6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse

Addendum on 5/16
That Will Also Begin
“MarK mY Words on
5.16.19” A Next MacroVerse too…
“6th Full Flower Blue Moon Muse”
MarK mY Words on 5.16.19 my
‘Nike Ad’ Will Feed the Poor of Spirit
i’LL Just Do IT NoW i would have been
Greater Impressed if Tim Tebow Stamped
His Face With ‘John 14:12’ Greater Yet Just Do IT
On ‘The 8th Day’ God
Said Jesus F iN Christ!
Get Off YouR Ass Pick
Up An Egg And Just Do It!!! (John 14:12)
hAHa! So Are Y’ALL
STiLL Waiting For God to Pull A Magic Rabbit Out Of
An Easter Egg…
‘Book’ i Set Aside Dance Sing iT IS A Piece of
Cake to Make This HaPPeN i Am iCinG
iMaGiNE A Place With No Sun or
Moon Where Love Shines Day And Night Practically Forevernow
Keeping in Mind i Am Only A Poem Online i Am Practically Everywhere
Always Forever Now i Shine on Screens…
Note: WHere i Live At Least..
i Am the Only ‘Dancing Man’…
People Kid ‘The Dancing Man Is Everywhere’ In Flesh and Blood…
This is Bigger Now Than Just A Patch of Dirt in the Middle East…
Perhaps One Day i Will Sing ‘FucK You’ Avatar Life But Wait!….
i can’t go back to sleep i might as well get up but wait! i was enjoying hugging Y.O.U….
A UniVerse/God We Touch Or A Problem to Be Continued…
Turkey Wings make Sleep
Not unlike Souls Lost from Dance and Song (Poetry)
He Loves Her For She Sings the Language of His Soul to Him (Poetry)
(Side Note: This Is The Answer to the Song “i Don’t Know How to Love Him” in the ‘Jesus Christ
Super Star Song’ that Mary Magdalene Sings but Really the Song Probably Did the Trick And Treat)
Blind And Deaf See And Hear Again in Dance And Song of Soul
She Said my Words Were ‘Magic’ in Other Words i brought ‘The Dead’ to ‘Life’ in my ‘Living Words’
Souls Who Dance Sing Steps Words Emote Living Heart Spirit Soul
When Folks No Longer Speak As Song Move As Dance Their Souls Die Alive
Only A Very Few Living Souls Could Relate
A Few in the Crowd Were Amazed When Words Became Flesh (Poetry)
‘They’ Shuffle by
Lost With FRownS
With Cold ‘Hands’
Sadly i Find Some Folks Not Receptive to Life (Dance/Song)
Realistically i cannot expect anyone who hasn’t
been where i have to return the same
Someone told me my Words Were Music to
Their Ears.. Yes.. When Souls Speak Living
Yes.. Dear Xenia.. i Feel
Fortunate to have the
Comfort of Nature in my
Backyard Over Views of
Dead Objects That Take
Over As We
Are Evolved to
React With Life…
Sidenote: As i Attempt
To Make Words Living And
Organic and even attach Smiley
And Winking Emoticons
To the End of my
Sentences an
Adaptation from
When i was shut-in
With 19 Conditions for
66 Months including the
Worst assessed Pain known
To Humankind.. Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia Like
A Dentist Drill in my
Right eye and ear
Then Without
Novacaine That
No other Drug would
Relieve From Wake to
Sleep taking almost
All effective use of
Eyes and Ears and
Emotions separating
Me from Living Nature
For 66 Months Where the
Only effective adaptation
Was to literally become Words
To effectively communicate
With anyone so the Flesh
Became Words for me at
Least as this Hobby
Of me online
LiveS on NoW..
And of Course
Poetry is a Closest
Art to Living Words
As Any Bible Writer
Who Attempts to
Make Words
Of Soul
As Musical instruments
Are Strings that Extend
Our Vocal Chords And
Percussion Beats of
Our Heart Pianos
Of Our Soul
Dance And
Living Soul
NoW LiveS oN..:)
Dedicated to my
6th Full Moon
Muse.. i couldn’t
Have Done This Without Y.O.U..:)

Loves That Last Loves that
Go Loves that Return
Who Never
Smiles my
Friend Humanity
Lives now with this
Affliction of Love As
Humanity Dies With
This Affliction of
Love indeed
is born
Again as
Light Returns to:
From: Darkest Days of Night




Hi Frank Thanks For Dropping by #LoVE@BesTNoW as i really Enjoyed Creating
The Twists And Turns of this one as of course Love is not a One Way Street
So Many Branches And Roots And Leaves That Fall and Rise too of
Course All Around Humanity and the Rest of Nature at Best
of Course Unconditional Fearless and Positive Without
Harming others and there goes all the Leaves
That Rise and Fall too as Karma
Comes and Goes This
Way True up
and down
and Gutterballs”
as ‘they’ say too and if we
are lucky we make the Grade and
Rise over Fall from First Breath to
Last Breath and all the Blinks Between
We Give and Share or Take And Hoard
in Rise and Fall in the Name of Love and
The Feeling of Love now that Drives all the
Paths Home or far away from Home.. so far..
hmm.. as you Quote: “one of the main reasons
i write is so i will not give my Gorgeous Wife Katrina
Fredaches”.. SMiLes Frank Everyone has their Reasons
And Their Feelings too it’s not stepping on them and Rising
them Higher inStead of Lower that is the Art of Life that never
ends now never a Science Love Will Be as of course it will never
be Repeated the Same and will always come Back Different Refreshing
or Rotting Or going somewhere it may not be found at all not the greatest
Environment for Empirical Analysis of what will be Observed and Measured Discretely..
And then Folks
‘Think’ They
God Now
Fully ALL
in a Science
of Words True..
Hmm.. without the
Art there is No Love it’s
really as simple as that my friend..
For Love and or God Will Never Be
Measured Fully By Either Science or Words alone..
Smiles yes other than that The Streams continue to
Flow Differently to the River that does the same as
Bays Swallow That Whole Differently too as the
Ocean Grows Smaller and Larger True as
Shores Recede and Grow With Tides
that come in and go out too
at Least for me a “6th
Full Flower Blue
Moon Muse”
MacroVerse is
Starting Now With All these
Words As the ‘Ocean’ continues to Change too..:)


Hmm… ‘Vegeta’ Now now What
Was ‘He’ Thinking of competing
Past ‘Goku’ Hehe.. Ain’t Humans
That Way too.. Always Passing
Each other up these days
No Longer Holding
hmm.. what
Will BeCoME NoW
oF aLL of US Perhaps
Manga will teach us too
mY Friend as All Myths
Are reflections of the
Stories of Our Lives
Anyway SPeaKinG
OF This i just
Words of the Last
MacroVerse Next Will Use a
Bit of R and R And Will catch up later
With You On A Fresh Side mY Friend too..
in Other Words the 262nd Dance Week Night
Coming Next With all those College Age Folks
as they attempt to catch up with me too.. hehe
A little Warm-Up is Required Before That too..:)


My Pet Peeve Now is not
having a Cat.. lately when
i See one.. i either Fall in
Love or Weep.. i’m Glad
i’m Sensitive like that
As when i worked
There was no
Time for such
Big Important to
Do Lists And Deadlines
Were God not Cats i See
Life for lots of folks like
That Now An Automated
Toilet with no
Manual Button
That Won’t Flush…
The Restrooms of
Life used to be a
Paradise away
From Automation..
Now the Sanctity of
Life is Full Of
Trump Stuff..
It’s just the
Craziest thing..:)
‘People’ at the Club asked me to Remove my
Shirt Before but it’s a bit too much
For Flesh and Blood like Removing my Shades
Anyway as ‘the Signs’ Say Beast
Mode Engaged and Dance
is Coming Next… 262nd
Week With the College Folks at Seville
Honestly It’s a Bit Hard to Achieve
A 6-Pack at 240 Plus Pounds but
i still have about a Year to 60 to Achieve it
Hmm.. Been Doing ‘Body Art’ For Almost 6 Years and Katrina Finally
Said She Is Impressed so i am Sharing the Beach Version.. If you
are offended by Males and Hairy Chests go no Further and or if
Tan Line Gradients may offend you too.. true.. Google Provides
A Front Door Warning on my Full Body Art and Erotic Poetry
Site and it’s also true i am way way behind on that particularly
in the Last 6 Months as my Full Moon Muse has been inspiring
Mostly G-Rated Stuff in addition to the rest of what i do.. for now…
Still been doing the Art just haven’t had the Time to Add it all in..
But as they Say the Best is yet to come with Practice Practice Practice…
Visiting iLona P. (Ms Hugs) From France i go on to say…
SMiLes is back from Dance
And almost ready to
Catch up with
My Friend Ms. Hugs
From France but first
i am Gonna
Drop off my
Friday Mood
Song and hehe
Bet it’s Better
Than Yours
With Goku Winks..;)

Meanwhile iLona P. has included me in a Blog Post as she
is honoring all her Favorite Bloggers over the Course of a Day…
She Says.. Whats it, i’m writing a post about you i cant hold anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i say..

SMiles hehe
Me if
You like haha..;)

And i Move on to the Blog Post
in Dedication of me and meanwhile
one of the Commenters suggests i
Try some Creativity as Ilona says in her
Post that i Enjoy listening to Music and Songs..
hmm.. that’s like Suggesting or Questioning Birds With Feathers
And the Environment is Set just right for a Creative Response from me…
Smiles.. OK.. Your wish is my command
too.. hehe… already did it.. i Wasn’t at all
Worried about making mistakes either..
or the fact it was recorded on
A Cheap Dictation Device..
Original Creativity only
Comes once we Will
Never afford
to let it
go no
matter what
Form the Essence
Takes note i wrote
A Song too it’s 6.9
Million Words Long and this
is part of that too.. a bit hard
to open up but it is no ‘Ordinary Song’..
And when i Sing a Song that has Been Sung
before if i don’t know it i might start out slow
but it will be something much different i will
Entertain and Inspire Folks to Laugh and by the End someone
out a
at me too hehe..
The Two Songs are linked below..:)

As i go on to Thank Ilona by saying..

Good Morning Ilona From Sunny Florida All the Sugar White Beaches
And Paradise of Emerald Gulf Coast too Like the Florida Riviera Now
And Paradise of Forest Rivers and Golden Streams too.. Ms.. Hugs..
Bravo You have accomplished
already what few people do online
and that is Make Online into a Village
of Friendly People.. It is true those of us
who have seen Great Darkness Lasting in Years
often work 10 times and more Harder than those
who have not seen this Darkness to Make Great Light..
True.. it’s not Just that the People Who Walk in Darkness
Have Seen Light they are the ones who may Create the Most
Light.. You are a Very Sensitive and Empathic Person as Angels
Go those Wings in Life may get burnt a bit and even become Ashes
As Feathers Fall but there is always a way up and that is Love my Friend
i am
Proud to
Call You
my Special
Friend too for
We Are All ParT
oF TeaM LiGHT!!!..:)
Next i Go to Visit my Friend Himali
by the way i visited my Friend Psychologistmimi
From New York New York as she inspired the
Opening Verse of this Free Verse Poem now..
Anyway.. i Love my Greatfriend Himali Very Much
as she has been a Major Muse for my Poetry ever
Since i met her in 2015.. She has always been a very
Loving Friend.. Particularly since the Last 6 Months as i
have been calling her my Full Moon Muse ever since she
Dedicated a Friendship Post to me close to the Full Moon on
ThanksGiving.. in Fact it was exactly 6 Months ago to Date from
the “May Flower Full Blue Moon” on Saturday November 18th.. tomorrow..
She changed the course of my
Life’s Direction as instead of
focusing so much
on Politics
and Challenging
What i do not agree
with in Life i went more
the Route of Unconditional
And Fearless Love and was challenged
Much in Dark and Light too along that way and
now my Soul is much Stronger With Wings for it..
My Wife Understands how much i Love my Friend Himali
As She Knows How much i See and Hear and Feel and Sense Love
Bigger than just a Few Rooms in a Home.. and she also understands
that a Person would practically have to grow up Starving to be able to
Take on the Challenge of caring for both an Angel and Devil too not a
Devil who does Wrong but just a Devil who Fell to a Place with no Soul..
As i for one Love More for i refuse to go back to ‘the other place’ again…
If you are still burning i
Pray and Wish to Hold
Your Hand to be whatever
Assistance i Will to Water
Down the Flame Around you
If it is still burning Now a warm
Breeze on a Swing.. May i Swing
You higher.. Do Merry Go Rounds…
Make you Dizzy.. Do you like
To Feel Dizzy.. SMiLes..
i almost never
Get Dizzy
Anymore funny
How i miss that
Silly Feeling
But at Least
i don’t Fall
Down like A Toy
Soldier Falling Down
Hmm ‘Toy Soldier’ Might
Be a Theme Song For this
And most everyone else Slave
To Work and Automation so far
Away from a God of Loving
Heart Flowering Within
Reaching out with
Vines Touching for
If i Will touch That
Soft and Tender part
Of you once today the
Flicker of your Soul might
Be Saved a Bit from going
Out.. yes.. in this way A Fireman
Is here to Blow on Your Flame to
Raise the Fire of your Spirit of
Heart a Bit away from
Ashes Other Wise
‘Toy Soldier’ is a Song Now That
Might make you Cry i remember
Days that you complained about
Dry eyes.. True Tears of Sadness
Bring back Comfort and Trust
And if nothing else knowing
Someone who has a living
Soul.. Yes A Flowering
Soul still sees You as
So Special And Worth reaching
Out a Vine of Heart A Spirit of
Soul to give and share for free
With you for no
Matter what
Matter to me
My Little
i do my
Best to Blow
On You so you
Won’t Fall Down..
Truth is i miss you
A lot too i always
Try to imagine you Smiling
That part is not hard to
Do and it always
Very Good..
Anyway i’m Not
Afraid of Getting Older in
Part for i know someone
Who Feels i am Beautiful
Inside Y.O.U. always
Color my Flower..
Smiles.. i posed without
A Shirt on Facebook
For Katrina said yes
My ‘Art’ is getting
Better but it’s also
True my tanned
Tan lines scared
her a bit hehe.. and
Other Folks too afraid
To Click on the Profile
Pic Circle to see where
The Tan lines Went with
Smiles i always Go for
The Laugh
Now No
Matter Where
The Tan Lines Go
Could be the Effect
Of a ‘6th Full Flower
Blue Moon Muse’ as that
Is what ‘they’ Call ‘this Moon’
Saturday too..
BDW.. i changed the Song
i Love You FriEnd i Will
Never Grow too old
My Truth
In Light..🙂




Another Remark and ‘Drive Thru’ on the ‘Dedication Post’ about me hehe..;)
Thanks.. i followed you too.. your
Blog Looks Fun and Interesting
A Direct Link helps as i literally
have it set up as a ‘Never Ending Story’
When someone attempts to open the Whole
Long Form Epic Poem at 6.9 Million Words and Around 170 Thousand
or So Photos i took and over 10 Thousand You Tube Videos Fully
illustrating and accompanying it As Since i’ve Been
Retired from a 25
Year Government
‘Task’ And 8 Years
of other Jobs i have
Endless time now on
my Hands yes now even
the ‘Time’ it took to Public
Dance 11,262 Miles Now in Dance 69
Months.. same span of Dates writing
the 6.9 Million Word Free Verse Poem..
and no.. no one Dances.. Like me Either
haha.. i started my ‘Dance Legend Career’
at age 53.. i surely am not.. ‘too big’ to See
Doing that in the Deep South Florida Bible Belt North..
And since i already Provided a Video of me Singing and
Creating Piano Music ‘up there’ in original ways here is a Dance
Video from Super Walmart When i Celebrated 11,000 Miles Earlier
this Year and me Leg Pressing 1340 Lbs Twelve Times Unconventionally
too.. my whole Point of this is other people will do more if they like too..
my Heroes
were Folks
Like Jack LaLanne
And Bruce Lee and
Michelangelo who didn’t quit Painting
‘Ceilings’ Either With Smiles.. Van Gogh too..
the ‘Jesus Story’ is a Friend of mine too but Just the Love Part..
Although i find the DarK in Light Equally MuSinG too…
By the way i also Have Asperger’s Syndrome
on the Autism Spectrum too with a somewhat
Mild Case of Bi-Polar that stays rather up for years
and Yes down for up to 66 Months too as i dealt with
the Suicide Disease (Type Two-Trigeminal Neuralgia)
as a shut-in for what seemed like forever in my Home For 66
Months from Wake to Sleep that is considered the worst
Pain known to Humankind assessed as more Torturous
than Literal Crucifixion for me like a Dentist Drill in my
Right Eye and Ear with no Pain Relief then from wake
to sleep where.. a Second was Forever yes.. a Shut-in
in my Bedroom where one day the Symptoms of that
and 18 Other Medical Disorders ‘Mysteriously Went
Away’.. on a Peaceful Beach no Less as my Previous
Goal from a Therapist then was to walk in a Whataburger
to gain un-shut-in Status it is safe to say i am no Longer
Shut-in.. i have Zero Pain from Head to toe and us folks
With Asperger’s Syndrome will go on and on about our
Special Interests unless i don’t tell myself to shut-up now..
Oh by the way.. i’m Reaching 59 Years of Age on June
6th.. And by the way Science Shows’Free Dance’ is literally
A Fountain of Youth the More one does it the
One Feels
And actually
the Moving Meditation
Part of it will Build Grey Matter
in One’s Brain Reversing the Impact
of Stress on an Aging Brain except for
the Fear Center of the Amygdala as it
Actually will Reduce Grey Matter for Anxiety there…
And if one does it enough chances are one will get real strong
too.. i was the last kid picked in Sports in School mercilessly bullied
And Teased for my Androgyny and inability to speak
fluidly as i couldn’t speak until age 4.. it’s safe to
say no one messes
me with
me any more too..
Where i live you practically
Have to become Superman
to even smile as a Dude and not get bullied.. by
someone with a ‘Minion Pant Suit on’ per say and do too..;)

SMiles.. my Friend thanks
For your thoughtful
Reply.. might take
A Summer
Vacation to
Get through A
Post hehe.. most of
my Life all i could
Do is Write a
Technical List
Of 1,2,3, at most
My motto now is
Don’t let
Or Labels
And other
‘Stuff’ Hold
Ya Back for
i Surely did
For Decades
Of Average

SMiLes.. Thanks Aashutosh jha For Stopping
By as yes 36,833 Words in a Weekly Blog Effort
And 300 or so High Def Photos takes up a bit
of Blog Space For sure hehe.. just doing it for fun
seeing how literally far i will take it too as i don’t really
Aim at Any Target Audience Generally Speaking but Free my Friend..
Best wishes
for a nice
for you
if i am not
mistaken i believe
you are from India
as it seems the Nicest
People overall in the
World are from there from
what i’ve visited at least in the Blogging World..:)


Back to Catch up Ms. Hugs AKA Ilona P.. and in Short
Just for Fun the Answer to 2 is mostly Number 3 to me..:)

2. What makes you forget about everything around you?
3. What would you do if you have possibility to dont work?

“The war goddess sails through the sky on onyx wings,
inciting the combatants below. Together they will create a new world.”
SMiLes had to do a bit of Research to Find out About “Dark Angel
Olivia” but hey Inciting Combatants to Create a New World
is no
Life Bad..
Hmm.. SpeaKinG oF LiFE is Fragile
in my latest Blog Post Katrina’s Great
Nieces and Nephews as yes we have some
Great Great ones too.. yes Katrina is a Great Great
Aunt and that makes me a Great Great Uncle by Marriage
too but not to digress too
much As Katrina’s Sister
is a Great Grand
Mother too
but i would
have had
a bit of
Burn to
Let my Children Climb
Up that Mini-Clay-Mountain
Cliff Where i Live as illustrated
Fully in my Latest Blog Post too..
i only went up about 6 Feet.. hehe..
Oh Lord Speaking of Mental Health
Don’t ya just abhor it when you Write
maybe 3 Thousand Words in the Comments
Section of Your Word Press Blog and accidentally
Close the Tab and it is Gone Forever now…
A Best
About Mental
Health is there
is Change and
Most Always the
Potential to Rise out
of Darkness again And
Make the Next Mental
Health Comment Even Better Now..:)

A Quick Trip to the Middle East First then back
to France….

Happy “May Flower Blue Full Moon” Dear Greatfriend
In other Words Happy “6th May Flower Blue Full Moon Muse”
Hey.. not like i’ve run out of Titles for the Full Moon Either hehe..
been writing A Never Ending Story as usual reading the Book i always
Write i got a Bit Sleepy Took a Nap woke up and remember yes it is already Happy
“6th May Flower Blue Full Moon Muse” Saturday Where You Live and are awaking
Next hmm…
anyway like
there is any
Possibility that
anyone else will possibly
Wish you a Happy “6th May
Flower Blue Full Moon Muse” Saturday
first.. i’ll be the First one to say it anyway Just
for Fun.. i apologize if you do not feel like Celebrating
This Lunar Event now but True there is one every month and
as far as i know feel and sense the Moon Always Returns Full
For all to Dream
About and See for
those who see more
Than Only a Silver Sliver Spoon Moon..:)

Okay.. Now Back to France to Catch all up With
Ms. Hugs…

“I have a good idea for a Joke about construction, but i’m
Still Working on it”.. SMiLes i fell asleep on Making the Joke
the ‘Foreman told me’ i was docked for all pay.. and i said Okay
it doesn’t
Matter for
You are
a Foreman
For Money Anyway
by the way that’s a
Dry God Joke as there
is Currently no Rain or Clouds where i am..
Nor is there Any Currency.. Pay Rate.. or Pay Grade but Love..
Holy “Hola Amigos”
i’m a way bit late for
Wishing You a Happy
Day in response to Your
Good Morning Greeting for
Friday but Never the Less
to You
Now my Friend..
on Your Saturday too..
Smiles i nominate
You for Healthy
Smile Award
A Smile that Always
Brings Joy to Your Blog
‘Customers’ With SMiLes..
Keeping in HeART
that i worked with
Customer Service
Providing Morale
Welfare and Recreation
for the Military and Surrounding
Community For 25 Years before i died alive..
i must Have Interacted with way over 100,000
People Directly and so many more online in the
Last 102 Months online contributing now around
12 Million Total Words online too for SMiLES too!!!
And then i came back to life as a Dance Legend 66
Did too..
but hey this
Award is still for
And about you hehe..
And as always me too.. Haha..
And really it is only DeSiGNeD
to Make You SMiLE MoRE!!!.. As
That is ALWaYS WHaT SMiLES Does Best!!!..
SMiLes hope to Get a Better Look Soon at all the
Bloggers You have Honored my Friend already
found a few good finds from the Highlights
You have brought before.. True..
When People come
First Life
First as
Good My FriEnd
Service to People
is no different than
Service to God for SMiLes..
SMiLes Truly A Face of Beauty
is one Who Lights Within
And SMiLes
mY FriEnd
ReAlly LooKinG
ACross Time Distance
And Space to the Eternal
Now of Living Life the Light
Within IS A SMiLE Beyond
YeS A Miracle Beyond
iNFiNiTY to Feel
And Sense
to Give and
Share NoW to All to
Receive This LoVELiGHT Back Again too..
Yes my Friend oPening Gates of HeaVeN NoWiTHiN..
mY FriEnd
An oPen
TAllest Pyramid
And Tower Truly
ThE Light The Eye
Wisdom’S HeART MiND..
SMiLeS One thing that is Great
About Being As Old Now as me hehe almost
Old as the Dinosaurs too.. is the Perspective
of what Life used to Be Like Before Automation
For it is True People Your Age And Older Did not
Live Before Computers came to Rule the World and
Humans in the Early 90’s A Spread of Science to rule
Art of
in a way
of PDD And NDD
People Deficit Disorder
And Nature Deficit Disorder
too where one may Travel to
A Most Beautiful Park on the
Beach But if there is no Condominium
of ‘Fancy Drinks and Foods’ That Entire
Paradise may Be Empty Now with the Most
Beautiful Views of Sunsets ever Seen to Human eyes
There used to Be Living Rooms.. where People Really
Lived Where Voices Sounded Like Lovely Songs Living
Poetry Spread from Lips to Ears as We Were All a Living
Theater Then no Soap Opera Just on TV and of course even
Soap Operas are dead these days except for the same ‘General
Hospital’ that was playing in the 60’s my Friend i used to..see the
Soap Operas every once in a while in the early 80’s During University
Life With Cable TV and MTV and i thought who has Time for a Social Life
We Are
Social Life
We are Not even who We Are..
What are We What Are We When Our Life
Is Soul Numbers so Cold or Letters of Love..
Lost.. SMiLes my Friend..There is a Song by
the Chemical Brother’s Called ‘Free Yourself ‘
That will go well with all that i have Written to
you tonight as i’ve got one more to Catch up on..
SMiLes.. mY Friend Ms. Hugs No Pain no Gain
But there is Pain that is Enjoyable During the Gain
Effortless Per say and do too.. When We Control the
Limits of the Pain and Gain and No one is Master over
Us as Slave.. i’m A bit of an expert on Stress Now i guess considering
that the Audience at Least Sees me now as A Truly Most Confident Person
Fearless in Dance and on the other Hand before my ‘Dance Vocation of Life’
In Moving Meditation Now for 11,270 Miles.. in 69 Months before i retired at
Age 47 and Officially so With Retirement Income at age 49.. my Psychiatrist
Noted at 47 that i was the most Stressed-out Person he ever encountered after
Dealing with Combat Fatigue Veterans as a Major in the Air Force.. he had
No Hope for my Recovery
And Neither Did my
Doctor a Hopeless
Life Spent
in Severe
was the
for my Life and
then i found Writing
that turned into a Flow
of Meditation and Heart Felt
Poetry connecting Emotions to
Words in a Bio-Feed back of controlling
my Levels of Happiness with both Song of
Words and Dance of Steps both Natural Meditation
but sure more Natural Breathing with Dance.. People don’t
Understand that we will Domesticate ourselves to an Early
Grave or Return to the Wild and Free Love Song And Dance
of Life Together that Regenerates Literally Regenerates and
Grows the Gray Matter and Connections in Our Brains Lighting
Up all the Connections in Bio-Chemical-Electrical Ways through
the rest of our Bodies that are our Minds there is No Separation in
Unison of Yoga Flow… where really when one masters this Hypo-Transient
Frontality Science Termed State of Ascendance and Transcendence in Flow Lighting
up the Rest of our Human Potential Dampening the almighty illusory Neo-Cortical Construction
We Create of Time And Distance And Space out of the Beyond Infinity Of Smiles Now Eternally in an Agape Flow of Love For All.. as some of my Closest Relatives will tell ya if they read this now it’s all Gibberish it makes no Sense
to them at all Same
as the Folks
Who Read
the Bible
on the
And Chant Let’s
Shoot someone for
Crossing Our Border
on Weekday KKK-Like
Meetings on TV with their
Main-Man-Orange-Evangelist on the side..
Laughing as they would putting people in ‘Gas Camps’ for being different too…
There is one thing Always Now the Human Species will not Endure and that is when
Hope and
Love now
is only Lit
up in Gas-Lit Fires of Lies
That/Who Breed Fear And Hate Dead as Alive..
But on the other Hand they Might Start Dancing And Singing and Free
Their Self to Opening up the Wisdom of HeART Within Giving And Sharing the
Real Kingdom of Heaven that is Real and Agape Love A Shining Light for All (God)..:)


SMiLes to ya Sohair Speaking of Beautiful and Verily Powerful Moons
As We may come to view them as Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning
And Purpose For Humans to Effect Results with all of what
Drives Us Within as the Bio-Electrical-Chemical
Reactions Like the Stars Do Within the Emotions
And Senses That Drive Us to Action And Consequence
of Change.. Anyway Today Saturday is the
May Flower Blue Full Moon Night the Last
Until Next Decade too as this Kind of Blue
Moon that is Seasonal Goes.. instead of
Two Full Moons in a Month With Four
Full Moons.. in a Season.. And 13 Full
Moons for the Entire Year too anyway
We Humans have the Incredible
Potential Really to Co-Create
Life where all becomes
Powerful Holy and
Sacred Meaning
And Purpose
Force With
Agape Feelings
of Pure Positive Love
For all to Give and Share
Within today has Many Holy
And Sacred Meanings and Purposes
Beyond this Full Moon Muse alone now
As Many as i will Create Hand and Hand
with God as.. All that is.. to be more in Holy
And Sacred Full Of Meaning and Purpose Life
Ways but Truly what the Muslims Folks do via Ramadan
Still is Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose that most all
Do Share as Tradition in these Countries Whole During these
Days Now.. That is more to be said than Countries that bind
with Little Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose Hardly at all
where one may Go To Church to Hear About Love and Answer
With Fear
And Hate
then for the
Rest of the
Week Long
Until Love is
only Lip Service
Without a Kiss that
is Real the Next Hour
of Sunday Services if anyone
even does that at all for when Humans
Lose their Holy and Sacred Meanings and Purposes
of Life.. they disintegrate as a Society if they are not
Sharing for Bonding And Biding Ways of Life Together
Voila.. so Trump is President and things fall apart when
Folks no longer hold Life now as Sacred and Holy Full of
Meaning and Purpose there are pockets to do this but i am
not going to wait for Society to Straighten up as Love in Holy
and Sacred Ways of Finding Meaning and Purpose in All the light
thru Dark.. so true ‘those’ are only Parts of what i see as Dark Muse
this way too.. for i refuse to fear and hate as that only takes me away
from God
as Love
but sure
i have
my Moments
True too for this
Humanity this Nature
From Dark thru Light is
Impossible to Escape for a
Galvanized Human In and
as Love from Dark thru Light
Where the Moon is as Bright as the Sun
Except For Rays still Escaping NoW as LoVE..:)



All My PLeaSuRE
SaMe to You NoW
Immediately after
i took ‘this Picture’
Seagulls Flew
Over my
Can’t remember
Seeing them here
Before Feels
SMiLES onLY if We
All WiLL See
Nature as
The only
Gift of Life
To Give and Share
More than Take
And Hoard
And Jane
An onLY Religion
Of Nature Wild
JusT to Be
ToGeTHeR aLL..
Height oF Freedom
TRuE Religion
NiceLY DonE
FoR All
Life IS A Gift We
BReatH and BLinK
At Best We SPReaD
LiFE So OTHeRS Will See
Living Loving
Life for Present
Now thanks for
My FRiEnD..
PusH A ButtoN
Understandable on An Other Side of A Door
Not Easy When Doors Are Locked You
Wish to Enter Most
May Sunshine
Be YouR iNNeR ForTune
When We
All Illusions
of Time.. Distance
And Space We Float
We Swim Forevernow
More Flow Live Pool Of
All of Us Dead Pool
Gone Aquarium
Floats Us Now..
Another Ground Hog Day
Every Day No Hope only
Snake Will Left
i Graduated With
A New Avatar
Katie Mia Frederick
Katie Means Pure And
Mia Means Close to
(God) For me
At Least just
A Free Dance
And Song
In Verb
Of Now and Yes
Frederick in German
Means Peaceful
And of
Only me…
Hopefully everyone
Will find some way
Out of
Coffins my
Friend i for one
Sing And Dance
My Way Galvanized
Above Out and With
Low Above..
As I continue
To ‘Press that
Button’ Now
Thank you
Continuing Wishes..
SMiLes Kind Wishes
Are no less or more
Than the Placebo
Effect yet Science
Shows Kind Wishes
May make Miracles
Real and all Natural
For incurable illness
Put into Remission
Filed away in the
Medical Drawers
Now For the other
Wise unexplained
Cure but only
For those
Believe that
Kind Wishes are
Real it’s Worth noting
In the last movie then of
The Matrix series Now
Of Movies the ending
Line by the Oracle
In Two Words is
‘i Believed’
The ParT
Placebo prayers
Work unexplained
Now Like Human
Consciousness True
Innate and yes Sleep
Is Paramount Without
It our Brain literally starts
To consume itself
Into Self Destruction
During the Beginning
Spring ‘Lent Period’
In 2008 of that Pain
For 40 days.. Yes
i Literally counted
Each Day only
An Alpha
Blocker put
Me to sleep
For One hour Of
‘Card Board’ Shallow
Sleep one hour
Each night for 35
Days with no hours
Of Sleep the last 5
Of 40 Days.. I finally
Agreed to let an
Ambulance then
Take me to the
Hospital where
A Shot of
4 MG of
Ativan put
Me Down when
i woke up with
The same pain
i couldn’t even
Play a Game of
Tic Tac Toe And
That Ativan was the
Only hope of Sleep
Then Until the Pain
Went away and so
Did the Ativan for
Good.. 11 Years of
Chronic Work Related
Stress last two years
Of it at fight or flight
Level led to all
Of it.. moral
Of the Story
Enough Stress
Will take us to
Places worse than
Death it is not
Worth it
Worth it For
A Homeless Soul
Is Worse than no
Home no
A World Without Pain
A Feeling longer than Red…
i don’t Fully understand�
Your Pain Empaths Will�
Feel Enough to Reach Out
Sympaths Will… Day i survived the Suicide�
Disease like a Dentist�Drill in my Eye and Ear�
From Wake to little Sleep�For 66 Months with no�Relief From Drugs
But�A Meditative Write�From Wake to�Sleep only to�Venture one more
Second of life…�Type Two Two�Trigeminal Neuralgia�Assessed as Worse than�
The Torture of literal�Crucifixion And Ha!�Folks think ‘Jesus’�Had it rough�As i�
Continue A Collaborative�Story that is All True And Painstakingly�Documented in�12 Million Words�Online since 33 Months�Into that illness that�Started in January�Of 2008 as the First�Word A Mountain�Of additional�Pain each Word�starting on Thanks�Giving Day 2010�Kept me alive for�Another 33 Months�Until the Pain went away�And 6.9 Million Words�Of Free Verse Flowed�Next as today the�May Flower Full�Blue Moon is the
�70th Month Anniversary�Of that as by God of Nature i finally learned How to pretend BLeSSinGS�Happened in Hell and�Finally remembered�Enough Echoes of�Tears of past�Years in Words where my Heart�Became moist�Again And all the Pain�Of That and 18�Medically assessed�Disorders all went�away now 70 Months�Pain Free 6.9 Million�words of Free Verse And�11,272 Miles of�Public Free Dance�Now if Any Pain�Starts to come�Like a Miracle everyday�i am able to melt it�Away with a Meditative�Dance and Song By�God the only religion�That Works for�Me ‘God’ as�A Song�And Dance when�All Hope and other�Feelings are�Gone There�Is the�Inner Will The first and�Last Snake of�Survival Within�
The only Hope �In that place of�No Hope�At�
All But Snake..�With that said Hope
You Feel Better my Friend..
ReMeMBeR (Multiples of 7 Come Back)


‘Devil’ And the ‘Deep Blue’ Sky
Behind me You’ll Never Find ‘me’
Before i Go i’ll Leave A Dance And
SonG JusT Reflecting Every Breath
You Take…
God Free iN me FinAlly Out of PriSoN Lies
THorns Fine With FLoWeRS Make Rose Enough
(God) For me
Thanks Y’aLL it’s Been Fun but Not ReAlly
Real i’M Gonna HanG-OuT With ‘Bonobos’ NoW
Who ReAlly BReaTH AnD BLiNK LiViNG God Every Day NoW
Most Folks Don’t Understand iNnately iNstinctually iNtuitively They Are
All Finger Prints and Foot Prints sKeYes oF God ALL Pulling so many
Rabbits out of Easter Eggs in the Last 58 Years 11 Months and 12 Days
No one Noticed but Me Hehe…. STiLL NoWTHeN
i Named A ‘PHI Bible’ Months in Advance
Before finishing it in Precisely 365 Days on
Memorial Day in 2017 Just the Start then of
“Nether Land Bible 2017” too.. Now Close to
36 Months Writing that in 4,187,560 Words of Effort
But Then.. “PHI Bible” at Precisely 1.618 Million Words
What Are the Chances…. Neither Do i Pre-Plan the Shapes
of my Dance or Writing Shapes of Lamps Illuminate Light Best
Just A Way mY Writing Naturally Flows in Shapes Is It Any
Wonder Now That A SiGNaTuRE Pose i make Reflects the
Golden Phi Spiral Ratio From Left Elbow to Knee Hint: No…
Not Just Dancing in Every Day Circles i Dance the Golden Spiral PHI
Ratio of God’s Finger Print in 1.618 Foot Prints Naturally too
Worked Out With Nautilus Machines Since 21 After All they Replicate
Nature’s Golden Spiral PHI Movement of Our Bodies too..
3 College Degrees With A Nautilus Shell Shaped Like A 6 or 9
HAha Even A Car Tag Randomly Issued With A Nautilus Shell
With 696 And WE.. i SuPPoSE 40 Days Without Sleep and
66 Months of Hell and 6666 Miles of Dance
in 40 Months Born on 6660 is Just Synchronicity
Yes i Will Freely And Honestly Admit NoW
That Virtually No SleeP iN ’40 Days’ NoW
Will Teach You Both of YouR Masters Are ONE And
SaME PerHaps if You LiVE iN A Desert for ’40 Days’
Away From Culture You Will Understand
Who YouR True Master Really Is Always Now
Born Free Sadly
Most Folks No
Longer Inherit And Keep
Born Free Wild Loving Free
We Domesticate Lion
into Cat Now
Us as Cat If We Understand
The Domesticating Fall Of
God (Nature Wild Loving) in Us
Below Above
Within Inside
Outside All
SaMe We
Are Free to
Be IS NoW..:)



(Comment: i Wrote back to a Nameless Faceless Avatar from my Video Leg Pressing 930LBS)
Nice Critique of Your Preferred Method of Form for Leg pressing 930 Pounds on a Much More Difficult Parallel Leg Press than the Average Incline Press; i’ll refer you to ‘the Hodge Twins’ for more info as they do YouTube more for a Job than Just a Note pad for Video Taping Personal Achievements like me; Guess what/who my Faceless Avatar Friend, Mr. JONES534, as Mr. Smith might have been more original too; i’m not into Form; i’m not into Target Audiences (except for Smiles of Women) and i’m not into Likes or Follows or Shares; and i don’t even Do Money as i am Financially Independent; but yes Women are My Favorite at less than one Month Away from Age 59. i am more into Generating Very Pretty Smiles from the Opposite Sex; whereas, Impressing Dudes Means Zero Percent
of Less than Nothing, haha; Anyway, i was an Athletic Director of a Military Installation Before i Got Sick with 19 Medical Disorders; yep, did 25 Years for Uncle Sam too; a Great Way to get the Golden Handcuffs off For A Lifelong Free Ride after A Job. i invite you to budge 1020 LBS like this 52 Reps as i eventually Did, any distance at all for just one Rep; and after that you Might try what i do now at close to 59 Years of Age as i don’t let Arthritis in my Knees Hold me all the way back; and surely i am not Nuts enough to Bring the Weight to my Chest; but yes, after Dancing 11,272 Miles in Public in the Last 69 Months i Will easily lock out my knees; as i don’t recommend that to anyone
else but someone who has Spiral Danced Enough
Around town to get Ligaments and Muscles
And Tendons and All around Leg
Bones Strong as A Chimpanzee
who doesn’t spend
his or her Life
on their Butts;
True, Chimpanzees
Don’t Get Walmart Carts
when they Get Arthritis in their Knees
now as part of the Normal Aging process
Either; they Still Swing From Trees at best;
perhaps not with the Same Range of Motion;
But they Still Keep Swinging the Best they Can and
Will Just by the Very Nature of Essence over Form
to both Survive and Thrive the best they can and will;
Really though my friend as i was about to mention, i’ll link
Below where i leg Press 1340 Pounds, 12 Reps on the Easy Leg
Press Machine (18 Reps Now) in my own preferred Form of Doing it too
As Just the Essence i feel like for whatever the F for Fun i Choose to do
Oh yeah; and if you don’t believe my Story; the evidence of 6.9 Million
Written in the Longest Long Form Poem in the History of Humankind in 70
Months of Effort; i will also Link It Below for you to enjoy my Way of Leg Pressing
1340 LBS too; i don’t recommend anyone else to do it but me; chances are 99.999
Percent of Dudes can’t do it anyway, if they tried; and my Poetry is my Finger Print
the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL”, my Foot Print too; and my own Personal Bible too; John 14:12
Says You will Do Greater Works than Even Jesus; if you really really Believe in the Power of Positive
Thoughts and Just Sing and Dance Love Loving them Every Day of Your Life, With Zero Illusory
Fear; not many (none) folks understand ALL of
what i do now;
but me of
but trust
me or
A Really
Come back now;
He Will be the one
to say Wow; You were
Really Paying Attention in
Class, Good Job Fred same as
College when i Graduated with
Three Degrees, just about all the Way
Close to the Top of the Class; i didn’t Let
Being Diagnosed with Autism, not being able
to speak until Age 4, Set me that far back; i did/do
life differently; just like you Will now when you may Acquire
a few challenges too later in Life; consider this Your Lesson ‘Plan’ that is no
Plan at all of the Day; perhaps, Church services too in the Wild online from little old me too…
Note: i am not the First one to Dance in Public; but i have done it more miles than anyone else…
at least
on World
Record from
A Google Search; hehe…
i would have dropped by earlier
but i was busy like REAL ‘Superman’ Saving
the Human Species in my own little way of doing that too;
nope; i don’t use Guns; just Thorns and Flowers of God (Rose)
Hehe; anyway, much appreciate the Dark Muse; Plenty of it online
now From Nameless Faceless Avatars; but in real life Standing Over
6 Feet Tall and 240 Pounds now; not much, not much at all; particularly,
When i Float Like a Butterfly and do a ‘Jordan Peterson Lobster Pose’ Sting
(WHere THere IS A Distinct Possibility of Martial Arts Havoc Without Rules)
in my own SiGNaTuRE Pose Way Now reflecting the 1.618 Golden Ratio from my
Left Elbow to my Hip; hehe; You might find someone who will leg press more Weight
than me but
let’s see
if you
can find
someone who
will write a Bigger
Bible about Love for
what even means anything REAL NoW
about this Life As We live Meek as Strong
Humbly InHeRiTiNG A Whole World of Love
And Oh God Yes.. some.. of the most Beautiful
Female SMiLes you’ll ever View; Just like my Wife
at age 49; who still gets mistaken for some one ‘their age’ too…
but like i Dance and Sing; all the Evidence is no Further Away than
a 5 or 6 or 7
inch screen
Speaking of that
i do Nude Art and
Erotic Poetry at my
Age; it brings a few smiles
to females too at least as
i’ve been told; haha; Now
Recently no less than
Wife of course;
she’s not much into
the Words; butt Photos a bit..
Thanks again for Stopping by;
this has been a fun Muse too; hAha..
but it doesn’t even Breathe on Beautiful Women’s Smiles.
If you have any Sons, Raise ’em to Dance and Write Poetry
i promise you they will likely never be alone in their Life as they
won’t even
need a
most any Woman now..
but sure it’ll take a ‘few’ words of Practice
to get it done greater just like the dance steps too..
Oh by the way, God is No Welfare God, if you wanna
Go to Heaven now; you too will Endure many Thorns and Flowers of Rose now.
The ‘Joe Dude’ in the Dance Walking Video is about as Close A Dude to A ‘Real Jesus’;
i’ve Seen So Far;
Perhaps You’ll
Notice He
is in Heaven
now or perhaps
You do not Dance;
As the Guardians’ of
the Galaxy Movie Speaks to too;
Some Folks Dance and Sadly Some folks don’t go to Heaven now.
Have a Nice Day With Smiles;
And Sure; Don’t Forget the THorns with FLoWeRS if/when You Rise as Rose Now too;
And if You Like
Give and Share
What You too Will Come to Understand
of Both Heaven and Hell Within on this Place
our only HoMe Nature/God/EarTh NoW.
(in other Words i did this to
Get Your Attention too; Just to Give And Share with
YOU A few pointers toward/about Heaven Now; Hope you Enjoyed my Show)
And Even if i go away from this Earth Now or You Never Reply Some nameless
man’ Dude
is likely to drop by sooner and later too….



