96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes

Thank You Dear
Xenia for
iNFiNiTY too..
SMiLes.. Thanks For
The Tag oF Lilly-Pad
LoVE Xenia WitH LoVE..:)


HeLLooVE HiMaLI And Thanks
So Much For the Virtual Cookies
With Zero Calories Zero Sugar Zero
Trans-Fats Such Magically Created
Technologically Advanced Cookies
These come to be but as ‘they’ say
Once you Give
You Receive
Back Multiples
of 7 More so sure
Now Jumping “Meg”
Sized ‘Fonzie Sharks’
Each Week i am Acclimatized
to by now so HeaR is this Week’s
Virtual Love Cookies Supplied by me
to Y. O U. Why Owe You i Still Do.. heHe..
The Price of Love Is ALWays Free to Give and
Share and
The Price
to Receive
Long iN Deed..
Love IS A Light
House iN
Our Home
And That LiGHT
House Continues
aS ouR Soul Long
Has Gone
DArk And the
Flicker LiveS on..
Boats… Waves.. Ocean
WHoLE When All Becomes
Ending NoW..
A Dream Is Intent
That Grows by Every
Word of Song and Step
of Dance True
Dreams Rarely
And Song..
As Fruition
Is A Work Of Art A
MaGiC THaT iS ReaL
Greater SMiLes oF A
Middle List Now..Yes..
A Law of Love A Grade
of Love A Currency of Love
The Kingdom of Heaven Within
At Hand Always in This Generation
Now Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free, Woman
and or Man No More So What PArt of No Labels
For Love
Not Get And
Do mY FriEnd
All iN Truth oF LiGhT
Appreciating All pARTS
Bird of Sit
Bird of STiLL
Bird of Wings
Bird of FLiGHT i AM
Do Remember the Rose of Love is
Protected By THorns of DArk no Sun
Without Clouds no Rain without Water
of Life
Spirit For
All Yes LoVENoW
TRumPeT Wakes uP
LoVE Heaven More ReaL NoW
As Back Yards With No Politics aT All
But Trees Breathing-Inn Forest Bathing me
California Florida Dreaming Brown Leaves Green LoVE LiVeS oN..:)



Hellooooooooove!.. Back Again HiMaLI! And Perhaps i
exceeded the o’s in Hellove or Perhaps you exceeded
me but who is counting anyway in HeLLovE but hehe..
i visually See A Difference
And That iS Okay
too For iT iS
NoT iN HeLLove NoW TRuE..
WHaT ELsE.. Yes.. i Do ENJoY
Not Only the Mall the Beach the
Back Yard but eVery WHeRe i am NoW
FoR iT iS True the Beach Lives NoW
WiTHiN me NoW
A Practice
oF Life as Sea
Oats Sway.. Emerald
Greens Gulf And Seagulls
Continue to Spiral Around the
Sun iN/As ‘Jonathan Livingston Seagull’
So Far Above Sugar White Quartz Sand
Fashion Even Higher hAha.. Much too
High for Jumping ‘Fonzie Meg Sharks’
to Even Be a Consideration when
Dreams of Incarnate Being
Love Do coMe to Be
Fruition iN
A Beach
Human Now too..
AnYWaY.. Thanks For Stopping
By With A Visit to ‘AFReEDaNCENoW’
Perhaps one Day i Will Take At Least A
One Day Vacation in Consecutive Days
of Writing Now For Close to 96 Months on Thanks Giving Day
But No.. Not for Now For All This/That Is Effortless JoY iN TRuELiGHT Be i Am..:)


SMiLes HiMali From Suddenly
Not So Sunny And Hot Florida
As Currently 44 Degrees in F
Style Of Measuring Degrees
BRings Cold Rain too
but hey!
Only Justification
For Hot Chocolate
And Circling Around
The Globe Writing More
Poetry for i understand
At the dVerse International
Poetry Pub.. hehe.. Where
mY ‘Meg Shark Size’ Poems
No Longer Fit in unless one owns
A Super Computer And Broad Enough
Band Access With An Appetite for all one
Can Eat Poetry Buffets in Free Verse style no less
oh God never less and always more anyway back to
A Point of Cold Weather and Hot Chocolate and
Chilly Rains too.. the Prompt at that Place is All
About ‘Touch’
And today
is a Great
Day for Warm
Loving Touches
Poetry BRings in Foundation
of the HuMan Touch of Love No Less.. And
Perhaps i Love too Much but i’m not complaining
Today Anyway
For it’s True my
Invisible Sun is not
So Invisible WiTHiN When iT
CoMes to Dance and Sing More..
Okay.. i heard the MicroWave Ding
And to Top It off with Marshmallows
the Hot Chocolate Is alReaDy.. too..;)

SMiLes DanCinG
InTo FRuiTioN

And With That Said iN a Second
Individual Short Round in Return
Of 3 Line Free Verse Poetry At
Frank’s Place.. off to dVerse Now
To Do
Poetry tHere
As It is True i am both
Blessed and Cursed with
Tactile Sensitivity so Exquisite
i Feel the Pleasure and Pain of others
Across Vast Distances in Metaphors of
Quantum Entanglement Ways in all the
Ways that Comes as it is also true i have
A Very Difficult Experience of Touching Most
Human Cultural Made Stuff Except for Materials
Like Silk and Glass as Smooth as Smooth Will come..
BuTT iT’s True in ‘Certain Circumstances’ this still Gives
Me Advantages that some humans likely cannot iMagine
NoW iN Terms of Heaven oN EartTH NoW Yes ‘Class’.. Within.. outside
Inside.. Above.. So Below And Oh By God All Around NoW too TruE iN LiGHT..;)

Hi.. sarahsouthwest.. Thanks For a Wonderful
dVerse Online Prompt on Touch and for
me at
Tactile Sensitivity
WHere the Human
Made World of Materials
is often So Foreign to my
Touch in ‘Sensibilities’
of Enduring those
Material Touches
i might as well be
An ‘ET’ from another
Planet but Perhaps more
inTune With Nature as Nature’s Touch is Fine
Away from the By-Products of Homo Sapiens Now
And Oh Lord ‘they’ Stopped making the Cotton
T-Shirts i liked so much.. not too Heavy..
not too Light in Material Weight
And Texture so now i might
as Well
Be ‘Rainman’
Without ‘K-Mart’ too..
And it’s True i’ve spent
Most of my Life with My Hands
Closed as the Finger Tips are still
Way too Sensitive Around Human Made Stuff..
And to top it off i can’t Wash Dishes.. Dry Clothes.. or even Stand
to Hear Someone Sweep the Carpet.. Problem Solved.. i got married..
but Katrina
my Touch..;)

(Side note: this is also
what Likely makes me ‘A Savant’
in Writing Erotic Novel Poetry too..
Probably the only thing i write that might ever sell..
or at
well used)..;)

(Sure.. Different Strokes
for Different Folks.. too..;)

Side Note ends
Poetry BeginS AGAin
All Free Verse iN Touch oF HeART
too as my Empath Status goes aLong With ALL the Touch too..
Like i said earlier in some ways perhaps i do Love too much
but i haven’t got
too many
from the
in my Life
Long at Least and Most..;)

Hmm.. i can’t even stand to
Imagine touching Human
Made Materials so
i am patiently
Waiting for
to Poetically Speak
More About Touching
Nature More With SMiLES..;)

Soft Cotton Smells Mother’s
Short Stogie Cuban Cigar
Half Cuban Daughter
First Love
of Love
First Sweater
Comfort and Smell
of Mother’s Smoke
Satin Breasts Fuller
Permeate More First
Cotton Sweater Love..
True Touch Will Smell Love too..:)

Hmm.. at Least in the Dance
Halls Holding Hands
is replaced
Dances.. i guess
the Advantage is
No catching Colds
From Holding Hands
And Clothes are the Condom
that counts
on the
at Least..
And the ‘Clothed Touch’
Seems to Work-out okay..;)

Yes.. Experiencing A Loss
Of the Touch of A Child
Infant from my
is Certainly
A Difficult
to Lose as
A Parent and
An Even more
Important Touch to
Keep So Love Won’t Give up
A Touch of Love From Within..:)

Pet Rocks
With Pictures
Touches Senses
All Mixed As Emotions
WheN oPen
to Pet Rocks..:)

Touch of Memories
Who Harmed Who
Learn to Love Again..:)

Dancing Feet
Touch More
A World Now..:)

Yet Afraid to Touch Love..:)

Touch of Those
We Still Love
TombStone heARTs
Souls LivE oN iN eYes oF LoVE ToucH..:)

Sugar White Quartz Sand
And Emerald Green
Water to
at Foot
and Hand
Just about the
Only kind of Beach
i for one can bear to Touch..
Dark Water Muck Definitely Yuck for me.. hehe..;)

Side note: this isn’t an altogether Pleasant Prompt for me.. hehe…;)

Touch of Love
Spots Soft..:)

Oh Lord No Matter
How Goddess
A Woman..
so far
out of
Reach of what
i’m able to Touch..;)

by One Breath..:)

Callouses of
Music Lessons
Engraining Instructions
Restricting Beats And
oF heART FeeLinG
Synergy Energies
BRinGs Less
Tunes SoULs Touch..:)

Yes.. Considering the Human Touch
Of HeART And Latest Studies
Showing Empathy
off by
40 Percent
Among Young
College Age
Adults Just
‘Tween 2000
And 2010..
A Bit Concerning
iT iS Considering the
Older Adults With Perspective..
at Least one would Hope of Empathy..
Are iN Charge Now..
Yes.. Huuugely
This is
More NoW..:)

Intelligences As Standard
Intelligences of Oldest
And Newest too..
oF Feelings
And Senses
Yes Intelligences
That And Who Touches..:)

Piano And Guitar Strings
Extensions Of Our Vocal
Chords Piano Keys
Touch as
Percussion too..
Extending our Human
Potentials to Feel and Sense So Much
More As Technology of Music Brings Human Being
And Yes..
Less if
We Do not
Generate it
Original without
A Pre-Planned
Melody And Or BeaT Now..:)

Super Tactile
Sensitivity for
me at Least
A Curse
And A
to Touch
Avoid ToucH too..
Thank Goodness
i Still Can And Will
Close my Hands too..:)

Touch oF LovE
A First
And Last
Experience A
Child Really Sees..:)

True.. Without
A Human
Is Truly
So Far Away
The Priceless
Life Giving Touch..:)

Ha! i’M
Lucky i
Survive.. Can’t
Even Touch
Clothes Out
Of The

Hmm.. This is a
Rather Touchy Prompt
but never the less and Oh
God Yes 21 Poets and 23
Responses From me with
Some Touchy
of Course
Yucky Side notes
too.. As Tactile Sensitivity
IS A bit and bite of a Roller Coaster oF LiFE too..
i’m so used to It.. It’s Like Seeing More Colors than others..
With About A
A Traffic
Light oF LiFE NoW
But True tHeRE is
the Human Touch of
Love So Gifted/Blessed i am Again
No Longer Lost from that born on Gift..
Sure.. i’LL
The iNconvenience
iN Trade for LoVE
And Yes i LiterAlly Do NoW..:)


You Are A Kind PerSoN..
A SourCE
oF All Happiness

Relative Free Will Is An Intelligence That ‘We’ Co-Create When we Bring the Mechanical Reasoning Cognition Together
With the Social Artistic Empathic Body And Mind Balancing Cognition; And in Turn Then LEarn Much More about
Directing our ‘Ego’, otherwise known as the Personalities ‘We’ Co-Create with Others to get along well enough
in Peace and Harmony of Kindness, Courage, and Wisdom to Develop Our Human Potentials Greater Now
Without All the Inertia oF all That is Related to Fear and Hate and Other ‘Trumpian’ ‘Qualities’ on Display.

It’s Okay to get stuck in the Weeds; but if one loses the Bigger Picture, any Semblance of Relative Free Will
Flies out the Doors and Windows of Being Human. We Live in Days of Weeds; Lots of Weeds that Distract
‘Us’ from the Whole of What Is. It doesn’t Take A Rocket Scientist
to do that/this; Just Someone And Or Some Folks who have
Not Forgotten how to Put the Entire Picture
of Life iN A Dance and Song Together
of Beauty, Courage, Wisdom
And by God Yes Kindness As
Easy Peasy As An F iN Fairy Tale;
Yes, Really Fuller Human Fun Now.

In other Words, One Can/Will
Be A String With A Note or An
Entire Orchestra With a Symphony;
Won’t Ever Happen though until the ‘Yin
And Yang’ of what i JusT sAid Gets in Balance;
For Until Then Life Is Not Even Close to ‘Stereo’.

‘Chances’ Are ‘Pretty Good’ That If Humans Can/Will Imagine
Angels And Put them in Words And Pictures, ‘We’/’They’ Can/Do Enjoy Relative Free Will.
It’s Just Another Form of Human Art As All Symbols We Co-Create With Relative Free Will.

What underlies That/
This/ IS A Smile or
A FRown.

I Vote Smile;
A Holy Sacred Meaning
And Purpose of Life for
‘Normal’ Human Beings;

Now, If A Person has to
Ask what the Holy and
Sacred Meaning and Purpose
of Life is; If They Don’t Come BacK iN Words And More Importantly
Actions of Love With Other Folks Moving, Connecting, and Co-Creating
Beauty, Kindness, Courage, and Wisdom in Much Bigger Life Views of Happiness;
are they
tHeir Relative
Free Will or Never Earned It;
Or Perhaps Are Never Born With It Now
iN ‘A First Place’ As ‘A Programmer’ Of ‘This’ ‘Holographic Simulation’
Doesn’t Have to Follow any Rules of Human Beings or the Symbols they Create
As Underlings of ‘The Simulator’. Science is Becoming More Bizarre Than Any Religion Imagined Yet;

And that’s Okay;
as Long as ‘the
Holographic Simulation’ is ‘Fun’;
But Again, Humans Don’t ‘Control All Of The ‘Fair PArts’ That Are Relative to Individual View of Will.

Some of us Evolve in one Lifetime With More Relative Free Will; And Some Of Us Just Don’t Do It Now.
And That’s one of the Most ‘Basic Facts of Life’ in Human Common Sense And Feel of Bigger Picture Life.

Step Out And
Be ‘Neo’ More; Relatively
That’s Entirely Up to ‘You’ JusT NoW;

Or Not
If ‘You’
Believe That/This Way too;
It’s True iN LiGHT And/Or DArk; A Large PArt
Of Relative Free Will NoW is Self Fulfilling or Not;
Even ‘Maslow’ and ‘Fowler’ iN Bigger Human Photo Views
See This/That Human FAct Of Art iN Being More Fully Human NoW.

It’s A Beautiful Sunny Day; i Love All of Fit; And It Doesn’t Hurt my ‘Eyes’; That’s All i Need to KNoW..;)

And The FAct That It Was Cloudy And Rainy The Last 5 Days Makes The Whole DaM Thing A More ‘Lovely Day’..;)

And If That Now “Officially”
IS Not THE Holy And Sacred FuLL
Purpose And Meaning of LiFE NoW
i Don’t F iN Care For i Am Happy NoW..;)




It was Serendipity
To come across ‘this’
As my next Trip
Online is
The Difference
Between Jealousy
And Compersion
Rare in
A World
Of Owning ‘Good’..:)

SMiLes.. mY FriEnd HiMaLi.. And Yes HeLLoooVE
With ‘Compersion’.. Sadly.. So Rarely A Term for Folks
To Speak of in our Western So-Called Advanced Civilizations
That this Term That Will be An Ode to the Opposite of Jealousy
Does Not Pass A Spell Checker Test.. heHe.. But Never the Less..
Yes.. Compersion Will Come iNto Fruition For All With/Who/Are Agape Love
As The Empaths
Among us
Great Joy
in Every Ounce
of Joy in Agape Love
For the Rest of Pleasure
Over Pain that Nature Overall Brings
But Of Course Perhaps A Curse of This
Way of Agape LoVE iNCaRNaTE Being.. Better Put IS A
Responsibility As A Natural Obligation is to Feel/Sense the
Pain of Others And Champion Ways to End that Pain too..
mY friEnd NoW
iN All the ways
Will come
Over Pain
iN Social Cooperation
Among Humans All And
the Rest of Nature Overall too As
There is No Jealousy in the Global
World of Agape Love.. but Sure.. Jealousy
iS A DArk Force When Used iN Small Enough Measures
WiLL Bring LiGHT OuT oF DArK too.. mY FriEnd.. NoW
As SMiLes too When
i Am Writing During
the Day i often hear
Katrina Clap Her Hands
And Cheer for while it may
Only Be a TV Show from the
Scope of her “Lazy Girl” Chair..
It Is The Joy She Feels and Senses
When Something Great in Joy Happens
to Another Human Being or the Rest of Nature
in Saving Grace of Love to Give and Share More..
And it’s True the Katrina Doesn’t Have a Jealous Bone
in Her Body For While Many Wives or Girl Friends where
i Live Might take Great Offense to See their Significant Other
Or Husband Engaged in Ear to Ear Smiles of Beauty on a Dance
Floor of Joy..
The Katrina
only Sees
The Joy
And Claps her
Hands of Love With
A Smile too.. iN FAct She
Even Selects the Colorful T-Shirts
i Wear and Makes Predictions on How
Many Beautiful Smiles More the Color
Full Shirts Will Bring in Joy too And It’s True too
For all the Kind things you’ve told me that Make
me Smile and For All the Kind things you’ve Said about
Her As This applies to Sohair and Shawna and Friend Rafiah
Along With You Who Have Brought So Much Joy into my Life
With all the Kind Things All These Friends Have brought to me
i Share Them All
With Katrina
And All that
Joy of Being
Human She Shares As Gifts NoW
in Empathy With me and Them too..
Which of Course includes Y. O. U. too..
With SMiLes More.. My Aim iN Life After the
Work for Pay Years Are So Far Behind me Now..
is to Bring JoY iN as Many Ways As i Can and Will Without
Limit or Restraint to as Many People As I Can and Will NoW
For the Rest of the Days And Nows of my Life and Sure.. Yes..
That Will include
Some Tougher
Love too
iS indeed
DArk WHere
LiGHT Comes From DArK oF LiFE too..
So Compersion.. NoW An Anti-Jealous ‘God’ to Be
iN Agape Love That/Who is Always ‘the Rich Person’
With More Love to Give And Share iN ALL Ways Love
Can and Will
Come For Free
As You Said the
Other Day
Coming Even
Sooner.. NoW
Blogs That And Who
Will Always LoVEMoRENoW too..:)


Hi Frank.. Nice to See You at This Latest MacroVerse All Together
Now as one Word.. “AFReEDaNCENoW”.. As Letters And Words
And Pages And ‘These MacroVerses’ i am Writing Each Week
Are Surely Unconditional Loving FriEnds of MiND
Hehe.. As Sure
As mY SouL
Dancing And
Comes As Letters And
Words and Pages And All
These Weekly MacroVerses too..
And it’s amazing to me that this is my
Version of Heaven aLong with the Flesh and
Blood Public Dance of Course as Neither of those
Hobbies Held Much Promise iF Any At All For Most of the
Decades Of Life Before.. So.. i am Rather Open to Change
too.. for Changing
Views of Heaven
Now too..
As it Goes
With the Davey’s
And Goliath’s of the World
That Vehicle i Captured in a Photo
Is Actually Named A “Sling-Shot” as
i guess it is built to OverCome other
Cars that Are Giants perhaps like a
Tesla too.. hAha.. but not Likely At All..
As “Those Teslas” Don’t Get Viewed in ‘Every Day Malls’..
But It Is Nice When ‘Common Folks’ Get Exposed to Innovation..
And i am A Firm Believer
iN Making Even
Lemons into
So Sweet a Place
oNe WiLL Make As IS So Beautiful
to Be Lost/Found NoW iN Flow Already As A
Best Place to Do ThaT iS Within the Flesh And Blood
We Carry Every WHeRE We Go As That Makes the Rest of
For Joy Now..
And Speaking of ‘Sling Shots”.. Hmm..
And that Reminds me NoW as i am NoW
Still Considering Making this Current Writing
MacroVerse.. “96 Months Of Thanks Giving Wishes”
iF i Come iN A Day or So Before Thanks Giving Day on
11.21.2018.. as my 96th Month And 2922nd Consecutive
Day of Writing Online For Around 12 Million Words actually
Falls on 11.25.2018.. So.. If i Wait Another Week To Celebrate
That.. i Will be 3 Days Later Instead of 4 Days Earlier But It’s
True It’s Likely Nicer to Provide ThanksGiving Wishes in
General Before And Not After the Holiday so as
That Reminds me of the ‘Centuries’ Music
Video by ‘Fall Out Boy’ in Regard to
‘Slingshots’ And ‘Goliath’ And
‘Davey’ As Such As That
too.. As i Guess
i Will Go Ahead
And Offer Up “96 Months Of
Thanks Giving Wishes” On the
2918th Consecutive Day of Writing
4 Days Before the “Official 96 Months
of Writing” Concludes on 11.25.18.. to
stART JusT AnoTHeR MoNTH oF FuN..
But Anyway.. 2922 Days.. of Writing.. in 96
Months Other Wise known.. As 29,220 Hours
As for that Entire Period i’ve Probably Averaged
10 Hours a Day with Some Days Closer to 16 Hours
A Day and Some of Course Less Than 10 Hours A Day
too.. but anyway on Average.. 29,220 Hours of Writing even
At Minimum Wage if someone was paying me to do this.. hAha..
At A Going Rate of 8.25 Dollars Per Hour in Florida That Comes out
to 241, 065 Dollars For 8 Years of Minimum Wage Writing online Hehe..
Divided by 8 that would be an Average Annual Pay of 30,133 Dollars and 13 Odd Cents
And with Around 333,000 Views on All My Blogs Now in 68 Months of Doing That i guess
i won’t
as at least i’m
not Like Emily
Dickinson Just
Stuffing Letters to
Friends in Bedroom Drawers
As The Such As That and Hey
At Least my Retirement Income
Covers the Minimum Wage Labor
for 10 Hours A Day Average Every
Day for All These 96 Months now too..
A Year and A Half or so too.. i Was In
An Annual Leave and Sick Leave Status
at my Last Active Pay Tour of Duty..
As We Really Do Live in Amazing
Days Where Even So
Called Permanently
Disabled Folks
Will Toss
Shot Rocks
Up in the Air wHere
They Land Further than
Bedroom Drawers.. hmm..
i Suppose Both Katrina and me
Don’t Look Permanently Disabled
Both Legally And Medically Assessed As Such
on the Outside but it’s True Adapt to the Medical
Challenges And Carry On As Any Davey And A Sling Shot
of Happiness Will Continue to Slay the Darkness Now Still..
Anyway.. Frank.. Nice to Shoot This Breeze With You as my Next
Stop in what is Actually Seasonal Fall 30’s Tonight in Degrees of
F Does Fall On And of course Rise as the 237th Dance Week Night
With All the Cool College Age Folks at Seville Quarter Tonight DaNCinG FReED..;)


