Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old

“Don’t be satisfied with stories,
how things have gone with others.

Unfold your own myth.”

– Rumi

Oh Dear Chaymaa Love This Quote
By Rumi Thanks So Much For Sharing

As This Relates to the Exploration of Looking

Within Trusting Our Inner LiGHT Becoming
FRiEnDS With Our Shadows True too Understanding

How Stories Do Come To Rule And How We May

Best Come to A Table

Of Plenty in Life to

Write, Direct,
Produce, And

Yes Play Our Own

Stories We Create as We
All Perceive Life Differently

Anyway Now WHere Each Individual
Created Story is An Entire New Unique
Being of UNiVeRSE Now to Play For Real…

Happy Saturday to You Dear FRiEnD With Sunshine too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old”
Hehe it Only Happens in 71 Months or So
Yep Just About 30,000 Words Away Now For Real

Education of School
Education of Being
Degrees of Moving
Connecting Co-Creating

Always Another Ocean
Shore To Breathe Together
Landscape New Being Human

SMiLes Dear Savvy Never
Merely A Routine…

Souls Exploring
New Frontiers
Colors Spreading Further..:)

Colors of Art
Covering All
Ills Smoothing
Over Grafitti
Souls Until
All Becomes
Braille Finally
Breathing Meaning..:)

SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Your Cats Have Been Together
Spooning Long

to Be

With SMiLes

The Feeling of Connection
Among All Mammals is
Surely Warm This Way When


Free Just to
Be Loving FRiEnDS

Hehe it looked Though Like
Panda Australian Shepherd
Was Ready to Set a Little Boundary
With the Growing Finch Pecking His

Fur A Bit
to Groom Him
Yet True Just Getting
to Know Each Other Better With
SMiLes Happy Weekend to You too..:)

Toddlers Babble Unintelligible Songs of Joy
Toddlers Sway and Spiral Dance Without

As the


Way Naturally

Does Yes Key

Be UniVerse Free
Dear USA Writes With SMiLes

As Adults Most Often Have Quiet
Hands And Feet And Imprison
Their Children to the Same

More Or Less

Walking Sidewalks
Only One Way

Middle Age

Indeed This Is
An Issue and A Condition of Concern…

Oh to Be A Butterfly Flying In Meadows Wings Free

Oh Yuck to Stumble Over 100 Caterpillar Legs and
Get Stuck in a Cocoon For Perhaps An Entire Life

Yes Dear

i Will Remain
That Child of
3 Now Before

i Spoke And Only Danced

Free And Oh Lord Yes

Before i Became Words
in Yep A Biggest Book too..:)

SMiLes USA Writes there is A Scan Online for the Autism Spectrum
(AQ Test) That Measures “Systemizing Intelligence,” The Intelligence
of Engineers, Computers, Sciences, And What Ever is Comprised
of Facts and Figures That is Not Associated With Social-Empathic


Yes Reading
the HeART of
Others and Conveying
Feelings of Course in So
Many Ways Dear USA Writes

And in my Case of Course the Close to
Straight A Student And Always Perfectionist
And Tool At Both School And Work Particularly
When i Eventually Became Attached to A Screen
Mostly Working Assisting Others With Information Technology
And Financial Management What i Was Naturally Great At For Making
Actual Pay And Very Fortunate for me as Indeed even Graduating Close
to the top of the Class With 3 Degrees in College And All the Way through
Lower Level Schools as Practically Just a Tool of What i Was Doing then

Not Able to even Speak Until Age 4, Not Diagnosed on the Autism
Spectrum then As it wasn’t in Vogue Hehe in the Early 60’s as it is
Today with 1 Out of Every 44 Children Diagnosed At this Present Day

Yep Being ‘Super Introverted’ Like ‘Sheldon Cooper’ Has its Perks
in Making Grades And Potentially Excelling to the Grade of A Richest
Dude in the World Like Elon Musk Also Diagnosed With Asperger’s Syndrome
too; Similar to the Broader Autism Phenotype Folks Like Mark Zuckerberg,
Bill Gates, And Steve Jobs and Just about Everyone Else in Engineering,
Science, And Computer Fields The Actions in Productivity Are Often
Stellar And Now the Financial Rewards Are Great Yet As Elon Musk

Recently Said

He Could Only Say
He Was Half Happy
With Work Soaring and

Love Life Bland Just Plain Bland…

And Yes that Is the Land i Lived in Most
of my Life of 33 Years of Work and 19 Years
of School as i Surely Was Not Much of a Free Dancing
Extravert then All Around Town With the Women Following
me around then Like that Old Carpenter’s Song “Close to You”…

Yet That Was Probably About When Your Parents Were Born Hehe…

As i am Most Definitely Gonna be 62 on June 6th, 2022… Yet Anyway
Before i Wrote Free Verse Poetry From the Soul And Became A Public
Dancer i Scored 45 Out of 50 Max for that (AQ) Autism Quotient Scan As
Super Systemizer then Who Rarely Ever Spoke a Word to My Wife in Our

Marriage who was Described As Having the Computer Brain Without an
Ounce of Creativity then Most Definitely Super Introverted with an INTJ
Personality too.. And that’s the Issue with the Autism Spectrum for so

Many Folks It’s As if the Social-Empathic Part of their Being Has been
Drained Away Both By Their Propensity for Systemizing Life and

For The Environment of Gold Star Grades and Systemizing
Work that Science Suggests Actually Acts to Drain our
Potentials For Social Empathic Intelligence Away

At Least in Case Study Way it seems Science is
Correct As After i Became a Public Dancer
And Free Verse Poet my AQ Score

Dropped to 11 instead of 45

And my Emotional Intelligence IQ
Test Rose from the Mere Mid 50’s to
the Mid 90’s too and My Personality Even
Changed from INTJ For So Many Decades of
Life to ENFP At age 53 As the Dancer And Singer
Free i Became then… It Was Always in me my FRiEnD
i Was Just Never in An Environment to Fully Develop it Yet
it’s Also True When i Was 13, i Wrote School Plays and even
Won A Christmas Story contest Among 80 Students in Two Homerooms
Then too.. Yet You See Where i am From is Very Rigid And Conservative
As When i Smiled in the Halls of Middle School and the City Park i Was informed
By So-Called Bully Boy Evangelistic Christians That Boys Aren’t Allowed to
Smile and Laugh and Cry in this Town Per Risk of Bodily Harm and of
Course they Spit on me For Smiling too… as my Big Daddy Law
Enforcement Dude Left When i Was age 3 to Find a Wife who
Didn’t Wanna Stay At Home to Take Care of Her Kids and
Make Money Instead so that is What He did… So i Was
Wired for Love by Mamma Instead of Just Another
Cold Little Boy With What it Takes to Go off to
Another USA Unwarranted War Like Vietnam
And Get Burned Up in A Helicopter Like
my First Cousin Did in 1968 as He

Surely Wanted to Be A World War II
Hero in Vietnam Same As My Father
Who Went to Germany in the Army in the
Early 50’s too in the one With Korea then too…

Anyway for the Next 40 Years from Age 13 to 53
i Wandered the Toxic Patriarchal Desert of the Deep
South Where i Live Working For the Military For A Quarter
of a Century too that only Reinforced That Systemizing Mind
Without Much Social Empathic Intelligence Then too… Indeed

i Was A Wilted Flower A Seed Thrown to Rocky Soil With No Fertilizer….

Yet i Escaped Yet i Escaped unto A New Creation of Creativity And Productivity
too Yet i Was No Longer About Serving Another Pay Master of Work or School
For Grades And Bucks It Became Becoming the Unique me Who Was Always

Deep Within
Struggling to
Bud Out And Bloom
And Breathe So Did that

Make me Less of a Man All those/these
Graceful Movements of Dance And Words
Full of Love Not Hardly as i also Became a Free
Style Martial Artist And By God i Might Be Approaching
62 Yet My Legs are Still Empirically And Measurably Three
Times Stronger Than At Age 53, Before i Escaped Out of that
Cocoon in the Desert Toxic Patriarchal Place i Still Live Now Yep
i Was Kinda Stuck at 500 Pounds on a Leg Press Machine From Ages
21 Thru Age 53 Yet Now Yep Up to a Max of 1520 Pounds in my Advancing
Yet Stronger Years of Age By Numbers at Least my FRiEnD This is a Long

Bit and Byte of Writing For these Days of Twitter Space Breaths Indeed it is

Yet We Human Beings Have Untapped Epigenetic Potentials That Some
Rarely Come to See As They Just Don’t Find the Environmental Challenge
That Unpacks that Epigenetic Potential iNDeed Now For Real What i am

Saying Here is Science Suggests Great Human Potentials May Be
Unlocked It was Very hard to Live in a Marriage Without the ability

to Convey or Be in Touch With my Feelings and Even though my
Wife Has always Been Extremely Introverted She has Never had
A Problem Carrying Her Feelings on Her Heart Sleeves
And Expressing Everyone of them From Negative
to Positive Every Day of Our Marriage True it

Was Very Important that at Least One of
Us had the ability to at least do that…

Almost Everyone i’ve Met in the
Blogging World And Online
in General Has Been Very

Introverted And Like me They Started
Writing to Get More in Touch With Their
Emotions And to be able to Express them Better too…

Particularly During the Peaks of the Lock-Downs of the
Pandemic As to Be Honest Our Modern World Just Doesn’t
Provide Much Space of Hours or Even Minutes For this kind of
Introspection to Unleash and Release All these Other Human Potential

Intelligences Locked Within if i remember Correctly You Are Studying to be
A Dentist And Chances Are Your Husband is in a Very Technical Field too

And it’s True There’s Not Always Much Room For a Life of Social Empathic
Abilities When A Person is Drilling into a Person’s Mouth Yet i Will Say my

Dentist is Very Friendly Ever Since He Retired to Just 2 Days a Week of
Work Before That He Rarely Ever Said A Word to me in Any Social Way…

And i do Believe That is What one May Name a Golden Age When

Life Finally Gives

Us Space to Be
Totally Human again…

You’ll See it At Walmart

if you do Live in the United States

And Visit that Place Young Folks Look Separated

From Each Other A Thousand Miles in Marriage and You’ll

See the Older Couples Walking Hand in Hand Talking about Everything

That is Warm And Beautiful About Life Yep Life is Full of Change Dear

FRiEnD i Really Don’t Have Any Advice Yet to Breathe As Free As You
Can and Will Back in the Old Days i Was Tremendously Worried and
Anxious About Every Little Thing So Many Thoughts Swimming Around
in my Head So many problems Being on-Call at Work Always too…

So Many People to Supervise so Many Programs to Administrate
And Manage Just so Much Stuff And Trying to Get Other Folks to

Do Their Jobs in So Many Ways

to Really Never

Even Live at All…

And We Didn’t Have Any Children
except For the one Who Passed Away in ’97,
Ryan, After only 51 Days of Pain With Never A Smile…

Now i Smile Cause i Can And Will Now i Dance Sing
Cause i Can And Will And it’s True i am Just as Happy
Behind this Computer Writing to You and Folks All Around
the Globe as i am in A Dance Hall Dancing Solo With A Thousand
Super Extraverted Drunk Folks With SMiLes me of Course the Only Sober

One and Best

Now the only
One Who Likely
Has No Anxiety and No
Fears About Life Naked, Enough,
Whole, And Complete Yet It’s True my

(Graceful Moves And Words in Balancing Of
Autotelic Meditative Flow Makes Peace
Removes Fear and Brings Strength and
Love Never Felt and Done Before For Real Now)

FRiEnD This isn’t the Creation of Humanity i’ve Always
Been oh Change oh Change The Curse and the Gift for Real too


Now that i Can Express
my Feelings my Wife is
1001 Percent Happier in Our
Marriage It is a Very Serious Matter
When A Couple is Not able to Convey Their
Feelings And For Some Folks to See A Marriage
Counselor Helps Depending if Two People feel it is
Worth it To Color Their Marriage Within To Share With


As Always
Best Wishes
to the Both of You With Love..

And Technically The Reason Free Dance
Works So Well is Our Cerebellum Associated
With Movement Comprises 50 Percent of the Neurons
of our Brain And is Very Much Associated With Social
Empathic Intelligence And Emotions For All We Do too…

Emotions Yes Feelings and Senses is The First Action
of Our Being As Our Neo-Cortex Makes Reasons
For What our Limbic And Reptile Brains Do

First Master The Emotions Feelings
And Senses As They Are The Master

Indeed In other Words Serve

Them Nicely or We

Become Slaves

to the Master

Within We Have

Yet to Become FRiEnDS

With As Our Reasons Are

Only Here Really To Serve our
Feelings Senses and Emotions my FRiEnD

And True They Are Also the Source of the Glue
of Our Cognitive Executive Functioning including Laser
Focus And Big View Picture Seeing The World And Yes
Short Term Working And Long Term Working Memory too…

i Visit A Site Regularly For Folks on the Autism Spectrum as i
Did before my AQ Score Changed From 45 to 11 And Those Folks
in Informal Polls have Average STANDARD IQ’s of Over 130 Yet You

See That is

Only a Tiny
Part of Human
Potential And Really
often only an indication

of How Their Environments
Have Stolen Away Their Other

Human Potentials As Let’s Remember
All these Abstract Constructs in Data Download

Way of School is A Recent Cultural Construct And not
the Way Humans Foraged Hand in Hand in Free Dance
And Song Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Together

As a Tribe
of Love Raising
the Child As the
True Prize of the Village…

It’s True By God It’s Nice to
Get Our Teeth Fixed Thank God
For Dentists It’s Nice to Have A Hot
Shower and Warm Bed So Many Things

Are Nice

Yet Our

Oldest Intelligence

Really is Love For Each
Other Expressing it Freely
in Dance And Song Before We
Ever Got Trapped in the Avatar of a Word my FRiEnD

Oh to Bring Words back to Life Oh to Live Before ‘The Apple Again’…

To Dance And Sing Organic And Free

Yep That Old ‘Genesis’

Story that

Eating the
‘Fruit of Knowledge’

As It’s True By when
Poets Wrote Those Lines

They Too could See the ‘Modern Problem’…

At least it Seems From my View Now With
SMiles of


So Human and Free iN SPiRiT
And Sing So Free With SMiLes…

HAha Yet It’s Pretty (EXTREMELY) Obvious
i Still Have A Fredenstein Monster of A Systemizing
Mind It Just Took A While to Release the Van Gogh Go ParT HeHe..;)

Matthew 22:34 thru 40 From the King James Version:

“34 But when the Pharisees had heard that he had put the Sadducees to silence, they were gathered together.
35 Then one of them, which was a lawyer, asked him a question, tempting him, and saying,
36 Master, which is the great commandment in the law?
37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
38 This is the first and great commandment.
39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
40 On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.”

Don’t Feel Bad, if You Can And Will;

Sadly, Most of the Christians i Know

Still Focus on THAT Old God of the
Old Testament Full of Wrath and Hate
Against Those ‘HE’ Doesn’t Agree with…

Of Course, There is DarK And LiGHT in Our Realities;

Of Course, i’ve Choked Someone into Submission in
A Bar Who Attacked me; Before i Even ‘Thought’ About
What i Was Doing to Defend my Life; That Happens too…

Yet THere is A Better Way…

i Don’t Go To Places Any
More Where DRUNK FOOLS Start Fights With me….

i Live A Life of Unconditional Love And It is
100 Percent Great in the Kingdom of Heaven Within

Most Every Hour of the Day, Even in Dreams mY FRiEnD;

No Doubt This is Still

A Camel Entering

The Eye of A Needle

For Most Folks; YET It IS A Dream
Come True for Those of Us Who DO ACHIEVE IT NOW;




i Actually

Am Unconditional Love Now WITHOUT FEAR;

It’s Not Really ‘Natural’, For all Practical
Intents and Purposes Now for the Way Most


There Are Really only Tiny Seeds
of Unconditional Love in the Old
Bible AS WHOLE, like the Ones above
From Matthew; My God of Love, Look

Around at the Human Condition is that

Any Surprise:


This is a Place

With Teeth Gnashing,

A Whole Lot of FOLKS Weeping, With

Folks Consuming Each Other

And The Rest of Nature too;

Yet It’s True, THere is the Other
World HeaR, i LiVE iN For Real too…

i Don’t Expect You To Come Here;

i Don’t Expect You to Live Here;

i Am No Fool on A Cross Willing

to Give my Life to the

Blind and Ignorant

Who Refuse

to Come, Who Have
No Way, Even if They want to either…

The Old Cliches Bringing The Horse to A Trough to Drink…

Giving Pearls to Swine; Even though Pigs are Lovely Creatures….

As i’ve already Been to the ‘Other Places,’ Devil Yes, i Understand
The HeLL ON EartH, The God of the Old Testament Represents too…

And Even in the Matthew part, Where the Unconditional Loving Jesus Changes

into the Old Testament God And Becomes A Villain Again, Instead of Loving Hero and
‘PSYCHOPATHiCaLLY’ Burns the Once Unconditionally Loved Enemies Forever in Misery
And Suffering And

You Know

What i am

No Fool

i Understand

That Could Happen
to me again; So True,

i Always Keep a Certain Distance From ‘The Other Place’ now too…

True, Online is As Close or Far Away As We Make Life Now Indeed too…

If We Are the Essence of Unconditional LoVE iNCaRNaTE For Real Now Affects/Effects

Every View

of Life We

Have Heaven,
Purgatory, or Hell Now
On Earth; i Surely Am Not
Powerful Enough to Carry Hell
For The Rest of the World; You
Are Right, the Place You Live Now is as Real as the Place i Live Now;

It’s Part of Reality; Love for you to come and Visit; Yet i’m Not Here

to tale

else what
to Do; Oh, the
Measure of Free
Will; Hell to Heaven
We All Consume and Give Eternally Now…

Yeah It’s True, Hell and Heaven and Purgatory
Exist Right HeaR Now Baby; Clear For Some of
Us to See For Those of Us Who Have Existed in All

Those Places For

Real Now…

i’ll Stay in the
Place of Unconditional

Love; You Are Surely
Free to Go to Wherever You Will
And Choose Within the Parameters
of What This Life Gives That is Surely Not Fair…

Yet it is what it is…

Yet Only A Real Fool

Doesn’t Make the Best of What is Now…

And Every Human Sees A Different Hell
to Purgatory And Heaven and For Some

Folks My Heaven

Would Surely

Be Their Hell…

It’s Just the Way it is…

It’s Just the Way It is… For Now at Least…

Meanwhile, Some Folks Are Counting on A
Brochure Attached to The Back of A Toilet they
Find in A Fast Food Joint in the Deep South That
Discusses A Magic Incantation of Romans 10:9 to:

Just Believe

A Dude Who
Died Comes
Back to Life

And Is the Entire
God of the Universe

And You Get A Free Ticket
to Heaven After Death Unless

You Don’t Believe And Go to Hell
By the Back Page of the Brochure with
A Beast With A Tail With Horns in A Place of
Coals and Fire…

It’s True, So
Many Folks

Choose That Place
Now; So Many Folks

Never Even Look Within
to Find the Kingdom of Heaven
of Unconditional Love As They Are
So Damned Busy Focusing on that Beast with
The Tail in the Fire on The Back of the Brochure…

Or ‘Trump’ (the Meme)
at Least in
Real Life for
‘The God’

on Earth Now

Yep, We Become
What We Consume…

We Become What We Consume…

i Consume Flowers And Spit Out Fire
Occasionally too…

Depending on the

‘Crowd Source’

i Hang Around With of Course…

Your Attitude about Life You Express Here is Prevalent
Where i Live; It’s Usually Accompanied With Great


Luck, Whatever

You Choose Next For Life and Or Love;

Or Whatever You Fall-In-Line Behind of Course too…

Dude, i See ‘the Old Bible,’ Overall, About As Valuable As
That Brochure on the Back of The Toilet Seat in the Fast Food Joint
For How it is Used Where

i Live at Least…

i AM


And That’s About IT, Other than Luke 17:21 And John 14:12

AS i
Do See FiT.

“Don’t be satisfied with stories,
how things have gone with others.

Unfold your own myth.”

– Rumi

Oh Dear Chaymaa Love This Quote
By Rumi Thanks So Much For Sharing

As This Relates to the Exploration of Looking

Within Trusting Our Inner LiGHT Becoming
FRiEnDS With Our Shadows True too Understanding

How Stories Do Come To Rule And How We May

Best Come to A Table

Of Plenty in Life to

Write, Direct,
Produce, And

Yes Play Our Own

Stories We Create as We
All Perceive Life Differently

Anyway Now WHere Each Individual
Created Story is An Entire New Unique
Being of UNiVeRSE Now to Play For Real…

Happy Saturday to You Dear FRiEnD With Sunshine too..:)


SMiLes Dear
Savvy The Push
Of Nature The

Pull of

Still All
Part of
Ocean Whole Water

Particles, Waves, Fields
of Dreams We BRing to Fruition

ReaLiTy New

Like Certain
Aspects of
Our Bodies

We all Have ‘ONE’…

To Be ‘Politically Correct,’ at Least

SMiLes Dear Akshita Thanks For Bringing
to my Attention “World Book Day,” Belatedly
Celebrating it Now From April 23, 2022 on

Sunday, Yet True That’s the Day, Saturday, i Started
Celebrating A MacroVerse i Am Writing NoW As

Just A Subchapter of mY Longest Long Form
Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” Now at 10.4 MiLLioN
Words in 8 Years and 8 Months of FLoWinG Effort

Hehe, Yet That’s Not the Book i am Celebrating
Now For This is Just A Subchapter of That Biggest
One Named “Nether Land Bible” As A Subchapter Book
of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Yes It is Vaulting Toward 8 MiLLioN
Words Now in Almost 71 Months of Effort; So Yes, Yes, It’s

World Book
Day Now to
me Always
With SMiLes

As Yes There is
Another Subchapter
Almost 59 Months Old
Titled “FB Profile Pic Bible”
As These Are All Casual
Personal Bible EPiC Long
Form Poems As Such Now
As That One Approaches 6.4 MiLLioN Words too
Also Included in All my Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas
Ever Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 And Yes The Tune


Even More…

And i Have No Idea
Why i Do it; i Don’t
Have to; It’s All Just
Blissful Flow Doing it Eternally
Now Along With 16,500 Miles
of Public Dance in 8 Years and
8 Months too; Everyone Needs A

ReTirement Hobby


or More
Hehe For Sure…

Anyway, if you Ever
Catch Up with School
And Work And Everything
Else Lit Up At The Other End of
the ‘Train Tunnel,’ Look Forward
to More of Your Poetry my FRiEnD With SMiLes
As There Was No Way i Could Have Done This
With Either Work or School Responsibilities Before

And All
That Stuff too…

Or Any Worries
About Making Money for Sure,
Pleasing Any Target Audience; And ‘Stuff’ Like That..:)

SMiLes Life is an Ink Blot
Test i’ve Always Enjoyed
Seeing Mind Professionals

To Test
With SMiLES…

As Aren’t We All..:)

Aww You Look SO Lovely
And Joyful on Your
Sunset Hike
Thanks i Really
Appreciate This SMile Today🤗☺️

Greetings 🙌
All Peaceful
Colored SMiLinG
With Only Good Vibes

Are More
Of A Challenge
Never the Less
Colors Do Break Thru

HAha, No One Can or Will Ever Be Sure What So-called Jesus or Yeshua Said as He Was an Illiterate
Carpenter (If We Can Even Be Sure of What He Did for a ‘Living’) Who Spoke Aramaic Along With
The Rest of His Disciples Then; Yes, Again It’s All Just a Story Handed Down in Changing Oral
Tradition From Decades; Since, The Reported Crucifixion of the Dude Jesus; As Creme of the Crop
Greek Writing Romans Cherry picked the Oral Traditions and or Changed Them to Their liking

And Wrote as Ghost Authors Then, Many Centuries Later Assigned Pen Names like Luke, John,
Matthew, And Mark; And Sure, It’s Likely That a Dude Paul once Named Saul Existed and Used
The Story From His Visions That May Have Come From Either A Seizure as Often Attributed to
Mohammad And His Versions Plagiarized in Part From the old Stories too; Or Some Other Kind

of ‘Mental’ Anomaly As Such; and true He (the Muslim Dude) Was Illiterate too; And Actually Never Wrote
A Word Either As there is Controversy By His Closest Housemate That His Sayings Were Put Into Words Of

Print Inaccurately too;

Similar Issues are Attributed to the Probabilities We Actually Have Anything Written By An Actual
Human Being Anciently Reported As Socrates, Buddha, Krishna, And Lao Tzu as Well; All We Can

Be Sure Of In all these Cases Is We Have Stories That Comprise the Efforts of Innumerable Ghost
Authors NoW As Such and others; Given the Authority of Pen Names Much Later on; However

THAT Doesn’t Mean the Stories are Any Less Valuable For The Wisdom They Do Bring,

We Can Agree on or not That Brings Greater Purpose and Meaning to Our Lives;

Yes, Like Living in a State of Unconditional Love Where We Have the Mercy

And Forgiveness of the ‘Good Samaritan’ Who Doesn’t Reduce A
Stranger on the Road of Life

Less Worthy of Loving

Attention Now to Give,
Share, Care, And Heal

In An Altruistic Way Seeing

Humanity as One Big Family;

Seeing the Rest of Nature As One Big Family;

Where Indeed, the ‘Wisdom Eye of the Pyramid,’ if Ya
Wanna Use a Metaphor From Another Old Story of Horus

And Isis And Osiris; And Even Paraphrase it A Bit in More Liberal

Open Minded Ways that Do Naturally Bring Changes to Stories; Yes,

When We Come to Realize There is No Separation; There is No Separate
Self and Ego;

We Are All

All That Is And

Indeed We Are All God

This Way too; In the Sense

And Feel That We Hold All of Existence
DarK Thru LiGHT, Sacred And Holy in Meaning

And Purpose; Even if it Means With Due Respect, We Must Kill Another

Living Mammal and Eat it For Nourishment; Yet True, Like the Old ‘Lion

King Movie’ and the newest Rendition Related, The Lion May Eat the Antelope;

Yet The Lion One Day Will Fall to The Grass And Fertilize the Soils With its ‘Timely’ Decay

And Then The Antelope’s Offspring Will Consume The Grass Fed By The Lion’s Decay And The

Circle of
What is

Whole and

Never Separate

Will Continue on Eternally Now

DarK thru LiGHT; DarK Makes LiGHT;

DarK iS LiGHT; There is No Separation Of All That is…

It’s True, Not Unlike Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, Lao Tzu, and Socrates,

Per All Probabilities as Fictional Characters, Per the Stories Attributed

to them at Least, For the Most Part; Even Though the ‘Lion King’ is A Fictional

Character; It Doesn’t take Anything Away From the Wisdom of the Story; Just

Like The Hope Any Myth or Non-Fictional Story Brings to Other Human Beings;

Story is Important; Stories Are The Source of Many Religions That Through
Similar Ideologies and Symbols, Humans Bond And Bind Over to Stick
Together The Best They Can And Will to Survive, Even Thrive;

Yet Humans Tend

to Vault Stories, Tribally into

Idols to Worship And Separate Themselves
in illusion From the Rest of Nature; Instead, of Just

Stories/Messages to Learn From in Wisdom Stories Bring…

And of Course, Everyone Has Their Interpretations of Stories

As All Stories Come By Metaphor that may be interpreted in Many Ways…

Not Everyone Interprets the ‘Good Samaritan Parable’ the Same Way; What You

Remember of that Parable in Meaning is Dependent on Your Unique Interpretation
Very Much Colored By Your Perceptions of Existence…

You’ve Already Said things Here Like You Don’t
Much Like Unconditional Love and Altruism;

So It’s ‘Heir’ Apparent That

You Don’t View Existence

The Way Most Folks Do; (And That’s
Okay; i Surely Do Not Either As Well)

As its Very Odd to Hear a So-Called
Christian Say They Don’t Much Like

Unconditional Love or Altruism; Yet It’s

(It’s Very Odd Where i Live to Hear Anyone
Going to a Christian Church admit Jesus
Is Likely Only A Story Where Wisdom May Be derived)

True, it May Even Be More Rare to See ‘Christians’ where i live,

Ironically, Actually Offer a Buck to the Robust Homeless Dude
on the Side of the Street Likely Seeing Visions, Similar to Paul too…

(Even though Later on in Matthew, the Penalty for Not doing that
is Burning Forever in Torture and Misery By Judgement of ‘Jesus’;
That’s totally Contradictory and Ridiculous of Course for anyone
Who Suggests You Love The Enemy and Do Greater Works
As the Teacher As That Relates to Mercy, Forgiveness,
And Unconditional Love too)

It’s Rather


It’s All Rather

Ironic; Yet With Cognitive

Empathy And Greater Understanding

of ‘the Beast’ That Can And Will Be Human too…

It makes IT Easier

to Understand

‘They Know Not
What They Do’

And They Feel
And Sense Not What i Do…

It’s True, The Old Bible Needs Loads
of ReVision For Wisdom AS Humanity

Has Gained Much Wisdom Since That
Very FLaWeD Effort Was Put Forth Thousands

Of Years ago; Along With all the Revisions and Changes Since…

We Continue to Evolve And Progress; Those of Us With Open Minds Enough to Do it in change…

And i am Beginning to Celebrate 8 MiLLioN Words of Just One Sub-Chapter of my Personal “SonG of
mY SoUL” Bible As Sub-Titled “Nether Land Bible” As That Close to 71 Month Effort Is Just A Part of
The 10.4 MiLLioN Word Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Endeavor That is “SonG oF mY SoUL” Accomplished in

8 Years and 8 Months;

Yes Indeed, Do The Math, i Knock Out the Size of 10 King James Size Efforts in 70 Months
So Far, if One Adds A Few Words to the Old King James Size Effort as Yes, it takes me

On Average Now

7 Months For 800,00

Words Now For Then

What took All Those

Innumerable Ghost Authors,
Scribes, And Editors and the Such

Thousands of Years to do; That’s
(Granted, ‘They’ Didn’t Have the Technology, i Do Have)

What You (me at least) Call John 14:12, BABY, FOR REAL;


One Will

Hope at

Least With


Love; And Altruism Fully in Tow;

Where Does All this Energy Come From;

How Do i Still Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds

at Close to 62 Years-Old now; How to Do i Public
Dance 16,500 Miles Now in Close to 8 Years And 8 Months too;

The Good News is i am only A Man; The Good News is i Was Born
Functionally Disabled in Many Ways; The Good News is if i can Do this

Imagine What

Other Folks Will Do;

You Don’t have to look

Far, my Efforts are only A Tiny

Drop in an Ocean of Human Potential,

Since the Old Dusty Days of the Old Imperfect
Writings of the Old Bible Were Done; It’s True, Not Everyone

Stayed in the Cave
And Just Worshipped

That Book; Others Went Out

into Fair Winds, And Following

Seas And Found Paradises and Edens

New to Flourish and THRiVE iN More; And
Yes Indeed, Wrote Innumerable Stories of THeir
Own And Actually Did Them Too For Real As Well;

And Yes, This is ‘the Condition’; This Human One
We aRe All Part of As the ‘Guardians of the Galaxy
Volume Two Bible’ Also Related in Theatrical Way;

‘There Are Those

Who Dance;

And There Are

Those Who
Do Not;’ Now,

In Short, i Dance
And Sing Free; i Love, i Breathe
Free Unconditionally Without Fear;
Naked Enough Whole Complete; Yes,

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Now;

Yes, Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For Everyone

i meet and Greet in

Life, Particularly

Those Who Have
Struggled as i have

In Life; Indeed, There Are

Many Views in Life my FRiEnD;

i Am Just Someone Who never gives up…

Considering the Shoes You Wear Now, it Seems
You are doing Okay enough to me, All STuFF Considered;

i Don’t Agree
With Much of
Any Way You
Interpret the
Stories of the Old Bible;

Yet On the Other Hand;

That Applies to Most Everyone
i Will Be Sitting Next to in Church today;

i Only Go for the Dance And Song of Love;

i Tend to Discard The Rest As Chaff From Wheat…

It’s Not Hard for me to Do; As i am Slave to No One Else’s Story of Life…

At Core Really
That’s Basically
The Story of Jesus
in A ‘Nutshell’ too;

He Felt the Old Story
Needed Revision; And It’s
True Back in those Days Then
Without the Freedom of Expression

We Have today; Someone Would Have
Surely Been Crucified For Rising Against

the Old Tide…

i Am Not
With ‘Alabama Football’
Either; If You Can’t See The Metaphor, i do…

These Are Different Days; These Are ‘Twitter
Days’; i am too ‘Big’ to For Any of ‘Those Folks’ to see…

And Totally Safe
This Way for

i Relate,
From the
HEaRD of Past;

It’s Also A Way
of A ‘Bard’ and ‘Fili’;

It’s Nothing ReAlly ‘New’…

Yet the Messages of Change Do still
Get Delivered to Other Audiences, Free at Hand;

Just Old Irish in A New World Again With ‘Lucky Charms’ Free…

Anyway, it
Sunday (May Day)
Is Next Sunday, Hehe…

And i’ll Be Celebrating that
on a Southern Baptist Pastor’s
First Sunday Dinner on the Grounds of His Farm…


Church Coming Next…

After That Dancing At
the Mall And Barnes and
Noble Bookstore Reading
Another Book For Free Listening
to Meditative Music Entertaining
the Star Buck’s College Student
Crowd With Free Dance; After That i’ll
Probably Visit Egypt and India Through This

Fiber Optic Cable too…

These Days are the Best Now, So Far, i’ve Seen
or Known For Damned Sure…

There is Almost

Nothing i Do

That is

‘Politically Correct’; HAha,
i’m in A Best And Only Real Company (Change).

