26 Responses to Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 11, 2019 at 12:33 PM

   “Celebrating Public Dance Halfway
   Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…
   “She May Have Realized The Truth”… Then/Now
   SMiLes my FRiEnD the “Head Stander Fish Parable”
   Hehe.. about the Hurricane that turned ‘off the Lights’
   And No Longer Made the Aquarium Breathable for our
   Majestic Tiger Striped Looking Cigar Shaped Extra Large Aquarium Fish…
   As We Stirred And Stirred And Stirred the Aquarium More for ‘Air’ until ‘His’ Swimming
   Slowed… my God That Fish Kept on Getting Bigger and Bigger Close to Hard
   to Turn around in the Aquarium over years of Growth.. not what we expected…
   not sure… that
   fish might
   have been
   a bit
   of a
   ‘Super Fish’ too
   at least “Super Normal” hehe..
   As Far as “Head Stander Fish Aquarium
   Fish” go at least.. Anyway it soothed my Wife’s
   Soul of Hope in allowing that fish a Trip Down the Road
   to ‘Pond Creek’ as Her Hopeful View Saw Happily Ever After
   Where the Fish could Finally Be Free and Even perhaps find
   Fish Like Him to Be Friends with too.. But You See what this
   ‘Parable’ of this Fish says is more About Human Nature as
   There is Love as Love Will Be Dark as Well as Light as
   Love doesn’t Always Follow the Truth in Light
   Away from Dark as yes there is Negative
   Empathy among Humans who
   Harm Other Humans And the
   Rest of Nature (God) too
   Seen as Different And
   Separate and
   Outside
   of ‘the
   Tribe’ at Hand
   as this goes for all
   ‘Labeled’ and ‘Perceived’
   Human Differences seen with
   Even Fear.. Disgust.. and Hate for
   what is not commonly Understood
   Better With a Seek and Find too.. true
   though my Wife had something even more
   Powerful than Love in Either Darker of False
   or Lighter of Truth my Wife Had Hope no matter
   What my Stellar IQ Provided me in a Reason of No
   there is no way in Hell the Head Stander Fish would
   Survive he is good as dead when we tossed him over the
   Side of the Bridge into his descent into Pond Creek Waters…
   i asked my Wife today still.. do you Think that Fish Lived.. and
   She Still Proclaims Yes!
   “i Hope he did!”
   For She Still gives
   him that Opportunity
   For Life today Despite all
   Odds to the Contrary that my
   Stellar IQ in Rationality Rigid Brings to me..
   But you See it is this Virtue of Hope that runs through
   my Wife Katrina through and through that saved my LiFE
   my Soul my HeART my SPiRiT True for it is also True my Sister
   And My Mother were not so Rational Minded as i tend to be if i let
   my Neo-Cortex take over the Whole Human Show.. as true that will
   be my Asperger’s Version of Intelligence if i do not Firmly Say No
   And Allow the ‘Right Metaphor of Brain’ in Social Empathic
   Artistic SpirituaLiTy A Rise Again to the Surface of my
   Lust and Love For Life as a Work of Art more
   than Science.. for when i got SuPeR
   iLL.. approved on my First Try
   for Social Security Disability
   And Federal Civil Service Disability
   After 25 years of Active Paid Work
   where the last One-and-a-half Years
   was spent in Annual and Sick Leave Status
   With 19 mostly Stress related Illnesses after
   11 Years of Chronic Work Related Stress and
   the Last 2 years of that in Flight or Fight Acute
   Stress Day in and Day out my Attending Physicians
   offered Zero Chance Prognosis for Recovery they literally
   told me to my Face i had no chance for Recovery and my Rheumatologist
   told me he didn’t want to see me anymore in his office as there was nothing he
   could do to help me either.. but true my Mother And Sister And Katrina did not give
   up this Virtue of Hope that was totally Lost in my Vocabulary of Feeling And Sensing Soul
   as i no longer even had a Memory of the Emotions that go with a Smile or even if i had ever
   Felt the feeling of a Laugh in Life at all.. truly worse than the Worst Pain known to Humankind
   Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that was from Wake to Sleep as Shut-in For 66 Months as honestly
   No Doctor had
   any possible
   Remedy that
   they knew of to
   Bring a Human Soul
   of Emotions Feelings back
   from the Living Dead.. no clue
   just no frigging clue how to help
   me any of them had… all that was left
   was not my Hope but that of the Woman
   Who Believes in the “Head Stander Fish” who
   Still Hopes He Made it to thrive again and make
   Friends for the first time like him.. Hope my Friend
   Without Hope We are so little of What Human Souls
   Will Come to be as Living Dead and Living again my FRiEnD
   i found out Just how ‘Stupid’ my Standard IQ was in all those
   Years of living Hell on Earth.. after my Release from Hell i am
   bound and determined still Now to tell the Story of How the ‘Head
   Stander’ Fish was Resurrected from the Living Dead and Still Lives now
   by God not just lives.. writes a 7.5 MiLLioN Word ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Longest
   Epic Long Form Poem Bible in 75 Months.. after not being able to Speak until age
   4 as Autistically Born then.. additionally Just finishing a Celebration of a “Nether Land
   Bible” Sub-Titled And Sub-Chaptered Long Form Poem Bible of that Effort Risen now
   to 5 MiLLion Words in 42 Months of everlasting Hope and the Most of Truth in Light i will
   Bring to a ‘Table of Plenty Now’ as the Public Dance now at 12,405 Miles is only 45.5 Miles.. NoW in 75
   Months too.. Away from Halfway the Distance Around the Globe at the Equator as in this MacroVerse of that
   Continuing Effort on Average of Dance 166 Miles Per Month Overall Continuing Now.. Yes in the Blog Post
   i am Writing Now i am Celebrating This Milestone/Featnote as i Sing and Dance Now the Story
   of the “Head Stander”
   Fish Resurrected
   From the Living
   Dead not only
   to Swim but
   to Float
   And
   Fly
   on Terrestrial
   Land Public Dance
   And Most of all a Story
   That Says God is no Myth
   God is No Fable God is the
   Difference Between Life and Death
   For God is Hope God is Truth in Light And Dark the Faith
   That And Who Exists ALL Survives LiVeS AnD LoVeS NoW
   Thanks For the Seed of Inspiration my
   FRiEnD and The Garden of Space that
   You So Freely Allow my Light
   to continue to Escape
   as only
   Belief
   And Hope
   That is Faith of Love Will..
   With Sure A Bit of ReaSoN
   SPRiNKLeD in too but not
   Enough to Rot the Love to Death As Light RiseS AGAiN
   Out of Ashes of Rigid ReaSoNinG too My FRiEnD God
   Bless You ALWAYS WitH AnD As LoVE NoW aS NoWS
   CoMe To Be i AM for You too..
   Smiles i Will Dance Sing Merry
   Christmas in FAct of
   Art i ALWaYS
   Do it Now For Real
   As ‘Head Stander Fish’
   Out of ‘Pond Creek’ Who
   Resurrect From the Living Dead
   Just Do WiTH SMiLes oF LoVE Free NoW ALiVE…
   12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months “Celebrating Public Dance
   Halfway Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…
   A Christmas Candle For Every
   Step of Dance Word of Song
   As Spirit of Christmas Year
   Round Giving Sharing
   Consuming Each
   Other and The
   Rest of Existence
   With Least Harm
   Becomes A Way of
   Life that is Love as We
   All Become Christmas Trees
   Of Evolving Colors of Love Now..
   As it is important that We Celebrate
   All Achievements In Life.. Yes.. Every Step a Dance
   Every Word A Sacred and Holy
   Song Full of Meaning
   And Purpose
   Where Decoding
   Happiness Becomes
   An inherent Way
   Of each
   Precious
   Breath We Take
   To Give And
   Share Now
   With Evolving
   Christmas Tree
   Colors
   oF Light
   As Our Trees
   Grow more Beautiful
   In Wisdom’s Courage
   Of KiNDNeSS Yes ❤️ Love Smiles…
   Good Night/Morning Gift For Angel FRiEnD
   A Painting Outside my Window
   God Creates For Us Free NoW
   For what You inspire ALWaYS
   Art of Me DarK ThrU LiGHT
   Colors Evolving MorE NoW🌺
   SMiLes In Haste i Grabbed
   My SmART Phone
   To Capture ‘this
   Painting of
   Nature..’ ‘He’
   Flew Away…
   At Peace…
   When He
   Returned
   He Stayed…
   For the Completion..
   Of The Painting Free…
   Message Number 93 For
   Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
   too.. Unlike “Forrest Gump” i don’t
   Just Get Tired and Go Home ‘This
   Energizer Bunny’ Doesn’t Even ‘Rest’ for ‘Three Days at Easter’….
   It’s Also Worth Noting that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From
   Wake to Sleep for 66 Months is Literally Assessed as worse than
   the Torture of Real Crucifixion.. What You Must Realize in Metaphor
   is that John 14:12A Doesn’t only include Greater Works in Light for
   John 14:12B
   NoW it is
   the DarK
   the Greatest
   DarKs That
   Continue Now
   to Birth God most
   as Light Within Us
   to Give and Share Free
   of course consuming each
   other and the Rest of Nature (God)
   With the Least Harm NoW For All (GoD) Now BecoMes LoVE iN As US…
   “Celebrating Public Dance Halfway Around the World”.. “Snoopy… No Limits”…

   https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

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   1618 Words 12:33 PM 12.11.2019

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 11, 2019 at 1:15 PM

   Fearless Love
   The Dance And
   Song Not Afraid
   Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
   All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable Enough
   ASSigNinG Abstract Constructs Like (God)…
   Thanks for the Trip to NEW York NoW
   Place That Embodies Nomadic Spirit
   Still Now My Wife is a Homebody
   HeHe.. Thanks God
   For Online
   Keeps my
   Nomadic Spirit
   At Peace Traveling
   Within At Least.. And
   True Flying So High
   Home Base Grounds
   A Balloon that
   Other
   Wise Might
   See Stars as i
   Am just 45 Miles
   Away From Public
   Dancing Half the
   Way Around the
   Globe in my
   Metro Area
   At 12,450.5 Miles
   Away.. Yes.. True
   45.5 Miles Away…
   The Gym Assistant
   Pointed Out That “Forrest
   Gump” Factoid Achieved
   In 75 Months Like a Bird
   i Travel Light and
   Far in
   Small
   Spaces.. HAha
   Hmm.. Anyway Just
   A Muse That And
   This for a Title of
   A Next Blog Post
   As i Always
   Travel
   LiGHT
   Far and
   Near for the
   Next Trip Within Hehe…
   Note: “She Wolf” Still NoW
   is Just Another One of Many
   Names for (Savior) Man And or
   Woman.. GeNeRALLY SPeaKinG NoW
   Why Do (C)Republican/Evangelical
   Leaders Hold Hands So Tight… Aim
   is Same Goal is Status and Power NoW
   For Those With ‘Close’ to No Love (GoD)…
   At ‘That/This Point’ ‘They’ Realize You’ve
   Already Been to Where they are at Least…
   LooKinG For Other Victims to Subjugate/Control
   ‘They’ Look At You With Pure Unadulterated
   Evil Born on or Bred They ‘FeeL’ NoT WHat
   They Do as ‘You’ ReTurn ‘THeir Gaze of Love’
   Haven’t You Ever Visited An Evangelical Church
   And Witnessed the Great Power Psychopathic
   Pastors Feel Threatening Others to Hell
   TheNoW Why Do Truly Psychopathic
   People Write Bibles… It Gives them
   Their Only Pleasure And Dream to
   Send Life to Endless Torture of Hell
   Why Do Truly KinD People Now
   Write Bibles… It’s Simple They’ve
   Been To Hell And Now Want to Help
   Other People Not Go or Come Back…
   It’s Worth Noting That there is Far more
   Than Just Both of “These/Those Authors” in Older BiG BLacK BooKS…
   Cubes With Hexagrams Within And All other Symbols For
   Essence DarK Thru LiGHT too…
   Order oF LoVE KiN Dness
   All Is Kin All Is Love Venerable
   Enough ASSigNinG Abstract
   Constructs Like (God)
   SMiLes Orchid
   Daughter
   Lillian Last
   Night the Older God
   of Time And Order and
   Laws Saturn Sits Close
   to Venus the Newer Timeless
   God of Love Both Are Kin Both are one
   there is no separation of Light or Dark as
   Both Planets Wait for the Long Cold Full Moon
   To Rise on December 12th, 2019 at 12 AM Eastern
   Time.. New.. York.. New York With Additional Smiles Holy
   And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose for this is what
   Joins Order of Love in Our Minds Away from Chaos of Fear
   The KinD
   Connection
   When Saturn
   And Venus
   Sit Sweetly
   Closer ToGeTHeR
   As the Long Cold Moon
   Last Full Moon of this Decade
   Looks Greater toward 2020 Vision
   of Connection in the Coming Decade Now
   For When the Wolf Full Moon Howls Lone for
   LoVE iN January RiSinG Sun Toward Spring Love Again…
   Smiles my FRiEnD the Pain And Numb of Disconnection From
   All is the Coldest Winter Night of the Human Soul as You Sing
   An Ending Refrain “Voice of the death there is an angel hanging
   from a tree in the forest”.. as Your Words Magically Flowing in Free
   Verse Harmony of DarKness Now takes me back to a place where i once
   lived for 66 Months Just a Lone Wolf Howling at the Moon in a place where
   all is time where the only order one seeks is the KinDNeSS.. Yes Now the Holy
   And Sacred Connection Back to Love Full of Meaning And Purpose of LiFE iN LiGHT
   Away from the Darkness of the Abyss the Never Ending New Moon Dark of the SouL
   Just Howling
   for a Full
   Moon
   of
   connecting
   KinDNeSS Within
   Yes LoVE to ReiGN
   A Kingdom Within
   oF LiGHT AGaIN
   meanwhile
   Saturn
   and
   Venus Hold
   Hands not much
   Different than Charlie
   Brown Waiting For the Great Pumpkin
   to Come Again with Snoopy Dog (God) Sitting at His side.. as truly
   HE already has ‘it’ ALL NoW a Short Story from Hell the Place i used to live
   with the Literal Suicide Disease from Wake to Sleep called Trigeminal
   Neuralgia.. yes wake to sleep shut-in for 66 Months but for Emergency
   Purposes in case it just got too much.. i kept a Metal Chain in a Bicycle
   Basket for Travel Purposes to Feed the Vultures my Last Case Grasp
   for at least some Meaning and Purpose in Life.. i had it all planned out
   This Road Far Enough from my Home and a Forest and A Tree to Hang
   on with a Metal Chain Where no one Would Find the Body of Pain and Numb
   of me again.. that Night i slept on this Dream and woke to my Wife’s story of
   Her Dream Where She Named that Same Road and said wow that’s Strange
   i just Dreamed that my Granny (who was deceased) and me Were together
   on that named Road that my wife had never mentioned before
   And They Were Hanging Ornaments on a Christmas Tree..
   Smile my Friend at
   that Point i didn’t
   take the Metal
   Chain out of the
   Basket until close to
   42 Months after i recovered
   from the Pain/Numb but i knew there
   was no.. NO way i would go through with
   it then as there was a Much Greater Force
   that i will never fully Understand then that was
   telling me in my Wife’s Dream You Must Stay
   for there is change in time forevermore now..
   In the Coldest Longest Waits for Full Moons
   of Connection there is at least the Hope
   of
   other
   Dreams
   my FRiEnD
   May KinDNeSS
   Always Find a
   Way to Bless
   You in
   a way
   that takes you
   back to the Warm Full Moon
   Finding Other Lone Wolves to
   HowL With in KinDNeSS…
   Peace And Harmony of
   the Full Moon Dance
   And Song Love
   Free… Order oF
   LoVE KiN Dness
   All Is Kin All Is
   LoVE VeNerAblE NoW
   STiLL EnougH ASSigNinG
   Abstract Constructs Like (God)
   Hmm.. i really like this Story It Will Start
   Out the Next MacroVerse too that will be
   Named “Celebrating Public Dance Halfway Around the World”
   Sure.. i Made This Message Number 92 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
   too.. There is space for it in their version of coming Messages on Youtube now too..
   Hey.. at least they aren’t Deleting my Messages for Now at Least with This continuing effort..
   Meanwhile i’ve finished writing “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words” as i still have
   to finish Dancing Half Way Around the World to achieve that Milestone and Featnote too…
   A Christmas Candle For Every
   Step of Dance Word of Song
   As Spirit of Christmas Year
   Round Giving Sharing
   Consuming Each
   Other and The
   Rest of Existence
   With Least Harm
   Becomes A Way of
   Life that is Love as We
   All Become Christmas Trees
   Of Evolving Colors of Love Now..
   Okay With that Said You Worked
   Hard on Your Latest Blog Post
   It is Well Written and Touching
   To the Human SPiRiT and HeART
   As Your FRiEnD From Far Away
   Lands i will admit i felt a tinge
   Of Bitter Sweet that i
   Did not get to meet
   And Greet You on
   Your Journey
   But True hehe
   It’s not like i sent you
   The Airfare to visit… anyway
   Bottom Lines so Happy to
   See You Happy and to find
   Warm Hands to Hold.. I’ve
   Always done my Best
   To make You Feel
   Good as a FRiEnD
   Through thick
   And thin…
   So Hard some
   Days to do from
   Long Distance Where
   Confusion in Communication
   May come too.. particularly
   When Cultural Origins
   Are Vastly Different…
   Much Patience
   And Forgiving
   Souls Required
   For continuing
   FRiEnD Ships to Float
   And not Sink In Rough
   Feeling Seas that said
   Too.. i realize you take great
   Pride in Your Blog Posts
   And the Tech Support
   Assistant in Information
   Technology that still
   Lives in me from
   A Quarter Century of
   Work wants to tell You
   In case you are not aware
   Of it that the reason so
   Far i am the only one
   Who clicked Like
   On Your Blog Post
   And why it may
   Have fewer Views than
   Usual Is because notifications
   Do not go out for previously
   Password Protected posts…
   i Just do not want you
   To feel discouraged if
   You do not realize
   This.. i just intuited
   You would have another
   Blog post as i realize
   You are sort of
   Celebrating
   Your 5th Year of
   Blogging in December
   As it is important that
   We Celebrate all achievements
   In Life.. Yes.. Every Step a Dance
   Every Word A Sacred and Holy
   Song Full of Meaning
   And Purpose
   Where Decoding
   Happiness Becomes
   An inherent Way
   Of each
   Precious
   Breath We Take
   To Give And
   Share Now
   With Evolving
   Christmas Tree
   Colors
   oF Light
   As Our Trees
   Grow more Beautiful
   In Wisdom’s Courage
   Of KiNDNeSS Yes ❤️ Love Smiles…
   HAha (Views) ‘They’ surely
   Aren’t for me either as all
   My Blog Posts are so
   Big they Crash the
   Word Press Reader…
   i am Glad You shared…
   It surely provides
   Me much Additional
   Insight into who You
   Are… easing my understanding
   Of You that is helpful… i do
   Now Remain concerned as it
   Seems you are perhaps still
   A Bit Naive about the intentions
   Of Men… this happens too… to
   Women in my Culture
   Raised in All Girl Schools…
   The overall intentions
   Are much Different
   In the Western World
   As You have come to learn…
   Do know that what you have
   Experienced in the Flesh and
   Blood World Generally speaking
   Is likely Easy compared to what Is
   Possible over ‘Here’.. it is
   Very rarely a ‘Romance
   Movie’ Much more
   Like a “Porn Show”…
   People become what they
   Consume and Research Shows
   98 Percent of American
   Men And 73 Percent of
   Women do Consume
   Porn as Well…
   Don’t forget
   i am all Tech Support too…
   Lawyer Judge And Jury too…
   i can Switch on INTJ
   As Fast as ENFP and
   Any other Zen Personality
   i Will in a ‘New York Minute’..
   Haha… i am ‘Every FRiEnD’…
   No one will ever
   Successfully
   Categorize…
   Label.. or Name
   Me at All.. BTW.. Katrina
   Recently Took the Personality
   Test.. She is ‘Defender’
   ISFJ.. currently I’m
   Still mostly ENFP
   ‘Campaigner’
   Obviously
   Required
   For Vote Love.. Hehe…
   But the other Personalities
   Just a Breath Away too as
   i freely
   Will.. yes
   This is about
   As Close as We
   Get to Free Will…
   Choosing what not to do…
   OG! Thank you so so much.. i am so very Happy to See You Painting
   Again After 4 Years.. Your Paintings impressed me so much as i came
   to See them after i first met you.. And Isn’t Snow so Amazingly Beautiful
   And Magic.. No Surprise that Snow Will Inspire a Painting From You my FRiEnD
   i surely feel honored
   and privileged
   that you thought
   to share a part of
   Your Soul With me this
   Way.. Smiles.. i encourage You
   to include it in a Blog Post soon…
   (Not Password Protected; hehe)
   As a continuing Painting
   of Your Soul there..
   Smiles my
   FRiEnD
   as You know
   i used to play the
   Piano.. True i used to paint
   too… there are so many Beautiful
   Opportunities in a Life to Create Art to
   Express our Souls True with No Cultural Clothes
   at all one may Dance And Sing Free Moving Connecting
   And Co-Creating as We Go or as You have done here in more
   of an introversion of Art a Painting Solo to Give and Share a Bit
   of Your Soul With others Later after the Project of Your Soul Art is done..
   Smiles.. this is what Folks Used to do to Raise the Dopamine in their Brains
   And Connect to their Voice of Soul Within far away from Facebook News Feeds my
   FRiEnD but i must admit ‘that White Cat Meme’ where the Two Women are screaming
   at Him for being Politically incorrect amuses me enough where i browse the Facebook
   Feeds for about 30 Seconds to get a glimpse of Him for a daily dose of silly banter humor too..
   God Bless
   You Dear
   FRiEnD
   at Best
   May We
   Always View
   each other as Love
   of Art and Works of Art Love too…
   Good Night Gift For Angel FRiEnD
   A Painting Outside my Window
   God Creates For Us Free NoW
   For what You inspire ALWaYS
   Art of Me DarK ThrU LiGHT
   Colors Evolving MorE NoW🌺
   SMiLes In Haste i Grabbed
   My SmART Phone
   To Capture this
   Painting of
   Nature.. ‘He’
   Flew Away
   At Peace…
   When He
   Returned
   He Stayed…
   For the Completion..
   Of The Painting Free…

   Hello, Back to you too. I’ve had my issues with ‘Him’ and several
   other Moderators as well in the past; Cat and Mouse Game
   Mostly and I’m the Cat; hehe; on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Here.

