Super Spring Full Moon Equinox Anomalies

As Expected Aladdin ReTuRnS AGAiN
Not All Are Princesses or Princes or
Fairy God Mothers Either…
Genies Will Wishes We Do…
“JusTaLLoVeNoW” New MacroVerse Published on
WordPress on March 13th.. 2019 at 12:07 AM..
Celebrating 6 Years of Blogging Overall And
Today.. is the 3030th Consecutive Day of
Writing Since ThanksGiving Day of 2010..
As.. A Free style Dance of Ballet may
Regulate and Enhance Soft Feelings
Of the Heart in the Sunshiny Part
Of Us.. A Free style Dance of
Martial Arts.. striking no
Person or Object as that
Is always a source
Of Trauma May
Also Regulate
Feelings of
Anger and even
Uncontrolled Feelings
Of Lust as part of our
Shadow Self too if we
Do not Dance with our
Shadow as We Do with our
Heart Both our Shadow and
Heart may Master Us as Slave
Rather than willing Servant Now
Of Mind and Body Yoga Balance…
Smiles.. i’m not much for instructions
On how to do it i Listen to my
Shadow as it
Is the Part
Of Us most
For survival
And the Longest
Evolved Part of our
Being so important to also Be..
BookMarking ‘this one’ still writing the Next
one still putting together the one before that
as this one is before that..
too many tabs
too many tabs
Bookmarks Help too
to Refer to Now too…
Meanwhile taking Katrina to
her Yearly Neurologist Appointment
for her Epilepsy so maybe the Last one
after this one will get published later today
while i am still writing the Next one after the
last one before this one any way i understand
it and that’s
a Book
Mark at Least
Still for “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U.
And Me NoW” as who knows “JusTaLLoVENoW”
May not get Published until 3.13.19 the 3030th
Consecutive Day of Writing online for at Least i
have Accomplished that today as Usual too my ‘Norm’..
Smiles smiles smiles thank you my young friend excited
to live too i am currently putting together
A Novel size
Blog Post
As usual
And in
Deed writing
The next one as
We speak as writing
In Flow May come to
Be moving Yoga too
Even with only one
Finger on a Smart
Phone that reminds
Me to get out of
Bed and
Finish my
Blog post…
i Truly Believe
We Humans have
The Potential.. to
Make Life Heaven
When every Move
Becomes a Sacred
Dance and every
Word becomes
A Holy Song
Full of
And Purpose
As Life Becomes
An Art of Science
And Science of Art
Daily Hugs.. to you
My Young Friend..🤗😇
Emotions run from Head to
Toe as Yoga Poses move our
Bodies Regulating Emotions
And Integrating Senses Like
Other Ways of Moving Meditation
Once Again We Become Whole
Yes in Unity
With All
Of Nature
To get out
Of the
Prison of
Our Neo-Cortex
And Truly Live!!
In Mind and Body
Balance Like the
Other Animals
Instinctually Do
Who have not
Forgotten How
To Move Life as Fun..!!..
600 Days of writing posting
At 6 AM Central Time And 6
Moves Cross Country Now..
Amazing That you post
Every Day… A Life Story
Narrating it is what
Humans used to
Do orally
As Mainstay
Before the
Device age… Blogging
Is as close to ‘the Good
Old Days’ as it gets these Days… 3.13 is my 3,030th
Consecutive Day Writing online since Thanksgiving Day 2010..
And that’s a lot of 3’s and Around 12 Million Words and Writing
Is a best Psychotherapist too.. Hehe.. Mental Health Pill Potential Substitute too..:)

Good Night iMali Sweetest Dreams
to You with so much thanks for all the inspiration
You Bring to my
Loving Life..🙂

i Like to Gift you while you sleep it’s also
something fun to do when i meditate with
Dance And Creativity
Either in
Public or
In my Backyard
In the Afternoon
Sun as i am
Doing now with
My iPhone for You For i
realize you get busy at work..
This way you can look at it the
Next Day
You have
As you
Care to

A Few Mall And
Bookstore Poses
From Yesterday..🙂

Ugh i thought
You were asleep
But yes so so
Happy to
Hear from
You thanks
You are
A Real
To me Sure
Multiples of
Seven still
Coming to
You with an
Order here
Selfie at
The top
Of the Next
Pose then
The Little
Things of
Joy to
Get in
My Hand
On the top
Of the Pose
After that
Of Creativity
With more
Of Sweet
For You..!!..🙂
Very pretty when it Blooms..🙂
Shrimp Flower..🙂
Soul Mate Flower Still Blooming From Long ago…..
Just another Pretty Flower but
None Equal
The Colors
Of Your Soul
Okay i am
Gonna wait
Till you
For you
May not
Need any
Beauty Sleep
But Rest is
Great for
Beautiful Soul.. 🌙🌹

Finished working out
finished writing my
Blog Post
Now to
Put it all
Good morning
Hellooove iMali
Best Wishes
Love and
All Sweet
Things Full
Oh Happiness
For Your Tuesday
Work Day!!.. 🕺😇🤗🌷🌙💗😃😃

BDW.. it’s worth noting you gained
10 thousand Views on your
Blog since around
3 Months ago…
Bet i was
Around at Least
A Thousand
Of those Views
i went
Missing Y.O.U..:)))
Any way You Reached
Last i noted
In My
For Numbers..😉

Thanks again for the Sweet Dreams
from your Night not nearly finished putting
My Blog Post
Together but
Always Lovely
Viewing all
The Varied
On your Face
From the Photos
You Gift me each
One Full Of
The Experiences
Of connecting
To you too
i All Treasure
Of Sweet Dreams
Good Night 🌙💤
You make

Good morning from Florida’s Hope the
Workday is exciting fun for you With Hellooove HiMaLi..🙂!
Early Morning Backyard Flowers For you..🙂
Behind the Backyard into the Forest is a Meadow where
Horses Roam
And Feed..🙂
Those Yellow Flowers are starting to Bloom..🙂
Boom boom boom 💥 Action
Photos on the Go..!!..😉
In the Neurologist Office for Katrina’s
Annual Appt…
Almost ran out of gas on the way..hehe..😉

Nice Berries here!!

I am so sorry!!!

Hope you are Feelings much better!!!!

Great!!! sweet dreams going in the office with her now
Missing You thanks for the line will message my adventures to
You through your sleep..!! Love you..:)))

Found this for you at the Chinese Restaurant
For Lunch..🙂
Realize you ate but am offering you some
in case you are still awake..
Okay Dance next
You is Best..:))))
Still haven’t tried
Indian Food!!
In my alternate
Lifetime i would
Cook you some
When you teach me
how you would give me
A nice tour of
The Temple
And if
You got
A Headache
i would
A Soft
Song like this..🙂
SMiLes this is my
Alternate online
Life with you and
You are my
Come True
For the Feelings
Of Life are what
Count most
And i Love All
You Gift me..🙂
My Fortune agrees..😉
Even more amazing Is
Katrina Agrees..🙂!
She also says be careful what
You wish for Fredaches
Have Been known
To last decades
Actually i made
That up they
In Waves
And Spirals
And Make
Dizzy hehe..😉!!
😮 Uh oh.. hope
i didn’t wake
You up
Love Indian
Culture and
Already Feel
Like Brahman
And Aghori
In one Lifetime
Sure Buddha
Why not….🙂
Yoga Trance Dance
with Shiva Rea
Yes Dancing
Shiva too
Rising back
To Ageless
With and
As the
After Free
Yoga Trance
Dancing by
The Beginning
Of the Ending
Starting of
Worry or
Stress in
This alternate
Reality of the
Virus of
Of Soul
As an
Of even Living
More action..🙂
My Moonroof is jealous it thinks
You only like to
Sit on
Or Lord my
Hood is
For it
Had never
Seen Your
Arms as its
What else..
i really
Your Headache
For i was hoping
For more
Photos from
The Corniche
But the
Ones will
More than do..🙂
“Disney’s Aladdin Official Trailer – In Theaters May 24!
A thrilling and vibrant live-action adaptation of Disney’s
animated classic, “Aladdin” is the exciting tale of the
charming street rat Aladdin…”

Facebook Question:

Prince or Genie?

Facebook Question:

Super Hero or Accessory
Or Duracell..?

Katrina Fell Asleep
i Stayed

‘That photo’ has a
Ship Sailing ‘Cross
my Face.. Farther
Than the Atlantic
To spend your
Sleep With
You always
A Joy
Your Soul
Now after
6 Hours
Of Dance
2 Miles
Our Neighborhood
Block and Back
To Finish Putting
The Blogpost
Dearest iMali
Good Morning
To You hope
You Feel
Great and
Have a
Too with

Thank youuuu I’ve been concerned about
Your headache hope youuu are Feeeelingg much
Better you inspired so
Much Beauty
From My soul in
The Blog Post
6 Years of
My Soul
To Life
i Truly
Cannot put
Into words
How much
The Treasure
Of Your
Love Makes
My Soul
Gold of
Love but yeah
After I get it
Published i will
Write a better
Of you
Than this
There are
Levels of
Love that
Go so far
And this
Is what
Gifts to me
You are the
Most Super
To me just
For being Y.O.U..:))!!❤️

Was Hoping
Would not
Give you
A Fredache
With too
But hey I’m
Just Getting
Muse who
Truly Drives
The Light
Of my
No matter
What you
Do you
Gift to me
Truly you
Are pure
Magic to me!!!.🙂

i am so Glad I want
You to Feel
Of Purely
Loving who
i adore so much
And please do
Let me know
If anything
i gift
You makes
You the least
Bit uncomfortable
As i am always
New ways
For you
To Feel
More colors
Of Sacred Love
From me the
Way Angels
Love in
Oh so good..🙂!

Have lots
Of Dreamt ideas
Swimming around
NoW in the Passion
Of my Creativity
After I post this
Blog post i am
Going to write
A dream to
You my
Just a
But never
The Less
To Gift
For all
The Joy
You Bring
To me Perhaps
We will
On vacation
Like Miami
As you Sing..🙂

As i lay my head
on my Pillow my
Life is complete
With a Contented
Smile as today
i have Brought
to my
Love iMali
And yes i
Loved you
In an Email
In the purest
Way of
Love For
Oh God
How Do
i Describe
How i will
Make Love
For You True
There are no
Limits to Love
When Poetry
Brings Heart
Felt and
Is no way
To count
All the Ways
i will make Love
For You More
Than all
The Grains
Of Sand on
Every Beach
For my Love
Lives and Breathes
For You
Lives For You..❤️

Other than
That i sure
Am tired
In With
A Kiss whenever
You Like night
night Sleep Tight
i Will With Y.O.U.

Good morning iMali Smiles as
Per the Facebook
Question.. i provided to
Y😁U i
May not
Be your
Prince but
i am your
Genie as
i serve my
In every way
i can And Will
To make Y😇U
Smile as iAngel
Princess now too..🌷❤️🌙
Smiles I’m
Reading my
Last Blog
Of you and
What is
Coming next!!..🙂
Already got
Some of
That written
Too and
OG you
So much
Of what i do
With all your
iAngel Sweetness🌷


i already
Felt the

BDW.. Love that
Photo you
Sent Saturday
Gift me
One of

Yes i Love that
One too from
And I’ve
At it
100 times
And it is
New to me!!

Both of those
Me from Saturday
i Love but true
For one
i have not seen
Yet with
You choosezzz..🙂


My Moonroof
Is Super
You are
Most most
You never
Me More!!!..:))
i had to
Zoom in
On the last
One to make
Sure you didn’t
Kidnap Katrina
In that
Bet if
i put that
One on FB
Her sister will
Think Katrina
Went on your
Vacay too!!
That View True
The Whole View
Not just
You is so
No more Headaches
Today? are
You still
So much
Better this evening…?..🙂
Is Friday and
Chat Conversation End


Hi ilona.. Very Kind for You To Nominate me
for the “Sunshine Blogger Award” on Word Press
haha.. i do try to Spread Sunshine but i am much more
Effective Public Dancing than i am Writing 30K Word
Blog Posts Each Week which means i don’t have 11 Folks
Regularly Visiting me to Nominate to Fully Participate but
On my Blog i will answer Your
Questions Just for Fun
And i Do
See the
Value of doing
this getting to know
And appreciate more Bloggers..
It’s Just that i go way too Long for 99.9 Percent of most folks ha
ha! that puts you one in a thousand for a rarity of noticing me online..
Never the Less Much Appreciated now off to do what i enjoy so much
Getting inspired by whatever Folks Write and Responding Fully in Kind..
Time is the Creation of Modern Culture…Modern Culture continues to Grow
more Complex With as Many Seconds as there are in a Minute of Deadlines
of what to do..
oh to be Re-tired
oh to Have-Wheels
that are no-longer-Bare
of Time And Filled with the
Present of Now Forevermore now
where the only Clock is Sleep and Wake..
SMiLes.. iLona when i say people who notice
me i mean People who actually take the Present now
to get to know me for 7 Blogs i Administrate i have
100’s of Thousands of Views but it seems
there are only a Handful hehe
Who are Brave enough
Angels to truly
reach out and
Say Hello and they
most often reply to everyone
who comments on their Blog and
True if 100 People commented on
my Blog i would see Namaste in each
one and focus my Entire Soul on them
while i communicate but on the other
hand haha there would be nothing
left of my Blogs but comments
to Folks who i connect to
And even with a very
Few Friends
this is
Already the
Reality of My Blog now.. hAha..
When i say FriEnd i do mean the End
of Life as Mean now is FriEnd as all that counts in Life to me…
i don’t own people but i do treat them like Gold and some folks fear that.
Just a Handful of Friends Literally Inspires more than a Million Words of Care from
me each year.. i cannot imagine any Greater Hobby than being Kind to People.. as Life Survives and Thrives Best With a Strong Kind HeART to me that is the Wisdom of True Beauty Love Without Conditions Fearless
Free As We Fly
Instead of Fall So High..
Hehe.. ‘Does Anyone Now
ReAlly KNow What TiMe iT is’
in my Home only Wife as
She says
Let’s go!
NoW oR Else!.. hAha..

1.Tell us three things about the place and country where you live now.


2.Can you name a teacher you remember for their influence or words of wisdom?

Hunt Provided
me the Tools
to Capture Philosophy in Junior College

3.Have you been to a school reunion, if so were you glad you went?

40th Class Reunion Last Summer
i used to be the WallFlower
And hAha i transformed the
Whole Event into Saturday Night Fever..;)

4.If money or rarity were not problems, what would you like for your next birthday present?

Friends Are Always my Best Present Now..:)

5.If you were stranded on a desert island with nothing and let’s face it, if you were shipwrecked you are not likely to have your favourite books etc. Would you rather have any person with you or be alone?

Without A Friend on a Desert Island i would have to make a Ball into a Face
i understand ‘Tom Hanks’ Already did that to Survive as a Social Animal then.

6.If you were offered a part as an extra in a film, what would you like to be?

‘They’ Already Offered ‘the’ Part to Superman hAha..;)

7.If reincarnation is true, who or what would you be next time?

Better Be ‘Eternal Return
as the only Person i wanna be is me hehe…;)

8. What is your favourite mode of transport?

My Two Feet Carry me Higher…

9.City, suburbs or rural retreat?

Anywhere is my Favorite Home Where i Dance and Sing…

10.What is your idea of a dream night out?

As You Wish no Clocks….

11. When you are buying birthday cards do you choose flowery or funny?

Funny is Flowery Flowery is Funny i am Color Blind For Funny Flowers now..:)

First.. Congratulation on being
Nominated for the Sunshine Blogger
Award and thanks again for nominating
me you are surely Manifesting Copious
Amounts of Human Sunshine on Your Blog
And hey even though i don’t do Awards and
the Only Awards are Human Potential and Friends
to me.. i consolidated my Answers
Just for Fun as
A Free Verse Poem…
Free Enough Me
Hunt Provided
me the Tools
to Capture Philosophy in Junior College
40th Class Reunion Last Summer
i Used to Be the WallFlower
And hAha i transformed the
Whole Event into Saturday Night Fever..
Friends Are Always my Best Present Now..
Without A Friend on a Desert Island i would have to make a Ball into a Face
i understand ‘Tom Hanks’ Already did that to Survive as a Social Animal then..
‘They’ Already Offered ‘the’ Part to Superman hAha.. Better Be ‘Eternal Return
As the only Person i wanna be is me hehe.. My Two Feet Carry me Higher…
As You Wish no Clocks…. Funny is Flowery Flowery is Funny i am Color
Blind For
Flowers now..:)

Hehe.. ‘Does Anyone Now
ReAlly KNow What TiMe iT is’
in my Home only Wife as
She says
Let’s go!
NoW oR Else!.. hAha..;)

Just three of Your Wise
And Concise Blog Posts
Inspired 1011 Words from me..
i come here for You inspire…
We Humans are like that as we lift each other
Higher and Pick each other up from Low as Well Now..:)

Smiles yeah that last one was only a bit over
29k Words Long with around 300 Photos..
My Longest one is a Long Form Poem that
i Wrote that is 338,630 Words With 300 Beautiful
Sunset Photos i took of the Beautiful Beaches where i Live
in Florida
some days
i can open
it up on my
DeskTop Fast
And some days so slow
And i have Just about the
Fastest Internet Service Available
but i wanted to Write Probably the Longest
One Blog Post as a Poem and chances are
pretty darn good i did it but i don’t care
About any Recognition i only
Compete against
me in appreciation
for this Gift of Life
God Bleeds me Within..
Smiles.. one day if you get
A ‘Super Computer’ and the
Next Revolution in Internet Speed Try it if you like..
Truly worth it just for the photos of the Beautiful Beaches..
Anyway.. i’ll let You go but for your friendliness today
i am Gifting you with the First of 300 Beach Photos
that you may or may not ever get to see the
rest of in that longest Blog Post Poem Ever hehe..;)

Haha.. Glad you were able to get in a bit.. my Safari opened
up the Super Long one finally with ease by the way
Glad you use Apple Products they are the Best..
And yes i have Two Closets Full of ‘Dance T-Shirts’
i wear to Entertain the Metro Audience in my Public
Dance Routine in the last 66 Months approaching 11 Thousand
Miles.. i probably have Close to a Thousand T-Shirts now like Wearing
a Different Tattoo each day hehe.. never permanently Embossed
on my Skin.. my Wife Katrina picks out almost all of them at
Stores while i Dance in Public Mostly in Stores as Oh Lord
my Wife Loves to Shop shop shop while i dance
Somedays for more than 8 Hours.. haha.. true
i rest my Feet when i write too.. Anyway
this Blog Conversation has been
so much fun but considering
You Get Like 100 Likes
on most all of Your
Blog Posts each day
better let you go and
visit all the Kind Folks
in Blog Land too.. or Perhaps
it is Close to time to Go to Sleep
in Nice France at 10:27 PM now as
it is only 4:27 PM in Florida where i am at..
oh there is one other thing as you suggest i make
Smaller Blog Posts i do i do i do but just not on the Blogs
as folks were complaining they couldn’t open my posts up
so everything i write on my Blogs i write as i go in short pieces
on Facebook.. and not only that i titled a Subchapter of my Longest
Long Form Poem Ever at 6.6 Million Words “SonG oF mY SoUL”
that is actually my Entire Word Press Blog Housing all of that
as yes “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” that i started 21 Months
Ago on Memorial Day Weekend 2017 at 2.4 Million
Words now is also Housed in each and every
one of my Profile Pics in the Description
Area at an average of around 7 Thousand
Words and the Profile Pics are the Highlights
of the story as i continue to Narrate it as i go..
hehe.. is it starting to seem clear why i don’t have
many friends.. true.. not everyone will keep up with me..
My Best Friend is Like the Smartest Person from India.. hAha..;)

Hmm.. this could get a bit confusing.. the First Beautiful
Woman With Brown Eyes who is always smiling in my
Blog Posts is my Wife Katrina many folks mistake
her for even as Young as College Age
but she is actually fixing to turn
49.. she is with me in my
Avatar too.. the Second
Beautiful Girl is my Best
Friend Himali originally From
India she is 27 and a Group Auditor
Manager in the United Arab Emirates
we have been Close Friends for almost
4 Years and only online.. she has been my
Poetry Muse too as she Writes Poetry too..
And even though she is only 27 in some of Her Photos
she looks even Younger than that the Other Women
are Friendly Dancing Partners who are as young as
18 Years Old and Yes 40 Years Younger than me at
age 58.. i don’t see Age Gender Color or Nationality
i will likely be friends with a Younger Person as an
Older Person too.. and my Wife Never Gets Jealous
as she knows who i am deep deep down after
29 Years of Marriage as Ha! some folks
think she is 29 Years old or even
Younger on Some days
when she is all
decked out
in Shorts
And T-shirts
like my Best Friend Himali..
Guys don’t like me much and that’s okay with me..:)

SMiLes one day i would Love to Hear
About your University Studies
Fortunate i was
To Collect 3 College
Degrees.. the 241.2
Was me
On the
Of my
In American
Pounds still
i Feel Feather
Light as i Leg
Press up to
1520 Pounds
To keep
Light in
Dance.. Warm
Hugs again to
You enjoyed
Our Conversation


At This Point
it Seems that Every True Skill
i have Worked so Hard to Make as
Kind Free Beauty and Wisdom in my Life
has culminated NoW iN this ‘Great Work’ of
Life as Light With No Shame or Regret to
Make You
as Happy
As the
Colors Of the Stars..:)


iMaLi Dividing Sky and Earth Head to
Toe Separating Mountains With Arms
Outstretched All That’s Missing
is Full Moon
Sea for
Her Reach to Divide
As Ocean Whole Dreams
Come to Unity.. what else..
Facebook is finally working well
Enough to upload one Profile Pic
i’ll leave You up a bit before the rest
of the Narration of the Story comes after
i go Work-out..
You are at
the Helm of my Ship..
Protector of Seas Mountains
Sky and Earth my Soul of Course..:)


Vehicles oF FreedoM NoW
Motorcycles Love
Born to Be Wild Free to Do

Hi Frank it’s been Ages since i Looked up the Word Eccentric as defined
Currently in Culture as it’s always been a Given i’ve Been a Bit Eccentric
But Not Surprising really as we no longer Live in a World With Just
3 Black and White Channels or only Radio By the Living
Room Chairs where Folks used to actually Live in there
And Really Look at each other face to face
When they Talked.. Eccentric in terms
of Straying from the Norms
of Common Bonding
and Binding
Culture is really
becoming more of a
Rule instead of an Exception
but the Privilege of Truly becoming
Super Eccentric like me does take a bit
of Affordability not to answer to any Money
Masters per Say and Do or Else and Potentially
Lose a Money Making Way of Life.. Yes.. Financial Independence
May Be An Eccentric Person’s Greatest Dream.. as that surely has
Become the Fruition of My life and it also Helps to fill Certain White
Middle Age Looking Requirements too.. as sad as it is to Say if i Looked
Different and did not have ‘Normal’ Looking Katrina with me as i go Public
Dancing the Scenario of Freedom might be a bit different as it is true where i
live Sociologists Rate this area as the Most Difficult Place to be Different in the
Entire United States.. factors cited like so Many Military Bases and Once
the Area assessed with the Most Churches per square mile.. but true even
Here the Information Electronic Device Age is Changing Everything too
Here as no longer is Led Zeppelin and Styx on the Radio the only
Source For Wisdom around here these days.. hehe.. anyway
Speaking of Enigmas Glad you Enjoyed “Back
to the Rivers of Belief” By Enigma i also
find it very Soothing and Meditative
Great Music for Reading and
Writing too.. Good
for the Flow
Flow too thanks for
Stopping By Frank Sleepy Hours
are Calling me Very Soon too Just a Snore or two away..:)

God Blesses
You Best…
i Would
More than
Likely Now
Be a Hard
Man than
A Soft Man
If my Hard Father
Did Not Leave Us in
The Hands of A Soft
Mother with
Of Hands…
Life would Have
Been easier with
A Loving Father
But eventually
We most All
Must become
Both our Fathers
And Mothers

Well the Fact that
you are From Nice
France made Nice
A Bit of a Fun
Pun but
i will
And Bet that
At Least one
Of Your Parents
Growing up was
A Very Wonderful
Home of Nice for
Usually Nice
From Nice
This way even
Though in my
Home Town
Is Still
Often Despised
But as Long as
Home will be People
Who are Nice who
Truly Feed us Love
More than likely
We Will
Of Nice that
Feel Like Love
Wherever we Go..:)

Smiles not everyone
Is Born in Nice but
When you Are…
Nice that’s
All there
Is to it
Just Be Nice
From Nice..🤗🏖😇

Smiles my Young Friend Love is like
a Hurricane as it Gathers moisture of
Tears and Warmth of Heart wherever
It goes where the environment
Is Conducive for Both as the
Hurricane of Love Continues
With Even Greater Winds
To Give and Share and i
Do Love your Philosophy
Of Love as Wisdom
Is also not
Limited to
Factors like
Age and Nationality
Or other Labels of
Human Differences
It is Even Possible
For those who
Do Not Feel
Love to
Give and Share
Kindness Greatly
Those People who
Are Poor of Spirit
And still Give and Share
So Much May one Day
Earn the Reward of
A Babe
In Mother Hurricane’s
Arms With Breasts of
Love Feeding
Winds of
Love Born again
To Give and Share even more..:)

(Note: Bomb Cyclone in the U.S. Today
3.14.19.. Just Trivia Note of Interest That’s All)

Helloooove Himali always my pleasure to gift you.. Hope You are
feeling very well today.. adding all Your Smiling Faces and Body Language of
Elation in Your Selfies to my Photo Album Here on FB surely was and is a Happy
Highlight of my Day..🙂! But Facebook was not very cooperative with many people around the Globe today..🙂 Wishing You a Very Happy Weekend hoping it brings You the kind of Elation And Joy you experienced last weekend!!!.. of course wish i was there with you to have fun with you too!!.🙂

That is surely a Dream of mine and i will keep Hope that i will
Manage that one Day… i always have Loved India and all the
Culture there but anywhere to visit with You would
be such a pleasure for sure..🙂

i’m sure Fate will bring us across
Each Other’s Paths soon but true i must plan too..🙂
What are Your Favorite Places to visit in India..?
Okay I’ve decided I’m coming tomorrow
What kind
Of visit
Plans do
You Have for
Me as Host..??