Dude, i Interpret the Poetry
Of The Bible Written By
A Bunch of Unknowns
Thousands of Years

Ago Much


Than You
As i Really
LiVE iN Paradise
On EartH, Both on
The Outside And Yes
Within; You’ve Already

Described Your ‘Randian’
Inspired Reality; Is It Any Surprise

You Interpret JeSuS As A
Selfish Human: Short Answer: No

Poetry isn’t up
For Debate; Only
Interpretation; And
Your Views Surely
Reflect The You

You Describe As
Mine Naturally
Do Too; THere

Is only
One Person
To Debate
In This

If You Want to
Hold That Debate
With Your ‘Randian’

Inspired Views; Not Too
Far off From The Other

So-Called Christians i ‘View’…

Okay; Somewhat
Disappointing; Yet

What IT IS;
Yep, DarK Thru LiGHT,
In Terms of Love

Than DarK…

Considering, There is 45,000 Plus Denominations, Globally of Christianity,
Most All of Which, Believe They have the Correct Interpretation of The Bible;
And Considering, If one Goes to the Same Church With Different Pastors or

Priests Preaching, One May Also Receive Drastically Different Interpretations
From Those Two or More Ministers; And Considering One May Interview Many

Congregants As i Have Done in the Past As An Anthropology Participant Observer
in the Many Churches in my Local Area; And Many Other Religions; And Yes, Among

Many Other Folks Within Different Sects of Those Religions, Globally, All With Different Interpretations

Of the Same Poetic Texts, No Matter What Their Holy and Sacred Valued Book or God is Called….

Yes, Interpretation

Is What One Gets When
One Asks Someone Else

What They Believe in Life;

And It’s Fascinating As One Poem

May Work Very Similar as a Personality
And Or Rorschach Test; Smiles, i Consider ‘the

Source’ When it Comes to ‘Ink Blot’ Interpretations;

In Other Words; More Or Less, the Whole Bible is an Ink
Blot, When it Comes to Religious, Denominational, in Sect,

And Individual Interpretations; And As Much as One Might like

To Think They Have the One True Interpretation; Go Ahead And Believe
That As They May;


i’m not
Buying it as
my World View

is Much Different
Than Theirs; Obviously,

Like Night and Day; And that’s
Okay with me; i Find Ink Blot Test
Results Fascinating; Yet There is No

Way to Measure Poetry Interpretations
in Any Real Discrete And Scientific Way;

It’s Kind of Hilarious, When Folks Try to
Make a Science of it And Put ‘God and Poetry’
in a Straight Jacket of their Own MaKinG; It’s like


Wind in

A Jar Prisoner

And Feeling the Breeze…

And No, That’s Not supposed to make sense…

Dude, Typically, Most Everyone Thinks Someone

Else Who Has A Different Interpretation of Their
Holy and Sacred Book Has An Irrelevant Opinion;

That’s Certainly
No New News to me…

Ad Nauseam As Such as

Many Interpretations and
Folks Who Consider themselves
The One True Jailor of This or That Poem…

Even The Writers of Many Poems Won’t Give

You the Original Meaning of Their Poems;
And Some of them Are Intended With No Meaning at all;

Although, You’ll
Still Find Folks Insisting
They Have the One True Meaning;
And Hold On to it Like a Dog with
A Nice Juicy Steak Bone; For Whatever Reason…

However, Science Shows it’s Typical of More Literal,
Black And White, More Left Brain Restricted Minds;

As Current Science Suggests That Intuition and Interpretation
Is More A Gift of the Right Hemisphere By Process at Least in
Current Research;

By Iain McGilchrist,
Considered an Expert
on the Topic, Modernly As Such…

It’s Fascinating As Literal Thinking Folks
Who Did Paint By Numbers Poetry in Online
Poetry Clubs Had As Much Difficulty Understanding
my Metaphors as Some Folks Do on this Internet Site;

And That’s Not Surprising That Systemizing Minds Would
Have Difficulty With Metaphors, Poetry, Intuition, Imagination,
Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual-Emotional-Intelligences All assessed

More in the Realm
of Right Hemisphere
Processes and it’s True
When i Scored 45 On the
AQ Scan, So Much More Difficult
For me, Until i Unpacked those Right
Brain Hemisphere Processes Scoring 11 Now;

It Seems, Simon Baron Cohen’s Research is Good for
that; However, Not Every Person Diagnosed on the Autism
Spectrum Scores High on that AQ Scan Either; It’s Just A Screening tool…

i Write As An Exploration of my Soul Within; Response is Inconsequential to me…

Yet i Surely
Do Not Mind
It as it only
Serves LiGHT
or DarK Muse For
Additional Soul Exploration..:)

Great Sunday
To You as
Well Dear
Yes Your
Your Life🙌☺️

SMiles Dear
Aloha FRiEnD
So Much Love
For Cappuccino
Kitty From His


His Human
Mama And
Daddy Too
18 Years of
So Much Love
Priceless Life
With Whiskers
Dear FRiEnD Yes
Surely i Will Pray
For Cappuccino Kitty’s
Recovery So Will my Wife

His Best
Is The Gift
Of Love Surrounding
Him In The Best Paradise

We All Give
Share Care
And Do Heal🙏🏝🐾

SMiLes Dear
Savvy The Push
Of Nature The

Pull of

Still All
Part of
Ocean Whole Water

Particles, Waves, Fields
of Dreams We BRing to Fruition

ReaLiTy New

Catholic Mass Readings
From April 24, 2022 Something
About Myths; Yes, Vehicles and
Vessels Used As Hyperbole that

May Help Expand An Empire or
Done Sincerely For Soul Growth
Carry Deeper Messages in Metaphors

That Land Within Among Deeper Souls than
Most ACross the Ages if they Are Designed
Metaphorically Enough to Pass Over the Heads
of those Not So Spiritually, HeART, And SoUL Felt Blessed

In Other Words
Those More Left
Brain Restricted
Folks Without the
SoUL Juice More Interested
In External Rewards of Mammon
in Power, Status, Material Gains
And The Psychopathic Joy of
Subjugating, Controlling and
Mastering Other Human Beings Under Their Thumb…

Other than that perhaps i’ll get Around to Putting the
Parts of the Last MacroVerse Together and Electronically
Publishing That One Before i Finish Writing This Yet Creativity Just Won’t Wait

As It’s
Last For Real Now..:)

Reading 1, Acts 5:12-16
12 The apostles worked many signs and miracles among the people. One in heart, they all used to meet in the Portico of Solomon.

13 No one else dared to join them, but the people were loud in their praise

14 and the numbers of men and women who came to believe in the Lord increased steadily. Many signs and wonders were worked among the people at the hands of the apostles

15 so that the sick were even taken out into the streets and laid on beds and sleeping-mats in the hope that at least the shadow of Peter might fall across some of them as he went past.

16 People even came crowding in from the towns round about Jerusalem, bringing with them their sick and those tormented by unclean spirits, and all of them were cured.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 118:2-4, 13-15, 22-24
2 Let the House of Israel say, ‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

3 Let the House of Aaron say, ‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

4 Let those who fear Yahweh say, ‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

13 I was pushed hard, to make me fall, but Yahweh came to my help.

14 Yahweh is my strength and my song, he has been my Saviour.

15 Shouts of joy and salvation, in the tents of the upright, ‘Yahweh’s right hand is triumphant,

22 The stone which the builders rejected has become the cornerstone;

23 This is Yahweh’s doing, and we marvel at it.

24 This is the day which Yahweh has made, a day for us to rejoice and be glad.

Reading 2, Revelation 1:9-11, 12-13, 17-19
9 I, John, your brother and partner in hardships, in the kingdom and in perseverance in Jesus, was on the island of Patmos on account of the Word of God and of witness to Jesus;

10 it was the Lord’s Day and I was in ecstasy, and I heard a loud voice behind me, like the sound of a trumpet, saying,

11 ‘Write down in a book all that you see, and send it to the seven churches of Ephesus, Smyrna, Pergamum, Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia and Laodicea.’

12 I turned round to see who was speaking to me, and when I turned I saw seven golden lamp-stands

13 and, in the middle of them, one like a Son of man, dressed in a long robe tied at the waist with a belt of gold.

17 When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead, but he laid his right hand on me and said, ‘Do not be afraid; it is I, the First and the Last; I am the Living One,

18 I was dead and look — I am alive for ever and ever, and I hold the keys of death and of Hades.

19 Now write down all that you see of present happenings and what is still to come.

Gospel, John 20:19-31
19 In the evening of that same day, the first day of the week, the doors were closed in the room where the disciples were, for fear of the Jews. Jesus came and stood among them. He said to them, ‘Peace be with you,’

20 and, after saying this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples were filled with joy at seeing the Lord,

21 and he said to them again, ‘Peace be with you. ‘As the Father sent me, so am I sending you.’

22 After saying this he breathed on them and said: Receive the Holy Spirit.

23 If you forgive anyone’s sins, they are forgiven; if you retain anyone’s sins, they are retained.

24 Thomas, called the Twin, who was one of the Twelve, was not with them when Jesus came.

25 So the other disciples said to him, ‘We have seen the Lord,’ but he answered, ‘Unless I can see the holes that the nails made in his hands and can put my finger into the holes they made, and unless I can put my hand into his side, I refuse to believe.’

26 Eight days later the disciples were in the house again and Thomas was with them. The doors were closed, but Jesus came in and stood among them. ‘Peace be with you,’ he said.

27 Then he spoke to Thomas, ‘Put your finger here; look, here are my hands. Give me your hand; put it into my side. Do not be unbelieving any more but believe.’

28 Thomas replied, ‘My Lord and my God!’

29 Jesus said to him: You believe because you can see me. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.

30 There were many other signs that Jesus worked in the sight of the disciples, but they are not recorded in this book.

31 These are recorded so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that believing this you may have life through his name.


‘Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry,
the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness

which does not bow
before children‘

-Kahlil Gibran

So True Empathy

With Genuine Leadership In Compassion

Serves A Master of Love Without Fear

Too Busy Giving
Often Forgetting

Receiving At All

A Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Flow
New Becomes All Reward True Now
Such A Lovely Quote And Resonating
Words Thanks For Sharing Dear Savvy With SMiLes..:)

Funny Little Synchronicities Now
When Answers Come New Before

Questions it Happens

Over and Over

It Seems

Any Lists at all

So Much Different
Now Than That Other
Place Then WHere Time
Never FLoWeD in ReVerse ThiS Way…

It’s Like ‘The Meaning of Life’ When

That Finds

Us You Them
me We iN This i..:)

Interesting, Toward
of my ‘Work-Career’
my Boss Summarized

(Back Then in 2008,
At Age 4, In that
New Year January)

me as

“A List Maker”
Before That It Was
“Valuable Commodity”
Falling Ill And Leaving
Work Indeed Was Gonna
Leave Him (And Others) With
A Lot More To Do Back Then

As He Justified my Work-Load
With the ‘Accolade’ Of
The Good Employees
Do 90 Percent of the
Work-Load Yet He Didn’t
Say What The ‘Good
Bosses Do’ As That
Relates to Work-Load

And i Suppose in a way
i Still Do These Lists as
4.26.2022 Is A List Milestone
And Featnote Day Today Hehe…

Yep Anniversary Date of 8 Years
And 8 Months of Public Dancing
16,515 Miles And Incidentally When

i Was at Walmart Doing my Public
Dance While Performing A Quick
Actual Store Related Task for
my Wife A Young Woman

Came Up to me and
Asked, “Are You the

Guy That Dances,”
As Sure Where i am
From i’ll Probably be the
First and Last Public Dancer

As Long as this Place Remains
‘Trump Town USA’ and all the Baggage
With That Meme However the Young Woman Said
She Just Wanted to Thank me For my Dance And She

Said She and Her Friends While in School Came to Walmart
And Videotaped me And Danced in Their Spare Time With the
Videos they took of me Dancing And She Said i Helped Inspire

Them Getting Through Tough Years at School From a Distance
Just Someone Living Their Best Life Free For All Inspiring them
to Be The Best They Could Be too Yet That’s Not All For This Day

As Yes While i Am Celebrating one Subchapter of my Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” Writing A MacroVerse Titled
“Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old” Yes That Subchapter Turns
71 Months Old Today And The Other Ongoing Subchapter “FB Profile
Pic Bible” Where The Words Now Are Also included in All my Facebook
Profile Pic Description Areas in Series to the Tune of About 8 Thousand
Words Each Yes That Writing Effort of Almost 6.4 MiLLioN Words So Far
Has A 59th Month Anniversary Date Today As Well too And It’s True i’ve

Evolved Somewhat Doing Lists As i Used to Only be Able to Number them
1,2,3 And 4 And The Such Now They Just Flow Out of Practically Nowhere

i Know

of With
The Lists

Just Come and
Go Like Wind
Within of Free SPiRiT

Now Hmm, So Many Things on the To Do
List Yet It’s Always Really only One Word
And Or Move of Dancing Singing Life Free


It’s An Interesting Way Of Life Yep Inspiring
People You’ve Never Met Before in Your Life…

Like the Old Jimmy Stewart Movie, “It’s A Wonderful Life”

When We Make
Some Kind

of Difference

Leaving This World
Perhaps As One That SMiles A bit More
Yet Of Course In Many Ways We Most All Do ‘These Lists’…

Anyway i’ll Never Forget The Vibration of the Young Woman’s Appreciation…
Sooner or Later What We Give For Free Without Expectation Does Return to

Greet Us

And Meet Us

Even if It
Is Only a
Last Breath
That Actually
Exhales A Giving Difference in Life
After the Last Inhale of Peace Exhale of

Love CarrieS ON..:)

*Oops, Age 47,
Not 4, Although my
Wife Still Calls me 2..;)

SMiLes Dear Cindy Hehe Thought
You Are Exposing Your Hippy Roots
Here Yet Instead it is All About the Butt

Yes the Power Source of So Much

of What Moves Us Through

Life my Wife’s Silent

Complaint When We Got
Married Over 32 Years Ago

i Never Knew Yet it Wasn’t Until
She Informed me Finally Shortly


i Danced in Public for 16,515
Miles As Yes Today 4.26.2022

Is Actually the 8 Year And 8 Month
Anniversary Date of Doing That as i’m Gonna

Digress A Bit to Last Night at the Military
Gym Where A Young Elite Marine Warrior

Started Counting All Thirty 45 Pound Plates of the Leg
Press Machine Which of Course is Great For exercising

Our Butts Safely Without All that Weight Up High on Shoulders For
Squats And i Never Bring my Knees Up too Far High to Damage my
Lower Back Leg Pressing That More Dangerous Way too Yet Anyway

The Elite Military Warrior Just Couldn’t Hardly Believe i Could Leg Press
All that Weight, All 1380 Pounds Just Warming up to a Max of 1520 Pounds…

i Explained
to Him i Never
Quit Working Out
Since i Was 12 Years
Old and i Explained to
Him i was stuck at 500 Pounds
From Age 21 thru Age 53 Until i Started
Dancing That Day in Public on 8.26.2013

As Gradually My Legs and Butt Got Stronger
And Stronger And It’s True i Can’t Leg Press More
Than 1520 Pounds Now Coming to 62 Years of age On June 6th
As The Leg Press Machine is Already Filled to the Max With
Plates As The Elite Military Dude Was About Ready For me to
Present my Driver’s License to Prove my Advanced Age Too…

Key is
Use it
or Lose
it as this
Applies to All
Stuff Life Sit on
Our Butts too Much
And They Will Become
Way too Flat and Next Thing We

Know We May Indeed Have ‘Flat Tires’
And Be Moved Around Walmart in A Cart
Along With What We Buy There if You Shop
With ‘Common Humans’ Hehe Like i Do Too

Thing is, It Doesn’t Matter that i Public Dance
About 160 Miles A Month And Leg Press All that

Weight, i Still Sit on my Butt Way too Much as Another
57 Thousand Word Long Form Bi-Weekly Poem i Published
Yesterday Will Naturally Bring So Yes i’ve Been Dealing with
Some Sciatica Issues like i Did way back When i was in my
40’s Attached to A Desk at Work For 5 Years Sitting Down then

So i’ve Been Getting
Up More And Stretching
As True While A Flow is
Nice One May Become
Disconnected From the
Reality of Our Other


in Balance

Always a Balance
And Your Instructions on
How to Maintain Hip Health
Across the Lifespan Extremely
Valuable Lessons Indeed to Enjoy
Great Health and Well Being in Life

Anyway my Wife Says my Butt Isn’t
Flat Anymore Yes i Do Whatever i
Have to Do to Keep Her Happy Hehe…

How Hilarious is That Someone Comes up
to me And Asks me Why i’ve Danced Way More
Than Half the Distance Around the Globe at the
Equator and i Say Cause my Wife Complained i Had a Flat Butt

When We Got Married
32 Years Ago…

True my
Any More
Hehe it’s
More Like a ‘Bubble’…

Anyway So Happy my
Wife Was able to
Overlook my
Flat Butt Back in 1989..:)

Hi Ms. Wonder Woman
Beauty of Living In A 🥶
Freezer For Several
Months i May
As Much
In Spring Flowers
As You Do Now Hehe
Yet i Shall Surely Put Forth

Even if
It is Not
Woman Worthy

SMiles Of Course

Agree; it Would
Be Nice if We Could
All Just Be “Kindly Human”
And Treat Others Humanely;

Yet Sadly That’s Not Based on Reality Either;
As Not All Humans Share That Gift; Both

Genetically And Environmentally

‘Affected’ And ‘Effected’ Too…

How Gifted Are Those of ‘We’
Who Have That ‘Humane’ Gift

As One may Define ‘Humane’
Differently too; Ranging From

Forcing Young Daughters Who May
Be Raped Violently By Their Fathers,
To Carry That Fetus to Term Without
the Option of Medically And Safely Ending
The Pregnancy Through Abortion; And Other
Women Raped As Such And All the Other Messy

Parts of Reality That Make Messy Decisions Reality too…

There is Nothing
About Life



Other than
the Abstract
Constructs We
Create to Put Nature in Prison;
Yep What i Call ‘God’, ‘The Naked Nature’ oF iT ALL.

Yet Here’s A Fact, if Only 1 Percent of Our Population
Is Affected By This or That; That’s Over 3 Million Human
Beings; And While it Might Be Easy for the Other 99 Percent

to Marginalize Whoever Those Folks May Be With Their Human
Needs and Wants; Those Folks, Whoever They Are Exist; Just Like

The Million Folks Who Died From the Pandemic, While the Other
Millions Insisted on Their Freedoms to Provide Environments That

Were Not
Safe For
Their Fellow
Human Beings.

The Condition of
Humanity Is surely

Not Always ‘Humane’; One Thing
For Sure, A ‘Pandemic’ of ‘Human Ignorance’
Harms, Rapes, Maims, And Kills Many Indeed…

And Again, This Is Why ‘We’ Have Laws/Rules/
‘Politically Correctness’ to Protect ‘The Marginalized.’





Anyway, Folks Here Have already Noted that ‘Human Sex’ is too Complex
to Understand When the Science of it is Actually Presented; Perhaps We Have More

Folks in the Discussion Now Who Can Make Use of a More Reliable Source Like ‘Scientific American.’

i Don’t Have A Degree in Biology; Yet At Least my Degrees in Anthropology, Social Sciences Interdisciplinary,
And Health Science, Provide an Ability to Understand the Science of the ‘Human Sex’ Related Article Below;

Yes, Not all Folks Are Fortunate Enough to Have An Education That Provides the Ability to Understand
the Science of it; And This Is Why We Have Laws to Protect the Marginalized; Not Everyone Has the

And Software’

to Understand
the Complexity
of What makes the
Entire Spectrum of Humanity Tick;

As Of Course That is Part of the Spectrum of Humanity too.

“Contrary to popular belief, scientific research helps us better understand the unique and real transgender experience. Specifically, through three subjects: (1) genetics, (2) neurobiology and (3) endocrinology. So, hold onto your parts, whatever they may be. It’s time for “the talk.”

Nearly everyone in middle school biology learned that if you’ve got XX chromosomes, you’re a female; if you’ve got XY, you’re a male. This tired simplification is great for teaching the importance of chromosomes but betrays the true nature of biological sex. The popular belief that your sex arises only from your chromosomal makeup is wrong. The truth is, your biological sex isn’t carved in stone, but a living system with the potential for change.
Why? Because biological sex is far more complicated than XX or XY (or XXY, or just X). XX individuals could present with male gonads. XY individuals can have ovaries. How? Through a set of complex genetic signals that, in the course of a human’s development, begins with a small group of cells called the bipotential primordium and a gene called SRY.
A newly fertilized embryo initially develops without any indication of its sex. At around five weeks, a group of cells clump together to form the bipotential primordium. These cells are neither male nor female but have the potential to turn into testes, ovaries or neither. After the primordium forms, SRY—a gene on the Y chromosome discovered in 1990, thanks to the participation of intersex XX males and XY females—might be activated.*
Though it is still not fully understood, we know SRY plays a role in pushing the primordium toward male gonads. But SRY is not a simple on/off switch, it’s a precisely timed start signal, the first chord of the “male gonad” symphony. A group of cells (instrument sections) must all express SRY (notes of the chord), at the right time (conductor?). Without that first chord, the embryo will play a different symphony: female gonads, or something in between.

And there’s more! While brief and coordinated SRY-activation initiates the process of male-sex differentiation, genes like DMRT1 and FOXL2 maintain certain sexual characteristics during adulthood. If these genes stop functioning, gonads can change and exhibit characteristics of the opposite sex. Without these players constantly active, certain components of your biological sex can change.
There’s still more! SRY, DMRT1, and FOXL2 aren’t directly involved with other aspects of biological sex. Secondary sex characteristics—penis, vagina, appearance, behavior—arise later, from hormones, environment, experience, and genes interacting. To explore this, we move from the body to the brain, where biology becomes behavior.

When the biology gets too complicated, some point to differences between brains of males and females as proof of the sexual binary. But a half century of empirical research has repeatedly challenged the idea that brain biology is simply XY = male brain or XX = female brain. In other words, there is no such thing as “the male brain” or “the female brain.” This is not to say that there are no observable differences. Certain brain characteristics can be sexually dimorphic: observable average differences across males and females. But like biological sex, pointing to “brain sex” as the explanation for these differences is wrong and hinders scientific research.
Let’s just take the most famous example of sexual dimorphism in the brain: the sexually dimorphic nucleus of the preoptic area (sdnPOA). This tiny brain area with a disproportionately sized name is slightly larger in males than in females. But it’s unclear if that size difference indicates distinctly wired sdnPOAs in males versus females, or if—as with the bipotential primordium—the same wiring is functionally weighted toward opposite ends of a spectrum. Throw in the observation that the sdnPOA in gay men is closer to that of straight females than straight males, and the idea of “the male brain” falls apart.

Trying to link sex, sex chromosomes and sexual dimorphism is also useless for understanding other brain properties. The hormone vasopressin is dimorphic but is linked to both behavioral differences and similarities across sex. Simply put, the idea of a sexual binary isn’t scientifically useful, and nowhere is this more obvious than in the brain. It also happens that transgender people have the brains to prove it.
It’s easy to see sexual dimorphisms and conclude that the brain is binary; easy, but wrong. Thanks to the participation of trans people in research, we have expanded our understanding of how brain structure, sex and gender interact. For some properties like brain volume and connectivity, trans people possessed values in between those typical of cisgender males and females, both before and after transitioning. Another study found that for certain brain regions, trans individuals appeared similar to cis-individuals with the same gender identity. In that same study, researchers found specific areas of the brain where trans people seemed closer to those with the same assigned sex at birth. Other researchers discovered that trans people have unique structural differences from cis-individuals.

As if the brain and body weren’t complicated enough, another biological factor influences the expression of biological sex in an individual: hormones. Anyone who has gone through puberty has felt the power of hormones firsthand. But like all things biology, hormones cannot be limited to the pubescent idea of “estrogen = female and testosterone = male.”
For one thing, all humans possess levels of estrogen, progesterone and testosterone with sex differences not as prominent as is popularly thought. During infancy and prepubescence, these hormones sit in a bipotential range, with no marked sex differences. Through puberty, certain sex hormones like estrogen, progesterone and testosterone become weighted toward one end of a spectrum. But in developed adults, estrogen and progesterone levels are on average similar between males and nonpregnant females. And while testosterone exhibits the largest difference between adult males and females, heritability studies have found that genetics (X vs. Y) only explains about 56 percent of an individual’s testosterone, suggesting many other influences on hormones. Furthermore, measurements of sex hormones levels in any one individual wildly vary across the range of “average” values regardless of how close or spread apart you take the measurements. The binary sex model not only insufficiently predicts the presence of hormones but is useless in describing factors that influence them.

Environmental, social and behavioral factors also influence hormones in both males and females, complicating the idea that hormones determine sex. Progesterone changes in response to typically male-coded social situations that involve dominance and competition. Estrogen, typically linked to feminine-coded behavior, also plays a role in masculine-coded dominance/power social scenarios. Though testosterone levels are different between males and females on average, many external factors can change these levels, such as whether or not a person is raising a child. Differing testosterone levels in both men and women can predict certain parenting behaviors. Even the content of a sexual fantasy can change testosterone levels. The fact is, behavior and environment—like cultural gender norms and expectations—influence sex-related hormones, and the biology of the body and brain itself.

While this is a small overview, the science is clear and conclusive: sex is not binary, transgender people are real. It is time that we acknowledge this. Defining a person’s sex identity using decontextualized “facts” is unscientific and dehumanizing. The trans experience provides essential insights into the science of sex and scientifically demonstrates that uncommon and atypical phenomena are vital for a successful living system. Even the scientific endeavor itself is quantifiably better when it is more inclusive and diverse. So, no matter what a pundit, politician or internet troll may say, trans people are an indispensable part of our living reality.
Transgender humans represent the complexity and diversity that are fundamental features of life, evolution and nature itself. That is a fact.”

For me at Least, and in my Opinion,
The More We Integrate Our Human Potentials,
Including The Masculine and Feminine Potentials

We May Have As Stereotyped in the Past; the More
Whole Human Beings We Become, Better Able to Cooperate

With Other Folks as Whole too; From my Experience online,
About 9 Out of 10 Folks Who Write Poetry Are Women; And

There Surely Aren’t Many Dudes, Doing a Graceful Ballet-Like
Dance Where i Live in Public; Yet if They Understand How Closely Related
Ballet is to Martial Arts, Like Bruce Lee and Claude Van Damme Did And Do too,

They May Come to Better See Graceful Balance Brings More Peace, Less Fear, And More Strength…

And in my Opinion, The Term ‘Chi’ That is Thrown Around is This Laser Focus in Graceful Flow This Way That
Provides A Greater Opportunity for Explosive Strength; Not Unlike a Lion Totally Motionless Before They Strike.

When The Elite Military Dudes See me Warming Up Gracefully Like that Gradually Filling The Leg Press Machine
With Up to 1520 Pounds in 45 Pound Plates; And Yes i Leg Press it Multiple Reps With My Arms Raised
To The Sky in Balance; Hehe, At Least it is a Hint That there is Utility in my Graceful Warm-up; i Haven’t

Got Any
‘Challenges’ on
it, When it is
With 3 Quarters of a Ton;

It Surely isn’t ‘Politically Correct’
in A Military Gym That Trains Warriors;

Yet in Places Where it is Understood, it is Well Received;
Like Most Everything Else in Life, When Folks Understand it,

They Are better
able to accept it;

And Even Practice
New Ways of Being
That Bring Greater
Human Potentials to Fruition…

Of Course, i’m Still the Only one
That Warms Up This Way at the Local Military Gym;
And The Only one i’ve Seen even Budge That Much Weight…

An Issue of Course is Dudes Worried About What The Other Dudes
Might Think of them,
if they dare to Move
Outside Parameters

of Before;

Oh, to Be
Free of

Such Freedom indeed;

Yet of Course, When it comes
to Being Promoted And the Such
in Work Life, only if You meet the
Grade of Group Think; A Necessity
it May Be For Basic Survival As Well;

Go Figure, Part of ‘the Poison’ of ‘Tradition’;
And In this Case of Course “Being Politically Correct;”

It’s A
Issue All
The Way Around…

And An Art For Either
Moving or Staying in
The Caves oF ‘Old Days’..:)

Thanks Dear
A Lifetime
Of Reading
my Whole Book
Of Life Will Be With


‘Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry,
the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness

which does not bow
before children‘

-Kahlil Gibran

So True Empathy

With Genuine Leadership In Compassion

Serves A Master of Love Without Fear

Too Busy Giving
Often Forgetting

Receiving At All

A Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing Flow
New Becomes All Reward True Now
Such A Lovely Quote And Resonating
Words Thanks For Sharing Dear Savvy With SMiLes..:)


Only A Moth Inheriting
LiGHT A Lamp oF
A LiGHT House

i Am
Will Be
Even Integrating
Clouds With Sunshine

With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Play Doesn’t Age
Play Slays Fear
Room For Loving
All Eternally Now

All Wonderful

Quotes You Share
Yes Ageless Timeless Priceless


Yep Some Studies Show That Core of What Separates
Altruistic Heroes From Selfish Callous Villains Is Yes

of Course Empathy
And Compassion

So Large The Hero
Has Difficulties Separating

Their Selves With Empathy and
Compassion For All Others So Yes

Even Like Mother Teresa It’s Possible

to Go to The Dark Side And Lose That Faith

of Empathy
and Compassion

For All Through And Through

Yep We aRe Only Humans With

Limitations And With Enough

Chronic to Acute Stress

All the Sea Creature

May Be Lost

From Just
Another Empty Shell of
What Came Before on A Beach
Balance It’s All About Balance For
Every Human Living Lamp oF LiGHT for Real..:)

Oh How Wonderful it Would Be to Have
A 66-Foot Jacaranda Tree With Lush
Beautiful Blue Flowers Covering It
All Around With Many Other

Blue Trees too Unfortunately
Haven’t Even Seen one Here

Yet i Think i Did on a Fellow
Blogger’s Homesite in Hawaii

It’s All So Surreal in Beauty as She
Actually Lives With Her Husband Directly
On the Beach Surfing Everyday As Her Pets
Follow Her All Around the Beach Just Paradise

And It Figures They Would Have Jacaranda Trees There too

It’s Kinda Nice in June i Finally Get 100 Percent of my Federal
Service Retirement After Getting only 40 Percent For So Many

Years and Thanks to ‘Chip Shortages’ And ‘SUV Shortages’ Katrina
Has Lost Her Appetite to Use my Extra Retirement Pay for a New
Subaru or Honda SUV as i Do Believe She is Gonna Stick By Our
Honda Civic For Some More Years As Those Vehicles Are

Practically Bullet Proof Like Superman Haha as Yes i
Do Have Her Convinced That All She Can Buy
Flowers to Plant in Our Back-Yard Garden
Of Eden is A Much Better Investment

In Colors of Life That Actually
Breathe Soul Dear Shawna

Baby Yep It’s All About
Soul This Play of Life Now

And So Lovely You Enjoyed
A HeART-Felt Experience in the
MoMeNTO’s From Mother Helen’s
Life on Earth One Memorial Service
With No End my FRiEnD As Ashes actually

Continue to Breathe Online This Way With
SMiLes of LoVE to Give and Share And Even
Care and Heal With So Much Longer Than Just

A Funeral Service With SMiLes Continuing in the
“Clouds” As They Say Online too With SMiLes of Memories

Of the Way We Were And What Makes Us Who We aRe Now
Thanks For Connecting a Lovely 7 Years it is Being Your FRiEnD..:)

Love, Fred

Amen Dear Cindy Wonderful Inspiring Poem

In Appreciation You Write to A Real Archetype

of A Hero Who Doesn’t Place

Himself Above Those

He Serves

As Servant
Rather Than Master
Leadership indeed my FRiEnD

The Difference is Empathy And Compassion For Humanity As Whole.

The Difference is Empathy And Compassion For Humanity As Whole.