YeP.. As ‘They’ Say Thanks For the Memories too as It’s
Verily True tHere is no one else but me Monkeying Around
With my Play of Life as Director.. Producer.. Writer.. Photographer..
Dancer.. Singer and all around Actor Constantly Changing and Adapting
To the Challenges of the Environment Within.. Inside.. Outside.. Above So
Below and All around Too Collectively Existing as God NoW too already Come
NoW iS Hear Always Forever Now as You and i and we and us and them and me
Are sTill All
They Together
in Existence
Breathing Sweating
Bleeding Crying and Moving like
Particles NoW in Quantum Metaphors
of Entanglement Now True Out of Time
And Distance and Space Just a Play oF LiFE
NoW iS NoW Hmm.. Anyway.. the Present is the
Memory of Now That Continues on as Now So Sweet
it is to be as Any Jackie Gleason Will be as A ‘Honeymooner’
Always to Be NoW aS iS NoW Constantly Changing WitH Will to Improve
All Aspects of Life Effortlessly In Flow of Innovation and Improvement
More.. so what is age.. nothing.. when we are still Evolving As Kind of
Courage.. Wisdom as Beauty More as Love the Foundation of Balancing
Grace Now as Strength of Will Rises Even More As Waves of Any Ocean
Will Vary High and Low in Average of Grace of Balance Now even more
Expanding Shores Continue on.. once again No Distance.. Space or Time
As This Play of Life
Continues on and even
Though i Never Got a Nap
Today THere is still Some Minutes
Left Before i Dance.. to Get A Snack
Before A 3 Hour or So Marathon Dance
With.. All Those Cool College Age Folks
At Old Seville Quarter on yes this 237th
Dance Week Night Now of Doing that for
iT iS also True not only is the 96th Thanks
Giving Day Month of Writing Coming Due
On 11.25.18.. It is also True That the End of
December 2018 and the Beginning of January
2019 MArks not only 66 Months with 19 Medical
Disorders Spent in Hell on Earth Within from January
2008 Through July of 2013 but it also Marks July of 2013
Through January of 2018 of the Converse of Hell as 66 Equal
Months Spent in Heaven Within Now too as True perhaps This Now Is
A ‘Perfect’ Long Term Portrayal of Bi-Polar Disorder and Enough Asperger’s
Syndrome Mechanical Systemizing Reasoning Rational Cognition to Keep myself
up in just the 3 Bears Mix of Heaven on Earth not too high and not too low as a Wave
of Heaven continues as me now too.. For Years After now to come too.. as it is also True
Now That This Song “Thanks For the Memories” Published in the Summer of 2009 on YouTube
Came out When my Official Retirement Finally Went into Action after about a Year and a
Half of Annual And Sick Leave Waiting for that Retirement to be the Rest of My Life Free
From Work then.. as hey.. i was barely hanging on with Type Two Trigeminal Neuraglia
A Pain Assessed as Actually Worse than the Real Life Torture of Crucifixion.. Like A
Dentist Drill in My Right Eye and Ear For all those 66 Months of Hell Within from
Wake to Sleep then where no Drug would touch that Pain and The Meditation
of Writing Literally Did Save my Life Starting One Mountain to Climb as
For Each Word IN Eye Pain i typed Starting on Thanks Giving Night
of 2010 the 25th of November then.. All the Money in the World
Didn’t Matter then but it was Required for my Wife to keep
on Where Humanity Still Existed as Real.. to Her.. but
Hell is a Different Place on Earth that Hopefully
Most Folks Don’t Have to Visit Within wHere
the Worst Pain of all is the Numb of
Emotions where Memories are
Emotions and Emotions are
Memories and then tHere
Wasn’t even a Reference Point
in Hell Forever Now then if i had
Ever Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Life
Empty Shell of Soul Withered away from
11 Chronic Years of Stress At Work and the
Last Two Years of that in Acute Flight or Fight
Adrenaline Turned on Stress More that Wore me Down
To Nothing as i didn’t think there was an Option to Quit
Work until My Body Quit the Will of me.. True i Loved to
Work then.. as many Folks Do Wondering what in the World
they Will do after they Stop Working as all i tried to Do was Run
From Pain and Numb.. With Whatever Memories i could conjure
Up those First 33 Months i couldn’t do anything.. even Write.. as i would
Spend Hours of Pain and Numb in my Head Re-Arranging Words in My Head like
live makes evil and lived makes devil and Desserts makes Stressed then too as when
one is Trapped in Pain and Numb in their Head you do what you do whatever it is to do
to Survive just one More Second so your Loved ones will not have to Suffer a Permanent Good Bye..
Yep.. Thanks For the Memories as Life Will Be Chaos if we do not come to the Relative Free Will in
Self-Actualization of Directing Producing and Acting our Own Lives With A Pinnacle of Faith MoRE NoW
WHeRE AGaPE LoVE For All of Existence Rules As An Art of LiFE NoW That Never Ends NoW iN Additional
Colors of
as Life
Even more
Now wHere the
Memories are for other
Folks Now to help them Step
Up to Heaven Now.. Within too..
As True that is tHeir Play to Direct and
Produce and Act too as every Human Multi-Verse
Is A Unique SNow FLake of A Diamond and Grain of
Sand Being Polished by the Waves of Ocean God Even more
As Nows Go on to EternAlly Now wHere Colors Come More oF
Heaven’s Breath Alive..
hehe.. other than
that as per
the ‘Fall
Out’ Video
‘Thanks For the
Memories’ i am not
Expecting to Get A Kiss
from Kim Kardashian any
Day soon as one Wife is
Enough For one Kiss Now
And One World of Love For all
of Existence is enough Compersion
FoR Me at Least NoW ReaL IN Essence
NoW aS
Love Comes
Back to Be Yes
And Do Human NoW
Heaven Again NoW me..:)

9:11 PM 11.15.18..:)


Hi Frank.. Thanks for the Re-Visit on “AFReEDaNCENoW” And Thanks
for the Feed Back on the Coming Title of “96 Months Of Thanks Giving
Wishes” as i was considering Either Words.. Wishes.. or Prayers
And it’s True With Enough Emotional and Sensory
Intent Behind the Words In Human Healing
Energy one Would/Will Hope in the
Force of a Placebo
Affect and
than the more
Trumpian-LIke Science
Real Assessed Force of
the Nocebo Effect Where Voodoo
Will Be Measured By Science too in
Negative Affects and Effects on Life too
As that relates to Doubts to Fears and to
Even Giving up and or Hate now too.. Yes A
Thought Will Be Words and Wishes And Prayers
too Depending on LiGHT Thru DARK Intent now too..
Either Shared alone and or with other Folks too as far away
As around the Globe These Days as a Force as Wide Ranging from
Love to Hate.. i don’t think and feel and sense that any one Human Can and
Will NoW Grasp the Entire Synergy of this Human Emotional And Sensory Energy
Shared Online Around the Globe
When More and More Human
Hands StArt to Hold each other
in Emotional and Sensory Force
of Intent.. LiGHT Thru DaRK too..
WHeRE one Can and Will Hope that the
LiGHT WiLL Champion DARK More in Real
Assessed Placebo Affect and Effect over Nocebo
Affect and Effect Now WHere Healing Rises Over Destructive
Forces of Human Emotional and Sensory Intent as transferred in the
Totem of all the Symbols Humans Do Create to Mutually and Hopefully
Consensually Share Now too.. Anyway in this way Words Surely are Magic
And the Term Wishes.. is not so Dry.. As Just the Term Words For a Force of
Human Emotions Than can and will Be Literally Like Magic in the Total Synergy
Of Healing Energy Symbols.. as Abstract Constructs to House Human SPiRiT oF
HeART.. in all the Vehicles and Vessels We Do Co-Create.. So.. More of the World
Will Hold Hands Together to See Love as the Common Force for Healing the World
Now.. As far as the Term Prayers go That Term Sadly has become a Bit of a Sore Spot
With Folks When Prayers are Not Strong Enough to Affect Actual Action as the Effect
That Does Do
So Let
it Be
Written so
Let it Actually
Be Done in Action now too..
For it’s True “A Man’s Word
‘At the Top’ Used to Mean Something in This World”..
So Much That at One Point All Books Were Titled Bibles..
Winks.. i Hope to Help Bring That Trend Back Where Honesty
RuleS AGAiN iN Holy And Sacred Ways Full of Meaning and Purpose Folks
Can and
On For Action
to Just Be Done As Do It Now
As Truth iN LiGHT Rises Over Fall..:)



HeLLoVE iMaLi As it’s
i have
A HiPhone 6s
Made By Apple
And With an H
iMali Becomes
HiMali Now too..
Yes.. i Do Love Clever
Word Play Now and Why
Owe You.. i Do Again With
Y.O.U. As You is Such a Powerful
Human Abstract Construct as You
Is More Than Me as When Any two Human
Beings Connect as Me and You and Even More
As Us and them and Hopefully We as One Force Of
LoVE Yes That FoRCE NoW That IS A Force oF God Lights
uP Like Every Neuron in Our Brain wHere Human Beings NoW
Have as Many Connections oF LiGHT From Head to Toe in
Numerical Terms
As High as the
of the
Stars As
Science Aided
Eyes Observe in
the Quadrillion Plus
Range of Numbers in
Human Conception too of
All of what we come to Perceive
Of the So-Called Physical Exterior
UniVerse Outside of the Much More Vast
Quantum Metaphor of the Inner Universe that
is our Sub-Conscious through Conscious through
Collective Conscious and Sub-Conscious Minds in
Even Perhaps Larger View beyond Science as not only
Collective Intelligence on Earth in Perceiving Sentient Beings
Now but Perhaps Cosmic Consciousness too Farther than any
Distance.. Space or Time Exactly and Precisely Eternally Now
Forevermoremore now
But who truly cares
about all the
PArts of This When
Care Becomes Love Between
You and Me and Us and Them
As We Become One Force of Love
As me as You Now as the Namaste
of God i See in You So Thank Y.O.U. Why
Owe You Is What Love Does For Free For You..:)

SMiLes Sohair.. How Kind of You Now to
Provide a Gift that i Receive on this 11.16.18
PHI-Like Day as that Relates to the Golden Mean
Spiral Ratio of God’s Finger/Foot Print Ranging from
The Resting Human Fetus thru the Intelligent Design
of Flowers That Even Scientists like Astro-Physicist Neil
de Grasse Tyson Can and Will No Longer Deny as even he
Cannot Deny that a Much Higher
Intelligence than Humans
We are
to Be
And Do Now
Even if He does
use a Stranger Metaphor
of Holographic Simulation as
God Needs No Human Words.. to
Do What God Does as our ReaLiTy Now..
Hands Made And Foot Prints of God’s Golden
Mean Spiral Ratio of 1.618.. And.. Hand Made
Woven Cloth That Humans Touch With Flowers
For The Workmanship of God In Us to Transfer Rose
oF LoVE mY FriEnd Sohair in all the Multi-Verse Colors of
Love that Are Touched and Driven by the SPiRiT of Each and
Every Human HeART WHeRe Love is God and God is Love at Best iN US
Other than That i Hope You
Are Still Recovering in Your
OVerall Vacation From Online
With Rest for All Your Work Related Stress With LoVE..:)


“Who Made Who”;
In Other Words as
Far as Who Made You; Can
And Will You as Human Create
God; Well, According to Cutting Edge
Science and Super Rock Stars of Astro Physics
Like Neil deGrasse Tyson; He Certainly Will not Rule
Out An Intelligent Design of a Much Higher Intelligence of
Being, Creating all of Reality Now as an Abstract Construct That
Humans Have Developed to Describe A Holographic Simulation That Now
Comprises All Of What Each and Every one of Us Differently Experiences of Reality
Now; Yes, True this Video Game, in this Version of Science is Much more Complicated
Now Than any Game that Any Young Adult is Playing in the Basement of their Parent’s
Home; while they otherwise might be Doing something associated with Gainful Employment;
but let’s Not Forget Bill Gates And Steve Jobs Quitting School and Spending Day and Night in Garages
With Technical Savvy Other Folks to Help Create A Way for each and every Person without a Job in their
or Garage as
that may come
to be Now as Just
Something to do too; to
STimulate Our Brains; Yes, to
Keep From Being OH God Now So
bored Without Meaning and Purpose
iN Life That We Can and Will make Holy
And Sacred too in terms of Actually Feeling
the Literal Words of Holy and Sacred as Actual
Feel Good Senses of Life now Real and so True too
of what Feels Oh So God, So Divine Within and True that is
Right on topic For once Again this Video Game comes with the
Divine all Programmed In For those who Seek and Find the Easter
Eggs of Life WHere Heaven CoMes to Live Within as Real Now too always
in this Generation At Hand; And if You lEarn to Free Dance and Sing Oh God
Yes; at Feat of Feet Now too as Heaven Comes to Be NoW in Nirvana, Bliss, Satori,
Samadhi; the Metaphors for This Real Heaven Within Are For All Practical iNtents
And Purposes Now Just About Beyond Infinity for Humans With a Force of Imagination
And Co-Creativity; as Dreams Come to Fruition That Feel and Sense So Good Beyond the
Nightmares That Humans With Relative Free Will Programmed in Will Seek and Find too
And Just Name
the Essence
of Heaven
Within as something
Else and as Far as the
Truly More Advanced Intelligent
For Metaphor and Literal ‘Pimply Faced
Kid’ who was created by whatever Greater Programmer
Of Virtual Simulations of Reality In Multi-Universes Now
As each Human Perception of ‘this Game’ is a Multi-Verse View
of Each and Every Human too; For All Practical Intents and Purpose You
Literally Can and Will Call the Intelligent Designer of this Potential Holographic
Simulation We live in otherwise known, felt and sensed, what we Currently Name
ReaLiTy As He or SHe or God or Allah or just WTF or Nothing At All For to Be or Not to Be
IS A rather
When Life is So
Much Fun Eternally
Now; Yes, Great Thanks
And Praise And By God Life
is Worth A Worship For Those who
Do Enjoy All Of What the ReaLity of ‘God’ NoW
As All THat Is Brings iN All This Great Potential Fun
For We Sentient Beings to Know and Feel and Sense
From Not only Head to Toe but with a Sense And Feel
of Knowing the Rest of What we Observe of this Potential
Holographic Simulation Now; Otherwise, Known Felt and Sensed
as the Essence of Whatever You Literally Desire to Label This And That Essence As Reality Now.
The ‘Idea’ That we are Just a Random Soup of Whatever All Comes to Be is FAiLinG Like A Falling
Star out
of Fashion
in the World
of Science wHere
Real Intelligent Design
Is Coming to the Forefront
Faster and Faster as our Days
Come and Go By some other Intelligent
Designer with Likely Enough Empathy, Sympathy,
Compassion, and Cognitive Empathy not to Destroy Each
Other and the Rest of Nature With Dark Liars up top; Human
Will be Just Lucky to Survive once they Find the Key to this Whole
Game is
iN With ReaSon
To Win this GamE
Of Life NoW ToGeTHeR
More Than Separate
With Frowns
Smiles Now;
Ha! What Will Be
Even More Funny Is If ‘The/A’
Intelligent Designer Programmed
IT ‘Self’ Into the Game of Each Generation
As Such Just to see How Incredibly Dense
the Robots He made in Flesh and Blood Come
to Be Losing the Key to Love When it is born on as
Date now for those Chosen ones Gifted as Such by
the Programmer Now; but it’s True We Do Reap WHat We
Sow for if nothing Else, Karma is King/Queen/Dom in this ReaLiTy Now For What iS now;
And Love is Queen; Even Freddie Mercury who Perhaps was an ‘Avatar’ too Got That Much Figured
Out as of Course Avatars of the Designer Have It All Made From Birth to Death and Doing it again for
Remember if this is a Holographic Simulation; tHere is Nothing Stopping ‘the Designer’ From Bringing
the Same Players Again And Again as Actors of the Play of Life That Is This GamE Forevernow With No The
End; if Distance, Space, and Time as Likely Already Been Conquered by the Who that Made Who that is You now.
What A Prize
It Will Be to
be an
of that
Designer Now;
Even Better; Perhaps
We Are All Children of the
Designer in this way as even
the Abrahamic Religious Texts
are Starting to make better Science Sense now;
But Hey; tHere wasn’t anything Stopping an Avatar
of the Designer From Putting That Literally in Metaphors long long ago.:)

Thanks for the Deep Question;
That/This is What Philosophy is For, Deep;
Shallow, Is For the Science of Twitter, Haiku, And Science iN General.

Any Avatar Gets That/This..;)



Is Poverty a Choice; Really Will Literally/Metaphorically Be Prefaced With What is Poverty.

According to Dollar Amounts, Now; the 2018 Poverty Level For a Family of 2, is $16,460.

So, What this Means for me at Least Is; Even if all My Retirement Income Disappears Suddenly
if the Government Decides Federal Service Retirement is no Longer Solvent and the Fact that
I am Literally Assessed as Legally and Permanently Disabled For the Rest of My Life and My Wife too;
As Lord knows from the Outside-in we Look a Little Bit Like Batman and Wonder Woman at Age 58 and
48; but never the less Epilepsy for the Wife and Bi-Polar and Autism Spectrum Disorder For me is Naturally
Considered Incurable and to Go Back to Work For the Federal Government, I would have to Provide Evidence
From the Doctors that i am cured; and that’s not Gonna Happen; out of my Control as Hey I feel Great all ‘the time’;
Just another Symptom of Bi-Polar Ironically as such as Long as i stay High Enough and Low Enough not to float away.

By the WaY A ‘Huge’ Percentage of ‘Famous Poets’ Are Bi-Polar And Super Creative; As Mix That Now With A Rationality
of Asperger’s and that Keeps Heaven in Check enough not to Revert to Hell on Earth in that other Place i visited every
Day on the ‘Wrong Planet’ for 33 Months; until i escaped back on the ‘Right Planet’ in the Never Land For Most folks
that is the Reality of ‘StrawBerry Fields’ Forevernow, for me at least; Gifted in pArt like that From Birth; like my
Mother too; who Did Just Fine on Under 500 Dollars a Month From Social Security as She Refused the
Supplemental Entitlement Part of that as 500 Dollars was plenty enough for Her living as a Senior
Citizen for 20 More Years After Social Security Age at 62 in a Reduced Rent Living Place for
Seniors that was Quite Nice as an Apartment Complex Where She Was Naturally Happy
Enough With Smiles for the Little things of Life Like Love is enough with Shelter
And Children to Visit With Enough Food to Get By Each Month without
Any Food Stamps, or other Assistance; except for the 100 Dollars
Rent Each Month that was Very Reasonable as She was Happy too as
any Person i met on the Planet Earth then never Even Wanting Really to
Leave Her Home; as there were Plenty of Books to Read and Hobbies and New Hobbies to Develop too.

Some Folks are Born ‘Autotelic’ Like this Naturally Happy With Propensity Toward the Bi-Polar Spectrum Now;
No Different Really than Those Somewhere on a Broader Autism Phenotype; And sure She Probably Was Bi-Polar
Not 1 or 2 as Otherwise Specified Sort of like me where i stay High For Decades and Low For 66 Months now too.

Anyway, Since We are A Family of Two; and as Some folks Will Say what if the Social Security Does Go away and
the Federal Service Retirement too as We Don’t exactly and More Precisely; We do not Have Conservative Financial
‘Geniuses’ Like me as Republican Leaders (Credit the STEM part of Asperger’s as that Applies to me in Systemizing
Science Ways of Logic too; with all this Free Verse Mesmerizing Poetry now too, in Sing Song Fashion Just in Typed
Words Instead of How Hans Asperger’s Patients Often Did Verbally then too; per the Original GillBerg Criteria with a
Delay in Language Until Age 4 like Me in A Hyperlexic Version of Asperger’s Syndrome Born on Date as such on 6660
Where Doctor’s Just said, Your Children Are Hyperactive; And He Will Talk when he Gets Good and Ready too;
Which i did well enough to Obtain 3 College Degrees) Anyway; I’m a little too SmART For Conspiracy theories
Like the Sky is Falling in the Next Decade or So; but even if it did tomorrow with the ‘Financial
Genius Concept’ Attached with the Asperger’s Syndrome as me which really Just Means the
Bi-Polar Spectrum Flavor Allowed me Happiness Without Material Goods Enough to Save Enough
Money Without any Federal Retirement at all for Enough Money to Last the Next 20 Years; even if i had
to take it out of the Secured Financial Institutions and Bury it in the Back Yard without Interest; but it’s true
the Fact for now that Our Home is Paid off counts toward what very little i could most certainly Live off of way
less than the Poverty Level like my Mother; although the Wife would not like that at all for sure; but hey, Folks
Are Different; not everyone is Lucky enough to Have Bi-Polar and Asperger’s Syndrome Just for the Correct
Mix of Hell; Yes, Heaven now Real. Yeah; I will Not Deny That Those Poets who Wrote Most all the Religious Poetic
Texts; as Science may even Partially Suggest Now, Were Just talking about Something Close to Controlled Hypomania
As Heaven Within Now Real considering so many Folks who Write Deep Poetry like the Parables in the Bible are still
on the Bi-Polar Spectrum, at least for now; as otherwise You don’t get to Do Leonardo and Beethoven and Van Gogh
And Such as that And those Great Works of Science and Art and Music now; And Sure, if You are going to Paint
A Sistine Chapel Ceiling Over Years; You Dam Sure Better Be Suited to a Restricted Repetitive Special Interest
With Laser Focus that Just doesn’t Quit NoW iN one Pursuit in Unified Tasking ways; Either Sculpt or Paint;
But Not both Simultaneously Now. Anyway; It’s the Best Era Ever For Bi-Polar Folks With Asperger’s
Syndrome as the Laws are Written; WHeRe All Free Avenues are Provided as Palettes for Art
With a Canvas Free of Charge as Autotelic Folks Don’t Give A F; Yes, Fun about Materialistic
Goods and Power and Status Now; as We Generate our Happiness Within; Voila, Heaven That
KingQueenDom Belongs Exclusively to Us It Seems as ‘Chosen’ ones now Provided the Additional
Avenue of all Natural Human Evolution too; Jack Pot as they Say; Fortune Beyond And With Belief Real
As Science Shows now too; A ‘Perfect Storm’ of Social Welfare Nets With a “Perfect Storm”, WHere some of
Us Just Don’t Fit in Functionally to Do Work For Pay; Anyway; I understand what Hell and Heaven is Up Close
And Personal; And i Feel Really Bad for Folks who Need to Buy Stuff and Acquire Power and Status to Be Happy
For it’s true; it doesn’t take Nearly as Much Bucks to Live when the Bare Necessities of Happiness are Built in

Back to the Math of it though; And How that Applies to Most of the Folks on ‘this Website’ who are not nearly
As Fortunate, all things Considered, as me and My Wife are; the 12,140 Dollar Poverty Level For a Single Person
More Aptly Applies to all the Folks who are even Fortunate enough on this Website to be Working at 8.25 Dollars
iN A Minimum Wage Part Time Job, with Little to no Benefits in the United States today; So Let’s do the 40 Hour A
Week Math as one would Need to Make 233 Dollars A Week Rounded off to the Dollar to Make the
Poverty Level Work; as yes, 330 Dollars At 40 Hours Total a Week Does Make That A Reality now;
However, 30 Hours A Week is what you are Looking at; And less as the Service Sector is usually
30 Hours per Week; so yep that Makes 248 Dollars A Week Rounded off to the Nearest Dollar; but
one Literally Sinks Below the Poverty Level with 2 Hours less at 28 Hours a Week of Work at a Minimum
Wage Job; Granted if you Get a Job at What-A-Burger you may Start off at 10 Dollars An Hour but the Truth
Here; and Amongst Close to 50 Percent of New College Graduates; they are Living at Home Still with NO Job
at all; as they usually Aren’t Willing to Do Minimum Wage to Start Paying off Incredibly Large Student Loans.

