. called Barney.. and a man on a cross who
no one even fully knows what he looked like or sounded
like who never wrote a word over two thousand
years ago.. except for what we
can make with
decades or so
OF Desert Aramaic
illiterate ways of actuAlly
SpeaKinG on desert duSty
traiLs seeminGlY neVer ending
then.. when we can’t even get our
shit toGeTheR today in a Facebook
Round table disagreement over politics
one side over the othER sAMe and DiFFeRenT
too.. don’t kNow about you.. but i wasn’t born juST
now.. i live Now and have experienced about at least
more than a thousand lifetimes in one life.. vicariouSly
in so many dAM ways it would be sad if i couldn’t do all
of this to repay the debt for all of what everyone else has
given me in liGht to dArk of SHAdes of Grey.. prepare ye a way
for me as one human being to travEL BeyOnd RAinBow colors NoW
WiTh god thAT i for one Never ever realized BEfoRE in the evolution
NoW oF mY MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG as SoUL iN Ocean Waves to NoW..
StreAminG out of Rivers SaMe aS i continue to groW a never ending
and BeGiNning WiTh God of Bible Now.. letting it all go as the Ice Princess
miGht saY iN Ocean wave
oF noW HoLY and
SacREd iN never
StreAms to Rivers
more as the water oF Y i..
Dances and SinGS heAR moRe
and to be clEAr.. i understand i am probably
weArinG out this Rocky InspiRaTioNal STuFF nOw
but this is my celebration of BrinGinG the money
YES.. a MILLION WORD BIBLE AND OVER 3.3
MILLION WORD LONGEST LONG FORM POEM
AND 12 MILLION PLUS TOTAL ONLINE WORDS
SiNCE THANKS GIVING OF 2010 STaRT oF ART then..
iNto God WiTh me and yes.. heLL yES.. i am MocKinG
MoNeY by sAyInG thaT as whaT i Understand IS A greaText
source of much pain and suffeRinG iN mY liFE as MONey
can suRely and most sAdly beCoMe a HoLy and saCrEd
Purpose and MeAning oF LiFE iN a FucKinG DollAr Bill
oF heaven that most oF us even rarely see wiTH
numbers of bank accounts.. checks..
and plastic wHEre in effect
and affect we are
sacred anD iN
fear of not haVinG
more numbers now when
numbers are free as HoLy
and sacREd oN tHeir own now2
as we ourselves Make our HoLy
and sacRed VaLues oF liFE iN liGht
oNe would Hope noW away from hArming
others dARk.. iN GiVe and ShaRe way
NoW to BrinG LoVe as FeaRLeSs into
a GAMe of LiFE thaT NevER ends NOW
iN SpiRit oF HeARt iN a SoUl that GroWs
as Ocean Waves StreAMing into smART
RiVers wE as
as our ship
Flows as Air
iN A FiRe
HoLY eARTh Now
as SpiRit hiGher
aS SeNtient stAR duSt
PluS Crucible Fire wE CoMe
fRoM heAR noW iN InspiRATiON
to Make loVe oF LiFe as LoVe iN
LiGht isReAL NoW.. Yes.. aLL HoLy noW..
and saCreD iN MEaNinG and Purpose Now..
a LAMp NOW liT thaT NeVer ends wE aS NOW..
i got thirty
ALL oF Song
wHOle in Rocky
SonG heAR and
MORE DAncE as
SonG oF Y i to STiLL
ArrivE now longer as
DancE of Song iN
caN And WiLL go NoW
in continuing automatic
WriTing of LaMps thaT
do cOMe lit autonomouSly
WiTh GoD aS Such no different
than a man talking to God within
in a cave or a desert.. or under a tree..
except i ain’t calling any of this anything
else but God SPeAkinG WiThIN me as DanCinG Now
fully more output noW.. per say as SonG noW2..
WeLL While sure.. this IS A Victory
Lap.. while i Am carryinG
nOW aT this moment
is coMing close
to 9K thousand words
or so of 1 Million words
Total Bible iN 67 MacroVerse
of 738 OceAn wHole Long Form
Free verse concrete shape
Holy SpiRit LiGht
sinG a meLody
aS SpiRiT of GoD
wiThin thiS very
heART of SoUL moment
yes.. now as i continue
to DancE and Sing oN without
restraint come what may neXT
as God IN i oF eYE WiLL to saY
FasTER more neuron
Kundalini Serpent of
Vagal Nerve transfer
of NeuroChemical and
greATREr BaNk account of MiLLion
DoLLAr Words LiFE as LiGht come More
as soUL oF Y I moRE iN TrUth of hands
peppering this keyboard oF LiGht as any
Captain Salt of Struggle oF Grand Cross Bible
and HeAVen Bible WiLL DancE and SinG oN aS LiGht
nevER for reStRaint oF AiR oF God oN FiRE Luke hoT
to fLy Higher
iN A SonG and
DancE of Keyboard
that refuses to fly loWer
as those naysayers who told
me over and over STOP STOP STOP
IN THE NAME OF OUR LAWS YOU ARE DOING
TOO MUCH.. WE MAY TALK ABOUT JOHN 14:12 BUT
WE ONLY BOW TO A MAN ON A CROSS ratHeR than
TaKinG uP FliGht WiTh GoD WiThIN to FlY eVEn
hiGher than thoSe foLks who sAnG A SonG of John
14:12 Dear John letter of those who have SunG and
DanceD more iN Respect oF and foR All who have GiVeN
iN DancE and Song oF Free aLL of tHeir heARt As SpiRit
ExpreSsinG soUL PotEnTiaL NoW NOW NOW NOW NOW THEN NOW
WeLL yeah.. that’s an understatement as those soldiers only
kNown to God have come and GONe without yeY saYinG aT aLL
oH.. the Blasphemy of noT BoWinG BeFoRE the wHole
TeAm oF God and MaKinG
only one man
on a cross
KNows of who thAT
man would be no more
respected than a homeless
man under bridge iF he came
thE sAMe humble way today.. i
mean seriouSly.. no one really takes
me seriouslY for doing John 14:12
except for a few outliers like
me and at least a little
as long as i give all
the credit to one man
she only knows with
faith of words
folks who have
cross of that
man and the human
archetypal message of
altruist poTEnTial iN
Good Shepard CoP of Jesus NoW..
