Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words

When Darth Dances All is Christmas MaGiC!!
When Darth And Santa Hold Hands All That’s Left
Is Heaven’s Dance… DancE It! NoW SinG IT! Baby!
Let IT FLY! We’ve Got SPiRiT! Yes! We! Do!
What A Lovely World NoW
We All Share A GreaTesT
Work Of Love is Helping
All Others Feel And
Sense Yes Give
And Share This
Love Worthy of
A Name As Small
As God And Large
As Love Will Continue
To Evolve And Grow
Out of
Good Morning FRiEnD
Hellooove too…
Polar Bears make
Amazing Snow
Angels maybe
You’ll get to see
One Further North
Hehe or closer
To Where
Santa Lives 🎅
SMiLes Good Morning!
Again! From Here! Love to Share Holiday
Spirit! Holiday Means Holy Day Clearly A Path to
Heaven (Happiness) is Key in Holy Now MaKinG the most
Of more than YOLO
We Only LiVE NoW
Don’t wait for someone
Else to DeSiGNate the
Next Holy Day Create
Anew each Moment
Now Holy Sacred
Full of Meaning and
Purpose in Deed Yes
WHere Every Step
Becomes A Holy
Dance And Every
Word Becomes a
Sacred Song that You
May Enjoy Giving And
Sharing the Experience
Of How You See the
Holy Sacred Meaning
And Purpose of Your
Forever Now Eternal
Heaven Dance And
Song With Others
If they Like or in
Deed Do SOLO
In Heaven WHeRE
You are Never Alone
As All DarK Thru Light
Becomes DiViNE YouR
Arms Wrapped Around
Loving All Eternal Now
Yes the Verb
Of Just
Doing ‘God’
NoW iN Victory
Other than That
SMiLes Santa Watches
Over You NoW For You are A Good
Girl With SMiLes DarKThruLiGHT
Life This
Love (GoD)
For LiFE NoW LoVE🌟
Find Someone Special
to Love Honestly It
Doesn’t Matter ‘Who’
They Are As Long As
You Love the Rest
Of Existence (God)
This Way Yes This
Way There
Is No LoSinG
In Loving You
No Matter Who
You Are As Long
As You Continue
To Love All (God)
YouR Love..🙂
Just saw Your New
Profile Pic
Thank You Dear FRiEnD
Always Enjoy Sharing
Happiness With You..
Love to see You Smile
Love to Travel Along
In Your Adventures
With You Just
Thanks for
Still allowing
Me To Tag along
For You Have
Taught me
Much About
Me too No Greater
Gift Than Greater
Light out of Shadows
We Come To Dance
And Sing In Truth of
Beauty’s Wisdom
Of Love🌟
Stars Don’t
LieDarK NoW
TiME NoW FoR iT iS NoT A ReD DawN yET OnLY EvE
iN THis VeRSioN oF A Bible A Quarterback
Picks HiS OwN TeAM AnD Words
KeePinG iN MiND AnD BoDY
JusT A BooK MArKeR UNtiL
A NexT MacroVerse NoW
CoMes “i BeLieVE iN That”
‘Crushes’ Come And Go
True FRiEnDS Are Glue
In my Case Gorilla Glue
🦍 Skies of Giving Sharing
Never Blurry Free
Dear Xenia Always
Light to You.. Your
Family of Humans
And Dog Family True
Side Note: Singing Original
Poetry in Public is Dancing With Naked Soul
Lost i Am Then Years From Distant Roads Hope
Trees Spiral
Free Now
Beauty is
Always Truth to
The Eye Who Sees
🏝 Hehe Spring is likely
Only a Few Days Away
HAha for Year ‘Round Tans
🏝🦋🏝🎶🎵😁 CReaTiViTY (Creation)
TruE A RosE WitH ThornS NeVeR CurSE To
Me NoW NeTHeRLanD MoRE… (God) NoW
God Is FLoWeR WoMaN Is Rose
THoRNS Are A Love ToGeTHeR
Flowering God Alive
Currently Enjoying
Grace of Lucid WaKinG
Dreamtime Place of Deepest
Creativity That Will Not Wait Perhaps
i should Start putting “Love For Giving
Thanks Giving For Love” Together AGAiN
Empaths Over
Come (No ConTexT)
Beautiful Capture Candice
What ‘They’ may not realize
is i Am Not always Listening to
External Music for i Carry A Dance/SonG Within
A Real Plus Headphones are Without Music Someone
In Public might Wonder (Worry) Why You Dance
Head Phones Intimate Connection to Devices
Wow! Beautiful Dedication to The Grace of
YouR Mentor Grace! Yeah ‘it’ does ‘that’ on Mobile with
“Blog Spot” because it’s just a Copy and Paste from Word Press..
So Hard to read with ‘The Blue Around the Words’.. However ‘it’
should work Fine on Notebook or Desk Top.. as Long as You Have
the Direct Link… It’s almost impossible to open up my Entire Blog on Mobile
but with LTE access on my iPhone 6s through iPhone Xs It is
No Problem With a Direct Word Press Link.. 4G Will Not likely
Work.. Any Wi-Fi that is Powerful enough will but here is the
Direct Link(s) to that Blog Post Below that is truly what i Believe to Be
my Most Favorite one so far to date as i finally
have the Ability to Articulate what
i’ve been Trying to say to
the point where improving
it is becoming increasingly
More difficult and i like that too! haha…
Anyway it’s pretty Deep for Folks who do not
have the Context of my Full Education and Experiences
of Life.. Some Folks might have a little and others might have
more but i keep trying to find Words Now that might help others
to Reach Heaven Now and “Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love”
Seems to have most of the ingredients in there for Sparks at least if one
were to actually Read through a Quarter of a Hundred Thousand Words to
get to the End along with around 250 Photos and yes all the Songs are Integral
too.. to a Rising Flow of Ascending Transcending Experience of Heaven within
Escaping “Left Brain”
Rational Thought
To the Art
of God’s
‘Mind’ Fractal Whole
of All and Who We are..
True ‘that thing’ You find
Dancing Naked on a Naked
Beach WHere You Simply
“ReMeMBeR” Yes NoW
Feel and Sense the
“God Head” as We Become Beach Whole
Experience Now One With ALL (GoD)
No Doubt in ‘That Place’ That All
Is Energy of LoVE LiGHT Just
Traveling Out of DarK
MaTTeR And Energy
As We Evolve
too as
The Force The Love We are Evolved to Be NoW
At Best Hand In Hand as Stars Reach Light WE Are
Other than that hehe.. Shawna B.. i couldn’t have
Accomplished it Now without You for You are just
the Special “Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love” MaGiC
Human Spiritual Ingredient i needed to complete It! Yes! Shawna Baby to the Rescue hehe…
At Age 13 Sure Giving a Lecture in Front of my Peers at School It’s Not So Hard for the
General Public Now to Believe i was a much more Awkward Version of ‘Sheldon Cooper’
In Puberty Hehe.. in Other Words Just another Outcast with Asperger’s Syndrome
Golden Apple on the Teacher’s Desk but Without a Social Clue of even how
to Dress or Wear my Hair as a “normal dude” then hehe.. the thing is
my Mother Let me Have the Freedom to Be me for Lord Knows
if the Law Enforcement Father Stayed i might be 5 Foot 10
and 120 Pounds Half the Weight of my 240 Pounds Now
that Floats in a Free Dance Public on Terrestrial Land
but True Crew Cut and Hunter’s Jacket would
Have probably covered all the Skin
And Bones with Just thin
Levi’s to Cover Bird
Legs too.. hehe..
Strangely enough as thin
as i was i had still been lifting
Concrete Weights looking up to
Space with String Bean Arms and
Flat Board Chest Flat From Head to
toe You know except that Part you Can’t
Forget in Puberty that tends to stand up more
than Straight hehe.. Oh Lord without a Clue what
any of that meant not much Different than ‘Carrie’ and
Her Issues in Puberty too.. hmm.. sheltered life in deed…
Those Days were truly Hard so Hard and i didn’t even understand why….
Anyway it’s a Fast Forward to the Christmas of 2015 almost finished just
3 Months More to go to finish ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3″ as i had already begun
to Finish ‘GodsUniverseNovel’ With ‘GodsUniVerseNovel2’ Respectively at
41K words and 51K Words as when i finally Published ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3
That Effort of Almost entirely Short Free Verse Poetry combined from inspiration
from all the Prompts and Links From Hundreds of Poets and Over a Thousand Poems
From the dVerse International Poet’s Pub Online from April of 2015 Thru March of
2016 Finally Published at the End of April 2016 became a Massive one Blog Post
Total Long Form Poem Effort of 338,630 Words and around 300 Beautiful Photos
of Navarre and Pensacola Beaches.. True you’ll have to have the Direct
Link to that one to open it up on Word Press best on Desktop and
Notebook too as it was way too big to fit in the Limitations of
Blog Spot and that’s for sure!.. a rather exponential
Rise in Human Potential of Free Verse Poetry
Writing considering i did not start until
the Year AD 2013 publishing 3.10.13
my First MacroVerse
then on my Perspective
of Life that is copied into my
Word Press blog in the About Section
there still.. for easy review still.. yes that
Started out this Whole Blog Show in Free Verse
Poetry.. on my Old Blog Spot Blog then.. as linked below
too with the Current MacroVerse “Love For Giving Thanks Giving Love”
for true that 338,630 Word Free Verse Poem was only the Warm up for what
would come to be and is still coming to be 6 Subtitled King James Size Free
Verse Poem Long Form Bibles under “Nether Land Bible” that is coming
Ever Closer to 5 MiLLioN Words as i am over 4,993,000 Words Now since
Memorial Day Weekend of 2016.. All 42 Months of Effort Now as i will
Provide Details more of the Entire Tale of the Record Tape at the
End of this New MacroVerse Yet to Be titled i am Writing Now..
sure i’ll link these other efforts just for fun too.. but you see
‘the thing’ is don’t listen to what folks TRY to label you as
in life.. for i did not speak until age 4 and
i don’t shut up now.. hAha.. part
of that Autism Spectrum
Condition as i was
Precocious in Reading
Deciphering Labels and
Finding my Mother’s Keys
Under the Bed in the Other Room
When She was looking for them.. without
her even asking me for help before i could speak
before age 4.. yes that condition is called Hyperlexia too
Just another Label just another Splinter ‘Super Normal’ Human
Skill that replaces other Potentials yet to arise more now.. but you
see Fast Forward to that Christmas Season at Seville Quarter of 2015
32 Years Hence past age 13 in 1974 of that Spring in Front of my Peers then..
Sure Singing ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’ with my FRiEnDS Cortney the more Fiery
one and Chelsea with less of a Fierce look hehe.. in December of 2015.. i am
not the Same Person anymore i Dance i Sing Fluidly as a River in Balancing
Flow i am theNow.. no longer awkward comfortable in my own skin i will fit in
enough with anyone to make me comfortable at least.. hAha.. now even
more.. i don’t listen to labels or what folks tell me i can or cannot do in
Life Control me.. i do not pay attention to couch potato averages
Now from a domesticated Human way of soft-bellied life..
i look to what others have done more and i say
i can and will too.. for they have done
the same and more too.. i don’t
see the ‘Story Dude Jesus’ as
any more than less integral the size
of less than a Grain of Sand as God’s
World than i am too.. for i understand Love
Supports and Enhances the Growth in all others LoVE NoW True..
We who are one with God have it All for We are less than a Grain of
Sand and the Stars Above no less or more than You for what We Do
is what will be different with the Faith of Pure Love of Positivity
in Flow We Can And Will come to Be Greater in our Innate
Human Potentials more.. This is ‘the Bohemian Rhapsody’
of Life where the Outcast Star Shines more light
from dim to Brighter than ever before.. true
as thin as i was my will still strong then
at age 13.. those Reed thin
Arms still Won then a
Friendly Game
Arm Wrestling with
the Biggest Football Players
then at 13.. For The Will i am then
is even more Will now it is the Spirit of
Excellence that lives on to do more now
With Love Fueling Highest still in Positivity more now..
Visualize Your Dreams then Just effortlessly Keep WorkinG LoViNG PeRSeVeRinG
Every Step of Dance Evermore Words of Song too.. to Bring them to Fruition Now..
Hehe.. even Science shows You Will Visualize getting Stronger and empirical
Results will come without even any exercise true i did Nude Art from 2013
still now and the Results of Naked don’t lie.. i moved on to Erotic Poetry in May
of 2018 too hot to attach to my PG Rated Blogs even with a Cautionary Adult
tale theNow before entering that blog but what i did prove is with
Belief and the Faith that transforms into a Foundation of
Love in Balance of Grace with Will and Strength that
You Will Literally Get Stronger not Weaker in the
Decade of Your 50’s Stronger in Fact than
ever before for i started out Leg
Pressing 500 Pounds in 2013
and rose still GRoWinG
Stronger with
a Max Effort
now of 8 reps
and 1520 Pounds
That’s an empirical Measure
of 3 times Stronger from age
53 to 59… and true i have 1340 Pounds
at a 90 Degree Range of Movement 12 Reps
in a Very Slow 100 Seconds for evidence on
YouTube enough.. Sure i Dance i Sing with plentiful
Evidence of that too now.. for the Excellence we come
is the Excellence We Create Hand-in-Hand with the much
Higher Force of Inheritance of God All We are Born to Be Wild
in Love Free in Caring Giving Sharing Doing More than ever before
NoW but it’s true Without Can and Will LoVinG Faith THere is No Do Without Belief in
MoRE aLL there is is less… i invite you to do more this is just my Half Time Show…
for the
You are still Welcome and that’s for sure..
True She Helped Kick-Off my Effort in 2013
i was still in way too much eye and ear pain
to Listen or See the Half-Time Show then
but apparently she spoke loud enough for me to hear her SPiRiT True
For ReMeMBeR THere is no time, distance, space, or Matter for the Love
That is the Energy of God or CaLL IT A ‘Blue Turtle’ Best No Name AT ALL
Yes and in the Interim of that from Age
47 to 53 Before Heaven Now Then i went
to Hell on Earth Within WHere A Thousand
Years is a Second in 66 Months of Shut-in
Pain and Numb of Existence Master of the DarK Side too
Servant of Love NoW as That is the Only WaY Love Works For ReaL NoW
When Darth Dances All is Christmas MaGiC!! When Darth And Santa
Hold Hands All That’s Left Is Heaven’s Dance… DancE It! NoW SinG IT! Baby!
We’ve Got
SPiRiT! Yes! We! Do!
And Yes of Course this will
Be Message 89 For Bishop
Barron And FRiEnDS on Cue
As Message 88 is still Waiting
to Be Delivered Just for Very Good NewS NoW…
PS.. NFL In All its Wisdom Blocks Beyonce Halftime 2013
from View restricted to only YouTube So Freddy Mercury..
Queen.. And “Bohemian Rhapsody”
Gets Bumped up to First for
this Halftime Show
at least..
WiLL add..;)


Oh God; it’s the “Zombie Apocalypse”; Humans Eating what i consider the Face of God (Nature);
Easy to See How We Cannibalize ‘Our Home’ Coming out of Orbit of Consumerism back to Lush
Forests; they still exist plentiful; With Even Clear Creeks, by name at least, where i live; yes, my BackYard.

Almost Every Problem Humanity Has Now Will Be linked Back to Eating the Face of God (Nature) (Over-Consuming)
Then and Now; Here, for metaphor, if you Will; So What’s the Best Solution to Just How Much Every Human Born; not
Just in America; but Western Civilization Will Do to ‘Rape’ Mother Earth as She Continues to Literally Stand
‘Her’ Ground…

The Answer is Simple Class (Masturbation) Porn so far a Best Birth Control Pill of All to
at least Limit the Scourge of What Western Civilization continues to Do in ‘His’ Toxic ‘Patriarchy’
as Just a Metaphor Please too in ‘Raping’, ‘Maiming’; And Destroying What Science Suggests is 1 out
of 8 Animal And Plant Species in the ‘Coming Decades’.

This isn’t just my opinion; And of course, i’m Writing this with no expectation that anyone will read
it; for it is Just a Hobby in my Newer Age Youth of Golden Years to continue to Evolve all my Intelligences
for that’s what you do when the ‘World is Running Down’; You Make The “Best of What’s Still around’; Where
Technology Takes away Humanity as Whole; at least for How We are Evolved to Live; in Balance With Nature;

Now, to Be Clear, if i wasn’t Financially Independent; and Lived in Scarcity, like i used too; i would probably
Be concerned Most about Free Health Care; Free Education; Free Everything; By God Let Technology Do all the Work;
It’s Hard enough already to get a Human anywhere to pay attention in Flesh and Blood anyway; above the Level of
a 6 inch Screen, or so.

i LiVE iN Flow With Autotelic Bliss; Continuously Creating More Complex Art to Give and Share Free; Never Earning
even a Penny for all that i do; i need no one to Crack a Whip on my Back to ‘Do stuff’. Other Folks Would take the ‘Free Money’, Buy Drugs, and end up as Miserable as they already are; all the Solutions are practical (in Practice of Seeking
and Finding them) and Come from Within most; as a Practice of Life that Works Individually Great! Now for Long Term too.

Ha Ha Ha Ha; (but it’s not funny) Not Enough People Care; Not Enough People Will Ever Care for this change;
As Long as Empathy levels continue to Fall 30 Percent as Science Suggests has already happened in the Last
Few Decades; continuing to Drop to about the Level of a 6 inch Screen, or so.

Honest to God, for the Rest of the World; the only Real Effective Solution; at least for some Longer Term Survival that Humans in all of Western Civilization are Working on Now is Masturbation; That Much Modern Humans Seem to Be
able to Literally Handle Well Enough Alone.

The ‘Biblical Story’ Has Changed/is Changing Greatly over the Course of Thousands of years in the Last ~30 Years.

Abortions Have Plummeted to the Lowest Levels; Ever since ‘Roe Versus Wade’; Where Statistics were even Actually
Possible to Keep; And Teenage Pregnancies are down 72 Percent or so Since 1991; Yeah; ‘we all know’ what
happened then; now at least; about 98 Percent of Men and Around 73 Percent of Women; Porn Drove the
Rise of the Internet and it is still Rising to Replace Human Flesh and Blood Intercourse as We Speak. Japan
is a Leader in Technology of Porn; no Surprise close to Half of Young Folks in the Prime of their
Reproduction Ages are not ‘doing it’ at all; at least not in the
“Old Biblical Way” of Flesh and Blood; but Again:
‘Her’ Ground.
This is Just
The Natural
Solution Where
Over-Consumerism Eats itS own Face.
Meanwhile; Life is Good; I’ve always found
more interesting things to do; Sex is Just
Another Way of Meditation; Dance/Song In Meditative Flow
of Increasing Complexity Now Really Totally in Full Works
Just as Great And Greater; Yes, Lasts oh so much longer than 3 Hours…
(note: i believe in excelling in all that i do) Link Below in Research From ‘The Atlantic’ Speaks
to this Issue, overall; Meanwhile, i’ve got more Dance and Song to Do; it’s Never Messy at least for me..;)

So in SuMMary; there is no Real such thing (beyond Metaphor) as Virgin Births for Humans; so, Keep up
the Great Works; It might not make ‘Pastors’ Happy; but one might save ‘a bird’ or two in the Hand(s)..;)

“When the World is Running Down” by ‘the Police’ is a Great MeMe, TheMe (Egregore) Song For ‘this’.

“Love Myself” by Hailee Steinfeld; better Fits Younger Generations across Western Civilizations, for Now at Least;

And yes, even filtering down to so-called “Less than Western Civilization”; Again, Nature Will Have ‘Her way’ too.

i’ve most definitely studied this issue as a Participant Anthropology Observer too; so up close and Personal too.


The Greatest Wisdom is the Beauty of Courage in Kindness
Other Wise known as the Human Empathy of LoVE iN Truth.
SMiLes Sohair.. Pleasant Rosie Cheeked Smiles
FLoWeReD By Rose of Prayers for LoVE iN deed
Music.. Music of God is Love Not Everyone
Does the Dance
And Sings
the Songs
But Never
The Less God
Yes Love Still Dances
And Sings in Souls Full oF LiGHT…
SMiLes… Man and or Woman NoW
Nurturing… Humanity’s Best Friend
WHere Every
A Hug Forevernow
“Just A Muse My Love”
And That’s A Thank You
Next Title Good to Flow
Thanks for
From You…
Smiles Sohair…
Greatest Love Is Servant…
Greatest Hate is Master…
Slave is Child of Master…
Free is Child Who is Servant of Love…
i Remember When i was Young and
Slave to School.. Later to Work…
And the Rules Attached to Desks…
Data Download Mind of Existence…
A Must Then for
A Life for Grades
A thru F Most
Always A’s for
me for i followed
all the rules dotted all
my i’s and Crossed all my t’s
Literally as such until ‘that Cross’
became too much to Bear.. i remember
When the ’10 Commandments’ Movie came
on the Archetypes Expressed in Pharaoh and His
Wife Who Nurtured a Child With Love Yes Altruistic
Love That Sets Humans Free Different Than ‘Reptile Brain’ Alone…
Smiles my FRiEnD
Lovely Reptiles
Are but not
so much
in Humanity
When all that counts
is the Pecking Order of
Lobsters for who wins the
old 300 MiLLioN Year-old Crustacean
Struggle to See Who is Best.. We ‘Humans’
At Best Attack Life’s Problems a bit Differently…
Supporting Each other With Hugs and Holding Hands..
Just to lift each other up as a Team for Overall Subsistence in
Survive And Thrive .. “Set my People Free” That’s what i remember most
About that ’10 Commandments’ Movie as a Child and What i Remember
too is the Love of Pharaoh’s Wife for No Matter Where the Blood of that Child
Came from
that was
a Human
Who Deserved
Love these are the
Heroes among Us.. Those
Who Put Love First beyond all
Other of Humanity’s Ills as We have
Become Our Tools More than the Fire of
Love that truly connects us within to each other best…
Smiles.. i watch ‘the Crustaceans’ still attempting to Hold on to their
Best places of Power/Status telling lies from day to night holding on to a fight
‘in Congress’ for their Life to feel anything.. anything at all.. what they lack is so obvious now
the Love
Humans what
they are even
evolved to
be above
the Reptile Brains
that are still Clawing
Their Ways out of Darkness
yet to see LiGHT Love the Greatest
Force Love the Power that makes us Human at all..
or even the Status of a Puppy Dog Tail Wag or a Cat Purr at their best…
Smiles.. Pharaoh was a Demagogue that much Hasn’t changed as the same ‘Orange’
The Place a Demagogue inhabits is a Coldest Place oF all.. Truly Cold Blooded
The Brain of
to Crustacean
Fights for Power
And Status Still only Evolved
as much as 300 MiLLioN Years
ago.. True.. We are nice enough
not to ‘Boil These Lobsters’… before they
had Protection they were ‘pushed off Cliffs’
by the Rest of the Tribe Who Understood
that they were a difference between free
And Slave. SMiLes Sohair ‘the 5th Line’ is
Greater Worded As Servant ‘of’ Love instead
of ‘to’… Servant of God Same Difference Love/God
There is a Major Issue with the Past and Present; If
one Worries (Thinks) About Either Place That Doesn’t
Literally Exist; one Literally Ages Faster; Any Worry Does this;
Shortens Telomeres; The Ongoing Diary of Our Real Existence Now; Shorter
or Longer Now; EvenTuAlly, Now Becomes Shorter Than Now; But one Never
Realizes Now; For one Never Literally Faces and Becomes the Reality of Now.
Everything Else is Illusion, Even Now; So Why Worry; Just Live; Just Be; Now.
An Amazing Thing is; if one does ‘Now’ ‘long’ enough; one becomes all that is Now;
No Time, No Distance, No Space, No Matter, Even Beyond a Word as small as 3 Letters.
Of course that probably doesn’t Make a Lick of sense/feel to most folks. A Better Question
And Answer iS How one might Actually Achieve This Nirvana And Bliss; Same Way, Generally,
Humans Have Always Done it; Become A Dance And Song; One Force of Water, River, Ocean Whole. There is no way to Describe it but Poetry; There is no way to Do it until one Becomes the Essence of ‘Poetry’; A Spiraling Flow That Never Begins or Ends Now. Meh; Just in my opinion;
Every one Has them; until they set themselves Free; Beyond All Words; Beyond All Knowledge; Just Be Free;
Be Water
Be Air
Be Wings
Be Wind Be Sea Do
See Feel Sense Ocean Whole
Eternity Beyond Any Word; ‘Just Do it’; Flow.

me: “This isn’t just my opinion; And of course,
i’m Writing this with no expectation that anyone will read

You: as you say… “Didn’t Read A Word (Woid) of it.”

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha (19)

Count the ha’s that’s as many Words as You Read;
‘Your (my) Quote’ Proves it; hehe..;)

21, if You expand the Contractions.

Other than that:


A nice Day With SMiLes..:)

The Greatest Wisdom is the Beauty of Courage in Kindness
Other Wise known as the Human Empathy of LoVE iN Truth.

So much more than
‘Mental Masturbation’ too;

Again Have A Nice
Day; No Matter How you Do That;
But Trust me or not; i am not telling
You When, What, or How to Do It..;)

PS… Thanks For Exceeding my Expectations, 19+ Fold;
As Many Years as This Century Currently Offers until
2020 Vision in Change for Now then, too; So much
More Wise in Truth of Love than ‘the color Orange’ And All ‘His’ ‘Derivatives’…;0


“There are three classes of men; lovers of wisdom, lovers of honor, and lovers of gain.” [Plato]
the latter two are totally ruining things for the lovers of wisdom here in the land of the wage-slave,
home of the unfree.”

Ain’t That The Truth;
So Hard to Escape;
That’s Why i Dance, Sing
to myself so much; hehe..;)

There is Also Wisdom of ‘Lovers’; Truthfully too
DarK Thru LiGHT Thru DarK Thru LiGHT
The Story Never Ends or Begins Now..:)

SMiLes Sohair Pleasant Rosie Cheeked Smiles
FLoWeReD By Rose of Prayers for LoVE iN deed
Music.. Music of God is Love Not Everyone
Does the Dance
And Sings
the Songs
But Never
The Less God
Yes Love Still Dances
And Sings in Souls Full oF LiGHT…
One More Bird In
Flight to Share
Good Night
Good Morning
Coming For You too…
Wish you a Great Day at Work!…
Smiles.. You always Live in the
State of Adorable that’s the way
You come into the World that’s the
Place that you stay it seems
This Life this ‘Modern
Life’ (Work/School)
increasingly Does
Not Lend Space to find
The Will And Focus of
A Soul Song that is When
Our Emotions Flow as One
With our Voice… if You Watch
older Movies from Last
Century people come
Across as So much
More Poetic as they
Express more of what
Emotions have to say…
Your Pictures express
Your Kindness Your Sweetness And Your
Nurturing this is what i mean when i say Adorable and yes yes You are Beautiful but
Adorabilities are Qualities Human Beyond just Aesthetic Beauty of a Sunset Or A Woman at the Beach as Adorable touches our Heart Deeply Now SMiLes my FRiEnD one Day Life will give you
a fuller Opportunity to find this Inner Voice then to Express more of Who You are as Emotions and Language Becomes One Will and Focus That You are looking For as Well the Inner Voice the Soul that Rises and finds its HeART Language to
Find A Way to Describe
So much more of
This Hobby Of Life…
i didn’t fully Realize
How Difficult this
Is for You until the
Last Few Months…
When i am your age
and people asked me about my life
i felt so awkward then as all i Had was
Two Words to Say… “Working Working”…
i lived A one Dimensional Life For Decades…
Now i See.. Dance..
Sing unlimited Colors
Yet i remember the
Struggle then.. the
Emptiness Before..
Now like any other
Intelligence Use or
Lose Is what makes
Or Breaks it…
Art is what
Saves Our Soul
Our Spirit our Art of
HeART Your Creativity
is the Muscle of Your
Soul Dance And Song
Is only one Path
Keep Smiling in
Your Art Dear
Morning FRiEnD
Your Photo is
That Art Your Smiles
Your Eyes Your
Soul Adorable
The State You Breathe…
Other than that You
Look Half Your Age In
That Photo… Picture
Of Ageless innocence
Supernatural like
Our FRiEnD Katrina..
Breathe Love…
The Greatest Wisdom is the Beauty of Courage in Kindness
Other Wise known as the Human Empathy of LoVE iN Truth.


Off to dVerse long since a Visit
to this International Poetry Pub online
But Surely for Inspiration in Free Verse
Poetry Since July of 2013 in Writing more
and more and more until a 338,630 Word
Long Form Free Verse Poem came with Short Free Verse
combining to make all of that came in April of 2016 Named
“GodsUniVerseNovel3″… So Many Hundreds of Poets over
A Thousand Poems brought that to Fruition in a Year of
Responding to every prompt and link for an entire
Year from April of 2015 until March of 2016
Publishing that in April of 2016 but only
A primer that would be for the
Beginning of “NetherLand Bible
2017” on Memorial Day of 2016
As in 42 Months that Long Form
Bible Poem is coming close now to
5 MiLLioN Words with the 7th Subtitled
Bible Poem Sub-Chapter “Grand Cross Bible 2019”
Coming Close to Christmas Day of 2019.. anyway that’s
6 Times the Size of the King James Sized Bible and 60
times the Size of the Quran as on average i knock a
King James Sized Bible Poem of my own out
of the Poetry Ball Park every 7 Months as the
Math is Plain to see while the 8th Numbered
Titled Long Form Poem Bible out of 9 is
“Netherland Bible 2017” and yes the Parent
And Grand Parent of them all.. “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Bible at Approximately 7.5 MiLLioN
Words in 75 Months of Effort is the 9th Titled Long Form Poem Bible Now… Yes
9 Times the Size of the King James Size Bible and 90 Times the Size of the Quran..
Additionally.. Yes in that 75 Months.. 12,353 Miles of Public Moving Meditation Dance
Bringing the Ecstasy of Autotelic Flow to Generate Enough Holy and Sacred Spirit
in Ecstasy of Flow in Laser Focus along with some Tantric-like Activities to Generate
All the Fuse of Muse it takes to do all of this and that.. full of Meaning and Purpose of
Course too as that is how all of this Naturally Grows more Complex in Evolving “SonG
oF mY SoUL” More with “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Subtitled Subchapter Bible Poem
that Began on Memorial Day Weekend of 2017.. now 30 Months and Close to 3.3 MiLLioN
Words included in my Facebook Profile Pic Description areas too.. on average of 7,000 words
Each where some series of the Photo Story Long Form Poem Bible Profile Pics are repeated
with the Words applicable to the Picture Series Story in days of effort too.. anyway not likely
anyone else is doing this so i decided Just to Go ahead to do it sooner than soon Just to Let it Be…
Now to dVerse Where Yes appropriately the Prompt is actually the Term ‘Spirit’ now in Fruition…
Nature’s Breath
Spirit of the Wind…
Dreamtime Spirit
Within WaKinG
Fruition of Guidance
Beyond Mechanical
Cognition of the Tools
Sadly We may Other
Wise Become Farther Away
From the Forest the
Ocean We are Whole…
For What is Flow
But A Bird
Song on the
Tip of Human Tongues…
Smells of Spirit
Summer Dreams
Gardens Bring…
Love is the
Dream the
Spirit Real
That Never
Dies for Eyes
That Are Loved
Beyond Last Breaths to See…
For the Love ‘They’ Give
is the Spirit We Bring
And After
Gold oF LiGHT…
Benefit of Staying
A Ballerina Free
Feather Weight
Spirit LiGHT
Stone of
Human Flesh
Trust me hehe..
if i will Float at
240 Pounds at Close
to 60 Years Old who should
not have Hope oF LiGHT Still to come..
Side Note: Technically 59.5 as of Midnight
December 6th, 2019.. 401K Age for Withdrawal
Without A Penalty to Pay.. However.. not a dime
i need now all that worry saving money someone
else will likely benefit instead of me.. but hehe.. i
i Sing
what more
do i need but Free Love
This Way Just to Let it Be..
Side Note Ends This Tree This
Lamp of Life Freer to Give and Share Now…
Stores Carry A Zillion Egregore’s attached to it ALL
ALL i see is Spirit Never Buy A Damn ‘thing’… heHe..
Dancing Breathing iT ALL in Singing Spirit more i come to See…
Full of Soul Free…
Comic Book Writers
Heroes Who Keep
Us ReMeMBeRinG
Archetypes More
Than Slaves to
Rebel With
Wings Spirit
So Sad When a Parent Leaves When Children are So Young…
So Sad When they Leave By Choice Without Enough Spirit to Look Back…
My Father Hunted
Green and
it wasn’t
Grass or
Leaves of Grass…
Yet my Welcome then…
Spirit of my Mother still Remains Light in
Eyes.. i Who Loves.. Forever Gift Within to give…
SMiLes.. Oh How i Wish
Thanks Giving For Giving
One Big SPiRiT Dance
(Year ’round too
i for one do)
PartY NoW
to Stay
Awake.. hehe…
SmALLesT SPace…
Largest HoMe NoW…
Spirit Balance Within…
Open to All LiGHT No FeaR of DarK…
A Mother’s Hug Year ‘Round Christmas Spirit…
Tavern Spirits
Empty Pockets
Dance All i BRinG..
to not
Going Now
Still Coming
Lands or
Fallen’ Wind…
Butterflies taste
Flowers with
Legs See with
30,000 Lenses
Shame on
the Spirit
of my iPhoneXs only
2 And even NeWesT
Models with only
3 Lens of Spirit See
So True Butterfly
Wings Spirit Wind Brings…
Sadly only A Spirit
A Victim may Feel
Fear of
A World
for this is
How the
Free SPiRiT
Waters EYes
NoW LiveS AGAiN..:)


SMiLes Frank Thanks so much for Dropping by “Love For Giving Thanks
Giving For Love” And Quoting my Words “For ForGiveness IS For Giving
Now in Thanks Giving” as it all seems to come ToGeTHeR iN Love This
For Freedoms
Sing as Breath
of Kindness in Beauty’s
Wisdom of Love’s Courage
Continues a Dance of Twilight
WHeRE DarK and LiGHT Become one Force of Love…
True.. “So Many Years come and gone and yet the Memory
is Strong” as You quote From Amy Grant’s “I Will Remember You”
We’ve Come to a Place
Where The Past
is Ever More
AS We are
All Stuck this
Way Having an Eternal
Record Year Always online now…
True at Best We Become Nice Rainbows
And Polished Luminescent Stones in Colors
of Love Written on our Stones of Life Now as
Life Becomes Both Tombstone And Light While Living now
Smiles my FRiEnD as ‘That Guy’ that ‘Most Interesting Man
in the World’ Who Sells Beer on a Commercial one day..
Dances Sings Still.. hehe.. it’s never too early to Beef
up on one’s Obituary
The Record
of Our
The Ka,
Ki, Chi, Tao,
Prana, Satori
Kundalini Rising
ever more HeART
oF SPiRiT Blue Skies
Soul Strange Magic of TWiLiGHT forevermore
LoVE Truly the Anti-Poe too the Ever Optimistic Poetry of God (Love)..:)


