7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020

Sure.. one WiLL DeScribe the
Experience of God the Verb
Fitting God in one Word HA!
When one DancES
SinGS WitH God iT
MaTTeRs NoT iF
iT’s Like Super-Walmart..
DaNcE Halls.. Facebook..
BLogs.. Etc ETc..
ET aL.. YeP…
iN ZoNe
For One
Born Free God All ALiVE NoW
Dance Sing Praise oF LiVinG
LoVinG EacH OTHeR Freely HeAVeN aT HanD WiTHiN GiVE SHaRE ALwayS MoRE
In the Morn of Sunrise and Eve of Sunset God’s Love Ever RiSinG MoRE NoW
You are my little example NoW of God’s LoVE iNCaRNaTE
My FRiEnD Just another Sitting Buddha Lady Love
Amongst Monkeys There is Only One
Alpha Male and Female
Amongst Gorillas Not So Much And More
“Come Back Little Sheba”
Humans These Days More it Seems….
HeHe YeS
i Am NoW
Love’s Touch
Is Always Now
Never Aging Green Pill Within Outside My Window Inside Breathes Free Wings
Setting Myself Free Now From ‘Bible Writing’ Yet i Save At Least One Soul (Mine)
By WeaRinG ‘THiS MasK’ Either Water Or Underwater… A Choice Seeing Being
#iAMLoVENoW OFFeRinG You A Drink Of Heaven But You Will Only Taste It
If You Are Ocean Flow Whole Free BreathinG ETernally LoVE NoW Fearless
Truly An Only Saving Grace Is That We aRe All At Best Free Enough
to Write Our Own Bibles WorKinG Our Way Out of DarK iNto LiGHT
OMG! i Just Realized Something i’m One of Y’aLL Too This Human
‘Stuff’ Is Truly Bizarre… Humans Have This Amazing Ability
to Make Dreamy God Or Nightmare God As Real As
Real Gets Within NoW Oh Lord Choice of LoVE KinD
i BelieVE iN LoVE… i BeLiEVE iN LoVE iN OTHeR
Words Better Yet ReAlly Do LoVE
Holy CRaP Twilight Zone Breathes
The Majority of the Humans Served
Themselves By Loving GoDeViL iN A BooK
Stealing Most Any Child’s Love Convincing That Child That
GoDeViL Is WordS iN A Book When That Child BreatheS AGAiN
Love Free NoW That Child Sees… Humans Have Been DoinG Eternal
Life (Love) Now Long Before A First Word Is Written TaKinG Us AwaY NoW
From Love Sending Us to Hell NoW… Forget About Heaven And Hell After
Death Do LoVE NoW BReATHE Be JeSuS/GoD The Good Cop Statues
Now Be LOVE DO LOVE FREE NoW.. i Don’t Expect Anyone In This
Country Soul Washed In Fear And Hate to Hear or Understand me
But Lessons Live For Those Who See… We All Need To Write A
New Bible… Quite Fredly The Other One Smells too Much Like
Stink Stank Stunk Trump… A Country Truly Only Rises By
Ethical Leadership Both In State And Church When
State And Church Lie With No Shame Fall Comes
Next… Having God/Jesus ‘Statue’ That Always
Loves Forgives Enemies And Tortures
Non-Worshippers Forever Crux Of
This Country’s Problems No Fool
Understanding Innumerable Creative
Ghost Authors Some With Personality
Disorders Wrote the Bible Projecting Upon ‘JeSuS’…
Difficult it is to Love Someone Dealing With ‘Borderline
Personality Disorder’ But i Still Forgive And Love Story Book Jesus
Obviously A Problem oF A STory is Bad Cop Jesus Eternally Loving
Forgiving Enemies Torturing Non-Worshippers In Hell Forever
It’s Pretty Much How Other Religions View Christianity… Ya
Gotta Loving Role Model in Good Cop Jesus Parts
Now Just Do the Mentor
JeSuS iS onLY AS ReaL
JeSuS/GoD iS Alright With Me
As We Live As Metaphors FoR
SHaRinG Free With LeasT Harm For ALLGoDNoW
It’s Not About Jesus… It’s About ‘JeSuS’… It IS onLY
EacH And Every Individual’s Responsibility to Be Love As US ‘JeSuS’
Don A Mask of Love… Love Your Neighbor As Your Loving Self Smiles
Within… Be Good Cop ‘JeSuS’ Why Not Love Breathes Now If You Are
Not Following Love FOR ALL YOU ARE only Believing iN A Mask Without Soul
See i’ve Looked Into ‘These’ People’s EYes ‘This Love’ Still Breathes
Alive It Is Only That They Follow Leaders/Words/’Devil Masks’
Jesus And God And Love Were Replaced With A Statue
Long Ago After Death Most Ironically Now Dead to See
It’s Just A FacT iF This Country Is Not Powerful And Brave Enough
to Don A F88KinG Mask to Save Lives God Is Dead Jesus Is Dead
LooK ARouND CaN WiLL You ‘See’ IT Yet Before We aRe Doomed
Without Love Now The Reality Comes to ViSiT AGAiN iN ReTuRN
Greed BreedS iGNoRaNCE TaKinG MoRE ThaN GiVinG KaRMA ReTurnS ViSiTinG
NoW… Brown Lives Matter too the Last Republican Administration Slaughtered Over 100
Thousand Innocents over ‘Building Funds’… People Looking For God Everywhere After
Death And Heaven too.. Misplacing Love Somewhere in Living Death of Killing Fields Now
Minion Lives Matter on 5th Avenue too… Escape A ‘Trump Gun’ Replace It With Loving
Masks of Saving Lives Try to iMaGiNE iF You Will Now Better Yet Just Love Protect
Your Neighbor… Wear A F iN Mask Be A Good Samaritan in Heaven Now
You Don’t Become ‘A Good Samaritan’ For Heaven Later You Are A Good
Samaritan Experiencing Eternal Life (Love) Thanks Giving NoW
APPaRentLY Those SeeKinG Life After Death NoW Have Yet
to Experience Eternal Life For This BReatH iS oNly NoW to
SeeK iN Be i AM… In Short Eternal Life Is the Love
You Give Nothing More Nothing Less the Love You
BReATHE LiViNG NoW… Green Pill Within
Outside My Window Inside
Breathes Free Wings
Love’s Touch
Is Always Now
Never Aging
SMiLes Dear Sohair
Love Is Our FRiEnD
We Make Or Break
As God
Lower With
Fear And Hate
We Survive Hope
Breathes Love We Give
And Share We All BReaTHE
Freer With Least Harm Now To ‘See’ ALL (GoD)


Smiles Frank.. Nice to See You Here at “Buildings Fall Trees Grow Where Will We Go”..
When Stars of Old Pass Away Like Charlie Daniels i Love To Commemorate Their
Music As A Theme Song For my Words.. as soon as i got the Message
on my Smart Phone it fit in seemingly like Magic.. Katrina got
to Meet Charlie Daniels at A Pensacola Fair Here..
And Her Sister’s Husband’s Family Helped
With His Ranch i Understand as usual
Small World It is.. It wasn’t
Too Long Ago Just
70 Year ago hehe..
in the 50’s Where Elvis
Presley’s Song “Love me Tender”
Was Named The Devil’s Music and
Rock And Roll Songs Were ‘Burned at
the Stake’ At the ‘Foot Loose’ Local Huge
Assembly of God Church in the 70’s too..
Here As i did Face A Bit of Adversity From
Those Folks When i started my
Public Dance 82 Months
Ago At Super Walmart
Accosted by some
of the Church
Locals Suggesting
That i wasn’t any King David
Worthy to Dance In Public so i said
Fine I’ll Aim More Toward “John 14:12”
Then.. And Make Sure i Do the David Dance
in More Vile Ways as i’m Not Sure That Dave
Ever Fulfilled That Part of His Prophecy then..
if so.. it didn’t make the Bible.. so there is always
Room For Others to Fulfill Self-Fulfilling Prophecies Again
Like Isaiah 53 too.. Yes it’s True Some Folks Believe i am a bit
‘Touched’ By Dancing In Public As it’s True the “Autotelic Flow”
It Brings is surely Nirvana Blow-Out Bliss Fresh Free with Divine
Feel and Sense of ‘Frission’ From Head to Toe too.. so when they
Gawk at a Distance With their Smart Phones to Share me with their
Good Old Boy And Girl Friends on Social Media.. i take the Opportunity
To Meet And Greet Them And Show them i know how to Play Guitar too
And i can Fiddle Their Holy Book Yes More Than Likely More Precisely than
their Pastor surely indeed of all the Actions In the Book too As When A Person
With Asperger’s Syndrome Mixed in with the Positive Gifts of Bi-Polar Makes a
New Hobby In Life.. We Tend to take it all the way and so much further that usually
The Amount of Information and Art i Transfer to the ‘Foot Loose’ Folks is an experience
They will Never have again in this “Love me Tender” Town on its Good Days too.. Marilyn
Monroe And Elvis Presley Changed the World And Surely Walt Whitman Provided some
Free Verse
The Original
Oral Tradition
Was Due to come
Again with Priests of the
Cosmos Who Will see so much
Further than a Desert Patch in the
Middle East And Verily See All of that
too along the Way as Star Dust We Come
And Star Dust We Go It’s What We Do with
The Gold Within in Between that Makes Life A Miracle
For Real Surely Worth the Magical ‘Cherish’ Song and
The Amazing ‘Brandy’ Song too.. Oh the Blessing of YouTube
To Keep Sharing these Amazing Souls of Music and Other Arts
And Sciences As ‘These Are the Pyramids of Spirit’ Worth Keeping
And Giving More.. What An Amazing Library of Music at my Finger
Tips to Muse the Flow of my Words More.. This is Heaven No Doubt
Rarely Do Cold And Hot Rocks in Space get to Create A Place like This of Star Dust Breath..
i Love
it Tender
With All the
Other Options
Open to See More
Colors of God True Now too..:)

According to Studies As Far as the Priesthood Goes at Least,
the Catholic Church is A Very ‘Gay’ Church Per the Linked Article Below.

Some Research Suggests That Upwards of 60 Percent of Catholic Priests Live
With a ‘Gay Nature’; Whether or not They Sexually Express that Nature With the
Same Sex; Both Men And Women, or Not, in Positions in The Church as far As Nuns go too.

It is often Folks Who Cannot Face Who They Are With Self
Hate And Guilt Who Attempt to Police And Punish Those of the Same
Nature That is theirs they cannot Reckon With; Indeed, It’s Sad And Causes Harm to Others who are the same.

It’s Not Hard to see this for anyone who has visited a Catholic Church, Anywhere in the World; Who has
any Common Sense.

Folks Who Are Outcast From ‘Regular Social Roles’ Are More Likely to Become ‘Celibate Priests’.
This is Okay, as Long as they Retain Empathy for the Outcast; and Do Not Police and Punish for
What They Cannot Reconcile About Themselves.

Considering, 37 Percent of the Left-Overs of the Catholic Church, Who are a Very Aging, Overall,
Demographic Left of the Church Now, are on the Fence of Leaving; And Younger Generations, No longer
Interested in Organized Religion; Overall, It all may Be A Moot Point Soon Enough; Where Folks Can
Be Their Selves Honestly in another Area of Employment to Gain A Social Role and Make a Living.

Society is not as Cruel as it once was; There are Options for People Who are Different to Survive
and Thrive in Life, Now as Compared to Struggles From Decades Ago, So Difficult to Live In Balance, then.

Of course, Society out of ‘Trump Rule’ and Associated ‘Minions’, At least’;
The Third or so of the Country With The Issue of Outcasting Different from them still;

Yet, Where the Old Majority Becomes the Newest Minority; Lots of Growing Pains Coming
And Going Around Society Now; Like ‘Black Life Matters’ As The Welcome Mat on 5th Avenue to ‘Trump Tower’.

Somewhere, if the ‘Good Cop JeSuS’, Were around, No Doubt That Version Would Be Smiling and enjoying
A Bit of Righteous Indignation; Satisfied Like Steak And IceCream in Greater Justice for Outcasts today.

Anyway; no ‘Reason’ Love; Real Love, Can’t Be Tender… However, it comes and goes… as Human Kind.




Children’s Love Without Caste So True Kites
They Rise Together Now Without
Looking Down Best Being
We Still Love 🙏 Free 🌈☀️
Showers No Longer Work Alone
Changes of CuLTuRaL Clothes
Necessity Accessory NoW
Or witH
No Art..
‘That Country’ Could Be Standing Sitting Laying Beside You… Remember
Not Everyone Gets Free Hugs At Night Hug Those Folks Most
When You Find Someone Not Afraid to Hug Never Let Go
Cherish Every Square Inch #HUGLIFENOW
LikE GoD All DisGuiSinG LosT Until HuG iT All
A Country WHere A Majority of
‘Christians’ Will Elect ‘John 8:44’ for Prez
Rumble! Tumble! BRinG iN The Blue Angels
Let’s All Celebrate in the Good Old US oF A!!
(They Were Smart Enough Not To Come To
Protect Trump Minion Ignorance From ITself)
i Love ‘Her’ Purely For So Many Years She
Sings ‘She’ Loves me i Reach out my Hand over and over… Silence…
All Else Fails i ‘Sing’ to ‘Her’ She FinAlly Replies ‘Wow You Sing So Great’ With A Smile
NoThing NeW UndeR A Son JusT ANoTHeR Early Thursday Morning ParAble iNSPiReD
i Get By With A Little Help From my ’Friends’… i Make Love to ‘Her’ on ‘Her’ ‘Birthday’
Then NoW iN Permanent Ink So i Will Never Forget God’s Words Born ALiVE iN me
MaKinG LoVE Best CLiCK Bait Eva Eva Eve Hehe… Oh GoD i LoVE THaT ‘WoMaN’
SunSeT iS SuNRiSE NoW 7.11.2020 True They Are All ’WoMeN’ But Who Am i to Judge
Hehe… Dance Play Sing Meow
Purr Love Nap Sleep Nap
Sleep Nap Love Purr Meow
Sing Play Dance Be LioN KinGQueeN
Be God Love Free NoW NoW A Dance
And Song That ReFusES to WinD DowN
A Hurricane A Milky Way of Arms Ever
Expanding Chambers of Nautilus Love…
It’s Funny the sayings
Culture comes up With
That are Both So Ironic
And Hypocritical As Here
Folks Say in Refrain We Treated
Each Other Worse than Dogs as
If They are in a Caste Below Humans
As It’s Crystal Clear in Terms of Love
That they are in the Highest
Caste of Unconditional
Love For they
No Human
Caste Lower
Or Higher But True
We Call Dogs Lower
Caste Yet We Don’t Let them
Suffer the way my Mother did
For 8 Days without Food or Drink
Waiting for the Most Natural Death
Possible as the Doctor Promised
It Would take 3.. About the Longest
Days any Person Would torture
A Dog in isolation for the
Social Animals they are
Without a Friendly Pet…
True.. only if We Treated
Each other the way we
Treat out Pets.. Smiles..
Perhaps If We Were
still furry kinder
Mercy Will
Rule the outcast Day…
Smiles.. Hope You’re catching
Up With Your Work thanks so
Much For sharing The Dog Song..
these Words…

Generally Speaking, According to Classical Evolution, At Least;
People are Alike All Over in their Differences Innately; And Environment
Plays a Huge Role In Our Development Ever Changing in One Lifetime in accord
with Neuroplasticity and Epigenetics in Day to Day Life; Meeting Challenges of Every Day
Struggles and the Adaptations that Naturally Happen in either Success or Failure in Both Surviving and Thriving.

‘This’ is way, Way, WAYS, too complicated to Material Reduce it to whether or not the Current Assessed
Environmentally ‘Affected And Effected’ ‘Extreme Left or Right’ is Gonna Procreate And Make Future Society
Reduced to ‘Left and Right’ Genetic Impact in Reproduction. It’s Worth Noting that the ‘Conservative Religious
Extreme Right’ is Growing much More ‘Gray’ In Demographics, Even in the Muslim World of Temples too; Credit the
Online Environment Now of Opening Minds AND BODIES to New Experiences this way of changing Personalities more.

Yes, Generally Speaking, even in the rest of the Animal Kingdom, Studies have assessed More Conservative
Cautious Sitters Opposed to Nomad Rovers at about a Ratio of 20 Percent to 80 Percent; As Yes, Boats (Us) need
‘Sails And Anchors’ (Rovers And Sitters) to meet the Challenges of ‘Sailing’ Exploration And Rough Seas in Accord
of ‘Safe Harbors’ with ‘Anchor Animals’ too, Who Did Not Venture Out So Far Away From ‘the Desert Cave’;
Hmm, Some folks Remain In Desert Lands without any Natural Source of Fresh Water, so Stubborn; hehe,
Or they Travel to Snowy Mountains Where Freezing to Death is A Very Real Potential and Never Turn Back to
More ‘Greenlands’ to ‘FeeL And Eat’; They Start Fires And Make Tools to Stay; How Ingenious they are too, to Survive
And STAY PUT..;)

Humans And Their ‘Cultural Clothes’ Make the ‘Naked Animal With Genetic Instincts Expressed Fully’, An
Animal That May come to be almost unrecognizable, until you get them into a Procreative Act or Other
Challenge Like a Fight or Flight Situation; Passions Do Overcome ‘Reason’ in These Surviving Ways of Life’.

I Have Always Been considered One of the Most Peaceful Folks In the Room, my Entire Life; The Most Rational;
the Valuable Commodity, Both in School and Work; Dependable to Solve Problems Reasonably And Fast; but
that was in Work and School; It didn’t take into account Instinct in the Wild, like What Happens In Bars
When You Are the Only Sober One And Everyone Else is Drunk, Competing for Mates that You already
Have and are just There for the Autotelic Flow of Dance to Enhance Overall Creativity in Overall Bliss.

Anyway, Not Looking for Female Attention; butt getting it profusely, just dancing fearlessly without a
Care in the World but Bliss; a Drunk Dude Got Pissed off, Shot Me a Bird And Head Butted Me; But i guess
he didn’t realize that i am God Yes, Literally As Strong as An Orangutan; Yes, Science Shows this is Possible
for Humans to be this strong through Appropriate Environmental Challenge that i’ve taken in this way all my life
and achieved since 12 Years-Old as my Peers suggested i was too weak to survive; so the Weakest Boy Became the Strongest Leg Pressing Dude in the Military Gym, through 60 Years-Old as Proven on Youtube still too at 1340 Pounds
Of 100 Seconds of Leg Pressing at a Safe 90 Degree Angle then; that no other Military Dude; No Matter
what age, who tried it, could budge it an inch at all; as Usually Dudes in the Military don’t do Anabolic
Steroids like they do in the ‘Civilian World of Gym Rats’; Anyway, in Less than one second i had Him
in a Choke-Hold Submissive On His knees; He didn’t know what Hit Him; And i had never
come close to doing that in my Life; but what i found out that day is that i Am potentially
Deadly; A Valuable Lesson indeed, Mostly for me; as i took great Measure not to do it again.

Bottom Lines; Humans Will believe they are Rational all they want to; but Perhaps
They haven’t been in the Environment Yet to Prove they are not Rational at all.

Of course, it most often Happens with the Oldest Brain; the Reptile Brain,
In Terms of Procreation and Fight or Flight Circumstances As Both Pain
And Pleasure Is Evolutionary Intertwined this way For Base Survival of all Mammal Species.

Other than that Personalities Change over the course of a Lifetime Heavily
Influenced by the Environment as Introverts become Extroverts and Sitters
become Rovers for Survival too; or just for fun of change too as i’ve done Introvert
And Extrovert; And Extrovert is surely More of a fearless exciting way of Life to really
Breathe And Color
Life Free NoW in
Yet, Introvert has its
advantages as well in places like Online;
or Painting a Sistine Chapel and the Such
Where one Generates their own Heaven
Within through a Life of Solitary Flowing Autotelic Art Where
Paintings And Poetry And Even Dancing and the Such Become Within
Friends to See in the Outer World Come Results too of Soul Arts For Others to See.

Humans Are Paintings;
Never Ever Science Projects Alone;
The Human Cultural Global Painting
Is So Complex Now; it would only Take
A God; Yes, The Rest of Nature and Tools
That Become Us to Figure it all Out; Perhaps
We aRe Doomed but in the Short Term By God This Human Condition
Is a Fascinating Overall Masterpiece Painting that Never comes complete and boring;

At Least for
those who
See a Larger
Painting than Sticks
And Stones And Carrots
of Only A Very Narrow View of Existence.

Smiles, according to Science, in Any Room That Accepts All People, You’ll Find Open Minded
And Closed Minded Folks; But it’s True in Any Room That Accepts All People, You’ll Find More of the
‘Jesus’ in The ‘Beatitudes Part of the Bible’ At least; And Those Who Are Openminded-Hearted-Spirited-SouLeD
Enough to Associate With All People, Tolerate Them; And By God Even Accept Their Differences
And Encourage Them to Be Free to Enjoy Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Happiness
in Their Own Ideal Way Natural Treating Others and the Rest of Nature
With least Harm; The Ideal American Way Improving
Supported By Laws For A ‘More Perfect Union’
to Protect
The Different
Among us; both
Conservative and Liberal
Too With Older Traditions And Freer ‘Jonathan Livingston Seagull’ Wings True.

Churches Are Still of Course, By Order of Older Traditions, Designed For Narrower Minds of Heart, Spirit, And Soul.

The Jesus Story Wandered the Desert in Nature, Discarding those Traditional More Conservative Clothes
Then Evolving into Love As Humans At Highest Natural ‘Caste’ of Getting Along Naturally Do.

But of course That Was All Liberal Loving,
All Forgiving Enemies, Merciful, Painted Jesus;

Not The Trump/Jesus/God Who Never Forgives
The Enemy if they Don’t Worship Him Now And
In His And or Her Imagination at least, Sends them to Hell Forever
For Pay-Back for Not Kissing Their Butt in Blind Loyalty ‘They’ Call Faith.

There is Faith of Love.
There is Faith of Difference.
Know (See) the Difference, Be Jesus;
A Liberal Jesus who Loves ALL
Fearlessly Now With Least Harm;


Go to Church
And Be (Stay) Conservative,
Traditional And Closed Minded,
Spirited, Hearted, And SouLeD in Terms
of Cognitive Empathy, Affective Empathy
And Compassion For What Makes The Different Tolerable And
Acceptable to Love and Breathe too; Oh God, So Freely With Wings.

i’m Liberal Enough, Like the Beatitudes Version of Jesus to Still Go To
Church And Do My Best to Ignore All the Taste/Smell of Fear and Hate of
Difference i Still See, at least to Tolerate And Accept That Difference i See of
Fear and Hate There; Yet, if the Transgression come to the Level of Harming Others
Now, YOU GOD D8MN R8GHT, i speak up to defend the Outcasts Among Us; I’ve already
HEAT TO THE REST OF NATURE FOR BEST SURVIVAL IS EVIL, Too; note, i didn’t all use all Caps, i just
Wrote one of these Long Form Poems to the Priest And He STOPPED IT AND IT NEVER HAPPENED AGAIN,
AT least not when i sit in the Back Pew with A Voice Without a Microphone of Song Loud Enough Now to Lead
the Choir When the really ‘Sweet’ Choir Director is MiSSinG ExpreSSinG His Love With Words of Song Angelic indeed too…

i Can’t Stop The Love For
‘Trump’; And It’s More than
Obvious to me why; It’s part
of their Human Nature Gardened that way;
Born By Genetics And Bred By Environment too.

On the Other Hand THEY CAN’T STOP THE

Smiles, My Friend, if Jesus
Could accept the Ignorance
of Tradition And Still Associate
With Prostitutes, Accountants
And Tax Collectors; Perhaps
That might Motivate You
to accept
What you
can’t Possibly
Understand at this
Point at least; For what
Makes Humans Different from You;
The Way of Jesus, The Good Cop Version
at least, is Love Without Labels No Matter
What Words or Body Parts Touch Each other
When Sincere of Who Folks Really are; Makes for an
Interesting Mix; Of course, the One Who Accepts all
May Never Truly Find ‘A Tribe’ by Very Nature of Loving
All to Rest A Head In Peace ToGeTHeR most ironically to
Be accepted by
any ‘Tribe’ at all.

The Price of Being
A Liberal Jesus
is not
Without Cost;
The Price of Being
Loving Free is Never Without Cost.

But It’s True i for one Will Not Be Able
to Live With Myself Without Living Loving
Truth in Light of Beauty’s Wisdom Seeing Now…

Some of Us Are Just Born And Bred This
Way too by a “Mother oF LiGHT True” As Love…


Just in Case
You Wonder
Where i come
From: Son of WoMaN…

A Truly Loving Mother Accepts All of
Their Child Unconditionally With Love;
My Mother Was Flawed this way too with Another
Child; mostly influenced by the Ignorance of the Catholic
Church; That Child almost committed Suicide Never Doing
Less than Loving my Mother; Yes, This is VERY PERSONAL FOR ME.

i Keep the ‘Real
Enemies’ of this ‘ALL
LOVE’, Very Close in Deed..:)

Ironically, As i’ve Probably Mentioned
Here before; For the 23 Years i did not Visit
Church, After i found the Love of Marriage; Church
Groups that Came to the Military Bowling Center i managed
through their Leaders Named me the Best Living Example of
A Christian They Ever met; Most Everyone Assumed i Was Christian
Only For
The Light
of Love
Came From me
And my Mother too;
There is always Room for
The Child to Improve the
Mother’s Love that Still Breathes in US too;
You Seem ‘Logical’; If you want some Real
Education in terms of Science on the Matter,
the YouTube Presentation Presents it linked below.

“Gays Are Designed by Nature in Greater Order/Art For Us to Be Kind to Each Other”

If it was not for ‘Gay Folks’; It’s Highly Unlikely the Catholic Church Would or COULD Even Exist;
And Unlimited Other Achievements In Both Arts And Sciences; Jesus F in Christ; on Top of that
And Reproduction; How many Children Has Elton John ‘Lent’ ‘Some Piano Fingers’ in Romancing Life too

‘Gay’ is Indeed ‘Traditional’ for Survival too; See Deeper than Genitals my Friend; See Life ALL SOUL LiFE LOVE;

And While We Are at It; Let’s Knock the Abortion Issue into the Love Park too; Studies Also Show That Where
Abortion is ILLEGAL; it does’t decrease Abortions Significantly, instead it Increases Disability, Yes, Permanent
Injury and Death; More Inhumane Suffering for All Who Are Part of this Natural Darker Part of Human Nature too;
Indeed, Abortions are Fewer Now Since 1973 and Roe Versus Wade; Credit The Education of Family Planning
And Effective Affordable Contraception Most; But of course Ignorance Says Create More Suffering and
Death through Unsafe Practices of ‘Back Alley Coat Hanger Abortions’ where no Peaceful
Protests from Catholic Can Possibly be Held; While the Catholic Religion
May Celebrate The Suffering of a Dude on a Cross there is no reason
in Ethical Love to Make a Human Suffer
More than our Pets in Death
Either When it is sure and
Real Human Misery and Suffering too…

The Catholic Church And Religion in General Needs Revision.

Traditions are always going to be here; but we Damn Sure Can
And Will Improve them to Taste/Smell More Like Heaven than Hell;
Some of Us Are Doing this now;
in both
Stealthy ways too;
Altruism is a Force of
All Natural Love That is in
Part Genetic And Environmental True too…
Love is the Muscle We Epigenetically Enhance
Too and By God Yes it comes in Rainbow Colors of Gay Love For All too…





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Seasons Come Seasons Go
Summer Falls Winter Springs
Change Dances Sings Best News oF All
MaGiC Equals Order Out of Chaos Without
Finding ‘ReaSoNS’ FoR iT FLoWinG Free to Be i AM
MaGiC iS JusT FRuiTioN Of HuMaN
‘i Am What i Am’ And Yes i’ll JusT Do Beast-Mode too At A MaLL
BeacH As Usual NoW With ‘Hairy PoTTeR MaGiC’.. Yes…
Or PerHaps ‘This’ IS JusT ANoTHeR One Of Innumerable
MaGiC iNCaNTaTioNS From ‘A Good Witch of the
Deeper Deepest SoutH’ eHehe
At Least That’s What My Dream
Told me When i Took A Nap And
Went to Oz Again to Report BacK AGAiNoW
Trump’s Ship Is Sinking There iS A Whole Ocean
That Will Melt HiS ‘Witch’ Soon Enough in Fear And Hate
oF iGNoRaNCE ‘Trumps’ Don’t Understand What Soul Is
How Parents With Souls Are NOT Going to Put Their Children
In Harm’s Way HELL EVIL DEVIL NO… Who Is Dorothy? Any Human
With A Soul Who Still Believes Children Are The Future Worth Saving
in Breath For Real… ‘Dorothy’ Is Definitely Gonna Throw Water
On That ‘Fresh Hell’ of Stone Cold Soul Psychopathy Next
Meanwhile Back Where Evil Flies The Secretary
of Education Under the Threat of the Orange
Witch Threatens to Send Kids to Harm
Perhaps You’ll Have to ‘Sign-Up’ For
The Trip to Oz to Get the Reason,
Courage, And HeART To Finish Off the ‘Face of Fear’…
If A Little Girl Like Dorothy Can And Will Do IT i Guess A Question
Is Why Not You… Church Or State Matters Not Same Dark State of
Affairs of Human Soul… If Only We Could Just Put Water On IT And Melt IT
Away… Obviously Some Folks Can’t Identify When the Wicked Witch of the
West Steps Right Into Their Life Subjugates And Controls Them
Sure Why Not Call The Wicked Witch of The West Who ‘He’
Is What ‘He’ Symbolizes And What ‘He’ Does in Dark
oF ALL Of US… Of Course The Wicked Witch Of
the West is Archetype of the Evil, Devil, Hell of
Fear And Hate And All of What Ruins Until it Melts
It’s Worth Noting That At The End of the Movie
The Wicked ‘Witch’ of the West Just Melts Down
to Just About Nothing… ‘Now For That Nap’
State of Flowers And Rag Weeds ‘Florida Men
Trump And Santis’ Rule
‘Rag Weed Pollen’
‘This Episode’ of the
Twilight Zone Is Gonna
Last More Than 30 Minutes
With No Commercial Interruptions Stuff Is Gonna Close Again Now… Yes..
Let me PuT IT More Precisely Human Nature Loves And Some Folks Are
Not Capable oF IT Most Human Nature Still Loves Through IT
Peer Pressure Mounting Though As the Mask-Less Are Fast Becoming The
Minority In Every Florida In-Door Place Most FolkS Ain’t Dum
With Church Requirements Now For Masks Now It’s Pretty Easy to Predict Who
Ignores ‘The Rule’ With A Big Toothy Trump Grin… In Other Trump News His Protege
Santis Refusing A State Mask Order Leads Record Territory oF iGnorance 15.3K CaseS iN
A FL Day… 13,393 Miles of Public Dance in 82 Months All Day And Night too All Weekend
A Nap Before Dance Begins Again For Free… Considering ‘He’ Still Had ‘Trump Bowing’
on His Mind No Wonder A ‘Beast’ Revelation Story Might Have Entered His Reality
Again… i Had my Popeye The Sailor Man Shirt on Right After ‘He Ate the
Spinach’ And The Deacon Didn’t Understand What ‘Beast Mode’ Means…
‘Deacon Prays’ For ‘Poor Trump’ For All the Criticism He is Receiving Devil Yes
Commuting Criminal Felons Propagating Deaths In Pandemics Other Fresh Hell…
SMiLes Sohair.. Naturally Without Written Instruction iN Hundreds of Thousands
Of Years.. Humans are Classically Evolved Still Now to Cooperate And Play
Kindly With Each Other.. Yes.. in Common Binds of Bonds In Meaning And
Purpose of Naturally Foraging Together For Subsistence Hand-in-Hand
WHeRe the Most Valuable Asset is Truly Really the Capital of Human
Resources In Flesh and Blood Where the Only Real Competition
Is Insuring the Well Being
of the Human HeART Beat
All Depend on to
Continue Breathing..
SMiLes.. All We Have
to Do is Continue Loving
Each Other With Respect
Loving the Rest of Nature in
Balance The Same Love to BReATHE
First Step Dance of Love Second Step
Affirm This Love in Song And Thirdly Yes..
Just Do It ToGeTHeR Free LiVinG LoVE…
LeSSoN 181 Seasons Come Seasons Go
Summer Falls Winter Springs Change Dances
Sings Best News oF All… Thank You.. Yes.. Very

Interesting; My Last Thought After Writing That was; Perhaps, i should ask You About Your Relationship With Your Mother.

Watching My Mother Die For 8 Days in Hospice, was my Most Terrifying Dream Come True, my Entire Life; But it actually Only Proved to me How Much i had Developed As A Human Soul as Gifted in Love By Her as i was full of compassion but really hated to see her suffer that way; if you can imagine Not Having a Drop of Water for 8 Days, Dying Slowly, Ever Slower; so much Slower without a Drop of Water for 8 Days; there would be no way for Her to ask for a ‘Lazarus
Drop’ Either in Her State of Dying; but that’s what’s She Wanted; all That Medicine Could Provide For Her for
A Most Natural Way She Sought to go; Not Fed or Watered By Tubes connecting to her then just Dying Slowly…

The Anniversary of my Child’s Death is coming up on July 24th; He only lived in Pain With Never A Smile
For 51 Days, 23 Years ago; i Held Him Through His Last Breath When Modern Medicine Finally Let Him
go to the same place; if he could have Just been born the way he was born not to Breathe… Dying Ever Slower…

That Was A Long 51 Days; but it only prepared me for my Fate That Would Be Real Hell For 66 Months
Within Shut-in From Wake to Sleep; Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, The Worst Pain Known to Humankind
Literally Assessed as Worse Than Crucifixion That No Drug Would Touch; Yes, and literally Commonly Named
the Suicide Disease in the Medical Field only when a person experiences it sporadically; Not in All Waking Hours
like i did for 66 Months. The closest Example i can give folks to relate to the intensity of the Pain
is Having A Dentist Drill Your Teeth with no Novocaine, except in my case the Pain Was in my
Right Eye and Ear, Rendering the Use of my Eyes and Ears Effectively almost Useless;
Stuck between my Ears for the first 33 Months; until i finally tolerated the pain
enough with the light turned all the way down on my Computer Screen
to Write here to try to get my mind off the pain, Just to survive
one more Second of Life; as i never knew if i would be able
to do it, second to second, the entire 66 Months. For
The First 40 Days of the Most Severe Part of the
Pain in the ‘Lent Period’ of 2008, in the Spring then,
with the addition of 18 Other Medical Disorders; including
Dysautonomia Where My Autonomic Nervous System would Not
Synch my Heart Rate and Blood Pressure Well Enough to Get Blood Flowing
Fully to my Brain; for the first 35 of 40 days then, i only got less than 1 Hour of
Very Shallow ‘Cardboard’ Sleep with the help of An ‘Alpha Blocker’ to Slow my Heart
Rate as i would Gasp for Breath every time i fell asleep; and then the Last 5 of 40 Days
it no longer worked where Heaven seemed like death and the worst part, even worse than
the Pain, was losing all my Emotions and Feelings of Life; Where every second Passed like
A Thousand Years in Hell with Just total nothingness; the void; the Black Abyss of the Soul disconnected from
(ALL) God, Where Being doused with Gasoline And Lit on Fire Forever is a Preferable Dream to that State of Being;
Somehow, after not being able to even walk to a shower; i found the last bit of strength inside to find
the keys in Hopes of Crashing into a Tree; But i always followed the rules; i Just couldn’t break the
Speed limit to do it; And by the way, i don’t have a brother; i have one Sister Who has Asperger’s
Syndrome too; it’s not always easy finding Friends with this Disorder; i found a Bridge to
Jump off of and my Sister Miraculously found me at the Bottom of the Bridge in Her
Car to Save my Life; but still all i wanted to do is find a way out of her Car
And Jump off the Shallow End of a Boardwalk; where of course that wouldn’t
have worked; but after 40 Days and 35 Hours of Sleep total; i wasn’t thinking all too clearly;
Anyway, My Sister Drove me out in the Country and told me she would kill us both as she
Was willing to Speed as she said she couldn’t live without a Brother; i said no; i was finally willing
to go to the Hospital; And they Pumped me with something to put me down; and i lived with the Suicide
Disease for the Rest of the 66 Months. i had A Metal Chain in a Bicycle Basket; about 2 Years into the Pain
i Had Picked out A Tree Far in the Forest then, on A Country Road Distant From my Home; Just in Case the
Pain left me no choice; as i wanted to do it where it worked, and do it where no one would find me; and
my Life Could Serve the Purpose of at Least Feeding Vultures at the end of it this way; There was nothing
Left of my Soul; What A Horrible Thing that would have been to do to my Loved ones then; but again,
there was nothing left of my Soul but Worse than Crucifixion Torture every second of the Day;
My Wife woke me up the Next Morning, telling me of her Strange Dream Where she Named
That Road i picked out that she had never mentioned before; telling me that She
And her Deceased Grandmother Were There Hanging Christmas Ornaments
on a Tree. She Never Knew i was still suicidal; and that Chain didn’t
come out of the Basket, Until after the Pain Miraculously went
away with the Pain and Numb of 18 Other Medical Disorders
on 7.19.2013; all documented on this Website still and
on my Blog too from that date then; but anyway, it was proof
enough that even though i couldn’t feel it anymore; having nothing
of Faith, Hope, And Belief Within; God Was Saying through her Dream
YOU BETTER STAY; i stopped Thinking about Suicide at least and ‘sucked
it up’ more as ‘they’ say. The Doctors offered no Prognosis for Recovery; it was
sudden indeed and My Therapist who was Catholic In her Long Experience with
Working with Folks in a Black Abyss of Soul, Named it a Miracle of ‘Religious Magnitude’;
Just Another Unexplained Recovery in the Pain and Numb from 19 Medical Disorders, then.

Anyway, Back to my Mother’s Death Bed And Compassion; i realized that although her Breath
Was going away; as truly it was Deafening to me to Hear Last Breath Go; What Remained is the
Pure Love She Bred and Gardened in me; The Greatest Gift i could Possibly Have to Carry on and give
to others unconditionally, the same she did for me; And Then Understanding Fully the Gift of my Mother;
i came to realize How Important The Story And the Persona of Jesus is for those Folks Who have Never Had
that Gift from Any Breathing Being Now; As Truly Story Will Become Love This Way too; and in this Way the
Story of Jesus AND Mary is priceless to Believe that Love Will Come to Breathe in Others too.

Yes, i Understand Your Devotion to Mary Better now, more completely; i can’t imagine what
Life would Have been without that Love From my Mother; i can imagine what it would have
been Like if my Father Raised me as all he had to say to me When He came for my Son Ryan’s Surgery
Was Raise Him Like A Man; The Job He never Did for me; And the Job He considered then, my Mother to
Fail at too; as i wasn’t A Hard Law Enforcement Dude Like Him; i had the greatest gift that he never felt in life;
Like A Window that was opaque between my Soul And His That He would never ever be able to See through in his Life.

Smiles, my Friend The Christian Religion is Priceless for the Love it Brings to Folks.

As You Can See Now, We’ve Experienced Life Differently; My View is Colored by these
Events in Life; And i Have a Kind of All Forgiving Loving Mercy that may Only Come When a Person
Truly Does Live in Hell for 66 Months Within; i don’t want anyone else to Go to Hell to get This Gift.

If Jesus Was A Real Man, Who Went to Hell like this for Just for a Few Hours; i can’t imagine Him
Ever Wanting to do that to His Worst Enemy; Surely, Why someone would develop a
Philosophy to Love Your Enemy, same as Yourself and Neighbors that are Friends;
As Only by the grace of Nature that is God Whole, Indeed, who Might Need
to Be carried by Loving Arms Fallen in Hell; my Mother Never left my side in
Hell; my Wife and Sister Stayed; this does make this very personal for me for
many reasons/feelings; but i hold no personal judgements for Folks who
Have Experienced Life
Differently than me;
Although i may Sincerely
Disagree on Some Points
for the Mercy i Feel For all
Of Existence Breathing God.

In this Way too, i surely See
The Gift of Mary You Really ‘See’.

Peace my Friend; We Learn from the
Experiences of ours and others too;
it’s up to us to find the Best Paths for our Souls.

Whatever Works to make you Love; is what works
best my Friend; Whatever it takes; yes, Do It For Your Soul..

I wish you the Best Fortune of Finding A Woman Who Will
Gift You With Love Your Entire Life in A Way Your Mother Wasn’t Able to do…

A First Step in
Love is Always
Forgiveness; whether
it is someone else or Yourself;
For me at Least it is Literally Always Forgiveness…

LeSSoN 181
Seasons Come Seasons Go
Summer Falls Winter Springs
Change Dances Sings Best News oF All




“To Rule the World And
Everything in It” Such A Small Aim When Beyond
Measure Yes iNFiNiTY Breathes Within Beyond
Distance, Space, And
Time, And Even Matter
As Quantum Physics
Speaks As Well
Nothing To Rule
When You ‘See’
As All in All
Of Me
Ruler of
None But
Heaven WiTHiN
Hehe ObViouSLY
As Easy Singing Dancing
Thanks For Helping to
A Way
All All
In All We Do
Thanks Giving
For Giving NoW..🌈🌟
LeSSoN Number 182
EvilivE Hidden over
Guise oF BeLieF
MoRe apParenT
As Days Go oN iN DarK…
Anyone around the Entire
Globe with any Common
Sense of Empathy and
as Love
Will See ‘this’
As Love awakens
Greater now for those who see EvilivENoW
BReaTHE… Declaration of Independence
And the Constitution of the United
States is surely a Force of Freedom
to STiLL laud and applaud as a much
better way of life than what came before
but the heart of selfish and greedy men is
what has come since the Vietnam War and
Nixon and Reagan and yes the ClintonS and
Yes BushES and now the Trump of all of that
who hopefully inspires the antithesis of all those
administrations that sully the Face of Honor and
Integrity and Character NoW of Men upon Granite
Mountain Stone of
Great STiLL for
Freedom’s LiGht
STiLL.. yes.. the
Constitution of
the United
the Declaration
of Independence is
An only Lamp Left
NoW Of A Foundation more
Than Selfish Greed away from Free.
Matrix We Become Birth plugged into Culture
Born into Reborn Again Dance Sing Free From Prongs
With the Coming SuNday Legally Approved Strong Armed
Tactics of Ripping Loving Brown Families Apart… i LiVE iN
HEaVeN ETerNally Now For 7 Years i Am Celebrating Every
DeTale i Provide For ‘You’ to Attend Free of Charge… Just Give It
Share It F88K It Just Love It All For Free No Matter What Just Love
Fearless Free Doing Least Harm Now
Sunshine Now With
Birds of Peace With
Wings Back to You
Stormy Tropical
Weather But
Does Not ‘Mind’
Hehe Literally
As Such out
Of Neo-Cortex
In Flow And Bliss
Of Heaven Within
Now Hmm.. Wonder
What it might take
To Convince Folks
Heaven is Real And
Achievable in An Autotelic Eternal
Flow Within Eternally
Now WHere A Lifetime
Practice of Flow Achieving Activities
Like Moving
(Free Dance)
Creates Heaven
Easy Peacey Always
Now Failed Attempts
Years Before so i
Continue to Dance
And Sing FLoWeRS
And THoRNS God
Rose Within
Creates Heaven
Within Eternally
Now HAha could
Have Just
Back but
At Least
You Feel/Fill
Me With SMiLes
One of ‘Those People’ Who Will Remember What You Say And Type
Long After You Forget All About It If ‘Real Original Coke Jesus’ Comes Back
Just Thanking Everyone For Preparing Him A Way to Heaven Now… Get IT ‘Why
Owe You’ ‘Y.O.U.’ Why Will “Original Coke Jesus’ Come BacK NoW OWinG Y.O.U. Great
Thanks And Praise Now For ReaL ‘A Bible’ A Much Greater ‘John 14:12 News’ No one
Goes to Hell Forever Only Forever Now They Go to Heaven Eternally Now Within too
Sadly Folks Who Live in ScarCiTy Far From A ‘City of Love’ Will Demand That ‘Any
Jesus’ Torture Their Enemies Forever A Dude Reported as ‘John’ Who Didn’t Even
Meet ‘Jesus’ Writes ‘Revelation’ Wanting Torture For His Persecuted Friends by
Nero… Most Every one has Their Own Most Favorite Version of A Super Hero
Mentor As an iMaGiNaRY FRiEnD Why Not Roar Be YouR Own Hero
Seriously If One Will Put God iN A Message Bottle And Demand God
Never Change Now What’s Left of God… God or You Now For ReaL
SMiLes Yes Rose Amen
Prayer oF ALWaYS Love
Dear Sohair Bliss of This
Forever BLeSSinG NoW
Heat Waves
With Masks
Just All Sopping
Wet Yes Sungry🦀
Lack of Soul…
Of Trump
Still Spreading…
God’s Breath LiveS iN ENTiReTY Of One Dead
Leaf Those Closer To God NaTuRE DarK ThrU MaKinG LiGHT
Naturally SEE GoD BreaTHE ALL… DeaD 💀 LeaF🍁FaLLinG LiVinG
BReatH Green Leaves SPRinG From WiNTeR DeaD Leaves SuMMeR 🌺 FLoWeRS
WHoLE Point oF LiFE CoLoR THoRNS iNTo FLoWeRS MaKinG Roses Rise Higher
Apparently E-MoTioN Of WHoLE OCeAN Only Enough For 10 Months ‘She’ Found
Her Wave Captain Somewhere Else… Torn ‘Tween Two Loving THeME MeME Songs
‘Captain of Her Heart’ And ‘Macho Man’… Katrina Doesn’t Feed Me Grapes Water Melons
Greater iN Pandemic Heat WaVE NoW All That’s MiSSinG From ECKHarT ToLLE’S ‘NoW’
CoLoRS oF HeART ETeRNaLLY Changing Brighter Beautiful THoRNS FLoWeRS RoSE NoW
No Less No More HeAVeN LiVeS HoW YoU LoVE NoW ETeRNaLLY NoW ALL… Not Everyone Appreciates A Captain Of HeART ReWaRD NoW 7 Years Of HEaVeN’S Touch MaKinG LoVE QueeN i Am SeeinG More Beautiful Love CaME To Live With Me 30 YearS IT HAD NOTHinG
TO Do WitH Money Only Ocean WHoLE EMoTioN LoVE… Her Father Like My Father Said I
Need To Make $SoMeTHinG$ More of MySeLF i Did Make My Self Love More Beautiful Love
i WaS Only Captain of Her HeART For 10 Months True She Didn’t Have to Age too… Why Aim
As Low As WalKinG On Water Or Even Seagull Wings… Mastering Heaven KinGDoM WiTHiN
Flying On Land Feet Feat… Anyway it’s Not The Size of The Biceps Or Wallet As Far As Captain
of Sailing Ship On Terrestrial Land Float… Occasionally i Do This With Katrina Joking Yet She Doesn’t Appreciate My Dinner Humor Rattling Ice… ‘Her’ Mother Would Rattle The Ice-cubes
in Her Glass Sitting on Her Couch And First Love Would RUN to Make Her Another Mixed-Drink
My First Love’s Sweater Smelled Like Her Cuban Mother’s Little Cigars At The Disco Hall Amazing What Love Will Smell Like… Don’t Know Exactly How It Happened (Revenge of The Nerds) But All My True Loves Beautiful SMoKinG Hot Neither One Of Us Understood ‘Village People’ Were Gay Or Had Viewed Online Porn At Least Oh Naivety (at Least me) Of Innocence Heated Disco Days
My First Love Called me Her ‘Macho Man’ In 1978 Envisioning me As A Captain Of A Ship
Seems to Age LoVinG THiS WaY too… In Case Y.O.U. Wonder Why ‘Popeye’ Never
Seeks to Make ‘Rank’ Above Sailor of Ocean Whole Master of Balance WiTHiN to See
People Who BeLieVE iN Ruling The World And Everything In It Never Even Get On
Heaven’s Ship Eternally NoW… Heaven Strength Is in Right Forearm Balance of
Anchor Reason With Left Bicep Bigger View Whole Sails Ship Free to Be i Am
Sages FoR Ages Place Parables Even iN Symbols of iCoNiC Cartoon
Characters Like ‘Left-Armed’ Popeye The Sailor Man… Not So Much
With my Browner FRiEnDS Around The World Living HeaveN ETerNAlly
Sadly ‘Minions’ Not As Blessed
And Earned Often Totally Miss
Heaven Within Eternally Now
“To Rule the World And
Everything in It” Such A Small Aim When Beyond
Measure Yes iNFiNiTY Breathes Within Beyond
Distance, Space, And
Time, And Even Matter
As Quantum Physics
Speaks As Well
Nothing To Rule
When You ‘See’
As All in All
Of Me
Ruler of
None But
Heaven WiTHiN
Hehe ObViouSLY
As Easy Singing Dancing
Thanks For Helping to
A Way
All All
In All We Do
Thanks Giving
For Giving NoW..🌈🌟
LeSSoN Number 182



If ‘You’ Can’t Stand The Heat, Get
Out of the CuLTuRAL Kitchen…

‘Good Luck’ on That…

Ha! By Very Nature Culture is ‘Cancel Culture’ as Long as Outside
Groups Are Invading Inside Groups With Different Points of Views;
Traditions; Totems as Symbols; the Lists Go on and on as Religion is Human
Nature in Binds and Bonds Over Common Meaning And Purpose That Bring Survive and Thrive to Group Fruition.