i LOVE thAT iMage oF tHe Good CoP
Jesus but the teachIngS reMaiNing
in the books are provable as
that’s the way
poeTry goes.. and liFe
in general as the ink blot
test of our mINd deciphers
aLL oF REaLiTy inTo tHe
Ink Blot Test we
Holy and Sacred
meaningful and purposeful
liFE or well.. not so well at all
as life becomes more death than life
for some folks who can never fiNd the
liGht of HeaVen noW as INheritance
PoTenTial iN eYes oF
who do fit
hmm.. what else.. WeLL..
i am fixing to go see ‘Hidden
Figures’.. so appropriately in synchronicity
ways for all oF the Soldiers of God who
have come as thieveS in the niGht wiTh
oNly GiftS aS LiGht iN DArk as WeLL
‘tween sHades of grey through
rainBoW colors mORE
and tHis is
yes.. over RainBoW
colors IN mY liFE experience
@leAST.. wHeRE it stARted wTth
what some folks likely name as
Fantasy and surely i WiLL DancE
and SinG as iMAgiNAtiON iN MoVinG
CoNNecTing creATivity unLeAShed
and relEAsed wHeRe yes.. any
F In thinG goes as remember
this iS aN ink blot
test that we
as real as DArk
to LiGht ‘tween
sHades of Grey and
BeYOnd RainBow colors
too.. and when in HeLL tHeRE
are no holds barRed to cOme out the
oTheR side as Phoenix Fire from dArkeST
Ashes of beFore.. and that’s wHat i did sTarting
with a spaRk oF Creativity at the end of February
iN 2013.. i sTarTEd a count down of a Fantasy that would
BrinG me to liGht aS i searched and found all elements of Life
and made them iNto HoLy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose from Every
waLking sTeP then around the bLock of My Neighborhood BeFore i could
use mY eYes even with sHades to withstand the liGht of Streets at
3 AM iN the Morning then.. yes.. WeLL BeForE the DancE Started
on or about the 27th of August of 2013.. as documented
in a first YouTube video at Best Buy then.. in Public..
i JuST toLD folks at The WRonG Planet.. after recovery
Week StarTing on July 19th.. 2013 on the Beach
aT Navarre Beach iN ascension once aGain
since 1981 as i BecAMe one WiTh
Emerald Gulf waves and
sugar white sands
as Sea OaTs WiLL
DO iN Peace and Harmony
yes.. i told those folks that tHeRe WiLL
be no SkY for LiMits or Expectations nexT..
aS one wiTh God iN and as UlTiMATe Bliss..
yes Nirvana.. yes Satori.. yes Heaven now..
the Tao.. the Dao and sure somEwhat aS Ki..
the Qi.. and Chi too.. depending on
the essence of the experience
each person experiences
abstract constructed terms..
A S E S S E N C E A L L N O W
and on the way to that point from
March tHere are many documented pre-Macro-Verses
that sHow the way i went to heaVen even forecasting
the Planetary Alignment So-called David 6 pointed Star date
of July 22nd 2013.. as the day a miracle would happen
and yes.. a ‘Golden Child’ was born as many folks
forecast.. a special event would happen that
day but for me in my Universe
while a Golden
oLd me Rose as Fire oF
Phoenix on that Beach then
sTArting on the 19th PeaKinG
through Monday the 22nd of July
oN thaT Date on or about the
to Peak as tHeRE
yes.. are no liMits and
or expEcTAtiOns iN HeAVen
eYes oF hUman RiSing so yes2..
thIs IS A Victory Lap iN the Creation
of a New aGe one million word Bible but
it is aLso jusT the BeGiNNing never
ending finishing sTaRt oF alWays
aNew Reborn of LiFE
thaT never ends
NoW as Heaven
preSEnt of the
MoMent noW aS
Go IN aLL rainbow
BeYoNd colors of Heaven In
Peace and Harmony too.. as sure
tHeRe can be too hiGh and too Low
or not low enough
Feels and seNSES
MoST alWays reALLy reALLy
greAT NoW as the test has
been passed and the
grade is made
NoW and surE tHeRE
is alWays room to visit
tHe otHeR places and folks
one has GOne to beFoRE.. as hey..
