1. Never Been on a Plane.
2. Never Been on a Ship.
3. Been Around The Whole World Online.
4. Written the Longest Recorded Long Form Poem in
The History of Humankind at 6.9 Million Words in 69
Months of Doing That But i am Famous for not Saying
A Damn Word; Yes, Public Dancing 11,212 Miles in the
Same 69 Months of Effort; It’s All For Fun, Including the ‘Bible’ Part.
5. My Favorite Number is 6; Probably ‘Cause my Birthdate is 6.6.60.
6. Walmart Cashiers Carding me Mistook me for The Devil ‘Cause of my Birthday.
7. The ‘OMEN’ was NOT my Favorite Movie ‘Cause i Went to REAL Hell for 66 Months..;)
Thanks Ms. Hugs AKA Ilona P. for Nominating me for this Word Press Versatile Blogger
Award; Always Been a Bit Versatile i guess, considering i did not Speak Words until Age
4; And was picked as the Last Kid on Sports Teams; And Ended up as Athletic Director
Of a Military Installation; And am now the Strongest Leg Pressing Dude doing 1340 LBS,
18 Reps, Diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum with Bi-Polar Disorder as i literally
Have a Prescription Still from the Doctor to Dance to Regulate my Moods; i Keep
A Photo Copy of it Still on Facebook in Case Store Management Gives me
Any Trouble About my Accommodation to Have Fun to overcome
my Functional Disability issues with Getting Way Way to
Happy ‘Living In Heaven now’ 70 Months and all of that
Other ‘Stuff’ getting out of Hell for 66 Months; and True
That’s Probably more than 7 Facts about me;
But Folks With ‘Asperger’s Syndrome’
Super Charged With Constant
‘Hypomania’, Tend
to get Hyper-focused
NOT SHUT UP.. one of the main reasons
i write is so i will not give my Gorgeous Wife Katrina
Fredaches; who at age 49, Just cannot seem to age too much.

Other Than All of That; Overall; Life is Good for ME at least..;)

i Predict that one day i am going to Help Ilona Get Very Very Famous too..;)

(She Will Not Have to Do a Thing to Help but Keep Blogging as She is Doing Now..;)

Love is the only
Super Power And
Fame That Really
Counts Love
That Gives
And Shares For
Free At Best With
No Take or Hoard
My Friend All That
Will Ever Be Left
Or Right Now
Is The
The Frequency
Higher Or
Of the
Synergy of
The Energies of
Our Souls as i For
One See Light Over
And Under ‘Dark Matter’ Force..
i’ll Just
Bounce over
The Moon Skip
Across the Sun and
Zoom Beyond the
Center Point
Of Existence
i Am i Be.. Hehe..:)

All Your Portraits Paint the Colors
Of Your Soul each one Masterpiece
Of Beauty just Waiting to be Told
Every Emotion and Sense
Flowing From Your Eyes
Imagination Expanding
Rising Words Still Coming
Painting An Ever Changing
Canvas of your Face Dreaming
Colors Anew Waves Sketching
Ocean Shore Emotions Senses
Storms Still Brewing Dancing
Singing Feelings So Much
More Magic of Your
Being Soul
Birthing Newer stories
Emerging Differently to be
Told yes an open Canvas
Free Painting Soul to Be
Night Dreams Birthing
Broader Lighting
Moon Beams
In Beauty More
Every Portrait Thousand
Word Story Never Ending
More to be told Priceless
Poetry Prompt Every Portrait
Remaining Never Ever Black
Colors of
Your Soul
Ever Free to Be
Ever Artist Paints Anew
Flower Beauty Butterfly
Garden Bee
Always Now
Coloring Eternal
New God You Are
my Gift my Present Evercolor…
Aww.. First Flower You Ever Sent me.. hehe i was starting to Wonder if there were
any Flowers where you Live except for you.. haha but true you know my Memory i do remember a Garden of Red Flowers you sent me once by the SkyScrapers of Your Work City.. You know i could write a Novel Sized Poem Just for this Photo cause it came from my Greatfriend Himali.. get the Word play Greatfriend instead of Girlfriend hehe.. Smiles.. now imagine all the words that would come.. when you send me Photos of the Beauty of
the Flower of Your Soul.. hmm.. probably not too hard if you read my latest Email this Morning.. hehe.. you are so Lovely in every way my Friend always now bringing the smallest of largest Friendship Presents to me.. True every Photo of the Flower of you and Yes..  particularly this Flower as it is sent through the Windows of Your Soul and even that very Small Pair of Sandals on the Corniche Park Grass are all Foot Prints and Finger Prints of Himali’s Soul in some very Large of Small Way.. there is no limit to how we Humans will come to Value a Soul with Pure Love..
SMiLes Greatfriend
HiMaLi i’ve been trying
Hard to find a New
For You
There is no
Price For
Portrait of
The Windows
Of Your Soul
But Evercolor my Friend..
Thanks Himali.. i am so sorry to hear about your problems at Work i will keep you
in my prayers and Please Please don’t worry about me.. i am fine take as much time as you
need i will keep sending you the little Treasures i find in life.. open them only when you do have your Comfort Zone Back there is no no no no no way you will ever ever ever ever lose me as a Friend no matter what you do hey.. i am still nice as A Friend.. with people who have treated me not even like a Human Being… i would only be afraid about losing your Friendship with me.. i believe you will always care about me no matter what but honestly there may be a day where i just can’t fit in your life at all as there are not enough hours in the day and i understand that happens too..
i am just fortunate that i do have the time now to fit anyone in as honestly when i worked
i didn’t even notice Katrina even existed that’s how bad the stress was smiles if i
was really really rich i would get you out of your Mess.. nah.. not to be
with me just so you could be with you… but sure i would buy
you an Airplane ticket once just so we could
have a Group Hug..
And finally i could
Hear Your Voice and
See what a ‘normal’ look is like
Changing into a Beaming Smile..
i Love You Himali.. ALWAYS my Friend..:)

Smiles.. Lord knows if i had 4 Children i would get nowhere Close to Social Media.. Thanks for Letting me Know Shawna and don’t you worry.. i Know ‘Who’ takes First Place in my Life.. there has never ever been any REAL Jeopardy about THAT on the other Hand Katrina realizes i really Do have Bi-Polar Disorder and i rarely Do get out of Balance and sure anything is better than Hell.. particularly living tHere with me.. Hehe.. the Asperger’s Syndrome brings me back to Reality
but not too much to actually Hurt.. HAha..😉 Love and Light and Peace to you too.. my
Forever Friend..❤️ ever changing hehe..😉 HAha… And Don’t Be So Sure We Will
Not ALL Save OUR ‘World’.. that doesn’t have to be A ‘Biblical Grandeurish Delusion’.
And if you will.. never ever think any One Person or so-called only God Human Will do
It Either Or you’ll only end up with nothing at all but a lie someone told ’cause their ‘Mean Mean’
Mommy or Daddy.. (‘god’) etc… didn’t make them feel special enough.. truly sad.. Comic Book Bible Heroes are Nice.. They Do Most Definitely Inspire But Rose Flowers (Love) are Greater When ActuAlly Real than Guns
and SWords for
THorns.. (Hate)
Hehe unless
One Lives
in a State
Shaped Like a Gun
IN LA Lower Alabama
AKA the Panhandle now
And sure Just one is Loaded Now
in that Barrel of that Florida Gun
Just Already Unloaded as one Faster than a Speeding Dance…
Job already done.. just enough Dance ‘Bullets’ in a Rampage
Dancing Spree to turn (one will hope at least) Enough Folks Liberal Enough
in this Razor Thin Edging Win Or Lose State to take Hate and Fear out of ‘Office’..
SeRiouSLY Just A Hundred
Change of HeARTS to
Open HeARTeD
that the
Job is Never
Ending For All of Us..
That Way God (Love) Never Gets
Bored with a Little Pepper (Hate) Pain
with the Salt of Life (Love) Pleasure but it’s
Sort of Harder to do it if one has kids.. hehe..
That part of the Old Timey Bible i do agree with..
And Sure ‘Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band’ could
Use a Little Captain Salt too.. At least if the ‘Beatles’ Really
Are More Popular than ‘Jesus’ and ‘John Lennon’ Was/Is
(it’s about ‘time’ that ‘Stone Bust Statue’ Comes to Life
on the Album ‘Cover’ Now too)
really Really Correct Now
When ‘They’ said all ‘You
Need is Love’
A Lie
too as
Sadly now
Without (Pepper) Hate/
‘Trumps’.. Love (Salt)
May Fall asleep and
Not More Fully Wake Up NoW as Captain Salt..😉


“Instead of trying to find the meaning of life,
try to live it meaningfully.”

SMiLes Ms. Hugs AKA Ilona P. People can be so so so silly
i’ve Heard People Say the Universe and Nature doesn’t Care
Ha! EVEN ‘Scientists’ who Already Admit We are Star Stuff
And the UNiVeRSE too.. THeRe is Simple Proof WE CARE
WE ARE THE UNIVERSE We are Nature By God Even
the Old Timey Bible Clearly States Our Physical
Forms are Temples of God Holding God
Within Secure too.. Yes the UNiVerSE
And GOD AND NATURE Create Holy
And Sacred Meaning and Purpose in
Life for we are Frigging Human and
the Universe and Nature and God oh my
Goodness don’t we understand that even when
we take a Crap without ‘Diapers’ We Feed the Little
Creatures of the Earth.. same as when we eat a ‘Holy Cow’
Nature Consumes Nature no disrespect to Indians i couldn’t
Even Kill a Fly Either Katrina has to Kill a Roach if they ever find
their way into our Well Sealed Home.. Always Clean of course only
Thanks to Katrina hehe.. Everything about Existence now is Joined at
the Hips and Hands.. Yes.. in terms of Reproduction and Friendship
too.. hehe.. It’s True We Can Have Holy Cows and Holy Shit to feed
the Little and Big Creatures of the Earth too.. hehe.. in fact we as
Humans have the Potential to make all of Life Dark thru Light
Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose but we don’t
have to even Look for it if we like we can/will create it all
ourselves but true it helps to have a little Help
from Friends.. Holding Hands and yes
having a
is nice
too for a bit
of Fringe Benefits too hehe..
Yes.. like someone to Clean the Home (House Wife).. etc…
Terminators for Killing Roaches the list goes on and on..
You know it’s funny Ilona People have thought i am
Trying to Impress someone else when i write like
this.. steal someone’s Thunder or show off when
i Dance in Public i am not Waiting For Heaven
After Death i Believe This is Heaven now
And i Make this Heaven now through
Effortless Art of Sweat of Forehead
And Blood of Still Pumping Feeling
Sensing HeART.. Meanwhile while
i make every Step and Word i do
as Holy and Full of Sacred
Meaning And Purpose
in Life Always
my Human
Now Yes..
some folks
Willingly Put
it off until death
F that ha! yes Fun
that Fred That i make my MY
Heaven now.. and online people
can just turn my Heaven off with the on
and off switch if they neither wanna see it or
Be any Part of it.. this works best no one has to
go to the Trouble of Erasing me by Crucifying this Dude in Heaven at
least.. and as far as the Public Dance goes when i see Frowns coming
i just move into the Apparel Racks and enjoy the Forest there out
of the Middle Open Aisle where the Living and Dead Trees of
Life as the UniVerse walk through either skipping about or
Dragging their tired feet by…. to buy some more Walmart
Crap to Feed the Birds A Wish of Heaven after Death then
(Or GoLDeN Retirement from Being a Slave to Money) Now
not my
Heaven now..
for i For one MAKE
IT REAL NOW. (‘Camel
through the eye of a Needle’
Where Do folks get the idea that
God is a Welfare God doling out
Heaven After Death for doing no
more than just reciting a Verse in a Book)
Ain’t no one gonna get to Heaven Now just by Reading my ‘Bible’ either
they will have to Make Heaven Happen As All do by Co-Creating Heaven
They are gonna be really pissed if ‘Jesus’ ever comes back and tells
Them that again.. i doubt he will tell anyone who he really is as ain’t no
way any
PeRSoN’ would
Get Crucified again..
i bet he would come like
A ‘Bat Man Dancer’ in the Night hehe..
A Global Blog Bible too big to see might EvenTuAlly Work
too.. True the Poor and Ignorant Masses are always looking
for a ‘Super Hero’ other than themselves.. where the Heavy
one word
and a step
that eventually
turns into the
Heaven of a Never
Ending Dance and Song..
but of course that’s just one way to get
to Heaven there are more ways than
Dancing with the Stars in the Sky..;)

Hehe i’m
Creating a
New Comic
Book Hero
Just for Fun..;)

How long have you been in your blogging journey? Forevernow
Do you like comics, if you do which one is your favourite? Me
Do you think we are alone in the universe? i am Groot
Shower or Bath? Hurricane
London or Paris? Me..;)

i’ll let you know
When my Movie comes out..;)

My Expectations of Friendship
are not that high just let me be me.. hehe..;)

Haha i will
of Nothing..;)

Hehe one day after i get out of Flow (not any
‘time’ soon in Heaven) i’m gonna Learn to be a ‘Better
Blogger’.. hehe.. okay now to like the Posts i just commented
on Fully as i didn’t wanna have to get my iPhone out to like the
Posts as the Big iMac still will not let me do it.. and that takes
my Flow Away in Mechanical Cognition out of Art anyway
my Friend Cooperative Relationships work best
you let me in
your ‘Home’
i write
out of the
Box Stuff to
Your Out
of the Box ‘Customers’ hehe..
And Meanwhile i just have fun being me..
And once in a While you can say hi to SMiLes from Ms. Hugs..
i’m in the Middle of Putting another Mammoth Blog Post
Together but i just couldn’t resist the Fun of visiting you
you let
me be me..
You Have no idea
how rare that is in my
Life much appreciated my Friend..;)

60 Percent
Of heART
Is Literally
Rest is Science
Just Like smART..
And Even EartH
This is Chaos Magic
When Non-Sense
Makes Meaning
No Different
How God
Personally Speaks
To Us Through
Or what
The Old
Bible calls ‘Signs’
God’s ReaLiTy
Free is
All Art
Over Science
In Reality as
Science is an
We CreAte
To Attempt
To Bring
To the
Reality of
God’s Dreamtime
That may be
As A
Truer Reality..
For those who
Put Science
Up into the
Eternal Now
Of Dreamtime
The River Flow
Of Escaping our
Neo-Cortex into A
Transient Hypo-Frontality
WHere the Rest of Our Being and
Beyond Lights up Like A Real Christmas Tree NoW..
This is True i already
took over the World
And Most Folks will Never
Even Realize it.. hehe..
for a
Very Brave
Bloggers i guess..
(Just another way of describing How
the Meek Inherit the EartH too oF CourSE)
You Won’t Need
a Ticket for
‘the Movie’
Nah.. You
Are already
in the Movie…
too ‘Big’ for the
‘Silver Screen’.
Hehe me too..
Haha.. i do it
with no Costume at all too.. the
T-Shirts are my Costume hehe..;)


Hi Frank.. Thanks For Stopping By ‘Day After Saving a World NoW’.. Hehe.. as i am Now
Currently Putting Together “May Day May Day NoW” And it seems this will be some of
the Opening Lines of the Yet Unnamed MacroVerse After that and Additionally
Thanks for Quoting Proust as Shared by friend HiMaLi now too on Her Blog
Site Per… “Let us be grateful to the people who make us happy; they are
the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.” And.. surely iN
terms of Serotonin Release that is of course a core ingredient of Happy
Fix ‘Mental Pills’ Still As Gratitude for our Blessings In Life Surely Yields
A Brighter Shiny Blossoming of Our Soul.. NoW .. and When Folks Make
Us Happy Yielding Great Thanks And Praise to them Carries on the Strength
of the Signal of Love Further and Further into the Eternal Now but as i Review
my Life i must say it is a Great Philosophy too to keep our so called ‘Foes’ Close in how
Some Folks Might Describe our Adversaries in Life as Even Satans and Demons Incarnate
too.. but what i do know and feel and sense in life is that Staying Hungry with even some Pain
And Discomfort in Terms of Flowers Blooming After Cold Harsh Winters too.. Brings more Robust
Flower Blooming out of a Metaphor of a House of Pain too.. as of course we are all Naturally Evolved
for Struggle and More Positive Epigenetic
Change often does come from Greater
Success against the
Darknesses of Life
As No Sunshine
Without Clouds
No Night Without Day
as A ‘Masonic Lodge’
May Have a Black and
White Checkered Board Floor to
Appreciate Better Both the Struggles
And Joys of Life for a Chocolate and Vanilla
Mix of Greater Overall Blossoming to Come in both
Dark of Day and Light of Night.. Anyway.. in some ways
the so-called Bullies of my Life Created A Challenge out of
my Environment where i overcame that Adversity and voila Epigenetic
Changes Occurred that made me empirically Measurably Stronger and Smarter than i
Ever Dreamed Before.. of course nothing much to do with so-called Books Smarts at all
i suppose one might describe it more like Streets Smarts as i finally Grew some Common
Sense out of the Harder Knocks of Life Where the Gardener was more then like a Septic
Tank Operator
A Sweet
Friend.. hehe..
SMiLeS no longer
am i afraid of SH88 Happens..
As i’ve passed the Test of what
the Septic Tank Operators Bring hAa..
It seems to me at least that to Truly not be
Cynical oF Light one must First not Fear the Dark..:)


‘Unnecessary Win’ A Catchy
Phrase That Describes much
of ‘Advanced’ CuLTuRE
BTW Best
Regards to
Your Intestinal
Fortitude And
Thanks Again
For the
Phrase i
Needed it for
Another Project..
Always picking
Up these kind of
Tools from Your
Blog hmm..
Your Blog
Knows what
i need.. hehe..;)
3 Choices For Mother’s Day:
SiGNaTuRE Pose Card
or Free Dance or Flowers
Katrina is Volunteering to Lend me out..;)

SMiLes Sohair Thanks Indeed For The Sleepy Wishes usually i Get Around 5 Hours
but Verily will probably use 8 Better i’m sure.. must work on that a bit more
With SMiLes.. More.. i feel For Your Stress as it reminds me of my Mother’s
Work Life And Taking Care of Us no Break ever for her either really..
And Yes Happy Mother’s Day to You along with Happy Ramadan
too.. wish you could get a Vacation Break my Friend but
it’s True Activities Like Listening to Music May allow
Us To Transcend the Work A Day Worries a Bit..
of course if the Lyrics and Music is soothing
enough to our Ears.. yes it is also Soothing
That Katrina Completes all the House Work
at Her determination that she does it much better
than me so i must stay away from doing it for Her Wishes True.. too.. Still Now
As Always i will Keep You in my Prayers in Hopes that you Will Accommodate
Your Stress and Function Greatly In Work Life too for whatever you Choose..:)

SMiLes my Friend We Seem to Live in a ‘Win’ At All Costs Society
Nice to Hear Love Songs that Speak to Deeper Realities than Just Competition..:)


SMiLes my FriEnd Sohair.. Death is a Difficult Subject to Peruse for many
People as obviously one day we will all meet this Fate.. however the
Beauty in all the Darkness of Death is
We Still Live even
are but
a Breath Away
from Death.. it was difficult for
me to watch my only Child Suffer for
51 Days but yes truly it was a Blessing
for Him to Go in Peace in my Arms no
Longer Hooked up to Modern Science
And the so-called Miracle of Extending Pain
51 days.. watching my Mother Go Without Food or
Drink for her Wish for no Tubes to be hooked up to her..
was painful yes for the reality was She Starved to Death
Without Food or Drink For Eight Whole Days Eight Whole Days
Usually Three is the Most but some have Stronger Hearts Built Like
my Mother through Love and Tenderness And Hardships in Dark that
Build the Will For Survival Beyond all other Human Instincts to Just Live..
When Our Cat Recently got Sick
Yellow Boy he Never Knew the
Full Struggle of Death he
Didn’t have to..
we put him
under the
of Surgery with
Gas First and sure
he Never came out of
‘that operation’ alive as we never
do on this Earth with the Same Flesh
And Blood at Least.. Even Science Suggests
these days that it is not only possible but likely
a Much Greater Intelligence has designed us and
is in control of the Life we Are in.. hmm.. sounds a
lot like Biblical Accounts of God.. but of course Science
Uses Different Words Like Placebo Effect For Prayers that
Work and even puts So-Called Incurable Disease into Remission
for a lifetime of ease.. as you mentioned before Technology in General
is a double Edged Sword but Death is only a one-edged Sword and Life is the other Edge
Where the
The More We
See the Sword of
Death if we have any
Common Sense at least
We Understand We All Bleed
the Same We all Breathe The Same
why not tolerate the differences and just love and live..
Lions Do it With Courage of Heart Tigers do it with Eyes of No Fear
Both Fight For Life Both Love For Life Both Suckle the Love of Mother
And both
as we
do as well
Either with the Heart
and Courage of the Lion
And the Eye of the Tiger
or Cowardly
to be who we are
And Love Free Breathing
Every Breath of Life as Gift
Together in Peace and Harmony.
SMiLes my FriEnd Love That is Truly Real Never
Dies Now Always
On Now in
Loved Ones Eyes🌷🌺😇🤗😁

SMiLes Sohair First of All i for one know and feel and sense for
Sure that One may Be Totally In Love With Someone Romantically
Where Sex is no part of the Equation and one might ask how i know
this well that is easy i had no idea what Sex even really FULLY was until i Was
19 Years-Old And Actually Had ‘THAT’ Kind of FULL Relationship With a Female
i Loved.. Meh..
it was rather
and no pun
intended anti-climatic
As Opposed to the Romantic
Loving Feelings for the Opposite
Sex i had experienced all the way
Since Kindergarten Earlier Bloomer of Love
i was with always Extreme Empathy and Other Feelings/Senses
For i was not taught to connect my Biological Lusts with Women
Parts so i just ‘suffered’ with ‘Wet Dreams’ for Years and Years and Years
having no idea what was even going on.. truly sad but that will happen
when one is raised
in a Household
only of
but i must say
i am glad for i am wired
for Just Love more than Just Sex
with Women.. that comes in as fruitful
a very fruitful part of Life in Marriage as
the First Desires of Sex often may fade away
and if there is no other kind of Love Left People
go their separate ways for the next Thrill of New Sex..
not as much with Women but still it happens yes it does…
Porn changed that a bit
for me.. as it does for
all Young and Old
Men and
Even Women
the Same We become
the Love We Feed ourselves
most either Flesh and Blood or Heart
smiles i’d rather Write Poetry for poetry has
so many colors of Love than Just Flesh and Blood Lust..
anyway not to avoid the subject at hand hehe.. Your Religion
And Morality that says sexual contact between the same Sexes is a Grave
Sin.. smiles i have very very close Homosexual Relatives who don’t have sex
but that doesn’t stop them from Loving the Same Sex so i suppose they would
be okay with you from what i read here.. that often happens particularly in
Lesbian Love Relationships.. as far as AIDS goes Lesbians have actually
the Lowest Rates of AIDS simply because the Environment of
Exchanging Bodily Fluids is the Least among them if they
do engage in Sexual Contact.. AIDS actually originated
in Simians and evolved as spread mostly though
Heterosexual African Americans in
Western Africa.. it is most
prevalent among
Gay Men
who engage in
Sex as they typically
Risk the Exchange of the
most Human Bodily Fluids as
this is the way this horrible disease is spread… no matter where the fluids
come from… Our Environment Establishes our Morality Most Your Environment
And Religion is the Koran.. if not for the Koran Now if you lived on a Lone Desert
Island Your Views might be a bit different than what they are now.. smiles now
particularly if it was an All Women Island perhaps a Few Women might engage
in that kind of Sexual Activity but i am surely not saying you would as i surely
know i could do without Sex if there were no Women around but true there
is no stopping Wet Dreams as that is just part of our Biology As Human
Beings.. we have those Urges and truly if Human beings engaged
In more.. ‘Usual’ Sexual activity from Puberty.. there would
be a lot less diversion from typical ‘Missionary’ Positions
Between Males and Females We Humans Are Very
Much Influenced by our Environment in
Every Way.. we are plastic this
way for the potential
for change
and this does
Impact the Expression
of our Genetic Material
too all through the Lifespan..
hmm.. at least from my View Now i’d probably
be a Lesbian if i was a Woman Just Because More
i Love with Heart and Men are More stone cold about that..
And would i have Sex.. meh.. one way or the other i would Love and
that’s for sure.. as There is Love Below and Love Above those who never
Really Get Filled up with Love Above will always be empty Below except
for at most a Few Hours a Week.. always looking for ‘something’ to fill
And feel an empty space inside.. Smiles.. Sohair.. my Mother totally
Agreed with Your Morality here but there is one other thing
She didn’t think i should have Any Muslim Friends for
they might corrupt my Morality but i stood firm
in their defense just like i did in the
defense for my closest
Relative who is truly
10 times the Angel i was then
in giving and sharing Love with
no selfish intent at all.. as she came close
to committing suicide for she to be Free as herself
with the one who she always loved most my Mother..
For me that was the saddest part of either one of their
Lives.. but it didn’t stop Her from Loving my Mother and it didn’t
stop me from Loving my Mother it doesn’t stop me from Loving You
and i for one have never been afraid of someone who is different and
even for the true ‘demons’ among us who only harm others with every
Breath of their life i try to understand why and still forgive them knowing
may not
have any
clue where Heaven
is just simply Love my
Friend that is Unconditional NoW
That Gives And Shares no matter
what when i was on the lowest
Floor of my Life my Sister’s
Love was the only
Love in
i could Feel
at all.. and that my friend had nothing to do
with the fact of who she ever desired or did not desire to touch
Body Parts with.. really now my Sister has no Sexual Orientation at all she
just loves…. Men Repulse me not so much for their Body Parts as yes i have
them too.. but their Hearts..
Loves more..
Honesty who really even
has Sex anymore.. who can even
Schedule it in a ‘Normal’ Hectic Life..
Young People In Japan No longer Even
Desire it they work so hard in Technology they Kill their
they feel
life is no longer
Worth Living True
We have lots bigger problems
in this World than what Body parts
touch what body Parts my Friend..
but to
Her and or HiS own
For what we Sow and Reap in Life
Love that is Unconditional Giving And
Sharing is always the Highest Love…
Smiles i could Live with only a Woman’s Eyes and be totally Fulfilled
i suppose in this Way at least i would be A Great Muslim my Friend a
Woman wouldn’t
even need
to Cover
up with
me at least
until i was 16.. or 58..
One thing i’ve improved on a Bit in the
Last Several Years is what the Phrase ‘Unnecessary
Wins’ Means.. there is no use in fighting a Battle that is impossible
to Win as that applies to differences of Opinions as they are derivative
of Both our Biology and Environment that are also Very Different too..
there must
be room
for Agreements
to Disagree or there will
Never Ever Be any Successful
Human Relationships that Truly
Last With Forgiving and Unconditional Love..
No doubt if i lived your Life’s Genetics and Experiences
i would be even more Like you.. and i will only suppose the
Opposite would be true too
Remaining is this
Will NoW to Love Free
And Forgive the Differences We
All Will have my Friend.. Best when
they harm no one.. And Yes the Environment that is our only Home..:)