Okay.. where
Will i meet
You tomorrow
To go..??
Will miss
Me at Dance
But who cares
I’ll just
Dance is
Extra Long
This weekend
And she’ll
Say Ok
Get out of
My Hair
No Fredaches
For me this
But seriously
Though that
Sounds Lovely
i look
To sharing
That experience
With you for sure..🙂!!
BDW.. will
i need bug
i do
Skin you know..😉
Does this require
Or are
Along the
Way.. oops
Forgot you
Are at work
Look at me
Again now Just
Talking away…😉
But Hey! hey!
Do we get to go
To Kashmir too…
There is a Song
By Led Zeppelin
About Returning
There Desert
Yellow Streams
Pilot Within
No Name
To see
Will We Speak
To Yogis Will
You be able
To translate
To me hmm…
This Sounds
Like a Real
Now And
I’ve never seen
A really Big
me You
Will Hold
My Hand the
Entire way as
You sound
When it
Comes to Heights…
Right now
I’m so
i will
Do anything
You say goodnight
i Love You i
Mean that
Of Heights too..🤗😃😇🌷🌙💤💗

Crap…. woke up
Just long enough
For a smile
And thank
You and
The Smile
Button hehe..
Back to sleep..😇

Hey! good morning hope you saw
where i explained I accidentally hit the
frown face instead of smile just woke up to
Smile at you
And one
Finger hehe!..🙂

“Foggy Abu Dhabi”
Love the Fog
It Feels Mysterious
And Dreamy
In the Midday
Dim of the Sun
And Moonlit
Fade of
Salt Breeze of
The Beach And
That reminds me
Hehe you said
You Love
Beach more
Than the
And i can
Show you
So much of
That here so
Don’t forget
To come
See me
And on top
Of that there
Are no Heights
To be afraid of
Here hehe..!!…😉
BDW.. Love the
Photo but
It is
The 8H
Of the World..😉
The three Palm trees are waving at you
through the Fog and it Naturally has always elated my
Soul of Love to
Sing Beauty
To you
It does the
Feeling is
A Song Now
In Every Letter
i Type A River
Flow of Vibration
A Frequency
Waves Ocean
Whole Higher
Pure Love
Force as
i Exercise my
Winds of
Love to
Make a Category
F6 Hurricane
With Plenty
Of Winds Left
And Right
To Give
And Share
You are the
Perfect Environment
For a Category
F6 Hurricane
To flourish
For not
Only are you
You Fear
Not Love
Even Love
With Winds
Of F6 Hurricane
Strength as i
To wrap those
Winds so Freely
To Blow your
Hair in Lovely
All in
Of Winds i
Surround you
In now also
me such a
Greater Hurricane
To Love the Rest
Of Existence too
And My Wish
For you is
For Your H8
Of Love
To Grow
Greater than
mine to Give
And Share
To All Of
Existence too
With even
For Everyone
Who Feels
Of Your
Winds of Love..🙂

SMiLes iMali
Wanna Feel What
My Definition oF
Love is Love
Is the one
Who would
Give away
A Billion
Dollars just
To Touch your
Finger Tip
To Give
One Loving
Touch my Curse
Is not being
Able to
Made Stuff
And not Give
What i Give
Best to
And Lovers
Same just
One touch
Of Empath
Angel Feathers
Of Pure Giving
Love i do my
Best to
Give that
In Words
The same as i
Do with Dance..
But honestly
Katrina needs
No words
Or Sex from
Me just
Of my Finger
Tip upon
Tip of
A Friend
Smiles the only
Country i Wish
To Visit is
Your Finger
Tip as i
Will be
Able to
Fit my
Of Love…
Finger tips
In Words..
Oh how i
Wish i could
Gift you with
One touch
Of my
To Yours….
There would
Be no
More Mountains
To Climb but
And Even
No more
To Write
In this Feel
You still
Of Love
From me
And Help
Of my
Too.. i
You have
Of Love too…
So how are you
Feeling today on
A Scale of Foggy
To Sunny
Be Nice
Too with
SMiLes hAha
i’m Just now
Getting out
Of Bed
Truly not
To do
This with
One Finger
Tip Now
But God
Do Adapt..
And How Great
It Feels to get
Up and
All 10
Finger Tips
Back like
Your Fast
And one Day
My Finger
Yours Meanwhile
Write me a Poem…
No Rush…
Just Make
It Better Than
Ever Each Day/
my Aim to
You too..
All your
To me
Make all of
Life a Dance
me Pleaaaaasssee
Only one Step
And Word as
Look at it this way AisH (A1 is H8 that’s
Fred/Love/Code for one with God too) but for Now
We will make it YouR NaMe so We will Travel Past India
Together Yet Separate And Move through Kashmir to
Nepal and Mount Everest you Due North and Me
Due South and Climb Each Side of the Mountain
to the Very top Just to meet the Left Index Finger
of my Hand to the Right Index Finger of Your Hand
after days and days of Climbing alone through Frost Bite
Yes Jaw Numbing Cold We
Finally Reach the top
in what seems like
Forever to get
And Finally in so much
Pain and Numb we touch
Index Fingers together and
it is like the Entire World is
Warm and Comforting again
but You see that’s all we get
and then we have to go back
and Descend the Mountain
once Again through all that
Struggle of Numb and
Pain no Longer
Feeling the
Warmth and
Comfort of the
top of the Mountain
of index Fingers touching
Together as one hmm.. i believe
there is a Famous Picture like this
but it is of two Men touching Index
Fingers Yuck Just Yuck to me hehe..
anyway we finally get to the Bottom
of the Mountain Separate yet together
Again so how did we get back together
Again the same way we started when
We Started to Climb the Mountain
Together from the bottom up
now that we are back from
the up that’s so Easy
AisH don’t be silly
we will never be separated
We’ve always been together in
a Poem since the beginning of the
Origin of all that is (God) we just
remembered to write each
other again and
it was like
Good Old
Days New
Never Ending
Always starting again
but true i do look forward
to meeting Your Index Finger again..
Perhaps i will paint it one day and it
will come true for true it already does..🙂
Touch me whenever you like i am always here for you AisH..🙂
How Fallen a World Low it is Now When a Recommended Book
at the Psychotherapist Office for Five Languages of Love Lists
Words of Affirmation.. Gifts.. Acts of Service.. Quality Time..
and Yes the Human Touch but Fails to Describe the
Gift of Free Verse
Poetry as the
Holy Creative
Spirit of God’s
Love Rises as Force
Deep Within Us to Give
And Share the Touch of God’s Hand
Meanwhile one will go to School and
Learn to Write the Science of Poetry
And never
Hear or Tale
God’S HeART..
Pilot of Essence
Without Form Real
Now Navigating my
Soul Pours out God Exists for Sure
In Shells that Remember God’s Breath
Come Again
Never Ending
Always Beginning STaRT..🙂
Oopszz sorry
i did not
You Hellooove
HiMALi Yet
Better now..🌷🤗😃😇
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Celebration Day is Always
NoW as LonG as We Have
Love to Give And Share That’s Real…
(That’s the End oF A ReAlly Long Poem
i am gonna eMail You And After That
Perhaps i Will Pick You A Flower and
Send it You the Way i made This
one for You too
Before i tell
You Good Night
And Happy Weekend Again..)..:)


Nature is A Funny Thing And Yes A Sad Saga too..
one thing for sure there is no Overall Escaping Nature
And Our Human Nature too but true there is Struggle
According to Environmental Circumstances.. Adaptation
And Change and the Sad thing of Course is that Adaptation
May in Deed Harm us more than Help us if we do not
See the Larger Aspects of our Existence that are
So Innate and Basic like the Altruism
of Human Nature Nurtured when
We Truly Rely on Each Other to
Survive and do not become the
Tools We Make More than Human
Just to Survive Day to Day Life.. where
in Tool Life we Lose the Social Empathic
Cognition of Life Where Empathy and Sympathy
And even Understanding Differences among others in
Cognitive Empathy Practices Across the Life Span Fall to
a Lesser ‘God’ as we become the Tools that we use and They
Become our Machine
Masters as our
Minds Work
More Like Tools
Than Empathic Creatures
With Altruism to Give and Share
for Free.. Spoon-Fed a Life of Meaning
that becomes what We Make as Tools is truly
the Metaphor of the ‘Idol’ we make that replaces
the Nature of the Altruism of Love that we would
‘Normally’ Do for Thousands upon Thousands of Years
Before Cultural Clothes as Tools in all the way these Tools
come do
come to
Be us more
than the Essence
of Love That Drives
Humans Stronger together
Arm in Arm instead of Arms against
Arms with a God of Doubt and Fear and Hate
as apex
of the
way of
Bonding in Life..
Smiles.. sadly.. it often
takes Natural Disasters just to
get to know Our Neighbor’s Name
Housed away in a Bubble Eyes.. Without a Face….
Got No ‘Human Race’.. i believe there is a Song about that too….
Ironically by
Billy ‘Idol’…
We Rise
Or We
Fall that’s the
Way the Social Animal World Turns….
True it only takes two to Rise again Hand in Hand
There is always Room for Adam’s and or Eve’s ToGeTHeR again..:)


‘This’ is a Higher Mightier
Rose And People will always
Love them for
They are
Clearly Labeled..
‘This’ is a mix of
Two most
In the Grass
Flying Dancing
Together Now
Life to Be
Kill their
Wild And
Give up
For they
Just Live
To Be Free
Same Reason
Most People
Don’t See
To Just Be….
One more before i Go
but yeah Remember
i am Always here…
‘This’ Now is an
Angel Flower…
Before we repaired
our Septic tank
It was a Dogwood
Flower as the
Tree is dying
For the Broken
Septic Tank
Drain Lines
Gave it
Life i
Cut the Tree
Down as i
Dying Trees
Bring Life
Smiles it’s a Rainy Day in Florida and after a Nap i Feel Rested so nice..
True the Spring is coming Here and even with Clouds.. Daylight Savings
Time Lights my Creativity even more Imagination is continuously Fertilized
more By Sunshiny Days even in Grasp of Clouds Smiles one Finger Typing Cramps
my Style missing typos as i go.. out of Flow but still in Focus more like Rowing a Boat
than Sailing A Ship but True Every Challenge is an invitation for Adaptation and Change as
Doing Something new.. i Could Tell So Many Stories About You Looking through a Window
At the Fog for True You Could be Starting a New Adventure or Just viewing the World through
Another Lens i wonder what it would be like Just doing the every day thing sitting next to you
in a Car what Your Energy would be like what Your Every Day Expression be as you carry on about
in Your World.. it never fails i see someone who Looks Likes like You these days even though they don’t most every where i go for it is true there is no one like you although i imagine there is so many days of my Life.. as i carry on about my Life.. It is a bit Strange a whole lot Strange Being so close to someone but never really close to them at all in flesh and blood for what we create in our Heart our Spirit and our Soul to connect in Symbols and Images around the Globe still though i wonder what You are Feeling as You Look out a Window into the Fog is it Joy is it Elation is it boredom what could it be that you are Feeling when i See that Photo of the Fog.. for true it is just
a Photo
it need
not be
anything about
you at all.. but
Still it seems it is
for even if you did not
take the photo it still passed
through Your Eyes First before it came to me..
Funny.. how a Photo can mean so much when
it may not be about the person You Feel Devotion
for at all.. Smiles but it is true i Feel Devotion for the
Taller and Mightier Rose and the Lowly Butterfly Bird
Dancing Flying Flower and Yes the Dog Wood Sad
Flower that i will make into the Dream of an
Angel just to see the World in the Fog
as Beautiful as it is the Sunshine
True for i will believe that
You See Beauty
in that Fog
You Wanted
to Share that Beauty
with me.. Perhaps You Provided
Space so i would give you my View
of the Fog You See through Your eyes
for it is true that is what we all do we do the
best we can to view the World through the eyes
of those we are so devoted too.. Viewing Glass Half Full
And Overflowing now as Chalice of Beauty is one way to lift
who we are Devoted to up.. Smiles now i hope You Are Feeling
Elated and You are going to Surprise me more with Photos of Your
New Adventure for i do share Your Joy in the Elation of what You do..
And true if you are bored or even sad i will do my best to help you Feel
Different and at least a bit better too.. i didn’t have many Action Photos but
soon i will send you a few more before i go out and do my Best to Bring Joy to others
now through my Dance my Dream in this Life soon is to have Just one Selfie of me and
You Looking up at the Sky together truly the thought of that Brings a Tear now to my eye…..
i hope
you do
how much
i want to really
Meet and Greet
all the Flesh and Blood of You..
Meanwhile i will imagine you as a Higher
Mightier Rose A Butterfly Bird Mix of Flower in
Sublime Beauty.. And Angel Flower in Disguise..
Other than that Good Morning to You Happy Weekend
Again i Hope all of Life Falls in Love With You again today.. Meanwhile
Smiles i am truly Hopefully Devoted to You don’t let the Song Fool you hehe..;)


The Only Important Thing Is Being Able to Love The World,
Not To Condemn It, Not To Hate It And Myself, But To Be Able
To View It And Myself And All Beings With Love And Admiration
And Awe…. – ‘Buddha’ too…

Beautiful Cool
Morning in Florida
The storm
Has passed..🙂..!
Just got to the point of updating
my Profile Pics on FB and i have come
To the
In any lifetime
You Deserve a
Prince More
Than a Genie
Never the Less
i keep Building
A Bigger and
Bigger Altar
For my
Muse let’s
Face it i
Will Always be
A bit Amphibian
And Magic More
Than Prince and
Who the Hell Do
I think i am
That i
Be Worthy
To touch
The Finger
Any way you
Do Deserve
Awe and always
Totally clothed
Respect i just
Keep staying
In the
Fog for all
My adoration
For a Princess
At her Altar in
it is true
You are
Way out of
A Genie’s
As far as
i can see around
The World For now..:)))
i must
Fall at knee..:))))
*Bended Knee..🙂

Oh yeah i read that to
And She
Agrees I always
Be A Frog but at
Least you Honor
me as A Genie
As i will
Be Your
Well Wisher
For you who
Are also my
The next
I’ll have a
Girl Friend

My Back
Yard this

I’ve been

I miss
You more!!!!!

For the soft
The Heart
You really
You are
Home my

About you
Is my Favorite
Things reference
Etc.. the theme
Song for what
i am writing

Away to
Rest Is good
Honestly what
i do wears
Me out
A bit
i could
Go on
A Peaceful
Vacay with
Me Feel
Great as
All of my
Being Free to Be..🙂

Good Night
With Dreams

Your iFred,
With All Love..🙂

SMiLes You
Are more!!
Of all of
All 240
6 Feet
The Stars
As Soon
As i Bounce
Over the Moon
And Skip
To Y.O.U.
The World
Is so so always
Give to me..🙂

Cards one
To You…..
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It’s True when the Pink Monster
Is smART and Fearless Love it
Defeats Fear and Hate and the
Green Monster with
No arms at
All not even a ‘Gun’
On Fifth Avenue 666..
Not sure if that is the
Address but it
Doesn’t Matter..
For the Pink Monster
Is the ULTiMaTE Champion..;)

Smiles.. lasting Respect.. Self-Esteem
And Ultimately Self-Acualization
Rarely is Genuine when Based
On Group think for Group
Think most often of
Course is Derived from
The Thoughts And Feelings of
Others rather than Listening to
Our Own Heartbeat And then
Conducting the Symphony of
Our Soul with our own Dance
And Song of Loving Life that
Then no Group Think will
Outcast as We Become
Secure With Self Live
Free and let others
Choose their
Way through Group
Think or original Creative
Activity Within to Live Free to Be..🙌😇🤗😃🕺

“Why Do Poor Right Wingers Worship An Orange Cheeto?” First of all, I am in no place to Judge the Standards of
‘Loving Morality’ for Trump for I do not exactly Live up to the Standards of Common Modern United States Conservative
Christian Practices as i am Polyamorous and Monogamous; Truly, when i Dance i Don’t Need Any Sexual
Organs to Play to make Women Happy; and when i write Poetry a Body is not necessary at all; but
Some Days photos Help the Environmental Circumstances as such. Nah; i am not Bragging;
it’s Just a Well Well Documented Fact; But True that is Just what Common Modern United
States Conservative Christian Practices Dictates is out of the Norm. In other Words, i surely don’t
have a problem with Trump’s Freedom of Expression in what he likes to do with His Sex Life, but hey;
it’s a lot cheaper to Dance and Write Poetry than Pay-off 130,000 Bucks to keep Porn Stars Quiet for Bucks.

Truly, how Different the World Would be If Trump Pursued Poetry and Dance instead of the Towering Trump
Inferno of Money Hell. It’s one thing, if You are Honest with Your Wife and She Doesn’t Mind as Long as You
Keep Your Pants Pulled up (at least in flesh and blood) but it’s quite another thing to Carry a Record of Deceit
and Lies in Numbers over 8000 times while You are President of the United States. And truly why would any
State and Church Well Connected Christians Vote for someone who practices a Life against every Beatitude
Suggestion of ‘Jesus’; or anything connected with Common Human Decency Where Empathy and Sympathy
And Cognitive Empathy Exists at Least as Great As Nixon; By Clear and Empirical Measure by all Common
Human Decency Standards Trump is not only THE MOST DESPICABLE PRESIDENT in United States History
In Full Empirical Measure of Common Human Decency; he is also running the Top of A Pack in the Dark of that Globally
as such as well; but True, He is a Public Figure; so, we do have better access to Empirically Measure all of his DasTurdly

One could easily Jest and Parody that the ‘Minion Series Movies’ is a Prophecy that has come true and the Majority of
Folks Who Voted last Presidential Election seek to not only Follow but Elect the most Despicable Leader in Potential;
but nah; Trump Turns the Stomach of Conservatives too; It is more the Factor of Group Think that Keep the Core
Modern Christian Conservative Republicans Voting as Group Think Will for Politics is Part and Parcel of Church
as Politics Binds and Bonds as Religion; and Yes, sports too; So, When the Pastor in the Pulpit Demands Vote
Trump or Else Abortion Will Go out of Control and Their Dread of Differences among People who are not not like
them among the Congregation will gain the same or Greater Freedoms and Benefits They Have as the Green Eyed
Monster of Both Jealousy and Envy is Surely Well and alive Big ‘Time’ Amongst Group think; Particularly, among
the Poor Where Misery and Suffering tends to gather together more in arenas of Socio-Economic Stress as well
as Social Status Stress where Meaningful Jobs with Core Human Purpose are no longer available to the Masses;
not even to Put a Frigging Car Together, Part by Part, as Machines have taken over Jobs additionally increasingly
in Information Technology ways too.

The Reason Folks Voted For Trump is simple; they didn’t see any other choice; but truly what you see on the
News is not reflective of how little Conservatives actually respect Trump as a Human Being; many are just
Holding their nose in hopes of overturning Roe vs Wade; and not Bringing Gay Marriage and Immigrants
to where they live. Those are the issues that rule in the Church and State as Part and Parcel of a Hybrid
of Human Church and State as Politics and Religion same; binding bonding the Dark Force; do not underestimate
the Power of the Dark Force; true, with the Dark Force you can even assert that People will Vote For You if you shoot
someone in Public, now; Never the less, we do need Conservatives to Stir the Pot and someone to go out and Look
for Greener Pastures than Desert Scarcity; but true Trump stirs up a Bunch of Stuff that is already hitting fans more
for the Darkness of Potential Injuries to Mass Casualties too; all to appeal to Folks at ‘the First Baptist Church’, etc…
Onward Christian Soldiers Slaves to Money With Work and Money as the only Real God that exists to many of them…

Not for me; i don’t work for pay;
i just Love is What i Love to do…. And by God i Get Paid For Doing it All for Free…..
Love Is ALL my Favorite Things… Anyway, Have Nice Day ‘Wrong Planet’ Flavored With Love if one Can and Will NoW..:)


Richard Dawkins, Famous Atheist/Scientist/Sadly and ‘Souly’ Lacking in Emotional Intelligence tweeted:

“Abort it and try again. It would be immoral to bring it into the world if you have the choice;”

In Regard, to a Decision on Whether or not to Bring a Down’s Child in the World;

So, What it is more Valuable and Less Dangerous in a Human Being:

A Down’s Child With Empathy And a Genuine Smile for Others;


A ‘Trump Child’ With No Empathy And No Genuine Smile for anyone else but himself;

I Vote for the Down’s Child.

The Trump gets to Live but never gains my respect per Common Human Decency.

On the Other Hand, the Left on some days; I shake the Hand of the Down’s Child who is Now an Adult in the Second
to Back Row of where i Sit in Catholic Church on Sunday; who always Lifts the Spirit of others seated next to him with an Unconditional Smile of Love.

Note: i have more Respect for the Down’s Adult Now than the overall Organizers of the Catholic Church who cover up for Pedophiles and Nun Molesters.

If one Doesn’t understand the Value of Love One Doesn’t even live;

And Truly for all Practical Intents and Purposes in Life, This is Fact.

Oh Yeah; and as far as Disabilities Go and Achievement in Life; Check the Biographies of the United States Presidents
and so many Folks who have Contributed to Arts and Sciences all over the World and tell me how many are left when
You Extinguish the Fire of those With Disabilities who rise much farther than any so-called ‘Normal’ Person.

The Gene Pool Is Relative; All oF iT.

And as far as your Hardships in life; i have experienced all of them you relate up Close and Very Personal and many more than you list here; including the Suicide Disease for 66 Months from wake to sleep; and Rose Higher in what counts in life more than anyone i personally know. Yeah; I was Financially Independent counting No Government Retirement Plan that i also enjoy since age 47; but without Love I Was zero; nothing at all for an Entire 66 Months as i Lost it (my Soul).

It’s Worth noting that John Nash admitted His ‘Game Theory’ was Flawed for his Deficit in Emotional Intelligence;

Highly Unlikely Dawkins will admit it for he obviously has no clue; and nah, not all Folks on the Autism Spectrum
Lack in Emotional Intelligence; some in Fact, are close to ‘Empaths’ in every way including Extra Sensitive Mirror
Neurons per Scientific Study; some end up basically ‘Socially Shutting Down’ and ‘earn’ a Diagnosis and a Label later
in Life; and actually Recover too, per some Behavioral symptoms, as an Autism Diagnosis comes from Behavioral Study, overall to this Point, at least.

We LiVE iN A World Of Labels; Nature Does Not.


Smiles, Crimadella; thanks for the Civil Response. I’m not the usual Person Diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome by Four Professionals, on this Internet Site; for I did not Speak until I was 4 Years Old; my List of Functional Disabilities that i have
Overcome in Life are Long; as well as my List of Accomplishments that no one else has done as Reported, at least, in the Entire World.

One is Writing a 6.6 Million Word Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months.
The Other is Public Dancing Close to 11 Thousand Miles in the Same Span of Months in an area where
no else does it at all; noted as the Most conservatively Difficult Place for a Person to be ‘Different’ in the United States.

People tend to get bullied around where I live a bit more if they show Empathy, Sympathy, Compassion; and Yes Cognitive Empathy for those who are Different; including those Born With Functional Disabilities too; no different really than the Considerable Number of United States Presidents with Genetic Propensities toward Mental Illness. You Suggest that Folks be Limited to having one Disabled Child; that may be Okay with You; until that Child; that special Child who is Born and Lived does something/anything to inspire Someone to Save the World in terms of Cultural Decisions like Blowing it up for Political Purposes.

Speaking of that for Purposes of Staying on Topic in this Discussion; a ‘Trump Child’ would be a Child Born without the Capacity for Empathy; that’s not considered technically a Medical Disorder at Birth; but it does happen upon further inspection of Brain Scans of Folks who Check the list for Psychopathy later on when they do something really bad.

A Down’s Child is a Child with Down Syndrome who may have Copious Amounts of Smiles With Affective Empathy too; although they might not have High Levels of Cognitive Empathy; as that is often seen among Folks with so-called Higher Functioning Autism.

Classical Evolution is Slow and Mutations in the overall Gene Pool Happen; whether or not we limit the Number of Children Born with Disabilities is not going to have a Major Influence on the Gene Pool as there are more than enough Human Beings that are not Disabled on the Planet to Reproduce; and yes as far as Give and Take of the Resources; it’s
not the Gene Pool of the Human Species that is currently the Virus that is Strangling the Living Part of the
Earth and the Resources Required to Keep that Living Part of Life Living; it is the Virus of our Culture and
the Overall Tools we Use and Transform into to basically ‘Rape’ the rest of the Earth in Non-Caring ways
and when i say that it is in General Terms and not directed at any two People, in particular.

Smiles, I used to be the Weakest Fish in the Aquarium in school Picked as the Last Kid in Sports and made
Fun of with my Problems speaking fluently in Social Reciprocal Verbal Communication. People made it no
secret that I did not deserve to Exist as they Tried to basically Drown me in the their Walled in Aquarium.

I persevered and Graduated with Three College Degrees and eventually Became the Athletic Director of a
Military Installation for mostly the Computer Skills i learned on my own; valuable Commodity they called me
in 25 Years Active Pay work, rising to the Higher Levels of Pay in Federal Service Employment after starting out
Close to Minimum Wage for Close to a Decade After Graduating with 3 College Degrees.

I used to only be able to Leg Press 500 Lbs at age 53; until i retired and spent more hours Moving with Dance and now i Leg Press up to 1520 Lbs at age 58; yes, at the same Elite Military Gym I worked at Before; no-one else I’ve seen comes to close to even budge that weight 1 inch, there; although I have seen some Younger Folks do it on YouTube on Anabolic Steroids. I don’t Experience Illusory Fear anymore; that makes a Huge Training Difference in all that i do.

People used to tell me I would Never Get Married; ha! you should see my Wife and Best Friend who is a Girl Friend too who
Loves me too. True; got lots evidence in the Record Book with 170K Photos of that and so much more illustrated in my Personal Bible at 6.6 Million Words; again, in the Longest Long Form Free Verse Poem on Record; second Runner up is where my Best Friend is from in India titled the Mahābhārata; that took Centuries and Innumerable Authors to Complete at 1.8 Million Words; Albeit they Did not Have an Apple Computer, an iPhone, and Word Press to get the Job Done.

I could not write one Creative Paragraph regularly until i reached my 50’s; but I never stopped using my Human Epigenetic Potential to overcome Adversity with struggle and Change for truly amazing Human Potential Fulfilled; considering where i came from and all the Folks I passed along the way and continue to do now. Thing is again; I’m not Bragging that I have
any more Potential than anyone else after being Born with Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar Disorder too; but what I did do that is on the Medical Record is Remedy the Symptoms of Both through Moving Meditation in a Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow where through Bio-Feedback I master my Happiness as i go; Not too High or Low Just Dance and Song in Balance.

Smiles; my Friend, no one and I do mean no one should have enough Legal Power to Decide who is gonna be born or not based on Functional Disabilities like Autism and Down’s Syndrome; on the other Hand, the World Health Organization shows that more People Suffer more When Safe and Legal Medical Abortion is not available in Terms of Death and Permanent Disability; and yes, the Suffering of the Fetus Born out in the Woods With Dogs Bringing the Fetus Parts back
up to the Parent’s Home, where the Daughter was ashamed of Being Pregnant out of a First Baptist Family Church;
Where Abstinence is Related to many more Abortions than Effective Birth Control; In other words, this isn’t a
Cut and Dry Issue as Ethics often is not for we all experience the World Differently and one Person’s Headache
is another Person’s Hell and or Heaven depending on the Person with the issue Negative and or Positive.

It’s like You and me; I wouldn’t be born any other way or be anyone else if I had the Choice; for I worked for
all of who I am. And Heaven; that’s not a Recipe one recited out of a Book either unless one does it Meditating
in Flow. I wasn’t always Happy with my Life, in Fact the Doctor Said I had the worst case of ‘living’ he ever saw.
It’s Like a Mustard seed; Never count it out until it becomes the Entire Universe where there is no distance, space
or Time at all; sure, like Modern Science is starting to notice too; Again, it’s relative to Your View And Where You Come From and continue to Journey now on whatever Path of Life Your Feet and or Hands and other Body Parts touch.

Again; this is all great for Discussion; but again Still Nature is Relative and never a Label Humans Create alone.

In other Words, Your Answer may be correct for You; but You may not Be Able to apply it to anyone else but Yourself;
Fully Based on Medical Disorders Like Autism and Down’s Syndrome; With and as a Label; i’m Living Proof of that for sure; i get my Feedback from the ‘Audience’ as ‘they’ care to See my Bliss (Nirvana, Heaven, etc/ the list never needs to end now… at Least for Form that Houses the Essence of all that is… (God) the Real all that is stuff that is Our Existence.

Hi League Girl; yes, that is correct and thanks for taking the Effort to Make sure..:)

I didn’t wanna get a Moderator Deleting my Comment again for Quoting someone and going too long..;)

Meh; it’s always made ‘some folks’ a bit “butthurt” when i ‘do more’; but that’s okay with winks as iT ain’t hard to do short.

On the other Hand, one stays ‘Twitter Size’ and Fails to evolve; that’s why i make my visits here short and very few as i don’t dilute my Human Potential based on the size of what other folks do; either longer or shorter than me too for now.