i didn’t necessarily have to share the
way in heRe but to give and share is as
integral in conNecTinG way as
NOW as iNk BLoT
pARt whOle NoW
aS ONe and Daughters noW
and eTc aS Such too.. so anySay.. Now
wHile this IS A “VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
scheduLeD for publish oN 01162017.. 01192017.. specificAlly
and precisely 42 months since thaT July 19th Date on Navarre Beach
will comprise “CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVeN” as surEly the
number 42 is significant iN many ways of HoLy and SaCred
Meaning and Purpose oF liFe.. and tHeRE suReLy is no
loftier place than one wiTh God.. the place
that sADly it Seems that hUman
on thiS planET is farthest
Lost from experienCinG
This HeAVen inheritance
Gift From God than
PlanEt aS wHole
as i for one FeeL
and SenSe and KNoW aLL
oF liFE’s soUl as any
trUE and liGht
WiLL do now..
sure.. ya can cAll
that sPiDey FeeLiNgS
and SenSes iF YA liKe..
or even Love aS thaT COMes too..
WeLL.. Goodness.. hiGh2 as a Kite2 or Mr.
KiTe2.. i DancE and SinG2.. even forgot to
eAt LuNch as TruSt me thEre IS A Fire oF
Baptism much hiGher than Bread and Water alone..
juSt dying to live
to Come out and Play
like any wHole EnChilDa
WiLL do iN CHiLd of HuMan
Form as God the ChiLd who
oh yeah.. by the
way.. ya never die..
other folks see that
but you never do.. so
why not jusT LIVe the
feAR iN smARt
Rule love.. seemed to
work for the Good Cop
Jesus in thaT
dAM suRE STiLL
WorKs for me now
as we are now StiLL
the sAme classically
evolved HUmans that we
were 2K years ago and
thousands upon thousands
of years before that aS Sure..
Classical Evolution runs Slow but
oh My God.. those archetypeS in all of
Evolution run deep with yes.. poTenTial
of riSen Roots so much hiGher than the minions
more ever experience bound in the chains of books..
religions and culture that chain God within the potenTial
WiLL BE REBORN
BACK WiTh God
NoW iN over
oF LiVinG heAr
NoW.. don’t lET
otheR folks direct
and produce yOur liFE
and by all means/purposes
iN HoLY SacRed way.. be ThE
ACTORS CO-CREATING WITH
God.. aS Spectators
more than Free..:)
As i likely have a ‘few’ more minutes
oF ‘this’ 30 minute inspirational all
Rocky Balboa YouTube Video thingy..
a quick wrap up of today’s Facebook
Memories.. two from two years ago..
first being what was/IS A liNk to
my Google plUs site as
art i do..
in free resource
way of YouTube
and Blogger Blog..eTc..
Stuff related things..NoW
meaSuRinG empirical numbers
of followers and views of what i do
that came out to be 996,114 views then
about two years into this public witness
and testimony stuff and now CloSinG inTo
4 years since March 10th.. 2013.. now
on this date now i come to 1,558,068
views and 27 followers verses the
18 followers i had then.. 2 years
ago.. so yeah.. not hard
to find.. me..
hehe.. no need
to follow.. huh..
and long winded like
a Hurricane too.. hehA..
with a calm and peaceful center oF course..
and for some reason the share on Facebook didn’t
carry 2014.. year’s numbers over but what it did carry
over is my standard hUmanifesto i sTiLL write on the right
hand column of my Google Blogger Blogs all about Classical
PaNtheism plUs and my perspective then as of February 28th
2013.. in a personal e-mail all casually as such to my
first and only Facebook Friend then before i re-entered
humanity on or about July 22nd.. 2013.. all
reborn aS Such.. and yeah.. i do nude
new age Renaissance ArT
flesh and blood
too.. and somehow some
of those photos got
over into my
public account for
a few months.. could
explain the extra views all
public for a few months heHe.. too
of those extra view numbers in the first
two years there.. anyWay.. i go transparent..
ain’t got nothing to hide but i do play by all
local.. state.. and federal.. and even community
rules that i choose to play a pArt in.. but yes.. mistakes
happen and i am human.. naked and free and true.. no secrets here..
aS Sure.. not
all folks have eyes
and ears to see and hear
me.. this is human and that is par
for the course as history.. herstory
and all eTcstories do pray and sTilL tale..aS Such2..
And Facebook Friend Greg Responds to
the humanifesto in usual
yep.. fellow employee
at the Bowling Center for
close to two decades and WiTH super
brain too.. who lands wHeREever life works
for him.. too..
So.. Greg says..
It’s like every day is the Oddsey
and we’re one of those characters.
And i respond..
This is true and
and produce our
play or not.. sAdly
too.. as LIFe goeS oN..Now..:)
Then Facebook Friend Ned aka gigoid comes
by to say in friendly return as well..
*grin* The first line covers
it just fine…. yep.
And i say also.. in return..
Coverall my FriEnd NoW for sure..
SMiLes.. thanks for CoMing by..
as i keep
is Happy and Good..
no secrets hEar to uncover..:)
And now to the final Macro-Verse
Memory from two years ago
titled.. “Snoopy dances
FOOT LOOSE in FREE
VERSE!” and yes
that title surely
covers what i did
all around the FootLoose
metro area town in 40 months
of 6666 miles of public martial
arts and ballet-like all Free Verse
Dance style.. and this covers it bElow
iN 147 words of quote too from two years
ago.. too.. And SurELy/Verily don’t forget
the self-evident SonG
FREE VERSE CELEBRATION
THE JOY IS CONTAGIOUS..