It’s Not Uncommon to Find Someone
With Empathy And Compassion

Yet It Surely Is for

Humanity As Whole
As Politics, Religion,
And Tradition in General

Naturally Excludes And This is the
Reason Putin Went to War for Authoritarian
Ways of Enforcing His Tradition Over Others Indeed…

A Better

Way is When
The ‘Small’ Man
Is Surely Tall in a
Force of Love For All That is Real..:)

Trump, Ruined His So-Called Legacy,
in Part, by Inciting Violence on Twitter;

(He Says He Won’t Go Back; Why Not Come
Back, and Ruin His So-Called Legacy More;
After All That’s What His Kids Agreed He Did)

Even Though my Rich Uncle Has A Personally
Signed Big Book of Trump’s ‘Achievements,’ He

Said He’d Have Trouble Supporting Him if He Ran Again
as He (Trump) Is too Much of A Jerk… So Perhaps the Republican Party

May Support Another Jerk, the DeSaTaNiS ‘Florida Man’ at the Top of Government Here…

Not Unlike Steve Jobs And Bill Gates, Who Could Be Mighty Big Jerks When Folks Got in

The Way of Their Aspirations; Musk Is a Bit Impulsive And Very Much Impulsive This Way too;

The Stock-Holders
Took Notice As ‘Tesla
Stock’ Fell 125 Billion Dollars
in a Day Wiping out 30 Billion
Dollars of Musk’s Hundreds of Billions

in One Day too…

Hey, This is the American Way;

It’s a Capitalistic Company At Soul;

And Elon Musk Has Enough ‘Capital’

to Buy Almost What Ever He Wants; However, in the World

of Business, if You Don’t Serve Your Target Audiences Well, You
Can and Will Lose Your Capitalistic Shirt; If Musk Turns Twitter into More of
A Cess-Pool of Harmful Conspiracy Theories; More Anger, And Hate Speech Related Non-Sense,

His Other Aspirations

He Takes As ‘Holy Grail’
in Life Will Suffer the Consequences
of His Actions as Stockholders Are Already

Intimating Now; And True, There Are Always Two Sides

oF A STory As We Do Need Conservative and Liberal Input
For A Balancing And Surviving; And Even Thriving Society; That

Weeds Out ‘the Fringe’ on Both Ends; Using Facebook the Other Day,
The ‘Dim Witted Algorithm’ Pulled A Quote of Whitman’s Text For the
‘Preface to Leaves of Grass’ As Frigging Human Exploitation; That Happens

When You Have a Device That Doesn’t Understand The ‘Nuances of the Human Soul’…

In a Way, This is a An Issue, A Human Challenge Mr. Musk Has; He Will Probably Come to

Learn it is Best
Not to Spread
Himself too Thin,

In Areas That He
Does Not Have Enough ‘Knowledge’
And Other Human Attributes (Wisdom) to Properly Manage…

According to Recent Statistics, About 20 Percent of Americans
Use Twitter; and About 90 Percent of What is Tweeted There is
Done By About 10 Percent of the Actual Users; If It Turns into

A Cess-Pool of Harmful Conspiracy Theories, Hate Speech, and the Such;

There Are Alternatives; Perhaps It Would Have Been Better For Musk if he

Didn’t Buy
‘Swamp Land
in Arizona’; Talking
Himself into it as Yuck,
a Self-Defeating Purchase….

On the Other Hand, the Response
From the Facebook Algorithm was
That they Might Not Have the Humanity
To Take Care of my Disagreement That Whitman
Is Some Kind of Villain Who Should Be Erased from Humanity…

‘They’ Came Through in a Matter of Minutes; Yet on the Other Hand,
if They Didn’t, i Would Have gone to ‘Facebook Jail’ for Certain Restrictions
For About A Month; Hey, the Way i Look at it; It’s all A Free Service; if they Make

Enough Mistakes, i’ll
Just Go Somewhere Else;

There Are A lot of Avenues

to Serve Specific Niche’s of Target Audiences;

As Long As the Actual Laws of Our Country do
Not Change to Take Freedom of Expression Away…

It’s a Work oF Art in Progress, in A Fast Pace, Moving
Changing Global Culture, with Innumerable Parts Doing

Their Best
to Somehow
Mesh Together;

i Grew Up in a Day
Where Freedom of Expression
Was Extremely Limited As Compared to Now;
Hell, Back Then in ‘Trump Town USA’ per ‘Meme,’
A Boy Couldn’t Smile Without Being Threatened With Physical Injury By Onward Marching

Evangelistic Christian Bully Boys;

We’ve Come (me too) A Long Way; i Surely Don’t Want to Go Back to the ‘Darker Ages’ Again…

Elon Musk, May Ruin His
Aspirations, Long Term,

With A Short-Term Cess-Pool
Private Club Purchase Mistake;

Yet On the Other Hand, Republican
Supported Media is Practically Worshipping
A Dude Who Calls Himself, Basically A ‘Socialist’;

Pro Universal Basic Income; And People to Live in
A World Where They Can Have Everything They Want
Free in Abundance, Where Robots Do All the Mundane Human Work…


He Doesn’t Come
Close to Understanding
Human Nature; Yet He’s

Great at Engineering Stuff;

Go Figure; No Big Surprise;

Even though Jobs Made Some Big Mistakes;

And Bill Gates Was Kind of A Jerk to His Employees too,

i Surely Have Benefited Tons in my Life From What They Brought

Forth Out
of Basically
Dust; Crazy Enough
to Change The World;

And Fearless Enough to Make Mistakes;

i’m Not Sure, Elon Musk, Fully Understands
The ‘Enigma’ He is; He Still Has A Few Decades to Figure it out…

Other than That It’s All A Helluva ‘Revenge of the Nerds’ ‘Back Story’

As The Boy With ‘the Wedgies’ in School Becomes The Richest Dude in the World…
And We Currently LiVE iN A Zuckerberg And Other ‘Nerd’ Ruled World too in So many Ways…

iN A Day oF A Life
Now For the
With Their
Special Interests to Rule…


Or at Least
A Twitter Size
Approximation oF it…

(Moral oF A STory)

{Yet Severely BreaKinG
Twitter Rules for A “Depth Of The Story”}

Twitter, Like Many Other Less than 3 Second, Social
“Fast Food” Media Platforms, really only Exacerbates
The Current Science Assessed Human Attention Span

Of Less Than that of a Gold Fish, Yes, Less Than Three Frigging Seconds;

Granted That is one Way to Maximize Numbers of Engagement And Dollar Returns;

Yet Life is More Than Going to Space And Building A Big City in A ‘God Forsaken’

Place, We Humans Obviously are Not Evolved to Live on; Not Everyone Sees And

Actually Believes

(Feels, Senses)

This Place is
Heaven on Earth Now;

if They Did, They’d Surely
Take Better Care of Their only REAL Home, Now;

At Least Elon Musk isn’t A ‘Climate Change Denier’;

(Although, He Did at one Point Support the Idea that
Space Aliens Built ‘the Pyramids’; as He and Joe Rogan
Are Peas in a ‘Space Pod’ Similar in this way too; hmmm…
At Least Musk Listened to Reason And Changed His Mind)

At Best, Ya Don’t Throw the Baby Out With All the Dirty Water…

Yawn, Elon Musk Has Enough Bucks to Learn From Some More Mistakes…

And For me at Least; i Find Twitter Severely, Both Boring And Distracting;

Give me Depth,

Or Give me Nothing at all…

Meanwhile, i Let the Robot of Twitter
Share Much Bigger Shares of What i Do
Automatically; True, Master the ‘Tool’ Yet

Do Not Be
Mastered by it;

Like a World of ‘Soma’
Where Folks Lose most All of THeir
‘Humanity’; Not Unlike John B Calhoun’s

Experiment of ‘Universal Basic Income’ for A Utopian Rat Society;

We aRe NOT Rats Yet; We Seem to Be Finding Challenge to Evolve Past
Gold Fish Attention Spans

‘These Days.’

At Least
in One

NoW as a Society;

If That Doesn’t Change,
One Day Folks May Wake up
to A ‘Nuclear Hangover’, They Never Saw coming…

As It’s Too Much Trouble to Vote and Realize Democracy,
Freedom, And Life Has No Guarantees

And Surely the Pursuit of
Happiness As Utopia
Surely Didn’t
Work Out
Great in that Rat
Experiment in the 60’s…

Google “John B. Calhoun,” if
Ya Wanna Learn More About
it; Fascinating as IT Mirrors so
Much of What is Going on in our
Instant Gratification Societies Now;

We Aren’t Rats; Yet We aRe Not Evolved Well for ‘Instant Gratification;’

At Least Not Well Enough to Avoid Getting All Out of Whack
Where the Rest of Nature Gets

Out of Balance

As We
The ‘Kink’ in
The Free Machine of Nature…

And May End Up Being, Just A ‘Ghost In A Machine’…

Sorry, Not Sorry, Twitter Is Just Not ‘Deep Enough’ to Solve
This Human


-A Dying ‘Breed’…

Here’s a Link to the
John B Calhoun Wiki Home;
It Does Take A Few Seconds to Find it;

So i’ll Do
the Finger And ‘Leg
Work’ Instead of ‘Fins’, Hehe..;)

Nothing Musk Does to Twitter is Gonna Make me Uncomfortable
As i’ve Already Stated, It’s Useless to me except for Sharing Some Links…

If You Read What i Wrote About How Useless i Already consider Twitter,
A Good Assumption Would Be, it Wouldn’t Make Any Significant Difference to me,

If Musk Takes Over Twitter;
Perhaps Amusing to Hear
About the Fiasco Now
And Then Elsewhere;


If Twitter
Never Existed
At All, Or Goes Away Now…

It Doesn’t Make A Bit of Difference to me…

It’s Just Boring And At Most A Distraction, to me…
i Never Even Visit the Boring and Distracting Place Now;

And again as Far As it Sharing my Links; It’s All Automated;

i Don’t Have to
Lift A Finger

For Twitter
to Be A Free
Slave to What
i Want it to do;

If It Stays Viable; That
Will remain; If Not, i Could not Care Less…

As For me, it’s A Non-Existent Part of my Life…

Meh, if the Whole Internet Went Away; i’d Just Dance
More and Pick Up Another Special Interest As This Whole
Online Thingy, i Consider A Tool; Just A Fancy Typewriter

To Communicate;

There are Many
Other Ways to
Communicate Like
Dancing With 100’s of Folks…
And Overall, A Lot More Fun than
This Particular Special Interest, i’ve
Been Entertaining Now Since 11.25.2010…

Marching Closer to 14 MiLLioN Total Words, Written
in These Last 4172 Consecutive Days Without Any Break;

When i Change a Special Interest, it’s as if the Others
Never Existed; Sort of Like Running Across A Country
Several times, Then Just Running A Shrimp Company,
After Being Global Ping Pong Champion, for the Metaphor

of A ‘Forrest

Gump’ Who Does

What He and Or Her
Does, Regardless of
Affirmation From Others Now;
Just for the Autotelic Flow of it
All; Inhaling Peace, Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY OF LiGHT For All Now With Least
Harm; Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For Real




i’m An Anthropology
Participant Observer;

And Just An ‘Avatar’ Here Now;

i Surely Don’t Consider ‘Online’ my ‘Real Home’…

Before i Got Sick And All i Could Do is Write as
i Couldn’t Effectively Use my Eyes and Ears with
The Worst Pain Known to Humankind, Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia, For 66 Months, Shut-in, From Wake
to Sleep, No Drug Would Touch; Plus a Synergy Then of 18
Other Life Threatening Disorders in Total; Mostly Associated

With So-Called
“Autism Burn-Out.”

Yes, Before That i Had
No Desire to Use the Internet
For Any Kind of Communication
With Others Then; i’m One of ‘Those’

Kind of Folks who Walks to the ‘Next
Office’ to Ask a Question Rather than Writing

An Email at Work; i Like the Whole Experience
of Being Human Face to Face; This Hobby is the
Result of A Functional Disability, Where i No Longer Had that choice…

If that Didn’t Happen, Chances are There Would Be no ‘Avatar’ of me online


You Adapt
to Change;

You Survive, And
Even Thrive; And That’s
What i Do, No Matter What Change

Comes Next

So Far
it Works;
Yet All We
Can Be Sure of is Change;

Being Able to Adapt So Well;
Gives me 100 Percent Faith



It Seems You may Not be addressing me As That Also Would Be Very Unusual;

Never The Less, If Someone Asked me About it this way, this is how i would respond.

Only A Moth Inheriting
LiGHT A Lamp oF
A LiGHT House

i Am
Will Be
Even Integrating
Clouds With Sunshine

With SMiLes..:)


MaKinG Love to Gratitude

Coloring All of Existence

With Appreciation Now
Dear Savvy


Out Instead

of Re-Coiling

Touching Breath
of Life All Around With SMiLes..:)

“I wouldn’t want your words
to be noticed
for the wrong reasons,
as a joke, or as
a curiosity because
you have a right to be here and
to write and dream and think
like a child of the stars –
so say The Desiderata and the
Rules of Gold but especially
this Planet, which proclaim
we shall do unto others
with respect
and humility, by doing
no harm and finding
courage to speak
with the truth that we are”

-Isabella Linton

How Profound And Kind Dear Isabella It’s True

‘Love is Perennial As The Grass’ As High

And Low As Waves of Oceans Come

And Go Bringing Life As Oceans

Rain Down to BRing

Us Breath

Love Lives
On in SPiRiT
Silence of SoUL’s Breath,
SoUL’s Dance, SoUL’S Very
Existence That is Love SoUL’s


When Love
Is Wind When

Love is SPiRiT WiTHiN

When LoVE is HeART SoUL Free
Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Now
As Dust From Stars We Resurrect Eternally New…

Where Are the ‘Pet
Peeves’ Hehe

i Feel None
At All With SMiLes
Yet Star Dust Wind
Free SPiRiT i Am New Now..:)

Same Pinch
Dear Cindy
To You
So Very Much☺️❤️🙌

Thanks For The Clarification
and on the Topic of Elon Musk’s Purchase of Twitter;

It Seems to me, the Fears That He is Gonna
Swing it All ‘Right Wing’ are Unfounded;

And Even His “Absolute Freedom of
Speech” Over-Zealous Ideology,

Doesn’t Seem Like

THAT is Gonna
Be Well-Founded Either,
if He Wants to Be A Global
Player; Considering the just finalized
European regulation, the Digital Services Act (DSA).

That Act is Going to Require Moderation of Disinformation, Hate Speech;
And Other Harms Against Marginalized Demographics of the World;

Of Course, If He Wants to Keep
It Small and A Private Club for
A Free For All, Where Conspiracy
Theories, Disinformation, Hate Speech,
And Harm Against Marginalized Demographics

of the World Roam Free,
That’s the Cake He’ll Bake,
Make, And Sit in Opposed to the

Rest of the ‘Decent And Civilized World’…

Yep He Bought it And He’s Gonna Own Whatever He Does Next;

And SMiLes, Do Note, i Don’t Exactly Fit Everyone’s Definition
of ‘Decent,’ ‘Civilized,’ Or
Even Making ‘Sense’…

And That’s Why
i’m Usually
A Private

Club of One;

With Viewers Out
of the Zoo into the
Windows of my ‘Wild and Free’…

It Would Be Nice if Everyone in the World
Had Thick Enough Skin to Take Slights and
Everyone Had the Ability to Discern Disinformation,

As i Surely Don’t Mind All Points of View as far as
Using Them for DarK and LiGHT Muse for my Special

Interest of
Free Verse

Yet of
Course i Am Far out
From ‘Normal’ Like THAT hehe..:)

Life is Good, Nothing Much Bugs me; Yep, It’s Good to be me.

Why Don’t Ya Find Another Hobby Besides me, hehe…

Or On the Other Hand, Let Me Remain Ya ‘Special
Interest,’ HAha…

Listen Baby,

The ‘Wrong Planet’
is the Last Place
i Will Ever Go Looking For Attention,
For Obvious Reasons; Folks, like ‘You’…

Gonna Do me, No Matter How You Do You;

Carry On And Complain About Everything in Life Ya
Love to Complain


A Waste
of ‘Time,’

in my
Opinion, at Least…

Some Folks Are More Open Minded And
Not Averse to Change and Nuance in Life.

Other Folks, Not So Much As They May Be
Closed Minded And Averse to Change And Not Get Nuances in Life.

Such is ‘the Condition;’ Folks, Who Cannot Seem to Open Their Minds
To Change and Nuance in Life; Yes, They Deserve to Be Who They Are too…

Personally, i Feel Very (Blissed)
Blessed That i am Open Minded,
And Don’t Feel the Need to Dictate

to Others How They Should Be;

Sure, I’ll Quote Ya Some Rules; Some
Laws, Some Regulations; Yet, Not Gonna

Tell Ya Who/What To Be; So Stay in the Dark if That
Is What Ya Do; So, Do Not Move Out of the Cave Now if

That is Where Ya Stay; So, Complain When Ya See Something

Ya’ve Never Seen Before; Heck, If You Want to Make a Penis and a Vagina

The End All and Beginning All of What Makes A Human Being A Man And or A Woman;

Female or Male; or Whatever Label Comes Next Ya Get Glued on And Just Cannot Escape…

By All Means Do/
Be Just That too…

So Ironic, the Pecking Order

Of What Makes the Human
Condition Larger



It’s So Damned
‘Politically Correct’
to Suggest that Life
is Limited to All the
‘Tradition’ (Labels) That Came Before…

Yet Oh, to Make New Connections From Head to toe;
To Explore More Than to Stay Back in Old Desert Lands;

Oh, to be Soaked With Love And Just Give and Share it ALL AWaY;
Caring and Healing Wherever Ya Go Next; Yes, THere is A Greater

World than
Just Labels

Before; Some

Come, Others Do Not…
So, Stay or Go; Everyone’s
Propensity, Plus Choice of Course;

As It’s true, Some Folks Have More Free Will
to Change And Go, and Others Just Simply Do Not.

Anyway, Ya Ain’t Gonna Force Squares in Spiraling Artistic Shapes…
And Ya Sure As Hell Ain’t Gonna Force Spiraling Artistic Shapes in Squares…

Jonathan Haidt Gives

A Pretty Good Overview of

Why Some Folks Get Stuck
on One Detail of Michelangelo’s
‘David’ And Others Have A Pure Aesthetic

Appreciation for the Gestalt of the Entire
Art of the Humanity That Sees Life As More Than A Tiny Penis.

It’s True, Some Folks Do Trees;

Some Folks Do Forests;

And Others of
Us Just Do

Both And

‘Forrest Gump’
Record Breaking
Life Moving Out of the
Boxes Before in Effortless Ease;

Yet You See, Environment Counts;
If There is Not a First Step Out of the Box,

The Next Will Not Come…

Even Tiny Baby Steps Count to Evolve
More in One Life And Adapt to Change;

I’ll Tell ya Who

Is Brave; one Who
Is Not Afraid to Be
All of Who They Are Without Restraint…

A Life of No Fear; A Life of Loving it All;
So ‘Politically Incorrect’ For ‘This Condition at Hand.’

Anyway, i’ve Said it Before, And i’ll Dance/Sing it Again; THere
Are Anchors in Life and Sails; An Integrated Boat Has Both;

To Make it

More Concise

And Clear: Balance,
A Greatest Law of Existence…

Oh Yeah, And Balance is Never Ever Binary
Or The Rest of Frigging Nature From Every ‘Direction’…

‘Binary’ Comes From An Over Reliance on Abstract Constructed
Symbols to Approximate Reality; Sadly, Getting Lost From the Rest
Of Non-Binary
Nature on

The Way

to ‘Prison’

As Such; God Yes
Housed in Symbols…
NoW WHere Idols Gain
Prominence And ‘Nature’
Yes, What i Call ‘God’ BeComes Lost…

Thanks Dear
Cindy Love
Makes It Work
Comes First☺️🙏❤️

i Choose Your🙌
Art Dear Soni☺️
All Forms Essence🌈
Always Original Now🎉
Dear FRiEnD Creating You🌅

SMiLes Essence
Of Poetry Comes
Free Verse Original

First Later


Add Form

Copy Style






Voice Of

God Free Every

True Teacher




To Find

Their Own
Unique Voice

Of God


All Names

And Forms Before

This Is The Difference

Between The



One Human
Attempting to
Put A Trademark
On God To Own



Is Only
A Sign of
In Solo Or Group

Effort Part of Nature/God

Too Yet to View Best



And Stagnate
In A Tradition
instead Of
Free Wings Now🌈

Oh The Human Condition

Lillian Orchard
FLoWeR Forever

Now Is One Photo

Of Norway

In Mountain


On Still






In Eternal Twilight

Now Love Your Picture

Of What God


Looks Like

This Gift





Face We
A Picture

Of You Too



So Below SaMe 🌅

MaKinG Love to Gratitude

Coloring All of Existence

With Appreciation Now
Dear Savvy


Out Instead

of Re-Coiling

Touching Breath
of Life All Around With SMiLes..:)


Dreams of DarK
Dreams oF LiGHT
Changing Clouds Sun
iNto Shine Marrying
Night Merrying
Day SMiLes
Dear Savvy
Weekend to You..:)

i Am Not The Only
One Who
Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

SMiles Dear
Cindy Many
Gifts To
With SMiles🙌☺️❤️

Dear Chaymaa
Happy Weekend

To You
Too With SMiles☺️

Lovely Emojiku’s Dear Cindy
Expressing So Much With
Few Words And
Emoji’s to
Amplify All
The Feelings And
Senses Oh Lord So may Ways
to Think Now And After A Lifetime
of Songs All i Need is the Word “Hammer”
And Next Thing Ya Know An Ear Bug the

Size of Peter
Paul and


Come to
Play For
Free in my Brain

Hehe Who Even Needs YouTube
ThiS Way Except to Give, Share, Care,
And Heal Almost For Free So Many Ways

to Express the Colors of Life Dear FRiEND

And My GoodNess ‘A No Mow Lawn’ How

That is in

California Where
There is little Rain
And Redwoods Still
Rise Where You LiVe And
A Rather Small FReDwood
to Entertain A Poetic Soul True too



With SMiLes..:)

“Cause I get a peaceful easy feelin’
And I know you won’t let me down
‘Cause I’m already standin’
I’m already standin’
Yes, I’m already standin’
On the ground”

When i Read Your Poem
The Music to “Peaceful Easy
Feeling” By The Eagles Came to Soul

And Sure “i’m Easy Like Sunday Morning”
By Lionel Ritchie too… Yet Really Neither Song is

About A Peaceful Easy Feeling It’s More About Staying

In Love With Another Human Being And Really When Reality

Hits the Fan

We Can’t

Rely On Anyone
Other Than Ourselves

to Provide This Lasting Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
And i’ll Toss in the Giving, Sharing, Caring



Just For
Free With
Least Harm

Peace is a Measure
Of Life Without Fear
Play Yes Playing Free
Is An Activity to Slay Fear

There’s Plenty of Room to Give
Love After That as Once the Fear,
The Anxiety, All The Doubt is Gone

Love Roams Free

Indeed Now
As Peace

Wings to
Love For Free

The Kind That is Brave
And Free Enough to See
LiGHT in Darkest Rooms And
Become That LiGHT For Real…

True This is a Realm

With No Fees


Than Do Please…

Never the Less i Love
the First Verse of “Peaceful
Easy Feeling” too Even Though
No It Doesn’t Exactly Leave me
Feeling Grounded With SMiLes…

As i Am too Old to Fall Now
Only Young Enough To Rise…


Anyway Just for Fun Here is the First Verse:

“I like the way your sparkling earrings lay
Against your skin so brown
And I want to sleep with you in the desert night
With a billion stars all around”

Someone Once Told me This is How They Most
Would Like to Be Loved Just Sharing A Night’s

View of Billions

Of Stars

A Desert
New Moon

Nothing Complicated
or Messy Just Sharing

Nature Free ToGeTHeR…

Like Walking Hand-in-Hand on A Beach…

Oh the Innocence the Love Seasoned
Well in

Eternally True

Now For Real..:)

Whatever ‘That Drug’ is That Folks Normally
Receive At the Age of 50 Or So For Preventative

AS Such i Distinctly

Remember my Wife’s
Sister’s Husband Say He

Never Felt Actually Relaxed From
Head to Toe That Way Similarly as i Heard

From A Woman Down the Street in My Neighborhood
Today As She Said Some Drug She Received For A Physical

Illness Finally Provided

Clear Minded
Focus First

Incidence She
Ever Felt That Way

Asking for An Appropriate
ADHD Drug That Would Bring

Her Clear Headed Focus

In Attention Spans Long

to Get on Task And

Finish All

The To Do
List Things to Do…

i Wasn’t Able to Talk Her into
16,523 Miles of Public Dance

Yet i Showed Her With A Few Graceful
Movements How Much it Slowed Down

my Speech in A Trance-Like Way When i Do
it in ‘Real Time’ Now For Her i Do Believe She
Might Actually Try it Now And Like it As it Surely

Doesn’t Require A Doctor’s Prescription
And You Can Actually Get one So

Folks Who Are Managers

of Stores and the

Such Will

See it is Your
All Natural Doctor
Prescribed Therapy For Real
Yes Free Verse Poetry Does the
Same Autotelic Meditative Flow for me too…

And Oh my Gosh How Music Heals This Way
Any Beat Will Do For me Just Let All Emotions Flow

Rhythm Rhyme And Harmony Never Pre-Planned By

me as i Drift Away And As The Doobie Brother’s Sing

it ‘Keeps

me Running’

Just Fine
FREE ETernAlly Now New
River Needs No Instructions to Flow..:)

SMiLes Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Emerald Green
Waves Are Surely

A Treasure
Hehe Yet

Not Nearly
As Wild A Ride
As What You
Enjoy in Hawaii

Of Course The
Forest Parks Here
With Golden Streams

Are Lovely Too

Yet That


Be Much Colder
Aloha Warm Hello😊🤗🏝

i Am Not The Only
One Who
Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

LeSSoN 349 With Every New
Angle THere Is A New FLoWeR
Of Angel To View Sense Feel
This Is How Love Stays Fresh

For Every


Of Life
Every New
Angle View
Angel FLoWeR oF LiGHT
👼 😇 🌸💐 🌺😇👼

i Am Not The Only One Who
Lives This Dream Now..🏝🌊🏝🌲

Chocolate Cake is Temporary
Bliss is A Mountain Climb Never

Ending Icing

Yes LeSSoN 192

i Am Not The
Only One Who
Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

my my It’s Friday And
Another Scheduled Free
FLoWinG Day For Well
Wishes to Dear FRiEnD
Yes You

From MeMe
Ain’t Anything
Much More Delightful
Than A Bunch Of Super
Heroes on A Shirt
And A Bunch

Of Bananas

Than A Garden
Of Violet Butterfly


Yet It’s True After
A Short Stint This
Week Of Winter

In Toronto


And Warmer
Surely Warm Within

SMiLes True

Happy Weekend Coming!

i’Ve onLY
So lET
So LeT iT BE
DonE From DArK To LiGHT
Too.. JuST Do IT MoRE NoW2
DancE SinG!!!FREEYeSNoW!!!3..🙂

Bless You
Same Dear
Sohair With SMiles🌹🙏

‘Whispers In The
DarK’ Dear Lillian Norway
Beauty Of Nature LiGHT❤️

SMiLes Annabel
Worth It Becoming
A Blogger Seeing Humans
Interacting So Kindly Freely
With Humans
Around The
World You Really
Admirably Are Doing
A Great Work Of Life Particularly
At Your Youthful Age Commendable
Indeed Keep Connecting Stellar

It’s Worth Noting (Particularly, if You Speak Arabic) That In Arabic There Are 300 Words to Describe A Camel;

Obviously, Camels Are A Big Part of Their Culture, And Even a Metaphor For Their Religions too;

True, ‘Camels’ From Middle Eastern Traditions Are Used in the Christian Religion As Well; Perhaps

A Most Memorable Verse of the Rich Man Finding The Kingdom of Heaven Within As Difficult As

A Camel
Through the
Eye of a Needle;

Yes, i Have Very
Rich Relatives; i’ve
Watched Their Struggles

Through Their Opaque Windows
of Not Being Able to ‘See’/Feel/Sense my Heaven on Earth Within…

Yes, It’s True Compared to Most Folks i Am Rich in Both Ways Now;
Yet, Fortunately For me i Gained access to Heaven Within By Being Both

Very Poor in Money
From the Get Go; And
Much Later Very Poor in Spirit too;
in Other Words, i Lost my Emotions
And Found a Way to Get Them Back
And Co-Create all Feelings and Senses of

Experience Great as Heaven Within Now; In Other Words an
Autotelic Meditative Flow of Heaven Within Almost Always New Now;

Yes, Eternal

Palace of
Heaven Within Now Always
Coloring the Christmas Tree
of me Put Up Year ‘Round With New
Wonderful Colors to Feel and Sense

Now; Anyway, Back to The Reference of

‘Buck Angel,’ A Famous Transgender Dude
For Many Decades Now as Brought to All Our
Attentions Earlier in ‘this Thread’; i Had no Clue
Who He was, So i Looked Up His Wiki Biography;

Interesting Indeed; And There is Not One Single Person
Here, Who Would Likely Identify Him as Anything Yet a
Very Masculine Older Man; If They Didn’t Have A View to

The Fact the

Dude Has

A Vagina too;

Yet For Anyone Who took the Effort
to Research Him, They’d Find That He
is Much Criticized Amongst Some Folks in
Modern LGBQT Circles For Some of His Views As Quoted From Wiki Below:

“Angel has been publicly critical of several areas of LGBT policy advocacy, in particular relating to sex-based spaces and institutions.[37][38] His criticisms include the participation of trans women in female sports,[39][40] demands for access for trans women to female-only spaces,[41][42] and political use of the phrase ‘trans women are women’.[43]”

Yet on the other Hand, Angel, is Also Considered A Hero Memorialized in Statues of Bronze to Folks of the
Transgender Community; In American Indian Cultures, A Third Gender Was Common For ‘Two Spirit Folk’;
In India And Germany, A Non-Binary Gender is Allowed too in the Realm of Government Supported Rules.

What’s Important is People Make Transgender Folks Feel Like They are Valid Human Beings With Valid
Needs And Wants That Are Different And Similar to Other Folks; i Suppose That’s What’s Important

For Us All; And to Be Clear, Obviously As It Might Be From Participating in an Autism Community

That There are Many Different ways of Thinking too as that Applies to Senses, Feelings, Other
Perceptions in Visual Thinking, Pattern Thinking, Metaphor Thinking; And Of Course Verbal

Thinking In General
As Well That Allows
Us to Communicate
Somewhat in Mutual
And Consensual Ways of Understanding too…

However, Science Shows Non-Verbal Language
Still Comprises About 65 Percent of Inherent Human
Reciprocal Social Communication; And in the Case of the
Autism Spectrum, Studies Have Shown in Some cases that About
50 Percent of Higher Functioning Folks on the Spectrum Have

A Non-Verbal

Learning Disability as Well That May Be as Severe as Not
Being Able to Voluntarily Visually Think at All; What i mean
By Voluntarily is They May Still Have Involuntary Visual Dreams…

What i Have Noticed on this Website is Some Folks Can Understand
me Easy; And Other Folks Have Great Difficulty; Yet in my case, i Did Not
Speak until Age 4; Yet That Didn’t Stop me From Having Open Arms and
A Smile for Every Stranger; And Finding the Keys my Mother Was looking for
in the Living Room of Our Trailer; as i Crawled Back to the Bedroom And Found them

the Bed;


i Was Able to
Think Without Words…

And Perhaps Now i Write With
too many Metaphors; Yet This is
What Makes me Who i am; You’ve

Met One Person on Any Spectrum;

And You’ve Met Just one; We All See
The World Differently and That Colors Our Opinions

About Existence
And We Relate
Them Much Differently;

i’m not Surprised That Some
Folks ‘Literally’ Can’t ‘See’ Nuance;

As i’ve lived on a ‘Wrong Planet’ Long
Enough to See that Reality too; Excellent
Opportunity for An Anthropology Observer Participant;

As That Is How it is When You Perceive the World differently than Most…

As ‘Temple
Grandin’ Related:

Life as An “Anthropologist From Mars;”

In my Case, Now, Life As Anthropologist From Heaven Within;

Indeed my Kind of Asperger’s Syndrome on the Spectrum is Much

Different From

Elon Musk’s

Longing For a Life on Mars…

In That ‘God Forsaken Place’ With No Life…
That May be Hard for a Person Who Lives
in Heaven on Earth Within to Understand; Yet So

Very Easy for
One Who Has
Lived in ‘The Other Place(s)’ too…

SMiLes my FRiEnD, Thanks; THere is LiGHT And DarK; DaY And NiGHT;
And Yes TWiLiGHT of Balance; True, Hehe, Not everyone Gets Metaphors;

True, Not Everyone Has the Ability to Visually Think; Not Everyone in A ‘Room’
Is A Great Pattern Thinker; And True, Not Everyone is A Great Verbal Thinker Either

As i For One Did not Speak Until age 4; Yet Well before then at Age 3, i Used my Senses,
my Feelings, And Yes A Synergy of Both to Understand i am a Leaf that Feeds my Tree that

Falls to Soils to Feed Forest Whole Souls to Life Again in What is Green And Colorful in Life….

