Grand Cross Bible 2019

i Say…
You Say?
iBelieve iDance iSing
iFearless i AM AliVE i Breathe the Spirit of the Wind

“Quirks”.. i have a Couple.. 9.21.81.. Ran in Reverse Around
the Local Area for 3 Months (Went Back to College After That ‘Fall’ Break Down)

7.19.13.. Commenced the Start of in one Month And 7 Days What would Hence Be
76 Months of Reverse to Spiraling Dance.. the Distance of Half the Globe In 500 Miles
or so Span on the Lower Bible Belt of The Gulf Coast originating In the Panhandle of Florida
out of 77 Months To Date
Today in Heaven
Within (Hypomania
In Terms of APA)…

Oh yeah.. 7.6 MiLLioN
Words Writing Long Form
Poem Bible ‘SonG oF mY
SoUL’ In 76 Months..
Crashing the Word
Press Reader on
Mobile Platforms
Each Week Practically
Impossible to open now…
Each Weekly 30K Word
Chapter With 300 High
Def Photos until Technology
Catches Up With Me as i continue
to Expand my Human Potential evermore… So…
You’ve Heard of “Moore’s Law”? Welcome to ‘my World’….

One More thing.. With
Asperger’s Syndrome i
Tend to Flood Folks
TalKinG About my
Repetitive Restrictive
Special Interests…
(Dance And Song All of
Life Poetry Holy And Sacred
Full of Meaning And Purpose
i Co-Create With the Nature of God ALL)

Riding my Bike as a
Child Hands Free i
Repetitively Blessed
Myself With the
‘Sign of the

Some ‘Things’
Never Change….(End)

i am Ending the 9th out
Of 9 Old King James Size
Bibles as Subtitled Subchapters of
‘SonG Of mY SoUL’ Named
‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’
This Week…Before i
Begin Another one…

Perhaps more than
Quirks… It Appears
Now that i Am
‘Super Freaky’…

Happy Holidays
To You And All
Your Loved ones!

This is my Version
Of A Christmas Card…
i send them Repetitively
Year ‘Round.. to Complete
Strangers Around the World..
i Have ‘Santa Syndrome’
Too… Other Folks
CaLL iT A ‘Complex’…

i Am Assessed Legally
And Medically Permanently
Disabled to Be Able to
Do Work for the Level
Of Pay i received for
33 Years ‘Real Job’
Pay… of Course who
Wouldn’t Be as a shut-in
in their Home with 19 Medical
Disorders Mostly Stress Related
And Associated With Work including
the Worst Pain Known to Humankind..
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia the Suicide
Disease assessed in Literature as worse than
the Torture of Crucifixion like a Dentist Drill in
my Right Eye and Ear with no Novocaine or any
other Drug that would Ease the Pain from Wake
to Sleep for 66 Months Entirely Covering this Experience
of Hell within on Earth in my Last MacroVerse titled
“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”
i also HaVE iNViSiBLE
HuMaN Syndrome i
Have pursued Human
Potential to the
Point Where i
Have Become
‘Literally’ At Least..
Too Big to See.. That’s
Why i Dance.. To Prove
To People Who Cannot
‘Literally’ See me That i still exist…
It’s Really Impossible For Folks
To Ignore
me When
i Dance…
All i Ever
Wanted was
A Real FRiEnD
Who liked me
For Who i Am i
Have A Handful
Now Who Have
Stayed by my side…
My Mission In this
World to Find these
Angels And i Have
Determined the
Is Worth
Saving And All
The Other Animals
And Plants too.. That
Task You INHeRiT
From me for
Human ‘Literally’
Too Big To See Be Able
To Do But Dance And
Now For Real Off to
Complete the
9th out Of
9 Long
‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’…!
“Snoopy” Says Merry X-Mas! From”
My Dog HoMe To: YouRS..!. We Are Not
Extinct Yet! Cheer Up! Grand Cross Bible
2019 iBelieve iDance iSing 9th of 9 King
James Size Bible Poems Combining to
Make 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months…
And Here’s another Thing… When a Kind Person
You ask to Visit Your Home Actually Comes by…
Be A Human Actually Express in Some way that
Human is Welcome in Your Home if the Human
Species Fails in Reciprocal Social Communication
Star Dust
We Will
Make of Ourselves
Sooner Than Soon Believe
me or not i am A Canary in this Coal
Mine Who Escapes ‘YouR Poisonous Gas’…
Do Not make the Next Holocaust Real Again at
the Hands (Lies) of a Demagogue Your own the Message
Is Already Sent NoW ACross the Ages This is no New Story..
Story NoW
History And OR Herstory
Best Both in Balance oF ALL(God)
DarK ThrU LiGHT And All That Jazz
of OnenesS NoW..
i Say…
You Say?
iBelieve iDance iSing
iFearless i AM AliVE i Breathe the Spirit of the Wind


With Lights oF
Happy Holidays…
ALL The Mary’s Who Ever Lived…..
Who Produce thE Light And Fruit oF Love Most
It’s An Old Archetypal Story my Friend That Does
Still Live Where Fire And Ice Meet And Continue to Greet…
Eternity of Death… Life From: Leaves Brown
to: Green Grass Springs
WiNTeR BRidge
BoardinG NeW
Shore to LoVinG Shores…
Emptiness With No Soul of Age
but time but time of Emptiness
More Cards Lined Her Book Case For Friends
She Loved For Decades Her Life By God No
Matter What i’m Never Ever
Going Back There Again Even
If i Must Become A Greatest Poet
Who Ever Lives A Second Coming
oF Love Just for me… So.. in Refrain
Again i Dance And Sing the
Same Old Lang Syne Anew..
i iMpeached ‘The Father oF All Lies’
From: my Soul Long Ago After
DarK iS GonE To: Light Thrives
OuTSiDe Church Walls oF LiES
TRuE LoVE ReaL Gift You Never
Take Back God of the Old Testament
And Revelation True Now For Real
Will Surely Be This Gift from me
SMiLes.. Happy Holidays
To Norway… May the New
Year Bring You Ever Green
Well Being.. Lillian🙏🌲🎶

The ‘Ignorance’ in ‘This Thread’ Seems ‘Significant’ to me, at Least; A Couple of points.

People in Wheel Chairs Don’t tolerate the Heat the same as ‘Regular Folks’ Who Don’t Use A Wheel Chair; they often do not have the Same Ability to Regulate Body Temperature; Therefore, they get to go to the Front of the Line at Disney World.

You Teach Students; yes, So called ‘AngeRho’ this is directed at You; My God, i surely hope you don’t teach Students with Disabilities; if you don’t already understand basics like this.

It Seems you may have Been Bullied in some way in Your Life; as you are coming very close to bullying the ‘individual above’; would love to meet you in Person in Mississippi to see what you are like up Close and Personal; Just Curious.

It’s worth noting that You are only responding to people here that will take what you are giving; you are not very nice.

You don’t seem to have much of a Clue of what it means to even be a Human Being from what you’ve stated here; other than the Human Being You are; par for the course; for folks who Lack Basic Human Empathy; You are showing very little here, in words at least; that i see.

Anyone with a Shred of Empathy understands that People Experience the World Vastly Different; You cannot adequately
Judge them from an ‘Armchair Position’; all you can really do is Hear their point of view; therefore, ‘the curiosity’.

Neuroscience Says we basically Hallucinate Our Realities Based on our Experience; it is no Wonder that
Environment counts so much in how We Develop as Human Beings based on unlimited Environmental
And Genetic Factors.

i just hope that None of Your Children are leaning any way than what you see yourself as;
What would do you think would Happen if one of them doesn’t fit your mold of ‘Normal’?

Something to think about and that’s Your Business of course; Just a Suggestion.

Treating other people with Respect is something else to think about too.

You Reflect nothing of the actual Teachings of Jesus; for what that is worth to
you as far as what you are saying here. i don’t remember you being that way here
before; i wonder what happened…

You Seemed to be a Kind Human Being Before; more Like a ‘Good Cop Jesus Christian’;
i Wonder if You have Fallen into the ‘Trump Trap’; many people have Down South on
the Gulf Coast; it is ‘purely disgusting’ in my view at least; The ‘Bad Cop Jesus Christian’
is flowering all over the place here; it’s sad to watch the Spirit of Love Devolve into ‘Gehenna’;
where i Live for Sure.

Maybe, You Need a Hug?

Perhaps; from a Transgender Person so you can learn to be more Like ‘Jesus’ and accept everyone as Yourself?

Just a Suggestion; Good For any Loving Soul Who cares to Evolve more into Agape Love that is not selfish and callous
of the differences of Other Human Beings. God is a Flower that Lives in all of existence; a Flower with Endless Colors;
The Dark was too Boring; So God Colors all Things New Constantly Evolving out of just Black and White as metaphor of course. Other than that; have a nice day; We haven’t gone extinct yet; and Probably won’t for a while; something to be
Happy about; the Life of All Existence; Short and Tall; Bald and Fat; Gay And Fabulous; And even Superstars like ‘Jesus’ too..;)

It’s Interesting; Always Interesting to me; How Folks Who Struggle Seem to find some Joy out of someone Lower on
the Totem Pole than they view themselves as This Gentleman You are talking to; expresses Himself with all the
Values of Jesus as described in Matthew Chapter 5; Verses 3 through 11; truly Perfectly; in my view He is the Angel;
And if Atheist; An Angel Atheist; why would God be so Small to care about labels; when Love is all that counts for real;
Just from the words in how he expresses himself to others; i doubt he ever ‘turns Money Tables over’; i tend
to do it more with Words than the Physical effort i am surely more than capable of. No Doubt in my mind
who Jesus would wanna hang out with if he really came back; He wouldn’t give a crap about anything but
the Color of Human Soul; the Color of Love in Action and more than worshipping A Book when
that becomes empty pages of Love Within the Human Who Pledges Allegiance to it.

Sort of Like Modern Day Republicans Who not only Piss all over the Beatitudes
Right ‘Behind’ Trump in actions as Followers of their Newest Messiah; along with pissing
all over the Constitution of the United States like it was toilet Paper too; Sad; Truly, ‘Hugely’ sad;

When ‘they’ Defended Trump as ‘Jesus’ on the Cross; it’s almost enough to see the Story of ‘Revelation’ Real.

But of course; it’s Just another Archetypal Story about a Demagogue (Anti-Christ/Leader Without Empathy) and what eventually Happens to a Demagogue, in Metaphor of course; it’s Not Pretty; You’ll See them Sweating from ‘the Pulpit’
Bullying Women and Children; compensating for the Small Grinch Soul Within; and whatever else are their issues of ‘small’.

And Yes; i have a personal stake in this too; nope; standing over 6 Feet Tall and Leg Pressing 1520 Reps at 240 Pounds
And Surely Hairy Enough From Head to toe and at least from the evidence Ladies Man wherever i go; i never get
confused for a Girl anymore; but i did when i was 12 Years Old in School; Ruthlessly Bullied for i was Kind and
Smiled Everywhere i went; i was told Boys don’t get to Smile; Only Girls do; literally as such; Trump Stink
Stank Stunk then too; Just wasn’t around to Lead the ‘First Baptist Republican Choir’. I remember How that
felt; i was just a nice person; but the ignorance of others did their best to tear my smile away; no
Different than when i worked for the Military; Just because i was a Loving Soul; kind to everyone
i met; even accused of wearing Pink Underwear; but of course that was before i became a Martial
Artist and Became 3 Times Stronger and 70 Pounds Heavier in Muscle; Rare that anyone bothers my Ballet/Martial
Arts Public Dance Now; And the Rare Occasions they do; don’t Last for Long at all as i am Clever as Bugs Bunny; hehe…

It’s Sad to Say but the only way Jesus could back now and Love as much in the Deep South;
Is if he was practically Frigging Superman/Bugs Bunny; But chances are if Jesus really ever
lived/liveS he would do whatever it takes to keep loving all that is (GoD) That’s What Love Does…

Whatever Day it is that you come back to this place; consider this Your ‘SuNday School LeSSon’ From Me to ‘You’; Smiles; only if you would like to.

i encourage all ‘debates’; it is rare that i get exhausted or run out of new stuff to say; it is rare that anyone even ‘tries’ me….these days at least.

Anyway; i am Currently Writing the 9th of 9 King James Size Epic Bible Poems as Part of “SonG oF mY SouL” Longest
Epic Long Form Bible Poem in the History of Humankind at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months of Effort; and no; it’s
not for a tiny piece of dirt in a Desert in the Middle East; it covers the Entire Globe; and has taken lots more than
3 and A Half Years to do; although in the Last 42 Months one Sub-Title, “Nether Land Bible” is at Over 5 MiLLioN
Words; along with Public Dance now 12,466 Miles that has carried me more than half the Distance of Around the
Globe; Speaking of Inspiration Porn for someone like me Permanently Medically And Legally Disabled still
With Bi-Polar Disorder and Asperger’s Syndrome too; with one; a literal Prescription of Moving Meditation
Effective for Both Disorders to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses; i found ‘the cure’ by the way
And then the Psychiatrist Wrote me the Prescription; as Moving Meditation is an Approved Therapy;
in other Words, of 12,466 Miles of Dance in Public now for What Arrives at 76 Months at the end
of this Month; i’ve danced as far as Biloxi Mississippi about 60 Times over the Course of 5 years;
Betcha, if You ask most anyone who lives there; they will remember who i am; i used to get
flagged down there from People who knew me from Pensacola; We Live in a Very Backwards
Area of Existence; Where i am the Frigging only one in the Entire Southeast who Public Dances.

Our Ancestors did it as a Staple of Culture and Basic Existence; They stayed much clearer from all Illnesses;
as the Stress was dissolved away in Autotelic Flow of Bliss; Yes, the Great Spirit; the Kingdom of Heaven within
one with all of Existence; as the American Indian Still Dances and Sings, Now Free; smiles there are no Cultural
Clothes With God; i’ll leave You with the Greatest Lines of Truth Likely ever Spoken; Censored out of the New
Testament; as of course it wouldn’t matter what you called Yourself to find ‘God’; What You May not Understand
is that Calling Yourself ‘Christian’ is Identity ‘Politics’ too; and today at least it is the Color of Trump; not a very
nice identity in deed; We All Call ourselves something Until We Free Ourselves into Love; Enjoy Your Trip my
Friend, wherever you go now; And As Far As what anyone Calls themselves; i tend to Focus on Love Beginning
Always Love Story; No Better Place to Go Now AFAIF for Sure; For Real No Better Place but the Present Gift of Love;
All the Colors
of Love as
A Four Letter
Word that Make
God Real; to me at Least;
No Books Required Tread
on all the Pages of These Cultural Clothes of Words too..

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

114) Simon Peter said to Him, “Let Mary leave us, for women are
not worthy of Life.”
Jesus said, “I myself shall lead her in order to make her
male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you
males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the
Kingdom of Heaven.”

(Masculine Will And Strength)

And Another one Just for fun and another Great Suggestion:

“Let ‘Paul’ Leave us, For Men are Not Worthy of Life”
He Says, “I Myself Shall Lead Him in order to make
Him Female, so that He too may become a Living Spirit
Resembling ‘Mary’; For Every Man who makes Himself
‘Mary’ will Enter the Kingdom of Heaven.”

(Feminine Grace in Balance of Love)

Females Are Catching Up in Western Cultures;
Males Still Lag Far Behind For the Kingdom of Heaven Complete Within NoW.

The Dude up there you are trying to talk ‘down’ to it seems; is the Sky Above Your Ground from What i see here.

i don’t appreciate Bullying Behavior; no matter how thickly guised it is; that’s what i see here, sadly as not so well;
i have no idea if you see it that way; but it is coming close; i commend the Individual above for being one of the
Best Examples of ‘Good Cop Jesus’ i’ve seen online lately for sure; Jesus F in Christ at least where i live; for sure.

i doubt Very Seriously that ‘Jesus’ would even want his Name Associated with the Deep South Christian Republican
Identity Politics of Trump; no more than Going to the Outskirts of Town And Visiting Gehenna Again; (Deep South).

Don’t Expect to Hear ‘His Name’ again; it would Likely Literally Be ‘Suicide’ if he came back with that Name down here.

Anyway as Always thanks for the Inspiration to increase the Size of my ‘Special Interest’; i come here to Exercise
my Asperger’s Nature occasionally of Monologues and Special Interests; as really who really Pays attention to what
anyone else is saying here; anyway; and that’s okay; Currently, i Speed Read Over 4000 Words A Minute; so it’s a breeze
for me at least to ‘Read the Whole Thing’; Pages All Soaked up in my Soul, too; As Someone Recently told me while they
Were telling me to ‘Shut up’; Good Luck; and Take Care; Of course they would never say that to my face; that’s the color
of Humans these days, overall; mostly invisible like me too…..Like Matters and Anti-Matters..when both meet For Real
Expressing Real Colors of Soul; often Hidden Online until Anti-Matters and Matters MeetS AGAiN.


The Light; i dance
i sing; no walls or
books will Hold the
Love of my Soul,
at least for what
i name as Real God Within.

Love Is Too Big And Real For Most People to See As God.

To Really See God As Love Is To Really Live As Love God.

Wow! So Simple! Deep! And True! Perhaps i’ll Finish 9 Bibles Poems in Two Sentences.

“Pondering the Quantum Mechanics oF iT All”
Hope You Don’t Mind that i used this as ‘Open Source Code’..
My God! Yes! A Poem! Unto Itself this Is Surely For All…!
SMiLes.. Quantum Mechanics is Proof ‘Mushrooms Exist”…
For me at least; i don’t Need Mushrooms, LSD, and that ‘Other Stuff’ to Arrive
i AM Center
of Existence
Without Distance,
Space, Time, Or Matter;
Matters Not as ‘They’ Say
by the way so excited about
the Opening of Star Wars Today
As i understand Luke Skywalker Rises
Again; 9th Part of three Trilogies Today,
12.20.19, That Movie Shows Essence over
Form The Substance of Eternity Now
The Force; The Energy; That is
No Time, Distance, Space or
Matter; True, We are “Not
this Crude Matter” too;
to directly Quote
Yoda too;
And sure, even
the Mystical Aspect
of Many Religions around
the World That and Who See
Eternity Now again without Distance,
Space, Time, Or Matter; Simply i am Love the Force
if ya wanna use that metaphor with Endless Colors
Still to come of course in the Present Gift of NoW ALL THaT exTists…
Anyway; Quantum Mechanics
Also Leans Toward
“Intelligent Design”
For the Potential
That ‘Bill Gates’ Is ‘God’;
True; Geeks and Nerds already
Really Respect that Man; His Hardware
And Software Blows Blows up too much for
me; i’ll take ‘the Apple’ for i’ve Never Found iMac to Bite the
Dust; Hard Drive, yes; but Software Keeps going as long as
the Hardware Supports it; Anyway; Reality as a Holographic
Simulation points to the Reality of Intelligent Design otherwise
beyond our Reach; ‘Entity of Creation Now’ that might as well be named ‘God’;
Even if ‘He’
is a Pimply
Face Nerd
Like Bill Gates
or Fabulous Moody
Geek like Steve Jobs;
i suppose ‘God’ Might
Be A bit of All oF THat
more; sure, bytes too…
Thanks i needed this
For Life Without Muse is Not…
SuRE.. tHeRe Is Positive And Negative
MUsE to: Sunshine from: BLaCKnWHoLE
SuNSPiRaL.. Yes.. Be Your Family NoW ALL…
True With No Past Or FuturE oNLY NoW The Breath The
Bread The Water ThE Light The Miracle oF LoVELiFENoWNeW
Find Spine. Say No to Lies, Injustice, Fear, And Hate;
Even if it Takes “Sunshine” (Hope, Faith, Love,Truth)
In LiGHT to Do IT.
Some Days The
Sun SayS iT ALL
i take no pleasure
in watching a Human
Being Squirm in the Hell
They Create for Their Self…

Trump, has a Serious Literal Flesh and Blood Illness of the Soul. Obviously from a View of Observing the Human Condition
At least; he has the Condition of ‘Little Man’ Syndrome; this is what ‘they’ call ‘IT’ in the ‘Deep Big Daddy Trump South’.

He Never Measured up to His Big Daddy Fred Trump; And He has never found a way to make up for it.

While Impeachment is only a Flaw on His Record; For a Human Without the Ability to Feel or Give Love;
That Flaw Takes away the only height of an Empathy-less Soul; A Label; His Name now on ‘a Tower’ With
the Label ‘Impeached’ Attached. For The Rest of His Life Trump Will have to live with the Fact that
He IS the Third President Impeached in the Country; and Since He IS only a ‘Name’ and Not
Really a Human Soul Through and Through; Able to Give, Receive, And Actually Share/Feel Love;
Still Without Empathy for anyone else But Himself; Even that is a failure already since he will
never be enough to Measure up to ‘His Father Figure’; all that he has
that is Left
Is an
President Label as
That’s all He’s Ever
been now; His Name now
is Impeached, Impeached
“Impeached President Trump”; with An Elder
Woman in Charge of His “Sentence”; His New ‘Name’…
The Reckoning of His Empty Soul; A Label; A Tainted
Label Finally that Clearly Shows the World Who He is;
as if anyone fully with a Soul; could Not Already See all He IS;
A Label; Word Without a Soul. i Saw Him Sweating on CNN
Yesterday talking about Women Running the Dish Washer
Over and Over Again; True, ‘Nancy’ is in Charge of His Dishes now; for the rest of his life;
Just Watch as he continues to Squirm; the delay now of getting any ‘Revenge’ in the Senate
is Boiling ‘His Lobster’.
Despicable; Yes, but
i take no pleasure
in watching a Human
Being Squirm in the Hell
They Create for Their Self;
Been THere Done ‘IT”. Minions
TenD to Follow ‘Suit’ too For Real.

“A leading Christian magazine founded by late evangelist Billy Graham — father of key presidential supporter Franklin Graham — published an op-ed on Thursday calling for President Donald Trump to be removed from office and urging evangelicals not to support him.

“Whether Mr. Trump should be removed from office by the Senate or by popular vote next election — that is a matter of prudential judgment,” Christianity Today’s editor in chief, Mark Galli, wrote in the op-ed. “That he should be removed, we believe, is not a matter of partisan loyalties but loyalty to the Creator of the Ten Commandments.”

Galli, who told CNN’s John Berman on Friday he is leaving the publication, continued, “We believe the impeachment hearings have made it absolutely clear, in a way the Mueller investigation did not, that President Trump has abused his authority for personal gain and betrayed his constitutional oath. The impeachment hearings have illuminated the president’s moral deficiencies for all to see.”

“None of the president’s positives can balance the moral and political danger we face under a leader of such grossly immoral character,” he added.”

“To the many evangelicals who continue to support Mr. Trump in spite of his blackened moral record, we might say this: Remember who you are and whom you serve,” Galli wrote. “Consider how your justification of Mr. Trump influences your witness to your Lord and Savior. Consider what an unbelieving world will say if you continue to brush off Mr. Trump’s immoral words and behavior in the cause of political expediency.”

Hmm; Perhaps THere
is Still Hope the
‘Christian God Exists’;
Of Course it is telling that
The Editor in Chief of ‘Christian
Today’ is Leaving His Position After Writing ‘This Op-Ed’.
‘Men/WoMen’ In ‘Power And Status’ Tend to be the ‘Weakest Souls’; until they become “Meek” again.

Additionally; i wish/hope/pray the Catholic Church i Visit as a Participant Anthropology Observer From Pope to Priest to Folks Who Collect the Money Behind the Back Row Pews Will Have the Soul; The ‘Integrity’ to ‘Call a Spade What a Spade is’ too; And Call for the Removal of President Trump at Most; And at Least Quit offering the Blind Faith in Support For Him
From The ‘Altar’ for 3 Years for All ‘They’ Name as Love and ‘Common Human Decency’. We are Talking About a President
who just recently Actually Bullied a 16-Year Old Girl With Asperger’s Syndrome for Winning Person of the Year on the ‘Time Magazine Cover’ versus ‘His Political Antics’; And 15,000 Other Lies too; Perhaps someone with a ‘Really Good Memory’ Should Write it all Down in one Paragraph; All the Grinch Deeds This Man has Done in His Entire Life; but i
do not want to get warned for ‘A Novel Length’ Paragraph on this Website; “Some Folks” Have taken notice of it all.

i listened to a Priest When Trump got Elected tell the Congregation then How Thrilled the Catholic Church was
to Have a New Trump Administration as the Obama Administration with ‘the Advent’ of Gay Marriage as intimated
Created a Country that the ‘Catholic Church’ Could No Longer Recognize; Considering that it provided the RIGHT
for a Close Family Member to Marry their Life Long Partner; And Considering that Family Member Heard of A
Certain Priest at a Gay Bar in Her Lifetime at least; the Hypocrisy was too much; maybe he was just visiting A
Friend’; Never the Less, i considered what he said in Church a Purest Example of Human Evil intimating that Human
Rights; Basic Human Civil Rights; Made His Home Country a place that was not recognizable anymore to ‘His Church’.

A Woman in the Front Row; ‘crazy enough’ to Speak up Stood Up and Yelled; NO NOT Trump Not for my Country;
or at least Words to that effect; The Priest Quietly patronized her passion and said we will talk about it later.

i sat down through the Nicene Creed; i only repeat the parts i believe in already; after all i am just a Participant
Anthropology Observer; and just about the only person with a voice loud enough to hear when the ‘Love Songs’
Play from the Choir up front; other than the Choir.

There is one thing that is real and that is the Human Spirit; The Spirit that Breathes; Not Unlike the Wind that comes back.

There is one thing that continues to exist when it does not die in Life; and that is the Force; the Force of Love for All.

This is what is missing from ‘the Church’; This is what almost always dies Trapped in Four Walls or a Book.

The Sin Against ‘the Spirit’; the Dark Force; has ruled much too long ‘tween Walls and Covers of
Books in Ignorance of Love;

The Light; i dance
i sing; no walls or
books will Hold the
Love of my Soul,
at least for what
i name as Real God Within.

Anyway; Kudos goes out to at least
One Man with A Spine of Justice in Truth; at least until he leaves ‘his office’ too From the Realm of ‘Evangelical Leaders’.

Whenever i Hear the Word Jesus or God or whatever Label there is; All i ‘see’ is Love; Makes Life Simple, Good and True.

So, in the Theme Song i am linking Here; Just for proof i am practically the only one heard in the Congregation
Who Sings; As otherwise, the iPhone my Wife was using to Record me would have picked up voices other than
mine; While the Song may Say ‘Here i am Lord’; my Interpretation is ‘Here i am Love’; otherwise it would Sound Selfish;
For Whoever it is directed at Other Than Love; other than Truth in Light that is not a disguise itself in Power and Status.

Additionally; i am speaking to the Op Here; not the one behind the Op; just to be clear; as that helps too.

Donald J. Trump @realDonaldTrump wrote:

“A far left magazine, or very “progressive,” as some would call it, which has been doing poorly and hasn’t been involved with the Billy Graham family for many years, Christianity Today, knows nothing about reading a perfect transcript of a routine phone call and would rather have a Radical Left nonbeliever, who wants to take your religion & your guns, than Donald Trump as your President. No President has done more for the Evangelical community, and it’s not even close. You’ll not get anything from those Dems on stage. I won’t be reading ET again!”

Trump is ‘Swimming in Very Dangerous Waters Now’. If He Becomes A ‘Fish’ that ‘Evangelical Christians’
Hate; He will be Nothing more than Shark Bait in the Next Election; He May Yet Find ‘An Ideal’ to Shoot
on 5th Avenue that he Will Not be Forgiven for by ‘God’ And All “God’s Evangelical Glory” as that comes and goes….
Depending on Who Becomes the Target of ‘Almighty Evangelical Wrath’; Trump Must Remember ‘The Mirror’ He looks
into; he many not always be the ‘Fairest of them All’ to Evangelicals If He Messes With ‘Their Tribe’; Trump Doesn’t
Have a Tribe; He is Forgetting the Tribe Principal Here; Yes, if he is not careful; Cannibalized as the outsider he
Truly Is; An Island of ‘something’; doubt he even ‘knows’….

Yeah of course this is gonna be Message 101
for Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS on that Catholic
Church YouTube PR Channel; Still got Messages
99 and 100 to Deliver to a Recently Published
Video there with Space to Comment as only
Two Comments Will stick; Just a Truth and
Dare for the Catholic Church now to Finally
Stand up And Be ‘A Man’; Son of Woman;
Son and or Daughter of Love; Whatever
it takes for Truth and Light to come
Love The
Force the Light
the Spirit of the Wind True in LiGHT.

Love Is Too Big And Real For Most People to See As God.

To Really See God As Love Is To Really Live As Love God.

Wow! So Simple! Deep! And True! Perhaps i’ll Finish 9 Bibles Poems in Two Sentences.

The Light; i dance
i sing; no walls or
books will Hold the
Love of my Soul,
at least for what
i name as Real God Within.