December 6th! Hello Lala Rukh.. i Am Celebrating for No Good Reason
as i reach 59 and a Half Years Old today.. yes just 6 Months Away from
6.6.20 And 60 and i am finally Old Enough to Withdraw Money From my
401K that i saved so much Money in… ever Since 1993 that’s Nearly as
Old as You when you were One-Year Old.. as i remember i met you when
you were 21 and i was 53.. 32 Years Difference in Age.. anyway the Reason
i am Celebrating for No Good Reason is Financially i am well off enough not to need
the Money… All those
Years of Penny
pinching and
the Money Just
Sits there for my
Wife’s Future as one
might think considering she
still Looks basically the way she
did in Her 20’s at 49 that she is gonna
Live so many more Years than me and maybe
need that money.. there is a bit of Magic When Your
Wife Never Ages you never look around to find someone
else.. even if you are ‘that kind of Person’.. what’s the use
really literally what’s the ‘use’.. other than Conquering someone else…
When You are Loved
You have it all When
You are incapable of
Love You Have
really nothing
at all
even if you
are loved now…
It’s a Beautiful Experience
to Love even more Beautiful
Than to Be Loved Been to that
Place of Being Loved with no ability
to Love Left in Human Exhaustion for real..
that is the worst place when you know you are
loved but you just can’t feel it and you Just can’t feel giving
Love to anyone else even if you are as nice as you can be to them…
Smiles it is worth Gardening a HeART over the full course of Life so this Gift
of Giving Love Never Goes away… so this Gift of Life becomes more than just
a Job now
a Loving
Gift of
Life to
always Give
more And Share
with no expect of reward but to give…
one thing We do have control over is how
much Love We Give That Part of Life Truly
Unlimited for those Who make Loving the Olympic Game that counts most…
Anyway.. Just came by to share my life.. not sure if anyone wants to ‘buy’ it and
that’s okay
for i
for Sale
With Smiles i am Free…
Still Free to Love With SMiLes to Dance And Sing More..
And Hey it Sings with this MacroVerse i am Writing now
in the Last 42 Months of Writing i knocked Six King James
Size Bible Poems out on average of one every 7 Months yes
5 MiLLioN Words in 42 Months of Effort just for the Joy Still NoW of
Love and For Giving
More for Gratitude
is in the Giving the
Reward is totally intrinsic Now
This Gift of Love Free Still Now
Hope You are Doing Well i have
no idea how You are doing but
i pray You are doing well for no
other reason than what makes us Human a SMiLe..:)


Waves At Best We Fall
We Rise Expand our Shores…
For What is Flow
But A Bird
Song on the
Tip of Human Tongues..
It’s A most Amazing
Experience Riding
Dancing Singing A
Wave FLoWinG NoW on
Terrestrial EartH BReaTHE
In-Out as Shores Dance
Sing Dreams Anew
iMaginary Dreams
Come To Fruition…
This is True i am
A Wave Water
And Ocean
No Separating
Me From In or
Out in DarK or
Light or Even
i Create
And Ha!
Theories of
Do Really Agree!…
HaHa Heaven for
Me is Nothing But
A Naked Sand And
Sun Spiraling Dance
In Flow of Complexity
Ever More Sweet Spot
‘Tween Boredom
And Anxiety
On A Tight
Rope Heaven
Is A Finger
Is The
For all
Of who We
Are Then
i Sing A
Dance of Sun
Complete Eternally
Now Welcoming
Change DarK
Thru Light
What is is
Now Surely
My Heaven
Close to
What my
Wife Will
See as Hell so Far
Away From Her
TV Yet She still
SMiLes Heaven
Now A
Best Destination
in whatever Brings
A Smile.. Nope.. No
Callouses on Her Feet…
i require DarK As Well
So i
Not Fly
Away and
Never Come Back…
For Those Who Wish
For Heaven After
Death Never
Finding it
In an
How insane We
Are to even Hope
To Help Half the
World Find
Spoon Fed
In Lies of Dead
i’M F in Fool True
i Don’t Give up on Real
For Grains
Of Sand
At Death
Poetry of Soul
Shores Expand
In Twilight ‘till
Love Dim…
Waves At Best We Fall
We Rise Expand our Shores…
Credit Goes to Jane from the
dVerse International Poetry Pub
for inspiring a total of 7 Rounds of
Short Free Verse Poetry from me as
she is the only one i’ve find in countless
Poets around the World with ‘the Wonder’ to
Bounce Words of Poetry back and forth with me
continuously this way.. yes that includes really Thousands
of Poems i responded to in the Year Long Effort that culminated
in 338,630 Words of “GodsUniVerseNovel3” that i will also link below
with Her Poem that inspired the Words Above that yes includes 6 short
Free Verses from her.. i don’t like to copy anything without permission
even other comments people write now to me on my own Blog Post.. but
considering she is truly an Enigma out of Literally Hundreds of Poets
i’ve crossed Paths with since Summer of 2013.. she is surely worth a look
from anyone really interested in Poetry for one who writes it on the fly without
Need for any Science project of Poetry to go in a Flow Chart as Such.. that’s not
what this is about this is about Free Flowing Creativity that comes Deep from within Soul
ha! she labels herself as Atheist by Label now as she Connects to What i call Nature as God
as Much as anyone i’ve ever met and this was the original Story of Jesus outside of the
parameter of
Previous Books
at least by what
was written in the
Gospel of Thomas still
without all the Myths
and now ~45,000 different
Sects of Christianity all around
the world by some estimates at
Least with Just a listing of the
different Denominations in Wiki
A bit Mind Boggling at least too
as linked below with of course ALL
their Interpretations of what makes
the story of Jesus and Nature for what
Ever they see God Now as far as i’m concerned
God is the Face of a Smiling Child and all the Darkness We will never be
able to Measure too.. there is no separation without one without the other as such….
And as Far As Religion Goes and Interpretations thereof.. Count all 7.7 Billion now
of Human Eyes of Nature God as each and every one is a Unique MultiVerse of God Now
There is no other Solution But Separation of Church and State Away from Eyes of God Free….
but this is how i personally see things in my Version of a 7.5 MiLLioN Word Long Form Poem Bible…
Call it Mr. Blue Sky.. Twilight.. or Even Strange Magic By ELO CaLL it Whatever i Love
to Call
it as
of Life Flows
as Water Ocean Whole…
Actually the Last MacroVerse titled
Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love
Equaled precisely 4,991,955 Words for “Nether Land
Bible 2017” in that 42 Month Effort of Free Verse
Epic Long Form Poem Bible Writing so with
a little more than 7400 Words in this
MacroVerse up to this point
This Passage of Words
Will Surpass the
5 MiLLioN
Word Mark as it surely
is gonna be more than 600 Words
All of these Words Have Been Measured
Precisely by the Word Press Word counter
ever Since Memorial Day of 2016 Starting “Nether Land
2017” Bible in Fact that Bible Word was the 833rd Word
So.. this already marks the 5 MiLLioN Word Featnote
And Milestone Here for “Nether Land Bible 2017”!
The Milestone Accomplished Above at the 600 Word
Point of this Writing Now as these are the words again: “as far as i’m concerned
God is the Face of a Smiling Child and all the Darkness We will never be able
to Measure too”.. so.. this.. is where the 5 MiLLioN Word Milestone comes
for “Nether Land Bible 2017” and by the way a Subchapter of that Bible
Poem named “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” one of 7 Including “Grand
Cross Bible 2019” That Will Finish around Christmas Day of this
Year as big as the King James Size Bible since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2019.. yes “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
is at 3,380,823 Words of Effort in the Last 30 Months
Since Memorial Day of 2017 Add in another 8 Thousand
Words now makes 3,388,823 Words for that Endeavor
that is also included in all my Facebook Profile Pic Description
areas about an average of 7 Thousand Words Each Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2017 too.. “SonG of My SoUL” Epic Long Form Poem
Bible is Conservatively Estimated now at 7.5 MiLLioN Words as i’ve
Been Averaging at least 100,000 Words a Month Even Discounting
the Feat Notes and Milestones Section that continues to Grow as i go too..
6 Times the Size of the Old King James Size Bible is well less than 4.8 MiLLioN
Words so even subtracting the Milestones and Featnote Sections still makes that Effort Whole….
But of course the Milestones and Featnote Sections are integral to the Growing Free Verse
Long Form Bible Poem as More Doors to Chambers of this ever Growing Never Ending
Story to additional Nautilus Shell Stories continue to ever grow more too for a
Hotel California that would be really almost Impossible to completely
explore for one Human Being these days.. haha.. particularly if
i keep knocking out another King James Sized Effort every
7 Months as it takes most folks a Year to Read a Whole
one of those at a ‘Normal Human Pace’ of reading ‘that Big Black Book’..
Generally Speaking that is what my Wife does on Average still now True too..
my Bible: Nope just Nope this one is not for everyone and perhaps for only my Eyes of God Now
Strange Magic as they say; Twilight; and My Version of Mr. Blue Sky True in Joy of Smiles too..
in other Words i am Celebrating this alone but some of my Favorite People truly helped this
part of the Story too.. my FRiEnDS who care enough to smile along with me on the Journey
that continues to be Heaven’s Home now where at least they welcome me in their Homes…
Now to finish this part off with a bit of light hearted banter and some other stuff too…
Ya Gotta Be Careful Having too Much Empathy Will Get You in Loads of
Uncomfortable Positions too… Oh My God When a Woman
Sexts a Dude And He Just totally Ignores It… Even
Worse when ‘the Dude’ Misses the Message… hmm…
It’s Like Booty Dances at the Club how that
must Hurt a Woman’s Feelings When
He says No Thanks.. Rarely Very
Rarely Seen it…
No It Wasn’t Hard at
All for me to tell those
Military Wives no but it’s
True i didn’t like to Hurt Their
Feelings… Every Thing Was about
Love… You Could Dream of Marrying
Your Best Girl Friend Then and Never
Even Think About Having Sex With Her…
Days of ‘Innocence’ Before ‘Porn’ Where
You really had no idea what goes on ‘down
there’ until Your First ‘Real Girlfriend’ at 18…
And Just to Feel when i was in School then
Girls Just Wanted to Be my Best Friend
That Was Nice those were the
Best Days of Love then.. Even
IF i wanted to… by God Their
Husbands Were in the Military…
They Killed People for a Living…
Yeah Yeah When the Military Wives
Asked me for Sex and i said no they
Accused me of Being Gay i Just didn’t
wanna get killed… There is so much more
but for all Practical Intents and Purposes
This is a PG Rated Poem ‘That Job’ then was
interesting at first… i worked the ‘Women’s
League’ And Was Swarmed then by Military Wives
up against the Wall and ‘Taken Advantage of’ too…
i didn’t Think it was Fair to Stick my Tongue out at Him
And to Be Clear This ParT of the Story is CLicK Bait And it is also True
Anyway The Old Military Warrior Said while i was working if You are Really
‘A Man’ you Would Whip ‘IT’ out right in Front of Us…. Yeah it’s True there were some days
that it felt like i should Pay someone to Do ‘that Job’… It all Finally Made Sense Why Even
the Military Women Invited me Back to Even their Family Housing Always Exploring… Those Women…
The Old Military Warrior Commenting on my Menial Labor Serving out Rental Shoes Said You Leave
the ‘Women Dripping’ At the Counter It’s like That Instance at the Bowling Center Back
in my ‘Better’ Looking ‘Pretty Boy Days’ that came after Ugly Seen Both Sides…
We Most All Are Born Now With
Gifts That Eventually Become
Uncovered And Enjoyed
Even more by others…
Facebook Profile
Coming Soon
Yes Sooner
For Full MeMe
THeMe Clarification
of Holes in Trees too…
HAhahaha my Tongue
IS A Swiss Knife…
on Demand…
Smiles.. i Love
Making MeMes…
i often Poke
Fun of me this
Way too For
Life Lessons…
Nothing to Lose But Give
Anyway.. Love All Your
Creative MeMe’s…
Expanding Now
Your Creativity
More Vrunda
Than just
As Spectator
With Just
The Passing
Of Time Sharing
What’s Already Been
Done We are Flowers
At Best We Color
More of
Painting True
to Give and
Share Soul Art
As Brush, Paint, Loving
Master Peace Souls Now…
“Static” At Sunset on… AM When one Will Barely
Hear ‘the Mexican Radio Station’ True Our Minds
Get This ‘AM Static’ too the Beauty Comes with
Balance in Harmony When All of Life A Dance
Becomes A Song of Peace Smiles Twilight Now
Never Ends A Dance Takes Me THere Waves
River Water Ocean Whole
And the Song Comes Free…
if i could Give A Teaspoon
of what i never then could find
before now to Billionaires surely
They Will give most of it all away
for what is found What Lasts Eternally
NoW iN LiGHT of TWiLiGHT as DarK
Becomes LiGHT Eternally Now More…
Smiles as
i continue
to make
This Call Alive… PM…
Waves At Best We Fall NoW
We Rise Expand our Shores More
Meh; All i wanna Do is Mr. Blue
Sky, Strange Magic in Twilight NoW
Sing it Again ‘SAM’ (ELO) This Poem
Will Use Three TheME MeME SonGS! Now
Falling in Love Honey Moon of Romance
Neurohormones Change as Oxytocin Rises
Dopamine Too as all the Colors of Life become
Just Magic to Feel and Sense more.. but then there
is the Anxiety of Losing What one Comes To Feel and
Sense the Falling Part of Love as Serotonin Naturally
Decreases and For
Men Testosterone
May Fall Yet
May Rise
More With
That Fall and
Rise for Puppy Dog
Eyes for the Other Comfort
of Warm and Fuzzies that
Only Sees Arms of Love
That Wrap Around a
Soul Complete
except for
the Fear
of what
is gained
may be Lost..
Well.. imagine if one’s focus
stayed this way an entire Life
What Else in Life might Escape
our View for Basic Survival… Truth is
a lot so this is why as evolved the Heaven Goes away
a Bit and if one is really Fortunate now along the way
One Makes A Friend Worth Keeping close to one’s
HeART not only for Receiving but For Giving and
Yes Forgiving More When Tiny parts become more
of Frustration Whole That Didn’t Matter so much when
All of Life is colored Beyond Rainbows of Bliss more as
Soul Springs…
Love is easy
at First
it becomes
Work then it becomes
What is worth keeping no
matter numbers one has in one
to Forgive more yes For Giving Thanks
Giving for This Gift We Gain to Love Now
Never Selfish no longer receiving over giving…

“Life is all about trying to strike the perfect balance – Depth + Novelty”

SMiLes my FRiEnD; let’s not forget Oxytocin; the Social Bonding Neurohormone; And Yes,
Yes, Serotonin The Self-Esteem and Trust Neurochemical; that by the way; both of these
‘Brain and Body Juices’ Reduces Anxiety and Fear; And Norepinephrine, the Neurohormone
That Puts us into Action During Periods of Emergency in Fight or Flight Response in life at
Base Human Survival for Life. There are so many others that additionally surround Androgens
And Estrogens but this isn’t a College Class, so i’ll keep it at the basics of:

Moving: Burns off Stress Neurohormones released during Stress that for most People
is a constant General Anxiety of Life; so Important and so Creative too in connecting
And Co-Creating when done as an Ever increasing Complex Activity of Dance
in connecting with other people; Truly, a Staple of Life that is Lost ancestrally
now for overall Human Well Being; And of Course Moving is what all of
existence does; Stop Moving and Planets/Stars will fall from the Sky;
yes, including Us in Life. A greatest Modern Human ‘Retardation’
is the Loss of Dance that completes Connecting and
Co-Creating too; it’s seen as a mating activity;
instead of a Way of life; this is very very sad, overall.
People replace this with all kinds of Substance/Behavioral Abuses to to fill the void
of what most often comes in falling below; a loss of Connecting and putting Humanity first.

You Exercise Regularly; you do more than what many people
do your age to achieve this necessity of moving for well being;
hehe; i also suggest Dance; no real surprise from my end at least; hAha.

Connecting: Connecting; oh my God yes; did you know that about 25 Percent
of Millennials have no acquaintances in Flesh and Blood Life; and another close
to 25 Percent have no close Friends; And 50 percent of Adults in America haven’t
made a new Close Flesh Friend in 5 Years; what does this equal to; so much substance abuse;
now, both addictive and prescriptive; and Behavioral too to cure what is missing; the Social
Bonding Neurohormone that makes the Warm and Fuzzies, Oxytocin; the i will be there for You
Neurohormone now that makes any Social Animal what they are as evolved to be as
Creatures in Well Being when successful.

i don’t see this as a problem for you at all; lots of people would love you to be their close friend.

Co-Creating: Yes, this is a Huge Challenge ‘in this modern world’; we get stuck in our routines
of Work; we get stuck on Facebook just looking at what other folks have done and at most
Sharing what someone else has done; and never really producing anything of Creativity
that expands our Human Potentials in actually arriving at the reality of Original
Creativity that has never been done before; this is particularly difficult in
finding People who may have similar interests when the creativity becomes
truly original; much Perseverance is required; it often becomes a lone activity
of Creativity; and that is what makes Moving and Connecting so important for Self-Esteem,
Trust, and Human Connection of Warm and Fuzzies; that is why i put people first in front of all
other Endeavors in consideration that i am a Social Animal and i must balance Moving; and
Connecting; With Creativity too; at best in acts of Co-Creativity; i’ve learned to do it best this way.

This is what you are doing here; but remember Dopamine is only one part of the Human
Decoding Happiness Project for it is true; at the end of Life most folks regret they did not do
enough Connecting; Deep connecting with other Human Beings; That they did not bring
enough Love to the eyes of other Human Beings For they Just got too busy to keep it at
the top of their to do list.

Okay; that’s my opinion.

My Goal in life was to Graduate From College; Get a Job; Make other Folks Happy;
Keep exercising; Become Financially Independent; and eventually become free to focus
more on making other Folks Happy; yes, to have the Hours to become Creative again too;

It’s Hard to do all this; the place i failed the most was to keep meaningful connections
to those who i held the closest to my Heart. i actually lost all the warm and fuzzies;
the Oxytocin went away; i kept moving but my Heart became FroZen; and i truly became
a slave to Work and the Dollar Bill. i was surviving; but for decades i was not thriving.
i had no idea that the loss of oxytocin was a major factor in my Chronic Anxiety. They
don’t teach you that at School. They also don’t teach you how to Balance Your Mind
and Body in Meditation in Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses that are additionally
Integral to Focus and Short Term Working Memory in Cognitive Executive Functioning; either
Still or Moving Meditation; A Free Dance Is Best; sadly mostly just seen now as what Young
Folks do. Honestly, You Don’t have to ‘Dance With The Stars’ as An Adult to Actually Become
a Moving Human Star oF LiGHT complete..🙂

i learned those lessons the hard way; as the stress literally almost killed me. You
are way ahead of me for where i was at your age now; and that’s for sure.

i became financially independent by age 47; but honestly it wasn’t worth it; not then at
least, for the Price of my Well-Being, i paid; Literally 66 months in Hell as a Shut-in in my Home
recovering from 19 mostly stress related disorders; to my Credit Substance Abuse was never a problem.
It’s a real Epidemic in the United States for People who are so lost from the Overall Human Condition in Balance.
Smiles; i just got to the age of Withdrawing Money from my 401K, today! ha! don’t need the Money; i really pinched
the Pennies at Work and Sacrificed to make that Lump Sum Possible; perhaps another rainy day will come; if not for
me in my lifetime; perhaps Katrina too; (Job well done) overall, still for Love.

F the Goals; F the Strategy became my Mantra after i saw all that buried.

In the Moment i live now in the Flow of continuous increasing complexity in a Dance and
Song of Life is what i do now; i count the Milestones and the Featnotes as they come;
the Latest; Writing 5 MiLLioN Words in this MacroVerse i am Writing of Free Verse Poetry
now in 42 Months; i did not set out to do that; it came as a result of living 100 percent in
the Excellence of the Moment of now making every Word and Step a Holy and Sacred
Endeavor of Dance And Song; Money is no issue at all; truly this Frees me in a life of
no Deadlines of Slave to no one else but what i choose to do with my Will now.

And With 75 Months Additionally and 7.5 MiLLioN Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ the
Longest Long Form Poem in the History of Humankind; 12,360 Miles of Public Dance
Now almost Half the Distance Around the Globe at the Equator in the same 75 Months;
Keeping in mind that i started with no Real Strategy or Goal; Even Named Legend
by the Metro Audience at Hand Just a year into the Dance; All i did was give all
my focus to each word and every step as both became a Never Ending
Story of Holy and Sacred Dance And Song Inherently Full of
Meaning and Purpose for the reality of bringing Just
one smile to anyone at all now; smiles;
People Literally come up to me i’ve
never seen before and hug me;
it sort of answers the next question
for my Fame is No Fortune but a smile.

What is my Greatest Achievement now?

Little Children Roll Down Their Windows in their Parent’s Car and Wave
Good Bye to me When Katrina and i are Walking Back to my Car; Little Children
i’ve never seen before; Simply because they know when they see a Human who is truly free in dance.

My Greatest Achievement is what i give; a smile;

As Far as i’m concerned the rest of it can go to Hell;

Not Worried About any Copyrights for there is NO Copyrighting Love.

i put people first now; that was the Major Failure in Decades of my life.

It Really hit home hard when i heard the silence after my Mother’s Last Breath.

All that Matters in the End is the Love You Give; that last Breath is easy if you give enough.

That Last Breath Never Ends as Long as that Love Was Received and Sincerely Felt by Others.

i believe that Most Humans eventually come to this realization; better of course spent than The Last Breath.

i faced that Last Breath when i was severely ill too; that taught me all i needed to know about life that mattered too.
It is the People ln our Life who must come first or we do not truly live at all other than for selfish gain.

This Practice of Life Never ends for me; i still stand to Lose that Potential, if i do not keep that reality first in

Thank You, For Your Post that inspired ALL these words; if it is too much please feel free to delete it for it is what
we give that counts; short or long; for if what we give is not accepted one place there is always the next place to go;
hehe; to copy and paste; to be clear i don’t think you will; i just say that out of respect of not flooding someone else’s
home like the TSuNaMi i’ve come to be of Words; A Silent Dance is so much easier for most People to Swallow of the Pill of me;
hopefully a Sugar one my FRiEnD; i try, but yes; i’m only Human;
Eventually fall; ‘Planets’ too.
Humans are Different; THeiR Love may/WILL LiVE oN..🙂

Smiles; haha; the size of my (Blog) Posts on other sites,
eliminates any necessity of waiting for my Blog to Load.

Emotional/Physical Intelligences; Integral Hand-in-Hand; are what is missing most in the World Today.

i attempt to spread a bit wherever i go; short and long; the Dance is easier to understand for most folks.

Honestly; most folks have ZERO CLUE about any of this; and they wouldn’t need any of the information if they
just Dance and Sing their Life together; what Humans always do before Clothing their Freedom in all of what
Cultures Hide today; namely their Humanity; For What of Human that ‘Book Learning’ still fails to replace;
so, i dance; ‘literally’, the Oldest way of Human Reciprocal Social Communication and around 60 to 90 Percent
of what Humans are still evolved to do, Non-Verbal Communication, almost totally missed in Text and Voice Communication.

Ha! making Words Dance, organic; in text; that’s a challenge i’m still practicing that never ends…

Anyway; Thank You; ALL my Pleasure. And Additionally this Will Be Message Number 90 For Bishop
Barron and FRiEnDS as the Bell Weather Continues approaching Old New Testament Size now
Soon and Sooner Enough in over 180,000 Words there; Conservatively Speaking and
Liberally Free SpeaKinG as Well Likely somewhere around 120 Thousand Words Now With Message Number 90…
Is Anyone Listening Now; Realistically, Truly not likely Yet; at least from what History Shows so far with similar accomplishments…
A Celebration With God allone is always enough for those who take ParT oF WHoLE Traditionally Now As Freedom’s Breath of Love Fearless in Joy..:)

12.6.19 7:12 PM


Bitter Sweet
But Reality That
Love Leads Our Realities
When Real… Winter Blue Seas
Who Never See Rise of Fall
Ocean With Colors Do
Colors More NoW Than
Black And White Fall… Rise…
Hi ‘Map195′.. Nice to see
You Here Today.. Thanks
For the appreciation and
i continue to Enjoy the
Looks You Provide
Around the
World as in Flesh
And Blood i am Rather
Stuck in a Small Geographical
Area Yet Diverse
Of Life
At Least…
Online Expands
Everyone’s View
If We look Away
Long Enough to
Remember We
Are more
For A Dance
And Song
Of Life more
Than Symbols
Of our Essence Light…
Face Palms Grow
Even Taller Now
Where i LiVE iN
The Panhandle
Of Florida
Online the
Great Escape
To Visit the Poet
Jane From Ireland
Where the Catholic
Priest my Grandfather
Immigrated From: to: the
Parish of the
State of
At 36 only to
Be Swept off his
Religion With
The Dark
Cajun Eyes
Of 17 Year-Old
Pursuing From
The Front
Pew Chase
God Yes
Let the
Of Nature
Free ‘my People’
Hell Yes Heaven No…
Will Minions
Ever Truly
Rue the
On 5th
Now At
666 No Yes so
Ironically False…
Oh Little Boy Orange
Despair No More
Just Because
You Could
Never Measure
Up to Your Father
Fred there is an
Option Become
A Real Man
Your Bald
Spot Finally
Proud With
Your True
Of Gay Pride
Honestly You
Look Fabulous
As A Catholic
Pope under
Bulb with Your
Gold Robed
Hair Glowing
Blowing Like
A Tornado Wind
Unfettered when Free..
The Rational Word
In Laugh
If only You
Were Still
Just a Goofy
Reality Show..
And Minions
Did not come to Rule You…
So True ‘God’
Is A Bonobo
Living For
A ‘Woodstock’
Without Drugs
Just Doing the Wild
DancE SinG
Thing For the
One Flesh And Blood Love
How Far Humans Fall
Love Life..
In Other World
News the So-Called Human
Leader of the ‘Free World’
Takes a ‘CRaP’ on the Rest
of the World
For 15 Flushes
So He Wants to
Hoard even more
Of Life
His CRaP…
This Gas Light
Still Now Smells
Great to Minion
Ignorance Meanwhile
Bonobos LiVE iN
With Tools
Of Love
And Hairy Truths…
A Wookiee Roar i BRinG…
Come to understand
Not Everyone Smells
Gas Light no matter Stink
Stank Stunk Of Whoville
Thanks Lillian!
Still Living NoW iN
‘Boogie Wonderland’
Where Dance
And Song Rules
Earth, Wind, And Fire…
Dance Sing Live so True what ‘Savages’ Did Before
‘Christians’ Slaughtered them Escaping ‘the Queen’
Stealing The Lands of Other ‘Natives’ In all
Their Glory of Killing
‘the Wrong Enemy’
‘Their’ Freedom
Their Flesh
Their Blood
i Dance
i Sing
i Cry Still
Where is Humanity…
i Live.. Savagely… Free..:)

It’s Worth Noting That Science is a Tool That Attempts to Systemize Objective Reality into Order We Can Understand;
It’s Worth Noting That Religion is a Tool That Attempts to Systemize Subjective Reality into Order We Can Understand;
It’s Worth noting That in General, Neuroscience Suggests that We all Hallucinate our Realities; Some More Black and
White; And Some More Colorful; as Where i LiVE iN the Panhandle of Florida; The ‘Face Palms’ Grow Taller than Ever;
at least to me.

Politics as usual Morphs into Politics;
if one tries to Put a Label on it, sadly one gets lost in the Reality of it.

There is nothing Conservative About 13,000 Lies.

There is nothing Conservative About Wasting Energy over Vain Concerns.

There is nothing Conservative About Destroying 1 in 8 Species
of Life in an Ecosystem of Home where all the Interconnected parts of Life are Integral to our Very Survival.

In General, From a Biological Perspective, ‘Conservative Leaning Folks’ Have Lower Libido’s; are more Prone to
Disgust; and Resistant To Change in Ways of more Open Mind and Body Thinking; Feeling; and Sensing the World;
At Least From a Perspective of Science; but of course Human Nature has many moving Parts; Attempting to Label
it in Black and White Terms is not unlike Attempting to Label a ‘Hallucination’ in Text where a Hallucination
is so much more than Verbal Think.

Republicans, as far as ‘the Party’ goes are acting in a way that is NOT conservative at all; unless one believes
Gas Lighting and Believing in it, is a Conservative Way of Viewing and Acting Life Experiences. It’s about
as ‘Post Modern’ as Life Will Get to Live a Huge Lie; It’s Just another Color of ‘Purple Haze’; that folks
Fail to smell in Gaslit ways.

Rigidity of Conservatism is Heir Apparent in the Systemizing Mind.

Fluidity of Liberalism is Heir Apparent in the Artistic Soul that Systemizes what is Larger than the ‘Objective World’;

Yin and Yang; Nothing New Under the ‘Human Sun’ that continues to Shine All over, Generally Alike, DarK Thru LiGHT;

There Are Boats in Harbors; Some Venture Out into Open Seas of Ravaging Storms That Bring Huge Waves;

These Boats Have Sails and Anchors;

‘Whole Boats’ Have Both;

‘Half Boats’ Need Each Other to Balance Each Other Out;

Generally Speaking, ‘Whole Boats’ Are ‘Whole’ Enough to Understand The ‘Entire Boat Condition’ and Forgive it too;

“Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love”; Honestly, it exists; You can even Google “it” and Find it, in Quotes; hehe..;)

Haha; i’m about as ‘Liberal and Conservative’ as ‘they’ get; My Best Friends online at least consist of an Historically
Older Female Moderator From ‘this place’ with a Hugely Systemizing Mind; A Jain Female Indian Group Manager Auditor
From the United Arab Emirates, currently; The Wife of a Southern Baptist Pastor; And A Widowed Very Devout
Egyptian Mother of Two Children Who Teaches Arabic to High School Females; There is Also Another Devout
Muslim Female from Pakistan; Who not too long ago entered into an arranged Marriage; that reminds me to say
hello to her; i structure that Routine Friendship activity on the 7th of every Month, now that she has become Married.

Wow! That’s 5 Close Intimate Friends; at Least as Avatars online; quite an accomplishment for me at least and that’s
for ‘Damned’ sure; True though i only hear from one of them Twice a year; Shouldn’t be Hard to guess which one; hehe..;)

i’ve Danced 12,360 Miles in Public close to half the Distance Around the Globe at the Equator in the Last 75 Months
along with a Longest Long Form Poem ‘Bible’ at 7.5 Million Words; In the Last 42 Months, i’ve Completed 5 Million
Words Celebrating that Featnote and Milestone as i arrived at that Point Yesterday; with what i also Name as
“Nether Land Bible 2017”, Child of that 7.5 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longer Effort. “Nether Land Bible
2017” has 6 Subtitled Long Form Poem ‘Bibles’ as Yes it is literally 6 times the Size of the Old King James
Sized Bible as on average i knock one of those out of the Free Verse Write of Poetry Every 7 Months on Average now.
Just Proof that i Do Liberal Stuff out of the box; and yes My Sister is Diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too;
met one person on the Spectrum; met only one; true, i was more of a ‘Nerd’ than ‘Sheldon Cooper’ when Young.
Now i’m literally Famous for the Public Dance Where i live; Acquaintances but not really Intimate Friends who tend
to hug and high-5 me everywhere i go now; Even Little Children Roll Down their Car Windows i’ve never seen
before and Wave And Yell Bye to me after me and my Wife Leaves Walmart in the Parking Lot after a Free
Store Dance of 2 or 3 Marathon Hours on Public Display for the Meditative Movement it provides as
i literally Have a ‘Stimming’ Prescription From my Psychiatrist as Science Shows Moving Meditation
is Effective in Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses; the only Real Remedy there is
for Asperger’s Syndrome is Regulating Emotions according to ‘Tony Atwood’; Asperger’s Guru.
Note: this is a Monologue; Note: a 7.5 Million Word Bible Poem is too; Note: the Ghost Writers/Scribes who are
Responsible for ‘the Old Bible’ probably were somewhere on a mix of a spectrum of Asperger’s and Bi-polar too;
“Perfect Storm” of Balancing Out “Low Levels of Latent Inhibition” in Autotelic Flow of Transient Hypo-Frontality;
in other Words, a “Perfect Mix” of Yin and Yang; Art and Reason; Creativity mixed With Systemizing Mixing Science Mind and Body Balance too. Note: “Perfect” is figurative Language in this Context As the Only Perfect God or Human Will be a Frigging Machine as long as it doesn’t ‘rust out’ or have ‘bugs’ so true even Machines are not Perfect Literally speaking
Nothing is Perfect; yes, Before Something (God) Happened; but i digress; back to the original story about Friends too:

The Most Liberal one is the Southern Baptist Pastor’s Wife; She Totally Supports Trump; Generally Speaking,
i am too Liberal to Have Liberal Friends; i easily go everywhere at ease; in this way, ‘Liberal’ generally is still ‘Conservative’;
A ‘Truly Liberal Person’ has no Problem Getting along with Conservative Folks; they understand the Differences and come
to accept them as just another Part of Human Nature; More Specifically, it is Literally and Figuratively Impossible to put
me in any Category or Label; Not everyone enjoys life this way; that is totally understandable too; at least to me;
my Wife Tells me i am something but she is not sure what; i find this to be the Greatest Compliment a Husband
like me will hear.

Remember ‘Class’; We Hallucinate our Realities; accept What Is and Sail on and don’t just pass by
the other Ships in Dark of Day or Night of Light; i Woke up in the ‘Twilight Zone’ As Usual
With ‘a Leader’ of the Free World insisting that People Flush their Toilets 10 to 15 times; only
Likely ‘Dating’ Himself with the Size of what He likely leaves Behind in the Morning, as Usual Rap with a C;
His Answer; Turn The Water Pressure Up; Doesn’t Matter if ‘the whole thing’ Blows Up. Quickly, i looked to
the Source of the Morning News and Found the Parody Reality Continues to Grow Even Taller As Face Palms
Reach for the Sun
of Grasp always;
Yes, Sadly too and in other Ways Happy!; That’s Life;
This Huuuge Hallucination We continue to Co-Create.
As ‘Mr. Toad’ (Neo) Might Say; Yes, Ride the Wave Audaciously
so until You fall off and can’t get it back up; whichever comes first.

Hi Rafiah in my Mind
That Line Rhymes
i am so Joyful
it is the 7th as that
is when i come to see
my Online Friend all the Way
since the Summer of 2014.. truly
A Treasure to Meet And Greet Still
Joy of Always Nice with Nary a Mean
Word to Dance And Sing About Anyone
my FRiEnD.. what else Great News i just
Finished another 42 Months of my 75 Month
Longer Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Featuring Your Friendship Still of course too as this
Last 42 Months still not as Long as i’ve Known You
comprises “Nether Land Bible 2017” Yes.. 5 MiLLioN
Words With 6 Sub-titled Long Form Bible Poems True
and a 7th one Coming Underneath that Title as Sub-Chapter-Titled
“Grand Cross Bible 2019” Following on the Christmas Heels of Titled
“Grand Cross Bibles 2016, 2017, and 2018 Published Electronically
Around Christmas Day Each Year Written the 7 Months After Memorial
Day Weekend in the United States as Holiday too on Average of around
800 or So and More Thousand Words.. as True i knock an Old King James
Sized Bible Poem out of the Free Verse Poetry Park every 7 Months in the
Last 42 Months Now on Average.. what else..Yes! i just turned 59.5 Years old
yesterday on the 6th of December only 6 Months away from my Birthday on 6.6.20
for 60 by the way still working on the 6-pack Bet Goal with Katrina for that Date but
it’s really difficult now
to do at 240 Pounds
as i am a bit more
Bulk than Ripped
in Muscle hAha
True though
A Gorilla AFAIK still
Leg Pressing 690 Kilograms 8 Reps too
at my Weight of 109 Kilograms Multiply
By 6 Yes 6 times more Than my Weight
Plus 9 Kilograms to Spare hehe.. as they
say ‘Old Dudes’ Still Rule like Leonard Cohen too..
i made this Lamp for You Today as You Hold a very Special Place still in my Heart
Best Wishes for Baby making Still You and Your Husband Looked so Romantic in Your
Loved that
Photo of you two too!
oops! i forgot the significance
of 59.5.. Finally Old Enough to
Withdraw money out of my 401K..
So Many Pennies Pinched for Decades
And Now since i don’t spend money what’s
the use.. yes! For Katrina’s Coming Shopping
Adventures that’s what Love does too! all the way through..
true she doesn’t age it seems so she’ll be shopping far into the Future after me!