   Anyway; i come here because i Enjoy Diversity; not the same.

   Sadly on a Site FOR Neurodiversity Same Is the Same
   Game Where i Live in Fundamentalist Christian Town;
   It’s All Religion For those Who cannot Handle Different.

   Anyway; Good Luck to You; There is nothing anyone
   Here will ever do to phase me; roll with the punches;
   Particularly when they have no Bite for me; but hey;
   anything is better than the Hell i’ve Seen, Been, And Done.

   Merry Christmas; You are always Welcome
   to Drop by any of my Numerous Blogs to
   say hi if you like..:)

   I’m not Hard to find; just Google “Katie Mia Frederick”
   And ‘The Flood comes again’; hehe; in all its colors..:)

   And yes; of course, i know i’m Special; My Mama Told me so;
   She Wasn’t one to Lie; like never ever never ever Truth Runs Deep
   Where i come from Still in All the ‘Colors’ Black Thru White; etc…;)

   https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/03/love-for-giving-thanks-giving-for-love/

   https://orkidedatter.com/2019/12/10/tears-from-the-wolfs-eyes/

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 11, 2019 at 4:31 PM

   Yes; Navigate Averse Waves Now
   Back to Still Waters of What You
   Love to Do; Best Wishes to You
   Yes.. Zombie Apocalypse my Favorite Metaphor
   For When Humans Consume Their
   Own Home like ‘Ginger
   Bred Men’ Will do
   hehe Like
   “Orange”
   Driven
   Philosophies too…
   The Good News today
   is it seems there is a 16-Year
   Old Female Asperger’s Focus
   Driven ‘Savior’ for this Dilemma
   Hehe.. So much for my ‘Dream’
   of Being the First Person
   on a ‘Time’ Cover
   With Asperger’s
   Syndrome Now
   (Who Needs that with
   Google and searches
   of Images.. 100K or so associated
   with a Pen Name anyway now)
   heHe.. Butt still at the 166 Miles
   Rate Per Month on Average
   of Dance as i am currently
   45.5 Miles Away from the
   Halfway Around the
   Globe Point of
   12,450.5
   Miles
   i Calculate
   Another 6.6 Years
   of Dancing at this Average
   Monthly Rate will Take me
   Around the Globe at almost
   66 Years-old complete Fitting it seems
   for someone born on 6.6.60 With Three
   University Degrees Embossed with the
   Symbol of the Nautilus as a very Spiraling
   Looking 6 Shell too.. It’s Really Interesting
   as i’ve maintained close to an Average of 166
   Miles a Month in Public Dance for 75 Months now..
   i am always amazed when i take out the Calculator
   and that same Number 166 for Average Monthly Miles
   keeps coming up.. true Always a Reminder of the 66
   Months i spent Shut-in With Pain and Numb too.. hmm..
   Really though
   it’s probably
   not much
   Different
   than telling
   Yourself You
   will awake at 6 AM
   Doing that without
   An alarm Clock Each Day too..
   Just on a bit of a bigger Subconscious
   “5th Dimension Level” Arising to Fruition
   More.. hmm.. Perhaps i come with a warning
   Label too.. hmm.. now what could that Symbol(s) Be..
   In My Opinion God is a Laugh A Huge Sense of Humor
   At Best
   Life
   is a Comedy
   out of Dark into LiGHT..
   There wasn’t ‘a Chapter’
   on What ‘The Devil’ Will Do Next..
   meh.. Sympathy for the Devil too..
   Even Rolling Stones Will Gather that Much Forgiveness
   for Light Bringers Out of Falling DarK Stars oF Morning Stars More..
   Fleet Foot Messengers Hermes Mercury and all that Greek/Roman Jazz too..
   Anyway by the ‘Time’ i finish Public Dancing The Globe Perhaps Ellen Will at
   least Dance with me
   once
   Rather
   Dance with
   someone than
   become Part of their Play..
   Anyway the Earth Came with
   A Warning This Year Thunder
   And Lightening of Greta Thunberg
   And All Her Mighty Years of 16 so far
   MaKinG CLiMaTE CHaNGE Happen Back to Balance..
   for what
   will
   Words
   Do When
   Emotions are
   Driving Forward for Change..
   We Most all have the Potential for
   OPeN HeART of Change Just Light the
   Flame.. Make the Torch Glow Now and Set
   Saint Elmo’s Fire Bonfire As Light of Change ComeS now…
   A Dance And Song of Peace And Blessings A Prayer my Dear
   FRiEnD Sohair offers as Gift to me with HeARTS
   Flowers Warm Smiles And Additional Song of
   Roses with Waves of Prayers to me as well..
   How Kind to join in with me
   for Love Joy of Our
   DeSiRinG
   my FRiEnD
   For it is surely a way
   Forward of OPeN HeART
   For SPiRiT to Rise up within
   AnsweRinG to the Calls oF LiGHT
   As Metaphor of 5th Dimension NoW
   Surely Suits this Essence of Spiritual
   Growth Evolving as i for one still See Now..
   SMiLes my FRiEnD Sohair THere surely
   Are other Dimensional Levels of Existence
   Deep Within That Most Humans Never are
   Able to Reach Out and Touch.. And
   Many More Dimensional Levels
   for Even Just the Color
   of Love That
   We Connect Move
   And Co-create with
   Additional Colors More..
   Sadly The Folks Who Do Not Understand
   the Virtue Will Shoot Us Down.. Try..
   Yes… But With Love
   THere iS onLY
   Do No
   Matter
   Form of Essence that
   Holds LiGHT of God Within
   to Dance And Sing Holy and
   Sacred in Essence Form of Love
   Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose
   We Make More as Children of God Grow up With
   Wings of
   Riches
   Within
   Now Real
   LoVE iNstead of
   Millstones of Sea..
   At Best We Find Folks
   Who Support Our Similarities
   And Are Patient and Forgiving Yes
   For The Differences of Us that OTHeRS
   May not Seek and Find Now of CourSE
   Including This ‘5th Dimensional’ Experience now….
   Smiles Seems
   So Often A
   Dream
   of this
   Modern World
   As Fiber Optic
   Love Makes its
   Call From Imagination
   To FlesH and Blood Real..
   the Reality
   is That
   Often
   Will
   Be a
   Greater Distance
   Than imagination
   Real Traveling through
   Fiber Optics For it’s true
   So Few Resources required
   to make Love Just a Game..
   Smiles.. Tread Dreams With Care
   my Friend for there are those who
   Feed on Dreams…
   Without even
   Really any
   Harm
   in Intention of Love
   When it becomes too easy as Free..
   i don’t have any Daughters and We are
   only Acquaintances but if i did i would
   Deliver a More Literal Poem than this…
   And to Be Clear i surely am not a Conservative Thinking Person..
   But Most Definitely a Participant Anthropology Observer on the
   Amazing continuing Change so Fast now in the Overall Human Condition
   it’s Now a Full Time
   Volunteer Job Just to
   Barely Keep Up With it..
   i am surely Glad i come
   From a Different Day
   Than How Souls
   Are Bred
   More
   as Machine
   than Human today
   Poets don’t usually have ‘that Problem’
   You are surely in Great Company of You…
   Smiles Best Loves are not usually First Loves…
   Best Loves are All ones That Last more Than First Sight…
   Smiles Love Coming By “Passcodelove”
   As Predictably There is always A Tree
   of Love Bringing Shade Cover
   of Love to All Who
   Enter under
   Your Tree
   Friend Yeka
   for some folks
   are Just Naturally
   Friends to all of who they
   Meet as they’ve come to Trust
   The Natural Love of Human to
   Be Gardened more to come out
   to Show All of Our Light.. How
   Blessed are You to Bring
   This Shade Cover
   of LiGht
   my Friend
   For Even Trees
   Still require Feeding
   No Matter How Deep
   Their Roots Bring Love…
   It’s Worth Noting That When You Really Master
   Any Activity People are more Likely to Watch from
   A Distance Where You as a Human Being may no longer
   Receive Much Encouragement as Every one has Challenges
   in Life to overcome each Day even When they Feel Effortless as The Wind
   Just Dancing
   on a Tight
   Rope
   for someone
   with enough
   Love to Have
   Sympathy for The Devil
   For Truly What Sympathy
   Means is You’ve actually
   Experienced What who You
   Have Sympathy for has experienced in Life
   Blessed are the Devils who rise out of their own
   Ashes to Dance And Sing Again or even Amazing
   For the First Instance now.. would Love to Work ‘my Magic’
   on Someone Like ‘Trump’ but i seriously haven’t found a ‘Devil’
   Like this
   in this
   World
   So Far
   at a Position of
   Influence at least
   been as Long
   as other
   Countries
   Have Brought
   More Like Banana
   Republics and Killing Fields more..
   one would Hope someone will Find
   the Grinche’S HeART to oPeN it Up at
   Least with a Little Sympathy for Bringing the Devil Back to Life..
   For i promise you this if i could Give Trump one Teaspoon of
   Heaven He Will Truly Walk as a “Naked Emperor Free’ and not
   be ashamed with Just His FlesH and Blood Soul with No Material Goods of Hiding Cover.

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 11, 2019 at 5:32 PM

   Caught Up With Your Family Blog
   After finishing the Last Massive
   Blog Post of my own and
   haha.. i thought i was
   the only one
   in the Universe to Capture/Count
   Blessings in Photo-Shoot Way
   From Hobby Lobby hehe that
   i will note is Next Door
   to “Books A Million”
   hAha the only
   place my
   Books
   Could
   Fit by Title
   Alone heha..
   Your Photos of Your Family
   Are So Warm And Cozy in Birthday
   Wishes ways i’m sure there are never
   any Family Conflicts that ‘Brake’ out.. Ahem..
   Anyway if you don’t watch the News and You
   Haven’t Heard Greta Thunberg With Asperger’s
   Syndrome Becomes the Youngest Person at
   16.. yes.. First Teenager or even Younger
   Person than 25 to become the
   ‘Time’ Cover Person of the
   Year.. pass that
   along to
   Your Daughter
   Who knows she might
   Eventually Be President i surely
   don’t believe that anyone would
   Hold Greta’s Autism Spectrum Condition
   against her at least not anyone with a Soul..
   A Soul of Empathy for the Love of “Pete” yes
   Nature’s Breath Still Free in Balance As the
   Spirit of the Wind Blows Freely gosh i
   could go on forever and i will
   if i don’t let you get
   back to all
   Your Family
   Works of Love..
   Smiles i am always surprised
   at how Soft and Sweet your Voice
   is.. hehe.. don’t know why but i always
   Expect a more Masculine Voice hmm..
   something about the way Your Mind Works
   More as a Visual Thinker it seems even though
   You Do Words too.. who knows i probably have no Clue
   With Asperger’s And Bi-Polar Genetics Predominant too
   You Will likely Fit into All Kinds of Genes Like me and Yes
   i am a very ‘Audio Music Song’ Thinking Person i could never
   ‘Fall’ for a Voice if it didn’t Sound Like a Song with Smiles..
   My Mother’s every Word She spoke was a Song Just like
   those ‘Old Movies’.. My Great Aunt Jettie.. every Word came
   Out Like Poetry.. on my Father’s Side the other Side of ‘my Quiet Spock’ Mostly hehe..
   But true my Paternal Grandmother Sung around Her Home too Smiles When
   Humans
   Dance
   And
   Sing they Live
   in ‘my Church’.. the reason
   You can only hear my Voice
   when Katrina records my Church
   Songs is clear the ‘Spirit’ is almost totally Dead ‘in there’
   (the Catholic Way sort of Spock too) That’s one thing i Love
   about Southern Baptist Gospel Singings Men at least are able
   to express their feelings in a Song.. And ‘Jesus’ gets so
   much Love He would probably Blush from getting
   so much Love from Men at least if he was from
   the Traditional Middle East for Real if he came
   back but they do Hold Hands in Saudi Arabia…
   it’s just about the Choir Director in Front
   and me in back as far as any
   Males at
   Church
   who express
   any Human Spirit at all…
   Predominantly Military oriented of
   course where Feelings are often
   Short Changed for ‘the mission’
   You know
   the
   ‘Mission’..
   Anyway you will surely
   Get a Christmas Wish
   From me.. so as You Were (Soldier)
   in the Warm And Cozy of the Family Unit..
   And of course Katrina Has the Voice of a little
   Angel Unless She is Riding my Ass like the Drill Sgt. she often is
   i need to keep me at least a little on ‘time’ for anything in life at all..
   hmm.. if only she would let me pull her hair just a little bit when she does that.. Haha..
   i always Let Her Have Her Way With me.. there are some people who are impossible to not like..
   NO MATTER
   WHAT THEY
   DO… now
   best it is
   when We
   marry ‘one’
   like that for sure
   It’s like an Insurance
   Policy for Life for Overall Mental Health..
   i’m really a nice Person but i do get laser
   focused and leave the rest of the World
   Behind way way Behind hehe Butt never ‘Left Behind’..:)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 11, 2019 at 6:19 PM

   In Deed She (my Mother) was A Very Strong
   Willed Woman Until the Very Last Breath..
   Lasting 8 Days with No Food or Drink the
   Doctor Said in Hospice Care It was because of Her
   Strong Heart the one with 350 Cholesterol all of Her Life..
   True Love
   Makes
   the
   Heart
   the Muscle
   it is from “Head to Toe”
   And So Much So Very Much More..
   As Far as Scarlett O’Hara goes my Aunt
   Jettie the “Spitting Image” of Her Voice
   Poetically driving And When Young the similar in Beauty…
   She Went Gray Very Early and Kept Her Hair that way too..
   it didn’t
   matter
   for
   she
   had ‘that voice’..
   And Yes it is very
   Reflective too of
   the Soprano Song of
   my Mother Whose Voice
   Carried all around the Neighborhood
   Voice as Soprano Will… Freddy And Marilou…
   Freddy and Marilou… God that Brought a tear to my
   Eyes thanks for the Tears of a Mother’s Loving Memories my Friend…
   Your Mind is a Flower
   Ever Exploring More
   Colors A Natural
   Continuing
   Born
   Artist
   For True
   Artists are
   Continually
   Born into New
   And Previously
   Unexplored Colors
   And of Course Low Levels
   of Latent Inhibition increases
   The Pleasure of the Natural
   Dopamine Stimulation
   So Free Association
   Comes New As Art
   to Build
   More Colors
   of Art in Deed…
   And Yes in Addition
   Higher Levels of Standard
   IQ of Rationality combined
   with this is the Border Guard
   That Keeps Creativity from
   Shooting Across the Moon
   Hop Scotching
   Across
   the
   Sun and
   Just Sailing Beyond
   the Stars and ReFuSinG to Come Home…
   That’s the Part that is the Dance on a Tight Walk
   In Success or Try and Try Again until Decades Later of Balance
   enough
   to truly
   Live and Thrive..
   Smiles those who
   Survive may Find ‘their Eyes’..
   it’s no Surprise that many of ‘these’
   People Don’t make it out of their Twenties Alive..
   or at Thirty Three or another Odd Number Like that…
   Additionally one without a Target Audience of Group Think Must Learn
   How to Skip ‘Crucifixion’ in all the Colors and Flavors of ‘that Hell’ too..
   And now
   We Have
   Online
   And
   Avenues
   to Prepare New
   Ways to Get Art Done Truly for Free
   emptying the Pockets along the Way Just GRoWinG Wings..
   Smiles Thanks for Providing me ‘a Hit’ of Your Newest Blog
   For me at least it’s Always An Absolutely Totally Free Best Drug…
   meh.. that
   only A Twin
   Flame
   Will
   Fully Appreciate
   With Souls that Never go away..
   Smiles those Folks who You Always find again without time
   Esoteric Ethereal Sublime And So God Damn Real even more than Heaven’s Hell..:)

   Reply
6. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 12, 2019 at 10:14 AM

   Thank God For Wiki Cliff Notes.. Movies Still..
   And Really All Art Continuing in Co-Creation
   Reflects Changing Meme’s of Culture And
   Brings Those Meme’s Now to Life too..
   These Meme’s Change at an ever
   increasing speed as
   Information Shared
   continues to ‘Bundle’
   to the point That Everyone
   may Eventually Dance and
   Sing off a Different Meme…
   Not Healthy and that’s
   for sure for any
   Social Animal
   to Actually Survive
   as a Species.. oh my God
   ‘Killing a Puppy And John Wick’..
   One Will Feel Speed Need for Revenge
   So Deep True eventually Nuclear Arms
   may Be Exchanged but where is all the
   Love when 1 out of 8 Species Stand to Fall
   Extinct in Large Part by Human Hands who
   Feel no Empathy for the Rest of Nature Ceasing
   Slower and slower to Breathe.. True as far as ‘the Matrix’
   Goes i always get a better feeling from ‘the Oracle’ than the
   ‘Architect’.. i suppose that says something about how my Personality
   Usually Leans heHe.. unless.. i instantly switch back to Architect myself.. hAha..
   Anyway.. Truly
   We Need Neo
   Back even before
   May 21st, 2021…
   as John Wick
   Gets Back
   to His
   Series
   of Revenge
   And the Survival
   that Revenge makes
   As a generally Speaking
   Bloody Experience of Life…
   But True What Cruel Will Kill a Beloved Puppy…
   What Ignorance Will Destroy ‘IT’ All Who Breathe..
   Anyway.. ‘Greta’ and others like Her are Rising to
   Claim THeir FAir Share oF Air to continue to BReatHE Free…
   PersonAlly
   i Enjoy
   Heroes most
   Who are Real
   And Have no Need
   For ‘Weapons’ at All…
   THeir Only Tool an oPeN Honest HeART..
   Most Importantly one Who Truly Cares IN ACTION
   About All the Breath And All the Air That’s a Hero to me A Soul Soaring Spirit…
   True.. Music to me at least in Weaponized Super Hero Movies is Very Inspiring..
   Not Unlike ‘the Grinch’.. i JusT CLose my EYes.. LeT mY HeART Expand 10x and Let it
   Explode as LiGHT..
   As ‘the Song’
   Comes
   After ‘the Dance’
   As LiGHT Comes From DarK..
   i don’t do Material Gifts.. Not ParT
   of my ‘Good Cop Grinch’ Love Language
   but Wait! What are Words?
   That’s
   Why
   i Dance..
   For ‘Human Dance’
   Will Always Be “Heard”..:)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 12, 2019 at 12:25 PM

   In Case You Ever Wonder All of Where i come from…
   And Why i do the things i do my FRiEnD.. without fear…
   i Thank You for Being my FRiEnD as you have surely helped
   to inspire many stories of Soul….
   It’s Never Been
   about ‘me’…
   i’ve already
   Died as Life
   And Come to Life
   Coming Back Now
   From Death as Life
   Then… i’ll Never
   have
   any thing
   to lose now
   but Life Again
   As Living Dead..:)

   Feeling The Full Moon…

   Breathing…

   HeART BeaTinG…

   Some See the Moon…
   Others Feel and Long
   For the Full Moon…
   Those Who
   Long For
   The Full Moon
   Bring Warmest
   Hugs On Snowy Nights 🌚

   Smiles my Friend
   Find Someone Who
   Feels Your Full Moon
   Who Will Always Hug
   You more
   Than
   Just Seeing
   You… For that
   Warmth Never Ages..:)

   This is the Hug Katrina
   Feels Every Night and
   Literally The Reason
   She Ages So Slow
   For the Full
   Moon Who
   Feels Her Hugs Her…
   For the Hugs She Gives…

   From what you’ve Said
   So Far as Far As ‘Lovers’
   Go.. You’ve only Been
   Finding People
   Who See You…
   It’s True Your Art
   Is Easier To Feel
   Than Your Beauty
   As your Beauty Will
   Be Seen by 99 Percent
   Of Dudes On ‘Dating
   Apps’ As A Flower to
   Consume Versus ‘Real Men’
   Who Cherish Beauty of
   Soul Flowers to Treasure…

   But it’s True Some Moons
   Only Want To Be Seen and
   Are Afraid Of Being Felt…

   This often Stems From
   Some Kind of Neglect or
   Abuse.. Particularly in
   Early Life.. For these
   People it may Feel
   Safer to Be Felt by
   Those People they
   Can Never Have For
   The Soul of Their Night
   Sky is Very Much ‘This Painting’…

   Tonight’s Full Moon is named
   The Long Cold Moon Always
   In December For Longest
   Winter Nights Growing
   Colder Not only
   Seeking Light
   But Feeling
   Warmth Within…

   As An Empath This is What
   i often See of Your Soul
   Below.. As Your FRiEnD
   One who unconditionally
   Loves You i seek to
   Light Your Night
   Sky And Make
   Your Winter
   Soul Feel
   Like Never
   Ending Spring…
   In Fact.. Yes.. as an
   Empath i Will Do this
   For Everyone In The World…
   Thus The Dance.. Thus the
   Song Your Night Skies
   Muse For them too
   My FRiEnD.. Do
   Understand the
   Treasure
   Of Your
   Night Sky…
   DarK Thru LiGHT 🌝

