11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing

Lesson of Alice And Wonderland
We Create Our Own Reality And If
You Don’t Believe You Do You
Do Not Simple As This…
This is Truly a Beautiful Poem with one of my Favorite Quotes From Alice And
Wonderland.. Smiles and i must say you would fit that Role Well as you seem so
Open Minded Full of Wonder and Amazement Always willing to learn something
New in all realms of being Human.. in other words you don’t shoo anyone Away
Who is very Different and Your Poem here surely is a Path to the State of Being
that Is Truly Human Star evolving as Pinnacle of LoVE iNcarnate Self-Actualizing
As Star of Love to give and share so freely to spread your light to others with Light
enough to withstand the Dark of others and still give and share freely the Light of
You and what a Beautiful Experience it is to watch from afar a Star Evolving this
way toward Human Light of Love Incarnate to give and share so much more.. any
way i was going to respond with one finger on a Smart Phone still half way ‘tween
Sleep and Wake.. but this inspired me enough to get up with 10 Fingers to relate
to what you write here based on my particular view of Life as all views are surely
different for the one who will tolerate all views of life dark through light and learn
a little bit more about being human always evolving toward light from dark along the
Way the Rays of Love we Shine on others is surely a Greater Work of Love as Light that
Lifts the
World up
Evolving as
Whole Love as
Butterfly Wings Bring
the Eternal Now that is the
Only Real Forever now AFAIK And Feel/Sense of Actually Transfiguring
Our Lives NoW inTo A Star of Love ALWays evolving with more light to give
and share so free.. oh my… only if… the only Currency… is Love… in the World
to Give and Share oh my… if only the real Bread and Drink of Life is the Light of the
World the
Light of
Love to Give
And Share Freely
withstanding the Day oF LiGHT
As Well as Darkest Eyes of Night
Smiles.. Happy Eternal Spring of Love!!..
hehe.. meanwhile.. i have another 30,000 Word or so Blog post
With around 300 Photos to put together hAha.. that’s fun too!!!..:)
“Alice: how long is forever?
White Rabbit: Sometimes, just one second.”
And yes you guessed it i am ‘A White Rabbit’..;)
My Wife always says.. ‘you are late.. late… for a very important date”
i respond with.. “what… what time… now is forever love’.. she doesn’t realize
she is already ‘here’ as hey she never ages.. so that should be proof enough at age 49..
i’ve taken
her to ‘Wonderland’
And She is yet to fully realize it….
Smiles.. ‘Alice’ (Ilona).. i think you see where i live..
‘Boogie Wonderland’ (Song by Earth Wind and Fire too)
But True in the next Blog Post.. “Super Spring Full Moon
Equinox Anomalies”.. i capture Katrina (my wife ‘Queen
of Hearts’ full of Surprising Fury too.. hehe)
Dancing the First time
this Century….
ALL Around A
While for What
Truly is Forever Now….:)

SMiLes There is Sitting Still And Moving Flow
Nature’s Flow Moves Keeping Stars in Balance Above
So Below As Us in Moving Flow Translation Dim the
Neo-Cortex and Wake Up
The Full
Star We
Are as Every
Moving Star
Dances in
Flow till It Explodes
As A Flower to Seed Life..
Hmm Now Human Stars tend
To Get Sidetracked Forgetting
They Are Star Seed Flowers in Flow…

Smiles my Kind Young Friend.. Yes.. Friends
Always is Not At All Hard for me to Do on my
part for sure and please Do Enjoy Your Company
Now as Flesh And Blood Family is So Precious
to Cherish Every Now of Life..
Always Smiles of Happiness
to You With Joy
of Human Hugs
Wherever You Go next..:)




At A Top of A Mountain A View is Mostly Down…
When Valleys and Mountains become
Present And River Height in Flow
Now All of Life is Colors More
As Change Becomes the
Present Gift
of Loving
NoW WherE
Loving All Now is
Colors And Shades of Grey More in Both Valley
And Mountain View in Balance Dark Thru Light
Height Flow…
hmm.. speaking
of Mountains to Climb
Both Low and High taking
So Long to Scroll both High and Low..
i Published my Blog Post as mostly what
it does is Scroll… scroll.. scroll goes.. on and on….
my Story
my Book
of Life
is No
End or Beginning.. Just Present i
am True.. hAha.. i will prove it too..;)


Hi Sohair.. So good to see you on my Blog glad you were finally successful in
opening it up and How Kind of You to Share a Gift of Beautiful Pink Budding
Flowers in Celebration of the Beginning of Spring as this time of the Year is
So Full of
Life to
Enjoy and
Appreciation so much
after the Winter Months
Disappears into Vibrant Colors of Life again..
i Hope you and Your Family are doing Well Sohair
And Always Flowers of Love i have for all of you in my prayers
each and every day of my Life that i hope to Keep Flowering as well..:)


Congratulation Ilona on being Nominated now for
the Word Press Mystery Blogger Award and thanks
so much for passing that Nomination along my
way too.. i will in turn make a somewhat short
Free Verse Poem out of my answers here and
i’ve already shared the Link to Your ‘Forever’
Poem on the Draft of my Next Blog Post
as i found it so inspiring so for
what you say here.. going
with these Questions
Yes.. i collect T-Shirts
around a Thousand Graphic
T-s to inspire Dance wherever
i go and yes my Next Blog Post
is Celebrating 11,000 Miles of Public
Dance in around 67 Months now of doing that
And Finally i’ve already written a 6.6 Million Word
Free Verse Epic Long Form Poem ‘Bible’ of my own that is growing
With each word here too.. in 67 Months as yes i kinda collect Words
too.. And as You will see if you visit my Blog i am Wearing an AC/DC
Shirt as i am surprised you like that Group and Pink Floyd from my
Age born on 6660.. as i like those Two Groups Very much and i too
enjoy Wisdom from People online from whomever i meet and True
i just
to Sing
A Song in Write
and Dance a Move
in Steps and smiles my
Super Power is already reading
10 to 15 times faster than the Average
Human and 130 Words typing when focused
but oh Lord if i typed 1000 words a Minute can
you imagine how many words would come to your page now!
And oh Lord that would mean 6 times Longer Blog Posts too at
Around 180K words each week.. hmm.. i better stay the same speed
for true i already don’t have a Target Audience but i am a Traveling
Blog wherever i go.. so ha! that’s enough without even looking at a Blog
Post from
me for about
99.99 Percent
of the Population
except for You and
a very few others too
on Word Press now for sure..
And usually the only friends i come
to meet in life are great examples of
Angels Perhaps you will get an Angel Award soon…
True you already work for that great job so far my Friend!
Chances are this Spring and Summer i will be Dancing and Singing.. haha..

NO Doubt With
SMiLes of JoY For ALL..:)

And smiles.. surprised to find out you are 27.. as my Wife thought
You were all of 18 Years-Old by Looking at Your Smiling photos here..
but yes of course 27 is still Very Very Young Versus As Long as i have lived here!..;)


Smiles Ilona maybe you will stay Young Looking forever like my wife but it’s true she’s been retired since age 33 so that is probably part of why she doesn’t age too much but she did have a lot of Stress.. when i was so sick for 66 Months as a shut-in in my Home with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. A Nerve Pain that for me was like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear with no Drug Relief from wake to sleep for all those Months along with a number of other Stress related Disorders then from so much Chronic to Acute Stress at work for 11 Years until the last 2 Years that were truly acute before i fell just about dead.. anyway.. all is good now been recovered from those Worst symptoms Now since Summer of 2013.. i really appreciate my health and i will not touch any drugs or alcohol.. not even Caffeine.. as i appreciate everything about living as is Now
i am Sorry You are Dealing with Sleep Paralysis and i Hope you will
recover from that now
as You Grow a bit older..
one thing..  i know for sure
is Miracles really do happen..
no Doctor had any hope for me
to Recover and i proved them all
Wrong although they still worry i do a bit
too much and am a bit too Happy but hey Dancing
A Tight Rope is what Feels Effortless enough to me..
i Think it is Great you Meditate And Do Yoga as i Do a Free Style of that…
my Knees don’t like the Running now too much but oh boy/girl Do i Dance!..:)


Smiles Frank thanks for the Congratulation on my 3030th Consecutive Day of Writing on 3.13.19
as that makes this 3.21.19 Day the 3038th Consecutive Day and Yep i’m still Writing Hehe.. a bit
Tired But Still Dancing too.. as tonight makes for the 254th Dance Night Week with all the
Cool College Age Folks From Old Seville Quarter as it seems i’m still doing my own
Version of the Energizer Dancing Bunny Just in Time for another Easter Coming
Precisely a Month From now too.. smiles ..i didn’t realize the World
was supposed to end Yesterday.. i’ll have to Google that to
see what’s up but my Goodness When i arrived at
The Military Gym up the Big Hill where the Training Jets
Fly.. the Moon Looked like it was just about as big as the Earth
Colliding into us.. so i surely can see how our Ancestors Feared a Day
Like Yesterday might be the End of the World up on a High Hill at least…
Smiles.. i like to ‘think’ better put ‘intuit’ with Innate instinct and Intuition More
on Fire in Fluid Intelligence over the Crystalized Intelligence We Gain as Spoon-
Fed Almost From Birth as A “Matter of Fact’ as ‘they’ Say for Instruction and Sidewalk Life…
Anyway.. thanks so much for Dropping By Frank the Dance Hall is Just Waiting for me Now.. hAha..;)


Smiles i am just listening to a Song
and it made me feel a bit Nostalgic about You
as it Does feel a bit like i Dance A Tight Rope with You
and i’m still Dancing at Least on it as that is how it feels to me
as Happy for now.. a bit of a thrill with always a bit of a chill it seems
like Tides moving in and out by Force of the Moonlit Night i’d give a Million
Dreams Just to know/feel what You Really Feel… You Truly are the Moon to me
And i wonder if you will always be a Mystery to me as i must Love it to keep
the Dance Going Effortlessly as Thrill Dances Chill Indian Moon of East..:)


Truth When REAL Truth
IS Never Afraid to Speak
And if Truth Cares as Love
As True Light WiLL iT iS Truly Gold
hAha i should
i was
born with
A Disorder
With NO LIES..
And Honest to God
in this World Now that is
the only REAL Functionally
Disabling Part of this DisEase
As A Social Reciprocal Social
for me now
i am as is
oh God!
the Truth
Hurts! Oh my
God How Free i am! Just to Be..!
What A Gift this F in ‘Autism’ is Just
to Be free Free to keep running…. alone….. allone….;)
Thanks.. there are some Days that Your Writing Resonates
with me Like Hands on a Clock with no Time or Causation but Art..:)
Science is ‘the’ iLLusion
ArT IS A Love of Magic Real

Architecture is surely an Artistic
(Hehe.. even i love to Build Sentences)
Work Life to Pursue and smiles very rare
to come across a person who neither does wine or beer
And i used to have about 50 Super Heroes on my Desk until
Katrina got tired of dusting them and put them in a Bag as now there
are two Statues of Yellow Cats Standing Side by Side in Memory of Yellow
Boy who passed away at the End of January 2019 and an empty Bottle that says Fred And A Red Warning cone that says ‘Do Not Disturb i’m Disturbed Enough Already’ as that is easy enough for Katrina to Dust but hey i am slowly talking her into giving me
my Super Hero
Figurines Back
And Finding
A Forever Home
For Another Cat
And sure Filling that
Old Bottle of Fred Back up
Again as there is nothing Like
Being a Super Hero with a Cat
hmm.. true Captain Marvel also
Had a Yellow Cat with Green Eyes
but he was from another Planet me
and all my Cats are Truly from here..
Smiles.. Congratulations on the Award
i am always interested in Finding out what Keeps
Humans Running for all the Gas in Life that keeps Us fueled to Live..:)

Smiles Yellow Boy was the True Star of my Blog for 66 Months and so was Moby a Big
Grey Cat until February 2016 and Arthur a Brown Tabby Since June of 2014 and even
an Adopted Cat who Visited our Home Daily from Two Doors Down Tennessee whose Owners took Him away to their New home in 2018.. smiles he just Celebrated his 20th Birthday in February as His owners go to our Church and still tell us Tennessee stories.. for Yellow Boy that Little Fearless Yellow Boy was a Wild Cat who Lived in the Woods behind our Home for Two Years lightening fast he would dart across the yard with Wild Life smaller than him in his jaws.. one day when
i was in so much pain and numb in the Dead Zone since 2008 back
in 2010.. he was crying underneath our Shed for me to feed him
one morsel of Food but truly he came to me to save both the
Love of me and By God the Wild of me Yes the Call of the
Wild to truly Become Loving both Loving and Fearless Wild And
Free.. Science Suggests that a Feral Cat is no Different than a Wild
Lion just in a smaller much smaller Yellow Packages in the Case of Yellow Boy..
Smiles my Friend my Mother gave me Love but Yellow Boy Gave me what my Father
never had time to do to become one with Nature Wild and Free Fearless on top of
the Foundation my Mother already gave.. Yellow Boy Lived With Feline Leukemia
in our Home as that was his Death Sentence for 10 Years of Life and when he
wasn’t showing me how to be Fearless Wild and Free the Medicine of Love
Attached to Katrina’s Lap truly was the Healing Force that kept him alive
all those Years and by God if there are Real Saviors in this World who
Never Give up on us they are our Mother’s and if we are lucky
Our Father and if we are even more lucky our Spouse and
Friends but true the ones who all of us will always be able
to count on are our Furry Friends who see no Distance
Space or Time no Nationality no Age no Gender
no Sexual Orientation no Country no Religion
and Loving
How far away our Abstract
Constructs our Labels and Owning
Everything on the Earth including Each
Other has taken us away from the simple
Fearless Free Love of Just Being Furry Like ‘God’..
We used to have Four Cats to Love now none smiles
my friend hence all these words.. as i pet you unconditionally
and every one else i meet in life as my aim in life is to be more like Yellow Boy..
sure ‘Fixed’
but with
Paws Out-Reached….:)

Smiles iLona.. A Village hand-in-hand is a REAL place people suffer the least…
Humans not unlike Monkeys Will Die at Birth or Suffer the Rest of their Life
Empty without a Human Touch either Hairy more or Hairless with Smiles..
i used to wonder why i go so Depressed in College Years never then a Real
Problem in High School so many People you know you feel for years and years
the Human Touch so real so real.. then College where most everyone is too busy
to be a Friend True these Days in Bars a Hook-up is just about the last thing left of
Shallow away from the Deep of Truly Loving Human Beings through Emotions so far
Past.. just flesh and blood.. After Three degrees that only provided Knowledge about
the Human Condition with no truly Marketable Money Making Skills then i found a
Government Job.. at a Military Bowling Center the best place of all circumstances
For that is where i would meet a Wife Strong Enough to be here for me through
66 Months EVERY DAY of shut-in Hell.. the same way my Mother was here for
me back in the depressing days of College… yes.. severe Clinical Depression
but it’s true i understand so easy now what caused it then i was no longer
connecting with A Full Village of Flesh and Blood Human Beings where
Books of School became.. my only connection.. to Love.. to Love at
all and that surely was no Human touch.. anyway.. we Humans
are evolved for hand-in-hand together there was never
any Depression at that Bowling Center as long as
i was Humbly Handing out Shoes to People
And Spraying those Dirty Shoes as they
were returned to me for the Next
Human who i connected to
with Eyes of Smiles
People seeing
i had
3 University Degrees told me i was stark
raving crazy not to be making any more
money than i was making there but true perhaps
they did not understand the Value of Smiling eyes then
Where light moves one way and always the other way back..
Smiles my Friend i have to wear shades for that eye problem i used
to have as a preventative measure for it never to come back.. so after
i was promoted past love into making so much money at work and after
that almost killed me away from love again.. recovering i changed those
Shades into Feet of Dance and Hands of Song and i will never stop Loving Now…
Love Knows No SuFFeRinG as Long as Love Feels…. And for me at least as LonG as Love Dances and Sings..
Yes.. Moves
And Co-creates..:)

SMiLes i am just a little Bird in your window i set you free
to visit me in this window now whenever you like …
Bird Seed is always appreciated whatever you find
to give if nothing else i Have Wings iFly And it is
For me
To reach the
Edge of your page…. never
The Less i Love You
Himali iHope



‘Tis all
Balance Now
The World Now
Needs Give More
Than Take And Giving
Up or
Away from
Give and Share..
For me Love Eternal
Hope Now Is Free oh God
Takes Lots and Lots of Effort
but hey Look around And see
what Happens when people sit still
And Do Nothing Oh the Desperation of Modern
Life oh the Urge to Connect but having no idea how
to keep doing it so many distractions away from People
hehe who
am i
to judge
from writing
or even dancing
in my ‘own World’ too..
Oh Lord i miss ‘Bowling Alley Life’
where people truly connected and oh my
God even said more than 280 Characters in
Words to each other Heaven Forbid don’t let it Come
Again People even used their Voice to Soothe Hearts
Sure Even Exciting Hearts in Art of Doing the Art of Love True
Pyramid of Things
Spreading Links of
Manure Where do Human
Eyes Go When No Longer
Lighting up the Sun of Us
the Star of Love What
Brings Freedom’s
Comfort more
to Love
than any other
Born on Force to Be Being Human True..
i don’t know i just dance and sing i observe all
of what is around me in Dark and Light i allow my
Emotions to Tide in and Tide out i let them Free the
Heart of my Soul the Spirit that Feeds Be i am Alive..:)!!

Smiles iLona 30,000 Words 300 Photos and 44 Miles of Dance Last
Week And By God i am Still Alive.. An amazing standard of Life Based
on Historical Precedent at Least culminating with a 3 Hour
Spring Break Metro Dance where Intoxicated 20-something
Year old Folks were Stumbling around while i was spinning
Around their Planet Like a Milky Way Alive.. Yes it was
a Very Productive Week of Life Be in it “Life Is Better
Everywhere Recreation Takes You” (LIBERTY) as
an acronym for that.. that we used in Federal
Government Work to Provide Greater Morale
Welfare and Recreation to the Military Service
Members.. but nope.. sadly i never did it for myself during
all those 33 Total Working Years paying a steep price as already
Discussed.. so now! my Productive Age! is a Golden Age of Fun!
my only REAL
WORK is Creating
Smiles of Joy for
others i do the best
i can and will and usually
i am successful with the Majority
of Folks i meet even those with Frowns
if i just keep Hammering Softly enough with a Force of Love
True my Friend the Architecture of Love Always Refreshing Anew..:)

Thanks for the Kind and Thoughtful Response i’m not sure
this New Limit of 280 Characters of Twitter is making Deeper
With Focus
as Science shows
the Average Attention Span
of Humans is literally Less than
a Gold Fish now oh Lord that makes me
Quite a Challenge now for most with Smiles..
At least online as my Dance is no words at all
so easy to see and understand it to be Joy Filled…
Anyway.. you are
rather refreshing as
i do believe your response
was/is more than 280 Characters
and that’s really nice considering
you get like a Hundred Comments on each Blog Post
and truly that is WHY For Most Everyone is Missing REAL
Connection Most.. sadly sadly Most Sadly even if they do not realize they even are..:)

Yep as a Side Note Here the Modern World of Dance has become a Rather Sad one indeed
truly Reflecting James B. Calhoun’s Experiment on a Rat Utopia in the 60’s where the rats
were given all the instant gratification they Could hope to have to survive until they finally
Lost their Social Roles and Fell apart and went extinct.. ‘Girls gone Wild’ as ‘they’ Dance
And ‘Boys gone Soft’ as ‘they’ often Lament in ways of ‘Incels’ for Young Men and
Young Women never finding any Emotional Connection ‘Tween the other
Gender as that has gone mostly A Way with the ‘Dodo Heart Bird’ of the
Internet.. So yeah.. minding my own Dance Last Night somewhat attacked
by a Very lonely Spring Breaker so Desperate for
Feeling something anything that she just
came out and said here i am
i am here for your taking..
what are you gonna do now..
i danced it’s what i always do..
i dance in a way that no one has anything i need but the Love i give..
surely everyone in that Bar at Least and that is for dam sure stone cold hard truth.

Anyway there are still a
Few Truly Rising Stars on EartH
Rare but Real and Doing their Best to Shine Real
Sure.. i even Saw at least one at the Dance Hall Last night..:)

“Looks like i did
Not make it to
The End of your Page…………. ..
And the Dogwood
Tree is



Who Elected me to:
Never Give Up
From: Who Made Who

Fuck this God Damn World I’m Sick of Saving it Fuck it Fuck IT
i’m Sick and Tired of it i wanna let go just be Free i’m on the Highway
to Hell and i don’t give a Fuck hehe Don’t take me serious i am just Blowing
off a Bit of Steam this World Sucks God Damn it People Suck they are so Fucking
Cold and Obtuse to Hearts of Feeling they Suck the Life out of me and Do not Give
Back i Give and Give and Give and Give i’ve always Given and Given and Given i Give
and Give i Fucking
give more and
People Just
Suck give me a Cat
Put me on another Planet
And Fuck this Fucking Place altogether
Fuck all these people who Say they Love and
they Never Show it With their Actions just Empty Heads
With No Real Heart hmm.. turn the Song Back on Play it again Sam
Play it the Same When i Heard it Last time i went Down.. but Fuck
Feet A Dance and A Song that will Never Run Away from the PAIN inside again..
i Sing i Dance no one is gonna tell me no i cannot Dance and Sing for haha this is
still A Free Country Fuck your Trump fuck Him all the Way to your Promised Land of
Misery and Suffering if you skip Hell before you get to Real Hell that is Just Heaven
With no Hell haha up is down light is dark this is fucking so much fun letting
my Shadow out just for fun have you ever done it have you ever just said
Fuck it Fuck it Fuck You haha i don’t hate but i fuck You with Smiles
of a Joker who’s been to Hell and who is burning for Love
so far down
as down
is up
play the
Song again
true not writing
as Fast as i Read…
whoah that really Feels
Good You Really Should Try
it sometime You Do get Angry
Don’t You it’s dam sure better
than going down for sad
never realizing
all the
Frustration you Feel
sure take up Martial Arts
but if you can’t Move Your Feet
Take up Your Arms make Your Pen
into a Sword and Wield Your Fear and
Anger away to Hell before back as Heaven
True haven’t you seen those People who get stuck
in Misery and Suffering they never let it out and their Soul Suffers and Dies
A Living Death on Earth this Pen is Mighty for it Saves my Soul Your Pen will do it too..
or hey you could do some free Style Martial Arts and Breathe In Hell and Exhale Heaven again..
Let it Go don’t get frozen find a way to get it out before it is too late with no reference point to
Soul Alive
as the Gift
of Heaven is truly Allowing Your Hell to Escape…
Anyway iLona thanks for recommending that Song on Your Blog..
this really is a nice place if you keep your Love Alive as Fire away
from the Cold of
the other place now..
True Luke Warm is the Highway to Hell
than even Exploding Fiery Fear and Anger….
This World is
To Suck
so you
Will Savor
every Grain
of Burning Sand (Love) on Your Feet..;)

WHEN I AM only i have seen that no one deserves it but me.