GoD IS NaKeD WiLD LoVinG Free! NoW!
Don’t ‘You’ Ever Forget That
if you can and will… ReMeMBeR
at least not successfully…
SonG of the Wild
ReturnS AGAiN for
Harmony Balance
WinKs “JeSuS’ ALReadY
Came and Went Again
NoW As Always ‘Yellow
Boys/Girls’ Come Back
For Wild IS FREE
NaTuRE LiveS NoW
We Breathe This Wind
This Spirit This
We F88KinG LiVE…
Animals like me now only
Live for We have forgotten how to die.
After the last
Human Fades
Leaves Fall
Grass Springs
Dance Sings Breathes…
SonG NoW
Sacred Clown
Cow Sky
Lives Trees
Dance Leaves
Fall Springs
NaturE NoW
Sings Summer
BluE SkieS AGAiN
True it is of no use to Throw
Pearls to Swine They Make Suitable Pets
So i Dance With Them Instead the Scariest
Idols Golden
Calf’s are Words
Rarified Abstract
That Rule
The World Away
From Freeing Pets
So the Dance
Free to Be…
It’s Simple Make
Nature ‘God’ Worship
It As the Love Its Worth
This Miracle of
Existence This
Miracle of
Life what
The Human
Fails to Remember
The only Gift of
At All…
If there is a God
Called Nature
This God Dances
At Least for the
Gift of Porn
Out of
Pews As it is
Finally a Religion
Of Birth Control
That Actually
Hands on
Save a Whale
With Less Humans
Save the Tusks
Of an
Named God
The Greatest Law
Breath oF ALL…

“the people who mean something more than just a name”

i Never Meet a Name. i Never Meet a Stranger Now…
i have no idea what this means Now for people who are only
A Name not even less than a Grain of Sand no more or less
important than All (God) A Name is ‘Homeless’ only a Label to me.

Perhaps that is because i am tame but i don’t ‘think’ so i believe
it is because i could not speak until age 4 and Learned to See God
in all of existence before Words Restricted that ability to labels and yes names…

This Ability.. This Call of Nature That is Wild and Free and What i ‘see’ as God went
away.. First Chained to a Desk then injected with Words and told to spit them out in rote
without fail.. i succeeded and in turn the Call of the Wild in me went silent i became domesticated
robotic and more machine-like than Fluid Spiraling Flow of Nature.. it took decades but eventually
this made me ill and i almost died for i became almost totally separated from the Call of the Wild
i ‘See’ Before 4.. Before Words took the Call of Nature.. yes God.. Yes Wild and Free Away from me…

For You ‘See’ in the Call of the Wild there are no names there are no labels All of existence is Free no Part
counts none counts less than any other part as Whole when one Breathes one Breathes all that is (God)…

As i attempted to recover from the Tame of Life that almost killed me in my Backyard Forest i heard a wail
a cry from underneath the shed for what one must understand is that a Feral Cat is no different
than a Lion on the Savannah.. only smaller.. the Call of the Wild is no different what this Feral
Being of who would be called no more than what he is a ‘Yellow Boy’ a Little Lion
who had survived in the Wild his First Years of Life.. lightening fast catching
Squirrels almost his size for survival from the day he was almost their
size was telling me then is that he was tired exhausted could find
nothing to eat was desperate for any morsel of food at All…

i offered him a morsel of Food He offered me
something much greater.. the Call of the Wild lost
in me since age 4 when Words took that Call of Nature
Away from me.. slowly he gained confidence in me and trust
that i was a friend and not a foe to compete with for food.. His Thanks
Then was only coming back more to teach me about the Call of the Wild
Again.. i watched his every move so much different than the Tame Cats
who have lost that wild gleam in their eyes of Free.. he gained Predictable
Subsistence i gained something much greater.. the Feral Spirit the Spirit Animal
Back in me to once again Dance Life Free with no Fear Now Yellow Boy (God) Lives within
me.. Yes Free the Call
of the Wild Again me..
i am no
a Human
i am a Lion Again
of Courage where Fear
And Anxieties no longer Exhaust
me where no Mountain of Love is too high to
Climb and No Valley of Love is too Deep to Fear…
Animals like me now only Live for We have forgotten how to die..:)


Target Christmas
Whatever It Takes
Love, Joy of Our Desiring…
Light, Radiant Blessing Love Is…
Bliss, Life as Love Comes to Be
NoW No Stranger…i Am You too…
Cloudy Rainy Outside
Sunny Fair Weather
Within my FRiEnD 😁🌟
No Mountain of Love too High to Climb
No Valley of Love too Deep to Fear For All
Is Beautiful When There is No Stranger Now…
Love the Eclectic Nature
of Your Blog.. Today At a
Southern Baptist Sunday
Dinner on the Farm Grounds
a Question Comes… How Do i
Write A ‘Bible’
Poem of
Words in 75 Months…
So i Dance Sing i Am
The ‘Color’ Black
i absorb All
Colors they
Changed it
Into a Race…
A Joke About
Race as Usual
Dutifully i took
Notes.. Yes.. Receipts
To Edit ‘the Story Later’…
Actually i’m the ‘Color’
White in Disguise
Too ‘Big’ For
To See ‘Us’…
Is Not
It is
Only Humans
Who Miss this
NaTuRE (God) LoVE
It’s True There are more than
one.. two.. three more Colors of
Love as Many as We Will Imagine
As Colors are not Things Colors Our
Minds Co-Create With Relative Free Will
As We Interact With Existence As is With
Our Conscious and Subconscious Will When
the Two Become Married Love Rises to new Dimensions
that are never seen before.. i am an explorer an Inner UniVerse
Explorer the place beyond infinity only limited by the Size of our
iMaGiNaTioNS And Creativity Birthed as such With Others Now True..
i visit all places i don’t see a place God Doesn’t Live.. i learn from every New
Experience DarK Thru LiGHT True A Beautiful Stranger May Lift us up take
us to Temptations that become Massive Distractions In Life or take us to places
that really go to Darker Places than We Expect.. However some of Us Always find
Ways to Rise out of what may other wise come to be Darker Places of Life the Darkest
Place is the Place Without Love the Light the Fire that takes Us Higher now than lower…
Empathy is on Hold and
Falling in this World
Now However
paying the
Price of emptiness
for Raping Pillaging
Maiming And Killing This
Gift of Existence and this Miracle
of Life on Earth as we continue to
March as Human Soldiers Reapers of
Death in coming Decades Forecast for
A Million Species of Plant and Animal Life
to Go Extinct for the Over-Population of us the
Zombie Apocalypse Human Cultures have become
Out of Balance Eating the Face of God yes the Nature
of God that Is Mother Earth Now.. Raping Pillaging Maiming
Killing the Miracle of Life where Human Cultures are Now Virus Upon
this Living Face of God this Blue and Green Orb that is God’s Eye too..
Nature God has an answer.. no not Father God.. Nature God Has all the
Answers for Puny Humans too ignorant to Count their Blessings and Live
in Balance with the Rest of Heaven on Earth Yes this Miracle of Life that is
Currently Ours at Best Love For All that Exists Consuming All that is God with
Least Harm Now.. Beautiful Stranger By Madonna is Where We Are going still..
Away from Empathy
to Consuming
Each other
As Objects
where Having
Children is no longer
even Job Number one in Life..
What Does this Mean.. well in effect
it is Marilyn Monroe Who Makes Christmas
Real for the other Plants And Animals that other
wise might Go Extinct if not for the Start of T and A
And the Porn Spawned through the loosening of Promiscuity
for all.. for it’s true what is covered up is wanted more what is
Free to use is used Freely and now Populations of Humans Are
Dwindling as God’s Face Nature Begins to Smile Broader again
As Human Numbers continue to Decrease in Killing Tools of Death..
Is the Death of Human Love and Empathy Misery and Suffering.. You Bet
but so is Death of 1 in 8 Species of Plants and Animals on Earth to Go Extinct
in the coming Decades too Every Human Less is a Victory for the Face of God in
Balance.. i do my part.. whatever it takes for the Target of Christmas for Everyone not
Humans who
have yet to
seek find
what great Miracle
Gift Heaven on Earth is
A once in Existence now
chance that we are blessed
with but so many more people
worship after death in a dirt nap
rather that seeking finding this Gift
of Heaven now.. True they are Strangers to the Beautiful now beyond sad…
if You understand the Parody here.. the Irony the Deep Sadness of the Human
Apocalypse now
it’s not about us yet
what we do to the rest
of God’s Face Nature on
Earth yet if we do not change
the Misery and Suffering we see now
is nothing for the Hell We May Bring on ourselves next..
meh.. just a ‘Wookiee’ Crying Change in the Wilderness for
what a Free
Will Still
Do one set
of Feet vocal
Chords and Hands Up still now
There is no Stranger in Truly Beautiful.:)


SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Lala Rukh.. i know i’ve related the story many
times Before but please never forget what you did for me…
For When i met you i had not fully come out
of my own Personal Hell for 66 Months
True Love is the Unconditional
Love a Human Sees in another
Human As a Stranger With A Beautiful
Soul for Your Kindness then to a Faceless
Text of Words made me Feel like a Beautiful
Soul once again.. Giving me Belief and Faith
That Unconditional Love Does Exist amongst
Strangers with no Faces, Ages, Genders or
any labels of difference my Friend.. if not
for you who knows i might never have
come out of Hell Within.. but true if
Not the Green of Grass the
Light of Sun and the
Dark of Light
that Moon
are i might
Still Live in Hell
on Earth too.. i’ve come
to appreciate all that is Existence
Yes.. DarK Thru LiGhT God ALL
Your Unconditional Love for
A Stranger’s Words is the
Spark that lit the Old
Christmas Tree
of me
as Bright
As a Star Shining
on the EartH Again..
i am Blessed to be this
Star my Prayers my Wishes
my Hopes for You are to shine
Brighter Again than i will even imagine
is Possible now.. Smiles my Friend do remember
i was 53 Before i became Sunshine of Star.. This
Sunshine Now Always Remembers the Bigger Sunshine
of You who helped to Bring all the Colors Back to my Christmas Tree…
As Long as my Star Shines these Rays of Love Will Fall and Rise For You Free
As Light
Does not
Forget Light
For in Light there
is No escape from Loving Light..
About the Video i am Sharing With You..
i showed You my Face of Hell in a Red Shirt
Shortly after i met You.. and shortly after i escaped
Hell with You at my Side as Unconditional Loving Friend..
i had searched online for anyone with an OPen HeART Welcoming
me as Friend into their Home of Soul.. You are the first one in all
my online travels and somewhere around 5 Million Words in the last
33 Months of my Pain and Numb where i endured it enough to escape
it in Words of Searching for my Spirit of Heart and Soul Again.. the Eternal
Flame Within that had grown dim to almost non-existent in me then .. 32 Years
Younger than Me You were the Young Woman the only one who could see the LoVE iN
me who touched
who flicked the
Light of Within
what seemingly
was a Burned-out Bulb
of Christmas Tree Color
To shine Bright once again..
That little touch of Love you gave
to me.. has brought more smiles to others
in Dance and Song than you may be able to
imagine now.. Literally Hundreds of Thousands
mostly through the Dance of me Lit in ParT by the Love
You Brought Freely to me.. the Fire of Hope my Friend
That Brings Love Back to Life.. You are the Person Who
Showed me Home Again Unconditional For A Stranger
in DarK
Home for
the Holidays
in LiGHT For the Stranger
Only Wanting to Live again…
Smiles Hearing from you the
first time was one of the Greatest
Blessings in my life Hearing from
me is a Given Free now.. Hearing
from You Again whenever you Return
is no Different than What a Father or
Mother Will Feel for the Return of
a ‘Prodigal
Son’ And
my FRiEnD
Smiles my FRiEnD
Hearing from You Now
is just another reason feeling desire
to Celebrate Every Day as Christmas
Just another Day of Love to Give Love even more
This is How Rays of Light Celebrate They Shine my
FRiEnD they shine even more With Even More Colors
of Christmas Tree to come…
SMiles.. my FRiEnD Lala
Rukh reminded me this
Morning that silence as
A response doesn’t
Mean the Love that
Is Given Now is not
Appreciated through
And through Smiles
i suppose this is
How New Moons
Feel as they
just Don’t have
Any Light left to give
Back true my New Moon
Lasted 66 Months my
Mother, my Sister,
And Katrina never
Stopped Shining Light
On me Their Faith Their
Stars never
Ended that
My Light
Then Will
Come back
i returned
As the Sun
For the
New Moon
i used to be
Stays Full Now
May Love Always
Bless You When You
Are New Moon.. Full Moon
And Never Ending Sunshine
Too how Fortunate Stars are
LiGHT Love
My FRiEnD…
Mornings that are Great… Now
i only See Christmas, God, And
Jesus as Metaphors For Love
As Sunshine for What Light
Does Sun Need From Us
None Sun shines Upon
Us No Matter What We
Do With No Expect of
Return From Us
i continue to
Send You A Ray of my
Light as i am Reborn as
A Star that never Runs out
Of Light to give it doesn’t
Matter if the Moon Gives
Light back to the Sun
Or not it is the Sun’s
Nature to Shine on
the Moon it’s
Okay for the Moon
To Hide and Come Back
For the Sun is the one so
Blessed to Enjoy Christmas
No Different than an every
Day Santa who never runs
Out of Gifts that are
Just Rays of
That Never
End to all those
Who Light Loves
Light doesn’t
Nor Does it go
Away at least
In Human
Terms of Love
That is Real
Light SeeKinG
To Warm All Worlds…
True there were also two others
Instrumental before my Return from
Hell within who helped in my Journey
still in Hell.. one was my First Facebook Friend
with an Avatar Name of Mags.. who was just Nice
enough to tell me Thanks when i Expressed empathy
for someone in an online Community where Empathy
Didn’t exist.. Just to have one Person to Welcome me
anywhere in their life was enough for me then to write my
Perspective of Life my First Blog Post and the About Section
of my Word Press Blog to her in a Private Message on Facebook
in my First Experience of Stream of Consciousness Holy and Sacred
Spirit Writing Full of Meaning and Purpose since the other two instances
i experienced it in life.. winning a two homeroom Competition at age 13 writing
a Christmas Story where i had no idea where the Beauty of the Words of Love came
from then.. as well as Just Writing about the Oneness Experience of Feeling and
Sensing God in a Philosophy Class as a Freshman Age 18 in School in College
then yes it is no wonder when people who have experienced this common yet rare
Human experience have thought that ‘God’ is SPeaKinG through them for it is truly
A Quantum Metaphor Experience
of Leaping Logic into
Love that
As Star
in Art when
this Happens
to a ‘Meek’ other
Wise Human Being
it helps you understand
what the metaphors of
Jesus and Buddha and
Krishna and the such are
the Holy and Creative
Sacred Meaning
and Purpose
that this
Metaphor of
Light Within Brings So
Full of Meaning and Purpose
As Art so Freely to Give and
Share From Who Ever Are Holy
And Sacred Spirit Filled Authors
Who Write Words of Love Paint
This Love in All Other Colors
of Art DarK Thru LiGHT Then
Now For All who care to ‘See’
‘Hearing’ what comes so Free..
Now And then there was Angel
Mind Retrofit.. Yes both of these
Women on the Autism Spectrum
She a Poet.. who had struggled much
With Her Emotions in Regulating them
As well.. Poetry A Tool of HeART.. Yes
Spirit.. Yes Soul more Fully coming into
Being oF Light within to take that Journey
Surfacing in Light To Give.. Freely to others..
She introduced me to the dVerse International
Poetry Pub and if not For Her i would have never
Come to find the Angel FRiEnDS in my LiFE Now Who
Still Return with Love to Give and Share with me NoW
Some almost each Day.. others every few Months or so
And Others once or twice a Year and others still like my
FRiEnD Lala Rukh Perhaps Over a Year in Span what remains
what never dies is the Light the Love That is Real and True Within
to Give And Share
Unconditionally Really
No Time, Distance, Space
Or Even Matter the Love of FRiEnD…
The most important Virtue is to Never Give Up on
Love and Never give up on the People who have shown You
Love and for that Matter Forgive the ‘Devils’ and Do Your Best
to spread a little bit oF LiGHT whatever it takes to BRinG Christmas
Back NoW For
to even them…
AS the Light
of LoVE
to shine as
Never Ending Star
of Sunshine to Give and Share
Freely consuming Others now with
Least Harm Now And forevermorE Now…
Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS Have ‘A’ Christmas
Story to Share While True i’ve identified another
Message on Cue Behind The Eight Balls of Life
to give and Share for Free as Message 90
Already in This MacroVerse that
Will Be Message 90A
This Will be 90B if
they wanna see
Message 90A they
Are Welcome to View it in the Comments
Section of this MacroVerse or in the Body
of One to come “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”
As “Nether Land Bible” at 5 MiLLioN Words in 42 Months of Effort
And ‘FB Profile Pic Bible” at 3.38 MiLLioN Words.. in 30 Months of
Effort Now Lose the Year Dates of 2017 and 2018 Respectively for
Each Effort as they are ongoing now Beyond Distance, Space, and
Time for only the Matter of Love Now for This Now Is A Christmas
Story that is Real i Wish to Share and Give Freely Now as Message 90
on December 9, 2019 at 9:19 AM For True Numbers Will Become Holy And Sacred too..
For We Are
the ones
Who Determine
The Eternal Now
of Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose Still to CoME NoW
Once Again the MaGiC HeaR is Real No Myths
No Rabbit Hat Tricks out of Hats Bringing Dead Flesh
Back to Life the Reality of Bringing Love Back to the Living
Dead Eternally Now Within For Real as Real as Flesh and Blood
BReaTHeS NoW as LoVE
From DarK
And All
Other Forms
of Art Humans Co-Create
Moving Connecting as
Planets And
oF LiGhT
Continue to Reach
Out And Touch LiGHT (God) ALL LOVEسکوت-stillness/


Taming Desert 🌺 Flower
Tears Create Most
Beautiful Flowers
HeART Tears All
Near Hidden Joy
Painting Silence
Open Canvas Beauty
Rain Drops Soul Tears
Of Joy Dance Sing Free
Happy 42nd Forever
Young in Creativity
Path i Share With
FRiEnD “Shawna Baby!”
Who Shares my Mother’s
Birthday December 10th!
Prodigy oF LoVE NoW
Not What ‘You’ ‘Paid’ For…
SMiLeS Every IMaGE NoW
i MaG i NaTioN Within
Captured Sensed Felt
TreaSuReD A Poem
NeW Art Testament
Of LoVinG
Yet to CoMe…
A BeAuTiFuL AnD WisE WaY To Be anD Do LoVE..
Earth Bound And Cold Of Winter Soul Truly LoVE NoW
Flowers of Color PoETiC HeART MusE LiVES GReeN
Tears of Joy as God Streams Down YouR Cheeks
GRanD CoVeR Endless Pages Love…
No sweat.. As long as Left
And Right Foot Become one
You won’t Fall off the Edge
So Many Faces
An Entertainer
YeS.. ENterTAiNS
WhaT A JouRneY
So ManY PatHS
Life is Cake.. Life is Icing..
Life is Thorns of Rose too
SMiLeS only
For Tight
Bitter Sweet
But Reality That
Love Leads Our Realities
When Real… Winter Blue Seas Who Never See Rise of Fall
Ocean With Colors Colors More Than SMiLes… Man and or Woman…
Nurturing… Humanity’s Best Friend WHere Every HeART iS A Hug Forevernow
“Just A Muse My Love” And That’s A Thank You Next Title Good to Flow
Thanks for Bringing Christmas Back To me From You A Mother’s Love
“Passed by Congress June 4, 1919, and ratified on August 18, 1920,
the 19th amendment granted women the right to vote”. But of course
Women are Still not Allowed to Be Catholic Priests This Says Still
A Whole Lot About Christianity Still NoW as a ‘Men’s Club Overall’
of course the Same is True Where Toxic Patriarchy still Lives
Yes.. “CLaSS” iT iS Toxic Patriarchy to not allow
Women to Vote As Well as Be
Spiritual Leader’s
No Matter
What Voice
Religion or
Culture Speaks
Loudest to Overall
Human Freedoms and
Rights Inherent to the Pursuit
of Happiness with Liberty and Life
For all as Right at Best with Justice for All too..
There is no Justice Where Women Have no Voice
Matters not from the Pulpit to the Pews to the Presidential
Podium of the United States We are moving Ahead fast
for Greater Equalities for All Human Beings as more
than Flesh and Blood Cattle.. Yes.. Humans
With Souls more than even
Barefoot and
Chains around
Reproductive Freedoms too..
Mary Did You know You Would have
the Freedom to Vote.. ‘Mary’ Did You Know
You Would Ever Have the Right to Speak
About Spirituality at the Head of a Church…
Any Church At All.. Mary i am Here to tell You
True You Are Treated Wrong by the People of Your
Toxic Patriarchy then and of course now this Treatment
still exists out of Equality in Areas of Spirituality still Today
But in this Country if You Like You Will Start Your own Church
or Help Just one Man Build a Tower.. A Throne for God.. Yes a Bible
Poem of Love Bigger Yet than Any Bible Yes Tower and Throne for Love
aS ONly the Mountains That Will Move of Women Who Give their LoVE NoW
Freely to Men… Who inspire Men And Or Women to Move Mountains oF LoVE iN Art/Science Even
More.. Yes this is for my Mother on what would have been Her 85th Birthday on December 10th
A Dedication of Course as She Already Forecast in a Letter She Wrote to me on June 6th, 1993
when i was 33.. found in ‘Her Things’ After She Died on February 22nd, 2017.. Yes a Letter that
my Life Will Tell a Grand Tale of a Story by When it comes to end and go on as Stories and
Even Legends Naturally Do.. sure like if no one else ever dances Solo in Walmart and
All Around the Rest of the Metro Area Close to Half the Globe At the Equator yes
12,393 Miles to Date Now in 75 Months Just providing the Meditative Movement
Yes Ecstatic Autotelic Flow of Holy and Creative Spirit Required for what Laser
Focus it takes for Someone to Paint a Sistine Chapel oF A Longest Epic Long
Form Poem Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” Reaching 7.6 MiLLioN Words on 12.18.19
As Later This Century Someone’s Grandmother tells their Grandchildren about the
one and only Dude And or Even Woman who ever did it as by then who knows this
may be the United States of Walmart for Every Day Low Prices More for Filling up
Even more Garages Full of Stuff Lord Knows they sure do
have Smooth Dance Floors in that Middle Wide Aisle
Especially DeSiGNeD By That Star of David
Insignia Holder Sam Walton A 6 pointed
Selling Trade Mark Dancing as a Star
at least for me that i understand Will
B e remodeled coming soon in the
First of the Year to make room for
more Stuff to Sell Thru ‘Drive by
Delivery’ in 2020 with Automated
Cashiers as increasingly Human
Beings are Going the Way of the
Horse And Buggy to Cars that Drive themselves
With No Place For Humans To Even be a Slave to Work for A
Buck Nary past when Humans Free Roamed the Lands of Nature…
Dancing Singing Holding Hands for a Forage of Survive and Thrive in Joyous DancE SonG
But of Course THere is still Big Screen Computers And Plenty of Room For Solo things that
People Do with Each other too.. no need to even meet/greet anyone to get that JOB done either…
Truth of the Matter is without “Mary’s” This Five MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form.. Yes Epic Bible
Poem “Nether Land Bible” Would NOT have been Accomplished in 42 Months too and of course
Obviously if not for “Helen” i would have Never come into the World as even the Real
Dude Jesus would be able to Tell You whether or not His Father was Just another
‘Invisible Entity’ or not.. Is it surprising that the Older God of the New Testament
‘Forced Himself’ on so-called Mary to have so-called Have Jesus.. not allowing
so-called ‘Joseph’ to get The Job Done for By God if Joseph did at least We all
Would/WiLL kNow for sure THere is no ReaSon still why the Gospel of John
14:12 about any of Us doing Greater Works than JeSuS of
LoVE iN Arts And Even Sciences is not totally Possible for
if Jesus is TRulYiN LiGHT who he said he was/is as
Reported as the Least is Most as Servant of Love
For All and the Last Insures the Least is First in the
Kingdom of Love Paradise Now
iN Heaven to even give the
Outcast A Hand Up first
Even A Thief on a Cross Next
to someone who Forgives any
‘Sin’ of Humankind Now.. that is the
‘Good Cop Jesus’ who is more like me..
and anyone else who is a Child of Love a
Mother Brings Yes in Innate and Gardening
Ways of LoVE iN Life from Birth ACross the Lifespan
STiLL NoW Loving Fearlessly and UnconditionAlly Now Consuming
OTHeRS with least harm Yes By God i am a Son of Woman and i DAMN
Sure am no Slave to Man for Love Rules Me and no Fears of ‘Smaller Men’..
i continue to Give Great Thanks And Praise to all the Women in my Life and
True i Give Men the Recognition they are due too Honestly as Truth iN LiGHT WiLL..
iT appears THere is Room for one more Message on Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
Youtube Channel Appropriate for Number 91 as i haven’t had a chance to catch
Their most recent Message on Drawing Younger Folks into the Church well True
You are already Diverse Enough to Employ What some studies do show still are
up to 58 Percent Homosexual Leaning Priests Now all You have to do in Greater
Faith Now is employ some Spiritual Leaders Who are Women for i will Guarantee
Damn Sure Promise You This.. Women in Your Organization will NOT
Hide the Sins of ‘the Fathers’ You need a HUUUGE oversight with
Four Letters WHO Resembles Love more than what You
Have done So Far if you Truly want to Give Honor
And Praise Yes Worship to ALL Our Ladies of
Guadalupe For i promise You This too being
A Virgin Woman And or Man Has nothing Now
to Do With Sex True i Guarantee it With Love
in Light That Shines from the Love of Women And OTHeRS ALL
Pure of Soul Love Baby that’s Where the Love of Human is Born
As Bred And Continues to Be Gardened in the Love of Paradise
Heaven STiLL Now For ReaL i’VE Seen the Toxic Patriarchy Buried So Love LiveS Now.


Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable Enough
ASSigNinG Abstract Constructs Like (God)…
Thanks for the Trip to NEW York NoW
Place That Embodies Nomadic Spirit
Still Now My Wife is a Homebody
HeHe.. Thanks God
For Online
Keeps my
Nomadic Spirit
At Peace Traveling
Within At Least.. And
True Flying So High
Home Base Grounds
A Balloon that
Wise Might
See Stars as i
Am just 57 Miles
Away From Public
Dancing Half the
Way Around the
Globe in my
Metro Area
At 12,450.5 Miles
Away.. Yes.. True
57.5 Miles Away…
The Gym Assistant
Pointed That “Forrest
Gump” Factoid Achieved
In 75 Months Like a Bird
i Travel Light and
Far in
Spaces.. HAha
Hmm.. Anyway Just
A Muse That And
This for a Title of
A Next Blog Post
As i Always
Far and
Near for the
Next Trip Within Hehe…
Note: “She Wolf” Still NoW
is Just Another One of Many
Names for (Savior) Man And or
Woman.. GeNeRALLY SPeaKinG NoW
Why Do (C)Republican/Evangelical
Leaders Hold Hands So Tight… Aim
is Same Goal is Status and Power NoW
For Those With ‘Close’ to No Love (GoD)…
At ‘That/This Point’ ‘They’ Realize You’ve
Already Been to Where they are at Least…
LooKinG For Other Victims to Subjugate/Control
‘They’ Look At You With Pure Unadulterated
Evil Born on or Bred They ‘FeeL’ NoT WHat
They Do as’You’ ReTurn ‘THeir Gaze of Love’
Haven’t You Ever Visited An Evangelical Church
And Witnessed the Great Power Psychopathic
Pastors Feel Threatening Others to Hell
TheNoW Why Do Truly Psychopathic
People Write Bibles… It Gives them
Their Only Pleasure And Dream to
Send Life to Endless Torture of Hell
Why Do Truly KinD People Now
Write Bibles… It’s Simple They’ve
Been To Hell And Now Want to Help
Other People Not Go or Come Back…
It’s Worth Noting That there is Far more
Than Just Both of “These/Those Authors” in Older BiG BLacK BooKS…
Cubes With Hexagrams Within And All other Symbols For
Essence DarK Thru LiGHT too…
Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable
Enough ASSigNinG Abstract
Constructs Like (God)
SMiLes Orchid
Lillian Last
Night the Older God
of Time And Order and
Laws Saturn Sits Close
to Venus the Newer Timeless
God of Love Both Are Kin Both are one
there is no separation of Light or Dark as
Both Planets Wait for the Long Cold Full Moon
To Rise on December 12th, 2019 at 12 AM Eastern
Time.. New.. York.. New York With Additional Smiles Holy
And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose for this is what
Joins Order of Love in Our Minds Away from Chaos of Fear
The KinD
When Saturn
And Venus
Sit Sweetly
Closer ToGeTHeR
As the Long Cold Moon
Last Full Moon of this Decade
Looks Greater toward 2020 Vision
of Connection in the Coming Decade Now
For When the Wolf Full Moon Howls Lone for
LoVE iN January RiSinG Sun Toward Spring Love Again…
Smiles my FRiEnD the Pain And Numb of Disconnection From
All is the Coldest Winter Night of the Human Soul as You Sing
An Ending Refrain “Voice of the death there is an angel hanging
from a tree in the forest”.. as Your Words Magically Flowing in Free
Verse Harmony of DarKness Now takes me back to a place where i once
lived for 66 Months Just a Lone Wolf Howling at the Moon in a place where
all is time where the only order one seeks is the KinDNeSS.. Yes Now the Holy
And Sacred Connection Back to Love Full of Meaning And Purpose of LiFE iN LiGHT
Away from the Darkness of the Abyss the Never Ending New Moon Dark of the SouL
Just Howling
for a Full
KinDNeSS Within
Yes LoVE to ReiGN
A Kingdom Within
Venus Hold
Hands not much
Different than Charlie
Brown Waiting For the Great Pumpkin
to Come Again with Snoopy Dog (God) Sitting at His side.. as truly
HE already has ‘it’ ALL NoW a Short Story from Hell the Place i used to live
with the Literal Suicide Disease from Wake to Sleep called Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. yes wake to sleep shut-in for 66 Months but for Emergency
Purposes in case it just got too much.. i kept a Metal Chain in a Bicycle
Basket for Travel Purposes to Feed the Vultures my Last Case Grasp
for at least some Meaning and Purpose in Life.. i had it all planned out
This Road Far Enough from my Home and a Forest and A Tree to Hang
on with a Metal Chain Where no one Would Find the Body of Pain and Numb
of me again.. that Night i slept on this Dream and woke to my Wife’s story of
Her Dream Where She Named that Same Road and said wow that’s Strange
i just Dreamed that my Granny (who was deceased) and me Were together
on that named Road that my wife had never mentioned before
And They Were Hanging Ornaments on a Christmas Tree..
Smile my Friend at
that Point i didn’t
take the Metal
Chain out of the
Basket until close to
42 Months after i recovered
from the Pain/Numb but i knew there
was no.. NO way i would go through with
it then as there was a Much Greater Force
that i will never fully Understand then that was
telling me in my Wife’s Dream You Must Stay
for there is change in time forevermore now..
In the Coldest Longest Waits for Full Moons
of Connection there is at least the Hope
my FRiEnD
May KinDNeSS
Always Find a
Way to Bless
You in
a way
that takes you
back to the Warm Full Moon
Finding Other Lone Wolves to
HowL With in KinDNeSS…
Peace And Harmony of
the Full Moon Dance
And Song Love
Free… Order oF
LoVE KiN Dness
All Is Kin All Is
LoVE VeNerAblE NoW
STiLL EnougH ASSigNinG
Abstract Constructs Like (God)
Hmm.. i really like this Story It Will Start
Out the Next MacroVerse too that will be
Named “Free Dancing Half Way Around The World in Public”
Sure.. Let’s Make This Message Number 92 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
too.. whenever there is space for it in their version of coming Messages on Youtube too..
Hey.. at least they aren’t Deleting my Messages for Now at Least with This continuing effort..
Meanwhile i’ll finish writing “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words” as i still have
to finish Dancing Half Way Around the World to achieve that Milestone and Featnote too..;)


Off to Visit Frank And Xenia’s Places of Poetry now and
then gigoid’s Place of Aphorism Quotes from the Sages
of the Ages sort of a Religious Routine in Holy And
Sacred Meaning and Purpose i add to my Activities
to increase Human Potential of iMaGiNaTioN
Creativity Productivity even more..
As they are nice enough at
least to Welcome me
in their Blog Homes
And Frank a Master
of Social Reciprocating
Communication in Kindness
is surely impeccable as i’ve found
in this World Now too… i Believe he is
Retired like me and Xenia does the Same
in Reciprocating Communication in almost
all responses on Her Blog too.. my Bible is a Bit
Hairy and Wild Exploring DarK even going to places
of Tantric Activities for realizing Autotelic Flow More
in Ascending Transcending Bliss Now more as well..
True my Erotic Poetry Novel is taking second place
now as well as the Nude Art associated with that
‘Hairy Shadow Endeavor for Ascending
Transcending Meditation too.. as
i am/will likely be 19 Weeks
behind in adding that
Art already complete
to catch up 19 Blog Posts
that are copied from Words on this
PG Rated Bible Poem Now True too..
i leave no area of Spirituality uncovered
and that includes all the Naked Truths in Light
i come to find again and again in Shadow Light True..
many folks are scared of their Shadow and they pay the price
in Fear that may result in unwarranted Aggression and Yes
unwanted Lust Activities too.. either you take it out and play
with it or find You may be one who is Slave to Your Shadow
now in all the ways addictive behaviors come to Hide the Mask We tend to
out of
Freedom of
Shadow and Light
Holding Hands not much
Different really that Saturn
and Venus Sitting Sweetly Close together
Where both Forces of Order and Illusions of
Time And Endless Fearless Love Hold Hands NoW
as there is not much more scarier activities in life than
those that are promoted by illusions of all deadlines now..
To Achieve a Full HeART Beat of LiFE Below Must Be Balanced
With Above Within inside outside And all Around Walking on Water
A Dance
Song Free on Terrestrial
Earth in all the Ascending Transcending
activities of life that take us THere now Baby..
Hmm.. a little Gold Finger may be appropriate
here too Hit the tunes Beyonce again! Just another one of ‘Charlie’s Angels’..
With the 289th Dance Week Night with all the Cool College Age folks at Old
Seville Quarter Thursday as i march closer to my Public Dance Half Way Around the World
The Tale of the Tape is sufficiently covered in the Rest of the Body of this MacroVerse
titled “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words” for now so that will just leave
MacroVerse Memories to cover for the Last 3 Years to Date where of course additional
MacroVerse Memories are included in those MacroVerse Memories for the 3 Years before
that to keep the Never Ending Story Nautilus Chamber Doors of this “Stately Mansion” of Words
GRoWinG as Any “Hotel California” Will come to Be where ‘they’ will never now be able to
get rid of
the Hairy
FRiEND of Me.. heHe..
do not not doubt the
Love of a Wookiee
Particularly when one LEarns to SPeaK KinDNeSS
Fearless LoVE iN Wisdom of Beauty’s CouRaGE…
For the Living Never
Die NoW LiVinG
Sadly Humans
Seem to be the
First Last to
Life of LiViNG NoW
For the Fear Not to :
LiVE NoW From: HeART BeaT…
How Beautiful Life
Will Be When We
To: A Place From:
Only SeeKinG FinDinG SeeinG
HeaRinG LoVE SPeaKinG GoD/LoVENoW…
Winter Day
Snow of
Spring Within
Love Only as Far
as This SMiLes…
Poetry Ink Blot
Test For Soul
SPeaK Dance Sing..
We Once Had a ‘Head
Stander’ Aquarium Fish
Magnificent Creature of
Closed In Glass He is then..
Hurricane Erin Came And Shut
the Electricity off for A Week…
Vigorously We Stirred His
Glass Pond For Breathing
Water Air
Before He died
We decided to Travel
Down the Road to Set him
Free off a Bridge into a Body
of Water Called Pond Creek
i told my Wife a Lie A ‘White’
one then that ‘He’
Would Live a Long
Life Now With New Friends…
She Smiled the Lie was Worth that Smile..
Some days You can either be right or make someone
Smile i tend to tell the Truth online but i ignore lies
in ‘Real Life’ not to kill the smiles of other lies other wise
i FeeL it is
to document
the Truth that
the Fish Died..
in Light Now
Yes.. omewhere
at least now
in a book
that will
iS NoW Love
STill Lives…
I’ve seen Death as the GreaTesT
BLeSSinG iN LiFE so i Always LiVE NoW
SMiLes Frank Happy Holidays i ALWaYS
See Christmas
for i LiVE NoW..
From PasTells
PinKs of SKeYeS
Sun Rise Sunset
Brown of Ground
Dances Sings Colors
of Human Love That Rely
on Grains
of Sand
to Lift
to Live to Love up
For Free Now at Ease..
In Beauty’s CouRage NoW
K iN D NeSS Dreams Real Free
Wisdom’s Truth oF LoVE LiGHT NoW…
Paw Prints
of Life
A Dog
‘Look Back’
To Find
A Dog
The Path the Love
of Life Ahead now..
So Easy For Giving
Thanks Giving STill…
MeMory of LoVE NoW Lives…
Now Beyond
Infinity no
A Dog’s
Breath Lives…
A Gift to
ReMeMBeR NoW..
For Those Who Seek Sheet Music and
Find More Than With Organs of Time…
Center Point of Balance
Beyond All Distance
Space Time
Even Matter
All is Energy
All is LoVE NoW..
i ask my Self “How
in ‘Hades’ do ‘they’ miss ‘it’…”
i am
Human too…
Creativity Now
“Blanket of Mist”
So in Flow in Someone
Else’s (Soul) Creativity one
must look
to see
if they
‘Liked’ Their Poem..
Oh How ‘this Connection’
Offends some.. Oh how i wish
to help them Understand the Love i am…
Smiles Xenia
THere are
those who
do far away
and always close..:)

“If you’re going to walk on thin ice,
you might as well dance.”