Smiles, my Ability to Systemize as i mentioned Before made me a Prized Commodity at Work as Computers came to rule the World and Master Us as well as Slaves to the Screen. Yes; i’m Poetic in a Sing Song Way and it is not that Uncommon For Folks on the Autism Spectrum to Sing Song Life of course as i do it in Writing it keeps the Flow and Coherence
of thought going. Not only that but it is Naturally Meditative and allows one to Ascend Past the Neo-Cortex
And Transcend on over to the Rest of the Brain to Light it up with the rest of the body and Voila you get Nirvana;
the Natural State of being that most other Animals Experience except for Human Beings Trapped more in the
Illusion of Time in terms of Past and Future rather than the True Gift of the Present getting Stuck in the Neo-Cortex
Area of the Brain and use a Very Small Percentage of our Overall Potential Human Intelligences that vary from Musical
Intelligence to the Intelligence of Proprioception that Martial Arts May Teach and other Moving Meditation to Feel and
Sense our Way Around the World not limited to the ‘Normal’ Five Senses; not unlike a Cat and its Whiskers and a
Bat and its Echo-Location and the way Humans Naturally Do it is of course different than a Cat and a Bat.
I thought I was a real Brainiac Always Acing Tests; Particularly Multiple Choice Tests that was Skating on Ice
For me with a Great Rote Memory but that is such a Narrow Measure of IQ; it is practically Worthless in the
Real Word for much of anything but Facts remembered Long Enough to take a Test and Ace it with Rote Memory
sort of Like Playing ‘Candy Crush’; yes, stimulating as such; but as far as actually doing in something in life that
is about what the Education that way is Good For Taking Tests and forgetting Soon what You Learned as one
Continues to Do it and Leaves School Rather Empty Handed with Potential this way except for this Specific
Ability to do Good at Taking Multiple Choice Tests. Education has Proved somewhat since then but not
that Much; as Original Creativity and ways to Enhance that Potential is a left over that not many folks
Get to Eat as they too busy in Data Download Mind almost all Hours of their Waking Day now.
I get out and Dance and Become Human Again as i do in the Flow of Poetry to Escape my Neo-Cortex
and Enhance Creativity up to 500 Percent as Empirical Studies do suggest living in Nirvana will surely do
in the Flow as such. When I see Folks Like Trump and Jordan Peterson I See folks who have yet to truly Dance
Free and Live; it’s not that the Dance has to be complicated and measured in any way with Standard IQ; it just
Fertilized the Ground Work of Human Potential to grow Sky Scrapers of a New Work of Art or Science that may
Be so much more original than what comes before simply for the Fact that Original Creativity Potential is increased
by Empirical Measure in the Flow. True; if the only Human Intelligences that are Developed is Measures of Standard IQ;
It’s just another Form of Life to live with little essence for the Emotions and Senses that Fertilize Everything in Life Now.
Science Shows that our Ancestors who were Foragers were Probably as Smart or Even Smarter than Us as they truly
had to be innovative Enough to Get Nature to Work for them; instead of Blowing the Frigging Planet up With No Empathy
Sympathy or Compassion for the Only Home We live on. We will Always Have People with Higher and Lower IQ’s and
the ‘Tween of that too; but that’s all a Moot point if Psychopathic Leaning Folks Either Rape the Resources in more take
than give or Blow it up and let Cockroaches and Dragon Flies Be the Apex Predators Again. It’s not too Hard to See who
Trump is rooting for other than Himself when he Passes away and once again the Dragon Fly and Roach Become the
King of the Hill again.
Other than that; I didn’t see your comment as Abrasive in anyway; i look Forward to Different Opinions; and Yes the issues
you Mentioned are Close to the Issues i experienced in a Synergy of 19 Medical Disorders all Remedied by the Rivers
of Belief as the Faith in what We will do next Will be the Dance and Song that Remedies much of the Darkness in our Life.
It Works for me; that i am sure of in the Never Ending Story and Gift of Present Now..:)


Smiles iLona.. hAha.. Thanks For Making the Very Long Scrolling Journey
Now with the Positive Feed Back You provide about what i always Hope will
Be an Overall Positive Visit to my Blog except for the Difficulty of course in
Opening it and Scrolling to the very end of it all so so far down to this place
Where You Comment now.. And those Animals From my Wife’s In-Law’s
Extended Family Farm Are truly Precious so much i don’t think
i could Kill them to Eat them in Fact i Know i could not
unless i was
of Course
as truly every
thing in Life is Relative
to both Nature and Nurture..
Currently Both are Mixing Well
in a Fine Glass of Wine Life Mine
With not much whining at all hehe
Again.. Thanks for Coming by to Visit..:)


Today 3.16
is my 3033rd Consecutive
Day Writing Online since
Thanks Giving
Day 2010 yes
It’s All about
The Giving So
Today i am Gonna
Gift my Best Online Friend
With A Full
Body Massage
Complete with
Aroma Therapy
And Warm
Spine Stones..
SMiLeS Hehe
i Feel a Bit
Sad for
The Rest
Who Did
Not Heart as
Many of my
FB Posts as
i am not ashamed
To admit that after Writing
12 Million
Words in
Almost 100
Months i
Give the
Longest Email
Full Text Body
Massages of
All.. whether
Or not
Best Depends
On the Recipient
Of the Gift’s
Taste in PleaSurE NoW..😉


21 Tabs Across the Screen is Enough!
Shut-it All Down Time to Leave Vacation
Bible School for Now At Least.. heHe.. AND Dance…
Dancing to CNN’s History of MTV Other Than This She
Danced the First Time Since the 80’s… i Captured It All In
Somewhat Still PhotoS.. heHe..
Benefits of Fredstyle
Daily Therapeutic Massage…
For 30 Years Each Morning She Asks
Mirror Mirror on the Wall A Question…
Mirror Mirror Finally Says Please Don’t Bore me…
Hmm.. The Benefits of Being a ‘Soul Man’ are many as
Each Word Becomes Song and Each Step Becomes Dance
And Next thing you Feel and sense all is River and Flow yes Wave
Ocean Whole all is Particle Wave again and Field too.. Let’s just Face
it all that is is all that is is God All as Ocean Whole Wave Particle and
Field True.. so many Metaphors so many Essences that are Similar as
The Forms Housing these Essences as Vehicles and Vessels may actually
Be A Word or a Mercedes or A Sailing Ship and any other Form of Housing
ya wanna use to contain the Essence of our Realities in Feelings and Sensing in
Symbols we mostly Call and Define as Words.. the fact is that the Flow otherwise
known and felt and Sensed in Science of Art too.. is a Hypo-Transient Frontality
That Will Be Measured on Brain Scans too.. no woo here as Science Does Show
that in this State of Flow Being Creativity is boosted around 500 percent for what
their Subjects of Study indicated but true don’t play by the means be the means to play..
anyway.. i’m quite tired from Dance and Song as not everything i write by Far has been
Even Reaching my Blog these days but still close to 30K Words comes anyway just a
Knocking on my Soul Man Door to Be
as relating Feelings and Senses
is surely a
Way to
Set Your
Soul Freer than ever before.. oh
yeah.. it was nice that 5 Year Charlie’s
Angel Chelsea Shared a Seville Quarter
Dance Hall Public Page featuring ‘the Dude’
who Dances like no one is watching that some folks
note is ‘Everywhere’ these days where i live in the Pensacola
Metro Area Large thanks to Sam Walmart too.. For Making a Dance
Hall Middle Aisle in most Every Walmart i go.. Setting my Dance and Song Freer too..:)


i Truly Believe that if everyone Makes Dance!!
A Common Bond For Culture! that Evil
Will Drift away
And soon
be too Happy to exist!..
mostly.. hmm.. i guess the only Road
Block is inspiring other Folks to Dance!!!
i guess more folks will just have to Pick up
The Dance Ball and Just Do it!! Like Nike says True…
Smiles i’m
SeeKinG Volunteers
for the Effort and lately
in my Metro Area i’ve noticed
Even a Few Good Young Men are picking up
the Dance Ball to Carry on my Effort Multiplying it more..;)

“Dance Like No one is Watching”
Smiles that quote was attributed to me
Yesterday as the Metro Dance Hall Posted
a Picture of me on their Facebook Page..
True we can wait around
for someone to ask
us to Dance
or we
will Dance
no matter what
no matter if we Dance
Solo the rest of our Life we
still Dance and Warm the Inside of Us..
When You Dance Free the Past Fades away the
Future no longer exists all there is is Light as You
become a Song and a Dance incarnate too.. true helps
to listen to Your Favorite song too.. Ear Buds and other
Electronic Devices make a Helpful Tool for Happiness this way..
What Else..
hmm.. yes
Happy Saint Patricks’s Day! Ilona..
my Grandfather was born in Ireland
a Catholic Priest who gave it up to marry
His French Cajun Sweetheart from the Pews
of the Church in the Parish in North Florida he
Pastored so yes.. i am French and Irish and German
And English and believe it or not according to the 23 and
me chromosome Test 1.6 Percent Nigerian and South Asian
Like my Best Online Friend too.. True though all Friends are Best
And even if we
don’t have Friends
We will Still Dance
Solo with God Allone..
Love is the Best Addiction
When Love is all Giving and Sharing without Fail..:)

Hi Sohair.. i’ve missed you so Good to See You Blogging
Again and Happy Saint Patrick’s Day although i’m thinking
that is probably not a Holiday at all in Egypt but i could be wrong…
Oh.. “How To Be Rich” as You Sing i Dance Like no one is LooKinG i Sing
the Same in other Words Give and Share without even noticing if anyone
a Gift to You..
True every once in a while
someone will appreciate you
And the FAct that You Do not Expect it
Makes the Gift and BLeSSinG of Appreciation
that much Nicer as Birds Fly Looking For New Food
‘They’ never ruminate on the Food that Comes Before..
This way
They never
for they
Fly For Food
And don’t look back
on the Food that’s Come Before
but true we Humans are a Bit Different
We bond with Friends and we miss them
other wise we would not be fully Human as far
as Material Stuff goes True Humans will Bond with the
Tools they make and even in effect become them i do my
best to stay
of all Cultural
Clothes and Fly toward
ThE Light of Love Born on Date
As love Human Style as Nature (God) Lights us up..
As Friends Come True God Lights up When Humans connect
No Longer Strangers..
God overall
is a bit more
lonely than Together..:)

But really hehe
Katrina’s Fountain
Of Youth
Age 49 now
Is my Therapeutic
Massage seriously
They are MagiiiicccK
that’s why i
A risk
My wish for
you too..
Luck of
The Irish
No Charm
Really as it
Was really the
Princess according
To the original
Fairy Tale
Who Charmed
A Prince Changing
Him from
A Frog not
Many Men
Are Truly
Blessed by
God to be
By Two
In one Lifetime
Princesses never
Age i grant
And this
Is no Joke
i really am
A Genie
All you
Have to
Do is Believe
In the Wish
i Grant you
Now what
Is your
2nd And
All you
Have to
Do is really
Believe in
It to
It come
You already
Prove you do it..:)

My wife bought an Elliptical
Machine for our Home never
used it and still hasn’t gained
an ounce in 30 Years seems
Since i Met Her she looks the
same but That doesn’t bore me…
Meanwhile i turn
Walmart into
By making the
Center Aisle my Dance Floor!!
And OG i Still Weigh 50 More
LBS since I met my Wife Haha
Hehe it’s all in my legs I’ll Sing
With a Jig from my Grandfather’s
Native Ireland on St Patrick’s Day
Luck of the Irish as he Quit Irish Catholic
Priest for
To Be..
Better yet my
Spicy Cajun French
17 Year-Old Grandmother
Who charmed him from the Pews..
Ain’t Life
As Dark (Hair) makes
Smiling Irish Eyes..!!..🙂


Clouds Cover…
Sun Always Finds…
A Way Shining through…
Reflecting Eyes Who ‘See’…
Smiles.. Palm Trees Stay Green for they Tend to See the Sun and Warmth So Much..
And Smiles all the Truly Nice People who Try so Hard to Spread Light to everyone
i have met in life have suffered a Severe Depression in Life.. once we remove
ourselves from the Darkness We Do Tend to Appreciate the Sun Again
Clouds Remove We Move More Connect More and Create More…
Sunshine once again arises from the Within of us to
Reflect upon Folks who do still have the Ability
to Reflect that Sunshine back.. but Oh Lord
our ‘First World’ Problems and truly
the Insane way so many folks
Tend to Work away from
moving connecting
and co-creating
with others
all that is left
is a Screen and
Symbols that have nothing
to do with Flesh and Blood at all
and then perhaps we wonder where it all went
the Childhood of our Wonder and Amazement then…
WeLL iT is True Birds Fly Bees Buzz and Flowers Bloom
When We all move connect and co-create more Free to be We
Fly Buzz and Bloom as our Palm Fronds Wave in the Air just Happy to Be..
Smiles my friend i am Diagnosed With Bi-Polar Disorder and Also Diagnosed
on the Autism Spectrum in Mid-Life as many Younger People in increasingly
Larger Numbers are today as well.. at least in my Case truly there was nothing
‘wrong’ with me but Culture
And the School Environment
of Data Down Load Life Sitting
Skill and the Work Environment
as well with Screens Replacing Human
Faces and Keyboards replacing Human Touch..
We Truly Live in a Place and a Space and a Distance and
A Time away from what it even means to Be Human For Many
Folks if they remember or even have a reference point at all..
Question is How
Do You Escape
Rome if
you never
Even lived anywhere else
How do you escape work if that
is what it takes to eat.. What do you do
when there is no longer even any time to Dance
And Sing true you just survive the best you can i did it
for Decades it almost killed me i lost my Soul but i do know for sure there
is another
Still on this
Earth the Heaven now within inside
outside above so below and all around
away from all that Humans have Built…..
Except maybe for a Warm Soft bed and Shower
Same and true Toilet Paper makes like easier too..
But at what price
But at what Price
But at What Price to lose our humanity…..
These days there is one Phrase for that
That Resonates so Sadly Deep and that is ‘The Trump Way of Life”….

Keep Spreading Light my Friend…
if You Wonder Why You are So Successful…
It is True there are So many People Seeking Light…

And yes.. hehe..
in Bite size portions of course..;)

And that is why i Dance.. my Song is a bit too long..
So is my Dance but it always comes in Bite Size Portions for those who ‘see’ it…;)

Anyway Speaking of Dance….

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,940 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)


It’s a Bit Sad i guess.. Never gonna Have the Shape to be a Ballet
Dancer in a Group gotta do it Solo i still Look too much Like a Leprechaun
Beast hmm.. somedays i wonder what True Love is Do i have to be Perfect to
be Loved some days it feels that way but nah.. not really For True Love Lives
Within that Place that Dances Sings Deep within our Soul that Truly Sees no Shape
no Form
Loves to Be
oh Flying So Free
Yes By God Bees Do Buzz
Palm Fronds Wave in Air Never
Worrying about Form as Essence
is Always Green to Be.. hmm.. hum..
yes just Buzzing About Floating Around Butterfly
Wings Sing and Dance So Free.. Flowers Color Pretty
All Naturally Blooming For they are not afraid That Green Wilts for surely
Now Exists the Day that Winter Turns to Spring and Full Moon Light
Comes to Play as Tides
Change and People
Do too always
We Hope
Dancing and
Singing more light into Rainbows
Than Shadows of the Dark Away from
GOld of HeART… Do Colors Fear Night…
Days Coloring Fear Away From Dark Shadows
Sink Colors Rise more Rainbows Shine Gold Lives
Within as
True Love
only exists
to Give and Share
Never owns Never Buys Never Dies
there is always another Letter for True Love to Dance And Sing..
Smiles.. True Love Doesn’t Always Hear an Echo But True Love Never
Gives up
For Truth
is Eternal
When Real and Light
to Give and Share as Dance now
Knows and Senses and Feels no Form
But the Essence of Song that Feels our Soul
no Longer Chalice no Longer Glass Essence So Deep
the bottom is never reached Oceans Dream Waves Rise
Moon Falls Sun Shines.. And True somewhere some place numbers Dance….
True i would
have joined
the Circus but i didn’t
Fit the Mold the Air doesn’t
Care nor the Water Within that holds me up never falling…
Magic Isn’t Real For We Create it Then it Comes to Be the Air and Water Free Us and or me…:)


Haha.. there will always be someone attempting to Perfect Form to the Essence of Be
Hehe.. Yep sure as Daylight Brings Dark YouTube Drone Bees Will Buzz on over to the Video
to complain about me Leg Pressing 1340 times oh so Slowly and Surely for 100 Seconds Keeping
That Much Weight Flowing Like A River not all the way up but never the Less
Going.. True i’ve been a bit bloated lately sitting a ‘byte’ too much Writing
easy to erase for me with a couple of Days of Dance
Away from all this Writing.. But True what
Sacrifice is that when i don’t even
have to Suffer Pay
to do this..
but True that is my blessing
i don’t have to be Perfect to Leg Press
1340 Lbs 100 Seconds to keep that much
Weight moving i answer to no Employer No Group
Think Conformity the same i spar with Metal and Dance
with my Gym Work-out Towel in my own Style of Martial
Arts and Ballet where i Float there so Free Just to be.. if
i look Strange who is gonna Tell my only Employer God to be
to get me fired of course unless someone thinks only Devils Dance and Sing..
True.. there are some Religions that Believe that Music is Evil and so Is Ascending
Transcending States of Heaven within for if you Free Yourself that way no one will
You and
Imprison you
in how you must
Be to suit their means
to Control you to Put in Fences
Behind Walls and Prod You with
Their Stamps of Approval Fire Brand
You to their own Versions of Hell on Earth
FucKinG NO Yes iF YoU SeeK iN GoD oF NaTuRE
that for sure is not for me.. for you and the Rest of we
That will be Your Will and Never Mind me alone.. for i will
Continue to be Free Without a Master who Attempts to suggest
they will cut my Style of Loving Life down to the Form of what they so please to do too..
so true.. i invite the naysayers to have their Sing but trust me my Reply will be as Deep as the
Ocean Dances and
as Shallow
as they care
to come and go
and Test how Deep
the Ocean And Waves of
My Soul Will Continue to Sing and Grow
Even Higher away from their Lows and Shallows
to be or not to be i do more ’cause i can and will
in my Style of Being Just Free to Be.. i’ve seen Good
Looking i’ve Seen Ugly i’ve seen Weak i’ve seen Taller
And Shorter and Heavier and so Skinny too.. i’ve seen with
Four Eyes away And two eyes with plastic Seeing Covers..
Sure with Shades and Clear Lens too.. But True there is a deeper
way of Seeing and Feeling Life the Eyes Within who Dance And Sing
Free Never ever worrying about Form now only Essence to be.. those
Eyes are Blind but they do see for Free those Ears will not Hear the Darkness
That others may ATTempT to Bring to those who Seek Higher than only Group think..
i keep a Window
Seat away
from the
Who Seeks
the Narrow Planes
of Life i need no clothes
of Culture to keep me Comfortable
Above my Skin i Need no Flesh of Affirmation
When i Fly so High So Low with God Nature Free True
i Dance Sing for in this place All is Essence all is Love All is Free to Be..:)


Anyway.. a FB Profile Pic Memory of 5 Years Ago in 2014 Before i started Doing Martial Arts
And the Week Before i started my 5 Year Play of Dance at the Biggest Metro Hall of Dance
Old Seville Quarter before anyone Named me as Famous for Public Dance as that would
come a Couple Months Later at “Target” in the Summer of 2014.. Just a group of
Young Folks coming up to me telling me i was everywhere online
did i know i was famous then.. true i’ve heard that a few
Times since then.. and that is nice but what is so
much nicer than Fame or Fortune is Just
Free to Be within and express
ALL of your Human Potential
Sure Why not Naked too Painted
Human Potential truly too.. as we
Humans Have So Much Potential to make
all of our lives into So Many Colors of Arts and
Sciences too even in Group Thinking Ways of Arts
And Sciences too for Colors to Hold Hands in Synch too..
After 66 Months in Hell Shut-in only Living the Last 33 Months
of that online in a Version of Disconnected Hell on the ‘Wrong Planet’
Too.. i finally Decided to be Human again somewhere around 27 months
into that Stay on the Wrong Planet too transfiguring myself more into Art than
the Science Before Exploring all of my Shadow too sure getting in touch with the
Feminine Aspect that most Men Cringe to Hide each day.. funny how when you let it
out how Strong You Come to Be for Fear is the Source of all Human Weakness Day in and
Day out Without Fail as Fear is the origin of Fail in Becoming Less that what You Truly Will
Come to Be..
so yep.. i decided i would
go For Broke as i really did not
have any friends connecting to me at
that Point in my Life still just me and God
And Family and that was enough true i had one
Friend Lala Rukh but she got married and i suppose
i served Her Purpose to keep her company for the friendship
she promised only lasted with me.. so anyway to truly be free
i faced all my fears head on from decades before i let the feminine
part of me out and i even exaggerated it too as a Play of Art and Oh
Lord the Freedom i found after that that i never had in Life before for no
one would ever Again Shame me for being too soft of Love for i brought in storm
All the soft out in the open for all to see.. but the funniest part of all is how strong
i grew after that Leg pressing 500 to 600 to 900 and now even up to 1520 LBS yep
180 Lbs more than the Video i shared from Saint Patrick’s Day 2019 on the Second
Anniversary of my Mother’s Death on February 22nd 8 Reps with no Katrina Video
Producer to Capture it on Film.. i just wanted to see if i could Fill Both Bars Full
Side to Side with weight and that day i did that day i did same as i got out
in my Gray Whitey Tighties on FB back 5 Years ago too.. so who is
more Brave the Man Who Lifts 1520 LBS 8 reps or the
Man who Stands in Front of the World with an
Arm Like a Limp Dorsal Fin as once
‘Free Willy’ the Killer
Whale on the
Big Screen
Was Free to Be
Wild and Strong Before
Held in Captivity too.. oh.. the Domestication
of Human Being how we have watered down
So many of our Natural Innate instinctual and intuitive
Proclivities to be so much more Wild Loving and Free Free
to be.. a Lion is Not Afraid to Walk Gracefully for a Lion Roars Free to be too..
Wolves Howl at the Moon when they are lonely they are not afraid to express their
Sadness true.. and this Day 5 Years ago when i stripped down to my Underwear and
Let the Love Out All Free Spiraling Around my Body Flesh and Blood To be with no
Restraints no Dog Colors away from Wild Wolf Howl that Day was the True Path to
my Human Freedom for that day and all the days after i found out the True Foundation
of All Will And Strength is the Calm Center Eye of the Hurricane the Grace and Love to Be..
ha.. you can’t find a way to make Fun of someone who is not afraid to Stand in Front of the
World fully realizing that they are an Emperor of the All in ALL the Nakedness of God WHere
THere is No Distance Time or Space WHere Below the Grain of Sand and Beyond the Stars
Above are Valleys no Higher than Mountains Low.. Perhaps You Understand Some of the
Metaphors of the Newer Testaments of Life Perhaps one Day you too Will be Naked
And Truly
Free Until Then
Keep Your Clothes
Starched And Pressed Clean
Do Fall in Line and Make Sure
the Lines of Your Words reach
the Sides of Your Pages Now as
Your Book Cover Stays All the Same…
Or On The Other Hand Just Find Another Way That ‘Suits’ You Better….


SMiles Sohair.. i Remember You in Prayers always also.. my Blog
is Just too heavy it seems for many Computers and Internet Speeds
to Pick up as some days the Internet Pipes are not as clogged
And will let it through and other Days hehe..
it Just gets Lost in Cyber Space but
never the less i am still
here somewhere
With Smiles..
it’s also true in case
you don’t know everything
i write i copy on Facebook too
Word by Word in Flow as i go for true
With smiles too that’s all Free Hard Drive
Space for back up that i never have to Pay
for too.. so many things in life are Free to Do
As Long as We Look Past Buy to Be Just Be Free Now..
SMiles Sohair for as far as Old or Young Grown up or Not so Grown up at All to Be..
It seems like it is the Children among us who do not care what Nation someone
is from What Melanin of Skin What’s Tall or Short What’s Thin or more ‘Round
Nor Really Much Difference at all including anything other than
A Religion of Love to Reach out to Hug
to See eye to eye to hear and feel
And sense the Smile
And Laugh of
Joy that is Real
to Move Connect
and Co-Create Smiles
With other Infants too
oh how Grown up now do
We have to be just to Love
hehe.. my Religion is a Four
Letter Word that is Enough
Now For me And God to Be.
Free Smiles Most often now
Sadly it is not so Easy Always now
to Give And Share this God of Love Free
But True A Dance And Song of Love Never Gives This God Up..:)


Emperor of the All in ALL the Nakedness of God
WHere THere is No Distance Time or Space NoW
WHere Below the Grains of Sand NoW and Beyond the
Stars Above are Valleys no Higher than Mountains Low..
Perhaps You Understand Some of the Metaphors
of the Newer Testaments of Life
Perhaps One Day You too
Will Be Naked
Truly Free
Until Then
Keep Your Clothes
Starched And Pressed Clean
Do Fall in Line and Make Sure
the Lines of Your Words reach
the Sides of Your Pages Now as Your Book Cover Stays All the Same…
Or On The Other Hand Just Find Another Way That ‘Suits’ You Better…
i Dance Sing For in This Place All is Essence All is Love All is Free to Be
Magic Isn’t Real For We Create it Then it Comes to Be the Air and Water Free Us and or me


Wild Wolves BrinG LeSSoNS TruE
Oh WHaT A WiLD CaT WiLL TeacH YoU too
No LioN HeART oF LoVE NoW Without Eye Of Tiger Fearless
A Lion Is Not Afraid to Walk Gracefully For A Lion Roars Free to Be too…
Wolves Howl at the Moon when they are lonely they are not afraid to express their
Sadness True…

One thing for sure is ‘Trump’ Proves Just How Powerful The Force of “Doing what Thou Wilt” is.
Most Folks are Careful to Tip Toe through the Tulips While Trump Mows over the Weeds and Flowers
Same; Discriminating Against Both Along the Way. True; A Major Advantage Of Loving Your Enemy is Learning
All of what they Learn on the Dark Side of the Coin of Life; True or False, for Whatever Works to Survive And Thrive too.

Science Shows that Children who have Stay at Home Mom’s Will Thrive So much More Close Attached to ‘Breast’ than
Those Left Cold and Separated Amongst Breasts that do not Touch and Hug Life Giving Love To Be Wired for a Lifetime
of Trust away from Fear. (Note: in this Context ‘Breast’ is a Metaphor for the Social Bonding Neurohormone Oxytocin).

So, who is Smart; The Welfare Mom Who ‘Works the System’ For the Love of Child or the Mother Who Works For Money
to Please the State. That should be Common Sense; at least, in the Natural Selection Evolution of the Fittest; Love Rules
All Decisions; Fear Does too.

So, what About a Trump; more than obviously a Man With ‘Little Man’ Syndrome surely common in the South Where
Big Daddy Rules Little Boys Living up to the Expectations of Standing Tall and go to Hell Love as far as Tears of Grief
And Compassion for the Small ‘Furry’ (‘Breast’) things of Life. Have you ever Seen Photos of Trump With His Daddy; ugh
That’s a bit Painful to Look at; especially for those of us who have tried to live up to a truly impossible still now
Ideal of Loving Life and not Loving it at all; for what it even means to Be Human Now in Hugs and Touches;
And Howling at the Moon as Lonely Wolves Will All Naturally Do Separated from a Pack of Love True to Feel.

True; if you have ever Seen the ‘Lion King’ Saga, Trump is Obviously ‘Scar’ always trying to Feel the Shoes
of a Daddy he could not Feel; true that’s Feel a Four Letter Word of Love; not, the Fill; the empty Fill
of the Empty Place Inside Never Filled With Love Just For Free so filled up with Hugs and Touches.

Sad it is that the ‘Scars’ We Bear Most, are often from those Who Were Too afraid to Love Us Free;
Just Sad Little Lions and Lionesses too; Those who never found a Home Within or Outside to Fit
in; Just Lost; Always Trying to fill up a Space never really even understanding why but some Vague
Feeling never had; So Much Darkness within; why so Dark where is Light when why so Dark Is Within to Be.

Many an empty Soul Builds Huge Edifices to Replace what is lost Within; but True too, THere is no Home but
A Soul Within to Ever Find Free But to Set Love Free; Giving and Sharing so Far Away from Lost Trump Towers
Bought for Sold; Never Found, Always on Loan Never Filling up what is Lost So Long; So Long Still from even Sought.