Do Leaves Seek Attention; Other Than Sunshine,

No, Yet They Surely Get Attention
From Humans Anyway With SMiLes…

Not Everyone Understands Now That
Leaves Are Fed off Sunshine to Green…

Not Everyone Notices Now Leaves Decay to Bring Life…

And Not Every Human Realizes Now THere Are Some Human
Light Houses Who Generate Light only to Give, Share, Care,
And Heal; Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

For All With Least Harm With few to no Exceptions;

It’s True, There Are Some Light Houses
too ‘Big’ For Some Humans to See…

i Find that Beyond Sad;

Yet it is the Condition;

i Surely Spent 66 Months As Basically
A BLacK Hole Sun And 33 Months off That Here too;

So, i Surely Understand The Dark of Life, True too…

In the Case of Human Light Houses, DarK Muse only
Brings More LiGHT to Shine All Around; i Expect to find
DarK Muse Here; i Find it And Transform it into LiGHT

This Way i Never


BLacK Hole
Human Again

As a Best Place
For A Human Light House
To Enhance Generating Their
Own Light is in the DarK; Surely
if this place runs out of DarK, i Will

Find Another SuiTable Place Next to
Transform DarK inTo LiGHT With SMiLEs…

There Are Plenty of Autistic Folks in the
Audience Who Don’t Write Here and Listen And Understand
Instead; Yes, It’s True, There Are Also Some Folks Here Who Do Their
Damndest to Run Anyone Who Is Different Than them Off ‘THeir Island’…

i’m Not Surprised Some Others Don’t Wanna Come Here and Deal With that…
Or They Visit Once to Write, And Never Come Back; Watched it Happen over

and over again…

When i See
That Behavior
i Bring it to the
Attention of the Person(s) Who Does it…

i Work Off Any Potential Pet Peeves into Free Verse Poetry With SMiLes…

And Then the Negativity Disappears From Any Potential of Living in my Soul…

Honestly, it’s A Great Way to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses
As A Real Philosophy

Of Life in Joy of ‘Real

Time’ Now

Caring and
Healing ACTioN..:)

Dreams of DarK
Dreams oF LiGHT
Changing Clouds Sun
iNto Shine Marrying
Night Merrying
Day SMiLes
Dear Savvy
Weekend to You..:)

i Am Not The Only
One Who
Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲


Always Beginning Now
Never Really Ending New
Always Starting Finishing Becomes

Beginning Dear Savvy

Essence of Change

Form of Breath

Wind of Love
With Peace

Air Best We
All BREaTHE Free..:)

Getting Loose

Getting Loose

Just Getting Loose

Just Getting Loose
No Longer Lost Once

Again Just Free to BREaTHE
The Air That i BREaTHE Whoops
THeRE Goes That ‘Earworm’ Again

“Peace came upon me
And it leaves me weak
So sleep, silent angel
Go to sleep”

And Another
Song By the ‘Hollies’
And Now it’s “The Go-Go’s”
And “Our Lips are Sealed” Yet
That’s A ‘Guardian Angel’ With SMiLes..:)

Pleasure Aloha
FRiEnD Warm
And Very Dry
Here to End April
May Day
With FLoWeRS🏝☺️🌺

Ocean Breeze Sounds of God Breathing

Little Finch Bird Aiming to Spread Wings Soon

View From A Room of Paradise
Interesting Brew of Coffee

Pudding Bitter Sweet
As Life May Be Some
Days too Dear Hawaii FRiEnD

Yet Not From the View of Your
‘Eden’ Home So Many Colors God
Breathes All Naturally So Many Smells

That the ‘MetaVerse’ Online is Not Quite
Ready to Deliver With the Bitter Sweet Taste

of Your Coffee Pudding True Yet One Day
It May Be Tempting to Stay in A Machine

Yet Never Ever From the Beach Where
God Breathes Freely As Waves and

Breeze Oh How Lovely it is to

LiVE iN Peace And Harmony

ThiS Way WHere Rhymes

And Reasons Are Not
Necessary Just

Peace of
God Breathing
All the Waves
And Breeze Through

Palm Trees Just Aloha BLiSSinGS And BLeSSinGS
For Real Now No Fiction A Real Place of Loving Colors..:)

iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
For All With Least Harm; Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing

Yes A Mission Statement of Humanity i’ve Developed ALong

Paths of Love

Life BRinGS

So Free And
Easy Dear FRiEnD

Ava With SMiLes Humanity
Never Dies NoW As Long As

Peace Inhales And Love Exhales



Each Breath Newly Now…
Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Freshly
Green As Leaves Feed Trees of Life Falling
To Soils Greening New Souls oF FoRest LiFE Whole..:)

i Usually Check Resources before i Spend Any
Minutes Watching a YouTube Video For Pursuing
New Avenues of Information And Arts; And There is

Nothing in Ray Dalio’s Online Biography That Suggests He
Would Be An Unreliable Resource on Global Economics and
Yes, Even Rise and Falls of Empires As He Surely isn’t the First

Human Being to Study the History of Empires Falling and Rising.

Yawn, If We Upset the Balance of Nature Enough, There is going to Be
No Escaping the Harm to All of Humanity, No Matter Human Resources.

Obviously, Folks With More Resources Stand a Chance to Survive Longer When
Trouble Comes; Yet There are No Long Term Assurances When it Comes to the

Balance of Nature.

1. Don’t Spend/Use More Than We Have;
(Be Satisfied With What We Do Have Now)

2. Be Kind to Each Other and Work Together.

3. Yes, i Tend to Be Fiscally Conservative This Way;
And Socially Liberal This way too; Open Minded Enough
And Intelligent Enough to Understand Humans Are Different

And Worth Getting Along With, if We Learn to and ACTuALLY take the Effort.

Recent Studies Show 50 Percent of USA Folks, Who Make 50,000 to 100,000 Dollars, Live Pay-Check to Pay-Check

And 40 Percent of Folks Who Make Over 100,000 Dollars, Reaching into A More Upper Income Level of Pay.

Humans Aren’t Evolved Well for Instant Gratification; And Science Shows Modern Humans Have An Average
American Attention Span Of Less Than A Gold Fish, Less Than 3 Seconds. It’s A Real Problem When Humans
Lose Their Attention Span And Basically Live A Life ‘Addicted’ to Short Quick Hits of Dopamine. So Yes, What

Do You Do With

A ‘Nation of Addicts’;

Perhaps a ’12-Step Program;’

Yet That Would Require Folks
Acknowledging They Have a Problem.

Immigrants Are Still Giving Up A Decade of their
Life in Sacrifice From Other Countries FOR Just A Chance

FOR ‘The American Dream’; Are They Going to China; Nope, Not So Much
as Let’s Face it, China is Still Not Known For A ‘China Dream;’ Fortunately,

The Immigrants

Aren’t ‘Spoiled Addicts;’

i’ve Seen Their Work Ethic;

i’ve Seen What They WiLL Do;

As Long As This Country Provides
An ‘American Dream’ There is a Chance
A ‘Better Dream’ Will Be Fulfilled; i Can’t Imagine

A Better Place to Live; Yet i Didn’t Need to Watch
The Video to Understand Our Leadership and our People
Are Failing in Many Avenues For What Takes a Representative

Democracy to Survive;

Yep, i Agree with Ray,
Fiscally Conservative,
And Socially Liberal as Well..

One Difference is, i Don’t Need (Want)
to Sell A Book Or Make More Money Now;

IF, People Could Learn to Be More Naked,
Enough, Whole, And Complete the World Would

Naturally Be A Kinder/GREATER Place to Live As Folks Who Live
Their Life Being “Party Poopers,” Would Have no one to CR8P on;

Except Their
Self, Which is Evident
From That Condition At Hand.

Anyway, While i Don’t Waste my Time
Listening to ‘Garbage’ on YouTube; You
Always Present Avenues to Learn Something New;

This is How We Grow; This is How We Evolve; This is How

We Don’t

And Rot In
Our Same Old Cr8p…

Thanks For What You Share…

Just A Suggestion, in the Future if You Will
Provide The Links as Well as the Videos as
Anything Above iOS 15.0 On an Apple Product

Will Not Work With Embedded Videos Here.

i’ll Have More of an Opportunity to Listen to what
You Share With my iPhone on the Road That Way…

As Long As My Wife Doesn’t Insist on Music, Hehe..:)

Always Beginning Now
Never Really Ending New
Always Starting Finishing Becomes

Beginning Dear Savvy

Essence of Change

Form of Breath

Wind of Love
With Peace

Air Best We
All BREaTHE Free..:)


We aRe Only ALiVE NoW As
Much As We FeeL And Sense
REaLiTy NoW Blooming New or

WitHeRinG to DusT

So True Dear Savvy Finding

The Magic The Miracle in Seemingly

The Most Ordinary Parts of Humanity and

Nature Overall

Does Make

All of Life Extraordinary

To Give Great Thanks and
Praise in Gratitude Even More
True my Mother Never Told me

Who i Should Grow up to Be Therefore

i Will Always Be Growing Up my FRiEnD Now

Just to Be

Who i Am
New Naked
Enough Whole Complete

Every Dance Step Higher Now
On A Tight Rope in Effortless Ease

As Peace Makes Loving Life New
So Very Easy And Challenging True..:)

SMiLes Be Careful of Freudian Slips
And Jung Is More Fun Than Just An

And SuperEgo

Yes The Shadow ‘Knows’
More Than We ‘Think’ It Does

Other than That So Pleasing to
Celebrate All Points oF LiGHT

DarK Thru LiGHT

And a Full Month
Birthday Celebration
in May Why Not As May
is Always Blooming With

New Happy FLoWeRS Anyway
Although i’m Not Sure What is

Growing in the Park Currently

In New York Yet Again Always

A New Day For A Celebration And Feast Now
As We Co-Create IT That Way or Do Not With SMiLes..:)

Wise Post Young SaaniaSparkle
And Indeed A ‘Tuck Shop’ And The
Such A Metaphor And Reality of Instant

Gratification That Dilutes So Much of Our Human
Potentials Missing out on Health And Well Being in

Balance Yes In Whatever Meditative Autotelic Flow
of Activity Brings This Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT For A Mind and Body in Balance is A Place

For SPiRiT Rising
Emotions Regulating
And Senses Integrating

From Head to Toe So Much
More Human Potential Adaptating

ThiS Way to Environmental Challenges
Than Just Stuck on Screen Life Where the

Body Continues to Become More Separated
From Our Minds And Our Real Souls As Well Whole..:)

Yeah It’s True i Thought i Was Gonna Move Up Eventually Too Failing
To Realize Early On As Most Folks Do Higher Climb Farther Fall Away

It Never Fails Swindlers Always Make At Least One “Grammatical Soul
Error” Now Hehe You’ll Never Win A War Of Words With Soul oF LoVE

Nope You’ll Never Get A Penny From me Not Unlike A Story of JeSuS And His
Reported Homeless Disciples You May Feed me Last Free i Emptied My Pockets 1st

Many Folks Have Volunteered Their Efforts Freely To Support
All These Helpful Hints i Bring Some Have Worked Really Hard At It

Meh, Why Most Church Services Are About 5 Percent Or MUCH LESS
Effective to Get to Heaven Dancing Naked Not Often ALLoWeD NoW

Naked Sober Dance In Autotelic Flow Freely
BLeSSinG BLiSSinG MoRE Air Water Wave Ocean
WHoLE Is WHeRE Ya Break Out Keep FLYiN NoW

SMiLes Shubhi
Never Lived In
A Skyscraper Big

City Yet

i’ve Felt
Of Soul From

Those Who Have Or
Do Sadly For Others

It Seems Like
They Are A Frog

On Slow


No Reference
Point At All For

Less Heat Of Hell

On Earth Resort to Share 🌃

We aRe Only ALiVE NoW As
Much As We FeeL And Sense
REaLiTy NoW Blooming New or

WitHeRinG to DusT

First of All, Happy Pagan Sunday,
Originally Known As May Day Worshipping
The Beginning of Summer Flowers With Great

Thanks and
Praise As What
Greens And Colors
Nature is Most Definitely

Not Just A Sign Yet the Reality
of Living Abundance Every Flower,
Leaf of Grass, Every Grain of Sand; God Yes


Holy And Sacred, Every Inhale of Peace,
Exhale of Love, Giving, Sharing, Caring,

Healing For All
Now, With Least
Harm; This is What

Humans Do, They Develop Symbols (Religion)
STiLL And Associated Ideologies And They Bond
And Bind Over Them to Work Together in Hope,
Faith, And Love, All Realized in this Lifetime Now

to Both
And Thrive;

So, Why Does Texas Still Have
Laws Prohibiting the Sell of Alcohol
in Dry Counties; Well my Father Used

to Bust Moonshiners Back When my County Was
Dry in the Late 50’s And Early 60’s Over Here in the
Toxic Patriarchal, Mostly ‘Angry Old White Male Christian

County’ That May Be Associated As Just another ‘Trump Town
USA’ as Yes Religion is Often Used As A ‘Theocratic Tool’ to Control,
Subjugate, And Master Others for Power, Status, And Material Gains;

Most Often it is the Kind of Male Who Might Be Called an ‘Incel’ From
‘Times oF Old’ Wanting to Force Reproductive Control Over Women And Buy
And Sell them For Socio-Economic Gains, Particularly in Areas of Desert SCaRCiTY,

Where Tribal God’s Were Formed Supporting the Dashing of Stones Against the Heads of Children
of Other Tribes Then And Sadly Even Now (Example Ukraine) to Kill Them Dead of Course Along With
Rape, Maiming, And Violence Even

*Calling Up A Crowd of Bears to Maul
A Group of Children Who Called An
Angry Old Bald Dude, Baldy AS Such

(*As Far as i know That Hasn’t
Happened in Ukraine Now Yet)

Who Probably Wanted the “Kid’s
Off His Lawn;” Or Wanted to Insure

They Followed The Rules of Grammar

And Punctuation And Stay Away From Free
Verse Poetry That Might Help Them Regulate
Emotions and Integrate Senses, Ascending the
Prison of Abstract Constructs in Illusions of Time,
Distance, Space, And Matter The Neo-Cortex Brings

With So Many Frigging Illusory Worries in Terms of Past
And Future Problems That Don’t Even Exist in the PreSent Eternal Now

And True if You LiVE iN a ‘Foot Loose’ Town With ‘Rock And Roll’ And Even
Dare to Practice Yoga to Bring Mind and Body Balance this Way in Meditative Flow




i Ain’t Buying BS in Any God Damned Place)

As Moving Meditation in Free Dance Does the
Same As Free Verse Poetry All Original And Creative
Without a Damned Prescription Pill for This Step or That
Step First of


To Write
What Otherwise
Flows Free From Soul
Otherwise known As the
95 Percent of Our Mind that

is Subconscious, Rising to the
Surface Of Our Conscious Realties in ARTS
Yes Through Activities STiLL Like FLoWinG
Meditative Yoga and Free Dance Movements
And Yes of Course Writing This Way in Flow Now iN A (The) “Song
of mY SoUL” As i am Doing NoW As it Brings A Similar Euphoria Eternally
Now in Flow As Long As i Do It; God Yes For Real, A Similar Neurochemical
And Neurohormonal Response Now That You May Gain When You Take the First

Few Sips of Euphoria in Beer Or Wine or Other Potential Harder Liquor; Yep Folks Drink

Usually To Escape Their Current Conscious Feeling and Sensing Realities Either to

Escape Feelings of Apathy or Anxiety for the Most Part; Yet Sadly What they Often

Don’t Realize is We Humans Have the Power and the Real Force of Positive Energy
One May Name Love Generated From Within Through a Bio-FeedBack of Meditative
Activities in Flow Escaping the Neo-Cortex of Control That Might Be Referred to as

the Patriarchal

Daddy God

Of the

Old Testament
in Control Too;

Our Frigging Skull)

Yet THere iS A World
Without So Many God Damning

Rules When Love Flows From Within
And Spreads Like A Never Ending Fountain

To EVeRYWHeRE Love BRings This Peace and Love;

Perhaps, if there was ever a ‘Real Jesus’ He Danced and
Sang Everywhere He Went As That iS How Folks Focused
Then With Attention With A Song From Their Soul in Oral Tradition

(Without ever reading or writing a single god damning word)

Of Loving Peace
To Dance And
Sing Then And

Even Now With

Each Other So much
Greater Than Any Glass
of Wine As It’s True This is

How We Change the Mundane
of Living into A Life of Loving All that is

All Around us Now DarK Thru LiGHT, in So Many New ‘Colors’ it Comes

From Within Eternally Now New; And True, For Folks Who Cannot And Will Not
And Do Not Find This Ability for this Real Kingdom and or Queendom Of Heaven
Within; They Often Turn to Alcohol and Other Drugs and Behavioral Addictions Beyond

Substances too;
Yeah, it’s True

Folks Watch Porn
To Get Out of their
Neo-Cortex A Bit Too

And even Engage in
‘Activities’ That the Church
is Often Against as You See Every

Dance And Free Verse Poem; Every Naked

Sensual Experience of Life Exposed Frees the Individual

Potentially to the Point They Are Naked, Enough, Whole, And Complete

No Longer Vulnerable to Control, Master, And Subjugate; The Church Controls Alcohol;
The Church Controls ‘Other Pleasurable Activities;’ As The Church Will Surely Fail
The Coffers to Pay the Pastors And Expand the Construction of Churchly Empires

If They Lose
Control Still

Of Humans
Who Are Naked,
Enough, Whole, And Complete And

Hey, Not Saying Alcohol is An Issue
in Moderation as Before i Found the
Abilities to Generate my Own Real Heaven
Within, How Ever i Individually Desire Now through
REAL Flowing Contemplating Autotelic Meditation,

i Used to Drink A Beer A Day to Relax And Get
that First Few Sips of Euphoria to Escape My Huge
Forehead With this Huge Systemizing Neo-Cortex Then

Yet Considering my Driver’s License Says 6.6.60, For my
Birthdate And That i Got Carded By the Fundamentalist
Walmart Cashiers Through my 40’s as i Haven’t Bought
A Beer Now Since 47 Years of Age; Yes, They actually expressed

(Insert Face Palms Forest Thick Here)

Fear over the
3 Sixes on my

Driver’s License;

Yet Nope, Hell No,

i Didn’t Fall Off The
‘Turnip Truck,’ At Least

After i Gained Enough Mind
and Body Balance to Not Buy Any
of the BS the Church Brings although

My God The Real Message of Christianity
is Love; TO FeeL iT, Give it, Share it, Care With it,
And Heal With IT Yet YES the First Step is to FeeL iT

And As Science Shows Feelings and Senses Come First
And Actions With our so-Called Reasons Come Next the

More a Person Actually in A Feeling and Sensing Way Inhales
Peace And Exhales Love as Just a Metaphor for What Heaven Within

Actually Feels
And Senses Now

The More They Are
Naturally Kind With Courage

WorKinG Freer in Play ToGeTHeR

With Play that is Naked, Enough,
Whole, And Complete That Slays All Illusory Fears…

And That My FRiEnD BRinGS Real Empirical Measures
in Huge Gains of Creativity and Productivity For All to

Benefit From Freshly Newly Now…

God Yes, Progressively As such…

Actually Evolving GRoWinG
Greening FLoWeRinG
Blooming in Human
Ways ToGeTHeR For ReaL

Yet Forget Every Thing
i Just Said and Dance
And Sing Naked Enough
Whole Complete Free as the

Teachings of Jesus Clearly





Yet Manure Does Make Beautiful Flowers Bloom, Even Roses;
And DarK Muse Brings LiGHT in All Arts Fearless Love BRinGs; Yep,

No Sunshine

And All that
Other Metaphorical Jazz

That Basically Dances and
Sings Freely the Same Just

LoVE iT aLL DarK Thru LiGHT

And Enjoy What We Co-Create
And Produce in Balance With
ALL oF NaTURE NoW oF Life is Great!!!…

Yet of Course, This is All my Opinion And my View
As Of Course Mileage Varies Depending on Makes
And Models of Human Being Vehicles And Vessels; As

Yes, THere Are Many SPiRaLinG Paths As Sentient and
Non-Sentient Existence
Eternally Now;

i AM Surely
Not Suggesting
Life is Fair as Again

Without Shadows, No Sunshine Either;

And Of Course, No Us, Not even the Star
Dust We Continue to Resurrect NoW aS From Super Nova
Explosions; SaMe Iron STiLL FLoWinG iN Our Blood Streams

At Core of Our Only Home EartH;

Yet of Course

We aRe All
Birthed From
Stars For Real

A Stellar Reality;
Every Miracle And
Truly Breath of MaGiC

From Gaseous Star Dust Now;

Still Putting The F (Red) in Art Since 6.6.60 AnD

Realism in Theism

Now For Whatever Initial That May Bring Next..:)

LeSSoN 403🌺
PRAiSinG Nature Of All
That Is Every FLoWeR
Leaf And Grain Of Sand

Other Than That Happy
Pagan Sunday Sadly A
Pejorative Now Among
Some This Way Yet

May Day to
me Still Celebrating
Every Flower And No

More Freezes Here
Where i Live Feeling
Summer And Really
Starting Spring Where

You Live For FLoWeRS
Finally To Bud It’s Also
May Queen And International

Day All That
May Apply to
You as Well Dear FRiEnD
Anyway i Already Received
A Picture Of A FLoWeR From

And “The
Flower” Makes

me SO Very Happy 😊

We aRe Only ALiVE NoW As
Much As We FeeL And Sense
REaLiTy NoW Blooming New or

WitHeRinG to DusT

So True Dear Savvy Finding

The Magic The Miracle in Seemingly

The Most Ordinary Parts of Humanity and

Nature Overall

Does Make

All of Life Extraordinary

To Give Great Thanks and
Praise in Gratitude Even More
True my Mother Never Told me

Who i Should Grow up to Be Therefore

i Will Always Be Growing Up my FRiEnD Now

Just to Be

Who i Am
New Naked
Enough Whole Complete

Every Dance Step Higher Now
On A Tight Rope in Effortless Ease

As Peace Makes Loving Life New
So Very Easy And Challenging True..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From May 1st, 2022
Something About Crowds of Angels And Signing
Up to Be Scape Goats For ‘The Cause’ Yet What i Remember
And Do Most Is This: Psalm 30:11 “You have turned my mourning
into dancing, you have stripped off my sackcloth and clothed me with joy.”

And True So True in my All Natural Blog Like That it Accumulates Around
2,000 Views A Week These Days True Lots of Folks Do Find Great Joy in

Naked Dance
of Play Slaying
Fear This Way Just For Fun
No Freudian Slips All the
Best FRiEnDS With

Shadows Within

Integrating Senses
Always Regulating Emotions
This Way in Every Feeling and
Sensing Intelligence From Head to Toe and More

The Way i See it is the Golden Rule in General
Many Have Given to me During my Lifetime and

It’s Safe to Dance Sing i’ve Paid it Back More in Joy
to Others Now With


Yes in Every
Way one may Not
Even Imagine With SMiLes..:)

Reading 1, Acts 5:27-32, 40-41
27 When they had brought them in to face the Sanhedrin, the high priest demanded an explanation.

28 ‘We gave you a strong warning’, he said, ‘not to preach in this name, and what have you done? You have filled Jerusalem with your teaching, and seem determined to fix the guilt for this man’s death on us.’

29 In reply Peter and the apostles said, ‘Obedience to God comes before obedience to men;

30 it was the God of our ancestors who raised up Jesus, whom you executed by hanging on a tree.

31 By his own right hand God has now raised him up to be leader and Saviour, to give repentance and forgiveness of sins through him to Israel.

32 We are witnesses to this, we and the Holy Spirit whom God has given to those who obey him.’

40 and they had the apostles called in, gave orders for them to be flogged, warned them not to speak in the name of Jesus and released them.

41 And so they left the presence of the Sanhedrin, glad to have had the honour of suffering humiliation for the sake of the name.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 30:2, 4, 5-6, 11-12, 13
2 Yahweh, my God, I cried to you for help and you healed me.

4 Make music for Yahweh, all you who are faithful to him, praise his unforgettable holiness.

5 His anger lasts but a moment, his favour through life; In the evening come tears, but with dawn cries of joy.

6 Carefree, I used to think, ‘Nothing can ever shake me!’

11 You have turned my mourning into dancing, you have stripped off my sackcloth and clothed me with joy.

12 So my heart will sing to you unceasingly, Yahweh, my God, I shall praise you for ever.

Reading 2, Revelation 5:11-14
11 In my vision, I heard the sound of an immense number of angels gathered round the throne and the living creatures and the elders; there were ten thousand times ten thousand of them and thousands upon thousands,

12 loudly chanting: Worthy is the Lamb that was sacrificed to receive power, riches, wisdom, strength, honour, glory and blessing.

13 Then I heard all the living things in creation — everything that lives in heaven, and on earth, and under the earth, and in the sea, crying: To the One seated on the throne and to the Lamb, be all praise, honour, glory and power, for ever and ever.

14 And the four living creatures said, ‘Amen’; and the elders prostrated themselves to worship.

Gospel, John 21:1-19
1 Later on, Jesus revealed himself again to the disciples. It was by the Sea of Tiberias, and it happened like this:

2 Simon Peter, Thomas called the Twin, Nathanael from Cana in Galilee, the sons of Zebedee and two more of his disciples were together.

3 Simon Peter said, ‘I’m going fishing.’ They replied, ‘We’ll come with you.’ They went out and got into the boat but caught nothing that night.

4 When it was already light, there stood Jesus on the shore, though the disciples did not realise that it was Jesus.

5 Jesus called out, ‘Haven’t you caught anything, friends?’ And when they answered, ‘No,’

6 he said, ‘Throw the net out to starboard and you’ll find something.’ So they threw the net out and could not haul it in because of the quantity of fish.

7 The disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, ‘It is the Lord.’ At these words, ‘It is the Lord,’ Simon Peter tied his outer garment round him (for he had nothing on) and jumped into the water.

8 The other disciples came on in the boat, towing the net with the fish; they were only about a hundred yards from land.

9 As soon as they came ashore they saw that there was some bread there and a charcoal fire with fish cooking on it.

10 Jesus said, ‘Bring some of the fish you have just caught.’

11 Simon Peter went aboard and dragged the net ashore, full of big fish, one hundred and fifty-three of them; and in spite of there being so many the net was not broken.

12 Jesus said to them, ‘Come and have breakfast.’ None of the disciples was bold enough to ask, ‘Who are you?’. They knew quite well it was the Lord.

13 Jesus then stepped forward, took the bread and gave it to them, and the same with the fish.

14 This was the third time that Jesus revealed himself to the disciples after rising from the dead.

15 When they had eaten, Jesus said to Simon Peter, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me more than these others do?’ He answered, ‘Yes, Lord, you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my lambs.’

16 A second time he said to him, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’ He replied, ‘Yes, Lord, you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Look after my sheep.’

17 Then he said to him a third time, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’ Peter was hurt that he asked him a third time, ‘Do you love me?’ and said, ‘Lord, you know everything; you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my sheep.

18 In all truth I tell you, when you were young you put on your own belt and walked where you liked; but when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and somebody else will put a belt round you and take you where you would rather not go.’

19 In these words he indicated the kind of death by which Peter would give glory to God. After this he said, ‘Follow me.’


Place of Grace
Middle Balance
Silence Bringing
Expansive Energy
Unleashing Releasing

iMaGiNaTioN CREaTiViTY Free in Flow

Mind and Body Balancing Two Hemispheres

Yin and Yang Soul Above BeLoW iN Balance

Dear Savvy
As Human Beings
Connect ThiS Way
ToGeTHeR Moving
Connecting Co-Creating
Synergy So Much More Than




GreaTesT AmBiTioN

SMiLes Dear Soni There is A Poet
Named Walt Whitman Who related
And Forecast Last Century That

Humans Will Evolve to

Create Their Own

Gardens of Edens

of Beauty And Celebrate

All Of Nature’s Creation As God

And Become Their Own Priests of Their

Cosmos Finding Art And Order the Same

In Balance Of Life True i am Liberally Paraphrasing

His Words in Free Verse Also MaKinG His Prophecy

Come True As Truly Blogs Are Individual Bibles

Humans Write Pursuing How God Breathes

Authentically Within Dear Friend For
All Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

Giving Sharing Freely Caring
Healing With Least Harm For

All Yet You See

This is only

my Holy And

Sacred Grail of SPiRiT
HeART And SoUL The Art

You Paint And Poetry of Your


To Your Blog Page Is No Less integral

To the UNiVeRSE Than Mine as Mine

Tends to be More of a Marathon as Such

As One Might Expect As More Life Experiences

Come To Free Verse Poetry And Other Expressions of

Art too For You See When i Worked There Was All Time

No Life For Art And All i Could Do is Build a Garden of Eden

In The Third of An Acre That is Deep in the Forest of my

Home i Purchased Back in 1993 Yet True We Never Own

This Earth Not Even The Very Now We Inhabit As Every

Now We Are Birthed into New Wings of Butterflies Out

of Cocoons For the Caterpillars We Were Before the

Next Move of Holy And Sacred Dance Comes

Each Word of Holy And Sacred Song

Breathing And Soni’s Bible And

Fully Illustrated Art of

Soul Her Dance

And Song

too i have

the Very Great Privilege

To Collaborate As Just Another

Soul In A Body That i Only Rent Out Now

too as Cells of my Body Coming Reborn

Constantly A New Creation We All Take ParT

of/in Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Now Real…

Thank You Dear Soni For Sharing Part of Your Sacred
And Holy SoUL SPiRiT HeART Through All the Art You

Do Paint

of SoUL SaME

Always Changing

in New Colors of Heaven

Within to Give Share Care

Heal Freely Now Again With

Least Harm for All..:)

Ah Yes, Dear Soni To Touch
The Night Stars With the Leaves,
Branches, and Even Roots of Your Personal Tree

As i Love to Dance And Sing i am A Leaf That Feeds
my Tree Who Also Falls to Soils to Fertilize New Souls

of Forest
Whole Trees
And Other Wild
Life too Hehe With SMiLes…

Glad to See Your Wonderful Poetry
Again As the Pandemic Days Brought So
Much Space for Folks to Introspect Exploring

The Within And
Expressing the
Deeper Parts of their
Minds and Souls in Arts
to Give, Share, Care, And
Yes Even Heal Other Folks

With Their Challenges in Life
Yet Then the ‘Norm’ The Regular
Wash, Rinse, Spin, Dry Cycle Part of Working

And School Days Come Back As it’s So Easy

to Become Just Another Cog in Society’s Machine
to Keep the Whole Deal Well Oiled That Sadly We

May Become More

of the Tools We

Create Than

The Imaginers
And Creators for
New Art to Produce my FRiEnD

It May Be Difficult to Stay in Contact
With These Other Human Potentials Yet
of Course You Are Doing Your Best my

FRiEnD With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy Best Wishes and Prayers
For Your Brother-in-Law To Recover From His
Stroke Soon And Thanks For Bringing ‘Jill Bolte
Taylor’ in The Discussion As Yes Her Left Hemisphere

Stroke Left Her With Insights About Our Right Hemisphere
Abilities and Potentials that Are Less Explored With Language

And More Explored

With Insight
And Intuition

And The Patterns of What
Is and the Oneness Experience of

All That is True Seat of Souls in a Very
Right Brained Hemisphere Way and on the

Autism Spectrum With Asperger’s Syndrome With
What Used to Be A Technical List Maker, Super Systemizer
Brain the One Noted as Having A Brain Like A Computer

When it Came to Solving the Information Technology Issues
of Colleagues And Work Becoming Collateral Duties Along
With Financial Management too True Anything Analytical

Easy For me then Oh How in Awe i am Then of Imaginative
And Creative People How They FLoWeD Free Like a River Producing

So Many Novel New Experiences of Life to Explore And the Professional
Who Diagnosed my Asperger’s Syndrome Said my Mind Worked as if My Left

Hemisphere Couldn’t Connect Whole With my Right Hemisphere Similar to What
“Jill Bronte Taylor” Describes as Her Limits In Life Before As A Harvard Trained Neuroanatomist

For me at Least Writing Gradually Gaining Poetic Sparks Brought me A Free Flowing Connection
Back to the More Right Brain Hemisphere Processes of Social-Empathic-Artistic-Spiritual Emotional
Intelligences From Head to Toe and So Much More And The Autotelic Meditative Flow of Dance in
Public for 16,533 Miles
in 8 Years and
8 Months

Now Only
And Brings
More Imagination
And Creativity too

In So Many FLoWinG New Moving,
Connecting, And Co-Creating Ways…

Iain McGilchrist is A Pioneer in this Field
As Well With Books of The “Master And The Emissary”
And The Most Recent one Called “The Matter With Things” too…

As He Suggests Our Western Civilization is Too Steeped in Left Brain
Think Process So Very Material Reductionist in Grasping At Stuff in Life

Yet Never Seeing The Whole Forest/Ocean of Life For The Small detailed Trees in Life

For me at Least

my Life Before

Was Indeed Somewhat

The Effect of A Stroke on
my Right Hemisphere Potential
of Experiencing A Whole And Integral Existence…

i Learned A Lot, i See Through An Opaque Window of Potential
Now That i Was Almost Totally Blind to Before in Fact on the Autism
Quotient Test now i Score A Low 11, Instead of Close to the Top of

The Range of 0 to 50 At 45, Before i Recovered Back Half my Mind
Potential And So much more

Just to Be
As Compared to the Before..:)

“I’m Only Happy When it Rains,”

Of Course The First Song That Came
to Mind/Soul For me and Dance is “Singing in the
Rain” By Gene Kelly Now True i Understand How

That Old ‘Garbage’ Song Feels Like too Even When it is
Not Just A Parody of the Grunge Songs of the 90’s Such

As “Black Hole Sun Won’t You Come And Wash Away the Rain”
by ‘Soundgarden’ of Course

Yet These Days We
Have The ‘Trump Meme’
For Years to Replace That
And the Reality of the 24/7 News
Shows That Relate the Destruction And the

(The Addiction to Adrenaline And Dopamine that
Fear, Anger, And Hate Brings is Still Very Real Now
And Practically An Online Pandemic of Human Soul too)

Blood and Gore of War For All to See in ‘Real Time Now’…

The Human Mind Indeed is a Fascinating Creation of Nature
And An Even More Fascinating Imaginer And Creator New Now True

As THere is No Measure of Limits For What iMaGiNaTioN And CREaTiViTY
of the Human Mind May BRinG NoW And Be Even Beyond Mathematical Old
Measures Like

iNFiNITY That Still
BeLieVE iN Human
Created iLLuSioNS of
TiME, Distance, Space and

Matter Yet Again We Humans
Are Imaginers and Creators This

Way Who May Often Dream up the Strangest
of Nightmares and Dreams Come True of CuLTuRE

in Fruition

Both in
More Solo Ways Now…

I’ve Lived in the Same Place
For Almost 29 Years Now; There Were
Years i never noticed the Flowers; There Were

Years When Every Cloud Made me Feel Dark Within

And There Was Never Ending Days Where All i Felt like is
A Rain Drop Hitting the Roof, Nothing More Or Less For Real then…

Yet You See No One Ever Told me That i Was/Am Actually ‘A Human Star’ With The Potential
Real Relative Free Will Through An Autotelic Flow Now Of Meditative Dance And Song Free

For the Bio-Feedback to Generate All My Own Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
(Sunshine, Rainbows,
And Oh My God So
Much More For REaL)

Too As Where i Am
From in the United

States The Goals and The
Aims Were Most always External

Spoon-Fed From Birth With a Natural

Self-Fulfilling Prophecy of What Can And Will
Be a Culture of the Greatest Poverty of Not Understanding

One’s Own Self in Finding Intrinsic Manuals WHere No one owns
or controls our Potential for Happiness Except For Us When Indeed

Every Inhale of Peace Exhale of Love is A New Birthday Breath now…

Obviously, if i Worked
in the Same Hell

Hole i Used to
Work in, This Would
Be Virtually Impossible for
me to Do as i am Only Human

And Really All of This is only A Gift,

As Usual Happy

Birthday With SMiLes…

“i’m Singing in the Rain,
i’m Singing in the Rain, ETc…:)

It’s Worth Noting That ‘You’ Are on A ‘Private Internet Site,’
Where The Owner Supports The Reality That There Has
Been And Still is Systematic Racism in the United States.