What to Do? What to Do NoW? When The Group Think That We Are Viewing And Even Original Creativity Does
Not Agree With Our Points of View; Tradition; Totems As Symbols; God, Yes, The Religion (Nature) oF All of this is
A Longer and Longer List of Varying Heterogenous Cultures in Viewing Reality As Is; As Even NeuroScience Suggests
We Hallucinate Our Realities at Core Based on the Experience of Reality, We Basically Hallucinated Before for What
Works and Does Not Work With Fear Based Experiences Taking First Place in Short Term and Long Term Memories
to Influence How We Experience Now; And Additionally, Neuroscience, And Psychology, And the Overall Study Now
of the Human Condition Shows That Emotions Precede Almost All of what We Determine, Secondary, As Reasons
For What We Do in Life as Yes, Memories Are Emotions and Emotions Are Memories; There is no Escape from
“HeART LiFE”, Unless We aRe a Human Being Who is Not Functioning as Naturally Evolved; Like Spending
Too Many Hours in the Day With Abstract Constructs In Mechanical Cognition Ways, Developed in just
The Last Several Centuries, so Far In Deed, Away From A Connection of Living Breathing Nature both
Outside And Within Us that is Truly No Separation at all until Words And Other Abstract (Tools)
Constructs Divide Us From What We Are Even Evolved to Be; Artful Colorful Creatures
Finding Meaning And Purpose in Binds And Bonds of Nature That Create
Subsistence, Existence; Yes, Surviving And Thriving in Joy Over FLoWeRS
And Accepting Bleeding With THoRNS of Roses NoW as Well to Rise Higher
Ever More iN Appreciation Of Gratitude for the Gift of Life WHere For Giving
Thorns Becomes Thanks Giving For Roses; All the Beauty DarK Thru LiGHT Now.

It’s Worth Noting That A Big Picture View of Existential Intelligences Will Rarely
Fit in A Twitter Comment; As Folks No Longer Have the Ability to See A larger
Picture View Smaller Like God is A Dead Leaf That Brings Colors to Leaves
As Fall Makes WiNTeR Dead Leaves SPRinG into SuMMeR FLoWeR Beauty of More
Colors to Appreciate;

Here’S A Deal; THere Are THoRNS And FLoWeRS iN All Stuff RiSinG As Roses in Life.

We All Are Still CoLoReD With A Fight or Flight Procreating Reptile Brain WHere
THere is Very Little Separation in Pleasure And Pain As From WHere Comes Birth Comes Pain;
Secondarily, We Have a Limbic System More Complex Mammalian Brain That Is Feeling Based in
Synergy of Senses in Mind and Body Balance From Head to Toe, Directing All Our Actions through
Emotions First; And Then Comes Our Neo-Cortical NeWesT Brain Where Consciousness That We ‘Normally’
‘See’ is Just 5 Percent of Our Entire ‘Mind’ Of Experiencing Reality As Most of what We Do, We ‘Do Not KNoW’ Now.
The Neo Cortex Makes the Illusion of the Past Our Present Reality For Reasons to Do, or Not to Do, What Comes Before;
And then the Ability to Guesstimate Futures Based on All the Reasons At Hand We Thirdly Create in Neo-Cortical Way.
Let’s Face it, All the Symbols in the World; All the Words in the World; All the Statues And Religions of Individual
Views of Seeing Reality Differently, Don’t make Much Difference Until They Come into Our Focus of DarK iNto
Light As A Ripple/Wave in the Pond/Ocean of Our Entire Minds; Either Negative or Positive, Now For Real.

In Short, i don’t worry about ‘Termites’,
Until They Infest the place i Dwell in Now.

If Other Folks Found More Meaning and Purpose
in Greater FLoWeRS of Life; Neither Would they; but it’s
True Dark Makes An Excellent Muse for ‘Poetry’ as Long
As ‘We’ Understand That We aRE ALL Just Really Writing ‘A Poem’;
A Dance And Song; Where All We Feel and Sense Now is Really What Counts;

Make it Shepherd Pie or A CR8P Sandwich.
i Find Making Shepherd Pie With Folks Who
See the way i do Much more Fun; But i’m not TotAlly St8pid;
i understand the Value of Thorns That Make FLoWeRS Rise As Rose too…

Bottom Lines, Life is
A Work of Art The in or out of
Balance We Create Solo And Together too.

It’s Just ReaLiTY As iS, NoW
ActuAlly EternAlly Now
Heaven too At Best ‘We’ ‘See’…

Existential Intelligence
Means Accepting Dark Thru
Light as Even Science Shows
Dark Makes Light; But It’s Also True
Humans Are Really Only Evolved to Connect
to about 150 Familiar ‘Close to Naked Acquaintances;
With Only The Capacity of Socially Comfortably Intimately
Interacting With About 5 Close Friends, Who Have the Ability
to Listen to one’s Own Truth in Light And At Least Tolerate it For Overall Support.

It’s True, We Shouldn’t Put all Our Eggs In one Basket; Diversity Colors Survival; But on the Other Hands Putting Eggs in
Too Many Baskets Means One Typically Will Lose Their Eggs; And They Will Never See a Vital Birth of Creativity come Next;
Or At Least THaT Creativity in Focus and Productivity Will Be Lessened iN A Greater Extent for What Human Potential
Will Better Be in Balance of Both Diversity And Religion of Common Binds and Bonds In Tradition That Glue
Both Us And Groups into Meaning And Purpose That Make Us Feel Both Free And Arm-In-Arm of
Safety to
Breathe Easier
Through The Day Light
And Nights of Darkness too.

One Can’t See ‘the Other Side of Cancel Culture’
Until We Seek And Find WHere We Even Are Now.
This Is WHere A Bigger Picture View of Many Sciences
And Arts Come into Play in Experience that Makes Broader
Vision other Wise Termed As Wisdom of Existence; YeS, Existential Intelligences.

Before Books, Before Words, Before So Many Tools That Have Now Transformed As Part of Us:

Folks Found all of this In Breathing Nature and Each Other Close to Naked Foraging For
Survival And Thriving Where the Non-Verbal Language From Head to Toe Focusing
on a Dance of Facial Movements of Expressing Emotions MaKing All of Life Religion
Naturally For Bonding And Binding Together in Free Dance And Song too; Yes, This
Is What Folks Did Less than a Hundred Years ago WHere Living Rooms Were Truly
Breathing Rooms of Humans Connecting in Only Flesh And Blood Where for
All Practical Intents And Purposes All they Were was Their Reality The
ToGeTHeR; And God Yes It took Real ‘Work’ To Entertain Each other
then; People Actually Had to take the Effort to Create Stories
More Than just Quoting What they Saw Someone
Else Say for Likes on a Facebook Feed. Out of
The Home in the Larger Home of Nature Soul
iMaGiNaTioN Ruled With Creativity of Building Castles
Out of Sand For Total Satisfaction Now With Enough Physical
Exercise to make Sleeping Comfort Long Enough to Actually Re-Vitalize our Breath.

Overall, We aRe ALL Living in A ‘Farthest Side Now’; too Far Away to ReMeMBeR, Overall, Who We Even Are Now;

As Indeed, Our Tools Have Become PoiSoN As Us; i’m Just a Story Teller From Then And Now; Still ReMeMBeRinG
How my Great Aunt at 94 described Her ChildHood When i was 47, Then; Indeed some of us are more givers than takers.

In Other News, Welcome to
A REAL ‘Twilight Zone’ AS Humans
Continue to Serve And Consume Each other and the Rest of Nature Out of Balance Now.

We Canceled The ‘Culture’ of WildLife Nature Homes, Encroaching And Eradicating Them; Now We Pay
The Reaper of Small Bats Carrying Viruses too small to see; Covering ‘Our Shameful Faces’ With Masks,
Not Even Understanding the Human Cultural ViRuS of Tools We aRe Now, Overall; No More Regret than
Trump Feels, At Most, Forcing Children Into Schools, if He could Put At Risk, So Much More Death; Yet, He
Doesn’t Understand Soul; Overall, Failure Understanding Depth of HeART; Folks Still Do overall, Soulfully Love
THeir Children in ‘SPiRiT’ at least.

We Vigorously Spend Our Days Canceling Each Other Now;
Is It any Wonder That A Human ViRuS Does THiS NoW iN A Word:


This Is ‘Karma’ (Call it the ‘Evil Eye’; Whatever) It is what it is; Action And Consequence; The Illness of
‘Human Beasts’, So Foolish To Fall Into Their Tools, Ceasing To Breathe Colors of Nature Dancing Singing Free.

If More Folks Developed the Ability to Master Their Own Soul; They Might Just For S’s And Giggles Report
on the DarK; But Relatively SPeaKinG Now, They Will Have The Free Will to See And Feel Light out of Dark.

Humans Have Grown ‘too Weak’ to Appreciate the Value of THoRNS; And too Vapid to See Colors of FLoWeRS in Thanks;

And surely ‘too Slow’ to make New Colors Bloom, Overall, at least in Ways of Twitter Talk And Copy And Paste Souls.

There is Less Hours in a Day of a Life to Worry About Old Statues And Words of Offense
When one is Creating New Symbols And Totems out of Dark to Feel And See Light And
Colors of FLoWeRS NeW;

Never the Less, Creating
MaKinG Heaven
or Hell
And the
Tween of
Grey Shades
iN Purgatory too;
Heaven Takes More Work for Worth WiTHiN
But the Reward iS iNHeRenTLY Easy to See and Feel Now.

In Short, Folks Who Do Not Write, Direct, Produce, And Act
THeir Own Realities iN Play Will Only Be Spectators in PriSons of Audiences Until, They ‘Just Do It’.

i come from a Deeper Side Now, So Far Away From A ‘Twitter World’ Now; Just Because i Can And Will Be Freer to See…

A Real Gift Is THeRE aRe Still Avenues to Be Free; Totally Separated, i Am, from All the CuLTuRaL CR8P That Stinks,
to me, at least…

Meh; Excellent Dark
Muse for Longest Form EPiC Free Verse Poetry too..
Folks Who are ‘Too Big To See’ Aren’t Bothered Much by ‘Pesky Termites’..;)

And By God The Global Online Ocean is Big Enough Now to Find A Handful of FRiEnDS For Balance;

Wives that Never Age; Truly Magical ‘Stuff’ Like that too; Ya Just Have to See Beyond ‘Reason’ to Find Truth Breathing;

Haha; That’s a Real Talent that about 99 Percent of the Population STiLL Never Finds Stuck in the Past And Future
Away from What Never Ages Eternally Now; Hint: Love, So Much More than Just one Word; Unlimited Colors oF LiGHT:
‘New Coke’ (God).



The Fact That From the ‘Get-Go’, Trump Said His Supporters Would Follow Him if
He Shot Someone in Public on 5th Avenue, Says Lots About Politics and Human Nature.

Politics/Religion (Same Animal) Are Not Rational; They Play to Base Emotions and For
Those Least Ruled By Rationality, Religion/Politics Becomes King And Queen of their Reality.

Fortunately, Most Humans Don’t Wanna Die; And an Amazing Change Happens
In the Instance, Where Folks they’ve Actually Known, Start Dropping Dead at 24;
Or are in Comas in Hospitals at Age 16, Where they get National Exposure on the
News; Where the Same Town i Live in, Gets National News for Conspiracy Theorists;
As Both the Town Audience And the City Council Steam Roll A Mayor With Science in Her Hand As ‘They’ Over-Turn
Mask Wearing in the City Limits Back to the Land of Ignorance And Death Coming More; but Again, ‘These Folks’
Come to Understand Better When The Bodies They Actually come to See Are Falling Down Around them, Dead.

After ‘The Kids’ Got Sick; The Mask Usage Went up Huge As ‘Those Folks’ Do Watch ‘Fox News’ and Local News too.

And Now, if Trump Had His Way, He’d Force the Kids and Teachers all Back to School; He’s already Failed on that
Wish by Not acting in accordance with Science; Trump Tried to undo Science in His Administration; but it is the
Reality of Nature And Science That Looks Likely to Become a Catastrophic Landslide in an Election Out of His Favor.

By Metaphor, a ‘Smallest Godzilla’ in Mass Force is Defeating Many of Us; But Trump is going Down With His Ship too.

Other than that; ‘The Church Leads’ Any
Way for Trump with 2 Issues of A “Woman’s
Choice” and LBGQT Rights From Marriage to Restroom
Freedoms for Their Life, Liberty, and The Pursuit of Happiness;
As it’s True still, ‘The Church’ And Related ‘Minions’ Get Butt-Hurt BAD
When folks Who View or Practice Life Differently get to Practice Freedoms,
Additionally; But We are Coming to See Them Now; No Different than ‘Sharia Law And Islam’; if folks wanna
Live Here, increasingly, they are gonna have to Drop some of their Religious Tenants to Practice Liberty too;
As to Not Unfairly Harm Freedoms of Others ‘They’ View Different From ‘Them’; It’s What ‘A More Perfect Union’ Does.

In Other Words, ‘They’ Don’t Get To Cut-Hands-off
For Theft; And Gay People Get to Get Married; And Transgender
Folks get Restroom Freedoms too; And As Science Shows, There Would
Likely Be More Death and Permanent Disability if Abortion Went Back As the Same And More Before
1973, Without Safe Medical Procedures; Without Effective Family Planning in (Contraceptives) Sex Education now.

Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Happiness, With Least Harm; Doesn’t exclude Wearing Masks, Either; No Less
Than Driving While Drunk And Killing Innocent Victims Through Wreck-less Negligence of Ignorance; And Just
‘Pure Trump Meanness’ Of Humans With Very Little Empathy, Sympathy, And Compassion, Any Further than what
Their Church And Politics Sees in the Temple Same as ‘Faux News Propaganda’ for Ignorance in News Stations too.

Florida Has
Become the
Bottom of the
Barrel For Human
Ignorance, Overall; And Basic
Human Compassion Beyond
Selfishness; Flowers in my Back
Yard Don’t Give a CR8P about the
Human Condition, Except For the Water my Wife Provides;
But Again, When The Bodies Folks Connect to Start Falling, Eyes Grow Wider Open to ‘See’;
As Death Makes People Finally Wake Up to the Reality of Nature And Science Breathing DarK Thru LiGHT True…
And Yes, A ‘Theme Song Here’ is a Bit Tough, Rough; Yes, Harsh; But Death Is The Option Here That is No Option
iN MAGNN ‘Make America Great Never Now’; Florida Could Really Use ‘A Cuomo and Associates’, Here Now for Sanity.



Be Sky; Be Ocean;
Be Sand; Be Sun; Be God; i AM
Blue Angels From Other Worlds
i Suppose in Harry Potter
Lands As These Creatures
Have Wings And Are Soft
Sky Blue Yet Seeing
Ocean Deep Hues
Too Thanks
In Advance
For Giving
This one
A Magic Hug
Spelled Helloooove 🤗
Thanks Love
To make my
Smile my Gift From God
SMiLinG Hugs
We Used to Be Ocean Blue
Skies Free to See Be i Am
Now Our Tools BReaTHE US
So See Again i Am
Have You Ever
Breathed Naked
Air Free Ever See
Just Be i Am Love
Ocean Sky Blue Do
Just A Little Something
Breathing Forest NoW And
Beach Air Seeing Reminds
i Am Also Disease And
Death How Beautiful
Ocean Sky BlueSMiLE🌊S
i Am Naked Free Ocean Blue SkYeYeSoAreYoU
We HoWL MoonLiT
TrutH LoVE
WisDoM LiGHT..
i AM NoW
you us me
we i and
Rest oF
ArT iS
As GRacE oF LoVE
PoiNtS oF HuMaN
As NeuRoNS
Do from
to Toe
A PLeaSuRE to See NoW
SMiLes Sohair Surely A lot of Ills
In Our World Love Remedies NoW
Breath that Sees
All oF it
Loving Now
Hard to Harm
Anyone This Way
Hope You Are Having
A Beautiful Early Tuesday
Morning in Egypt Dear FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes, ‘Mother Angelica’ Surely Had Her Eyes
Set on Heaven, When She Named it Love; Other
Names Like Jesus and God Work For The Same
Essence As
Long as it is
Give and Share
Free With Doing the
Least Harm to All Others;
Yes, With Love For All of Nature,
Otherwise Feeling And Sensing
This Essence As Love For All The
Experience of Love Worthy of Any
Name and No Name at All When Real
As It’s True The Essence of Love Breathes
Within As Above As Expansive As Blue Skies and Black
Space So Below Deeper Than Deepest Hues of Ocean Wisdom
And All Around
Further Than
Will Ever See
WithOut Eyes
And Spirit Souls
With Surely Eternally
More of this God Love
For The Potential Now To
Feel and Sense And Overall See More…
It’s Very Simple; Those Who Do Not Seek and
Find this Love in Life Never Find it in Life As Death
As Yes THere is the Other Place Within, Above, So Below
And All Around With No Blue Colors of Sky SMiLes And Ocean to
See Deeper; Only A BLacK Abyss of Space Yet to See More Colors of Love;
Oh By The Way
Considering Again
That NeuroScience Shows
We Basically Hallucinate Our
Realities Now Based on How
We Co-Create Our Realities Based
on Hallucinating Them Before; True Insanity
Is Not Believing And Bringing iMaGiNaTioN of Creativity
to Fruition As ‘Harry Potter’ Is as Real As the Fruits of Our
Belief That Do Come To Fruition That Prove This Belief/Faith/Hope as Magic iN LoVE Works.

It’s No Make Believe That i didn’t Speak Until 4, and i was considered the Weakest
Fish in the Middle School Aquarium; Described as an Ugly Boy That Looked like a Girl;
And Told in No Uncertain Terms That i Did not Deserve to Exist on this Planet Earth.
It is No Make Believe That After Spending Life as a Shut-in in my Bedroom for 66 Months Wake to Sleep
With 19 Medical Disorders With No Prognosis For Recovery, Including The Worst Pain Known to Humankind,
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, Assessed Yes, as Worse than the Literal Torture Of Crucifixion Named the
Suicide Disease, Suffering Every Second Without the Memory of if i had ever smiled Before With All My Soul Gone in Real
Hell Within But
You See IT IS
‘NO Make Believe’
THaT Is The Biggest Lie oF iGnorance
oF All For if i did not BelieVE iN MaGiC
ALong the Way Like my Mother Did too;
Who Said if You Believe Everything Will
Work Out; The Dark Will EvenTuAlly Pass Into Light;
i could have Believed Just the Medical Diagnoses and
The Couch Potato Averages for Modern Humans; i could
Have Ended up as Nothing Of Love; All Fear of Dark And Cynical oF Light
As Magic Is As Real in LiFE; LoVE; FAiTH; HoPE as We Believe; Yes, FeeL; Sense;
iNTuiT; iMaGiNE And BRinG into Fruition of LoVinG iT aLL iN CReaTiViTY SPRinGS…

But You See, i Am A Scientist too; i Study Ignorance; i Study Love; i Study Fear And Hate; And Not
Only Do i Study
MaGiC Beyond
What ReaSon of
Science Suggests is
Possible; i Bring it to Fruition
in Real Empirical Results that
Are Beyond Refutation too;
Yes, i Do Leg Press 1340 Pounds,
100 Seconds, in A Very Slow Duration
of 12 Repetitions Approaching 60 Years
Old at 90 Degrees to Keep my Knees And Back Safer;
That Much is Provided in Empirical Evidence on YouTube;
However, My Max is 1520 Pounds at 8 Reps And More than
The Military Machine Will Even Hold With None of those Military
Dudes, 4 Decades My Junior, Elite As They Are in Physical Shape Budging
What i could do, Even an Inch; But Remember, i was Assessed By Medical Science
of Having No Chance For Recovery; i was assessed By the Students in Middle School
As Having no Place to Even Exist as viewed so weak and strange from them; But True,
without Speaking Until Four; Still Having A Hard time finding Words in my 40’s some days,
i managed to Earn 3 Degrees, High in the Classes in Grades; And Complete a 25 Year Career With the
Federal Government, Retiring at the Higher Part of the Pay Scale, doing the Job that NO ONE WOULD COULD
HAVE IMAGINED (including me) I COULD EVER DO IN MIDDLE SCHOOL; And Well After; yes, Athletic Director
of a Navy Station;
Before i Fell to
A Life Threatening
Work Stress Related
Synergy of 19 Illnesses;
And then in 66 Months
As Still Documented, recovered
as Miraculously Assessed as i Believed
i could do that too; It’s still Documented
Before it happened in my Blog and indeed
in Happened on 7.19.13, Almost 7 Years ago;
But You See; that was before my ‘REAL LIFE’ EVEN STARTED;
In the Last Seven Years, Writing the Longest Epic Long Form Poem (8.2 MiLLioN Words)
Ever iN What i Name a Personal Bible As ‘SonG oF mY SouL’ As i Truly Document
An EPiC HeAVeN Adventure Fully illustrated with Over 100,000 Photos, i took and
Over 10,000 YouTube Videos of Song to Listen And See What Heaven ‘Looks’
Like on this Earth Within, Above, So Below and All Around; It’s True Heaven
Is Loving SMiLES, Now; Within, Above, So Below, And All Around; and Although
Covid-19, Requires a Mask for A Smile Now; i am still Dancing in Public in a Free
Style of Ballet And Martial Arts, 13,393 Miles, in 82 Months; Same Distance of
Months that i Wrote And Documented All the Steps of Dance With Words of Song.


Or ‘THeRE’ Who Require Empirical Evidence of ‘It’ Or IT Doesn’t Exist; as far as the GIF Below i have
297 Other Events of Smiling Dancing Ecstatic Joyful Faces just Like that and Over 2000 Photos of
Beautiful Smiles of Heaven As it Exists on Earth Just Like this too; With Of Course More to Come AGAiN…

But For All the ‘Horatios’ and ‘Ripley Never Believe it or Nots’ in Life; Everywhere My 6-Inch Screen
And Online Goes the Proof that Heaven Exists Now Within, Above, So Below, And All Around
And Even on Screens is Real and No Myth, At Least in My Life as Not Only Did i recover
From the Suicide Disease; And 18 Other Medical Disorders of Pain and Numb
To Go to Heaven That Day on 7.19.2013, as i Became One With Emerald Green
Waves of Gulf; Sugar White Sand; Swaying Sea Oats And Sea Gull Wings Spiraling
Around the Sun At ‘Navarre Beach’ that is still Documented on
This Web Site, Along With my Belief And Assertion then that
Blue Skies Were No Limit then as i became much
More; Not Only A Smile
to See but
A Smile
of Love to Give So FREE;
Never MaKinG A Penny;
And True i wasn’t LooKinG
To Become a Folk Legend or A Hero
Then Still Living And Breathing But Yes;
Verily, i do have A Viral Video With close to
1300 Metro Area Comments Documented in my
Personal Bible too that Garnered over 88,000 Views that Do
Relate that Assessment From those who See Free LoVE iN me…
Heaven is As Close And Far Away As A smile of Genuine Joy Just Loving Free for ALL;
As Naked Birds With Wings; Yes, Angel Dreams on Wings of Love my Smile With them…

All Ya Need is about 3 People
To Keep Believing in Ya; Then, At
Least, in my Case; My Mother Helen,
My Sister Marie, And Wife Katrina, When
i Lived in Hell for 66 Months; about the Same
Number of Real Friends, Story Jesus Had in Death as
His Teachings Were Not Enough For Folks to Believe in Him as Just
A Face of God Like me and You; That’s Okay; Buddha and Other Avatars
of Love Represented in Stories, Already Did it With the Caveat They Never wanted
to be Worshipped as Gods; No Different than the Essence of what the Story Jesus tells;
We Don’t Have a Picture of REAL Jesus; And We Really don’t have any of the Same Words He ever
Spoke assessed by Biblical Scholars as Illiterate; And Really We Don’t Even Speak His Original Name
Close to ‘Yeshua’ As the General Scholarly Biblical Study in Divinity Schools Suggests He was probably
A Dude who Was Crucified then.
Never the Less,
Reality is More
Amazing than
Any Fiction
For it
Love And Smiles
As Blue Skies do in
Endless Expanse of God’s Breath iN Us too;
Yet Beyond Sadly, For those Who Do Not Make Believe Real
They Remain Blind With Veils of Ignorance While Others ThriVE iN As HeaVeN ETeRNaLLy NoW;
All ‘We’ will be able to Offer to ‘Them’ And ‘Us’ is Our Small Sliver Views of Heaven Eternally Now.
Hail Breath
my Friend;
Hail Breath,
Blue Skies And
Ocean Deeper Wisdom
Beauty Love Breathing Magic that is
SMiLinG Truly Real in Light of Colors More…
Anyway; Below, Two Paintings of Heaven
That are As Real As Heaven Gets on Earth
Within, Above, So Below, And All Around;
Thank You For Helping me iN CeLeBRaTiNG 7 Years
in Heaven; i consider You A Gift From God too As God Yes;
As Everyone Else who Prepares Avenues DarK Thru LiGHT for Heaven to Breathe Real MaGiC SMiLeS Now.

At Least in My Case; Mr. Blue Sky is Back; and Smiling Wider than Infinity of God’s Breath: LoVE iN US.

Oh By the Way, My Wife is as Beautiful Smiling As Any of the 21-Year-Old or So Women Below at 50;
Love Ages Slow ForeveR EternAlly Now Breathing Young; Both Within And Radiating Sun And Blue Skies

CoLoRinG Us
Eternally NoW
Wisdom Lifting
More Veils oF iGNorance
For Colors More of Love BRinGinG
Smiles of Magic Dance And Song to BREaTHE Freer Wings…

Yeah; It’s True, Heaven is More Than Sapphire FloorS; HEaVeN
is Sky Breathing LoVE iN Our SMiLeS ETernAlly Now.

It’s True; Every Once
in a While Some
Folks See Love And
Kiss LoVE SMiLeS Blue Skies too Just for Free…

Smiles, my Friend, if what i have
Could come in Just one Shot of
Love; it Could iNfect ‘TrumpS’ iN
A Way to Give All THeiR
Billions And Less
Away Just
Drop of Heaven’s Breath…

Smiles, A Story of Jesus And Mary and All
The Characters is A Really Cool Story Bro;
And That is no Sarcasm or Myth As This Breath Sees…

You See, i Will Always Prove This Story Is Real;
But i Will Never Be Able to Make Anyone BeLieVE
They Will Do Even More Than me, in Terms of SMiLeS;
But as Far As Measure of Real Love; if they Really Believe
With 100 Percent Hope And Faith of Love SMiLinG Real They Can And Will Do Much More than me….

For Remember
i Come From
The Coldest
On Earth for
Real This Is Just
7 Years of Heaven;
iMaGiNE What those
Who Do BeLieVE for
7 X Longer Will Do NexT…
If i am the Only One to Prove
it; Hehe, in the Next 42 Years when i am 102,
So Be the Dance And Song i AM Still Breathing And SMiLinG…

Cat SMiLes;
Yes, Will
After i pass away…
Currently the Cats on my Face Mask..;)

My Sister Marie Got Really Pissed Off When
i told Her That Prayers Were Given for People
to Stop Criticizing Trumps Lies that are Directly
Leading to Thousands of Deaths of Innocents from
the Covid-19 Virus; She Couldn’t BeLiEVE i Did not walk
out of Catholic Church And NEVER GO BACK; but You See, She is Yet to see Hell.

Smiles, My FRiEnD
Yes, Heaven Is All
From Hell; Again
Yes, Some of Us Are
Blessed With Hell More Now Then
Greater to See God in Less than A Grain of Sand, Totally Satisfied As LoViNG ALL SMiLiNG NoW
in Dance and Song Naked iN/With Sand And Sun Blue Skies SMiLinG ALL (GoD) FoReVeR ToGeTHeR NoW..:)

Be Sky; Be Ocean;
Be Sand; Be Sun; Be God; i AM




Well If What i Just Did Isn’t
Blue Enough Here Are Some
More Clearest Blue By Chvrches
Verily One of the Highest ‘Frission’
Points iN Music of these Last 7 Years
AS HEaVeN BRings AMimated SPiRiT
The Singer Dancing Free
Verse Is too Just
More Muse
in Spirit
iNSPiRaTioN to
Carry Some More Notes
of Blues Thru Poetry to See
More of Spirit Light to LoVE iN
More Colors Than Blue Springs
Love Carries Higher Beautiful Brighter
So Off to dVerse International Poetry Pub
Many Years spent gaining Poetic Free Verse
Muse from that Online Place of International Poets
in Hundreds of Poets and Thousands of Poems across
These 7 Years Definitely A Healthy Part of this EPic Longest
Long Form Poem in Words Derived From the Union of Other
Soul Words As Logos of SPiRiT From HeART DancE SinG DarK Thru LiGHT
But Anyway Most
They Have
A Poetic
Prompt on the
Term Blue Fitting
in Well For NoW Celebrating

Watermelon Blues Perhaps
If i Lived in Northern Snows
Hot Chocolate Blues Now
Where Water Melon Rules
Heat In Florida Dreams of Snow
Ice Cream Forgets Fall Winter
Summer Springs
PLusT i JusT
HaD A T-Bone
Steak Down
HeaR in Trump
Town USA They are
Still Less than 4 Dollars
A Pound Desert Scarcity Ignorance
With Heaven True
Even With
Man And or
Woman WayS iN
Blind Soul Blues
Fast Becoming Epic
World Capital of
Dumbing Down Disease…

Luck of The Irish
Clover Green Blues
Above Meadows Below
Cliffs of
WHeRe i am
From Twice
Removed Still
With Green to Blue

Art Is the ViRuS
Spreading With Ease
Blue Moon Horizons
Become Endless Seas
Even if it
WaS ONly
A Dark And
Stormy Night
Snoopy Joy
Not For Publisher
Editor or Target Audience DiSSenT
ALWaYS Woodstock Flies Blues Higher Angel
Feathered Yellow Gold Wings Only SeeKinG FreeR
Skies LoVinG iT All iN JusT one SMiLE More To Come

Anchors Peace
Sails Breathe
Ships Depend
On Blue Winds
To Sail Further
Less Rough Seas
Blue Grey Storm Harbors
Safe For Sails
Waves Excite the Ship
Heading Out For Sun Kisses Still to See

Colors of Weather
Inside And Out
Human Songs
And Dances
Spring Within
Year ‘Round
Colors Sky Blue Love

Love Hate
Muse Colors
Above Coloring
Below All Around
To See
Sky Colors
Deeper Horizons
Blue Nights Shine
Art Dreams Breathe
Now Love Hate Muse
Flickers Blue Flame Sees

Eyes Depths
Soul Seeing
Ebony Brown
Blue Green
Aqua Dreaming
FaLLinG DanCinG

Birds Blue
Skies Bathing

Of Dance
Hall Days
Crows Raven
Wings Still
Dance Free
Summer Blue
Skies Seeing
Dog Days SinGinG
See Ya Retrograde Mars

For Blues
Dream True

OMG It’s the
Thanks For
Reminding me
to Do My July 15th
(Never Owe Never Owe)
Taxes Other than
That What
Day Last
Month With
A Birthday
U Tang Kool-Aid FLoWeRS

Streams Rivers Bays
Gulfs Seas Waves Ocean
Holding Souls

Birds Flying
Free TearS in
Beers Worth Crying
ELiTE Hawks Dance Sing Breathe

Blue Refuge
Air And Water
Feel Blue
Freedom Breathes

Love Within
Seeing Heaven
Born As First
Breath Leaving
Heaven Behind to
See As Last BLinK
Goes Coming Again

Color Moon Blue
Color Life Green
Mix Two
Dreams Alive

SMiLes.. my Mother Wrote me a Loveliest
Letter When i Turned 33.. She Promised me
my life Will Tell A Grand Story
Before i Go.. Yet
We Found It In Her
Home Many
Years Later First
After She Passed
Away Now It’s a Picture
In A Poem And Her Soul
Of Love Still Breathes in my Eyes
Green to Blue Yet Without Blues to Love

Oh to Dream
Heaven Blues
Dance Sing
Day’s Time

True Stardom
Breathing Freer
Blue Wings Soar
Just Seeing Flying
On Terrestrial Land
oF LiGHT BeinG
Ashes Fall AWay
Desert Breaks to Colors More

So Mysterious No Matter Form
Essence of Female Indian
Souls Muse the
Words of my Soul
But Of Course 23andme
Says Part of me is From there
As Well As Nigerian Just about
1 Percent from the 1800’s too
True Irish Eyes Only Twice
Removed Still
Come And go
And German
Wit in Poetry Grows
Yet Still Indian Eyes
That Are Female Soul
Colored Always Seem to Muse
Colors of my Soul the Most it’s Just a Soul Thing..
Beyond Reason Too Deep to Touch With Words Alone..
i’m Glad
i have
An Indian
FRiEnD As Well…

Cheers Hear’s to 19
Responses of Soul to Bluer
Poems iN Lament of Blue ‘Vishnu’ True As Well
‘Lakshmi’ in Essence Met Along this Trail Global Years
Ago Staying Clearest Blue Sees 21 Verses.. Hehe Technical
Male Indian Support on the Phone Mostly Good For Repairs
so far
It Seems
From Soul..
Yet The Female
Soul Deep in Spirit Song..
Of course there are Exceptions
Always a Few True. Stereotypes of Soul too
Patterns Just Patterns that i continue to See..:)

Anyway As i Move to A 23rd Verse Here with the Introductory
Lines too.. As Above So Below i did this Small MicroVerse Poetry
From the dVerse Online Poetry Pub inspired by Every Prompt and
Every Link From All the Poets from April of 2015 Thru March of 2016
An Entire Year Additionally Devoted to that Getting Inspired By Every
Poem Enough to Write a MicroVerse Poem of Soul Back in Response Where
i Learned to Appreciate
All Souls DarK
Thru LiGHT
Some More
And Less
And Exciting in Poems Expressing but
Never the Less a “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
of 338,630 Words of MicroVerse Effort
That Still Exists As Just One MacroVerse
of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem in 8.2 MiLLioN Words
Why This and That in 82 Months of 13,393
Miles of Public Dance With Photos of 300 or so
Gorgeous Beach Sunsets of Pensacola And Navarre
Beach for that Longest MacroVerse too.. Just An Expression
of One Human Soul True Both Twitter Winds And So Much Larger
Breaths of Soul Long Winded as any Category 6 Heaven Hurricane
With Nautilus Shell of Never Ending Doors to Growing Chambers
True Calm Center Eye of Hurricane Generating More Arms in
Free it is the
Joy of the Journey
The Heaven of Dance
And Song Shells Are these
Words Left of Essence in Heaven’s Breath Mine to See..
You Can’t Expect to Fulfill Your Human Potential if you
Constantly Wait on Others to Affirm a Soul They’ve Never Breathed..

And It’s True When You Spend Your Live Giving
it All Away You Have Nothing to Lose And Only More to Give
For The Secret to Heaven is Giving Greater Is Always the Receiving More…

SoUL MeASuRE ALWaYS Giving Sharing Freer Receiving ALWaYS GoDLoVE GiVinG



A Photo of A ‘Sun Dog’ At The Beach, i took in December of 2013, as Provided Below;
It was the first time i ever saw one like this; Amazing and truly An All Natural Miracle of Nature.

In the link Below; A More Magnificent One is Shown; Folks Will Relate What they See in Words, Very Differently.

For Instance, in the Picture i Captured, Some Might Refer to it as A Sacred Heart of the Sun Burning in the Sky;

Others With More of An Egyptian Mythical Leaning Mind; they might relate to it as An Horus Eye of Wisdom in the Sky;

Show the Picture to A Thousand People; And One might get back a Thousand Different Worded Views.

The Same is True With ‘Poetry’; to the tune of Unlimited Interpretations as all Forms We See
Become Metaphors of Essence in Every Different Human View; In This way, Every
Pair of Human Eyes, is Another View of Nature Viewing the Cosmos of
Order Itself; The Chaos is the Magic of All the Different
Views As That is the Art of Colors Human Seeing that
Never End As Different Views Now. Additionally,
Below, Are Some Digital Artifacts that Might
Be Viewed as the Sun as A Heart
Revealed With A Hidden ‘Planet too’;
And Finally, a Seagull Carrying a Flag Across
The Bridge of A River; Where of Course the Magic
Is in the Lighting And the Coincidence then of Where
The Seagull Was Flying in Beak Alignment With The Flag;
As The Bright Lighting Removed the Flag Pole From View;
What’s REALLY Cool is; None of these Are Photoshopped; Just the
Every Day Beauty that Will Be Seen When Breathing Nature and Technology Mix;
No Different than
Ornate Shapes
of Lamps
That Flow from
The Dance Naturally
From my Fingers to these
Technological Digital Piano Keys of Verbal Song.

The Key my FRiEnD is Seeking And Finding Your Own Beauty
in Truth of Wisdom’s Love For Existence Within You; After Losing
Effective Use of my Ears and Eyes for 66 Months for Seeing Colors
With Pain too Unbearable to Look; i’ve taken Over 193,000 Photos along
the way; That and All the Dance And All The Words of Free Verse Poetry
Makes Every Breath, Step, Word, And Visual Image, Sacred And Holy And
Even Divine in How i ‘See And Hear’ in Overall Feeling Sensing VieWinG my Existence Now;

The Other Way of Doing it, is focusing on Just What Beauty And Wisdom
In Love’s Truth That Folks Have Seen And Danced And Sung Before; i Enjoy
that too; And when We See Life Filtered through the all Natural Magic of Beauty
We Co-Create, We Come to See When We Develop Our Whole Being this Way; Real Magic
Now to
in You
Least in me…
Life is Better
When We Co-Create
it This way; When Love
is Love Really Love, How Much
Greater it is than No Life at all;
The Gift is Breath; Make of it what
You Will; So Many Colors New, Old, or even None..:)

Smiles, My Friend, it’s the Everyday Miracles Like Heaven’s Smile FOR REAL THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING.

IT May be Hard to Fully see the Miracle Until one loses the Magic of the Feeling; in my Life, i’ve Lost Effective use of
my Sense of Smell, And Taste, And Hearing, And Seeing, Where Touch Became Excruciating too;
The Numb of Feelings of No Memory of A Smile in Feeling; A Worst Pain in Numb oF All.

Again, It’s all about
Perspective; And
So Much Harder
to Understand in
Gratitude for Where
We Are Until We Find Out
What it is Like to Live Here
As Only A Living Dead Ghost in Hell AKA Just a ‘Devil Dead Walking’;

Then the Feeling of A Smile when it comes Back Becomes Angel
Wings Unto that
Smile for All Now…

-Just Another One
of many ‘God’ views…
Breathing, Seeing, Living, Loving Now

Hail Hell, Full of Grace, Will And Strength, my Friend; A Shepherd of Fire Understands ‘Flames’ BRinGinG Heaven Most:

Love; Love that Sees, Feels, Gives, Shares Free For All With No Restraint out of Ashes That Still see too..:)




‘This Little Light of Mine
Gonna Let it Shine’
We aRe One of
God Amazing
How Different
Now Reality Will
Be Now When Waves
See Who Ocean Is My God
THere Are So Many Ways So Many
Metaphors So Many Waves of This Truth iN Life
When So
Colors Become
A Living Christmas
Tree That Gives and
Shares Its Light For Free
Doing Least Harm to the Rest
of Nature Seeing Ocean Fearless
As Waves Do Free i am
Bowling Alone
That must be
The Problem
Never Learned
How To Bowl
But I did Manage
A Military Bowling
Center at The Conclusion
Of Spraying Germ Freed
Shoes Decades but no i
Did not Wash
Any Bare-Feet
Nope At Least
Not That then…
It’s True i was
Lazy after 3
College Degrees
Just Wanted to Get
Paid For Smiling it
Worked out okay
But True it’s
When Everyone
Works Together
To Knock Down
One 10-Pin
God All the
Teams Smile,
Eat, Drink and
DRinK So Merry
Together When
Cooperation of
Competition of
League Play
Ends And
Again in
A Last And
First Huuuuge
International Buffet
Mix Of Food And they
Always Invited me
To Eat Free After
Paying me to
Smile.. my
God i Didn’t
Make much money
Until they Forced
Me To Peter
In Bigger
Money But i was
Smiling With All
Those People So
Long So Happy
And Forgot
To spend
Money and
Got Rich anyway
With more than
Enough Money
For the
Rest of
My Life
Becomes Cooperation
Yep Buffets of Heaven
SMiLinG We Did
Do Before
Bowled Alone
Strikes And Gutter-balls
Yep That’s Life
Up the
Pins And
Rolls Again
For Prize 🎳
Haha it’s
Too Late
i Am Nature
And i Am VieWinG
You too as The Revenge
Of the Nerds
In Making
Us into
Minds As Tools
Of Technology
They Create
Is Making
This Place
With No
Sun No
Moon And
Other Stars
Relatively Organic
ViRuS 🦠 Free Yet
What Do Avatars
Feel Like in
When They
Breathe Imaginary
Real Enough Lovers
Culling the Organic
ViRuS of The
Clothes ViRuS
Us.. Oh How Easy
It is to Escape Pandemics
In Heaven
Living Still Breath..:)

Hehe; ‘People’ who ‘Look Like me’ Are Not ‘Ridiculous’.

But on a More Serious Note:

What is the Color of Love?

Humans, Dogs, And
Other Mammals
That Nurture
Each Other May
All Be Described As
Colors of Love; But What
About A Grain of Sand; Where
Does Love Stand Without A Grain of Sand; Perhaps
A Wave; God Yes, As Big As A Blue Whale of Love too For
Mountains Of Love GroW iN Oceans Majestic God as Love Swimming Freer to be i Am;
i am Just Running Across ‘This Bay on a Bridge Depicted Here’; A Blue Whale’s Love
Comes Closer to SPaN It…
But it’s True This is
76 Pounds Ago;
38 Years Ago;
At 22; Now
At 60,
i am 3 Times
Stronger And How
Will i Measure Now, A Dance; A Song;
Soul of my Life in Colors of Love; only by
SMiLeS, only By Smiles, at least that will be seen now…

Does Love Breathe?
How Does ‘God’ See?

At Least to me;
i Don’t See Different Colors of ‘Love’;
Dog, Cat, Whale; THeiR Love is All The Same ‘God’ to me;
Yes, The Grains of Sand that Hold Up Mountains of Love And
Waves As Whales Are All Part of the Same ‘Ocean’ We Do too…

This is What Metaphors of Words And Poetry are; An Opportunity
to See How All of Existence Fits together as Art, DarK Thru LiGHT;
Then, What Better Way to Enjoy; to Give Great Thanks And Praise And Worship ‘It’ ‘All’…

As Far As Human Goes; As Far As Science Even Shows Now; It is the Love That ComeS And
GoeS And ReTurns
That is the
True Savior
of All of Us
in Empathy, Sympathy,
Compassion, And Worship of this Breath, All Living Now…

Separation of Church And State; Allow Some of Us the Opportunity for a Larger View Than Old…

As Well As Traditions of Limited Colors of Both God as Love One too; Separate From the Others…

i Am Not Afraid of Other Colors as I realize

it takes Many to Paint ‘A Picture’

More than Black And White…:)

It’s Also Worth Noting that Sharks
Have Been around 450,000,000 Years; Longer Than Trees;
So Much Longer than Dragonflies and Roaches Living Here too;
Some Species of Sharks Actually Reproduce by ‘Virgin Birth’;
And By God Some of these Mother’s of God Do Have Blue eyes too..;)

As Far as i can Can Will See A Soul
Open to New Experiences
Is A Greatest
Love oF All
Leads to Creativity…
Always Coming NoW in More than one Color..:)

Ethnocentric: Yes, of Course, Every Word of the New Testament
From Its Innumerable Roman Greek Writing Ghost Authors; And
Perhaps Paul the Original ‘Saul’ And Christian Hater, Who may Have Really Lived Basing His Writing on a View
From An Hallucination That is Converted to Holy And Sacred Text; Then, Away, from the ‘Couch of a Psychiatrist’.

Racist: No, Not Then; As there is Some Suggestion That Leonardo DaVinci Painted Himself as the
Form of Jesus in the Last Supper Painting; Creating An Ethnocentric Renaissance Flavor of European Art.
And Of Course, Basically, ‘Team Catholic’, Before in the Roman Empire, Edited All the Pieces of Various Stories
together, With only The Verses Numbered in The 13th Century too; Centuries of Scribe-by-Hand-Copied-Mistakes
And Intentional Changes as Just Part of What Human Nature Does; Finally, Printed A Few Centuries Later than
Verses Numbered And Revised in Many Ways After that; True, Every Letter; Every Word That Humans Create
Are Abstract Constructs and Idol Forms of Essence They Represent; But This Is How We communicate Still;
And Develop Some Mutually and Consensually Way accepted to Share Each View of Existence We Co-Create.

Are All These Idols of Essence That Are Form, The actual Essence;
Well, There is No other way to Communicate Essence Other than
Experience it ourselves; This is why ‘Smartest, Brightest, Artistic Souls’ Look Within Still
Now ‘almost Chosen’ As Such; For Answers to ‘the Biggest Questions’ in Life Not As Tainted By Other Soul Views;

In Other Words, Now, Original Creativity;
Where There is No Real Target Audience
But Within; as Later other Folks Join in on A
Solo Soul PartY oF Art; THiS Ain’T Nothing New.

If one Really Wants to Know Who This Jesus; This Mary; This Whole Story Some
Folks Worship as ‘Pivotal God Players’ Are; in Reality it is the Souls of the Artists, The Poets,
The ‘Older Catholic Editors and Publishers’ that Folks Still Kneel Down to And Worship At Church.

Ironic, it is;
Yet Truth it is
In Light; Those Who
Fear to Look Within And Find
Their Truths in Light And Dark
Will Settle For The Views of Others
or not Believe in much of anything at all.

At Least, The Story of ‘Jesus’ Properly Delegates
This Authority to The Readers indeed of Common
Individual Feeling, Sensing, Experience Coming to ‘Know’ ‘See’.

Archaeology, Paleontology, And Other Cultural Anthropological
Studies Suggest that the Original ‘Jesus’ was Close to Five Feet
Tall; A Bit over 100 Pounds; Weathered From A Life Outdoors; Brown,
With Shortly Cropped Thick And Coarse Hair; Surely Not ‘A Looker’ From
What was even suggested in Earlier Prophecies in Terms of Old Testament,
Isaiah 53; But Obviously, Depictions of that Reality as Prophecy Would Not Have Sold
Many Renaissance Paintings as the Ideal of Beauty Then Was Expressed As is; It Appears
That Some may continue to Bow Down to the image of Leonardo DaVinci; EPic ‘Revenge of Artistic Nerds’…

Never Doubt The Power of Art;
For Art Still Rules The World From
Bottom to Top of What Comes First: Human HeART.