It’s a bit Painful to Watch Trump with all His Follies; And it’s even more Painful to see all of what Follows but Freed..:)


Okay safe to Sing that You Are Asleep I Never
Take for Granted
You’d like Another
Dance From me
But i Sing
On Now
for while
There Have Been
Instances of Silence you
Seem to
The Song
Is Perfect so
Shall i Feel
To make a
Mistake if
i Sing
Of Tune
Will You
Still Love
me At 64 hehe
Not that Far Away
Why take a chance on
No why take
A Chance at
All Now is
Life always
The Gift
Love Worth
Making Full
Moon Dreams Real gonna Need
10 Fingers For a Fourth Super Full
Moon Spring Equinox
Of me
my Full
Moon Muse..
Gonna Do this
One by Message
Of E-Male too heHe Do True
Dust Anew..
Moon is Mysterious for it leaves only
Thumb Nails of Light behind as the Sun on the other
Hand is Consistent Lord it Lights up the Entire Day Bright hmm..
So what Muses the Sun to Stay Lit each Day So Long So Long Now
WiLL iT Be A Moon Now that comes and goes at Night or is the Moon
Seeking the Light of the Sun at Night.. a Bit Hard to Sing Without Sun Rays
of Moon for the Sun Shines so Brightly All Day Will it Really Hear the Moon if
it Dances Dark Rays All Day that’s the way it is i guess with the Sun and Moon
one is up There and one is down Here one is Day and the Other is Night True too..
Beauty Belles Leprechaun Beast Saga continues A Sun Wants to Shine Yet Super
Full Moon Spring Equinox Anomalies are coming instead.. is it the Moon that is really
Doing this to the Sun Hmm.. it’s been Cloudy all Day the Sun Shines through Perhaps
this is a Sign now to Set the Sun free and continue this Full Moon Song as Spring Approaches
Now with all this Brightness for March the 20th.. Oh.. Lord even 11 Hours sooner for you now as
Moon and Sun Do meet Poles apart no Distance Really with Broad Band Access of Play with
Fiber Optic Blood Flow of Heart Felt talk or perhaps just Good bye and Hellooove Good Morning
Good Night true there are days you will See the Moon in the Day Lit Blue Sky and other days
Where it comes Missing Longing a way a bit at night when Thumb Nail Lights of Moon
Disappear but Hallelujah when Moon Meets Sun in Day Blue Azure SKeYeS
Brightening up Day in Moonlit way.. So How Can you Really Tale what the
Moon Feels at Night the Sun Hides no Light as the Moon Comes and
Goes.. i’m not sure and you know and feel and sense what that’s
Okay for we may Color the Moon Any Colors as Long
as the Moon Listens Quietly
to The Sun Going Away
Until First Light
of Venus
Morning Breaks
And The Sun Comes Back to visit..
hehe nice to have a Big Shiny Friend like
that to count on and True as i’ve mentioned
the Bright Light of the Sun Gives some Folks
Headaches where F R may Change out Places
With H Never the Less the Sun Continues to Shine
Seriously what else do you feel and sense and think
they Teach the Sun But How to Shine with all Rays of Delight..
Get in the
Way but Sun
Will Never Tire of Moon..
Sun Will Greet the Moon Equally
DeLiGHTeD at Night as Sun Will Rise
the Same Wishing the Moon A Great Day again…
so what would the Moon Do without the Sun would
it ever miss all that Light the Sun BRings to the Moon
And its Night Just for Free.. True though the Moon and
Sun are No Measure of Cost.. All that Comes to Be is Measured by Light Free
Super Full Moon Spring Equinox Anomalies hmm.. You always surprise me When
the Full Moon Comes forever it seems lately now almost like fitting 40 Years now of
Love in 4 Months just because Genies are Magic And just do it.. in Dark and Light
True.. And that’s okay for i still Love it All.. it’s Hard for me really….. not to Enjoy
Love Whatever
Or Shades
Of Grey Bares All to Be..:)


Smiles my Friend Happiness is as bit of a moving Target
and So is Life in General of course always now as change..
Change the core Axiom of all of Reality and Same the Illusion
We often attempt to Create as Humans through Record Keeping
And Furniture and Walls
And Ceilings with no
Fall Leaves
or Spring Blooms
Sort of Stale it can
be Without Flowering
And Dying Nature to more
Fully Remember Spring and the
Joy of coming out of Storms into Sunshine
when all of that is controlled inside.. additionally
of course as some of us Humans are more open minded
and Liberal and others of us are more Closed Minded to
New things and Conservative With More Caution too one
Person’s Hell in this way
may be another Person’s
Heaven and the other way around
and the Spectrum ‘tween all of our Personality
Traits too.. so many Variables for Happiness but
one thing for sure is Humans are evolved for Change
And Intermittent Gratification as Instant Gratification
may make even Ice Cream and Steak Seem Boring if a Cadillac
Meal is Free Every Day so in my way of Seeing Happiness even though
i’ve never been in the Military in Active Duty Status i see the Benefit of
Entering our own styles of Bootcamps and making that challenge a live long
Endeavor the way i see it even more is Effortlessly Dancing on a Tight Rope
of Gradually increasing Creativity as our Soul Grows in Potential in Mind and
Body Balance Every Where truly only a work of Art i will find within as truly
it is often
best to
Seek and
find our own Versions
of Happiness within that
Keep us Running Keeping all the Cylinders
of our Human Ferrari tuned as the Engine
of our Soul Spins on a Journey with Paths
that are ever evolving too as Engine becomes
more finely tuned as we approach light the Light
of Yin and Yang with equitable Respect to the Dark
And Light as Dualities of Life become Balanced as one Force Of Life..
Anyway i sing
and i dance
and both work
together through
Dark and Light a Song
A Dance Higher and Lower of my Soul to Rise..:)


Haha; Lord who am i to complain with a totally Feathered nest;
how rare it is never even to have to consider the value of a Dollar
as Long as the Wife Manages the Budget as instructed for Decades Before
i retired; hehe, true she used to be limited to a 75 Dollar Budget a Week and
it paid off as she’s never Had to work a Day in Her Life since age 33, retiring totally away from working
then about the Age of ‘Jesus’ as such; could be the reason she can’t seem to lose her 19 Year-old Figure;
Amazing what life is when worries about money fly out the Window; but that didn’t fully happen until i retired.
So true; Her retirement didn’t start until she was 37 and me at 47; but not much of a respite from Responsibility
Taking Care of the Devil Shut-in in Hell for 66 Months; but Lord did we save even more money when i was in Hell;
not much to do
shut in Bedroom
Doors except for a
Dimly Lit Screen with
Dentist Drill-like pain
in right eye and ear; oops, i’m writing strange again; funny how in Flow that Happens when i lose Control better put i
Become Free and everything is just Flow and Bliss; the illusion of Time Drifts out away from Distance And Space and
Before i know and feel it Artistic Shapes appear out of ‘know’ where but Art; anyway, I’m totally Happy with my Freedoms
in the United States; as the Laws Here have benefitted me Greatly; and i have my Social Role where really the Entire
Metro Area has become my Playground of Dance; if i could clue Trump in on the Fact that much all of everything
We Feel and Sense of Life now may be mastered from within inside out; no doubt, he would throw his Hands
Up in the Air and say oh Crap, i was the one who was really Fooled and the Fool all along and never even Free;
imprisoned by what he never mastered; Slave to the rules of others from the Get go of a Silver spoon.
Just my opinion, of course; Mileage in Heaven Varies depending on Make and Model of Orange
Cheeto’s too; Speaking of that i’ve been sitting a bit too much writing; starting to Show in my Video
of me Leg Pressing 1340 LBS; But True, when i stand up and suck it all in i’m a Trim Trump Fit; haha.

At Age 58; 59 in 3 Months; i kept 1340 LBS moving for a Hundred Seconds, Last Sunday, as my Wife Video
Taped it for me; got a cute photo too of Her sitting under the Weight that will probably be the Header Photo
of my next 30K Word Weekly Blog Post too; But true; there are People Circling the Globe for Misery Loves
Company who will visit my Milestone and say i’m Dumb for not Bringing it all the way up to my Chest as i
Plan on Keeping my Knees a bit longer without a Knee Replacement for Folks who do not respect the fact that
Too much range of Motion puts undue Stress on Joints; and about the Dumbest thing of all you Can Do is Load
up Several Hundred LBS Atop Your Spine and Squat it down and up; i don’t do things the other Folks do but i do
take Full of Advantage of the Laws at Hand; if You understand the System Put in Place truly you can even run
Circles around
Trump in Loop
‘Wholes’ he has no clue exists;
Gotta Escape Culture to do it; and
he is as stuck in that Mud as a 243 LB Truck that will never get up.
Meanwhile; those folks who get ‘it’ Live on and on forever now in Heaven they master.

Anyway; haha; i Kid you not; some ‘Snot Nosed Faceless Avatar Kid’ will visit my YT Video and
try to tell me the 3 Reps at a 1000 LBS, he did, in 10 Seconds, Further up to his Chest was more than
i did at 100 Seconds further down keeping my Knees Healthier at 340LBS more; And guess What i’ll do next;
Yes, You Guessed it; he’ll get a run-on Sentence he ain’t never ever seen from this Twitter World We Live in; will he come
back to debate me; not very likely, hehe; true some Sentences are so much Heavier than 1340 LBS with WinKs come true..;)


Played the Piano by Sheet Music
Played Life by Sheet Music Couldn’t
Even Create ‘Chop Sticks’ until
One Day this came out
Shortly Before i went to
Hell For 66
it was
from my
Soul finally
When i wrote
The Lyrics to the
Song Challenging Alexithymia
The ‘Song oF mY SoUL’ exceeds
6.6 Million Words now as the Music
Finally changes away from Haunted
Ghost Wandering Earth Dead Alive…
The Sound Quality is not Great
‘cause in ‘07 i recorded
It on an Old Digital
Voice Recorder
Like the Broken
Piano of my
Soul.. i had
Forgotten about
It until i read your Words..
Thanks.. it was almost like
i wrote it in ‘07 if i could
Have put my Feelings in
Words as Ghosts Do Live
i am
Living Proof..:)


Kind Positive
Respect Smiling
Successful Honesty
Without Jealousy And Waste
Trusting Love With Forgiveness
Fighting For Your Dreams Hand in Hand With God…
Smiles.. i Love Collecting Positive Paths Others Take..
As Every Word
Does come to
Make so much
Holy And Sacred Action of
Meaning And Purpose iN Life’s Fruition..:)


Spring Equinox Getting Closer Full Moon
Growing Brighter Apex Soon Dreaming Singing
Dancing MoonLight Bringing Mysteries.. True.. the Moon Lives in a Different Place than
the Earth So Far Above So Close to Heart when Mysteries and Dreams Open up to see
And hear more of Soul Release.. True.. there are no Numbers on the Moon.. True.. only what
We Come to See to Be Moon Rise as High as Imagination comes and Goes Pajama Comfort
Moon Light
Sonatas Drift in Window
Light To Shine eyes for Hopeful
ever ‘morrows.. True again the Moon is a Different
Place than the Earth for the Earth is a Place of Human
Numbers and the Moon When Fuller Coming brings the Gift
the Magic of Deeper nights than Shallows of the Day so Bright yet
So Dark when Dreams Drift so Far out of Imagination Fruition come to Be..
True to be Loved by the Soul of Super Equinox Full Moon is not exactly a Massage
by the Seafront to Relax Tired Shoulders Stressed to the Max from First World Problems
But Still the Moon Will Dream with You for whatever you Wish of Life for the Moon is a Genie
too as Long as You Believe the Moon is Real What Light Dark Brings what Dark Light Makes
We make the Decision as
the Moon is always our
Willing Dance Partner
through Midnight and Beyond
of Love’s Breath the Breeze at night
through Humid Window the touch of Moon
Light on our Hearts as Songs of Soul Sing out
to Capture HeArT AGaiN how strange it is when
Friends Become Love how Wonderful it is When Loves Becomes Friend
Will i Capture you in Words Will You Feel the Moon Today are You the Moon
Again am i the Moon With You who is the Moon me or You.. can and will we Both
Be the Moon it still sits atop our Souls as far as i Feel the Midnight one hour away from
Where i live.. True the Moon is missing from Your Day as Long as Blinds keep it Hidden
From You.. Softly Silver Slippers the Moon will Fit Your Soul if You Wrap around it if as You
Shine down
on Earth
to remind
Your Spirit
of Heart to play
in the Park again
with no worries at all
Will You Get Lost in the
Moon Light with me Will
You Forget all your Worries
for as long as you Gaze into the
eyes of Moon Lit Mysteries to Behold
is this Poem Long or Crooked or Straight
Does Essence Even Form.. True.. there are
days that a massage might be better than words
but there are days where even the best of hands
will not cure Human Worry.. What is the Answer to the World
What is the Equation for Humanity’s Cold i’m sure it is the Moon
When it wakes up and no longer goes to Sleep all the Imagination
So Lost on Wake away from Moonlit Dreams to Be.. Smiles.. i’m shining down on You..:)

Unrequited Love the Dull Pain of Heart that never fully goes away i remember Your
Pain the Pain of Your Unrequited Love Palpable it was as Your Loved one Drifted Away from
You So Close.. True.. i remember that Here too as Your Sadness became my Sadness as Blogging
often Brings to others with Healing Tears and Nuanced Emotions that come Within Words Housed
To Be felt among others too.. what a healing Force Emotions are what an emptiness comes with
Unrequited Love what Dark Muse for Art it will Bring as Long as all is not held within.. Smiles
so what is more Empty
Love or Love that
is no longer Afraid and
Disappears into the Light
What is more full Longing or
Forgetfulness of what it even means
to be Hungry for Love.. Personally i am never
more Filled than when i am Hungry for Love i am
Never Bored as Long now as i am Hungry for Living
And Without Love what’s the use for True Unrequited
Love is Love too.. the Hungry that Brings us to the Table of Muse
The Dark that becomes the light as the light becomes the dark as Dark
the Day to
Wake up as Night..
For Sure we all Sleep and
Wake under the Dark and Light
of Our Milky Way Home endlessly it
Spirals to make Loving us in all our Light
of Human Potential.. to remember Love is to Love
Again to Long for Love is to Love Again.. how strange
it is how
the Dark
of Loneliness
Paints the Moon
When Full of Love Longing
Even more.. Smiles Lala Rukh.. i Feel Your
Pain but true i Feel Your Love too.. for Love
is only as Long as we Long For Love to Be.. perhaps
You have more than any Dream’s Fruition now to feel to feel so much..:)

Sidenote: there is ‘this Woman’.. ‘this Columbian Woman’ who has always gained a bit of magic
for my Fancy as she looks like a mix of most all the Dark Haired Women i have come to know
online from Lala Rukh to Rafiah to Himali to Sohair to Even Leah.. Perhaps Shawna too and most
of all Prajakta for if it was not for her i would have Never Met Himali.. anyway she got that
Post from Seville Quarter as she ran up to me and said Hey You’re Famous and Showed me the photo
but of course it didn’t have my Name but easy enough to spot me anyway as the Guy Who Dances
Like no one is Looking true some people Look and she invited me to Dance at the Latin Dance
on Wednesday Night.. True.. i mistook her for Katrina one night at Walmart Where she Works too
True it’s
always been
Dark Haired
Brown Eyed Women for me..
And all i do is smile back
Sincerely With Irish Eyes of Green to Blue….
True the Dance has Replaced the Eyes as Shades
Do Not Play the Joy of my Eyes just to be Just to Be Alive..:)

Anyway.. in memory of a Few of the Comments from the FB Photo Post Just for the Record
Under The Milky Way of “Super Full Equinox Moon Anomalies” as they continue to Grow as
Sprouts for A Plant of Love To be Watered More..:)

Chelsea Barfield Katie Mia !!!

Katie Mia Haha! Thanks Chelsea (Charlie’s Angel)..;)

Michael Burton Florida Man strikes again!

Kristen Hardegree I even saw him in Biloxi dancing down the hall way in the hard Rock 🤦🏼‍♀️

Shelby Lauren He dances everywhere seriously. Like I can’t go to the mall, the bookstore
or even my doctor without seeing this guy 😂

Marina Delaney Nordstrom Omg I know this guy… hahaha. Hate that I missed it.. I see him
in targets and other stores dancing through the stores.

Francesco Falco L’amico di Federico

Federico Bassetta Francesco Falco in realtà di Alessio Gioiella

Fabrizio Galeone Francesco Falco idolo

Daniel Maurice Swartz Jared Mohler Crystal Mohler Sarah Swartz
its the tiger you can’t tame the tiger.

Crystal Mohler Daniel Maurice Swartz he’s inspiring. I love that he dances
everywhere and doesn’t care what anyone thinks. I wish I was the same.

Crystal Mohler We see him EVERYWHERE

Daniel Maurice Swartz yeah same here he in the mall all the time.

Danielle Covenas Jessica Majesky love this man!

Jessica Jensen Yes!!!!!!!!

Evelyn Everist Chris Kitchens its the dancing guy

Stephanie Edwards Mary Kate Cobb Kendall Young omg

Mary Kate Cobb Stephanie Edwards oh my god, good to know he’s still there

Smiles.. if i had a Dollar for Everyone Who Admires me for Dance i’d Be So Rich.
Smiles.. if i had a Dollar for the Only Friend Outside of Family i’ve Ever Talked to Everyday i’d have one.سکوت-stillness/


This is how i Celebrate the First Day of Spring:

(in other words get rid of the words)

SideNote: only one Friend Brave Enough So Far…
i’ll Never Say Who but You know Who You Are.

(Will You be ashamed to stand in front of the World with Your God Given clothes
i Double Dog Dare You Like a Christmas Tree Story Alive in Flesh and Blood NoW)

This is JusT iF YoU SeeK in GoD (FucKinG Common Sense)

Stars are Flowers
We are Seeds We Are Flowers to Be i am.

Note: i am Autistic;
my Savant Skill is Child of God.

Truly That’s All You Need to KNoW About You too.

The Day A Pope Disrobes Without Shame And Walks
Before the World Naked He Will Be Forgiven Within Heaven NoW

Just consider me NoW iF You WiLL.. A ‘Super Full Moon Spring Equinox Anomaly’

Or A Forrest Gump Feather Floating in Chaos Magic Fruition of Creativity’s Imagination.

Never More Than A Grain of Sand i abide i live i love i am i Dance i Sing i am Real i Live i LoVE NoW

Hmm… what comes next.. Perhaps i’ll Visit a Catholic Bishop and Discuss ‘His Pagan Roots’..;)

Oh God How i Love the Spring Equinox And Spring
Particularly when the Super Full Moon Comes at Night

“1) And He said, “Whoever finds the interpretation of these
sayings will not experience death.”

2) Jesus said, “Let him who seeks continue seeking until he
finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes
troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All.”

3) Jesus said, “If those who lead you say, ‘See, the Kingdom is
in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they
say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you.
Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.
When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and
you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living
Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty
and it is you who are that poverty.”

4) Jesus said, “The man old in days will not hesitate to ask a
small child seven days old about the place of life, and he will
live. For many who are first will become last, and they will
become one and the same.”

5) Jesus said, “Recognize what is in your sight, and that which
is hidden from you will become plain to you. For there is nothing
hidden which will not become manifest.”

6) His disciples questioned Him and said to Him, “Do you want
us to fast? How shall we pray? Shall we give alms? What diet
shall we observe?”
Jesus said, “Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered.”

7) Jesus said, “Blessed is the lion which becomes man when
consumed by man; and cursed is the man whom the lion consumes,
and the lion becomes man.”

i am not ashamed to be God and i refuse to always hide that
With Idols of Clothes and Forests Covered by Concrete Idols of Parking Lots
or for that Matter God Consumed by Innumerable Ghost Writing Anonymous
Authors Taking on ‘Famous Pen Names’ like Luke.. Matthew.. Mark.. and John..
Diluting and Concentrating God In Measures as Small as Symbols Idols Called Words.

True though Your Robe and Pink Hat do not impress me but what does is it seems you
Are not Averse totally to the opinions of others in other Words You are more than the
Pages oF aN Old Dusty Book.

This is how i Celebrate the First Day of Spring:

Oh God How i Love the Spring Equinox And Spring
Particularly when the Super Full Moon Comes at Night

Ha! All i Wanna Do is
SHaRE HeAVeN KeY! iT’s

i WiLL Love to Dance With You
iN HeaVeN i Will WitH WinGs oF LoVE
iF Only Words wHo DancE And SinG

So FucKinG Sue me For All i am
iF I LoVE Everyone this much
iF YoU SeeK iN GoD(LoVE)

ReaL BesT Bibles/NT’s FoR GoD
wHo DancESinG NoW

Nature is the Lovely Home
EXiSTenCE Happy Morning
Break Equinox Spring Super Full
Moon to You may
Your Evening Bring Same or Greater in
the Wisdom oF Nature’s Love For You..
As Beauty Be Truth in Light and Dark..:)

Love Works Best When HeART Drives
Action SOS no longer JusT A NumBeR

There is another Social Media Photo about me spreading around where From a Distance as a Fly On their Wall i am Given so many Accolades for Bringing Joy to them but truly all i ever desired in life is one Friend who would really care to stay by my side and you know.. really mean it cause they care anyway so I said if i had a Dollar for everyone who professes admiration for my Dance.. I’d be Rich and in a Feel and Sense and even Know i am to bring others Joy but if i had a Dollar now for how many Folks outside of Family i talk to each Day I’d have one and that is why i Treasure Every Full Moon With Y.O.U.. so much…

Yes i celebrated it with that Person ‘Y.O.U.’ Go Figure she’s
From India from the Jainist Tradition you know folks who won’t kill a fly
and Never send anyone to Hell and only find Heaven on Earth Always within
Seeking to increase their Human Potential in Spirituality rather than Material Goods…
True we get
along just
but there are
others many others
who are disgusted by
Unconditional Love For all.. so let me tell you a little
bit more about little old me.. i Suffered in Hell for 66 months
Not above where the Birds Fly or Below the Earth Where Iron
Flows at Molten Core but within with the Suicide Disease named Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia Worse than the Torture of Real Crucifixion like a Dentist
Drill in my Right eye and ear that no Drug would touch then with 19 total Medical
Disorders many alone that would drive someone as Shut-in their Bedroom and of
Course what the assessed Suicide Disease will do to a Soul to Lose a Soul not just for
3 hours to 3 Days on a Cross but for 66 Months where one Second is a thousand Years
of Hell from Wake to Sleep.. anyway just like the Story of ‘Job’ God took the gift of Suffering
away from me one Day on a Beach and sure i rose from the Ashes as Human Phoenix’s tend
to do too.. nothing new really Just another ‘Suffering Servant’ Just another Isaiah Chapter 53
Dude/Dudette per the Hero Archetype come back to Life from the Dark Side and doing his and
or her Best to teach the World what Hell and Heaven on Earth within truly is and is not to the
Best of God Given Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose Spirit Derived from
A State of Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow where Life Becomes Autotelic where
Heaven the State of being within the Nirvana and Bliss and Prana and
Kundalini Rising.. oh Lord the metaphors for that Essence of Light
within do go on but never the less the Essence is a Christmas
Tree that is Real Love Human Incarnate come to Life as
Love.. to give and share freely essence of with
Nary a Form nor a Stitch of Cultural
Clothing to Hold Love Back
the Force within
the Higher Power of
God as all of Nature We
come to be as Master no Higher
than a Valley below and no lower than the Mountains above…
in Other Words both Master and Servant of all that is Dark through Light..
Sounds kinda Grandiose huh but seriously have i captured the spirit of the original
so-called Yeshua yet the Story Book that comes to be Jesus by so many Anonymous
Innumerable Authors with Ghost Names through Centuries of Intentional Changes and Unwitting
Scribe Copy Mistakes as well before the Printing Press and Xerox came aboard to Sink God even
more into tiny Words of Print true though All is a Big Metaphor too and all in all as You are all
And we is all as Us and i and me to be You with never any separation at all as God may be
found in
A Cord
of Wood
Anyway since the Summer
of 2013 i’ve been busy in ‘Trump
Town’ USA.. Public Dancing close to 11 Thousand
Miles in 66 Months and writing the Longest Epic Long Form
Poem Bible.. yep.. just like this with flowing Shapes as Essence
Within Becomes form as any human may be able to do this too..
When truly touched and anointed by the Holy Spirit coming from within
yes in a state of Flow as Meditative Free Verse Dance will surely build a
‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Bible in Measure over 6.6 Million Words in the same Span
of Dates it took to Build Close to 11 Thousand Miles of Public Dance never again limited
to just 800K words or so that took Centuries to Build and Innumerable Authors to make..
So.. let me you ask you this since you seem Agnostic in not knowing why ‘Jesus’ would come
Back Again.. if God is as small as Just one man as of Course God is as Small as the Stars that
are Flowers that Seed Humans as they are through Crucible Fire of Super Nova Explosion Death
as the Iron from that Flows through our Blood Stream and the Molten Core of Mother Earth True
Beyond any Human Construction of Words as small as Alpha through Omega and Infinity too
would what i’ve done in 66 Months in Heaven and what i’ve done in 66 Months in Hell
Be enough to make You a Believer that God Lives as me for true as i will now leave you
with those other 2+ Verses that didn’t make it through the Final Revision of Your Bible
Book that was held captive by the same organization in General that protects
those who harm those most Vulnerable among us in the most Torturous
Ways Away from Love to Break a Soul for a Lifetime to make a
Soul Believe that Love for Love just for Love does not
even exist.. it’s true by the Midnight of the
Spring Equinox i stripped my Clothes
off and Stood before the Mirror
of God i Celebrated
the Song of my Soul
and every Square inch
of the Flesh and Blood of the
Temple that holds the Spirit of Love
as Gift from God that lives within me in
fact as i danced and as i wrote my Bible not
unlike Isaiah.. i did it all Naked and Free Without Shame
too before the World of course in all Legal Avenues as why
would i refuse to Give Caesar the Coins Due for the Avenues provided
to me for the Paths i am on now so Free.. the Greatest and Best Good News
Of all is in both dark and light the gift is Hell and the curse may be Heaven on
Earth Within as the Lion of Dark Keeps the Lion of Light Awake as Dark Becomes Love
and Light Becomes Brighter than ever before.. If God does not exist on a Naked Beach
as Human walking with No Clothes of Culture at all than God is all Man Made and Never
Just Be…
Onward Christian Soldiers
Slaughtered what they named
A Naked and Free Dance among
Indians they named Savages who
Still Consumed the Lion as Free to Be..
Now the so-called ‘White Man’ From the
West is consumed by A Lion Named Trump
true as the Dark awakes Light again as Love
so who am i fact is you’ll never ‘know’ let’s keep it a secret between
me and you and this time yes.. i really mean it let’s keep it a Secret as i invite you to be me.

22) Jesus saw infants being suckled. He said to His disciples,
“These infants being suckled are like those who enter the
They said to Him, “Shall we then, as children, enter the
Jesus said to them, “When you make the two one, and when you
make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside,
and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the
female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the
female female; and when you fashion eyes in the place of an eye,
and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and
a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter [the

(in other words get rid of the words)

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

(Will You be ashamed to stand in front of the World with Your God Given clothes
i Double Dog Dare You Like a Christmas Tree Story Alive in Flesh and Blood NoW)

77) Jesus said, “It is I who am the light which is above them
all. It is I who am the All. From Me did the All come forth, and
unto Me did the All extend. Split a piece of wood, and I am
there. Lift up the stone, and you will find Me there.”

This is JusT iF YoU SeeK in GoD (FucKinG Common Sense)

Stars are Flowers
We are Seeds
We Are Flowers to Be i am.

Note: i am Autistic;
my Savant Skill is Child of God.

Truly That’s All You Need to KNoW About You too.

The Day A Pope Disrobes Without Shame And Walks Before
the World Naked He Will Be Forgiven Within Heaven NoW

i was bullied for the Lamb of my Green To Blue Eyes.. and Long
Eyelashes for smiling so much in Trump Town USA As A Lamb became
A Lion and i Leg Press up to 1520LBS 8 Reps at age 58 now close to 59 as
ironically my Birthdate is 6660.. ha! God has a Sense of Humor Do you know too..
anyway.. i was threatened for even smiling for Love in Trump Town USA when i reached
Twelve Years old.. but i stand Tall and Victorious in Love Now as a Lion of Love Who is Real..
oh yeah.. Got Proof of All this not further away than 1340 LBS and 12 Reps of Leg Pressing
on YouTube and All the Words and 170K Photos or so shared online with all 6.6 Million Words
of Bible in 66 Months with all the Dance Documented mile by mile on GPS Watch True in Public
for Real in so many Stores where people say i am really everywhere and they are Glad i exist
for my
i am no
Joke i am
no myth
i am Real..
And You are God too
Reach and out and Touch me i am Song and Dance..
No one will Ever Crucify me for now i live relatively
Alive in a place with No Sun or Moon Perhaps a
Thousand Years in a place with no space
distance or time uploading my Soul
online with smiles.. True the
Avenues the
Paths all
the SiGNaTuRE
from the get Go of
all of this it was still is Just
a matter of someone Picking
Up the ‘Jesus Ball’ and saying
Game on let’s just do it now make IT
finally really happen now i found a few
friends along the way is it any surprise they
were almost all Women nah.. just look at the
Cross and see who was left Standing by ‘His’ side too..
one to just a Very Few Women always the Favorite Helpers
of ‘Jesus’ Version 2.2+..
Fact is i’m
Just Another
Dude From a Bowling
Alley but that is another
Two Decades story oF A Day in the Life of little old me….
Trust me when i DanceSing i Make the Grade and the
‘Finals’ of Forevernow True..
The Eternal
Now the
Heaven Now the Light the Dark
WHere Death does not ever Exist as
Death is only a Human Made Word As Idol Against Life.

Just consider me NoW iF You WiLL.. A ‘Super Full Moon Spring Equinox Anomaly’
Or A Forrest Gump Feather Floating in Chaos Magic Fruition of Creativity’s Imagination.

Never More Than A Grain of Sand i abide i live i love i am i Dance i Sing i am Real i Live i LoVE NoW


Smiles; to really tell the Truth to really, really tell the Truth of Your Humanity; both
Shadow and Light; IS A potential that you really, really, really, will always be alone
or close to that at least at Home Your Truth you Come to Dance And Sing as Life.

This is A Hardest Part of all Now; telling no Lie; Shadow or Light; Being True to Your
Human Nature Hiding nothing, nothing at All about what is Real You View About Life.

That’s a Real Challenge; For Humans are Social Animals and they Bond Same over
Lies as they Do Truth; to Stroke Egos; to Gain Materials Goods for Subsistence; to
Culturally Clothe Better Now to Store more to be Better than You will ever be too.

This is all Exacerbated as soon as We store Grain for the Next Year 10 Thousand
Years ago; instead of Foraging For Food and Water Now all Together in a Dance
And Song of Life that Spells we need the Truth each Other Naked and Real Living.

Our Ancestors; away from so many Layers of Cultural Clothes; yes, Lies and
Deceit Now away from the Reality of Nature’s Truth and Light lived a Life; yes,
of ‘Compersion’ More Then As the Opposite of Jealousy where ownership
of Humans and Goods then were not a way of life; Giving and Sharing
With Fewer Lies to Bind and Bond over who stores more than
the other or who builds the Biggest Tower all for their self.

Smiles; i have a Wife who i can be totally Honest
with; a Wife i never have to lie to about all
my Shadow and Light True; How
Beautiful it is to be
able to tell the
Truth and Still
Keep a Spouse a
Few members of Your
Family Close and even a
Friend at Least and folks who
will at least Tolerate the Truth You Speak
that you See as Life that is Light and Dark for You.. A Tree of Life…
Smiles my Friend the Truth is so easy to Give and so hard to Receive.