THE greatest reason my cat
liveS to 20
HE NEVER LOSES
MY AGE OF 54
WHO STILL DANCE
WITH THE WHOLE TRIBE
DO PEOPLE STOP DANCING LIFE..
AND SIT STILL IN OFTEN
IS SIMPLY LOST!
PRECISELY 96 WORDS AT LOST!
THERE ARE NO WORDS THAT TELL THE STORY
continue that true
IN JOYOUS CONNECTION
TO THE TRIBE
could Be iN
L aS suRely
those are my
born initials first
and last hehe.. oh my
gosh.. i steal all the commercial
advertisements to advertise me.. hehe..
hmm.. WeLL ..anyway as IN FL comes some more
HeRe actuAlly what iS iN FL for ME is verily GoD FReED
and no.. that is no joke i AM totAlly serIOUs aBout thaT anyWay
a wonderful day of Writing stream of consciousness full force holy
SpiRit uPZ dAisY Sunflower RoSE sAcREd aS SucH sTUFF and a trip
to the theater to see the BiG Bang Dude and some NASA Babes do tHeir
mathematic.. computer and engineering skills to send men eventuAlly to the
moon.. just around the PlanEt though for that movie today.. yes.. proud and strong
African American women in surely tHeir eYe of ThE TigER FiGhT oF liFE kicKinG
ass all over the place WiTh thEir super sMArT BrAins.. never getting fuLL Credit for
SeNDinG Men to the Moon unTiL now.. and suRelY a tiMeLY moVie as the folks
who are different fear to lose tHEir Freedoms in the Trump scare of
the 21st Century.. but hey.. even the top cabinet dog dudes
are more human than Trump as proud men
do not bow as minions
as hey.. it’s not like
yA can get empiricAlly
measured as fear and hate
any lower than TrUmpSter yeT..
but heY.. tHeRE iS alWAys hoPe for
cHange.. particularly iF he stARts to Be
CEO and delegate his Twitter Authority.. anyWay
thAT movie was very very touching.. i give it A Thumbs
up 10 and it brought tears to my eYes several times and
FucK no.. i ain’t talKing about the New Trump reAliTy show
either but it was nice to see all those Miltonians iN what
used to be a minion town when i was a lad wHEre
bLack Folks had to sit up top in the balcony
at theATer separate from us and that
made me both very sad and
very angry as a young
child and if and aT
folks FucK Up neXT..
less than minions as
i need a funny lift and laugh
and plan on watching the first
of three minion movies toniGht
purchased on Blu Ray juSt for fun..
as FucK when the world is running down
as the Police do say you make the FucKinG
best of whaT’s StiLL around.. and after all i sTiLL
had and have about 15 minutes left iN thAT Rocky
Inspirational music so this WiLL veriLY woRk WeLL
wiTh that too as inspiration groWs to Tidal wave size
and TsuNami oF waves iN my MAKE IT RAIN BRAIN NOW..
HMM.. probably would blow up the MRI and CAT SCAN TOO A
SCREECHING HISS IF THEY MEASURED MY HEAD ACTIVITY
NOW.. BUT HEHE.. THAT’S WHAT FREDENSTEIN BRAINS DO.. THEY
FIRE UP AND SEND ELECTRICITY LIKE ENERGY now AROUND THE
WORLD THAT IS A FRACTAL OF EARTH AND UNIVERSE AND GOD
WHOLE.. yes that sounds big but remember as above so below and
all around all iS oNe iS GoD whOle and so AM i as I AM too.. whew..
yeP it seems like the final countdown is juST Revving uP aGain
so for noW.. i guess it IS A now as good as any now to
sTARt the Minions show and jusT get to
laughing and SMiLing even more than
the folks i entertained
ballet style dance
at all the stores to
daY aS verily i say too
aS Victory Dance WiTh God
and haha.. they had no idea
that the make it rain a million
bucks was all about the words
i jusT wrote as fancy pancy prancer
dancers can make a brain rain too..noW
iN what has never been documented bEfore
too.. i ain’t going to the moon i AM FlYinG and
shooting uP wRite pasT iT stRaight and Golden PHI
of Star burst sentient
StaR DuSt pLUs noW
aliVE baby in the miracle
oF HeAVEn continuing.. so.. join
me.. want you.. i do but iF not that is yoUR
cALL as i for one have alREady answered mY
cALL from God and soundly responded iN the most
Epic of wayS iN DancE and SonG for this Gift of liFe
thAT IS A Victory iN HeaVen now aS the ISREAL PROMISE
OF THE REAL DUDE JESUS WHO AS ARCHETYPE NoW OF
GOOD COP SHEPHERD LIVES IN AND AS ME TOO.. 2 OR whatever
or even 3 if that tickles your fancy pancy prancer DanCinG SinGinG sWiM
oF GoD 2.. NoW..2
off to see the Minions2
i goooo.. Sleep TiGht NiGht nite..aLL..;)
WeLL.. after a good night sleep.. Church… and Mall and Bookstore
DanCinG WiTh SuPer DancE HaLL WalmART STiLL to coMe..