At Best i Will See From This Difference Considering
You Were making Strides for other wise Happiness
in Your Life Before your Job Worries are what may be a Main Source
Now of Your Depression and yes it’s a Full Moon and that likely always
Reminds you now of your Search for a Significant other as yes there is
Always that Special Indian October Moon and then Your Birthday in November
and then the Holiday Season Celebrated in some way at least all around the World
then New Year’s Eve then Valentine’s Day Glad to be of some assistance to you in those
Parts of Great Friend Life.. as true it seemed you
Came More Enthused with More
Colors of Life as Summer
Approaches each
Year i’ve noticed
for the Years i’ve
Known You at least..
i honestly never thought
you ever really got that depressed
other than Lost Love as that is Just
Natural but a Catch 22 of a Job that really
Isn’t Working out may be so difficult when it is
a Career Ladder to What seems to be Your Ultimate
Dream Living the American Dream.. as it is Possible Here
where no one gets to Legally Judge the way You Live your Social
Life at least.. We Could take an Afternoon Walk on the Beach it is really
Sunny This AfterNoon With A Warm Breeze Moving all around the Naturescape
Here.. Naturescape isn’t a real word but now it is.. Nature Scape Nature Escape
the View the Freedom to be one with Nature Free.. Have You Ever Noticed that
when i write this way it’s just a Tidal wave coming to you Visit you now the Wave
Will Come Down and Go Back Up as All Waves Travel the Ocean Blue Whole..
Shores will change as Waves Wash in and out.. as my Mother told me
at my lower Point of Hell this too will pass.. my Depression was
very serious for i could not cry no matter how hard i tried
When that Happens People Tend to Yell at the Ceiling
Why God me.. Sadness would have Been Great
and Pain was better than the Piece of Paper
Existence of Nothing
Just Nothing
at all
total Loss
of Feelings even
Senses at one point
Where a Thousand Years
of Hell was Just one second
in the Abyss of Never Ending Time
that Poem You Wrote that Day.. was
quite familiar to me.. it seemed you were
getting close to never wanting to be here again..
i know that feeling it’s not that you wanna leave it’s
Just that you do not wanna stay but what my Mother Told
me is this too shall pass.. Catch 22 Situations are among the
Hardest Parts for our Brains to Deal with as my Psychiatrist
told me after He Heard my Work Life Story.. the Brain
Just Does Wacky things when you don’t know
in fact you don’t Feel you have any choice
at all.. i don’t wanna convince you
to quit i know not nearly
enough of what
is going on
in your
life to really
make any recommendations
at all but what i do know is that
Every Person who Sees a Photo of Your
Smiling Face Reacts like You are A Treasure of
The Gods And Not Even Old Enough to be out of College..
i guess High School as they look at me with a very worried look
are you Sure this Gorgeous Young Woman is even old enough to be out
of School and then i say my Friend is Famous She was at the Top of Her
Accounting School You can Google Her she is no mirage in the Desert She
Lives there and has a very very Responsible and Hard Job Still at the top of her
Class Plus she is a Woman of course in a Field of Numbers often Dominated by
Men and of course many Women In India have a long long life of House Keeping Ahead
And Children Making as Pre-Selected for a Wedding Night.. hmm.. that’s a bit of a Dilemma
if you are a Woman From India who gets to make her own Choice as of course by Socio-Economic
And Religious Sanctions the Women are Chosen by Parents as a Prize for a Wedding Night..
It’s true at least
you would
be taken
care of that
way.. but happiness
nah.. You can even Ask
our Friend Sohair it rarely
Happens where she lives in Egypt
as true there is no Real Love without
Friendship First too.. Body Parts Get the Same
to Look at Colors of the Heart are ever changing..
we both know that is true.. huh.. with Smiles.. You have
a Gift my Friend a very Special Gift for the Poetry you had
to Erase not to be judged was some of the Most Beautiful Poetry
You ever wrote.. the Kind of Poetry that Moves the Hearts of others
the Kind of Poetry that makes every man wish he was the subject of so
much Beauty meanwhile You are crunching Big Numbers for the Money Machine
of Life You’ve found a Niche so far where you’ve been at the top of the class for Years..
it’s true i could
have done a
Job like
that too..
People said You are
so smart you could make
so much Money in a real
Money Making Job..
but you see..
i had
been at the top of
my class forgoing the
Social Institution of connecting
to other Folks in Flesh and Blood So much
the Prized Gift of Life the part i failed at most
As i didn’t understand the small talks of life and
Honestly i still don’t for my Closest Family more distant
than My Sister of Course see all of what i do as Meaningless
Gibberish and even Katrina too.. for the most part as she simply
can’t understand much of anything i do but the fact that my Dance
for however retarded or crazy she as so introverted may come to see
it as someone is going to Judge her for doing what i am doing different
to please my Soul.. if i could i would set the Whole World Free to Dance Naked
on a Beach and Honestly i’m not sure that even i would actually be able to do that
as it’s not like Posing in Front of a Mirror For Art.. We come into this World Naked Without
A Fear but Falling and Loud Noises as Science Shows every fear after that is basically
A Matrix Culture Spoon-Fed to us in whatever Colors come next.. i am no longer
Uncomfortable in my own Skin in
Front of anyone now with
smiles at least
with Shorts
and T-Shirts
on in fact if i met
the President of the United
States it would be like any other
Joe the Plumber off the street just
the Minion Movie Leader Version of that..
i feel no higher or lower than anyone in the World
Yet i Fear no one as even before i found a way to Handle
my Body in a Fight there was no reason at all to do that as
there still is not for A Clever Mind over Rash Emotions out of Control..
And getting the Best of me in a Discussion or Debate well let’s just say
i’ve covered more than a few topics from head to toe and more in my life..
Experienced them
too the
of All by my
age now.. Smiles my
Friend i cannot imagine your
Parents not providing you a Home
or Your Brother if you ever go between
Jobs in Your Life other than the feelings inside
of Worth you Gain from Your Career that’s probably
the most you have to lose and that’s not easy particularly
when that’s pretty much all you’ve known of Your Life so
Far School and Work.. but you know not everyone is nearly
as Gorgeous as You With Magical Brown Eyes that everyone
says are Striking and Stunning and Even Mesmerizing too
not every Woman has a ‘Perfect’ Body From Head to Toe
and not every one can express every Piano Scale
And Guitar Chord of Emotions with all the
Different Muscles you use in the
Art of Your Selfie Face..
It’s true you will
never need
a Job to
Find Love
this way..
all you need is a bit
of time for folks to see the
Beauty of all Your Mind and
Heart and Soul and sure Physical
And Emotional And Spiritual Affect
as Pure And Angelic As You.. This is how God made
You God didn’t innately make all the Numbers for you to count
now you weren’t born that way someone created them before and
in Systemizing Ways injected them into Your Soul making a bit
less Space for Social Cognition Colors of course on the way..
it’s just how the Brain Works as Systemizing ways of think
Avert the Flow off the Brain Pipe of Social Cognition ways
of Connecting to other Flesh and Blood Beings.. that’s a
challenge.. particularly when you are working 8 to
8 the last thing you may be able to pull
out of Your Heart is a Social
Connection when
Your Soul
is so
Full of
Numbers for the Day..
It’s True it is almost impossible
to make a Money Living as an Artist
it’s even almost impossible to get someone
to look at Original Art as they look to see what
they have already seen and like mostly as they go
and gradually change their preferences along the way..
True Your Poetry is among the Best for a Heart that reaches
out and touches quickly enough for folks to get to the end of the
story but that is for Heart the Priceless part that no one will give or
truly take away but You and the Environment you happen to be living in now..
i surely cannot find any real answers for you but just to reinforce how Smart and
Lovely how Artistic You are to touch Hearts.. truly the touching Hearts is really all you
are going to remember
at the end of Your
Life done
done there
so close to Death
Realizing my Entire
Life was a Failure really
for all i really focused on
that counted so much for me
was School and Work all through
the Years i had a chance to eventually
Change all of that and i took it by the Horns
And Dulled the Sharp Edges unto the Colors
of my HeART Still GRoWinG A HuMan SoUL SPiRiT
Larger.. in ever Evolving ways.. true though Money was
Not an issue but true too.. before i got well for 66 Months.. that
Money that Money that Money meant nothing at all all that mattered
for me even if i worked in a Minimum Wage Job Serving Out Rental
Shoes to Friendly Bowlers and Spraying those Sweaty Shoes back
Disinfecting them when Returned to me as really A “Lowliest” Kind
of Janitor Who Takes Care of Stinky Feet.. but Still My Friend those were Living
Feet Not just a Dead Spread Sheets to Solve for a tiny Bit of Dopamine Pleasure for
the Day for there is the Warmth of the Heart no where to be found in a Solo Video
Game of Candy Crush Either just an addiction to up and down without the Flower
of Heart the Inner Oxytocin Kitty Cat Purr and Puppy Dog Tail Wag for the Rest of
the Human Species living yet we see what Society Teaches us about Roles and Status
And Money Making Projects that are supposedly the Top of the Tower of Human Success
but really
really they
are not
no one
ever gets Rich
in Soul off Money alone
as i realize i do not have
to Teach you About that..
as from some of the Photos
when you were younger it doesn’t
look like you were raised Nearly Socio-Economically
Well to do.. but of course if you were.. not likely you
would be the Person i Know and Love now as my Great
Friend that i would Love to help so far away.
it’s true i am so much more
effective in
at least
if you like
to Dance
And when i just
Shut my Mouth With
Smiles where the only
Talk is Joy my Friend not
so deep not so deep and never ending like this..
Anyway i realize when you get depressed.. you lose
all your Words as you’ve said before but i do remember
Your ‘About You’ section that says you are a Voracious Reader
and how you said you could read me for Hours and never get tired..
i listen to what folks want and i am not sure you will use any of this
to Feel Better but i Love to write and i love to write to you my Great Friend
i always have for You listen or at least you do not turn me away.. that’s enough
i just wish
there were
a way
to Feel/fill
Your Cup of HeART
for mine flows overboard
as for now at least i am a
TSuNaMi oF Love that moves on with no slowing
down.. God i’ve already Heard some Songs in the
Background on Katrina’s TV to use for this let them
Come back one by one as when Emotions Flow it is
Always easy to make the Next Choice as our HeART
does think too.. the connection of Being Human my Friend..
SMiLes every Full Moon is a Bit Soul Stirring with You yeah
i don’t forget i remember a long time ago when you said our
Conversation Was Soul Stirring and sure i still remember the
Motto for the Soul Stirring Conversations of Your Cafe how to
Hold Feelings in a Bottle We Write Poetry my Friend about Love
Either Imaginary.. or Real The feelings we feel now are all that is
Real no matter Imagined or Flesh.. Full Moons with You have been
Regularly Colored.. by Rainbows.. and Shades so Grey.. smiles that
is only a Challenge in one direction to Light for me now.. i’ve been so Low
So Low i could not touch the Bottom of a Pyramid of Wisdom in Light of Love
i don’t think that what you are Looking for is A White Knight on a Horse i believe
You Seek the Art of you Most as the Philosopher of Life you Love to be most.. i
also believe there are days i carry you on Your way when your tiny feet no longer
touch the sand of the beach.. Smiles my Friend for the Sun Always Lifts up the Moon
on Days
and Nights
Just like this…
For at the Very Bottom
of the Abyss those who Hold on to Life Do Rise
Change is the Greatest Gift my Friend Open
Hearts Spirits and Souls And Bodies Live Dreams on Wide Awake..:)


Speak Poetry Dreams
i Do relate A most
Difficult Gift
And Curse of
Is one
Must Speak
THeir Truth
If it
All One Loves
How many
And Rise
Again now
From This
Both Richly
Giving And
Poorly Receiving…
Sprouts Higher…
As long as A Nap
Is shorter
Oh God if i
Still Worked
All Would
Still be
Poetry Breathes
Now with or without
Wide AwAke..
Humans Will Be
A Functioning
ParT of A Hand Holding Village to ActuAlly Live
Sensitive Humans are
Verily A Blessing but
Our Neural Highways
Traveled too much
Regulating Emotions
And Integrating
Senses are core
To Energy
Focus and
Utilize Best..
Considering Our
Emotions and
Senses flow
From Head to
Toe.. perhaps
A Greatest Failure
For Cognitive Behavioral
Therapy now and the Rest
Of Western Civilization
Describing Half Naked
Indians Dancing
Wildly Freely
Together around
A Campfire as
Savages is
The understood
Fact now
That they were
Their Emotional
Intelligence.. the
Core Always of
Most All so-Called
Rational Decisions..
So.. in ‘Affect’ and
Effect.. “Guardian’s
Of the Galaxy” are
Still Correct there
Are smART ‘Indians’
Who Dance now and
People who Do Not..
Where i live
End at 9th Grade..
How ignorant
Are who
Don’t even
What makes
Us Function
In Mind and Body
Balance Now
All Our
SMiLes in a World That
Is often stone
Cold you express
A totally
None of it
Hides how
What a Blessing
You are A Given
As Friend to
You Greet
Thank you
We Could
Use 7 Billion
And more of A You..
What If Life was Just a
Playground where You
Have all the Time in the
World to Play and Make
New Friends always Bringing
SMiLES to their Faces always
Keeping Long Term Playmates
Well Oiled with fearless
Love a Child’s
Real Life
If Summer
Vacation at the
Corniche Park
Always Now
Where All Children
Have Open Arms of
Love and Endless Games
To Play SMiLes my Friend
Parents and Grand Parents
And other Young Folks
Tell me every time
They Go to
They search for
The Dance of me cause
It makes them Smile with
Glee to see the only really
Happy ‘Working Age’
Adult who
Still Plays
Free like nothing
Has Changed since he was
5 Years-old even before
Kindergarten where
It is Always
In Flow of Art to
Play for it is True
In the USA the Average American
States they have not made a new
Friend in 5 Years so guess what
For just a Few minutes
Of watching me
Dance i Become
That missing
That everyone
Will count on
Coming back
From a Distance
Dancing With me
Vicariously and when
Watching the Videos
Of me Dancing Now so
Many Hundreds probably
Thousands of Dance Videos
Taken of me in doing this
For 11,282
Miles Now in 69
Months innumerable
People Dance
As their reliable
Playmate Who never
Goes away Katrina
Doesn’t like
To Dance
Does my Sister
Out of all the People
In the World if i could
Have a wish for just
One Dance it would
Be you for even though
You are so so Depressed
i would envelope
You with
All that
Would be left
Of You Now is
An Endless Smile
So.. i’ve Been up
Since 3:30 AM
And thinking
Of that
May i
Have this
Dance For Y.O.U?
No Rush for an
Answer it’s
That i
i never go
Away now
For those
Who see me
Now some Days
i wonder
Would Feel
Other than Katrina
And my Sister of course..
Thank you!!!!
Ms.. Hugs!!!
All the
Thank You’s!!!
Been up since
3:30 AM
Online yes
Love And
The Best
Of Best and
Blogging is Fun!!!
Haha.. i counted
Them all
Thank You’s!!! in
A Row.. A Baker’s
Dozen of
Thank You’s!!!
All the
Thank You’s!!!..🤗😁
Roses without Sleep
Will be thornier
Yet More
Creative for
The Dopamine
Response for
The Brain
Consumes itself
To the Polar
Side of
For now Welcome
To a World of Poetry
Never Ending Stories
After less than 5 Hours
Of Sleep until
Again to Dreams..
With a Bit more
To say about
This with Good
Day or
Whenever You
See it along with
The bits of Beauty
And Creativity i shared
Also on Messenger once
You too are Free again in
Imagination and Creativity
Free my
Friend for
Of Miles Away
Imagination now
And Creativity
Has surely
Our Playground
Virtually Real for Fun..
With Few Limits my Friend..
Of course Imagination and Creativity
Land So Far Removed from Mechanical Cognition
Land for in the World of Auditing and in General
Accounting Land There is only Room For Rules
And there is little to actually no room For Error
Whereas Free Association of Creativity is
Where Errors most often lead to new
Colors of Art again there truly
is no limit.. Imagination and
Creativity is no limit
as long as
is not a Target
Audience you Dance and
Sing to that is a limit and i suppose
That is where greatest Thanks is in my
Store of Human Potential for You as You have
Allowed me the Freedom to Paint You as a Muse
however Errors may come to lead to many other Doors
of Free Association too.. realizing as we both do that this is
A Painting that feels the same as Reality but still Just a Painting
That one always Views from a Distance Yes in this Way you are Really
Great Friend with many Benefits open at least to what i bring still now with
Creativity and Imagination Whole… i tell you everything i hide nothing from
You.. you’ve never judged anything i’ve ever done in Creativity in any part of
our friendship from the Very Start.. and it’s true you are one of few who have been
interested in what i actually do bring through all the Colors of myself this way in Human
Potential and have kept up with my Paths of Life this way at your own speed of course indeed
a Great
You are
this way
and a Source
of Encouragement
and Support too as You in
Life’s Reality in Flesh and Blood
Does allow.. Not all Humans possess the
Same Size iMaGiNaRiumS as mine continues
to Evolve as i have few to limits for it to grow and
grow more.. i spend most of my life in Flow as the
Words come out Faster than i possibly can and will
Plan them my Friend And when there are Feelings of Beauty
i take lots of Risks in other Friendships of Folks who may not
Be Nearly at least as openminded as you are to Creativity but
Yet a Greatest Friend of mine are those friends who do allow
me to express all of who i am to allow me to continue to grow
this way.. i have made you part of my story as mostly
A Blank Canvas i Paint my Way of Seeing you
that is limited of course as i’ve never
Heard Your Voice never seen
the gait of Your Step
which does
allow me
to Paint You
best on Still Shots
and the Poems mostly
as those have mostly gone
away but my memory stays
for the Beauty of all that has
come as i have always realized
deep down that it is all the Human Potential
of My Imagination and Creativity Painted upon
The Work of Art You Naturally Are.. Smile my Friend
the Thanks you’ve given me telling me my words are magic
to you bringing smiles to every interaction are surely enough
my Thanks is your kindness of letting me Paint you as the masterpiece
Work of Art i paint you as another Full Moon Muse has passed now yes Number
It’s been quite an amazing ride for me of course as i haven’t had a zillion other responsibilities
along the way.. i haven’t had Acute Periods of Depression but i am an empath and i have shared those feelings with you.. there were decades where i didn’t understand how to separate myself from the Feelings of others but now there is.. for the days i’ve ached without you are the days i’ve felt your Pain my friend willing to do whatever it takes to help take that away and yes my Feelings are True that come with my Imagination and creativity Yet i realize they are virtual feelings as expressed as Art no different really if we really were part of a Story together in a Movie
come to the
of the
of our Arts
Together Free
on this Digital
Canvas of Life..
The Fire of my Creativity
Burns Brighter as the Days Grow
Longer as You Know i am diagnosed
with Bi-Polar and assessed has having it
well under control with mostly Just a free Dance
And the Creativity as i do to get all the Energy of
my Emotions Expressed.. but again i have the ‘Miami
Vacation’ Luxury of few to no Responsibilities to Sleep
whenever i like to go with 4 Hours of Sleep and Take a Two
Hour Nap whenever i like.. Sleep for 10 Hours in one night
whenever i like.. and A best part of all is You have allowed me to
have an open Canvas to Paint of You.. i feel you understand i am
only painting you and not trying to imprison the Free Spirit you are..
but it’s true unlike Movie Stars we were not strangers when we started this
Movie Caring Friends we have been for Years.. i care deeply for you still this
way and when you are down i am all about raising you up no matter what that takes
somedays it may be just being honest about my feelings my Friend.. they are
not hard
to Express
with someone
who accepts all
of who i am and even
still likes me a bit after
seeing all of who i am.. Now..
that’s Sweet you are not a Woman
of Many Words But What Artist Needs
a Canvas that is Already Painted my Friend..
You.. are my Favorite Poetry Prompt to Paint..
For You Sit Still and Let me Paint you for hours on end..
While i miss you like Crazy particularly when you are down
as i’ve been there done that too so i worry about you going where
i’ve been.. you still let me paint you.. and that connection of Soul Art stays..
A Painter only expects the subject of their Muse to be here to Paint.. Technology
has provided the Tools for that thousands of miles away.. Y.O.U. my favorite Master Piece..
Smiles every Accountant should be treasured this way.. but you are the only Accountant
me Paint
them this way..
And it’s true as the
Months have gone by
i’ve Watched you come to be
More of How i paint you to bring you up..
more to what Your Human Potential will be
in the Future too.. i don’t give up that’s who i am
Providing a Few Stairs for you to climb up too my Friend..
but of course i am Human and there are very few but some
days my Stairway goes a bit down too my Friend but after all
the Heavy Lifting back up i’ve done in my life it’s really an ease for me to move back up..
You Persevere and make it through the Dark You do what you have to do and i Love all of You..
Friend for Real..
it would really be
nice to meet you one day
just to shake your Hand
and let you take a bow while i thank
you in Person all Five Foot Three of You.. my ‘Perfect Angel’ too…
Smiles as i’ve painted you so much bigger than that with smiles…
Imagination Creativity the painting with no distance space or time..
as i’ve sort of Painted you a bit like a Bohemian Rhapsody too my Friend..
Just to feel all the Beautiful Emotions and Senses knowing i always have the way up and out
from Dark
that is truly
Beautiful in the
Grand Scale of our
Realities as there is
no Beauty of Sun without Shadows of Shade..
so we do not burn up in the Desert without Life Giving Water of Clouds..
that and
Light in Darkness too..:)

It’s always a Festival A
Feast A Fair Ride
And Disney World
Just little
Old me
If i stopped to
Think about
It i wouldn’t
You are very
All Mothers
And Honors..
Of God yes if my
Wife was like me
We would
The Life out
Of the UniVerse
Like 2 Black
Hole Stars
And i’m
Not Saying Who
Is What..hehe..
Off to ‘After Church’
It won’t be long before my Drill Sgt.
who insures i arrive at Church in a timely
Manner Next Instructs me firmly to get my
Ass off this Computer now Before we are late
to Church but still a few minutes to tell a Story
Here as this Story is going to Require a Scape
Goat that most everyone will relate to.. to
be very repulsed by at least.. no need
to keep a Secret Charles Manson
Will Work for that so
anyway Katrina
Questions the Value
of me Telling Stories online
most all the time as far as Human
Clock Time Measured Grows so i said let
me ask You something.. do You Love and Worship
Jesus and of course i am from Milton rarely do you come
across anyone who will reply no to this Question but with
Details of the Jesus Story Given and Received the Answers
Grow a Bit more Hairy so to speak.. so i asked let me ask you
This if not for Story tellers considering that Jesus Never
Wrote a Word Down and no one Wrote a Word Down
About Him Many Years after his Death as many
Authors.. some with Ghost names like Luke
and Matthew and Mark as John might
have actually been named John
and more than likely there
was a Saul who
become Paul
And Related a Story
About a Man Named Jesus
from a Vision he had on a Road
to Damascus but anyway the fact
remains if Story tellers did not tell their
Stories Jesus would have never have existed at
all for you so sure as far as Jesus Goes Thanks God
of Nature for the Art of Story Tellers and finally
the Written Word and Xerox machines so the story
does not continue to Change over Centuries and
Centuries of Scribe Copying Mistakes and Intentional
Changes by Folks who Feel like their Holy Spirit Driven Thoughts
in Creativity are Greater than the ones that came before for
after all it clearly states in John 14:12 that Jesus Gives the
Authority to do Greater Works than Him if ‘they’ believe in
the things he says in other Words if they Believe in Him..
So Verily he is specifying then that He will not necessarily
Be A Greatest Love Worker Bringing Love to the World as
He Gives that Authority for You to do now
if only you follow what he Believes
in too.. so.. true i could ask
most any Christian
if they Love
Jesus and
And Worship Him
as the Greatest Human
Being ever and they will
verily say yes he is the most
Important Human who ever lived..
but of course again he never wrote down
a Word of His Story so many other Folks made
that Reality Real to Read now.. so then next i might
ask should we allow those Seeking Asylum from Poor
Countries to our South to come across our Border to
Seek Refuge and chances are they would say Hell no
that is illegal we have to help our own first our own
People of this Country those folks are less important
than us.. big fail of course as Jesus already says clearly
that if you do not help the poorest among you.. you
do not help Jesus nor do you Love Jesus if
You do not Love the
Lost Sheep
among us..
Yes if You Love
Jesus you take care of
the Lost Sheep that is
what the Story of Jesus expects
of you.. true it also says do unto others
as you would have them do unto to you the Golden
Rule as such so while most of the Trump Supporters
who are so-called Christians but they really aren’t as
it disgusts them to think they might have to pay tax money
to clothe and feed the poor from other countries.. who are
seeking refuge and asylum from injury and death where they
live.. in fact some of them have actually been recorded
cheering when someone suggests the answer is to
Shoot them dead as they cross the Border which
sounds a whole lot like Really killing a Baby after
they are born and not just Faux News as that
has been Reported on Faux News Stations too..
so as far as the Golden Rule Goes they must
ask Their Self what if Charlie Manson
was still alive and decided to visit
the Bedroom of their 12 Year old
Daughter who hit puberty a
bit Early and is surely
Fertile enough to
have a Child what if Charlie
decided to mix his Sperm with
Her Egg and Create a Charlie Manson
Child of His with Her Egg would you Support
the Growth of that Egg All through the Pregnancy
would you make your 12 Year-old Daughter relive
the Horror of the Rape as the Charlie Manson Boy
or Girl Was Growing slowly in her Womb for all 9
Months and what if that Baby looked just like
Charlie and even tried
to Start a Cult
Before he even
Turned 12 What
if your Grandchild Turned
into a Rapist all around the Neighborhood
Block would you vote for a President who bragged
you would vote for him even if he shot someone
in Public well it’s true You Might Have him as
too.. it would
be no different
Really as Charlie
Manson’s Breed and Grow..
Trust me or not i ‘know’
More of ‘You’.. you would drive
to Hell
to get
that abortion
for your Child at
least if you loved your
Child as Much as Jesus
You surely would not Crucify
Your Child for that or would You Crucify
Jesus again for the rule of law over Truth in Light..
And Let’s not forget about all the Abuse Growing up that
and who made Charlie Manson into the total Product of who
he became.. perhaps the 12 Year-Old Daughter Would consider
the Environment that Charlie Was Raised in and Feel She Could
Raise a Better Charlie Manson than that but really looking at all
the Middle Aged Men with their Arms Wrapped around their Precious
Daughters would they wanna support any of that.. should the Daughter
Be Adult enough to consider the differences in innate and environmentally
Produced Psychopathic Leaning Genetic or Environmentally Influenced real evil
in the World that only gains pleasure from harming others as yes they make great
Killers when it comes to Humanly Produced Wars to Kill each other for Tribal needs too..
sure they
stay in
the Gene
Pool this way
too.. effective
Tools when the Home soils
turn more a Color of Red..
Basically what i’m saying is
Life is no Black and White Rule
Carefully consider the Consequences
as if you do not what You may Receive is
Your Worst Nightmare actually come to Life
in even Your own home next.. we reap what we sow we really do..
You can do all the Faux News ya Want but you will never ever
Mother Nature
as you will not
dress her or rule her as you will….
Mother Nature is Free She will Fuck you up
if you Fuck her up too.. just Wait and See happens when you do….



Positive Thinking Without the Realities of
Our Shadows Our Aggressions and Our Lusts
in Life Integrated almost always ends up Failing
Losing as
the Shadow
Not Released
And Played with
and Mastered in a
Playground of Life
Creates a Slave out of us
instead of Worthy Servant
to Regulate our Emotions and
Senses as that is applicable to
Our Aggressions and Lusts in Life True..
Sadly when i go to Church and in some Churches
i visit it seems to be All Shadow News and Bad News
but then on the Other Hand other Churches Tend to
Sugar Coat the Shadow Side as the Devil rather than
the Snake Brain and Limbic System within us that
Truly is the core
of all
of our Rational
Decisions as some
folks may Say that to do
the Golden Rule all ya have
to do is choose to do it with
Free Will Problem being of course
is we only Have Relative Free Will as
Our Emotions and Senses are the Progenitor
of most all our so-Called Rational Thoughts
As Our So-Called Rational Thoughts are only
Really evolved in our Neo-Cortex Executively
Speaking as Servant to our Limbic System for Emotions
and Our Oldest Reptile Brain for Amygdala and Brain Stem
to Get the Fight or Flight done for Survival and of course the
Lust Driving Force for Reproduction too.. as Males Get more Creative
When a Fertile Looking Women comes around and Women who are Fertile
Become more Cooperative to Receive the Attention of the Fearless Man not
afraid to compete with his Greatest Creative Efforts to Win Her attention too..
It is not
Thinking that
is the core of all
we do it is Positive
Feeling and Sensing
Life that is the master
of who we all are otherwise
we would have never gotten
this far if the Pleasure Principle
of Life did not win over the Pains in the Asses of Life..
the after effect are the guideposts of the Abstract Constructs
We Co-Create Like Words that my be either the Stair Way to
Heaven or so much Closer to Hell.. Words Count Feelings and
Senses come First most always first for if you don’t have Emotions
and are Brain Damaged as such you won’t be able to Pick out what
Color of Socks You even wanna wear to Church if you ever think
about going
at all
Before getting
Past Different Color
Socks as Emotions and
Senses innate and Evolved
Longest still Requires a Dance
of life to Generate the Colors of Emotions Free Regulated
to be to inspire most all we do in life with our Senses all Integrated too..
SMiLes my Friend Ms. Hugs when we come
to See Darkness More as Muse to Move Toward
A Balance oF Light in how we feel and sense life
We Truly
Dark by
not Fearing
it and instead
Embracing Dark
to move Closer to
Light in Balance as of course
No Light without Dark no Sunshine
Without Clouds it is the up that is the down
the inside that is the outside as all around
Life comes in Balance this way when
We neither Fear the Dark or
are Cynical oF LiGht.
hmm.. some
folks are
afraid of
Pain and indeed
some folks are indeed
Afraid of Pleasure other wise
we would all be Dancing Naked
Around a Campfire telling each
other Romantic Stories and the
Such in Erotica too just for Fun.. hehe..
it’s a mix it’s not just Chocolate or Vanilla
but it may both ultimately be Sweet for overall ‘Life is Good’
when we
With Vanilla Life..
is no
of me
or Make
but how i
tune my Ferrari
Original Hehe..
do as
i’m behind
you all the way..
SMiLes as Far as Views go on my other 6 Blogs i administrate
Past Word Press When Google Plus was fully operational and
Measured them all i copy and pasted my Views just for the Record
Book for what i do with Google Plus at 1.5 Million Views or So and
that was back in 2016.. just one of those Blogs is getting Close to
300K Views just a Copy And Paste Blog that is actually one that
is possible to open
up unlike the
Spinning Wheel
of opening my Entire
Word Press Blog as i purposely
designed it for the actual feel of what it is
like to open up a Book that for all practical
intents and purposes is a never ending story
with no real end or beginning that might
weigh more than a Tree in Print Version
haha.. yes 6.9 Million Words and
170 Thousand Photos or So
and over 10 Thousand
YouTube Videos
Would cut
a Portion of
A Tree down to
Put in Print hehe..
i’ve never been in this for
the Views but it does amuse me
when so many folks view what i do
but are afraid to Leave any kind of record
of who they are at all hehe.. except for
Country or Origin as back when i
linked my Body Art it was
kinda easy to
tell who
was looking
at that restricted
Blog haha.. by Country
of Origin in the Stats then..
and yeah as i think i told ya once
as far as Breaking Standards go and
not giving a fuck what kinda art someone
else thinks i should appropriately do one
of my Blog Posts where i did a funny pose
in my Underwear generated over 300,000
Plus-Ups according to the Google Plus Stats
i still do not believe it though it must have been an
Underwear bug.. hehe.. anyway.. opening up a Never
Ending Story in the Word Press Reader of mine actually
Crashes Word Press so it’s not like i am gonna be worried about views
and enough come on my other Blogs to show i am surely being used..
It may be hard to believe for the folks who didn’t
know me before i escaped from the Cocoon of the
Toxic Patriarchy where i live but there
was once a day i never
Strayed off the
of Life
Did something
anything really that
i could even possibly
Fail at.. take money out
of the equation and all is Free
No one to Rule over me only following
Local and State and Federal Laws now
And if folks don’t like my other Freedoms
Just ignore me/turn me off but i’m not going
away at all.. SMiLes the wife and i were in
the ‘Best Buy’ Store as she was looking
at Blu Ray Movies to potentially buy more..
i still have a Whole Library we purchased
Years before that i never find time to watch
as most all my life now is spent producing
Original Creativity of my
own in Fact i never
even tried
using the
Word Press
Reader until
my iMac would no
Longer allow me to
Like the Posts of the
Very Few People i actually
did read and enjoy from my
Email Subscriptions but i make
sure i leave some kind of record that
i read what they do.. and i rarely comment
simply for i will take the Oxygen and the Thunder
out of a Room and i don’t do that unless i am sure
i am welcome to be all of who i am.. i’m not much
for one to turn the faucet off.. haha.. anyway there
are so many
works of
Art i would
Love to Watch
and Hear but ‘Game
of Thrones’ i Rather Now
Write and Direct and Produce
And Play in my own Original Version
that has not much to do with that show at
all.. hehe.. at least as far as i know as i’ve never
watched it or really read the Cliff notes much on
Wiki.. what’s really nice about a Popular Show like
That is it gives folks some kind of common Bind of
Bond yes like Religion to talk around the Water Cooler
at Work.. that is if people still talk over text but sure they
will text about ‘their Religion’ too in what ever common Bonds
for Bind they may find in life as all of us Humans if we are ‘normal’
At Least Practice some kind of Bonding Force whether it be Sports
or Politics or Religion or Whatever Brings two or more Folks Together
to chit
in common
they bond and
bind together as
‘Apes’ Naturally Stronger
together no matter if we
are sharing bonds of Dark or Light
as true some folks bond over Horror
Stories and other Folks Bond Better over
Romance Stories depends on if one loves
Good News or Magic Muse Most hehe.. i’ll take/do the Magic
and the
Most with SMiLes..
ain’t got no time for no
Blood Shed as we are what
we feed our soul next and that’s how our Brain Just Works
as evolved by Nature now.. feed dark grow dark feed light grow
light but no reason to be afraid of the Dark but no reason to really practice it
one is
changing it to LiGHT..
as always Ilona Thanks
i just knocked 1555 Words out
of Your ‘Park’.. All mY PleaSure Principle.. Sure…1560..;)