It’s Also Worth Noting That Attacking Other Members
Here By Making Up Scenarios, Only in Your Head, And
Calling Them Mentally Ill With Clear Threats of Putting
Your So-called Imaginary Boot on Their ‘Mentally Ill Throat’ Can And Will

Result in ‘Censorship’ For that Kind of Hate Filled Violent Rhetoric ‘Here.’

So in Other Words, Continue This Behavior And You Will Only Have You to
Be Blamed For Being So-Called Censored Here; And i am Not Impressed By

‘Old Days Barbaric Warrior Avatars’ As These Days, The “Nerds” Run the World With Their Brains


of Harming,
Raping, Maiming,
Violent Killing Ways

of Showing Off Their So-Called
‘White Manhood’, War Paint or Not…

Humans Have Only Survived to this Point Because
of Cooperation; ‘Toxic Patriarchy’ is Failing except in
some Places Like Russia These Days By Men with ‘Little

Man Syndrome,’ Who Go Shirtless on Horsies to Try to Prove Their Manhood…

And When That Doesn’t Work They Go Wagging Weapons; Those Days soon to be dust at best…

And Yeah, Yeah, As my Grandfather Was Born in Ireland And i Weigh in at Over 240 American Pounds,
For ‘The Tale of the Tape,’ Still Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds, Even Reaching 62 Since 6.6.60; i Could Surely
Pass For A ‘Yamnaya Man’ Then For Real Now as i’m Actually About As Strong As An Orangutan And i Am More

Than A Frigging
Avatar online; Yes,

As i am A Real Thing too, hehe…

Anybody Can Be An Avatar; Yet i am
Also Very Proficient At Martial Arts too…

A Greatest Martial Artist Carries Himself and Or Herself
in Such a Way Now That He and Or Her is Never Attacked;

So They Never Need to Strike an Ounce of Human Flesh to Really Be A Man And Or Woman Now.

We are Far Away From A Day Where Brawn And Sociopathy Rules the World; Perhaps We aren’t Quite

for Love


Yet There is Still
Room For Thousands of Years to do that too…

Anyway, ‘We’ Are No Longer the “Yamnaya Man”
For All of what Stands AND FALLS For Toxic Patriarchy FOR REAL,

AT LEAST NOT WHERE i Live, Even Though there are some “Trump Wannabe’s” here too…

Other than That Thanks for the Cultural Anthropology Reference to “Yamnaya Man;” One of my
3 Degrees From University Happens to Be in Anthropology, and i Actually Spent A Summer Working
For the University as an Archaeology Associate Yet Too Damn Boring, All that Digging; Labeling Bags
Of Subsistence Related Bone Fragments And Charcoal For Oldest Style Cook-Outs; i Much More Enjoy
Cultural Anthropology and Participant Anthropology Observer Duties As A Retirement Hobby as Such, So
Here is my “Yamnaya Man Face” Just For ‘Role Play’ Fun And To Be Clear i am in no Way Angry in this Photo;
Yet i Guaran Damned Tee Ya, i Could Scare the Hell Out of Jack Nicholson in A Dark Alley Even After He Might Say, “Ever


in the Pale Moonlight;”

Yeah, I’ve Been to Heaven
And Hell For ReaL ON EartH;

Here’s ‘A Thing’; i Have
no Problem Smiling as i
Realize, i Really Have Teeth too, hehe;

The Original Greek Definition of ‘Meek,’ Means
More Like Keeping ‘the Sword Sheathed’ as You
Are Man And or Woman Enough Not to need to Use it.

WeLL IT’s True, Not Everyone is Impressed Now
With my ‘Physiognomy’ Yet ‘This’ And OVER 2000
Photos Similar to it, Suggest i Have the Ability

to at Least


And Provide Some
Free Ecstatic SMiLes for ‘Others’…

(Yes, Being Financially Independent Helps)

Why Not Try a Change of Venue, in Example: Dance,

It’s Practically A Fountain of Youth ETERNALLY
NOW FLoWinG All Around Ya, With SMiLES.

Listen UP,

Very Carefully,
Hehe, NO ONE Rains on my Parade..;)

Place of Grace
Middle Balance
Silence Bringing
Expansive Energy
Unleashing Releasing

iMaGiNaTioN CREaTiViTY Free in Flow

Mind and Body Balancing Two Hemispheres

Yin and Yang Soul Above BeLoW iN Balance

Dear Savvy
As Human Beings
Connect ThiS Way
ToGeTHeR Moving
Connecting Co-Creating
Synergy So Much More Than




True Dear Savvy All Strings

of the Same Guitar Some

More in Tune Others

Not So Much

Yet What i know,
feel, sense, And Appreciate

So Much is You Take the Time
And Effort to Inspire Others Each

And Every Day of Your Life And i Get
to Be Part of Your



Each Day

It is Very Much
Appreciated And
Perhaps i Don’t Say
That Enough Yet Every Word Is..:)

SMiLes As Much As i Give my
Wife the Present of me Now

Is Often


too Much

For Her to
Deal With my
Present New

As It’s Surely
Very Expressive Indeed

Hyperthymic Always Full of Positive
Energy No Need to Even Charge

my Batteries

No Wind Up

Toy Am i With SMiLes
as i’m Always Wound up to
Play With my Present Now i Am to Be…

i’m not A Gift Giver of Material Things at All…

Yet on the Other Hand
When i Retired She

Opened Her
Purse and

i Gave Her all the
Filthy Green Paper
Habit That Drove me Close to Nuts
For Decades Before For Her to Deal
With, Keep, and Spend to Her Delight…

i’m The Hardest Person to Give a Material
Gift to As There is Nothing More Material of
Anything i Want Yet Every Once in a While i
Notice All the Sudden New Underwear and the

Such Appears

in Drawers With SMiLes

A Traditional Approach Now That

Always Works Perfectly Enough to me With SMiLes…
And Nah, i Have No Idea Where the Salad Fork or
Bread Should Be On A Formal Dinner Table Never

Will i Be

Enough in Any
Formal Matter
For it to Matter at all with SMiLes…

And Nah, i Don’t Even Own A Pair
of Long Pants Since the Winter of 2013…

Shorts or
Less Just
A Casual Dude…

Wasting Away All Time,
Distance, Space, And Matter
In A Place With No Margarita’s Either..:)

i AM A F88KinG

Brain Glue
Rules Neurons
Glial Cells REiGN…

And YoU’LL never
fully understand
any of this ‘STuFF’
until you don’t know


iN oTheR WordS
A StaTe oF BeinG
aT LEast oNe tHinG

“Kali” iS An East Indian Symbol
Not Unlike A Word For Essence
Under/Over Symbols NoW

Hehe Yeah i Told Katrina
As soon As i Run out of
Words my New Hobby
Will Be Chef She looks
At me In Disbelief
Yet No one Thought
The Last Kid picked
In Sports Who
Until 4 Would
Ever Be Athletic
Director of A Military
Station Still Strongest
Leg Pressing Dude at
The Military Gym, 62 on 6.6.2022
Pounding Away up to 1520 Lbs
(Don’t Forget To Write
My Birthday Poem Rue
Hehe) And Metro
With 16,533
Miles Of Public
Dance With the
10.4 MiLLioN Words
Of Free Verse Poetry
In 8 Years and 8 Months
Either In Fact If Anyone
Told Me i Would Be Doing
All of That At 62 When i
i Probably
Would Say
Hell No To
The Call to
Oh God Please
Don’t Make Me
Do All Of That
And Chef Too
All i Have to Do
Now is Not Run
Out of Words And
Steps too to Stay
Heat Of
The Kitchen
Dear Rue Rue😜

An ‘Old Testament God’ oF Old That And Or Who or ‘Him’ With Expertise in “Stoning Women”
Raises ‘His’ Evil Head Once Again And Hisses in the Most Supreme of Courts in the United States…

True, ‘He’ Comes in the Form of the Ignorance of ‘Justice’ Alito too…

Yet These Days ‘The Stoning’ is Slow And Horrible Torture For the
Young Women Who are Trafficked And The Young Daughters Who
are Violently Raped By Fathers, Other “Close” Family Members,
And Friends of the Family of Course too as Research Shows

Rape is Most Often
At the Hand of
Someone Now

Who is Already
Well Acquainted With
The Victim; Yes, At Hand or
Whatever Other Body Part is
Used to Rape And Sexually Abuse;

Yes, Not Only Will They Suffer the Violent
Abuse and Rape They May Be Forced into Carrying
What Feels So Much Like Evil Spawn to Birth, if they

Don’t Commit Suicide First Or Seek a Back Alley Abortion
As False Palm Forest Thick Ignorance Shows Countries Where

Abortion is Illegal Have Just As Many Illegal and Unsafe Abortions
As Compared to Countries That Are Not Third World and Still More

First World and Civilized With Empathy And Compassion for the Most Vulnerable
And Marginalized in Society; Yes, Little Girls Who Are Trafficked And Raped in the

Home or Church
Or Wherever

it Happens

When the Ones they
Should Be Able to Trust
With Unconditional Love the
Most Are Instead Callous And
Selfish for Only Self-Gratification
Treating Them Like Only Objects and

Tools to Be Used for Aggression, Violence, And Rape This way;

Just Another Way of ‘Kicking The Dog’ when ‘Big Daddy’ Has A Bad Day…

As The Church Crowd Recently Celebrated When the Rights of these Young
Women Not to Be Stoned Slowly, the Rest of their Life This way, Were taken away

After 15 Weeks; Yet of Course if the Old Testament God in Supreme Court Justice
Robes of Alito Has His Way With His Cronies At Hand, Florida Will Likely Erase the 15 Month
Allowance And if Women Are ‘Lucky’ They Will Be Able to Still End a Pregnancy that Physically

Threatens their life;

Of Course the Ignorant

Don’t Understand And Act
with Empathy and Compassion
For the Slow Torture of Suffering
That Can, May, And Will Be lifelong indeed…

The Only Good News is Not unlike Before 1973, We Weren’t
Exactly A Third World Country; Yet Again We Will In Effect With
This Measure of Inhumane Suffering Be A Country Comprised

of Somewhere Around Half of Third World States; 60 Percent of
Floridians Oppose this As Do Close to the Average Polling Numbers

of the Country AS Whole; So Why Does 37 to 39 Percent of the Rest
Get the Majority Rule; Well, This is A Representative Democracy; if the

Majority Doesn’t

All Vote the

Minority that Does Rules;

Every Vote Counts; Perhaps those

Who Don’t Have the Attention Span or

The Motivation or Even the Desire to Vote

Will Change Their Ways if Enough Pain Comes Their way…

It Would Be Nice if Folks Would Do This; Yet Let’s Face Facts

As Science Shows the Human Condition at Core is Just Not Rational

And The State of Affairs of the United States in the Last Several Years

Proves this

By Any

Reasonable Doubt…

Verdict to Date, the United States AS Whole
Is Becoming More Ignorant As Real Pandemic
As Days Grow Cold

More Callous

And More

Numb to the
Suffering of Others
Who Are Most Vulnerable
And Marginalized Now And Frigging Breathing;

Where The Wannabe Theocracy of this Country
Falls AND FAiLS is For the Sanctity of Breathing Life From
Pandemic Rules to Save the Most Vulnerable in Church to the Little


And Raped by ‘HIM’.

Yeah, Yeah, Alito Found His
Legal Loop Holes to in Effect allow
The Suffering And Torturing of
Little Raped Girls to Go on and Continue; So,

Get And Out and Vote And Help Legislate it or Don’t;

We Get The Government And the Country We Vote For or


We Get

No Country at
All in the Long Term at Least
If We Stay at Home And Sit
on our Butts For Freedom
to continue to Wave
as Real Flag

for All

Humans Indeed…

“Countries in which abortion is completely illegal/prohibited:

Abortion is completely illegal in the following countries: Andorra, Aruba (territory), Republic of the Congo, Curaçao (territory), Dominican Republic, Egypt, El Salvador, Haiti, Honduras, Iraq, Jamaica, Laos, Madagascar, Malta, Mauritania, Nicaragua, Palau, Philippines, San Marino, Senegal, Sierra Leone, Suriname, Tonga, and West Bank & Gaza Strip (Palestinian territories). Note: This is a list of countries in which abortion has been completely prohibited. For a more complete and detailed list of countries and their various legal stances on abortion, see the table further down the page.

The real-world impact of making abortion illegal

According to data from the World Health Organization (WHO), the legality of abortion across the world actually has little to no effect on abortion rates throughout the world. Legal or not, abortions can, will, and do take place. The legality of abortion, however, does affect how safe those abortions are. Women who do not have access to a legal abortion frequently turn to illegal or “homemade” abortion options, which are typically much riskier, more dangerous, and less effective than legal options conducted by professional doctors in a clinical setting would be.”

LeSSoN 404🌟🙏😊
Not Unlike Mind With Poetry
THere is No Distance, Space,
Time, or Even Matter With SMiLes

Yes Only Eternally
Now Here i am PoSinG
With Two of my Favorite
Super Heroes Yoda and the
Wookiee Chewbacca True They

Are Story They Are Poetry They Exist
Eternally Now Beyond The Parameters of
Distance, Space, Time, And Matter When

Story Becomes
Part of Our Mind

True No Different than
Other Characters in Stories
Like Buddha and Jesus and
Socrates And Yes Even Krishna
And The Characters of Stories of

Jain ‘Super Heroes’ Too Held so Holy
And Sacred Within in Mind Again Where

Eternal Now
Is All That
Truly Exists

No Matter Characters
or Stories Who Never Die Within Now

And True Science Has no Discrete And Empirical
Way to Measure And Fully Understand How Our

Conscious Mind Comes to

Be And Where Dreams

Exist So Colorful So

Beautiful And

So Dark

And Scary too

Other than they exist in Our Subconscious
Mind too Eternally Now As They Come and Go

As We Remain As Long As We BREaTHE Eternally NoW

With SMiLes
Perhaps Inhaling
Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Yes Perhaps Giving, Sharing, Caring,
Healing in A Forevermore Poem Now

For All With
Least Harm
And Today Eternally
Now Writing to You With SMiLes

Secret Student as You Freely Have
Always Allowed me to Paint Your Soul With Poetry

SMiLes as Always All i Desire From You on my Birthday
on June 6th is a Poem Like Last Year if You like Meanwhile

This one
is for You
i Realize it’s
Long Yet Some
Mornings i Wake
Up With More Words Than Others…

True Dear Savvy All Strings

of the Same Guitar Some

More in Tune Others

Not So Much

Yet What i know,
feel, sense, And Appreciate

So Much is You Take the Time
And Effort to Inspire Others Each

And Every Day of Your Life And i Get
to Be Part of Your



Each Day

It is Very Much
Appreciated And
Perhaps i Don’t Say
That Enough Yet Every Word Is..:)



SMiLes Dear Savvy A Free Dance And Song
Sure Some Writing in Flow Without Much

Reason Yet Fully Regulating Emotions

Integrating Senses More in

Balance Where

Innate Instinct
And Intuition

Comes in View to
Feel and Sense So
Much More From Head to Toe

Beyond All Words Shines A Flame

In the EYes of Those Who Do Partake

SPiRiT HiGHeR HeART Free of SoUL

And True With SMiLes i Shared Your
Lovely Artistic Photos of Your International

Dance Travels With Your Colleagues and Students

With my Wife and She Said the Dance of Your Face
With Brightly Lit Eyes and Smiles of Warmth Tales A

Story of A Dancer
Free Filled With


Of Soul So Love
Yet SMiLes True i Am
Paraphrasing Her A Bit
As i am Still Trying to Convince Her to Dance And Sing
Free SMiLes i Once Was Shy too Before i Broke Through
A Cocoon With Dance And Song Now No Longer Tripping
Over 101 Caterpillar Legs Before i Broke Out of the Cocoon With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Beautiful Poem Dear Cindy
Describing A Path A Rose Takes
To Raise the

Love High
And Bring the
Mountain Top Down

to Kindness And Courage
to Rule Life From Now On Yes

in Peace And Harmony With Love

Interesting it is How Scarcity

May Bring Anxiety or Hope

And How Abundance

May Bring

or Gratitude

Yet Finally When the
Valley and the Mountain
Top Become A Balancing
Force of TWiLiGHT in Flow

Effortless Ease to Touch Others
ThiS Way May Be Simply A Feather in Breeze..:)

SMiLes Dear Mariana As Mother’s Day Approaches
on Sunday the 8th of May And It Seems You Lament

Here Where Does the Love Go When The Last Breath

Comes It’s True Love Still Breaks

Through the Pupil of

Every Eye Receiving

Unconditional Love
Birthed By A Mother of Same

As After my Mother Went Without
Food or Drink For 8 Long Days As ‘They’
Say it Usually takes only 3 in Hospice Care

Only Explanation the Doctor Gave Your Mother
Must Have A Strong HeART As She Went to Her Death

(And Yes Love Definitely Creates Literally A Stronger HeART)

Bed Then on Valentine’s Day in 2017 Lasting until Her Death
Day of February 22nd, 2017 Oh How Deafening Her Last

Breath Seemed

Yet The Wisdom

i Gained Then is
Her Life of Love Still

BreatheS oN Within the Pupil

of my EYe to Give Even More

of What She Gave So Unconditionally to me

And True i Surely Will Credit The SPiRiT oF Love

of These Words Unconditional Still to Her As

Long As i Love As Long As Those i Have

Loved and Continue to Love Breathe

LoVE iNDeeD My Mother

Breathes on


As Love

Is Eternal

And Real Now
This Way At Least i Am With SMiLes..:)

Wow! It’s Totally Amazing Being Close
to 62, by 6.6.2022, in The Fabulous

Past, Over 6 Decades Now; my

Mantra Is Keep Improving,

Human Potential May Grow
Well into Our 60’s As i Do Remember

A Marine Captain Lamenting at age 31;
That His Peak Strength Days Were Gone;
Just So Tired, Getting Weaker on His Bench Press then;

Hmm, Perhaps He Never Got Wind of Jack LaLanne;
Inventor of the ‘Universal Weight Machine’ Working Out

With Resistance of Weights His Whole Life; Towing 70 Boats
Swimming Across A Bay At 70 Years-Old; Plus a Navy Captain
And A Commodore of A Navy Flight Station i Personally Know,

Still Squatting 450 Pounds and Bench Pressing 450 Pounds Through
His 70’s too; So, How Do i Continue that Human Tradition of Human Potential;

Yes, i Still Leg Press Up to 1520 Pounds At My Advanced Age For Human Potential
And Write Around 100,000 Words A Month in Free Verse Poetry Long Form Style
For the Last 8 Years and 8 Months, Public Dancing 16,544 Miles in the Same Span
of Dates; i Also may Just Be An Oldest Nude Artist And Erotic Poetry Writer around

too; in Legal and
Avenues for
Stuff Like that too


If You (me) Are
Gonna Break
Through Barriers
oF A New 4 Minute
Mile, Ya Gotta Find
Fresh New Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete Ways in Meditative
Autotelic Flow to Get Stuff Done on Even
A Higher Tight Rope Dance Sing of Achieving

Human Potentials

Now Just for
Fun; Making
More Money
Would Only Be
A Non-Required Annoyance at Least…

Anyway, Science Shows A Meditative Autotelic
Flow only Done on A Regular Basis May Regenerate
‘Gray Matter’ From ‘Head to Toe’; As Sure, Weight Training
Done The Way i Do It Intensively Is Shown to Increase Human

Growth Hormone too;

As Usually i Get A Two Decade
or So ‘Mulligan’ on my Age With
Looks From Folks Like Please Do
Whip Out Your Driver’s License And
Show ’em the Birthdate of 6.6.60 and

After That i Usually
Dance Sing Hehe,

‘The Devil’

Made me Do
the Fountain
of Youth For Real;

Strangely Enough, Folks Who
Have Been Very Kind to me Like
my Wife, And Sister, Don’t Seem to

Age Very Much; Still Studying Whether
or not A Fountain of Youth Can And Will Rub-Off on Others Like this…

What i ‘See’ is A Life of Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Without Fear in JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing With Least Harm for All in Synergy of An Autotelic

FLoW in Meditative
Ways of Contemplation,
Like Free Dance and Song
of Write, Works Just Like A Lucky Charm;

True though, i Am A Rather (at 240 Plus Pounds)
Large Twice Removed Leprechaun From Ireland For Sure…

Yawn, i Also
Suggest Plenty
of Naps, Whenever
You Desire; True though,
Financially Independence Does Help too;
Leave Negative Stress and Fear Behind;
Go Far, Then Go Much Farther NoW in Human Potentials Indeed..:)

Hehe, i Don’t Have Just 6 or 7 Figures;
i Have ‘Crazy 8’ Now That Means i Am
Rich Enough to Never Need Anymore

Money And Satisfied With What i Have,

WHere i Am Not Going to Trade-in my Paid-off
Home, Paid-Off Car, And First Wife, Any Day Soon

And the House

Likely Never
And Wife
As Long
As i’m Alive

As It ALL Exists
NoW As A Real Garden
of Eden Deep in A Peaceful
Harmonious Forest so Tranquil
So Quiet Just Really Heaven on Earth

With Board-on-Board Fencing Totally
Private For Just About Any Human Activity


With Broad Smiles
And at my Ease i Squeeze
All 240 Pounds Plus of me
Through This Fiber Optic cable
As Avatar For Real and Circle the
Globe at the Speed oF LiGHT or Love, Whatever Comes First

Where Ever i May Land Now To Continue A “Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old,” Now
in 71 Months, Personal of Course; Yet just A Sub-Chapter of my “SonG oF mY SoUL” Long Form
Poem at 10.4 MiLLioN Words in 8 Years And 8 Months of Effort, Along With 16,544 Miles of
Public Dance As Yes i Became An actual General Public Assessed Living Legend And Never
Earned A Lincoln Penny Doing it Although some of the Rewards Were/Are Practically
Out of “This World” as No, i Don’t Do Formal or Strictly Group Think With Tradition;

It’s All Just

“Crazy 8’s;”

Here’s A Key to Eventually Never Needing to Earn
Another Penny in this ‘Money Made World’



My Wife Spends, i Do Not;
It Works Out Okay to Never
Need to Make Another Penny Now;

True Though, i Didn’t become Financially
Independent until i Quit Actually Working and
Continued to Get Paid at Age 47, As True, i Will
Receive 100 Percent of my Government Federal Civil
Service Retirement in June of my 62nd Year as of the 6th,

Only Drawing in 40 Percent Since the Early Retirement of Work
Almost Killing me Back at Age 47, Waiting to Get That Approved on
Sick and Annual Leave for A Year-And-A-Half then Finally Coming

Through at Age 49, As A Double Dipper in that Other Government Provided
Benefit For the Canaries in the Coal Mine Who Fall Out in the ‘Coal Mind’ First…

Hey, i Understood
What those Golden
Hand-cuffs of that

Government Job Meant
For Lifelong Benefits When
i Signed on At Age 24, in 1984, Even At
Only $3.69 An Hour After Earning 3 Degrees

in College; Yes, Ya Get Your Foot in the Door, Just in the
Nick of Years, to Earn High Pay for Your Last Three Years
And Then You Are Set With Lifelong Benefits for You and Your Family Whole…

Anyway, i Saw A Rainy (Cat-6 Hurricane Strength) Day Coming on the Autism Spectrum Even
though i Didn’t Get Diagnosed, Until So-Called “Autism-Burnout,” Took me Down in a Life Synergy
Threat of 19 Medical Disorders at 47; So i Saved, And Saved, And Saved Some More; And my Wife Surely

Didn’t Like the Tight
Budget the Financial
Manager of me Always
Great With Numbers Provided
As i Ended UP Doing Information
Technology And Financial Management at Work
As The Always Super Systemizer i Still Am too
When i Let Go of the Poetic SParK And BRing

BacK iN PLaY…

Anyway, i Saved Enough
Money, With or Without the
Retirement Incomes, to Last
Many Years As That is What You
Do When Deep Down You Intuit

You Are A Canary in A Coal Mine
And 25 Years in A Federal Job is all Ya Might
Last Before

Ya Fall
Like A Wind
Up Toy-Soldier Indeed…

Or in My Case, Just Plain ‘Vanilla Nerd’

All that i am Then Yet Now i Am Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete With New Colors
to Add to my Tree of Life Each And Everyday Practically Free…

My Wife Still Does the Spending Without Much Input From me

And that’s
the way

i Like it;
i Do the Flow
Now And She takes
Care of All the NumBeRS

As She Loves the Control She Finally Has With SMiLes…

The Way my Life Worked Out After not Being Able to Speak
Until 4, And All the Other Difficulties From Young; It’s Practically

A Miracle i
Exist and
at Least in this
Case Real Fairy Tales
of Happily Ever After
Really Do Happen after
HeLL ON EartH For Real too…

At Least for 8 Years And 9 Months, So Far Now;

Is it Worth it; of course it is Now; Before, Difficult to Imagine at Least;

Yep, i Spent 66 Months as A Shut-in my Home With All That Hell; Perspective,

Heaven And
HeLL and
Rich and
Poor, It’s
All About
Perspective Now For Real..:)

Yawn, Life is All Organic, Messy, and Colorful or Not;

CR8P Happens and True Fertilizer Happens too and

Makes Lovely Roses Grow in SH8T ThiS Way Too…

Some Domesticated Animals Only LiVE As We take care of Them

Long Enough to Slay And Eat

Them As We’ve Been Doing this

For Thousands of Years With Not
too Many Second Thoughts and True
i Have Very Large Canines As i Was Literally

‘Cut’-Out of ‘Eye Teeth’ to Eat Meat ThiS Way; Yes,
True the Dentist Says i Have the Second Biggest

Teeth on
the Chart…

i Can Prove it Easy
Hehe; Yet That’s in
Another Thread, No Need
to Make This Story That Deep;

Life Ain’t Black and White Dude As Much as Folks

Would Love to Decrease The Complexity of Heaven And HeLL ON
Earth to What Happens After Death With No Responsibility Now for

That Ideology
At All Either;

Guess What, Abortion is Nothing
New Among Us And the Rest of the
Animal Kingdom Too As True It Has Been

Often that the Unborn Child is Sacrificed So the
Sanctity of Those Currently Breathing With Restricted
Resources Will Continue to Breathe; My God That’s A Horrible
Decision to Have to make; Yet Tough Times Make Tough Decisions Real…

True, We Can And Will Choose to LiVE iN Ideologies Rather than Nature’s Realities….