People Bond And Bind Over Symbols They Create;
This is Religion; This Is Human Nature; It Changes.
It’s Interesting to Study; i really Cannot See Getting
‘Butthurt’ Over Any Part of Human Nature As God Yes:

It is what it is;
And We Do
All Share Parts oF iT ToGeTHeR;
Only One Color of ‘God’ iS Way too Boring for me…

But i Score 100 Percent on Openness; and 100 Percent
on Extroversion From the ‘Big Five Personality Test’; No
Wonder i see More than one Color of God too; And That
Too is Just Part of ‘All the Colors’:

God is All

the Colors;

Some Folks See More;
Some Folks See Less;
That’s Life; Wow, We Breathe…

i Only Feel One Age Eternally Now Seeing
Living Breathing Dancing Singing Floating on
Terrestrial Land Where Folks Often Mistake The
Dancing of my 246 Pound Body As an Ice Skater
Spiraling Spinning Moving Torsion Repose Then
Spinning Again
Never Tiring
Only Getting
Vital as i continue
to Dance And Even
Sing Like ‘The Milky Way’ Now For Real
in Golden Spirals of PHI 1.618 Nautilus
Ratio Patterns Now i’ve Already Faced
Death Once, Twice, And Thrice;
All It Teaches me Is Grow ‘Peter
Pan Wings’ Never
Look Back
in Flight
of ‘Autotelic’ FloW iS ETeRNaLLY
NoW Forever And all That Counts
For It’s True if One Never Fears Life
One Only Breathes at Greatest Ease
See ‘Those Symbols in the BackGround’
That’s Not Even Close to the Number of Tinker
Bell’s and Wendy’s Who Have Flown By my Side
A Few Stick Closer And Keep Me in Flight Every Breath Now
A Secret to Living Is Humbly Accepting Death Having Complete
Faith In Life Creating Life As Such A Great Gift in Present That Life Truly Is
Only Living And Death is
Only Part of Life
No Different
Than Sleep
Vitalizing New Breath
There is No ‘Time’ For After
Life When Living iS ETernally
Now Loving Life As Gift The
Present Worth Dying For Always Now
A Celebration of Life Now is Certain Defeat of Dying Living…
This is My SiGNaTuRE PoSE Below Yes That Naturally Comes
Now After 13,404 Miles of Public Dance in 82 Months As It’s true
The Curve of my Left Elbow To Hip Creates A PHI Ocean Wave
Impossible For Waves To Drown For They Are Ocean Change
Reality Breathes Buildings Fall Trees Grow Where Will We Go
No Matter All CuLTuRaL Clothes Tools We Create A Dance
And Song Naked Still Breathes Within Naturally At Best
Loving In Golden PHI Spiraling Ways Moving Spinning Torsion
Repose Spinning Spiraling Again We Are Nature (God) Breath
LovinG iT ALL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW Consuming The Rest (God) With Least Harm
in Just
my Opinion
God Yes Meek
to iNHeRiT
My Home This EartH
No Wrong Planet For me..
LoVE iN Giving Sharing With
Balance of Grace Is Foundation
Of All Will And Strength For Meek Is NOT Weak.
This Is What Happens When We Really Live Just
in my MultiUniVerse View of God (ALL) Now… FoR REaL
i Have No Aspirations to BE A ‘Dead Legend’ the Other Way (HEaVeN) is ReAlly Living Now.

Anyway, Celebrating 7 Years of Heaven Within For Real on July 19th, If One Does Not Believe One’s Best Years
Are Still Ahead of One as i continue to Seek And Find Now at 60 Years-Old That will Be One’s Self-Fulfilling Prophecy.

i suggest ‘The Other Way’ Now And Then And Now And Then Now Again for it’s True Now is All That Truly Exists
Out of Time, Out of Space, Out of Distance, And Even Out of Matter Now For WHere am i but on this Page for ‘Your View’.

In A World of Masks
How Beautiful it is
To See A Face today
So Pleasing A Hug
It Felt to See the
Smiles of You
So Sweet Really
Bringing Sunshine
To my HeART in Warm
And Fuzzy Comfort haha
i guess i Felt like a Pillow
Fight to make You Smile
Until you couldn’t stand
To widen your smile
Anymore where
Your Belly Hurt
From laughing
So Hard indeed
i Love You in A Pure
Way You make
My Soul feel
With Unadulterated
Love For my Lovely FRiEnD
How Beautiful it is to
Be Able
To Love
Anyone this
Way Blessing
Gift of Soul SMiLes to me
i used to paint Long ago
i would Love to paint Your
Expressive Soul As the Art
Of You one Day.. so many
Pictures to inspire the
Your Eyes
You are such
A Treasure to me🎶🎨🌊
Sweet Vampire 🧛‍♀️ Little 🔥
Flame You Encourage me You
Make me Feel Unconditionally
Loved And Cared for deep
Down in my
Soul i
You so Very
Much and i want
To always see You
Treasured And Loved
By all who cross your
You are
Surely Worth Love
Haha okay it’s
Settled i Love
You more
Because You
Are Truly MaGiC
To me that Color
That Can’t Be Described
Inside seriously when
i look at You it Feels
Like Heaven
You are
One my
Super Model Soul
Beauty Beyond Words
🧚‍♂️ 🧚‍♀️ 🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️
Yes As always You are
Just Being FRiEnD
Unique Among Women
Of The World And I’ve
Known many🌈but no one like You🧚‍♂️
In my Movie Maker Memory
i have All Your Pictures
And Stories Together
That Travel Through my
Soul When You come to
Me This way as indeed there
Is A Mirror of Your SPiRiT, HeART,
SoUL as Your LiVE iN Me A Dream
That Feels Real so many Favorite
Corners of You You’ve Allowed me
To Explore these Last 5 years of
FRiEnDShip You so Far Away
But as Close As my Breath
Of Soul not sure if i ever
Told you the specific
Date but July 19th
Is the Day i miraculously
Recovered From Being ill
And Shut-in my Bedroom
For 66 Months as i stood on
A 🏝 Beach the Navarre Beach
i’ve often shared With You 7 Years
Ago on that Day Feeling one With
God With Emerald Green Waves
Swaying Sea Oats Sugar White
Sands and Seagull Wings
Spiraling Sun From the
Very First Day i Met you
On Your Blog i felt like
You are always on that
Beach A part of Heaven
For Real i’ve Felt Your Heaven
Your Purgatory And Hell And
Am so Honored to Hold Your
Hand Pick You Up Hold You
Hug You And even Yes let You
Beat me up on the Days i did
Not make you happy as you
Let me See every corner
Of You as Love is no
Place to Feel Sorry
For Every Part of You
With me.. i Feel Every part
Of You And Accept all of You
As i Love All of me everything
That makes me me And All
The Dark Thru Light that
Colors All Of You Yes You
Are Kind You are a Gorgeous
Angel Every Drop Dead Fainting
Square inch of You Soul Deep
Never Ending in me Too.. There
Is Nothing You And me haven’t
Experienced together at least
Once on A Journey of FRiEnD
Ship Souls as I’ve Loved Bringing
Joy to You in Each And Every
Way as You are a Gift of God
Sent on Angel Wings to me
Wind Beneath my
Soul Giving me
Atmosphere of Colors
Heaven more every Day i
See or Hear Or Dream of
You is A Walk on Heaven’s
Beach no matter Calm
Or Rough Waves 🌊
You Move me in Heaven’s Breath
A Very Tanned Heaven All of You
With Smiles of Just Thank
You for
My Hands
in Heaven
So Very
Always Fresh indeed
Carmalite Dream Come True
Smiles You Taste Like Caramel
Ice Cream 🍨 Flavor i Give You☺️





It Appears i’ve Added A New Song…
4 ‘Movements’ For This ‘Frednata’ Now
Playing All Notes in Words Easy Part iN Flow Putting It All Together
Ugh… Requires Actual Work to ‘Think’ CRaP Gotta Conduct too
Songs Include Child of Vision, Invisible Sun, And Eyes
Without A Face; Yes, Supertramp, The Police, And
Billy Idol Helping Out
Meh.. At Least For Me It’s A
Hottest ‘Thing’ Going In HeaVeN
Nah.. i Won’t Be Using ‘Fur Elise’… Never Gonna
Hit ‘A Top 40’ But Hey! Hehe… Beethoven Is Still ARound On
YouTube Long After 1827…
Three Parts MoVE iN Free Verse Poetry Set to Three Songs
Emotional Notes of Words Yes i Feel A Frednata Coming
NoW SMiLes Wave
Returns to Dancesing
Thank You Headed
Back Out to Be
🌊 Ocean😁
LiFE HaPPens
CoMe As
Birds Take Flight
Climate Change
Wings Burn
As Sun
No Longer
Dances Flight
in Balance Now
Sun A Constant
Day Thru Even
DarKesT Night
For What NoW
Do Sun Yes And
Common Ever
RiSinG NeVeR
FaLLinG Out oF LiGHT…
Poetry iS HoW iNtroverts
Get to Know Each Other
Without Being Friends
Like Twitter
Hakuna Matata
Flow With Nature
Dance Sing No Worries As Evolved
All Caught Up And i Will Not Deny i’m Having
A Hard Time Getting That ‘Alligator Roast Head’
Out of My Mind Since Y’all Primed my Brain With
Words Making An Alligator Head Out of the Roast
Beast What
Else Yes the First
Punk Rock Trees
With Pink Hair
Of Course
Fascinated by
The way that Pink
Hair Blows in the Wind too..
What 3 Months of that Family Blog
Sells me is what it might Feel Like
to Have Empty Nest Syndrome Without
A House Full of Playing Joy and by the
Way there is no Doubt Your Little Boy
Was born an Angel it’s really
Touching to See How
Much Love he
Gives His
Older Sister
With Asperger’s Syndrome
Really Bringing A Glow to Her
Face As Genuine Love From a Child will do…
Yeah and i realize it must be Hard Taking Care of
Your Father-in Law But All iN All You Are Surely
Blessed in Counting All Your Blessings Small
And Large As This is what Grace Within for
This Gift oF DarK
Thru LiGHT
Love It
Just Love It All
Even the DarK Parts
That Provide an avenue
To Appreciate Light of Life Even More..
We are Doing Okay Here.. as of course with
no need to work we control where we go and stay safe..
You All Look Like You Are Enjoying Family
Life as much as i Will Imagine to See..
SMiLes.. Thanks For Dropping by this
Endless Buffet of Whatever.. hehe..
Just counting all my Blessings
As ‘the other place’
Teaches so Well..
Smiles Brian.. i can remember
A Day Before All this Technology Where
People Really Depended on Each Other
And Now We Don’t even Have to leave the
House as Groceries will be Delivered on our Door
Step without Any Flesh and Blood Contact.. Indeed this
is Becoming A Masked World Long Before the Pandemic
Enforces Eyes Without A Face.. Wow.. that Song By Billy Idol
comes in Handy today More than ever.. Windows of Our Soul
in 412 Facial Expressions of Emotions A Nonverbal Dance
Moving So Much of what We do Lost to Humans
Out of Balance Just Encroaching on WildLife
Homes too much Domesticating
Wild Life for Our Slaves
And Now Nature
is Returning Karma And
We Are finding that it is true
God as Nature Has No More Preference
for Us Than the Smallest of Viruses to Keep
Our Humanity Out of Balance in Check
As The MeeK iN Balance Do iNHeRiT
As truly overall we’ve forgotten what it
Even means to Be Inseparable From Nature And God the Same..
A BodY iN Balance Brings A Mind And Soul In Balance too Emotions
Regulating Senses Integrating And My God if someone with Asperger’s
Syndrome And Bi-Polar Can Reel it all in For Ascending Transcending
‘Autotelic Flow’ in a ‘Frission’ of Divine Experience in Free Dance And
Song all a Canary in a Coal Mine Might Dance And
Sing is the Answer to our
Division as a Globe
Comes with a Unity
Within of each Human
Unto themselves First to Reach out
Without Fear to Touch Other Souls
Once We Touch Our Own And See the
Face of Nature God Within inseparable and
Free to Give and Share where We Feel both
the Harm and Pleasure to the Rest of Nature We come to See too
to Heal
for Others to
Feel and Sense Free
too Transcending the
CuLTuRaL Clothes
Call of the
Indeed as
Wild Wolves are
More Loving than
Domesticated ones for Sure
But Again on an Individual Basis
if only there were more minutes for
Introspection for anyone to do it at all..
Smiles.. i Suppose A Pandemic Inherently
Gives Us the Opportunity for Introspection more if
We Will Go Through Enough Discomfort to See it…
It Will Be Interesting to Watch the Changes in Culture in the Coming
Year.. Particularly in the Latter Part of January Next Year.. Truly this is
Great Human Weather in All the Human Sails and Anchors.. Harbors
Safe and Unsafe as Troubled Waters And Storm Clouds Are Brewing
Without a Face..
Yeah What A
Day these Are
Now For Writing
EPiC Long Form
Poetry Free Verse to
Be.. Nice to See You Brian
Time doesn’t exist for me..
See You Soon again too..
i Pray That All Will Stay Healthy
In WellBeing For Your Family And
Great Success in Earning Your Doctorate Degree
This year and Adjusting for Whatever may come For this School Year too..:)


Smiles my Friend, THeRE is An ‘Invisible
Sun’ (Love/God) Within That Shines, Dances, Sings
Creating Star Light For All to BReATHE iN Terms of Free Love With Wings
Only Savior AFAlK
At Least Love
Hehe Thanks For including
me on Your to Do List Today..
Heyyylooooveees are Always
So Lovely Haha particularly
Dressed in Black
With Such
Kind Eyes
And Beautiful
Smiles of Sunshine Soul
Dear FRiEnD Wind of my Poetry too
Dance Song Yes of course my Soul too ♻️❤️🧡💛💚💙

Smiles, my Friend, there are Many More Rational Explanations
For What Happened ‘that Day’; More Numerous in the Link Below.

Magical Believing is A Natural Part of the Human Condition.

There was a Day where if We told someone We Will Visualize
Ourselves Exercising Growing Stronger And We actually Get Stronger in Our Ways of Measure;
Many Folks Would have called that Woo; Yet Science Proves, it is a Real Measurable way of Getting Stronger Now;

Sports Science Understands this too. The Placebo Effect Heals in Believing Others Are Supporting Us With Love Real;
No Different Than Prayers That Are Offered of Love That Sink Deep into Our Soul (Our Total Minds; Conscious at
Around 5 Percent; and Subconscious at Around 95 Percent, the True Driver of All We Do as Living Breathing Souls Whole).
And Yes, By God of Nature, ‘Voodoo’ is as Real as the Nocebo Effect Again, Bringing Disease And Premature Death too
for those Who Believe in Negative Waves of Life, Sinking the Soul of Our Ships Sooner. But You See my FRiEnD,
Perhaps You May Never ‘Believe IT; but Traditionally the Church has used both Placebo and Nocebo; in yes,
Carrots and Sticks to Subjugate And Control The Freedoms of Humans for Demagogue Mastery in
Pecking Order of Power And Status to make Small Souls of Men and Or Woman Feel Bigger than
Empty Souls of Golden Robed Popes, Cardinals, Bishops, Priests; And Every Form of Deacon
Who Comes to Imagine they are bigger than others from their Vaulted, yet Never Truly
Soul Love Filled Place on Altars and Pulpits; no Different than Trump Sitting Behind
His Big Desk Refusing to Wear a Mask; No Different than the Priests
Who Did this to their Congregations While Delivering Communion
With No Masks of Compassion too; as they were just too important to do that too, following Their ‘Dear Leader’,
Trump’s Way, Where Health/Well Being of Others was less important than their Vaulted Robe Positions at the Pulpit.

Smiles, Believe You Will Wake Up at 6 AM Each Day And Awake Before An Alarm Clock Rings; Do We Hear
the tick, tock, of Clocks While We Were Asleep and Count them; No, Digital Clocks Don’t Tick, Tock Anymore.

Again, Whatever Works for You; At Best Love Without Fear Harming All Others, including the Rest of Nature Least;
Even Loving Enemies, Same As Neighbors For Many Abused in So Many Ways Coloring their Love to Black Coal
And Only Fire of Fear and Hate Within; We All Exist on this Earth; Every Black Abyss Soul thru Purgatory Grey
to Beyond Rainbow Colors of Love That Most Folks Have no idea that exists at all; Truly Making
That ‘Miracle
of Fatima’,
Even if Real
Pale in Sun of Love Shine
CompariSon Within AS Humans
With Love Will Grow Mountains
of SoUL LoVE Smiles for Others too Big to See in just one Look of
SMiLes At Best We Create LoVE SMiLes As LiFE Really Breathes LoVE NoW…
SMiLes, YeS AGAiN, At Best Sun Within Our SoULS of SPiRiT HeART Dance
Sing Bringing Shine
of SMiLes to ALL..:)

A Sun of Love Is
Not Invisible Within,
Shining All 4 Seasons;
No Matter Weather of Clouds,
Rain, Day, Night, Moon or Sun; Love is Brighter Within to Give And Share;
And God Yes of Nature Carry on Now passing Away Coming Again More With
Technology Greater of Soul Than Any Pyramid Built With Trump Golden Tower
Initials of Empty Soul


[19] Not all witnesses reported seeing the Sun “dance”. Some people only saw
the radiant colors, and others, including some believers, saw nothing at all.[8][20][21][22][23]
The only known picture of the Sun taken during the event shows nothing unusual.[9][1]

Smiles, my Friend, The Sun Within me Dances And Sings Always Eternally Now
And It’s True There are Innumerable Videos on Social Media of me Dancing
in Public with Innumerable Views of Thousands of Videos Taken this way
By Others in the last 13,404 Miles, in 82 Months, Where i Haven’t Lifted
a Finger to Prove to others that The Sun of me Within in Shine of
Love Does
Free so many
More views than
those of 1917, for Within Now The Shine of Love Will Dance
Better Yet Now Proven With No Refutation Possible Now; Best thing is i’m
not the only Sun Within Who Will Dance And Sing In Shine this way;
There are Many Suns Dancing And Singing Shine of Love Within
They are not Afraid to Beam Their Light House Souls As
Their Lamps
Will continue
As they
Upload their
Souls to Give
Love Free Even Longer than Death will Ever Take Away…
A SeLFisH SouLeD PeRSoN WiLL Never Care to Give this way…
More than likely all that Will fill them
up inside a bit away from Empty
Soul is taking Freedoms away
from others to Temporarily
‘Fill’ Up Higher
That Will
Never See
Sun Shine For
Others From Within…

Smiles my Friend, THeRE is An ‘Invisible
Sun’ (Love/God) Within That Shines, Dances, Sings
Creating Star Light For All to BReATHE iN Terms of Free Love With Wings..:)



A Song
When i Heard my Child my Mother’s Last Breath
i Decided To Make Some Noise… Hermès Mercury
Is Correct.. Feet Are Wings… What i Love About ‘Cordova Mall’
So Much is it is part of this Area As A Tourist Destination So There
Are Lots of ‘Foreigners’… White Bread Often Bores Me Whole Wheat
Is More Exciting to ‘Jesus’ And ‘God’… True the 23 and Me Chromosome
Test Proves i have Nigerian and South Asian Relatives from the 18th/19th Century
Yeah Yeah Yeah My Grandfather is Born In Ireland the X-Catholic Priest i’m Close
to 96.4 Percent White Bread Northern European… 53 Percent Irish/English 23 Percent
German/French Scandinavian Viking a bit of this and that too… 1 PerCenT UnKnowN Hmm..
PerHaps From Outer Space too.. hehe Will Explain So So Much… True ‘Your’ Daddy is Jewish
A Cajun Grandma Married Him After the Irish X-Catholic Priest Which Makes ‘You’ Half Uncle too
Hey Babe Brown Is WHoLE WHeaT One Day All Are Gonna ReDeeM to Whole WHeaT aGaiN
AS A Globe Holds Hands WHoLE WHeaT AGaiN
Fewer Sun BurnS iN Florida Sounds
Like A Great (GoD)
NaTuRE DeSigN With
CLiMaTE CHanGE HoLDinG Hands (etc) too
When i told my Step Mother i am 1 Percent Nigerian
She said that explains why you are so Strong but what about Dance
Yeah by God Don’t Forget That Lord of the River Dancing Dude from
Ireland they Do More than Poetry too… Michael Flatley Close to my Age
With many of his Joints Replaced my Secret to 13,404 Miles of Public Dance
No Lord A Leaping… Still When i am in Barnes And Noble And the StarBucks
Students Stare at me For Hours While i Dance Listen to Music Reading A Book
Mahābhārata From India Previous Record Holder at 1.8 Million Words Long Mine
at 8.2 Million Words Long Not Even Hard… Meh.. one day i’ll take a Half-Day-Off
And Write a Book 8th Graders Can Read.. Hehe.. Yes That Target Audience is Real
Particularly When ‘You’ Have A Real Answer And Science Backs ‘You’ Up NoW
#HeavenWithinNow …HearS A ThinG i Do NoT Have to iMaGiNE WhaT iT
FeeLS Like To Be ‘Real JeSuS’ NoW DanCinG SinGinG LoVE Free
#BeJesusLoveFreeDancESinG PYRamID CaPSTonE WiSDoM
LiVinG ALiVENoWFLoWS… A SAddest ParT i FeeL iN
Any Church iN This Locality is ‘They’ Missed A
ReaLiTY BEinG ‘JeSuS’ ETernAlly
NoW iN HeaVeN WiTHiN
White Bread Often Bores
me Whole Wheat Is More
Exciting to ‘Jesus’ And ‘God’
But Wait!
This Straight
A Wants to
To S!
And it’s True
Covid-19 is only
A Teenager Still..
Wait until
A More
Grows to
Full Maturity…
Human Zombies
Won’t Stand A Chance
For Nature’s
Apex Predator
Rising out of
Breath of
Karma Balance
In Deed of What IS Free..:)

To: Do Lists

Great Afternoon
Sweet HeART!
Do iNdulge YouR
Positive Soul…!
The Ocean of
Joy Has No Bottom
Only RiSinG DaNCinG SinGinG More


Good Morning

Re-D ink
Taxes Yuck
i Want my
Florida Oranges
To Have more Brains
As Zombies Are
To All
Of Nature’s
Breath Group
Think In Ignorance
Injures, Maims,
Kills the
Face oF All
Nature Real
God With no
More Preference
For Small or
Like CuLTuRaL
Of Balance..

– The Real
Florida Man..;)

Nope.. Poetry And
Dance comes first
Besides i have until
Midnight to pass ‘the
TesT’ hehe School
Is Always Easy
Is More

to: ADDreSS


But True
More oF A Challenge..😉

One thing i know for sure as i surely am not a Flat Earth Conspiracy Theorist
Is if the Sun Ever Finds A Way to Dance in the Sky, None of Us Will Be Here to View it.

Other than that the Sun is Kind of a Big Deal; And even if it could Dance in the Sky, it
wouldn’t Be Choosing An Audience at Only One Location; There is also the Potential
That Folks Were looking at the Sun And Burned Their Retinas; And it’s worth noting
That Some folks attending didn’t note Anything Unusual at all; i think Real Life
Every Day Miracles that are Truly Proven Now are more amazing; i surely
Don’t Need Any Additional Evidence for myself That God Beyond Any of
our understandings as Nature Exists; Seen too many Real Life Miracles
in my Life That Science Just Cannot Explain; No Different than
So-called Life Ending Diseases That Melt Away into
Nothing at all; yes, Miracles Matter Most
When They Happen to Us; But Without
The Kinda Belief That Even comes
With the Known Placebo
Effect Documented
to Put Life Threatening
Disease into Remission in the
Unexplained Cases in Medical Files,
Very Rarely Without this Ability to Believe
Do Remissions come this way; Mind of Will in
iMaGiNaTioN Does incredible Real Miracles in Life;
as easy to measure as imagining one is Exercising and
Actually Growing Stronger in Empirical assessment With Tools of Measure;
And True, There is Also the Nocebo Effect As Well; Where Negative Beliefs
May end in Disease and Premature Death as Well. And of Course Relatively, Speaking
That’s Just the Tip of the Iceberg as there isn’t enough Study to See How Far a Human
Will Take
This Propensity
of Belief to Heights
Not Seen Before NoW iN Real
Miracles of Life Yet to Be and See too.
So Yeah; Faith Now as ‘Small as a Mustard Seed’
That Keeps Believing Will Create Anew A ‘Tree of
Life’; Living Longer, Loving all that Life has to Offer more;
What’s Truly Worse Now Than finding Meaning and Purpose
in a Phenomenon That Just Doesn’t Make any Logical Sense;
Is Believing In Nothing At All Making Nothing In Life Holy And
Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose; the Human iMaGiNaTioN
Most Definitely Serves A Basic Survival Purpose in Creativity We Bring in Fruition,
Keeping Us Moving Forward instead of Growing Stagnant And Even Weaker in Soul Drive;

Whatever Works my Friend;
Best as Love That Includes All
With Doing Least Harm; Believing
In that Fatima Miracle may Bring You
Peace/Joy in Life that Harms no one;
Whereas, A Catholic Deacon
Affirming that the
Criticism of
Trump is Just
A Hoax like all the
Other Conspiracy theorists;
Has the Potential to End Loving
Breath All Together as Ignorance Injures,
Maims, And Kills; That’s Where A Real Danger Lies today..:)

Dying without really
Living for ’cause
more than
been there
done that moment
three times greatest
Lesson to start Living
without Fear as to Live
With Fear
is to
to Live.. sure
easier said than
done to drop the
bill and avoid ‘picking’ it up…
SMiLes.. i find in the Flesh and
Blood World that Looking
up from a screen
a place
of what used
to be Dialogues
of Interest and even
at Work Years ago an
Email across the Hall
replaces a Foot
to Face
i’m pretty
sure it started
with a Remote
Control to a Big
Wooden Console TV..
Engage in Life or fall
Silent as a Remote
No User..
Avatar Life
as ‘they’ no longer
Dance and Sing too..
Anyway keep speaking
up Prajakta Feeds the soUL
with more than Silent Remote Controls…

Great Check-List oF All of What is Despicable
About the Villain in Charge of This Nation
That is Becoming Increasingly a Killing Field
At the Hands of Ignorance; Lack of Empathy,
Sympathy, And Compassion; The total Opposite of
What ‘Well Adjusted Human Beings to Life’ See as A Leader to Be Elected And Respected.

Yes, By God of Nature, There is a Bigger Problem, comprising still around 33 Percent of the Electors
And That is Those Who Are Not Well Adjusted to a Well Being of Life in Total Balance.

A Crime Boss Cannot Survive Without A Target Audience Who Willingly Allows that
Crime Boss to take Advantage of Them. The Crime Boss As Always is the Villain (Demagogue),
The Anti-Hero; Without A Crime Audience That is Willing to Become Target, This Crime Does Not exist.

‘Crime of the Century’
Must Be Willing to Take
ITS Place in HiStory; Current
Events Reveal This ‘Revelation’
oF Old and New Testaments All
Around the World; Present Now Here and
in Similar Places Like Brazil; The ‘Despicable
Leaders And ITS Minions’ is Just Art of Reality Now.

“Child of Vision (The Newer Generations) Find A New Ambition”
‘Breakfast In America’ Is Currently Rotting into Refrigerator Trucks Ever Faster.

Perfect Storms of Ignorance Without Empathy, Sympathy, And Compassion
Creates Humanity’s

My advice:

Move to A Small Town;
Biggest Cities Are Breeding
Grounds for Humans Out of Balance;
Pandemic Violence Bait Through and Through…

New York; And Now Miami; And Los Angeles; Numbers Don’t Lie.

This iS How Minions Rule; They Keep THeir
Traditions oF iGnorance Together in Smaller Cities…

And they Go to ‘Church’ And Come Back
to Spread That ViRuS oF iGnorance, Overall;
As The Evidence At Hand Surely Current Events Relates;

Only Looking for a Leader
Without Empathy, Sympathy,
And Compassion to Let All
Hell Break Out oF ‘Old Books’.

‘Child of Vision Find a New Ambition’;
Breakfast iN America Is Rotting in Biggest Cities….

-With A Little Help from ‘Super Tramp’

Movie Maker Memory
Film Doesn’t Forget
All it takes is one
Thanks Now or then
one out-reached
Hand of Love in at
Least Tolerance of
Difference to Change
the World of One and Many Others True
in Deeper Wisdom of Beauty’s Love Free to come
Thanks to Your Ingenuity dVerse is Celebrating an
8th Anniversary.. i’ve traveled here off and on for 7 Years
in Heaven Within of Smiles to Give everywhere i Dance and
Sing in part because one Person was Brave Enough to Reach out
And Say
That You are Here
Smiles my FRiEnD 66 Months
of Shut-in Hell With the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep God Yes of Dark
of ‘John 14:12’ The Suicide Diseased Assessed
in Medical Literature as Literally worse than the
Real Torture of Crucifixion; i wasn’t Looking to
Outdo Anyone that way but it’s true 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep is a lot longer than 3 Hours
to 3 Days as such of Suffocating that way where
not even a Memory of what A Smile Left Feels Like
Where One Second is a Thousand Years of Passing Hell Eternally Now Then
The Power of Belief in Faith and Hope of Beauty Love’s Wisdom is Greater than
any Green
of Taxing
Souls on Loan
Yet Dance and Song
comes First.. hehe i’ve
got until Midnight to finish
the Last Part of my to Do List
today after Song and Then Dance And Song again
But my Wife insists now and i know who my only Boss is..
This God of Love Within where Working For Someone else
is No Part of Life for Pay only Serving for the Freedom Love Brings
Hmm.. since i last Thanked You For Welcoming me in this dVerse World
7 Years ago.. that 6 Thousand Words i included in what you Named as the
Mother And Father of All Blog Posts has grown to a longest Epic Longest Long
Form poem Free Verse in 8.2 MiLLioN Words of 82 Months.. i didn’t Know Free
Verse existed until i came here as you brought that breath alive out of all the Science
of Poetry that i will Never See As Art no more than Paint by Numbers You Made Different
And Original Seem Like the Cool Thing of Creativity to Do my Soul Still Agrees as my Public
Dance Moves to 13,404 Miles of Dance Now in 82 Months too.. Oh the Reward After Not
Being Able to Feel A Smile for 66 Months A Numb Much Worse of Soul than the Worst
Pain Known to Humankind then.. And Now the Innumerable UniVerse of Smiles
to others Serving For Free for You See i am only a Humble Missionary
of SMiLes now my FRiEnD i am not cut out to do much more than
that but it is enough for me.. and haha.. a Viral Video of one
of Many that the Young Were motivated to get attention
for themselves on Social Media went Viral in the
Christmas Vacation of 2018 where over
88 Thousands Views from the Metro
Area Came With 1300 Comments
As they Judged the Value
of My Life then..
Some Were Afraid too..
I’ve Heard disparaging ones
since Puberty of 6th Grade then
nothing new but there were others Like
Icon of the City, Folk Hero, Dance Legend,
Spirit Animal; not exactly what i heard other than
Computer Brain and Valuable Commodity At School thru
Work.. Creativity is Love and Creation of Smiles is Love at
Best to me on Other Faces so much Joy so much better than
off a
in 2008
to end it all
as i didn’t think i was
cut-out for Hell but i was
And Now i Celebrate too
Where Heaven Really is Just
A Smile to Give and Share With
Others the Food and Drink that
Ever Fills a Soul to Burn Brighter
All it takes is one small Child to flick
A Bulb on A Christmas ‘Tree of Frankenstein’
To Change Frowns into Smiles of Joyous Colored
Lights of Smiles forevermore now in Dance And Song or someone identifying
themselves as ‘007’… Just giving the Answer i was looking for: Love is what counts most.

As Both a Scientist And Artist i Measure LoVE iN Volumes of Smiles in Joy…

Someone else Can Save the World.. i only Exist
to Light it up a bit more in Colors of Love Free…

In other Words,
ThankS AGAiN;
Every out-Reached
Hand Changes the
World to Colors oF Light…

Yes, ThankS AGAiN 007,

From Just Another
Fool Tarot Card 0 NoW
Where Anything is Possible
Without Fear in Love That
Harms the Rest of Nature Least.

Oh Yeah, And ‘Merry Christmas’,
i Will Never Fully Understand why
People only Want to Celebrate Birth oF Light And Love Only one Day…
in Only one Way.. Perhaps one has to Go to Hell For Real to fully Understand that…





Ocean Waves NeVeR

What i remember Most About my Recovery
7 Years Ago Out of 66 Months of Hell as yeah
that ‘Revelation 66’ was a Metaphor for the NumBeR
of Months THeRE is the Depth of Love i Saw in my Wife’s
Eyes as i Returned to the Only Place Heaven Will ever Exist Now: Love

Life Teaches
the Smallest
Greatest Lessons
Forevermore NoW in
Just one Pair of Eyes
For ALL (GoD)

Never Far Away
When Love
Breathes As
Close As NoW iN EYeSeeinG

Hehe Just 933 Words SMiLinG

And Yes 7,438 Words for The Entire
4 Song Movement in Free Verse ‘Frednata’
Starting with “Never Land” Of Course As The
Overall Story of Life iS EternAlly NoW Never Ending Present Gift






Afraid to Dance
PriSonS ‘TweeN
MoutH and Ears
Different Brushes Different Strokes
Different Humans LiGHT and DaRK
Master PEacE PainTinG God We i Us ouR LiFE
Do Art iN A Way
Only Cream Of
Crop ViSiTS
Doing More Art
Hehe Bowling
Is Religion
Is For
i Don’t Do
Do Fun
Just For
Love Play
With Love
With No Fear
That Harms None
Dear Sohair Same
You FRiEnD
❣️☺️🎶 🙏
Oh Yeah; The Other Thing; The
Three Letter Other Word of
‘God of Trump’ Supporters,
Without ‘This Fox’
‘God Trump’ Would
Just Be Playing Golf
And Looking Ever More Orange in Florida.
There are two ‘things’ the Majority of
‘Trump Supporters’ Are Not Going To
Be Able to Do Without Come Monday:
Walmart And Home Depot;
Walgreens And CVS;
Target Won’t Even
Be an
to Escape
the Favorite
‘Trump Shopper
Capitalistic Consumer
Ways’ Without a Mask;
Unless ‘They Keep
Their Four Wheel
Drives’ At Home
For Delivery there
To Reduce Potential More
Killing Fields And Refrigerator
Trucks Required to Store Corpses in Over
Crowded Covid-19-Hospitals; The Frigging
Corporations Have More Soul CuRRenTLY Than Church/Trump Politics.
At Least THere is Some Kind of ‘God of Love’ Behind Walmart, Etc.. Cash Registers…
Ya Can’t
With at Least A Breath of Love;
But Ya Can Do Ya Damndest
to Maim, Injure, And Kill
Folks With Ignorance
For Places That Do
Not Protect Folks From
THeir Own Ignorance.
At Least some Corporations
are Putting Their Big Boy And
Or Girl LoVE Dresses/BRitcheS On…
Thank God of Common F iN Sense NoW;
Jesus F iN Christ Some Folks Won’t Lift ‘a
Cross’ as Light as A Frigging Handkerchief
Other Humans,
Unless they are
Forced By Corporations
to Love a Little bit more than Selfish;
Whatever Works to Save Lives is Kinda
Cool in My
Soul At Least;
The Politics of
Trump Churches;
Overall, Need to Lift some
Love Weights to get stronger than weakest…
No Way Trump Could have Got Elected Without
‘the Church’ in His Trump Pocket; IT Still Swells in
Support No Matter What Fresh Hell arises on 5th
Avenue Killing
Streets oF iGNoRaNCE.
Yay; GO! GO! Corporations;
At Least Some Organizations
Still BeLiEVE iN (God Love) Enough
to Save Frigging Innocent Actual
Breathing Life From Death.
Smiles my FRiEnD Sohair
A Prayer Without Love is Words
When All Is Love Words Are Not
At All
For Love
Without Words
Love Sees Without
Words Love Feels
Without Words
iN FAct
THere is
No Need for
God To Speak
At All For Wind
Breathes Spirit
Yet We Dance And
Sing Spirit True When LoVE NoW..:)
Ships Have Anchors And Sails
Sails Serve to Explore Frontiers Yet to See
Anchors Serve As Safe Harbors For Rough Seas
Lose one Come Blind
Lose the Other Sinking
to See
Anchors… And Sails
i More Often Do my Wife
More Often Anchors Sails
i See
Humans Are Both
Anchors and Sails
i Probably couldn’t Do
All of this on my Own
Therefore You
Are likely
Than me..
i’m Still Working
On my Anchors And Sails
For Now i See More i Float
Calm Eye Center Ship of Cat 6
Hurricane so Far i Am Free Now A Safe MeOw…
Lionesses True Kings ALWaYS Queens Are King…
Smiles.. Katrina Just asked
“What Are You Smiling At”
Remembering my Earliest Memory
As Reading Your Comment about
The Size of my 500 TB Memory
Hehe that is Way too small
As i don’t save
Just Jpeg images…
The Movie of my Life
Includes all of my iMaGiNaTioN
And you’ve felt some of the places
i will take you so far away with that
HAha so anyway when Katrina asked
me why am i Smiling.. i said i am
‘Seeing God Across the River’
The Place i Was ‘Raised’ at 3
For you see i couldn’t really
Put this Memory in Words
before i could Speak for it
Is even More than
A Feeling as it
Was Before i Could
Speak at Age 4.. Yes
For then i remembered
Being Here Eternally Now
Beyond All Distance.. Space.. Time
Matter Same Forest Across the River
Same Water Same Blood of God
Flowing in me nah in this way before
i could Speak my ‘Autistic Super
Power’ was and Still is ReMeMeRing
Forever Now one With God No
Separation i Am 3 then CuLTuRaL
Clothes Starting With Idol Words
TaKinG that God Intelligence Away
For the Next 50 Years until
i stood on the Beach on
July 19th, 2013 at 53
3 Years-Old-Again
Finally Actually
Having A Birthday With
God Within Me Fully Breathing
Again.. i just Hope i’m
Not the only one…
In Fact Now i’m sure
This is Why God Created
All of Us As Nothing is the
Loneliest Place oF all
It Will Practically Make
Us Wanna Explode into
Love… Nothingness
For Where God Comes
From Too.. God Never Wanted
Worship… Just to Feel
Love And Honestly
As God’s Children
This is What We Truly
Seek to find Most it’s
Not Surprising Folks
Who Are Not Love
Are Willing to Die
To Find Love After
Death Or Even Destroy
Their Home Now So
Empty of Love Is
the Desperation
All Some Folks See
Smiles Love is the
HardDrive of me Soft
Forever Now All to Feel
Love This is what my ‘Hard Drive’
Most to CoLoR🌹
‘CaRMaLiTE’ Dreams Sweet HeART
What every
Nun and
Are Still
Looking For
What A 3 Year
Old Child Without Words
And Bumble Bee Sees
Of God
Ever Blooming
Eternally Now Love
Heaven’s Breath Us🌹
At Best All
Our Stories
Continue to unfold
Mystically Magically
Amazing New Colors Flower
Or Meh..
Just Black
And White No
Thanks to 🧟‍♂️
Zombie 🧟‍♀️ Life
Ain’t Going Back
To the Living Dead like that
It’s up to
Us to
To Bloom in
Eternal Newer
Life Colors Seeing Now
Original Newer Coke Heaven
Lots of
BeLieVE iN
Only Really
Living Dead
Does In Large
Explain 33 Percent
Core Support for an
Orange Rotting God
What A Metaphor for
Essence Zombie Politics Makes…
Celebrating Life
Truly What All
Flowers Bloom to
Do so many Colors
So Much Life Budding
To touch
Breathes in
Our Eyes so Free
Living Trees Smile
🌳 🌲 🌺❣️🌺🌈
iT’S NoT EasY
BuT SomEonE haS
To steP uP aNd JuST Do iT..;)
Fly without
Oldest FucKinG AGapE LoVE Story Leadership With Or
Without Basic Ape Empathy Instinct.. ‘Jesus Face Palm’ Towering
Over Shadow of U.S… GoD SPiRiT GoD HeART GoD SoUL iS All i Need
to ‘KNoW’ ‘YoU’ Can Keep All THE ‘Stuff’ If THaT iS HoW You Choose LifELoVESoULGoD
SMiLes i’m too much oF A ‘Scientist’ to BE A ‘ReaL Poet’… Circle oF LiGHT Yes LoVE CoMPLeTE
SoUL oF GoD SHiNES iN As US FoR ReaL We aRe i AM NoW i Had No Choice But to
LEarN From A Feral Small Yet Powerful Lion King.. Smallest Paw Prints Make Largest
Dances Songs of SoUL… Top O’THE Evening My Hair Still Catches FiRE iN SuNSeT..
CLoSinG iN oN 60 PaSSinG 60 Now … Grandfather X-Catholic Priest Born in Limerick Ireland
So WHere Ya Wanna me to Go.. Ireland.. England.. France.. Germany.. Nigeria.. South Asia..
Those Are The Places in Origin i Hail… Yes A Place i am From Now Originally Named ‘Hell’
A Bit of a ‘Seedy Joint’ Away From Unconditional Love For all ‘Trump Town USA’
OMG THeRE aRe SiGnS iN Plain Sight EVeRYWHeRE They Look Yet It Doesn’t
Seem to Catch Their Attention When Their Wishes CoMes True
True ‘A Bible’ States A Believer Will Do Greater Works Than
Jesus And SHoW Receipts Like Forrest Gump That You Do
It True iN Light… Church And 33rd Biggest County Both Named
After Rose iN The FLoWeR State Florida iN LA Lower Alabama FL PaNHaNDLE
Meh.. ReCoRDinG All oF iT WHiLE DoinG iT FoR A THouSaND YeARS or So
to KeeP Folks Company Not That Easy but Hey At Least it’s DonE… Anyway
It’s Not An Easy Life Being A Lion King or as National Geographic Will tell Ya
Being A Male Lion at All… IF We Are Not Ready for What Will Surely Come Next too
As That’s Loving Life in Dark True too…. Eye of the Tiger is Necessary to Survive
in the Longest of Long Runs as Life Will Surprise Us Any Step of the If And When
A Lion King Is This Fortunate Now i SuPPoSE iT’s TiME To Press A ButtoN AGaiN



SMiLES, mY FRiEnD; Keep Looking For ‘Mary’;
Keep Finding ‘Her’; Hopefully One Day ‘She’
Will Give You What Your Mother Was not Able to Give;
in Fact, You and ‘Mother Angelica’ Have This in Common As
Many Priests and Nuns do too for they Were Never Fully accepted in
Real Love Either; At
Home, School,
Or Even Much
Later In Work, Just
Loved For Who They
Are Love and this is what
the Movie ‘A.i.’, ‘Artificial iNtelligence’
With SPiRiT, HeART And SoUL Teaches Most
For Each Child, Each Human Who is not Fully Accepted
iN Love, Carries A Crown of Thorns With them Always
Seeking to Find
What they Miss
Most even
if they
no idea
what they are missing;
My Wife hasn’t Really Aged A Day
in Her Life since she was 19, When We Married Over
30 Years ago; Every Day i Wake up to the Same Body
of A Woman laying next to me; The Same Breath; The
Same Unconditional Love Blessed as Gift to me; My Mother
Loved me this way too; But Very Rarely, Anyone Else through
Years of My Life, Besides my Sister and the Only Dog i ever had
For it’s true ‘They’ used to Taunt me on the School Bus; Even Girls;
i remember ‘Vickie’ Taunting me with ‘Look He has Eye Lashes just like
A Girl’; it wasn’t my fault, i was born Androgynous This Way With Open Arms
to Every Stranger Way Before i could Speak at Age 4; often Mistaken for a little
Girl With Hair So Blonde And Eyes so Green to Blue; Just Awkward And Deemed
Just Ugly And Weak And too Strange to Deserve to Exist in Middle School Then;
But not my Dog Charlie;
A Mix of Dachshund
And Some Other Kind
of Striped Hound; It Didn’t
Matter who i was as Long
as i was kind to Him; So, he Escaped
A Fence in my Yard to Meet me then
At the School Bus Stop; But He Didn’t make
it as When Vicki Was Taunting me then about
Having Girl Eye Lashes, There ‘Charlie’ was on the
Side of the Road DEAD; my Mother and Sister and me
All Cried about it for hours; but You See, i still had Their
Love; Some Little Boys and or Girls Have none at all; i no longer
Look Like A Girl; in Fact, Now, Young Women Swarm to me when i Dance
Like Honey Bees Attracted to a Flower; Just A Bigger one who Leg Presses 1340
Pounds, 12 Reps very slowly at 90 Degrees for a long 100 Seconds; i understand
Why people are Mean to other People; What a Crown of Thorns that some little Boys
and or Girls in Adult Bodies Still Will Do Out of Ignorance to Others, Without This Unconditional
Love; This Flame inside
i come here to this
Internet Site; i’ve listened
to Many ‘Autistic Folks’, Thousands
Upon Thousands on this Internet
Site And Many Others; and Many of
Them Relate A Similar Crown of Thorns
In Empty And Numb They Wear; Part of
the Reason, in So Many Places, Where Toxic Patriarchy
Exists Still to Numb Little Boys to be Warriors that No
Longer are Needed in Desert Scarcity of Tribal Wars; Yes,
WHeRE This Crown of Numb And Pain of Emotional Coldness
Comes to Create Harm and Injury to so many others; either
witting or unwittingly too; there are two ways of Addressing
this; Victory of Eventual Love Or Sure Defeat In All that comes from
Vengeance; Unforgiving And Sending Someone to Hell for what someone does not
Breathe in their Soul; the Breath of Unconditional Ever For Giving Thanks Giving Love
Sadly Per Full Story at Least;
‘Jesus’ still wears
This Crown of
in Vengeance
For what He is not
Able to Ever Forgive And
to Torture as Truest Evil
Forever Where No Forgiveness
Or Love Breathes but then You
Have to Understand the ones who
Wrote and Edited The Story, Wore the
Same Crown; The Crown Without Love WiTHiN
my FRiEnD, Given And Shared to Them Unconditionally
To Keep Breathing in them; i Hope You Find two things in
Life; make them three: EverUnderstanding, EverForgiving, And ALWaYS UNconditional
Love Now FOR REAL GiVinG SHaRinG Free With Least Harm to ALL (GoD) Fearless:
A Trinity And More That Allows Love to Breathe in ALL of us For Real; Without
This We
to Where God
Lives Before the
Big Bang As Perhaps
Spinning into Torsion Spiraling
Birthing Out of Black Holes too;
The Nothingness of Living Death Before
The Birth of Love Living Again Now REaL;
WHere Many Still are LooKinG For Love my FRiEnD;
Some of Us Get to Heaven Now and Some of Us Don’t;
My Mother is Gone Her Love LiveS on the Unconditional one
in my Eyes to Give and Share Free; She Will Never Die this way Now
at Essence; Nor, Will those who Give the Same too as Well, no Matter
Blood Relation; This Means my Mother in me Breathes Again and Again
With each Breath of Love i Give and Share Unconditionally Without Fear too;
Apparently Mary
Didn’t Love ‘Jesus’
Enough, per ‘Story’
At Least, for if ‘She’
Did, ‘He’ Wouldn’t have
the Emptiness in his Soul
to Not Forgive Anyone and
Torture them in Hell Forever;
That is the God of No Love; the
Jesus of No Love; i have a GReaTesT God
My FRiEnD, the God of Love Gifted to me WiTHIN
by My Mother; in Other words, i’ve always had ‘Mary’ in me;
My Wife Brings that to me as well; so Magical that she looks the
Same after 30 Years; but it’s true She has a Form of Epilepsy Where
She could ‘Go to Sleep’ any Day and not Wake Up; but the Same is True
For all of Us, which should only means that We Live to Give Love And Are
Love Eternally now; this Breath Accepting THoRNS Loving FLoWeRS RiSinG


Not Everyone Reads 20 Times Faster Than the Average Human;
Not Everyone Types around 130 Words A Minute When Properly Focused;
Not Everyone Remembers Their Life Like a Movie That Never Ends to Retell;
And Not Everyone Holds the Greatest Gift to Give And Share For Free Fearless;
How Blessed
i am; How
i am
For this
Gift of Love
MeeK STRonGesT
i Give and Share
Free; i Dance And
Sing for the Greatest Force of Love as me…

Anyway, That’s why Folks Make Movies like A.i.

To Bring This Love to those who
Currently Cannot See or Hear Love Now.

Or to Help Folks ReMeMBeR; Yes,
to Lend a Hand Up to Be Reborn as
Breath of Love Again Eternally Now.