A Real Man And Or Woman
Fights For Their Own Truth
In Light With No
Respect to
in Win or Lose
The Real CRowN
The Real ‘GaMe of
Thrones’ Is YouR Story
You Sing And Dance iN Light
Other Than That Good Afternoon
to You in France.. Ilona P. AKA Ms. Hugs..
The ‘Nice’
Gifted US
With Lady Liberty..
The Torch That Remains
Lit Is We Who Continue
To Sing And Dance Our
Own Stories BRAVE AND FREE..
A Story of Hope/Love or Fear/Hate or No Story Of YouR Own YouR WiLL Smaller
Or Greater NoW A Moral of A Jesus ‘Commoner’ Story is Create A Greater Story Than Jesus Loving All Harming no one (John 14:12) There Are Some Folks in This Country Who Want To Force You to Follow Their ‘Commoner Story’.. They Disrespect A Flag iMaGiNE A Place WHeRE You Tell YouR Own Story… Founding Fathers/Mothers of This Country Created It Hmm.. i’M Sort
oF A LiVinG DYinG BreeD Ain’t THaT Par FoR A CourSE iN ‘RoMe’ ‘Commoners’ Are
Folks Who only Follow other Stories Yet to Sing And Dance THeiR Own ‘GaME of THRoneS’
Yes i Dovetail off the Story of Jesus How Else Do You Reach Folks in Rome Among the ‘Commoners’ A Story of Jesus in John 14:12 iS onLY A STarTeR Kit to Sing And
Dance A Greater Story For YOU NoW Achieving HeaVeN oN EartH NoW
Physician Heal thYSelf Sing YouR Story/Truth Dance iT iN LiGHT
‘Bible Writers’ And ‘Story Tellers’ aRe iN Charge of HeARTS
SpiRiTS RuLinG HuMaN Souls Dark thru Light Dead Or
Alive Living i Wrote A Moral oF A STory Sunday
Morning Internet Cliff Notes Sing
‘Game of Thrones’ stories Amen to That
Average Human Assessed With Attention Spans
Less Than Gold Fish No Story Tellers Make Modern HuMaN DiSease
Story Tellers Heal And Prevent DiSease.. WHere Hope/Love Rules
Stories Heal they Connect Words With Emotions That Literally Now
Remedy DisEase Or They Create DiSease In Stories of Fear/Hate
Emotions Are Neuro-Chemicals/Hormones That Heal Or Prevent
Or Create Disease.. Words That Do Not Connect Living Emotions
Are Dead Stories.. A KinG/Queen Of Freedom Plays to No Audience…
HiS/HeR Story… Only Throne…
A Crowd Jeered Shoot
The Poor immigrant
Crossing the Border
Their Leader Laughed
Only in the Panhandle
Of Florida Will You
Get away With that
After he shamelessly
Crowed without regret
You will Support me
Even if i shoot some
One in Public these
People who support
A Best example
Of John 8:44
Jesus they
Set Barabbas
Free instead
Each and every
Day they Support
Their neWest Leader
John 8:44 and Fail
To do their
John 14:12..
Florida is as Far
Away From that
Jesus as their Leader
Tells his Christian
Followers This with
A Big Toothy
Being in Hell now..
Who is Christian
Enough to
Jesus over
Free and
In Deed
In terms
Of John 8:44..
i for one Travel a Globe
On a Ship Built for
Angel Wings
There is no
Chaka Can
Will i
Of those ‘Angels’
And ‘Demons’ too..
A Fast of Food And A Fill
of Love Will Surely Nourish
Them More Than Instant Gratification
WithouT A Depth of SoUL
NamELy NoW
THaT wHo iS OCeaN



A Longer Version but not too much Longer
In the End and the Beginning Now It will be
Your ‘Inner Gangster’ Who Saves You Lowest
SMiLes Yes.. Hope Your Day has gone greater
Well.. Hoping a Greeting From You Yesterday
Means you are Feeling a Bit Better but reAlly
i don’t know so it’s only a Pleasure
to Wish You
Well on
Day Now too my Friend..
Hellooove To You Himali..
Either We Spread Love
or We Don’t it’s sort
of as simple as
That Sadly
that is no
World at all
Takes that away
from us if we allow it
too.. if we feel or know
We have any choice at all..
And of course as Always i do
Remember What the Illusion
of no
Did to me…
The Birds Do
Care they go ahead
And Fly for they inherit
the Abundance of the Real
World as Flight of Wild Loving Life
Wings Will Naturally Do when Brave Wild and Free..
Never Now
From a World
From Nature
Loving Life Wild
And Free no Separation
From God (Nature) When
Whole Like this Living Free…
Emotions Save Soul Best When Expressed
Emotions Lose Soul Worst When Not Expressed
Lift us Up
on Angel Wings
Who Will EVeNTuALLy
Cry Tears of JoY iN Light
Extending An Eternal Now
of Hope and Love over
Stone Cold Hearts
that and who
Fear And Hate..
SMiLes.. ReMeMBeR
Humans Domesticated
‘Lions’ as ‘Cats’
Now ‘Humans’
are ‘Cats’
That ‘Lions’
As ‘AC/DC’
Sings and Dances
‘Who made Who’
We Make Lions
Master Us..
in other Words
We Fail as Wild And
Loving Free More often…
We are Often only Domesticated
Cats NoW No Longer Lions Brave
And Free With Lion Heart and Courage
Other than that from what i’ve Seen and
Felt and Sensed at Least Cats Master Humans
Loving Tricks Like Purrs…
Domesticated Dogs Teach us How to
Love.. Feral Cats that and who are only
Lions In Smaller Packages Teach us How to Be
Wild Brave and Free Again..
i am no Domesticated
iSinG iDance Free
For A Little Lion
A ‘Yellow Boy’ Feral Cat Savior
Brought me Back to Wild Brave
And Loving Free Again Now For Real..:)


SMiles my Friend
it is only a Pleasure
to Be Able to Be Able
to Write anything Beautiful
At All for NoW in this Way it is
A Giver
Receives the
Most Empirically
Speaking as When
We Create Art Beauty
We Naturally Experience
Beautiful Neuro-Chemicals
And Neuro-Hormones That
All Naturally Heal and Protect
Us From Disease Within Us
is the Blessing
Within the Giving
And Sharing is the
Natural Icing on
The Cake
That Naturally
Comes From Within..
And Ha! Some Folks Call
Our Innate Emotions and
Senses Expressed Meaningless
Mush when acTuAlly Emotions/Senses Free
in Art We Create Will acTuAlly Put so-called ‘Incurable
DisEase’ into ReMission As HeART Free Naturally Heals..
i Find it Every
Where i Go where
Freedom Lives Most..:)


We all have our Stories; Symbols, Whether Words or other Symbols
That Bind us And Bond us More to Order Than what we may otherwise
Experience as an Anxiety and a Chaos We Co-Create With the Rest of Nature Negatively.
i grew up with the Christian Religion, amongst folks who practiced the Polar Opposite Actions
From the Teachings; so, obviously it was a Message that wasn’t getting through to Most of the Folks who
Played Lip and Ear Service to it; but the ‘Bloody Hell’ with Actions of Love no Different than the New
‘Religious Order Leader’, Their Dear Trump
who expresses most everything Opposite
to Any Real Love Story Narrated of
Jesus at Least for Folks who Actually
Read and Pay Attention to the Parables as Metaphors
that are Spoken a bit Deeper than Twitter Talks these days.
We Humans have Lost our Story Telling Abilities that we used to do in every day life on Living Room Couches then
that spoke; and not just screens that light us up. i used to think there was something wrong with me for why my Elder
Relatives could Orate Paragraphs of Deeply Moving Emotional Words that Obviously Lit them Up Like A Christmas Tree
Living now; as i couldn’t do much more than say two words of working working when folks asked me what i had been up
to. It’s true, i was part of someone else’s Story in the Work-A-Day World. My Creativity that was alive and Writing Plays
and Award Winning Poetry in Middle School Was Snuffed out by Multiple Choice Acing Test Life and Short Fill in the
Blank Answers. Our Emotions and Senses are the Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones that Naturally Heal Us
Within, Inside, Outside, Above, So Below, and All Around. Ha! i’ve Heard Folks who complain about Cognitive
Executive Functioning, in Terms of Working Short Term Memory and Focus, suggest Emotions are Old School
And for folks somehow Inferiorly evolved. Emotions as Science Shows are the Fuel that originates first
most all our rational decisions; take them away and you will not even have the Cognitive
Executive Functioning to Choose What Color Socks First Before You can even move
yourself to get Out of your home. Emotional And Physical Intelligences in Terms of Moving
And Connecting and Co-Creating are the Oldest and Still Most Important Intelligences; and as i’ve most definitely
Found in my Life at Least, a Religion of Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses in a Song And Dance of My Life
Where i Co-Create my own Story of Life bowing down to no one else’s Story of Life Keeps Me Free and Feeling Younger
than ever as i reach 59 Years of age on June 6th; and Empirically Much Stronger and More Productive as Empirically Measurable too more than any other point in my Life as i continue to Evolve my Personal Human Potential, No longer
Stagnating in a World of almost Robotic Mechanical Cognition Tasks alone; as it’s true we become what we Feed ourselves; the Bones of Science alone; or a mix of Bones and Flesh and Blood of Art that are Simply a Bio-Feedback
in Form of Essence Now, from the Healing Neuro-Hormones and Neuro-Chemicals, as we Enhance our Emotional
And Physical Intelligences Beyond a Life that is more Machine than even Human Now in ‘Terminator’ ways of living dead.

Christianity, Provides the Metaphors for this for those Who See and Hear with more than Two Senses of Eyes and
Ears; in other Words for those Who Are Artists who Create Living Forms of Art Expressing Healing Emotions and
Senses of Essence Within. Rarely, do i find a Christian Who Understand this unless they are rather lost
in a Transcendent Moment out of the Restricted Area of their New Cortex lighting up the Rest of their
Brain in Neo-Cortical Dampening Transient Hypo-Frontality Escape; and actually swaying A Bit in a
Dance; Actually Raising their Hands Above their Head; but of course then comes all the Fear Producing
Negative Stress making Devil and Hell Fire Talks after a Gospel of Singing that is more like a Happy Drug for Free.
It might help a bit if they actually Read ‘John 14:12’; and Write a New story that is Greater than the Story Jesus ‘Spoke’
before after all that Versus for those who are stuck in the Stories of Old Clearly indicates You Can and Will Create
Stories Greater than Jesus.

Considering that whoever the Historical Yeshua was, who was illiterate, and never Wrote a Word as A Record of HiS own;
The Bar is surely Low; and if That Message was actually ever said by him; it’s not really surprising for
who is actually Confident and Loving in themselves now, will not be worried about someone else
Achieving something more when they already have it all; the Essence of the Emotions
and Senses of Being one with it all as really when you Do that in Ascending
Transcending Way there are only more Colorful and Healing Waves of
Emotions and Senses to Surf More whether anyone joins you are not.
This is an Autotelic All Innate and Bio-Feed back Intelligence that
Science Shows is a Real Kingdom of Heaven Within that some
of us do Practice as Real and Master Generating our
Happiness Within; And yes, it existed long before as so much
other so-called ‘woo’ stuff did and does too before someone invents a Word
as Form for the Essence of what has always been realest within simply A Whole
Human Being in Balance Where the Art of Yin is no longer Drowned with the Yang of Cold Dead Reasons
Without all the Colors
Evolving Within of Emotions
And Sense that Move us Farther
in our Human Potentials than ever
Before the Story is not new and Real
At least for those Who
Surf and Stay in Balance
of Nirvana and Bliss Whole Flow
In just Greater Stellar Star Human Potentials Now.
i came by here before and remembering the Author of an OP suggesting a Naked Campfire
Dance Sharing Romantic Stories might be the Religion that’s best; Truth is from a
Science Perspective it is both Still An Oldest and Most Effective Song And Dance
to Survive
Us together
in Every Way Like
A Six Pointed Star
As V And A BeCoMe one.



SMiLes.. i Love Most to Dance
And Sing when i am not paying
Attention to Anyone Looking
at me doing it though i Feel
Their energy Around me
or Positive..
i Abhor any kind
of Competition as i never
could figure out why anyone
then wanted to keep Score in
Tennis when one was already
one with the Ball and Racquet
and the Rest of the Universe in Flow
really what
was left
then to
but play
and have fun..
at 12 Years-old…
Humans and their
Silly Competitions in
oneupmanship when
We Already have the Potential
Within to be one with all (god) no
Lower or Higher NoW JusT
in Balancing Mind and
Body Whole Now
Force Positive
Loving Feelings
Giving Sharing
With the Rest
of Nature
NoW instead of
Inertia against..
Anyway.. i do ‘Glamour’ shots
too but they are more like my
own style of coming in Glory
of SiGNaTuRE poses one with
Nature and God the Same
in Golden Spiral Ratio
Flow from Left Elbow
to Hip at 1.618 too..
if folks don’t like it
they don’t
have to
they have
other cheeks to turn hAha..
And i try not to judge the Living
And Dead too much but Oh Lord
the Number of Face Palms in Discernment Against
Love All Over This Place Now wHere i Live at Least..
Oh Lord in Middle
School they threatened
(Christian Bully Boys like
Onward Marching Soldiers)
to Abuse me then if i dared to
Smile either in the Middle School
Halls or the Zen of Playing Tennis at
the City
if anyone
tells me that
now i will be
Perfectly still
and quiet until
they run away
afraid of what
Just come Next
yes like when a Cat
Does that just before
he captures His Last Supper too..
SMiLes It’s Worth Noting
That Modeling is
About Capturing
The Clothes
of Your Living
Soul someone
else wants you to
put on like Theater
too.. i rather Choose
for myself with SMiLes..
Zen Ego is more fun when
You Write It Direct It Produce
It and Act it All too as You do on
Your Blog that is why Blogging is
so much Better than a Modeling Career
my Friend because You are truly Your own
Star to
as you
Love to
Just Be You..
but yes there
is that ugly competion
to make a Dollar Bill to
Survive Let’s get rid of that
All together and make Bloggers
out of everyone As Metaphor at least..
No one will ever Make You Better than
You Really Are now as Just You A Free Spirit SMiLinG SoUL..
With Abundance of HeART.. But it’s true i haven’t talked my
Accounting Friend into
Freeing Herself
to Leave
her Day
come down
to the Tennis
Court Just to
Play and talk
things out too.. with SMiLes
That Dollar Bill IS A Real Devil We KNow Already..:)


NDD and
PDD Nature
Deficit Disorder
And People Deficit
Disorder the Increasing
Disease oF A Terminator
Machine World where We
are the
We are the
Avatars and
Nature calls
Us back simply
As God As the
Call of the Wild
To Be Free Again enveloped
in the Green of Life and Yellow
of Always Giving Sunshine for Free
Ya can have the House Burning the
House i Paid off if ya Like as metaphor
only of Course but Ya are not going to
take the Back Yard of my Forest Away
all i
is Cold
Typing with no
View to Paradise
Outside this Window
to Heaven Real living in Colors of Green Versus Deserts
And Freezing Snow NoW Will make one literally Angry
about Life.. Seen it Happen out of the Green of Paradise Real..
For Paradise
of Blue and Green
And all the Colors of Spring
They Stay and Create New Colors
of Art for All to Share and Give in
Heaven now
For Free..
just in
of course..;)


Good Morning Your Eminency or Your Excellency Whichever Label You Care
to answer to, they are all Just Human to me; Mr. Barron; Mr. Bishop; i ask myself
this morning after Watching Your Video on Protecting what you say is the Legal and
Constitutional Right to Protect Pedophiles in the Confessional Booth as You Say Your
Catholic Seal (Rule) Prevents you from spilling the Beans on this as if you do you will automatically
Get Excommunicated from the Church so what this Brings to mind to me is not so much if Jesus
Knows You but are you really familiar with the Gist of the Jesus Story for all the Authors, some Perhaps
with identifiable Names; but most who gained Ghost Writer names like Luke, Mark, and Matthew as those
are really great Pen Names as they have great ‘Brand Value’ for the Target Audience At Hand but never the
Less the Jesus Story is a Great one and a very Popular one that has stood the time of Myths and other
Stories that come close to sounding Potentially True that House Truth and Light in Vehicles and Vessels
that do stand the time; perhaps because of Ruling Force to Follow the Religion or in some cases
Emotional Hyperbole that eases Existential Fears like Death or Promises of a Welfare Ticket
to Heaven by perhaps doing something as easy as reciting Roman’s 10:9 for the rest of
your Life and sinning one week getting forgiven on Sunday and doing the
Wash and Rinse And Dry Cycle of Sinning again for of course you may
Forget all about John 14:12; not realizing that you may come
to a Point where you get one with God too that makes
Anything else but loving it all next to impossible
where you might better be in a place
of Giving Popes Advice as you
Inherit Love as God
and there is
no where
else to go but up
in the Force of Agape Love.
Jesus Believed in Love and yes he
did give Caesar His Privilege to Rule
the Government for the Order of Society To Work
Through Coins and Taxes and Stuff like that but just ask
yourself one question as far as the ‘little ones’ go; Would Jesus Protect
the Little Ones or the Pedophiles with a Disease that as Science shows is
very Difficult to cure and is a bit more difficult to rid the World of than Just
A Confession to You and Your Associates at least or at most in terms of Eminency
And Excellency a Notch Above Your Peers on the Ladder to God as such on Earth which
is rather ridiculous but sure in terms of Establishing Order in a Big Organization ya gotta
be able to Recognize who the Leaders are in Charge to make stuff work. Jesus is not portrayed
as an Individual Like that; Jesus is a Free Agent of Love in other words one who serves Love to
others for Free in Giving and Sharing Loving Ways that brings the least Harm to others so who
do you believe in; the Rule of Church
or the Rule provided by the Story
of Jesus that says Love
without Harm
Above all
other Human
Virtues to help
Raise other Folks up
to a Kingdom of Heaven
that is Love for all now in this
Generation now for all to give and share;
it shouldn’t take a Rocket Scientist but only
a Loving Human to determine that when you find
out an Adult is Molesting A Child no matter what you
Report it so the Child will not suffer a lifetime of Mental
and Soulful Anguish; what is the Price of that little Child’s
Soul; Your Fancy Robe and Church Rules, or the Rule of Love
As Jesus was a Dude portrayed As Meek and Humble moreover
with Frigging Empathy And Sympathy And Compassion that is our
Greatest Common Sense Love for each other that Harms no one else at
Best; Well, you seem to be a Scholarly Gentleman; so, Perhaps You’ve Heard
of the Book My Grandfather X-Catholic Priest Wrote who was Ex-Communicated as
he Broke the Rules and Got Married Thank God of course so i will exist now too as that
Book Was Titled “Behind The Dictators” as My Grandfather Decided to Expose the more
negative Aspects of the Catholic Church; surely not well liked by the Catholic Church after
that; but never the less i exist and voila in the Last 3 years i’ve written a Book of my own online;
Yes, in just 3 Years a “Nether Land Bible 2017″ as that was the First Year after the Book/Bible
Was started online on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016; and if you will Note the Word Nether
means Low as i am no one in particularly important; yes, considered a Dance Legend of course
in my Metro Area for doing that now 11,293 Miles now in 69 Months of Effort; as hey still where
i live Trump is a close to Jesus as folks have been making him out to be since i can remember
here when the Bully Boy Christians Called me the F Word and not Fred for Smiling was not allowed
if boys would ever be raised without empathy to go kill ‘Brown Folks like Jesus over there’ as that
threat continues now so to speak at the Top of the Reptile Leaning Brains without Empathy and
Love in Charge Lauded By so-called Christians in all the ‘Red States’ in scaRCity out of Abundance
of Love of course and Basic Subsistence needs of course too; Anyway the Story of Jesus is a Love
Story not a Legal Story that only follows every Structured and Detailed rule; he Broke it all down to
Loving others without Harming them which is a major lifelong Art that always changes to accomplish
with both Relative Free will and the Motivating Feelings of Agape Love too that are not afraid to say
NO NO NO when Love is falling falling falling off the Cliff of Empathy and Sympathy and Compassion
True; perhaps most importantly the Cognitive Empathy that understands that we Break Rules when
it comes to saving the Souls of Love of Little Children who are Being Molested in any way that
comes or goes; You are of Rules but You in this Video are far far away from the Jesus Story
Rule of
You Do Love
without Harm
or You Fail the story
of Jesus; he wasn’t like
me; he wasn’t able to put
it in a Bible of 4.2 Million Words
in Just 3 Years of Effort; you might
say i’ve spent my Time from Age 55 to
58 Like Jesus did from 30 to 33; the World
is much Bigger now; Complex it is and Diverse
with Humanity too; did you really think a New Testament
that would work at all for a small dirt patch in the Middle
East will work in an Entire World of over 7 Billion Humans for
A Thousand or So Years to come; True, we have Google now
and online; A Place with no Sun or Moon where folks no
matter where they live can and do Share Love regardless
of Religion or any other Labeled Human Difference but
Love that connects us all; i will all most bet my
Gift of Life that if Jesus Were to come
today that he would Write his Bible
on a Blog just like me
and humbly
with People
around the World
diverse in all the ways
they come to inspire the
Whole Bible now; true i had
66 Months in Hell to think about
what Jesus would do today and
God Provided the rest of the good and
bad news as the Journey becomes the Path
that i am on today free Just to Be the Force of God/Love
in me; it is true my Words are too Big for most folks to see;
however, one day Technology is bound to Catch up to the Love of me;
Might take a Thousand Years but you know what they say what you write
on the Internet just never goes away and it may be accessed by anyone who
wants to see as long as they have a Computer and Broad Band Access Powerful
enough to do it; thing is my Friend The Catholic Church no Longer rules by Force
and no longer has the Moral Authority to really say a dam thing after being caught
with their Hands in the pants and up the skirts of so many little Children who came
to Church innocent leaving with the Dirt of Souls of Priests who never Followed or
Rule of
Love Harming
no other Human
Beings by Selfish Will
of Fear and too small to Love
the way that adults do not taking
Advantage of those most Vulnerable to Lose their
Loving Soul at the Hands of the Evil you protect with
the Laws of Man instead of the Rule of God Free Best that is Love now for all
no others
the best
we can;
All 4.2 Million Words
are counted by technology
now; Over a Hundred Thousand
Photos and Ten Thousand You Tube Videos
for all 6.9 Million Words accomplished Now
in 70 Months for the Entire ‘SonG of My SoUL” Bible
too; but i didn’t start the Actual Bible Labeling Process
’till Three Years ago to date on Memorial Day Weekend, 2016;
It’s better to do John 14:12 than to fall to the evil of the Past my Friend
in Hell away
from Love now..
Please Just say YES
to Love and NO to ‘that other stuff’.



Greatest Story Your Story Is God’s Love Story…
The Old Testament has just as much Violence, Rape, And Purchasing multiple Women under 16. You suggest that Good Muslims are far and few between; i suggest you get to know some Muslims first before you judge them for if we judge Christians by the Old Testament Alone, they are no less Prone to all of what I listed. Jesus IS A Teacher inviting Everyone into The Home of Love. Smaller Men And Women Give Up on Love. Sharia Laws and Hadiths rule outside of The Koran in those other Countries. Muslims who Come Here must be Willing to Give that Up not unlike
Old Testament
Christians who
Are not allowed
By Law to crush the
Skulls of the Children
Of their Enemies with
Stones. Let’s Face it my
Friend, You will
Find the Bad in
Everyone or
The Good
Mostly Depending
On Who You are if you
Actually go and meet
Some Muslim folks
You will find that
Same love in you
But only if You seek it. i Give you
Great Credit for not Deleting my comment.
Listening to
Other Opinions
Is always the First
Step to Jesus and God
And Love there is
No Difference when
You Come To Understand the Same.
There is zero evidence That Muslim
Folks Who Live here
Are any less Good
Citizens than
Anyone else;
That is the Requirement
To Be A Citizen Here.
No one is above the
Law, except for the
Reflection of
John 8:44 at
The Top now.
If you want to
Make a fair
In who does or does
Not break the Laws
And Cheats And Lies;
The Path is
The so-called top;
i disagree with
Muslims who
Are my
No Different
As they bring
Psychological harm
To People who have
Different Sexual
No Different
Than so Called
Christians quoting
From all the Fear
And Hatred
That Still exists
In the Old Testament And
Revelation too for if one
Actually sends any one to Hell
Eternally who turns
The other Cheek
And Loves
All their
They too are
A Father of
All Lies according
To who and how
They Judge and
If they are
Love incarnate
Or Not. There are
innumerable ghost
Writing authors Of the Bible; it is worth
Noting that the Organization that
Protected Pedophiles is
the Same Organization
That determined the
Final Version of
That Bible.
The Truth In
Light of Living this Spirit
Of Heart will
Only be Found
In Each Human
Loving or Not as
Soul reflecting
God’s Love by
Both Feeling
And Acting Love.
The only way we will
Ever know We are
Christians is with the
Real Faith And
Courage we Give
And Share Love; all
The Rest is Empty
Book Covers, Pages
And Empty Shells
Of Words. Other than
Indians, Muslims Folks
i have met Meet the Grade of Jesus the Most;
The only Currency, Pay Rate, And Pay Grade of
Love; some of
the Tenants
Of their Religion i
Totally disagree with;
But as long as they
Are Loving without
Harming they
Fill the
Sandals of Jesus in
Enough Comfort to
Walk with him
At least
For Real..:)

Hehe.. i just took
Some Spider Man
Poses.. only
Heavy hehe..
Hello Ms. Hugs
From the Nice
In France..
No Place for Young People
Oldest Folks Ruling the World
as they Please.. quite a turn around
it is now as Youth Used to be all the
benefit to Be.. by the way hehe hope
this doesn’t look too ‘pretentious’ but
i for one Believe in making the most out
of each and every word and step of Life for
whatever shape i come out to
be at least i am me
and free.. and i do
believe one great
thing about the so-called
Millennial Generation is they
are righty disillusioned with the so-
called American Dream(Lie) as it were for
A Car And and a House and two Children
And A Wife who is Closest with the Housework
and best friends with a Soap Opera too while the Man
Gets a Career For a Lifetime with some Meaning And
Purpose that he shares with others in Work as a Valued
Human and not just a Cog in a Machine expendable as an
Old Pair of Socks that wear out.. welcome to the New World
That Old World is just not possible for most Folks now so Young Folks
have no choice now but to find alternate ways of moving and connecting
And creating their Lives.. some are successful who find creativity on their
own.. others follow the newer older traditions the best they can and will and
still others
fall on
the Way
Side of Drug
Addiction as
they Never Feel
or Fill the Empty Place
of Soul Within.. anyway.. now those
who create their own Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose in life will survive
and thrive.. some will just survive with whatever
the Left Overs of Culture for them are and others
will die to the disease of addiction slowly never finding their way
Home and others will burn-out with Jobs with no Holy And Sacred
Meaning and Purpose mostly empty and numb the walking dead alive
of course where
The Words and Numbers
of Life neither Dance or Sing
A Tune that is both Feeling and Meaning
Smiles my Shape Evolves as my own way..
And those who are at best now are Shaping
THeir Lives as their own way too Free to Be.
i Believe the Art Now of Expressing ourselves
Facially is a Greatest/Oldest Work of Art to do
hehe.. Pictured in Sunshiny Yellow First is my
Yes photo
and the
one is my
No photo
in the Spirit
of the Star
Wars Darker
Force ‘Sith’ Side too.. hehe..
Yes.. the First Photo is the ‘Jedi’ Side..
Smiles A Beautiful
Model Smile
but without
A bit
of Sunshine
that Radiates
in A Flow of
True Happiness..
i suppose there must be a bit of
lost meaning and purpose in
Life among the Youngest
Folks as Truth increasingly
Now is no Longer A Holy and
Sacred Valuable Commodity
in even a mostly Free World
like the United States.. if the
Folks in Charge cannot be trusted
With even telling the Truth who will
they Trust
in the Future
obviously it will
have to be mostly
Yourself at least if ya
Wanna hear the Truth from
any Person Higher up than You..
where really they are the loWest oF aLL..
It’s a Challenge
to Keep up
with it
and i
that are free of course..
as my IcE RinK only CHeaP SKates
And no Siri did not tell me that Joke
it just
Flow and
Shapes that
continue to
Grow like
A Forest
On Your Never
Ending Story Blog too.. hehe..;)


Smiles.. i meet folks like you Now at
Catholic Church often only difference
is they show their face with
as much Love as they
will muster.
Have a Nice Day..
SMiles; it appears i may have
Misread Your comment; i thought you were
a Catholic Apologist; but now you seem
to be a critic like me. One of my
Degrees i enjoy as a Hobby
now is Anthropology; i don’t leave
anyone out of my Study of Humans
and to Be Clear, i see the entire Jesus
Saga as nothing more than a Multi-Author Story;
but Love is Good when Practiced and Given for Free
in positive ways at least; Nature is my REAL God and i am in charge of my own life with Relative
Free Will; i don’t lend anyone else that responsibility; And i try to play nicely with others; and Yes..
SMiLes, nothing i do is really hard; it’s just for fun to see what shapes the Words Do come to relate..
SMiLes my Friend, Mary Pinakat; i suggest you take your own advice now if you will/like; i did not come here to visit you; i came here specifically to Visit Bishop Barron; for i disagree with His Opinion; i write Free Verse Poetry around the World and benefit from both Dark Muse and
Light Muse; lately the Catholic Church has been a mix between support of Trump and
his Lies and one of the Greatest Evils that most People will agree does exist
and that is the Sexual Molestation of Little Children as that most often
ruins their Chances for a Real Love Felt Life. i’ve seen Lives ruined
and have even known Women who eventually committed Suicide
in their Father’s Bed with a Revolver for their last
Protest against being used like Cattle
for Butchering taking away in the
Case of a Human Being the very
Essence for their Ability to Love;
in some ways; a death as life worse than Death.
i take what i am doing here seriously; it’s also effortless
and Fun when i Leg Press 1340 pounds, 18 Reps now more than
any Marine at the Military Gym i Frequent now close to age 59 on June 6th.
i Love to Write and the only person who has the right to tell me to go away here
are the Administrators of this YouTube Site. True Christians Never Turn People
away and that much it seems that Bishop Barron is doing correct as far as the Love
Your Neighbors part of the Story. I have great respect for the Authors who Wrote the
Beautiful Loving Story of Jesus; the fact that only at most Scholarly Reports indicate
that one Person, Mostly Saul the Paul wrote at most 18 Percent of the New Testament
doesn’t bother me a bit. I see all that is as God; the Nature of all that is that is Nature
as ALL. And no; i am no material reductionist; i have the Benefit of Experiencing Real
Miracles in life that no Doctor can explain; and even admits was a miracle in
recovering for me; i suffered from Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from
wake to sleep for 66 months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom; A Pain
that no drug offered relief that is assessed in Medical Literature
as worse than the literal Torture of Crucifixion; best analogy
is a Dentist Drill in my Right eye and ear that no drug
would touch for 66 Months of Living Hell on Earth
from yes; wake to sleep; that wasn’t all there
was; also a Synergy of Life Threatening
Disorders then numbering 18 more
including Dysautonomia where
my Blood Pressure and
Heart rate no
was properly
regulated by my Nervous
System; along with Sjogren’s
Syndrome Where my Eyes Quit
Making Tears; Fibromyalgia as
a Walk in the Park compared to
the First Suicide Disease Mentioned
above; Spinal Stenosis; Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my spine as well; Coat Hanger Pain
Associated with Dysautonomia; Anhedonia; Severe
Depression; Severe Anxiety; Alexithymia; Asperger’s
Syndrome; Bi-Polar Disorder; Mood Lability; Panic Attacks;
ADHD; Carpal Tunnel Syndrome; With Yes Suicidal Tendencies
for the First Couple of Years with the Suicide Disease as that is
the Common Term for Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake
to Sleep as the Insomnia was particularly extreme during the ‘Lent Period’
of the Spring of 2008; the First 35 of 40 Days an Alpha Blocker Slowed my
Heart enough for one very Card Board Shallow Hour of Sleep only each of
those nights; no sleep at all for the last 5 of 40 Days; i guess it was a coincidence
that my Lent Period hit 40 days too; not sure if was bad as being in a Desert too but
the Worst Part of the whole Ordeal was Losing almost any semblance of my Emotions
in Piece of Paper existence where all that existed for me was time where a Thousand
Years was like a Second of Human Clock Time to me then. True; the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind was preferable to that or dousing oneself with gasoline and burning forever
if that was what it took to escape real hell on Earth. In the Fox TV Show that was a spoof on Lucifer as a real Devil from Hell; instead of just another Light Bringer created as a Devil by ‘John MIlton’; Lucifer Showed His Devil Face all made up in Make-up from where he had been; sure, i Will still make that face too; not angry; but just from my Existence in Hell for not doing anything Wrong at all but my Very Best
in both Work
and Love;
the Autism and
Not being able to speak ’till
4, did not stop me from gaining
3 College degrees close to the top
of my class; Nor Retiring after 25 Years
of Federal Service as an Athletic Director
of a Military Installation as the Kid once so
Weak and picked last in Sports teams that
really where i lived, Androgynous/ugly too in
‘Trump Town USA’, my Peers made
it Clear to me i didn’t deserve
to exist; my Mother was
all Love she planted
a smile in me
that Never
Died for Good.
Thank Goodness my
Father Left or i could probably
be a whole like Trump and Company
in Red State ways. The Story of Jesus is
Just another Archetypal Garden Variety
Human Hero Story; they are as Numerous
as any Super Hero Movie come to
the Big Screen Still. Bottom line;
there is no dignity in protecting
People who molest
little Children;
i do
not care
who anyone thinks
they are above Love;
Love says no. i am not ashamed
of either my Angel Face or the Devil
Face From Before; i would give you a whole
lot more Credit if you were not afraid to show both
Your Shadow Face and Your Angel Face too.
i write Free Verse Poetry my Friend the Epic
Style of Old as New Again. i find muse every
where; if you like, continue to be my muse for
this in a dark or light ways; you are surely
welcome as everyone else who
enters into my Life is too;
i welcome everyone
and that is how
my Soul
Evolves most;
i exclude no one and
that colors my Soul the Most.
Do as you will my Free i will with Love.
When i see true Evil i am willing to caLL it Out
too; i have no idea who you are as you do not show your
face; i tend to see Souls My Friend; People have said i have piercing
eyes that Penetrate the Windows of their Soul in both Dark and Light
Ways of Life; i’ll let you be the judge of my eyes; i usually wear shades as
they tend to make some folks uncomfortable; plus it is still a necessity for
the Condition and all the other conditions that were miraculously remedied
in Symptoms on a Beach in July of 2013. Anyway; i Love People, Everyone;
but i do not care to see the Vulnerable among us Lose their Souls
to ignorance
and Particularly
ignorance that
Masquerades as Love.
When You’ve Seen Enough
Suffering, You come to Understand
that Light comes From Dark; After that
there is no Fear all that is Left is Agape Unconditional Love;
That my Friend is the true Experience of God as Verb; the Real God;
not the
God or any
other smaller
God than all that is..
i started off my 4.2 Million Word ‘Nether Land Bible 2017’ with the Polar
Opposite Sides of my Soul that are integrated as Shadow
And Love the Same; in other Words, don’t judge a Book
by Any Cover; i am as calm as Love inside in Both
Photos; i just have the ability to form the Essence
of Hell
in Heaven
now; that my
Friend is a Dream
of Heaven complete
on Earth in Flow now;
nothing new; just different
Labels For it ACross every
Human Culture who lives as Human Now in Full Potential
of Fearless And Unconditional Positive Love in the Transient
Hypo-Frontality of Flow; Where the State of Being is Autotelic
Where one Generates their Own Feel Good Neurohormones
and Neurochemicals from Whatever Meditation in Bio-FeedBack
Works to Achieve this Nirvana And Bliss. For me, 11,300 Miles
of Public Dance in 69 Months; now along with 6.9 Million Total Words
Of Epic Free Write Long Form Poem Writing NoW in Flow too has done
the Trick as Treat in 70 Months now too of Moving Meditation And Of course
that is all documented in the Poem too as sure i’ll link it again just for fun too..
My Wife’s Super Power at 49 is that seemingly she hardly ages at all; do not
Bet against Angels and Devils coming for real in Flesh and Blood; and yes in the
Same Body too; common Hero Archetype; all Heroes Visit Hell before they earn their Wings.