SMiLes Frank thanks So Much for Coming By “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway
Around the World”.. hehe.. i suppose i’m East.. somewhere in the Pacific Ocean Now
But it is Also True that Forrest Gump By Fiction and another Man By Reality Ran Across
the United States Enough Laps to Do Well over 15,000 Miles in Just 3 Years
2 Months And 14 Days.. yes.. precisely 15,248 Miles For Forrest but
Actually 15,300 Miles Running in 420 Days Across the West
to East Coast Forrest Gump Run For Another ‘Real
Man’.. It’s going to take me well over Twice the
Months to increase my 12,477 Miles to
That Milestone.. on top of that i get
Protected from Most of the Inclement
Weather Inside.. Free Air-conditioning
Matter of Fact and All the Fountain Water
i can and will Drink For Free.. what else will i ask
for But the Joy of Dance.. Shelter.. Something to Eat
And Drink.. Loving Wife And Relatively Small Family And Friends
in Circles of that But True.. Fortunate Katrina Did not Lose Hope
Then on the ‘Headstander Fish Parable’ of me.. My Big Head Might
Be Big Enough to Hold Up my Body.. but i Feel i’ll Stick With Free Dance.. HAha..
Oh yeah i find Paintings of Beauty everywhere i go for True too As LonG as i Will
Paint The
Most Colorful
Weeds With Beauty
Why Not Paint The World
With Dance And Song even more..:)


Donald J Trump is Still Supported
NoW By 75 Percent of Evangelical
Christians i LiVE iN an Emotionally
Disturbed World Ignorant of Truth
in Light/Love Need i say more….
Someone Oh God Finally
Spoke up in ‘out’ of ‘That
Group’ A ‘Christian Today’
Magazine Editor Chastised
For Defending Truth Now By the
Deceased Billy Graham According
to His Son.. not sure if he is his only Son…
In Other ‘Good News’ 62 Percent of Female
College Students Experience Panic Attacks
that’s up from 31 Percent in 2011.. Doubling the
Percentage in 5 Years as of 2016.. Teenage Female
Depression Has Skyrocketed since 2007.. Loneliest now
Ever Reported in 2018 are Teenage Girls.. God Yes.. and
of course this is an Important Future KPI Key Performance
Indicator of any Success of Society at all for Females are still
the Social Bonding Success Story of All Societies For All times
Considered through All HiStory to Date that Would not exist
except for HeRstory of Love Still what Glues Society together
to Hold Hands
to Survive
and have any
real chance for
Thrive the Hope
that Rises every Morning
As Sunshine.. Smiles of course
While Women are twice as Likely
to attempt Suicide… Success is owned
by Men Three Times over.. Empathy Still
Wins out over Violence in the Darkest Days
of the Every Day Woman Still.. Depression is
the Leading Cause of Disability World Wide
Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays
The Grinch
is President
of the United States
What are we going to do next
in this Reality Show of Chaos now…
THere was once a Day WHere Females
are the Champions of Emotional Success in
Resolving Conflicts of course that is because they
Cooperated enough with each other in Flesh and Blood
to FucKinG LEarn how to do it at all.. Likes on Facebook
do not
do the
of Getting along
in Flesh and Blood..
Oh how the lonely
cry dry eyes of Blood
Oh how hard it is to LIve
As A Corpse only a Ghost of
A Human Wandering the Earth
not even realizing they are Dead Inside
it sneaks up that way.. you get busy in School
and Work.. the Warm and Fuzzies Disappear
All Becomes Work and Johnny is no longer a
Happy Boy Sitting Still With Quiet hands
that wanna play Glued to a Desk
With Quiet Feet that only
wanna Jump around
in Rough and
to eventually develop
A Back Bone to Survive
Just to Survive and Thrive at all..
Now it’s an After School Brightly Lit Screen at
A Desk or even smaller.. a 6 inch Scream of Screen so far
Away From the Horizon.. When Boys and Girls no Longer play
they Fall Down no Different than Toy Soldiers Addicted to Drugs..
Smiles my FRiEnD Veterans of Pain and Numb We Are now too..
The Nice thing about Having No Hope is Fear may Disappear too..
i remember
Lightening Storms
Just Daring the Night Sky
to Strike me.. it didn’t matter
i didn’t FucKinG Care at all then
i was no Matter i was no Matter
at all i was no Ego even after i developed
an inner voice there was no warmth of Sunshine within…
Now i am complete since 7.19.13.. honest to God a Miracle
happened it happens it just happens i rose from Black Hole Sun
into Rays of Sun that Never Get Tired
of Shining and
Will Forgive
a ‘Dagger
it Twists
in My Gut’
not afraid to Feel the
Pain for i will melt it away
just by raising my Arm in a Dance of Bliss.. a moment later the Present
of Now Real.. Smiles.. it’s a simple answer too simple but i’ve truly come
to the (my) Conclusion that Dance still is the Solution to all the World’s Ills..
but only when We Escape the PriSons oF All the Layers of Cultural Clothes
that continue to Multiply more than the Rabbits (Males and Females no
no longer Wanting to do the ‘wild thing’ WITH EACH OTHER) We aRe
DWinDLinG So We
no longer eat
the Face of
for the
Zombie Apocalypse
We Have become
over Consuming
And the rest of Nature in Pain and Numb…
Nature Smiles the Flowers Bloom Now we
Own the Misery and Suffering of HumanKind
is what we have done storing Grain in Silos
so Far Away from the Naked Dance of a Hug
Keeping Warmth in Winter of the Soul… NoW
So.. Merry Christmas
Year ‘Round NoW…
my Christmas
Tree Continues
to Color more
Lit.. Head to Toe And So Much More i cannot measure.. either
i found/find a way to bring the Sunshine Back Within For Real
(the Eternal Force of Love Now) or it found/finds me what is
the difference THere is none when Sun Shines for Real NoW
how did i know when it caMe/coMes back? ‘That Day of Lightening’
that i ran to escape the Night Strike and once again Now found/find Warm
Arms of Wife (Life)
As far
as i can
tale that’s
the Verb of
God that is Real
Just Loving Life
for People who have
Been WHere We have been
for me at Last Now after Seeing
Hell in a Corpse A Ghost wandering
the Earth for 66 Months Life is Heaven
when it literally is Loving Life that’s (Good)
God enough
for me
For Real (Love)
Never the Less Happy Holidays!
Some Now Continue to Breathe ‘The
Wind’ Alive some do not.. And thanks For
the Inspiration as i continue to Hurricane
through arriving alive..
Even past
55 soon
enough to hit
Sixty Miles Per HouR A Minute A Mile
Faster than the Speed oF LiGHT( Love)
Other than That it’s the Shortest Day of the
Year it now is a Very Cold and Dreary Rainy
Day Just Another Great Day to Visit ‘The Dark Side
of the Moon’ With That Feeling of Win that no matter
What Now at Least
The Full Moon
NoW is mine
in Sunshine
of Rays
never end on Cold Cloudy
Dark Dreary Shortest Day
for Now just to know/feel/
sense this still has and still can
And will go away again Makes a Dark Day Like
This even more Delicious to Smell and Taste..
That And the Fact that i am getting Older and
Closer to Death Each Day a delicacy more oh how
the Dark
and Light
Tuned for
Human Love and Bliss
the Capstone the Meaning
that’s Real oF iT ALL at least to/for me..
With That Said gonna Celebrate the Grinch (DarK)
(iF YoU
(hehe to
be clear
not you)
i’ve been
You and i Survive Now…
i Thrive Now… ‘FucK’ (’em in LiGHT) All the
God ‘Dammed’ ‘Trumps’ Wish You Were Here too WHere
Out of A Clogged Grinch Septic Tank i am now just to Live See and be God (Love)
Capstone of THE REAL Pyramid Love so far away from a Dollar BiLL Grinch (Trump) God.
What Is God? YoU LoVE iT ALL THere is no Point in Labeling IT unless You wanna Give and Share.


Old Anxieties Remembering
Those Who Have
Come and Gone
With Yuletide
In Sunset
Dreams once
Close.. Blessings
Of Loved One’s Stay
When Christmas Spirit Lost..
Brave of Love Holding On ‘till Ice
A Hug
To Souls
With no
Yuletide Spring..
Forgiveness for
Being Human
DarK Thru
Silent Nights of Christmas
That Feel no Warmth Real
Snowy Dreams so Distant
Icy Fingers Reaching out
of Soul With No Touch
No Breath of Love
Smiles my
Lillian for there
are those Who have
no one at Christmas
to Hold Hands with
And Hug but
there are
those of Us
So Loved without
Hands or Hugs to Hold
What Hell there is to Pay
When Loved one’s Smiles
Only Reach out in Numb of Soul..
But Then There are those All Alone
What Hope What Will Is Left when Not
only After the Love is Gone to Receive and
Give but there is no one even Left at Home to Lament..
In Fact No Lament
In Memory
Left at all
No more
in White
Satin no more
Letters of Memories to Write
Smiles my FRiEnD i’ve never been
alone never ever except Loneliness of the Soul…
How Blessed those of us Who Lose our Soul are
to Still be Loved through Pitch-Dark Nights of Pain and Numb..
When there are no longer
Any Enemies
the only
to either Stay
or ‘Go’ The Darkest
Nights of Soul the Never
Ending Time of Christmas Lost Within..
Smiles my FRiEnD For Christmas is only
A Dream that Lasts as Long as Love that’s
Felt and Sensed Given Shared for Real.. there are
those who Coldly Will take that away but there are those
of Us Who have been to a much Darker Place that they
are yet to visit
and see
for those
Who have
Visited Yes
‘That Place’
Will Never Send
another Person that way…
This is Where Angels come
from most when they really do come back From Hell..
And it Doesn’t Matter How Much They Hurt They Numb or Pain
For They’ve Seen
the Ego
all that’s
Left to do is Love….
The World is Full of Arms
Who Feel No Love Somehow
We Escape Hell to Give and Share once more..
Smiles why FRiEnD Your Poem Brought back an Empty
Memory of Cold at Christmas it’s hard for me to remember
much of anything that happened to me when i was in Hell
on Earth Within for memories are emotions and emotions
are memories all is dust when Hell comes for real.. but
what i do remember when i read Your Poem is the
First Part of Hell.. Sitting in the Living Room of
My Mother’s Apartment my Wife and
Her Smiling at me..
so lost
so lost
the World of
Love all i saw
Was Teeth the lament
for Feelings of Love to come again..
i didn’t understand what was wrong no
one could help me but the day the Light came home…
i suppose what i’m saying here is it can and will come back even with no Hope….
but for me it did take 66 Months through the Darkness to see the Light again..
Out of Nights
in White
with no
Love to Breathe as Life..:)


Memories For Negative
Thoughts Associated
With Negative
80 Percent of
Average Human
Thought.. No Wonder
As Evolutionary
Speaking.. Fight
Or Flight.. the
Difference in
Predator.. Sum
Difference.. Life or
Death.. What is now
Reduced to unresolved
Road Rage in Shadow
Of Aggression Just
Waiting to Strike
Out on Whoever Will
Take it now or implode
Into Self-Destruction…
SMiLes.. i make Every
Step and Word Sacred
And Holy Dance And Song
Full Of Meaning And
Purpose Enjoying
Every Emotion DarK
ThrU LiGHT as my Play
Of Dance i Sing
Direct and
Produce as
Actor Ego
Zen Changing
Personality.. Christmas
Tree Lit-Up Ever More
Colors Year ‘Round to
Give and Share Freely
to All Now WHere Love
Is the Ultimate Winner..
May This Force Be With
You Craig.. currently
In the Audience
Waiting to see
The Newest Star Wars
Movie still SoaKinG
Up Dance and Song..
One Finger on This
SmART Phone for Real…
“Bad Blood” That Spells and Sells
And Yes Smells the Entire Star Wars Series
Not any Different than A Mass Fight Amongst
Teenagers that Broke-out in the Mall Tonight
Right Next to Where Youngsters were getting
their Photo With Santa.. fortunately no AR15’s.. No
Cocked Glocks.. No Knives.. Just a bit of Head Stomping as Coward
Stomping A Young Man While he Was down.. Yes.. ‘Blessed’ i’ve encountered
This “Kind of Intelligence” too at the Metro Dance Hall a Handful of times
only minor scuffles that lasted for Seconds the latest A Threat by ‘3 Good
Old Farm Boys’ From likely Up North in the Counties.. never had a problem
with an African American ‘Customer’ usually the Boys with “Little Man Trump
Syndrome” From Up North of the Counties.. it’s a way of Life that is Learned
for those who are Emotionally Disadvantaged in Controlling their Temper like
Bruce Lee..
who has
Sense the Same
FucKinG Sense/Feel
that Star Wars Portrays…
Intergalactic Travelers still
not with the Ability to Resolve
Differences More than what
Evolves in Death Stars
Destroying Planets
Just in case
Wonders why
They Don’t See many
UFO’s at night for ‘Trump’
Rises on those Planets too and
their Version of a ‘Jesus Christ’
Eventually is Developed into the
Anti-Part of Love.. as we see today..
i must say though the Star Wars Plot-Line Followed the
Evangelical Christians Close as Yes.. the Grand Daughter
of Billy Graham not Unlike the Granddaughter of Emperor
Palpatine Stood Up For Truth and Light Against Franklin
Graham.. the “Purveyor of Pool Boys” As Such… Her Uncle
got no Evangelical Free Pass of Sinful Lies from her as she
decided not to be Part of the Bad Blood Play.. Standing Up For
‘Good Cop Jesus’ beyond What has Been Created Now as ‘Bad Cop Jesus Trump’
Now who almost reaches the Evil of Sending Folks to Eternal Hell for Not Worshipping Him..
Anyway there was plenty of Coming Back From the Dead and the overall Moral of the Story
Without any Real Spoilers is Bad Blood need not have anything to Do Now With Your
Lineage of Parents Now as the Environment and Adaptation to it in Light of Truth
In Beauty of Wisdom’s Love in Courage Will Even Bring Someone literally back
From the Living Dead.. really the only thing Keeping a Hero From Becoming a
Villain is Human Empathy.. the Fact that Levels of Empathy among Young
Adults has Dropped 30 Percent in the Last Few Decades is worrisome
more no Doubt for even Additional Bad Blood Dark Force Villains
to come.. some days it is just Common Courtesy.. And Sincerity
of Respect that is at Stake However it is repetition of these
Virtues Lost that equal Star Wars for the Ending of
Human Love.. Love is not a Battle Field
Love is a Life-Long practice of
Truly Caring how the
other person feels
and if not
coming to
understand why
that Person Feels
Different than you do..
At Least Best Making Amends
And Keeping Forgiveness Real
other wise we as a Human Species
Will Not even Last much longer relatively
Speaking as a Species on this Planet surely
Now not what the Meek Roach and Dragonfly have
Done With 300 MiLLioN Years NoW as the Nautilus
Fossil Shell Will Last this Long.. as Science Suggests
than Any Human Artifact will Last 300 Million Years after
We have Gone Extinct and the Roach and Dragonfly and Nautilus
Are Still Thriving Alive Now to Kingdom Come then.. as the Meek in
Balance With Nature Can and Will come to Inherit the Earth Next Now..
Other than that i’ve been Wearing the Athletic Wear of my Alumni University
of West Florida and Yes.. on this Shortest Day of the Year.. December 21st, 2019 And
They Won the National Championship.. first one in their Division as they’ve only existed
as a Football Team For a Few Years.. anyway.. hehe.. let me know if you’d like me to wear
Your Team’s Shirt for the Last time i wore a Florida State Shirt as Documented in 2013..
They Won their Division Level of a National Championship in Football then.. same as
My High School Football Team my Graduating Year And More in ’78 and ’79 And
When i Watched the Miami Dolphins Play in ’72 and ’73 Winning the Super Bowl
Two times in a Row too.. True ‘That Year’ i watched the Atlanta Braves too.
Yes.. similar to “Star Wars” the Franchise of Original Movies that
Equals 3 Trilogies for 9 Movies Produced in 42 Years As my Titled
Bibles that are titled as Such As 9 King James Size and more
Bible Poems Come in the Last 42 Months For Real WHere Yes What
i am Writing Now the 9th to finish is “Grand Cross Bible 2019”
By Christmas Day 2019.. already over 810,000 Words Since Memorial
Day of 2019.. so much Bigger
than the King James Size
Effort in 7 Months too
Like the Rest of the 8 total
Bibles that comprise “Nether Land
Bible” as that Effort Now Well over
5 MiLLiON Words in 42 Months as really i
didn’t plan it.. i titled “Grand Cross Bible 2016”
After.. i almost already finished.. Writing it as all
Efforts that Yes Comprise “SonG oF My SoUL” Bible
Poem now at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort now..
Just like i did not report.. i was Dancing.. Half The Distance
Around the Equator of The Earth until someone recently pointed
that out to me as that Mileage arises to 12,484 Miles as of Tonight..
The Longest Night of the Year 12.21.2019.. Meh.. Movies like Star Wars
Portray Basic Human
Values Systems and
Archetypes of how Shadow
and Light Work Together for the
Human Spirit of HeART as Soul NoW to
Come Balancing in DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
but come on let’s get real if Adults Traveling
Between Planets are still fighting like Teen-Age
Boys in a Mall not even Evolving to Use something Adult
Else More than Violence in Solving Problems Or For that
Matter People who will not take the time/effort to understand other
Folks Feelings and their Different View Of Life For Forgiveness Now
when mistakes or misunderstandings Do Happen.. if We continue in that
Direction We are All as Doomed As Trump’s Soul Now is Living Dead…
Not a Nice
Place to
Be Not
A Nice
Place at
All Yes.. ‘the other place’ Now
of Bad Blood Named Fear and Hate..
yes i’ve had my ‘Sith Challenges’ This Year
too and that is why i showed my ‘Sith Face’ with
‘No’ on it today.. You have to have A Shadow Now to
Survive Alive in this World Now too For Real.. The Call
of the Wild Not Afraid to Keep Loving And GRoWiNG aS LoVE
Now so far out of Bad Blood Games folks Play for Pride of Ego Leading
to death of
all that
is Good
in Fear
And Hate
of the Human
Bad Blood Real…:)


Wings to
Fly or Fall
Do Appreciate
Thank You🌹😇
mY Soul iS A Tree…
Writing (Dancing Singing
Free Verse Poetry) Grows
More Rings WiTHiN Tree Now
GroWinG More Leaves BRanchinG
OuT.. Longest Nights… Years Full
Moons Meteor Showers Brighter Ever
MoreS NoW Death LifeLove Fear Dies
Freedom Lives.. If Sun Will Do iT So Will
We Stars of God’s Nature Existing
TRuLY ALiVE too…. Death LifeLove
Fear Dies Freedom Lives
If Sun Will Do iT So Will
We Stars of God’s Nature …
Fear of Loud Sounds for the
Lion Roars And Will Eat Us…
That Will Strike Us aS Well…
Fear of Falling for It Is Still Better
For Us to Become Light And Rise Up
“Train Yourself to Let
Go of Everything You
Fear to Lose” Versus
“Anything is Possible”…
God.. i miss Yoda.. the
Galaxy.. Has Become
So Shallow And Vapid…
i sat There During ‘the
Entire Movie’
Come Back
To Life Except
Yoda.. Hmm.. WHere
Is Yoda… Really.. We
Need HiM/HeR MoRE NoW
Than Neo and
John Wick
on 5.21.21…
We Need Yoda Now
For 2020 Vision to move
Out of the Arena
Of Tired Vapid
Shallow Deep
Cliche’s that only
Idealize Eventually
Leading to Devaluation…
Yes.. Be Prepared to
Never Die
When Living
Now That much
Is Possible Yes
PS.. Kindness
And Forgiveness
Makes LovE Light
Matters Not What…
Bad Blood Need Not Be…

-he He

Other Than That i saw The First ‘Star Wars’ Movie when
i Was 17 in ‘77.. 42 Years Ago.. Now With the 9th Movie
Ending of Three Trilogies Healthier Addiction Than
And ‘ Old Time’
‘Trump Religion’…

“Anakin Skywalker: From the moment I met you, all those years ago,
not a day has gone by when I haven’t thought of you. And now that
I’m with you again…I’m in agony. The closer I get to you, the
worse it gets. The thought of not being with you—I can’t breathe.
I’m haunted by the kiss that you should never have given me. My
heart is beating…hoping that kiss will not become a scar. You
are in my very soul, tormenting me…what can I do? I will do
anything you ask. [pause] If you are suffering as much as I am, please, tell me.

Padme Amidala: I can’t… We can’t… It’s not possible.

Anakin Skywalker: Anything is possible, Padme, listen to me.

Padme Amidala: No, you listen! We live in a real world, come back to it. You’re studying
to become a Jedi, I’m… I’m a senator. If you follow your thoughts through a conclusion,
it will take us to a place we cannot go, regardless of the way we feel about each other.

Anakin Skywalker: Then you do feel something!

Padme Amidala: I will not let you give up your future for me.

Anakin Skywalker: You’re asking me to be rational.
That is something I know I cannot do. Believe me,
I wish I could just wish away my feelings, but I can’t.”

Second Day of Sun’s Halt to Rise or Fall on the Horizon
Begins as Longest Night Still.. Rain Finally Ending After
2 Days Notice In Cold Misty Overcast Days of Rain Dreary
As the Dark Side of the Moon comes out to Play in Quarter
Moon Beauty.. The Dance And Song The Hope oF LiGHT continues
to Color Moon Brightly Lit Leaves of Ever Green Love.. For True
For Some the Greatest Love is to Give and Share Free Forevermore for All..
Where Focus Becomes Diffuse Yet More Colorful Real.. Spreading Out Rays of Sunshine
in Quarter Moon Dark Side coming Yet More Beautiful as there are Homes Grown Even Colder
That And Who Still Seek to Find Invisible Sun Alive Within.. Divine Holy and Sacred Meaning
And Purpose We Come to Dance And Sing Free Within as More LiGHT Comes Home to Be God’s Face Nature
of LoVE iN Us Please don’t go LiGHT is HoME the Place WHeRE LoVE Wins As Forgiveness Breathes Colors
More ALLoWinG Blood As Flesh oF LiGHT oF LoVE continues to Rise Free as Gravity Becomes the Love of Us
Only Falling
As Waves and Tides
Go Out and Always come Back..
the Hope the Truth the Beauty Shores
Expand the Wisdom oF CouRaGE LoVE Free Now(GoD)
iN US Real BReaTHeS SPiRiT HeART SoUL Wind Free ALiVE NoW


Padme’ Amidala.. Princess Leia.. And Other
Diminutive Princesses.. A Few Have Come and
Gone in My Life Some i still Visit Perhaps on the 6th
and the 7th There was the 8th but Perhaps that Day Will
Never Come.. Never the Less We LeARN Something From
Everyone Who Enters And Exits Our Life.. and if You are the
Most Fortunate oF All
You Find Someone
With No Position
Status or
“Official Power”
Of ‘Office’ As Such
Just the Fire Now Real
of Nature God Love Living
Within Naked and Free Survival
As Intuition Best Comes to Rule
As Love.. True You Find the One
Who Climbs 40-Foot Trees at 8-Years
Old You Stay You Always Stay With What
True Love is True Love is the LiGHT oF NiGhT
And DarK of DaY That touches in Hell to Bring
The Breath of Love that is SPiRiT HeART SoUL
Resurrecting Alive Once Again.. Don’t Fool Yourself
Do Know Do Feel Do Sense Do Breathe The Scene
For Real Already Come True in 66 Months of Hell
There was no one night touch to Bring me back
Alive for that one Person who Would Give
Truly Give their Life for me.. Find the
One Who Is Neither Afraid of
DarK or Cynical oF LiGHT
Find the one who Lasts
Forever now Find the
One who will
stand by
Your Side
In Hell Yes find a
Real Woman who
Never Gives Up on Hope
After Buried So Deep So Deep and Dead..
Find the Woman at 8-Years Old Who Climbs
40-Foot Trees Find the Woman Who survived
With a Stepfather and a Knife at the Foot of Her
Bed find the Woman who Literally Will Stand by
Lucifer after He Falls With a Touch for 66 Months to
Bring Him Back Alive With Angel Wings That Soar Ever Higher More..
Find Someone Who Will Forgive And Stay With the Devil in Hell Find Someone
More Powerful
‘God of Love’ With
No Forgiveness or Hope
for the Devil in Hell Who is Real to Rise Again…



Let’s Not Forget “Yeshua’s” Six “Friends” When He
“Died”.. Three “Mary’s” Two “Thieves” One “Soldier”
According to Modern Accounts of the Story Book of Jesus
If Not For coming Back From the Dead No one Would Believe
in His Teachings.. He Would Only Be A “Son of Woman” as in those
Days Women were Cattle No Different than what People Criticize the
Muslim Religion For and No Different Really Where Women are Not Allowed
to Vote Last Century and in Many Churches are not Seen Worthy Enough to Speak
of Spirit or Come to Be Pastor and Priest to Deliver a Message of Love How Hypocritical
This is as Women Have Always Been The Champions of Cooperation And Love the Ones
Who Most All Bear Children of Love to Be Gardened as LoVE IN Cooperation of Kindness
And Courage Best for a Foundation of Love And Grace In Balance of Divine Feminine
With Yes Divine Masculine Will and Strength often Bred and Gardened By ‘Real Men’
In Balance of Peace and Harmony Truly MeeK iNHeriting The Gift of Love this
World Innate the Altruistic LoVE iN HuMaN Best For Not Only Survive but
Thrive in Loving Touch for All.. What Changed.. Storing Grain In Silos..
i’ve got more than You.. Envy and Jealousy.. Pride for Having More
‘Stuff’.. Lost of Divine Feminine Cooperation in Hunting and
Gathering For Survive of Eating And Drinking and
Thrive for Dance And Song of LiFE Holding
Hands ToGeTHeR More.. Replaced
By Competition of Who Has the
Most ‘GoodS’ EXternal so much
Further than the Intrinsic LiGHT
oF LoVE WiTHIN the GreaTesT
Force to Give and Share Yes LoVE..
Love and Grace in Balance With the
Rest of Nature Will and Strength to
Survive and Thrive Light and Night
Dark And Day All Ruled Best by
the Force of Love Nature God
Real Within.. Where Sadly Women
Came to Be Tools Only to Use Subjugated
And Controlled Reproductive Freedoms taken
Away Just for OwnerShip of Men to Come…
The Story of JeSuS was the Hope to Bring
The Champions of Love Their Queen Back
to Join Hands With the Same King of Love…
The People in those days same as now
Lived in the World of Clothed Material
Goods over Love.. Nothing New
Under the Sun in 2000 Years
the Grinch is Still President
And Sadly “Jesus” is still Hanging
on a Cross Waiting to Be Resurrected
as LoVE iN the SPiRiT oF HeART Reborn
Soul of LoVE iN Human Come to Be Again BaLaNCinG LiGHT
And DarK Champions of Love Who Cooperate in Understanding
And Forgiveness NoW of Dance And Song of LoVE ReaL NoW…
‘Son of Man’ is Pejorative for a Way of Life Still Then Sadly… Now
QueenKinG of Love for Some Still Reign as Champions of Love…
Man and Or Woman Whole Love Gentile Jew Servant Free No More…
To BeLiEve Or Not To BeLiEve
To Love Or Not To Love
To Live or Not To Live
3 in 1
Ye Of
Faith In Stories
“Vehicles and Vessels”
“Housing Truth And Light” On “Fire”
3 iN 1 LoVE
What About US NoW
What About LoVE NoW
We JusT Do IT And That’s
All That Counts NoW 3 in 1
Some See A Sky Bluer OTHeRS
See A SKy FoReVeRNoW
i AM
Be WHeRE i AM NoW… Shorter Days Last FoReVeRNoW AllReLaTiVE
FReeWiLL LoVE VaLuEWiTHiN… Machines Without DReAMS…. NoW
Empaths Do ‘This’ As Breath in Quiet Breeze… Yes… They Hear Your
Soul in Silent Nights of Days… MarK my Words… MarK my Finger ForGivinG ThanksGiving
It’s Worth Noting At Least to me that i Wrote ‘This’ With one Finger On A SMarT Phone
For Real That’s All ‘David’ Needs to DeFeaT AGain.. #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o Sooner…
‘She’ Invited me to “Roll Tide”.. i Told ‘Her’ Love is The Team TheMe MeMe Dance Song
Still Coming Again by ‘Freddie Mercury’… i Told ‘Her’ ‘The Sports’ Parable’ About All the
Teams i Supported That Won Respective Championships to A ‘Woman’ At “A Store” #ForgivenessWinsThanksgiving ..But of CouRSE ‘JeSuS’ iS onLy A ‘Son of Man’ He
Deserves Forgiveness For Turning Heaven into HeLL AS ‘Trumps’ Do too If “JeSuS” Ever
Fails to Forgive And Sends A Soul to Hell He Becomes The Hell God of The Older Testament Revealed Again… Emperor Palpatine Trump the Old Testament Hell God Destroyed
As Always By The TRuE Light Of Love… Forgiveness… #SoulDancing2019 #ForgivenessFinalDanceSongOfTheYearWinsLoVEiNme …The Mortal Sin
The Fear The Hate Against Eternal LovE NoW iN ForGivesness ThanksGiving
Half the World BelieveS in an Eternally Unloving God… Moral Of A Bankrupt Soul World
Moral of ‘An Entire Story’ if ‘Kylo’ Will Kiss And Bring Love Back to Life as ‘Gentle Ben’ Why
Not ‘Greater God’… i Expanded ‘Her Rule’.. my Final Word is Forgive All Now so i Am Greater
Meek than ‘the God’.. ‘He’ of the “Older Testaments” too… When ‘We’ Got Married the Advice.. Katrina’s Mother Provides.. “Always Forgive Always Hug By Sleep” To Forgive ‘The One’ Who Endangers The Very Life of Our Soul.. The Virtue Of Forgiveness Unto Our Soul Backbone of
Love.. 2019.. The Year i am Tested Through and Through For Forgiveness The Reward Always
Intrinsic RiSinG Higher Dark Makes Light Hell Makes Heaven God Love Us No Separation All
Is All This ALWaYS A MeSSagE For Real What You Must Remember is Those of Both…
Light And Dark Force… Wrote ‘That and This Bible’ Other Wise A Human Lie For DarK…
THere is No God Of Love Who Sends Anyone
to Hell… THAT iS The Real Devil of Unforgiving
‘Anti-Christ’ in Deed… THere iS NO Where of (Love)
Without The Virtue of Understanding And Forgiveness…
‘Who’ Is He and Or Her as Failure to Forgive Always Reflective
of the Soul ‘Who’ Does Or Does Not Hold Love…
‘God’ Will Never Truly Exist As ‘Love’ Until ‘He’ And Or ‘Her’
Becomes Humble Enough to Forgive ‘The Devil’…
Entire ‘Star Wars’ Saga/Bible About the Virtue of Forgiveness
Sincerity, Respect, And
Common Courtesy;
Understanding And
Forgiveness; Yes,
In Deed this is
The Place
That Gardens
LoVE iN Deed
The Perennially
Politically Love Correct
“Chris Pratt and Aqua Man
Water Bottle Environmentally
Safe Love Story”
“Field of Dreams”
Build it and they
Come to the Temple
Of Love (PS: Chris Platt
Is A Christian Star of
A Movie Series that is
A Parable about A Savior
With An ‘Evil Father’ too…
Who Saves the ‘Galaxy’
Of Love; did a Quick
Google Cliff Note
First)… That ‘Peloton
Exercise Machine Commercial’
where The Husband Perhaps
Thin Shames the Already
Thin Wife to make Her
A More acceptable
Instagram Model
For His Personal
Use.. What a Sick
Society We Do
LiVE iN So Flesh
And Blood Vapid
Shallow in Deed
With Little HeART
SpiRiT Soul-Deep-Talks
Left.. Yes… ‘Who’ owns
‘Time’ in the Twitter
Verse of More
Than a Zillion
Less Than 280
Character Blurbs…
True.. She Could Have
Been intentionally
Inspired to fulfill
Her Greater Human
Potential but i
See it in Deed
As Another
Sick Society
Soul of
Trump Instagram
Glory Trophy Significant
Tool other… What Else..
Been Encouraging my
Wife to Gain Weight
All Her Life.. She
Finally Fits Perfect
In a Bikini.. Close
To age 50.. So
My Sister Marie Helped
me Create A Buy one
Get one Free Walgreen
Desktop ($9.99) Top
Bikini Pin-Up Calendar
Of My Wife.. already
Posted ‘The Spread’
On Facebook…. me
And Her Had
‘Star Wars’
Over The Christmas
Gift.. We Kissed and Made
Up as Always our Love
Comes BacK in deed she
Is the Real ‘Rey’ and
i am ‘Kylo’.. hehe..
More often
The Roles
Reversed to
Keep the Dark
And Light Force
In Balance.. so i
Created a Parody
Calendar of me
For Her too…
‘Sexy At 60’
Relating the
Story to the Waitress
At the Restaurant…
My Wife Didn’t even
Crack a Smile…
She Did
And i Dodged
Her Light Saber
As Dancing Road
Runner then the
Rest of the Day…
Do know That
At Least Road Runner
And Wylie Coyote are
FRiEnDs At the end of
The Work Day.. sadly
Still Now i find what may
Seem like the Warmest
Folks these Days as
‘Eternally Unforgiving
InstaGram Models’
Who ‘Work for
Pay’.. Yes.. Male
And or Female
Sadly… so glad
NoW Kylo and Rey
Are Still Together For Real
Just Another XMas Story🌲EverGreen For ReaL
No Magic LiVE Rabbits Out of Dead Hats to Prove A Lesser God than Love.