i Loved that movie.. ‘Hidden Figures’.. so much.. i had
Katrina.. photo.. one of my signature poses.. you
know the one wHeRE i maKe
myself into a Chalice
no need to raise
hands into sky so i curve
them back to the essence
oF GoD WiThiN.. yeS.. ouTside..
iNsiDe.. aBove.. so beLow and aLL
A’RouNd FoR NoW.. and surELy an appropriate
Statement pose for Martin Luther King Day tomorrow..
with reminder to me.. gym closes early.. work-out early
eTC… for tHIS HOLiday too.. the women portrayed
iN the Movie.. ‘Hidden Figures’ remind US of
the ignorance iN discrimination
against those who are
Norm oF SoCieTy..
And reminds uS aGAiN
How hateFuL iT iS to sET
the different among US ApART
iN fear and hatred..aS Fears and
Hates DiFFeRenT.. sADly.. sAMe noW..
And iN Church today.. emphasis is put on
The i AM oF uS.. Stepping forward to say to
GoD.. HeRE i AM oF Service to oTheR hUman BeingS..
wHeRe all are greater and no lesser iN eYES oF GoD FReED..
And perhaps one day aLL WiLL TrUly sEE aLL aS trUly Children
oF GoD.. and SaDly to add.. homogenous relatively smALL
groups of hUMans are about the only hUman society
this workS iN yeT.. but tHERe IS AlWays room
for improvement to go longer now..
and wiTH thAT Said after
oF DancE ThiS
WeeKend and various
myriad ways of wRiTinG
night nite now.. all over aGaiN..;)
Parable of the Snow Crab Legs and other ‘Stuff’…
So.. Katrina and i arrive at King Buffet.. the
Sunday place of all one can
eat Snow Crab Legs..
and the way it
oF aLL NaTuRe.
believe it or not noW iN
Guinness World Record ways..
the more you move.. connect and
create iN positive EMoTiOnal SeNsory
wAys as liGht.. yeS.. iN MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
CreATinG GiVinG and ShARinG wAYs the more you
attract the sAMe also kNown as Receiving liGht as LiFE
as one Travels as liGht iN liFe.. yes.. otherwise kNown as Faith
of the pure liGht LoVe KIND iN CourAGe too.. noW aS oNe also muSt be
Fearless oF illUsory fears to achieve this feat of liFE iN and as liGht..
so.. i smoothly walk in on Wings of Angel Feet as liGht WiTh no rush to the
deep pan that holds the KinG SnoW Crab Legs and wiTh no one waiting there then
behind me thEre are just enough hot legs to fulfill my plate in a restaurant
crowded of hungry snow crab folks.. and tRuLy it works out that way almost
every time we go to KinG BuFFeT and as i document heRe noW LIVinG
iN HeaVEn for 42 months.. soon coming into a Celebration of the
point aRRiVinG iN HeaVEn ascending on Navarre Beach as of the
date of July 19th 2013.. yep 42 months to date and
continuing the rise to July 22nd three days
A N D S T I L L A L W A Y S N O W T O O
later on what was referred to then
as a six pointed planetary
alignment as the
David Alignment that per that
date happened thirteen times since
the 1990 year when the (Isis) now
with shorter hair.. yes.. the Katrina who
has hair more like Trinity off the Matrix and
Adrian off of Rocky and sure.. Sabrina off of
Charlie’s Angels too.. to give you some idea of
her hair style now that she has broken away from
the Isis look of several thousand years ago.. in a hot
tall thin drink of water as they say for women.. i guess2..
yes.. 1990.. the year that the Katrina and me got married..
so as Katrina.. per revised Isis now goes.. she went up to get
a plate and reported there were no snow crabs left still.. so
i smoothly float up with a plate and a young Mexican man is
in front of me around the other side of the Restaurant away
from the Snow Crab legs and i do one of my dance moves
like i do as a secret agent dance clown just to enter
tain the audience as i often do as that is
the last FucKinG thing anyone
expects a law enforcement
or even secret agent
a smooth ballet move
noW in the restaurant..
hehe.. anyWay that puts
me ahead of the Mexican
young dude to arrive at the
SnoW CrAb paN.. and tHere i AM
arriving at a full hot steaming pan of
KinG SNow Crab Legs and i insist that the Mexican
young dude get his fill first as i tale him.. i arrived
last at the Snow Crab pan to get my full and top filled
plate when i first arrived and i surely do not wanna be
both last and first and first again.. instead i’LL wait for you
to be first as i already have my fill anyWAy.. as that is how the
Grace of the God oF Nature works (i didn’t tale him the last part
as he was probably Catholic and it would just be a redundant thing
for him as somewhat of a minority now and oh my God a Trump outcast
as the big news broadcast shows do relate.. now too as the Trump continues
to stick his not so graceful feet in his mouth on a whim of showers of Gold and
other dARk stuff oF liFE that continues to follow him around for pay of course with
little give and share and mostly take with folks walking in dark following him around
as yes.. dARk attracts dARk.. and the meek shall inherit the Earth iN SnoW cRaB way
for practicAlly Free and by the way this is jusT anoTheR number 42 meaning of liFE
too.. liGht attracts and receives LiGht iN MoVinG.. ConNectinG.. CreATiinG ways
as GiVinG and ShARinG and the DARk does juST aBout the opposite of that
iN RiGidity oF FeaR and haTe and diViSioN oF TAKinG and reFuSinG to
ShAre the gRains stored up in the silo as of years of old sAme
as today.. noThing REALLy has changed at the base core
oF HuMan Nature and God’s Nature too.. iN
liGht to dARk and SHades of Grey to
beYond RainBow colored
too.. let’s face it
folkS in gRain way you
reap what you sow and yes..