MiSSinG SoMEonE Doesn’t
Hurt Much When
You See THeM AGAiN
My God Jesus F iN Christ WHat A Job
Saving All The Planets TaKinG FoREVeR
NoW Never Getting Bored at LeasT.. Hehe…
Is God Everywhere Or Just In A Human And or Book….
Does God Exist On A Planet With No Humans….
Does God Exist Out Of A Book…
A Quick Note: Without A Bible
And Or A Koran Will God Speak
Is God Mute That/This Way Now…
‘Auctioneer’ looking for A ‘Highest Bid’
to ‘Build A Wall’ In the Panhandle WHeRE
i live as someone yelled ‘Crucify Him’ ‘the
Crowd’ Cheered
And ‘Pilot’
Laughed ‘only
Here can you
Get Away with this’…
As ‘Easter Mass’ Repeats…
Hmm.. All Those Suggestions about
Loving Everyone Seem Really Nice and
Cool Sure it takes a bit of Work Getting Used
to People who are Different but haven’t you ever
Been in a Fist Fight and Shook Hands After that
Haven’t You ever Been in a Spat With a Lover and
Made Passionate Love That Feels Like an Eternity in an
Hour or maybe 5 Minutes depending on Your Love Skills hehe..
i was a really late
Bloomer with that
too.. but with
We Will Develop
Perhaps better Skills
then we ever imagined
Were Possible so many
Modern Tools to Enhance
the Pleasure too but Wait!
i was talking about Where is ‘Jesus’
Yes Where is ‘Jesus’ when Folks who are mostly
So-Called Identified Evangelistic White Christians
Cheering when someone says Shoot “Jesus” Escaping
Persecution Trying to Cross our Border and the Joker in Charge
Laughs Real Loud and Says But Where But Where But in Evangelistic
White Christian Land Now Could Someone Get Away With Saying that but
A State Shaped Like a Gun.. Where Sociologists Determine the North West
Panhandle Barrel of Florida is the Most Difficult of Places for folks who are Different
to Actually Be Different Here in this Gun.. surely not a place where a Real Unconditionally
Loving Jesus-Like Dude with no Fear who says Gentile or Jew.. Servant or Free Woman and or Man no More Would be Welcome as the Christian Audience Laughed with the ‘Orange Faced
Broad Grinning Joker’ as reported by
‘Paul’ Then Now About ‘Crucifying’
‘Jesus’ ACross our Border…
in other Words No Labels
Required For
the Bread
the Blood
of Life the Love
We Share Regardless
of the Skin We Wear.. True
including all our Cultural Clothes
that are Different too.. as we must Shed
those all those Clothes like Men of Different
Colors and Religions do when Fighting Aside
Each other in a Fox Hole In a War for Whatever
Common Bond Brings Best for the Battle of Love Together
the Greatest War to be Won with Common Binds of Handshakes
And Hugs regardless of which Body Parts Touches what Body Parts too…
AcTuAlly iT ALL CoMeS DoWN to:
Who You Are Loyal to Most From:
A Father oF ALL Lies Or LoVE THaT/WHo
Gives And Shares Fearlessly With No Harm



SMiLes Ms. Hugs i found
Goku (the Statue) in
A Bookstore
And Put a Photo
of Him on not the
Current one but
the Last Blog Post..
As i Believe He was the
one you highlighted in
the Video on Your Instagram Site
As You Had Him All Lit up for Display..
Hehe.. i think i just made
Small Talk With You
in other
i didn’t
try to Save
the World in Words.. hAHA..
My Only Super Powers Are Words
And Steps of Song And Dance.. And
Yes i am Super Normal but No Not Super Human..;)

Hehe.. When my Eyes Get Green My Teeth Really Get
Mean And my Face Grows Howling Long Now i Will
Scare the Bejesus Even out of Jack Nicholson.. hAha..
the Picture Below is only G-Rated the Really Scary Face
is only
Audiences hAhe.. (No one
has ever seen me truly angry
but me.. seriously it would
turn someone into a Pillar
of Salt Haha.. as metaphor)
Anyway.. Back to the Topic
of the Joker at Hand and Batman
Wonder.. Which one now Would Win
A Presidential Election.. Yes For Leader
of the Free World.. Just Lie.. And Smile
Real Big hehe.. Be Confident Break All
The Rules You Care to Do.. Yes Fearless Helps
too.. or at least the Appearance of it like a Faux
Smile False.. And Voila 2019… Here We Are ‘the Joker’
is in Charge
and of
course there
are many Minions
Following that most
Despicable ‘Orange Leader’ too..
With Yes the Big Joker Grin.. Well.. Yes.. It’s
True as even Some Science Attempts do show
there really isn’t much Separating An Altruistic
Hero from a Villain with Little to no Empathy or
Even Conscience about Harming others at all Free
for Fall is what we might Call that Straight to Hell
For all those Who Follow and Fall into the Lair of a
Villain.. Yes.. A Human Who Breaks the Rules who may
At least Present an Air of Fearless.. Who Yes.. never ever
Gives up on their Mission Straight to Hell too.. just taking
Anyone Prisoner foolish enough to see a Faux Grin For a Real
Smile Now.. Where Truth Becomes Lies and Lies Become Truth
Where Life is Gaslighted to an entire other View of Faux Reality
now too… Truly though it is true too Altruistic Heroes as even
Apes studied in the Wild are Full of Empathy where they Will
Hardly Separate themselves from the Rest of the Feeling Needs
of the other Apes even the Weaker ones they Care to provide a
Strong Arm up of Love and sure they will Break the Rules for
the Common Greater Good too.. do they ever Give up.. well
of Course no..
Even Caesar
From the
Planet of the
Apes the Good Alpha
Ape Proves this to be True too..
And sure These Folks are Really Fearless
The Real Heroes the Warriors who Will Give
Their Lives to Save the Least Among us from Certain Death…
True they might
Trick ya but it will
Most always Be for
Treat instead of Harming You now.
Note: that is my ‘Pet Tiger’ in the Back
of my SUV in this Photo.. there is no Room for him
in my Honda Civic EX Coupe.. He is Currently Sleeping in one of
my Bedrooms that i never show on my Blog he is my Secret Weapon too.. HeHe.. no
Get out
in one Peace..;)

The ‘Dirty Bird’ AKA known
As a Fingered Sign Language
of Sex is a Shadow Part of our
Nature that most Every Human Will
Relate to as the Fight and Flight for Life
And Reproduction is part of our Oldest Reptile
Brain so Basically What You are Seeing when someone
Does this to
You is they
are attempting
to awaken Your
Dragon Shadow
Brain and
with a Natural
Act of Sex you are
not asking for yes it
is in deed like Finger Rape
for those who intend it in the
Most Vigorous Way of Disrespecting
Another Human Being now.. my Wife gave
me one of these after Giving me Her Tongue
And the Peace Sign yes then the Dirty Bird Fingering
it to me as she used the Palm of Her Hand to wash
the Back Window of our Honda Civic EX Coupe at
the Car Wash.. actually i was only attempting
mostly to get Photos of Her Bending over
as no longer do i have
Yellow Boy
as the
Star Attraction
of Cuteness on my
Blog so Wife Katrina
is Currently Taking his
Place and Friend Himali
is on Social Media Break Attending
to Work Place Challenges we will Always
Adapt to Struggles and Persevere for it is True
Our Shadows will get out of Control if we do not
Control all the Dirty Birds of Life.. Yes the Bird Finger
is one of the most commonly understood bits of Sign
Language as Sex is what gets us here in the First and Last place too.
Katrina is just too cute for the Dirty Bird to look Serious on her..
she could
Nose and
be Just as Cute..
ever notice how
some folks are like that hehe..;)


“Enjoy the sun, because you never know when it will get cloudy again❤️”
SMiLes Color Your Soul With the Poetry of Dance And Song Paint
All the BLack And White And Shades of Grey Beyond Rainbow
Colors of Steps and Words Yes
Move Your Soul
As Poetry
Dance Your
Song As Colors
Move Your Body
Spring out of Winter Now
Ever More Summer Always
Falling out of Fall More for True
We Humans Will Color our Life with
the Most Beautiful Sunsets and Sunrises
Within only with a Brush Yes the Canvas
of Our Eyes Alight Beyond Rainbow Colors
of Twilight Never Ending Now.. Masterpiece Painting More
Or You Could Just Look Up and Find Angels in all the Feathered Clouds
of Wings as You soar a bit Higher than the Sun Below the Moon…AliVE
SMiLes there are no
Seasons or Colors
in Poetry of
And Song
No Weather Or
Clouds or Sun that
We will not Paint Moonfull
With Feathers of Angel Wings..
Meanwhile Folks who Live in Deserts Hope For Rain..
While Angels Continue to Fly Higher in Paradise they Co-Create..:)

Smiles Ms. Hugs Just getting Colored Properly for
Thursday Night Metro Dance.. 261st Week coming tonight..
Yes.. the Dance Hall is my Church Congregation of Joy Light More..:)


SMiLes.. Thanks for Dropping by “May Day May Day NoW”.. Ms. Hugs.. You know
when i first started Dancing in Walmart one of the Customer Service Folks thought
i was actually Wearing Inline Skates for i was Gliding on the Middle Aisle Dance
Floor like An ice Rink hehe.. and then she saw i only Had Athletic
Shoes on so i was immediately
A Ice Skating Criminal
Offense in the Middle Aisle of Walmart
Hehe.. the reason i started doing the ‘Hulk’
at 240 American Pounds too is no one really Messes
with me as i mark every Store Territory with my SiGNaTuRE Pose and ‘Big Grin’ hehe..
Anyway.. Thanks for Wading down through all the Words and Photos and Songs and
Even More Comments And Photos and Songs to Say Hi today my Friend Sleep Well if you Will..:)


Note: All Of This Is CLicK BaiT And
Oh God Yes MOST DeFiNiTeLY True…
One Lovely Young Woman Forced A Drive Thru
Bootie Dance Spree A Bullet on the Dance Floor
She Came And Went Didn’t Matter Who i am
At Least She Didn’t Call Me Big Daddy or
Sugar Daddy Considering the 4 Decades
in Age Difference Grand Pa Would
be more ‘Fitting’
Last Night at ‘the
Club’ After Hours
of Sweaty Dance A
Young Woman Hugged me
And Said i “Love You Daddy”…
‘The Ghost in the Machine’ of ‘Yellow Boy’ Says
‘Clean Sensations’ Is Not Going To Be Enough This Whole
Place Needs an ‘Enema’ to Love
Don’t Ask me Who i am
Now i JusT am #LoVE@Best
Hmm.. Looks Like i Have A New Title
oF A Blog PosT@LeasT HeHE
Trust Me i Know i used to be the Real Grinch 10X Weaker Than Trump AKA
The Devil in Hell Trump LiveS in Heaven but STill Hell Now
It’s Worth Noting That The Grinch Got Strong Enough To Move A Mountain of Gifts
Of Love When He Grew a HeART 10X The Size of Trump
We LiVE iN A World WHeRe Dudes
SPend THeir Life Doing Their Best
To Impress Dudes WTF IS That
How is THat WorKinG For HeR.
Is It ANY Wonder WhY The Story of Jesus
Turned to A Prostitute To Generate
The Gospel the Good NewS iN A Word NOPE
Love is Love Hope
Her Modern Name is
Many one is “Nicole Emma”
She Understands the Origin of
Hatred/Violence Among Muslims And Christians Same
Trust me or Not When i Say You Might Learn More About Love
From A Prostitute Than Your Big Daddy in the South Let “Mary” Speak IT
If You Wanna Do Life Stoic
Go Ahead Make Your Day
Be A Reptile At Least They
Live Cold Blooded As ‘Trumps’ Will
We Need More Real Alpha Males in
The World an Ape With Compassion And
Empathy Who Leads by Giving And Sharing
A Real Man A Bonobo
‘This’ is one of the most
Human Hated Weeds
A primary target
To Extinguish
From Life yet
People Blow on
It and make Wishes
To come True i wish
You could Spend more
Time in Nature and
Talk to your Friends
For that is what
You told me
You Love to
Do Most i See
This Weed as
Elegant A Work
Of Art (God) i will
Not Kill it for i realize
Its Greatest Wish
Is to just live Free
And Flourish In
Its own Flavor
Of Beauty Best..
When Katrina Went to School the ‘First Baptist Christians’ let
Her know she was a Weed too Poor to Survive they told me
i Smiled too much
Like a Girl too
Thin and Weak
And ugly looking
To survive just
A Weed in
Their Way
Of Life
We Survive
We Survive
i Love you
Friend please
Please do Survive..
My Wish is
You thrive
Within to
Give and
Share Love
Always Weeds
Flower to
SMiLes here is a Poem
i wrote earlier in the
Year A Greatfriend
Helped me Write
It All
Are Great!!!
The Poem is to
God The Y.O.U That
W.H.O. lives in A.L.L.
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life
Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
You are me And i am Y. O. U.
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..
You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree
of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
to G.O.D.
For You are me and i am You and Them
are us and Us are Them forevermore now
Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter
Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
How Precious Are Souls for
Souls Live in
All of Existence
And it’s True
if i could not Quote
You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now..
You are the One i Thank the most
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light..
You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before
You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to..
You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child
It was never about me it is always about You You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family
This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love
i like coming here Now each
Day it’s Like A Daily Favorite
TV Show that Never Gets Canceled
like Gilligan’s Island and
You are almost Every
Character.. hehe
My Island is too far
‘Out there’ for most folks
To Visit so Happy to have
Internet Access way
Out Here..
Meanwhile after
A 3 Hour Tour of Sleep
Gonna Try A Nap Thanks
So much for helping me
Count Internet Sheep
Blog is
Like a Home
For Wandering
Shepherds online.. Hehe.
Morning Happy Vibes With Hellooove
FRiEnD whenever i wanna Visit Y.O.U.
i just go to my Facebook Photo Album
Where There are so Many Memories
Attached to each and Every Photo
Of Your Face Coming Up
On A Full Moon of
6 Months of
Beautiful Memories
In Every shade and tint
Of Human Feelings of
Life Just like that #Y.O.U.2019
Poem i wrote every word Came True
For i experienced all those Feelings
All Feelings
Are The Best
iThank You For
All of those Feelings
And i Hope You are taking
The Best Care of You And that
You Treasure Your Humanity as
Best A
Human Will Love




Finding Twilight NoW
The Never Ending Story
ParT oF DarK And LiGHT
Like The Beatle’s ‘A Day in
the Life”
of E Longer Stringing
Piano Echoing Music More..
When i Dance Within i Feel Ageless Timeless Out Of Distance And Space
Center Point oF All Existence Yes All iN All NoThing New Now
And Yes Katrina Will Do the 21 or 22 As Greatfriend HiMaLi Ages Her As Such
i Can/Will Already See my Slogan/New Year’s Resolution For 2020 “21 at 60 21 With 60” Give It Until 6.6.19 And i’ll Do 59
Katrina’s Version Always
Making Spring Cleaning Beautiful
#EveryDay Is #SpringBreak
Hmm.. Katrina’s Middle Finger Is Almost
As Sexy As Her Legs So Nice That She
‘Thinks’ i’m ‘Number one’ With ‘That Finger’
“Life is Not Fair ‘Little one While Some Folks Feast
Others Fight For Scraps” – #LionKing 7.19.2019 iN A Theater
Closer to You… VeHiCLeS AnD VeSSeLS HouSinG TruTH iN/oF LiGHT
JusT A RoSE BuD i AM
HoLY SHiT It’s LiKE mY
Hehe my PsycHoTherapist Really Knows
Me ‘Cause i Pay Her Not to Just Walk Away..
Hehe.. Hmm… JusT Hmm… Does That Take A Degree
Katie Mia
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‘A Day In the Life’ of me
Jonathan F LiVinGSToN Seagull’ STiLL RiSinG
(Katrina Does The Rest ALL The REALWoRK)
i Dance i Sing i Look At my Wife’s Butt i Touch It
As Much As Possible i Look at my Great Friends’
EYes (Seeing Through Them) It’s Just Peter F. Pan
That’s What
‘IT’ Is.
(i AM)
Me And Katrina Got
A 3 PM Appt. With Our Psychotherapist
We Have Been Seeing Monthly Since 2011..
Need to Get
This Finished First…
HeHe Life is so so ‘Rough’ i was so
So Busy Counting mY BLeSSinGS Today
i almost didn’t get over here to Make Some more..
Totems: Symbols/Emblems in Life We Find or Co-Create
And Give and Share So Much Holy And Sacred Meaning
And Purpose these Symbols/Emblems Become Part of our
Emotions Our Senses Yes the Spirit of our Hearts Our Souls
Come to Be Larger With These Power-Ups Assisting our Emotions
And Senses to Rise up even more with
A Little
From our Friends..
That Are Symbols True..
SMiLes.. Ms. Hugs i had
Scores of Super Hero Figurines
on my Desk until Wife Katrina said
give ’em a Rest she was tired of Dusting
Them off now their Home is A Bag somewhere
One day i Will successfully invite Katrina to Air them
Out Meanwhile without
Any Comic Book
Super Heroes on
my Desk to Muse me
as you know i have no
Choice but to Develop my
Super Normal Skills of Poetry
of Dance And Song And Become my
Own Hero until the Super Heroes
come back One Day.. NoW.. Yes..
There is Positive And Negative
Love and Empathy in the World
for the Neurohormone Oxytocin Gives
Us the Warm Comfortable Feelings of Affection
And Connection Amongst Us and Animals too..
Problems can and will be
When it comes to the
Truth as Truth is
Mostly A concept
iN Words
And Love is
A Feeling First
And Foremost to Hold/Feel
Within it is like Group Think
of Church Goer’s somedays where
they may profess they Respect Life
from Birth To Death Yet their Actions
do not represent their Words as they Cheer
And Applaud when ‘someone’ Suggests We should
Shoot Poor Immigrants Seeking Asylum Coming Across
Our Border and then they even Jeer and Laugh in a Common
Bond and Bind of a Totem Dude named Trump.. True.. Humans
Have the Potential
of even
Misery Loves
Company more than
Joy Loves Happy Love more now..
Hehe.. i’m Running
Out of Room mY
Home is all FiLLeD
Up NoW
to Give
iT aLL Away hAha..
Oh Yes this is a Very Serious Issue Be Careful of what
We Wish For the UniVerse (GoD) Nature may Grant it to Us through
Positive Dreams in Thought and Actions Come to Fruition NoW
in Bottles of Genies
Where The End
Result may
come to be what
We Wish that takes
something else very
Precious And even Love Away..
Smiles i live my Life Best with no
Expectations but to Give and Share
Love as soon as i start Wanting what
i don’t Have that is where the Problems Will most
in and
have a
Hard time
of Going Away
So Beautiful Just
to Love Now Just to Love IT All As IS…
Change what we Can/Will to Help but not
iN Wanting to Take so Much And Even Hoard of
what we may even imagine that we don’t have enough
of That
is so so
When we just
Do take the Now
At Hand And Effort to Count
And TReaSure Our BLeSSinGS
And Even BLiSSiNGS As Is.. it helps
to have a Record NoW too in Emotional
And Sensory Associated Symbols We
Connect Still Now to Guide
Us back
to the
Place more
in Peace and
HarmonY iN/oF Balance For All..
Hehe and Yes in doing so like in
Blogging Voila The Giving And Sharing
Over Taking and Hoarding Comes more as
We may spark other Folks to Light in the Paths
that we have Taken and Shared as Art of all our Successes..
And yes of course Failures to Learn from too in How We See it at least..
Rape comes in so many forms in Life
Taking Away someone’s Reproductive
Freedoms And Forcing their Reproduction
on Someone Else in all the Ways that comes
is one of the Worst
Ways of Fear
and Hate
to take away
the Humanity
oF Freedom of
Another Person Now..
But True there are so many
other ways our Full Human Freedoms
are raped each day where we may be a
Frog Boiling in Water and not realize
why we are at close to the Boiling
Point now.. When our Will
to Be Free our Rights
to Life and Liberty
and Pursuits of
Happiness when we harm
no one else in deed we are
Psychologically Raped this Way when these Rights
Are taken away And this Slow Boil of Stress will Take Years
off of our Life and indeed even Kill us Early to be so far away
A ‘Normal’
Breathing Animal Alive in Peace
And Harmony to both Struggle for
Survival and Enjoy a Thrive of Life
That Seems more like a Happy Dance and Song Now..
HeHe my only True Love is to Love
And it is true Even Among Alpha Male
Leader Apes who tend to take control of
every Situation.. hehe.. the Higher Levels of Empathy
Will Bring Stress
And Associated
too.. so i do my
Best to indulge and
Be Selfish once in a while
And Even Brag About it just
for Fun to Save my Life from Yes
Loving too much.. hehe.. for true
you can and will get so Stressed out
by Loving too Much that a Light might
Change Red and you don’t notice and voila
Mind out
in a Car as such
and that’s just a metaphor
where the Car is Your Brain
And Love is Frying it to toast..
It’s Common For Empaths to Experience
this at least once in life in Dark Nights of
the Soul the Black Abyss
of Brain
And Numb
Spirit of Drained HeART
And Soul But as All Great
Lovers as Heroes and Warriors
Do they Just come Back and Love
Even More to Try to help other folks not to go to Hell like they did…
Just to Help other folks not to have to Go oh God the Love Never ends..
Like a Key
of E
on Piano
Strings that
Echoes back
as Love More
And Never Ends
Now Like a Never
Ending Dance and Song
That goeS on and on and on hAHa..;)