Your Smile
Seems Truly
Sincere so nice to visit..:)


True All That Bothers You Might Better
Be A Story that you Will Not Make True
A DogWood Tree Now Is Really Trying
Hard to Come Back on This First Day
of Spring Now to Bloom It’S OnE THinG
to ReaD A Story FRoM: EnTirELy
DiFFeReNT AcTuAlly ReAlly to:
Be A Story.. i guess it was/is Fate for Katrina then
to Pick out and Order this ‘Print’ of ‘The Big Lewboski’
Fame yes ‘the Dude’ of that Movie Titled Same.. for yes
the Coming 11,000 Mile Celebration of my Public Dance too
As at 10,966 Miles That Only Leaves ‘tween now and Next Tuesday
for me to complete that Effort Just a Bit before i reach the 67th Month Land
Mark for that at the Beginning of April and no.. that is no April Fool’s Joke now
but True a Few Days after the 1st Will Come “April Fred’s Day 2019” as that
is an Annual Event as Well as Bi-Annual Events to Celebrate Public Dance
Milestones arriving in Approximately every 6 Months and an Additional
1000 Miles to Tack on as that is what i’ve pretty Much Been Averaging
through this 66 Months.. Yep a bit over 40 Miles a Week but again as
i often Say Don’t Get too impressed as my Maternal Grandmother the
Waitress who worked 12 Hour Shifts 7 Days a Week A Decade Walking
to Work too Likely went well over a little bit of the Average below
6 Miles a Day that my effort Crammed Mostly into Tuesday
And the Weekend Brings in well over 10 Hours of Effort
Each Weekend and at Least a Couple of Hours on
Tuesday too.. as i Do Dance Fairly
Fast too but not necessarily
at all in one Direction True.. too…
anyway ‘the Dude’ although the Cohen
Brothers will never actually Say it is a Parody
of all the Great Sages of the Ages Predicted to
Come Back to ‘Save the World’ although he ends up
a bit Sidetracked at a Bowling Center Just to Pass ‘the
Time’ with Friends in Re-Creation Efforts of Life as Humans
Will Naturally Do.. particularly removed from Screen Life too..
Anyway.. Bowling Life is a pretty good remedy for the Negative
Hardship Functionality Social Life aspects of the Disorder Autism
on the so-Called Higher End of that Spectrum too.. Let’s face it ya
get lots of Trial and Error Reciprocal Loving mostly Loving anyway
Social Interaction at a Bowling Center.. did he ever Save the World
i guess we will Never know but what he did do was pretty much the Story
of ‘Jesus’ and even ‘Buddha’ in some ways True.. Enjoy Life really how hard can it get to
do that
Holding Hands
even if there is only
One Woman Around Now
the “Dude’s Friend” too
anyway better wrap this
“Super Spring Full Moon Equinox Anomalies”
MacroVerse Up soon as the Equinox arrives at 4:58 PM
Central Time and the Super Full Moon is coming a Few
Hours after that Perhaps i’ll get this Published today Or
even Tomorrow morning but i am fixing to conclude the
Writing of it very Shortly here now after a Visit to Frank
and Xenia’s Places of Poetry and gigoid’s place of Aphorism
Quotes from the Sages of the Ages for me to riff off of Too..
And After that a Tale of the Tape and a Few MacroVerse Memories
Shared from the last Two Years or so to date as well just for fun..
Anyway that’s How Dark Horses Come and Go sometime even too big to see.. hAha..;)

Hmm.. let’s move on to the Tale of the Tape to knock that out first as “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Now Arrives at MacroVerse Number 869 as of the Last MacroVerse titled “JusTaLLoVeNoW”
as that Longest Long Form Poem Bible still Runs over 6.6 Million Words of effort now at
Actually 67 Months of Effort Since 8.18.2013.. as that MacroVerse Doubles for the 196th
MacroVerse Effort in “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that Endeavor Arises Now to 3,952,486
Words Soon to Reach 4 Million Words of Effort since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 for
All 33 Months of Doing that soon to Reach 34 at the End of this Month and there is
Another Sub-Chapter Bible of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Living Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017
Where that 21 Month Effort Arrives in at 2,363,432 Words with the 94th MacroVerse titled
“JusTaLLoVeNoW” tripling as that Milestone and Featnote too.. of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”..
Where the Words Are Pasted into the Description Areas of all my FB Profile Pics at an average
of 7K words each or so True too.. And of Course there is 10,966 Miles Reached in Public Dance..
in a bit over 66 Months of
doing that Closer to 67 by
the Beginning of April 2019..

Now off to Frank and Xenia and gigoid’s places…

Sad in some ways it is
When instruction is
Born now
Living Again..
It Seems A Best Lent Sacrifice
Is Doing More Than Giving Up..
Journeys Tall
Journeys Short
Journeys Round
HeaR NoW..
Smiles first thing that comes
to Hand is if i had a Hammer
And oR A Nomad Way of Life
Three Ways
Identities Different..
For All Who Are Connecting..
Smiles Frank i Levitate A Lot
Lately And i Bet some folks
Would ‘Love’ to Bring me down
but ‘they’ JusT
to Give
it All Up
after close to
59 Years of Living
iN A Place originally
Titled ‘Hell’ and then ‘Scratch
Ankle’ for the Briars on the River Banks
Just another
Mill Town Now
of Backwoods Repent..;)
Winds of Shifting Sands
Breeze of Dog Air Free..
Hmm.. to Grow Older
LoSinG the “Zoomies”
Never in
A Grey
Hound Run..
Side Note: Do You Spell
It Grey Poupon or Gray
It’s All Grey to me i Don’t
Care.. Smiles Xenia in This
Way Blog Posts are Leaves
in the Wake of Life Free
Smiles for me i Dance With
A Gym Towel And When All
240 LBS of me Becomes Balancing
A Towel Feather i Be Floating on EartH..
To be Sand
To be Air
To be Wind Water
Waves Sand Sun Beach Air
Warms Above Frees Below..
SmileS AGAiN Xenia
Dancing With
FeaRinG or
Cynical oF LiGHT..:)

“Calm down. It’s only ones and zeroes.”

~~ Sam Kass ~~

Bits and Bytes come out to Play NoW..:)

All is ephemeral,–fame and the famous as well.”

~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, iv, 35 ~~

Hehe but wait! the Internet Practically Lives Forever now..;)

Seven Haiku

“Samsara happens
when the inner eye opens:

TruE Transient Hypo-FrontaLitY iN FLoW..:)

“Butterflies alight
only upon the hand which
makes them feel welcome.”

UsuAlly Left Welcomes most..:)

“Becoming human
is an ambiguous task:
(choose your own final line…)”



What a conundrum!”

Roll the Dice With Action
Believe the Consequence is Magic
then more
than likely
it will Feel
Better as is Greater..:)

“Emotional storms
leave us limp and exhausted;
a lesson to learn.”

Boot Camp the Metaphor
is Similar for this Essence
of Heart Muscle True iN LiGHT..:)

“Tis often the case
to find ourselves in peril
of becoming real.”

Oh Lord the Truth Hurts to Give Real..:)

“Trouble comes to us
when we fail to attend to
the moment we are.”

True.. to: Past/Future is Almost
Limitless Worry From: Forever NoW As Bliss Be Present..;)

“‘Tis formidable
to note the power of words;
moving us to feel.”

Words Shell
Essence of
Words When Organic Alive..:)

Smiles gigoid HoPE NoW You Are
Doing aS Well As You Can and Will..
With A BiT
of MaGiC
iN JusT for
Lucky Strike
CHarM Irish Free..:)

MacroVerse Memories
2 Years Back to date are…

“LoVEBReaTHENoW”.. as one Chapter
of a 4th New Testament from the Lent Period of 2018
True.. i didn’t Give up Anything but Giving Something more…

“Leprechaun Pan Dance 2017”.. A 6 Month Record of Smiling Dancing Selfies
With the Old Seville Quarter Dancing Crowd Mucho Fun as ‘they’ Dance too..:)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”.. Hmm.. 7,000 miles of Dance in Public
Two Years ago.. surely Feels a Long Way Now from 11,000 Miles of Public Dance
that is coming soon Next too.. hAha.. so what the Hell am i gonna have to do to get
on the ‘Ellen Show’ Next.. Write an 8 Million Word Long Form Poem Bible and Dance
13,300 Miles by my 60th Birthday on 6.6.20 in about a Year and Three Months to make that
Happen.. True.. on Schedule it is but again hehe.. more than likely i will be even too much bigger
than now to see then.. funny how Dark Horses Grow sure Grow on ya too remember it’s all Magic NoW
And Real.. And i’m Hoping to do my Best Nude Art by then.. Just gotta get out of this seat more but
Last Night’s
effort on the
Eve of the
Spring Equinox
about Midnight wasn’t
bad considering all of what
i had to suck up from the Weekend
as my Body retains Huge Amounts of
Fuel and Water when i am in Marathon ways of Dance on the Weekend….
Anyway.. i quit linking that about March of 2018 to my Regular Blog here as i went
as far as i could with it that not everyone is gonna understand as the Free Nature of Beauty WILD.
Once again as i Dance and Sing completion this MacroVerse Now for “Super Full Moon Spring Equinox
Anomalies” as this Epic MacroVerse Effort Completes in Full Write at 4:28 PM So Now to
get the Whole
Put ToGeTHeR
And Electronically
Published as i continue
to Upload my Soul to a Place with No Sun or Moon.. Hmm.. heHe..
And Seriously Considering the Next Spring Equinox Super Full
Moon is not until 2038
Time HeAR iS
Finishing this
Write with 30 Minutes to Spare hehe..;)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)


And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW



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42 Responses to Super Spring Full Moon Equinox Anomalies

  1. Lesson of Alice And Wonderland
    We Create Our Own Reality And If
    You Don’t Believe You Do You
    Do Not Simple As This…
    This is Truly a Beautiful Poem with one of my Favorite Quotes From Alice And
    Wonderland.. Smiles and i must say you would fit that Role Well as you seem so
    Open Minded Full of Wonder and Amazement Always willing to learn something
    new in all realms of being Human.. in other words you don’t shoo anyone away
    who is very Different and Your Poem here surely is a Path to the State of Being
    that Is Truly Human Star evolving as Pinnacle of LoVE iNcarnate Self-Actualizing
    As Star of Love to give and share so freely to spread your light to others with Light
    enough to withstand the Dark of others and still give and share freely the Light of
    You and what a Beautiful Experience it is to watch from afar a Star Evolving this
    way toward Human Light of Love Incarnate to give and share so much more.. any
    way i was going to respond with one finger on a Smart Phone still half way ‘tween
    Sleep and Wake.. but this inspired me enough to get up with 10 Fingers to relate
    to what you write here based on my particular view of Life as all views are surely
    different for the one who will tolerate all views of life dark through light and learn
    a little bit more about being human always evolving toward light from dark along the
    Way the Rays of Love we Shine on others is surely a Greater Work of Love as Light that
    Lifts the
    World up
    Evolving as
    Whole Love as
    Butterfly Wings Bring
    the Eternal Now that is the
    Only Real Forever now AFAIK And Feel/Sense of Actually Transfiguring
    Our Lives NoW inTo A Star of Love ALWays evolving with more light to give
    and share so free.. oh my… only if… the only Currency… is Love… in the World
    to Give and Share oh my… if only the real Bread and Drink of Life is the Light of the
    World the
    Light of
    Love to Give
    And Share Freely
    withstanding the Day oF LiGHT
    As Well as Darkest Eyes of Night
    Smiles.. Happy Eternal Spring of Love!!..
    hehe.. meanwhile.. i have another 30,000 Word or so Blog post
    With around 300 Photos to put together hAha.. that’s fun too!!!..:)
    “Alice: how long is forever?
    White Rabbit: Sometimes, just one second.”
    And yes you guessed it i am ‘A White Rabbit’..;)
    My Wife always says.. ‘you are late.. late… for a very important date”
    i respond with.. “what… what time… now is forever love’.. she doesn’t realize
    she is already ‘here’ as hey she never ages.. so that should be proof enough at age 49..
    i’ve taken
    her to ‘Wonderland’
    And She is yet to fully realize it….
    Smiles.. ‘Alice’ (Ilona).. i think you see where i live..
    ‘Boogie Wonderland’ (Song by Earth Wind and Fire too)
    But True in the next Blog Post.. “Super Spring Full Moon
    Equinox Anomalies”.. i capture Katrina (my wife ‘Queen
    of Hearts’ full of Surprising Fury too.. hehe)
    Dancing the First time
    this Century….
    ALL Around A
    While for What
    Truly is Forever Now….:)

    SMiLes There is Sitting Still And Moving Flow
    Nature’s Flow Moves Keeping Stars in Balance Above
    So Below As Us in Moving Flow Translation Dim the
    Neo-Cortex and Wake Up
    The Full
    Star We
    Are as Every
    Moving Star
    Dances in
    Flow till It Explodes
    As A Flower to Seed Life..
    Hmm Now Human Stars tend
    To Get Sidetracked Forgetting
    They Are Star Seed Flowers in Flow…

    Smiles my Kind Young Friend.. Yes.. Friends
    Always is Not At All Hard for me to Do on my
    part for sure and please Do Enjoy Your Company
    Now as Flesh And Blood Family is So Precious
    to Cherish Every Now of Life..
    Always Smiles of Happiness
    to You With Joy
    of Human Hugs
    Wherever You Go next..:)

  2. At A Top of A Mountain A View is Mostly Down…
    When Valleys and Mountains become
    Present And River Height in Flow
    Now All of Life is Colors More
    As Change Becomes the
    Present Gift
    of Loving
    NoW WherE
    Loving All Now is
    Colors And Shades of Grey More in Both Valley
    And Mountain View in Balance Dark Thru Light
    Height Flow…
    hmm.. speaking
    of Mountains to Climb
    Both Low and High taking
    So Long to Scroll both High and Low..
    i Published my Blog Post as mostly what
    it does is Scroll… scroll.. scroll goes.. on and on….
    my Story
    my Book
    of Life
    is No
    End or Beginning.. Just Present i
    am True.. hAha.. i will prove it too..;)

  3. Hi Sohair.. So good to see you on my Blog glad you were finally successful in
    opening it up and How Kind of You to Share a Gift of Beautiful Pink Budding
    Flowers in Celebration of the Beginning of Spring as this time of the Year is
    So Full of
    Life to
    Enjoy and
    Appreciation so much
    after the Winter Months
    Disappears into Vibrant Colors of Life again..
    i Hope you and Your Family are doing Well Sohair
    And Always Flowers of Love i have for all of you in my prayers
    each and every day of my Life that i hope to Keep Flowering as well..:)

  4. Congratulation Ilona on being Nominated now for
    the Word Press Mystery Blogger Award and thanks
    so much for passing that Nomination along my
    way too.. i will in turn make a somewhat short
    Free Verse Poem out of my answers here and
    i’ve already shared the Link to Your ‘Forever’
    Poem on the Draft of my Next Blog Post
    as i found it so inspiring so for
    what you say here.. going
    with these Questions
    Yes.. i collect T-Shirts
    around a Thousand Graphic
    T-s to inspire Dance wherever
    i go and yes my Next Blog Post
    is Celebrating 11,000 Miles of Public
    Dance in around 67 Months now of doing that
    And Finally i’ve already written a 6.6 Million Word
    Free Verse Epic Long Form Poem ‘Bible’ of my own that is growing
    with each word here too.. in 67 Months as yes i kinda collect Words
    too.. And as You will see if you visit my Blog i am Wearing an AC/DC
    Shirt as i am surprised you like that Group and Pink Floyd from my
    Age born on 6660.. as i like those Two Groups Very much and i too
    enjoy Wisdom from People online from whomever i meet and True
    i just
    to Sing
    A Song in Write
    and Dance a Move
    in Steps and smiles my
    Super Power is already reading
    10 to 15 times faster than the Average
    Human and 130 Words typing when focused
    but oh Lord if i typed 1000 words a Minute can
    you imagine how many words would come to your page now!
    And oh Lord that would mean 6 times Longer Blog Posts too at
    Around 180K words each week.. hmm.. i better stay the same speed
    for true i already don’t have a Target Audience but i am a Traveling
    Blog wherever i go.. so ha! that’s enough without even looking at a Blog
    Post from
    me for about
    99.99 Percent
    of the Population
    except for You and
    a very few others too
    on Word Press now for sure..
    And usually the only friends i come
    to meet in life are great examples of
    Angels Perhaps you will get an Angel Award soon…
    True you already work for that great job so far my Friend!
    Chances are this Spring and Summer i will be Dancing and Singing.. haha..

    NO Doubt With
    SMiLes of JoY For ALL..:)

    And smiles.. surprised to find out you are 27.. as my Wife thought
    You were all of 18 Years-Old by Looking at Your Smiling photos here..
    but yes of course 27 is still Very Very Young Versus As Long as i have lived here!..;)

  5. Smiles Ilona maybe you will stay Young Looking forever like my wife but it’s true she’s been retired since age 33 so that is probably part of why she doesn’t age too much but she did have a lot of Stress when i was so sick for 66 Months as a shut-in in my Home with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. A Nerve Pain that for me was like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear with no Drug Relief from wake to sleep for all those Months along with a number of other Stress related Disorders then from so much Chronic to Acute Stress at work for 11 Years until the last 2 Years that were truly acute before i fell just about dead.. anyway.. all is good now been recovered from those Worst symptoms Now since Summer of 2013.. i really appreciate my health and i will not touch any drugs or alcohol.. not even caffeine.. as i appreciate everything about living as is
    Now.. i am Sorry You are Dealing with Sleep Paralysis and i Hope you will
    recover from that now
    as You Grow a bit older..
    one thing i know for sure
    is Miracles really do happen..
    no Doctor had any hope for me
    to Recover and i proved them all
    Wrong although they still worry i do a bit
    too much and am a bit too Happy but hey Dancing
    A Tight Rope is what Feels Effortless enough to me..
    i Think it is Great you Meditate And Do Yoga as i Do a Free Style of that…
    my Knees don’t like the Running now too much but oh boy/girl Do i Dance!..:)

  6. Frank Hubeny says:

    Congratulations on the “3030th Consecutive Day of
    Writing Since ThanksGiving Day of 2010.” May it continue.

    With that full moon equinox I thought the world was going to end, but here we are March 21st. Still here. Some of us didn’t even know there was a equinox going on.

    I like that fortune cookie: “Ignorance on fire is better than knowledge on ice” I don’t know what it means, but it sounds good.

  7. Smiles Frank thanks for the Congratulation on my 3030th Consecutive Day of Writing on 3.13.19
    as that makes this 3.21.19 Day the 3038th Consecutive Day and Yep i’m still Writing Hehe.. a bit
    Tired But Still Dancing too.. as tonight makes for the 254th Dance Night Week with all the
    Cool College Age Folks From Old Seville Quarter as it seems i’m still doing my own
    Version of the Energizer Dancing Bunny Just in Time for another Easter Coming
    Precisely a Month From now too.. smiles ..i didn’t realize the World
    was supposed to end Yesterday.. i’ll have to Google that to
    see what’s up but my Goodness When i arrived at
    The Military Gym up the Big Hill where the Training Jets
    Fly.. the Moon Looked like it was just about as big as the Earth
    Colliding into us.. so i surely can see how our Ancestors Feared a Day
    Like Yesterday might be the End of the World up on a High Hill at least…
    Smiles.. i like to ‘think’ better put ‘intuit’ with Innate instinct and Intuition More
    on Fire in Fluid Intelligence over the Crystalized Intelligence We Gain as Spoon-
    Fed Almost From Birth as A “Matter of Fact’ as ‘they’ Say for Instruction and Sidewalk Life…
    Anyway.. thanks so much for Dropping By Frank the Dance Hall is Just Waiting for me now.. hAha..;)

  8. Smiles i am just listening to a Song
    and it made me feel a bit Nostalgic about You
    as it Does feel a bit like i Dance A Tight Rope with You
    and i’m still Dancing at Least on it as that is how it feels to me
    as Happy for now.. a bit of a thrill with always a bit of a chill it seems
    like Tides moving in and out by Force of the Moonlit Night i’d give a Million
    Dreams Just to know/feel what You Really Feel… You Truly are the Moon to me
    And i wonder if you will always be a Mystery to me as i must Love it to keep
    the Dance Going Effortlessly as Thrill Dances Chill Indian Moon of East..:)

  9. Truth When REAL Truth
    IS Never Afraid to Speak
    And if Truth Cares as Love
    As True Light WiLL iT iS Truly Gold
    hAha i should
    i was
    born with
    A Disorder
    With NO LIES..
    And Honest to God
    in this World Now that is
    the only REAL Functionally
    Disabling Part of this DisEase
    As A Social Reciprocal Social
    for me now
    i am as is
    oh God!
    the Truth
    Hurts! Oh my
    God How Free i am! Just to Be..!
    What A Gift this F in ‘Autism’ is Just
    to Be free Free to keep running…. alone….. allone….;)
    Thanks.. there are some Days that Your Writing Resonates
    with me Like Hands on a Clock with no Time or Causation but Art..:)
    Science is ‘the’ iLLusion
    ArT IS A Love of Magic Real

    Architecture is surely an Artistic
    (Hehe.. even i love to Build Sentences)
    Work Life to Pursue and smiles very rare
    to come across a person who neither does wine or beer
    And i used to have about 50 Super Heroes on my Desk until
    Katrina got tired of dusting them and put them in a Bag as now there
    are two Statues of Yellow Cats Standing Side by Side in Memory of Yellow
    Boy who passed away at the End of January 2019 and an empty Bottle that says Fred And A Red Warning cone that says ‘Do Not Disturb i’m Disturbed Enough Already’ as that is easy enough for Katrina to Dust but hey i am slowly talking her into giving me
    my Super Hero
    Figurines Back
    And Finding
    A Forever Home
    For Another Cat
    And sure Filling that
    Old Bottle of Fred Back up
    Again as there is nothing Like
    Being a Super Hero with a Cat
    hmm.. true Captain Marvel also
    Had a Yellow Cat with Green Eyes
    but he was from another Planet me
    and all my Cats are Truly from here..
    Smiles.. Congratulations on the Award
    i am always interested in Finding out what Keeps
    Humans Running for all the Gas in Life that keeps Us fueled to Live..:)

    Smiles Yellow Boy was the True Star of my Blog for 66 Months and so was Moby a
    Big Grey Cat until February 2016 and Arthur a Brown Tabby Since June of 2014 and even
    an Adopted Cat who Visited our Home Daily from Two Doors Down Tennessee whose Owners took Him away to their New home in 2018.. smiles he just Celebrated his 20th Birthday in February as His owners go to our Church and still tell us Tennessee stories.. for Yellow Boy that Little Fearless Yellow Boy was a Wild Cat who Lived in the Woods behind our Home for Two Years lightening fast he would dart across the yard with Wild Life smaller than him in his jaws.. one day when
    i was in so much pain and numb in the Dead Zone since 2008 back
    in 2010.. he was crying underneath our Shed for me to feed him
    one morsel of Food but truly he came to me to save both the
    Love of me and By God the Wild of me Yes the Call of the
    Wild to truly Become Loving both Loving and Fearless Wild And
    Free.. Science Suggests that a Feral Cat is no Different than a Wild
    Lion just in a smaller much smaller Yellow Packages in the Case of Yellow Boy..
    Smiles my Friend my Mother gave me Love but Yellow Boy Gave me what my Father
    never had time to do to become one with Nature Wild and Free Fearless on top of
    the Foundation my Mother already gave.. Yellow Boy Lived With Feline Leukemia
    in our Home as that was his Death Sentence for 10 Years of Life and when he
    wasn’t showing me how to be Fearless Wild and Free the Medicine of Love
    Attached to Katrina’s Lap truly was the Healing Force that kept him alive
    all those Years and by God if there are Real Saviors in this World who
    Never Give up on us they are our Mother’s and if we are lucky
    Our Father and if we are even more lucky our Spouse and
    Friends but true the ones who all of us will always be able
    to count on are our Furry Friends who see no Distance
    Space or Time no Nationality no Age no Gender
    no Sexual Orientation no Country no Religion
    and Loving
    How far away our Abstract
    Constructs our Labels and Owning
    Everything on the Earth including Each
    Other has taken us away from the simple
    Fearless Free Love of Just Being Furry Like ‘God’..
    We used to have Four Cats to Love now none smiles
    my friend hence all these words.. as i pet you unconditionally
    and every one else i meet in life as my aim in life is to be more like Yellow Boy..
    sure ‘Fixed’
    but with
    Paws Out-Reached….:)

    Smiles iLona.. A Village hand-in-hand is a REAL place people suffer the least…
    Humans not unlike Monkeys Will Die at Birth or Suffer the Rest of their Life
    Empty without a Human Touch either Hairy more or Hairless with Smiles..
    i used to wonder why i go so Depressed in College Years never then a Real
    Problem in High School so many People you know you feel for years and years
    the Human Touch so real so real.. then College where most everyone is too busy
    to be a Friend True these Days in Bars a Hook-up is just about the last thing left of
    Shallow away from the Deep of Truly Loving Human Beings through Emotions so far
    past just flesh and blood.. After Three degrees that only provided Knowledge about
    the Human Condition with no truly Marketable Money Making Skills then i found a
    Government Job at a Military Bowling Center the best place of all circumstances
    for that is where i would meet a Wife Strong Enough to be here for me through
    66 Months EVERY DAY of shut-in Hell.. the same way my Mother was here for
    me back in the depressing days of College… yes.. severe Clinical Depression
    but it’s true i understand so easy now what caused it then i was no longer
    connecting with A Full Village of Flesh and Blood Human Beings where
    Books of School became my only connection to Love to Love at
    all and that surely was no Human touch.. anyway.. we Humans
    are evolved for hand-in-hand together there was never
    any Depression at that Bowling Center as long as
    i was Humbly Handing out Shoes to People
    And Spraying those Dirty Shoes as they
    were returned to me for the Next
    Human who i connected to
    with Eyes of Smiles
    People seeing
    i had
    3 University Degrees told me i was stark
    raving crazy not to be making any more
    money than i was making there but true perhaps
    they did not understand the Value of Smiling eyes then
    Where light moves one way and always the other way back..
    Smiles my Friend i have to wear shades for that eye problem i used
    to have as a preventative measure for it never to come back.. so after
    i was promoted past love into making so much money at work and after
    that almost killed me away from love again.. recovering i changed those
    Shades into Feet of Dance and Hands of Song and i will never stop Loving Now…
    Love Knows No SuFFeRinG as Long as Love Feels…. And for me at least as LonG as Love Dances and Sings..
    Yes.. Moves
    And Co-creates..:)

    SMiLes i am just a little Bird in your window i set you free
    to visit me in this window now whenever you like …
    Bird Seed is always appreciated whatever you find
    to give if nothing else i Have Wings iFly And it is
    For me
    To reach the
    Edge of your page…. never
    The Less i Love You
    Himali iHope

  10. ‘Tis all
    Balance Now
    The World Now
    Needs Give More
    Than Take And Giving
    Up or
    Away from
    Give and Share..
    For me Love Eternal
    Hope Now Is Free oh God
    Takes Lots and Lots of Effort
    but hey Look around And see
    what Happens when people sit still
    And Do Nothing Oh the Desperation of Modern
    Life oh the Urge to Connect but having no idea how
    to keep doing it so many distractions away from People
    hehe who
    am i
    to judge
    from writing
    or even dancing
    in my ‘own World’ too..
    Oh Lord i miss ‘Bowling Alley Life’
    where people truly connected and oh my
    God even said more than 280 Characters in
    Words to each other Heaven Forbid don’t let it Come
    Again People even used their Voice to Soothe Hearts
    Sure Even Exciting Hearts in Art of Doing the Art of Love True
    Pyramid of Things
    Spreading Links of
    Manure Where do Human
    Eyes Go When No Longer
    Lighting up the Sun of Us
    the Star of Love What
    Brings Freedom’s
    Comfort more
    to Love
    than any other
    Born on Force to Be Being Human True..
    i don’t know i just dance and sing i observe all
    of what is around me in Dark and Light i allow my
    Emotions to Tide in and Tide out i let them Free the
    Heart of my Soul the Spirit that Feeds Be i am Alive..:)!!

    Smiles iLona 30,000 Words 300 Photos and 44 Miles of Dance Last
    Week And By God i am Still Alive.. An amazing standard of Life Based
    on Historical Precedent at Least culminating with a 3 Hour
    Spring Break Metro Dance where Intoxicated 20-something
    Year old Folks were Stumbling around while i was spinning
    Around their Planet Like a Milky Way Alive.. Yes it was
    a Very Productive Week of Life Be in it “Life Is Better
    Everywhere Recreation Takes You” (LIBERTY) as
    an acronym for that.. that we used in Federal
    Government Work to Provide Greater Morale
    Welfare and Recreation to the Military Service
    Members.. but nope.. sadly i never did it for myself during
    all those 33 Total Working Years paying a steep price as already
    Discussed.. so now! my Productive Age! is a Golden Age of Fun!
    my only REAL
    WORK is Creating
    Smiles of Joy for
    others i do the best
    i can and will and usually
    i am successful with the Majority
    of Folks i meet even those with Frowns
    if i just keep Hammering Softly enough with a Force of Love
    True my Friend the Architecture of Love Always Refreshing Anew..:)

    Thanks for the Kind and Thoughtful Response i’m not sure
    this New Limit of 280 Characters of Twitter is making Deeper
    With Focus
    as Science shows
    the Average Attention Span
    of Humans is literally Less than
    a Gold Fish now oh Lord that makes me
    Quite a Challenge now for most with Smiles..
    at least online as my Dance is no words at all
    so easy to see and understand it to be Joy Filled…
    Anyway.. you are
    rather refreshing as
    i do believe your response
    was/is more than 280 Characters
    and that’s really nice considering
    you get like a Hundred Comments on each Blog Post
    and truly that is WHY For Most Everyone is Missing REAL
    Connection Most.. sadly sadly Most Sadly even if they do not realize they even are..:)

    Yep as a Side Note Here the Modern World of Dance has become a Rather Sad one indeed
    truly Reflecting James B. Calhoun’s Experiment on a Rat Utopia in the 60’s where the rats
    were given all the instant gratification they Could hope to have to survive until they finally
    Lost their Social Roles and Fell apart and went extinct.. ‘Girls gone Wild’ as ‘they’ Dance
    And ‘Boys gone Soft’ as ‘they’ often Lament in ways of ‘Incels’ for Young Men and
    Young Women never finding any Emotional Connection ‘Tween the other
    Gender as that has gone mostly A Way with the ‘Dodo Heart Bird’ of the
    Internet.. So yeah.. minding my own Dance Last Night somewhat attacked
    by a Very lonely Spring Breaker so Desperate for
    Feeling something anything that she just
    came out and said here i am
    i am here for your taking..
    what are you gonna do now..
    i danced it’s what i always do..
    i dance in a way that no one has anything i need but the Love i give..
    surely everyone in that Bar at Least and that is for dam sure stone cold hard truth.