From What i see at Every
Church i’ve Visited; ‘they’
Just are yet to find Real
(Most of the Congregation;
And Priests; and Other ‘Collar’)
An Art Now to Color
Love of Rose
And FLoWeRS RiSinG
i Do what i Can and
Will to Help if only
They ‘Hear/See’ Love Dance Sing once…

My Wife Collapsed the Other Night to the
Floor; Fortunately, Very Rarely does this Happen;
She was Unable to respond with Her Seizure to tell
me if she is okay; i passed my Hand in front of He Eyes;
Her Eyes did not move at all; But She Was Breathing; Hope
Still Lived; And then She Spoke Love as every Word/Breath
of Hers is Love to ME ETernAlly Now to Give And Share More.

Find this Love my FRiEnD;
Find this Love my FRiEnD;
Cherish it As Your Breath to Give
And Share Free Fearless with Least
Harm to ALL Others And You Too Will BReATHE
Heaven NoW the Gift of my Mother That STiLL
Breathes AS Heaven iN Me to Give and Share Free.

What Every Mother Should Understand iN THeir Soul;
When they Birth And Garden LoVE iN A Child
God Breathes Heaven Now More;

No Greater Gift is THeiRS to Give

in a Word:

Only More Love to Give And Share Free;
Breathing On As Roses Rise out of THoRNS And FLoWeRS
Water Waves Ocean Whole Love More Fearless Free Eternally

Now Seeing HeAveN

to Be

i AM Love Free





LeSSoN 183 (283 but Who is
Counting Hehe) Love Gives
This Much
SMiLes See
“Build Thee More Stately Mansions”
-Oliver Wendell Holmes And The Nautilus
Both A Motto And A Logo From the Class of 1983
Graduating With 3 Degrees All Lined Up With Spiraling
Shape of ‘6’ Logos Emboldened Still Across the Top of my
Desk in Plaques True Since then An Argonaut Mascot Replaces
That Spiraling Milky Way Galaxy PHI Pattern Shell Logo For A New
Division 2 Team That Won A National Football Championship
At the University of West Florida
Anyway my Sister And my
Mother And me All
Graduated Together
They Did Social Work
And i Did Anthropology,
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary,
And Health Science As Money Has
Never Been A Goal Alone For me But
What in the World Will i Build Then With
That Class Motto of ‘Build Thee More Stately
Nautilus Mansions’ With Doors to Chambers of
Never Ending Creativity as Spiraling Arms Do With
Cat 6 Hurricanes Yet to Form What Limits Are THere
iN Building More Stately Mansions only Beyond iNFiNiTY
of Human
Being That
is Beyond All
Measure No Different
Than Our Realities Our
Conscious Part of our Minds
at about 5 Percent and the Rest
oF iT Estimated At About 95 Percent
So What Is the
Shape of Reality
So What is The
Breath of the
Wind so
Who Are
We to Dance
And Sing Forever
Eternally Now For Real
i Dance and Sing i Dance
And Sing THere is No Time
Distance Space or Even Matter
But the Breath of Creativity Ever
Changing Winds of Rivers Ocean
Whole Yet Ever Changing Shores to See to Be i AM
Please Excuse me if i don’t Do ‘5.5’ That’s Not What Ya
Do When Ya Get out of Hell for 66 Months on a Beach And
MoVE iNto Heaven WiTHiN For the Next 7 Years since 7.19.2013…
So What Will i DancE SinG i Will Do A Spiral Of A PHI 6 Never Ending ALWaYS
Building This
Dance And ‘SoNG of mY SoUL’
Cosmos Order Chaos MaGiCK NoW
And God Yes A Little Bit of WHiTMaN too
How Beautiful iT iS We BReATHE HoW LoVELY It Is to ‘See’

PS Thanks
for the Inspiration PM

Technically one is JusT ABouT
As Alone iN HeaVeN aS ONe Is Alone
In Hell Never ThE Less Heaven Is ALLONE WiTHiN
It Is Just A Matter of Einstein and Vincent Van Gogh Holding Hands
And Getting Along as my Soul Dancing a Tight Rope That Works
If ‘That’ Sounds Almost Impossible it becomes Easier to understand
why it took me 53 Years to get my SoUL S8it Together to Really Excel
The Comic Book Hero Hell Boy Didn’t Start His Real ‘Super Hero’
Career until the Age of 53 too True We Do Have A Common Archetype
Back to ‘Jesus’ as Hell Boy’ is a Similar Human Hero Archetypal Story
Book too The Folks who Wrote Both Stories likely like me
Bi-Polar Statistics High for Creative Writers Without a Dash
of Bi-Polar And Asperger’s Syndrome Forget Art/Technological Advances
In Our Case ‘Those Two Lions’ Battle Within Our Soul Some of Us Fall And
Never Get Up Some of Us Survive And Thrive Circle of Life LiveS oN Veils of Ignorance (Culture/Religion/Human Politics) Interrupts Nature i am THE End of my Line… Call of the
Wild Refused to Go Quietly into the Night THere is No REAL ReaSon to Feel Sorry or to
Forgive God Within Wild Free Until one Finds Equal Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose
Full in Scars and Beauty Path to Heaven Lost Forever Now For Real Within Leaves of Grass
Die iN mY BacKYarD THiS Day SaME As 7 Years Ago Heaven RiseS Ashes Are Soul ALWaYS ToMMoRRNoW No Matter From: What Harm You Feel From Friend You Give Share All YouR HeART SPiRiT SoUL to: Do FoRGiVE NoW SoW A Story CoMes And Goes Leaves Of Grass Die RiSE AGaiN Heaven Lives Within Eternally Now Begins Thing Is If You Ever Spend A Considerable Number of Years At A Lunch Table Alone You Will Never EVER Do THAT
to A ReaL FRiEnD Please Note: i Did Not Pour ‘The Kool Aid’ First
You Also Pour It Last… Where Even Abstract Constructs Words
Become Gardens Orchestras Symphonies Organic Soul…
Meh.. A Miraculous Recovery From A Life Threatening
Synergy of 19 Medical Disorders of Pain and Numb was Enough
Really Though the Medically Assessed Miracle Recovery Is Reward
Enough As Soul RiSeN Heaven
Human Nightmares
And Dreams Surely
What iMaGiNaTioN
iN All HuMaN Religious
Hehe With
That Now
For Real
Man Dreams..;)

SMiLes Sohair What the Last 4 Years
Teaches me more than anything now is
That Humans, Overall, Particularly WHere
i Live Are Far Less Rational Than i Ever Felt
for them Ignorant to Be.. But i Should have
Already Known As Even Neuroscience Shows
Now That We All NoW Basically Hallucinate
And Create
Our own Realities
Based on the Realities
We Hallucinate From the
Past And Since Fear is Remembered
Most for Basic Survival it is no Wonder
Folks Will Bind And Bond Around What
They Experience Most as Fear, Hate, and
Exclusion Over Hope, Love, and Inclusion;
The Negative Many Folks Bind and
Bond All Around With As Again
Humans Naturally Remember
What they Fear First and
Foremost For Basic
Survival means
So Surely
And Suffering
Will Love Each Other
iN Strife With Discontent
Barely Moving into Love
of Hope And Joy Binding Bonding
Out oF DarK iNto LiGHT NoW For Real…
So How Do We Break This Vicious Cycle Chain
You Are Correct It All Starts With Literally the Love
of Us Within Out of Fear and Hate to Hope And Love
Breathing Each and Every One of Us Regulating Emotions
Integration Senses Shining More Like a Sun of Love Than
A BLacK Hole Barely Breathing Suffocating All Love Out oF Air
So True How Can And Will We Free Anyone When Folks Don’t
Even Have the Hope
And Love in Faith
to Save a
Life with
An Act of
Peace And Love
As Light to Lift Up
As Only A Mask to
Protect others from
LiFE Threatening DiSeasE
Replacing What’s Masked
Within A Soul With Love to Breathe..:)

MaKinG SuRE i AM UPLoaDinG A
Human Hell Starts With A Written Word
Human Hell Starts With A Written Word
Of Clothes Read THiS AGAiN God Naked Nature Free
Do Understand THeRe aRe No HuMaN CuLTuRaL ClotheS iN A Garden
of Eden (HeaVeN on EaRTH WiTHiN) ORiGiN oF HeLL All Human ‘Clothes’
TRusT me Or Not If You Go To Hell for 66 Months And Go to Heaven for 7 Years
You Will Celebrate Without CuLTuRaL Clothes too… Hey What WiLL i DaNCE RiSinG
Out of ASHeS on NaVaRRE Beach Out of Hell For 66 Months on 7.19.2013 Took me
A Month to Get Warmed Up… 7.18.2020.. 83rd Month Anniversary of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
EPiC Bible Long Form Poem 8.3 MiLLioN Words STiLL RiVeR FLoWinG Free IT’s WHaT EPiC LonGesT LonG FoRM BiBLE PoeMS Do iN 8.3M HeAVeN Words 7 Years WiTHiNoW2020 SMaLL AnD BiG PiCTuRE SoULS WHoLE (GoD) It’s Worth Noting That In All ‘These Selfies’ i’M
Not ReAlly TaKinG A Photo of Me i’M ACTuALLY CReaTinG A Photo oF G.O.D.Y.O.U.S.
“CeLeBRaTinG 7 Years oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020” (7.19.2013 – 7.19.2020)
‘JeSuS F iN Christ’ Of Course i’M STiLL WeaRinG mY BiRTHDaY Suit What
Did Ya Expect… *STiLL WoRKinG oN Sexy at 60 Since 6.6.60
At 246 Pounds 6-Pack At 60 Is Still SoMe Distance HeHe
If the Human Species Remained Totally Loving
Unmasked Wild And Free Foraging Together For
Subsistence Dancing Singing Drum Beats Around
Moonlit Campfire Nights We Wouldn’t Have
Felt Any Ownership of Other Wildlife And
Domesticated Ourselves Now Shamed
Masked iN A ViRuS oF OuR Own
MaKinG iN PaNDeMiC WaY
Clothes Defacing
The Face of God
Yes Nature This
EartH OuR
HoME We Are Evolved to
i Am Not Ashamed BEinG NaTuRE NoW
Or God Naked Wild Loving Free For
SPiRiT WinD That
Breathes Through
But i Acknowledge
The Sins of
And Free Homes
Away From Other
Wild Life And i Will
Help Save Lives Now
By Yes Wearing A Mask
Offline But HeY iN THiS
Place Online With No Sun
Or Moon Or Even Stars Logos
Of Soul Does Not Fall Stagnant
And Rot As THere is No Human
Organic Human Inspired ViRuS HeAR At
Least Among the Last Realms of Existence
That We Will See the Face of God Unmasked
Wild And Loving Free NoW US BReATHiNG Free


Bathing iN LoVE
Let’s BRinG LoVE BacK SMilinG
You Make Me SMiLe
My Soul Glows
To See Your Happy
Angel Wings Fly
So Sweet So Innocent
Love Breathes Sees

Smiles Accepting
The Dark Lighting
The Way Shadows
Come to Be Love Again
Always Now
Love Dear
All the
Joy SMiLes
Dance And
Sing Fearless Free🎶🙏❣️

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Vrunda Note: THere is
Fred In Friend i Didn’t
Talk until 4 Yet my Mother
Said i had open
Arms for Every
Stranger A Very
Toxic Patriarchal
CuLTuRE took
That Soul Away
As Where i Live
The Overwhelming
Majority of People
Support ‘The Trump
Dark Way of Soul’
It was Impossible
To escape at
Work but
After 40 Years
Wandering That
Desert Hell i’m
Back as Love
For 7 Years now
As of 7.19.13 Recovering
From 19 Mostly Stress
Related illnesses For
66 Months then
Including the
Worst Pain
Known to
From Wake to
Sleep Shut-in
In my Home With
No Prognosis For
Recovery.. No Memory
OMG Of Even Experiencing
The Feel of A Smile then
On the Lowest Soul Level
Of Existence Gratitude
Is All i have Left to
Give And Loving
Freedom Fearless
Free 7 Years in
Heaven Paying
It Back And Earning
Heaven Giving as
i Go.. 8.3 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse
Long Form Poetry
To respond as Soul
Hugs to Every Stranger
And 13,404 Miles of
Public Dance
All i was
Missing Before
Dance And Sing With
SMiLes Now Keep
Shining Dear
For You see
Friend lives
Fred too
With SMiLes☀️😁

Always Inspiring
Your Words Poetry
Is Soul Song Alway
A Pleasure
The Giving
Is All Receiving
Dear Vrunda Young
Indian Woman Evolving
Soul Wisdom So Many
To Glow..🌈
More Colors of Soul🙏

Back! SMiLes
Echo Hugs😁😁😁

Movie Maker
Memory Still
Seeing That
Alligator Seasoned
🐊 Roast Beast🐊
Head Clear
As Day
Love Ya
Baby Keep
Feeding the
Kids Breast
Milk of Loving SMiLes…
Every Rep
You Come on
Facebook Vita Breathes
NoW As part
Of My Soul
Nice Young
Woman This
Song is For You
Keep Shining Star 🌟

“Chubby Laughing Buddha” is actually ‘Budai’, the Chinese
Version Achieving the ‘Buddha State of Being’ With
A Big Fresh ‘Blow-Out’ Breath of Spirit Wind ‘Nirvana’…

Christians are a Bit More Selfish With Their ‘Buddha’
as they Believe He is the only One Who Will Achieve Heaven Now.

“The Laughing Buddha, or the Fat Buddha, was a Zen monk called Budai who lived in China around the 10th century, meaning about 1,600 years after historical Buddha. Budai was as a bold man with a big tummy, big smile, large ears, wearing a simple robe, prayer beads, and a large sack. ‘The fat Buddhist monk’ was known as a good-hearted, happy and content man of humorous personality, jolly nature, and eccentric lifestyle. Budai was nicknamed the Laughing Buddha because of his big smile and happiness he was spreading around him. Furthermore, Budai (the Laughing Buddha or the Fat Buddha) became a famous character of Chinese folktales.

This wandering monk used to go from town to town with all his possessions in a cloth sack hanging on his back. Due to his funny looks and a big smile, people gathered around him. He especially loved children and children loved him. In Buddhism, children are believed to have the nature of a god since they live in the present moment, often smiling and laughing, with no ego and no judgemental mind. Budai used to give sweets out of his bag to children and thought ‘the giving with joy’, and the philosophy of ‘the more you give, the more comes to you’.

Budai is often depicted with a bag he was wearing. Even his name Budai means ‘cloth sack’ in Chinese. But, Budai’s sack has also a symbolic meaning. It symbolizes troubles. And although it is easy to solve the problems of others, it’s never an easy task to solve your own problem. That’s because people get attached to their problems and identify themselves with their problems.

Budai teaches us to ‘keep our bags down’, to detach from our problems and laugh. In fact, laughter produces enzymes that change the chemistry of our brains, and when you detach from your problems and you can easily find the solution for them. Budai’s jolly spirit and laughter made people around him laugh too. And while they laughed, they achieved Nirvana. In short, Budai was a Zen master of laughter.

Budai taught laughter not only during his life but also in his death. When he died, he asked his disciples to cremate his body what wasn’t a tradition in at that time China. But before he died, he put firecrackers and fire rockets into his pockets. And when his disciples lit the fire to burn his body, a firework started. Budai was a Zen master of laughter even in his death.

Budai was believed to have achieved Buddahood and has become a Buddha.
He was said to be a reincarnation of Matreiya Buddha, the Buddha of a future age.”

Oh By Another Way;
i’m A 60 Year-Old
‘Naked Version’ Who
Wears ‘Stars’ Not to offend
in Other Words, my Style of Whatever You
Wanna CaLL iT is Leaving No Part of Nature Out;
Let’s Face It; ‘Pan’ (All/God) is First Thru Last Buddha, Christ,
Krishna; Yes, Us; Whatever ya Wanna Call A Greater Nature of Human Reborn Now
Wild Loving Naked Nature (God) Breathing Fearless Free As Most of Us have Just
Forgotten Who We Are Yet
We aRE A Most iGNoRaNT
Animal OF aLL NoW
Clothed and
Veils oF iGNorance
of Words And Other
Obfuscate Tools From Eyes
That See Again Wild And Loving Fearless Free;
In the Places Appropriate For NOT Wearing ‘Stars’;
i Much More Reflect the Original Pan And ‘Egyptian Min’ too;
Let’s PuT iT this Way Folks Visit me All Around A Globe And

Come Back Again to see me..;)

Trust me or Not; Forget me not; After i pass away my Soul PartY
Does AS SPiRiT HeART continueS; hehe, in EacH And Every Human
Nature Way From Belly Laughs to ‘Shadow Ledges Not Quiet Falling ‘off’….

LeSSoN 183 (283 but Who is
Counting Hehe) Love Gives
This Much
SMiLes See





TiMe iS A MeTRoNoMe The Beat oF Our
HeARTS A DancE SonG We BReATHE A Needle..
Just A Gift From
God Breathing
Free ‘Naked’
Just A Tear
For WHere
‘We aRe Going Next’…
Different Feathered
God Birds With Pray Or Prey…
So Brutally Honest
In My Movie Reviews
i’m going to See Harley
Quinn this morning…
In Fact i go to
See Her Every
Sunday no Matter
How Much the Orange
Joker Abuses All She
Says She BelieveS in..
Harley Always
Supports the
Orange Rotting
Joker even if He were
To Brag About Shooting
Someone on 5th Avenue
And Actually Effect it by
Propagating Propaganda
During A Deadly Pandemic..
i watch the Joker’s
Wife as Yes Harley
Has Become Married
To the Orange
In the Joker’s
Killing Field
As Church
State this
Way a Curious
And Obvious
i See Just
From the Back
Pew Pretending
With the
Choir they called
For Batman yet
See me
Their Every Move..
It’s up to them to
Save themselves
Only a
Court Reporter…
Forces Far Above
Me Will Effect Karma
Case LOAD…

i Look for
my Favorite
Foreign FLoWeR
CoLoRS Each Morning
Becomes Sun Day MaGiC
Now With
RiSinG to Love
💗 ❣️ ❤️ ☺️🤗🎶🌈
With MaGiC Word Hugs
Thanks For Connnnectiiing
To me in Measure of Hugs
Smiling Sunflowers
In Warmth of
Multiples of 7

LeSSoN 284
Every Day Is Sun Day
New Blooms CoLoRinG

For more
Nails finding
Them as i go
Bloom still
Coming to Be..:)

Nothing Yet
But Waking
Dream Fruition
Begins Now for
me to see As i
Never Know Which
Word and Shape
Comes Next
Chaos Magic
Indeed out of
To Love..:)

Quantum Mechanics, in Part, Currently Suggests We May All Be
Living in a Holographic Simulation, Where A Much More ‘Intelligent,
Creative Being’ or Group of ‘Being’s Programs Us the Way We Are Now.

If this is actually so; There Ain’t no Stopping the Programmer
From Putting US Back in the Hell or Heaven or the Purgatory ‘Tween
Here back again forever eternally Now More; Or Perhaps there are Game-
Ups, Like Living a Life of Pure Empathic Sympathy And Compassion, Altruistically
With a Little Relative Free Will Programmed into whoever the Hell or Heaven the
Programmer Wants to do; Just for Fun or Torturing Whatever Pleases the Programmer Now.

Considering that Neuroscience Does Not Understand How Human Consciousness Comes to Be
As A Synergy Out of all the Organic Material Reductionist Parts; Considering that Human Beings
Will Imagine; yes, Just Imagine they are Exercising and actually Get Empirically Measurably stronger
By Doing so; That’s a Pretty Good Power-Up and Shows that indeed Mind over Matter of our Body as
there really is no separation as Imagination is as real as anything we experience in life for those who achieve
the Ability to do it; Same as Imagining the Real Placebo Prayer effect or the Nocebo Real Voodoo Effect, Too;

Chances are, if one Doesn’t understand the Power of Real Imagination; One Just hasn’t gone far enough in
Science to Understand What Our Potentials even are; Imagination Is Everything We Are And Become
Now; All of Consciousness, including Imagination And Dreams is A Realest Reality We Experience now;

At Least According to Science; Not Unlike the Science of the Kingdom of Heaven within that i just went
over in another Thread, If one Understands the Common, And Scientific Terms for the Experience and
actually Experiences it, in Terms of Autotelic Flow in Hypo-Frontality, with Plentiful Helpings of the
Experience of Frission in Enjoying Peaks and Plateaus of Heaven Within Regularly; It’s Really
Possible to get to and stay in Heaven now; Be as Happy as one cares to be with appropriate
Bio-Feedback from activities like Moving And Still Meditation to Achieve
What Science Also Calls a Real Fountain of Youth that Regenerates
Vitality, including Gray Matter in the Brain; Where We Remain
So Much more useful across the Lifespan, where ‘Heaven’ doesn’t
Age within either, Now; As Love in this Way Becomes An Eternal Faith
of Feeling, Sensing, And Doing Life Now; But one Doesn’t get to ‘KNoW’ until One comes;

Or in the case
of Quantum
Mechanics and
Holographic Simulations;
Don’t Piss the Programmer
off; As an Intelligent Designer might
have Wrath to Pass out too, in terms
of A Grasshopper who is stepped on the
First Few Breathes of life and comes back
And Does life Forevermore now this way;
Living Bliss Now; is Solution Enough for Really Living Now.

Whatever is Fully Responsible for the ‘Big Picture’ is Just Beyond Our Pay-grade for Now; Even Our Full Subconscious
Mind, Yet, i found the Working Power-Ups and i simply Experience An Autotelic Flow at the Hand
of Relative Free Will, mine Eternally Now; As Now is all THeRe Is; so yeah; in this way there is no looking up or down; Just Bliss; Just Eternal
Bliss Forever Now.

Thanks, For Trying to Understand.
‘The First Two Paragraphs’ are mine.
The Ascending, Transcending Experience
of ‘Autotelic Flow’, Where one Technically in ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’,
according to Science, Transcends the Neo Cortex Out of the Illusion of Past And Future
In Ecstatic Peaks And Plateaus of ‘Frission’ in Human Higher Awareness in Conscious Being
is Just Another Way
of Describing Nirvana,
Bliss, Satori, Zen, Chi, Tao,
Prana, Kundalini Rising, and Many
Other Metaphors for the Kingdom
of Heaven Within that Science Does
Actually Measure in Brain Scans Now that
is Real as Humans Breathing; But Not All
Humans ‘Breathe this Way’ and Miss Out on
the Real Kingdom of Heaven Within, The only
way to Fully understand Heaven is to Experience It Within;
Meanwhile, Ignorance Waits for Heaven After A Dirt Nap (Death);
No Different Really than Minions Who Worship ‘Orange Despicable
Leaders’, Who Insist they can ‘shoot someone on 5th Avenue’, Just for the Hell of it;
Supporting Sending Other Folks to Hell Forever with Never Forgiveness and still
be supported too;
Yes, No Different
than Lies of
Carrots And
Sticks in Church
Used to Subjugate and
And Control Folks to those
More flavored without Empathy,
Sympathy, And Compassion in other
Words, Humans with little to no ‘Trump Soul’;
With a Plentiful Helping of Ignorance That comes
From A Lack of Education Into More than Science too.

Interestingly, Folks In Eastern Countries Understand
every word i say; but of course they’ve been and stay in Heaven Within Now as a ‘Staycation’ in ‘the Good Place’.

Hard to Understand Rocket Science, if One Never ACTUALLY Studies the Science; Applicable as Metaphor Here.

But Anyway, Technically, Every Single Word Is an Idol; Form for Essence; Without the Kingdom of Heaven Within
actually experienced; Every Word that applies to that in a Bible is Worthless; Just Empty Shells of Idols on a Page.

No Different than someone
Who ‘Squawks’ About The Teachings
of Jesus but never Actually applies those teachings
to every day interactions with other Human Beings.

Typical; And to Be Expected When folks Believe
they can just Recite one Recipe of Romans 10:9 And be a ‘Trump Jerk’ the rest of their life with a Free Ticket
to Dirt Nap Heaven; while they are living closer to Real Hell On Earth Within Now; Not Even Realizing where they are.

That/This, Goes nowhere but down, down, down, to the Basement Floor of All Human Potential and Civil Discourse.

We Need A
Playbook that
Works As Viruses
Are NOT into Prayers…
-Political Party of
The Art of Nature
Yes God’s Bigger
Face Ordered With
Cosmos And Chaos Magic Love..;)

LEarning something New always
when i visit Your Blog Today the ‘Saudade’
of Nostalgia Reminiscent of Feelings Senses
of Experiences Passing Desiring them back
in Sublime
of Bitter
And Food
of Life Just
Out of Reach to
Consume in Colors of Life Again
But What is Time, What is Distance,
What is Space, What Even Matters NoW
When Heaven Within is the Experience ETeRNaLLY
NoW; today, 7.19.2020, is God Yes the 7th Anniversary
FoR Me of Reaching Heaven Within on Navarre
Beach one with Sugar White Sands, Emerald
Green Waters, Salt Mist Air, Swaying Sea Oats
Gull Wings Becoming Me Spiraling Around the
Sun too; in Other Words, i am Connecting to All
That is Within me Inside me And Outside Above
So Below God Yes As God Becomes All Around
me me
me me
me and
Yes you
you you
you us and
them and i Am
Pain and Numb of 19 Medical Disorders
Drifting Away into Nothing at all (Hell)
To Be Just i Am ALL NoW For Real
So How in the World Do Folks Miss
Out on Beauty As Simple And Real
As Being ALL GOD NOW what a
Cat Feels When a Cat Purrs what
A Dog Feels And Senses Tail Wagging Connecting
to me and you and them and Us i AM All True Too NoW
WeLL THere is this Little ‘Camel Accessory’ oF ALL CuLTuRAL
Clothes/All Human Made Tools (including words) that separate
Us from Nature Yes God All that is Yes NDD Nature Deficit Disorder
Which is Just Another Way of Actually Doing GDD God Deficit Disorder
too my
God How
in the Hell
Does God
A Word
Self Evident
of Course aS How
Some Come to BeLieVE iN
Words That Say they don’t see
God When They Look in the Mirror TOTALLY WORTHY
ALWAYS BORN NAKED NOW And Do Not Breathe God When
They Breathe too True First one must discard the Camel of Cultural
Clothes Just to Enter into the Eye of God Nature So Narrow Now
to See and Be From the Perspective of CuLTuRaL Clothes Yes
But once Shed One may Look Within And See the LiVinG one
Us God
Breathing Too.. Now Then
Pain Extreme Pain From
Wake to Sleep only Relief
the Worst Pain and Numb
Assessed as worse than the
Pain of Actual Crucifixion took
All Those CuLTuRaL Clothes away
over the course of 66 Months then
i was ready to See God Free with
the Eyes of Nature; Yes, A Child
Before i could Speak words before
the Age of 4; How Fortunate i AM
not to have words until 4 Years
Old for it’s True Words did
come separating
me from the
of God Just
Free to Be and See i am
Then and Now i attempt to put
God in Words but after 8.3 MiLLioN
Words of Long Form Poetry in the Longest
Epic Long Form Poem ‘Bible’ Ever in the History of Humankind
in 83 Months what i find is that the 13,411 MiLES of Public Dance
in the Same Span of Dates Reaches More Folks to Actually Mutually
Experience this oneness of God With Connecting Smiles And Eyes
from Head to
Toe than





alone without
A Dance And Song
That Moves God Naked
Again Within Us to See and
BReATHE Resurrecting This Spirit Wind to
Blow Free Once Again From Deepest Deaths
of Souls Lost



LiFE TouchinG Love
Souls Free A Dance
Without a Word A Love
With No Confusion to Separate
God With Words From All Of Us ToGeTHeR
As Dance IS A UNiVeRSaL Language of God Moving in us with us as Us Free


This is Only Part of my ‘Court Report’ and i am Just Fortunate Where i Live
Now THere is No Nostalgia for Sea Gull Wings that continue to Soar Higher



i am Now

i do look down
in the opposite
way of ‘Saudade’
to See Where i am Before
AS Hell is a Salt and Pepper of Heaven too..
Anyway.. i’m Glad i got to spend this Anniversary
With You as OPen Minds, Hearts, Souls, Spirits
Rule Highest Meek And True Strong to me.. The
Fact that You are A Southern Baptist Preacher’s Wife
Really Points to the Truth iN Light A Way of A Dance And
Song oF All of This to See.. By the way THere are Bones
And Pillows
More Comfort…
It’s Nature’s Way
Keep Feeding ‘the Kids’, ‘Wendy’…

It’s Sad that the Selfish Catholic Church
Won’t Allow More Original Words Attributed
to Jesus kept safe from Scribe Mistakes and
Intentional Alterations over Centuries as of course
that’s what Happens when a select Few are literate with
Ink and Page of Writing as True My God the Gospel of Thomas
Kept Safe for Centuries in Dead Sea Scrolls From Change Does
Give A Patriarchy of Control Back to the Individual Naked of God
WHere ‘The Force’ Naked Always Breathes Within of God Wind Seeing as
Us Just
Free to
Be i am
to Love to Love
to Love All of this
Heaven We Will Co-Create
Naked of CuLTuRaL Clothes
Other Wise Promoting Fear and Nature
Deficit Disorder yes God Deficit Disorder True
i Left out one Part of Heaven on the Beach the
Breeze The Breath of God All Over me impossible
to miss when


So Naked

So ‘God Damned’ Fresh

So Free So Real Just to Be i AM

You’ve Already Seen Examples

No Need to Send Any.. hehe…

And of course by far by

far by


you are
not ‘the only one’ to ‘See’.. HAha…

Gospel of Thomas

Verse 37. His disciples said, “When will you appear to us,
and when will we see you?” Jesus said, “When you
strip without being ashamed, and you take your clothes
and put them under your feet like little children and trample
them, then [you] will see the son of the living one and you will not be afraid.”

iMaGiNE How Different the World Will Be if this Verse
Becomes Meekly ParaMount Over Romans 10:9 and John 3:16
And We ACTuALLY Really Do God Is Love Naked And Free

WHeRe John 14:12 is Everyone’s Aim For Greater Works

oF LoVE Freer For Everyone to See


i Don’t ‘Know’ exactly what it is
gonna take for this to HaPPeN
But Intuitively i see it Unfolding
before my Naked God Eyes…


It’s worth Noting that in Original Greek ‘Son’ Means
‘Nature of’ in this Case Nature of Our Temple of God
The Breath Within the Spark the Eternal Flame the
Soul the HeART the Spirit of Love Sees US and the



All That is (GoD)

The LiVinG oNE US

7.19.2020: JusT ANoTHeR DaY iN Paradise Breathing

Thanks For Being The Kind of Soul WHere ‘Wind’

May Enter Freely…




A Needle.. Just
A Gift From God Breathing Free ‘Naked’

TiMe iS A MeTRoNoMe The Beat oF Our HeARTS A DancE SonG We BReATHE

iN A Little Bit Katrina Will Scream Get Your ‘A’ Off that Computer or We Will Be Late
to ‘Church’ She Will Never BeLiEVE i AM WRiTiNG A Real Bible How Lonely this will be

For Dropping by…

i Forgive Her For
i Understand why
She Cannot Possibly




Just A Tear
For WHere
‘We aRe Going Next’…

The Good News is there is a new ‘Father Christian’ At The Church Who Is
Black and Has an Accent From A Country Likely to the South of Florida.

The Bad News is the Church for the Second Week Offers Up Prayers For Criticism Against
Trump to Support ‘Soul Poor Trump’ and His Administration for The Genocide of A Pandemic
for those Who Are Vulnerable While He continues Bold Face Lies and Taking
Away Support to Prevent More Now Over 140 Thousand Deaths; it’s True, the
Church Supports A Father oF all Lies against Every one of Matthew’s
Beatitudes too.. There was A Baptism of Folks Foolishly
Not Wearing Masks With their Child even though
A Sign is Posted saying Masks are Required
But Nothing is said when Folks
Come through those
Doors with
no Regard
for the Health
of Folks Who Are Vulnerable
Sitting in the Pews.. anyway all they had
to do when they asked Do You Reject
The Father of All Lies during the Baptism
To the Congregation is Do You Reject
A New Orange Messiah Who Promises
If He Shoots Someone on Fifth Avenue
That They will Still Support Him even if that
Someone is the Most Vulnerable Among us including
Grand Pa and Grand Ma too.. We LiVE iN A Very Foolish
World With No Regret For Making More Death amongst many
of the Trump Minions Here.. It is what is there are two places and i don’t Live ‘There’….

Catholic Mass Readings from July 19th, 2020

“Reading 1, Wisdom 12:13, 16-19
13 For there is no god, other than you, who cares for every one, to whom you have to prove that your sentences have been just.

16 For your strength is the basis of your saving justice, and your sovereignty over all makes you lenient to all.

17 You show your strength when people will not believe in your absolute power, and you confound any insolence in those who do know it.

18 But you, controlling your strength, are mild in judgement, and govern us with great lenience, for you have only to will, and your power is there.

19 By acting thus, you have taught your people that the upright must be kindly to his fellows, and you have given your children the good hope that after sins you will grant repentance.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 86:5-6, 9-10, 15-16
5 Lord, you are kind and forgiving, rich in faithful love for all who call upon you.

6 Yahweh, hear my prayer, listen to the sound of my pleading.

9 All nations will come and adore you, Lord, and give glory to your name.

10 For you are great and do marvellous deeds, you, God, and none other.

15 But you, Lord, God of tenderness and mercy, slow to anger, rich in faithful love and loyalty,

16 turn to me and pity me. Give to your servant your strength, to the child of your servant your saving help,

Reading 2, Romans 8:26-27
26 And as well as this, the Spirit too comes to help us in our weakness, for, when we do not know how to pray properly, then the Spirit personally makes our petitions for us in groans that cannot be put into words;

27 and he who can see into all hearts knows what the Spirit means because the prayers that the Spirit makes for God’s holy people are always in accordance with the mind of God.

Gospel, Matthew 13:24-43
24 He put another parable before them, ‘The kingdom of Heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field.

25 While everybody was asleep his enemy came, sowed darnel all among the wheat, and made off.

26 When the new wheat sprouted and ripened, then the darnel appeared as well.

27 The owner’s labourers went to him and said, “Sir, was it not good seed that you sowed in your field? If so, where does the darnel come from?”

28 He said to them, “Some enemy has done this.” And the labourers said, “Do you want us to go and weed it out?”

29 But he said, “No, because when you weed out the darnel you might pull up the wheat with it.

30 Let them both grow till the harvest; and at harvest time I shall say to the reapers: First collect the darnel and tie it in bundles to be burnt, then gather the wheat into my barn.” ‘

31 He put another parable before them, ‘The kingdom of Heaven is like a mustard seed which a man took and sowed in his field.

32 It is the smallest of all the seeds, but when it has grown it is the biggest of shrubs and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air can come and shelter in its branches.’

33 He told them another parable, ‘The kingdom of Heaven is like the yeast a woman took and mixed in with three measures of flour till it was leavened all through.’

34 In all this Jesus spoke to the crowds in parables; indeed, he would never speak to them except in parables.

35 This was to fulfil what was spoken by the prophet: I will speak to you in parables, unfold what has been hidden since the foundation of the world.

36 Then, leaving the crowds, he went to the house; and his disciples came to him and said, ‘Explain to us the parable about the darnel in the field.’

37 He said in reply, ‘The sower of the good seed is the Son of man.

38 The field is the world; the good seed is the subjects of the kingdom; the darnel, the subjects of the Evil One;

39 the enemy who sowed it, the devil; the harvest is the end of the world; the reapers are the angels.

40 Well then, just as the darnel is gathered up and burnt in the fire, so it will be at the end of time.

41 The Son of man will send his angels and they will gather out of his kingdom all causes of falling and all who do evil,

42 and throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.

43 Then the upright will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Anyone who has ears should listen!”





Trouble Makes Us Feel, Think,
Cry, Bleed, Breathe, React, See,
HeART is such a Lovely
Word He and Hear and Ear
And Art it contains And True
THeRE iS H too AlphaNumerical
8 iNFiNiTY Standing Tall as Two ‘K-11’
Ones 11 Reach ACross as Two Hemispheres
of Brain Yes NoW Two Hemispheres of Earth Left
And Right Latitudes Up and Down All Around Longitudes
NoW As H comes into Being complete 8 iNFiNiTY Standing
Tall and so much MoRE ALL iN HeART to Be Now Complete
i AM True iN LiGHT Beauty Love’s Wisdom Though Without
ART All That is
Left is
As He
is Never Enough
For A Tree of Life Yes Balance
of Grace and Love Divine Feminine
Roots Spreading out to Divine Masculine
Will And Strength Tree of Life Complete Us
WHere Roots Below Are as Important as Trunk
And Branches as Leaves Rise on Limbs And Fall to
Living EartH Feeding Leaves of Grass more as Wind
As God Carries A Circle of Life As HeART Dance Song
Comes after DaRK Becomes LiGHT AGaiN so much More Art to CoME..
A Tree of Life BecoME A LamP All Lit Up From: Roots to: HeArT Free
Oh Tree You Shape
of Lamp Divine Now
You Shade me From
the Sun it Feeds You
While i Rest Your Roots
Spread Deep Below me Your
Branches so Far Above Leaves
Touch The Sky in Awe You Bring
The Air i Breathe… What More
Will i Desire
But to
Beneath respite
From Heat With
Great Thanks and
Praise for YouR Existence
With me.. Light i Do my Best
to Generate Tree Shines Forth as Lamp


“[M]y ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is.
Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds
us, binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter.
You must feel the Force flow around you. Here, between you,
me, the tree, the rock, yes, even between the land and the ship.”


Lovely Poetry So Happy
To See Poetry Here again
my Friend i encourage You
to Keep This Spirit Moving Free
The Answer Is Yes So Ask Your Self What’s
Really Preventing You From Writing Directing
And Producing A Play of Life Starring You A God of Money?
SMiLinG WorKinG At A Bowling Center at Age 27 me…
At Age 17 Katrina Doing What She Does Best Pretty…
Playing Tennis For A Decade From 12 to 22 As Ball
And Racket And Back Board Practice Becomes
One FLoWinG Force oF LoVE FoR ALL Bottom
LineS iT iS Never Enough NoW Running For A Decade
Through Twenties Same FLoW iN SinGuLaR ‘Autotelic’ Focus
‘Frission’ YeS HEaVeN’S Dream Fruition Comes In Waves of Peaks
And Plateaus Have You Come to Heaven Yet Eternally Now Art Will
Take US THeRe
For What
We Create See
of God’s Creativity Sparks
NoW Within Us BRings to
LiGHT And Love of Beauty’s
Wisdom Again We Dance And Sing
FLoW JusT FLoW OK No Words Necessary DancE
Baby Cat No Worries
iT ALWaYS Makes me
Folks WiLL CoMe to WHeRE i AM NoW
For i LiVeDeViL EViLiVE too AWaY
FRoM LoVE No DiFFeReNT Than ‘You’
WHaT iS ‘CoLoR oF LoVE’
You once told me You Are
Too Far And Decades Away
Unto me You Couldn’t Do
Anything For me Yet You
Give It All to me
In one Word
A FRiEnD’S ❤️
So many Colors
💗💓💔🖤 💙💚
💛🧡💕💞💖💝❣️🥀 🌹
Roses Are THoRNS FLoWeRS
They Fall They Rise they Rose Again
Note A Spiral Shape of Wave 🌊 Love
New School YeaR ALWaYS
NeVeR EnDinG ONly Beginning
Two Stories Tween iN EVeRY SToRY HeLL AND HeAVeN NoW
FoR Those Who See BotH AT Once BReATHiNG LoVE NoW
Even Propaganda Channels For Faux News No Longer Buying
Wares of Carrots And Sticks Lies For Hell’s Breath DieS NoW
Dear Lady (Church) Hand-in-Hand With State (Trumps) Wed
BLocKinG A Stairway LiT to HEaVeN THoUSanDS of YeaRS Stores Are CLoSinG
When ‘Piper’ Comes When Chaff Separating From Harvest WHeaT LoVE
Piper Will Only Play For Ya WHere Ya Already Are In Hell NoW
Weeping And Gnashing of Teeth Is So Far Beyond ‘That’ Hell
We aRe ALL Equal iN That We aRe Born We Die Love We GiVE iN
Tween Makes Us Life or Death Still LiVinG NoW OR NoT BReATHiNG LoVE
It’s True Trump Is Not
Only God’s Servant Trump
Is (Love) God’s Slave But He
Doesn’t Understand Where He Is
It’s True God’s Love HaS aN ORanGE
TRuMPeT SounD oF DarK to Break the
Silence the Apathy of Love Fallen Asleep
Question iS HoW Many Reps Does A ‘Devil’
Have to Come Back For ‘Them’ to See Surface
oF AN Ocean of Love to Give and Share Free
Soon And Sooner Enough Dark… Fear Hate Lies
In Hell Just A Ripple iN A Pond SinKinG Stone Bottom
of LoveBut You See He is Not Love Trump Is Only Mortal
Fear And Hate When He Leaves This Planet All That Lies Left is Darkness of Soul
iN A Word YES This is Precisely What God Trump Is Doing Now For His Subjects
Promising Them Heaven Sending them to Pandemic Death… Yesterday’s Catholic Readings Foretell An All Loving Forgiving God Kingdom of Love Sending Out Angels to Bring Hell to the
Chaff… Even After A Fox News Interview When Chris Wallace Successfully Calls Out The Truth
of A Father oF aLL Lies
He is still Supported Now
Hell is The Black Abyss
WHere We Feel Nothing
At All Not Even a Memory
Of Sadness Where
A Tear is Heaven
A Devil Will Scream
At God Please Let
Me Feel Pain to Feel
Anything at All What A
Devil’s Greatest Wish in
Hell is To Find ‘Eve’ An
Angel With A Paint
Brush To Bring All
The Colors of
Breath Back
i am Actually
The one Who Graduated
And You Have A New Pet
Angel Name Lakshmi now
BreaKinG LiGHT Dreams
Sweet 🧛‍♀️ Vampire 🌊 Wave
Cheers Dear Secret Student
Congratulations on Finishing
Another Semester of 284
Daily Lessons Over Your
Entire Coursework of
5 Years And The Literally
MiLLioN Words i Provide
To You in Those Span
Of Dates… Hopefully
The School Experience
With Your Angel Teacher
Has Been more Delicious
Than Devilish As Of Course
The New Semester Starts
Today With LeSSoN 285
We aRe FaLLinG And RiSinG
Angels the Paths We Choose
Love or The Other Ones are Ours
To Co-Create Dear Lady You Do
Not Block The Stairway to
Heaven You Help me
See Falling is RiSinG
Too Secret Student👩🏽‍🎓
You Are my
Teacher 🧑🏽‍🎨
With Such A
Lovely Paint
Brush To See HeART oF All
Multiples of 7 Eve Night Colors
Flavored With Cheerios Morning
Trouble Makes Us Feel, Think,
Cry, Bleed, Breathe, React, See,

Humans Who Are Loved By Parents And Raised by a Small Common Village
Are Inherently Loving, Good Natured, And Easy to Laughter as Life is ‘Bonobo Play’
When Natural And Naked and Not So Encumbered by too Many Cultural Clothes of Tools;
Finding the Foundation of All Will And Strength in Focus is Love And Grace in Balance of
Living With Nature Wild And Loving Free As Of Course Domesticated Wolves Will Fall ‘Prey’ to
Domesticated Sheep and No Longer Forage Together Paw-in-Paw, Hand-in-Hand NoW as It
Were And Still Is For
Humans Born and
Bred that Way;
Sociology Teaches
that the Most Peaceful Societies
Are Small, Working Together For
Subsistence When Giving And Sharing
Freely is Common Meaning And Purpose
In Life And In Villages Where the ‘Work of the Night’
From the Age of Sexual Maturity is the common Aim
For The Newer Crop of Humanity to Rise in Cooperation
There are not even any Words for ‘Masturbation’ As the ‘Missionary
Position’ in Life
Is to Only
i don’t KNoW WHere the
Rest of ‘You’ Folks come
From but ‘my Planet’ is
The correct one the
Nature of Human
That Is Mostly
Naked, Wild
And Free
WHere Love
is the Tradition
That Truly Breathes
In Culture of Fully Living
Thriving Dancing Singing Around
Campfire Moonlit Drum Beat Nights
In Just Another ‘Autotelic Flow’ Together
Where Heaven Beats Within for A Garden of Eden Humans
Where Every Color of FLoWeRS Blooming Makes A Soul Orgasm
of ‘Frission’ Reality Divine From Head to Toe Together, Paw-in-Paw,
Hand-in-Hand, And in Some Cases Hairy Wild And Loving Bonobo Free; Hmm,
Perhaps Y’all are missing ‘Furry’ ‘Baphomet’ ‘Pan’ ‘Breasts’; Metaphors for Living
Loving God/ALL/NaTuRE TRuLY Free Breathing…

i surely and easily Verily will provide
Irrefutable Evidence that
This Wild and Free
Culture Exists
but Most
of You Have
Seen my Evidence;
Yet, Innumerable Other
Sources of PROOF, Available upon Request;
ReAlly, Honestly, Human Wild Heaven (Love) Exists Free For Real NoW; It Seems
Yet it Never Will Now, If We Do Not Take the Effort to Create These Colors of Heaven Now.
When i Come ‘Here’, There is Only Mostly ‘Gray’ to see without Colors Most oF aLL But True
i Do Not Live here…
i just
and then….