Well.. The Visit With my Psychotherapist Went Well Sure it’s Nice to Tell Everything to Someone
Like i keep any Secrets anyway.. hehe.. Like my Psychiatrist.. She Seemed Very Concerned that
my Greatfriend might not be of Legal Age Face of one so Young She Said.. So Innocent Indeed
Anyway.. it’s hard for me to make friends who last so so very hard to keep a Friendship Strong
And Regular iNDeeD too Perhaps i Try too Hard surely not enough is not in my Vocabulary
Or Dance Steps aLong With the Rest of My Life but i gave her a Hint first
that OBTW since i saw you last Month i Saved the World Yes i did
my little part to unseat Fear and Hate
in 2020 From the so-called
Highest Lowest Brow
Seat of the White
Home Now..
truly BLack
Abyss it has
become in Father’s
of All Lies as John 8:44 nicely
Describes too like anyone really
REaLLY goes to the ACTuaL Trouble
of Doing John 14:12 Too it’s like Folks
Stay stuck in First Gear in Romans 10:9
And John 3:16 And Just Refuse the Authority
that even the Story of Jesus Gives to Do Much Greater
Works if You Believe in His Teachings then He Brings now..
Let’s use common Sense if ‘Jesus’ was really Saying He was
God ALL per the Story Would he really say that you and me will do
Greater Works than a God that is too Large For any Words at all.. just basically
i am i am what i am i just is my NaMe is i am i am what i am i am i be i will i be.. Yes
i Am don’t blame
God never
aS onLY The
Name assigned to me at
Birth Either but True the Numerology
Report Did come out in Life Challenges
of 0 at Birth to do whatever i wanna do in
Life With the Gift of Higher Relative Free Will
along with 1 and 1 and 1 for the Next 3 Challenges
Of Life that only Require me to Affirm What i am Already
Wanting to Do with Free Will Like a Fool Tarot Card number 0
Holy and Sacred Fool.. Free To Expose Cultural Non-Sense Away
From the Nature of Love Inspiring Peace and Harmony Within Us
Yes.. those of us who are born and stay A Compassionate Loving Soul
With Plentiful Empathy and a Basic Fearless Nature Like a Mama Grizzly
or an Alpha Male Ape who are Both Apha Leaders of Compassion and Empathy More..
so.. anyway i went on to tell her how the Dance Crowds have Been increasing at Old Seville
Quarter over the last 5 Years.. yes 261 Dance Events i have been Doing Every Thursday Night
With the College Age Folks in a Free and Fearless Way that is bound to Help A Few People Dance
More and Set their Own HeARTS MoRE oPeN Minded and Bodied and Free and how We ALL KNoW NoW
And feel and sense at least those with the Common Sense Existential Essence of this Great
HuMaN Intelligence of Love and Empathy And Compassion Understand that An OPeN HeART oF Free
FLoWinG Well Regulating Emotions and Well Integrating Senses from Head to Toe Flow in our
Body Equals A More OPeN MiND AS Well as Yes more Liberal Minded too.. as True i reminded
Her how Close the Gore and Bush Election at the Turn of the Century Was how all i had
to do out of over 1676 Total Dance Events Now in 69 Total Public Dance Months was/is
then/now to influence Enough to Open their HeARTS uP with a Bit more Dance to Change
THeir Colors Just Liberal Enough to say Hell no to a Dude With No Empathy for
President again now.. all things considered that surely could change the
Course of Humanity’s coming HiStory as it may not take too many
Votes this way or that way in the Gun Shape of Florida where i
went into a Dancing Spree Loaded Like a Rose With Flowers
And Thorns in the Barrel.. of the Florida Flower
State Shaped Gun and Spread Dance Bullets at
11,222 Miles Now in All 69 Months of Public
Dance And Headlining Dance in Social
Media Where IN Public View So
Many Folks
Video Taped
me for gaining attention
to Try make one of their Videos Go
Viral for the Wild Animal Free Catch
of the Day.. of Me Public Dancing too..
Which only increases my Mission Statement
to do my small Part to remove a Father of All
Lies Again from Office by 2020 too.. if all goes
as not-Planned of course as hey a Little Birdie Named (i Am)
God Just Then Whispered Synchronicity Signs From Within From
Without Then.. True too.. AS Hey.. it couldn’t Hurt to get a bit of
Inspiration From the Head Honcho in Charge too.. true too after i
already went to the Trouble of Saving our Species in a bit of Help
that i didn’t even realize had that specific Result in Mind Just until
the April Fool RiSinG Month of 2019 Now.. Anyway.. so ‘God’ Yes Nature
Whole Basically Intimated to me Good ‘Job’ Fred the Job Never Ends so ya
As Well
Enjoy iT All You Can And Will More..
Meanwhile.. if nothing else there is plenty
of Evidence i inspire Beautiful Young Women to Smile..
Nope.. don’t have to Pay for them to Smile or Grab anything at all too..
in Fact if they Heard my Poetry so Sweetly Sung in DeLiGHT of Beauty’s Wisdom Truth chances
are i might bring a smile a really big smile to their Face without Seeing my Dance at all
at least
Feat of Feet hehe..
As Yes By God these
Fingers are Dancing the
Numbers and Letters off my
Close to 6 year Old iMac Desk
top Keyboard Now and that’s empirically Measurable too as True..
Anyway if you Wanna Really Believe that Jesus is all of God go ahead
but just know what that means in the ‘John Milton’ Sense and Feel of Lucifer
is more than the Morning Planet of the Star of Venus at least.. for First Morning Light
is That if Jesus Says Jesus is God and Jesus says You Will Do more than Jesus who is
God Jesus just gave you the Go Ahead to do Greater Works that Jesus as God.. hmm..
just use Common
Sense please
that doesn’t
make a bit
of Logical
or Feeling or
Sensing Practical Common Sense Still now
Every Teacher.. Who is Truly An Altruistic
Teacher and or Mentor STiLL yes even Parents
And Truly Loving other Family Members NoW and
Friends.. and sure one might hope even so-called
Foes.. and Adversaries who come to Be Satans and
Demons in Real Life Incarnate too might just be Humble
Enough to Wish their Students to do Greater Works than They
as Hey that only lends them Credit in how they Spread Love and Light
And Potential Higher Ways in other Flickers and Flames And Torches and
Bonfires and Wild Fires of Free Love.. in other Folks to Give and Share
for Free Now too.. Obviously that is who the Humble Dude originally per
Story Jesus was.. just another Assistant of God Raising Folks Higher than
Him as there is nothing more Delightful for Truly Altruistic Even Common Apes
to See their Students of Love Surpass them for the Ability to Survive and Even
in Greater
Animal Life Potential Now True..
Sure ..God of Nature All Will Be Proud
of You too really really proud as there
is no Real Separation at all From Us and
the Greater Nature of God that is all that is now..
Work Together yes inspire each other to Climb the
Mountains of Love Higher and yes Scale the Valleys
of BLacK Abyss Greater back toward more than What
the Colors are of Emotions and Senses of Beauty Wisdom
And Truth than What We Truly Enjoy Now to Please so Real..
To TRuLY Be A MeASuRE of Heaven
oF i AM.. if You JusT Love All Within
Now Within Inside Outside Above So
Below All Around too Yep a Few Greatfriends who just
Help Standing With You NoW iN the Challenges too And
JusT THRiVinG iN
Beauty’s Wisdom
Truth iN LiGHT Free to
Be LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW..:)


Then i Rose Again Flowers From Thorns.. Nah it Verily
Wasn’t A First Time Either And Now Love Always Feels Like Now First
In Other Words i Came Literally Extremely Close To Dying And Metaphorically
The Spirit of my Soul (Emotions) Died for 66 Months
It’s True This is Just Click Bait BuTT iT’s True And
No i Did Not Have to Rise From the Dead to Do it BuTT Yes Razor Thin Close
In This Case too A Husband Who Touches Her Butt A Bit too Much I’ll Never Be Able to Run For Political Office This Way… Yes Katrina Has Bouts of Road Rage But She Condemns No One For their Particular Different Nature of God That’s Close Enough ‘Here’ Yes There Are Some Days i Talk About Touching my Wife’s Butt As Much As Possible Same As Touching God No Difference @ALL
Ye of Little Faith if the Irony Wasn’t So Sad it Would Be Deliciously Funny You Can Ask The Core Evangelical Group of Christians Who Support Trump If Jesus Didn’t Do Zombie There is NO Jesus
There were less than a Handful of Folks Who Supported Jesus at the Cross He Had to Become A Zombie to Change That Not At His Hand When i Search The Globe And Find Folks Who Truly Love All (God) i hold on a bit too tight for
they Are More Precious than Gold
As onLY Metaphor of Course Only
Son (Nature of) GoD IS A Lonely Place
Two Loves…
Love of Ugly Ignorance…
Love of Wisdom’s Beauty
As One Seeks Finding Higher Levels
Of TrutH in Light NeaRinG A Pyramid Capstone of Wisdom’s
Beauty You May Find Only God Alone Ignore Our Differences in
Morality or Do our Best to Apocalypse Yes the Original Greek Definition
of Removing Veils of Ignorance Yet Another Muslim Friend
Still Condemns Homosexual Acts i Explained to Her
My Loving Mother Did too as Well As Muslim Acts
i Explained This to Another Friend She Did Not Reply
Yep i had one Friend Who Walked Away She Said Your Wife is
All That Counts Forget About the Others but what about God
Finding Our Stories DisEase of ‘Advanced Age’…
SMiLes at 21 i could not Find It at School..
FROwns at 47 i could Find It at Work..
THere was the Internet i searched
my Name and i could not even find
my Story THere..
Change heHe…
STuff HaPPeNs too hAha..
Verily Do SNap SHots too
Always MaKinG Life A Last First
Dance Song Loving Flowers And Thorns Rose
It’s Not Easy But Like HoMe Fires SoMEonE Has to CoMe
to Put It Out A Little Help From Volunteer Fire FiGHTerS iS ALWaYS Nice
So WHaT You Do Is CoMe BacK Again And AGaiN And AbsOrB SoMe oF THeir
‘Sins’ Yes ThE Fire oF Negativity To HelP TurN iT ON to LiGHT
God Is All If You Leave Anyone
Out You ReAlly Do Not Love
God Is All In Heaven Now You ReAlly
Will Not Turn Away When You Feel
Almost Everyone Else Still Burning
Particularly ALL Ones You Love Most
SMiLes.. this has been one of
The Hardest parts of my life
Letting go of the Fear of not
Being Perfect and the Best At
Everything i do letting go of
How People see me in their
View how hard i tried to
Fit into the Expectations
Of others and what
Culture and Religion
And Work and School
And everyone told me what
i should do fast forward to today
i am no longer perfect to anyone
And Never was but you see Another
Definition of that as you saw my
Scars as lovely and nothing to
Detest you never call me Weird
Or Strange you like me for
All of Who i am you
Are not a Superficial
Person you see with Deeper
Eyes yet as i was when i was
Your age it is very difficult for
You to express your feelings to
Others and blogging as it helped
Me so much helps you to overcome
That difficulty.. what i worry most
About you is the perfectionism
We share as i used to in all
Things achievements of Work
And School it took me really
47 years for anyone to tell me
i failed in any project at Work
or School and yep it devastated
Me the one time it happened never
Realizing how Much Fear of failure
Drove my Life.. Smiles my Friend
Eventually i would have to stand
In my underwear in front
Of the World
And Yes as You
Know less to overcome the
Fear of failure and looking
The fool in what most folks
Fear the most standing Naked
In Front of the World Dancing in
Public letting go of every fear
i have ever had in my life
And my God finally
Achieving the
Success I believe We
Most all would love Deep
Down Fear Free And Loving
All of Life From Failure
To Success i’m Sure
It wasn’t easy for you
To tell me about your reviews
At Work but i respect you very
Much for telling me that for that
Takes nothing away from all
Your successes in life
i know how important
Work and School related
Achievements are for that
Surely was a main focus of
Mine then most of my life
But no longer to focus
On Perfect but more
The way i feel Within me
A Measure of success now
No longer external driven
But instead the Spirit yes
The Nature yes God Within
My only Master except for those
Who I love the most
Who return
Love in Kind…
SMiLes.. Life is enough of
A Challenge where we really
Shouldn’t have to get paid to
Do it yes it’s a necessary evil
So far for big Societies to work
But hardly anyone really is
Happy with this way of
Life that really is the insanity
Of a World Already on Fire
Within i would Love to put
All those fires out and
Honestly yours the most
i am at a loss for words to do
It for you now as i was for me
Most of my Life for it takes
So much more than Words it
Takes getting to Feel and
Sense the True Magic
Of the Loving Force of
The Nature of God Living
In our Naked Flesh and Blood
So Far Away Removed From all
Cultural Clothes SMiLes my
Friend i shed all
Those Clothes and me
And God Within Celebrate
Always now a Dance and
Song of Fear Free
Love Within i
Only Hope
One Day You
Will Dance Loving
Free With US And if long
After i leave this Planet
In Spirit only my Friend…
SMiLes my Friend Sohair Words Are Nothing Nothing at all
Compared to Actions.. i was a bit Sad to come here today and
See someone tell a Muslim they are Yet to meet a Good Muslim i wondered
Where is Common Basic Human Decency Where is Empathy Yet this is Online one
Does not have to Fear Even Addressing a Difference of Opinion for it is often like
Bird Droppings
one may
what is left and fly
Away And never return..
We Humans Have Grown not only
Hard as Technology Replaces HeART
We Have Also Grown Soft as Discernment
And Disagreement is too much of a Thorn from A Rose
to Handle.. to make Life Truly a Rose that Neither Fears
Wisdom that comes from Thorns in Dark or is Cynical of the
Beauty of Flowers in Light For the Blood Sweat and Tears it Takes
For the
Truth in Light
of the Beauty
And Wisdom
of a Living Rose Whole
Missing Neither Thorns in
Darkness or Flowers in Light
But Honestly and Understandably
What Do The Stresses of Every Day Life
offer Up in even attempting to Better Fulfill
These Greater Potentials of Human Existential Intelligences..
for Where are
the Hours
the Minutes
the Seconds
for introspection
to reflect on LIfe’s Deeper
Mysteries to arise the Beauty
of Wisdom in Truth’s Light even Higher..
Smile my Friend i am blessed with Pain and
Numb and Disability for that provided a Way
out of a Hell that i didn’t fully realize i was living in
Before i actually went to Hell for 66 Months never to
go Back to Purgatory again.. that surely Looks like Hell to me now as well..
Just a place now where one has no idea where they actually are.. that’s what’s really
Scary About Life
in Hell
and only
Vaguely understanding
that something is way way
off about Our Existence that is Dark away from Light…
i pass by these people everywhere i go it’s True for ALL
Practical Intents and Purposes i am a real ‘Neo’ off of the ‘Matrix
Series of Movies’ and anyone else who has ever come Whole out
of Separation from God ALL my Friend.. as Nature Free in Will of Us
Sadly our other Friend
likely hasn’t met enough
Muslims to Understand they
are Human Just like Him.. they ALL
Have tHeir Flaws they have their Religions
Written in Words they have their Nations and Different
Feelings and Senses for Pleasure and Pain yet they Bleed
(True some folks Cannot Cry or Sweat ) and Go to the Bathroom
Like Everyone else no better than what they do or do not Fertilize in Life..
There was not much more
i could tell you
about why
Do what they do
We’ve already discussed
that there is nothing much new to
so it was just a waste of time but if it was
the first time you would have got a Novel response
from me just like you did the first time before.. for a friend
who cannot tolerate my opinion of life at least that is no real
friend at all.. and the same applies to me if i cannot at least
Tolerate a Difference of opinion whether i agree with it or not
as long as someone is not actually Harming someone else it’s easy
enough to turn that
off on the
even though
Harm is still done
to those who are different
for no other reason than the
Nature of their Genetics.. and
the Environment they were raised in too..
That’s sad but that is the Price of being Different…
Misunderstandings too.. if we were the same we would
be Robots with no Emotions or Senses at all… i’ve been close
to that and that is worse than the worst Fire of Burning Life of all..
but only
for one
who has
Truly lived
before with
Spirit of Heart
With Soul Fully Breathing…
not all Humans are Blessed
Even at Birth with a Soul like that my friend…
Anyway with Mother’s Day approaching tomorrow as
i may have told you before.. it was hard hearing my Mother’s
Ignorance about both Muslims and Homosexuals but i considered
the Environment She was raised in much different than mine.. it was
difficult for me to hear her say i was Demon possessed for my View points
that were different than her Fundamentalist Christian ones in my Writings
Before she died but she had never told me i was Demon possessed in 56 Years
so i could imagine something had gone very wrong with Her Health so i did not
even get Angry for a Second i felt sorry for her very sorry for her State of Health
then.. sure enough not long after that sadly we found out she had a Bleeding Brain
Cancer 8 Days before she passed away with her Wish of no Food or Drinks not
to Be Hooked up to any machines.. Life is too precious people are too precious
not to take the time and effort it really takes to understand why folks
do things different than we do the greatest
of all
is to
Believe in
anyway we Humans
Understand it all by
any word ever uttered by
A Human Hand or Mouth now..
Humans basically Hallucinate their
Reality as they go.. then they base their
reason on what they Hallucinated it before
as they only construct their subjective realities
as well as their Biology Will Allow them to do not all
Humans Are Blessed with Constructing A more Truthful in
Light Reality as others are to be and do.. Understanding is a
Blessing.. A Potential that all Humans do not possess the same
As individuals.. my first thought of your friend above is sadness
for he has a Disability of Heart.. many people do these days and that
often comes from living in what we have been told are ‘perfect bubbles’
until somehow we break out of those Bubbles and get exposed to a bit more
light for
what makes
other folks tick
differently than we
do.. and on top of that
We are often Punished and
sent as outcasts away for daring
to even challenge the Group Think
At Hand.. and this my Friend is why
Ignorance is Still the Real Ruler of the World today
Love is not always Beneficial for Love often Hides the Truth
of what
us tick to Live..
As We become afraid to
Question in Fear of Losing Love
Yet We are different.. We share
Similarities yet we are different
different colors of God to Feel and Sense best
with Love that heals and does no Harm that is an Art my friend
A Science
Alone of Written down..
Simply for the Fact that
Humans and our Environments
Are Always Changing now all that stays
the Same are Machines until they turn to dust.. too..
God is no Machine God Changes if God is Living too i for one Believe in a Living
God Not A Machine with only the Will that Humans ConSiGN to God in Words of Stone.
i Look for God
Within and
i am
to Find
Fearless Love (God)
IN Always Changing Deed Free…:)



Haha Chicken Wings and Pizza Sounds
A Bit Different than Detox Drinks
Surely Pleasing
Like Hot
Soup as
A Springtime Snack
Anyway.. the Carbs will
Feed Your Ever Smoking Brain hehe..
Yes.. i only come here to ‘eat your brain’ anyway
or shall i say consume it and spit it out differently
As Free Association in Creativity Will Naturally Flow
like i Sang
Do Dance Sing
Chaos Magic
MaKinG Art
Out of practically Nothing (Science)..
i used to Go to an International Poetry Pub
Online and one Dude Said i was a Special
Kind of Star Washing the place out in Light..
It’s not that i Mean to do it..
it’s just that when
a peRson comes
both Emotions
And Senses Too
There is no Past
or Future to predict
what comes next but now..
Keep on Sharing my Friend Always
Something New to Share And Give and Do…
SMiLes i am Allergic
to Cats but i really
Miss Loving one inside..
Love is more important
than Allergic
as long
as you
Breathe hehe..
SMiLes my Favorite You Describe Here
is ‘i eat less and my Heart is Hungrier’
hmm.. i had a Bad Cold.. and Lost my
Sense of Smell and Hence my Sense of
Taste too.. for an Entire Year in 2017
it happened during the Solar
Eclipse in the United States
then like a total Eclipse
of the Nose for
me hehe..
i noticed
That my Feelings
Really Expanded then
as well as my other Senses
too.. no pain no gain as ‘they’ say
as one may see and hear more Truth
when they are blind and deaf to Cultural Lies
like most
Enemy Money
Where Power
And Status may
otherwise come from within
instead of the God of Stuff too..
oh God what was really difficult is when
my Smell finally did come back during the
Solar Eclipse of 2017 since i lost it Since the
Spring of 2017 it came different and really Awful
in a Sick and Sweet Way nothing really smelled Good
and nothing really smelled Bad.. but it did smell and taste
like something which sort of made me wish more for nothing
Again but Eventually in another Year or so and even more it is
pretty much
what i remember
it before i got sick
hehe or will i ever really
know and the lesson tHere again
of course is Yes.. depending on Innate
And Environmental Circumstances Now We
Humans Feel and Sense the World Very Very
Different one person could be walking down the
Road in Heaven and the Other Person in Hell i see
in Hell
Just about
every day i go out my Friend..
Hehe.. no you cannot be the Hulk only
i will be the Real Hulk just kidding now
of course i hope you become a Greater
Hulk than me Ms. Hugs if that is what you Care to do..
and that my Friend
is a sign of Real
Friendship when
Kindness is only Platonic
And Cooperative and not Competitive
As People often Get when those Warmer
Colors of Feelings come into the Picture
How Beautiful it is just to Want Another
Human to Grow until the Green Monster
Comes into play i am so Happy i am
Growing Older and Less Attractive
as Finally the Young Women in
the Club are Starting to See
me as Daddy Age instead
(4 Decades makes
Grandpa Age)
of showing me
the sign of
the Cross when i tell
them i am married hehe as i
just came for a Solo Dance Anyway
not there to steal any Kisses from Anyone
at all.. do you know how difficult it is when
a Woman Grabs you into their Arms and Looks
Deep into Your Eyes for a Slow Dance Kiss you just
Spiral Around out of their Grasp And Free Yourself in
Bliss beyond Kisses
but wait we are
talking about
Bad Blood aka
Bad Emotions here…
i will use Music like this
When someone Hurts my Feelings
as yes i am Human too and i am very
Sensitive With Feelings too but i am not
Afraid to Express those Feelings as i will
Get Piping Hot Angry Like the Hulk And Fuel
my Dance and Poses even more in the Energy
that comes from that to release but keeping Bad or
Even Good Emotions in is only a Path Straight to the
Highway of Numb and Pain in Tension and Inflammation
where even our Auto-Immune System will Attack us unless our
Neo-Cortex does Properly Let us Experience Emotions all of them
Dark and Light now just letting them go in both Dark and Light ways.. in
Best where
They Harm
No one else as
Dance And Song
Naturally Regulates
my Emotions Integrates my
Senses as yes i Dance the Steps
And Write the Song of the Spirit
of my Heart as it is Set Free for a Mind
and Body in Balance of Peace and Harmony
more i Love all the Colors of Emotions Dark through
Light and from what i’ve seen my most Beautiful Poetry
Will come
from either
Bliss the
Same for
Light Will be
Expressed in Beauty of Dark too..:)


The Early Afternoon Twilight Between Lunch and Supper
That Leads to Public Store Dance is next is now so why
not go to the dVerse International Poetry Pub
as the Monday Prompt that is still going
on is about the Term ‘Up’ And Up is
A Bit Right with my Alley
These Days
for sure.. hehe.
Palms up Mind and Body
In Balance Nature
Becomes the
Space ‘tween
Hands Beyond iNFiNiTY
Summer Freedoms
Spring Desires
Up-lifting Fall to
Winter Dancing Romancing
Up And Fancy Falling
up Farther and
Roller Coasters
Calling Birds who Fly
Water of Humans that Float
Terrestrial Land Without Gravity
Balance in Mind and Body Dance..
A Middle
Name TaiLoReD
For A Lord Of Darkness
John 8:44 Modern
of Ages..
Heaven Only Far
Away As Dance
Without Gravity..
Morning Dreams
Twilight Aire Feelings
Spring Dew Summer Felt
Winter Dreams
Warm Up Hands of Seeing..
Blooms of Beauty
One Way Up…
Failing Falling to See
Resurrection of Colors Now..
Foot Print
Creativity of
Children Still
Living Up to
Standards of Play..
Easy Bake Cake Poems
Taste So Sweet Now
Best Part oF all no
Calories and
i ain’t
do the
Recipe hehe..
And This Metaphor
Will Go On Forever in Human Colors
Now With no Calories to Eat Aromas Taste..
Online Learning
For a Lifetime of
Arts and Sciences
Expanding Evermore Up
Now Where She Goes No
one Really Knows Feels and
Senses Future of Human Nature
As We Become our Tools Remains Potential…
Sharing this ‘River’ Song For Tonight it made me Really Fly and Float Dancing
No Gravity So Free No Time No Distance No Space oh i Wanted the Rest of the
World to Feel This Heaven for Free Particularly You my Friend you Know it’s Nice
to Have someone anyone to write to who might really listen one day and really care
For the feelings expressing them free is a Gift to Be Received as Well As Given too
my Friend for it’s True it’s Okay to Show Emotions it’s the Best Way to Color Life
Now in Flight in all the Hues and Shades they come to Be So Free when we alight
to Fly Higher now my Friend And yes it is okay to Cry as Tears are so Healing
but True Floating and Flying in Dance of Joy is no place but up my friend
just up and up away spiraling so High Never coming Down Just A Wave
Ocean Resting In Peace Whole No Separation again no Distance
Space or Time Heaven is Within to Enjoy.. Just Free to Be
as We Are the River Flowing Dancing Singing Flowering
Blooming Planting Future Happiness.. Ever Present
Now even more We Will Smile We Will Laugh We
Will Spring
Tears of
Joy Just
to Feel
And Fly
No Reason
To be Afraid
Floating Higher
to Be Alive Blessings
Blissings Continue We Sense
The Atmosphere of Free Yes
We all Deserve This River Gift
This Wave This Ocean Whole Free
To Be so anyway i just am coming by to Dance Sing High..
No Distance.. Space or Time Just Higher up in Flight my Friend..:)


“When the Last Tree Has Been Cut
Down, The Last Fish Caught,
The Last River Poisoned,
Only Then Will We Realize,
We Cannot Eat Money”

-Cree Indian Proverb

When i inadvertently come across a YouTube Song Like
the ‘River’ Song by the Singer ‘Aurora’ who i have never
Heard of Tonight Whose Voice And Music Send Shivers
All Around my Spine Making me Float and Fly Higher
Than what i feel like i’ve Ever Done in Walmart
Before in the Center Aisle especially
Designed by Sam Walton and
Associates of course
not realizing
that it would
come to Be a Dance
Hall For me to Float and
Fly Higher in Whatever Town
Houses A Walmart There.. True makes
it Hard to Leave Home Without Dance that
Way hehe.. sure.. give me Sun And Sand of
Three Naked Feet and Feat of space Voila
i Fly Terrestrial Land Again Floating So
Anyway Nature is our Home we
Are Seeds of Life True too..
Sentient Atar Dust
Standing Tall
Resurrecting Still
From Crucible Fire of
Star Death Burst We come
to Live in this Form and Essence
As Star Seed Children too.. yes Iron
Flowing Through our Blood Same as
Iron in the Center of Our Home EartH
Originating From Super Nova Explosions
too.. we all are the UniVerse As Whole only
Selfish Human Beings Who do not understand
The connection of Who We Truly are as the Grand
Breath of Nature Alive God Part of Whole Yes Fractal
of All that is God Too we come to be Resurrecting From
Crucible Fire of Star Death Burst We only Cut Ourselves Down
When We Destroy the Home of Ours Same that Overall is who we are too..
Part Whole
of God
All to Be
Best in Peace
And Harmony of Balance
in a Circle of Life where we
take and hoard no more than we Give
And Share all For Free At Best a Life of
Fearless Love to Be Us at Best We come to be
Harming no one else if Possible and By God God
As Nature True our Home As Planet EartH Too that
We can and will Never Do Without as This Still is our
Evolving Whole Nature as God Plus too.. Fractals of All
We Still come to Be Now.. in Greed or Giving and Sharing even more..:)


SMiLes Sohair Just Dropping
by to Say Happy Mother’s Day to
You as You Put Your Two Children
First At
Like the
Village used to do
too for All Children of Love..:)