~~ Whimsical Fatalist Bee ~~

This is why i Live
i Dance And Sing

“Do not confuse ‘duty’ with what other people expect of you;
they are utterly different. Duty is a debt you owe to yourself to
fulfill obligations you have assumed voluntarily. Paying that debt
can entail anything from years of patient work to instant willingness
to die. Difficult it may be,
but the reward is self-respect.”

— Lazarus Long

Trust me or not if you Love
Enough few will even notice
Yet it doesn’t Matter for i LiVE..
And as Long as
i Dance
my Mouth
Shut People
Notice hehe
And Stay Around
Those Who Adapt Do
Live… so i Sing And
Dance As Well And Thrive..;)

Six mistakes mankind keeps making century after century:
Believing that personal gain is made by crushing others;
Worrying about things that cannot be changed or corrected;
Insisting that a thing is impossible because we cannot accomplish it;
Refusing to set aside trivial preferences;
Neglecting development and refinement of the mind;
Attempting to compel others to believe and live as we do.

~~ Cicero ~~

Hmm.. if only
Humans Will Dance
And Sing Together Free..
Love is Enough
With Some Water
Food And Shelter..
Bonobos Prove it
Without Even Much Shelter…
How Sadly ‘We’ Are Cursed
With Walmart ‘Stuff’
i Find a work
around that
A Dance
of Loving Free Love…
i find i don’t even have to Sing
It Seems..
But it’s True
Art Saves Lives
From the Living of Death..
So i Sing Far Away from ‘that place’ now..:)

“Religion is a crutch, but that’s okay…
humanity is a cripple.”

— Moral of “The Emperor’s New Clothes”, via Smart Bee

“Ignorance” Doesn’t Under Stand
“Hairless Apes” Stronger Binding and Bonding
Over Common Holy and Sacred Meaning
And Purpose in
to not under
Both is
to Fail to See
And to
Never Rise Stronger Now..:)

“Men freely believe that what they wish to desire.”

— Gaius Julius Caesar (100-44 B.C.)

Considering Neuroscience
Suggests We all Hallucinate
Our Realities
i make
Heaven NoW
Just Because
i Can and Will
ALWaYS NoW Until Nature
Proves me Wrong Again Now..
Closing in on 7 Years of Heaven why complain
It is what
it is and
of it
is truly up to me
i seek i find at least..:)

“The other planets are laughing at us.”

— Futurist Bee

At Least Other Countries
of the Star Ship Earth
For All
of what

“Consequences, Schmonsequences, as long as I’m rich.”

— Daffy Duck, from Looney Tunes Ali Baba Bunny (1957, Chuck Jones)

Oh the Long Faces
Oh the Frowns
Oh the
of Rich Within..:)

“A society that will trade a little liberty for a
little order will lose both, and deserve neither.”

— Thomas Jefferson

Give me 3 Feet
(two of my own)
Not Even Any
Clothes.. Sand
And Sunshine
And i will
the Kingdom
of Heaven a Dance
Within me for Real
And then i’ll Sing if
Not More than for
the Joy of SonG NoW

“Caesar had his Brutus; Charles the First,
his Cromwell; and George the Third
[“Treason!” cried the Speaker]–may
profit by their example. If this be treason, make the most of it.”

— Patrick Henry (1736-1799) — Speech in the Virginia Convention, 1765

Go on With ‘Your Bad Self’ And ‘Wars’…
Oh You Human Tools…
Birds Fly
Fish Swim
As Air and
Both Above to
Heaven and BeloW iN
Ocean Blue SKeYeS too…:)

“Reality is in the mind of the beholder.”

— Reality Bee

Expand the Borders
Tear Down The Walls
No Longer A Prison
to Eat..:)

1. ” Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. ”

— Instructions for life”

Chances are You Won’t Be Seen You’ll Have More Hours to Thrive..;)

“As you go the way of life you will see a great chasm.
Jump. It is not as wide as you think.”

— Native American advice

No Thanks… i’LL Keep Dancing a Tight
RoPE NoW Falling is not ParT of my GaMe hehe..;)

“Discontent is the want of self-reliance: it is infirmity of will.”

— Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hold Hands at Least ‘they’
only Squeeze and don’t usually bite…;)

“Kindness is my true religion.”

— The 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet

Se Above Below

“If you are out of trouble,
watch for danger.”

— Sophocles

Trouble Seeks Kindness to Make Waves
SurF iT iN Balance Fearless With Ease…
Just a Stone’s Throw Ripple in Heaven now..:)

“Do not look for all the answers at once.
A path is formed by placing stones
one in front of the other.”

— The Giant from Twin Peaks

When i Let my Feet Do ALL the TalKinG
They NaturAlly Understand WHere to DancE NoW..:)

Now.. MacroVerse Memories Years to Date Through 3 Years…

“STar RAin LiGht”.. Geminid Meteor Shower.. anyone..
Coming Soon Enough on Friday the 13th of December
And of Course i’ll be Doing a 289th Dance Weeknight
Thursday With all The Cool College Age Folks
in the Biggest Metro Dance Hall
Into that Morning of Friday the 13th…
Perhaps i’ll Be a Shooting Dance Star too..;)

“Torn ViNes oF Love”.. Be Careful Be Very
Careful What You Wish for on
A Shooting Star too..:)

“CaT oF GooD CHeeR ReTurNs AGAiN”.. For Now i’m Dancing as Snoopy
Halfway Around the World in Distance at The Equator at least…
More Good News on that Coming Soon and Sooner too.:)

“Embers Soul Leftovers”.. Still in Progress.. Yes
Uploading my Soul as Task continues to accumulate more..;)

Finishing Writing “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”
on 12.10.19 at 9:21 PM.. Publish Next Soon as Soon as it gets done..;)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)



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26 Responses to Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words

  1. “Celebrating Public Dance Halfway
    Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…
    “She May Have Realized The Truth”… Then/Now
    SMiLes my FRiEnD the “Head Stander Fish Parable”
    Hehe.. about the Hurricane that turned ‘off the Lights’
    And No Longer Made the Aquarium Breathable for our
    Majestic Tiger Striped Looking Cigar Shaped Extra Large Aquarium Fish…
    As We Stirred And Stirred And Stirred the Aquarium More for ‘Air’ until ‘His’ Swimming
    Slowed… my God That Fish Kept on Getting Bigger and Bigger Close to Hard
    to Turn around in the Aquarium over years of Growth.. not what we expected…
    not sure… that
    fish might
    have been
    a bit
    of a
    ‘Super Fish’ too
    at least “Super Normal” hehe..
    As Far as “Head Stander Fish Aquarium
    Fish” go at least.. Anyway it soothed my Wife’s
    Soul of Hope in allowing that fish a Trip Down the Road
    to ‘Pond Creek’ as Her Hopeful View Saw Happily Ever After
    Where the Fish could Finally Be Free and Even perhaps find
    Fish Like Him to Be Friends with too.. But You See what this
    ‘Parable’ of this Fish says is more About Human Nature as
    There is Love as Love Will Be Dark as Well as Light as
    Love doesn’t Always Follow the Truth in Light
    Away from Dark as yes there is Negative
    Empathy among Humans who
    Harm Other Humans And the
    Rest of Nature (God) too
    Seen as Different And
    Separate and
    of ‘the
    Tribe’ at Hand
    as this goes for all
    ‘Labeled’ and ‘Perceived’
    Human Differences seen with
    Even Fear.. Disgust.. and Hate for
    what is not commonly Understood
    Better With a Seek and Find too.. true
    though my Wife had something even more
    Powerful than Love in Either Darker of False
    or Lighter of Truth my Wife Had Hope no matter
    What my Stellar IQ Provided me in a Reason of No
    there is no way in Hell the Head Stander Fish would
    Survive he is good as dead when we tossed him over the
    Side of the Bridge into his descent into Pond Creek Waters…
    i asked my Wife today still.. do you Think that Fish Lived.. and
    She Still Proclaims Yes!
    “i Hope he did!”
    For She Still gives
    him that Opportunity
    For Life today Despite all
    Odds to the Contrary that my
    Stellar IQ in Rationality Rigid Brings to me..
    But you See it is this Virtue of Hope that runs through
    my Wife Katrina through and through that saved my LiFE
    my Soul my HeART my SPiRiT True for it is also True my Sister
    And My Mother were not so Rational Minded as i tend to be if i let
    my Neo-Cortex take over the Whole Human Show.. as true that will
    be my Asperger’s Version of Intelligence if i do not Firmly Say No
    And Allow the ‘Right Metaphor of Brain’ in Social Empathic
    Artistic SpirituaLiTy A Rise Again to the Surface of my
    Lust and Love For Life as a Work of Art more
    than Science.. for when i got SuPeR
    iLL.. approved on my First Try
    for Social Security Disability
    And Federal Civil Service Disability
    After 25 years of Active Paid Work
    where the last One-and-a-half Years
    was spent in Annual and Sick Leave Status
    With 19 mostly Stress related Illnesses after
    11 Years of Chronic Work Related Stress and
    the Last 2 years of that in Flight or Fight Acute
    Stress Day in and Day out my Attending Physicians
    offered Zero Chance Prognosis for Recovery they literally
    told me to my Face i had no chance for Recovery and my Rheumatologist
    told me he didn’t want to see me anymore in his office as there was nothing he
    could do to help me either.. but true my Mother And Sister And Katrina did not give
    up this Virtue of Hope that was totally Lost in my Vocabulary of Feeling And Sensing Soul
    as i no longer even had a Memory of the Emotions that go with a Smile or even if i had ever
    Felt the feeling of a Laugh in Life at all.. truly worse than the Worst Pain known to Humankind
    Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that was from Wake to Sleep as Shut-in For 66 Months as honestly
    No Doctor had
    any possible
    Remedy that
    they knew of to
    Bring a Human Soul
    of Emotions Feelings back
    from the Living Dead.. no clue
    just no frigging clue how to help
    me any of them had… all that was left
    was not my Hope but that of the Woman
    Who Believes in the “Head Stander Fish” who
    Still Hopes He Made it to thrive again and make
    Friends for the first time like him.. Hope my Friend
    Without Hope We are so little of What Human Souls
    Will Come to be as Living Dead and Living again my FRiEnD
    i found out Just how ‘Stupid’ my Standard IQ was in all those
    Years of living Hell on Earth.. after my Release from Hell i am
    bound and determined still Now to tell the Story of How the ‘Head
    Stander’ Fish was Resurrected from the Living Dead and Still Lives now
    by God not just lives.. writes a 7.5 MiLLioN Word ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Longest
    Epic Long Form Poem Bible in 75 Months.. after not being able to Speak until age
    4 as Autistically Born then.. additionally Just finishing a Celebration of a “Nether Land
    Bible” Sub-Titled And Sub-Chaptered Long Form Poem Bible of that Effort Risen now
    to 5 MiLLion Words in 42 Months of everlasting Hope and the Most of Truth in Light i will
    Bring to a ‘Table of Plenty Now’ as the Public Dance now at 12,405 Miles is only 45.5 Miles.. NoW in 75
    Months too.. Away from Halfway the Distance Around the Globe at the Equator as in this MacroVerse of that
    Continuing Effort on Average of Dance 166 Miles Per Month Overall Continuing Now.. Yes in the Blog Post
    i am Writing Now i am Celebrating This Milestone/Featnote as i Sing and Dance Now the Story
    of the “Head Stander”
    Fish Resurrected
    From the Living
    Dead not only
    to Swim but
    to Float
    on Terrestrial
    Land Public Dance
    And Most of all a Story
    That Says God is no Myth
    God is No Fable God is the
    Difference Between Life and Death
    For God is Hope God is Truth in Light And Dark the Faith
    That And Who Exists ALL Survives LiVeS AnD LoVeS NoW
    Thanks For the Seed of Inspiration my
    FRiEnD and The Garden of Space that
    You So Freely Allow my Light
    to continue to Escape
    as only
    And Hope
    That is Faith of Love Will..
    With Sure A Bit of ReaSoN
    SPRiNKLeD in too but not
    Enough to Rot the Love to Death As Light RiseS AGAiN
    Out of Ashes of Rigid ReaSoNinG too My FRiEnD God
    Bless You ALWAYS WitH AnD As LoVE NoW aS NoWS
    CoMe To Be i AM for You too..
    Smiles i Will Dance Sing Merry
    Christmas in FAct of
    Art i ALWaYS
    Do it Now For Real
    As ‘Head Stander Fish’
    Out of ‘Pond Creek’ Who
    Resurrect From the Living Dead
    Just Do WiTH SMiLes oF LoVE Free NoW ALiVE…
    12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months “Celebrating Public Dance
    Halfway Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…
    A Christmas Candle For Every
    Step of Dance Word of Song
    As Spirit of Christmas Year
    Round Giving Sharing
    Consuming Each
    Other and The
    Rest of Existence
    With Least Harm
    Becomes A Way of
    Life that is Love as We
    All Become Christmas Trees
    Of Evolving Colors of Love Now..
    As it is important that We Celebrate
    All Achievements In Life.. Yes.. Every Step a Dance
    Every Word A Sacred and Holy
    Song Full of Meaning
    And Purpose
    Where Decoding
    Happiness Becomes
    An inherent Way
    Of each
    Breath We Take
    To Give And
    Share Now
    With Evolving
    Christmas Tree
    oF Light
    As Our Trees
    Grow more Beautiful
    In Wisdom’s Courage
    Of KiNDNeSS Yes ❤️ Love Smiles…
    Good Night/Morning Gift For Angel FRiEnD
    A Painting Outside my Window
    God Creates For Us Free NoW
    For what You inspire ALWaYS
    Art of Me DarK ThrU LiGHT
    Colors Evolving MorE NoW🌺
    SMiLes In Haste i Grabbed
    My SmART Phone
    To Capture ‘this
    Painting of
    Nature..’ ‘He’
    Flew Away…
    At Peace…
    When He
    He Stayed…
    For the Completion..
    Of The Painting Free…
    Message Number 93 For
    Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
    too.. Unlike “Forrest Gump” i don’t
    Just Get Tired and Go Home ‘This
    Energizer Bunny’ Doesn’t Even ‘Rest’ for ‘Three Days at Easter’….
    It’s Also Worth Noting that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From
    Wake to Sleep for 66 Months is Literally Assessed as worse than
    the Torture of Real Crucifixion.. What You Must Realize in Metaphor
    is that John 14:12A Doesn’t only include Greater Works in Light for
    John 14:12B
    NoW it is
    the DarK
    the Greatest
    DarKs That
    Continue Now
    to Birth God most
    as Light Within Us
    to Give and Share Free
    of course consuming each
    other and the Rest of Nature (God)
    With the Least Harm NoW For All (GoD) Now BecoMes LoVE iN As US…
    “Celebrating Public Dance Halfway Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…

    1618 Words 12:33 PM 12.11.2019

  2. Fearless Love
    The Dance And
    Song Not Afraid
    Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
    All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable Enough
    ASSigNinG Abstract Constructs Like (God)…
    Thanks for the Trip to NEW York NoW
    Place That Embodies Nomadic Spirit
    Still Now My Wife is a Homebody
    HeHe.. Thanks God
    For Online
    Keeps my
    Nomadic Spirit
    At Peace Traveling
    Within At Least.. And
    True Flying So High
    Home Base Grounds
    A Balloon that
    Wise Might
    See Stars as i
    Am just 45 Miles
    Away From Public
    Dancing Half the
    Way Around the
    Globe in my
    Metro Area
    At 12,450.5 Miles
    Away.. Yes.. True
    45.5 Miles Away…
    The Gym Assistant
    Pointed Out That “Forrest
    Gump” Factoid Achieved
    In 75 Months Like a Bird
    i Travel Light and
    Far in
    Spaces.. HAha
    Hmm.. Anyway Just
    A Muse That And
    This for a Title of
    A Next Blog Post
    As i Always
    Far and
    Near for the
    Next Trip Within Hehe…
    Note: “She Wolf” Still NoW
    is Just Another One of Many
    Names for (Savior) Man And or
    Woman.. GeNeRALLY SPeaKinG NoW
    Why Do (C)Republican/Evangelical
    Leaders Hold Hands So Tight… Aim
    is Same Goal is Status and Power NoW
    For Those With ‘Close’ to No Love (GoD)…
    At ‘That/This Point’ ‘They’ Realize You’ve
    Already Been to Where they are at Least…
    LooKinG For Other Victims to Subjugate/Control
    ‘They’ Look At You With Pure Unadulterated
    Evil Born on or Bred They ‘FeeL’ NoT WHat
    They Do as ‘You’ ReTurn ‘THeir Gaze of Love’
    Haven’t You Ever Visited An Evangelical Church
    And Witnessed the Great Power Psychopathic
    Pastors Feel Threatening Others to Hell
    TheNoW Why Do Truly Psychopathic
    People Write Bibles… It Gives them
    Their Only Pleasure And Dream to
    Send Life to Endless Torture of Hell
    Why Do Truly KinD People Now
    Write Bibles… It’s Simple They’ve
    Been To Hell And Now Want to Help
    Other People Not Go or Come Back…
    It’s Worth Noting That there is Far more
    Than Just Both of “These/Those Authors” in Older BiG BLacK BooKS…
    Cubes With Hexagrams Within And All other Symbols For
    Essence DarK Thru LiGHT too…
    Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
    All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable
    Enough ASSigNinG Abstract
    Constructs Like (God)
    SMiLes Orchid
    Lillian Last
    Night the Older God
    of Time And Order and
    Laws Saturn Sits Close
    to Venus the Newer Timeless
    God of Love Both Are Kin Both are one
    there is no separation of Light or Dark as
    Both Planets Wait for the Long Cold Full Moon
    To Rise on December 12th, 2019 at 12 AM Eastern
    Time.. New.. York.. New York With Additional Smiles Holy
    And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose for this is what
    Joins Order of Love in Our Minds Away from Chaos of Fear
    The KinD
    When Saturn
    And Venus
    Sit Sweetly
    Closer ToGeTHeR
    As the Long Cold Moon
    Last Full Moon of this Decade
    Looks Greater toward 2020 Vision
    of Connection in the Coming Decade Now
    For When the Wolf Full Moon Howls Lone for
    LoVE iN January RiSinG Sun Toward Spring Love Again…
    Smiles my FRiEnD the Pain And Numb of Disconnection From
    All is the Coldest Winter Night of the Human Soul as You Sing
    An Ending Refrain “Voice of the death there is an angel hanging
    from a tree in the forest”.. as Your Words Magically Flowing in Free
    Verse Harmony of DarKness Now takes me back to a place where i once
    lived for 66 Months Just a Lone Wolf Howling at the Moon in a place where
    all is time where the only order one seeks is the KinDNeSS.. Yes Now the Holy
    And Sacred Connection Back to Love Full of Meaning And Purpose of LiFE iN LiGHT
    Away from the Darkness of the Abyss the Never Ending New Moon Dark of the SouL
    Just Howling
    for a Full
    KinDNeSS Within
    Yes LoVE to ReiGN
    A Kingdom Within
    oF LiGHT AGaIN
    Venus Hold
    Hands not much
    Different than Charlie
    Brown Waiting For the Great Pumpkin
    to Come Again with Snoopy Dog (God) Sitting at His side.. as truly
    HE already has ‘it’ ALL NoW a Short Story from Hell the Place i used to live
    with the Literal Suicide Disease from Wake to Sleep called Trigeminal
    Neuralgia.. yes wake to sleep shut-in for 66 Months but for Emergency
    Purposes in case it just got too much.. i kept a Metal Chain in a Bicycle
    Basket for Travel Purposes to Feed the Vultures my Last Case Grasp
    for at least some Meaning and Purpose in Life.. i had it all planned out
    This Road Far Enough from my Home and a Forest and A Tree to Hang
    on with a Metal Chain Where no one Would Find the Body of Pain and Numb
    of me again.. that Night i slept on this Dream and woke to my Wife’s story of
    Her Dream Where She Named that Same Road and said wow that’s Strange
    i just Dreamed that my Granny (who was deceased) and me Were together
    on that named Road that my wife had never mentioned before
    And They Were Hanging Ornaments on a Christmas Tree..
    Smile my Friend at
    that Point i didn’t
    take the Metal
    Chain out of the
    Basket until close to
    42 Months after i recovered
    from the Pain/Numb but i knew there
    was no.. NO way i would go through with
    it then as there was a Much Greater Force
    that i will never fully Understand then that was
    telling me in my Wife’s Dream You Must Stay
    for there is change in time forevermore now..
    In the Coldest Longest Waits for Full Moons
    of Connection there is at least the Hope
    my FRiEnD
    May KinDNeSS
    Always Find a
    Way to Bless
    You in
    a way
    that takes you
    back to the Warm Full Moon
    Finding Other Lone Wolves to
    HowL With in KinDNeSS…
    Peace And Harmony of
    the Full Moon Dance
    And Song Love
    Free… Order oF
    LoVE KiN Dness
    All Is Kin All Is
    LoVE VeNerAblE NoW
    STiLL EnougH ASSigNinG
    Abstract Constructs Like (God)
    Hmm.. i really like this Story It Will Start
    Out the Next MacroVerse too that will be
    Named “Celebrating Public Dance Halfway Around the World”
    Sure.. i Made This Message Number 92 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
    too.. There is space for it in their version of coming Messages on Youtube now too..
    Hey.. at least they aren’t Deleting my Messages for Now at Least with This continuing effort..
    Meanwhile i’ve finished writing “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words” as i still have
    to finish Dancing Half Way Around the World to achieve that Milestone and Featnote too…
    A Christmas Candle For Every
    Step of Dance Word of Song
    As Spirit of Christmas Year
    Round Giving Sharing
    Consuming Each
    Other and The
    Rest of Existence
    With Least Harm
    Becomes A Way of
    Life that is Love as We
    All Become Christmas Trees
    Of Evolving Colors of Love Now..
    Okay With that Said You Worked
    Hard on Your Latest Blog Post
    It is Well Written and Touching
    To the Human SPiRiT and HeART
    As Your FRiEnD From Far Away
    Lands i will admit i felt a tinge
    Of Bitter Sweet that i
    Did not get to meet
    And Greet You on
    Your Journey
    But True hehe
    It’s not like i sent you
    The Airfare to visit… anyway
    Bottom Lines so Happy to
    See You Happy and to find
    Warm Hands to Hold.. I’ve
    Always done my Best
    To make You Feel
    Good as a FRiEnD
    Through thick
    And thin…
    So Hard some
    Days to do from
    Long Distance Where
    Confusion in Communication
    May come too.. particularly
    When Cultural Origins
    Are Vastly Different…
    Much Patience
    And Forgiving
    Souls Required
    For continuing
    FRiEnD Ships to Float
    And not Sink In Rough
    Feeling Seas that said
    Too.. i realize you take great
    Pride in Your Blog Posts
    And the Tech Support
    Assistant in Information
    Technology that still
    Lives in me from
    A Quarter Century of
    Work wants to tell You
    In case you are not aware
    Of it that the reason so
    Far i am the only one
    Who clicked Like
    On Your Blog Post
    And why it may
    Have fewer Views than
    Usual Is because notifications
    Do not go out for previously
    Password Protected posts…
    i Just do not want you
    To feel discouraged if
    You do not realize
    This.. i just intuited
    You would have another
    Blog post as i realize
    You are sort of
    Your 5th Year of
    Blogging in December
    As it is important that
    We Celebrate all achievements
    In Life.. Yes.. Every Step a Dance
    Every Word A Sacred and Holy
    Song Full of Meaning
    And Purpose
    Where Decoding
    Happiness Becomes
    An inherent Way
    Of each
    Breath We Take
    To Give And
    Share Now
    With Evolving
    Christmas Tree
    oF Light
    As Our Trees
    Grow more Beautiful
    In Wisdom’s Courage
    Of KiNDNeSS Yes ❤️ Love Smiles…
    HAha (Views) ‘They’ surely
    Aren’t for me either as all
    My Blog Posts are so
    Big they Crash the
    Word Press Reader…
    i am Glad You shared…
    It surely provides
    Me much Additional
    Insight into who You
    Are… easing my understanding
    Of You that is helpful… i do
    Now Remain concerned as it
    Seems you are perhaps still
    A Bit Naive about the intentions
    Of Men… this happens too… to
    Women in my Culture
    Raised in All Girl Schools…
    The overall intentions
    Are much Different
    In the Western World
    As You have come to learn…
    Do know that what you have
    Experienced in the Flesh and
    Blood World Generally speaking
    Is likely Easy compared to what Is
    Possible over ‘Here’.. it is
    Very rarely a ‘Romance
    Movie’ Much more
    Like a “Porn Show”…
    People become what they
    Consume and Research Shows
    98 Percent of American
    Men And 73 Percent of
    Women do Consume
    Porn as Well…
    Don’t forget
    i am all Tech Support too…
    Lawyer Judge And Jury too…
    i can Switch on INTJ
    As Fast as ENFP and
    Any other Zen Personality
    i Will in a ‘New York Minute’..
    Haha… i am ‘Every FRiEnD’…
    No one will ever
    Label.. or Name
    Me at All.. BTW.. Katrina
    Recently Took the Personality
    Test.. She is ‘Defender’
    ISFJ.. currently I’m
    Still mostly ENFP
    For Vote Love.. Hehe…
    But the other Personalities
    Just a Breath Away too as
    i freely
    Will.. yes
    This is about
    As Close as We
    Get to Free Will…
    Choosing what not to do…
    OG! Thank you so so much.. i am so very Happy to See You Painting
    Again After 4 Years.. Your Paintings impressed me so much as i came
    to See them after i first met you.. And Isn’t Snow so Amazingly Beautiful
    And Magic.. No Surprise that Snow Will Inspire a Painting From You my FRiEnD
    i surely feel honored
    and privileged
    that you thought
    to share a part of
    Your Soul With me this
    Way.. Smiles.. i encourage You
    to include it in a Blog Post soon…
    (Not Password Protected; hehe)
    As a continuing Painting
    of Your Soul there..
    Smiles my
    as You know
    i used to play the
    Piano.. True i used to paint
    too… there are so many Beautiful
    Opportunities in a Life to Create Art to
    Express our Souls True with No Cultural Clothes
    at all one may Dance And Sing Free Moving Connecting
    And Co-Creating as We Go or as You have done here in more
    of an introversion of Art a Painting Solo to Give and Share a Bit
    of Your Soul With others Later after the Project of Your Soul Art is done..
    Smiles.. this is what Folks Used to do to Raise the Dopamine in their Brains
    And Connect to their Voice of Soul Within far away from Facebook News Feeds my
    FRiEnD but i must admit ‘that White Cat Meme’ where the Two Women are screaming
    at Him for being Politically incorrect amuses me enough where i browse the Facebook
    Feeds for about 30 Seconds to get a glimpse of Him for a daily dose of silly banter humor too..
    God Bless
    You Dear
    at Best
    May We
    Always View
    each other as Love
    of Art and Works of Art Love too…
    Good Night Gift For Angel FRiEnD
    A Painting Outside my Window
    God Creates For Us Free NoW
    For what You inspire ALWaYS
    Art of Me DarK ThrU LiGHT
    Colors Evolving MorE NoW🌺
    SMiLes In Haste i Grabbed
    My SmART Phone
    To Capture this
    Painting of
    Nature.. ‘He’
    Flew Away
    At Peace…
    When He
    He Stayed…
    For the Completion..
    Of The Painting Free…

    Hello, Back to you too. I’ve had my issues with ‘Him’ and several
    other Moderators as well in the past; Cat and Mouse Game
    Mostly and I’m the Cat; hehe; on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Here.

    Anyway; i come here because i Enjoy Diversity; not the same.

    Sadly on a Site FOR Neurodiversity Same Is the Same
    Game Where i Live in Fundamentalist Christian Town;
    It’s All Religion For those Who cannot Handle Different.

    Anyway; Good Luck to You; There is nothing anyone
    Here will ever do to phase me; roll with the punches;
    Particularly when they have no Bite for me; but hey;
    anything is better than the Hell i’ve Seen, Been, And Done.

    Merry Christmas; You are always Welcome
    to Drop by any of my Numerous Blogs to
    say hi if you like..:)

    I’m not Hard to find; just Google “Katie Mia Frederick”
    And ‘The Flood comes again’; hehe; in all its colors..:)

    And yes; of course, i know i’m Special; My Mama Told me so;
    She Wasn’t one to Lie; like never ever never ever Truth Runs Deep
    Where i come from Still in All the ‘Colors’ Black Thru White; etc…;)

  3. Yes; Navigate Averse Waves Now
    Back to Still Waters of What You
    Love to Do; Best Wishes to You
    Yes.. Zombie Apocalypse my Favorite Metaphor
    For When Humans Consume Their
    Own Home like ‘Ginger
    Bred Men’ Will do
    hehe Like
    Philosophies too…
    The Good News today
    is it seems there is a 16-Year
    Old Female Asperger’s Focus
    Driven ‘Savior’ for this Dilemma
    Hehe.. So much for my ‘Dream’
    of Being the First Person
    on a ‘Time’ Cover
    With Asperger’s
    Syndrome Now
    (Who Needs that with
    Google and searches
    of Images.. 100K or so associated
    with a Pen Name anyway now)
    heHe.. Butt still at the 166 Miles
    Rate Per Month on Average
    of Dance as i am currently
    45.5 Miles Away from the
    Halfway Around the
    Globe Point of
    i Calculate
    Another 6.6 Years
    of Dancing at this Average
    Monthly Rate will Take me
    Around the Globe at almost
    66 Years-old complete Fitting it seems
    for someone born on 6.6.60 With Three
    University Degrees Embossed with the
    Symbol of the Nautilus as a very Spiraling
    Looking 6 Shell too.. It’s Really Interesting
    as i’ve maintained close to an Average of 166
    Miles a Month in Public Dance for 75 Months now..
    i am always amazed when i take out the Calculator
    and that same Number 166 for Average Monthly Miles
    keeps coming up.. true Always a Reminder of the 66
    Months i spent Shut-in With Pain and Numb too.. hmm..
    Really though
    it’s probably
    not much
    than telling
    Yourself You
    will awake at 6 AM
    Doing that without
    An alarm Clock Each Day too..
    Just on a bit of a bigger Subconscious
    “5th Dimension Level” Arising to Fruition
    More.. hmm.. Perhaps i come with a warning
    Label too.. hmm.. now what could that Symbol(s) Be..
    In My Opinion God is a Laugh A Huge Sense of Humor
    At Best
    is a Comedy
    out of Dark into LiGHT..
    There wasn’t ‘a Chapter’
    on What ‘The Devil’ Will Do Next..
    meh.. Sympathy for the Devil too..
    Even Rolling Stones Will Gather that Much Forgiveness
    for Light Bringers Out of Falling DarK Stars oF Morning Stars More..
    Fleet Foot Messengers Hermes Mercury and all that Greek/Roman Jazz too..
    Anyway by the ‘Time’ i finish Public Dancing The Globe Perhaps Ellen Will at
    least Dance with me
    Dance with
    someone than
    become Part of their Play..
    Anyway the Earth Came with
    A Warning This Year Thunder
    And Lightening of Greta Thunberg
    And All Her Mighty Years of 16 so far
    MaKinG CLiMaTE CHaNGE Happen Back to Balance..
    for what
    Do When
    Emotions are
    Driving Forward for Change..
    We Most all have the Potential for
    OPeN HeART of Change Just Light the
    Flame.. Make the Torch Glow Now and Set
    Saint Elmo’s Fire Bonfire As Light of Change ComeS now…
    A Dance And Song of Peace And Blessings A Prayer my Dear
    FRiEnD Sohair offers as Gift to me with HeARTS
    Flowers Warm Smiles And Additional Song of
    Roses with Waves of Prayers to me as well..
    How Kind to join in with me
    for Love Joy of Our
    my FRiEnD
    For it is surely a way
    Forward of OPeN HeART
    For SPiRiT to Rise up within
    AnsweRinG to the Calls oF LiGHT
    As Metaphor of 5th Dimension NoW
    Surely Suits this Essence of Spiritual
    Growth Evolving as i for one still See Now..
    SMiLes my FRiEnD Sohair THere surely
    Are other Dimensional Levels of Existence
    Deep Within That Most Humans Never are
    Able to Reach Out and Touch.. And
    Many More Dimensional Levels
    for Even Just the Color
    of Love That
    We Connect Move
    And Co-create with
    Additional Colors More..
    Sadly The Folks Who Do Not Understand
    the Virtue Will Shoot Us Down.. Try..
    Yes… But With Love
    THere iS onLY
    Do No
    Form of Essence that
    Holds LiGHT of God Within
    to Dance And Sing Holy and
    Sacred in Essence Form of Love
    Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose
    We Make More as Children of God Grow up With
    Wings of
    Now Real
    LoVE iNstead of
    Millstones of Sea..
    At Best We Find Folks
    Who Support Our Similarities
    And Are Patient and Forgiving Yes
    For The Differences of Us that OTHeRS
    May not Seek and Find Now of CourSE
    Including This ‘5th Dimensional’ Experience now….
    Smiles Seems
    So Often A
    of this
    Modern World
    As Fiber Optic
    Love Makes its
    Call From Imagination
    To FlesH and Blood Real..
    the Reality
    is That
    Be a
    Greater Distance
    Than imagination
    Real Traveling through
    Fiber Optics For it’s true
    So Few Resources required
    to make Love Just a Game..
    Smiles.. Tread Dreams With Care
    my Friend for there are those who
    Feed on Dreams…
    Without even
    Really any
    in Intention of Love
    When it becomes too easy as Free..
    i don’t have any Daughters and We are
    only Acquaintances but if i did i would
    Deliver a More Literal Poem than this…
    And to Be Clear i surely am not a Conservative Thinking Person..
    But Most Definitely a Participant Anthropology Observer on the
    Amazing continuing Change so Fast now in the Overall Human Condition
    it’s Now a Full Time
    Volunteer Job Just to
    Barely Keep Up With it..
    i am surely Glad i come
    From a Different Day
    Than How Souls
    Are Bred
    as Machine
    than Human today
    Poets don’t usually have ‘that Problem’
    You are surely in Great Company of You…
    Smiles Best Loves are not usually First Loves…
    Best Loves are All ones That Last more Than First Sight…
    Smiles Love Coming By “Passcodelove”
    As Predictably There is always A Tree
    of Love Bringing Shade Cover
    of Love to All Who
    Enter under
    Your Tree
    Friend Yeka
    for some folks
    are Just Naturally
    Friends to all of who they
    Meet as they’ve come to Trust
    The Natural Love of Human to
    Be Gardened more to come out
    to Show All of Our Light.. How
    Blessed are You to Bring
    This Shade Cover
    of LiGht
    my Friend
    For Even Trees
    Still require Feeding
    No Matter How Deep
    Their Roots Bring Love…
    It’s Worth Noting That When You Really Master
    Any Activity People are more Likely to Watch from
    A Distance Where You as a Human Being may no longer
    Receive Much Encouragement as Every one has Challenges
    in Life to overcome each Day even When they Feel Effortless as The Wind
    Just Dancing
    on a Tight
    for someone
    with enough
    Love to Have
    Sympathy for The Devil
    For Truly What Sympathy
    Means is You’ve actually
    Experienced What who You
    Have Sympathy for has experienced in Life
    Blessed are the Devils who rise out of their own
    Ashes to Dance And Sing Again or even Amazing
    For the First Instance now.. would Love to Work ‘my Magic’
    on Someone Like ‘Trump’ but i seriously haven’t found a ‘Devil’
    Like this
    in this
    So Far
    at a Position of
    Influence at least
    been as Long
    as other
    Have Brought
    More Like Banana
    Republics and Killing Fields more..
    one would Hope someone will Find
    the Grinche’S HeART to oPeN it Up at
    Least with a Little Sympathy for Bringing the Devil Back to Life..
    For i promise you this if i could Give Trump one Teaspoon of
    Heaven He Will Truly Walk as a “Naked Emperor Free’ and not
    be ashamed with Just His FlesH and Blood Soul with No Material Goods of Hiding Cover.