This Will Be Message 102 on Cue Whenever Space Comes Available for
Message 101 and 102 On Bishop Barron and FRiEndS YouTube Channel…
Not Like i have to Provide it as it has been ‘Written’ A Zillion Different Ways in Art Already..
Just Something
to Do
for LoVE
Why Not?
LoVE ALways
Enduring Ocean
Whole Souls Expanding
For Those Who Never Give
up and Just Do LoVE iN Victory of
Believe Faith Hope Charity Giving Sharing
Free MoRE NoW aS Even Folks Who Sell Shoes
Ones That Carry ‘ Mercury Wings’ STiLL NoW (Apple too)
of my Feet and Fingers Understand this simple Principle of Do Do.


3 Days of Darkest Night Rainy Days…
Clouds Break For an Xmas Rainbow
Over Our Home.. Seems Like a Good Sign to me
at Least. When i asked ‘Her’ to Ruthlessly Judge
me.. ‘Objectively SPeaKinG.. i Was Not
Expecting More of a Score Above 6.66…
Katrina Says i Still Score a 10 Like A Fine Xmas Wine…
She Has DeMaNDinG Standards. Good News in the Slightly
Less Ripped Version “Fred 2020 Sexy at 60!” is
Still Full Speed Ahead for the Calendar Year.
Due to the Festive Eating Season
Six-Pack At 60 on 6.6.20 is on
Hold for Now. i Remember
30 Years Ago or So
Sitting to Have
Her Hair
Cut i thought
How Can Someone Be
So Beautiful Without Make-up
At 19.. And Without Clothes she shouldn’t be
Ashamed to Make ‘this’ a Work of Art For the Ages
Still to come True This Much hasn’t changed what you
do when the Princess never ages You come to understand
Magic and God is Real.. for true you still have something to do
to pay it all Back for the Fruition of Angel Who Still Breathes Free..
You See.. Katrina Doesn’t Dance.. Yet She Allows me the Freedom to
Do So.. So every Thursday Night of course i carry Facebook Around With me
with Her Picking up Grapes on the Sugar White Sand Creek Now Just in case
if ‘they’ wonder what i am doing at the Bar Solo as the Dance Continues with
Smiles of Accolades from Beautiful Female Young Strangers too.. 2000 Plus
Selfies of Joy Still Counting.. this would Terrify Most Women but Not ‘Rey’ closing
in on Age 50.. for ‘Kylo’ Spirit too.. a Woman Who is a Warrior is not a Push Over Plaything
or “Instagram Model Alone” True No Filters or Make-up-Believe With Her More Than a Fine
Wine that Never Ages True.. as Well.. the one who is not Afraid to Let me ‘Put it all on Her’
to Even Offer Support
When Other Female
Friends May Bring what
she sees as unwarranted
Harm to me.. True She eventually
Will Put Her Foot Down too and say No
but only if she sees me the one who is Harmed
too many times for Her to Give the go ahead to play..
But Only as Children in a Playground Park.. Best for
Me to Just Dance with No words said at all.. but there
Are Exceptions there are Friends Like Her who do Handle
All of me without Fail Day in Day out.. ‘Real Women’ too
unafraid of DarK and surely not Cynical oF LiGHT so
Here’s to Katrina the One who Doesn’t Dance and
Yes.. the only Material Gift i am Giving Her for
Christmas is a Pin-up Desk-top Calendar of
Her.. ‘Fabulous at 50’ Highlighting Now
Her Best Bikini Photos of this Year
For 2020 Vision of Beauty Still..
But True.. after being a Real
Budget Task Master for
23 Years.. when
i got ill..
i emptied my Fine
Point Accountant Pen
And Let Her Go Free on ‘the Budget’
How She pleases.. but You see i could feel a Rainy Day
coming from the Very Beginning Much More than a Rainy
Day A ‘Perfect Storm’ of Pain and Numb..19 Life Threatening
Mostly Stress Related Illnesses from 11 Years of Chronic Work
Stress Ultimately with the Last 2 of 11 Years spent in Fight or Flight
Level Constant Adrenaline Charged Stress Eating every Bodily
System Away for DisEase.. There were no Financial issues
of course whether i lived or died the least of my
Worries then but for Her a Livelihood
Without Financial Worries..
Some of Us Work
Very Hard to
Plan for a Secure
Financial Future and surely
in a “Perfect Storm of Disorder
Pain and Numb”.. 66 Months as
A Shut-in Within in my Bedroom
of Hell.. the Storm Came And Went
And the Blessing Now is the Love oF LiGHT
Within to Give and Share for Free.. For True God
Naturally Gifts those who come Through Hell to Heaven for
Free Love Fearless In Kind Courage.. Yes.. Beauty’s Wisdom
of Love For Real.. Reborn Transformed Transfigured in LiGHT
Again Rising Fire of Love.. Phoenix out of Ashes Forevermore now..
Age is not a Number it is Heaven Within and Much Less.. it is Hell within
And Much More.. it is what it is.. Love is What Counts Most.. Timeless with
No Distance.. Space.. or Matter Other than LoVE DarK ThrU LiGHT For Real NoW (GoD)
i don’t mind saying Her Desk-top Calendar is 10 Times More Valuable than mine for Real..
And What i like Best too.. i Travel Light Now With Empty Pockets of Green Evil Worries
With No Cultural Clothes
or Tools Other than
a 3 Foot Naked
Sand and
Sun Dance
to Keep My Tan
Year-Round Head to toe..
hehe.. and additionally the
Flow Autotelic of Heaven Within
The Hands And Feet Solo Dance of
LiVInG LoVE iNCaRNaTE to Simply
Exist Free With Wings of God Who Dance And Sing Naked Free…
i am not ashamed still closing in on 60 of How i came and still come to be Free
in this World NoW ONly Flesh and Blood Clothes of Love God of Nature Grants to me Still NoW.


The Christmas Day Eve Has Almost Arrived.. so Now for Some
Earth, Wind, And Fire ‘Joy to the World’ Christmas Cards Sent to Xenia
in Scotland.. Moving to Leah in Germany.. And Yes surely Last but not
Least Shawna Baby From Alabama Where She Lives with Her Southern
Baptist Preacher Husband.. And Yes After Xenia’s Christmas Cards
A Trip to Norway First to See a latest Poetic Muse of Poetry Lillian
that i have Enjoyed Visiting Meeting Her at my French Blogger
Friend from Nice.. France.. at Her Blog.. Hmm.. Wonder what
Happened to Ilona She is Rather Full Speed Drops Out and
Suddenly Storms Back into the Blogging
World With All Her Personal Art of
Mighty Giving And Sharing
i just keep going and
GRoWinG More
iN Creativity
of Art in Dance
And Song Just for
Can And Will Do MoRE NoW
i continue to Be Inspired Like Never
Before by Most and disappointed by the
Fewest too.. but that’s the Way Yin and Yang
Goes for there may be a bit of Dark Spot on Brightest
Souls oF LiGHT Just for Standing Up for Truth in Feelings Now..
Some Folks Can Handle Feelings For give And For get and continue
to Bless Thanks Giving and Like the “Guardian’s of the Galaxy 2” Movie says too…
Some Folks Dance And Some Folks Do Not.. True some folks have not yet
LEarned that the
DarK Force
is A Shadow
they will
Overcome until they
Face up to it and become
Authentic Versions of Greater LoVE iN LiGHT
This may take Decades too long after i am gone..
Perhaps then they will understand what i reLaTE NoW
As my Truth and Light For Real… SMiLes.. Xenia..
surely Santa’s Sleigh Will
Never Miss A Visit
to Your Home In ⛄️ Snow
Sending FRiEnD Xenia
6 FredMark Christmas
Cards for Her Evergreen
Kindness Year ‘Round🌲🕺
Love Times
Ever Lasting
Christmas Glow🌲🌟🎶🕊
Ever Green Scent
Dogs Smell
Xmas Love🌲🏝☺️
Snow Breathes
Winter Dreams
Crystal Clear Happy
2020 New Year Vision🎉
Snow Flake Dreams
Candy Canes Dance Sing🕺🎶🌲☺️
SMiLes.. Xenia.. Holiday
Treasures to All Of
You In Christmas
Colors Ever Lighting
SMiLes mY FRiEnD Lillian Happiest Of Holidays
Joy May BRinG to You.. WHeRE i LiVE iN Florida
Closest to ‘Northern Lights’ We Have Are Rainbows
So Rare to Have A Rainbow Close to Christmas but
After 3 Days Dreary Darkest Nights of Cold Clouds and
Rain.. as i entered my Garage coming Home From a Work-out
A Rainbow Caught my Eye in deed Directly Over Our Home Arches
From Left to Right of Beautiful Colors Christmas Tree Lights in the Sky
Pot of Rainbow Gold
Always Love
Within that’s
Real Invisible
Sun come Real
As Sunshine to Give
And Share more.. interestingly
My Sister had Just gotten off the
Phone With my Stepmother as she related
She had to Put Her Beloved Dog Out of His Misery…
Her Husband already Passed away Years ago at Christmas
Time and Now Her Beloved Dog as she said She was Sending
Him over ‘the Rainbow Bridge’ exactly the Time We Saw the Rainbow
Above our Home Almost 200 Miles to the East of Her Where We LiVE iN
Florida my Sister said She’s Never Seen a Christmas Rainbow but True
i Have a SmART PHone and Proof of this Miracle Gift of Nature’s Colors
Lit Up For Christmas Future Now Still to ReMeMBeR… SMiLes my FRiEnD
My ‘Facebook Memories’ Are as Deep as God is Real as LoVE iN LiGHT Now
All the Colors
of my Soul
i Feel and
Sense Give
And Share for Free
may not touch that many
Folks in the Song i Bring
but The Dance in Public Surely does..
True all the Colors Touch me to Give and
Share More.. and True inspiring me to come
Visit Very Nice People Around the World Like You..
Smiles my FRiEnD Every Candle-Lit A Word of Sacred Song
A Step of Holy Dance Full of Meaning and Purpose Giving and Sharing Free..
My Christmas Spirit Lives ‘Year Round ‘i am Titanium’ When People Try to put
my Christmas Light out on Purpose or out of Ignorance my Flame only Grows
Torch more
Fire on Distant
Shores Up Close and Personal
as My Light comes to not only Burn
but Explode as Stars do to Flower Life
Star Seeds We continue to Shine “Joy to the World” Love Thrives iN LiGHT..:)
Hello ‘Princess Leah’.. Smiles.. as i Think To Call You that at a Bit Under 5 Feet Tall
And a Hundred Pounds as i remember you Telling me Long Ago but so
Strong when it comes to Working-out.. SMiLes Still Looking Forward
to Seeing You Play with Your Cat Soon.. but always waiting my
FRiEnD patiently as True FRiEnDS Will ’till the End of Time
of LoVInG HeARTS UNconditional Where Time Has
No Hands of Endings.. or Beginnings One Day
Soon enough out of Time.. Distance.. Space
And Matter i must Say You Always Give
me the Same Feelings of Trust in
FRiEnDship whenever i hear
from You.. true that
is what is important
How a Person Makes You
Feel without any Anxiety that is real..
Happy Holidays to You Dear FRiEnD..
These days of Life in the United States continue
to Grow Face Palms of Politics and Religion Beyond
Belief almost of Fear and Hate and Ignorance in Lies so
Far from Truth.. Yet i Dance and Sing without Refrain
Only Higher my FRiEnd in Celebration oF Light that is
Life JusT LoViNG iT All DarK Thru LiGHT inspired
By DarK as Much as LiGHT LoVinG LiGHT Most
in the Case of Peace and Harmony so much
Farther than me too.. Life is Good to Breathe
And Love i Do Hope and Wish that All of Life’s BleSSinGS
And BLiSSinGS Do Come to You as LoVE LiGHTS even Higher my FRiEnD..
i’ve come to appreciate Honesty.. Sincerity.. Yes Trust Respect and Common Courtesy
the most so far away from the Politics and Religion of Life i see where 85 Percent of
the Folks Still Support a “Real Father of 15,000 Lies”.. SMiLes my FRiEnD it’s Good
that the ‘Dark Force’ is Still Accountable to the ‘Light Force’ Here now at least
Somewhat for without the Minions Who Support this there would be no
Accountability necessary at this Point for the Darkness that continues
to Sink into A Pit oF LiES More.. but again i dance and sing i can and
will do that much to BRinG ‘the Galaxy oF LoVE’ further back to
a Balance
of Joy
in Love
For Life Real
that does its best
not to Harm anyone
else and the Rest of Nature
too in Respect of what We Consume
never Taking and Hoarding More as Giving Sharing More..
Anyway.. again Happy Holidays to You and Your Cat.. we
haven’t had a Cat since Yellow Boy Passed Away Last January
And one thing i’ve found as many people Do Animals are more Human than
that can
and do
come into our life..
they prove this
Sincerity of their Breath..
The Respect And Common
Courtesy for what We Give and Share With them..
Merry ‘Catmas’ ‘A Free God’ We will always be able to Trust..:)
Merry Christmas Shawna Baby to You.. Your Children and Husband too!
Wow so Dreary Cloudy Cold With Rain And Clouds for the Last 3 Days Yet
Clouds Parted this Afternoon For A Pre-Christmas Rainbow over our
Home to Welcome in Finally a promise for some Sunshine on
Christmas Eve as the Sun Finally starts a Journey up
on the Southern Horizon Toward Spring Equinox Away
From Winter Solstice Next.. Really
i Love the Dark Weather as it
Colors What i Dance and
Sing with a Bit More
Spice of Dark
To Go along
With Euphoria
of Sunshine Real
Within to Give and Share More…
And On Top of that By God i Sleep
And Even Take Naps Easier so
Nice to Have the Refreshment
of Dark after so many
Sleepless Nights
of Creativity
in Days
of High
in Summer
that Seem to Never End..
Funny When You have the DisEase
of Happiness Heaven Real and you
Can’t Afford to Float much Above the
Moon to Skip Across the Sun and Hop Scotch
Irish Eyes Beyond the Stars my FRiEnD Shawna
Baby as i have surely had play dates like that with you.. hehe..
Smiles.. i never miss you that much for you LiVE iNside of me..
i suppose that is the Best FRiEnDship one that Always
Trusts one that We will rely on who does not
Keep Honesty
of course there is a longer
Story to that finally reaching a
Conclusion already seen before it comes..
SMiLes mY FRiEnD Precognition Helps
When it comes to Peace And Harmony Again..
Guess What Joy to the World is Real my FRiEnD
Joy Breathes Light of mY SoUL Colored HeART SPiRiT Higher more..:)


“To Bring Anything Into Your Life, Imagine It’s Already There.”
-Richard Bach, “Author of Jonathan Livingston Seagull” (too)
A Thank You For It All Personally Delivered by my Mother/God Why?
Because i Can i Will i DO Believe NoW FoR Real Miracles At Home.
Rainbow Over my Home Yesterday Afternoon Only Break In Cold Clouds
That Still Cover Us For Four Days IS A Christmas/Thank You Card As Far As i’m
Concerned as Far As Synchronicity Travels Beyond Distance, Space, Time, Even
Matter Now… The Public Dance Rises to 12,493 Miles NoW in Close to 76 Months of Effort
too… “Grand Cross Bible 2019” A 9th Titled Long Form Poem Bible in 42 Months Finishing it
By Christmas Day… “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible Begins on 8.18.13…
7.6 MiLLioN Words 76 Months Ago Inclusive of Housing 9 Long Form Bible Poems… The First of
9 King James Size Long Form Bible Poems But in the Middle of ‘The Show’ Not Unlike ‘Star Wars’
too… in ’77… Close to the Date of ‘These Photos’ is When i Decided on a Whim 42 Months Ago
to Title “Grand Cross Bible 2016” Then.. Yes.. The First of 9… In Case You Ever Really Now Meet
me Y.O.U. Will Feel The Wind Of ‘Her’ Soul NoW iN The Breath Of my Dance And Song iBelieve…
Her Cholesterol Hovered around 350.. No Drugs for ‘Her’… The HeART is more Than an Organ
IT Plays The Spirit of Love Our Soul Life.. Obviously She Was Hanging on For “Us” the Doctor
Said She Must Have a Very Strong Heart… Most Folks Last 3 Days… She Didn’t Complain…
She Did not Want to Worry ‘Us’… She Lasted 8 Days in Hospice With No Food or Water
As Per Her Wishes… 3 Weeks Away From Her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day 2017…
Christmas Eve 2016… She Said It Was Arthritis.. Refusing to take Anything for
Bone/Brain/Other Stage 4 Cancers But Bayer Aspirin for Two Years…
These (Don’t Stop Believing Photos) Taken Christmas Eve 2016..
My Mother Smiling with Undiagnosed Stage 4 Cancer From
Head to Toe… What You Must understand
Is my (YouR) Mother Never Dies This way
As LonG as You (We) BReaTHE LoVE iN Others
Y.O.U… Why Owe You Thank You For Giving Thanks
Giving… This is the LeSSoN my Mother Taught
me my First Breath Through Her Last Breath
That CarrieS On as LoVE iN The Wind Her
Wayward Son.. Love IS Who Believes in You
And Never Gives Up on Y.O.U. No Matter FucKinG
What! Love Breathes this Way or Suffocates And Dies…
SMiLes.. Humans Wield
Swords of Crayons
MaKinG Longest Nights
DarK.. Day LiGHT..🎄
i took a Picture of a Christmas
🌈 Rainbow Yesterday so rare
BreaKinG through
Longest Nights of
Dreary Dark Rain
And Cold Calling
It the Colors of God’s
Love Healing All Breath
True Now Why not Make
All of Life a “Sugar Pill”..
Science Shows this
Works As Even
Exercise in imagination
Brings Empirical
Measures of
Increases in
Strength.. True..
Believe in Santa…
Better Yet Be the Gift
Be the Healing Hand
Of Imagination Be
The Believe the
Within The Magic
Will Continue to Live
Merry Christmas to
New York New York PM..
Flowering For Christmas in Deed in Metaphor Ever Green
Dream Fruition Year ‘Round Coloring Life Love🙏🌲🏝
Smiles.. I’ve already eaten too
Many Christmas Cookies.. too
Much Sugar takes me out of
Emotional Balance too..
Overall .. We Eat fairly
Natural but Restaurant
Buffets do not always
Provide the Same…
i saw a Rainbow for
Christmas made it feel
Like Magic Brought the
Balance Back to the Light
Force Again.. Science Shows
If We just visualize getting
Stronger in imagination
Empirical Measures of
Strength Physically
Grow.. i’m not waiting
On Science to prove the
Rest of our Hidden Mind
Over Matter Human Potentials…
i will innately instinctually
intuit them first in Seek and
Find like the Spiral Dance
That Brings a Healing
Chi Light Force to me
Holistically from
Head to Toe.. True
Emotional and Sensory
Balance Naturally Heals
From Head to toe All Forms
Of Mind And Body Meditation
For Balance the Science proven
Real Fountain of Youth now too
For what used to be described
As Woo.. Yet this a Real
All Free Christmas Gift
To practice across the
Lifespan for Great Health…
Keep up the Great Work
And Merry Christmas
My Friend who
A Seek and Find too…
Hmm… Considering i am born on 6.6.60 And throughout my Life of Being
Carded for a Beer a Day (Don’t Need It anymore; got Dance) for Relaxation as
the Walmart Cashiers Carded me in my 40’s and Protected themselves with ‘the sign of the
Cross’ when they got a gander at my Birthdate on my Driver’s License; as they inhabit the ‘Tribal
Religious Place of Trump Town USA’; where yes; After 15,000 Lies, 85 Percent of the Inhabitants
Still Support Literally a Real Father of Lies For Sure; Literally as far as Twitter Verses Will Still Travel.

Anyway; i will surely relate to Being the Devil (Lucifer too) at Least; spent 66 months at least in a Living
Hell Within as a Shut-in in my Bedroom; at least a Phantom of the Opera and Hunchback of Note Dame too
back then; perhaps, with a Mix of ‘John Nash’ Isolation from Society too; but as Far as Anti-Christ For what
comes in the place of Unconditional Loving Forgiveness Where We Love Our Enemies Same as Ourself; Yes,
And Neighbors all Part of Alpha thru Omega All God With No Name; the ‘Anti-Christ Dude’ will surely already
Be found in the existing New Testament in Revelation for sure; the Dude Forecast to not only forgive; Yes, His
Enemies; but Torture them to Hell Forevermorenow; been there done it all Naturally where a Thousand Years of
Hell is equal to One Second; if ‘Jesus’, Yes, the Story Book Character ever really went there; nah; he wouldn’t wish
anyone to ‘that place’ as that is the place of the Least and Meek the Most; the Piece of Paper existence of less than nil.

Anyone with a Smidgen of Emotional Intelligence can and will clearly see the inconsistencies of the View Points
of all the ‘Republicans and Democrats’ who wrote both the Old and New Testament too in that Old Thousands
Of Years ‘Black Book’; Innumerable Ghost Authors; Scribe Mistakes Copying Over Centuries; and those Scribes
who called their Version of Holy Spirit Inspired ‘Visions’ more important than “Paul” and the such to make
their own ‘Spirit/Visionary Related Intentional Changes too’; Let’s remember there was nothing set in
stone in Print then; all subject to the Stroke of every Pen Change, until around 1450 AD, where
Printing Presses came into being; and so many revisions still came after that as well as Different
Translations from Greek as let’s face Facts; ‘Son of’ Originally in Greek means ‘Nature of’ in other
Words ‘Son of God’ Means ‘Nature of God’; considering all we Can and will Observe is the Nature of all that
Is We Feel and Sense and Know; that indeed is at least a small Venn diagram of the Venn Diagram of All.
And the Word ‘Apocalypse’ in Greek still originally means Lifting the Veils of Ignorance; instead of Blowing the
Whole ‘Dirty Dam Hairless Ape Place Up’ at least in words to that effect; That Have come in Literature and Theater too.

The Fact is if the Whole Story Was Literally True now; as Inconsistent as it is; and Insincere; and Unforgiving
as it can and will be too without much Respect to the diversity of the Overall Human Condition; but Wait! yes!
’cause even all the Ghost Writers; and Scribe Changers have Different Opinions Obviously too; even at that
if “Jesus” Were Real and could come back; he Must be Observed as an Anti-Christ in the place of whatever
Version that is not consistent with each Denomination/Sect/Individual Who has their Own Favorite Flavor
of Jesus And Will Balk at any Jesus; but the Jesus they Demand to come back now; Of course this includes
the Major Viewpoint Difference in How Muslims and Christians View Jesus too; Basically he is gonna come
back and destroy the respective Enemies of Both Religions Differently too; Depending on which Sect and
Denomination insists on their Version of Jesus; and Yes God Now too; Jesus F in Christ; there are at least
Thousands of different Versions of Jesus; and everyone who is ready to Tell ‘Jesus’ who he has to be if he
were to dare to come back now.

Just For S’s and G’s; Let’s Pretend that the ‘Anti-Christ’ could come back and to be clear whoever the Real
Free Jesus would be; obviously, He would not be the one 99 Percent of Folks would Naturally Now Identify as Real;
even if he could come back all Syrian Brown Looking; Still at about 5 Foot 1 and 106 Pounds; He wouldn’t be any more
Welcome in a ‘Trump Church’ than a Mexican Immigrant without any Paperwork Still.

“Trump” is one “Jesus” that 75 Percent or so of Evangelical Christians Will Agree on at least; and at least he isn’t
evil enough to have the so-called Authority to Judge folks who are Different and send them to Everlasting Torture
now; yes, sadly the fact is Trump is Less evil than the ‘Old Testament God’ and the ‘New Testament everlasting
Torturing Jesus’ against all of his Adversaries too; who Fail to Bow and Kneel Down and Pledge Allegiance to Just
Another Dude Without Human Empathy and Oxytocin Social Bonding Capacity; only getting off on Power and Status.

In This Case, whoever replaces this Evil with all Real Forgiving Endless Love Unconditional And Fearless Will remain
practically Invisible to all those Who Still Believe in a ‘Son of Man’ Full of Fear and Hate so much that they would go
as far as not only not forgiving their Adversary; but torturing them to Suffer in Misery for Eternity now Forevermore now.

Most Anyone can and will become ‘this Antichrist’; All Forgiving Full of Holy and Sacred Love Full of Meaning and Purpose;
Where Unconditional Fearless LoVE iN Wisdom Beauty of Kindness And Courage is the Aim Overall All Stuff Life Loves Real.

(Meanwhile, my Wife; Mrs. Claus, is in the ‘Great Room’ Watching Hall Mark Christmas Movies with Hot Chocolate Love)

Best thing of all is ‘they’ will go practically unnoticed (by Name) and Just Spread Love and Hope everywhere they go.

The ‘Anti-Christ’ has always Celebrated Christmas this way; always holding Hope for ‘Christ the Grinch’ too for Change.

Let’s Put it this way if God is Really Love; and God Really is Responsible for Love and God Really Loves ‘Jesus’ as Much
As God Does; God Wrote the Bible this Way to Protect all the Anti-Christs Still to come the Ones Who Worship Love the most.

(Trivia Note: Frederick Trump and Elizabeth Christ Trump are the Names of Trump’s Paternal Grand Parents; it’s No Joke; Maybe)

Here’s A Deal; the Form has always been Dead; the Essence of Love is Real; and Lives Forevernow in those Who Breathe it For Real
as They Too Become the Spirit.. the Wind.. of LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW.

Without Forgiveness that is Eternal there is No God of Love;
THere is No Jesus of Love; THere is no True Love at all For Real.

No thanks; i’ll keep my Birthdate as is.

i literally could not live with myself if i did not forgive;
excuse me; i was am born this way; too. And Reborn this way again; in just one lifetime too.

Other than that any “Real Jesus and or God” Will Giggle Beyond Eternity if “Mere Minions’ ‘Believe’ they
Will Control the Free Will Relative of someone more than with Minion View; Where Eternity will never be measured now.

Other than that; i Believe God IS A Laugh with a Fabulous Feel and Sense of Humor; Why? Because i can and WILL.

‘God’ is no ‘Nerd’; ‘God’ is surely not going to come back in Full Human Form and Be Slave to Any Cover of a BLacK Book;

But True; Be Careful for Like the ‘Twilight Zone’ ‘Says’; ‘Someone’ at Least Could Really Come Back “To Serve Humans” with A Recipe; hehe.

God is Endless Pages and We are the Breath; not everyone can and will understand this; for True there are ‘Minions’ too; i am Not waiting
for the Next Movie to come out; hehe..;)

Thank You; It was the Same For me; Before Age Six; Perhaps as Early as Five or Four;
Looking Above my Bed There was a Nordic Looking Man Sort of Like Kenny Loggins today;
i already Recognized that Folks From the Middle East Did Not Look Like that; Additionally, i wondered
Why There Had to Be Both a Santa and a ‘Jesus’ too; as this was Christmas Eve that i wondered about this then;
But True Santa Brought A Magic Feeling Within; That Jesus Never Did; What i remember is a ‘Stupid’ Dream
About a Creature With a Pitch Fork through my Neck; What i Also Remember is a ‘Psychopathic Looking Preacher’
Screaming at People with some kind of Sick and Selfish Pleasure that if they didn’t do what he said they would
be Tortured forever.

i also later Wondered After that why Jesus looked so Much like a Woman With a Beard in so
Many other Artistic Representations; Then i came to understand Later That When Leonardo DaVinci Painted
‘The Last Supper’ he Lived in A Patriarchal Culture Where Facial Hair and Long Hair Was a Big No No For Men.

So; In Deed, Not only Did Leonardo Paint ‘The Last Supper’; in a sense at Least, People have been Worshipping
‘His Style’ instead of Whoever the Real Man was who was likely Crucified on a Cross Like So Many others;
Just that part of this Man’s Story ended up as Oral Tradition; and Legend to Eventually come to be a Book;
And even some Movies too.

What i BelieVE iN is Love; It’s Not Hard for me as my Form of Asperger’s is Super Sensitive Everything
From Touch to Hearing to Seeing to Smelling to Tasting To Feeling and Sensing All of Life as a Literal
Human Empath Will Experience Life. i Understand now; not everyone experiences Life this way; in Fact,
We All basically According to Neuroscience Hallucinate Our Realities Now Based on the Past Hallucinations
that We Co-Create to Develop some Potential Mutual and Consensually Understandable Feel and Sense of
Reality with others, at least; as We Co-Create Abstract Constructs of Labels to Articulate this at Best to others.

Smiles; it probably would have been Easier to Intuit, Feel, Perceive Less; Ignorance in someways this way surely will
be Bliss too as Feeling all the Pain and Misery of others in this World Now of Stress is enough to make You Wanna Dance
Spiraling as such 12,493 Miles in Public in 76 Months; Just to Develop A Shield of Light Around You (me) in ‘Chi Force’
to Escape all the Misery, Suffering, and in General Pain of others; True, i work close to as Hard as an Olympic
Athlete to Achieve a Bliss Away From all of that; for there were some days i felt like An Entire World of Hell
on my Shoulders; Even Worse; inside of me; i separate that out Now; and LiVE iN Peace And Harmony for Real.

For So Many Decades; Being Ignorant like what other Folks could not Feel and Sense was just not part of my Human Pie;

Relatively, Speaking of Course; as We All Have Gifts and Curses in Life as Born and Bred Now too.

Smiles; it’s really true some folks Feel and Sense and Know More of Reality and other Folks Less; Science Agrees.