SMiLes.. Himali Literally You are not a Mother
But as i was telling Another Friend today on this
Sunday Mother’s Day who may or may not be a ‘Mother’
i am not sure… All Women Are Mothers for they Birth and
Nurture the Virtue of Love in Humanity Most.. and in this
Way Ariana Grande is Correct Mothers in this Way and
Women in General Are God the Most Among Humans
And in this Way i do my Best as i look in the Eyes
of Each and Every Woman i ever meet to
See that Love of Mother and
Respect them the same
way i Loved to treat
my Mother
No Different if Jesus
Came to Earth in Flesh and Blood
for My Mother was the only example
Truly of Jesus i saw as a child Where i live
Where Fear and Hate lived then over Hope and
Love for all Peoples and sadly this is often still the
Case in this otherwise Paradise of Nature.. anyway i am
Sure one Day You Will Be a Wonderful Mother..Your Children
Will be Very Fortunate to be Birthed by You and one day as you
Near your last breath of Life there may be a Son and or a Daughter and
Even More Children Holding Your hand with only the Greatest Wish then to
be Born
to you
as You
are Love
and Truly
God to them..
or in your case of
Course an Indian Goddess
And Princess and Yes Baby Doll who is Real..
no matter your Age as Love never ages my Friend..
my Mother Wrote me a letter as you know that then we
Found when she passed away in 2017 it was addressed
to me at age 33 on June 6th in 1993 i was so glad to Find
that Beautiful Letter in Her Home after she Passed Away You
know that Extraordinary Letter You Wrote About me and not directly to me
made me feel the same way my Mother Did.. Loved Unconditionally for all of who i am..
Smiles my
that is the
Love of a Mother
Truly a Dearest Friend..
My Mother always tried to
Show me i was more than i thought
i was when i looked at myself in the Mirror…
So do you.. so do you.. and that is why i call You A True Friend (GodLoveYou)..:))

i’m Breaking the Rules Crossing Your Boundary
hehe.. i realize you are offline and it’s don’t call
us we we we call you next one day.. hAha But
Never the Less This is Mother’s
Day And You
What your
is in Life Yes Birthing 4 Children
Other than That Happy Mother’s Day..
Shawna Baby Keep Feeding Those Babies Love Milk..:)

SMiLes.. Guardians of the Galaxies
Are my Favorite Avengers Glad
to See some of them in the
Movie but i was hoping
to See Groot the most
by the way it’s
‘Secret’ don’t tell anyone
but i’m really not the Hulk
or Thor Really ‘i am Groot’..
i Feel Everyone Else too is a Tree
of Life.. not sure if they do though oh yeah.. Ilona
Happy Mother’s Day.. not sure if you are a Mother
of Two but no Matter What All Women are Mothers
For they Nurture the Most the Virtue of Love in Humanity
Therefore they Birth and Nurture Love And in this Way Ariana Grande
is Correct Yes God is A Woman Most in How Women Nurture Love you
know i miss my Mother
today i Miss
Her Soprano Voice
Traveling all around our
Neighborhood Block As Elementary
Age Children Playing In the Mud Building
Mud Cities as Her Voice Carried Clear as Day
is Night all Around the Distance of that Neighborhood
Block Just Singing to us it was Twilight And Dinner was
Being Served Now.. Every Woman i’ve ever met i’ve looked at
as Having the Loving Eyes of my Mother as it is impossible for
me to Disrespect a Woman this way For Women i see as Sacred and Mother..:)

Without Further Adieu
Happy Mother’s Day PM..
It’s Still True.. Mothers
Make Little Boys
Men Who are
Who Treat
Women With
Respect as Fathers
Do Too But only
If they Let
Their Sons
Smile all the time
When they are Happy
And Cry When they
Are Sad.. i Live In
The Deep South..
My Father Left
At 3.. Sadly i feel
Sorry for so many
Of the Other Boys
Whose Fathers stayed
As Do their Girl Friends
And Wives Now too…
For Emotions
Free As HeART
All that
Is Joy
Love and
Warm Comfort
As Security in
Arms Who
Felt the Real
Strength of a
Mother’s SMiLe
And Touch where
Hugs Replace ‘Guns’
The Guns
and Tears..:)

Amen Sister Jane
Tarzan Would
Swing the Same
All 3 Degrees At
The Top of the
Class and 33 Years
Of Perfectionist
Workaholic taught
Me is Drop all
The Reasons
Art it
Stands to
Reason my middle
Name is ArThur and
The Clinician Really
Screwed up when he
Scripted the U instead
Of the R
In Autistic
He wasn’t Wrong
But there is no
True Creativity
Other than
Feet Solo
Who never Worry
About a Target Audience
The Solo Flight is the
my Friend
Happy Mother’s
Day.. The Best thing my
Mother taught me was
To Smile the Bully Boy
Christians At School
Taunted me threatening
Me Calling me a Girl and
The F Word And Not
Fred i Felt Who
The only
Was Jesus
Was Mama
There was no
Other Jesus in
‘Trump Town’ then..
i would wink
Is a True Story…
Now i do my own
Style of Ballet at
11,233 Miles
Of Public Dance
In 69 Months
Of Effort in
Trump Town USA
As i weighed in on
The ‘Publix’ Scales
At 246.6 Pounds Last
Night and these days
At the Military Gym
When i Warm Up
With Ballet and
Then Leg Press
1340 LBS 18
Reps no
One Says
A Damn thing
About my Ballet
But they watch
Every Rep i press
And they ‘secretly’
Love the Ballet
WitH Winks..:)

i Just Smiled Big Like i Always
Do And Kept A Gentlemanly Distance
It was Hard to Find the
Words When She was
Simulating A S88 Act
Lying on the Dance Floor
i was supposed to add
Baby Girl or Princess
To Thank You… Then
i didn’t realize what the
New Meaning of Daddy
Was until i Looked it
Up in the Urban Dictionary
The Other Women
Seem to like me they
Even Hug me And Say
‘i Love You Daddy’
SMiLes.. i Do not
Know how to write
Poetry either and
It’s true my Wife
Will tell Ya Now
(At Least me)
i don’t
How to do
Anything.. i
Only Do.. Perhaps
One Day i’ll Get
Old Enough to
‘Know’.. But
i Don’t Think … So…
All i Know is ‘i Am Groot’
So many have
Tried yet no one
Has taught me
How to Dance
i Welcome All
Hands to
Lift me
Up With Dance
“The Fire That Neither
Drinks Water Nor Eats Food”
‘tHeRe’ loss…
for i can’t Make Anyone
Either Come Now to This
Water or Drink from it as Fountain FloWinG
More.. Even if They Wanted to too.. heHe..
And it’s true.. my Sycamore is too big for
most anyone to see now.. however it’s
also true.. i paint with all and more
with the colors of the Wind
and can prove
it as
the Wind

SMiLes Sohair i am Currently on my Desk
Top with no Emoticons For Flowers but
Many Flowers to you my Friend as i knew
Your Birthday Was in May but i did not realize
it was on Mother’s Day This Year.. Smiles.. my Father’s
Birthday Fell on June 20th.. Which meant that some days
His Birthday was close to Father’s Day and the Summer Solstice
too.. hehe..
So it’s
Like Being
Born on Christmas
Day or Valentine’s
Day or An Anniversary
too.. hAha with Smiles
but there are always
Other Days
And Presents
of Beauty my Friend
Every Now i see and hear
And Feel and Sense Life This
Way it Makes Life So Precious
To Give and Share Love this Way Just All Free..
That IS A Message of God i Love most my Friend..
To Make all of Life A Celebration to Give and Share
Love Free However for some folks they see that as
Harm.. for Sure Folks See the Colors of Love
So Differently too..
Thanks for
A Wordy
Yet Real Gift of Love my Friend With Smiles
it can and will be Hard to Deliver too but
True Mail Men Deliver the Gift
in every
of Weather
No matter Where
Love Will Be Received
All Around A Globe..
They Celebrated Mother’s
Day in Church This Morning it
Rained Very Hard and some
Folks Decided that
was too much
to Accept
to make it to Church…
it was Very Empty Yet Full of Love too..:)



Katrina And me Both Have Something in Common..
Greatfriends Who are Women Who Are Old Enough to
Be our Children Both Around 27…
In Other
Good News..
Store Thefts Were Down
A Bit On Mother’s Day Across
Metro Stores.. Free Services
i Offer Are Never Ending NoW..
My God these Stores
Are Crowded With
Women Shopping
On Mother’s Day
Oh Lord the Challenge
Of weaving in and out
Of Shoppers
But never
The less
The Smiles
From my Dance
Do come for Free..
Thanks My God (Nature)
For All Religious Club
Rule Breakers If Not
For the tireless efforts
Of my 17 Year-Old
Spicy Cajun Grandmother
Seducing my 36 Year-Old
Irish Catholic Priest Grandfather
(Wiki Noted
Author Who
Dined With Einstein
Last Century too)
From the Pews
Of his Parish as
It appears She called
Him ‘Daddy’ instead
Of ‘Father’ or i would
Not exist.. i know she
Was Spicy ‘cause
She had a ‘Love-in’
French Foreign
Exchange Student
‘Till the Day She
Died at 69..
True Story
Fitting almost
Perfect in any
Bible or Koran
If only she
Was a Bit
In the First
Marriage.. Nature
Will always have
‘Her’ Way Ain’t
No Fooling
‘my God’..
Amen i bet if Jesus could�Really come Back�He’d do it�On Mother’s�Day just�To get A�First ‘Dig’�In at the Male�Apostles who were�Expecting Him�On Father’s�Day.. overall�Some of�Those Teachings�Associated With�Jesus are okay�Particularly�The only�One about�Loving it all�But meh�It’s true�So called�Evangelical�White Male�Trump Town�‘Christians’�Mostly�Just�Give�Me Gas
To Dance More Now…
I’ve been spreading
This Good News For
69 Months it
Seems the
Hear it
Most hmm..
Some things
Hardly Change hehe
And really all of
This is True
God it’s
More Fun
Than Fiction
Good News
At least..
Hehe Now i
WeaR A Poker
Face laughing
All the way
Inside as
i Destroy
‘THeir’ Confidence
On what it even
Be a
And of course i
Show ‘em A You
Tube Video of
Me Leg
The 1340 LBS
As i pack all
My Evidence
In 6 incheS hehe
YeS An iPhone Screen..
YeP i TeLL ‘em according
To John 14:12 they Would
Do Greater Works than
Jesus and Write a 6.9
Million Word Bible
Like me in 69
Months too..
‘Cause i
Some one
Will do
Greater Works
Of Dance And Song
Than me sure if
In just
Faith in Fun
Like i Do just for Free..
But Anyway Speaking of Sky Fall
And Not the Original Definition of Apocalypse
That Means Lifting the Veils of Ignorance the Priest at
Catholic Church Did His Best to make Revelation out of the
Old Bible All about Redemption and Hope instead of Torture
in Hell Forever and Destruction of the Earth As We Know it Now
but course he was using a Scholarly Biblical Advantage meanwhile
naming the Folks ‘The Evangelical Local Trump Christians’ ‘Crazy’ Now
Cause they take it literal.. yes.. Ignorant but no not crazy not any more Ignorant
than The Catholic Church who wittingly or witting not Do Not Spill the Beans that
Innumerable Ghost Writers Wrote what we have left of the New Testament for the
most Part Still Now where at most 18 percent or So may Be even Written By the Same
Person mostly a Dude Who has a Vision on a Road to Damascus named Saul who Changed
His Name to Paul.. There is a possibility that a Dude actually named John Wrote Some Stuff
iN the the New Testament but no This Dude Potentially Named John Never even Met the so-called
Man named Yeshua then as John the Baptist was just part of the Story that whoever Wrote it
Wrote and of course Paul’s Authority was a Vision he had on a Road to Damascus Same
Potential anyone else may have to Enjoy or Not Enjoy A Vision and the Rest of it is
Creative Spirit Filled Prose and Poetry and Parables that most anyone may be
inspired to Write NoW in Flow Yes Transient Hypo-Frontality where the Five
Percent or So of Our Brain Associated with Our Entire Mind the Neo-Cortex
Gets Dampened enough to Light up the Rest For Our Brain Yes So
Much more of Our Subconscious Mind… the Other 95 or so
Percent of our Mind in the Show of Life
Yes as Emotions Regulating and
Senses Integrating in Flow
From Head to
And Synchronicity
too When the River Flow
And Autotelic State of Being
Generating All the Feel and Sense
Good Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones
in Flow too.. through a Bio-Feedback of Feelings
And Senses.. in Relative Free Will increasing as Free
Will as We Master the All in All iN Us NoW iN Emotional
And Sensory Frequencies of/in/as Vibrations From Head
to Toe in the Realm of Subatomic Energy too.. as That
Part of Our Minds Now is not Well Understood at All..
All.. May Be.. Consciousness Yes.. God.. Consciousness
WHere all of Time and Distance and Space does not really
Exist just Manufactured by the Creative Aspects of Our Minds..
And the Mind of God Consciousness As Ocean Whole All Being now too..
Meanwhile.. the Sky is not Falling but Around A Million or So Species Risk
Extinction out of 8 Million Species of Globe Life in the Coming Decades so Yes
for All those parts of God Nature the Balance of Justice for Life is at Sky Fall Meanwhile
For JusT Free..:)

Alexandria on the Mediterranean Surely
A Beautiful Sunset From A Year Ago Sohair..
Smiles.. i Remember when i was Your Age today..
it was the Beginning.. of the End.. of my Life for what
would come to Be 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom..
As You Are 13 years my Junior and 3 Years Katrina’s Junior
Just about Old Enough to Be my Child.. Same Age as Himali’s
Mother Yet when i was 18 Years-Old in Church i could have Shaken
Your Hand if you Attended A Church over Here when you were 5 Year’s
Old After the Lord’s Prayer in the Christian Way that is Practiced over here..
Smiles.. my Friend.. Stress is what Ages our Spirit and not so much nearly For Numerical Age.. as Yes When i was 36 i could have Shaken Himali’s Hand in Church at 5 Years-Old too.. for perspective As Well As
We are All Friends
And Age really
really Matter
to the Spirit of Heart
The Soul Within as verily
when i was 21 i felt at least
As Old as My Close to 80 Year-
Old Grandmother then in Spirit
And way over 100 Years old in feeling
And sensing Numb and Pain Within at 46
Years Old as that went almost intolerable
at 47 Years of Age in January of 2008… But Again..
i was almost always on Call as An Administrator then
And Manager And Supervisor of Scores of Human Beings
And sometimes Well Over 100 When my Boss Was off then..
Now to Mention Financial Management as Slave to a Computer Screen
too.. With Administrating Many Full Programs to help the Morale of the
Military too as Part of the 25 Years of Active Paid Pay in Doing that too..
i don’t feel time.. distance.. space or time and i surely don’t feel or sense
any Age but the Bliss i Mostly Feel and Sense Within theses Days to Give
And Share For Free too.. i will not Believe.. i am So special.. after Being a
‘Canary in a Coal Mine’ Who Survived What Many other Folks May come
to Find As Heaven
Now too if ‘they’
Seek and Find a Birthday
Eternally Now of And iN As Nirvana Ways Now..:)


A Six Pointed Star ‘A’
Greets And Meets ‘V’ STaRTinG LiFE
We Swim We BeHold BeinG HuMaN We iFly Air
This Is Life This Is Human His Hunger
Her Desire A Place to Hold Hunger Alive
i Love A Rule of Jesus Loving It All But It Is
Up to Us to Paint Colors oF Air We BReaTHENoW
You Are Sponge i Am Water Air God YouR Lust And Love For Life
Floor is A Bit Wet But i Don’t Fall When i Dance This Is Nature This Is
God If ‘He’ Loses ‘His’ ‘Hunger’ ‘We’ All Die
‘First She Said Be Still’
And Then He Hugged Katrina
And Went Back to Sleep’
Agree Humans Will Not
Discover Anything Truly Worthwhile
Without Each Other Solo Allone Free
A Space Poetry Fills And Feels
A Space of Empty now that may
Be Souls of Life We Love How
Beautiful it is When
Words Create
Within to
Feel and Fill a
Space Loving Life
Truly A Place of ‘Midnight
At the Oasis’ Where We Will
Send Our Camels to Bed
As Words of Poetry
Are Stored
With Water of Love
Loving Hands so Sweet
And Kind Impossible
To iMagine Balled
Up in Fists
Sunshine curling
Up Lips never
To see
Sunset of
For Every Photo
Greatfriends Love
Deserves an equal
Number of Words in
Gratitude for A Human
Smile Reaching Ocean
Floor Whole Loving
Oasis At
Midnight Sun..
Truly it is Lovely
To miss someone
As Long as there
Is Rose to Feel A Space
With Moonlit Rays of Living Love..
How could anyone
Look at Your
Smile and
Sweet Body
Posture and
Not just want
To Hug You Forever
If not for your Eyes..
Those Eyes Those
Full Moon Muse Eyes
Truly what A Lovely
All About You..
i Nominate ‘Ellen’
To Set the World
‘On Fire’
In her
Style of
‘Revelation’ of
Hope as that is
How Catholic
Priests are describing
It these Days there Will
Be no Heaven Now Without Gay
Directors in Charge
For all the Fabulous Fun
It surely will be Better
Than what Catholic
Priests do for
Their style
As that other
Revelation already
Happened in the
Church of
The pits
Of the Pews
In Gehenna Hell
Oh.. what a Relief
The Pope of Hope
My God
Of Nature
Chooses Ellen
For A Real SMiLinG
Jesus Prophet Now!!..



A Poetry Prompt of iMaGiNaTioN
At Best We May Make Life All To Be
All Through Dark and Light my FriEnd..
SMiles i dont ‘Think’ Much These Days for
the ReaSons of Solving Problems as i have
So Few to Solve it’s True Solving Problems
Naturally Puts Us in a ‘Bad
Mood’ Until We Find
The Solutions that’s
Just How our Minds
Work there is no
Escaping that Journey
of ‘Pain’ That potentially
Leads to the Solution we NEED…
With A Little Shot of Dopamine too..
SMiLes Yes mY SMiLEs come from no
Longer Thinking About Solving Problems So so
Far and Few they are Between Now i Think Pink
Like ‘Pink Panther’ Better Yet i do Purple and just
Let iMaGiNaTioN Do All the Work Within as i am
Just the Surface of the Ocean as mY iMaGiNaTioN
Free in
Essence as
All Form of Arts
i am Fortunate Enough to BRing
in Dance And Song of Words and Steps
Who knows maybe one day i Will Play
A Piano Again but it is not the Same
As Connecting Yes Collaborating
With OTHeR Works of Arts and
Sciences as i Play this
Keyboard of Letters
And Words of
Song Now..
As Co-Creational
Activities CoMe to
LiFE SMiLes mY FriEnd
Never has THere Ever Been A
Potential for a Heaven now maybe
AnywHere in the UNiVerSE NoW WHere
Humans no Longer have to Think to Live Solving Problems
NoW Just Create And Paint More Than all the Colors oF aLL Air..
And as Far as i Travel i’ll Let all the “Inspector Clouseau’s” continue
on their Journeys of Solving All THeiR Problems WHeReAS mY SPiRiT
High Definition Screen
High Definition HeART
i’LL Take A Second iN SPiRiT oF
Yup Hell Has Most
Always Been
Created by
And yes
As just a
For Creating A Man
Meanwhile Women
Most As Always
God (Love)
Overall but with
NDD Nature Deficit
Disorder Now That
Too Is Changing as
John B. Calhoun’s
Is Coming
To Human
Out of the
‘Star ratS..
Unless We Co-Create
Our own Social Roles
In Thriving Loving
Out of
Past Will NoW..
Oh my God Ms. Hugs You Hit the Motivation
Nail Right on the Head Yes FOCUS IS Key
For Our Motivation in Life
for We Humans
Are So So So
These Days
hehe.. what could
be more Distracting
than me hAha.. it’s true
they don’t let me dance
in the Mall Halls for ‘they’
are afraid i will take attention
Away from all the Commercial Sales
Ads but Who Will Beat Pure “Lust” for
Motivation to make a Buy.. but wait!
Some of the
Do Love
to Watch
me Dance the
Men not so much
but what do ya Expect.. hehe..
But it’s True as Science Does Show
Pure Human Lust as Males are Naturally
Attracted to Females and Females Naturally
Cooperate to Receive that Attention as that is
Nature and that is Just Life at A Core NoW oF aLL
Human Co-Creation/Productivity From Creating Babies to
Building the Tallest Skyscrapers with Ornate
Decorations Where Romance was/is Still
Alive Like in France With Smiles.. true
that has changed somewhat
as Commercial Advertisers
are having to get more
Overt to gain
Male Attention
And Female Cooperation
For the Motivation to make a Buy..
So Capitalism Will Keep Spinning A Lair to Sell..
Marketing 101 as far as that Goes to Sell to What
The Target Audience Loves most And Naturally
Speaking of Course with Humans it’s Each Other.. heHer..
Yes i use
And Sex
in my Bible
not trying to Sell
it but how else will
anyone else find the
Motivation to pick up a Bible as Heavy as mine hehe..
Gotta admit my Wife and a ‘Few’ of my Friends are a bit
oF A DraWinG to Draw some folks in at least to have a look hehe…
And Cats Yes Cats they Motivate a Look so much goodness Yellow
Boy is
in the
Cats Will i do next for that..
Meanwhile i’ll Just Do “Pink Panther”
Just for Fun as i motivate myself within
whether or not there is any T and A aRound or not.. hehe..
Matter of FAct i Love A Woman’s Eyes most hmm.. just hmm..
i swear
just one
Pair of Eyes
Will Motivate
Millions and
Millions of Words with SMiLes..
Note: i’ve noticed You are Beautiful like everyone else here… too..
You would truly be a ‘Fool’ Not to Motivate with your Humanity
too as we
all will do
not to light
up the Temples
of God We are Blessed with Best too.. hehe..
And You know what i like Best About You Yes obviously You
Are Beautiful and You are not Afraid to Jump Up in the Air with your Hair
messed up..
And it’s true
my Gorgeous Indian
Friend Himali is not afraid to do that either..
Quite Honestly my Friend that is Rare in Beautiful Women
These Days and
Very Refreshing
when someone
they have
to be ‘Perfect’ Every Day With SMiLes..
SMiLes am i motivating You.. my Favorite
Thing to Do Now is Motivate others Up..
How PleaSing it is to be able to Do it
Without even Showing off
my Body.. hAha..
Hey i Will Even
Hide my
my EYes Behind my SHades Hehe..
And i don’t even have to Lie about my
Age or About Being Married or Hide the FAct
i am Just About All Nuts too..
But It’s
True ‘they’
may not
Realize it yet…
but i am A Squirrel This is MY World..
True i iNHeRiTeD iT as such Just Cause i Will..
As i am
Motivated to ‘JusT Do IT’..
but in a more original way of course hehe like Pink Panther..
OMG Work Gives me
HeART Burn so i
Permanently Skip
It and
Ropes And Play
iNstead heHe NoW
i’m Very Fortunate
Katrina won’t let me
Do any of the House
Wife Work as She is totally
Married to it and thinks i am
too imperfect to do as GooD oF A JoB as Her..
So She Dominantly takes
even have to
Tie my Subordinate
Hands this way With SMiLes..
The only Times She Spanks me
is when i am late For ‘Driving Miss Daisy’ As
She can’t Drive
‘Cause of her
So i Keep
on ‘Driving Miss Daisy’..
A Great Chauffeur i make
A Better Maid Maiden She is..
Our Relationship Works out ‘Perfect’
as ‘We’ don’t ‘need’
each other
Much this way..
i’m not sure why
But i almost always end up smelling
like ‘Roses’ no matter what.. haha..
No ‘matter what’ i am planted ‘iN/aS’ heHe..
i’ve had the Opportunity to Visit
Lillian’s Blog i enjoy Writing Erotic
And Romantic Poetry too.. something
New i’ve done in just the last year..
i don’t share my
on my Word
Press Blog it’s
Way too hot to
Handle there hehe..
i’ve Actually Written
An 88,788 Word Erotic
Poetry Novel too hehe..
But yeah occasionally
i do write Romantic Poetry
More Often Recently in fact in the last 6 Full Moon
Months.. Lillian’s Last Blog Post Really Resonated
With me.. i don’t often comment as i tend to take
the Oxygen
out of
i Enter
either online
or in the Dance World too.. hAha..
You are a Powerful enough Comic Book
Super Hero to take it so i give it all here hehe.. Ms. Marvel..;)
This is my Favorite Poem She Wrote linked below all this Text…
SMiLes i’ll Raise Ya A Giver/Shaker Song for Your ‘Mover’ Song
It’s Another Secret Don’t Tell anyone but ya wanna
know who i am Really in Love with for Motivation
The Name STarTS With G And yes it is
Gravity.. No.. Not Inertia
but my Best
Friend Gravity
For When i Overcome
Gravity in Balance in Dancing
Singing Free i am Set Free From All the
Gravity of Stress From That ‘Other World’
That continues to move With Inertia..
Yes.. Against Gravity when the answer is
So Simple.. i mean look at The Planets all That
Weight in Balance Now Just Gliding Light Years
Away/Near in Balance With So Little Inertia Lasting Lasting Longer
Longer Just Spiraling with no Problems unless a CoMet
Comes aLong in a Collision but yeah Sh88 HaPPeNS
Everywhere too what
ya gonna
do except
untiL it CoMeS Free..
Smiles but reAlly it is
Key When You Do Move
And every minute move you
Make BeCoMeS Art With Gravity
iNstead of Against Gravity that’s where
A REaL MaGiC STaRTS Like a Portal to Never
Never TiMe Land No Distance Space Either Just
A Never Ending Story of Bliss and Nirvana Free
in Orbit
With Gravity
And God Free
And What Springs
Next is Indeed Spring
All 12 Months of A Year
that no longer Even Exists in
the Eternal Now of Motivation Free…
Smiles Ms. Hugs Thanks for all Your
‘Poetry Prompts’ today.. Open Ended
Short Phrases/Questions are A Sponge that Make
oF Art too.. hAha..
It’s like You are A
Pitcher And A Base Ball
And i am a Home Run hAha..
Just Belting Another one out of another World’s ParK..;)

SMiLes my Friend…
Notes of Your
Touch A
Of Feelings
In me….
Death of Silence
An 8th
Day God
Said the
Hell With
Words Dancing Singing
Poetry Forevermorenow

Thanks For
The Inspiration
At Best That’s What
We All Do to Each Other

Side Note: Also At Worst
DePenDinG on How ‘the’
Inspiration is Given And Taken

Moral of ‘A Giver’



Remember when ‘You’ Intimated.. We don’t ‘Really’ Know’ What’s
Possible If We Really Get ‘Integrated Whole’ As Human Beings With The Rest of (Nature as God)
in/as Us.. Well.. Here’s an Example.. You are Welcome to See me if ya like (can/will of course too)..:)
Not many People Can/Will Possibly See How Deep what i’m saying now is there might a Chance for ‘You’ too..:)

And that’s An only reason i came back..:)

HeHuH HoW DeeP iS YouR LoVE (GoD)
God And Consciousness It JusT iS i Am NoW
How Will God Be In All Space And Distance At the Same Time
It’s The Same As Consciousness Beyond All Distance Space And Time
Either God Lives As A He
iN A PeN is oR AS A PeN is
People Find So Many Ways of Science
And Religion To Hide God EVeNTUaLLY
God CoMeS Free iN Souls Who Fly Free
Art is Flesh And Blood of God
Bones Roots To Marrow Never
Ending too Deep Science iS oNly SKiN Deep
As Poor As ReLiGiouS OnLYSKiN
Very Rarely Will You Ever Find An
Original Artist Who Has Not Felt
And Sensed The Force of God Free in Creativity

Emerging as a Butterfly at Least as Metaphor out of
A Cocoon; You know the Superman Myth at Best
When the ‘Four Eyed Nerd’ Sprouts a Cape
And Flies Immediately after they Change in a ‘Neo’ Telephone Booth; You can Either
Write the Comic Book Story; or Be the Super Hero; or by God even do both, if you try enough.