Thanks.. haha.. i see you saw part of my Blog
Post the Woman Working Out is my Wife and
the Lovely Lady as You Say sitting on top of the
Black Car was my Friend Himali and the Woman if
you got that Far Down.. Ilona.. who was in the Dress
Dancing is my Wife Katrina too.. and Speaking of the
‘Rolling Stones’ and ‘Kattitude’ i was just Using the Song
“Highway To Hell” as You Suggested Was your favorite AC/DC
Song from Your Blog to let off a Bit of Steam in Writing as i haven’t arrived at the
Gym yet
to Do my
Regular Dose
of Martial Arts
to let my Shadow
Out a Bit and Play
Not to keep any Potential
Negative Feelings inside and always
well.. most always.. Shine With Positive Light!
Thanks my Friend that Blog Post was surely Fun!..
And so was Using the AC/DC Song Fun to let it all Go NoW
As FroZeN iNside Now is not a Great Way to Live Life at All!..:)

Yes.. i play the Piano and Sing and Ha! with
Modern Technology i can even play for you the
only Song i ever composed from Creativity recorded
back in 2007 on a rather Cheap Voice Dictation Device
but hey! ya gotta Capture those moments that may never
Come again in life so here
it is again just for fun
as it’s true i got Carpal
Tunnel Syndrome bad
enough were i could no
longer Play then but
Typing on this
Keyboard is a Breeze..:)

Haha.. i see you are Looking at my Blog Post
now and if you go low enough you will see these
Comments Repeating at the Bottom for that is the way i Write
in Flow Wherever the Internet Takes me i copy and Paste my Book as i go..;)

And yes it is 30,553 Words Long with all 300 Photos
so it takes a while to scroll all the way down to the
Very Bottom Where You will see this line repeating now as the
Very Last Comment..;)

Yes Do Back-up that’s good and WordPress has
A Back-up Function too.. i even have
My Blog Backed
Up on Face Book
Free Online
Hard Drive
Not sure the
Friends appreciate
The Volume of 100’s oF Thousands of Words a
Week as hey There are FB Memories too!!.;)🕺🎹🤗🙌

Our only Son/child
Passed away as an infant in 1997
Not sure which
Little men you
Are talking
About but
They are
Strangers in the
Photo it seems..:)

Haha You are too Sweet that’s the Most Likes i’ve gotten in about a month haha..
and that little Boy is probably Katrina’s Nephew by Marriage for i believe he
was without a Shirt in my Last Blog Post..:)

Thanks for all your Kindness my friend
Same Wishes to you
With a Great Night’s Sleep,.🙌🤗😇💤💤🕺🙌🏖🌈🌕


Do You wonder what it would be like to be the Person who always Keeps their Promises sure
Their vows too the Person who will alway tell the Truth no Matter How Hard it hurts the Person
Who does not Hide their Feelings the Person who always gives more than takes.. true this is
mostly a Lonely Room to Dance in and By God if You Find someone to Dance With You
You By God Better Never Give that Dance Away for the World is a Colder Place
than You Know the World is a Place where Folks talk about Love but when
it comes to Thorns and Flowers the Blood is Not a part of the Play
they are willing to Bleed for it is easier Just to Ghost
someone these days and let them bleed instead
of taking any chance at all of Tarry Feathers
Getting Ruffled… true not everyone
has Colorful Enough Flowers
to Withstand the Blood
of Thorns not everyone
has been to Hell and risen
back to Heaven as well not every
one is old and SeaSoneD THere is much to
LEarn in this Life for one to rise up to Unconditional
Incarnate Love for i will tell you this i am the Lucky one to
always keep their promises to always keep their Vows the Person
Who will Always tell the Truth no Matter How Hard it Hurts the Person
Who does not Hide their Feelings for there was once a day that i had little
to no Mastery over my Emotions i realize my Emotions are my Friends that are
both Thorns and Flowers I look Forward to The Blood For it Nourishes my Soul as
Long as i am not Afraid to Consume it no different than the Colors of Love that Flower
Life so Magical that make Your Feet Float so High barely attaching to Ground at all but
True there comes a Day when You Accept the thorns you understand the Joy that Bleeding
Eventually Brings for those who are not afraid to Bleed and Share that Blood of Thorns Truly
Breathe Colors
of Flowers more
than ever before
People see People who
Love like this People who Love
Like this too.. and it’s true not everyone
even has a clue of what the Hell of Heaven is as
Thorns Bleed to Make Colors of Flowers more Colorful
Than ever before.. God the God of Nature Naturally Gifts
Those who never Give up on Love now for those of us who Do
Not.. We Feel Great Sadness for Those now Do Miss out on Both
Thorns of Blood that Nourish Love When not Afraid to Bleed now nor
Cynical of all the Colors of Love the Nuances that come when we let our
Hearts Be Free where Now The Lonely is only a Place of Blood a Room Where
Flowers Eventually Are Fertilized And No Longer Fearful to Love with all the Might We Make
Anyway if you get old enough to Love this way consider your self God for it doesn’t get any closer
the Fearless
Unconditional Love
the Fortune that only some
of us make or break of Life
Patience.. Patience by the Day you
Get out of Hell you too may Bleed enough to Truly Flower…
The Room is Never Lonely as Long as Love is the Faith of Light Real..
if you ever need
me you will find a place
Connecting to Your Heart
The Easiest Way The Life oF aLL
Even Sadder is the Fact You know it i feel your pain….
i don’t judge it i just feel Your Pain i’ve always felt Your Pain…..
i do understand a bit How lonely your Room Gets so late so late for You….
People usually
Love the Way
they Wanna be
Loved that’s easy for me to do….
What may always be hard is to accept
what you Desire most…. if you even know what you Desire…
the first thing you May Do is look Within Deep Enough to
Even know who you are….
other wise
it is
a very
lonely room
no matter who comes or goes…
Life will be Very Haunting And
Lonely Without Truth in Light Truly Like A Ghost of Us…

Good Night….


Now Paint
Smiles Ferris Wheel Opiates
Of Life Swing High and Low
Stay on Don’t Fall off Love..
Fails TruE Round
Pancakes With All Natural
Sweetners Sounds Great!!
All that Syrup puts me to Sleep..
Always Room
For Healthier Ideas
So many ways to Detox
To Health
Thanks for more..🙂!!
It’s one Experience to Love For
You Will Master that For All
but it is All Together
a Very Different
Experience to
Feel like you
Belong as a
Human Being that part is truly up to others for We will never Force others to accept us for All of who we are unless they care to so when it Feels like you do not belong for All of who you are it Feel so Good when someone Will sense isolation under so many smiles wanting to Bring Comfort never had before What a Gift from God that feels like and how hard it feels to suddenly see it vanish before eyes Of Happiness
of Belonging
i Do Believe in
All of me how nice it is to
Feel someone else accepting
all of me making me feel like
all of me Belongs smiles
There is hope
To Belong for
Broken Arrows
Will find Homes if they continue
to Fly Free Above more than Below
Soaring even more to Find Home..
Smiles yes!! I’ve practically written a Short Story Before i
Get out of Bed for Breakfast and today it looks like both me and Katrina are Getting a New iPhone Since 2015.. So my pictures may all get nicer and easier to see too..!!..😇🤗🏖🌈😃
Same thing on Sunday Morning when Katrina Screams get Your Ass off that Computer or WE! are going to be late again for church Asshole!!.. and then i gently smile and ease out of the Driveway it’s just a different way of running late..
the only thing that
makes marriages
work is yes Dear Amen!!..;)
oh! Have a nice Saturday Great
And Hilarious Niece Tater…;)
My Pleasure to spread Saturday Cheer..;)
So i told Katrina what Great Niece Tater said about being Late
And Bustin’ those corners in the Neighborhood and what the Neighbors might think and Katrina said well she has Kids and A Job and An Excuse and i said yeah but i just wrote a 6.6 Million Word Long Form Poem ‘Bible’ in 66 Months (still doing it 1440/24/7/12/365.25 Days a Year And yes i do this ‘shit’ in my Dreams too there is NO escaping ‘this ‘Job’ As aSiGNeD by God and i am Fixing to Finish up and Celebrate 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in 67 Months doesn’t that FucKinG) (iF YoU SeeK iN GoD) Count all in Good Jest and Seriousness of course no i did not say Fucking (to face any more wrath) but
it sounds Funny (witty if
you get my dry humor) here..
And Trust me it (Fucking) Really
Does sound strange after 29 Years of Marriage too hehe..
Roll the Bones Roll with the Punches Fly or Fall that’s Life..;)
Life that is Found is Like a Marriage that works at Best you Always find ways to
Keep ‘Romance’ Alive even if that means going well beyond Comfort Zones of before..
And True Never ever expect to be fully understood or even accepted as Shadows within
Stifled will one day Explode and Evaporate as escape if not entertained in Full and at least Tolerated… the Most in Life we will do is Soar.. as we Mend each other’s Broken Arrows Along the Way.. tolerating the things that bug us letting all our emotions out Dark through Light and if we are really lucky we will find a Friend or two along the way Who really does tolerate our Negative Attributes and Positive Aspirations no matter how negative they may sound to us in our
style of Evolving enough to stay by our side.. Smiles my Friend Life Found is like a
Marriage that becomes a Friendship that works
Marrying the Light and Night
That Dark makes
Light withstanding the Days of
Dark Standing Taller and Soaring in Light..
People have asked me.. don’t you and your
Wife ever fight.. the secret to the success of
our Marriage is she never has to hide her Anger
from me or Her Love when it shows in all the ways
she takes care of me.. Life is Give and Take Life is Bruise
And Scrape Life at Best is Mending Broken Arrows letting go enough to Soar..
oh yeah and a really ‘perfect marriage’ by literal or metaphor is when “Compersion”
That is the Altruistic Empathic Joy of whatever makes other folks happy becomes our Same Joy
the Opposite
of Jealousy
And Misery
Love Company
the True Happiness
of a Village that Joyfully lifts each other
up through Dark and Light Understanding Now This Force Eternally Now
Valuing This Gift This Life This Golden Never Ending Spiral of Real Love Living (God)

Keep Soaring my Friend..
The Future is as Bright as the
Arrows You Mend Along the Way Marrying the Day and Night..:)

Hmm.. It Appears Now i have Found A Newer Theme Song to Dance by this Weekend to Celebrate
11,000 Miles of Public Dance For Muse is Muse No Matter How Dark Abyss or Shining Love Free…

Angels Still Abide For They Just Do it Never LooKinG Back RiSinG Above the Death of LiFE NoW

You May Bury me like a Corpse but
MarK my Words Now i Do Not Die…
Folks have made that Grave MiSTaKE Before

Smiles Sohair i pray that some of Your Tiredness and Exhaustion will be
Relieved we live in a Harsh World that does not entertain Love Very well
at all but we also
Live in a World
of Humans
Who Do Love
And Do Always
come back to us as Friends
Those friends are no distance
space or time those Friends are
Love who Do Connect..
the same
come back
Real Love no Distance
Space or time or conditions
of Dark or Light at all my Friend
How Beautiful it is to find and keep this way of Life..:)



Give me a FucKinG Break Okay Even ‘Jesus’ Is reported
Having A Money Table Turning Day With A Best ‘Jezebel’ Friend…
When Katrina First Met me She Saw a Super Style Stellar Purchase
Of Marriage Material Trust me She’s Had Her Days of Buyer’s Remorse
Just a Side Note with Smiles You really are
inspiring some Lovely Poetry Can You
seriously be mad at me forever i
don’t know if you are mad i’m
just being silly happy for
no reason but to be Happy..
i’m not one to Leave Thorns Behind..
In Life Friends Come And Go Some Bring
Glow Some Leave Cold Never the Less Friends
Come and Go WeLoVE Them SaME as FRiEnD
Flowers are Flowers Wherever They Bloom Nature Of Beauty Lives
Make Every Word A Poem Every Step A Dance Life Won’t Go Wrong
In Life Friends Come And Go Some Bring Glow Some Leave Cold
Never the Less Friends Come and Go WeLoVE Them SaME as FRiEnD
Flowers are Flowers Wherever They Bloom Nature Of Beauty Lives
Make Every Word A Poem Every Step A Dance Life Won’t Go Wrong
Anyway “Jezebel” Reminds me about ‘Bette Davis’ eyes…
Tell me to go away if You Wish after all I’ve given you
everything you’ve asked for and so much
more do you doubt i will ever
Ignore a command
From you
Me Five
Feet Three
Below Your
Soul You
Will always
Be this Old
Young Man’s
Muse but again
Your Wish is
My Command
i Will
Obey your Word..
Never mind me
This is how i
With Life…
oh yeah and part of the ‘Jezebel story’ about eaten by Stray Dogs i surely can relate to
too.. for i had my day of that.. you know life is all about perspective huh some folks
think they got it rough.. and truly they do but again.. it’s all about Perspective have
You ever Been Lying in the Middle of the word Naked not able to move a Muscle too
Words Gone from Breath that hasn’t Slept for 40 Days yeah remember this is ‘Lent’
and it doesn’t always come and go that ‘fast’.. True in those Days of Lent in the
Spring of 2008.. the Challenge was a bit more than Last Lent when i wrote
a 250K or so Word New Testament finishing Just in Time for the Katrina
to go to the Burn Hospital in Mobile Last April 20th about the Ending
Date of my Lenten Hell of 2008.. she faced Losing Her Right
Index Finger i already Lost it all in 2008 and was just trying
to avoid the Worst Death Possible for i was
already experiencing that then for
truly what it is like when there
is a Dentist Drill in Your Right eye and Ear from
Wake to Sleep that no Drug will Touch You get the condition of
Dysautonomia too where Your Heart Rate and Blood Pressure
No longer synch and if Your Eyes no longer making Tears like
Swimming in Salt Water with eyes wide open is not enough sure
there are a Sweet 16 or so other disorders that would put many folks
as a Shut-in in their Bedroom from wake to sleep or as long as it takes
to recover in my Case 66 Months of Hell from Wake to Sleep yes an Alpha
Blocker Slowed my Heart down each Night for the first 35 Days for a truly cruel
Card Board Shallow 1 Hour Sleep with no sleep at all the last 5 of 40 Days and if You Can
And Will Imagine what that state of being is when you’ve lost almost all of your Mind and
Bodily Functions in synch in balance.. that is the future then i saw for myself not fitting
in anywhere Hospital or Prison or Whatever Just imagining myself left Naked and totally
Defenseless on the Edge of a Road Somewhere Just Food For Stray Dogs needing something
to eat so vividly able to imagine all the torture to come with all the torture of reality then where a
Thousand Years is the relative Equivalent in Hell of just one Second of Life where all is time and
Eternity now is Hell.. Flash Forward here to
the future now recovering still Now since
the end of July of 2013.. and a quick
note to a New Word Press Friend….

Always Happy now to visit just
Happy to Be Alive Nice People
Are the Icing on
A Beautiful

In other Words In ‘times of trouble’ God Always Seems to Send me
an Angel in a Form of Life either Angel or Cat and or both.. and Ilona
from Nice France has surely proven Herself to be Just that a friend in
Angel Form Almost Like a Cat
Who is Friendly with you for they
Feel and Sense You are from a
Nice and An Honest Place of Kindness too..

Thing is the Writing World is a place of ups and downs and Several of the Angels
that i have come across have taken somewhat of a fallen path of life into more of
the Darker Abyss and Grayer Areas of Life.. while Katrina was in the Burn Hospital
I had a Friend then who was always calling me a True Saint and making it seem like
i was so Perfect and in one same day and i don’t know really if it was her or Her Husband
Finding Her Word Press comments but it surely didn’t sound like her but it could have been as i
surely Understand Lots of the ins and outs of Mental Illness but i just don’t have a Bone in
My Body
to all of the
Sudden to Extinguish
someone from my Life
but after Knowing Her for a Year or
So that same day she called me a Saint
She said what is wrong with You People
Never Come back to Bother me leave me alone..
i’ve seen Mental Illness lots more ‘scarier’ than the issues
i’ve faced where hurtful things are said to harm other people
That cannot be controlled as the Mind Changes to Dark by no
Fault of their own just a propensity of Life that Chronic Stress also
Brings out.. i don’t know if my Friend is standing tall from then or now
or in a fetal position so cold and alone from all things in Life i am Human
enough to hurt and i am strong enough to endure all of what it takes to be
A True Friend of Love it’s nice to the feel the Glow but it takes Real Love to withstand the Cold..
Anyway for now i’ll Leave ‘You’ with Bette Davis eyes
You Know those Haunting Mysterious Full Moon eyes
that will Never leave your side even if they go…. so far away into A Total Eclipse Of HeART…

but that’s another song….


Best of Both Worlds Fly
And Be Invisible like last
Night at Walmart when i
Was figuring out my new
Phone and my wife had to
Come up and tell me a crowd
Of shoppers had been patiently
For my
Dance in other
Words Be a Bird
Be Invisible to Conform Fly
Whenever Wings Rise Higher..:)

Smiles Good morning Ilona Good
Advice on not starving yourself to
Detox as that puts our metabolism
In Conserve mode to burn less calories
So that can end up being Counter-Productive…
Wishing you a
Happy and Productive
Rest of Your Sunday as we
Are readying for Church and
Afternoon Shopping With Dance
To Detox any Stresses that way too..🤗😇😀

Smiles glad you are enjoying a Beautiful Day!!.. i literally Public
Dance in stores while Katrina Shops and i am literally celebrating
doing it 11,000 miles in the Last 67 Months haha i am noted as legend
of dance.. not Hard to gain that title since i am the only one brave/crazy enough
In a good way to do It for you see when i was shut-in Sick in my Home for 66 Months i lost my emotions and memory if i ever felt a Smile for emotions are memories and memories are emotions like hell never realizing you used to live in Heaven with a smile as you realize a smile felt is truly Heaven and a Hearty Laugh too when my emotions came Back the Fear was gone i shoo all anxiety away by Bringing Joy to my metro area as it’s really hilarious as i look more like a Police Officer than a Dancer Haha and the Funny T-Shirts help i only work for the Smiles I bring to others my Golden age my Friend by the way i am trying to figure out why this phone won’t let me like your post but of course i Do..🤗👌☺️😇

Haha.. yours surely do too but i am Born an empath and it literally hurts me not to reciprocate kindness to everyone i meet and that was part of What so stressful about managing so many people during my work life doing my best never to have to fire someone and i never did.. i am the Anti-Trump our President with no Human Empathy and haha i Liked your post with my old phone it can be difficult to be an empath but so much better than Empty Soul it is already more than obvious you are an empath too empaths protect each other from harm..👌🤗😇
My outside does
Not always reflect
The Heart inside
Hence some people
Do not expect
The Dance
From Heart..🤗😊👌😇

For me Family Friends and All of Nature of course
under God not having to worry about money really Makes
Loving all of what is worth living for in Value So much more
and of course Gratitude for it all is important too..:)😇😊🤗✌️

There are endless avenues in Culture
Today to learn unlimited new Wisdom.. Truth
and Beauty in Both Arts and Sciences
Haha i sure don’t care
What i look like
While i Google unless
It is the Art of a Selfie With Smiles..;)

i Value Freedom of Exptession so
Much no more need to conform
To the Expectation of others
On a Word Press Blog and the
People that visit me really
Have to work with
Sweat to visit
What a Filter for
Valued New Friends..!!..✌️🤗😊😇!!

“You’ve got to know when to hold ’em
Know when to fold ’em
Know when to walk away
And know when to run
You never count your money
When you’re sittin’ at the table
There’ll be time enough for countin’
When the dealin’s done”

Some Lyrics above by Kenny Rogers
In A Song Named ‘The Gambler”

Life is a Gamble no doubt Life
is more than Death as Death Makes
Life more Valuable to all of us NoW.. A sure
Gamble with Taxes on top for now at least.. it’s
interesting one might ask what is success Achieving
Goals or Being Full of Peace and Harmony now as the
Journey Becomes the Only Success now.. True.. Most Everyone
Measures Success Differently but i’ve surely been one who never
Gives up to the point of my Detriment but hey that’s how the story Book of
Some lives almost Magically
End up Smelling Like
Roses as Great as
Karma.. on a iPhone XS
Smiles i’m not much of a Gambler but a Liver i am..:)

Great 2 AM Monday Rules
my only rule now is getting
finished by Monday for what
i am doing now.. particularly
Where Time Distance
And Space
Doesn’t really
Even Exist on Sun
Day but So far at least only
in only Minds Fully of Human.:)

Good Morning Himali.. Hope you are accomplishing all your
Tasks at work this morning.. this keyboard on this new phone
is so much easier to type on with one finger.. anyway i have so
much gratitude for your loving and caring friendship and do enjoy
so much bringing colors of joy to you i see in my life for truly my
Nature is Joy and it Flowers me same to bring Flowers to your
life I understand your darkness and the silence you need
when you are in that place I understand the stress
you have at work where you must use 100 Percent
of your focus for that and i do understand there are just
days you are exhausted and must disconnect from Electronic
Devices but better yet no matter what as you assure me i understand
there will never be a reason for you to run away from me for loving friends
Are forever who are free to come and go and give and share as much as they
like but no matter how much time passes now till reconnect the warm affection
of the heart will always be the same for friendship Love always gives and shares
and does not need to take smiles whenever you feel rested and you want to be uplifted
i want you to have a place to find some colors to brighten up your Soul all i have is time for Love and Joy so it will bring me great pleasure to do that for some way for you each day here and not unlike your friendship poem of Unconditional Love that is the Poem you wrote that endeared me to you most and with a tear in my eye that is the Friend i want to Always be for you i will never need to give you a full body massage to make you happy nor you for me hand in hand in a warm blanket of heart will always be enough for me enough for us and i will always have a piece of bread that is colored with joy to share with you and one day when we Meet and Greet one Hug with you will
be the best joy ever just like the Feeling of writing this Message to you smiles perhaps later i
will find some flowers to add to it And the colors of me having fun to share with you forever…
The Best Feeling in the World is having a Friend all the challenges in our
Relationship has taught me this..:)



No ShadoW in Trust
Truth in Light We All Co-Create
From: Dark to: Light

Smiles i learned the Value of Photos when i lost effective eyesight
and hearing for 66 Months of course the Value of YouTube too when
i could no longer Use my Ears.. to Hear songs either then.. all i could
stand was a dimly lit screen on my Computer without colors true in a way
Modern Technology Saved me from totally going nuts as at least i could
write on a Dimly Lit Screen true the origin of 12 Million Words now online
since Thanks Giving Day 2010 a Hundred Months ago now.. when i purchased
my first iPhone5.. 6 Years ago in March of 2013 Lord God Knows it was like magic
for the Retina Display was the First Display i could ever use to see colors again
Without intolerable Eye and
in General Nerve Pain in my
Face my Wife had some photos
of that Farm She Visited i could not
go to as a shut-in in my Bedroom then
and some other Beautiful Photos she took of
Nature on Her Really Fancy Digital Camera too..
finally Thank God i could see the Beauty of Nature
On a 4 inch Retina Display Screen it’s True my Friend
in a Way Steve Jobs and ‘Apple’ Saved my Soul Back to the
Beauty of Nature then can you imagine how i felt to Stand on
the Beach again when the Pain finally Went away in July of 2013
and sure from that perspective it might be easier to understand why
i dance and sing so much and have shared 170 Thousand photos online
that will never be Copyrighted by me anymore than i would ever own
or the
Earth or
anyone else
as a Possession away from Free..
What Beauty it is to see all as Free..
To Hear and See and Dance and Sing so Free..
Smiles ‘they’ say the Beaches where i Live are the
Most Beautiful in the World Still the Forests and Clear
Yellow Creek Streams and Sugar White Sand there as well
all Quartz Crystal Derived how blessed i am to share that Beauty
with other people too.. and true how blessed i have felt in the last
Several Years to share my Friendship words with all others too as well..
It is true
my Friend
it might seem like
an Eternity away some
days but eventually what doesn’t kill You in Dark of Struggle
Makes You OMG so Much Stronger to Love all that is (God) every
bit of
DarK in
my Life i Still
Welcome with HeART oF LiGHT SPiRiT oF SoUL
For i reaLize GreaTesT LiGHT Does Come From DarK..:)