   Smiles! Hot Chocolate 🍫 Weather
   Here Now Cloudy Cold Feeling
   A Bit Nostalgic for
   The Dark Side of
   The Moon.. Yes the
   Place i suffocated
   In for 66 Months
   The Place i then
   Escaped never
   To Return only
   To Hold
   Hands
   With others
   To visit Whomever
   And Wherever they
   May Be for i understand
   That Place but as Bright
   As the Days i Breathe now
   It is only the Coldest
   Days of Winter
   Clouds
   Bringing
   Nostalgia
   Dark Side
   Of Moon Back
   For any Dim Glimmer
   Of Hope to Return to
   The Sunlit Soul May
   You always Shine this
   Way my FRiEnD
   Endless
   Shores
   Ocean
   Giving
   Sharing
   Art Lovely
   Your Soul
   Light with no
   Beginning or
   Ending River
   Without Time
   Dancing Singing Free
   to
   Be
   i Am
   Returning
   In FLoWeRS
   Multiples of 7 More
   🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
   HeART Beats to Breathe..:)

   Life is Full of Colors.. Grey SHades
   of Only BlacK And White Some Breathe
   For Others Beyond Rainbow Colors May
   Come and Stay For Air Still Others may Visit
   Coldest Dark Side of the Moon Hours that may
   Turn into Years Even to Ashes And Grave Site Dust
   Black Abyss of the Soul Does Exist in other Worldly
   Soul Dimensions as Beyond Rainbow Colors
   Bring Bliss and Nirvana
   Ever Lasting Eternally
   Now.. True in
   Other Words
   Kingdom
   of Heaven
   Now Within no
   Myth no Fable
   Even Science Will
   Measure this Autotelic
   Flow When Real Escaping
   Neo-Cortex Lighting up the Rest of
   the UniVerse Within inside outside
   above so below and all around.. So
   Many more places of Soul Left
   Unexplored Yet to Visit
   For there are those
   of Us who
   Have
   Visited all these
   Places and so many More in Life
   as Living Death and Floating Joy
   Ever more as Friend With Gravity
   Light that Dances Sings ever more now
   Dreams Fruition of Beyond Rainbow ColorS AGAiN
   Never Ending Do Understand just because you have
   Yet to Seek and Find in Explore and Realize doesn’t
   mean the Air You Breathe may one day not be colored
   Beyond Rainbow Colors of Bliss You Dance and Sing
   too.. for i remember my First Day in Heaven this Flow
   this place beyond distance.. space.. time.. or matter
   where one will pass their finger
   through a flame feel
   no pain
   and
   the attending
   Physician will
   ask ‘are you Jesus’
   and you will of course say
   No.. i am God and So are You..
   And You Will get diagnosed with
   Euphoria and locked up/drugged for a bit
   With Heaven’s Disorder out of Hell For Real
   for You See Time is the Prison that not every one
   Comes to Breathe Now When they Finally See Free..
   Oh Lord the Experience is cross-cultural not everyone
   gets to go only the chosen ones of the Ocean Waves Rising
   Highest and Falling Lowest..finally Coming Again to rest Peacefully
   Harmoniously in Eternity Now of Never Ending Bliss of Effortless Heaven..
   For True i remember that visit and now this place to keep.. i escaped the
   First Heaven went back to Purgatory.. and finally entered the place of the
   Darkest BLacK Abyss of Hell the place where there is no memory of a smile at all..
   The place in my case of the worst pain to Humankind after a steady decent in Hell since
   2006 as at that point with 10 Years of Chronic Work Related Stress and the First Year point
   of Acute never ending flight or fight stress destroying slowly all my bodily systems as Stress
   Hormones Naturally will.. the first symptom of Human Destruction was what would years later
   be diagnosed as Sjogren’s Autoimmune Disorder attacking the Nerves of my Feet as we
   watched the Movie “Happy Feet” where any surface my Feet touched was excruciating
   Pain for me.. but only the Start as that pain would eventually go up top with
   the First Sign Sensitivity to Colors Later that Year as all i could
   watch was Black and White TV and not be in the most
   unusual pain i had ever experienced in the general
   vicinity of my eyes and face that continued
   to increase as my body even grew
   cold in 100 Degree Temperatures
   in the Summer of 2007 as the Destruction
   of Every Bodily System from Stress continued
   as i couldn’t afford to quit my job no matter what
   at least i thought it was a do or die situation then..
   plus my wife with Epilepsy and no assurance of
   getting insurance if i wasn’t covered through an
   Employer’s plan.. the Stress continued
   acute it was then.. fight or flight level
   all hidden behind the smile on
   my Face as in downsizing
   one mistake might
   mean i would
   no longer
   keep ‘that Temporary
   Promotion’ that kept me in
   a Job of Downsizing in Federal
   Government Work as Computers continued
   to do the Job of more Folks where less folks
   would be able to Multi-task more in a focus that
   Humans are not evolved to do at all as Humans are
   Evolved to do one task and focus their attention on that one
   task as that is what you do to capture prey and escape predator
   without being injured by both but today’s Work Place now is Money
   Based Humans can go to Hell as Long as there is Money to be made…
   even if there is no Money to be made and Service is Modeled after Money making now…
   The Pain increased in my Face as Life itself became more intolerable day by day by day…
   i became Colder inside my Legs were chilled to the Bone even when Heat was available then..
   ‘Total Human Exhaustion’ was my Destination but i had no idea this was happening to me..
   i just keep working and
   keeping the same
   smile on my face..
   that eventually
   Led to my demise
   with a pain in my Right
   eye and ear that became
   as Severe as Someone’s Teeth
   Being Drilled without any Novocaine
   Named Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
   Wake to Sleep then for 66 Months coming
   Still.. Unfortunately for me it was my right
   eye and ear with no escaping death as life..
   there are some things in life worse than death
   please whatever you do.. do not find these things
   if possible and in part why this will not be the last
   instance i relate the Nostalgia of the Dark Side of the Moon..
   After 40 days with that pain first 35 of 40 where only an Alpha
   Blocker would slow my Heart Rate enough for one hour of very
   shallow sleep as Dysautonomia.. one of the other challenges of Bodily
   Destruction no longer allowed my Autonomic Nervous System to synch
   my Heart Rate with my Blood Pressure.. doze off to sleep gasp for breath
   with all the Pain of the Dentist Drill where no Pain Medication would relieve
   it and little things like Fibromyalgia from Head to toe and another Destruction
   of Sjogren’s Syndrome where my eyes quit making tears like swimming in salt
   water with eyes wide open too.. sure.. Spinal Stenosis.. Coat Hanger pain associated
   with the Dysautonomia all around my shoulders and neck with Severe Degenerative
   Arthritis in my Spine.. Anhedonia with Severe Anxiety.. Severe Depression a given…
   Alexithymia.. Mood Lability for what was left of my Moods then soon becoming
   no emotions at all as fear even left with no hope too.. no memory of a smile
   not even a reference point out of hell for that they don’t really
   have a diagnosis for it but it’s true it is hell enough
   not to remember a smile all by that disorder
   of eternal hell now itself.. anyway
   i talked about the Insomnia
   already there were other
   disorders but these are the
   most difficult then to deal with..
   Sure Asperger’s Syndrome.. Bi-Polar
   Disorder Eventually at age 53 when the
   Doctors saw me return to my Natural State
   of Heaven AKA Eternal Now Hypomania as i am diagnosed
   now with that Heavenly Disorder as just the way i Naturally now
   am with really only a prescription of Dance literally so to regulate
   Emotions dancing a tight rope now integrating senses as well yes
   i still can’t stand to touch my Pants or any manmade materials with
   Super Tactile Sensitivity but i’ve been that way all my life as well as
   an Empath when that part of my Soul is working just about lost then too..
   anyway there is that other 5 of 40 days that i slept none at all where a Second
   Became the Experience of a Thousand Years of Hell.. Just give me a Gun Please
   if you Love me and don’t hate me just give me a gun to end it all then give me a light
   switch God Just End all of existence let me go.. Burn me to death whatever it takes just
   let me go.. please let me go.. where ever there is to go but this then.. i couldn’t make it to
   a Shower too weak then but the last breath of energy i found somewhere.. i found the
   Keys to speed into a Tree.. following ‘the rules’ all my life couldn’t break the
   Fucking Speed limit to do that so i traveled to the Closest Bridge to
   Jump off with Fishermen below who would have likely risked
   their life to save me.. i was too weak to get out of the
   car then.. as a miracle happened and my Sister
   Drove and found me at the bottom of
   that Bridge then.. taking me away
   while i focused on any other way
   to escape the never
   ending dentist
   drill in my
   right eye and ear
   any of the rest of it i would
   be able to survive.. but You
   have to understand what it would
   be like to always have a dentist drill
   in your right eye and ear.. it’s well beyond
   the imagination of what most folks will fathom
   no different really than the Heaven i naturally Dance and Sing now…
   i wanted to get out of my Sister’s Car at the River BoardWalk and just
   Jump in the Shallow end.. Just let me escape please please give me a gun..
   Yes.. she had Asperger’s too when you have that it is often Family that is all you
   have.. close at least who understands and accepts you as you are.. so she sped
   on a Country Road saying she’ll kill us both as she didn’t want to live without a brother
   her only one.. i said of course not you.. so i finally agreed to go to the Hospital they
   Put me to sleep with a Big Enough 4 MG Shot of Ativan before that i couldn’t say
   A Word the Attending Female Emergency Room Nurse Poked my Chest for
   a response asking me what Drug i overdosed to get to that point.. nothing
   i could say i thought that was gonna be my last breath of life i could
   hear my Sister and Katrina in the Background talking.. me wishing
   i could still be truly alive.. so i woke up in Hell again out of order
   thinking about being left on the Side of a Road naked
   Somewhere Wild Dogs Eating me for what was left..
   at least with some sleep i got Baker acted to
   a place so i wouldn’t kill myself just
   looking for a way to jump off
   the Second Floor give me
   a gun if you love me
   just give me a gun..
   what i remember clearly in that
   Warehouse for folks who had given up
   on life is a room full of us unshaven and
   mostly unclean where they brought in a Dog
   a Friendly Dog with empathy to visit as my Lovely
   Wife Standing by Her ‘Man’ through all of this
   And that Dog would only go to her he acted
   as if no one else existed and i surely knew
   why.. i had long gone past the point
   myself where i couldn’t feel the
   Love of a Cat and when
   i touched the Cat
   His Ears would
   Peel back
   no different
   than if the Devil
   Himself had come
   to visit him just to get him
   to scratch him to feel anything at all
   suddenly i understand why some folks
   self-harm to feel anything.. anything at all
   with piece of paper existence then.. anyway
   i’ve already told the story in this MacroVerse
   of the Dream my Wife had a couple of Years after
   that suicidal as what i had is literally called the Suicide
   Disease till it all went away on July 19th of 2013.. 66 Months
   from the Worst Part of the Pain start.. overall since 2006.. 2 Years
   prior to that yes 90 Months really of Hell overall it’s just that i didn’t
   feel the real necessity to kill myself for the First 2 Years of that Relative
   Pain as Heaven then.. if not for my Wife’s Dream about Her Hanging Christmas
   Tree Ornaments on the Named Road that i was considering Hanging myself in a
   Forest Around that Day.. she and her Deceased Granny Hanging those ornaments
   in Her Dream then.. i might not have lasted until July 19th, 2013 came on a Beach
   Where my Emotions Returned and i felt one with Emerald Green Waters… Swaying
   Sea Oats.. Blue Skies.. Sugar White Sands.. Seagull Wings Spiraling Around the Sun..
   Heaven that Kingdom
   Finally Returned
   Within..
   the Gift
   the Breath of
   Life mine once
   again to Breathe..
   As all the Pain flew
   Away as Well then
   my Psychotherapist
   Describing it none
   the less than a Real
   “Catholic Miracle”
   And then i Danced
   With Song but this is
   where it all comes from
   the Darkest Months of the Soul
   the Dark Side of the Human Moon..
   The Full Moon Return now the Sunshine never goes
   Away Returning as the Soul of Poetry in Dance and Song Love..
   This is my Story that disease i had is literally assessed as worse than
   the Torture of Crucifixion.. no 3 Day or 3 Hour Tour for me the Tears in
   my Flesh from Head to toe all Natural in Deed of Pain and Numb as well..
   if anyone reads this story anyone at all i just want them to know in the Darkest
   Places of Pain and Numb of the Soul there is the Possibility of escaping the Dark
   Side of the Moon as Long as You Will Your Survival one second more for it is true
   during that entire 66 Months i never truly knew if i would survive the next second
   where all feels like Never ending Time of Pain and Numb now there is no time but Heaven..
   What you Must realize in Life is every Breath of Smile You Give and Share is Heaven enough
   For this
   Gift of
   Life to
   both Give
   and Receive
   and what you must also
   realize is ‘No’ may Save
   Your life your Love your Soul The God of You (all)
   EvenTuaLLy This Will Be Message 94 for Bishop
   Barron And FRiEnDS for True it is just as Important
   to provide Messages About Real Hell as Real HeaVeN TRuE NOW..
   i Hear Neither Message at Any Church i’ve Visited in Life here.. i find
   that Very Disturbing..
   It’s as if
   all These
   Churches
   Still Exist on the Dark Side of the
   Moon Other than the Dance And Song of Heaven they
   Bring and Of Course all the Love They Give and Share
   that is something to smile about too.. better so much better than nothing nothing at (all)

   https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 12, 2019 at 5:36 PM

   DWeLLinG WiTHiN FoR
   WeLL BeinG HeARTS
   True as Much as We Hear
   About People Finding
   Soul Mates Without
   A Look Within
   That Effort
   Is Lost
   For What
   We Sleep
   And Wake For
   When Soul is
   Well Now All is
   Well We Be🌲
   Thanks Again
   My Friend May
   This Harmony
   Of Peace
   Always
   Find Mind
   And Body
   Balancing
   Soul Mate as You..🌲🙏
   Thank You my Friend…
   Blessed i am to Work
   At What i Enjoy.. the
   Human Soul now
   Rather than the
   Money i used
   To Work for
   In 33 Years
   Of Doing that…
   Truly Wish that
   Everyone could
   Experience the
   Work for Soul
   Joy At
   Least once
   In their Life
   😁🌲🌲🌲🌲🙏

   Why have a Big Social Safety Net?

   On Average Human Beings are Terrible about predicting
   What they Need in The Future; and Horrible about Saving Money for a ‘Rainy Day’.

   1st Note: Not me; even without a Social Safety Net my ‘Saved Bucks’ Would Last for Years; as is at least.

   2nd Note: Rainy Days do Happen; it’s a Statistical Human Reality too in Terms of Health and Overall Well Being.

   Americans Are Notorious For Their Huge Debt; as well as putting off Saving For Retirement; not nearly enough.

   There is another associated Issue; Decreasing Levels of Empathy; A Kind of Slowly Declining Terminal Disease of
   Love by a Social Animal Species, increasingly becoming ‘the tools’ they use; Look around, ‘if you can’; ‘this’ isn’t
   Hard to see.

   Studies Show these Factors through and through; And Charitable Giving is reduced in Numbers of Humans
   Actually Giving to their Fellow Human. “The share of Americans who give money to charity fell from about
   68.5% in 2002 to 53.1% in 2016”. Given Reductions of Human Empathy Close to 30 Percent in the Last
   few Decades in Empirical Studies; this isn’t too Surprising.

   Of course there is an Option; Arrange Stuff Where our Country is Run By a Dictator; and Become a ‘Third
   World Banana Republic’ that Doesn’t Care for their Citizens Who Fall and Need Help. Judging from the
   “Climate” at hand that Mission, even if unwitting, seems well underway; slowly and surely faster.

   The Average Man and or Woman on the Street; Surely has shown themselves to Be incapable of
   Seeing Invisible Disabilities; like the ones Homeless Folks often Existentially Struggle with in Pain and
   Misery every day.

   Not everyone is Born/Bred into the Same Fortune; And Where Poverty of the Soul Exists, Chaos more
   than Order becomes the Reality of what may look like a “Banana Republic,” Here, sooner and sooner.

   And there is a Bigger Issue; The increasingly Nomadic Family Unit That Raises Children has Dropped to Two
   And even Single Parents so far away from Smaller Towns and Extended Families who Provided a Social Net
   for Family Members in Need. People are increasingly not Getting Married; where folks go Solo Nomadic
   too, in Chase of any kind of Subsistence at all through the Work Place of what may be viewed as an
   Entire Country now.

   It’s simple; Take away the Social Safety Net and the Country Falls into Chaos; People who are Starving
   and Have no Connections are much more likely to cause Serious Problems for the Rest of Society Now.

   The only Connections some folks have is literally the Technology associated with the Government
   and Private Industry too. Jobs Are going Away too; as increasingly the Tools We Create need Humans
   Less to Create ‘the God of Money’. Ha! What Good is a God that no one can afford to even create.

   Speaking of that; people are becoming Much too busy to become the ‘Archetype of Jesus’; the Story
   Book Dude who Cross Culturally Matures in Faith of Love; Ascends and Transcends Group Think;
   Becomes much more Understanding of the Differences of others; and Naturally Forgives all
   their so-called Sins; Seeing Hope for all as Love Agape comes to literally be them Incarnate.

   Let’s Just put it this way; do the Most Love Consuming others with the least Harm; including
   the Rest of Nature; and the 1 in 8 Animal and Plant Species that some Autistic Folks like “Greta Time
   Cover Teen” Has already evolved to save; Quick ‘Jesus Job’ she’s already done in Metaphor of course and
   even more complete as she has a way of Non-Violently turning money tables over too; even when they
   come driven by ‘Orange’. Not Surprisingly, she is from a Scandinavian Country Where Folks still take
   care of each other Willingly for the Most part at least by Government Rule in a Small Enough
   Homogenous Country to get that Big Loving Social Safety Net covered, at least for now.

   The Bottom Lines are this though; Humans are living way out of Balance With Nature;
   Eating ‘the Face of God’ that i enjoy also naming the Rest of Nature; Specifically on Earth Now;
   Taking and Hoarding so much more than Giving And Sharing; Nature Will Spit us out
   if we don’t get our stuff straight; there is no doubt about that as far as Science Sees at least too..

   Anyway; i’m Financially Independent with ‘Free Money’ Pouring In from Retirement and
   Early at that from Two Government Sources with a Very Expensive Health Care Plan now
   Costing me over 10,000 Dollars; with the Government Footing about 66 Percent of the
   cost still; but True it is the Cadillac of Cadillac of Plans as i can visit any Doctor i Like
   and end up with at most a very reasonable Bill; Get Any Illness i like; which i am not
   at least planning on doing; but Oh God those rainy Days do Happen; for now, Yes,
   me and my Wife Remain Dry.

   i don’t want to fill up the Space here on “Rainy Day Invisible Disabilities” that are the
   worse known to Humankind that are totally invisible to the Casual and Ignorant
   Observer of what all of the Human Condition may come to be; for the otherwise
   Strapping Young Dude on the Side of the Road with a hand-out for a morsel of
   Food; where you cannot See the Dentist Drill in his Eye or whatever the invisible
   Disability he may have still standing Straight; True, Trust me now or not when
   i say a person could practically be the Archetype of ‘Jesus’; yes, for all practical
   intents and purposes and be legally and medically totally permanently disabled
   and you would think he looks like the healthiest person you ever saw; surely for his ‘advanced age’…

   People are Ignorant about Invisible Disabilities for Duh; obvious reasons; That’s just another reason
   why we need smarter People in charge of making the rules and Helping People in Society than the ‘Average
   Joe the Plumber’ who lost his Job to an Invisible Disability begging you for some food on the Side of the Road’;
   Where he really is no Different than ‘Jesus’ if he came back to life for real; as of course when one attains that ‘Jesus
   Archetype Thingie’, there is no separation; all of Nature is Brother, Sister, Parent and Child as Family God; Hell no;
   Not Father God; that’s the God of the Old Testament of Selfish Hoarding Silo Grain Territorial Greed for Blood Sport.

   Anyway; it’s wonderful being me; i’ve learned to be my own Soul Mate and overcome all my Permanently and Totally
   Disabling Conditions; that does not make any money; but still i surely can and will do Heaven for Real as those Do who overcome all obstacles when money is no issue at all. It all worked out for me; but let’s just say i understand how to read and follow instructions on paper work; lots of folks do not; the people who need help often just don’t have what it takes; most often as a consequence directly related to their Disabilities or other Struggles of Life; That Really Blows; not fair.

   Yes; We Can and Will have a Third World Country Where Folks do Back Alley Abortions Again; People Who are Different
   Get Strung up and Killed; Where Women Have no Rights; all Directed by a Dictator too; Where Disabled; And Old And otherwise less Folks Fortunate Starve to death if they do not rob what’s left first; Be Careful; Be Very Very careful; for what
   you wish for; for others may be what you really get; nothing but pain and misery more; even more than you may imagine.

   Lots of folks ignorant enough are taking us that way as i speak; but not likely fast enough before i go away….

   Meanwhile; i Dance and Sing; Don’t make a Penny; But it’s always Heaven now; every thing is paid for;
   my ‘God’ is No longer Money or Stuff; Greed, Hoarding, Jealousy, Envy; Just Nothing more than Naked Pride; i just
   Dance And Sing no Different than Snoopy Joy Forever now Eternally Just For Free; i’m a famous ArTHuR haha; but
   only a Legend of Public Dance, Currently i am Celebrating 12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months; Half the Distance Around
   the Globe; do keep in ‘mind’ i am totally and permanently Disabled with Asperger’s Syndrome; And Bi-Polar
   Disorder with a Literal Prescription for Dance from a Psychiatrist to remedy Emotional Regulation and
   Sensory Integration; There are no Jobs that Pay You for a continuous Spiraling Dance; And in a Twitter
   World Now in Reality; no Target Audience for a 7.5 Million Word Longest Long Form ‘Bible’ Poem completed
   in the same 75 Months of Public Dance; Both ongoing; at 59.5 now; by the Day i reach 66 on 6.6.26; chances are
   i will Public Dance Circle the Globe in Distance at the Equator of 24,901 Miles; but only the Eternal Now i enjoy will
   Pray tale..;)

   No one rags me about this; hehe; at least not to my 240 Pound Face who still Leg Presses 15,020 Pounds at age
   59.5, 8 Reps; got enough proof on YouTube for that Great Feat; for all the Permanently Medically Disabled Folks for
   making Money; who make the Best of what they can and will still do; When You don’t Speak until age 4; You use Fluid Intelligence to excel; to adapt to struggle always and succeed as excellence sees no Obstacles but can and will do;
   even if no money comes at all; F it; the God of Money; is what i do now; God of Love Within Pays all my intrinsic Rewards.