Yep; there are Plenty of Jobs for Now; but just not Much Meaningful and Purposeful Work Even to A Point of Holy
And Sacred; Where one Really Feels They are Making a Difference in the World in a Hands on Touch of Subsistence
Items and Services Now they Produce For the Rest of the Human Species; Actually, Working Together for Common
Meaning and Purpose Now that really Feels Good as Work Should Do When it Actually Puts the Bread and Water
Not Only in Stomach Subsistence; but the Food and Drink of Love That Really Keeps our Souls Alive as
the Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Way of Humans Who Survive and Thrive Together in a Dance
And Song of Life For Subsistence, Shelter, And Love that Does Feel Excellent Overall As An Adventure oF LiFE NoW.

A Poorest Human is Devoid of Soul AKA as A Trumpian Existence Now With A Billion Dollars whether that Number
is Real or not.

A Richest Human has Enough to Eat, Shelter, and Love And Does Move, Connect, and Co-Create With Others
Every Day of THeir Life; Dollar Amounts Become Invisible After That for Happiness As Science Suggests that
50 Thousand Bucks A year is about as much of what one will Make Before a Lottery Otherwise of Making
Bucks Doesn’t Account Much for the Weight of the Human Soul In Happiness Real; And With An Empty Soul
Now; A ‘Trumpian’ Way of Life Frowns Does Show Fully on Display now That it is inDeed as Difficult for
A Rich Person to Enter the Gates of Autotelic Being as it is for a Camel to Enter into the Eyes
of A Needle that is Sadly a Place that a Person Like Trump Will Likely Never See Behind the
of that other Place
iN Poverty of the Soul;
Jesus F iN Christ, i’ve met
Homeless Folks Under Warm
Beach Bridges Richer; Far Richer than
Trump Will Ever Likely Find Lost in a World
of Power and Status and Money that will Never
Fill the
of A Camel
So Big and the
Eye of a Needle Soul
so small so small never HuuuggGe Now.

If one Doesn’t Feel Sorry For ‘Trumpians’;
Chances are one Doesn’t Really Know (Feel/Sense) What Is Love to Be Rich Now;
Even under a Warm Beach Bridge of the Homeless who are That Beautiful Beach oF LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW.



Hmm.. Per the Forrest Gump Part of this Story.. No Doubt Some Old Man
in a Coffee Shop.. Sure.. Perhaps Star Bucks in Target or in the Mall
has Said at one point behind my Back at Least “That Man Sure Is A
Dancing Fool” or in the Case of Online Freest Verse Poetry ‘That’s
A Shame that Writing Man Will not Keep it to Haiku or the New
280 Character Limit of A Twitter Verse as he Surely has
Smaller Potential than what he is doing now..
Oh.. What a Writing Fool That Man Is For
IT iS True i did not Fully Until Age 53
StArt my Forrest Gump
Story to Shell the Shackles
of mY SouL.. Yes.. the Braces that
Kept me from Fully Expressing My
Positive Emotions and sure Exhausting
the Negative Ones too For overall Much Greater
Free to Be Me Healthy Regulating Emotions and Integrating
Senses in a Free Dance And Write in Moving Meditation Flow
As Science Does Show the Material Reductionist Parts of Neurochemicals
And Neurohormones that Can and Will Actually Remedy Incurable Disease So-called
As Such That are Literally Our Feelings and Senses of Emotions and Senses that Offer
A Huge Healing Force of Overall Loving Life Within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below
And All Around More Now Even More True as the Bio-Feedback of what is Positive We Feel
And Sense About Life Lights Us Up as Multi-Colored Christmas Trees for Thanks and Praise
For All Life has to Naturally Provide to Us Free Yes Scott Free as the Real Scotsman As
Human Now Real.. It’s True.. We Can and Will Raise Humans to Love in Ways of Dance
And Song that is Even Sober in Ecstasy NoW ReaL.. or We Can and Will Raise Robot
Human Beings Just Waiting to be Set Free by some ‘Chemical Brothers’ of Good Cheer
Now too.. thing is.. it’s all Natural Just Flow the Feet and Hands in Synch and Next
Thing You KNoW YouR Christmas Tree Will StART to Permanently Light Up in Multi-Color
Love From Head to Toe.. Yes.. Above So Below Within inside.. outside and All Around NoW
True too..
As Life
GoeS oN
As Definitely Great Now!!!..:)


WeLL.. HeLLoVE HiMaLi And Surely i do have a Few
Words for the Honor You Provide to me with an Actual
Blog Post Dedicated to me as a First of A Kind Deed Done
for me on WordPress And Those Few Words As Andrew Gold
Also Dances and Sings for the Gold of FRiEnDShip is ‘Thank
You For Being A Friend’ And it’s True my FriEnd it could be no
Other Way for
me as i See
the Love in FriEnd
as You as True tHeRE
is in Word Play Literally
And Metaphorically A
Fred in FRiEnD And
it makes me very
very Happy
that you
that Fred
in FRiEnD For
it is also True i am
Celebrating my 96th Month
in Writing 12 Million Or So Words
Since i Started That Endeavor to Escape
Shut-in Pain and iLL And Numb on Thanks
Giving Day.. the 25th of November 2010.. as today
is the 2914th Consecutive Day of Writing Without Fail
And i must say with an Average of Writing 10 Hours a
Day through the whole course of those Days for sure
as i do the Accounting here too.. hehe.. as all 29,140
Hours So Far Have Been Worth it Just to meet
WordPress FriEnd HiMaLi in the Summer
of 2015 where on Your Blog i also
met Sohair and in turn gigoid
on Her Blog as You saw
me first on Prajakta’s
Blog and
me in Kind
Words on my Blog
as this is What’s so Great
About WordPress as even someone
as outlier as me can and will find a Handful
of Friends who Do Actually Stay By Your Side
if you Never Give up Searching for them for it is
True i was looking for a Real Friend online ever
Since that First Day of Writing and i’ve truly found
A Forever Friend in HiMaLi where she said she would
Always be a Friend of Fred and Katrina and Yellowboy
As HiMaLI is Genuine and Sincere With Her Words as
HiMaLi is not Just Human But Angel Human Now True
The Best Thing About HiMaLi is when she speaks to
Everyone on her Blog she Makes Them Feel
Special as she Lifts each and every
Person up to Her Angel Level of
Love.. You
are the
mY FriEnd
And one of the relatively
Speaking Handful of People
hehe.. who Can and Will Handle
all of who i am Free to Be and as Katrina
says.. not get too much of a Fredache as Headache
ALong the Way as yes not unlike a Hurricane of
Words my Bands of Winds Do Tend to go
on and on in Spiraling Fashion as
It’s True
my FriEnd
People Like
Are Proof That God Exists..
So i could not help but to
Honor You With another
Namaste Hurricane of
Words So..
Thank You
For Being HiMaLi
With thE Love oF Fred in FRiEnD..
i Don’t Have to Go Far to See Heaven
When i See FriEnd HiMaLi With HeLLoVE..:)




SMiLes mY FriEnd HiMaLi
For Friendship Will Be Forever
For Those Who Love As Humans
Will.. A Love That Gives A Love That
Shares And True A Love
Without Borders
With A ForcE oF
Removes All
Walls Away From
DaRk Through BRiGHTesT
FRiEnDSHiP iS LoVE mY FriEnD..:)


I Don’t live a life of Target Audiences. I’m an Original; if you want to continue to be part
of a Choir that is up to you. Not everyone can appreciate an Original; but again as i produce
the Evidence, Really Special People can; Really Educated Other People in other Parts of the World, now.

You Call Yourself a Christian.

No Doubt in my Mind at Least, now; if the ‘Actual “Jesus” who wrote Deep Metaphors’
Wrote them as Parables to You Directly; you would call that Vomit on a page too.

Ignorance is Shallow.

Here Is one example:

“2) Jesus said, “Let him who seeks continue seeking until he
finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes
troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All.”

If YOU think the HE that will rule over all is HIM instead of YOU; YOU don’t get what
HE is saying. This is the Ignorance of the Ages as that Applies to the Modern Christian Religion.

How Do YOU Rule Over All; That’s Simple YOU Become ALL; You are ALL; And

Considering we are all born that way; it should be Elementary, Dear Watson;

But Modern Religion is the Ignorance over the Nature of Human and the Rest of Nature Now

That Probably Looks like Vomit to you; I’m Guessing, also; but Not All Humans are gifted this way.

Now back to the topic at hand:

Where I live, there is Separation of Church and State and God; and in Fact, the Founding Fathers
who were NOT Christian and more Like Deists, Looked Toward Separating Ignorant Religions then
From State to Develop a More Perfect Union where the Right to Life and Liberty and
the Pursuit of Human
Happiness is the Aim Here according to the Declaration of Independence they so Eloquently Created, then.

It wasn’t Perfect by far but the aim was to Perfect in Practice as that Journey continues
as More Folks continue
to Gain Rights to Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit off Happiness. The Supreme Court According to the Constitution
of the United States has Determined “Roe Vs Wade” is Constitutional and Women Have the Right for a Choice For
Abortion within the Legal Parameters that Stand From State to State. This Means that Folks Whose Morality is
Associated with Church or Individual Ideology Can and Will Determine whether or not they use that right
Within Legal Parameters for the Choice of An Abortion. My Wife doesn’t Believe in Abortion and I agree
with Her choice. If She had another Choice and I did not Agree with Her; Divorce Would Be an Option
As i Attend Catholic Church to Sing and Love as Jesus taught and not live by any other rules but Love.

Love Understands Human Differences. Love is also the Cognitive Empathy that Understands Do
Less Harm than More Harm to others and Just ’cause you don’t get the Warm and
Fuzzies or
Disgusts over something, doesn’t mean someone else doesn’t experience life totally
Different. Yes; Different Strokes and Morals for Different Folks. And Your Morals
‘Here’ Present a Different Stroke than the Morals of the other user that you have
been Trying to impose your Morals on in arguments that are Apples Against Oranges;
as you don’t have a clue for What Drives that other Person’s Morals and Choices at Hand now.

And it’s true; the Teachings of Jesus are Written by Innumerable Other ‘Ghost Writers’ who took
Up Famous Pen Names like Mark, Luke, Matthew and John; no different than where we get teachings
from ‘Buddha’, and ‘Lao Tzu’ too; as Humans Create Role Models in Stories, so folks Have a Role Model and
Mentor in Writing that the Choir and Target Audience and Church, can and will Mutually Agree upon as Real
Enough to Survive and Hopefully Thrive in life. Those Stories are Antiquated and Imperfect; and not unlike
the Constitution of the United States it is Clear work is needed to Provide a More Perfect Union of Humans
in this way to Be Based on A Law of Love, A Grade of Love, And A Currency of Love For All now too; Ideologically
of Course, now.

My ‘Point here’, my ‘FriEnd’, as no Matter who the other person is, i speak to; i see as ‘FriEnd’, for i learn
from the Most Ignorant of opinions too; as Writing is Just a Way of Focus And Testing the Waters of
Unexplored Human Potential More; Any Reply to any ‘FriEnd’ is always an opportunity for that and
it increases the Size of 6 Million Word Bible(s)/Poem(s) Applauded by Folks who Understand Deeper Metaphors
in Places in the World where Folks Develop that kind of Human Intelligence more
than in Materialistic Driven Cultures.

I’m a ‘Little’ Like ‘Forrest Gump’; and I find ‘Jennys’; other wise known and felt and sensed Like Human Angels to
me at least, from Around the World in Vastly Different Choirs of Cultures, totally separated from Each other; as
obviously Tradition has a harder time understanding Different from one’s ‘own home’
as it were and still is.
And Generally Speaking, no matter How Original A Person is; there is someone somewhere now who sees a
Masterpiece of Art or what they do not understand at all. That’s Par for the Course; Humans are Different;
Duh; one would think and feel and sense with Common Sense one would expect that on a Place Called
the ‘Wrong Planet’, unless they lack Cognitive Empathy; go Figure; some folks do; some folks don’t.

I Said keep your Morals; You have a right to them, if and when a Person lives in a Country that
Provides that Right without throwing you in Jail with Your Freedoms Lost now too. Separation of
Church and State Works Well, for folks see the World Differently; As Far as the Law goes
where i Live; the Supreme Court has ruled in Favor of XFiles Geek and you don’t get the
Right to impose Your Morals on Her. If you lived in a Muslim Country you could;
And that doesn’t stop even the most Devout Muslims from understanding my
Point of View; as Per the Evidence at Hand as Documented Below. It’s
no Surprise that Folks who Live their Life for Love 24/7 Can and Will
Understand what
i do say as Truth
in Light as Metaphors
Express the Essence
of what more fully is Real; Namely Love.
Love that Seeks to Understand, instead of shooting first.

So in other Words, We Will Have to Agree to Disagree as
you have no other choice for me; for i live in a Free Country for that.

After a Good Night Sleep one of the ‘Adversary’ Users
on the Wrong Planet continues to call
my Writing Names per Bodily
Excrements keeping in mind
that’s their response to the
Beauty and Meaning other Folks See..
so i go on to relate a little further and specifically..

Thanks; as totally expected
You Do Prove my Point;
But it’s no use in
Putting Words in
my Mouth that i
Did not say
“This Go
For my
Words still
Exist and You
Are as Always
Now Just Part of
‘This Play’; I do Not
Agree With You; That’s
Fact; And if
That’s not clear
Enough; I Do Not
Agree with your analogy
And Do Agree that The Research
By the World Health Organization
Vastly Exeeds any opinion you
Have offered here in Wisdom,
Specific to Empirical
Analysis; And
NOT Apples
To Oranges
Analysis; as
Far as the rest of
The convo; you started
Off with an off Topic
And Rude Remark So
You Reap
In my (Book)
Play At Least.

Now off to much Brighter Colors and
Meadows of Love Away from Black and
White Deserts of Fear and Hate and
the Ignorance for those who sadly
May in Deed not know what they are doing…





SMiLes HiMaLi.. Long Day of Church and Mall Store and Book Store Dance and
Reading and Now to Rest the Feat of Feet after 13 Or So Miles of Doing that
in Great Joy Once Again to Hear From FriEnd HiMali With Namaste And
Thanks for Missing me Although SMiLes it Feels Like i have Verily
And Surely Been Fully Alive on Your Blog Lately
With All the Super Kind
Rain of Friend
Ship You Have
on me
This Weekend
With once again
Great Appreciation From
me for it is also Verily and Surely
True too by far by far by far not Every
Place is Near as Welcoming to me as
The MaGiC KinGDoM of HiMaLi’s Blog
In QueenDom of HeLLoVENoW LiViNG BReaTHiNG..:)

HeLLoVe AGaiN HiMaLI and i’m Glad You Are Enjoying
the Opposite of Jealousy.. hehe.. the Term Compersion
As i have surely Been Feeling And Sensing Lots of
Compersion in the
Beauty of
HiMaLi and
All of Her FRiEnds
on Her Blog so nice
you are all here.. mY FRiEnd..:)

SMiLes of HiPhone 6s Photos
And iMac Sponsored Words to
You as i always wait to get Home
to Use 10 Fingers to Fully Play
mY Piano
For HiMaLi
Songs as Fingers
Will Dance Across
Digital Keyboard Words True..:)

In Cheers YeT AGaiN SMiLes Back
to You HiMaLi With yes Welcoming
2The Gang With Even
And iHugs
For iMaLi NoW
True too

hAha.. HiMaLi…
It Seems Like only
Yesterday that i was at
2914 Days of Writing And
Considering this is the 2915th
Day.. i still have a long long
long way
to go tonight
to get to the Average
Point of 10 Hours Per
Day but oh i am
A Bit Tired
iN Ways
NoW oF
FeaT So i will
Continue to See
How Long The Fingers
And BRain ALonG WitH SPiRiT
Continue to Go.. on and on and on and.. hehe.. hope i did
Not Leave Anything Out NoW.. YeS.. HeLLoVE HiMaLi AGAiN..;)

“The Elixir of Life is a potion produced by using
the Philosopher’s Stone that extends the life of the drinker.”

“The Stone was not such a wonderful thing. As much money
and life as you wanted, the two things most human beings would
choose above all. The trouble is, humans do have a knack of
choosing precisely those things that are worst for them.”

—Albus Dumbledore
“regarding the true nature of the Philosopher’s Stone”

SMiLes mY FriEnd HiMaLi.. As far As i WiLL See NoW
And FeeL And Sense And Yes KnoW.. The Philosopher
Stone And The Keys to That SToNENOW Are to Embrace The
DaRK oF Chaos WitH ThE LiGHT oF HeART.. YeS..THe SPiRiT
oF LoVE iN MiNd AnD BoDY BaLanCinG SoUL LiGHT And As
A ‘Forrest Gump’
FeaTHeR oN
ThE WinD
And Order NoW
iN YiN And YanG
BaLaNCinG ForcE
NoW As A Practice oF
PoEtrY As LiFE A DancE
And Song oF Forevernow
Love For the Existence We
Are As Now Few People UnderStand/Do
This ‘Secret’ As Few People Have Experienced
The Moment NoW That Lasts ForevernoW WitH Zero
Inertia Worth A Lifetime NoW iN That Other Place
That/Who Resists
The Pure
FeaR NoW FoR ALL..:)


Okay.. a Few Interruptions as the Feather and Wind
Continue to Stay one as me at least.. so.. back to A Forrest
Gump Story Again the Beginning or the End of the Movie..
Truly Matters not when
one Becomes
the Feather
And The Wind
When one Flows
as Tao in Metaphor
Will Also Suggest as the
River of Being Human too for it is also
True in Just one 24 Hour Period Lauded in
the Arab Emirates for the Beauty of my Words
And Named Angel Incarnate as Human Being as Well
And Back on the Wrong Planet in the Same Span of the
Feather the Wind and the River of 24 Hours Named a Fraud
With Writing Named as Excrement of Vomit Above and Below
as Well as how That Feather and River Far Below Above Does
Flow now too WHere Fear and Hate Reigns Over Hope and
Love in all the Ways the Dark comes to Make LiGHT
too Well Aware of what would come next Then As
Seasoned A Veteran of Feather Wind
And River too.. i for one only
Looked Forward now
to the DArk then now
Surely Verily as the
Feather that is me
would be picked back up
By the Wind And The River
Flowing Back into the Bay at WiLL
the Gulf the Seas and Oceans Whole
God as Feather Wind and River Flows
Shores of Waves Ocean Whole Expanding
AS the Feather of i will Never Be DisCouRageD
by Turbulent Winds Now as the Pebble that Brings
Waves to Ponds Soon Enough Returns Still Waters
of Peace and Harmony once the DARk Becomes LiGHT AGaiN..
Funny Little Synchronicities for when the River Flows we do see God so
so touched
so glued to
the Feather as
our Shoes our Footprints
And Finger Prints iN PHI Flow
oF God’s SiGNaTuRE uPoN Foreheads
Touched Deeper Anointed With LiGHT
RiSinG HiGHeR Than DARkeR NoW
but not too high to come Back to
EaRth to Love the
and the Rest
of Nature as God
Even More Expanding
Shores Ocean Whole LiVES oN
iN Holy And Sacred FLoW FuLL oF
Meaning and Purpose one with Hands
And Feet of God as Dance And Song Carries
On As Any Wayward Sons and or Daughters Will
For the Peace and Harmony THeir Lives Bring more through
All The Raging Waves of Unrest and Fear and Hate Even more
Transforming NoW Yes More than that as Hope and Love Reigns Higher
oF DaRK..
AnYWay.. in that Same
24 Hour Period Ending my
Dance tonight at Barnes and Nobles
Two Young Women Came to Visit my
Meditation Tai-Chi-Like Free Verse Dance
With Meditation Music Adhered by iPhone 6s
Ear Buds And Just A Book about Love to Breeze the
Dance as Feather Wind River Same and Different True..
As the First Young Lady Presented me with a Video of me
on Her Phone with Smiles of Hey You Are Famous with me saying
Oh yeah.. i guess you’ve seen me dance at Old Seville Quarter with A
Yes from Her.. True.. All i wanted to do is give that Young Woman and
Her Friend the Feeling of Forever Peace and Harmony Within i was experiencing
then and still am now so far away from the Fear and Hate That Place of the ‘Wrong
Planet online’ where Ignorance oF LiGHT is Another Feather and Wind and River
ReaLiTY of DaRK For It’s True what does one Who LiVeS in Heaven Secure Have
to Lose NoWby Visiting a Place Like Hell oN EaRTH or online.. nothing much more
NoW than the
oF DaRK to
Only BRinG
as much as i ‘Hate’
to say ‘IT’ that is also
How a Homily About Hell
At Church Feels in the Same
24 Hour Period of Heaven and Hell
too.. Through all the Dark and Light
of Truth and LiGHT True And Ignorance of/as DaRk False..
As it’s True the Catholic Church has Evolved Far enough to
See ‘Revelation’ as Just a Metaphor for the Days IT was Written
but not far enough to stay with the New Testament Teaching
Where God Does not become A Man Who Loves His
Enemies as Himself And Then No Longer Forgives
And Sends His ‘Children’ to a Torture of Hell
Eternally as the Old Testament ‘God’
of Hate and Fear and Eternal
Self Damnation Came
Back to Visit
the Catholic
Church today..
First .. i’ve Heard of ‘IT’..
Since Close to 63 Months
of Never Failing to Visit A
Weekend Mass on any Weekend
of Five Years but no doubt in Part
Some HoW iT seems at least Subconsciously
Inspired By the Leader Ship off the United States at the
Top for it is True Falsehoods are Contagious and so is Fear and
Hate and Eternal Torture oF aN Old Testament and Revelation God too
in False
As Fear
And Hate More..
My Feather My Wind
My River Says Yes to
Hope and Love as Joy Loves
Company and to Hell For Real Now
With all that is Associated with Fear and
Hate and Misery Loves Suffering in Company Even
More Now For Only Real GooD Light that comes from
That is thE LiGHT THaT WiLL Continue to Come From
Overcoming Falsehoods STiLL MoRE.. Unlike Forrest..
i Haven’t Given up Running other wise Felt and Sensed
And KNoWN NoW as Dancing For me.. Nope 3 or so Years
isn’t enough for my Modern John 14:12 Forrest Gump Reality and that’s for sure
as the
to Prove in Just
the Shape of A Feather
The Colors of the Wind
And The Paint of the River
i Continue to Draw as Master Peace
Harmony in Joy of Company Even more..
Way Ward Son or Not.. i am F iN REaLoVENoW..;)