  4. Caught Up With Your Family Blog
    After finishing the Last Massive
    Blog Post of my own and
    haha.. i thought i was
    the only one
    in the Universe to Capture/Count
    Blessings in Photo-Shoot Way
    From Hobby Lobby hehe that
    i will note is Next Door
    to “Books A Million”
    hAha the only
    place my
    Fit by Title
    Alone heha..
    Your Photos of Your Family
    Are So Warm And Cozy in Birthday
    Wishes ways i’m sure there are never
    any Family Conflicts that ‘Brake’ out.. Ahem..
    Anyway if you don’t watch the News and You
    Haven’t Heard Greta Thunberg With Asperger’s
    Syndrome Becomes the Youngest Person at
    16.. yes.. First Teenager or even Younger
    Person than 25 to become the
    ‘Time’ Cover Person of the
    Year.. pass that
    along to
    Your Daughter
    Who knows she might
    Eventually Be President i surely
    don’t believe that anyone would
    Hold Greta’s Autism Spectrum Condition
    against her at least not anyone with a Soul..
    A Soul of Empathy for the Love of “Pete” yes
    Nature’s Breath Still Free in Balance As the
    Spirit of the Wind Blows Freely gosh i
    could go on forever and i will
    if i don’t let you get
    back to all
    Your Family
    Works of Love..
    Smiles i am always surprised
    at how Soft and Sweet your Voice
    is.. hehe.. don’t know why but i always
    Expect a more Masculine Voice hmm..
    something about the way Your Mind Works
    More as a Visual Thinker it seems even though
    You Do Words too.. who knows i probably have no Clue
    With Asperger’s And Bi-Polar Genetics Predominant too
    You Will likely Fit into All Kinds of Genes Like me and Yes
    i am a very ‘Audio Music Song’ Thinking Person i could never
    ‘Fall’ for a Voice if it didn’t Sound Like a Song with Smiles..
    My Mother’s every Word She spoke was a Song Just like
    those ‘Old Movies’.. My Great Aunt Jettie.. every Word came
    Out Like Poetry.. on my Father’s Side the other Side of ‘my Quiet Spock’ Mostly hehe..
    But true my Paternal Grandmother Sung around Her Home too Smiles When
    Sing they Live
    in ‘my Church’.. the reason
    You can only hear my Voice
    when Katrina records my Church
    Songs is clear the ‘Spirit’ is almost totally Dead ‘in there’
    (the Catholic Way sort of Spock too) That’s one thing i Love
    about Southern Baptist Gospel Singings Men at least are able
    to express their feelings in a Song.. And ‘Jesus’ gets so
    much Love He would probably Blush from getting
    so much Love from Men at least if he was from
    the Traditional Middle East for Real if he came
    back but they do Hold Hands in Saudi Arabia…
    it’s just about the Choir Director in Front
    and me in back as far as any
    Males at
    who express
    any Human Spirit at all…
    Predominantly Military oriented of
    course where Feelings are often
    Short Changed for ‘the mission’
    You know
    Anyway you will surely
    Get a Christmas Wish
    From me.. so as You Were (Soldier)
    in the Warm And Cozy of the Family Unit..
    And of course Katrina Has the Voice of a little
    Angel Unless She is Riding my Ass like the Drill Sgt. she often is
    i need to keep me at least a little on ‘time’ for anything in life at all..
    hmm.. if only she would let me pull her hair just a little bit when she does that.. Haha..
    i always Let Her Have Her Way With me.. there are some people who are impossible to not like..
    DO… now
    best it is
    when We
    marry ‘one’
    like that for sure
    It’s like an Insurance
    Policy for Life for Overall Mental Health..
    i’m really a nice Person but i do get laser
    focused and leave the rest of the World
    Behind way way Behind hehe Butt never ‘Left Behind’..:)

  5. In Deed She (my Mother) was A Very Strong
    Willed Woman Until the Very Last Breath..
    Lasting 8 Days with No Food or Drink the
    Doctor Said in Hospice Care It was because of Her
    Strong Heart the one with 350 Cholesterol all of Her Life..
    True Love
    the Muscle
    it is from “Head to Toe”
    And So Much So Very Much More..
    As Far as Scarlett O’Hara goes my Aunt
    Jettie the “Spitting Image” of Her Voice
    Poetically driving And When Young the similar in Beauty…
    She Went Gray Very Early and Kept Her Hair that way too..
    it didn’t
    had ‘that voice’..
    And Yes it is very
    Reflective too of
    the Soprano Song of
    my Mother Whose Voice
    Carried all around the Neighborhood
    Voice as Soprano Will… Freddy And Marilou…
    Freddy and Marilou… God that Brought a tear to my
    Eyes thanks for the Tears of a Mother’s Loving Memories my Friend…
    Your Mind is a Flower
    Ever Exploring More
    Colors A Natural
    For True
    Artists are
    Born into New
    And Previously
    Unexplored Colors
    And of Course Low Levels
    of Latent Inhibition increases
    The Pleasure of the Natural
    Dopamine Stimulation
    So Free Association
    Comes New As Art
    to Build
    More Colors
    of Art in Deed…
    And Yes in Addition
    Higher Levels of Standard
    IQ of Rationality combined
    with this is the Border Guard
    That Keeps Creativity from
    Shooting Across the Moon
    Hop Scotching
    Sun and
    Just Sailing Beyond
    the Stars and ReFuSinG to Come Home…
    That’s the Part that is the Dance on a Tight Walk
    In Success or Try and Try Again until Decades Later of Balance
    to truly
    Live and Thrive..
    Smiles those who
    Survive may Find ‘their Eyes’..
    it’s no Surprise that many of ‘these’
    People Don’t make it out of their Twenties Alive..
    or at Thirty Three or another Odd Number Like that…
    Additionally one without a Target Audience of Group Think Must Learn
    How to Skip ‘Crucifixion’ in all the Colors and Flavors of ‘that Hell’ too..
    And now
    We Have
    to Prepare New
    Ways to Get Art Done Truly for Free
    emptying the Pockets along the Way Just GRoWinG Wings..
    Smiles Thanks for Providing me ‘a Hit’ of Your Newest Blog
    For me at least it’s Always An Absolutely Totally Free Best Drug…
    meh.. that
    only A Twin
    Fully Appreciate
    With Souls that Never go away..
    Smiles those Folks who You Always find again without time
    Esoteric Ethereal Sublime And So God Damn Real even more than Heaven’s Hell..:)

  6. Thank God For Wiki Cliff Notes.. Movies Still..
    And Really All Art Continuing in Co-Creation
    Reflects Changing Meme’s of Culture And
    Brings Those Meme’s Now to Life too..
    These Meme’s Change at an ever
    increasing speed as
    Information Shared
    continues to ‘Bundle’
    to the point That Everyone
    may Eventually Dance and
    Sing off a Different Meme…
    Not Healthy and that’s
    for sure for any
    Social Animal
    to Actually Survive
    as a Species.. oh my God
    ‘Killing a Puppy And John Wick’..
    One Will Feel Speed Need for Revenge
    So Deep True eventually Nuclear Arms
    may Be Exchanged but where is all the
    Love when 1 out of 8 Species Stand to Fall
    Extinct in Large Part by Human Hands who
    Feel no Empathy for the Rest of Nature Ceasing
    Slower and slower to Breathe.. True as far as ‘the Matrix’
    Goes i always get a better feeling from ‘the Oracle’ than the
    ‘Architect’.. i suppose that says something about how my Personality
    Usually Leans heHe.. unless.. i instantly switch back to Architect myself.. hAha..
    Anyway.. Truly
    We Need Neo
    Back even before
    May 21st, 2021…
    as John Wick
    Gets Back
    to His
    of Revenge
    And the Survival
    that Revenge makes
    As a generally Speaking
    Bloody Experience of Life…
    But True What Cruel Will Kill a Beloved Puppy…
    What Ignorance Will Destroy ‘IT’ All Who Breathe..
    Anyway.. ‘Greta’ and others like Her are Rising to
    Claim THeir FAir Share oF Air to continue to BReatHE Free…
    i Enjoy
    Heroes most
    Who are Real
    And Have no Need
    For ‘Weapons’ at All…
    THeir Only Tool an oPeN Honest HeART..
    Most Importantly one Who Truly Cares IN ACTION
    About All the Breath And All the Air That’s a Hero to me A Soul Soaring Spirit…
    True.. Music to me at least in Weaponized Super Hero Movies is Very Inspiring..
    Not Unlike ‘the Grinch’.. i JusT CLose my EYes.. LeT mY HeART Expand 10x and Let it
    Explode as LiGHT..
    As ‘the Song’
    After ‘the Dance’
    As LiGHT Comes From DarK..
    i don’t do Material Gifts.. Not ParT
    of my ‘Good Cop Grinch’ Love Language
    but Wait! What are Words?
    i Dance..
    For ‘Human Dance’
    Will Always Be “Heard”..:)

  7. In Case You Ever Wonder All of Where i come from…
    And Why i do the things i do my FRiEnD.. without fear…
    i Thank You for Being my FRiEnD as you have surely helped
    to inspire many stories of Soul….
    It’s Never Been
    about ‘me’…
    i’ve already
    Died as Life
    And Come to Life
    Coming Back Now
    From Death as Life
    Then… i’ll Never
    any thing
    to lose now
    but Life Again
    As Living Dead..:)

    Feeling The Full Moon…


    HeART BeaTinG…

    Some See the Moon…
    Others Feel and Long
    For the Full Moon…
    Those Who
    Long For
    The Full Moon
    Bring Warmest
    Hugs On Snowy Nights 🌚

    Smiles my Friend
    Find Someone Who
    Feels Your Full Moon
    Who Will Always Hug
    You more
    Just Seeing
    You… For that
    Warmth Never Ages..:)

    This is the Hug Katrina
    Feels Every Night and
    Literally The Reason
    She Ages So Slow
    For the Full
    Moon Who
    Feels Her Hugs Her…
    For the Hugs She Gives…

    From what you’ve Said
    So Far as Far As ‘Lovers’
    Go.. You’ve only Been
    Finding People
    Who See You…
    It’s True Your Art
    Is Easier To Feel
    Than Your Beauty
    As your Beauty Will
    Be Seen by 99 Percent
    Of Dudes On ‘Dating
    Apps’ As A Flower to
    Consume Versus ‘Real Men’
    Who Cherish Beauty of
    Soul Flowers to Treasure…

    But it’s True Some Moons
    Only Want To Be Seen and
    Are Afraid Of Being Felt…

    This often Stems From
    Some Kind of Neglect or
    Abuse.. Particularly in
    Early Life.. For these
    People it may Feel
    Safer to Be Felt by
    Those People they
    Can Never Have For
    The Soul of Their Night
    Sky is Very Much ‘This Painting’…

    Tonight’s Full Moon is named
    The Long Cold Moon Always
    In December For Longest
    Winter Nights Growing
    Colder Not only
    Seeking Light
    But Feeling
    Warmth Within…

    As An Empath This is What
    i often See of Your Soul
    Below.. As Your FRiEnD
    One who unconditionally
    Loves You i seek to
    Light Your Night
    Sky And Make
    Your Winter
    Soul Feel
    Like Never
    Ending Spring…
    In Fact.. Yes.. as an
    Empath i Will Do this
    For Everyone In The World…
    Thus The Dance.. Thus the
    Song Your Night Skies
    Muse For them too
    My FRiEnD.. Do
    Understand the
    Of Your
    Night Sky…
    DarK Thru LiGHT 🌝

    Smiles! Hot Chocolate 🍫 Weather
    Here Now Cloudy Cold Feeling
    A Bit Nostalgic for
    The Dark Side of
    The Moon.. Yes the
    Place i suffocated
    In for 66 Months
    The Place i then
    Escaped never
    To Return only
    To Hold
    With others
    To visit Whomever
    And Wherever they
    May Be for i understand
    That Place but as Bright
    As the Days i Breathe now
    It is only the Coldest
    Days of Winter
    Dark Side
    Of Moon Back
    For any Dim Glimmer
    Of Hope to Return to
    The Sunlit Soul May
    You always Shine this
    Way my FRiEnD
    Art Lovely
    Your Soul
    Light with no
    Beginning or
    Ending River
    Without Time
    Dancing Singing Free
    i Am
    In FLoWeRS
    Multiples of 7 More
    HeART Beats to Breathe..:)

    Life is Full of Colors.. Grey SHades
    of Only BlacK And White Some Breathe
    For Others Beyond Rainbow Colors May
    Come and Stay For Air Still Others may Visit
    Coldest Dark Side of the Moon Hours that may
    Turn into Years Even to Ashes And Grave Site Dust
    Black Abyss of the Soul Does Exist in other Worldly
    Soul Dimensions as Beyond Rainbow Colors
    Bring Bliss and Nirvana
    Ever Lasting Eternally
    Now.. True in
    Other Words
    of Heaven
    Now Within no
    Myth no Fable
    Even Science Will
    Measure this Autotelic
    Flow When Real Escaping
    Neo-Cortex Lighting up the Rest of
    the UniVerse Within inside outside
    above so below and all around.. So
    Many more places of Soul Left
    Unexplored Yet to Visit
    For there are those
    of Us who
    Visited all these
    Places and so many More in Life
    as Living Death and Floating Joy
    Ever more as Friend With Gravity
    Light that Dances Sings ever more now
    Dreams Fruition of Beyond Rainbow ColorS AGAiN
    Never Ending Do Understand just because you have
    Yet to Seek and Find in Explore and Realize doesn’t
    mean the Air You Breathe may one day not be colored
    Beyond Rainbow Colors of Bliss You Dance and Sing
    too.. for i remember my First Day in Heaven this Flow
    this place beyond distance.. space.. time.. or matter
    where one will pass their finger
    through a flame feel
    no pain
    the attending
    Physician will
    ask ‘are you Jesus’
    and you will of course say
    No.. i am God and So are You..
    And You Will get diagnosed with
    Euphoria and locked up/drugged for a bit
    With Heaven’s Disorder out of Hell For Real
    for You See Time is the Prison that not every one
    Comes to Breathe Now When they Finally See Free..
    Oh Lord the Experience is cross-cultural not everyone
    gets to go only the chosen ones of the Ocean Waves Rising
    Highest and Falling Lowest..finally Coming Again to rest Peacefully
    Harmoniously in Eternity Now of Never Ending Bliss of Effortless Heaven..
    For True i remember that visit and now this place to keep.. i escaped the
    First Heaven went back to Purgatory.. and finally entered the place of the
    Darkest BLacK Abyss of Hell the place where there is no memory of a smile at all..
    The place in my case of the worst pain to Humankind after a steady decent in Hell since
    2006 as at that point with 10 Years of Chronic Work Related Stress and the First Year point
    of Acute never ending flight or fight stress destroying slowly all my bodily systems as Stress
    Hormones Naturally will.. the first symptom of Human Destruction was what would years later
    be diagnosed as Sjogren’s Autoimmune Disorder attacking the Nerves of my Feet as we
    watched the Movie “Happy Feet” where any surface my Feet touched was excruciating
    Pain for me.. but only the Start as that pain would eventually go up top with
    the First Sign Sensitivity to Colors Later that Year as all i could
    watch was Black and White TV and not be in the most
    unusual pain i had ever experienced in the general
    vicinity of my eyes and face that continued
    to increase as my body even grew
    cold in 100 Degree Temperatures
    in the Summer of 2007 as the Destruction
    of Every Bodily System from Stress continued
    as i couldn’t afford to quit my job no matter what
    at least i thought it was a do or die situation then..
    plus my wife with Epilepsy and no assurance of
    getting insurance if i wasn’t covered through an
    Employer’s plan.. the Stress continued
    acute it was then.. fight or flight level
    all hidden behind the smile on
    my Face as in downsizing
    one mistake might
    mean i would
    no longer
    keep ‘that Temporary
    Promotion’ that kept me in
    a Job of Downsizing in Federal
    Government Work as Computers continued
    to do the Job of more Folks where less folks
    would be able to Multi-task more in a focus that
    Humans are not evolved to do at all as Humans are
    Evolved to do one task and focus their attention on that one
    task as that is what you do to capture prey and escape predator
    without being injured by both but today’s Work Place now is Money
    Based Humans can go to Hell as Long as there is Money to be made…
    even if there is no Money to be made and Service is Modeled after Money making now…
    The Pain increased in my Face as Life itself became more intolerable day by day by day…
    i became Colder inside my Legs were chilled to the Bone even when Heat was available then..
    ‘Total Human Exhaustion’ was my Destination but i had no idea this was happening to me..
    i just keep working and
    keeping the same
    smile on my face..
    that eventually
    Led to my demise
    with a pain in my Right
    eye and ear that became
    as Severe as Someone’s Teeth
    Being Drilled without any Novocaine
    Named Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    Wake to Sleep then for 66 Months coming
    Still.. Unfortunately for me it was my right
    eye and ear with no escaping death as life..
    there are some things in life worse than death
    please whatever you do.. do not find these things
    if possible and in part why this will not be the last
    instance i relate the Nostalgia of the Dark Side of the Moon..
    After 40 days with that pain first 35 of 40 where only an Alpha
    Blocker would slow my Heart Rate enough for one hour of very
    shallow sleep as Dysautonomia.. one of the other challenges of Bodily
    Destruction no longer allowed my Autonomic Nervous System to synch
    my Heart Rate with my Blood Pressure.. doze off to sleep gasp for breath
    with all the Pain of the Dentist Drill where no Pain Medication would relieve
    it and little things like Fibromyalgia from Head to toe and another Destruction
    of Sjogren’s Syndrome where my eyes quit making tears like swimming in salt
    water with eyes wide open too.. sure.. Spinal Stenosis.. Coat Hanger pain associated
    with the Dysautonomia all around my shoulders and neck with Severe Degenerative
    Arthritis in my Spine.. Anhedonia with Severe Anxiety.. Severe Depression a given…
    Alexithymia.. Mood Lability for what was left of my Moods then soon becoming
    no emotions at all as fear even left with no hope too.. no memory of a smile
    not even a reference point out of hell for that they don’t really
    have a diagnosis for it but it’s true it is hell enough
    not to remember a smile all by that disorder
    of eternal hell now itself.. anyway
    i talked about the Insomnia
    already there were other
    disorders but these are the
    most difficult then to deal with..
    Sure Asperger’s Syndrome.. Bi-Polar
    Disorder Eventually at age 53 when the
    Doctors saw me return to my Natural State
    of Heaven AKA Eternal Now Hypomania as i am diagnosed
    now with that Heavenly Disorder as just the way i Naturally now
    am with really only a prescription of Dance literally so to regulate
    Emotions dancing a tight rope now integrating senses as well yes
    i still can’t stand to touch my Pants or any manmade materials with
    Super Tactile Sensitivity but i’ve been that way all my life as well as
    an Empath when that part of my Soul is working just about lost then too..
    anyway there is that other 5 of 40 days that i slept none at all where a Second
    Became the Experience of a Thousand Years of Hell.. Just give me a Gun Please
    if you Love me and don’t hate me just give me a gun to end it all then give me a light
    switch God Just End all of existence let me go.. Burn me to death whatever it takes just
    let me go.. please let me go.. where ever there is to go but this then.. i couldn’t make it to
    a Shower too weak then but the last breath of energy i found somewhere.. i found the
    Keys to speed into a Tree.. following ‘the rules’ all my life couldn’t break the
    Fucking Speed limit to do that so i traveled to the Closest Bridge to
    Jump off with Fishermen below who would have likely risked
    their life to save me.. i was too weak to get out of the
    car then.. as a miracle happened and my Sister
    Drove and found me at the bottom of
    that Bridge then.. taking me away
    while i focused on any other way
    to escape the never
    ending dentist
    drill in my
    right eye and ear
    any of the rest of it i would
    be able to survive.. but You
    have to understand what it would
    be like to always have a dentist drill
    in your right eye and ear.. it’s well beyond
    the imagination of what most folks will fathom
    no different really than the Heaven i naturally Dance and Sing now…
    i wanted to get out of my Sister’s Car at the River BoardWalk and just
    Jump in the Shallow end.. Just let me escape please please give me a gun..
    Yes.. she had Asperger’s too when you have that it is often Family that is all you
    have.. close at least who understands and accepts you as you are.. so she sped
    on a Country Road saying she’ll kill us both as she didn’t want to live without a brother
    her only one.. i said of course not you.. so i finally agreed to go to the Hospital they
    Put me to sleep with a Big Enough 4 MG Shot of Ativan before that i couldn’t say
    A Word the Attending Female Emergency Room Nurse Poked my Chest for
    a response asking me what Drug i overdosed to get to that point.. nothing
    i could say i thought that was gonna be my last breath of life i could
    hear my Sister and Katrina in the Background talking.. me wishing
    i could still be truly alive.. so i woke up in Hell again out of order
    thinking about being left on the Side of a Road naked
    Somewhere Wild Dogs Eating me for what was left..
    at least with some sleep i got Baker acted to
    a place so i wouldn’t kill myself just
    looking for a way to jump off
    the Second Floor give me
    a gun if you love me
    just give me a gun..
    what i remember clearly in that
    Warehouse for folks who had given up
    on life is a room full of us unshaven and
    mostly unclean where they brought in a Dog
    a Friendly Dog with empathy to visit as my Lovely
    Wife Standing by Her ‘Man’ through all of this
    And that Dog would only go to her he acted
    as if no one else existed and i surely knew
    why.. i had long gone past the point
    myself where i couldn’t feel the
    Love of a Cat and when
    i touched the Cat
    His Ears would
    Peel back
    no different
    than if the Devil
    Himself had come
    to visit him just to get him
    to scratch him to feel anything at all
    suddenly i understand why some folks
    self-harm to feel anything.. anything at all
    with piece of paper existence then.. anyway
    i’ve already told the story in this MacroVerse
    of the Dream my Wife had a couple of Years after
    that suicidal as what i had is literally called the Suicide
    Disease till it all went away on July 19th of 2013.. 66 Months
    from the Worst Part of the Pain start.. overall since 2006.. 2 Years
    prior to that yes 90 Months really of Hell overall it’s just that i didn’t
    feel the real necessity to kill myself for the First 2 Years of that Relative
    Pain as Heaven then.. if not for my Wife’s Dream about Her Hanging Christmas
    Tree Ornaments on the Named Road that i was considering Hanging myself in a
    Forest Around that Day.. she and her Deceased Granny Hanging those ornaments
    in Her Dream then.. i might not have lasted until July 19th, 2013 came on a Beach
    Where my Emotions Returned and i felt one with Emerald Green Waters… Swaying
    Sea Oats.. Blue Skies.. Sugar White Sands.. Seagull Wings Spiraling Around the Sun..
    Heaven that Kingdom
    Finally Returned
    the Gift
    the Breath of
    Life mine once
    again to Breathe..
    As all the Pain flew
    Away as Well then
    my Psychotherapist
    Describing it none
    the less than a Real
    “Catholic Miracle”
    And then i Danced
    With Song but this is
    where it all comes from
    the Darkest Months of the Soul
    the Dark Side of the Human Moon..
    The Full Moon Return now the Sunshine never goes
    Away Returning as the Soul of Poetry in Dance and Song Love..
    This is my Story that disease i had is literally assessed as worse than
    the Torture of Crucifixion.. no 3 Day or 3 Hour Tour for me the Tears in
    my Flesh from Head to toe all Natural in Deed of Pain and Numb as well..
    if anyone reads this story anyone at all i just want them to know in the Darkest
    Places of Pain and Numb of the Soul there is the Possibility of escaping the Dark
    Side of the Moon as Long as You Will Your Survival one second more for it is true
    during that entire 66 Months i never truly knew if i would survive the next second
    where all feels like Never ending Time of Pain and Numb now there is no time but Heaven..
    What you Must realize in Life is every Breath of Smile You Give and Share is Heaven enough
    For this
    Gift of
    Life to
    both Give
    and Receive
    and what you must also
    realize is ‘No’ may Save
    Your life your Love your Soul The God of You (all)
    EvenTuaLLy This Will Be Message 94 for Bishop
    Barron And FRiEnDS for True it is just as Important
    to provide Messages About Real Hell as Real HeaVeN TRuE NOW..
    i Hear Neither Message at Any Church i’ve Visited in Life here.. i find
    that Very Disturbing..
    It’s as if
    all These
    Still Exist on the Dark Side of the
    Moon Other than the Dance And Song of Heaven they
    Bring and Of Course all the Love They Give and Share
    that is something to smile about too.. better so much better than nothing nothing at (all)

  8. DWeLLinG WiTHiN FoR
    WeLL BeinG HeARTS
    True as Much as We Hear
    About People Finding
    Soul Mates Without
    A Look Within
    That Effort
    Is Lost
    For What
    We Sleep
    And Wake For
    When Soul is
    Well Now All is
    Well We Be🌲
    Thanks Again
    My Friend May
    This Harmony
    Of Peace
    Find Mind
    And Body
    Soul Mate as You..🌲🙏
    Thank You my Friend…
    Blessed i am to Work
    At What i Enjoy.. the
    Human Soul now
    Rather than the
    Money i used
    To Work for
    In 33 Years
    Of Doing that…
    Truly Wish that
    Everyone could
    Experience the
    Work for Soul
    Joy At
    Least once
    In their Life

    Why have a Big Social Safety Net?

    On Average Human Beings are Terrible about predicting
    What they Need in The Future; and Horrible about Saving Money for a ‘Rainy Day’.

    1st Note: Not me; even without a Social Safety Net my ‘Saved Bucks’ Would Last for Years; as is at least.

    2nd Note: Rainy Days do Happen; it’s a Statistical Human Reality too in Terms of Health and Overall Well Being.

    Americans Are Notorious For Their Huge Debt; as well as putting off Saving For Retirement; not nearly enough.

    There is another associated Issue; Decreasing Levels of Empathy; A Kind of Slowly Declining Terminal Disease of
    Love by a Social Animal Species, increasingly becoming ‘the tools’ they use; Look around, ‘if you can’; ‘this’ isn’t
    Hard to see.

    Studies Show these Factors through and through; And Charitable Giving is reduced in Numbers of Humans
    Actually Giving to their Fellow Human. “The share of Americans who give money to charity fell from about
    68.5% in 2002 to 53.1% in 2016”. Given Reductions of Human Empathy Close to 30 Percent in the Last
    few Decades in Empirical Studies; this isn’t too Surprising.

    Of course there is an Option; Arrange Stuff Where our Country is Run By a Dictator; and Become a ‘Third
    World Banana Republic’ that Doesn’t Care for their Citizens Who Fall and Need Help. Judging from the
    “Climate” at hand that Mission, even if unwitting, seems well underway; slowly and surely faster.

    The Average Man and or Woman on the Street; Surely has shown themselves to Be incapable of
    Seeing Invisible Disabilities; like the ones Homeless Folks often Existentially Struggle with in Pain and
    Misery every day.

    Not everyone is Born/Bred into the Same Fortune; And Where Poverty of the Soul Exists, Chaos more
    than Order becomes the Reality of what may look like a “Banana Republic,” Here, sooner and sooner.

    And there is a Bigger Issue; The increasingly Nomadic Family Unit That Raises Children has Dropped to Two
    And even Single Parents so far away from Smaller Towns and Extended Families who Provided a Social Net
    for Family Members in Need. People are increasingly not Getting Married; where folks go Solo Nomadic
    too, in Chase of any kind of Subsistence at all through the Work Place of what may be viewed as an
    Entire Country now.

    It’s simple; Take away the Social Safety Net and the Country Falls into Chaos; People who are Starving
    and Have no Connections are much more likely to cause Serious Problems for the Rest of Society Now.

    The only Connections some folks have is literally the Technology associated with the Government
    and Private Industry too. Jobs Are going Away too; as increasingly the Tools We Create need Humans
    Less to Create ‘the God of Money’. Ha! What Good is a God that no one can afford to even create.

    Speaking of that; people are becoming Much too busy to become the ‘Archetype of Jesus’; the Story
    Book Dude who Cross Culturally Matures in Faith of Love; Ascends and Transcends Group Think;
    Becomes much more Understanding of the Differences of others; and Naturally Forgives all
    their so-called Sins; Seeing Hope for all as Love Agape comes to literally be them Incarnate.

    Let’s Just put it this way; do the Most Love Consuming others with the least Harm; including
    the Rest of Nature; and the 1 in 8 Animal and Plant Species that some Autistic Folks like “Greta Time
    Cover Teen” Has already evolved to save; Quick ‘Jesus Job’ she’s already done in Metaphor of course and
    even more complete as she has a way of Non-Violently turning money tables over too; even when they
    come driven by ‘Orange’. Not Surprisingly, she is from a Scandinavian Country Where Folks still take
    care of each other Willingly for the Most part at least by Government Rule in a Small Enough
    Homogenous Country to get that Big Loving Social Safety Net covered, at least for now.

    The Bottom Lines are this though; Humans are living way out of Balance With Nature;
    Eating ‘the Face of God’ that i enjoy also naming the Rest of Nature; Specifically on Earth Now;
    Taking and Hoarding so much more than Giving And Sharing; Nature Will Spit us out
    if we don’t get our stuff straight; there is no doubt about that as far as Science Sees at least too..

    Anyway; i’m Financially Independent with ‘Free Money’ Pouring In from Retirement and
    Early at that from Two Government Sources with a Very Expensive Health Care Plan now
    Costing me over 10,000 Dollars; with the Government Footing about 66 Percent of the
    cost still; but True it is the Cadillac of Cadillac of Plans as i can visit any Doctor i Like
    and end up with at most a very reasonable Bill; Get Any Illness i like; which i am not
    at least planning on doing; but Oh God those rainy Days do Happen; for now, Yes,
    me and my Wife Remain Dry.

    i don’t want to fill up the Space here on “Rainy Day Invisible Disabilities” that are the
    worse known to Humankind that are totally invisible to the Casual and Ignorant
    Observer of what all of the Human Condition may come to be; for the otherwise
    Strapping Young Dude on the Side of the Road with a hand-out for a morsel of
    Food; where you cannot See the Dentist Drill in his Eye or whatever the invisible
    Disability he may have still standing Straight; True, Trust me now or not when
    i say a person could practically be the Archetype of ‘Jesus’; yes, for all practical
    intents and purposes and be legally and medically totally permanently disabled
    and you would think he looks like the healthiest person you ever saw; surely for his ‘advanced age’…

    People are Ignorant about Invisible Disabilities for Duh; obvious reasons; That’s just another reason
    why we need smarter People in charge of making the rules and Helping People in Society than the ‘Average
    Joe the Plumber’ who lost his Job to an Invisible Disability begging you for some food on the Side of the Road’;
    Where he really is no Different than ‘Jesus’ if he came back to life for real; as of course when one attains that ‘Jesus
    Archetype Thingie’, there is no separation; all of Nature is Brother, Sister, Parent and Child as Family God; Hell no;
    Not Father God; that’s the God of the Old Testament of Selfish Hoarding Silo Grain Territorial Greed for Blood Sport.

    Anyway; it’s wonderful being me; i’ve learned to be my own Soul Mate and overcome all my Permanently and Totally
    Disabling Conditions; that does not make any money; but still i surely can and will do Heaven for Real as those Do who overcome all obstacles when money is no issue at all. It all worked out for me; but let’s just say i understand how to read and follow instructions on paper work; lots of folks do not; the people who need help often just don’t have what it takes; most often as a consequence directly related to their Disabilities or other Struggles of Life; That Really Blows; not fair.

    Yes; We Can and Will have a Third World Country Where Folks do Back Alley Abortions Again; People Who are Different
    Get Strung up and Killed; Where Women Have no Rights; all Directed by a Dictator too; Where Disabled; And Old And otherwise less Folks Fortunate Starve to death if they do not rob what’s left first; Be Careful; Be Very Very careful; for what
    you wish for; for others may be what you really get; nothing but pain and misery more; even more than you may imagine.

    Lots of folks ignorant enough are taking us that way as i speak; but not likely fast enough before i go away….