Yet Again Studies Have Already Been Done that Show in the World As Whole, When

Abortion Becomes Illegal It Still Happens in Non-Medically Approved Unsafe Ways That only

Lead to More Harm, Maiming, Permanent Disability, And Death Among All Concerned; Yes, Including

Now Once

Relegated Then And
Still in Some Places Now

Used As Only Domesticated

Animals to Breed Children For Men;

Some Folks Would Love to Go Back
to A Theocratic Rule that Way; And True

THeir God’s Laws of Ignorance are slowly coming Back for Real too Here…

Yet ‘They’ Won’t Fool Mother Nature And Even More People Will Suffer and

Die As A Result

of Trying

to Fool
the ‘Real
God Mother Nature’

That and Who Gets the Final Reality Then Or Now…

Dude, Every Birth Results in A Death; Duh, And Humans
Are the Only Ones Who Hoard Their Dead in Containers
Avoiding Adding to the


of Breath All
Naturally As the
Rest of Nature Does

That Doesn’t LiVE iN
Abstract Constructs of
Fools Out of Balance With Nature…

Humans LiVE oN EartH And As Studies
Show Humans Are Endangering 1 in 8 Living Animal
And Plant Species From Not Only Dying Yet Going Extinct

In the Coming Decades

Please Cry
me A Moral
River for What

Is Already A Zombie
Species Destroying THeir Only
Place of Nature As Home Now in
Balance Indeed Eating THeir Own Face Of Nature Slower or Faster As They Go…

If THere is A ‘Trademark God With a Sense of Justice’ as i Doubt Life is Fair THAT Way;
Humans Are Surely Last on Santa Claus’s List Now for Who Has Been Naughty or Nice…

Anyway It’s Another Disgusting Human Era For “Incel Rapists” And “Incestual Big Daddys” To Surely
Celebrate Still Coming

For Them…

Yet Don’t Forget

THere is No Escaping

Nature For Every Birth THere is
Death and All We Really Leave
Behind is the Love We ‘Give’ Or Nothing of the Love We ‘Took’…

Other than That After Losing a Child Watching that Child Suffer
for 51 Days with Only Pain and Misery; We Also Extend the Misery

of Those to Own
As Well

Than Free
Allowing them
A Greater Blessing of Nature
That Surely in Many Cases is Death…

Yeah, When Ya Experience Pain and
Misery Beyond Any Measure of the Reality of Death,

At Best it Brings Empathy and Compassion For Others
Who Suffer And Are Tortured ThiS Way in Life; THere are

Many Ways to Die, Both Breathing and Not; THere Are Many

Ways That Some

Folks Will Find

Before They Take
Their Last Breath and

Then Perhaps Finally Become
Human Enough to Understand

Life is Messy, Really Damn Messy
And Worth Empathy and Compassion
for Others Not As Fortunate Breathing Now…

i’m Always Amazed How Some Dudes, Even Priests And Pastors
Only Show Empathy And Compassion When it Comes to the Unborn…


Just Another
‘Political Ruse”

With Crocodile Tears…

As A Priest Lauded Florida
For Allowing Folks to Suffer and
Die in A Peak of A Deadly Pandemic

Unmasked Without Social Distancing

Left with the Most Vulnerable Older Folks in Danger
Trusting the Fool who Ran an Entire Diocese of Ignorance…

Is it Any Surprise
This Same Ideology
of Ignorance is In

Charge of this Coming
Human Misery and Suffering

No, Not Really, Just Another
Self-Fulfilling Old Testament
Stale And Ignorant Prophecy Come to Be Again…

As The Trump Meme LiveS oN And The “JeSuS” of ‘the
Marginalized’ Still
Breathing is


Plain Ole
Dead As That/
This Is What Happens
When A Newer Improved Story Becomes Lost

And Is Replaced By Another Older Still Rotting Story of Course…

Yawn, The Good News is Only The Minority of 30 Percent of U.S. Citizens
Go Along With This Non-Sense; if The 70 Percent Finally Wakes Up

A Newer
Story Now

Will Begin And Thrive
Again; Yes, Meanwhile
‘Eve’, Pass the Popcorn;

We’ve BeCome ACCustoMeD Over Here in

REAL EDEN For Many Years Now Accepting
What We Reasonably Cannot Change;

And Just Watching
The Human Circus
Continue to Unfold

As Honestly it Makes
Great DarK And LiGHT
Muse for An Even Greater Story Still to come…

And So the Circle of Life GoeS on As Death Makes Life…

Night Makes
Day Dark
Makes Light

A Jazz Song
of Reality Just
Never Ending

Always Changing
Dancing New Now For Real..:)


Hi Sreeja.. so Happy you could
Feel the Colorful ‘Exotica’
oF WHat i ATTempT to
BRinG For LiFE
And SonG For
Those who
A Libido
oF LiFE Strong
iN WiLL and Grace
Cake With ICinG That Never
Fully Melts for all to enjoy a Sweet
Taste of life of Exotica iN Colors more
Now Bold
As Ice Cream
Mountains of Warm
Human Touch Who Do Deeply
Feel and Sense aN EXperience
oF HEaVEN NoW oN thiS EartH NoW…
Sadly Meanwhile Folks are trying
to Build Heaven out of Yes Dollar
Bills or are MiSSinG A PoTENTiaL
For HEaVeN NoW oN EartH Within
HeHE… Yes i can and will/Do imagine
A Man Named Like JeSuS Coming to
EartH and Singing it’s been 2K Years
And you are STill LooKinG For Heaven
SoMEwHere Else Yet at Hand NoW aLWays
in this Generation Within To Share with Each
Other as SPiRiTS oF LoVE iN all the “John 14:12”
Additional Colors iN Exotica of Holding Hands ToGeTHeR
in Art
Science too…
And then He will Dance Sing
He And Or Her Is Pleased Now
As True Even Now A Message
Remains in Books Repeating Then
What’s left of Oral Tradition NoW…
And then her and or he and we Will
Look out and
Dance Sing
They know and
feel and sense ‘this
JeSuS’ as the Love
of Human Potential With Least Harm For All Giving Sharing
Caring Healing NoW in a Train of Love as Art and Science
That Never Ends now for the GreaTesT oF aLL THaT iS….
or True it could be like A Krishna A Buddha A Lao Tzu
or Just
A Naked
Indian Now
That Who no
one kNoWs STiLL
Exists by Original NamE at LEasT..:)

“Thanks for motivating me in a way that no one has
ever done before. I appreciate you taking Your
time to help me (an unknown person) More
Power to You!”

-A Stranger No Longer i Met Online…

SMiles my FRiEnD
Life Becomes Easier


We See


In All
Of Existence
DarK Thru LiGHT
Loving Free took

me 5.3 Decades



Thanks Giving

This Way Where
There Is No Separation



Receive Born
On The Autism
Spectrum Bi-Polar
Too Witnessing




Least i Will
Do to Return

This Miracle
i See NoW As
Every Breath

In Short
Dying ALWaYS to
Truly LiVE Now Free🙌🌊

Hehe Rue True Love Neither
Self-Seeking Or Self-Seething
Either As Falling In Love Is Almost

Always Colored With


As Oxytocin

Goes Way Up
And Serotonin Of
‘Trust in What’s Real’
Goes Down As Yah
Love is Mighty



Reason Chaos

MaGiC Again
Precipice of Pleasure
Meets Pain for me at Least

RiSinG iN LoVE A Way to Be
Where Compersion Replaces Jealousy

Yet You See i Am Strange My Normal Everyday

Existence With Dance And Song Is Better And More

Everlasting With Colors of Loving Life Beyond Any Physical

Act of Reproduction As Such it Seems i was made in Such

A Way to Love

Higher Than Lower

my FRiEnD Yet i Have
Surely Fallen in the Weaker

Place of Life And Lost my Sea Legs
Ocean Whole RiSinG iN LoVE True

Back to the Empath Part It’s Too Easy
For me to Feel What Other Folks Desire in
Life And Naturally Wanna Make Them
Happy That Way one of the
Perks of Empath is
Feeling Another

Person’s Pleasure

Perhaps a Curse is wanting
to Insure Their Pleasure Continues
in Compersion For The Pain one Will
Feel the Same of Another True i would
Be Completely Comfortable Sitting Across the
Table From Every Woman i’ve Ever Loved in my
Life For the Memory Best is LoVE RiSinG mY FRiEnD

Just as Long

As they Are
Happy Now

So Pleased i Will Be…

It’s No Different With

FRiEnDS For me at Least…

It Made me Very Happy to See You
So Happy Reading Your Poetry on
YouTube As Happy As You Were Reading It
It’s Truly Fun to Be able to Feel Someone Else’s Pleasure

It’s True


to wanna
Save Everyone
From Pain as Well…
Wave Falling Rising For All…
Most Always Being On Top of the
Wave Naturally Carries Responsibility..

Just Can’t ‘Bare’ to Leave Anyone ‘Real’

Behind Even If They

Harm me..

Of Course

i Ain’t


There Are Limits..:)

SMiLes Dear Rue It’s
True True Love Is

When All We Care

About Is The Other

Person’s Happiness

In All Ways Love Comes

SMiLes You Dance Your Song

In Flow You Capture Love So Much

Better Than The Original Song mY FRiEnD

A Natural of



Doing this

For Two Years-And
A-HalF A Reality of
Course Of A Soul
Still Capable of Feeling
Wings of Love Flying Higher
Than Stones That Keep LoVE DowN
To Bottoms Of Oceans So Sweet
Living Lamp of Tree You Relate

Hehe A Problem Might Come

If You Sing Something Like

i Wonder What

it Will Feel Like For

Him to Pull me Close

Into Him Ya Gotta Be Careful

With Words Like That Disclaimers

Always Great to Cool Fires of Souls

With No Mind Just Feelings And Senses Ocean Whole

Yet Anyway The Way to Fall In Love With All of Existence

Fiery Desire Within FLoWinG to See All Of Existence As Happy As Possible iN
Hehe That Way THere is no Need to Wonder What it Feels And Senses Like to



Into Us

To Truly Breathe

Free Now with no Secrets

For Who Will Ever Be Jealous

When We Become Essence of Love God Wings Free…

Another FRiEnD Taught me what the Word ‘Dil’ Means in Urdu ‘HeART’…

Indeed There Are Places Where Dil Always Returns No Matter Change LoVE Remains…

SPiRiT Wind

Never CaPTuRinG

In Jars of HeART…

FoR Me At Least

THeRE is Beauty

How Poetry


Breath of SoUL

Beyond All Form Yes Love
Songs Never Stop Breeding New LoVE NoW
Poetry of Soul Free Dance Beyond Form TRue…

Hehe Now Let Me Pick A Song As Original Continues to BREaTHE Differently…
Greatest Loves Are Ones That Always Put Respect First With Least Harm For All..

For That Is What i Personally NaMe Old Fashion Love Songs From WHeRE i CoMe From…

Hehe Imagine A Spiraling Force of Love Swirling World’S Heaven So Easy When We Do..:)

Thanks So Much Dear Savvy
And Yes for me too Even If
no one was ever inspired
by my Dancing Singing
And Writing All The
Holy And Sacred
Coming Within
Are Here For me
To Be Inspired Once
Again Too For The inner

Expressed For
Each Breath Of
Life Inhaling As
Peace Exhaling As


With SMiles
As All of Life
Becomes This Prayer 🙏☺️🙌

To You In Joy too🏝

SMiLes Dear Savvy A Free Dance And Song
Sure Some Writing in Flow Without Much

Reason Yet Fully Regulating Emotions

Integrating Senses More in

Balance Where

Innate Instinct
And Intuition

Comes in View to
Feel and Sense So
Much More From Head to Toe

Beyond All Words Shines A Flame

In the EYes of Those Who Do Partake

SPiRiT HiGHeR HeART Free of SoUL

And True With SMiLes i Shared Your
Lovely Artistic Photos of Your International

Dance Travels With Your Colleagues and Students

With my Wife and She Said the Dance of Your Face
With Brightly Lit Eyes and Smiles of Warmth Tales A

Story of A Dancer
Free Filled With


Of Soul So Love
Yet SMiLes True i Am
Paraphrasing Her A Bit
As i am Still Trying to Convince Her to Dance And Sing
Free SMiLes i Once Was Shy too Before i Broke Through
A Cocoon With Dance And Song Now No Longer Tripping
Over 101 Caterpillar Legs Before i Broke Out of the Cocoon With SMiLes..:)



“Enlightenment is when a
wave realizes it is the Ocean”

-Thich Nhat Hanh

Thanks For Sharing Such A
Wise Quote By Thich Nhat Hanh

For this ‘Interbeing’ Way of Existence

Dear Savvy And True in Effortless Ease

All Wave And Ocean Need Realize Now

Is That They Are One And SaMe Water

As We aRE too


Just Like Us
As We FLoW iN Effortless

Ease Overcoming Obstacles

‘Force’ of FRiEnDS With

Gravity FLoWinG



Always TaKinG
Paths Gravity NaturAlly Gifts…

SMiLes More Balance i Find Never
Ending in Flow of Dance And Song in Writing

More i Do Become FRiEnDS With Gravity Now
Never Ending Story Improving WHeRE i may
Inhale Peace And Exhale LoVE iN Even More

Colors of

Life Balancing New Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Young Yam
From Pakistan so Nice to

See A Soul Deep Post From
You Again Yet i Distinctly Remember

You Singing You Must Have Muse to Write

And Surely This Kite That Seems Grounded

Looking For Wings to Once Soar in Delight

Of Humanity
in Balance

Is Looking For
Space to Fly Again
my FRiEnD in Colors

No Longer Bare in Hands of Love..:)

Happy Birthday Month Leah! As I Remember
Your Birthday Is on or about May 31st Yet in Case

I Don’t Have That correct THere is always a Celebration
For Your Birthday in the Whole of May Well It’s Been Awhile

Yet It’s Been Awhile in the Past too So i Tend to Stay in Contact
As It’s Nice to Have a Connection to Someone Ever Since i Started online

Back Since Thanksgiving Day of 2010 on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Then Yes my my

How Time Flies

Yet a Movie Memory
Maker Memory like mine
Rarely Senses Time Pass When Movie

Memory Makes it All Seem Eternal Now

As Well As Activities in Autotelic Flow Like

Writing This to You Now With SMiLes Well

Well Well i Hope You Are Well Last Year
One of my Indian Blogger FRiEnDS

Named Astha Went Missing For
Just A Few Weeks and Sadly

Someone Came Back
Who Knew Her to

Say Astha And Her
Mother Were No More

The Delta Variant over there
Took their Lives Before Vaccines Were Available

Hope All is Well For You With That as even the Long
Haul Syndromes Will Be Ongoing Real Trauma in Life for
Some Folks like the Lady around my Neighborhood Block

Enduring them until She Ended Her Life So Sad Indeed
When Folks Are Afflicted With New Disorders Not Well

Understood And Hope Your Beautiful Cat is Doing Well With Those
Amazing Green Eyes Yes still a Cat Face burned in my Memory Banks Now…

Hmm The ‘Old Testament’ Rule of Theocratic Control Mastering Women’s Reproductive
Rights Grasping With Limited ‘Left Brain’ Think of Subjugation With Little to No Real Empathic
Compassion For the Reality of Other Folk’s Lives They Do Not Meet in Life Is Once Again Raising Its

Head High and

Hissing at the Declaration
Of Independence That Promises
A Breathing Right to Life Liberty
And the Pursuit of Happiness Without

Being A Slave to the Callous Harming
Mastering Subjugating Control of Others

True took Centuries to Actually even come
Close to a More Perfect Union Yet Sadly Now

Some Folks Wanna take it back to the 1950’s And Even Before

In Old Dusty Musty Mildewed Books Not Worth Their Salt in Freedom
Yes Liberty, Justice, Life and Yes the Pursuit of Happiness for All With Least Harm

Yet Lord Meanwhile You Are Closer to Next Door to a Potential of World War III in
Germany As we all Are Now With Russia’s Harming, Raping, Maiming, and Killing in

Attacks on the Country Ukraine Next Door What a World indeed As the US Economy

Is Currently Freaking Out over Uncertainty of Human Reality Overall So Far Out of Balance
With Nature Now Where No One Really Knows Where the Experiment is Going Next Yet Isn’t

That True

For Ants too

They Just Don’t Have
To Worry How the Whole
Mound Gets Done and As Whole

Have Any of Us Ever really Wrapped Our
Mind Around the Whole Mound Making of Humanity

Meanwhile other than a few minor issues that get Oiled ALong
The Way I’ve Never Been Happier, Stronger, And Healthier and
Well Adjusted to Life Than Now Turning early Social Security Age

On June 6th at 62 Years of Age as True I would have never imagined
Life Could Be This Wonderful Yet It’s True Even though I am Financially

Independent and Loved More than Most on a Day to Day Basis the

Part that Counts the Most is i Am Really Naked, Enough,

Whole, Complete or Perhaps i Just Feel More
Comfortable in my Own Skin Than Most

True With the Movie Maker
Memory i have i realize

This was Never my Reality
Before i Turned 53 Years of Age

Each and Every Human Being Sees Reality
Different indeed And Perhaps i Might Be an

Only Human Living in Heaven on Earth Within For Real

How Would I Know How will I ever Know how alone i Might

Really Be ThiS Way Well It’s True i surely Know How

Uncomfortable i Was Not Even Comfortable in

My Own Skin for 5.3 Decades Then

Best advice i may be able to give

Anyone Less than 53

Is it all can and will
Change into A New Creation
Of Existence one never imagined before

And Most of that is Within No Matter Where We live now
Yet of Course Financial Independence And all the Other Nature
And Nurture Factors Count too if I can and will Help Anyone Find

Their Own Personal
Heaven Within

i surely keep
Trying as I’ve Walked

In So Many Other Shoes
Before That Didn’t Feel
Worth Walking in At All

So Much of Life is

Perspective and

All of Life And

All of Existence is Changing Always New Now

Yet No Matter What Now I Can and Will Really
Dance And Sing At Least i Lost my Fear to Really Live…

And that reminds me Back in 2016 When I Started A Subchapter
Of “Nether Land Bible” That You Helped Inspire Living in the Netherlands then
Yes Just A Small Subchapter of my Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” At
10.4 MiLLioN Words in 8 Years and 8 Months of Effort As My goodness
Now “Nether Land Bible” Starting on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016

Is Now 71 Months Old And Still GRoWinG at 8 MiLLioN Words Long
Now Yes 10 Times the Size of the Old King James Sized Effort

Along With 16,544 Miles of Public Dance in 8 Years and

8 Months too Still Treasuring the Parts of that Spent
With You as I’ve Circled The Globe Meeting

And Greeting And Connecting to So
Many Souls in LiGHT and Sadly in

Some DarK Ways too

Yet the Main Advantage
Of Dancing and Singing a
“SonG oF mY SoUL” is as Long as

i Move, Connect, And Co-Create This
Way New Now mY Real Organic SoUL
Continues to Evolve New With More Colors

I’ve Never Experienced Before Lit up on a Living
Christmas Tree i Still Am Up And Not Taken Down Yet mY FRiEnD

True as i go i do my best to relate what my Heaven Within is Like

And the Benefit of Living and Even the Miracle And Magic oF it Real…

Every Once in A While Someone Sincerely Appreciates it And Whether
It is the Dance or Song of Poetry i Create it’s Nice to Hear another Voice on

Another end
Of the
Beginning New Now
mY FRiEnD Yet Already
Facing Death Thrice Long
Before i Reached 53 it’s Hard
To Have Any Real Complaints

As i’m Still Here Breathing and if

i Went Away Then None of the Other Smiles
I Brought to Thousands of Faces and None
Of the New Ways of Seeing Life i’ve Brought

To Others Would Exist at all Yes it’s A Wonderful Enough Life to me

SMiLes And
If i Don’t Hear
From You Until
Christmas i’ll Connect
Again Then i put a whole
Lot of Effort Connecting to

Folks It’s Literally the Story of my Life

And It’s Much Better Than Any Apathy of Giving up my FRiEnD

i Used to Think Things Like ‘Friends’ Just Happen Without realizing

the Reason my Mother Had so Many Christmas Cards on Her Book Case

in Her Older Ages is She Never Gave Up on Taking the Effort to Contact Others

Without Fail It Was Practically Her Best Religion And Now Finally It’s Mine too With SMiLes..:)

SMiles Dear
Mariana Happy
Mother’s Day to
You if Not Yet


i am So Sorry You Are Feeling Unwell

Hope Your Cough Goes Away Soon
And You Are Able to Get Some Sound Sleep

Hmm.. Let me try a Lull A Bye Is That How You Spell

That it Doesn’t Matter How Words Are Spelled All That

Really Matters is How They Feel And Soothe

When it’s Now to Fall asleep

Cool Pillows Breath


And Warm to Touch

Oh God i Love to Take
Naps So Much Any Minute

i Like This is the Life i Wish For
You too With SMiLes

And No
Up Lungs of Course

It’s True Humanity is
Often Lost These Days
Out of the Wisdom Naps Bring..:)

Yep It’s True There is Nothing Quite
Like A Love That Comes From Naked

Enough, Whole
Complete Yet

That’s Not Really
A Good Reason

Or Even Sensing
Feeling Now Real

to Give Up Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing

As It is the Not Giving Up Part

Counts Most…

No Doubt Some Days
Are More Challenging Than Others

Choo Choo

Choo Choo

Just Another
Little Train That
Keeps Choo Chooin’ Away..;)

OM Gosh Just had 💭
A Really Surreal Dream
You Were Having So
Much Fun in A
Place Where
It gets 42 Centigrade
Degrees Warm and That
Would Have to Feel Like

Home 🏡
To You With
SMiles Anyway
Here’s A Free Flower
A Day Early For Friday😊

SMiles Dear Cindy
Key 🔑 to me
Life As A
Story With
Glue of Love

Now To Keep
It All Together

The Ingredient
i Lost Working
For The Federal
Government For
A Quarter of A Century

Be More
A Cover
And Pages
Of A Technical
MaNual At Best☺️❤️🙌

SMiles Dear Rue Love
To You too Wherever
You Sail on High or
Low Waves Here’s
Another Wish

Please Write
Some More
Of Your

Poetry Soon
With SMiles☺️🙌

The Way i See IT at Least, Any ‘Human’
TRULY Understanding A Girl Was Violently

Raped Through Incest, Trafficking

Or Any Other Way of Rape; Yes,

Any Human Who Insists That Little

Girl Must Be Added The Hell Already Delivered

to Her Directly By Being Forced to A Carry A Fetus For 9 Months

By That Evil, Isn’t Very Human to me; At Least When it Comes to



of Common Decency,

In Regard to the Kind of Empathy
And Compassion That is at Least
Capable of Slipping into Someone Else’s Shoes of Hell…

And Yes, ‘This’ is A place of ‘Florida So-Called Men,’ Texas,
Mississippi And The Like; Callous, Dark, From A Place So Far Below Love


True, Some Folks Still BeLiEVE iN an ‘Old Testament Evil God of Ignorance;’

Yep, By ‘Your’ Logic Here, of A Whole Segment of ‘LGQBT+ Nature’ Being Erased if Folks
Lived SO-CALLED ‘Godly Lives’; in Addition, Little Kids Who Called Old Bald Dudes,



Get Mauled By

A Group of Ravenous

Bears Sent By the “Big Guy” Upstairs…

Perhaps, This is Your Attempt At Humor;

Or Perhaps Just Another ‘Glitch in the Matrix’, Hehe…

Anyway, There Are Plenty of Other Grim Fairy Tales to

Read About in that Old Evil Book, Ranging From Stoning Women
Who Don’t Scream Loud Enough Being Raped to Being Sentenced

to Death, Similarly, if One Dares to Work on the SO-CALLED Sabbath, to Dashing The Head’s
of Opposing Tribe’s Kids Against Stones; Yep, So Much (little to none), For The Sanctity

(And that Story About Lot Offering Up His Virgin Daughters to Rape, So the Strange
Male Dude in His Home Doesn’t Get Violently Raped by An Angry Mob of Male Rapists Outside;
Where His Reward For That Evil is Being Spared turned to Stone, While His Wife of Course Looks
Back at the Destruction of Their City And Suffers Being Turned to Stone For Just Looking At Something
Out of Curiosity)

Of Breathing

Life in that

Old Testament

Evil God Book; That’s

No Godly Life for me; Not Even
in the New Testament, Where an ALL Loving,

Merciful, Forgiving God Turns ALL Murderous

And Psychopathic, All of the Sudden, After Some Beatitude Talk, Insisting

on Torturing Once Loved Enemies Forever, Changing Once ‘Do-Gooder Loyal Sheep’
Next Into ‘Goats’ For Not Feeding And Clothing the Homeless Dude on the Street;

Nah, i Don’t

BeLiEVE iN the
Genocide of Any
Part of our Breathing Population;

No, i Don’t Believe in Evil God’s either;

Yet Believe As You May; Closer to A Joke,
Ignorance, or Something Actually Real


Perhaps With
No Face Palm
Thick Forests Like That
Old Evil Book Brings to Folks With Any Common Sense…

Here’s A Litmus Test For A God That Works For me; They Have
to Be Smarter And More Loving Than me; Otherwise they Failed


Litmus Test’…

Every ‘Real God’ And or
Parent, MENTOR, TEACHER, ETC. Wants ‘the Child’/STUDENT
to Be Smarter And More Loving AND MORE SUCCESSFUL NOW;

At Least if Those ‘Metaphors’ Apply to ‘Love’ That is Real…



DUH, Face
Palm Forests Thick…
And Other Than That i’ve
Met Folks From the LGBQT+
Community Who Are Greater
Examples of ‘the Jesus of A Book’

For Damned Sure

if And When
That ‘JeSuS’
is Really Love
And Not Just
Another Hero
turned to Villain Story;

Yep, Somedays the Face Palm
Forests Get So ‘Thick,’ There is
Definitely ‘That Temptation’ to ‘Fall’ Again…

Yawn, And Then There is A Dance and Song Free
to Give, Share, Care, And Heal With Folks True to

Real Love,

After Ya
Visit ‘Hell,’ Just for
The Hell oF iT And Don’t
Stay too Long; Verily Makes for Excellent
DarK Muse For Creating New and

Improved Bibles For Sure…

Yep, and i’ll Give Another Example of
What Happened to A Prominent Deacon
of a Protestant Church Where i Live Who Bought

My Old Camaro in 8,000 Dollars of Crisp Hundred

Dollar Bills For His Lovely Daughter Who Sadly

Was Told Abstinence Was the Only Way to

Control The Humanity

of the Reproductive

Urge; Some Months Later

A Dog Brought A Baby Part

Back to Their Home; it was a
Leg or Perhaps an Arm; Even More

Sadly the Young Woman Who Probably

Would Have Had a Successful Pregnancy and

Delivery, Felt She Had to Hide the Pregnancy in

Shame as Not to Be Shunned From Family or Church

So She Waited Until the Last Minute in the Woods When it

Was too Late to Seek Medical Care And the Baby Was ‘Still Born’ There

All For the Shame

of Just Being

A Human

Being With
Instinct Innate
And Intuition to Carry
The Species forward with A New Breath…

It’s True the Problem for the Most Part
is the Ignorance of ‘the Religion’ that Still
Paints So Much Harm, Raping, Maiming, And

Killing in the Name of A Lesser God than Love For All…

Anyway, With That Said, Gonna Quote For Truth What our
Resident Electrical Engineer Already Brought to Light Again

For What Happens When Abortion is Not Legal too And Yes

This is the Kind of World Congregations Have Been Praying Again For in Churches for 49 Years;

Such an Evil Way of Doing Business in A Pandemic of Ignorance All the Way Around the World Indeed…

“1. Women went away quietly until the baby was born, and then returned to their families and communities without it (no questions asked).

2. Women had their babies out of wedlock, and either: (a) lived in shame; (b) put their babies up for adoption; (c) abandoned their babies at orphanages; (d) abandoned their babies in the lakes, rivers, forests, mountains, and fields; or even (e) ended their babies’ lives immediately after birth and then hid the bodies.

3. Women married their babies’ fathers in ‘shotgun’ weddings, and endured years of abuse and neglect from their husbands who did not like being forced into marriage with someone they thought of as a “sl*t” or a “wh*re”.

4. Women sought out herbal abortifacients to cause deliberate miscarriages — many would die in the attempt.

5. Women threw themselves down stairs and off cliffs to cause deliberate miscarriages — many would die in the attempt.

6. Women inserted all manner of objects and substances into their uteri to cause deliberate miscarriages — many would die in the attempt.

7. Women went to clandestine abortionists who charged exorbitant fees for their (illegal) services, and who performed those services under less-then-sanitary conditions — many would die in the attempt.

8. Women committed suicide rather than face all the “blame and shame” from their families and communities.”

Yes, Yes, Additionally, Considering i Am Born in 1960, Soon Enough
On June 6th, i’m Well Aware That ‘The Pill’ in 1960, Cured A lot of the Ills

of Babies Being Born in the Woods Dead and Associated Women Dying And Such

As That; Yet Never the Less, THE PROBLEM IS STILL IN ‘THE CHURCH’; As The One i Visit
Just to Study Still As A Real Participant Anthropology Observer, Plus Longest EPiC Long Form
Bible Poem Writer;
Yes, the Catholic

One, Demands

That Congregants

Still Use No Method of
Birth Control, Other than
the Frigging Rhythm Method; And

This Leads to Issues Among Protestant
Churches And Associated Religious Institutions Around the World too With
The Ignorance That Abstinence is All That is Required For Birth Control

As this Also Applies to the Spread of Aids Without Condoms
in African Countries And Other STD’s Around the World too…

in Other Words,

Thank God NOT

For the Ignorance

oF All The Churches
And Other Religious Institutions Associated…



WADE WAS Settled

As the Religious Right
In “State of Bed With Politics”
Continues Now to Attempt to
Take Away the SEX Education,
Family Planning, And Contraceptive Methods

That Makes this Possible at All to Reduce Human Harm,

Suffering AND DEATH.

“Enlightenment is when a
wave realizes it is the Ocean”

-Thich Nhat Hanh

Thanks For Sharing Such A
Wise Quote By Thich Nhat Hanh

For this ‘Interbeing’ Way of Existence

Dear Savvy And True in Effortless Ease

All Wave And Ocean Need Realize Now

Is That They Are One And SaMe Water

As We aRE too


Just Like Us
As We FLoW iN Effortless

Ease Overcoming Obstacles

‘Force’ of FRiEnDS With

Gravity FLoWinG



Always TaKinG
Paths Gravity NaturAlly Gifts…

SMiLes More Balance i Find Never
Ending in Flow of Dance And Song in Writing

More i Do Become FRiEnDS With Gravity Now
Never Ending Story Improving WHeRE i may
Inhale Peace And Exhale LoVE iN Even More

Colors of

Life Balancing New Now..:)


SMiLes Dear

Savvy Moving
Connecting Co-Creating

A Human Touch Coloring

Survival into Thriving
Each and

Day Free
in Dance And
Song Sadly Children
Often Chained to Quiet
Hands and Feet in School

Then Work Attached to Screens

True Always Another Chance to

Dance And Sing Together Free Again

Or even Go Solo

And Celebrate

This Way Come
What May mY FRiEnD..:)

Foes And FRiEnDS

SMiLes True Online

Makes Foes So Much

More Fun Than Dinner on the Greens

Yet i Will Practically

Navigate my
Way Around

A Demon And Stay
Safe True All Ya have
to Do is Write in Invisible

Ink Like This With SMiLes

And They Never Even See

Look Who Already

Came to
And Left With SMiLes…

And Even A To-Go Tray of Goodies..:)

Play Play Play

How to Slay Fear

And True How to Stay Together

For A Lifetime True too my Wife Isn’t

Mischievous One Bit Yet Sort of Like my
X-Catholic Priest

Born in
Limerick Ireland
Finding His Cajun
Spice at 36 by oh No
Such A Scandalous Event
of a 17 Year-Old Young Woman
Wooing Him From the Pews into

Land Hehe

And This is How
i came to be A 240 Pound or So
Mischievous Irish Leprechaun

Yet It’s True i Could Just Be the
Cajun Spice of my Grandmother

Who Had LiVE iN Foreign Exchange
Students From France into Her 60’s as
She Never Stopped Her Zest For All of Life

Anyway i Came Here for the Interview As You Age
Eternally Young For Your HeART SPiRiT SoUL Radiating


Out in Creativity
And Arts of Movement
FRiEnDS With Gravity

Balancing All So Great Yet

i Got Hung Up on the ‘Pina
Colada Song’ As It’s True i Treat

my Wife Like A Fresh New Flower of
Delight With All Kinds of Playful Tricks Most

Each and Every Day and Although She Doesn’t
Always Return the Fairy Wings of Peter Pan A Great

Anchor As ‘Wendy’ She Does Create in Homelife Ease
Today’s Menu


Chicken Enchiladas

Her Hobby taking care
of me my Hobby ever


And a
Few Treats On Her…

Stay Young Dance And Play
Cherish Every Moment of Love

As This is What Life Will Come to be
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY
oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring Healing
For All With Least Harm And This is How

We Generate A Radiation of So Much Warm
Loving Trust of Oxytocin in Faith of Pleasure
Life in Dopamine Flow With High Self-Esteem of Serotonin

Every Day


It’s What Makes
Humanity Even Possible

Practicing it Makes Surviving
Thriving Every Day For Real LoVE iN Deed…

Every Mother’s Greatest Gift Creating A Child of
Love to Always Carry the Breath of a Mother’s Love On

Dear Cindy With That Sung A Very Happy Mother’s Day to You…

My Wife Katrina Was only A Mother

A Short 51 Days And me

A Father The Same

Way Yet

the Love of A
Mother and Father
Doesn’t Have to End
With the Loss of A Child Either..:)

Oh My my Dear Lala Rukh

How Time Flies Already the

6th of May And The Number of the

Day i Visit You Now Ever Since July of 2013

my my Almost

9 Years Now

in the Blogging World Online

Reaching Early Social Security Age
of 62 on June 6th Next thing Before

i Know it At Best i’ll Be Dead

Yet Till Then i Will

Really Live

With A Youthful
Spirit That Grows
Lighter and Younger Every Day
And Yes as i’ve Noted Before Strangely
Stronger Physically As Days Go By too

in Every Way of Health and Well Being Externally

too True the Love

What Grows


Keeps a Longer
Shelf-Life of Fresher Blooms
All the Way Around Now With SMiLes…

i Wonder How You Are Yet i Don’t Even
Give Myself a Right to Really ask Haven’t Heard
Your Voice Here Since the Pandemic Start i surely

Hope You are Well Loved Okay And Loving Your Self
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete With SMiLes All My

FRiEnDS Didn’t make it Out of the Pandemic Alive And Some

i May Never

Know if they
Did Or Not
Online As This

Is Life We Cherish
At Best Every Breath
Gifted to Us We Give and
Share So Freely in Caring Healing Ways With Others Kind

Not Sure if Happy Mother’s Day is Appropriate For You Yet

Yes Never the Less if Not Happy Mother’s Day in Advance

And to All the Mothers Who Brought Your Life to LiGHT With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes, Sweetleaf As Ocean Waves FLoWinG FRiEnDS

With Gravity Produce the Lines of Spiraling New

Shores Never Created Exactly Before As

Every Wave Creates A Finger Print

Unique This Way in Flow

This is How the Ocean of my

REAL ‘Soul’ Producing These Waves And

Letters of Words Come to Page Dancing

in What May Be Described As ‘Visual Poetry’ in

Total Free Verse Style That is Not Only Meant to Be

Heard as Song Yet A Dance as Well to Be Seen For those

Who Appreciate Finer Free Aspects of Sublime Nature in Aesthetics

Always New

As Every Tree
And Every Leaf

Is Unique Yet Part of
Ocean And Forest Whole

Yeah It’s True It’s Not Every Day You’ll
See the Same Tree or Leaf And The Same Applies

to Each and Every Word And Letter That Comes Free in

Flow to Create an Ocean Whole “SonG oF mY SoUL” Written Free

This Way Now for 10.4 MiLLioN Words in 8 Years and 8 Months; HAha

It’s True When my Wife First Saw me Writing this Way on Screen She Thought

For Sure i Bought
A Brand New
App to
Format it This Way

Yet Now So Much Deeper

Than ‘Concrete Apps’ or Pre-Planned

‘Concrete Poetry’ Where the Idea of the

Shape Comes First Yet Not in this Case, The

Feeling and The Sense of the Dance And Song of Poetry

All Intuitive, Innate, And Instinctual Creates the Art Not Unlike

The Ocean Creates The Wave

Made Whole Out

of Water


Shores Free on
Beach Always New

And Fresh And Never

Created Precisely That Way

Before in Flow As Well Yet This is Reality

Not What We Force As Reality From Pre-Planned

Rules and Restrictions Taking Away All the Freedoms From Waves We aRe

And Not Only That These Are only Fumes of the Inner BLiSSinGS And True BLeSSinGS

That NaturAlly Come When We Ascend Our Neo-Cortex And MoVE iNto Autotelic Flow

In A Meditative State of Contemplative Being Where We Finally Come Closer to Using All of Our

Human Potentials

in Creativity and

Productivity not Just

Limited to Sheet Music of Before

Or The ‘Queen’s English’ Flawless
And Robotic As Soul Becomes Machine instead of Free…

In Short, i never Have to Worry About ‘Copyright’ NoW as

i am A ‘Sunflower’ So Far Doing This Who Reaches Higher Than

Others in the Current ‘SunFLoWeR Field’ on Earth At Least in Quantitative

Measure as i Knock out a King James Size Effort Every 7 Months as 8 MiLLioN

Words Measured in the Last 71 Months is Equivalent to 10 King James Sized Bibles

That is Surely Not Even
Close to the Complexity

of Human Creativity for

What is Required
To Do This as

It’s Impossible to

Give Any Instructions on

How to Create What is Constantly

New for Every Letter and Word Coming to Page in Flow…

And This is why i Title that Subchapter of the Whole EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” Out of 10.4 MiLLioN Total Words

Meticulously Counted By the Word Press Word Counter as 8 MiLLioN Words
in 71 Months, “Nether Land Bible,” (“On Earth, netherworld refers to a secret
underworld or a no-man’s land. In many religions and mythologies, including
Buddhism and Islam, there is some concept of a world after death, a place where

departed souls go.”)