tHeRE is plenty of Good Stuff in the
Bible that RinGS TrUth and LiGht too..
iN oTheR WorDs of course and all otHeR
SacREd TeXt for thosE who have the eYes
and eARs to sEE and heAR the deeper right
Brain metaphors oF liFE.. yep.. the interpreting
watcher side of the BrAin that does more now than
read/talk the words.. yes.. DancES A SonG oF liFe
iN aNd as TrUth and liGht as discerned oF course
STiLL and MORE now.. thing is this kind of
introspection doesn’t normally happen
when one is alWays in a worry
state of mind which is
for fear of
and the past
as well.. when the present
beCOmES liGht NoW iN MOVinG
CoNnecTinG CreATinG ways
as GiVing and ShArinG WiTh
Positive liGht of SpiRiT ExpreSSinG
EmoTioNs and SeNses aS NoW iN TrUth
liGht does thaT iN hUman essence oF Form
oF and as HuMan HeARt iN A MiNd and BoDy
SoUL that continues to seek BaLanCe toward LiGht
and aWay from sHades of Grey and the even more
negative dARk of LiFE iN the EmoTiOns and SeNSEs LIGht
thAT are the essence oF liFE that underly form.. including
words noW that house those EmoTions and SeNSEs of liFE as Now
a home oF/aS liGht or the ‘tween to dARk..) as you can see that was
a very long run on sentence and parenthetical Fredthoughttalk and that
is pARt of the reason i didn’t tale the young Mexican dude the rest of
the KinG SnoW Crab Parable as i figured he was hungry so what else.. hmm..
yeS in addition (since we can make this into a Dogwood/’stuff’ parable too..;)
tHeRE IS A dog wood tree in our back yard that the wife planted pretty close
to our septic tank.. and it’s kinda like the vine i let grow up the shed
that she wHacked down recently as she could see it invading the shed..
but nah.. the little vine meant no harm to shed.. the ivy juSt wanted
to liVe a simply crown and throne oF BaLAnCinG liFe as it reached
uP for the nourishment from the Sun and Rain a little more as
LiFE WiLL do when lEFt undisturbed by those who
would cut a SycAmore tree down in a circle
of life beFore it has a chance to
GroW as tALL as miracles
oF liFE on EARth
WiLL WiTh GoD
As nature WiLL
do iF allowed to
by apex predators and
such as that.. anyway.. she couldn’t
see the roots that would surely come from
that Dog Wood Tree nor did she even realize
the septic tank was there because it was hidden from
sight too.. and as the years went by and i enjoyed the beauty
of that DogWood tree.. tHeRe was alWAys the option to cut it down..
but the life of that tree was more important to me than the ‘stuff’ that
might eventually come back up in our tub and even make that Dog
Wood Tree into a several thousand dollar DogWood Tree in
terms of repairing and or replacing a drain field from
a septic tank.. also hidden from view… but
never the less both water and fertilizer
perhaps in a two month drought
that preceded the current
on and off ‘stuff’
in the tub
when she washes
clothes.. (i still don’t
know now how to operate
that machine).. so we are in
contact with the folks who repair
septic tanks and affiliated ‘stuff’.. while
the Dogwood Tree continues to thrive now that
humans continue to take more than they give overall
and destroy nature overall2.. anyWay that’s my tree hugger
story and other stuff story for the day.. and the moral of the story
both dead/alive for
human consummation too..
as well in the cold North2..
i thanked those Snow Crabs
for tHeir legs beFore i took mY
Fill and Feel oF the liGht they gave me then..
and after a share of a couple of MacroVerse memories
this should finAlly exhaust that Rocky 30 minute training
video.. and finish off this ‘VicToRy LaP iN HeAVEn 2017’ for NoW..:)
But first oF aLL.. SpEakinG of ‘Hidden Figures’ a memory of an African
American Woman named Olivia who supported me greatly all through my Federal
work years alWAys accolading my efforts.. even naming me Superman as she aCross
the hall from me in view could see all that i did above and beyond my job
as Athletic Director in the last years of my so-called.. total of about
33 years of work career for pay.. i was always the so-called odd one out
at school and that didn’t change much at work either.. as
surely the Autism Spectrum can be a challenge
in any social environment that iS noW..
finAlly a decades VictorY iN wiN
for me too as a Victory
Lap for overcoming
for positive change.. anyWay
she was one person who alWays
treated me like a full and worthy
human being no matter how different and
yes.. strange.. other folks saw my eccentricities
that ranged from not even being able to walk like
most folks do swinging their arms freely as i was
out of sorts in MiNd AND Body BaLanCing soUL iN
the old days tHeRE.. and no doubt i was not too
much different than the other so
called minorities who
as tHeir IS A Certain
kinship of diverse minorities
as the group think folks hold too..