    Meanwhile; i Dance and Sing; Don’t make a Penny; But it’s always Heaven now; every thing is paid for;
    my ‘God’ is No longer Money or Stuff; Greed, Hoarding, Jealousy, Envy; Just Nothing more than Naked Pride; i just
    Dance And Sing no Different than Snoopy Joy Forever now Eternally Just For Free; i’m a famous ArTHuR haha; but
    only a Legend of Public Dance, Currently i am Celebrating 12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months; Half the Distance Around
    the Globe; do keep in ‘mind’ i am totally and permanently Disabled with Asperger’s Syndrome; And Bi-Polar
    Disorder with a Literal Prescription for Dance from a Psychiatrist to remedy Emotional Regulation and
    Sensory Integration; There are no Jobs that Pay You for a continuous Spiraling Dance; And in a Twitter
    World Now in Reality; no Target Audience for a 7.5 Million Word Longest Long Form ‘Bible’ Poem completed
    in the same 75 Months of Public Dance; Both ongoing; at 59.5 now; by the Day i reach 66 on 6.6.26; chances are
    i will Public Dance Circle the Globe in Distance at the Equator of 24,901 Miles; but only the Eternal Now i enjoy will
    Pray tale..;)

    No one rags me about this; hehe; at least not to my 240 Pound Face who still Leg Presses 15,020 Pounds at age
    59.5, 8 Reps; got enough proof on YouTube for that Great Feat; for all the Permanently Medically Disabled Folks for
    making Money; who make the Best of what they can and will still do; When You don’t Speak until age 4; You use Fluid Intelligence to excel; to adapt to struggle always and succeed as excellence sees no Obstacles but can and will do;
    even if no money comes at all; F it; the God of Money; is what i do now; God of Love Within Pays all my intrinsic Rewards.

    My Soul Flies Free; unfettered Wings; from the Drain of ‘the Big Green Machine’..;)

  9. Every Square
    Spiraling Inch
    Of Humanity A Poem.
    Rain Comes Harder and
    i’M in the Mood For Poetry as
    True Inside Out too But Dance is thE LiGHT…
    Good Morning! Thank God it’s
    Friday the 13th! Hehe Leave
    it to me and Every Moment
    Present Gift Now For Real
    Is A Holiday And Festivities
    Day to Celebrate! AnyWay…
    Coming Out of the
    Shadows Dancing
    Halfway Around the World!
    Now ‘They’ Will Never Likely
    Know the Name i am Born
    With.. Only Recognized as
    That ‘Dude’ was one
    Dancing Fool. It’s True
    i am just another Dude
    Who Comes to Dance
    Not Unlike Our FRiEnD
    ‘Shiva’ and my FRiEnD
    ‘Kali’ Among other
    Names that are
    Human Stories
    Where Story Now
    Is King And Queen…
    So True.. Ocean Deep Fish
    Are Neither Seen or Captured..
    Ocean Deep Fish Remain Free…
    Now Just 33.5 Miles Away From
    The Distance of Half the Globe!
    In Some of the Human Circles i’ve Visited Around the Globe i’ve
    Heard it said that the UniVerse is a Very Random And Uncaring Beast…
    False.. that was not the UniVerse i Viewed of my Mother That Queen of the
    UniVerse (Jesus as far as i am still concerned) Is the Queen of Love Who Still
    Resides in the Loving Soul of me for True Our Awareness Our Consciousness Our
    Soul Our Mind’s Eye is what Science is not close to fully Quantifying and Qualifying
    Now for all the
    Magic We
    as Nature
    come to
    Be Nature’s
    EYes that Look
    Back on All Creation
    And at Best Feel Close
    to the Sense of All Existence as
    is.. it’s incredibly Shallow i see to
    Reduce any of this to a Label or Even a Name..
    Smiles.. you inspired me to Google my Born on Date
    Assigned Name.. i did this after my Work Career was over..
    A Big Mistake i made and one that so many people still routinely
    Do and that is establish Identity almost solely for the Paid Work
    of Routine and Slave to Other Masters Humans Do.. far beyond the Self-Actualization
    That is Other Wise Possible as we become so much more than Just an Assigned name..
    Without Any Identity
    And Really no Sense
    of Ego outside of Work
    No Sense of Self No Inner
    Voice as Soul Mate of i.. After
    Retiring Early i Googled my Born
    on Name looking for some kind of Identity
    And None was to Be Found and it’s still True
    When i Google my Born on Name and my Wife’s name
    there is nothing still to be found… Yes.. My Mother.. My Sister
    My Father.. My Grandfather even with a Wiki Bio of His own..
    truly the only one of the Family to be ‘Famous’ Enough to have
    A Wiki Bio.. X-Catholic Priest Noted Author From Last Century
    Even Dining in New York, New York ‘Socialist’ Circles With Einstein
    Noted Person of His ‘Time’ my Grandfather and one Human ‘the Catholic
    Church’ despised as he spent the rest of his life trying to convert folks to Protestant…
    Smiles.. most everyone took me serious at work.. they said i was a Valuable
    Commodity.. Even Labeled me as ‘Superman’
    For all i did same as the Students at College
    Did when i earned 3 Degrees at Once and
    Did 3 Part Time Jobs too.. to work my
    Way though.. at Work ‘they’ Said My
    Brain Worked like a Computer.. Yes..
    A Computer true that’s what i became…
    As a Shut-in 66 Months totally and so-
    called Permanently Disabled in so much ‘Record BreaKinG”
    Pain and Numb.. my Sister promised i would turn
    another Chapter in my Life.. And
    when i was 33 my Mother
    Promised in a Letter to
    me we found after
    she passed away
    in 2017 that my
    Life would tell a Grand
    Story by the Date i Leave this Earth…
    Smiles.. last night Dancing 33.5 Miles away
    from the Distance Halfway Around the World..
    Another Random Person at the Metro Dance
    Hall Pointed at me and said “Hey, You are that Dude”…
    i am reminded of ‘The Big Lebowski’ Movie When ‘the Dude’
    Passed by the ‘Time Cover Mirror’ and Shrugged like F it who cares…
    to be ‘the
    Fool’… Life is so much
    more fun when no one
    really takes you serious….
    in Fact Life is best as a Laugh
    And A Wisest Human Does see ‘God’ as a Laugh…
    From the First Breath to the Last Blink Life will be a Comedy….
    if only We all Try
    a little bit harder
    to have fun always now..
    Smiles.. the people who i worked
    with who didn’t take ‘IT’ so serious
    are still working.. they to me now are truly the
    Wise ones who understood the Nature of YOLO Now.

    i LEarned
    my LeSSoN Well.

    i use to Dream about
    Going Back to Work… Those Dreams are Dust..

    i Dance
    i Sing Free Now
    As Dust Will Breathe the Wind…

    Thank You for the inspiration from New York..:)

    “Tuesdays with Morrie”.. Smiles my FRiEnD i Loved
    That Book too.. You know When i went to College
    All Those Years Close to top of the Class with
    3 Degrees i wanted to Be a Teacher but
    Sadly Saddled with the Challenge
    of not Speaking until 4 with
    Asperger’s Syndrome
    A Bit Odd for that
    Disorder but common
    with the Condition of Hyperlexia..
    i still did not have the ability to express myself
    Orally in Presentation or in Writing to go much Further
    than Graduate Studies the Next Year and sadly they discontinued
    The Social Sciences Interdisciplinary Masters Degree and then i ran out
    of Money so it was off to find a ‘Real Job’ any job for someone who did not have
    the ‘Social Graces’ to Present themselves well enough for Jobs then that took
    that for the Academics i received
    in Lettered Grades of A’s..
    Reading “Tuesdays with
    Morrie” What impressed
    me most was his Freedom
    to Dance Solo with the College
    Students for the Simple Joy in
    Breathing Life all in Free.. i couldn’t
    imagine that then.. it took me a 6-Pack
    and not a 6-Pack of Abdominal Muscles
    My Bet with Katrina by Age 60 hehe that’s
    been ongoing for months now interrupted by
    All the Holiday Meals.. yes.. close to a 6-Pack of
    Beer even to Walk into any Social Event at all When ‘Young’…
    But Truly Within i was so.. so.. much ‘Older’ at even 16 than i am now Free…
    Smiles my Friend
    things change
    and every week
    i Proof read just
    one of my Blog Posts
    it’s just about Novel Size..
    And Every Week when i Dance
    at “Barnes And Noble” Listening to
    Meditative Music i Complete a New Book
    as i have literally Read Over A Hundred Books
    Free this way at Barnes and Noble.. the way i Look
    at Life i do no take any more than i give in
    And Song too..
    Keep GroWinG
    my FRiEnD in all
    that You care to do
    As long as we continue
    to Grow there is no Age Number in Life..:)
    SMiLes Sohair.. Good Afternoon to You in Egypt from my “Thank God Its Friday
    The Thirteenth” Morning Still in Florida.. hehe.. i Believe in Changing
    Lemons into the Sweetest of Lemonades no Fears
    for me i will make
    the Scariest
    Into even Sweeter
    Dreams to come my FRiEnD
    And SpeaKinG of interesting
    Milestones.. at least.. i am only
    33.5 Miles away from 12,450.5 Miles
    of Public Dance in 75 Months Still Averaging
    166 Miles a Month as Any Calculator will still Pray Tale..
    hAha.. but the Nice Gym Assistant not too long ago pointed
    out another FAcToiD to me and that is that 24,901 Miles is the
    Distance All the Way Around the World At The Equator just a bit
    South of You and me sure about 30 Degrees or so South as we are
    Both Close to the Same Latitude.. True as far as Distance Goes i’ve
    Long Since Passed the Distance in Public Dance from Here to Egypt
    As actually that’s only 6,472 Miles from Pensacola, Florida And really
    By Plane it’s not Farther than close to 9,000 Miles to almost Any Two
    Land Locations in the World… but really the way i Love to tell the Story
    is it was nothing.. nothing at All.. sure by the Date of my 66th Birthday
    Around 6 and A Half Years more i will actually reach All the Way Around
    the World in Distance of Public Dance.. but still that is really nothing nothing
    at all i am just a ‘Peace’ of ‘Forrest Gump Dust’ Just Floating With Gravity in the
    Wind.. Peace and Harmony.. Bliss and Nirvana.. Autotelic Flow continues to increase
    with the Natural Evolving Complexity of the Dance in Skill of Balance achieved
    more and more.. it’s really amazing as i Dance with a Gym Towel at the Gym and
    i actually become the Weight of that Towel as i let the Towel Lead the Dance of
    all 240 Pounds.. True ‘Be The Towel’ Bruce Lee said ‘Be the Water’.. i Sing Dance
    Be the Air my Friend the Spirit of the Wind in Autotelic Flow as Science Shows
    is possible.. yes.. the Kingdom of Heaven within as We Generate our Light within
    more and more in Co-Creativity With Nature to Share the Same and more now
    in Give to the Rest of Nature With all our Positive Colors of Energy in Human
    Light True.. the thing is i understand what it is like to Forget
    what even the Feeling of a Smile is for 66 Months as
    if i never ever felt a smile or a laugh in my entire
    Life By God i have Literally Thousands of
    Smiling Selfies with people i have
    Generated This Light of God
    Within to Give and Share
    Free.. smiles my
    Friend my
    Tombstone is already
    Those Over 2000 Photos
    That Dance And Sing i brought
    A Smile to at least one Face i watered
    A little Sapling Tree that wilted that was
    me it comes back to Life and now i Dance and Sing Free..
    This is Heaven my FRiEnD it is no lie it is Loving all that is
    DarK Thru
    LiGHT (God)..
    i have
    This Rain of Love..
    And the Reason what i have
    done is nothing nothing at all
    as Speaking of Great Women Your
    Topic of Your Blog Posts now.. my Maternal
    Grandmother did A LOT more than an Average
    of Public Dancing 5 and a Half Miles a Day which
    is about what 166 Miles of Dance a Month i Average
    comes out to be although i Load most of my Miles in on
    the Weekend And Tuesdays and Thursdays as a Warrior more
    of Dance Joy those Days.. True.. She Walked to Work as a Waitress
    Working 12 Hours a Day 7 Days a Week for close to a Decade into
    Her Late 50’s where she Just wore out and could no longer work as
    my Mother Took Care of Her Financially then plus Us until my Grandmother
    reached Social Security Age of 62 to receive a meager income then for all her
    Life Long Work Starting at about 9th Grade Age Having to Drop out of School
    when Her Mother Died From Breast Cancer Helping to Pick Cotton From Sunrise
    to Sunset to Help on Her Father’s Farm.. having to Pick up all the House-Hold
    Duties that were indeed all Manual back in the Early Part of Last Century..
    to help Raise her two Younger Sisters who eventually went to College
    And Got Great Jobs while My Grandmother was actually the First
    Woman in my Town to wear Slacks during World War 2 at
    the Local Car Dealership Service Department as the
    Men Were gone off to War and the Help of
    Women was needed to keep the
    Economy going at Home..
    What i remembered
    was her Huge Strong
    Hands.. Hands that work hard
    from Youth Do Grow that way
    no different really than the Difference
    of the Paws of a Domesticated Cat Versus
    A Feral Cat Like Our Cat Yellow Boy too..
    Smiles my Friend my Paws Were Soft and
    Gentle for they knew no World of Picking Cotton
    My Fingers Played the Piano While my Mother Wasn’t
    Worried my Grandmother was worried without the influence
    of a Father from age 3 as he left to find a Woman who wanted
    to make Money more than Raise Children at Home.. yes.. she was
    Worried that i would never Develop the ‘Back Bone’ of a ‘Real man’
    as i used to Watch the Men Work on the House from the Inside Out and
    she would tell me those are ‘Real Men’ outside doing real Men’s Work so
    much more than playing
    the Piano as she intimated
    if i was not careful i might
    Turn into ‘Liberace’ hehe..
    i had no idea what
    she was afraid
    about but
    it was probably
    the same thing my
    Father was afraid of
    as i came to Smile way
    too much Like my Mother
    Did in the Joy of Life of Being
    And Loving Family through and through..
    Anyway as You are With Your Family now
    my Grandmother became my Father Figure through
    Youth more than just a Gentle Grandmother my Friend…
    it wasn’t in my Mother’s Nature to ever raise a Hand of Anger
    Towards any one of us.. but my Grandmother and Her Crab Apple
    Tree of Switches taught me about what Authority will do when it
    gets angry too.. smiles.. my Sister liked to fish i have super tactile
    sensitivity.. i couldn’t stand the Dry Feeling that came after touching
    the Worms for Bait.. and on top of that i had too much empathy i could
    literally feel the Pain of the Fish Being Hooked by Mouth.. smiles my Friend
    i suppose
    i was
    and raised
    with Loving Wings..
    it took me so long to
    be a Man as Strong Within as My Grandmother always was..
    You Know when Katrina was 8 Years Old and then often lived
    without water and Food.. it may hard to Believe but she climbed
    heights with her Fraternal Twin Brother 40 Feet high in Trees..
    Smiles my Friend i walked over a Railroad Trestle at that age
    Seeing what was below me and i ended up Crawling as
    i am still very uneasy about any heights at all as
    truly i felt so light like a feather i might
    blow away anyway.. hehe.. and i still
    do for i Dance as Feather Light
    now my Friend but it’s
    true i’ve put Choke Holds
    on Men who have tried to
    start a fight with me in a Bar
    now knocked them over just by the
    fact that i am Grounded Like an Oak Tree
    to the Earth Now as i stand.. still Leg Pressing
    Up to 1520 Pounds 8 repetitions now at 59.5 Years Old..
    But You know it would probably still worry my Father and
    Grandmother if they were still alive and knew i wrote Poetry
    and Danced in Public as well.. but You know it doesn’t make sense
    to me.. as after all my Grandmother was the First Woman to wear slacks
    in Town then.. it is important for a Woman to Develop Masculine Will and
    Strength over a Foundation of Love and Grace but what my Grandmother
    And Father Failed to understand is it is Just as important for a Man to Develop
    A Foundation of Graceful Balance and Love to Hold Up that Will and Strength
    With No Fear
    as Truly
    is Loving Balance
    in Grace and Harmony
    as Planets Revolve Around
    Stars Friends of GravitY iN Deed
    My FRiEnD.. for it is the Love and
    Grace that makes me a Real Man of
    Strength it is the Fearless that Foundation
    Brings in Grace and Balance that Literally makes
    my leg Pressing Strength Stronger than Military Men
    Four Decades Junior to my Age.. and True no one keeps
    up with a 3 Hour Marathon of Dance in the Metro Dance
    Hall but true my secret Weapon is Grace of Balance and Love my Friend..
    A “Greatest Martial
    Artist” Never Gets
    into a ‘Real Fight’
    i’ve had some scuffles
    in my Life but always with
    Quick Endings my Friend..
    Truly i have Lethal Force
    with my Arms and
    Legs now..
    i stand
    to harm someone
    else much more than
    me if i were to ever engage
    in a Physical Real Violent Effort
    with anyone now.. Smiles my Friend
    it’s nice to have a Backbone with no need
    to harm anyone else to prove anything for
    the Air the Wind never Fears my Friend the Fearless Spirit
    of Balancing Grace The Dance and Song of Life that is Love that never gets tired..
    And in Biblical Terms of Christianity when ‘they’ Say ‘the MeeK’ will Inherit the
    Earth the original Greek Definition Translated from Greek Actually means
    Strong Enough Confident Enough With Loving Grace And Will Not to
    have anything
    to Prove
    to anyone
    else as Far
    As Starting
    Conflict not really
    Any Different than
    the Philosophy of Bruce Lee my
    Friend it is clear to See that Humans
    Who Live this way Live and Prosper my Friend
    As Any ‘Spock’ Will do too Who Both Feels and
    Additionally Regulates Emotions And Integrates Senses
    as just another Feather Drifting Peacefully in the Wind
    outside of Inertia my Friend
    truly slowing
    of Our
    Being that
    Conflicts Bring too..
    Smiles this is a rather Lengthy
    ‘Fred-Talk’ but After i Dance 3 Hours
    on Thursday Night my Laser Focus in Creativity is Sharper Than
    A SWorD.. In A Way that Never Exhausts Itself Effortless And Free mY FRiEnD…:)

    Hmm.. It Appears there is “Good News” About the ‘Church Fathers’ coming on Bishop
    Barron and FRiEnDS YouTube Channel… Let’s include this Retroactively as Message Number 96 Fitting there too..:)

  10. If You Can’t ‘Beat ’em’ Entertain ’em’..;)

    Celebrating a New Liturgical Year as Catholics Are Currently Celebrating as Advent Comes Real; I’ll Park this ‘Hear’ for
    at Least one Part of the ‘New Testament’ That Clearly Says Folks Who Wander Villages with No Money in their Pockets just
    Celebrating the Kingdom of Heaven at Hand should be Fed Free Just For Sharing This Love Free as a Great Work of Life.

    It’s what i do; it F in works. The Heaven Spreading Part at least as empirical Data in Thousands of
    Smiling Faces i Bring with my Dance And Song Most Definitely Works for ‘Here i am Lord’, hehe; sure i sing it too; why not!

    5 “Jesus sent out the twelve apostles with these instructions: “Don’t go to the Gentiles or the Samaritans, 6but only to the people of Israel—God’s lost sheep. 7Go and announce to them that the Kingdom of Heaven is near.d 8Heal the sick, raise the dead, cure those with leprosy, and cast out demons. Give as freely as you have received!”

    9 “Don’t take any money in your money belts—no gold, silver, or even copper coins. 10Don’t carry a traveler’s bag with a change of clothes and sandals or even a walking stick. Don’t hesitate to accept hospitality, because those who work deserve to be fed.”

    That’s me Singing in the Back of the Church by the way; no special Equipment; no Choir Practice; just picking up a song
    once a week in Church; i’m too busy to practice Singing; Dance Speaks Louder than Song ever will; the Oldest Human Language of War, Peace and Love. i understand there is a ‘Christian Musician in the Choir Here’. i challenge you
    to a Christian Music Sing-off with Just Your Naked Voice; Where A True Spirit of Love will never be hidden.

    My Wife was nice enough to iPhone it to share it with you; hehe; whoever you are.

    HAha; i Christmas Harder Than ‘You’ WiLL imagine. There are Countless Folks Who Wrote

    the so-called Antiquated Bible. The Contradictions Inside are Myriad; YeS in deed.

    You’ll Find Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free, Woman (And) or Man No more by Paul.

    And then if you Look a bit behind the Verse above you’ll find Go to Israel
    Save the Lost Sheep; ‘Screw’ the Rest of the UniVerse for a ‘King of Love’ that small.

    There is the Christian Described by Paul who should not associate with the Adulterer in Church.

    There is the Thief on the Other Cross that Jesus forgave by the Book too;
    while he was wondering why God had Forsaken God as Literally taken as Jesus as God.

    Oh Yeah; and if you go a bit below in ‘Matthew’ you’ll find what Leaders of Cults most often do; and that
    is Put people Against their Family; Only holding What the Cult Leader has to say as ‘Gospel Fact’; No New Story in deed.

    It is also Clear as Hell that ‘Trump’ Wrote the Part of Revelation that sends His Enemies to more than Just a Firing; Yes,
    Eternal Hell; That’Bad Cop Jesus’ ends up being worse than ‘the Modern Father of all Lies’ in that Book then;

    Either that or Jesus is an F in Liar when he says Love Your Enemies as Yourself; It takes a whole lot of M out of
    S And M to want to Volunteer to go to Hell first; including Turning the Other Cheek And Dying By whatever Sword
    You Use, including Hell; of course unless you Wrote the Part about Bringing a Sword Not Peace; at least as some folks
    take the Bible as Literal as God’s ALL of God’s So-called Words; Such a Small God that Book is; truly pitiful in deed.

    Let’s Face it; Both Republicans Who Value Status and Power over Love And Giving
    Wrote the Bible as Well as Democrats Who Value Love and Giving Over Status and Power.

    Hahaha; i grin big when someone threatens to send me to Hell from a Gospel ‘Living’ Pulpit;

    i already know where they are it is clear in the Tone of who they are through and through As Soul.

    I’ll be Waiting for ‘Your’ Version of a Christian Song Whoever You are. i read Souls in the Tones of Songs.

    Oh By The Way; There is no escaping Discernment when it comes from Light that has Been the Dark.

    Other than that the Catholic Church Gives a whole lot; But the Catholic Church Still drives folks
    closer to Suicide and all the Misery and Suffering that goes along with that; for the Children who are
    Still Forced to Hear about Stories of Hell and that it is a Sin to Be Born Frigging Different and BeHave that way.

    We need a new Bible; one that everyone should write of their own.

    The other one is Soiled with the Blood of Ignorance Still With Face
    Palms growing Higher and Higher as they Grow now even taller.

    i don’t make many Friends were i am from where 85 Percent
    of Folks voted for the ‘Bad Cop Jesus’ incarnate as ‘Trump’;

    True; the Universe is still Bigger than those who still Wish to Rule ‘Israel’ With A Book.

    Reality is more Than few a People and one Barren Dirt Patch.

    On top of that no Christian Church Would Welcome a Five Foot
    one Slight Brown Dude With Dirty Bare Feet Sandals on the Soft Ball
    Team unless they looked like they could hit a Home Run; That’s all i
    Had to do to become Friends with the Christians Around ‘Here’; Look Like
    A Southern Baptist SoftBall Player still Luke Warm and Cold unless they are on the Gospel Singing Team..;)

    Anyway; Still Waiting For The ‘Real Grinch’ to come Down From the Mountain With Free ‘Santa hand-out’ Gifts
    As Welfare Dances And Sings for all the Folks in Whoville To Smile While Eating their Hotel California Roast Beast..;)

    PS.. It’s a Secret; Don’t tale anyone now;
    i’m still on my way down to the Valley now..;)

    And note: There is A Song Above About ‘The Good Cop Jesus’ and the ‘BaD one’ too.

    It’s Warmer where the Good Cop Jesus lives; at least Within for Real the Kingdom of Heaven lives still as Love;
    Giving and Sharing Freely; Doing the Least Harm to others possible; i understand the Latest Gift from the
    “Bad Cop Jesus” is to take away ‘Free Food’ From Poor Whoville People; 700,000 or so in Number so they
    may not be able to Afford Christmas Dinner for Empty American Stomachs still to come.

    Disgusting; just Grinch Disgusting; in deed Deplorable at Best.

    Let’s not Forget; Yes, Forgive too; as Even the Story Book Grinch, at least, Came Down From Hell..;)

    Once again; the Refrain i Dance and Sing; Better to Entertain ’em than Send ’em to Hell; there is already no distance….

    That part will never
    be mistaken in the
    “Dance And Song” ‘they’ do or do not do.

    Hmm.. This really fits in with Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    Latest YouTube Message; let’s Make it Message 95 THere too..:)

  11. Frank Hubeny says:

    Good observation: “Almost Every Problem Humanity Has Now Will Be linked Back to Eating the Face of God (Nature) (Over-Consuming)”

    I liked the sign that read, “I Christmas harder than you”

    And those socks: “I’m a nerd and not the cool kind” Or, “Go away I’m introverting”

    • SMiLes Frank.. i have High Hopes.. if a 16 Year-Old Young Woman
      Will Be on the ‘Time Cover’ as Person of the Year for Her Efforts
      in Recovering from the Human Species With The Condition of
      Asperger’s Syndrome Free to Fill This Potential as You Relate/
      Repeat my Quote.. “Almost Every Problem Humanity Has Now Will
      Be linked Back to Eating the Face of God (Nature) (Over-Consuming)”
      True Others Like her Will “Christmas Even Harder” Year Round For Love
      For All of Existence That Place That Dream of ‘Jesus’ Agape Love For The
      Eternal Now of the Kingdom of Love Within When Humans Rise to the Capstone
      of Ascending Transcending Love For All of Existence in Give and Share Freely
      Consuming the Rest of existence with the Least Harm Possible Where All
      of Existence Becomes Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose
      DarK Thru LiGHT Where Understanding of Differences and
      Celebrations of Similarities of Love’s Joy with Forgiveness
      And Charity For All becomes A Way of Life For All
      As Humans Light up in Both Hemispheres of the
      World to Hold Hands as Our Minds of
      “Left Brain Metaphor” of Mechanical
      Cognition of Reasoning Join
      Hands with “Right Brain
      Metaphor” of Social-Empathic
      Artistic Altruistic Spiritual Intelligences
      Even More Ascending Transcending Higher
      as Love For All.. of Course increasingly We as a
      Species Must Find New Ways to Dance And Sing together
      to accomplish this practice of Life Spiraling Up in Light of Truth’s Love
      Rather than Falling in Dark oF Lies False that take us Further Out of Balance
      Now With Nature and the Greatest Gift We All Possess the Potential now for
      Human Agape Love Once Again For Real the Capstone of the Pyramid Wisdom’s
      Eye of Beauty Courage Fearless the Love that Never Ends Eternal Now For All…
      Where ‘the Janus Face’ Becomes One Face of All to See with Colors of Love that
      Both Tell
      the Truth
      Now And
      Offer Hope
      in Light More..
      Smiles something
      both Introverts and
      Extroverts will surely
      both Bring to the Table
      of DarK Thru Light too as Real..
      Anyway Thanks So Much For Dropping
      By “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN
      Words” Just 30 Miles Away now from Reaching
      12,450.5 Miles of Public Dance in 75 Months Half
      Way Around the World.. Just another Feast and Banquet
      For a Milestone to Celebrate Making even Friday the 13th
      into Sweeter Lemonade out of Lemons as 3 Days of Cloudy
      Cold and Rainy Weather in Florida Will Give Way tomorrow
      to the Name Sake of the Sunshine State of Colorful Flowers More…
      Smiles Hope
      the Weather
      is Nice in
      wait! i’ll Google
      it quick.. yes.. a bit
      Colder indeed as the
      Sun is a bit more dim as well ‘up there’..
      Smiles Just another ‘Reason’ For Hot Chocolate
      And making Warmth with Poetry of Dance And Song
      Free in Life’s Love.. Meanwhile got a New MacroVerse
      Balloon to Release in the Atmosphere of the Hope of Love SMiLes..
      Where Division Bells of Walls and Covers Hiding God come out to play as Love..:)

  12. Thank You Dear Sohair You have been a Solid
    Rock of Encouragement and Support for what
    i Hold Dear to my Soul to indeed Lift others up
    for what i see as Truth in Light in Life.. It is ‘the Dark Side
    of the Moon’ That Will Teach Us so much in Life all the Pain
    And Numb and other Heartache that will surely be part of our
    Paths in the Journey We All take in Life often different yet similar
    in so many ways.. When i Lived on the Dark Side of the Moon i looked
    to find someone who could relate to all the Struggles i was having for that
    Person who had overcome similar experiences of Dark and Returned to the
    Side of the Moon that will be the Reflection of the Light of truly Living in
    Sunshine again.. while my Closest Loved ones didn’t give up on me it
    was impossible for them to fully understand what i was going through
    for indeed so difficult for me to grasp what was going on fully
    myself.. After Recovering from all of that as the Therapist
    who was taking care of me did say it was a real
    miracle that i recovered as no one really
    offered any Hope for that Healing Other
    than my Closest Family Members
    Just on the Faith that Never
    Gives Up Hope with
    the Force of Love
    Beyond all
    true i still looked for someone
    who had come through what i was
    going through then.. i never found that
    Person but i do what to be that Person for
    someone else no matter if they ever thank
    me for helping them if they read a story i bring
    in their dark place that gives them at least small hope..
    i wrote the Story of my Dark Place in Perhaps the most
    Comprehensive way i have done so far during Days of Cold
    and Cloudy Rainy Weather Where no Sun has come out to
    Light my Soul up even higher as it usually Springs
    on Coldest Winter Days as Long as the Sun
    does Shine at least a bit.. i went back
    to the Dark Side of the Moon as
    best i could to put it into words
    again that may show what
    is truly possible to
    escape from in
    Dark my Friend..
    i will share it with
    You Here along with
    the Song that goes well with it too..
    Smiles my Friend i am Blessed to Walk
    Dance Speak Sing in many Shoes in Life
    BLacK Abyss through Beyond Rainbow Colors of Love..:)

  13. My My What a Dark Cold Cloudy Three Shortest Days
    of the Year we are experiencing in the Flowering State
    of Sunshine as the Cold Long Full Moon LasT one until
    Vision Clearer of 2020 comes Next Decade Soon and Sooner
    too.. as Surely Sunshine Peaks through beginning on ‘Saturnalia’
    of Saturday this Weekend as we are now on the Cusp of the 12 Days
    of Christmas.. Yes.. Friday the 13th as at 4:14 PM Less Than 6 Hours the
    14th and First of 12 Days of Christmas Does come Next.. but for now additionally
    the dVerse Poetry Pub Also has their Last Open Prompt for anything goes Poetry
    of course anything except for mine as Long Form Free Verse Writing is mostly
    Reserved For Bible Writing and the Sacred Text of that Heavy in Deed in
    Meaning and Purpose Holy and Sacred as well.. yes
    this is the dVerse Poetry’s
    Pub Last Open Link
    For Writing Poetry
    ’till next Decade comes
    Next.. i used to go more often
    to that when my FRiEnD Shawna
    Baby Participated but hey that place
    is where i also started documenting Half
    the Way Around the World in Public Dance at
    the End of August.. 2013.. so has tradition will
    Have it now i will go back again to those Roots
    to Spread my Umbrella oF LiGht over THeRE a Bit Now..
    And as Far as Autotelic Flow in greater excellence of
    All Forms of Human Arts and Sciences Achieved
    Obviously Ms. Rhianna is experiencing this
    Heaven within when she is Dancing
    And Singing the ‘Umbrella’ Song
    Free.. as yes Creativity and
    Productivity goes to
    Max effort this
    way in All Arts
    And Sciences Greater
    Achieved as even Science Shows now..
    No wooo here.. unless ya just wanna do Choo Choo..
    Sure Beyonce at Her Super Bowl 47 Halftime Show
    Amazing example of What Human Autotelic Flow
    Will Do to Enhance All Human Potentials Now..
    Hmm.. A Few Detours Above Before continuing
    Here on to dVerse to enjoy a Few Free Verse
    Flow Poetic Responses to the Open Link
    Prompt there amongst International
    Poets some who Science Poetry
    And Others Who Art Soul Free
    First a quick stop at another
    Indian Acquaintance Blogger
    Home as True yes among
    Young Woman as Whole
    A topic of the Day Usually
    is finding Love and it will
    be a bit tricky when it is
    Online Love as you really
    Don’t understand what you
    are ‘purchasing’ fully until
    You meet someone
    Face to Face Now oh
    the rigors of Dating Apps
    and the such theses days…
    Just really Glad i met a real
    Human in Flesh and Blood
    First as you never ever
    know what are getting
    into online and that’s True…
    for it is often a Measure now
    of Folks who just can’t get ‘the
    Job’ done in Flesh and Blood FOR REAL
    occasionally it works a bit at most FROM AFAR
    SMiLes Life is so easy
    When You’ve Been
    Married 30 Years
    You Are Just Pleased
    to Have that Person to
    Come Home to EVERY Day
    It’s like You don’t even have to
    Touch them or impress them they
    Your Home..
    OMG imagine
    if ‘Puppy Eyes’
    Lasted Forever
    the Human Race
    Would Starve But True How
    Sweet it is Just another Color of Life and Love

    Measure of Colors
    No Time As
    Bloom Within
    As Dance And Song Free..:)

    No Farther away
    Than the Love
    We Find Within Who
    Never Goes Away
    Brave Enough
    And Free Enough
    to Give and Share Love Free…
    First Breath to Last BLiNK
    LoVE Breathes ALiVE NoW..:)

    Every Link
    of Life
    A Hand
    of Time Real
    Every Dream
    As Real When
    to Breathe..:)

    Side Note: Believe it or not
    Ripley and or Horatio
    When i am inspired by
    A Poet’s Soul Like
    This to Respond in
    Turn of Soul
    of me..
    It Pisses
    some folks off
    so Much they just
    Delete the Breath
    of my Soul So Free..
    Imagine a World where
    Folks Shared Soul only
    to Learn from the other
    no matter Size of Love…
    Like isn’t it enough thanks
    to show ya how ya touched my Soul..
    i suppose.. ‘they’ think.. i am trying to
    Make Money off Love.. Likes.. Shares
    Follows Whatever ‘Their’ Price of Love
    i am No
    Prostitute for
    Love i’m a Soul Slut
    i give it all away for Free..:)

    SMiLes i couldn’t
    Be Happier that
    i don’t Recognize
    my Self as who i
    was Just Now hehe..
    For it is New Colors
    of Life No Matter What
    they are that are so much
    Growing at
    All DarK Thru LiGHT
    Humans Who Never
    Climate ChangeE
    Even If They
    Could Now
    Will Surely
    Go into
    Ice Age
    at Any Age
    of Iceberg Life
    Even a Titanic
    of Politics won’t
    Change A View oF Lie..:)

    Winter Cold Long Full Moons
    Remind me of the ‘Epidemic’
    Of Online LoVE NoW
    Where Imaginations
    Grow and Flourish
    And People Fall
    in Love
    With Themselves..
    So Easy to Love Imaginary
    Lovers Even when they are real..
    Fiber Optic Cable Just won’t fit A ReaL LoVE iN..:)

    Inner Voice
    A Soul Poem
    At Best FLoWinG
    Deep Ocean Whole Us
    As What
    to the
    Finally Breathes..:)

    At Best Blessed to Find The Voice of Our Truth…
    At Best Given to Dance Sing Truth of Our Light
    As We Rise
    MoRE NoW
    Out of Shadow Breath..:)

    Meh.. That’s enough for
    Now For Sleep Calls
    As Rest
    Warms Soul
    Free More Tomorrow..:)