Is it that Simple and Hyperbolic For Humans, no; Is It Possible; Most Definitely Yes now for sure as
i for one Prove; Yes, Prove With Empirical Evidence as Any ‘Blue Turtle’ (God) In Human Potential Now
And Epigenetic Potential In Advancing Challenges To Adaptation of Success Will Do in Human Potential of
Relative Free Will most any day of the Week; okay, one example, i was the Last Kid Picked in Sports Teams as
A Youth; couldn’t Speak until Age 4 with this Autism Diagnosis that Came Much Later in Life; Never the Less that
Did Not Stop My Human Relative Free Will in Changing the Future me Emerging at the Opposite End of the Spectrum
of a Human Butterfly (Superman if ya wanna use that metaphor too) by the Day i almost Reached 59 Years of Age going
from Zero in Creative Reality of not even being able to do more than a list of 1, 2, and yes, 3; to Writing a Longest Long
Form Poem Free Verse Poem With Plenty of Stream of Creative Consciousness in Flow of Creativity to go along with
‘Concrete Poetry Shapes’, the Entire Way with no planning in Advance too as ‘We’ are now moving into Much
Higher Potentials of Human Creativity as Empirically Measured, in other Ways of Science, at 400 to 500
Percent Above ‘the Norm’, in Measure of What Science Now Names ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’; Just a
Fancy Way of Saying Flow as ‘Dare Devil’ Mountain Climbers without Safety Harnesses Prove doing too.

Oh, Back to The Weakest Fish as Observed by the other ‘Children’ in the Aquarium; sure, even confused
as a Girl by the McDonald’s Cashier; really, just a matter of use it or lose it; Book Worm over Gym Rat then;
Life will be like that in use it Superman or Clark Kent don’t use it too as Use it or Lose it applies to all Stuff Life.

To make a Longer Story Short; i decided to Use it and i gained my Human Potential Back that was never
Used; but Yes, very much gained for What the Science of Exercise Physiology and the Medical Text Books
don’t usually say can and will Happen for a 53 Year-Old Autistic Dude to Change into a Dancing Legend
about a year from then by the words of the Local Metro Audience as i’ve Reached 11,244 Miles of Doing that
now since September of 2013, in Public Dance Everywhere i go and oh yeah; i used to have the Worst Case of
Severe Anxiety as assessed by an Air Force Psychiatrist who took care of Combat Veterans; ever Dance 10
Minutes Solo in Public; truly much harder for most folks to fathom than any Public Speaking over the course
of a Lifetime now; oh yeah; i used to be uncomfortable even walking into Walmart Alone without my Wife
to make me feel comfortable inside my own frigging skin walking by my side.

I Master my Body now;
My ‘Body Masters’ the Focus of my Mind’;
Voila, i went from Leg Pressing 500 LBS to 1340 LBS, 18 Reps now as i
noted That 500 LBS in Around the ‘Time Frame’ of September of 2013, on this Very Same
Location of the ‘Wrong Planet’ then that i could/Will See no sky as the limit then after recovering
from the ‘Dark Side of the Moon’; Yes, the Dark Night of the Soul for 66 Months assessed with the Worst Pain known
to Humankind; Type Two Trigminal Neuralgia like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear, where no Pain Killer would
help as a Shut-in in my Bedroom For 66 Months from yes, Wake to Sleep; With this Pain Where the small bit of sleep
i could manage was the only Respite from that; and a Synergy of 18 other Life Threatening Disorders all put together
that the Attending Professionals Gave me Zero Chance for Recovery. You know, it would have helped a lot if i did not
hear so many Narrow Minded Material Reductionists on this Internet Site for those 33 Months or so i spent here
Recovering for any Hope of Recovery from anyone else who had come back from a Place like Hell.

I find it sad when folks say that life is Pre-Determined by what ‘Science says’ is only Possible now in Life.

i didn’t Just Write a 6.9 Million Word Free Verse Longest Long Form Poem Bible in 69 Months Fully Illustrated;
over 170 Thousand Photos i took; and over 10 thousand YouTube Videos to Accompany my ‘Bible’ as i went
Just for Fun; True, i documented my Rise From ‘Clark Kent’ to ‘Superman’, The entire way every Step of the Way;
i literally lifted myself up out of Autism and yes even Bi-Polar where my only prescription from Doctors who do
say i have mitigated all the deleterious Symptoms by a Simple Literal Prescription For A Free Dance that Regulates
my Emotions and Integrates my Senses, where the Standard Issue of Mind over Body is a Bit Backwards for the Reality
of most of our Human Condition that is controlled by both Limbic System and Reptile Brain with the Neo-Cortex
as a Conductor of that in Relative Free Will of past Dreamed Experiences with Dreams Yet to come Fulfilled if
And when We Manage a Relative Free Will for Success in Life over Failure as Life Ain’t Fair; but by my God
of Nature Your Life will never be like it was if you just Learn how to become a Butterfly instead
of Just a Cocoon of what your Human Potential is that you never Co-Created as Real before now.

What are the Benefits; Number one as most any another other Human Male; over 2000 Beautiful Smiling Photos
of Young Fertile Women For what the Core of most ‘Male Mammals’ Love To See by our Side the most. Sure, we can
Lie to ourselves and say this Shadow Doesn’t exist that rules our Lives; or yet even better We Will Dance and Sing
A Poetry of Life That Makes the Smiles Broader and Last Longer than any Dance alone ever will or a Smile alone.

Oh yeah; my other ‘Super Power’ is Being Financially independent by age 47; Starting out with a Minimum Wage
Job after 3 College Degrees as the ‘Autism’ made it almost impossible to make the output of what i learned as
input possible then; just another Lose it or use it proposition; i aced all the Multiple Choice Tests that were the
Way of School Then; And Then i Just learned how to do it finally at age 53, what i was never taught to do.

My Sister is also Diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome so this is no Misdiagnosis.

However; my Labels are rather my Strengths now; as i just learned how to
‘fly’ instead of rotting in a Cocoon.

Talk is Cheap.

Dance Truly Speaks.

Just my Opinion of course;
But the Documentation of The Evidence DOES NOT LIE.

One only Gains as much Relative Free Will As one Co-Creates
Cumulatively Now with the Rest of Nature.

Either one Dances
or Sits Sit Still as a Wall Flower of Life.

i did that for 53 Years, until i Finally woke-up and Escaped this Truly Insane way of A ‘Cultural Cocoon’ Away As
A Dance And Song that Flies Away Free Never Stagnating to Another Ground Hog Day AGHOGDAY Again, at least for me.

i wasn’t Selfish; i left A Path intact that worked for me the whole Dam Trip Straight out of Hell to Heaven; Still Eternally Now Within and not so bad on the ‘Outside’ too.

Anyway, if a Person Does not Believe in Truly all Natural Miracles of Change that is surely a First And Only
Step Necessary in Failing to Achieve any more Human Potential that is most Definitely Possible With A Real Stab At It..:)

And if you Believe you Do Not Have Any Free Will; of course you Will Never Co-Create it And Fly Away from Any Shape, Fashion, or Form of A Personal Essence of Hell now.




Hmm.. It seems We all have a bit of a Donkey’s Butt
if We are Human At least.. i rather See it
First than Just See the
Behind of
as it Goes Away…
But True Too much
Donkey’s Butt Will Be Stubborn too..
It’s Also Worth Noting and Very True
that the Most Feminine Sweet Women
At Least if they are not Taking Birth Control
And Still Ovulating Will Naturally Be Attracted
to the Most Highly Infused Testosterone Males with
A Very Masculine Face that means Less of a Nurturing
Soul too and in General Less of an Emotional Heart and
Nurturing Personality that takes Care of Other Folks now
With Copious Amounts of Empathy too.. but hey that’s how
Comic Book Human Heroes are Created too.. the Super Masculine
Dude Meets the Super Feminine Female they Get along long enough
for the Baby to at least Get through the Mother’s Milk then Moving on
they go to the Next Masculine Reproductive Success as such Meanwhile
That Little Boy with the Propensity to be a Real Donkey’s Butt and so
Strong and Silent too.. Learns to Love More always a Bit Resentful
that Daddy Went his Way for him to Fend for Himself.. Having
To Become a Man on his Own and Riding all the Rough
Spots Without a Fearless Daddy to Give advice
Eventually.. when Both the Loving Side
and the Fearless Side are integrated
in Feminine Love And Grace
With Masculine Will
And Strength
Voila the
Hero Archetype is
made and Quite Honestly
we likely have a shortage of Hero
Dudes for when the Pill came on the
Stage in 1960.. Women started being attracted
to Men With More Feminine Faces.. hmm.. Chances
are if one is a Very Masculine Looking Man.. Women
From Other Countries who are not on the Pill will like
them a whole lot more particularly when they are Ovulating
As Yes This is
A Science of
Goats Yes
Broad Jawed And the
Estrogen Glow of Sweet Lambs..
Some.. Women Just Get Used to
the Donkey Butts and Stay as Some
Donkey Butts are just to lazy to stray.. hehe..;)

YeaH it’s True if you hear a Dude say he’s not interested
in Characteristics Like Big Eyes And Glowing Estrogen
Skin and Fertile Wide Enough Hips you might wanna
Check to make
Sure He
is not
an ‘Alien
Dude’ haha..
And true not all Fearless
Dudes are particularly ‘Aesthetically’
Beautiful but hey.. if you have to have
someone to Fend off the Wild Animals
From Your Little Bitty Defenseless Baby
Broad Shoulders and a Broad Jaw and
Brutally Developed Fists and
‘Claws’ and Really Big
‘Wolf Man’ Teeth Will
come in
Handy for Basic
Survival and Subsistence
as hey what would you like
more a ‘Pretty Nice Dude’ or a Baby
that wasn’t Eaten by a Wild Animal
to put it very bluntly off course as a
Prehistoric Example that may not be
Relevant today but is somewhere still
in our Shadow Self so yeah Women Naturally
Go still for the Protector Dude Fearless While they
are Ovulating as Social Science And Reproductive Science
Still Does Show and Most Men Just Wanna Find a Woman who
is Nurturing and Fertile Enough to Successfully Birth a Baby
the Baby
off a Cliff’
if they cannot
Bond with a Child at all..
in all the ways that comes
these days still as a cruel but still
Reality Part of Life.. Anyway Jerks Equal
Dudes without much Empathy With Higher
than Usual Levels of Testosterone Enough Will
And Strength to Protect but the rest of it is left up to
Biology and Environment Still the most.. True.. Be careful
what you wish for or you might just get what you don’t want most..
Or Love
the ‘Jury’ is always
out in the Environment of Biology of Course..
And yeah yeah i think this covers why Women get
all lusty after Men who are generally Speaking Donkey Butts too..
‘Pro tip’ too
An Expensive
Wedding isn’t really
A Good Option when
Folks cannot even afford to buy a Car these days…
And Oh my God the Reality of What it really costs to raise a
Child.. Mother
as there are
far more than enough of
us Raping up and Consuming
the Living Earth Killing 1 Million
of the 8 Million Species of Life to
Extinction in the Coming Decades
As Science Estimates too.. Nature Speaks
Now in Human Misery and Suffering the cost
of Any Animal who tries to Fool Mother Nature even
Days of Balance..:)

SMiLes we humans have the ability to aRise far Higher
Than Our Shadow Selves but only if We Integrate Our Shadows
And Understand it as a Necessary and Evolved part of our Human
Nature For Basic Survival as that applies to Subsistence.. Shelter
And Reproduction.. meh..
Actually Younger Age Folk’s
Involvement in Sexual activities
are down anyway as honestly there
is just too much Stress for most folks
And too many ‘Screen Activities’ now for
exploring almost any part of our Shadow Selves
Including Lust and Aggression that all play
A part in each Person’s Propensity to be a
Donkey’s Butt some days.. Lord it’s easy
for me to say this is easy without the
Requirement to have the Stress of
a Job for in this Golden Age i now
Mostly Feel like a 16 Year-Old Dude
Now More but haha it’s not
always so easy as my
Wife hasn’t figured
out how
to let
all Her Stress go yet..
There is a Big Difference between
Lust and a Bond that Lasts For Decades
And There are way more Safe and Efficient
Options.. than Screwing something up that will
Last a Lifetime so sure on the 8th Day ‘God’ Invented
Porn along with Poetry for Softer Romance too.. that way
Women Get their Romance Novels and Men Get their Images
there is lower Fertility and Yes God as Nature Smiles on the 8th
Day in Balance of Nature Better True as Nature always has Nature’s
with no
Human or
other Favorites
to play Head games with haha..;)

Hehe tHere might
Be Some Manga
Aliens still
to Visit You HAha..
but let’s take the Alien
TheMe And SoMe Old Style
why not..
no Less too.. heHe..
i’m way past Lust and
Love.. i’m all about the
Creativity FoR NoW hAha..
After aLL THat’S How the UniVerse
And God As SaMe And DiFFeRENT
Works You Just Ask and Ya Get IT but yes be
As Nature
And God and
the UniVerse Will
GiFT iT all to You too.. hahA..;)


SMiLes Little Flame i will surely Pray for you as you always
are in my Prayers for the Best Life Will Bring to You.. i Wish
i could take You into Nature And Dance So Free Never A Rough
Spot to Wash Over You Again.. Please Take
Care of Yourself And Know/Feel/Sense
You Are Loved through
Every Struggle
And Pleasure
of Life
my Friend..
There will always
Be a lifeline for you
at the other end of this Home..
What Else will i Dance And Sing to Soothe
Your Soul There is Magic in Your Eyes for Life
Don’t let the World Take Your Light Away for i understand
How hard it will be for others to Be in Control of our Freedoms to be..
There is a Paradise
of Beach
to Warm Your Feet
in Quartz Snow Grains…
There are Seagulls Always
Flying Above you Smiling Down
on the Glow of You.. There is Soft
Sea Breeze in Gulf Style of Emerald
Green You’ve Seen this Place in many
Ways in this Way it is not Fantasy it is always
Real to Warm Your Soul so Free.. to Dance And Sing
Butterflies and Flowers in Gardens Ever more True Yellow Streams
So Golden And Cool.. Forest Green Trees Leaves Dance through the Warmth
of Spring Nature Will Bring to the Air of Your Soul Expanding your Lungs So Free to Breathe
More Now
Swimming in Waters
of Warmth at the Beach
for the Cold Water is not
Part of Your Natural Being..
Let the Waves Splash through
All Your Worries Taking them Away
to Nirvana And Bliss From Head to Toe more..
Heart Beat of Soul Free Let Nature Carry You
Away from all your worries..
And Remember
i am
Here part
of Whole All
Just Nature Free i am to Be
With You as there is Never
Any Separation in Nature ‘Tween You and me..:)


YoU KNoW/FeeL/SensE SoMe FolkS ALWayS EXplaininG
GoD/ ArT/MaGiC WitH SciencE GUeSS
WHat i’M GonnA BLoW iT AWaY DaNCinG On ‘WaTeR’
Do ‘Close to Y.O.U.’ too
And Voila.. 3 SonGS BeCoME 1
“Legs By ZZ Top” or “A Whole New
World by Disney”.. Integrate the Two
Be Free….
SMiLes mY FriEnd You
Are Most Brave for You
Are Not Afraid to Touch
Every Part of Humanity…
We Share This Greatest
Gift And BLeSSinG
ThaT is
Fearless Love…
Are Called
And Actually Answer…
Fear Is What Holds
Them Back Most….
ConSideRing i Write THiS Story From End to
Beginning on Facebook How Could i Even KNoW… LasT Is First ETc….
Side Note: Trust me or not When i Say Y’ALL Have No Idea What A Full
Scope of my Responsibility Is to Write This Story… NeVeR EnDinG STorY iN NeVeR
EVeR NeVeR Land.. CoNtinUeS oN NoW oF CourSE… i AM 100 Percent Sure Prince Charming Fredenstein Loves Them All For ThaT iS HoW His Creator Made Him He Just Loves Them All…
Not 100 Percent Sure the Princess From Pakistan Likes the Princess From India/United Arab
Emirates but it’s probably More of a Nation Dispute if Not… But Overall We Are One Big Happy Family… Quick Note: Two Princess Damsels In Distress Liked
A Photo of a First Version of Princess Damsel In Distress on FB…
Don’t Forget A First Version of Princess Damsel in Distress Trying
On Her Newer Age ‘Silver Slippers/Sandals’/Sexy Black Dress
Close the Play Please With “A Newer Frankenstein”
Looking Pensively With A Thousand Yard Stare..
Going iT on HiS own…
SMiLes my Friend…
The More People
Who see Our
Nature as
Versus Ugly
In all Our
Shadows too..
The Greater Chance
We Truly
Have to
Save the
Nature of
That is
Loving Free…
WHat A ‘Job’
It Is Not Always Appropriate to Wear “Show me
Your Kitties” But There Are Occasions Where It Might Save A World…
i Have a Dance Shirt that says “Show me Your Kitties” But Considering
‘All the Young Women Follow me Around Town’ Taking Videos of me… Should i Use
the Song ‘Close to You’ by the ‘Carpenters’ or ‘A Whole New World’ by ‘Disney’ of CourSE…
(Rhetorical Question) Moral oF A STorY iN Advance…. iF Ya Wanna Save A World… Last….
SHoW ‘eM YouR Kitties…. First… Suddenly i Realized What i Am CHaSinG Is Not What i Dreamed
i Am Chasing at All… He OPeNeD A Trench Coat At The End oF A Road And Showed
me Two of the Most Adorable Kitties (Kittens) i’ve Ever Seen.. i Was Chasing Down
A Bad Guy With Many Twists And Turns…. Woke Up This Morning With A Dream..
i’M Not Sure If It was a Nightmare or Wonderful Dream… Let’s
See…. the Forecast…. Please…
‘This’ is a Common Fantasy
of Women as the Theater
Ticket Sales of
50 Shades of Grey
Surely relates if more
Women could feel free
To share these Fantasies
With their Husbands
And Lovers there
Would be
Many more
Satisfied looks
On Faces in the
Typical ‘Grind’
Of a Working
Week Devoid
Of Emotions
And Sensations
Coloring Life New
Sublime in Beauty
Far Away from
Black and
White Misery
Loves Suffering’s
Company meanwhile
Others Paint
Colors of
Endless Ecstasies
A Gift Some People
Lose as they don’t
Realize what they
may Other wise do
If they
To Color Life
Newer now and
Never be a Zombie..
Kudos my Friend..
You just might
A Zombie
Or Two today..
And by God help
Some Couple Create A New Life
By the
Pen of
Your Poem..:)
‘Spoon Theory’
Excellent Psychologist
Advice.. i throw my
Utensils now all in one
Drawer.. my ‘Odd Couple’
Wife (the ‘normal’ Daughter
as i am the Rest of the Cast in
The ‘Adam’s/Munster
Family’ TV Shows)
She sorts every
And the Bottoms
Of the Towels are
Perfectly aligned
In all the Bathrooms..
Meanwhile she is
Always Running
Out of
My Spoons
Runneth over
As i only
Fight the
Bears of Life..
And Fear is no
Utensil Sorted Reality
For me Now in File
Thank You For
All 10 Thank You’s
And particularly the
‘Oho!!’ In recognition of
My typo.. hehe..
And yes all
10 Hugs from
Ms. Hugs.. so
Now what to
Do for you.. Yes..
Some more ‘Tsunami’
Flow Words on your
Newest Blog Posts as
Visiting them Is
A Very Fun
Hobby for me
i Thank You
For your tireless
Blogging Efforts
Your Free Gift to
The World You are
A Wonderful
Human Bring
Ilona Ms. Hugs P..😁😇🤗

Perhaps the hardest part of being
Prince Charming is when
Damsel in Distress no
Longer needs to be saved..
You know when the Silver Slipper
Fits and all that’s left is to watch
TV Happily Ever After and that
Works Great for Damsel in
Distress particularly if
There is a Cat in a comfy
Chair in a lap but saving Damsels
In Distress is Prince Charming’s
Job so what is left to do now
Particularly after he already
Saved the World his World
At Least And is retired from
Doing that After Prince Charming
Has it all So all That is left to do Is
Save someone else and of course
Damsels in Distress are the Best
So While Princess Charming all
Satisfied says i don’t need to
Be saved anymore go online
To talk to Princesses there
And let me watch TV.. voila
Here i am on your Doorstep
on a very White yes no Dark
Horse on the Beach for i already
Took my Damsel in Distress there
And if she ever wants to go back
There just for fantasy sake in
A Magic Kingdom with a
Darker Horse Prince
Charmer That Story is
Written down happily ever
After for her too but it is not
Likely she will share it with her
Grandchildren hehe.. it’s true some
Times Princesses and Damsels In
Distress see Lovely Couples and
They Wish they had the Happy
Loving carefree looking part
Of that Life.. So late at night
They Dream about a whole
New World like this away from
All their Distress and if they wish
Hard enough Prince Charming
May come to their Door one
Day sitting upon a White
Horse.. Broad Shoulders
Sparkling Green to
Blue eyes and A Charming
Smile that will melt the
Most Beautiful Deep Brown
Eyes into Tears of Joy
For the Day is here Prince
Charming has arrived with a
Smile just for Princess Damsel
In Distress so really all
That’s left to do is lift
Her up into a Hug of
Love all her Problems
Solved and his too until
She no longer Needs Prince
Charming to sweep her off
Her Feet But Prince Charming
Heard through the Grapevine At
Least that she Loves to read Harry
Potter and Vampire Forever Stories..
Romantic Poetry too… So Now
of Course since writing
Poetry is Prince Charming’s
Super Power other than bringing
Ecstasies on Darker Horse Beach
Full Moon Nights (this Saturday
Is Our 6th Full Moon Greatfriend
Anniversary BDW) He Will
Stay on his White Horse
And Cherish his Princess
Greatfriend HiMaLi
For the rest of her
Eternal LiFE NoW just a look
iNto Most Beautiful Princess
HiMaLi Eyes will be enough to
Save Her Now with G Rated
Poetry Everyday For A SMiLe
Is All She will ever reAlly
Me and that
My Friend is
My Endless Love for
You in a Whole New
World for my Greatfriend
iMaLi Eternally
Now other
Than that
This is just
A Happy
for You..
All i need from
You is Your Smile
That is all i will
Ever need from
You just your Happiness
And if you ever
Want a Hug come
Visit me in Paradise
Any Day you like OPen
Yours too
My little Princess
Flame 🔥 iLove So much🌷

iFred for Y.O.U.
my 6th Full Moon Poem too..:)

And as always
This Song
Is For
You too..:)



SMiLes mY FriEnd You
Are Most Brave for You
Are Not Afraid to Touch
Every Part of Humanity…
We Share This Greatest
Gift And BLeSSinG
ThaT is
Fearless Love…
Are Called
And Actually Answer…
Fear Is What Holds
Back Most….

-Letter Addressed Above First to A Female
Author Named Lillian who Writes Erotic Poetry,
Just for Free, Connecting to Strangers who Become Friends on Word Press.

Letter Addressed Below to a ‘Famous Catholic Bishop’ Named His Excellency Bishop Barron.