that sure.. comprise same thinking with
minorities too.. as surely they are tight
knit too.. anyWay2.. tHere are two ways of responding
to the bullies of life.. getting strong iN victory
or getting weak in vengeance.. the path of Victory
is my path and the rewards of Victory come all Naturally
as GoD of NAtuRE TruTh and LiGht continues to DancE and
SinG as TruTH and liGht WiLL do when seT FReED.. she was
the only one who visited me at my home when the deepest
illness came from work.. and shortly after that
i visited her on her death bed as she
succumbed from Lung Cancer
in that year
66 month illness
that i ended up surviving
by the Grace of GoD of Nature
that is Gift of this Miracle oF
liFe and liGht overall.. suRely
she was my hero too.. heroes
by those who Love..:)
And STiLL now to the MacroVerse
Memories and onto Micro-Verse memory
too.. Facebook Friend Rafiah now shares
a New Yorker comic that shows a little girl
in front of a Mirror with doll in dress and her
shapely mother zipping up her dress with a saying
by the little girl that says.. ‘Mommy.. when will
i blossom into a projection of male desire’.. which sure
is only a natural way for both genders to attempt to achieve
as that is innate biology at work as all natural paRt of liFe for
many members of both genders however not for all of course as some
folks are not even interested in sex at all.. yes.. tHeRE are/iS Rainbows
BeYoNd Colors of Sexual orientation of every which way and not loose at all..
and that is how
all naturally and hormonally
influenced from days even in wombs
depending on the environmental pressures
at hand that can be influenced even in the womb..
sometimes reproducing is not advantageous for the species
to survive and sometimes a fully blown orgy is what it takes
to survive with
and change.. while
we may assign words to the
essence of what we think should
or should not be.. up to countries
and nations and even worlds of culture
and religion.. God as Nature WiLL have
his and hers and eTc way.. either under the covers
in the dirt
and God says works
WiLL or pay the Karmic
consequences of getting out oF
BaLanCe for what it currently takes
for both the individual.. the species
and all oF liFE and for the entire Blue
as is for some
more nows to Go..
so.. i say in return to Rafiah..
and it’s probably not considered
‘appropriate’ for her to respond back
to me but a couple times a month or whatever..
but anyway.. i’ll support her whatever way i can
as long as it is alloWed
at all so i go on to say..
iN Matriarchal Leaning so-called primitive
societies that was/is a way of liFe before
Agricultural AND Patriachal cultures/religions..
where everyday foraging was/is king.. it was/is
more like the opposite of this.. and even closer to egalitarianism..
culture/religion makes humans what they are for those who do not ‘Matrix
Escape’ in a culture and or religion that allows that escape at all..
without greater penalties up to death… My sister never ever
thOught/felt ‘this way’ ’cause she didn’t have to..
as there was/is no penalty up to death for it….
if you know what i fully mean….
not to say though
there wasn’t challenge
either but still.. possible.. at least..
to live the way she wants to overall.. and bottom line..
not just to survive but to thrive in happiness.. also known as
closer to Heaven now.. WiTh hUman HeART.. iN a ISreal liFe eARTh
Heaven Kingdom whEre God lives Free withiN as NatUre CAN and WiLL Do
when not a slave of other folks/culture/religion.. that’s kinda sad..
maKing God into a slave.. and surely that pisses God off..too.. @lEast
within.. and inspires uS to share comics/words to express that too.. @leASt i FeeL..:)
And now i say.. the requirement to do as culture and or religion says is a more powerful one
as of course emotion is the mainstay of life.. over rationality and you really can’t fight city hall and
expect to live in ‘that city’.. and even really survive as the rules require.. and sure.. city hall is all of
culture and religion too.. all the community rules and even how they say you are supposed to finish
a sentence with a period instead of a continuing flow of language as ocean waves only separated by
symbolic dots as ellipse for continuing stream of consciousness talk as we do in real
life.. anyway.. heHe.. in monologue way too.. either with or without emotion too
dissonance is of the
most painful paRts of liFe.. now
when what we have been tOld all our
lives is both TrUth and Lies too.. at our
deepest core oF BeinG.. naMeLY GoD would seNSE
and FeeL iF aT aLL Possible to overcome the dArkness of
Lies that feel wrong that are insisted uPon to be painful as trUth
that are Lies same..
and of course thaT is
up for us to discern as individuals
aS Sure aS SoMe folks like sex.. some folks
like it with one other gender.. both and
every which way and loose.. culture
and religion sets the
escapes as it can
or does not live this
way as free in chains
of doing what
in much pain and
suffering.. and it seems
sadly that only those of us
like the Buddha and the Jesus as
reported who have walked in more than
one pair of shoes in life and many more..
can understand the value of gentile.. jew..
servant or free.. woman or man no more.. problem is too..
neither one of those dudes was free enough then to explore
sexual nature.. obviously.. as both considered.. as reported..
the sexual part of life less
and of course
that is total bullshit
as it generates the same
neuro-chemicals and neuro-hormones
responsible for human creativity and
productivity all in hiGher levels of being
across the life span sTiLL now.. can i prove
this.. yes i can.. in empirical analysis as time
dated both in words and photos and other experiences
of life.. yeS iN case study way along with other scientific
documented resources.. as yes.. the trUth from head to toe WiLL seT
you free.. eliminate
any pARt of liFe
as less than
and live a lie..
like the Oracle and
Architect did and do
both Agree and Neo too..
in the Matrix Movies too..
those who wish to unplug can
and will.. if the culture and religion
allows that without severe penalties
it is culture
and religion that
is responsible for
most oF our ills in life and
A saddest paRt oF all is when
we cannot even see the boards forced in our eYes..