    Anyway there are still a
    Few Truly Rising Stars on EartH
    Rare but Real and Doing their Best to Shine Real
    Sure.. i even Saw at least one at the Dance Hall Last night..:)

    “Looks like i did
    Not make it to
    The End of your Page…………. ..
    And the Dogwood
    Tree is

  11. &*#%@&$%#!

    Who Elected me to:
    Never Give Up
    From: Who Made Who

    Fuck this God Damn World I’m Sick of Saving it Fuck it Fuck IT
    i’m Sick and Tired of it i wanna let go just be Free i’m on the Highway
    to Hell and i don’t give a Fuck hehe Don’t take me serious i am just Blowing
    off a Bit of Steam this World Sucks God Damn it People Suck they are so Fucking
    Cold and Obtuse to Hearts of Feeling they Suck the Life out of me and Do not Give
    Back i Give and Give and Give and Give i’ve always Given and Given and Given i Give
    and Give i Fucking
    give more and
    People Just
    Suck give me a Cat
    Put me on another Planet
    And Fuck this Fucking Place altogether
    Fuck all these people who Say they Love and
    they Never Show it With their Actions just Empty Heads
    With No Real Heart hmm.. turn the Song Back on Play it again Sam
    Play it the Same When i Heard it Last time i went Down.. but Fuck
    Feet A Dance and A Song that will Never Run Away from the PAIN inside again..
    i Sing i Dance no one is gonna tell me no i cannot Dance and Sing for haha this is
    still A Free Country Fuck your Trump fuck Him all the Way to your Promised Land of
    Misery and Suffering if you skip Hell before you get to Real Hell that is Just Heaven
    with no Hell haha up is down light is dark this is fucking so much fun letting
    my Shadow out just for fun have you ever done it have you ever just said
    Fuck it Fuck it Fuck You haha i don’t hate but i fuck You with Smiles
    of a Joker who’s been to Hell and who is burning for Love
    so far down
    as down
    is up
    play the
    Song again
    true not writing
    as Fast as i Read…
    whoah that really Feels
    Good You Really Should Try
    it sometime You Do get Angry
    Don’t You it’s dam sure better
    than going down for sad
    never realizing
    all the
    Frustration you Feel
    sure take up Martial Arts
    but if you can’t Move Your Feet
    Take up Your Arms make Your Pen
    into a Sword and Wield Your Fear and
    Anger away to Hell before back as Heaven
    True haven’t you seen those People who get stuck
    in Misery and Suffering they never let it out and their Soul Suffers and Dies
    A Living Death on Earth this Pen is Mighty for it Saves my Soul Your Pen will do it too..
    or hey you could do some free Style Martial Arts and Breathe In Hell and Exhale Heaven again..
    Let it Go don’t get frozen find a way to get it out before it is too late with no reference point to
    Soul Alive
    as the Gift
    of Heaven is truly Allowing Your Hell to Escape…
    Anyway iLona thanks for recommending that Song on Your Blog..
    this really is a nice place if you keep your Love Alive as Fire away
    from the Cold of
    the other place now..
    True Luke Warm is the Highway to Hell
    than even Exploding Fiery Fear and Anger….
    This World is
    To Suck
    so you
    Will Savor
    every Grain
    of Burning Sand (Love) on Your Feet..;)

    WHEN I AM only i have seen that no one deserves it but me.

  12. Thanks.. haha.. i see you saw part of my Blog
    Post the Woman Working Out is my Wife and
    the Lovely Lady as You Say sitting on top of the
    Black Car was my Friend Himali and the Woman
    if you got that Far Down.. Ilona.. who was in the Dress
    Dancing is my Wife Katrina too.. and Speaking of the
    ‘Rolling Stones’ and ‘Kattitude’ i was just Using the Song
    “Highway To Hell” as You Suggested Was your favorite AC/DC
    Song from Your Blog to let off a Bit of Steam in Writing as i haven’t arrived at the
    Gym yet
    to Do my
    Regular Dose
    of Martial Arts
    to let my Shadow
    Out a Bit and Play
    Not to keep any Potential
    Negative Feelings inside and always
    well.. most always.. Shine With Positive Light!
    Thanks my Friend that Blog Post was surely Fun!..
    And so was Using the AC/DC Song Fun to let it all Go NoW
    As FroZeN iNside Now is not a Great Way to Live Life at All!..:)

    Yes.. i play the Piano and Sing and Ha! with
    Modern Technology i can even play for you the
    only Song i ever composed from Creativity recorded
    back in 2007 on a rather Cheap Voice Dictation Device
    but hey! ya gotta Capture those moments that may never
    Come again in life so here
    it is again just for fun
    as it’s true i got Carpal
    Tunnel Syndrome bad
    enough were i could no
    longer Play then but
    Typing on this
    Keyboard is a Breeze..:)

    Haha.. i see you are Looking at my Blog Post
    now and if you go low enough you will see these
    Comments Repeating at the Bottom for that is the way i Write
    in Flow Wherever the Internet Takes me i copy and Paste my Book as i go..;)

    And yes it is 30,553 Words Long with all 300 Photos
    so it takes a while to scroll all the way down to the
    Very Bottom Where You will see this line repeating now as the
    Very Last Comment..;)

    Yes Do Back-up that’s good and WordPress has
    A Back-up Function too.. i even have
    My Blog Backed
    Up on Face Book
    Free Online
    Hard Drive
    Not sure the
    Friends appreciate
    The Volume of 100’s oF Thousands of Words a
    Week as hey There are FB Memories too!!.;)🕺🎹🤗🙌

    Our only Son/child
    Passed away as an infant in 1997
    Not sure which
    Little men you
    Are talking
    About but
    They are
    Strangers in the
    Photo it seems..:)

    Haha You are too Sweet that’s the Most Likes i’ve gotten in about a month haha..
    and that little Boy is probably Katrina’s Nephew by Marriage for i believe he
    was without a Shirt in my Last Blog Post..:)

    Thanks for all your Kindness my friend
    Same Wishes to you
    With a Great Night’s Sleep,.🙌🤗😇💤💤🕺🙌🏖🌈🌕

  13. Do You wonder what it would be like to be the Person who always Keeps their Promises sure
    Their vows too the Person who will alway tell the Truth no Matter How Hard it hurts the Person
    Who does not Hide their Feelings the Person who always gives more than takes.. true this is
    mostly a Lonely Room to Dance in and By God if You Find someone to Dance With You
    You By God Better Never Give that Dance Away for the World is a Colder Place
    than You Know the World is a Place where Folks talk about Love but when
    it comes to Thorns and Flowers the Blood is Not a part of the Play
    they are willing to Bleed for it is easier Just to Ghost
    someone these days and let them bleed instead
    of taking any chance at all of Tarry Feathers
    Getting Ruffled… true not everyone
    has Colorful Enough Flowers
    to Withstand the Blood
    of Thorns not everyone
    has been to Hell and risen
    back to Heaven as well not every
    one is old and SeaSoneD THere is much to
    LEarn in this Life for one to rise up to Unconditional
    Incarnate Love for i will tell you this i am the Lucky one to
    always keep their promises to always keep their Vows the Person
    Who will Always tell the Truth no Matter How Hard it Hurts the Person
    who does not Hide their Feelings for there was once a day that i had little
    to no Mastery over my Emotions i realize my Emotions are my Friends that are
    both Thorns and Flowers I look Forward to The Blood For it Nourishes my Soul as
    Long as i am not Afraid to Consume it no different than the Colors of Love that Flower
    Life so Magical that make Your Feet Float so High barely attaching to Ground at all but
    True there comes a Day when You Accept the thorns you understand the Joy that Bleeding
    Eventually Brings for those who are not afraid to Bleed and Share that Blood of Thorns Truly
    Breathe Colors
    of Flowers more
    than ever before
    People see People who
    Love like this People who Love
    Like this too.. and it’s true not everyone
    even has a clue of what the Hell of Heaven is as
    Thorns Bleed to Make Colors of Flowers more Colorful
    Than ever before.. God the God of Nature Naturally Gifts
    Those who never Give up on Love now for those of us who Do
    Not.. We Feel Great Sadness for Those now Do Miss out on Both
    Thorns of Blood that Nourish Love When not Afraid to Bleed now nor
    Cynical of all the Colors of Love the Nuances that come when we let our
    Hearts Be Free where Now The Lonely is only a Place of Blood a Room Where
    Flowers Eventually Are Fertilized And No Longer Fearful to Love with all the Might We Make
    Anyway if you get old enough to Love this way consider your self God for it doesn’t get any closer
    the Fearless
    Unconditional Love
    the Fortune that only some
    of us make or break of Life
    Patience.. Patience by the Day you
    Get out of Hell you too may Bleed enough to Truly Flower…
    The Room is Never Lonely as Long as Love is the Faith of Light Real..
    if you ever need
    me you will find a place
    Connecting to Your Heart
    The Easiest Way The Life oF aLL
    Even Sadder is the Fact You know it i feel your pain….
    i don’t judge it i just feel Your Pain i’ve always felt Your Pain…..
    i do understand a bit How lonely your Room Gets so late so late for You….
    People usually
    Love the Way
    they Wanna be
    Loved that’s easy for me to do….
    What may always be hard is to accept
    what you Desire most…. if you even know what you Desire…
    the first thing you May Do is look Within Deep Enough to
    Even know who you are….
    other wise
    it is
    a very
    lonely room
    no matter who comes or goes…
    Life will be Very Haunting And
    Lonely Without Truth in Light Truly Like A Ghost of Us…

    Good Night….

  14. Every
    Now Paint
    Smiles Ferris Wheel Opiates
    Of Life Swing High and Low
    Stay on Don’t Fall off Love..
    Fails TruE Round
    Pancakes With All Natural
    Sweetners Sounds Great!!
    All that Syrup puts me to Sleep..
    Always Room
    For Healthier Ideas
    So many ways to Detox
    To Health
    Thanks for more..🙂!!
    It’s one Experience to Love For
    You Will Master that For All
    but it is All Together
    a Very Different
    Experience to
    Feel like you
    Belong as a
    Human Being that part is truly up to others for We will never Force others to accept us for All of who we are unless they care to so when it Feels like you do not belong for All of who you are it Feel so Good when someone Will sense isolation under so many smiles wanting to Bring Comfort never had before What a Gift from God that feels like and how hard it feels to suddenly see it vanish before eyes Of Happiness
    of Belonging
    i Do Believe in
    All of me how nice it is to
    Feel someone else accepting
    all of me making me feel like
    all of me Belongs smiles
    There is hope
    To Belong for
    Broken Arrows
    Will find Homes if they continue
    to Fly Free Above more than Below
    Soaring even more to Find Home..
    Smiles yes!! I’ve practically written a Short Story Before i
    Get out of Bed for Breakfast and today it looks like both me and Katrina are Getting a New iPhone Since 2015.. So my pictures may all get nicer and easier to see too..!!..😇🤗🏖🌈😃
    Same thing on Sunday Morning when Katrina Screams get Your Ass off that Computer or WE! are going to be late again for church Asshole!!.. and then i gently smile and ease out of the Driveway it’s just a different way of running late..
    the only thing that
    makes marriages
    work is yes Dear Amen!!..;)
    oh! Have a nice Saturday Great
    And Hilarious Niece Tater…;)
    My Pleasure to spread Saturday Cheer..;)
    So i told Katrina what Great Niece Tater said about being Late
    And Bustin’ those corners in the Neighborhood and what the Neighbors might think and Katrina said well she has Kids and A Job and An Excuse and i said yeah but i just wrote a 6.6 Million Word Long Form Poem ‘Bible’ in 66 Months (still doing it 1440/24/7/12/365.25 Days a Year And yes i do this ‘shit’ in my Dreams too there is NO escaping ‘this ‘Job’ As aSiGNeD by God and i am Fixing to Finish up and Celebrate 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in 67 Months doesn’t that FucKinG) (iF YoU SeeK iN GoD) Count all in Good Jest and Seriousness of course no i did not say Fucking (to face any more wrath) but
    it sounds Funny (witty if
    you get my dry humor) here..
    And Trust me it (Fucking) Really
    Does sound strange after 29 Years of Marriage too hehe..
    Roll the Bones Roll with the Punches Fly or Fall that’s Life..;)
    Life that is Found is Like a Marriage that works at Best you Always find ways to
    Keep ‘Romance’ Alive even if that means going well beyond Comfort Zones of before..
    And True Never ever expect to be fully understood or even accepted as Shadows within
    Stifled will one day Explode and Evaporate as escape if not entertained in Full and at least Tolerated… the Most in Life we will do is Soar as we Mend each other’s Broken Arrows Along the Way.. tolerating the things that bug us letting all our emotions out Dark through Light and if we are really lucky we will find a Friend or two along the way Who really does tolerate our Negative Attributes and Positive Aspirations no matter how negative they may sound to us in our
    style of Evolving enough to stay by our side.. Smiles my Friend Life Found is like a
    Marriage that becomes a Friendship that works
    Marrying the Light and Night
    That Dark makes
    Light withstanding the Days of
    Dark Standing Taller and Soaring in Light..
    People have asked me don’t you and your
    Wife ever fight.. the secret to the success of
    our Marriage is she never has to hide her Anger
    from me or Her Love when it shows in all the ways
    she takes care of me.. Life is Give and Take Life is Bruise
    And Scrape Life at Best is Mending Broken Arrows letting go enough to Soar..
    oh yeah and a really ‘perfect marriage’ by literal or metaphor is when “Compersion”
    That is the Altruistic Empathic Joy of whatever makes other folks happy becomes our Same Joy
    the Opposite
    of Jealousy
    And Misery
    Love Company
    the True Happiness
    of a Village that Joyfully lifts each other
    up through Dark and Light Understanding Now This Force Eternally Now
    Valuing This Gift This Life This Golden Never Ending Spiral of Real Love Living (God)

    Keep Soaring my Friend..
    The Future is as Bright as the
    Arrows You Mend Along the Way Marrying the Day and Night..:)

    Hmm.. It Appears Now i have Found A Newer Theme Song to Dance by this Weekend to Celebrate
    11,000 Miles of Public Dance For Muse is Muse No Matter How Dark Abyss or Shining Love Free…

    Angels Still Abide For They Just Do it Never LooKinG Back RiSinG Above the Death of LiFE NoW

    You May Bury me like a Corpse but
    MarK my Words Now i Do Not Die…
    Folks have made that Grave MiSTaKE Before

    Smiles Sohair i pray that some of Your Tiredness and Exhaustion will be
    Relieved we live in a Harsh World that does not entertain Love Very well
    at all but we also
    Live in a World
    of Humans
    Who Do Love
    And Do Always
    come back to us as Friends
    Those friends are no distance
    space or time those Friends are
    Love who Do Connect..
    the same
    come back
    Real Love no Distance
    Space or time or conditions
    of Dark or Light at all my Friend
    How Beautiful it is to find and keep this way of Life..:)

  15. Give me a FucKinG Break Okay Even ‘Jesus’ Is reported
    Having A Money Table Turning Day With A Best ‘Jezebel’ Friend…
    When Katrina First Met me She Saw a Super Style Stellar Purchase
    Of Marriage Material Trust me She’s Had Her Days of Buyer’s Remorse
    Just a Side Note with Smiles You really are
    inspiring some Lovely Poetry Can You
    seriously be mad at me forever i
    don’t know if you are mad i’m
    just being silly happy for
    no reason but to be Happy..
    i’m not one to Leave Thorns Behind..
    In Life Friends Come And Go Some Bring
    Glow Some Leave Cold Never the Less Friends
    Come and Go WeLoVE Them SaME as FRiEnD
    Flowers are Flowers Wherever They Bloom Nature Of Beauty Lives
    Make Every Word A Poem Every Step A Dance Life Won’t Go Wrong
    In Life Friends Come And Go Some Bring Glow Some Leave Cold
    Never the Less Friends Come and Go WeLoVE Them SaME as FRiEnD
    Flowers are Flowers Wherever They Bloom Nature Of Beauty Lives
    Make Every Word A Poem Every Step A Dance Life Won’t Go Wrong
    Anyway “Jezebel” Reminds me about ‘Bette Davis’ eyes…
    Tell me to go away if You Wish after all I’ve given you
    everything you’ve asked for and so much
    more do you doubt i will ever
    Ignore a command
    From you
    Me Five
    Feet Three
    Below Your
    Soul You
    Will always
    Be this Old
    Young Man’s
    Muse but again
    Your Wish is
    My Command
    i Will
    Obey your Word..
    Never mind me
    This is how i
    With Life…
    oh yeah and part of the ‘Jezebel story’ about eaten by Stray Dogs i surely can relate to
    too.. for i had my day of that.. you know life is all about perspective huh some folks
    think they got it rough.. and truly they do but again.. it’s all about Perspective have
    You ever Been Lying in the Middle of the word Naked not able to move a Muscle too
    Words Gone from Breath that hasn’t Slept for 40 Days yeah remember this is ‘Lent’
    and it doesn’t always come and go that ‘fast’.. True in those Days of Lent in the
    Spring of 2008.. the Challenge was a bit more than Last Lent when i wrote
    a 250K or so Word New Testament finishing Just in Time for the Katrina
    to go to the Burn Hospital in Mobile Last April 20th about the Ending
    Date of my Lenten Hell of 2008.. she faced Losing Her Right
    Index Finger i already Lost it all in 2008 and was just trying
    to avoid the Worst Death Possible for i was
    already experiencing that then for
    truly what it is like when there
    is a Dentist Drill in Your Right eye and Ear from
    Wake to Sleep that no Drug will Touch You get the condition
    of Dysautonomia too where Your Heart Rate and Blood Pressure
    no longer synch and if Your Eyes no longer making Tears like
    Swimming in Salt Water with eyes wide open is not enough sure
    there are a Sweet 16 or so other disorders that would put many folks
    as a Shut-in in their Bedroom from wake to sleep or as long as it takes
    to recover in my Case 66 Months of Hell from Wake to Sleep yes an Alpha
    Blocker Slowed my Heart down each Night for the first 35 Days for a truly cruel
    Card Board Shallow 1 Hour Sleep with no sleep at all the last 5 of 40 Days and if You Can
    And Will Imagine what that state of being is when you’ve lost almost all of your Mind and
    Bodily Functions in synch in balance.. that is the future then i saw for myself not fitting
    in anywhere Hospital or Prison or Whatever Just imagining myself left Naked and totally
    Defenseless on the Edge of a Road Somewhere Just Food For Stray Dogs needing something
    to eat so vividly able to imagine all the torture to come with all the torture of reality then where a
    Thousand Years is the relative Equivalent in Hell of just one Second of Life where all is time and
    Eternity now is Hell.. Flash Forward here to
    the future now recovering still Now since
    the end of July of 2013.. and a quick
    note to a New Word Press Friend….

    Always Happy now to visit just
    Happy to Be Alive Nice People
    Are the Icing on
    A Beautiful

    In other Words In ‘times of trouble’ God Always Seems to Send me
    an Angel in a Form of Life either Angel or Cat and or both.. and Ilona
    from Nice France has surely proven Herself to be Just that a friend in
    Angel Form Almost Like a Cat
    Who is Friendly with you for they
    Feel and Sense You are from a
    Nice and An Honest Place of Kindness too..

    Thing is the Writing World is a place of ups and downs and Several of the Angels
    that i have come across have taken somewhat of a fallen path of life into more of
    the Darker Abyss and Grayer Areas of Life.. while Katrina was in the Burn Hospital
    I had a Friend then who was always calling me a True Saint and making it seem like
    i was so Perfect and in one same day and i don’t know really if it was her or Her Husband
    Finding Her Word Press comments but it surely didn’t sound like her but it could have been as i
    surely Understand Lots of the ins and outs of Mental Illness but i just don’t have a Bone in
    My Body
    to all of the
    Sudden to Extinguish
    someone from my Life
    but after Knowing Her for a Year or
    So that same day she called me a Saint
    She said what is wrong with You People
    Never Come back to Bother me leave me alone..
    i’ve seen Mental Illness lots more ‘scarier’ than the issues
    i’ve faced where hurtful things are said to harm other people
    That cannot be controlled as the Mind Changes to Dark by no
    Fault of their own just a propensity of Life that Chronic Stress also
    Brings out.. i don’t know if my Friend is standing tall from then or now
    or in a fetal position so cold and alone from all things in Life i am Human
    enough to hurt and i am strong enough to endure all of what it takes to be
    A True Friend of Love it’s nice to the feel the Glow but it takes Real Love to withstand the Cold..
    Anyway for now i’ll Leave ‘You’ with Bette Davis eyes
    You Know those Haunting Mysterious Full Moon eyes
    that will Never leave your side even if they go…. so far away into A Total Eclipse Of HeART…

    but that’s another song….

  16. ilonapulianauskaite says:

    Like her broken voice😌👯‍♂️

  17. ilonapulianauskaite says:

    Made me smile, still listening👩

  18. Best of Both Worlds Fly
    And Be Invisible like last
    Night at Walmart when i
    Was figuring out my new
    Phone and my wife had to
    Come up and tell me a crowd
    Of shoppers had been patiently
    For my
    Dance in other
    Words Be a Bird
    Be Invisible to Conform Fly
    Whenever Wings Rise Higher..:)

    Smiles Good morning Ilona Good
    Advice on not starving yourself to
    Detox as that puts our metabolism
    In Conserve mode to burn less calories
    So that can end up being Counter-Productive…
    Wishing you a
    Happy and Productive
    Rest of Your Sunday as we
    Are readying for Church and
    Afternoon Shopping With Dance
    To Detox any Stresses that way too..🤗😇😀

    Smiles glad you are enjoying a Beautiful Day!!.. i literally Public
    Dance in stores while Katrina Shops and i am literally celebrating
    doing it 11,000 miles in the Last 67 Months haha i am noted as legend
    of dance.. not Hard to gain that title since i am the only one brave/crazy enough
    In a good way to do It for you see when i was shut-in Sick in my Home for 66 Months i lost my emotions and memory if i ever felt a Smile for emotions are memories and memories are emotions like hell never realizing you used to live in Heaven with a smile as you realize a smile felt is truly Heaven and a Hearty Laugh too when my emotions came Back the Fear was gone i shoo all anxiety away by Bringing Joy to my metro area as it’s really hilarious as i look more like a Police Officer than a Dancer Haha and the Funny T-Shirts help i only work for the Smiles I bring to others my Golden age my Friend by the way i am trying to figure out why this phone won’t let me like your post but of course i Do..🤗👌☺️😇

    Haha.. yours surely do too but i am Born an empath and it literally hurts me not to reciprocate kindness to everyone i meet and that was part of What so stressful about managing so many people during my work life doing my best never to have to fire someone and i never did.. i am the Anti-Trump our President with no Human Empathy and haha i Liked your post with my old phone it can be difficult to be an empath but so much better than Empty Soul it is already more than obvious you are an empath too empaths protect each other from harm..👌🤗😇
    My outside does
    Not always reflect
    The Heart inside
    Hence some people
    Do not expect
    The Dance
    From Heart..🤗😊👌😇

    For me Family Friends and All of Nature of course
    under God not having to worry about money really Makes
    Loving all of what is worth living for in Value So much more
    and of course Gratitude for it all is important too..:)😇😊🤗✌️

    There are endless avenues in Culture
    Today to learn unlimited new Wisdom.. Truth
    and Beauty in Both Arts and Sciences
    Haha i sure don’t care
    What i look like
    While i Google unless
    It is the Art of a Selfie With Smiles..;)

    i Value Freedom of Exptession so
    Much no more need to conform
    To the Expectation of others
    On a Word Press Blog and the
    People that visit me really
    Have to work with
    Sweat to visit
    What a Filter for
    Valued New Friends..!!..✌️🤗😊😇!!

    “You’ve got to know when to hold ’em
    Know when to fold ’em
    Know when to walk away
    And know when to run
    You never count your money
    When you’re sittin’ at the table
    There’ll be time enough for countin’
    When the dealin’s done”

    Some Lyrics above by Kenny Rogers
    In A Song Named ‘The Gambler”

    Life is a Gamble no doubt Life
    is more than Death as Death Makes
    Life more Valuable to all of us NoW.. A sure
    Gamble with Taxes on top for now at least.. it’s
    interesting one might ask what is success Achieving
    Goals or Being Full of Peace and Harmony now as the
    Journey Becomes the Only Success now.. True.. Most Everyone
    Measures Success Differently but i’ve surely been one who never
    Gives up to the point of my Detriment but hey that’s how the story Book of
    some lives almost Magically
    End up Smelling Like
    Roses as Great as
    Karma.. on a iPhone XS
    Smiles i’m not much of a Gambler but a Liver i am..:)

    Great 2 AM Monday Rules
    my only rule now is getting
    finished by Monday for what
    i am doing now.. particularly
    Where Time Distance
    And Space
    Doesn’t really
    Even Exist on Sun
    Day but So far at least only
    in only Minds Fully of Human.:)

    Good Morning Himali.. Hope you are accomplishing all your
    tasks at work this morning.. this keyboard on this new phone
    is so much easier to type on with one finger.. anyway i have so
    much gratitude for your loving and caring friendship and do enjoy
    so much bringing colors of joy to you i see in my life for truly my
    Nature is Joy and it Flowers me same to bring Flowers to your
    life I understand your darkness and the silence you need
    when you are in that place I understand the stress
    you have at work where you must use 100 Percent
    of your focus for that and i do understand there are just
    days you are exhausted and must disconnect from Electronic
    Devices but better yet no matter what as you assure me i understand
    there will never be a reason for you to run away from me for loving friends
    are forever who are free to come and go and give and share as much as they
    like but no matter how much time passes now till reconnect the warm affection
    of the heart will always be the same for friendship Love always gives and shares
    and does not need to take smiles whenever you feel rested and you want to be uplifted
    i want you to have a place to find some colors to brighten up your Soul all i have is time for Love and Joy so it will bring me great pleasure to do that for some way for you each day here and not unlike your friendship poem of Unconditional Love that is the Poem you wrote that endeared me to you most and with a tear in my eye that is the Friend i want to Always be for you i will never need to give you a full body massage to make you happy nor you for me hand in hand in a warm blanket of heart will always be enough for me enough for us and i will always have a piece of bread that is colored with joy to share with you and one day when we Meet and Greet one Hug with you will
    be the best joy ever just like the Feeling of writing this Message to you smiles perhaps later i
    will find some flowers to add to it And the colors of me having fun to share with you forever…
    The Best Feeling in the World is having a Friend all the challenges in our
    Relationship has taught me this..:)

  19. No ShadoW in Trust
    Truth in Light We All Co-Create
    From: Dark to: Light

    Smiles i learned the Value of Photos when i lost effective eyesight
    and hearing for 66 Months of course the Value of YouTube too when
    i could no longer Use my Ears to Hear songs either then.. all i could
    stand was a dimly lit screen on my Computer without colors true in a way
    Modern Technology Saved me from totally going nuts as at least i could
    write on a Dimly Lit Screen true the origin of 12 Million Words now online
    since Thanks Giving Day 2010 a Hundred Months ago now.. when i purchased
    my first iPhone5.. 6 Years ago in March of 2013 Lord God Knows it was like magic
    for the Retina Display was the First Display i could ever use to see colors again
    Without intolerable Eye and
    in General Nerve Pain in my
    Face my Wife had some photos
    of that Farm She Visited i could not
    go to as a shut-in in my Bedroom then
    and some other Beautiful Photos she took of
    Nature on Her Really Fancy Digital Camera too..
    finally Thank God i could see the Beauty of Nature
    on a 4 inch Retina Display Screen it’s True my Friend
    in a Way Steve Jobs and ‘Apple’ Saved my Soul Back to the
    Beauty of Nature then can you imagine how i felt to Stand on
    the Beach again when the Pain finally Went away in July of 2013
    and sure from that perspective it might be easier to understand why
    i dance and sing so much and have shared 170 Thousand photos online
    that will never be Copyrighted by me anymore than i would ever own
    or the
    Earth or
    anyone else
    as a Possession away from Free..
    What Beauty it is to see all as Free..
    To Hear and See and Dance and Sing so Free..
    Smiles ‘they’ say the Beaches where i Live are the
    Most Beautiful in the World Still the Forests and Clear
    Yellow Creek Streams and Sugar White Sand there as well
    all Quartz Crystal Derived how blessed i am to share that Beauty
    with other people too.. and true how blessed i have felt in the last
    Several Years to share my Friendship words with all others too as well..
    It is true
    my Friend
    it might seem like
    an Eternity away some
    days but eventually what doesn’t kill You in Dark of Struggle
    Makes You OMG so Much Stronger to Love all that is (God) every
    bit of
    DarK in
    my Life i Still
    Welcome with HeART oF LiGHT SPiRiT oF SoUL
    For i reaLize GreaTesT LiGHT Does Come From DarK..:)