   My Soul Flies Free; unfettered Wings; from the Drain of ‘the Big Green Machine’..;)

   https://theconversation.com/fewer-americans-are-giving-money-to-charity-but-total-donations-are-at-record-levels-anyway-98291

   https://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=383071&start=30

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 13, 2019 at 2:42 PM

   Every Square
   Spiraling Inch
   Of Humanity A Poem.
   Rain Comes Harder and
   i’M in the Mood For Poetry as
   True Inside Out too But Dance is thE LiGHT…
   Good Morning! Thank God it’s
   Friday the 13th! Hehe Leave
   it to me and Every Moment
   Present Gift Now For Real
   Is A Holiday And Festivities
   Day to Celebrate! AnyWay…
   Coming Out of the
   Shadows Dancing
   Halfway Around the World!
   Now ‘They’ Will Never Likely
   Know the Name i am Born
   With.. Only Recognized as
   That ‘Dude’ was one
   Dancing Fool. It’s True
   i am just another Dude
   Who Comes to Dance
   Not Unlike Our FRiEnD
   ‘Shiva’ and my FRiEnD
   ‘Kali’ Among other
   Names that are
   Human Stories
   Where Story Now
   Is King And Queen…
   So True.. Ocean Deep Fish
   Are Neither Seen or Captured..
   Ocean Deep Fish Remain Free…
   Now Just 33.5 Miles Away From
   The Distance of Half the Globe!
   In Some of the Human Circles i’ve Visited Around the Globe i’ve
   Heard it said that the UniVerse is a Very Random And Uncaring Beast…
   False.. that was not the UniVerse i Viewed of my Mother That Queen of the
   UniVerse (Jesus as far as i am still concerned) Is the Queen of Love Who Still
   Resides in the Loving Soul of me for True Our Awareness Our Consciousness Our
   Soul Our Mind’s Eye is what Science is not close to fully Quantifying and Qualifying
   Now for all the
   Magic We
   as Nature
   come to
   Be Nature’s
   EYes that Look
   Back on All Creation
   And at Best Feel Close
   to the Sense of All Existence as
   is.. it’s incredibly Shallow i see to
   Reduce any of this to a Label or Even a Name..
   Smiles.. you inspired me to Google my Born on Date
   Assigned Name.. i did this after my Work Career was over..
   A Big Mistake i made and one that so many people still routinely
   Do and that is establish Identity almost solely for the Paid Work
   of Routine and Slave to Other Masters Humans Do.. far beyond the Self-Actualization
   That is Other Wise Possible as we become so much more than Just an Assigned name..
   Without Any Identity
   And Really no Sense
   of Ego outside of Work
   No Sense of Self No Inner
   Voice as Soul Mate of i.. After
   Retiring Early i Googled my Born
   on Name looking for some kind of Identity
   And None was to Be Found and it’s still True
   When i Google my Born on Name and my Wife’s name
   there is nothing still to be found… Yes.. My Mother.. My Sister
   My Father.. My Grandfather even with a Wiki Bio of His own..
   truly the only one of the Family to be ‘Famous’ Enough to have
   A Wiki Bio.. X-Catholic Priest Noted Author From Last Century
   Even Dining in New York, New York ‘Socialist’ Circles With Einstein
   Noted Person of His ‘Time’ my Grandfather and one Human ‘the Catholic
   Church’ despised as he spent the rest of his life trying to convert folks to Protestant…
   Smiles.. most everyone took me serious at work.. they said i was a Valuable
   Commodity.. Even Labeled me as ‘Superman’
   For all i did same as the Students at College
   Did when i earned 3 Degrees at Once and
   Did 3 Part Time Jobs too.. to work my
   Way though.. at Work ‘they’ Said My
   Brain Worked like a Computer.. Yes..
   A Computer true that’s what i became…
   As a Shut-in 66 Months totally and so-
   called Permanently Disabled in so much ‘Record BreaKinG”
   Pain and Numb.. my Sister promised i would turn
   another Chapter in my Life.. And
   when i was 33 my Mother
   Promised in a Letter to
   me we found after
   she passed away
   in 2017 that my
   Life would tell a Grand
   Story by the Date i Leave this Earth…
   Smiles.. last night Dancing 33.5 Miles away
   from the Distance Halfway Around the World..
   Another Random Person at the Metro Dance
   Hall Pointed at me and said “Hey, You are that Dude”…
   i am reminded of ‘The Big Lebowski’ Movie When ‘the Dude’
   Passed by the ‘Time Cover Mirror’ and Shrugged like F it who cares…
   Smiles
   i’ve
   LEarned
   to be ‘the
   Fool’… Life is so much
   more fun when no one
   really takes you serious….
   in Fact Life is best as a Laugh
   And A Wisest Human Does see ‘God’ as a Laugh…
   From the First Breath to the Last Blink Life will be a Comedy….
   why
   not….
   if only We all Try
   a little bit harder
   to have fun always now..
   Smiles.. the people who i worked
   with who didn’t take ‘IT’ so serious
   are still working.. they to me now are truly the
   Wise ones who understood the Nature of YOLO Now.

   i LEarned
   my LeSSoN Well.

   i use to Dream about
   Going Back to Work… Those Dreams are Dust..

   i Dance
   i Sing Free Now
   As Dust Will Breathe the Wind…

   Thank You for the inspiration from New York..:)

   “Tuesdays with Morrie”.. Smiles my FRiEnD i Loved
   That Book too.. You know When i went to College
   All Those Years Close to top of the Class with
   3 Degrees i wanted to Be a Teacher but
   Sadly Saddled with the Challenge
   of not Speaking until 4 with
   Asperger’s Syndrome
   A Bit Odd for that
   Disorder but common
   with the Condition of Hyperlexia..
   i still did not have the ability to express myself
   Orally in Presentation or in Writing to go much Further
   than Graduate Studies the Next Year and sadly they discontinued
   The Social Sciences Interdisciplinary Masters Degree and then i ran out
   of Money so it was off to find a ‘Real Job’ any job for someone who did not have
   the ‘Social Graces’ to Present themselves well enough for Jobs then that took
   that for the Academics i received
   in Lettered Grades of A’s..
   Reading “Tuesdays with
   Morrie” What impressed
   me most was his Freedom
   to Dance Solo with the College
   Students for the Simple Joy in
   Breathing Life all in Free.. i couldn’t
   imagine that then.. it took me a 6-Pack
   and not a 6-Pack of Abdominal Muscles
   My Bet with Katrina by Age 60 hehe that’s
   been ongoing for months now interrupted by
   All the Holiday Meals.. yes.. close to a 6-Pack of
   Beer even to Walk into any Social Event at all When ‘Young’…
   But Truly Within i was so.. so.. much ‘Older’ at even 16 than i am now Free…
   Smiles my Friend
   things change
   and every week
   i Proof read just
   one of my Blog Posts
   it’s just about Novel Size..
   And Every Week when i Dance
   at “Barnes And Noble” Listening to
   Meditative Music i Complete a New Book
   as i have literally Read Over A Hundred Books
   Free this way at Barnes and Noble.. the way i Look
   at Life i do no take any more than i give in
   terms
   of
   Dance
   And Song too..
   Keep GroWinG
   my FRiEnD in all
   that You care to do
   As long as we continue
   to Grow there is no Age Number in Life..:)
   SMiLes Sohair.. Good Afternoon to You in Egypt from my “Thank God Its Friday
   The Thirteenth” Morning Still in Florida.. hehe.. i Believe in Changing
   Lemons into the Sweetest of Lemonades no Fears
   for me i will make
   the Scariest
   Nightmares
   Into even Sweeter
   Dreams to come my FRiEnD
   And SpeaKinG of interesting
   Milestones.. at least.. i am only
   33.5 Miles away from 12,450.5 Miles
   of Public Dance in 75 Months Still Averaging
   166 Miles a Month as Any Calculator will still Pray Tale..
   hAha.. but the Nice Gym Assistant not too long ago pointed
   out another FAcToiD to me and that is that 24,901 Miles is the
   Distance All the Way Around the World At The Equator just a bit
   South of You and me sure about 30 Degrees or so South as we are
   Both Close to the Same Latitude.. True as far as Distance Goes i’ve
   Long Since Passed the Distance in Public Dance from Here to Egypt
   As actually that’s only 6,472 Miles from Pensacola, Florida And really
   By Plane it’s not Farther than close to 9,000 Miles to almost Any Two
   Land Locations in the World… but really the way i Love to tell the Story
   is it was nothing.. nothing at All.. sure by the Date of my 66th Birthday
   Around 6 and A Half Years more i will actually reach All the Way Around
   the World in Distance of Public Dance.. but still that is really nothing nothing
   at all i am just a ‘Peace’ of ‘Forrest Gump Dust’ Just Floating With Gravity in the
   Wind.. Peace and Harmony.. Bliss and Nirvana.. Autotelic Flow continues to increase
   with the Natural Evolving Complexity of the Dance in Skill of Balance achieved
   more and more.. it’s really amazing as i Dance with a Gym Towel at the Gym and
   i actually become the Weight of that Towel as i let the Towel Lead the Dance of
   all 240 Pounds.. True ‘Be The Towel’ Bruce Lee said ‘Be the Water’.. i Sing Dance
   Be the Air my Friend the Spirit of the Wind in Autotelic Flow as Science Shows
   is possible.. yes.. the Kingdom of Heaven within as We Generate our Light within
   more and more in Co-Creativity With Nature to Share the Same and more now
   in Give to the Rest of Nature With all our Positive Colors of Energy in Human
   Light True.. the thing is i understand what it is like to Forget
   what even the Feeling of a Smile is for 66 Months as
   if i never ever felt a smile or a laugh in my entire
   Life By God i have Literally Thousands of
   Smiling Selfies with people i have
   Generated This Light of God
   Within to Give and Share
   Free.. smiles my
   Friend my
   Tombstone is already
   Those Over 2000 Photos
   That Dance And Sing i brought
   A Smile to at least one Face i watered
   A little Sapling Tree that wilted that was
   me it comes back to Life and now i Dance and Sing Free..
   This is Heaven my FRiEnD it is no lie it is Loving all that is
   DarK Thru
   LiGHT (God)..
   i have
   only
   Just
   STaRTeD
   This Rain of Love..
   And the Reason what i have
   done is nothing nothing at all
   as Speaking of Great Women Your
   Topic of Your Blog Posts now.. my Maternal
   Grandmother did A LOT more than an Average
   of Public Dancing 5 and a Half Miles a Day which
   is about what 166 Miles of Dance a Month i Average
   comes out to be although i Load most of my Miles in on
   the Weekend And Tuesdays and Thursdays as a Warrior more
   of Dance Joy those Days.. True.. She Walked to Work as a Waitress
   Working 12 Hours a Day 7 Days a Week for close to a Decade into
   Her Late 50’s where she Just wore out and could no longer work as
   my Mother Took Care of Her Financially then plus Us until my Grandmother
   reached Social Security Age of 62 to receive a meager income then for all her
   Life Long Work Starting at about 9th Grade Age Having to Drop out of School
   when Her Mother Died From Breast Cancer Helping to Pick Cotton From Sunrise
   to Sunset to Help on Her Father’s Farm.. having to Pick up all the House-Hold
   Duties that were indeed all Manual back in the Early Part of Last Century..
   to help Raise her two Younger Sisters who eventually went to College
   And Got Great Jobs while My Grandmother was actually the First
   Woman in my Town to wear Slacks during World War 2 at
   the Local Car Dealership Service Department as the
   Men Were gone off to War and the Help of
   Women was needed to keep the
   Economy going at Home..
   What i remembered
   was her Huge Strong
   Hands.. Hands that work hard
   from Youth Do Grow that way
   no different really than the Difference
   of the Paws of a Domesticated Cat Versus
   A Feral Cat Like Our Cat Yellow Boy too..
   Smiles my Friend my Paws Were Soft and
   Gentle for they knew no World of Picking Cotton
   My Fingers Played the Piano While my Mother Wasn’t
   Worried my Grandmother was worried without the influence
   of a Father from age 3 as he left to find a Woman who wanted
   to make Money more than Raise Children at Home.. yes.. she was
   Worried that i would never Develop the ‘Back Bone’ of a ‘Real man’
   as i used to Watch the Men Work on the House from the Inside Out and
   she would tell me those are ‘Real Men’ outside doing real Men’s Work so
   much more than playing
   the Piano as she intimated
   if i was not careful i might
   Turn into ‘Liberace’ hehe..
   i had no idea what
   she was afraid
   about but
   it was probably
   the same thing my
   Father was afraid of
   as i came to Smile way
   too much Like my Mother
   Did in the Joy of Life of Being
   And Loving Family through and through..
   Anyway as You are With Your Family now
   my Grandmother became my Father Figure through
   Youth more than just a Gentle Grandmother my Friend…
   it wasn’t in my Mother’s Nature to ever raise a Hand of Anger
   Towards any one of us.. but my Grandmother and Her Crab Apple
   Tree of Switches taught me about what Authority will do when it
   gets angry too.. smiles.. my Sister liked to fish i have super tactile
   sensitivity.. i couldn’t stand the Dry Feeling that came after touching
   the Worms for Bait.. and on top of that i had too much empathy i could
   literally feel the Pain of the Fish Being Hooked by Mouth.. smiles my Friend
   i suppose
   i was
   born
   and raised
   with Loving Wings..
   it took me so long to
   be a Man as Strong Within as My Grandmother always was..
   You Know when Katrina was 8 Years Old and then often lived
   without water and Food.. it may hard to Believe but she climbed
   heights with her Fraternal Twin Brother 40 Feet high in Trees..
   Smiles my Friend i walked over a Railroad Trestle at that age
   Seeing what was below me and i ended up Crawling as
   i am still very uneasy about any heights at all as
   truly i felt so light like a feather i might
   blow away anyway.. hehe.. and i still
   do for i Dance as Feather Light
   now my Friend but it’s
   true i’ve put Choke Holds
   on Men who have tried to
   start a fight with me in a Bar
   now knocked them over just by the
   fact that i am Grounded Like an Oak Tree
   to the Earth Now as i stand.. still Leg Pressing
   Up to 1520 Pounds 8 repetitions now at 59.5 Years Old..
   But You know it would probably still worry my Father and
   Grandmother if they were still alive and knew i wrote Poetry
   and Danced in Public as well.. but You know it doesn’t make sense
   to me.. as after all my Grandmother was the First Woman to wear slacks
   in Town then.. it is important for a Woman to Develop Masculine Will and
   Strength over a Foundation of Love and Grace but what my Grandmother
   And Father Failed to understand is it is Just as important for a Man to Develop
   A Foundation of Graceful Balance and Love to Hold Up that Will and Strength
   With No Fear
   as Truly
   God’s
   Rule
   God’s
   Foundation
   is Loving Balance
   in Grace and Harmony
   as Planets Revolve Around
   Stars Friends of GravitY iN Deed
   My FRiEnD.. for it is the Love and
   Grace that makes me a Real Man of
   Strength it is the Fearless that Foundation
   Brings in Grace and Balance that Literally makes
   my leg Pressing Strength Stronger than Military Men
   Four Decades Junior to my Age.. and True no one keeps
   up with a 3 Hour Marathon of Dance in the Metro Dance
   Hall but true my secret Weapon is Grace of Balance and Love my Friend..
   A “Greatest Martial
   Artist” Never Gets
   into a ‘Real Fight’
   i’ve had some scuffles
   in my Life but always with
   Quick Endings my Friend..
   Truly i have Lethal Force
   with my Arms and
   Legs now..
   i stand
   to harm someone
   else much more than
   me if i were to ever engage
   in a Physical Real Violent Effort
   with anyone now.. Smiles my Friend
   it’s nice to have a Backbone with no need
   to harm anyone else to prove anything for
   the Air the Wind never Fears my Friend the Fearless Spirit
   of Balancing Grace The Dance and Song of Life that is Love that never gets tired..
   And in Biblical Terms of Christianity when ‘they’ Say ‘the MeeK’ will Inherit the
   Earth the original Greek Definition Translated from Greek Actually means
   Strong Enough Confident Enough With Loving Grace And Will Not to
   have anything
   to Prove
   to anyone
   else as Far
   As Starting
   Conflict not really
   Any Different than
   the Philosophy of Bruce Lee my
   Friend it is clear to See that Humans
   Who Live this way Live and Prosper my Friend
   As Any ‘Spock’ Will do too Who Both Feels and
   Additionally Regulates Emotions And Integrates Senses
   as just another Feather Drifting Peacefully in the Wind
   outside of Inertia my Friend
   truly slowing
   Entropy
   of Our
   Being that
   Conflicts Bring too..
   Smiles this is a rather Lengthy
   ‘Fred-Talk’ but After i Dance 3 Hours
   on Thursday Night my Laser Focus in Creativity is Sharper Than
   A SWorD.. In A Way that Never Exhausts Itself Effortless And Free mY FRiEnD…:)

   Hmm.. It Appears there is “Good News” About the ‘Church Fathers’ coming on Bishop
   Barron and FRiEnDS YouTube Channel… Let’s include this Retroactively as Message Number 96 Fitting there too..:)

   https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 13, 2019 at 2:52 PM

    If You Can’t ‘Beat ’em’ Entertain ’em’..;)

    Celebrating a New Liturgical Year as Catholics Are Currently Celebrating as Advent Comes Real; I’ll Park this ‘Hear’ for
    at Least one Part of the ‘New Testament’ That Clearly Says Folks Who Wander Villages with No Money in their Pockets just
    Celebrating the Kingdom of Heaven at Hand should be Fed Free Just For Sharing This Love Free as a Great Work of Life.

    It’s what i do; it F in works. The Heaven Spreading Part at least as empirical Data in Thousands of
    Smiling Faces i Bring with my Dance And Song Most Definitely Works for ‘Here i am Lord’, hehe; sure i sing it too; why not!

    5 “Jesus sent out the twelve apostles with these instructions: “Don’t go to the Gentiles or the Samaritans, 6but only to the people of Israel—God’s lost sheep. 7Go and announce to them that the Kingdom of Heaven is near.d 8Heal the sick, raise the dead, cure those with leprosy, and cast out demons. Give as freely as you have received!”

    9 “Don’t take any money in your money belts—no gold, silver, or even copper coins. 10Don’t carry a traveler’s bag with a change of clothes and sandals or even a walking stick. Don’t hesitate to accept hospitality, because those who work deserve to be fed.”

    That’s me Singing in the Back of the Church by the way; no special Equipment; no Choir Practice; just picking up a song
    once a week in Church; i’m too busy to practice Singing; Dance Speaks Louder than Song ever will; the Oldest Human Language of War, Peace and Love. i understand there is a ‘Christian Musician in the Choir Here’. i challenge you
    to a Christian Music Sing-off with Just Your Naked Voice; Where A True Spirit of Love will never be hidden.

    My Wife was nice enough to iPhone it to share it with you; hehe; whoever you are.

    HAha; i Christmas Harder Than ‘You’ WiLL imagine. There are Countless Folks Who Wrote

    the so-called Antiquated Bible. The Contradictions Inside are Myriad; YeS in deed.

    You’ll Find Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free, Woman (And) or Man No more by Paul.

    And then if you Look a bit behind the Verse above you’ll find Go to Israel
    Save the Lost Sheep; ‘Screw’ the Rest of the UniVerse for a ‘King of Love’ that small.

    There is the Christian Described by Paul who should not associate with the Adulterer in Church.

    There is the Thief on the Other Cross that Jesus forgave by the Book too;
    while he was wondering why God had Forsaken God as Literally taken as Jesus as God.

    Oh Yeah; and if you go a bit below in ‘Matthew’ you’ll find what Leaders of Cults most often do; and that
    is Put people Against their Family; Only holding What the Cult Leader has to say as ‘Gospel Fact’; No New Story in deed.

    It is also Clear as Hell that ‘Trump’ Wrote the Part of Revelation that sends His Enemies to more than Just a Firing; Yes,
    Eternal Hell; That’Bad Cop Jesus’ ends up being worse than ‘the Modern Father of all Lies’ in that Book then;

    Either that or Jesus is an F in Liar when he says Love Your Enemies as Yourself; It takes a whole lot of M out of
    S And M to want to Volunteer to go to Hell first; including Turning the Other Cheek And Dying By whatever Sword
    You Use, including Hell; of course unless you Wrote the Part about Bringing a Sword Not Peace; at least as some folks
    take the Bible as Literal as God’s ALL of God’s So-called Words; Such a Small God that Book is; truly pitiful in deed.

    Let’s Face it; Both Republicans Who Value Status and Power over Love And Giving
    Wrote the Bible as Well as Democrats Who Value Love and Giving Over Status and Power.

    Hahaha; i grin big when someone threatens to send me to Hell from a Gospel ‘Living’ Pulpit;

    i already know where they are it is clear in the Tone of who they are through and through As Soul.

    I’ll be Waiting for ‘Your’ Version of a Christian Song Whoever You are. i read Souls in the Tones of Songs.

    Oh By The Way; There is no escaping Discernment when it comes from Light that has Been the Dark.

    Other than that the Catholic Church Gives a whole lot; But the Catholic Church Still drives folks
    closer to Suicide and all the Misery and Suffering that goes along with that; for the Children who are
    Still Forced to Hear about Stories of Hell and that it is a Sin to Be Born Frigging Different and BeHave that way.

    We need a new Bible; one that everyone should write of their own.

    The other one is Soiled with the Blood of Ignorance Still With Face
    Palms growing Higher and Higher as they Grow now even taller.

    i don’t make many Friends were i am from where 85 Percent
    of Folks voted for the ‘Bad Cop Jesus’ incarnate as ‘Trump’;

    True; the Universe is still Bigger than those who still Wish to Rule ‘Israel’ With A Book.