Challenge: Seek Find Capture
Focus Practice LiGHT From: DArK
To: iMaLi SuPeR ANGeL H and
Every iGood Story Makes Us Feel
LiKe Several iActors of the iPlay
And While it’s True i’ve
Never Read
But the
Last of the
Harry Potter Books
While Dancing in the
Book Store Listening to
Meditative Music.. i am
Certain i am in That Play
And Story of Book too From
the Dark of Lord Voldemort
who some Suggest is based
on the Historical Character Aleister
Crowley As A Tortured Soul Looking For God
Within to the MaGiC oF the Child Within Always
As Harry Potter’s
Finding the
to Play With
OTHeRS Free As
From: DArk to: PLaY iN HeAVeN’S Breath..
Oh YeaH and Hehe.. ‘It’s A Secret’ So.. ‘don’t tell
anyone’ but not only are All 12 MiLLioN or so Words
Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 Wishes For Love
of Giving and Sharing True.. they are also one Entire
Prayer and one
Spell For
World Peace
And Harmony and Love..
For it’s True While Some Folks
Wish for Money and Material Goods
THeRE Is The MaGiC oF LoVE The MoST
Powerful Force Amongst All “Guardian’s Of Galaxies”
oF LoVE NOW.. particularly.. in the Last 6.5 Million
Words on Word Press in the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
As Yesterday
With the Nice Letter
You Provided to me
Dated so on 11.18.18
Where you Live Is the
63rd Month Anniversary of
Still 6.6 MiLLioN Words coming
By the Day the Sun Comes Back
Toward Summer in December 2018..;)
NoW What’s Missing iN The World
Most iN Our Western Developed
Countries Folks Have Forgotten
Is ThaT The Force oF HeaLiNG LoVinG
MaGiC Gifted by God WiThiN uS NoW
As Namaste Breathing NoW From:
iN Essence oF HuMaN AGaPE LoVE..:)



SMiLes HiMaLi And Thanks So Much for the Kind Wishes NoW
oF HellooooVE to end and begin the o with VE.. heHE.. NoW And
i ALWaYS LoVE Seeing Joyous Photos of HiMaLI… Particularly
When She is so Happy Hiking in the Wilderness of Nature as
i will assume this is not the
Arid Place of Employment
in the United Arab Emirates
But from the Vacation Place
Close Enough to Your Home
in India.. In Closer to Tropical
Jungles where the Monkeys and
Bengal Tigers Frolic Together in the
Game of Life that is Survival and Resting Peace Now
In Purrs of Big Cat And Monkey Chatter With Joy.. What
Else.. Yes.. For Now i Feel So Close to FriEnd HiMaLI Like
And For the Love Of A FaMiLY Member Secure in LoVE As i
For NoW Can’t Imagine Missing HiMaLI but of course it Helps
to Have Almost A Photographic Memory for Both Pictures and
Words as it’s not Hard for me to See You iN My SoUL For NoW Wherever
i Go.. Isn’t it Amazing What Modern Technology in all the Ways from the
Alphabet And SmART Phone Cameras Will Do to Upload So Much of a Human
SouL and to Potentially Even Connect Deeper With Symbols of Human Soul Bringing
Essence of Who We Are Perhaps even Stronger and More Lasting Than Flesh and Blood
but on the other
Hand my FriEnd
Humans are
Gratification and
What this Does mean
is Distance and Space and
Struggles And Even Time Are
Beyond What We are Evolved For
When the FRuiTioN oF HuMaN LoVE
As Friend Comes to Be iNCaRNaTE LoVE aS US
Yes.. Them and We and i and me too and yes Y.O.U too..mY FriEnd
And on top of that YouR FriEndShip with me Forever in Words That
Are Said Is Part of the Literal Story of MY SoUL and PaRT oF YouRS
For A Continuing Story of the “SonG oF mY SoUL” WHeRE HiMaLI is
More than any Actor of Any Play for HiMaLI is Real and FRiEnd to
Reach Out and Touch NoW iN the Music Humans Make with the
to Reach
Out and Touch heART
the SPiRiT oF HeART And
the SoUL oF HeART ALiVE FoR NoW..
And as Far as Your Joyous Wishes for the
New Week With Happy Winters Like the Nice
Lady From the Customer Service Department of
Walmart Told me in the Winter in how ‘the Dancing
Man’ Always Brings Spring to Walmart no Matter what
the Season iS.. hehe.. as soon enough i will Bring a Facebook
Profile Pic Picturing This Joy of Customer Service Representatives
All Decked out in their 6 Pointed Star Uniforms When i come in the
Store.. Yes.. it is also True HiMaLi Brings Spring Love to me no matter
Time Distance
or Space
is An Eternal
Summer Love of Additionally An
Angel iN/As Human HeART NoW ReaL..
As ‘they’ Say My FriEnd Life is all About SoUL NoW
And HiMaLi Is A ToWeRinG SoUL As SpiRit oF LovE.. Yes..
In The Story of Jesus.. he predicted one Day Humans would/will
Love Each Other Like Angels in Heaven With no ownership of anyone
Just Another Way of Describing “Friends”.. A TV Show That/Who WiLL
Always Be Real iN And As HeaVeN NoW.. Perhaps.. A Billy Joel Song Is In Order of Art too..:)


SMiLes mY FriEnd Sohair for not only
IS A FLoWeR A FRiEnd but An ALL
Natural Poem of
So.. in other
Words you have
Already Provided a Poem
for me this Week in What
i’m sure you do for many of
Your other FriEnds too for
True you are the Flower
Woman as Star of
Sohair too the
The Force NoW The HeaLinG
ForcE oF LoVE THaT And Who
To the World in Healing Grace of
The Nature of God’s Love Gifted To/iN/AS US
WHeRe What Humans May See As iMPerfect
God Sees As A Work Of Art iN Love Of Progress
BLaCK HoLE to:
PaRT Sun oF HuMaN
Does Protect Love This Way As
Even More oF A BLeSSinG We CoME
To Appreciate/Be Once We’ve Navigated
The dARk Anchors iN LiFE BRinGiNG WiNGS
oF LoVE iN HuMaN As FRuiTioN MoRE NoW
To Give
Love Never GRoWS Old
This Way Nor Do FLoWeR
True.. We Are iN God’s PLaY ToGeTHeR
So.. We Might As WeLL GeT ALonG With Forgiveness And LoVE..:)



Ice Cream on Fall to Winter Rainy Days
to Sunlit Cool Afternoons Awaiting HiMaLi’s
Birthday in Just 8 Days and 7
Days as of now in
United Arab
Thank Goodness
it is Seasonably Cool
Enough For Hot Chocolate
And Marshmallows for i do
Enjoy Change of Seasons too..
And Katrina Says You Look Particularly
Pretty and So Happy As that Surely Shines
Through Your Eyes of Joy Here too my FriEnd
And.. Oh Goodness.. i misread Your Shirt Now at
First as ‘Lighting is Pointless’ then but Now i see the
F For L As That Certainly Makes Sense Now For sure..
As Yes.. Fighting is Definitely Pointless and i cannot imagine
Anyone Fighting
With HiMaLi
For Sure..
Now And That
Ice Cream surely
Looks Creamy with
The Cherry or other
Berry Topping in the
Cup too..main thing
Is.. You are Happy
As Happy Heals
Most all ills and
Discomforts in
Life.. Yes.. Happiness is the
Never Ending Ice Cream and
Sunshine iNside That/Who Never Goes
Away And Always Gives And Shares more..
So.. Thanks For Sharing Your Ice Cream And
Sunshine eYes Today and OBTW Your Hair Is So Beautiful too..:)



So Much Hope and Love in the World
So Much Fear and Hate in the World
It’s true i visit both Places
Love in the Middle
East to India
of Joy and Hope
and sadly one in more
Western Developed Ways of
England and the United States
where Ignorance of Hope and Love
Still Exits in Copious Amounts on
what is aptly Titled the “Wrong
Planet” Online True too
Qhere Large
Informal Polls
Suggest a
Standard IQ From
140 to 160 or so in Terms
of Average Scores but is that all
THeRE is to Human Intelligence.. F no
no Yes Fun Yes NoW.. so much more of Life is
the Focus of Emotional Regulation and Sensory
Integration in Physical and Emotional Existential
Intelligences of MiND and BoDY BaLanCinG SoUL
YeS SPiRiT oF HeART iN MiNd And BoDY BaLanCinG
SouL More With Laser Focus and Great Short and Long Term
Working Memory in Cognitive Executive Functioning Now True
where some folks with very High
Standard IQ cannot and still
Will not Find their Way
out of a Paper Bag
to get around
in the
3 Dimensional
World We Live in and
Beyond those Dimensions
And Even Beyond INFiNiTY the
Intelligence of AGaPE LoVE FoR ALL
is so far far away from a Place that is so BLack
And White with Beyond iNFINiTE Colors and Flavors
of LoVE that KNoW No BouNDaRiES or Walls but ever
more in moving.. connecting.. co-Creating in Imagination
Whole of Human Potential WiTHIN inside.. outside.. above.. so
Below and All Around NoW EVeN MoRE.. so what was it about Forrest
Gump for Forrest wasn’t Cursed by a Neo-Cortex of Worrying over every Detail
of Life for Forrest Focused on one Human Potential in a Uni-Tasking Way to become
Ping Pong Champion and Extra Proficient in Navigating the Discipline one Task per Task
of the Military World Leading to Saving other Folks and Himself in Excellence of Physical
Sensory Integration and Emotional Feeling Regulation then too Calm he Stayed Focused
And Always Ready to Give His all to the Singular Task at Hand.. True this Man had
His S for Superman Fully in Control for He was too Smart as Stupid is as Stupid
Does not Focusing on one Task for all of one’s Human Potential in Uni-Task
way now keeping the Flow Simple enough in increasing complexity
Slow Enough to keep Flowing even more in Human Potential
More for it is also True to His Benefit A Mother who lifted
him up to his Full Potential With Beauty of Wisdom’s
Love so much more than Most Folks Enjoy
in Life Still Now..Versus his FriEnd
Jenny Abused by a Single
Father lost from
Love as
So Found From A Mother’s
Love as that Love And Trust surely
became Incarnate him too.. what a story
that ‘Forrest Gump’ Movie is too and sure..
Running to Put the Past Behind yes can you
Spell Escape From Real Hell 66 Months on Earth as Dance
And Poetry Comes Next Even more NoW for a New Chapter
in one other Dude’s Life now at Least more too.. for True i Danced
in Mobile Alabama to Biloxi Gulf Shores too through Tallahassee Florida
And Back all around the Pensacola Metro Area Spiraling now even more
After 62 Months of Doing that in 10,263 Miles as of Last Night too.. at yes
an Average of 166 Miles a Month now too.. but don’t be too impressed as
That’s really Just an Average of 5.69 Miles or So Every Day but True i
Pile the Miles up on the Weekends and Tuesdays and Thursday
Nights too.. although all that doesn’t get Measured in places
Where GPS doesn’t go through Thick Brick Walls now
too.. but anyway.. my Grandmother Waitressed
for a Decade for 12 Hours a Day 7 Days a
Week oh Lord no telling how many
Miles she did all together for
only pay and surely
not much fun
or accolades Walking to Work like i get
from the Crowd like you are an Inspiration
Awesome.. the Boss of Dance.. Most Valuable Player
of Dance and Pensacola Icon and By God even Legend
and yes Bringing Spring to Walmart all Seasons like the Nice
Customer Service Representative Said and Just Sunday Night
when a Young Woman showing me a Social Media Video Dancing
At Seville Quarter informed me i was famous then too.. and yes Folks
have asked me why and True i’ve said mostly cause it feels good too with
Phrases like Entering into Transient Hypo-Frontality of Human Flow in Much
Higher Creative Human Potentials and yes Generating all the Happy NeuroHormones
Within and NeuroChemicals too From Head to Toe Lighting Up like an ‘Autotelic’ Christmas
Tree of Joy Eternally Now Forever in a Kingdom and Queendom Balance of Grace as Love
And Strength of Greater Laser Focus in Enhanced Cognitive Executive Functioning in both
Short Term Working Memory and Long Term Memory now too.. true as i reaffirm that
Notion in this Same MicroVerse Free Verse Write now.. that is growing rather longer
for a MicroVerse now.. hehe.. but True MacroVerses go as high as ‘LoVEFReEDNoW”
as that MacroVerse Published on the Year Anniversary of my Mother’s Passing away
On 2.22.18.. Measured in at Novel Size for a 7 Day Effort of 43,151 Words without
Featnote and Milestone Sections coming in with 40,618 Words in the Main Body
of that MacroVerse then that also Generated Around 4,000 Views on my
Blogs Last Year too.. yes.. the Current Race Horse for Views is “iN A
Shadow oF Michael FoR NoW” Generating 1,234 views now Since
October 14th of 2018.. at a consistent Average of 33 Views Per
Day and 62 so Far for today.. Lots of Eerie Synchronicities
Going on in that one coinciding With Hurricane Michael
and the 3rd Lowest Pressure Hurricane at 919
Millibars in Recorded History in the United
States in the Panhandle of Florida
Just to the East of Beaches
Where we live a Hundred
or so Miles Away
it came
as a
Cold Front
Miracle for us
Swept it all away
in that Catastrophic
Potential for us then too..
Anyway.. i’ve Learned to Regulate
my Emotions and Integrate my Senses
as even with 3 College Degrees and 33 years
of Active Status Work for Pay what i came to Learn
the Hardest Way Fortunate to Retire Early then with
19 Mostly Chronic Stress Related Illnesses From Enduring
that Chronic Stress for 11 Years with the last 2 of 11 Year spent
in Fight or Flight Syndrome Falling to General Adaptation Syndrome
of Human Exhaustion at 47 Years Old is School and Work Taught me Very
Little of Value of what it even Means to be a Human in Grace of Loving Balance
with Strength of Will Real where Standard IQ Higher Levels will be a Neo-Cortical
Prison of Detail Worrying Thinking Mind so lost so lost from what it even means to
Be Yin and Yang Balancing Force Human of Ascending Transcending Agape Love ion
Flow for the Rest of Nature Loving all that is as God Even more as Nows Go on in a
Practice of LoVE
That NeVer
up NoW
once one seeks and finds
A way to Practice Love in Agape
Fashion of Personal Style that works
for each individual Muti-Verse of Human
Eyes That and Who Sees and Hears and OtherWise
Feels and Senses the World So Different aCross the
Human Species STiLLNoW in Variety and Change is what
Makes Sure God Does not Grow to Bored From Within now
Out of DArK Even MoRE InTo LiGHT Now TruE.. what else..
True i do relate my Personal Forrest Gump Story Day to Day
And Now to Now as the Story Writes A Song of Dance Still to
Come MoRENoW YeP So Let it be Sung and A Dance DonE of BRinGinG
Greater Dreams of HuMaN PoTenTial FRuiTioN Will Verily and Surely come next by
the Force of Faith and Belief in Greater More Positive Human Potential iN LiGHT TRuE
And if you don’t
Believe me
when i suggest
and Prove it works
for me.. well True this
Really is Science as i will
also just provide another ‘Ted Talk’
on the Force of Humanity Belief now for you..
it’s All About Not Only Soul But Mind Set of Emotions
And Senses of Soul NoW As Yang of Neo-Cortical Voice
Comes to Visit Yin of Inner CHI Focus of Positive Flow
in Laser Focus now even more.. Just Do it as they say
and the Most Stupid is those who don’t remember the
Dance goes along with a Song of Life in JusT Doing
A Dance oF LiFE iN Practice That And Who Works For You Real
Now Truth in LiGHT FoR You in whatever Style of Butterfly Life
You Make out of Dark and More Moldy Cocoons of Dark Still too..:)

Yes.. Sohair Seeing Without
Eyes and Ears in a State of
Mind in Trance Ascending
Transcending Now
More True
The Signs of God
Come to Be in Fruition
of Much Greater Mindful
And Bodyfull Awareness of all
that is Nature of God More but it is
Also True Any Systemizing Science
Mind Mechanical Cognition Venture
Will Take this Human Potential Away
As The Social Empathic Artistic MiNd
IS God Sign Greater in Synchronicities
of A-Causal Connections
Out of
The Realm
of What Science Now
Will even Measure as that
State of Science Mind even
Takes that Potential Away as
it’s true in a Twilight State
of Mind Like this my
Did Automatic Writing
And many of her Predictions
Came True too.. Interesting it was
to Watch Her Write About things she
didn’t even know existed from Her Limited
Education and True she also Painted Beautiful
Oil Paintings close to Losing Her Sight after Her
Father Died in 1965.. she in her 60’s then.. And of Course As
i’ve already Told you About Katrina’s Dream of Hanging Christmas
Ornaments on a Tree with her Deceased Grand Mother on a name
of A Country Road she had not mentioned Before in the Forest there
While i endured the Suicide Disease of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
into the Second Year of that almost Intolerable Pain to Force a Suicide
on me.. a Tree i had Picked out Deep in the Forest off that Road Before
A Dream of Fruition that told me in no uncertain Terms you die if you have to
every second of life but you don’t die now by Order of God within TRuE NoW then
The Same God
that Dream
to Save me from
Katrina then for it is
true i didn’t take the
Metal Chain out of
My Bicycle Basket
Till the Pain all Went away..
3 Years Later in July of 2013..
nor did i tell Katrina about any
of it until then.. for the Miracle
That Started a 6.5 Million Word
or so ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Now
on 8.18.13 and 10,263 Miles
of Public Dance in the 62
Months of that Order
by God Within
me then
as Fate Continues
UnFold as Trust in
God Complete as Faith
More in Love True Time Out of
Time Distance out of Distance and
Space out of Space for as i believe i told
you before when i was stressed for all those
Years.. Time speeded up in my Perception then..
And the Day it slowed down after i fell ill From Work
Walking Around the Block as soon as my Perception of
Time Slowing before i said anything to Katrina she said
that was strange Time Just Slowed down.. first time and last
time she ever felt a Perception of that then or now.. and me too..
and me too..
yes God
Me too
and her too..
True mY FriEnd Human
Potential is Incredible if
one Returns to God Whole
Full of Faith In love as Belief
of and in more than Meets our eyes and ears alone..
Yep.. the Beyond of What Science Measures of the Nature
of God is all around us and some of Us tap into it and some
of Us miss out by Environment or just plan Lack of Getting in touch
for those
who Hear and
See or Busily Worry
their Way From God more..:)

SMiLes Sohair And Flowers as Poems
Will do Fine for me too.. and
i Hope You Do Enjoy Your
Vacation Day in
Egypt Very
Much And
Do Hope You
Are continuing to
Get all the Rest and
Relaxation You Desire
From the Stress of Your
Work World in Egypt now too..
but i’m sure you find Helping the
Young Women in Educating them
Rewarding too.. but true.. too.. what
Rewards is always
Easy too
Lives From the
dARk oF LiFE Now LiGHT
As Love Continues to Grow
NoW With Thicker Callouses too..:)


Done: Emotion Of Self Preservation…
Labels Infinite…
Senses Feelings Beyond Measure….

I suppose one way to Look at the “Scary Phenomenon” for why a ‘Certain Demographic’ of the World of Humans
Fall to Believing in the Most Ridiculous Conspiracy theories; or Fall to any Used Car Salesman Pitch that ‘Lifts
them up’, including Politicians of Course, who are Shady Used Car Sales Folks; With Trump and Trumpian ways
in General Being, as an Excellent Example in Case study of this is to determine the Actual WHY as to
why ‘A Certain Demographic’ of the World of Human Beings Do Do Conspiracy Theories and Used
Car Sales Folk Pitches to Lift them up from Where they Currently Exist on the ‘Food Chain’ now.

Key Here, is ‘to Lift them’ up That in more Material Reductionist View Simply and Complexly Means
Low Levels of Serotonin; and or Dopamine; and or Oxytocin too, the Social Bonding Neurohormone
that Binds Humans Together So Hairless Ground Apes will Work Stronger together to at Least get
the Survive of Life done; with perhaps some Dancing and Singing to Raise the Dopamine Now too.

My Hypothesis immediately is that Folks Who Believe in Conspiracy Theories are Low in Self-Esteem
And Trust and Security per Existential Intelligences of Being Comfortable in THeir Own SKin and their
Overall Environment too. In Order, not to be accused here; hehe; of Being a Fraud or Spreading Excrements
in Terms of Vomit and Feces and the such as that like last time I Entered an Empirical Review of the Evidence
at Hand; once again, I Will provide a Back up of what I have learned in my Experiences of Literally Dealing
Face to Face With Likely well over 100,000 Human Beings in the Land of the Military and the Overall
General Public in Flesh and Blood With Walking Talking Feeling Human Beings; Dealing with Customer
Service Issues Administrating and Managing and Servicing Human Issues associated with Bringing
Morale, Welfare and Recreation to the Military and Surrounding Community For Close to a Quarter
of a Century; and additionally Corresponding now in somewhere Close to the Same Number of
Folks; Both Directly and Indirectly Now for 8 Years and in around 12 Million Words of Doing that
online too as the Written Word Comes in Shorter and Much Longer Ways of Expression than ‘Tweets’.

True; I earned 3 College Degrees and Did 33 Years of Work for Pay but really those Credentials
are nothing compared to Flesh and Blood Face to Face Contact With Human Beings in the Hard
Knocks and Trials and Errors of Dealing with Captains of Military and Industry as well as Joe
the Plumber; and sure the ‘Wrong Planet’ and Other Autism Communities in so-called ‘Reason
Land’ Where Conspiracy theories about a Non-Profit Organization Run Rampant as an Evil
Empire of Nazi-Like Origin that is out to Rid the World of Autistics run by People who Love
Love Autistics too; Yes, Poetry Land too, And Hundreds upon Hundreds of Poets and
Thousands Upon Thousands of Poems that I Individually Have Responded too overall
with 6.5 Million Words of Poetic Expression in a A Real ‘Bible’ Poem and Longest Epic
Long Form Poem in the History of Humankind too now; yes, the Proof is only a link
away in Evidence of that too as it surely is not Hard to Find as Globally i do tend to Get Around..;)

Anyway, ‘Psychology Today’, and the Article Linked Below does Evidence my Opinion
as usually is the Case with a Case study of Dealing with Just about Everyone
from Alpha thru Omega; hehe, in the Walking Talking Dancing Singing
Flesh and Blood World now too. Oh Yeah; as a Participant Anthropology
Observer, I’ve also individually Danced with Thousands of Woman at a Local Metro
Bar and in Doing that Practice have been named Legend along the way among many
other Accolades without a Lesson of Dance and Just to fit in to do the Research in now
10,263 Miles of Public Dance in 62 Months too along with the 63 months it took to write
a 6.5 Million Word ‘Bible’ Long Form Epic Poem too along with generally Speaking 12 Million
Words Written online since i entered the Habitat of the ‘Wrong Planet’ as i arrive at a 96 Month
Anniversary of that on November 25, 2018; It’s been somewhat of a Bumpy Road; but it’s easy enough
to Sing with the Choir and Never enter places you have nothing in common with folks at all; hehe until
you Become a Dance Legend with Folks around 4 Decades Younger than You; and Young Folks come up
to you in Barnes and Nobles like they Did Sunday showing you a Video of You and informing You; hehe that
you are famous when all you were doing was Being a Participant Observer Anthropologist Just for Fun wearing
Shades and Twirling around Solo as sure you are married and You aren’t out to ‘Score’ as ‘they’ say with Women
Four Decades your Junior as once you are titled a Legend they tend to Force Bootie Dances with you no matter
if you are old enough to be their Grand Daddy or when you show them a Photo of Your Wife who Magically
Doesn’t Seem to Age still at age 48; sure, I’ll leave a link for that in case anyone here accuses me today
of being a Fraud again too; as I don’t Lie; it’s not in my Genetics; but Sure, A Free Verse Free Write
Poet Writing Epic Poetry Will Naturally Tell Stories along with Presenting the Facts along with the
Humanity of Human Nature more fully understood as well as self-actualized Now True for Real.