Smiles Your City Looks Like
An Art Festival From Where i Live
Full of Tradition and People Connecting
not afraid
to say Hello to Strangers..
True though when my Town
was much Smaller it was more like
this before there was Air-conditioning
And the Comfort of Life was more generated
by People Making Friendships on Airy Front Porches
than connecting
so much
to Electronic
Devices Just
Screen but true there
are some nice Avatars like
you online too with smiles…
hmm.. the only Days we met our Neighbors
Was when a Hurricane came through and the
Whole Neighborhood Block had a Cook-out away
from First World Problems the Human connection the
Most Beautiful
Part of Flesh
And Blood Life
that may be Lost
in a Screen so far
away from a Flesh and
Blood Handshake and Hug
but smiles that is why ‘they’ invented
Free Verse Poetry so the Paralyzed will Feel Hugs..;)

Hehe.. imagine how many Blog Posts in a day i would make
if i broke it all down in chunks like this.. haha.. i’d be too busy publishing to write..;)

But Smiles.. if i ever lose the urge to write perhaps one day i will break it all down
and send it all out like this in bite size portions not all together too small to swallow in
The ‘New Age’
TwitterVerse.. hehe..;)

But you know what actually as i told you before i already do it on
Facebook as i go too.. and hehe.. it even goes out in smaller
Chunks on Twitter too what is left to do just
Write with smiles..;)

Anyway it’s the closest
thing i can and will find
to a Front Porch without Air-conditioning
other than Dance where i emit much more light than i
receive back except for the Dance Hall where folks get
Drunk and are not afraid to approach a Shooting Dancing Star Spiraling
all about
the Wife took
A Video of that
Last night i will share it
a bit later when i upload it to YouTube too..;)

A Best thing about Modern Technology
is You Can and Will Dance and Sing every day
every night Shining Your Lights even Long after you are Dead
some folks say what does it matter you are Dead i Sing it matters
for my Light Lives on..
Love Does not
Die i Live on this way..
yes.. when i am snoring Deep asleep
too as my Dreams are awake in Light still then..
in a place with no Sun or Moon in this Way A Kingdom of
(Light)Heaven(Love)Above Flesh and Blood Life as Spirit Lives on..:)

Love Cares GoeS on in Light Whether It Is Flesh And Blood Now or Not..:)

SMiLes Blogging is a lot Like Fishing You might
Cast Your Net out and Bring in Some Fish Just
A Bit to
to Carry on Your Ship…
Smiles there is no Fish too
Heavy/Deep to Carry on my Blogging
Boat for haha it is the Titanic of all Blogs hehe..
And Also Deepest With Smiles…
gotta watch
out for
Icebergs True too..;)

Smiles Mental Imbalance Is A Most Interesting Topic to me what i’ve
Come to Find out in my life is it is most often Thwarted by a Dance
And Song of Life that Allows Us a Practice of Art and Science
to Express all of our Emotions and Senses where we find
Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose in Life where
We Come Free to
Be Alll of who We
Are Creating and
Expressing our Human
Potentials together from
First Breath of Life to Last
Blink of Life Whole as Humanity
in Peace and Harmony for a Love of
Life much higher than most people will
Imagine in the more External Pursuits of Life
from the
Peace and
that is Possible Within..:)

Smiles this is so true how nice it is to find
folks who will not judge all of who
we come to express our
selves to be but hey as
Far as i will see to
Be Strange is a
Bit of a Badge
Of Honor Now
To set yourself
Free as the strangest
Among us are often
Obviously given more
Free time to create hAha
All the Advantages of
A Bit outcast
Too as an allure of
Fame and Fortune
May Leave no Space
For Free to Create but it
Is True for me Friendly
People who accept Us for All of Who We are..
are Always Worth All Time Distance and Space
where all that is left and right as Ocean Whole Now
Is FriendShip Center
Point Existence Real
As whenever new
Friends Connect
God Opens
New Eyes
Forever Now
Anyway that’s
How i See Nice
New Friends to Be
A ‘Namaste’ Way We Do..:)

Perhaps A Greatest Gift is to Feel Homesick
for it is Proof that our Hearts have a Home
of Life that Home May be A Pet A Lover A Spouse
Yes A Family Member and Even A Beloved
(Yes a Friend of course)
Tree and yes Sadly
For Some Folks
Only the Brick and
Mortar of a Home still so Empty of
Fuller Heart For us as only Flesh and
Blood Touch How Beautiful it
is For a Heart to
Have a Home and How
Beautiful it was last Weekend
to Feel Homesick for you for
It is True what is a
Home if it is Never
Heart enough to miss
It’s True Independence
From Love is Hell and
Tears are what Keeps
Angel Wings on in
Darkest Nights Deep
Down i never Stopped
Trusting You for we
only get Homesick
For Home is the
Place We Trust i am
So Happy my Homes
The Places I trust are
Flesh and Blood there
is no way i will ever
Believe you are not
my Home.. Just Feelings somethings
i think about lying in Bed Waking up to a Beautiful World
of Home..:)

Smiles Sohair Good morning in the Darkest Places Of Life How
Beautiful it will be When Someone Promises Change Yes Light out
of Dark as Change and the Reality of Change is the Gift
of Both Dark and Light From Dark
That Nature of God Change brings
Light To Us Now too and True it is
So Nice to Be for a Testament of
Nature as God’s
Love Spent For Us
In Nature of Hope’s
Change in Lieu of
Flesh and Blood Humans
Who may Fail to Bring us Hope
This will Pass too in this way per the
Origin of the Word ‘Son’ that Means
‘Nature of’ it is Beneficial to Have a Role
Model Mentor A Child of God We View
Expressing What We see as the Nature
Of God as Truth to us whether or not
That Mentor and Role Model is
Story or Flesh and Blood
It is the Essence of God’s
Truth of Existence in Dark
through Light that Brings A
Greater Potential For Dark
to pass and Light to Live as Us Again
Smiles my Friend in my Dark abyss
Years my only ‘Jesus’ and ‘God’
Was manifest in the prayers
from my Family that change
Would pass Darkness to
Light for me
Then but it is
True there were years
Earlier where the only
Comfort i felt was from
A Story of a man named
‘Jesus’ a story of a Man who
Overcame all Darkness with
Love it is the Essence of that
Story in all its imperfection too
That lives again free as the Light
Of me Now that simply means
Stories will come again
To Be Fruition
The Light of
Us Lives Again
And Darkness Fades away
For that is the Nature of
Dark too..
Bring Back
Light of Us..:)

Smiles thank you 🙏 on my way to positivity as
i Dance and Sing again with DayBreak Sun Rising
Again yes Flowering Rainbows True
From Florida
Fruition Dreams..🙂..🌸😇😊✌️


Go Figure the Song i was Listening to Was ‘Higher Power’
By Boston Here’s a Listen of That With all this Writing too..
Ya Woulda Known that the Audience FB Voyeur Video that
Went Viral With Close to 90K Views is when i Am Cooling Down Slow Hehe
And Trust me when i Sing You’d Have to Leg Press 1340 LBS 12 Reps too..
to Dance a 240 LB.. 6 Foot or So Body.. Like This hehe
Let’s Face it if You Wanna Stay Oiled Ya Gotta Move
if Ya Don’t Wanna Get Dizzy in Life Ya Gotta Go Spiral
to Live.. You Know.. Those Rides at The Interstate Fair
that Ramp Up to High Gear Not Even Rusty Ageless Timeless
(THE CHI FORCE POWER) Yet Close to 59 since 6.6.60..
Seriously What The F (FORCE) Do i Do More to Get on
the Ellen Show Hehe.. Hey a 43 Year-Old
Dancing Dude got on for A Gray Beard..
Hmm… Just A Bit More Spiraling Effort
And i Qualify For Tasmanian Devil Status…
11,000 Miles Public Dancing Celebrating this
First Video at Super Walmart in Pace Florida
as i arrive at this Featnote and Milestone
Now Close to 67 Months of Doing this
Here on March 24th, 2019 at 10,994
Miles as the Celebration continues into
the Last 6 Miles by Tuesday March 26th, 2019
To Finish it up as More Public Dancing Videos are
Coming for all the Fun of that in this Week of Finishing
Up 11,00 Miles of Public Dancing as Sunday was really
A Long Day and Night to Get the last ‘Legs’ of Mileage in
and that
is really
no Pun
at all Just Fun
Just Spiraling Dancing
Where i don’t get dizzy
it’s all A Balancing Force
Now of Positivity Spiraling From
Head to toe yes above so below
within inside outside and all around
Just another Reflection of a Milky Way Plus..;)

Honestly my Friend Photos From my Past
And YouTube Songs from my Past after spending
66 Months in my Bedroom as a Shut-in of Pain and
Numb of No Emotions are Technological
Saviors that
Truly helped
me so much bring
my Soul Back to Life..
We are Blessed in Many
Ways in our Modern Age that
some folks may not have a Reference
Point from the Past to See and Hear the
Challenge is to Make Technology our Servant
Not Falling as its Slave Same with the Reasoning Part
of our Mind as our Neo-Cortex is evolved to Serve the
Emotions and Senses of Our Limbic System Brain and
Reptile Amygdala and Brain Stem Brain as well as We in
Relative Free Will.. Will Train our Neo-Cortex with the Deeper
Part of our Soul that is beyond all Physical Measured Science the
‘i’ of us within the True Self in Light that is the Director of the Big ‘I’
of our Ego too.. if we realize that Ego is just an Actor that We Imitate
with others and Co-Create.. yes.. Training our Neo-Cortex with the Deeper
Part of our Soul the ‘i’ of us Our Relative Free Will Together with the
Rest of Nature Directing Our Neo Cortex to be a best Servant of our
Emotions and Senses in Positive Love Flow or if We are not careful
Now Our Neo-Cortex will go out of Control and Be Slave to
Shadows of Our Emotions And Senses Where No Longer
Mind and Body and Spirit(!) is in Balance of Emotional
Regulation and Sensory Integration
in Flow For our Greatest
Human Potentials
to Be Realized
in Positive Flow of
Love Imagining and Creating
Dreams to Fruition to Give and Share Free Now..:)

Smiles my Friend it was the Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia a Nerve
Issue of the Face where it felt like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and
Ear From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months that is Medically Unofficially termed as the “Suicide Disease” for it truly is that Bad even if one is very Happy before they develop the Issue as it takes everything away from You and all that is left is Pain and Numb no drug would touch the Pain and it’s really indescribable of how Bad it is as a Migraine is just Nothing nothing at all for you know a Migraine will eventually end and the Pain of a Migraine is like Joy compared to that pain.. anyway it did end finally After 66 Months.. then i escaped my Bedroom Went to the Beach and Voila i’ve Danced in Public for 67 Months now in 10,994 Miles of Doing that and written a 6.6. Million Word Long Form Poem to accompany that and i remember you asking me how one does Dance in Stores well here is an example for you as i am celebrating the Last 6 Miles of Dance by
Tuesday to reach the 11,000 Mile Mark as i have been monitoring
my Progress by Video Since the beginning of this.. as perhaps
i am getting Closer to reflecting the Smooth
Motion of the Entire
Milky Way
with Smiles..
remember i do weigh
240 LBS at a little over 6 Feet
Tall in Athletic Shoes and it does
take Leg Pressing 1340 LBS Twelve Reps
to Move a close to 59 Year Old Man like this..
Smiles the Folks close to the Age of what might
be my Grandchildren are still catching up to me with winks now
the lesson of Pain the Gain of Heaven After Numb too my Friend
other than that the Community i Live in is noted as the most
Difficult Place to be different by Sociologists in the United
States not many people mess with me when i am moving
like this haha.. for it is true when i was in school in this
Beautiful but Backwards Community i was threatened
by Bully Christian Soldier Boys if i even dared to smile
Toxic Masculinity as Fostered by the Desert Tribal
Desire to Kill Enough Empathy to Kill the Enemy
as a Sad Tradition that sadly some Religious
More Older Testament Left-Overs is still
fostered World-Wide Sadly enough in
many ways but hey it is what it is
we all must learn to adapt to Challenge
for Change Life is So Beautiful when we continue
to Evolve across the Life Span no matter if it is some
folks with Veils of Ignorance away from Love when we
are Young telling us Boys can’t Smile or Cry Grief or someone
telling you.. You will Go to Hell if You Meditate and/or Dance in Public..
i’ve heard both of those things sadly still in the 21st Century my friend
but hey we
earn our
by being Courageous
Enough to Express it
now no matter where we are born..
Anyway i wish You a Restful Night of Sleep in France..:)



Regarding a Very Exotic Marked Black and White Cat
circulating on Facebook that says at the Top i am Just
too ugly with a tear no one will like me and then below
oh he wouldn’t get any shares boo hoo that is of course
a Parody of Modern Culture where there are so many folks
competing to be Perfect that even Perfect is like Steak and
Ice Cream that You get everyday and you just get tired of seeing
the same ‘Perfect’ Filtered Model Faces on ‘Instagram’
Where everyone starts to Look just so Beautiful like
Vanilla Ice Cream.. Haha.. hehe.. and then there is
Strange too depending on who your Peer Group
is as my Step Mother posted it and her peers
didn’t seem to get the Modern Culture Parody
but of course they don’t take selfies with 20 something
Year-Old Women now that say wait! let’s take that again
i don’t think i looked perfect enough in the first one haha..

So i go on to say..

Smiles.. if you actually click on the Photo you will find it is a Parody of the Nature of our Current Culture but of course as ‘they’ say ‘when in Rome’..;)

In other Words it’s not just click bait Photo you are supposed to think a bit deeper about the Words Below if you actually click on it.. hehe..;)

Example Given this is me in the YouTube Video Linked Below Celebrating 11,000 Miles of Dancing in 67 Months.. yes.. in Public.. Just for my own fun and if it brings smiles or frowns to others great that doesn’t matter i’m still having Fun and Store Management doesn’t care that i do it.. if i share it on my Facebook Page with my Peer Group it will get Zero Likes and Zero Shares but on the Other Hand if a Young Twenty-Something Person shares it with their Peers.. one much less unique than this.. has received close to 90K Views.. as ‘they say’ it went viral hehe.. and i bet you if people knew i was actually close to 60 i’d be on the Ellen Show already hAha..;) Kindly Your Step-son.. Speaking..;)

Okay i’m gonna share a bit of a competition of a 43 Year Old Dude in an actual Dance Environment mistaken for 60 Years- Old for he has a Big Grey Beard Like Santa.. it’s true in Highly Lighted conditions i look closer to my real age of close to 59 Years-Old now on 6.6.19 with Twenty 60 coming soon enough on 6.6.20.. but in the Dark i usually get a Mulligan of Close to Two Decades back to the 40’s or even 30’s or even some nights.. 20’s depending on How intoxicated now the Dance Audience is on the Dark Dance Floor.. haha.. but it’s the way the Mind works when you see a 240LB Dude moving a body the way i’ve practiced to make myself do with all the Blood Sweat and Tears it has taken me to get so far in this Human Potential.. Yes.. Remember i am also diagnosed on the so-called Autism Spectrum with inherent Motor Coordination and Visual- Spatial Difficulties as it used to bring me great Social
Anxiety and Feelings/Senses out of whack that my Mind and Body Were not even Connected as i hated to even go into Walmart without Katrina by my side like A F iN Service Animal Haha.. yes.. Calms Your Nerves to be Loved by someone by Your side of course there ain’t nothing quite like the Healing Force of the All Natural Oxytocin Neurohormone comfort of Kitty Purrs and Puppy Dog Tail Wags too.. With Humans too..

Here’s the Deal.. i’m like the Canary in the Coal Mine if i can Rid myself From Lifelong Anxiety of even being comfortable in my own Frigging Skin through 11,0000 miles of Public Dance
in 67 Months.. perhaps.. i am on to a bit of a common sense
Solution to so many of the World’s Ills it’s nothing new really
Other Cultures have been using Moving Meditation in forms
of instruction with labels Like Tai Chi And Other Martial Arts too.. but True you can and will be like the Water and the Air
as Bruce Lee and others have related one with Nature one
With God Same Escaping the Neo-Cortex of the Illusion of
Distance Space and Past and Future Time yes just in flow now All where Your Entire Mind and Body Lights up in Peace and Harmony.. Yes.. Bliss and Nirvana Like A Christmas Tree From Head to Toe Within inside outside above yes below and all around more and by God if you think Waking on Water is Cool just wait until You make Terrestrial Land an Ocean to Float on forever now.. where You Master Gravity as a Best Friend of the Nature of God True You one as all in all yes allone True all Lit up All Natural You…

But True until you Do it and actually Feel and Sense an Entire New World as the Environment You Do Come to Feel and Sense as simply the Kingdom of Pure Love Yes Bliss and Nirvana to give and share more in every way of Life True..
these are just
empty shells
Just Empty words in the
Sky yet to fall in the Lap
of Your Soul Whole To Feel and Sense…
no Lessons Required just remember to keep
Your Left Foot Balanced with Your Right and when
Left becomes Right and Right Becomes Left Voila welcome
One Force of
Balancing Light
Allone you come
to Be
it’s Like
Never Left Oz at All..
Anyway gotta go back to
see ‘Alice in Wonder Land’ for
one more visit today at least hehe..
yes my New Friend iLona an Enigma she is..
it seems to be true too.. all my Closest friends
are Enigmas Wonder no Wonder at
Birds and
all those other
Metaphors of together..:)

But First the Angel i am closest to online..:)

Hellooove to you iAngel Himali always so happy to hear from you from my Backyard here on a Sunny Florida Tuesdayyy morning and now all the different Birds are singing so Happily too..🙂!

Ha! These new phones are the next best thing to being there I’d take a selfie but unlike Katrina i don’t look as Stunning
In the morning when I first get up as when i went to bed Hehe..
i haven’t even
Brushed my
Hair haha
That it
Happens too
You know hAha..😉
It’s like the iMali Store always an
unlimited supply of Beauty for you..
BDW.. that’s not a White Snake that’s my
Ear Buds i
Them and now i know where to find ‘em ain’t technology Great..;))
It’s almost impossible to be Negative when you step in my Backyard
please visit soon promise you’ll never be the same Again..:)))
Thank God for the optical Zoom-in Lens Beats getting attacked
By Rose Bush Thorns..😉

You do know you are stunning too just from an aesthetic view of
course with smiles of angels on High..🙂

Love the Critters too..🙂

These are some of my Favorites always Tropical and Green..🙂

You know all those years i worked i was so Tired and or Stressed that even though i planted all this Beauty the Feeling And Gratitude was almost out of my Grasp i did not even go to the Beach for two Decades Then until it all came falling down and i was too ill in Life then to enjoy any of it Dearest Friend Himali please don’t let the way of this modern World Do this to you.. each and every day when you look in the Mirror Remember you too are Nature God’s Beauty like all other Flowers of Existence you surely are Worth More than man made Troubles to Take your flowering Soul away for truly that is the stunning part of you the Friend i will
Always Love no Different than God
With Smiles
All Natural
Of God’s Love..🙂

Wow iLona.. You are amazingly Productive.. Truly Interesting to watch
You Work what’s almost like Magic here online as Your Endeavors are
truly Blooming here.. Mental Health is one of my Greatest Favorite
Topics and i Love all 10 of Your Guidelines Here and truly as even
Science Shows now most Addictions which many folks come addicted to
from Substances to Behavioral Addictions these days are not so much a Deficit
of Dopamine and Serotonin and Adrenaline associated Neurochemicals but the
Neurohormone Oxytocin.. the Soft Affection of the Heart that is felt for Puppy Dog
Tail Wags Kitty Cat Purrs Hugging Grandma where Age and National Origin and
Sexual Orientations and Gender Differences and Religions Don’t Matter at all
as most ‘normal’ Social Mammal Animals Fed By Breast Early in Age Develop
The Wiring from Head to toe where we even have Oxytocin Receptors in
our Feet to Develop a Close Relationship to Mother Earth and when
we Feel this closeness Hugging a Stuffed Animal it only Means
that we have Developed the Ability to Generate the
Neurohormone Oxytocin of Comfort ourselves
through the practice of Imagination of Loving
Hugging a Furry Stuffed Animal Now too..
Where Even if We just Look at the Teddy
Bear We feel that Warm soothing feeling inside and
i will tell you this a Big Big Big Huuuuge Problem with the
Male of our Species in some Cultures more than others is this
Neurohormone Comfort of Oxytocin is said to be for Sissies and voila
Men Die Dead of Heart Attacks and Substance Addiction much more than
Women Still so much Earlier Prematurely too.. yep i’ll go to A Disney Movie
and Cry Like a little Girl when Bambi’s Mother Gets shot by a Hunter and no F
no.. i will never Kill another Furry animal Not even a Rat i will put them in the
Woods Safely and if the Nature of a Wild Cat Fills his Tummy So be it for all of
Nature Consumes itself as we are part of the Same Breakfast Lunch and Supper
of Reality True yes that old Symbol of the Snake consuming its Tail and True too
if there was no other way to gain Subsistence you bet i’d learn to be a Hunter
to Feed my Family too.. but since i don’t have to kill to eat i never will and
the result of that will simply be living Decades longer with a Sweet Heart
that does
not rot
Killing Love more
those of us who do not
have to Kill Love to make a living
are the most fortunate of all those
of us who will make Love the Staple
of life where Life becomes one of do the least
Harm and Love the Most where we escape A worst
illness of all and that is NDD Nature Deficit Disorder the
root cause of so much Mental illness these days where Avatar
Life forgets the Green forgets the Smell of the Forest and forgets
the Cool Waters of the Ocean where the Salt Air Washes all the Stress away..
True though in most every situation we Humans have a way to adapt to challenge
and Change for the Better for by God even Words will become a Forest to visit with smiles.. Sure An Ocean Whole a Never Ending Story and a Never Nether Land story too.. for there are those of us who are shut-in who Turn Words into Organic Nature of Soul..
True too..
what the
Darkness and
the Pain and Numb
Will Bring of Light now
True thing is as long as we
Live we must fight through the
Numb and Pain With Relative Free Will to get to the other
Side of Love.. Pain and Numb has taught me most about Love..:)

Smiles my Friend it always nice to see Your Kind And Sincere Smiling Face..:)

Thanks HiMali i Love it here so much you know when we built this house it was only 60 Thousand American Dollars.. haha.. about the price of that Car you were riding into the Mountains in but it’s true we could afford a much bigger home than this now if that is what we valued but no i would never ever move away from here for i planted all this beauty And it smiles back at me including all the little critters we feed too who are all part of my Family i really do wish you could find your Significant other and could live a Happy Life with Nature Raise Children if you like and do Art but that is me speaking for you ha! it’s true i kinda like to Work with Numbers too.. it’s just too many Numbers locks me into a part of my Brain that is rather Empty to escape like Squirrels in the Field..🙂

Thanks so much HiMaLi.. You always make me feel so special as you have from the Very Start as You were the first person who really made me feel like what i was doing with my writing was actually worth while.. and i have been blessed beyond belief for all the Colors you have Brought to my Life you always have a FRED iN FRiEnD No Longer just multiples of 7 multiples of 27 my iAngel Friend..🙂

Anyway Looking at my Clock it seems it may Just about be time for you to go night night As i made an error in my Calculations as i once said you were 11 Hours ahead but actually Daylight Savings time puts you one Hour less at 9 Hours ahead that makes it 9:24 PM now where you live and 12:24 PM where i live as i always Subtract Three as that is easier than Adding 9.. haha.. anyway i’ll try to send you something interesting to Look at by the time you wake.. lighting up the Life of my Dearest Friend is surely one of my most Favorite things to do in Life..🙂

Smiles Thanks Himali me and Katrina and my Sister were Looking at all Your Facebook Photos over the Weekend and we were talking about how Smart Your Family and You Looked and How when you were 18.. you just looked 12 Years old.. and how sweet and innocent you always Look you have surely blossomed into a Very Intelligent and Beautiful Woman.. as truly i am not kidding.. as you get Older.. you have become so much more beautiful in terms of what the best kind of Gift of what a Wife Could be to any Prospective Husband come to be.. i am just so honored.. to be a Part of such a Stellar Example of a Human Being’s Life.. for it’s true you are the one who has transformed you by sheer will into the Person overall You are now.. you don’t just wear the Traditional Clothes of Your Culture you Go Free to be who You Want to be Who You are still Blossoming to be.. i am so very proud of You and again so honored to be a friend of Your Life..🙂