What Will Never Be Completely Empirically Measured is Our Worlds Within; they are Unique; as far as Nature
goes another Set of Eyes Each of us co-create for all the “Colors of the Wind” We continue to ‘Paint’ or not;
best for me colored with Love;

Sadly; best for others in Wishing other People Suffer; up to Forever.

i am A Truly FortuNate one; by far by far; as far as i for one ‘see’ with EYes of Love.

i only Feel Sad for all the others now, who cannot Love Complete in a Home of Love Now For All that is DarK Thru Light…

For me at least; this Love Lasts Eternally Forevernow in only Life; When i die, i really Lived And Loved; That is surely
A Greater Gift Than a Wish for anyone else to Suffer for what they already give themselves away from Love; Wishing that
for others now; It’s sort of Like the Ending of the 9th Star Wars Movie; not to spoil it for anyone; But Hate Eventually
Destroys Who Holds It Within; Always Does Always Will as far as Loving Life Goes Eternally Now; No other Escape but the
Force of Love; AFAIF at least..:)

Well; i haven’t even Posted the 101st Message to Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
YouTube Channel Yet; But this Surely Will be my Own Special Christmas Message
Number 103; whenever Space Becomes Available for that as they limit Comments
to two Spaces there; and with a Limit of 1834 Words or So; this is gonna fill two Comments; hehe..;)


‘Grand Cross Bible 2019!’
‘Yeti’ Dances And Sings! Raise Your
Spirit Free! So much Cheaper! Than Over
Consuming the Environment! Gonna Miss
Xmas! Wait! Who Says Love Has to Go Away!
‘Target Dog’ Celebrates Xmas Year ‘Round! Now…
Ceiling Can’t Hold Us Down! Not! This Xmas Spirit!
Year ‘Round! No Such Thing as an Ugly Catmas Sweater!
Katrina’s Smile Lights Up A Great Room the Color of Love!
After a Three Day Stall on the Southern Horizon in Dreary Cloudy
Cold Rainy Days with only a Break in the Clouds Long Enough Yesterday
Afternoon For a ‘Miracle Magic Rainbow Gift Over my Home of Thank You From
God/Mother’ For Coming to Finish the 9th King James Sized Bible Poem Titled Well
Actually in the Last 3 Years as ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’ Started on Memorial Day Weekend
of 2016 but i actually did not even get the Idea to Title it a Long Form Poem Bible
Poem until Briefly Before i Finished it on Christmas Day of 2016 The Previous
Christmas Day Celebration then in 2015 Resulted in a 41 Thousand Word
‘GodsUniverseNovel’ and then in February 2016 Came a 51 Thousand
Word ‘GodsUniverseNovel2’ And My God the Word Count Novels
Kept Expanding as ‘GodsUniverseNovel3’ Came to be Published
At the End of April of 2016 as that Effort comprised Poetic
Short Free Verse Responses to all the Prompts and
Links from the dVerse International Poetry
Pub For an Entire Year of Effort
From April of 2015 through
March of 2016 as my God
that one Single MacroVerse Blog
Post Rose all the way up to 338,630 Words
as “GodsUniVerse Novel3” that also provides
Around 300 Beautiful Navarre and Pensacola
Beach Photos Plentiful.. Sunsets from Both Beaches
too.. sure.. i will link them below Just for the Record
As Really the Gift i provide to ‘my Parish’ is the Gift
of my Spirit my Song and my Dance as i empty my
Pockets as i Write this Song of Free Verse Epic Long
Form Stream of Consciousness.. Holy.. And Sacred Creative
Spirit in Meditation Flow Full of Meaning and Purpose Effortlessly
Continuing Like a Water Fall of Holy Sacred Creative Spirit coming
off my Dancing Finger tips.. in Flow of Song now for the ‘SonG oF mY
SoUL’ overall Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Poem at 7.6 MiLLioN
Words in 76 Months of Effort as Actually ‘Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway
Around the World’.. is the 903rd MacroVerse Effort of that as that MacroVerse
Is also the 231st MacroVerse of ‘Nether Land Bible’ in 42 Months of Effort closing
in on 43 Months.. Soon at 5,055,586 Words Now.. And True.. ‘Celebrating Public
Dancing Halfway Around the World’ Thirdly is the 129th MacroVerse of ‘FB Profile
Pic Bible’ as that Titled Epic Long Form Poem Bible Poem arises to 3,444,454 Words
in 30 Months of Writing that is coming very close to the 31st Month Now too in Just a
Couple of days on the 26th that will Also Celebrate the 76 Month Point of Public Dancing
In Free Flow Meditative Moving Dance that Brings additional Focus to do all of this as i
Surpassed the 12,500 Miles Mark on Christmas Eve Dancing At Walmart now at 12,501
Miles.. Yes.. More than Halfway the Distance Around the Equator of the Earth Now.. so as
i approach 60 Years Old on 6.6.60 it’s Safe to Say.. Yes.. Dance and Sing that All my Human
Potential in Both Strength in Dance And Song Continues to Expand as any ‘Jonathan Livingston
Seagull Human’ Will Naturally continue to do with or without others at Breast of Flying Height
Maneuvers More and More Complex in the Sweet Spot of Flow Between Anxiety and Boredom
Continuing an Expanding Human Potential of Ocean Whole Shores even More.. Okay and So
Far i’ve only named 5 of the 9 titled Bibles that ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’ Makes as Yes there
is also ‘Grand Cross Bible 2017 and 2018’ as that makes 7 and additionally in 2017 on Memorial
Day Weekend in one Year of 365 Days Precisely of Writing 1.618 MiLLioN Words ‘PHI Bible’
Came too as per the Synchronicity in attaining the Golden Spiral PHI Ratio Number of 1.618
of course Rounded off as i would have needed 34 More Words for another Three Whole
Decimal Places to 1.618034.. Hehe.. Close Enough for ‘Government Work’ ‘Guardians
of the Galaxy of Love For Real’ And All that Other Love Jazz for Real too for it is
also True that in 13.6 Months of Effort on 7.19.17 my 4th Anniversary in Heaven
on Earth after overcoming 19 Medical Disorders in Terms of Pain and Numb 66
Months Coming to a Noted Miraculous end on 7.19.13 that yes that was the first
LandMark Child of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’.. Longest Epic Long Form Poem
Longer than the ‘Mahabharata’ From India then at 1.82 MiLLioN
Words in that 13.6 Month Milestone Landmark Featnote For Real
Point titled fully ‘1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN’..
So that Makes 9 Titled Long Form Poem Named Milestone Bibles Larger in
Size than the King James Size Bible.. Yes there is a lot of Overlap amongst
the 9 of the Titled Efforts But Never the Less the total Word Count of “SonG oF mY
SouL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words of Effort in 76 Months is Well Beyond 9 Times the Size
of the King James Size Bible at around 780 Thousand Words as this Effort is going
to Reach Close to 880 Thousand Words itself in 7 Months for “Grand Cross Bible
2019”.. Yes.. on Average for the Last 42 Months i’ve been knocking a King James
Size Bible Poem out of the Poetry Park as such titled as NoW in Milestone Bibles..
And Yes once again ‘Nether Land Bible’ at 5,055,586 Words in 42 Months of Effort
That does include 7 Long Form Poem Bible Poems underneath its Parentage too..
All Beginning on Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 including ‘Nether Land Bible’ too..
as once again these are Milestone Landmark Featnote Titled Bibles all 9.. as the
History of the Effort and Herstory in some cases too provided in the Names of
the Bible Poems too as when my Friend “Princess Leah” From the ‘Wrong
Planet’ lived in the Netherlands that is where i got the idea of Naming
“Nether Land Bible” as it was first titled “Nether Land Bible 2017”
for the First Year it Lived online too.. as of course “Nether Land”
may also be defined as ‘Other Worldly’ as of course All
Books and Art online are as they come through
Fiber Optic Cable even folks who we think
and feel and sense we come to know
However when we Hear their Voice
or See them in Person they may not
be anything of Who We imagined them to
Be for the Senses and Feelings We will not be able
to Surmise through a Fiber Optic Cable.. It’s True much
of who we come to meet online becomes ‘voices’ in our Head
We really have no choice but to create them in imagination until
We actually Hear their Voice if We ever do at all.. same as with how
they may fully visually appear before we meet them that way in either
Photograph.. Video.. or in Person too to actually touch them and smell them
too and of course as Lovers may do taste them as well in terms of Sweet Kisses too..
So Yes.. in many many ways this Entire Effort is both ‘Nether Land Bible’ And ‘SonG
oF mY SoUL’ too.. and Yes for the Last 30 Months ‘FB Profile Pic Bible’ is included in
all the Description Areas of my Facebook Profile Pics too on average of around 7,000
Words Each.. oh Lord Just Think Now i have to go back and read over all of this to see
if it makes
Sense hehe
before i go any
further and Provide
the Titles with the Links to What i just
Described to keep the Record Book going here..
As it’s true when i was in Middle School i was bullied
quite a bit and told i did not deserve to exist for what i was
termed as Ugly as a Boy who Looked Like a Girl in Androgynous
Way and so Thin i was called the Boy with Bird Legs too.. well it’s
true still approaching 60 Years Old on 6.6.60.. i Leg Press up to 1520
American Pounds 8 reps at the Military Gym i work-out at now and yes
in the Calendar for 2020 Desktop ‘Walgreen’ Edition in this MacroVerse
the Former Fred at Age 13.. is included on the Calendar Page.. of October 2020..
Yes.. i did not speak until age 4.. people made fun of how i talked and really just
made fun of all of me altogether in fact they put my Name on a Lunch Lady Dressed
as a Clown For Halloween in my Middle School Year Book too.. in fact when i played
the Song ‘Jesus Christ Super Star’ on the Piano.. at 13 Years-old in the Middle School
Talent Show.. so filled with Spirit i couldn’t walk straight after it.. as i had many problems
with Motor Coordination anyway with ‘Asperger’s Syndrome’ and the Entire Class erupted
in Laughter at me then.. for they saw me like a Dizzy Fly.. it’s true i never get dizzy now as
i surely will Literally Dance Spiraling Circles around everyone now with the Greatest of ‘Circus
Ease’.. okay now in Terms of “John 14:12” out of that Story Book Verse i challenge anyone else
to do more now too.. all you have to do is believe and make all of what you do a Holy and
Sacred Step of Dance and Word of Song Everyone You Co-Create in the Eternal Now
of Heaven Bliss Nirvana Nature Flow in Dance And Song too.. Full of Meaning and
Purpose.. and voila success you too will make a Great Work More than ‘JeSuS’
too but of course only if you Believe Now too and if you wanna take it literally
by ‘the Book’ ‘He’ Gives You the Authority to do more than He and me too..
But Remember.. Yes.. as far as i Dance And Sing when Folks Put try to
put me down i just rise Higher as an Explosion of Light more.. true
then i used to Ride my Bicycle Far all the way around town..
Played Tennis for a Decade.. Ran a Decade like
Forrest Gump too but i just really haven’t
gotten into Ping Pong Yet or
officially joined any
Military as i do
not do
but Weapons
of Love Force Flow now
to give and share free as
the arrow of Love Spirals more..
Just something to do here before
Mid-Night Mass starts and i return again there..
oh yeah i’ve done around 20,000 Photos of Nude Art
too and a 95,000 word Erotic Poetry Novel that is Just too hot
now to attach to this PG Rated Bible Poem Now.. even though
it has the appropriate Adult Warnings before one enters what
is surely the ‘Nether Land’ of that Place as i am 21 or so Blog Posts
Behind to Post on that Blog but the Art is Already done for the Record
Book of that too.. butt hey my excuse is i was writing another Bible Poem
instead and i have had at least one Major Distraction this Year that sort
of Poured Cold Water on that as true certain feelings will take that kind of Art away too…
basically a
Bit More
in and out of the
DarK Side of the Flow too..
but hey if you are going to survive
in this World You Dam Sure Better
Build a Backbone of Shadow for Real too
as this Worldly place other wise may literally Eat You Alive
As Trust me or not you will find out Stress will do that to you from head to toe..
My Nude Art is Always a Reflection in Form of How Well My Soul is doing in Light Within
it is one of the Most Holy and Sacred Flow in Tantric Meditation Activities i do and the
Art of it comes as Shadow Work too.. not everyone’s Cup of Tea but not everyone has
done the
Song to
Actually Grow
Wings from Head
to Toe Free as i have
done empirically measured
enough in Flow Here to Prove
that for those With a Scientist type Religion too..
Trust me or not you will not find a Person with
much more Faith and a Personal Relationship
With God Within True ‘We’ are still on SpeaKing Terms ReaL ONE..:)
(SonG oF mY SoUL) Yes.. the Entire Blog Bible Poem…
Note: It continues now…
Note: It continues now…
Note: It continues now…

‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’ The MacroVerse Complete i am writing now for the
Last 7 Months Effort of this With Table of Contents Coming Soon for that too..:)



Some Folks Work… Others Twerk… iQuirK… NoW…
Joy… The Word Now That/Who Dances Sings Happy
Gratitude And Love For Existence in one
Three Letter Word i suggest We Change
The ‘Name of God’ to Joy And Worship
Joy As
Always NoW As
A Happy New Year!
Forever Eternally Now!
Only as far away as Love!
That is Happy In Gratitude for ALL!
Those Who ‘Come in Glory’ Have Always Done it With ‘God Clothes’
That ParT iN ArT WiLL Never Change When LoVE ReaL FlesH And Blood
Unless i Break the ‘FucKinG’ (iF YoU SeeK iN GoD) Rules And Find God Within; How ‘Bout You?
Just A Challenge from ‘me’ NoW too… i can’t Possibly be ‘That Superman’ For i am Close to 60
And Have No Beard… When Comic Book “Superman” Returns Last; Comes Without A Shirt And
A Beard at 33; Make no Mistake What That Movie Was/Is About… NoW
Katrina Says, “Can’t Believe They Printed ‘That Picture’ at Walgreens;”
i said, “i’m Just Another Dude Without A Shirt; We Happen”
“For Where Two or Three are Gathered
Together in ‘my name’ there ‘Am i’
in the Midst of “Them”…
-Matthew 18:20
“Love one
Like i Have
loved You”
-John 13:34
i For one Insist
That God Continues
to Exist For LoVE ReaL
When Someone Harms me i Will AlwayS NoW Be the First One
to Forgive And Hold Hands First in Unconditional Love (Re)Born
ThiS WaY We aRe ALL Only God’s Children Yet We Connect As God too…
True.. ‘Story Book Character JeSuS’ Must Hold Hands for God to Connect
9th of 9 King James Plus Size Titled Bible Poems to Complete in 3 Years…
42 Months… and 76 Months Whole too.. on ChrisTMaS NoW “Turn On Turn on
selling features for this post to get more interest and easily post to more groups.”
Made it to Midnight Mass… Christmas Mass… No… ‘This’ Other ‘Hobby’ Now…
They’ll Have to Do Without the Voice of my Song… “Like Comment Share
Comments Katie Mia Write a comment…” Humans Now And All OuR CulTuraL
Clothes Are Slowly Surely Suffocating the EartH All i Want For ChrisTMaS Is
MoRE Naked LoVE ReaL.. Top Lines Are Still The More Folks of Differences Now
Hold Hands Around the World.. The More Potential to ‘See’ Common Hands of Love..
It Is So Much Easier Loving Someone Online Never Really ‘Seeing’ All of Them And
Additionally Harming Them as Well… A Real Challenge of This Existence Is Holding
Hands With Each Other And The Rest of Nature (GoD) Doing the Least Possible Harm…
We Face A Dichotomy in Life As We Are All Connected as
God Is Real Yet Only Children With Unique God Eyes too…
iQuirK of Nature
Super iFreaK2
Merry Christmas…
Best Wishes… Take
Care… Best Fortune to
You… i Hope You Always Feel Love… Some Work.. Others Twerk…
iQuirK..NoW… SMiLes Sohair.. able to connect to Everyone at Christmas
Who have been so Kind to me through the Year the Day will Surely
Not be complete without connecting to my Great Dear FRiEnD
Sohair a Wonderful Muslim Teacher of Young Women in
Egypt.. First and Foremost too a Loving Mother
of Two Children.. True Now with or without
Your Return from Vacation on Christmas
Day i am coming Here today to visit
You no Matter what.. for
True in my ‘Book’
Christmas Spirit is Always
Now to Give and Share in Joy
of Happiness in Gratitude for Love
Even More… i Love it How You Express
Your Word Press Blog is Your ‘Daughter’ too
For True i may not Have any Flesh and Blood
Living Children but all 9 Titled Long Form Poem
Bibles Personal as i name them now all 7.6 MiLLioN
Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ is surely not only the Child
of me and Katrina but the Child of God Whole too as We
All Are my FRiEnD.. As This Child is Now 76 Months Old
Only 6 Years and 4 Months Old as the Public Dance i
Give for Free for 12,501 Miles Now over Half the
Distance of the World at the Equator is also
A Child of my Soul in Art of Love
i Provide for Free With yes
Empty Pockets
i Travel in the
World for that Child
Mostly Brings SMiLes
And SMiLes are the
Joy on God’s Face
Whole Love
Any Measure
of iNFiNiTY Now
Love no Distance
Space or Time or Even
Matter Love Always Now
the Force that Gives and Shares
When Real Naked of All Cultural Clothes
of Lies and Deceit or whatever other wise
Might Harm someone else including the Rest of Nature
True as God’s Face that We Will Respect instead of Raping Maiming
And Overall Destroying God’s Beautiful Face of Nature Now For Real..
True though as an Empath i Always Feel the Peace And Harmony of the
World Where i Live of Christmas Spirit in LoVE AiR NoW if only if only We
As Humans
Will Make
This God
of Joy in
Spirit of LoVE iN
Happiness of Gratitude LoVE MoRE
Eternally Now Best the Kingdom of Heaven
Within the Love to Give And Share with Least
Harm to All others the Rest of Nature God All NoW
So Without Further Adieu Merry Christmas Always Joy Thanks Giving
For Giving Sharing And Happy New Year Eternally Within LoVE Now For Real…
It’s Also True My FRiEnD No Christmas
Will Be Complete Without Recognition
of the Shadows oF All Our Souls for it is
Rare that any Human Includes All Humans
And Their Differences Together As one Human
Welcoming Pie of Love.. that my FRiEnD Will surely
Require more than 14 BiLLioN Years of Existence that
Only God as Creator Existence All Will be able to Fully
with Empathy
DarK Thru LiGHT
Horrible it is that
People are so Ignorant
That they cannot ‘See’ and
Feel and Sense We aRe ALL the
Face of God Nature Real and when
We harm anyone truly We Harm ourselves
aS in ReaLiTY THeRE Is no Time.. Distance..
Space or Even Matter that Separate Any of
Us From God Whole By God Even Science
is Beginning to Agree with Oldest
Religious Sacred and Holy
Text too that God is
All and there
is No Separation
of God Ocean Whole
As Waves Are Water and
Ocean Whole too… Fields Waves
Particles as Even Science Shows too…
Indeed it is Pitiful How Humans Are Still So Cruel
to Other Humans of Differences whether in China
or the Southern Border of the USA Separating Children
from their Parents Killing the Soul of LoVE iN These Children
Potentially for a Lifetime as Some Scars are not erased easy
Scars of the Soul of Love my FRiEnD no Different than what
Catholic Priests and Namely the Historical Organization of
Those who are supposedly Leaders of Oversight have
Overlooked as the Destruction of the Souls of Young
Children Pure Soul’s of Love to Use these Children as
Psychopathic Tools for Sickest Selfish Pleasures…
Empathy Dead within for Other Souls
Dead for those who Perpetuate these
Crimes Continually Now
Whether in Church
South of Our
Border With
Walls of Fear and
Hate in the United States
or China in places where Rape
And Killing Continues in the Face
of Nature that is also the Face of God As Human too..
The Day of Healing will only come when Folks Truly ‘See’
All of Existence NoW as God mY FRiEnD A God That and Who
is Real A God of Joy the Happiness the Gratitude the Love that
Life Worth
Living more
Than Just Survival my FRiEnD..
For Now each of Us may verily and
surely complete this Task Successfully
As Love (GoD) Joy Breathes in Us Now to
Give And Share for Free For Real NoW..:)


Hi Sohair.. in Terms of World Conditions i am surely
Most Fortunate to liVE iN a Place Where it’s practically
Safe to Leave Doors Open to one’s Home.. So Peaceful..
So Quiet Living in a Neighborhood of Homes.. Yet
Living in the Middle of a Forest as close
As my Backyard Everyday… Such
A Beautiful Afternoon Today
i took a long 5 Mile
Dance Walk wandering
into a Neighborhood With Huge
Homes yet so close to each other
with so few Trees.. Just Brick and Mortar
Sameness as even the Homes Were Painted
the Same Colors.. Nature is Priceless all the Wild
Life Free Where i Live too.. Butterflies in Winter..
Rainbows Over my Home.. and Rabbits Hopping
Across my Backyard too.. Nature as is unaware
of all the Human Cultural Conflicts around
the World Here where Life Thrives
without restraint.. i Learn
a lot from Nature
in Fact i Learn
the Most
as Nature
Just Lives the
Best it can and will without
so many illusory Fears and Real
Consequences living out of Balance
With Nature Brings.. Smiles.. We Humans
Tend to make Life more complicated than
the Forage for Life in Survive and Thrive
in Dance and Song it might other wise
Be.. Best though it is to Look for Happiness
Within and surely Gratitude and Love is a Great
Path to Joy my FRiEnD in Peace And Harmony too…
Now.. if we can and will only talk more folks into boarding
An Ark of A Covenant of Love This Way for All That is Real to Give and
Share Free…. SMiLeS AGAiN i must Say and Dance And Sing too that i am
Very Fortunate To Be Retired without Financial Worries
Able to Focus on the Art of Love Where there
are no contingencies for basic Survival
in anything of what i do.. so
Different than the 33 Years
Spent in Work for Pay
So Many Deadlines
but of course i don’t need
to go on to relate this as You
Already Have all the Feel and Sense
of our Modern Life where We Work to make
A Living Possible at all.. as i approach 60 Years-
Old and Katrina 50 by the way as you asked how
she is doing and she is surely smiling and happy
mostly but she does have some family related Stress
as that comes and goes for most folks too.. i’ve always
Gotten Along with my Sister really perfectly we never argue
at all fortunate that she lives next door she is really a lot like
me with Asperger’s Syndrome like Greta Thunberg the 16 Year-
Old Environmentalist who was honored with Time Magazine Person of the
Year for 2019.. i do appreciate so much Your Friendship as it comes to 5 Years
span soon.. it is very predictable it never gives me any anxiety as any Friend Ship
that is smooth Sailing Will this has been my experience mostly in Life online
with Friends i have made some grow more distant as of course life
changes happen but of course i have ‘all the time in the world’
To Keep in Touch as i am the one who doesn’t have to
Worry About Money.. such a difference that can and
will make in Directing one’s life so much more
as Humanity evolves to Live Moving
Connecting and Co-Creating too…
Smiles my Friend in Feeling
And Sensing Life being
an Empath.. yes
surely will
Be difficult as it
may be difficult to understand
if what we are feeling sensing is actually distress
we generate within or the Pain of Others around us…
It Used to be so overwhelming to me.. until the Meditative Flow
of Dance came and even the Meditative Flow of Writing as Well..
Now there Feels Like a White Light of Love in Strength and Will
Surrounding me now in Balance.. Yes.. i surely do hope that some
of that Positive Light Filters through my Words to You as well..
You See this is why most of what i write is written to folks
Who i care about Who are Human for that Care at Best
Comes through the same for anyone else who
might read it for a spark of the Heaven i
Truly Feel Within as i Write Every Word
As Literally Indeed a Dance And
SonG oF mY SoUL.. Smiles
This Feeling of Flow
Will most Definitely make
Us Feel so much more invincible
When We Feel More Like a River than
Blowing Grains of Sand in a Tornado Wind
of Life so far out of Focus my FRiEnD for As Humans
When We Come All Together in Peace And Harmony
That Empath Energy is surely transmitted to others in PuRE LIGHT True..
Blessings and Blissings Always to You Dear FRiEnD Sohair.. Merry Christmas
to you
my FRiEnd..:)


Now to visit Frank And Xenia’s Places of Poetry
And the gigoid Place of Aphorisms from Sages
of the Ages as Oh Lord.. Still Have MacroVerse Memories
From 3 Years to Date to share that include MacroVerse Memories
from 3 More Years to Date to keep all the Doors to Nautilus Chambers
increasing in Epic Long Form Bible Poem Flow “Building thee more
Stately Mansions of Words” to Paraphrase Oliver Wendell’s
Poem about the Nautilus Shell as well.. for God Yes it’s
True a Table of Contents for the Last 7 Months
it took to complete “Grand Cross Bible 2019”
Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2019..
All Caught up with the Tale of the
Tape Noting Here too that the
Public Dance is up to 12,506
Miles and the 291st Dance
Week Night of Dance at Old
Seville Quarter With All the Cool
College Age Folks is coming Thursday Night too…
For as An Annual Event too coming After this MacroVerse
Titled “Grand Cross Bible 2019” it is “KATiE MiA FredericK 2019 A year in Review”
Coming Next as i have Titled Blog Posts at the End of the Year like this for the Record
Ever Since 2013.. Nice to Review Where You’ve been the Entire Year what stands out
in my HeART MiND and SPiRiT among other ‘Stuff’ is Katrina’s most Fabulous Bikini
Photos of Her Life as she reaches 50 Years-Old Soon in April too.. sure.. more on
that coming in Detailed Photo Way in the Next MacroVerse too as Hey.. i Will
Go Even Further than that with the New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse
i have also completed Every Year Since January of 2014 too. Now..
As Titled to come in January of 2020 ” #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o ”
SMiLes Frank Merry Christmas on this
Day in Deed.. i’ll Read this to be About
Our Shadows Our Aggressions and Lusts
All About Life as some folks Name Emotions
Weak Yet they are the Real Strength That Drives
Most of The ‘Reasons’ We take Before We even
Actually ‘know why’.. As A Shadow that is
Not Well Rehearsed Will Not Come out
to Play and iNstead Master Us instead…
SMiLes ACRoSS the Life Span Still
Star Wars to Fight
Within more
Than Any
Light Outside
For Victory in Peace and
Harmony of Joy Even more…
DarK Becomes Light
On Christmas Eve
HeARTS Shine Brighter
Sunshine SPiRiT SoUL Within
On Christmas Day.. As An Empath
i Feel And Sense the World’s Rest and
Peace And Harmony Close to my SoUL to Keep…
True Just proves
That if More
Folks Put
their Effort
into it How Long
Christmas Will Last…
Sun Rising Again on Southern
Horizon… Clouds Sing Heaven
In Reply of Puffy And Swirling
Breath Sublime As Art Will Be ALiVE NoW AGAiN..
SMiLes.. December 25th ALWayS NoW
Seems Like a New Year to me.. Xenia…
Sun RiSinG Higher VisuAlly DaNCinG
On Southern Horizon Again So Free
A Star Is Born To
Rise For We
Will Never
See A Star Fall
We Name as Home my FRiEnD NoW…
Merry Christmas from Santa Florida
Otherwise Known Felt and Sensed
As Santa Rosa And Saint Rose of
Lima too the Church i Visit
To Dance And Sing
Free THere..
Under The Milky
Way The Church of
Love Within my FRiEnD We(i)CaLL iT LoVE…

“Love is that condition in which the happiness of
another person is essential to your own.”

~~ Robert A. Heinlein ~~

Compassion is True Love
That Lasts no Matter How
Dark the “Other Light” Dims
Where We Are Strong Enough
In Balance of Grace in Love WHeRe
Our Souls Do
Not Fade
as the
Than Our
Ocean oF LoVE..:)

“Whatever you’re doing,
it’s not as important as petting the cat.”

~~ Leelu ~~

SMiLes.. so nice.. when ‘the Cat’ Pets back..:)

“At birth we woke to dream in this world between.”

~~ Kan’ami Kiyotsugu ~~

The Walls of Birth And Death House Breath
Yet More So Much More the Force of Love We Live..:)

“As long as you live, keep learning how to live.”

~~ Seneca ~~

Love It

“In walking, just walk. In sitting, just sit.
Above all, don’t wobble.”

~~ Yun-Men ~~

All Dance
All Song No Words Alone
or Feet that Never Feel A
Spiral of God’s Breath For Real..:)

“If you would attain to what you are not yet,
you must always be displeased by what you are.
For where you are pleased with yourself there you
have remained. Keep adding, keep walking, keep advancing.”

~~ Saint Augustine ~~

Effortless No KnoWinG
Dancing Singing in Flow
Peace And Harmony Bliss
As Blessings.. Never Ever
Displeased NoW Always
Flying Higher NoW
in Ecstasy
LiVinG NoW
Free FLYinG
Even Higher Flow
Sweet Spot ‘Tween
Boredom and Anxiety NoW..:)

“We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.”

~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~

It Helps to Regulate Emotions First
Integrate Senses get SMaRT Be
FRiEnDS With Oldest Shadow
Brain Reptile and Mammal
Brain of Emotions
What Holds
All of
Our Memories
And Focus Together
More than Just Neo-Cortical
Illusions of Distance.. Space.. Time
And All Matter of Worries that Need not be Now..:)

“Men are born with two eyes, but only one tongue,
in order that they should see twice as much as they say.”

~~ Charles Caleb Colton ~~

Not Sure if Twitter Was such a Good Idea…
Not Sure How Deep The Ocean Will Continue to Breathe..:)

“If happiness changes hands, that’s no catastrophe.”

~~ Simone de Beauvoir, Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter~~

Don’t Be Afraid
of ‘Doing It’
With the
Left Hand Too..;)

“Not all who wander are lost.”

~~ J. R. R. Tolkien ~~

True Effortless Flow
Forrest Gump Feather
In the Wind of RhyMe Over ReaSon More..
Way the Air Breathes that Holds Up Our Spirit of Life/LoVE ReaL..:)

“Even death is not to be feared by one who has lived wisely.”