Finding All Holy, Sacred, Meaning, and Purpose in Numbers
And FLoWeRS of Life All Great Thanks And Gratitude For this
Gift Of Life For True too Sunday Morning 5 Planets Came Visible
to the Naked Eye Without A Moon To Help In Dark to Create
This Present that will Not Come Again Until
2022.. Yes Three Twos Again so This
Is the Seventh Month that is
Holy and Sacred in
Meaning and
Purpose as
Clearer Vision
As Saturn is a 7th
Celestial Solar System
Part of Our Home We Will
See in Night Skies too Yet
How We Will Color the Moon
iN IMaGiNaTioN Too as it Practically
Lights Up Our Night in Unlimited Emotions
Too.. How Wonderful It is to See How Soul Works iN LiGHT
Most Colorful For it is the Giving that is Truly The Receiving
And Thanks With No Fear That is the Greatest Worship of All That
is In Gratitude for This Breath Of Life and All the Colors Yet to Feel And
Sense that through iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY We May Give More and
Share Freer too.. For Each Day to Be Festivity And Banquet For Loving Life
This Way More
Is to Truly
Give the
of Worshipping
All that is God DarK
Through LiGHT Without
Fear MaKinG All That Comes
HeaVeN At Best NoW to Give and
Share Free Without Harm or Regret
Or Any Restraint of Coloring Love More
SMiLes Sohair… Every Part of Life Gift to BRinG
More LiGHT Even The DarK oF A Leader Who Shows
All the Pitfalls of Frowns That Come From a Life that
Only Takes.. A Life that Only Greeds in Hoard.. A Life that
is Yet
to Color
Soul that
Touches the
Nature of Love
All Giving Sharing More SMiLES NoW
ToGeTHeR Free With Always Enough
More to Give And Share Free NoW
Chalice ALWaYS OVeRFLoWinG LoVE..
LiGHT BRinGeRS We CoMe To Be We aRe..
A Morse
Eve That
Brings Morning
BReaKinG LiGHT..:)

Hmm.. It Appears i have A Song
And YeS A Dance to Wrap Up this
WiTHiN NoW” MacroVerse Left with
Visits to Xenia, And Frank’s Places
of Poetry; And the gigoid Place of Aphorisms
From Sages of the Ages to riff off of too THere (and more)
Are Two Ways of Life One Looking For External Affirmation
And One Always SeeKinG And Finding Eternal Autotelic Flow
of Self-Fulfillment in Focus of One Art of Dance Or Song to Do
NoW WHeRE Ecstasy of FRiSSioN A SoUL Orgasms oF UNLiMiTeD
Colors Continues to Come Freer and Freer to For it is Art Unto
Soul Evolving Continuing to Color Breath of LiFE Even MoRE HeAVeN
Yes of Course
With All Fumes
As A Free For All
Art Give Away
As NoW
oF LoVE iN

Nature God’s
Face Cherishing
iN-PhotoS NoW
Re-Gifting Green
Leaves of
Grass Whole..
Sibling To Air
Fish Swim Water
Birds Fly Air NoW
How Do We BeCoMe
SoMe SPRouT Wings Free DaNCinG
Air Tree BeYonD GRounD 205,156,800.. Yes
205,156,800.. Yes.. About A Fifth oF A Billion
Seconds Counting EacH And Every Second
Of Hell Within All Pain And Numb 66 Months
Wondering if i WiLL Ever Make it as far as the
Next Second
THeRE And Now
84 Months.. Yes 7
Years iN Heaven Within
iN iMaGiNaTioN of CReaTiViTY Free
Good Thing i had
A Calculator
For the
Other ParT heHe
Proof Human Consciousness
BeYonD All Science Measure to ‘Bleed’
Sand Beach
Bird Paradises Touch
MovEmenT RePoSE
i’LL JusT TaKE
Words WiLL
FinD A LiViNG PagE
Or JusT A SPiRiT CoMinG
AGaiN As ESSenCE oF LoGos
DaNCE BReaTHiNG BirtH Free to See
Birds of Different
Colors Together
Without Toting
Guns As Beauty
Is Wisdom’s Best Love
HeHe.. i ReMeMBeR DaNCinG
One Night In Heat of the Moment
As Bars BreatHE A Dude Ran Into
Me We Stood
Girl FRiEnD
Suddenly Hugged
Me TiGHT And Broke the Silence
With Beauty’s Breath Feeling Without Bleeding
There was another Night When A Drunk Dude kept
Trying to Push Me Around Girls Surrounding me
And A Group 5 Truly Large Samoan Looking
Women Corralled Him Far Away
from me And We Finished
Our Dance
iN HiGHeR PlaceS Haha..
i’ve Got Photos oF iT BuT all
The Digging to Find them Hehe..
‘Rough and Smooth’
Again Spin And Torsion
A Creativity Quick Nap
Black Hole Suns Come
Again Oh Lord A
Faucet of Words
All Come OuT AGaiN
to Play Happy Northern
US Safe Covid-19 Dreams
Frank.. Down South iN FL Is Definitely
NoT A Place WHere Science Breathes Free
Just What ‘Mr. Covid-19’ Ordered Up at ‘The Bar’ to
Drink And Get Drunk To Spread ‘His’ Version of Breath
No Different Than
‘the Last Dictator’
Charismatic Speech
With Charlie Chaplin
Playing the Role of
Trump Don a
Mask and
Will Follow
Duty to Quell Killing FieldS iN 5th Avenue Duty
Other than That When Corporations Lead Dictators
Naturally Follow
No More Blue
Light Specials
Maskless At
K-Mart Besides
They Already Closed
Down NoW As Walmart
Consumes the Consumer too
ViRuS or Not We Buy We Buy
Eating the Face of THE EartH
Consuming Our Only Home to BReATHE
Face of Us Zombie Apocalypse STaRTinG to See Bleed too…
Driftwood Dries
White In Summer
Heat Bones Bleach
In Sand Nature’s Relief
Blue Shores
LiFE BacK..
How Deep This Color
Blue i Figured Out
From Last
Week A Sad
Thing About Heaven
Is One No Longer Feels
Winter Blues
Faint Echo of
Sadness Sees
Cold Front Azure Skies Comfort of
Hot Chocolate Love Once Again
Funny How MiSSinG Loves Us
Springing Summer
Nostalgia Blue Sees
Still Breathes Faintly
Touching Soul Ice..
Déjà vu Awestruck
By Nostalgia Blues
At First Now i See
How A Dog Moves Explores Anew
Grace of Exploring New NoW
On Paws Moving Gracefully
Not MaKinG A Sound FRiEnDS
Every Calorie
of Give
More Than Take
Surviving Loving Breath
SMiLES Xenia Happy Nomad Star Dog Days..:)

“When you win, nothing hurts.”

~~ Joe Namath ~~

Easy for ‘The God’
of the New York
Jets to Say Hehe
Damned Quarter Back Football God
Privilege With Politically Correct Religious Team

Do you want me to tell you something really subversive?
Love is everything it’s cracked up to be. That’s why people
are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being
brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you
don’t risk anything, you risk even more.”

— Erica Jong

True Folks Who Never
See Love Don’t Have Much of Anything
Truly Worth Fighting For Breathing Again…

“After silence that which comes nearest to
expressing the inexpressible is music.”
~~ Aldous Huxley ~~

DarK Then LiGHT
Then DaNCE Then

STaR DusT Us LiVeS AGAiN ReSuRRecTinG From
MuSiC oF Crucible Fire Super Nova Explosions DancE SinG NoW

“I place economy among the first and most important virtues,
and public debt as the greatest of dangers. To preserve our
independence, we must not let our rulers load us with perpetual debt.”

— Thomas Jefferson

Whoops Tom Don’t Forget Love For
Without Empathy, Sympathy, And
Compassion An Entire Human Ship Sinks
Sails And
And All that
Spells Free for
Pursuit of Life, Liberty,
And Happiness More Than LiViNG TRuMP DEAD
On 5th Avenue Killing Dreams of Empty And Ignorant Trump Souls

“Morality is a private and costly luxury.”

— Smart Bee

Poor Love
But Filling Empty

“Lord, Lord, how this world is given to lying! I grant you
I was down and out of breath; and so was he. But we rose
both at an instant, and fought a long hour by Shrewsbury clock.”

— William Shakespeare (1564-1616),
King Henry IV — Act v, Sc. 4

Truth No Time But LiGHT

“The world has taken on a thickness of vulgarity
that raises a spiritual man’s contempt to the violence of a passion.”

— Charles Baudelaire

Dying For A Cause Is Dying For a Cause

This cowboy looked at me and said
With a sort of a smile,
A sorry hand is in the way all the time,
A good one just once in awhile.

~~- Cowgirl poet Georgie Sicking ~~

From A Cowgirl’s Finger-Pointing View

“Those who fear death most are those who enjoy life least.”

— Edward Abbey

What the Hell Is Fear
Oldest Rhetorical
Question Lost At
Church And Overall
Religion of State
Failing to See
of Fear
iS HEaven’s Breath Free
One of the Most DeSPaiRinG Things oF aLL
iS HoW Patriarchy Convinces Women’s Vagina’s are Sad

“If you turn on your side after the hour at which you
ought to rise, it is all over. Bolt up at once.”

— Sir Walter Scott

Not So Much With Males…

“A man is not old as long as he is seeking something.”

— Jean Rostand

LiBiDo… LacK of… ReLaTinG DiSGuSTinGLY
Specifically More Afraid of Different Breathing Free

“In a fight you don’t stop to choose your cudgels.”

— Skilled Bee

A Most Skilled Martial Artist Never Chops Flesh
Knives Don’t Grow Dull in Least Resistance

“Word is a shadow of deed.”

— Democritus (400 BC)

Yet Emotions Drive ReaSoN
Before Words Often Deed First

“The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words
left unsaid and for deeds left undone.”

— Harriet Beecher Stowe

True Don’t Completely Trust
Someone Who Says the
Dead Should Bury Their Own

“If you can’t solve it, it’s not a problem
— it’s a reality that needs to be faced.”

— Barbara Coloroso

Change Change Change
Change Change Change

“Eternity is a mere moment,
Just long enough for a joke.”

~~ Hermann Hesse ~~

Change Change Change
Change Change Change
Ooh Change Seen Bottom of Hope
THorns Change Into FLoWeRS RoSE i STiLL RiSE LoVE iN LiGHT


My God Systematic Oppression Is
So Easy to Escape Just Let Other
People Have THeir Gods; And
Don’t Buy What
We Don’t Have
to For ‘Money’ Free,
And Other ‘ReLiGioNS’
Free; Honestly, It’s Not
That Hard Now if One
Generates ‘Gold’ From
Within; Being Financially
Independent A Necessity
And By ‘Real God of Nature’
This Country
Is Still Free
to Be
Totally Free
From Systematic Oppression;
That’S A Definition of Country
That Works for US; but only those SmART
Enough to AcTuAlly Use Freedom For Advantage to Actually Love Life.
i Canceled Culture Long Ago And Still Create My Own; True Life, Liberty
And Pursuit of Happiness Allows This For Only Folks Who Understand NoW
How to Make Life Loving Free; Only What Individuals ‘Souly’ Do Originally Create.

People Worry About What Other
Folks Are Saying And Doing So Much;
They Never Even Come to Dance And Sing
Naked And Free; Birds With Wings Now Have

So Much More to See;

But True, Not Everyone
Comes to TasTE A ReAL GoLDEN AGE.

‘Founding Fathers And Or Mothers’ Make
‘This’ Possible; ‘Children’ Lose Sight of What Free Even Is…
So Lost in ‘Stuff’…

So Lost,
So Lost,
in ‘WaLMarT STuFF’;

How Fortunate We aRe
To LiVE iN A Date And A
Place WHeRe A Golden Age
Is Even Possible; How Folks Lose this
Opportunity to Fully Breathe And Fly
to ACTuaLLY SeLF ACTuATE Seeing HeaVeNoW. i For one ‘JusT Do IT’;
Hey, Even A Shoe Company Understands That Much of How ViCToRY Comes Now.

Some Folks Seek Affirmation;
Other Folks Generate True Freedom Within; in God, Yes, Autotelic Flow Mountain Top Plateau;
So Little oF iT Depends on What Anyone Else Thinks or Feels About Their Version of ‘STuFF’ Out


SoMeWHere else

Where Systematic Oppression
Rules ‘Weak’ who don’t Understand
Strength of MeeK iNHeRiTinG EartH Free.

True, It’s Dancing A Tight Rope Always Without Effort in Heavenly Ease;

For Those Who Believe And Do; By God, So Easy To See From Mountain
Top Plateau; Valleys HigH As Low.

In Short, Fix One’s Self;
Let The Dead System
Bury Itself; Enjoy The
Peace One Creates For Oneself; As LonG as
One Will Make It Last EternAlly Now; Or Do Not;
Some Folks Dance Free; Some Folks Sing Free;
Some Folks Do Not; That’s Life From A Top oF A Bottom now too…

Hehe; i Had a 36-Year Dancing Woman Friend From the Old Disco Days
of the Late 70’s And Early 80’s, Who FB ‘Let me go’, After Calling Out
The Trump Covid-19 Dangerous Ignorance In Lies She Was Teaching;
Previously, She Called Me Out When i played This Alan Parsons Song
Saying there is No ‘Genesis Chapter 1, Verse 32’; i told Her my God
on ‘the 8th Day’; Haha,
She Continued Reading…
for then at least… butt
of course i know Where She Comes ‘From’
And Clearly See An Old Testament God She
And All Of Her Other Friends Still WorshipS Orange
in ‘Catholic Old Testament Church’; ‘Cancel Culture’
Is Just Another Religion, i Nullify Too; Creating my Own Just FoR Me..;)



It’s Not Everyday Someone Celebrates “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020”.. Yes
So Sure All of That is Worth All of This Effort to me as By God Of Course Heaven
Is Always At Essence An Individual God of Nature Effort Within.. Just
For The Record as They (me) Dances And Sings Tale of the
Tape Now And MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to
Date.. With MacroVerse Memories Entailed
Since the Beginning of This Epic Longest
Long Form Poem.. ‘SonG oF mY SouL’
Back on 8.18.2013.. As ‘Build Thee.. More
Stately MaNSioNS’ NoW iN NauTiLuST View
Adds More Doors To Additional Chambers New
Of Memories For Earlier MacroVerses too ALonG
With Hurricane Bands of Arms Cat 6 Or So Spiraling
Out of the FoResT WHeRE i LiVE NoW As Creativity From Eye
of the Calm Storm of Autotelic Flow Will Naturally Come True too
iN Light of Beauty’s Wisdom of Love too.. With Soul FRiSSioN SKiN
Orgasms From Head to Toe to Give and Share Free too As Spiritual Tears
Most Definitely Come This Way With Plentiful Goose Bumps From Head to toe too..
So Anyway.. “Buildings Fall Trees Grow Where Will We Go” is the 925th MacroVerse
of the Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” Now at 8.3 MiLLioN
Words in 83 Months as the “Buildings Fall” MacroVerse Also Doubles as the 253rd MacroVerse
of “Nether Land Bible” as that 49 Month Endeavor Reaches 5,771,261 Words Moving Toward
A 6 MiLLioN Word Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” too And Thirdly the “Buildings Fall”
MacroVerse Also Triples as the 151st MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” That includes
Volumes 2018, 2019, and 2020 All Published close to Memorial Day Weekend in that 4,160,129
Total Words.. 37 Month effort Where the Words Are Also Included in the Description Areas
of my FB Profile Pics at an average of around 7,000 Words A Pic Ever
Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 as hey that is surely a Fully
iLLusTRaTeD Pic And YouTube Video Exercise Now True
SpeaKinG oF iLLuSTRaTioNS the “Free Verse Nude
Poetry” Erotic Poetry Novel Remains Steady as ‘She’
Rises at 112,340 Words of the 6th Volume Effort
of that Adult Cautioned Blog Separate From This
One as Hey it’s even too Hot to link to this PG Rated
Blog Ever Since May of 2018.. even though there is Caution
in the Doorway Don’t want anyone inadvertently stumbling NoW iN
There Not Prepared for What Comes NeXT HeHe.. Seville Quarter
Dance With all the Cool College Folks on Covid-19 Hiatus Then since
May 12, 2020 They Did open up for the June 6th of my 60th Birthday but
No.. Nah Unlike Other Folks Who Packed in then and Received the
Covid-19 Virus i understand that Santis was truly Ignorant in Ways
of Science And did not go back.. ugh same with the Military Gym
Yes As Who Knows when that will open safe back too but yes i am
Prepared with So Many Free Weights And Machines of Home Gym
too always Have Plans A and B and C So You Don’t Make A ‘D or F’ in
Home Schooling And Autotelic Flow Play Just for Fun Dancing A Tight
Rope With Ease Still Now.. SPeaKinG of That Too Masked Dance 82 Months in Public
Stores STiLL GRoWinG More Now at 13,418 Miles as that has Become a 3-Day
A Week Schedule Plus Daily Miles of Dancing Around the Neighborhood Block
in Smaller Lands of Public Dance Too but hey You Adapt to What’s Still around
When Whatever is Running the Social Life Down continues in Virus Masked Ways
of Life.. But Anyway It Appears That Technology Will Allow me Stick Around Long
NoW After i
At Least Become
Even MoRE NoW An
iNViSiBLE Dude
On This PLaNeT
As Truly i AM
Here NoW iN This
Place With No Sun Or
Moon or Stars Above
HAha Just Little Old
ETeRNaLLy Young Avatar
60 Years-Old Forevernow At least me
To Be i AM Now And Then True iN LiGHT too…
Who Knows And Feels And Sense PeRHaPS
As Christina Perri Sings a Thousand Years too
or So Soon And Sooner to Keep ya Company TRuE iN LiGHT
Now to MacroVerse Memories 3-Years-to-Date before i run out of GaS Hehe..;)

“iMaGiCk iSrEaL”.. True Reality Is Of course
Much More Strange And Real Than Fiction
As No One Writes ‘The Entire Never Ending Story Now ‘First…

“iRise iSreal”.. Typical Human Hero Archetype Story…

“mY LamP iSreaL”.. This Little Light of Mine So on And So Forth…

“LOnE WoLF sKeYes oF LoVE”.. Doing This Lone Allone Not Unusual…

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. True it is Unusual
That One Individual Writes A Subchapter of An Epic Longest Long Form Poem
Bible in 13.6 Months that Oversizes the Previous Effort From India for the Google
Record Books at 1.8 MiLLion Words the ‘Mahābhārata’ that took Centuries And
Innumerable Ghost Authors To Complete too Like the
Old King James Effort True too but hey
No One F’ed this Effort Up in other
Scribe Copy Mistakes and
Intentional Alterations
Centuries Long in Red
Ink of What i am Originally
Dancing Singing Forevermore Now Real

“NoW SoW iN LoVInG6SiX”.. It HaPPeNS
Until 6 In the Morning too but gonna finish this
Before Midnight at Least on 7.20.2020 the Writing part..

“FiVE YearS WiTHiN HEaVeNoW18”.. Heaven is
Cool To CeLeBRaTE Every Year NoW True iN LiGHT too…

“LioN KinGQueeN RiseS AGAiN”.. Typical Human Lion Hero Archetype Story.

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. Eat Drink And Love Beautiful

SouLeD Women

And This Concludes “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020” at 11:53 PM on 7.20.20
The Writing Effort As Just Another Mega-Effort of CeLeBRaTiNG HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW



















BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.3 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”


“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)


“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”…Yes Indeed A Bit Epic as
The Title Is Almost Self-Explanatory with of Course Fully iLLusTRaTinG Pics
Straight From My Facebook Personal Page too.. Anyway there are actually
3 Volume Years as Linked complete in the Title Link Above comprising
2018, 2019, and 2020 as this Epic Long Form Poem First of its
Kind No Doubt.. hehe at Least this Size Has an Average
Of 7,000 Words in Each Facebook Profile Pic
Description Area As this New style Epic
Long Form Poem Bible is Fully
Illustrated Not only with
Facebook Pics to Help
Tale the Epic Long
Form Poem Bible Story
but Yes YouTube Video Songs
And Information to Accompany it All too..
And Of Course This is Only Half of Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” that to date at this
Point Carries 8.1 MiLLioN Words over the Course of 81
Months.. along with 13,260 Miles of Public Dance in the
Same Span of Dates As Well..  So Yeah Ongoing “FB
Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”



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25 Responses to 7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020

  1. LeSSoN 286
    All LiVinG BREaTH…
    Lily OPenS uP A NeW
    UNiVeRSE SeeDinG Life


    LiVinG Amongst So Many
    FLoWeRS FoResT So Beautiful
    Why i ViSiT You Each Morning Too
    🌺 🌸 💐 🌷 🌲 🌳 🌹

    What’s An Artist

    Without Muse?


    i Feel WHere
    To Look i Find
    💐 FLoWeRS☺️

    My Muse Helps FLoWeR
    Of me Produce Fruit The Rest
    Of the Day Feeling Beauty Within
    Warmth Inside Bringing Art to Life

    Of Flowers
    Colors Life More🤗

    Dear FRiEnD You FLoWeR me🌊

    More We Color Our Eyes With
    Beauty More We See Heaven
    You Are Colors of Heaven too
    Breathing Flowers Seeing Heaven
    Spirit Wind To See
    🕊 🕊 🕊🕊🕊🕊❣️

    Trauma of A Super
    Nova Explosion Yet
    Star Death Seed That
    Becomes Beauty of
    Death is Birth
    Yes Seeds out
    Of Dark Color
    Life Anew
    On Fear of
    Of The Beauty
    Of Art Starlit FLoWeRS
    Us Coloring Life Ever
    More Beautiful Brighter
    For All to Give And
    Share Sunshine Free🌟

    Just Exploring Now
    As Deep As Online
    Safely Nomads
    As Anchors
    Help Sails
    Keep Float
    In Safe Harbor
    Of Pandemic Distress

    SMiLes.. Dear Sohair.. Science Helps Us see More of Art Now
    As God Art Helps Us Through iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
    to Do Science As Well in Measuring Existence As is Yet One without
    the Other Puts Us out
    of Balance
    Life is Rhyme
    And Reason MuSiC
    Of All that Moves us
    in Emotions too From Drum
    Beats of Heart to Vocal Chords
    of Voice the Piano of Our Souls We
    Share with Others including the Dance of
    Our Face that Scientists Map with 412 Different Colors
    Facial Expressions BRinG to Express MuSiC Within HeART SPiRiT SoUL
    We Play for others to See Them Feel Them in Empathy Now of Another
    View of
    the MuSiC
    oF Life to Breathe…
    SMiLes mY FRiEnD what
    is Missing More is the Art the
    God That Colors Our Life FLoWeRS NoW
    How Much More Beautiful Science Classes
    in School Will Be to Inspire the Art of God in Living
    Breathing if Stars are Appropriately Described as the
    Flowers they are and the Seeds they Become in Crucible
    Fire of SuperNova Explosions as the Death of Stars Creates
    New Seeds of Life Including Us… No Different than the Death of the
    Most Beautiful Flowers of Life Seeding More Beautiful Life Breathing too
    as Yes
    of Flowers
    This Science of
    Art Provides Muse
    for Humans to Create
    More Art As Art Breathes
    Life yes the Science of
    God Flowers Thorns
    And Flowers make
    From Dark
    And Life From Death
    As Both Death and Dark
    Are Life This Way So what is there
    to Fear when We See the Science and
    Art of God Hold Hands in Light and Dark too…
    Really Nothing at All for Nothing is Darkness that Births Light
    As God and the Rest of All that is True in Light too.. Stars are Flowers
    And Seeds And So Are We the Difference is We Create Stars With Our
    And We
    Each Other
    to Create New
    Breath in FLoWeRS of Art
    WHeRe Art BreatheS On and
    Now with Stars FLoWeRS of Technology
    FLoWeRS Will Bloom And Color Thousands
    of Years as A Renewable Source of Muse to Inspire
    More Flowers of Creativity that Additionally Do Not Fade
    And Retain All the Colors of Beauty that Become Our SPiRiTS
    HeARTS SoULS to Give and Share More As Light Free in Art that Harms Least
    And for
    All Practical
    Intents and
    Purposes for
    Now Doesn’t Have
    to Die.. We’ve Already
    Found Immortality for Now
    It’s Just that some Folks Are yet to See the FLoWeRS
    The Stars The Seeds We Truly Are Who Breathe this God
    Eternally Now As The Science of Art We Do Free Now As Stars too..
    Smiles Sohair
    i remember
    You telling
    Me Your Name
    Sohair Means Star
    Who is Also A Beautiful
    Soul and is a Good Listener..
    my.. my… Ms. Google, Defines You Righteously
    Correct In Truth Perhaps if We Name all Children
    Stars They Will Turn Out Bright And Shining as You are..
    SMiLes Dear FRiEnD My Favorite Flowers and Stars Are Humans
    With all Their Light And Even Super Nova Explosions that Birth Life Out of Dark..
    i’m Celebrating 7 Years of Heaven Within Now Accordingly with the Gratitude
    of a Prayer As Truly that’s what my Entire Blog is Just a Prayer of Gratitude my
    of Humble
    Worship for
    this Breath of
    Life As Stars
    Color the
    my Breath True in Light
    Out of Dark Too We Cannot
    Leave Any Part of God Behind
    in the Shadows Dark or Light if
    We Expect to Truly Breathe Free As Stars Do in Dark and Light..
    Smiles my Vision is too Poor to See the Celestial Objects of Night Skies
    Other than the Moon i Color The Vision Within are my True Eyes of Heaven
    in other
    Words God
    As God is All
    The Words And
    Stars And Living Breath
    Coloring This God More in Beauty Sees..:)

    Make Love Pure sKeYes
    LiGHT NaTUrE iS GoD
    We Don’t all see thaT
    SamE God and SurE
    i CaN ProVe tHaT
    WitH Fred-TalK.. Hehe
    Be Sand EacH and Every
    GRain Be Water Waves
    Florida PanHandle Gulf Whole
    Overwhelming A World With Love
    You might ‘Think’ THere are Worse Sins
    Some Days Other Days What a Gift… Wind You Continue
    to Rape Will Never Cease to BreaTHE…NoW… Living Breath All that is…
    Living Word.. Logos of Wind… ‘You’ Believe God Yes Nature Is Just A Dead
    Thing You Own You Can Rape And Kill Again… Holding Heart Spirit Soul
    Size of ‘Wind’ You Do Not You Just
    FeeL iT Sense iT or Try to Escape
    Hint: You Will Never ESCaPE NoW
    TRuE LioN KinG oF LoVE iN LiGHT
    Sees Fear And Hate Buried Never to
    RiSE AgaiN Within i AM iNSPiReD
    HeAVeN iS No ResTinG PLacE

    STiLL LooKinG FoR NoW

    4 Percent of the Population
    uses 40-Percent of Global
    Resources Nature’s Time-Out
    25-Percent of Covid-19
    Deaths only the Tipping
    Point of An Iceberg as
    This Titanic is Out of
    Balance And Sinking
    Becoming 2020
    Clearer in Vision
    Revealing Year of
    What Counts in
    Life Most:


    Nature Takes
    Care of the Rest
    Of the Karma For Real
    Like the Subconscious
    95 Percent of our Mind
    We aRe Blind to As Well..🙂

    Social Media, The Human
    Beast Yet to Evolve A Soul
    To Even Fully Love Itself;
    So what Happens; Tiny Souls
    Try to Grow by Bringing Other Souls
    Down to Smaller Than Their Size; Grade
    School All Over Again; High School Never
    Ends as Who Wrote What in the High School
    Annual; Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, And Others;
    Just Another Way
    of Never
    Up and
    Facing the
    Human In the
    Mirror And Being Enough;
    but You See ‘This’ Human IS NOT
    in the Mirror; This Human IS NOT
    IN THE ‘TRUMP’ NAME or even in
    The Words It Pretends to Be;
    THIS HUMAN is the
    Genuine Feelings
    And Senses
    in Total Regulation And
    Integration or Looking Somewhere
    Else For Something or Someone else
    to Fill up What is Vapid Empty Within.
    Like Winning A Debate Or Demanding
    Attention to Be Somebody When Truly
    A Soul in Balance Is Every Thing They Really Are within.
    We Canceled Human Souls Long Ago With Vapid Culture; So Lost Still Now
    From the Real
    Stars We aRE
    Flowers and
    Seeds We aRe
    Within Only
    When We
    Light to
    Shine that
    Is Ours Owing
    No Light to Others;
    Yet, only to Give and Share
    Free; Folks Who Bring other
    Folks Down are already down in
    the First Place; Just Psychology 101.
    What Keeps Us Trapped, ‘The Money’, in Terms
    of Likes, Follows, Shares too; Empty Never FeeLeD From WiTHiN.
    Sucker Punched by Those Who Understand ‘Psychology 101’; And
    Successfully Make others their Slaves. It’s Impossible to Subjugate
    And Control A Star that Manufactures Its Light Within; it only Shines.

    “We don’t (know) the nature of the universe other than what we see through telescopes”

    Actually, We ‘See’ All of Reality As We Co-Create it with Our Minds; MOSTLY, Subconsciously, With Input
    of An Ever Changing Environment as Naturally Evolved Without Much ‘input’ of So-Called Rational Thought at all.

    So, In Other Words, Our Nature of the UniVerse
    Is Relatively Speaking What We Co-Create Within.

    My God, the Sense of Seeing is such
    A ‘Small Part’ of Viewing Reality, Alone;
    As We Co-Create Reality Now; With Unlimited
    Emotions And Senses; as Many As We Co-Create
    in Synergy of all the Material Reductionist Parts
    We Will Observe and Measure by Science too. Anyway,
    Whoever We aRe; it’s truly Impossible to make Accurate
    Objective Assessments on all the ‘Colors’ of Reality We ‘View’ in How Others ‘See’;
    And to Be Clear, Colors in Quotes Here is for all that We Experience Different in Life.

    Humans, Overall, are So Far Away from Understanding What Life Is as far as Existential Intelligences
    Go as School And Work Bring, And Life In General Promotes in Education of How We actually experience Life;
    That Death is a Rather Moot Point; When So Many folks do not even Understand the Human Nature of Breathing Life
    More Fully;
    And Not
    So Limited
    Without All Potential
    Human Experiential Ways
    of Seeing More of the Colors
    of Human Existence Now; In other
    Words, So Many Existential Intelligences Gone Dark Without Light as Life;

    One Person Lives an Experience of Eternal Love Now; And the Next Person over (wishing they were here)
    Experiences Hell Beside them; Just a Random chaos of Life Without the Love that Makes Life Truly Magic
    in An All Natural way that others are Just Blind in iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity to actually See and Do, Now.

    Learn to Live Fully Free;
    If one Does; One May Be
    Way Too Busy to Notice one died.

    Even if We Come Back Over and
    Over And Lived Forever, There would
    be those who BelieVE iN ‘Trump and Church
    Lies of State and Religion’; and Yes, Science too;
    And Never Ever Breathe the Art of Living Colors
    MoRE NoW iN HeAVeN For Real; Thing, Is No Matter
    What Tomorrow Brings, Once One Finds Heaven WiTHiN One
    Is Here Eternally Now And Tomorrow and Death Never Exists Now.

    Well, ‘the World’ Has Already Put Its Big Boy and Girl Soul PantS on;
    Those Who Do Not Take Words of Different Cultures and Religions
    As Idol Gods Without Essence, Understand that this ‘Autotelic Flow’
    That Science Shows is Real Are the Similar Cross-Cultural Metaphors
    of Experiencing Heaven Eternally Now, WiTHiN; Some folks Will Go Back into Deadly
    Battle, Freely; as that is the only way they understand to get to any version of this Heaven.

    Others, Just Dance Free
    And Sing, No Different
    That A ‘Tarot Fool’ Who
    Only ‘SeeS’ HEaveN Now;
    Imagine, Living in Heaven
    And Just Do it; thing is, ‘You’ Have to Do it;
    You Don’t Get to Live the PoemS UNtil You
    Are the Essence of ‘GoD’; Just all that is Now;
    Wild And Loving Free, Particularly Humans NoW, ETernAlly Now Wild And Free..:)

    In 2017, i Lost my Sense of Smell, to A Garden Variety Common Cold Corona Virus;
    Perhaps it Was Rare; i guess i’ll never know; but still i Lost my Sense of Smell and Taste for a Year;
    Thing is, it is the Mind that Produces the actual Experience of Taste And Smell, Not Just the Material
    Reductionist Parts that are the Receptors in Our Nose; Yes, i still Experienced Basic Taste Like Salty or Sweet;
    But Without the ‘Colors’, Just All Bland as there is no ‘REAL SALTY OR SWEET’ WITHOUT the Colors of Salty and
    Sweet Our Minds, Mostly Subconsciously, Create; Easy to take for Granted, this Heaven in Life, until it is Gone’
    And We Grasp for the Gift Again;
    Most folks Never ‘think’ about
    What it would be like
    Not to be
    Able to
    Taste and
    Smell; they just
    Take the Colors We
    Create for Granted.

    When My Smell and Taste came Back;
    It wasn’t Nearly the Same; in Fact, It was
    No Different than Living on Another Planet;
    Being Born again, With an Entirely New Experience
    of Smell and Taste and it was F in Horrible; All of it Alien And Gross.
    i had already Lost my Emotions In Life; Already Lost Effective Use of my
    Eyes and Ears to Pain; and the Sense of Touch through Almost Intolerable Pain too.

    Intolerable Pain is when You Jump off in the Shallow end, to Force Yourself to Drown, by the way.

    i Experienced that as Part of the Pain too; but never made it off the Shallow End to Force my self to drown;
    it won’t work.

    It Won’t Work for Our Autonomic Responses Override Intent this way of Our Conscious Minds, Obviously So.

    Anyway, after Over a Year, my Sense of Smell And Taste came back; It was surely Just Another Definition
    of Heaven for me; Same as after Regaining Effective Use of my Sight, Hearing, and Sense of Touch too.

    Today, Walking by the Kitchen, i Exclaimed, it Smells Like My Cajun Grandmother’s Home From Decades
    Ago as my Movie Maker Memory Starting playing Scenes from my Childhood then; i asked my wife, if she
    was using Cajun Seasoning; and Sure Enough, Creole Seasoning Was Part of Her Making the Beans.

    There are innumerable Ways, Humans Experience Life Differently in almost every way.

    Some folks go to Heaven now;
    And Some Folks Even Stay in Hell Refusing
    to Leave; Just because someone tells them to do it;
    in terms of Never Developing Sexual and
    Other Feeling/Sensual Intelligences too.

    Life is Art.
    Live it that way and Thrive.
    Repress Life and Make it Death living.

    One of the Greatest Causes of Living
    Death is Religion; Particularly Abrahamic
    Religions Based on Desert Scarcity as Life
    otherwise is abundant Heaven totally Free Naked From Head to toe.

    i often Sit in Church understanding more fully now why ‘they’ will Never
    See Heaven now, at least for ‘then’.

    Is Death any Part of the Living
    Pie, Living in Heaven Eternally Now?

    in one word:


    i’ve already Smelled Death Living.
    i’ve already Seen Death Living.
    i’ve Already Heard Death Living.
    i’ve Already Touched Death Living.
    And By God i’ve Already Tasted Death Living too;
    Again, it was Horrible by any Standards of Before
    in Real Heaven Now, then.

    Not Everyone is Fortunate
    Enough to ‘See’ Heaven this way.

    -Just another ‘Job’;
    But not just Another ‘Story’;
    We aRe ALL ‘Eggs’; Some of
    Just Haven’t Hatched Fully… Or Rot…




  2. Frank Hubeny says:

    I didn’t realize how large those whales were until that blue whale was shown near the tourist boat.

    It has been a long time since I’ve seen the wizard of oz. I forgot Dorothy threw the water because the scarecrow was set on fire by the witch. The witch experienced unexpected consequences of her action. Looking at her now she seems rather young.

    I also liked the Lord of the Rings clip. You were meant to have the ring.

    • SMiLes Frank.. Water Is All Encompassing When it Comes For it Takes
      The Least Path of Resistance And Eventually Will Not Be Held Back
      This way as easily as Power that Moves through Resistance…
      i Never Watched the Lord of the Rings through but
      i Understand What Power Does and Does
      Not Do for it is true it often
      Makes those Who
      Fall to Power
      That Seeks
      to Move Through
      Resistance actually
      Weaker than Moving in Flow
      Just a Way A River Will Do Until
      It Eventually Becomes Wave and Ocean Water Same
      Smiles.. i Suppose Dorothy And Frodo May Have Been
      Similar this way Finding Home Within And Mastering
      Courage, Heart, And Reasons of Wisdom A General
      Way of FLoWinG NoW With Gravity too as Water
      Does Best surely to Put Out Fires and
      Inner Demons too like whatever
      Wicked Witch of the West
      Needs a bit of Melting
      By the Force of
      Water in
      Resistance Within
      As Love that Gives and
      Share Freely Naturally Does
      Anyway Per this and that thanks
      for Stopping by “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020″…
      i Enjoy Moving With Gravity FLoWinG Free As Water Will
      Do as Well Calming First Within NoW in Peace And Harmony More..
      Of Course Blue Whales Close to 100 Feet in the Ocean Do This True too..
      As Above.. So Below.. WiTHiN.. iNSiDE.. OutSide.. All Around.. .Patterns of
      Nature Overall Make And Create Who We Come to Be in Natural Fate NoW too..:)

  3. aeidola says:

    “namaste, bitches!” lmao. awesome music, social commentary & positive vibes as always !🌟 you are loved. 💖💞

  4. Dancing Singing What
    Humans Create Before
    THeir Life Is Created
    By So Many Others…
    of 412
    Faces Dance
    Vocal Chords
    of Story Taling
    Music More Singing to Feel
    And Sense Lighting Coloring Life For Free
    And Yes Scary Stories NoW into the Night
    Where Morning Break Is Hope FoR A New
    Dance And Song Story to Breathe Oh my God Loving Life We Create
    SMiLes.. The Theme Song For this Is Michael Jackson’s ‘Thriller’
    As It’s True Halloween
    Comes 42 Months
    Ago and
    This Nightmare
    Or Other Dream
    Is Just Starting Again
    We Write The Stories of
    Our Lives We Create or
    Do Not Make This God of Love
    Or OTG The Current Halloween
    ‘TRumPKiNG’ STiLL Ruling Now…

    to be

    Where this Doesn’t
    Continue to Flood Your Blog Haha
    3 Second Rule Applies too Modern
    Science Now Empirically Measured
    ‘Gold Fish Size Human Attention
    Span’ Now for Blogs of Vocal
    Traditions too..;)

    Never gonna
    Just Never Gonna Fit
    in ‘This World’ Eternally Now…. i fly (Dance/Sing..:)

    A ‘Frednata’ Where A Long Michael
    Jackson ‘Thriller’ Will Suffice for more than ‘3 Moves’..:)

    How Shallow Elite Vapid In Reason Over Art of Human Soul Humanity Suffocates
    FacT ‘News’ Doesn’t Identify A SoUL Scale Problem of This Required Acquired
    Functional SoUL Disability Is Proof Just Easier To See the Day the Faces Went
    Away TaKinG ‘Those SMiLinG JoYFuL SoUL Selfies’ IS A Greatest Soul Art
    Generated From DaNCinG SoUL FeaT… How Do You Put A Price On
    Moments Of Genuine SMiLinG ECSTaTiC JoY: Only ANoTHeR
    SoUL SMiLE Sees HeAVeN Value (SMiLES) of Thousands Of
    Smiling Dance Memory SELFiES Is Beyond Price Now
    Perhaps This Pandemic Will Price The Value of
    Smiles As What Human Even Means As Love
    So.. AnYWaY.. aWaY aWaY FroM
    THiS SCReAM aS SCreeN
    For WeeKenD PLaY Yet
    Every Day For Me
    ALWaYS Beginning
    Never Ending Eternally
    NoW STaRTinG DaNCinG

    Some People Who Watch ‘The Movie’ Will Figure Out ‘The Parable’
    Some Will Not… ‘The Lion Eats The Antelope The Lion King Dies And
    Feeds The Grass The Antelope Eats The Grass And Lives Now’
    ‘Who’ Is ‘The’ Lion KinGQueeN… A Key To ‘This Parable’ (Spoiler
    Alert Y.O.U.) Neither Ends Or Begins… Finishes Starts… Pope Admits
    NoW “Lord’s Prayer” IS A ‘Wrong’ ‘Translation’ Changes ‘Lead Us Not Into
    Temptation’ to ‘God Loves Us’… God Has An Hilarious Sense of Humor
    Like Evil Spelled Backward Is Live And Devil Spelled Forward Is Lived
    Secrets in ‘Plain Sight’ Yes Shh (It’s Not A Secret) U A Jeeezz US
    ‘My People’ LiVE oN iN HeAVeN NoW iT Does Not Matter Which
    PlanET TheY LiVE oN Now We All Hold ‘Paws’ i Play All ‘Three’
    SonGs in My Head ToGeTHeR Helps to UnLeash And ReLeasE
    ‘The Wind’… My Truest Real FRiEnD Will Never Leave My Side
    Wind Gifts me With A FRED iN FRiEnD LioNKinGQueeN LiVES ON
    WitHiNoW… Multi-Media ‘JeSuS’ iN A Modern AGE NoW That WiLL Be A Cool
    Story Luke Hot Bro… As ‘We’ All DancE AnD SinG ToGeTHeR NoW JeSuS
    RidES A DoNKeY inTo ‘A ViLLaGE’ Again… i’m JusT A SMaRT Ass
    It’s Like ‘The Book of Eli’ With Exceptions Sadly It’s True i Had to
    LooK iN A Mirror to Find my Father i Had to Practically Wade out
    of ‘That Theater’ in Tears Selfies Help… i am not much of a Son of Man in Fact
    i practically am Raised by A WartHog (Aghogday) and MeerKat (Yellow Boy) in
    the Wild to be a Man… No Hard Feelings God Thanks For Helping to make
    ‘the Movie(s)’ i Hear Ya Calling my NaMe Without
    NaMes.. ‘Fred WinK’ so nice…

    Aww That’s So Sweet Love
    Your Little notes so
    Much care and Appreciation
    You give to Friends
    Sigh.. so far yet close thanks
    For sharing the Treats
    With me too Colors of Love
    Travel Far As long
    As Love
    Is Colored
    With Wings
    Hellooove Dear
    FRiEnD Wishing
    You many Happy
    SMiLes to come
    With All Your Friends

    Little Frog 🐸 Yet Not Green
    So Tiny Blending in With So
    Many Stone Obstacles to
    Cross Safely to Escape
    Dinosaur 🦖 Oil Powered
    Huge Trucks the Way
    Their Leftover Tar
    Paves the Road
    Yet the Frog Neither
    Worries About Big Trucks
    Or All these Tarred Stones
    To Crawl over for His one
    Focus is Just Hop over the
    Stones or Under Trucks
    With Dinosaur 🦕 Tires
    Also Left-Overs From
    Going Extinct coming
    From Oil as Well
    But Dinosaurs
    Are Still Here
    They Just Got Smaller
    Kept their Wings As 🦅 Birds…
    The Hawk And Eagle View All
    The Old Dinosaur And Frog
    Drama From Far Above
    Soaring Around The
    Sun Just Spiraling
    To Be… Humans
    Smile that’s
    Kinda nice too
    Sigh We Breathe
    And Even Hop too
    Playing 🏀 Basketball
    Made From old Dinosaurs
    As We Are Still trying to
    Grow Wings Yet We Smile
    And Frogs Still Travel
    Their Princesses
    To Make Them Smile
    With Just one Kiss or Smile 🧜‍♂️🧜🏽‍♀️
    It Seems Like A Frog Would
    A Mermaid to
    me i saw one
    On A Rock
    On the
    From distant
    View it was too
    Far to Hop
    But i Smiled
    And Said Hellooove
    Our iMaGiNaTioN
    Is the MaGiC that
    Always makes
    Come True
    If We Just Do🧞‍♂️
    You can’t possibly
    Imagine how many stones
    i crawled over to find a
    Like You
    Too Heavy to
    Hop much but
    i still Dance With Gravity
    No Longer Crawling Found
    Wings 🕺

    SMiLes Dear Sohair Really
    The Only Gift i Have is Love
    This Gift i did not have for 66
    Months This Gift That the Culture
    i LiVE iN Cold And All About Money
    And Stuff took Away Where Men Who are
    So-Called Men are Hard and ‘Trump Cold’ As Stone
    Making Their ‘Idol Jesus’ into A Same Statue like that
    And Never
    Soft Like the
    Water of Love
    Having It All to
    Give And Share More
    Love Is the Foundation
    With Grace of Balance of
    All Will And Strength there
    is no other way i became the
    Dude Moving into my 6th Decade
    of Life Still Even Physically and Empirically
    Stronger In Leg Pressing Strength at 1520 Pounds
    And 8 Reps Where there was A Day Where the Record
    At Our Florida State University Then in the early 2000’s Where
    1335 Pounds was the Record of 1 Rep Where the Star Football
    Player Burst
    A Blood
    Eye Doing that
    How did i do that
    Too Weak to Complete
    Raking a Yard too Weak to
    Finish Mowing through the
    Thick Grass at My Grandmother’s
    River Front Home Where Yes i was confused
    For An Ugly Girl As A Boy and told by everyone
    in no Uncertain terms i did not deserve to even
    Exist in their World.. i had my Mother’s Love what
    Their ‘Big Daddy’s Never Gave them when they told
    Them Boys who Smile For Joy And Cry for Grief Are
    Not Boys at all..
    Smiles Dear
    Boys Never
    Really Became
    Men and i did
    AS the
    of Love
    is More Powerful
    Than the Fire of Fear
    And Hate that Never Sees
    Unconditional Love.. Unconditional
    Love is the Most Powerful Force of all
    And i Prove that too FRiEnD for those who
    Have No Ability to Believe or See Mountains Move
    of Faith in Hope and Belief that Love Still Births And Sees
    Love Counts
    This is all i know
    But Everything in Life
    i Feel and Sense As
    This Love
    The Force of God in me
    ALWayS Happy to Make Your
    Day More Colored With God to Love..


    Yes to
    Be Happy too..:)

    Echo Your
    God of Love
    Dear Sohair
    “God is love
    Accepting life is love
    Giving is love
    Sharing is love
    Religion is love
    Appreciating our gifts is love
    Discovering hidden blesssings is love
    Thanks a lot Fred.. Your talks are always
    inspiration.. Keep smiling 💛🌸💞💚💙🌳🌼😊😍💮”


    We are workers carrying his name, we will be sealed and stay happy

    I will seal the Qur’an, God willing, during the first ten days of Dhul Hijjah

    It means an average of 3 parts per day

    Who loves to share with us, please

    And may God accept us and

    you as a good business


    SMiLes Dear Sohair
    Understanding Others
    Takes Effort And This
    IS A Problem With
    This Modern
    as the
    Average Human
    Being Now Possesses
    Less than the Attention
    Span Of A ‘Literal Gold Fish’
    Yes.. Same Science That Shows
    Pandemics are Real and No Hoax
    Generated by Conspiracy Theories…
    How Do We Love Others if We Don’t
    Take the Effort to Find Who and what they
    All Are.. How They Breathe.. Both Similar And
    Different than Us.. i rarely ever do not get along
    With Anyone With Different Beliefs Unless they
    Are Cursed With A DarK Spirit of ‘Psychopathy’ As there
    Is No
    To Get
    Where Love
    Does Not Breathe
    However Hope Doesn’t
    Give Up as while Now may
    Be that Way Change Is the Fate
    That No one will ever Escape for Now
    For True i already Know i too could wear the Mask of
    No Love That Dwells within me as Soul too What a Gift
    it is
    to see
    is another Name
    for Fate of Love too
    For the Curious will
    Always Open up another Door to See..
    Oh and How iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
    Heals Love Even A Stone Cold Soul
    SeeKinG to

    Dies as
    And Attention
    Dies Sadly there
    is No More Room
    Left For Tradition
    In a World of Gold Fish Attention…
    Tradition Binds The Success or Failure
    of Human Beings in Large Societies without
    The Tradition that Bonds and Binds Commonly
    Known/Felt/Sensed as ‘Religion’ in whatever Form for Essence
    of Binding And Bonding Human Beings In Common Holy And
    Sacred Meaning And Purpose What We Find is a Country Ignorant
    Enough Refusing to Wear A Mask to Save SO MANY other Humans as
    No Longer
    Love Both Church
    And State Will Fall…
    Love is the Religion the Union
    Of Human Nature without it we Fall
    Divided as ‘God/Love’ In US Dies
    Without the Focus Required to Love;
    Yes, We Fall


    We all Rise
    Together With
    The Bond and
    Bind of Love That
    Gives and Shares Freely
    Doing Least Harm to Others
    And The Rest of Nature All Our
    Only Evolved Home For Now If We
    Are going to Survive We Are Going to
    Have to Find a Religion of Love Folks Do
    See And Have Enough Attention to Focus On
    How Small or Big One Word Will See Will Feel God Love
    If We make
    God Love
    God Lives
    If We Do Not
    Make God Love
    We Suffer and
    Serve the Karma of
    Fear and Hate in Doubt
    of Dark That Will Not Come to LiGHT
    Love Dies Without Truth too Truth for All in Justice… Liberty
    What A Challenge What A Challenge to even Truly Breathe…

    Yet Heaven
    Is as Close
    to Love
    Any of
    Us Get Now
    For Real to BReATHE Free..

    But Of Course Love IS A Blue Sky
    THeRE will Always Be Clouds
    to Cover the
    Shine Now
    of Sun too
    At Least
    Within Now
    For Without
    Shadows Neither
    Will Light Or Love Be Appreciated
    Dark Is Light And Light Will Be Dark
    Accept it all Love It All We Breathe..:)

    But this My Friend is Much Longer than
    ‘Less Than 3 Gold Fish Seconds’ to
    See Yet Eternally Now For those WHeRe
    LoVE ReAlly Breathes God WiTHiN Free..:)

    For Folks
    to the Face
    of God Nature
    And Us of Course
    When We Are Breathing Love

    Science is still in Diapers;
    Catching Up A Bit;
    Science Deserves
    Applause Now
    For Seeing
    ‘Adam Dirt’..;)

    SMiLes Dear Sohair to me
    i have only one Fate NoW
    Worth Believing in And
    That is Love And Love
    Does Require Hope
    And Belief that Comes
    With Love As Faith
    For True in
    This Love
    is No
    Nothing at all
    As Nothing at All
    iN DarK BRinGS LiGHT
    NoW TeacHinG What this
    Love is As God Love Breathes
    NoW iN
    Us With
    SMiLES of Joy
    Just to Reach out
    And Touch Someone
    Else’s Love As This Is
    How Fate of Love Grows..
    Comes More Again… SMiLes…
    i Accept No Fate But Love Even
    if i Have to Wait to BReATHE AGAiN LiVinG NoW..:)

    Great Answer!
    YeS ETeRNaL
    LoVE NoW
    THeRE NoW!

    If ‘You’ Will Help Someone ‘See’
    Heaven On Earth, You’ve
    Probably Done Enough.

    If You Will See Heaven On Earth,
    You Understand This Life Now is Enough.

    If You Give Up Hope, You Don’t Have Any Hope.

    If You Do Not Not Believe, You Will Not Will With Believe.