    Smiles Your City Looks Like
    An Art Festival From Where i Live
    Full of Tradition and People Connecting
    not afraid
    to say Hello to Strangers..
    True though when my Town
    was much Smaller it was more like
    this before there was Air-conditioning
    And the Comfort of Life was more generated
    by People Making Friendships on Airy Front Porches
    than connecting
    so much
    to Electronic
    Devices Just
    Screen but true there
    are some nice Avatars like
    you online too with smiles…
    hmm.. the only Days we met our Neighbors
    was when a Hurricane came through and the
    Whole Neighborhood Block had a Cook-out away
    from First World Problems the Human connection the
    Most Beautiful
    Part of Flesh
    And Blood Life
    that may be Lost
    in a Screen so far
    away from a Flesh and
    Blood Handshake and Hug
    but smiles that is why ‘they’ invented
    Free Verse Poetry so the Paralyzed will Feel Hugs..;)

    Hehe.. imagine how many Blog Posts in a day i would make
    if i broke it all down in chunks like this.. haha.. i’d be too busy publishing to write..;)

    But Smiles.. if i ever lose the urge to write perhaps one day i will break it all down
    and send it all out like this in bite size portions not all together too small to swallow in
    The ‘New Age’
    TwitterVerse.. hehe..;)

    But you know what actually as i told you before i already do it on
    Facebook as i go too.. and hehe.. it even goes out in smaller
    Chunks on Twitter too what is left to do just
    Write with smiles..;)

    Anyway it’s the closest
    thing i can and will find
    to a Front Porch without Air-conditioning
    other than Dance where i emit much more light than i
    receive back except for the Dance Hall where folks get
    Drunk and are not afraid to approach a Shooting Dancing Star Spiraling
    all about
    the Wife took
    A Video of that
    Last night i will share it
    a bit later when i upload it to YouTube too..;)

    A Best thing about Modern Technology
    is You Can and Will Dance and Sing every day
    every night Shining Your Lights even Long after you are Dead
    some folks say what does it matter you are Dead i Sing it matters
    for my Light Lives on..
    Love Does not
    Die i Live on this way..
    yes.. when i am snoring Deep asleep
    too as my Dreams are awake in Light still then..
    in a place with no Sun or Moon in this Way A Kingdom of
    (Light)Heaven(Love)Above Flesh and Blood Life as Spirit Lives on..:)

    Love Cares GoeS on in Light Whether It Is Flesh And Blood Now or Not..:)

    SMiLes Blogging is a lot Like Fishing You might
    Cast Your Net out and Bring in Some Fish Just
    A Bit to
    to Carry on Your Ship…
    Smiles there is no Fish too
    Heavy/Deep to Carry on my Blogging
    Boat for haha it is the Titanic of all Blogs hehe..
    And Also Deepest With Smiles…
    gotta watch
    out for
    Icebergs True too..;)

    Smiles Mental Imbalance Is A Most Interesting Topic to me what i’ve
    Come to Find out in my life is it is most often Thwarted by a Dance
    And Song of Life that Allows Us a Practice of Art and Science
    to Express all of our Emotions and Senses where we find
    Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose in Life where
    We Come Free to
    Be Alll of who We
    Are Creating and
    Expressing our Human
    Potentials together from
    First Breath of Life to Last
    Blink of Life Whole as Humanity
    in Peace and Harmony for a Love of
    Life much higher than most people will
    Imagine in the more External Pursuits of Life
    from the
    Peace and
    that is Possible Within..:)

    Smiles this is so true how nice it is to find
    folks who will not judge all of who
    we come to express our
    selves to be but hey as
    Far as i will see to
    Be Strange is a
    Bit of a Badge
    Of Honor Now
    To set yourself
    Free as the strangest
    Among us are often
    Obviously given more
    Free time to create hAha
    All the Advantages of
    A Bit outcast
    Too as an allure of
    Fame and Fortune
    May Leave no Space
    For Free to Create but it
    Is True for me Friendly
    People who accept Us for All of Who We are..
    are Always Worth All Time Distance and Space
    where all that is left and right as Ocean Whole Now
    Is FriendShip Center
    Point Existence Real
    As whenever new
    Friends Connect
    God Opens
    New Eyes
    Forever Now
    Anyway that’s
    How i See Nice
    New Friends to Be
    A ‘Namaste’ Way We Do..:)

    Perhaps A Greatest Gift is to Feel Homesick
    for it is Proof that our Hearts have a Home
    of Life that Home May be A Pet A Lover A Spouse
    Yes A Family Member and Even A Beloved
    (Yes a Friend of course)
    Tree and yes Sadly
    For Some Folks
    Only the Brick and
    Mortar of a Home still so Empty of
    Fuller Heart For us as only Flesh and
    Blood Touch How Beautiful it
    is For a Heart to
    Have a Home and How
    Beautiful it was last Weekend
    to Feel Homesick for you for
    It is True what is a
    Home if it is Never
    Heart enough to miss
    It’s True Independence
    From Love is Hell and
    Tears are what Keeps
    Angel Wings on in
    Darkest Nights Deep
    Down i never Stopped
    Trusting You for we
    only get Homesick
    For Home is the
    Place We Trust i am
    So Happy my Homes
    The Places I trust are
    Flesh and Blood there
    is no way i will ever
    Believe you are not
    my Home.. Just Feelings somethings
    i think about lying in Bed Waking up to a Beautiful World
    of Home..:)

    Smiles Sohair Good morning in the Darkest Places Of Life How
    Beautiful it will be When Someone Promises Change Yes Light out
    of Dark as Change and the Reality of Change is the Gift
    of Both Dark and Light From Dark
    That Nature of God Change brings
    Light To Us Now too and True it is
    So Nice to Be for a Testament of
    Nature as God’s
    Love Spent For Us
    In Nature of Hope’s
    Change in Lieu of
    Flesh and Blood Humans
    Who may Fail to Bring us Hope
    This will Pass too in this way per the
    Origin of the Word ‘Son’ that Means
    ‘Nature of’ it is Beneficial to Have a Role
    Model Mentor A Child of God We View
    Expressing What We see as the Nature
    Of God as Truth to us whether or not
    That Mentor and Role Model is
    Story or Flesh and Blood
    It is the Essence of God’s
    Truth of Existence in Dark
    through Light that Brings A
    Greater Potential For Dark
    to pass and Light to Live as Us Again
    Smiles my Friend in my Dark abyss
    Years my only ‘Jesus’ and ‘God’
    Was manifest in the prayers
    from my Family that change
    Would pass Darkness to
    Light for me
    Then but it is
    True there were years
    Earlier where the only
    Comfort i felt was from
    A Story of a man named
    ‘Jesus’ a story of a Man who
    Overcame all Darkness with
    Love it is the Essence of that
    Story in all its imperfection too
    That lives again free as the Light
    Of me Now that simply means
    Stories will come again
    To Be Fruition
    The Light of
    Us Lives Again
    And Darkness Fades away
    For that is the Nature of
    Dark too..
    Bring Back
    Light of Us..:)

    Smiles thank you 🙏 on my way to positivity as
    i Dance and Sing again with DayBreak Sun Rising
    Again yes Flowering Rainbows True
    From Florida
    Fruition Dreams..🙂..🌸😇😊✌️

  20. Go Figure the Song i was Listening to Was ‘Higher Power’
    By Boston Here’s a Listen of That With all this Writing too..
    Ya Woulda Known that the Audience FB Voyeur Video that
    Went Viral With Close to 90K Views is when i Am Cooling Down Slow Hehe
    And Trust me when i Sing You’d Have to Leg Press 1340 LBS 12 Reps too..
    to Dance a 240 LB.. 6 Foot or So Body.. Like This hehe
    Let’s Face it if You Wanna Stay Oiled Ya Gotta Move
    if Ya Don’t Wanna Get Dizzy in Life Ya Gotta Go Spiral
    to Live.. You Know.. Those Rides at The Interstate Fair
    that Ramp Up to High Gear Not Even Rusty Ageless Timeless
    (THE CHI FORCE POWER) Yet Close to 59 since 6.6.60..
    Seriously What The F (FORCE) Do i Do More to Get on
    the Ellen Show Hehe.. Hey a 43 Year-Old
    Dancing Dude got on for A Gray Beard..
    Hmm… Just A Bit More Spiraling Effort
    And i Qualify For Tasmanian Devil Status…
    11,000 Miles Public Dancing Celebrating this
    First Video at Super Walmart in Pace Florida
    as i arrive at this Featnote and Milestone
    Now Close to 67 Months of Doing this
    Here on March 24th, 2019 at 10,994
    Miles as the Celebration continues into
    the Last 6 Miles by Tuesday March 26th, 2019
    To Finish it up as More Public Dancing Videos are
    Coming for all the Fun of that in this Week of Finishing
    Up 11,00 Miles of Public Dancing as Sunday was really
    A Long Day and Night to Get the last ‘Legs’ of Mileage in
    and that
    is really
    no Pun
    at all Just Fun
    Just Spiraling Dancing
    where i don’t get dizzy
    it’s all A Balancing Force
    Now of Positivity Spiraling From
    Head to toe yes above so below
    within inside outside and all around
    Just another Reflection of a Milky Way Plus..;)

    Honestly my Friend Photos From my Past
    And YouTube Songs from my Past after spending
    66 Months in my Bedroom as a Shut-in of Pain and
    Numb of No Emotions are Technological
    Saviors that
    Truly helped
    me so much bring
    my Soul Back to Life..
    We are Blessed in Many
    Ways in our Modern Age that
    some folks may not have a Reference
    Point from the Past to See and Hear the
    Challenge is to Make Technology our Servant
    Not Falling as its Slave Same with the Reasoning Part
    of our Mind as our Neo-Cortex is evolved to Serve the
    Emotions and Senses of Our Limbic System Brain and
    Reptile Amygdala and Brain Stem Brain as well as We in
    Relative Free Will.. Will Train our Neo-Cortex with the Deeper
    Part of our Soul that is beyond all Physical Measured Science the
    ‘i’ of us within the True Self in Light that is the Director of the Big ‘I’
    of our Ego too.. if we realize that Ego is just an Actor that We Imitate
    with others and Co-Create.. yes.. Training our Neo-Cortex with the Deeper
    Part of our Soul the ‘i’ of us Our Relative Free Will Together with the
    Rest of Nature Directing Our Neo Cortex to be a best Servant of our
    Emotions and Senses in Positive Love Flow or if We are not careful
    Now Our Neo-Cortex will go out of Control and Be Slave to
    Shadows of Our Emotions And Senses Where No Longer
    Mind and Body and Spirit(!) is in Balance of Emotional
    Regulation and Sensory Integration
    in Flow For our Greatest
    Human Potentials
    to Be Realized
    in Positive Flow of
    Love Imagining and Creating
    Dreams to Fruition to Give and Share Free Now..:)

    Smiles my Friend it was the Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia a Nerve
    Issue of the Face where it felt like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and
    Ear From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months that is Medically Unofficially termed as the “Suicide Disease” for it truly is that Bad even if one is very Happy before they develop the Issue as it takes everything away from You and all that is left is Pain and Numb no drug would touch the Pain and it’s really indescribable of how Bad it is as a Migraine is just nothing nothing at all for you know a Migraine will eventually end and the Pain of a Migraine is like Joy compared to that pain.. anyway it did end finally After 66 Months.. then i escaped my Bedroom Went to the Beach and Voila i’ve Danced in Public for 67 Months now in 10,994 Miles of Doing that and written a 6.6. Million Word Long Form Poem to accompany that and i remember you asking me how one does Dance in Stores well here is an example for you as i am celebrating the Last 6 Miles of Dance by
    Tuesday to reach the 11,000 Mile Mark as i have been monitoring
    my Progress by Video Since the beginning of this.. as perhaps
    i am getting Closer to reflecting the Smooth
    Motion of the Entire
    Milky Way
    with Smiles..
    remember i do weigh
    240 LBS at a little over 6 Feet
    Tall in Athletic Shoes and it does
    take Leg Pressing 1340 LBS Twelve Reps
    to Move a close to 59 Year Old Man like this..
    Smiles the Folks close to the Age of what might
    be my Grandchildren are still catching up to me with winks now
    the lesson of Pain the Gain of Heaven After Numb too my Friend
    other than that the Community i Live in is noted as the most
    Difficult Place to be different by Sociologists in the United
    States not many people mess with me when i am moving
    like this haha.. for it is true when i was in school in this
    Beautiful but Backwards Community i was threatened
    by Bully Christian Soldier Boys if i even dared to smile
    Toxic Masculinity as Fostered by the Desert Tribal
    Desire to Kill Enough Empathy to Kill the Enemy
    as a Sad Tradition that sadly some Religious
    More Older Testament Left-Overs is still
    fostered World-Wide Sadly enough in
    many ways but hey it is what it is
    we all must learn to adapt to Challenge
    for Change Life is So Beautiful when we continue
    to Evolve across the Life Span no matter if it is some
    folks with Veils of Ignorance away from Love when we
    are Young telling us Boys can’t Smile or Cry Grief or someone
    telling you.. You will Go to Hell if You Meditate and/or Dance in Public..
    i’ve heard both of those things sadly still in the 21st Century my friend
    but hey we
    earn our
    by being Courageous
    Enough to Express it
    now no matter where we are born..
    Anyway i wish You a Restful Night of Sleep in France..:)

  21. Regarding a Very Exotic Marked Black and White Cat
    circulating on Facebook that says at the Top i am Just
    too ugly with a tear no one will like me and then below
    oh he wouldn’t get any shares boo hoo that is of course
    a Parody of Modern Culture where there are so many folks
    competing to be Perfect that even Perfect is like Steak and
    Ice Cream that You get everyday and you just get tired of seeing
    the same ‘Perfect’ Filtered Model Faces on ‘Instagram’
    Where everyone starts to Look just so Beautiful like
    Vanilla Ice Cream.. Haha.. hehe.. and then there is
    Strange too depending on who your Peer Group
    is as my Step Mother posted it and her peers
    didn’t seem to get the Modern Culture Parody
    but of course they don’t take selfies with 20 something
    Year-Old Women now that say wait! let’s take that again
    i don’t think i looked perfect enough in the first one haha..

    So i go on to say..

    Smiles.. if you actually click on the Photo you will find it is a Parody of the Nature of our Current Culture but of course as ‘they’ say ‘when in Rome’..;)

    In other Words it’s not just click bait Photo you are supposed to think a bit deeper about the Words Below if you actually click on it.. hehe..;)

    Example Given this is me in the YouTube Video Linked Below Celebrating 11,000 Miles of Dancing in 67 Months.. yes.. in Public.. Just for my own fun and if it brings smiles or frowns to others great that doesn’t matter i’m still having Fun and Store Management doesn’t care that i do it.. if i share it on my Facebook Page with my Peer Group it will get Zero Likes and Zero Shares but on the Other Hand if a Young Twenty-Something Person shares it with their Peers.. one much less unique than this.. has received close to 90K Views.. as ‘they say’ it went viral hehe.. and i bet you if people knew i was actually close to 60 i’d be on the Ellen Show already hAha..;) Kindly Your Step-son.. Speaking..;)

    Okay i’m gonna share a bit of a competition of a 43 Year Old Dude in an actual Dance Environment mistaken for 60 Years- Old for he has a Big Grey Beard Like Santa.. it’s true in Highly Lighted conditions i look closer to my real age of close to 59 Years-Old now on 6.6.19 with Twenty 60 coming soon enough on 6.6.20.. but in the Dark i usually get a Mulligan of Close to Two Decades back to the 40’s or even 30’s or even some nights.. 20’s depending on How intoxicated now the Dance Audience is on the Dark Dance Floor.. haha.. but it’s the way the Mind works when you see a 240LB Dude moving a body the way i’ve practiced to make myself do with all the Blood Sweat and Tears it has taken me to get so far in this Human Potential.. Yes.. Remember i am also diagnosed on the so-called Autism Spectrum with inherent Motor Coordination and Visual- Spatial Difficulties as it used to bring me great Social
    Anxiety and Feelings/Senses out of whack that my Mind and Body Were not even Connected as i hated to even go into Walmart without Katrina by my side like A F iN Service Animal Haha.. yes.. Calms Your Nerves to be Loved by someone by Your side of course there ain’t nothing quite like the Healing Force of the All Natural Oxytocin Neurohormone comfort of Kitty Purrs and Puppy Dog Tail Wags too.. With Humans too..

    Here’s the Deal.. i’m like the Canary in the Coal Mine if i can Rid myself From Lifelong Anxiety of even being comfortable in my own Frigging Skin through 11,0000 miles of Public Dance
    in 67 Months.. perhaps.. i am on to a bit of a common sense
    Solution to so many of the World’s Ills it’s nothing new really
    Other Cultures have been using Moving Meditation in forms
    of instruction with labels Like Tai Chi And Other Martial Arts too.. but True you can and will be like the Water and the Air
    as Bruce Lee and others have related one with Nature one
    With God Same Escaping the Neo-Cortex of the Illusion of
    Distance Space and Past and Future Time yes just in flow now All where Your Entire Mind and Body Lights up in Peace and Harmony.. Yes.. Bliss and Nirvana Like A Christmas Tree From Head to Toe Within inside outside above yes below and all around more and by God if you think Waking on Water is Cool just wait until You make Terrestrial Land an Ocean to Float on forever now.. where You Master Gravity as a Best Friend of the Nature of God True You one as all in all yes allone True all Lit up All Natural You…

    But True until you Do it and actually Feel and Sense an Entire New World as the Environment You Do Come to Feel and Sense as simply the Kingdom of Pure Love Yes Bliss and Nirvana to give and share more in every way of Life True..
    these are just
    empty shells
    Just Empty words in the
    Sky yet to fall in the Lap
    of Your Soul Whole To Feel and Sense…
    no Lessons Required just remember to keep
    Your Left Foot Balanced with Your Right and when
    Left becomes Right and Right Becomes Left Voila welcome
    One Force of
    Balancing Light
    Allone you come
    to Be
    it’s Like
    Never Left Oz at All..
    Anyway gotta go back to
    see ‘Alice in Wonder Land’ for
    one more visit today at least hehe..
    yes my New Friend iLona an Enigma she is..
    it seems to be true too.. all my Closest friends
    are Enigmas Wonder no Wonder at
    Birds and
    all those other
    Metaphors of together..:)

    But First the Angel i am closest to online..:)

    Hellooove to you iAngel Himali always so happy to hear from you from my Backyard here on a Sunny Florida Tuesdayyy morning and now all the different Birds are singing so Happily too..🙂!

    Ha! These new phones are the next best thing to being there I’d take a selfie but unlike Katrina i don’t look as Stunning
    In the morning when I first get up as when i went to bed Hehe..
    i haven’t even
    Brushed my
    Hair haha
    That it
    Happens too
    You know hAha..😉
    It’s like the iMali Store always an
    unlimited supply of Beauty for you..
    BDW.. that’s not a White Snake that’s my
    Ear Buds i
    Them and now i know where to find ‘em ain’t technology Great..;))
    It’s almost impossible to be Negative when you step in my Backyard
    please visit soon promise you’ll never be the same Again..:)))
    Thank God for the optical Zoom-in Lens Beats getting attacked
    By Rose Bush Thorns..😉

    You do know you are stunning too just from an aesthetic view of
    course with smiles of angels on High..🙂

    Love the Critters too..🙂

    These are some of my Favorites always Tropical and Green..🙂

    You know all those years i worked i was so Tired and or Stressed that even though i planted all this Beauty the Feeling And Gratitude was almost out of my Grasp i did not even go to the Beach for two Decades Then until it all came falling down and i was too ill in Life then to enjoy any of it Dearest Friend Himali please don’t let the way of this modern World Do this to you.. each and every day when you look in the Mirror Remember you too are Nature God’s Beauty like all other Flowers of Existence you surely are Worth More than man made Troubles to Take your flowering Soul away for truly that is the stunning part of you the Friend i will
    Always Love no Different than God
    With Smiles
    All Natural
    Of God’s Love..🙂

    Wow iLona.. You are amazingly Productive.. Truly Interesting to watch
    You Work what’s almost like Magic here online as Your Endeavors are
    truly Blooming here.. Mental Health is one of my Greatest Favorite
    Topics and i Love all 10 of Your Guidelines Here and truly as even
    Science Shows now most Addictions which many folks come addicted to
    from Substances to Behavioral Addictions these days are not so much a Deficit
    of Dopamine and Serotonin and Adrenaline associated Neurochemicals but the
    Neurohormone Oxytocin.. the Soft Affection of the Heart that is felt for Puppy Dog
    Tail Wags Kitty Cat Purrs Hugging Grandma where Age and National Origin and
    Sexual Orientations and Gender Differences and Religions Don’t Matter at all
    as most ‘normal’ Social Mammal Animals Fed By Breast Early in Age Develop
    The Wiring from Head to toe where we even have Oxytocin Receptors in
    our Feet to Develop a Close Relationship to Mother Earth and when
    we Feel this closeness Hugging a Stuffed Animal it only Means
    that we have Developed the Ability to Generate the
    Neurohormone Oxytocin of Comfort ourselves
    through the practice of Imagination of Loving
    Hugging a Furry Stuffed Animal Now too..
    Where Even if We just Look at the Teddy
    Bear We feel that Warm soothing feeling inside and
    i will tell you this a Big Big Big Huuuuge Problem with the
    Male of our Species in some Cultures more than others is this
    Neurohormone Comfort of Oxytocin is said to be for Sissies and voila
    Men Die Dead of Heart Attacks and Substance Addiction much more than
    Women Still so much Earlier Prematurely too.. yep i’ll go to A Disney Movie
    and Cry Like a little Girl when Bambi’s Mother Gets shot by a Hunter and no F
    no i will never Kill another Furry animal Not even a Rat i will put them in the
    Woods Safely and if the Nature of a Wild Cat Fills his Tummy So be it for all of
    Nature Consumes itself as we are part of the Same Breakfast Lunch and Supper
    of Reality True yes that old Symbol of the Snake consuming its Tail and True too
    if there was no other way to gain Subsistence you bet i’d learn to be a Hunter
    to Feed my Family too.. but since i don’t have to kill to eat i never will and
    the result of that will simply be living Decades longer with a Sweet Heart
    that does
    not rot
    Killing Love more
    those of us who do not
    have to Kill Love to make a living
    are the most fortunate of all those
    of us who will make Love the Staple
    of life where Life becomes one of do the least
    Harm and Love the Most where we escape A worst
    illness of all and that is NDD Nature Deficit Disorder the
    root cause of so much Mental illness these days where Avatar
    Life forgets the Green forgets the Smell of the Forest and forgets
    the Cool Waters of the Ocean where the Salt Air Washes all the Stress away..
    True though in most every situation we Humans have a way to adapt to challenge
    and Change for the Better for by God even Words will become a Forest to visit with smiles.. Sure An Ocean Whole a Never Ending Story and a Never Nether Land story too.. for there are those of us who are shut-in who Turn Words into Organic Nature of Soul..
    True too..
    what the
    Darkness and
    the Pain and Numb
    Will Bring of Light now
    True thing is as long as we
    Live we must fight through the
    Numb and Pain With Relative Free Will to get to the other
    Side of Love.. Pain and Numb has taught me most about Love..:)

    Smiles my Friend it always nice to see Your Kind And Sincere Smiling Face..:)

    Thanks HiMali i Love it here so much you know when we built this house it was only 60 Thousand American Dollars.. haha.. about the price of that Car you were riding into the Mountains in but it’s true we could afford a much bigger home than this now if that is what we valued but no i would never ever move away from here for i planted all this beauty and it smiles back at me including all the little critter we feed too who are all part of my Family i really do wish you could find your Significant other and could live a Happy Life with Nature Raise Children if you like and do Art but that is me speaking for you ha! it’s true i kinda like to Work with Numbers too.. it’s just too many Numbers locks me into a part of my Brain that is rather Empty to escape like Squirrels in the Field..🙂

    Thanks so much HiMaLi.. You always make me feel so special as you have from the Very Start as You were the first person who really made me feel like what i was doing with my writing was actually worth while.. and i have been blessed beyond belief for all the Colors you have Brought to my Life you always have a FRED iN FRiEnD No Longer just multiples of 7 multiples of 27 my iAngel Friend..🙂

    Anyway Looking at my Clock it seems it may Just about be time for you to go night night as i made an error in my Calculations as i once said you were 11 Hours ahead but actually Daylight Savings time puts you one Hour less at 9 Hours ahead that makes it 9:24 PM now where you live and 12:24 PM where i live as i always Subtract Three as that is easier than Adding 9.. haha.. anyway i’ll try to send you something interesting to Look at by the time you wake.. lighting up the Life of my Dearest Friend is surely one of my most Favorite things to do in Life..🙂

    Smiles Thanks Himali me and Katrina and my Sister were Looking at all Your Facebook Photos over the Weekend and we were talking about how Smart Your Family and You Looked and How when you were 18 you just looked 12 Years old and how sweet and innocent you always Look you have surely blossomed into a Very Intelligent and Beautiful Woman as truly i am not kidding as you get Older you have become so much more beautiful in terms of what the best kind of Gift of what a Wife Could be to any Prospective Husband come to be.. i am just so honored to be a Part of such a Stellar Example of a Human Being’s Life.. for it’s true you are the one who has transformed you by sheer will into the Person overall You are now.. you don’t just wear the Traditional Clothes of Your Culture you Go Free to be who You Want to be Who You are still Blossoming to be.. i am so very proud of You and again so honored to be a friend of Your Life..🙂

    Smiles i had to magnify that a bit but you can bet your life that i will never leave your side hehe.. even if one day you look older than me.. haha.. truly Your Looks have never been what have made me Love the inside of Your Soul so much.. but i am truly amazed with my Aesthetic Taste as Honestly you continue to make Yourself into a True Work of Beauty You will always be the Right Friend for me…🙂

    i just want you to know you have really made my day today so Beautiful in deed thank you So Much Dear Himali you shine in my Soul..😉

    Smiles i have that one that was the Day that you said you were still a bit Happy before you got so very Depressed where you were all cold inside.. that was really sad i was so worried about you then.. but hey like i say i will always be by your side and i will be so happy to get that photo from you a Zillion times..🙂

    Smiles haha.. not many People could likely stand being in my Head.. it’s true i can remember what shirt i was wearing when i was on Vacation 40 years ago.. the smell of my First Girl Friend’s Perfume on our First Date.. every Sense and Feel like it is today my Friend.. and for all the colors you have brought to my life ‘they’ could give me electro-shock therapy and i would still remember you.. it’s true you really are always with me in every way the only thing that makes it a bit more easier i guess or maybe not is i have never smelled Your Perfume or Touched Your Hand…

    if Life is good for me remembering it all is so wonderful but if life is bad i must really really dance hard.. worrying about you over the weekend last weekend made me really dance like crazy with smiles… but hey i got a video to show for it as i truly have found ways to overcome all of that now.. lots of blood sweat and tears but it truly is more of a Blessing to feel and sense so much of my Entire Life as i Bring it back to reality now by choice that i Master mostly instead of it mastering me..🙂

    Haha.. when you take a Selfie Your eyes are So Dark i always like to Blow them up to See the Reflection in Your eyes of what is in Front of You.. hehe.. couldn’t figure it out but i loved it when you were in Front of the Bathroom Mirror at work and i could See the Reflection of You like an iAngel in Your Eyes..🙂

    “I’m Really Craving Having Those Baby-Days Back”
    When i saw this i don’t know why but i started Singing i want
    my Baby Back Baby Back Ribs.. hmm.. Funny Little Memories A Brain
    So Full of all of them.. how do i keep it Straight Who Cares Just Let it All Flow
    and come out
    Like A River
    Whole just
    Waves Flowing no reason
    Just Rhyme no Time and how Happy
    i am to see You Around again Shawna Baby
    my other Summer of 2015 Friend wow i’ve got a few
    Really Good Friends online who always eventually
    comes back to say hi.. i think that is the Definition of
    Friend the one who is right who will always come back
    to Say Hi among Perhaps a Handful of 5 or So if you get
    really Lucky and many more than that just takes away from
    what you will give to 5 or Less of all of Your Intimate Truths about
    Life.. hmm.. there are not too many like that as truly there is nothing i am
    Afraid to Share with You.. nothing nothing at all and it seems too i have come that Far
    with my Indian Friend Himali too.. but she is a bit more receive than give for free and that
    is okay too.. hey.. i have a New Friend From France by the Riviera Named Ilona she seems to
    be Nice and she is from a Town called Nice too she just writes about everything and everything and
    i have had so much to Write with what she blog posts like 4 or 5 times a day that’s kept me a bit away
    from dVerse and probably given my Friend Himali a bit of a break as that 27 Year-Old Woman is a Group
    Manager of Auditors for the Biggest Airline in the United Arab Emirates can you imagine how much of a diversion
    i might be if you had a Job
    Like that and i brought
    you all the Tsunami
    of Stuff i am
    ready to Bring
    get ready get start go
    no need to even do that i am just
    go go go go go go go go go go go and wow
    speaking of that you are here just in time to help
    me Celebrate 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in 67 Months
    as hey hey hey hey my Bible Long Form Poem is up to 6.7 Million
    Words in 67 Months too.. just so much to Celebrate about Life and hi hi hi high..
    just got a New iPhone XS but i’ll Probably continue to use the iPhone 6s for Nude Art
    as it makes me look a bit more tan than the new one hehe.. but i really haven’t checked
    yet to see which one makes me look bigger or smaller will have to check that later but i’ve
    really been busy with all this Dance Stuff and i was really Whirling And Twirling Fast at Super
    Walmart Sunday Night as Katrina took a bunch of Videos but I’ve only had time to put one on
    YouTube that yes yes yes i am gonna share with you below too.. what else.. i’ve missed you but i always
    know you will eventually come back.. you are just a True Friend that i will always be able to count on that even
    if get in the Rest Home and we just
    reminisce about the Old Poetry
    Days and such as that
    as hey oh yeah i will also
    share my latest Video of me Leg
    Pressing 1340 LBS whenever some drunk
    dude tries to challenge my style of Ballet on
    the Dance Floor i just show ’em that Video now
    of 100 Seconds of pressing that 12 reps and they tend
    to not bother me any more haha.. hmm.. i also took a Photo
    of Katrina behind it too i will share that with you too as that was
    Hilarious too and oh yeah she actually danced the first time this
    Century in a New Dress she bought even Friend Himali said that she
    was stunning in that Dress so i know you will feel the same as you can
    even appreciate her in a Bikini too.. true even my Friend Rafiah who i did get
    to hear from a Month ago said Katrina was Super Sexy too.. hmm.. you know i am
    really really lucky in some ways.. haha.. but oh Lord all the Dance and the Song and
    Decades where i didn’t have hardly any fun at all.. hmm.. true Financial Independence
    is a bit of a help too.. i’m not even sure now how i got to Heaven but thru all the Dark and
    Light now it is surely worth it too.. hmm.. i hope you are doing Well Shawna Baby been looking for
    you at dVerse and haven’t seen you around you know we share that Bi-Polar thingy too and Probably
    some Asperger’s too.. i have to be really be careful about too much change and Stressful stuff too not to
    Drift back
    down Below
    the Rainbow too..
    hmm.. yes i hope you are
    doing well.. do know as you likely do
    i am always here For You even if i come
    Across even more than 5 Friends in life too..
    Anyway you do know i hope and feel and sense
    that i will listen to all you have to say whether that be
    encoded on Your Blog or if you are able to Spill out your
    Guts hmm.. it’s truly nice to let Your Guts all go all that may
    be left is just
    a Gizzard
    and Liver of
    Happiness Real..
    yep like that Frozen
    Girl Said Let it all Go
    Pain and Numb has taught me more about
    Soul than any Steak and Ice Cream i eat.. what else
    oh yeah let me retrieve the Videos and the Photos
    of Katrina as you my Friend are Always in my Loving Prayers of Life..:)

    If You Put the Dance Video at 2x Speed it is Super Super Hilarious..😉

    Note: Who Let the Dogs Out..😉

  22. Haha i see you are on my Blog Post
    i was Wondering how you were
    seeing Yellow Boy on the Bed
    Thanks for Stopping
    By ‘Poetic Muse on
    Fire’ and that Photo
    That Headlines it
    With me Ahead in
    The Running
    Race Was in my
    Graduating Year in
    College at 22 When
    i had a Beard Back
    Then and oh Lord i
    Ran a lot then at 170 LBS
    But not nearly as Much as
    i Dance now 40 Miles
    A Week as Measured by
    My Apple Nike GPS Sports
    Watch now at
    240 LBS as i
    Dance Float
    Like i am Skating
    On Ice on Public
    Store Waxed Floors
    With Nike Shox Shoes on..
    iFly so High Solo Free to Just Do IT Be..🙂!!!