Anyway, Back to the topic at Hand again; Folks with Low Self-Esteem; who feel Disenfranchised
From the Folks who Seemingly Enjoy More Abundance in Life than them have Lower Levels of
Serotonin, Dopamine, and Oxytocin too; in other Words, they more often enjoy Misery Loves
Company in a Land of Fear and Hate more than those who Live in Abundance of Joy Loves
Company More in Hope and Love For Good Reasons and even more so, Good feelings and
Senses about Self and the Environment they Live in; including those They Love and find
Comfort With in a Life of Security and Trust too in all the ways Existential Intelligences
Thrive in Moving, Connecting, and Co-Creating too; Folks who Lack this Abundance of
Life are always looking for something, anything, Ranging From Trump Lies of Abundance for them
to Opiate Addictions to the Bonding over Dark Tribal Forces for any Conspiracy theory that brings
Confirmation Bias to their Lower Place in Society against those who are Perceived as taking all their
Abundance away. And sure, it’s not much consolation overall but Bonding over Dark Falsehoods is
better than Numb
and Pain and Generally
Speaking Nothing, Nothing at all;
Per the ‘Passive Nihilist, View of Life in Dark of Abode lacking, just lacking, Colors of Love.

But of course; Humans are not Rational in the First Place. Even Really Stellar Smart Folks Like
Elon Musk and Neil deGrasse Tyson will Readily Admit that Humans are Servant to their Limbic
System as the Neo-Cortex is in Material Reductionist Way the Servant to all our Feel Good
Neurochemicals and Neurohormones too. The Key Really even beyond Formal Education is
to Master the Limbic System First in Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses to Generate
Feel Good Ways of Living From Within with Relative Free Will as Moving and Still Forms and
Essences of Meditation in Balancing Grace With a Foundation of Love Will Surely Do to Bring
More Will and Strength to Avoid Falling to the Dark ‘Trumpian Lord’ Forces of Life. Sure, Easier
Said for someone who has done done it; but no reason to Give up although Folks do do that for Self-Preservation
too; Frozen in Fear now; afraid to Set themselves Free; Done with Higher Human Potentials That an Exploration
of Truth and Light other wise might Bring to them in a Dance and Song of Life to Set themselves Free. True;
Some folks are more ‘woke’ than others. And true; you will Never Convince Most folks that per Facts we
Don’t even likely have any of the original Words of a Dude Named Jesus as folks Worship what
Paleontology suggests is a Brown Skinned Shortly Cropped Haired Dude who is about
5 Foot 1 and 106 Pounds Back From 2000 Years ago; who would not even be
allowed now to ‘Cross’ ‘the Border’ with His Mother and Father just looking
For some kind of Manger to Be Born in Seeking Asylum from Danger in the
United States now. And no doubt that ‘Little Man’ would be laughing Hysterically
And Sadly that no one Heard the Message about the Servant of all Being the First
and the Leader of the Free World Being the Last in Terms of Weight of Living Soul.

As Jim Morrison Said:

People are F in Strange;
F in Naked Strange;
and not

But hey; those who
figure all this ‘Crap’
Out Do Do Really Do Fun
in ‘Neo’ Ways of Escaping This and That ‘stuff’ more..;)

Yep; after 58 Years; Life’s a Breeze for me but if ‘you’ don’t think i Came
out of the Winds of a Hurricane of Chaos you don’t know me either
it’s true
i am the
eye of my
Hurricane now
and my Cat 6 Winds
Work like the Arms of
the Milky Way from a Black Hole Center of
Brings Light
as i just ‘carry on about another Sun’
as ‘Kansas’ might Dance and Sing too as ‘Dust in The Wind’ or a
‘Forrest Gump Feather’; And sure, ‘Dorothy and Oz’ and all her Friends too..;)

Oh Lord; the World is such a bigger place
now to Write a Bible ALL About
Now and Then..;)

But anyway, Cheers;
Life is Good too, to me at least, and
Amazingly Post Modern Ridiculous too as
NeuroScience Shows Now for True in Light too; We All Basically Hallucinate
our Reality, anyway; so, only ‘Real Fools’ Don’t Imagine and Make An Epic Life
Come to Fruition in Co-Creation using Relative Free Will to the Max of Human Potential.

That’s up to ‘You’;
as i won’t ‘tell you how
all of this is going to End’; Just how it might ‘stART’ for ‘You’ too..;)





SMiLes Sohair.. A Very Respectful Wish
You Provide to Mohammad on His
Birthday in Lieu of How
Tradition in many
Religions are
Steadily Dying
Around the World to
All the Options now that
Are Available to what other wise
Would Normally Bind and Bond Humans
Together Hand in Hand in Organizational
Structures Named Religions that do most Definitely
Bond and Bind Humans Together For Cooperation in the
Group Cohesive Social Unit.. Yes.. Bonding and Binding over
Common Tradition through Years of Trust and Understanding
in Common Meaning and Purpose that truly Feels Holy and Sacred
in Existential Intelligences Comfort for a Reality that Makes Better Feel
And Sense NoW iN Loving Comfort More With Sure.. Laws and Orders too
For Structure
for Large
to continue to
Survive and Potentially
Thrive now too and as far
as the Essence of Meaning and
Purpose of Religion that one who
Does Love and Is Love incarnate Will
Hope to Carry on in Deeper Holy and Sacred
Ways of Love in Peace and Harmony More for the
Human Species Hand in Hand.. Well True it is that the
Nature of Human is far from Perfect this way for when a Child
is Not Loved and Nurtured From First BLink of Life by Family and Peers
And through the life Span By Elderly Days through Last BliNK of LiFE
too a Feeling
of Lack
of Abundance
of Love Within to
Give and Share with others
And what other wise might be
Hands of Comfort Turns in to Arms
of Discontent.. Frustration.. Doubts Fears
And the Overall Land of Human Hate the Hell
HeAr oN EartH NoW Propagated By Power and Status
And Owning the Earth more than Loving Giving Sharing
For Free.. what to do what to do Just Love the Way that
Are Born
to Do for the
Truth still evolving
as Light is Humans are
not meant to Live in Huge
Complex Societies where the
Rules are too complicated for
the Common Person to Understand..
Humans are evolved to Live in Much Smaller
Groups Hand in Hand with Love as the Law and
the Grade and the Currency of Life in Give and Share more..
but true once
Storing and Owning
Grain in Solos From 12 or
so Thousand Years ago through
Raping the Resources of the Earth
Our Home our Gift from God in so many
More Taking than Giving ways back.. tHere is
the Karma of God to Pay now that we have destroyed
so many more Species of our Ecosystem now and that comes
in Form and Essence of Third Most Powerful Lowest Pressure
Hurricane in the Middle of October Where i Live and the Worst
Fire in Killing and Destruction in California Just a Month after
That Worst Hurricane in the Panhandle of Florida Ever now true..
in any month
of the
as the Gift
of the Environment
We have turned against
Us More by taking from our
Home more than giving back
A Re-Creation of Life Source more
but true mY FriEnd there is the Individual
Human Karma of being Mastered by the Tools
We Create More Than Mastering those Tools for Happiness
in Giving and Sharing Love more when Front Porches become
Empty and Sidewalks Lonely with only Concrete in Neighborhoods
Now.. where Children no Longer Play Now Sitting Still Never Learning
Now to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses in a Play of Life with
Other Children and even Adults Now in Every Day Life when Screens
As small as 5 inches and Less Become the Scope of the Horizon of
Beautiful Sunrises and Sunsets Less when Empathy and Sympathy
And Compassion along with Cognitive Empathy of Understanding
The Differences of others Fails more among Folks now True.. where
no longer are
we even
to the ‘New
Age’ where Humans
Are More Tools As Machines
Than SpiRiT oF HeaRT expressing
MiNd and BoDY BaLanCinG SoUL
Moving.. Connecting.. Co-Creating More
in Relative Free Will of Strength on a Foundation
Balancing of Grace as Love the Law.. the Grade.. the Currency For All….
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd in a World Grown Insane away from Human Nature
the Best thing
anything anyone
can and will do is
continue to use our
Human Less We Lose the
Human of our Self and Fall
to Hell on Earth more.. NoW
Just a Dance
And Song will
work for me at Least..
But True When Instant Gratification
Rules SPiRiTS of HeART and MiNd and
BoDY BaLaNCinG SoUL Becomes too Weak to Lift uP LoVE..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. in Short We Need More Exercises For heART..
Not Everyone
is Cut out
to do
but at
Least We Can and Will Try i cry..:)


SMiLes.. Sohair.. Yes..
‘This’ iS how Human
Works.. MaKinG
OTHeRS Happy
Makes Be Happy..:)

And tHere Lies and Tales the
Truth of the Disconnect Increasingly
In Modern Culture yes the Face to Face
Response of Making Folks Happy for True one can
and will Express this in Words but not everyone by far by far
has the Ability to Make Words Organic this way in SPiRiT oF HeART
SoUL oF MiNd and BoDY BaLaNCinG EMoTioNS And Senses CoMe ALiVENoW
in Symbols on Pages and Photographs that Show Nuances More of Human Emotions True..
heHe.. one might almost Have to Lose their Sight and Hearing and Even Emotions and
Senses to Both Physical Pain and Emotional Numb to be able to Eventually Transfer Words
in to a LiViNG
SoUL Online
YeS A BiT Familiar
This Sounds and Feels
And Senses to a Person like
this Shut-in Completely for the
First 33 Months of Hell on Earth
Stuck Inside one’s Head as
Shut-in with so much Pain
in Right Eye and Ear
Effective use
of hearing and sight
Next to Intolerable along
With Emotional Numb as Well
through 1 First Word on Thanks Giving
Day the 25th Of November 2010 through
Somewhere Potentially in Estimate of 6 Million
Words until “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 6.5 Million Word
Effort comes to Be in Free Verse Poetic Uploading of the
SPiRiT oF HeART and MiND and BoDY BaLanCinG SoUL
online as i cannot Empirically Measure those First 6 Plus Million
Words as some Online Communities Deleted My Words.. so.. conservatively Speaking
Then Since 2016 i will Continue to Keep an Estimate of 12 Million Words and Probably
through the 10th Year of Writing too at 120 Months for there is no Doubt that 100K
Words a Month is no Sweat Here Effortless as the River of Words in Belief Will Flow
Even Though there is now 10,263 Miles of Dancing Effort in 62 Months to Go Along
with 63 Months of Writing “SonG oF mY SouL” too where the 33 Months or So of
Writing and Reading on the “Wrong Planet’ Website and Numerous other
Autism Community Online Destinations Was A Wake to Sleep Effort
Solely to Escape The Numb of Emotions plus the Torture of
Pain in my Right Eye and Ear in Hopes to one Day
Bring Back My Soul in Flesh and Blood From
Head to Toe once more Thriving
in Light out of Just Barely
Surviving in Pain
And Numb
oF DaRk.. AnYWay..STiLL With
Great Loss in Pain and Misery
And Discomfort comes a Potential Greater
Gain in what Learns From Great Loss iN DaRK
WHere Joy Loves Company
Transfers The Other
Place to A KinGQueenDoM
Of HeaVeN Within As JusT AnoTHeR
Phoenix ReBorn RiSinG From the Ashes
Freedom Reigns Again Fear Free from Illusory
Fears and Pain Free as the Colors of Love come
Back on Board to Share with OTheRs TRuE as originally
Stated We are Separated Now Mostly for the Services We
Do for the Rest of Culture Now in Ways of Cold Keys On A
Board of Computer True so far away from the Life of Flesh and Blood NoW..
The Force of Words Matched With Intent in all the Ways We Sing LiFENoW
And the Reality of A Dance of Life in All the Ways We Move that Brings
Our Bodies and Emotions and Senses Regulating and Integrating
In Accordance With Bodily Functions.. in Mind and Body
BaLaNCinG SoUL Way Is A River of Belief in Grace as
BaLaNCinG Force oF LoVE With Strength
Of Will In Relative Free WiLL As the
Belief and Faith and Love that
is Truly Real as Emotionally
And Sensory Inspiring
Love Agape
That We Give And
Share Free FoR ALLNoW
WitH Zero Regret Now More.. And
With All That Said Store Dance Continues Next
For Do And A Review tHere of what i’ve done here too.. hehe..;)


Still.. plenty of Space Left on Enigma’s River of Belief You Tube
Trance and Meditation Song And Linked Below Just Another Ted
Talk on the Force of Belief And Truly How Incredible Mind over Matter
of our Destiny is In Terms of What We Do Believe or Do Not Believe as
Far as that Relates to Negative or Positive Consequences in Life That Do
Come From the Instructions of Our Beliefs or Those That Are Spoon-Fed From
Birth Like the Parable-Like Story in Beginning the Linked Video WHere a Young
Elephant is Tied by a Rope to A Tree where the Elephant gets used to a Belief in
That Limitation in Life.. Powerless to Escape For Freedom Where Full Grown
Elephants Can And Will Otherwise Uproot Trees as Large as Attached to
By Rope but the Child Elephant Within Still Abides by the Rivers
Of Belief of Much Older Limitations Yes Spoon Fed then By
Rope From Birth For How Many Ways that Happens NoW
to Each and Every one of us as folks attempt to Feebly
Gaslight our Realities as the Seemingly Soulless
Individual on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Attempted
to Do to me without the simple Human
Empathy and Sympathy and
Compassion that treats
no one the way folks
do online without a Soul
As Faceless Avatars now
to Give and Share in Kind
instead of what comes from Empty
Inside and Jealousy Against those who
Have a More Abundant Life Without Worry
Who Do Freedom in any way that Brings Release
of SPiRiT DRiViNG HeART MiNd And BoDY BaLanCinG
SoUL Even more.. for all the ways some Folks Tie themselves
to Trees of Fear and Hate more as they have no idea to Escape
the Ropes of Fear and Hate instilled in them somewhere Far before
Now.. wHere True in this way they may have no idea why they really Do
How They Really Do Fear and Hate with others without restraint of Love to
Give a Healing Force for Forgiveness Before the First Strike ever comes as Blow in
all the ways that comes as Online continues to Distance Empathies Away from Soul..
Anyway.. not unlike the Story Book of a Dude Created as Jesus by Innumerable Authors
And Oral Tradition Story Tellers too.. The Force of Belief and the Faith that Belief Works
to Move Mountains of Emotions Associated with Love as Healing Force Within is no Fool’s
Gold For Sure as Science Shows the River of Belief in Faith as Trust For that Belief to Work
Does Move Healing Forces of Human From Within.. So that was no Joke whoever Wrote those
New Testament Lines that Folks Do Have the Force of Belief to Heal themselves and make Greater
More Positive results in Life with indeed the Force of Belief in Positive Ways As We Continue to
Master this
Force oF LiGHT
Yes.. Love of the Agape
Kind Within in Peace and
Harmony as Grace of BaLaNCinG
ForCE WiTHIN NoW True iN LiGht Now More..
As Faith is the Force of Love Within 100 Percent in Trust that Belief
Works As Voila the Case Studies are way too many to Dismiss the Force
of Positive Belief to Make our Dreams Come to Fruition Next So Free to Be NoW MoRE..:)


iSMiLes.. iMaGiNE A World NoW WHeRE
Humans Make Beautiful Words Together
A Place With No Sun or Moon A Place
Lit up By Symbols
Humans Co-Create
A Place of Poetry
To Teleport A
HeART Away
A Place
iS Given And
Shared So Freely
A Place WHere Souls
Live in Heaven Eternally
Now Yes a Place of Poetry
Online at iMaLi’s Place With
An H For Angel HiMaLI too With
Muse and Siren too.. With Oceans
WHere Dead Men Rise iNstead of Sink
into the Depths of Dying Soul.. SMiLes mY
FRiEnd i only
Have one
When you Do
Find Your Soul
Mate Keep Your Muse
For Writing Such Lovely
Poetry From Your Soul
As i may have repeated
the Story Before but there was
Once a Man From Far Away who had
A Sweet Sixteen Love Who Jilted Him
Forsaken he was Immigrating all the way
to Florida Erecting A Stone Altar to His Sweet
Sixteen Muse WHere He would Never Find a Love
Again And What Comes Next is His Unique Art to
Feel the Space of a Lonely Soul Moving Monolithic
Stones Creating a Coral Castle For Years as he aged
to a 60 Year Old Man at around 100 Pounds for he created
An Art And a Technology to Do this all alone and true my Friend
This is a True Story about Coral Castle in Florida as there were some
Rumors that Late at Night Young Folks Saw Him Floating those 30 Ton
Stones in the Air With Balloons But True more than Likely He Found the
Modern Secret
And Technology
to Build Modern
Pyramids in Florida
this way in Shape of Castle..
Anyway.. my FriEnd HiMaLi With
HeLLoVE Again the Saint Elmo’s
Fire Under Every Great Work Of Art
is the Yes in E.Y.E.S of Y.O.U. When
W.E. HuMaNS See and Hear the Namaste
NoW as
As W.E.
And the Honest to
G.O.D. Truth is i couldn’t
Write this now if it wasn’t
for the Sweetest Young 26
Year Old Woman i do Still know now
More iMportantly Feel Sense As the Purity of Y.O.U.R. Soul..:)



A Greatest Gift is to Love
Bottom Line Now of Living At All..
Not Unrequited Love but Just the Gift to Love
A Long Life Lesson for me for sure for Whose Love
is Whose.. the Love We Feel the Love We Sense the Love
We Take the Love We Gift.. No.. the Love We Are or the Love
To Give and Share
Even More No Matter What
for it is True i too was Jilted
By A First Love on A Dance Floor
And i was 19 and she was 16 and in
A Slow Dance Tragically Playing in the
Dark Side of Synchronicity in the Back Ground
Yes..”After the Love is Gone” By Earth Wind and Fire
Released that year in 1979 That Summer August Before
College Set to Begin Again for me Lost So Lost Away from
Love Understanding So Deeply What it meant to Lose the
Most Precious Part of Life oF all As not only the ability to
Receive Love but More iMportantly to Give Love
And even more Important
to Be Love For
if one is
Not Love
tHeRE is No
To Gift as LiVinG Bread
oF LiFE.. Yes Blood in Veins of
Us as LiViNG LiGHT We Come
To Be Eternally iNCaRNaTE aS LoVE FoR
NoW is all that is as God as LoVE iN and as W.E.
Yes as i as You
as me and Them
And Us We come to Be LoVE..
So True So HeART BRoKEN i was
Going to a Movie Theater Alone to See
A Movie And Dark Synchronicity Rose again
as there she was Behind me Stroking the Chin
Of A New Boy Friend then.. With Even More Dark
Synchronicity.. Hurricane Frederic Roared in to Just
the West of Us then as Her New Boyfriend and Her
Were Trapped at Her Family’s Home.. anyway.. my
Failing then was burying Love Deep Within the
Funeral Rites For the Ability to Fully Give
And Receive Love Died in me for the
Only Reason i did not Understand
then that no one owns the
Love of Us Except
for the i and
You and
me that is the
Chalice of Love That
And Who Comes iNCaRNaTE
As Cup oF LoVE OverFLoWiNG
To Give and Share no Matter Loss or
Gain for Love That is or is not Received from
Others.. in other Words Now some Days like this
Week Some Folks may name your Communication
Excrement and in that Span of Days other Folks May
Regard your HeART oF Words as Beautiful in Different
Views for Different Folks but Love that is iNCaRNaTE
Remains After Still Waters iN Peace And Harmony of
Love or the Waves of Fear and Hate Raging Uneven
Seas Attempting to Wash Your Hope and Love Away
Ha! yes.. THere are Veterans of War God Bless them but then
there are Veterans of Love and Pain and Numb as Well As God
is Them.. When They Come Before and after the Love as We iNCaRNaTE NoW
My Greatest Victory in the Battles and Wars of Love Forlorn Given and Lost is
Sitting for 8 Days at my Mother’s Death Bed for Her Wishes to Die a Natural Death
With No Water or Bread.. for Finally after 57 Years i was Strong Enough as Love iNcaRNaTE
to Be THere With Her to Love Without Fear of Losing Love.. for it is a Mother’s Love that Lasts
Within far far after any First Love of other is gone.. for it is that Mother’s Love that is the True
Saint Elmo’s Fire that is Given to Us first in most cases of life anyway that is our Best Chance
of Becoming
To Give and Share
Unconditionally For
A Mother’s Love Never
Gives up as iNCaRNaTE LoVE WiLL NoT..
Anyway.. i was most definitely ‘Retarded’ when it
comes to understanding anything about the Inner
Universe of my Emotions at age 19.. for i had never
Been Loved Like that Day and Night for 10 Months
As sure There Are New Seasons of Life that are
Never Gained or Lost Before.. And True It is
Hard For Many Folks to attempt to
Relate the Nuances of
the Inner
And Multi-Uni-Verses
As We Perceive Reality
From Inside Out.. but what
Poetry Does is take a Best
Case Stab at it to share the Blood
of Both Love Given And Taken Away too..
A Giving Bread A Giving Body.. Yes As Giving
Blood And Light of LoVE WiTHIN iS thE LoVE
Who Lives as i and You and Them and Us
Yes the WE Who Do Arise to the
Capstone of the Pyramid
As Love’s Home
NoW When Comes
to ARise As Us ALiVENoW
And Yes it’s True eventually that Loss
of Love as i attempted to Move on with
Two other Dark Haired Girls in ’80 and ’81
where i couldn’t Bring Back that Love to Give
did Just about Put me under as Crazy for it is also
True there was a Day i constructed a quick Make-Shift
Altar in my Bedroom with a Piano Folio of the Song ‘After
the Love is Gone’ for i was lost so lost then from the Glue of
Love within that is the only Sanity of Life that is Real no matter
How Well Behaved We may come to Be Finishing 3 College Degrees
and 33 Years of Work it is true We (i) may Literally have to Die for 66 Months
As Living Death And Write 96 Months Every Day for 12 Million Words and Write
a Longest 6.5 Million Word Long Form Poem as pART oF ThaT Effort in 63 Months
of 96 Months of Writing with 62 Months of Public Dancing 10,272 Miles Just to take
A Poetic Stab to put the Meaning of Life in Holy and Sacred Purpose of Love into Words
Will Understand
for Every Color of
Human Soul and
Love We Are to
Give and Receive
is Just a Multi-View of God
Within to Hold Hands for however
Different and Same We Will Come ToGeTHeR
to Connect the Force of Love as a GRoWinG DancE
in other
LiVinG NoW
Come What May BeinG DoinG LoVE..
A Big Part off what Brought the Love in
me Back to Life at the End of July of 2013 was
Facing Back Up to that Loss of Love Three Decades
And Some Change Before As Well as other Losses too
in What i wrote Then as ‘Autistic Love Letters’ as a Letter
to myself.. iN Hopes to Bring the Love of me Back Again..
And when it did come back at the Point i started Writing the
Now 6.5 Million Word “SonG oF My SoUL”.. So Happy i was to
Return as Love that i contacted the Daughter of that First Love to
Thank Her For the Memory of Her Mother and How Resolving That
Grief Helped to Bring the Soul of my Love Back.. And while i never Heard
A Verbal Welcome from that First Love i did get a like from An Empty Avatar
With Her Husband’s Name on my Google Plus Site And after that i never Had
Any more Late Night Sad Dreams About Her again.. for it’s True the ‘Siren’ of her finally Left
And the
the Love
is Gone
Came Back to Live as me..
And as any 6 Million Word Man
As Love Dollars Might Go and Do as an
Old TV Series Show in the ’70’s Rebuilt now
As Much Stronger iN Grace of Will Fearless This Go Around NoWLoVEREAL..:)



Flakes With The
Frost All That’s Left….