Smiles i had to magnify that a bit but you can bet your life that i will never leave your side hehe.. even if one day you look older than me.. haha.. truly Your Looks have never been what have made me Love the inside of Your Soul so much.. but i am truly amazed with my Aesthetic Taste as Honestly you continue to make Yourself into a True Work of Beauty You will always be the Right Friend for me…🙂

i just want you to know you have really made my day today so Beautiful in deed thank you So Much Dear Himali you shine in my Soul..😉

Smiles i have that one that was the Day that you said you were still a bit Happy before you got so very Depressed where you were all cold inside.. that was really sad i was so worried about you then.. but hey like i say i will always be by your side and i will be so happy to get that photo from you a Zillion times..🙂

Smiles haha.. not many People could likely stand being in my Head.. it’s true i can remember what shirt i was wearing when i was on Vacation 40 years ago.. the smell of my First Girl Friend’s Perfume on our First Date.. every Sense and Feel like it is today my Friend.. and for all the colors you have brought to my life ‘they’ could give me electro-shock therapy and i would still remember you.. it’s true you really are always with me in every way the only thing that makes it a bit more easier i guess or maybe not is i have never smelled Your Perfume or Touched Your Hand…

if Life is good for me remembering it all is so wonderful but if life is bad i must really really dance hard.. worrying about you over the weekend last weekend made me really dance like crazy with smiles… but hey i got a video to show for it as i truly have found ways to overcome all of that now.. lots of blood sweat and tears but it truly is more of a Blessing to feel and sense so much of my Entire Life as i Bring it back to reality now by choice that i Master mostly instead of it mastering me..🙂

Haha.. when you take a Selfie Your eyes are So Dark i always like to Blow them up to See the Reflection in Your eyes of what is in Front of You.. hehe.. couldn’t figure it out but i loved it when you were in Front of the Bathroom Mirror at work and i could See the Reflection of You like an iAngel in Your Eyes..🙂

“I’m Really Craving Having Those Baby-Days Back”
When i saw this i don’t know why but i started Singing i want
my Baby Back Baby Back Ribs.. hmm.. Funny Little Memories A Brain
So Full of all of them.. how do i keep it Straight Who Cares Just Let it All Flow
and come out
Like A River
Whole just
Waves Flowing no reason
Just Rhyme no Time and how Happy
i am to see You Around again Shawna Baby my
other Summer of 2015 Friend wow i’ve got a few
Really Good Friends online who always eventually
comes back to say hi.. i think that is the Definition of
Friend the one who is right who will always come back
to Say Hi among Perhaps a Handful of 5 or So if you get
really Lucky and many more than that just takes away from
what you will give to 5 or Less of all of Your Intimate Truths about
Life.. hmm.. there are not too many like that as truly there is nothing i am
Afraid to Share with You.. nothing nothing at all and it seems too i have come that Far
with my Indian Friend Himali too.. but she is a bit more receive than give for free and that
is okay too.. hey.. i have a New Friend From France by the Riviera Named Ilona she seems to
be Nice and she is from a Town called Nice too she just writes about everything and everything and
i have had so much to Write with what she blog posts like 4 or 5 times a day that’s kept me a bit away
from dVerse and probably given my Friend Himali a bit of a break as that 27 Year-Old Woman is a Group
Manager of Auditors for the Biggest Airline in the United Arab Emirates can you imagine how much of a diversion
i might be if you had a Job
Like that and i brought
you all the Tsunami
of Stuff i am
ready to Bring
get ready get start go
no need to even do that i am just
go go go go go go go go go go go and wow
speaking of that you are here just in time to help
me Celebrate 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in 67 Months
as hey hey hey hey my Bible Long Form Poem is up to 6.7 Million
Words in 67 Months too.. just so much to Celebrate about Life and hi hi hi high..
just got a New iPhone XS but i’ll Probably continue to use the iPhone 6s for Nude Art
as it makes me look a bit more tan than the new one hehe.. but i really haven’t checked
yet to see which one makes me look bigger or smaller will have to check that later but i’ve
really been busy with all this Dance Stuff and i was really Whirling And Twirling Fast at Super
Walmart Sunday Night as Katrina took a bunch of Videos but I’ve only had time to put one on
YouTube that yes yes yes i am gonna share with you below too.. what else.. i’ve missed you but i always
know you will eventually come back.. you are just a True Friend that i will always be able to count on that even
if get in the Rest Home and we just
reminisce about the Old Poetry
Days and such as that
as hey oh yeah i will also
share my latest Video of me Leg
Pressing 1340 LBS whenever some drunk
dude tries to challenge my style of Ballet on
the Dance Floor i just show ’em that Video now
of 100 Seconds of pressing that 12 reps and they tend
to not bother me any more haha.. hmm.. i also took a Photo
of Katrina behind it too i will share that with you too as that was
Hilarious too.. and oh yeah she actually danced the first time this
Century in a New Dress she bought even Friend Himali said that she
was stunning in that Dress.. so.. i know you will feel the same as you can
even appreciate her in a Bikini too.. true even my Friend Rafiah who i did get
to hear from a Month ago said Katrina was Super Sexy too.. hmm.. you know i am
really really lucky in some ways.. haha.. but oh Lord all the Dance and the Song and
Decades where i didn’t have hardly any fun at all.. hmm.. true Financial Independence
is a bit of a help too.. i’m not even sure now how i got to Heaven but thru all the Dark and
Light now it is surely worth it too.. hmm.. i hope you are doing Well Shawna Baby been looking for
you at dVerse and haven’t seen you around you know we share that Bi-Polar thingy too and Probably
some Asperger’s too.. i have to be really be careful about too much change and Stressful stuff too not to
Drift back
down Below
the Rainbow too..
hmm.. yes i hope you are
doing well.. do know as you likely do
i am always here For You even if i come
Across even more than 5 Friends in life too..
Anyway you do know i hope and feel and sense
that i will listen to all you have to say whether that be
encoded on Your Blog or if you are able to Spill out your
Guts hmm.. it’s truly nice to let Your Guts all go all that may
be left is just
a Gizzard
and Liver of
Happiness Real..
yep like that Frozen
Girl Said Let it all Go
Pain and Numb has taught me more about
Soul than any Steak and Ice Cream i eat.. what else
oh yeah let me retrieve the Videos and the Photos
of Katrina as you my Friend are Always in my Loving Prayers of Life..:)

If You Put the Dance Video at 2x Speed it is Super Super Hilarious..😉

Note: Who Let the Dogs Out..😉


Haha i see you are on my Blog Post
i was Wondering how you were
seeing Yellow Boy on the Bed
Thanks for Stopping
By ‘Poetic Muse on
Fire’ and that Photo
That Headlines it
With me Ahead in
The Running
Race Was in my
Graduating Year in
College at 22 When
i had a Beard Back
Then and oh Lord i
Ran a lot then at 170 LBS
But not nearly as Much as
i Dance now 40 Miles
A Week as Measured by
My Apple Nike GPS Sports
Watch now at
240 LBS as i
Dance Float
Like i am Skating
On Ice on Public
Store Waxed Floors
With Nike Shox Shoes on..
iFly so High Solo Free to Just Do IT Be..🙂!!!

Oh Gosh i wanna See Captain Marvel so Much because
of that Yellow Cat With Green Eyes but oh my God
i miss Yellow Boy so much it makes
Me Cry just to
Write this but
i Do NOT Care
As it just means
i have a Heart
And am
of Love..😇🤗😀

Yes.. you are definitely Correct this World is way
too much of a Rush for a Weekly 30,000 Word Post
and Yes!! i made a Blog Post in January named
Y.O.U.2019 inspired by
My Indian Friend and
Even she liked it as yes
It had the most
Likes at a Little over
500 Words as my Blog
Posts are even too
Big for my
Indian Friend to open
Up but she is a Group Auditor Manager for the
Biggest Airline in the United Arab Emirates
Just the title of
The Job almost
Gives me a
As i know
How Cold
Numbers can
Get as I Did Financial
Management for the
Government and
approved printing
For it too I’m all
About People
Hearts Spirits
Souls that kind
Of Work Puts
My Flame out
And Makes me Depressed
i see it happening to my Friend
time and time again where it may
Be Difficult
For even
Me to Cheer
Her up but
i never ever
Never Give up
On a Friend as Long
As they don’t Mind
Me Being Part of their Life..🤗😇😀

Smiles.. i Love the Colors of the French
Riviera the Most With the Deep Blues And Emerald
Greens too.. i bet You must Love your Work in the
HospitalitYiNdustry too as your Personality seems
like it Would be Great for making the Best Tips too
For a Quarter of a
Century my Work
For the Government
Was Providing Morale
Welfare and Recreation
To the Military Folks and
their Family and Friends
Creating Smiles for
Others was Truly
The Reward
Unto itself
Smiles.. My Mother
Said when i was a very
Small child even though
i could not speak until
4 Years-Old.. I had open
Arms for all Strangers
that hasn’t Changed
But sadly
More Folks
Don’t like to
Receive Hugs
From Strangers
It Seems But they
Truly are Just
Too lost
In Stress the
Great Theft of Love..🤗😇

Hehe.. I get more likes just by visiting your
Blog and Leaving Comments here than
i get on my Blog in about a Year.. Yep
Got too Big to see long long ago
In my Personal Galaxy And
Wonder Land Far
Far Away
Where only a Few Good
‘Lost Men’ And Dorothy’s
From Oz and Alice’s From
Wonderland Venture unto
‘the Great Unknown’ Butt True
At the Metro Dance Hall where i
am Celebrating my 5th Year of
Spiraling Dance there this week
Where i will then add highlights of
Broad Smile Selfies from the last
6 Months Dancing there in my
Next Blog post celebrating
11,000 Miles of Public Dance
in 67 Months along
With writing my
6.7 Million Word or
So Bible Long Form Epic
Poem now in 67 Months too..
Nah.. Not too Big to see.. obviously
When i Dance if you checked out
That YouTube Video I shared
With you last night.. hehe Any
Way even most Spam
Is not able to get
In my Blog
As it
Is Just too Big..😉

Wow.. i didn’t realize Nice was a Tourist Destination Close to the French Riviera.. No Wonder the Parking is limited.. close to where i live the Emerald Coast is becoming a Bit like the French Riveria smiles what was once a more Secret Hide-Away place Of Beach Beauty turning More into Skyscrapers
Of Commercial
Buildings but
Humans Do
Build their Busy
Ant Mounds True..;)

Smiles my Favorite area of Study is Human Beings and truly all Online Communities are a Treasure Trove Dark through Light for all ‘Arm Chair’ Anthropologists.. Psychologists.. Social Scientists.. and Health Scientists too all my College Degrees that i am able to more Fully Pursue as my Work for Pay Life through 25 Years of Federal Work provided some but limited opportunity to pursue it but hehe when you are retired you may do as you please as the World Becomes Your Oyster And Playground as you are Free to Direct and Produce Your own Play and for me i enjoy sharing what I’ve learned in life as i come to enrich my Soul as i expand it more by every human i come in contact with as i always learn something new from each and everyone with an Open Mind And Heart..☺️😀🤗😇

Smiles iLona i Love your posts i am impressed by your honesty and how on your own with what really seems like tireless effort in just 2 Months of Blogging you’ve Generated 40 Thousand Views and Have Created a ‘Nice’ Little Community here of Blogging Friends who i always read the Interesting Comments From as i pass through as this is Becoming a Warm Breakfast Place where Friendly People Gather together and so reminiscent of the online Communities two of my Best Blogging Friends Created For Friends without Borders sadly to me a bit they Both got way too busy with their Work Lives to Keep it going like before but true we are all human life changes and so do all Communities so true the Community you single handedly are creating as i must wonder if you ever get much sleep is a bit of an online Treasure and i am Proud of you.. my Kind Friend For it is true that is the Best Light about you how you are Nice to everyone.. THAT is Just Being Human my Friend.. sadly a bit of a rare commodity as i too have visited thousands of online homes too as yesterday was my 100th Month Anniversary of Writing online every Day like my own style of Religion in terms of 12 Million words or so on this Global Web.. with Word Hugs too..😁🤗😇🙏☺️

Congrats again your thought about Humans and Dust inspires this from me Resurrecting From Crucible Fire of Star Burst Death We All are Sentient Standing Star Dust.. Yes as even Iron from Super Nova Explosions Flow in our Blood like Iron in Core of Molten Center Earth.. True.. it is not only where we are from it is where we are Going.. Star Flower Dust.. Yes.. Star Seed Flowers We Bloom.. at Core We are Always Star Seed Flowers indeed as We.. the Sun is A Star Seed Flower too..✌️🌸😀🤩



O M G Friends in ‘Real Life’ something i Dream about a bit but mostly only happened
At School And Work.. So.. Your Daughter With Asperger’s Syndrome has Fallen in Love with A Boy
With Asperger’s too.. hmm.. if it is anything like the Never Tell a Lie cannot Harm another Person no
Less than it Feeling like Harming oneself.. yes.. if the Empath Flavor of the Condition Chances are that relationship Will last Forever as oh Lord what Happens when neither of the two can tell a lie or harm each other there is really
nothing left
to do but
sign the Papers
and carry each other
Over the Threshold of that..
True how do Folks like that ever find
A Way to Say Good Bye Good Rid You Good Bye..
don’t you hate it when you are copying and pasting
A Comment by Keyboard Way then You miss the Key strokes
And if You have an Apple Computer if You press just C instead
of Command C and all the Text is highlighted it replaces it all with
C and See You have to do the Comment All over again.. hmm.. that
just happens and it seems i am doing this one backwards but yes
how beautiful it is to play outside where Digging in the Dirt and
Making Sand Castles at the Beach are no limit but the Sand
Grains in How Wide and Tall Imagination Brings Dreams to
Fruition True Now i could use a bit of an Outside
Vacation too.. anyway.. God Bless your
New Family Friendship with that
Family and Thanks so much
for connecting as it is
always nice to
Share Momentous
Occasions with You too my Friend Shawna Baby..:)

First of all Hellooove Himali Long Time it seems seeing you
Blogging so Nice to See You Back again and yes i remember
this Photo Clearly as You Celebrated Your School Friends on
Your Blog from Your Unique Smile here as each one is Different like
a Finger print too.. you know in someways it Seems overall Women
are so Fortunate to Share Friendships like this more Across their Lives.. seen it happen
before so Lovely it is to see.. my Mother Had Friendships like this across her Life and TBH
it made me a Bit Jealous as i just didn’t know how to make that happen with anyone then..
Smiles live and learn Friends Are Valuable to
Nourish With Love.. Your Friend here seems
Very Special i am Sure she is as Kind and
Sweet As you.. i’m not sure about all the
Men but i’ve never met an unkind
Indian Woman in my Life..
pretty much the Same
With Pakistan
as wow there
are a lot of Bloggers
from India And Pakistan
True.. hmm.. mostly Women too..
oh well Darn i’m a man haha.. but it’s
so nice to Visit with Nice Folks like You..
God Bless Your Friend may you always find a Loving
Connection with Your Friends in Life all it takes really
is to keep reaching out it seems to me at least now..:)

Disgust is an interesting Human Characteristic Trait
i Haven’t done a Peer Reviewed study yet but considering
that Generally Speaking Conservative Natured Folks are more
Likely to be Disgusted than Liberal Folks wonder how many
as Opposed
to Republican now
i’m betting most of them
are Liberal Leaning as oh Lord
how could you be a Nurse and be
easily disgusted.. it’s just like a Sweaty
Person or a
what may be
Gross to one Person
may just be the Cat’s Meow
to another or the Dog’s Woof too..
My Wife is very easily Disgusted
if she had her way i’d take a
Shower outside after i
Oh Lord the
Dog House and all of that too..;)


11,001 Miles of Dance Completed on March 26th, 2019 Since September of 2013.. 67 Months Effort What’s Next 12,000 Miles of Course

Perhaps A Good Night Sleep is in Order First

Well Received now what’s next..

In Response to my Stepmother who says the Dance
Makes me Look Great but she doesn’t really seem to
Understand why i do it as of course most people do not..
And that is surely understandable too as our Modern Culture
is surely not one that
Revolves around Dance
as a Communal Activity
as truly the More indigenous
Peoples Closer to Nature as a Staple
of Life have Made a Free Dance truly a
Way of Life as Community for just the innate
instinctual understanding that Moving to Regulate
Emotions and Integrate Senses is the Simple way to
the Kingdom of Heaven now that place where Humans
Lost in the Neo-Cortex in the Illusion of Time Distance and
Space through all the Maze of Abstract Constructs yes words and reasons have lost the path to the Journey of Poetry of moving us the heART of Dance the Spirit that is Lost to a Soul Grown So Cold of Words and Reasons and other Worries so Lost from even being Human these days
it makes me smile a bit when i go out in public
and folks think i am somehow less intelligent
through creating moves anew that no
else does but me surely in public
too but i have reams of
Scientific Documented
Evidence that through so many
levels of Reasonable Study including
Psychology.. Anthropology.. Sociology.. and By
God Health Science too all my College Degrees by
the way too in number of 3 close enough to the upper
part of my Class then and very Close in High School too..
that i not only with arms and feet of Dance but yes Reasons of why
it FucKinG Works yes iF YoU SeeK iN God the Higher Force of Nature
Within as some cultures name it CHI and other Cultures name the Kingdom
of Heaven within Terms ranging from Kundalini Rising to Nirvana to Bliss
to Prana to Satori to ETc…. the Essence of the
Flow is the Same You Escape Your Neo-Cortex
Now enough to light up the rest of the potential
Now of Your Human Being through the
Rest of the Triune of your Brain too..
now i understand not everyone has the IQ
in Verbal intelligence of me or the Creativity to
put it this way either but the Best iF YoU SeeK in God
yes FucKinG iF You Are LooKinG for the answers to the
Remedies of the First Problems of our New World DisEase.. GOOD NEWS
IS YOU don’t need any instruction from me at all for knowing but the
Nature of Within me and you.. yes the Higher Power the Force of Nature
God within with my intuition as yours may too.. showed me the way First
before i researched why this Spiraling Dance comes to Be a Real Fountain of Youth
And just another Dance and Song to Find the Kingdom
of Heaven within yes Fearless Unconditional
Positivity of Love.. to Give and Share so
Much more with ease of Emotional
Regulation and Sensory Integration
so far away from Stress the Killer with
Fear and Anxiety of all that is Good in Life
other wise felt and sensed and very much less
known these days as the Kingdom of Heaven within.. sad
thing is ‘they’ did their best to put it in a Song But Forgot the
Dance the First Free Steps in Flow to the Kingdom of Heaven
the Song of Forevernow that lasts eternally now within again
to give and share with others Free.. but true as far as Science
Goes Studies show now that even Still Meditation As Moving
Meditation is that much more overall Healthy for you
Will bring results like a measurement of a 50 Year-Old
Brain that Meditates with the Physical Health of a 25 Year-
Old Brain that has not yet aged and deteriorated to the
State of Physical Health of a 50 Year-Old Brain that
Does not regularly engage in Meditation now..
True there is evidence that Meditation even
Still Meditation reverses the effects of
Stress Related Premature Aging been
there done it seen my life go from Zero Old
Age Younger to Older Age so much Healthier Vibrant
and Full of Energy now with so much more resilience to
all Stresses of life that come too.. yes occasionally as nicely
illustrated in this current Blog Post i am still Capable of Tears
Getting Angry and perhaps a bit too much lust out of Balance too..
but true to get back to Center Point Balance is just a relative few
minutes of Meditation and perhaps just a Slow very Slow move
of an arm raised a little above my Head as 11,000 Miles of Free
Moving Meditation Dance Brings so much Bio-Feedback of
Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration that i really
don’t have to move at all to attain Blissful Nirvana in so many
more colors of life as i so desire.. for true all 11,000 Miles have
earned me so many new colors that i have both experienced in
feeling and sensing life and so many more to come as there are
no limits to the Art of Life in Feeling and
Sensing more Colors of Life once
Art Truly Becomes Life
with no limits
of the
Palette of
Colors that you Paint
with next more than the Number
of Grains on the Beaches of beyond
the Universe and even the Word Infinity now..
true you’d have to experience the Essence of what i am
Saying to have even Have any clue of where i live in Heaven now
within as this place did not exist for me until i worked my way
here every Word of Dance all 6.7 Million Words in Long Form
Poem Words Now as my Fingers Dance ACross this Keyboard Now
and Every Step of 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in 67 Months
too.. True all of this is way too complicated in words for the
‘Ellen Show’ but never too complicated to just ‘shut-up’ and
Dance.. true lose your Neo-Cortex in Dance Now is A way
to Light up the rest of Your Mind and Body in Balancing
Force of Light and so much more in Force of Positive
Vibrations and Frequencies thereof too that
Science still doesn’t have a clue to
Measure so far beyond the
tiny and truly antiquated
Scientific Method now for all
of the other Potentials that ‘Chaos
Magic’ Brings as Dreams come to Fruition
for those who master the all in all simply put
Center Point Existence with and as God no Separation
All is Whole.. other than that i never have any back pain any
more and as often illustrated well i used to be the relative
King of Pain for 66 Months from head to toe.. Science
can’t explain how all that will melt away suddenly but
Science is never Magic.. Magic is Just another word
many words that are not Science at all but the Art of Living
is Good
What the FucKinG difference
does it make now if you look like
an Instagram Model Male or Female
and you have the Tallest Trump Tower of
all that you can Label with Idol Words of a Name
if you’ve never even brought the Colors of Your Soul
Awake in a Dance and Song where Song and Dance Now
Becomes Valleys and Mountains equal in Height NoW
as All
the Colors
of Love and so
much more become
you incarnate in flesh
the Essence of the Force of
Nature yes God Within you now Pure Light of LoVE
coming back again to rise higher than ever before..
True you might just CaLL iT A Crazy Dance but only
if you KNeW the ins of Heaven it brings and the outs
of Hell
away then
i would find more
than one person free dancing
in Super Walmart next go around
but haha for my 255th Dance Week at Old
Seville Quarter with all the Cool College Age Folks
there and the 5th year Anniversary of Celebrating
that this Thursday too.. those folks there are at least on
A Path to Heaven now when they Dance Free NoW and
Sober Drunk on God so Free just to Be in Heaven NoW..
only if they will reMember to continue from first breath
now to last BLiNk of Life to Dance Free Heaven will last
as long
as their Dance
And Song of Art Free..
on the other hand it’s up to
you if you either want Heaven and or
the Fountain of Youth that is Science Approved NoW..
or if you want too sure you can reMain A Millstone at the
Bottom of the Ocean Forever now and recite Roman’s 10:9
and John 3:16 forgetting all about a Greater Heaven now in
this Generation at Hand Now Per John 14:12 within until you are Blue in
the Face
in the
of a Dirt Nap next….
After you never now rise
from the Surface as a Millstone
at the Bottom of the Ocean So Deep and Shallow as Life….

So in return to my Step Mother i said..