Hmm; ‘Letter to a Suffering Church’; Truly Appropriate Bishop Barron; I’m Glad the Catholic Church notices it has a Morbid Problem; Namely the
Death of Jesus for A Church that and who Still Refuses to Bring Jesus Back now for over 2000 Years. You Speak of Authority Here; The Authority of the
Church; What About the New Testament and the Authority of Jesus as Reported According to An Author Labeled as John in John 14:12; it’s amazing i Live
in an Area a bit Like “New Jerusalem”; only in the ‘classic’ sense of course, as 75 Percent or so of the Population Voted for the Leader who Perhaps
Resembles John 8:44, the Most; Meanwhile, you are trying to Pin the Sexual Abuse of the Most Vulnerable Among Your Congregations on the
Devil where in the Catholic Church i attend for the Last 69 Months Without Fail Every Week; Instead of Sufficient Apologies for the Support
of the Current Leading Candidate in the ‘Free World’ for John 8:44; and of course the ongoing Torture and Suffering of Young Children at
the Hand of Catholic Church Leaders who turned the other Cheek away from Abusing and Torturing the Least Among us as
Vulnerable Young Children; where those in Charge of the Abuse Still go Free with not even what they Deserve
in terms of Secular Punishment; if Laws were truly made to Punish for the Crime that lasts a lifetime
of Ruining a Chance for a Child to ever Have a Soul that Trusts Love when that is taken
away by those who they felt they could trust most. Anyway, to be Frank; but better Yet
to Be Fred it is time to no longer Blame Your Sins on a Scape Goat Devil for trust
me as God has A Sense of Humor that is mysterious too; i’m just about
Your Same Age born on 6.6.60 and as Documented Very Well;
i for one Spent 66 Months on Earth as the Devil Will
Do His Due on Earth In Hell within simply with
A Disease as Documented in Literature as Worse (Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia) than the Torture of Crucifixion for 66 months from wake to sleep;
the best metaphor for it is a Dentist Drill in one’s right eye and ear for 66 months from wake
to sleep With No Pain Killer that will work as a Shut-in, in one’s Bedroom from Wake to Sleep
for those 66 Months; Additionally, with 18 other Life Threatening Disorders in Synergy that as
Documented by Professionals who were taking care of me; i was miraculously cured one day on
A Beach; and then God Says Fred You know in how God Speaks without Words; the Next Covenant
You will complete for this Healing is just doing John 14:12 as it has been done many times before;
mostly by Folks who are Soldiers of God Bearing Weapons of Love/Art who are mostly only known to God Within;
It’s true there is the Hell Version of John 14:12 that you get to do in Darkness before you Graduate to do the Heaven
within on Earth Always at Hand in this Generation Now Within too; yes, Just like the Heaven Part too; i am Happy to say i have
completed 70 Months in the Heaven part within now; and sure, more than documented a Successful John 14:12 Effort now that
includes a 6.9 Million Word Free Verse Longest Long Form Epic Bible Poem in the History of Humankind, in 69 Months; soon to
be 70 Months of Effort This Saturday; as that effort Started on 8.18.13; as well as Public Dancing 11,244 Miles Now in 69 Months
in the Same Span of Months in Effort too. ‘The Bible’ is Named ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’; as John 14:12 Efforts go in Current Generations
for the Metaphor of Van Gogh’s and the Such as that in John 14:12 Endeavors, the Accomplishments as per the Catholic Religion still
Per the Authority of Jesus in John 14:12, are not often noticed until after the Person accomplishes the Effort well after their Age of Death
Of course, considering all the Hypocrites that Hold Positions through the Ages in Positions of So-called Power Elites in the Catholic Church;
Most often these Efforts must be made outside the Church and Religion as there are too many Distractions of Lies then and now in the Church to
Focus on
the John
Effort at hand
the main Downfall
of the Catholic Church
is they still exclude the
Lambs from the Snakes;
no offense toward Snakes now;
Lovely Creatures they still are; but
you Get the Metaphor of Cold Hearted
Reptiles as Humans and Humans in Power
and Status who will protect those Creatures
Who Rape and Torture the Children the most
Vulnerable among us as the Current John 8:44
Leader of the so-called Free World has been doing
His Very Best to do in Snake ways of Reptile Brain without
Empathy too by Raping not just little Children Like Priests; but our
Home Mother Earth now the only place we are truly Evolved to live;
oh yeah, and Rape of the Truth in Dark in Broad Daylight is surely cause for
Concern but no; never a Word uttered for this Concern in the Church i attend;
only Support for Lies on Fox News; otherwise known as Faux News too in John 8:44 ways.
Here’s the thing; i don’t need any awards for Doing John 14:12; in Fact, Jesus didn’t need any
Crowns or Titles for King of the Universe either as people who become one with God Already have
iT ALL to Give and Share as Fearless Unconditional Love; what possibly would they need From anyone else;
‘Worship’, are you kidding me too; that is A biggest Disgrace God as Human as One together All will ever even imagine now;
the Meek are too Strong to need to raise a Fist; the Humble, the Poor in Money; Yes, The Rich in Spirit already have iT ALL to give and share Love.
Do i need to be called
Your Excellency for i have
done this only for the Force of Love
God at Best in all of us NoW iN Light;
Or is it enough that a Young Indian Woman who
is of no religion of separation From all as Jainist;
identifies me Still as Angel in Person Perfect Every Inch;
Yes, there is a Song about that too on the Radio, i’ve heard…
And You Know what; she inspired me to Write a Newer Gospel that doesn’t
Hide Dark in Light; A New Gospel that is Real; Both Good News and Bad News too;
A New
that simply
Tells the Truth.
i invite you to share my Letter below now;
Do not attribute it to me; that is all i ask;
if you don’t there is no consequence now.
Karma Is All About Loving Giving Sharing Positive Love Now For All Fearlessly.
God Takes Care oF All the ‘Rest’; All We Have Left is Faith Last as First.
i will provide a link that gives evidence for all i’ve said here as well;
But again, all i ask of you is that my Identity remains Hidden for it
is True in this way i am already too big for most people to see;
the part about my Soul Organic in Words at least; the Dance
Is ‘all over the place’; that part is also well documented too;
But Yet Hardly Anyone Still Recognizes my ‘Real Name’.
i cannot lead anyone to this Water of Love to make
Them Drink it in Words of Least; But Oh my God;
Yes, trust me or not, when i Sing Dance Speaks Louder
Than any Word invented by Humans Yet as Verily True;
The Facts Prove it my Friend; Conclusively, at Feat of Feet.
The Only way you will ever Bring Jesus Back is by doing John 14:12.
Imagine What a World Will Be Like if Christians are taught focusing on that instead of
Just focusing on Roman’s 10:9 and John 3:16; John 14:12 Makes ‘SuperWoMan/Man Real Now.

SMiLes here is a Poem
i wrote earlier in the
Year A Greatfriend
Helped me Write
It All
Are Great!!!
The Poem is to
God The Y.O.U That
W.H.O. lives in A.L.L.
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life
Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
You are me And i am Y. O. U.
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..
You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree
of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
to G.O.D.
For You are me and i am You and Them
are us and Us are Them forevermore now
Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter
Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
How Precious Are Souls for
Souls Live in
All of Existence
And it’s True
if i could not Quote
You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now..
You are the One i Thank the most
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light..
You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before
You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to..
You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child
It was never about me it is always about You You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family
This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love



A Moon Will Always
Be Colored More than
Butterfly Wings for those
A Dream..:)

All my Pleasure
Friend by
The way
i Really
Like your Poem..
It inspires me to
This Art
Of Creativity
A Bit More too..
As i used to do Last
Year.. Interestingly.. i
Find Essence Similar
Across All Authors
of Humanity
In All Loving Ways..
Your Inspiration is Enough
All the Appreciation i Enjoy my FriEnd..:)

Hi Frank.. as Always Thanks For coming by “May Day May Day NoW” And Quoting Passages
as You often do which i also appreciate Very Much as You Quote today “Counting
Blessings is a greatest way to stay in Heaven” as a Good Observation and
by Material Reductionist Standards the Continual Boost of
Serotonin that is Naturally Low in Folks With Bi-Polar
Disorder setting them off from Balance
is a Natural Psychoptropic Drug
of Choice that one may
Control Within Innately and
Instinctually and Yes Intuitively
Too By Sharing In Life Every Gratitude
We Feel and Sense additionally Praising And
Worshipping What Works in Life to Achieve Balance
Like an ‘Autotelic State’ of Being Within in Yes a Kingdom of
Heaven within that we all Naturally Achieve through the Dopamine
And Serotonin and Even Oxytocin of Counting our blessings in Words
of Song as Poetry and yes Every Minute Move we May focus on and Appreciate
as our Emotions and Senses Now are better regulated and integrated from Head
to toe now.. of course we can take just about no Effort and Fall to the other place
too partifculalry if one is Challenged by a Genetic Innate Propensity to conditions
Like Bi-Polar on my Mother’s Side where many of my Relatives ended up getting
in Trouble with the Law or Conversely on my Father’s Side with Asperger’s Syndrome
As Law Enorcement and Judge and Jury more.. Conservativey Speaking and Walking
And Sitting was more of their way of Perceiving and Adjusting to the Challenges of the World..
It is Safe to Say i
am both Blessed and
Cursed with both these
Ways of Seeing and Doing Life..
but true if one keeps hacking at a Computer
Program of Arts and Sciences Within sooner or
Later one will find an Operator Manual for Inner Soul
that one may Master enough to enjoy the Within.. Inside
Outside.. Above so Below and All Around Experience of Life
NoW in Truth
and more Light
Out of the
That our Innate
Propensities may other wise
take us straight to Heaven or Hell
With no Standards in Comfort of Nirvana
Balance in the ‘Tween of Both Sides now..:)

SMiLes There are Wishes as small
as Prayers that may not Work
And other Prayers that are also
Labeled as the Placebo Effect that
Modern Science files in Cabinets
that Say Recovered from Terminal
Disease in Remission with no Explanation
other than
A Suggestion
to Get Well
And a
to Get Well
Taken as Gospel
Truth as is True Science
Shows when one Visualizes
Doing Exercises they will literally
Be Empirically Measured next after a
Course in Weeks of the Visualizations
of Imagining Exercising where there are
both Strength Gains in Efforts of Force and
Measurement Gains in Muscles too.. The Force
Over Mind over Matter of our Flesh and Blood is
Great Science Will Measure it but really has no full
idea that
it works
other than
We Believe
We Visualize the
Result and Voila Results Can
And Will Come for not Everyone
but those who Try Hard Enough for
Mind over Matter Miracles Really to come true..:)

The Natural Endorphins And Serotonin
And Dopamine Generated By Sunny Blue
Skies is enough Motivation
for me but
True i
Am Easily
And Very Amused
As my Levels of ‘Latent
Inhibitions’ are low in other
Words Each Day Looks like
A ‘Whole New World’ to me
at Least Under the Same Sun
And Moon And Stars and Sky
And Overall Space Distance And
Time that Never really Exists when
Now is always New Now to Be Explored again New..:)

Happy Feet Are Best
too not sure if i told
You i also play a
Starring Blue Eyed
Penguin Role in that
Movie that’s also Non-Fiction
the Way i tale my Stories True too..
it’s almost Like ‘Boogie Wonderland’ is
Named after me but not really me just
Those Who Practice a Natural Religion
of Loving
All of
Life With
Dance And Song..:)

Maybe i’m a bit Naive
but when someone
Sets You Free Once
And You Never Left
And Someone Does it
Again And You Never Left
Does that
they wanna
See You Go
or Come i stay
anyway so i guess
that answers my
Issues on other Fronts
of Poetry too as i’m like a Pet Dog..
i don’t Know any better but to stay unless
Someone actually says Go Go! Get! out! of here! now..!
Mostly though they are too Chicken Stuff and Just Delete
me and totally ignore me while i’m dusting off my Sandals
to go
Back at all
as Lord Knows
so many Websites
in the Ocean these days.. hehe..;)

Luck is When You
Never Give up
For You Have
Already been
Shown Miracles
Are Real And Always
Happening Now for Those
Who Refuse to get Negative
too Long and go Up up And
Away in Dance and Song More!..;)

Oh Lord.. so many
Dreams come True
Every Day Even When
i Pinch myself It feels Good
Like Fifty Shades of Grey Beyond
Rainbow Colors True Coloring Truth in LiGHT…:)

Love Takes Time Love Takes Time
Love Will Overwhelm All Your
Time And No Time Will
Be Left When Powerful
Romance Comes Yes
Physiological Reactions
At Core of Survival For Humans
to Bond and Make Children Now as
Evolution’s CourSE On Living of CourSE..
hmm.. i am
so Happy
i don’t
have to
Fall in Love
Again.. Lord Knows
i don’t have it in me
as it is so so Exhausting
to do it i cannot understand
How anyone who has a Job
And Regular Responsibilities
Can Do it as School Days are probably
Really The Best Time to do it Before Work
Lords Come to Rule Your Potential Love Life With Stress…
Now When it comes
to Agape Love
Easy Love
the Whole Thing
And there is never
Anything to Lose at all..
Potentially.. You May Even Love Your Job..:)


“Where We Go From
Here Is The (A) Choice i Leave Up to You”
Nature As God Still Sports A Same
Look Shoot Yourself in the HeART…
There Are Plenty of Other
God’s Children Waiting in line…
Meanwhile in the Catholic Church
A Bishop Blames Pedophiles
On the Devil Instead…
Promoting Abortion Without Birth Control too
The Koran And the Old Testament
Are Alive And Thriving in Alabama
Of Course ‘they’ Didn’t Ask any 12 Year-Old Girls
From the Middle East What it Feels Like To Be Forced to Be Mothers
Dark Ages of Lies and Deceit Are Knocking At the Door of Alabama AGaiN
First State So Far to Support ‘A Goal’ of Incest And Rape
Foraging Hunting Gathering
Together Nature Consuming Nature
Together Without Hoarding Nature
Raping Nature Enforcing ‘Child Rape’
All Give And Take
Nature Consumes Nature
Problems Come
With Hoard
It’s Literally Impossible
To Do ‘This’ As Long as
‘Our’ God Is Money And ‘Stuff’
Give And Share Vote For Love
Over Theft of Give and Share
‘Trump’ Was the Mayor of Milton
Too There Is No Difference In Take
And Hoard And Steal
From: US
to: ALL (God)
PDD NDD People Deficit Disorder
Nature Deficit Disorder SaME DisEase
From: US
to: ALL
According to the Message in
the Older New Testament At Least
When People Do Not Come First God DieS oN EartH
As A Song Goes If Two or More
of You Dance i AM THere
People Come First
People Come First
If mY SonG Does Not
Dance mY SoUL Dies
SoUL oF God
WiLD Free aS
Did you know You are my
Favorite Playground Friend
It’s so Fun You are so
Shy i am always
The Curious
One Wondering
What is Behind Your
Sweet Grin and
Smiling eyes
A Playground
Your Face Is as i
Become a Doctor
With a Stethoscope
To figure out what makes
Your Quiet But Sweet HeART
Tick You are Never Boring
You are Always a Play
Ground as
Always Wanna
Be lit on Fire in Wonder
Of What Magic Will Arise
From Busy Eyes
Soul Within
than Words tell
Except For Poetry
of HeART That Speaks
So Magically And Deep
In Shining Eyes and
So Far Away
Now.. Still So
Close In Soul of
Light A Playground
Is Forever Now Your
Be Here for
You whenever
A Play Date next
Comes in Smiles
Of EYes ALiVE iN Light..
Jokes are Icebreakers
Of Frozen HeART
Let all Your
Cubes Fall
Out Melt
Your Soul
Into a Flood
Of SMiLes
Out Frozen
Darkness and hey
Moonlight Feels Right
Full Moon Coming soon
Saturday Color it more
No limits Imagination
MaGiC Gold..
i have plenty of time
For Friends i think
Most folks are just
Too overwhelmed
With Stress
To maintain
Intimate Loving
Platonic Friendships
These Days Blogging
Helps cause it makes
A Common Bond
Like a Pub
Alcohol i
Always look
Forward to connecting
To the Handful of
Bloggers who have
Stayed connected
With my Tsunami
Of Words the last
Few Years you can
Stay Connected with
Me forevernow like this
If you like
As there is
No reason
For me to
Go away ‘Hulk’
Has some thick
Skin with Feelings
Too that always
Back in Full
Light Free to Be..✌️🕺
Trust me
Hehe if i
Can’t cheer you
Up I’ll find another
Way to tickle you
My tools
Are unlimited..
11,252 Miles Danced In
Public As of Last Night
In Walmart how could
i not be somewhat
Happy for
The Smiles
i Bring to others
Just Frigging Exercising
In Bliss i won’t lie the
Young Women who
Video Tape
And try to
Steal a Dance With
Me make me Smile
Inside but the “Real
Hulk” stays Stoic
As he never
Flirts with
Young Women
Old Enough to
Be His Grand Daughters
At 20 or So Years-Old Hehe
Never the Less Every
Beautiful Flower
In Bloom
A Smile to my
Soul for it’s true
Within when
i Dance
i am no
Time or
Or Space
i Am Feels
Good Always
The Fire Now of
Light inside Burns
Pure Love Floating
Dance Higher Waves
Ocean Whole Surfing Free..
SMiLes hey as Long as
Your Tears Will Sport
A Joke Like Donna
Summer Dances
And Sings
Survive.. thanks
For Sharing Your
Feelings Ms. Hugs
For SMiLes Always
Feels this
Is the
Best Way
To Fire Love
Up up and
Away to
A Kingdom
Of Heaven Within
To Give And Share
More as the Sun
Of Your
Heart Burns
Bright Even
More For All to Feel..🐅🤗😇🔥😁
Right before i read this
A Brilliant Light was
Shining through the
Black-Out Curtain
The Sun Was
Burning the image
Of A Heart into the
Carpet i asked my Wife
What the Photo looked
Like that i took so Bright
She Said it was A Dark
Night and Full Moon i
Turned on the TV and
i saw A Father of
All Lies Blowing
Out The Birthday
Torch of
Off the Shore
Of Where You
Live in New York
Immigrants Treated
Like Roaches Huddled
In Tents the Truth of
Light Fading on the
Eye of the Pyramid
Even on the God
Of the Dollar Bill
Grinning Bishops
Blaming Pedophiles
On the Devil while 37
Percent of the Church
Is on the Fence of leaving
The Doors.. Human Shadows All around
The World are
Out of the
Word Work now
Only if the Lion
Of Heart Will Wake
Up to put out the
Lies With Truth
Before the
Glass of Lies
Catches the Rug on
Fire and Burns the
Home of
In the
Full Moon Light..
Suggested Songs for
Your Poem the New Heavy Metal Version
of “Sound of Silence”.. Rage Against
the Machine “Wake Up” After Neo
Phones in His Message
And “MacArthur’s Park”
By Donna Summer..
i For one Feel
Like Playing
All three Songs
Together on
10 just to see
What that inspires
Next From a
Coming out
Of Full Moon Light..:)



Without Frequencies And Vibrations in Synergies of Energies
Form Without Essence Makes Little Change iN ReaLiTy At All
hAHa CoNSiDeRinG THat A TruE ReaLiTy Is No TiMe DiStance Or
SPacE THere Is No Problem FoR Me to Get ‘A MeSSaGE-Out-Danced-And Sung
Hmm.. Now With ALL that Said Since Yes People (God) Come First for me too off to
Visit Frank and Xenia’s Places of Wonderfully Beautiful and Deep Poetry and Thought
Provoking Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages Now as Provided ‘Tax and Cost Free’ at
gigoid’s Home from California as Xenia is From Scotland and Frank is From Chicago Been
to France Already Today and the United Arab Emirates too.. And While Modern Physics Does
Suggest that we may all be living in a Holographic Simulation of Reality as Programmed by
A Much More Intelligent Architect of Reality in a Place that is Truly No Distance Or Space
or Time Now Forevernow as Perhaps An Oracle is Part of that Architect too as Really
Neuroscience Shows that it is Science that We Construct and Chaos that is the
Art of our Realities of Conscious Being Now most.. Within Inside Outside
Above So Below and All Around it appears that we are mini-me’s all
Center Points of Existence Fractals with No Distance Space or
Time For our Realities Now other than what we Abstractly
Construct with our Neo-Cortex Now.. And
Put into Forms for the Essence
We Co-Create with the
Rest of Nature (God)
Now too if ya wanna
Use a 3 Letter Word
for all that is now of all of
this now.. as we Reflect all that
is and Connect to someone else
on a Screen With a Keyboard always
Now Beyond Time Distance And Space
Voila We are Boxes within Boxes within God
Now no Separation We are all Conducting the
Symphonies of Light and Sound Best as We Can
And Will Do as Metaphor of Eyes and Ears of God that
We Still come to be Forevernow Beyond Distance Space and
or Time.. as Long as We do not get caught up in all the bytes
and bits of This Life Can And Will And May Be Constant Bliss
And Ecstasy in Nirvana Yes the Kingdom of Heaven Within if
You just figure out the Program you are in and doing now too..
Oracle and Architect Hand-Hand as Your Left and Right brain
IN Metaphor Join Hands Clapping in Wisdom of Beauty in
the Truth and Light of all the Joy We Can and Will and
Yes May Make together if we work on that choice
of Relative Free Will together and well if not
No one said Figuring any of this out
was gonna be easy but sure
it only makes Common
Sense really
to check
out what
the Folks who
Do Dance And Sing All
About A Kingdom of Heaven
Within that some of us continue
to Give and Share For Free Just
for a Chance to Power Y’all Up
in Sparks oF Light in Heaven
Within too.. but hey who
wants to listen
to ‘Neo’
This Days
Anyway WHere and
When A Brick and Mortar
House Becomes God to Buy
along with a Newest Motor Vehicle
as the Next Shiny Lover as Metal to Embrace…
This isn’t Like a Resuscitation Device You cannot
And Will Not Force Folks to Breathe unless they care to take a First BReaTH NoW..
So Yes of CourSE iN HoW ALL oF Relative Free Will Works That Choice Is YouRS NoW.
You Hold A Key
It’S onLY A Matter
Beyond Distance
Space And Time Now to Open A
Door to YouR Soul And Get Set Free FLoWinG BLiSS
It’s A Lot More Complicated Than Reciting Roman’s 10:9
On the Other Hand It Is as Simple When you Reach Heaven
Now As A Naked Spiraling Dance With Sand And Sun With No
Or A
Motor Car at All
But Yes It Might take
You An Entire Lifetime of Practice
Or Just A Few Spirals to Arrive iN Heaven Within Now..
Mileage Varies According to Make And Model of the Human Being…


SMiLes it Seems A Core Problem
Is We Sit A Bit WAY too much and
Forget to Breathe as
Moving takes
More Breath
Than Sitting
A Sickness
of Sitting
Still Promoted
From the Time We
Are Attached to Desks
And Belted-in High Chairs
to Eat too except at least that
Ain’t Most of the Day and Night
Attached to Screens that may Eventually
Make ya Wanna Scream Get up or Forget
And Keep
Much Need to
Breathe hmm.. i Wonder
How Strong a Person could
Get if they Spiral Danced 166.66 Miles
A Month i’ll Ask ‘Hulk’ and Get back to you on
That With Smiles hehe Walking In Nature away
from All Human ByProducts is a Nice Meditation
in Flow With All Natural Breathing on the Paradise of a
Beach without
Made Now
In Condominium
Ways of Life too hehe..
Not Breathing is a Symptom
Now of the Insanity of so-called
Advanced Civilization Sitting Still
As The Rest of Nature (God) Keeps Spiraling Alive With SMiLes..:)


HAha… i’M too
Happy to Laugh Now..
It’s True.. Happy
Will Get Spoilt Now too…

How Do You put a
Baby Astronaut to Sleep?