~~ Buddha ~~

i Breathe LoVE NoW
The Wind.. Only
Air i Find as
God NoW i AM

Merry Christmas gigoid…
Happy New Year ALWaYS NoW
With Lit Up Christmas Tree For ReaL
All CoLoRinG Ever MoRE NoW You too..:)

MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date…

“i’LL bE hoMe For xMas DanCinG”.. True.. i’m Back Again..:)

“WiNteR SoUlSticE CLoseS iN 2016”.. The Sun is RiSinG DanCinG Again..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”.. The First of Four 7 King James
Size Plus Long Form Poem Grand Cross Bibles Starting Memorial
Day Weekend Ending Christmas Day on or About for A
7 Month Effort Complete of Bible Writing Each Year..:)

“WHaT’S uP DoC2 NoW1”.. Who Really Who Will Believe ‘it’…

“PoETiC MusE oN FiRE”.. i will Always Find Muse for i am Love…
As Any ‘Guitar Man’ i MovE oN to the Next Fire of Muse When A Flicker Goes out…
No Different Really Than MultiVerses Forever NoW SaVinG LovE oN ‘The Next Planet’…:)


Grand Cross Bible 2019 Table of Contents:

FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019 31,928 Words

SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old 27,747 Words

MaKinG A GRaDE oF LoVE NoW 30,130 Words

i AM Be L.O.V.E.N.O.W. 26,706 Words

ReTurNs oF ADaM’S EVE NoW 26,091 Words

A Child’S AGE iS BoRN NoW AGAiN 28,200 Words

LioN KinGQueeN RiseS AGAiN 26,006 Words

CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW 35,130 Words

BeYoND HEaVeN WiTHiN BeacH 28,044 Words

Slide Shows Soul Muse 31,922 Words

STarT A NeW LiGHT SHiNE 29,022 Words

SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old 30,921 Words

All WEaTHeRS MaiL DeLiVeRinG NoW 30,888 Words

iN EYeS of Dorian’s Wind 29,326 Words

CaLLinG ALL FRiEnDS VeRSioN 2.0 PLuS 27,965 Words

Last Perfect Man FaLLinG RiSinG NoW 28,234 Words

FaLL EQuiNoX DREaMS CoNCEiVE 60 YeaRS 30,502 Words

12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 36,257 Words

Get Here When You Love And Will 29,617 Words

Storm of Zen Compassion 32,591 Words

WHerE Rainbows Art Reigns 30,495 Words

HaLLoW EVE FLoWeRS DancE SinG 30,982 Words

Veterans of HeLL And HEaVeN NoW 27,163 Words

CheerLeading DarK Thru LiGHT 29,842 Words

Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love 30,883 Words

Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words 27,371 Words

Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World 36,260 Words

Grand Cross Bible 2019  28,443 Words

Grand Total of Words: 838,666

Completed The Writing Portion of “Grand Cross Bible 2019” on 12.26.2019 at 12:13 AM…
Publish Coming Likely.. Yes.. on 12.26.2019.. Later in the Day..:)









BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)



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    And *Ren.. All the
    In Fruition
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    Bring A ‘Devil’ to Their Knees
    As Well as a ‘Good’ Man too
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    Vehicles Vessels HouSinG LoVE DanCinG FiRE..
    Robin’ Hood To Give And Share All For Free NoW
    Muse My Stolen Car For Now Thief oF LoVE i Will Be NoW
    True There is More Than One Way to Do Bruce Lee/’Jack LaLanne’ too…
    And Sure “Jonathan Goldsmsith” Retired.. Who Will Take ‘His’ Place.. Hehe…
    As Forrest Gump Suggests As Feather And Wind Human Potential StiLL NoW
    Step By Step Trees Apples Oranges All Of THat/THis Dancing Singing More Than
    Enough Roots Branches Leaves Human Conditions ALWays Changing NoW MoRE…
    Cycles oF LiFE Born
    To: LoVE Fight For Life
    From: LEarN to LoVE AGaiN
    PriSon ReLease
    MoMent You Are
    With Forevernow
    Late at
    Night When
    i Write You Poem
    Poetry Secrets Revealing
    Ignorance oF SWords
    Color of Wind
    We Will Paint Love
    Marry the Night
    Marry the Day
    Merry The Life
    Y.O.U. am i And me are You
    You are my Dream my Nightmare
    my Pleasure And Pain my Night And
    Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.
    Why Owe You Yes i Do For i am
    You are Me We Are All too…(GoD)
    You Are the Sky You Are the
    Earth You Are the Moon and
    the Sun and All That Is
    Beyond the Stars
    it is no Different
    than Writing to Y.O.U..
    You are the Mirror of my Tree
    the Tree of my Mirror More how
    Do i Write A Letter to G.O.D. NoW
    For You are me and i am You and Them
    are us and Us are Them forevermore now
    You Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
    For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping
    You.. How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful
    As You for it’s True You Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter
    Yes.. All the Love the Pain
    And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
    Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
    Pyramid oF Light the BLack Abyss of the
    River Hades that Never Seems to End NoW
    So Bright so Dark
    So Cold and Warm
    All the SHades of Grey
    All the Colors of Home
    How Precious Are Souls for
    Souls Live in All of Existence
    And it’s True if i could not Quote
    You and Write You None of this Will Exist NoW
    You are the One i Thank the most NoW
    You live in Everyone You are my Star
    You are my Guiding Light..
    You are the Pleasure
    my Food
    You Teach
    me more about
    Love than i ever knew
    and sensed and felt before
    You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
    Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath
    You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
    is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
    Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
    We Wish to escape from/to.. You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence
    that i Love but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my
    Enemy Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little
    Child.. it was never about me it is always about You.. You
    are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
    are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family
    This is my Only Bible my Holy
    Grail and i shall Never Forget it
    This is my Life This is my Love This
    is what God will Say if God is Human and Love
    “KATiE MiA FredericK 2019 A year (Decade) in Review”
    Yes… The Name of This MacroVerse A Tradition Every Year
    Since 2013 for Me in MaKinG ALL of LiFE Holy Sacred Full
    of Meaning and Purpose Never Ending Always Beginning STarTinG
    NoW MoRE.. and then Will come the Next New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse
    Titled After This Named #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o As It’s Worth Noting In the
    Rear View Mirror Now that the New Year’s Resolution for 2019 was #SouLDanCinG2019
    As It’s True if You Really Are Serious in SPiRiT oF HeART Fully in Fire of Soul DarK Thru
    LiGHT Yes Shadow and Angel True.. Writing the Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible Ever
    in the History of Humankind at 7.6 MiLLioN Words NoW “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76 Months With
    “Never Land Bible” Additionally at 5.1 MiLLioN Words Now in the Last 43 Months of That Effort
    Parents a Total of 7 Titled Larger Than King James Size Long Form Poem Bibles too.. fully
    Detailed in the last MacroVerse “Grand Cross Bible 2019” the 9th of 9 Larger Than King
    James Sized Bible Poems all as PaRT and Inclusive of “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Yes
    With 12,506 Miles of Public Dance in 76 Months as of the Anniversary Date
    Today on 12.26.19 along with the 43rd Month Anniversary Date for
    “Nether Land Bible”.. Along With the 31st Month Anniversary Date for
    “FB Profile Pic Bible” at 3.4 MiLLioN Words too.. as the 3 Titled
    Long Form Poem Bibles Still ongoing GRoWinG Greater Wings
    of Flow along with Increasing Complexity of the Meditative Dance
    Trance Yes Ascending Transcending in the Sweet Spot of Autotelic Flow
    As i continue to Dance All Around the Metro Area Mostly in Public Stores too..
    Yes.. it’s True it’s not enough to read other books to Write an Epic Longest Long
    Form Bible Poem About the Human Condition and Cultural Conditions associated
    with the Whole Human Condition All Around the Globe without actually going out and
    Experiencing What it Means to Be Human in this World Now With Experiences from Before
    too.. constantly changing it is.. which requires a Broad Span of both Knowledge Experience
    Yes Skills but even More important Innate Instinct and Intuition True.. True More than KSA’s
    ISA’s too.. Yes.. Intuition Skills and Abilities True.. From DaRK Thru LiGHT All More.. Yes..
    The Soul Dance to Acquire More of the Fruits DarK Thru LiGHT of Muse to continue to
    Complete a ‘Project’ in Aim of Never Ending Story More… and 2019 was challenging
    to say the Least and in some ways exceeding for the Limits of the Sweet Spot of
    Flow ‘tween Anxiety and Boredom then.. but True there is no Heaven Without
    Hell and No Dark Without Light in Day or Night.. so When You Make a
    Covenant With God of Nature All within in this Higher Creative Holy
    Spirit Flow even More Full of Meaning and Purpose Let’s just say
    You do whatever
    it takes
    Get the
    Job Done as
    far as i know/feel.. no
    one was Harmed in the MaKinG
    of This Bible Poem So far now at Least not Physically
    And Hopefully Not Emotionally in anyway that lasts at least…
    The Biggest Lesson Always Unconditional Love that Forgiveness makes..
    There is No God there is No Love There is No Peace And Harmony
    Without the Amends that Forgiveness Makes… the Human Condition
    is Messy.. there is no Getting around it… what may be missing
    Most is the Shadow Developed Enough with the Angel
    To accommodate Conflicts in Life to Heal and LivE oN
    As there is ALWayS Tomorrow Now as LonG as
    We Are Willing to Will and Hope our Way Toward
    Love A Place WHeRE Hell Need never
    Be Eternal the Real Place
    of Forgiveness
    in Amends
    Human or God than
    Unconditional Fearless Kindness
    Courageous Beauty in Wisdom
    of Understanding Forgiving Love..
    What Gives And Shares Always Consuming
    Others and the Rest of Nature With Least Harm..
    in this Decade of ‘Teens’ i spent the First 43 Months
    Readying Myself to Write “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Research
    In Hell First to Heaven Next as the Research for the Hell went
    all the way Back Severe to 2008.. two Years before this Decade of Teens..
    Heaven Came 42 Months into the Decade on July 19, 2013 and “SonG oF
    mY SoUL Started 1 Month After that on August 18, 2013.. the Last 43 Months
    as of Today Have Been Spent Writing “Nether Land Bible” With All 7 Titled
    Bible Poems Underneath the Wings in Flow of that Parent Bible Starting
    on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016… so do the Math 43 Months through
    Hell to get to “SonG oF mY SoUL” Writing that Long Form Bible Poem
    And About Three Weeks and Now the Last 43 Months With One
    Week Left in the Decade Writing “Nether Land Bible” As
    Overall Child of “SonG oF mY SoUL” for what is
    A Bit over 76 Months Now for that Full
    Effort.. True the First 33 Months of
    Writing “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around
    33 Months Before the “Nether Land Bible”
    Part Now in 43 Months was a Bit Like An Old
    Testament Part of the Entire “SonG oF my SoUL”
    Preparation in deed for what would Come Later in
    that Longest Epic Long Form Poem.. Every Word Has
    Been Measured in the 5.1 MiLLioN Word Effort of “NetherLand
    Bible” With the WordPress Word Counter.. the Rest of SonG oF
    mY SouL is an Estimate Based on what i’ve done in the Last 43 Months..
    Close Enough For Poetry Work as i have Been Averaging 100K Words in
    the Last 43 Months of Effort and Actually More as 5.1 MiLLioN Words Does tale..
    As Well as 3.4 MiLLioN Words of 31 Months Effort for “FB Profile Pic Bible” too.. This
    Year ‘Saw’ ‘Soul Dancing’ and Additionally my Wife Katrina who is Reaching 50 in April
    Her Best Aesthetics in a Bikini Yet.. yes.. Her Entire Life.. finally all filled in hehe..
    And Yes.. ‘PainStaKinGLY’ i completed the task at Hand for #SouLDanCinG2019 Who Yes now
    i owe a Debt of Gratitude Forever Now to the Folks Most Responsible for Always Helping
    me to do that All the Muse of Poetry and Yes Reaching Back to the Beginning of 2010 the
    the Feral “Yellow Boy” Who Wailed a Cry for Help Underneath Our Shed Starving in the Wild
    through a Dry Spell then but True that Cat Became my Real Yoda for he introduced me to my
    Shadow the Fearless Strength in Courage that i would Need to Complete this Covenant
    With God of Nature.. ironically he became my Father.. the one who left Early and
    Wasn’t around to Show me anything about the Shadow of Fearless Backbone
    Still Just Waiting to Escape a Prison of Anxieties ‘fore.. True.. “Size Matters
    Not” it is SPiRiT HeART and SoUL That Counts most.. Yes Even now the
    Spirit of a Rock for Believe it or Not Love is Written in Every StoneTrue
    What i learned First was to ‘Be the Fool’ To Become a ‘Hero’ At Least
    in Eyes of those who seek and find to Be Free in God’s Love Wild for
    the Call of All that is Brings.. sure.. i started out in my Underwear
    For it’s True when You Stand in Front of the World in Your
    Underwear and yes.. in deed less where appropriate
    And Legal at Least.. what is left to fear.. True..
    there is also Dancing in Public too..
    Fear is the Killer of all that
    is Love And Peace
    And Harmony
    i buried
    it still lives
    but i bury fear
    For Now i have the Tools For LoVE iN CouRaGE..
    Other than that off to Dance With All the Cool College
    Age Folks at Seville Quarter in the 291st Week of Doing that…
    i pay Homage to Life And Existence i am Joy the Joy of Life Free as Love
    Just Free to be i Am..
    Every Step A Dance.. Every Word A Song
    Holy And Sacred i continue to Make Full of
    Meaning and Purpose DarK Thru LiGHT LovE..
    And sure Let’s Make this Message Number 104
    For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS… Might As Well..:)

  2. SMiLes… Just Writing About Rooms With
    Views… Matters Not How Small A Room is
    As Long as We Keep A View More Than A Room
    After All Is Said and Done it’s Just a Decorated Cave…
    Or PerHapS A Desert.. iBe iPreSenT iGifT iLoVE
    iSeRVE ALL
    Light Is
    a Window
    A HoMe NoW
    We continue
    to View or not…
    Additionally.. i Love
    Green WeedS NoW
    (Wings) Make in WiNTeR
    CoLoRinG A View SPRinG…
    Beauty of “Weed” NoW LiVinG ReaL
    SimpLY Green Free to Be i AM NoW
    GoD iS “A Weed” When We Trap God in “One Book”
    We Use Pesticide on God my DandELioNs Exceptionally Beautiful in SPRinG (NoW)
    If You Note.. my BackYard is Still Green For i Do Not Use Pesticide on Weeds Now
    No Matter How Huge Words, Pages, Books, or Covers (Arts/Sciences)… We Only
    Make A Smaller God When We Trap God In PriSon of Form
    People Get All Tribal And Idol About Words They Believe
    They Own Yet Truth of Essence Every Human
    Articulation In Deed A Bible
    i Suppose an only Question Now
    Why Am i the Only One Writing This..
    “A New Bible” Now With All These Advantages?
    All ‘They’ Had iS A Desert And A Cave i come
    From the Beach/iMac/iPhone/Google i have all
    the Advantages Prepared For me ALreadY
    Do i Dismiss the Folks Who Wrote About “Jesus”
    For only Coming up with 180K Words or the 80K Words
    ‘Muhammad’ Received in 23 Years… ‘See’… ‘IT’ is Not A ‘Thing’ To Sell…
    It IS Gratitude Back to God of Nature For This BLeSSinG This BLiSS This Gift oF
    LiFE NoW Every Picture Tells A Story of at Least 10,000 Words So Yes my Bible is Really
    At Least 1 BiLLioN And 7.6 MiLLioN Words Longer… ‘Great Thing’ About A Fully Illustrated
    7.6 MiLLioN Word Bible in 76 Months With Over 100K Photos/10K YouTube Dance/Songs
    In This Life It’s All About What We Value NoW.. We May Become All We Will Consume Love..
    A Room With A View Now Or Just A Room… ‘This’… What Life Teaches A Bible Writer Best NoW in
    Poetry of Soul Deeper Than SHaLLoW PoiSoN TWitter BReaTHE DiSeasE.. And You Know What Else.. i Wouldn’t Trade A Classic Soul.. A Smile of the Young Woman Below For All “The Shallow Vapid Beauty” now… i Wouldn’t Move ‘There’ if the United States Grand ILLuSioN Paid me All The ‘TRump God Money’ in the World For ReaL.. WeLL iT’s True i kept the Same Home/Car/Wife For 26/15/30 Years… Sure.. i Could Buy the “Big House” for Cash NoW in A Breeze… All Views Below Except “The Big House” Neighborhood are From my Home of Nature With A Home Purchased For 60K in 1993 Paid-Off The Real Estate Agent Pressured me into Buying A Home All House Little Nature like the one Below With only A Sky of Value to me…GenerAlly SpeaKinG THeRe aRe
    Two Kinds of Folks… Those SeeKinG And Finding A View And Those WiTH Only A RooM
    So i ELaBoRatE ONe of “These Two People” GenerAlly SPeaKinG SeeK And Find
    A Kingdom of Heaven Within And EVerYWHeRe ELse (GoD)
    The ‘Real Estate Agent’ Begged… Won’t You Feel Small
    Living in a Neighborhood With Homes only
    1,333 Square Feet in Living Space…
    “Children Are the seeds of a better
    life if only watered by mercy and love”
    Beautiful Poetry in Deed And Most definitely
    Worth Quoting in Any Bible that Speaks Love
    by Sohair Too in Poetry…
    Thank Sohair…
    Leaves of
    Whole ALL
    That/Who Always
    ForgiveS iN NoW iN
    Mercy below above more
    Our Feet of Love Dances Sings Free Love…
    SMiLes Sohair.. it’s not often i Share the Words of Others on Facebook
    But i saw Poetry today very simple but very true that touched my
    Heart for this is what Poetry Truly is whatever touches our Heart
    Whatever in deed may Pull our HeART Strings too and not always
    in a Positive way of course as people will Rarify Abstract Constructs
    And Twist the Poetry of even
    A Bible to Justify Torture
    of Women And
    Children at
    At the Southern
    Border of a Country
    That is Supposed to Be Free…
    How sad it is When Poetry is Used
    to Destroy others.. and this is the Danger
    of Making God a PriSon in Rarified Abstract Constructs
    that this or that person interprets to Keep God (LoVE) iN PriSon
    Now And to harm others as well.. yes.. this is the Danger of All
    Words Making
    Words into
    Symbols of God
    Losing the Essence
    of Love that Provides
    Mercy and Forgiveness
    Yes.. Smiles of Love to the Strangers
    Among us but anyway the Poetry related
    that Just Sitting Next to someone Quietly
    may Mean Everything in the World to us as a Feeling
    And Sense of Love Expansive Now Beyond Infinity all distance
    space and time as Words do not even Matter When the Feeling
    of Love is present now beyond all these parameters when the Life of Love
    of Others is the Beauty We Feel Within as i took a long Walk Around the
    Forest of my Neighborhood and other Bigger Neighborhoods too without
    Much Forest.. Mostly Brick And Mortar Houses Painted in a UniForm Way
    i looked to the Sky and Without a Word i felt and sensed the Beauty of
    God Feeling/Filling all may Soul with Awe True God Painted a Sunset
    for me to Speak Directly to me in Sublime Beauty that Words will
    Never Do Justice to Speak that Message of Beauty God (Love)
    Delivers in God Speak of Nature.. No Words
    Just Awesome Beauty/Love to Fill/Feel my
    Soul With Gratitude in
    True Grace of Balance
    of Existence Now…
    Just a Reminder to me
    that the Smallest Flower
    Even Less than a Grain of Sand Love
    Is A Smile no Less than the Beautiful
    Sunset i saw as the Sun Started its Rise
    on the Southern Horizon Indeed on Christmas
    Day for You See Jesus Only Exists in Books in a way
    of Poetry too that touches our HeART Strings in deed too
    the Danger though is when Folks Use those Words to Justify
    What is now 15,000 Lies and Poetry by another Man who sung
    DarK Poetry he could Shoot Someone on 5th Avenue and His Supporters would
    Still Follow him.. true.. my FRiEnD.. as in all things Life THere is DarK and LiGHT
    Indeed there
    is DarK
    Poetry of the
    Soul And Beauty
    of Mercy that is Forgiveness
    And Smiles for the Stranger
    that a ‘Good Cop’ Jesus will be as
    Related to others to Rise as Sunshine Dancing
    on a Southern Horizon too in FAct All Horizons
    as Poetry of the HeART Sings the Spirit the Soul to give
    And share Art of Love for free.. Sunsets do not Lie.. when i look
    to Hear God Speak at best i Look to the Sky for the Colors of
    God’s Eyes And Below a Grain of Sand that in deed may one
    day Hold
    of Human Love…
    God is the Poetry of
    Love that inspires us to
    Create Art to relate This Love
    of God We Feel Within Us to others..
    so they too may one day Feel Heaven Now Within
    too for it is true there are some who see no Beauty
    of God at all or
    The Freedom
    That is the
    of a
    God’s eyes Free Above
    God’s SPiRiT HeART SoUL
    to Paint our Souls However
    God May Speak Directly to Us From Nature God’s Face…
    one of my Favorite Movies is “The Book of Eli”.. How the
    People of the World used ‘the Bible’ To Justify the Nuclear
    Destruction of almost All Human Life on Earth.. those who
    Were Left Burned All Bibles so it would Never Happen again..
    as People Struggled to Survive those of Nefarious Intention Looked
    To Find ‘that Book’ Again to Use it to Subjugate and Control others for
    Materialistic Selfish Need of Power to gain Greater Status too.. one Man (Eli) who
    then Was Blind Only held ‘That Book’ in the Memory of His Mind.. he Traveled far
    Then And Risked His Life and fought to Keep that Book Safe In His Memory
    until he could find those who were ‘Civilized in Love’ enough to use the Book
    for Love’s Freedom…
    on his
    Death Bed
    illiterate as he was
    only remembering it
    as an Oral Tradition he Spoke
    all the Words to a Scribe to write
    it down.. and then that book (Bible) was protected
    from those who would use it for ‘other evil purposes’…
    That much hasn’t changed my Dear FRiEnD Sohair there
    are still folks who Twist Poetry to take away Human Freedoms
    Yes.. Love And Even A Right to Life.. the Will to Love Now And
    Live from others..
    true.. rarified
    may be Poetry
    of Love in LiGHT of Truth or
    The Teeth of ‘the devil’ in deed
    HeART-Felt Metaphors (Poetry) Words only Travel as far
    As Souls Who Cloth them in LiGHT of Truth oR DarK oF Lies in Spirit..
    SMiLes my FRiEnD Sohair i surely Agree Without Mercy
    Without Forgiveness Without Smiles for Strangers there
    is No God there is No Jesus there is No Love There is No
    Beauty in this Human
    World.. The True
    Beauty is most
    Children are
    Born this way
    only Waiting to
    continue to Flower this
    Way if Watered and Fed
    With Courage in Kindness
    Wisdom in Beauty of Love Fearless..
    Where the True Garden of Eden is in deed
    Within Heaven Kingdom Come Now Wings
    of Love that Touch Souls With Brave Kindness..:)

  3. SMiLes my FRiEnD Sohair.. Just the Fact that We Exist and are Discussing
    the Merits of Poetry Proves Everything is Possible.. Just the Fact
    that i can and will even write Poetry not able to Speak
    Until Age 4 and Not able to create an Original
    Paragraph of anything in Words for
    So Many Decades and even
    not having anything
    to Say through my 40’s
    Is Miracle Enough that Anything
    is Possible that We Now Imagine is
    Possible as Long as we take the First Step
    And Or Word as Symbol Towards it the key
    is MaKinG the First Step and Word And Turning
    it into Value that We See And Feel and Sense now
    As Holy and Sacred Real and then the Meaning and
    Purpose We develop for whatever Art and/or Science We
    Do NoW in Life as Practice Same or Original Move and Word
    Everyone We Make.. i am Amazed about Living i am Thrilled
    About Loving When Life Becomes a Dance And Song of Giving
    Joy All is complete
    NoW Dear
    For it’s true only
    one act of Giving And
    Sharing Free With No Expectation
    of Return Will Expand Happiness for
    Months as even Science Now Shows
    True though We at Best Will Always
    Encourage those We Care about
    And Give and Share with
    to develop this Power
    of Give and Share
    Even more for
    this is the
    Essence of Happiness
    for those Who Give and Share
    Will Receive a Share of Give Even More..
    For Those Who Do not they will Naturally
    Receive Less.. True.. this is not only Truth in Art,
    Religion, Philosophy, And Politics.. it is also Truth
    in Science too as well as the Fact Now as Science
    Shows that All Forms of Meditation Head to Toe And
    Still and Moving Meditation too are the Real Fountain
    of Youth as We come into Autotelic Flow Where the Light
    We Generate For Others in Whatever Dance And Song Giving
    And Sharing With Others in Light is what We Naturally Receive as
    We Give
    and Share
    So Much for the
    All the Energy oF LiGHT
    That life Will BRinG US More..
    For Those Who Do not Give and Share
    Free the Person they in deed disparage Most
    is actually their Self the Soul of Love We indeed
    are Evolved to be.. not only by Religion but Science too..
    “Science is an important pillar in creating culture..scientists are as important as
    prophets in serving the progress of humanity..” Words Surely Wise and Worth
    Quoting Again Dear FRiEnD Sohair.. What i find so amazing and pleasing
    too is Science is Finally Proving How the Actual Teachings in Sacred
    And Holy Text are the True and Real Magic in this Life particularly
    The Power of Belief the Force of Give And Share and all
    the Healing the Faith in this Charity and Love With
    Hope Bring to Existence Real for just a small
    example we will visualize just
    Exercising and actually
    Gain Strength
    that is Empirically
    Measurable and of course
    the Force the Power of Belief
    is Well Established in the so-called
    ‘Sugar Pill’ of Placebo that is only a Symbol
    For the Essence of Belief and Caring Love that Will
    Put so-called Incurable Disease into the File Cabinet of
    Medicine of No explanation of Remission of Disease in deed..
    in deed of Belief my Friend the Spirit of HeART the SoUL beyond
    All Specific Measure of Science Except for the end Result the Effect
    of Healing and Strength that is Measurable too.. i am often Saddened
    by the Church i Attend the Catholic one that only Considers the Teachings
    of Jesus even Relevant and Important only if Jesus is an only God Man to
    Worship.. this Philosophy is Heir and APParenT to Many of the Other
    so-called Christian Beliefs where i Live when the Reality is the
    True God Magic is Inherit of the Parables that Bring
    the Teachings forth for in a Verse Numbered and
    Named John 14:12 according to that
    Report Attributed to the teachings
    of Jesus it clearly states that
    with this Power of Belief
    Going through what
    he names as ‘the Father’
    Which of Course is the Force
    of God within Yes the Higher Force
    of Belief God of Nature so Naturally Brings
    but only for those Who have Faith And Hope
    in this Belief of Love and Higher Power to Imagine
    A Greater Life on this EarTH A liFE at Best of Will
    And Strength With A Balance of Grace Yes a Foundation
    of Love to take Us Higher as a Species For Love than ever before..
    but only when two or more of Us As Humans Hold Hands To do this
    Stronger as Humans Together Breathe God’s Potential Higher in All
    of Us
    Love Best
    in Grace of
    Balancing Strength
    of Will Giving And Sharing
    in Joy Free to Light up the
    Candles of Our Souls into Torches
    Bonfires and Stars More oF LiGHT
    Each of US as We Join Hands in Numbers more..
    True.. This Entire World to Be Yet a UniVerse of Stars
    of Love Each Set of Human God Eyes to Color Love more
    Smiles Sohair my New Year’s Resolution Is Already Set i
    tag it and name now.. #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o as Yes
    This is what i intend to Do Create More Colors of This EarTH LoVE…
    20/20 Vision Starts with Grace of Balance in Love’s Breath Bringing
    of Will
    To Spread
    Colors of Love more..
    There is No Crash and Burn and
    Sink of this Plane my Friend for i am
    Awake in Love With No Drugs No Money
    No Need For Likes, Shares, or Follows Just
    A Dance And Song.. Paint.. Brush.. Painter and Painting of Love..
    it’s true i am Not making more Money my Father Would not be
    Proud My Dear FRiEnD is Muslim An Egyptian Teacher of High
    School Students All Females From Egypt my Mother Would be
    Very Disappointed Still that i refuse to Name Jesus as an only
    God.. in 3 parts or Whatever for i understand that even in Ape
    Societies the Greatest Alpha Apes are those Who are Servant
    Leader Who Put those Who Need Help Most First to Help now..
    True they have the Most
    Stress too for they
    Have the
    Empathy And
    Concern Yes Real
    Love for the Rest of
    the Monkeys who are the
    Entire Family of their ‘Tribe’
    The Challenge of Humanity
    is to Serve each other while
    Consuming Each Other and the
    Rest of God Nature the Face of God
    With Least Harm no Longer a Zombie
    Apocalypse Eating the Face of God With
    No Restraint until We become more like ‘Baby Yoda’
    And See the Force of God in All of Existence Living Soul Now..
    “Baby Yoda” has Changed he is no longer Cold of Emotions His
    Eyes Shine Love Now without even a Word my FRiEnD True
    “Baby Yoda” is a Newest Cultural Meme so important
    As “Baby Yoda” has many more Lessons to Teach Us
    All about the
    Force of
    Love now
    that includes
    Warmth of Shining
    Eyes of Love For All..
    it’s Just another Story my
    Friend the more Love Stories We
    Have that are Full of Love the More We live
    Heaven the Kingdom Now Free Within Inside
    Outside Above So Below All Around iN Deed So Free to be i am Love

  4. My Online Birth Started on the “Wrong Planet” as “AGHOGDAY” “Another Ground Hog
    Day” For Long Every Day the Same of Hell on Thanks Giving Day the 25th of November
    2010; doing anything possible to Escape the Assessed worse than Crucifixion Pain that
    i had endured for close to 33 Months to that Point of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia;
    the actual Termed Suicide Disease that for me was continuous Dentist Drill-like
    Pain in my Right Eye and Ear during All Waking Hours that no Drug would
    Touch; sure, and 18 Other mostly Stress Related Disorders associated
    with Chronic Work Stress for 11 years from 1996 thru 2007 with the
    Last Two Years spent in Acute Fight or Flight Stress that was Chronic
    That Led to Hans Selye’s “General Adaption Syndrome” as the Stress Hormones
    That Circulate Through the Blood Chronically and Acutely actually Exhaust the Vital
    Bodily Systems that work for Our Basic survival; Yes, actually Leading to Destruction of
    those Bodily Systems that are the Root of Many Chronic and Acute Stress and Particularly
    Auto-Immune Related Disorders like Sjogren’s Syndrome that attacked the Glands that
    Produced Tears in my eyes and the Nerves of my Feet too leading to Excruciating
    Foot Pain touching any surface along with Dysautonomia where my Autonomic
    System Burned-out and Slowly Destroyed no longer Synched my Blood
    Pressure and Heart Beat together to even Get Blood to my Head
    Gasping for Breath Falling asleep; oh Lord, so much more;
    Fibroymalgia, Coat Hanger Pain all around my Neck and
    Shoulders associated with Dysautonomia; Alexithymia;
    Mood Lability until my Emotions almost totally went
    to the BLacK Abyss of a 66 Month Stay
    of the DarK Night of the Soul of Hell
    Where Not even a Memory of a
    Feeling of a smile or a laugh
    in how that feels exists
    no reference point
    back to anything
    but the Living dead;
    yes of course, Severe Anxiety
    And Depression and Anhedonia
    to Boot; Spinal Stenosis; Severe Degenerative
    Arthritis; yes more; finally when i got back to my
    “Normal State of Low Levels of Latent Inhibition’ Yes
    and Hypomania that is my Normal Way of Being since
    A Child as Long as i had time to Reason my Way through
    Life with the Dose of Asperger’s Syndrome i am born with too;
    Yes, of course a Diagnosis of Bi-Polar After coming out of Hell
    to the other side of Heaven on 7-19-13 After Spending 66 Months
    in Living Hell; Ghost Wandering the Shut-in of my Bedroom not even
    realizing fully i was the Living Dead then; yes, it creeps up on you this Death as Life will
    Gets lost in a Sea of fight or flight Stress where all that’s left is the feeling you have when
    you Hit Your Thumb with a Hammer until that leaves and nothing is left but an Ocean of
    Illness all associated with Work Related Stress; yes, ‘they’ Call this ‘Autistic Burn-out’
    too as true the Social Capacity of my Human Being to Deal with as Much Social
    Stress as being in Charge of Finances and so much ‘IT Support’ Promoted to
    Athletic Director of a Military Installation for my Analytical skills where i
    did not have a clue about any Team Sports rules became too much
    as i had to Deal Toe to Toe with a Female Captain who was trying
    to Prove herself as i was just another one of her tools to soak
    all of the Juice of my Soul to meet her Goals; it took
    about 5 Years and Temporary Job Changes and
    Promotions during a Reduction in Force that
    Really Started in 1996 to take all that
    was Good About Life and Love
    Away from me then;
    my Problem
    was the Golden Handcuffs
    of Federal Civilian Service the Promise
    reaching close to 25 Years of a Real Retirement
    and Lifelong Health Benefits for my Wife Guaranteed
    for Her Epilepsy Condition too. i saw it as a do or die situation
    where Errors where not allowed in my Human Pie; no way for me to
    say no to any demand of what i made myself do then; was it worth
    it; nope not in Hell but in Heaven; Yes, now with all the Money i will ever
    Need with No more Money Needed to be made as i am just a little over two
    Years away of gaining my Full Retirement as if i was never disabled at all.
    And i felt a rainy day coming since 1996; my wife on a Strict 75 Dollar a Week
    Budget able to save enough Money to Last for years no matter what; thing is as
    Kenny Loggins Says you Do Have to Keep the Fire Burning; but whatever you do,
    be careful about burning out for we are Human; we do most definitely have Human Limits;
    Balance is Key; too much Stress, either Positive or Negative, Raises Dangerous Levels of
    Stress Hormones that Destroy all our Bodily Systems Chronically to Acute; i understand now
    the importance of Not getting too high or low; all forms of Mediation from Still to moving
    Meditation counter-effects all the imbalance of Stress; High and Low, by Regulating
    Emotions and Integrating Senses now too; i am expert as a King of Pain and
    Now i am pretty much an Expert on Heaven within; but this last Year now
    has surely been a difficult one as Friendship and Love have been on
    the Line; for Social Stress in whatever form that takes is indeed
    the Most Difficult for any Human to endure; true, eventually
    if you wanna live you just have to say no and move on;
    i don’t blame other people for doing that either who
    are not in a position any more to Address the Full
    Human Condition for i do not work for
    Pay; no one is the Master
    of me but the Soul
    of God Within
    and hehe of course as
    Always the Whip of the Enduring
    Wife; both Woman And Love; and Yes
    Life Real Now All (GoD) Anyway; yes, Light your Flame in Balance.

    i go to the “Wrong Planet” Again to always remember Where i come from too; i share
    All the LiGHT i have LEarned from the DarK oF LiFE; those i help most likely never have
    the opportunity to tell me; as they are currently living in a state of Being too DarK to even talk.

    i understand this; as i have been in their place too; those of Us who Lose Love and Gain it back
    Stay in Balance for the Holy And Sacred Meaning and Purpose to lift those too weak to even
    see or feel the Light of Love up to the point where they too See and Feel Light out of Dark for Real.