Smiles it’s moving meditation just brings Heaven now and i don’t care how i look even though Science shows doing this now is literally a Fountain of Youth retaining Physical Health of a Brain into old age Smiles no forgetting for me as it is literally the remedy for Any chance of Dementia.. as moving the body in flow is the first step to Mind and Body Balance and the Kingdom of Heaven within nothing new other Animals Naturally Move to Enjoy a Wild Life of Play where reasons take a Back Seat to appreciating this one Life to Live now it’s really not why that is the Question but why not enjoy Heaven now.. Sadly Modern Culture Forgets what it even means to be fully alive i’m glad i Dance away from a World so cold…
But anyone is welcome to Dance either solo or together playfully like no one is looking as the other Animals Feel no Separation ever From Nature And God the same.. Now not
Cursed with words and the Illusion of Time.. Distance and Space the Disease of Culture the Gift and Curse of our Neo-Cortex third Leg of a triune Brain..🙂

So anyway.. the Katrina and i go to a Local Diner A Bit of a ‘Whole in the Wall’ as they Say
but Oh Lord the Seafood is Great it’s sort of like a Best Kept Secret i guess.. i walk
in and the Nice Red Haired Young Waitress Says.. so we have a Celebrity in here
tonight with a Huge Smile and i look around and innocently say who.. i just
Love to Dance Free.. and then she says well the Last time you came in
i was stuck in the Back Cooking your Meal and i wanted
to come out to meet and greet you but i couldn’t
get away to say Hi but today i am up front
so i get to meet you.. anyway.. i went into the Freader’s
Digest Version of what i do.. not too short but surely not as nearly
as long as i will go with Song.. but you know it’s really kinda sad that
i’ve become a Celebrity just for doing a Free Dance i never had a Lesson i never
Went to School and earned a Degree to do this.. i’ve never earned a Penny in all 11,000
Miles of Doing it.. so why in the World would you Become Famous and Be seen as a Local
Celebrity Just for Dancing Free in Public shouldn’t More People wanna do something so fun
just Dancing like no one is looking not doing it for attention just doing it like a Dolphin Swirling
Around in the Ocean Just the Joy the Play for Life that is so real and eternal now as Fun.. hmm..
they asked me at the Dance Hall why i did not get into the Competition for the Best Pensacola
Dancer as that competition goes on every Spring Break in March each year since i started
going the Week of the Spring Equinox in 2014.. but you see all the Fun is in the Solo Dance
there are no external contingencies it is me Dancing Solo With the Force of Light yes
all the Positive Vibrations and Frequencies of those Vibrations Higher as my
Dance Moves on Free.. wow.. if someone smiles at me that’s kinda nice
and Oh Lord Those Young Women who do what they call Bootie
Dances at the Dance Hall when they rush their Butt up and
down on my Front like a Reward of Getting a Rise out
of me aS Such.. that happened almost from
the Very Start in the Spring of 2014..
Can You imagine how surprised i was at
53 then when a 21 Year-old Woman or So
Started Rubbing her butt up against my ‘Front
Man Parts’ hmm.. that never happened at ‘Club 2001’ the
one in the Eighties for sure yes i remember one Girl Grabbing
me Down there but never an up and down Dancing Way with Her Butt..
True.. i was surprised to get grabbed down there very very surprised as it
wasn’t too long ago that my Butt was grabbed Firmly too by a Young Woman
Around 20.. Old enough to be my Grand Daughter these days.. but true i still
have not approached a Woman to Ask her to Dance and truly i did not even do
that much in the 80’s either when i was 20 then.. i mostly stood as a Wall Flower
and it’s true not nearly as many Women Came to me.. as the Super Introvert i was
then as it took me 4 Beers to even get the Courage to Walk into the Dance Hall alone
i wondered then what it would be like to feel so free and wild sober without restraints to
do anything i wanted to do in Life and not be afraid to do it so shy then.. you have no idea
what it means to me to be so FucKinG Domesticated So FucKinG in PriSon then Away from
Free and to Catch my Wings on Fire and do anything i please now.. yes even standing before
the World naked at least in Avenues that are Legal for Nude Art online too.. smiles i could have
never done that before in my life before i was released from the all the Culture of Domesticating
Human Being.. when i stand tall in a SiGNaTuRE Pose where the Golden Spiral Ratio as symbol
of 6 and 9 is what comes to be from may Left Elbow to my Hip and there Below as the Spiral Flows
unto my Feet.. i am the Reflection of the Milky Way the SiGNaTURE of God’s Art of
Creation Seen Spiraling as a ratio of 1.618 everywhere seen from below to above
within outside inside to through the smallest particle and even smaller to beyond
all Measure all around of what even Science Will see now beyond the Human
Unaided Eye of Be.. but still you don’t have to Understand
it to just be the Spiral Finger and Foot Print of God
for True as You Do the
Essence the
Form of
as Pure Spiraling
Love Fearless You Will come to Be so much more
Alive Vibrating all the Frequencies of Nature God’s Energy
A Symphony of Dance and Song You Come to be the Orchestra
of God You Bring to Life as Co-Conductor yes Director Producer
And even actor of God Come to Life to Imagine and Co-Create Pure Magic of Loving Life more
it’s not that you Lose yourself in Dance you Gain the Force of God Within beyond all Measure
as Love Pure Love Fearless
is no Distance Space
or Time but a Dance and Song for
Unconditional And Fearless Love Eternally
Now that’s as Real as Real Gets God to be i am..:)



Storms So ReFreshing NoW
Coming Out of Rougher Waves
Rein Free to Be WinD MorE

All Great Tips to Lose Weight but haha…
if You Really Love What You are doing
Food is not
Nearly as
as what you are Loving
Doing Hi Ilona Hope you
Are Currently Loving What You
Are doing i just remembered to eat Breakfast..;)

Congrats on another Word Press Blogger
Award as you surely prove you are a Versatile
Blogger and that is for sure and for me no no
TV.. either.. just Always Creating Something Having fun..
Let other
Be the
that is their choice..:)

Oops almost Skipped ‘Anger’ hehe.. in Fact Your
Blog Post i guess that Like Button that is not on the
top Left Hand Corner through me for a Loop of Change
but truly in fact i almost always Skip Anger.. but if i ever
Get it i let it all out in either Words of Poetry like i did with
that AC/DC Song Highway to Hell Earlier in the Current Blog
Post i was writing just for an exercise in fun in letting out
a bit of Steam with even some Four Letter words that
are not Love.. OR some kind of Free Dance
but true i almost always get to Skip
Anger as i was Loved so so much
as a Child and where is there
Room For Anger when
you are just so filled filled
up With Love yes the Neurohormone
Oxytocin the Healing Force to be more
Specific as released from Head to Toe in
Our Blood Stream too.. hmm.. it stands and
Falls to reason that Children raised by Electronic
Devices instead of hugs and kisses are gonna be a bit
less resilient to the Potential Force of Fear and Anger
as Lord Knows the Neurohormone Oxytocin from Hugs
And Kisses of Love is the Perfect Perfect antidote to that
Only Potential Pitfall is some folks will do almost anything
to agree in Group Think of Agreeing with stuff they really don’t
Believe in as Peer Group Pressure Just to avoid the Potential of
getting outcast and losing that Soft Teddy Bear Affection of the
Heart.. hmm.. true Dancing Solo Will be a way also to generate
that Oxytocin Feeling inside and next thing you know and feel
and yes and sense all the Anger will Resolve away and sooner
than you know you will be reaching out even more with
for every
stranger you see..
hmm.. at least the
ones who seem to have
the Potential to be Nice!!..:)

Oh Lord First i had to Look Twice as i started thinking that
surely cannot be a 27 Year-old Ilona in that Photo to start this
off.. voila A Child Actor for Free You have Employed that’s very
nice too.. by the way that is quite ingenious putting that
Like Button up top on the left as before you know
it your Blog Posts may be as long as mine
hehe.. just for all the friendly Comments
that seemingly are starting to never
end below.. haha.. but i never
get tired of scrolling
obviously or how in the World
would i ever be able to find the
bottom of one of my Ocean Deep
Blog Posts haha.. but yes a little Child
has the same secret to Happiness as the
rest of the Friendly Furry Social Mammals
in the Rest of the World now Life is a Place
to survive and thrive the best as we can and will
now.. true you might even wanna take Your Diaper
off as you really can’t figure out why folks are making
you sit in that other ‘Stuff’ of life too.. funny how we humans
make something
else but
out of Bright
Sunshiny Life where
A Child who is truly
Hugged and Loved will
so easily Shine on the Rest
of the World in the Eternal
Now of Heaven THAT is just the Smile on a Child’s
Face the Purr of a Cat or the Wag of a Dog’s Tail now
And of course considering you are the source of Subsistence
for Your Cat and Your Cat Depends on you so much if you are
on the Computer much he/she might just swat at you to let you know
that she/he
is still
Your Master
telling you either
A Nice Pet or Some Food next must
come for him or he/she will swat you again..
smiles my Cat did the Same thing as my Master too..
And.. remember please.. Oxytocin Oxytocin Oxytocin
the Neurohormone that makes the World Turn as Love Higher..
hmm.. yes potentially Lower too if the Group Think makes a Bad
Decision for
all based
on ‘Comfort Food’ of Love
too.. it’s amazing how dark
will come from light too….
a bit
and Light
will Be and even Love True..
but babies they don’t care they do care
they just Love Unconditionally like Cats
And Dogs Who are Well Loved do as Well..
No Reasons no reasons Just Love is all there is to it..;)

Vitamin D Vitamin D So so Important
for Great Health in Every way the Sunshine
Brings so much of it to us too.. all your Tips
here great for a Detox for Vitamin D too.. but
this probably will not offend you as France isn’t as
Nearly averse to the Natural State of our Human Being
the Best way to get all your Vitamin
D is to become a bit more of
a Naturist and where
Legal and acceptable
to who ever wants to
participate let the Sun
Shine on all of you at least
about 15 Minutes a Day hmm..
my Private Back Yard is Best for
getting my Dose of Vitamin D every Day..
hmm.. you seem a bit fair skinned so ya don’t wanna stay out too long..
even though my Grandfather Was Irish from Ireland and the rest of
me English French and German too.. got about 1.6 Nigerian and South
East Asian in me too as assessed by the 23 and Me Genetic Test
so i guess that is why even with very light Green to Blue
eyes i get very Tan in the Sun where i don’t have to
wear too much
Sun screen
or cover up as much
too.. but i still limit my
Exposure very much in the Sun too
as Skin Cancer is always a risk too..
and yes off topic but when i go Dance
i always always wear ear plugs too.. Hearing so precious too..:)

OMG i Just Love Your Mental
Health Diet the only thing
i will add is
Do Dance
And Sing
Jump Up For
Joy (if your knees
Are Not Bad.. Yet)
And there is always
Some way to Dance and
Sing even if it is a Key Board
And you cannot See and Hear..:)

i Guess (Feel) a key to Love what other wise might be perceived
as Your Enemy as the Lovely Christian Religion Teaches
so Great for those who Really Follow this teaching and even
Turn the other Cheek in the Sense that they do not Escalate
Con-Social Emotions through Fear And Anger and Hate and
Eventually the Potential Contagious Virus of Aggression and
Violence too is to do our best to Develop the Cognitive Empathy
that if not for the Gift of our Nature and Nurture that we might
Find ourselves in the similar Offender’s Shoes
Bringing us the Empathy of Compassion
that and who understands
yes but by the Grace the
Gift of Nature as God
we too might
Be in those
Harder Ship Shoes..
this Ocean of Life will
Be a Beautiful Place of Love
But.. only if we lift those up
who are the Lowest out of Valleys
to even up Our Mountains that may
be so much Higher than the Valleys of
others in Fear and all Negative Emotions
that lead to Aggression and Violence and
the overall State of Human Being Hate..
hmm.. i go to the Big Dance Hall to
Dance each week and every once in
a while some very Drunk Dude will
try to pick a fight with
me like recently
when a rather troubled
Young Man didn’t like that
i was dancing with 5 Pacific
Islander Women.. he tried to physically
Remove me from them and haha.. actually
the Women ganged up on him and removed
him from me.. anyway he came up again and
started doing it again and i just smiled and reached
out my Hand to Him of friendship and he put his head
down and walked away.. i felt very sad for that Young Man
And would have loved to help him find a better way but he
decided to
Walk away
You can’t force
someone to let you help them…. out…:)

Smiles.. finished 11,000 Miles of Public Dance
in 67 Months of Effort Late into the evening Last Night
And Am Currently
Resting my Feet
Of Dance alloWing
My Fingers to
Take Flight
And Dance
Across this
Keyboard now…
So nice to see Ilona
Today From Nice France..✌️😀☺️🤗😇

Thanks! i Have left-over
Seafood last night
Coming for a Late
Lunch Just
A Micro-Wave
Away as i continue
To Write A Macro-Wave-
Verse Here.. so much Fun..😂🕺🤗😇!!

My Pleasure as Always my New Word
Press Friend Ilona i tend to go so so
Much Longer and Faster
With 10 Fingers and an
iMac But I will go
Back to the
Smart Phone
And 1 Finger
Too for the
Cute Little

Thanks Again Ilona..
i Believe You Make Everyone
Feel Welcome on Your Blog Genuinely
And Sincerely and i am sure Your Customer
Service Industry Job Plays a Great Role in this
as surely it did when i worked with Customers most
of my Work Career as people actually asked me why am
so nice.. as to me it seemed
obvious that it actually feels
so Good to Be Nice to
Other Human Folks
as simply our State of
Being Erased away from
All the ‘Cultural Clothes’ that
take us away from Being both Nature
and Human And Even Being so Naturally
And Fully Nice to Each other without Fear
but hey hey hey.. You Were Raised With Love
and Live in a Most Beautiful Environment too…
How Lucky We All are to Just Give and Share Life as Love..
And haha.. Katrina Refuses
to See Captain Marvel
will be doing that
Alone if i find
enough time distance
and space away from Creating
My Own Captain Marvel Movie
in Flesh and Blood real albeit missing
A Little Yellow Boy with Green Eyes who
Truly in Feral Wild Ways from the Forest
took me Back to the Call of the Wild where
i am no Longer Just a Domesticated Dog as
for Free
Just to Seek Find
Be PArt of a Pack
of other Free Folks Who
Are Free to Love True Smiles
in This Way the Full Moon is Still A Friend to me..
Hehe Writing this way makes it so easy to find my
Comments on a Blog as Popular as this one now with Smiles..:)

Side note: The World Needs More Folks Brave Enough to Be A REAL HERO.

Genie or Prince CHarminG
Or FairY God MotheR iT’s
All iN THE VieW
RosE THorns FLoWeRS MoRE


11,000 Miles Public Dancing Celebrating this
Second Video at Winn Dixie in Milton Florida
as i arrive at this Featnote and Milestone Finishing
the Last 6 Miles of Effort on Tuesday March 26th..
2019.. Additionally.. Soon.. More Public Dancing Videos
Coming for all the Fun of that in this Week of Finishing
Up 11,000 Miles of Public Dancing as Tuesday was really
A Long Evening too.. to Get the last ‘Legs’ of Mileage in
and that
is really
no Pun
at all Just Fun
Just Spiraling Dancing
Where i don’t get dizzy
It’s all A Balancing Force
Now of Positivity Spiraling From
Head to toe yes above so below
Within inside outside and All Around
Just another Reflection of a Milky Way Plus..;)

Music For This Public Dance is “Higher Power” By Boston..
Note: the Music Selection Stayed the Same During the Course of this as Both me and Wife
Katrina Got New iPhone XS Phones and since she was (still is) very (terribly) concerned i might Sweat on Her New iPhone XS i had no choice but to use a Song From 1997 on my Old iPhone 6s as without Cell Phone Service and YouTube i was relegated back to the Last Music i recorded in MP3 Years in the Last Century as such at 37 Years Old.. but that’s
the way the Conservative Ball Drops as hey.. as Katrina wasn’t exactly encouraged about people watching her Video-Tape Something as Strange as this as there are instances where you may hear her say on the Older Public Videos Words to the Effect of You are ‘Retarded and Crazy’ as such hehe.. but hey.. i
Guess at least for her Opposites Attract in some ways at least enough to get Married.. hAha.. hehe.. hmm..
ust hmm.. just hmm.. hehe..;)

SMiLes hehe.. back in September of 2013 when i first Started doing this for the First Several Months i had many Run-in’s(Dance-in’s) With Store Management and Store Security for it’s true when i first Started Doing this in Super-Walmart and i wasn’t quite as Coordinated as i am doing it for 11,000 Miles now i fell a few times and one time i Fell into Some Cakes in the Bakery Section and the Security Guy told me to Go Dance At the Target Store or he would get me for Loitering in the Store Well.. using Logic Per Say and Do i called
up the Manager of the Store the Next
Day and apologized for
Running into the
Cake Display and explained to
him how this was just a Form of Moving
Meditation and as you might imagine i made
myself seem intelligent enough where it didn’t
Seem like i would cause anyone any problems doing
it.. so.. he said no Problem Dance to your Heart’s content
And then at the Mall the Management there told me it was
taking too much distraction away from the Commercial Advertisements
in the Mall Halls but in each and every Store where Other Management
Controlled the Space inside the Stores they had no Problem at all
and were so so nice to me always telling me i lifted their
Spirits in Joy so voila been doing it ever since then
and there is progress every 6 Months on my
Youtube Channel Journaling in Videos
the Entire Dance Journey in the
Last 67 Months and of course
it is also fully documented
in my 6.7 Million Word Free
Verse Bible Poem in the last 67
Months too as i have had so much unbelievable
Fun doing it and one of the Videos Went Viral with
Around 90K Views that a Young Woman took and Shared in her
much larger Social Network than mine as you might imagine
this isn’t normally what someone Close to 59 Years-old Does
in their Spare time or anyone at all for that matter as i live
in a Very Conservative Closed Minded Place as assessed
the Most for that way of living in the Entire United
States by Sociologists so it was quite a Challenge
Getting the Freedom to do this but haha now
most everywhere i go people say you are
Famous and a Celebrity but i never
have made a penny doing it and i would
not accept money for it even if anyone offered it as i
don’t need money anyway but hey if i needed it i might find a way
Now to make money by actually taking the effort to send what i do
to somewhere where folks are really interested in the story of what i do..
it’s more fun to be Famous and Unknown by my real name other than
Dancing Guy that way
i have much more
time to Meet and
Greet New Very
Interesting People
like you my Friend Ilona
And truly the only people
who take the time and effort
it takes to get to know me most
always become Cherished Life-Long Friends
with me as i’m all about the giving and the sharing…
i don’t need anything more from anyone than what they care to give and
share.. and smiles i don’t know if you got to see the last video i shared
with you but in that one i was spinning much much faster than this one..
but it was at the end of a Very Very Long Day/Evening of Dancing so
i was looking a bit exhausted while doing it and not as Fresh as a Daisy..
Good Night
my friend Hope
You Rest Peacefully..:)

Well.. this Blog Post and MacroVerse has sort of Gained a Life of its own
with no real plans of how it comes or goes hehe.. not unlike my Spiral Dance
to wherever she Flows i go.. so with all that Danced And Sung as the Dance
And Song Continues here is a bit of Structure now to how this Story Continues
to UnFold Below as Along with the Music Video Titled “Higher Power” By Boston
And of course the Second Dance Video Celebrating 11,000 Miles of Dance
Above.. i will include Below the Record as it stands Starting from Bottom to
Top in links below as “God’s Muse of Dance” Started the Photo Album of Wide
Grinning Selfies of Joy in 2014 with many of the Beautiful Dancing Partners from
Seville Quarter through “Signature Comes Before a Son”.. on September 26th.. of
2017 as after that i consolidated the Photo Album in Highlights of Dance Smiles from
Old Seville Quarter in Selfie Way.. With the Thousand Mile Increment Public Dance
Celebrations.. starting with “9000 Miles of Dance Walking Now”.. through the Last
Title Change of “10000 Miles of Public Dancing” as it is pretty clear i am doing more
than Just Dance Walking now as the Dance continues to Evolve wherever the Innate
Instinctual Intuitive Feeling and Sense of it Spirals more without Reasons Continuing to Evolve..:)
















Smiles this is the Full Version HAha.. 6.7 Million Words And 170 Thousand Photos And over 10,000 You Tube Videos in Song And New Knowledge to
Accompany all the Words completed so Far in 67 Months will only Fit in this WordPress Blog if not for this unlimited Avenue For Creativity it would Never have come to pass hehe prepare Ye a Way as
They say people
Will have to
Be Adventurous
Like You to Find
And See me with
An incredibly open
Mind to fit me in hehe
Perhaps in A Thousand
Years more People
Will See
Me With Winks
My Kind Friend
For this is a Never
Ending Story and
Now You are Part
Of the Longest
Long Form
Poem in History
All the Joy is in
The Journey Eternally
Now Heaven is the Biggest
Song and the Smallest Dance Move True of
Joy to
i am Light..🙏☺️😇🤗🕺✌️


Smiles my Friend you inspire many words you
Are Becoming a Bit of a Mercurial Muse as I call my Indian Friend My Long Term Full Moon Muse For my Love of Writing so
So much Katrina is
The Video Producer
But there are Literally
Hundred of Video Voyeurs
Who have Shared
my 11,000 Miles of
Public Dance in
67 Months of
Total Dance
In Action
And the
Next Video i
Share will Capture
One of Those Video
Voyeurs Capturing
me in Action as Katrina
Captures Her in Action
As She too will
Part of this
Bible as hehe little
Did she know she
Would be part
Of this
Longest Bible
Too with all the
Smiling Faces yes over
2000 From the Dance Hall too in the Last 5 Years
True as i Celebrate that
In this next Blog post
i am Writing in
Flow hehe as
This Bible
Is no Myth
It is all Real
My Friend and me
And Katrina are a
Team i am a mix of
The Road Runner
And Bugs Bunny
And She is
And Elmer
Fudd always
Chasing me
Down With Love
But never Quite
Capturing all
Of me
For who
Could but
me and really
Isn’t that the way it is
For all of us but Love
Real Love Feels
No Barriers
Or other
Of Prison
my Friend..🙏😊🙏😇☺️✌️🤗✍️🕺🤩😁


Smiles Yes Tradition
Is the Glue that
Binds People
In General
Common Bonds
All Sizes of Human
Groups Sharing Holy
And Sacred Meaning
Other Wise
Falls apart
Without The
Glue of Tradition
Of which the Strongest
Is the Innate Gift of
Altruistic Love that
Must Be
And Fed
Across All
Lifetimes Now..:)

This is so True
Yin and Yang
Of Conservative
And Liberal
Too all of
Existence is
Precious God
Beyond Human
Alphabets and
Numbers all
That is
A Word
As Small
As Infinity True..:)

Haha Katrina is Super
But i guess she
Keeps me
Into outer Space
Most of my Family
Is introverted and
i Will play that
Role solo
When i Write
But oh no
i Dance
No one
Tame the
Eye of the
Tiger of me..;)

Thanks for Blessing our Marriage
we have something in Common
too as me and Katrina
Almost Never miss
Catholic Church..:)

Haha i that’s very kind
Of you to say my
Life is aBit like
Where I live
But True ‘Dirty
Dancing’ was
A Lovely Movie
For sure Dance
Is a Greatest
Source of all Human Joy..:)

Smiles my Friend You
Are Full of
Adventure and
Free hehe it
May unnerve some
Folks to be a part
All of
This but
Not those
Who are Truly
Free just Adventurous
To be.. many Writers
Are not
As Extroverted
Like me obviously hehe..;)

Smiles my Friend there are
no apologies needed
For Friends..
Friends are
Gift all
There is
Is Thanks..:)

Smiles my Friend you inspire many words you Are
Becoming a Bit of a Mercurial Muse as i call my
Indian Friend My Long Term Full Moon Muse
For my Love of Writing so
So much Katrina is
The Video Producer
But there are Literally
Hundred of Video Voyeurs
Who have Shared
my 11,000 Miles of
Public Dance in
67 Months of
Total Dance
In Action
And the
Next Video i
Share will Capture
One of Those Video
Voyeurs Capturing
me in Action as Katrina
Captures Her in Action
As She too will
Part of this
Bible as hehe little
Did she know she
Would be part
Of this
Longest Bible
Too with all the
Smiling Faces yes over
2000 From the Dance
Hall too in the Last 5 Years
True as i Celebrate that
In this next Blog post
i am Writing in
Flow hehe as
This Bible
Is no Myth
It is all Real
My Friend and me
And Katrina are a
Team i am a mix of
The Road Runner
And Bugs Bunny
And She is
And Elmer
Fudd always
Chasing me
Down With Love
But never Quite
Capturing all
Of me
For who
Could but
me and really
Isn’t that the way it is
For all of us but Love
Real Love Feels
No Barriers
Or other
Of Prison
my Friend..🙏😊🙏😇☺️✌️🤗✍️🕺🤩😁

Smiles this is the Full Version HAha.. 6.7 Million Words And 170 Thousand Photos
And over 10,000 You Tube Videos in Song And New Knowledge to Accompany all the
Words completed so Far in 67 Months will only Fit in this WordPress Blog if not for this unlimited Avenue For Creativity it would Never have come to pass hehe prepare Ye a Way as
They say people
Will have to
Be Adventurous
Like You to Find
And See me with
An incredibly open
Mind to fit me in hehe
Perhaps in A Thousand
Years more People
Will See
Me With Winks
My Kind Friend
For this is a Never
Ending Story and
Now You are Part
Of the Longest
Long Form
Poem in History
All the Joy is in
The Journey Eternally
Now Heaven is the Biggest
Song and the Smallest Dance Move True of
Joy to
i am Light..🙏☺️😇🤗🕺✌️

Winging Free Verse Words Someone Else’s
Poetry from Past still Present Gift Now For All to Share

Smiles These Are All Great Mental Health Diet Newly Shared Ideas and my Goodness You
Are So Industrious Getting them out so Fast to Give And Share for Free one thing i Love
to do is Photography as it Provides An Opportunity to really take in the Beauty of the Moment the Present of the Eternal Now finding Largest Heavens Smallest Details of Life as i will Quote William Blake here next for how that may additionally Feel Winging Free Verse Words Someone Else’s Poetry from Past still Present Gift Now For all to Share…

“To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour”

-From the “Auguries of Innocence”

Life is Beautiful my Friend When
We Hold the Center Point of Existence
(God) in our Hand(S)..:)

Free Style Martial Arts where you
Never ever Strike an Object hehe..
at least
if you
can help
it with Smiles..
but seriously all Trauma
is Injury so why not just
Spar With Air and exhale
all Frustrations inhaling
More Positive Life Giving Energy
as Your Body Plays With And Becomes Free Wind..
or the Water the Ocean Whole With Gentles Waves of
so much more Positive
Energy Left to Give and Share ..