    Reality is more Than few a People and one Barren Dirt Patch.

    On top of that no Christian Church Would Welcome a Five Foot
    one Slight Brown Dude With Dirty Bare Feet Sandals on the Soft Ball
    Team unless they looked like they could hit a Home Run; That’s all i
    Had to do to become Friends with the Christians Around ‘Here’; Look Like
    A Southern Baptist SoftBall Player still Luke Warm and Cold unless they are on the Gospel Singing Team..;)

    Anyway; Still Waiting For The ‘Real Grinch’ to come Down From the Mountain With Free ‘Santa hand-out’ Gifts
    As Welfare Dances And Sings for all the Folks in Whoville To Smile While Eating their Hotel California Roast Beast..;)

    PS.. It’s a Secret; Don’t tale anyone now;
    i’m still on my way down to the Valley now..;)

    And note: There is A Song Above About ‘The Good Cop Jesus’ and the ‘BaD one’ too.

    It’s Warmer where the Good Cop Jesus lives; at least Within for Real the Kingdom of Heaven lives still as Love;
    Giving and Sharing Freely; Doing the Least Harm to others possible; i understand the Latest Gift from the
    “Bad Cop Jesus” is to take away ‘Free Food’ From Poor Whoville People; 700,000 or so in Number so they
    may not be able to Afford Christmas Dinner for Empty American Stomachs still to come.

    Disgusting; just Grinch Disgusting; in deed Deplorable at Best.

    Let’s not Forget; Yes, Forgive too; as Even the Story Book Grinch, at least, Came Down From Hell..;)

    Once again; the Refrain i Dance and Sing; Better to Entertain ’em than Send ’em to Hell; there is already no distance….

    That part will never
    be mistaken in the
    “Dance And Song” ‘they’ do or do not do.

    Hmm.. This really fits in with Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    Latest YouTube Message; let’s Make it Message 95 THere too..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

    https://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=383071&start=30

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11. Frank Hubeny says:

    December 13, 2019 at 5:40 PM

    Good observation: “Almost Every Problem Humanity Has Now Will Be linked Back to Eating the Face of God (Nature) (Over-Consuming)”

    I liked the sign that read, “I Christmas harder than you”

    And those socks: “I’m a nerd and not the cool kind” Or, “Go away I’m introverting”

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    • katiemiafrederick says:

      December 13, 2019 at 10:57 PM

      SMiLes Frank.. i have High Hopes.. if a 16 Year-Old Young Woman
      Will Be on the ‘Time Cover’ as Person of the Year for Her Efforts
      in Recovering from the Human Species With The Condition of
      Asperger’s Syndrome Free to Fill This Potential as You Relate/
      Repeat my Quote.. “Almost Every Problem Humanity Has Now Will
      Be linked Back to Eating the Face of God (Nature) (Over-Consuming)”
      True Others Like her Will “Christmas Even Harder” Year Round For Love
      For All of Existence That Place That Dream of ‘Jesus’ Agape Love For The
      Eternal Now of the Kingdom of Love Within When Humans Rise to the Capstone
      of Ascending Transcending Love For All of Existence in Give and Share Freely
      Consuming the Rest of existence with the Least Harm Possible Where All
      of Existence Becomes Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose
      DarK Thru LiGHT Where Understanding of Differences and
      Celebrations of Similarities of Love’s Joy with Forgiveness
      And Charity For All becomes A Way of Life For All
      As Humans Light up in Both Hemispheres of the
      World to Hold Hands as Our Minds of
      “Left Brain Metaphor” of Mechanical
      Cognition of Reasoning Join
      Hands with “Right Brain
      Metaphor” of Social-Empathic
      Artistic Altruistic Spiritual Intelligences
      Even More Ascending Transcending Higher
      as Love For All.. of Course increasingly We as a
      Species Must Find New Ways to Dance And Sing together
      to accomplish this practice of Life Spiraling Up in Light of Truth’s Love
      Rather than Falling in Dark oF Lies False that take us Further Out of Balance
      Now With Nature and the Greatest Gift We All Possess the Potential now for
      Human Agape Love Once Again For Real the Capstone of the Pyramid Wisdom’s
      Eye of Beauty Courage Fearless the Love that Never Ends Eternal Now For All…
      Where ‘the Janus Face’ Becomes One Face of All to See with Colors of Love that
      Both Tell
      the Truth
      Now And
      Offer Hope
      in Light More..
      Smiles something
      both Introverts and
      Extroverts will surely
      both Bring to the Table
      of DarK Thru Light too as Real..
      Anyway Thanks So Much For Dropping
      By “Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN
      Words” Just 30 Miles Away now from Reaching
      12,450.5 Miles of Public Dance in 75 Months Half
      Way Around the World.. Just another Feast and Banquet
      For a Milestone to Celebrate Making even Friday the 13th
      into Sweeter Lemonade out of Lemons as 3 Days of Cloudy
      Cold and Rainy Weather in Florida Will Give Way tomorrow
      to the Name Sake of the Sunshine State of Colorful Flowers More…
      Smiles Hope
      the Weather
      is Nice in
      Chigago
      wait! i’ll Google
      it quick.. yes.. a bit
      Colder indeed as the
      Sun is a bit more dim as well ‘up there’..
      Smiles Just another ‘Reason’ For Hot Chocolate
      And making Warmth with Poetry of Dance And Song
      Free in Life’s Love.. Meanwhile got a New MacroVerse
      Balloon to Release in the Atmosphere of the Hope of Love SMiLes..
      Where Division Bells of Walls and Covers Hiding God come out to play as Love..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 13, 2019 at 10:58 PM

    Thank You Dear Sohair You have been a Solid
    Rock of Encouragement and Support for what
    i Hold Dear to my Soul to indeed Lift others up
    for what i see as Truth in Light in Life.. It is ‘the Dark Side
    of the Moon’ That Will Teach Us so much in Life all the Pain
    And Numb and other Heartache that will surely be part of our
    Paths in the Journey We All take in Life often different yet similar
    in so many ways.. When i Lived on the Dark Side of the Moon i looked
    to find someone who could relate to all the Struggles i was having for that
    Person who had overcome similar experiences of Dark and Returned to the
    Side of the Moon that will be the Reflection of the Light of truly Living in
    Sunshine again.. while my Closest Loved ones didn’t give up on me it
    was impossible for them to fully understand what i was going through
    for indeed so difficult for me to grasp what was going on fully
    myself.. After Recovering from all of that as the Therapist
    who was taking care of me did say it was a real
    miracle that i recovered as no one really
    offered any Hope for that Healing Other
    than my Closest Family Members
    Just on the Faith that Never
    Gives Up Hope with
    the Force of Love
    Beyond all
    Measure
    true i still looked for someone
    who had come through what i was
    going through then.. i never found that
    Person but i do what to be that Person for
    someone else no matter if they ever thank
    me for helping them if they read a story i bring
    in their dark place that gives them at least small hope..
    i wrote the Story of my Dark Place in Perhaps the most
    Comprehensive way i have done so far during Days of Cold
    and Cloudy Rainy Weather Where no Sun has come out to
    Light my Soul up even higher as it usually Springs
    on Coldest Winter Days as Long as the Sun
    does Shine at least a bit.. i went back
    to the Dark Side of the Moon as
    best i could to put it into words
    again that may show what
    is truly possible to
    escape from in
    Dark my Friend..
    i will share it with
    You Here along with
    the Song that goes well with it too..
    Smiles my Friend i am Blessed to Walk
    Dance Speak Sing in many Shoes in Life
    BLacK Abyss through Beyond Rainbow Colors of Love..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 14, 2019 at 12:30 AM

    My My What a Dark Cold Cloudy Three Shortest Days
    of the Year we are experiencing in the Flowering State
    of Sunshine as the Cold Long Full Moon LasT one until
    Vision Clearer of 2020 comes Next Decade Soon and Sooner
    too.. as Surely Sunshine Peaks through beginning on ‘Saturnalia’
    of Saturday this Weekend as we are now on the Cusp of the 12 Days
    of Christmas.. Yes.. Friday the 13th as at 4:14 PM Less Than 6 Hours the
    14th and First of 12 Days of Christmas Does come Next.. but for now additionally
    the dVerse Poetry Pub Also has their Last Open Prompt for anything goes Poetry
    of course anything except for mine as Long Form Free Verse Writing is mostly
    Reserved For Bible Writing and the Sacred Text of that Heavy in Deed in
    Meaning and Purpose Holy and Sacred as well.. yes
    this is the dVerse Poetry’s
    Pub Last Open Link
    For Writing Poetry
    ’till next Decade comes
    Next.. i used to go more often
    to that when my FRiEnD Shawna
    Baby Participated but hey that place
    is where i also started documenting Half
    the Way Around the World in Public Dance at
    the End of August.. 2013.. so has tradition will
    Have it now i will go back again to those Roots
    to Spread my Umbrella oF LiGht over THeRE a Bit Now..
    And as Far as Autotelic Flow in greater excellence of
    All Forms of Human Arts and Sciences Achieved
    Obviously Ms. Rhianna is experiencing this
    Heaven within when she is Dancing
    And Singing the ‘Umbrella’ Song
    Free.. as yes Creativity and
    Productivity goes to
    Max effort this
    way in All Arts
    And Sciences Greater
    Achieved as even Science Shows now..
    No wooo here.. unless ya just wanna do Choo Choo..
    Sure Beyonce at Her Super Bowl 47 Halftime Show
    Amazing example of What Human Autotelic Flow
    Will Do to Enhance All Human Potentials Now..
    Hmm.. A Few Detours Above Before continuing
    Here on to dVerse to enjoy a Few Free Verse
    Flow Poetic Responses to the Open Link
    Prompt there amongst International
    Poets some who Science Poetry
    And Others Who Art Soul Free
    First a quick stop at another
    Indian Acquaintance Blogger
    Home as True yes among
    Young Woman as Whole
    A topic of the Day Usually
    is finding Love and it will
    be a bit tricky when it is
    Online Love as you really
    Don’t understand what you
    are ‘purchasing’ fully until
    You meet someone
    Face to Face Now oh
    the rigors of Dating Apps
    and the such theses days…
    Just really Glad i met a real
    Human in Flesh and Blood
    First as you never ever
    know what are getting
    into online and that’s True…
    for it is often a Measure now
    of Folks who just can’t get ‘the
    Job’ done in Flesh and Blood FOR REAL
    occasionally it works a bit at most FROM AFAR
    SMiLes Life is so easy
    When You’ve Been
    Married 30 Years
    You Are Just Pleased
    to Have that Person to
    Come Home to EVERY Day
    It’s like You don’t even have to
    Touch them or impress them they
    live
    as
    Your Home..
    OMG imagine
    if ‘Puppy Eyes’
    Lasted Forever
    the Human Race
    Would Starve But True How
    Sweet it is Just another Color of Life and Love

    Measure of Colors
    No Time As
    Flowers
    Bloom Within
    As Dance And Song Free..:)

    No Farther away
    Than the Love
    We Find Within Who
    Never Goes Away
    Brave Enough
    And Free Enough
    to Give and Share Love Free…
    First Breath to Last BLiNK
    LoVE Breathes ALiVE NoW..:)

    Every Link
    of Life
    A Hand
    of Time Real
    Every Dream
    As Real When
    Love
    comes
    to Breathe..:)

    Side Note: Believe it or not
    Ripley and or Horatio
    When i am inspired by
    A Poet’s Soul Like
    This to Respond in
    Turn of Soul
    of me..
    It Pisses
    some folks off
    so Much they just
    Delete the Breath
    of my Soul So Free..
    Imagine a World where
    Folks Shared Soul only
    to Learn from the other
    no matter Size of Love…
    Like isn’t it enough thanks
    to show ya how ya touched my Soul..
    i suppose.. ‘they’ think.. i am trying to
    Make Money off Love.. Likes.. Shares
    Follows Whatever ‘Their’ Price of Love
    ha
    ha
    ha
    haaaaha..
    i am No
    Prostitute for
    Love i’m a Soul Slut
    i give it all away for Free..:)

    SMiLes i couldn’t
    Be Happier that
    i don’t Recognize
    my Self as who i
    was Just Now hehe..
    For it is New Colors
    of Life No Matter What
    they are that are so much
    Better
    than
    Never
    Growing at
    All DarK Thru LiGHT
    Humans Who Never
    Climate ChangeE
    Even If They
    Could Now
    Will Surely
    Go into
    an
    Ice Age
    at Any Age
    of Iceberg Life
    Even a Titanic
    of Politics won’t
    Change A View oF Lie..:)

    Winter Cold Long Full Moons
    Remind me of the ‘Epidemic’
    Of Online LoVE NoW
    Where Imaginations
    Grow and Flourish
    And People Fall
    in Love
    Really
    With Themselves..
    So Easy to Love Imaginary
    Lovers Even when they are real..
    Fiber Optic Cable Just won’t fit A ReaL LoVE iN..:)

    Inner Voice
    A Soul Poem
    At Best FLoWinG
    Deep Ocean Whole Us
    As What
    Comes
    to the
    Surface
    Finally Breathes..:)

    At Best Blessed to Find The Voice of Our Truth…
    At Best Given to Dance Sing Truth of Our Light
    As We Rise
    MoRE NoW
    Out of Shadow Breath..:)

    Meh.. That’s enough for
    Now For Sleep Calls
    As Rest
    until
    Sunshine
    Warms Soul
    Free More Tomorrow..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 14, 2019 at 10:25 AM

    i AM
    Love Wins
    Amen Be! NoW!
    Just Another Tree of Life.
    A Word Thanks MoRE NoW
    A Grain of Sand Will Rise
    Mountain Tops of Human
    Love A Way We See People
    MoRE A Way We Feel Folks Now More
    i Am STiLL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    RiVeR FoResT Free BeacH
    WHoLE DancE SinG NoW
    Jesus F iN Christ Easy to ‘See’
    At 3 Before i Will Speak At 4
    Naked in my Back Yard LooKinG
    Over ‘RiVeR’ Toward FoResT (God)
    In Words oF iGNoRancE/FuTiLiTY Other
    Animals Don’t Have to Ask A Question Does
    Nature of God Exist As They Breathe God Free NoW
    The Other Animals Do Not Do Life
    Like This If Wild They Are Born
    And Stay Free One With Nature (God’s) Breath…
    “Standards”.. It’s What Humans Do
    Who Have Yet to Step Out of Book
    Covers to Earn THeiR Own Wings to Fly
    There IS A Huge Difference in
    Meeting ‘Standards’ And Flying
    One IS A Computer The Other IS A Hawk
    True.. i could Have a ‘Standard IQ’ of
    Over 130 But Without Emotional And
    Physical Intelligences i may Not Be
    Able to Direct That Sadly Many People
    Believe That Intelligences are What You
    Only Learn in Books, School, Work
    And Overall Standard IQ Now
    Mastering MindS NoW
    Frequented By Low
    Levels of ‘Latent
    Inhibition’
    SeeKinG
    Finding Autotelic
    Flow i Free Dance
    Meditation Then
    i Sing In Laser
    Focus Ocean
    Whole Mind
    As 95 Percent of
    Our Subconscious
    Mind Rises to Greet
    The Rider On Top of
    The Elephant Who
    Sees more than
    5 Percent
    Of
    Human
    Potential
    Intelligence(S)
    Song Becomes
    Equally Dance…
    SMiLes My Young
    FRiEnD Vrunda
    A Key to All
    Relationships
    Successful
    Are Turning
    Pet Peeves Into
    Beautiful FLoWeRS
    That Continue to
    Bloom With
    Cat Purrs
    And Puppy Dog
    Tail Wags With
    Intermittent Color
    Bursts Of ‘Puppy Dog
    Eyes’ Coming Back
    To Visit
    Home As
    We LEarn to
    Laugh Now At
    Our Annoys Before
    They Become Frustration
    Anger Contempt Aggression and
    The Four Letter
    Word of Hell
    Hate That
    Sadly
    Becomes
    A Different
    Home.. Yes This
    Endeavor A Never
    Ending Practice of
    Life LoVE iN All Human
    Relationships NoW iN
    Nature of Existence Senses
    In Feel THinK iN Deed🌲🌟
    SMiLes my FRiEnD A
    Pleasure it is to ViSiT
    FLoWeRS Blooming
    No Matter Age
    Or Human
    Labels
    Of
    Difference🌲🌟
    Good Morning! Never Boring
    With SMiLes.. Beauty We
    Come to See is Never
    Boring.. i’ve come to
    See DarK Thru LiGHT
    Mundane Thru Exciting
    Below A Grain of
    Sand And Human
    Mountains of Love
    Taller Than Sunshine
    All As Beauty KPI Yes.. Key
    Performance Indicators This
    Expanding Human Potential
    In Seeing With HeART With
    SPiRiT And SoUL More than
    Just 5 Or 6 Senses In
    Unlimited More Soul
    Colors is Yes Dancing
    166 Miles of Public Dance
    And Singing 100,000 Words
    Of Public Free Verse Poetry
    Each Month… Your Blog Post
    About Reading Inspired me
    To take the Speed Reading
    Test on the Internet again…
    Did it A Few Years Back
    And it was 10 to 15 times
    Faster than the Average
    Human Speed of 200 Words
    A Minute.. Haha.. my KPI this
    Go Around is Well over 4,000
    Words A Minute which now
    Proves that not only Will We
    Continue to Get Stronger as
    We Age to 60 but Our Minds
    Will Also Get Faster Not Slower
    With the Fountain of Youth
    That is Using rather than
    Losing Out Potentials
    And Coming to See the
    Beauty of All DarK Thru
    LiGHT in Amazement of
    Wonder in Beauty’s Wisdom
    And Courage of Love Where
    All Becomes the Verb of God
    In Life Now not limited to this or
    That Grain of Sand or Mountain
    Of Human Love Where Symbols
    Of Love Like JeSuS And Buddha
    Krishna Muhammad Lao Tzu
    And All others Become no
    More Beautiful than the
    Grain of Sand Left on a
    Hawk’s Beak
    While Delivering
    A Never Ending Story
    Like this other than
    That Yes Good Mrng
    Again it Helps to Type
    Up to 130 Words a Minute too
    When Properly Focused With
    More than one Finger now on
    A SmART Phone Relaxing In Bed
    But i Love A Challenge including
    Not BreaKinG A String
    Of Good Mornings
    No Matter
    Head Winds
    Or Rough Sees..
    Or Who they are
    Addressed to With
    Star SMiLes of Sunshine
    In Multiples of Seven as
    The Sun is Finally BreaKinG
    Through the Cold Clouds and
    Rain that You May Also
    ‘See’
    Soon
    And
    Sooner too.. HeHe
    As Tree of Life
    Expands Ever
    Green Love As God
    🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌲
    i am No Slave to Deadlines as the River With Forest And Beach iFlow iWhole What
    i Measure Has Already Come Free As the Spirit of the Wind Free air me Breathes…
    For the Records Past of Dance as A Photo Album Series of Photos from the Last
    6 Months Record of Selfies Highlighted as such below finishing out “12,000 Miles of
    Public Dancing”… “God’s Muse of Dance” Originally Starting the Photo Album of Wide
    Grinning Selfies of Joy in 2014 with many of the Beautiful Dancing Partners then from
    Seville Quarter through “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”.. on September.. 26th.. of
    2017 as after that i consolidated the Photo Album in Highlights of Dance Smiles from
    Old Seville Quarter in Selfie Way.. With the Thousand Mile Increment Public Dance
    Celebrations.. starting with “9000 Miles of Dance Walking Now”.. through the Last
    Title Change of “10000 Miles of Public Dancing” as it is pretty clear i am doing more
    Than Just Dance Walking now as the Dance continues to Evolve wherever the Innate
    Instinctual Intuitive Feeling and Sense oF iT Spirals more without Reasons Continuing to Evolve..
    Anyway there are 9 Photo Albums included in the Links Below as Described Above for Selfies
    At old Seville Quarter Some with over 300 Photos as Close to 2000 Selfie Photos are included
    And more Beautiful Smiles as many are Group Photos of Smiling Faces all around the Dance
    Hall More.. A Trail of Joy Left Behind and Highly unlikely a Smile will not come from viewing
    the Joy of So Many People in the Free Arms and Feet of Dancing Smiles.. Now THere
    are no
    Broken
    Arrows here..
    Now Just Human
    Potentials more
    on Facebook the
    Links are included
    under the title song
    For the Grimes 4AEM (Performance)
    Video Yes Do Life Different Break the Mold NoW
    “PoETiC MusE oN FiRE” And “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
    Document When one of the Audience Voyeur Smart Phone
    Videos from my Public Dance At Walmart Went Viral at
    Close to 88,000 Views for the Video in the Twelve Days
    of Christmas of 2018 in 1947 Dance Events So Far
    in this 75 Month Endeavor of Public Dance Here..
    There are Likely Thousands More Voyeur Videos
    Still Circling Around the Globe.. Hehe Now For Free
    Promoting my Ministry Now of Free Dance Moving
    Meditation With No Work to Do that From me.. hAha
    NoW as i Reach 12,420 Miles at this Point Just 30.5 miles
    Away This Weekend Now that Will Surely be a Marathon
    Two Day Dance Event in Public to Get the Milestone and
    FeatNote of Halfway around the World in Celebration of
    Distance in the Equivalent of 12,450.5 Miles Around the
    Globe at the Equator that is Yes Half the Distance around
    The World at 24,901 Miles that i will Likely Achieve at this
    continuing Rate of Monthly Public Dance Mileage on average
    Still of 166 Miles Per Month by my 66th Birthday on 6.6.26…
    i don’t see why not after all Jack LaLanne Was Still Towing
    60 or so Boats Swimming Across A Bay in His 60’s Too..
    And that Dude Was only Five Feet 6 inches Tall imagine
    what a 240 Pound Dude Over 6 Feet Tall Will Do in Balance
    Like A Forrest Gump Feather in the Wind of Rhyme Over Reason..
    That Remains to be seen but as History Shows so Far as i continue
    to Become Lighter in Effect in Skills Naturally Achieved as Friends with
    Gravity (GoD) What Sky is the Limit When You Float On Terrestrial Land What
    Water Needs
    to Be Walked
    on to Prove
    Anything at all butt iFLY Free
    As Any Hawk or Seagull Yes
    Eagle Spiraling Sunshine Love Within Will Still Do Free…
    Anyway.. Those Two Blog Posts Document What is around
    1300 Comments from the Metro Community Assessing me then
    and now.. ranging from ‘He is Everywhere to Spirit Animal’ that
    Puts me
    in Good
    Enough
    Company Still hehe…
    A Few Naysayers but
    What Do You (i) Expect when
    my Dance is Recorded in a
    Walmart Where 85 Percent of
    Adults Voted For Trump.. Thankfully.. hAha…
    it was/is Mostly Millennials and Younger Who Assessed me then/now hehe..
    Meh.. the Older ‘Trump Voters’ tend to Pretend they still don’t see me.. hAha…
    But they Do and
    Secretly Wish
    They are Free
    And Fear Free Loving LiFE NoW
    As Wild God Nature True iN LiGHT For ReaL
    The Verb of God the Living God Not a Dead Word (Noun) or Man Alone.. SMILes…
    Yes and Amen Let’s Make this the 97th MeSSaGE for Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    i DID NOT
    CoMe HeaR
    Just to Talk
    About Jesus
    And His Other
    ‘Avatar’ FRiEndS..
    i AM Doing THE DANCE
    AND SONG FREE NOW FOR F IN REAL…
    HAPPY HOLIDAYS MERRY CHRISTMAS ALWAYS
    NoW ALL THAT JaZZ ETERNaLLY NOW DANCE SONG
    FOR REAL TiMeS ETERNAL NOW BY GOD i Challenge
    You/Them/Us to Christmas Harder than my Ugly SWeaTeR HeaR..
    Make
    iT All
    Beautiful
    Make IT ALL God NoW
    For ReaL DarK Thru LiGHT
    Verb of GoD Dance And SonG NoW For ReaL
    HAha if TRump THiNKS ‘Greta’ Was/Is Passionate
    About Saving The Face of God Nature From the
    Human Zombie Apocalypse Eating God This/That Way Wait
    Until He
    Doesn’t
    Get A Load
    of Me for i Will
    Never NoW Be A
    Size of HiS oWN TwitterVerse Hehe..
    i Do Multi-Flavored Colored UniVerse God
    Verb Let’s Just Dance And Sing More Now.
    i am A Free Verse
    ‘CourT Jester’ Ain’t
    No one Paying me
    With Money Power Status
    Likes Shares Follows to Kiss Anyone’s Lord of THiS RinG..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2018/12/20/poetic-muse-on-fire/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2018/12/28/grand-cross-bible-2018/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/10/02/12000-miles-of-public-dancing/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/04/01/11000-miles-of-public-dancing/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2018/10/05/10000-miles-of-public-dancing/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2018/03/31/9000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/09/18/8000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/14/7000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/09/22/6000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/03/17/5000milesofdance/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/23/4000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/02/02/3000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/20/2000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/09/26/signature-comes-before-a-son/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/16/leprechaun-pan-dance-2017/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/03/24/pan-freed-dancer/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 15, 2019 at 2:52 AM