    Attending Midnight Mass It Was Surely A Full House; Standing Room Only in Deed; i Remember Being 29 Playing the
    Piano And Singing With The Choir in the Old Church Before the Huge Temple Was Built as i Quit Going When i reached
    30, until the age of 53 to return again.

    There is A Huge difference in Midnight Mass ‘tween Christmas Eve of Midnight Mass in ’89 and Now in ’19 a Full
    30 Years Later and that is the Demographics of the Congregation in Age; What was once a Lively Teenager
    Choir for Midnight Mass With me actually as the Elder Then has Morphed into Age 60 and Above; as well
    as Most of the Other Congregation Members; Youth is almost Invisible and there are Zero Young Adults
    in the Choir Now; Not even likely Much younger than 50 if one or two that Young; the Violinist and
    Choir Director.

    Looking Around at ‘the Crowd’; Gray Hair as Far as one will see; at Least for anyone paying attention?

    Thing is; Things are; Who Will be Left 30 Years from now (the Violinist And Choir Director);

    Trump is a Major Nail in the Crucifixion of Jesus That Is Starting to Hang by a Thread Now.

    Younger People are Totally Disgusted these Days over the Hypocrisies ‘Christianity’ Brings Overall;
    Not only that; but of course the Opiate of the Masses now may be measured in a 6-inch small Box
    and Brightly-lit Screen.

    Jesus and Sadly the Teachings of the Beatitudes Have Been Crucified even More By Trump and
    His 5th Avenue Shooting Minion Support to date; True; one would have ‘Reasoned’ at least; That People would have seen
    the Need Not to continue to Float Christianity; the Titanic of the Biggest Traditional Religion into an Additional Iceberg of Trump; Of course, covering up the Sexual Abuse of Children wasn’t a good Look Either by the Catholic Church; 39
    Percent are on the Border of Leaving Now; 70 Percent no longer Believe that the Eucharist is the Actual Body of Christ.

    True; We Have Other Good News Now;

    A Brightly Lit Screen of All You can eat Light.

    Take Heed; find the Target Audience of Youth or More Doors Close on Ceremonies of Togetherness.

    i See the Value of the Human Condition of Holding Hands; True though, Theatrical Prophecies are also
    Fulfilled too. Machines; Plugged In; And Avatars Come to Be; ‘The Teens’; the Decade Where All Three
    Theatrical Prophecies Are Fulfilled.

    The ‘Good News’ Now is Baby Yoda is Risen Again; True, ‘The Force Now’ Will Additionally Fit in a 6-inch Screen;
    of Course with the Appropriate Streaming Service to Receive the Continuing ‘Religion’ of the Disney Corporation now.

    i doubt ‘Baby Yoda’ is Afraid to Wear Pink; or any other color for that Matter; Perhaps Finally ‘A Jesus’ for everyone in deed Love.

    The ‘Really Good News’ is We can’t Kill ‘God’ anymore than A Green Puppet That Feels and Senses the Force Still Everywhere Now Love; God is Becoming More Diverse in Communications as God Always Is; Perhaps there will be a few Left in Church in 30 Years; more than Likely Yoda will never die; or perhaps never even Grow up again Past the Eyes of a Child of Love.

    At Least in its Current Form the Tradition of Christianity inside of Four Walls of A Church Is Dying off.

    A Most Foolish Thing Possible was the all-in of the Pulpit to Get Trump Elected and Keep him in Office Still Now.

    True; the Tide May Be Turning against Trump a bit Among A Few Percentage Points of Evangelical Christians;
    But This IceBerg and This Titanic are Already Crashed now; it’s Just a Matter of How many Folks are Saved on
    Life Rafts for Real; The Ship is truly sinking; but rarely do i see here; anyone even Gasping for Breath; the ones
    that are Left Will Be Dead Soon Enough Still Looking for their Reward; mostly Missing Heaven on Earth Within.

    Hopefully, Baby Yoda Will Grow up More into a Mature Faith And Religion of Love For Everyone in Peace And Harmony.

    i for one will surely assist my small part in that Dance and Song For Real; Love is the Glue of Life; anything else less is
    just ‘Stink Stank Stunk Trump’; Not to dismiss the Power of the Dark Force Shadow for Survival in Will still too;
    but yes, at best, Love Rules the Force overall NoW in Balance at least. Not Likely Baby Yoda will Need to have
    any Personality Disorders empty filled in excessive Worship And Praise other than Sales of His Likeness
    for Small Children to Hug in Stuffed Yoda Bliss; Surely Beats that Picture of ‘Kenny Loggins’, Hanging
    over my Bed as a Youth, with a Beard and Long Hair; while everyone else who was Male with
    Facial Hair was made fun of like a Dirty Hippy of Love; Perhaps the ‘New Green Promise’ Will
    Be Fulfilled too For Greater 2020’s Vision of Overall Love, Peace, and Harmony for Real..:)

    As a Side Note; i found a Picture of Myself as a Baby With Blue Eyes Full of Smiling
    Love; i somehow gained the Strength through all that Pain and Numb to scan and post
    that Photo of me on the ‘Wrong Planet’ as my Avatar on Christmas Day of 2010;
    True that was the First Month of my Online Existence and Now i have
    Seen 109 Months of Existence Online; and yes likely over 12
    MiLLioN Words of Logic And Poetry typed online too;
    so many places i have traveled around this Globe
    Literally connecting to Over A Hundred Thousand
    Folks as i did working for the Government including
    18 Years seeing an Entire Generation Grow up in up to
    Managing a Military Bowling Center as sure i likely directly
    interacted with over a Hundred Thousand Folks During my Flesh
    And Blood 25 Year active Paid Work for the Federal Government then
    and sure a few more as Janitor and Book Store Clerk and Archeology
    Research Associate as up to Three Part Time Jobs with a Full Load
    of University Studies gaining a Triple Major then of Social Sciences
    Interdisciplinary, Anthropology, and Health Science too for an
    Additional 8 Years of Paid Work for 33 Years total Work for
    Pay; It’s True in University i was named ‘Superman
    By Fellow Students’ For all i was able to do at
    once; as well in my Working Years by
    Fellow Employees too; now i do
    ‘Superman’ for free granted
    not Supernatural
    but Supernormal
    Empirically Measurable
    no doubt not if only for me
    as i have literally become too big
    for even folks who try to see me now
    at least when i am not dancing as i still
    have the Comments from the Viral Video
    Where 1300 Comments both From Shares
    And Video Watches i documented on the Blog
    Posts of “Poetic Muse on Fire” and “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
    as that Viral Video now exceeds 88,188 Views with Comments that
    are not all nice but do include statements like if you live in this Metro
    Area you know who ‘the Dancing Man is’; Yes, from Legend to Hero
    to “he is everywhere’ and Icon of Pensacola; people surprised just how far i get around
    but true they surely don’t know the half of me that is now mostly ‘literally’ too big to see;
    That’s the way i like it; i am here to show what Human Potential can and will do; there will
    be enough years of eternity now to review what i do long after i leave this Earth for the
    Next; i’ve pretty
    much got this World
    Figured out; hmm; wonder
    what the Next Challenge will
    be; as Long as i have my Mother
    and my Sister and Katrina to help
    out and People Like Sohair and Shawna
    And Rafiah and a few others too; yes, my
    ‘Y.O.U. Muse’ of last Year too who wishes
    to remained unnamed now too; sure i’ll figure
    out a ‘Few More Worlds too’ with a little Help
    from the Few Family Members and FRiEnDS who
    have stuck with me; and yes Y.O.U. i most definitely
    still feel you by my side; there are some bonds that
    will never break no matter what; yes, there are some Christmas
    Wishes that may only come once a Year; but yes dear they last forever now…
    Forever Eternally Now That’s Way i Like it This is How i Love All oF iT thaT iS
    DarK Thru
    LiGHT NoW GoD

  5. True as the Story Below Continues there is One Unnamed Savior Cat Who is Displayed
    And One Hidden Savior Cat who is the Crux of the Savior Cats Story.. so Let’s Get
    ‘Right’ to That and This Story continuing Below as there is no use
    in Waiting to Get to the Truth in LiGHT and DarK.. Sunny
    Boy IN Name at Least… Son of Yellow Boy Who Came
    Up on or About December 21st, 2012 to Our
    Home surely has the Similar to Same
    Aqua Blue Golden Furred Eyes of
    Yellow Boy so we might as
    Well Call Sunny Boy
    Still Son of Yellow
    Boy as Yellow Boy Came
    From the Wild of the Forest of
    Our BackYard Feral in the Early
    Winter Months of the Decade Starting
    2010… Hmm.. Yellow Boy Always Looked
    Like a Very Young Cat even through Almost
    A Decade of Feline Leukemia as he was a bit
    Like “Magic Johnson” in that Respect but true
    it was “Kitty Aids” that Eventually Led to the Final
    Sad First Tear inducing Experience of My Life in a Little
    More than 5 Years in the April Month of 2013.. Fortunately
    i had Purchased my First iPhone5 and i was able to Capture
    the existence of Sunny Boy in Photo Way to Share today..
    i am really still very Happy about that in deed.. but you
    See in a Sense it was not the Light of Sunny Boy’s
    Life Only that Lead to that first of Tear Saving
    Soul Experience then.. when Sunny Boy was
    Severely Injured in a DarK NiGHT
    Fight as the Scrappy 6 Pound
    or So Mixed Black and
    White Tabby Oreo
    From Around the
    Block Grabbed My Leg
    And Reminded me of It as that
    Cat then was Afraid of No one not
    even A Real Devil then of Numb and
    Pain Walking around the Block Slowly
    as any Vampire of the Dark will who sees
    the Light of even a Street Light as Painful
    And Bright And Numb as Looking Directly into the Sun..
    With No Life of Love Left except for a Tear as the Vet
    advised Us to Put Him down for even if he recovered
    from the Life Threatening Injury then that Oreo Put on
    Him.. As He would Surely Spread Kitty Aids to the
    Rest of the Neighborhood Feral Kitties and
    they too would face Much Misery and
    Suffering before they died.. so Yeah
    in a Way Sunny Boy Unwittingly
    Gave His Life for those Other
    Cats in a Way Sunny
    Boy Unwittingly
    Gave His
    Life for
    me so i would
    experience the First Soul
    Saving Tear in Over 5 years then…
    but it’s True if we are to Name Oreo that
    Fittingly Black and White Tabby Cat as the
    Devil Cat Who Led to the Death of Sunny Boy
    in His Scrappy Fight Then Around the DarK Night
    Neighborhood Block to Fight to Protect His Territory
    As Cats Often Do for a Survive for the Subsistence still
    And Reproduction for continuing Life of their Species too..
    We are surely Missing the Moral of this Story as there will
    Come Another Moral of a Savior Story that tells the same
    Moral before the End of this MacroVerse Reviewing..
    2019 and the Decade of the Teens comes soon
    sooner enough too.. the Moral of the Story is
    All of Life DarK Thru Light.. Yes.. Black
    And White and all the Colors of
    the Spectrum of Love Above
    And Below Are All Saviors
    of this Existence as is As
    if You Start to Blame/Give
    Credit to only this or that Person
    or other ParT of Nature (God) Now all of
    Existence for the Outcomes of Life as is..
    You may miss all the Variables that Really May
    Really come to Save not only Your Soul but in deed
    Your Very Flesh and Blood Life No Different than the
    Nefarious Deceitful and Lying Behavior Now of a Real so
    Called Leader of the Free World and Realistically Speaking
    Yes.. Just another Father of All Lies in Metaphor at Least
    From even A Biblical View of Life Now if we are to take those
    Verses from the Old Bible.. Yes.. Both Old and New Testament
    Literally Now True and Literally False too.. Depending How You as
    A Unique Individual May View Metaphors of Words This and That way
    True and or False too.. Did i mention Life is both Messy
    and Clean.. Gift and Curse and there is No Feeling of
    Joy Without the Perspective of Sadness.. no Life
    Without the Perspective of Death WeLL it is
    True this is what a Savior Cat who does
    Not Currently Have a Face Book
    Profile Pic Named Oreo
    Teaches Most for
    it is True no
    Matter How many
    Lies and Other Nefarious
    Intentions And Acts a So-called
    Leader of the Free World May Make
    something Like that could Inspire someone
    Like “Greta Thunberg” Speaking Now of Savior of Stuff..
    Yes.. Nature.. to Rise up and Take Action even More now True…
    True without Lies there is no Truth Without Truth there are
    No Lies without Fear there is No Hope without Jealousy
    There is No Loyalty without Hate there is No Love Need
    i go on about How Dark Creates Light and Light in Terms
    Now of Instant Gratification May Create Darkness in Our
    Life as there may No Longer BE a ‘Devil’ in the Vicinity
    to Wake Up the LioN of Love And Light that
    Even the Light May Actually Take Away
    When We Take all that is Light and Life
    And Love For Granted and Just
    Become Apathic about
    Life And Love into Just
    Another Never ending
    Boring Yes Another Ground
    Hog Day Story in either only
    Light of Apathy or Dark of Fear
    that Leads to Pain and Numb.. Yes
    ‘Class’ ‘the Savior Story’ is all About Balance
    Without DarK no LiGHT… Key is Balancing Both
    Our Shadow
    With Our Angel
    of Life Let’s Face it
    Reality and God all is a
    Snake one Huge Immeasurable
    Snake that Consumes itself.. At
    Best We Do Our Best to Tolerate
    And Accept Our Differences DarK thru
    Light change What We Can and Will to Accept
    the Rest Love Each Other and the Rest of Nature
    Doing Least Harm While We Do in some ways Consume
    Each Other and the Rest of Nature God With Last Harm
    as Let’s Face it We Are all the Snake who Eats The Snake (God)
    ALL At Best in Wisdom
    of Kind Courage NoW
    in Beauty’s Breath
    of Love We
    Hold Hands
    Sweetly the
    Best We Can And Will
    With Least Harm NoW
    iN Balance of DarK and LiGHT
    Best We Can and Will From First
    Breath to Last BLinK as that Love
    May LiVE oN And Spread in the Eyes
    of Tears and Joy that We Have in deed touched in Life..
    As We Become The Saviors Spreading And Carrying on the
    Force of LoVE Real NoW even After We Live as Love LiveS ON..:)

    SMiLes… (Human)
    Were/Are ‘They’ Ever…
    Oldest Psychopathic
    Story… Subjugate
    Control Freedoms
    For Selfish Desire
    Of Power and
    Status Lacking
    Real Empathy
    And Selfless
    Altruistic Love/
    Human Nature…
    Tools Commonly
    Used Faux News
    And Carrots
    And Sticks
    After A
    Dirt Nap
    Never Finding
    Now An Autotelic
    Flow Ascending
    Human “Clothes”
    Into Nirvana Now…
    What the Other
    Enjoy With
    No Words of
    Deceit And Lies
    From ‘Little’ Men
    And or Women
    Before Grinch Reformed
    Souls.. Perhaps Sooner
    One Day Soon ‘They’
    Will Too.. Either Come
    Down or Fall From
    As Once
    See Valley
    Heights of Love
    That Is Real And Breathes…
    Arthur Then Moby Then Yellow Boy
    TRuE REAL Saviors of Our SPiRiT oF
    HeaRT LiViNG SoUL Free God iN US NoW….
    Photo of me And Katrina 30 Years Ago.. Then
    Yes.. The Cats Who Came to Our Home Taught
    Being Human Living Free as God Will in Us too…
    i Learned More About Real God of Feeling
    And Sensing Life From Cats Than Any Walls
    of Church or Priestly Clothes Hiding Souls
    Not Born into “This Place of Hell” i Come From
    Now i am Reborn As Human Out of Clothes
    of CuLTuRaL Deceit And Lies Hiding Soul
    There is No Real Life Without Freedom
    of SPiRiT HeART SouL Freeing Feelings
    Senses Fully Experiencing And Expressing
    Humanity Free.. A World That No Longer
    Gives Us the Opportunity to Freely Feel And Express
    Our Humanity is No World of Life And Love at ALL (GoD)
    There are So Many People Hanging on a Cross of Pain And
    DisEase Who No Longer See A Way to Feel And Express Feelings Truthfully…
    A Day Emotional Stress That Is Impossible to Escape From Changed into Leg Pain,
    A Stomach Ache, A Head Ache, Living Earth in Hell Remember “That Day” that The
    Emotional Distress Just Became too much to Deal With the Other Demands of Life…
    Thanks Sohair For
    Expressing the Truth
    Of Your Beliefs.. i am
    Aware of Your Beliefs
    Associated With JeSuS…
    i am coming From the
    Perspective of the
    Christian Story of
    JeSuS that i Surely
    See Where it comes
    From many Changes
    And Translations over
    The Course of Centuries…
    i for one do not believe
    God has to
    A Dead Man
    Surely not
    A ‘God Man’
    To Prove God
    Exists… The Miracle
    Of Life And Love
    When It Actually
    Exists Is Enough for
    Me for 100 Percent
    Faith in Belief
    Exists and
    Is Real Living
    God (LoVE) Now…
    No Myth.. God For Real🙏
    Smiles.. Sohair Now While SpeaKinG Our Truths and
    Expressing Our True Feelings May not Necessarily be
    “Right” this is what
    Katrina And My Mother
    Sister and Father All
    HaVE iN Common
    They Had/Have
    Nothing to Hide
    They Wear/Wore
    Their HeARTS on
    Their Sleeves for
    All to See With
    No Secrets
    To Hide…
    Every FRiEnD Who
    Has Endured and
    Stayed By my Side
    Is the Same my FRiEnD
    For Those Who Hide
    Their True Feelings
    And Truths Will
    Surely Lead
    Us into Dangerous
    Places in Life… With one
    Look into A Human’s
    Eyes Directly into
    My Eyes i usually
    Will or Will not
    See this Sincerity
    Of Truth/Feelings In
    Soul True my
    FRiEnD it
    Has Always
    Been Easy for
    Me to ‘Disarm’ Eyes
    Of Insincerity and
    Deceit With Eyes of
    Discernment… Online
    Is the only Place
    Someone may
    Get away
    From the
    Of eye to eye
    The Price of Expressing
    Individual Truth and
    Freedom of Feelings
    With Sincerity DarK
    Thru LiGHT is
    Few But
    True Family
    And FRiEnDS
    Left standing By
    Our Side.. If not for
    The Myths Associated
    With JeSuS In Real
    Life According to
    That Story At
    Least His True
    FRiEnDS and
    Family Would
    Have Then Been
    Six or Less if not
    Risen in myth
    From the
    Dead in
    Deed then
    Six or Less Had
    Any True Faith
    In JeSuS and Just
    His Actual Teachings
    Then/Now ‘These People’
    Of Little Faith
    Have no
    Idea who
    JeSuS is at least
    By how they act
    In Discordance
    With the Beatitudes
    To His
    “Christian Story”…
    In Effect the Majority
    Worship “the Myth”
    But Fail to respect
    In Sincerity the
    Real Legend
    The Teachings
    Of the Man From
    Galilee.. THAT JeSuS
    Is All Right With me..
    And You Sohair
    Are one True
    FRiEnD Who
    Would have
    By the Cross
    Of JeSuS before
    He Died then…
    i suppose if
    He came back
    Now today he Would
    Be Proud to say a
    Muslim Woman
    From Egypt
    Is is His True FRiEnD
    Who is Neither
    Now Vapid
    Or Shallow..
    Who is Not
    Afraid to Express
    Her Individual
    Truth and
    With Sincerity…
    Respect and
    Common Courtesy
    For Love That Is
    Real FRiEnDShip LiVinG🙏
    If You Truly Want to
    See God Discard All
    Your Cultural Clothes
    Including Words
    And See The Living
    One Within Naked
    Of Cultural Clothes
    Humans Wear Sadly
    Hiding Disguising
    Naked God of
    Nature Within
    Gospel of Thomas
    Verse 37 Censored
    Out of the New Testament
    By “Trump Editors” Gives
    The Power of God Nature
    Back to Us out of Books
    And Brick And Mortar
    Churches Our Flesh
    And Blood Within
    Of God
    Is The Corner
    Stone the Real
    Temple of God
    Rejected by
    Of Cultural
    Clothes including
    Words.. The Other
    Animals Self Heal
    For Words Do Not Drown
    Out the Messages
    Their Bodies Send
    Them Inspiring
    Natural Change
    They are Not
    So Blinded
    By Words To
    “Look Within”
    Seeking Finding
    Natural Animal
    Homeostasis In
    Healing Balance
    Find Ways to
    Move Both to
    Conserve Every
    Calorie For Survival
    And Balance When
    Humans Lose Hunger
    And Fall to Instant
    They Poison
    And Fall to
    Dis-Ease.. Happy
    New 2020 Year In
    Vision of Balance.. Craig🙏
    Perhaps it is that “He”
    Still Is the “Spitting Fire
    And Brimstone Image”
    Of the “Old Testament
    God” Trust No
    God No Bible
    No Human
    Without Love
    For Humor…
    But You
    Have to
    And the
    God of
    The Old
    Is Literally
    Funny As Hell…
    But True Even JeSuS
    Is Reported to Love
    His Enemy Turn
    The Other Cheek
    Unless You
    Don’t Worship
    Him As God And
    He’LL Torture You
    Forever… Yes.. Sadly it
    Appears “Trumps”
    Gaslight the
    New Testament
    too… It Really Should
    Be Easy to See Why
    ‘Evangelicals’ mostly
    Look to Him
    As their
    #VoteBabyYoda2020 🙏
    First 43 Months of ‘Teens’
    Decade Horrific.. Last 77
    Months Beautific.. Love
    Changes Everything
    Anything Beauty
    DarK Thru LiGHT
    Challenging Yet Possible
    Now 189K Digital Photos
    Close to 1000 Cultural
    MeMe TheMe T-Shirts
    Subsumed… 12 Million
    Words written online or
    so Since Thanks Giving
    Day 2010.. No Days
    Missed… 7.6 Million
    Words Of Free Verse Poetry In
    9 Titled Longer Than King James
    Sized Bibles In Long Form Epic
    Free Verse Poems With
    12,515 Miles Public
    Dancing Farther than
    Half The Distance Around
    The Globe in The last
    76 Months Both…
    Green Left Behind…
    Not A Penny
    For Work
    The Entire
    Decade Freedom
    Finally Rings Wings
    Coloring World Love
    For Continuing Now
    2020 Vision Balance…
    Well Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    Title their YouTube Channel ‘Word on Fire’…
    it appears it is for a few days a bit slow on the
    Toad in ‘comparison’ to what i am Firing Up and Down
    Here.. hehe.. true i left Message Number 101 on the ‘Grand
    Cross Bible 2019’ MacroVerse and Notified them hehe as if
    they ‘Freaking Care’ About anything i ‘FreaKinG Dance And Sing
    That’s Okay HiSToRY Defines this Moment too for what Humans Will
    Naturally Do DarK Thru Light Still as more and less we come Classically
    Evolved the Same as at Least 12 Thousand Years ago.. before we Started
    Hoarding Grains in Silos moving Away from more Giving Sharing ‘Bonobo’ Love
    Without So Many Con-Social Emotions that a Human Typically Experiences now in
    around 80 Percent of their Thoughts associated with Fear Related Negative Emotions
    according to some Scientific Studies now at least.. but anyway Message 104 is still waiting
    in Two Parts on Cue too.. to be added there as soon as they get their “Word on Fire” BacK in
    Tune Ferrari Style like me too.. hehe.. true i used to Have a ‘Ferrari’ FRiEnD i Still Believe
    She is my FRiEnD NoW too.. why because i never Leave Hope Behind of Love.. What Else..
    Yes this is Message 105 for there too when they get back up to their version of ‘Ferrari Speed’ Next
    too.. and by God Yes way too big to fit in the Standard Limitation of around 1834 Words for
    a YouTube Comment as they limit input to two Comments There.. but True Just another
    Muse for Writing this DarK And Or LiGHT Matters not really if they read it or not
    as this Message is DeSiGNeD to Last overall Much Longer than
    A Trump Twitter Breath of Just
    Hot Hair DarK False to
    Muse More LiGHT True too hmm..
    Anyway the Man the Real Legend
    of His Teachings for what the Miracle
    of Faith and Love And Hope Will Do For
    Positive LiGHT Change in Healing Life
    And Love No matter Who really Wrote the
    Story about the Dude Jesus no Matter how
    many of them Did is Just alright with me STiLL Now
    The Beatitudes as i will relate Matthew Chapter 5 Verses
    3 through 11.. but of course According to John 14:12 i’ve
    Already Improved that Message too in Just another one of some
    my WordS on Fire as Dance and Song Flow to Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS already True..
    Yep this is the Liturgical Year of Matthew For the Catholic Church as they Rotate the Same
    Dam Gospels Over and Over for Just Four Dudes Same Story Mark Matthew Luke and
    John Oh God Don’t Make God So Boring that God will Not Breathe another Human
    Word.. Please in a Bible thus this and that too.. sure let’s all write more Bibles Stand
    up Sit Down Stand Up Fight Fight Fight i’ve Got God Spirit to do More NoW How About You!
    Aren’t there Any More God Cheerleaders With Original Content Left to Express (Of course
    there is) every Articulation God Breath DarK Thru LiGHT iN US Now For Real of Course
    Everlasting Now
    to Dance
    Sing More..
    LOVE DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    LooK at it THiS Way What Will
    You Do When ASSiGNeD the
    Job of God’s Cheerleader Don’t Wait JusT DO IT NoW!..
    in Victory of LoVE DarK Thru Light as Any Roman Goddess of Victory Does too!..:)

  6. Frank Hubeny says:

    I like these repeated lines: “The Light; i dance
    i sing; no walls or
    books will Hold the
    Love of my Soul,
    at least for what
    i name as Real God Within.”

    It dawned on me that I get most of my news from reading the photos of your TV screen. I didn’t know Trump was impeached. I checked with my wife who pays attention to this sort of thing. Sure enough, he was impeached.

    I liked listening to that song “Here I Am, Lord”.

    I hope you had a Merry Christmas and may you have a Happy New Year.

    • Hi Frank.. Thank so much for Visiting ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’
      And of course Thanks for the Kind Hope that i had a Merry Christmas
      And for the Wish for a Happy New Year.. SMiLes Any Breath that Tastes
      And Smells of Love is surely a Moment one may See and Hear of the Touch
      of Love.. “The Light: i dance; i sing; no walls or books will Hold the Love of
      my Soul, at least for what i name as Real God Within” and Yes thanks
      for Quoting those Lines i Sing twice in the ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’
      MacroVerse that i also Repeat here in Refrain too along with
      the Song ‘Here i am’ That you mention You Enjoy
      listening to that makes me Happy Both Singing
      the Song and even Listening to it again
      myself as the way i Feel when i
      Still Sing that Song and
      Listen to it and at
      Best Just the
      Way i Feel at all Best any now for Real as i Live and Breathe Free NoW iN LiGHT
      is surely “The Light: i dance; i sing; no walls or books will Hold the Love of
      my Soul, at least for what i name as Real God Within” That to me is the
      Embodiment of the “Here i Am, Lord”, Song When A Human truly
      comes to be the Mentor the Teacher of Love Who Lives in
      Him and or Her.. the Song Writer “Dan Schutte” as we
      may have discussed the Song Writer Before i found
      out Later came out as an Openly Gay Priest
      and has been Persecuted by the Catholic
      Church Hypocritically of Course as
      Some Studies Within the
      Church indicate up to
      58 Percent of Priests
      Naturally lean toward that
      Sexual Orientation but of course
      in many Cases it is the Congregation
      Persecuting the Priest who is simply living
      An Authentic Life for who is he is now.. for true
      Until We Tell the Truth of Who We are as Human Beings
      We LivE iN Hiding We Live in Secrets We never come to be
      Free How nice a day it will be when Catholic Priests are finally
      Honest Enough to Admit Who they are and stop trying to be ‘One of
      the Guys’ and make fun of Wearing Pink When it comes that Season
      to Wear ‘that Color’ that color generally speaking of Love.. or Perhaps
      the Pink Panther Hehe.. i am not Afraid of Love i am not afraid of different
      i’ve seen Gay Relatives come close to committing suicide over the Ignorance
      of those who do not understand the reality of Nature that Changes Human Behavior
      to Keep us in Balance as A Species that will no longer over consume the Nature we
      LiVE iN so the Circle of Life Will Stay in Balance for All species to LiVE iN Harmony
      Enough to continue Survival.. but of course my Extensive Education and Wonder
      And Fearless Nature to Seek Truth no Matter How Hard it may be able to accept
      is what takes me in the Direction of Truth in Light and Truth in Dark too that
      also Says and Speaks and Dances and Sings there are those of us who
      can neither accept change or differences among other folks easy..
      there are those of us who are easily disgusted by any other
      Air but what they Breathe That is the Truth in Dark and
      that is going away anymore than Gay Priests who
      Write the most Beautiful Love Songs about
      Actually becoming more than the
      Mentor More than the Teacher
      According to the Story
      at least the Hope
      that a Writer by the name
      of John Expressed in John 14:12
      as that Verse was numbered in the 1300’s
      First that Clearly Sings if You Believe in what
      the Named Teacher Jesus teaches you will surely
      Do with the Faith of Love and Hope and of course
      Charity too Greater Works than the ‘Man from Galilee’
      the Teacher Who is reported to come before The Student
      At Best who Embodies and Inspires others to do more than
      He/She did to take Love to greater heights than ever before it’s all
      About Love it’s not about any particular person but All of Us Giving
      And Sharing Love Altruistically as humans are born to do and true
      it is often the Gay Uncle or Aunt who provides the Emotional Support
      And even Financial Socio-Economic Strength for the Rest of the Family
      And Village to Survive and Surely Elton John Songs have fired as much
      Romance For Procreation and Child Birth than any insistence by the Catholic
      Church that People who cannot stand each other stay together when the opportunity
      for further procreation may surely exist among Loving Couples more.. but true when
      there is Stress in the Environment Nature Reacts by Naturally Culling the Population
      Indeed Epigenetics is Real and the Genes Express themselves Differently to Accommodate Environmental Stress at hand so folks like “Dan Schutte” are
      Born Who have more Time and Effort to Produce Beautiful Love Songs
      that Express the Essence of the Story of the Man From Galilee so
      We too Will become a Greater Example of LoVE iNCaRNaTE
      no Matter Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free; True Woman and
      or Man no more as the only Label left ‘tween two and
      more Folks Will be the Essence of Love Giving
      And Sharing Free the Force of Love the
      Light the Healing that surely comes
      Again for Real.. i have respect
      for all the Writers who created
      the Good Cop Version of Jesus
      And that surely includes this Man Dan
      Schutte that No matter Label and Persecution
      that in Metaphor People try to crucify him for
      He has produced a work of Art that expresses
      at best what IT feels like what one actually acts like
      now when We as Human Beings become an even Greater
      Version of Jesus now to Love others even more.. any Real
      Parent of Love or Teacher or Mentor now is most Joyous to
      See this Greatest Event of the Student Happen for Real Now
      For the Child of God who incarnates more as Love.. It’s a Great
      story.. sadly as far as News Events Goes it goes unspoken that
      Jesus now is sadly hanging more and more just by a Thread on a Cross…
      it’s Painful to watch the News.. fortunately i have a Wife who takes care of
      that from close to wake to sleep.. she alerts me of the Major Events i take
      A Snap Shot for this Epic Long Form Poem i am continuing to create to capture
      what i can and will of a very complex Cultural Mix of Humanity Globe wide now
      the Participant Anthropology Observer aspect of it is in deed both Dark and Light
      and in fact in some instances even life/love/soul threatening but true at best i am experiencing Life as a Dance And Song of Love of yes.. Here i am as My Lord
      continues to be Love..
      of the Flesh
      and Blood of
      Labels that Keep
      A Barely Breathing
      Story Alive it’s true there
      are days it feels like i am only
      Dancing in a Room of Flames
      Alone with me and Love but
      We Do Keep each other
      Company and there
      is always the
      to Hug a Wife
      Who is real who is warm
      who is also the Personification of Love…
      There are some Labels that stick my FRiEnD
      i have never heard you say a negative thing about
      anyone.. you are surely a great example of this Essence
      for sure.. smiles i have no choice but to visit and participate
      in the Dark Side to Write a Long Form Poem like this it’s what
      A Participant Anthropology Observer Must do to tell the Whole Story my FRiEnD..
      But True the Sacrifice aspect of it is nothing compared to what others have done for sure.