You rocket

If You are
An Adult Particularly
my age You Elton John
Bennie And the Jets It..😉

Give me Three Feet of
Sand the Sun and
A Naked Dance
And that’s
All i need
With God Allone
To Be Happy as
Bliss and Nirvana Will
Be but True my Body is
the Music and the Song of
the Dance Without even any
Cultural Clothes at all to Enlighten
me like a Native Christmas Tree all LiT uP..
And the Greatest
Thing about this
is once
i Generate
my own Flow
of Light within
like this Suddenly
All of Nature and
God Becomes a Big
Laugh And A SMiLe Beyond
iNFiNiTY Comes Within and
me and God Share a Huge Laugh
Within for the Tragic-Comedy We all Live..
Thing Dark
Thru Light is
Gonna Be Alright
Forever Now For Light
IS A Message God Brings
to me For Free in that Laugh Beyond iNFiNiTY!..
And Yes.. before i get too Spoilt to Laugh Like that
On this Keyboard and Screen Yes oh God Yes that’s
Where i’m Going Next as Paradise in a Never Ending
Forest of God is as Close as a few Steps out my Back
Door into my own Personal Garden of Eden So Alive now..🙂

Haha That’s Okay i don’t know how to ‘talk’ ‘Normally’
Anyway hehe.. i am doing Great if i was doing
any Better i might fly away and
never land again
so i am always
looking for
a bit of Challenge
to insure that doesn’t
happen too my Friend
Katrina is doing Okay for
now it seems.. she tends to
worry too much over small things
in life.. i guess when you get to go
to Hell on Earth the small things in life
don’t bother you much i find this for sure
going for 66 Months as i used to be a Super
Perfectionist i could not stand to make any mistake
but i got over that
and i don’t
even use
periods or
semi-colons when
i Write i Just Live Life
like Peter Pan cause i
can i will i am what i am
Like Popeye the Sailor Man says too..
True.. my Dance Journey is going great now
too.. always measured by the Smiles on the Faces
of Joy i bring to Open Minded Bodied folks who enjoy
watching me just a fraction of how much i Enjoy the
Bliss of Doing it Floating Without Gravity for Hours on End..🙂

Haha most
Folks get
After Reading
More than a
Line from

Ms. Huggable
Nice Person
From Nice
France by
The French
Riviera in Peace😁😇🤗

SMiLes.. i’m Bi-Polar
With Asperger’s Syndrome that is
Like Mixing
Van Gogh
With Bruce
Lee For me
At Least Too..
Bruce Defeated
The other Two and
Now i Am the Water
And i just Flow and i
Have no time for
Or much
Time now to
Think at all
All In Flow oF
Dancing Steps
And Singing
Words Almost
Always now…
My thoughts
Used to
Be way
Out of control..
But now mostly
They are in Shape
WHere i Dance
Sing them
To be Water
And Air in Flow..
As I Become A Dance
And Song Free to Be

‘This’ is Beautiful.. Reading Erotic Poetry
iS A Truly Holy And Transcendent Experience
And in Writing It
Will Feel
Like Minutes
Truly the
Of Transcendence
Is Also Bio-FeedBack
To Master totally
Really it
Should be taught
In Church Now as it
Is one of the Oldest
And Most Natural ways to
Become one With God
That isn’t over in less
Than 5 Minutes
Clock Time…
Very Few People
Understand the Full
Value in our Modern
Age And even if they
Do.. Now.. too Many
Modern Distractions
To ever Visit God this
Way.. Mystics.. True
The Sacred
Nature.. Particularly
Sufi Mystics With their
Spiraling Dervish Dance
Too as We are Equipped
To See God
As one
Force Within
Inside Outside
Above So Below
And All Around
Just by Our Born-
On Nature of Who
We Truly are in
Freest Naked Dance
And Song As Spiraling
Dance may also be Found
In Thoth’s Emerald Tablets too.. Just Free to
Be i AM
Spiraling Finger
Prints Below Above
Smiles An only Real
Scientific Evidence
Of Precognition
Is after subjects
View Erotic Pictured
Cards.. it’s Simple It
Takes ‘em out of
Their Neo-Cortex
Puts ‘em iN
Flow to
Reach the
Rest of God
Potential iN
A Mind of Flow
Out of Neo-Cortical
Limiting Distance
Space and Time

Now to Frank and Xenia and gigoid’s Places
Around the Globe and also To Wrap up this
MacroVerse Titled #LoVE@BesTNoW but First
A Quick Tale of the Tape as “SonG of My SoUL” the
6.9 Million Word Longest Long Form Poem in 69 Months
Reaches MacroVerse Number 875 at the end of the Last MacroVerse
Finished titled “May Day May Day NoW” as that MacroVerse Doubles Now
As Number 202 of the 35 Long Month Endeavor of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
at 4,150,727 Words And Additionally.. “May Day May Day NoW”.. Triples as
the 100th MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that Effort Reaches
2,561,583 Words in 23 Months Now Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 and is also included
in the Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas on Average of 7 Thousand Words Each as Yes “Nether Land
Bible 2017” Started on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016.. and then of Course there is 11,252 Miles
of Public Dance Now Also Completed in 69 Months of Effort Since September of 2013.. And
Last Thursday Night was the 261st Dance Week With All the Cool College Age Folks from
Seville Quarter.. the 262nd Week coming up on Tomorrow Thursday Night too.. so with
“Bennie And the Jets”.. Still Playing in the Background.. off to those other Internet Sites Now..:)
“Soft Cool Light” Brings
A Feel and Sense to me as Easy
Love the Way that Nature Springs
Gently Flowering into Bloom in no Particular
Hurry but
to Color
Each Day Reaching
out to the Sun and in
Gratitude Flowering even more…
Moon Flowers
Sun Flowers
Bright Dim
Never the Less
Color the Day as
Night and Night as Day…
SMiLes Frank Keep Coloring my Friend..:)
Eternally Giving Nature
Gift To Give And Share More
Than Take And Hoard
Away From Beauty Springing..
Water Rises
Spilling Joy
Rocks Breathing..
Sun Lit Sky
Green Lit Leaves
Bring Spring Feels
Ghost Frost..
Streaming Waters
Filling River Loves
Traveling Farther…
Beaches Free..
Always Rising
Spring Past
Winter Banks
Hi Xenia.. Happy Middle
Of A Week Best Weekend Yet..:)

Hello gigoid Happy Spring Days to ya.. Hope
You are Still Getting Out in the Big Blue Room
And Enjoying the Photos You Bring way Back
From September of 2015 In Ireland as i’m
Assuming that was a Trip You Made
When You Reached 62 shortly
Before i met You around
the Start of the Winter
of 2015.. hmm.. not likely
i would have started Writing
Open Spaces Electronically Structured
As Novels then on to even Bigger Spaces
Structured as ‘Bibles’ if i had not come across
you on Sohair’s Site and i had not come across
Sohair on Himali’s Site.. and of course if i had never
Started Writing Poetry as inspired on the dVerse
Poetry Trail by a Woman Blogger named Angel
Mind Retrofit none of this may have happened
at all for my Personal Journey to Reach my
Personal Style of Human Potential in
This Lifetime now.. Smiles and
after that finding out in 2016
that my Grandfather was
Actually Born in
The Catholic
Priest and Smiles These
Photos and others may be
as Close that i ever get to that
Homeland but i Am already Living in
A Paradise Much Greater as far as
Beauty goes but the Culture not
As Vintage of Course as the Old World of Ireland..
So Much Diversity Here so much to see sadly still
So Many Closed Minds and Bodies too.. Yet with the
Information Highway there is always Hope that more people
spark to open
their Minds and
Hearts Bodies and really Live
Within no Matter what the Outside View Looks like Now..:)

“While there’s life, there’s hope.”
~~ Cicero ~~

True A Heart Beat Makes Change..:)

“A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.”
~~ Walter Winchell ~~

It’s not so much that i come back again.. it’s just that i never really go that’s all i Feel..:)

Now a Few Shares of MacroVerses From 2 Years to Date to Really Wrap up #LoVE@BesTNoW

GarDeN oF LoVe NoW2

LuCiFreD’s MoM’s DaY

Changing Wildfire Colors Of May Days LiGHT

Writing Finished on 5.15.2019 at 6:01 PM..:)




Addendum on 5/16
That Will Also Begin
“MarK mY Words on
5.16.19” A Next MacroVerse too…
“6th Full Flower Blue Moon Muse”
MarK mY Words.. on 5.16.19 my
‘Nike Ad’ Will Feed the Poor of Spirit
i’LL Just Do IT NoW i would have been
Greater Impressed if Tim Tebow Stamped
His Face With ‘John 14:12’ Greater Yet Just Do IT
On ‘The 8th Day’ God
Said Jesus F iN Christ!
Get Off YouR Ass Pick
Up An Egg And Just Do It!!! (John 14:12)
hAHa! So Are Y’ALL
STiLL Waiting For God to Pull A Magic Rabbit Out Of
An Easter Egg…
‘Book’ i Set Aside Dance Sing iT IS A Piece of
Cake to Make This HaPPeN i Am iCinG
iMaGiNE A Place With No Sun or
Moon Where Love Shines Day And Night Practically Forevernow
Keeping in Mind i Am Only A Poem Online i Am Practically Everywhere
Always Forever Now i Shine on Screens…
Note: WHere i Live At Least..
i Am the Only ‘Dancing Man’…
People Kid ‘The Dancing Man Is Everywhere’ In Flesh and Blood…
This is Bigger Now Than Just A Patch of Dirt in the Middle East…
Perhaps One Day i Will Sing ‘FucK You’ Avatar Life But Wait!….
i can’t go back to sleep i might as well get up but wait! i was enjoying hugging Y.O.U….
A UniVerse/God We Touch Or A Problem to Be Continued…
Turkey Wings make Sleep
Not unlike Souls Lost from Dance and Song (Poetry)
He Loves Her For She Sings the Language of His Soul to Him (Poetry)
(Side Note: This Is The Answer to the Song “i Don’t Know How to Love Him” in the ‘Jesus Christ
Super Star Song’ that Mary Magdalene Sings but Really the Song Probably Did the Trick And Treat)
Blind And Deaf See And Hear Again in Dance And Song of Soul
She Said my Words Were ‘Magic’ in Other Words i brought ‘The Dead’ to ‘Life’ in my ‘Living Words’
Souls Who Dance Sing Steps Words Emote Living Heart Spirit Soul
When Folks No Longer Speak As Song Move As Dance Their Souls Die Alive
Only A Very Few Living Souls Could Relate
A Few in the Crowd Were Amazed When Words Became Flesh (Poetry)
‘They’ Shuffle by
Lost With FRownS
With Cold ‘Hands’
Sadly i Find Some Folks Not Receptive to Life (Dance/Song)
Realistically i cannot expect anyone who hasn’t
been where i have to return the same
Someone told me my Words Were Music to
Their Ears.. Yes.. When Souls Speak Living
Yes.. Dear Xenia.. i Feel
Fortunate to have the
Comfort of Nature in my
Backyard Over Views of
Dead Objects That Take
Over As We
Are Evolved to
React With Life…
Sidenote: As i Attempt
To Make Words Living And
Organic and even attach Smiley
And Winking Emoticons
To the End of my
Sentences an
Adaptation from
When i was shut-in
With 19 Conditions for
66 Months including the
Worst assessed Pain known
To Humankind.. Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia Like
A Dentist Drill in my
Right eye and ear
Then Without
Novacaine That
No other Drug would
Relieve From Wake to
Sleep taking almost
All effective use of
Eyes and Ears and
Emotions separating
Me from Living Nature
For 66 Months Where the
Only effective adaptation
Was to literally become Words
To effectively communicate
With anyone so the Flesh
Became Words for me at
Least as this Hobby
Of me online
LiveS on NoW..
And of Course
Poetry is a Closest
Art to Living Words
As Any Bible Writer
Who Attempts to
Make Words
Of Soul
As Musical instruments
Are Strings that Extend
Our Vocal Chords And
Percussion Beats of
Our Heart Pianos
Of Our Soul
Dance And
Living Soul
NoW LiveS oN..:)
Dedicated to my
6th Full Moon
Muse.. i couldn’t
Have Done This Without Y.O.U..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)









The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000 Miles in
Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of YouTuBE
Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million Plus
Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’ Poem
by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)




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  1. Addendum on 5/16
    That Will Also Begin
    “MarK mY Words on
    5.16.19” A Next MacroVerse too…
    “6th Full Flower Blue Moon Muse”
    MarK mY Words on 5.16.19 my
    ‘Nike Ad’ Will Feed the Poor of Spirit
    i’LL Just Do IT NoW i would have been
    Greater Impressed if Tim Tebow Stamped
    His Face With ‘John 14:12’ Greater Yet Just Do IT
    On ‘The 8th Day’ God
    Said Jesus F iN Christ!
    Get Off YouR Ass Pick
    Up An Egg And Just Do It!!! (John 14:12)
    hAHa! So Are Y’ALL
    STiLL Waiting For God to Pull A Magic Rabbit Out Of
    An Easter Egg…
    ‘Book’ i Set Aside Dance Sing iT IS A Piece of
    Cake to Make This HaPPeN i Am iCinG
    iMaGiNE A Place With No Sun or
    Moon Where Love Shines Day And Night Practically Forevernow
    Keeping in Mind i Am Only A Poem Online i Am Practically Everywhere
    Always Forever Now i Shine on Screens…
    Note: WHere i Live At Least..
    i Am the Only ‘Dancing Man’…
    People Kid ‘The Dancing Man Is Everywhere’ In Flesh and Blood…
    This is Bigger Now Than Just A Patch of Dirt in the Middle East…
    Perhaps One Day i Will Sing ‘FucK You’ Avatar Life But Wait!….
    i can’t go back to sleep i might as well get up but wait! i was enjoying hugging Y.O.U….
    A UniVerse/God We Touch Or A Problem to Be Continued…
    Turkey Wings make Sleep
    Not unlike Souls Lost from Dance and Song (Poetry)
    He Loves Her For She Sings the Language of His Soul to Him (Poetry)
    (Side Note: This Is The Answer to the Song “i Don’t Know How to Love Him” in the ‘Jesus Christ
    Super Star Song’ that Mary Magdalene Sings but Really the Song Probably Did the Trick And Treat)
    Blind And Deaf See And Hear Again in Dance And Song of Soul
    She Said my Words Were ‘Magic’ in Other Words i brought ‘The Dead’ to ‘Life’ in my ‘Living Words’
    Souls Who Dance Sing Steps Words Emote Living Heart Spirit Soul
    When Folks No Longer Speak As Song Move As Dance Their Souls Die Alive
    Only A Very Few Living Souls Could Relate
    A Few in the Crowd Were Amazed When Words Became Flesh (Poetry)
    ‘They’ Shuffle by
    Lost With FRownS
    With Cold ‘Hands’
    Sadly i Find Some Folks Not Receptive to Life (Dance/Song)
    Realistically i cannot expect anyone who hasn’t
    been where i have to return the same
    Someone told me my Words Were Music to
    Their Ears.. Yes.. When Souls Speak Living
    Yes.. Dear Xenia.. i Feel
    Fortunate to have the
    Comfort of Nature in my
    Backyard Over Views of
    Dead Objects That Take
    Over As We
    Are Evolved to
    React With Life…
    Sidenote: As i Attempt
    To Make Words Living And
    Organic and even attach Smiley
    And Winking Emoticons
    To the End of my
    Sentences an
    Adaptation from
    When i was shut-in
    With 19 Conditions for
    66 Months including the
    Worst assessed Pain known
    To Humankind.. Type Two
    Trigeminal Neuralgia Like
    A Dentist Drill in my
    Right eye and ear
    Then Without
    Novacaine That
    No other Drug would
    Relieve From Wake to
    Sleep taking almost
    All effective use of
    Eyes and Ears and
    Emotions separating
    Me from Living Nature
    For 66 Months Where the
    Only effective adaptation
    Was to literally become Words
    To effectively communicate
    With anyone so the Flesh
    Became Words for me at
    Least as this Hobby
    Of me online
    LiveS on NoW..
    And of Course
    Poetry is a Closest
    Art to Living Words
    As Any Bible Writer
    Who Attempts to
    Make Words
    Of Soul
    As Musical instruments
    Are Strings that Extend
    Our Vocal Chords And
    Percussion Beats of
    Our Heart Pianos
    Of Our Soul
    Dance And
    Living Soul
    NoW LiveS oN..:)
    Dedicated to my
    6th Full Moon
    Muse.. i couldn’t
    Have Done This Without Y.O.U..:)

    Loves That Last Loves that
    Go Loves that Return
    Who Never
    Smiles my
    Friend Humanity
    Lives now with this
    Affliction of Love As
    Humanity Dies With
    This Affliction of
    Love indeed
    is born
    Again as
    Light Returns to:
    From: Darkest Days of Night



  2. Frank Hubeny says:

    That is a good reason to write: “one of the main reasons
    i write is so i will not give my Gorgeous Wife Katrina

    I am surprised you have not been on a plane, but then I rarely go on one myself.

    I liked that trail through the woods and the river scene especially those bluffs. Nice photos.

    • Hi Frank Thanks For Dropping by #LoVE@BesTNoW as i really Enjoyed Creating
      The Twists And Turns of this one as of course Love is not a One Way Street
      So Many Branches And Roots And Leaves That Fall and Rise too of
      Course All Around Humanity and the Rest of Nature at Best
      of Course Unconditional Fearless and Positive Without
      Harming others and there goes all the Leaves
      That Rise and Fall too as Karma
      Comes and Goes This
      Way True up
      and down
      and Gutterballs”
      as ‘they’ say too and if we
      are lucky we make the Grade and
      Rise over Fall from First Breath to
      Last Breath and all the Blinks Between
      We Give and Share or Take And Hoard
      in Rise and Fall in the Name of Love and
      The Feeling of Love now that Drives all the
      Paths Home or far away from Home.. so far..
      hmm.. as you Quote: “one of the main reasons
      i write is so i will not give my Gorgeous Wife Katrina
      Fredaches”.. SMiLes Frank Everyone has their Reasons
      And Their Feelings too it’s not stepping on them and Rising
      them Higher inStead of Lower that is the Art of Life that never
      ends now never a Science Love Will Be as of course it will never
      be Repeated the Same and will always come Back Different Refreshing
      or Rotting Or going somewhere it may not be found at all not the greatest
      Environment for Empirical Analysis of what will be Observed and Measured Discretely..
      And then Folks
      ‘Think’ They
      God Now
      Fully ALL
      in a Science
      of Words True..
      Hmm.. without the
      Art there is No Love it’s
      really as simple as that my friend..
      For Love and or God Will Never Be
      Measured Fully By Either Science or Words alone..
      Smiles yes other than that The Streams continue to
      Flow Differently to the River that does the same as
      Bays Swallow That Whole Differently too as the
      Ocean Grows Smaller and Larger True as
      Shores Recede and Grow With Tides
      that come in and go out too
      at Least for me a “6th
      Full Flower Blue
      Moon Muse”
      MacroVerse is
      Starting Now With All these
      Words As the ‘Ocean’ continues to Change too..:)

  3. Hmm… ‘Vegeta’ Now now What
    Was ‘He’ Thinking of competing
    Past ‘Goku’ Hehe.. Ain’t Humans
    That Way too.. Always Passing
    Each other up these days
    No Longer Holding
    hmm.. what
    Will BeCoME NoW
    oF aLL of US Perhaps
    Manga will teach us too
    mY Friend as All Myths
    Are reflections of the
    Stories of Our Lives
    Anyway SPeaKinG
    OF This i just
    Words of the Last
    MacroVerse Next Will Use a
    Bit of R and R And Will catch up later
    With You On A Fresh Side mY Friend too..
    in Other Words the 262nd Dance Week Night
    Coming Next With all those College Age Folks
    as they attempt to catch up with me too.. hehe
    A little Warm-Up is Required Before That too..:)

  4. My Pet Peeve Now is not
    having a Cat.. lately when
    i See one.. i either Fall in
    Love or Weep.. i’m Glad
    i’m Sensitive like that
    As when i worked
    There was no
    Time for such
    Big Important to
    Do Lists And Deadlines
    Were God not Cats i See
    Life for lots of folks like
    That Now An Automated
    Toilet with no
    Manual Button
    That Won’t Flush…
    The Restrooms of
    Life used to be a
    Paradise away
    From Automation..
    Now the Sanctity of
    Life is Full Of
    Trump Stuff..
    It’s just the
    Craziest thing..:)
    ‘People’ at the Club asked me to Remove my
    Shirt Before but it’s a bit too much
    For Flesh and Blood like Removing my Shades
    Anyway as ‘the Signs’ Say Beast
    Mode Engaged and Dance
    is Coming Next… 262nd
    Week With the College Folks at Seville
    Honestly It’s a Bit Hard to Achieve
    A 6-Pack at 240 Plus Pounds but
    i still have about a Year to 60 to Achieve it
    Hmm.. Been Doing ‘Body Art’ For Almost 6 Years and Katrina Finally
    Said She Is Impressed so i am Sharing the Beach Version.. If you
    are offended by Males and Hairy Chests go no Further and or if
    Tan Line Gradients may offend you too.. true.. Google Provides
    A Front Door Warning on my Full Body Art and Erotic Poetry
    Site and it’s also true i am way way behind on that particularly
    in the Last 6 Months as my Full Moon Muse has been inspiring
    Mostly G-Rated Stuff in addition to the rest of what i do.. for now…
    Still been doing the Art just haven’t had the Time to Add it all in..
    But as they Say the Best is yet to come with Practice Practice Practice…
    Visiting iLona P. (Ms Hugs) From France i go on to say…
    SMiLes is back from Dance
    And almost ready to
    Catch up with
    My Friend Ms. Hugs
    From France but first
    i am Gonna
    Drop off my
    Friday Mood
    Song and hehe
    Bet it’s Better
    Than Yours
    With Goku Winks..;)

    Meanwhile iLona P. has included me in a Blog Post as she
    is honoring all her Favorite Bloggers over the Course of a Day…
    She Says.. Whats it, i’m writing a post about you i cant hold anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i say..

    SMiles hehe
    Me if
    You like haha..;)

    And i Move on to the Blog Post
    in Dedication of me and meanwhile
    one of the Commenters suggests i
    Try some Creativity as Ilona says in her
    Post that i Enjoy listening to Music and Songs..
    hmm.. that’s like Suggesting or Questioning Birds With Feathers
    And the Environment is Set just right for a Creative Response from me…
    Smiles.. OK.. Your wish is my command
    too.. hehe… already did it.. i Wasn’t at all
    Worried about making mistakes either..
    or the fact it was recorded on
    A Cheap Dictation Device..
    Original Creativity only
    Comes once we Will
    Never afford
    to let it
    go no
    matter what
    Form the Essence
    Takes note i wrote
    A Song too it’s 6.9
    Million Words Long and this
    is part of that too.. a bit hard
    to open up but it is no ‘Ordinary Song’..
    And when i Sing a Song that has Been Sung
    before if i don’t know it i might start out slow
    but it will be something much different i will
    Entertain and Inspire Folks to Laugh and by the End someone
    out a
    at me too hehe..
    The Two Songs are linked below..:)

    As i go on to Thank Ilona by saying..

    Good Morning Ilona From Sunny Florida All the Sugar White Beaches
    And Paradise of Emerald Gulf Coast too Like the Florida Riviera Now
    And Paradise of Forest Rivers and Golden Streams too.. Ms.. Hugs..
    Bravo You have accomplished
    already what few people do online
    and that is Make Online into a Village
    of Friendly People.. It is true those of us
    who have seen Great Darkness Lasting in Years
    often work 10 times and more Harder than those
    who have not seen this Darkness to Make Great Light..
    True.. it’s not Just that the People Who Walk in Darkness
    Have Seen Light they are the ones who may Create the Most
    Light.. You are a Very Sensitive and Empathic Person as Angels
    Go those Wings in Life may get burnt a bit and even become Ashes
    As Feathers Fall but there is always a way up and that is Love my Friend
    i am
    Proud to
    Call You
    my Special
    Friend too for
    We Are All ParT
    oF TeaM LiGHT!!!..:)
    Next i Go to Visit my Friend Himali
    by the way i visited my Friend Psychologistmimi
    From New York New York as she inspired the
    Opening Verse of this Free Verse Poem now..
    Anyway.. i Love my Greatfriend Himali Very Much
    as she has been a Major Muse for my Poetry ever
    Since i met her in 2015.. She has always been a very
    Loving Friend.. Particularly since the Last 6 Months as i
    have been calling her my Full Moon Muse ever since she
    Dedicated a Friendship Post to me close to the Full Moon on
    ThanksGiving.. in Fact it was exactly 6 Months ago to Date from
    the “May Flower Full Blue Moon” on Saturday November 18th.. tomorrow..
    She changed the course of my
    Life’s Direction as instead of
    focusing so much
    on Politics
    and Challenging
    What i do not agree
    with in Life i went more
    the Route of Unconditional
    And Fearless Love and was challenged
    Much in Dark and Light too along that way and
    now my Soul is much Stronger With Wings for it..
    My Wife Understands how much i Love my Friend Himali
    As She Knows How much i See and Hear and Feel and Sense Love
    Bigger than just a Few Rooms in a Home.. and she also understands
    that a Person would practically have to grow up Starving to be able to
    Take on the Challenge of caring for both an Angel and Devil too not a
    Devil who does Wrong but just a Devil who Fell to a Place with no Soul..
    As i for one Love More for i refuse to go back to ‘the other place’ again…
    If you are still burning i
    Pray and Wish to Hold
    Your Hand to be whatever
    Assistance i Will to Water
    Down the Flame Around you
    If it is still burning Now a warm
    Breeze on a Swing.. May i Swing
    You higher.. Do Merry Go Rounds…
    Make you Dizzy.. Do you like
    To Feel Dizzy.. SMiLes..
    i almost never
    Get Dizzy
    Anymore funny
    How i miss that
    Silly Feeling
    But at Least
    i don’t Fall
    Down like A Toy
    Soldier Falling Down
    Hmm ‘Toy Soldier’ Might
    Be a Theme Song For this
    And most everyone else Slave
    To Work and Automation so far
    Away from a God of Loving
    Heart Flowering Within
    Reaching out with
    Vines Touching for
    If i Will touch That
    Soft and Tender part
    Of you once today the
    Flicker of your Soul might
    Be Saved a Bit from going
    Out.. yes.. in this way A Fireman
    Is here to Blow on Your Flame to
    Raise the Fire of your Spirit of
    Heart a Bit away from
    Ashes Other Wise
    ‘Toy Soldier’ is a Song Now That
    Might make you Cry i remember
    Days that you complained about
    Dry eyes.. True Tears of Sadness
    Bring back Comfort and Trust
    And if nothing else knowing
    Someone who has a living
    Soul.. Yes A Flowering
    Soul still sees You as
    So Special And Worth reaching
    Out a Vine of Heart A Spirit of
    Soul to give and share for free
    With you for no
    Matter what
    Matter to me
    My Little
    i do my
    Best to Blow
    On You so you
    Won’t Fall Down..
    Truth is i miss you
    A lot too i always
    Try to imagine you Smiling
    That part is not hard to
    Do and it always
    Very Good..
    Anyway i’m Not
    Afraid of Getting Older in
    Part for i know someone
    Who Feels i am Beautiful
    Inside Y.O.U. always
    Color my Flower..
    Smiles.. i posed without
    A Shirt on Facebook
    For Katrina said yes
    My ‘Art’ is getting
    Better but it’s also
    True my tanned
    Tan lines scared
    her a bit hehe.. and
    Other Folks too afraid
    To Click on the Profile
    Pic Circle to see where
    The Tan lines Went with
    Smiles i always Go for
    The Laugh
    Now No
    Matter Where
    The Tan Lines Go
    Could be the Effect
    Of a ‘6th Full Flower
    Blue Moon Muse’ as that
    Is what ‘they’ Call ‘this Moon’
    Saturday too..
    BDW.. i changed the Song
    i Love You FriEnd i Will
    Never Grow too old
    My Truth
    In Light..🙂