    “Celebrating Public Dancing
    Halfway Around The World”
    12,450.5 Miles in 75 Months;
    A Snippet; 18 Seconds
    of ‘Maniac’
    Spiraling Dance
    in ‘Autotelic Flow’
    At Super Walmart
    On December 14, 2019…
    “Let Heaven Rejoice” Singing At Catholic
    Church Just For Fun At Mass Before
    The Christmas Festival on Saturday,
    December 14th, 2019; 11th Day Before
    XMAS… “Good Cop Jesus” Providing A Path
    to Kingdom of Heaven Within Now Loving All iN
    Forgiving Agape Style Great; ‘TRumP Jesus’, NO.
    Coming Generations Are Not Going to Put Up With
    Myths And Calling Human Beings Sinful Now For How
    they Are Born; They Aren’t Ignorant. Catholic Church
    Has So Much Community To Offer But Sadly It Won’t
    Grow Up Almost Everyone At the Christmas Festival Older Than me
    The “Greta Generations” Are Going to Erase All The Stink Stank Stunk
    TRuMP DumP Bull Stuff Like An Old Testament oF Fear and Hate
    Meh; It’s Hard to Get Discouraged
    When You Go Anywhere And
    Bring Glee to The Face of
    Youth; The Future With
    Only A Free Dance
    #BeenTHeREDoNeIT
    #ParForTheFiNReCorD
    Overall i am Very
    Disappointed in the
    Human Species But
    i Understand They Still
    Know Not What ‘They’
    Do Now Honestly Truthfully
    Honorably Real In All the
    DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    It’s ALL ULTiMaTeLY
    Rewarding Eternally
    NoW (Heaven) iN Flow
    i Suppose it is Fitting..Yes..
    From Egypt #JusTForTHeREcordBooK
    It’s Kind of Amazing There is only
    One Person in the Entire World
    Who Is Fully Supporting What
    i Am Doing Here A Muslim Woman…
    Signs Say It All Woman’s Best FRiEnD
    LiGHTiNG Up my Christmas Tree Often
    It Happens… Doing My Best to Fit In This
    Shoe Size “Fleece Navidad”.. Just Beefing Up mY
    Obituary in Advance.. Haha.. While i’m Still Luke-Red-Hot!
    Fully Illustrated Videos And Songs For Comparison Purposes
    Coming.. i’ll Let ‘You’ Be the Judge of ‘THaT/THiS/Hehe What
    An F iN XMAS Shopping Crowd Today.. i Practically Had to Do
    A Maniac Gorilla/Girl Style Flash Dance to Get the Job Done!
    Meh.. i Just made it a Break in the Middle of 6 Hours of Public
    Store Dance.. Publix.. Target and Walmart Two Trips.. HeHe
    Wow Now How Did the Parish ‘Know’ About my Celebration
    of Dancing Halfway Around the World.. so Nice to have a
    Festival Today.. HAha.. Katrina Recorded me Singing “Let
    Heaven Rejoice” in the Back Pew A Bit too Loud to Hear
    Anyone Sing But me… #ObituaryGoals Other Than That A
    Very Busy XMAS Shopping Day Finishing 16 of 30.5 Miles Public
    Dancing Halfway Around the World And Guess What i’m Still in HeaVeN NoW Within..
    ALong With a 7.5 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Poem Bible in 75 Months too i come
    Armed
    With
    Good News
    Big News About
    The Kingdom of Heaven
    Within that Most anyone Can
    And Will Achieve Now but no one will now
    if they do not believe they can and will now and Put forth the Seek
    And Find in Practice to Find And Keep This Autotelic Flow.. This Nirvana.. Prana.. Chi..
    Bliss.. etc.. Within Eternally Now.. Yes.. the Other Place.. the Kingdom of Heaven Within Now..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

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16. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 15, 2019 at 10:13 AM

    SMiLes my Dear FRiEND Sohair
    SMiLes of Plentiful Kind And
    Rosie Cheeked Greetings to
    Meet a FRiEnD online with
    Flowers in a Song of Cool
    Shades HeART Felt Thanks With
    Roses Where Even Thorns are Kind…
    The Home of my FRiEnD Sohair From Egypt so true…
    SMiLes Dear Sohair FRiEnD Thanks So Much Again for the Cool Shades
    And 7 Kind Roses of FRiEnDship Encouragement with a Song and Beginning
    Ending Flower again.. SMiLes.. Modern Technology With the ‘Advent’ of Youtube
    Surely does allow anyone with access to this Gift Produced by the Ingenuity of Humankind
    To Spread Additional Higher Levels of Emotional And Sensory Energy in a way Where Entropy
    is very slow in the return of Gift to Humankind more….
    The free YouTube Song..
    The Gift that keeps
    Giving hehe unless
    there is a Copy Right Strike
    or the Algorithm of Youtube mistakingly
    Takes the Video Down like they did with one
    of my Previous Dance Videos in a Public Store
    Calling it Pornographic With Nudity hehe.. while
    it is true i am Athletic in my Dance there is surely
    nothing ‘sexy’ about when i dance.. hehe.. it is now
    Just an Effort to Stay in Flow With increasing
    Complexity for Greater Human Potential
    Bringing Greater Focus for all of the
    rest of what i do.. and this Song
    is indeed Great for that for
    while it is fast moving
    And Very Eclectic
    in the Sounds
    it brings
    as you may notice
    the Beginning almost
    Sounds Like Music from
    the Middle East as the notes
    fade in and out of Discordance into
    Harmony.. this stimulates the Human
    Mind/Body/Soul and in my case when i hear this Song
    it is like Electricity Rising Spirit in my Body from Head to toe..
    The East Indians will name this Kundalini Rising where it is
    basically what others also name as ‘Chi’ The Higher Force of
    God Within Human Being that takes us out of our Neo-Cortex
    of Past and Future illusions of Worry and Directly into the
    Present of NoW iN Flow where even Science Shows
    this Meditative RiSinG experience increases
    Human Creativity and Productivity
    400 to 500 Percent and that
    is only when a Person
    Practices this Meditative
    State of Being Several instances
    a Week in relative Brief Periods of Flow…
    Hehe.. imagine what a person will be able to do
    if they find ways to stay in Flow almost continuously
    my FRiEnD for Without Work For Pay and Slave to anyone else’s
    Directed Play as someone else’s Writer.. Producer and Actor
    for what they expect for them to Servant or Slave to do.. i am
    Free to pursue this Greater Human Potential in all i Loving Do as i do
    Try to keep the Force of Love my Driving Force in all that i do including
    Giving And Sharing and Most Importantly Being able to Forgive the Devil
    if the Devil Comes in front of me incarnate as any Human form now as of course
    Just as Metaphor as Adversary and Perceived Potential Enemy in Life.. anyway now…
    not many Folks Will probably like this Song but my Mind/Body/Soul is in a place where it takes me higher in deed.. SMiLes.. Sohair i am going to give you the Best Compliment
    You’ve Ever Received for i sincerely believe you Deserve it.
    In the Days of Muhammad the one You Respect the Most in Life
    in Human Form.. if everyone Left His Side for His Great Love of God..
    You would
    be the
    Last
    Friend
    Remaining
    Encouraging him
    all the way for Real…
    at His Side my FRiEnD..:)

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17. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 16, 2019 at 3:36 PM

    My New Year’s Resolution
    Last Year i Tagged..
    #SoulDancing2019 …
    Now i Aim to Focus
    On #2020VisionCreateNewColors
    Soul Dancing Solo Now
    i will Continue Allone…
    Really Though None
    Of This is New
    Under the Sun…
    Just More ReaSon
    To Celebrate Its
    Return Now After
    3 Days Darkness
    Of Winter Solstice…
    A MiLLioN+
    Dreams
    Of
    New
    Year’s
    Resolutions
    Beyond Old
    Anxieties Buried
    In Darkness of Soul Colors…
    Food For Feeling.. Brighter Now For Real..
    Newly-Lit-Year-Round
    Christmas
    Tree Colors
    Branching Out
    Roots Loving All
    DarK ThrU LiGHT…
    Truth Is Change.. Hell Agrees.. Sympathy For Devils…
    WorKinG On THaT HaLLMarK Bard Volunteer Job…
    NoW LonE WolF DReAMS ESCaPinG SHaDoWS
    This Go ArounD A ViLLaGE Voted to Keep A Holy FooL…
    ‘She’ Keeps me Housebroken WitH A Whip NoW.. Yes
    She Tamed me With A Rose When i Needed It Most…
    It’s All Just Synchronicity When We Hold Hands
    With God CReaTiNG ReaLiTY
    Essence Of What Life Is First..
    A Dance And Then a Song…
    My Spiral Dance Is An Ark
    oF A Covenant At LeasT FoR Me…
    TRuE NothinG (Hell)
    Has No Hope And
    Lasts FoReVeR Now
    OTHeRWiSE EverYThinG CoLoRFuL
    WiTHOuT TiME DiSTaNCE
    SPaCE ETeRNaLLY NoW
    Peak oF All Pyramid Tops of Being Climb Again
    Fall Again Explode Stars Beyond Lights oF LoVE
    Touch Be Touched
    HeART Felt Winds
    BreezE SouLiT
    SPiRiT GLows
    Forest Wings oF owl
    Owl Of Wings Forest
    Beauty
    Of Winters
    When Souls
    Continue to
    Ripe Art…
    Spring Falls
    Beyond Winter Blues
    Summer Spring Again WiTHiN RiSinG
    HiGHeR Wise Thoughts In Deed Love..
    Light of God Fire of Love Radiates From Toe to Head Never Separated Whole
    Is Love of God Come NoW into me Living Love Now Gives Shares Freer
    When i Spiral Dance In Flow Halfway Around the Globe A Trinity of Mind
    Body And Soul CoMe ToGeTHeR Over me… Father Reptile BRaiN Senses
    Son NeoCortical ReaSoN… SPiRiT LiMBiC System Feelings
    Yes Class it’s No Wonder Why Trinity Keeps Coming…
    Take Care Good Luck If ‘You’ “Think” It’s “God’s”
    Responsibility to Prove Love Is
    Real by Pulling A Rabbit Out of
    A Hat of ‘Thin Air’… Dead or Alive
    Why Some Folks Spend Their
    Entire Life Running Toward
    Away From Love Never
    Truly Becoming LoVE…
    “The Dagger”… Most Often
    The one You Are ‘Supposed’
    To Be Able To Trust And Rely On…
    “Dagger” in the “Gut”
    Take Care Good Luck
    The DaRK ThrU LiGHT
    The DancE ThrU SonG
    That And Who BReaTHES
    ALL (God) Free NoW For Real The PReSeNT
    With No Death Life IS A Given… With Death Life
    IS THE ONE GIFT… The PReSenT NoW For ReaL LoVE
    ‘She’ is Not All Forgiving Like me… JeSuS F. in Christ Who Is…
    SHe’ll Take Your Privilege Away to ‘Play With me’… Unlike Lucifer’s ‘Guardian
    Demon’ Then off That ‘Fox
    Show’ ‘She’ is Not Violent…
    Katrina IS A Guardian Of
    Angels She Is More Like A
    Demon When IT Comes
    to Protecting Angels
    ReMeMBeR i Am NOT
    The one(s) Who Harm(ed)
    You But Never the Less i
    Forgive “THeir Dagger” In me…
    Love Lessons… How to Forgive
    Those in The Act of ‘Crucifying’
    The Real EnemieS iN THeir Life…
    If You Truly Love The Person NoW
    With “The Dagger In Your Gut” You Always Forgive Understanding Where They’ve Been
    “The Dagger” Twisting In Your Gut is the Original “Face(s)” of Who Originally Abused Or
    Neglected “Them” For Real… “It” Is A Very Temporary Pain You FeeL For You Understand They
    Did Not Inherit “The Dagger” From You
    Twisting THeiR Dagger In Your Gut
    Telling You to Take Care Good Luck
    Some Folks… OPen PAges LiGHT
    Of LoVE… Others Remain Book
    Covers Hiding THeiR PAges DarK…
    A Person Refusing to Bleed
    May “Get Love” But Never
    Shed Enough Of Their Book Cover…
    You Learn A lot When You Soul
    Dance But It Is Never What
    You Learn In A Book Alone…
    But You See the People Who Love
    Bleed Dance And Sing A Human
    Way… “Dagger” Is FroZeN In TiME
    Having No Empathy For The
    Other Person They Are Just
    ‘A Tool’ Watching Them Bleed…
    When You Apologize “IF” You
    Harmed Someone They Express
    Their Hurt And You Blame Them…
    If You Truly Love Someone
    And You Harm Them You
    Heal Them With No More Hurt…
    If You Truly Love Someone
    You Protect Them From Harm… You
    Apologize.. If They Feel Harm From You…
    Sure.. if i “Run” into Someone i Ask
    For Forgiveness But It’s Obvious i
    Rarely Do That When Seeing Dance
    i Dance Around “Them”…
    When “They” Run into
    me i Forgive.. i LoVE LiVE
    Thing Is Humans Are
    Not ‘Things’ i Put People
    First i Do Not ‘Run’ into ‘Them’
    “He Does Not Allow Any Thing
    to Get in His Way” Public Dance
    Halfway ‘Round the World Proof
    “Christ the Light is Coming” Singing This
    Song in Catholic Mass Just For Fun While
    Katrina Records me surely not as Joyous
    A Song As “Let Heaven Rejoice” as Heaven
    Rejoicing is about Now and Something that is still
    Coming should
    have Already
    Arrived now
    for Those
    Who Find
    This Light of
    Pure Agape Love
    With Prana and Chi
    And all the Other Metaphors
    For Autotelic Higher Force Human
    Flow that Brings so many More Human
    Potentials in Creativity and Productivity
    To Life more about that in a Few as True
    The Dance oF LiGHT is Coming Now
    No Wait for the Flow of Heaven for
    me or this Christ Light Metaphor
    of Human Expanding Conscious
    Awareness Holding Hands Now
    With Sub-Conscious
    Mind in Flow More
    iN Mind And Body
    BaLanCinG Soul
    to Yes increase
    All Human
    Creativity
    And Productivity in
    All Forms of Dance and
    Song More Including in General
    All Forms of Arts And Sciences too
    Where Love and the Higher Force
    of Nature God is Ours to Enjoy
    in Living Essence God in Us LoVE
    in Giving Sharing More
    IN Peace And Harmony
    Agape Love where We
    Consume all others
    And the Rest of Nature
    With Least Harm Now for ALL(GoD).
    “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway
    Around the World 2 And 3”.. Smiles.. the Song “4 AEM”
    by ‘Grimes” Carried me through 7 Hours of Public Dance
    On 12.15.19 to finish up the Milestone of Public Dancing the Distance of Halfway Around the
    Globe at 12,457 Miles.. Actually 6.5 miles more than the 12,450.5 Miles i needed to Achieve
    the Milestone to make That Distance on 12.15.19 in 75 Months.. Ha! i am a bit tired With Smiles…