Ha! WHere i Live i aM An only
Neo/WHO Teleports through
A Spiraling Dance That Works..;)

Free Art Best Escapes
PriSon When Giving Now
Sharing.. Doing Art All Free..
But True Some
Do Have
To Make
A Living too
With the Arts of
Life And Some Are
Free Enough to Give and
Share This Way too as Art
iN A Wind
That/Who Serves
No Destination But Free…
Blessed We Are Sohair ArTinG Free..:)

Triune iNspired iN Muse
HeAr by Shawna First Then
Psychologistmimi Second
And A Third Blogger
Sohair.. As True
A First Paragraph
Could Be Snow Flakes
Yet to Come Or Snow Flakes
Not Coming Back but Never the
Less A Free Ascending Transcending
Dance of ‘Transient Hypo-FrontaLiTy’
Is As Close in Bio-Feedback of
‘Autotelic’ Being As A
Spiraling Never
Dance Now
WHere After
Doing That/This Now for
10,272 Miles in 62 Months
Bliss Will Come JusT About Automatically
With This Discipline of Mind And Body Balancing Soul
FoRCE NoW iF Only Two Fingers Are Raised To The Sky ToGeTHeR NoW..
Or All Ten Fingers Work ToGeTHeR iN HaRMonY And PeacE oN This KeYBoarD NoW..:)


Whoah! ThanksGiving Day 2018 is Almost Here and
i am still not even Finished Writing “96 Months
oF Thanks Giving Wishes”.. But True i had to take
the Katrina to Get Last Minute Thanks Giving Parts
For the Dinner at the Nice Food Parts Store.. Winn Dixie
So Yes.. now off to the Poetry Places of Frank and Xenia
And then to gigoid’s Blog
Place of Aphorisms
As Quoted From
the Sages of
the Ages to Riff
off of After That
WHeRE Next Comes
MacroVerse Memories Shared
Years to Date and off to put this
Whole Thing Together By Thanks
Giving Day at least to Publish Electronically…:)

Yes.. i Suppose Be Careful What one Dreams
For is Similar to The Caution of Wishes
But Even Worse of Course
is to have No
No Beliefs at
All For the River
Of Life Houses Those
3 For HeaLinG NoW..
Crystal Leaves
Sing Sweetly
Fall Breeze
Snow Springs..
Sunshine ReaLiTies
First to Last BLiNKs
Last to First Breathes
All Shapes
And Sizes
And End
And StART AGaiN NoW..
Happy Thanks Giving Frank
to You And Yours All Best Wishes..:)
Ocean Drapes Beyond
iNFiNiTY Each Sunset
And Sunrise
Of Different
Pastel Perceptions..
A Walk on the Beach
Foot Prints
Wave into Now..
Sand Paws
Sprawl Sand
Beach Combing
Hair of the Dogs
High Five
Two Dog Frolic..
SMiLes Xenia.. Another
Fine Review For Your
Book That Illustrates
The Beauty
Whippet Dogs
EnthrAlled iN Joy..
OMG… Then At First View
i Saw A Huge Prehistoric
Turtle And
And or
Not So sure which
But Glad Neither iN
Sake For Hair of the Dogs..
Hmm.. Spiral Of Those Paw
Prints Look A Whole Lot
Like Left
Of my
Dance on the Beach.. So
i Do Have Something iN
Common With Whippets
Call Of The Wild It Seems
Not Lost And Found for me..
Only Real Issue Now Is i Have
Problems PArking Straight ‘Tween Lines..;)

What the Hell and Heaven..
YeS.. i’LL JusT Do iT AGaiN
Look up
Top After
i Finish
As Just
Another Example
Of Change Now and Then
Oh by the way Happy Thanks Giving
gigoid And i Surely Hope All the Fires Have
Stayed Away From You And Your Loved ones
iN California Far Away.. From You All NoW
True.. Biggest Hurricanes
Do not Discriminate
Where i LiVENoW or
Progressives Where
You Live As Climate
Change Plays
No Favorites
More Evidence
iF We Don’t Stand
All Lose.. No Side Bets On Winning This
Or That OR Oil Deals With Killing Nations
Including.. Ours Too of Course.. As Karma
And Mother Nature Have Very very Sharp Teeth WHere
Human Flesh All Tastes SaME No Matter Golden Towers..
Or Trailer
Stuff And all of this and that
And Them And US And ‘Those’ Folks
Up Top That And Who Continue to SinK So LoW..:)

“True merit, like a river, the deeper it is,
the less noise it makes.”

~~ Halifax ~~

Eye oF A
Human Soul Winds..:)

Dope will get you through times of no money
better that money will get you through times of no dope.”

~~ Freewheelin’ Franklin, “The Fabulous Furry Freak Brothers” ~~

Neither Rise me uP
Dance Free And
Song PLuST
ReTirEmenT.. heHe
iS aLL i NeeD WitH LoVE..:)

“I wouldn’t recommend sex, drugs
or insanity for everyone,
but they’ve always worked for me.”

— Hunter S. Thompson (b. 1939), journalist

Dance And Song Last Longer
Least For Me..
And Oh Lord the
Rock And Roll Still
to Come Then And NoW..:)

‘Pronoia’ For Every Little And
Big Thing Is Gonna Work Out
DarK Thru LiGHT aS Just Another
And Singing
too.. All We Need iS LoVE..;)

“According to Descartes, Rush Limbaugh doesn’t exist.”

— Smart Bee

True Hot Balloons Have False Thoughts..;)

“If good intentions are combined with stupidity,
it is impossible to outthink them.”

— Marion J. Levy, Jr.

smART Without Do Do Do..;)

“Prefer loss to the wealth of dishonest gain; the former
vexes you for a time; the latter will bring you lasting remorse.”

— Chilo

VieW ALWaYS uP NoW FoR A GRaiN oF SanD..;)

“Remember: it’s only American television.” — David Letterman

With ‘World Wide Pants’..;)

“Life, as we know it, does not exist.”

— Smart Bee

TRuE Feels and Senses Come First..:)

“Sure, understanding today’s complex world of the future is a little
like having bees live in your head. But there they are . . .”

~~ The Firesign Theater ~~

Uni-TAsk or MuLti-FAiL..;)

“We are like butterflies who flutter
for a day and think it is forever.”

~~ Carl Sagan ~~

iS ForevernoW
WithouT FeaR
RiVeR oF LoVE..:)

“Be loyal.”

~~ Things We Can Learn From Dogs ~~

UnLeSS OnE WorKS For The ‘Other Mr. T.” On The F TeaM..;)

“How could the drops of water know themselves to be a river?
Yet the river flows on.”

~~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~~

Leave OuT Know Be One Worries Be Gone..:)

“Sacred cows make the best hamburger.”

~~ Mark Twain ~~

Holy And Sacred Full Of Meaning And Purpose
Nothing Stopping An Individual From Creating Heaven
Hamburgers Now FReED..;)

“Never be boastful; someone may come along who knew you as a child.”

~~ Chinese Proverb ~~

StaY A Child And You’ll NeVeR KNoW..;)

“It’s not only what we do,
but also what we do not do for which we are accountable.”

~~ Moliere ~~

True.. Baby Elephant Tied to Tree
Other Wise Up-Root Tree And Free
As Full Grown Elephant WoKE NoW..;)

“Pain exists to measure pleasure by.”

~~ Tibetan Proverb ~~

PaiN Protects PleaSure
DArK Protects Light
So oN And
So Forth
Ride A Wave Low
From: High to: SKeYes TRuE..;)

“The game isn’t over till it’s over.”

~~ Yogi Berra ~~

UnLeSS Our PLaY STaRTS NoW..:)

“AWAVE ONE”.. Yes.. As oNe WaVENoW




“Legend of Un-domestication”.. Do Wild Shed All CulTuRaL Clothes Do Free..:)


“FOOL Dancing”.. Yes No Kidding Naked Free WHeRe APPropRiate oN CouRSE..;)


“God is NOT GOD’s Word”.. NoR ARE You And Them And Us And i And me..;)


“Finding LIGHT IN the darkness of ill”.. RiSENoW


“Winds of November Sun”.. Cool Summer Dreams Warm..:)


“Child Creates GOD Again”.. Oops..;)


“Skeyes of Faith”.. Do Believe..:)


“UNI-versal Soul of Creativity”.. Do me too..:)


“Loving Living in the Milky Way”.. Spiraling Arms Spiraling PaTH OnE..:)


“Victory Song’s Dance of Love”.. Like i SaiD BeFoRE..:)


“kATman BEach”.. A Place to Be..:)


“Dark and Light Circles of Life”.. Make LiFE iS..:)


“Alien of Creativity”.. THeRE iS No CReaTiViTY BuT ORiginal..:)


“A Girl And A Devil”.. A Boy And An Angel..:)


“RocK oN noW iN LovE”.. Yes JusT Do iT Two..:)


“Fried Forgiving Turkeys”.. LoVE YouR ENeMY..;)


“Call of the Wild Returns For Love”.. LoVE WiLD BeST..;)


Oh CRAP i ALMosT FoRGoT A TaLE oF A Tape..
So WiTh Do Regard And Due DiLiGeNcE HeaR i Go
As “AFReEDaNCENoW” the Last MacroVerse Finished
is the 855th MacroVerse NoW of “SonG oF mY SoUL” RiSinG
uP to 6.5 MiLLioN Words in that 63 Month Effort as that Finished
MacroVerse Doubles as the 183rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
in That Very Close to 30 Month Endeavor at 3,612,950 Words NoW As “AFReEDaNCENoW”
Additionally Triples as What is Very Close to 18 Months in Span of Dates As “FB Profile Pic
Bible 2018” Rises Past 2 Million Words at 2,000,350 Words Now With That Bible Long Form
Poem included in the Description Areas of my FB Profile Pics at an Average of About
7,000 Words Per Profile Pic To Fit iT all in to Date Now too.. as Public Dance Now
Reaches 10,272 Miles in Over 62 Months Now With the 237th Dance Week Night
At Old Seville Quarter Finished Last Thursday Night And As “What May Come
Will Be Erotic Poetry Novel” is Entering into Volume 5 Now at 83,714 Total
Words.. in that sort of A one Of A Kind Effort Now too.. hehe all the way as
‘They’ say too.. In Originality Totally Unleashed As Wild and Free Now too..
Anyway.. 96 Months of Writing that will be the 2919th Day on ThanksGiving
Day this Year And Officially Yes 2922 days on November 25, 2018 that is
Precisely 96 Months Since i Started Writing on November 25, 2010
Thanks Giving Day.. then on the “Wrong Planet” online to escape
Almost Intolerable Pain and Numb As A Shut-in in my Bedroom Then
That No Drug Would Touch but the Eventual Meditation of Free Write Flow
Truly A Healing Force it is as any other Ascending Transcending Practice that
Reaches “Hypo-Transient Frontality” in More of an “Autotelic” State of Being WHere
We Generate the Neurohormonal and Neurochemical Balance Within NoW Where We
Master How Happy We Love to Be Now JusT Now Eternally Now Without Fear Yes
in short
is worth
it beyond
Measure for what Most
Folks Understand is Existence NoW iN LiGHT aS Yes By God Yes
Heaven Yes iS Really Real Now EternAlly NoW for Those who Make
the Law and the Grade and the Currency oF LoVEReaL WiTHiN NoW
to Give and Share Free but Trust me or Not not many Folks Even Want This HeaVeN NoW…
True They JusT KNoW Not what they Do For if They did Trust me or Not They Will Do LoVENoW..:)

11.21.18 6:50 PM










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

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18 Responses to 96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes

  1. Inner Force
    A Free Dance

    iSMiLes HeLLoVE HiMaLi On This Crisp Cool Day
    And Now Cold Fall Full Moon Night
    iN the United States For A
    Celebration of Thanks
    Giving Day Where
    Going A Much
    Higher Grade
    Country Now
    to Practice Finding
    Meaning And Purpose
    iN Tiniest to Biggest Pictures
    oF LiFE GiVinG Thanks And Praise
    to All Of LiFENoW BRings iNcreaSingly
    As Holy And Sacred Within MaKinG all
    oF Life Truly Divine in much more than
    Just a Six Letter Word And More Like A
    Six Pointed Star Within.. for me at least
    i’ve come to ‘See’ every minute Move and every
    minute Word a Dance And Song of LiFE That WiLL
    Always Become A More Beautiful Work of Art Where
    Focus Becomes
    Light True
    Within Shines Brighter
    Where Love Lives Alive iNside
    Outside Above So Below And All Around
    As Over Flowing Chalice WHere THere is nothing
    to Lose from A Never Ending Fountain Flow of Forgiveness
    And Even Greater Unconditional Love to Give and Share More
    for what
    is filled
    A Fountain of Love..

    “Once you Give
    You Receive Back
    Multiples of 7 More..
    Love IS A Light House
    iN Those We CaLL Our Home
    And That LiGHT House Continues aS ouR Soul
    Long after the Candle Has Gone DArk And the Flicker LiveS on..”

    Thanks for the Share of What my Fingers Birthed and iN Deed mY SouL
    too For When Our Soul Speaks The Reward Is Eternally Now Within to Seek
    And Find more
    The Journey Never
    Ends And Life Is Good As LoVE
    When We All Co-Create iN/As LiGHT
    to Hold Hands With Hugs
    DanCinG And SinGinG ToGeTHeR Free..:)



  2. HeLLoVE HiMaLI And Happy
    Friday Afternoon to Evening
    in the United Arab Emirates
    As the Experience of Synchronicity
    When Seemingly An A-Causal Connecting
    Principle Brings Meaning and Purpose in what
    Surely Feels in So Many Sublime Ways Divine When a
    A Holy and Sacred Sense of Feel iN KNoW Comes to Fruition
    in our Life More Often Now When
    We Are iN A Flow yes mY
    FriEnd A Walk on the
    Beach Both
    allone with
    All of Nature A Dance
    A Song either as Spectator
    Of Or DancinGSinginG iN Direct Divine
    Intervention NoW as these Enlightening
    Psychologically Meaningful and Purposeful
    Divine Holy and Sacred Feels and Senses of
    Life come attached With Our Inner and Outer Environments
    Continuing to Come With what Jung and Jesus Describes as
    A More Holistic Holy and Sacred Divine Reality We come to see
    for those who Develop These Eyes iN Flow to See so much more of
    the Poetry
    And Art
    of Reality
    as is but it’s True
    the Modern World Subtracts where
    Multi-Tasking takes away from Uni-Tasking
    Flow of Attention removing potential for these eyes and
    ears to see and hear so much more as the Painting sees
    and hears Fibers of the Painting While the Fibers See the entire
    Masterpiece hearing more of the Painting as Brush Painting the
    Masterpeace Painting even more in Harmony as we then become
    all the Colors and Shades of the Painting more From Black and
    White to Beyond Colors of the Rainbow even more.. as True
    in this way we Re-Tire our Minds as Wheels that have
    Grown Bare in Tread of Rubber to Feel More of
    the Roads of Life no longer as exposed
    Metal as only Machine of someone
    Else’s Mind as Cog in their
    Machine as many
    through the ages
    have given their best
    stabs at the potential to relay
    this larger and smaller experience
    of Life to others but it is true until one experiences
    more of Synchronicity in Flow one may be a Wheel Bare
    of Tread and Rubber to Feel and Grasp more Roads together
    as an Entire
    Reality now
    Sublime in Beauty
    Holy and Sacred Divine
    in both Feeling and Sensing
    More of Life now.. Where True the
    Answers become the Questions and
    the Questions become the Answers as
    We become Branches and Leaves and the Root of the
    Tree too no longer categorizing ourselves into Oaks and Maples any more..:)

    But anyway away from the Nay Sayers of the Deeper Poetries and Synchronicities
    of Life for it is also true what i just wrote may also be mostly Word Salad for one who
    has not Visited the Deeper Places of life or even Fathomed Seeking and Finding more now;

    Yes, Science through Brain Scans does Show How the Brain Lights up when Human
    Beings Enter the state of ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’, which is Just a Fancy Way of
    Saying Flow as typically the way Humans Experience Flow is when they
    Come to Focus on one Activity in increasingly complex ways of actions
    Where Fight and Flight Anxiety doesn’t ruin the Flow in overly
    Complex ways of Activity; as it’s true even a Walk on the
    Beach can and will fulfill this as Nature is always
    Changing as we come to feel and sense
    more of Nature Focused away
    from all the other
    Distractions of
    Life as Science
    Also Shows when one goes
    into a State of Flow, Creativity
    is Boosted Four to Five Hundred Percent
    And Feel Good Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
    Are Generated to Light us up From Head to toe more now
    in General Health and Well Being too; and if one does this enough
    they enter in to an ‘Autotelic’ State of Being Within through the Bio-Feedback
    of Generating, Through Relative Free Will, Our own Feel Good Neurochemicals
    And Neurohormones on Demand as any Tibetan Monk Will come to Do in Higher
    Human Potentials as Scientists will measure the similar Empirical Effective results
    Through Brain Scans of Yogis too; Yoga, the Unity of Reality as Whole and yes the
    KingQueendom of Heaven
    within for
    who achieve
    this Ascending Transcending
    Holistic View of Being as the
    KingQueenDom of God is always Meant to
    Be NoW For those who Do find the Essence of what it is to be.

    A Greatest thing of all now is none
    of these words are needed; nor any
    technology at all; Just what We are Born
    With Naked and the Beach we Both Walk
    On and Come to Be Within as Divine Holy Sacred Sense and Feel of Is.

    i did this when i was Younger and
    Wiser away from School; Walking the Beauty of the Beach Allone with the guise
    That School and Work was Reality Then When the Beach Was/Is Already me as God Free.

    This iS MaGiC
    mY FRiEnd
    All Natural
    MaGiC And
    Sadly Mostly Forgotten By Those
    Who Are Dead Inside By All the Tools
    of Cultural Clothes
    They Come to
    From Human
    Love Agape; Both Real And
    iNcaRNaTE NoW As BEacH iSMiLes..:)



  3. Himali Sings.. Fully Illustrating
    A Feeling and Sense
    As Well.. With..

    “Walking by the sea……

    i return with..

    Or Synchronicity..;)

    In Poetic Word Play Himali continues..

    “iSynchronicity of the iUniverse of iSmiles..:)”

    iELaBoRaTE the SamE PincH With..

    Yes And This is my Favorite Photo of Himali
    Out of All Your Photos That are Favorite
    HiMaLi iSMiLes oF the iUNiVerSE iNDeeD..:)

    Himali Reciprocates with..

    “Thank you, Fred..:) iHugs and iFlowers 🌼🌺🌷🌹”

    In Multiples of 7 and more i continue with..

    iWarm iWelcoming iHugs From iFlorida iFLoWeRinG iSMiLes too.. iFor iYou..:)

    As the Discussion continues on Her Blog As HiMaLi Relates Synchronicities more..

    “iLoved the iSynchronicity of the beach walk!! Hence proves my point that if
    ipeople are connected by hearts, everything is just magic 🙂 Helllloooooove,
    iSmiles and iHugs your way!”

    As i continue on with..

    Yes.. mY FriEnd iHiMaLi WiTh iSMiLEs putting the
    Calculator of Mind Away And FLoWinG
    Deep WiTHIN HeART
    As SPiRiT SinGS
    A Dance Of SoUL
    EVeN Deeper
    to the
    Connecting inside
    outside above so below
    and all around to Souls
    Connecting as Stars Do
    When Free FLoWinG Even More..
    And True i Captured A Twilight Photo
    of the Thanks Giving Full Moon Last Night
    And True
    All that
    And Found
    Now IS A iUNiVerSaL
    iFRiEnDSHiP iOcean iSea iN
    LoVinG Hugs oF HiMaLi’s eYes..
    And You KNow i Appreciate the Photos of
    the Beauty of Your Soul You Share That Will
    Not Be Mistaken by the iLiGHT of Your Eyes for when
    i showed that Nice Poem You Wrote to me Last Week
    to some extended Relatives At A Thanks Giving Feast Yesterday
    Those folks had
    A Hard time
    You Are
    Real until i
    Showed them Your
    Ice Cream Parlor Photos And then They Believed.. Hehe..
    And Now i Have A Real Live Photo of An iAngel by the iSea..
    iLights iN iEyes Much iBrighter Than All the City Lights of the United Arab Emirates..
    iN LoVELiGHT ReaL
    HuMaN BeinG HiMaLI..:)

    And Now A Sidenote And Personal Message to all the
    ‘Haters’ who call my Poetry Word Salad and Non-Sense
    to Even Do.. Yes.. in the Words and Song of Demi Lovato
    ‘It’ ‘Gets’ even ‘Worse’ from this point on NoW..Hehe..
    And No
    i’M “Sorry Not
    Sorry”.. i’M Never
    Sorry NoW For Writing
    Never Ending Story Nether
    Land Free Verse Poetry Now..

    As Himali goes on to further relate..

    “If I may dedicate lines of one of my fav. songs to you:

    “I have met an angel, IN PERSON and He looks PERFECT”.

    Thank you for all the iSMiles and iHugs, Fred. I am truly
    blessed to have known you. Please do say my hello to your relatives too..:)”

    After Clicking the Like Button Sincerely i go on to say..