  14. i AM
    Love Wins
    Amen Be! NoW!
    Just Another Tree of Life.
    A Word Thanks MoRE NoW
    A Grain of Sand Will Rise
    Mountain Tops of Human
    Love A Way We See People
    MoRE A Way We Feel Folks Now More
    i Am STiLL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    RiVeR FoResT Free BeacH
    WHoLE DancE SinG NoW
    Jesus F iN Christ Easy to ‘See’
    At 3 Before i Will Speak At 4
    Naked in my Back Yard LooKinG
    Over ‘RiVeR’ Toward FoResT (God)
    In Words oF iGNoRancE/FuTiLiTY Other
    Animals Don’t Have to Ask A Question Does
    Nature of God Exist As They Breathe God Free NoW
    The Other Animals Do Not Do Life
    Like This If Wild They Are Born
    And Stay Free One With Nature (God’s) Breath…
    “Standards”.. It’s What Humans Do
    Who Have Yet to Step Out of Book
    Covers to Earn THeiR Own Wings to Fly
    There IS A Huge Difference in
    Meeting ‘Standards’ And Flying
    One IS A Computer The Other IS A Hawk
    True.. i could Have a ‘Standard IQ’ of
    Over 130 But Without Emotional And
    Physical Intelligences i may Not Be
    Able to Direct That Sadly Many People
    Believe That Intelligences are What You
    Only Learn in Books, School, Work
    And Overall Standard IQ Now
    Mastering MindS NoW
    Frequented By Low
    Levels of ‘Latent
    Finding Autotelic
    Flow i Free Dance
    Meditation Then
    i Sing In Laser
    Focus Ocean
    Whole Mind
    As 95 Percent of
    Our Subconscious
    Mind Rises to Greet
    The Rider On Top of
    The Elephant Who
    Sees more than
    5 Percent
    Song Becomes
    Equally Dance…
    SMiLes My Young
    FRiEnD Vrunda
    A Key to All
    Are Turning
    Pet Peeves Into
    Beautiful FLoWeRS
    That Continue to
    Bloom With
    Cat Purrs
    And Puppy Dog
    Tail Wags With
    Intermittent Color
    Bursts Of ‘Puppy Dog
    Eyes’ Coming Back
    To Visit
    Home As
    We LEarn to
    Laugh Now At
    Our Annoys Before
    They Become Frustration
    Anger Contempt Aggression and
    The Four Letter
    Word of Hell
    Hate That
    A Different
    Home.. Yes This
    Endeavor A Never
    Ending Practice of
    Life LoVE iN All Human
    Relationships NoW iN
    Nature of Existence Senses
    In Feel THinK iN Deed🌲🌟
    SMiLes my FRiEnD A
    Pleasure it is to ViSiT
    FLoWeRS Blooming
    No Matter Age
    Or Human
    Good Morning! Never Boring
    With SMiLes.. Beauty We
    Come to See is Never
    Boring.. i’ve come to
    See DarK Thru LiGHT
    Mundane Thru Exciting
    Below A Grain of
    Sand And Human
    Mountains of Love
    Taller Than Sunshine
    All As Beauty KPI Yes.. Key
    Performance Indicators This
    Expanding Human Potential
    In Seeing With HeART With
    SPiRiT And SoUL More than
    Just 5 Or 6 Senses In
    Unlimited More Soul
    Colors is Yes Dancing
    166 Miles of Public Dance
    And Singing 100,000 Words
    Of Public Free Verse Poetry
    Each Month… Your Blog Post
    About Reading Inspired me
    To take the Speed Reading
    Test on the Internet again…
    Did it A Few Years Back
    And it was 10 to 15 times
    Faster than the Average
    Human Speed of 200 Words
    A Minute.. Haha.. my KPI this
    Go Around is Well over 4,000
    Words A Minute which now
    Proves that not only Will We
    Continue to Get Stronger as
    We Age to 60 but Our Minds
    Will Also Get Faster Not Slower
    With the Fountain of Youth
    That is Using rather than
    Losing Out Potentials
    And Coming to See the
    Beauty of All DarK Thru
    LiGHT in Amazement of
    Wonder in Beauty’s Wisdom
    And Courage of Love Where
    All Becomes the Verb of God
    In Life Now not limited to this or
    That Grain of Sand or Mountain
    Of Human Love Where Symbols
    Of Love Like JeSuS And Buddha
    Krishna Muhammad Lao Tzu
    And All others Become no
    More Beautiful than the
    Grain of Sand Left on a
    Hawk’s Beak
    While Delivering
    A Never Ending Story
    Like this other than
    That Yes Good Mrng
    Again it Helps to Type
    Up to 130 Words a Minute too
    When Properly Focused With
    More than one Finger now on
    A SmART Phone Relaxing In Bed
    But i Love A Challenge including
    Not BreaKinG A String
    Of Good Mornings
    No Matter
    Head Winds
    Or Rough Sees..
    Or Who they are
    Addressed to With
    Star SMiLes of Sunshine
    In Multiples of Seven as
    The Sun is Finally BreaKinG
    Through the Cold Clouds and
    Rain that You May Also
    Sooner too.. HeHe
    As Tree of Life
    Expands Ever
    Green Love As God
    i am No Slave to Deadlines as the River With Forest And Beach iFlow iWhole What
    i Measure Has Already Come Free As the Spirit of the Wind Free air me Breathes…
    For the Records Past of Dance as A Photo Album Series of Photos from the Last
    6 Months Record of Selfies Highlighted as such below finishing out “12,000 Miles of
    Public Dancing”… “God’s Muse of Dance” Originally Starting the Photo Album of Wide
    Grinning Selfies of Joy in 2014 with many of the Beautiful Dancing Partners then from
    Seville Quarter through “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”.. on September.. 26th.. of
    2017 as after that i consolidated the Photo Album in Highlights of Dance Smiles from
    Old Seville Quarter in Selfie Way.. With the Thousand Mile Increment Public Dance
    Celebrations.. starting with “9000 Miles of Dance Walking Now”.. through the Last
    Title Change of “10000 Miles of Public Dancing” as it is pretty clear i am doing more
    Than Just Dance Walking now as the Dance continues to Evolve wherever the Innate
    Instinctual Intuitive Feeling and Sense oF iT Spirals more without Reasons Continuing to Evolve..
    Anyway there are 9 Photo Albums included in the Links Below as Described Above for Selfies
    At old Seville Quarter Some with over 300 Photos as Close to 2000 Selfie Photos are included
    And more Beautiful Smiles as many are Group Photos of Smiling Faces all around the Dance
    Hall More.. A Trail of Joy Left Behind and Highly unlikely a Smile will not come from viewing
    the Joy of So Many People in the Free Arms and Feet of Dancing Smiles.. Now THere
    are no
    Arrows here..
    Now Just Human
    Potentials more
    on Facebook the
    Links are included
    under the title song
    For the Grimes 4AEM (Performance)
    Video Yes Do Life Different Break the Mold NoW
    “PoETiC MusE oN FiRE” And “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
    Document When one of the Audience Voyeur Smart Phone
    Videos from my Public Dance At Walmart Went Viral at
    Close to 88,000 Views for the Video in the Twelve Days
    of Christmas of 2018 in 1947 Dance Events So Far
    in this 75 Month Endeavor of Public Dance Here..
    There are Likely Thousands More Voyeur Videos
    Still Circling Around the Globe.. Hehe Now For Free
    Promoting my Ministry Now of Free Dance Moving
    Meditation With No Work to Do that From me.. hAha
    NoW as i Reach 12,420 Miles at this Point Just 30.5 miles
    Away This Weekend Now that Will Surely be a Marathon
    Two Day Dance Event in Public to Get the Milestone and
    FeatNote of Halfway around the World in Celebration of
    Distance in the Equivalent of 12,450.5 Miles Around the
    Globe at the Equator that is Yes Half the Distance around
    The World at 24,901 Miles that i will Likely Achieve at this
    continuing Rate of Monthly Public Dance Mileage on average
    Still of 166 Miles Per Month by my 66th Birthday on 6.6.26…
    i don’t see why not after all Jack LaLanne Was Still Towing
    60 or so Boats Swimming Across A Bay in His 60’s Too..
    And that Dude Was only Five Feet 6 inches Tall imagine
    what a 240 Pound Dude Over 6 Feet Tall Will Do in Balance
    Like A Forrest Gump Feather in the Wind of Rhyme Over Reason..
    That Remains to be seen but as History Shows so Far as i continue
    to Become Lighter in Effect in Skills Naturally Achieved as Friends with
    Gravity (GoD) What Sky is the Limit When You Float On Terrestrial Land What
    Water Needs
    to Be Walked
    on to Prove
    Anything at all butt iFLY Free
    As Any Hawk or Seagull Yes
    Eagle Spiraling Sunshine Love Within Will Still Do Free…
    Anyway.. Those Two Blog Posts Document What is around
    1300 Comments from the Metro Community Assessing me then
    and now.. ranging from ‘He is Everywhere to Spirit Animal’ that
    Puts me
    in Good
    Company Still hehe…
    A Few Naysayers but
    What Do You (i) Expect when
    my Dance is Recorded in a
    Walmart Where 85 Percent of
    Adults Voted For Trump.. Thankfully.. hAha…
    it was/is Mostly Millennials and Younger Who Assessed me then/now hehe..
    Meh.. the Older ‘Trump Voters’ tend to Pretend they still don’t see me.. hAha…
    But they Do and
    Secretly Wish
    They are Free
    And Fear Free Loving LiFE NoW
    As Wild God Nature True iN LiGHT For ReaL
    The Verb of God the Living God Not a Dead Word (Noun) or Man Alone.. SMILes…
    Yes and Amen Let’s Make this the 97th MeSSaGE for Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    i DID NOT
    CoMe HeaR
    Just to Talk
    About Jesus
    And His Other
    ‘Avatar’ FRiEndS..
    i AM Doing THE DANCE
    You/Them/Us to Christmas Harder than my Ugly SWeaTeR HeaR..
    iT All
    Make IT ALL God NoW
    For ReaL DarK Thru LiGHT
    Verb of GoD Dance And SonG NoW For ReaL
    HAha if TRump THiNKS ‘Greta’ Was/Is Passionate
    About Saving The Face of God Nature From the
    Human Zombie Apocalypse Eating God This/That Way Wait
    Until He
    Get A Load
    of Me for i Will
    Never NoW Be A
    Size of HiS oWN TwitterVerse Hehe..
    i Do Multi-Flavored Colored UniVerse God
    Verb Let’s Just Dance And Sing More Now.
    i am A Free Verse
    ‘CourT Jester’ Ain’t
    No one Paying me
    With Money Power Status
    Likes Shares Follows to Kiss Anyone’s Lord of THiS RinG..;)

  15. “Celebrating Public Dancing
    Halfway Around The World”
    12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months;
    A Snippet; 18 Seconds
    of ‘Maniac’
    Spiraling Dance
    in ‘Autotelic Flow’
    At Super Walmart
    On December 14, 2019…
    “Let Heaven Rejoice” Singing At Catholic
    Church Just For Fun At Mass Before
    The Christmas Festival on Saturday,
    December 14th, 2019; 11th Day Before
    XMAS… “Good Cop Jesus” Providing A Path
    to Kingdom of Heaven Within Now Loving All iN
    Forgiving Agape Style Great; ‘TRumP Jesus’, NO.
    Coming Generations Are Not Going to Put Up With
    Myths And Calling Human Beings Sinful Now For How
    they Are Born; They Aren’t Ignorant. Catholic Church
    Has So Much Community To Offer But Sadly It Won’t
    Grow Up Almost Everyone At the Christmas Festival Older Than me
    The “Greta Generations” Are Going to Erase All The Stink Stank Stunk
    TRuMP DumP Bull Stuff Like An Old Testament oF Fear and Hate
    Meh; It’s Hard to Get Discouraged
    When You Go Anywhere And
    Bring Glee to The Face of
    Youth; The Future With
    Only A Free Dance
    Overall i am Very
    Disappointed in the
    Human Species But
    i Understand They Still
    Know Not What ‘They’
    Do Now Honestly Truthfully
    Honorably Real In All the
    DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    It’s ALL ULTiMaTeLY
    Rewarding Eternally
    NoW (Heaven) iN Flow
    i Suppose it is Fitting..Yes..
    From Egypt #JusTForTHeREcordBooK
    It’s Kind of Amazing There is only
    One Person in the Entire World
    Who Is Fully Supporting What
    i Am Doing Here A Muslim Woman…
    Signs Say It All Woman’s Best FRiEnD
    LiGHTiNG Up my Christmas Tree Often
    It Happens… Doing My Best to Fit In This
    Shoe Size “Fleece Navidad”.. Just Beefing Up mY
    Obituary in Advance.. Haha.. While i’m Still Luke-Red-Hot!
    Fully Illustrated Videos And Songs For Comparison Purposes
    Coming.. i’ll Let ‘You’ Be the Judge of ‘THaT/THiS/Hehe What
    An F iN XMAS Shopping Crowd Today.. i Practically Had to Do
    A Maniac Gorilla/Girl Style Flash Dance to Get the Job Done!
    Meh.. i Just made it a Break in the Middle of 6 Hours of Public
    Store Dance.. Publix.. Target and Walmart Two Trips.. HeHe
    Wow Now How Did the Parish ‘Know’ About my Celebration
    of Dancing Halfway Around the World.. so Nice to have a
    Festival Today.. HAha.. Katrina Recorded me Singing “Let
    Heaven Rejoice” in the Back Pew A Bit too Loud to Hear
    Anyone Sing But me… #ObituaryGoals Other Than That A
    Very Busy XMAS Shopping Day Finishing 16 of 30.5 Miles Public
    Dancing Halfway Around the World And Guess What i’m Still in HeaVeN NoW Within..
    ALong With a 7.5 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Poem Bible in 75 Months too i come
    Good News
    Big News About
    The Kingdom of Heaven
    Within that Most anyone Can
    And Will Achieve Now but no one will now
    if they do not believe they can and will now and Put forth the Seek
    And Find in Practice to Find And Keep This Autotelic Flow.. This Nirvana.. Prana.. Chi..
    Bliss.. etc.. Within Eternally Now.. Yes.. the Other Place.. the Kingdom of Heaven Within Now..:)

  16. SMiLes my Dear FRiEND Sohair
    SMiLes of Plentiful Kind And
    Rosie Cheeked Greetings to
    Meet a FRiEnD online with
    Flowers in a Song of Cool
    Shades HeART Felt Thanks With
    Roses Where Even Thorns are Kind…
    The Home of my FRiEnD Sohair From Egypt so true…
    SMiLes Dear Sohair FRiEnD Thanks So Much Again for the Cool Shades
    And 7 Kind Roses of FRiEnDship Encouragement with a Song and Beginning
    Ending Flower again.. SMiLes.. Modern Technology With the ‘Advent’ of Youtube
    Surely does allow anyone with access to this Gift Produced by the Ingenuity of Humankind
    To Spread Additional Higher Levels of Emotional And Sensory Energy in a way Where Entropy
    is very slow in the return of Gift to Humankind more….
    The free YouTube Song..
    The Gift that keeps
    Giving hehe unless
    there is a Copy Right Strike
    or the Algorithm of Youtube mistakingly
    Takes the Video Down like they did with one
    of my Previous Dance Videos in a Public Store
    Calling it Pornographic With Nudity hehe.. while
    it is true i am Athletic in my Dance there is surely
    nothing ‘sexy’ about when i dance.. hehe.. it is now
    Just an Effort to Stay in Flow With increasing
    Complexity for Greater Human Potential
    Bringing Greater Focus for all of the
    rest of what i do.. and this Song
    is indeed Great for that for
    while it is fast moving
    And Very Eclectic
    in the Sounds
    it brings
    as you may notice
    the Beginning almost
    Sounds Like Music from
    the Middle East as the notes
    fade in and out of Discordance into
    Harmony.. this stimulates the Human
    Mind/Body/Soul and in my case when i hear this Song
    it is like Electricity Rising Spirit in my Body from Head to toe..
    The East Indians will name this Kundalini Rising where it is
    basically what others also name as ‘Chi’ The Higher Force of
    God Within Human Being that takes us out of our Neo-Cortex
    of Past and Future illusions of Worry and Directly into the
    Present of NoW iN Flow where even Science Shows
    this Meditative RiSinG experience increases
    Human Creativity and Productivity
    400 to 500 Percent and that
    is only when a Person
    Practices this Meditative
    State of Being Several instances
    a Week in relative Brief Periods of Flow…
    Hehe.. imagine what a person will be able to do
    if they find ways to stay in Flow almost continuously
    my FRiEnD for Without Work For Pay and Slave to anyone else’s
    Directed Play as someone else’s Writer.. Producer and Actor
    for what they expect for them to Servant or Slave to do.. i am
    Free to pursue this Greater Human Potential in all i Loving Do as i do
    Try to keep the Force of Love my Driving Force in all that i do including
    Giving And Sharing and Most Importantly Being able to Forgive the Devil
    if the Devil Comes in front of me incarnate as any Human form now as of course
    Just as Metaphor as Adversary and Perceived Potential Enemy in Life.. anyway now…
    not many Folks Will probably like this Song but my Mind/Body/Soul is in a place where it takes me higher in deed.. SMiLes.. Sohair i am going to give you the Best Compliment
    You’ve Ever Received for i sincerely believe you Deserve it.
    In the Days of Muhammad the one You Respect the Most in Life
    in Human Form.. if everyone Left His Side for His Great Love of God..
    You would
    be the
    Encouraging him
    all the way for Real…
    at His Side my FRiEnD..:)

  17. My New Year’s Resolution
    Last Year i Tagged..
    #SoulDancing2019 …
    Now i Aim to Focus
    On #2020VisionCreateNewColors
    Soul Dancing Solo Now
    i will Continue Allone…
    Really Though None
    Of This is New
    Under the Sun…
    Just More ReaSon
    To Celebrate Its
    Return Now After
    3 Days Darkness
    Of Winter Solstice…
    A MiLLioN+
    Beyond Old
    Anxieties Buried
    In Darkness of Soul Colors…
    Food For Feeling.. Brighter Now For Real..
    Tree Colors
    Branching Out
    Roots Loving All
    DarK ThrU LiGHT…
    Truth Is Change.. Hell Agrees.. Sympathy For Devils…
    WorKinG On THaT HaLLMarK Bard Volunteer Job…
    This Go ArounD A ViLLaGE Voted to Keep A Holy FooL…
    ‘She’ Keeps me Housebroken WitH A Whip NoW.. Yes
    She Tamed me With A Rose When i Needed It Most…
    It’s All Just Synchronicity When We Hold Hands
    With God CReaTiNG ReaLiTY
    Essence Of What Life Is First..
    A Dance And Then a Song…
    My Spiral Dance Is An Ark
    oF A Covenant At LeasT FoR Me…
    TRuE NothinG (Hell)
    Has No Hope And
    Lasts FoReVeR Now
    OTHeRWiSE EverYThinG CoLoRFuL
    Peak oF All Pyramid Tops of Being Climb Again
    Fall Again Explode Stars Beyond Lights oF LoVE
    Touch Be Touched
    HeART Felt Winds
    BreezE SouLiT
    SPiRiT GLows
    Forest Wings oF owl
    Owl Of Wings Forest
    Of Winters
    When Souls
    Continue to
    Ripe Art…
    Spring Falls
    Beyond Winter Blues
    Summer Spring Again WiTHiN RiSinG
    HiGHeR Wise Thoughts In Deed Love..
    Light of God Fire of Love Radiates From Toe to Head Never Separated Whole
    Is Love of God Come NoW into me Living Love Now Gives Shares Freer
    When i Spiral Dance In Flow Halfway Around the Globe A Trinity of Mind
    Body And Soul CoMe ToGeTHeR Over me… Father Reptile BRaiN Senses
    Son NeoCortical ReaSoN… SPiRiT LiMBiC System Feelings
    Yes Class it’s No Wonder Why Trinity Keeps Coming…
    Take Care Good Luck If ‘You’ “Think” It’s “God’s”
    Responsibility to Prove Love Is
    Real by Pulling A Rabbit Out of
    A Hat of ‘Thin Air’… Dead or Alive
    Why Some Folks Spend Their
    Entire Life Running Toward
    Away From Love Never
    Truly Becoming LoVE…
    “The Dagger”… Most Often
    The one You Are ‘Supposed’
    To Be Able To Trust And Rely On…
    “Dagger” in the “Gut”
    Take Care Good Luck
    The DaRK ThrU LiGHT
    The DancE ThrU SonG
    That And Who BReaTHES
    ALL (God) Free NoW For Real The PReSeNT
    With No Death Life IS A Given… With Death Life
    IS THE ONE GIFT… The PReSenT NoW For ReaL LoVE
    ‘She’ is Not All Forgiving Like me… JeSuS F. in Christ Who Is…
    SHe’ll Take Your Privilege Away to ‘Play With me’… Unlike Lucifer’s ‘Guardian
    Demon’ Then off That ‘Fox
    Show’ ‘She’ is Not Violent…
    Katrina IS A Guardian Of
    Angels She Is More Like A
    Demon When IT Comes
    to Protecting Angels
    ReMeMBeR i Am NOT
    The one(s) Who Harm(ed)
    You But Never the Less i
    Forgive “THeir Dagger” In me…
    Love Lessons… How to Forgive
    Those in The Act of ‘Crucifying’
    The Real EnemieS iN THeir Life…
    If You Truly Love The Person NoW
    With “The Dagger In Your Gut” You Always Forgive Understanding Where They’ve Been
    “The Dagger” Twisting In Your Gut is the Original “Face(s)” of Who Originally Abused Or
    Neglected “Them” For Real… “It” Is A Very Temporary Pain You FeeL For You Understand They
    Did Not Inherit “The Dagger” From You
    Twisting THeiR Dagger In Your Gut
    Telling You to Take Care Good Luck
    Some Folks… OPen PAges LiGHT
    Of LoVE… Others Remain Book
    Covers Hiding THeiR PAges DarK…
    A Person Refusing to Bleed
    May “Get Love” But Never
    Shed Enough Of Their Book Cover…
    You Learn A lot When You Soul
    Dance But It Is Never What
    You Learn In A Book Alone…
    But You See the People Who Love
    Bleed Dance And Sing A Human
    Way… “Dagger” Is FroZeN In TiME
    Having No Empathy For The
    Other Person They Are Just
    ‘A Tool’ Watching Them Bleed…
    When You Apologize “IF” You
    Harmed Someone They Express
    Their Hurt And You Blame Them…
    If You Truly Love Someone
    And You Harm Them You
    Heal Them With No More Hurt…
    If You Truly Love Someone
    You Protect Them From Harm… You
    Apologize.. If They Feel Harm From You…
    Sure.. if i “Run” into Someone i Ask
    For Forgiveness But It’s Obvious i
    Rarely Do That When Seeing Dance
    i Dance Around “Them”…
    When “They” Run into
    me i Forgive.. i LoVE LiVE
    Thing Is Humans Are
    Not ‘Things’ i Put People
    First i Do Not ‘Run’ into ‘Them’
    “He Does Not Allow Any Thing
    to Get in His Way” Public Dance
    Halfway ‘Round the World Proof
    “Christ the Light is Coming” Singing This
    Song in Catholic Mass Just For Fun While
    Katrina Records me surely not as Joyous
    A Song As “Let Heaven Rejoice” as Heaven
    Rejoicing is about Now and Something that is still
    Coming should
    have Already
    Arrived now
    for Those
    Who Find
    This Light of
    Pure Agape Love
    With Prana and Chi
    And all the Other Metaphors
    For Autotelic Higher Force Human
    Flow that Brings so many More Human
    Potentials in Creativity and Productivity
    To Life more about that in a Few as True
    The Dance oF LiGHT is Coming Now
    No Wait for the Flow of Heaven for
    me or this Christ Light Metaphor
    of Human Expanding Conscious
    Awareness Holding Hands Now
    With Sub-Conscious
    Mind in Flow More
    iN Mind And Body
    BaLanCinG Soul
    to Yes increase
    All Human
    And Productivity in
    All Forms of Dance and
    Song More Including in General
    All Forms of Arts And Sciences too
    Where Love and the Higher Force
    of Nature God is Ours to Enjoy
    in Living Essence God in Us LoVE
    in Giving Sharing More
    IN Peace And Harmony
    Agape Love where We
    Consume all others
    And the Rest of Nature
    With Least Harm Now for ALL(GoD).
    “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway
    Around the World 2 And 3”.. Smiles.. the Song “4 AEM”
    by ‘Grimes” Carried me through 7 Hours of Public Dance
    On 12.15.19 to finish up the Milestone of Public Dancing the Distance of Halfway Around the
    Globe at 12,457 Miles.. Actually 6.5 miles more than the 12,450.5 Miles i needed to Achieve
    the Milestone to make That Distance on 12.15.19 in 75 Months.. Ha! i am a bit tired With Smiles…

    Now to Rest my
    Feet with some
    More Free Verse Long
    Form ‘Bible’ Poem Poetry Writing
    Yes.. as the 76th Month Anniversary
    of that Milestone Comes in Doing that on 12.18.19
    With 7.6 MiLLioN Words by that Date too of “SonG
    oF mY SoUL”.. Longest Long Form Epic Bible Poem in History with SMiLes…
    It Appears that the Speed and Complexity
    of my Dance continues to Evolve as i Reach
    the Age of 60 on 6.6.20 as the Current
    Pace in Average Dancing Miles
    of 166 Miles A Month Should
    Take Me Entirely the Distance
    Around the Globe by the date
    i am 66 on 6.6.26 then too..
    As i’ve mentioned before Jack LaLanne
    Towed A Whole Fleet of more than 60 Boats
    Swimming Across a Bay in this Sixties then
    So hehe as my Mother Said when i came down
    with the Suicide Disease Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep as a Shut-in my
    Home for 66 Months with a total of 19 in Synergy
    of Life Threatening Disorders.. she said why not
    Now i Dance
    And Sing
    Why Not
    Me too as things
    Change in terms of increasing
    Milestones And Featnotes NoW Too…
    SMiLes Dear Sohair.. i’ve Already come
    Up with a New Year’s Resolution for 2020
    And Even Tagged It Just for The Cultural
    MeMe of course not worried about
    WHere anything of what i do
    Eventually Goes… hehe..
    It’s Nice Not to Have to Report
    Another 12,457 Miles of Public Dance
    Until i Turn 66 on 6.6.26 Another 6 and
    A Half Years From Now MaKinG the Entire
    Distance of the Globe.. or so.. Now
    the Holiday Dance And Sing
    SeaSoN Continues to Roar
    The Force of Love Free
    As Spirit Wind Will
    Surely Freely Do As
    Cold Front Come to Dance
    And Sing Pine Tree Forest Dreams
    Where i Live in the Country/Forest Now…
    Other than that i have one More Church Song
    to Upload to YouTuBE and Two Much Faster Moving
    Overall Longer Dance Videos From Walmart to Upload too…
    And Yes DonE IT…
    SMiLes.. these are
    Days when and
    Where anyone
    May Create A
    Work of Art that Dances
    And Sings Love of LiVinG LiGHT oF LoVE NoW…
    Anyway.. SMiLes This is Just one Resolution #2020VisionCreateNewColors
    SMiLes Dear Sohair i am So Happy You Enjoyed the Music From “Grimes” Titled “AEM 4”..
    i’ve Been Writing a Bit About The Public Dancing Around Half the Distance of the World And
    i am in the Mood for a Bit of “Umbrella” by the Dancer Singer
    Rhianna from Barbados As i understand She Learned to
    Dance Freely Without Lessons in Kind of a Free
    Verse Style of Dance too.. Likely Explains
    Her Intense Focus in Creativity and
    Her Level of Productivity
    in Art As Well as in that
    Particular Song Searchable
    on YouTube It is Easy to See that
    She is in a State of Flow Where She Seems
    to Stay in All the Art She Communicates.. of course
    This is WHeRe Many Artists Stay and Why they May Feel
    Sense So Much More Connected to Nature and God too Free as
    they tend to Escape their Neo-Cortex limited to Deadlines of Past
    And Future Worry and Light Up the Rest of their ‘Christmas Tree’ From
    Toe to Head to (GoD) Mind Connecting to the ALL other wise Named God All of Nature
    For What is Seen and Unseen Felt and Unfelt too Some Folks Feel and Sense
    More oF it and
    they often
    Naturally Children
    of God for they Feel and
    Sense No Separation From God
    All of course A “5th Dimension” Metaphor
    That You Relate too as well.. Both of these Songs
    BRinG the Holy and Sacred Spirit Full of Meaning and
    Purpose the Higher Force of God PuRE LoVE iNto me
    With No Separation my FRiEnD.. Just Another Way of Meditation
    That is in Secular Terms of Science Basically the ‘Autotelic Flow Experience’..
    That of course Comes in unlimited Colors of Feeling And Sensing Ascending
    Transcending Awareness.. WHeRe ALL BeCoMeS Agape Love to Give and Share Free..
    of Course Consuming
    the Rest of Nature
    With the
    Now mY FRiEnD…
    Hmm.. This Will Also Be Message Number
    98 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS my Goodness
    the Math Just by Estimate is becoming oh So Clear
    Considering i likely Send over an average of 1800 Words Per
    Message if i haven’t Already Passed an Old “New Testament”
    Number of Words at 180,000 Total Words there i am Surely coming
    Close it’s Very Likely i will Get at that Word Count Shared by the Date
    i Publish “Grand Cross Bible 2019” on or about Christmas Day Soon
    And Sooner too as that will be the 9th Subtitled Long Form Poem Bible
    that is the Size of the Old King James Bible or Greater in the Last 75 Months
    of Writing the Longest Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” as that
    Effort on the 76th Anniversary Month Date of 12.18.19 Grows to 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words Easily 9 Times the Size of the Old King James Size Effort Bible and
    Yes ‘Class’ 90 Times the Size of ‘the Quran”… Just Didn’t Take 23 Years
    to Receive it in my Case nor the Centuries and Innumerable Authors
    it has taken to Create All Other Epic Long Form Poem Bibles in
    Metaphor of doing precisely what i am doing here.. but not
    like Everyone’s individual Language Abstract Construct
    For God People Do Get Very Tribal and Limited
    in the Symbols.. Yes.. Idols for the Essence
    of God they come to Co-Create and
    try to limit amongst just
    the ‘Group Think’
    Members of
    their Tribe no matter
    How Big or Small it is but
    those of Us who Write 7.6 MiLLioN
    Word Long Form Poem Epic Bible Poems
    Have a Much Clearer Bigger Picture of the Essence
    of God that is surely even Beyond our iMaGiNaTioN as
    What We even do as Mountains of Human Love that and who
    are no more or less Integral to God All That Is Nature than US..
    As Below A Grain of Sand That Golden Spirals in Subatomic Particles
    Yes.. Let’s Put it this way if little old me doesn’t require Worship Versus
    Sending Someone to Hell Forever highly.. NO.. Not Likely a Force As Great
    As God All That Is Will Be Reduced to a “Trump Personality Disorder” Alone…
    Anyway.. Speaking of that someone just Wished me Dead on my Youtube Channel
    for Leg Pressing 1340 Pounds Very Slowly 12 Reps for 100 Seconds Sadly We LiVE iN
    A World of Jealousy and Envy for those who are not Secure in their Own God SKiNS needing
    no Worship
    for the
    of the Flesh and
    Blood Spirit the HeART
    And SoUL That and Who LoVES
    Agape LoVE Free to Give and Share more..
    to Be Clear ‘they’ said they hoped the Machine Will
    Break and All the Weight Will Topple on me and Kill me…
    my Tools i Choose including the Words i use are more secure
    in Trust and Faith
    Than That
    Matter of
    Fact They
    LoVE iN
    Pure Force
    Higher Way
    of God’s Breath
    Spirit Wind Within
    YeS AGAiN ‘Class’.. the
    Metaphors for this Higher Force
    of God Within to Give and Share Free
    Range from Chi to Kundalini Rising to
    Prana to Satori to Tao.. Ki and Ka
    Colors Never End for the
    Force off God
    And yes
    is the continuing Bliss/Nirvana i seek i find
    As Every Step of Life Becomes Holy
    And Sacred Dance As Well As
    Every Word of Life Becomes
    Holy and Sacred Song
    All Full of Meaning
    And Purpose
    i continue
    to Co-Create in Never
    Ending FLoWinG Practice
    With all that is God NoW For
    Real including You and me and us and Them too..:)

  18. “What Would You Change About America?”