More Free..:)

And then when someone asks
why don’t you Hit anything just
Reply hAha why will i hit anything
so So Happy i AM JusT JoyFuL to Be i AM..:)

Super Nova Explosions
Originate Similar iN Creating Us too
Either Stars who shine more or less too above so below now too

Smiles Generally Speaking i Believe the Environment
We are Born in as Nurture as we continue to have a changing
Environment to our last BLink of Life
Greatly influences
Our Nature always
Changing too and
Whenever we Believe
Positive inspirations from others as they
become positive Emotional and Sensory
Aspirations Either Starting From Others or
Beginning From within
The likelihood is as even
Science shows the Placebo
Effect of Communal Prayer will even
remedy So-Called Incurable Disease in
This Way wherever encouraging sentiments
come from we should accept and believe them
with all of our Heart and this is why Astrology
and Fortune Cookies are
Indeed a Blessing to
Those who Believe in
The Encouraging
News while our
Minds Do Most
Of the Healing
Force Work
Miracles Real
All Natural Miracles
Come to Fruition
Of Be for
Those who
Realize in this way
Jesus is as Real as
Santa Claus Really is too
For it is always the Higher
Force of God the Nature
Within Us when Hope
Faith Belief and Most
Of all Love
Becomes the
Essence of all
Our Imagination
And Co-creativity
That Brings the Star of
Each and Every one of
Us to shine so
Much Brighter
To lift each other
Up Most all of
Us Have
This Potential
But without the Force
The Real Vibrations
And Higher Frequencies
Yes Real Energies Now connecting all around us
Within Us as Hope Faith Belief as Positive Love
There is only
A Rock
A Shell
A Seed with
No Star Flower
To Bloom to
Give and Share
This Healing and
Creative Love all
Be i
am Free..!!..:)😇🤗😊☺️😁🙏🌸🤩✌️🕺

Hi Hi High! Your Mercurial Energy is so contagious!!
Wouldn’t be surprised if you are born in the Middle
of Gemini 6.6.91 just 31
Years earlier than me
Born on 6.6.60
hmm.. My Paternal
Niece was Born that
Day and my Sister Said
You look a lot like my
Only other Paternal
Niece and her Mom
From England
Too all these relatives
Coming from my Father’s
Identical Twin True so many
coincidences too for Identical Twins
Separate but
Similar Futures
That never end too…
And yes a bit surprised
To wake up today before
You wrote another
Inspiring Post
But like the
Break of
Spirit never
Needing Sleep
You come through
All Lit up as usual.. Hehe..;)

Empty Makes Full

Jumping up And Down For Joy
Sweet Success i went Back to
sleep now i am so refreshed
Hehe.. ever
Notice for me there
Is no late no time no
distance or space True
i even write the last part
of the Story First Never Complete
And for those who Seek and Find
God They Find this A GreaTesT
Mystery Resolved hmm Funny
Little Synchronicities When i’m
missing my Full Moon Muse..
There is no end
Or Beginning
Twilight Dreams
Fruition always
Now Complete yes
i realize this is as Deep
As a Song and Shallow
As A Dance totally

Friends Forever

Bringing Feeling Life
Breathing Words
Beyond Time

Smiles.. All Great New Ideas
to improve Mental Health.. my
favorite is open ended Number 11
Encouraging Everyone Now to share
Their favorite ways to Attain
Greater Mental Health
A Friend
This morning
Reminded me
of How relaxing
A massage is there are
Just endless ways to attain
Greater Mental Health even
Thinking about new ways of
Happiness to share will make
Us Happier before we even
The Effect

Flesh and Blood Soul that
FLoWeRS Rose as Just another
For SouL

A ‘raTion’ oF
Art Well beyond
Paint by Numbers
And Letters alone

FLoWeRS more
than Dead and
Concrete in a Pet
Cemetery that is a Living Zoo

Love is A Many Splendored And
Colored And Uncolored Word oF aLL.
Love is A Mystery to Many And A Country Never Explored at all.

Like Folks Who Suggest People
Who Take Your Health Care Away Are Angels Sent
By God Yes They Are Angels ReMeMBeR BaSiC FLaVoRS

Hmm.. Maybe This is Worth Repeating As It Is A
Real Way Evidenced to Achieve the
Eternal Now of the Kingdom
of Heaven Within


Nature (God) Wraps
HeR Arms Around Y.O.U.
ShE Never Lets Go…
Little Dog Wood
Striving So Hard to
Bloom it Reminds me
Of Your Loving
Spirit and
And How You
So Much Want to
Share it with Your
Future SO.. so Beautiful
Lovely A Flower You Are
Nature Such an Amazing
View Free to Be All
You Care to Be now
A Lament of Spring
It May March
Be For the
Most Beautiful
Flower With only
A Bee so Far away
Never Close enough
To Dream a
Bird Song
With You
But Just
Imagine Far
Away Songs
A Bee Will Buzz
In Spring Verses
Past Winter in Honor
Yes Respect of Holy
And Sacred Meaning
And Purpose
A Most Beautiful
Flower of Love to Be..
WHeN i aM iN
Trees are Springing
So Beautiful Green
SMiLes that’s A Honey
Bee 🐝 Flying Above my Shed
yep he Heard Me Singing to you
Got Super Jealous
Came Down
To Sting me but
i Captured Him
For You SMiLes Himali
I’m sure by now You
Feel i Love to Make
You Feel Like the
Most Beautiful
Woman in the
World for i
Do Whole
HeARTeD Believe
You Deserve it is
My Favorite Hobby i Feel..
Anyway Just catching up on my Facebook
Notes per Profile Pic Description Areas and i must
say those Last two New Photos You Shared with me
Melt my Heart you are just so Adorable to see Just so
Adorable to see with Good Morning Helloooove May the
Weekend fall in Love with all of You and Bring You Great
Surprises More of Joy Next.. seriously how could anyone
ever forget the smile that so easily would melt any Man’s
heart hehe.. at least if they are Breathing Sublime Beauty okay..🙂🌷🌺🌻(Rose..:)
Smiles i guess i could talk about the Weather but it’s always Sunny here it’s a Given within..😉
i was changing my Blog Spot Blogs to the New format for Profiles since Google Plus is going away and i saw where it recommended you as a friend and i just clicked on it to see what it would be and wow i saw you had a Blog Spot Blog too.. and i read all Your Posts for it was like reading New stuff from You all together.. And so many of the things you wrote really touched my Heart.. Your Heart and Soul is still so pure and sweet same as it was then when you started i guess blogging all together it made me feel a bit sad though as there were not so many Friends to comment with You.. i am so so Happy you went to WordPress and you got so much more support there and of course i am happy i went to Word Press too or i would have never met You.. funny how the Paths of Life intertwine and We meet people who mean so much to us just because an avenue opened up to meet and greet them one day.. anyway feeling a bit nostalgic this morning for all the Memories and what was once Millions of Views Generated as reported on that Social Medium to spread what light i had to give.. how fortunate are we to reach out around the Globe and touch Hearts for if not for the Internet we would not see their souls at all anyway feeling appreciative of the Best of Friends so far away how Much Light and color Himali has brought into my life and you know like you said in one of your Blog Posts true friends know the other will always be there again no matter distance space or time.. for it is true
i Never doubted all those months that you were away that you would be a Friend to me again one day.. Smiles Himali.. i’m not sure what to say at this point.. i guess i’ve just never Had a Close Friend like you before.. i have difficulties understanding.. all these feelings i feel… smiles again always just happy you are somewhere attached to my Heart.. True Real Friends are Forever..
*it recommended you as a friend and ha! you are the only one it recommended
With smiles…
Smiles Never
too late i guess.. Meanwhile
Anyway Now Next to Celebrate
the 255th Week-Night Dance Tonight
And the 5th Year Anniversary of doing that
too At Old Seville Quarter With all the Cool
College Age Folks Many of which Still have
Very Very Hungry Eyes for Dance Now and oh
my God all the Dirty Dancing.. meanwhile too
i’m just Footloose NoW FoR ReaL With not
Even Six Degrees of Separation Overall
Free no Fashion
for me all my Style True to Be..:)



Yes By God MakE SquarE
Buildings Watermelons
Smelling Like TuLips LivE

Two basic Worries Regrets for the Past
And What ifs for the Future so Full of Worry
Back to the Present the Gift of Now Always
A GreaTesT SoLuTioN but How to Get Here now
with a mind so full of what ifs that are also based
on Past Experiences where most all becomes Past and
Future and the Present
of Now is Left
Lost somewhere
in an illusion of Time
Distance And Space
We Create that is
often mostly
for what in Life
we really have no control
over at all.. other than to be
Just be And Cross the Bridge over
Troubled Waters when that Now comes too..
Hehe.. i am no Saint of Now as true in all my Days
of Money Worries for Job Security whether or not my Wife
With Epilepsy then could be covered by Health Insurance if
i ever Lost my Job so Close to retirement.. Golden Hand-cuffs
no matter if the Frigging
Stress was fixing to
Kill me next
or not..
so true so true
i understand the Matrix
the other Side of the ‘Neo’
Coin i rest as Now so Full of Energy
Most Always Positive Nary a Fear or
Anxiety at all.. but true even without all
those contingencies one must find Holy
And Sacred Meaning in Purpose to Fulfill a Life
from first to last Blink but when in the State of Transient
Hypo-Frontality a Meditative Flow that is truly an escape
from the Neo-Cortex of our Brain Dampening down all illusions
of Time Distance and Space to set ourselves free from Future and
Past Regrets and or ifs ands or buts.. coulda woulda shoulda
have done that other thing too.. where the Journey
is Complete
the Flow
of Heaven
is in Hand
for whatever Science
or Art we Achieve in the
Eternal now of Present.. in this
Altered State of Consciousness Science
Shows we are 400 to 500 Percent More Creative
and so much more Productive too if we trained our
Species more to Achieve our Human Potentials than
Worrying about making money for Basic Subsistence
Imagine a World where most everyone could fulfill there
Human Potentials Minus fear that is A source of all weakness
and the state of Hate so far away from the Healing and Evolving
of Love..
Smiles my Friend
there is no answer but do..
And for me at least as i was a bit
more Exhausted this week than usual
when i went to Dance Last night after not
much sleep the night before oh Lord i had a tinge
of Anxiety my Old Worst Friend Came back to visit
but inherent in the Activity amongst Hundreds upon
Hundreds of intoxicating Rowdy Folks Oh the Flow
one with Nature Breathing God so free to be with
Wings on Terrestrial Land a Few Dance Moves
and all this Bio-Feedback of Meditative
Flow in the Last 67 Months and
11,000 Miles of doing that
so Free Voila
the Present
of no time distance
or Space the Transient
Hypo-Frontality Gold the Flow
beyond the Rainbow once again
the Kingdom of Heaven EternAlly now
the Gift now i am i exist..
i love
i live i am Free to Be..
it was so crowded it was
almost impossible to move
but true either small movements
or large movements brings A similar
Flow Free to be..
let it go Flow
Free as a
‘FRoZeN’ Disney Ice
PrinceSS oNCE LEarned too..:)

Wow.. This Post of Yours on Soulmates is Truly Gold oh God Yes…
And all the Comments are so full of Meaning and Purpose True…
Soul Mates are those Beings we meet in Life that Lift us up that Bring
New Light in Our Lives Never Seen before.. could be a Human that
Brings Wisdom or even Affirms our existence to be.. could be
a Cat like my Yellow Boy Wandering Feral from the
Woods to teach me the Call of the Wild
to Be Truly Free could just be someone
who says thank you once
when no one
else seems
to see you even
exist.. there are so many
Ways to Be a Soul Mate by
God Even a Tree in Our Backyard
will be a Soulmate Grounding Us back
to Mother Nature so Free as Your Wings are
Set Free from Worry Mind once again Soulmates
are truly everyone even those who bring us darkness
motivating greater change in Light for Us.. smiles my
Friend the Challenge the Real Challenge of Life is to become
Your own GreaTesT Soul Mate and then when You walk the Beaches
naked alone in life you find you are one with all that is the Breath of God
So Free to
See more
Colors of Life..
Smiles my friend
i am just as sexually attracted
to my wife as the first day i met her..
helps that she looks PRETTY much the
same since 19 at almost 49 that’s Human
Nature there is no escaping that attraction of
reality.. she makes me feel loved without even
saying a thing when i walk in my home you know
that warm and comfy feeling when you pet Your Cat
yes.. the oxytocin so free flowing all around does my Wife
Understand my Deep thoughts Hell no not a damn thing..
and she never
gets jealous
when i circle
the Globe to express that
Part of me that means nothing to her…
People are different made of so many Parts
we will likely never find a Soul Mate who will
help us fulfill all of our Human Potentials.. smiles
my friend in Metaphor that’s why God made more than Adam and Eve….
How Beautiful Still Now
it is to be for a World
Filled with so much
Diversity and Variety
Where our Trees of Life
And Love Continue to Grow and Evolve Soul..:)

What Numbers What Days.. Days Are Numbers
And So Is Age And So Is Life Until a Great Escape..
And Numbers Die
And Are Replaced by
Sun And Moon Again
Just the Eternal Now of Change
Now is always my Favorite Day
True When Money is Removed from
the Equation no longer Slave to Work
or School All Becomes Play no Longer Days..
Smiles my up and still coming New Friend if you
Love ‘Pink
Floyd’ no
Doubt you
Will Love Alan
Parsons and ‘Days
are Numbers’ Just as much in Light
For A Tree/Lamp of Life coming Free..:)

How Beautiful it is to Bring New
Wor(L)ds WHere they are Welcome….:)

Awake and it is Daylight what A Beautiful Surprise it is always to be alive hehe as good as my memory is when i am not fully in Flow as that just means the mind works a bit different and it’s harder to reach the edge of the page isn’t it Strange when Science becomes Art almost impossible to explain that to someone who as yet to visit the State of Hypo-Transient Frontality that is just a fancy way of saying once again A meditative Flow that increases Creativity Breaking down Barriers of the straight and narrow sidewalks in life never the less you asked me to write like this and in deep creative flow where all rules dissolve i apologize that i didn’t do that but I am explaining why as it may happen again as I’ve always tended to go in Flow the most with you as i always get the Dreamy eyes flow when i visit with you particularly when i first wake up and before i go to bed so oh Lord Look How i digressed With Fredtalk Facts as i come to Dance and
Sing once again
Helloooove Himali
i hope you are
A Joyful
Weekend Day
With plenty of
Flowers and if
There are no Flowers
where you are this is
The State of FLoWeRS
Florida too i am in no doubt
i will send later to you With Helloooove
As Well to pleasantly
Greet you again it’s
Hard for me to imagine
What it would be like
To have 500 FB
Friends how in
The World would
One have time
To ever make
True Friends
With a
Room Full of
People that Big
Two is about as
Much as i will
Do Completely
At Least..:)☺️😇🤗🌷✍️👌❤️
the other one is Katrina and she Hates
Facebook and messenger so introverted she is..;)

Smiles welcome ‘Alice’
i started off a Celebration
Of 11,000 Miles with
A thought about
Wonder Land
That is always
Boogie Wonderland
Now for me in ‘Mad
Hatter White Rabbit’
Just about
That Blog
Post and thanks
For all the inspiration
Along the way you have
Covered so many
For so
Many Dances
Of the Challenge
Of Existence for A
Greater Potential For
Most Important
Intelligences Evolving..
In Dance and Song of
Life Freer to Be..🕺😁😇🤗🕺

Dancing the Weekend
Away to Now..🕺!!

It seems to
Fit in nicely
Thanks Again..🙏☺️🤗😇

To Truly be Alive one must never
let the Romance For Living Die..

i just used ‘this Song’ on my Blog..
i am always writing Romantic Poetry
too.. just keeping the Fire of living in my eyes..

hmm.. i was gonna share ‘Hungry Eyes’ by
Eric Carmen but i already Used that ‘Dirty Dancing’ Song when
writing as Muse to my Indian Friend so this one is for you my friend…

i write to my Soul who ever hears me is surely a friend to me..:)

hehe.. one day maybe
i’ll get a Job with Hallmark Cards..
And Write the stuff within there too..

i write to Feel.. smiles my Friend.. i Romance my Soul to be..

My First Love was Cuban she was 15.. i was 18 she was my
Very First Real Girl Friend.. and when i lost her Love it truly
took me 34 Years and going to Hell on Earth for 66 Months
to gain the Ability to Fully Love Again Without Restraint..
something died in me then
i buried it so deep
my Friend
it was well
Worth it to go Hell to fully live again..:)

Oh and thanks for the ‘Purple Rain’
Song i always PArty like it’s 1999 Now..:)

i will never bury my emotions again.. it’s just not worth it
with even more smiles my friend emotions are nothing
to be afraid of
unless they
are not free..🙂

Good Night Sleep Tight Sweetest Dreams in
Silence Dreams come to Surface they always do
Then to Fruition if we dare to Truly Live free….
i saw you do it A Most Beautiful View of Poetry…

to be as is

Ocean is becoming much calmer than it was before..
True Flowers Bloom in Different Colors And Seasons too..:)



Hi Sohair Always so Very Happy now to greet and meet you again on Your Blog..
yes.. i really Love that Story of Jesus it always brought me so much comfort when
i was lonely particularly in College when i felt so separated from any peers
of Friends.. in real life activities then.. Katrina is doing well and i have
been a bit below Stellar Star Light myself lately just because i’ve
been overdoing a few too many Irons in the Fire completing
a Blog Post for a Celebration of 11,000 Miles of Dance
in 67 Months of Public Dance a Milestone i continue
to update after each and every 1,000 Miles i complete
a bit of an uphill schedule as it makes Katrina a bit uncomfortable
to Document in Video way each 1,000 Mile increment haha.. where
the Extravert Participating Audience spread Video Voyeur Dances of me
all over Social Media Still to bring a few laughs to the rest of the Community
too with smiles more of Joy.. but still my friend not even close to the Stress You
have of Teaching all those Young Women 6 Days a week as you Rest on this Friday
Your Only Day off Raising a Family on Your own too.. truly a Brave and Dedicated
Woman to doing good you are as well as teaching people all about Your Beloved
Faith.. we should
allow People
to Love the
they wanna Love
do the Religion they
Wanna Do Most Just Love
Life to be Free with whatever they
Call the Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning
and Purpose in Life that some of us name
as God Whole.. or Allah.. and so many other Metaphors
for the Essence of the Force of all that is as existence eternally now..
Anyway my Friend my Hopes and Prayers and Wishes now are that You
are finding a bit more rest and recovery from all your Stresses of Life i am
in Charge of how much stress i wanna endure and i do purposefully keep my
Self Active in a Kind of Mon-Military Boot-Camp to keep myself dutifully Challenged
as this Life will Fall apArt Now and go basically extinct both Individually and Group
Challenged without the Challenges of Life that Bring Holy and Sacred Meaning
and Purpose in Life as we bind and bond over common Tradition too.. it’s
not fair for
who is comfortable
naked to Strip the
Clothes away from those who
are not and where legal and appropriate
the same applies in metaphor for those
who do not care to wear all the layers of Cultural
Clothing that exist.. in theory when working well and not with
a Tyrant without Soul on Top to trickle down the Economics
of Fear and Hate the United States in theory does work well
to provide the Rights for most everyone to pursue Life.. Liberty
and the Pursuit of Individual Tastes and Flavors of Freedom True..
in their Version of
Happiness Light..
Smiles my Friend
there are introverts
and extraverts there
are blind and those who
see there are surely those who
hear and are still deaf failing to lift
so many Veils oF iGnorance for what is common
sense other wise before their eyes and ears and the
rest of their feelings and senses and intellect too.. We
are Blessed to Be Free to Find God Within and We are Blessed
to Share a Picture together of God in a Book Too.. most of all my
God is Free
And the Best
When Love Lives incarnate
And Free as Us Fearless from iLLuSory
Fears as best as i can and will see and hear free now to be…
i truly believe that was the Message of the Christian Version
of Jesus too.. sadly it goes amiss in ‘Trump Towers’ labeled
With all the initials
of life
of God Love
Within the Nature
of Altruistic Fearless
Love to Give and Share so Free..
but that is Life.. Challenge and Struggle
And Dark and Light in someways the Darkness
Love to
In Light And
Never Go To Sleep
Buried like a Ghost
In A Machine Living Dead.