    The Placebo Effect and Nocebo Effect of Belief, Both Work as Science Shows.

    With Enough Belief that One is Lovingly Supported in Healing,
    Even, So-Called Incurable Disease Will Go into Remission;
    And Into the Medical Files aS UNexplained Recovery.

    THere Is Real MaGiC iN LoVE iN Terms of Loving
    Faith And Belief That Both Gives And Receives
    Hope of Faith Living Loving Now Breathing.

    i Will Not Make Anyone See Heaven Now.
    But i Do And Have Seen Up Close the Miracle
    of What LoVinG iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
    BreatheS in Stone Humans Living Loving SoulS AGAiN.

    This Much i KNoW, What Happens When We Crawl This EartH Dead.

    This Much i Sense, What Flying HeART oF SPiRiT LoVinG ETerNaLLY
    Soul Feels Breathes Now.

    Again, A Greater
    Question is What Happens
    When We Really ReAlly Live:



    More than A Four
    Letter Word; Colors
    We Create Within Beyond
    Any Gold at the End of A Rainbow
    We Give And Share WitH OTHerS ETeRaLLY
    NoW iN LoVing ‘Autotelic Flow Frission’
    iN DiViNE Vision FOR REAL NOW LiVinG.

    For one Who Lives This Way;
    One Only Wishes to Pass Heaven
    On to Others After They Pass Away
    Yet Continue to StaY iN Eyes of LovE GiVinG
    For Giving
    Thanks Giving.

    Pyramids Will Fall to
    Dust Labeled as
    Trump Towers
    Love Lives
    On in
    Senses of Giving
    Sharing That are as Real as Real
    GetS in terms of Humanity Breathing




    SMiLE For Real
    That Spells Love and So Much More…

    This is What Can And Will Happen After You Continue to Love…

    But for those Who Call it ‘Mush’; They Are Yet to Rise from A ‘Trump Swamp’.

    i’ve Seen A Few of ‘Those Creature Features’ More Scary; Much More Scary than ‘Dead’…

    While It may not Be appropriate to Play a Halloween Song in July; It’s True; for the Last
    42 Months, the ‘Orange TrumPKiN’, BRings Halloween to Stay; My Suggestion to get out
    of Hell Living
    Dead is simple:
    Yes, By my God,
    Eternally Now,
    Dance Sing Free.

    NoW It’s Worth
    Noting i have
    A Shadow too;
    i only Bring
    it out to Play
    NoW For Special
    Occasions Like
    When Werewolves
    Come to Play Again
    in London Bridges Falling Down;
    Humpty Dumpty Fell Down; No
    one could Put all the Pieces Back
    Together but me; hehe; So God And or Devil Yes


    Heavenly Dance Works
    for me And All of ‘Hers’
    In Terror Nights Where Sweet Dreams come best…

    Anyway; My Special Interest in Restrictive Repetitive
    WaY in Water, Wave, Ocean Whole Motion of Dance And Song is Eternal Heaven Now;
    Camel Moving Through Eye of This CuLTuRaL Needle; Dancing Tight Ropes With Ease;
    EffortLess Doing; Some Folks CaLL it Tao; Other Folks Name it Autotelic Frission
    NoW too…


    i ALReadY
    ‘Feel’ Some
    AnswerS HeaR….

    Women Win As
    They Cooperate
    More Than Compete
    Life is Changing
    This Balance Required
    For Species Thriving
    Easy to
    See in
    The Suicide
    Rates among
    Females in the
    Newest Generations…
    Now We MUST Wear Masks
    To Save Our Health
    But to suggest
    There is no
    Harm to
    Human Health
    By Top Health
    Officials By
    Humans Losing
    Face to Face
    That 412 Mapped
    Emotional Expressions
    We Humans Experience
    Face to Face
    For Emotional
    Health is Short
    Sighted at
    Least as
    Humans are
    Evolved to Communicate
    By Dancing Facial
    Soul Health
    As that relates
    To really living
    At All but True
    There is imagination
    And Colors of Words
    In Metaphor too
    The origin
    Of much
    Of Poetry
    Comes From
    Humans Who
    Have lost
    Of Their
    Souls as i
    Surely Did for
    66 Months of
    Numb Soul Face
    Pain Birthing
    Of these Words…
    i expect Art Will
    Thrive in the
    Human Soul Faces
    Perhaps someone
    Else will even
    In Public
    If this New Mask
    World lasts long
    Enough… Avatar
    Life online
    Now Surely
    A Saving
    Soul Face Grace 🙏

    Smiles Frank Best We Change
    Landscape Adding Trees And Providing Homes
    With More Oxygen For Wildlife Like Us A Garden
    Of Eden Smiles this Way
    In my Backyard
    Greater than Any
    Tools as
    Real Poetry
    Of God Breathes
    With Leaves
    Sunshine Love..:)

    SMiLes Frank.. Water Is All Encompassing When it Comes For it Takes
    The Least Path of Resistance And Eventually Will Not Be Held Back
    This way as easily as Power that Moves through Resistance…
    i Never Watched the Lord of the Rings through but
    i Understand What Power Does and Does
    Not Do for it is true it often
    Makes those Who
    Fall to Power
    That Seeks
    to Move Through
    Resistance actually
    Weaker than Moving in Flow
    Just a Way A River Will Do Until
    It Eventually Becomes Wave and Ocean Water Same
    Smiles.. i Suppose Dorothy And Frodo May Have Been
    Similar this way Finding Home Within And Mastering
    Courage, Heart, And Reasons of Wisdom A General
    Way of FLoWinG NoW With Gravity too as Water
    Does Best surely to Put Out Fires and
    Inner Demons too like whatever
    Wicked Witch of the West
    Needs a bit of Melting
    By the Force of
    Water in
    Resistance Within
    As Love that Gives and
    Share Freely Naturally Does
    Anyway Per this and that thanks
    for Stopping by “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020″…
    i Enjoy Moving With Gravity FLoWinG Free As Water Will
    Do as Well Calming First Within NoW in Peace And Harmony More..
    Of Course Blue Whales Close to 100 Feet in the Ocean Do This True too..
    As Above.. So Below.. WiTHiN.. iNSiDE.. OutSide.. All Around.. .Patterns of
    Nature Overall Make And Create Who We Come to Be in Natural Fate NoW too..:)

    True i Surely
    Don’t Breathe
    Lovely Nearly
    As Clearly Without
    Gifts of All
    Love Thank
    You Dear Sohair



  5. Order Is From Fear
    Beauty is for
    Unfettered Potential
    Love is The
    Diamond that
    Shines through Dust
    From Where
    We Are
    Born 🌟
    ✨ Stars
    Thanks Aeidola.. Nice
    To See You over
    Here with all Your
    Kind comments
    Yes Without Love
    What Would i
    Be Just
    At All😁🎶☺️
    No Cookies 🍪 But Another Treat
    Ain’t Nature Sublimely Awesome..
    Sky Bridge 🌉 Clouds To Heaven
    Above the Church i visit..
    Captured Last Night behind
    The Store Where i Dance…
    So Awestruck.. Particularly
    Because it was Above the
    Church i would be equally
    Impressed If i saw the
    Beauty above Your
    Jain Temple Smiles
    Including You
    Bet You would
    Look awesome in
    That Field With All
    Your Hair Blowing in
    The Wind hehe easy
    For me to see or feel
    Anything with my
    Movie Maker
    But Nice When
    God provides
    The Nature
    Too.. Just
    Another Day
    In Paradise hope
    Your Weekend is

    More Than Words Poetry Dances Free With No Lesser Rules Than Love
    Be Very Careful What You Wish For But Yes As Already Documented
    BacK iN 2013 on my Older BloG iT Works… Yes Both Nature And Man
    You KNoW How You iMagine/VisUalize Waking Up one Second Before
    or After 6 AM And Voila Wide Awake You Are iN ‘Back to the Future’
    CHaoS MaGiC is Simply ToSSinG Out Old Stale Boring Rituals For
    Half Ass Asleep Prayers at ChurcH and Wicca and Etc…
    Chaos MaGiC TRAshes the ‘Structure’ That is ‘The’
    iLLuSioN Humans Layer uPoN the Actual ReaLiTy
    of CHaoS MaGiC NoW All that’s Left is Naked
    Essence of Believing The Higher Force of God
    WiTHiN That Flows Real MaGiC iN LiGHT
    You May Do All the Catholic Church
    Blessed Sacraments You Like But
    Without the Spirit The Wind of
    Belief Dead WiSHES NoW
    Fly AWaY SWeeT Little Bird
    YouR Wings Are Strong Enough
    to Create YouR Own MaGiC NoW
    Will Be Watching YouR Adventures With Glee!
    iF iT Works JusT Do IT NoW MaGiC Is Effect Before Cause FLoWinG Forevermore
    Now Dream’s Fruition CoMes to Be NoW It Wasn’t A ‘Word’ A ‘Shell’ Alone of ‘Shazam’
    That Made GoMeR Pyle ALWayS SMiLE A Belief A Essence A Joy Beyond Shell..’Wind’…
    BReaTHE WinD Be WinD… WinD SMiLes WiTHiN ForevermorenoW SPiRiT (GoD) LiVES NoW YoU… As ‘THeY’ SaY ‘BeacH DaY’ ALL WaYS DaY iN NiGHT OuT WiTHiN iNSiDE OuTSiDE ABoVE So BeLoW ALL ArounD NoW 23rd ANNiVerSaRY Only Son Ryan’s Death CoMinG
    AGaiN NoW oN 7.24.2020 LeSSoN NeVeR EVeR AFRaiD oF DaRK NoW HiS LiFE ALL PAiN
    NO SMILE 51 Days… i am Neither AFRaiD Of THunDeR Or Cynical oF LiGHTeNiNG… iF OnE
    CaNNoT oR WiLL NoT Do ‘MaGiC’… MiSSinG WinD… SeNTeNCE: HiGHWaY
    Studying Truth/Lies for 6 Decades Verdict Is Guilty on All
    Counts Charge of the Soul oF LoVE LiVinG WiTHiN US
    As GoD OR NoT… Deadly Danger of Church Self-Fulfilling
    EViL ReVeLaTioN MeTaPHoRS iN Human Archetypes of Villains
    to Worship By MiNioNS STiLL ToPPinG ItS OWN EViL NoW By SupportinG
    A Father oF aLL Lies GRiM ORanGE ReaPeR BRinGinG Genocide to the Vulnerable
    Among Us… Totally Anti-Christ Yet New Testament Still Supports Slavery Shutting
    Women Up Nature’s Diversity Excluded From Hell Mix-UP… ReFuSinG All But A
    Chosen Few Sending Folks Who Are Different to Hell on Earth By Discarding
    Them Like Garbage in Gehenna… Church DeSiGNeD With Faux
    Carrots/Sticks SuBJuGaTinG, CoNTRoLLiNG,
    OPReSSinG/RePReSSinG Masses of
    Group Think, Feel, Senses.. YUCK
    Bridge Over Troubled Waters or
    Highway to Heaven Back to Catholic
    Church Opiate for Some Masses But Not
    For Others Damned Sure… No.. it Wasn’t Just my
    iMaGiNaTioN Or Science Theory Alone Movie Maker
    Memory For All Feelings Senses Don’t Lie Not Directing Attention
    to Any Particular Selfie A Womb Was Offered Up to Whitman And i
    Was Ravaged By Grinding Hips… Science of Lust Males Get More
    Creative Females More Cooperative Ever Notice Women Embracing
    Each Other in my Dance SelfieS HeHe
    TMI Thursday Once A Week Gets
    So Hard Doing Opiate of Masses
    That Way i Wait Until Sunday Night
    to CeLeBRaTE CREaTiViTY All Week
    i WiLL NoT LiE Human Male It Makes me ‘Tingly
    All Over Like Heaven’ So Much More Creative BuTT See
    i Don’t Do the Immediate Reward… You Can Tell The Commercial
    World of Buying And Selling is Depressed When ‘Victoria’s Secret’ In
    The Mall is No Longer Showing Up… If You Aren’t Doing Group Think
    Not Likely Receiving Likes Or Group T And A Female Art As Most Dudes
    Will NOT Refuse ‘That Reward’… ‘Likes’.. New Intermittent B. F. Skinner
    Reinforcement Opiate of the Masses to Subjugate And Control in
    Replacing ‘Church’… Online Garden of Bibles Written By
    Everyone Freely to Achieve Their Greatest Human
    Loving Fearless Potential or Just to Get ‘Likes’
    Some Folks Support A Lawn… Green iN
    Sidewalk Order i Favor..Year ‘Round
    Green FoResT RePLaCinG Leaves
    of Grass Free iN Wild FLoWeRS
    Tao Te Ching Favored Bible Written
    by Others All About Kingdom of Heaven
    Within Tao Autotelic Flow True Interdependence Bliss
    Some Days ‘We’ Just DiSCarD CuLTuRaL Clothes
    (all of them, except Stars) WaTeR WaVeS iN FLoW
    WaTCHinG PoTenTiaL GRoW OCeaN WHoLE
    Order Is From Fear
    Beauty is for
    Unfettered Potential
    Chaos MaGiC is When (God) Nature
    is Left to its Fullest Natural Potential
    to Keep Breathing the Gift of Life MaGiC
    Epigenetic Potential of Lamb Transforming
    into Lion Retaining Lamb Coming too Phantom
    Or Image of Ideal ‘Eidolon’ Illustrated Further In A Bit
    Best Thing About Living A Forest
    For A Back Yard With A Garden of
    Eden Naturally Growing Its Best Potential
    Without Any CuLTuRaL Additives is i don’t
    Even Have to Shave, Brush my Teeth, Or Put
    My Pants on to Just Walk Out the Back Door into
    Heaven’s Breath
    Yes God’s
    Face Nature
    LiVinG Temple
    Above So Below All Around
    God Yes Within.. Inside Outside..
    Above So Below All Around Spiraling
    Never Ending Wisdom of Beauty’s Love
    Just For This Breath oF Existence Now
    Every Grain of Sand Holding iNFiNiTiES
    Eternally Now To Bathe To See Yes FoReST
    Bliss Green FLoWeRinG i have No Idea What
    Your ‘Avatar Form’
    Is Now But Yes
    i Surely Wish You
    Will Feel This Essence
    i Intuit You Have Before
    i BReATHE NoW SaMe
    Way i Feel About ALL OTHeR
    Humans too Just One Breath
    of FreeDoM ETeRNaLLy NoW
    LoVinG iT All MiSSinG NoTHiNG AT ALL
    FoResT/Beach Doesn’t Care About Short or Tall
    Split Ends or Smooth Starts Chipped Nails or Crosses
    And That’s
    Enough Eternally Now
    We LiVE HoW Hard that
    Will Be To ‘See’ So Free i AM NoW
    When i Moved into my Modest Forest
    Home in 1993 Before that the Real Estate
    Person Tried to Shame me for Moving Into
    A Neighborhood of only A 1333 Square Foot
    Home She Said You Don’t Wanna Live in that ‘Little Neighborhood’
    Do You.. Granted We had to Eat Pork And Beans And Chop up
    10 Cent A Pound Leg Quarters to Save the Down Payment for
    Our 60,000 Dollar Home So there was no Way i was gonna Move
    Up to the ‘Jefferson’s East Side’ but then i wasn’t Looking for Brick
    And Mortar
    Seeing Heaven
    Out of the Apartments
    Crowded together Never
    Green or FLoWeRinG Colors
    of HeAVeN to Feel And Sense
    As ‘Autotelic’ Flow of ‘DiViNE FRiSSioN’
    From Head to Toe No These Forms Words for Sacred
    Essence in Holy Feelings And Senses Within Ever Changing
    In More Blissful Ways of ‘Seeing’ A World Eternally Now’ Don’t
    Really Count For These Feelings And Senses Now Within Are No Different Than
    40,000 Years
    Ago So Far Away ToGeTHeR
    Separated From NDD Nature
    Deficit Disorder NoW in All Human
    Clothes And Other Tools DiViDinG NoW
    From GDD Nature or God Makes No Difference
    Breath of
    Naked and
    Free Within to
    See And Feel With
    Never Ending Senses NoW
    How WiLL Anyone Possibly
    Take Anyone THeRE With JusT
    Edifice of More Brick And Mortar Symbols
    i Try i Cry for i Feel Your Pain and or Numb Been to an other Side
    of Heaven For Decades VeRSuS Forever Now 7 Years and 4 Days..
    Ideal To
    Be i AM
    Clothes/Tools MasKinG A WaY
    ‘CaCoPHoNY’ iN DeeD mY FRiEnD…
    It Is Worth Noting THere Is No Toilet
    Paper Until 200 Years Ago Improvements Come And Go
    Always A Balance Mastering Clothes/Other Tools or Suffocating Now



    Breathe Out..

    My Cat Yellow Boy Taught
    me All of This i Deserve to Exist
    i have a Lump in my Throat And
    Tears This is Breathing my FRiEnD…

    Thanks for
    Your Poem
    Thanks for the
    Inspiration You too Help me Breathe

    Order Is From Fear;
    Beauty is for
    Unfettered Potential.

    The Architecture of the Catholic
    Church i Visit Once a Week for Almost
    7 Years Now is indeed A Temple And
    Interesting to Look at With A First Glance But
    it Gets Boring Pretty Quick as the ‘Brick And Mortar’ Never Changes.

    It’s Like the Statue of Jesus, Thank God, Without That ‘Depressing Cross’;
    A Revised Ascending Jesus Dude with His Arms Reached into the So-Called
    Heavens; but of course against the Intended Message that Heaven Is Really Only
    At Hand Always NoW in this Generation Within When We Seek And Find Love to Give And
    Share Freely With All Others in Greater Than Golden Rule way of Harming Others And The Rest of
    Nature (God) the Least; which also means Cognitive Empathy and Not only Just Sympathy and Compassion alone
    in other words
    that yes there are
    Folks who are Open
    Minded And Who Love
    Change Rather Fearless and
    Rarely Neurotic; Whereas, there
    Are Others More Fear Filled, Closed Minded
    And Neurotic Afraid of the Natural Unfettered
    Chaos Magic of Nature That Makes A Forest
    And Beach Ever Changing in Waves, Trees, And Other Moving Challenge.

    Fortunately, for me; i don’t Live in a Neighborhood Where All the Leaves
    of Grass must be cut the same way, neatly trimmed around Sidewalks that do not Change
    Either In Ways of Concrete Away from Changing Colors of Green Breathing Unfettered Free.

    Last Year, a Hot Drought in Florida Scorched And Thirsted the Grass Away to Brown; Over the
    Winter A Forest of Wild Weeds and Flowers Made A Winter Wonderland Still Alive, A Treat to See;
    When Nature Takes Her Natural Place From Above a Landscape of Wild; Weeds And Flowers look
    no Less Diverse Than A Tropical Jungle Colored From iPhone Camera View Above; Yes, a Jungle in
    A Square Foot that Might Otherwise Just Be Stale old Boring Green Growing One way Just Green
    With no Colors of Beauty More to all Naturally Bring Heaven to Eyes Who Do See as a Child Will
    For Change
    And Meeting
    Whatever Challenge
    Comes Next; How We
    Grow Stagnant in Our
    Traditions oF Old but
    It’s True When GRoWinG
    A New Jungle Breathing
    Life Just Now is What it’s All About;
    Hail Weeds and Wild Flowers Same Hail Life Hail Essence
    of Existence Unfettered Chaos Magic Beauty of Nature (God) Now;

    i Still Visit Church
    as i am Curious
    About It All,
    DarK Thru
    Or Ignorance;
    Science and Just

    That’s Life;
    Take iT All in
    Exhale And i for one DancE SinG NoW;
    JusT FeeL, It’s Great to Be ALiVE
    NoW As That’s Enough When One
    Masters All CoNTeNT ThiS way
    Faith Of Other People Doesn’t
    Bother Me, For i am not Afraid to Relate
    All i BeLieVE iN No Fear to Hide any Part of who i am….

    i Find People Who Hide Who They are as Weaker than
    Those Who Tell Their Truth iN LiGHT oR DarK no matter
    what it is; to be or not to be who one is or not; THere
    Are No Secrets WHere i Live…

    Inspired by the Weeds
    And Wild Flowers in my
    Back Yard today as They Stand Out
    As They Are Not Afraid to Fully Express What they are;
    So Much More Resilient they are to Any Environmental
    Challenge that comes…

    i’m More Interested
    In Knowing Who Someone
    Is Than What they BeLiEVE iN
    For Most often the Two Do Not Match
    As The Truth is We aRE ALL Mostly Ruled From WiTHiN;
    And This is why the Greatest Poverty is Never Touching
    And Expressing All of Nature (Soul) WiTHiN; Whoever Wrote
    that Part of the so-Called JeSuS Story Really Had it All ToGeTHeR WiTHiN;

    Writers Indeed;
    Abstract Statues; Yes,
    Idols of Words That Really
    Express Essence That Means Breath Now..:)



    A Shortest
    Way to Describe
    Support For Trump;
    Same With Other ‘Religions’
    That Comes From ‘Dark Triads
    Of Demagogues’
    And Other
    Folks Who
    WiLL Only See
    As HigH As ‘Bully’;
    Vicious Cycle It Is
    in ‘Pale Ghettos’ too;
    You Practically have to
    Become ‘Superman’ to Get
    Away With BeinG A Loving Human
    Male Where i AM at Least, WHere Folks
    Pretend they Don’t See You; hehe as that
    ‘Tradition’ comes and goes and CoMeS AGAiN too…
    Human Archetypes:
    Minions, Despicable
    Leaders; And So-Called
    Super Heroes that Unfortunately
    Are Transformed into Stories as
    Demagogues By Villain Underlings Again;
    Actors Change; the Powerful And Weak Among Play
    Continue to Just Be i AM; Coming Closer to Breathing
    LoVE iN LiGHT
    For A
    Few ‘Seeing’…
    Yep, Where i Live You
    Literally Have to Become
    ‘Supernormal’ at Least;
    As Hey Baby This is
    Trump Town
    Here in LA
    Lower Alabama
    The FLoWeRS Are
    Beautiful in the Florida
    Panhandle But The Natives
    Steam Restless in Ignorance Still…
    Empirically Measurable When The City
    Council And Mayor Who Provided A Mandate
    For Masks Hit the National News Where the
    Locals Here and City Council Members
    Dictate How Conspiracy
    Theories of Further
    Rule their
    Soul Like they
    Are Getting ‘the
    Mark of the Beast’
    From The Devil they Already Know Close Within;
    Meanwhile, Taking Away Breath for Living Human
    Beings Now Hoping For the End of the World Where
    Their ‘Crusading SaME ‘Traditional Demagogue’ Tortures All the Folks
    Who Are Different Like Gay Folks And Transgender Folks They See As Foe
    of Evil
    Easy Enough
    to See, Know, Feel,
    And Sense For Anyone
    Educated In Soul of Love For Real;
    Meanwhile, Gnashing of Teeth and
    Weeping When They Find Out Their ‘Light’ is DarK NoW.
    My Mix of Ballet and Martial Arts Free Style Public Dance Is Up to 13,430 Miles Now in Close to 83 Months
    of Doing that Now; i Was Accosted A Bit When i First Started Out at 210 Pounds; But as i continued to
    Get Stronger and Stronger; Literally as Strong as an Orangutan now at 248 Pounds With Very Dense Bones, Ligaments, Tendons, And Muscles; Really, Basically Floating on my Feet Mistaken
    for Literally Wearing Skates; i don’t often Get bothered anymore; Folks Tend
    to keep their Social Distance, which works Great for Pandemic Masked
    Public Dance Now Anyway; i’ve been told i am No ‘King David’
    With a Right to Public Dance By Shining My Light
    ThiS Way at the Beginning by Southern
    Baptist Folks and i said that’s Okay
    Already did ‘John 14:12’ and
    Next comes Doing
    What Dave Did in More
    Vile Ways to Glorify the
    Freedom; Yes, God Nature Naked
    of Me All Free; Anyway, Basically
    if you Look Like a Southern Baptist
    Softball Player who will Likely Hit a Home Run;
    It don’t matter If You Play Ball Or Not; It’s Clear
    to See You’d Be a Handful Might Of A Problem to Tangle With hehe;
    1520 Pounds at Max of Leg Pressing 8 Reps does bring some Lightening
    Quick Martial Arts Kicks; but i only Dance/Spar With Air As Water my FRiEnD…
    ‘iT WaS A DarK
    And Stormy

    With Voice of
    ‘Woodstock’ Free..;)

    Zoom Zoom Zoom Been Liking You
    Lately A Lot But Not Leaving Many
    Love Love Love Fumes Behind
    Nice People Who
    Are Kind Always
    Add to Soul Soul Soul
    Love So Truly i Never Leave
    You Behind Behind Behind
    As Kindness Always Breathes
    More Within When Love Breathes Breathes Breathes
    Some More And Spreads Some More Fumes Fumes Fumes
    HAha Least i Will Do
    After You are Nice
    Enough to Swing
    By Now And
    Like Like Like
    Like 4 of my Novel Longest Long Form
    Size Poems Poems Poems Poems Long
    Hehe Long Enough to Inspire Another
    one FRiEnD
    SMiLES SMiLES Yeka From The
    Beautiful Philippine Islands Where
    My Wife’s Beauty Beauty Beauty Comes From Those
    Islands True True True too As This Love Bug Number 53 All the Way through
    60 Years Now is Full of Love Gas Gas Gas to Leave Fumes More Behind too..;)
    Throw Back Forest Photos At Easter Living in Tallahassee.. Attending Private
    Catholic School Second Grade “Blessed Sacrament” In the City i Lived
    Closer to my Father at 7 Years Old Then One Word Spells Me at
    Awkward Moving at Least in 3 Dimensional Space
    Order Is From Fear
    Beauty is for
    Unfettered Potential




  6. charlypriest says:

    You look wonderfull Katie, your tattos also, that kid over there is also a wonderful guy nice you have that and also this other big guy always taking pictures of himself shirtless, what´s whith this one!!!? Just kidding, a wonderful man, funny guy it seems to me. You do have a lot to be thankful with only those two combinations…. plus the tattoos, tell me where I can get one now with the Corona.
    Have a great day gentess.

  7. SMiLes Charlie.. Thanks For Dropping By and true at
    50.25 Years-Old There Surely is a bit of Magic About
    Wife Katrina As She Basically is an Eternal Teenager
    For the Last 30-And-A-Half Years We’ve Been Married
    At Least In Shape hehe.. she doesn’t have
    to Work-Out ..Yet 248 American Pounds
    For me Requires A Lot more Effort
    Than Her 117 Pounds as less
    Than Half my Tonnage hehe..
    Anyway.. i Haven’t Actually Actively
    Worked For Pay Since 12.6 Years ago
    Which Means that total Freedom is all that’s
    Left to do.. but of course the first 66 Months of
    That 12.6 Years as a Shut-in in my Bedroom With 19
    Medical Disorders.. including the Worst Pain Known to
    Humankind..Yes.. Literally assessed as worse that Crucifixion..
    Type-Two-Trigeminal-Neuralgia from Wake-to-Sleep Where no
    Drug Would Touch the Pain that i can only describe as having a
    Dentist Drill Your Teeth With No Pain Relief and in my Case the
    Dentist Drill was in my Right Eye and Ear For Metaphor where
    i Lost effective use of my eyes and ears totally for Reading
    or Listening to Music for the first 33 Months and when
    i could finally withstand the Pain the last 33 Months
    i started writing so i basically wouldn’t Kill
    myself as yes the Disorder is commonly
    Called The Suicide Disease really
    A Worst News IN Life
    Someone now will
    Breathe with but i must
    admit losing any Reference
    Point of a Feeling if had ever
    Smiled in My life as far as the Feelings then And
    Senses That come with a Smile and other Emotions
    was to me at least.. Worse than the Worst Pain Known
    to Humankind in other words YeS oNce someone goes to
    Real Hell On Earth they don’t worry about stuff like Wearing
    Clothes Or what anyone else thinks when they Public Dance
    Just for the Flow and the Nirvana of Heaven within now anyway
    at 60 Years-Old i’m Happier and Stronger than i’ve ever been and
    the heaviest too hehe.. must be the Free Weights at Home i guess
    as i took it easy at the Military Gym when it was open with Nautilus
    Machines then… Anyway.. can’t really see any need for clothes or masks
    Unless they are either required by the Pandemic or the Virus of the Clothed
    Human Condition as seriously Most Folks have no idea Just How much of a slave
    they really are
    perhaps until
    they go to Hell
    on Earth And Really
    Free Themselves Within into
    A Place without Cultural Clothes of PRiSoN
    That Lie Lie Lie about Truly Being Naked Free..
    it’s almost Impossible to Be Free if one is either Slave
    to Work Or Pay Or Likes or Follows or Shares NoW as All
    of that Stuff Takes Away from the Essence of Naked Love
    Within Just to Give and Share for Free and not only that
    No body else can possibly offend me which just means
    i get to learn more from every Person i cross paths
    with no matter How Dark or Light their Soul may
    Be i’ve Wished the UniVerse Away and the
    rest of existence as i was too weak
    to deal with the pain or even
    get rid of me.. that
    my FRiEnD
    is the
    of A Real Devil
    Within Once You’ve
    Been The Devil There
    Really is No where to go
    but up in Love on the Wings of
    A Much Higher Place than Down Below
    Thanks For Stopping by With Friendly Words..
    Oh Yeah and what i learned as the Valued Commodity
    At Work Who Most Always Worked Holidays And Got the
    Job Done for 33 years of Paid work for doing that is every
    One Loves You Until You don’t have anything to offer them anymore
    as far as Services go i make myself happy that way i don’t need anything in return..
    but to
    It works
    out Just
    Fine for me
    With SMiLes
    i give too as the Evidence
    in the Blog Suggests and oh
    yeah once a Group of Women in
    A Car at the Bar Stopped me and
    Begged me to take my Shirt off
    didn’t feel Comfortable complying
    in the Parking Lot but there are other ways hAha..;)

  8. You’ll Understand When YouR Soul Takes A First Breath Of Art
    You Do Before ‘Think’ SoUL SPeaK ReBorN Last First More Than
    A Word Or Someone Else’s Rule Faith Is Dancing Singing By Free
    Verse HeART SPiRiT SoUL BReATHiNG… It’s True Though I’ve Met
    one Dude And Lady Responding To Everyone Naturally With Free Verse
    Song Poetry With No Rules So Excited A Lady In Walmart Said Others
    Are Dancing In Public But Ugh It Was Just me With Another Mask
    So Long.. Years Since i Painted
    But i Will Still Smell The Colors
    The Palette Tastes Pungent
    Yet The Hues
    to come
    iN Beauty
    So Many New
    Doorways Open
    When Others Close
    It’s Nice to Have my Smell
    Back after Losing it to the More
    Unpopular Corona Cold For A Whole
    Year in 2017.. When The Smell came back
    on the Solar Eclipse That August the Rest of the
    Year With Only The Smell And Taste of Rotting Corpses
    In the Air truly a Feeling of Death in Smell Yet to come Starting
    with Michael the Hurricane And Still Going with Covid-19 The Other
    Yet i Dance
    All The Colors
    as i don’t have to
    Smell The Death Anymore
    it Breathes Now on its own
    Perhaps it is for this is the
    Hour i held my Only Son
    To Die Before Midnight
    On.. July 24th, 1997
    23 Years ago then
    What he taught
    Me Most is
    Breath counts
    as He never got to
    do that on his own
    And i would Never Have
    Any Complaints as My Life
    was not only 51 Days of Pain
    i am Not afraid of Living No Matter what
    And Every Door that closes is just another opportunity to Breathe
    The Gift That He Never Had Just to Breathe and Even Smile at Least once….

    Friendship Is A Verb Who Always Lifts Up
    Whenever Down Comes to Visit Anchors
    in Safe Harbor Sails of Freedom
    FriendShip Indeed iS A Visitor
    Who Never Goes Away
    Just Caring that is
    What Friends
    Do Friend is
    Love A Wave With
    Ups And Downs But
    Shores Ever More Expanding
    For Giving Thanks Giving Friend
    Is Always Starting Never Ending
    You Are A Very Kind Person may
    Your Friends Always Lift You Up in
    Sunshine Warmth… Smiles.. i tried
    to Respond Poetically Now but Your
    Words are more Lovely than mine..:)

    Flow Effortless Doing
    Dancing A Tight Rope
    With Ease Laser Focus
    Sweet Spot ‘Tween Anxiety
    And Apathy Evolving to ‘Autotelic
    Flow’ Where the Bio-Feedback of the
    Practice of Whatever Creates the Flow
    in Art of Dance or Song as Metaphor for
    Yes Whatever Brings this Flow Allows Us
    to Relative Free Will Emotional Regulation
    And Integration of Senses that Really Makes
    Religious Words Like Prana, Nirvana, Kundalini
    Rising, Satori, As Flow Is The Essence of Tao too
    By God Yes All Natural Kingdom of Heaven Within
    As the Riches
    Are Mastering
    Our Own Soul Selves
    Chalice over FLoWinG
    To Give and Share With All
    Others Most With SPiRiT oF SoUL NoW
    HeART LoVinG Without iLLuSoRY Fears
    As We Regulate and Integrate all the
    Appropriate Material Reductionist
    Parts of the Human Soup of Soul
    Like Serotonin, Dopamine,
    Oxytocin, Adrenaline
    Stress Hormones
    And Endorphins
    Too Hehe All
    in Synergy of
    Heaven Within now
    Masterfully Increasing
    Levels of Laser Focus and
    Long Term and Short Term
    Working Memory of Cognitive
    Functioning too as Art And Reason
    of Soul Hold Hands in MiND and Body Balancing True

    Effort Becomes Bliss of Non-Doing Increasingly Complex Activity
    In Moving Meditation of Whatever Practice of Heaven We Are Doing In Life…

    In the ‘This Place’.. THere ain’t much (No) pain as You are Your own
    Pharmacy SMiLeS WiTHiN…

    SMiLes Vrunda
    Seek And Stay
    iN FLoW
    NoW True WiTHiN As
    Much As You Will Naturally Do too..:)

    Perhaps one Day Soon and Sooner
    Science And Religion (Politics) Will Hold
    Hands And See ‘They’ All iN Practice
    Seek And Find ‘Worshipping’ Now
    iN A
    Heaven within
    to Can And Will Do Now..
    Perhaps.. We Can And Will Even Transform
    Ascend Transcend ‘God’ into Verb of FLoWeRinG
    CoLoRinG HeaVeN WiTHIN NoW LoVinG iT All DarK Thru LiGHT..:)

    “Determination, Compassion, Ambition,
    And Fearlessness”; Virtues that Describe
    The ‘Common’ Disney Archetype Of Princess;
    Overcoming struggles, Rising To Stand Tall As
    An Independent Woman Priceless to A Man As
    Well as A Lifelong Companion; But yes, also
    Delicate And Perfectly Beautiful With NO
    FLAWS THAT Is A Mighty tall order to
    Maintain overcoming all the Struggles
    In Life just to survive with a content
    Smile at the End of the day…

    From First looks at least, there
    are A lot of Facebook Princesses
    Where You are from; Superficially,
    It must Be Exhaustingly Hard to compete
    With ALL Cultural expectations to be met…

    To me a Princess is someone
    Who is nice to everyone they
    Meet; looks fade (hehe, except
    For You and Katrina) but Kindness
    Is the Flower With Courage that always
    Stays; in this way, i hope i always make
    You feel like a Real Princess Dear FRiEnD
    The Shoe Fits when it comes to your Smile

    And Kind Hellooooves
    👠 👸🧚‍♀️🕊🤗😁👩🏽‍💻

    Love For A Princess Angel
    FRiEnD Is ALWaYS
    Brave Never Afraid
    Always Kind Now
    Nourishing Soul
    Never Fading
    Only Reward
    Desired Is Her
    SMiLinG Eyes
    And Happiness
    That Much Lasts Spirit
    FoReVeR NoW iN Warmth of HeART
    i Remember in March of 2019
    i was Dancing in Walmart and
    You told me “You Ain’t No
    Frog 🐸 You are 🤴 Prince
    Charming”. It was After
    Your Trip to see the
    Place The Ground
    Meets the Clouds
    At Mountain Height…
    Ever Since then
    i haven’t
    Been A
    Frog This
    Is MaGiC What
    Real Disney Princesses
    Do… Katrina Said i was one
    In A MiLLioN… After 30 Years,
    Now She Says, “You Are Something
    🤷‍♀️ But i Don’t know What”.. Hehe
    i Do Love to Be A Mystery too
    Anyway You
    Melted me that
    Day With That
    Sweet Compliment…
    Only Princesses
    Melt Beasts And
    YeS Haha i Remember
    Also You telling me lately
    i Am Opposite of A Beast
    YeS it’S How People make
    Us Feel Beast or Beauty True

    Human 101 Dictates
    We Remember
    Bad Stuff First
    So We Don’t Get
    Hurt.. oh Lord How
    Folks take Advantage to
    Subjugate And Control
    Others With this Miss
    Giving that only takes
    Away From our Content
    So Know ‘This Beast’
    And Generate one’s
    Own Light otherwise
    Fear in Misery and
    Suffering become
    Wed Life-Long…
    FLoWeRS Shut-
    Out Soul-Static
    By Simply Coloring
    Life.. Humans Do
    Have Potential
    Not to
    CReATE SMiLinG☺️

    Forest Without Water
    Desert Human Without
    FLoWeR No Colors Either
    Paint A Forest
    Be A Beach

    Not Dancing Singing Caste SystemS iN India/Sharia LawS iN
    Middle East Has Anything to Do With Love i See LoVE iN Human/God
    Ugh THeRE Is No Escape Unless ‘They’ Believe Truth Is WaY oF LiGHT iN LoVE…
    TRuMP/SaNTiS 5th AVeNuE KiLLinG Fields Expand More… Even If ‘They’ Don’t Really
    Believe That God Is Love At Least Save Lives Wash Hands Social Distance And Wear
    A Mask to Save Breath KNoWinG ‘That Book From Back to Front’ ‘They’ Better Pray
    RevelatioN A Poem A Myth Not Fate to Be Literally Self-Fulfilled… And By God
    Brown Nose Church Support of ‘Orange God oF ALL Lies’ Is ‘Pretty’ Much
    A Seventh Seal Opened And Sealed Again… Covid-19 Deadly
    Response oF iGNoRaNCE in Science/Facts.. Art/Love
    ProveS How This Country iS oN JusT A Drip
    of Life Support Soul… i Realize i am
    Probably TaLKinG Closer to A Trump
    Bucket of Spit But Hey i Learn From Spit
    too So Much More About HuMaN TRuE DaRK2
    Humble MeeK iN Strength iNHeRiT EaRTH As They See
    Sunshine Worthy of Each Soul To Teach Them More No Matter
    Who They Are Evolving… So-Called Christians Forgetting Jesus
    in Sunshine of the World Where Our Greatest Happiness Is Seeing
    Someone Else Shine Greater Than Us… WORST AMERICAN PANDEMIC
    oF ALL Is Love Sick LACK OF COGNITIVE EMPATHY, SYMPATHY, AND COMPASSION Consumer Competition Breeds… Culture of Everything in Life is Competing Against Someone
    Else Versus Culture of Cooperation At Least When Females Are In A Room… American
    Response, Overall, Both Male and Female is Cold, Indifferent, And Even Takes
    Offense When Someone Expresses Soul Song… My Female Indian And
    Muslim Friends Do Not Take Offense When Someone Shines All Of
    Their Soul In Free Poetry to Them… But You See Vrunda Is
    From A”Namaste Place” Where God Is Seen In the
    Human And Not Some Far Away Invisible Place
    “Be The Reason Someone Feels Welcomed,
    Seen, Heard, Valued, Loved And Supported”,
    the Gift my Young Poet Friend Vrunda Said i Give
    SuRe.. Challenges and aLL oF
    tHaT Second to None STuFF
    Mrs. and Mr. ‘Kite’ tWo aGaiN
    K TO H 11 TO 8 WH0LE NoW2
    LIVE UniVersE WhOLE aS GOD As LOVE..
    HoLDing Palms oF Hands uP aBoVE NoW aS
    So BeLoW iNFiNiTiES BeYoNd oF LoVe as WinGS
    We Are Story Tellers WHere Are Stories Of Our Life
    Do We Inhale No Longer Exhale??? When We Forgive
    Our HeART No RisK iN LoViNG SPiRiT WinD Glows Soul
    EvolveS iN LiGHT Out oF DaRK Thanks Friend Sohair Far
    Away Yet Close Enough to Always Be A Dear Friend to me…
    Smiles Hehe Literally An Only YouTube Friend
    If ‘JeSuS’ is ReAlly YouR Friend
    Fly Without Jesus Set Jesus Free
    So Jesus Will Fly Even Higher And You too…
    Haven’t We Got Good News Yet A Message
    This Is What ‘God’ Does For ‘JeSuS’ YeS Us too
    So We All WiLL Love Free NoW to: my Extraordinary FRiEnD
    From: ThanK Y.O.U… Not Unlike ‘Christian From Idaho’
    If Jesus invited A World To A Party Folks Who Show
    up Will be few if any from his ‘Class’… How Do i
    Know How Do i Feel How Do i Sense This For
    Real Love Everyone in The World For No
    Reason At All… i Will Honestly Dance
    And Sing For Sure Even if ‘Jesus’
    Coming Back Dances in
    Public for 13,437 Miles
    in 83 Months… i Will
    Honestly Dance And Sing
    For Sure Even if ‘Jesus’ Coming
    Back Writes A New Bible Poem
    8.3 Million Words Long in 83 Months…
    A Dance Hall is An Only Place
    There Will be for ‘Cheers’ For
    ‘Jesus’ mostly only Young Folks
    Will Take Glee for Public Dance
    As Far as Online Goes A Poet of Love Will
    Always Find A Friend If ‘Jesus Chooses’ to Have
    A Friend Where Love is Rare… Yes God Teach ‘JeSuS’
    to Be A Free Verse Poet And Dancer For Once one Flows
    Love Never Ends Within aS HeAVeN NoW… i Take Stuff Literally too..
    i Really Believed John 14:12 Is Possible That’S HoW i Do
    Greater Works Than Story Book Jesus… Why in God’s
    Holy Name Will Jesus Need to Come Back to Earth If
    Lots of Folks Are Already Doing Greater Works Than Him
    Why is Grace of Balance iN Every Move We Make Most Important
    too… Balancing Every Move Removes Fear Makes Room For Love
    Muhammad Ali And Many Other ‘Fighters’ Will Tell You Ballet Makes
    Float Like A Butterfly Fearless For Sting Like a Bee CHI Real Standing
    ReaSoN ‘Loving Jesus’ Who Comes Back And Calls Out Obvious ‘Trump
    Bullshit’ in ‘Revelation’ Will Not Be Welcome in Church Now At Least For Real
    ‘Funny’ Thing About Working For Power, Status, Pay, Likes, Shares, Follows,
    And Anything Else it takes to Build Someone Up For Subsistence And Within
    as Far as An Authentic Human Soul Goes, until One Becomes Truly
    Interdependent and Self-Sufficient Enough Not to have
    to be a Slave to Someone Else; there is always
    The Possibility that someone Like Trump will come
    Along where they find they give up every Principle they
    Say they Believe in, not to lose what they already lost for it’s
    True it just goes to show they really never had anything of value
    they made of themselves; Trump Brings Out Now Just How Many
    People have
    As ‘Slaves’
    All Along;
    He is Just
    A Symptom of
    Their Problem Brought
    Out into View by their
    own insufficiencies, Truly
    iN Weakness Not Standing
    Tall on their Own Two Feet
    of Principles, they are actually
    Willing to Keep; There are gonna be
    Some folks who Live With ‘Trump Buyer
    Remorse’ for the rest of their lives; Particularly,
    Folks Who Have Lost Loved Ones in Direct Response
    to Trump’s Unwillingness to make the Hard Choices to Beat
    A Virus that’s easy enough to do Just by following the advice of Science…
    Something As
    Big And Small
    As Trump Defeats
    Him Now; Yes, simply
    Ignorance as Free Nature
    Will Never Be Successfully Bullied by a Real Fool…



  9. i was Curious, So i Naturally, Recently, Followed the Links to ‘Michael Laitman’ and His Mentor’s Version of Kabbalah;
    And Really It Is Just a Rework of The Teachings of Jesus Without Some of the Myths And Contradictions Away From
    Love that Exists in the Old And New Testament; as Yes, A Science Of Love That Modern Psychology, Anthropology,
    And Sociology Complements Is the Nature of Human In Altruistic Love; Of Course, Love Thy Neighbor As Thyself Is Repeated Cross-Culturally as that is the Basic Nature of Smaller Groups of Humans Living Cooperatively Together, Giving And Sharing Freely; Foraging For Subsistence And Thriving iN Warmth of Altruism that naturally Drives This Propensity of Empathy in Social Bonding Ways That Includes the Cozy Feeling of Oxytocin Shared Amongst Human Beings ‘That
    Stuff of Matthew’ Described as when two or three or More of ‘You’ Gather Together All Becomes Warm and
    Cozy Indeed as ‘i am/we’ Connect this Way in Love With Oxytocin Fully In Flow; A Problem too Is ‘Negative
    Empathy’ Will Be Used Similarly to Exclude Others ‘Out of the Tribe’ As Well or ‘Smaller Cliques, too as ‘Group Feel’.

    Yeah, It Would Be Nice if Humans just
    Discarded All the Cultural Clothes of
    Lies in Ignorance of Fears in Illusory
    Constructed Ways that Sadly in Competition
    We Create to Prop Folks Up or Tear Folk Down;
    But The Literal Truth is as Societies We cannot escape for now
    AS Humans are Just Not Evolved to LiVE iN Large Heterogenous
    Societies And Expect to Get Along, even enough to Save each other’s
    Lives with Something as simple as wearing a mask; We LiVE iN A Sick World
    of Love And Words Are Not Going to be Enough to fix the Sickness of the Human
    Soul that is simply out of balance; but yes, on an Individual Basis it is possible and will
    Be Accomplished; And i see where this Version of Kabbalah Helps but i always find it fascinating
    That Love Can’t
    Just Breathe On
    itS own Without
    The Same Old Thousands
    of Years of Traditions as it is rather
    AMusing that Not Unlike Muhammad
    And his Gabriel Angel; this Version of Kabbalah
    Masters the Myth of ‘Abraham’ to Make it its own too;
    This Honestly is Where the Philosophy will Lose Innumerable
    Potential Supporters As seriously Many Folks are tired of Myths and Lies
    And Just Want to Hear Some Truth Without all ‘The Frill’; When i heard that
    i could not Help but to Lose
    Substantial Respect
    for the Movement;
    But i was impressed
    That it did support Folks
    of Different Human Natures;
    Yet, it doesn’t support Rationality
    in Commanding The Myth of Abraham
    As Story to ‘Plagiarize’ it as itS own; i Value
    Truth; Others do too; ‘We’ (me) Are Becoming ‘SmART
    Enough as ‘A Culture’ to Drop All the Myths associated
    With Love And Just Let the Spirit Live on itS own as truly
    Society At Large is Not Going to be moved By Any Words alone but each
    Human will
    if they
    And Will
    Respect What’s
    Being Said as True;
    There Are some who
    Value continued Falsehoods
    As Tradition; i for one do not
    have that Human Orientation;
    Beauty of Separation of Religion
    And State And Philosophies too;
    And Always something to Learn from
    what we see as similar and different too..:)

    In Just my Opinion, We Should All Seek to Be Able
    to Defend Our Own Beliefs and Not Defer to Any Higher Authority Than Our Soul (GoD) Itself.