    SMiLes.. mY iFRiEnd HiMaLi
    As iHumbly iSay iOkay
    And iYes
    to Have
    An iFriEnd iAnGeL
    HiMaLi iFRiEnD too..
    As Yes You are Always
    An iPerfect iAngel iAlways
    iPerfecting the iArt of YouR iWings iMore..:)

  4. Himali Shah says:

    Helllooooooove, and wish you a very very happy Thanksgiving Day 🙂 iHugs and iSmiles to all your friends and family toooooo 😀 #FriendswithoutBorders

    • SMiLes HiMali Thanks For Visiting “96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”
      And so Happy am i in #FriendswithoutBorders to Meet and Establish
      A Forever Friendship Now With a Person From India
      As Nice as HiMaLI NoW And Yes.. i had to Google
      the Lyrics of that Song From Ed Sheeran to
      Find out Which one it was and is and that
      is Such a Sweet and
      Innocent Loving
      Song that Should
      Apply to Friends
      too.. as truly
      Of Friendship
      is the core of Loving Colors
      More WHere Love Never Leaves
      the Room and only has More Space
      to Visit mY FriEnd as the Kindness of a Grand
      Mother’s Arms to go to visit Her one more time long
      After Her Earthly Body is Gone Soul Living Within.. Cheers
      mY FriENd And EverLasting Toasts of Hot Chocolate Within
      Always Home NoW
      For the
      thE Light
      House is FRiEnd For iReaL
      iMy iFRiEnd iHiMaLi iDance iSing iJoy iMore.:)

  5. Well.. Just two more Days After already making a Celebratory
    Post of “96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”.. yes Sunday
    the 25th of November is actually the Official 96
    Month-Old Date since when i started 11.25.10
    Posting on the ‘Wrong Planet’
    Website.. a Place with
    Mostly Monologues
    Cold away from Friendly
    Social Reciprocal Social Communication
    as yes this can and will be the very Inherent
    And Environmental Condition of the Autism Spectrum
    Part and Parcel of it as Those who Professionally Study
    and Label the Condition With Definitions too that have
    Changed Across the Years as remember there is no
    Actual Physiological Test like an X-Ray or a
    Blood Test to assess the Specific Condition
    of Autism Spectrum Disorder
    as Usually it is assessed
    Purely on the Basis
    of Behavior and
    Answers to
    Verbal and or Written
    Tests too by Diagnosing
    Professionals who have the
    Actual Credentials to do this..
    for yes the Spectrum moves Across
    Individuals with very little Felt Empathy
    for other Folks to those who are Overwhelmed
    With Feelings and Senses Both Emotional And
    Sensory too including Extremely Strong Abilities
    to Feel and Sense the Pain and Pleasure of other
    Folks where they tend to Withdraw more for the Overwhelming
    Experience of what they Experience now as a Very Intense World of
    Feeling and Sensing it more than most folks can and will imagine now
    and that’s the part i fit in most through Most of my Life Span now although
    the Meditation of Dance in Free Verse steps as well as Free Write Poetry now
    has helped me to Regulate my Emotions and Integrate my Senses in a lifelong
    Effort to Find ways to do that that likely puts me Head and Shoulders Above
    what most ‘Normal’ Folks are
    Able to Accomplish
    now in Mind
    and Body
    Balancing Soul
    Moving and Connecting
    And Co-Creating with others
    Where Play and Overall Re-Creation
    With Rest and Relaxation is a part of all
    of what i do outside of Fear as Fear is the Poison
    of Life that literally Puts Destructive Neurohormones
    in our Blood Stream now yes Stress Associated Hormones
    Namely Cortisol at core of what Breaks down Bodily Systems
    And Fear in General that Makes all of us more Weak inherently
    over a span of Chronically Experiencing Stress to Acute Flight and
    Fight Stress as one can and will eventually Break down to Total Human
    Exhaustion in General Adaptation Syndrome that particularly impacts folks
    on the Autism Spectrum who are the Canaries in the Coal Mine who Feel and Sense
    So much more of an already Toxic Environment of Extremely Complex Stress that We
    Are Fed almost from Birth
    in an Environment
    of Constant
    For Consuming
    More Resources from
    the Environment than we are
    Normally able to Give Back.. including
    the Inner Environment of a Mind and Body
    Balancing Soul of Human Potential almost Lost
    for the other wise Self-Actualized Agape Love For
    All Human Beings we can and will also come to be now
    in the Capstone of the Pyramid of what Humans Really
    Can and Will Be Moving.. Connecting.. Co-Creating
    And Re-Creating themselves every day in ways
    of Rest and Relaxation and the Play that
    Keeps us Balancing Fresh in New
    Mind and Body Connections as
    We Dance And
    New Ways
    of Life each and
    Every Day as Well Being
    Continues to Evolve as all
    Natural Soul and SPiRiT oF HeART
    in ways of Feeling and Sensing our Realities
    in Action of Peace and Harmony more in a “Force
    Ten Reality” of life where we become A Calm Eye
    Center Force of the Hurricane Potential in Winds of
    iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity Moving.. Connecting and
    Co-Creating Even More With Healthy Play ToGeTHeR
    in all the Ways We Can and Will Dance and Sing Together More now too..
    True.. it’s Much Better to be assessed by the Super-Walmart Customer Service
    Representatives as the Dancing Man who Brings Spring into the Store like a Postman
    Bringing Mail of Joy no Matter Sleet or Snow or Real Hail on Earth now too.. heHe.. sure
    Much Better than being a Shut-in in one’s Bedroom With 19 Mostly Chronic to Acute Stress
    Related Illnesses 66 Months as it’s True that Chronic to Acute Stress is Sadly A Most Destructive Force of Humanity now more than ever where one has to stay stuck in Traffic Even Going Home
    Giving where
    Nomads Live so Far
    Away from the Village that
    Raises the Child Together as
    the Prize as that Child is Gardened
    in the Feeding and Watering of Love
    Where if a Father is lost from the
    Family Photo Album there are
    other Male Relatives and
    Friends to step in and
    as this Occurs in
    Religions for those who
    Can and Will Fit into all the
    Structural Requirements not to get outcast
    from that but it is true there are many more ways
    to be a Nomad of Life when one is Different.. so much
    Different from the Rest of the Village and or Church or other
    Social Group Unit to help Humans not only Survive but Thrive
    in Moving.. Connecting.. Co-Creating Ways of Life in all the Ways
    Humans Play Across the Lifespan Comes with Rest And Relaxation
    To Charge up our Inner Battery Even more Yes ‘Life Force 10’ as the
    Eye of the Hurricane Generates Greater Band Widths of Life Wind Now.. at ease..
    10 Human Soul..:)

  6. This Week’s ‘Gift’ Somewhat on Topic:

    Politicians are Elected to Influence Change to the Will of Those Folks Who Elect the Politicians;

    So, in other Words, Trump is not the Problem so much as the Will of those Folks who continue to Support him.

    Politics is all about Influence. Human Beings at core are not Rational as Science continues to illustrate as the
    Neo-Cortex is Servant to the Limbic System; even for ‘those’ who ‘think’ they are ‘Smarter’ than their Emotions.

    Point in Case, the Folks on ‘this Internet Site’ who insist they are so rational but lead off most every Conversation
    with some kind of Personal Attack that is entirely derivative of “Little Person” Syndrome; in other words, an
    Emptiness inside seeking some kind of oneupmanship to Derive a little Shot of Serotonin to ‘feel’ up what
    ‘Fills’ Empty inside.

    People who are ‘Feeled’ up inside, is the “Typical Politician’s” Worst Nightmare for they are the ones who
    are least likely to fall to an Emotional Charged Promise to Lift them up, when their Natural State of Being is
    Already Filled up; which means there is nothing the Politician has to offer them they don’t already have now.
    This is Typical Used Car Sales Lot Politics; the Folks on the Bottom of Maslow’s Pyramid come in Desperate now
    For Transportation; As an Easy Mark for the Trump Sales Manager; And Used Car Sales Lot Trump Sales Person;
    And Yes, the Financial Manager with a Trump Suit on too, now; to take advantage of General Human Weaknesses.

    My Mama Loved me; i’m filled up with Love, Still; so, I am no Mark for a Politician or someone with
    ‘Little Man’ and or ‘Little Woman Syndrome’; who ‘thinks’ they can Bring me Down or Sell me a Lemon
    With an ‘Orange Suit’ on.

    Sadly, not everyone is Filled up with Love; Sadly, not everyone is Financially Independent; Sadly, not
    Everyone is Self Actualized; And Sadly not Everyone Enjoys Agape Love for all of Nature; Additionally, with
    Loads of Empathy, Sympathy, Compassion; and enough Cognitive Empathy to See Plain as Day how Tortured
    of A Soul A Trump Politician or otherwise Trump Human Being is; obviously, Shipped off to Military School with
    A Bunch of Dudes; and Probably bullied for being rather Effete as that still comes through Loud and Clear through
    Trump’s no Different than the ‘Jordan Peterson Meme’; Really Big Hips and Doesn’t exercise; sure, go ‘figure’ that out.

    Anyway, Politicians; Many of the Most ‘Famous’ Politicians came from and still come from a place of Human
    Darkness; Just Read a Biography of the Presidents; including the Most Famous President’s and that comes
    through Crystal Clear that their Lust For Power comes from a Place of Existential Dark Angst and Emptiness.

    Obama was about the Closest President to someone with actual Self-Esteem as truly the only one lately who
    isn’t seriously Character Flawed, in some way. In Fact, an outlier for sure for a Politician at the Top who
    was/is actually Self-Actualized no Matter what His Actual Physical Strength; for He was/is Obviously A
    Real Man’; Self-Assured, who no one could take down to their smaller size. Sure; The other side Tried
    But He Never Cried Uncle or Wet His Pants or Set His Hair on Fire Orange/Blonde like the Little Dude in
    Charge now.

    Little Dudes appeal to ‘Little Dudes’
    as that applies and or to Women too.

    We have a lot of ‘little Dudes’ in this Country
    now who live at the Bottom of Maslow’s Pyramid;
    and when it comes to ‘Little Dudes; size matters not;
    as Yoda’s/Obama’s Still Tower over Trump’s no matter How Much Trump’s Exaggerate.

    Meanwhile; the ‘World is on Fire’; and ‘Little Dudes’ are worried all about Big Transexual Folks
    who aren’t afraid to be who they are inside, Serving in the Military; as Big Folks Still actually Do;
    Never Complaining about “Temporary Bone Spurs” or about a “Bad Hair Day in the Rain”; if it wasn’t
    So Dangerous for the Human Species; the Whole “Entired” Scenario would be Straight out of “Mad Magazine”
    it is.
    Regulate Your own Emotions;
    Integrate your own Senses Now;
    Yeah, ‘Baby’; Tower Over Any ‘Trump’ now.
    And Yes, Sure; Do The Math too on your own.

    Oh yeah; Go Figure, too; Popes/Politicians Have even Convinced
    Some Folks as Paleontologists Suggest, Still that A Five Foot or one
    or so Little Brown Dude with Shortly Cropped Hair, Around 106 Lbs; not Much Bigger
    Than Yoda with His Philosophy too; Now Looks Just Like ‘Conchita’; And ironically, is God’s Only ‘Son’. It’s True;
    People at the Bottom of the Food Chain will Take the Hook, Bait, and Sinker while ‘Those’ ‘in Charge’ Laugh AT them, too,
    to sink
    Sadly as is Reality Still.

    The Politics of the Governmental
    Process; the Constitution, Developed
    by Real Forefathers Worth their Title as Men Chiseled on Granite Mountain Stone
    Are All that/who separate Us from Trump/Pope Supported And Driven Politics, now.

    Actually, we have a Much Bigger Problem Than
    Politics as it stands still is Directly Related to, too.

    Humans are not evolved to Live Peacefully with more than about 150 to 200
    Sets of Eyes they are well Acquainted with. Humans Live in Balance in Nature when
    they live as Evolved as Most Animals do until they get out Balance and the Herd is culled
    Naturally as such.

    Human Culture Sets Humans apart from all other Animals ranging from Language to Nuclear Bombs;
    And a dream of Escaping the Planet to A Place we are not evolved to Live on after we screw this one up.

    In this way, Human alone is not the Virus but Culture is. It is self evident by the Way we Rule Ourselves
    at the Top that our Entire Process is a Best Bet Endeavor Against the Truly Natural Insanity we continue
    to impose on the Rest of the Environment. But hey; We are driven by what Feels Good Most; So, we continue to
    Add Layers and Layers of Icing on a “MacArthur’s Park” (reference to a 70’s Disco Song by Donna Summer) that
    is Getting So Heavy It is Smothering the Cake of Nature in Balance that is the Home we continue to Depend on now.

    The Answer is the Same as it is for all the other Animals; we get balanced with the Rest of Nature Now or we go away; So, How Smart is Human;
    Not Very
    so far
    at ALL;
    ALL stuff considered.

    An only hope really is if enough
    Folks hold hands together again in Balance with Nature.
    The Fact that we do have the Ability to do that Globally now is really an only hope in synergy
    of what may still be to come; on just how much Folks appreciate the Gift of Human Life now; and for those still to come.

    Meanwhile; I’m Enjoying Every Second of Life to the Max; for this Country is still Free enough for That For Those Folks Who are Truly Free; And Actually Do Something With that Freedom to Make Some Kind of Real Difference in the World Now.

    I don’t have any Living Children and my Wife and i have a Few Decades left of Potential Good Health; And Heaven on Earth That Is Real Is A Tiny Sliver of what any Species of Life anywhere in the Universe has Likely experienced as an Existence of
    Relative Free Will; in Enjoying all the Colors of Life and the Dark that Brings Light too. These are Still the Best of
    Days for Some Folks who continue to Enjoy a “Macarthur’s Park” that still thrives; smiles, like my Back Yard of
    Living Beauty Beyond
    of Money
    And A
    off home.
    A First Step in Saving the
    Human Species is appreciating the Gift of Life At ALL, now; JusT NoW;
    as ‘they’ (me) say(s); Change Starts Best With The Happy Satisfied Still Striving Version of “me”..;)

    A Greatest Challenge of Life is Being a Successful Politician of one’s Inner Life. After that; Willfully Relatively
    speaKing; the Rest of Life IS A Piece of Cake As LonG as one Doesn’t Gorge Themselves on Frosting; With SMiLes..:)



  7. Frank Hubeny says:

    Nice perspective on pet rocks: “Pet Rocks
    With Pictures
    Touches Senses
    All Mixed As Emotions
    WheN oPen
    to Pet Rocks..:)”

    I also liked that photo of the black lizard against the white cement and the turtle on the sand which something mysterious shading it. I couldn’t figure out what it was.

    • SMiLes Frank.. Thanks For Coming By on what is once
      Again a Beautiful Sunny Day in Florida as the Temperatures
      Once Again exceed 70 Degrees in F Fashion And Additionally
      Thanks You for Quoting
      “Pet Rocks
      With Pictures
      Touches Senses
      All Mixed as Emotions
      WheN oPen
      to Pet Rocks”.. as hey
      perhaps one day i’ll look through
      These Comments to Find Shells on
      The Beach as Well mY FriEnd and
      Interestingly the Afternoon Sun so
      Low in the Sky was Responsible
      for the way that Turtle’s
      Shadow was on
      Display Half
      Lit Shell and
      Half Shaded Shell
      And Sadly After i took
      the Photo i recognized the
      Rather Healthy Young Turtle
      Could Not Move No Doubt Suffering
      From the Pollution of that Part of the
      Biloxi Shore so Sadly As So.. or Perhaps
      Some other Natural Environmental Oppressor..
      PerHaps.. Hooked by a Fishing Line.. Or Other Ways
      Naturally Leading to the Demise of that Young Turtle then
      but true Turtle Shells Don’t Age like Human Skin now so who
      am i to say for sure and sadly there was another Critter Trapped
      Underneath the Sand for i had to get the Nature Skill of Identifying
      Beach Creatures to Determine it was a Wild Rabbit by the Means of
      My Sister who is a Much Better Nature Photographer than me with Real
      Photo Equipment beyond Smart Phone Tools.. Who knows all the Zoology
      of Nature Around these Parts but sadly too overall it seems to be somewhat
      of an Omen For the Sad State of Affairs of How Humans Continue to get out
      of Balance With Nature for a ‘MacArthur Park’ that is our only Home that we
      Depend on to Survive as well as enjoying Fall Sunsets of Ever Changing
      Colors of Beauty From Sky Blue to Orange Pink and Red Fire on
      Horizon Ends so in this Case Considering the Recent
      Environmental Report in Dire Warnings of
      Climate Change Released on a Day
      in Hopes of not notifying the
      Public as much as
      possible on
      BLack Friday
      When folks might not
      notice as Much That Science Proves
      More Than Ever that we are not only Killing
      Our Natural Environment with Climate Change but
      that we are also Bringing our Demise as well Both
      in Terms of Economics.. Livelihood.. as Well As
      Actual Early Demise of Humans too yes as
      Far as Pet Rocks Go it would be so
      much Better if Folks Loved the
      Pet Rock Earth as once
      again i Sing
      the Song
      Dance it too..
      “Pet Rocks
      With Pictures
      Touching Senses
      All Mixed as Emotions
      WheN oPen
      to “Pet Rocks”..
      As the Living Earth
      We Depend on for all that
      Brings Beauty and Wellness to Life in Balance
      Yes.. my FriEnd.. “96 Months of Thanks Giving Wishes”
      Perhaps too spoken all in one Poem as A Voice of Nature..
      And Yes By God A Woman As Mother Nature Sings to Dance heART..
      “MacArthur ParK”
      Only hOMe NoW..:)

  8. Oh no.. you won’t believe what i just did.. i Wrote a Comment
    All about Synchronicity Two too.. and i Had the Song “Synchronicity
    II” on one of my Tabs and Accidentally Closed the Tab that Housed
    HiMaLi’s Synchronicity II.. so.. now.. i have to Write this Comment Again
    but that’s okay for it is probably Synchronicity too that in A-Causal Connecting
    Principle Way As Sign of Nature Said Fred Now You have something else Entirely
    Different to Say to HiMaLI.. So.. WeLL.. HeLLovE For StARTers.. And i am So Impressed
    that you Walked 17.3984 Miles in One Day as you surely already then had my 13 Mile
    Public Dancing Effort Beat Last Sunday.. hehe.. and i bet Your Legs Were Throbbing
    as there are days
    that i surely
    can hardly
    Get out
    of the
    Car in a Long
    Day’s Dance Effort..
    And True.. tHere is a Higher
    Force Guiding our ways in a
    Very Personal Way almost Like
    A Story we are involved in as Stories
    Are Our ReaLiTies More than any Material
    Reductionist View of LiFE NoW As Any
    Random Soup but a Meaningful
    Narration of LiFE Now That We
    Do Help Co-Create in Moving
    And Connecting Ways
    With other eYes of
    God Now With
    True mY
    FriEnd No Borders
    or Walls or in some cases
    hehe.. it seems.. even Clothes these
    days.. hAha.. but anyway.. HiMaLI.. too
    i Know and Feel for Sure is a Sign From God
    Who Says Thank You Fred for all of what you Do…
    You’ve Worked Hard Enough and Now You Have Some Real
    Friends Also to Always stay by Your Side through thick and thin..
    And it’s okay.. if you get busy and must focus on what you have
    to do for months without a Word for Just one Day as Friend with
    HiMaLi has surely made my Year mY FriEnd as this Post Will be Titled
    “All Gifts of Nature Friends Color”.. Yes.. Dedicated to mY friEnd HiMaLi
    Close enough to Her Birthday.. Hopefully.. if i finish by the 27th for my FriEnd’s
    Birthday then with sure.. you guessed it.. A Photo of Her Flying On A Sea of MoonLit Soul..
    As Thumbnail Header Photo
    And yes i am
    Glad to Hear
    Above that
    Your Parts 3 and
    4 of Your Synchronicity
    Adventure have Come to God’s Fruition Within
    mY friEnd As That’s A Way it Does Seem to Go in Relaxing Flow..:)

  9. Ghosts.. Ghosts.. Demons and Ghosts
    For it is true.. i composed a Song
    at the Beginning of Hell on Earth
    on the Piano and Katrina’s
    Brother When He Heard
    it said it sounded
    like a Ghost
    Wandering the
    Earth.. Not Realizing
    He Was Dead for it is True
    my FriEnd for 66 Months that’s
    Just about how that did not feel as
    Numb inside Greater than the Worst Pain
    Known to Humankind From Wake to Sleep
    as usually in Most Every MacroVerse i make i
    relate that story somehow for Just the reason
    that all through 66 Months.. i never found one
    Person i could relate to who experienced Type
    Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep
    And additionally Losing Emotions With No
    Reference Point Back to a Smile Just
    to See if anyone had ever Lost
    that Dentist Drill in Right Eye
    And Right Ear as the
    Rare Illness Doctor
    who specialized
    in that Pain then
    actually gave up
    on me and said there
    is no reason to come back
    To See Him for there is nothing
    he could do for me.. so sure.. now every
    Week i make an Effort to Reach out.. in someway
    Now for Perhaps Someone out tHere is Looking for
    A Smidgen of Hope if they can and will feel any Hope
    at all that Hell ends one day and the Ghost in this Machine
    that is us finally Goes away as Demon And Devil Numb in Pain
    of Hell Now.. For True.. There is Heaven too.. a Place with No Fear and
    No Jealousy and No Hate when other People’s Joy no matter how that
    Comes Rings True of Heaven for one understands what it does mean to
    Walk the Earth for 66 Months as a Ghost who doesn’t Realize it but is quite
    of the
    there was
    another Place
    that existed somewhere
    out of time and distance and
    space where in Hell all there is is
    Time Distance and Space that Never
    Ends in Another place that Never Lives..
    Blessed are the Poor in Spirit for those who
    Have Seen the Kingdom of Hell on Earth Do come
    to Realize that they inherit the Kingdom of Heaven on
    Earth when they get out of Hell And This Place Now is as Real
    as the Other Place Dark as Demon Devil and Ghost in Hell too..
    A Person
    Lives in Hell
    it is a place where actually
    Any Demon and Devil or Ghost
    Fears to Tread for True Hell is a place
    Beyond all Fear Beyond all Demons and
    Beyond all Devils as come to be me whoever
    me is dead as Life
    And People
    Wonder Still Why i
    Celebrate every Step
    And Word of Life As if
    i am writing the Last
    Bible Ever Written
    Now or the
    to come to Be…
    For this Heaven
    The Other Place That’s Real..
    Nice to See You Posting as Always
    Sohair And Best Prayers for You and
    Your Family and all the Young Women
    You Teach in Egypt to Keep On Going in/as Light..:)

    Yeah it’s True my FriEnd for in the
    Long Run the Only Lover Who Will
    Fill us up enough to Love others
    Without Empty is the
    Lord of Love
    That and
    Lives Within
    For Sooner or
    Later We Face that
    Last Breath of Love or
    Not Living as Shared and
    Given Freely or not and as far
    as Conflicts of Personalities go there
    is Introvert and Extravert but still there is
    Human Within as Extravert or Introvert May
    Be Equally Full of Love and Hope To Give and
    Share.. or Full of Hate and Fear to Take away..
    Anyway.. Rafiah.. i wish there was/is something
    i Could Do now to take what Seems Like Deep
    Pain Away from You.. Truly.. the Pain
    it Seems of Not Being Who You
    Really Want to Be as
    That is the Hardest
    Loss of all
    All of You
    mY FriEnd.. anyway
    I Still Love the Colors of You
    in all the Shades and Tints too..
    The Best of Life is to Love and Just Be You..
    I’m always So Happy to See You Writing no Matter What
    Next in
    the Memoirs
    of Rafiah’s HeART..
    i Always Love to Write the Name Rafiah..
    Except Yeah it’s true i still Pronounce it
    Different Than You
    A Raf E A..
    And i Still Wonder
    Why You removed the H..:)