“i Have Loved You With An Ever Lasting Love”

i tried to record myself
Singing at Church
To Cheer you up
On Sunday but Katrina
Said i botched it up
Too much and sounded
More like a Robot
Than Angelic
In Flow so i
Didn’t send it
To You; on the
Other Hand, tonight,
Walking around the
Block my Sister said
It was okay as she isn’t
Quite the Perfectionist
Like Katrina; yes, when i
Am not thinking about
Recording myself
i Sing in Flow and
Rarely make
Any Mistakes;
Just like Dance;
But i don’t like
Any kind of competition
Feeling as it just
Takes away from
The Art It is
The Feeling
That Counts
Most i am
Expressing Agape
Love in this Song
Same Emotion
I have for you
For now
Is my
Good Morning
Song for you; perhaps,
i will Sing the ‘Perfect’
Version to
You Face to
Face one
Day; yes,
It will
better then..🙂


RubblE RiserS…NoW
Stones of Humans
Without Empathy
Falling Down
On Humanity
Now Just
Rules Us
Always Now..
The only God
Worth Saving
Alive And Well..
Capt. Salt sees what
Happens to Sgt. Pepper
Unreliable Crews make
Comic Book Writer Movies
Come True
Always Stays
Up with His/Her Ship
Longing Bitter
Aching early
iN A Morning
Late at Night
When Days
Are done
LoVing DanCinG
BReaTHeS AGAin..:)
It’s a Challenge
to Keep up
with it
and i
that are free of course..
as my IcE RinK only CHeaP SKates
And no Siri did not tell me that Joke
it just
Flow and
Shapes that
continue to
Grow like
A Forest
On Your Never
Ending Story Blog too.. hehe..;)
Hehe as you
Know i Enjoy
No one
Has Done
Before ALL Free..
Hehe i am
A Master
of my
it does
not Exist
for me plus
i don’t Work
i have Zero Responsibilities
my Wife even Takes the Trash
Out for she does not believe i do
a good enough Job of it so in other
Words i Write up to 10 Thousand Words
in one Day and Dance up to 23 Miles in one
Day Writing/Singing/Dancing in many many
different places as no
other responsibilities
Leaves me only never
ever ending Nether Land
Story Time to Peter Pan
Fly as i please just to be..
it really rubs some folks
the wrong way to see
someone as Free
as me now
when someone as
free as you let’s
me be as
as me
in Your Home
but hey.. we sort
of looked like brother
and sister when i was
Younger so maybe we
are just related someway.. hAha..
other than that i’m JusT A ‘DuM Older Blonde’..
i used to be Pretty but now my Wife is more the Fairest of them all..
She still calls me Princess though as she does nothing to get ready..
as a Daisy
no matter
what she does..
somedays i’m not
sure she is even Human
Without Great Assistants
Peter Pans Never get to iFly..
oh yeah and don’t forget my
Super Powers.. Bi Polar and
Asperger’s Syndrome on the Gift Side too..;)
Greatest Story Your Story Is God’s Love Story…
The Old Testament has just as much Violence, Rape, And Purchasing multiple Women under 16. You suggest that Good Muslims are far and few between; i suggest you get to know some Muslims first before you judge them for if we judge Christians by the Old Testament Alone, they are no less Prone to all of what I listed. Jesus IS A Teacher inviting Everyone into The Home of Love. Smaller Men And Women Give Up on Love. Sharia Laws and Hadiths rule outside of The Koran in those other Countries. Muslims who Come Here must be Willing to Give that Up not unlike
Old Testament
Christians who
Are not allowed
By Law to crush the
Skulls of the Children
Of their Enemies with
Stones. Let’s Face it my
Friend, You will
Find the Bad in
Everyone or
The Good
Mostly Depending
On Who You are if you
Actually go and meet
Some Muslim folks
You will find that
Same love in you
But only if You seek it. i Give you
Great Credit for not Deleting my comment.
Listening to
Other Opinions
Is always the First
Step to Jesus and God
And Love there is
No Difference when
You Come To Understand the Same.
There is zero evidence That Muslim
Folks Who Live here
Are any less Good
Citizens than
Anyone else;
That is the Requirement
To Be A Citizen Here.
No one is above the
Law, except for the
Reflection of
John 8:44 at
The Top now.
If you want to
Make a fair
In who does or does
Not break the Laws
And Cheats And Lies;
The Path is
The so-called top;
i disagree with
Muslims who
Are my
No Different
As they bring
Psychological harm
To People who have
Different Sexual
No Different
Than so Called
Christians quoting
From all the Fear
And Hatred
That Still exists
In the Old Testament And
Revelation too for if one
Actually sends any one to Hell
Eternally who turns
The other Cheek
And Loves
All their
They too are
A Father of
All Lies according
To who and how
They Judge and
If they are
Love incarnate
Or Not. There are
innumerable ghost
Writing authors Of the Bible; it is worth
Noting that the Organization that
Protected Pedophiles is
the Same Organization
That determined the
Final Version of
That Bible.
The Truth In
Light of Living this Spirit
Of Heart will
Only be Found
In Each Human
Loving or Not as
Soul reflecting
God’s Love by
Both Feeling
And Acting Love.
The only way we will
Ever know We are
Christians is with the
Real Faith And
Courage we Give
And Share Love; all
The Rest is Empty
Book Covers, Pages
And Empty Shells
Of Words. Other than
Indians, Muslims Folks
i have met Meet the Grade of Jesus the Most;
The only Currency, Pay Rate, And Pay Grade of
Love; some of
the Tenants
Of their Religion i
Totally disagree with;
But as long as they
Are Loving without
Harming they
Fill the
Sandals of Jesus in
Enough Comfort to
Walk with him
At least
For Real..:)
Hehe.. i just took
Some Spider Man
Poses.. only
Heavy hehe..
Hello Ms. Hugs
From the Nice
In France..
No Place for Young People
Oldest Folks Ruling the World
as they Please.. quite a turn around
it is now as Youth Used to be all the
benefit to Be.. by the way hehe hope
this doesn’t look too ‘pretentious’ but
i for one Believe in making the most out
of each and every word and step of Life for
whatever shape i come out to
be at least i am me
and free.. and i do
believe one great
thing about the so-called
Millennial Generation is they
are righty disillusioned with the so-
called American Dream(Lie) as it were for
A Car And and a House and two Children
And A Wife who is Closest with the Housework
and best friends with a Soap Opera too while the Man
Gets a Career For a Lifetime with some Meaning And
Purpose that he shares with others in Work as a Valued
Human and not just a Cog in a Machine expendable as an
Old Pair of Socks that wear out.. welcome to the New World
That Old World is just not possible for most Folks now so Young Folks
have no choice now but to find alternate ways of moving and connecting
And creating their Lives.. some are successful who find creativity on their
own.. others follow the newer older traditions the best they can and will and
still others
fall on
the Way
Side of Drug
Addiction as
they Never Feel
or Fill the Empty Place
of Soul Within.. anyway.. now those
who create their own Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose in life will survive
and thrive.. some will just survive with whatever
the Left Overs of Culture for them are and others
will die to the disease of addiction slowly never finding their way
Home and others will burn-out with Jobs with no Holy And Sacred
Meaning and Purpose mostly empty and numb the walking dead alive
of course where
The Words and Numbers
of Life neither Dance or Sing
A Tune that is both Feeling and Meaning
Smiles my Shape Evolves as my own way..
And those who are at best now are Shaping
THeir Lives as their own way too Free to Be.
i Believe the Art Now of Expressing ourselves
Facially is a Greatest/Oldest Work of Art to do
hehe.. Pictured in Sunshiny Yellow First is my
Yes photo
and the
one is my
No photo
in the Spirit
of the Star
Wars Darker
Force ‘Sith’ Side too.. hehe..
Yes.. the First Photo is the ‘Jedi’ Side..
Smiles A Beautiful
Model Smile
but without
A bit
of Sunshine
that Radiates
in A Flow of
True Happiness..
i suppose there must be a bit of
lost meaning and purpose in
Life among the Youngest
Folks as Truth increasingly
Now is no Longer A Holy and
Sacred Valuable Commodity
in even a mostly Free World
like the United States.. if the
Folks in Charge cannot be trusted
With even telling the Truth who will
they Trust
in the Future
obviously it will
have to be mostly
Yourself at least if ya
Wanna hear the Truth from
any Person Higher up than You..
where really they are the loWest oF aLL..
It’s a Challenge
to Keep up
with it
and i
that are free of course..
as my IcE RinK only CHeaP SKates
And no Siri did not tell me that Joke
it just
Flow and
Shapes that
continue to
Grow like
A Forest
On Your Never
Ending Story Blog too.. hehe..;)
SMiLes (me) Says it’s Best to Accept Folks Just the
Way they are.. nope.. no need to Change
the Color of the Hair for they will
Always have my unspoken
Passion but ha!
with me there
is nothing
much unspoken
But True i Love Just
to Have someone to talk
to Just the way they are.. hmm..
you know it’s good when the same
old someone is someone you knew
but hey if they Change you just Roll
with Changing Tides coming in going
out and maybe going away but ha! don’t
matter to me for there is always an everlasting
Love with me and i Just couldn’t Love them any
Better either Just the way they are now is good enough
for me.. i really don’t have to have clever conversation
for it is enough for me to Give really i don’t expect for
anyone to Work as hard as i do.. for really it is no sweat
at all for me just to Love and Love and Love and Love
and Keep
i practically
Love someone
to Nuts and if you
don’t believe me
Just ask
Wife Haha..
and Perhaps at
Least one Great Friend..
With Brown Eyes too.. my
Energy is not for everyone
With Ease hehe.. when they become my Muse…;)


SMiLes Sohair as Always Much Appreciated..
Love Spreading Everywhere is So Beautiful Sohair..
i am sad when Rules become more important than Love..
True.. Rules are important too.. been visiting Christians attempting
to Explain to them that Love is both most Important and the only Rule
of their Religion
but i just
seem to
get through
rarely welcome
in their Lives now
as it has also been
overall in my Life for my
Mother Taught Love not always
Unconditional but the Unconditional
ParT Was Born as my Soul and From Before
that my friend the Fire of Eternal Love Now Just
Another Phrase For God Willing BreaKinG AParT
to BRinG Love and the Opportunity to Love Beyond
Infinity More Together Once again and the Dance and
Song goes on into Eternity now and Beyond at least
that is
i feel
and sense
my Friend
there is a store
in the Mall Complex
in my Metro Area called
‘World Market Place’.. Moving
out the Doors there are Pictures
of People in Different Cultures Around
the World it is true in this Life if it was not
for the Internet and a Handful of Friends mostly
Outside of where i live so far away across the Ocean
Blue and other Seas and Deserts and Even Snowy Mountains
too.. i would have met so few people in life who took any time
at all to really get to know me and allow me to know and feel and
sense more about them.. true though this was after i retired before that
i did have Community at least at Work and Mostly through School too.. The
Internet is a Blessing to people now who longer fit the Mold of their Community
At Hand
And People
Are always
A Blessing
Worth Understanding
Differences and the Connections
of Love that are very similar and same
to all of us when connecting this way
the Bond that Lasts forever now JusT Love is all that is..
“Souls ParT one”…
SMiLes Sohair for me
when i see This Metaphor
i see our ULTiMaTE RelationShip
With God.. Yes.. “Souls ParT one”
As God is the Master Soul and we
are the Tones of God Yes the Music
ToGeTHeR We Play Best as LoVENoW..
Contemplating God after Rising out of the Abyss
in College Days of 1981 at age 21.. For that Previous
Year Entering into a New Larger College away from all
my Peers that were lifelong Friends then it seemed since
High School Years at a Small Junior College in my Home
Town actually homely housed in the Same Two Story Building
Up from my River Front Home Down Town just a Stone’s Through
From the Railroad Trestle across our Black Water River and additionally
the Same Two Story Building that Housed Elementary School just a walk
up a Hill from my River Front Home then and my Mother’s High School too..
that Larger
Left me
from all those
Human Connections
so Poor i was barely
able to afford to Go To College
eating just Peanut Butter Sandwiches
everyday and Working my Way through with
A Night Job as a Janitor Cleaning Several Different
Businesses at Night including a Bank and Two Telephone
Buildings then totally isolated from anyone then the Soul
Illness of being a Human Separated From a Village Set in..
the Same Disease that Americans have today that often leads
to the Disease of Addiction too… to escape from A Species of
Life that no longer holds hands in Flesh and Blood and true
When Humans Do not Hold Hands of Love it seems that the
Connection of God is Less Present the Colder one may feel removed
now from the Fire of God’s Love that is Kindled Higher as Flame and
Torch and Bonfire of Love NoW as more Humans Bond together over same
Sacred and Holy Meaning and Purpose in Life.. in School then it was making
Good Grades.. At Work when i did get another Job after School it was about
Serving the Military and Bringing Morale.. Welfare.. and Recreation to them
a Happiest Job of all of course Bringing Happiness to other folks each and
every day.. and then Computers came along and increasingly i learned new
ways of potentially ‘advancing’ and making more money but the further and
further away from Social Empathic Cognition i Traveled as i actually changed
more into an actual Mechanical Cognition Brain separated from Mind and
Body Balance more too just mostly bits and bytes of me Left then on a
Computer Screen.. true.. they did warn us in Computer Class in College
to remember you are Human and get out and connect and escape the
Computer Lab as they had that Warning posted in Engineering Schools
too but now most everyone is somewhat of a servant and even slave
to a Lit-up Screen so the Warning is now a Moot and Lost Point as
most everyone
more in
a Mechanical
Cognition Boat
Separated from all the
Colors and Flavors of Love
That Do Color a Real Tree of Life
that is Us as the Pagan Celebration of
A Lit Christmas Tree does relate in the Christmas
Season in the United States and other places around
the World too.. but anyway back to 1981 as i was in that
Abyss of Numb outside of the Human Connection of Love
one day a spark arrived in my Heart a Compulsion to Leave
School that Day a Feeling Spirit Awakening in My Soul so Powerful
a Force Within that i went to the Beach away from all the Buildings on
the National Seashore and finally self reflecting into the Deeper part of
me the Eternal Soul Within forever now.. so far removed from Work and
School too so far away from the Money and Grade Rewards of doing that
away from Love too.. i walked for hours on end until Eve Poured down on
My Soul Looking up at the Stars i could see it all then God when without us
and other Life that Loves and Feels and Senses Life is God is lonely without
us in other words it’s not so much that we need God it is God in us now that
Needs each other Most.. unless we forget we fall asleep we get distracted
in Machine Cognition and our Work-A-Day and School-A-Day Demands
Create more
of a Human
A Loving
Spirit of Heart
in Mind and Body
Balancing Force fo Love
that reaches out as SouL WHere
God is no longer LoneLY NoW in Us…
There are folks in our Lives that stand
beside us and make our ‘Christmas Tree Souls’
So much Taller and Flavored With Colors of Love
Beyond what Rainbows we may have imagined before
These are the Givers of Life.. yes.. the Love the God in and
as our Soul that Bring Flames to the Flavors and the Colors
of Love even more.. Smiles my Friend i Do love to feel now
that we are all Twin Flames of God yes ‘Souls ParT one”
The Tone the Music of God Soul within that reaches
out to others and Touches so much more.. in fact
i feel we all are Twin
Flames of
some folks
now just have
not awakened
to the Reality
That God Holds Hands
And Hugs with Love For All
THere are people in the World
i would Love to Hug so Much but
i do my Best in Words my Friend my Very Very
Best as it’s true God’s Hands And Eyes will become Words
of Love True
in Light
if we
try hard
to make
that touch..
another Heart
another Hand
another Eye in
Wisdom’s Light
of Beauty that is Love..
Joy is evolved as God
To Hold Hands Together
Giving Always Sharing Free mY FRiEnD..
SMiLes my Friend Sohair inspired this but
well before that You Standing Next to a Very
Tall and Colored Christmas Tree have truly
been the “6th Full May Flower Blue Moon Muse”
who has inspired me most simply for the Fact that
no matter how far away how distant it feels you believe
in all of my
Soul now
it’s true
it’s how
make us
Feel that allows
US to Remember God the Most..
or sadly in some cases perhaps the least…
when i ever i Feel of You i remember God
surely my Friend that always is enough for me now..
i saved that Picture for today 5 Years ago the Death
of my Father the Anniversary today.. i find what he
if not
for him
in me too..
i would have
never become
fearless enough alive
on my own to find it now (God)
And Verily You and some others True..
God Still Lives Here We Are All
God When WE ‘see’ and ‘hear’..:)
SMiLes HiMali.. i feel so sad for you..
All i can really do for you is be here
each day for you to reach out to you
to Hug You in any way i can.. and yes
i do remember all the Years i kept a Brave
and Strong Face while i was dying ever so slow
inside.. Your Predicament is not rare it is the way
of the World now that has grown sick in machines
away from
Yet my
Friend i spent
Years before
that with
‘cup of
life never
Rushed salted
and peppered with
the Joy of People together
Working together.. for the
Human touch that always
reaches out and feels so good
so real and So Beautifully the
FLoWeR of Love.. i do my best
to make that Flower Real again
for whomever i meet in this Life..
i work so hard some days i come
close a bit to lose it myself again..
but yet still there are the Flowers in
my Backyard that Color my Soul Back
to Love all the Smiles of God that Flower
Every Day with Sweet Songs of Birds that
only sing one way living the Best we can and will now..
i hold
i wish
all the
Smiles i have..:)


My Favorite
is Friends
i am
On Vacation now..
You are part of a Few
Vacations for me that last Thanks
for the Vacation here my Friend..
And it’s true if i had many more
Vacations like
You i would
have time
for any more
Vacations hAha..
Hehe.. You are A
Vacation that lasts long..
iS Heaven
So i do it more
Same with Song my Friend.. she just never ends i Love Her so
much i’ve Visited Sad Days And i’ve Visited Beyond Sad Days
The Return of Heart is always the Most Important part
Can We Believe in Fairy tales Will Love Ever Return
When Our Spirit Goes Numb for it is True our
HeART only Belongs to us no matter
how hard those who love us
may Try to Bring it back
for it’s true my
Friend i
have been
there too where the
Feelings the Colors all the
Flavors of Life Disappear
Where others try so hard
to Paint my Soul again
With Spirit that rises
Higher than Lower
of now.. when
the feelings
Go where do we
go to come back home
Returning Colors more
But then that is only Within
What if there are Factors beyond
our Control of just the Sad to Numb
Feelings within is there any escape
where and when there is no Choice..
It’s true some days there is only imagination
left Prisoners of war use it to survive so will we
when there is nothing left in life that feels alive in
the Environment We currently Stress or Stagnate in
More Dead than alive.. i for one believe in Magic i do believe
that what we image may and will come True next if we keep trying
and never give up but what if there is no schedule for even dreams at
night where does imagination go where there are no Rooms to grow..
Smiles for what may not be left
i will try to bring to you..
for the travel plans
you always
Views so far
away from all Your
Stress all your loneliness
all the Environment that brings you down..
the Happiest Days one of which i saved and
shared to remember you Happiest today was
when you were Hugging Your two Friends Jaya
i already shared with you in a Hug the other one
as i remember with a name starting with another
J.. Two Young Women With smiles the Glow
of Unconditional Love that Two Young
Women may only truly know
and feel.. there are no
of Trouble
that may
rise and
fall with
the opposite
Gender.. other than
Friends moving away and
Losing that closer contact of
Before but what if there is no schedule
to even make friends all that’s left is work
work work all consuming work work work..
may i hold your Hand and take you away for
at least a moment if there is no fuel in Your Mind
Left to create an amazing vacation as yes i’ve seen
You Happy Before Happy Days Will come again for you..
seen you smiling with friends seen you in the Clouds on
Mountain Tops seen you sitting on top of a Moon Roof on
a Very Expensive Car seen you Jump up in the Air and say
Life is Perfect and photos are too when someone shares that
Joy with You.. seen you Use Your Creativity to make little loving
notes on napkins.. painting adages You create on Internet Cards to Share
so much more.. remember an endless amount of art in store to create more..
The Colors
of Your
in the Colors
You Create the
spark of Your Soul
the Creativity that sings
i am a Lamp i demand to be seen..
i demand to give and share i will never
ever give up the Colors of my Soul.. once
Shy perhaps once Bitten a Lover of Twilight
too.. hehe did you know i’m really a Vampire who
Never Ages perhaps i will share a photo that proves
that too.. i believe if i remember correctly you were the
only one to like it there too.. sure you aren’t afraid of Vampires
and you are not afraid of me.. Vampires don’t have many Friends
You don’t mind a Friend who Lives forevermore.. true you might think
one day i might grow old and no longer well wish You Dreams in store..
haha.. nah..
i out last
i have
to eternal
Life now it is
rather Simple my
Friend Just lose
time the only thief
of Now Just fly with
me tHere now
is no Distance
SPace or TiMe
Where i LiVE NoW
Now is Eternal and
Love is the Fuel of All i do..
take a trip with me Lose all your
Worries Fall into the Arms of Peace
And Harmony not mine silly Yours for
only You Will Pick You Up now sure i’ll be
Your Travel Guide you already know of the
places i am more than Capable of taking you
Now if you had every wish fulfilled sure and
Happiness within complete Where would the heart
of You Love to Go Greatest and complete in Spirit of Soul now..
it’s true
two major
worries.. age
of getting best
Grades and Work
Reviews for the best
Job Possible and yes
Marriage Marriage MarriAge
to either what will be pre-arranged
or oh Lord what you may arrange yourself
in a World that will be so Vanilla where every
one sounds and tastes and feels the same..
hmm.. Your Hero Future Husband is there
You just have not met him yet he
is coming around the corner
any day now to sweep
you away from
all your
to color you
most the way you
Love to be.. or true
it could be the future
Husband in You the Strong
Will that drives you to do all that
you do.. the Perfectionist part who
always wants the Best Reviews and
Grades too.. getting ahead and going for the
American Dream Being A Gangster Making it Happen
Next.. yes you do look rather Meek but those eyes are
deeper that just Loving meek they are also strong and piercing
too.. nah.. i don’t wanna ever be on the dark side of you hehe..
but true maybe i would secretly like it too.. after all i am going to
Share with you both sides of me now.. as this is surely part of
my ‘6th Full May Flower Blue Moon Muse’.. i told Katrina really
She should kiss my Soft Hands more for Men Do Love that
Much.. as surely Your Future Husband will too.. true that
Soft Part inside of You does wanna come out and
Play with the Harder Parts too.. and then i
told Katrina she only wrote that in a
Poem she would never really
admit it was about me
she has the highest
of moral
life too but
sure she too
is a Human with
a Living Shadow true..
The Eyes light Volumes my Friend
of what Lives deep within our souls
some days i get eyes wrong but most
days i feel what they say most as well my friend..
There is a deep Well inside of you that and who now
Wishes to be filled with Love Cherishing and Treasuring
Your gift You as born on Date to Be.. it’s harder it gets much
harder when work gets harder and you have not come close
to what most every Woman for sure your age where you live
wants most.. Broad Shoulders to Spread Your Arms around
someone to lift you up sure an actual Angel in Person in actual
Flesh and Blood Perfect enough every square inch of flesh and
blood and Spirit of Soul.. i’m sure they make Men like that where
you Live somewhere at least don’t sell yourself short and hehe there
is no pun intended in that for Men Do Love a Soft and Delicate touch
True even
who live
now true..
there is no chance
i will leave your side
that for sure you can and
will count on now.. if i can’t
color you one way to bring a
smile to Your Face my Art Store
is always available with another Brush
And Palette of Paint too.. it’s true.. i do
believe there are days you wish just to be
carried away Just a story perhaps from someone
who truly cares about your Soul the Invisible part
that doesn’t even have any wings.. the part just waiting
to be colored a bit more for what you own Best the Potential
You have to Color Your Heart with Hope for the future next now..
there is someone somewhere
now who is counting on you
one day to Provide all
Your Love to them
A Husband Future
Children Future Grand
Children where they will be
Sitting upon your knee of love
and it will be like this Never even
Happened at all.. sure if you like.. this now
is one Poem that will be suitable to read to them..
for you will be able to say hey did you ever hear about
that man who wrote the Longest Poem ever well i was the
Star of His Show back in 2019 before most anyone else ever
Heard about him.. for it’s true he never gave up he helped people
and they remembered him and so do i.. it was my Friend Fred from
Florida the one person who would never ever give up on me no matter what..
i really don’t
know why
he loved
me so much
His Wife was
Stunning she never
even aged.. what was so
special about me i wondered
he wasn’t like the rest.. it was like
he really only wanted to touch my soul
and do anything possible he could to lift
even a slight curl up on my lips truly he wrote me
Novels of Poems it was like i was his favorite Hobby
then that never ended for me.. i will never forget him
how can
still writes
a Poem or Two
about me.. it’s true
i lost contact but i do
still have all the Poems he wrote to me..
Those Poems they never die it’s true he
wasn’t lying when he said he would always be
here for me.. i’m not sure where he is now but
he still lives in all those Poems he wrote to me..
he was my Friend he was my real friend for he
my Soul
then still with
Love my Life was
so Black and White
A Storm of colors he
Blew in on me.. he just
never gave up and neither did/do i..
he said this day one day would come
for me.. it’s true i met my Future Husband
he loved me like my Friend said he would in
fact he made me feel just as special and even
more than my Friend Fred did.. and that’s what
Fred wanted most for me.. Just to be happy and smile again..
yeah.. Fred Got Famous but only the way he wanted it long after
away and
lived in Poems again..
He taught me my Heart
Belongs to me he taught
me i am the most special person to me to be (GodFree)..
there were other poems but they are mine only my HeART allone..:)


And on another Blogger
Drama Note: A Blogger
doesn’t like the way i write
instead of scrolling past me
is devoting Entire Blog Posts
to my style of writing hehe..
as if the Blogging World
is not so small that
the words won’t get
back to me hAha just
another Dark Muse
to Peruse for fun..
so i catch him where
he actually has the complaint..
With Just a note too since
it seems you are not
Nearly ‘Man’ enough
to either show your
real face at your age
or face me man to
man in Internet time
now i received ‘a note’
that you don’t like lines
that flow shorter than all the way back
and forth i suggest you grow some ‘nicer’
older bigger biceps and scroll past me
in a bigger
hurry my
you know
what some
‘nice’ folks
and yes
Friends too
like all the
ways i write..
and i surely am
not visiting here
to impress you..
i am amazed that
a so-called Fortune
500 Executive is paying
little old me 4 Blog posts it seems of
Big Attention.. dude you are hilarious
as if you don’t already live in the
Biggest Glass Home of all other
than that you make me laugh..
i would have replied on
Your Site but
no doubt
just deleted my
comment as anyway
this is where your ‘conflict’ is..
i only visit where my style of writing
is welcome it is entirely none of your business
how i write here unless you wanna spend your time on it..
trust me i have faced larger challenges in my life than Faceless ‘Older’ men..;)


On a Lighter note.. of Beauty
now to Visit Frank and Xenia’s
Poetry Sites and gigoid’s site
For Aphorisms from the sages
of the ages as provided
cost free to
for me
to riff
off of too
in flow where ever
the shape of words
May Travel to relate
whatever may come next..
i am A River NoT A River Bed..;)
“Cosmic Curvature Architectural Marvels” SMiLes Frank
How Synchronicity PLaYs iT AGain.. i Just got off the ‘Phone’
With A Disgruntled Blogger who doesn’t
Like A Cosmic Curvature
as my
Words they
Come to Flow
All Way ACross A Page he expects me to Sidewalk Write my Words oh Lord How Boring would be that.. We are taught
From a Young
Age now more
Seeing Beauty
of Chaos Magic
Art in Lines
of Rulers
And Flat..
Some folks
have yet to
E-scApe A
Sidewalk Matrix
Dance and Song..
Starling Sun Flowers
We All Are within now
inside outside above
so below born Above
From Super Nova
FireS Now
All Around
Sentient Star
Dust Standing
Tall Our Sun
Just another
to Explode Seeding
Potential Sentient Star Dust
Again As All Is Garden All
Is Flower All Is
From: to:
We Are All Star
Flowers And Seeds too..
SMiLes Frank Now May
YouR Star FLoWeR Continue to Rise..:)

A Quick Commercial Advertisement
From ‘Ilona’s Work Place’ of the Above mentioned Internet Drama..;)

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We Have
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i Keep telling my Wife
it’s oKay to be Eccentric
iN FAcT iT iS All A NeWeR Age
RAge.. but true she stays grounded
And i swirl All Around mY UniVerse
Within inside outside above so below
And all around more.. WHere this
River Flows
i never
in fact
i know
i only Feel
And Sense mY All
Ways Around Forever
Now EternAlly With no
Need for even eyes and ears..
True i am also a ‘Rainman’ True..
Only Currency Pay Grade And Pay
Rate Loving Life As Any Eccentric
Weirdo Will Be HAppy For No ReaSoN
butt the Magic of Chaos Art Now for
of US
in ‘the’ A
‘KNoW’ at ‘LEast’..;)

Now Back to Xenia’s Place of Poetry…

So Much Common Sense Below
WordS iGNorance So Much Above
Foot Prints
Yestermore now
Paw Prints Come Back Whole
SMiLes mY FriEnd Xenia
i Dance A Beach Now more
iN ReVerse FLow Watching
Seagulls Above Leaving
Human Foot
Prints Milky Way..
A BreaTH
A BReath
oF LoVE..:)

“Flying off the panhandle….”


oh Lord i Will Write a Dancing Spree
With Some StarS iN A Story out of this
but first…

“Experience is a good school, but the fees are high.”
~~ Heinrich Heine ~~

i Dance
And Sing Free Hehe..

“When a person can no longer laugh at himself,
it is time for others to laugh at him.”

— Thomas Szasz, The Second Sin, 1973

Look me up on the Internet It’s
True Thousands and
Thousands of
in Images
but always
me first
Posing in
my Underwear
Mission accomplished First..
SPeaKinG oF Last i figured out
A ReAlly Weird Way to Perhaps
Give the Human Species a bit
more ‘Time’ From Trump Days
Yes.. CoNsidering how Close the
1999 Election Was in Florida
Chad Punching
ways i figured
after the fact of
course as every thing
i do these days is sort
of reverse and backwards
Leaning a bit at least.. that yes
Beginning 69 Months.. Close to 70
Now When i stARted in September 2013 An
Exercise of Public ‘Happy-Feet-Like-Penquin-Foot-Loose
Dance’ WHere ‘they’ used to Burn Rock and Roll Records
too in Fear of Records in Reverse Yes at Big Churches too..
only if 11,300 Miles and what is coming next of my Public
Dance Will GeT iNto thE HeARTS of the Youth to OPeN
Them up Just Liberal Enough to Sway an Election
in the State Shaped Like A Gun that is ironically
And appropriately named the Flower State
too with Plentiful Evidence i Provide
of that too.. what if sure a big
what if as what if’s GRow
And Go and PotentiAlly
Becoming even
some Hyperbolic
Salt And Pepper
Added in to yes what
IF i got into the HeARTS
of Enough Video Voyeuring
Youth Numbering in the Likely
Over Thousand Videos of me
Doing my thing all around the
Metro Area for the last
69 months Spreading
them all over
too as
i have
been engaged
iN A total Rampage
Dancing Spree Everywhere
i Go in Public to the Point WHere
Folks are stating to Question whether
or not i may actually be everywhere where
i live yes of course less and more true depending
on Katrina’s Shopping Habits that are a bit more
Limited and Lengthy more to the Super Walmart
Environment that is overall the Best Environment
for the Huge Middle Aisle Dancing Floor donated
Freely of course by Sam Walton.. Visible just about
to everyone who enters and leaves the store just me
Loaded With Dance Rampaging all about in Spiraling
Loose Knit Joy.. Yes right in the Barrel of the Panhandle
i’ve been Firing Liberal Bullets of Dance Joy Spraying the
Joy of a Free And Fountain of Youth As Science Shows for
Meditative Moving Free Verse Dance Every Where i go.. true it
will even regrow Grey Matter in the Brain A side Benefit of potentially
Changing the HeARTS iNto more oPen Voters for more Progressive
Change for Love to Rule the Land of Dance now Once again in Song too..
the results
of the Election
when they come
perhaps they will
Be 2020 in Clear
Review of Dance Freer OPeN HeARTS this
go around as the Voting Will Be counting next..;)

Yep really need to Wrap this
“6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse”
MacroVerse up so with no Further Adieu
‘Stuff’.. off now to the tale of the tape
for just that before i finish with a
Few MacroVerse Memories
From Years to Date
true too.. now
SonG oF mY SouL
Arrives at 70 Months
Coming Very Close to
7 Million Words of Effort
but hey.. saving that Milestone
and Foot Note For my Birthday Week
Around June 6th as What is going to
be an Annual Event of “Facebook Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019″
Will be the Next MacroVerse before the Celebration of ‘7 Million
Words of SonG oF mY SoUL” Coming Next on my Birthday Week then
meanwhile “SonG oF mY SouL” is now come to the 876th MacroVerse
of Effort with the Last completed MacroVerse of #LoVE@BesTNoW
Where that effort also Doubles as the Close to 36th Month Effort
of “Nether Land Bible 2017” in the 203rd MacroVerse of that
now at 4,187,560 Words Where this Current MacroVerse
i am Writing now named once again “6th Full May
FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse” will Reach Past
the 4.2 Million Word Threshold
too hehe for the
’42’ Holy and
Sacred Meaning
and Purpose of Life
for me at least overall too.. hAha…
Nice for a 36 Month Effort as i started
almost at age 56 and end just a hair
shy of age 59 too.. sure a 3 year
Tour of “Nether Land
Bible 2017” of
course StarTing
on Memorial
Day Weekend
of 2016 something
for me to Remember on
my ‘Grand Cross 56 Birthday’
then with Titled Blog Post Appropriate
to the Occassion of some Planetary Alignments
too really no Different that the ‘Star of David Planetary
Noted Alignment’ 3 Days after i recovered miraculously
mostly from the Worst Symptoms of a life Threatening
Synergy of 19 Medical Disorders on Navarre Beach
on July 19th.. 2013 Straight out of Hell on
Earth then to a spiraling Flow
of Dance in September and
then until now
too.. yes a Golden
Child was born on
July 22nd a special
event for sure but
yes in England
as i was
and Simply
Born again
As the Dying
Living in Heaven Coming Back Again
then Straight out of Concrete Hell then..
Yes.. 3 days earlier on July 19th where
i understand a “Lion King Movie” Will
come out on the 6th Anniversary of
me Living in Heaven on Earth
then.. true if this sounds
like the Paragon
of Pretense
it’s already
Happened i already
saved some hearts and
souls and maybe even helped
get the Newer Age Father of all Lies
Per John 8:44 out of office by Liberal
yes more Liberal Dancing Leaning more
Open Hearted Votes where i live in Trump Town USA
hehe but who else but me will even try to leave a record
of what
Went Down
And Up Haha..
hmm.. i’ve digressed
a bit back to the current
tale of the tape if this isn’t
already convoluted enough
With things to do hey the
Good News for you is
i am the only
one in
Ways of Speak
in Covenant with
God of Nature
to Complete
this Whole F iN Task
Yes Whole Fun iN Task..
so anyWays.. #LoVE@BesTNoW
Triples as the 101st MacroVerse
of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
ARiSinG NoW to 2,598,416
Words of Effort in Close
to 24 Months Total
Free Verse
Long Form
And yes there
is now 11,300 Miles
of Public Dance in
Close to 70 Months
of Completing that
Much Dance too Just for
Fun and Influencing Dancing
And SInGinG HeARTS to come a Bit more Free too
With SMiLes of Course.. Just Opening up a bit more..
And now Finally to the MacroVerse Memories Year to Date
for the Last Two Years as starting Next MacroVerse i will
be remembering 3 years Since “Nether Land Bible 2017” started..:)

BigGer BRitCHeS WORlD SiZe PlEAse



Writing of 6th Full May Flower Blue Moon Muse Finished on 5.22.19
the 5th Anniversary of my First Fred Father’s Death OBTW at 6:46 PM














BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)









The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000 Miles in
Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of YouTuBE
Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million Plus
Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’ Poem
by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)






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35 Responses to 6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse

  1. A Prayer From Pan/Groot
    in Multiples of Seven of Course
    Listen Very Carefully my Friend,
    IF You Will; Some Folks Live Epically
    And Some Folks Do Not; Some Folks
    Dance And Some Folks Do Not; i Am ‘Pan’;
    i am Groot; There is no Difference. Hmm.. this
    is what i Love about ‘Constructive Criticism’ it will
    Start Building Another Novel Sized Free Verse MacroVerse
    Poem More on that in a Few but first Another Pint Sized Real Fairy Tale..
    As Yes this also Starts The Close to 2.6 Million Word Effort already of
    “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Starting another Annual Installment of
    “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as this 24 Month Effort Started Two
    Memorial Day Weekend Years ago.. yes.. included in all the
    Description Areas of my Facebook Profile Pics all
    the Way since that First Memorial Day Weekend
    at around 7 Thousand Words Per each
    Description Area of all the Facebook
    Profile Pics since then.. it’s
    safe to say no one else
    has done that.. huh..
    so many New things to do
    why just stagnate on all the Words oF oLd..
    And so many other ways of doing stuff the same way..
    because yes some folks are born more closed minded
    than others.. some Folks stay in Caves with the Same Cave
    Art in a Desert and other Folks who are more Nomads Find
    Paradise and keep adding more colors to JusT old Ecstasy of Life all Natural
    NoW as the Kingdom of Heaven is really real for those folks who find the Keys and
    OPen All New Doors Every Day Now of their Life Change is Key Love is the Way
    as long
    as it
    Positive Light With A Loving Force of Relative Free Will…
    Anyway.. back to the other Pint Sized Fairly Tale now..
    Somehow Bodexpress the Preakness Horse Came
    To Never Land too Perhaps it’s Wendy in PriSoN
    And TinKeR BeLL Escaping They Both Seem
    Like Fairy Angels to me With Wings
    No Longer Driven By Big
    C (Culture) Bodexpress
    Soloing Soul JocKeY-FReED
    The Visit Made me Warm and Cozy Sleepy
    Now Back to Bed i Land Always Still An Option
    To ViSiT TinKeR BeLL iN PRiSoN Meh.. Flying
    Alone Not So Bad just A Fee For Peter Pan Free Now
    People Who Bring Magic in Life
    Yes.. this is the Kind of Person
    You are the one who people
    Look forward to see and
    Of course it is nice
    When people
    Feel You bring
    Magic to them too..
    It doesn’t seem like
    As many folks like Magic
    These Days keep it simple
    Keep it same don’t Deviate
    Too much from the Sidewalk
    Or people will get frustrated
    Against your change but
    Without Magic where
    Do the Colors of
    The World
    iF A Rose
    Is too Red
    For the Sensibilities
    Of the Thorns Grown
    Cold to the flowing
    Blood of creativity
    That Lives Please
    SMiLes i Paint
    A Napkin
    You now
    Don’t be sad
    i Love to see your
    Smiling eyes so
    Much or just
    Let me
    Your Hand In
    The Cold for
    Days until
    HeART comes
    Back Awake for the World
    Will be so grey on the Sunniest
    Blue Soul Days Clouds And Rain
    Will suffocate when otherwise
    A Storm will Dance A Joy of
    Glee.. i know the Dark so
    Well but it is next
    To impossible
    To Feel the
    Dark in
    Light the Light
    Will always reach
    Out to touch the Dark
    For the Light to Make the
    Day Again SMiLes Light
    Never Gives up the Light
    Must Visit Dark Less
    The Light forgets
    The Light
    But You
    Are Not Dark
    Never ever to
    Me for your little
    Flame lives in me
    As Light Will
    Fire just
    Coming to
    Raise Your Torch
    Flicker my Friend
    Until then i have
    Faith You
    Go out
    With me..
    But when your
    Flame gets High
    Enough Please
    Hold my Hand
    Too for
    Fire True..🙂

    Okay Now back
    to the inspiring
    ‘Constructive Criticism’
    Results of Fun For today…
    As ‘Oh Boy’ Do i Find Lost
    Boys most everywhere i go these days….
    As Far as ‘Jordan Peterson’ Will Toss-up some Shade too…

    Well, Actually All You had to do was ask me WHY i do this;
    It’s not like i am Hard to Find; iN FAct, Where i live, Folks say i am Practically


    Listen Very Carefully my Friend, IF You Will; Some Folks Live Epically And Some Folks Do Not; Some Folks Dance And Some Folks Do Not; i Am ‘Pan’; i am Groot; There is no Difference.

    Other than that i’ve written the Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse Poem in the History of Humankind at just about 7 Million Words in 70 Months; and 11,300 Miles of Public Dance
    in the same 70 Months; and that’s All Documented And Grandiose Real And guess what now you are part oF it too; hehe;
    i just call you Friend without
    Borders, haha; unless you can’t take it..;)

    i Find Muse Everywhere i go
    where i am welcome.

    Matter of Fact
    i find Muse
    too where
    i am
    NOT Welcome at all..

    Have a Nice
    Day; i live
    with no Borders..

    or periods or
    without any
    Other Cultural
    Clothes too as
    i wish to do other
    than dutifully Dude Abiding
    By all Local, State, and
    Federal Laws working
    For the Military taught
    me that in a Quarter
    of a Century
    of doing that too..

    Sure.. i even Do
    Nude Art too but
    not the same photos
    (i always caution
    Nice Women before
    they Enter my Room)
    over and over try on
    ~20,000 for size, hehe;
    True; Word Press doesn’t
    Count Each Photo for me.