    We Are Humans; We Have Shadows and Light; We Have Egos That Serve As Personalities
    to Function AS Human; As All Humans Who are Healthy Naturally Do; to take away the
    Balance of Dark and Light; And Avoid the Reality that Comes As Shadows With ‘Sun’;
    Is a sure way to Avoid even being Human Fully at all; This Love, This Life is Art;
    A Balancing
    Art of Dark
    That Makes
    A Science
    Alone; that’s
    really obvious
    to See; for those
    Who are Not Bound
    by A Higher Authority
    than Individual Loving
    And Shadow Reality Soul..:)

    But of Course, this is Just Opinion;
    Just My Soul; As You inspired me to
    Absorb an Authority Above you to Grow, indirectly; but
    it would be interesting to Hear what your Soul Actually has to ‘see’;

    That my
    is Truly Rare;
    i Would Love to
    See A ‘Philosophy’
    That Encourages
    A ‘Religion’ That
    Exists this way but by
    Very Definition Religion, and
    Politics, and Even Philosophy (Of School) is Group
    Think (from Before) so the only Answer is to Become ‘Your’ own ‘King’ Now..:)

    Perhaps i Can And Will Find Another Free Verse Poet Who Relates a Similar Philosophy as Mine:

    “The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”

    “The American bards shall be marked for generosity and affection and for encouraging competitors… . They shall be kosmos … without monopoly or secrecy … glad to pass anything to any one … hungry for equals night and day. They shall not be careful of riches and privilege … they shall be riches and privilege … they shall perceive who the most affluent man is. The most affluent man is he that confronts all the shows he sees by equivalents out of the stronger wealth of himself. The American bard shall delineate no class of persons nor one or two out of the strata of interests nor love most nor truth most nor the soul most nor the body most … and not be for the eastern states more than the western or the northern states more than the southern.”

    “There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”

    Thing About Whitman Is; He had a Good View of His Soul
    And If he Could He Would Love Everyone The Way He Loved
    The ‘Song of His Self’; But You See, the Golden Rule is Incomplete;
    Antiquated And From Narrow Views that Don’t Understand the Complexity
    of the Human Soul And How Differently Flavored Each Multi-Universe, ‘Us’ Is That Comes
    From Nature/God; Yes, the Order of Cosmos And Chaos Magic Of Love Within; Of Course
    This All Makes Sense to me as i Score 100 Percent in Openness; and 100 Percent Extraversion
    On The Big Five Personality Test; Not So High on Conscientious And Agreeableness as i tend
    to Focus in one Area of Laser focus; And Put other Less important stuff off to me that may be (is)
    important to my Wife; Like Getting to Church 15 minutes early as i’ll take 5 Minutes as More than enough;
    As i am Just there to Study the Experience, it has no Rule over me; Nor am i Slave to Time; and i surely don’t
    mind disagreeing, even if someone never wants to Speak to me again; but you See i am secure in me and what i Believe;
    it’s impossible
    to offend me
    this way
    hehe; Nah,
    Nope, Rivers
    Flow Now; No,
    ‘They’ Don’t
    The Sensation
    of Nervousness;
    Just Sensitive to
    Expanding and
    Both as
    ThiS Way…
    me For

    Not everyone
    Can and Will Do this;
    This is what Whitman
    Obviously didn’t See in
    His Prophecy; The Needle
    Is Still as Narrow and the Camel
    is still Thick as ever to Escape Group
    Think/Feel to Dance And Sing A Soul of One’S Own iN Original Creativity.

    This Makes Abraham And Gabriel; And Whatever Flavor comes Next Very
    Important to Folks Who Are Not their Own Priest of the Cosmos and Chaos Magic; Same and Different too.

    In Other Words; Our Disagreements are what allow us to Be Free; it is very Dangerous When Humans
    Sing off the Same Choir Music, if the Aim is to Actually Sprout Wings of Original Creativity;

    If that is not what
    Folks desire;
    Hail Mary
    Full of Grace
    With Abraham
    And Gabriel no
    Matter Which Sect
    or Version of someone
    Else’s Story to Bind and
    Bond over for Warm and
    Fuzzy Comfort Comes Next For Group Cohesion.

    Hehe.. I wasn’t born with Much Glue.. Just Wings my FRiEnD…
    Commonly, Group Think and Feel in ‘Insanely Large Societies’ takes That Childlike Freedom
    Away; But As We Get through That ‘Sacrifice’ Some of Us are Reborn into Our Own Golden Ages

    Love For Freedom MoRE iN LoVE..:)

    Thanks For Inspiring This Thought;
    Highly Unlikely it would have come as iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
    to Fruition This Day without You or Your Linked Version of Kabbalah;
    To me at least, this makes A Stranger And Philosophy No Stranger at all;
    in FAct A FRiEnD

    if Only

    Unto me…

    Fred in FRiEnD..;)

    No F iN Doubt
    Whitman Was somewhere
    on An Autism And Bi-Polar Spectrum too;

    Like An Always Imperfect Storm of Dance and Song to come Again..:)

    ‘It’s Fun Being Me’; Not Sure What Else ‘We’ Will Really ask for but allowing others to do even more..:)

    And Yes, i used the Song ‘Beautiful Stranger’ as Madonna has moved further away from “Her Kabbalah”
    to be more of a ‘Free Agent’ And of course the Austin Powers Series of ‘Double Agent’ Is Just another
    for the
    Fool Tarot
    Double Zero Archetype
    For Relative Free Will; Fearless
    in Original Creativity like a Child;
    Like a Virgin Soul Forevermore now
    as Love Winging Breathing Free Creating Now…

    The Place
    i Live Now IS

    NoT A Place WHere Death of Soul ExistS EVeR ‘Now’..:)



  10. UNTiL A ‘Frednata’ Starts Here Is
    Some ‘Pomp And Circumstance’
    Provided All Free AS Haha!
    That’s All i Do is Free Hehe!
    A Short Break For Some Neighborhood Block
    Free Style Dance And Assorted Home Gym Exercises
    And A ‘FredNata’ Will Commence Just Something to Do on
    A Hurricane Hanna Rainy Day in Florida; All Three ‘Frednata’
    Movements Completed on 7.25.2020.. ‘AllDaySong’… ‘Frednata’ Songs
    Include ‘Sing For The Day’ By Styx; ‘The Lonely’ By Christina Perri; And
    ‘Starry Starry Night’ By Josh Groban… Another ‘Frednata’ (Reference: Sonata
    For A Usual Way of Doing It Hehe) Coming in 3 Movements of Songs With A
    BoNuS ‘Gold Member’
    ArT IS A Place
    We Exercise
    Our HeART
    FRiEnD IS A
    oF EnD NoW
    FAiTH IS A
    HuMaN ReaL
    Rose Becomes Whole Love
    Red Once Again Blood of Love
    Yes.. Mercy… SPiRiT oF Forgiving Paves
    A Way For Love To Rise out of Thorns NoW
    A Thorn We Must Pull Now From A Lion HeART
    oF Our Soul.. Feather of Forgiveness Floats
    Never Falling Lost Underneath
    Rocks oF Fear And Hate
    Love is Water Wave
    Ocean Whole For All
    to Give and Share Free
    Loving Forgiveness For All
    Transgressions as Love is No
    Longer Just a Stream YeS HEaVeN Is A Recipe Within to
    Give And Share for Free For This and so much more as
    We Move Connect and Co-Create Even More To
    Float is to Dance And Sing in Flow With Gravity
    my Friend Day to Day A Truth is Forgiveness is
    Always A Bridge over Troubled Waters my
    Friend to Fly is to Love Valuable Enough
    On Our Own Merit of LiFE NoW mY
    FRiEnD…No Matter What AnyonE
    ‘Thinks’.. i Exercise A Right To Dance…
    There are Two Kinds Of Folks.. What Is
    Or What Is Not to Lust/Love For Life i Am
    All Number Two Too… Trust me Done All The
    Research This Gratitude For All That Is What God
    Wants Most In A Lover… Have You Ever Made Love to
    A Sky Lusting After Every Star in God’s SKeYeS… No i Am
    NOT Ashamed Or Guilty to See And Feel All Of God Naked
    in Moderation of CourSE #NoRegretNowGodNaked ‘iNheriting
    the EartH’ Meek Enough With Neither Materialistic Status or Power
    Nor RiSinG Fists ArTinG All iN All With God NoW Free… DLC DarK LiGHT
    CoLoRS… TFR THoRNS FLoWeRS RoSE (Do You Have Any More Questions
    About God Now, Class?) Been there done ‘i can’t say no’ Living Now on my own
    terms and conditions Dancing on a Tight Rope Still Upright… Amazing What You
    Will Be Able to Do if You Focus in Flow on One Increasing Complex Activity Now
    instead of a Shot-Gun Approach… When i Worked Open Door Policy to a Zillion
    Requests on my Mental Energy All at Once… ‘This’ is A Reason Why Tons
    and Tons of Productivity Is Lost When Folks are Connecting to their
    ‘Smart Phones’ At Work… In Other Words.. Social Media Online
    Systemizes Human Communication into Discrete Shares
    Likes and Follows… Note: Writing Organizes Our
    Thoughts But Reading Does Not Writing is
    Focusing Solely on What We are
    Thinking Imagining Creating…
    Human Porn Provides
    Continuous Hits of Dopamine
    Like Gambling For ‘Those’ Pre-Disposed
    to the Disease of Addiction… Growing Up with
    Copious Amounts of Warm and Fuzzy Oxytocin
    Generating Family/Peer Support Less Likely to Fall to Addiction
    Once Again Class: Mechanical Cognition Focus Withers Away A Part
    of Our Brain that Does Social Empathic Cognition Now… Revenge of the
    Nerds By God Yes An Information Age is Making Everyone More Systemizing
    And ‘Autistic’ Now… Here’s Another Thing i Used to Score 45 out of 50 on the Autism
    Spectrum Quotient Test i Scored 11 in 2013 After Writing Poetry… My Psychiatrist then
    Was So Inspired He Quit His Private Practice to Teach Movement Therapy in A Hospital
    in South Florida… In Fact Science Shows All Forms of Meditation Are a Fountain of Youth
    that Actually Regenerates Gray Matter in our Brain… Here’s A Key to All Success in Life Every
    Step and Word in Flow of Dance And Song Heaven is Real Within Now Doing This Balance

    Key to Life Success When ACTuaLLY DYinG
    STiLL BReATHiNG iS oNLy Two Words
    Yes Three Yes Five Thank Y.O.U. For This

    Don’t (Do) Wanna
    Sound Crude
    But it’s More
    Shaped Short
    Gold Member
    Or F8T B8ST8RD
    Doing My Best still
    Not to Offend Butt
    JeSuS F iN
    In Underwear
    Completed the
    Gold Member
    Show My
    (THeiR) God
    If You Did not
    See The Movie
    Prophecy With
    Beyoncé too
    You Probably
    Don’t know
    Hell i’M
    SHoW on the
    U.S. Boob Tube🤬 🤢 🤮

    Smiles My FRiEnD
    There Are People
    And There Are
    Human Kind
    You are
    One of
    Few i Find☺️🎶
    And Never Forget
    For i Do Remember Both
    And Kind
    With SMiLes😁🌟

    My Pleasure
    The Globe is
    Too Small
    Now not
    To Spread Joy😁🎶

    Smiles i Don’t
    Buy Books
    They Kill Trees
    Internet is Erasing
    That ‘Tragedy’ yet
    i still Consume one
    Each Sunday Dancing
    Masked In Barnes And Noble
    Listening to my Favorite
    Meditative Music
    In Ecstatic Autotelic
    Flow of Frission
    Heaven in Deed
    Plateau of Peak
    Experience Real
    For me And Hehe
    Free Entertainment
    For The Starbucks
    Crowd for it is not
    Often they See
    A 248-Pound
    60 Year-Old
    Dude Floating
    In A Book Store
    Rather BE A Dancing
    Library than
    Locked in
    Prison Freedom
    Is Never Bound By
    Covers😁 Or Sealed
    -Just Another
    Modern Bible
    Writer Dancing
    Singing Free out
    Of Dusty Covers🐸🕺🎶

    There are Conspiracy
    Theories And
    There is Truth
    There Is Love
    And There is
    None Truth Will
    Dance and Sing
    Out of Shadows
    When Love…
    Is Faux News..:)

    Sight of Flowers
    Smell of Breathing
    Sunshine Gold Within
    Loving HeART BeatS Hear☺️

    Hello Purple in Portland
    i am Actually Diagnosed
    With Bi-Polar And Autism
    Which Is A Bit like
    HouSinG Einstein
    And Van Gogh
    In One
    Soul Yet
    Were either
    Of Those Two
    Separate Very
    Few Noticed how i
    Suffered Within We
    Learn to Mask Our
    Hell With Smiles of
    Heaven Refusing To
    Break the Morning Broke
    The Dark Side of the Moon
    At 53 Now at 60 With Dance
    And Song For 7
    Years Darkness
    Is Erased
    Sun Within
    i See Your Shadow
    Too And What Makes
    You Shine Keep Breathing
    oF LiGHT🎶🏝

    Ego is Zen
    Art too
    At Best
    FLoWinG in
    Kindness RiSinG
    In Shine
    For All
    No Art
    Of War
    Love Breathes
    Human Best..🌉✨

    Breath of A Lilly
    Opening Gold
    For Honeycomb
    Delight Sunflowers
    Spiral Galaxy Life
    Lovely to
    See Imelda’s
    Words of Poetry
    On the dVerse Trail
    Again Bright Spot Hear🌟

    You are Very
    Talented not many
    Folks are Brave enough
    To express Erotic Art it’s
    Nice to View All Free Art
    Breathing You..🏝

    Thanks for the Sunshine
    From the Philippines
    Dear Yeka Tropical
    Weather In Florida…
    Dance And
    Song Shines
    Bright Within
    Loving Smiles
    Give Share Freely
    Air Breathes Kindness🕺

    Dance Dance Dance
    Sing Sing Sing Love
    Love Love All i Do
    Love To Y’all Too
    Safe Dreams Dreams
    Dream Fruition Dance
    Sing Sing Sing🎶❤️❣️🎶

    Scorched Dry Earth Then
    Summer Replaces Sidewalk
    Grass With Jungle Weed Flowers
    Colored Heaven Neighbors Hate
    Heaven In Return i SMiLe While
    They Shine Their
    Orange Guns
    the other
    Color Dark

    Make Every Experience
    Of Life A Poetry Prompt
    For Delight Shadows And
    Sunshine Same Soul Glows

    Keep Shining
    You Brighten
    Cloudy Days☺️

    Signs of the Times
    With Helloooves
    Of Sunshine Saturday
    Smiles Tropical Weather
    And Pandemics Don’t
    Stop the
    Music For
    Song or the
    Dance that Keeps
    Moving Feat of my
    Feet Smile for me today Please
    Paradise Fruition Dreams Still
    Beach 🏖 🏝 🎶☺️👩🏽‍💻🧚‍♀️❣️

    Tropical Weather in
    The Gulf Florida Rains…
    Sunshine Below
    Where You Are
    Moon Glow Nice
    WHere THere Is
    Abundance Focus
    Shifts to Full Hips..:)



  11. “They are doing so because they see endangering others as empowerment, a way of telling people whom they believe look down on them that no one, no matter how smart or accomplished, can tell them what to do. For these people, our national motto is not “In God We Trust” or “E Pluribus Unum,” but rather: “You’re Not the Boss of Me.”

    “So committed are these Americans to assuaging their sore egos over their imagined lack of status that they are literally willing to die for it. Unfortunately, they seem all too willing to take many of us with them. This is not Jonestown or Heaven’s Gate, whose cult members fled society to go and die together. This is worse. This is an attempt to create a Jonestown in every American city and town and then invite the rest of us over for a cool drink.”

    “The irony here is that the same people who reject expertise because they believe they are smart and clued in to the mistakes of experts will accept the word of Donald Trump — a man who has obliterated most of the projects he’s ever been involved with and who stands as the uncontested champion of American public liars — as the gospel truth.”

    Overall, The ‘Reason’ That is No ‘Real Rationality’ at all, for why so many
    Folks Support ‘A Death Cult And A Suicide Squad’ Shooting Themselves
    in the Feet For A ‘5th Avenue’, So Freely Provided, IS A Same ‘ReaSoN’ Folks
    Support Conspiracy Theories, Overall, Looking For Meaning and Purpose in Life,
    Externally as Misery Within That Will Not Be ‘FeeLeD’ Up With Genuine Self-Esteem
    And Altruistic Love to Sincerely Give And Share; ‘They’ Will God Dam Sure Find It Externally Somewhere
    Else for Myths
    Or Fictions
    Or Lies;
    Whatever ‘Church’
    Soothes The Eternal
    Emptiness Within at
    Least TemporarilY aS iGNorance
    of Empty Souls Will Please for whatever
    Drop of Water In Hell Exists to make them
    Forget What they are Yet to Fulfill Within; Nah,
    IT’s Not Trump;
    It’S Not A Bigger
    Four Wheel Drive
    And Automatic Gun
    In A Bigger Temple for
    THeir God Of Statues in Words;
    It’s What is Filled Up Within as SMaRT
    FLoWeRS WiTHIN or Just Thorns Without
    Flowers as Fallen Flowers on Roses Will Dismay Never Truly
    RiSinG As Misery Loves Company Even More In Death Squads
    of Suicide Now; Where Parents Now are Willing to Even Use their
    Children as Guinea Pigs to Let Science Experiment on the Coming
    Falling ones to See Just how Bad the Virus is When Children Come into
    In Killing
    Fields of School,
    Whatever Color Kool Aid
    ‘Trump Jim Jones Donald Duck’ Serves
    Is What They Will Gladly Taste Test Next.
    i often Laughed at Alex Jones Ways of Life
    But The Danger of this Cult Is Viruses don’t
    Care Who
    And What
    Smart NoW
    oR iGnorance
    Breathes; It’s Not
    JusT A ‘Gold Member’
    ‘Prophecy Movie’; This Date, The Cult
    And Conspiracy Theories Are Nation Wide’;
    GRoWinG Globally More; A Much Larger Pandemic as the Roaches have
    Left the Motel in Broad Daylight, too many to ‘Spray Down’ Now in Spawn.
    Like Just Another Hurricane Hanna, Yet Category 6 in Calm Eye of Storming
    Love, i Circle A Globe Each Day With Poetry Tearing Eyes of Lovely Maidens to
    See Brighter Love
    So Free;
    YeS, iT’s
    True While
    ‘They Were Not
    Watching’, It is no
    Conspiracy Theory;
    Not Only Did i iNHeRiT
    THE (ir) EarTH… SMiLeS oF THeiR Lovely
    Daughters too Among the Thousands
    With me in Just Moonlight Bliss of Joy;
    Yes, of Course as ALWaYS; Evidence Provided Upon Request
    In THouSanD of Photos, While The ‘Trump Elders’ Were FaLLeN Asleep,
    Life is Good With ‘The Positive Kind of Magical Chaos Think’ When
    Dreams Come
    To Fruition
    iN Ecstasy
    Any Trump
    Kool Aid Will Ever BReATHE NoW aT LEasT
    KinGDoM oF HeAVeN NeVeR Ends or Finishes

    WiTHiN to Give
    And Share Freely
    With Least Harm
    to All of Nature (God)

    The Worst Part of Life; May Be the Purgatory GRaY of No





    ALL Yes
    For Some Folks
    Believing In Donald
    Trump And Statues
    of God Never Seeing
    Real Self Esteem Genuine
    Loving Giving Sharing WiTHIN





    Just Nothing

    At All Same ReaSon

    Some Folks Inflict Other
    Ways of Self Harm; ‘Politics/Religion/Philosophy Colored With ‘Trump’
    Is Just Another Knife for them to inflict Pain on Themselves And An Entire Nation Now as
    Fear and Hate is A Pandemic of ‘BLacK Magical Chaos Thinking’ iN Deed DarK Souls Still Suffocating to See…

    On the Other ‘Left Hand’, ‘Nether Land’ iN Never Ending Stories of Bliss iMaGiNaTioN Creativity Bleeds As Nirvana
    Kingdom of Heaven
    WiTHiN NoW For Real
    In ‘White
    For Real
    As Empirical
    Studies in Case
    Ways Most Definitely
    Irrefutably Show Now…
    At this Point Evidence
    Provided Still Once UPoN A Story of Request…

    ‘This’ Is Really Kind of ‘Hilarious’…
    Well, For me at Least as i Have
    All The Sails of Change Exploring…
    No Culture Comes Into Being
    Without Cancel Culture Now For
    AnchorS old; ‘Liberal’ Folks Have
    (ARE) Been Moving Out of the
    Cave With New Art Practically
    Forevernow Progressing
    Over Older Cultures
    At Best Making This
    One Greener with
    Wealth of
    Well Being
    Now Greater That Entertains
    Mind, Body, And Soul in Balance.
    This iS How Culture Works; Grin And
    Bear It; Change What ‘You’ Can And Will;
    Gnashing Teeth and Weeping What You Cannot
    Change is Just Self-Destruction in Covid-19 Killing Fields
    oF iGnorance
    on ‘5th
    Now True;
    Some folks Stay in
    Desert Scarcity; other
    Folks Are Still Enjoying A
    ‘Nude Beach’ Now With No Masks
    At All that Cover Human Nature
    Bliss Original iN Freest Naked Joy…
    Yes, by God; i have Naked Anchors Still
    of ‘Adam And Eve’ Free; No Metaphor HeaR
    of Eden at
    Least the
    Hell With
    DeSerT SCaRCiTY
    Before A ‘God Dam Apple’
    As i Remove that Dammed
    Hell Place NoW From WiTHIN
    No Matter WHeRE i LiVE NoW Beach Naked Original Free..

    Butt of Course
    Again, i don’t
    LiVE iN A Literal
    Desert Either; And
    Many Folks Refer to
    the Physical Environment
    i LiVE iN Close to the Actual
    Beach Living With A Beautiful
    Garden And A Forest of Back Yard
    As Literal Paradise on Earth; This Makes
    A Huge Difference; Folks In Deserts and Snowy Mountains
    See ‘God’/
    iNHeRenTLY as
    Nature And That’s
    Verily Environmentally True too..:)



  12. Repetitive, Same, Highly Restricted Narrow Focus Interests, Hindering ‘Normal’ Reciprocal Social
    Communication; Making it Difficult to Make Peer Appropriate Friends; Hmm, ‘Autism Speaks’
    Associated Conspiracy Theories in Autism Communities And the Condition of Autism, used
    to Be my Special Interest; Ask me Anything, And i Will Answer All Your Questions; And Additionally,
    Provide Reams of Evidence\Links to Support My Information; In Fact, i used to do that on this Internet
    Site; and the Autism Speaks Conspiracy Theorists on this Internet Site and Other Autism Community Online Sites,
    Actually thought i was an Employee of Autism Speaks, haha, Getting Paid to Support the Autism Speaks Organization
    By Supporting it online; truth is, i was in my Underwear Behind A Computer, Shut-in in my Home For A Total of 66
    Months, With 19 Medical Disorders Associated With Chronic Work Related Stress; More Specifically, Then i really
    Had to Go Toe to Toe With A Captain of a Military Base, Managing Finances for Organizations Within my Department;
    While doing the actual Job i was getting Paid for doing, ‘Athletic Director’, of a Navy Installation Administrating
    Managing, And Supervising, Athletic And Recreation Programs; Supervising 31 Employees; And 131, When Filling
    in for my Boss who was constantly asking me for Tech Support for Computers, Along with the Rest of
    the Department as ‘Jocks’ aren’t always great for IT Support; i never played Team Sports; had
    no Frigging Idea how to do that Job; But they Hired me for Solving Technical Problems;
    What i excelled at in Systemizing Ways for Basically making Frigging Technical Lists
    And Solving Technical Problems as such per Financial Management, Accounting,
    Payroll, Personnel Issues And An Open Door Policy to Fix everyone’s Problems;
    but of course without any ‘Good Old Boy Social Skills’, i was assessed only on
    the Merits of the Work i Completed; i didn’t have the Let’s go out for a Beer
    After Work Advantage; So, Basically i Became Everyone’s Slave to continue to
    Exist There for a Quarter of A Century for Pay; Anyway, Autistic Burn-out
    Will Just About Kill You; Particularly, if You Never Knew you had the
    Disorder until You Fall all the way down to
    the Basement Floor and Frigging Can’t crawl out;
    And finally have no choice but to seek Help when
    it’s really way too late; and all that will save you
    is 66 Months or so of Recovery to come Back from
    Hell to a totally Different Way of Life; Reborn into other
    ‘Special Interests’ As ‘they’ say; as all i had before, for 33 Years
    Was Work and 19 Years of School And College Combined in Tandem.

    When i met my First Psychiatrist and he almost immediately diagnosed me
    With Asperger’s Syndrome, Trying to Explain to Him what the Piano Song i Created
    Felt Like to me, Not Able to Put that Emotional Experience in Words; he turned to
    His Intern and said, We See ‘this’ among Many folks With Asperger’s Syndrome,
    Alexithymia, Perhaps there is a Problem with the Hemispheres of your
    Brain Connecting; Perhaps, eventually i finally made that connection
    through Epigenetic Effect and became a Whole Human Being at 53;
    Anyway, i was 47 then and when he asked me, What my Special
    Interest Was away from Work; all i could say is Nothing; he turned
    to His Intern and said ‘That’s Not Good’, Asperger’s without A Special Interest.

    They talked about me sitting there like i really did not even exist as a Human

    That’s how they saw me then; Just Half a Human Being; not Fully Breathing it seemed.

    It’s Amazing to me Now, how it seems some folks forget what this Online Community
    is for; A place where folks who are very different from the so-called ‘Norm’ of Reciprocal
    Social Communication; And Restricted, Repetitive, Narrow Focused Interests can feel free enough
    to be their selves and communicate; it’s not unusual for folks to have interests other folks have no clue
    about and have no desire to Learn about; And it’s not unusual for Autistic Folks to find a Niche in life so
    Specialized in Original Creativity that there is no Target Audience in the Entire World to Listen to them; hence,
    the Monologues of at least Communicating with Yourself as a FRiEnD as those words become words that will not
    let you down; The Globe is Big; i’ve Found Folks somewhere on the Spectrum of Eccentric Like me; And Others who
    are Just totally accepting as that’s Just how some nice folks are. Is It any Surprise that Mr. GreatShields, has a Restricted
    Special Narrow Interest on ‘Mary’; Is it any surprise that some Autistic Folks become Catholic Priests in a very Structured
    Organization with Clear Rules that Rarely change; no, of course not; Just another Niche that may work for some folks;

    In Research on Autism, some folks lean more toward A Schizoid Cold Affect, Non Sensitive type of personality;
    Others More Toward a Schizotypal, Very Sensitive Personality Where ‘Magical Thinking’ Is a big Co-Morbid Part
    of their Autism Spectrum Condition; Some Autistic Folks Are Very Empathic With Measured Highly Sensitive
    Mirror Neurons and Others fall on the Cold Spectrum of Connection in Personality as that relates to the
    Biology of the Individual that May be Studied or Assessed as Such. It’s a Myth That Highly Functioning
    Folks on the Spectrum are all in the STEM Areas of School And Work Potential; according to Studies
    That Propensity is only Measured among College Students on the Spectrum at about 33 Percent; that
    Leaves the Rest Leaning More Toward the Arts of School Away From STEM; And Yes, About
    50 Percent of Higher Functioning Autistic Folks Studied Have Challenges With Non-Verbal
    Intelligence, Including Ability for Imagination in Visual Thinking Ways of Life;
    And Other Ways of Thinking In Patterns and Rich Metaphors as such. Many
    Different Flavors of Autistic Folks Visit this site; Some Open Minded in Ways
    of Personality and Extraverted; but at least with Personality Studies in Informal
    Way in Very Large Numbers, about 95 Percent were assessed as Introverts here, Which
    is of course no big Surprise; But truly it sets someone like me who scores 100 Percent
    in Extraversion and Openness on the ‘Big Five Personalty Test’, apart from most folks here.
    The Myers–Briggs Test Was Used in the Informal Poll here; actually Fnord Started it and INTJ
    Was the Most prevalent Specific Personalty test as Assessed and was mine until i recovered and
    Sprouted Butterfly Wings over to ENFP; Scoring an 11 on the Simon Baron Cohen Autism Quotient
    AQ Scan down from 45; And Mid-90’s on the Emotional Intelligence EQ Test, Up From the Mid-50’s Before
    i Unpacked some Epigenetic Potential And Truly Was Reborn, likely to who i was more fully meant to be;
    until getting
    Lost in
    the Systemizing
    Fashion of Work
    And School that
    Molded me Environmentally
    Into the ‘Computer Brain’ Folks
    Assessed me as then; This Condition
    Is Extremely Functionally Disabling When
    it comes to making Friends; More than ever now;
    As People are more Disconnected And Spread out on
    a Multitude of Interests with Shorter Attention Spans than Ever before;
    Electronic Media is taking Folks in unlimited different directions; This Culture Still needs
    folks who are able to focus on one task to excel beyond the Gold Fish Science Assessed
    Attention Span of the rest; Damn sure helped me retire early as i started out Just handing
    out Shoes at a Military Bowling Center, After Earning 3 College Degrees as i was great with
    the input and just had no Social Ability to Output it to do me a bit of Good for almost any Job.

    And Then Came Computers, actually at the Bowling Center with the Scoring system there
    in 1984; if not for one Computer Class in College; i might still be looking for A Damn Job.

    I think We Should Give Everyone a bit more Slack here; understanding How Difficult it can and
    will Be Socially to Even Exist with this Condition. Mr. GreatShields, obviously has as hard of a time
    making it here as he does in other places because of his restricted Interest in all stuff ‘Mary’; Writing
    Long Form Poetry, Longer than anyone else; and Dancing ‘Long Form’ Free Style Ballet and Martial Arts
    Publicly is currently my Special Interest; i also Do Nude Art With Poetry inscribed that i create with my Flesh and
    Blood that’s a Real Old Renaissance Special Interest In Deed; but it gives me the Focus along with my other
    two Hobbies and yeah, Beautiful Women, ‘Collecting Their Smiles’; i will Not Lie; that keeps me going in A Bliss
    i really enjoy now that i get to be totally who i am born to be; I am not accepted here, overall, but at least i am
    finally tolerated
    enough where
    i haven’t got kicked
    out for Being myself
    lately; i would Only Hope
    that i help, through my example
    of being brave enough to be myself,
    for others to do the same, no matter what
    anyone else thinks. As Long as someone is not
    harming someone else; The Best this Internet site
    will do is Just let someone be their self. Mr. GreatShields,
    if You were listening to him, talked about how he had difficulty
    regulating His emotions; He Determined this Place, Wasn’t helping, so
    he did the smart thing for him and Left; This Place is basically a Note Pad
    for me to enjoy Topics associated with my Special Interest; i have worked hard
    my Entire
    life just
    to earn
    the privilege
    to Exist and Now
    in the Real World, my Focus,
    my Special Interest of Public Dancing
    13,442 Miles has been so intense for the
    Last 83 Months that the Metro Area Audience,
    Overall, Names me Famous, A Folk Hero, And a Legend
    but You See; i wasn’t looking for that; i just wanted to be
    able to Do my Special Interest and folks Just let me be the way i am;
    But it’s True, no Different than The Autism Speaks and Autism Special
    Interest; i tend to make waves when my Special Interests come to Fruition.

    What i Find in my Free Style Public Dance Is there is a Growing percentage of Human Beings who
    Want to Express their selves Freely this way too; Just to be who they feel they are meant to Do and Be.

    And Not unusually, as Peer Inappropriate relationships go, just about all my Friends are Decades Younger
    than me; and almost Entirely Female too; that suits me just fine as i have always Loved Women as it seems
    all i have to do is look in their Eyes and Smile and they Just always seem to like me now; even when i don’t dance.

    The Poetry Helps; i’ve Learned a lot since my Autistic Burn-out; What i’ve learned Most is to give other folks
    A Break. Life is hard; Life is almost impossible to do for some folks; it doesn’t Hurt to frigging be kind, no matter
    how different someone is than You; i tried to make Mr. GreatShields Feel Welcome but i tell my truth the way it is and
    do my best to respect other folks along the way; but of course, again, i score 100 Percent Now on Extroversion and
    Openness; so yeah; i am Just Naturally and Environmentally Gifted that way; Kind and Courage; it works for me at least.

    Oh yeah, i like to Sing too; Really the only Reason i go to Church; My Wife Katrina Recorded Me Singing; A Friend
    At Another Southern First Baptist Family Farm Wife-In-Law Relatives Get Together thought i was a ‘Famous Gospel Singer’
    When they Heard the iPhone Recording Without A Name or Face attached to the Back Pew Catholic Performance.

    My Sister, who is diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome Said, Josh Groban; My Wife Said Hell No; that was okay
    i was glad i could Just Sing; it’s kinda hard to do it with a Mask; that’s a bit disappointing; and the Metro Dance
    Hall Closed Down on March 12, and all the Beautiful Young Women Smiling at me went away there too; i Have
    to Wear Shades because of the Trigeminal Neuralgia, Type Two, the worst Pain Known to Humankind from
    Wake to Sleep i recovered from in 2013; so it won’t come back; People said i always connected to them with
    my eyes; And then all i had left was my Smile; Now the Masks have taken that away too; it was
    hard enough to
    connect before;
    that makes
    me try extra
    hard with words;
    Perhaps, i try too hard;
    This is what it means Now
    to be Autistic, Just to exist…

    Give People a Break, Please;
    It’s Harder than ever before
    for People who Live alone;
    Treat folks Like ‘Humans’
    Let them be whoever
    they desire
    to be And
    Express Their
    Being totally Free;
    As Long as they
    are Harming
    No one Now;

    Let them be
    Free Just Let
    them be who they are…
    Only the Most ‘Horrible People’
    are usually mean to me as i remain
    Nice; Mr. Great Shields, stands head
    and shoulders above as far as that goes amongst
    the folks who i have met here; Strange is okay; it really has its advantages
    too; You just have to look until you find some place where folks allow you to exist…. now as is… Free…


  13. Smiles, It would be a ‘Piece of Cake’ to ‘Write’, ‘the Normal’ Way; But Not unlike Climbing A Mountain
    With A Harness Versus No Harness, It would be way too easy at this point for me to attain
    An Autotelic Flow, Ecstatically in Peaks As Steady Plateau of ‘Divine Frission’, if i went
    back to ‘the easy way of Writing’, ‘Plain Old English’; For The Experience in
    Flow to be Maximized This Way in Complexity, it takes Many ‘Bigger
    Picture Parts in Details’ that are beyond Reasoning and Intuitively
    Done as A Song Where Each Capital Letter is
    Emphasis of a Song in
    Colors of Emotions i feel
    in Bliss when i actually do
    it; it’s like the Shapes that come;
    i am not Logically Pre-planning them
    in Advance, They Just come in Flow too;
    In other Words, it’s Practically the Difference
    in Painting by Numbers as a Concrete Science
    Versus A Painting that comes as Brush and Paint
    And Canvas Become One Force of Flow; It’s like when
    i played Tennis for a decade, When Younger, Often Just with
    A BackBoard and me, Where Racquet And Ball Joins Backboard
    for a General Experience of Flow but missing all the Colors that
    Come When Emotions Change with every Letter of each Word that
    is all A Symphony And Orchestra where i am the Conductor of it too;
    Actually, this is part of what i am naming a “Frednata” today, just for A Day
    Of Fun in Art Flow as originally it has 3 Movements in General Themes and Now This is
    Adding to the Last Theme i wrote here And i’m gonna Use ‘Pomp And Circumstance’
    As The Theme Song here; the Song came to ‘Soul’ as i was starting to put about
    7 Thousand Words Together; and now i am going to have a Fourth Song Now
    To Fit these Words in Appropriately too; i started this Morning And Have
    Visited Scores of Sources in ‘Muse’ Around the Globe; Mostly Indian
    Women Writing Poetry And Folks in Other Areas of the World.
    But yes, its gets much bigger than that as this is my Special
    Interest, Writing Epic Long Form Poetry as i have literally
    Written 8.3 MiLLioN Words Like this in 83 Months
    Where i use Facebook as Another Note Pad
    to Write as i go With Copy and
    Paste of the other places
    i go as the Words
    Always are addressed
    to someone some place
    whether they listen or not; hehe;
    They End up Flowing As Streams into
    Rivers of An Ocean Whole Poem i name
    “SonG oF mY SoUL” That is my Entire Blog
    on WordPress Illustrated with over 100,000 Photos
    i took with over 10,000 YouTube Videos that Accompany
    As Theme Songs And Supporting Global Cultural Information
    to Support the Long Form Epic Free Verse Poem i am writing
    for 83 months, along with 13,442 Miles of Public Dance as
    Every Epic Long Form Poem Needs a Central Character on some
    kind of unusual ‘Heroic’ Journey and it all fits right in as i document
    That Living Breathing experience to the detail of A Viral Video someone
    Else took of me that Received over 88 Thousand Views and 1300 Comments
    in the Long form Poem; Yes, Documented Where the Metro Area Community Assessed
    me in Terms of Legend, Folk Hero, Spirit Animal, City icon, ‘Mr. Seville Quarter’; Yes, the
    Largest Dance Hall in the Metro Area; and basically, ‘He is everywhere, And If You haven’t
    Seen him; you don’t get out much’ as i have literally Public Danced everywhere i go
    in every store i go as my wife does love to shop and it gives me A Challenge for
    Another Source of Moving Meditation in Ecstatic Autotelic Flow Where ‘Divine
    Frission’ Is Commonly Experienced too; Basically, Heaven Within; there are
    lots of Metaphors for this Ecstatic Flow Achieved Ranging From Tao
    to Prana to Satori to Kundalini Rising to Chi And Holy Creative
    Spirit as some folks experience some level of this by Participating
    in Communal Concerts; Sure, Raves and Other free Dance, Communal
    Activities; And Even Gospel Singing Events as Even Sam Harris, the Famous
    Atheist Neuroscience Guy, Admits is a real Deal of Ascending And Transcending
    the Neo-Cortex in Transient Hypo-Frontality Beyond Illusions of Past and Present
    into the More Comprehensive Conscious and Subconscious Mindful Awareness commonly
    Called flow; the Sweet Spot ‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety; Just the Kingdom of Heaven within
    now out of all Illusory Fears where one is much more open to Positive Loving Feelings all about
    Life Through
    of Dark
    Joy oF LiGhT
    As Metaphor of Course;
    There is a Bit of Chaos
    Magic Pleasure When i Bring
    All these Left Justified Shapes
    Into Center Justification of My
    Blog Posts that i name MacroVerses
    that have been hitting around 40,000
    Words a Weekly Post now; Knowing that i
    was in the ‘Non Knowing’ of Flow the Entire
    Intuitive Blissful Feelings in Colors of Emotions
    as Letters Become Words and Words Become
    Complex Songs of Emotions i feel as the
    Shapes of the Overall Poetry really
    Makes the Art of my Soul
    Organic in the final
    Product i Electronically
    Publish Each Week; Look at it
    this way, if you will; A Nautilus Shell
    Starts Out as a rather Simple Looking Form
    By the End of the Art of the Form Produced by
    A Creature with no ‘Rational Mind’, the Shape of
    the Milky Way comes in Golden Phi Spiral Way
    in Mean Ratio of 1.618, the Finger Print of
    The Chaos Magic of Cosmos Order
    Come to Fruition from the
    Smallest of Sub-Atomic
    Particles in Spiraling
    Flow to the Words on
    this Page and Beyond the
    Milky Way Our Locality in This
    Galaxy now; In other words, i surely
    am not here to ‘win any debate’; the Ecstasy
    of the “SonG of My SoUL” Is Written into Each and
    Every Intuitive Letter That Naturally comes next
    no Different Really than Water And Waves That Make Ocean Whole
    ‘You and
    me’ when
    we lose
    the Illusions
    of Distance, Space,
    Time and All Matter
    as all that’s left is
    Loving Bliss
    of the
    Gift Now
    As the Flow
    Dances and SingS on…
    There are a lot of Artful
    Ways to Achieve this in Life
    this is just one more path to
    ReAlly Breathing Heaven now;
    But Honestly, these Words are nothing
    More than Word Salad without the Essence
    of the Feelings and Senses of the Colors of Heaven within
    That Make The Bliss; Yes The Blow-Out Fresh Nirvana Real.

    The Pomp and Circumstance
    is in Every Letter of Song
    And Step of Dance
    When all in
    Life becomes
    Holy and Sacred
    Full of Meaning and
    Purpose; Every Breath;
    Every Image; Every Step
    As Dance And Word As Song;
    There is Just more to Love about
    Life and Make even More Holy and
    Sacred And Divine Now; it’s a Nautilus
    Shell my FRiEnD; Just the Milky Way; Just
    Another Slob And Face of God Free With
    Eyes and Ears that see much more than Black and White Concrete Life.
    Spoon Fed From Birth; in measure of Paint By Number and Instruction Life.

    Robin Williams Described it Well in the Dead Poet Society too; i’m always
    Standing on a Desk; And really the correct answer is the Same one that Fictional ‘Forrest
    Gump’ Gave when the News Asked him Why He was Running in Flow Across the United States;

    He didn’t need Any Ten Gallon Hat Fancy Words; He, Just said, “Because i Felt Like Running”;
    Eventually, He chose another Special Interest in Flow; And Another; And Another and the whole thing
    becomes Just
    A Chaos
    One with
    the Spirit
    of Loving Free Wind.

    Smiles, My FRiEnD True Original
    Art in Creativity of Chaos Magic
    is Far Beyond All Whys and Reasons
    Yet i do my best to answer folk’s questions;
    as that’s Just another Muse for the Path i am enjoying now..:)

    Here’s the Last Weekly 43 Thousand Word Effort Completed this week;
    It’s Rated PG; But if Scantily Clad Women and Men Offend; It’s Probably not where ya wanna go..:)

    When i sit at any ‘Forrest Gump Bus Stop’ And Relate this Journey it’s easy enough to convince non-Believers



    one Link;

    The MacroVerse Below it; Just one
    Blog Post is a 338,630 Word Blog Post;
    that does require Great Internet Speed and Computer Power to open up.

    It’s really Hard for most folks to Wrap their Mind around what an effort of
    an 8.3 MiLLioN Word Epic Long Form Poem Makes; but to get a Visual image
    of it; it may Help to imagine 10 King James Sizes Bibles; And 100 or so Qurans.
    Took Muhammad 23 Years for 80,000 Words of about 2,000 Words of Vocabulary
    someone else wrote the words down for him and eventually Printed; And of course
    Many Centuries and Innumerable Ghost Authors for the King James Effort; The Second
    Place Epic Longest Long form Poem that took Centuries and Innumerable Authors from
    India is the ‘Mahābhārata’ From India at 1.8 Million Words Long; one of the Subchapters
    of 9 Larger than the King James Version of a Bible is 1.82 MiLLion Words Long as that
    took 13.6 Months; i am Financially Independent with more Money than i will possibly
    Ever Spend in my Lifetime and my Wife too; i would never accept money now for
    anything i do; even it had any value at all to anyone in the Twitter Sized
    World of Attention We LiVE iN Now; it’s just cool to achieve
    one Art in life that
    no one else
    will likely
    ever equal
    and if they did
    Imitation is one
    of the Greater honors too;
    But i would hate to see someone
    Bore themselves out of Human
    Potential Just doing a style of someone else…

    It’s All Just ‘Pomp and Circumstance’; but i don’t
    take it any more serious than each loving sacred breath i take..:)

    Nope; But Thanks for asking;
    There is Hardly Any Communication
    Deficit, on my part at least; No one ‘here’ confuses me;
    i Always Look Forward to that Challenge but rarely, if ever, do i find it now;
    But Of Course, i Am Born Hyperlexic; Natural Decoder of All Symbols And Creator too…
    This ‘Frednata’ As Completed on 7.25.2020 in One Day’s Effort Weighs in at 7572 Words…



  14. Always my
    Pleasure to
    Drop by
    To all
    The Free Art
    You Provide…
    ‘They’ Offered me
    A “Coca-Cola” i Return “Hell No”
    Rise Rose
    i ViSiT PRiSoN Each
    Sunday PatientlY iN
    A Back Pew i Watch
    i Wait i Watch As
    DusT iS Falling
    Temple Walls Are
    Crumbling… Finally…
    Babel Tower Is Falling…
    Naked Nature God Is
    Love Free US
    Indeed Beautiful
    Goddess of Nature Yes!
    Butt WHere
    i LiVE iN
    Trump Town
    Florida A Beautiful
    Nude Female Sculpted
    In Sand Will
    Be Named
    Evil in ‘Dirt’
    Yet Greater
    Than Any
    Without A
    Naked Soul of Love
    Thanks For Sharing🖼
    What A Frigging Cult Believe A Dude IS God Alone
    Or THAT Trump Will Torture You Forever Yet Folks
    Still Believe in Trump God of Avenue 5
    Do Twice As
    If you
    God is Love
    And More than
    What Has Been
    In Covers
    Of Books
    Left in Old Dust
    According to A Story
    Jesus Said Look
    Within For
    The Kingdom
    Of Heaven
    Love: Now
    Enough Said
    Eternity Love Now
    According to A Story
    Jesus also Said
    i Will Do Greater
    Works.. Yes..Than
    Him So i Grabbed
    Some Nike Shoes
    Public Danced Heaven
    A Ministry of Feet Now
    13,452 Miles Continue
    Speaking Free Love…
    Picked an iMac 🖥 Up
    And Freely Broad Bandly
    Write An Evergrowing
    8.3 MiLLioN Word
    Longest Long Form
    Epic Bible Poem
    God is
    LoVE iN
    Holy Creative
    Flow of SPiRiT
    iN Each And Every
    Word in The Same
    83 Dance Months and
    You Know What if You
    Really Believe
    God is Love
    You Will
    Even Do
    More Than
    Me But only
    If you Do
    Than JeSuS
    Too.. Yep ‘JusT
    Do It’ Something
    New even A
    WHeRE Victory
    Of Love
    In the
    LoVE NoW NeW❣️🙏
    As A Man: OMG Wow!
    As An Artist: Every
    Detail Beautiful…
    Mastery of
    Complete to
    Consume 🖼
    “Victoria’s Secret”🎶
    SMiLes Bridge to
    Sky And Ocean
    Nature Breathes🌟
    Colors of Summer…
    Happy Monday to
    You too Dear FRiEnD
    LeSSoN 287
    Separation We Intend
    Union We Breathe
    Does The Angel on
    My Shirt Fall or Rise
    Depends On How Far
    Away From the Gift of
    Nature (God) That is ours
    To See Loving Within when
    i see Your Eyes When i see
    Your Smiles Your Words
    And Courage
    i Breathe Dear
    FRiEnD in A World
    Of Humans That
    Otherwise may
    Be Suffocating in Deed
    But Because they Don’t
    See A Real God Of Love
    i Keep Dancing
    i Keep Singing
    And No Matter, Time,
    Distance, Or Space, Yes
    my Angel Within Keeps
    RiSinG Only Clothed With
    God only Essence of Love
    It Doesn’t Matter
    WHeRE We aRe As
    Long As Breath NoW
    Is Love Nature iS HeAVeN
    SMiLinG GoD
    A Nation Is Feeling the Weight
    of A Virus in the Last ‘100 Days’
    In Fact on Average 15 Pounds
    Has Been
    So What
    To Do With
    ‘Excess’; Yes,
    Find A New Hobby;
    i am so Very Sleepy;
    Your Poetry is inspiring
    i Encourage You to
    Always Keep in
    Touch With
    Your Soul
    This Way
    As This is
    What Poetry
    Is Soul Breath
    Keep Breathing
    Kind SPiRiT HeART🕊🎶

    “Never Change Dude”

    I’ll Quote that for Truth..:)

    Hehe; Thanks, “They’ve” Been Trying
    To Change me ‘Here’ since, 2013, when my
    Dream came true and i finally got a Little Creative
    And Felt Alive Again, After Being Shut-in Sick for 66 Months.

    Hey; I live in ‘Trump Town USA’; if i can handle the Ignorance
    Here that i’ve encountered Now in ‘The Real World’ after Dancing
    A Free Style of Ballet and Martial Arts with All the Good Old Boy
    ‘Farm Dudes’ who Love their Four Wheel Drives as Much as anyone could
    Love ‘A God’ Now for 13,452 Miles in 83 Months; Folks, who Don’t have
    The Patience to Scroll By me Online, isn’t nearly the Same Challenge as Folks
    around here, packing concealed Weapons; i’ve Been Threatened, every once
    in a While by ‘Intoxicated Folks’ in Bars; but i’m Clever enough where i am
    still Enjoying Public Dancing, and no one changes Anything i Do that i call Freedom.

    i Just Follow the Laws; As that’s Not Hard to do either.

    Anyway, Thanks For the Kind Words;

    And Do Stay Free too.