    Now to Rest my
    Feet with some
    More Free Verse Long
    Form ‘Bible’ Poem Poetry Writing
    Yes.. as the 76th Month Anniversary
    of that Milestone Comes in Doing that on 12.18.19
    With 7.6 MiLLioN Words by that Date too of “SonG
    oF mY SoUL”.. Longest Long Form Epic Bible Poem in History with SMiLes…
    It Appears that the Speed and Complexity
    of my Dance continues to Evolve as i Reach
    the Age of 60 on 6.6.20 as the Current
    Pace in Average Dancing Miles
    of 166 Miles A Month Should
    Take Me Entirely the Distance
    Around the Globe by the date
    i am 66 on 6.6.26 then too..
    As i’ve mentioned before Jack LaLanne
    Towed A Whole Fleet of more than 60 Boats
    Swimming Across a Bay in this Sixties then
    So hehe as my Mother Said when i came down
    with the Suicide Disease Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep as a Shut-in my
    Home for 66 Months with a total of 19 in Synergy
    of Life Threatening Disorders.. she said why not
    Now i Dance
    And Sing
    Why Not
    Me too as things
    Change in terms of increasing
    Milestones And Featnotes NoW Too…
    SMiLes Dear Sohair.. i’ve Already come
    Up with a New Year’s Resolution for 2020
    And Even Tagged It Just for The Cultural
    MeMe of course not worried about
    WHere anything of what i do
    Eventually Goes… hehe..
    It’s Nice Not to Have to Report
    Another 12,457 Miles of Public Dance
    Until i Turn 66 on 6.6.26 Another 6 and
    A Half Years From Now MaKinG the Entire
    Distance of the Globe.. or so.. Now
    the Holiday Dance And Sing
    SeaSoN Continues to Roar
    The Force of Love Free
    As Spirit Wind Will
    Surely Freely Do As
    Cold Front Come to Dance
    And Sing Pine Tree Forest Dreams
    Where i Live in the Country/Forest Now…
    Other than that i have one More Church Song
    to Upload to YouTuBE and Two Much Faster Moving
    Overall Longer Dance Videos From Walmart to Upload too…
    And Yes DonE IT…
    SMiLes.. these are
    Days when and
    Where anyone
    May Create A
    Work of Art that Dances
    And Sings Love of LiVinG LiGHT oF LoVE NoW…
    Anyway.. SMiLes This is Just one Resolution #2020VisionCreateNewColors
    SMiLes Dear Sohair i am So Happy You Enjoyed the Music From “Grimes” Titled “AEM 4”..
    i’ve Been Writing a Bit About The Public Dancing Around Half the Distance of the World And
    i am in the Mood for a Bit of “Umbrella” by the Dancer Singer
    Rhianna from Barbados As i understand She Learned to
    Dance Freely Without Lessons in Kind of a Free
    Verse Style of Dance too.. Likely Explains
    Her Intense Focus in Creativity and
    Her Level of Productivity
    in Art As Well as in that
    Particular Song Searchable
    on YouTube It is Easy to See that
    She is in a State of Flow Where She Seems
    to Stay in All the Art She Communicates.. of course
    This is WHeRe Many Artists Stay and Why they May Feel
    Sense So Much More Connected to Nature and God too Free as
    they tend to Escape their Neo-Cortex limited to Deadlines of Past
    And Future Worry and Light Up the Rest of their ‘Christmas Tree’ From
    Toe to Head to (GoD) Mind Connecting to the ALL other wise Named God All of Nature
    For What is Seen and Unseen Felt and Unfelt too Some Folks Feel and Sense
    More oF it and
    they often
    Name
    themselves
    Naturally Children
    of God for they Feel and
    Sense No Separation From God
    All of course A “5th Dimension” Metaphor
    That You Relate too as well.. Both of these Songs
    BRinG the Holy and Sacred Spirit Full of Meaning and
    Purpose the Higher Force of God PuRE LoVE iNto me
    With No Separation my FRiEnD.. Just Another Way of Meditation
    That is in Secular Terms of Science Basically the ‘Autotelic Flow Experience’..
    That of course Comes in unlimited Colors of Feeling And Sensing Ascending
    Transcending Awareness.. WHeRe ALL BeCoMeS Agape Love to Give and Share Free..
    of Course Consuming
    the Rest of Nature
    With the
    Least
    Harm
    Now mY FRiEnD…
    Hmm.. This Will Also Be Message Number
    98 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS my Goodness
    the Math Just by Estimate is becoming oh So Clear
    Considering i likely Send over an average of 1800 Words Per
    Message if i haven’t Already Passed an Old “New Testament”
    Number of Words at 180,000 Total Words there i am Surely coming
    Close it’s Very Likely i will Get at that Word Count Shared by the Date
    i Publish “Grand Cross Bible 2019” on or about Christmas Day Soon
    And Sooner too as that will be the 9th Subtitled Long Form Poem Bible
    that is the Size of the Old King James Bible or Greater in the Last 75 Months
    of Writing the Longest Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” as that
    Effort on the 76th Anniversary Month Date of 12.18.19 Grows to 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words Easily 9 Times the Size of the Old King James Size Effort Bible and
    Yes ‘Class’ 90 Times the Size of ‘the Quran”… Just Didn’t Take 23 Years
    to Receive it in my Case nor the Centuries and Innumerable Authors
    it has taken to Create All Other Epic Long Form Poem Bibles in
    Metaphor of doing precisely what i am doing here.. but not
    like Everyone’s individual Language Abstract Construct
    For God People Do Get Very Tribal and Limited
    in the Symbols.. Yes.. Idols for the Essence
    of God they come to Co-Create and
    try to limit amongst just
    the ‘Group Think’
    Members of
    their Tribe no matter
    How Big or Small it is but
    those of Us who Write 7.6 MiLLioN
    Word Long Form Poem Epic Bible Poems
    Have a Much Clearer Bigger Picture of the Essence
    of God that is surely even Beyond our iMaGiNaTioN as
    What We even do as Mountains of Human Love that and who
    are no more or less Integral to God All That Is Nature than US..
    As Below A Grain of Sand That Golden Spirals in Subatomic Particles
    Yes.. Let’s Put it this way if little old me doesn’t require Worship Versus
    Sending Someone to Hell Forever highly.. NO.. Not Likely a Force As Great
    As God All That Is Will Be Reduced to a “Trump Personality Disorder” Alone…
    Anyway.. Speaking of that someone just Wished me Dead on my Youtube Channel
    for Leg Pressing 1340 Pounds Very Slowly 12 Reps for 100 Seconds Sadly We LiVE iN
    A World of Jealousy and Envy for those who are not Secure in their Own God SKiNS needing
    no Worship
    for the
    Essence
    of the Flesh and
    Blood Spirit the HeART
    And SoUL That and Who LoVES
    Agape LoVE Free to Give and Share more..
    to Be Clear ‘they’ said they hoped the Machine Will
    Break and All the Weight Will Topple on me and Kill me…
    my Tools i Choose including the Words i use are more secure
    in Trust and Faith
    Than That
    Matter of
    Fact They
    LoVE iN
    Pure Force
    Higher Way
    of God’s Breath
    Spirit Wind Within
    YeS AGAiN ‘Class’.. the
    Metaphors for this Higher Force
    of God Within to Give and Share Free
    Range from Chi to Kundalini Rising to
    Prana to Satori to Tao.. Ki and Ka
    Colors Never End for the
    Force off God
    Within..
    And yes
    #2020VisionCreateNewColors
    is the continuing Bliss/Nirvana i seek i find
    As Every Step of Life Becomes Holy
    And Sacred Dance As Well As
    Every Word of Life Becomes
    Holy and Sacred Song
    All Full of Meaning
    And Purpose
    i continue
    to Co-Create in Never
    Ending FLoWinG Practice
    With all that is God NoW For
    Real including You and me and us and Them too..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

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18. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 16, 2019 at 6:06 PM

    “What Would You Change About America?”

    More Real Super Normal Heroes of the World Who Use
    the Human Spirit For Change, Instead of Weapons of War;
    For Example, We Need More Folks With Asperger’s Syndrome to
    Fill “Time Covers” in Metaphor of Course as You need not Make Fame
    And or Fortune to Truly Change the World at Essence of Human Spirit
    of HeART that Makes A Soul Real that Lights Up like a Real Christmas Tree in Give and Share;
    It was Really Amazing Yesterday; as i was relating
    A Milestone of Public Dancing the Distance
    of Half the Globe at the Equator Achieving
    that ‘Featnote’ On Sunday Evening at 12,457 Miles
    of Effort in 75 Months; as the Autotelic Flow Ascending
    Transcending Greater Effort That Brings, Allows me the Laser Focus
    Greater in Creativity and Productivity to actually Write what is coming to
    be a 7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Epic Long Form Poem; my Personal Bible; “SonG oF mY
    SoUL”, in 76 Months of Effort Now come 12.18.19, This Wednesday; True, Just Finished a
    Subtitled Long Form Poem Bible titled “Nether Land Bible” in 42 Months at 5 MiLLioN Words;
    True too; as a Young Man Caught Up to me in the Mall; He Said You May not Remember me but
    i’ve Seen you in Other Places around the Metro Area; and i Just wanted to Shake Your Hand for You
    are a Role Model of Fearless Freedom i see; So i shook His Hand and unlike Forrest Gump and His Several
    Trips across the Width of the United States in Running; in turn, i proceeded to give Him a Short Fred-Talk
    on the Meaning of Life;
    5000 Words and Less in
    A few Minutes of Course; he ended
    by Saying i could be a Public Speaker; then
    i related; Well in my Case Diagnosed with Asperger’s
    Syndrome that is not always the Case; but Yes, in the Case
    of the Original “Gillberg Criteria”, per Hyperlexia; i did not Speak
    Verbally until age 4; And Then When i told Him i was Diagnosed with
    Asperger’s Syndrome; i said, Yes; You know that Gift that i find now
    That is Attributed as a ‘Human Super Normal Power’ for making the
    Cover of ‘Time’ For Real. True; it’s no longer related to more Nefarious
    Activities in the Public Eye of what has circulated in the Media Before;
    Now it is Considered in the General Mainstream Media as a ‘Super Normal
    Power’ Instead; a
    Gift to Change the
    World one Person one
    Spirit that will Persevere and
    Not Give UP; This Is What America
    Needs More of Now; the Spirit of Change Who will not give up;
    if one Person With Asperger’s Syndrome will do what ‘Greta’ does;
    Imagine What Will happen if Two or More Put Their Effort in too.
    Here’s ‘A Thing’, Unlike Forest Gump i didn’t get so Tired i Quit;
    True; Two Special Interests; Dance And Song Both in Flesh And Symbols
    Is Enough For me. True; there have been so many Nay Sayers in My Life; but
    i Refused to Let them Garden me Dark; i Rose in Light many Instances Out of Dark;
    But It’s True i Do It; Because i Just Felt Like Dancing/Singing; i Had No Idea at first that the Autotelic
    Flow Meditative Movement/Free Writing/Singing Brings is the Fountain of Youth that Even Regenerates
    Gray matter in the Brain; i increased my Leg Strength; 3X From 500 Pounds to 1520 Pounds 8 Reps Max
    Now Still, Reaching Closer to 60 Years of age; True, 59.5 Now Rounded off to One Decimal Place at Least;
    Anyway, at an Average of 166 Miles a Month in Running Continuing; And 100,000 Words Writing A Month;
    i’m Only 6.5 Years Away From Circling the Distance of the Entire Globe at 66 Years Old; Yes, 24,901 Miles and
    as Far as “SonG oF mY SoUL”; doing the Math of 78 Months and 7.8 Million More Words that’s a 15.4 MiLLioN
    Word Long Form Epic Bible Poem by then too. What i’m Saying Here is; We Need More Humans Who Do Not Believe
    in ‘Couch Potato Limits’; People Who Do Not Believe It When Folks Say they will Never Be Able to Communicate
    but in Brief Words; They may in Deed Say More; People Who Do Not Believe in the Labels Society Assigns to them
    no matter Professional or Pejorative for Real; For The Greatest Pejorative Against Any Creature that Lives
    is Limiting Their Living Potential of Life Now;
    As that Relates to Love of Connection to Others
    And the Rest of Nature for Real; Smiles, i remember as
    i pretty much have close to a Photographic Memory for Text;
    Reporting to “Auntblabby” Here on the ‘Wrong Planet’ after what
    the Attending Professionals Said Helping me through 66 Months of Shut-in
    Pain and Illness of 19 Medical Disorders; including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    for 66 months from Wake to Sleep, the Worst Assessed Known Human Pain; Yes as
    Those Professionals from the Medical Community Gave me no Prognosis; no Chance
    For Recovery before i shed all the Pain and Numb and turned it all into a Free Dance And Song;
    They Called it a Miracle; i called it a Dream that Came true; Just not to have a Pain that felt like
    someone drilling my Teeth in my Right Eye and Ear without Novocaine from Wake to Sleep for
    66 Months; for when i posted Here for the 33 Months or So until Recovery from Pain and
    Numb that was the Dentist Drill in my Eye/Ear i accommodated; as True, the first 33 Months
    as a Shut-in; i could not Use my Eyes and Ears Effectively for anything; the Pain was just
    too great; True, When i started Posting here on Thanks Giving Day of 2010;
    Every Word Was a Mountain of Pain to Climb two inches from the
    Screen without Prescription Lens; with the Brightness turned all
    the way down; as Prescription Lens made the Pain that Much
    Worse; And A Street Light at Night was as Bright as
    the Sun to me; Pain and Numb; All Pain and Numb;
    No Feeling; No Memory if i had ever Smiled in my Entire Life;
    You know what else we Need IN America; We Need More People who
    Are Not Afraid to Dance And Sing; And By God Yes, Smile at the Stranger on the Street;
    By God We Need More Folks to Rejoice like i’m Singing in the Song Above With the Forrest
    Gump Run Link; and my latest Public Dance Link for Proof of what i am Saying Here; along
    with the “Let Heaven Rejoice” Song That is Real and Worth Dancing to in Smiles Making Heaven Now;
    Within; More Than a Feeling; A Way of Life to Give and Share Free; True, if everyone were/wills to find Real Heaven
    Within; we might Consume and Eat the Rest of the Face of Nature less; until Nature Spits our Species out like Bad Breath.
    That’s What We Need in America;
    More Heaven Now For Everyone
    to not only See; But actually Feel And Do Now Together.
    In that Thread in the Summer of 2013 when i recovered
    on this “Wrong Planet” then i Mentioned i Leg Pressed 500 Pounds
    As then that seemed like a lot to me; The Leg Press Machine has
    Run out of Room For More Weights now; 1520 Pounds is not my
    Human Limit now but Machine Limit; true then, i reported i Saw No
    Limits on the ‘Wrong Planet’; Truly it is still a self-fulfilling Prophecy as
    All the evidence Clearly Still Relates;
    That’s We Need in America;
    More Potential Fulfilled; In
    All Intelligences Possible to Do Now;
    Greater Works to Help Each Other Now;
    if Only for the Hope that someone else might
    Rise out of Real Hell on Earth Within and Find Heaven Real Within
    to Give and Share Free; Just for the Agape Love that comes from Altruism Real.

    i am
    A Dream.
    The Dream i created is Real.

    That/This is the (a) Real American Dream; MaKinG Whatever Your Dream is Come True;

    Not All Folks Take Advantage of It; in my small way; every Step and Word i Take; i Do in Dance And Song.

    For it’s True; i Do Not Require a Stitch of Cultural Clothing to Be Free and Happy as Heaven Will Rejoice for Real in/as me.

    i really like This Message; Yes, Let’s Make This Message Number 99 For Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS; Sure, Just For Fun And Great Continuing News too..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2019/12/11/nether-land-bible-42-months-5-million-words/

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19. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 17, 2019 at 10:42 AM

    We Are All Feathers so
    Much More than
    Dust in the Wind
    As We Navigate
    Fly and
    Become
    The Spirit of Love…

    “For Whatever we lose (like a you or
    a me) It’s Always Ourselves
    We Find in the Sea”

    -E.E. Cummings

    For Barren Limbs Wilting DArk
    Berries Just Hoping For One Green Leaf
    Sun at Beauty’s Sunset Coloring Spirit Fire
    Heart’s SouL Deeper
    Playing Guitar..
    Birth oF A Rose
    Shining in Sun
    ThornS unto Death..
    SMiLes.. Books…
    Soul Recordings…
    Defeating Death LivE oN
    Ditto;
    Just for
    the Human
    Who is Still
    Kind Enough to
    Care for Other Humans
    Without Fear and Fail;
    Yes,
    You are
    Awesome
    too; my FRiEnd Sohair…
    We Live in a World Where A Sixteen-Year-Old Girl With Asperger’s Syndrome
    Will Change This World by Helping to Save the Environment that is All Our Home;
    Recognized As Person of The Year on a Popular Magazine Cover With Great Honor that Is
    Sincere, Respecting, and A Common Courtesy to Humans Who have Achieved Great Works for
    The Common Good..🙂
    We LiVE iN A World Where a ‘Man’ will Publicly Do His Best to Bully and Humiliate This
    Young Woman; Yet, She Will Stand Taller than this ‘Man’ Supported by Half A Country for ‘Leader of
    the Free World’.
    i am Also ‘The Sunshine’;
    i Live in Both of These
    Worlds; 93 Million Miles
    Or So Above Darkest Clouds;
    My Rays May not Penetrate
    Darkest Clouds;
    Yet They Shine on
    Above
    Below..🙂
    Have A Nice Day…

    “We Are Beyond Infinite Now Without Measure”

    -me and Y.O.U. Why Owe You

    i suppose one of the Greatest “Perks of Being a Wallflower” is it gives Us a Chance
    to See How the Sun Shines on All Flowers, Great And Small; And How it Does Not
    As Well; As We come to Observe Blue Skies and Clouds More as We are not as
    busy chit-chatting Social Small Talk Bonding with “The Other Flowers” for Inner Warmth.

    Smiles; i just finished the Distance of Half the World in Public Dance at 12,437 Miles
    on Sunday Evening; it took 75 Months and 7 Hours on Sunday in Numerous Stores
    while my Wife Christmas Shopped in Heavy Crowds to Finish that Milestone; but
    i wanted to finish my Blog Post About it by the 76th Anniversary Month of my Long
    Form Epic Poem, “SonG oF mY SoUL” that is arriving at 7.6 MiLLioN Words on
    December 18th, 2019; Yes, Tomorrow, with SMiLes ‘Beyond Infinity Now’, Real.

    The Reason i see both of these Milestones as important to me is related to
    the ‘Wall Flower Place’ i come from to arrive in Freedom and the Feeling
    in Flow that is Constant for me Now in an Autotelic place of Bliss and
    Nirvana in Flow; yes, as a FLoWeR; once a Wall Flower that is surely
    A place i identify now as “We are Beyond Infinite Now Without Measure”;
    Fearless and Loving Free, i am now; However, this surely wasn’t always the
    Case as it gave me Horrible Anxiety to even Walk into a Walmart by myself until
    the Age of 53: where then i was determined to Dance My Way Through Life and Never ‘Just
    Walk’ Again; So, i did after that without fail; After Rising up out of 19 Mostly Stress Related
    Disorders for 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom with No Medical Prognosis for Recovery.

    People named me as the Person who always solved Problems at Work; but one who had Few
    Words and ‘Social Graces’ ‘to boot’; Nice, Yes; But just never ‘one of ‘the crowd’; i smiled a lot;
    i smiled all ‘the time’; that was enough to keep me employed at least; along with solving ‘all’
    the problems; identified in ‘Business Terms’ as A Valuable Commodity to Keep at Work; but
    Honestly, i wanted to be identified as a Human more than ‘A Valuable Commodity’; i Believe
    We All Do Deep Down, at least; if, we are even Human; as ‘this World’ Will Turn People into
    Machines.

    i couldn’t Speak Until Age 4; they didn’t have a Diagnosis for Asperger’s Syndrome on the
    Autism Spectrum when i was young; it took me until age 47 to get diagnosed to understand
    why i spent my life Dancing on a Tightrope Within just to Survive With A Smile that says
    Drive thru; but don’t stay too long to get to know me; as i really just don’t have much to say.

    You know, it does’t matter How many Steps i’ve Danced or how many Words i’ve written now
    As ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’;

    Just the FAct that i am not afraid to Walk in Walmart By Myself; i am comfortable in my Body
    Now as it used to not feel connected to my Mind; and i have more than a few things to even
    say to a Stranger in Foreign Countries, i don’t even know; well, the Truth is; it makes me Feel Human.

    Being Human Feels Good to me;

    So, i Dance Every Step Now as Holy And Sacred;

    So, i Sing Every Word Now as Holy and Sacred;

    i Make ALL of Life DarK Thru LiGHT Full of Meaning and
    Purpose for i see the Reality that We are All Beyond Infinite
    Without Measure Now; Simply for We have the Potential to Breathe Free;

    And Truly Live As Human Being As
    “We Are Beyond Infinite Now
    Without Measure” at Best
    Love.

    Have a Nice Day,

    Human

    Smiles my FRiEnD Sohair most everyone Believes that me
    And Katrina have a Marriage Made in Heaven but what they
    May Not Realize is Truly in Our lIves both of Us have Literally
    Been Through Hell on Earth and More than Once too as of course
    Many Folks Do;
    It Is Those
    Who refuse
    to Fall Who Rise my
    FRiEnD it is those Who
    Breathe Love Who Always Live
    As Long as the Next Breath Comes
    As Air of God’s Wind that Carries Us As Air That is Free…
    The Spirit The Sparkle in the Eye Now that is Brighter Than
    Any Star Above the LoVE iNCaRNaTE Humans Will Evolve Still Now to Be..
    Yet i am only
    Human i Break
    Down And Fall…
    Yet i am only Human
    i continue to Rise up And
    Dance And Sing Free for the
    Grace in Balance that is this Breath the Spirit
    of the Wind Will i am Beyond Infinity of Measure Now
    Strength Always Married Now to the Breath of God That
    And Who Now
    Dances
    And Sings
    The HeART
    The Spirit
    of me Free mY FRiEnD..
    The Force of Love That
    And Who Refuses to
    Stay Below
    Away from
    Above
    The Love Breathes the
    Highest Force of God in/as Us.
    Smiles, Dear FRiEnD; May God
    Always Deliver the Mail in Terms of Love For And As You/Us…
    SMiLes, Dear Sohair; What is often Lost in the Modern
    World is Common Courtesy; Simple And True for
    Without Common Courtesy We Lose all
    Feelings of Respect and
    Sincerity in Human
    Relationships that are
    Truly the Life Blood of Life
    And What We May Name as FRiEnDS
    for People Who Consider that We are
    Humans; Not Just Cogs in Machines That Fit
    A Role in a Business Plan to Make Dollar Bills
    Accumulate to Buy Stuff; but Mammals With HeARTS;
    Social Animals Evolved to Depend on the Integrity of
    Other HeARTS to Care in Reciprocal Social Communication
    of Kindness; even if it is
    Two Monkeys picking
    the Bugs off each other
    in a Jungle; for they feel enough
    Empathy where they feel distress
    if the Bugs are making the other
    Monkey Feel Uncomfortable; Natural
    Healers We are As Humans With Each other
    if We do not lose our SPiRiT our HeART of Kind
    Soul that truly in Common Courtesy with Respect
    And Sincerity Does not want the other Social Animal
    Sitting Next to Us to Feel Stress in Frustration as the
    Bugs of Life
    who only
    want
    to Consume
    us continue to
    Tear into Our Flesh;
    no different really than
    Humans who have devolved
    into Likes, Follows, Shares and
    More Views of Money Making Machines
    Where External Things Become God instead
    of the Flesh and Blood of Souls Bonding Together;
    Healing each other We are Naturally Still evolved to be…
    People come and go my
    FRiEnD; but rare ‘these
    days’ it is the
    FRiEnD who
    is considerate
    enough in common
    courtesy, respect, and
    sincerity to consider the
    feelings of others who truly
    may care deeply about them as FRiEnDS;
    Just enough to say excuse me from the Dinner
    Table
    of Love;
    i will be
    back later
    to continue this
    Meal of FRiEnDship for Real;
    You are Awesome my FRiEnD;
    for You are one of the last True
    Human Beings i even come ACross
    in this Entire World;
    it is a bit
    sad to
    say this
    but i am
    not one to lie;
    How in the World
    Will anyone Save
    ‘A World’ Like this;
    ‘Simple’; by
    Never
    Giving
    Up THeir Humanity for Real;
    For Each Human is the Soul of God;
    With That Said; Happy Vacation; Thanks
    So Much For Letting Us Know, You are going to
    be gone for a While but Will come back; this way
    We will know You are Okay and Still are Our FRiEnD;
    Small Common Courtesies are What Makes Love Breathe Deepest
    in sincerity
    and respect
    for the Fact
    We are ALL Human;
    We Are Still Evolved
    to Need and Depend
    on Each Other for not
    Only Survival but the Breath
    of Love that and who Breathes
    Deepest the Soul of God in All of Existence for Real my FRiEnD…

    “For Whatever we lose (like a you or
    a me) It’s Always Ourselves
    We Find in the Sea”

    -E.E. Cummings

    We Are All Feathers so
    Much More than
    Dust in the Wind
    As We Navigate
    Fly and
    Become
    The Spirit of Love…(God)