  7. iBe iPreSenT iGifT iLoVE
    iSeRVE ALL iLiVinG
    Free iN LiGHTS oF eYes
    FoR LoVE MoRE
    Vehicles Vessels
    HouSinG LoVE DanCinG FiRE..
    We All Carry CrosseS AnD STars
    oF LovE True iN LiGHT NoW too…
    #SouLDanCinG..A PlacE OnLinE
    WHeRe SPiRiTS iFly PoETiC HeARTS ReQuiReD
    iF i Navigate (A) River (Now) (Will) You Take me to
    Your Island… Sing (A) Siren Song So i (Will) Never Leave….
    Spring Lasts Forever As Long As Flowers Color More…..
    So Much LoVE iN The
    World NoW If We Treat
    All oF LoVE As A FLoWeR
    Respected And Loved NoW
    Even More Without Restraint
    Rose Rises Even More now
    OnLY LiMiTS… NoW…
    CoLoRS We Do Not FeeL…
    iF i Navigate (A) River (Now)
    (Will) You Take me to Your Island… NoW…
    Sing (A) Siren Song So i (Will) Never Leave….”
    True.. Life is Rather Dreamy Time out of Time
    Distance out of Distance Space out of Space
    No Place No Matter
    Really Fruition NoW
    Brings Beautiful
    More than
    Springs in Winters Snows
    Brings Singing Dancing Now…
    A Song of Siren Delights More
    Adrift A Wave Shores Never
    Ending Always Beginning
    Never Finishing StArting
    Even More.. The Sea
    Has Eyes for me for
    you for us and
    We Do
    You See…
    more than
    me… i sure Hope
    So for all Your Dreams
    For we and us me and i See
    So Much More in The Future of You
    For Love IS A Spiral Up Never Falling
    Only Sinking To Swim Even Higher
    Oh.. i Dream.. Oh.. i Dance Oh i
    Sing MaRRoW iN my
    Bones Red Still
    Believing in
    A Place A Dance
    A Song An Island of
    Delight Just A Dream
    Of Spring Still Looking at
    November Winds Warm Breathe
    Will We All Have to Be All We Be..
    Yes me We Us My God You to Be All You Will Be…
    Spring Lasts Forever As Long As Flowers Color More…..
    Hehe.. i’ll be the Devil’s
    Advocate And Sing Trump
    Has Brought The Authenticity of
    Politics Exposing
    The Truth of the
    ‘Christian’ World
    In the Decade of the
    Teens the Priest of the
    Local Church i study
    Still As A Participant
    Anthropology Observer
    From “Another Planet”
    Intimated it best when
    He said this Country
    Could No Longer Be
    Recognized as Gay
    Folks Got Rights to
    Get Married as he
    Lauded the Election
    Of A ‘Father of All
    Lies’ Now to Clean
    Up the Evil he saw
    Of Love.. yes.. the
    Teens are the
    Decade that
    ‘The Church’
    Showed Who
    Is Really in Charge
    And Who they Really
    Worship… Clue: It’s
    Not About Love it’s
    All About ‘Trumps’
    This Country
    Of He…
    The Truth is
    God is A ‘sHe’
    That Part is Finally
    “Straightened Out”….
    The Irony is Delicious…
    And May The Force Be With US All
    With You 👽
    Hi Frank.. Thank so much for Visiting ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’ Now
    And of course Thanks for the Kind Hope that i had a Merry Christmas
    And for the Wish for a Happy New Year.. SMiLes Any Breath that Tastes
    And Smells of Love is surely a Moment one may See and Hear of the Touch
    of Love.. “The Light: i dance; i sing; no walls or books will Hold the Love of
    my Soul, at least for what i name as Real God Within” and Yes thanks
    for Quoting those Lines i Sing twice in the ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’
    MacroVerse that i also Repeat here in Refrain too along with
    the Song ‘Here i am’ That you mention You Enjoy
    listening to that makes me Happy Both Singing
    the Song and even Listening to it again
    myself as the way i Feel when i
    Still Sing that Song and
    Listen to it and at
    Best Just the
    Way i Feel at all Best any Now for Real as i Live and Breathe Free NoW iN LiGHT
    is surely “The Light: i dance; i sing; no walls or books will Hold the Love of
    my Soul, at least for what i name as Real God Within” That to me is the
    Embodiment of the “Here i Am, Lord”, Song When A Human truly
    comes to be the Mentor the Teacher of Love Who Lives in
    Him and or Her.. the Song Writer “Dan Schutte” as We
    may have discussed the Song Writer Before i found
    out Later came out as an Openly Gay Priest
    and has been Persecuted by the Catholic
    Church Hypocritically of Course as
    Some Studies Within the
    Church indicate up to
    58 Percent of Priests
    Naturally lean toward that
    Sexual Orientation but of course
    in many Cases it is the Congregation
    Persecuting the Priest who is simply living
    An Authentic Life for who is he is now.. for true
    Until We Tell the Truth of Who We are as Human Beings
    We LivE iN Hiding We Live in Secrets We never come to be
    Free How nice a day it will be when Catholic Priests are finally
    Honest Enough to Admit Who they are and stop trying to be ‘One of
    the Guys’ and make fun of Wearing Pink When it comes that Season
    to Wear ‘that Color’ that color generally speaking of Love.. or Perhaps
    the Pink Panther Hehe.. i am not Afraid of Love i am not afraid of different
    i’ve seen Gay Relatives come close to committing suicide over the Ignorance
    of those who do not understand the reality of Nature that Changes Human Behavior
    to Keep us in Balance as A Species that will no longer over consume the Nature we
    LiVE iN so the Circle of Life Will Stay in Balance for All species to LiVE iN Harmony
    Enough to continue Survival.. but of course my Extensive Education and Wonder
    And Fearless Nature to Seek Truth no Matter How Hard it may be able to accept
    is what takes me in the Direction of Truth in Light and Truth in Dark too that
    also Says and Speaks and Dances and Sings there are those of us who
    can neither accept change or differences among other folks easy..
    there are those of us who are easily disgusted by any other
    Air but what they Breathe That is the Truth in Dark and
    that is not going away anymore than Gay Priests who
    Write the most Beautiful Love Songs about
    Actually becoming more than the
    Mentor More than the Teacher
    According to the Story
    at least the Hope
    that a Writer by the name
    of John Expressed in John 14:12
    as that Verse was numbered in the 1300’s
    First that Clearly Sings if You Believe in what
    the Named Teacher Jesus teaches you will surely
    Do with the Faith of Love and Hope and of course
    Charity too Greater Works than the ‘Man from Galilee’
    the Teacher Who is reported to come before The Student
    At Best who Embodies and Inspires others to do more than
    He/She did to take Love to greater heights than ever before it’s all
    About Love it’s not about any particular person but All of Us Giving
    And Sharing Love Altruistically as Humans are born to do and true
    it is often the Gay Uncle or Aunt who provides the Emotional Support
    And even Financial Socio-Economic Strength for the Rest of the Family
    And Village to Survive and Surely Elton John Songs have fired as much
    Romance For Procreation and Child Birth than any insistence by the Catholic
    Church that People who cannot stand each other stay together when the opportunity
    for further procreation may surely exist among Loving Couples more.. but true when
    there is Stress in the Environment Nature Reacts by Naturally Culling the Population
    Indeed Epigenetics is Real and the Genes Express themselves Differently to
    Accommodate Environmental Stress at hand so folks like “Dan Schutte” are
    Born Who have more Hours and Effort to Produce Beautiful Love Songs
    that Express the Essence of the Story of the Man From Galilee so
    We too Will become a Greater Example of LoVE iNCaRNaTE
    no Matter Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free; True Woman and
    or Man no more as the only Label left ‘tween two and
    more Folks Will be the Essence of Love Giving
    And Sharing Free the Force of Love the
    Light the Healing that surely comes
    Again for Real.. i have respect
    for all the Writers who created
    the Good Cop Version of Jesus
    And that surely includes this Man Dan
    Schutte that No matter Label and Persecution
    that in Metaphor People try to crucify him for
    He has produced a Work of Art that expresses
    at best what IT feels like what one actually acts like
    now when We as Human Beings become an even Greater
    Version of Jesus now to Love others even more.. any Real
    Parent of Love or Teacher or Mentor now is most Joyous to
    See this Greatest Event of the Student Happen for Real Now
    For the Child of God who incarnates more as Love.. It’s a Great
    story.. sadly as far as News Events Goes it goes unspoken that
    Jesus now is sadly hanging more and more just by a Thread on a Cross…
    it’s Painful to watch the News.. fortunately i have a Wife who takes care of
    that from close to wake to sleep.. she alerts me of the Major Events i take
    A Snap Shot for this Epic Long Form Poem i am continuing to create to capture
    what i can and will of a Very Complex Cultural Mix of Humanity Globe-wide now
    the Participant Anthropology Observer aspect of it is in deed both Dark and Light
    and in fact in some instances even life/love/soul threatening but true at best i am
    Experiencing Life as a Dance And Song of Love of yes.. Here i am as My Lord
    to be Love..
    of the Flesh
    and Blood of
    Labels that Keep
    A Barely Breathing
    Story Alive it’s true there
    are days it feels like i am only
    Dancing in a Room of Flames
    Alone with me and Love but
    We Do Keep each other
    Company and there
    is always the
    to Hug a Wife
    Who is real who is warm
    who is also the Personification of Love…
    There are some Labels that stick my FRiEnD
    i have never heard you say a negative thing about
    anyone.. you are surely a great example of this Essence
    for sure.. smiles i have no choice but to visit and participate
    in the Dark Side to Write a Long Form Poem like this it’s what
    A Participant Anthropology Observer Must do to tell the Whole Story my FRiEnD..
    But True the Sacrifice aspect of it is nothing compared to what others have done for sure.

  8. Sure; Verily if You Read Between The Lines NoW
    Katy Perry’s Song Was/Is Sort of Like Yes,
    A MetaphoR A Prophecy FuLFiLLeD iN Deed True
    Spoiler Alert: And Also By ‘The(That)Book’!
    Not Playing the Role of ‘Jesus’; too much
    Room For Improvement According to John 14:12…
    Hint: Katrina Retired at Age
    33 Like ‘Jesus’ AnD UNlike
    JeSuS She’s STiLL LiVinG NoW
    Hint: Katrina Worked At A NewsPaper
    For 13 Years And i Wrote Articles for the
    Paper Still In the Archives; Yes, ‘Class’
    For All Practical Intents And Purposes
    Holy And Sacred Full
    Of Meaning And Purpose
    NoW! A New Species of Cat!
    iAmazinG iMazinG OnE THouSanD
    And MoRE Lives Lived NoW iN Just One
    Decade STiLL CouNTinG LoVE NoW EveN MorE!
    i Can And Will Show Ya Both Places
    Butt God Forces No One To ‘SEE’ EiTHeR
    Heaven or Hell That’s Up to You And
    YourS ETERNALLY NOW BuTT oNly iF Ya WannA LooK
    Meh; Effortless Spirit Wind UploadinG A SouL
    NoW iN Heaven Covenant Fulfilling With God
    Just to Show Ya Heaven From the Inside Out
    Damned Straight! Yes! i’m Celebrating the Last
    77 Months of This Decade! A Get Out of Hell!
    Free Card on 7.19.13! Stuck THere 66 Months!
    Walmart At Least Would Still Suck At Least for me; heHe…
    Not Waiting On “It’s A Wonderful World” As A Story And An
    Angel to tell Me What The World Would Be Without me Being Born on 6.6.60…
    True ‘That’ Was/Is Just in the Last 77 Months After Hell And Heaven Before
    That too Already on my “Tombstone”; “He Brought Oh God! Yes! So! So!
    Many SMiLes to Faces in Every Way Possible EVERY WAY Possible!”
    Do Whatever It takes to Free Yourself As A SlaVE iN THiS World
    And Then Dance Sing FucK IT All And Do IT ALL YouR Way NoW
    -F Love
    No Leaving This EartH This Go Around Without the Proof; Hence STiLL
    The Nude Art ~20,000 Photos and 95 Thousand Word Erotic Poetry Novel…
    Lois Lane/Bat Girl too! No I’m Not Gonna Tell You Who’s Who.. Hehe..
    Keeping IN MinD ONE Person in My World Will PLay Three ParTs!
    No Different Than Superman, Batman, And Jesus Except NO I’m Not
    Neutered And In This Case Mary Magdalene Has Real Female Parts too.
    “Turn On Turn on selling features for this post to get more interest and
    easily post to more groups.” Trust me or Not It’s A HeLLuVA Lot More
    Fun (JoY!) Being ‘Snoopy’ Than Just Watching Him on TV or Reading
    About Him in the Comics… Same Dam Look Been Getting All my Life off and
    on at Least “Are You From This Planet”… Go Ahead! Play my Song Katy Perry! AGAiN!
    SiGNaTuRE Pose PHI Spiral Mean Ratio on Left Side of Body Elbow
    To Hip to Toe Relating This to A ‘Quiet’ ‘Barnes And Noble Lady’
    Adding in 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Farther than Half the
    Equator And a 7.6 Million Word Bible Poem in 76 Months too…
    Dancing, Reading a $24 Hard Cover Book on ‘Healing’ And Listening
    to Meditative Music All Together Class For Autotelic Max Flow… “He has
    to retreat into his fanciful world in order to survive. Otherwise, he leads kind
    of a dull, miserable life.” “I don’t envy dogs the lives they have to live.”
    -C. Shultz/Peanuts
    -F me too
    “It WaS A Dark And Stormy Night”…
    IT Will BE A DarK And Stormy LiGHT
    However LonG i LovE IT LiT For NO Target
    Audience Owns mE ONly A Prelude to RoaRinG
    20’s CoLoRinG The World Even More With Love The
    Force GreaTesT ALL ThaT iS (GoD)
    Yes.. THere is 7th Heaven And the
    Last 77 Months of Heaven in This
    Teens Decade Now True too For ReaL
    Avenues Free for the TaKinG Stray Cat
    Strut Ready to Dance And Sing Free too…
    Nothing Holding Us Back From Playing Now…
    “Everybody Wants to Be A Cat” We Make Our
    Own Rules NoW Play Our Jazz However the FucK
    We LoVE IT JusT FoR FuN Never For Money NoW
    THeRE Is Something (A LOT) To Dance And Sing
    About Being Your Own Man (Cat) Sure And Woman
    True too to Your Selfie (Cat)… Trivia Note: “The Aristocats
    Movie” Is the Last Film Walt Disney (The Man) Approved 53 Years ago
    in 1966
    when i am
    6 Years Old..:)

  9. THeRe is No Gift From: God LovE ThaT CoMes CLose
    to: MEaSurE As GifT A SouL TeaR
    STreAMinG DowN YouR CHeeK
    Love is Written
    In the Stone
    the Stone
    Is God
    the Rock
    Is the Love We
    BReatHE ALiVE NoW
    Love IS The Broadband Of Sharing
    Giving Positive Emotions Senses The Glue of Memory FoCuS
    When We Feel/Sense Positive Loving Emotions We Experience Healing NeuroChemicals/Hormones Head to Toe.. Love IS The Broadband Ring Of
    Sharing Giving Positive Emotions Senses The Glue of Memory FoCuS Healing
    ArK oF A CoVeNaNT For Compassionate Love Showing Up For Life NOT ENOUGH
    TRuLY LiVinG Creates Soul LoVE For ALL (GoD)… Psychotherapist Waiting Room
    For Emotionally Disordered Children Who aRe aDults too.. Soulful Eyes of Child
    Looking Up At Parent Absorbed In A 6 Inch Screen… Ignoring ‘The DarK’ NoW Will
    Not Make IT Go Away… Tough Love Doesn’t Hide Or Give Up A Tough Grade to Make too
    Most Blessed Blissed IS A Person Who Develops Endless Compassionate Love To Freely
    Give But Love Must Discern DarK Too… You Cannot Expect A Person Who is Empty Inside
    to Reciprocate Genuine Caring Love As There is Nothing Within to Really GivE A REaL Ark
    of A Covenant IS A Muscle of Compassionate Love… Use Or Lose IT Applies For Natural Love Disorders… Don’t Forget The Demon (Shadow) With Your Angel Lest You Suffocate And Your
    Soul Falls too… Human Empathy And Regulation of Empathy Through SmART Compassion
    Art Exercised Or Lost “IT” IS A GRoWinG Spectrum As Science Shows Levels of Human
    Empathy Are Dropping Like A Soul Depression Stock Market Of DarK… People now Label
    These Disorders of Empathy Ruthlessly But Don’t Forget The Little Child Soul Ruthlessly
    Neglected And Abused… This Is The Tarry Pit Where Snow Flakes Don’t Survive… There
    Are No Black And White Humans They aRe aLL Worth Saving If You Have What It Takes
    Angel Breath With Demon (Shadow) Spine… The Essence (Compassion) of LovinG A Person
    Who Cannot Help Themselves From Becoming “A Dark Adversary” to Love Takes A Tremendous Amount Of Grit And Perseverance to Unconditionally Love A Bruised Human… Yes They Do! As
    Long As Empathy Retains Compassion And Is Not Drained Away By A Damaged Soul… True A Real Human Love Test… JeSuS FuCKinG Christ (iF YoU SeeK iN God/Love) Don’t These Neglected Abused Souls Deserve Compassion…“MNPD” Related to Addiction Wilted
    Human Flowers Most Often Stemming From Childhood Neglect And Abuse
    ‘Malignant Narcissism’ A Lack of Empathy And Faux Confidence
    “Trump” the Role Model For ‘Little Man/Woman Syndrome’
    A Timid Soul Devoid Of Any LovE LiGHT AT All The
    Opposite of Confident Souls Lit-Up With Empathic Love
    It’s Worth Noting That Healthy Levels of Authentically Loving Self
    “Narcissism” is Required to Love At All “Or” Stay Asleep Covenant
    Each Human Being Makes With Awake.. Wake Up! IF You Are Only
    A Tool of Human Cultural Clothes Starting With A First Written World
    “The Machine The Matrix The Virus” of The Cultures We Create ARE iN
    Charge of Humanity… Freedom’s Breath of Love Dying It’s Sad Ironic And Ultimately True
    ViRuS Butt it’s True Human Nature In “Naked” Matriarchal Balance is Basically Innately
    Altruistically Kind in Courage ToGeTHeR HolDinG Hands In Respect Sincerity Common
    Courtesy for the Rest Of Nature God All Real Now Then Eternally Forever Now Within
    Ark of The Covenant of the Species That Eats the Face of God (Nature) Fulfilled
    Donald J Trump is The Leader of the “Free World” Humanity is Not Rational
    Just in Case You Need Additional
    Proof the Human Condition is not
    A Rational One… So Why Pretend
    For Those Who Master “The Tool”
    And Are Not Mastered by “IT”
    The Teens Are the Decade
    the “Middle Man” Died…
    AlloWinG ‘the Meek’
    To Inherit the Earth
    And Establish Their
    Own Kingdom of
    Heaven No Longer
    A Slave Paying
    Dues Now to A
    Master… “Priests
    Of the Cosmos” As
    Whitman Predicted
    Slow on the coming
    Finally “Hear” for Reap
    On the Other HandS it’s
    Literally Hell to pay
    For Those
    By “The Tool”…
    The “Viral CuLTuRE”
    Eating the Face of God
    For Real Our Nature our
    For ReaL…NoW
    Hmm that’s a Problem
    That’s Beyond my Heaven LoVE NoW
    You KNoW ‘that Shirtless 2020 Calendar’ of me Says a Whole Lot And By God Yes
    The Rest of it is Available on my Art Blog That is Restricted For Adults
    And That IS i am A Naked Fearless Loving Human Being Complete
    i Need no Human Cultural
    Clothes to Complete me as a Child of God (LoVE) Now No Different
    NoW Then Than When i Was Born
    to a Loving Mother then Who Gardened me as a Child of Love
    Complete to See me Grow
    As a Loving Human With a Smile for All.. You Dam Straight
    i Have A Desire for Women
    All Men like this who Are Healthy Do but i Have a Greater Desire
    And That is the Power of Love THE FORCE ALiVE ReaL NoW
    Within in Me That Grows Above What is Below of me A HeART
    A Giving SPiRiT Eternally LoVE
    Now that Does Not Come and Go Just in Three Hours or So
    Marathons of Physical Love That
    Also Ascends Transcends in Meditative
    Flow ALLoWinG me To Escape the NeoCortex Deadlines of
    Illusion NoW that Are Time Distance Space and Matter NoW
    As in the Spirit World of HeART.. Yes.. SouL Consciousness
    THere are no Real Discrete Scientific Measures of Science
    That Will Even Measure What Our Soul oF Light That Sees
    All of Existence We See IS As Metaphor Now of Human Soul
    Ranging From BLaCK Abyss of DarK To All Beyond Rainbow
    Coloring Love that continues to Grow More Beautiful
    As Mixing Human Love With iMaGiNaTioN And
    Creativity Unconditionally Giving and Sharing
    Naturally Will for All as We Come in Gratitude
    of Great Thanks And Praise for all that is
    Existence DarK Thru LiGHT As Love
    Force God Complete GRoWinG
    Evolving Ever More
    Coloring Love
    As ALL
    We come
    to be More of the
    EYes of Loving God ALL
    to Give and Share MoRE NOW
    With Others to Power Up the LoVE
    Rest of Nature God More With LoVE
    Force Now Head to Toe More Beautiful
    Lit Christmas Trees for All to Give and Share More
    US the True Meaning and Purpose of Christmas When
    We all Become Christmas Trees of Love Coloring Life
    More This Way Eternally Now For Real Touching the
    Souls of Love of Others With even More Colors of
    Love Now More Do You See What i Mean by
    Love is Beyond all Measure even iNFiNiTY
    Now For True Beyond Measure is surely
    And verily beyond Human Abstract
    Constructs Written Only in Stone
    Without Breath of Stone
    Complete All
    Is Love
    All is Mind
    of God LoVE
    NoW For ALL Us
    in Part of Whole Complete All
    IN Other Words We aRe All the
    Center of God’s Love God in Deed
    The Capstone of Pyramid for Real
    No Distance Space or Time or Even
    Matter The Spirit of God LoVE ALiVE NoW
    Breathing the Wind of Love More Now Yes HeART SoUL
    As i Dance And Sing MoRE iN Thanks And Praise Now LoVE
    Love is Written
    In the Stone
    the Stone
    Is God
    the Rock
    Is the Love We
    BReatHE ALiVE NoW
    THeRe is No Gift From: God LovE ThaT
    CoMes CLose to: MEaSurE As GifT A SouL
    TeaR STreAMinG
    YouR CHeeK

  10. i am the Wind
    i am the Spirit
    i BReaTHE LiVE Free
    i AM ALiVE God i See ReaL LoVE NoW
    So Old When i Am Young So Much
    Just A Human Tool So Young When Close
    to 60 So Free Spirit of God Naked Breathes me
    When i AM Young and Read the ‘Call
    of the Wild’ by Jack London i Shed A
    Tear Now Those Tears Stream God Free
    You Whoever You are
    Are Verily Surely Free to Disagree
    i for one Am Wild And
    Loving Free FOR REAL NOW
    Look Around And Tell
    me If You See Human
    Beings Who Are Truly Breathing
    As Free As This Will And
    Strength Foundation Grace/Love…
    When Healthy The Human Body Is
    Poetry When We Hide The Human
    Body We Are MORE Likely to Become A DEAD TOOL…
    i Consider Nude Art the Oldest and Most Authentic Human
    Art i Will Post the Entire Picture in A HeART Beat Where Legal
    Just for the Tale of the Tape Still i Stand A Bit over 6 Feet Tall
    in Nike Shox Shoes And Still Weigh 240 American Pounds…
    Surely not the First Human to Prove This.. Jack LaLanne at only
    5 Foot 6 Towing Over 60 Boats Across A Bay Swimming into His 60’s
    Empirical Results Are Clear in Both
    Form And Essence the 1520 Pounds
    Leg Pressing 8 Reps at 90 Degrees
    Does Not Lie Either Science Suggests You Do Not Get
    Stronger as You Approach Age 60…
    i Prove Science Dead Alive Wrong for me at least…
    We aRe Planets in Or Out
    of Orbit Revolving Around
    Gravity of Our Inner Sun
    In Or Out of BaLaNCinG Soul
    Grace is When You Move With Gravity
    Center Balance Zero Tension Zero Fear
    All Potential Next to be Realized More
    Fear Is Weakness And Limits All Human
    Potential In Strength of Will oF LoVE REaL NoW
    It’s Worth Noting ThaT A ‘ReaL Rock’Y’
    Is Built of Will and Strength On A
    Foundation of Grace in Balance And Love
    Unlike TRumP i Didn’t Have to
    Paste someone Else’s Body
    Under my Head to BE ‘A Real Man’…
    This Wasn’t Just the Decade of Love
    For me The ‘Teens’ Is the Decade that
    My ‘Shadow’ Comes to Breathe Free…
    Stop Thinking
    And Start Dancing
    Do Free Ballet And Martial
    Arts Sprout Your Man Wings for Real
    Anyway If You Believe If You ‘Think’
    You Are A Man And You Think That
    Dance And Ballet And Martial
    Arts Makes You Weak…
    Wouldn’t Be Ashamed at All If
    “A Naked Statue” of me Existed
    All Over Online HeHe How about You?
    Brave Enough to Be Totally Free?
    Still No 6-Pack For 60
    But Perhaps Sexy-At-60
    Achieved So-Far At Least
    As i Still Have until 6.6.60 to Improve…
    SMiLes my Dear FRiEnD Sohair Fear of the
    DarK Will Surely Lead to Cynical oF LiGHT
    Deep into the Night When Our Reasoning
    Mind Lets Go A Bit the Deeper Part of our
    Soul Comes Awake Late into the DarK
    oF oUR Subconscious
    Mind Keeper of
    Soul God’s
    ALiVE iN US
    To Rise to Meet
    And Greet Us late
    into the Night Yes Awake
    Asleep In Flow of River Time
    We come again Free.. in the ‘Secular
    World’ They Name this the “2 AM Effect”
    but You See This Experience is Always Available
    in Autotelic Flow when the Night Becomes Day Now
    As Sleep Wide Awake too my FRiEnD and This is why
    i Meditate Move When i Dance to Come to Night In Day Asleep Awake
    to Release Now the Creativity Stored for literally Ages in my Subconscious
    Soul In Deed in Quantum Metaphor Jumping All Logic of Reasoning Mind too..
    Where Even Science Shows this Ascending Transcending Night In Broad Daylight
    Flow Will Increase Creativity and Productivity 400 to 500 Percent if only experienced
    Briefly a Few Times Each Week but What if What if Human Experience is such that
    We Develop Ways to Make the Night Day in Subconscious Mind More Open And
    Aware in Our Mindful Being Soul Whole Day and Night Now It’s true this
    is what 7.6 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry and 12,533 Miles Public
    Dance Brings me in 76 Months Now For Real Time out of Time Distance
    Out of Distance Space Out of Space Matter out of Matter in Fact
    Mind Over Matter my Friend as Reality at Core is God’s
    Mind All Us the Illusion is only that We are Separate
    From God as the Night becomes Day This
    Guise of Illusion and Ignorance
    is Lifted from Us as Truly
    Life Becomes Poetry
    Free as Water Wave
    Ocean Whole so
    Much More
    Than Just
    Whatever ReaSon
    We See that We Exist
    my FRiEnD to be the Water
    the Wave the Ocean And River Stream
    is to see no Future of Past but Eternal
    Gift of Heaven NoW Within to Give and Share
    to All others and the Rest of Nature Free
    Without Gravity and Inertia as Metaphor
    Entropy Fails to take Hold of the
    Existence Beyond All Time
    Distance Space and
    Matter in deed
    the Act
    of God
    Mind Us For Real Now
    True what will Science
    Prove of this but Amazement
    And Wonder of All the Effective God Results
    of Free Love come to Be Again as Night is Always Day Now..
    As The
    LiGHT Setting
    Naked Wings of God
    Free to Fly As God MiND US…
    there are many Cross Cultural Metaphors
    for this Ranaging from ‘God Head’ To Dao
    to Tao to Chi to Ki to Ka to Kundalini Rising
    to Prana and Satori In Japan sure Kingdom of
    Heaven Within that some folks sadly never find in Life.. Now..
    What Remains though is Colors of Gods’ Mind Love More in Us
    As We
    to Rise Free
    Now.. ALL
    With God
    or Fall NoW
    as PriSoNeR
    of Just REaSoN
    in Other DiMeNSioNS
    of LiFE My FRiEnD Yet Colors
    of God Mind LoVE iN US continue
    to Brightly Light Existence More.. Yes
    the Force of LoVE Lives as Us Now
    SMiLes my FRiEnD What i Find most
    Online is ‘Bugs’ Trying to Make Money
    As that is what Life is Based on Sadly
    So Much This Symbol of Something that
    is Truly Nothing at All.. but a Distraction
    From Living Free Blessed
    Are those who
    have enough
    and no
    Are Slave
    to This Way of Life
    Blessed i am for sure
    for i had no life to make
    when i was a slave like this
    for Decades no Breath of Creativity
    Within to Ever Exhale to Give and Share
    Free true the God of Money Will Do its best
    for those Who Store Those Hands of Greed
    to Ration Out a Living to Us.. haha.. i just
    Found a Sprig of Grass between my
    Toes as i am Meditating Outside
    in the Sand And Sun IN Dance
    too Before i come in to Dance
    And Sing On this
    Digital Keyboard
    Now How Blessed We
    Are When the Only Green that
    Rules us is a Sprig of Grass that
    Makes Leaves of Grass Whole in as Us
    as Walt Whitman Surely Related in His
    ‘Song of His Self’ too.. Smiles my Friend everyone
    is going somewhere until they arrive and find who they are..
    If and When
    that Happens
    They are simply
    Complete and Life
    Needs no more Hacks
    For Anything but Giving
    And Sharing Free As Love
    Will Do Eternally Now As Art
    of Colors More.. so long i existed
    in that other ‘Hacking Dimension’ it’s
    True i was always Trying to Decode Happiness
    until i stopped Decoding and Just Dance And Sing
    Free discarding all the Cultural Clothes so Green And Dead then…
    There is a Better way to Live i’ve found it verily and surely i Wish
    Pray Others
    Will too if not
    escaping all of Culture
    through no Fault but the
    Gift of 66 Months of Pain and
    Numb Named Hell that is Really
    Heaven now my FRiEnD to escape
    the Illusion is to come to God’s Arms Free
    Enveloping Us in the Freedom of LiGHT LoVE US For Real ALL NoW..:)