Neo kNows and FeeLs what we can say is Better but the
thing is.. Neo ain’t gonna tale ya how all this is gonna
end for either the world or you as change alWays begins
with you.. whether you seek and find the truth for you
through WiLL and Choice or stay wHere you are as
thaT is what Karma does.. action or inaction
and consequences dArK ‘Tween to LiGhT
BeYONd NoW nOw..
in all the ways
YeP aNd noW as ‘this
Victory Lap’ extends a
‘little more.. a MacroVerse
Memory from two years ago named..
And it’s kinda hilarIOUs as i pop up every
wHeRE around my metro area in a dance similar
to the Fox heRe without a FucKinG
words of the
Fox yeT.. in a bed
tiMe sTory to wake
uP WiTh yET.. hE he or not..;)
Clown Wolf of Dark and Light
Sure.. with another theme SonG too.. as that Rocky Training Session Video
may be over in this VicTory Lap for now.. too.. he He.. yep
what does the Fox say.. iF you can
of the highest order
when designed by the
flame of being
light and dark clowns..
and truly the clown who feeds the ego..
with pro-social emotions
AND if GOD
can be metaphor
of human archetype..
TRUTH ABOUT THE FOOL
IS THE FOOL
WAYS THAT OTHERS
TRUTH ABOUT GOD
OTHERS CANNOT ALWAYS SEE..
THE ARCHETYPE OF FOOL..
PERHAPS TO REFLECT
with GOD at
So with that said here..
i will introduce GOD
PERHAPS you’ve SEEN THIS
THE FOX DOESN’T SAY MUCH..
SO FOLKS ARE ALWAYS
WAYS TO COMMUNICATE WITH THIS
guessing as to what the
And noW as i move
from a two year ago
to one year
and some more
School and adult
aS Sacred Fool photos2
that i will be sharing
noW iN this Victory Lap
a 1 miLlioN word 67th MacroVerse
oF A Bible as pArt of 3.3 Million
words plUs of Longest Long form
Free Verse ‘concrete’ poem too
in the history of hUman
terms go.. OK..
aS pARt of 12 MiLLioN
wordS even larger recorded
on line to date since Thanks
Giving of 2010.. and by the
way as pARt of all that 3.3
Million plus word lonGest
Long Form Poem..
all the way to
‘ViCtory Lap iN
HeaVeN NOW’.. sTArTed..
sTarTinG thaT pARt
On Memorial Day of
Publish in 2016
than juST poet
way three and more he HE
aS any new age sacred FooL TooL..
naMeLy God oF NatuRe SpeAkinG WiThiN too..
iN aLL oF HoLY SpiRit NatuRal FloW iN ZoNe too.. OK2..
The Nautilus moveS oN wiTh aRt rarELy
LooKinG back buTT WiTh hUmans..
many of them must have
proof iN words
oF GoD clEarly iN
aRt aS ShELL..NoW..
duh.. God iS aLL oVer ‘ThiS’ place..
but it’s no different than the size of this
entire poem.. almost impossible for some folks
or so when God lives as 1..too..
Sure we can call all of this NoW
and i DO mean FucKinG aLL oF this
oF the Nautilus
and no secrets
i AM the Nautilus.. oK aT iE..
me and God are
HaVinG onE sTAr BLast
FiRsT TiMe always noW wiTh
NoPe.. i’m not out of
ya can alWays
StART one of
ends as SoUl
continues to evolve
alWAys now.. jusT foR nOW..AKA GOD2..
YOU ONLY LIVE NOW.. MacroVerse yes.. from three
years ago.. and while there is
some DetAle and lots
to say NoW
thiS iS nOw
Whew.. yes.. i WiLL say whew at this point
as the gym closes early for this
Great MLK day 2017.. and
martial arts like
dance WiLL continue
theRe shortly as this memory
from two years ago named
ULOVE DRANO.. timELy i
N o W n O W
yes ..other ‘stuff’..
and more ‘stuff’..
like ‘that’ in
a visit to see a
from two years ago..
thaT may not be that hard
to believe consideRing all of
what i do for God in fearless
A L L N A T U R A L
ways from head
as i do today
two years ago from now
this trip to Navarre Beach
as i WiLL be doing tomorrow
to see my newest Psychiatrist
with some fun stuff for him
NoW all the
News i kNow/FeeL/
SeNSE as finAlly foR NoW
tHis currEnt VicTorY LaP
iN HeAVEn 2017 foR NOW..
seems to be sloWinG DoWn
But wait! theRE’s
alWays NoW for
Video Slide Presentation
aLL for thE FloW iN ZoNe WiTh GODOK..;)
SMiLes.. my home is nothing special..
but my backyard FoRest..
with a SoUl
of miNd and BoDy Balance.. NOW..
leaves of me fall free
as trees of Life..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)