    Inshallah as you Say/Pray as Long as God is Willing
    to Allow Living Within as Love i Will aLWays Be Your
    Loving FriEnd Now and will always be here for
    You Whenever
    A Fred
    in FRiEnD..
    God Bless you
    in all the ways
    Blessings Will Come As LoVE..:)

    Will Do For You..:)

    SMiLes iN All the Colors oF FriEndship And Belief
    in God that come my way from You Sohair i Do
    So Much Appreciate.. Friends are very rare in
    mY Life Sohair And that’s Just Another
    Pain i’ve often Endured As Well
    But the Gifts God Does
    Give in Patience
    Life too
    for the Mirage
    of FriEnd is no
    Longer Mirage heAR mY FriEnd..:)

  10. Love Overcoming All
    Darkness Beyond
    Labels A Most
    Winning Human Force..
    Misfits Who
    Stay That Way..
    We WiLL Rock You!
    Freddie Mercury
    Giving Rise to Free..!
    Great Tribute!
    Thank You..
    Woman From
    Biggest Cities..
    Hehe that’s
    The New Indian
    Name i Give to you..;)

    (Note: That was in Response to psychologistmimi’s
    Blog Post This Morning but it fits in here too well too..;)

    iFeel All of iHiMaLi’s Positive Energy And iAm iExcited
    For Her for iFeel Great Life Experiences Coming Her iWay
    Soon.. And You KNow i was at that “Police”Concert as imaged
    in the Video in 1983 for “Synchronicity II” but it is True they Never came
    Out With A Song Named Synchronicity 3.. So All That is Left to do Now is to
    Move On to
    Blog Post
    to continue her
    Series of Synchronicities THeRe..
    OBTW and by the way i had to look
    up BDW up tHere in the Urban Dictionary
    And it made me Giggle extra for Himali has
    a Unique Sense of Humor and is much more
    Open than
    to New Experiences
    Like that as apparently
    Her Level for the D part
    of that Acronym is much
    More Reserved than more
    Open Minded HiMaLi and
    that is what
    it takes
    to Bring
    and Borders
    Down mY FriEnd
    We do share that in common too..
    Oh yeah.. almost forgot what i was going
    to initially say.. as i showed my Sister the Last
    Two photos of You.. you Shared with me and she
    Exclaimed to Katrina She Could be Your Sister as
    it is True People have asked Katrina if she was from the
    Middle East.. and India.. and South America.. and Mexico
    and American Indian and Lord Knows Every Place Dark Skinned
    Beautiful Women Like You and Katrina Live in origin.. except for Her Main
    Heritage.. Full Pacific Islander Filipino on Her Father’s Side from that Country..
    Just some Trivia i thought i would Share with You this Morning as i ready for my next
    Magic Spell Wish
    You.. that
    Will iCome with
    A iSong For All of this iToo..;)

    iHave a Confession to Make..
    iAM Not An iAngel.. ‘yet’.. iAm only
    An iAngel iHelper Now Sent to iEartH
    Too iHelp iAngel’s Bring THeir Dreams
    to Fruition in Fact i lived in Earth Hell
    Before God Let me out to give
    me the privilege to
    not only
    Get out
    of Hell on
    Earth as yes
    in some ways
    i was iDemon then
    too for all i wanted to Do
    Was/is iFeel iLove but all i could
    Do is iGive it and Never iReceive it..
    And not Feeling it when i gave it iHurt
    so much too.. Anyway it was iWorth iGoing
    to iHell to Be able to iFeel iLove both when i
    iReceive and iGive iLove iNow.. yep.. all 66 Months
    in the iBLacKesT iAbyss wHere even iDemons fear
    to tread that
    Put me
    a level
    then too..
    So it is also true i cannot
    Possibly be an iAngel True too
    for if i was.. i wouldn’t experience the
    Tiniest Bit of Jealousy imagining FriEnd
    HiMaLI Finding Her iSoulMate Now
    for then she Might Disappear
    And iMight Never Hear
    From mY iFriend
    Again for
    it’s iTrue
    that has happened
    Before More and Less
    And it’s Natural too as it is Harder
    for Women to Be Friends with Men
    when they Get Married than it is for Married
    Men to Be Friends With Women When they are
    Married as Naturally the Wife is more often understanding
    of this than the Husband as that is just Part of Human Biology too..
    As the Human History
    of Polygamy
    relate too..
    Hey i’m an Anthropologist
    in Science What Can i say
    but anyway.. if i really Passed the
    Test of Hell and if i ever expect to Truly
    Be Promoted to Full iAngel Like iHiMaLi Now
    i Must Now Make an iMaGiC Spell in Full Loving Intent
    Now for iHIMaLi to Find Her iSoulMate to iBring her all the iJoy
    that she hoped for in “Her Loving a Geek” Blog Post as it’s true that
    was the Facebook Memory that showed up on my Facebook Feed this
    Morning From Precisely one Year ago that was my 7th Anniversary of Writing
    online.. 11.25.17.. as today 11.25.18 is the 8th Anniversary also known as 96 Months too..
    And True i Made A iMaGiC
    iSpell in that iBlog
    Post for
    to Find
    Her Future
    Husband and
    Unless she Announces
    that in Synchronicity 4 my
    MaGiC is Not Yet iStrong Enough
    in iNtent to Help Emotionally iNSPiRE
    HiMaLi to FiNd Her Soul Mate now for it is
    True This is How iMaGiC Works When Loving
    FriEnds Encourage With all thEir iSoul the iWishes
    of TheiR Friends Selflessly even if that would mean
    Laying Their iLife Down for their friEnd which sure is a bit
    Harder to do now than the Spector of Potentially Losing more
    of A Connection with that FriEnd if they Gain their Greatest iWish..
    But Hey
    No Matter
    What i will always
    have the Memorial
    oF A Blog Post when
    what was once a Total
    Stranger Dedicated A iFriendship
    iWish to me and true my ifriEnd only
    if you could be me could you understand
    where i’ve come from and how precious that is to me..
    So Yes.. i am Hoping with all mY HeART that You Find
    A Man who will stand with you Through Hell if Necessary
    Like Katrina Did with me and never Leave Your side to
    the very
    To Cherish
    all THeRE is
    oF iHiMaLI’s LoVE..
    God Bless you in Deed You Are An Angel Himali ..:)

    Oh YeaH and There Is A Song for this too to iHelp you out too..:)

    And Don’t be too be Surprised if one Day You Hear a Song on the Radio
    Actually From me That is in Memory of mY Dear FRiEnd HiMaLi From God’s Year 2018..:)


  11. SMiLes HiMaLi.. No Problem on the BDW.. as you know i enjoy
    Research And i am often as much surprised as what Katrina is
    Disgusted Now By Certain stuff she comes across
    on the Web.. but Hey everyone has an
    Opinion And Their own style more or
    less of Freedom of Speech/
    That i for
    one surely
    Do Respect..
    No Matter How Strange
    Or Hilarious it may be to me..
    And thanks for the iSamePinch to Katrina
    as ‘the Ever Green iAngel.. iBeauty With
    iCuteness too as i too often iWonder How
    She iContinues to iDo All of That unlike Her
    Peers at closer
    to 50 Years
    of Age edging
    in on 49 in April..;)

    SMiLes HiMaLi iWriting A iDedication About iHiMaLi
    Will Be So iEasy to iDo with Just HeLLoVE iEveryday
    As even before HiMaLi ever said a thing to me personally
    i was touched by How Nice she was to all her Blogger Friends
    Truly Seeing
    What Will
    Be A
    Gift of FriEnd
    Then.. as truly
    You Do Act like
    A FriEnd to Everyone
    HiMaLi iSamEPinCh mY
    FriEnd For We do Come From
    the Same Place And EvenTuaLLy
    Are Going to the ‘Similar Place’.. too
    As Like Energy Does That With/As Love..
    And in Honor of HiMaLi i Read a Book about
    the Laws of Attraction While iDancing at Barnes
    And Nobles Listening to Meditation Music as i had
    Read it Some Years Before And Already Knew it worked
    for when i was bullied at School as the Weak Fish in the
    Aquarium who didn’t have a Social Clue.. i visualized Myself
    then at 12 as getting
    And By
    God Now
    i Am Still
    Getting Stronger
    Now With The Force oF LoVE in WiLL oF Grace
    That iS The iMaGiC mY FriEnd The Force oF LoVE..:)

    *Taps Finger.. hehe.. Patiently Waiting for Synchronicity 4..;)

    Please Pardon me.. hehe.. for it’s True.. Part oF A Reason Why i Write so
    Many Words.. iHiMaLi.. is Whenever Someone Asks me A Question i acTuAlly
    Fully Answer it When i guess the Social Rules might other wise
    Dictate just
    an Emoticon
    of Kisses or Winks
    or such as that for
    True if you remember
    When i shared that Video
    of the “Age of Adeline” Winks
    With Synchronicity Again too
    Where a Woman Turned 27
    Yes Like you in a Day in
    Your Time Zone
    Soon Enough
    too.. as
    it’s True for some
    Reason the Folks who
    Are truly Nice to me seem
    to Never Age as evident in some
    of the Photos of my 40th Year Class Reunion
    too.. it’s True my Best Friend Lynn a Girl from
    High School who tied at 11 with me in a Class of
    381.. Actually Looks Almost Younger Now Than She
    Did 40 Years ago.. And A Girl who was Her Friend too..
    Who Was Always Very Nice to me then named Traci..
    Just Like Katrina And Even at 58 they both look as
    Beautiful as they Did 40 Years ago.. So It’s True
    it doesn’t appear that Katrina has a Thing to
    Worry about for another 10 Years and
    if i see the Both of the Other Two
    Friends at the Next Class
    Reunion and they
    Still Don’t
    Age Much
    that’ll Give Katrina
    Another 10 Years of Eternal Princess..
    So Yeah.. Say Goodbye to the last Birthday
    You Age Now For Quite A While my FriEnd For
    You Definitely Make a Grade of Seeing Fred iN FRiEnD
    Other Than That It’s All Just God’s MaGiC as the Force oF
    LoVE As People Who LoVE Like I Do are the Only People who Last as mY FriEnds
    as other wise i am always the last one left Standing to Love Additionally more now..
    And Just for Fun
    i’ll Provide that
    Video Trailer
    for the
    Movie as what
    Better Gift to Give
    HiMaLi on Her 27th
    Birthday too.. Eternal Youth..
    Oh yeah And ‘Those Bullies’ From
    12 Years-Old.. it’s True.. They look Decades
    Older Than Their Age..
    the Price
    Hate too..
    And Just Plain Karma
    For They too.. Do Reap And
    SoW aLL on tHeir LoneSoME WitH LoVE oR NoT..
    Oh Yeah.. And Cute Facebook Profile Pic Coming
    With Katrina And A Stray Farm Cat Soon Tonight too
    As Morning
    You of Course too..
    Have a Great Work Week..:)

  12. iThank You too HiMaLi.. NoW
    It’s Actually the Two Facebook
    Profile Pics i Just Posted of Katrina
    on the Farm with the Stray Farm Cat
    before the one you so Friendly
    Hearted of
    me in A
    3 Days
    of Music
    Peace and Love
    Multi-Colored T-Shirt
    With Christmas Lights too..
    Hehe.. This is So Much Fun writing
    About HiMaLi.. hope i don’t make you
    Blush too much.. but i probably will Pretty
    Soon.. Anyway.. hehe.. as i continue to Praise HiMaLi more..;)

    “All Gifts of Nature Friends Color”.. Yes.. Return Dedication Gift
    in way of Entire MacroVerse for FriEnd HiMaLi who so nicely
    Dedicated A Nice FriEndShip Blog Post to me Last Week on
    November 18th in the United Arab Emirates and the
    17th over Here in the Good Old United States place
    And Yes as Katrina has always Been the Equivalent
    of An American Indian Princess over here in the States
    even though she is much more Pacific Islander as Half
    As Truly the Person in the Snow Globe who is Suspended
    in what seems is not much Older than her Late 20’s Still as
    she was Just Remarking this Morning at Church in the Lobby
    That All Those Women In their Late Twenties with Infants could
    Be Her Daughter as it is True HiMaLI is Born November 27th..
    1991 When i Was 31 and Katrina was 21 Just a Year into
    Our Close to 29 Year Marriage now as hehe.. it’s
    Against the Law to Marry Someone Zero in
    Age now.. so.. anyway although Katrina
    is Always a Main Topic of Conversation
    to me as this is a Dedication to Indian Princess
    HiMaLi as it is no Secret to me at least that Every Gentleman
    Who Comes to Her Blog that she is so nice to is madly and crazy
    in Love with Her Now.. and it wouldn’t surprise me at all if All of HiMali’s
    Beauty at least in Part inspired one of Her Friends to Put Numerous
    Naked Photos of Himself Lately on His Blog although it does seem
    to be a Regular Practice He Engages in and although i too do Male
    Straight Nude Art and Am Embarking now in the 5th Volume of an
    Erotic Poetry Novel Fully iLLusTraTeD too.. It may Be True
    You’ll Have to ask Katrina and Her Sister Too but that
    Photo of me Running in my Shorts when i was 22
    that HiMaLi So Nicely Shared of me in her
    Dedication Post Perhaps is Better
    than anything i do these days
    in ways of “Male
    Art” As Such..
    In Adult Blogging Way..
    With Ample Adult Warnings
    too as my Erotic Poetry Novel
    Arises to over 86 Thousand Words now
    Spanning since May Day 2017 as that is
    Just like an Extra-Curricular Activity to me..
    And it’s True i Exercise my Shadow in a place where
    it doesn’t come back to Haunt me for Certain Naturally
    Higher Propensities i have about Life too across my Entire
    Lifespan too.. Anyway.. so Himali’s Friend Left a Link on one
    of Her Blog Posts talking about Naughty Stuff so i then expected
    to See some Naked Women and Lord Knows i did as there Were
    A Whole Group of Women Masturbating Just ONE Part of a Man
    And considering that Word Press has a Policy of Keeping that stuff
    on Private Blogs it was totally unexpected and a bit Taboo too but what
    came next or what he talked about coming next anyway was yes a Still
    Photo of Himself Masturbating and hehe.. i have to admit i was curious
    If HiMaLi Liked the Post so i looked and she did not.. and i started to wonder
    Hey.. i can’t be Jealous can i and no i wasn’t for i let Katrina Review the Art and
    She said oh God that is Disgusting but of course that is not Her Friend Haha.. and
    it’s True she has had Unwelcome Men Expose themselves to her in her Work Career
    so she in some ways is at least Part of the me too Movement too… but anyway of course
    that’s in the past and she never told me about Her Experience until well After Her Work Career
    as it was Quite Embarrassing that Her Fellow Worker did that around her and Yes my
    Sister has experienced the same thing too.. Oh my God at Work too.. and yes
    i can understand definitely why Any Man Would Be Turned on by Katrina
    but hey.. that’s
    not the way
    to make
    a Good
    First Impression
    anyway.. for sure..
    as it’s true i’m thinking for
    sure that Women.. most Women
    Anyway Would Rather Read Poetry
    Than Look At Photos of Private Parts
    so it’s for the Best that i started Adding Erotic
    Poetry to my Nude Art as i started that to Haze myself
    in a Way as an Initiation Rite as sorts to Get Fearless and
    i am not going to be the Judge of why Himali’s Friend is doing
    it so much lately but Perhaps he never saw me in my Shorts until
    Last Week.. haha.. with all Good Jest as He isn’t Married to Katrina
    and if i was Himali’s Age and Single i would Certainly want to still then/now
    be one of Her Best Blogging Friends too and that’s all i’m gonna say about that..
    And just in Case Anyone Wonders.. Yes of Course i’ve already done an Entire MacroVerse
    per the Subject of a Dedication to “Age of Katrina NoW” at 18 With Headliner Photo of Katrina
    In her Beautiful Red One Piece Bathing Suit And Bikini Attire that i will include Below in
    Juxtaposition.. well.. really more like similar of sorts in the Modern Age of Katrina
    in A Pool and it’s True the First Link that Himali’s Friend Shared of Himself
    on Her Blog was of Him Naked in a Pool with his Private Part floating
    up to the Surface too.. hmm.. let’s put it this way He’s Still
    Driving ‘A Moped’ compared to all of what i do on my
    Private Adult Art Blog.. as hey there are all
    Kinds of Human Intelligences and i
    Ain’t Leaving any of my Potential out
    And Yes on Top of all of this i no longer
    Link that Blog for Easy Access to my PG
    Readers as it’s ‘Frankly’ Just too Hot to Handle
    Even just linked.. now.. on a PG Rated Blog now
    And Even With Plenty of Warning on the Cover Page
    to Enter too.. And it’s True i will admit in PG Way i did
    Enter one of my Grey Underwear Model MacroVerses back
    from January of 2014 in one of those Poetry Link-up Blogs and
    Surprisingly none of the Women complained at all and that was
    Before i got my Dancing Body Back on Haha.. and it’s True Himali’s
    Friend does get some Adoration from the Women Folk for Exposing
    His Private Parts as let’s not Forget What Happens When Women go to
    See Magic Mike XL.. as it’s True my Wife took me to see that and i Heard
    A Whole other Side of the Protestant Women Around these Parts then and let’s
    Not Forget ’50 Shades of Grey’ and Greyer and Greyer too.. as it’s also True the top
    Porn Results that Women Search on include Vampires and WereWolves too.. hmmm..
    Each Person’s Fantasy is one to own.. and no doubt for Some Woman a Man making
    Himself Vulnerable like that with Standard Equipment that doesn’t usually come now with
    Males on Porn Sites will most definitely turn some Women on if they are into Domination
    Fantasies too.. i’ve only Shared my Erotic Poetry Novel With One Person who also Writes
    Erotic Poetry to get Feedback and she said something about Getting the Ranch and the Horse
    and the Stable but i’m not from Texas so i’m not quite sure what she meant about that but i am
    sure it was
    as let’s remember
    ‘Friends Without Borders’
    And Let’s Not be too Hard
    on Friends Without Clothes too..
    i give the Dude Credit.. he’s almost as Fearless
    And Coordinated With a Camera as i am but it’s
    True i take all the Photos as a Mirror Balancing Act of sorts too..
    All i know for Sure is i have A Most Beautiful Wife and A Most Beautiful
    Friend who will both inspire Beautiful Poetry for the Ages and likely motivate some men
    to still
    off too Haha..
    or at least Wear
    Short Shorts when they Run.. Hehe..
    ‘Friends Without Borders’ where People take
    the time and effort to understand that not Everyone’s
    Heaven Looks the same from the inside out or the outside
    in as that applies now to the Hell of Disgust or like one Young
    Woman told Himali’s Friend.. “i Love Your Sausage” without
    any Shame at all in Front of all Her Blogging Friends then sort
    of Like That ‘BDW’ Photo of all those Women With that Dude’s
    Body Part before the Author Exposed His “Main Event” to all.. too..
    Himali always
    name with
    Heart Throb
    And now i understand why..
    And HiMali has such a Great Sense of Humor too..
    As i continue to Toast Master Roast Her here now too..;)

    Anyway.. hehe.. just one more way i don’t feel quite as outlier now too..;)



  13. “The Synchronicity of the Universe-Part 4” by HiMaLI With The Biggest
    UniVersal Human Picture That Is ALWaYS LoVE WiTH HeLLoVE HiMaLI
    too.. And i Am so Happy That God’s Language to You in UniVersaL River
    Ocean Whole Flow of Synchronicity has Brought A Resolution to Your Dilemma
    As Reviewing in my Memory Now all Four Parts of Your Synchronicity Story.. IT Does
    Seem Both Physically And Emotionally.. A Very Taxing Day for You Last Week from the
    17th through the 18th of November which Just means HiMaLI is JusT A MoRE iAMaZinG iAngel
    iFRiEnD for in some Miraculous Way she still took the Precious Hours out of an almost unbelievable
    Schedule of Work and Communicating with Her Mentor and all of Her ‘Real Life’ Friends to Dedicate
    A Friendship Blog Post to an Online Friend she has Never Met in the Flesh and Blood but of course has
    Seen Just about a Thousand Selfies of in the Last 3.5 Years.. hehe.. as that’s Just about how many come in
    one 30K or so Word MacroVerse in Just one Blogging Free Verse Stream of Consciousness Synchronicity
    Loaded Blog Post from me but oh.. not today as it is now 9:23 PM in the United Arab Emirates which Means
    Himali’s 27th BirthDay in Her Time Zone Now is Just a Count Down of 2 Hours and 37 Minutes away so
    What this Means is to Deliver my Version of a Dedication in WordPress Friendship With HiMaLI by the
    Birthline of Her Birthdate this Year is.. This MacroVerse is gonna be Closer to 10K Words and Perhaps
    Even Short Enough for ‘Mortals’ to Read.. Haha.. but yes of course it will probably have too many
    Photos Still to open for most Folks.. But i’ve already Written the Most Important PArts to
    HiMaLi Personally as it’s True and No Secret that every Moment i speak with HiMaLi
    It Is a Dedication to our FriEndship and i do do the best i can and will to do
    this with Everyone i Meet both online and off
    but it’s True not Everyone has iAngel iEars
    Like HiMaLi who iCan and
    also iWill See
    Helper in
    the iFlesh..
    yes.. the iFlesh
    And iBlood oF iLoVE
    Who iKNows and iFeels
    And Senses no iBoundaries
    but an oPen Gate For Love
    But True my Friend it is
    iMportant to Establish
    Some Borders for
    LiFELoVE as
    Definitely Folks
    Roaming Around the
    World That And Who Will Take if They
    Can All That is Precious About Love Away…
    i was Raised in A Day Where eYes are for Love..
    First And Foremost… We Live in a much different
    Day Now Where Eyes Are Mostly about Screens
    of Machines That Do make us want to Scream
    For the iFlesh and iBlood Contact of Real
    Hugs From Human Beings now.. iSMiLes
    mY FriEnd.. i Can And iWill iFeel
    And iSense not only Your
    For That/This
    iFlesh And iBlood iHuman iTouch
    but for the Rest of the World too
    for i was raised In A Human Day
    Where People Really Love Each Other as People
    First and Foremost With No Secrets to Hide at All..
    In This Song for You and Sure it is True You are Truly
    Blessed with so many Human Friends and Mentors both
    Online and Off as God is Looking Out For You Are God’s SonG
    A Beautiful
    You Are..
    God Bless you even
    More on Your 27th Birthday
    MY FriEnd for It Is True those
    Blessings From God That And
    Who Lives Within is the iMaiLi RinG ALWays to pick-up-on…
    Anyway.. You KNow WHere to find the Finished Result for all
    of this Soon Enough When You Wake up tomorrow on Your
    Birthday as You’ve Already Heard it all by now anyway here and ‘tHere’..
    And it will Just make me Happy every day i share it on FB for the iMoonlit
    iStar eYes And iSMiLes oF iLoVE oN iWings iAngel iHiMaLi iNaturAlly iBRinGS to the iWorld at Large..:)

    “All Gifts of Nature Friends Color”

    11.26.18 10:06PM HiMaLi Time in the United Arab Emirates
    And surely a Couple of Hours at least to get it all together to publish..;)

    Happy Birthday!
    i Love You! Friend! HiMaLi!..:)

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