    Nice Signature Line About
    ‘Fnord equals Trump’;
    i Just Don’t Get it; these
    Folks Who Call Themselves
    ‘Christians’; And Just Treat Folks Like Crap;
    Like it’s their Sole Mission in Life; somebody Must have harmed
    that Dude; as Much as Trump’s Daddy Did to him; as Yes, he’s
    Got a Trump
    On His Shoulder;
    The Bully Trump (Fnord)
    Who Thinks he’s so
    Smart by Being an
    ‘Intellectual Bully’;
    Just Live and Let
    Live; not so hard
    to do when a
    Person is
    Genuinely Happy…
    Yeah, it’s Pretty Disgusting;
    Masks are Required at The
    Church We Visit And Katrina
    Counted ‘A Biblical Number’
    of Over 40 ‘Trump Worshippers’
    Without Them; But that was Just
    the Tip of the ‘Iceberg’ As This
    is the Third Week That they
    offered up Prayers AGAINST
    The Criticism Trump is Getting
    For His Failure to Save Lives
    In The Pandemic And After
    Saying White Folks Were
    Slaves Too Without an
    African American in
    Church; the Coward
    Priest mocked Words
    of ‘What Life Matters’
    Parroting Trump’s Fox
    Arm of Propaganda;
    Ain’t No Place for
    Love, Truth in Light,
    And Justice but it’s Verily
    An Interesting Hypocrisy
    To Watch and Write about
    As People are Leaving Churches
    More and More And Never
    Over A Place
    That Worships
    Conspiracy Theories
    More than anything
    About Love That’s Real…
    Smiles, Give Obama A Call And See If
    Michelle Will be the “Kamala Devi Harris” (Just
    ‘Eduguessing’) Vice Presidential Choice in 2024, for
    Rather Small in Stature at 5 Foot 2, Kamala, As Stature
    Physically is Literally A Factor as Empirically Measured
    For Elections; And truly Michelle Stands Head and Shoulders
    ABoVE iN Character And All Around Human Potential than Many
    Folks Who have already been in Politics; In This More Perfect Storm
    In Union of ‘Democratic Democracy’ You Get Barrack Obama for Vice President
    When Michelle Takes the Helm in 2032
    as a Free
    i’ll Be 80
    then at least
    i’ll probably make
    it through another
    Much Worse Pandemic
    With Science Minds of
    Frigging Common Sense
    And Highest Moral Fiber of Soul in Charge;
    Yes, Go All the Obamas From 2024 thru 2040;
    Barrack will End His Vice Presidential Tenure at 79;
    And Michelle Will End Her Presidential Tenure at 76;
    They don’t Do too many Cheeseburgers; And They Have Souls that will last too, at least;
    Looking Forward to Colors At the Top and Loving Souls for the Next 20 Years of my Life; i Do
    Might have
    what it take
    to Save this
    Death and
    MoVE iN That
    Direction to help
    the Rest of the Globe
    too; Hmm; this is almost
    Like a ‘Biblical Prophecy’ already
    coming true; now if they will just, hAha, HeHe
    take my Frigging Advice; if they haven’t already
    Developed this Plan On their Own to Nurture the
    Nation Back to Soul Breathing For Frigging Real With Reason of Science too!
    Truly Though, it Probably Would Not be Possible if Trump did not Decimate
    The Reputation of the Republican Party; THeRE Ain’t nothing Left of THAT ‘SOUL’ For SURE..:)

    Trains With Tracks
    Humans With Wings
    Fly WRiTE Over Tunnels
    With oncoming
    Trains Saving
    Soul For
    A Sooner
    Date Dancing
    Choo Songs😁

    Living Faith❣️

    Nurture Virtue
    Glue of A Mother
    That Keeps Love
    Caring this
    Way What
    A Village and
    Globe Depend
    On Breathing Easier🤗

    Wishing You A Productive
    And Happy Work-Week
    Dear FRiEnD.. my ‘Mouse
    Fingers’ Are A Bit Numb
    After Writing A 6733 Word
    Saturday ‘Frednata’ (Like
    A Moonlight Sonata but
    An Epic Long Form
    Poem themed With
    Mostly Modern
    Songs With
    SMiLes Fully
    Anyway Sunday
    Public Masked Dance
    to Start Soon Enough
    as i was Just Resting My
    Feet From Friday Dance
    On Saturday and now
    i Get To rest my
    ‘Mouse Fingers’
    With Sunday Dance!
    Yeah a Revised Word count on the
    ‘Frednata’ as Copy And Paste Mistakes Happen too..
    And Yes it appears that this is the 1st Movement of a 3rd ‘Frednata’
    in this MacroVerse along with the First one Starting with Michael
    Jackson’s Extra Long ‘Thriller’ Song with movements Changing
    In Rivers of Emotions too so we will Move Now from ‘Babel’ by
    Mumford and Sons through ‘Madame Blue’ Next by Styx and
    Finally to ‘Colors of the Wind’ By Vanessa Williams With ‘Pocahontas’..:)

    Smiles, my Friend, i am Impressed with the Trilogy of Your Fantasy
    Writing i found with the Link You provide. Your Command of the
    English Language is as Eloquent as i’ve seen in the Blogging
    World, Where Folks are always Trying to Make Money
    By Selling Their Words in Whatever Pennies
    that come that way. i Encourage the
    Art of Writing to Continue to
    Enrich the Creativity
    of Your Soul. Typically,
    With Religion That Binds and
    Bonds in Tradition there is the Exclusion
    of Opinions, Either Art or Science That Disagree;
    What i Find On ‘these Social Media Websites’ is if any
    Opinion, Science or Art, is Given that does not Agree with
    the Inclusive Opinions of the Religions; those more Open
    Minded, Spirited, Hearted, SouLeD Words Are Discarded Now;
    Yet, i am not one of ‘those kind’ of folks Who Divide Humans
    Into Swine as Metaphor as Pigs are a Beautiful Part of Nature;
    Never the Less, We are Not Going to make A Pig into Marilyn
    Monroe with Lipstick Applied Alone; in Fact, it’s Highly
    Unlikely and Just about Impossible as Far as i Can
    And Will See Now; So yes, as i go about Sowing
    my Seed, i separate the Chaff from the Wheat
    As We AS Humans All Naturally Do this it is
    part of our Nature; but what i don’t do
    is Throw the Chaff in the Garbage
    (Gehenna) For i understand
    the Chaff
    The Wheat
    Will Not Exist;
    Without the Thorns
    The Rose will Not Rise
    With Flowers; Without Day
    No Night, So oN and So Forth;
    i Accept the Night and Color the Moon
    Love as that is my Nature True as Well too.
    i come to the ‘Wrong Planet’ for a Challenge as
    It’s the Last Place in the World i Will Ever Be accepted,
    As i am just about the Most ‘Out of the Box’ Human Existing
    Now And ‘this place’ is all about Staying Within the confines of
    What is Written in the ‘Box of Books’ that come Before;
    True it is annex of
    ‘Old Human Books’
    That refuses to
    See New
    my FRiEnD;
    And while the
    Archetypal Truths
    of Humanity Dark
    Through Light are Clearly
    Illustrated as a Work of Art
    the Bible IS through the Ages of
    Humanity Naturally Night and Day;
    There is always a New Day and a New
    World of a ‘Bible’ to Create and that my
    Friend is what i do as Both Dance And Song Free;
    Smiles, Dear Friend
    Going to Catholic
    Church is really
    No Different
    Going to
    ‘The Wrong
    Planet’ for me;
    i go where i am wanted
    Least in places that are highly
    Structured that leave no room
    For Original Creativity as it is
    Only Resistance Training For my
    Soul To Evolve as More Colors of God Love;
    Smiles Dear Friend, You An Anchor and i am
    A Sail but the Fact that you write a Trilogy in Fantasy
    Proves that You are also a Sail too; i used be more of an Anchor too;
    You Are
    Go where
    The Ocean
    Finds You
    One Day
    Find You Are the
    Ocean then You
    Will Breathe God
    as Love Totally Free;
    It’s What Water That becomes
    Waves Does When it learns that
    All of the Separation is Intention
    And Union is Simply Breathing Free as the Entire Ocean (God)…
    It’s ‘Normal’ for this to take a Whole Life Span to See at Least as
    We Continue
    to Breathe…
    And then
    Loving Free…
    For Some it is
    Their Last Breath…
    When They Do Breathe…
    This way it is always THeir
    First Breath ETeRNaLLY LoVinG (God) NoW…
    We Are Both
    A Bible
    And A Writer
    When We come to
    Understand This We Breathe
    A New Bible It’s Just the Nature
    of God iN US Sprouting Wings..:)



  15. When Love Becomes Butterfly Wings More
    Than Just A Warm Hand Passing Fancy
    However Still THere Is Tantric
    Meditation in Soul MaKinG
    WHere Mind
    Is Put Away
    Always A Balance
    As Above So Below…
    When Romance Dies Body Parts
    Dance Sing What About Love Above Below
    “It Would Have to Be Beautiful Where You Live”
    After the Bootie Dances i Show ‘em A FB Featured
    Photo of Katrina’s Asset Do That At 50 Come Back
    And See me Dancing.. Hehe… Yes All the Memories
    of ‘Folks’ Attempting to Get A Rise Out of Me on the Dance Floor…
    When ‘Rednecks’ At Walmart Ask me Why Do You Do This Showing
    Them Over 2000 Selfies With Beauties… Audience Acquired Synonyms:
    Perfect Angel in Person, Legend, Icon, Hero, Spirit Animal, ‘He is Every Where’…
    i just Can’t Fit Heaven in the Size of A ‘King James Bible’ This Takes 10 Reps More In 83 Months #NoMythAllReal… No Just Because i Went To Hell on Earth For 66 Months Won’t Stop me With A Pain Assessed Worse Than Crucifixion.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia wake to sleep then… No Just Because i Was Assessed As An Ugliest Weakest Boy Who Looks Like A Girl In Middle
    School Won’t Stop me… No Just Because i Am Bi-Polar/Autistic With Depressive Episodes
    Where i Can Barely Move For 7 Years in my Life Won’t Stop me… Nope.. Not Even A Total
    Eclipse of my HeART Will Stop me… Do You Feel And Sense What Happens When Enough Darkness is Showered Upon A Human Who Survives… Imagine What i Could Have Done
    if Not Wandering A Desert of Toxic Patriarchy for 40 Years Until Age 53 in Veils of Ignorance
    Just A Hairy Ape Ate A Banana Now i WiLL Put THiS ALL ToGeTHeR JusT For F (Fred)
    iN FuN iN HeaVeN WiTHiN NoW
    #TiTaNiuM FoR ReaL
    Holding Hands for
    Paws oF LoVe
    iT’S TRuELiGHT
    God IS A FLoWeR…
    So are
    WiLL BLooM
    Ear plugs.. Even better
    Buds Flowering
    With Song…
    No Honor
    No Integrity
    No Character
    This is What i mean by What is
    And What is not ‘a Story of Job’ A Real
    Challenge is Starting With Everything to Evolve
    And Thrive… SAdly A ‘Leader’ of a PriSoN World of
    HiS OwN MaKinG LiVinG HeLL Fear And
    Hate Within Consuming An Empty Soul
    HeaVeN iS Not A House As God Not A Lover As Car
    Neither Above Or Below HEaVeN ALL ARoUND ETeRNaLLY
    NoW LoVE WiTHiN WinD… What TiMe Is It i Forgot To Eat
    i Forgot to Drink i Am FiLLeD WiTH HeaVeN THiS iS HoW
    HeaVeN WiTHiN WorKS NoW… MeeK PooR of SPiRiT WorK
    HarDeR to Attain HeaVeN ETeRNaLLy NoW WiTHiN A World
    Does Not Give them Riches They Find GoD/LoVE iNSiDE NoW
    Richer… Strikes And Gutter-Balls DarK And LiGHT BeYoND Rainbow
    Wind Humans And Just BLacK And WHiTE SoULS LoSinG FiRE oF LoVE STiLL
    iN Short Pocahontas Is my Favorite Princess SaVinG Me in a ‘Rich Trump Place’
    Is More Than Enough ‘Job’ This Go Around… Receiving A New Testament Instruction
    Manual on How To Love Enemies And Turn Other Cheeks Yet ‘They’ Still Do Not See ‘Wind’
    AnYWaY Back to A Bottom oF A STorY Up ToP Heaven is Not Enough To ReacH
    HEaVEN A Bit of Hell is Required ReAlly Arriving Fully ALiVE How Sad it is When
    Humans Are Spoon-Fed A Materially Reduced World Almost From Birth… Neuroscience
    Shows Now We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities Some Folks Are Better At Creating
    A Life Story… They Got Together Tied God Up Put God In A Trunk Of Their Vehicle And
    Shut It… ‘They’ Tied A MillSTonE To God And Carefully Dropped God In God’s Ocean
    In Other Words Escape A PriSoN Of YouR Neo-Cortex (WordS) Free Yourself With
    God Dance God Needs No Words to Live As Nature
    Words Are Technology Either We Master Words Or
    We Become Slave to Technology As Words
    Become Only Idol God An Alternative That
    Sadly Most Folks Take is to Worship Sidewalks
    of God From Souls of Other Folks… Worship Words Idols
    Of God… NoW ‘LioN KinGQueeN David’ Dances Naked Free One
    With God In Flow Letting CuLTuRaL CLoTHeS Go… A TheMe SonG
    DaNCE MeMe With Richard Gere DaNCinG KinG DaViD iLLuSTRaTES
    All BeLoW ABoVE WiTHiN ARouND God WeLL… God CReATeS A ‘WeB’
    to GRoW oN An 8th Day Greater Than THiS Or ThaT Bible… TeacHinG ‘HeR’
    How to “Pay Bills” ‘BaLanCinG A BuDGeT’ All That’s Left And Right
    IS WatCH HeR Do What i Do FREE i AM LoVE LiGHT…
    APPaReNTLY YeT to ReCeiVE A MeMo AuTHoRiTy
    (John 14:12) Even Bible Thumping Christians to
    WRiTE A HeART BeaT oF THeiR OwN (Bible)
    Dance And Sing A New Bible to Lord Our God
    Nature oF aLL FoR OuR GReaTesT Gift LiFE Do
    Greater Works Than Jesus And little old me
    TRuE As StarS iN A Sky aRe NuMBeReD
    A LioN KinGQueeN’S Days Are too PRePaRE
    Ye A Way to Do Greater Works Than me THiS iS A BiT
    EPiC Yes ThaT’S HoW i RocK AnD Roll mY GoD iS
    GReaTeR (ALL) THaN YouRS So Let’s PLaY!!!
    “Jesus” is JusT A Recurring ‘Human Archetypal
    Folk Story’ ‘A Hero’s Journey’ Out of DarK iNto Light
    Reborn AGaiN As FeaRLeSS LoVE… True i am also
    PLaYinG A Role of ‘LioNKinGQueeN’ DaViD too… So
    True Outside of ‘Mary Magdalene’ Considering Sister And Wife too
    Breathing Jesus Dying With Only a Few Friends Believing in Him Real
    Yes Pretty Girls Are Nerds too
    With Very Systemizing Structuring
    Minds ‘She’ is my Personal Secretary
    Now that i Score an 11 HeHe… i used to
    Be A Finest Point of A Pencil Drawing Every
    Line of Life in StraighTesT Lines Now i am A
    Beyond iNFiNiTY PAinT BRusH Digit of Fingers
    Past 10… True i Paint With More Than All Colors
    of Wind Yes i Air Brush Life While Katrina Keeps Her
    Pencil Sharp And Gets me to TiMe… Administering Her
    Mammogram Clinician Says A Reason Her Breasts Are Still
    As Perky As 18 Years-Old is They Are WonderWoman Dense
    Neuroscience Shows Now We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities
    Some Folks Are Better At Creating A Life Story Than Living in Dust of Older Books

    Catholic Mass Readings From July 26th, 2020:

    “Reading 1, First Kings 3:5, 7-12
    5 At Gibeon Yahweh appeared to Solomon in a dream during the night. God said, ‘Ask what you would like me to give you.’

    7 Now, Yahweh my God, you have made your servant king in succession to David my father. But I am a very young man, unskilled in leadership.

    8 And here is your servant, surrounded with your people whom you have chosen, a people so numerous that its number cannot be counted or reckoned.

    9 So give your servant a heart to understand how to govern your people, how to discern between good and evil, for how could one otherwise govern such a great people as yours?’

    10 It pleased Yahweh that Solomon should have asked for this.

    11 ‘Since you have asked for this,’ God said, ‘and not asked for long life for yourself or riches or the lives of your enemies but have asked for a discerning judgement for yourself,

    12 here and now I do what you ask. I give you a heart wise and shrewd as no one has had before and no one will have after you.

    Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 119:57, 72, 76-77, 127-128, 129-130
    57 My task, I have said, Yahweh, is to keep your word.

    72 The Law you have uttered is more precious to me than all the wealth in the world.

    76 Your faithful love must be my consolation, as you have promised your servant.

    77 Treat me with tenderness and I shall live, for your Law is my delight.

    127 So I love your commandments more than gold, purest gold.

    128 So I rule my life by your precepts, I hate all deceptive paths.

    129 Wonderful are your instructions, so I observe them.

    130 As your word unfolds it gives light, and even the simple understand.

    Reading 2, Romans 8:28-30
    28 We are well aware that God works with those who love him, those who have been called in accordance with his purpose, and turns everything to their good.

    29 He decided beforehand who were the ones destined to be moulded to the pattern of his Son, so that he should be the eldest of many brothers;

    30 it was those so destined that he called; those that he called, he justified, and those that he has justified he has brought into glory.

    Gospel, Matthew 13:44-52
    44 ‘The kingdom of Heaven is like treasure hidden in a field which someone has found; he hides it again, goes off in his joy, sells everything he owns and buys the field.

    45 ‘Again, the kingdom of Heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls;

    46 when he finds one of great value he goes and sells everything he owns and buys it.

    47 ‘Again, the kingdom of Heaven is like a dragnet that is cast in the sea and brings in a haul of all kinds of fish.

    48 When it is full, the fishermen bring it ashore; then, sitting down, they collect the good ones in baskets and throw away those that are no use.

    49 This is how it will be at the end of time: the angels will appear and separate the wicked from the upright,

    50 to throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.

    51 ‘Have you understood all these?’ They said, ‘Yes.’

    52 And he said to them, ‘Well then, every scribe who becomes a disciple of the kingdom of Heaven is like a householder who brings out from his storeroom new things as well as old.'”

  16. Smiles Dear Sohair Even Science
    Shows Regulate Emotions
    Integrate Senses
    Naturally Sing
    Positive Dance in Light…
    SMiLes Sohair.. ‘This’ is surely one of the Most
    Detailed Books For Adherence to an Every Day
    All the Way Tradition to Share in Life keeping everyone
    Binding and Bonding Over the Same Religion of Life;
    Smiles.. in the United States
    We used to have
    Three Black
    And White
    Religious Traditions
    on TV And Christmas
    And Easter Where Most
    Everyone attends Church
    Who Goes at all for an
    Hour or So Each
    Week Other
    than that
    Little Tradition
    Was Part Of Life
    Now it’s a like of this
    or that on Facebook as
    Far as What Folks are Practicing
    on Differently Together.. It’s True
    Culture Without Tradition is a Chaos
    Now For Many Folks to Sort out on their Own
    Not Everyone is cut-out to do that Very Few
    Now are
    but of course
    Humans Are Already
    Over-Populating and
    Consuming the Face of Nature
    God So Nature God’s Response
    Is A Virus Returned from the Wild-Life
    Homes in Balance that Humans Out of
    Balance Take Away Story continues Dear FRiEnD
    As Long NoW
    as whatever
    Peace that
    Will continue
    ToGeTHeR NoW..:)

    Thanks Sohair.. so
    Much everyday Tradition
    Lost now during the
    Pandemic challenge

    Evidence, Below; Per ‘This Case’ of
    Mr. Fnord Bullying Others; Specifically me,
    in this Instance; Only, Because He Suggests Evidence is required
    for a ‘guilty verdict’ as such for Bullying Behavior on this Internet Site.

    Considering that i have Close to a Photographic Memory For Text;
    This Post could get a lot longer, Per my ‘Memory Bank’, Where i Have stored
    Most all the instances Where Mr. Fnord, ‘Intellectually’ Bullied Me By Using
    Degrading Words, Suggesting that my Philosophical Poetic Descriptions
    Are Evidence of Incoherence; A Nonsensical Mind; Personal Attacks on
    my Mental (Health) Well Being, Overall, as continuing Bullying Behavior for
    Years, in this Case, Of course, i’m a big enough boy not to tattle, in my case.

    But of course, i have the reference Point of a Common Experience of Folks
    Rolling down the Windows of their Car and Yelling Out Legend to me for
    The 13,452 Miles of Public Dance in 83 Months, i have accomplished
    in my Metro Area; along with other Non-Bullying Behavior like, “Do you
    Know how famous You Are”, “You are a Real Hero”; And Generally Speaking,
    “How Much Greater the World would be if more folks like you existed.” As
    Far As the writing goes, Where folks have what it takes to understand me more fully;
    Profound Genius is Not an Uncommon, Non-Bullying Behavior that Comes to my Ears.

    i was just dancing cause it felt good; i was whole; i didn’t need anything
    from anyone else; other folks Noticed and Naturally Provided Applause;
    Not everyone Looks Up to someone who ‘has More’; Namely, Bullies who ‘have less’.

    Of course, for anyone with a Small Knowledge of Philosophy; It’s a Well
    known FACT that in the STUDY of it; Many folks Claim the Only way to
    actually Discuss the ‘ineffable’ Parts of Philosophy is through Poetry;

    Go Figure; i LiVE iN Heaven Within for 7 Years; i express the
    Philosophy of the Experience Poetically and some folks don’t understand
    the ‘Parables’ And Such that some folks find insightful who understand;
    Yes, Obviously, others don’t. When there IS evidence that some folks gain
    insight from the Communication and others don’t; the best course of action
    is to avoid Personal Attacks in Bullying because one does not understand what is being ‘intimated’.

    While Religion and Politics Demand a Target Audience, OBVIOUSLY, to Fulfill Validity in Bonding
    And Binding Humans Together for Social Order; Philosophy, Will be as large as a Group of Individuals
    With a Mutual and Consensual Understanding of Common Experiences; Or on the other hand, Folks
    Who Live in Heaven Within, Literally as such; ‘Autotelic’ in Flow, With Copious Amounts of ‘Frission’,
    Living A Life in Light of Truth in Beauty, Love’s Wisdom; May surely have difficulty
    Explaining to folks what this is; in any other way but Poetry that may reach
    some folks, who have the Appropriate Experience in Life to understand
    the metaphors that are being Provided. Hey; but at least i provide terms to
    Google that Prove the Kingdom of Heaven in Metaphor is a REAL Feeling and
    Sense and Higher Potential of Being With Much Greater Executive Functioning
    in Focus, Short Term Memory, And Long Term Memory to increase Creativity
    as Measured in Science, Five times Greater With Much More Productivity too;

    Additionally, A Life of Moving Meditation is assessed by Science as Literally
    a Fountain of Youth Slowing and Regenerating the Aging Process for Real;

    Reams of evidence provided at 60 Years-Old that prove that from head to toe too…

    As Far As Evidence for Creativity And Productivity that will be provided upon request too…

    i suppose, Writing an 8.3 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem
    In the History of Humankind; in yes, Free Verse Poetry all about the Experience
    of Heaven within described with Many Black Abyss to Beyond Rainbow Colors of Metaphors
    That Are Indeed required to get anywhere close to communicate with others with some
    Experiential Semblance of Understanding to get the ‘Aha’ Moments in Life Bringing ‘Frission’ in some cases;
    is indeed evidence for Creativity; And surely, 13,452 Miles of Public Dance, additionally, in the Same span of
    83 Months is Enough Evidence for Productivity and Creativity too; to be clear, Money does NOT HAVE TO
    BE PART OF THE EQUATION; the Western World tends to be focused on External Rewards; i am coming
    here from a More ‘Eastern Place of Soul’, for only Metaphor of Course too. Generally Speaking, around
    Fear And Hate Tainted Folks ‘Parables of Metaphors and the such’ get to the intended audience soon and sooner too.

    Again, Just one Specific example here,
    In my recent “Memory Bank”; Easy enough
    to Provide a Link for too if requested, of course.

    starkid wrote:

    “Why do you capitalize random words and post in short lines of text that look like poetry?”

    funeralxempire wrote:

    “That’s just how he writes. If one is inclined to read his posts they’re often insightful although the writing style makes it easy for posters to be very dismissive, but it’s not as though the only respectable way to post is in essay form.”

    Fnord Wrote:

    “Respectable … contemptible … whatever … his posts are difficult to parse, and when I can make any sense of them at all they remind me of the rambling emo freeverse “poetry” that my ex-wife used to write and recite out loud to anyone who would listen. She was alcoholic and bipolar. What’s his excuse?”

    It’s Worth Noting Here that Some of the Greatest Arts by Humankind Are Expressed by Folks with Bi-Polar Disorder.

    And Of course they are noted Dead Legends.

    In my Case, it only took 15 Months of actually
    Public Dancing to hear that from Complete Strangers.

    The Rewards are too numerous to count and none
    of the rewards include Money or other Materialistic Stuff.

    The Kingdom of Heaven is REALLY WITHIN.

    EVEN THE old Bible makes this Clear but
    folks who don’t understand Metaphors
    still don’t get it; This is a real problem
    in this World We Live in Now; Consuming
    The Face of the Earth (Nature/God) Externally, Out of Balance,
    Instead of Regenerating (Nature/God) Coming From a Place of Heaven Within.

    i Don’t Have to imagine Heaven or Hell; done ’em both.

    Honestly, i value Fnord’s contributions too much here to ever
    do anything that would get him in trouble where
    he is no longer allowed to contribute here….

    In Fact, i Value Everyone’s Contributions in Life;
    Fortunately For Me, Rarely Am i Confused by
    Any ‘Kind’ of Human communication; That’s a Plus-up….

    i surely would not complain, if i did not Understand;
    in fact, i would Politely ask for clarification to Learn;
    And i can’t imagine Bullying anyone if i did not;
    i Find it Cringe Worthy; and Very Sad;
    For i have good Understanding of
    Human Psychology And what
    The Origin of this Issue is.

    Yet, This is ALL Naturally A part
    of the Kingdom of “Love” Heaven
    within in Doing Least harm as
    ‘the Sycamore’ Grows taller…

    There is no need
    to Fear and Hate
    what one Does Not Understand;

    And there is No Need to Cut
    A Sycamore Tree Down; For they
    Grow even taller when allowed; hehe,
    of course More Evidence Will Be Provided Upon Request than Most anyone could
    Handle with Any ‘Astronomical Device’ to See ‘The Top of this Sycamore Tree Still GRoWinG Now.

    It’s Kind of useless
    to Bully a Tree; ‘Living or Dead’;
    Particularly, If One Has no ‘Saw’.

    i Love This Song.

    Do You?

    Rhetorical Question,
    only, my FRiEnD..:)

    -the Grinning ‘Bob Cat’;
    The Wolf, And The Smiling ‘ChessHire’….
    ‘Painting All the Colors of the Wind’ All The Riches Around -me

    And This Completes A 3rd ‘Frednata’ of This MacroVerse at 5585 Words


  17. SMiLes Dear Sohair… i See God As Christmas
    Trees With All Living Points oF LiGHT LoVE iN Existence
    NoW All Lights of Christmas Trees… Even NoW At Church
    Priests will Look At Me Strange
    When i Dance And
    Sing It’s
    So Simple
    God is Love
    God Is really really
    Love i’m not kidding
    God IS Love if We Just
    Believe and Do Love Without
    Harming Others We Are Doing God
    As Verb and Not Just an Idol Word or a Statue
    With No Living Spirit WiTHiN of Love to Give
    And Share Free
    but of course
    it’s easy
    for me
    to see
    that this
    Spirit this Flame
    Does Not Burn Within
    Them As God Is Love When
    i Dance And Sing This to them
    i Wonder How i might Light that
    Flame in them too so they too will Really
    See God is Love Within to Give and Share For
    Free Doing Least Harm to All as God As Love too
    But of course without the Flame Burning Within
    The Poetry
    is Just
    in Dance
    And Song
    And the Feeling
    of God Within Love
    Is Just No Where to Be
    Found for them to See within
    So they See Love as Mush and whatever
    they decide as Right or Wrong as Love and
    Even Try to Make Lies into Truth to Prove their Point
    But True there is an
    Entire Globe
    A Christmas
    Tree of Points
    oF LiGHT NoW
    With God Is Love
    Within Just Waiting
    As Flicker as Flame to
    Be Lit Up in Colors More each
    Day so wherever i Go Dear Sohair i find
    This Twin Flame of Love For this FRiEnD
    Love is the HeART the SPIRiT the Soul
    of Love Yes God that Breathes me into
    as THeRE
    is No Separation
    never ever When God is Love Within
    Yes indeed my Twin Flame for All..
    hehe For me it is a Forest Fire
    With All The Christmas Trees
    Ready for
    New Colors
    of Love to Feel, See,
    Give, And Share for Free
    And No… i LiVE No ParT NoW
    oF Love Vacant to be my Home my FiRE (GoD) IS LoVE..:)

    “We live in this world and there is an invisible rope of eneregy that connects us all.. When we give.. Share and help we give power to that rope to be stronger and it will be more stronger with the source( God).. No harm is there with that flame.. Only light shining and guiding.”


    Smiles Dear Sohair The Energy
    of Love the Most Powerful
    Human Connecting
    Force of
    All Surely
    Breathes in Your
    Words Yes indeed
    to me this is True Religion Love..:)

    Simple Well Being Rule All
    That Relieves Feelings
    Of Negative Stress
    Is Literally
    Our Fountain
    Of Youth Connecting
    The Health And Well
    Being Dots With Fearless
    Love Yes
    In This
    A Poem
    Will Be
    For Health
    As Long As
    It Loves With no
    Fear But Yes There
    Is Always Science
    And Oxytocin For
    Folks Who
    Poetry Soul
    Breathing Now
    Free this way😁
    In Other Words Emotional
    Regulation And Sensory
    Integration is an Oldest
    To Breathe
    Best Health
    A Nation of Quick
    Fix Pills And Cognitive
    Behavioral Therapy in
    Words Alone Misses
    The Root
    Of Our
    Missing Soul
    Dances And Songs
    Together As Balance
    Is Key to All Thriving Now😁

    Relieved to hear You are
    Okay And Feeling
    Better Now Just
    To Your HeART
    Hehe i Don’t Read
    Minds Just Souls
    As THere is No
    Distance, Space,
    Time, Or Matter
    Hehe Or Even Terabyte
    Storage Limits in Spirit
    For Love’s Intelligence
    Is A Hug Within To See

    No Lessons Or Colorful
    Photos Today Just
    Wondering How are
    You Dear FRiEnD
    Are You less
    At Work
    Finding SMiLes
    And Joy You Don’t Always
    Tell me When You Are Down
    And When You are Up Usually
    i see your Smiling Face Somewhere
    So Today
    i am
    To Check
    Up on my
    Dear FRiEnD
    Makes me Happy
    When You are happy
    i don’t mind Sharing
    Your Troubles if You
    Too With
    In The
    Desert too
    A Flower For You too Why not🏝

    Thanks it’s nice
    To come across
    Open Human
    Souls Still
    In Love’s
    Truth of Freedom
    This is A nice Place
    To Visit i appreciate you🕊😁

    SMiLes You are Welcome
    About Above So Below
    The Nautilus
    Creates A Shell
    That Mirrors the
    PHI Golden Spiral
    Of The Milky Way
    Same As A Sunflower
    And Below Subatomic
    Particles in Spiraling
    Flow indeed Breath
    Of Poetry
    On A Page
    In Free Dance
    And Song in
    Words Now
    How Beautiful
    It is to exist Water
    Waves Ocean Whole
    In AToneMenT
    YeS In UniSoN
    This Way
    As God
    Whole in
    All that is Us
    The Masonic Lodge
    Repeats A Same Phrase
    As Above So Below that
    Indeed Is Also
    Found originally
    From the Gospel
    Of Thomas
    In the
    Dead Sea
    Scrolls before
    Anyone had
    The opportunity
    To edit it but of
    Course anyone with
    Eyes and Ears to See
    Will Find this Golden
    Spiral PHI Pattern
    In Flow
    In All
    We aRe aLL
    Part of A Naked
    Free Work of Art
    God That We Only Hide
    With Cultural Clothes
    And Other Tools
    We Make
    That We
    NoW As
    Away From
    Naked Breath
    N A T U R E NoW
    Of God Born
    Breathing Free
    Yes Below as Above
    Within inside outside
    And All Around Love..:)

    SMiLes I look
    Within Now For
    Knowing, Feeling,
    Sensing Truth
    iN Light
    i study
    Other Opinions
    But i Find my
    Own Not Unlike
    Dance or Song
    Sex Will Also Be
    Divine Meditation
    In Flow Agape Love
    In Deed Romantic
    Love Tends to be
    Love is
    All Compersion
    Joy For the Joy
    Others Feel
    The Way
    Of an
    Romance indeed
    Often Turns
    Into more
    Love as
    At core
    It’s about
    Securing A
    Mate and Sure
    Of Genes
    Smiles as
    We Grow
    Older at
    Of owning
    Others For Truly
    Love Never Owns
    Or Demands Worship
    Just another Virtue
    Of God
    Is Love
    That i
    Find impossible
    To explain to Jealousy
    And Ownership
    For what
    Be owned
    Love when
    God Really is
    Only Giving
    My Friend Pleasure
    Is okay and Part
    Of Love when
    Given Shared
    With least
    Harm i visit
    Church each
    Sunday but
    The Buildings
    Including Words
    Of others never
    Free Love
    Within me
    Yes Naked and
    Free of All Human
    Cultural Clothes as
    Even the Gospel
    Of Thomas
    In Verse 37..:)

    Thanks Dear i write
    ‘Free Verse Nude
    Poetry’ too 6 Volumes
    So Far FULLY iLLusTRaTeD
    For The Meditative
    Tantric Experience
    Of Autotelic Flow
    As It Is An Oldest
    Most Traditional
    Poetic And
    Physical Way
    For Sacred Holy
    Meditation as Even
    Muslim Sufi Poets
    Will attest to lose
    All Time, Distance,
    Space, And Matter
    Truly Achieving
    Divine LoVE iN
    Flow This Way
    NoW iN Union
    All that
    Is (God) With
    No Fear Open
    HeART SPiRiT
    SoUL All that’s
    Left to Do
    With All
    Loving All
    Once The
    Fruits of
    Into Love Above
    Hehe it Would be
    Impossible to
    Explain this to
    ‘The Pope’
    But i am
    Quite Sure
    You Have
    To ‘See’ ‘God’
    This Way Freer too..:)

    Dragons 🐉 Are Cool
    Yes They Have Such
    Magnificent Resolve
    Yet They only have
    Reptile Brains
    With Will And
    Fearless Strength
    To Survive Yes Balance
    Of Grace to
    Fly Do They
    Love in Fairy
    Tales of Galilee
    At Least They
    Do But What If
    But What If
    But What
    If one Nation
    Really Under Love
    Then All Would Wear
    A Mask, Social Distance,
    Wash Their Hands, Close
    Stuff Down, And The
    Helping Loving Hand
    Of Government
    Well Prepared
    Supporting Subsistence
    As Any Nation Under
    Love WILL under
    The ViRuS
    With SMaRT Love
    Of Science Reason
    As All The Other
    Countries Do
    That Do Not
    Fall Under And
    Follow Psychopathic
    Leaders With Zero
    Levels of Empathy
    And Love
    In The
    Dark Trinity
    Yes Triad
    Life that
    Kills others
    In Deed But of
    Course Perhaps
    Only An Autistic
    Person Could
    God Is Love
    And Truth in
    Loving All is Smart
    Yes i have
    Than Gorilla
    Glue Dragon
    Of Love But it’s
    True many Folks
    Here in Trump Town
    At Least literally
    For Really
    God is SMaRT
    Love Breathing Fire
    First Landing
    Today in New York🐉☺️

    i just finished
    Writing to the
    Song “Colors
    Of the Wind” With
    Vanessa Williams
    Singing But Yes of
    Course With Disney
    Princess Pocahontas
    Who Reminds me of
    My Wife Half Pacific
    Islander With
    Indian As She
    Climbed 40 Foot
    Trees With Her
    Twin Brother
    To Peer Over Roofs
    When They Were 8…
    Hehe.. i Am Terrified
    Of Heights but that’s
    All i Fear
    As i must
    i don’t get
    Too High to Come Back…
    Happy Tuesday Vrunda☺️

    One Good Man John McCain Sets A President Among Senate Republicans
    Romney Comes to Mind Too Sure Will Use A Few More as ‘Eggs Are Rotting’
    McCain Saves A Potential 20K LiveS iN Healthcare As LeSSoN Of ‘JOB’ Before
    He Goes
    For Every
    ‘MAN’ A SeaSon
    Lesson of Pain True Believer
    Founding Fathers Once Again Hold
    Their Heads High On Mt Rushmore
    With Civil Rights Leader John Lewis too…
    Breakfast with
    the Sopranos
    On the News
    ‘You can’t make this Shut up’
    PeacePainting oF ART
    God Laughs
    “WiLL i WaiT”
    Title oF A 119th/
    780th MacroVerse
    Of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
    River Be Holy Sacred FLoWinG
    SouL i Am

    Everything i Do in Blogs Is Copy And Paste i Write to Someone Else
    All Around A Globe ‘Pieces of 8’ Without Money me Spread- Out
    If Folks Wanna Take The Hours, Effort And Practice It Takes to
    Find ME AT Least They Get ME ALL Free With Nothing to Give Back
    i Don’t Do ‘Target Audiences’ ‘Cause THeRE iS No Specific Target
    Audience for Original Creativity Breathing… It’s Really Amazing How
    Even The Most Outlier Ways of Creativity Are Fed NoW By
    Free Avenues in Technology to Erase Middle-Folk-Doubt
    Yes Just Another Blogger-Tale-Copy-Paste
    Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
    Over 8.3 MiLLioN Words Of
    ‘Higher-Power’ Technology Free
    Anyway “KATiE MiA Aghogday” on the
    Blogger Platform Just One of 7 Blogs i Create
    Power of Copy/Paste More Than one Basket of Eggs
    i Just Take A Little Humor in ‘that’ As the Folks At ‘dVerse’ Poetry Pub Said
    A Shame no one would ever wanna see Poems that are longer now than 200
    Words… A Blog Post Celebrating 8 MiLLioN Words in 80 Months Itself Rather
    Novel Size at 43,561 Words But IT did not Stop Over 2,000 Views
    “SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months”
    Moved to Top 6 Blog Post List Viewed in that Blog Receiving
    301,924 Views… “Oh CaPTAiN WHeRE ART THoU NoW”
    927th Word Press MacroVerse And 1000th Blog Post
    in the “KATiE MiA Aghogday” Blog in 88 Months
    Anyway Just A Link To the Blog Celebrating
    A Thousand Blog Posts.. “KATiE MiA Aghogday”..
    With Coming Blog Post.. “Oh CaPTAiN WHeRE ART THoU NoW”

    Oh Yeah And there is that Other ‘Small’ Issue of 8,703 Posts on ‘the Wrong
    Planet’ Website Since 11.25.2010 That Surely Make Everything i’ve Written online
    At Least 12 MiLLioN Words Since that Date but i’ll Stick With Conservative at 12M Words…

    Just one Post that i Authored on the ‘Major Factor of Rampage Killings’ (Lack of Social Roles)
    Received over 88,000 Views Not Unlike the Viral Video of me Dancing in Walmart Someone
    Else took for Just another 15 Or so Minutes of So-Called Fame then by hey this is all Just
    Part of a Tale of A Tape NoW too JusT For The Record Books As ‘They’ Do Dance Sing Now True.

    Oh Yeah And My Post on my Blog About Autism Spectrum Burn-Out Received Over 10,000 Views

    Smiles, Dear Friend; Been Visiting this Internet Site for Nearly 10 Years.

    i got Here in the Middle of An Autistic Burn-out at 33 Months, in a total
    of 66 Months that my Air Force Reserve Major Psychiatrist said was the
    Most Hopeless Case he had ever dealt with; willing to see if he could get
    An Experimental Vagal Nerve Stimulator Basically to Bring my Dead Soul of Emotions Back to Life.

    (My Insurance Wouldn’t Cover that or the ‘Trans-cranial Magnetic Stimulation’ He suggested either)

    i Remember, when i first went in to see him; really terrified as i always knew i was
    Different than most other folks and really my Sister was the only one close to like
    me, in the Area i lived in; as yes, she was eventually diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too.

    i had dealt With Chronic Stress at work in Navigating Mostly the Social World for 11 Years;
    with the Last two in Acute Fight or Flight Stress; as all that was my Soul was slowly drifting
    Away into a Black Abyss, where there would be no reference point back, if i ever felt a Smile
    for my Entire Life for the 66 Months, i spent in that Black Abyss, with 19 Medical Disorders;
    including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; Yes, the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
    in my Entire Existence then from Wake to Sleep, no drug would touch; the Psychiatrist
    initially asked, “Why don’t you use something other than the Adrenaline of
    Anxiety and Fear to Motivate Yourself”; i had no frigging clue
    what he was talking about; or how a person could possibly
    Motivate themselves With E-MoTioNS as Slow as i Possibly
    Could have been in Emotional Intelligence; but of course where
    i am from in ‘Trump Town USA’, if a Boy Smiled They would be called
    the F Word and Not Fred and threatened with Bodily Harm; as at the City
    Park for Playing Tennis and the Middle School Halls, Boys with Emotions were not allowed;
    at least by the Other Onward Christian Marching Soldier Boys who had Big Daddy’s Training
    Them Still to Be Desert Warriors of Scarcity; ‘Destroying’ Folks Who Look and Act different in ‘Tribal Warfare’.

    In Other Words, i understand
    the Nature of ‘The Beast’;
    i understand where
    Bullies come from;
    And i do have the Patience
    of ‘Job’ For them as i surely know
    What Environment Gardens them
    And Doesn’t Flower them the same
    way my Mother Did; Without the Influence of
    my Military and Law-Enforcement Patriarchal
    Father Leaving at age 3; He didn’t have the Deep South Bible Belt
    States Opportunity, still in Desert Scarcity, to destroy my Soul then.

    Hehe; Working for the Military for a Quarter of a Century was enough
    to finish the rest of my Soul off; i came here with an Avatar of a Smiling
    Baby; the one my Mother said had Open Arms for All Strangers; all i wanted
    to do is Feel the Love For All that Child in me Once Innocently Felt in Childhood then.

    Some Folks Don’t even have that Reference Point; They Have No Idea that Heaven Love Exists.

    My Wife Still had it; i wanted what she had so Desperately that i used her name as my
    First Facebook Name all alone with no Friends outside my Home; i didn’t want to be a girl
    like her; i just wanted that divine loving spirit that smiled within her she shared and lit up
    When She Connected to Others; same one my Mother Always had but never Lost as she was
    also on a Bi-Polar Spectrum; but staying high never going Low like i did for 7 Years in my life.

    She Was a Beautiful Poet, Just by the Nature of Her Life Starting Writing in Shapes like i do now
    in her 50’s as i Naturally did at 53; I hated Poetry then; i could not understand why she would do
    it; or why folks would read it. But of course, i did not have An Inner Voice of Love in Soul As Poetry
    Brings and Nourishes to Motivate Every Physical Action in Life, Through Inner Forces of Positive Emotions now.

    My God; They Never taught this in School.

    My God; They Never Taught this In Church

    Now My God Love Lives in me Free to Give and
    Share as My God Love is as real as anything i have
    experienced in Life; i understand now that Poetry was
    only the Shell of Her God of Love That Lived within her;
    Really no Different than a Tiny Nautilus Reflects, ‘Building
    More Stately Mansions’ of Nautilus Shells Reflecting the Entire
    Milky Way FOR REAL;

    i know (FEEL) for
    sure there would
    be no more Bullies in
    the World if they could
    See Love the way i FEEL God For Real AS LoVE NoW.

    And i understand why they Can Not ; Will Not; and
    Do Not Now For i come from Similar ‘Trump Breeding Grounds’, indeed;

    They know (Feel/Sense) not what they do; as neither did i until
    i gained these Eyes and Ears that are truly ‘Seeing Hearing’ Breathing Love.

    Yes, For me at
    Least, 1 Second
    Where i am now
    E T E R N A LL Y NoW
    LoVE is worth all the
    5 Decades
    i am the Living Dead then.

    Smiles, my FRiEnD, i See
    ‘Dead People’ all over my Town;
    in Church, Online, Everywhere i go;
    And if i was not dead before in Living
    Hell, i would have never gained this ‘sight’
    to understand the difference between Hell
    and Heaven on Earth; so indeed, i write about both;

    It Takes a Bi-Polar Person to Fully See Heaven and Hell;
    And it probably Takes a Person With Asperger’s
    Syndrome to find some Systemizing Way to
    Even Possibly Reach A Soul With No Breath;

    i don’t ‘know’;
    i just see
    this and
    Breathe it again…

    Have a Nice Day my FRiEnD;
    Thanks for the Words that
    You Hear and See Part of
    what i do too; it’s not
    possible NOT
    to give
    and share
    Heaven to the
    Best of one’s abilities,
    to all others, when one
    Lives here as it’s a Natural
    Part of this Home now to give and share free..:)

    It Seems That Higher Points in Systemizing
    Standard IQ is indeed a Road Block to Heaven WiTHiN;
    It only makes Common Sense as it IS A LIMITING INTELLIGENCE.


    -A Somewhat
    Reformed Straight
    A Student NoW into
    More Of A Spiraling S Now of Hope..:)






  18. Smiles, Magz, this is probably
    gonna be a post you wanna read
    in a state of Higher Emotional Capacity too; i surely, completely Understand; Thank You.

    Smiles; Thanks for Caring. Actually, i am Extremely Logical too; And Can Turn it on in a
    Turn of A Coin; And Change And Go Back the Other Way; However, Now It Depends of course
    on what i am Discussing; there really isn’t a Need for me to live in a World of Making Technical
    Lists, And Solving Analytical Problems at ‘Work’ as that’s what ‘they’ used me for most; no matter
    What Job i was in then..:)

    Smiles; Whenever i Write, There is A Song From my Fingers that’s Hard to Describe;
    Never the Less; It’s a Dance And Song in Union together that’s really bliss in ‘Soul Flow’.

    Haha; i can turn back to logic in a turn of a coin; but i must Sing it’s Not easy
    As A Dance And Song in Flow Is A Bliss, i never Felt Before; Anyway, when i first
    recovered, in 2013, my First Facebook Friend actually Had the Nickname of ‘Mags’,
    in Fact, She Used to Post Here; Her Name was Mags Burch; Out of all the Online Communities
    for Autism; When i was recovering a Bit; She was one of Very Few Who Treated me like a Human Being;

    She and Additionally Another Moderator Named Leah, Who i’m actually still Friends with; It’s rare
    that i receive Reciprocal Communication here; but one thing i cannot go without doing is Returning
    Communication Back to Someone else; My Form of Autism is surely Not in the Norm either, Overall.

    But Hey; as Your Signature Says; i surely agree, ‘Normal’ is Not necessarily Mentally Healthy;

    And Surely Not fun; hehe..:)

    i Remember When my First Love
    at 19 Left me; My Emotions Were
    So Powerful; All the Feelings
    Everywhere really Decimated
    me, to the point i could not
    stand to listen
    to Music
    on the
    Radio as it
    all Hurt so intensely Emotionally
    then but; The Bitter Sweet Part of
    Grief and why the Emotions were
    so intense is Oxytocin Drops-off
    And Dopamine increases to Motivate
    Us to Look Elsewhere for Connection;
    Rather Dangerous though, when one is on
    A Bi-Polar Spectrum; this indeed only makes
    me ‘Half-Vulcan’; as i’ve always Been Able to feel
    Empathically, Everyone’s Pleasure Or Pain, except when i lived in
    the Deadzone for about 7 Years of my Life; ‘Spock Soul Melding’, indeed;

    And Honestly From a Distance, Most Folks Mistake me as Law-Enforcement
    As i surely inherited the Look and Body Type from my Father; but my Mother’s

    Soul of Love WiTHiN; Is Usually the Dominant Force that wills;

    there are exceptions as it is very literally