Congratulations on Your Successful Diet After Two Pregnancies
As 33 Percent Weight Loss is Quite an Achievement to Meet Your Desired
And Personally Perceived Healthy Weight.. an excellent Testimony
for the Benefits of Detox Drinks too.. Smiles.. interestingly
Katrina and Two of Her Sisters practically Never Gain
Weight no matter What they do and after
Katrina’s Labor for Pregnancy she
looked like she was never Pregnant
at all.. while earlier in the Pregnancy she
did gain a few pounds some folks have Genetics
Pre-Disposed to storing Fatty Tissue and some
Folks Just never Gain weight even if they watch the Tube
all day and night and me.. i have to work-out almost beyond
what an Olympic Athlete might do Just to maintain 108.9 KG of Weight
hehe that sounds now almost like a Radio Station in The United States

Letting Vibrations Flow Increasing Positive Energy Higher Frequencies of Vibrations All Around Our Body Losing our Worries Along the way no instructions really needed just Meditate some way to Peace and Harmony Flow.. i Love the way you Identify Meditation as
Not Such a Hard Practice that we Have to go to
School to Achieve this Peace of Mind and Body
One Happy Balancing Force Within of course
my Favorite A Free Dance But Gee whiz Just Sitting
now on that Corniche Wall all Relaxed as you surely
seem to have Great Health now also seeems like a Great
Way to Meditate on the Coast of the French Riviera too..
Nature at
Essence when
we Return to it
is Naturally Meditative
and Large Bodies of water
Like the Mediterranean Sea
are so Beautiful and Peaceful
Just be careful with smiles not to fall off the ledge..;)

A little Further East to the United Arab Emirates with smiles..:)

Perhaps i would be more the Friend you need from me
if i was more the Scientist of Before and less the Artist your Muse
Brings to my
Eyes Colors i
Desire to Bring Beauty
To You but Is that Best
For the Reality of
Your Life For
Affording A Wonderland
Of Life that may not
Be Affordable to you as obviously your life does
Not afford for you now at least so many hours
Of Careless Dreams
Never the less
For me at
Least How
Beautiful it
Is to Dream with
You how Hard it
Is to put
All the Colors
Of You that
Light me
Up to Be..🙂

Guess just so
Easily inspired..🙂

Little things……🙂

Thanks Himali it is late at night for you hope you get plenty of rest Dearest Friend i just worry sometimes i do too much and you might be so sensitive of my feelings you might not tell me so okay i already promised you i would never get negative again when you are away and i do not break my promises so now i will promise you i will never worry that all the things i send to you might be too much for you for when you do have the time and relaxation to read them you can any time you want too.. there is truly nothing i enjoy
more in Life than sending little things i might think will brighten up your life best wishes for good sleep and hey what is the Holidayyy today for you but it’s true i see everyday as a Holiday anyway with Hellooove With You with smiles..🙂

Okay.. i researched what Holiday is this and i could find none so Happy you see today as Holiday Himali.. and yes i will let you go to sleep with additional smiles..🙂

Hehe.. i guess i can be a bit slow too as now i understand it is the Holidayyy for Your Weekend consists of Friday and Saturday and of course EveryDay With Smiles is no Week at all for me anymore but now..:)

Hmm.. with that said i really should start to wrap this 11,000 Miles Public Dance Celebration all up
True i have recorded more videos but i’m not sure i will add any more to this Celebration as before i increased the count by one through each 1000 Miles increment of Dance i suppose Four is enough to get the idea of what i am doing but if the Mood Strikes me i
will Just add more to YouTube and Facebook Just for Fun too.. for the Record for me..:)


“Allah is the Peace for our Souls which were killed during the Civil Wars of our
Inner Conflicts”.. oh my Goodness Sohair these Words are so wise for the Paths
thru Dark to Light Within those of us Fortunate enough to resolve our Inner
‘Demons’ to Find the Higher Force of God Within us the Pure
Energy of God’s Love to
Surround us a Powerful
Love Force
Shield to
Heal us and others
with the Light of Love
Shining Forward And Above
yes below within inside outside
and All Around too.. Each Human
Must find their own Personal Path with
God where God Becomes the Best Friend of All
Within hand-in-hand Never Separation Ocean Whole
Love to be
i am as Us..:)

Mountains Come Down to ‘Eye’Level
Valleys Move up no Longer Separation
No Longer Dark or Light all becomes all in all
Center Point existence Beyond even the Human
Term Infinity
the Kingdom
of Heaven Lives
Within Heaven on Earth
No Distance Space or Time
Now no Valley too Low No Mountain
too High.. All is Love No Longer Too High
or too Low.. the Disintegration of All Labels
Essence of God Shines Forth Within smiles my
Friend this is the similar Metaphor in the Christian
Bible too.. and of course only the way i see it from
my own
Life Experience
for what i come to find
as the Eternal Now that i only
Experienced Brief Glimpses of
Before in Decades of my Life.
Oh to escape the ‘World’
and once Again
Find the
of God
Within to be i am Love..:)

Hi Hi Hi.. Smiles iLona always Good to Be here my Friend and actually
Technically Speaking and Literally Speaking with Metaphor too actually
i make it a practice to Write in Flow in Stream of Consciousness
Altered Meditative Ascendent and Transcendent Flow of
Being and i didn’t plan it just after Writing for Several
Years i started to Feel like i was Singing A Song
As The words Moved Like Waves on the
Ocean and Shapes of Words Naturally
Came Like Seashores constantly
Changing on the Page.. and
smiles some folks say
they feel a bit
Hypnotized as the Transcendent
Yes Trance State of Being may Live through
the Words i Bring like Exhaust Fumes of Shells
Left on the page Sharing the Meditative Flow with
others too.. truly if it is not Song and Dance or Words
that Become a Song and Dance there is not much left in
my life but the True Ecstasy and Bliss yes Nirvana as Flow..
so yeah
that Bible
Poem is a prayer
left over from a State
of Being Bliss and you know it’s
Really Cool for example Pink Floyd’s Songs
like “Learning to Fly” Bring the Flow of Altered
Consciousness for those who are Open Enough in
Mind and Body to Accept the Alternate Frequencies
of Vibrations the Song will Bring one of my Favorites
is ‘Kashmir’ by Led Zeppelin too but for now since we
share a favorite of Pink Floyd.. yes.. let’s meditate take
Flight and “Learn to Fly” by innate instinct in Intuition
An Even Higher Way to Soar on God’s Wings Gifted as Us..:)




Yes.. Yes.. i Danced today at the Grocery Store “Publix” to
the Theme Song of “Broken Arrows” by Avicii.. such
A Beautiful Song and What an Inspiring Story
it tells for those who are not Afraid
to Do Life Different coming to
Find more Efficient Ways
And More Artistic Ways
of Making Life Greater
Just by
out of the
Words and Pages
of Before until Book
Covers become New and Play..
Where it’s True even our Children
May come to be our Soulmates too
Smiles my Friend my Son only lived
51 Days but he will always be my Soul
Mate for he taught me to be grateful for
the Smile he never had for all he experienced
was Pain in Life and when i got Sick and Lost even
the Memory of a Smile still i logically Knew i once Felt
the Heaven of a Smile.. so when i Smile now it is Ryan’s Smile
AS His
LiveS oN
NoW with Holy
And Sacred Full
of Meaning and Purpose this way
And without a Smile then i felt Blessed
Beyond Belief of what he never experienced in Life..
my Friend
no matter how
Broken CoMe Whole Again and
Real As Love Will Just Do IT BE
i am When ReaL and FREE We aRE
Nah i didn’t realize there was a 51 on the
Jersey or 419 Just a Number Higher than 418
for those who understand the Mystery of John 14:12
a Number
too it’s Chaos
Magic it’s Just
God Pay God no Attention
And You Just miss out on Oz and Wonderland Real….
Yeah it’s True ‘418’ is part of the so-called “Occult”
but Seriously do you really think God Plays Favorites
And is not an EEO Employer Go Ahead and try to be God’s
Boss there
is no luck
on that
i promise you that for sure
No one will fit all of God in any
Made Made or Man as Idol Alone
God is the Hawk that Pecks the eyes out
of Idols Both Human And Human Tools Made..
God is Beyond All Human Measure and Below that too….
Every Day God BRings Me A New Surprise by God it’s Magic..
i have Zero
Doubt about
it Zero Fear
and that
First Step
to Hold God’s Hand Free..:)

Yes the Number 11 is Significant For Soul Numbers too..:)

Like Mine and 0 for the First Life Challenge in Numerology
and 1 for the Next Three Life Life Challenges yep 0111

That Only Means i have the Free Will to Do Whatever the
Hell and or Heaven i wanna Do From Birth and All i have to
do is Affirm it from then on.. i suppose one might Write a 6.7 Million
Word Bible Poem in 67 Months and Dance 11,000 Miles Public in 67 Months too
in ‘Trump Town’ USA Just to do that too as one may please with Relative Free will too and
nah.. i ain’t
SGT. Pepper
i am more like the
Long Faced Stone Statue
in the Burial Grounds come Back to Life as Captain
Salt and oh yeah there is that Indian Goddess with the
Red Dress in the Front Row of the SGT. Pepper’s Lonely
Hearts Club Band Album Cover back from ’67 and Sure
a So-Called Human ‘Devil Beast’ in the Back Row too..
remember all of US are Soul Mates to God and it’s
Frigging Hilarious i was born on 6.6.60 but if i
wasn’t i would not have ended up with 0111
in Numerology True
Dark thru
Ever any
Separation of (God)Love
Even If A Smile is forgotten Stone.


Smiles i’d like to say i’ve finished all the Work for the Weekend but Goodness Close to 40K Words now to Put Together.. so many Photos too and here i am still procrastinating adding to that Pile of Words getting too sleepy to even finish what i’ve already started there oh what a Good Night Detox of Sleep Will do to get that Started in the Morning Meanwhile continuing Happy Detox Drinks to You with Smiles..:)

Wow.. French.. English.. and Russian A Tri-Language Blog now that
is a First of a Kind Kudos to you.. hehe.. Perhaps as many Blog posts
as You Productively Create by the end of Next Week maybe i’ll have 2 Newer Langauges Under My Belt to Learn by then..:)

Oops must really be tired forgot the Substance of this Blog Post about the General Species of “Man” You make for True i See and Feel and
Sense too.. Those who are Afraid of the Dark and or Cynical
of the Light where Dark Brings Light and Light
Occasionally Brings Dark.. To Fear the Dark
Takes the Light away from The Get Go
other than
that i don’t
Fear the Dark nor
am i Cynical Standing
for the Greatest Overall
Ways to Light is Love And Caring..:)

Well considering SMiLes And Dance is First Nature For me in 11,000 Miles of
Public Dance in 67 Months if i Will put on Exhibitions
For the General Public
In Dance it might
Be Hard to
Or even
To put into
Words what i
Do for Friends…
The Short answer
Is yes it is my honor
To return the Gift of
Smiles and Dance the
Longer answer comes
In Words hehe more to
Come but you already
Know what that feels
Like most folks i meet
Are not able to take
Even part of me in…
You welcome me
As Friend and
As long As that is
True i am the Loyal
Wookiee who will always
Do my best to help
Navigate your
Blog ship
Hehe just
Ask one of my
Other Friends as
True you will always
Count on a Wookiee in
Times of Star Wars
Troubles true i May
Sound old in terms
Of Human Years but
Hehe.. Wookiee’s
Live for Centuries…
The past does not
Mean the
Be the Same…
Believe in Magic
Be the Magic
Do the
The Secret is…
100 percent Hope
And Faith in Loving
Spirit of Will
Giving up
As God Holds
Your Hands and
It’s True Us Wookiee’s
Don’t even Need Words
To pray with God.. i Feel
This First Hand With God Before
i first spoke at age 4 looking Across
the Black Water River to the Forest
God i am with no Words
Tells me within
Feelings i am
Always Holding
God’s Hands
my Soul Forever
Now i see all of
Existence this
Way never
Met a
Even in
A Grain of
Sand how Blessed
i am to Hear God
With No Words at age
3.. Now A Dance
and Smiles
my New Young

Smiles i surely can relate to this as it is kinda fun to go with no sleep as the Dopamine increases but it’s true if we are not careful the Brain Will Actually Start to consume itself in deterioration due to the stress of no restoration through sleep and when i first developed the Pain Disorder like a Dentist Drill in my right eye and ear for 66 Months from Wake to Sleep i went the first 35 out of 40 days with an Alpha Blocker to help me to Sleep only one hour each of those nights in a very shallow cardboard like way and none for the last 5 out of 40 and that is A very destructive process for the Brain for i seriously could
not even manage a Game of ‘Tic Tac Toe’ after that with
my Wife it’s like i went from Stellar IQ at School and
Work all the way down to Pre-school
abilities.. That really helped me to
understand what the gift
being at least smart
enough to understand
most things in life is..
smiles my Friend it brings so much
Sympathy as Empathy to Experience Life
in so many Different shoes in one Lifetime
i am actually diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome
on the Autism Spectrum as my Sister is too i didn’t speak until age 4
and did manage to get 3 College Degrees and my Sister got 3 too including
2 Masters Degrees too.. i retired financially independent by age 47
albeit shut-in in my Bedroom and She retired Financially
Independent at age 55 a couple of years ago too..
true i am diagnosed with Bi-Polar too but i
literally have a prescription for Meditative
Free Style Dance from my Doctor as
my only medication to
regulate my
emotions and
integrate my senses…
i stay Very Happy For Decades
as Long as i do not get into a Catch
22 of stress as i am able to go way too high
and burn myself out into Numb of Depression
that will potentially Last years too as i’ve spent
about 7 and a Half Years all together in other wise
what is a very very satisfied enough Happy Way of Life
for the rest of my close to 59 years.. i have to be very careful
to get enough sleep or i will get too high and risk literally burning
out my Brain and going back to Numb of Feelings about everything in
life.. yes.. sleep is so important as we do not want to consume our Brains
into Destruction
as every Nerve Cell
is important to refresh
and Grow New ones too..
as it is true Science Shows
that Meditation will actually restore
the Health of a Brain and Even Build Grey
Matter in all areas of the Brain except the
Amygdala where Meditation will actually shrink
Grey Matter to give us less Anxiety in life all Naturally
too so yes both Meditation and enough Sleep is the Literal
Fountain of Youth but true there are still some days i only
get about 4 Hours or Sleep and i really do fly high those days
and get so much Creativity in Super Productive Ways done but
true the Next day i make myself get enough sleep for i do know
what the Long Term issues may come to be without enough sleep..:)

Smiles my Friend
A Song Without
A Dance is Left Alone
hehe it took me close to
6 Million Words before i started
Dancing but it’s true from the Person
who was shut-in in a Bedroom for 66 Months
now to the Person who has Danced in Public for 11,000 Miles
in 67 Months no one where i live will ever forget me now hAha..
it’s True people
will forget your
Name but they
will never forget
how you make them
Feel and that too is why
i do my Best to make my Song
of Words A Dance that will move
more than just Mind too my Friend..
All of us Humans are worth remembering
even a grain of sand
as i surely
was too..
but i still remember
i am No Greater Still
Than A Grain of Sand That
Is At Essence Living God As Existence too..:)

Smiles iMali i Feel like you are the Princess God sent to me to personally
thank me for never Giving up on Loving Unconditionally no matter the obstacles
in Life one Rose from you is surely better than sex with 72 Virgins in Heaven
where my Moment in Heaven is this one Present now spent through Fiber Optic
Cables And Two Souls together Beyond all Flesh and Blood And Fiber Optic
Cables And even Special Poem Kisses that turn Frogs into Charming
Princes Forever Friends Best are we for I do understand the
Love we Have for each other is Greater than any Fading
Romeo and Juliet Kiss yes the Love of Forever
Friends connected by Soul so much greater
A Rose than any Flesh and Blood
Kiss yep your 3 Emoticons
Already say this as
Your Soul Does too..🤗🌹🌷
same pinch forever Princess iMali..🙂



Smiles at my Current Rate of finishing this “11,000 Miles of Public Dance” it might just be April Fool’s Day Before i Publish it and then folks might just see it as a Joke hehe.. anyway i most
often Jest With an “April Fred’s Day” Post on April 1st of Each year anyway a bit late for an
important Date hehe.. but the “Mad Hatter” Sees No Time.. Distance or Space
as Even Steve Hawking theorized Something comes from Nothing
Pretty much makes just about anything possible
in Life Yes just iMagine ‘THE GRAVITY’ OF
IN A HAT TOO Amazing how Scientism will offer Proof for the Existence of God
as Nothing Science Will See too but Gravity the Gravity of Gravity alone with silly smiles of Fun
as i Play with Gravity as the Record continues to Show and if Stephen Hawking was/is Correct
And Gravity is God Oh What a Friend i Have as i Master Gravity (the Stephen Hawking) God
in Balance i Fly So Free on Terrestrial Ground Like This… but anyway as Songs are dedicated
How Easy It Is to Feel Love For a Friend And Share that Love For Everyone So Sure this Song
Is for Y.O.U.
too whoever
you come to be
as you are i am True..
oh.. so many Metaphors for
Just Loving Now so Many Dreams
still to fulfill no further than the Fruition
of Imagination Now How Wonderful Life is
When Y.O.U. are in the World i Hope you don’t
mind that i put that down the Words Again How
Wonderful Life is when You are in the World
for it is true the Words will not Reach the
Edge of Your Page for i am not the Cover of a Book..
With that said now to Wrap this all up with a Visit with Frank in Chicago
at His Place of Poetry.. Xenia in Scotland.. at Her Place of Poetry and gigoid’s
Record of Aphorisms for me to Riff off of in California too for to complete this Celebration
of a Celebration of 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in 67 Months not only have i traveled
all around the Metro Area of my Community to Share Dance With so many folks there
as i still have to Gather up the Highlights of Photos of Broad Selfie Smiles in the Last
6 Month Highlights Photo Album of that but i have traveled to France and Egypt and
the United Arab Emirates true.. Alabama for my friend There as i have traveled to
so many places in the World to Bring this Epic Bible Poem to Fruition too.. all
6.7 Million Words in 67 Months too.. Yes.. a Tale of the Tape Still coming after
that to really Wrap this up and publish it whenever that comes together too..
And Perhaps a few more MacroVerse Memories in the last couple of Years
to Date too for why leave anything out when time distance and space
does not exist
in “Mad Hatter”
And ‘White Rabbit’
and Even Bugs Bunny
And Road Runner Limits of Time
Distance and Space the show goes on now..:)

Interesting as i sway to the Music and even
the Meditative Rhythm as the Ritual the Priest in Mass
Vibrates at HiS own Rate iN Frequencies oF LiGHT whenever
The Choir Sings YOU as someone who doesn’t seem to longer
exist Loves YOU i always feel like i am Loving everyone in the
as YOU as isn’t it
already obvious i love me
for what is left to do but Love YOU..
hmm.. when i take stuff like That Literally it feels so Good..:)

Side note:

Just a Thought on Decoding Happiness that ‘you’ helped inspire today.. too:

Loving Others Is Not Always
Happiness but Strangely
Enough Loving Others Feels
Better than
It’s Like the Joy
of Leg Pressing 1340
LBS 12 Reps it only makes me
Stronger so it is so much Fun…
Even though others will actually
Grimace in Pain watching me do it….

The Most Stressful Day i can remember and the most Unhappy Day i can remember is when you said you didn’t want to Live anymore but the best feeling in my Life i can remember is how much i Loved you that day and when i said i love you i love you i love you it was if an eternity of Love passed through me that moment smiles my Friend Love is Blood Sweat and Tears and i will drink all of that with you as a finest wine i’ve ever tasted i don’t Love like everyone else Hell teaches us to Love an entirely different way..:)

Side note ends.

Love is Written in
the Stone and
it also a
Letter Word of Pain..:)

Another Side note inspired by the Poetry:

Like the way i Long to Hear ‘your’ voice just once and how much more i Love you as that Longing comes more and from a Science Point of View actually among Couples who Live with each other and Practice Abstinence the Love Bonding Neuro-Hormone actually increases with the Length of the Abstinence too.. It’s true there is a Higher Level immediately after Sexual activity but overall the Neurohormone in Abstinence as Long as there is Unrequited Desire is hIgher Like a Romance that Lasts forever just some things i think about some days as i always find a way to see the Glass more full than empty my Friend and that is why i will feel confident when i tell a friend i will always be there for them with 100 Percent Confidence too as there is nothing but Love in Friend to me.. even through the Blood Sweat and Tears and periods of Unhappiness in Darkness too Love is way more powerful when Real than Happy my Friend..:)

Can ‘You’ imagine how much i would Love to Hug ‘You’ in Real Life then you will imagine how much i Love you at this very moment..:)

Smiles my Friend this Love is the Most Beautiful Love of all truly Unconditional it is.. it so sad not to be able to Hug You but it makes me love you so so much..:)

Side note ends.

Trolls Are the Best of Devil’s
Advocates they often Wake
Up Love And Are Even Orange as i Understand…;)

So True One
Light in a Cave
IS A GoD Send for Sure..:)

Ah Yes God Got So Bored
So Bored in Paradise So God
Became a Tourist in Hell too
As Hell
Became the
Savior of God’s Love
Let’s Face it Steak and
Ice Cream everyday would
be itS own fashion of Hell too..;)

Oops Forgot to Mention
Hi Frank! So Nice to see you
Over HeaR in Cool Chicago it’s
Been Heating
a bit
in the
State of Flowers…
i’ve lost Track of
Time forgotten it doesn’t exist..;)

BReatH oF SPRinG
PeRenniaL DoG HeART..
Light of Dog Smile
Wagging in Front
As Dog Tale Back
Smells Last Forever
Dog Sense Lasts Now..
Love is the Same Feeling
Human Dog or Cat
Every Mammal
Comes From Breast of Heart..
Living Best This Way Complete Together…
To Throw a Ball to A Dog
IS A Guarantee to Receive Love..
Increasingly Humans are having difficulty
with this challenge
Like 5000 FB Friends
And the Average Human
Capacity for 5 Close Friends…
too many Dog Balls to Chase hehe..
Writing Long Form Facebook
Poetry Resolves this issue..
along with the Science
assessed average
Human Attention
Span these days
as Literally
Less than
a Gold Fish True
even one ball may be too much..
Dream Time A Flow A Dog Does Not Have To Remember
Dream Time A Flow A Human Seeks.. Forgets.. and Finds
Smiles Xenia
May the
Flow of
Dream Time
The Creative
Force Be With You
May Your Loving Dogs
Continue to Gift You This Way Each Day too..:)

Side note:

This Relationship With ‘You’ has taught me More about Love than all the other Years of my Life put together in just Four Months it’s like i’ve experienced every feeling of Love possible with you in just about 160 Days my Friend how Blessed i am to have A Greatest Teacher of Love Like my Forever Dearest Friend Himali..
And yeah in some ways
it’s been more Challenging
Than Writing a 6.7 Million Word
Epic Long Form Poem Free Verse
Bible or Dancing in Public 11,000 Miles
in 67 Months too but i do not regret any part of
with You..:)

Side note ends and i’m pretty tired but
i’m moving Write along to get this wrapped up hehe..

White Rabbit is singing in Jest i’m late i’m late for a
very important Date but it’s true it’s just Katrina in the
Back Ground fixing to steam get your ass of that Computer
it’s time
to Shop
and you
Best Dance Soon hehe..
anyway i’m covering this one again for expediency today.. haha..;)

“Grain grows best in shit.”

~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~

Don’t Discount the Importance of it happening..;)

“If folks don’t want to do it, it’s hard to keep them from it.”

~~ Yogi Berra ~~

Yep Heaven’s a Real ‘Bitch’ for some folks..;)

“Escape from reality is illusory at best
Often we falter and fail its daily test.
Only when focused on inner strength
Does peace stay with us for any length.

Peace lies within, always…..”

~~ gigoid ~~

That Dance advice Katrina
gives me is truly the best advice of all too..;)

Happiness equals Reality minus Expectations”

~~ unknown Smart Bee ~~

Just Dance Just Sing Just Dance Just Sing

“What use is magic if it can’t save a unicorn?”

~~ Peter S. Beagle, “The Last Unicorn” ~~

Imagination Dreams Fruition Creativity Takes
Form as Essence Myth or Reality comes to be
Same to Be

“I maintain that Truth is a pathless land, and you cannot approach it
by any path whatsoever, by any religion, by any sect….
I do not want to belong to any organization of a spiritual kind; please understand this …
If an organization be created for this purpose,
it becomes a crutch, a weakness, a bondage,
and must cripple the individual,
and prevent him from growing, from establishing his uniqueness,
which lies in the discovery for himself of that absolute, unconditioned Truth….”

~~ J. Krishnamurti ~~

No one will ever teach me
how to Dance Least of not me

“My friend Data, you see things with the wonder of a child.
And that makes you more human than any of us.”