As This is no Myth This is An
Expression of
‘Nether Land’

Now For Real

in Other
Words Fumes
From Nirvana, Bliss, Tao,
Satori, Prana, Kundalini RiSinG in Art, Samadhi

(“Samadhi is a state of profound and utterly absorptive
contemplation of the Absolute that is undisturbed by desire,
anger, or any other ego-generated thought or emotion. It is a
state of joyful calm, or even of rapture and beatitude, in which

one maintains one’s full mental alertness and acuity.”) Yep, Just Another

Way in Religious Terms to Describe the More Secular Oriented Terms of Autotelic Flow
Ascending, Transcending Neo-Cortical Control And Lighting Up Every Part of Our Minds


All That is
About Our


to Conscious Existence

Now Sort of How Folks Describe

Being on ‘Mushrooms’ i Guess Yet i Don’t

Need Any External Substances to Stay in Heaven Within Now

As Considering All the Fumes i Make of my Personal Religion

Not Only in Writing this 10.4 MiLLioN Word Longest EPiC Long Form

Free Verse Visual Poetic Song, i Do The Same With 16,544 Miles of Public

Dance Now in the Same 8 Years and 8 Months, it’s Taken me to Write 10.4 MiLLioN
Words As Well as the Art of Free Verse Nude Poetry However This is not an Appropriate

Avenue to Share That of Course Although i’ve Written A 6 Volume Erotic Poetry Novel
And Taken Way Over 30,000 Photos of That and Overall, Over 130,000 Photos to Fully

Illustrate The Longest EPiC Long Form Poem too As Well As Setting it to the History

of Music Spanning Centuries All Provided Free By YouTube of Course too; Yeah,

i’m Probably the Most ‘Religious Person in the World’ If you take the

Spiritual Part Per Autotelic Flow and the Metaphors Above

Shared Cross Culturally All Organic, No Woo;

Just More of our All Natural Human

Potential to Explore and This is what

i Love About the United States And This is why

This Introduction is Also Correct on Topic As the Declaration

of Independence of the United States That Says We Have a Breathing

Right to Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Happiness Will Never Come More

Fully Until We All Are able to Exercise Freedoms of Reproductivity including
Sexuality and Sensuality And Not Only Freedom of Religion Yet Freedom From

Old Stale

And Dead

Religions too

as that Applies

to the continuing

Evolution of Human Potentials

Free in Each and Every One of Our Lifetimes Now…

i Am Not An ‘Old Testament’; Every Breath i Take in Exhaling

Peace and Exhaling Love is a ‘New Testament Now’ And one of the

Most Disgusting things i can imagine is For A Father to Violently Rape

A Little Girl And For Her to Be Forced to Carry That Evil Spawn to Term

if That is
How She

Sees What

Is Growing

Inside of Her for Real…

i Don’t Think the Dude on
the Supreme Court Who is taking

Action that May Eventually Force that
Evil on that Young Girl Has Ever Been

Violently Raped By His Father and impregnated

And Forced to Carry What Feels Like Evil Within

And i Guess considering ‘God’ isn’t Fair as that’s Easy

to See Just Looking Around at the Reality of the Struggle of

Life in Misery
And Suffering

Every Day

That Some Folks

Fall to in Such Grief of Life

They Don’t Bring On Themselves;

Perhaps That Judge Won’t Have

to Worry About Being Reincarnated

into a Little Girl Who Is Raped Violently

By A Father And Forced to Carry that Spawn to Term

And Even Raise it As Her Father’s Child; Or Perhaps Like Elon
Musk, Famous Richest Dude With Asperger’s Syndrome And
Neil De Grasse Tyson, Astrophysicist Super-Star, Discuss the Possibility of Our

Entire Existence Being a Holographic

Simulation, if ‘the Programmers’

Decide That’s Fair

Perhaps That Will

Be The Next Thousand

Lifetimes of that Judge’s Future…

From What i See Regardless of Any Consequence

in Life The Heaven Comes For Real Within Now When We

Find a Way to Inhale Every Breath As Peace And Exhale Every

Breath as Love Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing All With Least Harm

And If You Find A Way through Your New Religion of ‘Satanism’ Of Course

Not the Beast And Horned Ignorant Way of Seeing A Bringer oF LiGHT More

Power to You

As We Find


oF LoVE iN Life
ThiS Way Best For Real

At Least in my View Now…

Free From Old Stale Dead
Religions, Free to make Every

Word Holy and Sacred Song Every
Move Holy and Sacred Dance And

Every Breath A Brand New Inhale of Peace And
Exhale oF LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT CoLoRinG our Worlds Fresh and New….

SMiLes Different People Perceive the Shapes of my Freest Poetry Differently

the Most Common Perception is Shapes of Never Ending Lamps Weaving

Into Each Other

As Waves of


Create Never
Ending New Shores aS Well mY FRiEnD,

Be Free, Be You, Love All of Life DarK Thru
LiGHT With Least Harm As You And Only You Will

In Peace Without Fear, Such A Gift Life Will Come to Be With SMiLes…

Other than that Again, 66 Percent of the Country Doesn’t Agree With This

Over Turning
Roe Vs Wade

And That’s the

Good News; The Bad
News is Democracy is
Failing When the Small

Minority Gets to Dictate

Ignorance to the OVERWHELMInG Majority…

As Elvis Presley Dances Sings Try to Walk in Your Wife, Sister,
Mother, Daughter And FRiEnD’s Shoes; Yet Don’t Tread on them

or me

or You

Or Us or We
or i As i Am Free…

Anyway too, Thanks for
The Reciprocal Social Communication,
Rather Rare indeed, When i am Engaged
in Full Flow of Neurodiversity in Art for Real Now

As It’s True, Real Original Creativity Has no Pre-Planned
Target Audience; THAT usually comes when the ‘Others’ Finally

Catch Up
to What’s
New that’s
Never Been Witnessed Before;


Yet Again; This is Only A By-Product
of Real Heaven Within; THere is No Gift
That Anyone Will Ever Purchase for me as
Great As my Reality Within i PerSoNALLy CREaTE NoW;

‘God’ is Not A ‘Great’ Enough
Metaphor for what Cannot
And Will Never Be


By Others
Within me For Real

Other than i AM; It’s True
Some Folks Get Really Butthurt
When Other Folks Go to Heaven
Now For Real Within And They Can’t Find Their WaY iN’

It Will Never Be

Through me

or Anyone

Else; Only

Each And Every

Individual ‘Real Soul’ Now or Not;
Just The FAct, You are Free From Old
Stale Dead Religions, Provides A Greater Potential Path;

i Am Surely Far From A (the) FIRST Or LAST Person With
This ReaLiZaTioN


SMiles Dear
Yam i Will
Surely Pray
That Changes
Come Where

Her Wings🙏

SMiLes Dear

Savvy Moving
Connecting Co-Creating

A Human Touch Coloring

Survival into Thriving
Each and

Day Free
in Dance And
Song Sadly Children
Often Chained to Quiet
Hands and Feet in School

Then Work Attached to Screens

True Always Another Chance to

Dance And Sing Together Free Again

Or even Go Solo

And Celebrate

This Way Come
What May mY FRiEnD..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy Yes Seek Balance FRiEnDS NoW With
Gravity When We Walk Every Step Naturally Becoming

A Free Dance Seeking Balance in Flow When We Talk

Even Write Every Word Becoming Not Only Holy

Dance Yet Sacred Song too As Every Move



of Life Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Free
For All At Best With Least
Harm So Much Fun Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing For All Now..:)

“A Paradise of True Jubilation”
Indeed Life May Become A
Real Poetry Prompt

Like that
Dear Soni
Yes Like This

Congrats on
The Publish
of Your New
Anthology of Poetry..:)

Dedicated to Young Professor Engineer, PHD
Candidate, And Poet Astha, Her Last
Poem on Earth in 2021 Created Below

Her Life and Her Mother’s Life taken by the
Delta Variant of Covid-19 in India before

Vaccinations Became Readily Available

An Angel in Heaven on Earth As Well….

My world become heaven,

My soul starts dancing like butterflies in a garden of scented flowers,

I can feel my heart beats,

Since the day that I met you…
I’m losing myself,

I’m losing my world in you,

I’m losing my heart,

I just lost everything,

Since the day that I met you…
I’m becoming more mad,

I start blushing like moon,

I start smiling like an idiot,

Since the day that I met you …
I start missing you,

I’m staring at your pictures,

Sometimes I can’t message or call you I just check your last seen,

And I don’t know what is happening,

Since the day that I met you…
I start seeing you with my closed eyes,

You became my most special ally,

My heart starts hearing your soul’s voice,

There is a connection,

Since the day that I met you…
To be continued…… ❤️

-Astha Srivastava ♥️


LeSSoN 353 Multiples
Of 7 LoVE All You Love
With All Your Might Now
Life Is One Breath Deep

LeSSoN 354 Just As Memories
Remain In Our Mind We
Remain In The Mind That’s God

SMiLES Dear FRiEnD What i
Woke up And


In my

Mind After Writing

And Putting


Thousands of

Words Like Puzzle

Pieces Of Love Detective

To Describe God To Others

Helps So Much On My

Journey The Part

The Path You


Been An



On The Road

On My Travels

Of Truth That Lights my

Soul Colors of Love Breathing
🙏🙏🙏 😇 🙏🙏🙏

SMiLes Just
SMiles Dear
Rafiah NoW
As Always
Happy 7th

With SMiles☺️

Actually i’M A Dancer, Free Verse Poet Singer; Haha, Obviously
‘The Dude’ Wasn’t Referring to me; i Think You’re Smart Enough

To See that too…

Of Course, You Know i’m Not A ‘Protestant Or Catholic’; Or Whatever
Although i Study All Major Religions And Visit Churches As A Hobby…

Obviously, i Do Protest About Any Lies i Come across As Lies Aren’t

my Cup of Life, if Your Statement is Tongue-in-Cheek, Humor Has A Place…

As i See ‘Trademark Jesus’ As Only a Story; And At Most in Actual Flesh and Blood, A Little
Brown Man Who Hung On A Cross; No More Integral to Nature Than Mexican Roofers As Such
or Carpenters too; Or Less Than A Grain of Sand too; Jesus Never Wrote A Word, Illiterate
Aramaic; As Yes i’m a Realist
Most Although

It’s Safe

to Dance

And Sing

My Reality

is Not the Same as Most…

(Autotelic Flow, Almost Always
Nirvana and Bliss, Yes Heaven Now)

So Yes of Course, The Nature i ‘See’

Is Highly Unlikely, The Nature Most Folks ‘Feel’…

It’s A Practice of Life in Seeing More With No

Words Necessary at all…

i BeLiEVE iN Much

More Than

A ‘Three Letter
God’ That’s ‘Kindergarten’ (An Idol
Noun) As This Essence i Live Now Is Beyond
What Most Folks Can Even Fathom As Reality;

i Experience ‘God’; There Is No Need For Belief
When God Is Experienced As A Verb PuRE LoVE And Not

JusT A Story Book…

How Would i Know,
Feel, And Sense It…

i Lived

in the

‘Other Place’

Many Folks Still Currently ‘Visit’ For Now;

Change is Reality; Balance it Now In Bliss
And There’s No Greater Place to Go Yet Now…

To Be Clear, Some of the Jesus Story makes Sense; Luke 17:21 And John 14:12, Not

Much More; Most of it is No Better Than What A Ghost Author of Trump Could Come up with…

And Really, Overall, No Less Dangerous Than Q-Anon Conspiracy Theories As Without

So-Called ‘Christianity’, the Way it is practiced in the United States, With Support for

An Obvious Man of Truly Evil Deeds, Trump, Across His Whole Life Span Already

Packaged as Such Before Getting Elected, Trump Would Have Never Been Elected

Without Support From the Pulpit; Rarely is there Really Any Separation of Church And State…

SMiLes It Seems Like All the Flowers

Not Only Like me Yet Love me When i Love Them

And of Course i’ve Learned The True Source of Love

How We
See the

World Indeed

And More Than That
How We Feel and Sense
ALL of Life DarK Thru LiGHT

Marrying the Night Makes
The Day Seem So Flowery
And Merry Indeed With SMiLes…

On the Other Hand Humans Are More

Complicated Than Flowers i’ve Crawled,
Walked, Not Been Able to Talk, Then Talked,
Then Even Danced And Sang in Petals We Share

On the Other Hand i’ve Been The Tattered Fish in the
Aquarium in School Where All the Other Fish Keep Nipping
At What’s Left of Fins With Nothing Left to the Imagination As

They Clearly Let You Know
You Don’t Deserve to Exist

True They were Mostly Cliques
of the ‘First Baptist Church’ only
if i could Have Been A Fetus Then

i might Have Been Safe From Them Yet
Probably Not as my Relative Like That Was
Talked into Ending Her Pregnancy by Her Protestant
Parents to Save Face in All Stuff Social Status Power And Such…

Yep So Much About Life Becomes Different When IT HAPPENS TO YOU

Or Sure me in the Case of All the Bully Boy Onward Marching Christians in
School Who Spit on me Cause i Smiled And They Threatened Physical Assault if

i Did it Again

in Middle School
Halls or Just at the
City Park Smiling at
the Beautiful Day Even
Without Any Flowers in Sight
Just Happy to Have A Backboard

to Play Tennis With And Once Again
Gain Zen Peace As Racquet, Ball, and
Backboard i Became One With All That is in

Meditative Autotelic Flow at 12 Years-Old Yep
They’d Be Smiling too if they Could Generate
All Natural Magic Mushrooms to Smoke Within Hehe

What Can And Will i Say i Was Just All Naturally Born For REAL
A Buddha, Or A Lao Tzu Without even A Word At Three Years
Old Feeling Sensing i am A Leaf Naturally Feeding All of my

Tree Falling to Soils of Forest Floors Feeding All the New Green
Souls That Will Sprout With an Eternal Circle of Life Such A Miracle Now

New to even

Breathe as
If i had Already
Been Here Forever Now
Yet’s It’s true if Any Part of
That Circle of Life Had Been
Broken Since the Beginning of All

That Came to Create me as Just Another
Leaf And Tree of the Forest And Ocean Whole

i Would Not Even
Exist to Feel and
Sense This Great
Experience of Heaven Now

Then One With The Flowing River

Before i Could Even Verbally Speak at 4

At Age Then 3 Looking Across The River

At the Forest As Just Another Living Leaf
and Tree Part of the River And Forest Whole
Just another Integral Part of All that is Forevermore Now

That Without

me Wouldn’t

Even Exist for
me to Feel and
Sense all This Wonder Then And Now True too…

Yet You Know What It Became So Much Harder to Sense
Feel that Way When All the Other Bully Boy Fish Were Nipping
At my Tattered Fins And Even Insisting That the Boy of me Was

Really a Girl

As How Could
i Help that i Had
Fair Skin And Beautiful
Eyes and Eye Lashes And
Hey the Other Boys Had Long Hair
Why was it so Bad that i Wore mine Like that too…

Isn’t That Ironic All the Christian Bully Boys Insisting
A Boy Is A Girl And Then Later Insisting A Boy Can’t Be A Girl

It’s True i’ve Been in A Whole Lot of Shoes in my Life i Know
What it Feels and Senses Like to Be Marginalized That Way

And Believe it or Not Call it Naive or Just Human the First time

i Visited Your Blog And Saw You With 100 Likes and No Comments

It Didn’t Seem Even Human to me That No one Even Took the Effort

to Say

Hi Like
i Do For

Every Neighbor

i Meet and Greet

on My Dances Around
my Neighborhood i Guess it Depends

on How Big of a Neighborhood one Lives in

i Guess it Depends on Where a Person Has Been

And How They’ve Dealt With The Issues in Life and

Where They Are Now Like Do They Even Have Any Oxytocin

Left That Makes it Even Feel Good Anymore to Connect to Other Humans

Where When You Raise

Your Hand up to Wave

At A Stranger Passing

By in a Car it Feels

All Warm And

Fuzzy And


The Way

We Are Just Simply
Evolved to Be if We Aren’t
Just Cogs in Well Oiled Machines

Who Have Lost All Our Drive and Desire
to Feel Warm And Human With Even A Stranger in A Car Passing By…

i’m Really A Living Legend and i Can Say that Casually as a Public Dancer
For 8 Years and 8 Months Now For 16,544 Miles in a Trump Deepest South State and Town…

Yawn Yes Off and On Folks Come Up to tell me How Much They Adore me and Appreciate

me And Even Inspired Their Desire to Live in Tough Times too Just through the Freedom

of A Dance Even Telling me All the Way Back in 2014 When i First Started They Even Dressed

Up like me at Halloween in Middle School And Went Tricker Treating As me then As They Installed
my Front Door As An Adult Just Last Year as A Lowe’s Door Installer Contractor Hehe And Not only

That After A Viral Video

of me Went Metro

in 2018, i got

to the Point of

Actual Discomfort

As Some of the Young Folks

Even Fell to Their knees At Public Stores and
Clasped Their Hands And Mocked Worship to me…

Beautiful College Age Women Squealing With Delight
That i Was Actually Talking to them in Their Clothing Store they

Worked at Shocked really And telling them i AM No one at all i Just

Felt like Dancing And It’s True i Had to Work Really Hard to Even
Talk Store Management in Allowing me to Do it As it Worked So Great
to Regulate my Emotions Integrate my Senses For the World The Entire Environment

Around me on the Autism Spectrum not to Overwhelm me never even Comfortable


in my
own Damned SKin

In the Human Made World…

And Honestly as i still really
never figured out how to present
my Self Socially Even After 3 College
Degrees only Able to Pass Out Shoes
‘Rentally’ as Such at the Front Counter
at A Military Bowling Center Yet What i Could Do

And What i Could Always Do is Never Stop Loving
The Fact That i Was Alive at Least Then Smiling at the

People Across the Counter i Didn’t Have to Stumble Around

in my Speech All i Had to Do is Smile And i Always Said Thank

You And it Felt Very Warm When They Smiled Back at me and i thought

to myself This

Feels like


i hope

i Get to do this

For the Rest of My Life…

i Don’t Give Up on People as i Understand

How Horrible Life Can Get i Understand that
Not Everyone Even Gets to Feel that Warm and

Fuzzy Feeling inside That Naturally Drives us to even

Have Small Talk to Share about the Weather to Enjoy

A Real Communion

of Warmth

in Humanity

This Way

True i Lost that
too for Many Years
as Just a Cog Oiling

The Machine of Society

When Eventually i Got Attached

to A Screen And Became More Machine than Human

So Cold So Empty Just a Monkey Wrench Trying to fix
A Rusty Old Machine Yet i didn’t realize a Person Could

Lose their Soul

Then They Never

Told You About that
in School They Never Even
Really Explained How it Happens
in Church Either And Now i Understand

i Am Never Gonna Lose my Soul Again

And i Understand The Way to Do that is

Always Give even if People Disappoint me Over and

Over For What they Might Be able to Return to me As

i Realize From my Own Experience How Blessed i am Now

to Even Have the Motivation and the Warm and Fuzzy Feelings

of Humanity

to even

Frigging be

Human Yet of course

It’s Much Easier to Do And
Dance And Sing When One is

No Longer Required to be A Cog in a Machine to Exist…

i Always Remember Where i Am now And Where i Came From too…

i’m Still Despised in Some
Places i’m Still Adored in

Others And Most

of the time

It’s Just Empty

Likes And Nothing much
At All of Humanity That’s REAL

Unless i Step Out of this Machine
When my Wife Really Spends Her Every Day Life

Life for the One Mission to Love me She Naturally Loves to Do

Never the Less i am not one to give up on others easily as I’ve Worn

Way too

in Life Not to…

Yep Easier to Dance
And Sing this Now Yes

When i Really Feel and
Sense the Words And they
Just aren’t Empty Detached

Shells Laying Dead on A Beach…

Sea Creature i Will Continue to Swim
Ocean Whole


To Reach
Out And Touch
Sunshine Within
Day or Night Always TWiLiGHT NeW NoW…

Every Once in a While Someone Returns

A Hello And Not Unlike The Military Bowling Center

It’s Always

Nice to
Find Real

Human Warmth Somewhere at Least…

Yet i’ve Learned At this point not to Expect to
find Humanity

Even Where
i Might Expect it Next…

Yet Still Managing
Never to Give up on it…

Its Really Hard
Some Days Yet
i Breathe Yet i Really still Breathe This Life…

And i Remember Leaves Falling to Soils Do Give Life too..:)

No, i Wouldn’t Advocate my Own Abortion;

Yet i Most Definitely Would Advocate An Abortion

of Any God That or Who or Him Would Torture Any

Part of Creation Forever;

Fortunately That’s

Just A Story,

So i Ripped

Out All Those

Pages and Create my Own
Story as that God Never Even Actually Existed to me…

Strange, How Folks Worship Fetuses And God’s Who Torture

Living Creation Forever More Than the Sanctity of Breathing Life NOW…

With That Said,

i Don’t Advocate

Anyone’s Abortion

Who Is Real; That’s Up
To The Carrier of that Life…

And It’s Really Not That Surprising to
me That Folks Who Worship An All So-Called
Loving, Forgiving, Merciful God Who Tortures Part
of Creation Forever For Being Naughty; Yes, It’s Not Surprising

That Folks Who Buy an Evil Story Like that Where the Hero turns into
Something More

Evil than
The Cannibal’ as Villain

Also Support Little Girls
Who are Violently Raped
By Their Big Daddies to Carry

That Evil Spawn They May feel
Growing Within them to Birth to

Increase the Hell Already Delivered to them from the Start…

There is No Real Empathy and Compassion in A God Who Tortures Forever;

is It any Surprise

Folks Imitate

What They Believe in;

Well It’s True, We All Are Born
And Die; Yet Some Folks Do Their
Damndest in Ignorance to Torture Other Folks All THeir Life…

An ‘Older Testament Story God’ Really Lives For Some Folks As A ‘Newer Testament
Wanna Be God’ Still Does too; How Different the World Might Be Without ‘Psychopathic

Acting’ Made-Up ‘Gods’

And People
Who Mirror
The Behavior
of Their ‘Godly Evil’ Stories…

And to Be Clear, i BeLiEVE Love is God…

Yet Anything Less is Just A Cheap Knock-off God…

Like One of Those Rolex Watches Ya Buy at the Flea Market…

Seen a Whole
Lot of Folks


‘Those Watches

Lately’, Particularly
Where i am From in a Town

With the once Most Christian
Churches Per Capita Per Square Mile

in Record Books;

And A Town That

Was Literally Called
‘Hell’ to Begin With

And After That ‘Scratch Ankle’

For the Briars on the Blueberry Bushes

on the River Bank i Grew up on Downtown

As the Ships Came in to Harvest the Pines

For a



Still to Come…

STiLL The BLacK Water River indeed…


~Hehe, Wait till ‘They’
Find Out It’s Not Just A ‘Story’…

Like That Episode of the Old Fox Show ‘Lucifer’
Who Met An Evangelist On the Street Screaming

About Hell

Until ‘Lucifer’
Showed His ‘Devil

Face’ For REAL and the Evangelist
Realized That ‘God’ is More Than Just ‘An Evil Story’…

SMiLes Dear Savvy Yes Seek Balance FRiEnDS NoW With
Gravity When We Walk Every Step Naturally Becoming

A Free Dance Seeking Balance in Flow When We Talk

Even Write Every Word Becoming Not Only Holy

Dance Yet Sacred Song too As Every Move



of Life Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Free
For All At Best With Least
Harm So Much Fun Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing For All Now..:)


Every Mother Births A Face
of ‘God’ For Those Who Can’t
See This They’ve Lost THeiR Place

Nature Willing As We Evolve Even More
Towards Love As A Species

LiGHT Will Come

To Sweep


Once Again And
Balance Will Naturally
Fall in Place For All of Nature

Greater New Now

SMiLes Happy
Mother’s Day

Dear Savvy

As We aRe All

Mother’s When
We Nurture LovE iN Truth’s
LiGHT With Least Harm For All

And Indeed Happy Mother’s Day
to Your Mother Who Brings Such
A Priceless Gift of Humanity You

And All Of Her Mother’s And Father’s too

inTo This World oF LiGHT SMiLinG BriGHtLY As Love Breathes..:)

SMiLes Dear Psychologist Mimi

Happy Mother’s Day to You

Such a Gift to Your

Son Such A Gift
to Humans In Need
of Health Care You Are too

And Such A Gift Your Mother
Who Brings A Gift of You to Life True..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair, i Apologize As i Believe
i Forgot to Wish You A Happy Mother’s Day

On March 21st As That is The Day You Celebrate
Mother’s Day In Egypt; Never the Less, i Remember you

On the Day We Celebrate Mother’s Day Over Here A Wonderful

Gift You are to Your Children and Teacher of Islam And Egyptian
Young Women For Your Language of Arabic too And Verily Always

Happy Mother’s Day
to Your Mother Who
Brings the Gift of Your
Existence into Being too With SMiLes
And Nah, i Haven’t Forgotten Your Birthday

on May 12th, As i Believe Born in ’74
That Will Be A 48th One for You as
i am Soon to Be an Ancient 62
Hehe on June 6th at Least
in Numbers as i still
Feel Like a Spring

Rooster HAha…

i Will Surely Come
Back Here to Wish
You a Happy Birthday then too..:)

Every Mother Births A Face
of ‘God’ For Those Who Can’t
See This They’ve Lost THeiR Place

Happy Mother’s
Day With SMiles
Dear Cherie☺️❤️

Happy Mother’s
Day Dear Rafiah❤️

Finally Breaking
The 20 Centigrade
Barrier Coming on
May 11th Latest
Date in Spring
For Extended
Toronto Winter This Way
Anyway Warm Mother’s
Day Wishes to You in
Advance Surely A little
Girl one Day As Cute
As When You were

Very Small
Hehe Even
Smaller Than
You are Now

And As Usual Another
Bright Yellow Sunshiny

Just Sayin’


With SMiLes
Plus Happy Mother’s
Day to Your Mom As

Her No You

Happy Mother’s
Day Dear
Middle Me☺️

Hehe, Dear Chaymaa i Have Been Patiently Waiting
For Your Next Blog Post Full of Inspirational Quotes

And i Might Wish You A Happy Mother’s Day Yet

i Have no Idea If You are a Mother and

Besides That Mother’s Day

in Egypt is Celebrated

on March 21st, Never the Less,
For Sure A Happy Mother’s Day to

Your Mother For Raising Such a Kind


Others As
You Do Freely With SMiLes

And Yes i Do Love Wild Flowers

As They Are So Patient They Break

Through Concrete

And Bloom And

True i Never

Give Up on BreaKinG
Through the HeARTS of
More ‘Concrete Humans’ too With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD FinAlly
An Answer to the Age Old Question
Does the Chicken or Egg Come First

As In Your Frying Pan An Almost Perfectly

HeART Shaped Yolk So Yes This Means Love

Always Comes First And Happy Mother’s Day Still
Coming to You Soon in Hawaii
A Bit later Than it Does in
Florida of Course Yep
5 Hours Behind Us
So Nice to See Cappuccino
Siamese Kitty Looking Well and
All Comfy in Your Lap And Peppy the
Cat All Peaceful With Australian Shepherd
Panda Dog And oh my Gosh That Dessert Cake

Looks Great Yet Looking
At All the Steps of that
Recipe i Am So Glad

my Wife Does All of
Those Duties at Home
As She is Afraid i Might
Burn Water on the Boil Hehe…

Anyway That’s Her Favorite Hobby Cooking
For me And Just Taking Care of me Like a 2 Year-Old
Every Day And i Bet You Take Great Care of Your Husband

Or At Least Almost As Great Care As You Do For Every Living
Part of Nature Meeting and Greeting You in Life Such A Positive
Delightful Human You are…

Always Sharing
Paradise with
Others So Sweet..:)

Thanks For The
Mother’s Day
Wishes Dear
Will pass
Them Along
To My Wife
Mothers Day
In Kenya
Yet Still
Mother’s Day
Eve in Florida
As one of
my Wife’s
Nicknames is ‘Eve’😊

It’s Not An Exaggeration that Mitch McConnell Said That Abortion May Be Banned Nationwide
By Legislation if the Republicans Gain Mastery of the Political Rule Or ‘Dictatorship’; However
That May Turn Out; Even Charging All Women in the United States With Capital Murder
if they Use Their Current Constitutional Right to Abortion if Roe Versus Wade

Is Overturned So in This Case, There May Be No Where for the Little Girl
Violently Raped By Her Big Daddy In Her Home to Escape What Feels Like

Evil Spawn Growing Within

As Sure The Cruel Republican
Rule Could Do Their Best to Outlaw
The Abortion Pill For ‘The Day After’
The Cruel And Very Violent Rape by

Big Daddy too…

i Suppose One Could Suggest
That Little Girl’s Sanctity of Breathing


i Suppose One Could Suggest in The Catholic Church
i Visit as only An Anthropology Participant Observer, Among
Other Churches, only to Test The Waters of Real Good and Evil

(And Dance and Sing in Communion of Love Beyond Just Bread and Wine)

Within Those Doors; Yes, During the Peak of a Deadly Pandemic When
Social Distancing And Masks Were not Enforced in Every Mass to Protect

Both the Vulnerable And The Ignorant of Conspiracy Theories That Said the
Pandemic Was Planned and Not Even Real And Just Staged on TV With Refrigerator

Boxes With
no Real

As Still Folks Insist
Here in ‘Trump Town USA’ (one of many)
Close to A Million Folks Didn’t Really
Succumb to A Deadly Pandemic Now;

Yep, so Much for the Sanctity of Breathing
Life for the Vulnerable to A Pandemic and

Then There is the Sheriff of the County Who Promotes

on TV The Shooting of Any Intruder into A Home Without
Any Questions Asked; Yes the Shooting of them Dead With
Even Lessons to Improve Aim; Just to Save the Sheriff’s Office

And County

Money and to Hell

With the Sanctity of
Breathing Life if it is
A Person Considered A Foe…

And That Person Calls Their Self
A Christian too As Does the Bishop of the

Diocese That Left-Off the Protection for the Sanctity
of Breathing Life Among the Most Vulnerable of