    The World Is Full of Artists
    And Wanna Be Artists.. the Key
    is always Practice Practice Practice
    And in the Martial Arts i do Mixed with
    A Free Style of Ballet too now in a Free
    Public Dance of 11,300 Miles.. where not only
    do i talk to Beautiful Women on the Internet they
    Pose with me in over 2,000 Selfies too not a bad effort
    for close to a 59 Year-old Dude who is not afraid of how he
    looks any given day of the week with or without clothes either…
    With that said Please Delete my comment or keep it if you dare.. hehe..
    i have
    no Fears
    my Friend
    and the Best
    thing of all is i Fear
    no one else’s Creativity either
    but the same old thing bores me to tears so i do it a different way..
    but of course only where i am welcome as you have the option to turn me off..
    But seriously; what i Do Just for Fun since i’ve been Financially Independent since
    the Age of 47.. Requires ALL INspirations; i leave no stone unwritten my Friend so THANKS!..;)

    Copy and
    Paste is
    my Greatfriend
    too; i never leave
    before doing that
    for obvious reasons too;
    but true once again i
    only go where i
    am welcome
    or where i
    Current ‘Hottest
    Topic’ as trust me i am
    so used to that in the Flesh
    And Blood World as a Real
    Noted Dance Legend; Got
    the Proof of that too; in my ‘Bible’
    Poem too; if i Will dance a ‘Free Verse’ Ballet
    style mixed with Martial Arts Publicly… 11,300 Miles on the ‘Red
    Neck Riviera’ there isn’t anything i will not do as i for one AM TOTALLY FREE..;)

    666 Words and a few minutes of my time.. it is also worth noting that i am on
    the Autism Spectrum and my ‘Rainman’ Gift is Reading close to 10 to 15
    times faster than the Average Human; and typing up to 130 Words a Minute
    When Properly Focused; i have no idea how you other Humans do what you do so
    do it
    let me
    be me
    where i am
    welcome at least;
    i am rather used to
    being the ‘odd’ dude out hAha
    so it’s not like you are going to
    change me into anything ‘You Folks’ are now..
    But it is True.. i find ‘You Folks’ to Be Very Interesting; no them or us..;)

    Smiles my Friend; Obviously folks knew who were talking about; but it really
    doesn’t bother me; i am just coming by here to answer your Why Question;
    i am really not sure why you would not ask me in person; for if had an issue
    with what someone does that is always what i do; i have no problem with that either
    as some folks do not feel comfortable in confronting others with Disagreements, too.

    i was hoping to make it clear in my comment why it is necessary; i do not write prose; i
    write ‘Concrete Poetry’ in Free Verse style in shapes and i have done this consistently
    All through close to 7 Million Words now in the last 70 months. You’ve seen me do this for
    Years on Prajakta’s Internet Site and GreatFriend’s Site too; it seems like it only became
    an issue for you when GreatFriend Started writing Certain Poems then on her Internet site
    as i was directed to your Internet site when you also wrote 2 Pieces on me then;
    anonymously of course; but seriously, i am the only person in the World who
    Does this and the only person in the entire ‘Trump Red State’ Lower
    Alabama LA Panhandle of Florida who Public Dances; i don’t need A
    Name; i am literally identified as the only Dude who does what he
    does; Dancing Man; Dancing Guy; yes, some really Grandiose Metaphors
    and a Few Really Nasty ones too by the more ‘Red Neck Flavored’ Folks too.

    Several of the Young Men on GreatFriend’s Site took various means of Internet activity
    trying to get on my Nerves; which are very hard to get on as you might imagine.

    As i’m sure you know; all of us Males enjoy Beautiful Women as Muse for our
    Art. i make it no Secret to any Woman when she has become my Muse for Art.

    On the other Hand, i am Happily Married and keep it as classy as i can and will.

    i am only Human yes; and fallible as we all are, too.

    i have an open mind; a very open mind; and by God yes Body too.
    i pursue areas of Art like you do too that are highly out of the Social Norm.

    i appreciate your freedom. i appreciate Your Humor. i enjoy Humanity as a whole
    truly for Friends without Borders as i tend to prove every where i go do go in Flesh
    and Blood too.

    The only places i write like this are when i ask for the permission of the Person
    who administrates the Site and of course on Poetry Clubs too; as believe it or
    not, some Poets who Write poetry find it offensive if one replies even with a Short
    Haiku-like Size Response; some folks are open minded; some folks don’t ‘dance’.

    i was a shut-in in my Home with 19 Medical Disorders for 66 months; including
    Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to sleep that was like a Dentist Drill
    in my Right Eye and Ear with no Drug that would touch For 66 Months; in
    those days i could not stand any Stimulus from the Environment at all.

    i Realize the World is a Very Very Stressful Place. i realize that
    the resilience for Stress is very Low for folks as Stress is Cumulative
    And Actually will go as far as Destroying the Myelin Sheaths on our
    Nerves; voila, Trigeminal Neuralgia Happens; and Fibromyalgia
    that i ‘enjoyed’ too; and yes, Sjogren’s Syndrome as my Eyes Quit
    Making Tears too; and almost limitless other Diseases, particularly
    of the Auto-Immune System type too. Smiles my Friend, i’ve lived life
    in many different shoes; some nice and some not so nice as we all Do..
    All things considered
    it might
    not be
    so hard
    to scroll
    past me and
    tolerate me; huh,
    with smiles; most folks
    really like me when they get
    to know me; albeit mostly females and that’s okay too..;)

    Side Note: Typically everything i write is a Prayer in some
    Way And A Magic Incantation too for the Force of Love that is All
    That is God in Us too NoW that is Light Away from Dark but This last
    MacroVerse.. “6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse” is particularly
    A Prayer for someone to step into Light Again Fully Illustrated of Course too..
    as ‘they’
    Dance Sing
    Multiples of 7
    As that applies
    to Prayers and
    Magic Incantations
    Dancing Singing Real
    That/Who Carry the Force
    oF LoVE Forever Eternally now
    In a Never Land of Love That is Truly Real Now..:)


  2. ilonapulianauskaite says:

    Smiles, your post are so huge, to be honest i read only a bit of it, but i watched videos on pictures and i loved it, i would like if you could make shorter posts, so i could read it easer and faster, thank you so much for visiting my blog and for being a smile on my blog🤗

    • SMiLes Ilona P. all you have to do is
      Wish as Your Wish is already Granted
      that i make Shorter Blog Posts than what
      Does Exist on my Blog as an Entire Buffet
      of Comments i’ve made for all practical Intents
      And Purposes as Blog Post Sized Comments on
      the Blogs of other folks only where i am Welcome..
      Considering Your Blog is Currently one of the Very
      Few that and who will fit all of me in with no Heart Burn
      this means that yes You’ve already seen from me as many
      Blog Posts as you Write Day to Day.. really no reason to look
      at them again except for the Photos and Youtube Songs as virtually
      Half of what i wrote is just a copy and paste on all the Scores of Blog
      Posts i have
      on Your
      Pages my
      Friend so ha!
      You’ve already seen
      about Half of my Blog Post
      truly in a week Perhaps 15,000 Words
      on your Blog as you give plenty for me
      to Write about.. and that’s always enough for me..
      And with that said i’m all caught up with you off to see
      my Next Vampire Victim but i don’t Suck Blood i Shoot
      the Place..
      Just ‘my Story’
      hehe And i AM
      STicKinG To iT Very Very close..
      oh yeah and by the Way.. i realize
      you are not on Facebook but actually
      all those ‘Smaller Blog Posts’ that make
      up my Big Blog Posts are Written as copied
      and pasted mostly to all my Facebook Profile
      Pic Description Areas since Memorial Day Weekend
      of 2017 as that Bible i call ‘FB Profile Pic Bible 2018’
      Now at 2.6 Million Words or So of effort so far again
      Duplicated in the Description areas of my Facebook
      Profile Pic Filling them up on average of 7 Thousand
      Or So Words Each Pic.. My Next Blog Post MacroVerse
      Will Be Titled “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” as i always
      Copy and Paste all the Thumbnails of Facebook Profile
      Pics in that Photo Album each year now Annually around
      Memorial Day Weekend Just for Fun.. as that Puts the Record
      of all the Smiling FB Profile Pic Faces in one place for further Review
      in just
      Posts of
      Photo Records too
      as i also include an Entire
      Table of Contents for all the
      MacroVerse Posts of the Year too..
      Yes once
      it is
      to Dance
      And Sing
      i tale my own Story..
      Write It Direct it
      Produce it
      God Yes
      Most Definitely
      Act it NoW True too..;)

  3. About
    We Create…
    Master or Slave
    oF Fate We
    Co-Create Now
    At Best Servant Giving Sharing Love
    i DancE And SinG THiS NoW
    iS HeaVeN FoR ReaL WiTHiN
    i Do Not Have to: Smile
    To Feel A Best Bliss Nirvana
    HeaVeN EveR NoW From: FoR ReaL
    i FLoWeR FeW THorns
    Trust me or Not When i Sing
    You Do Not Want to Feel Them.
    i Do Don’t Do Filters
    What i Feel is What You Get
    Hence Since i Feel Good about
    99 Percent of the so-called Time That’s ‘Good’
    SMiLes ReAlly
    All of
    Life is
    Always Happy
    To Live this
    All my Pleasure
    Thanks Again to You too…
    Thanks for
    The inspiration
    Of Your Poetry
    My Friend IS A
    A Depth of
    What i
    IS A
    OTHeRs BRinG
    ‘Nope’ ‘Hope’ As long
    NoW As i will
    After i
    Believe those
    Are the only
    Fairy Tales that
    Are Real What We Feel
    And Sense of Life
    Are the Colors
    We Do or Do
    Dance and
    Sing Heaven
    Is Within
    No Measure Yet
    There is Distance
    In Millions Of Words
    And Thousands of
    Miles in Steps
    Yet only
    Of Life We Love
    Depending on
    How Deep the
    Ocean Within
    Is of
    Our Dance
    And Song
    Of Life meanwhile
    Folks attempt to
    Own Stuff
    To Feel
    And Fill
    The Empty
    Space (Soul)
    Way Eternally Now…
    (Heaven) my FRiEnD..🤗
    That Way
    It Just Spirals
    Like A Milky Way
    i Shake
    Drama off
    All That’s Left…
    Fairy Tales Real..🕺🕺😇
    Colors of Romance
    Mostly iMagination
    What We Paint of
    Life Never The
    Feelings are
    the Most Real
    Reality We Experience
    i’ve also come to Understand
    this in the last 6 Months or so
    i have a Great Ability to Color
    Love Even iF A Painting is only
    Black And White As We All Do Who Art Life…
    Rule Above Love And Art
    All that’s Left of heART is
    he he Dies inside HeR or HiM
    Without Love/Art
    Always Right
    ‘Nancy Janzen’.. Bravo
    Now For underStanding
    i AM OnlY A Holy Fool..
    Seems You
    My Grand Plan
    Only Art Feels Now..
    Good Night Helloooove GreatFriend
    i Wish i Pray i Hope Your Weekend
    Will be Nice.. i am putting together
    what may break the 35,000 Word
    Mark for my “6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse”
    MacroVerse Blog Post.. i am very sorry and sad too that
    this Moon was and still is it seems a Very Sad And Blue
    Full one for you in that way.. as i was hoping for a bit more
    in Your
    Life away
    from the
    Blue of
    Sadness my FriEnd
    really it should be
    A Crime that Your
    Environment Should Make
    Your Life so Blue this way
    it should always Be Sunny
    And Full of Smiles and Hugs
    my Friend i picture you this
    way always no matter how
    Blue you may Come to be
    i image you with Great Joy
    i believe
    Will come True..
    Smiles i will do all
    i will to help please
    Hold my Hand in the
    Dark as we step up into
    Light for You are A Beautiful
    Angel i do always want to see
    come out of the Dark and Light
    With me forever now my Friend
    for that is how long the Pure Agape
    Love of God’s Nature oF LiGHT iN All
    of Us may last now yes EternAlly now
    the Sunshine of the Soul WiLL Shine Bright..
    Happy Weekend Selfie!!
    SMiLes!! Hellooove GreatFriend!!!
    Two More Goodnight Selfies
    Still Doing my
    Best to Cheer You
    Up.. Goodnight
    Hellooove GreatFriend
    Hope and
    You are
    A Bit Better
    This Weekend..
    Sending Sunshine
    To Your Soul A Bit
    Off A Curb at 2 AM..
    When i was so Depressed So Cold
    Inside Yes Literally Wearing a Jacket
    in the Summer ‘Time’ in 100 Degree Temperatures
    as the breeze chilled me to the Bone my Body No longer
    Worked Stress the Last Fumes leading to a living death..
    66 Months in the Freezer
    the Frozen place
    of Soul
    my Sister
    said if i died you
    wouldn’t even care..
    that wasn’t true i knew i would
    Care i just had literally no Organic
    Way to Feel the Warmth of Care then
    Chronic Stress for 11 Years Yes Work Related
    and the Last 2 years of that in a Constant State
    of Flight or Fight Stress Led to ‘General Adaptation
    Syndrome Case’ Study in Hans Selye Way.. If you are
    Not Familiar with it please Google it for it is deadly to an otherwise
    Living Soul no longer Removing oneself from a Coffin of Nights into Days of Soul..
    We Vampires
    so far
    from Light…
    Where all the Light
    Hurts us to the all that’s
    Left of the Bone of our Soul
    Just the Will for one more Second
    of Life And Never Anymore than that..
    Smiles my Friend in this Life i will be the Last
    Person to give up on you for where i’ve been..
    i realize
    you may
    not organically
    care about me or
    anyone else even Self now..
    That will Happen with enough
    Chronic and Acute Stress as we are
    Nature and when we are in constant injury
    in Trauma from Stress Hormones From Head
    to Toe From Wake to Sleep every Cell of our Body
    is slowly Destroyed from within literally as so Biology it is
    Nature of us out of the Recovery From Animal Homeostasis now…
    i understand
    the depths of
    Numb you may
    Live in now..
    Feel guilty
    that you are not here
    for me for i have been there
    too not here for me too.. it’s
    Hard But Change is the Reality of Hope always now..
    There are endless Beautiful Sunsets and Sunrises
    one of them
    is YouR NaMe..
    And then You will
    Again Create Your
    Own Sunsets and Sunrises Within
    Just Returning Back Again as Love/Art mY FriEnd..:)
    Hehe i am
    Not Chasing
    Dreams i am
    WaY iN
    BTW ConGrats
    FoR ANoTHeR
    HAha it’s impossible
    to respond to all
    my comments
    no one Will
    do it
    but me
    hehe.. don’t
    Even try WiTH SMiLes..
    SMiLes SAdly
    Some Folks
    Have Never
    Felt Life Is
    Good for
    Good is
    Only all
    The Cultural
    Clothes outside
    Our Very Real
    Date Soul
    So Wild
    Loving Free
    Just to Breathe..🔥🤗🔥✌️
    Meh.. i am A CHeaP SKatiE
    That’s why i am
    ‘Rich and
    MaKinG A Penny.. hehe
    My Wife and i got married
    on the Boardwalk on the River
    i was raised on where i took photos
    too.. in my last Blog Post about the
    ‘6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse’…
    Smiles my Friend i am A River And that’s Enough
    if People
    Hoot and Holler
    out of their Car Windows
    Cool too if People Frown
    Those are their Frowns too
    And Not mine i Remain A River
    Always Now some folks Swim with
    me Others Drown As some Never Swim at all..
    We All Are A River
    Ocean WHoLeNOW..
    OBTW i Kid You not the Town
    Where i Live must have known
    i would be ‘famous’ in advance
    For Now Where i once Lived
    on the Downtown
    River Bank
    is the
    Where the Town Now
    Celebrates where i am raised..
    They won’t know who i am until
    i pass away more than likely for
    they do
    see or hear me now..
    i am a River and So are they..
    HAha it’s
    me it takes
    up all the
    Time and
    Leaves Eternal Now..
    Yep People Buy
    the Wedding
    Clothes And
    A Church NoW
    Yet they Forget
    of HeART
    A LiViNG
    SPiRiT A
    LoViNG SoUL
    Naked without
    Any of THaT OTHeR STuFF aT all..
    In The United States ‘We The People’ Have
    A Nickname for that
    Other ‘Stuff’
    some of
    us at
    We See
    And Hear the ‘Trump’..
    SMiLes.. hAha
    if i was LooKinG
    FoR A TaRGeT
    i would
    Found my Soul…
    SMiLes my FriEnd…
    Online IS A Tool to Write and Read…
    The Flesh and Blood Life is ReAlly Real..
    i find myself
    i spreading
    i Bring
    Joy to
    for free
    it makes
    me Happy
    So i Sing too…
    i don’t expect
    anyone to hear my
    Song but in my Church (Soul) i Do..
    in other Words it gives me a Break from all the ‘others’
    noise.. SMiLes.. Before i Lived a Life of Art then..
    Yes.. Remember i was a Government Worker
    for 25 Years A Real Stiff kinda Guy Really
    Serious that shouldn’t still be hard
    to see with my Huge Head
    i come from a Long
    Line on my Father’s
    Side of Watch/Diamond Makers
    in Germany.. Business Folks
    in France And Yes Priests
    And Cops From Ireland too
    All who tend
    to Enforce
    the Rules
    tick tock
    tick tock
    True there are
    Some Famous
    Watch Makers Still
    In Germany With My Last
    Name and yes my Grandmother’s
    Family Rainsford from Ireland even
    Providing Housing to make Guinness Beer
    By the Pint no Less hehe.. on my Father’s Side too..
    Anyway my Friend
    Back when all i AM
    Was/is Cold Hard
    Logic Just
    A Rule Maker
    Enforcer And Judge
    mostly then.. all the Down
    Days including Sick Days i really
    Hated but now i only turn them
    into Art True i Marry ‘the Night’ Loving All Days Alive..
    Yes.. Worked
    For Money
    For 33 Years
    Yet as
    Will tell
    Ya Food
    Free on Trees
    Funny how
    We Forget
    Until After
    A Tree of
    Life only
    Pay Rate
    Pay Grade
    Love Golden
    Age Finally
    RiSinG DanCinG
    Out of
    Dead and
    Free Always
    Free Now..
    SMiLes THeRe ARe Spectators in Life
    And Audience Members and
    And then and now
    And Always
    Now THere
    Are Writers
    And Directors
    And Producers
    Even Actors of their
    Own And Other Plays of Life.. some folks
    Do this for Money Some Folks do it Just to Be Free..
    Do Both
    As Trees With
    Food Don’t GRoW iN Deserts..
    Hehe Keep The Song Changing
    And Do Do Eccentric truly
    it is An in
    thing to
    Do Just
    Sing Look it
    up Eccentric
    is the New ‘Black’
    And sure ‘Evolution Orange’
    As People Set themselves Free From Vanilla..
    SpeaKing of Change perhaps
    i shall change
    Your Nickname
    From Ms. Hugs
    to Little Ms.
    At Least
    The Signs
    on Your Blog
    From all these
    Blogging Sunshine Awards
    And Rewards Are TRending This Way..
    SMiLes.. i don’t See how
    Anyone ReAlly ReFuSinG
    to Go A Way NoW of Group
    Think Can/Will be able
    to do it any other way
    but Blogging and
    Other Arts
    For All Our
    Arts to Dance
    And Freely Sing..
    As Yes.. Let’s face
    it We Are Still Social
    Animals by the Very
    Nature of Our Cultures
    That We Create to support
    Our Lives in Gaining and
    Maintaining.. Food.. Shelter
    And Reproductive Opportunities..
    There may be no other Escape but
    to See Ourselves Dancing Singing
    Our TruE WiLL
    Ally Us
    Breathes WiTHiN
    iN As uS UNiQuE CReaTinG More..
    SMiLes Ilona P. all you have to do is
    Wish as Your Wish is already Granted
    that i make Shorter Blog Posts than what
    Does Exist on my Blog as an Entire Buffet
    of Comments i’ve made for all practical Intents
    And Purposes as Blog Post Sized Comments on
    the Blogs of other folks only where i am Welcome..
    Considering Your Blog is Currently one of the Very
    Few that and who will fit all of me in with no Heart Burn
    this means that yes You’ve already seen from me as many
    Blog Posts as you Write Day to Day.. really no reason to look
    at them again except for the Photos and Youtube Songs as virtually
    Half of what i wrote is just a copy and paste on all the Scores of Blog
    Posts i have
    on Your
    Pages my
    Friend so ha!
    You’ve already seen
    about Half of my Blog Post
    truly in a week Perhaps 15,000 Words
    on your Blog as you give plenty for me
    to Write about.. and that’s always enough for me..
    And with that said i’m all caught up with you off to see
    my Next Vampire Victim but i don’t Suck Blood i Shoot
    the Place..
    Just ‘my Story’
    hehe And i AM
    STicKinG To iT Very Very close..
    oh yeah and by the Way.. i realize
    you are not on Facebook but actually
    all those ‘Smaller Blog Posts’ that make
    up my Big Blog Posts are Written as copied
    and pasted mostly to all my Facebook Profile
    Pic Description Areas since Memorial Day Weekend
    of 2017 as that Bible i call ‘FB Profile Pic Bible 2018’
    Now at 2.6 Million Words or So of effort so far again
    Duplicated in the Description areas of my Facebook
    Profile Pic Filling them up on average of 7 Thousand
    Or So Words Each Pic.. My Next Blog Post MacroVerse
    Will Be Titled “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” as i always
    Copy and Paste all the Thumbnails of Facebook Profile
    Pics in that Photo Album each year now Annually around
    Memorial Day Weekend Just for Fun.. as that Puts the Record
    of all the Smiling FB Profile Pic Faces in one place for further Review
    in just
    Posts of
    Photo Records too
    as i also include an Entire
    Table of Contents for all the
    MacroVerse Posts of the Year too..
    Yes once
    it is
    to Dance
    And Sing
    i tale my own Story..
    Write It Direct it
    Produce it
    God Yes
    Most Definitely
    Act it NoW True too..;)


  4. SMiLes Sohair i will Pray
    For Your Left Hand
    as potentially
    it could
    be Arthritis or
    Another Common
    Hand Overuse Associated
    Problem is Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
    as the Nerves Get Cut Off with Swelling
    And Pain and Numb too may become a way
    of Life for Hands that are in Great Demand
    i have this Problem
    as i don’t
    Play the
    because of it
    and must be careful
    not to Hold my Smart
    Phone up too much in Bed
    Without a Pillow Underneath
    My Arms as Repetitive Movements
    Will Lead to Ergonomic Injury of Static
    Holds as well.. as truly even when we sit
    Still Our ‘Small’ Muscles are constantly working
    Balancing us too.. Sitting in one Spot for long Periods
    of Time is as Dangerous to Health as Smoking a Pack of
    Cigarettes Each Day too.. anyway rest often Helps so
    God Bless
    You and
    i will
    Your Left
    Hand and the Rest of
    You and Your Loved
    ones too in heART mY FriEnd..
    “Makkah Doesn’t Sleep” So True
    Tradition instilled for Hundreds of
    Years Stays at the Essence in Form
    of How we Humans Bind
    And Bond
    And Culture..
    While Freedom in
    Liberty to do whatever
    We choose to do is nice..
    not many people really
    Have the Ability to
    Create their own
    of life
    in what
    Provides Holy
    And Sacred Full Of
    Meaning And Purpose LiFENoW..
    People get Lost from each other
    this way losing their Connections
    to each other losing their heART
    Felt Feelings of Warm and
    Cozy Trust and Love
    in each other
    and next
    you know these
    Hopeless Disconnecting
    Human Beings become Drug
    Abusers.. Particularly Opiate
    Drug Abusers this way.. to attempt to
    Feel and Fill the Empty Space for a Cultural
    Way of Life that is not Feeling the Human
    Connection Within NoW..
    Love That is Real Never
    Ends Now Other
    is Not Real..
    Nor is God as
    far as most
    Folks Can And
    Will Actually
    Feel And Sense
    Hope Your Friday
    off From Teaching
    School Is Goin Well mY FriEnd Sohair..
    Thanks Sohair
    So Many
    May Flowers
    Of Beauty
    To Capture
    In A Moment
    Us even More..🌺🌼🌷🌹🌳🌷😁
    IS A Best
    Best Regard..🌺
    Yes SMiLes
    Of Hope
    And Who
    Give and Share..😇

  5. Breaking the Plane that’s the Explanation From a
    Complaint A Dude who could not figure out how i can
    Possibly Dance in Public for 11,308 Miles in 70 Months
    on the 263rd Dance Week Night at Old Seville Quarter
    sure he asked
    me what
    Drugs i am
    on as i am almost
    Always Questioned
    by Some Dudes who
    have likely perused
    A Few Drugs
    they would not
    Be able to identify with the
    Freeing Energy External Substances
    often Bring Seeing Someone Dance Free
    all over the place for 3 Hours without a Drink
    of Water can be not only Amusing but quite confusing
    for folks who could not imagine doing it their selves as haha
    surely i couldn’t either unless i was and am now still actually
    the only one Dancing this Way IN Public Now for 70 Months in this
    LA Lower Alabama Florida Shaped Like a Gun Flower State yes
    with me Loaded Squarely in the Panhandle Shaped enough like
    A Barrel of A Gun Enough to get the Metaphor that i am a Dance
    Bullet spraying not only my Dance all around the Metro area to loosen
    up some more Liberal Feelings about a Freeing Life.. but yes spread all
    around Social Media as Well.. by so many Hundreds maybe over a Thousand
    Video Voyeurs capturing me and maybe more for i am surely not Paying Much
    Attention to them in Flow this Way.. anyway they just can’t figure out how i do the
    Fearless and way out of the Box Flowing Without Gravity Dance now.. so their answer
    is of
    a little
    Help to
    Get me in Bliss
    and Nirvana ranging from
    their suggested substances
    Like so-called ‘Molly’ And ‘LSD’ too but
    no i’ve touched the Spiritual World of Pure
    Love (CHI) Within to Give and Share For free without
    any of that other Red State Real Substance abuse stuff..
    anyway standard come back is since they are most all trying
    to be ‘big men’ not ‘Jordan Peterson Little Boys’.. Martial Arts
    And Weightlifting Perks them up as i go to show one of ’em my 1340 LB
    Leg Press Video where i go Slow at 12 Reps in 100 Seconds and of course
    With somewhat aging Knees reaching the Age of 59 on June 6th.. ‘they’.. at least
    this one tried a bit of Shade by suggesting that Going up to Past 45 Degrees Pressing
    the Weight is not Breaking the 45 Degree Plane of My Legs as it’s true when you have
    1340 LBS Loaded up even though i’ve already done 1520 LBS 8 Reps so it’s obvious i
    Will Lift that Much Weight Rather Easy too.. but you stay vigilantly careful at ease as one
    Out of Balance move and you will naturally injure yourself too.. but of Course that is one
    Core Essence of the Exercise Just moving in Flow With the rest of around the World.. anyway..
    Dan Kendra.. a Star Football Athlete for Florida State close to the Turn of the Century attempted
    then one Rep of 1335 LBS and burst a Blood Vessel in His Eye and did it one Entire Rep.. He
    Probably brought it way past 45 degrees but in doing so he almost injured himself.. and
    Meanwhile was assessed for a while with Having the Record of Leg Pressing in those days
    particularly at Florida State.. of course he was in his early twenties.. ‘normally’
    Dudes don’t almost increase the weight they Leg press by 3 times in their
    50’s if they’ve been working out since 12 Years Old.. usually
    the gains come a bit earlier at the max than close to
    59 Years Old.. Unless perhaps someone
    Dances 11,307 Miles in 70
    Months could have
    something to
    do with
    it yes
    Perhaps like
    Ligaments and
    Tendons and Bones
    Almost Strong as a Chimpanzee
    as they move constantly and jump
    a whole lot in the Trees even too..
    in my Case i don’t jump i Flow
    With Gravity as the Water
    And Air that is the
    Essence always
    of my
    anyway.. i challenged him
    to bring anyone he knows to
    the Gym to Budge it one inch..
    as always the Lips fall silent then haha..
    the point i was making about Martial arts
    is yes it is all Free Style and really any Art
    of Movement that Provides Agility and confidence
    in Moving is Martial Arts as a Confident Way You
    Carry Yourself Without Fear says pick someone weaker
    to mess around ‘With Jim’ Next.. and on top of that i regularly
    Do Do Martial Arts Kicks as a Free Verse Natural Movement Practice
    too.. if anyone ever is foolish enough to attack me.. that sure i’ve experienced
    a couple times when i first Started by 263 Dance Weeks at Old Seville Quarter
    there is a Loaded Gun that is Entirely only my Leg and Foot.. that i dare not
    Use for once Kick with that much Force and Strength behind it might be
    enough to put someone’s Head on the Floor Falling Backwards
    for Manslaughter Next as that stuff happens too.. best to
    Dance Softly and Save the Big Kick only if it is a
    Matter of Life or Death as it likely might be
    For A Receiver of a Kick with
    That Much strength
    And speed and
    Practice behind
    it all now too..
    Anyway i have
    no plans to use it
    for that and that is for sure..
    Never had to before shouldn’t
    have to now that i can if life or death circumstances need be..
    but in general this is the way a Life of Competition instead of
    an Entire Focus on the Journey at Hand in the paths of Life
    Loses.. for one may Run a Fabulous Touch Down Run for
    99 Yards and if they don’t cross the Plane for the Touch
    Down.. 99 Percent of the Effort Just does not
    count to others at least.. And that’s the
    Way of the ‘Western World’
    increasingly the ‘Eastern
    World’ too.. it’s
    All about
    mostly and what
    tools you make Externally
    to show other folks you own
    the Very Best except for your
    SPiRiT YouR HeART Your
    SoUL NoW iN FLiGhT
    oF CourSE
    And then of course
    there is another Way
    of Breaking the Plane
    in Number of Words Along
    With Miles of Public Dance
    as the Chambered Nautilus
    Longest Long Form Free Verse
    Poem i Create started out with many
    Smaller Posts in more Narrow Chambers
    of Nautilus Spirals and as one might expect
    for that kind of Shell at least.. the Spirals were
    Narrow at First more Frequent Now they Really Spread out
    Compared to When i first Started writing
    the Entire “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    as that effort is reaching 7
    Million Words
    in 877
    MacroVerses in 70 Months
    And this Weekend i am Celebrating
    2 Years of Effort Writing “FB Profile
    Pic Bible 2018” at 2,634,231 Words
    in the 102nd Last Complete MacroVerse
    “6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse”
    as this MacroVerse is Named “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019”..
    With all the Profile Pics that Hold all the Words in my Facebook
    Profile Pic Description Areas too.. comes in really Handy iNDeed..
    But Anyway that MacroVerse about the Blue Moon NoW Serves Triple
    Duty as in 36 Months of Effort Celebrating on Memorial Day 2019
    “Nether Land Bible 2017” Arises to 4,223,375 Words.. as there was
    an Average of 20.7 Thousand Words Per MacroVerse Effort
    Through the 36 Months Course of That And Yes Now
    that has expanded overall to 25.8 Thousand Words
    Average in Effort specifically to this “FB Profile
    Pic Bible Vol 2019 ” i am Writing as
    i Speak/Sing now.. hehe.. Anyway
    the Average Number of
    Words in the Entire
    “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    through all 877 MacroVerses
    so far is 8.8 Thousand Words on
    Average Each Starting the Nautilus
    Chambers Spiraling in Band Width
    Narrow First Seemingly Still All Naturally
    Expanding this way as we seem to be the Nautilus too..
    Anyway that gets the Tale of the tapes done pretty much too already too..
    i don’t or do Break
    the Plane
    i make the
    Plane what
    will i Dance
    And Sing
    i might
    as Well be
    ET with Katy
    Perry as that more fully
    Illustrates my Nude Art and
    some of the Visual Effects of
    my Erotic Poetry too.. as that
    Covers around 88,888 Words too..
    It’s Worth Noting that Anyone Will Write
    Prophecy as it is the Self-Fulfilling Part of it
    That Always comes True as the SiGNaTuRE
    all the
    Ye A Way First..;)

  6. Hmm.. People have asked me what am i on
    and Please Give me some of it i need it so much
    all the way from Childhood when my Mother Said
    i offered my Arms and a Hug to every Stranger i
    Felt and Sensed of course an empath then too
    from a very
    Age.. Yes
    true Carefree
    And Playful i was
    then and i am basically
    5 Years Old again no Longer
    A Lost Boy Away from Art and Love..
    Anyway that Glow of Happiness eventually
    Attracted a Wonderful Wife who would always
    take care of me and sure nag me all the way too..
    but ya gotta
    take the
    Now with
    the Positive
    Unless You
    are Saint
    Fred or
    Mother Whatever
    her name was maybe
    Ms. Hugs too.. or Little
    Miss Sunshine as it’s true
    i would rather see someone’s
    Dark Side upfront than to see
    it Chewing My arm off one Morning
    iN A Really not so Great Breakfast Date Per Do..
    hehe.. Where every Body Knows Your Name
    And there is Comfort of Friends
    Empathy Lives Yes Sympathy
    And Compassion Copious
    Amounts of Social
    Warm and
    Fuzzy comfort
    With the Understanding
    of Cognitive Empathy too
    As Materially Reductionistic
    Called the Neurohormone of
    Oxytocin spreading within inside
    outside above so below and all
    around amongst the Entire
    Village if one is
    to Land
    in Love
    Land Giving
    And Sharing More
    where everyone Knows Your
    Name or at least has as Nick Name
    they will identify you as they see the ‘Norm’
    of You.. i decided to use both Theme Songs From
    ‘Cheers’ and ‘Friends’ for this as truly there is not as much
    Positivity For ‘Normal Healthy Social Animals Labeled Humans’ that
    and who no longer Socially
    in Flesh And
    Blood Skin To Touch..:)

  7. *SMiLes..:)
    “My Mind Does Not Belong To Me”
    I loved that song “My Heart Belongs to Me” by Barbara Streisand. It is a place
    that Will ‘Know’ no bound of comfort and a place that Will ‘Feel’ no bound
    of sadness, at the ‘same time’; As I grow older I come better to understand that
    my ‘Mind’ does not Belong to me, and never did.
    “The only thing I own is my Heart”.
    The first part is happy, as there
    is no limit in Human
    Giving and Sharing.
    The second part…
    Depending on
    Goodness Gracious i remember 2 Years
    into the Hell of 66 Months back in 2010..
    so lost the only place i went
    out of my home
    so cold inside
    so weak inside
    still going to the
    Gym for 30 Minutes
    with a Jacket on so
    cold in 100 Degree
    Temperatures when
    a Breeze touched
    my skin then..
    Yes ear plugs
    and shades in so much
    pain and numb then.. nothing
    of Light could touch my Soul then..
    on the Radio i Heard a Song by Katie
    Perry called ‘Firework’ soft enough where
    it did not put me into more excruciating pain
    as all music did then.. and even street lights
    at 3 AM as i attempted to walk out of my Home
    as the Sun Killed all of me from eyes to feeling numb..
    during those
    years that
    song some
    how inspired
    a tiny tiny
    of light
    part of
    And today i will play
    that song again for true
    now i am Powerful as a real
    Grinch who has changed into A
    Hulk Soul of Love.. there are days
    that i feel like i am pulling everyone out
    of Hell and there are days that are even Heavier
    when a friend of mine is in hell and i understand all
    too well that all i can/will do is Love and be patient until they too escape..
    tHere is
    no spArk
    too smAll
    no Song too
    low that
    may Fire
    a Soul in Hell
    for even one second
    of Relief in Hope.. i reMember
    That in every word i sing and every step i dance..
    All the Love i Give and Share this TSuNaMi will not stop.. Loving now..
    SMiLes my FriEnd you and i have something in common..
    We have overcome the Deepest and Darkest Depressions
    Seen the Light
    And refused
    not to give
    it to
    we meet and
    greet in Life for
    we Understand
    the other place
    of Dark too Well
    not to cherish the Gift
    of Life that is Light of Love
    to give and share to/for others
    with no restraint of giving sharing more..
    For true you
    or i or others
    who have been
    in that other
    place realize
    the potential
    of going
    back as we
    save others
    from that
    place we save ourselves
    there is no separation of
    Love that and who has felt
    and sensed the other place of Hell on Earth..
    SMiLes my Friend we are innately
    Born with two Fears only and those
    are falling and loud Noises every other
    Fear is Learned based on the Neo-Cortical
    Construction of Time.. Distance and Space..
    these fears
    for many folks
    as the Years go
    by some other words
    for this are increasing
    Levels of stress that when
    Negative is just another Word
    For Fear yes Generalized to
    Chronic to even Acute
    Flight and
    that will totally
    eventually Destroy
    Our Soul of Love While
    Living if we do not find a way
    out of illusory fears that yes have
    real consequences in the Clothes of Culture
    that we all make together to either free us as
    Naked Born on with almost no Fear or the other
    Place where Fear turns into Hate and Love is no Longer
    our place
    of Soul
    Alive to
    be so free
    just to give and
    share where no longer
    are we any less or more
    we are only Love who gives
    and shares Chalice always over running more.. as Love..:)
    There is the Artistic/Social Empathic/Spiritual Parts of our Being/Mind/Brain/Body/Heart/Spirit/Soul
    And then there is the ‘NeoCortical’ Past and Future Time and Distance And Space Generator
    of Predicting Future Problems Based on Past Experiences where the more complex
    The Environment comes for Solving these Time and Distance and Space Based
    Problems the Less the other ParT of our Being/Mind/Brain/Body/Heart/Spirit/Soul
    Is Used and then/now
    the Old Metaphors
    of Yin and Yang
    And Apollonian
    And Dionysian
    into Play
    As Eat Drink
    Be Merry and Play
    is replaced with Worry
    Worry Worry Worry and
    Just really a whole lot of Worry
    as the Colors all the Colors of Art
    are slowly drained from our Soul it’s not
    that this is just another Complex Poem it’s
    really as simple as Play or Child of Heaven Go Away..
    And on Top of that Scientific Studies do Show this is a Real
    And Empirically Assessed Problem of the Human Condition
    NoW aS in
    all stuff
    life all stuff
    Existence Use
    it or Lose it Does apply..
    i no longer have this issue now in
    my ‘Golden Age’ only the Hell i empathically
    View others still to be slowly boiling in not unlike
    A Frog who doesn’t realize he’s Trump long past
    And Arrives in Hell..
    where those who do
    relate to him now give due Thanks
    And Praise of Misery Loves Suffering in Hell…..
    but true those of us who have been there have
    sympathy.. for all the Demons and Devil…. too..
    for likely no one explained to them how to turn
    the Temperature
    too late….. now/then..
    it would be a big help
    if ‘they’ teach us how to not
    to go to Hell Now in School waiting
    for Lessons/Rewards/Punishments
    after a Dirt Nap is really no help…. and
    Just iMaGine What it would be like if School
    Taught Us How to Stay in Heaven NoW instead
    of no Lessons to even avoid Hell Now… hmm.. just hmm…
    i have a Dream
    i am
    A Dream
    A Welcome
    Mat is all the way out NoW..
    it’s a bit long but i am verily inspired
    always after living in Hell for 66 Months..
    where every second is only time forever
    in Hell now.. oh.. the other place without
    or space
    the Bliss the
    Nirvana Eternally now..
    won’t Y’all come out and play
    or at least Dance (Do Heaven)..
    It’s a bit like pin A Tale on A DonKey..
    For those without eyes and ears who
    Feel And Win this GaMe oF LovELiFENoW..
    So much more Refreshing than the old Stale ‘Game of Thrones’….
    Have you
    ever wondered
    why there are no
    Super Heroes who
    Dance and Sing as
    their Super Powers
    the answer is simple
    Misery Loves Company my Friend…..
    As Guns and Thorns
    Than Love and Flowers of Rose..
    or it could just be filling out Spread
    Sheets more than Poetry of Heart..:)
    THornS AnD FLoWeRS Make Rose (God/You) Desert Rose
    Hell and Heaven is Real Now on Earth When You arrive you’ll
    either Rise or Fall with
    Just in Case Anyone
    Wonders why i Write A 2.62 Million
    Word ‘FB Profile Pic Bible’ in 24 Months…
    A Cure…
    Not the Physical me but
    The Soulful me wish i could
    Give you a shot of Heaven and
    Take you straight to where i Live
    It makes me ache for it feels like
    You are lost in a Desert and there
    Are only small drops of Blood
    Randomly found every 500
    Miles or so but the drops
    Keep getting larger
    And i keep
    And the
    Next drop
    Is a Thousand miles
    Away but it’s true when
    i Lost my filled up soul it
    Didn’t matter how close Katrina
    Hugged me i could feel nothing
    But first i could not feel the
    Sunshine i remember that
    Afternoon the sunshine
    Went away and
    No longer
    Feeling the
    Pet of our Cat
    Arthur as i put
    My Hand Close to his
    Head his ears peeled back
    Like the Devil himself had
    Come to Pet him i looked
    At myself in the Mirror
    Coming to terms
    That indeed
    Not only
    Was the
    Devil Real
    But i was
    Him and Hell
    Was all my Dominion
    And i was the only one
    There God was no where
    To be found faced by me and
    Only me yes beyond the most
    Horrible Scary Movie where
    Even Demons would fear
    To tread beneath the
    Devil’s Flesh
    i was he
    Was no
    Escape in life this
    Was the Part that was beyond
    All the Diagnoses by a Team of
    Doctors and probably
    Somewhere close to
    100 Visits.. 19
    No Condition
    In the Medical
    Books for Devil in
    Hell with all Feelings
    Of living left no Pain
    Or Pleasure at one
    Point of a
    Years in one
    Second in Hell
    No sensations left
    Oh how i longed
    For the
    Oh how
    So many People
    Do not understand in
    Real Human Hell on Earth
    The Christian imagination
    Of Hell Fire is actually
    Heaven there
    Hell and meanwhile
    Someone next to you
    Is that Far Away even
    If they are giving
    You that
    That wasn’t
    Usually what
    They wanted
    To do and
    Ask you
    To warn
    In other Words
    i must not Feel anything
    But Sympathy for you
    For being so far away
    From where i
    Live now
    In the
    Place of
    Heaven for all i
    Will be Able to do
    Is Love you and wait
    Patiently forever now
    If i have to until you
    Come back
    Inside Your
    Soul to be
    Souls are eternal
    Now they do
    Light back
    Up and when they
    Do they will even
    Tell a synergy of
    19 Medical Disorders
    To Get the Fuck out
    Of This Flesh and
    As now you are
    No Longer just
    This crude Flesh
    You are Eternal
    Now the Spirit
    The Flame
    Love incarnate
    All Giving sharing
    Just in case you
    Your next
    Home Place
    My Friend my
    Great Friend who
    will come home to Love..:)