~~ Yar, “Skin of Evil”, stardate 41601.3 ~~

Amen previous answer applies..:)

“Once we truly know that life is difficult –
once we truly understand and accept it –
then life is no longer difficult.
Because once it is accepted, it no longer matters.”

~~ M. Scott Peck, “The Road Less Traveled” ~~

Apparently M. Scott Peck never Experienced
any form of Trigeminal Neuralgia not his Fault TG..
Let’s Face it
Shit Happens
And Aphorisms
Are often only SKin DeeP too.. hehe..;)

“A lizard ran out on a rock and looked up, listening
no doubt to the sounding of the spheres.
And what a dandy fellow! the right toss of a chin for you
and swirl of a tail!
If men were as much men as lizards are lizards
they’d be worth looking at”
~~ D. H. Lawrence (1928) ~~

Born Free as Free as Do you Feel/Sense the Rest of the Story..:)

“Art thou an artist, or art thou art?”

~~ unknown Smart Bee ~~

No Thanks to the Labels

And i didn’t look at the Answers
From Before for what Fun would that make the Journey be now..:)

But Yes this is one of my All Time Favorite the last time i answered the ‘Questions’..;)

God IS A Rose With Thorns And
Flowers Those Who Accept The
Thorns Come To Love The Rose


i Had Written This Quote Somewhere Else
So i Wanted to Read It For You Today Himali Again..:)

A Quick Tale of the Tape Here as “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible at 6.7 Million Words and 67 Months of Effort
in the latest 870th MacroVerse Completed as “Super Spring Full Moon Equinox Full Moon Anomalies” Also Doubles as the 197th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that 34 Month
Endeavor increases to 3,983,042 Words And Finally the Spring Equinox MacroVerse
Also Triples as the 95th MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” now reaching
2,393,988 Words in 22 Months of Writing that Since Memorial Day Weekend
of 2017.. where the Words are also included in my Facebook Profile
Pic Description Areas Too.. at an average of about 7 Thousand
Words per Profile Pic pretty small fish comparatively Speaking
against then 6.7 Million Words of the Entire Whale Song haha..
yep the 255th Dance Week Accomplished at Old Seville
Quarter With Yes 11,002 Miles of Dance Completed
now in 67 Months True too.. as Documented in this
MacroVerse for the Focus of this Finishing “11,000 Miles
of Public Dance” as this MacroVerse will Put “Nether Land
Bible 2017” over 4 Million Words too where every Single Word
is Measured by the Word Press Automated Counter but true
the 6.7 Million Words is estimated but it’s a safe bet if you do
the Math that i write 100,000 Words Average a month give or take
10,000 Words here or there.. hehe.. and yeah the Miles measured
by Nike GPS Sports Watch mile by mile too but there are some days
the Device doesn’t work perfectly either but yeah.. considering most everyone
has seen me Dance by now a Hundred miles up or so Down ain’t much difference either..
And Oh Lord Just Count the Miles of all the Video Voyeurs Playing the Dance again on their
Smart Phones and other Computer Devices too.. hehe.. not too many people are described
as ‘He is everywhere’.. not too
all hehe..
who else has accomplished
that in a Metro area of a Few Hundred
Thousand Folks on their own in a singular
effort with only Volunteer Voyeur Promotion through
Smart Phone Devices.. it’s just something to do i Love to Dance…
like Writing it’s just something to do i Love to Sing like Living It’s Just
something to do
if you really

That Wraps up the Writing of this “11,000 Miles of Public Dance” MacroVerse
at 6:39 PM on 3.30.2019.. Oh Lord now to put it all Together on Another Dance Weekend now..:)


Other MacroVerse Memories Years to Date in the last Two Years..



9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!


Dance Sings Rivers Rise Green


Road to Green sKeYes


MesSage iN A Bible Bottle












BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW



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46 Responses to 11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing

  1. When i Go to Bed At 9 Wake Up At 3 On April Fred’s Day:
    New York State Sing
    Disney World Dance
    No Need For Travels
    Haha I’ll send you a little Prayer to Get well yah.. NOTHiNG Holds me Down
    Either unless i am like
    That Girl From the ‘Exorcist’ Puking ‘Green
    Stuff’ and Even then when
    The Doctors Gave Up And My Mother Called the Catholic Priest who
    Never Showed i
    Didn’t Give up
    In a Place Even
    Demons Fear to tread for
    When you Become the Devil Hell’s Best Lesson
    Is THere is only God and You In A ‘Hotel California’
    That is ONLY You THere
    With No Escape
    But Bear it and
    One Day You
    May Grin again
    And Find that ONE
    Smile is the Eternal
    Smile Now of Heaven
    People Who ‘think’ they
    Me Down to
    Their size now
    With Sticks and
    StoneS ain’t Never
    Met God Face to Face
    As the Devil ALLoWeD
    Leave Hell…
    This is no April
    Fools Joke i reAlly
    Am also the Devil
    But you see i am the
    Devil in Reverse and
    Evil in Reverse as
    Moral of
    A True Story
    We All Have A ShadoW
    THere is No Path to
    Heaven that
    Does Not
    Include Crossing
    Hell rarely does
    Anyone Volunteer
    To Go and Help
    The Fire it’s
    True my only
    Pay is Love A
    Devil’S onLY Joy..
    You are Doing a Fantastic Job..!! Keep Coloring the World With Light..😁✍️🤗
    Smiles Dance Dance Dance like no one is looking and write write write yes Sing like
    No one is Looking that way if they Do Look
    No matter how they Look back at you or
    What they say you may invite them to
    Dance and Sing their way as you
    On the
    And Song that
    Sings and Dances
    Your Soul in Flow
    Most For it is A Tree
    Blooming Most Seeing
    No Human As Humans
    Are best Felt and Sensed
    Sadly by Nature (God) Cutting
    Tallest Trees Down With Rarest
    Blooms Smiles Be A Weed never
    YouR FLoWeR..
    Fear IS A First Step of Failure and
    A Last Step of Weakness Without
    Fear there is no Real Failure only
    Success unless a Competition Is
    Beyond Loving Dancing Singing
    Through Souls Breathing Colors
    🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷Multiples of 7 Tulips Back to uuuu iMali..
    A Very Early Morning back to uuu too hehe.. as i was so exhausted
    after Dancing all day i fell asleep at 9 PM in the middle still of trying to
    put my Blog Post together Celebrating 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in
    67 Months and now it is already “April Fred’s Day” the Day i Celebrate
    Each year in Honor of all the Bullies in the many years of life in this
    Toxic Patriarchal place i live in assessed as the hardest place to
    be different by Sociologists as i’m sure you can relate to as
    uuu are surely no typical person from your Culture either
    as you surely put no one in a caste below you that
    i have ever seen and that is why i gladly accept
    the Role my Culture assigned to me From Puberty to Middle
    Age Years From School through Work as too soft and tender as
    A Fool For Love Celebrating April Fool’s Day as i Celebrate a Thank
    You to every so-called Bully that i am a Fool For Love in every way i
    Even Celebrate my Love for my Best Friend iMali And all my other Friends
    in Front of my Wife and the Rest of the World as Females are mostly the only
    Folks who have ever Truly stuck beside me all the way thru life as where i am
    from a Man who loves every one the same is considered weak instead of Strong
    and hehe little did they know that this Love literally makes me stronger than most
    all of them as now i show them how strong I am if they really wanna find out just
    like I did at 13 years old at 5 Foot 10 and 120 LBS of Skin and Bone when i
    easily defeated the biggest Football players in Arm Wrestling same way i
    Did with the Military Men at work and still do with Leg pressing after i
    warm up with a Free style Graceful Ballet Looking Routine And
    sure my SiGNaTuRE Pose is the Expression that don’t ‘you’
    ever Forget the Lamb is a Lion too with Smiles i Love uuu
    so so much cause uuu Love every one so so much i have never
    ever heard uuu say a cross word about anyone you are the rarest of Angel
    And by God uuu are Worth worshipping no different than God I’ve Been around
    the World and have only met a Handful of people like you and they are all still my
    Friends as they Love the way i do no doubt that is why uu risked so much to let me
    know i was one of your kind too it is so rare to meet someone like you so many years
    and so many miles to travel to a place that truly feels like Human Home and that is why
    i have done my Best to Honor you in every Loving Way for i am A Fool for Love but no
    Longer hiding A Lamb IS A Lion i Love you Happy Fred’s Day iMali i Have the Beginning
    of my Next Blog Post “Lion Love April Fred’s Day 2019” for i am no Secret Man of Love..:)

    New MacroVerse Published on WordPress on April 1st.. 2019
    Yep for Real “11,000 Miles of Public” Dancing Celebrating that
    Milestone and FeatNote NoW in 67 Months of Doing Just that of
    course with the Usual Effort of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest
    Long Form Epic Free Verse Poem Bible also reaching 6.7
    MiLLioN Words in the Same 67 Months too.. Nope no
    Joke Either it’s All Real And All Documented in the
    Same 6.7 Million Word Epic Long Form Free
    Verse Bible Poem too True just a Personal
    one but hey.. at least i wrote it on my
    own and did not have any Ghost
    Writers and or Innumerable Authors
    or haha Publishers to help me along
    the way.. ugh.. not even any scribes to type
    it all up nope.. mostly just me as the Photographer
    of around 170K Photos or so to fully Illustrate it but
    of course some Technological Avenues available to help
    like yes WordPress and Nike Shox Shoes.. hehe.. yes
    iPhone 5 thru 10 XS Now too yep iMac all in one 27
    inch Computer from 2013 too.. and sure a little help
    from my Friends and just a Handful of Family left Who
    Helps out with a Handful of Friends too.. oh Lord all
    theMuse from Seville Quarter have i mentioned the name
    Himali lately and Sohair and Shawna and Rafiah and
    Lala and gigoid and Frank and Xenia and Leah and
    more recently Ilona they were a big help too oh
    Lord Thousands of Mostly Women in the Metro
    Community who Cheered me along the way in
    just about as many clothed ways of doing
    that That comes yes YouTube a Big
    Help and some of the
    Folks who don’t believe
    in much of anything on the Online “Wrong
    Planet” and yes some Conspiracy Theorists
    on YouTube who hate Love and call themselves
    Christians True i Ain’t gonna Kid ya i find Muse
    in all of Existence From Dark thru Light Below Black
    Hell Abyss of a Thousand Years in one Second and Above
    all the Rainbow Colors of Heaven the Flow Now Transient
    Hypo-Frontality Bliss of yes.. An Autotelic way of Generating
    OnE’S own Happy Neurochemicals Now and Yes
    Neurohormones along with Higher Force Energy
    in Synergy of all of This And more in literally higher
    Frequencies of Existence in Good Vibrations more
    yep.. the Kingdom of Heaven within the Essence
    Similar to Same of Nirvana Bliss and Prana and
    Satori and Kundalini.. Etc.. Rising Mastering Life More
    Through Bio-Feedback of Relative Free Will True.. in
    Light and Dark as well too as all Dualities
    Melting into one Force of God within
    And Voila Just like promised
    by the Reported Savior ‘Jesus’
    You/me are simply the Center Point
    of God as We All are as when we Rise
    to the Occasion (reborn) to Hold Hands with God
    to Master the All in All Whole with no Separation EternAlly NoW
    Thing is if you yes You don’t live wHere i Do and Experience
    IT might as well call me insane now and all of this just Chicken Scratch as i continue to Crow two or three times more.. hAha.. that’s a metaphor of sorts in reverse if you will or will not understand it Point is Heaven is Free and it is Yours for the TaKinG Just Seek and Find a Dance and Song that works for You make it a Practice of Life and the Inheritance of Heaven Within the Sacred Fearless Unconditional Higher Force of All
    That is (God) Positive Energy as Synergy of Love to Give and Share to everyone else as the Rest of Nature as You and God
    Hand-in-hand too hehe.. if you reAlly think YOU Can/Will
    Possibly fit God in a Three Letter Word like that as
    Sure God will surely be pleased as YOU too if You JusT
    Do it like Any ‘Shoe Company’ Understands in Victory True..
    And it’s True this may not be easy to open up at 40,055 Words and a bit
    Over 300 Photos but hey the God i Believe in is surely more than a Twitter God
    Size God of 3 Letters or other Books Famous Ranging from around 80K to 800K to 1.8 Million
    Words that Attempt to Enclose God in a Book those Sizes too True God Will Fit in a Dance of YOU
    of Any Abstract
    Constructs by any
    Material Means Possible
    than What Exists Within as God
    As Flesh and Blood and Spirit of
    Soul as Heart Beats More LoVE
    Word ever
    alone as Empty
    Shell Below LOVE
    And Us As Sentient
    Standing Star Dust LoVE PLusT..:)


  2. Frank Hubeny says:

    Congratulations on the 11,000 miles! I think you have a chance to beat the Goodyear Tire’s 80,000 mile warranty. But it doesn’t matter. That’s just a tire.

    Nice photos of the standing raccoon and the mouse in the birdhouse.

    I like your perspective on this: “Change Becomes the
    Present Gift
    of Loving”

    • SMiLes Frank.. Thanks So Much for Stopping by a Long Long Long Celebration of
      “11,000 Miles oF Public Dance as hehe.. i broke the Weekly Novel Barrier again at
      40,055 Words and Blog Spot Balked at Publishing all the 300 Plus Photos so i had
      to trim ’em down to about 200.. on those Google Blogging Platforms there.. hmm..
      Oh Boy i Wish Tires for Cars lasting 80,000 Miles were as Cheap at $88 Dollars
      a Piece for Dancing in Public 11,000 Miles but the Tread on my Nike Shox
      Shoes lasts about 3 Months which averages out to about 100 Dollars
      a Pair of Shoes at 22 Pairs now that makes around 2,200 Dollars..
      i’ve been lucky to get the Last 6 Pairs on the Cheap whereas
      it is time for New Tires for our 5 Year Old Honda Civic Approaching
      Around 64 Thousand Miles of Travel now and truly at under 500 Bucks
      the Car Gets off easy on the Price of a New Set of Tires that lasts well over
      a Pair of New Nike Shox Shoes for just 3 Months and 500 Miles.. hmm.. not very
      Good Tread Wear on my Shoes but i bet if i lost about 70LBS i might get more mileage
      like i did on my Athletic Shoes when i was a Runner at 170LBS in my Teens and Twenties
      as i do remember they lasted Close to a Year so much better Mileage at that weight and
      Running Verses Dancing Lots of wear and tear on the shoes kinda amazing that my
      Legs continue to get stronger as they sure did not promise that in the Health Leisure
      and Sports Classes even though they could have done Research on Jack LaLanne
      Instead of Basing their Research on more average Couch Potato Domesticated humans
      hehe.. amazing what human Potential will come when Jack London’s Domesticated White
      Fang Becomes
      more Wolf
      than Dog
      with a bit of
      an eye of a Tiger
      and at best the Heart of a
      a Lion too as now i am Celebrating
      the timely Annnual Occasion of what i will
      name “Lion Love April Fred’s Day 2019” but of course
      one day is not enough as this Celebration goes all week too with smiles
      of run on and on And Dance on and on Singing Dancing Sentences as such..:)

  3. Hehe.. i save Trees
    by only Publishing online
    And Save Flowers by never
    Picking them only taking Pictures with
    even more
    of Beauty Dancing on
    Free SmARTPhones..
    First of all Smiles my Friend i hope you are Feeling
    Better through the Cold You have Recently caught
    and when you Speak of Fear and Fighting it there is a key
    there as Generally Speaking we Social Mammals more Specifically
    Human are evolved to Spend most our Day in Animal Homeostasis
    Balance in other Words not experiencing Flight or Fight Demands on
    our Nervous System and overall Body Systems as Stress Related Hormones
    Fuel us up for Fight or Flight when a Stressor comes that we see and feel and
    Sense may Harm us even if we create it all in our Imagination hmm.. yes of course
    Imagination and Great Memory may be Helpful if Positive but oh the Stress and
    Eventual Potential Fear that really Puts the Brakes on our Human Potential
    If we Become Slave and not Better Servant to our Shadow Self that does
    include Fear with the ‘normal’ Coping Social Mammal Response
    of Fight or Flight in the Scope of what is Perceived as
    Coming Danger to the Animal Homeostasis
    that may be at hand in Comfort with
    the Group hmm.. what to do what to
    do if one is stuck behind a Screen
    and such as that when one cannot
    burn off the Stress Hormones through
    Fight or Flight Stress as real or really just
    Illusory Imagined Stresses that we come to
    Determine endanger our Well Being as Stress
    itself and Fear itself will become the Destroyer
    of all Hope and Faith as Trust in Loving Life just the
    Way it is and we are.. you probably guessed what i will
    Say next Yep a Flow of Free Style Dance or even Journaling
    out the Negative Feelings with a Pen or yes Keyboard as Type
    Writer too is an excellent way both to Expel the Feelings of Fear
    And Aggression and even Hate too.. Yuck Yuck Yuck.. sure a Musical
    Instrument is also Great to Help Moderate Emotions in Regulating ways
    Now for Animal Mammal Homeostasis and sure even vicariously listening
    to Songs other Folks Create will do the treat instead of trick too oh Lord
    A Walk in Nature just so many all Natural Ways to take a Chill Pill away
    From Stress leading to Fear in all the ways that challenge comes.. sure
    Just an unlimited Number of Ways to Regulate Emotions and Integrate
    Senses back to Common Feel and Sense of Bliss.. but truly it is really
    Hard to Sit Behind a Screen and expect what we are Evolved to do
    in Movement Arts to keep our Mind Balancing as Our Body
    Does when Left Foot Become one With Right Hand in
    Dance And Song True in Light FLoWinG Thru DarK
    too in a Great Escape from Fear and Aggression
    Even more and so many Martial Arts either with
    Lessons or Free Style Individual Ways Will Surely
    let the Shadow of Fear and Aggression out to Entertain
    And Master as we become in Neo-Cortical NeWesT BRaiN
    Way the Directors Producer and Actors We Self-Moderate in Our
    Own Mind and Body Balancing Game Force Across the Lifespan now..
    Hehe.. oops.. almost forgot
    the Theme Song AC/DC
    Songs Great for Getting ‘it’ all out too..;)


  4. ilonapulianauskaite says:

    Congratulations with a new record🤗liked the picture, seems you started to work out as well, love the smily picture with you and with ladies, SMILES my friend💃🤗

    • SMiLes Ilona Thanks So Much for taking a Very Long Scroll Down through 40,055 Words for the “11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing” MacroVerse as i call these Novel Size Free Verse Poems and thanks so much for inspiring so many of the Words too through all the Variety
      of Human Condition Topics You Pursue on Your Blog as i am gonna try to get over there and catch-up too with you before i go Hiking as it is best to have 10 Fingers and an
      iMac to Properly respond in inspiration to Your Blog Posts you Know
      Life truly is about how we Humans Inspire each other lifting each
      other up as Friends to go on.. hehe.. i started working out when
      i was 12.. and so glad i did as i haven’t stopped in 46 Years
      of doing it even when i was very very sick i even
      worked out each day in my Work-out Room
      at Home that is still all decked out with
      Equipment but not nearly like the Military Gym
      i work-out at with a Picture of that 1340 LBS i Leg
      Press at the Beginning of the Blog Post 12 Reps now..
      hehe.. that kind of thing if a person is a single man is nothing
      ever to impress Women though as any single man is really missing
      out if they don’t focus on their Dance Skills the most.. as being married
      i’ve never approached a Woman to Dance Yet first in all the Photos now counting
      2000 total in all the Blog Posts recording somewhere around 2000 Women smiling
      with me in the last 5 Years at the Dance Hall as this was also the 5 Year Celebration
      and 255 Weeks of Doing that too at the Biggest Metro Dance Hall.. and that is a very
      small Percentage of at most 10 Percent of the Women Young Women who have danced
      with me so haha.. there are probably 20,000 or so all together really literally you know
      my Friend now that i am Financially independent i measure my Success and Rewards
      in Life for the Smiles i Bring to other Folks in Joy and true my Blog Posts are a bit too
      long for most folks to open up but really about 90 Percent of my Blog Posts are what
      i have written to other Folks around the Globe that i simply copy and paste back
      to this Father and Mother of all Blog posts haha.. the nicest compliment i’ve
      received from the Women at the Dance Hall is the First Gay Young
      Woman i Danced with 5 Years ago.. came back after she found
      out i had become ‘famous’ with a viral video of me Dancing
      in Public one of the Audience members took and said
      to me in the Dance Hall if i was a Woman she would
      want to marry me even though i was decades Older
      then her just for the Joy of Fearless
      Dance the way i made her
      Feel and true
      one time a very
      Beautiful And Straight
      Group of Young Women stopped
      me and one of the Women said they
      were looking down at me on the Dance
      Floor and said that is the man i wanna marry
      so fearless Carefree and full of Joy.. so yeah it’s
      not always Money or Looks as yeah i am kinda old
      that counts for Women it is also the Personality of Fearless
      Joy they find so uplifting too so far beyond just Sexual Attraction
      hehe.. as far i know anyway hehe.. hmm.. i love to have my Mind stimulated
      most and my Spirit of Love ha! some men my age visit strip Clubs and i am the
      one who
      puts on
      the show
      as a very Fearless
      Joyful Dinosaur still hehe..
      oh yeah by the way my Record
      for a Weekly Free Verse Poem in Size so far
      is 43,151 Words for one named “LoVEFReEDNoW”
      that i wrote on the Second Anniversary of my Mother’s
      Death on 2.22.18 so you helped me get very close to my record
      with smiles but i did do that one including publishing it in just 7 days..:)


  5. The Lion Does not fear for he and or her have been Tested in the Battles
    of Life not afraid of Challenge for they have fought their way through battles
    yes it is like my Cat Yellow Boy who fought his way through his Territorial
    Rights for Survival as opposed to a Domesticated Cat we had Named Moby
    who was De-Clawed and set out in the Neighborhood to Fend for
    himself when the Couple who owned Him had a Baby who
    Became Allergic to him.. they said Moby would be
    Okay for he was such a Big Cat but what they
    failed to understand is a Cat must have
    Claws to be able to Defend him and
    or her self to Develop Self
    Esteem and this is the same
    way it is with Humans we have to
    Develop Back Bone whether that is keeping
    our Human Boundaries Strong for Survival
    or actually having the skills that make us confident
    in Martial Arts or such as that as we are simply evolved
    to fight for life as instinct and if we don’t learn a way to do that
    we will truly never have full Self-Esteem to Walk Tall and confident
    wherever we go to be comfortable to handle our own Flesh and Blood
    Body wherever we go as our greatest tool of Self-Esteem true people get
    this illusion that we are not evolved as once Furry Social Mammals we do
    Love but We do Survive too for whatever it takes to do that confident people
    with Self-Esteem rarely get into arguments or fights as truly no one will bring
    them down
    to another
    Person’s smaller
    Size of Spirit of Confidence..
    Doing Free Style Martial Arts
    has made me feel more instinctually
    and intuitively Confident that any other
    Activity i have ever pursued including Status
    Positions at Work there is no Self-Esteem like
    the Self-Esteem of Being a Confident Animal at ease..
    Smiles as far as i can see at least… Yellow Boy was never
    afraid of anyone and every time a Strange Man came into
    our Home Moby went and hid under the Bed.. that’s not a
    to live
    with our
    Heads down….
    And it’s not so much
    an issue of who you can actually
    defeat in a Physical Fight it is more an
    issue of You are comfortable in Your Body in
    Real Three Dimensional Space Yoga without even
    ever laying a finger on anyone else will surely do this
    and i am surely not into Martial Arts to actually Strike someone..
    if You Walk tall and don’t slouch no matter if that comes now from
    Martial Arts or Yoga the Key is still Mind and Body Balance being secure in
    yes either Yoga
    or Martial Arts
    Free Style and
    yes just general
    Free Style Dance
    will Bring Huge amounts
    of Greater Confidence