  5. Another Remark and ‘Drive Thru’ on the ‘Dedication Post’ about me hehe..;)
    Thanks.. i followed you too.. your
    Blog Looks Fun and Interesting
    A Direct Link helps as i literally
    have it set up as a ‘Never Ending Story’
    When someone attempts to open the Whole
    Long Form Epic Poem at 6.9 Million Words and Around 170 Thousand
    or So Photos i took and over 10 Thousand You Tube Videos Fully
    illustrating and accompanying it As Since i’ve Been
    Retired from a 25
    Year Government
    ‘Task’ And 8 Years
    of other Jobs i have
    Endless time now on
    my Hands yes now even
    the ‘Time’ it took to Public
    Dance 11,262 Miles Now in Dance 69
    Months.. same span of Dates writing
    the 6.9 Million Word Free Verse Poem..
    and no.. no one Dances Like me Either
    haha.. i started my ‘Dance Legend Career’
    at age 53.. i surely am not ‘too big’ to See
    Doing that in the Deep South Florida Bible Belt North..
    And since i already Provided a Video of me Singing and
    Creating Piano Music ‘up there’ in original ways here is a Dance
    Video from Super Walmart When i Celebrated 11,000 Miles Earlier
    this Year and me Leg Pressing 1340 Lbs Twelve Times Unconventionally
    too.. my whole Point of this is other people will do more if they like too..
    my Heroes
    were Folks
    Like Jack LaLanne
    And Bruce Lee and
    Michelangelo who didn’t quit Painting
    ‘Ceilings’ Either With Smiles.. Van Gogh too..
    the ‘Jesus Story’ is a Friend of mine too but Just the Love Part..
    Although i find the DarK in Light Equally MuSinG too…
    By the way i also Have Asperger’s Syndrome
    on the Autism Spectrum too with a somewhat
    Mild Case of Bi-Polar that stays rather up for years
    and Yes down for up to 66 Months too as i dealt with
    the Suicide Disease (Type Two-Trigeminal Neuralgia)
    as a shut-in for what seemed like forever in my Home For 66
    Months from Wake to Sleep that is considered the worst
    Pain known to Humankind assessed as more Torturous
    than Literal Crucifixion for me like a Dentist Drill in my
    Right Eye and Ear with no Pain Relief then from wake
    to sleep where a Second was Forever yes a Shut-in
    in my Bedroom where one day the Symptoms of that
    and 18 Other Medical Disorders ‘Mysteriously Went
    Away’.. on a Peaceful Beach no Less as my Previous
    Goal from a Therapist then was to walk in a Whataburger
    to gain un-shut-in Status it is safe to say i am no Longer
    Shut-in.. i have Zero Pain from Head to toe and us folks
    With Asperger’s Syndrome will go on and on about our
    Special Interests unless i don’t tell myself to shut-up now..
    Oh by the way.. i’m Reaching 59 Years of Age on June
    6th.. And by the way Science Shows’Free Dance’ is literally
    A Fountain of Youth the More one does it the
    One Feels
    And actually
    the Moving Meditation
    Part of it will Build Grey Matter
    in Ones’ Brain Reversing the Impact
    of Stress on an Aging Brain except for
    the Fear Center of the Amygdala as it
    Actually will Reduce Grey Matter for Anxiety there…
    And if one does it enough chances are one will get real strong
    too.. i was the last kid picked in Sports in School mercilessly bullied
    And Teased for my Androgyny and inability to speak
    fluidly as i couldn’t speak until age 4.. it’s safe to
    say no one messes
    me with
    me any more too..
    Where i live you practically
    Have to become Superman
    to even smile as a Dude and not get bullied.. by
    someone with a ‘Minion Pant Suit on’ per say and do too..;)

    SMiles.. my Friend thanks
    For your thoughtful
    Reply.. might take
    A Summer
    Vacation to
    Get through A
    Post hehe.. most of
    my Life all i could
    Do is Write a
    Technical List
    Of 1,2,3, at most
    My motto now is
    Don’t let
    Or Labels
    And other
    ‘Stuff’ Hold
    Ya Back for
    i Surely did
    For Decades
    Of Average

    SMiLes.. Thanks Aashutosh jha For Stopping
    By as yes 36,833 Words in a Weekly Blog Effort
    And 300 or so High Def Photos takes up a bit
    of Blog Space For sure hehe.. just doing it for fun
    seeing how literally far i will take it too as i don’t really
    Aim at Any Target Audience Generally Speaking but Free my Friend..
    Best wishes
    for a nice
    for you
    if i am not
    mistaken i believe
    you are from India
    as it seems the Nicest
    People overall in the
    World are from there from
    what i’ve visited at least in the Blogging World..:)

  6. Back to Catch up Ms. Hugs AKA Ilona P.. and in Short
    Just for Fun the Answer to 2 is mostly Number 3 to me..:)

    2. What makes you forget about everything around you?
    3. What would you do if you have possibility to dont work?

    “The war goddess sails through the sky on onyx wings,
    inciting the combatants below. Together they will create a new world.”
    SMiLes had to do a bit of Research to Find out About “Dark Angel
    Olivia” but hey Inciting Combatants to Create a New World
    is no
    Life Bad..
    Hmm.. SpeaKinG oF LiFE is Fragile
    in my latest Blog Post Katrina’s Great
    Nieces and Nephews as yes we have some
    Great Great ones too.. yes Katrina is a Great Great
    Aunt and that makes me a Great Great Uncle by Marriage
    too but not to digress too
    much As Katrina’s Sister
    is a Great Grand
    Mother too
    but i would
    have had
    a bit of
    Burn to
    Let my Children Climb
    Up that Mini-Clay-Mountain
    Cliff Where i Live as illustrated
    Fully in my Latest Blog Post too..
    i only went up about 6 Feet.. hehe..
    Oh Lord Speaking of Mental Health
    Don’t ya just abhor it when you Write
    maybe 3 Thousand Words in the Comments
    Section of Your Word Press Blog and accidentally
    Close the Tab and it is Gone Forever now…
    A Best
    About Mental
    Health is there
    is Change and
    Most Always the
    Potential to Rise out
    of Darkness again And
    Make the Next Mental
    Health Comment Even Better Now..:)

    A Quick Trip to the Middle East First then back to France….

    Happy “May Flower Blue Full Moon” Dear Greatfriend
    In other Words Happy “6th May Flower Blue Full Moon Muse”
    Hey.. not like i’ve run out of Titles for the Full Moon Either hehe..
    been writing A Never Ending Story as usual reading the Book i always
    Write i got a Bit Sleepy Took a Nap woke up and remember yes it is already Happy
    “6th May Flower Blue Full Moon Muse” Saturday Where You Live and are awaking
    Next hmm…
    anyway like
    there is any
    Possibility that
    anyone else will possibly
    Wish you a Happy ‘6th May
    Flower Blue Full Moon Muse” Saturday
    first.. i’ll be the First one to say it anyway Just
    for Fun.. i apologize if you do not feel like Celebrating
    This Lunar Event now but True there is one every month and
    as far as i know feel and sense the Moon Always Returns Full
    For all to Dream
    About and See for
    those who see more
    Than Only a Silver Sliver Spoon Moon..:)

    Okay Now Back to France to Catch all up With Ms. Hugs…

    “I have a good idea for a Joke about construction, but i’m
    Still Working on it”.. SMiLes i fell asleep on Making the Joke
    the ‘Foreman told me’ i was docked for all pay.. and i said Okay
    it doesn’t
    Matter for
    You are
    a Foreman
    For Money Anyway
    by the way that’s a
    Dry God Joke as there
    is Currently no Rain or Clouds where i am..
    Nor is there Any Currency.. Pay Rate.. or Pay Grade but Love..
    Holy “Hola Amigos”
    i’m a way bit late for
    Wishing You a Happy
    Day in response to Your
    Good Morning Greeting for
    Friday but Never the Less
    to You
    Now my Friend..
    on Your Saturday too..
    Smiles i nominate
    You for Healthy
    Smile Award
    A Smile that Always
    Brings Joy to Your Blog
    ‘Customers’ With SMiLes..
    Keeping in HeART
    that i worked with
    Customer Service
    Providing Morale
    Welfare and Recreation
    for the Military and Surrounding
    Community For 25 Years before i died alive..
    i must Have Interacted with way over 100,000
    People Directly and so many more online in the
    Last 102 Months online contributing now around
    12 Million Total Words online too for SMiLES too!!!
    And then i came back to life as a Dance Legend 66
    Did too..
    but hey this
    Award is still for
    And about you hehe..
    And as always me too.. Haha..
    And really it is only DeSiGNeD
    to Make You SMiLE MoRE!!!.. As
    That is ALWaYS WHaT SMiLES Does Best!!!..
    SMiLes hope to Get a Better Look Soon at all the
    Bloggers You have Honored my Friend already
    found a few good finds from the Highlights
    You have brought before.. True..
    When People come
    First Life
    First as
    Good My FriEnd
    Service to People
    is no different than
    Service to God for SMiLes..
    SMiLes Truly A Face of Beauty
    is one Who Lights Within
    And SMiLes
    mY FriEnd
    ReAlly LooKinG
    ACross Time Distance
    And Space to the Eternal
    Now of Living Life the Light
    Within IS A SMiLE Beyond
    YeS A Miracle Beyond
    iNFiNiTY to Feel
    And Sense
    to Give and
    Share NoW to All to
    Receive This LoVELiGHT Back Again too..
    Yes my Friend oPening Gates of HeaVeN NoWiTHiN..
    SMiLES NoW
    mY FriEnd
    An oPen
    IS A
    TAllest Pyramid
    And Tower Truly
    ThE Light The Eye
    Wisdom’S HeART MiND..
    SMiLeS One thing that is Great
    About Being As Old Now as me hehe almost
    Old as the Dinosaurs too.. is the Perspective
    of what Life used to Be Like Before Automation
    For it is True People Your Age And Older Did not
    Live Before Computers came to Rule the World and
    Humans in the Early 90’s A Spread of Science to rule
    Art of
    in a way
    of PDD And NDD
    People Deficit Disorder
    And Nature Deficit Disorder
    too where one may Travel to
    A Most Beautiful Park on the
    Beach But if there is no Condominium
    of ‘Fancy Drinks and Foods’ That Entire
    Paradise may Be Empty Now with the Most
    Beautiful Views of Sunsets ever Seen to Human eyes
    There used to Be Living Rooms where People Really
    Lived Where Voices Sounded Like Lovely Songs Living
    Poetry Spread from Lips to Ears as We Were All a Living
    Theater Then no Soap Opera Just on TV and of course even
    Soap Operas are dead these days except for the same ‘General
    Hospital’ that was playing in the 60’s my Friend i used see the
    Soap Operas every once in a while in the early 80’s During University
    Life With Cable TV and MTV and i thought who has Time for a Social Life
    We Are
    Social Life
    We are Not even who We Are..
    What are We What Are We When Our Life
    Is Soul Numbers so Cold or Letters of Love..
    Lost.. SMiLes my Friend..There is a Song by
    the Chemical Brother’s Called ‘Free Yourself ‘
    That will go well with all that i have Written
    to you tonight as i’ve got one more to Catch up on..
    SMiLes mY Friend Ms. Hugs No Pain no Gain
    But there is Pain that is Enjoyable During the Gain
    Effortless Per say and do too.. When We Control the
    Limits of the Pain and Gain and No one is Master over
    Us as Slave.. i’m A bit of an expert on Stress Now i guess considering
    that the Audience at Least Sees me now as A Truly Most Confident Person
    Fearless in Dance and on the other Hand before my ‘Dance Vocation of Life’
    In Moving Meditation Now for 11,270 Miles.. in 69 Months before i retired at
    Age 47 and Officially so With Retirement Income at age 49.. my Psychiatrist
    Noted at 47 that i was the most Stressed-out Person he ever encountered after
    Dealing with Combat Fatigue Veterans as a Major in the Air Force.. he had
    No Hope for my Recovery
    And Neither Did my
    Doctor a Hopeless
    Life Spent
    in Severe
    was the
    for my Life and
    then i found Writing
    that turned into a Flow
    of Meditation and Heart Felt
    Poetry connecting Emotions to
    Words in a Bio-Feed back of controlling
    my Levels of Happiness with both Song of
    Words and Dance of Steps both Natural Meditation
    but sure more Natural Breathing with Dance.. People don’t
    Understand that we will Domesticate ourselves to an Early
    Grave or Return to the Wild and Free Love Song And Dance
    of Life Together that Regenerates Literally Regenerates and
    Grows the Gray Matter and Connections in Our Brains Lighting
    Up all the Connections in Bio-Chemical-Electrical Ways through
    the rest of our Bodies that are our Minds there is No Separation in
    Unison of Yoga Flow… where really when one masters this Hypo-Transient
    Frontality Science Termed State of Ascendance and Transcendence in Flow Lighting
    up the Rest of our Human Potential Dampening the almighty illusory Neo-Cortical Construction
    We Create of Time And Distance And Space out of the Beyond Infinity Of Smiles Now Eternally in an Agape Flow of Love For All.. as some of my Closest Relatives will tell ya if they read this now it’s all Gibberish it makes no Sense
    to them at all Same
    as the Folks
    Who Read
    the Bible
    on the
    And Chant Let’s
    Shoot someone for
    Crossing Our Border
    on Weekday KKK-Like
    Meetings on TV with their
    Main-Man-Orange-Evangelist on the side..
    Laughing as they would putting people in ‘Gas Camps’ for being different too…
    There is one thing Always Now the Human Species will not Endure and that is when
    Hope and
    Love now
    is only Lit
    up in Gas-Lit Fires of Lies
    That/Who Breed Fear And Hate Dead as Alive..
    But on the other Hand they Might Start Dancing And Singing and Free
    Their Self to Opening up the Wisdom of HeART Within Giving And Sharing the
    Real Kingdom of Heaven that is Real and Agape Love A Shining Light for All (God)..:)

  7. SMiLes to ya Sohair Speaking of Beautiful and Verily Powerful Moons
    As We may come to view them as Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning
    And Purpose For Humans to Effect Results with all of what
    Drives Us Within as the Bio-Electrical-Chemical
    Reactions Like the Stars Do Within the Emotions
    And Senses That Drive Us to Action And Consequence
    of Change.. Anyway Today Saturday is the
    May Flower Blue Full Moon Night the Last
    Until Next Decade too as this Kind of Blue
    Moon that is Seasonal Goes instead of
    Two Full Moons in a Month With Four
    Full Moons in a Season and 13 Full
    Moons for the Entire Year too anyway
    We Humans have the Incredible
    Potential Really to Co-Create
    Life where all becomes
    Powerful Holy and
    Sacred Meaning
    And Purpose
    Force With
    Agape Feelings
    of Pure Positive Love
    For all to Give and Share
    Within today has Many Holy
    And Sacred Meanings and Purposes
    Beyond this Full Moon Muse alone now
    As Many as i will Create Hand and Hand
    with God as All that is to be more in Holy
    And Sacred Full Of Meaning and Purpose Life
    Ways but Truly what the Muslims Folks do via Ramadan
    Still is Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose that most all
    Do Share as Tradition in these Countries Whole During these
    Days Now.. That is more to be said than Countries that bind
    with Little Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose Hardly at all
    where one may Go To Church to Hear About Love and Answer
    With Fear
    And Hate
    then for the
    Rest of the
    Week Long
    Until Love is
    only Lip Service
    Without a Kiss that
    is Real the Next Hour
    of Sunday Services if anyone
    even does that at all for when Humans
    Lose their Holy and Sacred Meanings and Purposes
    of Life they disintegrate as a Society if they are not
    Sharing for Bonding And Biding Ways of Life Together
    Voila so Trump is President and things fall apart when
    Folks no longer hold Life now as Sacred and Holy Full of
    Meaning and Purpose there are pockets to do this but i am
    not going to wait for Society to Straighten up as Love in Holy
    and Sacred Ways of Finding Meaning and Purpose in All the light
    thru Dark.. so true ‘those’ are only Parts of what i see as Dark Muse
    this way too.. for i refuse to fear and hate as that only takes me away
    from God
    as Love
    but sure
    i have
    my Moments
    True too for this
    Humanity this Nature
    From Dark thru Light is
    Impossible to Escape for a
    Galvanized Human In and
    as Love from Dark thru Light
    Where the Moon is as Bright as the Sun
    Except For Rays still Escaping NoW as LoVE..:)


  8. All My PLeaSuRE
    SaMe to You NoW
    Immediately after
    i took ‘this Picture’
    Seagulls Flew
    Over my
    Can’t remember
    Seeing them here
    Before Feels
    SMiLES onLY if We
    All WiLL See
    Nature as
    The only
    Gift of Life
    To Give and Share
    More than Take
    And Hoard
    And Jane
    With SMiLES
    An onLY Religion
    Of Nature Wild
    JusT to Be
    ToGeTHeR aLL..
    Height oF Freedom
    TRuE Religion
    NiceLY DonE
    FoR All
    Life IS A Gift We
    BReatH and BLinK
    At Best We SPReaD
    LiFE So OTHeRS Will See
    Living Loving
    Life for Present
    Now thanks for
    My FRiEnD..
    iNTeGRaTE Be onE GaLVaNiZE
    PusH A ButtoN
    RinG A BeLL NoW
    Understandable on An Other Side of A Door
    Not Easy When Doors Are Locked You
    Wish to Enter Most
    May Sunshine
    Be YouR iNNeR ForTune
    When We
    All Illusions
    of Time.. Distance
    And Space We Float
    We Swim Forevernow
    More Flow Live Pool Of
    All of Us Dead Pool
    Gone Aquarium
    Floats Us Now..
    Another Ground Hog Day
    Every Day No Hope only
    Snake Will Left
    i Graduated With
    A New Avatar
    Katie Mia Frederick
    Katie Means Pure And
    Mia Means Close to
    (God) For me
    At Least just
    A Free Dance
    And Song
    In Verb
    Of Now and Yes
    Frederick in German
    Means Peaceful
    And of
    Only me…
    Hopefully everyone
    Will find some way
    Out of
    Coffins my
    Friend i for one
    Sing And Dance
    My Way Galvanized
    Above Out and With
    Low Above..
    As I continue
    To ‘Press that
    Button’ Now
    Thank you
    Continuing Wishes..
    SMiLes Kind Wishes
    Are no less or more
    Than the Placebo
    Effect yet Science
    Shows Kind Wishes
    May make Miracles
    Real and all Natural
    For incurable illness
    Put into Remission
    Filed away in the
    Medical Drawers
    Now For the other
    Wise unexplained
    Cure but only
    For those
    Believe that
    Kind Wishes are
    Real it’s Worth noting
    In the last movie then of
    The Matrix series Now
    Of Movies the ending
    Line by the Oracle
    In Two Words is
    ‘i Believed’
    The ParT
    Placebo prayers
    Work unexplained
    Now Like Human
    Consciousness True
    Innate and yes Sleep
    Is Paramount Without
    It our Brain literally starts
    To consume itself
    Into Self Destruction
    During the Beginning
    Spring ‘Lent Period’
    In 2008 of that Pain
    For 40 days.. Yes
    i Literally counted
    Each Day only
    An Alpha
    Blocker put
    Me to sleep
    For One hour Of
    ‘Card Board’ Shallow
    Sleep one hour
    Each night for 35
    Days with no hours
    Of Sleep the last 5
    Of 40 Days.. I finally
    Agreed to let an
    Ambulance then
    Take me to the
    Hospital where
    A Shot of
    4 MG of
    Ativan put
    Me Down when
    i woke up with
    The same pain
    i couldn’t even
    Play a Game of
    Tic Tac Toe And
    That Ativan was the
    Only hope of Sleep
    Then Until the Pain
    Went away and so
    Did the Ativan for
    Good.. 11 Years of
    Chronic Work Related
    Stress last two years
    Of it at fight or flight
    Level led to all
    Of it.. moral
    Of the Story
    Enough Stress
    Will take us to
    Places worse than
    Death it is not
    Worth it
    Worth it For
    A Homeless Soul
    Is Worse than no
    Home no
    A World Without Pain
    A Feeling longer than Red…
    i don’t Fully understand�
    Your Pain Empaths Will�
    Feel Enough to Reach Out
    Sympaths Will… Day i survived the Suicide�
    Disease like a Dentist�Drill in my Eye and Ear�
    From Wake to little Sleep�For 66 Months with no�Relief From Drugs
    But�A Meditative Write�From Wake to�Sleep only to�Venture one more
    Second of life…�Type Two Two�Trigeminal Neuralgia�Assessed as Worse than�
    The Torture of literal�Crucifixion And Ha!�Folks think ‘Jesus’�Had it rough�As i�
    Continue A Collaborative�Story that is All True And Painstakingly�Documented in�12 Million Words�Online since 33 Months�Into that illness that�Started in January�Of 2008 as the First�Word A Mountain�Of additional�Pain each Word�starting on Thanks�Giving Day 2010�Kept me alive for�Another 33 Months�Until the Pain went away�And 6.9 Million Words�Of Free Verse Flowed�Next as today the�May Flower Full�Blue Moon is the
    �70th Month Anniversary�Of that as by God of Nature i finally learned How to pretend BLeSSinGS�Happened in Hell and�Finally remembered�Enough Echoes of�Tears of past�Years in Words where my Heart�Became moist�Again And all the Pain�Of That and 18�Medically assessed�Disorders all went�away now 70 Months�Pain Free 6.9 Million�words of Free Verse And�11,272 Miles of�Public Free Dance�Now if Any Pain�Starts to come�Like a Miracle everyday�i am able to melt it�Away with a Meditative�Dance and Song By�God the only religion�That Works for�Me ‘God’ as�A Song�And Dance when�All Hope and other�Feelings are�Gone There�Is the�Inner Will The first and�Last Snake of�Survival Within�
    The only Hope �In that place of�No Hope�At�
    All But Snake..�With that said Hope
    You Feel Better my Friend..
    iN LiGHT FLoWeR
    oF GRATiTuDE NoW
    ReMeMBeR (Multiples of 7 Come Back)

  9. ‘Devil’ And the ‘Deep Blue’ Sky
    Behind me You’ll Never Find ‘me’
    Before i Go i’ll Leave A Dance And
    SonG JusT Reflecting Every Breath
    You Take…
    EVerYDaY LiViNG WiLD LoViNG Free
    God Free iN me FinAlly Out of PriSoN Lies
    THorns Fine With FLoWeRS Make Rose Enough
    (God) For me
    Thanks Y’aLL it’s Been Fun but Not ReAlly
    Real i’M Gonna HanG-OuT With ‘Bonobos’ NoW
    Who ReAlly BReaTH AnD BLiNK LiViNG God Every Day NoW
    Most Folks Don’t Understand iNnately iNstinctually iNtuitively They Are
    All Finger Prints and Foot Prints sKeYes oF God ALL Pulling so many
    Rabbits out of Easter Eggs in the Last 58 Years 11 Months and 12 Days
    No one Noticed but Me Hehe…. STiLL NoWTHeN
    i Named A ‘PHI Bible’ Months in Advance
    Before finishing it in Precisely 365 Days on
    Memorial Day in 2017 Just the Start then of
    “Nether Land Bible 2017” too.. Now Close to
    36 Months Writing that in 4,187,560 Words of Effort
    But Then.. “PHI Bible” at Precisely 1.618 Million Words
    What Are the Chances…. Neither Do i Pre-Plan the Shapes
    of my Dance or Writing Shapes of Lamps Illuminate Light Best
    Just A Way mY Writing Naturally Flows in Shapes Is It Any
    Wonder Now That A SiGNaTuRE Pose i make Reflects the
    Golden Phi Spiral Ratio From Left Elbow to Knee Hint: No…
    Not Just Dancing in Every Day Circles i Dance the Golden Spiral PHI
    Ratio of God’s Finger Print in 1.618 Foot Prints Naturally too
    Worked Out With Nautilus Machines Since 21 After All they Replicate
    Nature’s Golden Spiral PHI Movement of Our Bodies too..
    3 College Degrees With A Nautilus Shell Shaped Like A 6 or 9
    HAha Even A Car Tag Randomly Issued With A Nautilus Shell
    With 696 And WE.. i SuPPoSE 40 Days Without Sleep and
    66 Months of Hell and 6666 Miles of Dance
    in 40 Months Born on 6660 is Just Synchronicity
    Yes i Will Freely And Honestly Admit NoW
    That Virtually No SleeP iN ’40 Days’ NoW
    Will Teach You Both of YouR Masters Are ONE And
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  10. (Comment: i Wrote back to a Nameless Faceless Avatar from my Video Leg Pressing 930LBS)
    Nice Critique of Your Preferred Method of Form for Leg pressing 930 Pounds on a Much More Difficult Parallel Leg Press than the Average Incline Press; i’ll refer you to ‘the Hodge Twins’ for more info as they do YouTube more for a Job than Just a Note pad for Video Taping Personal Achievements like me; Guess what/who my Faceless Avatar Friend, Mr. JONES534, as Mr. Smith might have been more original too; i’m not into Form; i’m not into Target Audiences (except for Smiles of Women) and i’m not into Likes or Follows or Shares; and i don’t even Do Money as i am Financially Independent; but yes Women are My Favorite at less than one Month Away from Age 59. i am more into Generating Very Pretty Smiles from the Opposite Sex; whereas, Impressing Dudes Means Zero Percent of Less than Nothing, haha; Anyway, i was an Athletic Director of a Military Installation Before i Got Sick with 19