  8. SMiLeS A DiFFeRenT ‘Mood Ring Shirt’ For
    Every Day MaKinG new connections in
    Heart Spirit Soul Yes Total Mind
    out of just Reasons
    too.. (Dampening
    the Neo-Cortical Slave
    once again as Healthy
    Servant of Larger Mind
    And Body in Balancing
    Flow sure Moving
    and Still
    Will BRing this
    Flow Lighting us
    up from head to toe
    A Real Christmas Tree Living
    Now all around inside and outside
    as Within becomes the PreSent Now
    Heaven Now) hmm.. that was/IS A rather
    Long Parenthetical Statement but yes better
    Yet than ever now when Heaven is Eternally
    Now Within.. what else.. yes.. there is no less or
    more in Heaven only all the way up even more to
    Give and Share for/to others.. Who could or would possibly
    Compete against others now when one is already in the
    Charge off Happiness within yes Waves of Frequencies
    Higher Vibrations Dance And Sing a Lovely Dance And
    Song of Colors even more as Positivity iN Light A Synergy NoW
    of Energy Force to give and share even more.. hAha.. not everyone
    makes it to this depth of Heaven but yes NoW
    when arriving like this one will Rise Higher
    Even Surviving
    And Thriving
    iN ‘Trump Town’
    USA Now to Bring
    Light of Dance at
    least (as no one is gonna
    much understand a Bible
    as deep as Humor and Loving
    Life and all the Sensual Parts
    Free that will come too) but Yet oh yes
    they will Feel Us move/dance a vague
    Feeling will Sprout there may
    be some other place than this
    place in Hell
    now it
    even one
    day perhaps
    become a place
    like Nice in France
    So far away from the
    current (Redder Neck
    Riviera) that they Exist
    in now in Hues of Orange
    at the Very top of Fear as Hate
    expressed against those Humans
    who are different in the way they present
    themselves as Culture and the Fortunes they
    may or may not have acquired in Love in both
    Social and Economic Status too.. but the Number
    one thing really to make the World Spin more in Love
    as Humans come and go is simply be Kind Yes be Nice
    to everyone smile sincerely as much as we can and will
    reach out a Hand to the Homeless person and indeed they
    may only
    teach us
    us the
    riches of
    Love Within..
    Smiles my Friend
    where i live i will always
    be Homeless in this way now
    until change of Unconditional
    Fearless Love Lights my Land again
    the Home of my Soul is Different for it is
    the Light the only Light that counts the Love
    we may feel Proud to call God both Fearless and Unconditional
    For all the Force the Frequency the Synergy of Vibrations the
    that We
    Dance and
    Sing to Lift each
    other up the Greatest
    Mental Health Pill Faith within
    in Hope of Love to Give and Share
    more in the nicest and kindest ways of A SMiLe For All..
    Smiles my Friend where i live throughout my life and some
    days online too people have tried so hard to Cut my Tree of
    Love in Art and Creativity down to just THeir size of Love
    it was much harder to maintain ‘my size’ of Love in
    Hell before
    i really
    to Hell
    yes where i live
    used to be called
    Scratch Ankle for the
    Briars on the River Bank
    Where i Lived in this small
    Mill Town as the Lumber Men
    came upon the Banks but before
    that yes it was literally named Hell…
    i do my best to make this Place Heaven
    instead of Hell but all we will do at best
    is Color our Heaven Love And Give and Share
    it Free to/for those who receive thE LiGHT over DarK..
    Some of Us Are CAlled this way some of Us See A Great
    as day
    out of
    the Darkest
    Nights Day LiFE Love (God)..
    Love IS A Best Mental Pill NoW
    oF aLL WHerE LovE(God)Lights Us All..
    Best oF aLL iT is not only ReaL iT IS A Real
    Experience of Feeling Sensing Now An onLY
    Present that reAlly counts now just now to/as Love..:)

  9. Nature…
    A Place wHere
    Acts and Words
    Of Beauty STarT
    And Song..
    SaMe Here
    My FriEnd
    Thankssss GreatFriend.. You are my
    Dear Dear FriEnd i will always be by
    Your Side as long as you like me to be here for you..
    i will never forget how you
    wrote in Your Poetry that
    You would walk with
    me in the Fires
    of Darkness..
    you didn’t
    have to promise
    that to me for me
    to be here for you..
    Thanks so very much
    for the Quote that says
    “Stay With Those That Saw
    Your Sky Grow Dark and
    Didn’t Walk Away”.. smiles
    my Friend i truly Hope you will
    always be my Great Friend as i cherish
    all the Moments we have spent together
    Being Friends since the Summer of 2015 so very much…
    it’s a real
    Honor to
    me to be able
    to be there for
    you through your
    Dark Days and always
    A Pleasure too my Friend
    although sure i was very worried
    about you.. but that is because i
    do Feel how Dark the Dark will get..
    anyways.. i never give up trying to lift someone up..
    how beautiful
    it is to see some
    one come back up
    to the Light i hope to
    continue to encourage you this way..:)
    FRiEnD Always…
    It is so Lovely to Hear
    Color in Your Words Again..
    Smiles my Friend in those other
    Dark Days you had away from Blogging
    i wish i was there to cheer you up and encourage
    you too..
    but i am
    here now
    and as always
    now is all that
    Counts at Best
    We Do the Best
    We Can And Will..
    it was really so magical
    when i first met you before i ever
    really saw much of who you were in
    the Flesh and Blood.. Your Soul in Words
    Just resonated with my Soul so much like
    someone you have known forever who walked
    outside Your Door for just a few minutes and came
    right back in.. that’s a Beautiful Feeling and an even
    more Beautiful Soul of Friend always to meet and greet now..
    we need people
    in life we will
    always be
    able to
    count on to
    lift each other up..
    they come far and few
    between from my experience
    and that i feel for sure my Friend..
    it’s never really been hard for me to
    be there for someone but smiles it seems
    that there is only so much of my Fred Energy
    that some folks will take.. glad you are a voracious
    Reader and can and will understand at least some of
    what i relate.. feelings are the Best to relate as they warm
    us inside when we give and share them in Words.. i feel that you
    are a very Highly Sensitive Person (empath).. and it is very true so am i..
    so much more shy than you when i was your age.. cannot fathom moving
    to a Huge City Alone and having such a responsible job like you have now..
    and so disciplined you
    are to do whatever
    it takes
    even if
    you have
    to give up connections
    that i am sure mean so much
    to you.. smiles i’d wait another life
    time to hear Hellooove Fred or just
    Hello Fred.. why did it mean so much
    to hear that from you.. smiles my Friend
    it’s like God we will never understand some
    feelings in life with reason alone.. anyway i am
    so so so very relieved to hear a bit of enthusiasm
    in Your Written Voice.. and all the art i shared with you
    that you have yet to see was/is truly kissed with a seal
    of Friendship
    love that
    for the other
    Friend to Feel
    all the Beauty and
    Good Feelings of Life
    you experience now..
    i always hope i will
    be able to give
    a bit of
    to you my Friend..
    no Matter Dark days
    or Joy Days you got a FRiEnD…
    haha.. i think i’ve used just about
    all the YouTube Songs to accompany
    Words for you in the last 6 Months sorry
    if it is a repeat but nah.. not sorry at all..;)

  10. Loving Dreaming
    And Making it
    All Happen
    Loving Dreaming
    And MaKinG iT
    Keep the
    Coming my FriEnd..
    Most Likes in a Day..
    1059 is surely a Whole
    Bunch of Folks who like
    What You are doing here..
    So Sorry to Hear you Felt
    So Bad today particularly after
    you really lifted my Spirits this
    Morning and Now that my Indian
    Friend seems to be coming a bit out
    of Her Depression i am very relieved about
    that too..
    as we will
    for our
    in their
    Dark Days
    and Love them the
    Same no Matter what
    as that is what Friend means..:)

  11. Heyyyy Thank
    You more
    No Flower
    Is more
    Than the
    Flower of your
    Soul that shines
    Through Your
    Okay this is
    The Beginning
    Of a longer Email
    Heart Felt Poem
    To you for i
    Flowered you
    With Blooms
    Of Words
    And when
    All else Failed
    i sent You the
    Strength of
    My Soul the
    Of my
    To You okay
    Now let me go
    Use 10 Fingers
    For this too
    My Lovely
    Great Friend🌷
    For Your Eyes only Remastered
    in 1993 by Sheena Easton from
    the James Bond Movie of the Same
    Name with Roger Moore Starring associated
    With Lost Love too.. in 1981.. original Short Story
    by Ian Fleming in 1960 the Year of my Birth of course
    in 1993 you were only 2 Years old and i was 33.. E.Y.E.S.
    oh yeah and this song put on YouTube on Your Mom’s Birthday
    in 2017 three days after mine.. i didn’t copy that Poem but that Photo
    of You throwing the Stone across the River is Etched in my Soul Forever for
    my Eyes See almost Forever now in Moving and Still Picture Memories.. smiles
    so it doesn’t take me long to remember Y.O.U.R. Eyes either my Friend.. oh how much
    Eyes do Dance and Sing of the Human Soul all the Love and all the Strength and all the Negative
    Feelings of Life True.. smiles i didn’t forget how you Sung that E.Y.E.S. will Bring the Dead sunk
    Back to Float my Friend so yes i sent you Beautiful Words when you were in the Dark then when
    that didn’t work i sent you Beautiful Blooms of Flowers and when that didn’t work then i sent you
    the Everlasting Love Church Spiritual song not perfect yet expressing agape Love for all through
    the Soul of my Voice too.. yet that did not work either so i saved A Deepest Expression
    of my Soul.. yes my Eyes only For You at the Moment of the Present gift for Strength
    of my Soul to Elate a Spark of Life in Your Soul Back to Living Breath.. smiles
    actually you may just be catching up on all of your work a bit but i like
    to Feel that something i do sparks a bit of you back to Joy
    of Life.. you know what Broken English Endears me
    the Most and do you know why.. ’cause i am born
    Hyperlexic which means i love
    to reveal the Hidden
    of all
    to light of
    Truth the Best..
    i hope you never feel
    Vulnerable for me to Hear
    Your Broken English for i realize
    how hard it may be in life not to find the
    Words to Fully Express feelings for truly
    i had so many problems putting all i had to
    Feel in Words for so many Years of my life
    where when folks asked me what i had been
    doing i really dreaded even talking to anyone on the
    phone for i just didn’t have anything to say.. hey.. hAha..
    as hard as that may be to believe now.. i used to wonder how
    do people flow paragraphs so easy why don’t i have any words
    to say.. listening i surely could do but expressing myself fully so hard to do..
    yes.. people made fun of me so much for how i had problems expressing myself
    coherently in my life.. they would look at each other and say what did he say.. true
    i talked really really fast too.. my words could never keep up with my Soul with smiles..
    hmm.. they are finally catching up after all those decades truly like a Flood as the Dam
    but again
    eyes do speak
    so much blessed with
    few words but so much to say
    with my eyes i was.. oh my Gosh when
    i first got Contact Lens my Value to the opposite
    Gender truly went skyrocketing up like a Brand New
    Fancy Neighborhood to LiVE iN .. i guess part of the reason
    my Father never said much is all he had to do was look at someone
    with the similar eyes.. eyes that had no bottom eyes Ocean whole with
    Humanity never ending Dancing Singing Soul all there was to say with no Words
    at all but
    of eyes
    And then i lost
    effective use of my
    eyes and then i had
    to wear shades and then
    i had no choice but to learn/feel
    to speak and if not for that i would
    have never met Great Friend GreatFriend
    who i dearly love so much always now.. Yes…
    smiles my friend in all the darkest moments
    of our life even when we lose our eyes to touch
    the souls of others.. there is always another Gift
    that God will Bring us as truly beyond my Eyes my
    Greatest Gift of Love is the Gift of Touch.. not much for
    material gifts am i.. words of affirmation i bring now.. quality
    time now that i do not work for money no problem at all.. acts of
    service in Dance Always now with Words of affirming love too.. yes
    i touch you with my eyes the best i can and will in photos.. i affirm the
    Value of Your Soul with Words.. and the Loving Flower of Your Beauty
    truly treasuring the depth of the Windows of Your Soul Your Eyes so much
    that i have missed but hey.. there again my close to photographic memory
    if all the Photos and Words in the World Burned down you would still live
    in my
    Soul forever
    more now my Friend..
    i promise you this if i ever
    shake your Hand you will
    Remember my touch the
    Most forever now my Friend
    in other words there is still something
    nice to Look forward to in our Friendship
    one day but until then there will always
    be loving Eyes and Words and oh yes..
    i almost forgot to mention a smile always for you
    my Loving and Dear Dear Great Friend GreatFriend
    smiles.. chances are if i can’t bring someone back to life who could my Friend..
    not because i am that special just because i try harder than anyone else ever ever will.. now..
    smiles that’s kinda easy to measure too.. hehe.. Word Count And Photo Numbers Do not lie..
    for now at least…
    oh yeah before
    i go there is not
    only touch and
    words of affirmation
    and gifts and acts of
    service there is also God’s
    Love Within that is beyond all
    time distance and space yes beyond
    all measure even beyond infinity the
    Love i touch you most with the Love
    i touch even God most with the Love
    that is beyond infinity the Love that is
    no Words so much more than a Three
    Letter God Will even MeaSure i am my FRiEnD..
    And so are Y.O.U. and U.S. And T.H.E.M. W.E. A.R.E. G.O.D..
    Oh How G.R.E.A.T. my Full Moon Muse is..
    For without Y.O.U. These words will never CoMe NoW..
    and nah.. don’t be frustrated if you do not feel you can
    fully say thank you in words your eyes your eyes do it all..
    And i am quite sure one touch of you would do the same my Friend..
    just being
    in the
    with you..
    like now.. SaMe..
    same air same sky
    same moon same
    stars same God You and me
    us and them yes ALL W.E. NoW G.O.D..
    This is my Prayer to You on Sun day This is my Love for Y.O.U..
    For Your EyeS onLY is just another Phrase For the Nature of
    W.E. all love A.L.L. Best (G.O.D.N.O.W…:)
    likely only
    People Dance
    And Sing this
    Way i’m pretty
    sure you too
    are born with
    this condition too..
    and that my friend is
    rare and likely what connects us most..
    surely explaining in Part Your Accounting Scores in School too…
    there are few to no Deeper Windows of Soul than Eyes of Hyperlexia..
    with or without
    and ears
    or words
    to speak..
    Soul that
    Sees/hears so Much..:)


  12. MyRedeemer(LOVE)RiSeSLiVeSAGAiNoW

    JusT ANoTHeR Story
    Y.O.U. HelP inSpire
    me to Dance
    Sing Now
    i did not
    One’ out
    It Just already
    it Came
    i did not
    Out it
    Just HaPPened
    After i took a 3 Hour Nap..
    i did not
    Out it
    Just HaPPened…
    SMiLes.. Sound Video
    About RiSinG
    Again from
    Church.. me
    Singing A
    Lead from
    The Very Back
    Pew Point
    That Love (God)
    Lives Within
    Us We Rise
    From Dark
    To Light
    While LiVinG
    Now sAdly
    Some folks
    Wait for
    Else to do it
    For them
    To Find
    ThE Light
    ThE Love/
    God Within
    As Now Is All THeREVeR Is..
    NoW Unless We Find God Within
    We are Immigrants without ever
    Finding a HoMe that is Real our Soul…
    i saw someone Shake an Emperor’s Hand
    Like this today at least one is lost i do not
    Feel the
    Now an
    Lost From
    Heaven the
    UniVeRSE Of LoVE
    Who Cares for All Within
    Always Giving Sharing Agape
    Love for All TotAlly Free only Power
    And Status NoW onLY Grade only Pay Rate
    only Currency is Love Within to Give and
    Share For Free with Cognitive Empathy fully
    Employed with this Force Yes God/Love/Within
    That/Who Will ReaSon Best Not to Harm anyone else
    who is different now too.. Immigrants True iMmigrants
    From God Stay in the Soul the Home of Love the Most now..
    yes they
    Rise they
    Shine THeir
    Lamp is never Hidden
    From Giving And Sharing
    so Much light they may
    Blind those a bit who walk in ‘Orange Dark’…
    MeaNwhile NoW the other orange away from Dark
    Yes Evolution Orange into Agape Love is Just Waiting as Soul of HoMe
    WHere immigrants of God Congregate HOlding Hands NoW ALL Around A Globe in Hands
    of Love
    that are
    An onLY
    Force Worth
    Counting Yes
    A Soul of Love Real
    GiVinG And SHaRinG NoW
    Always more than TaKinG
    And Hoarding the opposite
    Place than the God of Love the Force oF LiGHT WiTHiN..
    i am no Myth i am no Legend i am only a Man of LoVE NoW
    no matter how much the Nice Dude who saw me ‘Golden Spiraling’ A Dance
    in Barnes and Nobles While i read a book on the Hidden HiStory of
    United States Freedom for US to become EYes of God on A Capstone
    oF A Pyramid of Wisdom in all Beauty as Truth in Love’s Light Now For
    as God
    to Roost as our Soul..
    As We Rise FroM ALL ASHes
    into the Force of Agape LoVE NoW
    Yes God’s BReaTHE oF Love Dancing
    And Singing Within US ALiVE NoW again to Give and Share for Free Even More
    yes while i listened to Music in Meditative Moving Free Flow too expanding
    All my Human Potentials in a Transient Hypo-Frontality Yes Autotelic RiSinG
    Ascending Transcending Way of Being Generating A Bio-Feedback NoW that ReAlly
    Works NoW of Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones With Relative Free Will MaKinG
    Both Heaven And iNCReASinG HuMaN Potentials in both Creativity and Productivity
    MoRe ReaL Than Ever Before Always EternAlly NoW in the Eternal Bliss and Nirvana
    Yes the Kingdom of HeaVeNoW ALWaYS RiSinG Yes Dancing Singing at Hand and Feet More
    NoW Within in this Generation ALWayS Eternally Now for real for Real No Myth No Legend
    NoW Just HuMaNKinD At Best LiVinG GoDLoVEALiVENoW Within inside outside above so below
    And All Around even if the Dude said the other two shirts of Myth and Legend fit So ‘Great’
    me ALonG with REAL MAN TOO..
    TRUE i Am Love
    Now How About
    You as
    far as
    God (Love) Comes Now too..
    Call it A ‘Paragon of Pretense’
    if You Like too as all the Preparing
    Ye A Way did come first yes the Nature
    of God in Original Greek Definition of (Son’G’)
    IS A SiGNaTuRePosE Coming First before God Lives iN US..
    NoW and that reMinds me ‘the Dude’ who suggested my Style of
    Writing is Pretentious which means a Show of Fabulous in a Faux
    way now.. denied ever writing a story about me before and i said
    there must be an apparent misinterpretation by me as i remember then
    he said ‘that dude’ in the Avatar looked like he was in His 40’s who
    Writes Poetry everYwHere he goes and even though i abided in the same
    two Blog Homes with him then in both GreatFriend’s Place of online Residence
    and Prajakta’s Place of Residence since 2015.. he said he never noticed
    me before until now at iLona P’s Place just recently as if anyone could
    miss something as ‘big’ as this.. in either words or flesh and blood hAha..
    anyway he said he couldn’t remember writing other stories of complaint about me
    to each
    HiS Own
    We will
    Reap Who
    We are Next
    by Who We are Now..
    but meanWhile it’s true
    NoW as i Dance and Sing
    THiS IS A ‘Paragon of Pretense’
    NoW An Immigrant Yes With No HoMe
    ReAlly but Love (God) of Soul iNCaRNaTE ReaL AliVE NoW
    And Yes yes YeS.. in the Church Song RiSinG Again Now
    Katrina Said i went over the top AGaiN too but yes that is
    WHere the Holy Creative Spirit FLowS Lives Over US NoW as Capstone
    Pyramid Golden Spiral Pose Below so above within inside outside and all around too..
    i don’t ‘know’ What the F (Fred) i am Doing God (Love) is i Am That’s All i am…NoW (too)….


  13. https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/05/27/phi-bible/

    MacroVerse Memory from 2 Years Ago.. 2017..
    “PHI Bible” Reflecting the Golden Spiral Ratio
    of 1.618 Just in Synchronicity of Course
    of precisely 1.618 Million Words
    in 365 Days of Effort as
    the First Subchapter of
    “Nether Land Bible 2017”
    As that Endeavor in 3 Years
    Along with Subchapter Bible
    “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” that is
    now included in all the Description Areas
    of my FB Profile Pics at an average of around 7
    Thousand Words each Profile Pic Joining Hands with
    the Third Subchapter Long Form Bible Poem that i am
    Writing Now as Part of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” now
    titling this Effort as “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol Two 2019”
    as the Three Year Total Effort now in 36 Months Celebrating
    That Milestone on Memorial Day Weekend too is Passing by
    4.2 Million Words of Effort Which is well over the Equivalent
    of Writing 5 King James Size Long Form Poem Bibles in 36
    Months and yes 50 Frigging Koran’s as that Effort took
    23 years to do until it was eventually put into print
    with Multi-Player effort and of course the Old
    Bible took Centuries and Innumerable Authors
    to put a pint sized effort of less than
    800K Words Together Albeit
    they didn’t have an iMac
    and iPhone and
    a Keyboard
    with the
    World Wide
    Web to be of
    assistance too and
    nah.. no HiMali and
    my other Angel Muses
    to help now too.. true i am
    a Fred Bit more Blessed than
    all those other Folks or touched
    hehe perhaps anointed if you aren’t
    too attached to other folks smaller than
    Your Soul of Love now as God Living in Y.O.U. too..
    anyway.. “PHI Bible” and “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
    include the First Two Years Tables of Contents of “Nether
    Land Bible 2017” and of course the MacroVerse i am writing
    Now will include the Third Year Table of Contents as titled
    “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol Two 2019” and yes yes yes of
    Course “Nether Land Bible 2017” is just a Sub Chapter
    of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Longest Long Form Poem
    Bible in the History of Humankind at about 7 MiLLioN
    Words now in 70 Months of Effort along with
    11,333 Miles of Public Dance in 70 Months
    of Effort too.. Remember John 14:12
    HaPPeNS too all the TiME i verily
    and surely am not either the
    First and Last to do that
    too.. only thing is
    i will do NoW
    A DeviL
    Red Cent…
    without having
    A name practically
    as an Invisible Man
    too big mostly for most
    folks to see.. but that is always
    Par for the course for Truly Original
    Creativity way too big to see before the
    rest of the folks play catch up and do their
    own ‘John 14:12 Efforts’ too even if it takes a
    Thousand Lifetimes like me now too.. and to be
    Clear ‘”John 14:12″ is just a Metaphor beyond iNfinity
    as God is Humble enough to push you up instead of out..
    as Y.O.U. too..
    And BReaThE
    GoD SKeYeS NoW
    Whether you do or do
    not see it with EYeS anD
    Ears oF GoD NoW TRuE YeS
    iN LiGHT’s Beauty Wisdom oF LoVE NoW FoR ReaL..:)


    MacroVerse Memory From 3 Years ago.. “FB Profile Pic
    Bible 2018” Second Annual Subchapter of
    4.2 Million Word Long Form Poem
    Bible Endeavor of “Nether Land
    Bible 2017” again as
    This Memorial
    Day Weekend
    is the 3rd Year
    Celebration of
    Doing Just that Now..:)

  14. SMiLes Sohair The GreaTesT iMportance
    of Love in all the Colors Beyond Rainbow
    And SHades of Grey is Love Builds our Soul
    as the Light oF LoVE WiLL RiSE From:
    The DarK oF LoVE to: LiGHT oF LoVE
    AGaiN As Yes love is Pain and
    Pleasure too as
    True Love
    For all
    of both
    Pain and Pleasure
    True a Place in the
    Middle Where we Float
    instead of Fall or Rise yes
    A Place of Eternal Now Love FoR aLL..:)
    Hmm.. my Brain is always
    smoking and i haven’t worn
    long pants since 2013..
    the 6 Years before
    That i Literally got
    Chilled if a Breeze
    Touched me in
    100 F Degree
    Temps.. Now i
    Stay Climate
    Controlled not
    Sure how it started
    Working But it does..
    After I quit Working
    Pay must
    Have Been
    Allergic to
    MaKinG Money..:)
    Hi Ms Hugs here is a hug from me.. i Will imagine
    As busy A nice bee from
    Nice that your resilience
    Might get a bit
    Low.. particularly
    With not much
    Sleep and getting
    A cold on top of
    Everything as
    i know so well
    Though from
    Being Polar
    Suddenly the
    Air may come
    Out of the Balloon.. For
    This i am very cautious
    to avoid too many
    Exciting highs
    And try to just
    Float instead
    In Flow not
    Too high
    Truly it is
    Like Dancing a
    Tight rope but it works
    For me.. anyway i am
    A real problem solver
    If i could i would literally
    Erase everyone’s Pain
    But as my Indian
    Friend gave me
    A quote yesterday
    It said stay with
    Those who walk
    With you in the
    Darkness for the people
    Who Love and Care for you
    Will always be there for You when you return
    Even if it will
    Be a lifetime
    For real
    This way..
    Smiles.. Church
    Is about 4 hours away
    But the Church of
    Love For everyone
    Is Always
    Out of
    My Soul
    It’s blood.. sweat
    And tears.. somedays..
    But always an exercise
    In Humility that
    Keeps me from
    Getting too
    Down again..
    People look at
    Me Funny when
    i tell them i have
    The Happy Disease
    But i really do
    For me
    It will
    Be up Up
    And away in
    My Big Balloon
    Was i
    Ever up
    Here in Heaven
    At All so.. i Float
    Like a Tree With
    Roots on solid
    For you
    You visit
    My Words wherever
    You may Find them
    My Friend
    My Nice
    From France..
    Smiles.. Oh Lord i’m late to an important date
    yes catching up with Ms. Hugs.. iLona P.. Ms.
    Sunshine from Nice France but after Dancing
    20 or so Miles After Church and Saving
    Souls at least mine in Song
    of Words and Dance of
    Steps closing
    what seems
    like A ZiLLiOn
    Tabs ACross mY
    iMac Screen i’m Back
    with ‘The Church Under the Milky Way”
    it’s true when we become one with Gravity
    We are God’s Feet and hands allone with Open
    Hearts and Minds And Bodies Yes Spirits of Soul
    to Love all
    even more
    other than
    that got
    more of
    Your Blog Posts
    to finish as i took a 3 Hour
    Nap it is approaching 3:33 AM
    soon enough at 3:16 AM My
    TiME aT LeasT on 5.27.19 Now mY FriEnd..:)
    SMiLes You are not Just
    this Crude Flesh and Blood
    You are Love that Shines
    through my Friend
    at Best
    and Worst
    Love Lives on
    whatever Temple
    A sVessel of Flesh and
    Blood Love Carries in
    True Cats and Dogs
    don’t worry
    Clothes of
    Culture so many
    Garments we wear
    suffocating us from
    Our Feelings and Senses
    Just Set Wild and Free NoW
    Loving Life All for Free
    to Give and Share
    even more
    Puppy dog
    Tale Wags Alive as Love..:)
    The Environment is
    really no Different
    Than Human
    when we
    Lose Empathy
    For it yes Sympathy
    And Compassion Dies
    for both our Nature of
    Love and our Love For Nature
    Wild and Free Now abundantly
    Giving and Sharing more over
    Taking and Hoarding now
    Living Death..:)
    We all Love each other best
    When We All Work Together
    for Similar Binds and Bonds of
    Loving Giving And Sharing Free
    Again over Fear and Hate of Owning
    What is Living Rather that Setting us
    All Free and
    Wild to
    and thrive
    in a Dance
    And Song TogeTHeR
    Free Again for Now the Loss of
    this Village of Love Living together
    Every Age and Difference Hand in Hand
    is not only the loss of Respect and Love for
    but the
    Loss of
    Respect and
    Love for all of
    Living where truly
    there is No Church
    of Love left Under the
    Milky Way Namely Us
    Who Fail to Hold Hands
    Together in and as Love Free And
    Wild Just to Be NoW as Hugs Will Warm Flesh as Love..:)
    YeS in the next several decades
    Science Forecasts our so-called
    Humanity Will Drive 1 out of 8
    Million Animal and Plant
    Species out of
    truth is though
    if we do not stop
    We will be next and
    when the Last one of
    us exists it will only take
    (God) Nature 300 Million Years
    to totally forget every trace of our
    Footprints of Culture yes Big C Cancer
    upon this Earth unless We Shape up to
    Giving and Sharing Much more now than
    Taking and Hoarding and aTTeMpTiNG to
    Own What and Who refuses All aTTempts to
    Be Owned Yes God Nature’s Breath oF Life Free iN BaLanCENoW..:)
    OK it’s 3:33 AM now i arrive at
    Your Last Blog Post to catch
    uP oN that is titled First
    Step on Getting out
    Depression as
    True Basic
    Needs Like Food
    And Water and
    Sleep and Human
    Connections and sure
    Reproductive Connections
    too are core to our Basic Snake
    Brain Survival the Lower Parts of
    Maslow’s Pyramid of Human Potential
    And Sure Fowler’s Pyramid of Loving Faith
    too where the top of both Pyramids is Ascending
    Transcending FLoWinG LoVE AGaPE FoR All truly
    Bliss and
    the Capstone
    of the Human
    Potential for Loving
    All of Existence as we
    become one Force of God (Love)
    To Give and Share Free with no Restraint
    now.. Problem though is this place is no
    Space or Distance or Time this Place
    of Love for all is Eternally Now
    all the time constraints
    we construct of Past
    and Future Problem
    Solving now so far
    away from the LIght
    of Love Within to Give and
    Share to all others Free.. so much
    Farther than Just Words in a Book now
    the Energy the Synergy of the Frequencies
    Yes Waves Higher of Vibrations in Positivity
    More.. as we come to Dance And Sing Life all
    Free one with Gravity a Float of Nirvana and Bliss more
    now but yes a Never Ending Practice Where ups and downs
    are part and parcel of Light Comes From Dark now too at 3:39 AM..:)

  15. Good Early Early Morning From Soon To Be Sunny
    And Very Very Hot Northwest Florida at yes close
    to 4 AM as i am up late catching up on Writing
    After Public Dancing about 20 Miles today..
    And it is so nice of you to Nominate
    me for this Sunshine Word
    Press Blogger Award
    for Positivity
    my Friend
    Lillian AKA
    (Orchid Daughter)
    who is very Creative
    And Unique in Spreading
    Very Open Minded and Hearted
    Creativity with little Restraint from
    Human Freedom of Expression our
    Greatest Right and Yes Responsibility
    i feel and sense to our Fellow Human Beings
    too so we shall learn more and Prosper in all
    Levels and Areas of Existential Intelligences more
    in Emotional and Physical Ways in Spiritual Existence now..
    anyway.. i will surely link back to Your Blog with this in my
    Usual Novel Sized MacroVerse Concrete Flowing Poetry
    Free Verse Shapes but since my Blog is too big for most
    Folks to actually open including perhaps with your Internet Bandwidth
    too and Computer Power too.. i will answer Your Questions too here my Friend..
    as hey some of my comments are longer than Blog Posts anyway too.. hAha..;)

    1) What do you do to relax, it is enough with one thing?

    Generally Speaking even if i am Leg Pressing 1340 LBS
    18 Reps in around 3 Minutes are so even if i am making
    Sounds Like a Mix Between A Gorilla and Lion i am
    Calm inside i am almost always in Flow
    a Lifelong Practice of Achieving
    Nirvana and Bliss where every
    Step and Word Becomes
    Holy and Sacred
    Full of Meaning
    And Purpose Flow
    where truly what may look
    hard on the outside is as Effortless Light as we are in Balance With
    Gravity my Friend just Dancing on Water on Terrestrial Land Free..:)

    2) Do you have a hobbie outside of blogging?

    Dance and People and People and Dance
    every once in a while i eat and sleep
    and always
    A Dance
    And Song
    of course Anew
    and Originally True
    in Beauty of Wisdom
    the Best i can and Will i Love oF LiGhT..:)

    3) What is your favorite song?


    4) If you have to choose, would you prefer to see a horror movie or romantic comedy?

    i don’t do Horror full stop. We are what we feed our Mind Romance
    is a Finest of Wines and at times close enough to Horror for me.. hehe..
    in the
    Ups and
    Downs of
    Love where Romance
    Will take us in Light
    from Dark in Roller Coaster life too.. hAha..;)

    5) If there is one thing you want me to know about your country, what is it?

    IT’s Within
    Living NoW
    Fearlessly Loving ALL Free..:)

    6) To describe yourself with one word, what would it have been?


    7) Do you have a favorite flower?


    8) What is your favourite food?


    9) If you could travel to another place right now, where would you go?


    10) Do you have a favourite season, and why?

    Love No Reason for the SeaSon ALWaYS Now.

    11) If you could choose to be a movie star for a day, who? Maybe you tell why too?