    More Real Super Normal Heroes of the World Who Use
    the Human Spirit For Change, Instead of Weapons of War;
    For Example, We Need More Folks With Asperger’s Syndrome to
    Fill “Time Covers” in Metaphor of Course as You need not Make Fame
    And or Fortune to Truly Change the World at Essence of Human Spirit
    of HeART that Makes A Soul Real that Lights Up like a Real Christmas Tree in Give and Share;
    It was Really Amazing Yesterday; as i was relating
    A Milestone of Public Dancing the Distance
    of Half the Globe at the Equator Achieving
    that ‘Featnote’ On Sunday Evening at 12,457 Miles
    of Effort in 75 Months; as the Autotelic Flow Ascending
    Transcending Greater Effort That Brings, Allows me the Laser Focus
    Greater in Creativity and Productivity to actually Write what is coming to
    be a 7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Epic Long Form Poem; my Personal Bible; “SonG oF mY
    SoUL”, in 76 Months of Effort Now come 12.18.19, This Wednesday; True, Just Finished a
    Subtitled Long Form Poem Bible titled “Nether Land Bible” in 42 Months at 5 MiLLioN Words;
    True too; as a Young Man Caught Up to me in the Mall; He Said You May not Remember me but
    i’ve Seen you in Other Places around the Metro Area; and i Just wanted to Shake Your Hand for You
    are a Role Model of Fearless Freedom i see; So i shook His Hand and unlike Forrest Gump and His Several
    Trips across the Width of the United States in Running; in turn, i proceeded to give Him a Short Fred-Talk
    on the Meaning of Life;
    5000 Words and Less in
    A few Minutes of Course; he ended
    by Saying i could be a Public Speaker; then
    i related; Well in my Case Diagnosed with Asperger’s
    Syndrome that is not always the Case; but Yes, in the Case
    of the Original “Gillberg Criteria”, per Hyperlexia; i did not Speak
    Verbally until age 4; And Then When i told Him i was Diagnosed with
    Asperger’s Syndrome; i said, Yes; You know that Gift that i find now
    That is Attributed as a ‘Human Super Normal Power’ for making the
    Cover of ‘Time’ For Real. True; it’s no longer related to more Nefarious
    Activities in the Public Eye of what has circulated in the Media Before;
    Now it is Considered in the General Mainstream Media as a ‘Super Normal
    Power’ Instead; a
    Gift to Change the
    World one Person one
    Spirit that will Persevere and
    Not Give UP; This Is What America
    Needs More of Now; the Spirit of Change Who will not give up;
    if one Person With Asperger’s Syndrome will do what ‘Greta’ does;
    Imagine What Will happen if Two or More Put Their Effort in too.
    Here’s ‘A Thing’, Unlike Forest Gump i didn’t get so Tired i Quit;
    True; Two Special Interests; Dance And Song Both in Flesh And Symbols
    Is Enough For me. True; there have been so many Nay Sayers in My Life; but
    i Refused to Let them Garden me Dark; i Rose in Light many Instances Out of Dark;
    But It’s True i Do It; Because i Just Felt Like Dancing/Singing; i Had No Idea at first that the Autotelic
    Flow Meditative Movement/Free Writing/Singing Brings is the Fountain of Youth that Even Regenerates
    Gray matter in the Brain; i increased my Leg Strength; 3X From 500 Pounds to 1520 Pounds 8 Reps Max
    Now Still, Reaching Closer to 60 Years of age; True, 59.5 Now Rounded off to One Decimal Place at Least;
    Anyway, at an Average of 166 Miles a Month in Running Continuing; And 100,000 Words Writing A Month;
    i’m Only 6.5 Years Away From Circling the Distance of the Entire Globe at 66 Years Old; Yes, 24,901 Miles and
    as Far as “SonG oF mY SoUL”; doing the Math of 78 Months and 7.8 Million More Words that’s a 15.4 MiLLioN
    Word Long Form Epic Bible Poem by then too. What i’m Saying Here is; We Need More Humans Who Do Not Believe
    in ‘Couch Potato Limits’; People Who Do Not Believe It When Folks Say they will Never Be Able to Communicate
    but in Brief Words; They may in Deed Say More; People Who Do Not Believe in the Labels Society Assigns to them
    no matter Professional or Pejorative for Real; For The Greatest Pejorative Against Any Creature that Lives
    is Limiting Their Living Potential of Life Now;
    As that Relates to Love of Connection to Others
    And the Rest of Nature for Real; Smiles, i remember as
    i pretty much have close to a Photographic Memory for Text;
    Reporting to “Auntblabby” Here on the ‘Wrong Planet’ after what
    the Attending Professionals Said Helping me through 66 Months of Shut-in
    Pain and Illness of 19 Medical Disorders; including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    for 66 months from Wake to Sleep, the Worst Assessed Known Human Pain; Yes as
    Those Professionals from the Medical Community Gave me no Prognosis; no Chance
    For Recovery before i shed all the Pain and Numb and turned it all into a Free Dance And Song;
    They Called it a Miracle; i called it a Dream that Came true; Just not to have a Pain that felt like
    someone drilling my Teeth in my Right Eye and Ear without Novocaine from Wake to Sleep for
    66 Months; for when i posted Here for the 33 Months or So until Recovery from Pain and
    Numb that was the Dentist Drill in my Eye/Ear i accommodated; as True, the first 33 Months
    as a Shut-in; i could not Use my Eyes and Ears Effectively for anything; the Pain was just
    too great; True, When i started Posting here on Thanks Giving Day of 2010;
    Every Word Was a Mountain of Pain to Climb two inches from the
    Screen without Prescription Lens; with the Brightness turned all
    the way down; as Prescription Lens made the Pain that Much
    Worse; And A Street Light at Night was as Bright as
    the Sun to me; Pain and Numb; All Pain and Numb;
    No Feeling; No Memory if i had ever Smiled in my Entire Life;
    You know what else we Need IN America; We Need More People who
    Are Not Afraid to Dance And Sing; And By God Yes, Smile at the Stranger on the Street;
    By God We Need More Folks to Rejoice like i’m Singing in the Song Above With the Forrest
    Gump Run Link; and my latest Public Dance Link for Proof of what i am Saying Here; along
    with the “Let Heaven Rejoice” Song That is Real and Worth Dancing to in Smiles Making Heaven Now;
    Within; More Than a Feeling; A Way of Life to Give and Share Free; True, if everyone were/wills to find Real Heaven
    Within; we might Consume and Eat the Rest of the Face of Nature less; until Nature Spits our Species out like Bad Breath.
    That’s What We Need in America;
    More Heaven Now For Everyone
    to not only See; But actually Feel And Do Now Together.
    In that Thread in the Summer of 2013 when i recovered
    on this “Wrong Planet” then i Mentioned i Leg Pressed 500 Pounds
    As then that seemed like a lot to me; The Leg Press Machine has
    Run out of Room For More Weights now; 1520 Pounds is not my
    Human Limit now but Machine Limit; true then, i reported i Saw No
    Limits on the ‘Wrong Planet’; Truly it is still a self-fulfilling Prophecy as
    All the evidence Clearly Still Relates;
    That’s We Need in America;
    More Potential Fulfilled; In
    All Intelligences Possible to Do Now;
    Greater Works to Help Each Other Now;
    if Only for the Hope that someone else might
    Rise out of Real Hell on Earth Within and Find Heaven Real Within
    to Give and Share Free; Just for the Agape Love that comes from Altruism Real.

    i am
    A Dream.
    The Dream i created is Real.

    That/This is the (a) Real American Dream; MaKinG Whatever Your Dream is Come True;

    Not All Folks Take Advantage of It; in my small way; every Step and Word i Take; i Do in Dance And Song.

    For it’s True; i Do Not Require a Stitch of Cultural Clothing to Be Free and Happy as Heaven Will Rejoice for Real in/as me.

    i really like This Message; Yes, Let’s Make This Message Number 99 For Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS; Sure, Just For Fun And Great Continuing News too..:)

  19. We Are All Feathers so
    Much More than
    Dust in the Wind
    As We Navigate
    Fly and
    The Spirit of Love…

    “For Whatever we lose (like a you or
    a me) It’s Always Ourselves
    We Find in the Sea”

    -E.E. Cummings

    For Barren Limbs Wilting DArk
    Berries Just Hoping For One Green Leaf
    Sun at Beauty’s Sunset Coloring Spirit Fire
    Heart’s SouL Deeper
    Playing Guitar..
    Birth oF A Rose
    Shining in Sun
    ThornS unto Death..
    SMiLes.. Books…
    Soul Recordings…
    Defeating Death LivE oN
    Just for
    the Human
    Who is Still
    Kind Enough to
    Care for Other Humans
    Without Fear and Fail;
    You are
    too; my FRiEnd Sohair…
    We Live in a World Where A Sixteen-Year-Old Girl With Asperger’s Syndrome
    Will Change This World by Helping to Save the Environment that is All Our Home;
    Recognized As Person of The Year on a Popular Magazine Cover With Great Honor that Is
    Sincere, Respecting, and A Common Courtesy to Humans Who have Achieved Great Works for
    The Common Good..🙂
    We LiVE iN A World Where a ‘Man’ will Publicly Do His Best to Bully and Humiliate This
    Young Woman; Yet, She Will Stand Taller than this ‘Man’ Supported by Half A Country for ‘Leader of
    the Free World’.
    i am Also ‘The Sunshine’;
    i Live in Both of These
    Worlds; 93 Million Miles
    Or So Above Darkest Clouds;
    My Rays May not Penetrate
    Darkest Clouds;
    Yet They Shine on
    Have A Nice Day…

    “We Are Beyond Infinite Now Without Measure”

    -me and Y.O.U. Why Owe You

    i suppose one of the Greatest “Perks of Being a Wallflower” is it gives Us a Chance
    to See How the Sun Shines on All Flowers, Great And Small; And How it Does Not
    As Well; As We come to Observe Blue Skies and Clouds More as We are not as
    busy chit-chatting Social Small Talk Bonding with “The Other Flowers” for Inner Warmth.

    Smiles; i just finished the Distance of Half the World in Public Dance at 12,437 Miles
    on Sunday Evening; it took 75 Months and 7 Hours on Sunday in Numerous Stores
    while my Wife Christmas Shopped in Heavy Crowds to Finish that Milestone; but
    i wanted to finish my Blog Post About it by the 76th Anniversary Month of my Long
    Form Epic Poem, “SonG oF mY SoUL” that is arriving at 7.6 MiLLioN Words on
    December 18th, 2019; Yes, Tomorrow, with SMiLes ‘Beyond Infinity Now’, Real.

    The Reason i see both of these Milestones as important to me is related to
    the ‘Wall Flower Place’ i come from to arrive in Freedom and the Feeling
    in Flow that is Constant for me Now in an Autotelic place of Bliss and
    Nirvana in Flow; yes, as a FLoWeR; once a Wall Flower that is surely
    A place i identify now as “We are Beyond Infinite Now Without Measure”;
    Fearless and Loving Free, i am now; However, this surely wasn’t always the
    Case as it gave me Horrible Anxiety to even Walk into a Walmart by myself until
    the Age of 53: where then i was determined to Dance My Way Through Life and Never ‘Just
    Walk’ Again; So, i did after that without fail; After Rising up out of 19 Mostly Stress Related
    Disorders for 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom with No Medical Prognosis for Recovery.

    People named me as the Person who always solved Problems at Work; but one who had Few
    Words and ‘Social Graces’ ‘to boot’; Nice, Yes; But just never ‘one of ‘the crowd’; i smiled a lot;
    i smiled all ‘the time’; that was enough to keep me employed at least; along with solving ‘all’
    the problems; identified in ‘Business Terms’ as A Valuable Commodity to Keep at Work; but
    Honestly, i wanted to be identified as a Human more than ‘A Valuable Commodity’; i Believe
    We All Do Deep Down, at least; if, we are even Human; as ‘this World’ Will Turn People into

    i couldn’t Speak Until Age 4; they didn’t have a Diagnosis for Asperger’s Syndrome on the
    Autism Spectrum when i was young; it took me until age 47 to get diagnosed to understand
    why i spent my life Dancing on a Tightrope Within just to Survive With A Smile that says
    Drive thru; but don’t stay too long to get to know me; as i really just don’t have much to say.

    You know, it does’t matter How many Steps i’ve Danced or how many Words i’ve written now
    As ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’;

    Just the FAct that i am not afraid to Walk in Walmart By Myself; i am comfortable in my Body
    Now as it used to not feel connected to my Mind; and i have more than a few things to even
    say to a Stranger in Foreign Countries, i don’t even know; well, the Truth is; it makes me Feel Human.

    Being Human Feels Good to me;

    So, i Dance Every Step Now as Holy And Sacred;

    So, i Sing Every Word Now as Holy and Sacred;

    i Make ALL of Life DarK Thru LiGHT Full of Meaning and
    Purpose for i see the Reality that We are All Beyond Infinite
    Without Measure Now; Simply for We have the Potential to Breathe Free;

    And Truly Live As Human Being As
    “We Are Beyond Infinite Now
    Without Measure” at Best

    Have a Nice Day,


    Smiles my FRiEnD Sohair most everyone Believes that me
    And Katrina have a Marriage Made in Heaven but what they
    May Not Realize is Truly in Our lIves both of Us have Literally
    Been Through Hell on Earth and More than Once too as of course
    Many Folks Do;
    It Is Those
    Who refuse
    to Fall Who Rise my
    FRiEnD it is those Who
    Breathe Love Who Always Live
    As Long as the Next Breath Comes
    As Air of God’s Wind that Carries Us As Air That is Free…
    The Spirit The Sparkle in the Eye Now that is Brighter Than
    Any Star Above the LoVE iNCaRNaTE Humans Will Evolve Still Now to Be..
    Yet i am only
    Human i Break
    Down And Fall…
    Yet i am only Human
    i continue to Rise up And
    Dance And Sing Free for the
    Grace in Balance that is this Breath the Spirit
    of the Wind Will i am Beyond Infinity of Measure Now
    Strength Always Married Now to the Breath of God That
    And Who Now
    And Sings
    The HeART
    The Spirit
    of me Free mY FRiEnD..
    The Force of Love That
    And Who Refuses to
    Stay Below
    Away from
    The Love Breathes the
    Highest Force of God in/as Us.
    Smiles, Dear FRiEnD; May God
    Always Deliver the Mail in Terms of Love For And As You/Us…
    SMiLes, Dear Sohair; What is often Lost in the Modern
    World is Common Courtesy; Simple And True for
    Without Common Courtesy We Lose all
    Feelings of Respect and
    Sincerity in Human
    Relationships that are
    Truly the Life Blood of Life
    And What We May Name as FRiEnDS
    for People Who Consider that We are
    Humans; Not Just Cogs in Machines That Fit
    A Role in a Business Plan to Make Dollar Bills
    Accumulate to Buy Stuff; but Mammals With HeARTS;
    Social Animals Evolved to Depend on the Integrity of
    Other HeARTS to Care in Reciprocal Social Communication
    of Kindness; even if it is
    Two Monkeys picking
    the Bugs off each other
    in a Jungle; for they feel enough
    Empathy where they feel distress
    if the Bugs are making the other
    Monkey Feel Uncomfortable; Natural
    Healers We are As Humans With Each other
    if We do not lose our SPiRiT our HeART of Kind
    Soul that truly in Common Courtesy with Respect
    And Sincerity Does not want the other Social Animal
    Sitting Next to Us to Feel Stress in Frustration as the
    Bugs of Life
    who only
    to Consume
    us continue to
    Tear into Our Flesh;
    no different really than
    Humans who have devolved
    into Likes, Follows, Shares and
    More Views of Money Making Machines
    Where External Things Become God instead
    of the Flesh and Blood of Souls Bonding Together;
    Healing each other We are Naturally Still evolved to be…
    People come and go my
    FRiEnD; but rare ‘these
    days’ it is the
    FRiEnD who
    is considerate
    enough in common
    courtesy, respect, and
    sincerity to consider the
    feelings of others who truly
    may care deeply about them as FRiEnDS;
    Just enough to say excuse me from the Dinner
    of Love;
    i will be
    back later
    to continue this
    Meal of FRiEnDship for Real;
    You are Awesome my FRiEnD;
    for You are one of the last True
    Human Beings i even come ACross
    in this Entire World;
    it is a bit
    sad to
    say this
    but i am
    not one to lie;
    How in the World
    Will anyone Save
    ‘A World’ Like this;
    ‘Simple’; by
    Up THeir Humanity for Real;
    For Each Human is the Soul of God;
    With That Said; Happy Vacation; Thanks
    So Much For Letting Us Know, You are going to
    be gone for a While but Will come back; this way
    We will know You are Okay and Still are Our FRiEnD;
    Small Common Courtesies are What Makes Love Breathe Deepest
    in sincerity
    and respect
    for the Fact
    We are ALL Human;
    We Are Still Evolved
    to Need and Depend
    on Each Other for not
    Only Survival but the Breath
    of Love that and who Breathes
    Deepest the Soul of God in All of Existence for Real my FRiEnD…

    “For Whatever we lose (like a you or
    a me) It’s Always Ourselves
    We Find in the Sea”

    -E.E. Cummings

    We Are All Feathers so
    Much More than
    Dust in the Wind
    As We Navigate
    Fly and
    The Spirit of Love…(God)

    Considering i Just Finished a Milestone of Public
    Dancing 12,457 Miles Halfway Around the Globe in 75 Months
    Let’s Make this the 100th Message to Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    on Cue though Along With Message 99 as currently there is no space
    to Add Another Message there as each YouTube Video Limits each Commenter
    no More than Two Comment Spaces there.. anyway.. 100 Messages at surely an
    Average of 1800 Words Each as some are close to 3000 Words Taking the Space
    of Two Comments There makes easy an Estimate the Size of Messages delivered
    to That Catholic Portal on YouTube over 180,000 Words at the Size of the
    Old New Testament Now.. Just a Size thing as Below a Grain of Sand
    Is Integral to All Above that is the God of All Now Yes the
    Spirit of Love
    if Ya
    God that
    Energy Force
    for Real Now too..
    Anyway.. Most.. if not all the
    100 Messages are Just a Small Percentage
    of the Next MacroVerse coming named
    “Grand Cross Bible 2019” That Covers
    the Last 7 Months of King James Size
    and More Words for that 9th Named
    Sub-titled Bible Long Form
    Poem of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
    inclusive of That Title
    Reaching 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words on 12.18.19
    on the 76th
    Month Anniversary
    as hey this just makes Another
    Milestone And Featnote more as
    Make IT all Holy And Sacred Full
    of Meaning Purpose.. Yes.. Make IT All
    Worth Naming God Real Now as Loving ALL GOD NoW..:)

  20. Well.. Hells Bells better Put Let’s Move a bit away from AC/DC
    And Use the ‘Guitar Man’ For this winding up of this Celebration
    of yes.. “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”
    With a trip to Xenia And Frank’s Places of Poetry and the gigoid
    Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages as i riff off of
    Some of those Quotes in Poetic Free Verse With
    Shorter Verse Free too.. and yes too
    of course a Quick Tale of the Tape
    And MacroVerse Memories
    3 Years to Date that
    include additional
    MacroVerse Memories
    3 Years to Date in those
    Memories keeping the seemingly
    Never Ending Story of Nether Land Bible
    As Child of “SonG oF mY SouL” Going Along
    With “FB Profile Pic Bible” that is Child of “Netherland
    Bible” and Grand Child of “SonG oF mY SoUL” GRoWinG
    Respectively at 76 Months of Effort and 7.6 Million Words
    And Over 5 Million Words for “NetherLand Bible” in 42 Months
    of Effort and Over 3.4 Million Words of “FB Profile Pic Bible” also
    included in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas of the Last
    30 Months of that Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem Bible as each
    Facebook Profile Pic Description Area includes about 7 Thousand
    Words too for that Effort through and through as Yes there is
    A Trinity of Bibles ongoing Here where the Other 6 are
    Book Marks of Long Form Poem Bibles Subtitles as
    “Grand Cross Bible 2019” Will come to
    be on or about Christmas Day of
    2019 following 7 Month
    Efforts of 2016.. 2017..
    and 2018.. in “Grand
    Cross Bibles” from Memorial
    Day to Christmas Day Each Year
    Larger than the Old King James Sized
    Bible Long Form Epic Poem Bibles too..
    If You are Counting that’s 7 titled Bibles
    As there are two More Described Below
    As the 1.618 Million Word Effort
    of “PHI Bible” completed in 365
    Days of Memorial Day Weekend
    2016 to Memorial Day 2017 and “1.82M WorD LOnG
    FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN” completed in 13.6 Months
    of Effort on July 19th, 2017.. Celebrating the First Sub-titled Bible
    Under “SonG oF mY SoUL” to additionally reach Longer than the
    Old Record Book Longest Long Form Poem From India Named the
    “Mahābhārata” as that Effort that took Centuries to Create and Innumerable
    Authors comes in at 1.8 Million Words.. of course my Effort took 13.6 Months
    as Record BreaKinG LonG Form Poems still rarely but do actually come.. No.. Not
    Every Day that one Dude Writes one but when it Happens Let’s Just say it Happens
    for Real and true it is kind of fitting that what i wrote to the PR Dude Bishop From the
    Catholic Church in 100 Messages on YouTube Fits a Size of the Older New Testament in
    at least 180,000 Words as Part of coming next “Grand Cross Bible 2019” in the Bigger than
    King James Sized Effort in the 7 Months Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2019 of that Effort As
    You may See When You are a ‘Guitar Man’ these days Life is No Longer Just A Desert Patch in the
    Middle East although Yes.. by God.. Yes.. i’ve Written at Least a New Testament Older Size of all of
    this from that Location too more and less too.. Just in the Last Year or so too.. been all Around the World Writing this New Longest Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” with 8 Subtitled
    Bibles Tagging along still hehe as Child And Grand Children too and true
    there is Now still the Orphan that was once included linked before
    May of 2018 of Free Verse Nude Art and Erotic Poetry that
    is at a bit of a Stand Still Now as that Part of the Bible at
    95,000 Additional Steaming and yes Rising Words
    even with Adult Caution was just way too Hot in
    A Feel and Sense to even link it on my
    PG Rated Blog as hey.. ain’t TaKinG
    No Chances offending anyone
    who cannot see the Benefit
    of Tantric Meditation
    Activities to achieving Nirvana
    And Bliss.. Yes.. Ascending and Transcending NoW
    into the Kingdom of Heaven Autotelic Flow from ‘Shadow Below’
    Above in more of a Kundalini Rising Way of Heaven Now True too..
    This Ain’t Your Conservative Leaning Grand Parent’s (Old T) Bible this is more of what
    the Liberal Leaning Dude Jesus (New T) Free Style would have written for real based on
    His Older reported Writings that were not censored out of the Newer Catholic Version still..
    Yes.. whoever is responsible for those Writings attributed to a 5 Foot 1.. 106 Pound
    or so Little Brown Syrian Looking Dude who wasn’t too concerned
    about Wearing Suits to the Republican First Baptist Veils of
    Ignorance in Church that just can’t still seem to find God
    Naked Within and Free.. and that’s okay ‘they’ still
    have the Eternal Now to Find God within that
    will be as long as Hell is Time or as long
    as Heaven is no Time for Real now
    out of Distance.. Space.. TiME NoW
    And Even Matter Now for Real Pure
    Love Force Energy We are and as Yoda/
    Yeshua Says Now Still.. Size Matters not and we are surely
    Not.. just the Crude Illusion of the Matter We See by Sensory
    Organs Alone as True We Are the Center of God Allone now True in
    LiGHT including DarK as Well NoW too.. As You Will Find God As Well in
    A Cord of Wood Split-in-two as One Force of One Hand Clapping Now For Real..
    Hmm.. people who have the Context and Education for what i am SpeaKinG of
    Now if they ever arrive at this Long Form Bible Poem will surely LEaRN A Lot For what
    This Holy and Sacred Spirit (GoD) Within is Currently Gifting me in the Present of Now
    And SpeaKinG of Gifts the Rest of this Will Have to Wait until Later tonight as the Wife Says Shop
    And i
    the Next
    Lap HalfWay
    Around the World
    With So much more
    New Testament to come
    As All Souls Who Continue
    to Evolve Naturally Just Dance
    and Sing Free in God SKeYeS More For Real NoW

    So for NoW

    Have A Nice

    Day And Continue to Spread the Great News of Heaven Within That is Real
    And True it is very likely that i am only TalKinG to Myself Now but CoNSiDeRinG Allone
    God Lives Within Heaven Free i am surely in Great New Company Heaven NoW ReaL..:)

  21. As Fortuitous Events Will Have It now.. not only is this
    Eve of the 12.18.19 Anniversary of When “SonG oF mY SouL”
    Longest Long Form Epic Bible Poem Reaches the Spirit of 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words in the Spirit.. Yes.. the Holy and Sacred One Full of Meaning and Purpose
    in 76 Months this 12.18.19
    Anniversary Continuing
    Coming Deep Within this
    is also Yes.. Hells Bells
    Impeachment Eve
    For the Current
    Father of 15 Million
    Lies Achieved in Less than
    3 Years as yes there are Land
    Marks and Milestones more likely Impeachments
    As Such Created by ‘He Man’ and Masters of the
    Universe and sure any ‘Orange Skeletor’
    Adversary That May Also Compete for
    What is already Fully owned ALL NoW
    By Those Who LiVe onE WiTH
    God For Real WiTHiN NoW
    As no Dear Adversary
    Folks You can and
    will Neither
    Heaven or Just Read
    About Heaven in a Book…
    Heaven is a Force Within Yes
    the Higher Force of Love Without
    Fear the Spirit Energy Force of God Within…
    No Separation All Becomes Whole Flow as the
    Meek Inherit It All by simply Realizing and Feeling
    And Sensing They aRe ALLParT oF GoD All.. True what
    Would/Will “He Man” have to Gain by Being Worshipped by
    ‘Lesser Mortals’ Than ‘He Man’ Less than a Grain of Sand
    Holding Up A Mountain of LoVE iN Dance And Song True what if
    Real ‘He Man’ Comes Back as a More Clever Version who
    Does not Even Need a Sword to Come in So-called
    Real Innate Glory of God Within to Dance and
    Sing the Kingdom of Heaven Within sure
    CaLL iT Myth or Fable if You Like and
    or Love As Heaven is as Real within
    in Autotelic Flow as Even Science
    Has No Choice but to Admit
    that FLoWinG Meditation
    even Still Meditation
    is the Real Fountain
    of Youth Now.. sure replacing
    Gray Matter of our Brains in Moving Meditation
    too and true too You too might be able to Leg Press
    1520 Pounds at a 90 Degree Angle.. 8 Reps too.. Yes Class
    It’s All About Human Potential and on Top of Everything NoW it’s
    All about the Kingdom of Heaven within.. Yes.. the Kingdom of God
    Love to Give and Share Freely Now Even More Without Fear for
    Real but if you Believe that You do not have to do anything to
    Receive this Gift Look around at the rest of Nature and
    Remind Yourself of what Happens when Planets
    No Longer Revolve With Gravity Around Stars
    There is No Free Meal in Heaven for Heaven
    is the Food that We Both Co-Create and
    Consume as the Manna of Love
    the Bread and Water Within
    of Life that is no Matter..
    Space.. Time or Distance @ALL
    Now Love Beyond Infinity Fearless and
    Free to Dance and Sing Even More Now for Real..
    Meh.. at Most All Folks Will Do is See the Dance of Heaven
    Now if Folks Actually Do it as A Spiraling Autotelic Flow Now of
    Moving Meditation in Dance And Song Kingdom Come Heaven may Be Theirs
    Now but Again This Comes With the Effortless Flow of Actually Doing Heaven Now..
    Trivia Note: in 1984 my First Year Working at the Military Bowling Center..The Staff
    Exchanged Christmas Gifts At the Employee Party and Guess what little Young 170
    Pound or so me Received as A Gift then.. Yes! You Guessed it A ‘He Man Doll’..
    Been GRoWinG Hobbies Public Dancing Halfway Around the World/7.6 MiLLioN
    Words of Bible Epic Longest Long Form Poem True too.. And Yes Watching Hell Bells
    as no one is Above the Law Even if ‘Skeletor’ Insists He Will Not Stay in A Dark Pit SoUL Home..
    And True if A Number of Catholics Since 325 AD Measuring 1.2 Billion Now Reciting a Meme
    and Egregore of a Nicene Creed all these Years it’s no Wonder that Magic Trick For Real
    May Not only HUMaNiFeST
    Preparing A Way
    but before
    you Know
    iT A Son
    Humans “Create”
    Like a Moon Child
    Who Grows into Sunshine More..
    Of Course this is Just a 7.6 MiLLioN
    Word Bible Long Form Poem “SonG oF
    mY SoUL” Yes Just an online Biggest Bible
    Poem Book Nothing to take Serious at all
    for what else could all of this Be but another Sacred Clown and Another Story Now..
    Any Way Final Tally of Public Dance as of 12.17.19 This “SonG oF My SoUL” Spirit
    of 76 Months Anniversary Eve of 12.18.19 in Spirit of 7.6 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF My
    SoUL” But Yes Now Dancing in Public Exceeds Halfway Around he World in 12,466 Miles
    of Effort Too as of This Impeachment Eve Hells Bells Celebration on 12.17.19.. 7 Days Now
    Tomorrow in Days to come For Christmas Day and “Grand Cross Bible 2019” Coming True..:)

  22. Thank You.. Sohair Dear
    FRiEnD Best Regards
    ALWaYS to You As Well
    WitH Kind HeART
    LovE TRuE
    iN CourAGE
    God’s LiGHT RaDiAtes
    SHinES SMiLes Dear Sohair At
    Best i See All of Existence
    Yes Life As We Feel Sense
    Think Perceive Intuit
    Judge It As A Prayer
    i For One Extravert
    To the World For
    Free in Deed for
    me At Least
    Life is The
    Prayer i Dance
    And Sing To The
    World to Give And
    Share The Master
    Soul of My Mind
    God of CouRSE
    You are Surely
    An Integral
    ParT Of my
    Prayer the SPiRiT
    WinD i DancE SinG…
    SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Orchard Flower Lillian
    No ‘Bible’ Will Ever Be Complete Without
    “Christmas’s Dark Wish” As it is the
    ‘Forbidden’ Fruit that has Propagated
    The Human Species For Basic Survival
    For Any Chance At Thrive At All.. True the
    Favorite Fruit of Both “Adam And Eve” Continuing
    Now The Apple of the Shadow of All Our Desires Fueling
    Libido Creativity and Productivity as the Human Race FireS oN..
    For Life Will Never
    Truly Become ‘a Prayer’
    Until We Become Not only
    Master Mind but Master HeART
    And Master Shadow too then only
    Will We Become Master Souls PaRT
    WHoLE oF ALL.. SMiLes my FRiEnD
    The ‘Sufi Mystics’ Understood this in practice through
    their Spiraling Life of Dance and Erotic Poetry Regulating
    Emotions Integrating Senses Becoming Masters of Their
    Shadow Parts of Aggression and Lust for Paradise Fuel
    To Rise as Master Shadow in Integrating Senses.. Master
    HeART in Spiraling Dance.. Yes.. Regulating Emotions
    From Head to Toe River Flow Ascending Transcending
    the Neo-Cortex of ReaSon WHere Master Shadow
    Master HeART Master Mind of ReaSoN becomes
    Whole Master Soul my FRiEnD ALL-N-ALL For
    Real God Head Capstone Pyramid Now from
    Head to toe as the Base of the Pyramid
    is only Held up By Rocks Yes Grains
    of Sand as the Pyramid of Agape
    Love Ascends From Love of
    Affection Above Below
    no Less important
    Than Eros
    That continues
    to even allow Us
    to Survive at All my FRiEnD..
    SMiLes.. my FRiEnD.. a Priest at the
    Church i continue to Study as a Participant
    Anthropology Observer no Different than some
    Folks who have come into my Life in ATTemPTS
    to Play With my Shadow with the Illusion that somehow
    they are Mastering my HeART.. Yes.. i asked the Priest
    About the Story Book Hero ‘Jesus’ and His Experience of
    Eros Love after the Priest aTTempted to Describe the Difference
    Between Love of Eros.. Love of HeArT and Agape Love in Spiritual
    Love For All that Exists one in Being DiViNE Where All DarK Thru LiGhT
    Becomes Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose We Co-Create With
    Relative Free Will as PaRT oF Nature WHoLE.. Well He Said NO Jesus didn’t
    have anything to Do With Eros Love.. Wasn’t Part of His Human “GoD Pie” and
    at that Moment
    i understood
    How Truly
    Lost the
    Priest was/is
    And How he Chose
    A Profession that didn’t
    include the Full Option to Be
    Part of Nature Whole As Some
    Folks Describe with a Three Letter
    Word as Small as ‘GoD”.. Smiles my
    FRiEnD there is not even anything Close
    to Reaching the God Head the metaphor
    of the Capstone of the Pyramid until one
    Masters the Grains of Sand that Hold up
    the Entire Pyramid of Our Existence in Life
    The Forbidden Fruit Our HeART’S Desire
    Our Lust For Life that We should never
    Have to Be Afraid of Hiding Naked
    Now From the Rest of Humankind
    Free and True when Humans
    Needed Each other Before
    Technology and Hoarding
    Grains in Silos Before
    the Industrial and Tool Age
    Took that Away all there was separating
    Us from Life and Death was the Warm Hugs
    Above and the Hot Tools of Life Below that never
    Could and Never Will Get Enough for A Lust of Life that is Real..
    Smiles my FRiEnD i am not Afraid of the ‘Players’ of life for i understand
    to Live…
    i too will play
    the Game but i for
    one am Master Soul
    of All Three Games my FRiEnD
    in other words.. i never have anything to Lose by ‘playing’..
    The Great ‘thing’ About Writing Erotic Poetry as i’ve written
    95,000 Words or so of it totally letting go exploring every nook
    and cranny as ‘they’ say too.. is no one will be harmed it is only
    Shadow Play THere are no HeARTS to Hurt and there is still the
    Ascending Transcending of the ReaSon Mind the Neo-Cortex to
    Escape the Past and Future to finally Let go of Worry as usually
    That is all ‘the Player’ is looking for an escape from the Newest Monkey
    Mind the Mind of Past and Future the Worry Mind that just will not stop chattering…
    Oh how Deep
    the Shadow
    Grows And Goes
    Free When We Let it
    All go Naked And Free
    With All the Passions of
    Lust Set Free in the Words
    We Co-Create that will only set
    the Environment Correct for others
    to partake in the Divine Shadow the Prayer
    for Survival the Gift of Life We All Are my FRiEnD
    Some folks might say you are Brave to Write Poetry
    Like this as a Woman.. i Dance Sing You Are Eve You Are Divine
    Woman Now You are the Source of all Humankind from Beginning to
    End and Beginning Again.. Smiles my FRiEnD i have also Observed
    This Magic Spell up close as a Participant Anthropology Observer
    but in deed
    Never really
    Been Part of
    the Game only What
    A Master Soul Will Be Able
    to Do who Has Already Passed
    Above Master Shadow Master HeART
    And In Deed What those Two will Bring Master Mind
    So God Head Capstone of the Pyramid Agape Love
    Will Be Master Soul
    my FRiEnD
    in Deed of
    God FRiEnD
    Free Within Flesh and Blood Real my FRiEnD..
    Where All of Existence Becomes A Prayer of DarK Thru LiGHT
    Real.. SMiLes i will You Keep You In this Prayer that i Extravert too
    For Your Swift Recovery From Your Illness Dear FRiEnD THeRE are
    Humans like me Who See All Humans as A Prayer Worth Worshipping DarK Thru
    LiGhT my FRiEnD..
    And of Course
    The Trees the
    the Stars
    Beyond Below
    What is beneath
    Grains of Sands
    that Hold Up an Entire
    Mountain of Human Love the Shadow
    my FRiEnD The Base of the Pyramid oF ALL our Existence Real…
    Thanks For Bringing ‘the Apple Back’ What is Lost most in a Machine
    Age of Humans Now..
    for it is True
    it is much
    more than
    A Photograph
    my FRiEnD it
    is the Breath oF All Life…
    The Existence.. The Gift We all Are Now The Prayer That is
    Real to Feel And Sense So much more too than Just Word THiNK..
    However.. You come You come Very Close to MaKinG Words Organic
    Keep Up the Good Works..
    True there is
    Than Erotic Poetry mY FRiEnD..
    It is the One Poem We Rarely Forget..
    Surely Millions of ‘First Baptist Women’ Can’t Be ‘Wrong’
    In All ‘their Participation’ of ’50 Shades of Grey’ and Sure
    the Movie “Magic Mike XL” too as i remember ‘them’ standing
    UP at the end of that Movie saying wait until i get home to ‘See’ ‘my Husband’
    of course
    only in
    Flesh as
    Magic Mike XXL
    is the Lover they Will FeeL Next..
    Humans aren’t that hard to Love
    Once You Understand All Three
    Parts of their Potential Master Soul..
    Like a Prayer
    That is
    MaGiC iN Deed..
    iMaGiNaTioN Beyond
    iNFiNiTY ALL MeaSuRE
    of Distance Space Time (Creativity)
    And Matter Our LiNK Our ReaL DReAM is (GoD)
    So Much More Than Just one Human Mind mY
    FRiEnD ALL That Is Truly Real NoW Ever Evolving ExPaNdinG ALL Now..:)

  23. Can’t Stop The Feeling When NoW in Flow WiN iN ZonE Autotelic
    Coming Bliss and Nirvana MoRE NoW as Finishing Up Hells Bells
    the Viral Video of me Dancing From Last Christmas When
    A Christmas Comet Briefly Came through then too.. anyway
    the Share Brought the Views Past 88,000 as i was finishing
    the Hells Bells “Pass Down Log” Before this as Perhaps i will
    Get on Over to Xenia And Frank’s Places of Poetry Now and
    gigoid’s Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages with
    the MacroVerse Memories to Date for 3 Years as a few Detours
    Have and Come Again and Come Again as true not to forget about
    the 290th Week Night of Free Dance coming at Old Seville Quarter
    With all the Cool College Age Folks on Thursday Night too to Wrap
    Up the Tale of the Tape as such here as a much More Detailed Purview
    of Course will come with “Grand Cross Bible 2019” With the Table of Contents
    of the 7 Months of that too at Larger than King James Size Bible too.. in that
    Next MacroVerse of course so off to those places of Poetry and Aphorism Quotes Now..
    As Forrest Gump Said at the End of His Run in 3 Years.. 2 Months and 14 Days of doing
    that almost Precisely Half as Long as i’ve Spent Close to 76 Months Now in Public Dancing
    More than Half-Way Around the World Yes the Distance of 12,466 Miles.. He Said “I’m Kinda
    Tired I’m Going Home” but True i’m Already Home so there is even more to do now for Real..
    for Real
    keep going and
    going and going now more..
    Never Mind Tomorrow is like
    Christmas Day of Impeachment
    This iMac Pro Note Book i