    Considering i Just Finished a Milestone of Public
    Dancing 12,457 Miles Halfway Around the Globe in 75 Months
    Let’s Make this the 100th Message to Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    on Cue though Along With Message 99 as currently there is no space
    to Add Another Message there as each YouTube Video Limits each Commenter
    no More than Two Comment Spaces there.. anyway.. 100 Messages at surely an
    Average of 1800 Words Each as some are close to 3000 Words Taking the Space
    of Two Comments There makes easy an Estimate the Size of Messages delivered
    to That Catholic Portal on YouTube over 180,000 Words at the Size of the
    Old New Testament Now.. Just a Size thing as Below a Grain of Sand
    Is Integral to All Above that is the God of All Now Yes the
    Spirit of Love
    if Ya
    Wanna
    Name
    God that
    Energy Force
    for Real Now too..
    Anyway.. Most.. if not all the
    100 Messages are Just a Small Percentage
    of the Next MacroVerse coming named
    “Grand Cross Bible 2019” That Covers
    the Last 7 Months of King James Size
    and More Words for that 9th Named
    Sub-titled Bible Long Form
    Poem of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
    inclusive of That Title
    Reaching 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words on 12.18.19
    on the 76th
    Month Anniversary
    as hey this just makes Another
    Milestone And Featnote more as
    Make IT all Holy And Sacred Full
    of Meaning Purpose.. Yes.. Make IT All
    Worth Naming God Real Now as Loving ALL GOD NoW..:)

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20. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 17, 2019 at 4:23 PM

    Well.. Hells Bells better Put Let’s Move a bit away from AC/DC
    And Use the ‘Guitar Man’ For this winding up of this Celebration
    of yes.. “Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”
    With a trip to Xenia And Frank’s Places of Poetry and the gigoid
    Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages as i riff off of
    Some of those Quotes in Poetic Free Verse With
    Shorter Verse Free too.. and yes too
    of course a Quick Tale of the Tape
    And MacroVerse Memories
    3 Years to Date that
    include additional
    MacroVerse Memories
    3 Years to Date in those
    Memories keeping the seemingly
    Never Ending Story of Nether Land Bible
    As Child of “SonG oF mY SouL” Going Along
    With “FB Profile Pic Bible” that is Child of “Netherland
    Bible” and Grand Child of “SonG oF mY SoUL” GRoWinG
    Respectively at 76 Months of Effort and 7.6 Million Words
    And Over 5 Million Words for “NetherLand Bible” in 42 Months
    of Effort and Over 3.4 Million Words of “FB Profile Pic Bible” also
    included in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas of the Last
    30 Months of that Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem Bible as each
    Facebook Profile Pic Description Area includes about 7 Thousand
    Words too for that Effort through and through as Yes there is
    A Trinity of Bibles ongoing Here where the Other 6 are
    Book Marks of Long Form Poem Bibles Subtitles as
    “Grand Cross Bible 2019” Will come to
    be on or about Christmas Day of
    2019 following 7 Month
    Efforts of 2016.. 2017..
    and 2018.. in “Grand
    Cross Bibles” from Memorial
    Day to Christmas Day Each Year
    Larger than the Old King James Sized
    Bible Long Form Epic Poem Bibles too..
    If You are Counting that’s 7 titled Bibles
    As there are two More Described Below
    As the 1.618 Million Word Effort
    of “PHI Bible” completed in 365
    Days of Memorial Day Weekend
    2016 to Memorial Day 2017 and “1.82M WorD LOnG
    FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN” completed in 13.6 Months
    of Effort on July 19th, 2017.. Celebrating the First Sub-titled Bible
    Under “SonG oF mY SoUL” to additionally reach Longer than the
    Old Record Book Longest Long Form Poem From India Named the
    “Mahābhārata” as that Effort that took Centuries to Create and Innumerable
    Authors comes in at 1.8 Million Words.. of course my Effort took 13.6 Months
    as Record BreaKinG LonG Form Poems still rarely but do actually come.. No.. Not
    Every Day that one Dude Writes one but when it Happens Let’s Just say it Happens
    for Real and true it is kind of fitting that what i wrote to the PR Dude Bishop From the
    Catholic Church in 100 Messages on YouTube Fits a Size of the Older New Testament in
    at least 180,000 Words as Part of coming next “Grand Cross Bible 2019” in the Bigger than
    King James Sized Effort in the 7 Months Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2019 of that Effort As
    You may See When You are a ‘Guitar Man’ these days Life is No Longer Just A Desert Patch in the
    Middle East although Yes.. by God.. Yes.. i’ve Written at Least a New Testament Older Size of all of
    this from that Location too more and less too.. Just in the Last Year or so too.. been all Around the World Writing this New Longest Long Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” with 8 Subtitled
    Bibles Tagging along still hehe as Child And Grand Children too and true
    there is Now still the Orphan that was once included linked before
    May of 2018 of Free Verse Nude Art and Erotic Poetry that
    is at a bit of a Stand Still Now as that Part of the Bible at
    95,000 Additional Steaming and yes Rising Words
    even with Adult Caution was just way too Hot in
    A Feel and Sense to even link it on my
    PG Rated Blog as hey.. ain’t TaKinG
    No Chances offending anyone
    who cannot see the Benefit
    of Tantric Meditation
    Activities to achieving Nirvana
    And Bliss.. Yes.. Ascending and Transcending NoW
    into the Kingdom of Heaven Autotelic Flow from ‘Shadow Below’
    Above in more of a Kundalini Rising Way of Heaven Now True too..
    This Ain’t Your Conservative Leaning Grand Parent’s (Old T) Bible this is more of what
    the Liberal Leaning Dude Jesus (New T) Free Style would have written for real based on
    His Older reported Writings that were not censored out of the Newer Catholic Version still..
    Yes.. whoever is responsible for those Writings attributed to a 5 Foot 1.. 106 Pound
    or so Little Brown Syrian Looking Dude who wasn’t too concerned
    about Wearing Suits to the Republican First Baptist Veils of
    Ignorance in Church that just can’t still seem to find God
    Naked Within and Free.. and that’s okay ‘they’ still
    have the Eternal Now to Find God within that
    will be as long as Hell is Time or as long
    as Heaven is no Time for Real now
    out of Distance.. Space.. TiME NoW
    And Even Matter Now for Real Pure
    Love Force Energy We are and as Yoda/
    Yeshua Says Now Still.. Size Matters not and we are surely
    Not.. just the Crude Illusion of the Matter We See by Sensory
    Organs Alone as True We Are the Center of God Allone now True in
    LiGHT including DarK as Well NoW too.. As You Will Find God As Well in
    A Cord of Wood Split-in-two as One Force of One Hand Clapping Now For Real..
    Hmm.. people who have the Context and Education for what i am SpeaKinG of
    Now if they ever arrive at this Long Form Bible Poem will surely LEaRN A Lot For what
    This Holy and Sacred Spirit (GoD) Within is Currently Gifting me in the Present of Now
    And SpeaKinG of Gifts the Rest of this Will Have to Wait until Later tonight as the Wife Says Shop
    And i
    Do
    Dance
    the Next
    Lap HalfWay
    Around the World
    With So much more
    New Testament to come
    As All Souls Who Continue
    to Evolve Naturally Just Dance
    and Sing Free in God SKeYeS More For Real NoW

    So for NoW

    Have A Nice

    Day And Continue to Spread the Great News of Heaven Within That is Real
    And True it is very likely that i am only TalKinG to Myself Now but CoNSiDeRinG Allone
    God Lives Within Heaven Free i am surely in Great New Company Heaven NoW ReaL..:)

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21. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 17, 2019 at 10:58 PM

    As Fortuitous Events Will Have It now.. not only is this
    Eve of the 12.18.19 Anniversary of When “SonG oF mY SouL”
    Longest Long Form Epic Bible Poem Reaches the Spirit of 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words in the Spirit.. Yes.. the Holy and Sacred One Full of Meaning and Purpose
    in 76 Months this 12.18.19
    Anniversary Continuing
    Coming Deep Within this
    is also Yes.. Hells Bells
    Impeachment Eve
    For the Current
    Father of 15 Million
    Lies Achieved in Less than
    3 Years as yes there are Land
    Marks and Milestones more likely Impeachments
    As Such Created by ‘He Man’ and Masters of the
    Universe and sure any ‘Orange Skeletor’
    Adversary That May Also Compete for
    What is already Fully owned ALL NoW
    By Those Who LiVe onE WiTH
    God For Real WiTHiN NoW
    As no Dear Adversary
    Folks You can and
    will Neither
    Purchase
    Heaven or Just Read
    About Heaven in a Book…
    Heaven is a Force Within Yes
    the Higher Force of Love Without
    Fear the Spirit Energy Force of God Within…
    No Separation All Becomes Whole Flow as the
    Meek Inherit It All by simply Realizing and Feeling
    And Sensing They aRe ALLParT oF GoD All.. True what
    Would/Will “He Man” have to Gain by Being Worshipped by
    ‘Lesser Mortals’ Than ‘He Man’ Less than a Grain of Sand
    Holding Up A Mountain of LoVE iN Dance And Song True what if
    Real ‘He Man’ Comes Back as a More Clever Version who
    Does not Even Need a Sword to Come in So-called
    Real Innate Glory of God Within to Dance and
    Sing the Kingdom of Heaven Within sure
    CaLL iT Myth or Fable if You Like and
    or Love As Heaven is as Real within
    in Autotelic Flow as Even Science
    Has No Choice but to Admit
    that FLoWinG Meditation
    even Still Meditation
    is the Real Fountain
    of Youth Now.. sure replacing
    Gray Matter of our Brains in Moving Meditation
    too and true too You too might be able to Leg Press
    1520 Pounds at a 90 Degree Angle.. 8 Reps too.. Yes Class
    It’s All About Human Potential and on Top of Everything NoW it’s
    All about the Kingdom of Heaven within.. Yes.. the Kingdom of God
    Love to Give and Share Freely Now Even More Without Fear for
    Real but if you Believe that You do not have to do anything to
    Receive this Gift Look around at the rest of Nature and
    Remind Yourself of what Happens when Planets
    No Longer Revolve With Gravity Around Stars
    There is No Free Meal in Heaven for Heaven
    is the Food that We Both Co-Create and
    Consume as the Manna of Love
    the Bread and Water Within
    of Life that is no Matter..
    Space.. Time or Distance @ALL
    Now Love Beyond Infinity Fearless and
    Free to Dance and Sing Even More Now for Real..
    Meh.. at Most All Folks Will Do is See the Dance of Heaven
    Now if Folks Actually Do it as A Spiraling Autotelic Flow Now of
    Moving Meditation in Dance And Song Kingdom Come Heaven may Be Theirs
    Now but Again This Comes With the Effortless Flow of Actually Doing Heaven Now..
    Trivia Note: in 1984 my First Year Working at the Military Bowling Center..The Staff
    Exchanged Christmas Gifts At the Employee Party and Guess what little Young 170
    Pound or so me Received as A Gift then.. Yes! You Guessed it A ‘He Man Doll’..
    Been GRoWinG Hobbies Public Dancing Halfway Around the World/7.6 MiLLioN
    Words of Bible Epic Longest Long Form Poem True too.. And Yes Watching Hell Bells
    as no one is Above the Law Even if ‘Skeletor’ Insists He Will Not Stay in A Dark Pit SoUL Home..
    And True if A Number of Catholics Since 325 AD Measuring 1.2 Billion Now Reciting a Meme
    and Egregore of a Nicene Creed all these Years it’s no Wonder that Magic Trick For Real
    May Not only HUMaNiFeST
    Preparing A Way
    but before
    you Know
    iT A Son
    Humans “Create”
    Like a Moon Child
    Who Grows into Sunshine More..
    Of Course this is Just a 7.6 MiLLioN
    Word Bible Long Form Poem “SonG oF
    mY SoUL” Yes Just an online Biggest Bible
    Poem Book Nothing to take Serious at all
    for what else could all of this Be but another Sacred Clown and Another Story Now..
    Any Way Final Tally of Public Dance as of 12.17.19 This “SonG oF My SoUL” Spirit
    of 76 Months Anniversary Eve of 12.18.19 in Spirit of 7.6 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF My
    SoUL” But Yes Now Dancing in Public Exceeds Halfway Around he World in 12,466 Miles
    of Effort Too as of This Impeachment Eve Hells Bells Celebration on 12.17.19.. 7 Days Now
    Tomorrow in Days to come For Christmas Day and “Grand Cross Bible 2019” Coming True..:)

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22. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 18, 2019 at 9:49 AM

    Thank You.. Sohair Dear
    FRiEnD Best Regards
    ALWaYS to You As Well
    WitH Kind HeART
    FLoWeRS
    Beauty’s
    Wisdom
    LovE TRuE
    iN CourAGE
    God’s LiGHT RaDiAtes
    SHinES SMiLes Dear Sohair At
    Best i See All of Existence
    Yes Life As We Feel Sense
    Think Perceive Intuit
    Judge It As A Prayer
    i For One Extravert
    To the World For
    Free in Deed for
    me At Least
    Life is The
    Prayer i Dance
    And Sing To The
    World to Give And
    Share The Master
    Soul of My Mind
    God of CouRSE
    You are Surely
    ALWaYS
    An Integral
    ParT Of my
    Prayer the SPiRiT
    WinD i DancE SinG…
    SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Orchard Flower Lillian
    No ‘Bible’ Will Ever Be Complete Without
    “Christmas’s Dark Wish” As it is the
    ‘Forbidden’ Fruit that has Propagated
    The Human Species For Basic Survival
    For Any Chance At Thrive At All.. True the
    Favorite Fruit of Both “Adam And Eve” Continuing
    Now The Apple of the Shadow of All Our Desires Fueling
    Libido Creativity and Productivity as the Human Race FireS oN..
    For Life Will Never
    Truly Become ‘a Prayer’
    Until We Become Not only
    Master Mind but Master HeART
    And Master Shadow too then only
    Will We Become Master Souls PaRT
    WHoLE oF ALL.. SMiLes my FRiEnD
    The ‘Sufi Mystics’ Understood this in practice through
    their Spiraling Life of Dance and Erotic Poetry Regulating
    Emotions Integrating Senses Becoming Masters of Their
    Shadow Parts of Aggression and Lust for Paradise Fuel
    To Rise as Master Shadow in Integrating Senses.. Master
    HeART in Spiraling Dance.. Yes.. Regulating Emotions
    From Head to Toe River Flow Ascending Transcending
    the Neo-Cortex of ReaSon WHere Master Shadow
    Master HeART Master Mind of ReaSoN becomes
    Whole Master Soul my FRiEnD ALL-N-ALL For
    Real God Head Capstone Pyramid Now from
    Head to toe as the Base of the Pyramid
    is only Held up By Rocks Yes Grains
    of Sand as the Pyramid of Agape
    Love Ascends From Love of
    Affection Above Below
    no Less important
    Than Eros
    Love
    That continues
    to even allow Us
    to Survive at All my FRiEnD..
    SMiLes.. my FRiEnD.. a Priest at the
    Church i continue to Study as a Participant
    Anthropology Observer no Different than some
    Folks who have come into my Life in ATTemPTS
    to Play With my Shadow with the Illusion that somehow
    they are Mastering my HeART.. Yes.. i asked the Priest
    About the Story Book Hero ‘Jesus’ and His Experience of
    Eros Love after the Priest aTTempted to Describe the Difference
    Between Love of Eros.. Love of HeArT and Agape Love in Spiritual
    Love For All that Exists one in Being DiViNE Where All DarK Thru LiGhT
    Becomes Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose We Co-Create With
    Relative Free Will as PaRT oF Nature WHoLE.. Well He Said NO Jesus didn’t
    have anything to Do With Eros Love.. Wasn’t Part of His Human “GoD Pie” and
    at that Moment
    i understood
    How Truly
    Lost the
    Priest was/is
    And How he Chose
    A Profession that didn’t
    include the Full Option to Be
    Part of Nature Whole As Some
    Folks Describe with a Three Letter
    Word as Small as ‘GoD”.. Smiles my
    FRiEnD there is not even anything Close
    to Reaching the God Head the metaphor
    of the Capstone of the Pyramid until one
    Masters the Grains of Sand that Hold up
    the Entire Pyramid of Our Existence in Life
    The Forbidden Fruit Our HeART’S Desire
    Our Lust For Life that We should never
    Have to Be Afraid of Hiding Naked
    Now From the Rest of Humankind
    Free and True when Humans
    Needed Each other Before
    Technology and Hoarding
    Grains in Silos Before
    the Industrial and Tool Age
    Took that Away all there was separating
    Us from Life and Death was the Warm Hugs
    Above and the Hot Tools of Life Below that never
    Could and Never Will Get Enough for A Lust of Life that is Real..
    Smiles my FRiEnD i am not Afraid of the ‘Players’ of life for i understand
    how
    much
    they
    want
    to Live…
    i too will play
    the Game but i for
    one am Master Soul
    of All Three Games my FRiEnD
    in other words.. i never have anything to Lose by ‘playing’..
    The Great ‘thing’ About Writing Erotic Poetry as i’ve written
    95,000 Words or so of it totally letting go exploring every nook
    and cranny as ‘they’ say too.. is no one will be harmed it is only
    Shadow Play THere are no HeARTS to Hurt and there is still the
    Ascending Transcending of the ReaSon Mind the Neo-Cortex to
    Escape the Past and Future to finally Let go of Worry as usually
    That is all ‘the Player’ is looking for an escape from the Newest Monkey
    Mind the Mind of Past and Future the Worry Mind that just will not stop chattering…
    Oh how Deep
    the Shadow
    Grows And Goes
    Free When We Let it
    All go Naked And Free
    With All the Passions of
    Lust Set Free in the Words
    We Co-Create that will only set
    the Environment Correct for others
    to partake in the Divine Shadow the Prayer
    for Survival the Gift of Life We All Are my FRiEnD
    Some folks might say you are Brave to Write Poetry
    Like this as a Woman.. i Dance Sing You Are Eve You Are Divine
    Woman Now You are the Source of all Humankind from Beginning to
    End and Beginning Again.. Smiles my FRiEnD i have also Observed
    This Magic Spell up close as a Participant Anthropology Observer
    but in deed
    Never really
    Been Part of
    the Game only What
    A Master Soul Will Be Able
    to Do who Has Already Passed
    Above Master Shadow Master HeART
    And In Deed What those Two will Bring Master Mind
    So God Head Capstone of the Pyramid Agape Love
    Will Be Master Soul
    my FRiEnD
    in Deed of
    Spirit
    Wind
    God FRiEnD
    Free Within Flesh and Blood Real my FRiEnD..
    Where All of Existence Becomes A Prayer of DarK Thru LiGHT
    Real.. SMiLes i will You Keep You In this Prayer that i Extravert too
    For Your Swift Recovery From Your Illness Dear FRiEnD THeRE are
    Humans like me Who See All Humans as A Prayer Worth Worshipping DarK Thru
    LiGhT my FRiEnD..
    And of Course
    The Trees the
    Forest
    the Stars
    Beyond Below
    What is beneath
    Grains of Sands
    that Hold Up an Entire
    Mountain of Human Love the Shadow
    my FRiEnD The Base of the Pyramid oF ALL our Existence Real…
    Thanks For Bringing ‘the Apple Back’ What is Lost most in a Machine
    Age of Humans Now..
    for it is True
    it is much
    more than
    Just
    A Photograph
    my FRiEnD it
    is the Breath oF All Life…
    The Existence.. The Gift We all Are Now The Prayer That is
    Real to Feel And Sense So much more too than Just Word THiNK..
    However.. You come You come Very Close to MaKinG Words Organic
    Keep Up the Good Works..
    True there is
    Nothing
    More
    Organic
    Than Erotic Poetry mY FRiEnD..
    It is the One Poem We Rarely Forget..
    Surely Millions of ‘First Baptist Women’ Can’t Be ‘Wrong’
    In All ‘their Participation’ of ’50 Shades of Grey’ and Sure
    the Movie “Magic Mike XL” too as i remember ‘them’ standing
    UP at the end of that Movie saying wait until i get home to ‘See’ ‘my Husband’
    of course
    only in
    Flesh as
    Magic Mike XXL
    is the Lover they Will FeeL Next..
    Humans aren’t that hard to Love
    Once You Understand All Three
    Parts of their Potential Master Soul..
    Like a Prayer
    That is
    Real
    And
    MaGiC iN Deed..
    iMaGiNaTioN Beyond
    iNFiNiTY ALL MeaSuRE
    of Distance Space Time (Creativity)
    And Matter Our LiNK Our ReaL DReAM is (GoD)
    So Much More Than Just one Human Mind mY
    FRiEnD ALL That Is Truly Real NoW Ever Evolving ExPaNdinG ALL Now..:)

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23. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 18, 2019 at 10:37 AM

    Can’t Stop The Feeling When NoW in Flow WiN iN ZonE Autotelic
    Coming Bliss and Nirvana MoRE NoW as Finishing Up Hells Bells
    the Viral Video of me Dancing From Last Christmas When
    A Christmas Comet Briefly Came through then too.. anyway
    the Share Brought the Views Past 88,000 as i was finishing
    the Hells Bells “Pass Down Log” Before this as Perhaps i will
    Get on Over to Xenia And Frank’s Places of Poetry Now and
    gigoid’s Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages with
    the MacroVerse Memories to Date for 3 Years as a few Detours
    Have and Come Again and Come Again as true not to forget about
    the 290th Week Night of Free Dance coming at Old Seville Quarter
    With all the Cool College Age Folks on Thursday Night too to Wrap
    Up the Tale of the Tape as such here as a much More Detailed Purview
    of Course will come with “Grand Cross Bible 2019” With the Table of Contents
    of the 7 Months of that too at Larger than King James Size Bible too.. in that
    Next MacroVerse of course so off to those places of Poetry and Aphorism Quotes Now..
    As Forrest Gump Said at the End of His Run in 3 Years.. 2 Months and 14 Days of doing
    that almost Precisely Half as Long as i’ve Spent Close to 76 Months Now in Public Dancing
    More than Half-Way Around the World Yes the Distance of 12,466 Miles.. He Said “I’m Kinda
    Tired I’m Going Home” but True i’m Already Home so there is even more to do now for Real..
    Energizer
    Bunnies
    for Real
    keep going and
    going and going now more..
    Never Mind Tomorrow is like
    Christmas Day of Impeachment
    This iMac Pro Note Book i