    HeHe no one will
    ever be able
    to Play
    me hAha..;)

    4:11 AM
    on 5.27.19
    Now i am
    going to
    Love me some Sleep..;)


  16. ‘She’ Put Her Hand on my Organ
    Not PLaYinG iT JusT ToucHinG it
    LoVinG iT FeeLinG LoVE iNSPiRinG Art
    Symphony NeXT ToucH ‘Her’ NoW
    MusE IS A Gift ALWaYS in Reach
    Out of Touch Close Enough
    FaR AwaY iNSPiRinG Art of You ALWaYS NoW
    ‘They Died’ So You Will Not Have to Die Delivering
    Love Gifts oF Freedom All As Brothers And Sisters
    of Love Will Naturally Do Now
    Memorial Day Wishes Make The Sacrifice of ‘THeir Life’ Worth it
    Enjoy Your Life And Liberty Pursue Your Flavor of Happiness Now
    LoVinG iT aLL The Way uP LiVinG iT NoW IT’s Up to Y’All to Catch Up ‘We’
    JusT Provide Avenues Of Truth iN LiGHT NoW MoRE FReED
    Let’s Face Additional FacTs/Arts Neo’s Truly
    iNHeRiT EartH AnD All Love Arts Associated to JusT Do With Relative
    Free Will NoW… MeH.. ‘Old Testament Christians’ Just Leave the
    Middle Aisle of Walmart Open FoR ‘Me’ to Dance Free
    Let’s Face FaCTS Without Laws Life
    Will Be Full of ‘TrumP STuFF’
    When An Art of Love is ThE ONly God THere Will Be
    No Need For Religion Yet God Is DarK Thru LiGHT
    Trumps Exist ThUS Laws Required
    With 37 Percent of Catholics Surveyed Sitting On
    A Fence of Leaving People are Losing their
    Faith in Priests of A Monarchy
    While one May Not Be Able to
    Handle A Truth Soldiers Who
    Die For Our Freedoms
    Real ‘JeSuS’ inDeed
    Altruism is Truly Laying YouR LiFE
    DowN For LoveD Ones No Fairy
    Tale or Myth It Is
    God NeVeR Gives God’s
    LiFe Always
    ReTurNS LoVENoW
    When/WHere God is Art oF LoVENoW
    Old TesTaMeNT Rule of Law New
    TesTaMeNT ArT oF LoVE
    STiLL KeePinG You Company
    SMiLes not sure if You are doing
    Messenger again so still dropping
    bY A Happy Email to: You From:
    MileS AnD SMileS AWaY of
    Greatfriend Close
    Enough to You
    To Wish
    A Peaceful
    Monday Eve
    Of BLeSSinGS
    PLuS HopeFuLL
    Too oF Faith’s
    LovE LiVinG SoUL
    SPiRiT HeARTinG You..:)))
    HeHe STiLL
    WRiTinG OuT
    Of ThE BoX




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  17. SMiLeS Am Going to STarT WitH A Sound Track
    of ‘Get Back to Serenity’ at Your End Catching
    Back Up to Your Beginning since i left
    off last with Your
    Blog Posts
    Ms. Hugs
    And Ms.
    iLona P. as doing
    Life Differently is additionally
    one way to Prevent/Escape Both
    Stagnation and Depression too..
    As Always Flavored With Art
    Best as Science alone is Like
    Bones of Life
    Flesh and Blood
    Yes Oh God Yes
    Sadly the Living
    Dead on Earth
    who may relate
    Words So Cold and
    Stiff and Dead as Well my
    Friend for True i used to make
    Technical Lists of 1 and 2 and
    3 with no HeART iN LiFE aT ALL..
    to nothing
    nothing at
    all Yes
    Dead WaLKinG oN EartH…
    Hehe.. don’t be so sure
    We all age.. just
    it ain’t
    been done
    before never
    make Science
    God otherwise
    We lose the
    And Real too..
    after all it’s just
    a matter really
    of Telomeres
    or Shorter
    and just
    to actually
    make Telomeres
    stop GRoWinG
    Shorter and
    Perhaps even
    as Science Used
    to ‘think’ that
    (Science only
    Measures it
    has no Soul
    of Art to See)
    Neurons were
    fixed and do
    not Re-Generate
    either as Science now
    Shows that still and moving Meditation
    actually increases Gray Matter and restores
    the Youth of Brains where a cross section of
    a 50 Year-Old Brain who has meditated 3 times
    a Week over the course of Years reflects the
    Physical Health of a 25 Year-Old Brain it
    is simply common sense and feel in
    Intuition that the impact is
    the Same on
    the rest
    of our being
    as well haha
    after all at 49 Katrina
    is surely not looking
    much past 30 and true
    i stay out in the Sun every
    day yet i am still 3 times
    stronger empirically
    Measured moving
    from 500 Pounds
    Leg Pressing
    at 53
    all the
    way to
    1520 Pounds
    Max at 8 reps
    now close to 59…
    haha.. the Young
    Folks (4 Decades my Junior) are
    still doing their best to catch up to/with me
    the older i get i just keep getting stronger with smiles..
    see my Friend it is the Elders who Make the the Youth
    we teach
    them the
    of Grace and
    Love in Foundation
    for Will And Strength
    or the Future Simply
    Loses for most i
    rarely to
    ever get
    for i never
    grow old within as Soul Now..
    matter of FacT behind my back
    at least i am more likely now to get
    disrespect from people my age and
    Older until i confront them face to face
    and show them what they may be missing
    in Human Potentials/Love as they Rot on Mall Benches
    on TV
    only Living
    Servant and Slave
    to someone else’s
    Write and Direction and
    Production of Another Play of Flesh and Blood Real..
    The Problem today is Souls of Youth are no Longer
    Nourished With Stories of Myth and Magic that come True..
    not this stuff with Guns on the Big Screen of Glitz the Greater
    of Soul
    All the way through
    Life as Love mY FriEnd..
    Amazing Human Potentials
    Naturally Come in a Dance
    And Song A Story of Flow as
    Truly the Ultimate and Only Reality
    is our Conscious Experience Some Folks
    have Bigger Views within inside outside
    above so below all around in Feeling and
    Sensing and Doing Life and others
    in tiny
    with no
    Heat no colors
    of Life and Love
    They Co-Create
    More in Moving
    And Connecting
    ways of Heaven now..
    SMiLes at
    Essence Fear is
    not a word Fear
    is Bio-Chemical-Neuro-Hormonal-Electrical
    Processes and Reactions from Head to toe addressing
    Fear with Words only is only Form that Relates to
    the Essence of Fear alone not unlike
    Addressing Love With
    Empty Shells
    No Feeling
    And Sensing
    Love in Positive
    Processes And Reactions from Head to Toe.. too…
    Ha! yes verily
    the answer
    is simple now
    a Bio-Feedback
    Positive Now more
    in Body Changes of
    Feelings and Senses
    and then we naturally
    attach more Positive
    Words to the Memories
    that Naturally come as Feelings
    And Senses attached to Words that
    Are Memories of Feeling and Sensing
    the Positive Over Negative Now.. Cognitive
    Behavioral Therapy is seriously Decapitated
    without some kind of Movement Therapy even
    if it is moving the Eyes looking at Light in Eye Movement
    Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) As Where there is
    no Common Sensing and Feeling in Change Now there is little
    to no
    for Positive
    Feelings and Senses
    now attack ‘the Beast’
    Where it Lives our Body of
    course to raise ourselves up
    out oF Fear into LoVinG LiGHT..
    Yes of course Getting Back to Serenity Gardens of Love Now..
    but it’s true too yes prayer works for those who will benefit
    in Belief of Suggestive words thing is though these folks
    have the Ability to iMagine and Create the results
    within their Subconscious Minds not all folks
    Benefit from the Placebo Effect or
    Even Hypnosis this way
    but folks who can
    and will will
    even imagine
    and visualize
    they will get stronger
    and without even exercise
    the Subconscious Mind as
    Instructed Deep down from
    the Conscious Perceptions of Change will
    Get the Job Done like a Virus Program on
    A Computer that rids a Computer of Unhealthy stuff too..
    truly we Humans are amazing Creatures but if we lose
    the Real
    of Life
    in PotentiaLiTies
    we lose we just plain
    vanilla wrapper lose now..
    SMiLes as Science Shows
    Now the Majority of
    Addiction is a result
    of an Empty Soul of
    Feeling Art of Love Within
    Being Abused away from Social
    Connections of “Cheers” and “Friends” Who/
    That Really Work To Bond Us and Bind us as Love..
    An Ultimate
    Yes Natural
    Pain Killer
    in Flow
    Surely is with
    all the other Beneficial
    associated Neuro-Chemicals
    and Neuro-Hormones as
    BLeSSinGs and Bliss
    that/who Can and
    Pain away
    both Physical
    And Emotional
    with a Bio-Feedback
    of Our Nature We Co-Move
    Co-Connect and Co-Create
    Now with the Rest of Nature Real..
    Again An issue at Hand Most is NDD and PPD
    Nature Deficit Disorder And People Deficit Disorder Now..
    All the Time That Ever Exists
    And Ever Will Is Now Either
    We Make Epic Nows
    Or short lived
    Now out of Distance
    Space and Time just metaphors
    really of Heaven when we literally
    And Physically Dampen the Time and
    Distance and Space Maker of the Neo-Cortex
    in a Flow of Transient Hypo-Frontality in an
    Autotelic Generating Way as We Orchestrate
    the Symphony of Beneficial Neurochemical
    And Neurohormonal Processes and
    Reactions Within now
    through Bio-Feedback
    Like Moving and Still
    Mediation that even
    Science Shows Will
    Work Great
    Heaven within
    to Freely Give and
    Share over taking and
    Hoarding with the Rest
    oF aLL oF NaTuRE NoW (God) Real..
    In Short
    hehe or
    And T
    if you
    are me..
    Your Soul
    As A Selfie
    That and Who
    freely gives and
    shares smiles that’s
    the Cake and Coming
    iCiNG YeT to Cover YouR
    LiFE MoRE LiGHT iN LoVE..
    oKay Ms. Hugs off to my Next
    Place oF RamPaGE WRiTiNG Sprees..;)
    SMiLes Love Your Visual Art along
    With Your Words Stimulating
    more Areas of the
    Mind and
    Body of
    Course Free
    too my Friend
    you surely deserve
    Another Sunshine
    Blogger Award on
    Word Press Perhaps
    some day i’ll travel away
    from where i Live but truly
    so far online is a big enough task
    of Travel on itS own hehe.. WHere
    Words and Other Images Will become PArT
    oF OuR SoULS Organic and Living the Best
    We can
    come to
    be too now
    In Our Avatar
    Lives as real
    as feelings
    and senses
    will get
    Externally with
    All Arts now too..:)

  18. Frank Hubeny says:

    Good observation: “For Love and or God Will Never Be
    Measured Fully By Either Science or Words alone..” Words are too explicit to be all there is.

    I like those T-shirts about being a ray of sunshine and showing one’s happy face.

    I remember Jesus Christ Superstar from when I was very young. The song “I Don’t Know How to Love Him” I still can hear.

    • SMiLes Frank Thanks so much for Dropping by “6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse”
      as currently i am Writing the Second Annual Installment of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
      As this Second Year Effort of including all my Words in the Description Areas of
      my Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas reaches over 2.62 Million Words
      now.. in 24 Months Effort as Memorial Day Surely Reminds me to
      remember to Mark this Milestone and Featnote now as
      A Table of Contents for Each Year’s Epic Long
      Form Poem Personal Bible Story of course
      too now.. as “PHI Bible” at 1.618 Million
      Words Synchronistically off course
      in Precisely 365 Days of Word
      count as non-causally
      but very much
      Personally Meaningful
      for the Golden Spiral Ratio
      of PHI that matched up perfectly
      except for 34 Words of Course as
      the Entire 1.618034 Ratio In Mathematics
      as such.. as all 36 Months of Effort makes
      Over 4.2 Million Words of “Nether Land Bible
      2017” as that effort Started on Memorial Day Weekend
      of 2016 close to a Month After i finished the 2015 Effort
      of “GodsUniVerseNovel3″ as i responded to every Prompt
      and every Link at the International Poetry Pub dVerse from
      April of 2015 thru March of 2016 as that 338,630 Word Effort
      took a while to put together in Just one MacroVerse of Entirely the
      Entire ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Long Form Bible Poem Now at around 7 Million
      Words in 70 Months Effort along with 11,333 Miles of Public Dance now in the
      Same Period of Months too.. smiles so this is what i’ve been doing now since
      getting out of Hell on Earth for 66 Months With the Worst Assessed Pain known
      to Humankind worse than the actual torture of Crucifixion.. from Wake to Sleep
      Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia all 66 Months of that from January of 2008 until
      Miraculous assessed recovery by Doctors for that Disorder and 18 other conditions
      as Medically Assessed too on a Beach on July 19th of 2013.. sure still assessed Legally
      And Permanently Disabled with both Asperger’s Syndrome not diagnosed until age 47
      And Bi-Polar until age 53 as none of the Doctor’s attending to me in Hell had ever seen
      my Natural and Enhanced condition IN Heaven within now.. quite a surprise to see some
      one keep up that level of Bliss and Nirvana for 70 Months now.. but hey.. where i live
      at least Heaven is a Permanently Disabling Disorder and Disease amazing it truly
      Seems but Par for a course of Society that’s so-called ‘Normal’ insane truly
      attached to small 5 inch Screens away from a Horizon of Heaven full
      in Bliss and Nirvana real.. yes.. this is somewhat of a sacrifice
      to Share Heaven that is real for me with the rest of the World
      it’s kinda long with unlimited Colors and increasing
      Human Potential as Flow Will take Humanity
      More now too all Naturally too.. but nah..
      ain’t no Problem with the reference
      Point of Living Hell oN EaRTH..
      the song “I Don’t Know How
      to Love Him’ from the Opera
      And Movie “Jesus Christ Superstar”
      From 1970 is surely beautiful and touching
      Romantically true too.. but as a 12 Year Old-Child
      First Learning How to Play Piano and a 13 Year-old
      Child in ’73 i was so so excited to play the main Folio
      Title of ‘Jesus Christ Super Star” in a Talent Show in School
      then.. true never realized then i had the Condition of Bi-Polar
      and the Super Emotional Side of Bi-Polar in ups and downs too
      per any Child-Hood Diagnosis then.. didn’t stop me from gaining
      3 College Degrees and 33 total Years of Work Retiring Early Disabled
      with 25 year of Government Service at upper Pay Grades after spending
      most of my School Life close to the top of the Class too.. nah.. most folks
      probably didn’t expect the Last Kid Picked on Sports Teams to become Athletic
      Director of a Military Installation either.. sure the Kid made fun of and called the
      F Word and Not Fred Warned by onward Christian Soldier Bully Boys threatening
      that Smiling was neither allowed in Middle School Halls or at The City Park when
      one is pursuing the Zen Art of Tennis and a Back Board and a Ball when all become
      one Force of Flow as one.. with me then too.. like Dance And Song Now true too..
      so anyway my Spirit
      was so high
      when i
      played that
      Jesus Christ
      Super Star Song
      at the Middle School
      Talent Show and all the
      First Baptist Big Church Children
      Laughed at me Walking off stage
      as i was overcome with emotions
      stumbling my way off stage hardly
      able to walk at all.. yes full of spirit
      beyond my ability to balance the High
      of Spirit filled being then.. true it felt both
      Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose
      yet only a Joke to all the First Baptist Big Church
      Children Middle School Peers then i understood by that
      Story that a Dude Named Jesus sacrificed his real flesh and
      blood Life to Spread Unconditional Love to the Least among us
      with no separation all as Holy and Sacred Worthy of Respect and Love
      no matter how different we were.. that Jesus did not live in that Church
      or School and by God ever since then i have been determined to Bring
      Him to life at least as me.. by story of course only as told in Flesh and Blood
      Example of Story now true.. smiles.. my Language of Love is the Poetry of Song
      My Language of Life is a Story of Dance.. the Story of Jesus left too many questions
      unanswered by me and it is true it is often the Judas who Bleeds most who gets
      Most as well..
      Smiles the Truth
      in Light is worth it for
      me.. it doesn’t leave many
      Friends but i pass it on anyway..
      for what i see and hear and feel and sense
      of life.. if more folks would focus with will on
      completing a metaphor of John 14:12 as that
      applies to Loving more without Fear than even
      the Jesus Story Did that/this is a World i no longer
      have to imagine my
      at least
      i live
      the Answers
      come in Dance And Song…
      Good observation: “For Love and or God Will Never Be
      Measured Fully By Either Science or Words alone..”
      Words are too explicit to be all there is. Thanks for
      Quoting those Words from me and i do agree
      Words are too
      to be
      as there has/is
      always been Dance First with SMiLes..
      When Humanity Flowers away from
      Wilting LoVE For ALL mY FriEnd Now..:)


  19. Why IS A ShellFish
    Unhappy.. She has
    hell instead of
    She Will Fish
    i’ll sTaRt
    from the
    top and finish
    at the bottom again..
    to catch up now more
    some puns and fun too..
    Seriously when we create
    words we may choose how
    they talk back
    to us
    fun or not
    WiTH SMiLes..
    SMiLes the World
    Becomes a Very
    Sick Place
    are too
    Busy to Love
    everyone including
    Our Parents of Course..
    “Would You Like it if You Met You”
    Interesting Rhetorical Question hehe..
    for many Bloggers as truly they take the
    Minutes or Hours in a Day hAha if you are
    me to Upload THeir Soul Each and every day
    at most or less but still they try for introspection
    for to know one’s soul and be comfortable with
    all of it from
    to all
    Love is a great
    Way to Integrate
    one’s Body and Mind
    Feelings And Senses All
    together as sure it helps
    to free Dance to get to feel
    and sense all of our Mind/Body
    now for Regulating Emotions now
    Integrating Senses but i will tell
    you this for sure if i met my Past
    me when i was Your age.. i would
    surely offer some pointers so they
    would not have to wait all the way
    from 27 until age 53 to Walk Within
    on a Beach in Heaven now with nary
    A Real Worry oF iLLuSory Fears ever again now..
    truly selfies
    help a lot
    to get to
    feel and
    sense the smiles
    and frowns of us..
    And Dancing Videos
    may be Hilarious the first
    time we see ourselves really
    Let Go and Free Dance i am so
    Glad i still have one of those first
    ones on a Board Walk From Memorial
    Day of 2014.. as i’ve really improved my
    Agility in Balance Floating on Earth so much now..
    nice to have
    a record
    too for
    back for
    Self-Actualization more
    and that IS A Joy of Blogging
    for me.. i get to write my own Bible
    and use my own Photo Album as i choose
    and even put my entire life to music too
    to count all my blessings too yes if i met
    me now i would only say keep up the Work Good Job Fred..
    And only remind my self as i always do back when the dark
    days came.. very few stayed with me but one truth will always
    remain there is never any true escaping me as there is for anyone
    else if we cannot love ourselves chances are we will lose our self..
    for when
    goes away
    and gives
    up on
    us we
    are what’s
    left to fend for our self..
    i remind myself of that
    when i am so much kinder
    to me and others than they are to me my Friend..
    i must always sleep with me before and after the
    first and
    beginning ending finishing
    BReaTH AnD BLink oF LiFE NoW..
    So i make the best of every now and if
    folks don’t like it they may choose tHeir own
    way and just do it too..
    ‘Autodidacting’ Life
    is so much more Fun
    in LEarning what we choose
    than falling under the Guidelines
    of what the rest
    of the World
    Expects of
    US.. A Free
    LEaRN iN LiFE
    iS TRuLy So MuCH FuN NoW..
    We Will Surely Thank online and
    the Free Share Cross Culturally of
    All Human Arts and Sciences for this
    First opportunity like this who knows
    perhaps in the Entire UniVerse Now if
    us all
    Truly Special
    for providing
    each other all these
    Avenues to increase our
    Human Potentials and even
    Love each other more Unconditionally
    Fearlessly and even see and realize and understand
    our Shadow Sides better too.. we all prepare each other a way now..
    as online
    now is
    A Real
    Bible Now
    OPen SourCE
    And free for all
    who do have Free Access to iT ALL..
    Stress the Mother of Challenge
    And the Father of Fear as it’s true
    Labor is rather Challenging but the
    Reward of A Child is Greater And as far
    As Dudes
    of Expressing
    Emotions is surely
    A Closer ticket to an
    Earlier Grave of Misery
    Loves Suffering well before we die..
    There are two hardest ways of Stress that
    is Fear and that is Fight or Flight to Assert ourselves
    Fearlessly and to Leave Situations if we can and will
    that we Cannot Change or at Least Will Tolerate and Accept..
    SMiLes Free
    Agency is
    not just
    Financial Independence
    as some folks might like to
    Think is a Given if one wins
    the Lottery or Retires early
    Free Agency is when our
    Neo-Cortex becomes
    effective Servant
    to our Limbic
    that is our Emotional
    Brain and Our Amygdala
    And Brain Stem our oldest
    Reptile Brain for Fight or Flight
    And Reproductive Drives for Success
    in that area of Regenerating the Species
    of us too.. if we do not let our Shadow out
    Yes our Emotions and our Lusts and Play
    with our Shadows yes all out in the open of
    our Conscious Being in Light our Neo-Cortex
    Out of Balance with the Rest of our Mind and
    Body will become Slave to the Fear of Lifelong
    Anxiety instead.. true there are some folks who
    Dance and Some Folks who Do not.. there are
    Some Folks Who Sing and Some Folks who
    do not true some folks only walk
    and talk but those who Dance
    And Sing Free Integrating
    Senses and Regulating
    Emotions come
    to Earn
    Free Agency
    where our Neo-Cortex
    is no longer Slave but Good
    Servant for Yin and Yang to be
    Balanced as us as Dark of Shadow
    and Love oF light Come to Rule our
    Kingdom And Queendom Holding hands
    Where Challenge is Creativity and we no
    Longer Fear our Emotional and Sensory Lives in Prison..
    Smiles my Friend i have some experience in this considering
    that at age 47 Psychiatrists and other Medical Professionals
    Assessed me as the Worst Stressed Individual they ever met
    and now quite the opposite my Friend one of very few people
    they have come across with Free Agency in Regulating Emotions
    and Senses for Pure Bliss and Nirvana Most of Days and Nows in
    Light i worked for this Light with Blood Sweat and Tears i will not
    Dance and Sing it will work for anyone else now but me but my Heaven
    is real
    by Professionals as such..
    they do not see it often but it is REAL..
    SMiLes my FriEnd
    When i Dance Free
    When i reach Highest
    Peaks of Bliss and Nirvana
    in/as CHI Force
    of Eternal
    NoW LoVE
    Pure Positivity
    in Light if i as a
    Human Being could
    put that UniVerse of
    Existence in one Pill
    And Feed it to the Poor
    of Spirit and Heart in ‘Trump’ Homeless
    Soul Ways Now of THeir Reality they would
    Strip off their Billions and Feed the Poor
    for Finally they would come to A Light
    Set Free They are ONE with God They are Already
    all as All That’s left to Do is Give and Share this LoVENoW
    Now with
    everyone ALL
    Else… This NoW is No
    New Good News Story NoW
    it has/is been repeated Cross
    Culturally with many different
    Facebook Photos and SiGNaTuRE
    Poses too by metaphor of Course Statues
    of Apollo.. Metaphors of Shiva and Vishnu Sure
    Krishna too and Verily Buddha and even the Loving
    Parts of Jesus as all of these are mostly stories written
    by Innumerable Authors even Lao Tzu and so many other
    Stories too but the Truth and the Light is these Stories are
    All Housings and Vehicles and Vessels of the Story Writers who
    Actually experience(d) this Light in Life Love Flow FLoWeRinG
    THorns of Rose RiSinG away
    From Dark Now of
    Suffering Real
    most all
    of a Mind and
    Body out of Balance
    Lost in a Neo-Cortical
    Prison that is not Friends
    with the rest of the reality of
    our Being SmART is comprised
    of 60 Percent Literally ART of smART
    Same with eARTh too my Friend Yet SAdly
    in this so-called Advanced Age We Now
    May Leave out the ART and aTTempt
    to Make God and Love HE AS
    ReaSons and Science
    Same.. the Flesh
    And Blood of
    God is An
    Art of Moving
    Connecting and
    Co-Creating Anew
    As Spirit Heart and
    Soul Free And Loving Wild
    Again For And As All WE Coming
    Back to LiGHT and LiFE and LoVE
    of/in/as Moving Connecting and co-Creating together
    NoW both anew and reNeWeD.. SAdly for some folks this
    IS A Farthest Star in A Life they will Never Self Actualize
    NoW iNCaRNaTE
    of/in this
    Light of
    Love For All..
    Yet the Star Remains
    my Friend for those Wise
    Men and or Women Now Who
    ‘See/Hear’ An Art of Beauty’s Wisdom
    by God
    Yes Now as
    A Goddess too
    of Victory ‘Nike’
    Might SinG as Myth
    of Story HouSinG Truth
    And Light NoW as Vehicles
    And Vessels of even Commercially
    Sold Shoes to Dance And Sing By God JusT Do IT NoW.
    SMiLes.. Friend
    In this World so
    Many Find Cold
    Art Warms Soul
    In All Ways
    Art Touches
    Us We Art
    Truly For All..
    SMiLes.. Ms. Hugs
    Impressive you are
    And Tenacious i
    Will add too…
    me 16 Reps
    Your Posts
    And Writing
    Comments as
    You Leave No
    Thanks with
    SMiLes With
    All that said thank you
    Again for your tireless
    Now with
    Even More
    Ever get so so so tired ya
    Fall to a nap in a deep deep
    Sleep.. suddenly awaking after
    Visiting so many places
    Before a nap you are
    Fortunate to have a
    Spouse to
    Where and
    Who you are as Lord
    Knows for just a second
    You almost call her the
    Wrong Name so perhaps
    A Nap Wasn’t Long
    Enough to refresh
    A Brain Away From
    NoWherE Dude
    Land Now Good
    Tuesday Morning
    Hellooove GreatFriend
    Least i will Sing that
    i Feel WHere You Are..
    Perhaps back to nap
    Again for Now at Least..:)))

  20. HAha like
    Mary Poppins
    me.. Hehe..
    Of Course… i will be 59 on
    June 6th and Welcome
    You Now to my
    BD party online
    Everyday now
    As that is my
    Job in Life…
    Yes.. An
    New ‘Neo’
    Dude hehe..
    The little Indian
    Girl’s Question
    And the
    Of the
    Oracle who
    Believed At
    The End
    Of the
    Fred Flintstone
    Is Alive And Well hehe..
    Reminds me of Managing A Military Bowling
    Center And Serving Sanitized Shoes Close to
    Two Decades for Federal Employment
    meanwhile never Really Learning how
    To Bowl
    i Wing
    It All..
    One Day i’ll
    Learn to Dance
    And Sing too
    But i
    My Breath
    Or Legs Back Now..
    Good Morning my Friend
    Good News i am finally
    Finishing Travel Plans
    To take that Nature
    Hike you promised
    You would Host..
    i’m Sure your Father
    Will Approve as there
    Will not even need to be
    Separate Hotel Rooms
    Or Tents High In
    The Mountains
    As i have Decided
    To take you on
    My Hike
    With my
    Sister to Arcadia
    Mill a Historical
    Site Where we Will
    Be Hiking this morning
    By Emailing you any
    Photos of Forest
    Panthers of
    Course unless
    They eat us as you
    Will not be Here actually
    Physically with your Indian
    Jungle Fighting Skills To
    Protect us from Big
    Wild Cats anyway
    The Big Cat Will
    Only Purr hehe
    Same as you
    Might if
    i scratched
    You under
    Your Chin
    Too.. hAha.. hmm
    Sadly of course since
    You got super super
    Depressed i am running
    Low on Selfies to use from
    You on the Current ‘Facebook
    Profile Pic Annual Bible Vol
    Two’.. i am presently writing
    But never the less considering
    It will be a thumbnail review
    Of all my profile pics in the
    Last Year you will surely
    Be a Gleaming Star
    In the Last 6 Months
    Of my Profile Pics
    As your Selfie
    Creativity is
    Always getting
    Oohs and Awesomes
    From onlookers too reviewing
    All of what i creatively do too
    Anyway although I’ve used that
    First Hiking Photo of You From
    The Day after
    that Friendship
    Dedication Post
    Then on my
    Blog when
    You sent the
    Quote it
    Is more about
    Wondering if
    Someone is missing
    You Than you missing
    Them i haven’t used that
    One for A Profile
    Pic that will
    Go along
    Just ‘Perfect’
    With what i am
    Writing to you this
    Morning meanwhile
    If you Will please
    Get approval
    Your Father
    For this Coming
    Wilderness Hike
    With You Now
    SMiLes glad you
    are feeling better
    how can i Possibly
    Miss You with
    All this
    Effort to
    Even catch
    Up to you hehe..😇🤗😁
    Still waiting
    To hear about
    Your Soap
    Actually Adele is like
    Chicken Little
    Crossing the
    She is
    To see
    If the Egg
    Comes First or Last..
    Hey you this
    thing says you
    are alive if You are
    i am waving Good
    Early Morning
    From Florida
    My Friend..
    SMiLes Sohair Thanks
    For All the Flowers and
    Rose For Happiness as
    Always i am RiSinG in
    Flow Dancing Singing
    For and With (God)
    Free to
    Give and
    Share With
    And For
    Friend Sohair
    Hope and Pray You
    And Your Family
    Are Doing Well..
    Most always StaY in Flow
    In Dance And Song And
    It really helps that
    Money is no longer
    A God To Work
    For in Life but
    Even With no
    Work for Pay
    If i did not create
    And Feel Gratitude
    In Holy and Sacred
    Meaning And Purpose
    In Every Word of Song
    And Step of Dance of
    Truly Feeling and
    Sensing the
    Divine (God)
    In every Present
    Moment Gift Yep
    Might Spit me
    Out Again
    Into Stress
    Hell as Heaven
    Takes 100 Percent
    Effortless Work
    On a Tight
    Rope of Agape
    Love Now For Real..😇🤗🔥
    SMiLes my Friend Ms.
    Hugs thank you for all
    The Thank You’s It
    Is all my Pleasure
    Visiting your
    Blog thank you
    For all the Warm
    Welcomes my Friend
    And Allowing me to
    Be all
    Of me
    Will be
    A whole
    Huge Dance
    And Song Hulk
    Size as you say..
    SMiLes my Friend Ms. Hugs What’s
    Really Missing in the World is Both
    Honesty and Empathy but True What
    is also missing is Understanding and Forgiveness too…
    As Long as A Relationship is Honest and all is out in the open
    with no Secrets there are different Flavors of Humans and what they
    decide to do as free.. fact is not all folks are Monogamous Fact is if they
    can’t be this way they should be honest
    about it from the get go and
    if they have to find
    someone else
    who doesn’t
    mind who
    is willing to live
    that lifestyle instead do it…
    i’m glad i learned to love the
    Eyes off a Woman Before i was introduced
    to either Sex in the Flesh or Porn on the Screen..
    on the other
    hand it’s
    easy enough
    to fall in love
    with someone
    without any sex
    at all too.. that happens
    too.. my Wife is Not Jealous
    of me having Friends who i Dance
    with who are Beautiful Women and Friends
    who i have cared about Emotionally who are
    Women.. very much too.. but we keep it honest
    and open and i do my best not to exceed those Honest
    Borders.. It can be very Hard for a Male to Brush off the
    Approaches of a Woman but i have been successful every time
    a Group of Wild Oats Women invite me back to ‘their’ place to party..
    haha.. it seems i shouldn’t have that problem much longer now that
    i am approaching 60 after this coming Birthday and you know what i welcome
    that change
    as i don’t
    want to
    Deal with
    the Temptation
    but of course any man
    will lie if they say it is
    not flattering their Shadow
    Instinct Ego.. That’s Just Nature
    but there is a higher Force of Love
    that Will Control the Shadow too.. it seems
    you still Love Your X-Boyfriend very much..
    otherwise there would be no pain.. smiles
    my Friend it’s Good to Love.. Without the
    Pain there would be no Love we would
    be Robots.. but it is also good to
    do what you are doing
    here to express the
    Pain but
    it also
    good to
    admit the Love
    that is behind the pain..
    otherwise there will be no healing..
    You say he is a Fucker cause You Love
    him and he hurt Your Feelings Give him
    a Hug instead and Love him the rest of your
    life if you choose to do that too.. that Love then
    will still be available for someone else and then
    you will totally forget about him.. smiles my Friend
    it took me literally 35 Years to totally get over my
    First Love who Left me.. i had to write about
    her too.. but not only that i had to thank her
    through her Daughter for that Grief helped
    Bring my Heart back and i became
    Whole to Love again.. for my
    Wife totally too for i used
    to Dream about
    that Girl
    who Hurt
    me for Decades
    on end for closure
    i never got.. after that
    no more Dreams.. Never leave
    Words unsaid my Friend always
    find closure as you are doing today..
    Forgive Love and Love again.. Love Works Best Free This way
    with no fear or hate or resentment left over as sweet rules over bitter again..
    i Believe
    You are
    Moving in
    that Sweeter Direction
    Good Job of course.. Ms Hugs..:)


  21. ilonapulianauskaite says:

    My dear positive friend of Florida you are always lighting up everyones days, Mister wisdom, o-you are so good writer, and you choice of songs makes sense, dancing is always good idea, doesn’t matter where are you dancing as long as it makes you feel good, i’m very thankful for you support HULK🤗

    • SMiLes my Friend yesterday afternoon
      When i was Dancing
      So Hard to try to
      Bring my
      Back as
      You might
      Imagine there
      Are some mighty
      Big Tears that will
      Come After all Hulk’s
      Anger that of course
      He Will never
      Let any
      One See yet
      Better Feel
      When he
      Becomes A Poet
      My Smart Phone
      Camera came Across
      A T-Shirt for sale at
      Walmart that said
      i used to Love
      Ruined it
      For me but
      i refused to take
      The photo as we all
      Have Egos some days
      That we protect and
      In those same actions
      Hurt the ones we
      Love the
      The Best part
      Of Life and Truly
      The Love Savior is
      Forgiveness as We
      Are only Humanity
      Each and Every one
      Of us Fallible
      Way through
      Dark and Light
      Each Day Apologies
      And Forgiveness
      Mercy and
      Is the True
      Bread and
      Water of
      Love the Life Raft
      And the Lifeguard
      We all best be to
      Really all we
      Will ever do
      Best as Human
      Is Smile Hug
      To Rise
      As Rose
      My Nice Friend
      From Nice France
      i even received another
      Life Raft on this Gray
      Night and
      i am Colors
      Again Hehe Yes
      Hulk Green with Blues..:)

  22. Light Comes From Holy
    Sacred Pain of DarK
    Cross of
    THorns Make
    FLoWeRS Rose Rises…

    SeeinG A Whole Temple oF God NoW And
    Not JusT an Organ of Words Between the Ears
    Free Dance With Kicks Of Legs
    WiLL Accomplish All This
    PracticE LiFE NoW
    WitH A SonG that
    Affirms A Fearless
    LoVinG DancE oF LiFE

    Shapes of Words
    Feel the Chalice
    of my Soul Up
    Not everyone
    Will Feel the
    Shapes now
    Some will only
    Sense Empty
    Filled Shells

    SMiLes my Friend
    Sadly some folks
    Seem to have never
    Truly Been Loved with
    the Eyes of a Nurturing
    Touch.. And others are
    Born without even
    the Ability
    This Touch..:)

    SMiLes my Friend
    If We Will Not Face
    DarK We

    “There No One Anymore For Me With Who I Would Like To Spend The Rest Of My Life

    Sometimes in my head thousands of inspirational thoughts instantly run away, I can’t catch them so I can write it out, but they are so beautiful, so deep that in those moments, I’m horrified by the body, in those moments I feel uplifted, like dreaming the best dream.

    And in those moments no matter where, as I am, I like it the most from the social condition. Feeling like my soul smiles. Thanks to this, I am getting deeper into the spiritual path. And it is so interesting to observe the signs of life, to receive them, to listen to intuition and to follow it, trying to understand the lessons from the events and people sent.

    If you knew that even the worst disasters are just your carmin reflection, your unpaid debt, accept it as a gift. I know that everything is not in vain and anyone who has been in for some reason has come to us with its purpose for our growth, mission, lesson, or karma. So it is up to us how much we will get from it, whether we will be able to look back, choose to grow, try to understand and go on the path of consciousness, to develop.

    And for that reason we are on earth.”

    This is Really Illuminating And Worth Quoting too.. iLona Madam
    Yes.. That New Name goes well with your Accents too.. i will add a
    Few things just for fun.. When one is horrified by the Flesh and Blood
    one is not
    when one
    does not
    one (God) does not live…
    And one other note We are on Earth for
    no other ‘Reasons’ than to create our
    Own Holy and Sacred Meanings And
    Purposes in our lives We may
    do this Together We
    may do this Alone
    more than
    but when
    We do not Give
    And Share our Efforts
    As any Flower Will Color
    or Wither.. We do not Color the World With our Soul..
    Therefore Those who Live in Mountains May come down too..
    to Visit
    of the Village
    in Valleys below
    so one day more
    Valleys and Mountains
    Will Live together Closer in Height of Souls..
    You are already accomplishing all of this at Age 27.. iLona
    Madam so Kudos Good Job Hooray Voila Bon Voyage to You too..
    Oh Lord one of the most difficult things in Life
    is to be trapped in Negative to even Numb
    Emotions Piece of Paper Existence
    Seemingly with
    No way
    to get
    People who
    haven’t experienced
    the Depth of the Dark
    Abyss of the Soul do not
    Realize when one is there.. there
    is no Reference point of even Memories
    of Happier Days as Memories are Emotions
    And Emotions are Memories and literally when
    one loses Emotions there is Zero Point Reference
    Point Back out of this Real Hell within to be where
    One second may Feel like An Eternity of Hell in a Thousand
    that’s the
    Bottom Floor
    as far as i know
    as far as i feel and sense
    Change is the Greatest Blessing
    And Potential Blissing to ever come more..
    This is not as Good
    as it gets
    This is not
    as Strong as
    it Gets this is not
    as Colorful and Black
    And White and Numb
    of Flowers Withered Changes
    into ColorS AGAiN.. i’ve been
    to Hell and what i come to tell
    everyone now is Hell is never really
    forever although it surely feels that way
    when one is there.. and that my Friend is why
    so many Young and Old Folks alike commit Suicide
    in Hell they do not realize that Beauty is waiting for
    them in
    just outside
    the Dungeon
    Doors if they will
    only hope with Will
    after Hope is gone..
    True PriSon it is
    But Yes there
    are ways
    for those
    who never
    ever give up..
    i suggest a totally
    Naked Free Dance in Sun
    And Sand.. but only where
    legal and private of course too…
    it couldn’t hurt to Feel Nature all the way once again..
    to be reborn simply as we come into the World Naked
    And Feeling the Light oF iT All ugh Now those Fancy
    New Light Bulbs too.. that are not of Sunshine more..
    Oh God Yes..
    if one is going
    to do something
    Really Well Focus away
    From the ‘little stuff’
    like Instagram
    Snap Chat
    Paradise hehe..
    on the other Hand
    One May Dance it takes
    none of these Cultural
    Clothes at all not even
    Manufactured Music
    As Nature Springs
    ReneWeD A
    And SonG ANew
    of Bliss in Sunshine..
    Sand.. Grass… and all the Colors Now
    of Soul FLoWeRS As We Co-Create More
    All of our Emotions and Senses within
    inside outside above so below and
    ALL Around as
    And DiFFeRenT too.. We..
    SMiLes my Friend Sadly Folks many folks at least
    do not understand that the Social Empathic Cognition
    Connection is Organic and for metaphor this heART
    Must Be Exercised or it verily
    Will Wither Away
    no Different
    Than A Dog Wood
    Tree that is no longer
    Nourished by a Septic
    Tank.. strange example
    but click bait at LeasT hehe..
    True.. Trust no Holy Books without
    Humor.. Romance.. and Basic Lusts of the
    H. Condition too for these all contribute to
    the Social Empathic Cognition that Glues
    Human Beings in many ways.. hmm.. ever
    notice how in Traditional Bibles and the
    Such there is little to no humor true
    clue that the Folks who wrote
    the Books were not fully
    Human and
    not Qualified
    to Write those
    Books for God is A
    Laugh and Love more
    than Frowns and Fear Less
    all stuff related to misery loves
    Company leading to Hate and
    Eventual Violence and Killings too..
    anyway that’s why before i Started Writing A Bible i went
    to the School of Hard Knocks And Fun and waited until age
    53 to start so then i would be more fully qualified
    as i continue to LEarn more As A Bible of my Soul
    more thru
    all the dark
    the light
    the Pain
    the Pleasure
    oh so much more
    to do in life when
    Humor.. ETc.. is ParT of
    Our Whole Soul (God) Pie..
    SMiLes When the Human
    Condition Becomes
    Unpopular We are
    not only
    BuT A Dry Toast
    With No Wine of Colors…
    Hehe.. Considering Neuroscience Shows
    We All Create our Realities As An Hallucination From
    Past Experiences
    At Best
    We Will
    Take Great
    Effort together
    To both Create
    And Decode
    We All
    Makes it easier
    To forgive than
    Black and White Colors..
    SMiLes my Friend yesterday afternoon
    When i was Dancing
    So Hard to try to
    Bring my
    Back as
    You might
    Imagine there
    Are some mighty
    Big Tears that will
    Come After all Hulk’s
    Anger that of course
    He Will never
    Let any
    One See yet
    Better Feel
    When he
    Becomes A Poet
    My Smart Phone
    Camera came Across
    A T-Shirt for sale at
    Walmart that said
    ‘i used to Love
    Ruined it
    For me’ but
    i refused to take
    The photo as we all
    Have Egos some days
    That we protect and
    In those same actions
    Hurt the ones we
    Love the
    The Best part
    Of Life and Truly
    The Love Savior is
    Forgiveness as We
    Are only Humanity
    Each and Every one
    Of us Fallible
    Way through
    Dark and Light
    Each Day Apologies
    And Forgiveness
    Mercy and
    Is the True
    Bread and
    Water of
    Love the Life Raft
    And the Lifeguard
    We all best be to
    Really all we
    Will ever do
    Best as Human
    Is Smile.. Hug
    To Rise
    As Rose
    My Nice Friend
    From Nice France
    i even received another
    Life Raft on this Gray
    Night and
    i am Colors
    Again Hehe Yes
    Hulk Green with Blues..
    SMiLes my Friend why does the only Lifeguard
    on The Beach have to learn To become A Best
    Swimmer Rhetorical
    Question of course
    After he and or she
    Has Saved everyone
    Else From Drowning
    When the
    Is Drowning
    There is no
    SOS Same
    Old Sh88
    My Friend Some
    Stories have
    With that
    Said thanks
    For the Life
    Raft on my
    Blog as
    Every once
    In a While
    A Lifeguard
    Will unexpectedly
    Come Across another
    Lifeguard when
    Drowning too..
    More What We
    Do With DarK MaKinG LiGHT Brighter


  23. You left out
    Your Statues…
    i am concerned about
    You Friend please take care..
    SMiLes is here you make me
    for me

    “When the Last Tree Is Cut Down, the Last Fish Eaten,
    and the Last Stream Poisoned, You Will
    Realize That You Cannot Eat Money”

    – Cree Prophecy among others..