    Oh Gosh i wanna See Captain Marvel so Much because
    of that Yellow Cat With Green Eyes but oh my God
    i miss Yellow Boy so much it makes
    Me Cry just to
    Write this but
    i Do NOT Care
    As it just means
    i have a Heart
    And am
    of Love..😇🤗😀

    Yes.. you are definitely Correct this World is way
    too much of a Rush for a Weekly 30,000 Word Post
    and Yes!! i made a Blog Post in January named
    Y.O.U.2019 inspired by
    My Indian Friend and
    Even she liked it as yes
    It had the most
    Likes at a Little over
    500 Words as my Blog
    Posts are even too
    Big for my
    Indian Friend to open
    Up but she is a Group Auditor Manager for the
    Biggest Airline in the United Arab Emirates
    Just the title of
    The Job almost
    Gives me a
    As i know
    How Cold
    Numbers can
    Get as I Did Financial
    Management for the
    Government and
    approved printing
    For it too I’m all
    About People
    Hearts Spirits
    Souls that kind
    Of Work Puts
    My Flame out
    And Makes me Depressed
    i see it happening to my Friend
    time and time again where it may
    Be Difficult
    For even
    Me to Cheer
    Her up but
    i never ever
    Never Give up
    On a Friend as Long
    As they don’t Mind
    Me Being Part of their Life..🤗😇😀

    Smiles.. i Love the Colors of the French
    Riviera the Most With the Deep Blues And Emerald
    Greens too i bet You must Love your Work in the
    HospitalityIndustry too as your Personality seems
    like it Would be Great for making the Best Tips too
    For a Quarter of a
    Century my Work
    For the Government
    Was Providing Morale
    Welfare and Recreation
    To the Military Folks and
    their Family and Friends
    Creating Smiles for
    Others was Truly
    The Reward
    Unto itself
    Smiles.. My Mother
    Said when i was a very
    Small child even though
    i could not speak until
    4 Years-Old.. I had open
    Arms for all Strangers
    that hasn’t Changed
    But sadly
    More Folks
    Don’t like to
    Receive Hugs
    From Strangers
    It Seems But they
    Truly are Just
    Too lost
    In Stress the
    Great Theft of Love..🤗😇

    Hehe.. I get more likes just by visiting your
    Blog and Leaving Comments here than
    i get on my Blog in about a Year.. Yep
    Got too Big to see long long ago
    In my Personal Galaxy And
    Wonder Land Far
    Far Away
    Where only a Few Good
    ‘Lost Men’ And Dorothy’s
    From Oz and Alice’s From
    Wonderland Venture unto
    ‘the Great Unknown’ Butt True
    At the Metro Dance Hall where i
    am Celebrating my 5th Year of
    Spiraling Dance there this week
    Where i will then add highlights of
    Broad Smile Selfies from the last
    6 Months Dancing there in my
    Next Blog post celebrating
    11,000 Miles of Public Dance
    in 67 Months along
    With writing my
    6.7 Million Word or
    So Bible Long Form Epic
    Poem now in 67 Months too..
    Nah.. Not too Big to see.. obviously
    When i Dance if you checked out
    That YouTube Video I shared
    With you last night.. hehe Any
    Way even most Spam
    Is not able to get
    In my Blog
    As it
    Is Just too Big..😉

    Wow.. i didn’t realize Nice was a Tourist Destination Close to the French Riviera.. No Wonder the Parking is limited.. close to where i live the Emerald Coast is becoming a Bit like the French Riveria smiles what was once a more Secret Hide-Away place Of Beach Beauty turning More into Skyscrapers
    Of Commercial
    Buildings but
    Humans Do
    Build their Busy
    Ant Mounds True..;)

    Smiles my Favorite area of Study is Human Beings and truly all Online Communities are a Treasure Trove Dark through Light for all ‘Arm Chair’ Anthropologists.. Psychologists.. Social Scientists.. and Health Scientists too all my College Degrees that i am able to more Fully Pursue as my Work for Pay Life through 25 Years of Federal Work provided some but limited opportunity to pursue it but hehe when you are retired you may do as you please as the World Becomes Your Oyster And Playground as you are Free to Direct and Produce Your own Play and for me i enjoy sharing what I’ve learned in life as i come to enrich my Soul as i expand it more by every human i come in contact with as i always learn something new from each and everyone with an Open Mind And Heart..☺️😀🤗😇

    Smikes iLona i Love your posts i am impressed by your honesty and how on your own with what really seems like tireless effort in just 2 Months of Blogging you’ve Generated 40 Thousand Views and Have Created a ‘Nice’ Little Community here of Blogging Friends who i always read the Interesting Comments From as i pass through as this is Becoming a Warm Breakfast Place where Friendly People Gather together and so reminiscent of the online Communities two of my Best Blogging Friends Created For Friends without Borders sadly to me a bit they Both got way too busy with their Work Lives to Keep it going like before but true we are all human life changes and so do all Communities so true the Community you single handedly are creating as i must wonder if you ever get much sleep is a bit of an online Treasure and i am Proud of you.. my Kind Friend For it is true that is the Best Light about you how you are Nice to everyone.. THAT is Just Being Human my Friend.. sadly a bit of a rare commodity as i too have visited thousands of online homes too as yesterday was my 100th Month Anniversary of Writing online every Day like my own style of Religion in terms of 12 Million words or so on this Global Web.. with Word Hugs too..😁🤗😇🙏☺️

    Congrats again your thought about Humans and Dust inspires this from me Resurrecting From Crucible Fire of Star Burst Death We All are Sentient Standing Star Dust.. Yes as even Iron from Super Nova Explosions Flow in our Blood like Iron in Core of Molten Center Earth.. True.. it is not only where we are from it is where we are Going.. Star Flower Dust.. Yes.. Star Seed Flowers We Bloom.. at Core We are Always Star Seed Flowers indeed as We.. the Sun is A Star Seed Flower too..✌️🌸😀🤩

  23. O M G Friends in ‘Real Life’ something i Dream about a bit but mostly only happened
    At School And Work.. So.. Your Daughter With Asperger’s Syndrome has Fallen in Love with A Boy
    With Asperger’s too.. hmm.. if it is anything like the Never Tell a Lie cannot Harm another Person no
    Less than it Feeling like Harming oneself.. yes.. if the Empath Flavor of the Condition Chances are that relationship Will last Forever as oh Lord what Happens when neither of the two can tell a lie or harm each other there is really
    nothing left
    to do but
    sign the Papers
    and carry each other
    Over the Threshold of that..
    True how do Folks like that ever find
    A Way to Say Good Bye Good Rid You Good Bye..
    don’t you hate it when you are copying and pasting
    A Comment by Keyboard Way then You miss the Key strokes
    and if You have an Apple Computer if You press just C instead
    of Command C and all the Text is highlighted it replaces it all with
    C and See You have to do the Comment All over again.. hmm.. that
    just happens and it seems i am doing this one backwards but yes
    how beautiful it is to play outside where Digging in the Dirt and
    Making Sand Castles at the Beach are no limit but the Sand
    Grains in How Wide and Tall Imagination Brings Dreams to
    Fruition True Now i could use a bit of an Outside
    Vacation too.. anyway.. God Bless your
    New Family Friendship with that
    Family and Thanks so much
    for connecting as it is
    always nice to
    Share Momentous
    Occasions with You too my Friend Shawna Baby..:)

    First of all Hellooove Himali Long Time it seems seeing you
    Blogging so Nice to See You Back again and yes i remember
    this Photo Clearly as You Celebrated Your School Friends on
    Your Blog from Your Unique Smile here as each one is Different like
    a Finger print too.. you know in someways it Seems overall Women
    are so Fortunate to Share Friendships like this more Across their Lives.. seen it happen
    before so Lovely it is to see.. my Mother Had Friendships like this across her Life and TBH
    it made me a Bit Jealous as i just didn’t know how to make that happen with anyone then..
    Smiles live and learn Friends Are Valuable to
    Nourish With Love.. Your Friend here seems
    Very Special i am Sure she is as Kind and
    Sweet As you.. i’m not sure about all the
    Men but i’ve never met an unkind
    Indian Woman in my Life..
    pretty much the Same
    With Pakistan
    as wow there
    are a lot of Bloggers
    from India And Pakistan
    True.. hmm.. mostly Women too..
    oh well Darn i’m a man haha.. but it’s
    so nice to Visit with Nice Folks like You..
    God Bless Your Friend may you always find a Loving
    Connection with Your Friends in Life all it takes really
    is to keep reaching out it seems to me at least now..:)

    Disgust is an interesting Human Characteristic Trait
    i Haven’t done a Peer Reviewed study yet but considering
    that Generally Speaking Conservative Natured Folks are more
    Likely to be Disgusted than Liberal Folks wonder how many
    as Opposed
    to Republican now
    i’m betting most of them
    are Liberal Leaning as oh Lord
    how could you be a Nurse and be
    easily disgusted.. it’s just like a Sweaty
    Person or a
    what may be
    Gross to one Person
    may just be the Cat’s Meow
    to another or the Dog’s Woof too..
    My Wife is very easily Disgusted
    if she had her way i’d take a
    Shower outside after i
    Oh Lord the
    Dog House and all of that too..;)

  24. 11,001 Miles of Dance Completed on March 26th, 2019 Since September of 2013.. 67 Months Effort What’s Next 12,000 Miles of Course

    Perhaps A Good Night Sleep is in Order First

    Well Received now what’s next..

    In Response to my Stepmother who says the Dance
    Makes me Look Great but she doesn’t really seem to
    Understand why i do it as of course most people do not..
    And that is surely understandable too as our Modern Culture
    is surely not one that
    Revolves around Dance
    as a Communal Activity
    as truly the More indigenous
    Peoples Closer to Nature as a Staple
    of Life have Made a Free Dance truly a
    Way of Life as Community for just the innate
    instinctual understanding that Moving to Regulate
    Emotions and Integrate Senses is the Simple way to
    the Kingdom of Heaven now that place where Humans
    Lost in the Neo-Cortex in the Illusion of Time Distance and
    Space through all the Maze of Abstract Constructs yes words and reasons have lost the path to the Journey of Poetry of moving us the heART of Dance the Spirit that is Lost to a Soul Grown So Cold of Words and Reasons and other Worries so Lost from even being Human these days
    it makes me smile a bit when i go out in public
    and folks think i am somehow less intelligent
    through creating moves anew that no
    else does but me surely in public
    too but i have reams of
    Scientific Documented
    Evidence that through so many
    levels of Reasonable Study including
    Psychology.. Anthropology.. Sociology.. and By
    God Health Science too all my College Degrees by
    the way too in number of 3 close enough to the upper
    part of my Class then and very Close in High School too..
    that i not only with arms and feet of Dance but yes Reasons of why
    it FucKinG Works yes iF YoU SeeK iN God the Higher Force of Nature
    Within as some cultures name it CHI and other Cultures name the Kingdom
    of Heaven within Terms ranging from Kundalini Rising to Nirvana to Bliss
    to Prana to Satori to ETc…. the Essence of the
    Flow is the Same You Escape Your Neo-Cortex
    Now enough to light up the rest of the potential
    Now of Your Human Being through the
    Rest of the Triune of your Brain too..
    now i understand not everyone has the IQ
    in Verbal intelligence of me or the Creativity to
    put it this way either but the Best iF YoU SeeK in God
    yes FucKinG iF You Are LooKinG for the answers to the
    Remedies of the First Problems of our New World DisEase.. GOOD NEWS
    IS YOU don’t need any instruction from me at all for knowing but the
    Nature of Within me and you.. yes the Higher Power the Force of Nature
    God within with my intuition as yours may too.. showed me the way First
    before i researched why this Spiraling Dance comes to Be a Real Fountain of Youth
    And just another Dance and Song to Find the Kingdom
    of Heaven within yes Fearless Unconditional
    Positivity of Love.. to Give and Share so
    Much more with ease of Emotional
    Regulation and Sensory Integration
    so far away from Stress the Killer with
    Fear and Anxiety of all that is Good in Life
    other wise felt and sensed and very much less
    known these days as the Kingdom of Heaven within.. sad
    thing is ‘they’ did their best to put it in a Song But Forgot the
    Dance the First Free Steps in Flow to the Kingdom of Heaven
    the Song of Forevernow that lasts eternally now within again
    to give and share with others Free.. but true as far as Science
    Goes Studies show now that even Still Meditation As Moving
    Meditation is that much more overall Healthy for you
    Will bring results like a measurement of a 50 Year-Old
    Brain that Meditates with the Physical Health of a 25 Year-
    Old Brain that has not yet aged and deteriorated to the
    State of Physical Health of a 50 Year-Old Brain that
    Does not regularly engage in Meditation now..
    True there is evidence that Meditation even
    Still Meditation reverses the effects of
    Stress Related Premature Aging been
    there done it seen my life go from Zero Old
    Age Younger to Older Age so much Healthier Vibrant
    and Full of Energy now with so much more resilience to
    all Stresses of life that come too.. yes occasionally as nicely
    illustrated in this current Blog Post i am still Capable of Tears
    Getting Angry and perhaps a bit too much lust out of Balance too..
    but true to get back to Center Point Balance is just a relative few
    minutes of Meditation and perhaps just a Slow very Slow move
    of an arm raised a little above my Head as 11,000 Miles of Free
    Moving Meditation Dance Brings so much Bio-Feedback of
    Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration that i really
    don’t have to move at all to attain Blissful Nirvana in so many
    more colors of life as i so desire.. for true all 11,000 Miles have
    earned me so many new colors that i have both experienced in
    feeling and sensing life and so many more to come as there are
    no limits to the Art of Life in Feeling and
    Sensing more Colors of Life once
    Art Truly Becomes Life
    with no limits
    of the
    Palette of
    Colors that you Paint
    with next more than the Number
    of Grains on the Beaches of beyond
    the Universe and even the Word Infinity now..
    true you’d have to experience the Essence of what i am
    Saying to have even Have any clue of where i live in Heaven now
    within as this place did not exist for me until i worked my way
    here every Word of Dance all 6.7 Million Words in Long Form
    Poem Words Now as my Fingers Dance ACross this Keyboard Now
    and Every Step of 11,000 Miles of Public Dance in 67 Months
    too.. True all of this is way too complicated in words for the
    ‘Ellen Show’ but never too complicated to just ‘shut-up’ and
    Dance.. true lose your Neo-Cortex in Dance Now is A way
    to Light up the rest of Your Mind and Body in Balancing
    Force of Light and so much more in Force of Positive
    Vibrations and Frequencies thereof too that
    Science still doesn’t have a clue to
    Measure so far beyond the
    tiny and truly antiquated
    Scientific Method now for all
    of the other Potentials that ‘Chaos
    Magic’ Brings as Dreams come to Fruition
    for those who master the all in all simply put
    Center Point Existence with and as God no Separation
    All is Whole.. other than that i never have any back pain any
    more and as often illustrated well i used to be the relative
    King of Pain for 66 Months from head to toe.. Science
    can’t explain how all that will melt away suddenly but
    Science is never Magic.. Magic is Just another word
    many words that are not Science at all but the Art of Living
    is Good
    What the FucKinG difference
    does it make now if you look like
    an Instagram Model Male or Female
    and you have the Tallest Trump Tower of
    all that you can Label with Idol Words of a Name
    if you’ve never even brought the Colors of Your Soul
    Awake in a Dance and Song where Song and Dance Now
    Becomes Valleys and Mountains equal in Height NoW
    as All
    the Colors
    of Love and so
    much more become
    you incarnate in flesh
    the Essence of the Force of
    Nature yes God Within you now Pure Light of LoVE
    coming back again to rise higher than ever before..
    True you might just CaLL iT A Crazy Dance but only
    if you KNeW the ins of Heaven it brings and the outs
    of Hell
    away then
    i would find more
    than one person free dancing
    in Super Walmart next go around
    but haha for my 255th Dance Week at Old
    Seville Quarter with all the Cool College Age Folks
    there and the 5th year Anniversary of Celebrating
    that this Thursday too.. those folks there are at least
    on a Path to Heaven now when they Dance Free NoW and
    Sober Drunk on God so Free just to Be in Heaven NoW..
    only if they will reMember to continue from first breath
    now to last BLiNk of Life to Dance Free Heaven will last
    as long
    as their Dance
    And Song of Art Free..
    on the other hand it’s up to
    you if you either want Heaven and or
    the Fountain of Youth that is Science Approved NoW..
    or if you want too sure you can reMain A Millstone at the
    Bottom of the Ocean Forever now and recite Roman’s 10:9
    and John 3:16 forgetting all about a Greater Heaven now in
    this Generation at Hand Now Per John 14:12 within until you are Blue in
    the Face
    in the
    of a Dirt Nap next….
    After you never now rise
    from the Surface as a Millstone
    at the Bottom of the Ocean So Deep and Shallow as Life….

    So in return to my Step Mother i said..

    Smiles it’s moving meditation just brings Heaven now and i don’t care how i look even though Science shows doing this now is literally a Fountain of Youth retaining Physical Health of a Brain into old age Smiles no forgetting for me as it is literally the remedy for any chance of Dementia as moving the body in flow is the first step to Mind and Body Balance and the Kingdom of Heaven within nothing new other Animals Naturally Move to enjoy a Wild Life of Play where reasons take a Back Seat to appreciating this one Life to Live now it’s really not why that is the Question but why not enjoy Heaven now.. sadly Modern Culture Forgets what it even means to be fully alive i’m glad i Dance away from a World so cold…
    But anyone is welcome to Dance either solo or together playfully like no one is looking as the other Animals Feel no Separation ever From Nature And God the same.. Now not
    Cursed with words and the Illusion of Time.. Distance and Space the Disease of Culture the Gift and Curse of our Neo-Cortex third Leg of a triune Brain..🙂

    So anyway.. the Katrina and i go to a Local Diner A Bit of a ‘Whole in the Wall’ as they Say
    but Oh Lord the Seafood is Great it’s sort of like a Best Kept Secret i guess.. i walk
    in and the Nice Red Haired Young Waitress Says.. so we have a Celebrity in here
    tonight with a Huge Smile and i look around and innocently say who.. i just
    Love to Dance Free.. and then she says well the Last time you came in
    i was stuck in the Back Cooking your Meal and i wanted
    to come out to meet and greet you but i couldn’t
    get away to say Hi but today i am up front
    so i get to meet you.. anyway.. i went into the Freader’s
    Digest Version of what i do.. not too short but surely not as nearly
    as long as i will go with Song.. but you know it’s really kinda sad that
    i’ve become a Celebrity just for doing a Free Dance i never had a Lesson i never
    Went to School and earned a Degree to do this.. i’ve never earned a Penny in all 11,000
    Miles of Doing it.. so why in the World would you Become Famous and Be seen as a Local
    Celebrity Just for Dancing Free in Public shouldn’t More People wanna do something so fun
    just Dancing like no one is looking not doing it for attention just doing it like a Dolphin Swirling
    Around in the Ocean Just the Joy the Play for Life that is so real and eternal now as Fun.. hmm..
    they asked me at the Dance Hall why i did not get into the Competition for the Best Pensacola
    Dancer as that competition goes on every Spring Break in March each year since i started
    going the Week of the Spring Equinox in 2014.. but you see all the Fun is in the Solo Dance
    there are no external contingencies it is me Dancing Solo With the Force of Light yes
    all the Positive Vibrations and Frequencies of those Vibrations Higher as my
    Dance Moves on Free.. wow.. if someone smiles at me that’s kinda nice
    and Oh Lord Those Young Women who do what they call Bootie
    Dances at the Dance Hall when they rush their Butt up and
    down on my Front like a Reward of Getting a Rise out
    of me aS Such.. that happened almost from
    the Very Start in the Spring of 2014..
    Can You imagine how surprised i was at
    53 then when a 21 Year-old Woman or So
    Started Rubbing her butt up against my ‘Front
    Man Parts’ hmm.. that never happened at ‘Club 2001’ the
    one in the Eighties for sure yes i remember one Girl Grabbing
    me Down there but never an up and down Dancing Way with Her Butt..
    true i was surprised to get grabbed down there very very surprised as it
    wasn’t too long ago that my Butt was grabbed Firmly too by a Young Woman
    around 20 Old enough to be my Grand Daughter these days but true i still
    have not approached a Woman to Ask her to Dance and truly i did not even do
    that much in the 80’s either when i was 20 then.. i mostly stood as a Wall Flower
    and it’s true not nearly as many Women Came to me.. as the Super Introvert i was
    then as it took me 4 Beers to even get the Courage to Walk into the Dance Hall alone
    i wondered then what it would be like to feel so free and wild sober without restraints to
    do anything i wanted to do in Life and not be afraid to do it so shy then.. you have no idea
    what it means to me to be so FucKinG Domesticated So FucKinG in PriSon then Away from
    Free and to Catch my Wings on Fire and do anything i please now.. yes even standing before
    the World naked at least in Avenues that are Legal for Nude Art online too.. smiles i could have
    never done that before in my life before i was released from the all the Culture of Domesticating
    Human Being.. when i stand tall in a SiGNaTuRE Pose where the Golden Spiral Ratio as symbol
    of 6 and 9 is what comes to be from may Left Elbow to my Hip and there Below as the Spiral Flows
    unto my Feet.. i am the Reflection of the Milky Way the SiGNaTURE of God’s Art of
    Creation Seen Spiraling as a ratio of 1.618 everywhere seen from below to above
    within outside inside to through the smallest particle and even smaller to beyond
    all Measure all around of what even Science Will see now beyond the Human
    Unaided Eye of Be.. but still you don’t have to Understand
    it to just be the Spiral Finger and Foot Print of God
    for True as You Do the
    Essence the
    Form of
    as Pure Spiraling
    Love Fearless You Will come to Be so much more
    Alive Vibrating all the Frequencies of Nature God’s Energy
    A Symphony of Dance and Song You Come to be the Orchestra
    of God You Bring to Life as Co-Conductor yes Director Producer
    And even actor of God Come to Life to Imagine and Co-Create Pure Magic of Loving Life more
    it’s not that you Lose yourself in Dance you Gain the Force of God Within beyond all Measure
    as Love Pure Love Fearless
    is no Distance Space
    or Time but a Dance and Song for
    Unconditional And Fearless Love Eternally
    Now that’s as Real as Real Gets God to be i am..:)

  25. Storms So ReFreshing NoW
    Coming Out of Rougher Waves
    Rein Free to Be WinD MorE

    All Great Tips to Lose Weight but haha…
    if You Really Love What You are doing
    Food is not
    Nearly as
    as what you are Loving
    Doing Hi Ilona Hope you
    Are Currently Loving What You
    Are doing i just remembered to eat Breakfast..;)

    Congrats on another Word Press Blogger
    Award as you surely prove you are a Versatile
    Blogger and that is for sure and for me no no
    TV.. either.. just Always Creating Something Having fun..
    Let other
    Be the
    that is their choice..:)

    Oops almost Skipped ‘Anger’ hehe.. in Fact Your
    Blog Post i guess that Like Button that is not on the
    top Left Hand Corner through me for a Loop of Change
    but truly in fact i almost always Skip Anger.. but if i ever
    Get it i let it all out in either Words of Poetry like i did with
    that AC/DC Song Highway to Hell Earlier in the Current Blog
    Post i was writing just for an exercise in fun in letting out
    a bit of Steam with even some Four Letter words that
    are not Love.. OR some kind of Free Dance
    but true i almost always get to Skip
    Anger as i was Loved so so much
    as a Child and where is there
    Room For Anger when
    you are just so filled filled
    up With Love yes the Neurohormone
    Oxytocin the Healing Force to be more
    Specific as released from Head to Toe in
    our Blood Stream too.. hmm.. it stands and
    Falls to reason that Children raised by Electronic
    Devices instead of hugs and kisses are gonna be a bit
    less resilient to the Potential Force of Fear and Anger
    as Lord Knows the Neurohormone Oxytocin from Hugs
    and Kisses of Love is the Perfect Perfect antidote to that
    Only Potential Pitfall is some folks will do almost anything
    to agree in Group Think of Agreeing with stuff they really don’t
    Believe in as Peer Group Pressure Just to avoid the Potential of
    getting outcast and losing that Soft Teddy Bear Affection of the
    Heart.. hmm.. true Dancing Solo Will be a way also to generate
    that Oxytocin Feeling inside and next thing you know and feel
    and yes and sense all the Anger will Resolve away and sooner
    than you know you will be reaching out even more with
    for every
    stranger you see..
    hmm.. at least the
    ones who seem to have
    the Potential to be Nice!!..:)

    Oh Lord First i had to Look Twice as i started thinking that
    surely cannot be a 27 Year-old Ilona in that Photo to start this
    off.. voila A Child Actor for Free You have Employed that’s very
    nice too.. by the way that is quite ingenious putting that
    Like Button up top on the left as before you know
    it your Blog Posts may be as long as mine
    hehe.. just for all the friendly Comments
    that seemingly are starting to never
    end below.. haha.. but i never
    get tired of scrolling
    obviously or how in the World
    would i ever be able to find the
    bottom of one of my Ocean Deep
    Blog Posts haha.. but yes a little Child
    has the same secret to Happiness as the
    rest of the Friendly Furry Social Mammals
    in the Rest of the World now Life is a Place
    to survive and thrive the best as we can and will
    now.. true you might even wanna take Your Diaper
    off as you really can’t figure out why folks are making
    you sit in that other ‘Stuff’ of life too.. funny how we humans
    make somethin