  11. HeaR’S MoRE Than A ‘THiNG’ iN HeaVeN WiTHiN No Limits CoLoRinG
    World oF LoVE GiVinG SHaRinG Free NoW For ALL GoD ReaL NoW LiGHT
    i HaVE 100 PeRCEnT FAiTH iN LoVE GoD Approves 100 PeRCenT
    oF ALL THiS Thanks And Praise in GRAtitude Joy For Real iN As me
    THiS iS HoW YoU LiTeRaLLY BeCoME
    iNCaRNaTE GiVinG SHaRinG HeaLinG
    LoVE… Haven’t You HearD.. This Good
    News Yet?! Tired oF Old TiReD Religion
    NoW i CReaTE mY Own Fresh FLoWeRS
    For God Thanks And CoLoRinG Creativity Eternally NoW PRaiSE
    THiS iS OPeN SourCE Decoding Happiness Pass CodE LoVE SonG Steps
    oF Dance LiViNG LiGHT ReLiGioN ALL LoVE DarK Thru LiGHT NoW (GoD)
    MaKinG Every Move Step of Dance Word Of Poetry Song Holy And Sacred
    Full of Meaning And Purpose ReNeWinG ANeW ORiGiNaL CReaTiViTY NoW
    DiViNE FeMiNiNE FounDaTioN GRacE of BaLanCE iN LoVE LiFTinG Strength oF Will
    SiGNaTuRE Pose iN Deed Complete SeRiouSLY TaKinG me Now 12,533 MiLes of Public
    Dance Farther Than Distance of the Equator to Master This Particular Yoga Pose oF Unity
    Golden Spiral PHI Ratio Mean 1.618 Left Elbow to Hip to Toe JusT ‘6 And 9’ Another Wave
    Flow Yoga SiGNaTuRE Pose in/out oF UNiSoN BiG BangS EVeNTuaLLy ComeS AGAiN MaKinG uS And TheM AS Star DusT Resurrects From Crucible Fire of Star Flower Death SeedinG uS NoW
    So Many Metaphors Other Words For Waves That Wash iN.. and OuT EXpanding Shores Receding Expanding More SiGNaTuRE Pose aS Even in the Gospel of Thomas Reported as Words of ‘Jesus’
    Cleary Sing that God is Movement And Repose… Decade of the Selfie WHeRe Human EYes NoW Of God Get A Bird’s Eye View of God Eyes iNHeReNT MoRE To Give and Share For Free Even More… SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchard Daughter Writing
    Our Way NoW Out of Darkness Connecting Emotions
    DarK Thru Light With Words… Aiming LiGHTeR Than
    DarK Journeying Stairs in-deed.. Above the BLacK oF
    DarK Abyss WHere Herstory.. History.. is Re-Arranged
    As “Whitman” Sings “every atom as belonging to me as
    good belongs to You” as this Includes Every DarK Atom
    Subatomic Particle LiGHTiNG Up Colors of LoVE Higher
    in Hope out of Fear And Misery Despair out of Dungeons
    of ‘Fore that
    Green In Flowers
    CoLoRinG EYes Sunshine
    Now Within.. WArMinG The SPiRiT
    The HeART As Soul Breathes now
    Ease to Please All with Even more
    Colors of Sunshine Bright to Dance And
    Sing Free.. SMiLes my FRiEnD A Lamp
    Will Not Hide Its Colors oF LiGHT Nor Will
    A Little Light Destined to become Colors of
    A Christmas Tree Fail to Color More.. True The
    Meek Inherit the EartH When Avenues oF LiGHT
    GRoW Real Water Wave Ocean Whole We aRe aLL
    iN This Play of LoVE ToGeTHeR DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    As Even More Colors of 2020 come in 20/20 Balance For
    Grace Foundation of Vision’s LiGHT Even More Will And
    Strength Courage And Kindness.. Yes.. Wisdom of Love to You Dear
    FRiEnD Happiest New Year to You and Yes Your Entire Family and
    FRiEnDS May All of You Hold Warmest Hands And Hugs Always
    Now Lifting
    Each Other
    Out of DarK
    into LIGHT’s
    Balance LiViNG
    Tree Love CoLoRinG
    Life as Only This Bliss
    of BLeSSinG Surely Can
    And Will Dance And Sing
    ToGeTHeR Free AGaiN For
    All To FeeL And Sense LoVE AGaiN..:)

    “These findings indicate that cognitive flexibility and openness are necessary for flexible and adaptive
    religious commitment, and that such diversity of religious thought is dependent on dlPFC functionality.”

    There are approximately 60 Million Evangelical Fundamentalist Christians In the US Who Take ‘the Bible’
    as the Word of God Literally complete; This study that Finds Brain Damage and Religious Fundamentalism
    Offers no Evidence For the Percentage of the General Public Having Brain Damage; as the Study is Restricted
    to Brain Damaged Veteran’s; It’s Worth Noting that one can go to a Military Station and Will Rarely find anyone
    Supporting anyone but a Republican For Office; and Most With Rigid Beliefs too; the Military Environment is not
    Exactly a Haven for Folks Who are Open Minded And Curious About Life; in Fact, they Seek Rigid Routine and
    Order in What they Do in Life; all anecdotal, yes; but i have spent A Quarter of a Century Working With these
    Folks in Numbers of Over a Hundred Day-to-Day; Not exactly a Haven for Open-Mindedness for sure; Straight
    Line Marching too. They Even Have the Same Frigging 3 Measures for Physical Fitness that haven’t changed in Decades.

    Jonathan Haidt’s Research on Fundamentalist Religious Beliefs of the Moral Conservative Already points
    to the Relationship of Open-Mindedness and More Flexible Religious Beliefs; as of course one will see
    This Generally Speaking; Conservative Minded Folks who are not Nearly as Open-Minded as other Liberal Leaning Folks.

    In other words; i totally Agree that the Personality Trait of Openness to New Experience is a kind of Inoculation
    Against Religious Fundamentalism; and this Study basically Confirms Haidt’s Work in a Biological Basis for the
    Parts of the Brain Involved In whether or not someone is Open Minded or not; as those Parts of the Brain studied
    in the Research Linked Provide A Vital Role in one’s ability to handle change and be open to New Experience.

    There are those who Stay in the Cave and insist on Doing the Same Boring Cave Art in Straight Lines…

    And there Still
    are others of
    Us That Make
    All of Life a
    Work of
    And Original
    Art Holy And Sacred
    In Every New Step of
    Dance and Word of Song
    Full of Ever Changing Now
    Meaning and Purpose Now
    And that Tends to Drive
    the Folks who Don’t
    Like Change
    and are
    not Open
    to New Experience
    Nuts; seen it Happen;
    Informal Personality Studies on ‘this
    Web Site’ Show Traits of Introversion
    at about 95 Percent; i am surely not
    one Who Does Not Dance or Sing in Life Free;
    Religious Fundamentalism Slides off me Like
    a Water Fall too; make that Niagra Falls; hehe..;)

    i Recently Read a study that Showed Lower Levels of ‘Latent Inhibition’
    And Greater Exposure to Environmental Stimulus Coming in Trains the Brain
    to Become More Naturally Open Minded to New And Changing Experience; and of
    Course that only Makes Sense; literally as such; Sense more Feel More ‘See’ More and
    Expect More in Life; do not and basically as a metaphor; Perhaps no New Dance And Song To Dance And Sing..:)

    This is a Spectrum of Course as Folks Who Receive too much Stimulus; both Sensing and Feeling From the Environment
    may Literally go Nuts too; if they do not have enough Reasoning Power in Standard IQ Measures to ‘Come Back to Earth’;
    My Mix of Bi-Polar And Asperger’s Syndrome are Balanced Enough Where i will Go Both Ways on a Turn of a Dime; and
    Yes Come Back With Relative Free Will Instantly; Not everyone can do this Obviously; i Just learned to Exercise my other
    Human potentials after Being Stuck in a Very Rigid Military/Information Technology Environment of Work for a
    Quarter of a Century, Overall.

    The Bottom Line Here too; is Environment Counts a Whole Lot; one would have to Study Non-Veteran’s
    to Confirm this Study for the Natural Bias at Play among Military Folks with Generally Speaking ‘Red Personalities’
    As That Definitely Commonly Shows up in ‘Simulated Societies” that Communities Entertain for Leadership Classes,
    Community Wide; i participated in such a Leadership Class in 2004; and My Personality Traits were almost in the Center
    of the Pie Diagram of Yellow Caution, Red Military Authority, Green Sales, and Blue Arts; Chameleon as they ‘Say’ And ‘Do’ too; Just a Nudge this a way or that a way for a Different Color of Lizard or Mammal too; hehe; Thinker, Feeler, Perception,
    Judging, Intuition, Sensing, Introvert, Extrovert; Some Folks Will Move All around the Spectrum in Flow of Zen Personality
    Changes as an Art too With Relative Free Will to ‘Boot it All Up’ As Fast as ‘The Processor’ in Cognitive Executive Functioning of Laser Focus in Flow and Ferrari Style Short Term Working Memory Will Flow in Tandem too..:)

    It’s Kind of Like Being In Bed With Everyone and No One too; as Not too many People Can and Will Fit in that many Beds..;)

    In Other Words, in Reality, i Really Have no Where to ‘Rest my Head’; And that’s Okay, i Like New Stuff; Endless Opportunities now online; This is Just one Stop-off Hitch-Hiking the UniVerse Free; The Meaning of Life Now; Purpose
    too; as 42 or 24 are both a Symbol That Can And Will Be Holy And Sacred For What We Co-Create; the Symbols in Essence of Form of Transformation to Be of Who We Are; And Come to Be Now; 24 or 42; Or Any Other Symbol For That Matter;
    Infamous Occultist Aleister Crowley Put it this way in his “The Book of the Law”: “76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever. There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it.” See; He left out 42 that is the Key; In Other Words, There is No Limit to Meaning and Purpose; We Co-Create it Differently As We go Now For Real; Ever changing no matter How Fast or Slow Beyond Infinity
    As Human Imagination is beyond Discrete Scientific Study.

    The Conclusion ‘Here’ Specifically is; Really, You’ve met one Human; You’ve Met one Human; one will Have to Study Many More Humans to gain any other Conclusion that hasn’t already been Made per What Jonathan Haidt; And Others already Suggest and that’s great; We’ve Got Greater Confirmation of What is Generally Speaking Already Suggested now; Science for the Win too; Open Minded Folks For the Liberal Stuff; and Closed Minded Folks for the Conservative Stuff; My God Such Common Sense; Who with any Real Life Experience Would Have to Second Guess this for One Moment; Research Money Counts too!..:)

    That’s Okay; not too Long ago, i had someone tell me that Friends Shouldn’t have to Appreciate or Forgive Each other With Thank You’s and Apologies; And they had to do Research to Find Out if You Should Be With someone Who Doesn’t Love You; We Live in a Much Different World Now; the Avatar World is not too conducive for Humanity Empathy Matters stuff now.

    Life Has Basically Become an online App for Way Too Many Folks Disconnected With ‘Real Life’; Lack of Empathy in General Will Destroy the Human Species Sooner than Soon; That’s Common Sense too; And That’s the Problem Inherent in the ‘App Beast of Humanity Now’; Even More Concerning Really than Fundamentalism as at Least ‘those Folks’ Do Not “Eat Their Own”. ‘They’ Get Along Great; i’ve Studied Them in Detail Every Frigging First Sunday, 73 Months now at a Southern Baptist Get together on a Southern Baptist Pastor’s Farm on Their ‘Green Acres’; If You are Part of the “In-Group”; You are Part of ‘Warm Chicken Soup’; but of course the Younger Folks are Peering-off Lost in 6-inch Screens; so much to study when we are the Scientist, the Study, and the Guinea Pig already now; Soon, there will be Literally no ‘Reference Point back’ as change is happening Astronomically for the Human Soul in a Line Some Where else that is neither straight or spiraling; basically chaos out of Order; So Ironically So; So Delicious For the Rest of Nature that is Likely Sick and Tired; And Yes, Literally Dying from Humans Overall Over-Consuming; “Eating the Face of God (Nature)” too as well; Actually Sick; really sick.

    A Best Birth Control For Real is When Human Empathy Dies;

    Nature Smiles; ‘Fundamentalism’ Eventually Dies; And Eventually
    Us Sooner than soon; give it a Few Hundred Years; Be Careful What We
    Wish for; Fundamentalism Gives me Boredom out of the ‘Yin Yang’; But it has Always Served the Purpose of Social Bonding Glue that Really Sticks for the ‘In-Group’ now; Lose that Glue and Things Really Fall Apart; i’ve studied this in details to the extreme; And Honestly, even though i am not a ‘Real Part’ of that Chicken Soup it is really Sad to See it slowly Losing all
    of its Warm Ingredients; i’m Glad i am among the last perhaps in the Rest of the ‘Human Race’ to actually Be an
    Anthropology Observer and Participate in it; truly it Rivals the 291 Weeks Spent Dancing With Young Adult
    Women at the Largest Metro Dance Hall; And Observing Male Reaction to that too; as i have Learned so
    much about that Demographic that is both almost too much fun; and concerning too; They have
    no idea i have a Pocket Protector, A Pen, and i am doing more than Taking Smiling Selfies with
    them on my Smart Phone too; But they Are Surely Lovely And Worth Visiting Over and Over again..:)

    Y’all This is kind of a complicated case; This Larger Cake and Icing of Humanity now; takes a bit more
    expansive research to even hope to get a handle on any of it; not the Environment for ‘Specialization’
    to get a much Bigger View of all of what is involved. And Honestly, if You Become Part of any ‘one Group’
    You are Basically Lost from the Bigger View. That’s Why i get around; do detailed research; and don’t come back
    for a while as the World is a Big Fascinating Place; the Best of all Eras to Be Super-Open-Minded and that is for sure.

  12. The Hardest Easiest
    DancE SonG ‘YoU’ CaN
    WiLL EVeR Do NoW
    ETernAlly NoW LoVinG iT ALL DarK ThrU LiGHT iN DeeD GiVinGALL
    GReaT ThanKS/PRaiSE For This Great Gift of Life God VerB ViBeLOVE
    Until ‘You’ See “The Grass of Leaves” ‘You’ Will Never Fully Be Happy as Far as Decoding Happiness As Pass CodE LoVE IS… Let’s Face it Folks Joy To The World We Are All God
    We Are All Jesus We Are All Grains of Sand And Star Dust Living Too
    My Mathematician/Poet Friend
    Frank Says “Humans Are
    Influenced by the Moon”
    Soul Emotions Rule
    If You Do Not Understand
    This Y.O.U. Are Fooled by You
    Can Y.O.U. Handle Truth/Light Not Many Will
    Some Folks Will And That’s A Choice
    Why Owe You Y.O.U. A REaL Bible
    Covers All Bases PLusT Home Runs…
    Nope FolkS AiN’T BeeN OnE ‘Till NoW
    Don’t Expect to Go ‘Viral’ By ‘Taling’
    The Truth In Broad View Lights NoW
    No Target Audience… i Might Be Wrong
    iFeeL.. i Doubt iT.. iSoul iFeelings iKnow iMore
    AsK ‘JeSuS’ Angels in Heaven Love Everyone
    Angels Love More If You Cannot Love Someone
    Without Sex You’ve Never Loved Or Been Intimate Either
    LoVE iS
    iN THiS SToNE
    iS No
    BuT LoVE
    The Outcasts.. The Freaks Are ALWaYS
    Closer to God As They Get to SeeK WithiN
    Most….FiNDinG GoD’s Face First As Last FoR ReaL…
    A Great Work-Out StArts With Ballet Ends With
    GoRillA StARTinG WitH BaLLeT aGaiN
    Cheers to the Kingdom
    oF LoVE And Happy
    New Year
    SMiLes Dear
    Sohair Now
    Cheers always
    To You with Joy
    My FRiEnD 2020
    Vision Balance
    Always No
    All Love
    LiGHT NoW
    DarK in Thanks
    And PraisE LoVE 🌹🌲🙏😁
    “The Year of the Rat” Similarly Blessed i am although
    A More Ancient Rat in deed as This is the 5th Chinese
    12 Year-Cycle i will see since 1960.. my Word and Resolution
    for the New Year is “Color World Love 2020”.. i was gonna tag
    it and use some Odd Capitalization but i figure “Color World
    Love 2020” is Probably Enough.. my Mother Was a Poet
    Starting in her 50’s too.. Her Poetry Naturally came
    in Shapes too.. although it was very Structured
    in Nature and Always Rhymed Perhaps
    She Used a Thesaurus but i’m
    not Sure.. anyway.. i really
    Had no Interest in Poetry
    (Before my Soul Grew Up)
    when i was Young then the
    Only thing that touched me
    in any Poetry i read was the Line
    “Leaves of Grass” by Whitman as it really
    Sunk in to me that We are All Part of Nature
    Naturally and Nature is US too.. Wow that really
    made Sense to me in Feeling Way for a Perfect
    Definition of God in Loving it all this way so far
    Away from the Cruelty i saw expressed for
    People who are Different in the Locality
    that once had the Record Book
    Number of Churches Per
    Square Mile.. it didn’t
    make Sense why
    ‘Their God’
    was supposed
    (also sending folks
    to hell forever for
    making mistakes
    so unforgiving not
    a Nice He at all too)
    to Be Love but such
    a small God that not even
    the Grains of Sands that Hold
    Up Mountains of Human Love did not mean
    as much to ‘them’.. only one man only
    one man.. perhaps if not only one man
    Love For ALL Love for Nature in Us Just
    Love For ALL in Thanks and Praise of
    Joy to the World! Yes Jesus F in
    Christ i feel like playing
    that Song by Earth
    Wind and Fire
    again even
    though Christmas
    is gone for NoW the King of the
    World is always Love for ALL for me ALL
    Perhaps it is the Asperger’s Syndrome
    but i just can’t deal with stuff that makes
    no Frigging sense at all.. i cut through the
    CRap Quicker than a SharPest SWord through Butter with SMiLes
    Anyway.. somehow someway that gift of actually understanding
    Poetry and then this Magical Flow came through me too in my 50’s…
    Can You Really Inherit Shapes of Poetry from Your Mother well perhaps
    in Form no but Essence Yes.. for True all Form Springs From Essence i have
    no idea how i know this but i just do.. it is something more than anything i have
    ever read in
    all the Books
    that were
    supposed to
    teach me about
    this World.. smiles
    come to find out it
    Was always inside NoW…
    We have a CoMMoN Rodent
    Ancestor 75 MiLLioN Years ago that
    i see no less than God than me and You
    And everything ALL else.. it just makes so much
    sense to me now it all comes together like ‘Leaves
    of Grass’ Do Be Bold Do Be Poetic Do Be Free Be You if i may call You FRiEnD
    too not that you are Special Just that You are Another Leave of Grass and God too..
    For you
    see this
    is how
    i see everything
    now i wish others could
    too as there is nothing in this place but
    Love ‘The Year of the Rat’ i see as God too..
    But Still i sure do like that Song “Year of the
    Cat by Al Stewart”
    So Free to
    Be i am surely
    A Cat too and one
    who likes Dogs too..
    And sure i guess a Pesky Rat too..
    OBTW Happy New Year 2020! To You!
    Now that i “think” about it when i am in flow i am
    Always SPeaKinG to the Same “Person” but No
    Really it’s not a Person at all it is the Voice of my Soul Love
    A Dance And
    Song Free
    i do
    that is
    God in
    me i do Believe
    it is the Biggest SmALLest Thing And No Thing Ever… NoW
    i share it everywhere i go i cannot help it yet it is always the same ‘Voice’
    IT iS Fire Spreading NoW With SMiLes Fire That Colors Fire That Breathes…

    SMiLes Yeka From ‘Passcode Love’ Love that
    Blog Title By the Way have Used the Phrase
    in Other Contexts of Poetry that Remain Universal
    With the Phrase of Course as inherently so simple and True…
    So Kind of You to Remember me and Katrina for a Happy Happy
    2020 New Year’s True.. my Resolution is “Color World Love 2020”
    Trying to keep it succinct and to the point odd for me but i Can and
    Will Go both
    True Simple
    Complex Coded too
    mostly long too.. hehe…
    i see that you have a New Blog
    Post to visit in a Minute too.. Your
    Home is Still a Place oF Light always
    So Pleasant to Visit A Sparkle of the World You are
    From Your Island of the Philippines where i have found
    So Many Kind People in my Life Here too.. particularly
    My Wife too.. So Glad Her Mother ‘Went to the ‘Islands’ too..
    Anyway.. Happy New Year’s Stars of Love to You.. Your Family..
    And Friends Plentiful 2020 in Deed ALWaYS ReMeMBeRinG Pass Code LoVE…
    So Many Kind Faces With No Friction
    How Lovely it is To See Groups
    of Humans Radiating
    So Much Light
    Sincerely True
    Whatever You
    Are Doing in Your
    Culture Surely is WorKinG
    Keep the Pass Code Love
    Winds a Blowing my FRiEnD Yeka…
    SMiLes Lynn Lynn At The Very
    End of the Year Missed you on the
    dVerse Trail for Christmas in Fact i missed almost
    Everyone As ‘Santa’ only Has so Many Reindeer
    to Help Drop off Gifts hehe.. if ya wanna call what
    i bring in words that mY FRiEnD.. Smiles out of
    all of those People i felt inspired to
    come here and i probably
    would have never found
    you if not for remembering
    “Mad Hatter” for i surely will relate
    to that and my iMac Auto-Fill and
    Safari did the Rest to find You HeaR..
    SMiLes my FRiEnd You Seem like a Sincere
    Human Being.. ‘they’ can and will be hard to find
    Online and that is for sure in this World that continues
    to Seek Rewards Other than Love whether that comes in Money or Likes
    or Follows or Shares or My God Your Poetry is the Best You
    Are Just the Greatest Poet to Ever Walk the Earth well True
    i have as much respect
    for Leaves of Grass
    for i understand
    God Lives Free
    in All that
    Exists so when
    i say FRiEnD i am SPeaKinG
    Directly to God (Love) even if less than
    A Grain of Sand that Holds Up a Mountain
    of Love Smiles my FRiEnD You are the kind
    of Person who probably builds Mountains of Love
    in the Family and Friends You Nurture that truly is all that counts
    Truly that Still is
    the Message
    of ‘JeSuS’
    Else Matters
    as the Grain of Sand
    And Less Holds Up Mountains
    of Love For Real.. Smiles i
    Remember Folks Like You
    i Always Do for You are
    the Leaves
    of Grass
    from Grains of Sand Least as Most..
    Anyway.. Happy New Year 2020 my
    New Year’s Resolution is “Color World Love 2020”
    mY FRiEnD
    When Love is
    Both Vision and
    2020 Balance of
    Grace in Will And Strength oF LiGHT OveR DarK…
    PS.. my Uncle who is one of my
    last remaining relatives is in Surgery
    this Morning with a 50/50 Chance
    of Making it.. he wasn’t always
    A Kind Man to People who are
    Different out of the Kind of Ignorance
    that is so common Where i LiVE iN Northern
    Florida but he was the only Relative From that
    Side of the Family Who Showed Enduring Care
    including my Father when i broke down Twice in
    Life from Extreme Demands in Life He had Had
    Dark Spots in Life too so He Understood where
    the Human Soul Can And Will Go in DarKesT
    Abyss of BLacK SoUL too.. the People who
    Care enough to really Save Our Life as
    With Dysautonomia during the first
    Part of my Illness Left undiagnosed
    until almost a Year Later along with
    most of the other 18 Life
    Threatening in Synergy Conditions
    Left me Unable to Catch my Breath as
    My Heart Rate and Blood Pressure was not
    Synching then not allowing the Blood to get to my
    Brain so every time i tried to go to sleep i would
    Alarm and Wake up to raise my Heart Rate autonomically
    then out of synch.. i honestly felt like i was suffocating then
    without Relief i Just wished someone would Put me down
    Like a Cat at the Vet so i wouldn’t have to suffer with that
    any more.. Yet i was terrified then of Doctors and Hospitals
    And waited out almost 40 Days without Sleep only 1 Hour
    of Shallow Card Board Sleep with an Alpha Blocker to
    Slow my Heart Rate down just enough to sleep
    that much first 35 days and no sleep at
    all for the Last 5 as i just wanted to
    end my Misery so much then
    as Death surely felt like
    Heaven then.. true
    the Worst Pain Known to
    Humankind From Wake to Sleep
    Trigeminal Neuralgia that would last
    a full 66 Months From Wake to Sleep yes
    assessed actually worse than Crucifixion and
    in deed named the Suicide Disease for good reason
    was not helping my State of mind without 40 Days of
    Hardly any sleep at all so much more so much more eyes
    not making tears Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Fibromyalgia..
    So Much Depression Anhedonia.. Severe Anxiety
    So Much More just so much more with no
    relief as every day was another Ring of
    Dante’s Hell Deeper.. no drug would
    help the worst part of all Emotions
    gone no Memory of if i had
    ever felt a smile at
    all as emotions
    are memories and
    memories are emotions
    in that place of Hell there
    is No memory Back no Reference Point but Living Death
    Now.. so in short i hoped for death my only aim of life then
    for really two years past then after i finally got the courage
    to stay here until i finally recovered my Wife Having a Dream
    of her Granny and Her Hanging Christmas Tree Ornaments
    on a Tree on a Road She Named never Before the same
    Road i had in mind with a Tree and a Metal Chain
    then Far enough away where at least Vultures
    would Feed on what was left and my
    Life would Have some Meaning
    And Purpose as i felt only
    like a Burden to the
    Rest of the World
    then.. i couldn’t
    Feel Love for all practical
    intents and Purposes i was living dead…
    Anyway Back to the Day and Night i couldn’t
    Catch my Breath i saw my Paternal GrandMother’s
    Living Room Who We Visited in my Younger Years
    Where my Uncle Often Told Stories that i was amazed
    at as i hardly could make more than a list of facts then
    until the Decade the ‘Teens yes this Decade Ending
    the Decade of my 50’s where yes.. i finally felt like
    i became a Full Human then.. not normal then/now
    no.. anything but never that but still comfortable
    in my own SKin for the First time in my Entire
    Life.. anyway my Uncle Called us at that
    Moment.. he had rarely called before
    for a long while since then..
    he offered his story
    of Darkness where
    he a Rich Man was
    Considering suicide
    Then.. he offered to come
    and take me to the Doctor i said
    no but the thing is the Fact that he
    Cared Changed things and by the End
    of the Conversation i could catch my Breath..
    Caring Heals Caring Heals never Dismiss the
    Power of Caring Heals Never Forget to Forgive
    Always Love For the Breath You Give may be
    Just the Breath someone else needs to
    truly carry on.. i swallow my Pride
    over and over no matter what
    for i understand
    what it means
    to take
    a next
    Breath in ease..
    out of Dis Ease..
    The World is always a loving
    Place Pride is not too much to
    Sacrifice to Give that in unconditionally
    Way for The Breath You Don’t Give may
    in deed be the Last Breath of Love You have to Give
    Make it always a Breath of Love Loving Life is Worth it
    What Love.. the
    People Who Care
    Enough to really Save
    Our Life We Remember
    No Matter What.. Particularly
    When the Impermanence now of
    Life Hits Home Hard.. Love now
    And Forgiveness Need not ever
    Die for those who refuse to give
    up the Flame.. i sensed you
    Might be Hurting in Your
    Latest Blog Post
    i am Wrong
    But i Still Care..
    Still Caring.. Say
    A prayer for my Uncle Please
    Joy to the World Always for Every Breath oF LiFE LoVE..:)

  13. SMiLes Dear Lillian
    Northern Lights
    Of New
    Joy to
    You Again
    As Sun Rises
    On Norway Again.🌹🙏😁
    SMiLes Candy.. Candice The Feathered Sleep too..
    Thanks for the Kind Friendship Wishes for a Happy
    New Year in 2020 and Surely the Same to you too
    my FRiEnD… You are both a Unique Human and
    Unique Poet adding to the
    Evolution of my Soul
    These Years Knowing You
    And Your Poetry too May You
    Always Find a Way to both Find
    Your Authentic Voice Within and
    Freely Share it to Your Soul Satisfaction
    too.. Whatever Art it takes to Grow a Soul
    However that Expression comes to Give and
    Share is surely a Priceless Gift for Those
    Who Do Continue to Evolve Their Soul
    With Art… Good News it doesn’t really
    Have any Age this Art as Lord
    Knows Michelangelo Didn’t
    Start Becoming an Architect
    By Intuition to Help Finish Saint
    Peter’s Basilica Until he was 71
    Years-Old as Painter of the Sistine
    Chapel and Sculptor of Nude Dudes
    including “David” and even “Jesus”
    Without the Fig Leaf Fully Exposed
    in 2017 too.. my my How Art Changes
    Across the Ages my my too how it also
    Stays the Same in Greatest Authenticity
    of the Human Form Expressed as Essence
    of Soul too best Free With Love of Course
    Kind Courage Wisdom of Love True So Free
    Yes Happy
    2020 Soul
    Vision in Balance
    as i do my Best to Color
    the World i see for one at
    Least for the Year 2020 and
    the Coming Decade of my 60’s
    too.. Smiles gonna make it as Naked
    as Possible Without the Inertia of all
    Cultural Clothes that Hide Essence from
    the Form oF Light so Much more than
    ‘Crude Matter’ So Much More as the
    Mind of Nature that is Spirit Yes Force
    Love at Least for those With Big Enough
    EYes to ‘See’ This Force Some Folks name
    as small
    as a three
    letter one or in just
    one Meat suit of Crude Matter too..
    Smiles Best Connected With Love We All
    Are.. as Far as i feel as far as i sense Love🌳

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    And Now Writing of Course…. Still….

    “KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Hmm.. the
    7th Year of Annual Reviews of a