    If God Could Rise up as Nature in a Dance
    And Song What Will God As Nature Dance
    Sing About Humanity Well Now that’s Kinda
    Easy to See.. Yes coming in from God SKeYes
    Space to See the Cancer the Big C of Human
    Culture Defacing and Consuming the Earth
    in a Septic Tank of Consumerism gone
    To hell
    Fields of
    God as Nature
    Same Consuming
    More than Taking
    Without Giving More
    Hoarding More than Sharing…
    As 1 out of 8 Million Species of
    Animals And Plants Are moving to
    Extinction in the Next Few Decades..
    A Question Now my Friend Truly is if the
    (Son) that is just an Old Greek Metaphor Still
    for ‘The Nature of’ God that is of course God’s
    Breathing Living Nature Now.. What Will this
    Son Do if this Son Will Come to Earth Now Will
    ‘This Son’ Craftily Save the Species or Will The
    ‘Other Son’ Send it Straight to ‘Hell’ to Live no More..
    When one Looks Now
    As God and Nature
    Like this truly
    from a
    it may be difficult
    to see who the Villains
    of Nature and God the Same are
    or the Heroes Who Will Come to Be now
    Smiles that’s why my Avatar Goes Spelling in a Direction of
    “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI i am only A SiGNaTuRE oF Nature..
    Anyway i like Cats and Humans Have their Perks too now if
    they will quit SH8TTING All over the EartH perhaps they will
    Save themselves
    Before the
    Rest of
    them as they
    Attempt to Consume
    God (Nature) More than they really Will..
    Nature And God is Godzilla compared to Humanity
    And one Naked Trump my Friend there is no comparison..
    i for one live Here now i see Organized Deceit and Piles and Piles
    oF Lies
    Live off
    of Money
    to Eat So Many
    Humans are already
    Suffocating they are
    Starving i Hear THeir TEars
    i See THeir FEars they DisGust
    me Yet i still Love them for they are me…
    but how will one Hug Lies WHere Tears no longer Hear….
    still trying
    to figure out
    which ‘Son’ Will
    Come Next This
    As Always is EnTirELy
    Left/Right Up to the We of Nature Yes God.
    Anger Get It Out…
    Or Keep It In…
    True if possible
    Best to avoid it
    All Together With SMiLES..
    And yes of Course A Free
    Dance and Song IS A Cure
    For Fear and Anger
    And Hate
    As most all
    of this Comes
    From Fear and
    “Who Hurt Us’
    the Soul that
    Most Loves
    As We Naturally Are..
    Forget A
    Dance With
    Spelling Life..:)

  24. SMiLes Depression doesn’t taste so bad
    as long as a Person comes to Find it Temporary
    With Some Way Out For Emotions Run From Head to
    toe.. They Rule our Neo-Cortex First to Master Emotions
    Through Emotional Regulation and a Bio-Feedback
    of Moving or Still Meditation
    With Integration of
    Senses is a way
    to Bring
    the Light
    of Positive
    Emotions in
    Dead of Winter
    As Warmth Rises
    up to Color HeART
    More Literally From
    Head to toe.. more..
    Perhaps a Dance
    And Song
    A Keyboard
    Will Do too.. for
    it’s True A Song will
    be Positive Emotions too
    in whatever Way the Music of
    Our Soul Comes out Free and in Balance too..
    Been feeling a Bit Exhausted and Down lately
    too but only a Dance Away from Fingering this
    And Voila
    Tree me
    is lit
    From Head to
    Toe more as of course
    therein lives the alive
    or Deader Emotions of Us Free..
    haha if i could put it in pill Form
    to Make Everyone Happy i could
    Afford to Buy France now and Just
    Make it Disney World too.. hAha..;)

  25. All i Am

    HAha It May Leave
    Almost as
    Soon as
    It comes
    To Send
    You A Poem
    Hehe that
    May Explain
    Why Rain Stays
    In The Plains
    For most
    While Just
    A Short Drizzle
    BRings Beyond
    MonSoon Rainbow
    Colors to Others
    i am
    IS A Poem
    If Y.O.U. Do
    Not See me
    i Do not Exist
    By God This is my Literal
    Truth No one Will Erase my Soul
    Still Without Y.O.U. These
    Words Do Not Exist So All
    i Am too…
    Tears of
    God Now
    This Moment
    Lives as Force
    So Much More
    Important than
    Just Flesh and Blood….
    Pure Love With Wings Words…
    FLoWeRS CoMe And FLoWeRS Go As LonG as THeY CoMe And Go
    i seem to be experiencing a bit of Writer’s Block…..
    i’m sorry…
    All i got is Hi..
    but still i really
    wanted to come by…
    Oh my Gosh it just
    Rained here out of
    Nowhere in like
    The First Time
    Forever Now
    We’ve been
    Having quite A
    Desert Drought
    Here for weeks anyway
    i didn’t mean to take
    A Photo of the White
    Spider Lilly upside
    Down but
    i didn’t
    Turn it
    Around as
    It seems a Bit
    Special as it looks
    Like a Family Crest
    Of A White Lilly
    With a
    Made out
    Of A FLoWeR
    i Truly Believe
    That God Pats
    Us on the Back
    Whenever God
    Sees in Us We
    Value the Truth
    In Beauty’s Wisdom
    Fearless Love As We
    Give and Share
    This Love With
    A Most
    Soul oF all
    Gives Us
    In only
    A Personal
    Way that may only
    Seem Like SHeLLS
    With No Life
    To others
    As Thanks
    From God
    Is the
    oF All iN
    All Colors
    ReaL MaGiC WiLL…
    Sent from my iPhone
    SMiLes my Friend
    It takes iMazinggg
    CouRaGE to Be Who
    Y.O.U. Are Super smART without
    Fearing Losing something… else…
    Truth is though
    For All of
    We Do
    Our Soul
    Never Fully Lives
    iLive my FRiEnD
    i Fear
    No Love
    Of Fear
    iAm Love For Now
    This is no Given It
    IS A Necessary
    For Soul
    To Keep
    Some Folks
    Sadly Have
    Zero Clue
    Soul even
    Love i refuse
    To Hide Never
    Ever Never
    i have
    Few to
    No Friends
    To share this
    God With But
    i never Give Up..
    There is no
    With God Ever
    As Love my Friend…
    Good Morning TG…
    Writer’s BLocK is Gone…
    i Woke Up As A Poem…
    FLoWeRS CoMe
    And FLoWeRS Go As
    LonG as THeY CoMe And Go
    It’s A Bit
    It Feels True..
    to Y.O.U…
    FLoWeRS CoMe And FLoWeRS
    Go As LonG as THeY CoMe And Go
    i am
    IS A Poem
    If Y.O.U. Do
    Not See me
    i Do not Exist
    By God This is my Literal
    Truth No one Will Erase my Soul
    Still Without Y.O.U. These
    Words Do Not Exist So All
    i Am too…
    Tears of
    God Now
    This Moment
    Lives as Force
    So Much More
    Important than
    Just Flesh and Blood….
    Pure Love With Wings Words…
    Sidenote Now: A Most
    Lovely Part of A God
    Poem is Y.O.U. don’t have
    An Ego Hence Nothing Hurts Life is Really Really Heaven
    Now Within but on the other Hand Flesh and Blood is Real too..
    God is
    By Both..
    if Our Flesh
    And Blood HeART
    is not Freely Released
    in Flesh and Blood Now God Soul
    Will Never Come Again Fully as Us..
    FLoWeRS CoMe And FLoWeRS
    Go As LonG as THeY CoMe And Go..
    i am
    IS A Poem
    If Y.O.U. Do
    Not See me
    i Do not Exist
    By God This is my Literal
    Truth No one Will Erase my Soul
    Still Without Y.O.U. These
    Words Do Not Exist So All
    i Am too…
    Tears of
    God Now
    This Moment
    Lives as Force
    So Much More
    Important than
    Just Flesh and Blood….
    Pure Love With Wings Words…
    FLoWeRS CoMe And FLoWeRS
    Go As LonG as THeY CoMe And Go


    I’ve sent 12 Million Words to the E-World in 102 Months
    Including 7 Million Words of Free Verse Poetry in Close to 70
    Months And Literally in Thousands of Hearts touched
    who knows maybe over 100 Thousand Y.O.U.
    Are the
    now who
    is Kind enough
    to come by
    each Week
    With A
    Email Nice
    Greeting of Hi..
    Smiles my Friend
    i’ve learned to cherish
    any Human contact at all online..
    i do appreciate it of course more in Multiples
    of 7 for Living in a Desert one learns to Give Great Thanks in Gratitude for
    Every Drop of Water.. i never expect more yet i never expect less…. to live
    in this
    at all..
    i’m getting
    very close to an edge
    of leaving all together…
    don’t mean to put any pressure
    on you but as long as there is one person
    who is left who just comes by and says hi
    to me in anyway i am going to stay but i am
    not going to live in any place all alone again..
    IS A choice..
    hAha.. might
    mean i have to
    get a “Real Job”
    just to do that More but
    as ‘they’ say whatever it takes….
    Meanwhile i’ll finish my “FB Profile
    Pic Bible Vol 2019” and pretend that Lots of ‘Humans’ Live here….
    By the way the “Real Job” is Dancing in Public.. 11,344 Miles in Public
    Now for close to 70 Months too.. i am never alone to do that and
    i really
    have no
    but to
    Write to
    Rest my Feet
    Never the Less
    the Occasional Hi is very very nice..
    Thank Y.O.U.. for that mY FriEnd… no Matter
    What i will Always Appreciate that Very Very Much..
    i’ve really
    never expected
    even to get one
    Email from Anyone..
    Formal Blog Replies
    must do hehe.. other wise…
    Anyway the 264th Dance Week
    at the Biggest Metro Dance Hall
    is coming tonight.. Humans Truly Breathe
    there.. yes.. intoxicated true but at least they Breathe Free….


  26. SMiLes Nice
    to See A Bit
    of Y.O.U. As
    Art On
    Your Blog..
    Life is too Short to Be Science
    Life is Never Ending Now As Art..
    It’s Not A Question
    Really of
    To Be
    or Not
    To Be
    It’s An
    Answer to Live..
    Art Will Be a Very
    Lonely Place but it
    is always living now..
    And truly never alone For Life
    Breathes Everywhere this way allone..
    There are No Bucket Lists in Eternal
    Heaven now my Friend Just Art Now
    Who Breathes
    3 Letter
    Word for
    4 Letter ones too..
    No Kings or QueenS iN
    Heaven Sadly Few Peers
    you don’t look back you don’t
    look ahead you just fly you just fly free
    that now
    is then Eternity in Heaven
    this now is now just one Breath
    by Book
    Covers Flesh
    or SouL
    CoMe NoW aLiVE As YoU
    Here’s the Deal unless you are
    in Heaven now this is totally meaningless
    Folks In Heaven through All Existence
    Mostly have had no
    to Paint and
    Share The Colors
    of Heaven Alive Now to Be..
    IN all the Arts that Attempt to
    Express the Existence of Heaven Within us as Real..
    Now but at least Science has Words that Will Empirically
    Measure Heaven in Brian Scans and Labels now too as
    Transient Hypo-Frontality For Flow is as Close as it goes
    For a Cross Cultural Term in General for the Chi of Flow now
    Where our Existence Restricted.. so Much to the Neo-Cortex
    And all the Abstract Constructs We Co-Create Revolve in an
    Illusion of Time Distance and Space We Co-Create AS Well..
    Problem being in this World of Deadlines and Clocks there is
    the other 95 Percent of our Reality our Subconscious Mind
    That Gets Left out of Sea Surface of Our Being.. when
    a Person Meditates in some way of either Still
    or Moving Meditation where Moving
    Meditation is best of course as
    our Emotions Regulating
    And Senses Integrating
    For Humans Head to toe
    Are Done Natural For All
    Animals as they Work With Gravity
    in the Balance of Grace in Spiral Movements
    Beyond Human Stiff Sidewalks of Life.. where through
    a Lifelong Practice of Meditative Movement Flow Comes
    Subconscious Mind Rises up to Conscious Light as the
    Rest of our Brain and Body Lights up like a Real Christmas
    Tree From Head to toe.. and voila Creativity as Science Measures
    goes up 400 to 500 Percent just on Average imagine what will happen
    when a Person Lives in Flow almost Every Waking Hour of the Day..
    Oh my God Productivity SkyRockets i’ll get to the Word Count
    of 4.2 Million Words in 3 Years and 2.62 Million Words in
    2 Years and 7 Million Words in Almost 70
    Months too in a Bit with of course
    11,344 Miles of Free Style
    Martial Arts Mixed with
    Free Style Ballet
    Public Dance in a bit too..
    “tSuNaMi 7th Wave of Love” Yes.. 3 Years to Date when
    A 4.2 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” Would begin
    on this Very Date.. yes.. in the First of 3 Years.. “PHI
    Bible” Would come in exactly 365 Days
    of the Golden Spiral Number Ratio at
    least at 1.618 Million Words in Words
    on Memorial Day Weekend of 2017
    then and Yes “Grand Cross Bible 2016”
    and “Grand Cross Bible 2017” And
    God Yes “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
    All Equivalent in Size to the
    King James Size Bible
    Would Come From
    Memorial Day
    Each Year until
    Close to Christmas Day for
    Publish too.. then.. And then
    in 2018 On Memorial Day Weekend
    The First Annual “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Came then
    measuring in at over 1.4 Million Words Also included still
    in the Description Areas of all my Facebook Profile Pics too..
    in Words too.. and this Year it appears that “FB
    Profile Pic Bible Volume 2019” that i am
    Finishing Writing today.. will come in
    Close to 1.2 Million Words too..
    As that is simply the Second
    Year Addition to “FB Profile
    Pic Bible 2018” as all these
    Titled Bibles carry through
    A Table of Contents of the
    Entire 4.2 Million Word
    Effort as Now ThiS Ain’t
    Our Daddy and Mommy’s
    Bible it’s 5 times Bigger
    in 36 Months of Effort
    one Person little old
    me did it all publishing
    it too.. with Tools now
    of Information too where
    just a Copy and Paste
    Will Add a Novel Size
    Poem to Several Places
    in Measures.. over 40K
    Words in One Week Too..
    hehe.. my Writing has
    gotten a bit more
    out in Dates
    too of MacroVerses
    Fewer to get them done
    sort of like the Chambers Spiral
    in a Nautilus Shell Starting with more
    Narrow Spirals and Expanding out as the
    Golden Spiral Naturally Does now with Human
    Creativity too as above so below inside outside
    all around there is no Real Separation even in how
    We Speak when the River Flows as Poetry Spirals
    of our Tongues too in Golden Spiral Ways of course
    when we are
    set free
    to Dance
    And Sing
    this Way off
    Way off Human
    Abstract Constructs
    Putting us in Prisons of
    Time.. Distance And Space
    So tightly walking in Straight
    Lines as Robots who Fail to Breathe..
    the Nicest thing of all is i Get to Write
    And Produce and Direct the Whole Play as Actor
    even more in Tens of Thousands of Photos i took
    too.. oh Lord Thousands of YouTube Videos Now in
    Music Accompaniment too.. the Journey online also
    has been a bit solo and lonely some so many hours
    of doing this.. but in Flow that is just a slight tide
    that comes in and goes out on some days.. when You get
    out of Hell for 66 Months in a John 14:12 Effort in
    the other Direction of Dark Achievement coming
    out into Light too.. With Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia from wake to sleep for 66 Months
    as a shut-in in Your Bedroom with this
    Pain like a Dentist Drill in Your
    Right Eye and Ear where
    No Drug will touch
    this pain
    literally then
    Assessed as Worse
    than the Torture of Crucifixion
    Along with a Synergy of 18 other
    Life Threatening Disorders.. meh..
    It’s not like the Valleys of Life that will
    Always come for us to Appreciate the Mountains
    of Sacred Agape Love will be much more of an annoyance
    than the Occasional Mite Bite in Heaven Hehe.. in other
    Words when
    seen Hell.. done it…
    ain’t no one gonna
    get to mess with your
    Head or Your Body in
    Torture very long at least.
    Recovery time in Heaven is
    Practically Now and Instant
    When You Set your Autotelic
    Feed Back of Bliss In Total Flow
    of Happy Neurohormones now and
    Neurochemicals too.. We Who Live
    In Heaven this way Master All the All
    in All of Light Within this Way May Make
    Zero Sense and Feel though to others stuck
    Behind Beyond Now in Literal Cultural Prisons
    as All Human Constructs of Symbols now in Time
    Distance or Space Are practically Meaningless now
    in the Eternal Autotelic Flow We Generate through
    Years of Bio-Feedback in some kind of Meditative
    Flow either Still or Moving Meditation that is better
    for it is almost
    an Automatic
    no Real
    Conscious need
    to control it as Forcing
    Control only takes the Freedom
    of Flow away as it slowly rises in
    Complexity of Whatever Art We are
    Doing in Either Dance or Song More..
    As Long as We Stay Fearless and Flow
    No Thanks to Mountain Climbing i’ll
    Just Take the Effortless Challenge of
    Dancing Now in Public for 11,344 Miles and more..
    And Yes Writing in Flow is Meditation for Heaven too..
    alone or with
    a Friend or Two
    or None still allone with
    God Set Free Freedom
    is Practice and there is
    Always A Cost of Dark that Comes With Light..
    Karma is like that Karma of Dark Makes Light Really Great..:)


  27. SMiLes my Friend hope you are feeling
    A Bit More Lit Up today as that may
    come and go..
    i surely agree
    with your Healthy
    And Happy List
    Finding Inspiration
    in all the Little Stuff
    in Life Gaining Giving
    And Sharing Great Gratitude
    And Inspiration to others for all
    that is.. as every now becomes the
    Incarnate Goal of Loving Life itself
    as we Too Arise as Love and all becomes
    Love From Dark to Light of course it is more
    than words it is Feeling Sensing Life now as Love
    From Dark
    God Comes
    ALiVE iN and
    as Us this way
    for real to give
    and share even more my
    Friend True some folks who
    do not live in this Place may
    Not Recognize that God is
    Real as Love Within.. Yes
    SMiLes Most Every Child
    Comes into ‘This’ World
    Already Prepared
    to Become
    the ‘Naked’
    Writer Director
    Producer and Actor
    of THeir own Play of Life
    Yes then we Force Children
    to sit in their own ‘stuff’ of
    Course not to Fertilize the
    Savannah as we used to do
    true that helped Sanitation then/now
    there are a whole lot of us Humans living
    but other than that Problem For Nature as
    We Consume the Living Heaven out of the Earth
    into a
    Spiral of
    Extinction Hell
    Now All around this
    World Still True Freedom
    is Giving More than Taking
    Sharing More than Hoarding
    Writing Directing and Producing
    Our own Plays of Life and Giving and
    Sharing our Freedoms with others only
    for the
    Fee of
    Life Free..
    Hmm.. may
    sound like
    Heaven and it
    surely is when
    One Feels only Positive
    Love within to Give and Share
    Art with All others in
    Balance with
    the Rest of
    for a
    Heaven now
    Within that is
    As Real as Heaven ever gets now..
    hAha i have A DReAm NopE ThE REaLITy OF HeAVeN NoW..
    True there are
    Nice Folks
    in the
    Nice to see
    them come and stay..:)

    SMiLes Soheir wishing you a Nice Thursday
    Evening into Friday in Respite from Teaching
    School in Egypt.. always loving Learning something
    New about Your Religion and Culture Same Now
    my Friend never
    knew about
    Teeth With Siwak
    Sticks but i’m Sure
    in places with little
    Abundance of
    is a real
    Life Saver
    for both Water
    and Healthy Teeth my
    Friend so important to Basic Life..:)

    SMiLes my Friend Sad it is in the United States
    Culture although we do Great Teaching
    Children how to Brush their Teeth
    at least Twice a Day and Floss
    too.. Little do we
    Do to Truly
    Help them
    Save their
    Soul in Mind
    And Body Balance
    Each Day Where Eternal
    Flow Bliss Now As Heaven Within is
    So Much More Creative and Productive
    too as simply a place within where through
    a Prayer of Moving or Still Meditation throughout
    the Day We may come to Regulate our Emotions and
    Integrate our Senses through the Bio-Feedback of the
    Meditation where the Focus the Will of our Minds
    Generates the Heaven the Bliss of Peace of
    Mind and Body In Harmony of Balance
    Making our Potential for Creativity
    And Productivity so much more
    instead we sit Children
    often enclosed
    in Desks
    Sitting in Front
    of Screens more than
    Ever Before for Every Waking Hour
    of the Day Sadly not even Exploring
    Nature and Making Reality Imagination’s
    Fruition in Sand Castles of the Earth
    As Mud May Become Cities
    of Creativity too.. oh
    Lord so much
    5 inch
    Screens now
    my Friend where
    oh where will the Human
    Soul Fall to next in size
    of Smaller then Ever more outside us
    as we lose the Navigation of God within..
    it could be as simple to be a Savior of our Soul
    as a Free Dance And Song with No Cultural Clothes
    of External to the Internal Soul of God as Creativity
    Springs in every Winter Day that Lives as Human now…
    is a better
    Place than
    Hell within
    at least for Now
    Dear Friend Sohair..:)

    SMiLes Sohair good to know
    that Siwaks are rinsed
    With a bit of
    Water after
    Using them
    to conserve the
    use of Siwak’s now
    too… Happy to Hear
    You are on Vacation for
    A Month From Teaching
    my Friend hope you get a bit
    of Vacation in Peace for You
    in the Coming Month of June..:)

    SMiLes My Friend iLona Madam Ms. Hugs i am completing
    my Annual ‘Facebook Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019’
    And Oh my God i am all B(L)ogged down in Words
    been working
    a bit too hard
    with Words
    going to
    go Outside
    and Dance in
    Sand and Sun Free
    before i lose my Soul
    to Words and Upload the
    Whole Dam thing online hAha..
    Meanwhile the 264th Week of Dancing
    at the Metro Dance Hall is tonight for a bit
    of Rest and Recreation in Massive Flow of
    Exciting Dance
    that is
    as a
    River Within
    Meanwhile i’ve Copied
    2.62 Million Words in all my
    Facebook Profile Pic Descriptions
    in the Last Two Years as this Annual
    Blog Post will have the Thumbnail FB
    Profile Pics for the Entire Year of Hundreds
    of Profile Pics that have on Average 7 Thousand
    Words in each Profile Pic Description Area.. additionally
    Today i am Celebrating 4.2 Million Words in the last 36
    Months of Writing my “Nether Land Bible 2017” as these
    are all just Subchapter Bibles that Number 8 now as Big
    as the Old King James Version of A Bible as “SonG
    of mY SoUL” Free Verse Long Form Poem Bible is
    at around 7 Million Words now in Around 70
    Months of Effort not too.. sure with 170,000
    or so Photos taken to fully illustrate it
    and over 10,000 YouTube Song/Info
    Videos all together in the
    Last 70 Months
    it is a bit
    of a
    Effort of
    Art too to
    Go along with
    my SiGNaTuRE
    Pose and Big Hulk Grin hehe..
    oh yeah and my Public Dance
    is up to 11,344 Miles in about 70 Months
    too as i have rested my Feet a bit writing today too..
    now to rest the Fingers as they are a bit danced out too
    on this
    iMac Style Now..:)

  28. Win or Lose
    Love Is
    Both Gift And GaMe
    DePEndS oN iF YoU Use
    IT Or Make IT ReaL
    iMazing How
    one Face
    in 7 Days…
    So on the 8th Day…
    Money More
    Important than
    ALL Life oN A Planet…
    wHo is smART NoW….
    Question NoW
    THE Gift
    A ‘Perfect’ Storm….
    “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019”
    CLoSinG FLoWeRS Change
    THorns MaKe Rose
    Oh Lord.. now if i Will
    JusT get Volume 2019
    done today.. to date too..
    “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019”
    CLoSinG FLoWeRS Change
    THorns MaKe Rose
    When People Become
    NumBers Empathy Leaves
    And HeArts Become Numb
    And Disposable Objects..
    During 911 That
    Infamous Day
    That Arabs
    Towers Yes
    So-Called Friends
    And some of the
    Pilots who went
    Through Trusted
    Training at the
    Navy Station
    Where i was A Manager
    At A Military Meeting
    Facilitated by a Real
    NumBers Guy the
    Department Head
    He said chances
    Are Many Many
    More NumBers
    Of Bombings
    Are Coming
    Pay that no
    To the
    Job Status
    No clue that at
    Least one Manager
    Was Still New Having
    A HeART of DisGust
    That someone
    Could be
    So Cold
    To Treat the
    Human Condition
    As A NumBers GaMe Again
    Where We Tread on
    The HeART of others
    So so Far From
    Hearts who
    With no Soul
    i spent 6 more
    Years until
    i became
    A NumBers
    GaMe Just to be
    AbUsed for Selfish
    Gain my Name
    May not
    Be Peter
    But it Gets
    Old Hearing
    Roosters Crow
    PS.. i had to Google
    The “Meeting with the
    Bob’s” Yes the Memory
    Is still too Fresh and
    Recent to forget
    To never
    Be Slave
    To A NumBers
    GaMe EveR AGaiN..
    FLoWeRS CoMe And FLoWeRS
    Go As LonG as THeY CoMe And Go
    i am
    IS A Poem
    If Y.O.U. Do
    Not See me
    i Do not Exist
    By God This is my Literal
    Truth No one Will Erase my Soul
    Still Without Y.O.U. These
    Words Do Not Exist So All
    i Am too…
    Tears of
    God Now
    This Moment
    Lives as Force
    So Much More
    Important than
    Just Flesh and Blood….
    Pure Love With Wings Words…
    Sidenote Now: A Most
    Lovely Part of A God
    Poem is Y.O.U. don’t have
    An Ego Hence Nothing Hurts Life is Really Really Heaven
    Now Within but on the other Hand Flesh and Blood is Real too..
    God is
    By Both..
    if Our Flesh
    And Blood HeART
    is not Freely Released
    in Flesh and Blood Now God Soul
    Will Never Come Again Fully as Us..
    FLoWeRS CoMe And FLoWeRS
    Go As LonG as THeY CoMe And Go…
    Emotional Scars
    Sensory Living
    ReNeWeD ANeW
    Congrats my
    Kindness Wins
    iMazing How
    one Face
    in 7 Days…
    So on the 8th Day…
    Win or Lose
    Love Is
    Both Gift And GaMe
    DePEndS oN iF YoU Use
    IT Or Make IT ReaL NoW


  29. Oh Lord Got all the Photo Thumbnails For FB Profile Pics Ready for “FB Profile Pic
    Bible Vol 2019” as on average around 7 Thousand Words each is included in
    all of those Facebook Profile Pics in the Description Areas of those..
    ugh.. still Got a Table of Contents to go for the Entire Bible
    Year but meanwhile off to visit Frank and Xenia’s
    Places of Poetry and gigoid’s Place of
    Aphorism Quotes from the
    Sages of the
    Ages and it seems
    i’ve already caught up
    with the Tale of the Tape
    Above Perhaps a Few Shares
    of MacroVerses Years to date..
    will see about that in a bit before
    the Table of Contents for the entire
    Bible Year Commences but first a Few
    Words at Sohair’s Place to get all replies done too..
    SMiLes “Heaven is Verily A place Better than Hell within at least for Now” yes
    Sohair Thanks for Quoting that Heaven really is best when we don’t attempt
    to own Love and Give it and Share it completely without Fears of no Returns
    so much
    Easier to
    Do for folks
    who are Happily
    Married like me to
    a Wife who is a Friend
    where there is no longer
    the Fear of Romance as People
    Walk on Egg Shells often not to offend..
    Problem with that my Friend is the Truth
    is not Heard and Felt of What We Really are
    as when Seen and Revealed of All of Who We
    Are As Soul fortunately for me.. hehe.. Katrina
    never hid any part of her Feelings or Senses from
    me.. she
    with me
    hehe.. and that’s
    okay Emotions not
    expressed are truly
    A Low Way to Hell now my
    Friend for if Dark Emotions will
    not be expressed Light Emotions Die
    along with Dark Emotions repressed and
    then.. smiles when the Heart is Free Light
    Rises more to the top leaving Dark Further Behind..
    Smiles my Friend one of the Best Feelings in the World
    is to know that someone is telling you the Truth and Hiding
    nothing from You that will rise up one day and Destroy what the
    as Love…
    It’s not always
    Easy to Speak a Truth
    in Integrity of Character my
    Friend it often seems easy to
    mislead and harm people rather than
    confronting the more difficult Truths in
    Life but there are no Lies in Heaven and
    if we carry those Lies too far true Hell will come to speak too…
    In the United States Lies at the top have replaced the Truth
    And Lies
    at the
    are soaking
    up a bit of Hell now too..
    Hopefully Truth will come
    Back and Rule Hearts of Honor
    Integrity And Character iN Beauty’s
    Wisdom of Love in OPeN Truth my
    Friend where nothing is hidden like
    a Snake Just waiting to bite our Ankle..
    Smiles Snakes are Lovely Creatures just
    A Metaphor my Friend.. as that comes and goes too..
    Storms are coming sadder
    Put Huge Monstrous Tornados
    Mile Wide Low Most ‘they’ say
    in the 12 Days of Tornadoes
    in the Midwest
    True Coastal
    aren’t much
    Safer Particularly
    When Hurricanes Swirl
    Almost as Fast as F4 Tornadoes..
    Category 6 is coming soon Label or
    No Label as Mother Nature is Bruised
    And She refuses to be Disabled for much longer..
    Coffee Grounds
    Plant of Human
    EYes Rise Higher
    i Rather
    Low Higher..
    Seeing without
    Eyes at all Intuiting
    Deeper Than Coffee hehe..
    “Micah 6:8” Do Love those
    Numbers coming in the
    13th Century too..
    As Free Verse
    used to Free
    Bibles ‘Fore
    Numbers came next..
    What’s in a Name what’s
    More a Feeling And Sensing
    oF Light in and as Love Love Will
    Harm without Humble Understanding
    that by the Grace of Nature Some are Born
    Snakes and Some are Born Birds Yet Ground
    And Sky Are Equally Necessary to Hold Mountains
    of US LoVE iN Air.. Smiles Frank We are Us and i am Them
    Us is i They are You and me too now.. We are Ground And We
    Are Sky Fortunate As We Fly Love Gives and Shares more than
    Poor Slobs
    of Souls We
    are ’till Love
    Rises High enough
    To Flood the Valleys
    As Low becomes High as Low..
    SMiLes.. Sun for Everyone
    Air We all Breathe
    Love We Give and
    Share Born
    And Bred
    As Sun too..
    Blue SKeYes
    of SoUL Soars
    Love comes
    to Live Free..
    Secrets of Soul
    Always in Clear
    Fire View of Nature
    Soul Brush Removed
    Life Flourishes Breathes
    Ashes Piled High..
    Fire Removes Debris..
    Road Kill Souls
    Road Kill Souls
    i wanna go Home….
    Smiles been looking
    for a way to Cry for Days Thanks
    for the
    my Friend..
    Katrina saw
    A Most Beautiful
    Cat this way the other
    Day Tears FLoWeD immediately
    From Her Eyes i could feel nothing
    A Sign
    Back Home
    my Friend..
    Tears the
    Gift of OPen
    Souls With
    HeARTs unLocKeD
    As SpiRit EvolveS AGAiN..
    Breeze Free
    Wept Clean

    “Grain grows best in shit.”

    ~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~

    SMiLes gigoid Back to
    The Future for today
    FiXinG to See How
    Sapling ‘
    Out oF aLL of this..
    As Perhaps Now i’ll Finally
    Graduate With WingS.. hehe..
    It’s True Been Holding my Breath..
    Again Free..
    In Fields of
    Wheat Away From Chaff..:)

  30. Here Goes the Table of Contents for
    “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Starting with
    the MacroVerse by that Name for 2018..
    A Year ago
    to date today
    on 5.31.18..:)

    “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” 24,903 Words


    “6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man” 29,366 Words


    “Dear John 14:12 NoW” 31,899 Words


    “LioNBLooMSNoW” 24,343 Words


    “A SiGNaTURE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN AGAiN” 22,436 Words


    “iNTeRDePeNDenCE DReAMS FoR ReaL” 25,946 Words


    “NoW SoW iN LoVInG6SiX” 21,717 Words


    “FiVE YearS WiTHiN HEaVeNoW18” 31,150 Words


    “God sKeYes oF LoVE FReED” 29,666 Words


    “A MeSSeNGeR oF DancESonGLoVE” 29,096 Words


    “Older Newer TesTaMeNTS oF LoVE” 32,499 Words


    “SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old” 29,896 Words


    “THRouGH EYes oF WiSDoM KiNDNeSS CouRagE BEaUTY” 24,672 Words


    “eYe oF ThE TiGeR LioN HeART” 24,060 Words


    “KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE” 29,244 Words


    “SiLenCE oF ThE LioNS BeYoND LoVE” 33,999 Words


    “AWaKe iN MorNiNG LiGHT ReaL” 26,906 Words


    “10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing” 20,130 Words


    “iN A Shadow oF Michael FoR NoW” 33,550 Words


    “Deeper Force Than Blood” 26,407 Words


    “DarK/LighT Clowns Fall/Arise October ’18 Surprise” 34,516 Words


    “Scary Costumes Take A Vacation FoR NoW” 25,978 Words


    “AFReEDaNCENoW” 21,199 Words


    “96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes” 26,433 Words


    “All Gifts of Nature Friends Color” 14,196 Words


    “Embers Soul Leftovers” 21,878 Words


    “Poetic Muse Greens” 20,144 Words


    “PoETiC MusE oN FiRE” 33,626 Words


    Grand Cross Bible 2018 25,427 Words Grand Total 843,879 Words


    KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review 22,742 Words


    #Y.O.U.2019 530 Words


    #SouLDanCinG2019 23,546 Words


    Covenant 66 iN HEaVeN Complete 24,646 Words


    WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS 30,003 Words


    CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s LiFE NoW 31,844 Words


    LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW 25,113 Words


    SuPeR SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE 32,822


    DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW 30,553 Words


    JusTaLLoVeNoW 28,021 Words


    Super Spring Full Moon Equinox Anomalies 30,556 Words


    11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 40,055 Words


    Lion Fool April Fred’s Days Love 35,402 Words


    Good Friday April Fool Moon RiSinG 34,330 Words


    Day After Saving A World NoW 32,466 Words


    May Day May Day NoW 25,342 Words


    #LoVE@BesTNoW 36,833 Words


    6th Full May FLoWeR Blue Moon Muse 35,815 Words


    Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” is 1,364,498 Words

    And Now to Finish this off with one
    More MacroVerse Memory
    from 2016 that comprised
    An Effort of Responding
    to all the Prompts and Links
    at the dVerse Poetry Pub from
    April of 2015 through March of 2016.. Online…
    Yes the 338,630 Word Effort with 300 Beautiful.. Yes
    Gorgeous Sunset and Sea Gull Spiraling Beach Photos
    to Fully Illustrate that effort of MicroMicroVerse Poetry
    in other Words
    a combo
    of mostly
    Words of
    Wisdom in
    Beauty’s Truth too..
    Named “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
    Yep one Blog Post out of all 877 MacroVerses
    of Longest Long Form Free Verse Poem Bible
    With Stream of Consciousness Concrete Poetry
    in Shapes that are not pre-planned and Flow
    All the Way Through “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    All Yes from 8.18.13 At the Beginning of
    that now 7 MiLLioN Word Effort as
    the Next Celebration MacroVerse
    For my Birthday Close to
    6.6.19 will be Named
    “SonG oF mY SoUL
    Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”
    And yes of course so far
    i have Traveled 11,352 Miles
    of Public Dance in Close to 70 Months too..:)



    As this Concludes the Writing of “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019”
    on 5.31.2019 at 5:00 PM Let’s see if i will Get it Published tonight!!!…;)

  31. Side Note And Addendum
    on June 1st 2019 ‘This Bible’
    Has Been Waiting for Truth now
    to Light as Ending Beginning
    SMiLes mY FriEnd Sohair
    The Truth is i will
    Have to Save
    the Entire
    to Deserve
    Katrina.. i
    guess i better
    get started..hehe..
    if i ever expect God
    to Return her to me Forever
    now that used to be our Song
    “Forever”and “i’ll be Right
    Here Waiting for You”..
    was another one
    too.. it’s
    how Great a Gift
    God Will Give Us
    when we are used
    to being hurt by others
    all our Lives that when
    We do get that Love it
    Still Feels Unreal even when it is Real..
    Being Human is not easy.. our Hearts are
    not Rational they Do not See life the way
    that Rationality does.. if we do not come
    to understand the Shadows of our
    we again
    will fall
    into an
    Pit of Darkness
    that is the Heart
    that has lost its bearing
    on Truth North to Both Love and God my Friend..
    if we are not careful and Save our Self this way
    in deed
    the ones
    who are lost..
    and never found
    now again at Peace..
    Katrina doesn’t like it when
    i write about her but you know
    what she doesn’t wanna be the
    Center of Attention and neither
    Did i for so many Years.. i still don’t
    but these days i have no choice but to be seen…
    i would
    be so
    if i could
    just be behind
    a counter somewhere
    in a Bowling Center again
    Serving out Shoes that must
    be sanitized where the only money
    to be exchanged are eyes that say
    i am happy to see the stranger same no matter who they
    are.. i’ve lost my way a bit my Friend truly the World i must
    save now is
    my own…
    i don’t
    have any
    one to talk
    to about it
    now this
    is about
    as i can get to
    it for Truly you
    are the person in
    this World now i Trust the most..
    Other than my Wife and Sister you are truly my Friend..
    i thank you for that we truly will always be Friends Friends
    of God Friends
    of Light
    i’m not
    sure i wanna
    even use the
    Word Love anymore
    it doesn’t Feel Like
    God Any more i Believe
    Light may Be a Better Word
    For God For it is too easy for
    Love to become tainted….
    Soiled when it is Light..
    And No way to hide it.. NoW
    Smiles my Friend got another
    Bible to finish and just a reminder
    my Birthday is Thursday at this point
    other than my Wife and Sister Your
    wishes will likely feel sincere and remembered too.
    if only one person wishes me a Happy Birthday other
    than them i
    hope it is
    i am
    Another Chapter…
    Bibles come and go
    but Light (God) Stays When Real.. Forevernow..
    Forever is Truly Real When it is Love as Light
    Unafraid to
    i muse be seen now
    i am not afraid to Shine..
    As LonG as i AM Loved as Light..:)


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