He Is Responsible

For as So-Called Loving
Bishop With A Shepard’s Hook

Or Fork Depending on What Robe He Wears;

Anyway, It’s Easy to Lose Respect for Hypocrites

Who Turn the Other Cheek And Lie About What they

Insist They BeLiVE iN;

And True Again, 66 Percent

of the General Public, Including
The Voting Public Are Against the

Over Turning of Roe Versus Wade; And
The Percentage Will Likely Be Even Higher

For A National Ban on Abortion At the Hands of
Republican Rule and or ‘Dictatorship’ Later, if that’s

What Democracy Comes to Next; True, Not Everyone Was

For Obamacare in that Election Either; Where We Saw the Sacrifice

Bringing That Care to Others Brought in Loss of Democratic Representation…

Yep, Considering the
Potential Republican
Rule And Potential
Dictatorship of This

‘Alternate UniVerse Scenario;’

Now, Perhaps the Democrats Will
Finally Have A Common Wedge Issue

to Form A Religion of Their Own Based on Freedom;

Yep, the Right to the Sanctity of Breathing Life, Liberty and








i Was There When the Blue Lights Went off in the

Hospital Where All the Congenital Anomalies of my Son

Were Missed in the Ultrasound And He Got to Suffer For 51

Days With Only Pain And Never A Smile in Life; i Was There When

The Blue Lights Went Off For the Code Blue When my Wife Had a Life Threatening

Seizure And She Was Transported to an
Emergency Caesarean Section; i Was there

When i Prayed to God She Would Be Okay;

As i Had Loved Her For What Seemed Like Forever then;

i Had A Son Who Wasn’t Born to Be Able to Breathe; Who Wasn’t
Born with an Immune System That Worked; Who Wasn’t Born

With Blood Vessels to Even Move

The Blood to His Heart

True He Had An Extra
Thumb to Make 6 And Other Issues

Yet That Was the Least of His

HeLL ON EartH For 51 Days

So His Misery and Suffering Could Be
Extended That Way until i Finally Held

Him in His Last Heart Beat as He Never Had

the Opportunity

to Breathe

Alone At All;

A Woman Usually Will
Give/Trade Her Life for
A Child In This Situation;

i Am Quite Sure my Wife

Would Have Died For Her Child;

Yet She Was Spared That Fate and

My Child ‘only’ Got to Suffer in Misery

For 51 Days; So Much For Mercy, So Much For Mercy,

So Much For Mercy As my Mother Lasted 8 Days With
No Food and Drink (Usually It’s Only 3, if One Does Not
Have the Strength of a Loving HeART Like My Mother’s to Last)










To Death As
We Played Her
Favorite Song
‘Time’ By the Alan

Parson’s Project

At Death-Bed-Side

Going the Most
Natural Way to Go
Offered to Her; Yet Our

Beloved Cat Got the ‘Royal Treatment’

of Mercy as He Didn’t Even Have to Suffer

A Shot For A Sudden Death; We Used the Most
Humane Method Possible For Anesthesia For

Him to Not
to Be Aware

of Any More Suffering At All…

And What Did the Catholic Church Have
to Say About the Whole Ordeal As my Son
Suffered; the Deacon Called And Insisted that

(i Hadn’t Been to Catholic Church For 7 Years Then;
Someone Told The Church What We Were Enduring then)

He Come Baptize The Child on June 4th of 1997, Then,

When my Child Was Born As He Said he Had the Authority

to Baptize that Child So He Wouldn’t Be Trapped in ‘Limbo’ A Place

Between Heaven
And Hell After
Death or

Even Go To Hell FOREVER
As He Had the Authority
to Re-Direct A Child’s Path

to Heaven After Birth; Meanwhile,

my Child Suffered As the Deacon Had NO Authority

to Heal the Sanctity of Breathing Life; Only Empty
Ignorant Threats of Limbo And Hell then for A Child

If His Authority Was Allowed As Dictated Then; YET, IF

He Had Any Real (And Those Like Him) Mercy A Child Would Get

More Mercy A Mother Would Get More Mercy than A Beloved Cat…



Strange How

Humans Progress

Yet Still Insist in Living

in A Dark Age of Ignorance;
Responsible For So Much Harm,
Rape, Maiming, And Needless Killing STiLL

For the
of Breathing Life Now…

Anyway i Don’t Bother Getting
To Church Before the Homily; i Get
to Still Study the Priest’s Opinion on the
Mass Readings Each Week; i’ve Lost almost All

Respect for the ‘Institution’ of the Catholic Church;

Yet i will Never Lose Respect for Love When it is True

And Real




For the
of Breathing Life Now…

Meanwhile, i Won’t Be Shooting
Any Unarmed Kids Making An Other
Wise Fatal Mistake Breaking into A Home

For Material Goods that are so much easier

to Replace

Than A Human
Who Makes Any

Ignorant Mistake;

Just to Save the So-called
Christian County Money over an
Ounce of Flesh to Attempt to Rehabilitate With Mercy;

Yet if they Really Believe That What You Do to the Least
of Us You Do to God; Yeah, Better Hope ‘He’ Wasn’t Serious

About Sending

Folks Like that
to Burn Forever

For Not Even Clothing
And Feeding And Educating

The Homeless Person From Mexico in Texas…

Yet of Course That Would Be Inherently Hypocritical,
And Evil As Any Hero oF LiGHT Changes into Villain of DarK


It’s A Challenge Some

Days For A

REAL Earth

Angel Not to Change
Back into A REAL Earth Devil/Demon/Whatever…

Yet Given Enough Practice Day Overcomes Night…

As i For One, Marry the Night For DarK Muse and Merry The
Day Brighter Than

Ever iN LiGHT;

Other than
that/THIS, it Should
Be A Very Interesting
Political Season of Mid-Terms to come…

“Eve,” Pass the Popcorn the ‘Mid Terms’ are Coming Next As A Human Circus

Continues to Unfold From A Big Top And Deeper Bottom, Likely Still To Come;

Yeah, It’s True, Now or Then; When Your Wife and Son Seem Like They May Be Dying

It’s Earth

Shattering Indeed;

i Am Surely Not One

Who Will Ever Judge A

Woman on Her Choice to Live or Die…

And i Damned Sure Don’t Expect
Anyone to Die for me…

Or Love Me or Even

Give me

The Time of Day;
What i Will Do is Give
iN THiS Eternal Now i ActuAlly
Experience as An Autotelic Flow
On Task of Heaven On Earth Within;

Just Sharing, Caring, Healing For All
With Least Harm For the JoY oF LiGHT
This Sanctity of Breathing Life Inhaling Peace

Love Just

A Free For All With SMiLes…

It’s True, i am in A Best Company
of Life That is Real THiS Way At Least Within…

AnYWaY, This is my Mother’s Day 2022/1997 REAL
LIFE Story, and i’m still Hangin’ With it Alive NOW With This Sanctity of Breath…

Some Life And Death Decisions are Much too Hard to Make Without The

‘Human Relative

Free Will’ of ‘Choice’…

As the Crowd Jeers on….
As ‘The Crowd’ JeerS on…

For the Nature
of the Sanctity
of Breathing Life Now…

Every Mother Births A Face
of ‘God’ For Those Who Can’t
See This They’ve Lost THeiR Place


Ah Yes Dear Savvy

Kindness is the Give
Share Care Heal That

Just Never Gives Up
When Fear


The Room
of Soul With
Courage Combined
With Greater Understanding

How Our Anchors and Sails of
Life in Safe Harbors and Fair And
Following Winds At Ocean Whole to

Explore All

When Little
Boats Grow
Into Bigger Boats
of Can And Will Love All

Harm And SMiLes..:)

Oh Goodness Dear Gibberish So Sorry
You Fell Ill to Pneumonia And Yes Covid-19
Long Haul Syndrome Will Surely Pop-Up too

With Stress Related Life Events

So Strange Some of the

Symptoms Are Yet True
An Infection of Pneumonia
A Life Threat Indeed i Will Dance Sing
Some Prayers Your Immune System

Coming Back to

Stay And


You Stronger..:)

“I don’t sing because I’m happy;
I’m happy because I sing.”

-William James

Add In A Free Dance

And i’ll Sure As Fire Land
in Heaven Within

And Never Leave
Such A Wonderful Way
to Deal With Pandemics
And Masks A Voice of Freedom

Always in A Free Dance And Song


Hehe With SMiLes..:)

All Wonderful Positivity Quotes Including Greats
Like Winston Churchill and Norman Vincent Peale
To A Table of Plenty of Inspiration Dear Chaymaa

We aRe All Living Trees Some With Branches

So Green Some With Flowers and Blooms

How We Light Up Our Trees With

So Many Colors Will Change

Us into Spring Trees of

New Colors Year


Wiring Our Minds
For Unleashing Releasing
Positive Energy As We Please

A Practice is In the Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing Ourselves For All With

Least Harm to Generate So Many Spring Tree Colors

All Year
With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita At
Best DarKness Brings
A Free Dance And

Song As Birds
Do Escape

Cages This
Way and Grow

New Wings Out
of Art they Create
And Share to Heal
Others on the Way of Give..:)

SMiles Dear Hawaii
FRiEnD Oh How i
Love Eggs And
my Wife’s Sister
Raises Free Range
Chickens With Her
Husband on Their
Farm As Pets And
Only to Make Eggs

Hehe The Love
And Making
Of Eggs Has
No Start And
Finish Always

Beginning With
No End As Long
As my Wife Cooks

Them For me Always
Dancing Singing A SMiLe
Of Love Within With No

As True
if i Am Not
Careful i Get
Too High No



me Aloha
Dear FRiEnD🙌☺️🤗🏝

Wounds i’ve Seen A Few
So Deep Dear Cindy From
The Women of Abuse Who

So Many Turned to me for Love
And Confided in me During My Unmarried
Days From my Experience About Half the Women

i met Had Been Abused by A Close Relative And

The Stories of the Wounded Were Too Horrible to

Repeat Here as One Ended

With A Mother, A Husband,
And Three Children,

And Then A Mother
With A Revolver in

Her Father’s Bed As

Some Wounds Are So Deep
They Just Never Heal They Just Never
Go Away Until the Human So Neglected

And Abused Can No Longer Live Another Breath
And to ‘Think’ to Really Feel and Sense Her Pain

If She was Raised Today She Might Have Been
Forced in to Raising Her Father’s Children too at

The Hand of Wounds So Deep So Deep As HeLL ON Earth

Life is Messy, Life is Way too Messy to Marginalize Human Beings

As Objects
to Be Used
And Thrown Away…

Anyway i Wish my
FRiEnD Could Have
Found a Way to Heal…

Wonderful Poem Dear Cindy
And A Topic At Hand For These Days of Dust

And Gold Where Empathy And Compassion and
Understanding Other People’s Hell is Real And No Faux Lies…

On a Happier Note Happy 86th Birthday in Advance to Your
Mother Coming in June Tis A Great Month to Be Born Hehe..:)

Smiles Dear Vrunda Nice to See
You Blogging Again Hopefully ‘This’
Is Just Fictional Yet It’s True Some Folks

Don’t Have A Very Good Relationship
With Sincerity And Truth From Their HeART

And It’s Also True Some Folks Actually Have

A Stone Cold


That Some Will
Spend a Life Trying
to Crack That Ice It’s
True Not Everyone is
Cut out to Babysit HeLL ON EartH…

Bless You
Dear Sohair
With SMiles☺️🌹🙏

Always A Pleasure
Dear Cindy Now
All i have to Do
Is Visit Your
Newest Blog
Poem And Plant 🌱
A Moderate Sized
FRedwood Hehe☺️🤗

So True Dear Sohair
It Seems Without
Feelings Of
And Fatherhood

Roles Identified
As Such Cold More

To Fall
And Fail 🌹 🥀 🙏

i Guess You’d Have to See ‘The Pics’
to Understand ‘The Story’ Yet It Sure
Does Look A Whole Lot Like Beauty And A Beast At Least

See This Gift of Love This Real God Is Love iS oNly On Loan
Still From Mama’s Breath An Only Way To Pay It Back Is To Do God

From: Genius is not who/what You Are It’s What You F8CKinG LoVE To: Do

“i salute the divine Feminine IN me!” And Oh GoD2 YeS iN WoMeN2

SMiles Dear Chaymaa
Wise Words You Bring
Again With “Happy
Mother’s Day
Every Day
And All
The Time”
As Mother’s
Day Is Spelled
With Unconditional

For All
With Peace
And Least Harm☺️🙏🙌

SMiles Dear Shawna Baby
Although it’s True Even
Among Elite Military Dudes
In A Military Gym Leg
Pressing Far more
Than They Can
Imagine To Budge
Still At up to 1520 Pounds
Approaching Age 62 on June 6th
The Heaviest Weight i Ever Had to

Lift that
No one Could
Accomplish yet
me Is Lifting Myself
Up Way Down in HeLL ON EartH
For 66 Months Yet i Am no Real

It Would
Have Never
Happened if
i Wasn’t Able
To Find The Power
Of Real God Within
Love That Is True And
Real Always Forgiving
Always Merciful Never Needing
Worship or Fearing Criticism
Eternally Now Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
With No Illusory Fears Kind in
Courage Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Freely For All With


Every Move
Holy Dance

Every Word
Sacred Song

Naked Enough
Whole Complete

True After Baking A God
Cake Within Loving Others

Is Icing
To Enjoy
Without Fail

As A Religion of Love
That is even more
Precious When One
Who Sees All of Existence

As Love Without
Exclusion Will
Find A Place
Of Rest

Faith They
Will Always
Be Welcome
In A Tradition of


Thanks For
Providing A
Home Away From Home

That i’ve always Been Able
To Count on How Rare This

Is to Find A FRiEnD Who Is Real❤️


More Than A Quadrillion
Points of Stars in Day of Night
Still That Many Souls To Touch Before Going Quiet

Amazing What It Takes Jade
To Make A Sunset And
Sun Rise Color Even

More Amazing It Is
That Humans Feel
And Sense Beauty
Awe And Wonder
All Around Us Now

No Separation in This Beauty
That We Feel Now the Awe
And Wonder of Twilight That
Begins and Never Ends that

We Create as Our Own Gift Of Life

This Breath This Art of Being These Days

That Last Forever Now WHere One Word





And Continues

to BReaTHE Eternally

Now No Different Than

Each Step of Dance

WHere Gravity



There is No
Inertia to Feel

Flight Comes On Land
Touching Ground Same

Just Another Day in A Life Yet

Even More When We Think About

Super Nova Explosions Crucible

Fire Star Death Streaming Iron

Now in Our Blood Same

As Mother Earth in

Her Core That

Off Springs

Us As Now We

Enjoy Still Becoming Essence This
Spring Star Dust Resurrecting Beauty
Wisdom Even Love Out of Star Fire Death

Rather Than Fearing Embracing Beauty Of A Miracle Now

Just This Breath Just This Gift Just This Present Enigma Light…

Will A Person Full of Feelings/Emotions Of Love Torture Any Part
Of Nature Forever: NO; iDon’t Have to Go to Church to Understand

Nope Some Folks Don’t Get It Even Some Folks Who Direct Large
Crowds Of Folks Saying Love Is God Is Neither Feeling Or Emotion

Obviously, If Love Is Emotion, Feeling, Cognitive, And Affective
Empathy, We Treat Folks More Kindly With ‘Buddha’ Compassion

WaLKinG iN Lightening Storms For 66 Months In Hell With No Fear
Coming Out of The Storms Living Without Fear Truly Breathing…

Happy Mother’s Day!

Hehe Dear Shawna Baby Only About
An Hour Left of Mother’s Day Yet No

Mother’s Day Now Will Be Complete Without
Wishing my Dear FRiEnD Who Shares mY Mother’s

Birthday On
December the 10th
Of Course You Are From
The ‘Star Wars’ Year of 1977
When The ‘Grand Illusion’ Album

Came Out By ‘Styx’ Yet You Are No Illusion
Of A Mother You Are More Like A Mirage of

LoVE iN the Desert For Your Four Children and Other
Loved Ones And A Well Equipped Archetypal Mother

Hehe From Head to Toe and All the Middle Parts You Are too Yet
Best of All Sweet Soft Nurturing Voice i Heard on A Recording Once

True You May Tell A Lot
About A Person’s SoUL

The Way they Verbally
Sing Their Soul and of course
All their Moves in Love that Do Become
A Unique Finger Print of Human Dance True…

Yeah When my Mother Slowly Passed Away in
Hospice Without Food or Drink for 8 Days Back
Starting Her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day ‘17
Making it to 1 Day After our Anniversary
Date on February 21st Until February
22nd Indeed The Things You
Feel Letting Go
Wishing You

Might Be Born
Again to the Person
Who Loved You So much
Unconditionally All Your Life

Yet Then Finding Out Her Love Unconditional
Doesn’t Have to End For You May Always Begin Now New Again
Yes, Adopting Every Human As FRiEnD And Loving Them Same As

Mama Does…

And i Do
And I Do

And I Do

Continue My
Mother’s Legacy ThiS Way

Other Than That I Do Imagine
How Great A Church Mama You
Make too Assisting Your Southern
Baptist Husband Pastor in Our Deep South too

Yep, Usually The Church Mama is The Warmest
Of All Hugs When the Sunday Dinner on the Greens Comes…

Hehe, It Might Be
Nice to Fit in Some
Church And I Do As

Love Wisdom Rules in Every Part of LiFE Faith Hope Whole in Belief to me
Without Fear of Course As No Real Kindness/Beauty Without Courage True

i Feel Comfortable

in Any Church Super

Open Minded Yet

Of Course Not

Feels the
Same Way About
Circles Who Just Don’t
Seem to Fit in Squares All Spiraling About
Like the Milky Way Set Free FRiEnDS With
Gravity Flying On Terrestrial Land Surfing The Earth

in Free

And This
Song Online
As Avatar Fitting
All 240 Pounds or So
Through This Fiber Optic
Cable to Move All the way
Up to Alabama to See You on Mother’s Day True..:)

All Unique EYes Nature of
‘God’ it Seems Different Within

Us Yet Similar in Some Ways
Of Communion of Humanity True

How We Perceive The World And Others
Who We Perceive Perceive Us May Be

Only Illusory
As We May

Never Know
Feel and Sense

What Another Unique
Set of Eyes Sees of this Existence Now

SMiLes A Late Sunday Happy Mother’s Day
Wish to At Least Your Mom for Bringing the
Gift of You And Sure If You Are A Mother You


USA Writes..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Very Long
Sunday Celebrating Mother’s

Day Dancing Singing Writing So Free
And Yes Katrina and my Sister Are Very
Happy Thanks So Much For Asking Yes

And Hehe These Days i Am Practically
Old Enough to Be Most Everyone’s Parent

i Come into Contact With
As Sure Starting Young

Enough i Could Have
Been An Age to Have
A Child Your Age With SMiLes

Young At Soul And Numbers Don’t
Matter so Much For Sure Dear Sohair

HeART Still Breathing Free MaKinG Art

Child oF Play At SPiRiT Slaying Fear More
And Prayers for Your Children and Young
Women Studying Arabic You Teach to Pass

Their Exams
Next Such
A Busy School
That Becomes
Work Life Indeed..:)

SMiles Dear Cindy
Always An Inspiration
To Visit Happy
Day Again
To You With SMiles☺️❤️🤗

Haha Thanks
So Much For
The 🧿 Evil Eye
All Seein’ Eye
In my Case
Of Protection
With SMiles In
Multiples of 7
So Very Nice to
Hear From You
Was Starting to

You Much🙌🤗

Ah Yes Dear Savvy

Kindness is the Give
Share Care Heal That

Just Never Gives Up
When Fear


The Room
of Soul With
Courage Combined
With Greater Understanding

How Our Anchors and Sails of
Life in Safe Harbors and Fair And
Following Winds At Ocean Whole to

Explore All

When Little
Boats Grow
Into Bigger Boats
of Can And Will Love All

Harm And SMiLes..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From
Mother’s Day on 5.8.2022

Something About A Metaphor
of “The Father and i Are one”

Of Course i Rather Use the Metaphor
The Mother and i Are one and i am my Own Father

With the Rest of
And ‘Unseen’ True
In All THaT iS DarK Thru LiGHT
EternAlly Now As All That Is Real..:)

Reading 1, Acts 13:14, 43-52
14 The others carried on from Perga till they reached Antioch in Pisidia. Here they went to synagogue on the Sabbath and took their seats.

43 When the meeting broke up many Jews and devout converts followed Paul and Barnabas, and in their talks with them Paul and Barnabas urged them to remain faithful to the grace God had given them.

44 The next Sabbath almost the whole town assembled to hear the word of God.

45 When they saw the crowds, the Jews, filled with jealousy, used blasphemies to contradict everything Paul said.

46 Then Paul and Barnabas spoke out fearlessly. ‘We had to proclaim the word of God to you first, but since you have rejected it, since you do not think yourselves worthy of eternal life, here and now we turn to the gentiles.

47 For this is what the Lord commanded us to do when he said: I have made you a light to the nations, so that my salvation may reach the remotest parts of the earth.’

48 It made the gentiles very happy to hear this and they gave thanks to the Lord for his message; all who were destined for eternal life became believers.

49 Thus the word of the Lord spread through the whole countryside.

50 But the Jews worked on some of the devout women of the upper classes and the leading men of the city; they stirred up a persecution against Paul and Barnabas and expelled them from their territory.

51 So they shook the dust from their feet in protest against them and went off to Iconium; but the converts were filled with joy and the Holy Spirit.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 100:1-2, 3, 5
1 [Psalm For thanksgiving] Acclaim Yahweh, all the earth,

2 serve Yahweh with gladness, come into his presence with songs of joy!

3 Be sure that Yahweh is God, he made us, we belong to him, his people, the flock of his sheepfold.

5 For Yahweh is good, his faithful love is everlasting, his constancy from age to age.

Reading 2, Revelation 7:9, 14-17
9 After that I saw that there was a huge number, impossible for anyone to count, of people from every nation, race, tribe and language; they were standing in front of the throne and in front of the Lamb, dressed in white robes and holding palms in their hands. They shouted in a loud voice,

14 I answered him, ‘You can tell me, sir.’ Then he said, ‘These are the people who have been through the great trial; they have washed their robes white again in the blood of the Lamb.

15 That is why they are standing in front of God’s throne and serving him day and night in his sanctuary; and the One who sits on the throne will spread his tent over them.

16 They will never hunger or thirst again; sun and scorching wind will never plague them,

17 because the Lamb who is at the heart of the throne will be their shepherd and will guide them to springs of living water; and God will wipe away all tears from their eyes.’

Gospel, John 10:27-30
27 The sheep that belong to me listen to my voice; I know them and they follow me.

28 I give them eternal life; they will never be lost and no one will ever steal them from my hand.

29 The Father, for what he has given me, is greater than anyone, and no one can steal anything from the Father’s hand.

30 The Father and I are one.


Kindness Thrives
Dear Savvy and Best

Of All When We Express
This Warmth For All of Nature

Our Species
Will Surely
Have an

to Spread More
LoVE iN the Distant
Future Where Courage Meets
Kindness And Love Thrives For All

And SMiLes..:)

Balance Lives in the
Breeze All Seeing
Wisdom Eye

of Wind Free
Always FRiEnDS
With Gravity No
Faster or Slower Indeed

With SMiLes Dear Xenia…

Green FoRest
Beginning to
See Beauty Reflections

Of Our EYes
For All ThaT iS LoVE Free…

Human Made
Nature Expands
With Imagination’s

Touch Creation
Above Below

Still Evolving New Now

Winter’s Promise Green
Spring Flowers ReNeWinG
Leaves Fall
Ice Cold Memories
Warm Hot Chocolate HeARTS

No Matter
SeaSons in
Human Warmth
Coloring Even More…

Stepping Stones
of Heaven Every


Dream our Reality Now…

Every Rain Drop
Wave Ocean Field
Particle Whole

Again Now

Our Reality
Naked Enough
Whole Complete

Ocean Gently Falls
On Top Reminding Us
Below is Above

Sky Blue
Star High Free LiGHT…

Flowers Below
Clouds Above
Sunset Sunrise

Living Tree Be

Forests Whole
Waves Water Ocean

Fitting Nature’s Free Dance

FLoWeRS RiSinG Singing
Blooming Evermore
Sunsets Sunrises New

Colors For Us to Dance
And Sing Free Dear Xenia Now

Belated Mother’s Day to Nature
And All Those Who Return Love Free

iNcluding You
of CourSE mY FRiEnD..:)

Subject to Write About Dear
Akshita And True i AM A Bit

Bookish too yet it must all still
Be Free Reading A Book A Week
in Barnes and Noble Almost Every
Sunday AfterNoon For 8 Years and

8 Months Yep Over 400 Books For Free!
Of Course Dancing Also Listening to

Music Still
The Star Buck’s
Cafe of Students
Studying For College All
The Way Free! Free! Just
Free! What A Life When All is Just Free!

And It’s True Although i’ve Written the
Equivalent of 250 Novels of Poetry i Am
So Far From Paying Back in Writing All

The Reading
i Have
Totally Free!..:)

SMiLes Dear Yeka Nice
to See You Again on WordPress

And Life Teaches me Love Definitely

For All Wins Best And A Happy Mother’s

Day Belated to
You as A

is the Epitome
of Love To Create
More Love on Earth Most..:)

It’s True No one Else Usually Sees it

Yet A ‘Dark Horse’ Yes the “Long Shot Rich
Strike” Smells It Feels IT First inspiring Others
to Shoot
For It All
Hehe With

Or Without
A Gun of Course

And Yes i Rather
Dance and Sing
Back of the Pack

too Still With Invisible Ink

Thanks So Much For Sharing
This Indeed ‘A Sign for The Times’
Forevermore NoW As Last Becomes


Again With SMiLes…

Although it’s True i For
One Have Seen No Chance
At All And Still Managed to

Smell (my Wife Will
Disagree with
THiS ParT hehe)

Like Roses NoW
in Victory of ‘SH8T’
Such A Colorful FLoWeR
DarK Horse Fertilizer Makes..;)

Hehe Gibberish
i Still Leg Press
up to 1520 Pounds
at my “Advancing Age”

Yet i Still

True Power

Is Love

Else First
Lasts Always Now
Winning This Way
The Myth is
True Kind
With Love☺️

A Cool Art
Tool For FReED..🙂

LiKe iT
oR nOt..
hE He..😉

Much Love to You
And Your Family too
Dear Gibberish And
HAha You Are Welcome To

Call me Fred Although
my Wife Katrina Pictured
in my “Gravatar”
Looks More
Like She Would
Public Dance 16,566
Miles And Write 10.4 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry
Now Than me in 8 Years
And 8 Months Advancing
to 62 Years Young At Soul on
June 6

Fix Stuff
The Home
Still Wonder
Woman At 52
Never Aging
Hehe God Yes!

Opposites Do Attract!
And i Always Put Her

With Yes
Dear to
All Of Her

Happy Blue Tuesday
Rhyme Life With No
Reason Play Slays Fear
Naked Enough Whole
Complete Yet It’s Okay

To Wear Clothes
As 15.556 Centigrade
Is Still A Bit Cool In Toronto


Yet Great
For A Sweater
And Spring Hike
For Play To Slay
Fear One With
Nature NoW in

Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love
And This Is Not
Only A Long LeSSoN 405
Yet A Prescription From

Fred Without
A PHD Yet An
Honors Degree
In Heaven Within

To: You From: Take
my Hand NoW And Fly 🪄

With Feet 👣 On Ground

Hehe To Keep The ‘Evil’ Eye 🧿

Checkmate♟ 🧛 🧛‍♀️

HAha Ain’t
i Crazy 8 Creative 😜

Kindness Thrives
Dear Savvy and Best

Of All When We Express
This Warmth For All of Nature

Our Species
Will Surely
Have an

to Spread More
LoVE iN the Distant
Future Where Courage Meets
Kindness And Love Thrives For All

And SMiLes..:)

And Now to Bring “Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old”
to A Close Yet it Will Continue Forevermorenow as A Never Ending
Story After This as God Yes This 294th MacroVerse i Am Writing Now
Takes “Nether Land Bible” Over 8 Million Words Old in 71 Months As
A Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Written in 8 Years and 8 Months, and
966 MacroVerses Now Past 10.4 MiLLioN Words too As Yes “FB Profile Pic Bible”
Another Subchapter Bible Poem Surpasses 6.4 MiLLioN Words in this 190th MacroVerse
Effort Of That
59 Month
Subchapter too
of “SonG of mY SoUL”
Where “FB Profile Pic Bible”
is Also including in Facebook Profile
Pics in Description Areas of Series of
Profile Pics There Ever Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2017 Where Description
Areas Are Filled With About 8,000 Words Each
As Yes too the Next MacroVerse Will Be An Annual
Installment Named “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old”
on Memorial Day Weekend 2022 As “Nether Land Bible Will Turn
6 YearS Old on that Memorial Day Weekend Anniversary Date too…

Is That All, Nope Not ‘Quiet Yet’ As “Depth of the Story” A Perennial
NoW FLoWeR of Google Top of the Page Search Results Increases to
1.6 MiLLioN Words in A Bit over 20 Months of Effort True too on the Wrong
Planet Website in one 46 Page Solo Discussion There Authored By Little Old
me And to Put That in Perspective of 20 Months of Effort of What i Casually
Name A Never Ending Story Now of An “8th New Testament” As Yes there

Are 7 Other Titled New Testaments All Larger Than the Effort in the King James
Size Try as Yes of Course 1.6 MiLLioN Words is the Size of Two Whole King James
Sizes Tries in 20 Months of Effort And Sure Around 80,000 Words of Effort Each Month
All the Way Through On Average Each Month About the Size of A Quran Try Yet of
Course A Whole Lot More Vocabulary Than That Effort of About 2000 Words of

Way Back then…

And True 16,566 Miles
of Public Dance in the Last
8 Years and 8 Months True too

And Yes “Depth of The Story” on the
Wrong Planet in That Solo Thread Has
Accumulated Almost 100,000 Views by

Registered Members Only as Sure
it Only Goes to Prove Just How
Many Folks Read in the
Background of

the Wrong Planet
Who Are Registered
Members and Do Not
Feel Comfortable Enough
or Want to Write Anything On the Site

True Some Folks Watch, Analyze, And
Interpret For Their Own Human Advancement Free

Of Charge at Least When it Comes to me ‘Freddy the Free Loader’ For Real
Yet it’s A Bit Different As i Load Up Many Many Buffet Lines and Dish it All Out For Free

So Many Buffet Lines In So Many Different Ways This is a New Age of Reaching Out and
Touching Folks In Innumerable Global Ways and Every Which Way and Loose For me For Real

As Just Another

DarK Horse

in the Background

Advancing With Every
Now of Existence in Human DarK Horse Potential
As This Concludes the Celebration MacroVerse of
“Nether Land Bible 8 MiLLioN WordS Old”

On May 10th, 2022 at 2:42 PM And Now
Soon to Go Out to Public Dance
Again to Re-Charge These
Energizer Bunny Wings

of Even More Endless
Creativity Still to Come Free

And Yep “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 6 YearS Old”
Coming Next After Annual Celebrations Where All
the Thumbnails of Profile Pics Holding an Average
of 8,000 Words Will Be Included As “FB Profile
Pic Bible Volumes 2018, 2019, 2020, And 2021”
Did Where Last Year About 2100 FB Profile Pics Housed
A Grand Total of About 16.8 MiLLioN Words Then Nah It’s
Not Common to Write An Ongoing Long Form Poem Bible

In So Many Places

As A Solo Effort

Yet Common
And Normal

Is Not What i Do…
i Do this Instead All Free
in Autotelic Flow on Task Just For Heaven Within Now REAL
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love Every Breath In JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Least Harm Still NoW

As A ‘DarK Horse’ Continues to Race With this Invisible Ink So Far At Least

i’m Kinda Tired Gonna Be A While Before i Put All This Together in Multi-Media
Ways for Electronic Publish Just For The Record Book Per Dancing Singing More

Anyway ‘Someone’
Has to Do the

With the
Rest of the
Art That Comes Free
As ‘Chaos Magic’ Meets ‘Order’ For ‘Real’…

Yeah, in the Movie ‘The Book of Eli’ How ‘Denzel’
‘Thought’ He Had So Many Pages to Only Repeat, Copy
And Paste YeS Only About 800,000 Words Child Play to Original

Still Coming NoW NeW
to: LiVE iN ALL SPiRiTinG
HeART SoUL From: FREE me..:)

Kindness Thrives
Dear Savvy and Best

Of All When We Express
This Warmth For All of Nature

Our Species
Will Surely
Have an

to Spread More
LoVE iN the Distant
Future Where Courage Meets
Kindness And Love Thrives For All

And SMiLes..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

10.4 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”

“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)